Pratikramana Sankshipt

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008869/1

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dAdA bhagavAna kathita pratikramaNa vidhi pratyakSa "dAdA bhagavAna'nI sAkSIe dehadhArI *.. *..nA mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoga, bhAvakarmadravyakarma-nokarmathI bhinna evA he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! ApanI sAkSIe, Aja dina sudhI je je.......* *.. doSa thayA che, tenI kSamA mAMguM chuM. pazcAtApa karuM chuM, AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna karuM chuM ne pharI AvAM doSo kyAreya paNa nahIM karuM evo draDha nizcaya karuM chuM. mane kSamA karo, kSamA karo, kSamA karo. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane evo koI paNa doSa nA karavAnI parama zakti Apo, zakti Apo, zakti Apo. (pratikANA ? ' (saMkSipta) * jenI pratyepa thayo hoya te sAmI vyakitanuM nAma levuM. jardoSa thayA hoya te manamAM jAmakaravA, (tame zuddhAtmA ane je doSa kare tenI pAse pratikramaNa karAvavuM, 'caMdulAla' pAse doSonuM bhAva pratikramaNa karAvavuM.) | | | | TEIGHT

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prakAzaka dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana vatI zrI ajita sI. paTela 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta koleja pAchaLa, usmAnapurA, amadAvAda-38O14. lena : (09) 7pa40408, 754399. (c) : saMpAdakane svAdhIna pratikramaNa pAMca AvRtio : 23,000 chaThThI AvRti : 6,500 1996 thI 1999 oNgaSTa, 2002 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' ane huM kaMI ja jANato nathI', e bhAva ! dravya mUlya : 15 rUpiyA (rAhata dare) lesara kaMpojha : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana, amadAvAda. saMkalana : DaoN. nIrubahena amIta mudraka : mahAvideha phAunDezana (prinTIMga DIvIjhana), bhoMyarAmAM, pArzvanAtha cembarsa, navI rijharva beMka pAse, InkamaTeksa, amadAvAda. phona : 7542964 HiTT||L

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'dAdA bhagavAta' koNa ? jUna 1958nI e samI sAMjano chaeka vAgyAno samaya, bhIDamAM dhamadhamatAM suratanAM sTezana para beThelA e.ema.paTela rUpI dehamaMdiramAM 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa thayA ane kudarate sarjyuM adhyAtmanuM adbhUta Azcarya ! eka kalAkamAM vizvadarzana lAdhyuM ! 'ApaNe koNa ? bhagavAna koNa ? jagata koNa calAve che ? karma zuM ? mukti zuM ?'I. jagatanAM tamAma AdhyAtmika praznonAM saMpUrNa phoDa paDyA ! emane prApti thaI te ja rIte mAtra be ja klAkamAM, anyane paNa prApti karAvI ApatAM, emanA adbhUta jJAnaprayogathI ! ene akrama mArga kahyo. krama eTale pagathiye pagathiye, krame krame UMce caDhavAnuM ! akrama eTale krama vinAno, liphTa mArga ! zorTakaTa !! teozrI svayaM pratyekane 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa ?'no phoDa pADatA kahetAM ke, "A dekhAya che te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nhoya, ame to jJAnI puruSa chIe ane mahIM pragaTa thayelA che te dAdA bhagavAna che, je cauda lokanA nAtha che, e tamArAmAM ya che, badhAmAM ya che. tamArAmAM avyaktarUpe rahelA che ne 'ahIM' saMpUrNapaNe vyakta thayelA che ! huM pote bhagavAna nathI. mArI aMdara pragaTa thayelA dAdA bhagavAnane huM paNa namaskAra karuM chuM.'' AtmajJAta prAptitI pratyakSa lIMka parama pUjya dAdAzrI gAmegAma-dezavideza paribhramaNa karIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA svarUpajJAnanI prApti karAvatAM hatAM. teozrIe potAnI hayAtImAM ja pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amInane AtmajJAna prApti karAvavAnI jJAnasiddhi Apela. parama pUjya dAdAzrInA dehavilaya bAda Aje paNa pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna temanA pagale pagale te ja rIte mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA AtmajJAnanI prApti nimitta bhAve karAvI rahyA che, jeno lAbha laIne hajAro mumukSuo saMsAramAM rahIne javAbadArIo pUrI karatAM paNa mukta rahI AtmaramaNatA anubhave che. 1. . 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. bhAgaSa tenI bhula (yu., . . ) banyuM te ja nyAya (gu., aM., hiM.) eDajasTa erIvAra (pu.. 15. 16. 17. 18. 19. 20. dAdA bhagavAta phAunDezananA prakAzano athaDAmaNa TALo (gu., aM., hiM.) ciMtA (gujarAtI, aMga, kandI) krodha (gujarAtI, aMgrejI, hindI) mAnavadharma sevA poSaNa 9. 10. trimaMtra huM koNa chuM ! 11. dAna 12. 13. 14. mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ane pachI bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava (gu.aM.) vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 21. 22. pApapuNya 23. 29. 30. 31. 32. karmanuM vijJAna 24. ahiMsA 25. prema 26. camatkAra 27. vANI, vyavahAramAM.... 28. nijadoSa darzanathI, nirdoSa... 33. 34. 35. 36. satya-asatyanA rahasyo 37. 38. 9. guru-ziSya AptavANI - 1 thI 13 AptasUtra The essence of all religion Generation Gap Whoaml? paisAno vyavahAra (graM., saM.) pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra (graM., saM.) mA-bApachokarAMno vyavahAra(graM,sa) pratikramaNa (graMtha, saMkSipta) samajathI prApta brahmacarya (graM., saM.) vANIno siddhAMta (graM., saM.) 'dAdAvANI' megejhita dara mahine prakAzita thAya che Ultimate Knowledge Harmony in Marraige dAdA bhagavAna kA AtmavijJAna vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI AptavANI

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mokSano mAraga che zUrAno, nahIM kAyaranuM kAma.' paNa zUrAtana kyAM vAparavAnuM ke jethI mokSe jhaTa pugAya ? kAyaratA kone kahevI ? pApIo puNyazALI banI zake ? to kaI rIte ? AkhI jiMdagI jalI A Ara.DI.eksanI aganamAM, tene kaI rIte bujhAvAya ? rAta-dina patnino pratApa, putra-putrIono tApa ne paisA kamAvAno utpAta e badhA tApomAMthI kaI rIte zAtA prApta karI tarIpAra utarAya ? saMpAdakIya - DaoN. nIrubahena amIna hRdayathI mokSamArge janArAMone, paLe paLe pajavatA kaSAyo sacoTa kApavA, mArgamAM AgekUca karavA, koI sacoTa sAdhana to joIe ke nA joIe ? sthULatamathI sUkSmatama sudhInI athaDAmaNo kaI game TALe ? ApaNane ke ApaNA thakI anyane duHkha thAya to tenuM nivAraNa zuM ? kaSAyonI boMbADIMgane rokavA ke tene pharI nA thAya te mATe zuM upAya ? ATaATalo dharma karyo, japa-tapa, upavAsa, dhyAna, yoga karyA, chatAM mana-vacana-kAyAthI thaI jatAM doSo kema nathI aTakatA ? aMtarazAMti kema nathI maLatI ? kyAreka nijadoSo dekhAya pachI tenuM zuM karavuM ? tene kema karIne kADhavA ? mokSamArgamAM AgaLa vadhavA temaja saMsAra mArgamAM paNa sukhazAMti, maMda kaSAya ke premabhAvathI jIvavA kaMIka nakkara sAdhana to joIe ne ? vItarAgoe dharmasAramAM zuM prarUpyuM che jagatane ? sAcuM dharmadhyAna kayuM ? pApamAMthI pAchAM pharavuM hoya to teno koI sacoTa mArga kharo ? hoya to kema dekhAto nathI ? dharmazAstromAMthI ghaNuM vaMcAya che chatAM kema e jIvanamAM vartAtuM nathI ? sAdhu-saMto, AcAryo, kathAkAro ATaATalo upadeza Ape che chatAM kyAM khUTe che upadeza pariNamAvavA ?! dareka dharmamAM, dareka sAdhu-saMtonA saMghADAmAM keTakeTalI kriyAo karAya che ? keTakeTalAM vrata, japa, tapa, niyamo pravartI rahyA che, chatAM kema kyAMya UgatuM nathI ? kaSAya kema ghaTatA nathI ? doSo kema dhovAtA nathI ? zuM enI javAbadArI pATa para beThelAM upadezakonA zIre nathI jatI ? AvuM lakhAya che, te dveSa ke verabhAvathI nahIM paNa karuNAbhAvathI, chatAMya ene dhovA mATe kaMI upAya kharo ke nahIM ? ajJAna dazAmAMthI jJAna dazA ne TheTha kevaLajJAna svarUpanI dazA sudhI javA mATe jJAnIoe, tIrthaMkaroe zuM cIMdhyuM haze ? RNAnubaMdhI vyaktio sAthe kAM to rAga ke dveSanA baMdhanothI mukti meLavI vItarAgatA kaI rIte keLavAya ? guru-ziSyo vacce, gorANI-celIo vacce, niraMtara kaSAyothI "nava navaDAnI vATe caDhatA upadezako kaI rIte pAchAM vaLI zake ? aNahakkanI lakSmI ne aNahakkanI strIo pAchaLa vANI, vartana ke manathI ke draSTithI doSo thayAM teno tIrthaMca ke narkagati sivAya kyAMya saMgharo thAya ? emAMthI temanuM chuTAya ? emAMthI cetavuM che to kaI rIte cetAya ne chuTAya ? AvA aneka mUMjhavatA sanAtana praznono ukela zuM hoI zake ? pratyeka mAnavI potAnA jIvanakALa daramyAna kyAreka saMjogonA dabANathI evI sthitimAM sapaDAya che ke saMsAra vyavahAramAM bhUlo karavI nathI chatAM bhUlamAMthI mukta thaI zakAtuM nathI; evI paristhitimAM dilanA sAcA puruSo satata mUMjhavaNa anubhavatA hoya che, tevAMone bhUla bhAMgavA mATe ane jIvana jIvavAno sAco rAha jaDI jAya, jenAthI potAnA AMtarika sukhacenamAM rahI pragati sAdhI zakAya; te arthe kyAreya nA maLyuM hoya tevuM adhyAtma vijJAnanuM ekameva sacoTa AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAnarUpI hathiyAra tIrthaMkaroe, jJAnIoe jagatane apyuM che, je hathiyAra dvArA doSarUpI pAMgarelA vizALa vRkSane dhorI mULIyA sahita nirmUlana karI anaMtA jIvo mokSalakSmIne varyA che, tevA mukti mATenA A pratikramaNa rUpI vijJAnano yathArthapaNe jema che tema phoDa pragaTa jJAnI puruSa zrI dAdA bhagavAne kevaLajJAna svarUpamAM joIne kahelI vANI dvArA Apyo che. te sarva prastuta graMthamAM saMkalita thayo che, je sujJa vAcakane AtyaMtika kalyANa arthe upayogI nivaDaze.

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jJAnI puruSanI vANI dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva tathA bhinna bhinna nimittane AdhIna nIkaLelI hoya, te vANInA saMkalanamAM bhAsIta kSatio kSamya gaNI jJAnI puruSanI vANIno aMtara Azaya pAmavA ja abhyarthanA ! jJAnI puruSanI je vANI nIkaLI che, te naimittika rIte mumukSa-mahAtmA je sAme Ave tenA samAdhAna arthe nIkaLelI hoya che ane te vANI jyAre graMtharUpe saMkalita thAya tyAre kyAreka virodhAbhAsa bhAse. jema ke eka praznakartAnI AMtarika dazAnA samAdhAna arthe jJAnI puruSano 'pratikramaNa e jAgRti che ane atikramaNa e DiscArja che.' e pratyuttara prApta thAya. ane je sUkSma jAgRtinI dazAe pahoMcelA mahAtmAnA jhINavaTanA phoDa sAme jJAnI puruSa evo khulAso Ape ke "atikramaNa e DiscArja che ne pratikramaNa e paNa DiscArja che. DiscArjane DiscArjathI bhAMgavAnuM che.' to banne khulAsA naimittika rIte yathArtha ja che paNa sApekSa rIte virodhAbhAsa bhAse. Ama praznakartAnI dazAphera hovAne kAraNe pratyuttaramAM virodhAbhAsa bhAse chatAM saiddhAMtika rIte emAM virodhAbhAsa che ja nahIM. sujJa vAcakone jJAnavANInI sUkSmatA pAmI vAtane samajavA arthe sahaja sUcavana atre sUcavyuM che. - jaya saccidAnaMda. 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12. 13. 14. 15. 16. 17. 18. 19. 20. 21. 22. 23. 24. 25. anukramaNikA pratikramaNanuM yathArtha svarUpa ! pratyeka dharma prarUpyuM pratikramaNa na hoya 'e' pratikramaNa mahAvIranAM ! aho, aho, e jAgRta dAdo ! akrama vijJAnanI rIta ! rahe phUla, jAya kAMTA.... thAya cokhkho vyApAra ! 'Ama' tUTe zRMkhalA RNAnubaMdhanI ! nirlepatA, abhAvathI phAMsI sudhI ! athaDAmaNanI sAme... puruSArtha, prAkRta durguNo sAme.... chUTe vyasano, jJAnI rIte ! vimukti Arta-raudradhyAna thakI ! kADhe kaSAyanI koTaDImAMthI ! bhAva ahiMsAnI vATe.... vasamI veranI vasUlAta... vAraNa 'mULa' kAraNa abhiprAyanuM ! viSaya jIte te rAjAonAM rAjA ! jUThanA baMdhANIne ! jAgRti, vANI vahe tyAre.... chUTe prakRtidoSo Ama..... nikAla, cIkaNI phAIlono ! mana mAMDe moMkANa tyAre... jIvanabharanA vaheNamAM taNAtAne tAre jJAna ! pratikramaNonI saiddhAMtika samajaNa ! 1 5 10 14 18 22 31 33 35 39 42 43 46 50 13 56 58 60 a >> D x 5 x 9

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pratikramaNa 1. pratikramaNanuM yathArtha svarUpa ! praznakartA : manuSya A jIvanamAM mukhyapaNe zuM karavuM joIe ? dAdAzrI : manamAM jevuM hoya, evuM vANImAM bolavuM, evuM vartanamAM karavuM. ApaNe je vANImAM bolavuM che ane mana kharAba hoya to tene mATe pratikramaNa karavAnuM ane pratikramaNa konuM karavuM ? konI sAkSImAM karazo ? tyAre kahe, 'dAdA bhagavAna'nI sAkSIe pratikramaNa karo. A dekhAya che te 'dAdA bhagavAna' hoya. A to bhAdaraNanA paTela che, e. ema. paTela che. 'dAdA bhagavAna' aMdara cauda lokano nAtha pragaTa thaI gayelo che, eTale enA nAmathI pratikramaNa karo. ke he dAdA bhagavAna, mAruM mana bagaDyuM te badala mAphI mAguM chuM. mane mApha karo. huM paNa emanuM nAma laIne pratikramaNa karuM chuM. (mULa graMthanA pAnA naM. 1) sArAM karma karo eTale dharma kahevAya ane kharAba karma karo eTale adharma kahevAya. ane dharma-adharmanI pAra javAnuM e Atmadharma kahevAya. e sArAM karma karo eTale kreDITa utpanna thAya ane e kreDITa bhogavavA javuM paDe. kharAba karma karo eTale DebITa utpanna thAya. ane e DebITa bhogavavA javuM paDe ane jyAM copaDImAM kreDITa-DebITa nathI, tyAM AtmA prApta thAya. praznakartA H A saMsAramAM AvyA eTale karma to karavAM ja paDene ? jANeajANe khoTAM karma thaI jAya to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : thaI jAya to eno upAya hoyane pAcho. haMmezAM khoTuM karma pratikramaNa thaI gayuM to tarata enI pachI pastAvo hoya che, ane kharA dilathI, sinsIyAriTIthI pastAvo karavo joIe. pastAvo karavA chatAM pharI evuM thAya enI ciMtA nahIM karavAnI. pharI pastAvo levo joIe. enI pAchaLa zuM vijJAna che e tamane khyAla nA Ave eTale tamane ema lAge ke A pastAvo karavAthI baMdha thatuM nathI. zAthI baMdha thatuM nathI e vijJAna che. mATe tamAre pastAvo ja karyA karavAno. kharA dilathI pastAvo kare che enAM badhAM karma dhovAI jAya che. kharAba lAgyuM eTale ene pastAvo karavo ja joIe. praznakartA H zarIranA dharmo AcarIe chIe to enAM prAyazcitta levAM 2 paDe ? dAdAzrI : hAsto ne ! jyAM sudhI 'huM AtmA chuM' evuM bhAna nA thAya tyAM sudhI prAyazcitta nA thAya to karma vadhAre coMTe. prAyazcitta karavAthI karmanI gAMTho halakI thaI jAya. nahIM to e pApanuM phaLa bahu kharAba Ave che. manuSyapaNuM ya jatuM rahe, ne manuSya thAya to tene badhI jAtanI aDacaNo paDe. khAvAnI, pIvAnI, mAna-tAna to koI dahADo dekhAya ja nahIM. kAyamanuM apamAna. eTalA mATe A prAyazcitta ke bIjI badhI kriyAo karavI paDe che. Ane parokSa bhakti kahevAya. jyAM sudhI AtmajJAna nA thAya tyAM sudhI parokSa bhakti karavAnI jarUra che. have pastAvo konI rUbarUmAM karavo joIe ? konI sAkSIe karavo joIe. ke jene tame mAnatA ho. kRSNa bhagavAnane mAno cho ke dAdA bhagavAnane mAno cho, game tene mAno enI sAkSIe karavo joIe. bAkI upAya nA hoya, evuM A duniyAmAM hoya ja nahIM. upAya pahelo janme che. tyAra pachI darda UbhuM thAya che. (3) A jagata UbhuM kema thayuM ? atikramaNathI. kramaNathI kazo vAMdho nathI. ApaNe hoTalamAM kaMI vastu maMgAvIne khAdhI ne be rakAbIo ApaNA hAthe tUTI gaI, pachI enA paisA ApIne bahAra nIkaLyA, to te atikramaNa nA karyuM, to pachI tenuM pratikramaNa karavAnuM rahetuM nathI. paNa rakAbI phUTe eTale ApaNe kahIe ke tArA mANase phoDI che, te cAlyuM pAchuM. atikramaNa karyuM tenuM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe che. ane atikramaNa thayA vagara rahetuM nathI, mATe pratikramaNa karo.

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pratikramaNa pratikramaNa pratikramaNa. jyAM jhaghaDo che tyAM pratikramaNa nathI, ne jyAM pratikramaNa che tyAM jhaghaDo nathI. bIjuM badhuM kramaNa to che ja. hejAheja vAta thaI e kramaNa che, eno vAMdho nathI, paNa atikramaNa thayA vagara rahetuM nathI. mATe enuM pratikramaNa karo. praznakartA: A atikramaNa thayuM enI potAne khabara kevI rIte paDe ? dAdAzrI : e potAne ya khabara paDe ne sAmAne ya khabara paDe. ApaNane khabara paDe ke enA moDhA para asara thaI gaI che ane tamane ya asara thaI jAya. bannene asara thAya. eTale enuM pratikramaNa hoya ja. (4) atikramaNa to, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha e badhAM atikramaNa kahevAya. AnAM pratikramaNa karyA, eTale krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha gayAM. atikramaNa thayuM ne pratikramaNa karyuM, to krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha gayAM. atikramaNathI A saMsAra Ubho thayelo che ane pratikramaNathI nAza thAya.(5) praznakartA : to pratikramaNa eTale zuM ? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa eTale sAmo je ApaNuM apamAna kare che, te ApaNe samajI javuM joIe ke A apamAnano gunegAra koNa che ? e karanAra gunegAra che ke bhogavanAra gunegAra che, e ApaNe paheluM DisIjhana levuM joIe. to apamAna karanAra e bilakule ya gunegAra nathI hoto. eka senTe ya gunegAra nathI hoto. e nimitta hoya che. ane ApaNA ja karmanA udayane laIne e nimitta bheguM thAya che. eTale A ApaNo ja guno che. have pratikramaNa eTalA mATe karavAnuM ke enA para kharAba bhAva thAya to pratikramaNa karavA joIe. enA tarapha nAlAyaka che, luco che, evo manamAM vicAra AvI gayo hoya to pratikramaNa karavAnuM. ane evo vicAra nA Avyo hoya ane ApaNe eno upakAra mAnyo hoya to pratikramaNa karavAnI jarUra nathI. bAkI koI paNa gALa bhAMDe to e ApaNo ja hisAba che, e mANasa to nimitta che. gajavuM kApe te kApanAra nimitta che ane hisAba ApaNo ja che. A to nimittane ja bacakAM bhare che ane enAM ja jhaghaDA che badhAM. avaLA cAlyA enuM nAma atikramaNa ane pAchA AvIe enuM nAma chokarAne mAravAno kaMI adhikAra nathI. samajAvavAno adhikAra che. chatAM, chokarAne dhIbI nAkhyo to pachI pratikramaNa nA kare to badhAM karma coMTyA ja kare ne ? pratikramaNa to thavuM ja joIe ne ? 'huM caMdubhAI' e ja atikramaNa. chatAM vyavahAramAM e leTa go karIe. paNa koIne duHkha thAya che tamArAthI ? nA thAya to e atikramaNa thayuM nathI. AkhA dahADAmAM koIne potAnAthI du:kha thayuM e atikramaNa thayuM. enuM pratikramaNa karo. A vItarAgonuM sAyansa che. atikramaNa adhogatimAM laI jaze ne pratikramaNa UrdhvagatimAM laI jaze ane TheTha mokSe jatAM pratikramaNa ja helpa Apaze. pratikramaNa kone nA karavAnuM hoya ? jeNe atikramaNa nA karyuM hoya tene. (8) praznakartA : vyavahAra, vyApAra ne anya pravRttimAM anyAya thato lAge ane tethI manane glAni thAya, temAM jo vyavahAra jokhamAya tenA mATe zuM karavuM ? ApaNAthI jo Avo koI anyAya thato hoya to tenuM zuM prAyazcitta ? dAdAzrI : prAyazcittamAM AlocanA, pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna hovuM joIe. jyAM jyAM koIne anyAya thAya tyAM AlocanA pratikramaNa hovuM joIe ane pharI anyAya nahIM karuM evuM nakkI karavuM joIe. je bhagavAnane mAnatA ho, kayA bhagavAnane mAno cho ? praznakartA : zivane. dAdAzrI : hA, to te zivanI pAse, tyAM AgaLa pazcAttApa levo joIe. AlocanA karavI joIe ke mArAthI A manuSyo joDe Avo khoTo doSa thayo che, te have pharI nahIM karuM evo. ApaNe vAreghaDIe pazcAttApa karavo paDe. ane

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pratikramaNa pharI evo doSa thAya to pharI pazcAttApa levo joIe. ema karatAM karatAM doSa ocho thAya. tamAre nA karavo hoya to paNa anyAya thaI jaze. thaI jAya che e haju prakRtidoSa che. A prakRtidoSa e tamAro pUrvabhavano doSa che, Ajano A doSa nathI, Aje tamAre sudharavuM che, paNa A thaI jAya che e tamAro pahelAno doSa che. e tamane pajavyA vagara raheze nahIM. mATe AlocanA, pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna kara kara karavuM paDe. (10) praznakartA : ApaNane sahana karavuM paDe che, to eno rasto zo ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe to sahana karI ja levuM, khAlI bUma-barADo nahIM pADavo. sahana karavuM te paNa pAchuM samatApUrvaka sahana karavuM. sAmAne manamAM gALo bhAMDIne nahIM, paNa samatApUrvaka ke bhaI, teM mane karmamAMthI mukta karyo. mAruM je karma hatuM, te mane bhogavaDAvyuM ane mane mukta karyo. mATe eno upakAra mAnavo. e sahana kaMI maphata karavuM paDatuM nathI, ApaNA ja doSanuM pariNAma che. praznakartA : ane pratikramaNa to bIjAnA doSa jovAya, enA upara ja pratikramaNa ? dAdAzrI : bIjAnA doSa ekalA nahIM, dareka bAbata, khoTuM bolAyuM hoya, avaLuM thayuM hoya, je kaMI hiMsA thaI gaI hoya, game te pAMca mahAvrata toDAyAM hoya, e badhAM upara pratikramaNa karavAnAM. (11) 2. pratyeka dharma prarUpyuM pratikramaNa ! bhagavAne kahyuM che ke, AlocanA, pratikramaNa ne pratyAkhyAna e sivAya vyavahAradharma ja bIjo nathI. paNa te kaeNza hoya te, udhAra nahIM cAle. gALa koIne ApIe, A hamaNe thayuM te lakSamAM rAkha, konI joDe zuM thayuM te ? ane pachI AlocanA karI, pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna keza kara. ene bhagavAne vyavahAranizcaya beu kahyuM. paNa e thAya kone ? samakita thayA pachI tyAM sudhI karavuM hoya to ya nA thAya. te samakita thatuM ya nathI ne ! chatAM ya koI AlocanA, pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna ApaNe tyAM zIkhI jAya, to ya kAma kADhI nAkhe. bhale pratikramaNa noMdhAruM zIkhI jAya to ya vAMdho nathI. ene sakita sAme AvIne UbhuM raheze !!! F jenAM AlocanA-pratikramaNa sAcAM hoya tene AtmA prApta thayA vagara rahe ja nahIM. (12) praznakartA : pastAvo karuM chuM e pratikramaNa, ane kahe A pramANe nahIM karuM e pratyAkhyAna ? dAdAzrI : hA. pastAvo e pratikramaNa kahevAya. have pratikramaNa karyuM to pachI pharI evuM atikramaNa na thAya. to 'pharI have nahIM karuM' enuM nAma pratyAkhyAna. pharI nahIM karuM, enuM promisa ApuM chuM, evuM manamAM nakkI karavAnuM ane pachI pharIvAra evuM thAya to eka paDa to gayuM, te pachI bIjuM paDa Ave, to emAM gabharAvAnuM nahIM, vAreghaDIe A karyA ja karavAnuM. (13) praznakartA : AlocanA eTale zuM ? dAdAzrI : hA, AlocanA eTale ApaNe koI kharAba kAma karyuM hoya, to je ApaNA guru hoya agara to jJAnI hoya temanI pAse ekarAra karavo. jevuM thayuM hoya evA svarUpe ekarAra karavo. eTale ApaNe pratikramaNa zAnuM karavAnuM ? tyAre kahe, 'jeTaluM atikramaNa karyuM hoya, je lokone poSAya evuM nathI, je lokamAM nIMdya thAya evAM karma, sAmAne duHkha thAya evuM thayuM hoya te atikramaNa. te thayuM hoya to, pratikramaNa karavAnI jarUra. (14) karma bAMdhe che koNa ? tene ApaNe jANavuM paDe, tamAruM nAma zuM ? praznakartA : caMdulAla. dAdAzrI : to 'huM caMdulAla chuM' e ja karmano bAMdhanAra. pachI rAte UMghI jAya, to ya AkhI rAta karma baMdhAya che. 'huM caMdulAla chuM' te UMghatAM ya karma baMdhAya che. enuM zuM kAraNa ? kAraNa ke, e Aropita bhAva che. eTale guno lAgu thayo. 'pote' kharekhara caMdulAla nathI. ane jyAM tame nahIM tyAM 'huM chuM'

