To Pachi Kyare

Author(s): Ratnasundarsuri
Publisher: Ratnasundarsuriji
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008942/1

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utsAha H saMyamajIvananuM Agane pragaTAvavA mATe to cinagArI ya paryApta che paraMtu Agane prajvalita rAkhavA to emA satata iMdhaNa nAkhatA ja rahevuM paDe che. saMyamajIvananI prApti ke ArAdhanAnI zarUAta to mAmUlI preraNAthI ya thaI jAya che paraMtu e saMyamajIvanane prasannatAsabhara rAkhavA mATe ke ArAdhanAonuM sAtatya jALavI rAkhavA mATe to manane satata utsAhasabhara rAkhavuM ja paDe che. alabatta, iMdhaNa to bahArathI maLI jAya che eTale ene meLavavAmAM bahu vAMdho nathI Avato paraMtu utsAha to aMdarathI pragaTAvavo paDe che ane eTale ja enA svAmI banyA rahevuM bahu muzkela che. chatAM, saMyamajIvananI prAptine jo AnaMdasabhara rAkhavI che to utsAhanA svAmI banyA ja rahevuM rahyuM ! mananA jaLane navarAzanuM chidra na Apazo cokkasa pApanI ke pramAdanI pravRtti vakhate to cokkasa pApavicAro ja Ave che paNa nivRttikALamAM to kayA pApavicAro mananI bhUmi para AMTA mAravA nathI lAgatA e prazna che. mana jo ArAdhanA premI na banyuM hoya, apAyabhIru na banyuM hoya, tattvarucivALuM na banyuM hoya, zraddhAsabhara na banyuM hoya to eTaluM ja kahIza ke ene satata koka ne koka zubhayogamAM joDeluM ja rAkhajo . svAdhyAya na phAve to vaiyAvacca ane vaiyAvacca na phAve to sAMcana. gAthA gokhavI na jAme to stuti-stavana-sajjhAyakSetre puruSArtha. jApa na phAve to vAcanA ane vAcanA na phAve to pATha. TUMkamAM, manarUpI jaLane navarAzanuM chidra Apo ja nahIM. azubhakarmabaMdhathI khUba bacI javAze.

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AL ApaNe pUpharIDara ke pachI niMdaka ? mUcchanuM kSetra nAnuM saMyamInuM sukha moTuM . na. prUpharIDaranI najara bhale pustakamAM rahI gayela bhUlo tarapha ja hoya che chatAM lekhaka e bhUlo jovA mATe ane e bhUlone pakaDI pADavA mATe pUpharIDarane sAme caDIne paisA Apato rahe che. kAraNa ? prUpharIDara pustakamAM rahI gayela bhUlo mAtra joto ja nathI, sudhArI paNa de che. koInAya jIvanamAM sevAto pramAda ApaNI najare caDI gayA pachI anya koka samakSa ApaNe enI rajUAta kadAca karI besIe paNa chIe to ya ApaNane 'prUpharIDara'nuM gaurava maLe tevI ApaNI vRtti-pravRtti hoya che ke pachI 'niMdaka'nuM kalaMka maLe tevI vRtti-pravRtti hoya che ? yAda rAkhajo . jo ApaNe pUpharIDara chIe to kokanA kalyANamitra chIe paNa jo niMdakachIe to jAtanA ja akalyANamitra chIe. saMsArI duHkhI hoya che enuM kAraNa e nathI ke enuM puNya ja che | mAyakAMgaluM hoya che. nA. enuM mukhya kAraNa e che ke enuM mUrchAnuM || $ kSetra khUba vizALa hoya che. parivAra para mUccha, saMpatti para mUrchA, baMgalA para mUccha. te gADI para mUrchA, dhaMdhA para mUccha. are ! jhADu para paNa mUccha. ] B saMyamI sukhI hoya che enuM kAraNa e nathI ke enuM puNya che | pracaMDa hoya che. enuM mukhya kAraNa e che ke mUcchanuM enuM kSetra bahu || ja nAnuM hoya che. na bhakta para mU. na gocarInAM dravyo para mUccha. na 7 upakaraNa para mUrchA ke na zarIra para mUccha. na ahaM para mUrchA ke na ! vasati para mUccha. tapAsajo hRdayane, mUcchanI alpatA ApaNA AnaMdanuM kAraNa || banI rahI che ke puNyajanita anukULatA?

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bhUladarzana baMdha - to ja AtmIyasaMbaMdha sthira mUcchano doSa : AvaraNanA doSa karatAM moTo | saMyamajIvanane rasahIna banAvI devAnuM kAma jo "AvaraNa' kare che to saMyamajIvanane kasahIna banAvI devAnuM kAma 'mUccha" saMyamajIvanamAM ApaNe jemanI paNa sAthe AtmIya saMbaMdhanA nAte joDAzuM cAhe e pachI gurudevazrI hoya ke sahavartI muni bhagavaMto hoya - e tamAma hovAnA to chadmastha ja ne? jo hA. to emanA jIvanamAM bhUlo thatI ja rahevAnI ne? emanAmAM rahela bhUlo ApaNane dekhAtI ja rahevAnI ne ? jo hA, to pachI javAba Apo. e bhUlonAM darzane emanA pratye ApaNA haiyAmAM durbhAva Ubho karavAnI bevakUphI ApaNe karIe chIe zA mATe ? kariyAtAnA sevane kaDavAzanI anubhUti thAya ene ApaNe jo durthAna vinA svIkArI laIe chIe to chadmastha sAthenA saMbaMdhamAM emanAmAM dekhAtI chadmasthatA ApaNe durbhAva vinA svIkArI laIe emAM ja maitrIbhAvane jIvaMta rAkhavAnAM bIja paDyA che. AvaraNano doSa ApaNane samyapha bodhathI vaMcita rAkhI deto hoya che to mUcchano doSa ApaNA bodhane sakriya banavA devAthI dUra karI deto hoya che. paNa sabUra ! AvaraNano doSa eTalo khataranAka nathI ke je ApaNI samAdhi mATe ke sadgati mATe bAdhaka banI zakato hoya paNa mUcchano doSa to eTalo jAlima che ke je ApaNane prAyaH durgatimAM ravAnA karIne ja raheto hoya che. mAtuSa muni 'AvaraNa' chatAM kevaLajJAna pAmI zakyA che. anaMtA cauda pUrvIo tIvra kSayopazama chatAM mUcchanA pApe nigodamAM ravAnA thaI gayA che. sAvadhAna ! (9).

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duHkhA abhAvathI ke ajJAnathI ? dveSanuM sthAna premane ApI devuM che ? iSTano viyoga ane iSTano abhAva e saMsArI mANasa mATe du:khanuM kAraNa banato hoya to emAM Azcarya nathI lAgatuM kAraNa ke saMsArI mANase A vyApti ja banAvI dIdhI hoya che ke 'iSTano saMyoga e ja sukha, iSTano viyoga e ja duHkha.' 'iSTano abhAva e ja sukha, iSTano abhAva e ja du:kha.' paNa ApaNe to spaSTa samajI rAkhavAnI jarUra che ke 'iTano viyoga ke abhAva e duHkhanuM kAraNa nathI paraMtu ApaNuM potAnuM e aMgenuM ajJAna e ja du:khanuM kAraNa che" TUMkamAM, duHkhanI vyApti abhAva sAthe banAve e saMsArI AtmA ane ajJAna sAthe banAve e saMyamI AtmA. vastrathI to ApaNe saMyamI chIe ja, nirmaLa bodhathI ApaNe saMyamI kharA? $ ukaraDAnI durgadhane nagara sudhI prasaratI aTakAvavI che? ene pavanano sahAro na Apo. rastAnA koka khUNe koI paNa kAraNasara pragaTI gayela che cinagArIne AgamAM rUpAMtarita thatI aTakAvavI che ? ene te ghAsatela, peTrola, rU ke lAkaDAno khorAka na ja Apo. koI paNa nimitte sahavartI pratye haiyAmAM pragaTI gayela dveSane ja khatama karI nAkhIne e dveSane jo ApaNe premamAM rUpAMtarita karI devA || mAgIe chIe to eno zreSTha vikalpa A che. e zreSane vacananuM che baLa na ja Apo. vaiSane bhUlecUke jo ApaNe vacananuM baLa ApI beThA to pachI ja yanuM sthAna premane ApavAmAM to ApaNe saphaLa nahIM ja banIe che paraMtu bhaluM haze to sAmI vyakti potAnA haiyAmAM ApaNA pratyenA || che dveSabhAvane vairamAM rUpAMtarita karI besaze. sAvadhAna !

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zAstrajJAna : saMvedanazIlatA kevI ? e vyakti chIe, ApaNe pote ja ThaMDI sakhata hatI. sahavartI munivara AkhI rAta jAgatAM rahyA chatAM savAre emanA caherA para prasannatA ja nihALatAM emane pUchI lIdhuM. 'UMgha na AvI enuM duHkha ?' nA. jarAya nahIM. AkhI rAta svAdhyAya sarasa thayo." A hato emano javAba. saMsAranA kSetramAM jJAna nA kSetre satata AgaLa vadhI rahelA athavA to AgaLa vadhI cUkelA koI paNa yuvakanA hRdayamAM tame DokiyuM karI jojo . tamane spaSTa khyAla AvI jaze ke tyAM saMvedanazIlatAnAM nAme kazuM ja bacyuM nathI. jema jema bhaNatara vadhatuM gayuM, enAM hRdayamAM rahela saMvedanazIlatAmAM kaDAko bolAto gayo. ApaNe to saMyamI chIe. ApaNe je jJAna meLavI rahyA chIe e jJAnane to 'samyapha'nuM vizeSaNa maLeluM che. tapAsavAnuM eTaluM ja che ke zAstrajJAnakSetre jema jema ApaNe vikAsa sAdhatA jaIe chIe tema tema ApaNI saMvedanazIlatA zUnya banatI jAya che ke pachI sUkSma ane zuddha banatI jAya che ? gaNadhara bhagavaMta gautamasvAmInI saMvedanazIlatAne ApaNe kasoTIno paththara banAvI daIe to kema ? gocarImAM badhuM ya barAbara hatuM mAtra dALamAM mIThuM thoDuMka ochuM hatuM. huM vyathita hato. sahavartIe mane kAraNa pUchyuM, 'Aje dALa bekAra AvI' A mAro javAba hato. sAcuM kahuM ? A saMsAramAM eka ja vyakti ApaNane sukhI ke duHkhI karI zake che. ane e vyakti chIe ApaNe pote ja. saMyamajIvananAM ATalAM varasonA paryAya pachI A satya ApaNane samajAI gayuM che kharuM? ()

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ApaNe chadmastha chIe : bhUla thavAnI ja che . - doSadeSTi : | mananI kacarApeTI da i 'huM bhUla karuM ja nahIM' A mAnyatAno zikAra je paNa AtmA banI jAya che enI jIvanazailI AgaLa jatAM 'huM bhUla kabUla karuM ja nahIM' evI banI gayA vinA nathI rahetI. ane AvI jAlima jIvanazailI 'huM bhUla sudhAruM nahIM" mAM rUpAMtarita thayA vinA nathI ja rahetI. satata yAda rAkhIe ApaNe ke jenA jIvanamAM bhUla thAya ja nahIM evA vItarAga ApaNe nathI paraMtu bhUla thavAnI saMbhAvanA jenA jIvanamAM Dagale ne pagale che evA chabastha chIe ApaNe. A sthitimAM AbhogathI ke anAbhogathI bhUla thaI paNa jAya toya turta enI mAphI mAgI laIe. bhUlanI mAphI mAtra bhUlane ja nahIM mApha kare, navI bhUlanI zakyatAne ya khatama karI nAkhaze. kacarApeTI ! kerInA goTalAya emAM jovA maLe to marelA uMdaronAM zarIro || ya emAM nihALavA maLe. hADakAMo zodhI rahela kUtarAo ya emAM ja jovA maLe to gaMdhAI UThelA eThavADo ya emAM jovA maLe ! AvI ' kacarApeTInI najIka ApaNe pharakIe paNa nahIM. enI bAjumAMthI che pasAra thavAnuM kadAca bane ja to ya tyAMthI pasAra thatI vakhate nAka che ADuM kapaDuM rAkhI daIe. mananI eka ja kacarApeTI che jenuM nAma che doSadRSTi ! tyAM na { tamane kayA doSo jovA na maLe e prazna che. konA doSo jovA na maLe e prazna che. kamAlanuM du:khada Azcarya e che ke A kacarApeTI ApaNuM sarjana che che. ApaNI pasaMdagI che. ApaNuM AkarSaNa che. ApaNe saMyamI || e chIe ke pachI....?

