Jain Adarsh Prasango Part 02

Author(s): Bhadreshvarvijay
Publisher: Bhadreshvarvijay
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005426/1

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NUOTA pua jaita Adarza prasaMgo (1) bhAga - 2 paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijaya Can Luncation international For Personal & Private Use Only

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prasaMgo" pustaka viSe keTalAka abhiprAya) 'pa.pU. AcArya zrI ratnasuMdarasUri ma. :... nAnakaDI paNa bhAre preraNAdAyI pustikA.. A anumodanIya prayAsa aneka AtmAone ArAdhanAmAM TakI rahevA mATe AlaMbana rUpa bane tevo paNa che,..." muni zrI jayapadravijayajI : "anaMta kALe maLela mAnava bhavamAM zreSTha kamANI kevI rIte thAya ? ATalA alpa AyuSyamAM anaMtA karmono nAza kevI rIte karavo ? AvA ghaNA badhA praznono javAba suMdara jaina Adarza prasaMgonA 3 bhAga ApazrIe mahenata karIne jaino tathA sarva samakSa mUkyA te vAMcavAthI ja maLI jAya che. ApazrInuM kArya khUba prazaMsanIya che...' (muni zrI yugadarzanavijayajI : "jaina Adarza prasaMgo pustaka khUba vAMcavA jevA che. pahelo prasaMga vAMcyA pachI pustaka puruM na thAya tyAM sudhI mUkavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. sArA zrAvakonI anumodanA A rIte A pustaka vAMcanArA ghaNAM badhAM karatAM haze ane uttama manoratho sevatA thaI gayAM haze te badhA ja puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA bhAgI ApazrI banyA cho. A copaDI meM jyAre jyAre vAMcI tyAre tyAre lagabhaga te pUrI karIne ja Ubho thayo chuM. Avo anubhava aneka vAcakone thayo haze. vizeSamAM pratyeka prasaMge tame je vattI ochI preraNA karo cho te to khUba ja uttama kArya karyuM che. tenAthI to UMghato paNa jAgI jAya...' 'bhadrezabhAI, bhUtapUrva pramukha H pAMcakuvA kApaDa mahAjana : "atyAre beMgaloramAM mArA mitranA gharethI A patra lakhuM chuM. prAtaH kALe pakSIonA madhura kalaravathI vAtAvaraNa AhalAdaka banI gayuM che. UMgha na AvatAM mitra pAse vAMcavA pustaka mAgyuM. khUba suMdara pustaka che ema kahI mitre jena Adarza prasaMgo vAMcavA ApyuM. vAMcatA hRdaya pulakita banI gayuM. ApaNA AtmAnI unnati mATe ApaNe kazuM karatAM nathI. prasaMgo vAMcI preraNA maLI. dilamAM bhAva jAgyA ke dharma ArAdhanA mATe paNa ApaNe samaya phALavavo khUba ja jarUrI che." AvA prazaMsAsUcaka anya anekonA paNa abhiprAya AvyA che. taraphathI bheTa For Personal & Private Use Only

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********** OM hrIM zrI aA~ namonamaH * prema-rAmacaMdra-bhuvanabhAnu-jayaghoSasUribhyo namaH * * * jaina Adarza prasaMgo (jainono zreSTha satya draSTAMtasaMgraha) bhAga - 2 www : lekhaka : paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravija! mahArAja : saMpAdaka : munirAja zrI saMyamabodhivijaya mahArAja : sahAyakartA : munirAja yogIratnavijaya : sukRtanA sahabhAgI : kAntAbena caMdulAla popaTalAla gajarAvAlA mahAjanavADI, mAMDavInI poLa, amadAvAda-1. ********** For Personal & Private Use Only ED

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(AvRtti 1thI 5 ra051 a.sudathI 2054 paryuSaNA sudhI nakala - 11200 AvRtti chaThThI : ra055 paryuSaNa parvAdhirAja tA. 7-9-99 nakala - pa000 (kiMmata : pAMca bhAga : rUA. 20 bhAga-1 rUA. 5 100 nakala lenArane saujanyadAtAo taraphathI A suMdara pustakanA pracArArthe dareka bhAga mAtra rUA. 2- nI najIvI kiMmate maLaze. 'kansezanathI prAptisthAna ane saMparka : amadAvAda : - 1. rasikalAla ratilAla zAha(tanamanavALA) : ela. ke. TrasTa bIlDIMga, (pAMcakuvA, baroDA beMkanI sAme, amadAvAda - 380002 ne. 338244, 336pa25, R : 6635013, 6635715 2. niraMjanabhAI, dineza : 11, 12, bhUmi epArTamenTa, trIjomALa, 33 AnaMdanagara, bhA. po. o. pAse, pAlaDI-7. (c) 6638127 nIcenA phonathI saMparka karI nIcenA sthaLothI 2-4 divasamAM meLavo :,,,,.jItendrabhAI : O 660535ra AMbAvA: rAjezabhAI: 6609068 'kinnarabhAI : O 6630167, zAMtinagara : rohitabhAI : O 7551772, lakSamIvardhaka: mahezabhAI : 0 6641106, zAhapura : rajanIbhAI: O 5505785 mahAlakSmI : parezabhAI : O 663877pa, pachIyApoLa: je kIlabhAI : 6637939 muMbaI : pustaka prApti sthAna nIlezabhAI : 8/ra, javAharanagara, goregAva (vesTa) 0 87ra7448 azvinabhAI : 5, mahAvIranagara, borIvalI (vesTa) (c) 8984166 araviMdabhAI : 89, zekha memaNa sTrITa, muMbaI-2 3426883 apUrvabhAI : 113, lAITa TreDarsa, luhAra cAla che 2060205 vaDodarA: je.mu.jene daherAsara, kArelIbAga,vaDodarA ) P. P. 422659 : saujanya : (1) azveinabhAI gIradharalAla saMghavI (2) vinubhAI maganalAla zAha (3) pannAlAla amRtalAla zAha (4) hemalatAbahena dilIpabhAI zAha (5) vimaLAbahena aMbAlAla zAha (86,700 nakala badhA bhAganI thaI prakAzita thayela che. mudraka : nikuMja zAha navanIta prInTarsa ra733, kuvAvALI poLa, zAhapura, amadAvAda-1. phona : 562 5326, pejara : 9632-442234 For Personal & Private Use Only