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pratikramaNa pratikramaNa evo Aropa karo cho. kalpitabhAva che e, ane niraMtara eno guno lAgu thAya ne !! Apane samajamAM Ave che ?! pachI huM caMdulAla Amano sasaro thala, Amano mAmo thauM, Amano kAko thauM, A badhA Aropita bhAvo che, enAthI niraMtara karma baMdhAyA kare che. rAte UMghamAM ya karma baMdhAyA kare che. rAte karma baMdhAya, temAM to have chUTako ja nathI paNa "huM caMdulAla chuMe ahaMkArane jo tame nirmaLa karI nAkho, to tamane karma ochAM baMdhAya. ahaMkAra nirmaLa karyA pachI pAchI kriyAo karavI paDe. kevI kriyAo karavI paDe ? ke savAramAM tamAre chokarAnI vahu joDe, enAthI kaparakAbI tUTI gaI, eTale tame kahyuM ke, 'tArAmAM akkala nathI. eTale ene je duHkha thayuM, te vakhate ApaNane manamAM ema thavuM joIe ke A meM ene duHkha dIdhuM. tyAM pratikramaNa hovuM joIe. duHkha dIdhuM eTale atikramaNa kahevAya. ane atikramaNanI upara pratikramaNa kare to e bhUMsAI jAya. e karma halakuM thaI jAya. ene kaMIka duHkha thAya evuM AcaraNa karIe to e atikramaNa kahevAya ane atikramaNa upara pratikramaNa hovuM joIe. ane te bAra mahine karIe chIe, evuM nahIM 'zUTa oNna sAITa' hovuM joIe. to kaMIka A duHkhI jAya. vItarAganA kahelA mata pramANe cAle to duHkha jAya. nahIM to duHkha jAya nahIM. aDIe to kharI paDe. praznakartA : e pastAvo kevI rIte karuM ? badhAne dekhatAM karuM ke manamAM karuM? dAdAzrI : manamAM. manamAM dAdAjIne yAda karIne ke A mArI bhUla thaI che have pharI nahIM karuM - evuM manamAM yAda karIne karavAnuM eTale pharI ema karatAM karatAM e badhuM duHkha bhUlAI jAya. e bhUla tUTI jAya che. paNa evuM nA karIe to pachI bhUlo vadhatI jAya. A ekalo ja mArga evo mArga che ke potAnA doSa dekhAtA jAya ane zuTa thatA jAya, ema karatAM karatAM doSa khalAsa thatAM jAya. (17) praznakartA : eka bAju pApa karyA kare ne eka bAju pastAvo karyA kare. AvuM to cAlyA ja kare. dAdAzrI : evuM nathI karavAnuM. je mANasa pApa kare ne e jo pastAvo kare to e banAvaTI pastAvo karI zakato ja nathI. ane sAco ja pastAvo hoya ane pastAvo sAco hoya eTale enI pAchaLa eka DuMgaLInuM paDa khase, pachI DuMgaLI to AkhI ne AkhI dekhAya pAchI. pharI pAchuM bIjuM paDa khase. hamezAM pastAvo nakAmo jato nathI. (18) praznakartA : paNa kharA manathI mAphI mAgavAnIne ? dAdAzrI : mAphI mAganAro kharA manathI ja mAphI mAge che. ane khoTA manathI mAphI mAge to ya calAvI levAze. to ya mAphI mAgajo. praznakartA : to to pachI ene Teva paDI jAya ? dAdAzrI : Teva paDI jAya to bhale paDI jAya. paNa mAphI mAgajo. mAphI mAMgyA vagara to AvI banyuM jANo !!! mAphIno zo artha che ? ene pratikramaNa kahevAya che. ane doSane zuM kahevAya ? atikramaNa. koI brAnDI pIto hoya ane kaheze ke huM mAphI mAguM chuM. to huM kahyuM ke, (16) praznakartA : e pratikramaNa kevI rIte karavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe jo jJAna lIdhuM hoya to enA AtmAnI ApaNane khabara paDe. eTale AtmAne udezIne karavAnuM, nahIM to bhagavAnane udezIne karavAnuM, he bhagavAna ! pazcAttApa karuM chuM, mAphI mAguM chuM ane pharI nahIM karuM have. basa e pratikramaNa ! praznakartA : dhovAI jAya kharuM e ? dAdAzrI : hA, hA, cokkasa vaLI !! pratikramaNa karyuM eTale pachI rahe nahIM ne ?! bahu moTuM karma hoya to Ama baLelI dorI jevuM dekhAya paNa hAthathI

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pratikramaNa mAphI mAgaje. mAphI mAgato jaje ne pIto jaje. paNa manamAM nakkI karaje mAre have choDI devI che. sAcA dilathI manamAM nakkI karaje. mAre choDI devI che. pachI pIto jaje ne mAphI mAgato jaje, eka dahADo eno aMta Avaze. A so TakAnuM mAruM vijJAna che. A to vijJAna che !! ugyA vagara rahe nahIM. tarata ja phaLa ApanAruM che. dhIsa Ijha dha kaeNsa benka oNpha DivAIna solyuzana' 'kaeNza benka' A ja ! dasa lAkha varSathI nIkaLI ja nathI ! be kalAkamAM mokSa laI jAva !! ahIM AgaLa tuM je mAguM e ApavA taiyAra chuM. mAgato bhUle. (19) eka mANasane corI karyA pachI pastAvo thAya che, ene kudarata jato kare che. pazcAtApa karyo. eno bhagavAnane tyAM e guno nathI. paNa jagatanAM loko daMDa kare e A bhavamAM bhogavI levo paDe. A badhuM khoTuM che, A nA karavuM joIe evuM badhAM bole che, te upalaka bole che. 'suparaphaluasa' bole che. 'hArTilI' nathI bolatAM bAkI jo evuM 'hArTilI' bole to ene amuka TAIme gaye ja chUTako ! tamAro game tevo kharAba doSa hoya paNa teno tamane khUba 'hArTilI' pastAvo thAya to e doSa pharI nA thAya. ane pharI thAya toya teno vAMdho nathI, paNa pastAvo khUba karyA karo. (21) praznakartA H pratikramaNa ne pazcAttApamAM phera zo ? dAdAzrI : pazcAttApa e bAdhe bhAre che, krizciyano ravivAre carcamAM pazcAttApa kare che. je pApa karyA teno bAdhe-bhAre pazcAttApa kare che. ane pratikramaNa to kevuM che ke, jeNe goLI mArI, jeNe atikramaNa karyuM, te pratikramaNa kare. te ja kSaNe ! 'zUTa oNna sAITa' - tene dhoI nAkhe. (28) AlocanA, pratikramaNa ne pratyAkhyAna mahAvIra bhagavAnanA siddhAMtano sAra che ane akrama mArgamAM 'jJAnI puruSa' e sAra che, eTaluM ja samajavuM joIe. AjJA e ja dharma ane AjJA e ja tapa che. paNa e Dakho karyA vagara rahe nahIM ne ! anAdinI kaTeva paDI che. (29) 10 pratikramaNa 3. ta hoya 'e' pratikrmaNa mahAvIranAM ! praznakartA : anAdikALathI pratikramaNa to karato Avyo che chatAM chUTakAro to thayo nathI. dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa te sAcAM pratikramaNa karyA nathI. sAcAM pratyAkhyAna ne sAcAM pratikramaNa kare to eno Ukela Ave. pratikramaNa zUTa oNna sAITa hovuM joIe. have mArAthI eka zabda jarA vAMko nIkaLI gayo, eTale mAre aMdara pratikramaNa thaI ja javuM joIe. tarata ja A~na dhI momenTa. AmAM udhAra nA cAle. A to vAsI rakhAya ja nahIM. (30) pratikramaNa eTale pastAvo karavAno. to pastAvo zeno karo cho ? praznakartA : pastAvo nathI karI zakatAM. kriyA karyA rAkhIe badhI. dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa eTale pAchA vaLavuM. pApa je karyA hoya, krodha karyA hoya, tenI para pastAvo karavo enuM nAma pratikramaNa kahevAya.(31) pratikramaNa konuM nAma kahevAya ke je karavAthI doSa ghaTe. je karavAthI doSa vadhyA kare ene pratikramaNa kema kahevAya ? eTale A bhagavAne AvuM nahotuM kahyuM. bhagavAna kahe che, samajAya e bhASAmAM pratikramaNa karo. potapotAnI bhASAmAM pratikramaNa karI lejo. nahIM to loko pratikramaNane pAmaze nahIM. te A mAdhi bhASAmAM rAkhI melyuM che. have A gujarAtI nathI samajatAM, enI pAse mAgadhinuM pratikramaNa karavuM, zuM phAyado kare ? ane sAdhu-AcAryo samajatAM nathI, kazo emanAmAM ya doSa ghaTyAM nathI. eTale AmAM paristhiti A thAya che. mAdhi bhASAmAM bhagavAne phakta eka navakAramaMtra ekalo ja che te gAvAno kahyo hato. navakAra-maMtra ekalo ja mAdhi bhASAmAM bolavAno, ne te ya pAcho samajIne gAjo.' eTale mAdhimAM phakta rAkhavA jevuM phakta A navakAramaMtra ekalo ja, kAraNa ke bhagavAnanA zabdo che. bAkI pratikramaNamAM pahelAM to eno artha samajavo ja paDe ke, A huM pratikramaNa karuM chuM ! konuM ? mane caMdubhAIe apamAna karyuM, agara to meM koInuM apamAna karyuM, tenuM huM

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pratikramaNa 12 pratikramaNa pratikramaNa karuM chuM. pratikramaNa eTale kaSAyane khalAsa karI nAkhavAnA. | (33) A loko varasamAM eka vAra pratikramaNa kare, tyAre navAM kapaDAM paherIne jAya. te pratikramaNa e zuM paiNavAnuM che ke zuM che ? pratikramaNa karavAnuM eTale keTaluM badhuM pastAvAnuM ! tyAM navAM kapaDAM zemAM khAvAM che ?! e kaMI paiNavAnuM che ? pAchAM rAyazI ne devazI. te savAranuM khAdheluM sAMje yAda rahetuM nathI, te kevI rIte pratikramaNa kare ?! vItarAga dharma kone kahevAya ke roja pAMcaso-pAMcaso pratikramaNa kare. jaina dharma to che badhe, paNa vItarAga dharma nathI, bAra mahine ekavAra pratikramaNa kare. ene jaina kema kahevAya ? chatAM saMvatsarI pratikramaNa karI teno ya vAMdho nathI. (37) ame AvuM bolIe, paNa ame to bolatAM pahelAM ja pratikramaNa karI lIdheluM hoya, tame AvuM bolazo nahIM. ame AvuM kaDaka bolIe chIe, bhUla kADhIe chIe, chatAM ame nirdoSa joIe chIe. paNa jagatane samajAvavuM to paDaze ne ? yathArtha, sAcI vAta to samajAvavI paDaze ne ?! (40) AtmajJAna e mokSamArga che. AtmajJAna thayA pachInAM pratikramaNa mokSamArga Ape. pachI badhI sAdhanAo mokSamArga Ape. praznakartA to ene AtmajJAna thavAnuM kAraNa banI zake e pratikramaNa? dAdAzrI : nA. A nAnuM pratikramaNa kare ne navAM atikramaNa UbhAM thAya che pAchAM mohanAM. moha baMdha thayelo nahIM ne ? moha cAlu ne ? darzanamoha eTale jUnAM badhAM pratikramaNa kare ne e vilaya thaI jAya ane navAM UbhAM thAya. puNya baMdhAya, pratikramaNa karIe te ghaDIe. (44) saMsAranA loko pratikramaNa kare, koI jAgRta hoya to, rAyazI-devazI beu kare, te eTalAM che to doSa ochA thaI gayA, paNa darzanamohanIya jyAM sudhI che tyAM sudhI mokSa nA hoya, doSo UbhA thayA ja kare. jeTalAM pratikramaNa kare eTalAM badhAMya jAya. (45) eTale A kALamAM atyAre 'zUTa oNna sAITa'nI vAta to kyAM gaI paNa sAMje kahe che ke, AkhA dahADAnuM pratikramaNa karajo. te vAteya kyAM gaI, aThavADiye ekAdavAra karajo te vAte ya kyAM gaI, ne pAlIke kyAM gayuM ane bAra mahine eka phero kare. te ya samajatA nathI ne kapaDAM sarasa paherIne pharyA kare che. eTale Ama rIyala pratikramaNa koI karatAM nathI. eTale doSo vadhatA ja cAlyA. pratikramaNa to enuM nAma kahevAya, ke doSa ghaTatA ja Ave. (48) A benane tamArA mATe jarAka avaLo vicAra Ave ke A vaLI AvyAM ne mane bhIDa zuM karavA karI ? eTalo vicAra mahIM Ave paNa te tamane jANavA nA de. moTuM hasatuM rAkhe. te vakhate pratikramaNa kare. avaLo vicAra kare te atikramaNa karyuM kahevAya. e roja pAMcaso, pAMcaso pratikramaNa kare che. naryA doSa ja thAya che. bhAna ja nathI hotuM. (50) praznakartA : e to bhAva pratikramaNa che. kriyA pratikramaNa to thAya ja nahIM dAdAzrI : nA, kriyAmAM pratikramaNa hoya ja nahIM, pratikramaNa to bhAva pratikramaNanI ja jarUra che, je kAma kare. kriyA-pratikramaNa hoya nahIM. praznakartA : dravya pratikramaNa ane bhAva pratikramaNa eTale zuM e jarA samajAvo. dAdAzrI : bhAva evo rAkhavo ke AvuM nA hovuM joie, e bhAva pratikramaNa kahevAya che. ane peluM dravyathI to AkhuM badhuM zabdezabda bolavo paDe. jeTalA zabda lakhelA hoya che ne, e badhA ApaNe bolavA paDe. e dravya pratikramaNa kahevAya. (52) to A pratikramaNa to jo Aja bhagavAna hotane, to A badhAne jelamAM pUrI deta. te muA AvuM karyuM ? pratikramaNa eTale eka gunAnI mAphI mAgI levI, sApha karI nAkhavuM. eka DAgha paDyo hoya, e DAghane dhoIne sApha karI

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pratikramaNa nAkhavuM. e hatI evI ne evI jagyA karI nAkhavI enuM nAma pratiSmaNa. have to naryuM DAghavALuM dhotiyuM dekhAya che. 13 A to eka doSanuM pratikramaNa karyuM nathI ane naryA doSonA bhaMDAra thai gayA che. A bena che, te zAthI emanA AcAra-vicAra badhA UMcA gayA che, tyAre kahe, pAMcaso-pAMcaso pratikramaNa kare che ane A bena to kahe che, mahIMthI bAraso-bAraso vakhata pratikramaNa thAya che ane A lokoe eka nathI karyuM. emanA bApanA sama ! jo eka paNa karyuM hoya to. (54) haMmezAM ya karyAnuM AvaraNa Ave che. AvaraNa Ave eTale bhUla dabAI jAya ne eTale bhUla dekhAya ja nahIM. bhUla to AvaraNa tUTe tyAre dekhAya ane e jJAnI puruSanI pAse AvaraNa tUTe, bAkI potAthI AvaraNa tUTe nahIM. jJAnI puruSa to badhAM AvaraNa phrekacara karI UDADI mele !! (55) praznakartA H pratikramaNa kevI rIte zuddha gaNAya ? sAcuM pratikramaNa kevI rIte thAya ? dAdAzrI : samakita thayA pachI sAcuM pratikramaNa thAya. samyaktva thayA pachI, draSTi savaLI thayA pachI, AtmadraSTi thayA pachI sAcuM pratikramaNa thaI zake. paNa tyAM sudhI, pratikramaNa kare ane pastAvo kare to enAthI ochuM thaI jAya badhuM. AtmadraSTi nA thaI hoya ane jagatanA loka khoTuM thayA pachI pastAvo kare ne pratikramaNa kare, to enAthI pApa ochAM baMdhAya, samaja paDIne ? pratikramaNa-pastAvo karavAthI karmo UDI jAya ! kapaDAM para cAno DAgha paDe ke tarata tene dhoI nAkho cho te zAthI ? praznakartA H DAgha jato rahe eTalA mATe dAdAzrI : evuM mahIM DAgha paDe ke tarata dhoI nAkhavuM paDe. A loko tarata dhoI nAkhe che. kaMI kaSAya utpanna thayo, kazuM thayuM ke tarata dhoI nAkhe te sApha ne sApha, suMdara ne suMdara ! tame to bAra mahine eka dahADo karo, te dahADe badhAM 14 pratikramaNa lUgaDAM boLI nAkhe ?! amAruM zUTa oNna sAITa pratikramaNa kahevAya. eTale tame karo cho ene pratikramaNa kahevAya nahIM. kAraNa ke kapaDuM ekuMya dhovAtuM nathI tamAruM. ane amArAM to badhAM dhovAIne cokhkhAM thaI gayAM. pratikramaNa to enuM nAma kahevAya ke kapaDAM dhovAI ne cokhkhAM thaI jAya. lUgaDAM roja eka eka dhovAM paDe. tyAre jaino zuM kare ? bAra mahinA thAya eTale bAra mahinAnAM badhAM lUgaDAM dhUe ! bhagavAnane tyAM to e nA cAle. A loko bAra mahine lUgaDAM bAphe che ke nahIM ? A to eke eka dhovuM paDe. pAMcaso-pAMcaso lUgaDAM da22ojanAM Akho dahADo dhovAze tyAre kAma thaze. jeTalAM doSa dekhAya eTalAM ochA thAya. Amane rojanA pAMcaso doSa dekhAya che. have bIjAne nathI dekhAtA, enuM zuM kAraNa ? haju kAcuM che eTaluM, kaMI doSa vagarano thaI gayo che, te nathI dekhAto ?! (63) bhagavAne roja copaDo lakhavAno kahyo hato, te atyAre bAra mahine copaDo lakhe che. jyAre paryuSaNa Ave che tyAre. bhagavAne kahyuM ke sAco vepArI hoya to roja lakhaje ne sAMje saravaiyuM kADhaje. bAra mahine copaDo lakhe che, pachI zuM yAda hoya ? emAM kaI 2kama yAda hoya ? bhagavAne kahyuM hatuM ke sAco vepArI banaje ane rojano copaDo roja lakhaje ane copaDAmAM kaMI bhUla thaI, avinaya thayo eTale tarata ne tarata pratikramaNa karaje, ene bhUMsI nAkhaje. (64) 4. aho, aho ! e jAgRta dAdo !! A duniyAmAM badhA nirdoSa che. paNa jo AvI vANI nIkaLe che ne ?! ame to A badhAne nirdoSa joyelA che, doSita eya che nahIM. amane doSita dekhAto ja nathI. phakta doSita bolAya che. bolAtuM haze AvuM ApaNe ? ApaNe zuM pharajiyAta che bolavuM ? koInuM ya nA bolAya. enI pAchaLa tarata ja enAM pratikramaNa cAlyA kare. eTaluM A amAre cAra DigrI ochI che tenuM A phaLa che. paNa pratikramaNa karyA vagara nA cAle. ame DakhoDakhala karIe, kaDaka zabda bolIe te jANI joIne bolIe

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pratikramaNa paNa kudaratanI bhUla to thaI ja ne ! te tenuM ame pratikramaNa karAvIe. dareka bhUlanuM pratikramaNa hoya. sAmAnuM mana tUTI nA jAya tevuM amAruM hoya. (64) mArAthI 'che' ene 'nA nathI' ema nA kahevAya. ane 'nathI' ene 'che' ema nA kahevAya. eTale mArAthI keTalAMka lokone duHkha thAya. jo 'nathI' ene huM 'che' kahuM to tamArA manamAM bhramaNA paDI jAya. ane AvuM boluM to pelA lokone manamAM avaLuM paDI jAya ke AvuM kema bole che ? eTale mAre pelI bAjunuM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe roja. AvuM bolavAnuM thAya to ! kAraNa ke pelAne du:kha to na ja thavuM joIe. pelo mAne ke ahIM A pIpaLAmAM bhUta che, ane huM kahuM ke bhUta jevI vastu nathI A pIpaLAmAM, enuM pelAne duHkha to thAya, eTale pAchuM mAre pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. e to haMmezAM karavuM ja paDene ! (65) 15 praznakartA : bIjAnI samajaNe khoTuM lAgatuM hoya to enuM zuM karavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : A jeTalAM satya che e badhAM vyavahArika satya che. e badhAM jUThAM che. vyavahAranA pUratAM satya che. A mokSamAM javuM hoya to badhAM ya jUThAM che. badhAnuM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. 'huM AcArya chuM' enuM ya paNa pratikramaNa karavuM paDaze. 'heya, meM AcArya mAnyuM mArI jAtane.' enuM ya pratikramaNa karavuM paDaze. kAraNa ke 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM.' eTale A badhuM ja jUThuM che. saba jUThA. tane evuM samajaNa paDe ke nA paDe ? praznakartA : paDe ja. dAdAzrI : saba jUThA. badhA to nahIM samajavAthI kahe che ke 'huM satya kahuM chuM.' are, satya kahe to koI sAmo AghAta ja nA hoya. (67) evuM che ne ame je ghaDIe bolIe te ghaDIe amAre pratikramaNa joradAra cAlatuM hoya. bolIe ne sAthe ja. praznakartA : paNa je sAcI vAta che e kahetA hatA emAM zuM pratikramaNa karavAnA ? pratikramaNa dAdAzrI : nA, paNa to ya pratikramaNa to karavAM ja paDe ne. koIno guno teM kema dITho ? nirdoSa che to ya doSa kema joyo ? nirdoSa che to ya enuM vagovaNuM to thayuM ne ? vagovaNuM thAya, evI sAcI vAta paNa nA bolAya, sAcI vAta e guno che. sAcI vAta saMsAramAM bolavI e guno che. sAcI vAta hiMsaka nA hovI joIe. A hiMsaka vAta kahevAya. 16 AlocanA, pratikramaNa ne pratyAkhyAna e mokSamArga. ApaNA mahAtmAo zuM kare che ? Akho dahADo AlocanA, pratikramaNa ne pratyAkhyAna ja karyA kare che. have emane kaheze ke 'tame A bAju heMDo, vrata, niyama karo.' to kaheze, 'amAre zuM karavA che vrata, niyamane ? amAre mahIM ThaMDaka che, amane ciMtA nathI. nirupAdhi rahe che. niraMtara samAdhimAM rahevAya. pachI zA mATe ?' e kakaLATa kahevAya. upadhAna tapa ne phalANA tapa. e to gUMcAyelA mANaso kare badhA. jene jarUriyAta hoya, zokha hoya. tethI ame kahIe chIe ke A tapa e to zokhIna lokonuM kAma che. saMsAranA zokhIna hoya eNe tapa karavAM joIe. praznakartA : paNa evI mAnyatA hoya ke tapa karavAthI karmonI nirjarA thAya che. dAdAzrI : koI dahADo evuM thAya nahi. kayA tapathI nirjarA thAya ? AMtarika tapa joIe. adITha tapa, je ApaNe kahIe chIene ke A badhA ApaNA mahAtmAo adITha tapa kare che, je tapa AMkhe dekhAya nahIM. ane AMkhe dekhAtA tapa ane jANyAmAM AvatAM tapa e badhAnuM phaLa puNya ane adITha tapa eTale aMdaranuM tapa AMtarika tapa, bahAra nA dekhAya e badhAnuM phaLa mokSa. (75) A sAghvIjIoe zuM karavuM joIe. A sAdhvIjIo jANe che ke mane kaSAya thAya che, Akho dahADo kaSAya thAya che. to emaNe zuM karavuM joIe ? sAMje besI ane eka guMThANuM AkhuM, A kaSAya bhAva thayo, AnI joDe A kaSAya bhAva thayo, AnI joDe A kaSAya bhAva thayo, ema besIne enI joDe pAchAM pratikramaNa kare e, enI joDe ja, Ama dhArI dhArIne, ane pAchuM

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pratikramaNa 18 pratikramaNa pratyAkhyAna kare, ke AvuM nahIM karuM, AvuM nahIM karuM, to e mokSamArga upara cAle che. evuM to kazuM karatA nathI e bicArAM, eTale zuM thAya ? Ama mokSamArga samaje to heMDene, samajavAnI jarUra che. praznakartA : jyAM sudhI emane pratyakSa na khamAve tyAM sudhI emanAmAM DaMkha to rahe ja ne ! eTale pratyakSa to khamAvavuM ja paDe ne ? dAdAzrI : pratyakSa khamAvavAnI jarUra ja nathI. bhagavAne nA pADI che. pratyakSa to tame khamAvavA jajo, jo sAro mANasa hoya to, ene khamAvajo ane nabaLo mANasa hoya to khamAvazo to mAthAmAM TapalI mAraze. ane nabaLo mANasa vadhAre nabaLo thaze. mATe pratyakSa nA karazo ane pratyakSa karavAM hoya to bahu sAro mANasa hoya to karajo. nabaLo to uparathI mAre. ane jagata AkhuM nabaLuM ja che. uparathI TapalI mAraze, 'huM huM kahetI'tI ne, tuM samajatI nahotI. mAnatI nahotI, have ThekANe AvI." alyA mUA, e ThekANe ja che, e bagaDI nathI. tuM bagaDI che e sudharI che, sudhare che. (76) mokSamArgamAM kriyAkAMDa ke evuM kazuM hotuM nathI. phakta saMsAramArgamAM kriyAkAMDa hoya che. saMsAramArga eTale jene bhautika sukho joItAM hoya, bIjuM joItuM hoya, tene mATe kriyAkAMDa che, mokSamArgamAM evuM kazuM hotuM nathI. mokSamArga eTale zuM ? AlocanA, pratikramaNa ne pratyAkhyAna. calALe ja jAva gADI. te ApaNo A mokSamArga che. emAM kriyAkAMDa ne evuM badhuM nA hoya ne ! AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna e ja A mokSamArga. keTalAMya avatArathI amArI A lAIna, keTalAMka avatArathI AlocanA-pratikramaNapratyAkhyAna karatAM karatAM ahIM sudhI AvyA chIe. (77) kaSAya nahIM karavA ane pratikramaNa karavAM e be ja dharma che. kaSAya nahIM karavA e dharma che. ane pUrvakarmanA anusAra thaI jAya tenAM pratikramaNa karavAM e ja dharma che. bAkI bIjI koI dharma jevI vastu nathI. ane A be AITama ja A badhAM lokoe kADhI nAkhI che !!! have tame emane avaLuM kahyuM to tamAre pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. paNa emaNe paNa tamAruM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. emaNe zuM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe ke, "meM kyAre bhUla karI haze ke Amane mane gALa devAno prasaMga utpanna thayo ?' eTale emaNe emanI bhUlanuM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. emaNe emanA pUrva avatAranuM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe ne tamAre tamArA A avatAranuM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe ! AvAM pratikramaNo divasanA pAMcaso-pAMcaso kare to mokSe jAya ! jo ATaluM ja karone to bIjo koI dharma khoLo nahIM to ya vAMdho nathI. ATaluM pALo to basa che, ane huM tane geranTI ApuM chuM, tArA mAthe hAtha mUkI ApuM chuM. jA, mokSane mATe, TheTha sudhI huM tane sahakAra ApIza ! tArI taiyArI joIe. eka ja zabda pALe to bahu thaI gayuM ! (78) 5. akrama vijJAnatI rIta ! ApaNe akrama zuM kahe che ? ene pUchIe ke, 'tuM bahu dahADAthI corI karuM chuM ?" tyAre e kahe, "hA." premathI pUchIe, to badhuM kahe, "keTaluM. keTalA varSathI karuM chuM?" tyAre e kahe, 'be-eka varSathI karuM chuM.' pachI ApaNe kahIe, corI karuM chuM teno vAMdho nathI.' ene mAthe hAtha pheravIe. 'paNa pratikramaNa karaje ATaluM.' (80) je pratikramaNa karyuM, te corI AkhI bhUMsAI gaI. abhiprAya badalAyo. A je karI rahyo che temAM potAno abhiprAya eksepTa karato nathI. noTa hIjha opIniyana ! dAdAnuM nAma laI ane pachI pastAvo karaje. have pharI nahIM karuM, corI karI e khoTuM karyuM che. ane have evuM pharI nahIM karuM evuM ene zIkhavADIe ! evuM ene zIkhavADyA pachI pAchAM enAM mAbApa zuM kahe che ? 'pharI corI karI pAchI ?" alyA, pharI corI kare to ya paNa evuM bolavAnuM, e bolavAthI zuM thAya che, e huM jANuM chuM. A chUTako nathI. eTale A akrama vijJAna AvuM zIkhavADe che ke A bagaDI gayuM che,

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pratikramaNa 20 pratikramaNa to e sudharavAnuM nathI, paNa A rIte ene sudhAra. (81) badhA ya dharmo kahe che ke 'tame tapanA kartA cho, tyAganA kartA cho. tame ja tyAga karo cho. tame tyAga karatAM nathI.' 'karatAM nathI' kahevuM eya "kare che" kahyA barAbara che. ema kartApaNuM svIkAre che ane kaheze, 'mAre tyAga thato nathI" eya kartApaNuM che. hA. ane kartApaNuM svIkAre che e badho dehAdhyAsI mArga che. ApaNe kartApaNuM svIkAratA ja nathI. ApaNA pustakamAM koI jagyAe "Ama karo' evuM nA lakheluM hoya. eTale karavAnuM rahI gayuM ane 'nA karavAnuM' karAvaDAve che. nA karavAnuM thatuM nathI pAchuM. thAya paNa nahIM ane vagara kAmano mahIM vesTa opha TAIma enDa enarjI (zakti ne samayano vyaya). karavAnuM zuM che e judI vastu karavAnI che. je karavAnuM che e to tamAre zakti mAgavAnI che. ane pahelAM je zakti mAgelI che te atyAre thaI rahyuM che. (84) praznakartA : pahelAnuM to IphekTamAM ja AveluM che. dAdAzrI : hA. IphekTamAM AvyuM. eTale kojhIjha rUpe tamAre zakti mAgavAnI che. ame pelI nava kalamo jema zakti mAgavAnI kahI che, evI so-basso kalamo lakhIe to badhuM AkhuM zAstra AvI jAya emAM. eTaluM ja karavAnuM. duniyAmAM karavAnuM keTaluM ? ATaluM ja. zakti mAgavAnI, kartA bhAve karavuM hoya to. praznakartA : e zakti mAgavAnI vAta ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, kAraNa ke badhAM kaMI mokSe ochAM jAya che ?! paNa kartA bhAve karavuM hoya to ATaluM karo. zakti mAgo. zakti mAgavAnuM kartAbhAve karo, ema kahIe chIe. praznakartA : eTale jJAna na lIdhuM hoya enA mATenI A vAta che ? dAdAzrI : hA, jJAna nA lIdhuM hoya. jagatanA loko mATe che. bAkI atyAre je raste loko cAlI rahyA che ne, e tadana UMdho rasto che. te enuM hita koI paNa mANasa saheje pAme nahIM. (85) 'karavuM che paNa thatuM nathI' udaya vAMkA AvyA hoya to zuM thAya? bhagavAne to evuM kahyuM'tuM ke udaya svarUpamAM rahI ane A jANo. karavAnuM nA kahyuM'tuM. te A jANo eTaluM ja kahyuM'tuM. tene badale 'A karyuM. paNa thatuM nathI. karIe chIe paNa thatuM nathI. ghaNuM ya IcchA che paNa thatuM nathI' kahe che. alyA, paNa tene zuM gA gA kare che, amatho vagara kAmano. 'mAre thatuM nathI, thatuM nathI.' evuM ciMtavana karavAthI AtmA kevo thaI jAya? paththara thaI jAya. ane A to kriyA ja karavA jAya che, ane joDe thatuM nathI, thatuM nathI, thatuM nathI bole che. huM nA kahuM chuM ke nA bolAya, alyA, 'thatuM nathI' evuM to bolAya ja nahIM. tuM to anaMta zaktivALo che, ApaNe samajaNa pADIe tyAre to 'huM anaMta zaktivALo chuM" bole che. nahIM to atyAra sudhI thatuM nathI, evuM bolato hato ! zuM anaMta zakti kaMI jatI rahI che ! kAraNa ke mANasa karI zake ema nathI. mANasano svabhAva kazuM karI zake nahIM. karanAra parasattA che. A jIvo mAtra jANanAra ja che. eTale tamAre jANyA karavAnuM ane tamAruM A jANazo eTale je khoTAM para je zraddhA beThI hatI te UDI jaze. ane tamArA abhiprAyamAM pheraphAra thaze. zuM pheraphAra thaze ? 'jUThuM bolavuM e sAruM che', e abhiprAya UDI jaze. e abhiprAya UDyo enA jevo koI puruSArtha nathI A duniyAmAM. A vAta jhINI che, paNa bahu bahu vicAra mAgI le. praznakartA : nA, paNa vAta lojIkala che AkhI. (89) dAdAzrI : saMDAsa javAnuM ya parasattAnA hAthamAM che to karavAnuM tamArA hAthamAM zI rIte hoI zake ? koI mANasa evo jabhyo nathI ke jenA hAthamAM sTeja paNa karavAnI sattA hoya. tamAre jANavAnuM che ane nizcaya karavAno che, ATaluM ja karavAnuM che tamAre. A vAta samajAya to kAma nIkaLI jaze, haju eTalI badhI sahelI nathI samajAya evI. tamane AmAM samajAya ? kazuM karavA karatAM jANavuM sAruM ? karavuM tarata banI zake che ? praznakartA : Apa kaho cho e samajAI gayuM. vAta barAbara che paNa e

