Buddhiprabha 1965 01 SrNo 62

Author(s): Gunvant Shah
Publisher: Gunvant Shah
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/522162/1

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jaina DAyajesTa aMka jul

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ghaDImAM narake, ghaDImAM svarge tame duHkhI che to temAM bIjA koIne jarA paNa doSa nathI. tame pite ja tevA duHkhanA vicAro sevI tamArI meLe ja da:kha pedA karyuM che kAraNa ke vicAra sarva zaktimAna che. aneka prakAranA sArA bUrA vicAranA vibhAgane kRNa lezyA, nIla lezyA, kApata lezyA, te lezyA, pakA lesthA ane zukala lehyA ema cha lezyA tarIke zrI sarvajJa tIrtha kara bhagavAna batAve che ane te vicAra thI ja puNya pApa baMdhAyuM che ane badhAya che. priya sAdha ke ! samajo ke prasannacaMdra ra:jarSi ke je dIkSA aMgIkAra karI vIra prabhunA samayamAM kAusaga yAne rahyAM hatAM. prasaMga vasAtu keInA zabda zravaNathI temanA manamAM kharAba vicAra AvyA ane jema jema te bIjA prANIone nAza karavAnA pApI vicAra karavA mAMDayA ke turata ja teo prathama naraka Adi Ate narakanAM daLIyA upArjana karavAM lAgyAM. A prasaMge vIra prabhune zreNIka rAjAe pUchyuM ke prasannacaMdra mare to kayAM jAya? tyAre zrI vIraprabhue pahelI naraka, bIjI naraka tema caDatAM sAtamI naraka batAvI paraMtu tyAra pachI prasannacaMdra rAjarSi laDAInA vicAramAMthI sArA vicAronI bhAvanAmAM caDayA eTale temaNe narakagIta na ! bAMdhelAM karma nAM daLIyAM vikherI nAMkhyA ane aMte uttama zukala dhyAnamAM caDI, ghAtIka mano kSaya karI kevaLajJAna prApta karI mokSa pada pAmyA. sajajano ! have vicAre ke vicAramAM keTaluM badhuM baLa che ? vicAramAM anaMta zakita rahelI che mATe tame kharAba vicAra karaze nahi. [ vadhu mATe juo kavara peja 3 jI]

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mitIme savva bhUeSu dherai majjhaM na keNaI / badhA jIvo sAthe mAre dostI che; duminI mAre kaI sAthe nathI. dhiprama! lavAjama jaina DAyajesTa varasa 6: saLaMga aMka 62 ] kAryAlaya 10 jAnyuArI ||C/o je.esa. daMtArA 1995 (bhArata) rUA. 5-00 paradeza rUA. 7-00 12/16, trIje bhoyavADo, chuTaka nakala pacAsa pisa | muMbaI-2 iMdirA zAha guNavaMta zAha bhagavAna zAha taMtrI saMpAdaka sahataMtrI traNa agaa jAyaan 2 zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI - kAma-dha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, tema ja rAga ane drava jevA aneka rogothI mAruM zarIra kaMtAI gayuM hatuM. ane eNe mane eka davA ApI. ane mAnaze ? tenI suvAsa mAtrathI ja mArA e tamAma rega dUra thaI gayA. e davA hatI prema! -89 - 1 : Topa Esjhada premagItA rada 38 mULa saMskRtamAM

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2] budhiprabhA [ tA. 10-1-196pa mAre e na jovuM joIe. chatAMya huM e jovAnuM pralebhana rokI zakaye nahi. jhADane othe chupAIne huM be nagna dehakaLIonuM saundarya nAna jaI rahyo hate. ekane jouM tyAM huM bIjIne bhUlato hato. kharekhara, apratima saundaryanuM huM pAna karI rahyo hato. temAM eka prIta hatI. bIjI vAsanA. mArA avAjathI ke game tema, vAsanA hAMphaLI hAMphaLI bahAra AvI ne utAvaLathI kapaDAM paherI dUra jatI rahI. thoDIvAre prIta paNa bahAra AvI. e paNa kapaDA paherIne vAsanAnI pAchaLa gaI. paNa A utAvaLamAM eka gajaba goTALo thaI gayo ! raghavATamAM vAsanA e prItanuM pita paheryuM hatuM ane prIte vAsanAnuM !!! basa, tyArathI A jagata prIta ane vAsanAne oLakhavAmAM thApa khAya che. prema e to paramezvanuM eka pratibiMba che. premanI AMkhe meM joyuM to hara najaramAM mane paramezvaranAM ja darzana thayAM. -80AtmA AtmAne joI AnaMda anubhave te AnaMdanuM nAma prema ! basa, mAre e prema vinA bIjuM kaMi na joIe. -- --- -- guNavaMta zAha bhAvAnuvAdaka,

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Meninami jiMdagIthI hiMmata hArI beThe che, ne tAre motane bheTavuM che ? rahevA de bhAI ! emAM paNa hiMmata joIe che. CS, E F ajaba che tArI mAyA o AMkha ! tuM koInI AratIe utAre che ane e ja tuM kaI para aMgAra paNa varasAve che! vedanAthI raDavAne badale mAnavI jyAre hase che ane te paNa khaDakhaDATa hase che tyAre dIzAo AnaMdathI nAcI namI uThatI-kaMpI UThe che. bALaka e strI-puruSanuM baMdhana nathI; dAMpatya jIvananuM e te gIta-guMjana che. na S ve "A aMdhArI rAta je enuM haiyuM khAlI jagatanA mAnavInI badhI vAta kahI de che ?" eka aMdhArI rAte, kaI khUNAmAM dhamapachADA ane kaNasatI strIne joIne mane savAla thaye- - sAdhanA jyAre taka sAthe joDANa kare che tyAresiddhi-jide bharAya che; paNa e ja sAdhanA jyAre zraddhA sAthe sumeLa sAdhe che tyAre-siddhi-deDatI Ave che. kItine e siddhinuM zikhara mAne che, tene paNa uparanI dhAra samajuM chuM. basa, Aja vAtanI amAre takarAra che. moMghavArI e garIbonuM ThaMDu khUna che. -guNavaMta zAha MNANN

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-zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI jamAnAnI mAMga samAja e paDakAra jhIlI le AryasamAjIoe haradvAramAM gurukuLa sthApyuM che. teo tenI sArI tArIpha kare che ane kahe che ke --tyAMnA vidyArthIo sarva bAbatamAM hoziyAra thayA che. teo bahAra Avaze tyAre teone joI Azcarya thaze. priya jeno! je A bAbatamAM vicAra karazo to mukta kaThe kahevuM paDaze ke jaina gurukULanI atyaMta AvazyaktA che. strIo vagerenA paricayathI dUra rahI, paccIsa varSa paryata dhArmika tathA iMglIza bhASA vagere vyAvahArika vidyAno abhyAsa kara, darAja kasarata karavI, khAvAno khorAka paNa puSTikAraka hovAthI temaja jaMgalanI havA paNa uttama hovAthI zarIrabaLa ane jJAnabaLa sArI rIte vadhe che. mATe jyAM dharma kriyAo karavA mATe eka judo upAzraya hoya, pUjA karavA mATe eka jinamaMdira sArI rIte taiyAra kareluM hoya, bhASaNa ApavA mATe hajare vidyArthIo besI zake evo eka sabhA maMDapa jude karavAmAM Avyo hoya, vidyArthIone rahevA mATe judI judI koTaDIyo hoya, bhojanazALAnuM sthAna paNa judu hoya, mAMdA vidyArthIonI sAravAra mATe paNa juduM sthAna hoya, pharavA mATe havAvALI khullI jagA hoya, vyAvahArika ane nIti zikSaNanAM dhoraNe cAyAM hoya ane nItimAna temaja dharmAbhimAnI zikSako goThavavAmAM AvelA hoya; dhArmika zikSaNanuM jJAna ApavA mATe ucca dhArmika keLavaNI pAmelA guruo tathA zikSakonI sagavaDa karavAmAM AvI hoya, aneka prakAranA vyApAra zIkhavavA judA judA mAstare rokvAmAM AvelA hoya, aneka jAtanA hunnare zIkhavavA mATe paNa judA judA zikSake rokelA hoya, aneka prakAranAM pustaka vAMcavA mATe eka sArI lAyabrerI kholavAmAM AvelI hoya, dhyAna karavA mATe judI judI jagyAe rAkhelI hoya, vidyArthI pAse

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tA. 10-1-1965] jene DAyajesTa amuka varSa sudhI, khAsa pratibaMdhathI bhaNavAnI kabUlAte lakhAvI lIdhelI hoya, koIpaNa strI sAthe patra vyavahArane pratibaMdha hoya, vidyArthIo upara dekharekha rAkhavA keTalAka mANase rekelA hoya, jainadharma ane anya dharmanA tattvone mukAbale karavAnuM zikSaNa ApavA mATe paripUrNa keLavAyelA pANA rAkhyA hoya, saMsakRta, mAgadhI, aMgrejI, hiMdI ane gujarAtI vagere bhASAonuM jyAM khAsa adhyayana karAvAnuM hoya, TAIma Tebala ghaDavAmAM AvyA hoya, tanamana ane dhanane Abhalega Ape tevA jyAM zikSake rahyAM hoya, brahmacaryanA guNo batAvavAmAM Ave evA pustakanuM vAMcana thatuM hoya, jyAM jamAnAne anusarI dharmaguruo ke je dhArmika zikSaNa zikSaNa ApavA mATe sAta sAta varSa sudhI baMdhAyelA hoya, teone mATe jarAka dUranA sthAnanI sagavaDa hoya, evuM gurukULa sthApavAmAM Ave to hArI jaina vidyArthIo brahmacarya sAcavIne abhyAsa karI bahAra paDe ane jenI jAhojahAlInA vAvaTA pharakavA mAMDe. A mATe daza paMdara, Atmabhega ApanArA zUravIra jene bahAra paDe to jaina gurukuLa jevI saMsthA UbhI karI zakAya, emAM jarA mAtra paNa zaMkA nathI. ane jene prajAnI sAcI unnati karavI hoya te jaina gurukULa have sthApavuM ja joIe. vahore reDe ane vANiyo varaghoDenI peThe vaNika tarIke banelA jeno varaghoDA ane nAtavarAmAM lAkha rUpiyAnI dhULadhANI karI nAMkhe che. jyAre janadharmanI unnati mATe-camaDI tUTe paNa damaDI na chUTe. tevI gatI Acare che. ahaM ! A jenenuM mana kayAre sudharaze? AvA jene jina maMdiramAM jaI kahe che - ho dinAnAtha ! zI gati thAze amArI; be vAte mAruM mana lalacANuM vhAlA ! eka kaMcana dujI nArI re............"

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buddhiprabhA [tA, 10-8-1965 . paraMtu tene artha samajIne jenadharmanA uddhAra mATe Atmabhoga ApanArA keI viralA ja nIkaLe che. jene jene dharmanI unnati karavAno vicAra nathI ane je jenadhanA uddhAra mATe Atmabhoga ApavA taiyAra nathI, te tIrtha. karenI ArAdhanAmAM zuM samaje ? jenI nasenasamAM janadharmanI unnati karavA mATe zUrAtana caDatuM nathI evA jeno janmIne kaI ukALI zakatA nathI. ulaTuM pavaiyAnI jema athavA bahucarA mAtAnA phAtaDAnI peThe hasIne tALI pADI che tevAoe pitAnI mAtAne nava mAsa paryata zA mATe bhAre mArI haze? je jenonA bApadAdAoe jenadharmanA mATe tana, mana ane dhana arpaNa karyA hatAM, hajAro duHkho khamIne jenadharmanI unnatI karI saMpUrNa jiMdagI gumAvI hatI, tevAonA vaMzajo Aja le desa tALI-nI peThe kukaDekunI ramata rame che ane DhIlA Dha5 jevA thaI gayA che, tyAre teone joI amArI AMkhamAMthI daDadaDa AMsu nIkaLe che. ane priya jene yAda che ke Aja sarva dharmonI harIphAIne vakhata AvI pahoMcyo che. mATe have to cete !! bIjAne paNa cetAve che ane jarA moTuM mana rAkho !! tatvajJAnanI prApti ane jamAnAne oLakhyA vinA sAdhuo tathA sAdhvIemAM navIna jue AvavAne nathI. vAto kare vaDA thavAnA nathI. bhUlyAM tyAMthI pharI gaNe. jAgyA tyAMthI savAra samaje. tamArI zakitao prApta karavA jana gusaphaLanI A pejanAne vadhAvI le. have to basa ghaNuM thayuM. AMkha ughADo ane kArya karavA maMDI jAo. ane tamArI pAse je che te sarva jene ddhAre mATe che ema saMkalapa karo. [ "tIrthayAtrAnuM vimAna mAMthI sakSepa ]

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tuM nirbhaya bana ( DAyarInuM eka pAnu ) huM Atman ! tuM mananI kalpanA vaDe potAnI meLe zA mATe cAre tarapha layanAM vAdaLa bhAM kare che? bhayanI kalpanA karavAthI tA bhaya ja unna thAya che. te! huM Atman ! anya jIvonA tAre bhaya rAkhavo e tane yogya vathI kAraNu---- tArA zuddha svarUpane khIjo kAI nukazAna karI zake tema nathI. huM Atman! jo tuM potAnA svabhAvamAM rahe te bIjAothI tAruM kaMI ja kharAkha thavAnu nathI. temaja jo tu tArA zuddha svarUpamAM nahi rahe tA tAruM koI hita paNa thavAnu nathI. he Atman ! yaza, pratiSDA. kIti, zAtA vagerenA lAbha-- hAnInA bhayathI tane kadI paNa, kAI kALeya kharI zAMti maLavAnI nathI. he Atman ! te tuM nirbhIya dazAmAM ramaNa kare ane potAnA svabhAvanA Azraya le teA tAre traNeya leAkamAM keIthI paNa DaravAnI jarUra nathI. he Atman ! bIjA karatAM tane bAhya saMjogo sArA maLyA hoya eTale tAre abhimAnI banavuM na joie. AkhA brahmAMDa taraphe najara nAMkha ane pachI vicAra ke tArI pAse je che te brahmAMDanA hisAbe zI visAtamAM che ? duniyAmAM khUdhI vastuo potapotAnA svabhAva pramANe varte che. kaI vastuonA tu svAmI che ke jenA para tAre maMbaMtva dhAraNa karavuM joie ? temaja tAre jaDa vastuonA viyogathI duHkhI banavu joie ?

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cj budhdhiprabhA [ tA. 10-1-1965 he Atman ! tuM dIna nathI. tArAmAM satya sukhane bhAMDAra bharele che. te tarapha joine bahAranI dhI ja vAsanAone bhUlI jA. bha he Atman ! tArAmAM sattAe kAI khAkhatanI uNapa nathI. mananI caMcaLatA che teTalu ja tane du:kha che. he Atman ! tAre zA mATe pAkI vastumAM sukha mAnIne temaja tenI lAlaca rAkhI tAre dIna anavu joIe ? hai Atman ! tuM sadAkALa AnaMdamAM rahe. duHkhanA hetuone yAda karIne nakAmuM duHkha UbhuM na kara. jo tuM peAtAne duHkhI mAnI laIza teA tane cAre bAjue du:khanA vAdaLAM ja jhajhumatA jaNAze. he Atman ! tu manamAM ema ni ya kara ke mane koi duHkha ApI zake ja nahi. jo tu evo nirNaya karIza te tane duHkha thazeja nahi. tema thatAM AghanI badhI upAdhiono bhaya TaLI jaze ane tArA AtmA tane AnaMdarUpa jaNAze. hai Atman ! tuM nirbhIya anI Ana MdamAM gulatAna manI jA. AnaMdamAM sadAkALa rahI zakAya evA AtmabhAvane dhAraNa karavAmAM saddA tatpara thA kAraNa-- AtmAnA AnaMda te ja kharo dharma che. (23-7-1912, amadAvAda) -zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI

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nalI! - ~ | AMkho suMdarIe cakavati bharata pAse dIkSA levA anumati mAMgI. paNa tenA rUpayauvana para mugdha thayela bharate tene tevI anumati ApavA nA kahI. suMdarI je anumati vinA ja dIkSA le ke ApaghAta kare, to bhAratanA manamAM dIkSA prAMtaja aprati upaje. bharatanI lAlasA AgaLa te namatuM Ape te AjIvana brahmacarya vrata pALavAnI potAnI bhAvanAne droha thAya. ne chAnAM tapa karI suMdarIe kAyAne sUkavI nAMkhI. bharatanI mehaghelI AMkhamAM suMdarInI kaza kAyA joI madada UbharAI AvI. ane bharate suMdarIne svahaste dIkSA apAvI! >>. IS =

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- samAja, yoga ne adhyAtmane sparzatA gurudeva nA patro mANasa. zrAvaka vakIla mehanalAla hiMmacaMdabhAI dha lAbha. DuMgarapura sudhI vijApuranA navamAM AvavAnuM thayuM che. pi vadI 7 me kezarIyAjI pahoMcAze. tyAM da-cha divasa sudhI rahevAnuM thaze. patra lakhe te tyAM lakhaze. bhAIsaMsAra asAra che e hRzya kahI Ape che. je kahI Ape che te asAmAMthI cAra kema kheMcI kADhatA nathI ? hajI saMsAranI je jALamAM barAbara phasAvAnuM thayuM nathI to paNa vAnagIne svAda hajI cAkhyA kare che. tevA samayamAM hadaya dhamAgamAM zI rIte vaLaze ? caMpALatA doDAve che. varAna vazamAM nathI. zuM karavuM, kayAM javuM, zuM kahevuM, zA upAya levA te vicAra! bAI ! kharuM sukha saMsAranI jaMjALamAM nathI. kharekhara AtmAmAM che. he Arya ! hajI samajyA ho to bhUlyA tyAMthI pharIthI gaNe. strI dhanAdi sarva saMsAranI meDinI che. prema sarva kRtrima asatya che. koI koInuM nathI. he Arya! satsamAgama vinA saMsAra samudra tarAze nahi. jyAM jazo, bela, ramazo tyAM upaSi upAdhi ja dekhAvavAne che. upAdhi rahitapaNuM kevaLa AtmArAmAM che. te meLavavAnI cAvI prApta karo.

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. 11 tA. 10-1-1965! jena DAyajesTa ciMtAmaNI samAna manuSya janma phegaTa gumAve zuM yogya che ? bhAI! karmathI zAtA azAtA upanna thAya che. jagatamAM kaI mitra nathI temaja koI zatru nathI. vahelA ane varI ajJAna buddhie ja jaNAya che. bhAI: hajI je mAga levAno che te bAkI che. yogyatAne vicAra karo. AdhanamAM prayatna kare. priya ane satya vacana bole. gaMbhIratA rAmAna guNa nathI. je kAyAmAM rahIne tame bole che tathA nAma dhAyuM che te nAma badhuM asatya che. kAyAnA A hAla dekhAya che tevA sadA raheze nahi. AtmAne parabhavamAM javuM paDaze. dha vinA keInuM zaraNa nathI. bhAI ! satya kahuM chuM. satya mAna. mAnya karatAM vAraMvAra yAda yAda bAba, sukha to AtmAmAM che. bAharanI upAdhino zaga dUra kara. guruga dorIthI pakSanA mahelamAM caDhavAne samaya punaH punaH nahi maLe. yAda rAkha ke sebata tevI asara. viSayane vinA sarakhA jANa. AtmA zarIranI aMdara che. tenAthI prIti dha. bAkI sarva prIta asatya che. evI juThI prIti anaMtIvAra thayelI che ema jANa. jJAnI vacana asatya hAya nahi. he mumukSu ! taraNa tAraNu gururAjanuM avalaMbana kara. mitra, strI, zarIra, dhana upara kharI prIti jene che ja nahi tevAonI sAthe pyAra ane satyathI vartavuM eTaluM basa che. zuM karyuM? zuM karazo ? e vicAra ane jAge! dharma sAdhana karo. satya saMbhAra ! bAhya pyAramAM paDI satya ane AlaMbana bhUta evA devagane visarIza nahi. zarIra che tyAMsudhI hajI huM kahuM chuM. pachI bhAI! tamane koNa lakhaze ? bhAI! kharekhara satya jANa. jIvana amUlya che. tene alekhe gumAvIza nahi. eja li. buddhisAgara

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khUnIne hAtha phUra hoya che, haiyuM nahi. haiyAnA e miM vAdya para jyAre ajANatAM eka Theka vAgI jAya che tyAre enI hRdaya khaMjarI jhaNajhaNI uThe che ane e divya dhvaninA baLe, khUnIne hAtha tyAre khaMjara nathI pakaDI zakato. e to tyAre dIna banI, duHkhathI dadaLatA haiye, hAtha joDIne nata mastake prabhune page lAgatuM hoya che. mahA khUnI daDha prahArIne mahAtmA daDha prahArI mAnI prAtaHsmaraNa ApaNe teTalA mATe ja karIe che ke khUnIno hAtha dUra hoya che, haiyuM nahi evI ja eka hRdaya sparzI vArtA vAMcoH dAmanI AMkha lekhaka:--zrI abhesiMha paramAra lImaDe ThIba bAMdhyAne cAra cAra dAmunA hAsyanA paDaghAmAM kAzane pelAM varSa vahI gayAM. tyAre te kAzune peTe paMkhIonA kalaravane paDaghe varatAte. dAmuno janma paNa nahera thaye. kurasada maLatI tyAre kA dAmane Aje to dAmu gharamAM nAcatadAtA kheALAmAM laine eTalA upara besatI thaI gayo che. ThIbamAM pANI pIdhA ane ThIba upara besIne pANI pItAM pachI DALa upara hallola karatAM nAcatAM paMkhIone batAvatI. avAranavAra kudatAM paMkhIonI peThe ja dasamu kAzunI paMkhIo AvatAM, pANI pItAM, haiyADAne AnaMdakAla kare che. kAzuM tRptino bhAva pragaTa karavA DALa upara dAmu ko Darane jenI tyAre nAcI letAM ane pAMkhonI kakaDATamAM vRkSanI nAjuka rAkhI pAna sAthe ahesAne bhAva pragaTa karI UDI eka karI . e : bI jatAM. kAra AnaMda sAthe paDI jatAM a nA sura nI TAla uThata. paMkhIone jotI ane tenI AMkha

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tA. 12-1-1965) jaina DAyajesTa [ 13 premathI tarabatara thaI jatI. te pramathI ghaTAmAM saMtAIne beThelAM badhAM paMkhI tarabatara alI AMkhe dAmu tarapha jotI bha karatAM UDI AvatAM ane pANI ane tene chAtI sara cAMpI maTha pIvA paDApaDI karatAM. unALAmAM cuMbana karI letI. paMkhIone ThIbamAM paDI, pIchAM prasarI lImaDAnI DALe jhUlatA banI na karatAM jotI tyAre kAzunuM haiyuM peThe ja enuM kayuM RlI uThatuM. cAra ya jANe mIThA jaLamAM snAna karI letuM. varSa pahelA jevI A lImaDAnI DALa kAzune paMkhInI duniyA upara sUnI hatI tevo ja eno baLA no kAna baMdhAI hoya to kaMku DesIne hato. Aje lImaDAne eLe je kAraNe te potAne ghera varSothI TIbamAM mA hura ! te ja mIThA pANI reDatI hatI. kALa sAthe paraNyA TahukAra ana che. che. Aje tene pachI be varSe ya kAe lAle dahADe lIma Da { " ja che bharyuM bharyuM joyA nahi tyAre kaMkue saheja A lAgatuM hatuM, bAbatano zAre karyo hato, ane - kAma. bhAramalI kurasada kAzue bIje ja divase lImaDAnI meLavI , : kALI paDI hatI. be haba bAMdhyuM hatuM. te ha ba 'ne oLakhI gai kALu cAra cAra varSathI lImaDAnI hatAM. va 1 ( manane Thama upara DaLa bane paNa laTakatuM joto hato, besI ! tI re enA paNa eka divase hIbamAM pANI reDahavA ajavAI ja. kayA vAnI preraNA tene jAgRta thaI nahotI. adherI Ava.' nadoSa paMkhIne te pharasade lImaDAne cALe besato tyAre che jo 6 mA AnaMdakalelanI mAM pANI pItAM paMkhIone joto kana . dabANa AvI haro ? ene tenA manamAM Akhe vagaDo cItate mAM pANI levA jatI rAI jato. vagaDAmAM verAyelA saudatyAre bI DIva upasthI karIne emAMthI te kazuM ja joI zakatA na hatA. sAja dara 19 khetAM ane keka te to mAtra UMcA UMcA jhADe vArasI karI ne taka mamaiAthI je ane e jhADanI DALe besI kalarava rahe. palI DAMgI menA ne eTalI karatAM paMkhIe. tene paMkhamAM chupAparivAra thaI gaI hatI ke kAza dALamAM gheluM sauMdarya nahotuM dekhAtuM; te jete pANI reDe te ya che DALa upara ja mAtra paMkhInA dehamAM lohIthI aMthAesI rahetI. te saheja khasatI eTale melA mAMsane. ahIM lImaDAnI DALe

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14] buddhiprabhA tA. 10-1-1965 beThelAM paMkhIonAM mAMsane te spaSTa 6 mukti mATe koI rIta rIvAjoI zakatA hatA. pelI laMgaDI menA : janI jarUra nathI; jarUra te che roja AvatI hatI ! caNA khAI : ApaNA dilamAMthI kAma-krodhakhAIne te kevI tAjI lAgatI hatI? ke lobha vagerene dUra karI dilane vagaDAnAM paMkhI karatAM temAM mAMsa paNa ke eka paramezvaramAM lIna rAnI. vadhAre lAgatuM hatuM. peluM kAbaracItaruM .. gItA paMkhI te lagabhaga bazera mAMsathI bhareluM hatuM. keTaluM tAju ! kALunI dADhamAM nirbhayapaNe besI pAga mAM kalA mAMsano svAda saLavaLI UThatAM. enuM thayelA paMkhIne vidhavA e to ramata lepa mana paMkhIne vIMdhavA taiyAra vAta hatI. ane je ama jAya te thaI jatuM. pApane bhAra te potAne mAthe ja kAzuM kALune DIe tarapha tAkIne Ave ne ? ane A vicAranI sAthe beThele jetI tyAre tenA manamAM jyAre dAmane vicAra jaLane tyAre ajapa chavAI jato. te vAraMvAra te te haLI utA ! eNe je lola bahAra nIkaLatI ane kALu zI pravRtti dahADe. je ne te lImaDAnI DALa kare che tenuM avalokana karatI. gharanA paMpanIonA AnaMda lAla thayA kAmamAM saheja gUMthatI ane bahAra pachI ja ne ? saheja phaphaDATa thatuM eTale te ghaNu uThatI ! kALunI dADha ekAda paMkhI kALune enA mArgamAMthA vAdhavA karyo upara saLavaLI te nathIne te jovA te kAbue ekAda eva: 2 prava phaphaDate have bahAra nIkaLatI. hatA ene mana ma ka mA pANI reDavAnI Teva paDe te enA thara - kALa hato ya prakhara zikArI. dilane phADI dhAthI davAnI saravANI UDatAM paMkhIne vIMdhI nAMkhavAmAM te kadI ko ane rAja thatA pApane ekake hate. kAmakAjamAMthI saheja saMcaya aTakI jAya. paNa paththaramAMthI kurasada maLe eTale te vagaDAmAM nIkaLI jharaNuM phoDavuM kaMI sahelI vAta che ? jatA ane ekAda be paMkhIne zikAra kALue DIbamAM pANI reDavAnI vAtane karI lAvatA. jude ja vaLAMka ApyA. ahIM tenI ane AthI ja kAsune kALa upara zikArI daSTi lagIreya dUra thaI nahotI. vadhAre avizvAsa hatA. uDatA paMkhIne "pANI reDavuM e te mAre mana saheluM vIMdhanArA kALu mATe ahIM ThIba upara kAma. tuM kahe te Akhe divasa pANI.