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mana kaThina : saMyama saraLa jItavuM che? e ja ApaNuM lakSya. saMyamajIvana ! ahIM loca to kaThina che ja paNa svAdhyAya paNa kaThina che. salkiyAmAM ekAgratA to kaThina che ja paraMtu upakArIo pratyeno ahobhAva paNa kaThina ja che. nitya gurukulavAsa to kaThina che ja paNa nitya utsAha paNa eTalo ja kaThina che. paNa sabUra ! ApaNe pote ja kaThina banI jaIe chIe to pachI saMyamanuM AkhuM ya jIvana saraLa che. jema kaThina jamIna para paga saraLatAthI UpaDe che tema kaThina mananA sahAre kaThina dekhAtuM paNa saMyamajIvana khUba saraLatAthI pasAra thatuM rahe che. eka ja kAma karajo. manane mAMdu, mAyakAMgaluM ke pocuM paDavA na dezo. emAM jo bedarakAra rahyA to pachI A saMyamajIvanamAM eka paLa pasAra karavI paNa AkarI paDI jaze. saMyamajIvanamAM Dagale ne pagale eka bAbatanuM AtmanirIkSaNa karatA rahevAnI jarUra che. ApaNI ArAdhanAnuM stara kevuM che ? mananA utsAhanI ApaNI mAtrA kevI che? adhyavasAyonI vizuddhi kaI UMcAIne sparzI rahI che? A praznano javAba meLavavA aMtaHkaraNane eka ja prazna pUcho. moha sAmenI A laDAImAM ApaNe hArI javuM nathI e ApaNuM lakSya che? ke pachI mohane harAvIne jItI javuM che e ja ApaNuM lakSya che ?' jo, hAravuM nathI" e ApaNuM lakSya haze to ApaNI ArAdhanA jomavaMtI nahIM hoya ane 'jItavuM ja che' e ja ApaNuM lakSya haze to ApaNI ArAdhanA bhAre jomavALI haze. eTaluM ja kahIza ke 'hAravuM nathI'nA nakArAtmaka lakSyane tilAMjali ApI daIne 'jItavuM ja che'nA vidheyAtmaka lakSyanA ApaNe svAmI banI jaIe. 14)

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hRdaya Green. saMyamajIvana clean. TapAla : TO GIU, FROM del saMyamajIvanane Clean rAkhavAnA prayatnomAM saphaLatA meLavavAmAM bahu takalIpha paDe tema nathI paraMtu hRdayane Green rAkhavAnA prayAsomAM saphaLatA meLavatAM to navanejAM pANI UtarI jAya tema che. kAraNa ? gurudevazrInA koka anyAyapUrNa vyavahArane anubhavavA chatAM ya teozrI pratyenA bahumAnabhAvamAM leza kaDAko na bolAya e khAvAnA khela thoDA che? sahavartInI game tevI bhUla chatAM enA pratyenA haiyAnA sabhAvane jIvaMta rAkhavAnuM kAma AsAna thoDuM che? paristhitinI lAkha viSamatA chatAM ArAdhanAnAM aMgo pratyenA ahobhAvane dhabakato rAkhavAnuM kAma saraLa thoDuM che ? zuM kahuM ? vAstavikatA e che ke Green hRdaya vinAnA clean saMyamajIvananI phUTI koDInI paNa kiMmata nathI. sAvadhAna ! premapAtra paranI TapAlanI eka vizeSatA khyAlamAM che ? e TapAlanA kavara para tamAre mAtra TO ja lakhavAnuM hoya che. FROM || $ lakhavAnI koI jarUra ja nathI hotI. kAraNa ? tame jenA para TapAla lakho cho e saranAmuM eTaluM || badhuM pAkuM hoya che ke e TapAla geravalle javAno to koI prazna ja || che hoto nathI. eka vAta A ane bIjI vAta e ke tame jenA / para TapAla lakho cho e tamArA hastAkSarone khUba sArI rIte oLakhe che. A sthitimAM FROM lakhavAnI to AvazyakatA ja che kyAM rahe che ? gaNadhara bhagavaMta gautama svAmI jIvanabhara mahAvIra para TapAla || ja lakhatA rahyA paNa e TapAla para emaNe FROM kyAreya na lakhyuM. pariNAma? mahAvIre gautamane kAyama mATe potAnI pAse ja bolAvI || lIdhA! AvI TapAla ApaNe kyAre lakhazuM? 1 / 1

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ahaMkArane FROM - lakhyA vinA cena nahIM. darpaNa : zobhA vadhAravA ke sudhAravA ? eka nakkara vAstavikatA khyAlamAM che kharI ? ahaMkArane premapAtrapara TapAla lakhavAmAM koI ja vAMdho nathI paNa eTapAlanA kavara para To lakhavAnI sAthe FROM lakhyA vinA ene cena ja nathI paDatuM. muzkelI AmAM e sarjAya che ke TapAla premapAtra para pahoMce che jarUra paraMtu e kavara para lakhAyela FROMnA kAraNe e TapAlanuM je gajabanAka pariNAma AvavuM joIe e pariNAmathI ahaMkAra vaMcita rahI jAya che. jamAli mahAvIra para prema karI to zakyA paNa FROM lakhavAthI jAtane dUra rAkhI na zakyA. 'mane Ama lAge che' FROM ne sUcavatI A mAnyatAe emanI TapAla mahAvIre vAMcI to kharI paNa jamAline eno koI pratyuttara na maLyo. sAvadhAna ! darpaNanA upayogamAM be saMbhAvanA che. mukhanI zobhA vadhAravA mATe ya eno upayoga thaI zake che to mukhanI zobhA sudhAravA mATe ya eno upayoga thaI zake che. ekamAM ahaM puSTa thAya che to bIjAmAM mukha vyavasthita thAya che. Ama jovA jaIe to AtmanirIkSaNamAM ya be saMbhAvanA dharabAyelI che. svajIvanamAM rahelA sadguNo ane sukRto jotA rahIne ahaM puSTa paNa karI zakAya che to svajIvanamAM rahela doSo-durguNoduSkAryo-pramAdanI AdhInatA vagere joIne saMyamajIvanane e tamAmathI mukta karavA prayatnazIla paNa banI zakAya che. AtmanirIkSaNa jarUra karIe paNa enA dvArA Atmadravyane nirmaLa ja banAvIe, nirmaLa ja rAkhIe. ane e rIte kAyama mATe nirmaLa padanA bhoktA banI jaIe.

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madapradhAna jIvana ke damapradhAna jIvana ? saMsArI jIvananI aneka prakAranI oLakhamAMnI eka oLakhANa A che. madapradhAna jIvana saMsArInuM hoya che. rUpano mada, saMpattino mada, sattAno mada, sAmagrIno mada, zaktino mada, baLano mada. kahevuM hoya to ema kahI zakAya ke mada puSTa karavA ja saMsArI mANasa jIvanabhara doDato rahe che. paNa sabUra ! saMyamInA jIvananI aneka prakAranI oLakhamAMnI eka oLakhANa A che. damapradhAna jIvana saMyamInuM hoya che. rUpa jovA talasatI AMkho para damana, niMdA sAMbhaLavA talasatA kAno para damana, svAdiSTa dravyo vAparavA lAlAyita banatI jIbha para damana, galata smRti-kalpanA-vicAromAM ALoTavA mAgatA mana para damana. TUMkamAM kahevuM hoya to ema kahI zakAya ke damapradhAna jIvanazailI banAvavA talasato hoya e ja sAco saMyamI ! ApaNo naMbara AmAM kharo ? Ao 19 Be mUDImAM vadhAro nahIM : roja ghaTADo AvakamAM eka paNa rUpiyAno vadhAro thAya nahIM ane mUDImAM rojeroja ghaTADo thato ja rahe evo saMsArI mANasa pratyeka rUpiyAno upayoga keTakeTalI sAvadhagIrIpUrvaka karato rahe ? prabhuvIre vAraMvAra uccArela A cetavaNI 'samaya goyama ! mA pamAyaNa' pAchaLanuM rahasya A ja che ne ? 'samayanI je mUDI tamArI pAse che emAM eka paNa samayano vadhAro tame karI zakavAnA nathI ane satata ghaTI rahela samayanI mUDIne tame aTakAvI zakavAnA nathI ane eTale ja he munio ! eka samayano paNa pramAda tame karazo nahIM.' eka kAma ApaNe karazuM ? gocarIne, vAtacItone ane nidrAne ApaNe keTalo samaya ApI rahyA chIe enI roja vyavasthita noMdha karatA rahIe. kadAca AMkhomAMthI AMsu vahevA lAgaze. 20

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viSayonA jaMgalamAM mana e ja zikArI jaMgala bhayaMkara che. haraNa kamajora che ane e jaMgalamAM khUMkhAra zikArI potAno zikAra karavA AmathI tema bhaTakI rahyAnI haraNane jANa thaI gaI che. svajIvanane bacAvI levA haraNa keTaluM badhuM saceta rahe ? saMsAranuM viSayonuM jaMgala gADha paNa che ane bhayaMkara paNa che. e jaMgalamAM jIvI rahela AtmA sattvathI durbaLa che ane emAM manarUpI zikArI satata Atmadravyane barabAda karI devA AmathI tema bhaTakI rahyo che. AtmAe potAnI vizuddhi TakAvI rAkhavA keTalA badhA saceta ane sAvadha rahevuM paDe ? sAce ja prApta saMyamajIvana dvArA AtmAne bacAvI levo che ? eka ja kAma karIe. pralobhanothI, nabaLAM nimittothI, galata AlaMbanothI ane vyartha ceSTAothI jAtane satata dUra ja rAkhIe. e sivAya AtmAne bacAvI levAno bIjo koI vikalpa ja nathI. 31 kUpanI chAyA kaMpamAM ja rAkhI jIvanamAM doSo pAra vinAnA che enI nA nahIM. najaramAM vikAra che, jabAnamAM kaTutA che, kuTilatA manamAM che, dAhakatA svabhAvamAM che, kaThoratA hRdayamAM che, IrSyA dilamAM che. prazna e che ke kayA doSane dUra karavA vadhu puruSArtha karavo ? vadhu sAvadha rahevuM ? vadhu dhyAna keLavavuM ? AnA ghaNA javAbomAMno eka javAba A che ke mArA jIvanano je doSa anyane mATe paNa pIDAkAraka banI rahyo che e doSane mAre jIvanamAMthI sauprathama ravAnA karI devo che. kAraNa ? anyane mATe paNa pIDAkAraka banI raheto mAro doSa, enI samAdhine ane prasannatAne khaMDita karato rahIne mArA jIvamAtra pratyenA maitrIbhAvanI smazAnayAtrA kADhato rahe che. kUvAnI chAyA jo kUvAnI aMdara ja rahe che to mAro doSa mArA mATe ja pIDAkAraka rahevo joIe ! 22

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| | doSo : bhAre khAnadAna | lIDara'ne samajAvI do yuniyana' samajI jaze . kiff gharamAM AvI gayela mahemAnane joIne tame raDavA lAgo toya banI zake ke naphphaTa mahemAna gharamAM paDyo-pAtharyo ja rahe. doSanI bAbatamAM kahevuM hoya to ema kahI zakAya ke khAnadAnInI bAbatamAM A jagatamAM eno koI joTo nathI. tame raDo, tame enA pratye napharatabhAva darzAvo, enA Agamane tame nArAjagI pragaTa karo, tame enA pratye manamAM dhikkArabhAva keLavo e tamArI pAse rahevA eka paLa mATe ya taiyAra nahIM thAya. tAtparyArtha ? A ja ke saMyamajIvanamAM ya jo doSo DerA-taMbU nAkhIne paDyA hovAnuM anubhavAya che to e eTaluM ja sUcave che ke ApaNane doSo game che. doSo pratye ApaNA haiyAmAM hajI kUNI lAgaNI che. zuM calAvI levAya AvI manovRtti? phaeNkTarImAM kAmadAronuM 'yuniyana' jyAre mAlika sAme baLavo karIne haDatALa para UtarI jAya che tyAre phaeNkTarIno mAlika "yuniyana' || $ sAthe nahIM paNa yuniyananA 'lIDara' sAthe vATAghATa calAvIne & samAdhAna karI daIne phaeNkTarIne dhamadhamatI karI de che. saMyamajIvana e jo phaeNkTarI che to AtmA e phaeNkTarIno mAlika che che. pAMceya indriyo e jo phaeNkTarInuM yuniyana che to mana e yuniyananuM che lIDara che. - jyAre jyAre paNa ema lAge ke indriyonuM A yuniyana che saMyamajIvananI phaeNkTarIne barabAda karI nAkhavA taiyAra thaI gayuM che tyAre tyAre ApaNe A eka ja kAma karavA jevuM che. yuniyananA ja lIDara mana sAthe ja vATAghATa zarU karI devA jevI che. e jo samajI jA gayuM to pachI yuniyananI koI tAkAta nathI ke e phaeNkTarInA virodhamAM || kAma kare.

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prabhu ! mane doSonI vedanA Apo kalyANamitra ja banIe kalyANamitra ja banAvIe duHkhonI vedanA to ApaNe nathI icchatA to ya karmasattA ApaNA lamaNe jhIMkatI ja rahe che. ApaNe eka alaga prakAranI ja vedanA prabhu pAse mAgavA jevI che. e vedanA che, doSonI vedanA. AMkhomAM avAranavAra vikAronAM sApoliyAM AMTA to lagAvI jAya che paNa enI ApaNane vedanA kyAM? anaMtopakArI gurudevazrI sAthe ya ApaNe kyAreka mAyA karI besIe chIe paNa enI ApaNane vyathA kyAM? apekSA tUTatAM ke svArthabhaMga thatA AvezanA, udveganA, saMklezanA zikAra ApaNe avAranavAra banatA to rahIe ja chIe paNa ApaNane enI vedanA kyAM ? Avo, aznapUrNa AMkhe prabhu pAse ApaNe A durlabha ane vaMdanIya vedanA mAgIe. e vedanA ApaNane maLI nathI ane doSoe jIvanamAMthI dUra thaI javAnI taiyArI zarU karI nathI ! ApaNI pAse sApekSa yatijIvana che. anekanI vacce rahIne ApaNe saMyamajIvana jIvavAnuM che. ApaNe khuda karmone ane kusaMskArone AdhIna chIe to ApaNA paricayamAM je paNa Avaze e ya karmone ane kusaMskArone AdhIna che. A sthitimAM zuM bacAvI rAkhavuM ApaNe ApaNAM ane sAmAnA paNa saMyamajIvanane ? be bAbatamAM ApaNe ekadama cokkasa thaI javA jevuM che. je paNa ApaNA paricayamAM Ave, ApaNe enA kalyANamitraja banyA rahIe ane ApaNA mATe je kalyANamitra ja banyA rahetA hoya enA ja paricayane ApaNe saMbaMdhamAM rUpAMtarita karatA rahIe. jo A baMne bAbatamAM ApaNe ekadama cokkasa banI gayA to pachI tAkAta nathI koI paribaLanI ke je ApaNA mATe ane ApaNA paricayamAM AvanAra mATe nukasAnakAraka banI zake.