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pratikramaNa pratikramaNa samajyA pachI paNa karavAnuM to rahe ja ne ? jema karavAnI sattA nathI tema jANavAnI paNa sattA to nathI ja ne ? dAdAzrI : nA, jANavAnI sattA che. karavAnI sattA nathI. A bahu jhINI vAta che. ATalI jo vAta samajaNa paDe to bahu thaI gayuM. (90) eka chokaro cora thaI gayo che. e corI kare che. lAga Ave te ghaDIe lokonA paisA kADhe. ghera gesTa AvyA hoya tene ya nA choDe. have e chokarAne zuM zIkhavADIe ApaNe ? ke tuM dAdA bhagavAna pAse corI na karavAnI zakti mAga, A bhavamAM. have emAM zuM lAbha thayo ene ? koI kaheze, 'AmAM zuM zIkhavADyuM ?" e to zaktio mAga mAga karyA kare che. ane pAcho corI to kare che. are cho ne, corI karato. A zaktio mAga mAga kare che ke nathI karato ? hA zaktio to mAga mAga kare che. to ame jANIe ke A davA zuM kAma karI rahI che. tamane zuM khabara paDe ke davA zuM kAma karI rahI che. ! praznakartA : kharuM e jANatA nathI ke davA zuM kAma karI rahI che. eTale mAgavAthI lAbha thAya che ke nahIM e paNa nathI samajatA. dAdAzrI : eTale Ano zo bhAvArtha che ? ke eka to e chokaro mAge che ke mane corI na karavAnI zakti Apo. eTale eka to eNe eno abhiprAya badalI nAkhyo. 'corI karavI e khoTI che, ane corI na karavI e sArI che." evI zaktio mAge che mATe corI na karavI e abhiprAya upara Avyo. moTAmAM moTuM A abhiprAya badalAyo ! ane abhiprAya badalAyo eTale tyAMthI A gunegAra thato aTakyo. pachI bIjuM zuM thayuM ? bhagavAna pAse zakti mAge che eTale enI parama vinayatA utpanna thaI. he bhagavAna zakti Apo. eTale tarata zakti Ape e, chUTako ja nahIM ne ! badhAne Ape. mAganAra joIe. tethI kahuM chuM ne mAgatAM bhUlo. A tame to kazuM mAgatA ja nathI. koI dahADo nathI mAgatA. A vAta tamane samajAI, zakti mAgo e ? (91) dAdAnI pAse mAphI mAgavI, joDe joDe je vastune mATe mAphI mAgIe, te mATe mane zakti Apo, dAdA zakti Apo. zakti mAgIne lejo, tamArI potAnI vAparazo nahIM. nahIM to tamArI pAse khalAsa thaI jaze. ane mAgIne vAparazo to khalAsa nahIM thAya ne vadhaze, tamArI dukAnamAM keTalo mAla hoya ? hareka bAbatamAM dAdA, mane zakti Apo. hareka bAbatamAM zakti mAga mAga karIne ja levI. pratikramaNa cUkI javAya to pratikramaNa mane paddhatisaranuM karavAnI zakti Apo. badhI zakti mAgIne levI. amArI pAse to tame mAgatA bhUlo eTalI zakti che. (92) 6. rahe phUla, jAya kAMTA... prakRti kramaNathI UbhI thaI che, paNa atikramaNathI phelAya che, DALAM-bALAM badhuM ya ! ane peluM pratikramaNathI badhuM phelAyeluM ochuM thaI jAya, eTale ene bhAna Ave. (101) eTale mAruM zuM kahevAnuM che ke, atyAre koI jagyAe darzana karavA mATe gayAM, ne tyAM lAge ke ApaNe dhAryA hatA jJAnI ane nIkaLyA che DoLI ! have ApaNe tyAM gayA e to prArabdhanA khela che, ne tyAM manamAM je bhAva enA mATe kharAba AvyA ke arere, AvA nAlAyakane tyAM kyAM Avyo ? e negeTiva puruSArtha ApaNo mahIM thayo che, enuM phaLa ApaNe bhogavavuM paDe, ene nAlAyaka kahyAnuM phaLa ApaNe bhogavavuM paDe, pApa bhogavavuM paDaze. ane vicAra Avavo e svAbhAvika che, paNa tarata ja mahIM zuM karavuM joIe pachI ? ke arere, mAre zA mATe Avo guno karavo joIe ? evuM tarata ja, savaLA vicAra karIne ApaNe lUchI nAkhavuM joIe. hA, "mahAvIra' bhagavAnane saMbhArIne ke game tene saMbhArIne, 'dAdA'ne saMbhArIne, pratikramaNa karI levuM joIe ke arere ! e game tevo hoya, mArA hAthe kema avaLuM thayuM ? sArAne sAruM kahevAmAM doSa nathI, paNa sArAne khoTuM kahevAmAM doSa che ane khoTAne khoTuM kahevAmAM ya doSa bahu che. jabarajasta doSa ! kAraNa

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pratikramaNa pratikramaNa ke khoTo e pote nathI, enA prArabdha ene khoTo banAvyo che. e khoTo nathI. prArabdha eTale zuM ? enA saMjogoe ene khoTo banAvyo, emAM eno zo guno ? ahIM strIo badhI jatI hoya, temAM ko'ka ApaNane kahe ke, A pelI jone vezyA, ahIM AvI che, kyAM peThI che ? evuM te kaheze, eTale ApaNe ya ene lIdhe vezyA kahI, e bhayaMkara guno ApaNane lAge. e kahe che, ke saMjogothI mArI AvI sthiti thaI che. temAM tamAre AvuM badhuM, guno (mAthe) levAnuM zuM karavA karo cho ? tame zuM karavA guno karo cho ? huM to mAruM phaLa bhogavuM chuM, paNa tame guno karo cho pAcho ? vezyA te enI meLe thaI che ? saMjogoe banAvI che. koI jIva mAtrane kharAba thavAnI icchA ja nA thAya. saMjogo ja karAvaDAve badhAM ane pachI enI prekTisa paDI jAya che. zarUAta ene saMjogo karAvaDAve che. (102) praznakartA : jene jJAna nathI, teo amuka prakAranA doSo ja joI zake ? dAdAzrI : e basa eTaluM ja. doSanI mAphI mAgatAM zIkho evuM TUMkamAM kahI devuM. je doSa tamane dekhAya, te doSanI mAphI mAgavAnI ane te doSa barAbara che evuM nA bolazo kyAreya paNa, nahIM to Dabala thaI jaze. khoTuM karyA pachI kSamA mAgI lyo. praznakartA : jeNe jJAna lIdhuM nathI, ene potAnI bhUlo dekhAya che to e kevI rIte pratikramaNa kare ? dAdAzrI : jJAna nA lIdhuM hoya, pachI evA mANaso hoya che. thoDA jAgRta mANaso, ke je pratikramaNane samaje che. e te kare, eTale bIjA lokonuM kAma ja nahIM, paNa pratikramaNa zabdano artha ApaNe ene pazcAtApa karavAnuM kahevAnuM. (14) pratikramaNa karavAthI zuM thAya che ke AtmA enA 'rileTiva' upara potAnuM dabANa Ape che. kAraNa ke, atikramaNa eTale zuM thayuM ke, riyala upara dabANa Ape che. je karma e atikramaNa che, ane have emAM InTaresTa (rasa) paDI gayo to pharI gobo paDI jAya. mATe ApaNe khoTAne khoTuM mAnIe nahIM, tyAM sudhI guno che. eTale A pratikramaNa karAvavAnI jarUra che. (105) praznakartA : ApaNAthI atikramaNa thaI gayuM, tenuM huM pratikramaNa karuM, paNa sAmo mane mApha nA kare to ? dAdAzrI : sAmAnuM jovAnuM nathI. tamane koI mApha kare ke nA kare, te jovAnI jarUra nathI. tamArAmAMthI A atikramaNa svabhAva UDI javo joIe. atikramaNanA virodhI cho evuM thavuM joIe. praznakartA ane sAmAne du:khyA karatuM hoya to ? dAdAzrI : sAmAnuM kazuM e jovAnuM nahIM. tame atikramaNanA virodhI cho evuM nakkI thavuM joIe. atikramaNa tamAre karavAnI icchA nathI. atyAre thaI gayuM ene mATe pastAvo thAya che. ane have temane evuM pharI karavAnI icchA nathI. (16) pratikramaNa to ApaNe e abhiprAya kADhI nAkhavA mATe karavAnuM che. ApaNe e matamAM rahyA nathI, evuM kADhavA mATe karavAnuM che. ame A matamAM viruddha chIe. evuM dekhAvA mATe pratikramaNa karavAnuM che. zuM samajAyuM tane ? praznakartA : jo e nikAlI hoya to pachI pratikramaNa zA mATe ? dAdAzrI : badhuM ja nikAlI che, eTaluM ja nahIM, badhuM ja nikAlI che. pratikramaNa to atikramaNa kare eTaluM ja che te pratikramaNa karavAnuM, bIjuM nahIM, ane nA karIe to ApaNo svabhAva kazo nA badalAya, evo ne evo ja rahene ! tane samajAyuM ke nA samajAyuM ? nahIM to virodhI tarIke jAhera nahIM thAya to pachI e mata tamArI pAse raheze. gusse thaI jAva to ApaNe gussAnA pakSamAM nathI, eTalA mATe pratikramaNa karavAnuM che. nahIM to gussAnA pakSamAM chIe evuM nakkI thaI gayuM. ane pratikramaNa karo to ApaNane gusso gamato nathI ema jAhera thayuM kahevAya. eTale emAMthI ApaNe chUTA thaI gayA. mukta thaI gayAM ApaNe, javAbadArI ghaTI gaI. ApaNe enA virodhI chIe. evuM jAhera karavA mATe kaMI sAdhana

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pratikramaNa 25 pratikramaNa to hovuM joIe ne ? gusso ApaNAmAM rAkhavo che ke kADhI nAkhavo che ? praznakartA : e to kADhI nAkhavo che. dAdAzrI : jo kADhI nAkhavo hoya to pratikramaNa karo. to pachI gussAnA virodhI chIe ame bhaI, nahIM to gussAmAM sahamata chIe, jo pratikramaNa nA karIe to. (109) pratikramaNa konuM nAma kahevAya ke haLavo thAya, haLavAza thAya, pharI e doSa karatAM ene bahu upAdhi thayA kare. ane A doSa to guNAkAra kare che !! tame koI pratikramaNa, sAcuM pratikramaNa joyuM. ekuMya doSa ocho thAya evuM? praznakartA: nA, ahIM ja jovA maLyuM. dAdAzrI : jJAna lIdhA pachI ApaNane aMdara khabara paDe, doSa thayo che A. to ja pratikramaNa thaze. tyAM sudhI pratikramaNa thAya nahIMne ! jJAna lIdhA pachI enI jAgRti raheze ke, Ama atikramaNa thAya ke tarata tamane khabara paDaze. A bhUla thaI eTale tarata ja pratikramaNa kare. eTale enA nAmanuM badhuM paddhatisara pratikramaNa thayAM ja karaze. ane pratikramaNa thayuM eTale dhovAI gayuM. dhovAI gayuM eTale sAmAne DaMkha nA rahe pachI. nahIM to pachI ApaNe pAchAM bhegAM thaIe to sAmA joDe pelo bheda paDato jAya. (112) praznakartA: amArA pApakarma mATe atyAre kevI rIte dhovuM ? dAdAzrI : pApakarmanA to jeTalA DAghA paDyA eTalAM pratikramaNa karavAM, e DAgha kaThaNa hoya to pharI dho dho karavo. pharI dho dho karavo. praznakartA : e DAgha jato rahyo ke nathI jato rahyo e khabara kevI rIte vAMdho zuM Ave che ? ane nA dhovAya toya ApaNane vAMdho nathI. tuM pratikramaNa karane. tuM sAbu ghAlyA ja karaje ne ! pApane tuM oLakhe che ? pApane tuM oLakhe che kharo ? praznakartA : dAdAnI AjJA nA paLAya eTale pApa. dAdAzrI : nA. evuM nahIM. ene pApa nA kahevAya. sAmAne duHkha thAya e pApa, koI jIvane, e pachI manuSya ho ke jAnavara ho ke jhADa ho. jhADane Ama vagara kAmanAM pAMdaDAM toDa toDa karIe to ene ya duHkha thAya, eTale e pApa kahevAya. ane AjJA nA paLAya e to tamane nukasAna thAya. tamane potAne ja nukasAna thAya. pApakarma to koIne duHkha thAya che, eTale saheja paNa, kiMcitmAtra duHkha nA thAya evuM hovuM joIe. ApaNe pratikramaNa karIe to bahu sAruM. ApaNAM kapaDAM cokhkhAM thAyane ? ApaNAM kapaDAMmAM zuM kAma mela rahevA daIe ? Avo dAdAe rasto dekhADyo che. to zA mATe cokhkhAM nA karI nAkhIe ?! koIne ApaNAthI kiMcitmAtra duHkha thAya to jANavuM ke ApaNI bhUla che. ApaNI mahIM pariNAma UMcA-nIcAM thAya eTale bhUla ApaNI che ema samajAya. sAmI vyakti bhogave che eTale enI bhUla to pratyakSa che paNa nimitta ApaNe banyAM, ApaNe ene TaiDakAvyo mATe ApaNIye bhUla. kema dAdAne bhogavaTo nathI Avato ? kAraNa ke emanI eke ya bhUla rahI nathI. ApaNI bhUlathI sAmAne kaMI paNa asara thAya, jo kaMI UdhAra thAya to tarata ja manathI mAphI mAgI jamAM karI levuM. ApaNI bhUla thaI hoya to UdhAra thAya paNa tarata ja kaeNza - rokaDuM - pratikramaNa karI nAkhavuM. ane jo koInA thakI ApaNI bhUla thAya to ya ApaNe AlocanA, pratikramaNa ne pratyAkhyAna karI levuM. mana-vacanakAyAthI, pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe kSamA mAga mAga karavAnI. (113) praznakartA : kramikanAM pratikramaNa karatAM hatAM tyAre magajamAM kaMI besatuM na hatuM ne atyAre A karIe chIe to halakAM phUla thaI javAya che. dAdAzrI : e to mahIM mana cokhkhuM thAyane, to khabara paDI jAya. moDhA para mastI Ave. tamane khabara nA paDe DAgha ja jato rahelo ? kema nA paDe ?

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pratikramaNa 27 dAdAzrI : paNa e pratikramaNa ja na hoyane ! e to badhAM tame aNasamajaNathI UbhAM karelA pratikramaNa ! pratikramaNa eTale tarata doSa ghaTavo joIe. enuM nAma pratikramaNa kahevAya. ApaNe UMdhA gayelA, te pAchA pharyA enuM nAma pratikramaNa kahevAya. A to pAchA pharyA nahIM ne tyAM ne tyAM ja che ! tyAMthI AgaLa gayA che UlaTAM !!! eTale ene pratikramaNa kahevAya ja kema karIne ? (114) jyAre jyAre gUMca paDavAnI thAya tyAre tyAre dAdA avazya yAda AvI ja jAya ane gUMco paDe nahIM, ame to zuM kahIe ke A gUMco pADIza nahIM, ane kyAreka gUMca paDI jAya to pratikramaNa karaje. A to gUMca zabdanI tarata ja samajaNa paDe. A loko 'satya, dayA, corI nahIM karo.' e sAMbhaLI sAMbhaLIne to thAkI gayAM che. gUMca rAkhIne sUI nA javuM joIe. gUMca mahIM paDI hoya to te gUMca rAkhIne sUI nA javuM joIe. gUMcano Ukela lAvavo joIe. chevaTe kazo Ukela nA jaDe to bhagavAna pAse mAphI mAga mAga karIe, ke AnI joDe gUMca paDI gaI che te badalanI mAphI mAga mAga karuM chuM, to ya Ukela Ave. mAphI ja moTAmAM moTuM zastra che. bAkI doSo to, niraMtara doSo ja thayA kare che. (116) sAmAne Thapako Apo cho to tamane ema khyAla nathI Avato ke tamane Thapako Ape to zuM thAya ? e khyAla rAkhIne Thapako Apo. enuM nAma mAnava ahaMkAra. sAmAno khyAla rAkhIne dareka kArya karavuM enuM nAma mAnava ahaMkAra, ApaNo khyAla rAkhIne darekanI joDe vartana karavuM ane godA mAravA, to enuM nAma zuM kahevAya ? praznakartA : pAzavI ahaMkAra. (116) dAdAzrI : ema koI kahe ke 'tArI bhUla che' to ApaNe ya kahevuM, 'caMdubhAI tamArI bhUla thaI haze tyAre ja e kahetAM haze ne ? nahIM to ema ne ema to koI kahetuM haze ? kAraNa ke ema ne ema koI kahe nahIM. kaMIkaiya bhUla hovI ghaTe. eTale ApaNe emAM kahevAmAM vAMdho zo ? bhaI, tamArI kaMIka pratikramaNa bhUla haze mATe kahetAM haze. mATe mAphI mAgI lo, ane 'caMdubhAI' koIne duHkha detAM hoya to ApaNe kahevuM ke pratikramaNa karI lo bA. kAraNa ke ApaNe mokSe javuM che. have game tema e karavA jaIe te cAle nahIM. (118) 28 bIjAnA doSa jovAno adhikAra ja nathI. eTale e doSanI mAphI, kSamA, pratikramaNa karavuM. paradoSa jovAnI to pahelethI emane hebITa (Teva) hatI ja ne, emAM navuM che ja nahIM. e hebITa chUTe nahIM ekadama. e to A pratikramaNathI chUTe pachI. jyAM doSa dekhAyA tyAM pratikramaNa karo. zUTa oNna sAITa ! praznakartA : haju pratikramaNa thavAM joIe e thatAM nathI. dAdAzrI : e to je karavuM hoya ne ?! eno nizcaya karavo paDe. praznakartA : nizcaya karavo eTale emAM karavAno ahaMkAra Avyone pAcho ? e zuM vastu che ? e samajAvo. dAdAzrI : kahevA mATe che, kahevA mAtra che. praznakartA : ghaNAM loko ema samaje che, mahAtmAomAM ke, ApaNe kaMI karavAnuM ja nahIM, nizcaye nahIM karavAno. dAdAzrI : nA, mane pUche to huM ene kahuM ke, e nizcaya eTale zuM ke DisAIDeDapUrvaka karavuM. DisAIDaDa eTale zuM ? A nahIM ne, 'A' basa. Ama nahIM ne Ama hovuM joIe. (119) praznakartA : mahIM utpAtta thayo hoya, tyAre 'zUTa oNna sAITa' eno nikAla karatAM nA AvaDe paNa sAMje dasa-bAra kalAka pachI ema vicAra Ave ke A badhuM khoTuM thayuM to eno nikAla thaI jAya kharuM ? moDethI thAya to ? dAdAzrI : hA. moDethI thAya to enuM pratikramaNa karavuM joIe. khoTuM thayA pachI pratikramaNa karavuM ke A mArI bhUla thaI have pharI nahIM karuM. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mArI bhUla thaI. have pharI nahIM karuM. tarata nA thAya to be kalAka pachI karo. are, rAtre karo, rAtre yAda karIne

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pratikramaNa 29 pratikramaNa mArA moDhAmAM jAo !! evuM icchIe ema kaMI cAle ? prayatna to hovA ja joIe ne ! karo. rAtre yAda karIne nA thAya, ke Aje konI joDe athaDAmaNamAM AvyA ? evuM rAtre nA thAya ? are, aThavADiye karo. aThavADiye badhAM bhegAM karo. aThavADiyAmAM jeTalAM atikramaNa thayAM hoya e badhAnA bhegA hisAba karo. praznakartA : paNa e tarata thavuM joIe ne ? dAdAzrI : tarata thAya enA jevI to vAta ja nahIM. ApaNe tyAM to ghaNAM kharAM badhAM 'zUTa oNna sAITa' ja kare che. dekho tyAMthI ThAra karo. dekho tyAMthI ThAra. (120) praznakartA : huM jyAre dAdAnuM nAma lauM ke AratI karuM, toya mana bIje bhaTakyA kare. pachI AratImAM kaMI juduM ja gAuM. pachI lITIo judI ja gavAI jAya. pachI tanmayAkAra thaI jAuM. vicAra Ave emAM tanmayAkAra thaI javAya. pachI thoDIvAra rahIne pachI pAcho AvI jauM emAM. dAdAzrI : evuM chene, te dahADe pratikramaNa karavuM. vicAra Ave to vAMdho nathI, vicAra Ave tyAre ApaNe 'caMdulAla'ne joI zakatAM hoya, ke "caMdulAla'ne vicAro Ave che, e badhuM joI zakatAM hoya to ApaNe ne e be judA ja che. paNa te vakhate jarA kacAza paDI jAya che. praznakartA : jAgRti ja nathI rahetI te vakhate. dAdAzrI H te enuM pratikramaNa karI levuM ke A jAgRti nA rahI, te badala pratikramaNa karuM chuM. dAdA bhagavAna kSamA karajo. praznakartA : pratikramaNa karavAnuM bahu moDuM yAda Ave ke, A mANasanuM pratikramaNa karavAnuM hatuM. dAdAzrI : paNa yAda Ave kharuM ne ? satsaMgamAM vadhAre besavAnI jarUra che. badhuM pUchI levuM paDe, jhINavaTathI vijJAna che. badhuM pUchI levAnI jarUra. doSa dekhAvA sahelI vastu nathI ! pAchA ekadama ame to UghADa karI ApIe, paNa enI draSTi hoya ke mAre jovA che to dekhAyA kare. eTale pote jamavAnI thALImAM hAtha to UMco karavo paDene ? ema ne ema kaMI jamavAnuM mANasano doSa thavo svabhAvika che. enAthI vimukta thavAno rasto kayo ? ekalA "jJAnI puruSa' ja e dekhADe, 'pratikramaNa'. (121) mahIM pratikramaNa enI meLe thayA kare. loka kahe che, enI meLe ja pratikramaNa thaI jAya che ? meM kahyuM, 'hA, tyAre kevuMka meM mazIna mUkyuM che ? te badhuM pratikramaNa cAlu thaI jAya. tArI dAnata cokkasa hoya tyAM sudhI badhuM taiyAra hoya. praznakartA : e hakIkata che dAdA, pratikramaNa saheje thayA kare. ane bIjuM A vijJAna evuM che ke saheje ya dveSa nA thAya. (123) praznakartA : A bhAI kahe che, mArA jevAne pratikramaNa nA thAya e zuM kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : e to mahIM thatA hoya paNa khyAla nA Ave. eTale eka phero bolyA ke, "mane thatAM nathI' eTale peluM baMdha thaI jAya. peluM mazIna baMdha thaI jAya. jevuM bhaje evI bhakti, e to mahIM thayA kare. amuka TAIma pachI thAya. praznakartA : ApaNAthI koIne duHkha thAya e vastu ApaNane game nahIM. basa eTaluM ja rahe. pachIthI AgaLa vadhe nahIM. pratikramaNa jevuM AgaLa thAya nahIM. dAdAzrI : e to ApaNe mahIM jevuM bolIe evuM mazIna mUkeluM che, te cAle ! jevuM bhajo evo thaI jAya. tame kaho ke "mane Ama thatuM nathI" to ema thAya. ane kaho, 'eTalAM badhAM pratikramaNa thAya che ke huM thAkI jAuM chuM." to mahIM peluM thAkI jAya. eTale pratikramaNa karanAra kare che. tuM tArI meLe hAMkya rAkha ne AgaLa pAMcaso-pAMcaso pratikramaNa thaI rahyAM hoya che. tuM hAMkya rAkhane ke 'mArAthI pratikramaNa thAya che." (123)

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pratikramaNa 32 pratikramaNa bane tyAM sudhI 'zUTa oNna sAITa' rAkhavuM. thaI gayuM ne tarata ja pratikramaNa karavuM. ane nA bane to sAMje bhegA karIne karavuM. paNa bhegAM rahI jaze be-cAra. e kyAM rAkhavAM joIe ?! ane koNa rAkhe ene ? e to "zUTa oNna sAITano ApaNo dhaMdho che !!! (124) jyArathI doSa dekhAto thayo, tyArathI jANavuM ke, mokSamAM javAnI TikiTa AvI gaI. potAno doSa koIne dekhAya nahIM. moTA-moTA sAdhu-AcAryone paNa ! potAno doSa emane nA dekhAya. mULamAM moTAmAM moTI khAmI A. ane A vijJAna evuM che ke, A vijJAna ja tamane niSpakSapAta rIte jajamenTa Ape che. potAnA badhA ja doSa khullA karI Ape. thaI gayA pachI karI Ape, paNa khullA karI Ape chene ? hamaNe thaI gayuM. te thaI gayuM !! e to juduM che, gADInI spIDa (jhaDapa) bhAre hoya to kapAI jAyane ? paNa tyAre khabara paDIne ? (127) 7. thAya cokhkho vyApAra! praznakartA H tame e rIte caMdubhAIne chUTA mUkI do to e to game te kare ? dAdAzrI : nA. e tethI ja meM vyavasthita kaheluM ke, eka vALa pheraphAra karavAno adhikAra eka jiMdagI mATe nathI. 'vana lAIpha' mATe huM !! je lAIphamAM huM vyavasthita ApuM chuM. e vyavasthitamAM pheraphAra thaI zake ema nathI. tyAre ja huM tamane chUTA mUkI dauM chuM. eTale huM joIne kahuM chuM, ne tethI mAre vaDhavuM ya nA paDe, ke bairI joDe kema pharatA'tA ? ne kema Ama tema ?! mAre kazuM vaDhavuM nA paDe. bIjI lAIpha mATe nahIM, paNa A eka lAIpha mATe, yu Ara noTa risponsibala eTa ola ! (bilakula) eTaluM badhuM kahyuM che pAchuM. praznakartA : vyAja khavAya ke nA khavAya ? dAdAzrI : vyAja caMdulAlane khAvuM hoya to khAya, paNa ene kahevuM ke pratikramaNa karajo pachI. (130) A pratikramaNathI sAmA upara asara paDe, ane e paisA pAchA Ape. sAmAne evI sadbuddhi utpanna thAya. pratikramaNathI Ama savaLI asara thAya che. to ApaNA loko ghera jaIne UgharANIvALAne gALo Ape to tenI avaLI asara thAya ke nA thAya ? UlaTuM loko vadhAre ne vadhAre gUMcave che. badhuM asaravALuM jagata che. praznakartA : ApaNe koI leNadAranuM pratikramaNa karIe toya e mAgato to rahene ? dAdAzrI : mAgavA-nA mAgavAno savAla nathI. rAga-dveSa nA thavA joIe. leNuM to raheya kharuM ! (131) eka jaNa kahe, 'mane dharma nathI joIto. bhautika sukho joIe che." tene huM kahIza, 'pramANika raheje, nIti pALaje.' maMdiramAM javAnuM nahIM kahuM. bIjAne tuM ApuM chuM e devadharma che. paNa bIjAnuM, aNahakkanuM leto nathI e mAnavadharma che. eTale pramANikapaNuM e moTAmAM moTo dharma che. 'DIsa oNnesTI Ijha dhI besTa phUlIzanesa !!!! oNnesTa thavAtuM nathI, to mAre zuM dariyAmAM paDavuM? mArA dAdA' zIkhavADe che ke, DIsaoNnesTa thAuM tenuM pratikramaNa kara. Avato bhava tAro ujaLo thaI jaze. DIsaoNnesTIne, DIsaoNnesTI jANa ne teno pazcAttApa kara. pazcAttApa karanAra mANasa oNnesTa che e nakkI che. hamaNAM bhAgIdAra joDe matabheda paDI jAya, to tarata tamane khabara paDI jAya ke, 'A vadhAre paDatuM bolI javAyuM. eTale tarata enA nAmanuM pratikramaNa karavuM. ApaNuM pratikramaNa keza pemenTanuM (rokaDuM) hovuM joIe. A beMke ya keza kahevAya che. ane pemenTa ya keza kahevAya che. (134) oNphisamAM paramITa (paravAno) levA gayA, paNa sAheba nA ApI to manamAM thAya ke 'sAheba nAlAyaka che, Ama che, tema che', have AnuM phaLa zuM Avaze te jANato nathI. mATe A bhAva pheravI nAkhavo, pratikramaNa karI nAkhavuM. ene ame jAgRti kahIe chIe. A saMsAramAM aMtarAya kevI rIte paDe che te tamane samajAvuM. tame je