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* Adarza prasaMgo - bhAga 2 enA oraDethI A laghupustikAmAM vartamAna sadInI jaina dharmasAdhakonI ArAdhanAnI satyaghaTanAo rajUkarUM chuM. ArAdhako rUpI tejasvI tAralAAkalikALamAM paNa jinazAsanarUpI gaganamAM jhagamage che!A pustikAnA prathama bhAgane mArI dhAraNA karatAM aneka gaNo AvakAra maLyo che. cha mAsamAM traNa AvRtti bahAra paDI. pahelo bhAga vAMcanArA ghaNAMne gamyo evuM vAMcanArA keTalAke kahyuM. keTalAke AvA ghaNA bhAga bahAra pADavAnI vinaMtI karI. ghaNAMne lAbha thavAthI A bIjo bhAga ArAdhanA premIo samakSa pragaTa karuM chuM. pa.pU.paM.ma. zrI municaMdravijaya ma.sA., pa.pU.paM.ma.zrI ratnasuMdaravijayajI gaNivara, gaNivara zrI bhuvanasuMdaravijayajI, gaNivara zrI guNasuMdara vijayajI, munizrI dharmaprabha vijayajI, munirAja zrI akSayabodhivijayajI, munirAja zrI mahAbodhivijayajI, munirAja zrI anaMtabodhivijayajI, munirAjazrI kulabhAnavijayajI Adi aneka sAdhu ane zrAvako pAsethI maLelA preraka prasaMgo badala teono AbhArI chuM prathama bhAganI prastAvanA A bhAgavAMcatA pUrve vAMcI levA jevI che. bIjo bhAga vAMcI pahelo bhAga meLavavA IcchanArAone prAptisthAnothI maLI zakaze. mArI dIkSAne pacIsa varSa pUrA thatAM saMsArI sagA-snehIone thoDo ghaNo lAbha thAya te mATe kaMIka lakhavuM e vicAra AvavAthI ja AvA preraka prasaMgono prathama bhAga lakhyo. mArI Amahenata keTalI saphaLa thaI te khyAla Ave te mATe tame A prasaMgo vAMcI ArAdhanA keTalIvadhArI, pustakathI zA lAbha thayA e mane jaNAvazo? keTalAke pustaka vadhu moTuM banAvo evI vinaMtI karelI. chatAM ghaNAkharA vAMcakothI jANyuM ke A nAnI pustikA che tethI ame jaldI ne tarata vAMcI. evA abhiprAyone dhyAnamAM rAkhI A pustikA paNa nAnI ja banAvarAvI che. sAdhu mahAtmAonI paNa ajabagajaba ArAdhanA A kALamAM paNa

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ghaNI jANavA maLe che. paNa A pustikAmAM lagabhaga zrAvakonI viziSTa ArAdhanAnA prasaMgo lIdhA che. thoDA jainetaronA tathA saMskRtinA preraka prasaMgo paNa lIdhA che. udAratAthI munirAja zrI saMyamabodhivijayajIe saMpAdana karI ApyuM temano khUba AbhAra. Aje cArebAjunA bhayaMkaravAtAvaraNamAM ArAdhanA khUba muzkela banI che. tethI Atma hitecchuo mATe e ati Avazyaka che ke kadAca ArAdhanA ochI thAya to paNa ArAdhakonI ArAdhanA AvA pustakothI avazya jANavI, tene vAraMvAra yAda karavI, tenI bhAvathI anumodanA karavI, jene kAraNe sadgati ne Atmahita zakaya bane. prAMte ArAdhanAne anumodanAthI zIghazivasukhanA svAmI bano e ja ekanI eka zubhAbhilASA ' operA, amadAvAda - paMnyAsa. bhadrezvaravijayajI a.su.vi.saM. 2011 jena Adara prasaMgo bhAga prathama mATe pa.pU.A.ma. zrI vi. ratnasuMdarasUrizrI ma. no abhiprAya "....nAnakaDI paNa bhAre preraNAdAyI pustikA... A anumodanIya prayAsa aneka AtmAone ArAdhanAmAM TakI rahevA mATe AlaMbanarUpa bane tevo paNa che." For Personal & Private Use Only

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pAnA naM. - - ..... ......... 0 ........ ....... ja da ........ ) ( 1 anukramaNikA prasaMga naM. viSaya 1. dharmaprabhAve roga gAyaba. 2. dalIcaMdabhAIno vizvavikrama .... 3. pravacanathI punita paMthe. 4. dharmavRDha suzrAvikA.... 5. navakAra-pratApe motathI bacAva... 6. sAdhu jevA suzrAvaka.. 7. mahAvairAgI yuvati..... 8. viziSTa sAdharmika bhakti... 9. zrI hastagirijI tIrtha .. 10. siddhagirithI popaTa mAnava... 11. camatkAra thAya che !.. 12. dharmInuM rakSaNa... 13. tapa ........................... 14. anekavidha tapa.. 15. putravadhUo ke putrIo? ... 16. prazaMsanIya mRtyu .. 17. jIvadayApremI ............. 18. seva (Save) zrAvakapaNuM ... 19. covihAre maratAM bacAvyo! 20. svapnamAM dAdA. 21. prabhunI bhakti 22. alabelo saMgha 23. bhaktAmara ArAdho. OM ......... 2 2 che ................. te ...... che ............. jai jai ............ ................... hai .........***** che. che .............. ............ ............... & For Personal & Private Use Only

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* .............. .......... .............. ............. prasaMga naM. viSaya pAnA naM. 24. dharmamAM aMtarAya...... 25. dhaMdhAmAM dharmabuddhi. 26. addabhuta jIvaprema.. *********** 27. rAtre pANI na pIvAya. ............. 28. dIkSA prasaMge vrata-niyamo.. 29. mAsakSamaNa -prabhAve alsarano nAza 30. AyaMbilathI mRtyu para vijaya . 31. dharmanI niMdAnuM insTanTa phaLa.................. 32. gIradharanagaranI aphalAtuna bhakti.. 33. TI.vI.nA bhayaMkara nukazAna................. 34. zubha bhAvanI tAkAta jabbara .. 35. kAmamAM reDI, nAmanAthI raDe!... 36. zAsanarAgI suzrAvaka 37. ajena paNa jena AcAramAM aDaga 38. bALakonA devadUto... ........ 39. Adarzaputra ........ 40. jaina mammI pappA banavuM che?" 41. kAMtibhAInI gurubhakti........ 42. dhananI saphaLatA. ............. ............ 43. dhanya dharmabhAvanA ... 44. jApano prabhAva ..... ........ 5. maMtranI jema mahAprabhAvI vAtsalya guNa.................... 46. juo re juo jaino kevA vratadhArI 47. deva che? (ajena prasaMga)....... 48. jinAjJApAlaka bano . .............. 49. ajaba gajaba ArAdhanA . ............. ........ . * ............ * 5 prabhAva*************************************** ............. ... For Personal & Private Use Only