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bArI baMdha paNa karavAnI che e yAda rAkhIe tophAna mana kare herAna AtmAne thavuM paDe. bArI ! A zabda ApaNA kAne paDe eTale ApaNI AMkha sAme be cIja AvI jAya. pavana ane prakAza, bArI baMdha ja hoya e makAnamAM pavananI avara-javara kyAM? prakAzanAM padharAmaNAM kyAM? paNa sabUra ! bArI kholavAno jema mahimA che tema bArI baMdha karavAno ya mahimA che. bahAra dhULa UDI rahI che. kacaro baLI rahyAno dhumADo upara jaI rahyo che. ukaraDAnI durgadha prasarI rahI che. bArI baMdha na karI daIe to thAya zuM? ApaNane maLela pAMceya indriyo e saMyamajIvananA makAnanI pAMca bArIo che. eTaluM ja kahIza ke vivekane sadAya hAjara rAkhIne avasara AvyuM ene kholatA to rahejo ja paNa avasara AvyuM ane baMdha paNa karI dejo. saMyamajIvananuM makAna to ja svaccha ane zuddha raheze. saMsAramAM sarjAtI rahetI eka mahattvanI ghaTanAno tamane khyAla che ja che kharo? gharanI bahAra tophAna chokaro karI Ave che ane e badala 1 herAna mA-bApane thavuM paDe che. adhyAtmakSetre paNa A ja vAstavikatA che ne ? pApo badhAya che | mana ja kare che. indriyone pApamAM pravRtta paNa mana ja banAve che paNa || para enI sajA AtmAne ja veThavI paDe che. kema bane che AvuM? AtmA bApa che, mana to eno putra che. AtmA mAlika che, te ke mana to enuM nokara che. madArI to AtmA che, mana to baMdara che. paNa dIkaro vaMThI gayo che, nokara udaMDa banI gayo che, baMdara tophAnI || na banI gayo che. ApaNA hAthamAM to saMyamajIvana che. jinavacanonA A sahAre e traNeyane ApaNe vazamAM na lAvI daIe ?

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kartavyanuM ajJAna ke kartavyanI upekSA ? sahu IndriyothI pIDita che svAdhyAya e saMyamajIvananuM kartavya jarUra che paNa glAnasevAno avasara AvIne Ubho rahe tyAre svAdhyAyanA kartavyane naMbara be para rAkhI devAnI prabhunI AjJA che. nirdoSa gocarInA ja AgrahI banavuM e kartavya jarUra che paraMtu eno amala karavA jatAM samAdhi khaMDita ja thaI jatI hoya tyAre nirdoSa gocarIne naMbara be para mUkI devI e prabhunI AjJA che. utsarganuM sevana e kartavya jarUra che paraMtu saMyogo badhA ja apavAdasevananA UbhA thayA hoya tyAre utsargasevananA kartavyane naMbara be para mUkI devAnI prabhunI AjJA che. eTaluM ja kahIza ke kartavyanuM ajJAna kadAca mApha thaI zakaze paraMtu kartavyanI upekSA to mAphIpAtra nahIM ja bane. AtmanirIkSaNa karatA rahejo. kartavyanI jANakArI chatAM ApaNe jANI joIne enI upekSA to nathI karatAM ne? - 29 - zatru cAhe baLavAna che ke kamajora che, najIka che ke dUra che, sajAtIya che ke vijAtIya che, saMyamI che ke saMsArI che. jarUra nathI ke ApaNe enAthI pIDita hoIe ja. paNa sabUra, saMyamI cAhe vidvAna che ke prabhAvaka che, lekhaka che ke pravacanakAra che, bALa che, yuvAna che ke vRddha che, guru che ke ziSya che, cauda pUrvadhara che ke ghora tapasvI che. sahu koI indriyothI pIDita to che ja. A hisAbe ja to jJAnasAramAM upAdhyAyajI mahArAje cetavaNI ApatA ApaNane kahyuM che ke "jo saMsArano tane bhaya lAgyo hoya ane paramapadano tuM icchuka hoya to eka ja kAma kara. tAruM tamAma vIrya tuM indriyo para vijaya meLavavAmAM phoravato rahe' A cetavaNI ApaNA kAna dvArA hRdaya sudhI pahoMcI cUkI che kharI ? (30)

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| mana, saMyamanAM pariNAmamAM - ramatuM rAkho rakhaDuomAM sauthI bhayaMkara che mana saMyamanA veze ApaNane jagatamAM to vaMdanIya banAvI ja dIdhA che paraMtu ApaNe to karmasattAnA jagatamAM vaMdanIya banavAnuM che ane enA mATeno eka mAtra vikalpa che, ApaNuM mana satata saMyamanAM pariNAmomAM ramatuM hoya. saMyamanAM pariNAmomAM ramavAnuM eTale ? manano je paNa pariNAma azubha anubaMdhonuM kAraNa banato hoya e pariNAmane mananI bhUmi para pharakavA ya na devo. javAba Apo. kAyAneto ApaNe galatamAM pravRtta thatI rokIe chIe. vacana prayoga paNa galata na thaI jAya enI ApaNe sAvadhagIrI rAkhIe chIe paNa mananI je bhUmi ApaNA sivAya anya koI paNa chaprasthanI najaramAM AvatI nathI e bhUmi para adhyavasAyonI vizuddhi ane pariNatinI nirmaLatA ApaNe TakAvI ja rAkhIe chIe e nizcitta kharuM ? | harAyuM Dhora kevuM ? rakhaDu ane bhayaMkara. haDakAyuM kUtaruM kevuM ? rakhaDu ane bhayaMkara. hippI kevo? rakhaDu ane bhayaMkara. paNa A || rakhaDuomAM agresara koI hoya to e che ApaNuM ja potAnuM mana ane bhayaMkaratAmAM ya agresara koI hoya to e che ApaNuM ja te potAnuM mana. ene zubha eTaluM na phAve, jeTaluM azubha phAve. ene kalyANa che eTaluM na game jeTaluM akalyANa game. ene hita eTaluM na jAme jeTaluM || ahita jAme. e mAlika evA AtmAne sadgatimAM na mokale, durgatimAM FB mokale. AtmAne e samAdhimAM na rAkhe, saMklezamAM rAkhe. AtmAne || che e sadguNI na banavA de, durguNI banAvI de. AvA rakhaDu ane bhayaMkara manane ApaNe vazamAM rAkhIne || che. sAdhanA karavAnI che e yAda rAkhajo. [,_

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pariNAma AdheyathI . ke AdhArathI ?. sAdhanAo ApaNane mahAna lAgI che kharI ? prazna e nathI ke Adheya keTaluM moTuM che ? prazna e che ke AdhAra kevo che? hAthI bhale ne game teTalo moTo che, enA pratibiMbane jhIlanAruM darpaNa jo nAnuM ja che to e darpaNamAM hAthInuM kada nAnuM ja jhIlAvAnuM che. saMyamIno veza paherAvIne jagatanI vacce ApaNane vaMdanIyanI kakSAmAM mUkI denArA gurudevazrI bhale ne anaMtopakArI che. paraMtu hRdaya ApaNuM jo tuccha che, mana ApaNuM jo sAMkaDuM che, dRSTi ApaNI jo saMkucita che, aMtaHkaraNa ApaNuM jo malina che to e anaMtopakArI paNa gurudevazrI ApaNane zudra, tuccha ane doSasabhara ja lAgavAnA che. sAvadhAna ! dilane uttama banAvI do. nahitara A jagatamAM koNa adhama nahIM lAge e prazna che. svAdhyAyayoga keTalo badho mahAna ? pratilekhana ane pratikramaNano yoga keTalo badho mahAna ? gurudevanuM sAMnidhya keTaluM badhuM mahAna ? sahavartI muni bhagavaMtono sahavAsa keTalo badho mahAna ? are, ApaNA hAthamAM AvI gayela saMyamajIvana khuda keTaluM badhuM mahAna? paNa sabUra ! A tamAma mahAna sAdhanAo ane mahAna yogo ApaNane mahAna tyAre ja banAve ke jyAre e sAdhanAo ane yogo ApaNane paNa mAna lAge. prazna sAdhanAnI mahAnatAno nathI, ApaNAM aMtaHkaraNanI mahAnatAno che. e jo adhama haze to mahAna paNa saMyamajIvana ApaNA mATe kadAca nirarthaka ja banI raheze. Avo, bahumAnabhAva, ahobhAva, samarpaNabhAva ane sadbhAvane vikasAvatA rahIe. ApaNuM kAma thaI jaze. (34)

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baLavAna koNa ? abhyAsa ? ke saMskAra ? | turta pAchA pharI jajo.. svAdhyAyanuM sAtatya svAdhyAyane abhyAsarUpa to banAvI deze paNa svAdhyAyane ApaNe jo saMskArarUpa banAvavA mAgIe chIe to eno eka ja vikalpa che, svAdhyAya ApaNe rasapUrvaka karIe. TUMkamAM kahevuM hoya to ema kahI zakAya ke sAtatya koI paNa zubha yogane abhyAsarUpa to banAvI zake che paraMtu e zubhayoga saMskArarUpa to tyAre ja bane che ke jyAre e zubhayogamAM ApaNAM potAnA aMtaHkaraNano rasa bhaLe che. eka vAta kahuM ? saMskAra vinAno abhyAsa bhavAMtaramAM sAthe Ave che to ya AtmA mATe eTalo lAbhadAyI nathI banato jyAre abhyAsa vinAnA saMskAro AtmA mATe kaI paLamAM ane kayA sthaLamAM lAbhadAyI nathI banatA e prazna che. Avo, ApaNe abhyAsanA ane saMskAranA, baMnenA svAmI banIne ja rahIe. banI zake ke anaMtajIva abhayadAyaka saMyamajIvana hAthamAM che hovA chatAM ya koI paNa kAraNasara koka sahavartI muni bhagavaMta pratye || ApaNA manamAM sadbhAva to na hoya paNa durbhAva hoya, premabhAva to na hoya paNa dveSabhAva hoya, AdarabhAva to na hoya paNa te dhikkArabhAva hoya. paNa , karmasattAno A saMdezo ApaNe satata AMkha sAme rAkhavA jevo che ke "A janamamAM tuM jenuM moDhuM jovA taiyAra nathI, AvatA che 1 janamamAM enA paga tane na pADuM to mAruM nAma karmasattA nahIM.' | zuM karmasattAnA saMdezAne zraddhAgamya banAvyA pachI ya ApaNe || che kokanI sAthe dveSa karI zakazuM? kokanA pratye durbhAva keLavI zakazuM? A kokanI sAthe duzmanAvaTa keLavI zakazuM? nA , A khataranAka raste || che kadama maMDAI gayA hoya to ya turta ApaNe aTakI javA jevuM che. E

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mahattvanA mamatvathI mana mukta kharuM? mana na bagADavuM ApaNA ja - hAthamAM che je svajanono tyAga karIne ApaNe A saMyamanA mArge AvI gayA chIe e saMyamajIvanamAM e svajano pratye leza mamatva UbhuM na rahyuM hoya e samajAya tevI vAta che. tapazcaryAnA raste haraNaphALa bharatA rahIne zarIra pratyenA mamatvane ApaNe A jIvanamAM toDI rahyA hoIe e ya samajAya tevI vAta che. paNa eka vAta pUchuM? mana mahattvanA mamatvathI mukta thaI ja gayuM che evuM lAge che kharuM ? "mane Adara maLavo ja joIe? mArI kadara thavI ja joIe' 'mArI upasthitinI noMdha levAvI ja joIe' A badhA bhAvo mahattvanA mamatvanA sUcaka che. jo e mamatvathI ApaNe mukta nathI banI zakyo, nathI banavA mAgatA to samajI rAkhavuM ke saMyamanAM pariNAma ApaNAM jokhamamAM che. kAyAne ApaNe na bagaDavA devA mAgatA hoIe to ya e ApaNA hAthanI vAta nathI. roga zarIramAM game tyAre pedA thaI jAya che ane kAyA rogagrasta banI jAya che. vacanane jIvanabhara mATe ApaNe komaLa ane madhura rAkhavA mAgatA hoIe toya e ApaNA hAthamAM nathI, koka galata nimitta UbhuM thaI jAya che, paristhiti ja evI nirmANa thaI jAya che ke ApaNA mukhamAMthI karkazavacano nIkaLI ja jAya che. mana na bagADavuM hoya to e ApaNAM ja hAthanI vAta che. vastu, vyakti ke paristhiti game tevA pratikULa Ave, dhArIe to manane ApaNe nirmaLa rAkhI ja zakIe chIe ane chatAM duHkhada karuNatA e che ke manane ApaNe bagADatA ja rahIe chIe. e ya sAme caDIne ane aphasosa vinA! zuM thaze ApaNuM?

