Samadhi Shatak Part 02

Author(s): Yashovijaysuri
Publisher: Gurubhakt
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/023655/1

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bhA ra samAdhi zataka AcArya yazovijayasUri

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AcAryazrI kArasUri jJAnamaMdira graMthAvali - 62 samAdhi zataka bhAga-2 AcArya yazovijayasUri saujanya - gurubhakto taraphathI...

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samAdhi zataka (bhAga-2) mUlya : 80-00 rU|. prathama AvRtti : jUna, 2012 prArrAptasthAna sevaMtIlAla e. mahetA 4-DI, siddhagiri epArTamenTa, aThavAlAInsa, surata phona : 2667511 (mo.) 98241 52727 E-mail : omkarsuri @rediffmail.com mehta_sevantilal@yahoo.co.in sarasvatI pustaka bhaMDAra hAthIkhAnA, ratanapoLa, amadAvAda-380 001 * dhIrUbhAI vaDecA * 101, zrI bhuvana, pahele mALe, 289, esa.vI.pI. roDa, muMbaI-04 phona : 23876315 (mo.) 93231 76315 AcAryazrI OMOMkArasUri ArAdhanA bhavana vAva paMthaka vADI, dazAporavADa sosAyaTI, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-380 007 surezabhAI ke. mahetA phona : 26580053 (mo.) 94293 55953 * vijayabhadra ceriTebala TrasTa hAIve, bhIlaDIyAjI (ba.kAM.)-gujarAta phona : 2744-233129 mudraka : kirITa grAphiksa 416, vRMdAvana zopIMga senTara, pAnakoranAkA, amadAvAda-1 (mo.) 9898490091 II

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tAraka chAyA zrI vaDodarA zamAroDa maMDana parama tAraka zrI AdinAtha bhagavAna zrI sImaMdharasvAmI bhagavAna divya AziSa pUjyapAda, vacanasiddha yugapuruSa AcArya bhagavaMta zrImadvijaya siddhisUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pUjyapAda, niHspRha ziromaNi munipravarazrI vinayavijayajI mahArAjA pUjyapAda, bhaktiyogAcArya, saMyamaikadRSTi AcArya bhagavaMta zrImadvijaya bhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pUjyapAda, vidvarya munipravara zrI janakavijayajI mahArAjA pUjyapAda, saMyamaikaniSTha munipravarazrI hrIMkAravijayajI mahArAjA pUjyapAda, tapasviratna munipravarazrI vilAsavijayajI mahArAjA pUjyapAda, zAsanadhurINa AcArya bhagavaMta zrImadvijaya OMkArasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pUjyapAda, vardhamAnataponidhi AcArya bhagavaMta zrImadvijaya bhadraMkarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pUjyapAda, AgamaprajJa zrutasthavira pravartaka muniprava2zrI jaMbUvijayajI mahArAjA pUjyapAda, ArAdhanArata munirAjazrI jinacandravijayajI mahArAjA sAheba AziSa pUjyapAda, prazAntamUrti AcArya bhagavaMta zrImadvijaya aravindasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pU. sAdhvIjI kalpalatAzrIjI mahArAja (mAtuzrI mahArAja) II

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krama 21 22 23 24 bhItara jhaLAMhaLAM anukramaNikA viSaya AtmAnubhUti : zabdone pele pAra 'so hi AnaMdaghana pichANe...' 'gUMge kerI sarakarA...' peja naM. 2 11 18 25 25 upayogitAvAda ane anukUlatAvAda 32 26 attarAtma dazAnAM staro 27 IlikA-bhramarI nyAya 38 45 28 'AsanasuM mata Dola!' 29 30 bhAvanA : mokSapathanI dIvI parama rasa ane aparama rasa 51 66 59 31 bhedajJAnano abhyAsa 72 32 akaMpana, sahiSNutA, abhaya 80 33 prabhuno sparza 86 34 paryAyonI rAsalIlA 93 35 mokSa : tamAruM tamArAmAM hovuM te 100 36 anubhUtinI sugandha 106 37 cidAnandano divya anubhava 112 38 mokSa : akuMThita bhakti 117 39 retanAM A ghara ! 122 40 'mA'ne je game te... 127 41 adbhuta rasAsvAda 132 42 huM koNa chuM ? 138 43 'kahana sunanako kachu nahi, pyAre ! 144 44 nirvikalpa anubhava 151 45 prazaMsAnA vartuLanI bahAra 155 46 'Apa hi Apa bujhAya' 162 47 siddhi bhaNI jhUkatI sAdhanA 170 IV

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ra1 AdhAra sUtra phire abodhe kaMThagata, cAmIkarake nyAya; jJAna-prakAze mugati tuja, ra sahaja siddha nirupAya...(21) 'kAkhamAM chokaruM ne ghera ghera gote'nA nyAye potAnA ja kaMThamAM sonAno hAra hoya ane mANasa bIje zodhato phare. paNa khyAla Ave tyAre...? e ja rIte, ajJAnI puruSa dehAdi para vastumAM Atmatattva zodhe che; paraMtu jJAnayoga vaDe tene potAnAmAM AtmasvarUpa bhAse che. ne tyAre te tyAM sthira thAya che. (cAmIkara = sonuM) 1. kaMThagati, B - F 2. suddhi, c siddhi, D samAdhi zataka yn

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21 ********* bhItara jhaLAMhaLAM samAdhi zataka mullAjI rAtre sUtA che. cora gharamAM peTho. khAMkhAMkhoLA kare. khaDabhaDATathI mullAjI jAgI gayA. corane kahe H kaMIka maLe to mane kahejo. pachI umeryuM : divase A gharamAMthI mane kaMI maLatuM nathI, rAtre tamane zuM maLaze ? " | ra

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ane, Ane sAme cheDenI eka ghaTanA : saMnyAsInA AzramamAM cora Avyo. kazuM ja nathI; je corI zakAya. saMnyAsI jAgI gayA. corane nirAzA sAthe bahAra jato joIne temaNe vicAryuM : kevo sarasa majhAno candra Ugyo che. kAza ! huM A cAMdo ene bheTa ApI zakato hota to ! kevuM sAruM hatuM ? Atmadhana jenI pAse che, tene bAhya padArthonI bharamAra gamatI nathI. AnandanuM jharaNuM to potAnI bhItarathI svataHsphUrta rIte jharI rahyuM che. padArtho zuM karI zake ? padArtho e jharaNAnA praveza dvAra pAse mATInA kaNa jevA banI zake; je jharaNAnA pravezane roke. A kaNone jhaDapathI haTAvI levA joIe. tyAgano ne vairAgyano agni, asAratAnA bodhano agni tIvratayA jaLI UThavo joIe. dhUpasaLInI jyota nahi, bhaDako joIze. 'hRdaya-pradIpa SatriMzikA' bhItara javAnA mArgane cIMdhatAM samyak viraktinI vAta kare che. prabaLa vairAgya. dhadhakato vairAgya (1) e vairAgya bahirbhAvanI anAsthA bhaNI vaLaze. viraktino artha vizeSa anurakti - paramAtmA paranI - evo paNa thaze. sAMDilya RSi bhaktinI vyAkhyA karatAM kahe che : 'sA parAnutirIzvare...' paramAtmA paranI parama anurakti te che bhakti. vairAgyano agni... (1) samyagviraktirnanu yasya citte, samyag gururyasya ca tattvavettA / sadA'nubhUtyA dRDhanizcayo yastasyaiva siddhi - nahi cAparasya // samAdhi zataka 11 3

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rAgano kacaro emAM baLI jAya. jaMgalamAM eka jhUMpaDI. eka phakIra tyAM rahe. roja agarabattI saLagAvI prabhune prArthanA kare. 'zammA jalA ke dila meM, terA IntajAra hai.' bhItara dhUpasaLI jalAvIne tArI pratIkSA karuM chuM, prabhu !. prArthanA sarasa hatI. paNa rojanI A prArthanA mAtra zabdarUpa banI gaI hatI. zarUAtamAM prabhunI pratIkSA tIvrarUpe thaI paNa haze. paNa have... ? ekavAra eka masta phakIra tyAM pharatAM pharatAM AvyA. phakIranI jhUMpaDI pAse eka vRkSa nIce temaNe DerA nAkhyA. be-cAra divasa temaNe phakIranI prArthanA sAMbhaLI. prArthanA sarasa, paNa ene anurUpa AgaLanAM koI caraNo nahi. phakIre masta phakIrane kahyuM : bAbAjI, be zabda mane paNa Apo. tame moTA jogaMdara cho. masta phakIra kaMI bolyA nahi. bIjI savAre phakIre prArthanA zarU karI : 'zammA jalA ke dila meM, terA IntajAra hai.' masta phakIre bAjunI dhUNImAMthI saLagatuM lAkaDuM uThAvyuM ane kahyuM : have prArthanAnA zabdo badala ! have kahe ke, 'zolA (bhaDako) jalA ke dila meM, terA IntajAra hai...' bhaDako joIze vairAgyAgnino. te vinA prabhu kyAMthI maLaze ? tIvratA joIze sAdhanAnI, bhaktinI... thoDI thoDI nahi, khUba sAdhanA. bAkI, thoDI sAdhanA, thoDI bhakti ane ghaNo bahirbhAva. zuM thaze enAthI ? jharaNuM jyAre mATInA loMdAthI pUrAI gayuM che tyAre ekAda kaNa haTAvavAthI zuM thaze ? samAdhi zataka / * 4

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sAdhanAnI tIvratA : sAdhanAmAM Avela vega. nAnakaDuM anuSThAna paNa jyAre tIvra ahobhAvanI pRSThabhU para thayeluM hoya tyAre te vegavALuM bane che. pauSadhamAM eka rUmAlanuM pratilekhana karato sAdhaka e kriyA karatI vakhate prabhunA premamAM DUbI jAya che tyAre enuM e nAnakaDuM anuSThAna prabhupremanA raMgamAM raMgAyeluM bane che. 'mArA prabhue A kahyuM che... ane e huM karuM chuM...' A vicAradhArA enA anuSThAnane prIti anuSThAnamAM badale che. ane tyAre sAdhakanuM mana prabhune kahetuM hoya che ke prabhu ! A anuSThAnamAM otaprota banelA mArA manane evuM raMgI do ke enA para bIjo raMga kyAreya na caDe. A pRSThabhU para kaDIne joIe : phire abodhe kaMThagata, cAmIkarake nyAya...' gaLAmAM sonAno hAra paherela hoya ane vismRti thavAthI mANasa tene tijorImAM phaMphosato rahe to zuM maLe ? je jyAM che te tyAM zodhAya to ja maLe ne ! AnaMda kyAM che ? tamArI bhItara. tame ja cho AnaMdaghana. padArthomAM tame ene zodho to e kyAMthI maLe ? ghaTanAomAM tame rati ke ati meLavI zako : AnaMda kyAMthI maLe ? AnaMdaghanajI mahArAjanA jIvananI eka prasiddha ghaTanA : teo beThA che upAzrayamAM. ane eka rAjarANI tyAM Ave che. vInave che H mAre putra joIe. mane dIkaro Apo ! samAdhi zataka /*

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AnaMdaghanajI. sthitaprajJa puruSa. pUjya mahopAdhyAyajI yazovijaya mahArAja AnaMdaghana aSTapadImAM temane mATe kahe che : 'tAko sarUpa bhUpa, trikuM logathaeN nyAro; varasata mukhapara nUra...' kevA hatA e sAdhanAnA zikhara puruSa ? 'trikuM logathaeN nyAro.' traNe lokathI 52. dunyavI koI AkarSaNa jemane sparzI zakatuM nathI evI e virala vibhUti. ane ethI ja, rAjarANI prasanna thAya, ane potAnI kIrti prasare... AvI kSudra laukika vArtAno emanA AbhAmaMDaLamAM praveza ja zakya nahoto. emaNe eka ciThThImAM lakhyuM : 'rAjarANI ko beTA ho to bhI AnaMdaghana ko kyA, na ho to bhI AnaMdaghana ko kyA ?' ciThThI rANIe zraddhAthI lIdhI. mAdaLiyAmAM rAkhI. rAjarANIne putra thayo hoya to emAM eNInI zraddhAno camatkAra mAnI zakAya. tIvra zraddhA. kArya sAkAra. bIjI vibhAvanA A paNa karI zakAya : parama sAkSIbhAvanA stara para beThela sAdhakanI nAnakaDI paNa ceSTA pariNAmamAM palaTAI zake che. ciThThI uchALavAnI - ApavAnI kriyA parama sAkSIbhAvanA stara parathI thayelI. = ciThThImAM lakhyuM hatuM tema rAjarANIne putra thAya, na thAya enI joDe A sAdhanAnA zikhara-puruSane koI ja saMbaMdha nahoto. ane ethI e be-pAMca sekanDanI kriyA sAmI bAju pariNAmamAM palaTAI hA, sAmI bAju. A bAju to koI spRhA ja nahotI, pariNAmanI koI jhaMkhanA ja nahotI... samAdhi zataka *|*

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kaDI ApaNI sAme che : 'phire abodhe kaMThagata, cAmIkarake nyAya...' 'kAkhamAM chokaruM ne ghera ghera gote' evI gujarAtImAM kahevata che. AnaMda tamArI ja bhItara che. tame ene kyAM kyAM zodhatA pharo cho ? bahAra - padArthomAM ke vyaktiomAM - je che ja nahi, te tamane tyAM zI rIte maLaze ? eka pravAsI paMdareka divasanI padayAtrAe. adhavacce eka mANasa maLyo. te pravAsInI sAthe thaI gayo. 'mAre paNa e bAju ja javuM che. cAlo, ekathI be bhalA..' pravAsIne pelAnI vartaNUka barobara lAgatI nathI. rastAmAM koI vRkSa nIce pote sUtela hoya ane pelo potAnuM jokhama uThAvI 'gacchanti' karI jAya to... ? eNe eka AbAda yukti karI. pelo bahAra gayo tyAre tenA sAmAnamAM eka jagyAe potAnuM jokhama pravAsIe mUkI dIdhuM. have pravAsI nirAMte UMghI gayo... pelAe pravAsIno sAmAna phaMphosyo. paNa kAMI maLyuM nahi. be-traNa vAra teNe Ama karyuM, paNa pariNAma zUnya. chello divasa pravAsano. Aje nagara AvI javAnuM hatuM. paroDhiye pravAsIe jokhama pelAnA sAmAnamAMthI potAnA sAmAnamAM laI lIdhuM. samAdhi zataka |deg

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pelAe savAre chellI padayAtrAmAM cAlatAM pUchyuM : tame jokhama bilakula lIdhA vagara ja nIkaLyA lAgo cho... jethI jaMgalamAMya ArAmathI sUI jatA hatA. pravAsIe nagaramAM pravezyA pachI tene kaheluM : jokhama to ghaNuM hatuM, paNa e tamArA sAmAnamAM mUkeluM. ane ethI huM nizcinta hato... ApaNI paNa A ja vAta che ne ! bhItara apUrva AnaMda che; paNa enA bhaNI ApaNI najara nathI jatI. ane bahAra phAMphAM mAryAM karIe chIe. Ananda ApaNuM svarUpa che. ApaNe ApaNA svarUpathI aLagA kema hoI zakIe ? 'jJAna-prakAze mugati tuja, sahaja siddha nirupAya.' ajJAna che tyAM sudhI ja karmonuM baMdhana, pIDAono gherAvo che; jJAnano prakAza relAyo ke sukha ja sukha... rAga, dveSa, ahaMkAra zithila banyA; AnaMda ja AnaMda. sahaja siddha che A tamAruM AnaMdamaya svarUpa. nirupAya che A AnaMdamaya svarUpa. mukti - AnaMdamaya, jJAnamaya svarUpa - ne nirupAya kayA sandarbhamAM kahevAya che ? upAyo karavAnA che, sAdhanAne tIvratAthI karavAnI che; chatAM nirupAyatA kayA sandarbhamAM ? hIro che jhagamagato. aMdhArAne jhaLAMhaLAM prakAzamAM badalI denAro. paNa e hIro peTImAM hoya to zuM thAya ? peTI zodhavI paDe. kholavI paDe. hIrA para dhULa lAgI hoya to ene jhApaTavo paDe. upAya che, prayAsa che paNa e peTIne kholavAno che. peTIne meLavavAno che. hIro to hIro ja che. ene camakAvavAno nathI ke ene navo banAvavAno nathI. jAtiya zataka | 8

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A ja rIte, sahaja siddha mukti ApaNI bhItara che. mAtra karmonAM vAdaLAMe AtmasUryanA teja para kavaca caDAvela che, e kavacane dUra karavAnuM che. upAya che, paNa e vAdaLone haTAvavAno che. sUryane camakAvavAno nahi. 'jJAna-prakAze mugati tuja, sahaja siddha nirupAya......' samAdhi zataka wwlt aut | c 9

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22 AdhAra sUtra yA bina tuM sUto sadA, yoge bhoge jeNa; rUpa atIndriya tuja te, kahI zake kaho keNa .. ? (22) je AtmAnubhUti vinA tuM yogamAM ne bhogamAM sUto hato, te tArA atIndriya rUpane koNa kahI zake ? Atma tattvane anubhavI zakAya. kahI kema zakAya ? [kaiNa = koNa] samavizast | 10

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vivi 2 AtmAnubhUti : zabdone pele pAra samAdhi zataka sAdhanAmArgamAM AvatA avarodhonI carcA sAdhanAmanISI pUjyapAda devacandrajI mahArAje A rIte kahI che : 1 1 EYn

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'AdaryuM AcaraNa loka upacArathI, zAstra abhyAsa paNa kAMI kIdho; zuddha zraddhAna vaLI Atma avalaMbana viNa, tehavo kArya teNe ko na sIdho...' anuSThAno prabhue batAvelAM karyAM; paNa te lokone rIjhavavA mATe karyAM; zuddha zraddhA ane AtmaguNonuM avalaMbana na thayuM, anuSThAna dvArA, to kAryasiddhi na thaI. zAstrono abhyAsa karyo; paNa tyAMya zraddhA ane AtmaguNAvalaMbana na thayuM to e eTalo kAryasAdhaka nahi nIvaDe. prabhunAM pyArAM anuSThAno e jo majhAnI laMbAI che, to prabhunA pyArA zabdonuM, ahobhAvapUrvakanuM, zravaNa ke vAMcana e che majhAnI pahoLAI; UMDANa che svAnubhUti. zraddhApUrvakanuM AtmaguNAvalaMbana e che UMDANa. lAge ke ApaNI sAdhanAne laMbAI ane pahoLAI to che; UMDANa nathI... joke, UMDANa agharuM nathI eTaluM, mAtra ApaNI dRSTi e bhaNI gaI nathI. cAlo, e dizAmAM Daga mAMDIe. zraddhA : pratIti. tame koI grantha vAMcatA ho ne jhabakAro thAya ke A to badhuM paricita che. acchA, kyAre vAMceluM ? kadAca A janmamAM pahelI ja vAra A grantha hAthamAM lIdho che, paNa gayA janmamAM vAMcelo ne ! samAdhi zataka 12

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saMta kabIrajI A pratItinI vAta sarasa zabdomAM kare che : 'maiM kahatA aMkhiyana dekhI, tU kahatA kAgada kI lekhI.' zraddhA. pratIti : svarUpAnusAnanI. prabhunuM nirmaLa rUpa jotA ho ane lAgaluM ja lAge ke AvuM to mArI bhItara paNa che ! A pratIti dhAradAra rIte anubhavAya che tyAre svaguNono anubhava thAya che. tame kaMIka jANI rahyA cho, paNa e jANavAnuM rAga, dveSa ke ahaMkAra tarapha tamane na laI jAya to tene jJAna guNa kahevAya. sAdhakanA sandarbhe e che jJAtAbhAva. AvI ja rIte tame koI dazya joI rahyA cho. paNa tyAM mAtra jovAnuM thAya che; rAga-dveSanI anubhUti nathI thatI; to e che draSTAbhAva. svaguNAnubhUti svarUpAnubhUtimAM phe2vAya che. tame cho amala, akhaMDa, alipta. majhAnAM anuSThAno te sAdhanAnI laMbAI. prabhunA pyArA zabdonuM zravaNa, vAMcana te pahoLAI. anubhUti che UMDAI. yAda Ave sAdhakazreSTha RSabhadAsajI. sAdhanAnA AnaMdanI kephiyata ApatAM temaNe kaheluM : eka khamAsamaNa ApuM chuM ane eTalo to AnaMda bhItara chalakAya che ke nAnakaDuM hRdayanuM tantra e AnaMdane jhIlI zakaze ke kema enI vimAsaNa thAya che. samAdhi zataka | 13 13

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anuSThAno karatAM ane prabhunA pyArA zabdone sAMbhaLatAM ke vAMcatAM hRdayamAM je spandano spandrita thAya che ane AMkhomAM je jhaLajhaLiyAM Ave che, te anubhUti bhaNI sAdhakane laI jAya che. prabhunA pyArA zabdo che : tuM tArI bhItara jA ! tArI bhItara AnaMdano niravadhi samaMdara je rahela che, tene tuM anubhava... ! pratikramaNa Adi anuSThAno paNa parathI sAdhakane chuTTo pADI svanA jagata bhaNI mUkaze. che : svAnubhUtinI majhAnI vAta pUjya cidAnandajI mahArAje A rIte kahI eka buMda jaLathI e pragaTyA, zrutasAgara vistArA; dhanya jinhoMne ulaTa udidha ko, eka buMda meM DArA... tripadIrUpa jaLabinduthI zrutasAgara sarjAyo; e zrutasAgarane eka bindumAM - AtmAnubhUtimAM - jemaNe samAvyo, te mahApuruSone namaskAra. prabhu gaNadhara bhagavaMtone tripadI Ape che : 3ppannerU vA, vimer3a vA, veD vA. dravya dravyarUpe zAzvata che, paryAyarUpe tenI utpatti ane nAza che. A tripadIne pAmIne gaNadhara bhagavaMto zrutasAgara - dvAdazAMgIne race che. paryAyonI utpatti ane vilaya vacce paNa evuM eka dravya che, je zAzvatI joDenA layane cUkatuM nathI. A jaLabinduthI zrutasAgara banyo. ane AtmAnubhUtivALA sAdhake e AkhA zrutasAgaranuM agasti RSinI peThe pAna samAdhi zataka 14 EYn

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karI lIdhuM ! AtmAnubhUti thaI eTale zrutasAgarano sAra pUro pamAI gayo ne ! A pRSThabhU para paMktine kholIe : 'yA bina tuM sUto sadA, yoge bhoge jeNa; rUpa atIndriya tuja te, kahI zake kaho keNa...?' je AtmAnubhUtinI dazA pAmyA vagarano manuSya bhogadazAmAM sUtelo to hoya ja che, paNa tathAkathita sAdhaka yogadazAmAM paNa sUtelo ja che. e yoga mAtra bahAranI kasarata jevo banI jAya. bahu bahu to zarIra- svAsthya e ApI zake. yA to mAnasika zAnti ApI zake. Atmika nirmalatA e na ja ApI zake. prANAyAmane paNa bhItarI zuddhi sAthe sAMkaLatAM mahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijaya mahArAje ATha dRSTinI sajjhAyamAM kahyuM : 'bAhyabhAva recana IhAM jI, pUraNa AntarabhAva.' zvAsa bahAra kADhIe tyAre, recana samaye krodhane kADhI rahyo chuM evo bhAva Ave. zvAsa letI vakhate kSamA bhAvane huM laI rahyo chuM Avo vicAra karavAno. zvAsane bhItara sthira karIe tyAre - Antara kuMbhakanA samaye - e kSamAbhAvane bhItara sthira karavAno. kuMbhakanA be prakAra che : Antara kuMbhaka ane bAhya kuMbhaka. Antara kuMbhakamAM zvAsane bharIne bhItara sthira karavAno che. zvAsa eTalo ja samaya zarUAtamAM rokI rAkhavo; jethI recana jhaDapathI na karavuM paDe. eka laya barobara sacavAvo joIe. samAdhi zataka | ''

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bAhya kuMbhaka tyAre thAya che, jyAre zvAsane phephasAMmAMthI bahAra kADhI lIdho. navo zvAsa letA nathI. bahAra zvAsa kADhyA pachI, navo zvAsa na laIe e vacagALAno samaya bAhya kuMbhakano che. krodhane recana vakhate bahAra kADhyo... bAhya kuMbhaka e vAtane dRDha karaze. ane e pRSThabhU para zvAsa letI vakhate kSamAbhAva bhItara levAze. mantrajApa mATe Antara kuMbhaka mahattvanuM lekhAya che. zvAsa sama hovAthI cittavRttio sama hoya... e pRSThabhU para mantra jApa khUba ja UMDe Utare che. jApamAMthI dhyAnanI duniyAmAM javAze... AtmAnubhUtinI duniyA. 'rUpa atIndriya tuja te, kahI zake kaho keNa ?' koNa tArA e sahaja rUpane kahI zake ? hA, tuM jema yogamArgamAM AgaLa vadhIza, tema tuM anubhavI zakIza. samAdhi zataka / 16

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23 AdhAra sUtra dekhe bhAkhe ora kare, jJAnI saba hi acaMbha; vyavahA2e vyavahArasyuM, nizcayame thira thaMbha ... (23) nizcayamAM sthira dRSTivALo jJAnipuruSa vyavahArathI jue che, bole che, bhojanAdi kriyAo kare che; paraMtu AzcaryabhAva sAthe kare che. ziSTAcAra vaza e koInI sAthe vArtAlApa karato hoya ane AzcaryathI joto hoya : zuM A huM boluM chuM ? samAdhi zataka /19

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samAdhi zataka 23 'so hi AnaMdaghana pichANe...' pUjyapAda AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja jevA yogIvaryanuM rUpacitra ApaNI pAse nathI. paNa hA, emanuM zabdacitra ApaNI pAse che. ane te paNa temanA samakAlIna mahopAdhyAyazrI yazovijaya mahArAje lIdheluM. | 18

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Anandanane koNa oLakhI zake ? 'so hi AnaMdaghana pichANe ' koNa ? koNa AnaMdaghanane pichANI zake ? sarasa vAta thaI che AnaMdaghana aSTapadImAM : 'sujasa vilAsa jaba pragaTe AnaMda rasa, AnaMda akSaya khajAne; aisI dazA jaba pragaTe citta aMtara, sohi AnaMdaghana pichANe...' 'sujasa vilAsa' zabda ahIM AtmakrIDAnA paryAyarUpe Avyo che. sArA yazavALo AtmA. teno vilAsa eTale krIDA. 'AtmakrIDAthI, bhItarI ramaNatAne kAraNe AnaMda2sa pragaTyo hoya; ajasra, satata pravahamAna... tyAre Anandaghanane koI pichANI zake. gADInA kAca para varSA binduo jAmyAM hoya to bahAranuM dRzya kema dekhI zakAya ? vAIpara pharI rahe, kAca svaccha thaI UThe; dazya joI zakAya. AnandaghananA darzana mATenI sajjatA che AtmaramaNatA. ane e Anandaghanane jotAM bhItara kevI khalabalATI mace che ! 'erI ! Aja Ananda bhayo mere, tero mukha nIrakha nIrakha; roma roma zItala bhayo aMgIaMga...' Anandaghanane jotAM ja AnaMda vyApI rahe che bhItara. bhItaranI e AnaMdazItalatA bahAra zItalatArUpe saMvedAya che. 'zItala bhayo aMgoaMga...' manamAMthI ja garamI jatI rahI - IcchAothI UThatI - aMgomAM kyAMthI have Ave ? 'tero mukha nIrakha nIrakha...' AnandaghananuM mukhadarzana ane AnandanI anarAdhAra varSA. 'Anandaghana bhayo ananta raMga...' AnandanI saghanatAnA ananta raMgo. A to bhItaranI divALI ja ke ! samAdhi zataka | 19