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pratikramaNa 33 pratikramaNa oNphisamAM nokarI karatAM ho tyAM tamArA 'AsisTanTa' (madadanIza)ne akkala vagaranA kaho, e tamArI akkala para aMtarAya paDyo ! bolo, have A aMtarAyathI AkhuM jagata phasAI phasAIne A manuSyajanma eLe khoI nAkhyo che ! tamane "rAITa' (adhikAra) ja nathI. sAmAne akkala vagarano kahevAno. tame AvuM bolo eTale sAmo paNa avaLuM bole, te ene ya aMtarAya paDe ! bolo have, A aMtarAyamAM jagata zI rIte aTake ? koIne tame nAlAyaka kaho to tamArI lAyakAta upara aMtarAya paDe che ! tame AnAM tarata ja pratikramaNa karo to e aMtarAya paDatAM pahelAM dhovAI jAya. praznakartA : nokarInI pharajo bajAvatAM meM bahu kaDakAIthI lokonAM apamAna karelAM, dhutkArI kADhelAM. dAdAzrI : e badhAnuM pratikramaNa karavAnuM. emAM tamAro kharAba IrAdo nahIM, tamAre potAne mATe nahIM, sarakArane mATe e sinsIyAriTI (vaphAdArI) kahevAya. (135) 8. "AmatUTe zRMkhalA RNAnubaMdhatI ! praznakartA : pUrvajanmanA RNAnubaMdhamAMthI chUTavA mATe zuM karavuM joIe ? dAdAzrI : ApaNane jenI joDe pUrvanuM RNAnubaMdha hoya, ane te ApaNane gamatuM ja nA hoya, enI joDe sahavAsa gamato ja nA hoya. ane chatAM sahavAsamAM rahevuM paDatuM hoya, pharajiyAta, to zuM karavuM joIe ke bahArano vyavahAra enI joDe rAkhavo joIe kharo, paNa aMdara enA nAmanAM pratikramaNa karavAM joIe. kAraNa ke ApaNe AgalA avatAramAM atikramaNa kareluM hatuM tenuM A pariNAma che. kaoNjhIjha zuM karyA'tAM ? to kahe, enI joDe pUrvabhavamAM atikramaNa karyuM'tuM. te atikramaNanuM A bhavamAM phaLa AvyuM, eTale enuM pratikramaNa karIe to plasa-mAinasa (vattA-ochA) thaI jAya. eTale aMdara tame enI mAphI mAgI lo. mAphI mAga mAga karyA karo ke meM je je doSa karyA hoya tenI mAphI mAguM chuM. koI paNa bhagavAnanI sAkSIe, to badhuM khalAsa thaI jaze. sahavAsa nahIM game to pachI zuM thAya che? enA tarapha bahu doSita jovAthI, koI puruSane strI nA gamatI hoya to bahu doSita jo jo kare, eTale tiraskAra chUTe. eTale bhaya lAge. jeno ApaNane tiraskAra hoyane teno ApaNane bhaya lAge. ene dekho ke gabharAmaNa thAya. eTale jANIe ke A tiraskAra che. eTale tiraskAra choDavA mATe mAphI mAga mAga karo, be ja dahADAmAM e tiraskAra baMdha thaI jaze. e nA jANe paNa tame aMdara mAphI mAga mAga karo, enA nAmanI. jenA tarapha je je doSa karyA hoya, he bhagavAna ! huM kSamA mAguM chuM. A doSonuM pariNAma che, tame koI paNa mANasa joDe je je doSa karyA hoya, to aMdara tame mAphI mAga mAga karo, bhagavAna pAsethI, to badhuM dhovAI jaze. (141), A to nATaka che. nATakamAM bairI-chokarAMne potAnAM kAyamanAM karI laIe te kaMI cAlI zake ? hA, nATakamAM bole tema bolavAmAM vAMdho nahIM ke 'A mAro moTo dIkaro, zatAyu.' paNa badhuM upalaka, nATakIya. A badhAne sAcA mAnyA tenAM ja pratikramaNa karavAM paDe che. jo sAcuM nA mAnyuM hota to pratikramaNa karavAM nA paData. jyAM satya mAnavAmAM AvyuM tyAM rAga ane dveSa zarU thaI jAya ane pratikramaNathI ja mokSa che. A 'dAdA' dekhADe che te AlocanA-pratikramaNapratyAkhyAnathI mokSa che. (142) koInA hAthamAM pajavavAnI ya sattA nathI ne koInA hAthamAM sahana karavAnI ya sattA nathI. A to badhAM pUtaLAM ja che. te badhuM kAma karI rahyAM che. te ApaNe pratikramaNa karIe eTale pUtaLAM enI meLe sIdhAM thaI jAya. bAkI game tevo gAMDo mANasa hoya paNa te ApaNAM pratikramaNathI DAhyo banI zake. (143) eka mANasa joDe tamAre bilakula phAvatuM nathI, tenuM jo tame Akho dahADo pratikramaNa karo, be-cAra divasa sudhI karyA karo to pAMcame dahADe to tamane khoLato Ave ahIMyA. tamArA atikramaNa doSothI ja A badhuM aTakyuM che. (144) praznakartA H AmAM koI vakhata ApaNane ochuM AvI jAya ke, huM ATaluM

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pratikramaNe pratikramaNa badhuM karuM chuM chatAM A mAruM apamAna kare che ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe tenuM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. A to vyavahAra che. AmAM badhI jAtanAM loka che. te mokSe nA javA de. praznakartA : e pratikramaNa ApaNe zAnuM karavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa eTalA mATe karavAnuM ke AmAM mArA karmano udaya hato, ne tamAre AvuM karma bAMdhavuM paDyuM. enuM pratikramaNa karuM chuM ne pharI evuM nahIM karuM ke jethI karIne koIne mArA nimitte karma bAMdhavuM paDe ! jagata koIne mokSe javA de tevuM nathI. badhI rIte AMkaDA Ama kheMcI ja lAve. tenAthI ApaNe pratikramaNa karIe to AMkaDo chUTI jAya, eTale mahAvIra bhagavAne AlocanA, pratikramaNa ne pratyAkhyAna A traNa vastu eka ja zabdamAM ApI che. bIjo koI rasto ja nathI. have pote pratikramaNa kyAre karI zake ? potAne jAgRti hoya tyAre, jJAnI puruSa pAse jJAna prApta thAya tyAre e jAgRti utpanna thAya. ApaNe to pratikramaNa karI levuM, eTale ApaNe javAbadArImAMthI chUTA. (145) praznakartA: koI mANasa uparathI ApaNane vizvAsa UDI gayo hoya, eNe ApaNI joDe vizvAsaghAta karyo hoya ane ApaNane vizvAsa UDI gayo hoya. e vizvAsa pAcho meLavavA zuM karavuM joIe ? dAdAzrI : enA mATe je kharAba vicAra karyA hoyane, enAM che te pazcAtApa karavAM joIe. vizvAsa UThI gayA pachI ApaNe je je kharAba vicAra karyA hoya, eno pazcAtApa levo paDe, pachI rAge paDI jAya. eTale pratikramaNa karavAM paDe. (146) 9. tirlepatA, abhAvathI phAMsI sudhI ! praznakartA sAmA mANasane duHkha thayuM e kevI rIte khabara paDe ? dAdAzrI : e to enuM moTuM-boTuM tarata khabara paDI jAya. moDhA uparathI hAsya jatuM rahe. enuM moDhuM bagaDI jAya. eTale tarata khabara paDene, ke sAmAne asara thaI che evI, na khabara paDe ? praznakartA : paDe. dAdAzrI : mANasamAM to eTalI zakti hoya ja ke sAmAne zuM thayuM te khabara paDe ! praznakartA : paNa ghaNA evA DAhyA hoya che ke je moDhA upara esTrezana (hAvabhAva) nA lAve. dAdAzrI : to paNa ApaNe jANIe ke A zabdo bhAre nIkaLyA che ApaNA, eTale ene vAgaze to kharuM. mATe ema mAnIne pratikramaNa karI nAkhavuM. nIkaLyuM hoya bhAre to ApaNane nA khabara paDe ke, ene vAgyuM haze ?! praznakartA : khabara paDe ne ! dAdAzrI : te ya karavAnuM ene mATe nathI. e ApaNo abhiprAya AmAM nathI. ApaNe abhiprAyathI dUra thavA mATe che. pratikramaNa eTale zuM ? e pahelAnA abhiprAyathI dUra karavA mATe che ane pratikramaNathI zuM thAya ke, sAmAne je asara thatI hoya te nA thAya, bilakule ya nA thAya. manamAM nakkI rAkho ke, mAre samabhAve nikAla karavo che. to enI para asara paDe to enuM mana AvuM sudhare, ane tame manamAM nakkI karo ke Ane Ama karI nAkhuM ke tema karI nAkhuM. to enuM mana evuM ja rIekazana (pratikriyA) le. (151) praznakartA : koI paNa mANasane tarachoDa mArIne pachI pastAvo thAya to te zuM kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : pastAvo thAya eTale tarachoDa mAravAnI Teva chUTI jAya, thoDo vakhata tarachoDa mArIne pachI pastAvo nA kare ne meM kevuM sAruM karyuM, to te narka javAnI nizAnI. khoTuM karyA pachI pastAvo to karavo ja joIe. praznakartA: sAmAnuM mana bhAMgyuM hoya to temAMthI chUTavA zuM karavuM?

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pratikramaNa pratikramaNa dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa karavAM. ane sAmo maLe to moDhe bolavuM ke bhaI, mArAmAM akkala nathI, mArI bhUla thaI, ema kahevuM, AvuM bolavAthI enA ghA rujhAya. praznakartA : zuM upAya karavo ke jethI tarachoDanAM pariNAma bhogavavAno vAro nA Ave ? dAdAzrI : tarachoDanA mATe bIjo koI upAya nathI, eka pratikramaNa karI kara karavAM. jyAM sudhI sAmAnuM mana pAchuM nA phare tyAM sudhI karavAM. ane pratyakSa bhegAM thAya to pharI pAchuM mIThuM bolIne kSamA mAgavI ke, 'bhaI, mArI to bahu bhUla thaI, huM to mUrakha chuM, akkala vagarano chuM." eTale sAmAvALAnA ghA rujhAtA jAya. ApaNe ApaNI jAtane vagovIe eTale sAmAne sAruM lAge, tyAre eno ghA rujhAya. amane pAchalA avatAranA tarachoDanuM pariNAma dekhAya che. tethI to huM kahyuM ke, koIne tarachoDa nA vAge. majUrane ya tarachoDa nA vAge. are chevaTe sApa thaIne ya badalo vALe. tarachoDa choDe nahIM. eka pratikramaNa bacAve. praznakartA : koIne ApaNe duHkha pahoMcADIe ane pachI ApaNe pratikramaNa karI laIe, paNa ene jabarajasta AghAta, Thesa vAgI hoya to enAthI ApaNane karma nA baMdhAya ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe enA nAmanAM pratikramaNa karyA karIe, ne ene jeTalA pramANamAM duHkha thayuM hoya eTalA pramANamAM pratikramaNa karavAM paDe. (155) eka jaja mane kahe ke, "sAheba', tame mane jJAna to ApyuM, ane have mAre korTamAM tyAM dehAMtadaMDanI zikSA karavI ke nahIM ? tyAre meM ene kahyuM, 'ene zuM karazo, dehAMtadaMDanI zikSA nahIM Apo to ?!" eNe kahyuM, 'paNa mAre doSa bese." kahyuM, 'tamane meM 'caMdulAla' banAvyA che ke "zuddhAtmA' banAvyA che ?" tyAre e kahe, "zuddhAtmA banAvyA che. to caMdulAla karatA hoya tenA tame jokhamadAra nathI. ane jokhamadAra thavuM hoya to tame caMdulAla cho. tame rAjIkhuzIthI bhAgIdAra thatA ho to amane vAMdho nathI. paNa bhAgIdAra nA thazo. pachI meM ene rIta batAvI ke tamAre A kahevuM ke, "he bhagavAna, mAre bhAge A kAma kyAM AvyuM te' ane tenuM pratikramaNa karajo ne bIjuM gavarmenTanA (sarakAranA) kAyadA pramANe kAma karyuM jajo. samaja paDIne ? (157) praznakartA : pratikramaNa karavAthI chUTI javAya evo khyAla jo ApaNe rAkhIe to badhAne svacchaMdatAnuM lAyasansa maLI jAya lokone. dAdAzrI : nA, evI samaja rAkhavAnI nahIM, vAta ema ja che. ApaNe pratikramaNa karavuM. pratikramaNa karyuM eTale ApaNe chUTA. tamArI javAbadArImAMthI tame chUTAM. pachI e ciMtA karIne, mAthuM phoDIne marI ya jAya. tenuM have tamAre kazuM levA-devA nahIM. (158) amArAthI ya koI koI mANasane duHkha thaI jAya che, amArI icchA nA hoya, toya have evuM amAre banatuM ja nathI paNa koI mANasanI AgaLa thaI jAya che. atyAra sudhImAM paMdara-vIsa varSamAM be-traNa mANasonuM thayuM haze. eya nimitta haze tyArene ? ame pAchaLa pachI enuM badhuM pratikramaNa karI enI para pAchI vADa mUkIe jethI e paDI nA jAya. jeTalo ame caDhAvyo che tyAMthI e paDe nahIM. enI vADa. enuM badhuM rakSaNa karIne pAchI mUkI daIe. ame siddhAMtika hoIe ke, bhAI, A jhADa ropyuM, ropyA pachI roDanI eka lAInadorImAM AvatuM hoya to, roDa pheravIe paNa jhADane kazuM nA thAya. amAro siddhAMta hoya badho. evo koIne paDavA nA daIe. (159) praznakartA : koI mANasa bhUla kare, pachI ApaNI pAse mAphI mAge, ApaNe mApha karI daIe, nA mAge toya ApaNe manathI mApha karI daIe, paNa ghaDIye ghaDIye e mANasa bhUla kare to ApaNe zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : premathI samajAvIne, samajAvAya eTaluM samajAvavuM, bIjo koI upAya nathI ane ApaNA hAthamAM koI sattA nathI. ApaNe mApha karye ja chUTako che A jagatamAM. nahIM mApha karo to mAra khAIne mApha karazo tame. upAya ja nathI. ApaNe samajaNa pADavI, e pharI pharI bhUla nA kare, evA bhAva pheravI nAkhe to bahu thaI gayuM. e bhAva pheravI nAkhe ke have bhUla karavI nathI. chatAM thaI jAya e judI vastu che. (16)

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pratikramaNa pratikramaNa chokarAne zAka levA mokalIe, ane mahIM paisA kADhI le to e pachI jANIne zuM phAyado che ? e to jevo che evo calAvI levAno, nAkhI devAya kaMI ? bIjo levA javAya kaMI ? bIjo maLe nahIMne ? koI vece nahIM. (161) 10. athaDAmaNanI sAme... praznakartA: amuka karmomAM vadhAre, lAMbI bolAcAlI thaI hoya to, lAMbo baMdha paDe, te mATe be-cAra vAra pratikramaNa ke vadhAre vAra karavAM paDe. ke pachI ekavAra kare to AvI jAya badhAmAM ? dAdAzrI : jeTaluM thAya eTaluM karavuM. ane pachI jAthuM karI nAkhavuM. ekadama pratikramaNa bahu bhegAM thaI jAya, to jAthuM pratikramaNa karavuM. 'he dAdA bhagavAna ! A badhAnuM bheguM pratikramaNa huM karuM chuM.' pachI patI gayuM. (166) athaDAmaNa nA thAya tene traNa avatAre mokSa thAya tenI huM geranTI ApuM. chuM. athaDAmaNa thaI jAya to pratikramaNa karavuM. athaDAmaNa pudgalanI che ane pudgala, pudgalanI athaDAmaNa pratikramaNathI nAza thAya che. pelo bhAgAkAra karato hoya to ApaNe guNAkAra karavA, eTale rakama UDI jAya. sAmA mANasa mATe vicAra karavo ke, 'eNe mane Ama kahyuM, tema kahyuM,' e ja guno che. A rastAmAM jatI vakhate bhIMta athaDAya to tene kema vaDhatAM nathI ? jhADane jaDa kema kahevAya ? je vAge e badhAM lIlAM jhADa ja che ! (169) praznakartA: sthaLa athaDAmaNano dAkhalo Apyo, pachI sUkSma, sUkSmatara ane sUkSmatama enA dAkhalA. sUkSma athaDAmaNa kevI hoya ? dAdAzrI : tAre phAdhara joDe thAya che te badhI sUkSma athaDAmaNa. praznakartA : eTale kevI kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : e mAramAra karo cho ? praznakartA: nA. dAdAzrI : e sUkSma athaDAmaNa. praznakartA : sUkSma eTale mAnasika ? vANIthI hoya e paNa sUkSmamAM jAya ? dAdAzrI : e sthaLamAM, je pelAne khabara nA paDe. je dekhAya nahIM, e badhuM sUkSmamAM jAya. praznakartA : e sUkSma athaDAmaNa TALavAnI kevI rIte ? dAdAzrI : pahelAM sthaLa, pachI sUkSma, pachI sUkSmatara ane pachI sUkSmatama athaDAmaNa TALavAnI. praznakartA : sUkSmatara athaDAmaNo kone kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : tuM ko'kane mArato hoya, ne A bhaI jJAnamAM jue ke huM zuddhAtmA chuM, A vyavasthita mAre che. te badhuM jue paNa manathI tarata sTeja doSa jue, e sUkSmatara athaDAmaNa. praznakartA : pharIthI kaho, samajAyuM nahIM barAbara. dAdAzrI : A tuM badhA lokonA doSa jouM chuM ne, e sUkSmatara athaDAmaNa. praznakartA eTale bIjAnA doSa jovA, e sUkSmatara athaDAmaNa. dAdAzrI : evuM nahIM, pote nakkI karyuM hoya ke A bIjAmAM doSa che. ja khabara paDavA nahIM, ane chatAM doSa dekhAya e sUkSmatara athaDAmaNo. e doSa tane khabara paDavA joIe. kAraNa ke e che te zuddhAtmA che ane doSa juo cho ? praznakartA : to e je mAnasika athaDAmaNa kIdhI te ? dAdAzrI : e to badhuM sUkSmamAM gayuM. praznakartA : to A be vacce kyAM phera paDe che ? dAdAzrI : A mananI uparanI vAta che A to.

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pratikramaNa pratikramaNa praznakartA: mAnasika athaDAmaNa ane je doSo.... dAdAzrI : e mAnasika nathI. praznakartA : eTale A sUkSmatara athaDAmaNa che te ghaDIe sUkSma athaDAmaNa paNa joDe hoya ne ? dAdAzrI : e ApaNe jovAnuM nahIM. sUkSma juduM hoya. ane sUkSmatara juduM hoya. sUkSmatara eTale to chellI vAta. praznakartA : eka vakhata satsaMgamAM ja vAta evI rIte karI hatI ke. caMdulAla joDe tanmayAkAra thavuM e sUkSmatama athaDAmaNa kahevAya. dAdAzrI : hA. sUkSmatama athaDAmaNa ! ene TALavI. bhUlathI tanmayAkAra thayuM che. pachI khabara paDe che ne ke, A bhUla thaI gaI. praznakartA : have kevaLa zuddhAtmatattva sivAya A jagatanI koIpaNa vinAzI cIja mAre khapatI nathI, chatAM paNa A caMdubhAIne tanmayAkArapaNuM avAranavAra rahe che. eTale e sUkSmatara athaDAmaNa thaIne ? dAdAzrI : e to sUkSmatama kahevAya. praznakartA to e athaDAmaNa TALavAno upAya phakta pratikramaNa ekalo ja che ke bIjuM koI che ? dAdAzrI : bIjuM koI hathiyAra che ja nahIM. (172) praznakartA: paNa dAdA, ApaNe pratikramaNa karavuM paDe, e ApaNo aham nA kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : nA. eTale ApaNe pratikramaNa nathI karavAnuM. e caMdubhAIno che, zuddhAtmA to jANe che, zuddhAtmAe to guno karyo nathI. eTale 'ene' e nA karavuM paDe. phakta guno karyo hoya 'tene', caMdubhAI pratikramaNa kare ane atikramaNathI ja saMsAra Ubho thayo che. atikramaNa koNa kare che ? ahaMkAra ne buddhi beu bhegA thaIne. (173) 11. puruSArtha, mA durguNo sAme... rAga vagara to lAIpha ja koI gayelI nahIM. jyAM sudhI jJAna maLe nahIM, tyAM sudhI rAga ne dveSa be ja karyA kare che. trIjI vastu ja nA hoya. praznakartA : paNa dAdA, dveSa e to rAganuM ja pharajaMda chene ? dAdAzrI : hA. e pharajaMda tenuM che, paNa enuM pariNAma che, pharajaMda eTale enuM pariNAma che e rAga bahu thayone, jenA para rAga karIene, te eksesa (vadhu paDato) vadhI jAya, eTale enI para dveSa thAya pAcho. koI paNa vastu ene pramANanI bahAra jAyane eTale ApaNane nA gamatI thAya ane nA gamatI hoya enuM nAma dveSa. samajamAM AvyuM ? praznakartA : hA. samajamAM AvyuM. dAdAzrI : e to ApaNe samajI levAnuM ke, ApaNA ja rIekzana AvyAM che badhAM ! ApaNe ene mAnathI bolAvIe, ane ApaNane ema thAya ke enuM moDhuM caDheluM dekhAya, eTale ApaNe jANavuM ke ApaNuM A rIekzana che. eTale zuM karavuM ? pratikramaNa karavA. bIjo upAya nathI jagatamAM. tyAre A jagatanA loko zuM kare ? enI para pAchuM moDhuM caDhAve ! eTale pharI hatuM evuM ne evuM ja UbhuM kare pachI. ApaNe zuddhAtmA thayA eTale aTAvIpaTAvIne ApaNI bhUla eksepTa (svIkAra) karIne paNa UMcuM mUkI devuM joIe. ame to jJAnI puruSa thaIne ema eksepTa badhI bhUlo karIne kesa UMco mUkI daIe. (174) praznakartA : IrSA thAya che te nA thAya te mATe zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : tenA be upAya che. IrSA thaI gayA pachI pazcAtApa karavo. ne bIjuM IrSA thAya che, te tame IrSA nathI karatAM. IrSA e pUrvabhavanAM paramANuo bharelAM che tene eksepTa (svIkAra) nA karo, temAM tanmayAkAra nA thAya, to IrSA UDI jAya. tamane IrSA thayA pachI pazcAtApa karavo e uttama che. praznakartA : sAmA para zaMkA karavI nathI, chatAM zaMkA Ave to te zI

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pratikramaNa pratikramaNa dAdAzrI : te ene "tuM" evuM rAkhaje, ke A khoTI che, kharAba vastu che evuM. ane ko'ka kahe ke sIgareTa kema pIvo cho ? to enuM uparANuM nA laIza. kharAba che ema kahevuM. ke bhaI, mArI nabaLAI che ema kahevuM. to ko'ka dahADo chUTaze. nahIM to nahIM choDe e. (184) ame hau pratikramaNa karIene, abhiprAyathI mukta thavuM ja joIe. abhiprAya rahI jAya teno vAMdho che. rIte dUra karavI ? dAdAzrI : tyAM pachI enA zuddhAtmAne saMbhArIne kSamA mAgavI, enuM pratikramaNa karavuM. A to pahelAM bhUlo karelI tethI zaMkA Ave che. (176) jaMgalamAM jAya tyAre laukika jJAnanA AdhAre 'bahAravaTiyA maLaze to ?" evA vicAra Ave. athavA vAgha maLaze to zuM thaze ? evo vicAra Ave te ghaDIye pratikramaNa karI nAkhavuM. zaMkA paDI eTale bagaDyuM. zaMkA nA AvavA devI. koI paNa mANasa mATe, koI paNa zaMkA Ave, to pratikramaNa karavuM. zaMkA ja du:khadAyI che. zaMkA paDI to pratikramaNa karAvI laIe. ane ApaNe A brahmAMDanA mAlika, ApaNane zaMkA kema thAya ?! mANasa chIe te zaMkA to paDe, paNa bhUla thaI eTale rokaDuM pratikramaNa karI laIe. jenA mATe zaMkA Ave enuM pratikramaNa karavAnuM. nahIM to zaMkA tamane khAI jaze. (177) koInA mATe saheja paNa avaLo savaLo vicAra Ave ke, tarata tene dhoI nAkhavo. e vicAra jo, thoDIka ja vAra jo rahene to e sAmAne pahoMcI jAya ane pachI Uge. cAra kalAke, bAra kalAke ke be dahADe ya ene Uge, mATe spaMdananuM vaheNa e bAju nA jatuM rahevuM joIe. haMmezAM koI paNa kAryano pastAvo karo, eTale e kAryanuM phaLa bAra AnI nAza ja thaI jAya che. pachI baLelI dorI hoyane, enA jevuM phaLa Ape. te baLelI doraDI Avate bhave Ama ja karIe, te UDI jAya. koI kriyA ema ne ema nakAmI to jAya ja nahIM. pratikramaNa karavAthI e doraDI saLagI jAya che. paNa DijhAIna tenI te ja rahe che. paNa Avate bhave zuM karavuM paDe ? Ama ja karyuM khaMkheryuM ke UDI gaI. (180) 12. chUTe vyasato ! jJAtI rIte ! praznakartA : mane sIgareTa pIvAnI kharAba Teva paDI gaI che. pratikramaNa kare to e mANasa uttamamAM uttama vastune pAmyo. eTale A TekanikalI , sAyanTiphikalI emAM jarUra rahetI nathI. paNa TekanikalI jarUra che. praznakartA: sAyanTiphikalI kevI rIte ? dAdAzrI : sAyanTiphikalI enuM pachI e DiscArja che, pachI ene jarUra ja zuM che ?! kAraNa ke tame judA cho ne e judA che. eTalI badhI A zaktio nathI e lokonI ! pratikramaNa nA karo eTale pelo abhiprAya rahI jAya. ane tame pratikramaNa karo eTale abhiprAyathI judA paDyA, e cokkasa chene A vAta ?! abhiprAyathI judA paDyA e vAta cokkasa ne ?! kAraNa ke abhiprAya jeTalo rahe, eTaluM mana rahI jAya. kAraNa ke mana abhiprAyathI baMdhAyeluM che. ame zuM kahyuM ke atyAre vyasanI thaI gayo chuM teno mane vAMdho nathI, paNa je vyasana thayuM hoya, tenuM bhagavAna pAse pratikramaNa karaje ke have te bhagavAna ! A dArU nA pIvo joIe, chatAM pIuM chuM. tenI mAphI mAguM chuM. A pharI nA pIvAya evI zakti Apaje. eTaluM karaje bApa. tyAre loko vAMdho uThAve che ke tuM dArU kema pIve che ? alyA, tuM Ane Ama vadhAre bagADuM chuM. enuM ahita karI rahyA cho. meM zuM kahyuM, tuM game tevuM moTuM jokhama karIne Avyo, to A pramANe pratikramaNa karaje. (186) praznakartA H tame savAre 'cA' pItAM kahyuM ke ame pratyAkhyAna karIne pachI cA pIdhI che.