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' : 1. hamaprabhAve roga gAyaba : IralAnA vinodabhAIne dehamAM gAMTha thaI nidAna karAvI jarUrI lAgatAM oparezana karAvavuM paDayuM. pharI gAMTha nIkaLI. DaoNkaTare bIjIvAra oparezananI salAha ApI. na chUTake karAvyuM. thoDA samaya bAda pharI pAchI gAMTha thaI. DaoNkaTaranI oparezananI salAha sAMbhaLI dharmapremI e jaina suzrAvake vicAryuM ke puNyathI maLelI lakSmI veDaphavA karatAM prabhu zaraNe jauM! lAkhopati e zraddhALue prabhu dere ghaNA rUpIyA rokaDA mUkI prArthanA karI ke have to tArA ja zaraNe AvI gayo chuM. DokaTarone mAre have rUpiyA nathI devA. oparezana kharca tAre caraNe dharI prArthanA karuM chuM ke have to A gAMTha tuM ja maTADa. nahIM maTe to paNa have to oparezana karAvavuM nathI. gAMTha maTI gaI! 4 varSa thayA. have e gAMTha A dharmAtmAne tyAM AvavAnI hiMmata paNa karI zakatI nathI. AvA bhayaMkara kALamAM paNa dharmano Avo camatkAra jANI dharma khUba karo. puNya na hoya to DaoNkaTara ane davA paranI zraddhA niSphaLa jaze. uparathI navA pApa baMdhAvI lAMbo kALa ghaNuM duHkha Apaze. jyAre mahAprabhAvI dharma ApaNane sarvatra suMdara sAcuM sukha Apaze. '2 DAyarI opha sukSAvaka : " zrAvaka(ziromaNI" dalIcaMdabhAino vizvavikama A zrAddharatnane meLavI gAmanA yuvAno sahita ghaNA jaino khuzakhuzAla che! ghaNA sAdhu paNa emanI dharmacaya jANI temanI zatamUkhe prazaMsA karyA vinA rahI zakatA nathI ! emanI anekavidha ArAdhanA jANavI che?40 varSathI dhaMdhAno tyAga, caMpala tyAga. 45 varSa pUrve 12 vrata lIdhA. roja rAtre 11 vAgyAthI saLaMga 8 sAmAyika keTalA? - ATha) karI padmAsanamAM bhagavAnanuM dhyAna kare che! rojanA 15 sAmAyika (vAMco cho ?) karavAno niyama che !!! kula sAmAyika 2 lAkha upara For Personal & Private Use Only

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atyAra sudhI karyA che (tame eTalI navakAravALI paNa gaNI che ?) paryuSaNamAM ane dara caudaze avazya pauSadha kare che. 2 hajAra upara pauSadha thaI gayA! derAsara ane jJAnabhaMDAra ghera rAkhyA che. 7 lAkhathI vadhu rUpiyA dharmamAM vAparyA che. 50 varSathI derAsaranuM dhyAna rAkhe che! 10 aThThAI, 25 varSItapa, svastika tapa Adi thaI kula 6000 jeTalA upavAsa. hajAro AyaMbila, ekAsaNAM karyA che roja 50 bAMdhI navakAravALI gaNe che! pAMca kroDathI vadhu navakArathI nazvara dehane pavitra karyo che. zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAna Adino bIjo ghaNo jApa karyo che. upadhAna, charI pAlita saMgha, 14 niyama dhAravA Adi ghaNI badhI ArAdhanA karanArA A viziSTa ArAdhakane zrI saMghe tA. 8-10-94 e "zrAvaka ziromaNI'nuM birUda ullAsathI arpaNa karyuM che! TI.vI., sinemA, hoTalanA pApano saMpUrNa tyAga che. sakalasaMghapriya A suzrAvakanI mahApuNyathI gAmane maLela bheTanI kathA paNa romAMcaka che. janma thayo tyAre na raDatA, na hAlatA emane gAmaloko mRta jANI dATavA jatA hatA. paNa rastAmAM vidhavA mAsIe aTakAvI ghare laI jaI rUmAM lapeTI tapAvatAM hAlavA mAMDayo. janma samaye ati ThaMDIthI TharI gayela jIvita A bALakane gAmanA koI mahApuNya mAsI mAraphate jinazAsanane dharI dIdho! sthaLa - saMkocane kAraNe ghaNI badhI ArAdhanA huM jaNAvI zakato nathI. deza-videzanA lAkhonA mAnanIya 85 varSanA A dharmasapUtane atyAre vAMcatA vAMcatAM ja aMjalibaddha praNAma karI he dharmapriya vAcako! tame badhA paNa atyAre ja yathAzakti AvI thoDI-ghaNI ArAdhanA AjathI ja karavAno saMkalpa karI sAcI anumodanA dvArA emaNe ArAdhanAthI upArjelA puNyanA svAmI bano e aMtaranI abhilASA. A ane AvA preraka prasaMgo vAMcI tame keTalI ArAdhanA vadhArI te mane jaNAvI mAro A prayAsa saphaLa thayo enI khAtrI karAvazo? uparAMta tamArI ArAdhanAnI anumodanA karavAnI mane paNa taka maLe. AvI preraka ArAdhanAnA AdhArabhUta prasaMgo vigatavAra lakhI jaNAvazo. jethI avasare bIjA ghaNA paNa emanI anumodanA karI nirjarA, sagati ne zivagati pAme. For Personal & Private Use Only

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'3. pravacanathI panita paze | muMbaI bhIvaMDImAM mahAtmA vyAkhyAna ApatA hatA. tyAMthI jatA eka zrAvakane vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA thaI. eka ja pravacana sAMbhaLI potAnA pApI pUrvajIvana pratye pArAvAra pazcAttApa thayo. sAte vyasanomAM gaLADUba teNe sAteyano tyAga karyo! prabhupUjA zarU karI. jinavANI sAMbhaLatAM bhAva vadhatAM 4 lAkha rU. kharca aSTaprakArI pUjAnI sakala sAmagrI sonAnI taiyAra karAvI. zreNika, kumArapALa vagerenI adbhuta prabhubhakti jANI, pote cAMdInI gInI roje roja mUke che! A mATe vArSika rU. 36,000 vApare che. suMdara sAthiyo racavA sonAnA cokhA vacce hIrA mUkAvI lagabhaga 1 lAkhamAM taiyAra karAvyA. roja be TAIma pratikramaNa, sAmAyika karavA mAMDayA. tapano paNa bhAva thatAM sajoDe varSItapa zarU karyo. varSItapa daramyAna brahmacarya jevuM kaThIna vrata zarU karyuM ! AvI anekavidha ArAdhanAno yajJa karatAM e vimala buddhivALA suzrAvaka mahArAjazrIne vinaMti kare che ke tijorInI cAvI Apane ApI dauM. mArA hita mATe Apa kaho te badhA sthAnomAM tame kaho teTalo lAbha levA taiyAra chuM. have mArA kartavyathI cUkuM to doSa Apano ! dIkSAnI bhAvanAvALA, saMsAramAM phaselA, nimittavaza pApo karanArA A puNyazALInuM AkhuM jIvanaparivartana karanArI mahAprabhAvaka jinavANIe to anaMtA pApIono paNa uddhAra karyo che ! zrAvakanAM mahattvanA kartavyabhUta A pravacana zravaNa tame paNa avazya karI Atmahita sAdho e maMgala kAmanA. AvA bhayaMkara kalikALamAM paNa anekone anekavidha preraNA karanArA A vyAkhyAna zravaNano dharma tame niyamita ke zakayatA mujaba ArAdhI vadhune vadhu Atmahita sAdho e zubhecchA. '4. dharmadraDha suzrAvikA dharmapremI e zrAvikAe bIjA garbhAdhAna prasaMge nirNaya karyo ke mArA For Personal & Private Use Only