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* * * * * * * * * * * * * * tA. 28-1-1954] jaina DAyajeTa [ 15 ApaNe upadeza sAMbhaLIe ThIba laTakAvI daizuM. pachI je. zikAra karavAnI majA Ave che ke nahi !" chIe manabhara te e che Tanabhara paraMtu teno amala te ane je, pilI menA AvI. - ApaNuM talabhara ja karIe kevI lucI che e ! te dADe sahejamAM chIe bacI gaI. eno eka paga ke -- alau 2 lAkaDA je thai gayA che ! tyAra pachI karI e vagaDA mArI najare na reDa . " ': 1 pa na jAuM. paNa dI. khAdane kevI che I ? tAM ma . . . . ." mAravA have je kApha dasa vaDAmAM mArI devAnuM. . dalI zarata maMjura kare te najare caDene te ane evI mAre A kheda na paDe." vIMdhI nAkhuM ! mArA bApusama je eka ya jo, pilI hatI. devI ghara paMkha mA cha tA." ghaTragdha bolI rahI che ? vagaDAmAM je kALa su . Ave ne te ene eka ja tIre belAvI dauM ! ahIM badhAM mArA jIva ane have karI . viAM veNa kayAM bALavA ja Ave che to." che te !..." kAbue mune yika ane A rIte jyAre jyAre lImalIdho ane cuMbana karatA kahyuM, DAne thALe baporanI vizrAMti levA beThelA te dAmane 8-ane lImaDAne thALe kALanA meLAmAM dAmu jaI besato tyAre beThA. teNe zikArI daSTie badhAM kA tene zikArI kaLAnA jJAnano lAbha paMkhInA paracA -mAyA. Apato. yu paMkhI vadhAre cabarAka, dIkarA ! jo peluM ba upara kayuM paMkhI dhaTAmAM saMtAIne besI paMkhI che. enI AMkha kevI motI rahe, kayuM paMkhI eka DALathI bIjI jevI che. enI AMkha upara kevA DALe dakA mAryA kare, kayuM paMkhI raMgaberaMgI TrA che! e uDavAmAM uDavAmAM vadhAre jhaDapI ane kahyuM bahu jhaDapI che ke, cakora paNa paMkhI ThaMDA svabhAvanuM vagere mAhitI eTaluM ja. eno zikAra abhyAsI te lImaDA nIce besI potAnA traNeka zikArI ja karI zake. ahIM e kevuM varSanA dIkarAne ApatA. nirbhaya beThuM che ? tuM moTo tharone kALu lImaDe AvI ThIbanuM pANI te ApaNe vagaDAmAM AvAM hajara pItAM paMkhIne tIrathI vIMdho nahi

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buddhiprabhA tA. 19-1-1965 UDavA te paMkhI e to phaphaDATa mUrkha mANase khAvA pIvA karatuM ke e taDaphaDATano jANe mATe jIve che, jyAre DAhyA ! kAzune haiye huDA jhIMko! rAlavAne mANase jIvI zakAya te mATe ? azakata thai gayuM hoya tevuM paMkhI khAya-pIve che. jamIna para Thoka nAkhIne paDI rahetuM -sukAta ane AMkha ughADamIMca karyA karatuM. kANu ughADabaMdha thatI AMkha sAme eTaluM ja. bAkI vicArathI to teNe tAkI rahetI. enA AMkhanA khUNuM Aja sudhImAM keTalAMya paMkhIne A bhInA thaI jatA. enI pAse chavatalImaDAnA DALe vIMdhI nAkhyAM hatAM. dAna ApavAne kaI Ilama hota te - kANu kALunA hRdayamAM parivartana eNe badhAM paMkhIne havAmAM UDADI karavAmAM lagIreya saphaLa thaI nahi. mUkyAM heta ! paNa kALu Ama kaMI je divase kALane vadhAre paMkhAno ceDe kAza upara vizvAsa rAkhe? zikAra hAtha lAgato te divase te enI saLavaLelI dADha khAdhA vinA vadhAre khuzamijAjamAM rahe. kAzuM kaMi cheDI zAMta thAya ? te kANu sAme te besI jAte ane tenI sAme pAse ja cUlAmAM bhaLatuM karAvI badhAM badhAM paMkhI te mukI dete. kAzu tyAre paMkhIne zekAvatA. jIvatAM rahelAM gamagIna banI jatI. kyAMya sudhI paMkhInI Doka kazunI AMkha sAme ja ghavAyelAM paMkhI sAme joyA karatI. masaLI nAkhato ane cUlAmAM baLatA keIkanI pAMkha tUTI gaI hoya, agnimAM phekI dete. kekanI chAtI vIMdhAI gaI haya, kazunI A rAja sarakhI ya keIkanA paga tUTI gayA hoya te bhInAza je te kahI de kAIkanI pheka vIMdhAI gaI hoya. "mane paratAM pahelAM vira kara. vIMdhAvA chatAM jIvatAM rahelAM paMkhIo hatuM ne ? huM zikArIno dIkaro che kAzu sAme phaphaDATa karatAM tyAre kAthathI te tuM jANatI hatI. mane zikAra jevuM asahya banI jatuM ! pAMkhamAM vinA jarA ya naha . . ne je vIMdhAyeluM paMkhI lathaDiyAM khAtuM, vadhAre karIza te lImaDA para AvatAM prajatuM prajatuM AmathI tema cAlavA ekeeka paMkhIne vIMdhI nAkhIza ane prayatna karatuM ane thoDeka jatAM gabaDI tAre ja hAthe mAMsa ra dhAvIza !" 5DatuM. tenI pAMkha pahoLI thai jatI ane Ama te rAja vagaDAmAM ane paga UMcA thaI jatA. pharIthI jaine paMkhIne zikAra karate rahyo

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tA. 1--1965 jaina DAyajesTa roja te kAsune hAthe rAMdheluM mAMsa | Ta * | lokanI icachAvALe krUra che, AsvAda rahyo. | paralokanI icchAvALe majUra kA roja DIbamAM pANI reDatI rahI. 1 che. jyAre paramezvaranI IcchA vALe zura che kALue kAMDAmAM jeTaluM baLa hatuM -ajJAta teTalA baLano upayoga karI lImaDe laTakatA ThIba upara DAMgane phaTako mAryo. choDayuM. tene hAtha lagIreka dUjI gapo. sAruM thayuM ke kAzu gharamAM nahotI. te menA maratI maratI bacI gaI ! je heta te jamIna upara verAyelA kAju AvI tevI kaLaziyo laIne TUkaDAnI peThe ja tenuM jIvana TUkaDA thaI DIbamAM pANI reDavA bahAra nIkaLI. tUTI paDyuM hota ! ThIba upara besIne kALu tyAre jamIna upara paDeluM tIra pANI pItI laMgaDI menA jema tema ucakI rahyo hato. tene tIra UMcakato uDI gaI. uDIne te lImaDAnI Toce joIne te chaLI UThI ! ekAda paMkhI ja beThI. tyAM beThI beThI te trAMsI eno zikAra banyuM te nathIne te najare joI rahI hatI, bIjA paMkhI jevA teNe lImaDA nIce daSTi karI. DAMganA kaTakAnI sAthe ja lImaDA cheDI DIbanA TukaDAo veraNacheraNa paDelAM gayA hata'. dhaDI pahelAM bharyo jotA tarata ja tene nakhazikha vIMchAnI lAto lImaDA ghaDI pachI sAva suno vedanA vyApI gaI paNa bIjI paLe thaI gayA. laMgaDI menA sivAya bIjuM teNe pitAnA manane TADhuM pADI dI. koI paMkhI jamIna upara paDelAM kacchanA bhAgI nAkhyuM hatuM eya ThIka ThuM. TuDane jovA nahAvuM rahyuM. te trAMsI have paMkhI pANI pIvA Aveya nahi najara kamaLa tarapha jotI hatI ? ne cAMca ane paMkhIno zikAra enI AMkha vaMDa pIchA maLatI hatI. dekhatA dhAya paNa nahi. kAzune hAthamAM kaLaziyA sAthe kALunI najara menA upara maMDAI ubhelI jotAM kAbU ha. enA rAkSasI vaDAmAMthI te divase chaTakI gaI hatI hAsyanA paDaghA kAjunA havAnA kaNete Aja sudhI jIvatI rahI hatI. enI kaNamAM khUMpI gayA. teNe aTTahAsya AMkhanuM nizAna tA hajI tenA eka karyA pachI kAzunI najIka AvatAM kahyuM: paga upara sacavAyeluM hatuM. gharamAMthI "have kayAM gayuM tAruM puNya bIjA tIra kADhI lAvyA. nizAna tAkI tAra avatAramAM jouM , mane kaNa vIMdhe

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e} che? tu Mja zikArI mAre zikAra karI ! " budhdhiprabhA banIne Avaje ane te meTAM meTAM DagalAM bharate vagaDA tarapha UpaDI gayeA. tenA DagalAmAM Aje rAja karatAM vadhAre krUratA varatAtI hatI. te paMkhInI roAdha karatA karata vagaDAmAM AvI pahoMcyA. ane pagarva sAMbhaLatAM ja 'khInA bhayagrasta banI UDI jatAM hatAM! te eka vRkSanI chAyAmAM dhIme dhIme ANye. ghaTAmAM eka mALA hatA. mALA pAse besIne ga! tenAM accAMne caNu ApatI hatI. kALu Avye ane tenI najara uMce maDAi eTale badhAM patnI UDI gayAM paNa baccAMne cakSu ApavAmAM, temanI sAthe gammata mavAmAM mA evI te lI thai gaI hatI tyAMthA te lagIre ya khasI nahi. te thyAM upara namIne beThI hatI. te ghaDIe ghaDIe bhU tarA DeAka laMbAvatI hatI. jANe te labA laLIne baccAMne cuMbana karatI na heAya ! kevuM meTuM ane tAjI paMkhI hatuM ! nahi nahi te! ya pUrA eka zera mAMsanuM ane ene svAda ? jUne! svAda kALunI dADhamAM saLavaLI bhaiyA. eka ja nizAna ane pI hAyamAM ! basa, Aje te aitu AnaMdathI khAze. mAMsa [tA. 10-1-1965 teNe nizAna tAkayuM. pakhI nirbhayapaNe er3a hatu. baccAM sAthe te evuM te etapreta thaI gayu` hatu` ke duniyAne! kaI bhaya tene DarAvI zake tema naheAtA. duzmana nIce che ke nahiM te jovAnI ya tene phurasada naheAtI. kALue dhanuSanI derI khecI, have eka ja kSaNanI vAra. nuSyamAMthI tIra cheDavA jatAM baccAMne nAjuka labalATa tene kAne athaDAyA. tene hAtha dhrUjI gaye. tenuM nizAna khAlI gayu', 'khI bhayathI trasta thaI pAMkha phaphaDAvatuM dUra dUra UMDI gayu.. tyAM UbhA rIte kALue mALA tarapha jeyA karyuM. paMkhI gumAvavAthI tene dADhamAM zAMta thayuM. naheAte, kayAM ya sudhI eka svAdiSTa du:kha thayuM. jAgelA bhUte svAda hajI 5khI je dizAmAM UDI gayuM hatu te ja dizAmAM te gayA. eka pachI eka badhAM jhADa uparlR tapAsa karI, paNa e pachI ene kayAMya jevA maLyuM nahiM. bIjI pa khI najare caDayu. pelAM 5khI karatAM mahu, tenI AMkha AnadathI nAcI uThI. nizAna tAkIne tIra cheDavA jatAM ene hAtha dhrUjI gaye tAkayu. tIra mAranAre kALu Aje ekeya pakhI zikAra karI zakayA nahiM. jhonAM abhyAsI mAMkha ane hAtha are dago daI raDyAM hatAM. traNacAra

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tA. 10-1-1965) jaina DAyajesTa [19 kalAka rakhaDa paNa hajIya te khAlI pelA paMkhIne TahUko hajIya jA hAthe hato. sAMja paDavA AvI hatI. ene kAne athaDAi rahyo hato ! zuM jiMdagImAM pahelIvAra te khAlI paMkhI pANI pIvA Ave che ke hAthe jaze ? nahi e jevA te eTalA upara te dhara tarapha vaLyA-jhADa upara AvIne beTho. eka paMkhI ThIba upara najara pheravate. ene kAne eka mIThe AvIne beThuM. lAMbI pUMchaDI, nIle. TahukAra saMbhaLAve. te aTakI gae. raMga, dUdha jevI caca, motI jevI AMkha. pharI teNe e TahukAra sAMbhaLyo. pahelAM karatAM paNa e TahukAramAM ene vadhu kazeya avAja na thAya e rIte mIThAza lAgI. teNe kayAMya sudhI e te uThayo. te A raLiyAmaNuM paMkhI. TahukA sabhaLyA karyo. jhADa para teNe kAzune batAvavA Icchato hato. varSothI te kayAMya sudhI najara pheravI, paNa e zikAra karatA hatA, paNa ATaluM suMdara paMkhI kayAMya dekhAyuM nahi. e TahukAra paMkhI teNe joyuM nahotuM. kAcuM kAma kayAMthI UThe che e sAMbhaLavA teNe karatI hatI tyAM te gayo. tene dhImethI prayatna karyo. vRkSe vRkSe pharyo paNa e bolAvI. tenA avAjamAM kaMpa hatoH paMkhIne te joI zakayo nahi. e je kaMIka batAvuM. mArI sAthe Ava." avAja ene mIThe ne mane lAgato gaye, "zuM?" ATale madhura Tahuke kayuM paMkhI kALue sisakAro karyo. nAka upara AMgaLI mUkIne na bolavAne karI rahyuM che? teNe AkhA paMkhI IzAro karyo. te dhIme dhIme AgaLa jagatane DhaMDheLI jevuM--enI anubhava cAle. kAzu tenI pAchaLa pAchaLa. pethImAM kyAMya AvA madhura avAjanI zIkA upara ThIba jotAM kAsune lipi cItarAyelI nahatI. Azcarya thayuM, pelA paMkhIne levAthI te ghare Avyo tyAM sudhI pele nahi. te to ghaNI vAra ahIM pANI pI jatuM hatuM. rAte svanAmAMya teNe e mIle pelA raLiyAmaNA paMkhIe pANI vani anekavAra sAMbhaLyo. * pIdhuM. kIba upara besI paga vaDe savAre uThIne teNe bhAMgelA ghaDA- pIchAM sApha karyA. trAMsI najare baMne mAMthI ThIba kADhayuM. lImaDAnI DALe tarapha joyuM ane UThIne kayAMka dUra bAMdhelA zIkA upara tene goThavI temAM jatuM rahyuM. kazu mauna UbhI hatI. pANI reDayuM. "pANI pIvA kayAranuM DhaLatuM

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02: D Will M 20 ] kAcu teNe hatu." te vedanAbharI najare sAme tAkI rahyo. tenA eSTa kaDI kaphaDIne rahI jatA hatA. hajI ya kazuMka kahevuM hatu. paNa haiyAnI bhASAne vAcA ApI zakatA nahetA. jIvanamAM pahelavahelI vAra haiyAnI bhASAne vyakta karavAnI hatI. buddhiprabhA enI AMkha kevI hatI, joI? AMkha cerI basa, jANe munI ja e e lAvyuM na hAya ! mane joine ja TeTaLavA lAgyuM. dAmunI peThe ja mArI sAme joI rahyuM. tuM kAmamAM paDI jatI ane dAmune pANI ApavAmAM jarA meADu karatI eTale te ve! TaTaLI raheneA ane mArI sAme lAcAra banIne joka rahete !!' *} [ tA, 10-1-1965 " DeAsI kahe che te zuM sAcuM haze ? mANusane zuM pukhIne! avatAra mAta haze ?'' kALue gahana prazno pUchyo. javAbamAM kArTunI AMkhamAMthI AMsu kharI paDayAM. have tArIkhamAM huM ja pANI reDIza, hyAM? eka p khone TaTaLavA nahi dauM; eke ya te nahi !" niSThura zikArI kALu Aje sAva nAdAna bALakanI peTe kAz sAme UmA hatA. ane e vakhate pelI lagaDI menA phIlma upara besIne ghImAM pANImAM kAMca meLavI hatI. tA ghaDImAM bhayabhIta najare kALu sAme jotI hatI. --- } grAhakeAne namra vinaMtI 3 * buddhiprabhA ? dara mAsanI dasamI tArIkhe pragaTa thAya che. Apane tA. 20 sudhI aMka na maLe te pachI ja, ApatA grAhaka nakhara lakhIne kAryAlaya sAthe patra vyavahAra karavA. buddhiprabhA Co zrI je. esa. dvArA 12 /16, trIo bAIvADA. 1 le mALe, sukhakar. < > ==$ $< ! >> M >Page #23
-zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI A pAra ke pele pAra A vizvamAM mAre koInAthI bhaya pAmavAnuM kAraNa nathI ema jyAre daDha nizcaya thAya che tyAre AtmAmAM devI zakti khIle che, ane tenAthI A vizvamAM alaukika kAryo karI zakAya che. bhaya rAkhavo e kAyara puruSanuM lakSaNa che. bhaya rAkhavAthI kartavya karma raNagaNamAM ( kArya karavAnA kSetramAM) napuMsakanI dazA prApta thAya che. lokomAM paNa kahevata che ke karane te DaranA nahi, aura DaranA te karanA nahi. ane je kArya karavuM che temAM jJAnIoe DaravuM zA mATe joIe ? kAraNa Alephabhaya, paralokabhaya, yazabhaya, AjIvikA bhaya, roga bhava, akasmAta bhaya, maraNa bhaya vagere bhaya rAkhavAthI AtmAnI je je zakitao vikAsa pAmavAnI hoya che te, bhayathI saMkocAI jAya che. ane tethI kartavya kSetramAMthI pAchA paDI javAya che............. jyAM sudhI mAnavImAM bhaya che tyAM sudhI tene AtmA eka mudra jaMtu samAna che. A vizvamAM uparokta sAta prakArano bhaya rAkhanArathI koi paNa jAtanuM mahAna kArya banyuM nathI ane bhaviSyamAM banaze paNa nahi. zarIranI mamatA ane prANunI mamatA e be jenA manamAM nathI te ja mANasa kartavya kAryano adhikArI banI zake che. saMgene lIdhe AtmAnI sAthe jeTalI vastuono saMbaMdha thayo che teTalI vastuo kharekhara AtmAnI nathI. AthI e saMgI vastuone viga thavAnuM che ema daDha vizvAsa rAkhIne AtmA thakI je je kartavya karavAnA hoya temAM sarva prakAranA bhayane dUra karIne te kAryo karavAM joIe. AtmA vinA bIjuM kazuM ja AtmAnuM thayuM nathI, thatuM nathI ane thaze paNa nahi to pachI nakAmI kalpanAo karI bhaya zA mATe rAkhavo joie ? vastutaH je je vastuo AtmAnI nathI evI padgalika vastuonI mamatAthI bhaya pedA thAya che. ane bhaya lAgavAthI AtmA parabhavamAM rahIne

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22 } suddhiprabhA [tA. 10-i-1965 napuMsaka jevA pAmara, kAyara ane niHsatra bane che. Ama thavAthI peAtAnuM ke bIjA kAryanuM paNa kalyANa thaI zakatuM nathI. kAma paNa sa`ceAgane viceoga thavAnA che, che te che ja temAM kadI pheraphAra viyegathI mANase bIvu' zA mATe joIe ? phA kaSTa paNuM vaLavAnuM nathI, ahutA, mamatA Adi sUkSma vicArIzuM te jaNAze ke temAM bhaya ja ya rahelA che. AvA bhayane sadA mATe ane nirbhayatAthI ka vyakA mahattva che. nAza karavA e paNuM eka vyU kA che. karavAM e paNa kavya karmAdhikAritAnu bhaya jAgatAM aneka jAtanA sApa vikalpa thAya che ane tethI AtmazaktiyAne nAza thate jAya che. temaja ciMtA thavAthI nAhakanu du:kha UbhuM thAya che. peAtAnA adhikAre vivekaka kArya karavA mATe sarvasvArpaNu karavAmAM kSayanA janma pa aza na rAkhatAM, AtmA jyAre nirbhaya bane che tyAre AtmAmAM sthiratA Ave che. Ama asthiratA dUra thavAthI AtmA sananAM zikhare birAjamAna thAya che. ema anubhavathI jANavuM. jema jema bAhyamAM niHsaMgatAbhAva vRddhi pAmatA jAya che tema tema sAma prakAranA (AgaLa batAvyA che) bhaya nAza pAmatA jAya che. A sAta prakAranA bhayathI hirAtmabhAvavRddhi pAme che. ane bahirAtmabhAvathI je je kAryo karavAmAM Ave che temAM salepatA rahe che. ata eva badhA ja prakAranA bhayane mULamAMthI kSaya karave ke jethI AtmAnI kavya parAyaNatA hatAM nile patAnI dahiM thayA kare. je aneka prakAranAM bhayathI badhAyelA che te bAvathI huM tenI AMtarika kRttithI badhAyele che tethI te sAvahardhAraka kAryo ane dhArmika kAryomAM sAttvika sapUrvaka pravRtti nI sakatA nathI ane vAratavika rIte te AmeAtinAM kramamAM vyavasthApUrvaka upazamaE bhAve ucca-zuddha thai zakatA nathI. anAhiMsAthI AtmAnI sAthe aya saMjJAne saMbadha che. paraMtu jyAre AtmA ravata gAtmAnA rUpamAM laya pAmavAnI sAthe bAla ratnene svAdhikAra

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tA. 10-1-1965 jaina DAyajesTa | 23 je sthitimAM rahelA che tene anusarIne khAve che tyAre te nirbhayatAnA pradeze tarapha gamana kare che. ane AtmAnA zuddha rUpamAM sthira tha" jAya che tathA te sthira nIceAge! prabala puruSArthane prakaTAvI nirbhaya dazAmAM vicare che. A vizvamAM peAtAnA pADelA nAma ane zarIrAkAra rUpa e emAM amamatvanI vRtti na thAya ane khAva kAryo thAya tyAre jAvuM ke rnibhaya pradezamAM AgaLa vicaravAnuM thayu che vizva ane piMDamAMthI karI zakavAmAM kai jAtane nirahavRtti thai eTale virAdha AvI zake tema ahu tApyAsa TaLatAM sarva prakAranI bhItiyAneA nAza karI jANavuM. nirbhayapaNe sarva kAryone nathI. nAmarUpamAM thatA thAya che ema anubhana kumArapAla rAjAe svapratipakSI zatru rAjAnI sAthe laDatAM bhayane! tyAga karI marajIvA banI jyAre yuddha zarU karyuM hatu tyAre te vijaya pAmyA hatAM. grIka vidyAne sekreTIse jheranA pyAlA pIve| kabUla karyA paraMtu anItirUpa tattvAne uttejana ApyuM nahi tethI tenI pAchaLa tenA savicArene phelAve thaye| ane RtihAsanA pAne tenuM nAma amara chuM. jo sAkreTIse bhayathI sAmA pakSanA mata svIkAra karyo heta te! sadA mATe tenI kIrti ane savicArene phelAvA raheta nahiM. zrI vIra prabhue sADAbAra varSa paryaMta aneka upasargAne sahana karyAM paNa tee upasargAthI jarA mAtra pazu bhaya pAmyA nahi. ane dhyAnAraDha banI kaivalajJAna pAmI jaina tIrthanI sthApanA karI. zrI hema' prabhue nirbhayatAthI teka kAryo karyAM. ane vakA pravRttimAM jiMdagInu vANuM karyuM ane jeneAnA Isa krAisTa banyAM. zivAjI ane pratApasiMhai yuddhamAM kaTAkarTinAM prasaMge jarA mAtra zaya rAkhyA vinA sevA bajAvIne AryomAM agragaNya banyA. Ama saprakAranAM bhayane| tyAga karIne nirNaya karIne, zvetAnA adhikAra pramANe pravRtti kadApI thatI nathI kema khAsa jAvuM, A pAra ke pele pAra evA karyA vinA, kAryanI sidi [ ka yAga ]

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nAstIya saMskRtinA tamAma tattarone ujamALa karavAmAM jenoe ghaNe mATe hiraso Ape che. temAMya zi95 ane sAhityamAM te jene sadAya mokhare rahyA che. ahIM eka evI sAhitya kRtino paricaya ApavAmAM AvyuM. che ke, je joIne sva. rASTrapati De. rAjendraprasAde tene duniyAnI AThamI ajAyabI kahI navAjI che. -sa. bhavalaya dAsabahAdura vAIvAlA vizvanI AThamI ajAyabI same vaMzanA suprasiddha rAjA "ameghavarSa" graMtha eka bhAratInA hAthe lakhAyo che, pahelAnA rAjaguru ane jainAcArya e AnaMdanI vAta che. tA. 16 vIrasenanA mukhya ziSya hatA. devadhA sapTembara I. sa. 1951 nA roja nAmanA kavie potAnA racelA bhAratanA bhUtapUrva rASTrapati Do. rAjendra- "kumudenduzataka' mAM lakhyuM che ke emanA prasAdane rASTrapati bhavanamAM e graMtha pitAnuM nAma udayacaMdra ane dAdAnuM batAvavAmAM AvyA hatA, tyAre emaNe nAma vAsudeva hatuM. paNa ene "vizvanI AThamI ajAyabI avanuM upanAma ApyuM hatuM, lekana karyuM che temanuM kahevuM che ke AnA je bIjo koi graMtha Aja A adbhuta graMthanuM nAma che sudhI jovA maLyuM nathI." duniyAmAM "bhUvalaya A graMthanA racayitA mahA- bhAgye ja koi e e . viSaya haze mani AcArya kumude che. e jene A jina AcArye sparza karyo dakSiNanA eka jaina brAhmaNa hatA. na hoya. karNATakanA suprasiddha itihAsavetA ane A graMthamAM veda, gItA, adhyAtmabhUvalayane vartamAna saMpAdaka-zrIkaMTha zAstra, brAhmaNa, upaniSadadarzana, zAstrIe ghaNA saMzodhana pachI, aneka vAlmikI rAmAyaNa, mahAbhArata, gaNita, pramANe dvArA siddha karyuM che ke, AcArya bhUgoLa, zarIravijJAna, mane vijJAna, kumudendracha IsvIsananI sAtamI sadInA bhASAvijJAna, saMgIta, bhUgarbhavidyA, uttarArdha mAM chavaMta hatA. e "gaMga" vAdya-saMgIta, dAMpatya vijJAna, Ayurveda,