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pratikramaNa pratikramaNa dAdAzrI : ohoho ! hA. praznakartA : enI ja vAta che. dAdAzrI : eTale "cA" to huM pIto nathI. chatAM pIvAnA saMjoga bAjhe che. ane pharajIyAta UbhuM thAya che. tyAre zuM karavuM paDe ? jo kadI pratyAkhyAna karyA sivAya, jo pIuM to "e" coMTI paDe. eTale tela copaDIne raMgavALuM pANI reDavAnuM. paNa tela copaDIne. hA. pratyAkhyAnarUpI ame tela copaDIe pachI pANI lIlA raMgavALuM reDe, paNa mahIM coMTe nahIM. eTale pratyAkhyAna karIne pachI cA pIdhI meM ! A eTaluM samajavA jevuM che. pratyAkhyAna karIne karo A badhuM. pratikramaNa to jyAre atikramaNa thAya tyAre karo. A cA pIvI e atikramaNa nA kahevAya. cA pharajIyAta pIvI paDe. e atikramaNa nA kahevAya. e to pratyAkhyAna nA karo to, tela nA copaDo, to thoDuMka coMTI jAya. have tela copaDIne karajo ne (187) amAre azAtA ochI hoya. amAre jone mahino, mahino evo Avyo te dAdAne eksiDanTanA jevo TAIma thayo. pachI je A AvyuM, jANe dIvo holavAI javAno thAya evuM thaI gayuM. praznakartA : evuM kaMI thavAnuM nathI, dAdA. dAdAzrI : nA. ema nahIM, 'hIrAbA' gayA to, 'A' nA javAnuM thAya ? e to kayuM vedanIya karma AvyuM ? praznakartA : azAtA vedanIya. dAdAzrI : loko samaje che ke amane vedanIya e che, paNa amane vedanIya aDe nahIM, tIrthaMkarone aDe nahIM, amane hIrAbAnI pAchaLa kheda nathI. amane asare ya nA hoya koI, lokone ema lAge ke, amane vedanIya AvyuM, azAtA vedanIya AvyuM. paNa amane to eka miniTa, eka sekanDeya azAtA aDI nathI, A vIsa varSathI ! ane e ja vijJAna meM tamane ApyuM che. ane tame kAcA paDo to tamAruM gayuM. samajaNathI kAcA paDAya ja nahIMne, koI dahADo ?' praznakartA: aMbAlAlabhAIne to aDene ? 'dAdA bhagavAnane' to vedanIya karma nA aDe. dAdAzrI : nA. koIneya aDe nahIM. evuM A vijJAna che. aDatuM hoya to gAMDA ja thaI jAyane ? A to aNasamajaNathI du:kha che. samajaNa hoya to A phAIlane nA aDe. koIneya aDe nahIM. je du:kha che te aNasamajaNanuM ja che. A jJAnane jo samajI lene, to duHkha ja hoya kema karIne ? azAtA yu nA hoya ne zAtA ya nA hoya.. ' (198) 13. vimukti Arta-raudra dhyAta thakI ! praznakartA : kahevAya che ke ArtadhyAna ne raudradhyAna kSaNe kSaNe thayAM ja karatAM hoya che. to ArtadhyAna kone kahevuM ne raudradhyAna kone kahevuM e jarA spaSTIkaraNa karI Apo. dAdAzrI : ArtadhyAna che te pote potAne ja. koIneya vacce lAve nahIM. koInA upara goLI vAge nahIM. evI rIte sAcavI ane pote potAnI meLe duHkha veThayA kare ane kokanA upara goLI choDI de e raudradhyAna. ArtadhyAna to potAne jJAna nA hoya ane 'huM caMdulAla chuM' ema thaI jAya, ane mane Ama thAya ke Ama thayuM to zuM thaI jaze ? choDIo tuM paiNAvAno hato ? 24 varasanI thAya tyAre paiNAvAnI. A pAMca varSanI hoya tyArathI ciMtA kare, e ArtadhyAna karyuM kahevAya. samaja paDIne ? (198) potAne mATe avaLuM vicAravuM, avaLuM karavuM, potAnI gADI cAlaze ke nahIM cAle. mAMdA thayA ne marI javAya to zuM thAya ? e ArtadhyAna kahevAya. raudradhyAna to ApaNe bIjAne mATe kalpanA karIe ke ANe mAruM nukasAna karyuM. e badhuM raudradhyAna kahevAya. ane bIjAnA nimitte vicAra kare, bIjAne kaMIpaNa nukasAna thAya evo vicAra Avyo, to e raudradhyAna thayuM kahevAya. manamAM vicAra Avyo ke, kApaDa kheMcIne Apajo. teM kheMcIne Apajo kahyuM, tyArathI ja gharAkonA hAthamAM kApaDa

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pratikramaNa pratikramaNa ochuM jaze. evI kalpanA karI ane tenA vadhAre paisA pote paDAvI leze, evI kalpanA karI, e raudradhyAna kahevAya. bIjAnuM nukasAna kare e dhyAna, raudradhyAna kahevAya. ' (191) have jabarajasta raudradhyAna karyuM hoya, paNa pratikramaNathI te ArtadhyAna thaI jAya che. be jaNAMe raudradhyAna eka ja prakAranuM karyuM. be jaNe kahyuM ke phalANAne huM mArI nAkhIza. evuM be jaNe mAravAno bhAva karyo. te raudradhyAna kahevAya. paNa ekane ghera jaIne pastAvo thayo ke "baLyo meM Avo bhAva kyAM karyo.' eTale e ArtadhyAnamAM gayuM ane bIjA bhAIne raudradhyAna rahyuM. eTale pastAvo karavAthI raudradhyAna paNa ArtadhyAna thaI jAya che. pastAvo karavAthI narkagati aTakIne tiryaMcagati thAya che. ane vadhu pastAvo kare to dharmadhyAna baMdhAya. eka vakhata pastAvo kare to ArtadhyAna thAya ne vadhu pastAvo kara kara karyA kare, to dharmadhyAna thaI jAya. eTale kriyA tenI te ja, paNa pheraphAra thayAM kare che. (193) praznakartA : "ApaNe" pote chUTA rahIne pratikramaNa karAvaDAvIe to e zuM thayuM kahevAya ? - dAdAzrI : evuM che ne, ApaNe zuddhAtmA thayA, paNa A yugalano chUTakAro thavo joIze ne ? eTale jyAM sudhI enI pAse pratikramaNa nahIM karAvo, tyAM sudhI chUTakAro nahIM thAya, eTale jyAM sudhI pudgalane dharmadhyAnamAM nahIM rAkho tyAM sudhI chUTakAro nahIM thAya. kAraNa ke pudgalane zukladhyAna thAya nahIM. mATe pudgalane dharmadhyAnamAM rAkho. eTale pratikramaNa karAva, karAva karavAM. jeTalI vakhata ArtadhyAna thAya, eTalI vakhata pratikramaNa karAvavuM. ArtadhyAna thavAnuM e pUrvanI ajJAnatA che. eTale thaI jAya. to 'ApaNe' enI pAse pratikramaNa karAvavuM. ' (194) praznakartA : bIjAnA doSa jue eTale ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna thAya ? dAdAzrI : hA. te bIjAnA doSo jovAno, mahIM mAla bharI lAvyo hoya, to evuM jue. to paNa e pote doSamAM nathI Avato. eNe pratikramaNa karavuM joIe, ke Ama kema thAya che ? evuM nA thavuM joIe. basa eTaluM ja e to jevo mAla bharyo hoyane, evuM badhuM nIkaLe. ene ApaNe bharelo mAla evuM ApaNI sAdI bhASAmAM bolIe. ( 19) have rAtre sAta-ATha jaNa AvyA. ane caMdubhAI che ke, ema karIne bUmo pADe, rAte sADA agiyAra vAgyA che ne, to tame zuM kaho ? tamArA gAmathI AvyA hoya ne, to emAM eka-be oLakhANavALA hoya, ane bIjA badhAM enAM oLakhANavALA hoya ane daza-bAra mANasanuM Ama ToLuM hoya ane bUma pADe, to sADA agiyAra vAge zuM kaho e lokone ? bAraNuM UghADo ke nA UghADo ? praznakartA : hA. UghADIe. dAdAzrI : ane pachI zuM kaho, e lokone ? pAchA jAva ema kaho ? praznakartA : nA. nA. pAchA jAva, ema kema kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : tyAre zuM karo ? praznakartA : aMdara bolAvIe ApaNe. 'Avo aMdara.' dAdAzrI : "Avo padhAro padhAro." ApaNA saMskAra chene ? eTale Avo padhAro kahIe, badhAne sophAseTa upara besADIe. sophA upara choka suI gayuM. hoya to jhaTa jhaTa UThADI daIe ane bAjumAM karI daIe. sophA upara besADIe. paNa manamAM ema thAya ke, "atyAre kyAMthI mUA AvyA A ?!" have A ArtadhyAna nathI, raudradhyAna che. sAmA mANasanI upara ApaNe A bhAva bagADIe, ArtadhyAna to pote potAnI ja pIDA bhogavavI, A to pArakAnI upAdhi pote karIne pArakA upara A 'blema' (Aropa) karyo. "atyAre kaMIthI pUMA ?" have to ya pAchA ApaNe zuM kahIe ? ApaNAM saMskAra to choDe nahIMne ?! dhIme rahIne kahe, 'jarAka... jarAka... jarAka..." alyA paNa zuM ? tyAre kahe, thoDIka cA.. tyAre pelA evA hoyane te kahe. 'caMdubhAI atyAre cA rahevA

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pratikramaNa done, atyAre khIcaDI-kaDhI karI nAkhone, bahu thaI gayuM.' jo A tArI bairInI gADI cAlI. rasoDAmAM zuM thaI jAya ? 49 have bhagavAnanI AjJA zuM che, jene mokSe javuM hoya tene zuM karavuM joIe ke atyAre kaMIthI mUA, evo bhAva AvI ja jAya mANasane. atyAre to A duSamakALanuM dabANa evuM che, vAtAvaraNa evuM che, eTale ene AvI jAya. moTo mANasa hoya teneya AvI jAya. have Ane zA hAruM tuM mahIM A cItare che ? bahAra sAruM karuM chuM ane aMdara UMdhuM cItare che. eTale A gayA avatAranuM phaLa bhogavIe chIe ke ApaNe A sArI rIte bolAvIe chIe ane A navuM AvatA avatAranuM bAMdhIe chIe. ApaNe aMdaranA hisAbe atyAre kaMIthI mUA avaLuM bAMdhIe chIe. eTale tyAM AgaLa ApaNe bhagavAna pAse mAphI mAgI laIne kahevuM, ke bhagavAna mArI bhUla thaI gaI, A vAtAvaraNanA dabANane laIne bolI gayo paNa AvI mArI icchA nathI. e bhale rahe. tenuM tame bhUMsI nAkhone, eTale tamAro puruSArtha kahevAya. AvuM thAya to kharuM ja, e to moTAmAM moTA saMyamIone thAya. evo kALa vicitra che A. paNa tame jo bhUMsI nAkho to tamane evuM phaLa maLaze. (205) praznakartA : sAmAnya eka kalAkanI aMdara pAMca-pacIsa atikramaNa thaI jAya. dAdAzrI : e bhegAM karIne karavAM. sAmaTAM thAya. e sAmaTAM pratikramaNa karuM chuM kahIe. praznakartA : to kevI rIte karavuM ? zuM kahevuM ? dAdAzrI : A badhAM bahu thayAM eTale A badhAnAM sAmaTAM pratikramaNa karuM chuM. viSaya bolavA ke A viSaya para A bolavA ane sAmaTAM pratikramaNa karuM pratikramaNa chuM kahIe eTale ukela AvI gayo, ane chatAM bAkI rahyuM to e dhoI nAkhIzuM. AgaLa dhovAze. paNa enI para besI nA rahevuM. besI rahIe to badhAM AkhuM ya rahI jAya. gUMcavADAmAM paDavAnI jarUra nathI. (211) 14. ...kADhe kaSAyatI koTaDImAMthI pa praznakartA H koInI para khUba gusso thayo, pachI bolIne baMdha thaI gayA, pachI A bolyA ene lIdhe jIva vadhAre baLabaLa thAya to emAM ekathI vadhAre pratikramaNa karavAM paDe ? dAdAzrI : e be traNa vakhata sArA dilathI karIe ne ekadama cokkasa rIte thaI gayuM eTale patI gayuM. 'he dAdA bhagavAna ! bhayaMkara vAMdho Avyo. jabaradasta krodha thayo. sAmAne keTaluM duHkha thayuM ? sAmAnI mAphI mAguM chuM, ApanI sAkSImAM, khUba jabaradasta mAphI mAguM chuM.' praznakartA : koInI joDe vadhAre bolAcAlI thaI gaI, to e manamAM aMtara lAbuM paDyA kare. ane koInI joDe koI ekAda-be, to amukamAM pratikramaNa be-traNa-cAra vAra, ema vadhAre vAra karyA karavAM paDe ke eka vAra kare to AvI jAya badhAnuM ? dAdAzrI : jeTaluM thAya eTaluM ema karavuM. ane pachI chevaTe jAthuM karI nAkhavuM. ekadama pratikramaNa bhegAM thaI jAyane, to jANuM karavuM ke A badhA karmonAM mArAthI pratikramaNa thatAM nathI. A badhAnuM bheguM pratikramaNa karuM chuM. ApaNe dAdA bhagavAnane kahI devAnuM. te pahocI gayuM. (219) praznakartA : ApaNe krodha karIe, sAmA mANasa para, pachI tarata ApaNe pratikramaNa karI laIe, chatAM paNa ApaNA krodhanI asara sAmA mANasane tarata to nAbUda thatI nathI ne ? dAdAzrI : e nAbUda thAya ke nA thAya, e ApaNe jovAnuM nathI. ApaNe to ApaNAM ja kapaDAM dhoIne cokhkhuM rahevuM. tamane mahIM nA game chatAM thaI jAya che ne ?!

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pratikramaNa pa2. pratikramaNa praznakartA : thaI jAya che krodha. dAdAzrI : mATe ene ApaNe jovAnuM nahIM, ApaNe pratikramaNa karavAnuM. ApaNe kahevAnuM ke, "caMdubhAI pratikramaNa karo.' pachI e jevuM kapaDuM bagaDyuM e dhoze ! bahu ghaDabhAMjamAM utaravAnuM nahIM. nahIM to pAchuM ApaNuM pharI bagaDe. (220) praznakartA have niMdA karI, tyAre bhale ene jAgRti na hoya, niMdA thaI ke gusso Avyo te vakhate niMdA thaI jAya. dAdAzrI : te ene ja kaSAya kahe che, kaSAya eTale bIjAnA tAbAmAM thaI gayo. te ghaDIe e bole, paNa chatAM ya pote jANato hoya ke, A khoTuM thaI rahyuM che, keTalIka vakhate khabara hoya ne keTalIka vakhate bilakule ya khabara nA hoya, ema ne ema ja jatuM rahe. pachI thoDIvAra pachI khabara paDe. eTale banyuM te ghaDIe 'jANato' hato. praznakartA: amAre oNphisamAM traNa-cAra sekreTarI che. ene kahIe Ama karavAnuM che, eka vAra, be vAra, cAra vAra, pAMca vAra, kahIe to ya enI e ja bhUla kare rAkhe. to pachI gusso Ave, to zuM karavAnuM enuM ? dAdAzrI : tame to zuddhAtmA thaI gayA cho. have to tamane kyAM gusso Ave che. gusso to caMdulAlane Ave. e caMdulAlane pachI ApaNe kahevuM. have dAdA maLyA che, jarA gusso ocho karo ne. praznakartA : paNa e sekreTarIo kazuM Imyuva (sudhAro) nathI thatI. to zuM karavuM ene ? sekreTarIne kaMI kahevuM to paDe ne, nahIM to, e to evI ne evI ja bhUla karye rAkhe e kAma barobara karatI nathI. praznakartA: paNa ene te vakhate sAme duHkha thAya ne Ape kahyuM che ne du:kha nahIM ApavAnuM bIjAne. dAdAzrI : duHkha nahIM thavAnuM. kAraNa ke e ApaNe nATakIya bolIe ne to duHkha nA thAya ene, khAlI ene manamAM jAgRti Ave, enA nizcaya badalAya. e duHkha nathI ApatAM. duHkha to kyAre Ave ? ApaNo hetu jo hoya to, duHkha utpanna thAya. ApaNo hetu duHkha karavAno hoya ne, ke ene sIdho karI nAkhuM, to ene duHkha utpanna thAya. (221) gussAno jJAtA-draSTA rahyo eTale cokhkho thaIne gusso cAlyo gayo. e paramANu cokhAM thaIne cAlyAM gayAM. eTalI tamArI pharaja. praznakartA : gusso karyA pachI pratikramaNa karIe to te puruSArtha kahevAya ke parAkrama kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : e puruSArtha kahevAya, parAkrama nA kahevAya. praznakartA : to pachI parAkrama kone kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : parAkrama to A puruSArthanI ya upara jAya. ane A to parAkrama na hoya. A to lhAya baLatI hoya te davA copaDIe emAM parAkrama kyAM AvyuM ? e badhAne jANe, ane A jANakAra jANe enuM nAma parAkrama. ane pratikramaNa kare enuM nAma puruSArtha. chevaTe A pratikramaNa karatAM, karatAM badhuM zabdonI jaMjALa ochI thatI jaze, badhuM ochuM thatuM jaze enI meLe. niyamathI ja badhuM ochuM thatuM jaze. badhuM baMdha thaI jAya kudaratI. pahelo ahaMkAra jAya, pachI bIjuM badhuM jAya. badhuM cAlyuM sahu sahune ghera badhuM. ane mahIM ThaMDaka che. have mahIM ThaMDaka che ne ? (222) pratikramaNathI badhAM ja karma bhUMsAI jAya. kartAnI gerahAjarI che, mATe saMpUrNa bhUMsAI jAya. kartAnI gerahAjarImAM A phaLa ApaNe bhogavIe chIe. kartAnI gerahAjarImAM bhoktA chIe. mATe A bhUMsAI jAya ane A jagatamAM loko kartAnI hAjarImAM bhoktA che. eTale pratikramaNa kare to ya paNa ene thoDuM dAdAzrI : te to ApaNe 'caMdubhAIne' kahevuM, ene TaiDakAvo. jarA TaiDakAvo. tAre AnI pAse kahevuM ke, A samabhAve nikAla karIne TeDakAvo. amathA, amathA nATakIya Dhabe laDhavuM ke, AvuM badhuM karazo to tamArI sarvisa kema raheze ? evuM badhuM kahevuM.

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pratikramaNa pratikramaNa DhIluM thAya, paNa UDI nA jAya. phaLa ApyA vagara rahe nahIM ane tamAre to e karma UDI ja jAya. koInA doSa dekhAya nahIM to jANavuM ke sarvaviratI pada che, saMsAramAM beThAM ya ! evuM A 'akrama vijJAnanuM sarvaviratI pada judI jAtanuM che. saMsAramAM beThAM, dhupela, oNIla mAthAmAM nAkhatAM ya, kAnamAM attaranAM pUmaDAM ghAlIne pharato hoya paNa ene koIne ya doSa nA dekhAya. (231). vItaSa thayo tene ekAvatArI kahevAya che. emAM, vItadveSamAM jene kAcuM rahyuM hoya, tene be-cAra avatAra thAya. (232) 15. bhAva ahiMsAnI vATe.. praznakartA : mokSe jatAM pahelAM, koI bI jAtanA jIva sAthe leNa-deNa hoya to, ApaNe enAM pratikramaNa karyA karIe to e ApaNane chUTakAro ApI ja pazcAtApa thavo joIe, ke AvuM na thAya. pharI AvuM nA thAya enI jAgRti rAkhavAnI. evo ApaNo udeza rAkhavAno. bhagavAne kahyuM hatuM, koIne mAravo nathI evo bhAva sajjaDa rAkhaje. koI jIvane sahejeya duHkha nathI devuM, evuM roja pAMca vakhata bhAvanA rAkhaje. mana-vacana-kAyAthI koI jIvane kiMcitamAtra duHkha na ho evuM pAMca vakhata savAramAM bolI ane saMsArI prakriyA cAlu karaje. eTale javAbadArI ochI thaI jAya. kAraNa ke bhAvano adhikAra che. peluM sattAmAM nathI. (236) praznakartA : bhUlathI thaI gayuM hoya to paNa pApa lAgene ? dAdAzrI : bhUlathI devatAmAM hAtha mUkuM to zuM thAya ? praznakartA : dAjhI javAya. dAdAzrI : nAnuM chokaruM nA dAjhe ? praznakartA: dAjhe. dAdAzrI : e hau dAjhe ? eTale kazuM choDe nahIM. ajANatAthI karo ke jANIne karo, kazuM choDe nahIM. (237) praznakartA : koI mahAtmAne jJAna pachI, rAtre macchara kaiDatA hoya, to te rAtre UThIne mAravA mAMDe, to te zuM kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : e bhAva bagaDyo kahevAya. jJAnanI jAgRti na kahevAya. praznakartA : ene hiMsaka bhAva kahevAya. dAdAzrI : hiMsaka bhAva to zuM paNa hato tevo thaI gayo kahevAya. paNa pachI pratikramaNa kare to dhovAI jAya. praznakartA: pAchuM pharI tevuM ne tevuM, bIje dahADe kare to ? dAdAzrI : are, so vakhata kare to ya pratikramaNathI dhovAI jAya. (237) mArI nAkhavAno to vicAre ya nA karavo. koI paNa vastu nA phAve to dAdAzrI : haM. praznakartA : paNa e zuM bolAya ? dAdAzrI : je je jIvone kaMI paNa mArAthI duHkha thayAM hoya, te badhA mane mApha karo. praznakartA : jIvamAtra ? dAdAzrI : jIvamAtrane. praznakartA H eTale pachI emAM vAyukAya, teukAya, badhA jIvo AvI jAya. dAdAzrI : e badhuM bolyA, eTale emAM badhuM AvI jAya. praznakartA : koI jIvanI ajANathI hiMsA thaI jAya to zuM karavuM? dAdAzrI : ajANathI hiMsA thAya paNa khabara paDe eTale ApaNane tarata

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pratikramaNa bahAra mUkI AvavI. tIrthaMkaroe 'mAra' zabda hau kADhI nakhAvelo. 'mAra' zaya nA bolazo kahe che. 'mAra'e ya jokhamavALo zabda che. eTaluM badhuM ahiMsAvALuM, eTalA badhA paramANu ahiMsaka hovA joIe. 55 praznakartA : bhAvahiMsA ane dravyahiMsAnuM phaLa eka ja prakAranuM Ave ? dAdAzrI : bhAvahiMsAno bIjAne phoTo paDe nahIM ane sinemAnI peThe sinemA cAle che ne, te ApaNe joIe chIe. e badhI dravyahiMsA che. bhAvahiMsAmAM AvuM sUkSma varte. ane dravyahiMsA to dekhAya, pratyakSa, mana-vacanakAyAthI je jagatamAM dekhAya che, e dravyahiMsA che. tame kaho ke jIvone bacAvavA jevA che. pachI bace ke nA bace, tenA jokhamadAra tame nahIM. tame kaho ke, A jIvone bacAvavA jevA che, tamAre eTaluM ja karavAnuM. pachI hiMsA thaI gaI, tenA jokhamadAra tame nahIM ! hiMsA thaI eno pastAvo, enuM pratikramaNa karavAnuM eTale jokhamadArI badhI tUTI gaI. (240) praznakartA : ApanI copaDImAM vAMcyuM ke 'mana, vacana, kAyAthI koI jIvane kiMcitmAtra duHkha nA ho' paNa eka bAju ame kheDUta rahyA, te tamAkuno pAka pakavIe tyAre amAre uparathI dareka choDanI kUMpaNa, eTale enI Doka toDI ja nAkhavI paDe. to AnAthI ene duHkha to thayuM ne ? enuM pApa to thAya ja ne ? AvuM lAkho choDavAonuM DokuM kacaDI nAkhIe chIe. to A pApanuM nivAraNa kevI rItanA karavuM ? dAdAzrI : e to mahIM manamAM ema thavuM joIe ke baLyo A dhaMdho kaMIthI bhAge Avyo ? basa eTaluM ja. choDavAnI kUMpaNa kADhI nAkhavAnI. paNa manamAM A dhaMdho kyAMthI bhAgamAM Avyo, evo pazcAttApa thavo joIe. AvuM nA karavuM joIe evuM manamAM thavuM joIe, basa. praznakartA : paNa, A pApa to thavAnuM ja ne ? dAdAzrI : e to che ja. e jovAnuM nahIM, e tamAre jovAnuM nahIM. thayA kare che e pApa jovAnuM nahIM. A nahIM thavuM joIe evuM tamAre nakkI karavAnuM, nizcaya karavo joIe. A dhaMdho kyAM maLyo ? bIjo sAro maLyo hota to pratikramaNa ApaNe AvuM karata nahIM. pelo pazcAttApa nA thAya. A nA jANyuM hoya ne tyAM sudhI pazcAttApa nA thAya. khuzI thaIne choDavAne pheMkI de. samajaNa paDe che tamane ? amArA kahyA pramANe karajone, tamArI badhI amArI javAbadArI. choDavo pheMkI do teno vAMdho nathI, pazcAttApa thavo joIe ke A kyAMthI AvyuM mAre bhAge ? 56 khetIvADImAM jIvajaMtu mare teno doSa to lAge ne ? eTale khetIvADIvALAe dararoja pAMca-daza miniTa bhagavAna pAse prArthanA karavI ke A doSa thayA tenI mAphI mAguM chuM. kheDUta hoya tene kahIe ke tuM A dhaMdho karuM chuM tenA jIvo mare che. tenuM A rIte pratikramaNa karaje. tuM je khoTuM karuM chuM teno mane vAMdho nathI. paNa tenuM tuM A rIte pratikramaNa kara. (241) praznakartA : tame peluM vAkya kahyuM hatuM ne ke koI jIvamAtrane mana, vacana, kAyAthI duHkha na ho. eTaluM savAramAM bole to cAle ke nA cAle ? dAdAzrI : e pAMca vakhata bole, paNa A evI rIte bolavuM joIe ke paisA gaNene ane jevI sthiti hoya evI rIte bolavuM joIe. rUpiyA gaNatI vakhate jevuM citta hoya, jevuM aMtaHkaraNa hoya evuM bolatI vakhate rAkhavuM paDe. (243) 16. vasamI veratI vasulAta... praznakartA : ApaNe pratikramaNa na karIe to pachI koI vakhata sAmA joDe cUkavavA javuM paDene ? dAdAzrI : nA, ene cUkavavAnuM nathI. ApaNe baMdhAyelA rahyA. sAmA joDe ApaNe kazuM levA-devA nathI. praznakartA : paNa ApaNe cUkavavuM paDene ? dAdAzrI : eTale ApaNe ja pharI baMdhAyelA chIe. mATe ApaNe pratikramaNa karavuM joIe. pratikramaNathI maTe. tethI to tamane hathiyAra ApeluMne, pratikramaNa ! (247)

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pratikramaNa 58 pratikramaNa praznakartA : ApaNe pratikramaNa karIe ne vera choDI daIe. paNa sAmo vera rAkhe to ? dAdAzrI : bhagavAna mahAvIra upara eTalA badhA loka rAga karatA hatA ne dveSa karatA hatA, temAM mahAvIrane zuM ? vItarAgane kazuM coMTe nahIM. vItarAga eTale zarIre tela copaDyA vagara bahAra phare che, ne pelA zarIre tela copaDIne phare che. te telavALAne badhI dhULa coMTe. praznakartA : A be vyaktinI vacce je vera baMdhAya che, rAga-dveSa thAya che, have emAM huM pote pratikramaNa karIne chUTI jauM, paNa pelI vyakti vera choDe nahIM, to e pAchI AvatA bhave AvIne e rAga-dveSano hisAba pUro kare che ? kAraNa ke e vera enuM to eNe cAlu rAkheluM ja che ne ?! dAdAzrI : pratikramaNathI enuM vera ochuM thaI jAya. eka phero eka DuMgaLInuM paDa jAya, bIjuM paDe, jeTalAM paDa hoya enAM eTalAM jAya. samajaNa paDIne tamane ? (249) praznakartA : pratikramaNa karIe te TAIme ja atikramaNa thAya to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : pachI thoDIvAra pachI karavuM. ApaNe dArUkhAnuM holavavA gayA tyAM pharI eka TeTo phUTyo to ApaNe pharI javuM. pAchA thoDIvAra pachI holavavuM. e to TeTA phUTyA ja karavAnA. enuM nAma saMsAra. (251) e vAMkuM kare, apamAna kare toya ame rakSaNa mUkIe. eka bhAI mArI joDe sAmA thaI gayelA. meM badhAne kahyuM eka akSara avaLo vicAravo nahIM. ane avaLo vicAra Ave to pratikramaNa karajo. e sArA mANasa che paNa e loko zenA AdhIna che ? kaSAyanA AdhIna che. AtmAnA AdhIna nathI A. AtmAnA AdhIna ja hoya te AvuM sAruM bole nahIM. eTale kaSAyanA AdhIna thayelo mANasa koIpaNa jAtano guno kare te mApha karavA jevo. e potAnA AdhIna ja nathI bicAro ! e kaSAya kare te ghaDIe ApaNe doro zAMta mukI devo joIe. nahIM to, te ghaDIe badhuM UMdhuM ja karI nAkhe. kaSAyane AdhIna eTale udayakarmane AdhIna. je udaya AvyuM evuM phare. (255) 17. vAraNa, mULa' kAraNa abhiprAyatuM... sAmo game tevA sArA bhAvathI ke kharAba bhAvathI tamArI pAse Avyo hoya, paNa enI joDe kevuM rAkhavuM e tamAre jovAnuM. sAmAnI prakRti vAMkI hoya to e vAMkI prakRti joDe mAthAkUTa nahIM karavI joIe. prakRtino ja jo e cora hoya, ApaNe daza varSathI enI corI jotA hoIe ne e ApaNane AvIne page lAgI jAya to ApaNe enA upara zuM vizvAsa mUkavo ? nA corI kare tene mAphI ApaNe ApI daIe ke tuM jA have tuM chUTyo. amane tArA mATe manamAM kaMI nahIM rahe paNa enA upara vizvAsa nA mUkAya ane eno pachI saMgeya nA rakhAya. chatAM saMga rAkhyo ne pachI vizvAsa na mUko to te paNa guno che. kharI rIte saMga rAkhavo nahIM ne rAkho to enA mATe pUrvagraha rahevo nA joIe. je bane te kharuM ema rAkhavuM. 257) praznakartA : chatAM avaLo abhiprAya baMdhAI jAya to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : baMdhAI jAya to mAphI mAgavAnI. jenA mATe avaLo abhiprAya baMdhAI gayo enA e ja mANasanI mAphI mAgavAnI. praznakartA : sAro abhiprAya Apavo ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : koI abhiprAya ja Apavo nahIM. ane e apAI jAyane, te pachI bhUMsI nAkhavuM ApaNe. bhUMsI nAkhavAnuM sAdhana che tamArI pAse. AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAnanuM 'amogha zastra'. (258) praznakartA : gADha abhiprAya kADhavA kevI rIte ? dAdAzrI : jyArathI nakkI karyuM ke kADhavA che tyArathI e nIkaLavA mAMDe. bahu gADha hoya tene roja babbe kalAka khodIe to e khalAsa thAya. AtmA prApti thayA pachI, puruSArtha dharma prApta thayo kahevAya ane puruSArtha dharma parAkrama sudhI pahoMcI zake, je game tevI aTakaNane ukhADI pheMkI zake, paNa ekavAra jANavuM paDe ke A kAraNathI A UbhuM thayuM che, pachI enAM pratikramaNa karavAM. (259)

