Jivan Yatra No Rajmarg

Author(s): Padmasagarsuri
Publisher: Vishwa Maitri Jain Tirth Borij
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008904/1

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cA no jamAna philiyAI zI ghasAyakasUvi For Private And Personal Use Only

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pUjya zrI nA AzIrvAda grahaNa karatA mahAmahima zrI navalakizorajI zama rAjyapAla (gujarAta) For Private And Personal Use Only

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-- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- jIvana yAtrAno rAjamArga (cha ravivArIya pravacana sArAMza) prabhAvaka pravacanakAra yugadraSTA rASTrasaMta AcAryadevezI padmasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA prakAzaka vizvamaitrIdhAma jaina tIrtha, borIja-gAMdhInagara zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra, kobA -gAMdhInagara For Private And Personal Use Only

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jIvana yAtrAno rAjamArga saMpAdana-saMkalana muni padharatnasAgarajI prastutakRtinA preraka - pUjya munizrI prazAMtasAgarajI, pUjya munizrI punitapaghasAgarajI. prathama mUlya avataraNakAra : zrI caitanyabhAI parIkha (gAMdhInagara) AvRtti prati : 3000 vira saM. : 2532 vi. saM. : 2012 I. san : 2005 : 12.00 saujanya rAjanagara nivAsI zrI navinacandra jagAbhAI zAha parivAra haste parama gurubhakta zrI mukezabhAI navinacandra zAha prApti sthAna : (1) vizvamaitrIdhAma, jainatIrtha, borIja - gAMdhInagara phona naM. (079) papa7ra7181, 23243180 (2) zrutasaritA (bukasTola) zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra, kobA - 382009 phona naM. 23276204, 205, 2para For Private And Personal Use Only

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BchIya... pravacana arthAt prakRSTa vacana-zreSTha vacana-AtmahitakArI vacana. viSaya ane kaSAyane upazAnta karanArA pravacano sAMbhaLavAno prasaMga durlabha che. emAM, saMyamI ane prabhAvaka AcAryadeva zrI pAsAgarasUrIzvarajInA zrImukhe pravacano sAMbhaLavAnuM saubhAgya atizaya durlabha che. pUjyapAda AcArya devezazrI jeTalI sahajatA ane svAbhAvikatAthI vizALa janamedanImAM pravacana karI zake che, tema alpa zrotAonI sabhAmAM paNa teTalI ja sahajatA ane svAbhAvikatAthI pravacana karI zake che. je teozrInI AgavI vizeSatA che. prabhAvaka pravacanakAra ane dRSTAntoMnA mAdhyamathI tatvagaMgAmAM snAna karAvanAra AcArya devezathInI ravivArIya pravacanonuM Ayojana rAjanagara nivAsI zrInavinacandra jagAbhAI zAha parivAranA saujanyathI vizvamaitrIdhAma, borIja gAMdhInagaramAM thayuM. 3500 thI pa000 jeTalA zrotAoe zraddhA ane samarpaNabhAvathI pravacana pAna dvArA paramatRptino anubhava karyo hato. saMyojana pUjyapAdazrInA antavAsI munirAjazrI padmaratnasAgarajI ma. sA. e bahujanahitAya - bahujayasukhAyanI bhAvanAthI karyuM che. eja pravacanonA keTalAka aMzanuM Alekhana gAMdhInagara nivAsI zrI caitanyabhAI parIkhe svAdhyAya mATe karyuM. prastuta pustakanuM kaMpojha zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra kobA sthita zrI kailAsasAgarasuri jJAnamaMdiranA kapyuTara vibhAgamAM thayela che te paNa ahiM smaraNIya che. prAnta A pravacanonA sathavAre viSaya ane kaSAyanA upazAnta dvArA paramapadanA bhoktA banIe. e ja maMgala kAmanA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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che : che. pUjyapAda zrutasamuddhAraka varama vAgIza gurudeva zrI padhasAgarasurIzArajI ma. sA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI padmasAgara sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI amRtavANI borIja, gAMdhInagara. tA. 24-07-2005 zrI mahAvIra svAmIne namaH jIvana yAtrAno rAjamArga (parva-1) For Private And Personal Use Only , 'anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI, parama kRpALu jInezvara paramAtmAe jagatanA sarva AtmAonA kalyANa mATe, dharma dezanA dvArA A jagata upara sauthI mahAna upakAra karyo che. paramAtmAe pravacana na ApyuM hota to ApaNe sau aMdhakAramAM bhaTakatA hota. pravacana dvArA pravRtti keLavAya che, pravacana jIvanamAM parivartana lAvI zake che, muzkelImAM mArgadarzana ApI zake che ane paraMparAe pravacana pUrNatA pradAna kare che.' 'paramAtmAnI vANImAM saMpUrNa jagatanuM hita sacavAyeluM che. jIvananuM saMpUrNa jJAna, paramAtmAnI vANI dvArA prApta karI zakAya che, paramAtmAnI vANImAM ja sarasvatIno vAsa che. paramAtmAnI vANI sAMbhaLavI e paNa puNyanuM kAma che. 52mAtmAnI vANIthI eka prakAranI tRpti prApta thAya che. bhAvapUrvaka sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave to zravaNa paNa eka sAdhanA che. enAthI bhavanI paraMparAo upara pUrNavirAma mUkAI jAya che. paramAtmAnI vANIno zabda prahAra tamArI aMtara cetanAne jagADe che. tamArA bhAvomAM jAgRti lAvo. enAthI AtmA pUrNatA prApta karavA mATe samartha banaze.' 'jIvana vikAsano rAjamArga jANavA jevo che. vartamAna jIvana to vinAza tarapha jaI rahyuM che. bahAranA badhA padArtho prApta karI levAnI tamArI vRtti patananuM dvAra che. A jIvana jagata prApta karavA mATe nahI, paNa svayaMne prApta karavA mATe maLyuM che e samajI levA jevuM che. sva ane parano bheda pArakho. e nahI khabara paDe tyAM sudhI badhuM niSphaLa jaze. badhI sAdhanA prAyaH dUSita banI cUkI 1

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che. vicAronuM pradUSaNa tamArA AtmAno sarvanAza kare che. paramAtmAnI prArthanAmAM karavAmAM paNa daridratA dekhAya che. saMsAramAMthI zUnya kevI rIte banAya te aMge vicAro. paramAtmAne prArthanA karatI vakhate mAtra paramAtmA ja dekhAvA joIe. enA dvArA svayaMnA AtmAnI anubhUti prApta karavI e tamArU lakSa hovuM joIe." "jIvanamAM karelI sAdhanA ane tapazcaryA niSphaLa na jAya te mATe jAgRta bano. pravacano phakta sAMbhaLavA mATe nahI, AcaraNa mATe che. sAMbhaLyuM to atyAra sudhI ghaNuM badhuM, paNa jIvanamAM AcaraNathI zUnya rahyA chIe. tame zuM jANo cho e nahIM paNa zuM karo cho e bahu mahatvanuM che tamArI sAmAyika paNa evI hovI joIe ke, duzamana paNa mitra banI jAya. bhUtakALamAM AvI ghaTanAo banelI che. parivAra premanuM maMdira banI jAya, vyApAra paNa dharmano vyApAra banI jAya, pramANikatA e paramAtmA sudhI pahoMcavAnuM sAdhana banI jAya evuM thavuM joIe." "jinamaMdiramAM darzana karyA pachI badhA AtmAmAM paramAtmA najare caDavA joIe, to ja e darzana karyA saphaLa thayA kahevAya. darzana karyA pachI netrano vikAra nAza pAmavo joIe. paramAtmAe je kahyuM che te ja saMpUrNa jJAna che evI zraddhA keLavo. huM je kahuM chuM e kiMmatI mAla to badho paramAtmAno che, phakta zabdonuM pekIMga mAruM che. Aja-kAla loko mAla nahI paNa pekIMgane vadhAre mahatva Ape che. kyA raste ApaNe cAlavuM joIe eno Aje prAraMbha thAya che." "umAsvAti mahArAja dasa pUrvanA jJAtA hatA. e mahApurUSe zAstronuM dohana karIne ApaNane samajAvyuM che ke jIvana vikAsano eka ja rAjamArga che - samyaka darzana, samyapha jJAna ane samyapha cAritra. kharekhara e ja meLavavA jevuM che. mokSanuM janmasthAna samyaka darzana che. jIvananA vikAsanI AdhAra zilA samyaka darzana che. aMtarathI zuddha thayA vagara sAdhanAmAM praveza nathI maLato. mATe pahelA zuddha banavA mATe prayatna karo. samyaka darzana dvArA zuddha bano." "jIvanamAMthI aMdhazraddhA dUra karo. jemAM koI tathya ke satya nathI evI vAto upara vizvAsa na karo. aMdhazraddhA upara paramAtmAe sauthI pahelo prahAra karyo che. paramAtmAe kahelI vAto sAcI ja che ema saMpUrNa vizvAsa ane zraddhA keLavo. pUrNa vizvAsapUrvaka paramAtmAnA zabdo grahaNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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karo.' emAM bahu tAkAta che. marUdevI mAtAe evI pUrNatA prApta karI hatI ke, te sauthI pahelA mokSe gayA che. bhagavAna pratye emane atUTa zraddhA hatI. samrATa zreNika paNa eno bIjo dAkhalo che. e emanA jIvanamAM mAMsAhArI ane durAcArI hatA, kyAreya pratikramaNa karyuM na hatuM, aviratino prabaLa udaya hato. paNa samyaka darzanano camatkAra evo thayo ke, tIrthakara nAma karma upArjana karI lIdhuM. e ja rIte kumArapALa mahArAjA paNa jIvananA pacAsa varSa sudhI aMdhakAramAM gayA hatA, jIvana durAcArathI bhareluM hatuM. paNa kalikAla sarvajJa hemacaMdrAcAryanI puNya chAyA maLI, emanA AzIrvAda maLyA ane parama zrAvaka banyA, khUba pramANikatAthI ArAdhanA karI ane bhAvi gaNadhara nAmakarma upArjana karyuM. A badho puNya prabhAva samyaka darzanano che. samyaka darzana e kaMI sAmAnya vastu nathI. tamArA vicAro paramAtmA sAthe kendrita karo. vAtAvaraNamAM rahelA paramANuMnI bahu tAkAta che. vivekanuM niyaMtraNa apanAvo. tamArA vicAro paramAtmAne caraNe arpaNa karo, pachI sAdhanAmAM praveza karo. Aja sudhI ghaNI jagyAe dharmanA nAme bhaTakatA rahyA cho, dharmane bajAramAM ane saDako upara zodhatA AvyA cho, e badhuM have baMdha karo. svayaMne zodho to badhuM prApta thaI jaze. tame jyAM ne tyAM dharma zodho cho e tamane matibhrama thayo che, ema sUcave che. dvidhAmAM rahezo to rAma ke rahIma ekeya nahI maLe. zraddhAnuM kendrIkaraNa karo. aMdhazraddhAthI jIvanane mukta karo. parane prApta karavAnI lAlasAmAMthI chUTo. zabdajALa evI che ke, moTebhAge dareka vyakti bhramaNAmAM che. satya asatya samajavAno prayatna karatA nathI, ane jyAM jAva tyAM khUpI jAva cho. "zAstrakAroe mAthAne uttama aMga mAnyuM che. badhI jagyAe e jhUkavuM na joIe. paNa jyAM jhUke tyAM pUrNa vaphAdArI dAkhavavI joIe. eka paramAtmAne choDIne bIjAne yAda kare e potAnA AtmAne ThagI rahyA che, ema kahevuM paDe. evI vyaktine paramAtmA prApta na thAya. pIra phakIro pAse bhikhArI thaIne yAcanA karo cho e yogya nathI. evA loko mAthe karmano kacaro laIne jAya che. zraddhA to eka For Private And Personal Use Only

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paramAtmAne arpaNa karavAnI hoya. peTa mATe, AjIvikA mATe koIne zaraNe javuM paDe, paNa manathI to tamArI zraddhA eka paramAtmA pratye hovI joIe. eka paramAtmAnA zabda mATe potAno prANa ApI de evA mahAna kavi gaMga ApaNA dezamAM pedA thayA hatA. azuddhithI bharelI zraddhAne pahelA zuddha karo. maMdiramAM to ghaNI vakhata jAva cho paNa zraddhAnuM pUrNa tattva kevuM ane keTaluM che e vicAro." satya bahu kaDavuM hoya che, eno vartamAna paNa kaTu hoya che. paNa vipAke satya bahu mIThuM hoya che. eka kSaNa mATe vAsanA kadAca sukha ApatI haze, paNa anaMtakALa mATe duHkha Ape che. dharmIne ghera dhADa e kahevata che. huM kahuM chuM ke cora kyAM jaze? koI bhikhArIne ghera to nahIM jAya ne? agni parIkSA to sItAjInI ane dropadInI thaI hatI, koI vezyAnI nahIM. Aje ATalA varSo pachI paNa emane yAda karyA vagara sAdhu sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto upAzrayanI bahAra paga paNa mUkatA nathI, e tamane khabara nahIM hoya.' paramAtmA paNa sADA bAra varSa sudhI samAdhimAM rahyA hatA. je kaMI paristhiti udayamAM AvI e sahana karI hatI. "pratikAramAM saMgharSa che, svIkAramAM zAMti che.' "zraddhA kyAreya udhAra maLatI nathI. e svayaMmAMthI prApta karavI paDe che." te pachI ja jIvana vikAsano rasto maLI Avaze. pachI krame krama pUrNa avasthA sudhI pahoMcI zakazo. darzana to roja maMdiramAM karo cho. avidhisara karelI kriyA paNa kyAreka vidhisara thaI zake che. zuddha bhAvathI, niSkAma bhAvathI ane paropakAra bhAvathI paramAtmAne prArthanA karo. samyaka darzana jIvana vikAsano AdhAra che. jagatamAM koI vyakti koIne kazuM ApI zakatI nathI. badhe ja "karmanI pradhAnatA che. eno nAza dharma vagara zakya nathI." "dharma tyAre ja phaLe ke jyAre tamArAmAM samyapha darzana hoya." puNyathI ja badhuM prApta thAya che. puNya upara paramAtmAno adhikAra che. puNya kevI rIte prApta thAya te paramAtmAnI vANI sAMbhaLavAthI jANI zakAze. citta zuddhi, dAna, tapa vagere dvArA puNya baMdhAya che. ApaNA puNya upara prathama adhikAra paramAtmAno che. sAcA hRdayathI bhagavAnane prArthanA karo, 'AjanA aneka prakAranA Adhunika mahApApamAMthI jIvanane bacAvI lo." puNyanI prApti For Private And Personal Use Only