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eka putrane sAdhu banAvIza ! pachI to e mAtAe 2-2 putrone zAsanane . samarpI dIdhA ! muMbaInA e bahenanA bIjA aneka prasaMgo ApaNane khUba preraNA kare tevA che. e dharmAtmA paraNIne sAsare gayA pachI kaMdamULa khAtA kAkAjI vagerene kaheluM ke tamAruM eMThuM pavAlu mATalAmAM na nAMkhavuM. ATalI mArI vinaMtI nahIM svIkArAya to A gharano tyAga karIza. saMyukta kuTuMbamAM eke majAkamAM eka vAra eMThuM pavAlu ghaDAmAM nAMkhyuM. dRDhadharmI e zrAvikA tarata ja gharanI bahAra nIkaLI gaI / puNyodaye saraLa patie juduM ghara lIdhuM. putrone kaheluM ke A gharamAM TI.vI. Avaze to gRhatyAga karI daIza. eka dIkarAe gharamAM TI.vI. lAvatA te ja miniTe gharanI nIce UtarI gayA ! mammInI dharmavRDhatA joI suputre TI.vI.ne gharamAMthI ravAnA karI dIdhuM. A kalikALamAM paNa jinazAsana kevuM jayavaMtu che ke AvI aneka zrAvikA suMdara ArAdhanA kare che ane kuTuMba pAse karAve che ! tame paNa svayaM ArAdhanA yathAzakti karo ane saMtAno ane svAminAthane dharmamAM joDo, saMskAro ne sarbuddhi Apo ane sAcA zrAvaka banAvo e zubhecchA. 5. navakAra-pratApe motathI bacAva lagabhaga 21 varSa pahelA ame pAMca sAdhu kAvI javA dhuvAraNanA ArAthI hoDImAM beThA. lagabhaga adhavacce nAvike bUma pADI H 'are ! ApaNe badhA have DUbI maravAnA...' pUchatAM teNe badhAne kahyuM 'huM varSothI nAva calAvuM chuM. ahIM bhUlathI ApaNe AvI gayA. ahIM dhodhanI jema pANIno dhasamasato pravAha vahe che. A pravAha hoDIne saDasaDATa sIdhI sAme ja kheMcI jaze. AjubAjumAM sarakavuM have azakaya che. dUra AgaLa moTA thAMbhalA dekhAya che tyAM pahoMcI hoDI athaDAze. tUTaze. pANI bharAze. DUbaze. badhA marazuM. taranArA ame paNa dhasamasatA pANI - pravAhamAM tarI nahIM zakIe. ame paNa DUbazuM. bacavAno have koI rasto For Personal & Private Use Only

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nathI..' sAMbhaLI badhA raDAraDa ne cIsAcIsa karavA mAMDayA. nAvamAM 30-3pa musApharo paNa hatA. jJAnIonA vacanone yAda karI samAdhimRtyu ne ArAdhanA mATe meM badhAne khamAvI aMtima ArAdhanA mATe sAgArI aNazaNa svIkArI navakAra gaNavA mAMDayA. thAMbhalA pAse pahoMcatAM badhAne mota najIka dekhAya che. maravAnuM bhayaMkara duHkha che. paNa navakAra pratApe hoDakuM thAMbhalAnI bAjumAMthI nIkaLyuM ! hoDI sahIsalAmata kinAre pahoMcI gaI. anaMtA jIvone mokSa ApanAra navakAranA AvA seMkaDo camatkAro tame paNa jANyA haze. buddhizALI tame paNa A jANI AMkho baMdha karI AnA upara UMDuM ciMtana karI anaMta puNya maLelA A mahAprabhAvI jaina dharma para draDha zraddhA pragaTAvI dharmane yathAzakti sevI sadA sarvatra sukha pAmo e ja zubhecchA. '6. lAkha dhanyavAda ' sAdhu jevA suzrAvakane e puNyazALInuM nAma paNa kevuM pavitra ! nAma emanuM vIracaMda goviMdajI. emanI viziSTa ArAdhanAo kahuM? jANavI che ? khUba dhyAnathI vAMcoH 1. dararoja be pratikramaNa ane ATha (rIpITa ATha) sAmAyika. 2. roja lagabhaga ekAsaNuM. 3. traNa lIlotarI sivAya badhI ja lIlotarIno tyAga. 4. varasAda paDato hoya to prAyaH varasAdamAM bahAra na jAya !! pa. kALaveLAe khullAmAM jAya to sAdhunI jema kAmaLI oDhIne jAya ! 6. pUjA mATe snAna khullAmAM kare. 7. saMDAsa - bAtharUma sAdhunI jema bahAra khullAmAM jAya. sAdhunI jema ghaNA badhA pApo gRhastha vezamAM paNa choDanAra AvA For Personal & Private Use Only

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sAdhako A kALamAM gaNyAgAMThayA haze. lagabhaga daza varSa pahelAM devaloka pAmela A zrAvaka bAraDolI pAThazALAnA zikSaka hatA. tame badhA paNa A zreSTha sAdhakanI dilathI anumodanA karI yathAzakti dharmaArAdhanA karo e ja zubhecchA. nitya sAmAyika, pAMca tithi lIlotarI tyAga, snAna mATe ochuM pANI vAparavuM vagere yathAzakti saMkalpa ane pratijJA AjathI ja karI A vAMcanane saphaLa karo. A dhamatmiAne ArAdhakomAM prathama sthAne mUkI zakAya. AmanI jema yathAzakti ArAdhanA karo to sAcI anumodanAne kAraNe emanA jevuM puNya paNa maLe ! 7. mahAvarAgI yuvati : - * yuvAna kanyAne jovA bolAvelA badhA chaka thaI gayA. phATelA kapaDAM, vikharAyelA vALa, lagharavaghara kapaDAMmAM yuvatine joI muratiyAe nA pADI dIdhI. e draDha vairAgI sANaMdanI kumudabena kezavalAla saMghavIe dIkSArthI chatAM kuTuMbIonA AgrahathI muratiyA samakSa javuM paDayuM tyAre lagnapApathI bacavA ne dIkSA meLavavA AvuM sAhasa karyuM ! rUpa-guNasaMpanna kumude bhAvanA saphaLa karavA tapa Adi aneka ArAdhanA karavA mAMDI. roja prAyaH mAtra roTalI, pANI ke dhaLa ja jamatI! ne cha-cha mAsa eka ja sADI paheratI ! e kumude bhAInA lagnaprasaMge paNa mAtra dALabhAta ja khAdhA! kuTuMbIone draDha vairAgyanI khAtrI thaI. dIkSA mATe bhAgelI ene dIkSA apAvazuM e khAtrI maLyA pachI ja e pAchI AvI. aMte pitA vigeree aThThAI mahotsava pUrvaka dIkSA apAvI. AvA draDha vairAgI (hAlamAM zrI pAlatAzrIjI nAmadhArI) e sAdhvIe 50 varSanA nirmaLa saMyamane pALI ghaNI zAsana prabhAvanA karI che. For Personal & Private Use Only