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tRSNA kRtajJa ja rahevAnI che kSatithI jarUra dUra rahIe paNa.. ApaNe kRtana kone gaNIe ? jene tame game teTaluM Apo chatAMya je satata mAMga mAMga ja karyA kare, je maLyuM eno upakAra mAne nahIM ane kyAreka na Apo to tamane je herAna karyA vinA rahe nahIM ene ja kRtadana mAno ne? jo hA, to dilanI dIvAla para kotarI rAkhajo ke jiMdagInA aMta samaya sudhI tRSNA kRtaghna ja rahevAnI che. enI mAMga para kyAreya pUrNavirAma AvatuM ja nathI. haMmezAM alpavirAma ja AvyA kare che. tRSNAnA A svabhAvane AMkha sAme rAkhyA vinA saMyamajIvanamAM jAmI javAmAM saphaLatA maLavI so TakA saMdigdha che. kAraNa ke saMyamajIvana 'pUrNavirAma' para ja jAme che jyAre tRSNA 'alpavirAma' para ja jIve che. saMyamajIvanane jIvatuM rAkhIne jItADavuM che ? tRSNAne harAvatA rahIne khatama karI nAkho. kSatithI dUra rahevA satata prayatnazIla banyA rahIe e to | barAbara ja che paNa bhUlecUke jo kSati kADhanArathI ApaNe dUra thaI gayA che to samajI rAkhavuM ke ApaNuM saMyamajIvana khatarAmAM che. kAraNa ? ahaMne paradoSadarzanamAM ja rasa che, svadoSadarzana sAthe to || che ahaMne nahAvA-nicovAno ya saMbaMdha nathI. are, ene to svadoSa che bacAvamAM rasa che. Ano artha ? A ja ke ApaNI kSati, ApaNo pramAda, ja ApaNA doSo ApaNane to dekhAvAnA ja nathI, kadAca dekhAze to te yu ApaNe ene sudhAravAnA nathI. have jo e kSatio dekhADanArathI je ya ApaNe dUra thaI gayA to e badhI ja kSatio-doSo ApaNAmAM ja ema ja rahI javAnA. e kSatio ane e doSo ApaNAM jIvanane raphedaphe karatA ja rahevAnA ! sAvadhAna ! kSati kADhanAranI najIka che. raho. kSatio dUra thaI jaze.

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11g zreSThatamA vikalpa A ja che puNyane paraNAvI ja dejo sarvaguNasaMpanna ane sarvadoSamukta banavAnA paramocca sabhAgyane ApaNe kyAre varazuM, enI to ApaNane koI jANakArI nathI paraMtu e dizAmAM ApaNe jo pA pA pagalI bharavA mAMgIe chIe to eno nAnakaDo paNa kyAreya niSphaLa na jAya evo eka vikalpa ApaNe AMkha sAme rAkhavA jevo che. A rahyo e vikalpa. 'guNa gamyA eTale guNa maLyA ja samajo' ane 'doSa khaTakyA eTale doSa gayA ja samajo" ApaNI manovRtti to kama se kama ApaNe AvI banAvI zakIe chIe ne? jo ATalI nAnI bAbatamAM ya ApaNe saphaLa banI gayA to nizcita samajI rAkhavuM ke samyapha manovRttino A bIjano candra AvatI kAle pUrNimAno cAMda banIne ja rahevAno che. jIvananI samApti pachI ya bhavAMtaramAM ApaNe jyAM paNa jaIe tyAM ApaNI sAthe Ave ane ApaNI rakSA karatA rahe evA paribaLanA A jIvanamAM svAmI banI javuM che ? eka kAma khAsa karIe. puNyane bhUlecUkeya brahmacArI na rAkhIe. arthAtu puNyane sadbuddhi sAthe paraNAvI ja daIe. puNya kyAreya sadbuddhi sAthe chUTAcheDA na laI le enI khAsa takedArI rAkhIe. puNyanI hAjarImAM saddabuddhinuM maraNa na thaI jAya e aMge satata sAvadha rahIe. pariNAma AnuM e Avaze ke vivAhita puNya navA navA puNyane janma ApatuM ja raheze ane e sAnubaMdha puNya bhavAMtaramAM sAthe AvIne AtmAne cheka paramagati sudhI pahoMcADanAruM banI raheze. sAvadhagIrI rAkhazuM ApaNe A bAbatamAM ?

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"zuM na vicArAya ?' enI jANakArI kharI ? ahobhAva dvArA kada vadhArI daIe ArAdhanAnuM _ ka saMyamajIvanamAM zuM na karAya ? enI jANakArI paNa ApaNI pAse che ane enA zakya amala mATe ApaNe prayatnazIla paNa chIe. A jIvanamAM zuM na bolAya ? enI samaja paNa ApaNI pAse che ane sAvadhagIrIpUrvaka enA amala mATe ApaNe prayatnazIla chIe paNa sabUra ! A jIvanamAM zuM na vicArAya ? enI paryApta jANakArI ApaNI pAse che kharI ? jeTalI paNa jANakArI ApaNI pAse che eno zakya amala ApaNA jIvanamAM cAlu che kharo? jo, A bAbatano saMtoSajanaka pratyuttara aMtaHkaraNamAMthI na UThato hoya to eTaluM ja kahIza ke sekaMDanA kAMTAmAM UbhI thayela garabaDa miniTanA ane kalAkanA kAMTAne vyavasthita cAlavA de e vAtamAM koI mAla nathI. huM zuM kahevA mAguM chuM, e tame samajI gayA hazo. ArAdhanA bhale ne sAva nAnI che. je yoganuM ApaNe sevana che karI rahyA chIe e sadyoga bhale ne sAva nAno che. ene moTo ane || 8 mahAna banAvI devA jo ApaNe mAgIe chIe to eno zreSTha vikalpa che e che ke e yoga pratyenA ApaNA hRdayanA ahobhAvane ApaNe te parAkASTAe laI jatA rahIe. sAhInuM TIpuM nAnuM ja hoya che ne? paNa phelAya che jo e che blaoNTiMga pepara para, to pachI joI lo enI virATatA. kadAca saMpUrNa || blaoNTiMga pepara para e potAnuM sAmrAjya sthApI de che. zuM kahuM? ArAdhanAnuM kada jo 1nuM che to e ArAdhanA pratyenA | ahobhAvanuM kada nuM che. 1nI bAjumAM mUkI do. sIdhI 1nI [T 8 tAkAta dasagaNI vadhI jaze. ArAdhanA pratyeno ahobhAva vadhArI che do. ArAdhanAnI tAkAta dasagaNI vadhI jaze.

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phAIla pApanI vajana pazcAttApanAM AMsunuM pokAra' nahIM paNa "prahAra' lAkho-karoDonA goTALAvALI paNa phAIla para jo 'vajana' mUkavAmAM Ave che to e phAIla, AgaLa cAlatI thaI jAya che ema ahIMno prajAjana mAne che. A hakIkata saMsArakSetramAM sAcI hoya to ya ApaNA mATe eno koI artha nathI kAraNa ke saMpatti sAthe to ApaNo sparzano ya vyavahAra nathI. paNa eka vAta karuM ? ApaNA jIvananI phAIla paNa pApa, pramAda, aticAra, azuddhi, durbhAva, durgAna vagerenA goTALAvALI ja che ne? ene sAce ja ApaNe jo AgaLa calAvavA mAgIe chIe to eno eka ja vikalpa che, e phAIla para pazcAttApanAM AMsunAM kevaLa be buMda ja vajana mUkI daIe. je paNa saMyamI A bAbatamAM phAvyo che enI phAIla che, prabhu sudhI pahoMcI gaI che. AMsunAM AvA be buMda ApaNI pAse kharA ? duHkhothI bacI javA kadAca 'pokAra' asarakAraka puravAra thaI zake che paraMtu jo ApaNe doSothI bacI javA mAgIe chIe to enA mATenuM zreSThatama zastra "pokAra' nathI paNa 'prahAra' ja che. kAraNa? doSonI AtmA para zirajorI anaMtakALanI che. doSonuM kada merunI UMcAIne ya Takkara lagAve tevuM che. doSonI majabUtAI vaja karatAMya vadhu che. doSoe aMtaHkaraNamAM nAkhelAM mULiyAM svayaMbhUramaNa samudranA taLiyA karatAM ya UMDA che ane doSo pratyeno ApaNo prema anAdino che. AvA doSo, enA para prahAra karyA vinA, enA pratye AkramakatAno rUkha apanAvyA vinA, e pratye lAlaghUma AMkha karyA vinA AtmA parathI ravAnA thaI jAya ema ? asaMbhava ! Avo, pukAra nahIM paNa prahAra ! e ya tamAma tAkAtathI !

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duzmano pedA karavAnI AgavI kaLA. AL manano upayoga ApaNe karIe chIe ke.... duHkho sarjavAnI AgavI kaLA jema doSo pAse hoya che tema duzmano sarjavAnI AgavI kaLA krodha pAse hoya che. alabatta, krodha paNa che to eka jAtano doSa ja paraMtu krodha sivAyanA anya doSo duzmano sarje ja che evo koI kAyado nathI paraMtu krodha ? e to duzmano sarjIne ja rahe che. kabUla, ApaNA jIvanamAM doSo to che ja paraMtu e doSomAM krodhanI mAtrA khUba alpa che ema kahI zakavAnI sthitimAM ApaNe chIe kharA ? krodhanuM sevana e ApaNI prakRti nathI paraMtu majabUrI ja che ema ApaNuM aMtaHkaraNa kahe che kharuM ? krodhasevananI pachInI paLo ApaNane cenathI besavA detI nathI e ApaNo anubhava che kharo ? jo A tamAma praznono javAba 'hA'mAM hoya to samajI rAkhavuM ke dhIme dhIme paNa jIvanamAMthI krodha ravAnA thato ja raheze, anyathA...? sArA vicAro paNa manamAM Ave che ane kharAba vicAro che paNa manamAM Ave che Ano artha eTalo ja ke ene koka sArA ke kharAba banAvI rahyuM che. e koka eTale bIjuM koI ja nahIM paNa ApaNe pote ja . te | ApaNI saMmati vinA manamAM kharAba vicAro dAkhala thaI zakatA ja || che nathI ane ApaNe pote icchatA hoIe to sArA vicArone manamAM che dAkhala thatAM koI ja aTakAvI zake tema nathI. hakIkata jo A ja che to prazna e UThe che ke zA mATe ApaNe ja 1 sArA vicAro na karatAM kharAba vicAro karyo jaIe chIe ? A praznanA ghaNA javAbomAMno eka javAba A che ke manano || che upayoga ApaNe karavAno hato enA badale mana ApaNo upayoga karI rahyuM che. nokara ja mAlikane AjJA karavA lAge tyAre mAlikanuM || che thAya zuM?

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bodhane baLavAna banAvI do. kaSTadAyI ? ke phaLadAyI ? pagano kamajora mANasa lAkaDIne paganI tAkAta banAvatA jo leza paNa khacakATa anubhavato nathI, AMkhano kamajora mANasa cazmAMne AMkhanI tAkAta banAvI levA jo hoMze hoMze taiyAra thaI jAya che to bodhakSetre kamajora evA ApaNe prabhunAM vacanone, bodhane majabUta ane nirmaLa banAvI devA zA mATe paLanI ya vAra lagADavI joIe ? yAda rAkhajo, paganA kamajorane covIseya kalAka lAkaDI potAnI pAse rAkhavI paDatI nathI, AMkhanA kamajorane covIseya kalAka caramAM potAnI pAse rAkhavA paDatA nathI paraMtu chadmastha evA ApaNe to mAtra covIse ya kalAka ja nahIM paraMtu jIvananA aMta sudhI prabhunAM vacanone sAthe ja rAkhavAnA che. kAraNa ke besavAnuM ke cAlavAnuM, sUvAnuM ke vAparavAnuM, bolavAnuM ke mauna rahevAnuM badhuM ya prabhuvacano pAse ja zIkhavAnuM che. saMyamajIvananI kaI ceSTA evI che ke je kaSTadAyI nathI ? badhI ja pravRttiomAM yatanAne hAjara rAkhavAnuM kAma paNa kaSTadAyI che to loca karAvavo ya kaSTadAyI che. AjIvana gurukuLavAsa paNa kaSTadAyI che to nirdoSa gaveSaNA ya kaSTadAyI che. AMkhano saMyama paNa kaSTadAyI che to icchAno nirodha paNa kaSTadAyI ja che. Ama chatAM ApaNe sAmecaDIne AvA kaSTadAyI ceSTAovALA saMyamajIvanane aMgIkAra karyuM che. kAraNa ? saMsArIonI najaramAM A badhIya ceSTAo bhale kaSTadAyI che paraMtu ApaNane e ceo phaLadAyI dekhAI che. eTaluM ja kahIza ke saMyamajIvananI tamAma ceSTAo phaLadAyI banIne ja rahe e bAbatamAM ApaNe khUba sAvadha banI javAnuM che. jo emAM asAvadha banyA rahyA to A ceSTAo kevaLa kaSTadAyI ja banI raheze.