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ananta raMgo... svAdhyAya karatA ho ane hRdaya AnandamAM DUbI rahe. svAdhyAyAnanda. kriyA karatA ho ane AnandathI nAcI uThAya. eka khamAsamaNa detAM haiyuM AnandathI uddhRlita thaI UThe. kriyAnanja. Ananda ja Ananda. vaividhya AnandanuM, ne temAM umerAya tIvratA Adine kAraNe apAra AyAmo. AvA eka AyAmanI vAta pU. devacandrajI mahArAje paramatAraka zrI kuMthunAtha prabhunI stavanAmAM kahI che H astitva svabhAva je ApaNo re, ruci vairAgya sameta; prabhu sanmukha vandana karIne, mAMgIza Atama heta... prabhunI pAse mAgavuM che astitva... Being. svarUpamAM hovApaNuM. e mATeno mArga kayo ? ruci-vairAgya. vairAgya-ruci e paNa mArga banaze. bhakta prabhuguNanA darzana dvArA svaguNamAM rucivALo thaze. ane e ruci vairAgyamAM - para pratyenI anAsthAmAM pariNamaze. to eka vartuLa cAlaze : ruci-vairAgya, ruci-vairAgya, ruci-vairAgya... sAmAnya ruci - svaguNo pratyenI - sAmAnya evI paranI anAsthA tarapha sAdhakane dorI jaze... e bhUmikA para ruci thoDI baLukI banaze. ane vairAgya paNa... pharI e bhUmikA para ruci khUba tIvra banaze. ane vairAgya paNa. samAdhi zataka | 20

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sAdhaka mATeno krama thaze : vairAgya - ruci, vairAgya - ruci, vairAgya - ruci... tyAganA saMskArane kAraNe virAga janmaze, je paranI anAsthAmAM pariNamaze. enAthI svaguNo paranI ruci panapaze... pharI e bhUmikA para vairAgya daDha banaze. ethI rucinI daDhatA... Avo krama cAlaze. mahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI pUjyapAda AnandaghanajI mahArAjane maLavA mATe cAlyA : kaMI keTalIya gUthI hatI sAdhanAmArganI; anubhUtivAna mahApuruSanA samAgama vinA e zI rIte sUlajhe ? upAdhyAyajI cAlyA. ne sAmethI pU. AnandaghanajI jANe ke emane maLavA na AvatA hoya tema sAme Ave. paNa kevA Anandaghana ? 'mAraga calata calata gAta, Anandaghana pyAre... rahata Ananda bharapUra...' AnandaghanajInuM A prathama darzana ja kevuM to abhibhUta karI de tevuM hatuM ! mArgamAM cAlavAnuM paNa cAlu hatuM ane bhItaranuM gAna paNa cAlu hatuM. ne bhItaranA e gAnanuM bahAra AveluM svarUpa hatuM divya prasannatA... mukha paranI eka ajaba kAnti. jotAM ja lAge ke 'trikuM logathaeN nyAro' A zikhara-puruSa che. traNe lokamAM jenI joDa na maLI zake tevuM vyaktitva. 'tAko sarUpa bhUpa, trikuM logasthe nyAro, varasata mukhapara nUra; sumati sakhIke saMga, nitanita dorata, kabahuM na hotahI dUra...' sumati eTale zuddha jJAna. anubhava dazA. AnaMdaghanajI cAlatA hoya ane lAgyA kare ke eka anubhava dazA cAlI rahI che. sAkSAt anubhUti cAlI rahI che. vyaktibodhano bhAva nathI upasato e kSaNe. mAtra anubhUti bodhano bhAva jhalake che. samAdhi zataka 21 /1

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mahopAdhyAyajI zuM kahe have ? dhanya banI gayA A prathama darzane ja teo. 'jasavijaya kahe suno ho AnaMdadhana ! hama tuma mile hajUra...' hajUra zabda ahIM nikaTatAno, ekAkAratAno bhAva laIne Ave che. yazovijayajI maLyA AnaMdaghanajIne. nizcayamAM / potAnA atala UMDANamAM masta AnaMdaghanajIne. vyavahAramAM, lokonI tarapha khUlatA potAnA bAhya jIvanamAM vyavahArane pUro nyAya ApatA AnandaghanajIne. paNa nizcayamAM sthira thayelA AvA sAdhaka puruSano vyavahAra paNa abhyAsa karavA jevo hoya che. 'dekhe bhAkhe ora kare, jJAnI saba hi acaMbha; vyavahAre vyavahArasyuM, nizcayameM thira thaMbha...' temanuM jovAnuM, temanuM bolavAnuM, zArIrika kriyAo - bhojana Adi karavAnuM ApaNane - sAmAnya darzakane AbhA banAve tevuM hoya che. teo kaMIka jotA paNa hoya, kaMIka karatA paNa hoya, koInI sAme bolatA paNa hoya; paNa A badhI kriyAone samAntara bodha dazA paNa cAlyA karatI hoya che. meM eka sAdhakane joyela. bhItaramAM DUbela... ko'ke kahyuM ke loko tamArA darzane Ave tyAre ziSTAcAra pUratI vAtacIta - thoDI paNa - tamAre karavI joIe. maunanI dazAmAM sthita e mahApuruSa kahetA : acchA, AvuM hoya ! lokonI joDe A rIte bolavuM paDe ? 'hA.' 'to cAlo, thoDuMka bolI daIzuM.' bole paNa kharA teo. samAdhi zataka | 2 2

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AjanA yugamAM evA paramahaMso che, jemano zarIrabodha cukAyelo hoya. ko'ka bhakta divasamAM ATha vAra jamavAnuM Ape to teo jamI le. ane eka aThavADiyA sudhI koI bhojana na Ape to temane jamavAnuM yAda na Ave. huM eka gAmamAM gayelo. jyAM eka bAI dukAnonA oTalA para paDI rahetI. eka pAtramAM mAtra hoTelovALA Ape te cA letI. bIjuM kaMI ja tene apAya te letI nahi. mAtra cA. loko ene pAgala samajatA. hatI. pAchaLathI, eka pahoMcelA saMte kaheluM ke te paramahaMsa kakSAnI sAdhikA samAdhi zataka 23 | 2

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24 AdhAra sUtra jaga jANe unmatta o, o jANe jaga aMdhaH jJAnIkuM jagameM rahyo, yuM nahi koI saMbaMdha... (24) jagatane jJAnipuruSa unmatta/pAgala lAge che. jJAnIne jagata dRSTihIna lAge che. A rIte jJAnIno jagata sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI. [o = A] [yuM = A rIte] samAdhi zataka |24

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24 'gUMge kerI sarakarA...' pUjya AnandaghanajI jevA sAdhanAnA zikharapuruSono samAgama zuM kare evuM pUchavA karatAM ema pUchavuM joIe ke e zuM na kare ? samAdhi zataka 25

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majhAnA zabdo che Anandaghana aSTapadInA : 'AnaMdaghanake saMga sujasa hi mile jaba, taba AnaMda sama bhayo sujasa...' bolo, zuM bAkI rahyuM ? yazovijaya have yazovijaya na rahyA. Anandaghana banI gayA. (ane, 'samAdhizataka' grantha dvArA yazovijayajIne pAmIne ApaNe have kevA hoIzuM ?) kevuM advaita AnandaghanajI ne yazovijayajInuM ? 'khIra nIra jo mila rahe AnaMda jasa, sumati sakhIke saMga bhayo hai ekarasa.' bahu ja majhAnI ghaTanA tarapha A IzAro che. AnaMdaghanajIne maLyA pahelAM mahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI yazovijayajI hatA : vidvAna, nirbhIka, hAjara javAbI. AnaMdaghanajIne maLyA pachI ? potAnA nirmaLa cittamAM AnandaghanajIne yazovijayajIe evA pratibimbita karyA che ke beu sAmasAme beThA che, paNa darzakane khabara na paDe ke AmAM yazovijayajI koNa ane AnaMdaghana koNa ? A ekarasatA hatI anubhava dazAnI. sumatinI. AnandaghanajInI anubhava dazAne yazovijayajIe jhIlI lIdhI. 'zuddha samajaNa samatArasa jhIlata, AnaMdaghana bhayo...' A to mahopAdhyAyajI mATeno TUMko mArga hato Anandaghana banavAno. ApaNA mATe kayo mArga hoI zake ? 'Anandaghana aSTapadI'mAM e mATe IzAro thayo che : 'sahaja saMtoSa Ananda guNa pragaTata, saba duvidhA miTa jAve; 'jasa' kahe so hi Anandaghana pAvata, aMtara jyota jagAve...' samAdhi zataka 26 | *

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sahaja santoSa. Antarika paritoSa. bhItarI tRptinI, Ananda prApti dvArA thayela tRptinI eka lahera UpaDe ane je anirvacanIya sukha maLe... jemAM badhI duvidhAo DUbI gaI hoya. nArada RSi yAda Ave : 'anirvacanIya premasvarupam / mUtrasvAnavat / kahe che prabhupremamAM DUbelA e maharSi : prabhunA premamAM otaprota thayelI kSaNone tame mANI zako. kahI zI rIte zako ? e anubhUtine abhivyaktinI duniyAmAM lAvI zakAya tema nathI. majhAnuM udAharaNa e vAtane samarpita karatAM teo Ape che : mUsvAnavat. kabIrajIne TAMkIe to, 'gUMge kerI sarakarA.' mUMgo mANasa sAkara khAya; tame ene pUcho ke sAkara kevI lAgI ? to e zuM kaheze ? IzArA dvArA, mukhanA hAvabhAva dvArA samajAvavAnI koziza e karaze. paraMtu enI pAse zabdo to che ja nahi. A ja hAlata prabhupremane anubhavela bhaktanI che. anirvacanIya che e Ananda. zabdone pele pArano. 'saba duvidhA miTa jAve'... bhItarI paritoSa ane badhI ja dvidhAono anna. mahAmahima zrI zAntinAtha prabhunI stavanAmAM mahopAdhyAyajI yazovijaya mahArAja kahe che : 'bisara gaI duvidhA tana-manakI, acirAsuta gunagAnameM' : majhAno prazna ahIM thaI zake : mananI dvidhAono anna to Ave bhaktithI, bhakti dvArA Upajela AnandathI; paNa tananI dvidhAono aMta zI rIte ? samAdhi zataka 27

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tananI duvidhAonuM maTI javuM... ApaNe ene kahIzuM sAdhakanA caherA para UbharI AvelI prabhumArga para cAlavAnI nizcayAtmakatA, sAdhanAmArga para cAlavAno apratIma utsAha. mananuM samarpaNa. tanano thanaganATa. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM A vAtane bhAvaRjutA ane kAyaRjutA jevA majhAnA zabdothI kahevAI che. bhAvonA Arjavane saMbaMdha che zarIra para UThI AvatI, caherA para UbharI AvatI mRdu rekhAo sAthe. eTale ja, sAme Ubhela vyaktinI RjutAno paDagho enuM zarIra, ajANa- paNe paNa, pADatuM hoya che. marmI sAdhako e RjutAne 'vAMcI' zake che. A duvidhAonuM maTI javuM, bhItarI jyotinuM prakaTI javuM ane AnandaghananuM maLI javuM. hA, tame Anandaghana ja cho ne ! tamArI e AnandaghanatAnuM prakaTIkaraNa hAthavaheMtamAM ja che. A pRSThabhU para kaDI kholIe : 'jaga jANe unmatta o, o jANe jaga aMdha; jJAnIkuM jagameM rahyo, yuM nahi koI saMbaMdha ' bahAra ja jenI dRSTi sthira che evA vyaktitvane jJAnipuruSa kevA lAge ? unmatta jevA. kAraNa ke jJAnipuruSane jenA dvArA joI zakAya e dRSTi ja enI pAse nathI ne ! samAdhi zataka /**

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bhItaramAM DUbela e jJAnipuruSa... nathI ene potAnAM vastronuM bhAna, (joke, 'potAnAM' zabda ahIM khaTake evo che. evA zikharapuruSa mATe potAnuM eTale AtmaguNo... e sivAyanuM badhuM to parAyAnA khAnAmAM jaze.) na dehanuM bhAna. na bahAranI duniyAnA ziSTAcArono khyAla... ane, tame A badhAthI beparavA bano nahi, tyAM sudhI bhItara UtarI paNa kema zako ? tamArI dunyavI caturAI ja to tamArI sAdhanAdhArAmAM avarodha pedA kare che ne ! 'jaga jANe unmatta o.' koI bhaktapuruSa prabhunAM darzana mATe valakhato hoya, vilapato hoya, Akrandto hoya; sAmAnya janane A vAta kaI rIte samajAya ? ene to e pAgala ja lAgaze. phUTapaTTI ja khoTI che; pachI je mApa nIkaLaze te khoTuM ja hovAnuM. ane ethI jJAnipuruSa A phUTapaTTI para kyAreya AdhAra rAkhatA nathI. 'o jANe jaga aMdha...' ane eTale - 'jJAnIkuM jagameM rahyo, yuM nahi koI saMbaMdha...' prabhu sAthe saMbaMdha joDAyo, duniyA sAtheno saMbaMdha tUTyo... ApaNA mATe sUtra Ama khUle : duniyA joDe saMbaMdha toDIe, prabhu sAthe saMbaMdha baMdhAze. samAdhi zataka 29

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sAdhaka samartha guru pAse gayo. vihvaLa che e. pUche che gurune H 'e' zI rIte maLe ? guru kahe che H ahIMthI - duniyAthI nAto toDI nAkha. bhItarano tAra saMdhAI jaze. : A gItanI kaDIo mamaLAvavI gamaze : 'rome rome huM tAro thato jAuM chuM, tArA premamAM prabhujI ! huM bhIMjAvuM chuM... have paravaDe nahi rahevuM tArAthI dUra, tAre rahevAnuM haiyAmAM hAjarAhajUra, tArA smaraNomAM khovAto jAuM chuM have joDuM nA jagamAM, huM nAto koIthI, 1 mane tuM vhAlo tuM vhAlo, tuM vhAlo sauthI, tArI najarothI bhIMjAto jAuM chuM 2 have zaraNuM lIdhuM che to lAja rAkhaje, mArI bhaktithI bhInI tuM vAta mAnaje, dAdA ! tArA thakI sohAvuM chuM' samaya thatA | 19 3

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25 AdhAra sUtra yA parachAMhI jJAnakI, vyavahAre jyuM kahAI; nirvikalpa tuja rUpameM, dvidhAbhAva na suhAI ... (25) vyavahAra nayathI ema kahevAya ke jJAnanuM pratibimba paDe che vicArorUpe. kaMIka vAMco, jANo ane vikalponI hAramALA zarU thAya. - nizcaya nayathI joIe to AtmA nirvikalpa che. temAM koI dvaita - zubha, azubha AdinuM - hotuM nathI. zuddha ja advaitarUpe tyAM vilase che. [jyuM jevI rIte] = samAdhi zataka 31

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25 upayogitAvAda ane anukUlatAvAda samAdhi zataka cAMdanI soLe kaLAe khIlelI hatI. gurunuM dhyAna pUruM thayuM. candranAM kiraNo bArI dvArA khaMDamAM relAI rahyAM hatAM. candrane temaNe joyo : nirmaLa AtmasvarUpa jevo. zAstranI paMkti 'vAdaLAM vagaranA zarada RtunA candra jevuM . nirmaLa AtmarUpa'nuM jIvanta dRSTAnta. |32

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candrane joIne ghaNAne ghaNuM yAda AvyuM haze. ko'ka kSuSitane temAM goLa roTalo dekhAyo haze. kavione candramAM chalAMgatuM mRga dekhAyuM che. prAkRta janone reMTiyo kAMtatAM mAjI dekhAyAM che. gurune candra joI potAnuM nirmaLa svarUpa yAda AvyuM. Avo majhAno anubhava. gurune thayuM : ziSyane A anubhavamAM bhAgIdAra banAvuM. guru ekalapeTA to na ja hoya ne ! gurue ziSyane jagADyo. potAnI AMgaLI candra tarapha cIMdhI gurue kahyuM : jo ! ziSya gurudevanI AMgaLIone jue che ane kahe che : vAha ! kevI sarasa A AMgaLIo camake che ! guru kahe che : AMgaLIne nahi; AMgaLIo je dizA tarapha takAI che, tyAM jo . ziSya candrane joIne rAjI thayo. 'kevo sarasa, khIlelo cAMdo !' guru smita sAthe bolyA : mAtra prAkRtika zobhA jovA mATe A madharAte, nIrava zAntimAM, tane jagADyo nathI. candrane jotAM tane tArA nirmaLa svarUpanuM bhAna thAya che ? pUjya devacandrajI mahArAje bhItaranI A nirmalatAne asaMga dazA joDe sAMkaLI che. 'zuddha svarUpa sanAtano, nirmala jeha ni:saMga ho mitta; AtmavibhUte pariNamyo, na kare te parasaMga ho mitta...'(1) zuddha svarUpa nirmala che ane asaMga che. nirmalatA sAdhya che, asaMga dazA sAdhana che. (1) zrI abhinandana jina stavana. samAdhi zataka | 33

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parano saMga, vicArono ke vyaktiono, sAdhakane rAga-dveSanI dhArAmAM lAvI zake che. ane pariNAme karmano mela coMTyA kare che. nirmalatA gamI gaI; asaMga dazA AvI ja jaze. vaLI, bIjI vAta e che ke 52no saMga karavAnuM mana kema thAya che ? tame tamArI jAtane adhUrI mAno cho, ane bIjAnA saMga dvArA ene paripUrNa karavAnAM jhAvAM nAkho cho. jANe ke pAMca-dasa jaNA kahe ke tame bahu ja prabuddha cho, ane tamane kaMIka sAruM lAge che. paNa, mitra mArA ! A to ahaMkAranI AvelI bharatI che. tamAruM svarUpa to nizcala samudra jevuM che. ratibhAvanI bharatI ke aratibhAvanI oTa e tamArA AtmadravyanuM svarUpa nathI ja. rAbiyAne tyAM sAdhaka Avyo. savAranA pahoramAM pakSIonA cahacahATanA pRSThagAna vacce jyAre pUrA jaMgale sUryodayane vadhAvyo ne kUkaDAe chaDI pokArI tyAre zaheramAM rahenAra sAdhaka avAk banI gayo. teNe kahyuM : rAbiyA ! juo to, keTaluM sarasa A dazya che ! rAbiyAe kahyuM : paNa, ApaNI bhItara to AthIya vadhu sundara sUryano udaya thaI gayo che, nahi ? ne e jJAnasUryano udaya zuM kare ? paramapAvana dazavaikAlika sUtra kahe che : 'nALameLavitto ya vize...' jJAna ekAgratAmAM palaTAya, ane ekAgratA svarUpa-sthitimAM pariName. ahIM ja, sAmAnya jANakArI karatAM jJAna juduM paDe che. sAmAnya jANakArI gamA ane aNagamAnA vikalponI hAramALA zarU kare che. jJAna anuprekSAnI dhArAne laIne potAnI dizA tarapha vahe che. samAdhi zataka 34

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Ama, ekAgra zabdano artha koI paNa ekAda japanuM pada ke svAdhyAyanI paMkti AdimAM sthira banavuM evo thAya che. 'eka' padathI ekAda pada pakaDeluM. jarA AgaLa jaIe tyAre 'eka' eTale AtmA; ane temAM - tenA ekAda guNamAM sthira thavuM te ekAgra banavuM che. A AtmaguNonI sthiratA AtmasvarUpanI sthiratAmAM palaTAya che. tame tamArAmAM ho cho. Being. A pRSThabhU para kaDIno svAdhyAya karIe : 'yA parachAMhI jJAnakI, vyavahAre jyuM kahAI; nirvikalpa tuja rUpameM, dvidhAbhAva na suhAI.' jJAna ane teno vikalpAtmaka paDachAyo; A vyavahAru jJAna - mAhitI jJAnanI vAta che. kaMIka jANo ane te pachI te saMbaMdhI vikalponI hAramALA cAlyA kare. kyAMka gayA : garamIno samaya che. mATIno ghaDo maLyo paNa rIDho che, navo nathI; to... ? vikalpo thaze : garamImAM to A ghaDAmAM pANI garama thaI jaze. A vikalpa Avyo kema ? anukUlatAvAdane kAraNe. paNa jo upayogitAvAda ja hoya to ? pANI bharavuM che. mAtra pAtra joIe. ApaNA pUrvajo lAkaDAnA pAtramAM ja pANI rAkhatA hatA ne ! upayogitAvAda vikalpano cheda uDADe. anukUlatAvAda vikalpone janmAve. samAdhi zataka |**

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ThaMDIno samaya hoya ne khulluM makAna maLe tyAre sAdhaka kaheze : kaMI vAMdho nahi. rAtre A makAnamAM apramAda raheze. ThaMDIne kAraNe adharAte UMgha UDI jaze, ne kAyotsargadhyAnamAM besI jaIzuM. eTale, jANakA2I be jAtanI thaI : eka jANakArImAM vikalpono paDachAyo paDe che; bIjI jANakArImAM tevo paDachAyo nathI paDato. gamo, aNagamo Adi che tyAM vikalpo cAlu raheze. gamA, aNagamAne pAra gayela sAdhakanA jJAnamAM vikalpo nahi hoya. kevA pyArA zabdo vahyA che ! : 'nirvikalpa tuja rUpameM, dvidhAbhAva na suhAI.' bhAI ! tAruM svarUpa to nirvikalpa che, emAM dvaita kyAMthI pragaTaze; rati-arati AdinuM ? vikalpo tamane khaMDita kare che. gamAno bhAva chalakAyo bhItara; ratibhAva UbharAyo. aNagamAno bhAva Avyo, aratibhAva Avyo. paNa, bhAI ! tArA svarUpamAM ja A dvaita - rati, ati AdinuM - nathI. tuM saghaLAMya dvandvone pele pAra che. dvandvo vikalpothI thAya che. tuM che nirvikalpa. samAdhi zataka 36 |'

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26 AdhAra sUtra yuM bahirAtama chAMDike, aMtara-Atama hoI; paramAtama mati bhAvIe, jihAM vikalpa na koI ... (26) A rIte, bahirAtma dazAne choDIne antarAtma dazAmAM sAdhake AvavuM joIe. je dazAmAM nirvikalpa paramAtma dazAnuM bhAvana karI zakAya. 1. paramAtama gati cAhii jihAM kalpanAM na doi, F samAdhi zataka | degdeg

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26 antarAtma dazAnAM staro bahirAtma dazA zI rIte chUTe ? pudgalonI - paranI duniyAmAM rahevA chatAM, parano anubhava na rahe e mATe zuM karI zakAya ? antarAtma dazAno alapa-jhalapa anubhava : ane pa2nI duniyA chU ! samAdhi zataka 38

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be vAto vicAravAnI rahI : paramAM kema javAya che ane antarAtma dazAno anubhava zI rIte thAya ? pUjyapAda devacandrajI mahArAja pahelI vAtane samajAvatAM kahe che : 'para-pAriNAmikatA che, tuja pudgala-yoga ho mitta...'(1) paramAM jyAre cetanA paLoTAya che, otaprota thAya che, tyAre pudgala- yoga thAya che. eTale ke pudgalAnubhava. padArtho joDe saMyoga saMbaMdha hoI zake. tAdAtmya saMbaMdha to ApaNo svaguNo sAthe ja hoya. saMyoga saMbaMdhamAM pariNamana nathI eTale pudgalAnubhava nahi thAya. vaLI, saMyoga saMbaMdha paNa konI joDe ? zarIra sAthe vastrano ke zarIra sAthe khAdyapadArthono. eTale ke pudgala pudgalano saMyoga ka2ze tyAreya AtmA to haze mAtra draSTA. acchA, vyaktio joDeno saMbaMdha sAdhakano kevo haze ? prAraMbhika sAdhakano vyaktio joDeno saMbaMdha darpaNa jevo haze. darpaNa sAme sphaTika mukAyuM to e pratibibbita thaze, laI levAya tyAre darpaNa koruM haze. kolaso mukAze tyAre kolasAne e pratibimbita ka2ze, paNa enI kALAza darpaNamAM lAgaze nahi; kolaso levAtAM ja darpaNa svaccha ! prAraMbhika sAdhaka Avo hoya che. loko AvyA. pratibimba paDyuM. loko gayA. pratibimba gayuM. paNa asaranI kALAza ke pILAza enI bhItara nahi hoya. (1) zrI abhinandana jina stavana. samAdhi zataka | 39

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UMcakAyela sAdhaka jAduI darpaNa jevo che. jenI sAme koI paNa vastu mUko, te vastune pratibimbita nahi kare. UMcakAyela sAdhakanI sAme hajAra zrotAo hoya. te prabhunI vAto emanI samakSa rajU karI rahyo hoya, zrotAo tenI abhivyakti vaDe kadAca DolatA hoya; paNa tenA hRdayamAM A koI ja vAta pratibimbita thatI nathI. tenA hRdayamAM che prabhu... ane e prabhunA pyArA zabdono svAdhyAya karI rahyo che. A sivAyanI koI vAta enI bhItara pratibibbita thatI nathI. AnA parathI phalita e thayuM ke antarAtma dazAnA anubhava mATe para taraphanI asaMga dazA jarUrI che. asaMga dazA gamI, maLI; have parano saMga kyAM che ? asaMga dazAnAM sAdhano che H ekAnta, mauna, patrAcAra (mobAIla phona)no abhAva, asAdhaka vyaktio joDe milana nahi. AvI paristhitimAM lAMbo samaya rahevAya tyAre bhItara asaMga dazA Upaje che; je ApaNuM sAdhya che. e asaMga dazA gamI rahe che. kAraNa ke koInI paNa joDe saMga karavo e sva-bhAva nathI ne ! A pRSThabhU para kaDI kholIe : 'yuM bahirAtama chAMDike, aMtara-Atama hoI; paramAtama mati bhAvIe, jihAM vikalpa na koI.' bahirAtma dazA A rIte chUTI jAya, ane antarAtma dazA maLI paNa jAya... e pachI samAdhi zataka *|*deg

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antarAtma dazAnA vadhu ne vadhu UMDANane pAmavA mATe sAdhaka paramAtma dazAnuM bhAvana karaze; e nirmaLa dazAnuM; jyAM vikalpo bilakula nathI. jyAre AkharI dhyeya tarIkenI paramAtma dazAnuM - potAnI nirmaLa svarUpa dazAnuM - anuprekSaNa, bhAvana cAlu thayuM; antarAtmadazA satata UMcakAyA karaze. antarAtma dazAnA prAraMbhika samaya gALAmAM sAkSIbhAvanI AchI sI jhalaka maLaze. e samaye, AvuM kaMIka hoI zake : sAdhakanA vyaktitvano eka hisso, anAdikAlIna abhyAsane kAraNe, bahirbhAvamAM jato haze; bIjo hisso ene joto haze. A sthitie, krodhane karavAnuM ane jovAnuM beu cAlu raheze. svAmI rAma bahArathI Azrame AvyA. cahero hasuM-hasuM hato. kahe : Aje to majhA AvI. eka vyaktie rAmane (potAnA zarIra mATe teo 'huM' zabdano upayoga nahi karatA; trIjA puruSa tarIke 'rAma' zabdano upayoga teo karatA.) gALo ApI. rAme gALa khAdhI. huM e ghaTanAne joto hato. eka trikoNa temaNe khaDo karyo : eka gALane ApanAra, eka gALane khAnAra; eka gALane jonAra. ApaNe be koNa UbhA karIe : krodhane karanAra ane jonAra. koIpaNa vyakti ekzana / kriyA Ape tyAre riekzana - teno pratibhAva ApavAnI eka Adata ApaNA mananA tantramAM che. e Adata pramANe, koIpaNa vyakti kaMIka aNagamatuM kaheze to krodha AvI jaze. ekzananI sAme riekzana. samAdhi zataka |* 41

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paNa, riekzana tame na Apo to... ? nAnAM bALako jUnAM TAyaro pheravatAM hoya che, gammata mATe; paNa TAyara phare kyAre ? AkhuM hoya tyAre. ardhuM ja hoya to... ? e nahi phare ne ! ema, ekzana ane riekzana bhegA thaze to cakra AkhuM thaze, ane e pharavA lAgaze. paNa ekzana hoya ane tame riekzana na Apo to ? kadAca, dhAro ke riekzana apAI gayuM. manamAM krodha AvI paNa gayo. tame thoDAka upara UThIne, mananA A krodhane joI na zako ? tame to mAtra jonAra ja cho ne ! vibhAvanA - krodhanA kartA tame kyAM cho ? antarAtma dazAnA uccatama samayagALAmAM sAdhaka hoya che svapratiSThita. bIjAonI vacce rahevA chatAM badhAthI nyArA hazo tame. svapratiSThitatA. tamAruM tamArAmAM hovApaNuM. saMta kabIrajI pAse gAmanA lokonuM pratinidhimaMDaLa AvyuM. ko'ke saMta viSe khoTI vAta phelAvelI. loko saMtane Thapako ApavA Avela. saMta to potAmAM DUbela hatA. loko AvyA. kaMIka bolIne gayA. ThIka che, zabdo badhA yAda na rahe; paNa loko krodhAvezamAM hatA e to khabara paDe ne ! eTalo paNa temane khyAla nathI. loko potapotAne ghare gayA. paNa jUThanuM vAjuM tarata khulluM paDI gayuM. je loko kabIrajIne Thapako ApavA AvelA, temanA paga bhAre thaI gayA. chatAM teo saMtanI mAphI mAgavA AvyA. 'gaI kAle amo tamArA mATe aNachAjatuM bolI gayelA. tenI amo mAphI mAgIe chIe.' samAdhi zataka |**