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8. viziSTa sAdharmikabhakti muMbaInA keTalAka dharmapremI udAra zrAvakoe bhegA maLI sAdharmika utkarSa TrasTa sthApyuM che. temAM 60 lAkha rUpiyA bhegA karyAM, AkhA bhAratamAM jainonI Arthika ciMtA kAyama mATe nAza pAme te zubha bhAvathI teo jainone vinA vyAjanI 5 hajAranI, 10 hajAranI lona Ape ane 50 haptA vagere skImathI lona thoDA varSomAM bharapAI karI devAnI. jainone kadI mAMgavuM na paDe ane nAnA dhaMdhA dvArA AjIvikAnI ciMtAthI mukta banI dharma ArAdhanA karI zake e uttama AzayathI AvA dAnavIro AvA vilAsI vAtAvaraNamAM paNa suMdara sAdharmikabhakti karI rahyA che tenI khUba anumodanA. lagabhaga 900 jainone A TrasTa lona Ape che. jainone pagabhara thavA jAte ke AvA TrasTo dvArA anaMta hitakara sAdharmikabhaktino tame paNa yathAzakti lAbha lo e ja zubhAziSa. bhaNazAlI TrasTa muMbaImAM sAdharmika bhakti, jIvadayA, anukaMpA, dukALarAhata, relarAhata vagere aneka pravRttio varSothI kare che. dInezabhAI, mahezabhAI Adi dhaMdho, mojazokha choDI jAte suMdara rIte vyavasthA karI khUba anumodanIya satkAryo karI rahyA che. * 9. Avo oLakhIye kAntibhAIne tathA zrI hastagirijI tIrthaMzreSThane suzrAvaka kAntibhAI maNibhAIthI ghaNA badhA paricita che. zrI hastagirijI tIrthanA udghAramAM temaNe tana, mana, dhana, jIvana nyocchAvara karI dIdhA che ! sukalakaDI A eka zrAvaka sAhasathI kevI anokhI siddhi pAmI zake che, enuM sAkSAt darzana Aje hastagiri tIrthamAM thAya che. eka nAnuM derAsara paNa koI ekalAne bAMdhavAmAM keTalI badhI muzkelIo naDe che e ApaNane khabara che. jyAre kAMtibhAIe UMcA parvata upara For Personal & Private Use Only

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zUnyamAMthI eka bhavya tIrtha nimaNimAM keTalo badho bhoga Apyo haze? A zrAddharatna A tIrthane zreSTha ne pavitra banAvavA avidhi - AzAtanAo na thAya te mATe jAte tyAM rahI badhI tapAsa rAkhatA ! oLInA AyaMbila jALiyA gAmamAM jhUMpaDImAM jAte rasoI banAvI A karoDapati zrAvake karyA che ! saMyamamUrti paramapUjaya AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya mAnatuMgasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nI hastagirijInA uddhAranI bhAvanA jANI A suzrAvake te ati bhagIratha satkArya bhavya rIte sAkAra karavAnuM bIDuM jhaDapI lIdhuM. parama pUjaya AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. Adi aneka pUjyonI kRpAthI ane potAnI sarvazaktithI A zreSTha kArya khUba suMdara rIte pAra pADayuM. ane UMcA parvatanA zikhara para 72 jinAlayanuM bhavya devAlaya khaDuM karI dIdhuM ! ! AvA atipavitrahRdayI zAsanarAgIe uchaLatAM nirmaLa bhAvothI zAstrIya vidhipUrvaka nimaNi karelA A bhavya hastagiri tIrthanI ApaNe zAMtacitte vidhipUrvaka zubha AzayathI vAraMvAra yAtrA karavI ja joIe jenAthI ApaNA anAdi anaMta azubha bhAvono mULathI nAza thaI samyakta, sarvavirati ane zIdhra zivaramaNI ApaNane avazya maLaze. jIva mAtra pratye temano maitrIbhAva paNa khUba ja anumodanIya che. upakAra buddhithI nokarImAM rAkhela mANase lAkheka rUpiyA jeTalI corI karI, dhamakAvavAne badale kAntibhAIe saMvatsarIe sau prathama kSamApanA - patrikA tene lakhI! bIjA koI pagalAM nahi, daMDa nahIM. potAnuM mAthuM phoDavA AvanArane pAlItANA comAsuM karavA premathI bolAvI keTalIka vyavasthA soMpI potAnA maitrI bhAvane khUba draDha karyo. potAnI 2 suputrInA lagna prasaMge nimaMtrI suMdara AgatAsvAgatA karI. jALiyAnA mAthAbhAre mANasonuM tIrthavirodhIpaNuM kunehathI miTAvI dIdhuM. A kAMtibhAInA sAdagI, namratA, nikhAlasatA vagere aneka guNo anumodanIya hatA. moDhA para paNa abhimAna ane moTAIno chAMToya For Personal & Private Use Only