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manane haMmezAM tAjuM rAkhI zakAya che koI davA, koI bhojana, koI kasarata, koI vyAyAma ke koI rasAyaNa A jagatamAM evA zodhAyA nathI ke je samaya pasAra thavA chatAM kSINa banatuM aTakAvI zakyA hoya zarIrane. nA. vayavRddhi sAthe zarIranI kSINatA nizcita ja che emAM koI ja apavAda nathI. paNa sabUra ! zarIranI game tevI kSINatA chatAM ya manane ApaNe koI paNa vaye tAjuM, sazakta ane utsAhasabhara rAkhI zakIe chIe jo ene ApaNe prabhuvacanonI samyak samajathI bhAvita banAvavAmAM saphaLa banIe chIe to ! Avo, A jIvananI vadhumAM vadhu paLo ApaNe jinavacanone ApatA rahIe. AkarSaNa enuM ja. rasa eno ja. AnaMda eno ja. pAgalapana enuM ja. juo pachI mananA kSetre kevo camatkAra sarjAya che ? stha 51 R mana jANI laIe mana vALI daIe samarpaNane samajavA mATe Ama to aneka prakAranAM nirIkSajJo che paNa emAMnuM eka saraLa nirIkSaNa A che. 'upakArInuM mana jANI lIdhA pachI ApaNuM mana vALI daIe e che masta samarpaNa.' ApaNane tapazcaryA game che. upakArI icche che ke svAdhyAyamAM ApaNe pragati karIe. basa, ApaNAM manane ApaNe svAdhyAya mATe taiyAra karI daIe. ApaNane AnaMda Ave che svAdhyAyamAM. glAna sevAmAM ApaNane joDAyelA jovA icche che upakArI. basa, glAnasevAne ApaNe AtmasAt karI daIe. zuM kahuM ? rasto vaLe che ane gADIno DrAivara e bAju gADIne vALato rahe che. gurudevanuM mana je yoga tarapha vaLe che, e yoga tarapha ApaNAM manane vALatA rahIe. saMyamajIvananI prApti sArthaka banI jaze. para

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AMgaLIno aMgUThA sAthe meLa kharo ? badhuM ja puNya bhogavI na letA! mukko eka tAkAta jarUra bane che paNa e mATe aMgUThAe AMgaLI sAthe meLa sAdhavo paDe che. AMgaLIoe aMgUThA sAthe maitrI sAdhavI paDe che. pralobhanonI vaNajhAra sAmeya ApaNe jo aDIkhama UbhA rahevA mAgIe chIe, kaSTonI vaNajhAra vacce ya ApaNe jo samAdhi TakAvI rAkhavA mAgIe chIe. mana kusaMskArone AdhIna chatAM ya saMyamajIvanajanya mastI ApaNe jo satata anubhavatA rahevA mAgIe chIe to eno zreSTha vikalpa che, ApaNe tAkAtavAna banyA rahIe ane tAkAtavAna banyA rahevA mATeno zreSTha vikalpa che, sahavartIo sAthenA premabhAvane, sadbhAvane ane maitrIbhAvane jIvaMta ja rAkhIe. e sahu sAtheno meLa ApaNane nahIM kyAMya paDavA de ke nahIM kyAMya tUTavA de! saMsArakSetre bhale koI karoDapati che ke abajapati che, potAnI pAse rahelA tamAma paisA vAparI nAkhavAnI bevakUphI e kyAreya karato nathI. kabUla, ApaNI pAse saMyamanuM jIvana che. tyAga e to A jIvananI eka mAtra oLakha che Ama chatAM ahIM puNyanA udayanA kAraNe maLatI suvadhiono koI pAra nathI. gocarI-vastra-pAtra-upadhi-mAna-sanmAna-khyAti-pratiSThA A badhuM puNyanA udaya vinA thoDuM maLe che ? paNa sabUra ! sattAmAM rahelA tamAma prakAranA puNyane udayamAM lAvatA rahIne bhogavatA rahevAnI bevakUphI ApaNe karavA jevI nathI. badhuM ja puNya ahIM bhogavI lezuM to bhavAMtaramAM jyAM paNa jazuM tyAM, puNya vinA karazuM zuM? sAvadhAna!

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zuM ghaTADavuM che ? duHkho ke doSo ? mAtra "avataraNa" ja ke pachI. 'rUpAMtaraNa' paNa kharuM ? ApaNe sAcA arthamAM saMyamI chIe, paramapadanA cAhaka chIe, svarUpa ramaNatAnA icchuka chIe, mumukSu chIe, sAdhaka chIe e jANavA mATeno kasoTIno paththara kayo, ema pUcho cho? A rahyo eno javAba. jo satata ApaNuM mana, jIvanamAM pApo kema ghaTe? pramAda kema ocho thAya ? doSono hrAsa kema thato jAya ? A ja ciMtAmAM vyasta rahetuM hoya to samajI rAkhavuM ke ApaNe sAcA arthamAM saMyamI chIe ja. maLI jojo koI paNa saMsArI mANasane, jANI lejo enA manamAM satata cAlI rahelA vicArone. tamane khyAla AvI jaze ke tyAM eka ja ciMtA vicAronA kendrasthAne haze, jIvanamAM du:kho kema bhagavatI sUtramAM 'he gautama ! eka samayano paNa pramAda na ja karIza" nI vAta Ave che to jJAnasAramAM 'spRhA e ja du:kha ane niHspRhatA e ja sukha'nI vAta Ave che. je agupta che te AjJA ja bahAra che'nI vAta AcArAMgasUtramAM Ave che to 'galata icchAthI te | pAchA pharavAnuM ja na hoya to zramaNyakyAM?" nI vAta dazavaikAlikamAM || para Ave che. pravacanamAM, lekhanamAM, vAtacItamAM ke ciMtanamAM vAraMvAra | zAstrapaMktionAM A avataraNo ApaNe ApatA hoIe e to ! sAruM ja che paraMtu jAtane eka prazna ApaNe satata pUchatA rahevA jevo che che ke zAstrapaMktinAM A avataraNo ApaNAM jIvananuM rUpAMtaraNa || na karanArA banI rahyA che ke kema? rUpAMtaraNa vinAnAM avataraNo kyAreka ahaMpuSTinAM kAraNo || pta paNa banI zake che e ApaNA khyAlamAM to kharuM ne? ghaTe ? TUMkamAM, duHkho ja ghaTADavAmAM vyasta e saMsArI, pApa-pramAdadoSo ochA karavAmAM ja vyasta e saMyamI.

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mUcchanI janmabhUmi zarIra zaktinadInA be kinArA mUcchanI janmabhUmi eka ja che. zarIra. jIva cAhe narakamAM gayo che ke nigodamAM gayo che. ghoDo thayo che ke gadheDo thayo che. kIDI banyo che ke maMkoDo banyo che. bhavanapatino indra banyo che ke anuttarano deva banyo che. saMsArI banyo che ke saMyamI banyo che. zarIra ane dareka gatinA dareka bhavamAM maLyuM che, dareka bhavanI dareka avasthAmAM maLyuM che. basa, A zarIra e ja enA mATe mUcchanI janmabhUmi banI rahyuM che. jo zarIra ja nathI to mUcchane utpanna thavAno koI prazna ja Ubho thato nathI. yAda rAkhajo , mana vinAnA bhavo to A jIvane anaMtakALamAM anaMtA maLyA che chatAM enI mUrchA tUTI nathI. kAraNa? zarIra lAge che kharuM ke mUcchanI A janmabhUmine ApaNe rojeroja vadhu ne vadhu ukhara banAvI rahyA chIe ? bhale ne nadI, dhasamasatI vahI rahI che, e vinAza nathI ja veratI kAraNa ke bekinArAnI maryAdAmAM rahIne ja e vahetI hoya che. bhale ne saMyamajIvanamAM ApaNI zaktio purabahAramAM khIlI che ? masta pravacana, tIkSNa buddhi, kokila kaMTha, AkarSakarUpa, gajabanAka lekhanakaLA, kalpanAtIta Adeya nAmakarma ! paNa, AmAMnI eka paNa zakti ApaNA mATe ke anya mATe mAraka tyAre ja nathI banatI ke jyAre e zaktionI nadI tyAga ane vairAgyanA be kinArAonI maryAdA jALavIne vahetI hoya che. satata AtmanirIkSaNa karatA rahejo. tyAga ane vairAgyanA bekinArAo vacce ja ApaNI zaktionI nadI vahI rahI che ne? eka paNa kinArAmAM kyAMya paNa garabaDa dekhAtI hoya to turta ja enI marAmata karI dejo. anyathA..!

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navInIkaraNa ane mazInIkaraNa ! akhkhapamaS saMkhame murArAde maviksa' AjathI mAMDIne saMyama durArAdhya banI jaze. kalpasUtranA navamA pravacanamAM AvatI A paMktino tAtparyArtha e nathI ke saMyamano veza durlabha banI jaze. nA. artha A che ke saMyamanuM pAlana ane saMyamanAM pariNAma, baMne ya durlabha banI jaze. durArAdhya banI jaze. ApaNe khude ApaNI jAtane jo A AgAhImAMthI bahAra kADhI levI hoya to eka kAma khAsa karavA jevuM che. Ajano Akho ya yuga navInIkaraNano ane mazInIkaraNano cAlI rahyo che. ApaNe pote navInanA AkarSaNathI ane mazInonA upayogathI zakya eTalA vadhu ne vadhu bacatA rahIe. ema karavA jatAM kadAca suvidhAo para kApa mUkI devo paDaze paNa saMyamajIvana to ApaNe niHsaMdigdha bacAvI zakazuM. 91 pa De moTuM vighna : prabhAvita thaI javuM Ama to adhyAtmajagatamAM jAtajAtanAM vighno che paraMtu sauthI moTuM vighna A che, prabhAvita thaI javuM. cA garama AvI ke dUdha sAkara vinAnuM AvyuM, prazaMsAnA zabdothI koke ApaNane navAjI dIdhA ke niMdAnA zabdothI koke ApaNane utArI pADyA. ThaMDakanA kAraNe UMgha masta AvI ke garamInA kAraNe UMghamAM khalela pahoMcI. gurudeve ApaNI kadara karI ke sahavartIoe ApaNI upekSA karI. basa, A pratyeka prasaMgomAM prabhAvita thatAM ja rahevuM, rAgathI ta ke dveSathI, AnaMdathI ke udvegathI, ratathI ke atithI. mananI A nabaLAI ApaNane adhyAtmajagatamAM AgaLa ze vadhavA de ? A jagata to tamArI pAse aprabhAvita banyA rahevAnI beThI tAkAta mAge che, nimitto cAhe himAlayanI ThaMDaka jevA hoya ke raNapradezanI garamI jevA hoya !

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sIdhA ja pravRtta-nivRtta thAI jo suvAsanI anubhUti thAya che ane mANasa ane mANavA ja lAge che. durgaMdhanI anubhUti thAya che ane mANasa vinA vilaMbe tyAMthI dUra thaI jAya che. nathI e aMge e koI cUMthaNA cUMthato ke nathI e aMge koI tarkanI jaMjALamAM paDato. eka vAta yAda karAvuM ? manane rasa che cUMthaNA cUMthavAmAM arthAt posTamaoNrTamamAM ane tarka karatA rahevAmAM arthAt enAlIsIsamAM. eTaluM ja kahIza ke AtmahitanI jyAM paNa vAta Ave tyAM vacce manane lAvyA vinA sIdhA ja pravRtta thaI jajo ane Atma ahitanI jyAM paNa saMbhAvanA dekhAya tyAM mananI koI paNa dalIla sAMbhaLyA vinA nivRtta thaI jajo. TUMkamAM, e kSetre manane na to posTamaoNrTama karavA dejo ke na to enAlIsIsa karavA dejo. bahu moTo jaMga jItI jazo. 1 dhyAna haTAvI do dhyAna lAgI jaze prabhumAM dhyAna lagAvI devuM che ema ne ? padArtha parathI dhyAna haTAvI lo. svAdhyAyamAM dhyAna lagAvI devuM che ema ne? gappAMbAjI parathI dhyAna haTAvI lo. tapazcaryAmAM dhyAna lagAvI devuM che ema ne ? anukULa viSayo parathI dhyAna haTAvI lo. TUMkamAM, uttama para dhyAna lagAvI devAmAM saphaLatA ene ja maLe che ke je adhama parathI dhyAna haTAvI le che. eka paga pAMcamA pagathiyA para rAkhIne bIjA pagane chaThThA pagathiyA para goThavI devAmAM saphaLatA jarUra maLI zake che paraMtu mananA aDadhA bhAgane padArthapremI rahevA daIne bIjA aDadhA bhAgane paramAtmapremI banAvI devAmAM to koI kALe saphaLatA maLavAnI nathI. vAMcI che ne A paMkti ? prIti anaMtI para thakI, je toDe te jo' 2