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tA. 10-1-1965] jaina DAyajesTa [25 vanauSadhivivA, aNuvAda Adi aneka e graMtha saMskRta, prAkRta, pAlI, drAviDI, viSayo para prakAza phekavAmAM Avyo. marAThI, malayAlI, tAmila, telugu, che. e graMthanA lekhakI pratijJA che kAnaDI, gurjarI, aMga, kaliMga, keH pitAnA samaya sudhInI badhI kAzmIrI, tibeTI, kabajI, zaurasenI. bhASAnA pradhe ne "bhUvalaya' mAM vAlIjI, baMgAlI, vivArdha vidarbha, eka sAthe samAveza karavo." A graMtha vazAlI, kharachI, apabhraMza, paizAcI, karNATaka bhASAmAM sArA nAmanA rAkSI, sArasvata, lATa, gauDa, utkala, chaMdamAM lakhAya che. paNa AcAryajI yavanAnI, turkI, irAnI, seMdharva, devalakhe che ke: "e graMthamAM kaMi rahI na nAgarI, muladevI, vaidakI vagere aneka jAya e mATe saMpUrNa takedArI bhASAmAM vAMcI zakAya che. rakhAya che.' graMthanuM mudraNa lagabhaga 16,000 A graMthanA kartA lakhe che ke pAnAMomAM thaze. atyAra sudhImAM A bhUvalayamAM 718 bhASAmAM racanA graMthanA 75,000 ke vAcI zakAyA karavAmAM AvI che. emAM 18 bhASA che ane te hajI A graMthano phA mukhya che. je koI je bhASA jANato chaThTho bhAga che. ATalA moTA graMthamAM hoya te bhASA emAMthI vAMcI zake kayAM ce akSaronI racanA nathI. Akho. che. A graMthanI A ja moTI vizi- graMtha AMkaDAomAM lakhAyo che. prazaMchatA che. graMthakAre potAnI bhASAne sAthI para banI rahe evuM adbhuta "sarvabhASAmayI bhASA' kahI che. enuM racanAkauzalya che. dareka pAnA Aja sudhImAM saMskRta, prAkRta, upara 30 khAne pADIne 30 okazaurasenI, kannaDa, ardhamAgadhI vagere sAo lakhavAmAM AvyA che. nAgarI bhASAnA chaMda vaMcAya che. mahesura lipimAM svara, vyaMjana, visarga, vidyApIThanA itihAsanA prAdhyApAka yuktAkSara vagere maLIne AcAryajIe Do. zrIkaMTha zAstrIjInA mAnavA pramANe 64 akSara mAnyA che, eTale 64 A graMthamAM hajI bIjI paNa aneka AMkaDAomAM ja A graMtha lakhAyo che. bhASAonAM chaMda maLI zake ema che. - A graMtha dakSiNanA bhAskarapatajI zrI zAstrIjI pote 35 bhASA jANe zrI malApA zAstrI pAse che teo che. emaNe A graMthanuM adhyayana e, vidvAna paMDita che. A hasta karyuM che. likhita graMtha jemAM pahelAM te kazI A itihAsakAranA mata pramANe samaja paDatI nathI, paNa zAstrIjI

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26 ] enI samaja Ape te vAMcanAra turata samajI zake che. AMkaDAothI bharelA eka eka pAnAnAM aAne sIdhI lITImAM vAMcavAmAM Ave tA munnA bhASAnA klAka banatA jAya che. badhI lITIenA 21 mAM aMkane uparathI nIce sudhI vAMcIe te saMkRtanA kSeAka bane. e pramANe dareka lITIne pahele aka nIce vAMcatA jaie RgvedanA maMtra "natA jAya che. A pramANe aDhAnI saMkhyA akSare ane e. akSarAnA sumeLathI pAMca bhASAmAM gItAnA zleAka paNa banI zake che. A graMthamAM AvI gaNitanI karAmata ne bhalabhalA vidvAne, paDite cha thaI gayA che. te budhdhiprabhA Grams: SUKESHI [tA. 10-1-1965 A graMthamAM aneka viSaye che. chellAmAM chellu paramANuvijJAna paNa emAM jovA maLe che. atyAranA aNukhAmbanI banAvaTanA mULabhUta siddhAMta, paramANu vibhAjata vagerenAM varNane paNu emAMthI maLI Ave che. eka vyakti potAnA jIvanakALamAM aneka bhASAe ane aneka vidyAenA bhaDAra samA A adbhuta graMdhanI racanA karI zake e kharekhara mahAna Azcarya che. AcArya zrI kumudaeNndrae A adbhuta graMthanI racanA karI bhAratane gauravAnvita banAvyuM che. navanIta-me, 1963 nA saujanyathI Please Contact For. ALLOY TOOL STEEL. AND High Speed Steel O. H. N. S. Steel Stainless Steel High Carbon High Chrome Pho 334238 Carbon Steel Nickle Chrome Steel Hot Die Steel UNITED STEEL AGENCY (India) 92, Nagdevi Street, BOMBAY-3.

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zrI manaharalAla dIpaca mahephIlamAMthI mukita bhaNI [ rAte tA hajI e saundaryanI gAdamAM hatA. ane savAre e Ara bAra varasanI gADhane gaDhI mAnI cAlI nIkaLye !..... ke ho ave e kavIra ne dharma vIr ! e jANavA tA tame vArtA ja vAMcA --saMpAdaka ] A bhagavAna mahAvIra rAjagRhI nagarImAM padhAryAM che. lokAnAM TALa prabhunI amRta nItaratI dezanAnuM Acamana karavA cAlI rahyAM che. zreNika rAjA paNa sahaparivAra prabhunAM darzIne AvyAM che. saMsAramAM rAgadveSa bhUlIne sau ekacitta vIraprabhunI vANI sAMbhaLe che. bhalabhalAne saMsAra cheDIne dIkSA laI levAnI prabaLa icchA thaI Ave tevI prabhunI vANI che. zreNika rAjAnA putra na diSaNa ke je hajI phizArAvasthA vaTAvIne yauvanane AMgaNe hajI Dag bhare che tyAM te temane saMsAra vairAgya upajyeA. ane eja kSaNe sasAra tyajIne bhagavAna pAse pravajyA levAnA nirNaya kare che. pratye nardiSNu mAtApitAne peAtAnA nirNayanI vAta kare che. zreNika rAjA te A vAta sAMbhaLI rastabdha ja jAya che ! ane vicAra kare che hajI mArA putre saMsAranAM sukha duHkha ma ke joyA paNa nathI ane jANyA paNa nathI. hajI tAte kaLImAMthI mAMDa puSpa khanyuM che te kema karIne sAdhunAM AkarAM tapa sahana karI zakaze ?'' chatAM paNa na diSeNu te peAtAnA niyamAM akrUra che. ane nardiSe bhagavAna pAse AvIne peAtAne niya batAve che ane kahe cheH-"bhagavAna ! mane sa'sAra pratye vairAgya Avye che. Apa mane pravajyA ApIne ApanA ziSya tarIke agIkAra ka' paraMtu mahAvIrasvAmI tenA tarapha dhyAna ApatA nathI. nardiSaSNu ekanI eka vAta evAra traNavAra kahe che tyAre prabhu mahAvIra tenA lalATa upara joine kahe che H--na diSeNu ! hajI tAre saMsAranAM bhega bhogavavAnA khAkI che!" mahAvIrasvAmInI dIkSA ApavAnI anicchA chatAM nardiSaNa na mAnyAM te na ja mAnyAM. ane temaNe manamAM

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buddhiprabhA 28 ] abhigraha karyAM huM vIraprabhunAM vacane khATAM pADIza. huM kadApi sasArI nahi anu. jiMdagIbhara akhaMDa brahmaca pAza, ane mekSanI sAdhanA karIza." Ama abhigraha karI nirdiSeNe svecchAe sAdhunA vastro paheryA. ane rAjagRhIthI vidAya thaI gayA. have nardiSaNa ugra tapazcaryAM kare che. jagale jagale rakhaDe che. puSpAnI su}AmaLa seja upara sUtelA diSe jiMdagImAM kAMTAnI vADa upara thane cAle che. kayAreka divasenA divase bhAjana karyA vinA pasAra thayuM jAya che. kAyAne damyA vinA brahmaca sahaja thatuM nathI. ugra tapa karatAM karatAM paNa naMdiSaNa kayAreka kayAreka camakI jAya jAya che ane prabhu mahAvIranA vacane temane yAda AvI jAya che keH--na diSaNu ! tAre hajI sasAranAM bhoga bhagavavAnAM bAkI che." A yAda AvatAMja munirAja nadiSeNa vyAkuLa banI jAya che ane te mane mathanamAM DUbI jAya che. mAtra mAnavI ja raDatA janame che, pharIyAda karatA jIve che te nizALamAM kare che. -sara dha spila { tA. 10-1-1965 mAruM TeTaluM ugra tapa tAM hajI meM vAsanA upara vijaya meLavyA nA. vAsanA upara vijala meLavyA vinA meAkSa mA kayAMthI prApta thAya ? jeNe vAsanA jItI che teNe sarvasva jItyuM che. tenu bhAna muni na deSaNane thAya che. ugra nardiSaNa pharI vicAre che ke nakkI mArI sAdhanAmAM ja kayAMka tUTI rahelI che. Ama vicArI karI te sAdhanA karavA lAge chaeN. divaseAnA divase pasAra thAya che. te kayAre uge che ane kayAre Athame che tenu paNa bhAna nathI. saTa ATalI ugra te kaMDAra sAdhanAmAM pazu prabhu mahAvIranA pelA vacanenI yAda AvI ya che. nadiSeNu ! tAre hajI sasAranA bhAga bhAgavavAnA bAkI che." chatAM paNa te sAdhanA cAlu ja rAkhe che. ane sAdhanAmAM ghaNuM jJAna paNa meLave che. A jJAna ane sAdhanA kALamAM paNa hRdayanA kAika aMge cara khUNe chupAyelI vAsanAnI cinagArI kayAreka manane dajhADI jAya che. ane munine AkuLa vyAkuLa karAvI muke che. paNa ane te vicAre cheH huM ArI ja- za saMsAramAM kadApI mAM nahi 1. mArA dehane! bhale a Ave paNa prabhue bhAkhelI bhaviSyavANI te sAcI nahi ja paDavA dauM.

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tA. 10-1-1965) jaina DAyajesTa [ ra9 Ama tapa karatAM karatAM nadiSaNa aMdhArAmAM deTa mUke che. eka parvatanI munine nathI khAvAnuM bhAna temaja dhAra upara caDIne AtmahatyA karavAne nathI paheravA oDhavAnuM bhAna. ziyALAnI nirdhAra kare che. ane jyAM ema karavA kaDakaDatI ThaMDI hoya ke unALAne dhAma jAya che tyAM temane AtamarAma jAgI dhakhato tApa hoya chatAM paNa tenI UThe che. temane kaMI ja asara nathI. arere ! huM eka pApathI bhAgIne eka madhyarAtrie munirAja ne bIjI pApa AcaryuM che. zAstromAM khele che. samarata vizvane samAvI leto paNa AtmahatyAne mahA pApa kahyuM che. amAsano aMdhakAra jagata para vIMTaLAI A mAnavabhava meLavIne je huM AmavaLyo ti, vRkSo ane velIo vizrAma ghAta karuM to pachI corAsI lAkha lai rahI che. mAtra temanAM prANa kayAreka yonImAM pharI kayAre mane mAnavabhava saLavaLe che. pazu pakSI paNa gagana maLaze? ane jyAre pharI pAchA caMdaravA to ArAma karI rahyAM che. kayAreka tamarAne avAja vAtAvaraNane mokSamArganA pathika banIza ? kharekhara! vadhAre bhayAnaka banAve che. A nibiDa mAnavabhava durlabha che. tene Ama ane kALanaMda che kAra ane nisarganI akALe raheMsI na nakhAya. A gherI nidarata tA je munirAja Ama zubha vicAra karI te pAchA AkaLa vikI chAnAM jAya che. phare che ane pharI pAchA sAdhanAmAM temane rAjamahela yAda Ave che. lAgI jAya che. A sAdhanA karatAM te mAtA pitA yAda Ave che. mahelamAM ghaNI siddhio meLave che. dazapUrva thatAM rUpasuMdarIonAM nAcagAna tathA abhyAsa paNa kare che. chatAM paNa bhAga vilAsa vAda Ave che. ghaDIbhara temanA aMtarane zAMti nathI. vAraMvAra te lIdhelA A AkarA vrata, japa temane prabhu mahAvIranI bhaviSyavANI para temane tiraskAra janme che. ane yAda Ave che. ane e yAda manamAM dabAyelI vAsanA savAra thai jAya che tyAM temane prabhu mahAvIranA pilA vacano yAda AvI jAya che ke dareka mAnavI eka barabAda naMdiNa ! hajI tAre saMsAranA bhAga paramAtmA che. bhogavavAnA bAkI che. muni e yAdathI hatAza thaI jAya - emarsana che. ane eja paLe eka vicAra karI oiniiiiiii

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30 ] vi II buddhiprabhA tA. 10-1-1965 naMdiSeNa munine rUpasuMdarInuM A saMsArane A svabhAva che maheNuM hADohADa lAgI AvyuM. ane e marelAonI prazaMsA kare gussAmAM ne gussAmAM te potAnA AcAra-niyama badhuM ja bhUlI jAya che. che ne jIvatAonuM apamAna. ane pote sAdhelI siddhione pratApe che te ja kSaNe te rUpiyAne varasAda karAve che. devadattA to A joIne ratabdha ja AvatAM ja temanAthI eka UMDe uDA thaI jAya che. pote karelI majAka mATe che niHzvAsa naMkhAI jAya che. have tene pastA thAya che. ane jyAM Aje munirAja nadiSaNane be muni prAsAda cheDI bahAra javA taiyAra divasanA upavAsa che. gocarI mATe thAya che tyAM ja e daravAjA AgaLa te nagaramAM Ave che cAlatAM cAlatAM AvIne ubhI rahI jAya che ane munine eka bhavya prasAda AgaLa AvI te vinave che -" munirAja ! A UbhA rahe che. dhanane huM ekalI bheLavIne zuM karuM? nagaranI suprasiddha nartikA deva mAruM yauvana varasothI kAI navayuvAnanI datAne e prAsAda che. nagarInA vilAsI pratIkSA karI rahyuM che, ane Apa ja loke A nitikAnA abhinaya, nRtya mArA e svapna puruSa che, mArA ane saMgIta kaLA upara mugdha hatA. nAthe che. Avo ApaNe prema haDe loke tenA saudarya pAchaLa gAMDA hatA. khUlIe. artha -dharma ane mokSanI paNa naMdiSeNane A badhI vAtanI vAto te tamArI pAsethI jarUra maLaze. kaMIja khabara nathI. te te dharmalAbha paraMtu kAma vagara A traNa vastuonuM kahIne UbhA rahe che. aMdara beThelI zuM mUlya che ?" ATaluM kahI e naki hasI uThe che. tene thayuM ke munine hAtha pakaDe che ne kahe che - munirAja ghara bhUlyAM che. lAvane jarA A yogIrAja! varasonA varase bahAra jaI tenI majAka uDAvuM. ane sudhI prema bharatIne ApaNe zamAvIe bahAra AvIne kahI che " munirAja ! ane A prAsAdamAM ApaNe premanI ahIM dharmalAbhanuM kAma nathI. artha gIta gAie." lAbhanuM kAma che. tamArA jevA aMkicana natikAnI A vANIthI muni munio, mAre tyAM sthAna nathI. ane naMdinI va sanA prajavalita thai A te vilAsano prAsAda che. vairAgI jAya che. ane bhAna bhUlI te nartikA ene upAzraya nathI." sAthe prAsAdamAM jAya che. te kSaNe paNa

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mAma -Anudiym pngyrpp m tA. 10-1-195] jaina DAyajesTa 31 prabhu mahAvIranA zabdo temane yAda Ave che. "naMdigheNa! hajI tamAre sAvaceta rahe, A saMsAra sAsAranA bhoga bhogavavAnA bAkI che." e yAda tAjI thatAM ja eka te zetAnanI dukAna che. ghera niHzvAsa te muke che. -yahuvA varSAbharanI sAdhanA Aje niSphaLa jAya che. mokSamArgane yAtrika ajJA eka bAju upadeza gRhamAM saMsAranI nanA aMdhakAramAM garakAva thaI jAya asAratA samajAvI haMmezA dazajaNane che. ugamaNI dIzAne yAtrika Aja pratibaMdha pamADI dIkSA mATe taiyAra AthamaNa dizAmAM aTavAI jAya che. karavAmAM kadI pAchA paDatAM nahi. ane naMdiNa vicAra kare che ke bIjI bAju devadattA sAthe citrazALAmAM bhAgyamAM lakhyuM hoya te mithyA nathI rahetA hoya tyAre tene prasanna rAkhavAmAM thatuM. mAre bega bhegavavAnuM bAkI che paNa kaMi bAkI rAkhatAM nahi. to have bhagavye ja chUTake. Aje nadiSeNa muni pitAnI chatAM paNa temane aMtara AmAM pratijJA pramANe navajaNane baMdha ApI sAva marI nathI gayo. patananA paMthe saMsAra tye rAka upajAvyo hato. paDavA chatAM te eka pratIjJA le che - paNa dazamo je sonI have tene huM saMsAramAM rahyAM hatAM paNa roja ghaNuM ghaNuM samajAvyuM chatAM paNa te dasa mANasone pratibodha ApI saMsAra pALo na hato. ulaTuM e naMdipratye vairAgya UpajAvI temane dIkSA na SaNane kahetA hatA ke--kAmabhAganI grahaNa karAvuM tyAMsudhI jamIza nahi." vRttie AtmAnI vikRta avarathA Ama dRDha nirNaya karI te devadattA che te e paristhitimAthI tame sAthe vilAsamAM DUbI gayAM. sRSTimAM pote zA mATe mukta nathI thaI navacetana jagavatI vasaMta Ave che jatAM ? je saMsAra asAra hoya to ane jAya che. muni naMdiNa rUpa. tame ahIMyA zuM kAma paDI rahyA che ? yauvanA sAthe yauvananI nita haLI tamArA vANuM ane vartana judA judA khele che. ane Ama hoLI khelatAM kema dekhAya che ?" bAra bAra varasanAM vahANuM vahI jAya che. Ama sanIne samajAvatAM samajachatAM paNa temane AtmA jAge nahi. vatAM madhyAhna thaI gayo hato. ahIM nadiSeNa mAre vicakSaNa hatAM. devadattA saMdipezunA jamyA pahelAM

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32] buddhiprabhA : tA. 10-1-1965 bhojana karatI nahatI. eTale te rAha paraMtu nadiSaNano AtmA pUrepUro joI joIne kaMTALI. chevaTe naMdine jAgI gayo hato. temaNe kahyuM - "devadatA! belAvavA te upadezagRhamAM Ave che. huM te tAre pUrepUro AbhArI chuM. nadiSaNa e vakhate eka dhyAne vilAsamAM DUbelA mArA AtmAne te pelA sanIne saMsAranA asAra sparUpa jagADyo che. have mArAthI ahIM viSe samajAvatAM hatAM paNa sonI rekAvAya nahi. mAre have mAruM khAvAsamaja na hato. A ja samaye devadattAne yeluM jJAna pAchuM meLavavuM ja rahyuM kAraNa tyAM AvelI joI naMdike kahyuM - huM te mokSamArgano pathika chuM." navane te pratibaMdha pamADayA paNa devadattA A sAMbhaLI dhruske ne dhruske A daza sonI samajato nathI." raDI paDI. raDatAM raDatAM teNe pharI devadattA kaMTALI hatI tethI Ave samajAvavAno prayatna karyo. paraMtu zamAM e belI -te tame dazamA nadiSeNa have barAbara jAgI gayAM hatAM. sAdhu thaI jAva. devadattAne samajAvatAM te kahevA lAgyA - devadattAnA ! A bola sAMbhaLI devadattA ! huM kaMcana kAmInIno tyAgI, sUtelo siMha jAgI gayo. sAdhu hovA chatAM paNa teno zikAra amAsanI aMdhArI rAta have pasAra banI gayo. ane bAra bAra varasa sudhI thaI cUkI hatI. ane jagalamAM bhUlA meM saMsAranA aneka sukha bhogavyAM. paDela rAhabarane have rAha maLI gayo. Aja mane prabhu mahAvIra jANe kahI rahyA che ke tArA bhoga have pUrAM thaI naMdiSaNane lAgyuM ke have potAnA gayAM che. ane kAmabhogane aMte haMmezA bhogAvalI karma pUrA thai gayA che. thAka lAge che jyAre mukti pachI kadI eTale turata ja temaNe alaMkAro kADhavA thAka nathI lAgato." mAMDayA. ane varSothI sAcavI rAkhelI sAdhu veSanI poTalI kADhI sAdhu vela toya devadattA mAnatI nathI. paraMtu paheravA mAMDayo. have naMdiSeNa muni tenI paravA nathI karatAM. te tene choDIne cAlI nIkaLe devadattAne lAgyuM ke pitAnAthI che. ane pharI ugra sAdhanA ane dhyAnamAM jabarI bhUla thaI gaI. te vinatI khovAI jAya che. karatA bolI ke -mane mApha kare vahAlA! mApha kare. mArI bhUla thai devadattA paNa bIje divase dipeNa gaI. tame jazo to huM pachI kevI rIte munine paMthe cAlI nIkaLe che. jI zakIza.

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eka junI kathA che. eka bIte bIte e mukhya bAraNu pAse maMdiranA eka pUjArIne ravAnuM AvyuM gayo ane dhImethI te ughADayuM. je ke pote marI gayo che. je dekhAva teNe je te joIne te e Abho ja banI gaye. svamamAM ene lAgyuM ke maraNa pachI "A badhuM navAsIo mATe haze? eka ajaba jevA mahelamAM tene koI uThAvIne laI gayuM ane tyAM eka enI najare bahU vicitra dekhAva lAMbI ozarImAM te AvI paho . najare paDayo. eka lAMbA Tebala upara paNa svarga mATe to eno je khyAla aneka jAtanAM pakavAna ane bIjI hatA tevuM to tyAM koI jaNAyuM nahIM. svAdiSTa vAnIo pIraselI moTI Ama tema jotAM teNe tyAM eka pATiyuM thALIo gAvelI hatI. enI sugaMdha lagADeluM joyuM. pATiyA upara lakheluM che evI Ave ke moDhAmAM pANI chUTe. hatuM ke " narkavAsanA mANaso mATe." "A badhA ahIM Tebala pAse A joI tene bahu navAI lAgI. e beThelA mANaso kevA bhAgyazALI ke bhAre gUMcavAmAM paDyo ane bhayabhIta emane AvuM sAruM bhojana maLatuM haze?" tha. "meM mArI AkhI jiMdagImAM Avo vicAra ene pahelA te Avyo. kAMI pApa karyuM nathI, koInuM kAMI " AvuM sAruM bhojana narkavAsIo bagaDayuM nathI. tene koI duHkha dIdhuM mATe heAya kharUM ?" nathI, tema chatAM mUvA pachI mane A paNa A badhI suMdara bhajana jagAe kema lAvavAmAM Avyo haze ?" sAmagrI hovA chatAM ahIM eka vastunI Avo tene vicAra thayo. "paNa A khAsa khoTa jaNAvI hatI. Tebala ozarInA baMdha bAraNA pAchaLa aMdara AgaLa beThelA badhA ja mANaso dilagIra zuM haze. mAre che te zodhI kADhavuM ane jANe duHkhamAM DUbelA tema ja joIe. ahIM te bAraNAmAM cI bhUkhathI TaLavaLatA lAgatA hatA. AvA nAMkhavAnuM ke dekhAtuM nathI. aMdara bhojana prasaMge to badhA AnaMdamAM aMdara zuM have te zI rIte jaNAya ?" mane hasatA hovA joIe. A badhA

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34 ! budhdhiprabhA badhA tA bhUkhane lIdhe sukAI gayelA du.La mANase lAgatA hatA. e pUjArI te Azrarya mAM DUkhI gayeA. paraMtu bArIka najara karatAM eNe bahu vicitra dekhAva joyA. Tembala AgaLa dareka mANasane DALeA hAtha pITha pAchaLa khurazI sAthe sakhata rIte bAMdhelA hatA, ane jamaNA hAthane eka lAMkhe| camaceA darekane bAMdhavAmAM AvyA hatA. paraMtu A camace eTale vA lAMkhA hatA te meADhe aDakADI pazu zakAya nahIM. eTale e vaDe kAMI khAi zakAya nahIM. A rIte A badhA mANasA bhejanasAmagrI mAtra neI zake chatAM eka paNa cIja meADAmAM mUkI zake nahiM, evI duHkhada sthitimAM haMmeza mATe tyAM bhUkhathI pIDAtA paDayA hatA. pelA pUjArI A dekhAva joine x gayA ane te dekhAva na khamAvAthI tyAMthI nAsIne pAthaeN esarImAM sAlyA gayA. jamaNI bAjue eNe khIju bAraNuM joyuM. A bAraNuA upara je pATiyu hatuM tenA upara lakhela hatuM; svargamAM rahenArAo mATe' A vAMcI te jarA svastha thayeA. ene laya eza thayA ane teNe e bAraNuM udhADayuM. [tA. 10-1-1965 eNe joyuM te tyAM paNa pelA meATA AraDA jevA ja dekhAva najare paDaye, Tebala upara bhAtabhAtanI vAdiSTa vAnIe pIraselI hatI ane mANase khurazI upara beThelA hatA. emane paNa DAmeA hAtha pITha pAchaLa khurazI sAthe khAdhelA hateA ane jamaNA hAtha emAM pelA jevA ja meTa! camace bAMdhele hateA. e paNa e hAthe kAma paNa vAnagI khAi zatA na hatA. paraMtu dareka mANasa e lAMbA camacAthI peAtAnI sAme beThelA pADAzIne lAMkhe hAtha karIne khavaDAvatA hatA. Ama pADeAzIne khavaDAvIne dareka mANusane bhAjana maLyA karatuM hatu N. dareka peAtAnI pAsenAne jamADe eTale badhAne badhI vAnIe peAtAne paNa khAvA maLe. AthI A dareka mANusa AnaMdamAM ane saMtuSTa thayeluM dekhAtA hatA. svama UDI gayuM tyAre A AkhI ghaTanAnu rahasya e pUjArIne barAbara samajAyuM. camacA peAtAne mATe te teA jarUra ghaNA lAMbA hatA paraMtu pAtAnI sAmenA pADAzIne khavaDAvavA mATe eitI labAInA hatA. (jyAti mAMthI sAbhAra)

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calacitre e pracAranA sAdhana che. A sAdhanathI aneka vastuene! temaja saMskRti ane dharmanA pracAra thaI zake. paraMtu ema banatuM vathI. bahudhA citro saMskRtine vikRta ja karatA AvyA che. mAtra bhAratamAM ja A bUmarANa nathI ke citro ugatA khALA ne yuvAnone bagADe che, dareka dezamAM A mAMkANu che. ahIM eka amerIkAnI lekhikA mArI hAmsa, amerikAnA seArane lakhelA khullA patra ApavAmAM Avyo che. vAMcAH-- mAnuM kaMdana eka lekhikAnI rUe meM evuM enI upekSA thai rahI che. sAthe sAthe kayAreya vicAyu na hatuM ke manaraMja- evA leAke murkha ane rUDhicusta che nanA sauthI meTA sAdhanane, eTale ke tema ja prajAne enA adhikArInA philmane sensara karavAnI mAgaNI mAre pUrepUrA upabhAgathI vaMcita rAkhavA karavI paDaze. paNa Aje eka mAtA mAgatA heAya che, evuM mAnavAmAM Ave tarIke huM e mAgaNI karI rahI chuM. che. ane sauthI meATI vAta te e sAcI vAta te e che ke che ke bhraSTAcArane pracAra AjanA karanArAM mALAmAM naitikatAnA evA kAI badhAM ja sAdhane AnI sadhaLI javAsaMskAre jovA nathI badArI mA-rApa upara nAkhI pAta maLatA, je emane zIkhavavAne mA-bApu! prayatna aLagAM thaya jAya che. chApA ane kare che ane je A dezanI sinemA dvArA jAtIyavRtti ane anI-ane saMskRtinA aMga samAna che. tine pracAra thAya che tyAre lAge che keTalAka aMze khuda mAtA-pitAmAMthI ja ke jANe tee! mA-bApAne paDakArIne naitikatA adrazya thatI jAya che ema kahI rahyAM che ke, 'emane cAve, e kahI zakAya. tamArA bALake che, tee avaLe raste ja rahyAM heAya te e tamArI javAbadArI che, amArI nahIM !' sabhyatA savAla e che ke AvI asAyI nAme kalA ane saskRtine anaitikatAne atizaya pracAra rajo che ane ene vireAdha karanArA thaya