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pratikramaNa pa abhiprAya nA baMdhAya eTaluM jarA jovuM. moTAmAM moTuM sAcavavAnuM che abhiprAyanuM. bIjuM kazuM vAMdho nathI. koIkanuM jotA pahelAM ja abhiprAya baMdhAya, A saMsAra jAgRti eTalI badhI ke abhiprAya baMdhAI jAya. eTale abhiprAya baMdhAI jAya ke ApaNe choDI nAkhavo. abhiprAya mATe bahu sAvaceta rahevAnI jarUra che. eTale abhiprAya baMdhAze to kharA, paNa baMdhAya to ApaNe tarata choDI nAkhavo. abhiprAya prakRti bAMdhe che, ne prajJAzakti abhiprAya choDyA kare che. prakRti abhiprAya bAMdhyA karavAnI, amuka TAIma sudhI bAMdha bAMdha ja karaze, paNa ApaNe ene choDa choDa karavAM. abhiprAya baMdhAyA tenI to A badhI bhAMjagaDa thaI che. praznakartA : abhiprAya baMdhAya, te choDavuM kevI rIte ? dAdAzrI : abhiprAya choDavA mATe ApaNe zuM karavuM paDe ke 'A bhAI mATe mane Avo abhiprAya baMdhAyo, khoTo che, ApaNAthI AvuM kema baMdhAya ?' evuM kahIe te, abhiprAya chUTI jAya. ApaNe jAhera karIe ke 'A abhiprAya khoTo che, A bhAI mATe Avo abhiprAya baMdhAto haze ? A te tame kevuM karo cho ?' eTale ene e abhiprAyane khoTo kahyo, eTale e chUTI jAya. (260) pratikramaNa nA karo to tamAro abhiprAya rahyo, mATe tame baMdhanamAM AvyA. je doSa thayo temAM tamAro abhiprAya rahyo. A pratikramaNa karo eTale pelo abhiprAya tUTI gayo. abhiprAyothI mana UbhuM thayeluM che. jo mane koI paNa mANasa upara saheje mAro abhiprAya nathI. kAraNa ke eka ja phero joI lIdhA pachI bIjo abhiprAya huM badalato nathI. koI mANasa saMjogAnusAra, corI kare ane huM jAte jouM toya ene cora huM kahuM nahIM. kAraNa ke saMjogAnusAra che. jagatanA loko zuM kahe che ke je pakaDAyo ene cora kahe che. saMjogAnusAra hato ke kAyama cora hato, evuM jagatanAM lokone kaMI paDelI nathI. huM to kAyama corane cora kahuM chuM. ane saMjogAnusArane cora huM kaheto nathI. eTale huM to eka abhiprAya bAMdhyA pachI bIjo abhiprAya ja badalato nathI. koIpaNa mANasano meM atyAra sudhI badalyo nathI. (262) pratikramaNa ApaNe zuddha thayA, ane caMdubhAIne zuddha karavA e ApaNI pharaja. e pudgala zuM kahe che ke bhaI, ame cokhkhA ja hatA. tame amane bagADyA, bhAva karIne, ane A sthitie amane bagADyA. nahIM to amArAmAM lohI, paru, hADakAM kazuM ja nahotuM. ame cokhkhA hatA. tame amane bagADyA. mATe tamAre jo mokSe javuM hoya to tame ekalA ja zuddha thaI gayA eTale dahADo vaLaze nahIM. amane zuddha karazo to ja tamAro chUTakAro thaze. (265) 18. viSaya jIte te rAjAono rAjA ! 60 praznakartA : eka vakhata viSayanuM bIja paDI gayuM hoya eTale rUpakamAM to Ave ja ne ? dAdAzrI : bIja paDI ja jAyane. e rUpakamAM AvavAnuM paNa jyAM sudhI eno jAma thayo nathI, tyAM sudhI ochAvattA thaI jAya eTale maratAM pahelAM e cokhkho thaI jAya. tethI ame viSayanA doSavALAne kahIe chIene ke viSayanA doSa thayA hoya, bIjA doSa thayA hoya, tene kahIe ke, ravivAre tuM Ama upavAsa karaje ne Akho dahADo e ja vicAra karIne, vicAra karI karIne ene dho dho karyA karaje. ema AjJApUrvaka karene, eTale ochuM thaI jAya ! (272) atyAre phakta AMkhane saMbhALI levI. pahelAM to bahu kaDaka mANaso, AMkho phoDI nAkhatA'tA. ApaNe AMkho phoDI nAkhavAnI nahIM. e mUrkhAI che, ApaNe AMkha pheravI nAkhavAnI. ema chatAM jovAI jAya to pratikramaNa karI levuM. eka miniTa paNa pratikramaNa cUkazo nahIM. khAdhA-pIdhAmAM vAMkuM thayuM haze to cAlaze. saMsArano moTAmAM moTo roga ja A che. Ane laIne ja saMsAra Ubho rahyo che. AnA mULiyA para saMsAra Ubho rahyo che. mULa ja che A. hakkanuM khAya to manuSyamAM Ave, aNahakkanuM khAya to jAnavaramAM jAya. praznakartA : ame aNahakkanuM to khAdhuM che. ja dAdAzrI : to khAdhuM che to haju pratikramaNa karone, haju bhagavAna

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pratikramaNa 62 pratikramaNa bacAvaze. haju derAsaramAM jaIne pazcAtApa karo. aNahakkanuM khAI gayA hoya to haju pazcAtApa karo, haju jIvatA cho. A dehamAM cho tyAM sudhI pazcAtApa karo. (274) praznakartA: eka Dara lAgyo, hamaNAM Ape kahyuM ke sittera TakA mANasone pAchA cAra pagamAM javAnuM che to hajI amArI pAse avakAza kharo ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : nA, nA. avakAza rahyo nathI, mATe haju jo cetone kaMI.... praznakartA : mahAtmAonI vAta kare che. dAdAzrI : mahAtmAne jo kadI mArI AjJAmAM rahene to enuM koI nAma denAra nathI A duniyAmAM. eTaluM zuM lokone kahuM chuM ke haju catAya to ceto. haju mAphI mAgI lezone te mAphI mAgavAno rasto che. AvaDo moTo ApaNe kAgaLa lakhyo hoya, koI sagAvahAlAne, ane mahIM gALo dIdhI hoya, ApaNe khUba gALo dIdhI hoya, AkhA kAgaLamAM badhI gALothI ja bharyo hoya, ane pachI nIce lakhIe ke Aje vAIpha joDe jhaghaDo thaI gayo che eTale tamAre mATe bolyo chuM, paNa mane mApha karI dejo. to badhI gALo bhUMsI nAkhe ke nA bhUMsI nAkhe ? eTale badhI gALo vAMce, pote gALo svIkAra kare ane pAchuM mAphe ya kare ! eTale AvI A duniyA che. eTale ame to kahIe chIe ne ke mAphI mAgI lejo, tamArA iSTa deva pAse mAgI lejo. ane nA mAgatA hoya to mArI pAse mAgI lejo. huM tamane mApha karI ApIza. paNa bahu vicitra kALa AvI rahyo che ane temAM caMdubhAI paNa game tema varte che. eno artha ja nathI ne. javAbadArI bhareluM jIvana ! eTale sittera TakA to huM bItAM bIto kahuM chuM. haju cetavuM hoya to cetI jajo. A chellI tamane bAMyadharI ApIe chIe. bhayaMkara duHkho ! haju pratikramaNarUpI hathiyAra ApIe chIe. pratikramaNa karazo to to haju kaMIka bacavAno Aro che ane amArI AjJAthI jo karazo to tamAruM ja jhapATAbaMdha kalyANa thaze. pApa bhogavavAM paDaze paNa ATalA badhAM nahIM. hajAro mANasonI rUbarUmAM koI kahe ke "caMdubhAImAM akkala nathI to ApaNane AzIrvAda ApavAnuM mana thAya ke ohoho, ApaNe jANatA hatA ke caMdubhAInAmAM akkala nathI, paNa A to e hau jANe che, tyAre judApaNuM raheze ! (277) A caMdubhAIne ame roja bolAvIe, ke Avo caMdubhAI Avo ! ane pachI e dahADo nA bolAvIe, enuM zuM kAraNa ? emane vicAra Ave ke Aje mane AgaLa na bolAvyo. ame caDhAvIe ene, pADIe. caDhAvIe ane pADIe, ema karatuM karatuM jJAnane pAme. jJAna pAmavA mATe che A badhI kriyAo amArI. amArI hareka kriyAo jJAna pAmavA mATe che. darekanI joDe judI judI hoya, enI prakRti nIkaLI ja javI joIe ne. prakRti to kADhavI ja paDaze. pArakI vastu kyAM sudhI ApaNI pAse rahe ?! praznakartA : kharI vAta che, prakRti nIkaLyA sivAya chUTako ja nathI. dAdAzrI : haM. amArI to kudarate kADhI ApI, amArI to jJAne kADhI ApI. ane tamArI to ame kADhIe tyAre ja ne, nimitta chIe ne !! (277) 19. jUThanA baMdhANIte.. praznakartA H ApaNe jUThuM bolyA hoIe te paNa karma bAMdhyuM ja kahevAya dAdAzrI : cokkasa vaLI ! paNa jUThuM bolyA hoyane, tenA karatAM jUThuM bolavAnA bhAva karo cho, te vadhAre karma kahevAya. jUThuM bolavuM e to jANe ke karmaphaLa che. jUThuM bolavAnA bhAva , jUThuM bolavAno ApaNo nizcaya, te karma baMdha kare che. Apane samajamAM AvyuM? A vAkya kaMI helpa karaze tamane ? zuM helpa karaze ? praznakartA : jUThuM bolatAM aTakavuM joIe. dAdAzrI : nA. jUThuM bolavAno abhiprAya ja choDI devo joIe. ane jUThuM bolAI javAya to pazcAttApa karavo joIe ke 'zuM karuM ?! AvuM jUThuM nA

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pratikramaNa pratikramaNa bolavuM joIe.' paNa jUThuM bolAI javuM e baMdha nahIM thaI zake. paNa pelo abhiprAya baMdha thaze. 'have AjathI jUThuM nahIM boluM, jUThuM bolavuM e mahApApa che, mahA duHkhadAyI che, ane jUThuM bolavuM e ja baMdhana che.' evo jo abhiprAya tamArAthI thaI gayo to tamArAM jUThuM bolavAnAM pApo baMdha thaI jaze. 'rileTiva dharma" kevo hovo joIe ke jUThuM bolAya to bola paNa tenuM pratikramaNa kara. (280) 20. jAgRti, vANI vahe tyAre... manano eTalo vAMdho nathI, vANIno vAMdho che. kAraNa ke mana to gupta rIte cAlatuM hoya. paNa vANI to sAmAnI chAtIe ghA vAge. mATe A vANIthI je je mANasone duHkha thayAM hoya te badhAnI kSamA mAguM chuM, ema pratikramaNa karAya. praznakartA : pratikramaNathI vANInA e badhA doSo mApha thaI jazene ? dAdAzrI : doSo UbhA rahe, paNa baLelI dorI jevA doSa UbhA rahe. eTale Avate bhava ApaNane 'A' karyuM ke khaMkherAI jAya badhAM pratikramaNathI. emAMthI rasakasa UDI jAya badho. kartAno AdhAra hoyane to karma baMdhAya. have tame kartA nathI. eTale pAchalAM karma hatAM te phaLa ApIne jAya. navAM karma baMdhAya nahIM. (285) praznakartA : mANasa akaLAIne bolyA e atikramaNa nathI thatuM ? dAdAzrI : atikramaNa ja kahevAyane ! praznakartA : koIne duHkha thAya evI vANI nIkaLI gaI ne tenuM pratikramaNa nA karIe to thAya zuM ? dAdAzrI : evI vANI nIkaLI gaI, te enAthI to sAmAne ghA lAge, eTale pelAne duHkha thAya. sAmAne duHkha thAya e ApaNane kema pasaMda paDe te ? praznakartA : enAthI baMdhana thAya ? dAdAzrI : A kAyadAthI viruddha kahevAyane ? kAyadAnI viruddha kharuMne ? kAyadAnI viruddha to na ja hovuM joIe ne ? amArI AjJA pALo ne, e dharma kahevAya. ane pratikramaNa karavAM emAM nukasAna zuM ApaNane ? mAphI mAgI lo ane pharI nahIM karuM evA bhAva paNa rAkhavAnA. basa ATaluM ja. TUMkuM karI nAkhavAnuM emAM bhagavAna zuM kare ? emAM kyAM jAya jovAno hoya ? jo vyavahArane vyavahAra samaje, to nyAya samajI gayo ! pADozI avaLuM kema bolI gayA ? kAraNa ke, ApaNo vyavahAra evo hato tethI. ne ApaNAthI vANI avaLI nIkaLe to e sAmAnA vyavahArane AdhIna che. paNa ApaNe to mokSe javuM che, mATe tenuM pratikramaNa karI levuM. (286) praznakartA : sAmo avaLuM bole tyAre ApanA jJAnathI samAdhAna rahe che, paNa mukhya savAla e rahe che ke, amArAthI kaDavuM nIkaLe che. to te vakhate ame A vAkyano AdhAra laIe to amane avaLuM lAIsansa maLI jAya che ? dAdAzrI : A vAkyano AdhAra levAya ja nahIMne ? te vakhate to tamane pratikramaNano AdhAra Apelo che. sAmAne duHkha thAya evuM bolAyuM hoya to pratikramaNa karI levuM. ane sAmo game te bole, tyAre vANI para che ne parAdhIna che, eno svIkAra karyo eTale tamAre sAmAnuM duHkha rahyuM ja nahIMne ? (287) praznakartA : paramArthanA kAma mATe thoDuM jUThuM bole to teno doSa lAge ? dAdAzrI : paramArtha eTale AtmAne mATe je kaMI paNa karavAmAM Ave che. eno doSa lAgato nathI. ane deha mATe je kaMI paNa karavAmAM Ave che, khoTuM karavAmAM Ave to doSa lAge, ane sAruM karavAmAM Ave to guNa lAge. AtmAne mATe je kaMI paNa karavAmAM Ave teno vAMdho nathI. hA, Atmahetu hoyane, enAM je je kArya hoya, temAM koI doSa nathI, sAmAne ApaNA nimitte du:kha paDe to e doSa lAge ! (289) praznakartA : pratikramaNanI asara nA thAya to enuM kAraNa zuM ApaNe pUrA bhAvathI nathI karyuM ke sAmI vyaktinAM AvaraNa che ?

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pratikramaNa pratikramaNa dAdAzrI : sAmI vyaktinuM ApaNe nahIM jovAnuM. e to gAMDo ya hoya. ApaNA nimitte ene duHkha nA thavuM joIe, basa ! praznakartA eTale koI paNa hisAbe ene duHkha thAya to enuM samAdhAna karavAno ApaNe prayatna karavo joIe. dAdAzrI : ene duHkha thAya to samAdhAna to avazya karavuM joIe. e ApaNI 'risponsibiliTI" (javAbadArI) che. hA, duHkha nA thAya enA mATe to ApaNI lAIpha (jiMdagI) che. praznakartA : pachI dhAro ke e chatAMya sAmAne samAdhAna nA thatuM hoya, to pachI potAnI javAbadArI keTalI ? dAdAzrI : rUbarUmAM jaIne jo AMkhathI thatuM hoya to AMkha narama dekhADavI. chatAMya Ama mAphI mAgatAM upara TapalI mAre to, samajI javuM ke A kamajAta che. chatAM nikAla karavAno che. mAphI mAgatAM jo upara TapalI mAre to jANavuM ke AnI joDe bhUla to thaI che, paNa che mANasa kamajAta mATe namavAnuM baMdha karI do. (290). praznakartA: hetu sAro hoya to pachI pratikramaNa kema karavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa to karavuM paDe pelAne duHkha thAya ane vyavahAramAM loko kahezene, jo A bAI kevI dhaNIne dabaDAve che. pachI pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. je AMkhe dekhAya tenuM pratikramaNa karavAnuM. aMdara hetu tamAro sonAno hoya, paNa zuM kAmano ? e cAle nahIM hetu. hetu sAva sonAno hoya toya amAre pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. bhUla thaI ke pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. e badhAya mahAtmAonI icchA che, have jagatakalyANa karavAnI bhAvanA che. hetu sAro che paNa toya nA cAle. pratikramaNa to paheluM karavuM paDe. kapaDA upara DAgha paDe to dhoI nAkho chone ? evA A kapaDA uparanA DAgha che. praznakartA : vyavahAramAM koI khoTuM karato hoya tene Takora karavI paDe che. enAthI tene duHkha thAya che, to kevI rIte eno nikAla karavo? dAdAzrI : vyavahAramAM Takora karavI paDe, paNa emAM ahaMkAra sahita thAya che mATe enuM pratikramaNa karavuM. praznakartA : Takora nA karIe to e mAthe caDhe ? dAdAzrI : Takora to karavI paDe, paNa kahetAM AvaDavuM joIe. kahetAM nA AvaDe, vyavahAra nA AvaDe eTale ahaMkAra sahita Takora thAya. eTale pAchaLathI enuM pratikramaNa karavuM. tame sAmAne Takora karo eTale sAmAne khoTuM to lAgaze, paNa enuM pratikramaNa kara kara karazo eTale cha mahine, bAra mahine vANI evI nIkaLaze ke sAmAne mIThI lAge. (291) have A ame koInI gammata karIe to enAMya amAre pratikramaNa karavAM paDe. amAre ema ne ema evuM cAle nahIM. praznakartA : e to gammata kahevAya. evuM to thAyane ! dAdAzrI : nA, paNa eya amAre pratikramaNa karavAM paDe. tame nA karo to cAle. paNa amAre to karavo paDe. nahIM to amAruM A jJAna, A 'TeparekarDa' nIkaLene, te pachI jhAMkhI nIkaLe. bAkI, meM badhI jAtanI mazkarIo karelI. haMmezAM badhI jAtanI mazkarI koNa kare ? bahu TAITa breIna (kaDaka magaja) hoya te kare. huM to laherathI mazkarI karato hato, badhAMnI. sArA sArA mANasonI, moTA moTA vakIlonI, DaoNkTaronI mazkarI karato. have e badho ahaMkAra to khoTo ja ne ! e ApaNI buddhino durupayoga karyone ! mazkarI karavI e buddhinI nizAnI che. praznakartA : mazkarI karavAmAM jokhama zuM zuM Ave? kaI jAtanAM jokhama Ave ? dAdAzrI : evuM che, ke koIne dhola mArI hoya ne je jokhama Ave tenA karatAM A mazkarI karavAmAM anaMtagaNuM jokhama che. ene buddhi pahoMcI nahIM eTale tame ene tamArA lAITathI tamArA kabajAmAM lIdho. (295) praznakartA : jene navuM Tepa nA karavuM hoya tenA mATe zuM rasto ? (293)

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pratikramaNa pratikramaNa dAdAzrI : kazuM ja spaMdana nahIM karavAnuM. badhuM joyA ja karavAnuM. paNa evuM bane nahIM ne ! A ya mazIna che ne pAchuM parAdhIna che. eTale ame bIjo rasto batAvIe chIe ke, Tepa thaI jAya ke tarata bhUMsI nAkho to cAle. A pratikramaNa e bhUMsavAnuM sAdhana che. AnAthI ekAda bhavamAM pheraphAra thaIne badhuM bolavAnuM baMdha thaI jAya. praznakartA H zuddhAtmAnuM lakSa beThA pachI niraMtara pratikramaNa cAlu ja hoya che. dAdAzrI : eTale tamArI javAbadArI rahe nahIM. je bolo tenuM pratikramaNa thAya eTale javAbadArI nA rahe ne ! kaDaka bolavAnuM paNa rAga-dveSa rahita bolavAnuM. kaDaka bolAI jAya to tarata pratikramaNa vidhi karI levAnI. mana-vacana-kAyAno yoga, bhAvakarma-dravyakarma-nokarma, caMdulAla tathA caMdulAlanA nAmanI sarva mAyAthI nokhA evA 'zuddhAtmA'ne saMbhArIne kahevuM ke, "he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna, mArAthI UMce sAde bolAyuM te bhUla thaI. mATe tenI mAphI mAguM chuM. ane te bhUla have pharI nahIM karuM e nizcaya karuM chuM. te bhUla nahIM karavAnI zakti Apo." "zuddhAtmA'ne saMbhAryA athavA 'dAdA'ne saMbhAryA ne kahyuM ke "A bhUla thaI gaI" eTale e AlocanA ne e bhUlane dhoI nAkhavI e pratikramaNa ane e bhUla pharI nahIM karuM evo nizcaya karavo e pratyAkhyAna che. (297) praznakartA : pratikramaNa karyA pachI amArI vANI bahu ja sarasa thaI jaze, A janmamAM ja ? dAdAzrI : tyAra pachI to ora ja jAtanuM haze. amArI vANI chellAmAM chellI DhabanI nIkaLe che enuM kAraNa ja pratikramaNa che ane nirvivAdI che enuM kAraNa paNa pratikramaNa ja che. nahIM to vivAda ja hoya. badhe ja vivAdI vANI hoya. vyavahArazuddhi vagara syAdvAda vANI nIkaLe nahIM. vyavahArazuddhi pahelI hovI joIe. (298). 21. chUTe prakRtidoSo Ama... A satsaMganuM poIjhana pIvuM sAruM che. paNa bahAranuM amRta pIvuM khoTuM che. kAraNa ke A poIjhana pratikramaNavALuM che. ame badhA jheranA pyAlA pIne mahAdevajI thayA chIe. (299) praznakartA : ApanI pAse khUba AvavAnuM vicArIe paNa avAtuM nathI. dAdAzrI : tamArA hAthamAM zuM sattA che ? to paNa AvavAnuM vicAre, avAtuM nathI enA manamAM kheda rahevo joIe. ApaNe emane kahIe ke, caMdubhAI pratikramaNa karIne, jaladI ukela Ave. nathI javAtuM mATe pratikramaNa karo. pratyAkhyAna karo. AvI bhUlacUka thaI mATe have pharI bhUlacUka nahIM karuM. ane atyAre je bhAvo Ave che te zAthI bhAvo vadhAre Ave che ? ane kArya nathI thatuM ? bhAva zAthI Ave che ke kamIMga ivenTsa kAsTa dhera zeDojha bIphora ? (banavAnuM tenA paDaghA paDe pahelethI) A badhI vAta thavAnI che. praznakartA : A ciMtA thaI jAya enuM pratikramaNa kevI rIte karavAnuM? dAdAzrI : "A mArA ahaMkAra laIne A ciMtA thAya che. huM kaMI Ano kartA ocho chuM ? eTale dAdA bhagavAna kSamA karo." evuM kaMIka to karavuM paDene ? cAle kazuM ? praznakartA : ApaNe bahu ThaMDI paDI, bahu ThaMDI paDI kahIe to e kudaratanI viruddha bolyA to tenuM pratikramaNa karavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : nA, pratikramaNa to jyAM rAga-dveSa thato hoya, 'phAIla" hoya tyAM karavAnuM. kaDhI khArI hoya tenuM pratikramaNa nahIM karavAnuM. paNa jeNe khArI karI tenuM pratikramaNa karavAnuM. pratikramaNathI sAmAnI pariNati phare che. pezAba karavA gayo tyAM eka kIDI taNAI gaI to ame pratikramaNa karIe. upayoga nA cUkIe. taNAI e 'DiscArja rUpe che. paNa te vakhate apratikramaNa doSa kema thayo ? jAgRti kema maMda thaI ? teno doSa lAge. vAMcatI vakhate pustakane namaskAra karIne kahevuM ke, "dAdA, mane vAMcavAnI zaktio Apo.' ane jo koI vAra bhUlI javAya to upAya karavo. be vAra

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pratikramaNa 69 pratikramaNa namaskAra karavA ane kahevuM ke 'dAdA bhagavAna, mArI icchA nathI chatAM ya bhUlI gayo to tenI mAphI mAguM chuM. te pharI AvuM nahIM karuM.' TAIme vidhi karavAnI bhUlI gayA hoIe ne pachI yAda Ave to pratikramaNa karIne pachIthI karIe. 'DiscArja'mAM je atikramaNo thayelAM hoya che tenAM ApaNe pratikramaNo karIe chIe. sAmAne du:kha pahoMcADe tevA 'DiscArja'nAM pratikramaNo karavAnAM. ahIM mahAtmAonuM ke dAdAnuM sAruM karyuM tenAM pratikramaNa nA hoya. paNa bahAra koInuM sAruM karyuM to tenuM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe, kAraNa ke upayoga cUkyA tenuM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. praznakartA : pratikramaNa karIe to sAmAne pahoMce ? dAdAzrI : sAmI vyaktine pahoMce. narama thato jAya. tene khabara paDe ke nA paDe. eno ApaNA pratyeno bhAva narama thato jAya. ApaNAM pratikramaNamAM to bahu asara che. eka kalAka jo karo to sAmAmAM pheraphAra thAya che. jo cokhkhA thayA hoya to. jyAM ApaNe jenuM pratikramaNa karIe te ApaNA doSa to jue nahIM paNa ApaNA mATe tene mAna utpanna thAya. (31). praznakartA : pratikramaNa karIe to navuM 'cArja na karIe ? dAdAzrI : AtmA kartA thAya to karma baMdhAya. pratikramaNa AtmA karato nathI. caMdubhAI kare ne tame tenA jJAtA-draSTA raho. nijasvarUpanI prApti pachI sAcAM pratikramaNa hoya. pratikramaNa karanAra joIe, pratikramaNa karAvanAra joIe. ApaNuM pratikramaNa eTale zuM ? ke garagaDI kholatI vakhate jeTalA TukaDA hoya tene sAMdhIne cokhkhA karI nAkhIye te ApaNuM pratikramaNa che. (302) praznakartA : UMghamAMthI jAgatAM ja pratikramaNa zarU thAya che. dAdAzrI : A 'pratikramaNa AtmA' thayo. zuddhAtmA to che paNa A pratiSThita AtmA te 'pratikramaNa AtmA" thaI gayo. lokone kaSAyI AtmA che. koI ekuMya pratikramaNa karI zake tema nathI varlDamAM. jema jema pratikramaNa rokaDuM thatuM jAya tema tema cokhkhuM thatuM jAya. atikramaNa sAme ApaNe pratikramaNa rokaDuM karIe eTale mane vANI cokhkhAM thatAM jAya. pratikramaNa eTale bIjane zekIne vAvavuM. AlocanA - pratikramaNa ne pratyAkhyAna eTale rojanuM saravaiyuM kADhavuM. jeTalA doSa dekhAyA eTalA kamAyA. eTalAM pratikramaNa karavAnAM. praznakartA : pratikramaNa nA thAya e prakRtidoSa che ke e aMtarAya-karma che ? dAdAzrI : e prakRtidoSa che. ane A prakRtidoSa badhI jagyAe nathI hoto. amuka jagyAe doSa thAya ne amuka jagyAe nA thAya. prakRtidoSamAM pratikramaNa nA thAya teno vAMdho nathI. ApaNe to eTaluM ja jovAnuM che ke ApaNo zo bhAva che ? bIjuM kaMI ApaNe jovAnuM nathI. tamArI icchA pratikramaNa karavAnI che ne ? praznakartA : hA, pUrepUrI. dAdAzrI : tema chatAM pratikramaNa nA thAya, to e prakRtidoSa che. prakRtidoSamAM tame jokhamadAra nathI. koI vakhate prakRti boleya kharI ne nA paNa bole, A to vAjuM kahevAya. vAge to vAge, nahIM to nA ya vAge, Ane aMtarAya nA kahevAya. (303) praznakartA: 'samabhAve nikAla karavAno draDha nizcaya hovA chatAMya jhaghaDo Ubho rahe, e zAthI ? dAdAzrI : keTalI jagyAe evuM thAya che ? soeka jagyAe ? praznakartA : eka ja jagyAe thAya che.