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paramAtmAnA anugrahanuM pariNAma che. jIvana Ama ne Ama pUrU na thaI jAya te jovuM joIe. tamArA vyApAramAMthI paNa puNya upArjana thAya, tamArI dareka kriyA AtmA mATe upayogI banI jAya evuM karo. pravacana sAMbhaLIne pachI enA para vicAra karIne chevaTe AcaraNamAM lAvavA prayatna karo. dhArmika kahevaDAvavuM saheluM che paNa dhArmika banavuM bahu agharuM che. dharma ema kaMI sasto nathI. dhArmika banavA mATe ghaNI kasoTImAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe. tamArI aMdaramAM dharma janmyo nathI ane dharma mATe jhaghaDA karo evuM na banavuM joIe. aMtaHkaraNanI zuddhi dharmane janma Ape che. AtmAnI nirmaLatAmAM dharmano vAsa che. jJAnanA prakAzamAM dharmanuM jJAna prakAzita thAya che. jJAnamAM viveka hovo joIe. jJAnano durUpayoga na thavo joIe. AjanuM vikRta jJAna jIvanano sarvanAza karI rahyuM che. AjanA vaijJAniko AkhI duniyAne saLagAvI de evI zodho karIne beThA che. Aga cAMpavAvALo paNa zodhavA javo paDaze evI bhayAnaka paristhiti AvavAnI che. "jJAna upara vivekanuM anuzAsana hovuM joIe. jJAnanA prakAzamAM AtmAnuM avalokana karo ane jagatane jANo." Aje to zALA ane kolejomAM AvuM koI jJAna ApavAmAM AvatuM nathI. chatAM AjIvikA mATe paNa evuM jJAna levuM paDe che jene AtmA sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI. ulTAnuM jaDa padArthone prApta karavA mATe rUci pedA kare evuM jJAna Aje pIrasavAmAM Ave che. vaLI vicitratA e che ke jJAna apUrNa che, durgatimAM laI janAra che e tamane khabara paDavI joIe. evA jJAnamAM koI tathya nathI. kabIra, zaMkarAcArya vagere moTI moTI hastIoe koI kolejamAM zikSaNa lIdhuM na hatuM. aMgrejo gayA paNa aMgrejIyata janamAnasamAM ghUsADatA gayA che je haju jIvaMta che. hiMdustAnamAM rahIne tamane badhI rIte bhraSTa karI nAMkhyA che. ApaNA pUrvajoe ApaNA dezanI AbohavA ane bhaugolika rIte paNa badhuM vicArIne vezabhUSA nakkI karI hatI je bahu suMdara vyavasthA hatI. paraMtu aMgrejIyatane kAraNe badhuM bagaDI gayuM che ane vikRta thaI gayuM che.' bALapaNathI ja sArA bhAvo AvavA joIe evA prakAranuM zikSaNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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AjanI zALA kolejomAM apAtuM nathI. cAritravAna vyaktionA jIvana caritra vAMco ane jANo to sArA bhAvo pedA thaI zake. Aje to sarasvatInA gharamAM ja aMdhakAra pravarte che. bALako bhaNe che paNa sAco vikAsa kyAM che? jJAnIo kahe che ke jyAM samyakdarzana haze tyAM cAritra surakSita rIte sacavAI raheze ane jIvanamAM kyAreya durAcAra praveza nahIM kare.' hoTela, sinemA ane inTaraneTa jevA Adhunika vyasanomAM AjanuM yuvAdhana lUMTAI rahyuM che. mAtR devo bhava, pitR devo bhavanI bhAvanA Aje lupta thatI jAya che. yuvAnone joIne sAdhune dayA Ave che ke emane ghera khAvA maLatuM haze ke nahIM? jANe sAkSAta sudAmA joI lo. 'zAstrakAra bhagavaMtoe cAritrane hIrAnI upamA ApI che.' brahmacarya e badhA vratono rAjA che. e jo na hoya to jIvanamAM kaMI oja nahI rahe ke satva nahIM dekhAya. sAdhu paNa gocarIe nIkaLe ke e sivAya paNa saMjogavazAta koI enI pAse dehasukhanI mAMgaNI kare ke evA koI vikaTa saMjogomAM mUkAvuM paDe to sAdhu enI pAse rahelI ta25NInI dorIthI jIvana TUMkAvI nAMkhe paNa brahmacarya khaMDita na thavA de evA dAkhalA bhUtakALamAM banelA che. sAdhu jIvanamAM paNa kyAreka koI doSa sevana thaI jAya to zuddhino upAya che. paNa brahmacarya vratanA bhaMgano koI upAya zAstromAM batAvyo nathI. prANanA bhoge paNa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karo. evo saMyama tamArAmAM paNa Ave evI bhAvanA rAkho. dareka kSaNe mota tarapha AgaLa vadhI rahyA cho e vicArIne paNa kuTevo, vyasano choDavA jevA che. jarA sarakho paNa vikAra pedA thatAM AMkhe maracAMnI bhUkInI poTalI banAvI eka kalAka mATe narendrae (svAmI vivekAnaMde) bAMdhI dIdhI hatI. potAnI mAtAnA Agraha chatAM paNa e poTalI kholI na hatI ane svecchAe A rIte daMDa svIkAryo hato. yunonI mahAsabhAmAM AkhA amerikAne dhrujAvI de evuM dezadAjha bhareluM vyAkhyAna emaNe ApyuM hatuM. evA e mahApurUSa hatA. Aje kyAM che AvA narendro? brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare evA AtmAone vaMdana karo. 'paramAtmAnA zAsanamAM rahevAvALI koI vyakti durgatimAM na javI joIe. 6

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e mATe pahelA satva pedA karo. jyAM darzana tyAM jJAna, ane jyAM darzane ne jJAna tyAM cAritra surakSita ja rahe.' A jIvana sadgati prApta karavA mATe maLyuM che, e mokSanuM praveza dvAra che. ahIMthI ja ArAdhanA zarU karavAnI che. AcaraNa zuddha karo, vyasanathI mukta thAva, dRSTithI zuddha bano, parastrIne mAtRbhAve A. mA zabdamAM je tAkAta ane prema nItare che e "mammI" mAM nahI maLe." mAne bhAratIya saMskRtimAM bahu mahatvanuM sthAna ApavAmAM AvyuM che. 'darzana, jJAna ane cAritra pUrNa rUpe tamArAmAM AvI jAya to AtmA paramAtmA banI zake che. jagatanuM mUlyAMkana karo cho ene badale jAtanuM mUlyAMkana karo." Noen pUjya AcAryazrInA saddhapadezathI zramaNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra svAmInI nirvANa bhUmi pAvApurInA sarva varNanA loko dvArA mAMsa-madirAno saMpUrNa tyAga ane jalamaMdiramAM mAchalI pakaDavA upara haMmeza mATeno tyAga tathA jalamaMdiranI pavitratA banAvI rAkhavAno niSThApUrvakano zubha saMkalpa. jaOSTS For Private And Personal Use Only

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pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI paddhasAgara sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI amRtavANI borIja, gAMdhInagara. tA. 24-07-2005 zrI mahAvIra svAmIne namaH jIvana yAtrAno rAjamArga (parva-2) anaMta jJAnI, anaMta upakArI jinezvara paramAtmAe pravacana dvArA A jagata upara upakAranI varSA karI che. zabdanA prahAra dvArA e AMtara cetanAne jagADavA mAMge che. jAgRtimAM ja jIvananI pUrNatA che. pramAda e mRtyuno paryAyavAcI zabda che. jAgRtimAM svayaMnuM avalokana karavAnuM che, jovAnuM che ane vAMcavAnuM che. huM koNa chuM? kyAM chuM? kyAMthI Avyo chuM ane kyAM javAnuM che?" e vicAro ane bhaviSya upara najara rAkho. bhaviSyano AdhAra tamArA vicAro che e jo tamane samajAI jAya ane AvanAra bhaviSyano nirNaya karo ke kyAM javAnuM che? vicAronuM zuddhikaraNa zraddhAne daDha kare che. paramAtmAnA vicArone tamArA AcaraNa dvArA pragaTa karavAno prayatna karo. ekavAra dharmamAM praveza karo to kyAreka to saphaLatA maLaze ja. dharma kSetramAM bIjanA caMdramAMnI jema praveza karo to pUnamanA caMdra jevI pUrNatA prApta thaze. haju sudhI e dizAmAM tame prayatna karyo nathI, bahAra ne bahAra bhaTakatA rahyA cho, lakSa nizcita nathI thayuM. ahIMthI marIne kyAM javAnuM che e aMge tame kadI vicAra karyo nathI. tare che e ja kinAro prApta karI zake che." "jJAnIo kahe che ke bhUtakALanI vAto vAgoLavAno ke bhUtakALanI uMDAImAM javAno koI artha nathI, enAthI kaMI nahIM vaLe. vicAronA utpAdanamAM paNa vivekanuM niyaMtraNa joIe. AtmAnA guNone puSTa kare evA vicAro For Private And Personal Use Only

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karo. vicAronuM mUlya sAcA arthamAM samajo. vecArika dRSTie daridra na bano," bhUtakALanI vAtomAM DUbI na jAva. bhaviSyanI kalpanAnA taraMgomAM paNa rAcavA jevuM nathI. evA loko lakSya prApta karI zakatA nathI. "saMsAra sAgaramAM taravAnI kaLA paramAtmAe batAvI che. e pote saMsAra sAgara tarIne gayA che. je vyakti zuddha zraddhAthI satyanI upAsanA kare, sadAcAranuM pAlana kare e pote tarI jAya, e kyAreya saMsAra sAgaramAM na DUbe. jIvanamAM zraddhA rAkho. darzana, jJAna ane cAritra e adhyAtmanI gaMgA che. tyAM je snAna kare e paramAtmA bane." sAdhanAmAM paNa pahelA sAhasa joIe. e pachI samarpaNanI bhAvanA joIe. to ja sAdhanA phaLIbhUta bane. samarpaNa vagara sAdhanA phaLIbhUta nahI bane. paramAtmAnA darzana karIne tamArA vicAromAM paramAtma bhAva Avavo joIe. anaMtakALanI sAdhanA niSphaLa kema gaI e aMge kyAreka vicAra karo. prayatno tame ghaNA karo cho paNa pUrNatA nathI maLatI, vyApAra karo cho paNa napho nathI maLato. AvuM jIvana kyAM sudhI calAvavAnuM che?' tamArAmAM AvA vicArono duSkALa cAle che. tame svayaMnA AtmAnI kiMmata samajatA nathI. tamArI dRSTie paisAnuM ghaNuM mahatva che. puNyane lIdhe tame badhuM prApta karo cho. paNa jo acAnaka zarIra tamane sAtha nahI Ape to zuM? aMdara rahelA AtmArAma bIje TrAnsaphara thaI jaze to zuM? "zarIra bahu vizvAsaghAtI mitra che e samajI lejo. saMgraha karavo hoya to dharmano ja karavA jevo che. bahAranA padArthono saMgraha kaMI upayogI nahIM thAya." zarIramAM bhayAnaka rogo pedA thaze ane koI rogano ilAja ahIM karavo zakya nahIM hoya to to tamArU game eTaluM dhana haze to e paNa ochuM paDaze. ulTAnuM tamArI rAkha bALavA paNa ghI joIze. evA saMjogomAM zuM karazo? zarIra bacAvazo ke paisA? paisAthI paNa vadhAre mUlyavAna zarIra che. enA menejIMga DIrekTara AtmArAma che. e nahIM hoya to evA zarIranI koI kiMmata nathI, enuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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visarjana karavA mATe paNa paisA joIze. AtmArAma jatA raheze to gharavALA paNa zarIrane rAkhavA taiyAra nahIM thAya. pazu to marIne potAnA hADakA, mAMsa, cAmaDuM ghaNuM badhuM ApIne jAya che. tame to gharavALAne paNa rovaDAvIne jAva cho. dharmanuM prANa tatva zuM che e vicAro. dharma kyAM pedA thAya che ane kyAM rahe che? dharmanI vRddhi kevI rIte thAya che. dharmane jIvanamAM vyApaka kevI rIte banAvI zakAya. dharmanI sthApanA jIvanamAM kevI rIte thAya? dharmanI pUrNa sthiratA kevI rIte thAya? dharmano nAza kevI rIte thAya? AvA badhA prazno aMge kadI vicAra karyo che?" AvA vicArone mahemAna nahIM, mAlika banAvA. enA upara vicAro ane ane amalamAM lAvo to puNyano lAbha maLaze. "satyamAMthI dharma utpanna thAya che. jyAM satya che tyAM zraddhA che. paramAtmAnA vacanAmAM parama tattva samAyeluM che. mATe "paramAtmAnA vacanone niHzaMka banIne svIkAra karo. paramAtmAnA tattvone samajavAno tamAro kSayopazama nathI paNa zraddhApUrvaka ene parama satya tarIke svIkAro. A ja parama samyaka darzana che, ene alaga alaga daSTikoNathI svIkAro e samyaka jJAna che ane ene jIvanamAM AcaraNamAM lAvo to e samyaka cAritra che. AkhI ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA satyanI upAsanA dvArA thAya che. paisAthI nahIM. AcaraNathI satyano prayoga thavo joIe. satya ja paramAtmA sudhI pahoMcavAno rAjamArga che.' satya ja paramAtmA che, prakAza che, pUrNatA prApta karavAnuM zreSTha sAdhana che." aMdhavizvAsa ane khoTI mAnyatAo hoya to dUra karo. ekavAra "samyapha zraddhA ane samyapha darzana AvI jAya to pachI e vyakti kyAMya Thokara nahIM khAya. saMsAra paNa ene mATe maMdira banI jaze. satya jIvananuM cokIdAra che, e pApane pravezavA nahIM de. "satyanuM vartamAna bahu kaThora hoya che paNa svabhAvathI bahu suMdara hoya che." enI kasoTImAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe. satyanI agni parIkSA to rAjA harizcaMdrane paNa ApavI paDI hatI, kaThora sAdhanA karavI paDI hatI. emanuM mRtyu motsava banI gayuM hatuM. koIpaNa sAdhanAnA vartamAna kaThora hoya che. 10 For Private And Personal Use Only

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'mahA ri paramAtmAe sADA bAra varSa sudhI kaThora sAdhanA karI hatI. eka aMgUThAthI Akho merUparvata DolAvyo hato. e emanA AtmAnI zaktino paricaya hato. koI kAnamAM khIlA Thoke che to paNa sthitaprajJatA jALavI rAkhe che ane samatAmAM DUbelA rahe che. bahArathI zUnya hatA paNa aMdarathI AtmAmAM magna hatA. paramAtmA dhAre e karI zakatA hatA. paNa emaNe kyAreya koIne sajA ApavAno vicAra sarakho paNa karyo nathI. tIrthakaronuM jIvana parama satyamaya ane satyamaya hatuM. karmanA udayathI je kaMI paristhiti Ave te hasatA moDhe svIkAro ane sahana karo. saMgamadeva nAmano rAjA paramAtmAne eka kSaNa paNa zAMtithI rahevA deto nathI, bhayaMkara upasargonI hAramALA sarje che. kALacakra choDe che, DhIMcaNa sudhI paramAtmA jamInamAM jatA rahe che to paNa paramAtmA aMdarathI heja paNa calita thatA nathI. manamAM koI kaSa nathI . saMgamanuM darda jAIne ulTAnuM paramAtmAnI AMkhamAMthI AMsunA be TIpA paDe che. kevI apUrva karUNA? tame kahevAtA mahAvIranA saMtAno cho. paNa AcaraNa kevuM? tamArA badhA karatUto siddha bhagavaMtonA dhyAnamAM che. devatAoe mahAvIra nAma emane ema nathI rAkhyuM. AryabhUmimAM tamAro janma paramAtmA banavA mATe thayo che. mahAmUlo evo mAnavabhava e mokSanuM dvAra che. ahIMthI ja upAsanA zarU karavAnI che. sTeja sAmAnya kasoTI Ave che ane tame nApAsa thaI jAva cho, jIMdagI hArI jAva cho. mahAna kaMI emane ema nathI thavAtuM, kaThora sAdhanA karavI paDe che, upasargo paNa sahana karavA paDe che. ekavAra eka samAraMbhamAM eka zeTha dahIvaDu khAI rahyA hatA. dahIvaDuM khUba svAdiSTa lAgatAM ene vakhANe che. acAnaka dahIvaDuM bolavA lAge che ke zeTha, A sthiti kaMI acAnaka nathI maLI. sAMbhaLo, pahelAM ame nara jAtimAM kahevAtA hatA ke maga, caNA, aDada vagere. te pachI amArA ubhA be phADIyA karIne dALa banAvI nAMkhI ane nArI jAtimAM parivartana karI nAMkhyuM. te pachI kalAkonA kalAko sudhI pANImAM DUbADyA. te pachI paththara upara pIsI pIsIne amArI cAmaDI utArI nAMkhI, amArA upara marI masAlA bhabharAvyA. te pachI garama garama 11 For Private And Personal Use Only