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36 ] buddhiprabhA [tA. 10-1-196pa ApaNe ApaNAM bALakanuM rakSaNa kevI bIjI paNa eka samasyA che ke rIte karI zakIe ? ApaNAM kizora- vizeSapaNe parivAro mATe banAvavAmAM vayanA dIkarAdIkarIone ApaNe sinemA AvatI philma paNa AvAM kAma-ka jovA na javA daIe te paNa teo tathA gItothI bharapUra hoya che. A piotAnA mitra pAsethI to badhuM phariyAdanA javAbamAM nirmAtAo kahe sAMbhaLI ja le che. teo sinemAmAM che ke, "je teo AvAM drazya philmomAM batAvAyelAM kAma pUrNa do ane na mUke te philmo cAle ja nahIM ane jazekhanuM bhabhakabharyuM samRddha jIvana philma banAvavA mATe je lAkhe--karaDe jue che ane ApasamAM tenI vAte rUpiyAnuM rokANa karavAmAM Ave che. kare che. ApaNI dIkarIo A badhuM te badhA ja DUbI jAya. vepAra kara joine evuM mAnI le che ke rachA hoya to AvI philma banAvavI ja cArI jIvana jIvanArane kIrti, mAna, paDe AvI philmomAMthI ghaNI kamANI dhana badhuM ja maLe che. mA-bApa jyAre thAya che, te 'nAo sudhI cAle emane samajAve che ke A jIvana che, prekSakagRha khA bIca bharAI rahe atyaMta kadarUpuM ane bhayAnaka che tyAre che, emanI jayaMtio ujavavAmAM teo potAnAM mA-bApane rUDhicusta Ave che. paNa enI asara ApaNI ane mUrakha gaNe che. A paristhitimAM saMtati para kevI thaze enI ciMtA mA-bApa potAnI dIkarIone sine- karavAnI jarUra koI samajatuM nathI. mAnI mAThI asaramAMthI kaI rIte philmonI zreNImAM reDiyo paNa AvI ugArI zake ? jAya che, jemAMthI A vakhata mahAbata" nAM gIta guMjyA kare che. A uparAMta ApaNA dezamAM sinemAghare ja manoraMjananuM, haLavA- mAnasazAstrIya daSTie jotAM, kaMi maLavAnuM ane samaya pasAra karavAnuM paNa sAMbhaLavAthI ke jenAthI ApaNA sauthI vadhu lokapriya ane sastuM sAdhana mana para enI gherI asara thAya che. che. vaLI badhI ja philma lagabhaga jyAre A badhuM saphaLa nATakIya rIte ekasarakhI hovAthI tenI pasaMdagImAM jIvatAM jAgatAM pAvA dvArA jevA ke paNa kaMI jhAjhe phera nathI paDato. sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave che, tyAre e pAchuM mA-bApa game teTalA sAvaceta ane vizeSa uttejaka ne prabhAvaka banI rahe jAgRta hoya to paNa A vakhata te che. nAnI uMmaranA chokarA-chokarIo pitAnAM kizora dIkarI dIkarAnI cAkI nAyaka-nAyikAonI pUjA karavA mADe te na ja karI zake. che, emanA jevA javAnI tamannA

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tA. 10-1-1954] jena DAyajesTa [ 37 sevatAM thaI jAya che ane emane thAya athavA evAM sAdhano para nibaMdha, che ke emanA vRddha mA-bApa rUDhivAdI mUkIe, je A rItanI uttejanAthI ane akakalahANuM che. emane AMdhaLA banAvI avaLe raste rUperI paDadAnuM A jIvana emane dorI jAya che. je ApaNe AvAM ghaNuM ja mehaka lAge che ane enA sAdhanone rokI zakavAmAM niSphaLa para dekhAtAM ko pitAnA vAstavika jaIe te enAM pariNAmane ApaNe kAyadesara rIte mAnya rAkhavAM paDaze, jIvanamAM utAravAno teo prayatana kare kAraNa ke A ja te manoraMjana" nuM che. emane khabara nathI hotI ke rUperI jIvananI ane yathArtha jIvananI be sahaja pariNAma che. paribhASAo vacce Abha-jamInane mAbApane mAthe evI javAbadArI phera che. pachI tame game teTalI gItA che, je teo koI bIjA para na nAkhI saMbhaLAve, gharanuM vAtAvaraNa game zake. paDadA para jene jIvana kahIne teTaluM pavitra rAkho, e badhuM paththara batAvavAmAM Ave che temAM jIvana te upara pANI samAna bane che. zuM, jIvananI chAyA paNa nathI hotI. A vAtAvaraNanI asarane pari A eka evI chalanA che je mANasane NAme kAcI uMmaranA chokarA chokarIo bhramaNAmAM rAkhIne tene vinAza tarapha dorI jAya che. AvA prakAranuM manevAsanApradhAna premasaMbaMdhI joDAya che. paNa philmanI jema vAstavika jIvanamAM raMjana mAtra ApaNA saMtAno sAthe ja e saMbaMdha haMmeza lagnamAM nathI nahIM. AkhA rASTra ane samAja sAthe pariNamate, AthI niSphaLatA maLatAM ramAI rahele dige che. AvI sthitimAM jAtajAtanI cavaNa UbhI thAya che mAbApe e reDiyA para vAgatAM gIta. ne hatAzA Ave che, avaidha saMtAne ane philma para pratibaMdha mUkavAnI janme che athavA to evI jAtanI mAgaNI karavI joie, jyAM sudhI anya muzkelIo UbhI thAya che. Ane sensara sakhtAI nahIM vApare tyAM sudhI mATe eka ja upAya thaI zake. kAM te philmamAM sudhAre nahIM thAya. pitAnA A amaryAda svataMtratAnA pariNAma saMtAne mATe egya vAtAvaraNanI svarUpa utpanna thatI paristhitine mAMgaNI karavI e badhAM ja mA-bApanA sAmAjika rIte mAnya rAkhIne kuvArI haka che. mAtAonAM saMtAnone svIkArI laIe "lAIpha" nA AdhAre anudIta

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mULa lekhaka : sebila epha pAbrija anuvAdaka : zrI prakAza zAha mAtra AjanA divasa pUratuM ja (1) mAtra AjanA divasa pUrato-saMpUrNa sukhI thavA prayatana karI che. amerikAnA mahAna pramukha abrAhamAlaMkane sAcuM ja kahyuM che ke : "ghaNuM mANasa potAnA manamAM jeTalo saMka95 kare, teTalA pramANamAM sukhI hoya che......" sukha AMtaraka vastu che. sukhane pradeza ApaNI aMdara ja rahelo che. tenI bahAra beja karavAnI jarUra nathI. ( 2 ) mAtra AjanA divasa pUratI-huM mArI jAtane mArI AjubAjunI vastuo sAthe saMvAdI sUramAM gUMthavA prayatna karIza. e badhI vastuone mArA taraMge pramANe, mArI ruci-abhiruci pramANe pheravavAno prayatna karIza nahIM. mAruM kuTuMba, mAre vyavasAya ke dhaMdhe; mAru nasIba je pramANe AkAra letuM haze te pramANe AkAra levA daIne tene anurUpa thavA prayatna karIza. (3) mAtra AjanA divasa pUrastI-huM mArI zArIrika sukhAkArIno barAbara kALajI rAkhIza ja. tenA vikAsa mATe egya kasarate karIza. mArA deha maMdiranA ghATaghUTa, raMga, AkAra ke anya khoDakhAMpaNo paratve TIkATipaNa nahIM karuM. huM jema kiMmatI vastuone sAcavuM chuM tema taTastha bhAve mArA dehayaMtrane sAcavIza, jethI te sugya kAma Ape. (4) mAtra AjanA divasa pUratuM-huM mArA manane khUba daDha banAvIza. * huM kAMika vastu zIkhavAne prayatna karIza. sAva mAnasika daridratAmAM mAre divasa sarakI javA daiza nahIM. thAna, vicAra ane ekAgratA mAMgI le tevI koDIka vastuonuM vAMcana karIza. (5) mAtra AjanA divasa pUratI- huM mArI jAtane traNa rIte vikasAvavA thIza. I ne khabara paDI na jAya tevI sAvadhAnI rAkhI tenuM

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tA. 10-1-1965] jaina DAyajesTa [ 39 sAruM kAma karIza. mane na karavI gamatI be vastuo Aje jarUra karIza: jethI mArA manane sarvAgI vikAsa thAya. ( 6 ) mAtra AjanA divase pUrata - huM mArA AtmAnI suMdara kalA bahAra lAvavA prayatnazIla rahI...mArA vyavasAya ane jAtane anurUpa pozAka sArI rIte paherIza. huM UMce sAde vAta nahIM karuM. mAro vartAva sAMja sudhI khUba ja vinamra raheze. divasanA bhAgamAM mane sArI jaNAyelI vastunI prazaMsA mukta mane karIza. huM koInI kSatio zodhIza nahIM. huM keine sudhAravAne ke dabAvavAno prayatna nahIM karuM. (3) mAtra AjanA divasa pUrate- mana bharIne rahevAne prayatna karIza. mArA jIvana samaratanA praznone ukela zodhavA prayatna nahIM karuM. mArI kArakirdImAM huM je mahatvanAM kAryo karavA dhAruM chuM tenI nAnI AvRttio jevAM DAMka kAryo bAra kalAkamAM karIza, jethI kramaza: e divasomAM AgaLa vadhuM. ( 8) mAtra AjanA divasa pUrate huM mAre dainika kAryakrama ghaDI kADhIza. divasanA kayA samaye huM kayuM kAma karavA dhAruM chuM te kAgaLa para lakhI nAkhIza. ema paNa bane ke aMdara ane bahAranA aMtarAyone lIdhe temAMnI ghaNI vastuo te pramANe na bane. chatAM paNa Ane pariNAme huM be vyAdhio - anizcitatA ane jhaDa5mAMthI bacI jaiza. (9) mAtra AjanA divase pUrato- huM vadhu nahIM teya aDadho kalAka mArI jAta sAthe gALIza. mArI badhI dunyavI ciMtAonA bojane huM bAju para khaseDI daine parama kRpALu paramAtmAne vicAra karIza, jethI karIne mAruM jIvana vadhu nirmaLa bane. (10) mAtra AjanA divasa pUrato-huM nIDaratAnuM bakhtara paherI laIza. khAsa karIne A bAbato paratve huM kazo paNa saMdeha nahIM rAkhuM ? huM AjanA divasa mATe parama sukhanAM kiraNomAM nahAvAne chuM. sauMdaryazIla vastuo mAnavAne chuM. mane jemanAmAM zraddhA che te leke mArAmAM zraddhA Apaze. mane jemanA para rahe che te mArA para raha rAkhaze. huM je varatuonI sAcA hRdayathI jhaMkhanA karuM chuM te vastuo yogya samaye mArA jIvanamAM AvIne maLaro-maLo-maLaze ja." ("navacetananA saujanyathI)

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zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijInu eka Umi gIta virahaNa gIta paricayaH--guNavaMta zAha [ gItanuM mULa zika-cetanAnA paramAtma premI pratye udgAra'- che. gItanI vastu virahane anulakSI hoI A nAmaphera karyA che. te vadhu lijjata mAya e mATe AgaLa kathA mUkI che. ~...] rAtanA lekAra aMdhakAramAM,paroDhanA dhUMdhaLA ajavALAmAM, USAnA gulAbI tejamAM, madhyADunA ghAra tApamAM, saMdhyAnA saluzA teja AMkhamAM; ekAMtamAM ane bhIDamAM, pravRtti ane nivRttimAM, enuM Urmila ane nAjuka haiyu basa eka ja vAtanuM raTaNa karI rahyuM cheHvhAlA! have te! Ava, Ama zIdane satAve che vAta ema che ke eka divasa ene eNe joyo. eNe paNa tenA sAme joyuM. be najarI vacce hRdaya dhaDakananA eka divya tAra jhaNajhaNI UDayo. palakA aMgenI namI gaI, ane palaka UghaDI te e hateA nahi. paNa e neNanA maTakAmAM tA e enI sArI jiMdagI hucamacAvI gayo. lavya e milana hatuM. divya e daMna hatuM. baMdha hoThAnI paNa e kaI gebI vAtacIta hatI. e gayo ne eka kAramI vedanA mUkatA gayo. e najara mAMDI gayo ne viddha mUkane gayo. AzAthI chalabalatI, manerama kalpanAothI nAcatI gAtI e nArInuM jANe sarvasva lUTI gayo.

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tA. 10-1-1965] jaina DAyajesTa [42 basa tyArathI enI AMkha hasatI nathI, enA hoTha gAtA nathI, paganuM nRtya thaMbhI gayuM che. ane hAtha ThaMDA paDI gayA che. gherI ekalatA haiyAmAM chavAI gaI che. ane Asu dadaLatI AMkhe patha para beThI e sAda pADI rahI . priye! Ama zIdane satAve che? basa ekavAra, eka ja vAra AvI tArA darzana daI jA. manabhara tArA e rUpane pI levA de. ane baLatI jhaLatI mArI AzAone tArI godamAM virAma levA de. basa, ATaluM mAruM mAna mArA deva ! huM tArA e darzana ane milana mATe, tuM kahIza te mArI lAkha lAkha jiMdagI tArA caraNe dharI daIza. zuM muMja raMkanI ATalI vinaMtI paNa nahi svIkAre vhAlA! nA, jIviteza! mArA, nA, have vadhu nA satAva, nA satAva. A nArI te cetanA cheH nara che te AtamarAma. AtmAnA premamAM paDelI ne virahathI vyAkuLa banelI cetanA gAya che -- piyu piyu pyArA haMsA re, rahuM huM zvAsozvAsa, cena paDe nA tuja vinA re, viraha sahyo na jAya; Akhe zrAvaNa bhAdaravo re, kSaNa kSaNa varSo sama jAya. piyu piyu pyArA haMsA re, rahuM huM zvAsozvAsa. jhAMkhI jaNAvI tArI re, AnaMda ApI apAra, anahada dhUnanA tAnamAM re, pragaTAvyo ghaTa yAra. piyu piyu pyArA haMsA re, huM huM zvAse zvA sa.

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buddhiprabhA ( tA. 10-1-965 nkaNa addabhUta karyuM che, AMkha milAvI AMkha; kSaNamAM pAchA kyAM gayo re, maLuM je hoya muja pAMkha. piyu piyu agAza huM re, rahuM huM dhA so zvA za. vizuddha premanA maMtrathI re, bhulAvyuM ja bhAna, jyAM tyAM bhAmuM paNa tAruM re, chuTe na sutA mAna. - piyu piyu pyArA haMsA re, ra huM huM dhA so dhA rA. hAjarA hajUra AvI che ke, viraha ja na khAya, kamane paDade khaseDIne, tamaya mA silAya. piyu piyu pyArA huM re, rahuM huM zvAso zvA sa. prema prANa sarve karyuM re, tuja upara kurabAna, tuja viNa zUnya dekhuM sahu re, tuja svarUpa gulatAna. piyu piyu pyArA haMsA re; rahuM huM zvAsozvAsa. talasAvo bahu nA have re, joyA jevuM thaI jAya, buddhisAgara prabhu sadA re, zuddha cetanA thAya. piyu piyu mArA haMsA re, rahuM huM zvAsevAsa. [zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI mahArAje svayaM A kAvyanI vileSaNuM karI che te atre raju karuM chuM. saM.] cetanA pitAnA paramAtma ravAmine prema lakSaNA bhakti nA vizuddha kahe cheH he priya! papAse paramAtma svarUpathI tane maLavAnI laganI lAgI haMsa !! tArI DhanA mane zvAsozvAse, rUhI . haMsa haMsa zabdavAo paramAtma svarUpanI upayogitAe thaI rahI che. te mAtmarUpa paramAtma prANa deva !

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tA. - 65 jaina DAyajesTa 43 tArA vi . have bIjI vastuomAM cena paraMtu he Atmana ! zuddhopayogamAM paDatuM . ane sAthe ane meLavIne kSaNamAM paramAtma ami! have tAre pAchA tuM kayAM cAlyA gayA ? ema viraha na thai zakato nathI. dhAvaNuM karIne zuM tuM mArI parIkSA karavA bhAdaravA para je mArI mAMge che? ke pachI mane kaseTIe raDI rahI che. AthI vizeSa , lA caDAvI mArI yogyatA jevA mAge che ? tane zuM ? pa le tuM cAlyo gayo. paraMtu chatI kahuM chuM he deva ! tAro mane zraddhA che kevaLajJAna ane kevaLa eka dA mAne paNa viraha have darzanarUpI jo be pAMkha mane maLI jAya mane vararata varasa jeTalo lAMbo lAge che tuM mane jarUrathI jarUra maLavAno che. che ane te mArA thI rAha na thaI zake tema nathI. che. prANapriya Atma ravAmina! te mane AtmAnA zuddha dharmamAM evI - he Atmana ! teM tAruM darzana ane te raMgI nAMkhI che ke tArA vinA pRddho paNa samaye karAvyuM hatuM. te mane have koI yAda nathI AvatuM. samaye tArA darzanathI mArA haiyAmAM indriyAtIta evA anaMtAnaMta AnaMda ' arthAta vizuddha evA prema maMtrathI thayo hato. huM nahi mAne paNa hajuya te mane jagatanuM bhAna bhulAvyuM che tenuM ghena mane caDe che. ane mArA cittane tArAmaya banAvI dIdhuM che. AthI tuM te ja huM ane he Atmana ! te anahada dhUnanA huM te ja tuM evI vizuddha tAnamAM tAnamAM mArA dilamAM evuM te prema huM-tuM ekarUpa thavAthI huM-tuM nuM paNa pidA karyo che ke have to te kadI nAza na rahetA nathI, pAmanAra nathI. ane mane pUrepUrI zraddhA che ke tArA darzanathI pragaTelI AthI vizeSa mArA viSe tane zuM vizuddhatA, tAre sAkSAtakAra karIne ja kahuM ? jaMpaze. mATe he kRpAnAtha ! Atma svAmina!! he Atmana ! zudo paga samaye have to tuM zuddha samAdhimAM pratyakSapaNe mane tArA tarapha jambara AkarSaNa thayuM Adi anaMtA bhAMge maLa. che. te mArI divya AMkhe sAthe mArI AMkha parovIne te je darzana dIdhuM he prabho ! tane ema haze ke tArI che te huM koI kALe bhUlI zakuM tema nathI. A cetanA tane cheDA divasa pas

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buddhiprabhA 4] bhUlI jaze. paNa nA prabhA ! ema tu dhAre tA e tArUM dhAravuM... bhUla bhareluM' che. prArabdha dazAe bAhya kSetramAM jyAM tyAM bhamavAnuM thAya che paNa mArAthI tAruM nAma jarAya bhUlAtu' nathI. tArI suratAnu tAna evuM tA .lAgyu` che ke A janme te te kadI chUTavAnu nathI e vizvAsa rAkhaze. hai AtmasvAmina ! have te tArI viraha jarA paNu khamAte nathI. sarva pratyakSathI hAjarAhajUra AvIne maLe ane asakhya pradezeArUpa aMgathI mane pratyakSa bheTA. mArA zuAMganI sAthe tamArUM asa`khyAta pradezarUpa zuddAMga meLavA ke jethI anaMta sukhanA bhAga trividheya tApanA nAza thAya. yA karIne jo tame tamArI ane mArI vacce rahelA AcchAdana rUpa karma paDade khaseDI nAMkhA teA bhAna bhUlone ApaNe tanmaya bhAve eka khIjAte maLIe. he Atma svAmina! mArI pAse je kaMI hatu. prANa hatA te paNa tArA para kurabAna karyuM che. arthAt premaprANa vagere badhuM ja samarpaNa karI huM tArAmAM Asakta nI chuM para tArA zuddha premane eTale mArA badhe { tA. 10-1-1965 te prabhAva paDayA che ke tArA vinA have bIjuM badhuM mane zUnya lAge che. jyAM dekhuM tyAM tuM hiMtu hiM e pramANe badhI ja jagAe mane tArA ja dana thAya che. he prANapati paramAtmAn ! huM tArA para gustAna thaI tethI hu mArU' svarUpa tArA svarUpamAM meLavIne tattvamasi ne anubhava kare" chuM. mATe je anata jJAnAdi zakti svAmina! have mane vadhu talasAvaze nahi. kAraNa bahu talasAvatAM jAnanuM jokhama thaI javA saMbhava che. vizuddha premanI carama dazAmAM prANa paNa tane pratyakSa maLyA vinA TakI zakaze nahi ema anubhavAya che. mATe have kSaNamAtramAM maLeA. buddhinA sAgararUpa zuddha cetana he Atma svAmina! zudde cetanA tArU dhyAna dhare che. kSaNamAtramAM pratyakSI aMtaramAM AtmAnubhava karIne buddhisAgara svakIya udgAra vaDe tane pratyakSa meLavavA talase che mATe have tu pratyakSapaNe maLa.

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bhUkha zuM nathI karAvatI ? paNa jyAre mAnavInA dilamAM e vasI jAya che ke bhUkha karatAM bhAvanA vadhu mahAna che tyAre bhUkha mATe hINA kAma karaaA mAnavI mahAtmA banI jAya che. mananA evA ja keAI pApI vicArA sAme laDatA ane vijaya meLavatA e kamavIranI dilacaspa vArtA. rAju lekhaka : kanaiyAlAla jozI *AL. mA ! keTalI vAra !" vakIla sAhebe dhAMTe pADyA. kAramAM sTiyarIMga pAse gAThavAI gaye khAssI pAMca miniTa pasAra thai gai, paNa tyAre nirmALAbahena na AvyAM tyAre temaNe peAtAnI Teva mujaba bUma paDI. nirmaLAbahena e UMcA sAdathI TevAI gayAM hatAM. e te! ThaMDA kaleje nAnA snehalane AMgaLIe vaLagADI pagathayA para UbhAM rahI nAkara para sUcanAonI jhaDI varasAve jatAM hatAM. "o. rAju ! ame rAtre bAra vAgyA pachI ghera AvIzuM; jAgatA raheje. UMghI na jate. kayAMya AveApAche na thatu." B pagathiyAM parathI UtaryAM, paNa vaLI kaika kahevAnu yAda AvatAM te pAchAM UbhAM rahyAM. Treka pacIyuM, aMga para khaDI ane khabhe rUmAla. vakIla sAhebanA gharanA nAkara rAju paththaramAMthI kaDa...relI Ai pratimA UbhI rAkhI hoya tema galAnA eTalA para UbhA rahyo hatA. nima LAbahena dhIme dhIme bAkhAne pA pA pagalI bharAvatAM kAra bhaNI jaI tyAM hatAM. vaLI kAMIka yAda Ave ne pAchAM pharI sUcanAonI helI varsAve e takanI pratIkSA karatA hoya nImA ! plIjha, harI apa!' vakIla sAhebanI e vinati nirmaLA-tema rAju temane jatAM eka rahyo hatA. bahena mATe baherA kAne athaDAyelI vAta jevI nIvaDI. e te dhImethI *ne seDAnI bArI baMdha karavI rahI gai che, sAMbhaLyuM ? te pahelAM vAsI Avaje, nahIMtara pelI khIllImAsIne mAtanI UrjANI maLaze." kAranuM bAraNuM UdhaDayAne avAja AngeA. kAra ' sTArTa ' thaI ne rAjue

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46 ] mAMDayuM zvAsa nIce mUkayeA. jANe agamAM ekAeka cetananA jhare sUryAM hoya tema jhaDapathI pAcheH karyo na hAthavA capaTI vagADatAM teNe cAlavA jaMgalInuM dvAra baMdha karI te rasoDAmAM AvyA, badhI bArIe teNe dhyu dha karIne hAthamAM jhADu la" teNe dAdaranAM pagathiyAM caDhavA mAMDayA. tenA mana paNa vicArA eka pachI eka paNa thayAM caDhatAM hoya ! tene lAgyu dAdara caDhI rahyA pachI te svAnA eDAmAM AvyA, svIca daLAvI, vijaLInA dIvA jhAkaLyA ne ajavALAmAM tenI najara pelA lekhaDanA gedarejanA pATa para paDI. buddhiprabhA nirmaLAbahena cAvIe laTakatI rAkhIne ja gayAM hatAM. kAmAM rAju e kamATa sAthe joi rahyo. tenA dilamAM teja ane timina tumula yuddha khelAvA mAMDayu. te eka pagaluM mAmA cAlyA, thebyA, pagamAM kaMika jhaTa vAgyA hoya evI vedanA teNe anubhavI te tyAM bAju para paDelA sApha para te phasakAI paDayA. tenuM sArUya aMga paraseve rebajheba tha yuM ! 'dInubhAi vIla te ghaNuM kamAya che. 'alyA lAga maLe. te hAtha mArave bhUlatA nahIM. samayai ? AvelI jatI na karavI..." tene A dhIme dhIme yAda AvatA hatA. ta zabda tenA " tA. 1-3-9-5 dAta. kasture ja tene A pramANe salAha ArmI rI. TamAM zAka e dasa te kharIdavA gayA hate. tyA phUTatha para UbhA rahelA aAirIe tene pelA nAmathI A lAi 'rara...' te samayAna be zakha rIte teNe mRtyuH tu roDa nI mane belAlA " ', huM kastura,...... "te tuM Ama bhikhArI." sa,-"sa !" kasture te AgaLa mAlane aTakAvI dIdho ne dhAmethI teNe tene jaNAvyuH kAle cha vAte! karIzu' Avaje, 6 e rIte tene snuranA ja vicAraza AvyA. mA te mAM tavAra jelamAM jai. AvyA hatA. chellA jyAre te jelamAM jaI AvyA te tyAre kastura tenI sAthe lamAM haka, te ghaNe ramujI hatA, sadA haste game tevI udAsItA cuLa para paththara DhAya, caNu te e udAsInatA khaMkherI nAMkhata vaLI tene huM a philma gIte gAya, deza ta AI kAi vakhata Rte khaMDakAM Ine pazu lalakAre. jelamAM ja teNe e divase kahyuM.