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kabIrajIe A zabdo sAMbhaLyA. kahe : 'are, mane to kaMI khabara ja nathI. acchA, kAle tame mAre ghare AvelA, nahi ? tame kaMIka bolatA paNa hatA. meM to mAneluM ke tame rAma-nAmanuM smaraNa karatA hazo. ane saMta hasI paDyA : huM to khissAkhAlI mANasa. mAre tyAM koI Ave toya zuM karavA Ave ? ahIM to 'e'nA nAma sivAya kaMI ja nathI !' sAdhakanuM A lakSyAMka che : 'jihAM vikalpa na koI.' jyAM saMpUrNa nirvikalpatA che e paramAtma dazAne - svarUpa dazAne pAmavI che. attarAtma dazAne, e mATe, eTalI to gADha banAvavI che ke vikalponI Avana-jAvana bahu ja ochI thayelI hoya. kavi zrI sureza dalAle potAnA dhyAnanI sthitine varNavatAM kaheluM ke moTA zaheramAM saMcArabaMdhI - karphyu lAgela hoya ane tyAre rAjamArga para karyuM-pAsavALo koI ekko-dukko mANasa nIkaLe evI atyAre mArI aMdaranI sthiti che. ko'ka ko'ka vicAra kyAreka UpasI jato hoya che. bAkI badhuM sUmasAma. samAdhi zataka |43

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27 AdhAra sUtra some yA DhaMDha vAsanA, paramAtama pada heta; IlikA bhramarI dhyAna gati, jinamati jinapada deta ... (27) te paramAtma dazAnI dRDha bhAvanA / vAsanA ja paramAtmapadane apAvanAra bane che. je rIte IyaLa bhamarInA dhyAnamAM rahI bhamarI bane che, tema sAdhaka prabhunAM dhyAnamAM rahI prabhu bane che. [someM = temAM] -- samAdhi zataka 44

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20 IlikA-bhramarI nyAya samAdhi zataka IlikA-bhramarI nyAya bahu ja prasiddha kiMvadantInI AsapAsa gUMthAyela nyAya che. kiMvadantI - dantakathA evI che ke IyaLa bhramarInuM dhyAna karatAM karatAM marIne bhramarI bane che. A ja rIte bhakta bhagavAnanuM dhyAna karatAM bhagavAna banI jAya che. |* 45

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kiMvadantI... jene aMgrejImAM Myth (mitha) kahevAya che, te prAcIna sabhyatAnuM eka anokhuM aMga che. tattvajJa nityee kahyuM che ke mithya purANakathAo vinAno samAja e mULiyAM-vihoNo samAja che. rahasyanA dhummasamAM vIMTaLAyelI purANakathA / paraMparAmAM cAlI AvatI mAnyatA evI to mohaka lAgatI hoya che ! IlikAbhramarI nyAyano paraMparita artha paNa majhAno che, bIjo paNa eka artha sUjhe che. paraMparita arthano IzAro upara joyo. paraMparita arthanA rahasyane vaijJAnikoe A rIte kholyuM : bhramarI IMDAM mUkavA mATe IyaLane potAnA gharamAM laI Ave che. tenA mRta deha para IMDAM mUkI pote bahAra nIkaLe che.IMDAM moTAM thAya che ane mATInA gharamAM rakhAyela chidro vATe bahAra nIkaLe che. IyaLane mATInA gharamAM joI hoya. bIjuM kaMI ja tyAM hoya nahi, ane bhamarAM bahAra Ave tyAre, IyaLa ja bhramara banela AvI daMtakathA pracalita banI. IlikA-bhramarI nyAya. sAdhanAnI be gatio varNavAI che H pipIlikA gati, vihaMgama gati. pipIlikA eTale kIDI. zarUAtamAM, kIDInI jema sAdhanA dhIre dhIre cAle. pachI vihaMgama / pakSInI gatie sAdhanA mArga para jhaDapathI doDAya, uDAya te vihaMgama gati. IlikA (iyaLa) gativALo sAdhaka potAnI sAdhanAne bhramara jevI jhaDapI banAve te IlikA-bhramarI nyAya Avo IzAro ahIM maLI zake. samAdhi zataka /**

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sAdhanAmAM prApta thatA veganI vAta pU. AnandaghanajI mahArAje parama tAraka zrI dharmanAtha prabhunA stavanamAM kahI : 'doData doData doData doDiyo, jetI mananI re doDa...' sAdhanAnA mArge mananI doDe - mananA vegathI doDavAnuM che. vega zuM karI zake ? baMdUkanI goLI koInA hAthamAM hoya ane e bhIMtane aDADe to bhIMtanuM plAsTara paNa na khare, paNa e ja goLIne baMdUkamAM bharIne pheMkavAmAM Ave to... ? to e bhIMtanI ArapAra nIkaLI jAya. mananA vege sAdhanA-mArge doDavuM eTale zuM ? vega eTale tanmayatA. tame je samaye je sAdhanA karatA ho, te vakhate temAM pUrepUrA DUbI jAva. tamAro pUrepUro upayoga e kriyAmAM anusandhita thavo joIe. A tanmayatA Ave che rasavRttithI. vibhAvonI duniyAmAM jyAre javAya che tyAre khyAla che ke emAM keTalI tanmayatA AvI jAya che. enI pAchaLanuM kAraNa temAM rahelI rasavRtti che. to, rasavRttine palaTavI rahI. rasavRtti sAdhanAne pakSe. tanmayatA sAdhanAmAM Avaze ja. samAdhi zataka |**

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IlikAbhramarI nyAya. IyaLane tame cAlatAM joI haze. zarIranA AgaLanA bhAgane pA-ardho IMca AgaLa sarakAvI, sthira karI, pAchaLanA bhAgane te AgaLa sarakAve che. pharI AgaLanA sthAna para sthiratA, pAchaLanA bhAgane AgaLa lAvI devo. prAraMbhika sAdhakanI sAdhanA A rItanI haze. je guNasthAnano abhyAsa cAlI rahyo che; - kSamAno yA Asaktivijayano - temAM saheja AgaLa vadhI, tyAM sthiratA prApta karI le. pharI saheja AgaLa vadhe. bhramara-gati sAva judI paDI jaze. bhamaro jema jhaDapathI UDI zake tema sAdhaka te te guNo prati UDI zakaze / doDI zakaze. bhramara alaga alaga phUlo para rasa cUsavA ahIMthI tahIM doDe che; A pratIka ahIM kevuM hUbahU besI zake. cAra-pAMca guNono abhyAsa cAlu che, hamaNAM ene doharAvavo che. svAdhyAya cAlu haze ane jJAnarasa pIvAto haze. daherAsare javAyuM; darzana2sanI bharamAra. kriyAo karatI vakhate, sAmAcArIpAlana karatI vakhate cAritrAnanda. sAdhanAnI IlikAgati bhramaragatimAM pheravAya ane svaguNono abhyAsa jhaDapathI thAya, tema svasattA bhaNI jhaDapathI javAya. prazamarati prakaraNa yAda Ave : 'svamuLAbhyAsaratamate:, paravRttAntAdhamUdhirasya...' svaguNonA abhyAsamAM jenI buddhi otaprota thaI che evo sAdhaka bIjAonI vAto jovA mATe aMdha, kahevA mATe mUMgo ane sAMbhaLavA mATe bahero hoya che. samAdhi zataka |* 48

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A pRSThabhU para kaDIne joIe : someM yA dRDha vAsanA, paramAtama pada heta; IlikA bhramarI dhyAna gati, jinamati jinapada deta ... paramAtma dazAnI daDha bhAvanA ja paramAtma pada apAve che. IlikA bhramarInA dhyAnamAM bhramarI bane che; tema prabhunuM dhyAna bhaktane jinapada Ape che. samAdhi zataka 49

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28 AdhAra sUtra bhAre bhayapada so hi hai, jihAM jaDako vizvAsa; jinanuM o Darato phire, so hi abhayapada tAsa ... (28) jaDa para vizvAsa te ja bhaya. ane jJAna Adi potAnA guNothI atyAra sudhI pote je dUra rahela che, DarIne / bhAgIne rahela che; te guNonI dhArAmAM javuM te che nirbhayatA. pudgalAnubhavanI dhArA : prakaMpana, bhaya. svaguNanI dhArA : akaMpa dazA, abhaya. [jinasuM = jenAthI] [so hi = te ja] [tAsa = tenuM] 1. bhArI, B 2. jihAMsau u, B - D - F samAdhi zataka |50

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28 Y 'AsanasuM mata Dola !' samAdhi zataka nyUyorkanA eka moTA sabhAgRhamAM prasiddha bauddha gurunuM pravacana hatuM. sabhAgRha khIcokhIca bharAyeluM hatuM. pravacana zarU thayAne ardho kalAka thayo haze ne dharatIkaMpanA eka-be AMcakA AvyA. miniTa, be miniTamAM sabhAgRha khAlI. 51

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loko bahAra nIkaLI TIvI para samAcAra laI rahyA che. udghoSake jyAre kahyuM ke have navA AMcakA - AphTara zaoNksa - AvavAnI saMbhAvanA nathI, tyAre zravaNAtura loko pharI sabhAgRhamAM pravezyA. guru zAnta citte tyAM ja beThela hatA. teoe sthAna choDyuM ja nahotuM. loko sthAna para besI jatAM gurue pravacana AgaLa dhapAvyuM. pravacana pUruM thayA pachI patrakAroe gurune pUchyuM : bhUkaMpanA AMcakA AvyA. ame badhA bahAra nIkaLI gayA. Apa vyAsapITha para beThA ja rahyA. kaI rIte banyuM A ? gurue hasatAM, hasatAM chAtI para hAtha pheravatAM kahyuM : 'ahIM kyAMya kaMpa nahoto...' guru akaMpa rahyA, kAraNa ke teo abhaya hatA. bhaya eTale prakaMpanonuM cAlavuM. abhaya eTale niSmakaMpatA. pUjya AnandaghanajIe Apela bhayanI vyAkhyA yAda Ave : 'bhaya caMcaLatA ho je pariNAmanI...' caMcaLatA eTale prakaMpana. managamato padArtha sAme Ave che tyAre zarIra ane mana ratinAM / gamAnAM prakaMpano choDe che. ethI viruddha. aNagamato padArtha sAme Ave tyAre zarIra ane mana aratinAM aNagamAnAM prakaMpano choDe che. hakIkatamAM, ahIM sAdhakanI gerahAjarI hoya che ane tethI jUnA kAryakrama pramANe zarIra ane mana pratibhAva ApyA kare che. samAdhi zataka ' 52

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zrI guNavanta zAhe lakhyuM che ke temane IjiptamAM eka saMtane maLavAnuM thayuM. saMte eka sarasa sUtra temane ApyuM : A prayer without presence is no prayer. upasthiti vinAnI prArthanA e prArthanA nathI. ghaNI kriyAomAM mANasa gerahAjara raheto hoya che. bhayanuM mULa kAraNa tenI gerahAjarI che. eka saMte kaheluM : Extreme fear means extreme absence. atyaMta bhaya barobara atyaMta gerahAjarI. phalitArtha e thayo ke sAdhakanI sAdhaka tarIkenI gerahAjarImAM tenuM zarIra ke mana narI yAntrikatAthI je javAba Ape che, te bhaya che. eTale ja, bhaya eTale prakaMpanonI jALa. abhaya eTale niSmakaMpatA. jJAnasAra prakaraNa sarasa rIte muninI abhaya dazAnI vAta kare che : 'va yena mune: stheya, ceyaM jJAnena pazyataH'... zeyone - padArtho ke vyaktione - jJAna vaDe jotAM munine bhaya kyAMthI ? mAtra tyAM jovAnuM che. jANavAnuM che. mAtra jovAnuM. mAtra jANavAnuM. padArthane padArtha rUpe joyo. sAro che e ke kharAba che, e bhAva ja jo nathI to ti-atinAM prakaMpano kyAMthI thavAnAM ? paNa ghaDA pratye mUrchA, AkarSaNa jAgyuM to... ? to koInA hAthe ghaDo phUTaze tyAre tenI tirADa tamArA dilamAM haze. barTrAnDa rasele kahyuM che : The less I have, the more I am. zrI samAdhi zataka 53

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kAkA kAlelakare Ano anuvAda A rIte karyo : mArI mattA ochI, tema mArI sattA vadhuM. prasiddha hAsyalekhaka zrI jyotIndra daveno sanmAna samAroha : bhAratIya vidyAbhavana, muMbaImAM. potAnI prazaMsAno uttara ApatAM temaNe kaheluM : tame mAre mAthe prazaMsAnAM eTalAM puSpo mUkyAM che ke huM hakAramAM mAthuM halAvIne sUcavuM ke huM Ane lAyaka chuM, to paNa puSpo kharI paDaze; ane nakAramAM Doka dhuNAvIne sUcavuM ke huM Ane lAyaka nathI, toya puSpo kharI paDaze. AvI sthitimAM eka ja prArthanA karuM chuM : 'AsanasuM mata Dola !' saMta kabIre A vAta kahI che : 'AsanasuM mata Dola . . .' sthiratA mananI, sthiratA vacananI, sthiratA kAyAnI. kyAMya prakaMpano nahi. A ja ApaNI manogupti, vacanagupti ane kAyagupti. guptinA be pravAho ApaNe tyAM che : zubharUpa pravAha ane zuddharUpa pravAha. mana, vacana, kAyAne zubhamAM pravartAvavA te che zubha gupti. unmanA banavuM, saMpUrNa maunamAM javuM ane kAyA vaDe bilakula aprakaMpa rahevuM te che zuddharUpa gupti. manoguptinA pAchaLanA pravAhane pU. devacandrajI mahArAje temanI aSTapravacana mAtAnI sajjhAyamAM sarasa rIte gUMthela che. samAdhi zataka | 54

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zuddha manoguptinI vAta karatAM temaNe kahyuM : '52 sahAya guNavartanA re, vastudharma na kahAya; sAdhyarasI te kima grahe re, sAdhu citta sahAya...' gujarAtI bhASAmAM AveluM A eka bahumUlya sAdhanAsUtra che. sAdhake potAnA guNomAM javuM hoya tyAre (AlaMbana dhyAnanA sandarbhamAM) te potAnA kSamA Adi guNonI UMDI anuprekSA kare che, e anuprekSA ahobhAvamAM pariName che. ane pachI svaguNapraveza sAdhakane maLe che. A vAtanA sandarbhamAM teozrI kahe che ke para (vicAra)nI sahAyathI potAnA guNomAM javuM te barobara na kahevAya. tethI muni potAnI bhItara javA mATe cittanI madada kema le ? sAmAnyatayA krama evo che ke prabhunA pyArA zabdone gunagunAvIne ane te para anuprekSA karIne sAdhaka svaguNapraveza kare; jene AlaMbanadhyAna kahevAya che... pachI, AlaMbanadhyAna bahu ja ghUMTAI jAya che tyAre, sAdhakane vizeSa zabdo ke vizeSa anuprekSAnI jarUrata nathI rahetI. e bese che, zabdAdinA AlaMbana vagara ja enI bhItaranA kSamAdi guNomAM eno praveza thaI jAya che. jene anAlaMbana dhyAna kahevAya che. zuddha vacanaguptinI vAta karatAM pU. devacandrajI mahArAje sarasa kaDI ApI : anubhavarasa AsvAdatAM, karatAM AtamadhyAna saluNA; vacana te bAdhakabhAva che, na vade muni anidAna... samAdhi zataka /55

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AtmAnubhUtimAM DUbela sAdhaka evo to bhItara UtarI gayo che ke e kSaNomAM ene zabdo - bolavAnI prakriyA - avarodhaka lAgaze. kyAM bhItarI, nirvicAra maunanI duniyA; kyAM A vaikharInI - zabdALutAnI duniyA ? gupti eTale akaMpadazA. ane A ja akaMpadazAnI vAta pU. AnaMdaghana mahArAje abhaya zabda dvArA kahI. bhaya eTale pariNAmonI caMcaLatA. abhaya eTale pariNAmonI sthiratA. A ja vAta mahopAdhyAyajI A kaDImAM gUMthI lAvyA che : 'bhAre bhaya pada so hi hai, jihAM jaDako vizvAsa...' bhaya eTale manamAM thatAM rati- aratinAM prakaMpano. paNa e prakaMpano thAya che kema ? pudgalasRSTi para vizvAsa che mATe. roTalI-zAka sAdhakanA dehane joIze. sAdhaka e leze paNa kharo. paNa e roTalI-zAka khAvAthI sukha maLe Avo koI vizvAsa ene nathI. zarIra- rUpI pudgalane AhArarUpI pudgala vagara nathI cAlatuM to ApI paNa devAya. paNa e padArtho para sAdhakane koI vizvAsa, AsthA nathI. A ja padArtho joIe evuM paNa nathI. roTalIne badale roTalo hoya, khIcaDI hoya; game te hoya... paNa, mane to A ja vastu joIe. savAre cA joIe ja... ane e na maLe to... ? zarIramAM paNa prakaMpano. manamAM paNa aratibhAvanAM aNagamAnAM prakaMpano. samAdhi zataka |ur

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AvuM ja ghara vagere mATe. pahoMcela sAdhakane gametevuM chAparuM ke vRkSa haze toya cAlaze. majhAthI e potAnI sAdhanAne AgaLa dhapAvaze. paNa, AvuM ja ghara joIe evuM kanDizaniMga - abhisaMdhAna thaI gayuM to... ? mananA e khyAlo evA to vistare che ke temAM nAnakaDo phleTa ke nAnakaDo baMgalo paNa cAlatA nathI. bhaktadaMpatInA samudrakinAre Avela baMgalAmAM guru gayelA.lagabhaga ekaso rUmovALo baMgalo. gurue eka vAra pUchyuM : rahenAra tame be. baMgalo AvaDo moTo ! enA karatAM, nAno 5-7 rUmano baMgalo hoya to... ? : bhaktadaMpatI kahe : ame abajopati mANaso. nAnA baMgalAmAM kema rahI zakIe ? gurue pAchaLathI ko'kane kaheluM : emane beune rahevA to nAno baMgalo cAle; paNa emanA ahamne rAkhavA mATe moTo baMgalo emaNe rAkhelo ! 'bhAre bhaya-pada so hi hai, jihAM jaDako vizvAsa; jinasuM o Darato phire, so hi abhaya-pada tAsa...' jaDa para vizvAsa te bhaya. ane jJAna Adi je svaguNothI pote atyAra sudhI bhayabhIta rahyo hato, te guNo ja tenuM abhaya mATenuM sthAna che. pudgalAnubhavanI dhArA : prakaMpana. svaguNanI dhArA : aprakaMpana. samAdhi zataka /* 57

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29 AdhAra sUtra IndriyavRtti nirodha karI, jo khittu galita vibhAva; dekhe aMtara-AtamA, so paramAtama bhAva ... (29) IndriyavRttiono nirodha karI je sAdhaka galitavibhAva bane che, te potAnI bhItara AtmadazAne jue che... A paramAtmabhAva che. [khinu = kharekhara] samAdhi zataka |pa 58

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29 parama rasa ane aparama rasa samAdhi zataka sAdhaka mATe agaNita vizeSaNo apAyelAM che granthomAM, paNa emAMthI ekAda sazakta vizeSaNa zodhavuM hoya to te che galita-vibhAva. jenA vibhAvo/ bahirbhAvo jharI gayA che, kharI gayA che te sAdhaka. |" 59

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A jharavAnA eka AyAmanI vAta bhagavadgItAe karI : 'rasopyasya paraM dA nivartate / ' paramarasa jovAya/maNAya ane aparama rasa chUTI jAya. AchI sI jhalaka maLe parama rasanI. ne bIjuM badhuM chUTI jAya. bhItaramAM rahevAno/TharavAno divya AnaMda maLyo; bahirbhAva rahe kyAM ? vibhAvo rahI kema zakyA ? kAraNa eka ja hatuM (ane che) ke bhItarano AnaMda nathI maLyo. e na maLe tyAM sudhI bahirbhAvanAM sAdhano badalAyAM karaze. bahirbhAva nahi jAya. Akhare, vikalpa (opzana) to maLavo joIene ? e vikalpa eTale bhItarI rasano AsvAda. sAmAnya manuSyanI jIvanayAtrA ApaNe joIe tyAre samajAya ke kevo goTALo sarjAya che ! e roTalIthI thAke to bhAkharI para jAya ane bhAkharIthI kaMTALe to paroThA para jAya. DoLIvALo majUra Ama ja to kare che ne ! jamaNo khabho tapI jAya eTale DoLInA lAkaDAne te DAbA khabhA para laI jAya. ane e vakhate ene sukhano AbhAsa thAya. pharI DAbo khabho tape eTale lAkaDAne jamaNA khabhA para te pherave. baMgalAthI thAkelo mANasa jaMgalamAM ke hilasTezananI kaoNTejamAM jAya. ArAma karIne thAkelo mANasa himAlayanuM ArohaNa karavA jAya. prazamarati prakaraNamAM A sandarbhe eka sarasa kephiyata sAdhakanI Ave che. sAdhakane potAnI janmonI A badalAbadalInI ramata para Azcarya thAya samAdhi zataka 60

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che. jemAM kaMI rasa che ja nahi, evA A bahirbhAvanA khelamAM pote keTalA lAMbA samaya sudhI ramyo ! kema banyuM AvuM ? bahirbhAvamAM evuM koI ja AkarSaNa nahotuM, je bauddhika manuSyane kheMcI zake. mAtra vikalpa na hovAnA kAraNe pote emAM rahyo. have vikalpa maLyo che svanA AnaMdano... have AnaMda ja AnaMda... - taittiriya upaniSad navo AyAma Ape che : e kahe che ke 52ma rasa ane a52ma rasa jevuM kaMI che ja nahi. rasa eka ja che ane e che 'te' paramAtmA. nirmala AtmasvarUpa. 'raso vai saH'. rasa eTale 'te'. (raso vai saH...) ane 'te' eTale huM. (soham.) paramAtmAnuM jevuM nirmaLa svarUpa che, tevuM ja svarUpa mAruM che. zvetaketu gurukuLamAM varSo sudhI bhaNI ghare Avyo. pitA uddAlakanAM caraNomAM paDyo. pitAe ene pUchyuM : je eka jaNAI jAya to badhuM ja jANeluM sArthaka che. ane je eka na jaNAya to badhuM ja jANeluM nirarthaka che evA ekane teM jANyo ? zvetaketu to vyAkaraNa, sAhitya, alaMkAra, jyotiSa, darzanazAstra Adi bhaNIne Avelo. pitA kahe che evuM to eNe kaMI jANyuM ja nathI. eNe namratAthI pitAjIne kahyuM : nA, pitAjI, e ekano mane koI ja anubhava nathI. pitAe kahyuM : to, pharIthI gurukuLamAM jA. ane guru pAsethI e bhaNI Ava. 61 sanmati zataka | * pa

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zvetaketu gurukuLamAM Avyo. RSine navAI lAgI. hamaNAM to ghare gayo che ne, pAcho AvI gayo ! pUchyuM : kema ? zvetaketu kahe : je ekane jANIe to ja badhuM jANeluM sArthaka kahevAya e ekane jANavAnuM pitAjIe kahyuM che. RSi prasanna thayA. cAlo, A eka to AtmavidyAne pAmavAnI jhaMkhanA vALo thayo ! temaNe kahyuM : AzramanAM gheTAM-bakarAMne laIne tuM ApaNI A nadIne kAMThe, kAMThe enA mULa tarapha jA. enuM mULa eka parvata che. tuM tyAM jA. tyAM gheTAM-bakarAMne carAvaje. tuM paNa phaLa-phaLAdi khAje. tyAM koI mANasa tane nahi maLe. be-cAra mahinA tAre tyAM rahevAnuM che. jUnuM je tuM bhaNela tuM che enuM punarAvartana paNa karavAnuM nathI. A rIte tuM raheje. yogya samaye tane mArI pAse bolAvI, tane AtmavidyAnA pATho huM ApIza. cha mahinA pachI guru zvetaketune bolAve che. e Ave che tyAre paramAtmadazAnuM varNana enI AgaLa kare che H paramatattva AnaMda, jJAna vagerethI kevI rIte paripUrNa che. paramatattvanI vAto karyA pachI RSi zvetaketune kahe che : tat tvamasi zvetato ! he zvetaketu ! te paramatattva te ja tuM che. ane zvetaketu AtmavidyAne pAmI gayo. A pRSThabhU para kaDIno svAdhyAya karIe H 'IndriyavRtti nirodha karI, jo khinu galita-vibhAva; dekhe aMtara-AtamA, so pa2mAtamabhAva.' samAdhi zataka /**

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IndriyonI ane mananI je bAhya padArtho AdimAMthI rasa levAnI vRtti che, te jyAre dUra thAya che tyAre sAdhaka galitavibhAva bane che. have bahirbhAvamAM javAnuM thatuM nathI ane jUnAM bahirbhAvanAM je vaLagaNo lAgyAM hatAM te chUTI gayAM. A bahirbhAva chUTyo ane antarbhAva maLyo. 'dekhe aMtara-AtamA.' have aMdara dekhAze mAtra svabhAvanuM khaLakhaLa vahI raheluM jharaNuM... 'IndriyavRtti nirodha karI...' Indriyone temanI anAdinI abhyasta dhArAmAMthI bhinna dhArA para mUkavAnI che. Indriyo pAse koI kAryakrama nahoto, ane tethI e 'para'mAM DUbyA karatI hatI. sTila/sthira kaeNmerA. eka ja bAjunAM dRzya emAM jhaDapAyAM karatAM hatAM. e kaeNmerAne bIjI bAju pheravIe to... karuNa virodhAbhAsa to e hato ke je bAju majhAnI girimALA ane haryAbharyAM upavano hatAM, e bAjune badale bAvaLiyAnAM jhUMDa bhaNI kaeNmerA takAyelo hato. 'adhyAtma bindu' granthamAM sAdhake potAnA upayoganA kaeNmerAne pheravI bhItaranI guNasRSTi joI, te kSaNonuM majhAnuM citra che. pahelAM to sAdhaka bane che avAk, stabdha. 'zuM AvuM dRzya hoI zake ? ane teya potAnI bhItara !' gahana cuppI jyAre zabdomAM pheravAya che tyAre Avo pratibhAva hoya che : AnAthI caDhiyAtuM dazya bIjuM kayuM hoI zake ? jovA jevo to mAtra A ja che : Antaravaibhava. samAdhi zataka 6 3

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'dekhe aMtara-AtamA...' potAnuM ja darzana potAnA dvArA. ane tyAre, bhUtakALanuM smaraNa thatAM dhIrA bhagatanI paMkti hoTha para ramI rahe : 'taraNAM othe DuMgara, DuMgara koI dekhe nahi.' viMjhAIe jJAnaprApti pachI karela TippaNI yAda Ave : A zuM ATaluM saraLa hatuM ? hA, taraNAMnI othe, yugo jUnI avadhAraNA/bhramaNAnAM taraNAMnI pAchaLa anubhavano parvata adRzya banela ! galita-vibhAvatAe ene dekhADI Apyo. samAdhi zataka | 64

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30 AdhAra sUtra dehAdikathe bhinna mai, mothe nyAre teluM; paramAtama-patha dIpikA, zuddha bhAvanA ehu ... (30) huM dehAdikathI bhinna chuM ane te mArAthI bhinna che; AvI zuddha bhAvanA paramAtma pathanI dIvI che. [dahAdikathai = dehAdikathI] [morthe = mArAthI] [maiM = huM] [tehu = te] 1. dehAdikaneM, D samAdhi zataka | * pa

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30 bhAvanA : mokSapathanI dIvI samAdhi zataka eka gurue potAnA ziSyane brahmavidyAnA AgaLanA pATho zIkhavA mATe janaka-videhIne tyAM javAnuM kahyuM. ziSyane thayuM ke janaka-videhI koI yogIpuruSa haze. jyAre khabara paDI ke janaka to samrATa che, ane eNe janaka rAjAne joyA tyAre to e rAjasabhAmAM besI rAjyakAryanI vAto karatA hatA; e navAImAM DUbI gayo. 66 | * *