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telamAM DUbADyA, te pachI dahIMmAM DUbADyA, ane atyAre tamArI samakSa upasthita thayA chIe. keTa keTaluM sahana karyuM che ane keTalI vedanA veDyA pachI A sthiti AvI che e jarA vicAro. zeTha acarajamAM paDI gayA. paNa dahIvaDAe kahelI vAta upara saue vicAra karavA jevo che." sAdhanA samatAnI bhUmikA upara hovI joIe. game tevA prasaMgo AvI jAya paNa paramAtmAnA vacanothI vicalita na thAva. paramAtmAe je kahyuM che e ja sAcuM che ane satya mATe jIvana samarpita karavuM che ema vicAro. jyAM sadAcAra haze, satya pratye niSThA haze tyAM mahApurUSanA zabdo haMmezA svIkArya banaze. ApattinA samayamAM pIchehaTha nA karo. tamArI cAlAkI duniyAmAM kadAca thoDo vakhata cAlI jaze paNa paramAtmAnA darabAramAM nahIM cAle. koInI majabUrIno phAyado na uThAvo. asatyathI upArjana kareluM be divasa hasAvaze ane jIMdagIbhara raDAvaze. tamArI sAdhanA saphaLa na thAya to asatyanI bhUmikA kyAMka hovI joIe ema vicArIne manomaMthana karo. game tevuM saMkaTa Ave paNa asatyano Azaro na lo to ja dharma sakriya banaze. puNiyA zrAvakanuM jIvana keTaluM badhuM pavitra hatuM? bAhya rIte bhale dAridra hatuM paNa aMdarathI AtmAnI apAra samRddhi hatI. koInI pAse dAridra dUra karavA puNiyAe yAcanA karI na hatI. zreNika mahArAjA eka sAmAyika ApavA karagare che, enA badalAmAM aDhaLaka sonAmahoro ApavAnuM vacana Ape che chatAM e TasanA masa thato nathI. evI pavitratA mArAmAM paNa Ave evI bhAvanA karo. mahArAja sAheba vAsakSepa nAMkhe che e evI bhAvanAthI ke tamArI sAdhanA zuddha bane, vratomAM daDha bano, sAcuM lakSa prApta karavAmAM saphaLa bano ane saMsArathI mukta thAva. dayA ane dAnathI dharmanI vRddhi thAya che," vyApaka bane che ane jIvanamAM varadAnarUpa bane che. je maLyuM che te pUrvanA puNyathI maLyuM che ane vaLI e ApavA mATe maLyuM che. saMgraha sarvanAza kare che ane samarpaNa, dAna tamane zakti Ape che. dayA phakta zabdothI nahIM paNa AcaraNathI hovI joIe. zrI kRSNae paNa kahyuM che ke eka AtmAne abhayadAna Apo to merU parvata 12 For Private And Personal Use Only

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jeTalA dAna karatAM paNa caDhI jAya che ane ghaNuM puNya prApta thAya che. jagatanA jIvamAtra jIvavA cAhe che. dAnamAM sarvazreSTha abhayadAna mAnavAmAM AvyuM che. sAdhu jIvanamAM badhA jIvone abhayadAna ApavAnI bhAvanA che. sAdhu evuM koI kArya na kare ke jethI koI jIvanI virAdhanA thAya. tame koIne jIvana bakSI zakatA nathI to koIno jIva levAno tamane adhikAra paNa nathI e vAta yAda rAkho. pazuone dila ke dimAga jevuM kaMI hotuM nathI. e emanA svabhAva mujaba kAma karaze. paNa tamAro dharma to temane bacAvavAno che." mahaMmada payagaMbara sAheba paNa ekavAra eka viMchIne pANImAM DUbato joIne e kADhIne potAnA hAtha upara mUke che, vichI DaMkha mAre che, chatAM paNa e sahana kare che. dayA ane maitrInA saMskAro vikasAvo. abola ane ajJAnI jIvo pratye paNa dayA dAkhavo ane emane mApha karo. dayALu AtmA mATe svarganA dvAra haMmezA khullA rahetA hoya che. tame bhagavAnanA ahiMsAnA upadezane bahu simita banAvI dIdho che. bIjA mATe marI chUTo e sArI vAta che, paNa pazu pakSIo tarapha paNa dayA dAkhavo, emane bacAvo. sAdhunA vezano puNya prabhAva bahu hoya che. moTe bhAge sAdhu jIvanamAM apamaMgaLa ghaTatA banatI hotI nathI. sAdhu sAme sAmAnya rIte koI zaMkAnI najare jotuM nathI. vyasanono tyAga hovo joIe, prANa ApIne paNa koI maratA jIvane bacAvavo e sauthI vadhAre moTu puNyanuM kAma che. tamArI pAse suMdara ane svastha vicAro haze to sAmevALAne paNa tamArA mATe suMdara bhAva pedA thaze. paNa jo tamArAmAM malinatA ke durbhAva haze to sAmevALAne paNa tamArA mATe durbhAva pedA thaze. kyAreya dharmane veco nahI ke kalaMkita na karo. tame sAdhune avAranavAra maLo cho, ghaNA sAdhunA paricayamAM paNa ho cho. paNa tame sAdhu pAsethI kaMI zIkhavAno prayatna nathI karatA. tamArA vicAromAM mULathI parivartana lAvo. kusaMskAro toDo, dayAbhAva Avaze eTale dAna bhAva paNa ApoApa Avaze ane saraLatA paNa Avaze. dharmanI pUrI samaja vagara sAdhunI bInajarUrI ke khoTI TIkA na karo. evuM karazo to 13 For Private And Personal Use Only

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durgatimAM jazo. dAna karo paNa zuddha bhAvathI karo. paramAtmAnI AjJA che ema samajIne dAna karo. dAnamAM paNa prANa hovA joIe. dAnane hAthanuM AbhUSaNa mAnavAmAM AvyuM che. bhikhArI bhIkha nathI mAMgato. e upadeza Ape che ke kaMIka Apo, kaMIka Apo. meM pUrva bhavamAM kaMI nathI ApyuM eTale mArI A dazA thaI che. tamAre AvI dazA na jovI hoya eTalA mATe paNa kaMIka Apo. dhana upArjanamAM paNa pramANikatA ane naitikatA dAkhavo. jJAnIoe karaNa karAvaNa ane anumodananI vAta karI che. koI dAna ke tapa karatuM hoya to eno AnaMda lo, enuM sanmAna karo, enA sukRtonI prasannatAthI anumodanA karo. koInA zubha kAryamAM bhAgIdAra bano. irSA na karo. enAthI puNya ochuM thAya che. kSamAnI bhAvanAthI hRdayamAM dharma daDha bane che. paNa e AcaraNamAM hovI joIe. aMtarabhAvathI evI kSamApanA karo ke hRdaya nirmaLa bane. jIva mAtra pratye vera ke dveSa na rAkho. rAga ane dveSathI zarIranuM Arogya bagaDe che, magajamAM eka prakArano tanAva utpanna thAya che, ene lIdhe blaDa prezara vadhe che ane zarIranI AkhI vyavasthA hacamacAvI nAMkhe che. caraka saMhitAmAM paNa kahyuM che ke rAga dveSa ja rogonuM janmasthAna che. enI sAme kSamA e sauthI moTI ane mahAmUlI auSadhi che. je kaMI thAya che te karma anusAra thAya che ema vicAro. jyAM kSamAnI bhAvanA che tyAM dharma vase che. tamAro vartamAna bahu bhayaMkara che. badhA dharmo moTe bhAge duSita banI cUkyA che. koIpaNa saMjogomAM dharmanI pavitratA jALavI rAkhavA jevI che. Aja sudhI ghaNuM dUdha pIdhuM paNa enA jevuM ujvaLa tamArU hRdaya nathI thayuM ema vicArI sauthI pahelA enI kSamApanA karo. hajjAro kilo mIThAI Aja sudhI khAdhI paNa jIbhamAM enA jevI mIThAza na AvI. bhaviSyamAM evI bhUla nahIM karU ema pratijJA laI mIThAInI kSamApanA karo. kyAM konI kSamApanA karavI e paNa barobara jANo. arihaMta paramAtmAnI AjJA virUddha jIvana jIvavA badala paramAtmAnI kSamApanA karo." "jJAnIo kahe che ke krodhamAM baLe che ane lobhamAM DUbe che tyAM dharma nAza pAme che." "mohanIya karma 14 For Private And Personal Use Only

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dUra karavuM bahu agharuM che. game eTalI uMcAIvALo sAdhaka AtmA hoya to paNa eNe sAvadha rahevuM paDe che. maryA pachI to duniyA tamane bALaze paNa krodha to tamane jIvatA jalAve che. mATe krodha ane lobha baMnemAMthI mukta thavA jevuM che." puNyathI ja badhI sAmagrI prApta thaze. puNya prApta karavA mATe paramAtmAnI bhakti karo. puNyano udayakALa hoya tyAre uMdhu karo to paNa sIdhuM thaI jAya, avaLA pAsA paNa savaLA thaI jAya evuM bane. paNa puNya khalAsa thatAM bahu bUrI dazA thaze, e vakhate koI nahIM bacAvI zake. maraNane mahotsava banAvavA AjathI taiyArI zarU karo. bhagavAnane kaho ke tArI kRpAthI samAdhi maraNa prApta thajo, mArU mRtyu sadgatinuM dvAra bane evI bhAvanAthI mRtyunI taiyArI karo. jIvana to bagaDyuM che paNa maraNa na bagaDe enI ciMtA karo. mRtyu mahotsava banI jAya e mATe paramAtmAne maMgaLa yAcanA karo." "satyanI upAsanA karo, dayA, udAratA vagere guNo vikasAvo. kSamA kSamA dAkhavo. krodha ane lobhanuM visarjana karo. te pachI jIvana haratuM pharatuM maMdira banI jaze ane AtmA nirmaLa banaze.' nepAla jevA videzamAM vicaraNa karIne kAThamAMDamAM jinAlayanI pratiSThA. sItAjInI janmabhUmi ane mallinAtha-naminAtha baMne tIrthakaronI kalyANakabhUmi janakapura (nepAla) mAM vizAla jinAlaya ane tIrthabhUminA Ayojanano saphaLa upadeza. jaOSTS 15 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI padmasAgara sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI amRtavANI borIja, gAMdhInagara, tA. 24-07-2005 zrI mahAvIra svAmIne namaH jIvana yAtrAno rAjamArga (parva-3) anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI jinezvara paramAtmAe dharma pravacana dvArA A jagata upara upakAranI varSA karI che. paramAtmAno eka eka zabda mahAmaMtra che, anAdikALathI mUchavALA AtmAne jAgRta karavAvALo che. evI jAgRti jIvanane pUrNatA pradAna kare che. ghaNA vakhatathI paramAtmAnA A maMgaLa pravacana upara ciMtana karavA dvArA ahIM sudhI pahoMcyA chIe. pravacananI uMDAImAM jAva, zabdamAMthI bahAra AvIne AtmAmAM praveza karo. kevI bhAvanAthI bhagavAnanI prApti thAya che? A saMsAranuM kAraNa zuM? anAdikALathI bhava bhramaNa karatA karatA ahIM AvyA chIe. anaMta bhUtakALanI sAme vartamAna jIvana to eka kSaNa mAtra che ema kahIe to koI atizayokti nathI. jo ahIM jAgRti nahI Ave to bhaviSyamAM kyAM jazo enI kalpanA karo. keTalA badhA kaSTo veThyA pachI, apAra duHkho sahana karyA pachI ahI sudhI AvyA cho? kSaNika vizrAma ke pramAda karazo to durgatimAM cAlyA jazo. saMsAranuM mULa kAraNa zuM? duHkhanI khANa kaI? e aMge vicAra karo. kaSAyo dvArA badhA duHkha utpanna thAya che. "kaSa" eTale saMsAra ane "Aya" eTale napho. je kAryathI saMsArano lAbha thAya che ene kaSAya kahe che, krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobha e cAra kaSAya che. Aja sudhI tame enA gulAma banIne rahyA cho, enA mAlika banavA tame kadI prayatna nathI karyo. mamatva tamArA saMsAranuM poSaNa kare che. krodha eka prakAranuM kensara che, kaSAyo eka 16 For Private And Personal Use Only

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prakAranuM kensara che. e kaSAyo tamane anaMta duHkha Apaze. ene lIdhe je prApta karavAnuM che e AtmasukhathI vaMcita rahI jazo. krodhanA kAraNo aMge vicAra karo. paramAtmAnI AjJAno tame anAdara karo cho. je paramAtmAnI kRpAthI A jIvana maLyuM che e ja paramAtmA ane gurUnI upekSA karo cho. vartamAnamAM bhaviSyane sAme rAkhIne dareka kArya karo to jIvana naMdanavana banI jAya." Aga jevuM baLabaLatuM jIvana jyotirmaya banI jAya, A saMsAra svarga banI jAya. tamArI daSTi badalo, tamArI nahIM, paramAtmAnI najarathI saMsArane jUo. saMsAra saDelo che, vikRta che, tamArA vicAromAM duniyAbharanI bImArI bharI che. zuM jovuM ane zuM na jovuM, zuM khAvuM ane zuM na khAvuM eno viveka tamArAmAM nathI. tame dareka indrIyono durUpayoga karo cho. je indrIyo mokSa mArga prApta karavA mATe maLI che eno ghora durUpayoga thaI rahyo che je avazya durgati tarapha dorI jaze. "jyAM paramAtmAnI AjJAnI ArAdhanA che tyAM mokSano janma che ane jyAM AjJAnI virAdhanA, upekSA ane tiraskAra che tyAM saMsAra che. saMsAra taravA mATe che, DUbavA mATe nahI. ghaNuM badhuM karyA pachI, AkhI jIMdagI halesA mAryA pachI, kaSAyorUpI doraDuM tamArI saMsAra nAvathI chUTavuM joIe, e nahI phUTe to atyAre cho tyAM ne tyAM ja rahI jazo. pragati nahIM karI zako, tamArI karelI badhI mahenata, badho dharma eLe jaze. ATalI badhI dharma kriyA karo, dara varSe paryuSaNa karo, tapa, japa ane ArAdhanA karo cho, ghaNo zrama karo cho paNa naphAmAM je maLavuM joIe maLe che ke nahI e aMge kadI vicAra karo cho? nirlepa vRtti AvavI joIe, saMsAranI chUTavAnI bhAvanA thavI joIe. tame karmarAjAnI kasTaDImAM cho. indrIyonA gulAma thaIne raho cho. jagatanA koI AtmA mATe durbhAva pedA na karo. ATaluM badhuM tapa karyA pachI paNa roga na jAya to davAmAM koI doSa nathI paNa tamArA taraphathI pathyapAlanamAM, AcAramAM koI bhUla thaI che ema jANajo. paramAtmAnA vicAro e davA che, jIvanano AcAra e pathya che. ArogyanI prApti mATe to ApaNe paramAtmAne prArthanA karavAnI che. paramAtmAnA vicArone jIvanamAM vyApaka banAvo. tamArA saMbaMdhomAM svArtha For Private And Personal Use Only