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tA. 10-1-196pa jena DAyajesTa "raNachoDa ! ApaNe to jenAM paMkhI. karI tamArA jIvananA sukhane bhasma jela bahAra A baMdAne gaLe ja nahIM." na karaze....." "evuM kema ?" A zabdonI raNachoDa para jabarI bhalA ! je ekava ra jelamAM gayA asara thaI ! tenA hRdayamAM pazcAtApanuM tene koNa uMmare caDhavA de? ne peTa punita jharaNuM phUryuM. sulemAna jevA ochI kAkanI zarama rAkhe? vakhata sAthIo joDe tene rahevuM pharavuM, akAruM thAya eTale khAvA to joie. bhUkha thai paDayuM. tenA mukha para divase karAve cAra, bhUkha karAve khUna..." divase kAMI judI ja AbhA pragaTavA rAkane kAraNe e vAta sAcI mAMDI. lAgI. Ama te jelamAM divasa dara raNachoDamAM thayeluM A parivartana miyAna te kaMIne kaMI pratimAM raheto, jelara bhoMsale sAhebathI ajANyuM na paNa rAte tenuM nabaLuM mana vicAre chuM. jhaverI kasoTInA paththara para caDhatuM. tene thatuM: "jelamAMthI nIkaLyA suvarNanI nikaSarekhA AMka tema raNachoDane pachI mAre mATe nIce dharatI ne upara judA judA prasaMge judI judI kasoTIe Abha. gunegArane ochuM ke nakarIe kayA. bIjA kedIo karatAM tene vadhu rAkhavAnuM hatuM ? kAma ApavA mAMDayuM. koI prakArane A vicAre tenA jIvatarane jhera gaNagaNATa raNacheDe na karyo. javAbadArI samuM banAvI dIdhuM. tene utsAha bharyuM kAma e pAyuM temAM paNa te osaryo. tenI AzAe Athama. tenA uttIrNa thaye. bhesale sAhebanI sahAnumukha paranuM smita karamAyuM. bhUti tene dIvAdAMDI rUpa thaI paDI. tyAM eka divase koInuM bhASaNa jyAre te jelamAMthI chUTayo tyAre temaNe jemAM gAvAyuM hatuM. mApaNamAM raNacheDe tene pitAne baMgale bolAvyA. pelA zabdo sAMbhaLyAH raNachoDa ! bhale tuM gunegAra rahyo. gharamAM kacaro vadhI jAya, bAvA jyAM tyAM vaLa, chULanA Dhaga khaDakAva ( bhAgalA paNa huM jaI zakaze to ApaNe sAphasUkI karIe chIe, chuM ke A mATe tame gha pazcAttApa gharane bALI nAkhatA nathI. jIvanamAM thayela che. A zaheramAM mArA eka mitra A kacaro vadhI jAya to tame sAka vakIla che. temane zArakAma mATe nokaranI sUphI karo. guno karavAnA vicArone jarUra che. huM tane A ciThThI lakhI vALIjhUDIne kADhI mUke. vAraMvAra gunAo ApuM chuM."

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48]. aMka tA. 10-1-1965 ne raNachoDa dInubhAI vakIlane ghera teno nirNaya haju paNa te mana sAthe nekara tarIke rahyo. raNachoDamAMthI rAju karI zakayo na hatuM. paraMtu have tene banyo. satata zrama, khaMta, niSThA, e bAbatamAM nirNaya karavA jevuM ja pramANikatA jevA guNothI tene potAnuM na rahyuM. jyAM "gArDana pAse Avyo sthAna gharamAM ne gharanA mANasanA dilamAM ke phUTapAtha para goThavelA bAMkaDA parathI sthApI dIdhuM. AkhA divasanI majUrI Ubho thaI kastura tenI pAse Avyo. pachI rAte tene nirAMtanI nidrA AvatI. Aje te bhikhArInA vezamAM na hate. Aje ja pelA kasture tenI UMdha AMkhane AMjI de evA pozAkamAM te UDADI dIdhI teNe jaNAvyuM hatuM. koI bhadra samAjanA nAgarika je lAgato hato. kAle bAgamAM Avaje, vAte "yAra ! kayAranI tArI ja rAha karIzuM." te to !" raNachoDane teNa kahyuM ne bIje divase mArkeTa jatAM mArgamAM e pachI hAtha pakaDI tene te sIdho gArDana pAse AvatAM tenI cAla dhImI gArDanane khUNe UMDe ekAMtamAM AvelA banI. "gArDana mAM javuM ke na javuM bAMkaDA para laI gayo. ukhya banAvaTa vizuddha mAlA A manohara ghATa che vyAjabI bhAva rAjakamala sTenalesa sTIlanAM vAsaNo vApare. ki utpAdako -ratIlAla nagInadAsa enDa kuAM 118, kaMsArA cAla, muMbaI 2, Si ophisa phona : 33yara11 resIDasa phona : 33ra086 mA

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tA. 10-6-1965 ] "jo, raNacheDa ! mADIavaLI vAta karavAnA vadhu samaya nathI. AvelI taka je jatI kare che te mUrakha che." 'eTale tu zuM kahevA mAMge che ?" jaina DAyajesa lAga maLe tyAre hAtha huM A 'gArDana' nI AjubAju bhikhArInA vezamAM heAuM chu. muddAmAla paheAMcate karI jave. traNa bhAga tArA ne eka bhAga mAre... mAravela. pelA mane pachI . 'kastura ! AvuM mArAthI nahIM..." "pAche. dharmAtmAnI bRhu pUMchaDI na thatA. AvA ne AvA rahIza tA AkhA avatAra vatarAmAM ne vaitarAmAM jaze. kadI khe pAMdaDAM bhegAM nahIM thAya." bahAra AvyA. chUTA paDatAM pele gurumaMtra yAda karI teNe kahyuM : raNacheDane have rA javAba ApavA tenI gatAgama na paDI. te te kastura sAme joI rahyo " cAla have, tAre pAchuM mA thaze." teo UbhA thayA. gArDana ka < karI kasture ApyuM. 'dInubhAI vakIla te ghaNuM kamAya che, vyA, lAga maLe te hAtha mArA bhulate nahIM, samanyA? AvelI taka jatI na karavI..." kasturanI e salAha raNadAsane gayA hatI, rAjune nahIM. jelamAM pahelAM je raheDa hatA te jelamAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA pachI rahyo na hatA ethI ja Ajanu ekAMta tene asala thai paDayuM. AkhA baMgalAmAM vaLa te eTaleA hateA. bAra vAgyA sudhImAM phAI pAchuM AvanAra hatuM nahIM. kabATa khullA rahyo hato ! te Ubhe! thA, bATa pAse AvyA; dhImethI teNe kabATa UMghADayA. ghareNAMnA DakhkhA UMghADe! paDayA hatA. pAMse paisAnuM pAkITa hatuM. khAnAmAM eka bAju dasa dasa rUpiyAnI meTAnI thAkI paDI hatI. [ 49 "raNacheDa ! zuM vicAre che? hAtha laMbAva." "nA..nA... TyubreDa te sApha thai gayA. pharI kayAranA kADhI nAkhyA. pharI pAchA svaccha oraDAmAM kacarA nAMkhave ?" '"raNacheDa ! AvelI takane je jatI kare che te mUrkha chaeN." 'rAju ! nima LAbahenanA vizvAsane jakhama na kara." "raNacheDa traNu bhAga tArA ne eka bhAga..." r rAju! e traNa samAna che!" bhAga jhera

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10 ) 'Tana nana !' dhaTaDI vAgI buddhiprabhA [tA. 18-1-1965 raNa : A ne A kaMpAunDamAM kutaruM pharI bharyuM. vicAra karI te Akhe avatAra rAjue jhaDapathI kATa baMdha karyo. vaitarAmAM ne vaMdarAmAM jaze." kaI pheravI cAvIo potAnA khissAmAM "mAre zuM karavuM?" paga nIcethI mUkI. bhoMyataLIyuM khasI jatuM hoya ema rAjune lAgyuM. te tyAM ne tyAM ro dezI gayo. keTalo samaya vItyo tenI raju tarata nIce AvyA; bAraNuM UMdhADayuM. tene khabara na paDI. Aja to kayAM ! dasa Akhare te Ubho thayo. bArI vAgyAmAM UMghI jate rAju bAra vAgyA pArasa Ape. rastA para myunisipA chatAM nage che !..." nirmaLAbahena liTIne pele dI rAtrInA adhikArane belI rahyA hatAM. pitAnI zakti pramANe haNI rahyo hato. tyAM ke paDachAyAne pasAra thato rAju mUge rahyo. tenuM mana te teNe joyo. baMgalAnA kampAunDamAM manamAM ne manamAM bolI rahyuM hatuM: pharatuM pALeluM kUtaruM tarata ja ghUrakI UThyuM. "bahena ! huM bhale UMdhI jAuM, paNa mAre AtamarAma na UMghI jAya, basa rAjue pharI oraDImAM najara karI. vIjaLInA prakAzamAM kabATanI aMdara prabhune mArI A prArthanA che !" palAM suvarNa ghareNuM jhaLahaLI rahyAM teNe khissAmAMthI cAvIone jhUDe hatAM. rAjunA manamAM paNa ekAeka kAryo ne nirmaLAbahenane te A. vicAra AvyA. "bahena ! kabATa te tame khulle pApa te chAnuM rahe, kharuM? tuM rAkhIne gayAM hatAM! me te baMdha karyo. corI kare, nirmaLAbahena mApha kare, dInubhAI vakIla kadAca mApha ka. 1Na A cAvIo.." jelamAMthI bahAra AvelA kAI mANasane pramANika jIvana jIvavAno prayatna ane nirmaLAbahenane khame rahelA tarapha e pachI koNa vizvAsa rAkhaze?" nehalane teNe teDI lIdho.

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3 zrI jaina Azrama (mahAvIra nagara) vaTavA ! vAyA-maNInagara namra nivedana zrImAna dharma premI sajajane, Apane jaNAvatAM harSa thAya che ke " zrI jaina Azrama vaTavA " nAmanI saMsthA lagabhaga 31 varSathI vaTavAmAM "manuSya sevA" nA mukhya dhyeyathI calAvavAmAM aAve che. saMsthAmAM anAtha, apaMga ane kone koI paNa nAta, jAta ne rAMdaDavanA da rAkhyA sivAya dareka jaina kAmanA mANasane niyama pramANe rAkhavAmAM Ave che ane temAM dareka prakAre khAvA, pIvA, rahevA, kapaDA vaDa, davA temaja yAkhya zikSaNa mAraphata sAravAra karavAmAM Ave che. vRddho ne apAna maraNa paryata Asare ApavAmAM Ave che. !ja sudhI meM kaDA mANae A saMsthAthI lAbha lIdho che. je saMsthAne rIporTa uparathI mAluma paDI zake che, gavarnameMTanA niyama mujaba saMsthA aa rajisTara paNa thai cukI che. A saMrathA saMvata 1984 mAM pUjya zrI AcArya mANekamuninA satata prayAsathI zarU karavAmAM AvelI hatI te saMsthAnA prANa hatA paraMtu saMvata 1993 mAM teozrI kAladharma pAmyA pachIthI ama leke saMsthAne yathAzakti mahenata karI calAvatA : yA chIe. chellA 3-4 varSothI te mAMdhavArIne khuba sapATo Avyo che. temaja joitI madada maLI zakatI nathI. kharI vadhatuM ja jAya che. amArI sarva sakajanone namra vinaMtI che ke Apa A saMsthAne samAche ane agatyanuM aMga lekhI udAra bhAve madada karaze to ame vizeSa utsAha 1 ane khaMtathI manuSya sevA saMsthA dvArA karI zakIzuM. 3, 12) 52) vAlika rAbhAsada lavAjama che. meTI rakamanA sadagRhasthanI icchA mujaba kameTI temanI kAyamI yAdagIrI na rahe tevI yogya vyavasthA karaze. caturvidha saMdha ke jemAM sAdhu sAdhvI bAvaka zrAvikA jeo zrI pUjya sAdhu mahArAja ke sAMdhIjI mahArAja je vihArI karI zakatA na hoya che temaja zArirIka sAga vasAta aTakI ala heya tene paNa A Akrama 1 rAkhI pUratI sevA karavAmAM Ave che. madada mA ThekANuM (2) maMtrI paM. choTAlAla paravAra, dipAdhama, da. se sa. maNInagara, amadAvAda 8 (2) gRhamaMtrI bAbubhAi maganalAla. bhAvanagarI phoTogrAphara. kRpAkAMkSI : bAlAhanumAna sAme, amadAvAda. 1 pramukhaH-narottamadAsa kezavalAla jhaverI gRhamaMtrI bAbulAla maganalAla { upapramukha:-jesIMgabhAI ugaracaMda, paM. cheTAlAla paravAra,

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REax En(c) tyAjya gurudrohI je zidhya guddhohI bane che teno tyAga karavo joIe. gurune chetaranAra, temano vizvAsaghAta karanAra, temanA para ALa 6 caDhAvanAra, temanI khAnagI vAtane jAhera karanAra, guru parathI bIjAne prema UDI jAya tevI khaTapaTa karanAra, temanA para dveSabhAva rAkhanAra, temanAM pragaTa ke apragaTa bdio udhADA pADanAra, gurune turacha mAnI pitAne mahAna samajI gurune dhikkAranAra, gurunA mAtra deze ja jenAra ane vAta vAtamAM temanI sAthe vAdhe pADanAra vagere ziSya guddhohI gaNAya che. gundroha samAna A vizvamAM bIjuM koI paNa pApa nathI. je ziSyo guradroha kare che teone moTuM prAyazcita Ave che. guru droha karavAthI buddhi azuddha thaI jAya che. pachI tene maMtra, upAsanAo, tema ja anuSThAna vagere siddha thaI zaktA nathI....... gurudroha karavA karatAM, guthI dUra jaMgalamAM jai bhajana karavAthI ane temanI AzAtanA na thAya te rIte jIvavAthI Atma kalyANa thAya che. gurudrohI gurunI pAse rahIne ja gurune chetare che ane temanI kIrti-pratiSThA vagerene nAza karavA prayatna kare che tema ja gurunI AjJAene avagaNe guru bhakto pAse game tema karI potAne sAco batAvavAno prayAsa kare che. paraMtu satyane ja aMte jaya thavAthI chevaTe te khullo paDI jAya che. AthI gurudvohI na banavuM e prathama kartavya che. | (saMkSepa) che .......... w_ w_t oiponeTa zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI che.2 -: rara : :: 8 :--

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puruSArtha parAyaNAH OCLC m and N ee AtmAnI zaktiyAne anubhava karyA che tevA jenA puruSA pArAyaNa hAya che...... puruSArtha karyA vinA svarga ane muktinI prApti nathI. jenAmAM puruSA nathI te duniyAmAM eka garIba pazu karatAM paNa vizeSa dayApAtrache. he jaina badhu ! puruSArthane phArIne tame tamArI pUrvakAlina jhAhAhAli pAchI meLave...je dezamAM, je phAma meAjilI bane che te patita thAya che ema aneka itihAsathI siddha thAya Te kAmAkSakti vagere pazu vRttiyeAne! tyAga karIne jaina Ame, puruSArtha karavA oie. 1 Atma vizvAsa rAkhI huM jaina baMdhue ! puruSArthanA baLe tame jaina AgamAnA satra pracAra kare. jaina. AgamA e peAtAnI saMpatti che ema samajIne tenAM satya siddhAMtAne badhe phelAve kare. jina madirAne udghAra kare. kAInI AgaLa dInatA batAve nahi. yAda rAkheAHtamArA tamArA AtmA tamane badhA ja prakAranI sahAya ApavA taiyAra che. temAM tamAre phakta kharA aMtaHkaraNa pUrNAMka puruSA karavAnI jarUra che...... jainee bhAvibhAva ane karmanA nAme ALasa karIne ghaNuM ja kheAyuM ...paNa have to jAgA ! UTho ! puruSArtha kare ! jaina kAmanA ane jaina dharmanA uAra kare! puruSArthI ane ane lAkhA vighna Ave te paNa lIdhelAM zubha kArTUne paDatAM na mUkA...... ( saApa ) . . --- <> jainopaniSad === 12) "" d. zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI

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lohInA AMsu meghavArInI bhISaNa nAgacUDamAM mAnavI Aja gUMgaLAI rahyo che. AchI AvakavALA Aja ardhA bhUkhyA rahI, peTa AmaLatA, kaLaze| pANI pIne sUya jAya che. dUdhathI TaLavaLatA bALake tenI mAnI chAtIne bacakAM bharI lehI luhANa karI nAMkhe che. koi eka TaMka khAya che, to kAI TokanAM jamaNamAM UcuM khAya che. kAramI meghavArImAM pIsAtA madhyama varganA temaja cheka garIba varganA mAnavInI lUkhI ane teja hIna AMkho pUchI rahI che. amAre jIvavuM zI rIte ? ApaNA jaina samAjamAM paNa AvI ghaNI udAsa ne AMsubharI AMkhe che. ane e AkhA pUche che, prANI mAtra mArA mitra che, sava jagatanuM kalyANa thAo evI vizALa bhAvanAone rAja rAja gAnArA dharmAcAryo ! samAjanA ke dharmAMnA kAmamAM lAkhAnuM dAna karanAra tAlevA ! amArI AMkhAnA A lehInA AMsu lUchaze ke ? savAlane javAma tA ApaNA dharmAcAryo ne tAle te ApatA Apaze. 7 paraMtu surApe tyAMnA vasatA mAnavIee, ke jene ApaNe mleccha ne mAMsAhArI kahI na gAmI kahIe che teoe je javAba ApyA che te saue jANavA jarUrI che. muMbaithI pragaTa thatAM zrI paramAna dabhAInA 'pramuddha jIvana'mAM eka sahRdaya mAnavIe A bhUkhyA mAnavIe mATe yuropa zuM karI rahyuM che ne tenA mukAbale Ane bhavya jIva gaThThAtA jaine ma karI rahyA che tenuM nagna ne tAdRzya citra raju karyu che, vAMcakAne A patra vAMcana karatAM eka khAsa sucanA karavAnI ke A patra vAcana karIne zabdanA cUMthA rUthavAne badale ene garbhita hetu samajavAnI kezISa kare. patranuM ziSa'ka maiM pheravyuM che eTalI jANa karI lauM. ~sa.

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tA. 1-1-1965 jaina DAyajesTa papa atre chellA ghaNA mahinAothI upavAsa gaNAya nahi. " mane A nA bhakhyA mAnavIne avAja vicAra sacoTapaNe jayA hatuM. A pahoMcADavA mATe yuropanA tamAma dezomAM bAbatano ullekha, jeo varasothI jozabhera pracAra temaja prayAsa cAlu tapasvI karatAM hatA, parigrahanI amuka thaela che. A badhI hakIktane tamAma caryAdA paLanA hA, temanI samakSa chApAvALAoe ghaNuM ja mahatva ApIne karavAmAM Ave che, paNa sAmethI teNe tene sAro pracAra karyo che, reDIyo evo paDakAra karatA ke mahAsatAjI karatAM bIjA ane vadhAre vidvAna upara temaja TelIvIjhana upara ApaNI sAdhuo che temane A viSe puchAvIe. duniyAmAM tAM tyAM bALakA nagna paramaha maryAdAthI vadhAre dravyApArjana bhUkhyAM rahe che te dekhADavAmAM Avela che. A badhI pravRttinI pAchI A thAya che te paNa sudhArA te, pIDita paradezI mAMsAhArI lekee bhUkhyAM ane dalitenA rAhata kAryamAM tarataja pratyenI potAnI sahAnubhUti darzAvavA vAparI nAMkhavuM joIe." -A vicAra mATe zuM zuM pravAsa karyA che te jANIne sAme paNa aneka dalIla karavAmAM Apane saMtoSa thaze. AvI hatI. ghaNA upavAsa karyA che ane eka nAnuM bALaka paNa samajI upavAsanA kAraNe bacalA nA zake che ke upavAsa karIne baceluM Ane lagatA kuMDamAM ApyA che. anAja dAnamAM ApavuM tenuM keTaluM mahattava che. Ama bane che temAM kene aneka lekee jamatI vakhate vAMka samajavo? Aja sudhI koIe evuM na mUkavAno nirNaya karyo che A bAbata para khAsa mUkIne mArga, ane tethI bacatuM nANuM eja darzana ApyuM nathI. tene lIdhe ApaNe kaDamAM mokalI AvyuM che. tyAM tapasyA vadhI che paNa anukaMpA ja temane vicAra Avyo che. sukhI thaTI che, mANaso bIjuM kAMi ja na kare ane atrenA traNa varasanA mArA vasavATa e na rAkhe ane e rIte baceluM daramiyAna mane vAraMvAra e vicAra nANuM ne kaMDamAM mokale te jagatanI Ave che ke A anArya mulaka che ke 28 TakA vastIne anAja pUratuM maLe. jyAM lagabhaga save ke mAMsAhArI A vAMcatAM mahAsatI ujajavaLa che, temAMnA ghaNA dArUDiyA che temaja kamArIjIe dhaDa nahI khAte ApeluM keTalAka bIDI, tamAku, tathA aphINa eka vyAkhyAna mane yAda AvyuM. temAM pIvAvALA che, keTalAka vyabhicArI temaNe pharamAveluM ke "upavAsa karIne te vilAsI che temaja bUTanI joDI badale divasanuM baceluM anAja e garIbone tema haLavA dilathI koI eka patnIthI ApavAmAM na Ave te te upavAsa lagna toDIne bIjane paraNe che. A

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buddhiprabhA tA. 10-1-965 bAjunA leke ghaNI laDAio laDayAM TInamAM peka karelA phaLa ke zAka vee che ane ghaNuM ja ghAtakI bebo A ane baMgaDelAM nIkaLe te vecanArane leoe banAvyA chevaLI lUMTaphATa, jela thAya che. corI, khUna ke DAkugIrInA banAvo A rIte jotAM A mAMsAhArI paNa avAranavAra banatA ja hoya che. prajAmAM keTalI dayA, keTalI anukaMpA A badhuM chatAM paNa mArI aMgata najare paDe che, jyAre ApaNe tyAM mAnyatA mujaba A dezanA mAnavIo khorAkamAM temaja davAmAM bheLaseLa karIne bhAratanA mAnavIo karatAM vadhAre dharmiSTha kahevAtA paisAdAra le kenA sArAM che. AvI mArI mAnyatAnA be jAna sAthe khelI rahyA che. A mA kAraNe che. vedanA che. eka te A mulakamAM koI paNa A bAbata mane vAraMvAra Dakhe che. vepArI koI paNa khAdya padArthamAM kadI jone vAraMvAra bolatA saMbhaLAya bheLaseLa karatuM nathI. bIjuM koI paNa che ke A mAMsa khAvavALAnuM zuM thaze? davA banAvanAra phArmasI ke davAne, davA tathA anAjanA vepArIo moTA koI vepArI davAmAM kadI paNa bheLaseLa bhAge jaino che. te mAMsAhArIonI karatA nathI. A baMne padArtho ke jenA dayA khAvAne badale jenee te ema upara dezanA garIbanA jIvanane AdhAra vicAravuM joIe ke rAka temaja che temAM nANAM kamAvA mATe bheLaseLa davAomAM bheLaseLa karIne jAna lenAra karIne temanA jAna sAthe ahIM koI A vepArIonuM zuM thaze ? ramata ramavA mAMgatuM nathI- jyAre bhArata ke jyAM maMdire, 3. tame paramAnaMdabhAInuM A muddA tarapha masajide. upAzrayanI temaja sAdhu- dhyAna kheMcaze ane A bheLaseLa virUddha saMtanI koI achata nathI, dharma pratye lekhe lakhAvaze. vaLI mahAsatIjIne lekenI khUba zraddhA ubharAtI mAluma kahevarAvazo ke koI bAdhA levA Ave paDe che. tapasyA paNa dara varSe vacce ja te rAkamAM temaja davAmAM bheLaseLa jAya che, tyAM koi paNa cekhuM nahi karavAnI sauthI prathama bAdhA Ape. khAvAnuM, cokhAM ghI dUdha, are ! upavAsa ke parigraha vistArane maryAdita cokhA Ijekazane, cekhI davA rAkhavAnA paccakkhANa ke levA Ave paNa maLatI nathI. ane A banAvaTI ijekazano ane banAvaTI goLIothI te te nimitte bacelA dhananuM satvara aneka lokonA jAna jAya che. atre dAna karavAnI tenI pAsethI kabUlAta le. je kaI bheLaseLa kare te tene 10 kAraNa kei samaye kaie te te mATe varSanI jela zikSA thAya che. te agAu prayAsa karavo ja paDaze. janatA ja tene jIvatA rahevA na de. ("prabuddha jIvana nA saujanyathI)

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bhAi abdula rahemAna ! keTalAka ene gAMDA gaNatA, keTa lAphane enAmA uta AtmA ane pavitra daravezanAM darzana dhatAM. kadAca e banne haze. sAmAnya UMcAi karatAM viroSa UMcAI dharAvatA dUbaLe ne pAtaLA, ghauMvarNAM te peAtAnI AsapAsa jUnI gedaDI vIMTALate. te pUrNatayA ughADA ke nagna na hateA, kayAreka e masjidamAM te kayAreka e madiramAM jovA maLate, kASTaka sAMjanA, nadIkinAre sakkara zaheramAM saMta-kavi 'sAmI' nA sumadhura gItA lephrene gAma saMbhaLAvatA. ne hareka kSaNe e peAtAnI jAtanI sAthe kaI ne kaI gaNagaNyA karatA-vAru, bhAka abdula rahemAna, AmAMthI kAMI magajamAM UtaryuM ? tane kayAraeN prakAza maLaze ? jJAnane -mU. le. amaralAla hIMgArANI. -anu. jayaMta relavANI, eka divasa rastA para cAlatAM, e eka pRththara sAthe Akara khAi kheDe. teNe tIvratAthI potAnI jAtane kahyuM: bhAI abdula rahemAna, tAruM magaja bhamI gayu lAge che. tArI AMkheAnI Are ganAM paDaLA baMdhAyA che. jo te AvI rIte athaDAine tArI jAtane nukasAna na kare !' vicAra karate te mesI rahyo. ane karI peAtAnuM AtmasaMbhASaNa zarU karyu 'bhAdya abdula rahemAna, tu` kevA svArthI che! tArA mATe A sAruM gaNAya ke huM paththarane rattA parathI dUra karyAM vinA AgaLa cAlyA jAya? jarA vicAra te kara ! bIjA kAi rAhadArI paNa athaDArone phA pAmaze !' pharIthI aTakI, vicAra karatAM, teNe peAtAnI jAtane hukama karyoH 'bhA abdula rahemAna, kharekhara te tuM sArai mANasa hoya te tAre e paththara upADI eka bAju phekI devA joie. ane eNe ema karyuM. paNa kharuM ! ane peAtAnI jAta sAthe vAta karavAnI Teva hatI, ne peAtAnI jAtane teM humezAM 'bhAI abdula rahemAna' evA samedhanathI melAvate. kadAca Ama kahI, enA atala UMDANamAM chupAyelA AtmAnA avAjane te prApta karatA haze, enI sAthe amaya saMvAda karate haze ! ucca prakAranI bhAvanAne kAraNe, AvI jAtanuM tuM tArI ughADI AMkhe tatAvI cAle, naitika

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18 } buddhiprabhA jIbhane eTalI teja na cAlavA dAM ke tamArA manathI ya te AgaLa nIkaLI jAya! - arabI kahevata Atmasa bhASaNa enAmAM rahelI be virAdhI evI viziSTa vyaktimattAnuM astitva sUcavatu', je baMne ekabIjA sAthe satata sa MghamAM rahetI, jANe satata jAgRta evA cekIdAranI peke ene salAha ApatI, sAcA dvArI javA prayAsa karatI. mAge saMjogeAvazAt , ke" ene khAvAnI bAbatamAM pUche te! sau pahelAM e sadeze! peAtAnI jAtane-AtamarAmanepahoMcADatA, thADI vAramAM pelI irAnI kahevata sAthe javAba ApatA, 'khAvA mATe jIvavA karatAM jIvatA rahevA mATe khAvuM joie.' ane A rIte atima javAba ApatAM pahelAM e pAtAnI jAta sAthe vAta karI letA. irAnI bhASAne e kavi hratA ne hArphijha" ! kadAca ene haiye te hADaeN hatA. zAhu' ane 'sI' viSe nate hatA--sacala' nAM kAvye tA dhALIne pI gayeA hateA; urdU paNa naNute, ne jyAre kAinI upara urdUmAM patra AvatA tyAre e le! enI pAse [tA. 10-6-1965 vaMcAvavA AvatA. zAMta ane satANI svabhAva dharAvatA A mAnavInI jarUriyA ghaNI ochI hatI. khArAkanA thoDAka kALiyA e khAI letA. phATela godaDI enI huMmezanI sAthIdAra hatI. ziyALAnI ThaMDI ne unALAnI garama rAtrie geAdaDI oDhI kA paNa sthaLe te muLa rahetA. eka divasa A bheLA mAnavIne ra paDI ke kAI eka vyakti muzkelImAM phasAi paDI che. peAlIse enA para eka lima zeTanI seAnAnI ghaDiyALa ceryAnA Arepa mUkayA hate. sAkSIonI hAjarImAM enI pAsethI ghaDiyALa maLI AvI hatI. enA viruddhanA purAvA joradAra hatA, te zeThanI lAgavaga paNa ghaNI hatI. ene gune! AvA svarUpaneA hate. eka vAra te zeThanA dharanI pAsethI pasAra thatA hatA, tyAre tene pakaDavAmAM Avye te ene mAravAmAM pa AvyeA-kAraNa ke eNe zeThanA gharanI strIe pratye aNuchAtA cALA karelA. ene mArI nAMkhavAmAM AvyA hata, paNa abdula rahemAnanA prayatnAthI e khasI gayAje daivayeAge e vakhate tyAM hate. paNa zeThane khuzI na thai. eNe te peAtAnA kuTuMbanI AbarU AchI thaI che te ethI enA badaleA levAvA ja oie, evuM kahevAnu cAlu rAkhyuM.