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jovA na maLe! mULa pATaNanA A jhaverI zreSThIe pAlItANAmAM mukti nilaya dharmazALA ane amArI - vihAra baMdhAvyA. comAsuM, navvANuM yAtrA ane tIrthonI yAtrA emaNe anekane udAratA pUrvaka karAvI che. AjanA vilAsa pradhAna kALamAM gaNyAgAMThyA bhAva zrAvako paikInA eka suzrAvakane ApaNAM bhAvapUrvaka praNAma. emanA zreSTha dharmakAryonI bhAvapUrvaka anumodanA karI tame paNa tIrthayAtrA, tIrthanimaNi Adi ArAdhanA yathAzakti karo e ja zubhAziSa. 1 2 2 2 '10. siddhagirithI popaTane 'jaina dharmanI prApti A satya prasaMga lagabhaga 87 varSa pahelAM banI gayo che. sametazikharajI mATe laDatAM vakIlanA svamukhe A vAta sAMbhaLIne dharmamAM saMpUrNa zraddhA pedA karavI joIe. 11 divasano e bALaka khUba raDe che! ghaNA upAye zAMta na rahetAM kayuM na bhaye hama mora...' e stavana gAvA mAMDayuM. raDavAnuM choDI chokaro dhyAnathI sAMbhaLavA lAgyo ! pachI jyAre raDe tyAre A stavana saMbhaLAvI zAMta rAkhe. siddhAcalajInI tAjI yAtrAnI yAdarUpe tenuM nAma siddharAja pADayuM. 3 varSanA tene sonAkAkI vAlakezvara darzane laI gayA tyAre bolI UThayo "pelA AdinAtha to moTA che.' pUchatAM teNe jaNAvyuM siddhAcalajInA Adezvara dAdAnI meM gayA (popaTanA) bhavamAM pUjA karI che. ene kadI pAlItANA laI gayA na hatA. te siddhagirinA darzana karAvavAnI jIda karavA lAgyo. 3 varSanA tene pAlItANA laI gayA. sonagaDha ane zihora gAme girirAja dekhADI siddharAja kAkAne kahe che "A ja siddhAcalajI.' pAlItANA pahoMcI yAtrA mATe tene DoLImAM besavA kahyuM. paNa te kAkAnI AMgaLI pakaDI caDavA mAMDayo! bAI upADIne laI jAya te mATe samajAvyo paNa na mAnyo. vacce kayAMya paNa beThA vinA upara pahoMcI gayo ! tenI For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhAvanA jANI pahelI pakSAla pUjA vagere karAvyA. gharanAM caityavaMdana karatAM hatA tyAre te aa kalAka dAdA sAme dhyAnamAM besI gayo. yAtrA pachI atyaMta AnaMdI dekhAyo. te girirAja upara pANI paNa pIto nahIM! eka be vAge nIce UtarI jamato. tenuM priyasthAna (siddhavaDa) teNe badhAMne batAvyuM. pUchatAM teNe kahyuM ke yAtrAe AvelA A DhaDhDhAjI ane temanA mAtuzrIne joI mane emane tyAM janamavAnuM mana thayuM hatuM. 4 varSanA A bALakane tenA gharanAM ma.sA. pAse laI gayA. tenI sAthe vAto karI pU. muni zrI kapUravijayajI ma. Adie kahyuM ke Ane jAtismaraNa thayuM lAge che. hajAro yAtrALu enA darzane AvatA. A bALaka moTo thaI kalakattA vepArI cembaramAM moTA hoddA upara hato. pUrvajanmanA AvA ghaNA prasaMgo Aje saMbhaLAya che. anaMta kALathI pUrvajanmane batAvanAra saMpUrNa satya evA jJAnInA badhA vacanone jANI, samajI ApaNe dharmasAdhanA karIsaddgati ne zIghra zivagati meLavIe.' 11. Aje paNa camatkAra thAya che ! zrI zatruMjya girirAja upara vAghaNapoLamAM kavaDayakSanI derInI AgaLa jamaNe samavasaraNavALuM (mahAvIra prabhunA derAsara pachI) zyAma amIjharA pArzvanAthanuM jinAlaya che. ahIM amI jhare che, e vAta sAMbhaLI beMgaloranA pArasamalajI khAtrI karavA 2 varSa pahelAM tyAM dhyAnamAM besI gayA. thoDIvAre amI jharatAM oI AnaMdavibhora banI yAtrika ane pUjArIne paNa jharatAM amI batAvyAM. kalikALamAM paNa sAkSAta banatAM AvA prasaMgo jANIne paNa ApaNane dharmamAM zraddhA na ya to ApaNuM bhAvi kadAca bhUMDuM to nahIM hoya ne ? 10 For Personal & Private Use Only

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'12. dhamanuM rakSaNa jarUra thAya. bharatabhAIne annanaLIno lakavo che. hajAre ekAdane thatA A rogathI prAyaH koI bacatuM nathI. ame prayatno pUrA karIzuM. paNa pariNAma kudaratanAM hAthamAM che,' kahetAM DokaTare sagAone vastusthitino aNasAra ApI dIdho. motanA momAMthI pAchA pharelA e sANaMdavALA bharatabhAIe kevI rIte bacya' e praznanA javAbamAM kahelI vAta AnaMdanA azru pedha karanArI che. emaNe khAtrIpUrvaka jaNAvyuM, pU. sAdhu - sAdhvInI tanamanadhanathI ghaNI bhakti karavAno khUba rasa che. zokhathI prANIonI dayA ghaNI karI che. jinapUjA vagere ghaNI badhI ArAdhanA karI zakayo chuM." "dharmanI rakSA kare tenI rakSA dharma kare.' e vAta mane saMpUrNa sAcI lAge che. sAcA dharmIone sAkSAt AvA satya anubhavo thavA chatAM paNa zuM tame Avo dharma yathAzakti paNa nahIM karo? 13. tapa madrAsanA tapasvIratna zeSamalajI paMDayA. vardhamAna AyaMbilanI 1 thI 94 onIomAM ekAMtare upavAsa karatAM! badhI oLInA badhA AyaMbila purimaSTha, ThAma covihAra sAthe alpa dravyathI karyA! 68 mI oLI AkhI mAtra bhAta ane pANIthI karI! 100mI oLI eka ja dhAnathI karI. Amane tapano kevo prema ke oLIomAM paNa vividha prakAranA tapa kare ! jema vaijJAnika navI navI zodhakhoLa kare tema A tapasvIjI AyaMbilomAM paNa zuddha AyaMbila, eka dhAna vigere viziSTa sAdhanA kare. tapa uparAMta dayA vagere guNo paNa evA ke madrAsamAM garIbo ane bhUkhyAne nitya bhojananI vyavasthA karI zAsananI suMdara prabhAvanA karI rahyA che. * * * stassssssss 11 For Personal & Private Use Only

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'14. anekavidha tapa suratanA suzrAvaka mahendrabhAI jhaverIe aneka prakAranA ghora tapa karI kuTuMbIone tapa-premI banAvyA che. jApAnamAM cha e aThThAI parvamAM aThThAI karI! lagabhaga 34 varSa paryuSaNamAM aThThAI karI! 1944 mAM jIvanabhara rAtribhojana ane kAcA - pANInA tyAganI pratijJA svIkArI. tyArathI badhA comAsA zatruMjayamAM ja kaya. zubha pariNAmapUrvaka 12 vrata, traNe upadhAna, saMthArAmAM sUvuM, mAsakSamaNa, siddhi tapa, zreNItapa Adi anekavidha ArAdhanAthI anaMtI nirjarA sAdhI. emanI ArAdhanAthI dharmarAgI banelA emanA dharmapatnI, bhAI, bahena Adie paNa aThThAI, 12 vrata Adi ArAdhanA karI! 'kema 15. putravadhUo ke putrIo ? ame pU. mAtApitAnI sevA suMdara karatA hatA. paNa mAtApitAjI muMbaInI dhamAla, havAmAnanI pratikULatA vagere kAraNe kAyama mATe dezamAM gayA che. ame baMne bhAI lagabhaga 20 varSathI muMbaImAM rahIe chIe. dhaMdhA, parivAra, bALakone bhaNavAnuM vagere kAraNe muMbaI choDavuM zakya nathI. tema kartavyabhUta mAbApanI sevAthI vaMcita paNa kema rahevAya? huM to moTI muzkelImAM mukAyo chuM. bola ! zuM karazuM ?' saurASTranA jene patnIne dilanuM darda jaNAvyuM. saMskArI patnIe kahyuM : 'ciMtA na karazo. bhAbhI ane huM vicArI rasto kADhIzuM." derANIjeThANIe vicArI vArApharatI cha-cha mAsa dezamAM sevA karavAnuM nakkI karya! muMbaImAM rahenAra baMne kuTuMbone sAcave e paNa nirNaya karyo! judA rahetA banne bhAIonA pUrA parivArane cha mahinA jamADavA vagere badhI javAbadArI upADanAra ane sAsu sasarAnI sevA mATe cha mAsa pativiyoganuM duHkha saharSa svIkAranAra A 2 siMhaNoe keTalA badhA karma khapAvyA haze e jJAnI jANe! he sukhavAMcchuo!mAtApitAne sukha For Personal & Private Use Only