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nahI paNa sugaMdha AvavI joIe. jyAre sarva pApathI nivRtta thAu evuM vicAro, zabdothI nahI paNa AcaraNathI sAdhanAno paricaya batAvo. evuM nahIM thAya to AvanArA divaso bahu kharAba haze. tamAro karelo dharma nakAmo na jAya e jojo. jIvana eka naukA che, saMsAra sAgara che. taravA mATe A jIvana maLyuM che. dharma karyA pachI eka kadama paNa mokSa mArga tarapha prayANa na karo to khoTano dhaMdho che ema kahevAya. "rAga dveSathI mukta thAva to A nokA mahAvideha kSetra sudhI pahoMcADaze ane paraMparAe mokSa sudhI pahoMcI zakazo." A saMsAra bhayaMkara samudra che. emAM ghaNA vikarALa ane bhayaMkara tophAno avAra navAra Ave che. bahu saMbhALIne cAlavAnuM che. paramAtmAnI AjJAnuM pAlana mokSanuM kAraNa che ane virAdhanA saMsAranuM kAraNa che.' kaSAyathI mukta thaIne dharma sAdhanA karo. paramAtmA suprIma kamAnDara che. enI AjJAno tame anAdara karo cho to kevI agharI sajA pAmazo e vicArI lejo. paramAtmAe je kahyuM che e hRdayapUrvaka svIkAro. e na svIkArI zako to lAcArI pUrvaka kSamA mAMgajo ane paramAtmA pAse zakti mAMgajo, pazcAtApa bhAva pragaTa karajo. e mATe tamArA zabdomAM sAcA hRdayanuM rUdana hovuM joIe. tamAro parivAra kaSAyathI piDita che. dareka vyaktikaSAyathI piDita che. kaSAyanuM janmasthAna kyAM che e vicAro. AvanArU paryuSaNa tamArA mATe AzIrvAda banI jAya evuM karo. sauthI pahelA jIbha upara niyaMtraNa meLavo. tamArA dareka zabdamAM svArthanI durgadha Ave evuM na banavuM joIe. ahaMkArathI dareka vyakti piDita che. ahaMkAra e aMdhakAranuM bIjuM nAma che. ahaMkArathI mAthu uMcu na rAkho. evuM karazo to jIvanamAM aMdhakAra chavAI jaze. nIce jUo, ahaMkAra vagaranuM mAthuM jhUkAvo, tarata ja ajavALuM thaze. ilekTrIkanI svIca joI che ne? upara karo eTale badhe aMdhArU ane nIce pADo eTale badhe ja ajavALuM." tamArAmAM dRSTi hoya to duniyAnA dareka vastune padArtha tamane koI ne koI bodha Ape che. mananI svIca namAvo, ahaMkAranuM visarjana karo to 18 For Private And Personal Use Only

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paramAtmAnI kRpA varasaze. arihaMta sudhI pahoMcavAnuM dvAra namaskAra che. bhagavAna nahI, paNa bhagavAnane karelA namaskAra mokSanuM kAraNa banI raheze. sAcA hRdayathI bhAvapUrvaka karela eka ja namaskAra tamAre mATe mokSanuM kAraNa banavo joIe. tamArI bhASAmAM vivekano saMyama hovo joIe. bhASAmAM to AkhI duniyAmAM Aga lagADavAnI tAkAta che e tame saheje samajI zako cho. tamArA zabdomAM viveka AvI jAya to ghaNI vyakti tamArA mATe jIvana samarpita karavA taiyAra thaI jAya. jarUra karatA vadhAre na bolo. mauna raho. emAM pracaMDa tAkAta che, e kaSAyathI rakSaNa kare che, dhyAnamAM puSTi kare che. tamane khabara nahI hoya ke eka glAsa dUdha pIvAthI je tAkAta maLe eTalI tAkAta eka zabda bolavAthI kSaya thAya che. paramAtmAe ApelI zaktionA rakSaNa mATe mauna anivArya che. mahAna purUSo pAse jAva to nirIkSaNa karo. e tamArU badhuM zAMtithI sAMbhaLaze. pachI ghaNuM vicArIne bahu TUMkAmAM spaSTa ane sacoTa javAba Apaze. maunathI ghaNA pApathI bacI jazo. sauthI vadhAre to tamArA AtmA upara upakAra thaze. bolavuM ja paDe to emAM mAdhurya hoya evuM bolo. tamArA bolyA pachI sAmevALAno cahero prasanna thavo joIe. tame vAta karo cho tyAre tamArA zabdomAM nipUNatA najare AvavI joIe. buddhimatApUrvaka vAta karo. jyAM zAsananI rakSAno prazna hoya, satyanI puSTi karavAnI hoya tyAM tarka dvArA tamArI buddhino upayoga karo. jarUra hoya tyAre ja bolo, akAraNa bolo to e klezanuM kAraNa bane che. tamArI vANI tucchatA ane daridratA rahita hovI joIe. emAM garvathI rahita hoya evuM svAbhimAna tamArA zabdo dvArA pragaTa thavuM joIe. bolatAM na AvaDyuM eTale to mahAbhAratanuM yuddha thayuM hatuM ane emAM eka karoDa, eMsI lAkha mANaso mAryA gayA hatA. keTalo moTo saMhAra? Aje to ghera ghera mahAbhArata cAle che." sAdhupaNA jevo AnaMda tamane duniyAmAM kyAMya nahI maLe. paNa tamane eno svAda cAkhavAnuM mana ja thatuM nathI. tamArI bhASA paNa dharmathI yukta hovI joIe, paramAtmAnI AjJAnI viparita nahI. evo viveka AvI For Private And Personal Use Only

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jAya to saMsAra svarga banI jaze. paramAtmAnI vANI sAMbhaLIne kaMIka zIkho, bodha prApta karo. zravaNa paNa eka sAdhanA kahI che. pravacana tamArAmAM parivartana Ave e mATe che. pravacana sAMbhaLIne parivartana dvArA jIvananI pUrNatA prApta karo e mATe pravacana mALA goThavI che. jIvanamAM AgaLa vadhavA pravacananI sAdhanAno eka prakAra che. sahana karavAnI yogyatAno vikAsa karo. narkamAM ghaNI vedanA sahana karI che. tyAM eka kSaNa paNa A AtmAne AnaMda nathI maLyo. thoDI sahanazIlatA nahIM dAkhavo to siddha nahI banI zako. karmanA udayakALamAM viparita saMjogonuM svAgata karo, sahana kara. sahana karIne tamArI sAdhanAne paripakva banAvo." AvakaverA kacerI hoya ke polIsa mathaka hoya, jyAM tamAro svArtha hoya tyAM tame samatA dAkhavo ja cho. saMsAra mATe ghaNuM sahana karo cho e rIte AtmA mATe sahana karavAnI Adata pADo." "eka vakhata derAsare darzana karavA jatAM nIce paDela jUtA/caMpalo ekadama Akroza ThAlavavA mAMDyA. e kahe ke mahArAja, tame amane bahu anyAya karo cho. tame caMpala bhale na pahero. paNa amAro jAtabhAI aMdara paramAtmA pAse covIse kalAka rahe che ane amane koI aMdara pravezavA detuM nathI. mahArAja paNa camakyA. ghaNo vicAra karIne pachI jUtA/caMpalane maMdiranA dvAra sudhI laI gayA ane aMdarathI Dhola ane nagArAne paNa bolAvyA ane enA jAtabhAInI phariyAda saMbhaLAvI. Dhola nagArA, jUtA caMpalane kahe che ke jo bhAI, emane ema kaMI sArU nathI thavAtuM. savAre ne sAMje baMne vakhata AratI vakhate amArA zarIra upara joradAra daMDA paDe che tamAcA paDe che ane e ame sahana karIe chIe tyAre ame maMdiramAM rahI zakIe chIe. tArI paNa evI tAkAta hoya to tuM paNa rahI zake che. jUtA/caMpala kaMI bolyA cAlyA vagara ja pAchA nIce potAnA sthAna upara jatA rahyA. kaMI zIkhyA? je sahana kare che e ja paramAtmAnA dvAre praveza meLavI zake che. je sahana nathI karatA e jUtAnI jema bahAra rahI jaze." jIvana sAdhanAmAM sahana karo. badhI yonimAMthI du:kho sahana karatA 20 For Private And Personal Use Only

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karatA AvyA cho. e duHkhone to yAda karo? sahana karazo to siddha banI jazo. eka kArakhAnAmAM saMjogavazAta utaravAnuM thayuM, rAtri rokANa karavAno prasaMga Avyo. tyAM eka khUNAmAM DhagalAbaMdha hathoDA paDyA hatA. sAmAnya vAtacItamAM cokIdAre jaNAvyuM ke A hathoDA nakAmA che, koInI khIlI nIkaLI gaI che to koIno hAtho hAlI gayo che ane have te nakAmA che, mahArAje pUchyuM ke A eraNa? to cokIdAra kahe ke A eraNa to e nokarImAM dAkhala thayo tyArathI 25 varSa pahelAthI enI e ja che. hathoDo prahAra kare che e nakAmo banI jAya che, paNa eraNa sahana karIne siddhapaNuM batAve che. saMgharSa vyaktine barabAda kare che paNa eraNanI jema je sahana kare che e Aje nahI to kAle siddha banI jAya che.' siddhonuM jIvana caritra vAMco to ghaNI vAto jANavA maLe tema che. sAdhanAnA kSetramAM sahana to karo, paNa sAthe sAthe bIjAne sahAyaka bano. mArI sAdhanA prANImAtranA kalyANanuM kAraNa bane, mArI tamAma dharmakriyA badhAnA kalyANa mATe thaIne rahe evI bhAvanA bhAvo. anya AtmAo mATe tamArU jIvana paropakAranuM maMdira bane evuM jIvana jIvo." pravacananA dhodhamAra varasAda vacce mananI Dola pravacananI vacce rAkho to pravacananA zabdo AtmA sudhI pahoMcI zakaze. eka samayanI vAta che. amadAvAdamAM koI dharmasabhAmAM zreSThIvarya ane nagarazeTha evA haThIsiMgabhAInI udAratAno paricaya ApatA ApatA mahArAja sAheba ema bolyA ke haThIsiMgabhAI to pArasamaNI jevA che. vAre vAre jhokA khAtA eka evA eka vRddha ane garIba DozInA kAne A zabdo paDyA. e to pravacana sAMbhaLIne ghera gayA ane satata e pelA mahArAja sAhebanA zabdo ke haThIsiMgabhAI to pArasamaNi jevA che enA upara vicAra karavA lAgyA. manomana gAMTha vALe che ke gharamAM paDela eka pAMcazerI che e laIne jo haThIsiMgabhAIne tyAM jaI ane emane page aDakADuM to emanuM kAma thaI jAya, yuvAna dikarInA lagna thaI jAya. DozImA lapAtA chUpAtA kAkhamAM pAMcazerI saMtADatA saMtADatA haThIsiMgabhAInA baMgale pahoMcI jAya che, e vakhate nagarazeTha ArAmamAM hoya che. koI na 21 For Private And Personal Use Only

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jUe e rIte dhIme rahIne lokhaMDanI pAMcazerI haThIsiMgabhAInA page aDADe che. haThIsiMgabhAI ekadama jAgI jAya che ane DozImAno paricaya meLavI emanA ghera AvavAnuM prayojana pUche che. DozImA vigate e jaNAve che. kSaNabhara mATe haThIsiMgabhAI paNa vicAramAM paDI jAya che ane pachI kahe che ke hA, mahArAja sAhebe je kahyuM che e sAcuM che, lokhaMDamAMthI sonuM thatA thoDIvAra lAgaze ema kahIne DozImAne tyAM ja besADI rAkhIne baMgalAmAM aMdara zeThANI pAse jAya che ane saghaLI vAta kare che ane kahe che ke A to sAkSAt lakSmIno avatAra che. zeThANI paNa evA pavitra ane dharmI hatA. haThIsiMgabhAI sonAnI pAMcazerInA badalAmAM eTalA ja vajananA dAgInA tolIne laIne bahAra Ave che ane DozImAne Ape che. zuM zIkhyA? ema jUo to AjanA netAo paNa sAdhunI jema pAMca mahAvrata dhArI hoya che. uddhATana, cATaNa, bhASaNa, AzvAsana ane dezATana e emanA pAMca vrato e moTebhAge sArI rIte pALatA hoya che. emane Adarza tarIke gaNavAnI jarUra nathI. paNa pavitra ane tyAgI dharmAtmAone joIne tamArAmAM paNa parivartana AvavuM joIe. "dharma karatI vakhate anya vyaktione kevI rIte madadarUpa thavAya, e vicAravuM joIe. davAnuM nAma levA mAtrathI bImArI na jAya, davAne gaLavI paDe ane pathyapAlana karavuM paDe. paramAtmAnuM mAtra nAma levAthI nahI paNa paramAtmAe batAvelo dharma pUrepUro jIvanamAM AcaraNamAM lAvavAthI kalyANa thAya." moTebhAge tamArA jIvanamAMthI pramANikatA jatI rahI che, naitika dRSTithI adha:patana thayela che eTale pachI dharma kevI rIte karI zako? eka vakhata A AryabhUmi duniyA mATe Adarza hatI enI Aje kevI durdazA thaI gaI che? buddhino ane indrIyono durUpayoga thaI rahyo che. buddhino upayoga tattva ciMtana, paropakAra ane AtmakalyANamAM karavAno hoya, duniyAne ThagavAmAM nahIM. eka vakhata sAbaramatImAM comAsA vakhate jelamAM pravacana ApavA javAnuM thayeluM. e vakhate jelanA adhikArIo jelanI badhI vyavasthA batAvatA hatA. bahAra nIkaLatI vakhate banyuM evuM ke be-cAra navA kedIo tyAM AvelA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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emanI AMkhomAM puSkaLa AMsu hatA, rUdana karatA hatA ane AvanArA kaparA divaso kevI rIte pasAra karIzuM enI vimAsaNamAM hatA. barAbara e ja vakhate jelanA jUnA rIDhA kedIo tyAM hasatA hatA ane e navA kedIone AzvAsana ApatA hatA ke thoDA divasamAM badhuM barobara thaI jaze. tamAre ghera paNa koI navuM mahemAna Ave che tyAre e raDatuM hoya che ane gharanA anya sabhyo khuzI manAvatA hoya che, peMDA vaheMcatA hoya che. bane che ne AvuM?" tame AjhAda ane svataMtra cho e tamAro bhrama che. "janma levo e tamArA hAthanI vAta nathI paNa maravAnuM tamArA hAthamAM che. bhagavAnane kaho ke tArI kRpAthI mane samAdhimaraNa prApta thAya, mRtyune mArIne marU, mRtyune mahotsava banAvIne jAuM evI kRpA karaje. alipta ane vairAgyabhAva keLavavA prayatna karo. ghaNIvAra navarAtrinA divasomAM Thera Thera rAmAyaNanuM nATaka bhajavAtuM hoya che. e vakhate banAvaTI apaharaNa batAvavAmAM AvatuM hoya che e samaye prekSako paNa rAvaNa pratye roSa vyakta karatA hoya che. nATaka pUrU thatAM koI e rAvaNanA pAtrane pUche che ke tArA mATe lokomAM bahu veSa ane dhikkAra che. e vakhate e banAvaTI rAvaNanA pAtravALI vyakti kahe che ke A kyAM sAcuM apaharaNa hatuM? A to nATakamAtra hatuM. rAmAyaNanA nATakamAM batAvAtA rAvaNanA pAtra jevuM paNa jo tamArU jIvana badalAI jAya to paNa najIkanA bhaviSyamAM tamAro mokSa thaze. duzmananA mota vakhate khuzI nahI paNa tamArI saMvedanA pragaTa karo. e rIte alipta bhAva keLavo. muMbaI goDIjI, vAlakezvara, nAgora, dillI, ajImagaMja, jiyAgaMja Adi aneka saMghomAM devadravyanI saMpUrNa zuddhi tathA zAstrIya paraMparAnuM punaH prasthApana. For Private And Personal Use Only