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tA. 1-1-1965) jana DAyajesTa [paka * e pachI abdula rahemAne potAnI jAta sAthe vAto karavAnuM zarU karyuM. | * jIbha che te mAtra traNa je bhAI abdula rahemAna, zeTha te ! iMca lAMbI, chatAM te cha kuTavA | pathara jevA che. potAnI AbarU viSe ! mAnavIne paNa mArI zake che. jAgRta che. tene eka bahena che. pAMtrIsa varSanI haze enAM lagna thavA detA -jApAnI kahevata nathI. rakhene e vArasAmAM bhAga mAge ! vA. bicArI strInAM lagna thatA nathI tyAM.." ane e zo sAthe e abdula rahemAna hata- zeTha be sAkSI lAvelA, trIje kerTamAM Avela nahi, aTaka. "nA, nA, bhAI abdula ethI enA para voranTa kADhela mAtra rahemAna ! tAre bIjAnI vAte khulI bIkane kAraNe eNe prasaMgathI bilakula karavI joIe nahi. tuM zAne rahe ajANa hovAnuM jaNAvyuM. have bacaane zeThane kharekhara kAraNu jovA de. vAne samaya AdhAra mAtra abdula ane ema chatAM te samajavAnI nA rahemAnanI sAkSI para rahyo. bacAva pADe, te tuM satya kaheje. abdula rahemAna bhAgye ja dhImethI potAnI pakSanA vakIlane AvA vicitra mAnajAta sAthe bolata-zrotAjanone jANe vInI sAkSI tarIkenI zaMkA hatI. paNa saMbhaLAvata hoya tema e moTethI ene vizvAsa hato ke prabhune mANasa adhuM kahe . AthI e samaye hAjara evo A abdula rahemAna koIpaNa rahelA leke mUMjhAtA. zeTha paNa AvI bIka ke pakSapAta vinA satya kahetAM acakAze ke gabharAze nahi. vAtathI gabharAyA, ane e rIte garIba mANasa to abdula rahemAnane jyAre korTano vizeSa muzkelImAM mukAto bacce. paNa samansa maLe tyAre eNe potAnI abadula rahemAna cerecauTe eka jaNAvyuM - bhAI abadula rahemAna, vAtano viSaya banI gayo. sAthe zeThanI tAre nyAya mATe keTamAM javAnuM che. AbarU A kAraNe ochI thaI. pitAnA tyAM jA ane te paNa cogya mAnathI ! bacAvamAM pelAe A banAva TAMko, e prasaMga mATe eNe joDA paNa ne e mATenA sAkSI paNa raju karyA. uchInA lAvIne godaDImAM vIMTALyA. zeThe badhuM ja spaSTatAthI nakArI korTamAM pitAnuM nAma pokarAyuM tyAre kADhayuM. bacAvapakSanA cAra sAkSIo- kAyA, paheryA ane adAthI keTarUmamAM hethI traNa enA paDAthI ane e praveza karyo.

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buddhiprabhA [ tA. 10-1965 paTAvALAe turata ja aTakAvya karyo. "bhagavAnanA nAme je kAMi kahIza jatA nikAlo! ane eNe potAnI te satya, kevaLa satya ja kahIza." jAtane kahyuM: "bhAI abdula rahemAna, abdula rahemAna badhAM vAkayo bolyo, A paTAvALo jeDA utAravAnuM jaNAve aMte umeryuM, "kharekhara A sAcuM ja che, ene kahe ke korTa tarapha te tAruM kahe che." ema ene sogaMdavidhi thayo. mya mAna darzAvavA e jeDA bIjA tamAruM nAma ? pAse mAgIne AyA che." eNe paTA "bhAi abdula rahemAna, A kalArka vALAne ema jaNAvyuM ane pachI tAruM nAma pUche che, ene tAruM nAma abdula rahemAna mejisTreTane namaskAra jaNAvo ane pachI moTethI kalArkane karato hasIne keTamAM prave. jyAre uddezIne kahyuM, "mAruM nAma abdula e sAkSInA piMjarAmAM Ubho rahyo rahemAna che." tyAre mejisTreTanI najara eNe potAnI dharma ? AsapAsa vIMTALelI godaDI para pI. eNe pUchayuM ke teNe Ama zA mATe sAkSI keka mUMjhAye, "abdula karela che ! rahemAna tAre satya bolavAnuM che. te sogaMda lIdhA che. kharekhara tere dharma - tarata ja abdula rahemAne pitAnI zo che? ke vicitra savAla !" e jAta sAthe vArtAlApa zarU karyo, "bhAI hinda , lAka loka hindu kahuM to muslima vAMdho le, ne abdula rahemAna. mejisTreTa sAheba tArI masti muslima kahuM te hindu virodha kare. godaDI vize pUche che, saMbhALa, tuM zA mATe khoTuM kahevuM ? bhAi abdula korTamAM che! vicAra karIne javAba rahemAna, AvA nirarthaka savAla para Apa, ane jaNAva ke AvA prasaMge ATalo gUMcavAya che kema ? saMta hindu sAkSIma kerTane pitAnuM mAna sacala' nA zabdomAM kahI de - darzAvavA pitAnI AsapAsa khesa ke TuvAla rAkhe che, ethI meM paNa e apanAvI che." e ja vastu ala mi nA murilama, rahemAne moTethI mejisTreTane kahI maM dU vahI, " " saMbhaLAvI ane enA javAbe keTemAM kalA gUcavAya. eNe mejibeThelA lokone Azcaryamugdha karI dIdhA. sTreTanI sAme joyuM. "sArUM, muslima - huM beluM ema mArI pAchaLa A tarIke lakhe." mejisTreTa bolyA. zabda bele, korTanA kalAke hukama : "tamArI uMmara

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tA. 10-1-1965] jaina DAyajesTa [61 bhAi abdula rahemAna, have A vacamAM ja ene teDI pADatAM loko mArI uMmara jANavA mAMge che. mejisTreTe jaNAvyuM- jATa eTale jyAre huM muslima nathI evuM kahuM chuM IMglIza na jANe te !' mUMjhAIne te mejisTreTa musilama hovAnuM lakhAve mejisTreTa khurazImAM ADA paDayA. A che, kalArkane pUchI jo ke te prazna pUchI prakAranA zAbdika yuddhathI karTanI zAMti zake kharo-' ane pachI pUchyuM, vicalita thaI sAheba, huM mejisTreTa sAhebane savAla sarvane saMbhaLAya e AtmapUchI zakuM ? saMvAda abdula rahemAne, pharIthI zarU khalAsa ! mejisTreTa pitAnI jAta karyo ? mejisTreTa kahe che ke je vyakti parane kAbU gumAvI beThA. dhamakI IMglIza na jANatA hoya te jATa kaheApatAM kahyuM, "ajJAna mUrkha jaTa, vAya. Topanamala (meriTreTanA pitA)nA tArI jIbha ThekANe rAkha ne sarakhA A putranuM kahevAnuM sAMbhaLyuM ?'hA, pila javAba Apa, tuM mAnanIya mejisTreTanI Dhora cArate e, oLakhyo? yAda che? korTamAM che?" mejisTreTane kahe ke enA pUrvajo je abadula rahemAne hasavAnuM cAlu badhA IglIza jANatA na hatA te jATa rAkhyuM, sAthe dhImethI pitAnI jAta hatA.....ene tuM putra..... sAthe vAta karavAnuM paNa "bhAI adula mejisTreTa gusse thayA-"zAMti, rahemAna, mejisTreTa tane jATa kahe che, zAMti. e avAja karavA lAgyA. ene pUchI je ke jATa kone kahevAya? kAgaLa ne kalama letAM kahyuM: "bahu thayuM abadula rahemAna haju savAla kare have, tAre kahevuM hoya te badhuM lakhIne e pahelAM ja mejisTreTe gussAthI kahI jaNAva.' paNa nAkhyuM, "jATa eTale abhaNa, abdula rahemAne kAgaLa kalama Deska ajJAna ! para rAkhI lakhyuM: "AthI bhAI abdula rahemAna, tuM jATa che! tuM siMdhI, paraziyana jANe mAnanIya mejisTreTa sAheba, che-u6, saMrakRta ne hindI paNa tane bhAI abdula rahemAne kerTanuM AvaDe che. pAMceka bhASA te jANe che! apamAna ke avahelanA karavA prayAsa mejisTreTane pUcha ke teo keTalI bhASA karyo nathI, ane je kAIe karyo hoya jANe che. pachI eNe mejisTreTa tarapha te. te tame pote ja cheAjanA pharIne pUchayuM-sAheba..." divase tame ghaNuM sAkSIone pareza+1

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62] buddhiprabhA [ tA. 10-1-196pa karyA che. paNa tamArI A rIte abdula che? tamAre kAraNe ApavAM joie ke rahemAnanI godaDInA derAne paNa raparze tamane A nokarImAMthI dUra zA mATe zakavAnI nathI. yAda rAkho tame je na karavA? tame asabhya bhASA dvArA, gAdI para beThA che, ethI badhAnA jenA pratye vaphAdArInA sogaMda lIdhA uparI nathI banI jatA. tame to che, evA tAjanuM gaurava ochuM kare che! prajAnA sevaka che, ame sAkSIe sogaMda letAM satya bolavAnuM vacana amArI marajIthI korTamAM AvatA nathI. Apela bhAI abadula rahemAna segaMdatame je nyAyanuM saMcAlana karo, emAM pUrvaka kahe che ke, eNe satya ja kahyuM tamane madada karavA, tame amane bolAve che. mAtra satya, kevaLa satya kahela che. che. tame tamArA mahemAna ane madada- sarvane jonArA, badhAne nyAya karanArA nIza pratye AvI rIta-bhAta darzAve khudA enA sAkSI che! cho ? AvuM vartana karo to korTamAM sahI sAkSI ApavAnI koNa paravA karavAnuM bhAI abadula rahemAna, AkarSaka ane lokapriya kAuna zAha elyuminiyamanAM vAsaNa tathA eneDAIjhaDa elyuminiyamanI vastuo sau koIne abhiprAya che ke "kAuna' brAnDanI vastuo dekhAve suMdara, Adhunika ghATavALI, TakAu ane khalA nAMNAnuM vaLatara ApI rahe tethI heya che. ghara, hoTala, hospITala tathA keIpaNa udyoganI elyuminiyamanI jarUriyAta ame pUrI pADIe chIe. jIvanalAla (1929) limiTeDa kAuna elyuminiyama hAusa: 23, zrebena reDa : kalakattA 1 : muMbaI 4 mAsa * dilahI * rAja mahendra nA eDanI a ma ' ---

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-zrI babalabhAI (mUka sevaka A badhAthI dUra rahe keTalAka lokene- vAta vAtamAM sAmA mANasanA baTana ke kapaDA AmaLavAnI Teva hoya che, -vAtamAM gALa kADhavAnI Teva hoya che, -niMdA-kUthalI karavAnI Teva hoya che, --game tyAM dhUkavAnI Teva hoya che, -barADA pADIne bolavAnI Teva hoya che, --- rAma mArA jhaTa sAMbhaLe ke samaje nahi e rIte jhaDapathI athavA arapaNa belavAnI Teva hoya che, --bolatAM bolatAM moMDhAmAMthI cUMka UDADavAnI Teva hoya che, - tyAM tyAM AMgaLAnAM TacAkA phoDavAnI hoya che, bIjA sAthe vAta karatAM karatAM bagAvA khAvAnI Teva hoya che, ----hAthamAM je cIja AvI hoya tene toDavA phADavAnI ke vALI maraDIne bagADavAnI Teva hoya che, vAraMvAra AMkhanA nicakArI mAravAnI Teva hoya che, -beThA beThA paga halAvyA karavAnI Teva hoya che, - hAthamAM pinsila, cAka ke koI evI cIja Ave to jyAM tyAM lITA karavAnI ke lakhavAnI Teva hoya che, -lakhatAM lakhatAM pena ke pensila moDhAmAM baLavAnI Teva hoya che, -lakhatAM lakhatAM phAunTa penane game tyAM chaMTakAravAnI Teva hoya che, --jyAM tyAM karAro pheMkavAnI Teva hoya che, --khAvApIvAnuM eThuM chAMDavAnI Teva hoya che, --khAtI vakhate bacakArA bolAvavAnI Teva hoya che, -moTethI eDakAra ke chIMka khAvAnI Teva hoya che, --sAmA mANasane vicAra karyA vinA game tyAM bIDIne dhumADe kADhavAnI Teva hoya che, -hAlatAM cAlatAM khAvAnI Teva hoya che, -bIjAno vicAra karyA vinA avAja karIne cAlavAnI temaja moTethI gAvAnI Teva hoya che.

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buddhimabhA { tA. 10-3-1965 -~peAtAnI mULa meDhAmAM nAMkhI cAvavAnI Teva hoya che, ----nAka kAnamAM AMgaLAM nAMkhavAnI Teva hoya che, --nAkamAMnA vALa khe`cI kADhavAnI Teva hoya che, kAnamAM saLI ke AMgaLI nAMkhIne halAvyA Teva hoya che. --badhA vacce dAMta kheAtaryo karavAnI Teva hoya che. --yAnapaTTI ke chIMkaNIthI agaDelA hAtha Teva hoya che, --nAkanuM lIMTa kheMcyA karavAnI Teva hoya che, 4 ] karavAnI game tyAM lUchavAnI lIMTa kADhayA pachI AMgaLIe game tyAM lUchavAnI Teva hoya che, -dhAtIyA ke sAllAnA cheDA vatI je te lUchavAnI ke jhApa TavAnI Teva hoya che, --jAhera sabhAmAM UMghavAnI Teva hoya che, --sAmA mANusathI UlTI dIzAmAM mehu rAkhIne vAta karavAnI Teva hAya che, .~~IjAnA zarIrane aDapalA karavAnI Teva hoya che, --jyAM tyAM jAheramAM vAchUTa karavAnI Teva hoya che, --yAM tyAM pezAba ke hAjata mATe besI javAnI Teva hAya che, --vagara pUchaye bIjAnI cIja-vastu aDakavAnI Teva hoya che, vAta vAtamAM atizayekti karavAnI Teva hoya che, ----pANI bharI lIdhA pachI naLa ughADe! mUkI devAnI Teva hoya che, --bhajiyAM--bhUsA khAdhA pachI tenA kAgaLIyA rakhaDatA mUkI javAnI Teva hoya che, -beThA beThA nakha karaDavAnI Teva hoya che, --beThA beThA mAthAnA vALa ALavAnI Teva che, Ama jarA jhINavaTa pUrvaka mANusa peAtAnI tanuM nirIkSaNa kare te e peAtAnAmAM AvA bIjA ghaNAM nAnA meTA, annapaNe cAlatAM apalakSaNA jeI zake. A mATe mAnavI je jarAka jAgRta puruSA karatA e apalakSaNAmAMthI jarUra chUTA thaI zake, --mAnavatAnA sasAra nA saujanyathI.

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sva. zrI vIracaMda rAghavajI gAMdhInI smRtimAM zrI vIracaMdabhAInA vyaktitvanI U'DI asara dhaNuAye madgApuruSo para paDI che. paDita lAlananA jIvana para emanI je asara paDI hatI e teA atra Apela aitihAsika paDita lAlananA aNu patra parathI samajI zakAze. A patra sva. AcArya zrI vijayadharma surIzvarajI lAyabrerI-mahuvAmAMthI maLela che. A patra meLavI ApavAmAM zrI mahuvA jaina maMDaLa, mahuvAnA maMtrI ane sAmAjika kAphara zrI capakalAla talakacaMda dAzIe je sahAya karI che e mATe RNabhAva vyakta karyA vinA rahI zakAtuM nathI. sapAsa. zrI vIracaMda gAMdhI aMge paDita lAlananA udgAra paramapriya jJAne vaDIla bhAI, zrI vIracaMda rAghavajI gAMdhI, bI. e. ApazrInA kAI alaukika prazasta vacana sAmarthya mArA zubha avyavasAyane bhASAvAmAM kema mUkavA tenA kaIka sumArga batAvavA Ape mArA para kRpA karI, temaja jAvaMdya zrI jainadharmAMnA dravya mArganA nAnA prakAranA tAttvika khulAsA karI ApI dharma uparanA mArA rAgane ApazrIe vizeSa dRDha karyo hoya ema mane jaNAya che, mATe teA guNAnA lAbhAM A bhramara hajI paNa ApazrInI vacana zarkarAmAM suguNarasa cAkhI levA amerikA sudhI pa ApanI pAchaLa pAchaLa karmaka avyakta guNa guNu svara karatA Avye che. janasamUha mAtranuM hita, dharma, udyota, ApaghA ane A nItinI abhivRddhi, mATe ApazrI je satata udyoga karI rahyA che evu' jANI A laghu pustakamAM darzAvela mArA AtmabhAva temAM bhaLI tenI madhuratA vadhAre evI vadhu lAlasAthI--ApazrIne A putaka arpaNa karU chuM te Apa kRpA karI svIkArazeA. cikAze, yunAiTeDa sTeTasa eka amerikA, Atma savata-1, Azvina zukala-ra, maMgaLa li. ApanI prazasta vAkarAmAM bhramara, phatehacaMdra kapUracakra lAlananA jagajinendra AvatA ake cinagaeN vizvadharma pariSadamAM bhAratIya pratinidhi svAmI vivekAnaMda ane zrI vIracaMdabhAi gAMdhIe sarvadharma sahiSNutA ane vyakta karelA vicAre! aMge lekha raju thaze. udAratA aMge ~sapA

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samAveAcanA jUnI rekarDa jUnI tarja jaina darzana mImAMsA ane anya lekhA lekhaka : zrI phattehacanlR jhaverabhAi prakAzaka : zrI jana AtmAnaMda sabhA, bhAvanagara kamata doDha rUpiyA prastuta pustaka e lekhakazrInu kAI AjanuM navIna sarjana nathI. bhAvanagarathI pragaTa thatAM AtmAna prakAza' mAM lekhakazrIe saMvata 19967, 1962, 1979 temaja 1981mAM je lekhA lakhyAM hatAM tene eka saMgraha che. AthI ApaNane A pustakamAM lekhakazrInA ardhI sadI pahelAMnA vicArA jANavA maLe che. --guNavaMta zAha zrI phatehucaMdabhAi jaina zAstronA UMDA ne mamagAmI abhyAsI che. e abhyAsa para temaNe peAtAnuM AgavuM ciMtana paNa kareluM che. ane e ciMtanane te avara navara kalamamAM paNa utare che. e ciMtanane phalama utAra ApaNane A pustakamAM vAMcavA maLe che. khAsa karIne temanA ciMtananA camakArA jaina dAna mimAMsA" nA lekhamAM jovA maLe che, A pustakamAMthI mahAna ceAtira pU. upAkA yajI zrI yazavijaya lekha bAda karatAM bAkInA lekhAmAM ciMtana patharAyelu` ja che, paraMtu jaina darzana mIMmAsAmAM ci'tananeA je vyApa che temAM manananuM je UMDANu che ane temA lekhakanA ciMtananI je saraLatA ane saceTanA che te badhAne bAkInA lekhamAM abhAva vartAya che.. 6.. ta. saM 1979 mA lekhakazrIe jaina darzIna tulanAtmaka dRSTie' lekha lakhyo che. paraMtu AmAM dananI tulanAnuM samatAlapaNu je hevuM joie te jaNAtuM nathI. A lekhamAM temaNe jhAjhe bhAga jaina dharmanI mahattAne citAra ApavAmAM ja zakaya che. jyAre tethI Ara varasa pahelAM yAne ke saM. 1967 mAM temaNe jaina darzana mImAMsA' je lekha lakhyA che. tema temaNe-jaina dananA siddhAMtAmAM anya datenu avataraNa-" e peTA lekhamAM

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tA. 1-1-1965] jaina DAyajesTa || 67 1979 nA lekhanA mukAbale khUba ja phatecaMdabhAInuM ciMtana dasa varasamAM suMdara rIte samatulA jALavI che. e gheruM ne UDu nahi banyuM hoya? je lekhamAM (1967) nA kyA dazananuM hoya che. pustakanA saMpAdakazrIe eka ja yu tatva jaina darzana sAthe saMmata viSayanA be lekho A pustakamAM graMthastha thAya che ane kaI sApekSAe te jaina karyA che tenA badale bIje kai vighayane darzanathI judA paDe che ene saMkSipta lekha graMthastha karyo hota to lekhakazrInA paNa suMdara citAra Ape che. vaividhya sabhara ciMtanane lAbha jarUra jyAre 1979 nI pharI vAranI maLata. tulanAmAM kevI 196-jevI sapramANatA teja pramANe - zrImanmahAvIra jaNAtI nathI. ane tulanA karavAne prabhunuM AMtara jIvana nA lekhamAM badale A lekha vadhu to radIyo prabhunA AMtara jIvana karatAM prabhunA ApavAM beTho hoya tema jaNAya che. bAhA jIvananuM varNana vadhu karyuM che. ane lekhakazrIe A lekhadhArA keTalAka vaDIlabaMdhu naMdivardhananA AjJApAlanamAM aMgrejono jaina dharma e bauddha dharmathI lekhakazrIe prabhunA prema ane vairAgya zAkhA che-e AkSepa, lAlA lajapata- temaja saMgamanA upasargamAM prabhunI rAyane-jaina dharmanA mULa pravartaka kaNunA darzana karAvI prabhunuM AMtatarIka pArzvanAthano, jainonI ahiM darzana karAvyuM che. A be prasaMga sAthI manuSyo nivArya banyA che- sivAya bAkI te prabhune jIvana hisAbaja e AkSepa temaja bhagavAnanI keTalIka mAMDe che. A uparAMta yazodA, juThI mAnyatAonA AkSepone ge zALA, caMdanabALA, anAryo, tApase radIyo ApavAno prayatna karyo che. vagerenA prasaMge laI prabhu teo sAthe AthI ja AmAM tulanA mArI jAya kevI rIte varyAM ne te prasaMge temanA che ne bacAva mokhare Ubho rahe che. dile kevI saMvedanA anubhavI e badhAne jo ke sarva darzana sAthe jaina darzananI khyAla Ave che te A lekhamAM tulanA karavAno prayAsa A lekha jarUra je AMtara jIvananI adhUrapa vartAya che kare che paraMtu te prayAsa agAu te tenAthI pUrI thAta. lekhanA hisAbe meLA ane phikake e lekha--"padayAtrA sa ghanI lAge che. - AdhyAtmika parimala -- viSe zrI Ama eka dasakAnA be Are prasanamukha suracaMda badAmI pravezikAmAM UbhelA A lekha vAMcI eka sahaja lakhe cheH-AthI lekha varNanAtmaka che. savAla pUchavAnuM mana thAya che ke zuM phattecaMdabhAI tathA temanA kuTuMba taraphathI ja

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68 ] buddhiprabhA (tA. 10-1-1965 kAlA padayAtrA saMdhanI AdhyAtmika te paranuM temanuM manana ciMtana AmAM parimalanI suvAsa che. pAne pAne najare caDe che. zrI badAmInA A vidhAna sAthe lekhe ciMtana bhArathI ladAyelA sahamata thavuM muzkela che. kAraNa lekhamAM hAI zailI paNa tevA ja prakAranI che. jhAjho bhAga te AtmArAmajI mahA- upAdhyAyajInA lekhamAM zailI vaLAMka rAjanI eka pUjAnA vivecanamAM ja le che. temAM pravAhIta ane prAsArokAyelA che. A mATe lekhakazrI teija ditatA bane che. lakhe che -te suMdara pUjAnuM ApaNe A lekhomAM ghaNuM jagAe amuka ahIM avataraNa karI emAM zuM gaMbhIra zabda bhAvane spaSTa karavA mATe kasamAM Azaya che te vicArIe. Ama aMgrejI zabdo ApyA che e zabada lekhakazrI pote ja A pUjanA vivecana apUratA che. kAraNa lekhamAM pAribhASika viSene ekarAra kare che. zabda ghaNu badhA che. jaina zAstronA kharUM kahIe te A nahi pUro thoDA vAcananA abhyAsI haju e saMmaraNa che ke nahi pUro vivecana samajI zake paraMtu bIjA mATe te je eka mizra lekha che. ane vadhu samajavA saraLa nathI. AthI lekhakato pUjAno vistAra lekha ja lAge che. zrIe thoDA aMgrejI zabda mUkyAM tenA badale badhA pAribhASInA saraLa chelle lekha-"mahAna jyotirdhara gujarAtI artho mUkyAM heta te te, pU. upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI aMgrejI karatAM vadhu upayogI banI rahata. saM. 2013 mAM zrI yazovijayajI bIju A pustakamAM lekhakazrInuM mRti graMthamAM pragaTa thayelo te atre jIvana caritra, temaja tene lagatI graMthastha thayela che. saMkSepamAM paNa bIjI je kaTalI vigata ApI che te lekhakazrIe upAdhyAyajI ma. nA bhavya ane divya jIvanane suMdara paricaya aprastuta che. potAnA ja pustakamAM pitAnA gANA gavaDAvavAM, e pitAnA ApyuM che. ghera bhATane bolAvI svaprazaMsA karAvavA Ama A lekhamAM bhale kaMIka barAbara che, ane evI vigate vagere ochuM ke vadhatuM hoya chatAM paNa zrI to smAraka graMthamAM ke abhinaMdana phatecaMdabhAInuM zAstrIya adhyayana temaja graMthamAM ja zobhI uThe.