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bhUlano bacAva : dIvAla che IcchAne niyamamAM bAMdhI do . che. bhUla thaI gayA pachI ke bhUla karI lIdhA pachI jeNe paNa potAnI e bhUlano svIkAra karI lIdho che e AtmA galata raste prAyaH gayo nathI ane jeNe paNa potAnI e bhUlano bacAva ja karyo che e AtmA prAyaH sAcA rastA para TakI zakyo nathI. tapAsatA raho mananAM valaNane bhUla svIkArI levAnuM sAhasa e dharAve che ke pachI bhUlano bacAva karatA rahevAnI dhRSTatA ja e dAkhavatuM rahe che? zuM kahuM ? kSetra cAhe saMsAranuM hoya ke adhyAtmanuM hoya, jIvana cAhe saMsArInuM hoya ke saMyamInuM hoya, vikAsa mATenI anivArya zarata A ja che. bhUla jyAM paNa thAya, jyAre paNa thAya, tyAM ane tyAre enI kabUlAta karI ja lo. kAraNa ke bhUlano bacAva e to eka evI dIvAla che ke je tamane nathI to samyapha jovA detI ke nathI to samyaka karavA detI. vAcanAzravaNa pachI paNa, zAstravAMcana pachI paNa , sanimittonAM sevana pachI paNa ane saAlaMbano darzana pachI paNa pramAdatyAga mATe ke dharmasevana mATe ApaNA manamAM koI bhAva e ja na UThe e hadanI apAtratA to ApaNAmAM nathI ja Ama chatAM te prazna e UThe che ke pramAdatyAga kSetre ke dharmasevanakSetre jIvanamAM che haraNaphALa kema nathI anubhavAtI ? eka kAma ApaNe karazuM ? jyAre jyAre paNa pramAdatyAga mATe ke dharmasevana mATe mana taiyAra thaI jAya tyAre tyAre mananI e ! ke icchAne ApaNe niyamamAM bAMdhI ja daIe. dorAmAM parovAI jatI soyanI guma thaI javAnI zakyatA ja jo khatama thaI jAya che to niyamamAM baMdhAI jatI azubhanA tyAga ja mATenI ane zubhanA sevana mATenI icchA napuMsaka banI rahevAnI || pta zakyatA para pUrNavirAma mukAI jAya che. (4) aRE

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saMsAra : paiso badhe ja | adhyAtma : moha badhe ja be naMbaramAM - puNyabaMdha karI nahIM zakAya saMsAranuM eka paNa kSetra prAyaH tamane evuM jovA nahIM maLe ke jyAM paiso nahIM ghUsyo hoya. cAhe gADI lo ke baMgalo lo, anAja lo ke sAbu lo, kapaDAM lo ke TI.vI. lo, dAMtiyo lo ke braza lo. paisAno praveza e darekamAM che ja. paNa sabUra ! mAre to ahIM eka alaga vAta karavI che. adhyAtmajagatano eka paNa yoga evo lAvo ke jemAM moha ghUsI javA taiyAra thaIne na beTho hoya. pachI e yoga cAhe svAdhyAyano hoya ke tapazcaryAno hoya, pravacanano hoya ke lekhanano hoya. vaiyAvaccano hoya ke bhaktino hoya! A bhayasthAnane hisAbe ja to adhyAtmasAramAM spaSTa lakhI dIdhuM che 'ame adhyAtma to ene ja kahIe chIe ke jemAMthI mohano adhikAra UThI ja gayo hoya !" ApaNI pAse adhyAtmanuM svAmitva kharuM ? karmajagatanI eka varavI vAstavikatAne mAre-tamAre ane ApaNe sahue satata AMkha sAme rAkhavAnI jarUra che. A rahI e varavI vAstavikatA. puNyakarmane tame be naMbaramAM udayamAM lAvI zako cho paraMtu puNyakarmano baMdha to tame eka naMbaramAM ja karI zako cho. Ano artha? AdhAkarmI gocarI lAvIne tame puNya udayamAM lAvI to zako cho paNa puNya bAMdhavA mATe to tamAre nirdoSa gocarInAM zaraNe ja javuM paDe che. | mAyAnA sevana dvArA gurudeva pAse dhAryuM kAma karAvavAmAM tame saphaLa to banI zako cho paraMtu zubhakarmanA baMdha mATe to tamAre saraLa ja rahevuM paDe che. tapAsatA rahejo manane. ene AkarSaNa zenuM che? be naMbarI puNyodayanuM ke eka naMbarI puNyabaMdhanuM?

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dUSaNa - pradUSaNa : turta roko samyak deSTikoNahakArAtmaka abhigama che cAhe vAtAvaraNanuM pradUSaNa che ke cAhe aMtaHkaraNanuM koka dUSaNa che, sanAtana satya e che ke ene jo samayasara rokavAmAM nathI AvatuM to e vakaratuM ja jAya che ane aMte vinAza notarIne ja rahe che. pradUSaNane to ApaNe eka vAra gauNa banAvI daIe paraMtu aMtaHkaraNamAM vyApelAM IrSA, dveSa, krodha, nakArAtmaka abhigama, Aveza vagere dUSaNo aMge ApaNe Aje saceta keTalA ? sAvadha keTalA? yAda rAkhajo. vartamAna jIvanamAM e dUSaNono ApaNe sarvathA saphAyo to nathI ja karI zakavAnA paraMtu kama se kama e dUSaNonI mAtrA to ApaNe ochI karI ja zakIe chIe. e dUSaNone vacananuM baLa na ApavAno saMkalpa to ApaNe karI ja zakIe chIe. e dUSaNonA pakSapAtathI to manane mukta karI ja zakIe chIe. e dizAmAM ApaNe prayatnazIla kharA? khAlI kothaLAne lAkha prayAsa pachI ya Ubho nathI rAkhI ja zakAto. peTrolanI TAMkI khAlI thaI gayA pachI lAkha prayAseya gADIne calAvI nathI zakatI. mana utsAhazunya banI gayA pachI ArAdhanAnI badhI ja anukULatAo chatAM ya saMyamajIvana UbhuM nathI ja rAkhI che zakAtuM. ArAdhanAnI gADI AgaLa nathI ja dhapAvI zakAtI. che zuM che A utsAha ? hakArAtmaka abhigama ane samyak daSTikoNa A baMne je eka paribaLanuM sarjana kare che enuM nAma che utsAha. - hakArAtmaka abhigama 'natha' ne badale 'che' tarapha ja dhyAnane che kendrita karatuM rahe che ane samyapha dRSTikoNa kharAba' mAM ya 'sAruM' || ja zodhato rahe che. javAba Apo. saMyamajIvanane jIvananA aMta samaya sudhI || ke tAjagIsabhara rAkhato A utsAha ApaNI pAse hAjara kharo ?

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niSphaLatA : pariNAma nahIM prayoga svAdhyAyakSetre puruSArtha to ApaNe joradAra karIe chIe paNa saphaLatA maLatI ja nathI. tapazcaryA kSetre sattva to ApaNe joradAra phoravIe chIe paNa lamaNe niSphaLatA sivAya bIjuM kAMI jajhIkAtuM nathI. gurudevanA dilamAM vAsa karavA mATe ApaNe teozrInI bhakti to dila daIne karIe chIe paNa emAM saphaLatA maLatI ja nathI ane lamaNe satata jhIMkAtI rahetI niSphaLatA manane hatAzAnI gartAmAM dhakelatI rahe che. karavuM zuM ? eka ja kAma karavAnI jarUra che. niSphaLatAne pariNAma na mAno paNa prayoga mAno. pariNAmano artha che pUrNavirAma, jyAre prayogano artha che alpavirAma. 'pUrNavirAma' puruSArthane cAlu nahIM rAkhavA de jyAre 'alpavirAma' puruSArthane aTakavA nahIM de. TUMkamAM, mAnyatA badalo. ghaNuM badhuM badalAI jaze. ->" se duHkha maLavuM na joIe duHkha pahoMcavuM na joIe 'gurudevazrI pratye mArA haiyAmAM bhArobhAra prema che enI mAtra mane ja nahIM, gurudevane khudane ya khabara che ane chatAM emanA taraphathI mane duHkha maLatuM ja rahe che. khabara nathI paDatI, Ama kema thAya che ?' AvI phariyAda jyAre paNa manamAM UThe tyAre vicAraNA ApaNe A karavAnI che ke - jemane huM prema karuM chuM emanA taraphathI mane duHkha na maLavuM joIe ema nahIM paNa mArA taraphathI emane duHkha pahoMcavuM na joIe.' A vicAraNA para ja to sAdhvIjI mRgAvatIzrI kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA che ne ? A vicAraNAnA baLa para ja caMDa udrAcAryanA ziSya kevaLajJAna upArjI zakyA che ne ? Avo, premapAtra taraphathI AvatA meru jevaDA duHkhane svIkArI laIe paNa aNu jeTaluM duHkha paNa ApaNe emane na pahoMcADIe. 90

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sTezana maitrIbhAvanuM vicAreluM nathI maLatuM ? | . ke na vicAreluM maLI gayuM che?. jemanAmAM eka paNa doSa nathI evA vItarAga paramAtmA pratye ApaNA haiyAmAM jo sAcA arthamAM ApaNe bhaktibhAva Ubho karavA mAgIe chIe to eno kyAreya niSphaLa na jAya evo upAya A che ke jeonA jIvanamAM saMkhyAbaMdha doSo che evA A jagatanA jIvo pratye ApaNA haiyAmAM maitrIbhAva Ubho thaI jAya. TUMkamAM, muMbaIthI Trena dvArA zaMkhezvara pahoMcavA mAganAre vacce jema vIramagAma, vaDodarA ke amadAvAda pahoMcavuM ja paDe che tema vItarAga pratyenA bhaktibhAvathI haiyAne tarabatara rAkhavA icchatA sAdhake vacce jIvo pratyenA maitrIbhAvanA sTezane UtaravuM ja paDe che. pUcho manane. maitrIbhAvanA saravALA mATe e taiyAra kharuM ? bhaktibhAvanA guNAkAra sudhI to ja pahoMcI zakAvAnuM che. che je-je vicArIe chIe te-te nathI maLatuM enA duHkhathI mana kyAreka grasta thaI paNa jatuM hoya to e duHkhane dUra karI devA eka || vicAraNA ApaNe A karavAnI jarUra che ke je-je cIjonI ApaNe ja vicAraNA paNa nahotI karI tene cIjo A jIvanamAM ApaNane ? maLI gaI che eno AnaMda ApaNe zA mATe na anubhavIe ? javAba Apo. kalpanA ya karI hatI kharI ApaNe ke A bhavamAM ApaNane je saMyamajIvana maLaze ? saMyamajIvanamAM gurudevano ApaNane prema che. maLaze ? jJAnAvaraNano Avo suMdara kSayopazama ApaNane upalabdha thaze ? jIvanamAM zaktiono Avo suMdara ughADa thaze ? TUMkamAM, "je vicArIe chIe e nathI maLatuM" nA duHkhathI ja mukta thaIne "je nahotuM vicAryuM e maLI gayuM che' nA AnaMdane || cheanubhavatA rahIe. majA AvI jaze.

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jIvana zemAM ? ukaLATabhAvamAM ke upazamabhAvamAM ? doSa ALasano eka hakIkatanuM ApaNe satata AtmanirIkSaNa karatA rahevAnI jarUra che. ApaNe je paNa grupamAM rahIne saMyamajIvananI ArAdhanA karI rahyA chIe e grupamAM ApaNA mATe sahunI mAnasikatA kaI che? "ApaNe hoIe hAjara chatAM sahu icchatA hoya ApaNI gerahAjarI, evI? ke pachI kyAreka ApaNe hoIe gerahAjara ane chatAM sahu icchatA hoya ApaNI hAjarI evI ?" yAda rAkhajo, A mAnasikatA ja nakkI karaze ke ApaNe ukaLATabhAvamAM jIvI rahyA chIe ke pachI upazamabhAvamAM ? ApaNI dostI saMkleza sAthe che ke pachI samAdhi sAthe? durgatimAM javAnuM ApaNuM pAkuM che ke pachI satigamana ApaNuM nizcita che? sAvadhAna ! sAdhanAnA jIvanane nidmANa banAvI deto eka bhayaMkara doSa che, ALasa. saMyogo sAnukULa, sAmagrIo upalabdha, zarIra taMdurasta paNa mana sAva ja ThaMDuM. na ene preraNA garama karI zake ke na ene zubha AlaMbana uttejita karI zake. na ene sanimitto beThuM karI zake kena ene zAstrapaMktio doDatuM karI zake. na ene hitazikSA prerita karI zake ke na ene gurudevanuM vAtsalya jhaMkRta karI zake. zuM thAya AvA ALasu saMyamInuM ? zuM thAya e saMyamInA saMyamajIvananuM? zuM thAya e saMyamInA bhAvaprANonuM? vAMcI che A zAstrapati? nAyika' zarIranA agnisaMskAra to AyuSya pUrNa thayA pachI ja thAya che paraMtu pramAdagrasta saMyamI to pratipaLa marato ja hoya che.