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pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI pAsAgara surIzvarajI ma. sA. nI amRtavANI borIja, gAMdhInagara. tA. 24-07-2005 zrI mahAvIra svAmIne namaH jIvana yAtrAno rAjamArga (parva-4) anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI, jinezvara paramAtmAe emanA aMta samaye nirvANa pahelA jIvanano paricaya mRtyunA mAdhyamathI Apyo. vartamAna jIvana mRtyunA vartuLa upara upasthita che. jyAre mota daravAjo khaTakhaTAvaze e kazuM kahI zakAya ema nathI. maravuM na paDe e kaLA paramAtmAe pravacana dvArA batAvI che. haMmeza mATe mRtyunuM visarjana thAya, motane mArIne marIe, svayaMnA AtmAnA mAlika banIe evI bhAvanA rAkho." A janmano kyAre AraMbha thayo e jJAnIoe paNa khabara nathI. anaMta rahasyothI bharapUra evuM A jIvana che. paramAtmAnA pravacanano prakAza jIvananI pUrNatA prApta karavA mATe che. A jIvana pharI maLe ke nA paNa maLe evuM banI zake. mAtra pharI Avo uttama mAnava bhava ane uttama kuLa maLe evI AzA karavAnI che. paramAtmAe aMtima samaye emanA pravacanamAM AtmAnI parama zaktino paricaya Apyo che. A AtmAnI anaMta zakti che. enI zaktinI koI sImA nathI. evA pracaMDa zaktimAna AtmA viSe ApaNe ajANa chIe. svayaMnA AtmAne haju sudhI jANI zakyA nathI.' tame je kaMI jUo cho e AMkha, zarIra ke bAhya duniyA ane bAhya padArtho e badhuM nAzavaMta che, kyAreka nAza thavAnuM che. A zarIra paNa apekSAe kSaNika che. je makAnamAM tame raho cho e paNa tamArU nathI. tame 24 For Private And Personal Use Only

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tamArI jAtane je nAma ApyuM che e paNa tamAruM nathI, zAzvata nathI, udhAra che. bahAranI vastune AtmA sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI. AtmAne jANavAnI AjathI zarUAta karo. tame tamAro paricaya kevI rIte Apazo? tamAro paricaya asatya haze. nAma to tame laIne AvyA nathI, e to mAtApitAe ApeluM che. tame karma saMjogathI A duniyAmAM AvyA cho. "je gharamAM tame raho cho e paNa tamArU nathI. daravAjAmAMthI je divase ahIM raMge caMge praveza ryo hato e ja daravAjethI eka divasa smazAnayAtrA nIkaLavAnI che. ghaNI mahenata ane rajhaLapATa pachI maLelI saMpatti paNa tamArI nahI thAya. koI davAkhAnAmAM jIvana vecAtuM maLatuM nathI. samrATa sikaMdare paNa Akhare kahevuM paDyuM hatuM ke aDhaLaka saMpatti, vizALa lazkara, ane uttama rAjavaidyo hovA chatAM be hAtha khAlI laIne jAuM chuM." tame indrIyonA gulAma cho ane AkhA saMsArane jItavAnI vAta karo cho. ghaNuM badhuM meLavI levAnI vRtti tamane duHkhI kare che. tamane tamAro svayaMno paricaya nathI. puNya sAtha Apaze ane prArabdha haze to prApti sahajamAM thaze. paNa svayaMne bhUlIne kazuM meLavavA tarapha aMdhArAmAM doDA doDa nA karo. je divase uparathI voranTa Avaze e vakhate koI vakIla ke adAlata ke DokTara tamane bacAvI nahIM zake. bahu samajI vicArIne sAdhue saMsAra choDyo hoya che. tame jene mATe badhuM choDo cho te ja svajano tamane smazAna sudhI choDavA mATe Avaze, koI duzmana nahIM Ave. tame motane bhUlavA mATe gAmanI bahAra smazAna rAkho cho. paNa kharU pUcho to smazAna to gAmanI vacce rAkhavuM joIe. jethI lokonA pApa kamajora thaI jAya. badhAne khabara paDe ke eka divasa ahIM AvavAnuM che.' anAdikALanI yAtrAno Ajadina sudhI pUrNa virAma Avyo nathI. mRtyu eka adazya tatva che, anubhavI zakAya che, paNa enA kAraNo khabara nahI paDe, e dekhAze nahIM. eka paramANuno visphoTa AkhA jagatano nAza karI zake eTalI emAM tAkAta che, eka pANInA TIpAmAM 30,000 thI adhika 25 For Private And Personal Use Only

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jIvatA jIvo che, tema vanaspatimAM paNa jIva che ema paramAtmAe kahyuM che, tyAre have moDe moDe paNa vaijJAniko A vAta svIkAravA lAgyA che. paramAtmAe emanA jJAnabaLathI jANIne aneka rahasyo jagata samakSa mUkyA che e jANo to khabara paDe ke jIvonuM astitva keTaluM vyApaka che. paramAtmAnA eka eka zabdamAM jagatanuM jJAna chUpAyeluM che. Sa dravyano saMpUrNa paricaya paramAtmAnA jJAnamAM hato. paramANuMnuM astitva varSo sudhI kAyama mATe raheze. je zabdo bolAya che e AkhA vizvamAM sAMbhaLI zakAze evuM paramAtmAnuM vacana Aje sAbita thayeluM joI zakIe chIe. paramAtmAe je kahyuM che e yathArtha ane satya che ane jagatanA sarva jIvo mATe kahyuM che ema samajo." "AtmA ja kartA che, bhoktA che, karma anusAra paribhramaNa kare che. AtmA ja tamAro mitra che ane zatru paNa che, durgati ane sadgatinuM kAraNa paNa tamAro AtmA ja kArya nahI paNa kAraNa sudhI jAva, tattvanA mULa sudhI jAva to enA rahasyo khabara paDe. "AtmA to arUpI tattva che. enI jANakArI ekadama jaldIthI prApta nahIM thAya. apUrNa vyakti kyAreya AtmAno paricaya prApta nahI karI zake. pahelA tamArA AtmAne jANo, te mATe bauddhika kSamatA prApta karo, pachI sAdhanAnA sarvocca zikharo sara karo. AtmAnI bAbatamAM Aja sudhI tame pUrNa nathI. paNa paramAtmAnA AjJAnI corI karatA rahyA cho. tamArA AtmA pratye pramANika bano, enI jANakArI prApta karo, enA mATe prayatnazIla bano. te mATe yogyatA prApta karo. AtmA satya che. mATe enI sAdhanA karo. sAmAnya vastunI jANakArI mATe koIne koI sAdhana Avazyaka che, to A to AtmA che. ene sAdhanA dvArA sva anubhavathI jANI zakAya che. paNa sAdhanAnuM sAdhana upekSita rahyuM che e hakIkata che. paramAtmAnA vacanono AdhAra laIne sAdhanAmAM gati karo. tame svayaMne mATe prAmANika bano, adhyAtmika cetanA jAgRta karo. mokSamAM javA mATe asaMkhya sAdhano che. tamane je rasto anukULa hoya e rasto For Private And Personal Use Only

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pasaMda karo. te mATe sAdhanAmAM DUbakI lagAvavI paDe. AtmA kaMI zopIsanI vastu nathI. mAtra eno anubhava karI zakAya che. "zarIrano dharma darda pedA karavAno che. AtmAno dharma AnaMda pedA karavAno che." paramAtmAe sADA bAra varSa sudhI kAussaga mudrAmAM ubhA rahIne ghora tapazcaryA karI hatI, aneka upasargo sahana karyA hatA ane badhA karmathI mukta banyA hatA. "anAdikALathI A jIva karmane Adhina che. khANamAMthI koI dhAna nIkaLe to pahelA ene rIphAInarImAM zuddhikaraNa karavA mATe mokalavI paDe che. e rIte AtmAne paNa sAdhanAnI rIphAInarImAM zuddha karIne, tapAvIne zuddha karavo paDe che.' AkhA jagatamAM ThAMsI ThAMsIne jIvo bharelA che. tame anAdikALathI duHkho sahI karIne ahI mAnava bhava sudhI AvyA cho. "mAnava bhava e to mokSanuM praveza dvAra che." pharI pAchA durgatimAM cAlyA na jAya te mATe paNa sAdhanAnI have zarUAta karI do. jagatanI paLojaNa ane rAmAyaNamAMthI bahAra nIkaLo. AtmA ja rAma che, e eno paryAyavAcI zabda che. AtmAmAM ramaNatA kare e rAma. AtmAmAM rahela samatA e ja sItA che. AtmAmAM rahelo viveka te hanumAna che. AtmAmAM rahelo lobha e ja rAvaNa che ane tRSNA e laMkA nagarI che.' sItAnuM haraNa thaI cUkyuM che paNa tamane enuM koI darda ke duHkha hoya ema dekhAtuM nathI. tamane lobhane kAraNe dekhAtuM nathI ke samajAtuM nathI. icchA ane tRSNAo kadI pUrNa thavAnI nathI, gharaDI thavAnI nathI. tame jeTalI icchA pUrI karazo eTalI ja nahIM, enAthI paNa adhika e ubhI thayA ja karaze, thayA ja karaze. saMtoSa vagara tame icchAne kAbumAM nahIM lAvI zako. icchA kyAreya maravAvALI nathI." tame ene mAravA kadI prayatna paNa karyo nathI. mana bahu khataranAka che. 'karmonuM AvaraNa bahu gADha che. ene prayatnapUrvaka toDo. AtmaciMtana karo, manomaMthana karo to tattva nAmanuM navanIta (mAkhaNa) nIkaLaze. e pachI tame 27 For Private And Personal Use Only

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game eTaluM ene DUbADo, to paNa e DUbaze nahIM paNa upara taryA karaze. je vyakti paramAtmAnA tattvanuM jJAna prApta karI le e pachI saMsAramAM kyAMya DUbaze nahIM. tattva e TonIka che.' 'Aje ATalA badhA gunhAo thAya che, badhA ja kSetromAM ATalI badhI avyavasthAnuM mULa kAraNa AjanA zikSaNanA abhyAsakramamAM mULathI ja dhArmika zikSaNano abhAva che. AjanA zikSaNamAM koI ucca Adarza nathI ke jemAMthI koI preraNA maLe. dharmanA zikSaNano to AjanA zikSaNamAM sadaMtara abhAva jovA maLe che. mahApurUSonA jIvana caritro nAnA bALakone pahelethI ja vAMcI saMbhaLAvo to enAthI sArA saMskAra sudaDha banaze. varSothI evuM nathI karyuM enA pariNAma Aje spaSTa joI zakAya che.' akhaMDa bhAratanA baMgALa prAMtanA eka vizvavidyAlayanA vaDA tarIke zrI mukharajI kAma karatA hatA. temane te vakhate aMgreja vAisaroya taraphathI videza mokalavA mATe kahevAmAM AvatAM teo javAba Ape che ke teo temanA mAtuzrIne pUchIne pachI AvatIkAle eno javAba Apaze ke videza javuM ke nahIM. zrI mukharajI ghera jAya che. vRddha ane abhaNa evA mAtRzrIne, aMgreja sarakAra taraphathI temane videza javA mATe kahevAmAM AvyuM che te aMge rajA mAMge che. mAtuzrI paradezamAM dikarAnA saMskAro sacavAze ke nahI tevo badho ghaNo vicAra karyA pachI nA pADe che. zrI mukharajI bIje divase niyata samaya mujaba potAnI ophIsamAM jAya che. te vakhate teo kadAca aMgreja sa2kA2/vAisaroya nArAja thaI jaze, to rAjInAmuM ApI daIza, evI manomana taiyArI sAthe rAjInAmuM paNa potAnA hAthathI lakhIne khissAmAM rAkhyuM hoya che. vAisaroya zrI mukharajIne bolAve che tyAre mAnabhera zrI mukharajI potAnI mAtAnI anicchA hovAne kAraNe paradeza javAnI vAtano savinaya asvIkAra kare che ane rAjInAmuM vAisaroyanA hAthamAM mUke che. zrI mukharajInI 'mAtRbhakti joIne vAisaroya paNa jhUkI jAya che ane temane chAtI sarasA cAMpI de che ane dhanyavAda Ape che. vAisaroya kahe che ke AvA saMskArono temane tyAM igleMDamAM dukALa che, AvA saMskAronI tyAM bahu jarUra che.' svAdhyAya ane dharmazikSaNano prabhAva A dAkhalAmAM spaSTapaNe joI 28 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zakAya che. "Aje saMskAra nathI tyAM bALako zuM zIkhaze ane kevuM bhaNaze? adhyAtmika zikSaNa kyAre prApta karaze? jJAna to evuM hovuM joIe ke je AtmAne anukULa hoya, karmothI mukta banAve, vAsanA ane kaSAyonA paMjAmAMthI choDAve ane paraMparAe mokSa apAve." Aja sudhI e dizAmAM tame koI rasa batAvyo nathI. AtmA bahu gahana viSaya che. ene jANavA mATe adhyayana, jIjJAsA ane samarpaNabhAva joIe, zraddhA joIe. adhyAtma kSetramAM kutarka karavAthI kaMI nahI vaLe. AtmAnA viSayamAM tame ghaNA evA kutarka karo cho jeno koI javAba hoto nathI. AtmA e parama zaktimaya cetanA che. eno bahu TUMkamAM paricaya Apavo zakya nathI. AtmAmAM pracaMDa tAkAta che, mahAna zakti che ema duniyAnA badhA darzana svIkAre che." "AtmAmAM rahela karma paNa kaMI ochuM nathI. e karma sattA bahu baLavAna che. vaziSTha munie zubha muhUrta joyA pachI rAmacaMdrajInA rAjyAbhiSeka vakhate rAjA dazarathe rANI kekeyIne Apela vacana vacamAM Ave che, ane jyAM rAmacaMdrajInA rAjyAbhiSekanI zaraNAIo gAjatI hatI, tyAM ja rAmacaMdrajIne vanavAsa javAno vAro Ave che. karma sattAnI tAkAtano kevo paraco?" "AtmA svayaM karmano anubaMdha kare che, paribhramaNa kare che, sukha ane duHkha paNa AtmA pote prApta kare che ane mukti paNa AtmA pote ja prApta kare che.' hajjAro loko purUSArtha kare che paNa karoDapati ke kharabopati to bahu jUja loko thAya che. dareka jagyAe karma sattAno svIkAra karavo paDe ema che. mahAvIranA karmano siddhAMta icchAthI ke anicchAthI paNa AkhA jagatane mAnavo paDe ema che. emAM koI aMdhazraddhAnI vAta nathI paNa pUrNa satya che. dUdha sAthe pANIno saMbaMdha che e rIte AtmAne karma sAthe saMbaMdha che. karma tamArI sAthe anAdikALathI joDAyeluM che. AtmAnI prabaLa zatru karma che. karmano prabaLa zatru dharma che. jyAM prakAza che tyAM aMdhakAra rahI zakato nathI. AtmA anaMta zaktimaya che. paraMtu emAM rahela karma sauthI moTo zatru che." mahA prayatna mAno ke tame aDhAI karI nAMkho. paNa pAraNAnA divase zuM 29 For Private And Personal Use Only

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paristhiti hoya che? svAdavRtti kevo paraco batAve che? pAraNAmAM keTalI jAtanI AITama rAkho cho? AThe divasanuM sATu vALI levAnuM hoya ema vividha jAtanI sAmagrIo pAraNAmAM hoya che ne? AhAra karatI vakhate upavAsano paricaya meLavavo joIe. AnaMdaghanajI mahArAjane gocarI vahoravA jatI vakhate paNa AMkhamAM AMsu Ave che. paramAtmAnuM bhajana choDIne bhojana mATe rakhaDavuM paDe che enuM darda emanA aMtaramAM hoya che. A kAyArUpI kUtarI temane paramAtmAnuM bhajana karatAM roke che eno DaMkha hoya che. AhAramAM svAdano anubhava na karo." A zarIra udhAra laIne AvyA cho, eno koI garva nA karo. eka vakhata eka peparamIlamAM rokANa karavAnuM thayuM hatuM. tyAM boIlara hatuM, garama garama bhaTTI hatI, emAMthI bhayaMkara durgadha mAratI hatI. boIlaramAM kacaro, esiDa ane anya ro maTIrIyala nAMkhIne pachI ene ukALavAmAM AvatuM. hoya che. te pachI temAMthI suMdara sapheda kAgaLanuM utpAdana thatuM hoya che. eka kAgaLane paNa taiyAra thatA pahelA keTalI badhI AkarI parIkSAmAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che? ema juo to viSTA paNa tamane kaMIka bodhapATha Ape che. e kahe che ke kema mArI sAme jotA nathI? mane choDIne kyAM jAva cho? haju gaI kAle to mane khUba TesathI khAtA hatA ne? karmasattA tamane nacAve che. AtmAno zatru karma, karmano zatru dharma. AtmAnI sthiti bahu bhayaMkara che. AtmA ane dharma e benI maitrI thaI jAya to kAma thaI jAya, AtmAmAMthI karma nIkaLI jAya to mahAna camatkAra thaI jAya, AtmA paramAtmA banI jAya. AtmA sAthe dharmanI maitrI karo. 'tame maravA iccho to mArI zako ema paNa nathI, bajAramAM maLatA poIjhana paNa nakalI hoI zake che. tyAM paNa karmasattA eno khela batAvaze. maravAthI koI samasyA hala nahIM thAya paNa tamArU to cokkasa ahita thaze. maravuM e to kAyaranuM lakSaNa che. "dareka jagyAe karmanA astitvano svIkAra karavo paDaze. AtmA ane dharma jo mitra banI jAya to enI badhI zakti sarjanAtmaka thaI jAya. karmanI cuMgAlamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavA mATe uMDANapUrvaka vicAro. karmathI kevI rIte bacavuM e tame jAte ja zodho." paraMparAo ane rIta rivAjamAM, tame svacchaMdatApUrvaka ghaNo pheraphAra 30 For Private And Personal Use Only