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'A mANasa ! ane e mane brahmavidyAnA AgaLanA pATho Apaze !' janaka rAjAnI najara paDI. pUchyuM : kema AvyA cho ? 'mArA gurue mane ApanI pAse bhaNavA mokalyo che.' 'sAruM. atithigRhamAM vizrAma karo. pachI huM tamane bolAvuM chuM.' pelAne to thayuM ke A to 'AI bharANA' jevuM thayuM ! e divasa to pUro thayo. bIjI savAre e ziSya rAjamahelanI pAchaLa Avela taLAvamAM nAhI rahyo che; yogAnuyoga, e samaye rAjA janaka paNa nAhI rahyA che. acAnaka rAjamahelanA eka bhAgamAM Aga lAgI. Aga vistaravA lAgI. janaka rAjA ene mAtra jovA lAgyA. pelA ziSyane thayuM ke A zuM ? Ano Akho rAjamahela saLagI rahyo che ane A mANasa mastIthI snAna kare che. eNe najIka AvIne kahyuM : 'mahArAja ! tamAro rAjamahela saLagI rahyo che ane tame. . .' vacce ja janaka rAjAe kahyuM : 'mAruM je che, te mArI bhItara ja che. bahAra kazuM ja nathI.' ziSyane have khyAla Avyo ke janakarAjA janaka-videhI kema kahevAya che... dehamAM rahevA chatAM dehAdhyAsathI mukta. dehamAM paNa mamatva na hoya, tene mahelamAM to mamatva kyAMthI hovAnuM ? ziSyane lAgyuM ke te yogya jagyAe AvI gayo che. teno abhyAsa ahIM AgaLa cAlyo. sAdhaka dehathI bhinna potAnI jAtane jue che. sUkSma huM thI paNa e potAnI jAtane aLagI karI de che. ane eTale ja ahaMkAra tene sparzato nathI. samAdhi zataka | 27

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sApekSavAdane sarasa rIte rajU karanAra AInsTAIna jyAre amerikA gayA tyAre temanuM sarasa svAgata thayuM. vimAnI mathakathI temanA utArA sudhI, kilomITaro sudhI, badhI ja phUTapAtho darzanAtura lokothI bharelI. gADImAM emanI sAthe beThelA eka adhikArIe temane kahyuM ke AvuM sanmAna, mArA dezanA lokoe, koIpaNa rAjapuruSaneya kyAreya nathI ApyuM. AInsTAInano vinamra uttara A hato : A ja mArga 52 koI jirApha Adi nIkaLe to AnAthI vadhu loko tene jovA Ave ! IMglenDanA tatkAlIna vaDApradhAna carcilanI eka sabhAmAM Avela cikkAra medanIne joIne eka mitre temane kahyuM : kevo che tamArA nAmano jAdU ! ATalA badhA loko tamane sAMbhaLavA AvyA che. carcilano javAba hRdayane sparze tevo hato : mitra mArA ! carcilane ahIM phAMsIne mAMcaDe laTakAvavAno hoya ne, to AthIya vadhu medanI ekaThI thAya ! loko to kutUhalapremI che ja. A pRSThabhU 52 kaDIne joIe : 'dehAdikatheM bhinna meM, morthe nyAre tehu; paramAtama-patha dIpikA, zuddha bhAvanA ehu.' deha, mana AdithI bhinna huM chuM, mArAthI bhinna te badhA che; A zuddha bhAvanA paramAtmA banavAnA mArganI dIvI che. aMdhArAmAM dIvo hoya tyAre mArga kevI spaSTatAthI pratIta thAya ! tema svArtha, ajJAna AdinA aMdhakAramAM paNa A zuddha bhAvanA mokSapathane spaSTa rUpe batAvI Ape che. samAdhi zataka | * 8

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saMta kabIranI majhAnI ulaTa-vANI yAda Ave H 'mandira pesI cihuM disi bhIMje, bAhira rahe te sUkhA...' gharamAM peTho te bhIMjAyo ane bahAra rahyo te koro. kayA gharanI A vAta che ? zarIra AdinA gharanI A vAta che. mamatvathI baMdhAyA to karmanA varasAdathI bhIMjAyA. mamatva nathI to tame korA... savAla e che ke A mamatvane haTAvavuM kema ? manamAM janmothI eka je mamatvanI granthi baMdhAI gaI che tene dUra kema karavI ? kabIrajI eka kuzaLa manovaijJAnikanI adAthI pratyuttara Ape che H 'sira mAre so sadA sukhA re, anamAre so dukhA.' AvA bhramaNAyukta manane je uDAvI de te ja sukhI... evA manane na uDAvI zake te duHkhI. : aSTAvakra saMhitA yAda Ave : 'buddhiparyantasaMsAre, mAyAmAtra vivartate...' buddhithI, kalpanAothI Ubho thayela A saMsAra. emAM mAtra mAyAno ja vistAra hovAno ne ! 'zuddha bhAvanA ehu.' buddhinA AbhAsI jagatanI sAme zuddha bhAvanAnuM majhAnuM vizva. dehAdikano bhedajJAnAbhyAsa palaTAya che guNonA anubhavanI dhArAmAM... majhAnI kaDI paramatAraka zrI zItalanAthajI prabhunI stavanAmAM mahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijaya mahArAje ApI che : 'viSaya lagana kI agana samAdhi zataka | re

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bUjhAvata, tuma guNa anubhava dhArA; bhaI maganatA tuma guNa rasa kI, kuNa kaMcana kuNa dArA...' rAga/AsaktinI lapeTo bhItara lAgI. have zuM karavAnuM ? prabhunI vItarAga dazAnI anuprekSA ane prabaLa vairAgyanI anubhUti... rAganI Agane ThaMDI thaye ja chUTako ! e anubhava-dhArAmAM, guNAnubhava-dhArAmAM AgaLa vahI javAya che tyAre kevo to kepha pragaTe che ! e kephanI AgaLa nathI sonuM kImatI lAgatuM. nathI koI vijAtIya rUpa tene AkarSI zakatuM. bhItara UtaravAno A kevo AnaMda ! samAdhi zataka | deg 70

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31 AdhAra sUtra kriyA-kaSTI nahu lahe, bhedajJAnasukhavaMta; yA bina bahuvidha tapa kare, tobhI nahi bhavaaMta ... (31) dehAdikathI AtmA bhinna che A jJAna thatAM ja ochI kriyAe mokSa maLI jAya che. sAmI bAju, bhedajJAna na thAya to ghaNI tapazcaryA paNa mokSa na apAvI zake. [yA = je] [tobhI = to paNa] 1. kriyA kaSTa bhinna hu lahai, B huM aya zataka | ga |.'

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31 bhedajJAnano abhyAsa ziSyanA prathamavAranA kAvyapaThana samaye gerahAjara gurue pAchaLathI jANyuM ke bahu moTI mAnavamedanI tenA kAvyapAThane sAMbhaLavA UmaTI hatI. samAdhi zataka |deg 72

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ziSya guru pAse Avyo tyAre gurunI TippaNI ATalI ja hatI : kAM to tArAM kAvyomAM garabaDa hatI, yA to zrotAomAM. yA to zrotAo rasajJa nahotA, yA kAvyamAM vadhu paDatuM saralIkaraNa hatuM. guru e sUcavavA mAgatA hatA ke ziSye kAvya-tattvane vaphAdAra rahevAnuM hatuM. janasamUhane kheMcavA mATe kavitAnA mULa svarUpa joDe ceDAM karavA e barobara nahotuM. sAdhanAnA sandarbhamAM A vAtane kholIe to lAge ke sAdhanA- paddhati zreSThatama maLI, paNa sAdhaka... ? e kevo che ? bhagavadabhimukha ke lokAbhimukha ? lokAbhimukhatAne paramapAvana dazavaikAlika sUtre saMsAra kahI che. bahu ja pyAruM, pyAruM tyAMnuM sUtra che : 'anusoo saMsAro, paDisoo tassa uttAro.' anukUlana te saMsAra, pratikUlana (IndriyonuM, vRttionuM) te saMsArane pele pAra javAno mArga. Ureka sAdhake A sUtrane jIvanamaMtra banAvIne cAlavuM joIe. eka eka pravRttine, eka eka vRttine bArIkAIthI, nirmamatAthI jovI joIe. ahIM ja peluM prasiddha sUtra khUle : 'vanrAvapi torALi, nRvRtti sumApi.' sAdhakanuM hRdaya, Attara nirIkSaNanA sandarbhamAM, joIe tIkSNa, sUkSma. ane bIjAo mATe phUlathI paNa vadhu komaLa hoya sAdhakanuM hRdaya. pravRtti / vRttine kaI rIte cakAsavI ? samAdhi zataka 7 3

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dhAro ke hamaNAM tame kaMIka bolyA. jovuM e joIe ke e saMbhASaNa lokone anukULa Ave tevuM hatuM ke prabhu-AjJAne vareluM e hatuM ? lagabhaga dareka saMgoSThiono aMta Avo Avato hoya che : daza jaNa saMgoSThimAMthI UbhA thAya (ane badhAe carcAmAM bhAga lIdho hoya tyAre) te samaye daza paikInA darekane lAgatuM hoya che ke pote kevI rIte navane prabhAvita karI zakela. ane majhAnI vAta e hoya ke emAM dareka vaktA ja hoya, zrotA koI na hoya; ne tethI bIjAnuM vaktavya koIe sAMbhaLeluM na hoya. bIjo bolato hoya tyAre ethI vadhu dhAradAra pote zI rIte bolavuM enI gaDamathala ja bhItara cAlatI hoya ne ! paNa, A navane prabhAvita karavA mathato dazamo che koNa ? pelI majhAnI vAta Ave che : daza jaNA nadI UtaryA. nadI UtaryA pachI emAMthI eke kahyuM ke A nadI dara varSe ekAda jaNano bhoga le che. ApaNAmAMthI to koI ochuM thayuM nathI ne ? hArabaMdha navane UbhA rAkhI dazamo gaNe : eka, be, traNa... nava, are, nava ja ? to dazamo kyAM ? raDavA lAgyA. tyAM eka sajjana AvyA. raDavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM. kAraNa jANyA pachI joyuM to daza jaNa ja hatA. gaNavAnI temanI paddhati khoTI hatI, te khyAla AvI gayo... e sajjane kahyuM : mArI pAse mantra che. huM tamArA dazamA sAthIne lAvI dauM. cAlo, tame hArabaMdha besI jAva. huM mantra bhaNIne eka ekanA mAthA para TapalI mAruM tyAre eka, be, traNa... ema bolavAnuM. daza thaI gayA. pelAo khuza-khuza ! : samAdhi zataka | 74

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paraMtu, ApaNI bhItara pelo dazamo koNa che ? AtmA ane dehanA bhedajJAnanA abhyAsa vinA mAMhyalAne prakaTa na karI zakAya. saMgoSThimAM navane prabhAvita karavA mathanAra koNa hato ? bahirbhAva sarjela vyaktitvano e cahero hato. ApaNe mULasvarUpa tarapha javuM joIe. jhena guru pAse ziSya Ave tyAre teo ene pUchatA hoya che H tAro mULa cahero kayo che ? What's your original face ? mukhavaTo nahi, mULa cahero. parathI aprabhAvitatA e tamArA mULa caherAnI jhalaka kahI zakAya. parane prabhAvita karavAmAM tamane zuM maLe ? zrI rAmakRSNa paramahaMse vivekAnandane kaheluM : huM tane aNimA (nAnuM rUpa karavAnI vidyA) Adi ATha zaktio ApuM. vivekAnande pUchyuM : gurudeva ! A aSTasiddhi vaDe paramAtmAnuM darzana thAya ? guru : nA. 'to pachI zA mATe gurudeva !...' vivekAnandanI AMkho sajaLa banI UThI. aSTasiddhi paNa jo paramAtmasiddhi na ApI zake to eno zo matalaba ? evuM lAge ke kadAca dizAhInatAe ApaNane gheryA che, tethI ApaNuM jIvana-vahANa game te dizAmAM pharyA kare che. kadAca kuMDALAmAM ja. A kuMDALuM : lokAbhimukhatA. 'anuoo saMsAro...' : tame bIjAne sAro kaho, e tamane sAro kahe; cAlyuM cagaDoLa... alabatta, cagaDoLamAM beThelAne khyAla che ke e kyAMya laI jaI na zake. na samAdhi zataka |.'

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dehathI AtmA bhinna che. ane eka AtmA ane bIjA AtmAmAM kevo to abheda che ! zaMkarAcArya 'dvAdaza paMjarikA'mAM kahe che : 'yi ya cAnyatraiko viSNuH, vyarthaM kupyasi sarvasahiSNuH / sarvatrApi pazyAtmAnam, sarvatrotsRja mejJAnam / ' pUche che teo H jenA 52 tuM gussAthI lAlacoLa thaI rahyo che, te tAruM ja pratirUpa nathI ? paramapAvana AcArAMga sUtrano laya paNa kevo to hRdayaMgama che ! 'tumaM si gAma taM veva nuM maMtavyaM ti mAsi...' tuM jene haNavAnuM Icche che, te koNa che ? tuM ja to che ! koI paNa vyakti para kaTutAnA bhAvo janme tyAre AcArAMga sUtra raNajhaNI UThaze : 'tuM ja te che.' 'tumaM si Ama..' kavi kaisara kahe che : 'kisako paththara mAruM 'kaisara', kauna parAyA hai; sIsa mahala meM hara eka caherA, apanA lagatA hai...' potapotAnI lAgaNI.... ghaTanAne bilakula bhinna parimANa maLI rahe. ghaTanA eka sarakhI ja hoya; parAI vyakti taraphathI maLatI e ghaTanA aNagamatI banI rahe che; potIkI vyakti taraphathI maLatuM mIThuM lAgI rahe che. to mULa prazna Ubho rahyo ke ahIM mIThAza ke kaDavAza ghaTanAe ApI hatI ke ghaTanA jonAranI e deNa hatI ? pharI AcArAMga sUtrane smarIe : 'tumaM si nAma taM veva nuM daMtatraM ti maLasi... tuma si Ama taM ceva nuM patiAvetatraM tti maLasi...' tuM jene haNavA Icche che, te tuM che. tuM jene paritApa/pIDA ApavA Icche che, te tuM che. samAdhi zataka | 76

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pIThaDiyAnA svAmI nityAnandanuM nidhana thayuM tyAre temanA antima udgAro A hatA : kiM karomi ? kva gacchAmi ? kiM gRhNAmi tyajAmi kim ? | AtmanA pUritaM sarvaM, mahAkalpAmbunA yathA // zuM karuM ? kyAM jAuM ? zuM grahaNa karuM ane zuM choDuM ? jyAre badhuM ja Atmamaya hoya. jema yugane aMte varasanAra varasAdathI badhuM jaLa-baMbAkAra banI jAya che tema jyAM jouM tyAM AtmA ja AtmA dekhAya che. huM ja huM dekhAuM chuM badhe. dehathI huM bhinna chuM AvuM bhedajJAna thayuM, dehe kalpelI anekavidhatA gaI eTale Atmasparza - ekavidhatA AvI. A pRSThabhU para kaDIno svAdhyAya karIe : 'kriyA-kaSTabhI nahu lahe, bhedajJAnasukhavaMta; yA bina bahuvidha tapa kare, tobhI nahi bhavaaMta...' bhedajJAnanuM sukha maLI gayuM to ghaNI badhI prakriyAomAMthI pasAra thavAnuM maTI jaze. prAthamika prakriyAo - sAdhanAnI - bhedajJAnanA abhyAsa mATe che. e abhyAsa thaI gayo to pelI prakriyAomAMthI have pasAra thavuM nathI. jema ke, zarIrane vadhu paDatI ThaMDI, garamI AdimAMthI pasAra karavuM A badhI samAdhi zataka | deg 77

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prakriyAo bhedajJAnanA abhyAsa mATe jarUrI che. e abhyAsa paripakva thavA lAge tema A prakriyAomAMthI vAraMvAra pasAra thavAnuM jarUrI nathI banatuM. sAmI bAju, bhedajJAna na maLe to game tevAM kaSTo paNa saMsAranA cheDA sudhI laI jaI zakatA nathI. jo ke, ahIM eka vAta noMdhavI ghaTe ke, AthI, pariSahasahananI zAstrakathI vAtano cheda nathI UDato. pariSahasahanane vyavahAra cAritranI pratiSThA ApavAmAM AvI che. nijaguNa sthiratAne nizcaya cAritranI. roga Adi vaDe eka sAdhaka TevAyelo che. to zarIramAM game tyAreM tAva, zaradI ke moTA koI rogo thaze; paNa e rogonI abhyastatA hovAne kAraNe sAdhanAmAM vikSepa nahi Ubho thAya. (1) pariSaha-sahanAdika parakArA, e saba hai vyavahArA ho; nizcaya nijaguNa TharaNa udArA, lahata uttama bhavapArA ho... - navapadapUjA, paM.padmavijayajI samAdhi zataka 78

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1. vize, A 32 AdhArasUtra abhiniveza pudgala viSaya, jJAnInuM kahAM hota ? guNako bhI mada miTa gayo, pragaTata sahaja udyota ... jJAnIne pudgalomAM, jaDa (32) padArthomAM abhiniveza | pakaDa | ahaMkAra zI rIte hoya ? dharmano sahaja prakAza relAI jatAM guNano paNa ahaMkAra nathI hoto. samAdhi zataka 79 * *

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32 akaMpana, sahiSNutA, abhaya samAdhi zataka tattvajJa kanphyusiyasa tattvajJAnI lAotsene maLavA AvyA. lAotse vRddha hatA. khurasI para beThelA. bIjuM koI Asana e khaMDamAM nahotuM. kanphyusiyasa nIce beThA. ahane coTa lAgI. lAotsee kahyuM H ApanuM zarIra to nIce besI ja gayuM che, have Apa paNa nIce beso ! |deg :

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zarIramAM huMpaNAnI buddhi ane padArthomAM mArApaNAnI buddhi jJAnIne nathI hotI. zarI2ne viSe sUkkA pAMdaDA jevI dRSTi hoya che jJAnIne. jhADa parathI pAMdaDuM kharyuM. Ama paDyuM to Ama. tema paDyuM to tema. ne pharIthI havA uthalAve to Ama... zarUAta thaze zarIrathI. vairAgya mATenI zreSTha prayogazALA to ApaNuM zarIra ja che ne ! zarIra para kAma karavA mATe kAyotsarga vidhinAM keTalAMka sUtro sarasa mArga cIMdhe che : zithilIkaraNa, sahiSNutA, abhaya... 'ThANeNaM moNeNaM jhANeNaM appANaM vosirAmi'nI pratijJAmAM rata sAdhaka haze akaMpa, maunamAM Utarelo, dhyAnanA atala UMDANamAM sarelo. akaMpatA... kAyAnuM zithilIkaraNa. dehabhAvanuM zithilIkaraNa. kAyAmAMthI prakaMpanono pravAha pratikSaNe chUTI rahyo hoya che. kaMIka sAruM AvyuM AMkhonI sAme; gamatuM; gamAnAM prakaMpano cAlu thaI jaze. kaMIka aNagamatuM sAme AvyuM, aNagamAnAM prakaMpano vahevA cAlu thaI jaze. je rIte, manamAM rita ane arati bhAvanAM taraMgo/prakaMpano UchaLe che, e ja rIte kAyAnA stara para paNa gamA ane aNagamAnAM prakaMpano vahe che... jema ke, svAdiSTa cIjanI soDama nAkamAM jatAM ja lALagranthi sakriya bane che... kAyotsarga A prakaMpanonI duniyAmAMthI sAdhakane akaMpananI duniyAmAM laI jAya che. akaMpanatA zarIranI. zithilIkaraNa rAga-dveSanuM. samAdhi zataka 8 1

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zavAsanamAM zarIrane tANavihoNI avasthAmAM mUkI zakAya che ApaNane khyAla che. kAyotsargamAM pUrA astitvane tANavihoNuM, svastha banAvI zakAya che. deha paranuM mamatva ahIM vikhaMDita bane che. sAdhaka AtmadarzI bane che tyAre paramAMthI enI cetanA kheMcAI gayelI hoya che. dehamAM kaMI pIDA thaI rahI hoya, paNa eno upayoga ja tyAM na hoya to... ? : A bahu majhAnI vAta che H zarIramAM pIDA thaI rahI che mATe tamane pIDAno bodha thAya che evuM nathI. tamAro upayoga pIDAmAM jAya che mATe tamane pIDAno khyAla Ave che. tamAro upayoga tamArA Anandamaya svarUpa bhaNI DhaLela hoya, to pIDA kyAM che ? jagadguru pUjyapAda hIravijayasUri mahArAjA. sAMje pratikramaNa pachI eka zrAvaka temanAM caraNa dabAve che. khyAla na rahyo ane temaNe paherela vIMTInI dhAra pUjyazrInI komaLa cAmaDIne lAgI gaI. eka gUmaDuM hatuM bAjumAM. tyAM vIMTInI dhAra lAgatAM gUmaDuM phUTI gayuM. ghaNuM lohI vahyuM. pUjyazrIjI to evA potAnA upayogamAM hatA ke A ghaTanAno emane khyAla ja nathI. savAre ziSyoe pratilekhana mATe vastro joyAM tyAre khyAla Avyo ke keTaluM badhuM lohI vahI gayuM haze. samAdhi zataka 8 2

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AtmadarzitA AtmaramaNatA tarapha ja temane laI gayelI. dehamAM upayoga ja nahoto. mULamAM (AcArAMgajImAM) AtmadarzI mATe zabda che ananyadarzI. anyane/pa2ne na jonAra sAdhaka. agaNita janmothI 52ne jotA hatA. have jovuM che mAtra potAnuM rUpa. kAyotsarganuM prathama caraNa che akaMpana. tame AtmadarzI banyA cho. anyadarzI tame cho nahi. to ghaTanAnI asara kaI rIte tamArA para paDI zake ? kAyotsarga dvArA akaMpana maLe, tema sahiSNutA maLe. dehAdhyAsa tUTe kAyotsarga vaDe. dehAdhyAsa... adhyAsa eTale zuM ? avAstavikatA sudhI laMbAyela khyAla, te adhyAsa. kalAko sudhI kAyotsargamAM rahevAthI deha te huM Avo adhyAsa / bhrama tUTe che. sA~dhaka zreSTha himmatabhAI beDAvALAnI zarIra-sahiSNutA ApaNe joyelI che. pUrI rAtanI rAta teo UbhA, UbhA kAyotsarga karI zakatA. akaMpana (zithilIkaraNa) ane sahiSNutA dvArA maLe che abhaya. bhaya janme che parAbhimukhatAthI. sAdhaka svAbhimukha banyo che ane pariNAme, abhaya. samAdhi zataka w / 83

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zarIra te huM A bhrama TaLe kAyotsarga vaDe. ane e sAthe ja padArtho viSenI mArApaNAnI buddhi paNa TaLe. A pRSThabhU para kaDIne mamaLAvIe : 'abhiniveza pudgala viSaya, jJAnIkuM kahAM hota ? guNako bhI mada miTa gayo, pragaTata sahaja udyota...' jJAnIne pudgalo para / padArtho para AsthA (pakaDa) kaI rIte hoya ? je jJAnIpuruSane potAnI bhItara khIlelA guNo para paNa ahaMkAra nathI hoto, tene padArtho 52 ahaMkAra - mArApaNAnI buddhi zI rIte raheze ? bahu majhAno sUkSma AyAma, sAdhanAno, ahIM pakaDAyo che. kSamA guNa potAne maLe e mATe prabhune prArthanA karI. prArthanA dvArA e guNa maLI gayo. have e guNa paranI mAlikIyata konI ? bhakta e guNa paranI mAlikIyata prabhunI svIkAraze ane eTale e guNa para bhaktane ahaMkAra nahi Ave. samatvano vizeSa anubhava potAne zrIpALarAsanI racanA karatAM thayo e ghaTanAne mahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAje prabhunA prasAda rUpe varNavI che : 'tUTho tUTho re muja sAhiba jagatano tUTho; e zrIpALano rAsa karatAM, jJAna amRta rasa vUTho re...' samAdhi zataka 84

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33 AdhAra sUtra dharmakSamAdika bhI miTe, pragaTatuM dharmasaMnyAsa; to kalpita bhavabhAvame, kyuM nahi hota udAsa ... (33) dharmasaMnyAsa prakaTe che tyAre kSAyopazamika bhAvanA dharmo paNa vilIna thaI jAya che... to pachI, kalpita evo saMsArabhAva, emAM to sAdhakane Asakti hoya ja kyAMthI ? 1. pragaTe, B - F samAdhi zataka |-5

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33 prabhuno sparza samAdhi zataka videzI tattvajJa sTenlI jonse ramaNa maharSine pUcheluM : tame pahoMcI gayA ? maharSie sAmuM pUchyuM : kyAM pahoMcavAnuM ? koNa pahoMce ? maharSinAM vacanonAM hArda sudhI javAmAM sTenlI jonsane thoDo samaya lAgyo. maharSinA kahevAno Azaya e |- 8 6

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hato ke potAnA gharamAM Agamanane kyAMka pahoMcavAnuM kema kahI zakAya ? hakIkatamAM to, sAdhaka svarUpasthitinI pahelAM kyAMka pahoMcI gayo hato. ravADe caDI gayo hato kyAMka. joke, sTenlI jonsa paNa prAraMbhika sAdhanAnA stara para sAcA hatA. prAraMbhika sAdhakane vibhAvAvasthA koThe paDelI hoya che. ane tethI ene svarUpasthiti dUra lAge che. e 'ghara' keTale dUra che ? thAkI gayela bALaka satata pUchyA ka2ze, ane ghaNIvAra cAlavAne kAraNe abhyasta mArgavALI mA kaheze : A rahyuM, beTA ! dIvo baLe eTaluM ja to dUra che e ! jJAnI ane prAraMbhika sAdhakanA vArtAlApamAM A pharaka rahevAno ja. ekane lAgaze : te bahu dUra che. ekane lAgaze ke te to A rahyuM. 'tavu pUre, taddantine...' paramAtmA keTalA to najadIka che e vAta eka tattvajJe A rIte karI che : He is closer to me than myself. mArI jAta karatAM paNa prabhu mane vadhu najadIka lAge che. bhaktakavi akhAnI hRdayasparzI paMkti yAda Ave : 'harine hiMDatAM lAge hAtha...' mahopAdhyAya yazovijaya mahArAje paMcaviMzatikAmAM kahyuM : vyatyA zivapaththo'sau, zastyA nayati sarvazaH'. vyakti rUpe bhale prabhu siddhazilA para rahyA (ane mahAvideha kSetramAM), zakti rUpe (AjJAzakti rUpe) prabhu sarvagAmI che. samAdhi zataka 87 | -deg

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prabhuno sparza... ko'ke kaMIka kahyuM. tamane gusso Ave evuM thaI jAya ane tyAM ja prabhunuM vacana yAda AvI jAya to... ? 'vasameLa daLe ohaM...' [tuM kSamAthI krodhano sAmano kara...] jevuM vAkya smRtipathamAM Ave. krodha chU thaI jAya. A kSamAbhAvano sparza e prabhuno ja sparza hato ne ! vinobAjI eka jagyAe gayelA. tyAM eka mandiramAM harijanone darzanArthe laI javAnA hatA. vinobAjIe Ayojakone pUchyuM ke mandiranA TrasTIonI AmAM sammati che ke kema. TrasTIonI sammati che, tema temane kahevAyuM. eka-be TrasTIo sahamata hatA paNa kharA. harijano samUhamAM darzanArthe cAlyA. vinobAjI AgaLa hatA. je TrasTIone A gameluM nahi, temaNe guMDAone rAkhelA. teo saraghasa maMdira najIka AvatA lAkaDIo laI tUTI paDyA. vinobAjInA kAna pAse jo2thI lAkaDI vAgI. tammara AvI gayA. temane UMcakIne Azrame laI javAyA. pAchaLathI vinobAjIe kaheluM ke prabhunI kevI dayA ! huM jato hato prabhunA darzana mATe ane prabhue mane sparza Apyo. guMDAnI lAkaDI vAgI e vakhate Avela kSamAbhAva prabhuno sparza ja hato ne ! alabatta, guMDAnI lAkaDI e to ApaNI bhASAno zabda thayo. paramanI duniyAmAM to zetAna koI che ja nahi. ane lAkaDI ne prasAdI eka ja che ! samAdhi zataka 88