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doSa asaMyamano doSa adhIrAIno saMyamajIvanane tAkAtahIna banAvI detA eka jAlima doSane ApaNe barAbara samajI rAkhavAnI jarUra che. e doSanuM nAma che, asaMyama. - bAladImAM je honArata chidra sarje che, e ja honArata saMyamajIvanamAM indriyono asaMyama sarje che. pAMce ya indriyone jyAM javuM hoya tyAM javA devI enuM nAma che asaMyama. kalpanA karo, e makAnanuM thAya zuM? ke jenI badhI ja bArIo khullI paDI che? e bAladInuM thAya zuM? ke jenA taLiye chidro ja chidro che ? e rathanuM thAya zuM? ke jene joDAyelA ghoDAo para koIno ya aMkuza ja nathI ? bhUlazo nahIM. indriyono asaMyama varasonA saMyamaparyAyamAM ekaThI karela tamAma zakti-saguNono saphAyo karIne ja rahe che. keLavI lezuM ApaNe indriyono saMyama? sadyogonA sevananA pariNAmathI ApaNane dUra dhakelI deto che eka bhayaMkara doSa che ke jenuM nAma che, adhIrAI. hajAro-lAkho zlokonA svAdhyAya karI lIdho, mana saMlpa- 8 vikalpothI mukta thaze kyAre ? vardhamAna tapanI ATaATalI oLIo jhukAvI dIdhI, AhArasaMnnAnuM jora ghaTaze kyAre ? prabhudarzane AMkhamAMthI AMsuo vahAvI dIdhA. AMkhanA vikAromAM kaDAko che bolAze kyAre ? dila daIne gurudevanI bhakti karI lIdhI, # svacchedavRttimAM saphAyo bolAze kyAre ? basa, jyAM A 'kyAre Ave che, tyAM mana kAM to zraddhAhIna ! banI jAya che ane kAM to utsAhahIna banI jAya che. che A prANaghAtaka asarathI saMyamajIvanane jo bacAvI levuM che ja | to eka ja kAma karo. adhIrA na bano.

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doSa apekSAno vAsaNa ja nAnuM ane emAM AkhI nadIne bharI devAnI icchA, saphaLa bane kharI ? basa, saMyamajIvanane nIrasa banAvI deto eka khataranAka doSa che apekSAno. puNya pAtaLuM ane anukULatAonI apekSA jAlima. saphaLatA maLaze ? puruSArtha mAyakAMgalo ane sadguNonA ughADanI apekSA bhAre. saphaLatA maLaze ? nA. samAdhi TakAvI rAkhavA mATeno eka vikalpa che. apekSA ochI karI nAkho. sahu pratyenA sadbhAvane TakAvI rAkhavAno zreSTha vikalpa eka ja che, apekSAone niyaMtrita karI do. mananesaMklezothI grasta banatuM bacAvI levAno eka ja upAya che, apekSA pratye lAla AMkha karI do. durgatinA daravAje tALAM lagAvI devAno hAthavago vikalpa eka ja che. apekSAonuM bAramuM karI nAkho ! 77 doSa adakSatAno 99 99 saMyamajIvanane mUlyahIna banAvI deto eka khataranAka doSa che, adakSatAno. kayA samaye, kayA saMyogamAM, kayA sthaLe, kaI vyakti sAthe kevo vyavahAra karavo, kaI ArAdhanAne prAdhAnya ApavuM, kayA yogane gauNa banAvavo enI koI samaja ja nahIM, enuM nAma che adakSatA. Avo saMyamI aucityanuM pAlana karI ja nahIM zake ane aucityanA pAlananA abhAvamAM e lokapriya banI ja nahIM zake. (ND) lokapriyatAnA abhAvamAM Dagale ne pagale enI samAdhi khaMDita thatI ja raheze. yAda rAkhajo, kuzaLa beTsamaeNne dareka baoNlane joIne ja ramavAnuM hoya che to dakSa saMyamIe paristhitine samajIne ja potAnA saMyamajIvanane ghaDavAnuM hoya che. AvI dakSatA ApaNAmAM kharI ? 38. 9

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nidrA Ave che. samAdhi rAkhavI paDe che banIe AhAra saMyamI samAdhi ane nidrA vacceno eka mahattama taphAvata khyAlamAM che ? nidrA ApaNe lAvI zakatA nathI, e potAnI meLe AvI jAya che, jyAre samAdhi ApaNI pAse sAmethI AvatI nathI, ApaNe rAkhavI paDe che. TUMkamAM, sAmethI Ave tenidrA ane ApaNe rAkhavI paDe te samAdhi. Ano artha ? A ja ke jAgRti, sAvadhagIrI ane abhyAsa nahIM hoya to pratikULatAmAM samAdhi ApaNe rAkhI zakavAnA nathI. javAba Apo. pratikULatAne sAme caDIne AmaMtraNa ApatA rahIne samAdhine abhyasta karatA rahevAnA atyAre ApaNA prayAso kharA ? sAmethI AvI gayela pratikULatAone svIkArI laIne mananI samAdhi TakAvI rAkhavAmAM AjanI tithie ApaNe saphaLa kharA? jo nA, to kahuM chuM ApaNuM bhAvi khatarAmAM che kAraNa ke samAdhi e ja to sadgatinA daravAjA para lAgela tALAnI cAvI che. saMyamajIvana Ama to aneka prakAranA saMdarbho laIne beThuM che paNa ApaNA sattvane AMkha sAme rAkhIne prApta saMyamajIvanane jo ApaNe caritArtha karI devA mAgIe chIe to sauprathama ApaNe 'AhAra saMyama para ApaNuM dhyAna kendrita karI devAnI jarUra che. tapazcaryA e to AhAra saMyama che ja paraMtu e tapazcaryAya jo tyAgapUrvakanI che to to e AhAra saMyamane cAra cAMda lAgI jAya tema che. kadAca tyAganA kSetreya ApaNe sattvahIna puravAra thatA hoIe to nirdoSa gocarIno Agraha paNa AhAra saMyamamAM ApaNane saphaLa banAvI zake tema che ane emAM ya ApaNe jo bodA puravAra thaIe chIe to chevaTe pasaMdagInAM dravyono Agraha na rAkhIe to ya ApaNe AhAra saMyamI banI zakIe tema chIe. A bAbatamAM ApaNe taiyAra kharA?

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' banIe vacana saMyamI rAkhIe. IndriyasaMyama 'saMyama' no artha khyAlamAM che? spaSTa 'hA' paNa nahIM, spaSTa 'nA' paNa nahIM paNa vivekapUrvaka 'hA' ke 'nA' kahevAnI taiyArI enuM nAma saMyama, maryAdAno khyAla rAkhIne pravRtti-nivRttine amalI banAvavAnI taiyArI enuM nAma saMyama. Avo ja eka bIjA prakArano saMyama che, jenuM nAma che. 'vANIsaMyama'. sApekSa yatijIvana che eTale vANInA anuccAraNarUpa maunane kAyama to ApaNe apanAvI zakavAnA nathI ja, bolavuM to paDaze ja. sahavartIo sAthe ane gRhastho sAthe paNa. paraMtu e vakhate ApaNe amalI banAvatA rahIe vANInA saMyamane. asatyavacana nahIM. ahitakAraka vacana nahIM. AkSepakAraka ke AghAtakAraka vacana nahIM. apriya vacana nahIM. vivekapUrvakanuM madhura vacana. pathya vacana. satyavacana. A vANIsaMyama ApaNA saMyamajIvanamAM nikhAra lAvIne ja raheze. lagAma vinAno ghoDo, aMkuza vinAno hAthI, karaMDiyA ja vinAno sarpa, kinArA vinAnI nadI, tijorI vinAnuM jhaverAta, || A badhAMya keTalA badhA jokhamI ane keTalA badhA asalAmata haze enI to khabara nathI paNa je saMyamInI indriyo saMyamamAM nathI, te svecchAcArI che e saMyamI anya jIvo mATe to jokhamI che ja paraMtu || che enI khudanI jAta to sarvathA asalAmata che. mota vakhatanI enI samAdhi jokhamamAM che. paralokanI enI sadgati jokhamamAM che. enA bhAvaprANo muzkelImAM che. je adhyavasAyonI enI vizuddhi jokhamamAM che. bhAvino anaMtakALa | eno jokhamamAM che. AhAra saMyama barAbara. vANIsaMyama barAbara paNa eTalA ja mAtrathI ApaNe rAjI nathI thaI javAnuM. indriyasaMyama paNa ApaNe || che. keLavIne ja rahevAnuM che.

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keLavIe vicArasaMyama yAtrAsaMparkathI saMbaMdha tarapha gADInuM sTIariMga vhIla barAbara, enA para besavAra DrAivara paNa barAbara paNa e DrAivaranuM mana ja jo caMcaLa ane bekAbU to ? AkhI gADI khADAmAM. zarIra nabagaDe e khyAla ApaNe AhArasaMyamI to banyA, saMbaMdha na bagaDe e khyAla ApaNe vANIsaMyamI paNa banyA. guDavIlamAM kaDAko na bolAI jAya e bhaye ApaNe indriyasaMyamI paNa banyA paNa jeno khyAla ApaNane ekalAne ja Ave che e vicArasaMyamanuM zuM ? AjJAniSiddha ke AjJAnirapekSa vicAro jo ApaNA manamAM be-roka-Toka cAlyA ja karatA hoya to nizcita samajI rAkhavuM ke prabhue jene saMyamajIvana kahyuM che e saMyamajIvanathI to ApaNe lAkho yojano dUra chIe ! e apAyane AmaMtraNa ApatA aTakI javuM che ? vicArasaMyamanA ApaNe svAmI banIne ja rahIe ! musApharI daramyAna vyaktine koka sArA mANasano saMparka thaI paNa jAya che to ya e vyakti e sArA mANasa sAthe satata saMparkamAM rahIne e saMparkane saMbaMdhamAM rUpAMtarita karIne ja rahe che. javAba Apo. puNyakarma sAthe ApaNo kevaLa saMparka ja che ke e saMparkane ApaNe saMbaMdhamAM rUpAMtarita karI ja dIdho che? zuM kahuM ? kevaLa puNyakarmano baMdha e che saMparkanI bhUmikA ane puNyakarmano anubaMdha e che saMbaMdhanI bhUmikA. mokSamArga para mukAtA kadamamAM puNyakarma ApaNane jo sahAyaka lAgI rahyuM che to enI kasoTI A eka ja che, enI sAthe ApaNe satata saMparkamAM kharA? ekAda vakhatanA saMparkane saMbaMdhamAM rUpAMtarita karI devA ApaNe satata prayatnazIla kharA?

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yAtrA saMbaMdhathI anubaMdha tarapha anicchA chatAM labADa mANasanA saMparkamAM AvI javAnuM durbhAgya vyaktinA lamaNe jhIMkAI jAya e bane paNa e labADa sAthenA saMparkane vyakti saMbaMdhamAM to rUpAMtarita na ja thavA de ne ? pApakarma kevuM ? AtmAne lamaNe duHkhonI vaNajhAra jhIMkavAnuM ja enuM kAma. AtmAne enA svabhAvathI satata dUra ja rAkhatA rahevAnuM enuM kAma. AvA pApakarma sAthe ApaNo panAro paDI paNa jAya to ya e pApakarma sAthe ApaNo saMbaMdha to sthApita na ja thaI javo joIe ne ? yAda rAkhajo. kevaLa pApakarmano baMdha e che saMparkanuM stara jyAre pApakarmano anubaMdha e che saMbaMdhanuM stara. pakSapAtarahita kevaLa kAyAnA stare sevAtuM pApakarma e pApabaMdhanuM kAraNa jarUra banaze paNa jo emAM pakSapAta manano, bhaLI gayo to e pApanA anubaMdhanuM kAraNa banI jaze. sAvadhAna ! 85 ------. kalaha kAraNa 1. rucibheda cappu ane kAtarane, talavArane ane mazInaganane, TI.vI.ne ane paisAne 'adhikaraNa' mAnavA to mana taiyAra che paraMtu ApaNe e satata khyAlamAM rAkhavAnuM che ke zAstrakAro to 'klaha'ne paNa adhikaraNa ja kahe che. prazna e che ke kalahanA pAkanAM bIja kayAM che? kalahanA kAryanAM kAraNo kayAM che? prathama kAraNa che kalahanuM, 'rucibheda'. mArI ruci svAdhyAyanI che, sAmAnI ruci tapazcaryAnI che. mArI ruci vihAramAM che, sAmAnI ruci sthiratAmAM che. mArI ruci vAtacItamAM che, sAmAnI ruci maunamAM che. mane vAcanAmAM rasa che, sAmAne anuprekSAmAM rasa che. jo ApaNI AMkha sAme AtmAno bhUtakAlIna saMskArono vAraso nathI, karmonI viSamatAno ApaNane aMdAja nathI to A rucibheda sAmI vyakti sAthe kalaha karAvIne ja rahe evI pUrI zakyatA che. sAvadhAna ! ra (U)

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kalaha kAraNa 2. vicArabheda kalaha kAraNa 3. Agraha kalahanuM bIjA naMbaranuM kAraNa che 'vicArabheda'. kabUla, sAmAnI ane ApaNI ruci samAna ja che paraMtu vicAromAM bhAre bheda che. mane ema lAge che ke gAthA savAranA ja gokhavI joIe, sAmAne ema lAge che ke savArano samaya zAstravacanamAM ja kADhavo joIe. saMyamajIvanamAM ekAsaNA TakI rahe e ja mahattvanuM che ema mane lAge che. sAmAne ema lAge che ke vardhamAnatapanI oLIo upara oLIo jhukAvatA ja rahevuM joIe. mane ema lAge che ke pratikramaNa ekadama zAMtithI karavuM joIe. sAmAne ema lAge che ke pratikramaNamAM stavana-sajhAya TUMkA ja bolavA kalahanuM trIjA naMbaranuM kAraNa che "Agraha'. e Agraha pachI ArAdhanAnA kSetrano paNa hoI zake ane vyavasthAnA kSetrano paNa hoI zake, vihArayAtrA aMgeno paNa hoI zake ane sthiratA aMgeno paNa hoI zake, gocarI-pANI aMgeno paNa hoI zake ke saMghATaka aMgeno paNa hoI zake. namatuM jokhavAnI taiyArI ja nahIM. jatuM karavAnI vRtti ja nahIM. jhUkI javAno svabhAva ja nahIM. sAmI vyaktinI majabUrI tarapha najara ja nahIM. jIvonI karmaparavazatA-saMskArAdhInatAne samajavA jeTalI udAttavRtti ja nahIM. AvI prakRti AgrahavRttine janma ApIne sAmI vyakti sAthe kalaha pedA na karAve to ja Azcarya. jayAM Agraha tyAM vigraha ane jyAM vigraha tyAM upazamabhAvanI smazAnayAtrA. jyAM upazamabhAvanI vidAya tyAM saMyamajIvananuM bAramuM ! sAvadhAna ! joIe. mana jo sahiSNu nahoya, sAmI vyaktinI vicAraNA pratye udAra na hoya to A vicArabheda kalaha sarjIne ja rahe e zaMkA vinAnI vAta che. sAvadhAna !