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karI nAMkhyo che, enI sajA atyAre bhogavI rahyA cho. bALakonA saMskAranI tamane kaMI paDI nathI. tamArA vicAromAM AtmAne anukULa yukti Ave to jaldIthI mukti maLe. khAtA, pItA, vyavasAya karatA karatAM, dareka kSaNe prAmANikatA dAkhavo to, parivAra svarga banI jAya, tamArI dukAna ke ophIsa e ja maMdira banI jAya ane paraMparAe mokSa maLI jAya. bhagavAnanA anugrahane pAtra bano. te mATe jIvanane zuddha ane nirmaLa banAvo, rAga-dveSa rahita, mithyAtva, kaSAya ane avirati rahita banAvo. "dareka jagyAe tame badhA niyamonuM anicchAe paNa pAlana karo cho. to pachI paramAtmAnA kAyadAno paNa svIkAra karo. vrata niyamo dhAraNa karo.' soLa prakAranA kaSAya bahu kharAba che. e badhAthI sAvadhAna rahevA jevuM che. game tevA nimitto Ave, paNa tamArI jAtane enAthI dUra rAkho, paNa kaSAyane Adhina na thAva. mana bahu lobhI che, caMcaLa che. AtmA ane dharma kevI rIte alaga rahe e mATe mana jAta jAtanA petarA goThavatuM hoya che. ema kahevAya che ke jeNe "mana sAdhyuM eNe saghaLuM sAdhyuM.' AtmAnA viSaya bAbatamAM thoDI jANakArI meLavavA prayatna karo. te mATe dharma graMtho ane mahAna purUSonA cAritra vAMco, sAcA pariprekSyamAM samajo ane kaMIka jIvanamAM utAravA prayatna karo. A saMsAra cakramAMthI koI bacyuM nathI, cakravartI hoya ke sAmAnya mANasa hoya, koI A saMsAracakramAMthI bacyuM nathI. A jIvanane dharmarUpI khIlA sAthe bAMdhI do to kAma thaI jAya. paramAtmAnA zaraNamAM rahevAthI vyakti bhayamukta bane che. dharma tarapha thoDuM dhyAna Apo to paNa ghaNA pApomAMthI bacI javAze." pU. AcArya bhagavaMta 31 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI padhasAgara surIzvarajI ma. sA. nI amRtavANI borIja, gAMdhInagara. tA. 24-07-2005 zrI mahAvIra svAmIne namaH jIvana yAtrAno rAjamArga (parva-5) "anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI, carama tIrthaMkara paramAtmAe jIvananA aMtima samaye, ati mahatvapUrNa dharma pravacana ApyuM. enA dvArA jIvanano paricaya mRtyu dvArA Apyo. anAdikALathI motano zikAra banatA AvyA che. paNa Aja sudhI motane mArI zakyA nathI. bhagavAnane roja prArthanA karIe chIe ke janma, jarA ane mRtyu nivArI Apo.' paNa e bhAvanA kevI rIte saphaLa bane e jANo. anAdikALathI karmanA baMdhanathI gulAma banIne nAcI rahyA chIe. eka vAMdarAne madArI nacAve che, ema Aja sudhI ApaNe karmanA izAre nAcI rahyA chIe, ane jIvana pUrNa thaI rahyuM che. chatAM haju sudhI cetanAmAM jAgRti AvI nathI. jIvanano uddhAra kevI rIte thAya enuM mArgadarzana paramAtmAe ApyuM che. pIttaLanI zITane pANImAM nAMkhazo to DUbI jaze. paNa ene ghaDAno AkAra Apazo to e pANImAM nahIM DUbe. anAdikALathI saMsAramAM AvatA rahyA ane DUbatA rahyA. paramAtmAe sAdhanAnA prahArathI jIvananI cetanAne jAgRta karavA mATe mArgadarzana ApyuM che. paramAtmAno eka eka zabda mahAmaMtra jevo che je mohanidrAmAMthI tamane jagADe che. paNa Adata mujaba thoDIvAra mATe jAgIne pAchA tame sUI jAva cho. badhe tamArA svArthanI vAta na jUo. enAthI paNa AgaLa vadho. svArthabhAva daDha karazo to jIvanano artha nahI samajI zako. paramAtmAnA darzana karIne 32. For Private And Personal Use Only

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mokSa sAthe paNa tamAro koI saMbaMdha che ema vicAro. AtmA ja zatru che, AtmA ja mitra che, AtmA ja tamane sadgati ane durgatimAM laI javAvALo che. te ja kartA ane bhoktA che. vivekanI avasthAmAM AtmA mitra bane che ane e vagara e ja AtmA sarvanAzanuM kAraNa bane che, zatru bane che. vicAronA mAdhyamathI karmone AmaMtraNa Apo cho ane te ja karma pachI AgaLa vadhIne durbAna karAve che, ane durgatinA mahemAna banAve che. kayAreya ekAMtamAM zAMtacitte A aMge vicAro. dravya, guNa ane padArthathI AtmAnuM zuddhikaraNa karo." "lakSahIna avasthAmAM karela badhI dharma kriyA niSphaLa jaze. ene badale mokSano saMkalpa karIne pachI ArAdhanA karo. AkhA saMsAranuM janma sthAna, bIja aMtaramAM rahela ahaMkAra che. paramAtmAnA upakAranuM mUlya samajavA prayatna karo. ahaMkArano nAza karyA vagara arihaMta nahI banI zako. manamAM ahaMkAranuM bIja rahI jaze to badho tyAga niSphaLa jaze ane kevaLajJAna prApta nahIM thAya. tamArA vicAromAM tyAga apanAvo. rAga dveSathI mukta thaIne zUnya sthiti prApta karo pachI sarjanAtmakatA praveza karI zakaze. huM moTo chuM, huM jJAnI chuM, tapasvI chuM, tyAgI chuM evo ATha prakArano mada pahelA dUra karo. ahaMkArano parivAra bahu moTo che. eka pApane Azraya Apazo to aneka pApa vagara bolAvye Apo Apa AvI jaze, aDIMgo jamAvaze. ekavAra durvicAra Avaze to enI paraMparA cAlu raheze. tyAganI bhAvanA vAstavika rIte apanAvo." "saMsAra choDavA jevo che ane saMyama levA jevo che e bhAvanA dRDha karo. eka sAmAnya vyasana nahIM choDI zako to saMsAra kevI rIte chUTaze? cA, pAna, masAlA ke bIDI-sigareTa jevI nAnI ane kSullaka vastu tamane gulAma banAve che evuM tamane thAya che kharuM? A vAta bahu gaMbhIratAthI vicAravA jevI che. nAnuM bALaka momAM AMgaLI nAMkhe to tamane zarama Ave che. paNa seMkaDo mANaso vacce garvathI sigareTa pItA tamane zarama nathI AvatI ke e azobhanIya nathI lAgatuM. vyasana e to jhera che, tapazcaryAmAM bAdhaka che. eno tyAga karo. Aje to tyAganI bhUmikA paNa rahI nathI.' karmabaMdhanA sAdhano premathI sAcavI rAkhyA che. "AtmAnI sthiti khabara nathI ke kyAre zuM thaze? karmathI mukta 33 For Private And Personal Use Only

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thavA prayatna karo ane AtmAnI uMcI sthiti prApta karo. eno AnaMda kaMI ora ja che, avarNanIya che. eno paricaya zabdothI ApI zakAya evo nathI. zabda e to mAdhyama che. paNa AnaMda to svayaM levo paDe. tame mIThAI khAtA ho to eno svAda tamane ja khabara paDe, anyane nahIM. AtmAno apUrva AnaMda to svayaM meLavavA jevI cIja che. zabda varNanathI enI khabara nA paDe. dunyavI jANakArInA bhaMDArathI kalyANa nahIM thAya. jANakArInI sAthe sAthe pUrNa zraddhA hoya e sAdhanAnA kSetramAM bahu jarUrI che. samyak darzana, jJAna ane cAritra haze to mokSa mArga prApta thaze.' Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir tamArI zraddhA vera vikhera che. koI eka vAtamAM tamane vizvAsa nathI. pacAsa hAtha alaga alaga jagyAethI kUvo khodavAthI pANI nahIM maLe. eka ja jagyAe 500 phUTa khodavAthI pANIno strota cokkasa maLI Avaze. paramAtmAe ekAMte kalyANa mATe upadeza Apyo che evI zraddhAthI svayaMne sAdho, sAdhanAmAM DUbI jAva, tanmaya banI jAva to ja satya prApta thaze. sAdhanAno AnaMda zabdomAM nahI varNavI zakAya. saMsArane bhUlIne je vaibhava prApta thaze e alaukika prakArano haze. ciMtanamAM magna banI jAva, tanmayatA prApta karo ane svayaMne bhUlIne sAdhanA karazo, saMsAra zUnya banI jazo tyAre upalabdhi prApta thaze. 'sAmAyika to roja karatA hazo. paNa sAthe sAthe Atma ciMtana karo, vitarAganA svarUpanuM ciMtana karo, dharmanI uMDAImAM jAva. pratikramaNamAM paNa bhAva hovo joIe, aupacArikatA nahIM. pratikramaNa karatI vakhate aDhAre prakAranA pApothI mukta thavAnI bhAvanA rAkho. saMvara ane nirjarA prApta thAya evuM pratikramaNa karo.' dharmanA rahasyone samajyA vagara karelI ArAdhanAno koI artha nathI. ApaNI dazA bahu kharAba che. musalamAno ke yahUdIone jUo to emanI dharma pratyenI zraddhAno paricaya maLe. Aje to zraddhAno dATa vaLI gayo che. zraddhAno sarvatra abhAva jovA maLe che. AvuM cAlu raheze to karmakSaya mATenI zakti nahIM maLe. 34 For Private And Personal Use Only

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"dharma mATe marI phITavuM e to gaurava ane saubhAgyanI nizAnI che. bhUtakALamAM aneka vyaktioe dharma mATe prasannatApUrvaka prANa ApyA hoya, evA aneka dAkhalAo che." "ArAdhanAmAM ahaMnI bhUmikA na cAle. namratA grahaNa karo. ahaM haze tyAM sudhI arihaMtanA darzana nahIM thAya. ahaM e chUpo roga che. e tamArA AcaraNamAM paNa chUpI rIte paDyo hoya ema dekhAI Avato hoya che. badhA roganuM kAraNa ahaMkAra che. satyane chupAvavA koziSa na karo. tamArA ahaMne jAta bhAtanA nusmA ajamAvIne pragaTa na karo. ahaMkAra AtmAnA duSaNane vadhAre che." "AtmA to anaMta prakAzamaya ane jyotirmaya che. paNa kaSAyane kAraNe mananI cImanI kALI paDI che. ene pahelA sApha karo to tamArI sAdhanA dipI uThaze. tame ja tamArA zikSaka bano. pravacanamAM je sAMbhaLo cho, e manane paNa vaMcAvo." ahaMkAranI bhUmikAmAMthI bahAra Avo. ahaMkAranA pariNAma bahu kharAba hoya che. rAvaNa, hiTalara vagere ahaMkArane kAraNe durgati pAmyA hatA. ahaMkAra rahI jaze to aMta samaye koI AMsu lUchavAvAmAM paNa nahIM maLe. aha, nAI, koha ane sohe e cAra zabdomAM ghaNuM rahasya che. huM kaMI ja nathI, svataH parathI mane koI saMbaMdha nathI. paramAM svanI kalpanA e mithyAtva che.' AtmA to anAmI che, ene ene tame uchInuM nAma ApyuM che. "vANImAM saMyama ane viveka rAkho. 'tame jANo cho ghaNuM badhuM, paNa AcaraNamAM kaMI nathI. Aga lAge tyAre game eTalA loko ToLe vaLe ane enA gharanI kiMmatI sAmagrI bacAve. paNa mAlikane bacAvavAnI koI darakAra na kare. e rIte tame saMsAranI AgamAM kSullaka evo sAmAna bacAvo cho, paNa mAlika evo AtmA kaSAyonI AgamAM saLagI rahyo che, enI khabara nathI paDatI." "karma rAjAnI noTIsa Avaze tyAre, eka zabdamAM vairAgya prApta thaI jaze. bhojana karatI vakhate gaLAmAM takalIpha thAya ane DokTara pAse jAva te vakhate DokTara kahe ke, jarA gaLAnI bAyopsI karAvI Avo. muMbaI jaIne TATA hospITalamAM dekhADI Avo. tyAMthI ja bhaya cAlu thaI jAya, dhoLe divase tArA dekhAtA thaI jAya. te pachI tame nidAna karAvo ane abhiprAya Ave ke kharekhara tame kensarathI 35 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pIDAva cho to zuM sthiti thAya? evA vakhate khAvA pIvAmAM, vepAramAM ke noTo gaNavAmAM AnaMda nahI Ave. vagara bolAvya maMdira ne upAzraye javA mAMDazo. paNa tame rogamAMthI bacI nahI zako. AvuM thAya enA karatAM pahelethI ja cetI jAva. aparAdhI banIne nahI paNa zAhukara banIne paramAtmAnA darabAramAM jAva." "nAha nI bhAvanA rAkho." "uMDANathI vicAro to tamAro parivAra paNa tamArA mATe vairAgyanuM kAraNa banI zake ema che. saMsAramAM ane parivAramAM paNa apamAnanA keTalA badhA kaDavA ghUMTa pIvo cho? ane chatAM saMsAramAM majhathI paDyA raho cho e mATe sAdhue tamane dhanyavAda ApavA ke duHkha vyakta karavuM? badhuM sahana karavA chatAM tame saMsAra choDatA nathI." "ekavAra brahmAjI pAse baLada, kUtaro ane mANasa bhegA thaI gayA. e badhAne brahmAjIe cAlIsa cAlIsa varSanuM AyuSya ApyuM hatuM. baLada kahe che ke ATaluM badhuM AyuSya nathI joItuM, thoDuM ochuM karI Apo. mANasa to bAjumAM ja hato. sadAyanI jema e bhIkha mAMgavAnI vRttivALo hato. eNe kahyuM ke baLadanA 20 varSa mane ApI do. brahmAjIe baLadanA 20 varSa mANasane umerI ApyA. to pachI kUtarAno vAro Avyo. kUtaro paNa kahe ke A mANasa jAta bahu gaddAra che. mane eTalA badhA varSa mANasonI sAthe rahevuM nahI phAve. mane paNa thoDA varSa ochA karI Apo. brahmAjIe enA paNa 20 varSa laI lIdhA ane mANasanI purAnI mAMgavAnI Adata mAnya rAkhIne mANasanA AyuSyamAM bIjA vIsa varSano vadhAro karI Apyo. samajI gayA ne? mANasanI jAta to jUo. cAlIsa varSa to yuvAnImAM veDaphI nAMkhe che. pachI cAlIzathI sAMITha varSanI uMmare baLadanI jema majUrI kare che. sAMITha pachI yAda zakti ochI thAya che, zarIra kSINa thAya che. badhA gAtro maMda paDe che, saMskArano abhAva hoya che. sAmAnyataH kUtaro bAraNA pAse bese, enuM sthAna ja tyAM hoya. ema sAMITha pachI mANasanuM sthAna gharanA daravAje hoya che. samaye samaye tyAM jamavAnuM AvI jAya, bIjI koI Taka Taka karavAnI nahI ane kare to parivAranA anya sabhyo apamAna karIne bolatI baMdha karI de. saMsAra tamane ATaluM badhuM zIkhave che chatAM tame emAMthI kaMI bodhapATha letA nathI ane saMsAra choDatA nathI." lagnamaMDapamAM kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM hoya evA paNa zAsanamAM dAkhalA For Private And Personal Use Only