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rAbiyAne tyAM mahemAna phakIra AvelA. teo rAbiyAnI dharmagranthanI prata laI vAMcavA beThA. eka jagyAe A paMkti chekelI hatI : 'zetAna pratye napharata karo. !' phakIra gusse thayA. A lITI kema bhUMsI zakAya ? rAbiyA kahe H prabhunI kRpA UtarI, ne teNe kholela AMkhathI joyuM tyArathI mane zetAna dekhAyo ja nathI. badhA ja sajjana ja dekhAya che. durjana koI ja che nahi; - sivAya ke huM ! zetAna che nahi. ane napharata karI zakuM evuM hradaya mArI pAse che nahi. paramasparzanI anubhUtinI A abhivyakti ! sAdhake ghaNIvAra anubhavyo hoya che prabhusparza. vibhAva tarapha javAnI kSaNa AvI gaI hoya; gayA, gayA ema thatuM hoya; ne tyAre 'e' ApaNane bacAvI le che. ghara bhaNI prasthAna ApaNuM te karAvI de che. eka AkarSaNa svarUpasthitinuM. ane ApaNe cAlI nIkaLIe te bAju. pravAsalekhikA prItisena guptA lakhe che ke thoDAka divasa gharamAM rahI, na rahI ane tarata ja mAMhyalo bhramaNayAtrA mATe taiyAra thaI rahe. ApaNeya jANIe ApaNA ghara viSe. ane taDapana e mATenI vadhI paDe. pahelAM to anubhavIo dvArA. pachI svAnubhUtithI. yogazAstra (12/51) bahu ja majhAnuM varNana e 'ghara'nuM Ape che H je maLyA pachI bIjuM badhuM ja phikkuphasa lAgI rahe che, te che ApaNuM ghara. 'yasmin nikhilasukhAni, pratibhAsante na kiJcidiva.' samAdhi zataka 89

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sAdhakanI kakSAe be staro ApaNe anubhavI zakIe. pahelA stare vibhAvAvasthA DaMkhatI hoya che. vibhAva koThe paDI gayela hato, tyAMthI vibhAvanA DaMkhavA sudhI sAdhaka Avyo. A che prathama stara. e vakhate, anubhavIo, siddha yogIo maLI rahe ane bhItaranA sAmrAjyano rasto teo dekhADI de. ne sAdhaka e rastA para cAlI nIkaLe. A che bIjuM stara : sva-guNa abhimukhatAnuM. kSamAdi guNo pahelAM kSAyopazamika bhAvanA maLaze. paraMtu kSapaka zreNimAM dharmasaMnyAsa-avasthAmAM kSAyopazamika guNonI jagyAe kSAyika guNo AvavA lAgaze. (karmanA kSayopazamathI maLe te kSAyopazamika guNa. karmanA kSayathI maLe te kSAyika guNa... jemake ApaNA matijJAna, zrutajJAna Adi kSAyopazamika bhAvanA che. kevaLajJAna kSAyika bhAvanuM che.) A pRSThabhU para kaDI zarU thAya che : 'dharmakSamAdika bhI miTe, pragaTata dharma saMnyAsa...' 'jJAnasAra'mAM A prakriyAnuM majhAnuM varNana apAyuM che : 'dharmAstyAjyAH susaGgotthAH kSAyopazamikA api / prApya candanagandhAbhaM, dharmasaMnyAsamuttamam // ' susaMgathI utpanna thayela kSAyopazamika dharmo/guNone tyajavAnI ghaDI AvI rahe che, jyAre candananI sugaMdha jevuM dharmasaMnyAsa svIkArAya che. 'musaddotthA:'.... guNo mATenuM A adbhuta vizeSaNa che. susaMgathI utpanna thayela guNo. ApaNAmAM UThelI guNonI A sugaMdha ApaNI potAnI nathI. saMtonA samAgamarUpI attaranuM e phorI UThavuM che... samAdhi zataka 90

Page #96
tAttvika dharmasaMnyAsa (AThamAM guNasthAnake ghaTatI ghaTanA)ne candananI sugaMdhanI upamA ApI che. asaMga anuSThAnanI jhalaka ahIM che ne ! uttarArdha pUrvArdhanA anusaMdhAnamAM A rIte AgaLa vadhe che : jo kSayopazamabhAvanA kSamA vagere dharmone paNa choDavAnA hoya che; ne sAdhaka te samaye te choDe che. to pachI saMsArane / saMsArabhAvane / vibhAvane choDavAmAM hIkicATa kevI ? 'to kalpita bhavabhAva meM, kyuM nahi hota udAsa ?' saMsArabhAvane | vibhAvane majhAnuM vizeSaNa apAyuM che : kalpita... doraDAne sApa mAnela hoya, ne ethI aMdhArAmAM yAtrI gabharAto paNa hoya; paraMtu prakAza AvavAne kAraNe jyAre lAge ke A to doraDuM ja che tyAre.. ! kevuM hasavuM Ave ? AnAthI huM gabharAyelo ? saMsArabhAva... rAga, dveSa, moha... zuM che A badhuM ? padArthomAM ke vyaktiomAM rAga. tene pariNAme nIpajato dveSa. ne te beunA mULamAM moha : svarUpanuM ajJAna. mULa vyaktinI (AtmAnI) to khabara suddhAM lIdhI nahi ane paDachAyA joDe karI dhamAcakaDI. samAdhi zataka *|*

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1. miTata, B 34 AdhAra sUtra rajju avidyA-janita ahi, miTe rajjuke jJAna; AtamajJAne huM miTe, bhAva abodha nidAna ... (34) doraDAne, ajJAnane kAraNe, sApa mAnI lIdho; paNa jyAM te doraDuM che te khyAla Avyo tyAre ...... ? tema AtmAnA ajJAnane kAraNe je bhrama-saMsAra khaDo thayo che, te AtmajJAna thatAM ja samApta thaI jAya che. [tyuM = tevI rIte] samAdhi zataka 92

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34 paryAyonI rAsalIlA samAdhi zataka AcArya vinobA bhAvene patrakAro prazno pUchI rahyA hatA. cotho prazna pUchavA janAra patrakAre kahyuM : AcAryajI, traNa praznonA uttara tame ApyA. cotho prazna pUchavA huM jaI rahyo chuM. A vacagALAmAM zo vicAra tamane Avyo ? |* 93

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: vinobAjIe kahyuM H vacalA gALAmAM traNa vAra 'hari OM' maMtra raTAI gayo che. ane cothI vAra te mantrane huM raTI rahyo chuM. mantranAM be nirukto che. paheluM nirukta A che : 'mananAt trAttva mantra:...' je anuprekSAmAM DubADe, je vibhAvothI jAtane rakSe te mantra. A nirukta pramANe mantra eka killo che. killAmAM rahenAra nAgarika killAnI bahAra jAya ane ene dhULanI DamarI dekhAya to e tarata sabhAna banI jAya : are, duzmana Ave che ke zuM ? paNa Ave toya vAMdho zo ? killAmAM pesI javAnuM. dvAra baMdha karI devAnAM. nAgarika thaI gayo surakSita... A ja rIte, vibhAvono humalo Ave tevuM lAge ane sAdhaka abhyasta mantrane pakaDI le. manana ane trANa. zubha bhAvonI dhArA ane surakSA. 'namo arihaMtANaM...' pada gaNatI vakhate mana haze mAtra prabhunI AsapAsa. cetanA prabhunA guNonI AsapAsa ghUmarAyA ka2ze. sAdhaka thaI gayo surakSita. azubha bhAvono prAraMbha thayo. khyAla Avyo. mantra raTAya. kAma pUruM. mantra zabdanuM bIjuM nirukta A pramANe che : 'mananAt trAyate rUti mantra:..' vicArothI je upara tamane uThAve te mA. zuddhamAM, svaguNAnubhUtimAM laI jAya mantra. mantranuM evuM Avartana cAlu hoya ke vacce koI vicAra ghUsI ja na zake. samAdhi zataka sAMpasI kara

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vinobAjInA prasaMgane pharIthI joIe. pRSThabhU che patrakAra pariSadanI. patrakAro prazno pUchI rahyA che. javAbo apAI rahyA che. sAmAnyatayA kutUhala hoya : zuM puchAze ? athavA to, hamaNAM je javAba Apyo tethI A bauddhika mANaso kevA prabhAvita thayA haze evuM Akalana karavA mATe buddhi jaI zake. vinobAjInA javAba parathI lAge ke buddhi ahIM DhaLI cUkI che. na buddhi ahIM atItamAM saravAnI kozizamAM che. na bhaviSya tarapha enI gati che. vartamAna kSaNonI udAsInabhAvanI pRSThabhU para mantrajApa thayA kare che. kadAca, praznono javAba uparanuM mana ApI rahyuM haze tyAreya aMdaranuM mana mantrajApa karI rahyuM haze. sAdhanAnA A stara para pahoMcavuM che, jyAM svabhAvano laya satata ghUMTAyA karAto hoya. koI bhakta munirAjanA dehane candana vaDe lIMpe. koI manuSya e dehane zastra vaDe lohIluhANa kare che. zo pratibhAva haze munirAjano ? kazo ja nahi. zarIra para kazuMka thaI rahyuM che. sAdhakane enI joDe nisabata nathI. sIdhI vAta che ne ! sAdhanA joDe saMbaddha hoya e ghaTanA joDe ja sAdhakane saMbaMdha che. bIjI koI ghaTanAo joDe nahi. hA, koI paNa ghaTanAne sAdhanAnA sahAyaka pAsA tarIke joI zakAya tyAre tene te rIte jovAmAM sAdhakane vAMdho nathI. eTale, yA to ghaTanAne sAdhanAnA sahAyaka tattva tarIke joI zakAya. athavA to, ghaTanAthI para rahevAya. samAdhi zataka | 9 5

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plaeNTaphaoNrma parathI gADIo pasAra thaI rahI che. tame mAtra e joI rahyA cho. gADI pUrvamAM jAya ke pazcimamAM. tamAre zuM ? kAraNa ke tame mAtra jonAra cho. sAdhake ghaTanAone A ja rIte jovAnI che. jJAnasAra yAda Ave H 'manyate yo nAtattva, sa muni: parijhItita: / ' jagatanA tattvane - utpatti, laya ane dhrauvyanA khelane jANe te muni. utpatti ane layanA rUpamAM ghaTanAo mahorAM paherI pharyA kare che. kuzaLa draSTA e che, je mahorAMnI pele pAra rahela mULa rUpane jue che. eka sarakasa eka gAmamAM AvyuM. baporano samaya. eka yuvAna sarakasanA meneja2ne maLyo : mane kaMI paNa kAma Apo ! huM bI.e. pAsa chuM. bekAra chuM. menejara kahe : dilagIra chuM. tamAre yogya koI kAma mArI pAse nathI. yuvAna kahe : koI paNa kAma Apo. menejara kahe H sa2kasanuM rIMcha marI gayuM che. navuM rIMcha maLyuM nathI. rIMcha jevA poSAkamAM tame rIMchano khela karavA taiyAra hova to... bhUkhe marato yuvAna kahe H taiyAra chuM. sAMja sudhImAM teNe amuka prayogo zIkhI lIdhA. prayogo bhajavyA. kAma cAlyuM. eka vAra siMhanuM pAMjaruM khulluM rahI gayeluM. acAnaka A yuvAnanI najara paDI. potAnI pAse siMha AvI jAya to... ? samAdhi zataka | 96

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siMha enI gaDamathala samajI gayo. e kahe : bhAI, tuM gabharAto nahi. tuM bI.e. pAsa che, to huM ema.e. pAsa chuM... ! huM paNa bekAra hato. huM siMhanA khela bhajavuM chuM. zakAya. mahorAMnI pAra jo jaI zakAya... ghaNA badhA bhayonI pele pAra jaI paryAyadaSTi vairAgyanI vRddhi mATe bahu majhAnI che. mahorAMnI pele pAra javAnI vAta. zarIra rogothI gherAyeluM hoya ane tame AtmaguNomAM khelatA ho. eka krama pramANe badhuM thaI rahyuM che. paryAyo - rUpAntaraNo khUlI rahyAM che. dravyanA niravadhi samudranI chAtI para khelatA paryAyonAM A mojAM. dravyanI raMgabhUmi para paryAyonI khelAI rahelI A rAsalIlA. A pRSThabhU para kaDI kholIe : 'rajju avidyA-janita ahi, miTe rajjuke jJAna; AtamajJAne tyuM miTe, bhAva abodha nidAna...' AtmAnuM jJAna thayuM; sAcA huMnuM bhAna thayuM ane khoTA huMnAM chotarAM UDI gayAM ! 'rajju avidyA-janita ahi, miTe rajju ke jJAna...' hatuM doraDuM. aMdhArAmAM mAnI lIdho sApa. 'o...bApa re !' kahIne gabharAyA. paNa hAthabattI lagAvIne joyuM to maLyuM doraDuM. kevuM hasavuM Ave ? A ja rIte, paryAyomAM, zarIramAM ke tenI yuvAnI Adi avasthAomAM 'huM'paNAnI buddhi karI. have ? vRddhAvasthA AvatI jaze, yuvAnI karamAtI samAdhi zataka 97

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jaze; ne vedanAnI TIsa upaDaze. jIvaleNa roga zarIrane gherI leto dekhAze ane kaNasI uThAze. chAtI bhIMsAze. paNa - te samaye, huM eTale A nahi, e anubhUti tIvra banI jaze to... ? pIDA gaI. tame AnaMdamAM. ati zataka jata |

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35 AdhAra sUtra dharma arUpI dravyake, nahi rUpI para heta; aparama guna rAce nahi, yuM jJAnI mati deta ... (35) arUpI dravya - AtmA - nA guNo rUpI kema hoI zake ? ema ja e parahetuka - parane jaNAvanAra yA para tarapha khUlanAra zI rIte hoI zake ? jJAnI sAdhaka AvI anuprekSA karI aparama guNomAM rAcato nathI. [yuM = e rIte] samAdhi zataka 99 tha

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35 N mokSa : tamAruM tamArAmAM hovuM te samAdhi zataka zAMDilya RSi bhaktisUtramAM bhaktinI rasa jharatI vyAkhyA Ape che. kazyapa RSi ane bAdarAyaNa RSie Apela bhaktinI vyAkhyAo sAthe majhAno taMtu temaNe sAMdhyo che. sarasa trisUtrI ahIM cheH 100

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tAmaizvaryapadAM kazyapaH paratvAt / AtmaikaparAM bAdarAyaNaH / ubhayaparAM zANDilyaH / kazyapa RSi bhaktine aizvarya-chalakatI mAne che. prabhunA bAhya mahimA joDe saMbaddha. bAdarAyaNa RSi bhaktine Atmaparaka mAne che. bhaktanuM prabhuguNamAM ane e dvArA svaguNamAM DUbavuM te bhakti. zAMDilya RSi bhaktine aizvaryaparA AtmaparA mAne che. prabhunA caherA para rahelI adbhuta prazama rasanI dhArAthI AkarSAyela bhakta prazama guNamAM DUbe. traNe vyAkhyAonAM jharaNAmAM ApaNI jAtane thoDIka bhIMjavIe. pahelI vyAkhyA : bhakti aizvaryachalakaMtI che. pU. padmavijaya mahArAja yAda Ave : 'e ThakurAI tuja ke, bIje niva ghaTe ho lAla...' paramAtmAnuM aizvarya... keTaluM to mohaka ! prabhunA rUpane ApaNe joyA ja karIe. dharava ja na thAya. saMta kabIre prabhunA rUpane jovA mATe mananA svaccha darpaNanI vAta karI che : 'mukuTa malina aru nayana bihInA, rAma rUpa dekhahi kima dInA ?' mananuM darpaNa jhAMkhuM hoya ane prabhune joI zake tevI AMkho na hoya to prabhunuM darzana kema thaI zake ? samAdhi zataka | 101

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darpaNa jhAMkhuM zI rIte paDe che, te tamArA khyAlamAM che. varALathI, moDhAnI bASpathI te jhAMkhuM paDe. anAdinI vAsanA jyAre bahAra nIkaLe che tyAre mananuM darpaNa jhAMkhuM paDe che. guru e darpaNane svaccha banAve che. kevo A khela ! : guru poMchyA kare mananA darpaNane. ne ApaNe malina banAvyA karIe. dhrUjI javAya : gurucetanAno ApaNe keTalo anAdara karyo ? gurucetanA akAraNa ApaNA para vAtsalya varasAvyA kare, ne ApaNe korAkaTa rahyA karIe. ziSya gurudevanA vAtsalyamaya neNane apalaka rIte joto hoya tyAre prabhunI jhalakane te pAmI 2he che. bhakta akhAnI vANI yAda Ave : 'biMba jovAya pratibiMba vaDe, tima prabhu jovAya guru vaDe; te pratibiMba jihAM jhaLake bahu, te mATe gurune govinda kahyuM...' gurunI AMkhomAM prabhunI chabI jhalake. aizvarya tarapha jhUkatI bhakti. aizvarye maDhI bhakti. prabhunA aizvaryamAM khovAI javuM. rUpa-aizvarya, prAtihArya-aizvarya... e samavasaraNa... prabhunuM bhuvana- vimohana rUpa. tame joyA ja karo, joyA ja karo. samAdhi zataka | 102

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bhaktinI bIjI vyAkhyA : AtmaparA che bhakti. prabhunA prazama rasane jotAM bhakta potAnI bhItara rahela prazama rasane AsvAde che, anubhave che. mahopAdhyAya yazovijayajIe ApelI bhaktinI vyAkhyA ahIM yAda Ave : 'sAcI bhakti re bhAvana rasa kahyo...' sAcI bhakti eTale zuM ? bhAvana rasa... prabhunA guNone varNavavAno / kahevAno eka rasa hoya che, prabhunA guNone sAMbhaLavAno paNa eka rasa hoya che; paNa e guNone anubhavavAno rasa... ! e to adbhuta. zabdone pele pAranI e ghaTanA. prabhunA AjJA-aizvaryamAM DUbavAno paNa eka rasa che. DUbavuM paramAtmAnI AjJAmAM. DUbavuM potAnI bhItara. mokSanI bahu ja majhAnI vyAkhyA pU. haribhadrasUri mahArAje yogazataka-TIkAmAM ApI che : 'AtmanaH Atmani va avasthAnam.' tamAruM tamArAmAM hovuM, tamArA guNomAM hovuM te mokSa... AjJApAlananuM e paraMparita phaLa. bhakti ahIM AtmaparA, svarUpa bhaNI jatI thaI. pahelI vyAkhyAmAM prabhunA aizvarya para dRSTi TharI ane pachI sva-rUpa bhaNI dRSTi bhaktanI jAya che. bIjI vyAkhyAmAM UMcakAyela bhakta - prabhuguNonI abhyastatAne kAraNe - sIdho ja svaguNonI dhArA bhaNI jAya che. - trIjI vyAkhyA pramANe bhakti ubhayaparA che. bhaktine - prAraMbhika kakSAnA bhaktanI - prabhunA rUpa AdithI saMbaddha mAnIe toya sarasa che e. ane samAdhi zataka | 103

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UMcakAyela bhaktanI bhakti sIdhI AtmaguNo tarapha jatI hoya to paNa e sarasa che. bhUmikA bhede bheda hoI zake. aizvaryaparatA ane AtmaparatA prabhuguNomAM ApaNane DUbakI marAve che. A pRSThabhU para kaDI khUle che : 'aparama guNa rAce nahi, yuM jJAnI mati deta...' jo prabhuguNomAM / paramaguNomAM tame rAcelA cho, DUbelA cho, to tame apama guNomAM zI rIte vahI zako ? 52maguNomAM vahevAnuM... ane, paramaguNomAM vahIne sva-guNonI dhArAmAM vahevAnuM. kevI che e AtmaguNonI dhArA ? 'dharma arUpI dravyake, nahi rUpI para heta...' arUpI dravya | AtmAnA guNo rUpI nathI. eTale ke tame emane joI na zako... hA, emane anubhavI zako. 'dharma arUpI dravyake, nahi rUpI...' AtmadravyanA dharma/guNa rUpI nathI. ane bIjI vAta. te guNo para tarapha khUlatA paNa nathI. 'para heta.' para mATe - para bhaNI svaguNa na khUle. ane, AvA AtmaguNomAM jene satata DUbakI lagAvavAnI hoya che, e sAdhaka paramaguNa / AtmaguNa sivAya bIje kyAMya manane lagAvI zake ? samAdhi zataka 104

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36 AdhArasUtra naigama nayakI kalpanA, aparama-bhAva vizeSa; parama-bhAvameM maganatA, ati vizuddha nayarekha ... (36) jJAnAdi parama (zreSTha) guNo sivAyanuM bIjuM kaMI paNa che, te a52ma bhAva naigama nayanI dRSTie che. nizcaya naya to mAtra svaguNamAM DUbavAnI vAta ka2ze. eTale ke parama bhAvamAM magna thavAnI vAta nizcaya naya kare che. samAdhi zataka 105

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39 jahar anubhUtinI sugandha kavi manoja khaMDeriyAnI sarasa kAvyapaMkti yAda Ave : 'mane sadbhAgya ke zabdo maLyA tAre mulaka jAvA; caraNa laI doDavA besuM, to varasonAM varaso lAge...' samAdhi zataka | 106

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anubhUtinI sugaMdhathI maghamaghatAM puSponI A vAta che. paramanA pradezanI yAtrA thAya mAtra anubhUti-bhIgA zabdone sathavAre. saMta dariyAe eka sarasa rUpaka ApyuM che. pahelAnA yugamAM nagarano daravAjo toDavA mATe A yukti vaparAtI hatI : hAthI potAnA daMtUsaLane daravAjA joDe bherave ane pachI potAnuM samagra baLa lagAve. daravAjo hacamacI UThe, tUTI jAya. hAthInA dAMta daravAjAne aDe ane dvAra kaDaDabhUsa thaIne paDI jAya, paNa mANasa mAtra hAthIdAMtane (marela hAthInA dAMtane) potAnA hAthamAM rAkhI daravAjAne aDakADe to zuM thAya ? 'daMta grahe hasti binA, pola na tUTe koya...' kAraNa ke dAMtanI pAchaLa je hAthInI zakti hatI, te atyAre kyAM che ? ema, zabdanI pAchaLa sadgurunI zakti che. eTale ja, ApaNI paraMparAmAM bahuzruta zabda vaparAyo che vidvAna mATe. evo vidvAna, jeNe gurucaraNomAM rahIne khUba sAMbhaLyuM che. dvipAThI ke tripAThI zabdanI pAchaLa paNa paD dhAtu che; jeNe gurucaraNomAM besIne adhyayana karyuM che, to pAThI. be vAra adhyayana - pATha karyo hoya to dvipAThI: traNa vAra karela hoya to tripAThI. paramapAvana AcArAMgajInAM madhura sUtrone koI anubhavI guru khole che tyAre occhava thaI rahe che. ekavAra zaMkhezvara mahAtIrthamAM pUjyapAda jaMbUvijayajI mahArAja sAhebane AcArAMgajI 52 vAcanA ApatAM sAMbhaLelA. teo jyAre bolatA samAdhi zataka 107 | 19

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hatA ke, AcArAMgajInAM A pavitra sUtro mATe 'vAMco ane nAco' ema kahevAnuM mana thAya che, tyAre temanA zarIramAM ahobhAvanuM nRtya kharekhara dekhAtuM hatuM. ahIM zabdo thoDA hoya che; anubhUti gherI banelI hoya che. kaho ke anubhUtinA drAvaNane / rasane bharavA mATenAM nAnakaDAM pAtro bane che ahIM zabdo. A zabdo ApaNI sAdhanAne jhaDapathI UMce caDhAve che. kaDInA zabdo vAparIe to, 'paramabhAvameM maganatA' te Ape che. Ama juo to, eka 'ma'ne lAvavAmAM keTalA yuga lAgyA ! parabhAvamAM magna to hatA ja ApaNe anaMta yugothI. have banavuM che paramabhAvamAM magna. joke, eka hakIkata tarapha dhyAna kheMcAvuM joIe ke 'para'mAM kyAreya ApaNe DUbI na zakIe. DubADavA jeTaluM UMDANa ja enI pAse kyAM che ? to, e zuM hatuM ? ApaNe A rIte e vAtane sarakhAvI zakIe : bhUkha khUba lAgI che. garama, svAsthyavardhaka bhojana maLe tema nathI. tyAre je kaMI maLe AcarakUcara, enAthI peTa bharavuM paDe. paraMtu tyAM paritRpti nathI thatI. alabatta, Ano khyAla paNa jeNe sarasa bhojana vAraMvAra AsvAdyuM che, ene ja Avaze. ema, paramano Acho so AsvAda paNa maLela haze to tarata samajAI jaze ke parathI zuM maLI zake ? 'para'ne ApaNe triAyAmI citra jevuM kahI zakIe. ghaDAnuM tevuM citra hoya to jonArane ghaDo ja lAgaze. paNa hAthamAM samAdhi zataka 108

Page #114
letAM khyAla Ave ke te vAstavika nathI. tenI UMDAI AbhAsI che. dekhAva pUratI ja. to, paramAM DUbI na zakAya. eTale ja parabhAva-magnatA jevo zabda- prayoga vaparAto nathI. tame parathI lapeTAyelA, vIMTaLAyelA hoI zako. ane eTale, parabhAva-liptatA jevo zabdaprayoga karI zakAya. A pRSThabhU para kaDIne kholIe : 'naigama nayakI kalpanA, apa2ma bhAva vizeSa; parama-bhAvameM maganatA, ati vizuddha nayarekha.' ahIM vyavahAra (naigama naya) ane nizcaya nayanuM samatolana samajavA jevuM che. nizcaya dRSTi mAtra 'sva'mAM DUbavAnI vAta karaze. jemake, cAritra eTale nijaguNasthiratA A nizcaya nayanI vyAkhyA che. ahIM prazamarati prakaraNe Apela sAdhakanuM eka pyAruM vizeSaNa yAda Ave H 'svamuLAbhyAsaratamate:' potAnA guNonA abhyAsamAM otaprota thayela vyaktitva che sAdhakanuM. zubha dvArA zuddhamAM javAnI A vAta thaI. zubha, zubhano vega ane zuddha. prabhubhakti ke svAdhyAyanI zubhanI majhAnI dhArA cAlatI hoya... emAM prabhunA koI guNa para anuprekSA thAya ke svAdhyAyanI koI paMkti para anuprekSA thaze to e thaze zubhano vega. ane e vega prabhuguNanI (ne e dvArA svaguNanI) anubhUti ke svAdhyAyamAM Avela paMktimAM kahela AtmadazAnI anubhUti thAya to te zuddha dazA. (1) nijaguNa sthiratA caraNa te praNamo, nizcaya zuddha prakAra... samAdhi zataka 109

Page #115
kaDI kahe che ke svaguNAnubhUti, paramabhAvane meLavI apAvanAra sAdhanA- bhUmikAne zuddhanayanI dRSTie aparamabhAva kahevAya che. to naigamanaya aparamabhAvanA vizeSone - zubhanA bhinna bhinna prakArone paNa svIkAraze; kAraNa ke e paramabhAvane pamADanArI sAdhanA che. jyAre nizcaya naya mAtra 52mabhAvamAM - svaguNAnubhUtimAM DUbavAnI prakriyAne ja sAdhanA tarIke lekhaze. samAdhi zataka 110

Page #116
39 AdhArasUtra rAgAdika jaba pariharI, kare sahaja guNakhoja; ghaTameM bhI pragaTe to, cidAnandakI moja ... (37) rAga, dveSa Adine dUra karI sAdhaka jyAre sahaja guNone pAme che, tyAre tenI bhItara cidAnandano vilAsa pragaTe che. 1. ghaTameM bhI pragaTI sadA, B * F samAdhi zataka 111

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36 cidAnandano divya anubhava samrATa sikandare bhAratIya yogIne potAnI sAthe potAne deza AvavA kahyuM. yogIe nAmarajI batAvI. sikaMdara kahe che : huM samrATono paNa samrATa chuM. yogIe hasIne kahyuM : huM avadhUtonoya avadhUta chuM ! samAdhi zataka 112