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kalaha kAraNa 4. svArthavRtti kalahanuM cothA naMbaranuM kAraNa che 'svArthavRtti'. badhAya pAsethI potAnA svArthanAM kAryo ja karAvatA rahevAnuM. saMbaMdho svArthapuSTi mATe ja bAMdhavAnA ane svArtha puSTa thaI gayA bAda saMbaMdho para pUrNavirAma mUkI devAnuM. svArtha ghavAto dekhAya e ja paLe koInI ya sAthe taDAphaDI karI devAnI taiyArI rAkhavAnI. AvI svArthavRtti na to saMbaMdhane sthira thavA de ke na to sabaMdhane vizuddha banavA de. na to ApaNane lokapriya banavA de ke na to ApaNane zAMtapriya banavA de. na to ApaNane vizvAsapAtra banavA | de ke na to ApaNane premapAtra banavA de. tapAsatA rahejo jIvanazailIne. kAma patI jatAMnI sAthe ja oLakhANa-pichANano saMbaMdha khatama karI detI jIvanazailI jo ApaNI prakRti banI gaI hoya to nizcita samajI rAkhavuM ke kalahanA bhaDakAo ApaNA jIvanamAM thatA ja rahevAnA che. sAvadhAna ! 91 89 kalaha kAraNa 5. gerasamaja kalahanuM pAMcamA naMbaranuM kAraNa che, 'gerasamaja', vyaktinA amuka prakAranA vyavahArane joIne, e vyavahAranA AgaLapAchaLanA saMdarbhone joyA-jANyA vinA, samajyA-sAMbhaLyA vinA, enA UMDANamAM gayA vinA, ene bolavAnI ke khulAso karavAnI taka ApyA vinA sIdhI enI sAthe e vyavahAra aMge taDAphaDI karI devI e kalaha na sarje to bIjuM sarje paNa zuM ? mananI eka khataranAka prakRti khyAlamAM che ? jenA pratye e dveSa ke durbhAva laIne beThuM che, pUrvagraha ke galata dhAraNAo laIne beThuM che enA pratyeka vyavahAra para e gerasamaja karatuM ja rahe che. enI sAthe laDI levAnI taka jANe ke e zodhatuM ja hoya che. yAda rAkhajo, khullI AMkhe paNa jo galata darzana thaI zake che to sAmI vyaktinA na dekhAtA manane nyAya ApavAnuM to ApaNuM gaju ja kyAM che ? sAvadhAna !

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khataranAka doSa 1. utsukatA saMyamajIvanamAM AtmAnA bhAvaprAjJonI katala karI nAkhatA ati khataranAka je traNa doSo che emAMno sauthI khataranAka doSa koI hoya to e doSa che, utsukatAno. bahAranuM badhuM ja jANavAnuM ane jovAnI utsukatA. AjubAjumAM je paNa vAto thatI hoya e sAMbhaLavAnI utsukatA. je dIvAlanI pAchaLa zuM banI rahyuM che e jovAnI utsukatA. kokanA jIvanamAM banI gayela nabaLI vAtomAM UMDA UtaravAnI utsukatA. vAMcI che AcArAMgasUtranI A paMkti ? 'ghelA varasya vRttAnte mULanyavadhiropamA: tamArA sAdhanAjIvanane tame sAcavI levA mAgo cho? eka kAma karo. anyanI ceSTA mATe tame mUMgAAMdhaLA ane baherA banI jAo. basa, AnuM ja nAma che anutsukatA. ApaNe ApaNAmAM TharazuM kharA ? 91 khataranAka doSa 2. mananI caMcaLatA varasonA saMyamaparyAya pachI ya saMtoSajanaka pariNAma ApaNI anubhUtino viSaya jo nathI banyuM to emAM eka bhAre doSanA ApaNe zikAra banI gayA chIe. e doSanuM nAma che, mananI caMcaLatA. satata khadabadI rahela pANImAM ApaNane ApaNuM pratibiMba dekhAya ? bhaTakI rahela mana sAthe koI khelADI sencyurI lagAvI zake ? satata kaMpI rahela hAtha sAthe koI vepArI ceka para sahI karI zake ? jo nA, to mananI caMcaLatA sAthe thatI sAdhanA ApaNane ekAda paNa nakkara ane samyak pariNAma anubhavavA de kharI ? hariMgaja nahIM. yAda rAkhajo. saMyamajIvananI prApti zuddha manathI thAya che paraMtu prApta saMyamajIvananI saphaLatA mATe to sthira mana ja jarUrI che. karmo [kAgaLa] ne bALI nAkhavA che ? mana [sUryanAM kiraNo] ne sthira [kendrita] karI do. phAvI jazo. 92

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re. khataranAka doSa L. 3. zaktino apavyaya nimitta baLavAna ke upAdAna ? gRhasthajIvanane raphedaphe karI deto gRhasthano eka doSa che jo saMpattino durvyaya to saMyamajIvanane raphedaphe karI deto eka khataranAka doSa che zaktino apavyaya. nIce joIne cAlatA AMkhone jeTale dUra sudhI laI javAnI prabhunI AjJA che enAthI vadhu dUra sudhI jotA rahevuM, ADuM-avaLuM jotA rahevuM, niSiddha dRzyo para AMkho sthira karatA rahevI e che AMkhonI zaktino apavyaya. AvuM pAMceya indriyo mATe ane mana mATe ya samajI rAkhavuM. tapAsatA raho, je-je kSetromAM zaktio vaparAI rahI che te te zaktionuM pramANa. savyaya dekhAI rahyo che ke durbaya? sadupayoga dekhAI rahyo che ke pachI durupayoga? yAda rAkhajo , vyarthamAM vaparAtI zaktio sArthakanI prAptithI ApaNane vaMcita karIne ja rahe che ! che kyAreka kyAreka manamAM eka prakAranI dvidhA UbhI thaI jAya che che ke ApaNA jIvanavikAsamAM nirNAyaka koNa? gurudevazrI ke ApaNe pote ja? gurudevanI upasthiti ApaNane adhyavasAyonI vizuddhie R laI jAya che ke pachI ApaNAM potAnA hRdayanA zubhabhAvo ja e che pAvana UMcAInI sparzanA ApaNane karAve che? A dvidhAnA saMtoSakArakasamAdhAna mATe ApaNe alaga alaga che abhigamone saheja vyavasthita samajI levAnI jarUra che. kAraNa ke e abhigamone samajI lIdhA vinA nahIM to ApaNe gurutattvanI che anivAryatA samajI zakIe ke nahIM to ApaNe ApaNI khudanI javAbadArI samajI zakIe. jIbha sarasa che paraMtu jo sAkara ja nathI to karazuM zuM? sAkara upalabdha che paNa jIbha ja bagaDelI che to karazuM zuM? ja

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upasthiti anupasthitivat gurudeva para prema sAkara sAme ja hovA chatAM jIbha ja bagaDelI che. sAkaramAM rahela mIThAzano anubhava kyAMthI thavAno? - gurudeva sAme ja che. saMyamajIvananI badhI ja ArAdhanAo ApaNe eozrInI nizrAmAM rahIne ja karIe chIe, emanI AjJAnuM pAlana paNa karIe chIe ApaNe. emanI bhaktimAM ya koI kacAza rAkhatA nathI. ApaNe paNa sabUra !! eozrI pratye hRdayanuM koI ja AMtarika joDANa nathI. eozrI pratyenA bahumAnabhAvathI hRdaya sarvathA zUnya che. eozrInAM darzana-vaMdana ke sparzanamAM leza saMvedanazIlatAnI anubhuti ApaNane nathI. jo A sthiti che ApaNAM hRdayanI to samajI rAkhavuM ke ApaNA mATe gurudevanI upasthiti anupasthitivat che. karazuM badhuM ja, pAmazuM kAMI ja nahIM sAkara sarasa che to sAthosAtha jIbha paNa sarasa che. mIThAzanI anubhUti thavAnI bAbatamAM pachI koI zaMkA ja kyAM rahe che ? gurudevazrI to hAjara che ja paraMtu hRdayamAM eozrI pratyeno bahumAnabhAva paNa hAjara che. ane eTale ja gurudevanI upasthitimAM ApaNe AnaMda anubhavIe chIe, kyAre ka koka kAraNasara gurudevazrIthI dUra rahevuM paDe che to eozrInI anupasthitimAM ApaNe vedanA paNa anubhavIe chIe. paNa sabUra ! A manovRttinuM stara che, gurudeva paranA premanuM. AtmavikAsa jarUra paNa enI mAtrA maryAdita. adhyavasAyonI vizuddhi kharI paNa enI UMcAI maryAdita. hRdaya bhInuM kharuM paNa saguNonA ughADanI lIlAza ekadama tIvra nahIM!

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gurudeva para gADha prema gurudeva para zuddha prema - ki sAkara to hAjara che ja, jIbha paNa sarasa che ja paraMtu sAthosAtha ruci paNa joradAra che. dUdha keTaluM badhuM svAdiSTa lAge e samajI zakAya tema che. gurudevanA pAvana sAnidhyamAM rahevAnuM sadbhAgya to maLyuM ja che paraMtu haiyAmAM gurudevazrI pratye sadbhAva paNa che ane sAthosAtha emane ArAdhI levAnI talapa paNa hRdayamAM joradAra che. Ama chatAM kyAreka kAraNavazAt gurudevazrIthI dUra rahevAnuM paNa bane che. chatAM eozrInI upasthitimAM jevI mastI anubhavAya che. evI ja mastI anupasthitimAM paNa anubhavAya che. A manovRttinuM stara che, gurudevazrI paranA gADha premanuM. prasantAnuM ane mastInuM, vizuddhinuM ane AnaMdanuM jANe ke jIvanamAM pUra AvatuM hovAnuM anubhavAya! ApaNe AvA gADha premanA svAmI kharA? zarIranI avasthA cAhe nidrAnI che ke jAgaraNanI che, te cAlavAnI che ke doDavAnI che, besavAnI che ke UThavAnI che, hara || avasthAmAM zvAsozvAsa jema cAlatA ja rahe che tema gurudevazrI ja upasthiti che ke anupasthita che. ApaNe gurudevanI sAthe chIe ke te gurudevathI dUra chIe, prasannatAnuM ane vizuddhinuM stara jo dina- ] che pratidina vadhI rahyuM che, hRdayanI saMvedanazIlatA ane dilanI # | karuNAAtA jo satata vadhI ja rahI che to samajI rAkhavuM ke gurudevazrI || paranA ApaNA premanuM stara ekadama zuddha che. Avo, ApaNA gurudevazrI paranA premane ApaNe gADha | banAvIe. tyAMthI AgaLa vadhIne zuddha banAvIe. eka divasa [T che ApaNA jIvanamAM evo AvIne Ubho raheze ke e zuddha prema che ApaNane paramaguruno saMyoga karAvIne ja raheze.

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A jIvana paNa niSphaLa na ja javuM joIe mokSamArga to sIdho ja che, paNa mana vAMkuM che. koI paNa paLe kyAMya paNa phaMTAI jatAM ene vAra nathI lAgatI. basa, A ja kAraNasara anaMta anaMta saMyamajIvano ApaNAM nakAmAM gayA che, nirarthaka gayAM che, niSphaLa gayAM che. A jIvana paNa e niSphaLa jIvanamAM eka jIvanano umero karanAruM na banI rahe e khyAle ahIM mArA maMda kSayopazamAnusAra zAstrAdhAre keTalAka vikalpo rajU karyA che. meM khude A vikalponuM lakhANa karatAM anero AnaMda anubhavyo che. AzA rAkhuM chuM ke aneka pUjyo A lakhANa vAMcatA evo ja AnaMda anubhavaze.. bajAramAM jabaradasta tejI hovA chatAM ALasu banI rahetA dIkarAne bApa A ja prazna pUche ne ke "atyAre jo tuM nathI kamAto to pachI kamAIza kyAre ?" saMsArakSetramAM sarvottama, sarvotkRSTa ane sarvocca kahI zakAya evuM saMyamajIvana hAthamAM AvI gayA pachI ya ApaNe jo pramAdanA zikAra banyA rahIne ene ArAdhI levAmAM TUMkA paDI rahyA chIe to prabhu ya ApaNane A ja prazna pUchI rahyA che, to pachI kyAre ?" vikalponI A rajUAtamAM kyAMya paNa zrIjinAjJA viruddha lakhANa lakhAI gayuM hoya to enuM huM aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka micchA mi dukkaDuM mAguM chuM. AcArya vijaya ratnasuMdarasUri