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jovA maLe che. 'tamArA to yogamAM paNa bhoga pravezyo che.' icchAe ke anicchAe paNa eka divasa badhuM choDavuM paDaze. 'dAna, tapa, zIla ane bhAva dvArA karmano nAza karo. A cAre vastu mokSa ApavAvALI che. zubha bhAvanAthI bhavane zaNagAro.' 'dararoja kaMika ne kaMika dAna karo. pUrvajoe batAvelI badhI vyavasthA uttama che, ema zraddhApUrvaka svIkAro. dAna paNa vivekathI ApavAmAM Ave che. dAna levAvALo puNyano varasAda varasAvIne jAya che ane mArA upara upakAra kare che evI bhAvanA sAthe dAna ApavuM joIe. huM dAna ApuM chuM evo bhAva haze, to dAna niSphaLa jaze ke ochuM phaLa Apaze. paramAtmAnI AjJA che, huM to mAtra nimItta chuM ema samajo. tame satata dhana bacAvavAnI koziSa karo cho paNa karma rAjA rUThaze to badhuM cAlyuM jaze.' asatyanuM pariNAma bahu kharAba Ave che. mArU koI nathI, huM kaMI nathI, je kaMI maLyuM che te pUrvanA puNyathI maLyuM che ema samajo. zubha karmano nAza na thAya ane puNya karmane poSaNa maLe evuM kAma karo. puNya paNa pacavuM joIe. ajIrNa thaze to puNya e pApanuM kAraNa na bane enI takedArI rAkhajo. samajIne puNyano upayoga karo. roTalI ghaNI khAva paNa jeTalI roTalI lohI banAvI Ape e ja kAmanI, enuM ja mahattva che. pUrvanA puNya haze to paisA to ghaNA pedA karazo paNa je paiso dharmamAM vAparazo e ja kAmamAM Avyo ema samajajo. vivekapUrvaka puNyano upayoga karo. 'Ajano mANasa tharmosa jevo che ema kahevAmAM kaMI atizayokti nathI. bahArathI ThaMDo, paNa aMdarathI ekadama garama che. mahArAja sAheba pAse ekadama sIdho dekhAya ane pachI bahAra kaMIka alaga ja cahero hoya. AvI sthiti bahu khataranAka che.''koDhuM eTale ke huM koNa chuM? e aMge paNa vicAra karo. tame zarIra nathI, indrIya nathI ke, nAma paNa nathI. paramAtmAnI dRSTie jJAnamaya, darzanamaya ane eka viziSTa zaktimaya evo tamAro AtmA che. je pratyakSa kadI nathI joI zakAto evuM anAmI rUpa che evo huM chuM ema samajo. vicArane tame joI zakatA nathI. havAne sparza dvArA anubhavI zako cho, paNa joI 37 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zakAtI nathI. AtmAnI sthiti paNa evI che. enA kArya dvArA ene oLakhI zakAya che, paNa ene joI zakAto nathI. AtmAne jANavo e to bahu dUranI vAta che. eno anubhava karI zakAya che. carma cakSu ene jovA mATe asamartha che. bhoga, icchA ane tRSNAnuM balidAna Apazo to AtmAnI sthiti jANI zakAze." rAgadveSanuM visarjana karIne, guNonI hAramALAnuM sarjana karo. dharma dhyAna karIne, siddhanA jIvono AnaMda tame Aje paNa laI zako cho. dareka kAryamAM icchA baLavAna hoya che. tamArI banAvaTI prArthanAnI koI asara nahIM thAya. sAdhanAmAM saMsAra sAthe na Ave evuM karo. mAnasika daridratA dUra karIne AtmAnA samrATa bano. mAre kaMI nathI joItuM evI bhAvanA rAkho. "ahiMsAnA saMsakAra daDha karo. kadAca cakravatInuM pada maLe, saMsArano samrATa banI jauM paNa he bhagavAna, tArA zAsanathI vaMcita rahI jauM e na cAle, evI prArthanA bhagavAnane karo. Avo anurAga zAsana ane paramAtmA pratye hovo joIe. kumArapALa mahArAjAe saMsAramAM rahIne paNa gaNadhara nAmakarma upArjana kareluM. e badhA vyasanothI pUrA hovA chatAM, paNa AcArya bhagavaMta kalikAla sarvajJa hemacaMdrAcAryano emane paricaya thAya che, e sAthe ja emanAmAM maulika parivartana Ave che ane aMte zAsana prabhAvaka bane che, ane jIvadayAnuM apUrva pAlana karAve che. emano gurU pratye kevo viziSTa anurAga? satyane svIkAravuM e jaina zAsananI vizeSatA che. jenA bhavarUpI bIja nAza thaI gayA che ane game te nAmathI pokAravAmAM Ave to kaMI phera paDatuM nathI evA vitarAga sarvajJa paramAtmAne namaskAra karo. "vicAramAM vairAgya Avavo joIe. karmavaza saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe. saMsArano pratikAra karavAnI tAkAta na hoya to karmathI yukta na thAva, evuM kAma karo. AtmAmAM verAgya prasthApita karo. pachI saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM alipta rahI zakAze. saMyamanI sugaMdha ekavAra mANavA jevI che. tame anAdikALathI saMsAramAM rahyA cho eTale tamane viSaya kaSAyomAM durgadha nahI paNa sugaMdha lAge che. viSaya kaSAyonA nimitta vakhate jAgRta thaI jAva cho ane saMyamanI vAta Ave che, tyAre bebhAna jevA thaI jAva cho. "kaSAyothI mukta thavA mATe ane pavitratA prApta karavA mATe parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa AvI rahyA che. parva jIvanamAM prakAza pAthare che, eka navo ja suMdara 38 For Private And Personal Use Only

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vaLAMka Ape che. paryuSaNano prANa kSamApanA che."ATha divasa sudhI ArAdhanA karyA pachI kSamAmAM prANa hovo joIe. duSTa ane aparAdhI AtmA pratye paNa kSamA dAkhavo." dararoja paramAtmAnA darzana, pUjA ke anya dharma kriyA karyA pachI tamArA kaSAyo maMda paDyA che ke nahI, enuM avalokana karo. zuddha banazo to siddha avasthA maLaze. zuddha banAvA mATe paryuSaNa Ave che, enI ArAdhanA karIne maMgala pratikramaNa karo. e rahI jaze to kaSAyono anubaMdha thaze. paramAtmAnuM jIvana darzana tamArA para bahu upakAra kare che. aDhAI na karI zako to chevaTe aThThamanA tapa to avazya karo, zakti na hoya to AyaMbila ke ekAsaNuM karIne paNa nAnuM tapa to avazya karo ane AtmAnI zuddhi tarapha prayANa karo e ja bhAvanA sAthe viramuM chuM. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI pAsAgara surIzvarajI ma. sA. nI vizvamAM jinazAsananAM gauravamAM abhivRddhi thAya tevuM zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra - kobAtIrtha tathA vizvanuM ajoDa AcAryazrI kailAsasAgarasUri jJAnamaMdiranI sthApanA tathA advitIya gurumaMdiranI sthApanA. 39 For Private And Personal Use Only

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amRtavANI Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir borIja, gAMdhInagara. tA. 24-07-2005 zrI mahAvIra svAmIne namaH jIvana yAtrAno rAjamArga (parva-7) 'anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI, parama kRpALu jInezvara paramAtmAe prANI mAtranA kalyANa mATe dharma pravacana dvArA upakAranI apUrva varSA karI che. emaNe pUrNatA prApta karI lIdhI, lakSa siddha karI lIdhuM, chatAM paNa emanI bhAvakarUNA, aMtaranuM For Private And Personal Use Only vAtsalya pravacana dvArA vahAvIne ane svayaMne jovA mATe dRSTi ApIne ApaNA upara sauthI mahAna upakAra karyo che. AtmA kevI rIte pUrNatA prApta kare, enuM samyak mArgadarzana paramAtmAe pravacana dvArA ApyuM che. evA paramAtmAno jeTalo upakAra mAnIe eTalo ocho che. paramAtmAnI vANImAM sarasvatIno vAsa che, e AtmAne puSTa karavAvALI che, anAdikALanI moha nidrAmAMthI jagADavAvALI che, ekavAra enuM bhAvapUrvaka zravaNa ka2vAmAM Ave to AtmA mohanidrAmAMthI jAgI jAya ane paraMparAe mokSa prApta kare eTalI emAM tAkAta che.' 'dara varSe tame paryuSaNa manAvo cho. A parvAdhirAjano prasaMga dareka dRSTie upayogI che. e badhI manokAmanA pUrNa kare evo kalyANamitra che. jagatane mukta kare che, e AzIrvAda che, ane varadAna paNa che. enAthI mAnasika zAMti prApta thAya che. rAga dveSanA pariNAma komaLa banAve che ane ene kSaya karavAnI yogyatA prApta kare che. paramAtmAnI AjJAnuM pAlana ArAdhanA dvArA A divasomAM karavAmAM Ave che. enAthI mAnasika Arogya maLe che, AtmAnuM Arogya prApta thAya che ane zArIrika Arogya paNa prApta thAya che, taNAvamAMthI mukta thavAya che, kSamA ane maitrInI bhAvanA utpanna thAya che.''rAga dveSa haze, tyAM roga ane bimArIo hAjara haze, ema caraka saMhitAmAM kahevAmAM Avela che. rAga dveSanA pariNAmathI badhI bimArI 40

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utpanna thAya che ema jJAnIoe hajAro varSo pahelA nidAna karela che. aprAptinI vedanA ane icchita bhautika padArtha meLavI levAnI lAlasA bahu bhayaMkara che, eno tamArA vicAro upara bahu prabhAva paDe che ane blaDa prezara vadhe che, pAcaka raso nabaLA paDe che, zakti kSINa thAya che. aprAptimAMthI pachI DheSa utpanna thAya che. enAthI vartamAna ane bhaviSya baMne bagaDe che. "dharmanuM prANa tattva maitrI ane kSamA che. ene jIvanamAM AcaraNamAM utArI lo to saMsAra svarga banI jAya, A jIvana mokSanuM sAdhana banI jAya. metrI bhAvanAnI vyAkhyA bahu uttama che. jagatanA koI AtmA pApa pratye AkarSita na thAya evI buddhi maLe, ane jagatanA koI AtmA duHkhI nA thAya, evI bhagavAnane maMgaLa prArthanA karo. duHkhI lokonA duHkha kevI rIte dUra karuM, bIjAnA dardanA AMsu mArI AMkhamAMthI nIkaLe evI anukaMpA prApta karo. bhAvamaitrI dAkhavo. jagatanA badhA AtmA mokSanA adhikArI bane evI bhAvanA bhAvo." "paramAtmAe pravacana ApIne Atma tattvano paricaya saune paramAtmA banavA mATe Apyo che, e pAchaLa emane prasiddhinI koI lAlasA na hatI. emanI udAratA ane bhAvanAnI vizALatA tamane dekhAtI nathI. Aja sudhI tame ArAdhanA karatA AvyA cho paNa haju eno svAda cAkhavA maLyo nathI. camaco badhAne dUdhapAka pIrase che, dUdhapAkanA pAtramAM cheka taLIyA sudhI anekavAra jaI Ave che chatAM camaco pote to koro ne koro rahI jAya che, ene dUdhapAkanA svAdanI khabara paDatI nathI. tame paNa dharmasthAna, maMdira, upAzrayo badhe gayA paNa camacAnI jema pharatA rahyA cho. paNa bahAra nIkaLIne koI svAda maLyo hoya evo anubhava thato nathI. jIvana ane AcaraNathI ArAdhanA sakriya banavI joIe. tamArA paricayamAM AvanArane tamArI sAdhanAno paricaya maLe evA tamArA vANI ane vartana hovA joIe." "parvanA paricayathI ghaNuM badhuM prApta karavAnuM che. enuM suMdara rIte svAgata karo. maitrI ane kSamApanA e parvano prANa che. DokTara badhuM tapAsIne pachI kahe ke hArTanI bimArI che, thoDI kamajorI che to garabaDa thaI jaze ne? paNa jo hArTa surakSita haze ane anya koI bimArI haze to bahu ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI ema DokTara kaheze. ArAdhanAmAM paNa maitrI ane kSamAnuM mahatva zarIramAMnA hRdaya jevuM che. emAM khAmI haze to mokSa sudhI 41 For Private And Personal Use Only

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nahI pahoMcI zako, mAtra thoDuM puNya baMdhAze eTaluM ja.' bahAranA padArtho pratyenuM AkarSaNa tamane vAraMvAra DIsTarba kare che. anAdikALanA saMskAro jaldIthI jatA nathI. ene prayatnapUrvaka dUra karavAnA. anAdikALathI karmano adhikAra tamArA AtmA upara che. mahAvIra paramAtmAe 27 bhava karavA paDyA hatA, tyAre e mokSa pAmyA hatA. sarvocca ArAdhanA karavAvALA AtmAne paNa caDhAva utAra jovo paDyo hato. to pachI ApaNI to e sarvajJa AgaLa koI hesiyata nathI ke, eka bhavamAM badhuM kSaya thaI jAya. parva to jIvanano parama mitra che ane eno prANa kSamAnI maMgaLa bhAvanA che. kSamA che tyAM lAbha ja lAbha che, e viratvanuM lakSaNa che. zakti hovA chatAM kSamAnI maMgaLa bhAvanA dhAraNa kare e AtmAnuM AdhyAtmika mUlya bahu che. paramAtmAe ghaNA ghora upasargo sahana karyA che chatAM emanA mukhethI kyAreya apazabdo nIkaLyA nathI. yuddhamAM vijaya prApta karavo sahelo che paNa AtmA ane kaSAyo upara vijaya meLavavo bahu agharo che." "prAthamika kakSAnuM jJAna na hoya, ane yunivarsiTInI DIgrInI khevanA rAkho cho." ema tamArA mAthA upara tamArU rAja cAlatuM nathI ane bahAranuM badhuM jItavA ane kabaje karavA mATe vyartha prayatna karo cho. tamAro kSayopazama maMda che eTale AtmA ane paramAtmA bAbatamAM pUrNatA prApta nathI karI zakatA. saMsAramAM rahIne paNa pApathI bacuM e tamArU lakSa hovuM joIe. tapa, japa ane ArAdhanA dvArA evo abhyAsa karI lo ke bhaviSyamAM tamArI maryAdA mujaba jIvana jIvo." vANI upara adhikAra AvI jAya, jIvanamAM parivartana Ave. ajANI jagyAe kUtaro karaDavA Ave che tyAre badhI zakti bhegI karIne muTTIo vALIne doDo cho ne? mota pIcho karaze tyAre Apo Apa zakti AvI jaze. paNa pratikramaNamAM eka-doDha kalAka besavAnuM Ave che tyAre kamara duHkhI jAya che. zakti to tamArAmAM che, paNa eno tame yogya jagyAe 42 For Private And Personal Use Only