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Apazo to sukha jarUra tamArA paga cATaze. zAstrakAro kahe che ke mAtApitAnI sevA karanArane prAya suguru ane paramagurunI prApti tathA bIjA ghaNAM phaLa maLe che. . Adata icchAzakti (prazaMsanIya mRtyu ahIM koInuM mRtyu thAya to kevuM gaNAya?" bharUcanA dharmapremI suzrAvaka anupacaMda malUkacaMde zrI siddhagirijImAM pUchelA A praznanA javAbamAM jaina dharmapremI cAraNe kahyuM: "zeThajI ! mahAna puNyazALI." AvuM puNya mane to ema kahetAM ja zeThe e cAraNanA khabhe mAthuM DhALyuM. hIMgaLAjanA haDAthI uparanA bhAgamAM IcchA mRtyu pAmelA A zrAddharatnanI abhUta puNyalakSmIne e cAraNa harSollAsathI namI rahyo ! ApaNe paNa AvA samAdhimRtyunI prabhune prArthanA karIe. ' 19. jIvavyApremI "zrAvakajI! gAma bahAra vADA jevI jagyAmAM seMkaDo bhUMDo pUrAyelA joIne Avyo. tapAsa karavA jevI che ke kasAI Adine vecavAnA nathI ne? pa.pU. 5. ma. zrI padmavijaya mahArAje jIvadayA premI bAbubhAI kiTosaNavALAne preraNA karI. suzrAvake yathAzakti karavA svIkAryuM. AgevAna zrAvako sAthe bAbubhAI adhikArIone maLyA. myuni. cIpha ophisare kahyuM, "bhUMDo ghaNA vadhI javAthI gAmalokonI vAraMvAranI phariyAdane kAraNe myuni. e mANaso mAraphate pakaDAvI nikAla karavo paDaze." zrAvako kahe "seMkaDo bhUMDonI katala amArAthI sahana kema thAya? ame jaina chIe.' 'tame A bhUMDone gAmathI bahu dUra mUkAvo to ame tamane soMpI daIe.' vicArI zrAvakoe paisA ApI khuza karI 1300 jeTalA bhUMDane gAmathI dUra mUkAvyA. A dharmapremI bAbubhAI pachI vairAgya vadhatAM pa.pU. munizrI jaMbUvijayajI ma.sA. nA ziSya muni zrI For Personal & Private Use Only

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bAhuvijaya banI svaparahita sAdhe che. sarva jIvonA duHkho dUra karavAno jinopadeza sahI gItAbahena jevA seMkaDo puNyAtmAo potAnA prANanA bhoge lAkho jIvone bacAve che. AvA koI prasaMga jovA maLe to tame paNa thoDI hiMmata keLavI AvA abola prANIonA abhayadAnano anaMta lAbha lo, e ja zubha kAmanA. ' 18 nava (Save) zrAvakapaNa - muMbaInA gurUbhakta goviMdajIbhAI khonA pa.pU. gurUdeva A.bha. zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. muMbaImAM jyAM paNa hoya tyAM dararoja avazya saparivAra vaMdana kare. zephAlInA pI.pI. zAha varSothI roja pa.pU. tapasvIsamrATa A. bha. zrImad vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. amadAvAdamAM jyAM paNa hoya tyAM gurUvaMdana karavA jAya che ! dharaNIdhara pAsenA satIzabhAI, vAsaNAnA madhubhAI Adi pa.pU. A.bha. zrImadda vijaya bhadrakarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. amadAvAdamAM jyAM paNa birAjamAna hoya tyAM jaI roja vaMdana avazya kare che ! dhanya che AvA gurUbhaktone! (dararoja dukAne, nokarI vagere sthaLe AkhI duniyA jAya, paNa potAnI najIka sAdhu mahArAja hoya temane paNa vaMdana roja keTalA kare ?) zrI tIrthaMkara devoe jema prabhupUjA zrAvakanuM rojanuM kartavya kahyuM che tema gurUvaMdana zrAvaka mATe dainika dharma che. AvA khUba sahelA kartavyane tame badhA Acaro ane AvA seMkaDo gurUbhaktone bhAvathI vaMdanA ne temanA AvA sukRtyonI anumodanA karo e ja zubhecchA. TI.vI. jema seva voTara (Save Water) nI cetavaNI Ape che ema jJAnIo ApaNane zrAvakapaNAnI rakSA karavAnI preraNA kare che. 1. 19 covihAre maratAM bacAvo | na , eksIDanTa thayo. eka maryo. bIjo sIrIyasa hato. tapAsIne For Personal & Private Use Only

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DaoNkaTare kahyuM ke A bace tema nathI. saMbaMdhI bIjA DaoNkaTare e sarjanane prayatna karavA Agraha karyo. sarjane kahyuM: 'ekasIDanTa pahelAM 3-4 kalAkamAM kAMI khAdhuM nahIM hoya to kadAca bace. bAkI to moDhAnuM lohI peTamAM jAya e jherI hovAne kAraNe bace ja nahIM. oparezana karyuM. bacyo. covihAra hato tethI teNe ekasIDanTa pahelAM 3-4 kalAka khAdheluM nahIM. covihAre A durlabha mAnavabhavanI rakSA karI !tame paNa sarvatra hitakara covihAra vagere ArAdhanA jIvanamAM khUba vadhAro e ja hitazikSA. 20.. vAnamAM paNa dAdAnA darzana ! pAlItANAnA zeTha kuTuMbanA A dhamarAgI bhAgyazALIne svapramAM paNa zAzvata tathadhipati zrI AdinAthajI ane bhamatInA avAranavAra darzana thAya che ! e maNe haiyAmAM dAdAne padharAvI aMtarane kevuM ujaLuM banAvI dIdhuM ke divase AdinAthamaya banelA e zrAddharatnanA pavitra dilamAM rAtre paNa dAdA vAsa kare! ghaNAMne svapnA bhUtano ne bhayano Ave che. kAraNa divase e svayaM bhUta banI bhUta jevA kAmo karavAmAMthI UMcA ja AvatA nathI. jyAre Amane AdinAthajInA svapnA Ave che. kAraNa jANavuM che? vAraMvAra A vAMco - A zrAddharane zrI zaMtrujaya girirAjanI 99 yAtrA 46 vakhata karI che! (tame dara varSe ochAmAM ochI 1 paNa karI che ?) comAsAmAM zrI taLeTInI 99 yAtrA 44 vAra karI che ! bhAratanA aneka tIrthonI paNa e maNe yAtrA karI che. emanI pagapALA tIrthayAtrAo - mahuvAthI aMjAra, (vAyA unA, dIva, delavADA) pAlItANAthI taLAjA, pAlItANAthI gIranAra, muMbaIthI zetrujaya. e manuM pavitra nAma che. ratilAla jIvarAja zeTha. u.va. 71. pAlItANA nagaranA zeTha kuTuMbanA e maNe potAnA snehIsvajanone paNa preraNA karI 99 yAtrA karAvI che. navapadajInI oLI saLaMga 20 varSathI kare che. 2 vakhata upadhAna karyA che. bhagavAnanA For Personal & Private Use Only