Page #118
dekhItI rIte, yogInA pratyuttaramAM nirahaMkAranI sugaMdha hatI. caherA 52nI e muskAna, astitvamAMthI UThatI sugaMdha. khyAla Ave ke bhItara AnaMdano kevo to dariyo UchaLI rahyo haze. kAMThe AvatAM mojAMne jovAmAMya jo Avo AhlAda pragaTato hoya to bhItara to kevuM aizvarya haze ! parama-tAraka zAntinAtha prabhunI stavanAmAM mahopAdhyAya yazovijaya mahArAja bhItaranI duniyAnA aizvaryanI vAta laI AvyA che. hama magana bhaye prabhudhyAna meM... bisara gaI duvidhA tana mana kI, acirAsuta gunagAnameM.... ... cidAnandakI moja macI hai, samatArasake pAnameM ... 'hama magana bhaye...' atyAra sudhI para padArtho ane 52 vyaktitvomAM otaprota vyaktitva have prabhunA dhyAnamAM, prabhunA guNonI / svarUpanI anubhUtimAM DUbavA cAhe che. ane e DUbavAnI kSaNomAM zuM ghaTita thAya che ? 'bisara gaI duvidhA tanamanakI...' na to zarIranA stara para koI duvidhA / tANa rahI, na mananA stara para. prabhunA guNomAM DUbIne jyAre sAdhaka potAnI bhItara DUbyo ane potAnA guNono rasAsvAda eNe mANyo, tyAM pIDAnuM astitva kevuM ? samAdhi zataka Tyyn

Page #119
tyAM to che cidAnandanI moja. cid eTale jJAna. ane Ananda... eTale zuM ? AnandanI vyAkhyA A rIte thAya : asaMgathI janmela sukha. padArtho ke vyaktionA saMga vaDe janmela ratibhAvane sukha kahevAya. saMgajanya sukha... paraMtu guNo paranA anurAgane kAraNe je sukha janme che, te che asaMgajanya sukha. Ananda. anurAgane pachI anubhUtimAM palaTAvI zakAze. jJAnanI anubhUti. AnandanI anubhUti. jJAna jJeyomAM - padArtho ke vyaktiomAM - DUbaze to rAga, dveSano lepa thaze. paNa mAtra jaNAya; jene jANo cho emAM rAga-dveSa na hoya to... ? A che jJAtAbhAvanI anubhUti. savAso gAthAnA stavananI kaDI yAda Ave : 'jJAyaka-bhAva je ekalo, grahe te sukha sAdhe.' sAyakabhAva. mAtra jANanArane ja jANavo che, anubhavavo che. zeyone to bahu jANyAM; jANIne rAga-dveSa paNa karyo. have jJAtAne jANavo che. A pRSThabhU para kaDI zarU thAya che. 'rAgAdika jaba pariharI, kare sahaja guNakhoja; ghaTameM bhI pragaTe tadA, cidAnandakI moja...' rAga-dveSanuM zithilIkaraNa, sahaja guNonI prApti, cidAnandano divya anubhava; A krama che bhItarI guNonI sugaMdhane mANavAno. samAdhi zataka 114 EYn

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'rAgAdika jaba pariharI...' rAga, dveSa, ahaMkAranuM zithilIkaraNa. sama- rasanuM vahI UThavuM. para taraphanA vikalpo che nahi have. ane eTale mana to AnaMdamaya che ja. tana paNa taNAvarahita che. 'bisara gaI duvidhA tana mana kI.' kadAca rogothI gherAyeluM zarIra hoya, paNa enI noMdha le tevuM mana kyAM che have ? mAtra che muskAna, smita. taNAva-rahitatAno vistAra manathI tana sudhI. pavitra uttarAdhyayana sUtranA zabdomAM bhAvArjhavathI kAyArjavano vizALa jaLapravAha. bhAva-RjutAnI asIma jaLarAzi kAyAne kAMThe taraMgita thAya ja ne ! rAgAdika jaba pariharI, kare sahaja guNakhoja...' rAga-dveSanuM zithilIkaraNa. samarasanI prApti... ane tyAre ..? 'ghaTameM bhI pragaTe tadA, cidAnandakI moja.' bhItara to mastI, kepha hoya ja. enuM pratibimba kAyAmAM - ghaTamAM paNa pragaTe. evA sAdhakano cahero jotAM lAge ke ene kaMIka divya tattvanI prApti thaI gaI che. samAdhi zataka | 115

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38 AdhArasUtra rAgAdika pariNAmayuta, mana hi ananta saMsAra; tehi ja rAgAdika rahita, jAne parama-pada sAra ... (38) rAga vagerenA pariNamanathI yukta mana te ja saMsAra che ane rAga vagerethI rahita mana te mokSa che. samAdhi zataka /111

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38 mokSa : akuMThita bhakti samAdhi zataka mahopAdhyAya zrImad yazovijaya mahArAja paramatAraka zrI vAsupUjya bhagavAnanA stavanamAM saMsAra ane mokSanI saraLatama vyAkhyA ApatAM kahe che : 'kleze vAsita mana saMsAra, klezarahita mana te bhavapAra...' keTalI '/'19

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to saraLa vyAkhyA ! manamAM rAga, dveSa, IrSA AdinuM chavAI UThavuM te saMsAra. temanuM na hovuM te mokSa... paNa, A kleza-rahitatA tarapha javAno mArga kayo ? bhakta pAse to TUMko ne Taca mArga che : prabhu Ave mana gharamAM, ne klezo jAya. 'jo vizuddha mana ghara tume AyA, to ame navanidhi Rddhi pAyA...' sAdhanAnuM eka saraLa sUtra ahIM khUle che : saghana rAga, dveSa aTake eTale prabhu vizuddha mana-gharamAM padhAre. ane prabhu padhAre eTale zuddhi ja zuddhi. joke, pharI prazna aNasUlaDyo rahyo. saghana rAga, dveSa aTakAvavA zI rIte ? bhakta to che saMpUrNa asahAya. zuM karI zake e ? stavanAnA prAraMbhamAM A praznano uttara apAyo che : 'svAmI ! tume kAMI kAmaNa kIdhuM, cittaDuM amAruM corI lIdhuM; ame paNa tumasuM kAmaNa karazuM, bhakte grahI managharamAM dharazuM...' paramAtmAnuM darzana... eka stabdhatA. bhAvavibhoratA. e bhAvavibhoratAe manamAM UThatA rAga, dveSanA tophAnane zAnta karI dIdhuM. ne e manamAM prabhunI chabI UpasI. bhaktithI bhInA hRdayamAM prabhu na Ave evuM bane kharuM ? prazna thAya ke prabhu to mokSamAM rahe... bhaktanA manamAM zI rIte te Ave ? sarasa javAba apAyo che H 'mana vaikuMTha akuMThita bhakta, yogI bhAkhe anubhava jugate...' akuMThita bhakti te ja vaikuMTha, mokSa. samAdhi zataka 118

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akuMThita bhakti eTale zuM ? kuMThA eTale avarodha. avarodha vagaranI bhakti te akuMThita bhakti. akuMThita bhakti prabhunA prasAdane antastaramAM laI javAnI eka paddhatinuM nAma che. tamAro vicAra / IcchA bhaLe to bhaktimAM avarodha pedA thAya. na joIe koI ja apekSA. ahIM to che bhakti mATe bhakti. kazA mATe bhakti nahi. mahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI yAda Ave : 'muktithI adhika tuja bhakti muja mana-vasI, jehasuM sabaLa pratibaMdha lAgo; camaka pASANa jima lohane khiMcaze, muktine sahaja tuja bhakti rAgo.' saMta nAvamAM beThelA. nAvamAM saheja kANuM paDyuM. pANI dhasArAbaMdha aMdara AvavA lAgyuM. saMta cIpiyA vaDe bIjuM kANuM pADavA mathe che e vakhate. lokone navAI lAgI. loko pANI ulece che. saMta bahu ja moTA, prabhAvazALI saMta hatA. eTale emane koI kaMI kahI rAkatuM nathI. tyAM to hoDI kinArA bhaNI AvavA lAgI. saMte kANuM pADavAnI prakriyA baMdha karI ane teo lokonI joDe pANI ulecavA lAgyA. lokone navAI lAgI. pUchyuM tyAre saMte kahyuM ke jyAre nAvamAM kANuM paDyuM tyAre meM mAnyuM ke prabhunI IcchA nAvane DubADavAnI che. ane jo prabhunI IcchA A hoya to ApaNe ene vadhAvavI joIe. paNa jyAM nAva kinArA tarapha AvavA lAgI tyAre mane lAgyuM ke prabhu ApaNane bacAvavA cAhe che. tyAre prabhunI e IcchAne paNa meM vadhAvI. samAdhi zataka | 119

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prabhuzaktine anukULa vahevuM te ja akuMThita bhakti. tamArI IcchA AvI eTale bhakti thaI kuMThita. 'kleze vAsita mana saMsAra, kleza rahita mana te bhavapAra...' A paMktionI pRSThabhU para kaDIne samajIe : 'rAgAdika pariNAmayuta, mana hi ananta saMsAra; tehi ja rAgAdika rahita, jAne parama pada sAra...' rAga, dveSa, IrSAthI chavAyeluM / UbharAyeluM mana te saMsAra... rAgAddikathI rahita mana te mokSa... to, mokSa mATenI sAdhanA thaze rAga, dveSa, ahaMkAranI zithilatA. sAdhanA barobara thaI rahI che ke nahi te jovA/cakAsavA mATe sAdhake eka ja prazna potAnI jAtane pUchavo joIe H rAga, dveSa, ahaMkAra zithila banyA? javAba hakAramAM Ave to ja lAge ke sAdhanA barobara cAlI rahI che. - joke, ApaNI sAdhanA pratyenuM ApaNuM adhimUlyAMkana ovara esTimezana hoI zake. ane ethI sadguru pAse jaIne pUchavuM joIe ke gurudeva ! mArI sAdhanA barobara cAle che ne ? 'jAne parama pada sAra...' rAga, dveSa, ahaMkAranI zithilatA te mokSapatha ane rAga, dveSa, ahaMkArano vilaya te mokSa. mokSa kyAM dUra che have ? samAdhi zataka | 1 120

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39 AdhArasUtra bhavaprapaMca mana-jALakI bAjI jUThI mULa; cAra pAMca dina khuza lage, aMta dhULakI dhULa... (39) bhavanA vistAra rUpa mananI A mAyAjALa... zo artha A badhAno ? cAra divasanAM cAMdaraDAM jevuM. aMte to badhuM vyartha, vyartha. 1. jALa ehi, B 2. aMta dhUli kI dhUli, D samAdhi zataka 121

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39 retanAM A ghara ! varasAda varaselo che. pachI taDako paDyo che. bhInI bhInI retI, bALakane maLeluM nimaMtraNa. kudarate svahaste lakhelI A nimaMtraNa patrikA. kayuM bALaka A AmaMtraNane ThukarAvI zake ? retamAM paga nAkhIne, majhAnA AkAra ApIne ghara banAvavAmAM AvyuM. bIjAM samAdhi zataka 122

Page #128
bALakoe e 'ghara' sAthe thoDAMka ceDAM karyAM tyAre hAthohAthanI jAmI paNa gaI. paraMtu, mammInuM jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa AvyuM ne badhAM bALako pATuM lagAvIne 'ghara'ne pADIne ravAnA thaI gayA. bhItarI yAtrAnA stara para A ghaTanAne joI che mahopAdhyAya yazovijaya mahArAje AThadRSTinI sajjhAyamAM : 'bAlya dhUlighara lIlA sarakhI, bhavaceSTA IhAM bhAse re...' pAMcamI dRSTimAM Avela sAdhakane saMsArano 'khela' bALakonA retanA ghara jevo lAge che. 'zo artha Ano ?'... eka tIvra manthana bhItara cAlyA kare che. kriyAo cAlI rahI hoya - bolavAnI, cAlavAnI, khAvAnI... paNa kartA kyAM che ? kartA to nija-guNamAM khelI rahyo che. vaibhAvika kartRtva kevuM hatuM ? bhASA-vargaNAnAM pudgalo grahaNa karyA, choDyA; AmAM tamAruM kartRtva zuM hatuM ? tame kahezo : huM sarasa bolyo ! tamAruM pradAna AmAM zuM ? e mATe A dRSTi lAvI zakAya : tamArAM vacanone jemaNe saMskArita karyA, e zikSAvido ane granthone havAle tamArA vAkcAturyane tame na mUkI zako ? keTalA badhA vidyAguruoe ApaNI buddhine / abhivyaktinI kaLAne maThArI che. ApaNuM mana to hatuM aNaghaDa paththarano TukaDo. jene tarAsIne A kaLAsvAmIoe ene adbhuta zilpamAM pheravyuM. samAdhi zataka | 127

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mAIkala eNnjalono hAtha na pharyo hota to 'pieTA'nuM zilpa kyAMthI maLata ? veTikana siTImAM saMta piTaranA devaLamAM Avela A zilpa mAIkala eNnjalonA adbhuta sarjano paikInuM eka che. vadhastaMbha parathI utArAyela IsunA dehane mA merInA khoLAmAM mukAyela che e A zilpa bhAvavinyAsanI daSTie vizvanA zreSTha zilpomAM agraNI haroLamAM Ave che. aNaghaDa paththara para mAIkalano hAtha na pharyo hota to ekAda gharanA pagathiyAthI vadhu zuM hota ? upaniSadnI parA vANI yAda Ave. 'yasya bhAsA vibhAti tuM sarvam'.... 'te'nA - paramAtmAnA prakAzathI badhuM jhaLahaLe che. paramAtmAnAM vacanono sUryaprakAza. paNa ApaNA hRdayanA bhoMyarAne prakAzita karavA zuM karavuM ? sadguru nAnakaDA TamaTamiyAne (ApaNe samajI zakIe tevA saraLa zabdone) bhItara utAraze. ne lyo, bhoMyaruM prakAzita thaI gayuM ! gurumayatAnI e kSaNo... mIrAM yAda Ave : 'caraNa binA mohi ka nahi bhAve...' A zrIcaraNo vinA have kyAMya rahI zakAya nahi. kevAM zItala A caraNo ! araNika munie anubhavI'tI gurucaraNonI A ThaMDaka. evI ThaMDaka, jene dhagadhagatI zilA parano nivAsa paNa dUra na karI zakI. pavitra uttarAdhyayana sUtra eTale ja kahe che : 'viTTe puruM sayA...' gurunI najIka rahevAnuM. evA najIka ke ApaNo dIvoya jhagI UThe ! samAdhi zataka | 124

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paramAtmAe jJAna ApyuM. emanA pratinidhi samA sadguruoe jJAna ApyuM. badhuM jyAre emanuM ja che, tyAre ApaNuM kRtitva - pravacana AdimAM kyAM rahe che ? - to, A majhAnI kSaNo hoya che, jyAre kriyA che, kartA nathI. bolAI rahyuM che. bolanAra adRzya che. tamAruM kRtitva nathI ne ! tamAruM kRtitva UDyuM, tame draSTAbhAvamAM AvyA; vaibhAvika kAryo nirarthaka nirarthaka lAgyA karaze. lAge ke kRtitvanA keTalA chIcharA pANImAM keTalI kharAba rIte DUbyA hatA ApaNe ? A pRSThabhU para kaDIne joIe : 'bhavaprapaMca mana-jALakI, bAjI jUThI mULa; cAra pAMca dina khuza lage, aMta dhULakI dhULa...' saMsArano vistAra jenAthI thayo e A mana... zo artha A manano ? mana kRtitvamAM rAce : 'meM A karyuM...' ane jo eno prativAda thaze to...? sAmAjika kriyA-kalApomAM AvI ghaTanAo ghaTatI ghaNI vAra ApaNe joIe chIe. eka vyaktine lAge ke pote A kArya sarasa rIte karyuM che. bIjAone evuM na lAge. e loko eno virodha kare. pelI vyakti hatAza thaI jAya. kaDI kahe che : 'cAra pAMca dina khuza lage, aMta dhULakI dhULa...' zo artha A cAra divasanI cAMdanIno ? hakIkatamAM, cAra-pAMca divasa paNa moTo samayagALo che. eka paNa vaibhAvika kRtitvamAM tamane thoDo samaya prasannatA ApavAnI paNa kSamatA che kharI ? samAdhi zataka 125

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40 AdhAra sUtra moha bAgurI jAla mana, tAme mRga mate hou, yAmeM je muni nahi pare, tAkuM asukha na kou ... (40) moharUpI pAradhI zikArI manarUpI jALa dvArA AtmArUpI haraNiyAne pakaDavA Icche che. je muni A mohanI cuMgAlamAM phasAto nathI, tene koI takalIpha nathI. [bAgurI = pAradhI] [tAmeM [yAmeM [tAkuM = = = 1. vAgarI, A - B - F temAM] emAM] tene] 2. mati, B samAdhi zataka |129

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samAdhi zataka 40 'mA'ne je game te... ekalavya guNa droNa pAse jAya che ane vinaMtI kare che : mane dhanurvidyA zIkhavo ! guru nA pADe che. ekalavyanuM ziSyatva bane che ahIM garimAmaMDita. e gurunI 'nA' no | 120

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svIkAra kare che. e jANavA paNa nathI mAMgato ke guru zA mATe nA pADe che. adbhuta A ghaTanA. ekalavya ahIM che mAtra svIkAranI mudrAmAM. guru taraphathI 'hA' varasI hota toya svIkAra hato; 'nA' varasI che, toya svIkAra che. guru taraphathI je varase te jhIlavuM. ziSyatvano keTalo adbhuta artha ekalavye kholyo che ! ekalavya hato gurumaya. evI gurumayatA jyAM ekalavyatva hatuM ja nahi ! tyAM to hatuM sadgurunA samaMdaranuM eka mojuM. ane mojAne tame zI rIte nAma Apo ? guru droNanI bAju zuM hatuM ? ekalavya ghare gayo ane mATInI guru droNanI mUrti banAvI, tenI pUjA karI te bhaNavA lAgyo. prakhara dhanurdhara te banI paNa gayo. te cinmaya droNa pAsethI arjuna je na pAmI zakyo, te mRNmaya droNa pAsethI ekalavya pAmI gayo. kadAca, guru droNa e prasthApita karavA mAgatA hatA ke ziSyatvanuM pragaTI UThavuM e ja mahattvanuM hatuM. ekalavyanuM ziSyatva mukharita banyuM ane te AgaLa pahoMcI gayo. samAdhi zataka 128 /12

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ziSya hoya paththaranA TukaDA jevo. ziSya hoya baraphanA gaciyA jevo. ziSya hoya pANI jevo. pahelI bhUmikA che vyavahAru ziSyatvanI. gurunA jaLapAtramAM paththarano e TukaDo kema gaLI zake ? ne cUro karIne nAkho toya jaLapAtramAM paththaranAM cUrNano zo artha ? bIjI bhUmikA : baraphanuM gaciyuM che ziSya. toDavuM paDe. IcchAothI sakhata banela paDa hoya, paNa gurunA vacana-daMDathI te tUTI zake. ogaLI zake. eka AbhijAtya. eka janmajAta komaLatA. moTAo kahe te svIkArI levAno svabhAva. trIjI bhUmikAmAM ziSya che pANI jevo. pANIne je pAtramAM nAkho te pAtramAM te tadAkAra banI jAya. ziSya ahIM che IcchArahita. gurudeva kahe tema karavuM che. pote AkAra-rahita hovAthI gurunI AjJAnA pAtramAM te pramANeno AkAra te laI le che ! potAnI jAta paranI anAsthA, e ja to zraddhAnuM svarUpa che ne ! A zraddhA abhivyakta thAya che prabhumayatA rUpe, gurumayatArUpe. zraddhA... je sAdhakanA vyaktitvane adazya karI de. sAdhakanA manane apAI jAya alavidA. e mana, je gaNatarI karyA karatuM hatuM. e mana, je eka vartuLamAM saryA karatuM hatuM. e mana, jene koI ja navI gatino anubhava nahoto. e mana, je mohanI senAmAM bhaLela hatuM. samAdhi zataka 129

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A pRSThabhU para kaDIne laIe : 'moha bAgurI jAla mana, tAmeM mRga mata hou; yAmeM je muni niva pare, tAkuM asukha na kou...' moha rUpI pAradhI prAraMbhika sAdhaka rUpI haraNane mananI jALa vaDe pakaDavAnA prayatno kare che. e mananI jALamAM je phasAtA nathI, e munine kyAreya pIDA nathI hotI. mananI jALa kyAre sAdhakane phasAve ? jyAre e IcchAnA dardathI pIDAto hoya tyAre... 'mane A game...' A evA dardInuM dhruva pada hoya che. 'mane A game...' 'mane A phAve.' AmAM eka ja kAno umerI devAya to... ? 'mane'ne badale 'mAne'...... 'mA'ne je game te karavuM che... prabhumAne ane gurumAne game te ja karavuM che. basa, mananI jALamAM have sAdhaka kyAreya nahi phasAya. samAdhi zataka 130

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41 AdhAra sUtra jaba nija mana sanmukha hue, ciMta na para guNa-doSa;* taba bahurAI lagAIe, jJAnadhyAna rasa poSa...(41) potAnA mananI sanmukha pragaTa thatA guNa ane doSanI vicAraNA jyAre aTakI gaI hoya tyAre jJAna ane dhyAnanA UMDANamAM DUbakI lagAvIne tenA rasane puSTa karavo joIe. [bahurAI = UMDANathI] 1. citavata paraguNa doSa, A - C citavi na paraguNa doSa, D citava na paraguNa doSa, B - F * cintavata pa2 guNadoSa... (pAThAntara) manamAM jyAre bIjAnA guNa ke doSanI vicAraNA cAlatI hoya tyAre jJAna ane dhyAnanA UMDANamAM DUbakI lagAvIne tenA rasane puSTa karavo joIe. samAdhi zataka | 136 |1

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41 adbhuta rasAsvAda paradoSadarzana kema thAya che ? ApaNI jovAnI khAmIne kAraNe. mArA cazmAnA kAcamAM DAgha che, to mane pharasa para ane bhIMta para DAgha dekhAya che. je kSaNe mane A khyAla Ave ane samAdhi zataka 132

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che ? mArA cazmAnA kAcane lUchI nAMkhuM; pharasanA ne bhIMtanA DAgha have kyAM jJAnasAra granthe paNa eka sarasa AyAma Apyo che : koI vyaktimAM doSa jovAyo, to e enA karmanA udayane kAraNe che. e AtmAnuM svarUpa thoDuM evuM che ? to, karmodayakRta viSamatAne bAjumAM rAkhI te AtmAnI ananta guNAtmakatA bhaNI najara na jaI zake ?2 kolasAnI khANamAMthI eka karmacArI sAMje bahAra Ave. enuM pUruM zarIra kolasAnI rajathI rajoTAyeluM hoya. cahero kALo, kALo lAgato hoya, paNa ene oLakhanAra vyaktine khyAla che ke enI A dekhItI kALAza uparachallI ja che. naLa nIce besatAM ja e kALAza chU thaI javAnI che ane enI cAmaDIno gaura varNa chato thavAno che. A khyAla hoya tyAre enI kALAza jotAM abhAva nathI thato. ema ja krodha, lobha Adi doSo koImAM joyA; paNa e doSo enuM uparachalluM ja rUpa che e khyAla Ave to...? doSadarzanathI chUTavAno eka bIjo AyAma... potAnA saMbaMdhIne kensara thayuM che e sAMbhaLyA pachIno sAmAnya vyaktino pratibhAva Avo hoya che : are, emane kensara thayuM ? ahIM sahAnubhUtino bhAva bhaLelo hoya che. to, doSonuM kensara koIne che e samAcAra sahAnubhUti na jagADe ? 2. anicchan karmavaiSamyaM, brahmAMzena samaM jagat / samAdhi zataka | 133

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potAnAthI caDhiyAtI vyaktimAM thatuM doSadarzana to ApaNA mATe bahu ja nukasAnakAraka sAbita thaI zake. sAdhakane thAya ke AvA moTA sAdhakamAMya krodha che, to mArAmAM hoya to zo vAMdho ? potAnA doSane sAro mAnavA sudhI sAdhaka nIce Utare te keTaluM khoTuM? mArA dAdAgurudeve mane ekavAra kaheluM : dIkarA ! vepArIno dIkaro kyAreya khoTano dhaMdho kare kharo ? meM kaheluM : nAjI, nA kare. teozrIe haLavethI umeryuM : bIjAnA doSane jovA e kevo dhaMdho kahevAya ? khoTano ja ne ? ethI maLe zuM ? : kaDI kahe che : 'ciMte na pa2 guNa doSa.' paradoSadarzana to nathI karavuM. paraguNadarzana paNa, sAdhanAnI eka bhUmikAe, karavAnuM nathI hotuM. paraguNadarzana majhAnI sAdhanA che. bIjAnA doSo dekhAvA zarU thAya e ja kSaNe e ja vyaktimAM rahela guNo dekhAI Ave to...? to, doSadarzana aTakI jaze. to, paraguNadarzananI sAdhanA thaI sakAraNa sAdhanA. doSadarzana thAya tyAre guNadarzana karavAnuM. e ja rIte, pramodabhAvanAnA layamAM guNadarzana karavAnuM. paNa pachI, sAdhanAnI evI eka UMcI bhUmikA Ave che, jyAre sAdhaka mAtra potAmAM DUbela hoya che. svarUpamAM tanmayatA. svaguNamAM tanmayatA. A kSaNomAM 52guNadarzana nathI rahetuM. samAdhi zataka 134

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Ama juo to, tyAM - te kSaNomAM - svaguNadarzana paNa nathI hotuM, to paraguNadarzana kyAMthI hoya ? tyAM hoya che svaguNAnubhUti. 'jaba nija mana sanmukha hue, ciMte na para guNa doSa...' mananI samakSa pragaTa thatAM guNa-doSonI ciMtA jyAre nIkaLI gaI, tyAre sAdhaka zuM kare ? tyAre e jJAna ane dhyAnanI UMDAIomAM khovAI jAya. 'taba bahurAI lagAIe, jJAnadhyAna rasa poSa...' evI DUbakI ke jJAna ane dhyAnanA atala UMDANamAM pravezI sAdhaka jJAna ane dhyAnanA divya rasane anubhavavA lAge. A rasa... pUjya mAnavijaya mahArAja kahe che H agaNita atItamAM kyAreya Avo rasa cAkhyo nathI.3 jJAna-dhyAnanA rasane puSTa karavo che. dekhItI rIte, UMDANanI vAta ahIM che. ApaNI sAdhanAne svAdhyAyanI laMbAI che, anuSThAnonI pahoLAI che. have emAM anubhUtinI UMDAI bhaLe to jJAna ane dhyAnanI UMcAI prApta thAya. divya AnaMdalokamAM sAdhakano praveza thaI rahe. 'taba bahurAI lagAIe, jJAnadhyAna rasa poSa.' (3) ajita jinesara caraNanI sevA, hevAe huM haLiyo; kahIe aNacAkhyo paNa anubhava rasano TANo miliyo... samAdhi zataka | 174

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prazamarati prakaraNanI AryA yAda AveH 'yAvatparazuLatoSa-parijItane vyApRtaM mano bhavati / tAvadvaraM vizuddhe dhyAne vyagraM manaH kartum // 184 // A AryAne sAme rAkhIe tyAre samAdhizatakanI prastuta kaDI A rIte paNa samajAya : 'jaba nija mana sanmukha hue, cittavata para guNa doSa; taba bahurAI lagAIe, jJAnadhyAna rasa poSa...' 'cintavata 52 guNa doSa. . .' paranA doSo dekhAtA hoya tyAre to jJAna- dhyAnanA UMDANamAM jatA rahevuM joIe. paNa paranA guNo jovAmAM zo vAMdho ? mananI chalanA tyAM praveze to vAMdho hoI zake. mana kaI rIte kAma kare che ? pahelAM e nakkI kare che ke amuka vyakti sArI che. pachI enA nAnA paNa guNanI e prazaMsA kare che. ahIM prazaMsA te guNanI che ke te vyaktinI che ? acchA, vyaktinI sA25 paNa eNe kaI rIte nakkI karI ? potAne e anukULa che mATe te vyakti sArI che; evuM mana nakkI kare che. to, AmAM guNane jovAnI vAta kyAM AvI ? ahIM to kendramAM ahaMkAra ja che. AvI rIte paranA guNone jovAno/vicAravAno koI artha nathI. mATe kahyuM ke mana AvI rIte paraguNamAM jatuM hoya to paNa ene emAMthI rokI jJAna-dhyAnamAM mUkavuM. samAdhi zataka / 136