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yogya rIte upayoga karatA nathI. A dezanI e paraMparA hatI ke atithi devo bhava mAnIne AMgaNe AvelAnuM bhAvapUrvaka svAgata karavuM. 'tame pahelethI ja AtmA ane paramAtmA bAbatamAM carcA karo cho, paNa e ema kyAreya prApta nahIM thAya. pahelA tamArI indrIyo ane viSaya kaSAyonA rAgane khatama karo pachI karma Apo Apa khatama thaI jaze ane te pachI vagara paraseve paramAtmA banI jazo.' 'viSayone khatama karavA mATe to parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa AvI rahyA che. tapa karo, e karma nirjarAnuM zreSTha sAdhana che. japa karo, satata paramAtmAnuM smaraNa karo. jethI karmanA Azrava dvAra baMdha thaI jAya. jIva virAdhanA vagaranuM jIvana jIvatA thaI jAva. kSamA bhAvanA haze tyAM sadA enuM sanmAna saMsAra karaze. karma zatru upara upara vijaya meLave enuM traNe lokamAM svAgata thAya che. kSamA ane maitrI bhAvanA rAkho.' 'darajI potAnI soya mAthe ke TopImAM ke kolaramAM bharAvelI rAkhe che ane kAtara hoya che ene paga nIce dabAvelI rAkhe che. soya joDavAnuM kAma kare che, mATe enuM sanmAna thAya che, ene mAthe rAkhavAmAM Ave che. kAtara kApavAnuM, jUdA ka2vAnuM kAma kare che mATe ene paga nIce dabAvelI rAkhavAmAM Ave che.' 'kSamAnI ane sahana karavAnI bhAvanA nahIM hoya to sanmAna nahIM maLe. paDado eka vakhata phariyAda kare che ke ene roja saphAIvALo herAna kare che, divasamAM be traNa vakhata kAna AmaLe che, ane jhApaTa jhUpaTa karavA dvArA paNa ene mAra paDe che, jyAre rASTradhvajane keTaluM badhuM mAna maLe che, e badala ene irSA thatI hoya che. game tevA varasAdamAM, taDakAmAM ke ThaMDImAM paNa rASTradhvaja aDIkhama rahe che, badhA kaSTo prasannatApUrvaka sahana kare che ane samatvanI sAdhanA kare che, tyAre ene ATaluM badhuM mAna maratabo maLe che. je sahana kare che enAmAM kSamA bhAvanA hoya che. tame keTaluM sahana karo cho? garamI AvatAM ja era kaMDIzana calAvo cho, ane ThaMDI lAgatAM hITara calAvavA mAMDo cho. mAra nahIM khAva to mAla paNa nahIM maLe, je sahana karaze e ja jagatanA sanmAnane pAtra thaze e paramAtmAnA zAsanano niyama che.''parvAdhirAjanI ArAdhanA e kSamAnI ArAdhanA che. e kSamA zabdomAM nahIM paNa jIvananA AcaraNamAM joIe. tame zuM jANo cho 43 For Private And Personal Use Only

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enuM nahIM paNa zuM karo cho, enuM bahu mahattva che. mokSa tattvamAM vizvAsa rAkho, zraddhA dhAraNa karo. tamArU AcaraNa evuM hovuM joIe ke dareka guNa pratye anurAga pedA thAya. guNo prApta karIne AgaLa vadhavAnI yogyatA prApta karo ane bhavAMtaramAM jaina zAsana prApta karIne mokSanI sAdhanAno AraMbha karo." duniyAmAM, saMsAramAM tame Dagale ne pagale Thokaro khAva cho, e vakhate sAvadhAna thaI javA jevuM che. tamArA doSono svIkAra karo ane ene dUra karavA saMkalpa karo. tamArAmAM rahela mahAcaMDALa evA krodhane dUra karo, samatA dhAraNa karo. tamAro aparAdha tamArA AtmAne khAI jAya te pahelA eno svIkAra karIne prAyazcita laI lo. ekendriya, beindriya, teindriya, corendriya bolavAvALA evA tame paMcendrIya sAthe zatrutA na rAkho. bhAvapUrvaka karela eka pratikramaNa paNa pApono nAza karavA mATe samartha che. pApano sAcA hRdayathI pazcAtApa karo. eka iriyAvahIthI aimuttA munine kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM hatuM.' vyAkhyAna ane dRSTAMto sAMbhaLIne temAM chUpAyela tattvano bodha grahaNa karo. paramAtmAnI amRta jevI vANI sAMbhaLavA mATe ane samajavA mATe paNa yogyatA joIe. paramAtmAe ghora upasargo sahana karyA che, evI tAkAta mane paNa maLe evI bhAvanA rAkho. somIla sasarAe dveSa bhAvanAthI jamAI gajasukumAranA mAthe pAghaDI bAMdhIne, emAM saLagatA kolasA nAMkhyA hatA to paNa gajasukumAre bIlakula pratikAra karyA vagara samatAthI e dhAraNa karyA hatA ane karmakSaya karyo hato. Aje moTebhAge zrAvako ke sAdhuomAM paNa dharmanI skUlanA thatI jovA maLe che. sAmAnya vAtane moTu rUpa ApIne krodha karazo, to kadI tamArA AtmAnuM kalyANa nahI thAya. 'kaSAyo karavAmAM napho nathI, mAtra nukazAna ja che." tame tamArI dRSTithI dharmanuM arthaghaTana na karo. pratikAramAM saMgharSa che, svIkAramAM sAdhanAnI puSTi che. svIkAra to sAdhanAnuM aMga che. apakArI AtmA upara paNa upakAranI varSA varasAvo. eka mAnavane sAco mAnava banAvavA mATeno bhAva Avavo joIe. agarabattIno svabhAva 44 For Private And Personal Use Only

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evo che ke, e potAne saLagAvavAvALAne paNa sugaMdha prasarAve che, durgadha nahIM. tamArA bhAva sudhAro. kaSAyamAMthI mukta thAva. "parva tamane badhI rIte sukhAkArI ApanAra ane paraMparAe mokSa ApanAra che evA parvanA jeTalA guNa gAva eTalA ochA che. ekavIsa vakhata je AtmA kalpasUtranuM zravaNa kare e sAtathI ATha bhavamAM mokSe jAya ema zAstrakAro kahe che. parvamAMthI ghaNuM badhuM zIkhavAnuM che. enAthI guNonI prApti thAya che. cAre varNamAM parva hoya che. hoLIne zudra lokonuM pava mAnavAmAM AvyA che, divALona vazyAna, dazarAna kSatriyAna ane rakSA baMdhanana brAhmaNanuM parva mAnavAmAM AvyuM che. paNa paryuSaNA mahAparva to lokottara parva che, emAM aMdhazraddhAnI koI vAta nathI. e to paraMparAe mokSa apAvavAvALuM che. graho paNa kramAnusAra kArya kare che. sauthI parAdhina to karma che. eno kSaya karavAnI sAdhanA e parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa che." "darajI game eTalo hoMzIyAra hoya paNa kAtara ane soya enI pAse hovA ja joIe, e anivArya che, e rIte DokTara game eTalo hoMzIyAra hoya, paNa upacAranA sAdhano enI pAse hoya e anivArya che, to ja upAya zakya bane. e rIte dareka jagyAe sAdhanA jarUrI che. sAdhana vagara sAdhanA zakya nathI. ArAdhanA e sAdhana che, AtmAno khorAka che, enarjI che, e enarjI parvanI ArAdhanAmAMthI maLaze. sAdhue tamAro bhavobhavano roga pArakhIne nidAna karyuM che, prIskIzana paNa lakhI ApyuM che. have davA tamAre levAnI che. mAtra priskrIpzana vAMcavAthI AtmAnuM Arogya nahIM sudhare, davA levI paDaze ane AcAranuM pathyapAlana paNa karavuM paDaze." jevuM bhojana haze evuM bhajana thaze. Aje bhojana vikRta banI gayuM che. vihAra vakhate jotAM lAge che ke mANasane jANe khAvA mATe ja avatAra maLyo che. parvanA divasomAM rAtri bhojanano tyAga karo. AhAra zuddha haze to tamArI sAdhanAmAM sAtvikatA Avaze ane chevaTe zuddhatA Avaze. AhAra saMjJA bahu khataranAka che. jIvagarbha dhAraNa thayAnA pahelA samayathI ja, e AhAra dhAraNa kare che, ane zarIra banAvavA prayatna kare che. khAtI vakhate kadI upavAsa, aThThama ke aThThAI yAda AvatI nathI, paNa upavAsamAM badhI jAtanI vAnagIo ane khAvAnuM yAda Ave che. hospiTalanA cakkaramAMthI 45 For Private And Personal Use Only

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bacavA mATe paNa rAtri bhojanathI bacavA jevuM che. tamArA chellAmAM chellA gAMDapaNa mujaba phemilI vakIla ane phemilI DokTaranI jema phemilI sAdhu paNa rAkho ke, je tamane jIvanamAM mArgadarzana Ape, ane pApomAMthI chUTakAro apAve. AhArano saMyama tamane dIrdhAyu apAve che e samajIne paNa rAtri bhojana choDavA jevuM che. peTane narama rAkho, pagane zrama dvArA garama rAkho, mAthAne kSamA dvArA ThaMDu rAkho, to kadI DokTaranI jarUra nahIM paDe, ema jJAnIoe kahyuM che. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI padhasAgara surIzvarajI ma. sA. nI amRtavANI borIja, gAMdhInagara. tA. 24-07-2005 zrI mahAvIra svAmIne namaH Ajaroja pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtano 71mo janma divasa che ane saMyama paryAyanA 50 varSa pUrA karI 51mAM varSamAM praveza kare che te prasaMge ekatra thayela vizALa medanIne saMbodhatA pUjyazrIe saune aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka maMgaLa zubhakAmanA pAThavI ane dhanyavAda ApyA hatA. pUjyazrIe jaNAvyuM hatuM ke Apa saunI zubhecchA mArA saMyamane puSTa karavAvALI bane. ApanI sadbhAvanA mArA vicAromAM vairAgyanuM poSaNa kare, evI paramAtmAne prArthanA karU chuM. jIvana to Aje che ne kAle cAlI javAnuM che. paraMtu te jatA pahelA enI pAsethI ghaNuM kAma levAnuM che. mATe uTho ane jAgRta bano. jAgRtimAM ja jIvananI pUrNatA che. pUrvanA puNyodaya ane saMskAra laIne Avyo hoIza tyAre paramAtmAnuM zAsana maLyuM che. paramAtmAe batAvelA mArge cAlavAnuM puNya maLyuM ene mATe svayaMne dhanyavAda ApuM chuM. puNyanA udayathI mahAna gurU kelAsasAgara sUrIzvarajI maLyA che. 46 For Private And Personal Use Only

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huM je kaMIpaNa chuM e gurUnA AzIrvAda ane kRpAthI chuM. mArAmAM je kaMI che e emanuM ApeluM che, mAruM kaMI nathI. "AkhuM jagata sAMprata samayamAM bhayathI bhareluM che. paraMtu vairAgya eka evI vastu che, jyAM koI bhaya nathI paNa pUrNatayA abhayatA che." "A jagatamAM bhale bhautika samRddhinuM AkarSaNa tamane hoya, paraMtu puNyodayathI kadAca devaloka maLI jaze, to paNa tyAM AtmazAMti nathI, ema zAstrakAra bhagavaMto kahe che. moTA moTA cakravartIo AvyA ane cAlI gayA. bhautika samRddhi e divAsvapna che. emAM kaMI tathya ke satya nathI." Aje AkhuM jIvana bhayathI bhareluM che. sAdhu jIvana evuM che ke jyAM corIno bhaya nathI. tame eka sAmAnya be rUpiyAno plAsTIkano loTo lAvazo, ane rastA para mUkazo to e paba bIje divase gAyaba thaI gayo haze. enI sAme sAdhunuM eka pAtra mUkI jojo. koI ene aDaze paNa nahIM. sAdhu pAse evI koI vastu hotI nathI ke je enI zAMtino bhaMga kare. sAdhu pAse evI koI kiMmatI vastu hotI nathI ke jethI lokoe e levAnuM ke corI karavAnuM mana thAya. saMtone to sadAya divALI hoya che. nizcita jIvana hoya che. AvanArU bhaviSya paNa ujvaLa hoya che. sadgati sAdhunuM svAgata karavA haMmezA taiyAra ja hoya che. "jagata jItavAvALA ghaNA motathI hArIne jatA rahyA che. samrATa sikaMdara paNa khAlI hAthe cAlyo gayo che. tamane je kaMI maLyuM che eno saMtoSa nathI ane nathI maLyuM enI ciMtAmAM vartamAna jIvana duHkhI karI rahyA cho ane pIDAI rahyA cho. para vastumAM svanI kalpanA karIne vagara kAraNe duHkhane AmaMtraNa Apo cho, ane durbAna karo cho.' vitarAgI sAdhune manamAM paNa saMsAra hoto nathI. sAdhu jevo sukhI A saMsAramAM koI nathI. sAdhue eka ghara choDyuM hoya che, paNa sAdhune to jyAM vicaraNa kare, tyAM dareka ghara evuM banI jAya che. saMyamanuM poSaNa karavAvALA badhA sAdhune mATe to mAtA-pitA tulya hoya che. A badho saMyamano prabhAva che. sAdhune to choDyuM thoDuM ane maLyuM ghaNuM evI sthiti pravarte che. sAdhu jIvanamAM pramANikatA joIe. AtmasAkSI ane paramAtma sAkSIe ArAdhanA thavI joIe. sAdhu jIvana khajUranA vRkSa jevuM che. saMyama pathamAM sAdhu 47 For Private And Personal Use Only

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uttarottara vadhato jaze, to amRta rasa maLaze, icchAo ane tRSNAo upara pUrNa virAma Avaze. paNa jo paDI jazo to sauthI nIce utarI jazo ane paTakAzo, pachI kalyANa nahIM thAya. gurU nizrA ane gurU kRpA saMyama pathamAM bahu mahatvanuM kAma kare che." aMtima zvAsa sudhI saMyama pathamAM pramANika rahe evI saMbhAvanA icchuM chuM. prANImAtranuM kalyANa thAya, evI mArI manokAmanA pUrNa bane evuM icchuM chuM jethI mArA vicArone puSTi maLe ane ArAdhanA karI zakuM. "tIrtha e AdhyAtmika hospiTala che. emAM vicAronI sAravAra thaI zake che. zubha vicAronuM sarjana thaI zake che. dareka sukRtomAM yathAzakti tamArU yogadAna Apo, garIbo mATe kaMIka karo, duHkhI AtmAnA AMsu lUcho e tamArU kartavya che. bIjAnA duHkha joIne tamArI AMkhamAM AMsu AvavA joIe. emanA duHkho kevI rIte dUra karU evuM tamane thavuM joIe. tamArA AMgaNe Avato bhikhArI bhIkha nathI mAMgato. e kharekhara to tamane zIkha ApI kahe che ke, meM pUrvabhavamAM kaMI nathI ApyuM eTale mArI AvI hAlata vartamAnamAM thaI che. tamArI AvI hAlata na thAya eTalA mATe paNa mane kaMIka Apo. tamArA Atma saMtoSa mATe paNa zubha kAryo karo." "sAdhu aMtaramAM vicAre che e AzIrvAdanA rUpamAM Ape che. prabhu pAse prArthanA karU chuM ke mArI sAdhanA dvArA je kaMI meM prApta karyuM hoya, e jagatanA prANI mAtranA kalyANa mATe thaIne raho." 48 For Private And Personal Use Only

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maiM sabhI kA hU~ sabhI mere hai. prANI mAtra kA kalyANa merI hArdika bhAvanA hai, maiM kisI varga, varNa, samAja yA jAti ke lie nahIM apitu sabake lie hU~ vyakti-rAga meM merA vizvAsa nahIM hai. loga vItarAga paramAtmA ke batalAye patha para calakara apanA aura dUsaroM kA bhalA kare yahI merI hArdika zubhecchA hai. AcArya zrI pabhasAgarasUmi Concept By : BIJAL GRAPHICS : 079-22112392 For Private And Personal Use Only