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New lekhakaH ganiSTha adhyAtmajJAnadIvAkara zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI wwwww tIrthayAtrAnuM vimAna || ww. 8 saMkSepakartA - guNavaMta zAha vi pa www . . 5

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70] buddhiprabhA 6 tA. 10-1-1965 siddhAcalanI yAtrAne mukhya uddeza dharmazALAmAM rahI vatane paNa dUSita hRdayanI zuddhi mATe che. kAraNake sthAvara kare che. keTalAka sAdhuo anya saMdhADAnA tIrthonI yAtrAthI hRdayanI zuddhi thAya sAdhuo sAthe kaleza karatAM jaNAya che, che. temAM paNa viveka dRSTithI tIrtha. keTalAka AhAra pANImAM paNa deSa yAtrAnuM jJAna karIne cAtrA karavI joie. lagADe che, keTalAka vAM paDI rahevAthI tIrthanI yAtrA bhaktirUpa che. tIrthe bahu zithila thaI jAya che, keTalAka javAthI saMsAranI upAdhi bhulAya che, paraspara sAdhuonI niMdAnA bhAva - zarIra sudhare che, saMsAranA saMka95- zrAvakA AgaLa karatAM jaNAya che, vika pragaTatAM nathI. mahAtmA purUSonAM keTalAka to kevaLa eAgha aMdha zraddhAthI jIvana caritranuM vAraMvAra smaraNa thAya tIrthanuM yathArtha savarUpa jANyA vinA che, ' cAlavAthI zarIra kasAya che, gurUothI chuTA paDI dravya yAtrA karI navIna sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka ane svachaMdAcAre varte che. keTalAka amuka zrAvikAone samAgama thavAthI paraspara zrAvakane pitAnA banAvI teone guNone adale badale thAya che, cittanI raMjIta karI potAnA saMdhADAnuM dhAma sthiratA thAya che ane zarIranI Are- jamAve che. keTalAka tyAMne tyAM paDI gyatA vadhe che, ema bAhya ane AMtarika rahI niraMkuza banI jAya che. keTalAka paNa phAyadA anubhavAya che. te bhaMDoLa khAtAmAMthI potAne hakka tIrthasthaLa A pramANe vicAratAM jaNAvI vastra pAtra vagerene saMgrahe che. padravya ane bhAvathI lAbhaprada che, chatAM A rIte keTalIka sAdhvIo paNa hAlamAM yAtrALuo te saMbaMdhI yathArtha tyAM zithila banI jAya che ane lAbha meLavI zakatAM nathI. AhAra pANImAM lAgatA dezanuM bhAna " keTalAka tIrthanA sthaLe to garIba paNa rAkhatI nathI. keTalIka sAdhvIe leka AjIvikAnA garbhita udezathI, dejavALAM vastra, pAva grahaNa kare che. yAtrAnA nAmathI paDayA rahe che. keTalAka keTalIka sAdhvIe pitAnI guNIothI sAdhuo tIrthanA sthaLe yAtrA mATe rahe chuTI paDI tyAM AvI vAsa kare che. che ane cAturmAsa kare che chatAM paNa keTalIka sAdhvIone to dharmazALAomAM pahelAnA karatAM teonuM jIvana ucca utaravAnuM na maLavAthI dharmazALAnA thayA hoya ema jaNAtI nathI.'' mahetAne zrAvikAo pAsethI paisA keTalAka sAdhue te tIrthanA sthAnamAM apAvIne vasatIne sevavI paDe che. paDI rahI jIbhanA rasiyA banI jAya A ja pramANe keTalAka zrAvake che. keTalAka gRhasthanA saMsargavALI kukarmane pAsamAM paNuM sapaDAtA jaNAya

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tA. 10-1-1965 | jaina DAyajesTa [71 che. keTalAka zrAvake paNa pitAnA satya bolI zakatA nathI te khare Acarane sudhAratI hoya ema jaNAtuM yAtrALu banI zakato nathI. nathI. eka ja dharmazALAmAM ke jyAM brahmacaryane paNa duSaNa lAge tevI yAtrALuoe cerInuM vyasana tyAga jagyAe sAdhu-sALI-bAvaka ane zrAvikA vagere rahetAM jaNAya che. karavuM joIe. AvA aneka doSonA dekhAvathI yAtrAnA sthaLe jaI pratIjJA karavI tIrthanI yAtrA khIjAonA hRdaya upara ke have huM prANa paDe te paNa kadApI corI karIza nahi, karAvIza nahi ane asara karI zakatI nathI, ema yAtrA je corI karatA haze tenI anumodanA Luone zaMkA thAya e banavA yogya che. A bAbatamAM jaNAvavAnuM ke je karIza nahi. Ai zraddhAthI yAtrAo kare che ane tIrthayAtrA karI je mANasa cerI jeone AtmajJAna tarapha rUci na kare che te kharekhara tIrthayAtrAnA mukhya teone A tIrthayAtrA yathArtha asara hetune amalamAM mUkI zakatuM nathI. thai zakatI nathI. [ tIrthayAtrAnI ATalI niSe yAtrALuoe vyabhicArano tyAga dhAtmaka bhUmikA bAMdhI, e tIrtha karavo joIe. kAraNa bIje ThekANe yAtrA kevI rIte karavI joie karelAM pApa te tIrthamAM ja choDI te have batAvavAmAM Ave che. zakAya che paNa tIrtha sthaLamAM karelAM pApa --saMpAdaka ] tA vajalepa jevA banI rahe che. jeo yAtrA kare che ane juDuM keTalAka ema mAne che ke vyabhibole che teo potAnA AtmAne cAra karIzuM to eka vakhata tIrthayAtrA pavitra karI zaktA nathI. AthI karI AvIzuM. eTale lAgeluM pApa cAtrALuoe satya bolavuM joIe. ghavAI jaze paraMtu AvI kubuddhi karaA mATe yAtrALuoe samajavuM joIe nArAo vadhu ne vadhu pApa bAMdhe che. ke jema anupAna vinA khAdheluM mATe yAtrALuoe tIrthasthaLamAM auSadha guNakArI banatuM nathI tema jaI tIrthakara vagerenA guNone yAda satya bolyA vinA tIrthayAtrA saphaLa karIne vicAravuM ke he cetana ! tuM thatI nathI. vicAra to khare ke tIrthakaroe brahmacarya satya e mahAna dharma che ane je Adi sArA guNo keLavyA hatA

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zake tema che. buddhiprabhA (tA. 10-1-196pa temAMnA tArAmAMthI te koipaNa guNa jena dharmanI unnati thAya tevA kAryomAM paripUrNa rUpe khIlyo nathI mATe tuM dhana vAparavuM joIe. paNa vyabhicAra Adi deSane dUra keTalAka tIrthonA sthAne dharmakaravA pratijJA kara. zALAe baMdhAvavAmAM dhana kharce che paraMtu teo je tyAM gurukuLa sthApavAmAM yAtrALuoe parigrahanI mamatAne dhana kharce to anaMta gaNe lAbha thaI tyAga karavo joie. vyApAra karIne meM je "dhana bheguM karyuM che te mArI pAse rAkhavA chatAM keTalAka tIrthanA sthaLe sogaTAtenA uparathI mamatva bhAvane tyAra bAjI rame che, jugAra khele che tathA karuM chuM ane viveka rAkhIne dhanane aphINa vagerenA vyasane seve che. huM yathAzakti sAta kSetramAM vAparIza teoe potAnI bhUla samajI tIrtha ema bhAvanA karavI. sthaLamAM pavitra thavAnA prayatna karavA joie. pApathI pedA karelI lakSmIne dharmanI unnati thAya tevA mAge vAparavI joie. tIrthamAM koinI sAthe kaleza thAya keTalAka nAmanA thAya temaja enuM besavuM nahi. koinI niMdA pitAnI kIti vadhe tyAM lakSmI karavI nahi. koinA marma para dhA kharce che paNa te yaMgya nathI. thAya evuM kharAba vacana bolavuM nahi. je jamAnAmAM sarva dharmavALA dAsadAsIone dhamakAvavA nahi temaja enI sAthe harIphAI karavAne pUjA vagere bAbato mATe jhaghaDe vakhata hoya te samaye jamAne karavA nahi. oLakhyA vinA, gADarIyA pravA- tIrthanA sthAnamAM keinI niMdA hanI jema lakSamI kharcavAmAM Ave karavI nahi. judA judA keTalAka temAM janadharmanI unnati thaI saMdhADAnA sAdhuo tIrthanA sthaLAmAM zakatI nathI. pitAnA saMghADAnI jAhojahAlI batA vavA anya sAdhuonI adhamatA gaNya hAla jJAna tarapha vadhu dhyAna kevI rIte niMdAdinI pravRtti kare che. ApavuM jarUrI che. bharyAmAM bharavuM e sAdhvIomAM paNa tevI niMdA thatI karatAM gItArtha jJAnI gurune pUchI jovAmAM Ave che.

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tA. 10-1-1965 } tInA sthaLeAmAM kaleza ane nidA vagere doSa vadhI javAnu mukhya kAraNa tA e che ke tyAM ghaNA saghADAnA sAdhu tathA sAdhvI bhegA thAya che ane tyAM paNa zrAvakane rAgI karI judA judA sthAne jAve che. ane tema karavAmAM bIjAnI kaIne kaI kheAdaNI karyA kare che. AthI zrAvakA paNa judA judA sAdhuonA rAgI thaI niMdA ane kalezamAM khecAya che ane pAchA manamAM ema vicAre che ke pApa lAgaze te eka yAtrA vadhu karIne te pApa dhoI nAMkhIzuM. jaina DAyajesTa keTalIka dharmazALAnAM munIme paNa peAtAne khAnagImAM AvakanA umeza thAya che ema samajI sAdhu sAdhvIone utArA Ape che ema jaNAya che. keTalAka sAdhuo tA-tInA sthAnamAM pApa tA. amArI pAse AvI zake nahi. ema jANIne te sthaLe niMdA ane kalezanA nAza karavAnI kaIpaNa pravRtti karatA nathI. [ 73 mATe yAtrALuoe tIrthanI yAtrA karI pratijJA karavI joie ke AjathI huM keAInI sAthe kadI kaleza karIza nahi temaja keAInI nirdedA paNa karIza nahi. kaho aMdhuo ! AvA sAdhuo tIrtha yAtrAne lAbha kevI rIte pAmI zake ? tIrthaMkarA ane muniee jagatanA upara mATI upakAra karyAM che. te mahA upakArI hatA tethI teeAnA caraNa kamala vaDe je je sthAne sparSyA te paNa tIrUpa thayAM, tevA pavitra sthAne jaya tIrtha kareAnA pagale cAlI ApaNe paNa pApakAra karatAM zIkhavuM joie. sarva AAnA prANa bacAvavA, temane je saMkaTa paDe temAMthI ugAravA, teenA AtmAnI unnati arthe medha ApavA, teenAmAM rahelAM durguNA dUra karavAM; anna, vastra, pAtra, vidyA, auSadha, AtmajJAna vigerethI upakAra karavA kadI cUkavu' nAM. Ama jema pApakAranA vistAra thAya che tema tema jainadharmane! paNa vistAra thAya che. (<) sAdhue vinA sadha nathI. sAdhue jJAna, darzIna ane cAritranuM samarpaNa kare che. eka mahAna vidvAna sAdhu seka prathA lakhI za, hAsane bhaNAvI zake, dararAja hatAne upadeza Ape, hajArI pAozALAo sthApI zake. Ama paMca mahAna pALe tenI

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34] buddhiprabhA ( tA. 10-1-1965 AkhI jiMdagI jainadharmanI sevAmAM ja jenadharmano phelAvo karavA cAhoma jAya che. AvA hajAro vidvAna sAdhue karI jhukAvavuM joIe. thAya te te gAme gAma pharIne lAkho jenadhanI unnati mATe mANasane jainadharmI banAvI zake. mATe sAdhuone dareka kAryamAM yAtrALuoe sAdhvIone paNa yathAyogya jJAnamadada karavI joie. dAna ApavuM joIe. je strIo garachanA kadAgrahathI vidvAna sAdhu keLavAyelI hoya, vikSI hoya, e laDI maravuM joIe nahi. teoe dharmAbhimAnI hoya, vrata pALavAmAM te anya dharmIonA upadeza ApI vIrAMganA hoya, temaja je jyAM temane jaina banAvavA joIe. tyAM jaI jenadhane upadeza daI zrI ratnaprabhasUri temaja zrI jinadatta- zake, strI vargane sudhArI zake, sUrie kaMika rajapUtone jaina banAvyA prathA lakhI zake, evI sAdhvIhatA. zrI hemacaMdrAcArye zrI kumArapALane enI Aja ghaNuM ja jarUra che. jaina banAvyA hatA. paraMtu hAlanA kALamAM prAyaH keTalAka vidvAna ane dharmanI harIphAInA A jamA vizALa sAghuo vinA bIjA sAdhu- nAmAM to uttama keLavAyelI ne enuM dhyAna A tarapha jatuM jaNAtuM bahAdura sAdhvIonI khUba ja jarUra nathI. teo te phakta pitAne saMdhADe che. jema jema AvI uttama ne ane tenI kriyAmAM ja jainatva mAnI, viduSI sAdhvIo taiyAra thaze tema pitAnA pasaMda karelA zrAvakone saMbhALI tema jainadharmane phelAvo vadhato rAkhavA, pitAnA upAzrayamAM bIjA jaze. mATe dareka yAtrALuoe sAdhuo praveza na kare te mATe temane jALavI rAkhavA; eTalAmAM ja pitAnA AvA sAdhu-sAdhvIonA tana, mana jIvananI saphaLatA mAne che. ane dhanathI bhakita karavI joIe. A pramANe je sAdhuo saMkucita dRSTi rAkhIne besI prathamanA zrAvake ane zrAvikAo raheze ne vizALa daSTi nahi rAkhe jaina dharmane phelAvo karavA prayatna karatA hatAM. hAlamAM keTalAka dhanADhya te jainadharmano phelAvo nahi thAya. paNa ajJa evA zrAvaka ane zrAvikAe - sAdhuoe te have jamAnAne tIrthayAtrAe jAya che paNa deva-guru anusarI, nadabhAvane tyAga karI ane dharmanuM ravarUpa jANatA nathI.

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tA. 10-1-196pa jaina yajesTa [ 7pa urdu Izvare jagata banAvyuM che; are A sAMbhaLI amane ghaNuM ja duHkha tIrthakarene paNa A Izvare ja banAvyA thayuM hatuM. che ema mAne che. kaho, jenenuM A sAdhuo pitAnA gacchanI keTaluM badhuM ajJAna che ! kiyAmAM jarA bheda paDe to dhamAje zrAvo ane zrAvikAo joIe dhama karI mUke che paNa zrAvakanAM te pramANamAM jainadharmanAM tattvajJAnane kuLanA kuLa jenadharmane cheDI bIjA jANatA nathI teo jainadharmathI bhraSTa dharmamAM dAkhala thaI jAya tene mATe thAya che. teo bIlakula lakSa Ape nahi itihAsa jotAM e mAluma paDe to te kevI rIte jaina dharmanA rakSake che ke evA ke jene svAmInArAyaNane gaNI zakAya ? dharma pALe che, keka vaNava dharma pALe che. pheka prostI banI gayAnA paNa * jaina baMdhuo ! jAgo ! ane dAkhalA jovA maLe che. jarA AMkha ughADe !! ane sAcA arthamAM jainadharmI bane. vaDanagaramAM hAlamAM keTalAka vaNavA vaNike che teonA vaDavAo jainadharmI jainadharmanA jJAna vinA zrAvakapaNuM hatA. pacAsa varSa pahelAM, keTalAka prApta thaI zake nahi mATe zrAvakoe jaina paNa vaNavI kahevAtAone avazya jaina dharmanuM jJAna meLavavuM gAMsAIjI AcArye pharaja pADI ke je joIe. tame jaina dharma pALaze to tamane koI kAzInI jaina pAThazALA hAla kanyA Apaze nahi. tyAre te jaine sArI rIte cAle che. mesANAnI pAThaamadAvAdamAM premAbhAI zeThane maLyA zALAmAM apAtuM zikSaNa jamAnAne ane kahyuM ke amArI sAthe jainenI anasarI jaIe te pramANamAM upakoI nAta je kanyA vyavahAra kare to yogI jaNAtuM nathI. AryasamAjIonA ame kaMThI cheDI nAMkhIe. gurukuLanI jema jemAM eka moTu paNa dharmanA abhimAna vaga. gurUkuLa sthapAya to vyavahArika ane ravA tyAranA keI jenAe temane dhArmika baMne prakAranI keLavaNInuM sAtha Ape nahi. ane nA chuTake ucca jJAna maLe paNa jemAM hajI teo jaina dharma mUkIne vaiSNava banI joIe te pramANamAM A vicAra gayAM. te samayanA sagI sAdhu- keLavA nathI. oe paNa A aMge kaMI karyuM nahi. keLavAyelA zrAvaka vargamAMthI kaI gazALAmAM A pahelA jamA

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76 ] buddhiprabhA ! tA. 10-1-965 Atmabhega Ape te A mahAna kArya sahAya ApavAmAM Ave to musaprAraMbhI zakAya. ane mane khAtrI che ke lamAnone paNa madada karavI joIe AvI jaina gurUkuLa jevI mahAna saMsthA che jene dhArmika keLavaNI letA thayA vinA zrAvakomAM dharmane jusso hoya ane dharmamAM pUrNa zraddhAvALA pidA thavAnuM nathI. ane e khurasI hoya tevAone vyavahArika vidyA bhaNaAvyA vinA jenenuM bhAgya udaya vAmAM sahAya ApavAthI zrAvakanI pharaja pAmI zakaze nahi. parINAme bIjA banAvAya che. game te jAtane zrAvaka. dharmIonI harIphAImAM jene dhana, heya paNa jaina tatvane jJAtA hoya sattA, baLa, buddhi vageremAM pAchA ane jainadharmanI zraddhAmAM jenAM hADa paDatA raheze to eka vakhata eve raMgAI gayAM hoya tevAone ApelI Avaze ke itihAsanA pAne jainenuM vyavahArika sahAya saphaLa thAya che ane nAmanizAna nIkaLI jaze. mATe zarA teja svadhana vasalya kahevAya che. ane pitAnI mAtAnA stanapAnane saphaLa karavAnI icchAvALA jainoe irachAvALA ane eka divasa mATe sakala zrAvaka yAhAma karIne janenI dhArmika ane zrAvikAone jamADI navaAdi unnatimAM jhukAvavuM joIe. kArathI karavAmAM Ave che. teTalA jenonA lAkho rUpiyA bIjA mAtrathI zAstrAdhAre kharekhara sApa". mAge kharcAya che. paNa jamAnAne vAtsalya kahevAtuM nathI. kharuM anusarI hAla A bAbatamAM sAdhama vAtsalya e che ke jene kharcAvA joIe. jyArathI jAgyA jena baMdhuonI bhakita kahevAmAM tyArathI savAragaNI have jarA paNa Ave che. vilaMba karavAnI jarUra nathI. lAkha rUpiyAne navakArazInA nAme vyaya karavAmAM Ave che keTalAka zrAvake bIlakula garIba tene vyaya je dhArmika keLavadazAmAM AvI gayA che, teone sArA raste caDAvavA ke joIe te prayatana NImAM ja karavAmAM Ave te, je karatuM nathI. dhArmika ane vyavahArika nAma mAtrathI jene che te kharA keLavaNI ApavAthI sarva ganI jaina banI jAya. vRddhi thaze. dhama vinA ekalI che. zrAvako umaNanA nAme dharmanA vyavahArika vidyA bhaNavAmAM pustakamAM jeTalo vyaya karavAno che te.

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tA. 10-1-1965 jaina DAyajesTa karatAM nathI ane bIjA kAryomAM vizeSa ane vitarAga deve AtmAnuM kevuM kare che te je tattvajJAna le te tevuM svarUpa kahyuM che tenuM jJAna hovuM joIe bane nahi. AvI rIte jaina dharmanuM jJAna meLavI keTalAka zrAvaka tIrthayAtrAne saMgha je tIrthayAtrA kare che teo tIrthayAtrAnA kADhe che paNa jaina tatvajJAna zuM che, vyavahArika temaja dhArmika baMne lAbha bIjA dharma zuM che, bI ja dharmone jaina meLavI zake che. dharmamAM phera che, AtmA zuM che, jene tenA sAtA e catukarma zuM che tenuM bhAna jeone hAnuM rvidha saMgha tenI je bhakti kare che nathI teo tIrthanI yAtrA kevI rIte temAM je dAna vApare che te kharekhara karI zakaze te vicAravA yogya che. yAtrALuo che. sAdhu-sAdhvInA gurukuLa yAtrALu zrAvaka ane zrAvikAone temaja zrAvaka-zrAvikAnAM guraskULa sthApIne tIrthakarane, guranuM temaja jaina dharmanuM teonI unnati karavAthI supAtradAnanI jJAna hovuM joIe. temaja Sa darzanamAM sArthakatA thAya che. ahiMsA e mAnavamAtrane mahAmaMtra che. tenA vyavasthita pracAra vinA samAjane abhyadaya thaI zake nahIM. temAMe jeo viSama saMyogonA pariNAme dhamabhUlyA che, temane te ahiMsAne mahAmaMtra avazya saMbhaLAvA joIe. A kArya mAtra zabdonA svatika puravAthI thatuM nathI. te mATe ekaniSTha bana, akhaMDa-avirata prayatna karavAnI jarUra che. gujarAtanuM gauravazALI jaina mizana. paramAra kSatriya janadharma pracAraka sabhA, je beThelI ane tenI AsapAsanA pradezamAM ahiMsA dharmane vyavasthita pracAra karI rahyuM che. ane tenuM pariNAma uttarottara suMdara AvatuM rahyuM che. chellA paMdara varSathI kArya karI rahela A saMsthAno paricaya meLavo ane sahakAra Ape. je ApaNe ema icchatA hoIe ke ahiMsA dharmane pracAra vadhe ane bIja hAro bhAI e tenA jhaMDA nIce AvI pitAnuM kalyANa sAdhe te A 1 saMsthAne chuTA hAthe paisAnI madada karavI ghaTe che. boDelI ane tenI AsapAsanA derAsaronI paMcatIrthInA darzana karavA padhAre. ane A kArya kSetranuM nirikSaNa karo. | madada mokalavAnuM ThekANuM : { kAryAlaya: | mAnad maMtrIo : zeTha vADIlAla rAghavajI (457, saradAra vI. pI. roDa jeThAlAla lakSmIcaMda zAha 61, trAMbA kAMTA, ! 2 je mALe, 1 IzvaralAla kasturacaMda 2. murNa 3, mubai. 1 sALavI

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buddhiprabhA 78 ] gADarIyA pravAhanI jema dAna karavAmAM Ave che tene badale caturvidha saMghanI unnati thAya te mATe vyAvahArika temaja dhArmika jJAna ApavA mATe zrAvaka-zrAvi kAo karoDo rUpiyA kharcaze te te yAtrALuone kalyANa thaze. sAdhu-sAdhvI-zrAvaka temaja zrAvikAene dhArmika jJAnI banAvavA mATe supAtradAna karavAthI sanI jJAna cakSue udhaDe che. tethI tee peAtAnuM temaja bIjAnuM bhaluM karI zake che ane bIjA dharmAMAne khAdha karI jaina dharmI banAvI zake che, mATe yAtrALuoe AvuM supAtradAna karavuM joe. tema jirNoddhAra ane caityamAM yAtrAzue lAkhe rUpiyA kharce che, hAla jarUra hAvAthI te sabaMdhI kahevAtu nathI paNa have jJAnadAna pharavA mATe vizeSa dhyAna Apavu naie. te sabdhI keTalIka sucanAo karavAmAM Ave cheH bha'DAramAM rahelAM brunA pustakAnA udghAra karavA joie. hAlamAM jenI vizeSa jarUra hoya evA ma thA chapAvavA oie. jamAnAne anusarI navA graMthA manAvavAnI paNa ghaNI jarUra tA. 10-1-1965 che. hAlanA jamAnAnI prajAne kaI bhASAmAM, kevI rIte upadeza ApavA tene mATe hAlanA jamAnAne anusarI pustake! racavAmAM Ave te te vizeSa upayAgI thaI paDe. hAlanA jamAnAnI prA kevI rIte bedha ApavA tene mATe cAlu jamAnA traNavAnI ghaNI jarUra che. jamAnAne anusarI sarakAranA kAyadAe paNa pha che tema jamAnAne anusarI upadeza paddhati tema ja lekhana zailImAM pheraphAra karavA joie. junuM te sArUM ane navuM te khATu evI ekAMtika buddhi rAkhavI joie nahi. zruta jJAna meLavyA vinA kadI mukti thanAra nathI. mATe ja sarvajJa tIkA zrutajJAnane tI kahe che, gurUonA gurU jinAgama e zruta jJAna che e vAta bhulavI joie nahiM. je yAtrALuo sthAvara tIrthanI yAtrA karIne ema sa'kalpa kare che ke AjathI huM saMdharUpa tathA sAtapa tI'mAM supAtradAna karIza ane pachI te je yAtrA kare che tenI yAtrA peAtAne ane bIjAne paNa upakArI thAya che.

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jaina DAyajesTa tA. 10-1-1965 tItherDanA sthAnamAM dharma kriyAnA bhedane lIdhe je zrAvazA ane zrAvi kAe laDhI mare che ane ekabIjAnuM bhUru karavA prayatna kare che tevA yAtrALue tI yAtrAnu phaLa ke bhrAtRbhAva tene pAmI zakatA nathI. je eka zrAvaka du:khI hoya bIjo jo sukhI haoNya chatAM zrAvakane joI sukhI zrAvakane kuI lAgI Avatu nathI. AnuM kAraNu e che ke sukhI zrAvakamAM bhrAtRbhAva nathI. ane duHkhI manamAM na gIkha zrAvaka duHkhI thatA hoya, temanA gharamAM mIna divase khAvAnuM paNa na hoya tevAone joI manamAM kaipaNa lAgI Ave ane eka divasanI nava kAzImAM hajAro rUpiyA uDAvI de evo zrAvaka bIjAnA duHkhI kayAMthI thaI zake ? duHkhe bhAI sarva dharmI dhue mArA che. mArI pAse je che temAM tee sarvenA bhAga che, chatAMya huM anyAya karuM te huM bhrAtRbhAvanAne drohI gaNAu Ama sau vicAra kare te ja jaina dharmanA phelAvA thai zake, sAdhue paNa je saMpathI vataeNne eka meka sAdhu sAthe bhrAtRbhAva rAkhe tApaNa jaina dharmanA uddhAra sArI rIte thaI zake. paraMtu jyAM gurune celAne [ se vizvAsa nahiM ane ziSya guru karatAM juduM jamAvavA temasu judA zrAva! karavA prayatna kare, temaja eka bIjA sAdhunI paDatI thAya tevA prayatna kare, gaccha ne upAzrayanA bhede eka bIjAne laDAvI mAravAnA prayatna kare tyAM jaina dharmanA uddAranI AzA rAkhavI nakAmI che. badhA ja sAdhue evuM kare tema kahevAne Azaya nathI. AthI uttama sAdhuoe jaina dharmanA uddhAra kA mATe nirAza thavuM nahi. A mATe be jaina sAdhue eka khIjA sAthe sapathI kAma kare bhAvathI varte te zeDA ja jaina dharmanI unnata thaI zake. ne paraspara bhrAtR samayamAM razIyAnA mahAna sAhityakAra TAlsaTeya maraNa pathArIe paDayA tyAre temanI pAse aneka sagAM sabadhIe tema ja khIjA aneka temanI tyAre temaNe kIdhuM H-- mArI pAse nakAmAM pAse AvyA are! tame badhAM zA mATe beThAM duHkhI mAnava karavA lAgI jAva che| ? jAva, tamArA enA duHkhane nAza jainAe A vAkayane vicAra karI bhrAtRbhAva rAkhI jainA tema ja dhA ja jIvA para dayA daSTi rAkhavI joie. ane sarva jIvAne peAtAnA AtmAsamAna gaNI teeAnuM bhalu karavA prayatna karavA joie.