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42 AdhAra sUtra ahaMkAra parame dharata, na lahe nija guNagaMdha; aha~jJAna nija guNa lage, chUTe parahI saMbaMdha...(42) paramAM / za2I2, dhana AdimAM huMpaNAnI buddhi hoya to potAnA guNonI AchIsI sugaMdha paNa maLatI nathI. hA, jo potAnA guNonI sRSTi tarapha jovAya to para sAtheno saMbaMdha chUTe. 1. aMdha, B 2. chUTe para saMbaMdha, B samAdhi zataka 137

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42 *** huM koNa chuM ? samAdhi zataka mane prANAyAma ane yogAsano zIkhavavA eka prazikSaka AvatA hatA. ekavAra teo vahelAM AvI gayelA. mAruM pravacana cAlu hatuM. pravacana patye huM upara gayo. 138

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yoga-prazikSake mane kahyuM H tamAruM pravacana Aje meM sAMbhaLyuM. mAre eka vAta tamane pUchavI che : pravacana sAruM apAyuM hoya to tamane zo bhAva UThe ? ane barobara na gayuM hoya to...? meM kahyuM H sAruM pravacana gayuM hoya to ahaMkAra UThe. nahitara,glAni. emaNe mane sarasa vAta kahelI. teo kahe : tamArI sabhAmAM baso-traNaso zrotAo haze. eTalA zrotAo khuza thAya ke nAkhuza; zo pharaka paDe ? be- cAra lAkha mANasone potAnI vANI vaDe DolAvanAra vaktA kadAca ahaMkAra kare, to tenA ahaMkAranuM Status kahevAya... AmAM tamArA ahaMkAranuM sTeTasa zuM ? mane A vAta bahu ja gamI gaI. thayuM ke ATalI nAnI vAtamAM ahaMkAra; khUMce tevI vastu nathI ? milArepAnI vAta yAda Ave. milArepA atyaMta vidvAna. sAdhanAnI adamya bhUkha jAgI. gayA teo nAropA guru pAse. kahyuM : mane sAdhanAdIkSA Apo ! guru to cahero joIne nakkI kare che ke ahaMkAramayI A cetanA che. enA A 'huM'ne kADhI nakhAya, to sAdhanA ApI zakAya. gurue karelo prayoga majhAno hato. temaNe milArepAne kahyuM : AzramamAM eka kuTira banAvavAnI che. bAjunA pahADamAMthI paththaro toDIne gADAmAM bharI laI Ava ! samAdhi zataka 139

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sAdhanA sadgurunI zarate ja thaI zake A vAtanI milArepAne jANa hatI. eNe e vAta svIkArI. savAre paththaro toDavA mATe te jAya. sAMja DhaLatAM gADuM bharIne paththara laI pAcho phare... sAMje paNa guru pAse jAya. guru enA caherAne joIne kahe : savAre maLaje. savAre Ave eTale kahe : haju paththara toDavAnA che. sAtamI sAMje milArepA gADAmAM paththara bharI Azrama bhaNI AvI rahyo che tyAre ene thayuM ke gurudeva A zuM karI rahyA che ? ane acAnaka prakAza sAMpaDyo. tene khyAla Avyo ke guru paththaro toDAvatA nahotA, teo potAne toDI rahyA hatA. ane ene potAno ahaMkAra khaTakyo. ahaMkAra zithila thayo. te guru pAse Avyo. gurue ene joIne kahyuM : cAla, atyAre ja tane sAdhanAdIkSA ApI dauM ! milArepA dIkSita thaI gayo. ahaMkAranI zithilatAnI pRSThabhU para gurue tene dIkSA ApI. A pRSThabhU para kaDIne mamaLAvIe : 'ahaMkAra parameM dharata, na lahe nija guNagaMdha'... paramAM, zarIra AdimAM huMpaNAnI buddhi che, tyAM sudhI caitanyayAtrA zarU ja kyAM thaze ? ane bhItarI yAtrA zarU ja na thAya to potAnA guNonI sugaMdha kyAMthI maLavAnI ? ApaNe anAma anubhava - neImalesa eksapIriyansa - chIe ane chatAM nAmamAM kevA baMdhAI gayA chIe ! nAma to vyavasthA mATenI vastu che. abajo mANasothI chalakAtI duniyAmAM bAhya vyavahAra calAvavA mATe nAma ApavuM joIe. (haoNspiTalomAM nAmane samAdhi zataka | 140

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badale naMbara apAya che dardIne.) A nAmanI khIMTIno upayoga 'huM'ne TIMgADavA mATe ApaNe karyo ! 'huM'nA bhArathI nAmanI khIMTI UkhaDI ja jAya ne ! eka sAdhaka guru pAse gayo. teno AgaLano abhyAsa joI gurue tenA abhyAsane AgaLa vadhAratAM kahyuM : 'tuM tAruM nAma nathI.' sAdhaka guru pAse beTho. te potAnA A abhyAsane pAkko karavA lAgyo. enuM nAma hatuM ramyaghoSa. ardho kalAka pachI gurue bUma mArI : ramyaghoSa ! ane teNe kahyuM : jI. pharamAvo. : guru hasyA. kahe H zuM pharamAvuM ? tuM ramyaghoSa che ? 'tuM tAruM nAma nathI' e pAThanuM zuM thayuM ? padArtho para rAga che. vyaktio para rAga che. deha para rAga che paNa sahuthI UMDo rAga 'huM' para che. huM... zuM che A huM ? ramaNa maharSi kahetA : huM koNa ? huM koNa ? tamArI jAtane pUchyA karo. nAma tame cho ? rUpa tame cho ? mana tame cho ? amRtavelanI sajjhAyanI eka kaDIno eka zabda pheravIne javAba ApI zakAya : 'deha mana vacana pudgala thakI, karmathI bhinna muja` rUpa re; akSaya akalaMka che jIvanuM, jJAna AnaMda svarUpa re...' (1) tuja samAdhi zataka 141

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sAcuM huM pakaDamAM Ave, to khoTukalo ahaMbodha vizIrNa thaI rahe. 'ahaM jJAna nija guNa lage, chUTe parahI saMbaMdha.' buddhi ane ahaMkAranI jugalabaMdhI vidAya leze, ane zraddhA ane medhAnI jugalabaMdhI bhItara jhaMkRta thaze. buddhi ahaMkArane chAvaze. potAnA mahorA nIce e ahaMkArane chupAvavAnI koziza karaze. eka saMskRta subhASita yAda Ave : ahaMkAra buddhine kahe che ke tuM sUtela AtmAne jagADIza nahi; jo e jAgI gayo to na huM rahIza, na tuM raheze.2 prA. ahaMkArayukta vicArasaraNI te buddhi. zraddhAyukta vicArasaraNI te medhA, sAdhanAmArgamAM Ama paNa, buddhinuM zuM prayojana ? game eTalo hoziyAra mANasa cAlato hoya, koI gAma bhaNI jato hoya; be mArga Ave ane mArgasUcaka paTTikA na hoya to enI buddhi tyAM zuM karI zake ? aparicita mArga para enI buddhi zuM kAmamAM Ave ? ema ja, jyAre sAdhanAno mArga anabhyasta che tyAre, buddhi zuM karaze? tyAM to prabhuvacano paranI zraddhA, sadguruo paranI zraddhA ja kAma lAgaze. 'ahaMjJAna nija guNa lage, chUTe parahI saMbaMdha...' buddhi ane ahaMkAranI jugalabaMdhI gaI; zraddhA ane medhAnuM dvandva bhItara AvyuM; have parano saMbaMdha samApta. have praveza thAya che AnandalokamAM. (2) ahakanAro dhayaM vrate, mainaM suptamutthApaya...na tyuM nAham / samAdhi zataka 142

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43 AdhAra sUtra artha triliMgI pada lahe, so nahi AtamarUpa; to pada karI kyuM pAIe, anubhavagamya svarUpa...(43) AtmA zabdano artha (te te paryAyomAM phare te AtmA... atati tAMstAn paryAyAn.) ke tenuM liMga jANavAthI sAdhanA jagatamAM praveza zI rIte maLe ? anubhava gamya svarUpa che AtmAnuM. vyAkaraNanI dRSTie pRthakkaraNa karavAthI zuM maLe ? 1. kahe, B - D samAdhi zataka /143

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43 ON 'kahana sunanako kachu nahi, pyAre ! RSione, mahAmunione ApaNe mantradraSTA kahIe chIe, mantrasraSTA nahi. mantradarzana pazyantI bhASAno viSaya che. pUrva munioe mantra racela hoya, ko'ka kAraNasara paraMparAmAM te pravAhita na rahela hoya samAdhi zataka 144

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(adhikArI ziSyo na maLavA AdinA kAraNe), ane vAtAvaraNamAM te sacavAyela hoya... 'pazyantI'nA layamAM te mantrane RSi 'vAMce' ane pharIthI tene pravAhita kare. eka grantha ke eka athavA aneka mantro eka mahApuruSe ghaNA samaya lagI eka sthAnamAM adhikArI ziSyone Apela hoya tyAre e grantha ane mantranAM AMdolano e makAnamAM ghUmarAI rahe evuM bane. pAchaLathI koI adhikRta vyakti tyAM Ave ane ene pelAM AMdolano maLe. ApaNA ghaNA granthomAM kartAe potAnuM nAma choDyuM nathI; mAnavAnuM mana thAya ke emaNe lupta thayela evA e granthane 'pazyantI'nA layamAM vAMcyo hoya, kAgaLa para tene utAryo hoya... paNa kRtikAra tarIke potAnuM nAma teo zI rIte mUke ? emaNe to kRtine vAMcI, lakhI; sarjI kyAM che ? pazyantI ane parA bhASAmAM pharaka e paDaze ke pazyantImAM zabdo mULa svarUpe jovAze, jhIlAze... parAmAM mAtra bhAva maLaze, je pachIthI tene jhIlanAranA zabdomAM DhaLAyA karaze. jJAnapaMcamInA devavandanamAM vaikharIthI parA sudhInI bhASAno laya samajAvavAmAM Avela che : anAmInA nAmano re, kisso vizeSa kahevAya; e to madhyamA vaikharI re, vacana ullekha TharAya... dhyAna TANe prabhu tuM hove re, alakha agocara rUpa; samAdhi zataka | 145

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parA pazyantI pAmIne re, kAMI pramANe muni bhUpa... vaikharI... hoThethI vahetI zabdadhArA. e zabdo sAthe arthanuM anusaMdhAna thAya tyAre madhyamA. mana sudhI AvelI ke manamAM UThelI vicAradhArA. anAmI paramAtmAnuM nAma e vaikharI ane madhyamA sudhInI saMghaTanA che. 'anAmInA nAmano re, kisso vizeSa kahevAya ?' pele pAranI duniyAmAM DUbela vyakti bIjuM kahe paNa zuM ? paraMtu, A pAra joIe to prabhunuM nAma eka adbhuta prApti che. sAme cheDe, pazyantI ane parAnI bAju pahoMcelA vyaktitvo azabdanI, dhyAnanI duniyAmAM hoya che. prabhutAnuM sAkSAt darzana ane anubhavana tyAM hoya che. e duniyAmAM nAmamantranA raTaNane badale prabhunuM anubhUtibhUlaka darzana hoya che. pazyantI ane parAne zabdo (mantra, grantha)nA stara 52 joyA. emane AtmasvarUpa tarapha DhaLatI vidhi tarIke paNa laI zakAya. kaDI pyArI che H 'dhyAna TANe prabhu tuM hove re, alakha agocara rUpa; parA pazyantI pAmIne re, kAMI pramANe munibhUpa...' prabhuguNo ke AtmaguNonA darzanane pazyantInA rUpamAM laI zakAya. samAdhi zataka 146

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prabhusvarUpa ke nirmaLa AtmasvarUpanA darzana ! anubhavanane parAnA layamAM joI zakAya. prAraMbhika sAdhaka prabhuguNanuM darzana karI jJAna, kSamA Adi guNonuM anubhavana karaze. AgaLa gayA pachI e sAdhaka amala, akhaMDa, alipta svarUpanI anubhUti karaze.1 amala che svarUpa potAnuM. rAga-dveSanA mela vagaranuM. sAdhaka sAdhanAnI dhArAmAM e rIte AgaLa vadhaze ke rAga-dveSane utpanna karanArA sAmAnya nimitto ene kazI asara nahi karI zake. joke, sAdhakane khyAla che ke nimitto rAga-dveSane utpanna karatA nathI. potAnA upAdAnanI azuddhi ja te kAma kare che. paNa sattAmAM paDela rAga- dveSa udayamAM to Ave ja. sAdhakanI sAvadhAnI e haze ke e samaye e potAnI cetanAne udayAnugata nahi paNa svasattAnugata banAvaze. udaya bhogavAIne nirjarI jaze. navo karmabaMdha e kSaNomAM thaze nahi. rAga vagerenI udayanI kSaNomAM ke emane ema sAdhaka potAnI sattAne svasattAnugata ka2ze. ane amala svarUpanI AMzika anubhUti karaze. akhaMDa che svarUpa potAnuM. anaMta guNothI yukta A Atmadravya... sAdhakanA akhaMDa upayogane vikalpo khaMDita karaze. paNa jo sAdhaka (1) mohAdikanI ghUmI anAdinI Utare ho lAla, amala akhaMDa alipta svabhAva ja sAMbhare ho lAla - pU. devacandrajI mahArAja zrI suvidhijina stavana samAdhi zataka |147

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vikalpomAM bhaLaze nahi; UThatA vikalpone paNa joyA ka2ze; to te AMzika akhaMDa dazAnI anubhUti karaze. alipta svarUpa che AtmadravyanuM. karmo e svarUpane lepI zakatA nathI. sAdhaka e bhAvadazAmAM hoya, jyAM ene lAge ke karmo jaDa che. pote caitanyasabhara che. karmo ene jakaDI na zake. 'jJAnasAra' yAda Ave : 'atipto nizcayenAtmA...' keTalo to AnaMda che bhItara ! aDhaLaka, aDhaLaka. A pRSThabhU para kaDIne mamaLAvIeH 'artha triliMgI pada lahe, so nahi AtamarUpa; to pada karI kyuM pAIe, anubhavagamya svarUpa...' AtmAnA rUpane zabdothI pAmI zakAya kharuM ? vyAkaraNa to zabdanuM liMga karaze ne artha Apaze; paNa ethI bhItaranI sugaMdha maLaze ? e pada, e zabda anubhavagamya svarUpanI jhalaka zI rIte ApI zake ? AtmA zabdanI vyAkhyA A rIte apAI che : atati tAMstAnuM paryAyAn ti AtmA... te te paryAyomAM phare te AtmA. anubhavanI duniyAmAM tame jAva tyAre tame anubhavI zako ke paryAyo badalAyA kare che; paNa e badalAhaTanI aMdara noMdha paNa levAtI nathI. AnaMdanI ajanna dhArA tyAM niraMtara relAyA kare che. paryAyonI dekhItI badalAhaTane badale zAzvatI joDenuM milana tyAM anubhavAyA kare. majhAnA zabdo pU. AnandaghanajI mahArAjanA yAda Ave : samAdhi zataka /148

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anubhava gocara vastuno re, jANavo ehi ilAja; kahana sunanako kachu nahi pyAre, Anandaghana mahArAja. zuM kahI zakAya enA viSe ? mAtra anubhavI zakAya ene. 'to pada karI kyuM pAIe, anubhavagamya svarUpa...' samAdhi zataka | 149

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44 AdhAra sUtra dizi dAkhI navi Daga bhare, naya pramANa pada koDi; saMga cale zivapura lage, anubhava Atama joDi...(44) nayazAstra ane pramANazAstranAM karoDo pado jovA mAtrathI AtmasvarUpa tarapha eka DagaluM paNa AgaLa vadhI zakAtuM nathI. AtmAnubhUti ja mokSa sudhI sAthe Ave che. 1. dekhI, B 2. to dhAma navi Daga bhare, naya pramANa pada koI; saMga cale zivapura lage, anubhava Atama joI. A samAdhi zataka 150 *0 / ---

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4 nirvikalpa anubhava samAdhi zataka vikalponI bAbatamAM eka sarala savAla thaI zake H vikalpo navvANuM TakA nakAmA ke soe so TakA nakAmA ? AtmAnubhUti nathI thaI, paNa vikalpAnubhUti thaI che ? vikalpo nakAmA che evo anubhava nirvikalpa banavA mATe AdhArazilA banI zake. /'''

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majhAnI jhena kathA che. be bhikSuo jaI rahyA che. eka bhikSunI najara maMdiranI dhajA para gaI. dhajA cAlatI hatI. eNe joyuM, vikalparUpe e vAta enA manamAM AvI ane have e vAta zabdarUpe bahAra Ave che. sAthI bhikSune emaNe kahyuM : dhajA cAle che. bIjA bhikSunA manamAM A vikalpa sAme bIjo vikalpa UThyo. je emaNe zabdomAM mUkyo : dhajA kyAM cAle che ? havA cAle che. koI artha kharo A vikalpono ? dhajA cAle ke havA cAle; zo pharaka paDe che ? beu bhikSuone khyAla nahoto paNa guru temanI pAchaLa AvatA hatA. temaNe kahyuM : nathI to dhajA cAlatI, nathI to havA cAlatI; cAle che tamArA beunuM mana. AtmAnubhUti che nirvikalpA. vikalpothI zuM thaze ? jhena kathA yAda Ave H bhikSu nAnasenane ziSye pUchyuM : AkAzamAM dedIpyamAna hIro che. zI rIte ene pamAya ? nAnasena kahe che : vAMsanI nisaraNI banAva. AkAzamAM ene mAMDa. ane hIrAne pAma. ziSya pUche che H AkAzamAM nisaraNI kema lagAvI zakAya ? guru kahe che : tuM hIrAne meLavaze emAM tuM zaMkA kema karI zake ? samAdhi zataka | 152

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guru ema kahevA mAgatA hatA ke jo AtmAnubhUti e hIro che, ane e aMdara ja che; to ene pAmavA mATe bahirAkAzamAM nisaraNI kyAM lagAvavAnI che ? A pRSThabhU para kaDIne joIe : dizi dAkhI navi Daga bhare, naya pramANa pada koDi; saMga cale zivapura lage, anubhava Atama joDi... nayane varNavatAM ke pramANane varNavatAM zAstronAM karoDo pado paNa tamane AtmAnubhUtinI dizAmAM ekAda Daga paNa nahi bharAvI zake.. hA, 'sUcanAt zAstram' e nyAye zAstro AtmAnubhUtinI dizAne sUcavI zake, IMgita karI zake; paNa e sAthe cAlaze nahi. mokSa tarapha sAthe cAlaze mAtra anubhava. 'saMga cale zivapura lage.' mokSa eTale saMpUrNa svAnubhUti. atyAre thaze" AMzika AtmAnubhUti. A AtmAnubhUti AgaLa ne AgaLa vadhatI jaze... samAdhi zataka 153

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45 AdhAra sUtra AtamaguNa anubhavatabhI, dehAdikathe bhinna; bhUle vibhrama-vAsanA, jore phire phire khinna...(45) AtmAnA guNono anubhava thAya paNa che. dehAdikathI huM nyAro chuM AvuM saMvedAya paNa che. chatAM, prAraMbhika sAdhaka anAdinI bhrama- vAsanAnI lapeTamAM AvI paNa jAya che. 1. bhUlI, B - F 2. phari phira, A phire khinna khinna, B - F - D samAdhi zataka /154

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45 prazaMsAnA vartuLanI bahAra muIna ehasAna najhamInI eka gajhala cheH mArI AMkhone haju sudhI temAMthI maitrI varasatI hovAno vahema che, mArA hoThone haju sudhI samAdhi zataka / - s-s

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saccAIno vahema che, mArA mastaka para haju sudhI samarpitatAno vahema che, AvA vahemomAMthI jarA potAne kADhuM, to cAluM... cAlavuM che, kaho ke doDavuM che, prabhunA pyArA mArga para. gurudevanA mArgadarzana pUrvaka. paNa e mATe joIze zuddha, saraLa hRdaya. keTalI to azuddhio bharI che bhItara ! bIjAnI nAnI bhUla jovAtAMnI sAthe e vyakti paranA tiraskArathI chalakAI UThanArI mArI A AMkho... paNa mane vahema che ke mArI AMkhomAM maitrIbhAva bharelo che. kevI A bhramaNA ! kevI A jAta sAthenI ThagAI ! prabhu ! A mArI AMkho anya sAme maMDarAya ja che kema ? ApanA vizvamohana rUpa tarapha mArI AMkhone sthira karI do ne, prabhu ! tamArA A adbhuta rUpane jouM chuM, harakhAuM chuM, paNa e harSAzru je AMkhomAM pragaTyAM hoya te ja AMkhomAM tiraskAranI cinagArI kema pragaTe ? zuM e mArA harSAzru sAcAM nahotAM, prabhu ? mArA A hoTha... svaprazaMsA mATe rAtadivasa tatpara. zrotA maLyo nathI ke 'huM kevo chuM'nuM vAjiMtra zarU thayuM nathI. mArA sadguNo (?)ne varNavavAnA samAdhi zataka | 156

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sandarbhamAM ahIM rajanuM gaja thAya che ke zUnyamAMthI pUrNano vaibhava (?) pragaTe che enI khabara ja nathI paDatI. ane mAro vahema to pAcho evo ke A hoThomAMthI bahAra Ave te nakarI saccAI ja hoya ! prabhu ! A ApabaDAI varNavavAno thAka mane na Apo ? joke, tame to badhuM ja ApyuM che; paNa meM te jhINuM kyAM che ? prabhu ! ApanA varadAnane jhIlavAnuM baLa Apo ne ! mAruM A mastaka... jemAM ahaMkAra ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharelo che. ghaNIvAra hasavuM Ave : kaI mUDI para mAruM A abhimAna ! jenA para meM 'huM'no Akho mahela racI kADhyo che. gaMduM zarIra ane gaMdakIthI - rAga, dveSa, irSAthI - UbharAtuM mana; A benA pAyA para meM khyAlono mahela caNI nAkhyo... caNI to nAkhyo, paNa... havAno joradAra jhapATo Ave toya Dara lAge ke A mahela UthalI to nahi paDe ne ! mAnyuM hatuM ke pote sarasa bolela che. badhA pa2 sarasa asara paDI haze. e khyAlonA mahelamAM jhUlavAnuM zarU karyuM hoya ane eka mitra Ave ne kahe H Aje tame zuM bolI gayA ? viSayanuM mAthuM, paga kaMI ja na maLe. khAlI jANe samaya pUro karavA bolatA ho tema bolI gayA. sAva phikkuM, nIrasa bhASaNa... bIjA mitre paNa A vAtane Teko Apyo. pariNAma ? pelo mahela bhoMya-bhego ! : mastakamAM che AvuM abhimAna. toya mane vahema che ke emAM samarpitatA bharelI che ! samAdhi zataka 157

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tiraskArathI UbharAtI AMkho, Apa baDAImAM mazagUla vANI ane abhimAnathI bhareluM hRdaya... prabhu ! tArA mArga para huM zI rIte AvuM ? bhaktiyogAcArya mAnavijaya mahArAja eTale ja pUche cheH 'kyuM kara bhakti karuM prabhu ! terI ?' prabhu ! huM tArI bhakti zI rIte karuM ? huM to kaMI na karI zakuM. prabhu ! tuM kaMIka kare to thAya. huM tAre zaraNe yAda Ave che pelA saMta. roja prArthanA vakhate teo kahetA : prabhu ! mArA pelA aparAdhane tuM mApha karaje ! ekavAra paTTaziSye pUchyuM : Apa kayA aparAdha mATe mAphI mAMgo cho, te huM jANI zakuM ? saMte kahyuM te paTTaziSyanA ja nahi, ApaNAya hRdayanA tAra raNajhaNAvI de tevuM che. baneluM evuM ke pUrvAzramamAM saMta gRhastha rUpe dukAna calAvatA hatA. baporano samaya. eka jaNe kahyuM : tamAre ghare Aga lAgI che. doDo ! dukAnane khullI mUkI, bAjunA vepArIne bhaLAvI teo doDe che ghara bhaNI. rastAmAM eka mANasa maLyo. te Amane doDatAM joI samajI gayo ne teNe kahyuM H tamArA ghara sudhI Aga pahoMce e pahelAM AjubAjuvALAoe Aga bujhAvI dIdhI che. tamArA paDozInuM ghara saLagI gayuM che, paNa tamAruM ghara surakSita che. cittA na karazo. vepArI khuza thAya che. joke, enI khuzI eka ja miniTa Take che. 'are, mAruM ghara bacI gayuM, paNa paDozInuM ghara baLI gayuM.. ne emAM huM khuza thayo ? keTalo moTo prabhuno aparAdha meM karyo.' varSo vItI gayA A ghaTanAne. saMta e ghaTanAne bhUlI zakyA nathI. A ghaTanA pachI teo saMnyAsI banyA. ane roja prabhune kahetA : prabhu ! mArA e aparAdhane mApha karajo ! samAdhi zataka 158 /1'

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kevuM komaLa haiyuM ! prabhu ! mane paNa AvuM komaLa hRdaya Apo ne ! mArI bhakti : laDakhaDAtI. mArI sAdhanA : khoDaMgAtI. prAraMbhika sAdhanAnA A tabakke mane tArA sahArAnI, tArI hUMphanI keTalI badhI jarUra che, prabhu ? bhaktanA hRdayanI bhInAzanI A pRSThabhU para kaDI zarU thAya che H 'Atama guNa anubhavatabhI, dehAdikatheM bhinna; bhUle vibhrama-vAsanA, jore phire phire khinna...' dehabhAvathI upara uThAyuM hoya, AtmaguNonI jhAMkhI jhAMkhI anubhUti thaI hoya...tArA mArga para doDavA ne pachI UDavA mana talasatuM hoya tyAM ja, mananuM e vimAna rana-ve para ja tUTI paDe. ane kAraNa paNa keTaluM nAnakaDuM hoya ? koIe kahyuM : vAha ! tamAruM dhyAna to kahevuM paDe ! tame to evI rIte dhyAnamAM beso cho, duniyAthI be- khabara... thoDAka prazaMsAbharyA zabdo, ne mana pathabhraSTa banI jAya. 'bhUle vibhrama-vAsanA, jore phire phire khinna...' thoDAka prazaMsAnA zabdo ane anAdinuM vartuLa cAlu ! zo artha A prazaMsAno hoI zake ? nirbheLa prazaMsA - lagabhaga to sAmI vyaktinA svArthanI bheLaseLavALI ja te hoya che - hoya toya emAM huM bhaLuM to mArI sAdhanAno to khAtamo ja bolAI jAya ne ! paNa A bauddhika vibhAvanAo bahAra rahI jAya che ane pelA prazaMsAnA zabdo anAdinA mohanA vartuLane pheravyA kare che. samAdhi zataka */* 159

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e vartuLamAM huM pharyA paNa karIza ane khinna rahyA karIza. 'phire khinna.' kadAca A khinnatAne ja mArI atyAranI sAdhanAnI upalabdhi gaNAvI zakAya. atyAra sudhI A mohavartuLamAM lijjatathI pharato hato. have khinna thaIne pharuM chuM. samAdhi zataka /* 160

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46 AdhAra sUtra dekhe so cetana nahi, cetana nAMhi dekhAya; roSa toSa kinasuM kare, Apa hi Apa bujhAya...(46) tuM jene dekhe che te to jaDa zarIra ke jaDa padArtha che; cetana AtmA tane dekhAto nathI; to tuM A gusso konI joDe kare che ? ane prIta paNa konI joDe kare che ? tuM ja tArI jAtane A vAta samajAva. [so = te] samaya taka | 196

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46 'Apa hi Apa bujhAya' jiniMga phaeNkTarInA vizALa kampAunDamAM rUno moTo Dhagalo paDelo hato. eka mANasa bAjumAM besI bIDI pIvAnI zarUAta kare che. cokiyAta ene aTakAve che : bAjumAM ja rUno Dhagalo che, ekAda nAnakaDo taNakho paNa e bAju UDI jAya to... samAdhi zataka 162