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pratikramaNa 71 pratikramaNa dAdAzrI : to e nikAcita karma che. e nikAcita karma dhovAya zAnAthI ? AlocanA, pratikramaNa ne pratyAkhyAnathI. enAthI karma halakuM thaI jAya. tyAra pachI jJAtA-draSTA rahevAya. enA mATe to pratikramaNa niraMtara karavuM paDe. jeTalA phorsa'thI nikAcita thayuM hoya teTalAM ja "phorsa'vALA pratikramaNathI e dhovAya. (34) praznakartA: ApaNe nakkI karIe ke bhaviSyamAM AvuM nathI ja karavuM. AvI bhUla pharI nathI ja karavI. evuM haMDreDa parasenTa (so TakA) bhAva sAthe nakkI kare. chatAM ya pharI evI bhUla thAya, ke nA thAya ? e potAnA hAthamAM kharuM? dAdAzrI : e to thAya ne pAchI. evuM che ne ApaNe ahIM AgaLa eka daDo lAvyA ane mane Apyo, huM ahIMthI nAkhuM. meM to eka ja kArya kareluM. meM to eka ja phero daDo nAkhyo. eTale huM kahuM ke have mArI icchA nathI. tuM baMdha thaI jA. to e baMdha thaI jaze ? praznakartA : nA thAya. dAdAzrI : to zuM thaze ? praznakartA : e to traNa-cAra-pAMca vakhata kUdaze. dAdAzrI : eTale ApaNA hAthamAMthI pachI necaranA hAthamAM gayo. pachI necara jyAre TADho pADe tyAre, te evuM A badhuM che. ApaNI je bhUlo che, e necaranA hAthamAM jAya che !! praznakartA: necaranA hAthamAM gayuM to paNa pratikramaNa karavAthI zuM phAyado thAya che ? - dAdAzrI : bahu asara thAya. pratikramaNathI to eTalI badhI asara thAya che sAmA mANasane ke jo kadI eka kalAka eka mANasanuM pratikramaNa karo, to e mANasanI aMdara kaMI navI jAtano, bahu jabaradasta pheraphAra thAya. pratikramaNa karanAro to A jJAna Apelo hovo joIe. cokhkho thayelo, 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' evA bhAnavALo. to enA pratikramaNanI to bahu asara thavAnI. pratikramaNa to amAruM hathiyAra che moTAmAM moTuM ! (305) "jJAna" nA lIdhuM hoya to prakRtinuM Akho dahADo avaLuM ja cAlyA kare. ane have to savaLuM ja cAlyA kare. tuM sAmAne copaDI dauM, paNa mahIM kaheze ke nA, nA, AvuM nA karAya. copaDI devAno vicAra Avyo tenuM pratikramaNa karo.' ane jJAna pahelAM to copaDI dauM, ne uparathI kahuM ke vadhAre ApavA jevuM che. manuSyono svabhAva kevo hoya che ke jevI prakRti evo pote thaI jAya. jyAre prakRti sudharatI nathI tyAre kaheze, "mela chAla' ! alyA, nA sudhare to kazo vAMdho nathI, tuM ApaNe aMdara sudhAra ne ! pachI ApaNI 'risponsibiliTI (javAbadArI) nathI ! ATaluM badhuM A 'sAyansa' che !!! bahAra game te hoya tenI 'risponsibiliTI ja nathI. ATaluM samaje to ukela AvI jAya. (36) 22. tikAla, cIkaNI phAIloto ! ghaNA mANaso mane kahe che ke, 'dAdA samabhAve nikAla karavA jau chuM paNa thatuM nathI !' tyAre huM kahuM chuM, are bhaI, nikAla karavAno nathI ! tAre samabhAve nikAla karavAno bhAva ja rAkhavAno che. samabhAve nikAla thAya ke nA thAya. tAre AdhIna nathI. tuM mArI AjJAmAM rahene ! enAthI tAruM ghaNuM kharuM kAma patI jaze ane nA paDe to te "necara'nA AdhIna che. (308) sAmAnA doSo dekhAtA baMdha thAya to saMsAra chUTe. ApaNane gALo bhAMDe. nukasAna kare, mAre toya paNa doSa nA dekhAya tyAre saMsAra chUTe. nahIM to saMsAra chUTe nahIM. have badhA lokonA doSa dekhAtA baMdha thaI gayA ? praznakartA : hA, dAdA. koIvAra doSa dekhAya to pratikramaNa karI lauM. dAdAzrI : rasto A che ke 'dAdAnI AjJAmAM rahevuM evo nizcaya karIne bIje dahADethI zarU karI de. ane jeTalI AzAmAM nA rahevAya eTalAnAM pratikramaNa karavAnAM. ane gharanAM dareka mANasane saMtoSa Apavo, samabhAve nikAla karIne. to ya e gharanAM badhAM kUdAkUda kare, to ApaNe joI rahevAnuM. ApaNo pAchalo

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pratikramaNa 33 pratikramaNa hisAba che tethI kUdAkUda kare. haju to Aje ja nakkI karyuM. eTale gharanAM badhAMne premathI jIto. e to pachI potAne ya khabara paDe ke have rAge paDavA mAMDyuM che. chatAM gharanAM mANaso abhiprAya Ape tyAre ja mAnavA jevuM. chevaTe to enA pakSamAM ja hoya, gharanAM mANaso. (312) praznakartA : pratikramaNa ApaNe je karIe chIe te pratikramaNanuM pariNAma, A mULa siddhAMta upara che ke ApaNe sAmAnA zuddhAtmAne joIe chIe to enA pratyenA je bhAva che, kharAba bhAva che, e ochA thAyane ? dAdAzrI : ApaNA kharAba bhAva tuTI jAya. ApaNA potAne mATe ja che A badhuM. sAmAne mATe levA-devA nathI. sAmAne zuddhAtmA jovAno eTalo ja hetu che ke ApaNe zuddha dazAmAM, jAgRta dazAmAM chIe. praznakartA to ene ApaNA pratye kharAba bhAva hoya, e ocho thAya ne ? dAdAzrI : nA, ocho nA thAya. tame pratikramaNa karo to thAya. zuddhAtmA jovAthI nA thAya, paNa pratikramaNa karo to thAya. praznakartA : ApaNe pratikramaNa karIe to te AtmAne asara thAya ke nahIM ? eka phera AMbA para vAMdaro Avyo hoya ne kerIo toDI nAkhe, to pariNAma kyAM sudhI bagaDe ke A AMbo kApI nAkhyo hoya to sAruM. AvuM karI nAkhe. have bhagavAnanI sAkSIe vANI nIkaLelI kaMI nakAmI jatI haze ? pariNAma nA bagaDe to kazuM ya nathI. badhuM zAMta thaI jAya, baMdha thaI jAya. A badhAM ApaNAM ja pariNAma che. ApaNe AjathI koIne aMdana karavAnuM, kiMcitmAtra koIne mATe vicAra karavAnuM baMdha karI do. vicAra Ave to pratikramaNa karIne dhoI nAkhavAnuM. eTale Akho divasa koInA spaMdana vagarano gayo ! evI rIte divasa jAya to bahu thaI gayuM, e ja puruSArtha che. (319) A jJAna maLyA pachI navA paryAya azuddha thAya nahIM, jUnA paryAyane zuddha karavAnA ane samatA rAkhavAnI. samatA eTale vItarAgatA. navA paryAya bagaDe nahIM, navA paryAya zuddha ja rahe. jUnA paryAya azuddha thayA hoya, tenuM zuddhIkaraNa karavAnuM. te amArI AjJAmAM rahevAthI tenuM zuddhIkaraNa thAya ane samatAmAM rahevAnuM. praznakartA : dAdA, jJAna lIdhA pahelAMnA A bhavanA je paryAya baMdhAI gayA hoya, enuM nirAkaraNa kevI rIte Ave ? dAdAzrI : haju ApaNe jIvatAM chIe, tyAM sudhI pazcAtApa karIne ene dhoI nAkhavA paNa e amuka ja, AkhuM nirAkaraNa nA thAya. paNa DhIluM to thaI ja jAya. DhIlAM thaI jAya eTale Avate bhava hAtha aDADyo ke tarata gAMTha chUTI jAya ! praznakartA : ApanuM jJAna maLyA pahelAM narkanuM baMdha paDI gayAM hoya to narka javuM paDe ne ? dAdAzrI : evuM che ke A jJAna ja evuM che ke pApo badhAM bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che, baMdha UDI jAya che. narka janArA hoya paNa te pratikramaNa kare, jIvatA hoya tyAM sudhImAM, to tenuM dhovAI jAya. posTamAM kAgaLa nAkhyA pahelAM tame lakho ke uparanuM vAkya lakhatAM mananuM ThekANuM na hatuM to te UDI jAya. praznakartA : prAyazcitathI baMdha chUTI jAya ? dAdAzrI : thAyane, asara thAya. joIe to ya phAyado thAya. paNa ekadama nA phAyado thAya. pachI dhIme dhIme dhIme ! kAraNa ke zuddhAtmA rIte koIe joyuM ja nathI, sArA mANasa ne khoTA mANasa, e rIte joyuM che. bAkI zuddhAtmA rIte koIe joyuM nathI. (318) - jo vAgha joDe pratikramaNa karIe, to vAdhe ya ApaNA kahyA pramANe kAma kare. vAghamAM ne manuSyamAM phera kazo che nahIM. phera tamArAM spaMdanano che. jenI ene asara thAya che. vAgha hiMsaka che evuM tamArA manamAM dhyAna hoya, tyAM sudhI e pote hiMsaka ja rahe. ane vAgha zuddhAtmA che evuM dhyAna rahe, to e zuddhAtmA ja che ne ahiMsaka rahe. badhuM thaI zake tema che.

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pratikramaNa 75 pratikramaNa dAdAzrI : hA, chUTI jAya. amuka ja prakAranA baMdha che te karmo prAyazcita karavAthI ghoDA gAMThamAMthI DhIlAM thaI jAya. ApaNA pratikramaNamAM bahu zakti che. dAdAne hAjara rAkhIne karo to kAma thaI jAya.. karmanA dhakkAnA avatAra thavAnA hoya te thAya, vakhate eka-be avatAra. paNa te pachI sImaMdhara svAmI pAse ja javuM paDaze. A ahIM AgaLa dhakko, hisAba bAMdhI dIdhelo pahelAno, kaMIka cIkaNo thaI gayelo ne te purA thaI jaze. emAM chUTako ja nahIMne ! A to raghA sonIno kAMTo che. nyAya, jabarajasta nyAya ! cokhkho nyAya. pyora nyAya ! emAM cAle nahIM polaMpola. praznakartA : pratikramaNa karavAthI karmanA dhakkA ochA thAya ? dAdAzrI : ochA thAyane ! ne jaladI niveDo AvI jAya. (320) praznakartA : jenI kSamApanA mAgavAnI che te vyaktino dehavilaya thaI gayo hoya to te kevI rIte karavuM ? dAdAzrI : dehavilaya pAmI gayelo hoya, toya ApaNe eno phoTo hoya, enuM moTuM yAda hoya, to karAya. moTuM sTeja yAda nA hoya ne nAma khabara hoya to nAmathI ya karAya, to ene pahoMcI jAya badhuM. (321) 23. mata mAMDe moMkANa tyAre.... mahAtmAone bhAva-abhAva hoya che paNa e nikAlIkarma che bhAvakarma nathI. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha-rAga-dveSa ne bhAvAbhAva e badhAM nikAlI karma che. teno samabhAve nikAla karavAno che. A karmo pratikramaNa sahita nikAla thAya. ema ne ema nA nikAla thAya. praznakartA : ko'ka vakhata ApaNuM apamAna karI nAkhe to tyAM mananA pratikAra cAlu rahe, vANIno pratikAra kadAca nA thAya. dAdAzrI : ApaNe to e vakhate zuM banyuM eno vAMdho nahIM. are dehano ya pratikAra thaI gayo, toya e jeTalI jeTalI zakti hoya, e pramANe vyavahAra hoya che. jenI saMpUrNa zakti utpanna thayelI hoya, tene manano pratikAre ya baMdha thaI jAya, chatAM ApaNe zuM kahIe chIe ? manathI pratikAra cAlu rahe, vANIthI pratikAra thaI jAya, are dehano ya pratikAra thaI jAya. to traNeya prakAranI nirbaLatA UbhI thaI to tyAM traNeya prakAranuM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. praznakartA: vicAranAM pratikramaNa karavAM paDe ? dAdAzrI : vicAra jovAnA. enAM pratikramaNa nahIM. bahu kharAba vicAra, hoya ko'kanA mATe, to enA mATe pratikramaNa karavAM paDe. paNa koIne nukasAna karanArI cIja hoya tyAre ja. emane ema Ave, badhe game tevuM Ave, gAyanA, bheMsanA badhI jAtanA vicAra Ave, e to ApaNA jJAnathI UDI jAya. jJAne karIne joIe to UDI jAya. ene jovAnA khAlI, enAM pratikramaNa nA hoya. pratikramaNa to ApaNuM koIne tIra vAgyuM hoya, to ja hoya. A ApaNe ahIM satsaMgamAM AvyA ne ahIM mANaso UbhA hoya to thAya ke A badhA zuM UbhA che ? te manamAM bhAva bagaDe, te bhUla mATe tenuM tarata ja pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. (323) praznakartA : pratikramaNa karmanA phaLanAM karavAnAM ke sUkSmanAM karavAnAM ? dAdAzrI : sUkSmanAM hoya. praznakartA : vicAranAM ke bhAvanAM ? dAdAzrI : bhAvanAM. vicAranI pAchaLa bhAva hoya ja. atikramaNa thayuM to pratikramaNa karavuM ja joIe. atikramaNa to manamAM kharAba vicAra Ave, A bahenane mATe kharAba vicAra Avyo, eTale 'vicAra sAro hovo joIe.' ema kahI ene pheravI nAkhavuM. manamAM ema lAgyuM ke A nAlAyaka che, to e vicAra kema Ave ? ApaNane enI lAyakI, nAlAyakI jovAno rAITa (adhikAra) nathI. ane bAdhe-bhAre bolavuM hoya to bolavuM ke, "badhA sArA che" sArA che, kahezo to to tamane karmano doSa nahIM bese, paNa jo naThAro kahyo to e atikramaNa kahevAya. eTale tenuM pratikramaNa avazya karavuM paDe. (324) nA gamatuM cokhkhA mane sahevAI jaze tyAre vItarAga thavAze.

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pratikramaNa pratikramaNa praznakartA : cokhuM mana eTale zuM ? dAdAzrI : cokhuM mana eTale sAmAne mATe kharAba vicAra nA Ave te, eTale zuM ? ke nimittane bacakAM nA bhare. kadAca sAmA mATe kharAba vicAra Ave to tarata ja pratikramaNa kare ane tene dhoI nAkhe. praznakartA : cokhkhuM mana thaI jAya e to chellA sTejanI vAta ne ? ane jyAM sudhI saMpUrNa cokhkhuM nathI thayuM, tyAM sudhI pratikramaNa karavAM paDe ne ? dAdAzrI : hA. e kharuM, paNa amuka bAbatamAM cokhkhuM thaI gayuM hoya, ane amuka bAbatamAM nA thayuM hoya, e badhAM sTepiMga che. jyAM cokhkhuM nA thayuM hoya tyAM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. ApaNe zuddhAtmAno copaDo cokhkho rAkhavo. te rAtre caMdubhAIne kahevuM ke jeno jeno doSa dekhAyo hoya tenI joDe copaDo cokhkho karI nAkhavo. mananA bhAvo bagaDI jAya to pratikramaNathI badhuM zuddhikaraNa karI Ape. bIjo koI upAya nathI. inkamaTekSavALo ya doSita nA dekhAya evuM rAtre karIne sUI javAnuM. caMdubhAIne kahevAnuM. AkhuM jagata nirdoSa joIne pachI caMdubhAIne sUI javA (327). praznakartA : pratikramaNa pratyakSamAM thavuM joIe ne ? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa pAchaLathI thAya to ya vAMdho nathI. praznakartA : meM tamArI avahelanA karI hoya, azAtanA karI hoya to mAre tamArA pratyakSamAM AvIne pratikramaNa karavuM joIene ? dAdAzrI : jo pratyakSa thAya to sArI vAta che. na thAya to pAchaLa kare, to ya sarakhuM ja phaLa maLe. ame zuM kahyuM. tamane dAdA mATe evA UMdhA vicAra Ave che, mATe tame enuM pratikramaNa karyA karo.' kAraNa ke eno zo doSa bicArAno. virAdhaka svabhAva che. AjanAM badhAM manuSyono svabhAva ja virAdhaka che. duSamakALamAM virAdhaka jIvo ja hoya. ArAdhaka jIvo cAlyA gayA badhA. te A je rahyA che, emAMthI sudhAro thAya evA jIvo ghaNA che, bahu UMcA AtmAo che haju AmAM ! (328) amArA viSe avaLo vicAra Ave to pratikramaNa karI nAkhavuM. mana to 'jJAnI puruSanuM' ya mULIyuM khodI nAkhe. mana zuM nA kare ? dajhAyeluM mana sAmAne dajhADe. dajhAyeluM mana to mahAvIrane ya dajhADe. praznakartA: 'je gayA te koInuM kazuM dhoLe nahIM.' to mahAvIrano avarNavAda temane pahoMce ? dAdAzrI : nA, e svIkAre nahIM. eTale rITarna vItha theMksa Dabala thaIne Ave. eTale pote potAnA mATe mAphI mAga mAga karavAnI. ApaNane jyAM sudhI yAda nA Ave e zabda, tyAM sudhI mAphI mAga mAga karavAnI. mahAvIrano avarNavAda bolyA hoya to, mAphI mAga mAga karavAnI. te tarata bhUMsAI jAya basa. emane pahoMce kharuM, paNa e svIkAra nA kare. tIra mAreluM pahoMce kharuM, paNa e svIkAra nA kare. (329) 24. jIvatabharanA vaheNamAM, taNAtAte tAre jJAta.. praznakartA : yAda karIne pAchalA doSa joI zakAya ? dAdAzrI : pAchalA doSa upayogathI ja kharekhara dekhAya, yAda karavAthI nA dekhAya. yAda karavAmAM to mAthuM khaMjavALavuM paDe. AvaraNa Ave eTale yAda karavuM paDe ne ? A caMdubhAI joDe bhAMjagaDa thaI hoya to, A caMdubhAInuM pratikramaNa kare to caMdubhAI hAjara thaI jAya ja. e upayoga ja mukavAno, ApaNA mArgamAM yAda karavAnuM to kazuM che ja nahIM. yAda karavAnuM e to memarI'(smRti)ne AdhIna che. je yAda Ave che te pratikramaNa karAvavA mATe Ave che, cokhkhA karAvavA. A jagatamAM koI paNa vinAzI cIja mane khapatI nathI.' evuM tame nakkI karyuM che ne ? chatAM kema yAda Ave che ? mATe pratikramaNa karo. pratikramaNa karatAM pharI pAchuM yAda Ave tyAre ApaNe jANavuM ke A haju phariyAda che ! kahevuM.

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pratikramaNa mATe pharI A pratikramaNa ja karavAnuM. (330) yAda e rAga-dveSanA kAraNe che. jo yAda nA AvatuM hoya to gUMca paDelI bhUla javAta. tamane kema koI phorenarsa yAda nathI AvatAM ne marelAM yAda kema Ave che ? A hisAba che ane te rAga-dveSanA kAraNe che, tenuM pratikramaNa karavAthI coMTa bhUMsAI jAya. IcchAo thAya che te pratyAkhyAna nathI thayAM tethI. smRtimAM Ave che te pratikramaNa nathI karyAM tethI. 39 praznakartA : pratikramaNa mAlikIbhAvanuM hoya ne ? dAdAzrI : mAlikIbhAvanuM pratyAkhyAna hoya. ne doSonuM pratikramaNa hoya. praznakartA H pratikramaNa karavA chatAM vAraMvAra e guno yAda Ave to eno artha evo ke, emAMthI hajI mukta nathI thayA ? dAdAzrI : A DuMgaLInuM eka paDa nIkaLI jAya to bIjuM paDa pAchuM AvIne UbhuM rahe, evA bahu, bahu paDavALA che A gunA. eTale eka pratikramaNa karIe to, eka paDa jAya ema karatuM karatuM, so pratikramaNa karIe tyAre e khalAsa thAya. keTalAkanAM pAMca pratikramaNa karIe tyAre e khalAsa thAya, keTalAMkanA daza ne keTalAMkanA so thAya. enA paDa hoya eTalA pratikramaNa thAya. lAMbuM cAlyuM eTalo lAMbo guno hoya. (332) praznakartA : yAda Ave tenuM pratikramaNa karavuM ane icchA thAya tenuM pratyAkhyAna karavuM. e samajAvo. dAdAzrI : yAda Ave che eTale jANavuM ke ahIM AgaLa vadhAre cIkaNuM che to tyAM pratikramaNa kara kara karIe to badhuM chUTI jAya. praznakartA : te jeTalI vAra yAda Ave eTalI vAra karavuM ? dAdAzrI : hA, eTalI vakhata karavuM. ApaNe karavAno bhAva rAkhavo. evuM chene, yAda AvavAne mATe TAIma to joIene ! to Ano TAIma maLe. rAte kaMI yAda AvatA nahIM hoya ? praznakartA : e to kaMI saMjoga hoya to. va dAdAzrI : hA, saMjogone laIne. praznakartA H ane icchAo Ave to ? pratikramaNa dAdAzrI : IcchA thavI eTale sthULavRttio thavI. pahelAM ApaNe je bhAva karelo hoya te bhAva pharI UbhA thAya che atyAre, to tyAM AgaLa pratyAkhyAna karavuM. praznakartA H te vakhate 'dAdA'e kaheluM ke A vastu have na hovI ghaTe. dareka vakhate evuM kahevAnuM. dAdAzrI : A vastu mArI na hoya. vosarAvI dauM chuM. ajJAnatAmAM meM A badhI bolAvI hatI. paNa Aje mArI na hoya A, eTale vosarAvI dauM chuM. mana-vacana-kAyAthI vosarAvI dauM chuM. have mAre kaMI joItuM nathI. A sukha meM ajJAnadazAmAM bolAvyuM hatuM, paNa Aje A sukha mAruM na hoya. eTale vosarAvI dauM chuM. (333) A akrama vijJAnano hetu ja Akho zUTa oNna sAITa (dekho tyAMthI ThA2) pratikramaNano che. enA bejhamenTa (pAyA) upara UbhuM rahyuM che. bhUla koInI thatI ja nathI. sAmAne ApaNA nimitte jo kaMI nukasAna thAya, to dravyakarmabhAvakarma-nokarmathI mukta evAM tenA zuddhAtmAne yAda karIne pratikramaNa karavuM. praznakartA : paNa dara vakhate AkhuM lAMbuM bolavuM ? dAdAzrI : nA, evuM kazuM nahIM. zorTamAM patAvI devAnuM. sAmAnA zuddhAtmAne hAjara karI temane phona karavo ke 'A bhUla thaI, mApha karo'. (334) ane bIjuM gharanA mANasonAM ya roja pratikramaNa karavAM joIe. tArA madhara, phAdhara, bhAIo, baheno badhAnuM. roje ya pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. kuTuMbIo badhAnuM, kAraNa ke enI joDe bahu cIkaNI phAIla hoya. eTale pratikramaNa karone, eka kalAka jo kuTuMbIo mATe pratikramaNa karone, ApaNA kuTuMbIone saMbhArIne, badhA najIkathI mAMDIne, dUranA badhA, emanA bhAIo, baIo, emanA kAkAo-kAkAnA dIkarAo, ne e badhAM,

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pratikramaNa eka phemIlI (kuTuMba) hoyane, to be traNa-cAra peDhI sudhInuM, te badhAne saMbhArIne darekanuM eka kalAka pratikramaNa thAya ne, to mahIM aMdara bhayaMkara pApo bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya. ane e lokonAM mana cokhkhAM thaI jAya, ApaNA taraphathI. eTale ApaNA najIkanAMne, badhAne saMbhArI saMbhArIne karavuM. ane rAte UMgha nA AvatI hoya te ghaDIe A goThavI dIdhuM ke cAlyuM. AvuM nathI goThavatA ? evI e goThavaNI, e philma cAlu thaI to bahu AnaMda te ghaDIe Ave. e AnaMda mAze nahIM ! 1 kAraNa ke pratikramaNa jyAre kare che ne, tyAre AtmAno saMpUrNa zuddha upayoga hoya che. eTale vacce koInI Dakhala nathI hotI. pratikramaNa koNa kare che ? caMdubhAI kare. konA mATe kare ? tyAre kahe, A kuTuMbIone saMbhArI saMbhArIne kare. AtmA jonAro. e joyA ja kare. bIjI kazI Dakhala che ja nahIM eTale bahu zuddha upayoga rahe. (335) A pratikramaNa to eka phera karAveluM, mArI hAjarImAM ja karAveluM ane meM jAte karAveluM, bahu varSonI vAta karuM chuM ane te viSaya saMbaMdhInuM ja karAveluM. te e karatAM karatAM badhA UMDA UtaryA, UtaryA, UtaryA te have ghera jAya to ya baMdha nA thAya. sUtI vakhate ya baMdha nA thAya. khAtI vakhate ya baMdha nA thAya pachI amAre jAte baMdha karAvavuM paDyuM. sTopa karAvavuM paDyuM !!! e badhAMne to khAtI vakhate ya baMdha nA thAya e sUtI vakhate baMdha nA thAya. phasAyA hatA badhA, nahIM ?! enI meLe pratikramaNa niraMtara rAta-dahADo cAlyA ja kare. have pratikramaNa karyA pachI 'baMdha karo have be kalAka thaI gayA' ema kahevAmAM Ave toya pachI enI meLe pratikramaNa cAlu rahyA kare. baMdha karavAnuM kahe toya baMdha nA thAya. mazInarI badhI cAlu thaI gaI eTale. mahIM cAlu rahyA kare. (336) 'caMdubhAI'ne 'tamAre' eTaluM kahevuM paDe ke pratikramaNa karyA karo. tamArA gharanAM badhAM ja mANaso joDe, tamAre kaMI ne kaMI pahelAM duHkha thayeluM hoya, tenAM tamAre pratikramaNa karavAnAM. saMkhyAta ke asaMkhyAta bhavomAM je rAga-dveSa, viSaya, kaSAyathI doSa karyA hoya tenI kSamA mAguM chuM. evuM roja eka eka mANasanuM AvuM gharanAM dareka mANasane laI laIne karavuM. pachI AjubAjunAM, ADozI 82 pratikramaNa pADozI badhAne laIne upayoga mUkI A karyA karavuM joIe. tame karazo tyAra pachI A bojo halako thaI jaze. ema ne ema halako thAya nahIM. ame AkhA jagata joDe AvI rIte nivAraNa kareluM. paheluM AvuM nivAraNa kareluM, tyAre to A chUTako thayo. jyAM sudhI amAro doSa tamArA manamAM che, tyAM sudhI mane jaMpa nA vaLavA de ! eTale ame jyAre AvuM pratikramaNa karIe tyAre tyAM AgaLa bhUMsAI jAya. (340) pratikramaNa to tame bahu ja karajo. jeTalAM tamArA sarkalamAM pacAsa so mANaso hoya, jene jene tame ragaDa ragaDa karyA hoya te badhAnAM navarA paDo eTale kalAka kalAka besIne, eka ekane khoLI khoLIne pratikramaNa karajo. jeTalAne ragaDa ragaDa karyA che te pAchuM dhovuM paDazene ? pachI jJAna pragaTa thaze. (341) pachI A bhava, gatabhava, gata saMkhyAta bhava, gata asaMkhyAta bhavomAM, gata anaMtA bhavomAM dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe dIgaMbara dharmanuM, sAdhu, AcAryanI je je azAtanA, virAdhanA karI - karAvI hoya to te badala kSamA mAguM chuM. dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe kSamA mAguM chuM. kiMcitmAtra aparAdha nA thAya evI zakti Apajo. evuM badhA dharmanuM levAnuM. (342) are, te vakhate ajJAnadazAmAM amAro ahaMkAra bhAre. 'phalANA AvA, tevA' te tiraskAra, tiraskAra, tiraskAra, tiraskAra.... ane koIne vakhANe ya kharA. ekane A bAju vakhANe ne, ekane tiraskAra kare. ne pachI 1958mAM jJAna thayuM tyArathI 'e. ema. paTelane' kahI dIdhuM ke, A tiraskAra karyA, dhoI nAkho badhAM have, sAbu ghAlIne, te mANasa khoLI-khoLIne badhAM dho dho karyA. A bAjunA pADozIo, A bAjunA pADozIo, A bAjunAM kuTuMbIo, mAmo, kAko, badhAM ya joDe tiraskAra thayelA hoya baLyA ! te badhAMnA dhoI nAkhyA. praznakartA H te manathI pratikramaNa karyuM sAme jaIne nahIM ? dAdAzrI : meM aMbAlAla paTelane kahyuM ke A tame UMdhAM karyAM che, e badhAM mane dekhAya che. have to te badhAM UMdhAM karelAM dhoI nAkho ! eTale emaNe zuM karavA mAMDyuM ? kevI rIte dhovAnAM ? tyAre meM samaja pADI ke ene yAda karo.