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buddhiprabhA 80 ) AbhA bhrAtRbhAvathI ApaNe jagatane kuTuMba samAna gaNI teekanAM pApa dheAI nAMkhe che. mATe yAtrALuee A guNu vanamAM utAravA joie ke jethI tIrtha yAtrA saphaLa thAya. jagatamAM svAne lIdhe te aneka ve! premI banelA jaNAya che paNa paramA` buddhithI sa jIve para zuddha premane rAkhanAra kAI viralA ja jaNAya che. tIrthanI yAtrA karIne yAtrALuee AvA zuddha prema rAkhave joie. zuddha prema dhANu karatAM aneka krepa, svArtha vagerenAM vighnA ArvIne khaDAM thAya che, kAI ApaNA zatru bane che tyAre zuddha premanA badale teone mULamAMthI ukheDI nAMkhavAnI vRtti thAya che paNa AvA prasage zuddha premanI zraddhAvALA te ema ja vicAre che ! bhale AkhI duniyA pharI jAya, bhale badhA ja mArA duzmane! banI jAya paNa aMte te mArA suddha premanu baLa temane nimaLa banAvyA vinA rahe nAr nathI. yAtrALu ne tItha yAtrA karI aze aMze paNa vA zu premane dhAraNa karavA prayatna karaze teA tIyayAtrAnuM phaLa tene prApta thayuM ema samajaze. { tA. 10- -1965 yAtrALuo jemanu dastUna karavA naya che athavA maraNu karavA jAya che te tIkarA nI pUrNa zraddhA rAkhe te ja suddha premane tee rAkhI zake che kAraNake zraddA vinA zuddha prema TakI zakatA nathA. je vakhate zraddhA pharI jAya che te vakhate zuddha prema paNa azuddha premamAM parIName che mATe dareka yAtrALuee deva-guru-dharma para pUrepUrI zraddhA rAkhavI joie. mIThA vinAnu bhejana jema lukhu lAge che ane te khAtAM bhAvatuM nathI tema zraddhA vinA tIrtha yAtrA karavAthI bhAvanI vRddhi thatI nathI, mATe yAtrALuee tAkInA zAstro par zraddhA rAkhavI eTo. A zraddA varSe teka guNo meLavI zakAya che. cAritryAM bhraSTa thayele mukti pAmI zake che. paraMtu dharmanI zraddhAthI bhraSTa thayela kadI mu ta pAmI zakatA nathI, mATe yAtrALuee jainadharma para pUrepUrI zraddhA rAkhavI ane na jainadhama mAM zraddhALu banAvavA mATe ta mana ane hata arpaNa karavuM. bha bhAga ApyA vinA bIjA dhana jetA banAvI zakAtA nathI mATe pALavA jIvanane bhAga ApIne na jainadharmI banAvavA. game te jAtine manuSya hAya pazu tene jainadharmI banAvavAmA coda rAjalekanA jIvAte abhayadAna ApyA

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tA. 10-1-1965] jaina DAyajesTa [81 jeTaluM phaLa maLe che emAM jarAya zaMkAne dararoja jJAnane abhyAsa sthAna nathI. karavo e paNa zrutajJAnarUpa tIrthanI je manuSya jaina saMdharUpa tIrthanI yAtrA karavA barAbara che. je - vRddhinA vicArone apanAve che ne te zrAvako ane zrAvikA pratidina pramANe zraddhApUrvaka prayatna kare che te kaMIpaNa jena siddhAMtono abhyAsa tIrthayAtrA saphaLa kare che. karatA nathI teone janma thaye vA paNa zuM ane na thayo to A zraddhA paNa jainadharmanA jJAna paNa zuM ? vinA TakI zakatI nathI. mATe yAtrALuee jaina tatva jJAnane abhyAsa ApaNA sAdhuo ane sAdhvIkare ghaNe jarUrI che. oe zrAvaka ane zrAvikAone A jJAna vinA kayuM satya ane bhaNAvavAno rIvAja cheDavA mAMDayo kayuM asatya te jaNAtuM nathI. temaja che. tenA badale pAThazALAo mATe tenA vinA jagatanuM svarUpa ane de - saMpAtra ane gokhaNapaTTIyA mura-dharmanuM sAcuM svarUpa paNa huM mAstare rakhAvavA lAgyA che. zakAtuM nathI. A to pote zrAvakone bhaNAnAna vinAna, dharma kriyAo aMdhanI vavA mATe udyama na karavo e kiyAonI mAphaka a65 phaLa denArI kaI jenonI sanAtana rIta nathI. tha ya che. jaina tattvajJAna vinA keTalAka kriyAo kare che paNa hRdayanI uca hAlamAM aMgrejI vidyA vagedazA karI zakatA nathI. karoDo varasa nA abhyAsamAM navIna yuvAna sudhI arAnI japa karIne AtmAne zrAvaka putre tathA putrIo pravRtti za ddha . A rI sakato teTalI zuddhi kare che tethI teone bhaNAvavAnI - che ke, medhAsamAM kare che. zuM che lI kaDhaMgI thaI paDI che. "da-.. para e kirivA." AdhvIo jUnI rIta pramANe te * A pramANe jJAnanI uttamatA ya.trALuo vicAraze te mAlube paDaze. ke paheluM paNa thoDI mahenatamAM ghaNe badhA - jJAna meLavyA bAda prabhunI pUjA, bhakita, thAya te pramANe zrAvikAone yAtrA vagere karavAmA Ave te dUdhamAM abhyAsa karAve che tethI zrAvi* sAkara maLyA barAbara thAya. kAonI taka zakti temaja

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82 ] budhaprabhA [ tA. 1-1-1965 cAritrya zakti barAbara khIlI AvI bAbatamAM dhana e to zakatI nathI. mATe navo anubhava jena dharmano avazya uddhAra thAya. laI dhArmika zikSaNanI navI paddha- sAdhu ane rAdhvIo mRtatie zIkhavavAnI bArA jarUra che. jJAna bhaNavA tathA bhaNAvavA mATe je sAdhuo ane sAdhvIo kaTIbaddha nahi thAya te potAnI bhaNAvavAnuM cheDI deze to zrAvaka AMkhe ja potAnA gharano nAza zrAvikAonI sAdhavaga pratye thatA teone dekhavo paDaze ane prema ane bhakitabhAva ochA thaI teo bhaviSyayanI jene prajAne jaze ane navA sAdhu-sAdhvIo mATe anukArI tarIke gaNAze. thaze nahi parINAme sAdhu-sAdhvI vIrthanI nyUnatA thavAne prasa ga AvI jJAnAdhAranI uttama sevA Avaze. brahmacArI puruSe karI zake che mATe yAtrALuoe brahmacarya pALavuM ane jJAna ane kriyAmAM sudhAro bIjAone brahmacArI banAvavA ke jethI karavAnI jarUra che. jamAne evo teo jaina tattvajJAnanI vRddhi mATe Avyo che ke have upara uparanuM paripUrNa mahenata karI zake. jJAna tathA upara uparanI bAdhAo dharma, artha kAma ane mokSa e badhuM bhuMsAI jaze. cAra vargonuM yathArthapaNe ArAdhana jeone jena dharmanI kharI brahmacarya vagara thaI zakatuM nathI. A mATe vidyAbhyAsanI sAthe brahmacarya zraddhA hRdayamAM thaI che teone pALI zakAya evI jaina gurAkuLa Adi A hakIkata hADe hADa asara saMsthAonI jarUra che. kare che. junA pustakono uddhAra karavo A pachI zrI madjIe jene ane zrutajJAnanI vRddhi thAya te gurukULa aMge vizadutAthI carcA mATe jena gurukULanI sthApanA karI che ane hRdayanA AvegapUrvaka, karavI. jene lAkho rUpiyA padavI jenadhanI unnati mATe evA vagere mATe khace che to teo gurukULanI sthApanAnI Aja khUbaja

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tA. 10-1-1965] jaina DAyajesTa jarUriyAta che tenA para bhAra lokone upadeza ApI jenadharmI mUkyo che. banAvavA prayatna karIza ane te atre e yAda rAkhavuM joIe mATe jarA mAtra paNa pramAdA ke zrImaddanI aMtima IcchA maha- karIza nahi." DImAM eka gurukULa sthApavAnI A pramANe sAdhu ane sAvIe hatI. temanA ziSyone te IchA je dharmopadeza ApavAno prayatana kare pUrI karavA teozrIe kahyuM paNa hatuM. te alpa samayamAM jainadharmane phelA Aja paNa e IcchA adhUrI thaI zake. che. tyAre temaja gurukULanA e mRtadharmane upadeza devo e paNa vicArono pUrepUro khyAla Ave tIrthayAtrA rUpa ja che ema bhagavatI te mATe mAtra thoDAka ja saMkSepa sUtranA AdhAre samajavuM joie. dharmopadeza devAmAM je ApaNe karI e AkhuMya prakaraNa Aja pAchA paDIzuM ane zithilAcArI aMkamAM pAna naMbara traNa upara thaIzuM te kharekha AmabhegI ApyuM che te jarUrathI vAMcI javA banI zakIzuM nahi jevuM che ne amalI paNa banAvavA ApaNA dharmano phelAvo thAya te jevuM che. - saM. ] upadeza ApavAmAM Amaga, tRSNA, jaina yAtrALu sAdhu sAdhvIoe pariSaha, apamAna vagere hajAro dukhe jainadharmane upadeza ApavAne mATe paDe to paNa te sahana karavo joIe. saMkalpa kara joIe. zrI vIra prabhue pramAda dazA karavA tathA eka soLa prahara sudhI dezanA ApI hatI ThekANe paDI rahevA ApaNe sAdhutyAre ApaNe paNa zrI vIra prabhunuM pANI lIdhuM nathI. e dhyAnamAM anukaraNa karI gAme gAma pharI upadeza rAkhavuM joIe. ane tIrtha sthaLe kema nahIM devuM joie ? zrI vIra prabhue yathAzakita upadeza devAnI pratijJA e mATe je kAma lIdhA che te sAdhu sAdhvIoe sadAkALa lakSyamAM rAkhavo karavI joIe. temaja ApaNe joIe. ane kharA aMtaHkaraNathI sAdhuoe lAMbA kALa sudhI pratijJA karavI joIe ke - tIrtha mAM paDI rahI zithilAcArI "AjathI huM eka ThekANe banavuM joIe nahi. paDI rahIza nahi game te dhamakatA yAtrALuone upadeza zravaNa tathA.

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buddhiprabhA ( tA. 10-1-1965 graMtha vAMcana e be guNe aMgIkAra jJAna pAmyA vinAnA jene potAne karavA joIe. saMdhapati ke AgevAna kahevaDAve paNa upadeza zravaNathI vIjaLInA karatAM jJAna jenenI daSTimAM te teo karuNa paNa adhika asara thAya che. tenAthI pAtra ja kare che. jainadharmanA jJAnathI mananA saMkalpa vikalpa TaLI jAya che. zanya evA zrAvaka jaine saMdhanA upara mATe jinavANI rU5 amRtanuM pAna paisAthI yA zeThAInI padavIthI ho te karavuM te uttama che. bhale he paNa jJAnathI te te kadI - jyAre guruno cora na maLe tyAre uparI hoI zakatA nathI, tethI teo pavitra graMthanuM vAcana zarU karavuM. pitAnuM tathA bIjAnuM bhaluM karavA gItArtha gurunI saMmati meLavIne pite zamartha thaI zakatA nathI. kayA graMthe vAMcavA teno nirNaya karavo. jena vargane uddhAra te je jainoe je je vAMcavuM te barAbara samajIne aneka graMthanuM gugama pUrvaka vAMcana karI vidvatA meLavI che te vAMcavuM. keTalAka jaine jainapaNAnuM abhi ja karI zake che. mAna dhAraNa karIne paNa potAnA dharmanA graMtha vAMcavA prema rAkhatA mATe jaina tarIke nAma dharAvanArA - nathI te bahu duHkhanI vAta che. e avazya jaina graMtha vAMcavA graMtha vAMcavAthI abhinava jJAna joIe ane manana paNa karavuM joIe. vRddhi pAme che. TIpe TIpe sarovara temaja bIjA dharma pALanArAone paNa bharAya tenI peThe dararoja thoDuM gheTuM mine ... evA jaina graMtha vAMcavA vAMcatAM ghaNuM jJAna prApta thaI zake che. ApavA joie. keTalIka vakhata te ApaNA jainone tIrtha yAtrALuo je vAMcanano anya dharmavALAo keka pUche che te guNa keLavaze te tIrthanA sthAne nirUpAdhi tene kaMI javAba ApI zakatA nathI dazA hovAthI ghaNuM jJAna meLavI zakaze ane kahe che amArA gurune pUchI joje. ane teo tIrthanI yAtrAnI kharI keTalIka vakhata te anya dharmavALAnI sAdhanA karavAne paripUrNa lAyaka paNa hA e hA paNa jaino karI le che, thai zakaze. AvA akSara zUnya zrAvako jaine bhale paisAdAra heya paNa teo jJAna vina nA yAtrALuoe AtmadhyAna karavuM Adha zraddhAthI jene che. paNa jJAna joie. yama, niyama, Asana, prANApAmelA jene kahevAya nahi. yAma pratyAhAra, dhAraNuM, dhyAna ane

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tA. 10-- 96pa jaina DAyajesTa [85 samAdhinuM; jaina graMthenA AdhAre tenuM prayatna karaze. tamArA putro tathA svarUpa barAbara samajavuM joIe. putrIo, bAMdho tathA mitrone A lakhyA pramANe samajAvaze. tIrthakaroe pahADo vageremAM jaI dhyAna dharyuM hatuM ane tyAM teo jamAnAne anusarI kharA yAtrALA kevaLajJAna pAmyA hatA. mATe ja te banaze. jJAna zaktithI sarva vicAraze. jagyAo Aja pUjanIya tIrtharUpa manuSya jidagImAM jeTaluM karAya teTaluM thaI che. ApaNe paNa kharA yAtrALuo karI leze. dharma artha kAma ane tyAre kahevAIe ke jyAre teonI peThe mokSa e cAre varganI ArAdhanA karaze. pAnanA dhyAtA thaie. vizeSa zuM lakhuM? jema bane temAM thAna vinA kevaLajJAna thaI zakatuM rokaDa nANAnI jema tIrthayAtrA karavI. nathI. jeTalA jIvo mukita pAmyA AtmAnaMdanA ubharA pragaTe tyAre amRta ane pAmaze temAM dhyAnane ja pratApa kriyAvALI tIrthayAtrA thaI ema jANavuM.. jANo. mATe yAtrALuoe tIrthamAM koIpaNa ekAMta nirUpAdhi sthaLamAM tIrthakaroe jevI rIte. besI AtmadhyAna dharavuM joie. AtmAnI zuddhi karI te rIte A vAMcI AgaLa lakhyA mujaba AtmAnI zuddhi karavI te tIrtha.. sarva sadguNo meLavavA tIrthanI AgaLa yAtrA che. ajJAnI lokone jaina pratijJA karaze te pratidina AtmAnI dharma pamADe te tIrthayAtrA che. unnati karavA bhAgyazALI banazo. saMdhanI unnatinAM kAryo karavAM te paNa tIrthayAtrA che. yAtrALuupara pramANe vAMcI dravyayAtrA, onI sevA bhakti karavI, temanuM bhAvayAtrA, sthAvara-jaMgama tIrthayAtrA, guNyAtrA, nimitta hetu yAtrA, upAdAna rakSaNa karavuM, aMtaramAM rAgadveSanA. yAtrA, pratajJAna, tIrthayAtrA vagere pariNAmathI nilepa rahevuM te paNa, yAtrAomAM viveka pUrvaka lakSya rAkhI, tIrthayAtrA che, yAtrALuone jJAna, jainadharmanI unnati karavA dareka yAtrALue dhyAna pUjA sevAmAM sarva prakAranI prayatna karavo joIe. sagavaDatA karI ApavI ane ye nidi parabhAvathI teomAM tIrthapaNuM mAnavuM te paNa dUra rahI AtmAnI ucca daza karavA tIrthayAtrA che.

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86] buddhiprabhA (tA. 10-1-1965 jene je rIte rU, jevA bhAva zubha audavikabhAva te zubha yAtrA pragaTe tevA bhAve yAtrA karavI. che. prathama zubhAyAtrAnI zarUAta thAya che. sarva jIvonA bhalAmAM pravRtti samakitavAsI AtmA tIrtha che. karavI, ahiMsAno vizvamAM pracAra cothA guNasthAnakathI te caudamAM guNa karo, te paNa tIrthayAtrA che niSkAmasthAnaka sudhI vartanAra sarva AtmAo bhAve svAdhikAre dhamya vicAracAra taratama ge tIrtharUpa che. teonAM mana . pravRtti te gRhasthane tathA tyAgIone vANI ane kAyA paNa tIrtharUpa che. tIrthayAtrA che. ema sarvananA sApekSa jaDavAdI, ajJAnI, nAtaka daSTi biMduothI saMkSepamAM tIrtha ane lokone samyam jJAnAdikane upadeza tIrthayAtrAnuM yatkiMcita svarUpa lakhI karavAmAM kharekhara tIrthayAtrA thAya che. laukika tIrtharU5 mAtA-pitA-vRddhajana jaNAvyuM che te dhyAnamAM laI svAdhikAra vagere tIrtha manAya che. temanI laukika tIrthayAtrA karavI. daSTie sevA karavI te paNa gRhasthane iyaM om ahe mahAvIra laukika tIrthayAtrA che. zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH AgAmI aMkamAM vAMco zrImadjInA Ama zAketa prakAza graMthane saMkSepa

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vAsaLa sAcA sAbhAra svIkAra buddhi bhA jaina vijesTanA pracAra kAryamAM mAne nIcenA preraka temaja dAtAo taraphathI je bheTa maLI che te mATe AbhArI chIe. rUA. 2pa-00 5. sA. 5. zrI maneharazrIjI ma, nA sadupadezathI amadAvAda, gAlavADanA jaina bahenanA upAzraya taraphathI. rUA. 25-00 5. sA. ma. zrI harSaprabhAzrIjI tathA pU. sa. ma. zrI pravINa lattA zrIjI ma. nA sadupadezathI. bena razmIkA sevatI lAlanI dIkSA prasaMge kuNaghera jaina saMgha taraphathI. puna:dhdha harioma " TAvADA) atre pa. pu. AcArya deveza zrImad kIrtirasAgarasUrijI ma. sa. pU. munirAja zrI velasAgarajI ma. sA. nI zubha preraNAthI keTalAka vakhatathI baMdha paDelI pAThazALA pharIthI kAryAnvita banI che. A mATe saMghe umaLakA ne utsAhathI paMcavarSIya phaMDa UbhuM karyuM che. pUjya AcArya zrI atrethI vividha sthaLoe vihAra karI poSa sudamAM mahuDI padhAraze. ane vipadhAna tapanI ArAdhanA karAvaze. hArdika abhinaMdana zrI haragoviMdadAsa saMprInadAsa "buddhiprabhA" nA niyamita vAcaka ane ananya cAhaka che. teozrI kapaDavaMjamAM zrI abhayadevasUri jaina jJAnamaMdiramAM adhyApananuM pavitra kArya kare che. - teozrIe kapaDavaMja zaheramAM tema ja AjubAjunA gAmaDAomAM jaI buddhiprabhAnA vAcakonI saMkhyA sArI evI vadhArI amArA kAryane suMdara vega Ape che. je khaMta ane utsAhathI teozrIe eka ja mahinAnA gALAmAM lagabhaga se jeTalA sabhyo banAvI amArI vAcaka saMkhyAnA AMkane vadhArI dIdho che te mATe ame temanuM hArdika abhivAdana karIe chIe. haju paNa temane pracAra cAlu ja che. kapaDavaMja tAlukAnA teozrI amArA utsAhI ne sanmAnanIya pracAraka che. sau teone sAtha ane sahakAra ApI amArA A puNya kAryane saMgIna banAve tevI vinaMtI che. -~-taMtrIe

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AgAmI athI zarU thatAM buddhiprabhA jaina DAyajesTanA abhinava ANA. mukhaDA dekhA dekheA 6pa name A kaTAra zarU thaze. A kaTAra sva. zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijIe lakhela rAjanIzInA pAnA parathI uddharita karavAmAM Avaze. zrImadUjI nitya noMdha lakhatA hatA. temAM peAtAnA saMvedanA, samAja. ane dharma para thayeluM peAtAnuM ciMtana noMdhatA hatA. e noMdhAmAM ApaNA zramaNa samudAya mATe aneka noMdhe lakhAyelI che. Aja jyAre e varga taraphathI aikaya ne saMgaThThananI AzA esaratI jAya che tevA samaye e noMdhe khAsa karIne zramaNa varga mATe te preraNA maMtra pheMkanArI banI raheze. saMkalana karaze. jaina DAyajesTanA sarhuta trIH-- A kaTAranuM zrI bhagavAna zAhu Amane sAmane strI-puruSanI najare : puruSa-strInI najare buddhiprabhAnA thADAka gatAMkAmAM A kaTAra ame ApI cUkayA chIe. saMcAga vazAt e kaTAra baMdha karavI paDI hatI. AgAmI akathI pharI te zarU thAya che. e kaTAra maulika sarjana haze. jainemAM Aja je mAhyA`bhara ane upara uparane dhama bhAva dekhAya che. tene kaTAkSamaya citAra ApavAmAM Avaze. vAstava e kaTAranA lekhaka zrI samIra hatA. paraMtu e kaTAra mATe niyamita tee lakhI zakayA nahi. AthI e kaTAra havethI lakhaze. buddhiprabhA jaina DAyajesTanA sahataMtrIH zrI bhagavAna zAha mAlika, mudraka ane prakAzaka: iMdirA guNuvaMtalAla zAha 66 .. mudrAlaya H jaina vijaya " prirTiMga presa, gAMdhIJAka-surata.

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ghaDImAM narake, ghaDImAM svargo: kavara peja bIjAnuM cAlu A bhavamAM anivArya dukha tame bhagave che te pUrvabhavamAM sevelI naThArI lezvAnA vicAre che ema nakkI samaje ne te duHkha te lesyAthI nirmANa thayelA karmathI udayamAM AvyuM che te ja tamAre hAla bhegavavuM paDe che. duniyAmAM aneka jIvo sArAM agara naThArAM karmanAM phaLa bhegavatAM. najare paDe che te badhAM vicAranuM phaLa che. mANasa jevuM che ke che tevuM te vicArathI pAme che. jevA vicAra sevavAmAM Ave che te mANasa banI jAya che. tame ciMtAnA vicArate sevAze te alpa samayamAM tamane javAM tyAMthI ciMtAnAM kAraNe ja umAM thayelAM jaNAze. vicAranuM sAmarthya mANasa jANe che te karatAM moTuM che. tame rogI che, garIba che, tamane tamArI je kaMI apriya sthiti maLI haya, te sthiti mATe tame pite ja javAbadAra che kAraNa ke tamArA pUrvabhavanA vicAre ja tame je bhagave che te ApyuM che. dIvAnA upara haDI DhAMkatAM kALe prakAza Ave che temAM deSa zuM dIvAno che? athavA tenA para ghaDe DhAMkatAM bIlakula prakAza paDe nahi temAM zuM dIvAna deva samaja? kALI hAMDImAM kALe prakAza ane lIlI hAMDImAM lIle prakAza maLaze ane ghaDAmAM diI mUkaze te prakAza baMdha thaze. tema tame je papanAM vicAra kare te pApI bano temAM bIjane zo doSa ? punA vicAra kare te paddhazALI bane. narakanA vicAra karo te narakamAM jAve temAM bIjAne zeSa? tame tamArI meLe ja vicAra karyA che mATe tamAre tenAM phaLa bhegavavAM ja paDaze. temAM kaMija Azcarya nathI. [ "Amazakti prakAza graMtha" pArara-34]

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January 1965 BUDDHI PRABHA (Jain Digest ) Regd. No. G. 472 sAco sA dhu che che mune! munine veSa ane patilekhanAdi kriyA karavAthI tuM kutakRtya thaze ema pitAne mAnI na le. sAdhuno veSa dekhIne tane hajAre leka page lAge eTalA mAtrathI tuM gulAIza nahi, dararoja sAruM khAvAnuM maLe ane bhakate tArI hAjI hA kare tethI tuM pUmata na bana. sAdhuno veSa ane AcAranI sAthe je sAdhupaNAnA guNe na hoya te heLInA rAjAnA peThe tuM gaNuIza. he mune! tane leke mAne che ane pUje che tethI tAruM kalyANa thaI gayuM ema mAna nahi. merUparvatanAM jeTalAM rajoharaNa ane sukhavastrikAo thai te paNa rAga dveSAdine nAza karyA vinA bhavano aMta Avato nathI. tuM bIjAnuM raMjana karI zake che ane bIjA leke tArI prazaMsA kare che tethI kaMI sAdhupaNuM prApta thaI zakatuM nathI. veSa ane AcAranI sAthe je kSApAdi dazarvidha sAdhu dharma pragaTe tyAre ja tuM AtmakalyANanA mArge saMcarI zakIza. he mune! kedha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, niMdA ane kAmAdi dene jItyA vinA tane muni paNuM prApta thanAra nathI ane tene kharI zAMti maLI zakanAra nathI. ne! vyAkaraNa zAstra, nyAya zAstra, sAhitya zAstra, bhASAzAstra vagere aneka zAstrono abhyAsa karIne abhimAnI banavAthI tArAmAM muni paNuM pragaTavAnuM nathI ema pAda rAkhaje. he mune! jayAM sudhI tArUM mana aneka vAsanAothI bharapUra che tyAM sudhI tuM veSathI sAdhu che, paraMtu guNethI nathI ema vicAra kara. he mune! jyAM sudhI tuM mana, vacana ane kAyAnA rogane vaza karavA samartha thayo nathI tyAM sudhI tuM pramAdarUpI zatrunA vazamAM che ema mAna. he mune ! tuM AtmAnA guNene prApta karavA pravRtti kara. lekone ghaTApa dekhADavA prayatna na kara. jUThe ADaMbara tyajIne munipaNAnA saguNa meLavavA prayatna kara ke jethI tuM satya zAMtine prApta karI zake. -zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI Cover printed at Kishore Printer y . Crescent Chambers Tamarind Lane, fort. Bombay ).