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pelA bhAI kahe : huM to ceIna-smokara chuM. rAtre pathArImAM sUtAM sUtAMya bIDI pIto houM. kyAreya kazuM thayuM nathI. tame ciMtA na rAkho. huM A bAbatano anubhavI chuM. paraMtu bananAruM banIne ja rahyuM. acAnaka havAnA jhakore eka taNakho rUnA DhagalAmAM paDyo. rU bhaDabhaDa saLagavA lAgyuM. aparAdhI raMgelA hAthe pakaDAyo hato. polIse ene korTamAM hAjara karyo. maeNjisTreTe jyAre tene pUchyuM ke tAre tArA bacAvamAM kaMI kahevuM che ? tyAre eNe kahyuM : nAmadAra ! mArI bhUla che enI nA nathI, paNa zuM saMpUrNatayA mArI ja bhUla che ? nyAyamUrtie kahyuM : tuM zuM kahevA mAge che ? pelo bhAI kahe : sAheba, sAme rU hatuM mATe saLagyuM, paNa jo pANIno hoja hota to mArI dIvAsaLI ene zuM karata ? vAta vicArapreraka che. gusso prabaLa thaI UThe tyAre ApaNane nimitta rUpe sAmAnI dIvAsaLI jevI pravRtti dekhAya che. ApaNo rUno Dhagalo dekhAya kharo ? eka bhAI mane kahe : sAheba, nimitta maLe to ja mane gusso Ave.. meM pUchyuM : dareka nimittomAM gusso Ave ja ? emaNe hA kahI umeryuM : e mArI nirbaLatA che. meM emane kahyuM : dhAro ke tamArA dIkarAne nAnakaDuM oNparezana karAvavAnuM hoya. tame haoNspiTalamAM gayA. niyata samaye dIkarAne oNparezana thiyeTaramAM laI javAyo. enesthesiyA apAyo. oNparezana thaI gayuM. dIkarAne speziyala samAdhi zataka | 163

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rUmamAM karmacArIo laI AvyA. dIkarAe AMkho kholI. kahe : pappA, tarasa lAgI che. pANI Apo.... tamane khyAla nathI ke atyAre ene pANI ApI zakAya ke kema. tame DaoNkTaranI cembaramAM jAva cho. pUcho cho H sAheba, dIkarAne hamaNAM oNparezana thiyeTaramAMthI rUmamAM lavAyo che. tene pANI pIvaDAvAya ke nahi. DaoNkTara tADukIne kahI de : mane zuM pUcho cho ? pUcho koI narsane. pUcho koI jUniyara DaoNkTarane. huM to mArA jUniyaro peTa cIre pachI oNparezana thiyeTaramAM janAro. tame mane pUchavA AvyA cho ? : meM pelA bhAIne pUchyuM : kadAca AvuM bane to DaoNkTara sAme tame keTalA gusse thAva ? e kahe : manamAM to gusso Ave. paNa bahAra thoDo kaDhAya ? kAraNa ke mArA dIkarAnuM bhaviSya enA hAthamAM che ne ! meM kahyuM H eno artha e thayo ke svArtha ApaNo dekhAto hoya to krodhane aMkuzamAM rAkhI zakAya. teo mArI vAta joDe saMmata thayA. meM vAtanA taMtune AgaLa vistAryo. meM kahyuM : ahIMnA thoDAka svArtha mATe jo krodhane niyaMtrita karI zakAya to paralokamAM durgati na thAya e mATe krodha 52 kAbU meLavI zakAya ke nahi ? temaNe kahyuM : ApanI vAta vicAravA jevI che. samAdhi zataka /164

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yAda Ave paramapAvana zrI AcArAMgajInuM eka sUtra : sa vastu paMthe, sa vastu moThe, sa hatu mAre, pakSa hatu riv... A krodha vagere ja gAMTha che, e ja ajJAna che, e ja mRtyu che ane e ja naraka che. : A sUtrane vAMcatAM prabhunI karuNA mane kaI rIte sparzelI tenI vAta karuM. huM bhAvavibhora banelo A sUtra vAMcatAM. e bhAvavibhora dazAmAM eka rUpaka smarI AvyuM : gAmaDuM gAma. mAtAne pANI bharavA kUve javuM che. gharamAM nAnuM bALa che, bhAMkhoDiyAM bharatuM. ene ramakaDAM vagere ApI mA pANI bharavA gaI. jyAre DelI kholIne gharamAM paga mUke che tyAM ja e coMkI UThe che. rasoDAmAM cUlo saLagI rahyo che. enA prakAzathI bALakanI bhoLI AMkhomAM kutUhala pragaTyuM. e cUlA tarapha bhAMkhoDiyAM bharatuM sarakI rahyuM che... mA pANInA ghaDAne pheMkIne sIdhI bALaka pAse Ave che, cUlAnI bilakula najIka pahoMcI gayela bALakanA hAthane pakaDI ene potAnI bAju kheMcI le che. enA mukhamAMthI zabdo nIkaLe che H nahi, mArA lAla ! tAre tyAM javAnuM nathI... A ja layamAM prabhunA A pyArA zabdo mane saMbhaLAyelA. vibhAvamAM javAnI kSaNa AvI hoya ane A sUtra yAda AvI jAya to... ! e pyArI zabdamAtA, prabhumAtA A bALakane durgatinI AgamAM paDatI bacAvI le. tibeTanI eka lokakathA che. eka sainika jaMgalamAM thaIne AgaLa vadhI rahyo che. jaMgalamAM ja dharmaguruno Azrama Avato'to. sainikane thayuM : cAlo, gurujIne praNAma karato jAuM... samAdhi zataka / 165

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gayo. enA sadbhAgye guru ekalA ja beThelA hatA. sainikane thayuM ke potAne eka prazna mUMjhavI rahyo che e gurujIne atyAre pUchI le. teNe pUchyuM : gurujI, naraka eTale zuM ? svarga eTale zuM ? guru prekTikala eNprocavALA hatA. bahu ja ochA zabdo. prAyogika AyAma vaDe uttara ApI devAno. temaNe sainikane pUchyuM : bhAI, tuM koNa che ? 'huM sainika chuM.' guru kahe : tuM ane sainika ? zastra calAvatAM to AvaDatuM nathI... tuM sainika ? tAro senAdhipati paNa kevo kahevAya ke tArA jevA mANasane sainika tarIke rAkhela che ? sainike talavArane myAnamAMthI bahAra kADhI ane kahyuM : pelo lAkaDAno jADo thAMbhalo che ene eka ja ghAe kApI nAkhuM ? caherA para gusso hato. zarIra dhrUjatuM hatuM. guru kahe : basa, A ja to naraka ! sainika samajyo ke guru to potAne samajAvI rahyA che. e zAMta banyo. talavArane myAna karI gurunAM caraNomAM paDyo. enA caherA paranI zAMti, enI vinamratA joI gurue kahyuM : A ja to svarga ! kAraNane gurue kArya tarIke kahyuM. krodha e narakanuM kAraNa. zAMti, vinamratA e svarganuM kAraNa. krodha... enuM kAraNa zuM ? ApaNA upAdAnanI azuddhi ke sAmethI AveluM koI nimitta ? ApaNo peTrolapaMpa tyAM bhaDakA mATe javAbadAra che ke sAmAvALAnI dIvAsaLI ? samAdhi zataka 166

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ApaNe ApaNA peTrolapaMpanI vAta kyAreya vicAratA nathI hotA. ApaNane sAmAvALAnuM nimitta ja mukhya lAgaze. savAla e che ke ahIM sAmAne badalavo saheluM ke potAnI jAtane badalavI te saheluM ? ethI paNa UMDo savAla e che ke ahIM sAmI vyakti koNa che ? jene tame tamArA zatru tarIke kalpo cho, te che koNa ? ne ene sAmI bAju mUkanAra koNa che ? A pRSThabhU para kaDI zarU thAya che : 'dekhe so cetana nahi, cetana nAMhi dekhAya; roSa toSa kinasuM kare, Apa hi Apa bujhAya...' sAmI vyaktimAM zatrutAno bhAva nakkI karanAra koNa che ? 'dekhe so cetana nahi...' je dekhe che sAmI vyaktine, zatru tarIke, e koNa che ? e cetana nathI. AtmabhAvamAM pratiSThita sAdhaka te nathI ja. te to che eka yaMtra. eka mAnyatAnuM vartuLa. potAnI sAme Ama kare, teno pratibhAva A rIte Apavo evI eka vibhAvanA pramANe kAma thaI rahyuM che. sAdhakanI jAgRti kharekhara tyAM dekhAya che ? ko'ke tamane kaDavA zabdo kahyA, to e kahenAra pelI vyakti ke enA e kRtyanI pAchaLa rahela tamAruM karma ? karmane jo gunegAra gaNI zakAya to pelI vyakti 52 zatrutAno bhAva kaI rIte janmaze ? tamArA karmane kAraNe pelI sajjana vyaktine gusso Avyo, e ardho kalAka bole; tame ene ThaMDA pANInuM na pUchI zako ? tamArA karmanA kAraNe enA gaLAne zoSa paDyo hoya ne ! samAdhi zataka 167

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'dekhe so cetana nahi.. .' je jue che te koNa che ? sAdhakanuM to dekhavAnuM paNa kevuM majhAnuM haze ? e vyaktine vyakti rUpe joze. padArthane padArtha rUpe joze... athavA to dareka vyaktimAM te siddhatvane joze. a-sAdhaka vyakti ja mitratA ane zatrutAnA khyAlo janmAvaze, padArthomAM sArApaNA ne narasApaNAnA khyAlo pedA karaze. kyAreka majhAnI sthiti thatI hoya che. eka vyakti... tamane lAge ke enA vinA tame jIvI nahi zako. thoDAM varSo pachI tame enA mATe ja kadAca kaho cho ke enuM nAma tame mArI sAme na letA ! vyakti badalAI ke dekhanAra badalAyo ? dekhanAra sAdhaka hoya to ja dRzya vAstavika pRSThabhUmAM joI zakAze. 'dekhe so cetana nahi, cetana nAMhi dekhAya. . .' tame jene juo cho - krodhathI dhamadhamI UThela vyaktitvane - te koNa che ? jene sAmI vyakti tarIke tame kalpo cho, e to karmanA udayathI cAlatuM eka pUtaLuM che. e paNa cetana kyAM che ? jonAra acetana. jovAno acetanane. have A pRSThabhUmi para roSano paNa zo artha ? mitratA paNa keTalI TakAu ? to zuM karavuM ? bahu ja majAnuM sUtra che : 'Apa hi Apa bujhAya...' 52mAM javAno jo kazo ja artha nathI, to potAnI bhItara pote UtaravuM joIe. prasiddha bauddha sUtra 'appa dIpo bhava...'no keTalo mArmika A anuvAda ! 'Apa hi Apa bujhAya...' bhItara Utarazo tyAre nahi raheze kyAMya zatrutAno bhAva. nahi raheze kyAMya svArthIya dRSTikoNathI sarjAyelI rAgadazA. badhA bhedo to uparanI sapATI para che. samAdhi zataka 168

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47 AdhAra sUtra tyAga-grahaNa bAhira kare mUDha, kuzala aMtaraMga bAhira-aMtara siddhakuM, nahi tyAga aru saMga...(47) mUDha puruSa bahAranuM kaMIka choDe che, bahAranuM kaMIka grahaNa kare che. kuzala sAdhaka AMtara saMpattinuM grahaNa kare che. siddhane bAhya ke AMtara padArthano tyAga ke saMga nathI hoto. [aru = ane] samAdhi zataka | 169

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47 siddhi bhaNI jhUkatI sAdhanA samAdhi zataka eka saMnyAsI eka gAmanI bahAra UtarelA. loko emanI pAse khAdyasAmagrIono thALa laIne AvatA. lokonA A AgamanathI kaMTALI emaNe kahyuM : jene mArA para | 190

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prIti hoya te eka eka kAMkaro roja laIne Ave. kAMkarAno thaI gayo Dhagalo. saMnyAsI te Dhaga para jaIne beThA. lokothI dUrI thaI gaI. have loko upadeza mATe kahI rahyA che. thoDI thoDI vAre lokonuM AvavuM ane upadeza mATe vinavyA karavuM. tenoya rasto kADhyo. kAMkariyA bAbA kahevA lAgyA : 'kara, kara, kara...' zo artha Ano ? lokonuM AvavAnuM ochuM thaI gayuM. siddhane ane sAdhakane janasaMgathI dUra rahevuM game che kAraNa ke teo hoya che paramacetanAnA saMparkamAM. paramacetanAnA sAMnidhyamAM rahelA sadguru. to, gurunA sAMnidhyamAM rahevAno artha ApaNA mATe dvividha sAMnidhyamAM hovAno che. gurunA pavitra zarIramAMthI paNa jhaLake che to 'e' ja. eTale, 'vide guruM sA'nA uttarAdhyayana sUtrano artha thAya guru dvArA paramacetanAno saMparka. jharUkhAmAM UbhA rahIne thayela asIma AkAzano sparza. siddha, sAdhaka ane asAdhaka. traNa stara che. ApaNe kyAM AmAM ? siddha to nathI ApaNe. sAdhaka chIe ApaNe ? to, paramasparzanI ghaTanAnI najIka ApaNe hoI zakIe. eka bahu majhAno peTAprazna thaI zake : sAdhaka hoIe ApaNe, to thoDA samaya mATenA sAdhaka chIe ke pUrNa samayanA ? samAdhi zataka 171

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jema ke, maitrIbhAvanI sAdhanAnI vAta karIe to, divasamAM evI keTalI miniTo jatI haze ke jemAM eka vyakti para paNa ApaNane tiraskAra na hoya. samabhAvanI sAdhanAnA saMdarbhamAM, jaDa pratyenI rAgadazA vinAnI ne cetanA pratye maitrIbhAvavALI kSaNo keTalI ? A eka prAyogika sAdhanA che. zarUmAM to kSaNakSaNa mATe mathavuM paDaze. navakAravALI gaNatI vakhate nirvikalpa bhAvanA abhyAsa veLA thAya tevuM AmAM thaze. tyAM daseka maNakA vicAra vinAnA pasAra thayelA lAge. ne agiyArame maNake ko'ka vicAra AvIne vAta bagADI nAkhe. joke, vicAra AvI gayo che eno khyAla to paMda2-vIsa maNakA pachI Ave ! have ? have pharIthI ekaDe ekathI karo zarUAta. bane ke ekAda kalAke paNa AvI ekAda mALA maLe ke na maLe. paNa abhyAsa cAlu ne cAlu rahe to sAdhanA siddhimAM palaTAya. eka miniTa, thobho to ! sAdhanAnI vAta pachI. ApaNe asAdhaka to nathI ne ? asAdhakanI vyAkhyA A che H 'tyAga-grahaNa bAhira kare mUDha ...' asAdhakanA choDavAmAM ne pakaDavAmAM padArtho ja haze. evuM nahi hoya ke sAdhanAne anupayogI hoya tene e choDI de ane sAdhanAne upayogI hoya tene e pakaDe. sAdhaka judI rIte A vAtane joze : mAtra sAdhanAnA ja saMdarbhamAM. AhA2nI ja vAta lyo to sAdhaka e joze ke zuM khAvAthI potAnI sAdhanA sArI rIte cAle. zarIrane poSaNa maLe paNa nidrA vagere vadhu na Ave tevo khorAka te leze. vipazyanAnA sAdhakane savAre dUdha, pauMA apAtA hoya che nAstAmAM. bapore ochI copaDelI roTalI, dALa, zAka apAtA hoya che. sAyaMbhojana samAdhi zataka |102

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sAmAnya. kAraNa ke sAMje khAdheluM hoya te maLaske UTho tyAre enA aMzo pacyA na hoya, tethI dhyAna barobara na thaI zake. zikSake pUchyuM : himAlayanI UMcAI keTalI ? vidyArthI : traNa iMca. zikSaka navAImAM DUbyA. 'himAlayanI UMcAInI tuM vAta kare che ?' 'hA, jI.' 'meM pote mApela che.' have to ora AzcaryanI vAta thaI. 'zI rIte ?' 'mAre tyAM pustaka che. meM phUTapaTTIthI temAM Apela himAlayanA citrane mApela che.' sAdhanAnI vAta cAlaze tyAre ApaNe kaI sAdhanAne samajIzuM ? Akhare, ApaNA dvArA AcarAtI sAdhanAne pUjyapAda haribhadrAcArya jevA sAdhanAmanISInI vibhAvanAthI ja joIzuM ne ? 'yogaviMzikA'mAM praNidhAnAdi pAMca tattvone bhAva svarUpa kahevAyA che. ne e praNidhAnAdi vinAnI kriyAne dravyakriyA kahevAI che. praNidhAnanI bahu sarasa vyAkhyA yogaviMzikA TIkAmAM (SoDazaka graMthane AdhAre) apAI : dInanuLadveSAmAva-popAravAsanAviziSTaH adhita- dharmasthAnasya kartavyatopayogaH ....' hAribhadra vyAkhyAonI vedhakatA sAdhanAnA hArdane sparzavAmAM rahelI che. adhikRta dharmasthAna/guNasthAnane pAmavAmAM upayoga rAkhavo e praNidhAna ATalI vyAkhyA, eka saMdarbhamAM, barobara ja kahevAte. paNa hInaguNadveSAbhAva samAdhi zataka | 17

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ane paropakAravAsanA viziSTatAne A vyAkhyAmAM umerIe nahi tyAM sudhI temAM UMDANa zI rIte maLata ? koIpaNa sAdhanAmAM UMDANa lAvatAM sAdhakane be tattvo avarodhI zake che : potAnAthI nimnakoTinA kahevAtA sAdhako para tiraskAra ane svArthavRtti. A be dUra thatAM ja sAdhakanI sAdhanA gantavya sthAna bhaNI doTa mUke che. kSamA Adi koI cokkasa guNanI prApti mATe sAdhaka mathI rahela hoya tyAre te kSamA Adi guNanI prApti aMgenA vividha AyAmo prati sabhAna hoya che. dardI jema niSNAta DaoNkTara maLe tyAre potAnA roganI mukti mATenA upAyo vize pUchyA ja kare, tema sAdhaka tajJone potAnA guNo vize pUchyA ja kare. ne emAM koI kSamAzreSTha munipravara maLI jAya tyAre to sAdhaka temanAM caraNomAM besI ja jAya. ane Ape A guNane zI rIte puSTa karyo te pUchyA ja kare. samarAditya mahAkathA vAMcatAM to azrupravAha khALyo na khaLAya. krodha UThe tevAM nimittonI vacce e mahAkathAnA nAyake potAnA kSamAdIpane kaI rIte projjvala rAkhelo ! eka romaharSaka prasaMga e mahAkathAno. munirAja kAyotsarga dhyAne UbhA che. eka strI tyAM Ave che. munirAjane jotAM ja janmAntarIya vairanI dhArA UbharI Ave che. jaMgalamAMthI e bAI lAkaDAM lAvI munirAjanI AsapAsa mUke che. saLagAve che. AgamAM jhUlasI rahI che munirAjanI kAyA. e vakhate samAdhi zataka | 174

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vicAre che munirAja : mArI A kAyA atyAre agnikAyanA jIvonI ane anya UDatA, paDI rahelA jIvonI virAdhanAnuM kendra banI rahI che. Aga zarIrane saLagAvI rahI hoya tyAre A vicAra... kSamAbhAvanI keTalI tIvratA ! asAdhaka padArthone choDaze ane pakaDaze. tenI yAtrA bahAra ja bahAra che. sAdhakanI yAtrA kevI che ? 'kuzala antaraMga.' sAdhaka sAdhanAne puSTa karavA mathe che ane vibhAvane / asAdhanAne dUra karavA mathato hoya che. enI yAtrA sUkSma yAtrA che. vibhAva jenAthI paNa puSTa thato hoya, tevA kAraNane te TALI deze. rAga pIDato hoya to rAgane ane dveSa pIDato hoya to dveSane dUra karavA te koziza karaze. yogasiddhane to nA kazuM choDavAnuM che. na kaMI grahaNa karavAnuM che. choDavAnuM chUTI gayuM. jema ke, nirmohanI sAdhanAnA saMdarbhe vicArIe to, bArame guNasthAnake ke terame guNasthAnake rahela mahAtmAne zuM choDavAnuM rahyuM ? parama udAsInabhAvanI sthiti rahyA karavAnI che. eTale chaDhe ke sAtame guNasthAnake je udAsInabhAva che, e emane pakaDavAno nathI... moha emane choDavAno nathI. parama munitvanI dazAmAM saMga kono, tyAga kono ? 'bAhira-aMtara siddha- kuM, nahi tyAga aru saMga...' samAdhi zataka 175 |17

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samAdhi zataka bhAga-1 kaDI 1 thI 20 bhAga 2 : kaDI 21 thI 47 bhAga-3 bhAga-4 : kaDI 77 thI 104 : kaDI 48 thI 76 samAdhi zataka |19'

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1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. AcAryazrI OMOMkArasUri jJAna maMdira graMthAvalI prabhuvANI prasAra sthaMbha (yojanA-1,11,111) zrI samasta vAva pathaka zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka jaina saMgha-gurumUrti pratiSThA-smRti zeThazrI caMdulAla kakalacaMda parIkha parivAra, vAva zrI siddhagiri cAturmAsa ArAdhanA (saM. 2057) daramyAna thayela jJAnakhAtAnI AvakamAMthI. haste : zeThazrI dhuDAlAla punamacaMdabhAI hekkaDa parivAra, DIsA, banAsakAMThA : zrI dharmottejaka pAThazALA, zrI jhIMjhuvADA jaina saMgha, jhIMjhuvADA zrI suIgAma jaina saMgha, suIgAma zrI vAMkaDiyA vaDagAma jaina saMgha, vAMkaDiyA vaDagAma zrI garAMbaDI jaina saMgha, garAMbaDI zrI rAMdera2oDa jaina saMgha-aDAjaNa pATIyA, rAMderaroDa, surata zrI ciMtAmaNI pArzvanAtha jaina saMgha pArlA (IsTa), muMbaI 10. zrI AdinAtha tapAgaccha zvetAMbara mU.pU.jaina saMgha, katAragAma, surata 11. zrI kailAsanagara jaina saMgha, kailAsanagara, surata 12. zrI ucosaNa jaina saMgha, samubA zrAvikA ArAdhanA bhavana, surata jJAnakhAtethI 13. zrI vAva pathaka jaina zve. mU.pU. saMgha, amadAvAda 14. zrI vAva jaina saMgha, vAva, banAsakAMThA 15. ku. nehalabena kumudabhAI (kaTosaNa roDa)nI dIkSA prasaMge thayela AvakamAMthI 16. zrI AdinAtha zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka jaina saMgha, navasArI 17. zrI bhIlaDIyAjI pArzvanAtha jaina derAsara peDhI, bhIlaDIyAjI 18. zrI navajIvana jaina zve. mU.pU. saMgha, muMbaI 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. prabhuvANI prasAraka (yojanA-61,111) zrI dipA zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka jaina saMgha, rAMderoDa, surata zrI sImaMdharasvAmI mahilA maMDaLa, pratiSThA kompalekSa, surata zrI zreNIkapArka jaina zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka saMgha, nyU rAMdera2oDa, surata zrI puNyapAvana jaina saMgha, IzitA pArka, surata zrI zreyaskara AdinAtha jaina saMgha, nIjhAmapurA, vaDodarA prabhuvANI prasAra anumodaka (yojanA zrI moravADA jaina saMgha, moravADA 31,111) 1. 2. zrI umarA jaina saMgha, surata samAdhi zataka | 100

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3. zrI zatruMjaya TAvara jaina saMgha, surata 4. 5. zrI caumukhajI pArzvanAtha jaina maMdira TrasTa zrI jaina zvetAMbara tapAgaccha saMgha gaDhasivAnA (rAja.) zrImatI tArAbena gagaladAsa vaDecA-ucosaNa 6. zrI sukhasAgara ane malhAra epArTamenTa suratanI zrAvikAo taraphathI 7. ravijyota epArTamenTa, suratanI zrAvikAo taraphathI 8. aThavAlAInsa jaina saMgha, pAMDavabaMgalo, surata zrAvikAo taraphathI zrI AdinAtha tapAgaccha zve.mUrtipUjaka jaina saMgha, katAragAma, surata 10. zrImatI varSAbena karNAvata, pAlanapura 9. 11. zrI zAMtiniketana saradAranagara jaina saMgha, surata 12. zrI pArzvanAtha jaina saMgha, nyu rAmAroDa, vaDodarA prabhuvANI prasAra bhakta (yojanA - 15,111) 1. zrI desalapura (kaMThI) zrI pArzvacaMdragaccha 2. zrI dhrAMgadhrA zrI pArzvacaMdrasUrIzvaragaccha 3. zrI aThavAlAInsa jaina saMgha, surata zrAvikA upAzraya vAva nagare pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta OMkArasUri mahArAjAnI gurU mUrti pratiSThA smRti zrI vAva zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka jaina saMgha 1. rUA. 2,11,111 ra. rUA. 1,11,111 zrI vAva pathaka zve. mUrtipUjaka jaina saMgha, amadAvAda rUA. 7. 8. 9. rUA. rUA. rUA. rUA. rUA. rUA. 14. rUA. 15. rUA. 16. rUA. Hs - H ; ; 9 = ? = w 10. rUA. 11. rUA. 31,000 zrI suIgAma jaina saMgha 31,000 zrI beNapa jaina saMgha 31,000 zrI ucosaNa jaina saMgha 31,000 zrI bharaDavA jaina saMgha 31,000 zrI asArA jaina saMgha 31,000 zrI garAMbaDI jaina saMgha 31,000 zrI mADakA jaina saMgha 31,000 zrI tIrthagAma jaina saMgha 31,000 zrI koraDA jaina saMgha 12. rUA. 31,000 zrI DhImA jaina saMgha 13. rUA. 31,000 zrI mAlasaNa jaina saMgha 31,000 zrI moravADA jaina saMgha 31,000 zrI vardhamAna zve.mU.pU.jaina saMgha, katAragAma daravAjA, surata 11,111 zrI vAsaraDA jaina saMgha, sevaMtIlAla ma. saMghavI samAdhi zataka | 178

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5.pU.AcArya yazovijayasUri mahArAja dvArA lakhAyela pustako * darisana tarasIe ..... bhA. 1-2 (dvitIya AvRtti) (bhAgavatI sAdhanAnI sasUtra vyAkhyA) 7 'bichurata jAye prANa .....' (dvitIya AvRtti) (pUjyapAda siddharSi mahArAja kRta jinastavanA para saMvedanA) 7 'AtamajJAnI zramaNa kahAve ' (uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 15mA sabhikhkhu adhyayana upara saMvedanA) 'mere avaguna citta na dharo .....' (dvitIya AvRtti) (kumArapALa bhUpALa kRta 'AtmanindA dvAtriMzikA' para saMvedanA) 7 RRSabha jinesara prItama mAharo re ..... (zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAjanI stavanAo para saMvedanA) (stavana-1 thI 5) prabhuno pyAro parza (parama pAvana zrI dazavaikAlika sUtra (1 thI 4) paranI vAcanAo) * AtmAnubhUti (yogapradIpa, jJAnasAra Adi grantho tathA pU. cidAnaMdajI mahArAjanAM padomAM maLatAM sAdhanA-sUtro para vizleSaNa) * astitvanuM paroDha (hRdayapradIpa SatriMzikA para svAdhyAya) * anubhUtinuM AkAza (pU. devacandrajI mahArAjanI aSTapravacana mAtAnI sajjhAya para anuprekSA) 7. rome rome paramaraparza (devAdhideva prabhu mahAvIranI sADAbAra varasanI lokottara sAdhanAnI AMtara kathA) prabhunA hastAkSara (parama pAvana uttarAdhyayana sUtranAM keTalAMka sAdhanAsUtro para svAdhyAya) dhyAna ane kAyotsarga (dvitIya AvRtti) (dhyAna ane kAyotsarga vizeno zAstrIya sandarbho sAtheno svAdhyAya) pravacana aMjana jo sadguru kare (navapada sAdhanA) ekAntano vaibhava (tRtIya AvRtti) (smaraNa yAtrA) raso hai saH (dvitIya AvRtti) (pUjyapAda devacandrajI mahArAja kRta zrI abhinandana jinastavanA para svAdhyAya) 70 sAdhanApatha (dvitIya AvRtti) (pUjyapAda devacandrajI mahArAja kRta zrI suvidhinAtha jinastavanA para svAdhyAya) parama ! tArA mArge (dvitIya AvRtti) (pUjyapAda devacandrajI mahArAja kRta prabhu mahAvIra stavanA para svAdhyAya) pragaTyo pUrana rAga (pUjyapAda devacandrajI mahArAja kRta prabhu neminAtha stavanA 52 svAdhyAya) samAdhi zataka | 1deg 179

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