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pratikramaNa pratikramaNa caMdubhAIne gALo dIdhI ane AkhI jiMdagI TaiDakAvyA che, tiraskAra karyA che, te badhuM AkhuM varNana karI ane 'he caMdubhAI, mana, vacana, kAyAno yoga, dravyadharma, bhAvakarma, nokarmathI bhinna pragaTa zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! caMdubhAInA zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! A caMdubhAInI mAphI mAga mAga karuM chuM te dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe mAphI mAguM chuM. pharI evA doSo nahIM karuM eTale pachI tame evuM karo. pachI tame sAmAnA moDhA upara pheraphAra joI lezo. enuM moTuM badalAyeluM lAge. ahIM tame pratikramaNa karo ne tyAM badalAya. ame keTaluM dhoyeluM tyAre copaDo chUTelo. ame keTalAMya kALathI dhotA AvelA tyAre copaDo chUTyo. tamane to meM rasto dekhADyo. eTale jaladI chUTI jAya. ame to keTalAMka kALathI jAte dhotA AvyA hatA. ApaNe to pratikramaNa karI levuM. eTale ApaNe javAbadArImAMthI chUTyA. mane zarU zarUmAM badhA loko 'eTeka' karatA hatA ne ! paNa pachI badhA thAkI gayA. ApaNo jo sAmo hallo hoya to sAmA nA thAke. A jagata koIne ya mokSe javA de tevuM nathI. evuM badhuM buddhivALuM jagata che. AmAMthI cetIne cAle, sameTIne cAle to mokSe jAya. koIne ya mATe atikramaNa thayAM hoya to, Akho dahADo tenA nAmanAM pratikramaNa karavAM paDe, to ja pote chUTe. jo banneya sAmasAmA pratikramaNa kare to jaladI chUTAya. pAMca hajAra vakhata tame pratikramaNa karo ne pAMca hajAra vakhata sAmo pratikramaNa kare, to jaladI pAra Ave. paNa jo sAmAvALo nA kare ne tAre chUTavuM ja hoya to, dasa hajAra vakhata pratikramaNa karavAM paDe. praznakartA : jyAre AvuM kaMIka rahI jAya to manamAM khUba thayA kare ke A rahI gayuM. dAdAzrI : e kakaLATa nahIM rAkhavAno pachI. pachI eka dA'Do besI badhAM bhegAM pratikramaNa karI nAkhavAnAM. jenAM jenAM hoya, oLakhANavALAnAM, jenI joDe vadhAre atikramaNa thatuM hoya enAM nAma daIne eka kalAka pratikramaNa karI nAkhyuM to badhuM UDI gayuM pAchuM. paNa evo ApaNe bojo nahIM rAkhavAno. (348) A apUrva vAta che, pUrve sAMbhaLI nA hoya, vAMcI nA hoya, jANI nA hoya, tevI vAto jANavAne mATe A mahenata che. ApaNe ahIM pratikramaNa karAvavA mATe besADIe chIe te pachI zuM thAya che ? mahIM be kalAka pratikramaNa karAvaDAve chene, ke nAnapaNamAMthI te atyAra sudhI badhA je je doSa thayA hoya, badhAM yAda karI karIne pratikramaNa karI nAkho, sAmAnA zuddhAtmAne joIne evuM kahe. have nAnI uMmarathI jyAMthI samajaNa zaktinI zarUAta thAya, tyArathI ja pratikramaNa karavA mAMDe, te atyAra sudhInuM pratikramaNa kare. AvuM pratikramaNa kare enA badhA doSono moTo moTo bhAga AvI jAya. pAchuM pharI pAcho pratikramaNa kare. tyAra pharI nAnA nAnA doSa paNa AvI jAya, pAchuM pharI pratikramaNa kare to ethI ya nAnA doSo AvI jAya, Ama e doSono badho Akho bhAga ja khalAsa karI nAkhe. be kalAkanA pratikramaNamAM AkhI jiMdagInA pAchaLanA coTelA doSone dhoI nAkhavA ane pharI kyAreya evA doSo nahIM karuM ema nakkI karavuM eTale ke pratyAkhyAna thaI gayuM. A pratikramaNa karI to juo pachI tamArA gharanA mANasomAM badhAmAM cenja thaI jAya. jAduI cenja thaI jAya. jAduI asara !! (343). evuM che, jyAM sudhI sAmAno doSa potAnA manamAM che tyAM sudhI jaMpa nA vaLavA de. A pratikramaNa karo tyAre e bhUMsAI jAya. rAga-dveSavALI dareka cIkaNI 'phAIla'ne upayoga mUkIne, pratikramaNa karIne, cokhkhuM karavuM. rAganI phAIla hoya tenAM to pratikramaNa khAsa karavAM joIe. ApaNe gAdI upara sUI gayA hoya to jyAM jyAM kAMkarA khuMce tyAMthI tame kADhI nAkho ke nA kADho ? A pratikramaNa to, jyAM jyAM khUMcatuM hoya tyAM ja karavAnAM che. tamane jyAM khUMce che tyAMthI tame kADhI nAkho, ne te emane kheMce che, tyAMthI e kADhI nAkhe ! pratikramaNa dareka mANasanAM judAM judAM hoya ! (347)

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pratikramaNa 85 pratikramaNa A tame pratikramaNa karavA beso ne, te amRtanAM TapakAM paDyAM kare eka bAju, ane halakA thayelA lAge. tAre thAya che ke bhaI, pratikramaNa ? te halakA thayelA lAge ? tamAre pratikramaNa cAlu thaI gayAM che bahu ? dhamadhokAra cAle che ? badhAM khoLI khoLI khoLIne pratikramaNa karI nAkhavAM. tapAsa karavA mAMDavI. e badhuM yAda hau AvatuM jaze. rasto hau dekhAze. ATha varSa upara ko'kane lAta mArI hoya e hau dekhAze. te rasto dekhAze. lAte ya dekhAze. yAda zI rIte AvyuM A badhuM ? Ama yAda karavA jaIe to kazuM yAda nA Ave ne pratikramaNa karavA gayA ke tarata lIMkavAra (kramavAra) yAda AvI jAya. ekAda phero AkhI jiMdagInuM karyuM hatuM tame? praznakartA H karyuM hatuM. (352) dAdAzrI : haju mULa bhUla samajAze ne tyAre bahu AnaMda thaze. pratikramaNathI hamezAM AnaMda na thAya to pratikramaNa karatAM AvaDyuM nathI. atikramaNathI jo duHkha nA thAya to A mANasa, mANasa nathI. praznakartA : mULa bhUla kaI dAdA ? dAdAzrI : pahelAM bhUla ja dekhAtI na hatIne ? have dekhAya che te sthaLa dekhAya che. haju to AgaLa dekhAze. praznakartA H sUkSma, sUkSmatara.... dAdAzrI : bhUlo dekhAtI jaze. AkhI jiMdagInAM pratikramaNa tame karo cho, tyAre tame nathI mokSamAM ke nathI saMsAramAM. Ama to tame pAchalAnuM badhuM vivaraNa karo cho pratikramaNa vakhate. mana-buddhi-citta ne ahaMkAra badhAnA phona-bona baMdha hoya. aMtaHkaraNa baMdha hoya. te vakhate mAtra prajJA ekalI ja kAma karatI hoya che. AtmA ya AmAM kazuM karato nathI. A doSa thayo pachI DhaMkAI jAya. pachI bIjo leyara (Da) Ave. ema leyara upara leyara Ave. pachI maraNa vakhate chellA eka kalAkamAM A badhAnuM saravaiyuM Ave. bhUtakALanA doSo badhA vartamAnamAM dekhAya e jJAna prakAza che e memarI (smRti) nathI. praznakartA : pratikramaNathI AtmA upara IphekTa thAya kharI ? dAdAzrI : AtmA upara to kazI IphekTa aDe ja nahIM. IphekTa thAya to saMzI kahevAya. A to AtmA che e haDaDa parasenTa DIsAIDaDa che. jyAM memarI nA pahoMce tyAM AtmAnA prabhAvathI thAya che. AtmA anaMta zaktivALo che e enI prajJAzakti pAtALa phoDIne dekhADe che. A pratikramaNathI to potAne halakAM thayelAM khabara paDe, ke have halako thaI gayo ane vera tUTI jAya, niyamathI ja tuTI jAya. ane pratikramaNa karavA mATe pelo sAmo bhego nA thAya teno vAMdho nathI. AmAM rUbarUnI sahIonI jarUra nathI. jema A korTamAM rUbarUnI sahIonI jarUra che evI nathI jarUra. kAraNa ke A gunhA rUbarUthI thayelA nathI. A to lokonI gerahAjarImAM gunhA thayelA che. Ama lokonI rUbarUmAM thayo che, paNa rUbarUnI sahIo nathI karelI. sahIo aMdaranI che, rAga-dveSanI sahIo che. koI dahADo ekAMtamAM beThA hoya, ane kaMIka pratikramaNanuM ke evuM badhuM karatAM, karatAM, karatAM, thoDo AtmAno anubhava jAmI jAya nahIM. e svAda AvI jAya. te anubhava kahevAya. (354) jyAre gharanAM mANaso nirdoSa dekhAya tyAre samajavuM ke tamAruM pratikramaNa sAcuM che. kharekhara nirdoSa ja che, jagata AkhuM ya nirdoSa ja che. tamArA doSe karIne tame baMdhAyelAM cho, emanA doSathI nahIM, tamArA potAnA doSathI ja baMdhAyelAM cho. have evuM jyAre samajAze tyAre kaMIka Ukela Avaze ! (355) praznakartA : nizcayamAM to khAtarI che ke jagata AkhuM nirdoSa che. dAdAzrI : e to pratItimAM AvyuM kahevAya. anubhavamAM keTaluM AvyuM? e vastu evI sahelI nathI. e to mAMkaDa pharI vaLe, macharAM pharI vaLe, sApa pharI vaLe, tyAre nirdoSa lAge tyAre kharuM, paNa pratItimAM ApaNane rahevuM joIe ke nirdoSa che. ApaNane doSita dekhAya che, e ApaNI bhUla che. pratikramaNa

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pratikramaNa 88 pratikramaNa karavuM joIe. amArI pratItimAM ya nirdoSa che ane amArA vartanamAM ya nirdoSa che. tane to haju pratItimAM ya nirdoSa nathI AvyuM, haju tane doSita lAge che. koI kazuM kare, to pachI tenuM pratikramaNa karuM chuM eTale zarUAtamAM to doSita lAge che. praznakartA : zuddha upayoga hoya to atikramaNa thAya ? dAdAzrI : thAya. atikramaNe ya thAya ne pratikramaNe ya thAya. ApaNane ema lAge ke A to ApaNe upayoga cUkIne UMdhe raste cAlyA. te upayoga cUkyA badalanuM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. UMdho rasto eTale vesTa oNpha TAIma enDa enarjI (samaya ane zaktino bagADa) kare che, chatAMya enAM pratikramaNa nahIM kare to cAlaze. emAM eTaluM badhuM nukazAna nathI. eka avatAra haju bAkI che eTale leTa go kareluM (javA dIdheluM) paNa jene upayogamAM bahu rahevuM hoya teNe upayoga cUkyAnuM pratikramaNa karavuM. pratikramaNa eTale pAchuM pharavuM. koI dahADo pAcho pharyo ja nathI ne ! (356). koI jagyAe ame vidhi mUkatA nathI. auraMgAbAda ame anaMta avatAranA doSa dhovAI jAya evI vidhi mUkIe chIe. eka kalAkanI pratikramaNa vidhimAM to badhAno ahaMkAra bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che ! ame tyAM auraMgAbAdamAM to bAra mahinAmAM eka phero pratikramaNa karAvatAM hatAM. te basotraNaso mANasa basa raDe-kare ne badho roga nIkaLI jAya. kAraNa ke bairIne eno dhaNI page lAge, tyAM AgaLa mAphI mAge, keTalo ya avatAranuM baMdhana thayeluM te mAphI mAge, te keTaluMya cokhkhuM thaI jAya. tyAM dara sAla, amAre bahu moTI vidhi karavI paDe AnI pAchaLa, badhAnAM mana cokhkhAM karavA mATe, AtmA (vyavahAra AtmA) cokhkho karavAno, moTI vidhi karI ane pachI mUkI daIe ke badhAnA cokhkhA thaI jAya te ghaDIe. kamplITa klIyara, potAnA dhyAnamAM ya nA rahe ke huM zuM lakhuM chuM, paNa badhuM cokkasa lakhI lAve. pachI "klIyara' thaI gayo. abhedabhAva utpanna thayone, eka miniTa mane soMpyuM ne ke huM Avo chuM sAheba, e abhedabhAva thaI gayo. eTalI tenI zakti vadhI gaI. ane pachI huM tArA doSone jANuM ne doSanI upara vidhi mUkyA karuM. A kaLiyuga che, kaLiyugamAM zuM doSa nA hoya ? koIno doSa kADhavo e ja bhUla che. kaLiyugamAM bIjAno doSa kADhavo e ja potAnI bhUla che. koIno doSa kADhavAno nahIM. guNa zuM che ? e jovAnI jarUra che. zuM rahyuM che enI pAse ? silaka zuM rahI e jovAnI jarUra che. A kALamAM silaka ja nA rahene. silaka rahI che e ja mahAtmAo UMce che ne ! (358) je ApaNI joDe hoya, pahelAM ya hatA ane Aje ya che, e ApaNA dharmabaMdhu kahevAya ane potAnA dharmabaMdhuonI joDe ja bhavabhavanAM vera baMdhAyelA hoya che. te emanI joDe kaMI vera baMdhAyeluM hoya to, eTalA mATe ApaNe pratikramaNa sAmasAmI karI lo to hisAba badho cokhkho thaI jAya. ekaMya mANasane sAmasAmI pratikramaNa karavAnuM cUkazo nahIM. sahAdhyAyI joDe ja vera baMdhAya vadhAre ane temanAM pratyakSa pratikramaNa kare to dhovAI jAya. A auraMgAbAdamAM je pratikramaNa karAvIe chIe evAM pratikramaNa to varlDamAM kaMIe ya nA hoya. (359) praznakartA tyAM badhAM raDatAM hatAM ne ! moTA moTA zeThiyAo ya raDatA hatAM. dAdAzrI : hA, A auraMgAbAdanuM juone ! keTaluM badhuM raDatAM hatAM ! have evuM pratikramaNa AkhI jiMdagImAM eka karyuM hoya to bahu thaI gayuM. praznakartA : moTA mANasane raDavAnI jagyA kyAM che? A ko'ka ja hoya. dAdAzrI : hA. barAbara. ahIM to khUba raDyA hatA badhA. praznakartA : meM to pahelI ja vakhata joyuM evuM ke, AvA badhA mANaso samAjanI aMdara jene pratiSThita kahevAya evA mANaso khullA moDhe raDe tyAM !!! dAdAzrI : khullA moDhe raDe ane potAnI bairInA pagamAM namaskAra kare che. auraMgAbAdamAM tame AvyA hazone, tyAM evuM joyuM nathI ?

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pratikramaNa 89 pratikramaNa praznakartA: hAbIje AvuM drazya koI ThekANe joyeluM nahIM ! dAdAzrI : hoya ja nahIMne ! ane AvuM akrama vijJAna nA hoya, AvuM pratikramaNa nA hoya, AvuM kazuM hoya ja nahIM. praznakartA : Avo 'dAdI' ya nA hoya ! dAdAzrI : hA. Avo 'dAdo' ya nA hoya. (360) sAcI AlocanA karI nathI mANase. te ja mokSe jatAM roke che. gunAno vAMdho nathI. sAcI AlocanA thAya to kazo vAMdho nathI. ane AlocanA gajabanAM purUSa pAse karAya. potAnA doSonI koI jagyAe AlocanA karI che jiMdagImAM ? konI pAse AlocanA kare ? ane AlocanA karyA vagara chUTako nathI. jyAM sudhI AlocanA nA karo to Ane mApha koNa karAve ? jJAnI puruSa cAhe so karI zake. kAraNa e kartA nathI mATe. jo kartA hota to emane ya kama baMdhAya. paNa kartA nathI mATe cAhe so kare. tyAM ApaNe AlocanA guru pAse karavI joIe. paNa chellA guru A 'dAdA bhagavAna' kahevAya. ame to tamane rasto batAvI dIdho. have chellA guru batAvI dIdhA. e tamane javAba ApyA karaze ane tethI to e 'dAdA bhagavAna" che. te jyAM sudhI e pratyakSa nA thAya, tyAM sudhI 'A' dAdA bhagavAnane bhajavA paDe. e pratyakSa thAya pachI enI meLe AvatuM AvatuM pAchuM e mazIna cAlu thaI jAya. eTale pachI e pote 'dAdA bhagavAna' thaI jAya. (367) jJAnI puruSa pAse DhAMke eTale khalAsa thaI gayuM. loka ughADuM karavA hAru to pratikramaNa kare. pelo bhaI badhuM laIne Avyo hato ne ? te ulaTuM ughADuM kare jJAnI pAse ! to tyAM koI DhAMke to zuM thAya ?!! doSa DhAMke tyAre e Dabala thAya. (368). strI joDe jeTalI oLakhANa che eTalI pratikramaNa joDe oLakhANa hovI joIe. jema strI bhUlAtI nathI tema pratikramaNa bhUlAvuM nA joIe. Akho dahADo mAphI mAga mAga karavI. mAphI mAgavAnI Teva ja pADI nAkhavI. A to pArakonA doSa jovAnI draSTi ja paDI che ! (371) jenI joDe vizeSa atikramaNa thayuM hoya tenI joDe pratikramaNano yajJa zarU karI devo. atikramaNa ghaNAM karyA che. pratikramaNa nathI kayAM tenuM A badhuM che. A pratikramaNa to amArI jhINAmAM jhINI zodhakhoLa che. jo e zodhakhoLane samajI jAya to koInI joDe kazo jhagaDo rahe nahIM. praznakartA: doSonuM lIsTa to bahu lAMbuM bane che. dAdAzrI : e lAMbuM bane to ema mAnone ke A eka mANasa joDe so jAtanA doSa thayA hoya to bheguM pratikramaNa karI nAkhavuM ke A badhAya doSonI huM tArI pAse mAphI mAgI lauM chuM ! (375) praznakartA : have A jiMdagIno DrAmA jaladI pUro thayA to sAruM. dAdAzrI : AvuM kema bolyA ? praznakartA: tame vIsa divasa hatAM, to ya eke ya jagyAe avAyuM nahIM. dAdAzrI : tethI karIne deha pUro karI nAkhavAno hoya ? A dehe 'dAdA bhagavAna" oLakhyA. A dehano to upakAra eTalo badho ke, game te davA karavI paDe te karavI. A dehe to 'dAdA' ApaNane oLakhAyA. anaMta deha khoyA badhA. nakAmA gayA. A dehe oLakhyA mATe A deha mitra samAna thaI paDyo. ane A sekanDa (bIjo) mitra, samaja paDIne ? te have dehane sAcava, sAcava karavAno. eTale Aje pratikramaNa karajo. 'deha vahelo jato rahe." ema kahyuM tenI mAphI mAguM chuM. (382) 25. pratikramaNonI saiddhAMtika samajaNa ! praznakartA : tanmayAkAra thaI jaIe eTale jAgRtipUrvaka pUrepUro nikAla nA thAya. have tanmayAkAra thaI gayA pachI khyAla Ave, to pachI enuM kaMi pratikramaNa karIne nikAla karI nAkhavAno rasto kharo ? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa kare to halakAM thaI jAya. pharIvAra halakAM thaIne Ave. ane pratikramaNa nA kare to eno e bojo pAcho Ave. pharI chaTakI

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pratikramaNa pratikramaNa jAya pAchuM, cArja thayA vagaranuM eTale pratikramaNathI halakAM karI karI pachI nikAla thayA karaze. praznakartA : tame kaho cho ke atikramaNa nyUTrala ja che. to pachI pratikramaNa karavAnuM ja kyAM rahyuM ? dAdAzrI : atikramaNa nyUTrala ja che. paNa temAM tanmayAkAra thAya che eTale bIja paDe che. paNa atikramaNamAM tanmayAkAra nA thAya to bIja paDatuM nathI. atikramaNa kazuM ja karI zake nahIM. ane pratikramaNa to ApaNe tanmayAkAra nA thaIe to ya paNa kare. caMdubhAI tanmayAkAra thaI gayAM, tene ya tame jANo ne nathI thayAM teneya tame jANo. tame tanmayAkAra thatAM ja nathI. tanmayAkAra manabuddhi-citta-ahaMkAra thAya che. tene tame jANo cho. praznakartA H tanmayAkAra caMdubhAI thayA to caMdubhAIne pratikramaNa karavAnuM kahevuM paDe ne ? dAdAzrI : hA. caMdubhAIne kahevAnuM. praznakartA : svapnAmAM pratikramaNa thaI zake ? dAdAzrI : hA, bahu sArA thaI zake. svapnAmAM pratikramaNa thAya, e atyAre thAya che ne tenA karatAM sArAM thAya. atyAre to ApaNe huDa huDa karI nAkhIe. svapnAmAM je kAma thAyane e badhuM AkhuM paddhatisara hoya. svapnAmAM 'dAdA' dekhAya te evA 'dAdA' to ApaNe joyA ja nA hoya evA dAdA dekhAya. jAgRtimAM evA dAdA nA dekhAya, svapnAmAM bahu sArA dekhAya. kAraNa ke svapna e sahaja avasthA che. ane A jAgRta e asahaja avasthA che. (383) kramika mArgamAM AtmA prApta thayA pachI pratikramaNa nA hoya. pratikramaNa 'poIjhana' gaNAya che. ApaNe ahIM ya pratikramaNa hotuM nathI. ApaNe pratikramaNa 'caMdubhAI' pAse karAvIe chIe. kAraNa ke A to akrama, ahIM to badho ja mAla bharelo. (392) ApaNe to sAmAnA kayA AtmAnI vAta karIe chIe, pratikramaNa karIe chIe, te jANo cho ? pratiSThita AtmAne nathI karatA, ApaNe enA mULa zuddhAtmAne karIe chIe. A to e zuddhAtmAnI hAjarImAM A enI joDe thayuM te badala ApaNe pratikramaNa karIe chIe. eTale e zuddhAtmAnI prati ApaNe kSamA mAgIe chIe. pachI enA pratiSThita AtmA joDe ApaNe levAdevA nathI. pratikramaNe ya ahaMkAre ja karavAnuM. paNa cetavaNI konI ? prajJAnI. prajJA kahe che, "atikramaNa kema karyuM ?" prajJA zuM cetave ? 'atikramaNa kema karyuM ? to pratikramaNa karo.' (405) sUkSmamAM sUkSma doSa amArI draSTinI bahArathI jAya nahIM. sUkSmamAM sUkSma, ati ati sUkSma doSanI amane tarata ja khabara paDI jAya ! tamane koIne khabara nA paDe ke mane doSa thayo che. kAraNa ke doSo sthULa nathI. praznakartA : tamane amArA paNa doSa dekhAya ? dAdAzrI : dekhAya badhAM doSo. paNa amArI doSa bhaNI draSTi nA hoya. amane tarata ja tenI khabara paDI jAya. paNa amArI to tamArA zuddhAtmA bhaNI ja draSTi hoya. amArI tamArA udayakarma bhaNI draSTi nA hoya. emane khabara ? paDI ja jAya, badhAMnA doSonI amane khabara paDI jAya. doSa dekhAya chatAM amane mahIM enI asara thAya nahIM. (416) amArI pAse jeTalAM daMDane yogya che temane paNa mAphI hoya ne, mAphI paNa sahaja hoya. sAmAne mAphI mAgavI nA paDe. jyAM sahaja mAphI ApavAmAM Ave che tyAM te loko cokhkhA thAya che. ane jyAM kahevAmAM Ave che ke "sAheba mApha karajo' tyAM ja melAM thayelA che. sahaja mApha thAya tyAM to cokhkhuM bahu thaI jAya. (419) jyAM sudhI amAre sAhajiktA hoya tyAM sudhI amAre pratikramaNa nA hoya. sAhajikatAmAM pratikramaNa tamAre ya karavAM nA paDe, sAhajikatAmAM phera paDyo ke pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. amane tame jyAre juo tyAre sAhajikatAmAM ja dekho, jyAre juo tyAre ame tenA te ja svabhAvamAM dekhAIe. amArI sAhajikatAmAM phera nA paDe. (420)

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pratikramaNa muMbaI ame tamane pAMca AjJA ApIe chIe, ke jJAna to ApyuM, paNa te tame khoI besazo. eTale A pAMca AjJAmAM raho to mokSe jazo. ane chaThThuM zuM kahyuM ? ke jyAM atikramaNa thAya tyAM pratikramaNa karo. AjJA pALavAnI bhUlI jAya to pratikramaNa karavuM. bhUlI to jAya, mANasa che. paNa bhUlI gayA tenuM pratikramaNa karavuM ke "he dAdA, A be kalAka bhUlI gayo, ApanI AjJA bhUlI gayo. paNa mAre to AjJA pALavI che. mane mApha karo." to pAchaluM badhuM ya pAsa. soe so mArka pUrA. (422) A "akrama vijJAna che. vijJAna eTale tarata phaLa ApanAruM. karavApaNuM nA hoya enuM nAma 'vijJAna' ane karavApaNuM hoya enuM nAma 'jJAna' ! vicArazIla mANasa hoya tene evuM to lAgene, ke A kazuMya nathI karyuM ApaNe ane zuM che A ?! e akrama vijJAnanI balihArI che. 'akrama' ! kramabrama nahIM. (432) - jaya saccidAnaMda. pratikramaNa vidhi pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe dehadhArI............. nA mana-vacanakAyAnA yoga, bhAvakarma-dravyakarma-nokarmathI bhinna evA he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna, ApanI sAkSIe Aja dina sudhI mArAthI je je.... .... doSa thayA che, tenI kSamA mAguM chuM. pazcAttApa karuM chuM. AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna karuM chuM ne pharI AvA doSo kyAreya paNa nahIM karuM, evo draDha nizcaya karuM chuM. mane kSamA karo, kSamA karo, kSamA karo. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane evo koI paNa doSa na karavAnI parama zakti Apo, zakti Apo, zakti Apo. * jenI pratye doSa thayo hoya, te sAmI vyaktinuM nAma levuM. * je doSa thayA hoya, te manamAM jAhera karavA. (tame zuddhAtmA ane je doSa kare tenI pAse pratikramaNa karAvavuM. 'caMdulAla' pAse doSonuM pratikramaNa karAvavuM.). ( saMparkasUtra) pUjaya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna tathA Aptaputra dIpakabhAI desAI amadAvAda dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, 904-bI, navInaAzA epArTamenTa, navagujarAta kolejanI pAchaLa, dAdAsAheba phALake roDa, dAdara (se.re.), usmAnapurA, amadAvAda - 380014. muMbaI - 400014. phona-(079)9540408,7543979 phona : (022) 4137616, E-Mail: info@dadabhagwan.org | Mobile : 9820-153953 aDAlaja : sImaMdhara sITI, trimaMdira saMkula, baggA peTrola paMpa pAse, amadAvAda kalola hAIve, aDAlaja, phona :(079)3970102 thI 397016 vaDodarA : zrI yogIrAja paTela, 2, paramahaMsa sosAyaTI, mAMjalapura, vaDodarA. phona : (0265) 644465 rAjakoTa : zrI atula mAladhArI, mAdhavaprema epArTamenTa, mAI maMdiranI sAme, 11, manahara ploTa, rAjakoTa. phona : (0281) 468830, 238925 surata : zrI viThThalabhAI paTela, 35, zAMtivana sosAyaTI, laMbe hanumAna roDa, paMcaratna TAvara pAchaLa, surata. phona (0261) 8544964 godharA : zrI ghanazyAma varIyA, sI-11, AnaMdanagara sosAyaTI, sAyansa kolejanI pAchaLa, godharA. phona : (02672) 51875 U.S.A. : Dada Bhagwan Vignan Institue : Dr. Bachu Amin, 902 SW Mifflin Rd, Topeka, Kansas 66606, U.S.A. Tel : (785) 271-0869, E-mail: shuddha@kscable.com Dr. Shirish Patel, 2659, Raven Circle, Corona, CA 92882 Tel.: 909-734-4715, E-mail : shirishpatel@attbi.com U.K. : Mr. Maganbhai Patel, 2, Winifred Terrace, Enfield, Great Cambridge Road, London, Middlesex, ENI 1HH, U.K. Tel: 020-8245-1751; Mr. Ramesh Patel, 636, Kenton Road, Kenton Harrow. Tel.:020-8204-0746, E-mail: dadabhagwan_uk@yahoo.com Canada : Mr. Bipin Purohit, 151, Trillium Road, Dollard DES Ormeaux, Quebec H9B 1T3. Tel.: 514-421-0522 Africa : Mr. Manu Savla, PISU & Co., Box No. 18219, Nairobi, Kenya. Tel: (R) 254-2- 744943 (O) 254-2-554836 Website : www.dadabhagwan.org, www.dadashri.org