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varaghoDAmAM viziSTa vastro paridhAna karI lAla lIlI dhajA sAthe saMketa karavA avazya hAjara rahe! gAmamAM loko e mane "rAjA' tarIke oLakhe che. ' 21. prabhunI (ane pUjArInI) bhakti girIzabhAIroja 4-5 kalAka prabhunI suMdara bhakti kare che. pUjA mATe roja lagabhaga 500 rUpiyAno vyaya kare che. pUjAmAM bhaktino bhaMga na thAya mATe TeliphonanuM risivara pUjA samaye nIce mUkI de che. suMdara ghara daherAsara banAvI Azare 2 lAkha rUpiyAnI AMgIno sAmAna taiyAra karyo che. lagna paNa karyA nathI! prabhu khuba game che mATe prabhunA pUjArInI paNa bhakti kare che. pUjArIne ghaNo pagAra Ape che. tenA gAmamAM tenuM ghara banAvI ApyuM ! potAnA ja ghare gharanA mANasanI jema rAkhe che ! muMbaImAM kAlabAdevI para rAmavADImAM temanA daherAsaramAM A prabhubhaktanI bhakti jovAno lhAvo levA jevo che. ' ' , , , thalatolo - - amadAvAda zephAlI epArTamenTamAM (lAvaNya pAse vAsaNAmAM) roja sAmuhika bhakatAmaranI ArAdhanA thAya che. mAtra 90 gharano saMgha hovA chatAM A saMghamAM ghaNI vizeSatAo che. roja rAtre sAmuhika AratI utAravA 25 thI 30 jaNa acUka Ave che. AratI sAthe prArthanA, chaDI pokAravI vagere bhakti paNa roja kare che. kyAreka moTA daherAsaromAM paNa AratI utAravA koI maLatuM nathI. jyAre ahIM badhA roja ekI avAje bhAvathI AratI utAre che. jenanagaramAM ghaNA kolejiyano, kizoro vagere niyata samaye roja sAmUhika AratI ane caityavaMdana kare che te sAkSAt jovA jevuM che. saMsArapremIo svAthya mATe "monIMga voka' kare che. tamAre paNa AtmasukhAkArI, zAMti mATe koI vahelI paroDhe ke For Personal & Private Use Only

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manohara AhlAdaka saMdhyA samaye AvA koI sthAnanI mulAkAta laI anokhI prasannatA anubhavavA jevI che. zrAvakanA nitya dharmakAryamAM trikALapUjAmAM AratIpUjA paNa roja dareke karavAnI jinAjJA che. ' : : 23. vakatAmara rAze : " amadAvAdamAM lakSmIvardhaka daherAsaramAM sAmuhika bhakti karavA 11 varSathI roja lagabhaga 100-150bhAviko savAre bhegA thAya che. suMdara rAga ane tAlathI bhaktAmara, prabhu prArthanA, caityavaMdana Adi bhaktimAM badhA rasa-taraboLa thaI jAya che. DaoNkaTaro, vakIlo vagere DIgrIdhArI sukhI bhaktonI sAthe kayAreka tamAre paNa A bhAva-bhaktino lhAvo levA jevo che. ema zephAlI, navaraMgapurA vagere tathA muMbaI vagere ghaNAM sthaLoe roja sAmudAyika bhaktAmara bolAya che. ( 24. dharmamAM aMtarAyanuM pApa moTuM thoDA varSo pahelAM banelI A satya ghaTanA ApaNane AnaMda, Azcarya Adi aneka bhAvo pedA kare tevI che. amadAvAda zaheramAM e chokarI khUba dharmI kuTuMbamAM janma pAmavAnuM jabbara puNya lAvelI. ApaNe ene bhavyA tarIke saMbodhIe. dAdA vageree dIkSA lIdhelI. gharanAM saMskArothI pUrvajanmamAM sAdhanA karela bhavyAne bALapaNathI dharma gamato. 11 varSanI uMmare upadhAna karyA ! pUjA, covihAra, tapa vagere nitya ArAdhanA sAthe nRtya-gIta vagere abhuta kaLAmAM hoMziyAra hatI. dIkSAnI bhAvanA thaI. tenI bA paNa dharmo. baMne sAthe dIkSA laIzuM evI emanI bhAvanA. chatAM koI vicitra karmasaMyoge 19 varSe tene lagna karavA paDayA. bhavyA kharekhara dharmarAgI ke lagna pachI paNa yuvAna vaya chatAM amana-camana karavAne badale covihAra vagere ghaNI ArAdhanA cAlu rAkhI!pati abhyAsa karato hato. emanI khAnagI vAto choDI daIe. For Personal & Private Use Only

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paNa pApodaye 23 varSanI bharayuvAna vaye bhavyA paralokamAM sAdhanA karavA upaDI gaI. DokaTaranA rIporTa pramANe te brahmacArI ja rahI hatI. ene koIe jhera ApyuM haze. je banyuM hoya che. paNa jJAnIonA vacano pramANe bhavyAe sAcA bhAvathI karelo dharma jarUra tenA AtmAne vahelA moDA mokSamArganI ucca sAdhanA karAvI zivasukha meLavI Apaze A prasaMga vAMcI jainoe khUba vicAravA jevuM che. sau prathama to dharma gamato hovA chatAM moha vagere kAraNe, tame sagAM-snehIone dharma ArAdhanAno vilaMba ke niSedha karo to emAM tamAruM to ahita jarUra thAya che. vaLI enA bhAva paDI jAya to ArAdhanAthI e AtmA paNa vaMcita rahe ane aMtara nirmaLa rahe to tenuM to kalyANa thAya ja. vaLI AjanA svacchaMda samAjamAM ghaNAM badhAM anicchanIya AcAra, doSo tamArA patnI, putro vagere seve che te tame calAvI lo cho. ane hajAromAM ekAda sAdhaka jIva nAno dharma kare temAM tame patharA nAMkho te jene evA tamane zobhe? ethI baMdhAyela pApa bhayaMkara dukho to kadAca Apaze paNa anekAneka bhava dharma paNa nahIM maLe te tamane pasaMda che? tethI draDha nizcaya karo ke dharma karatAM koIne paNa rokavo nahIM. uparathI dharmanI preraNA karavI. bIjuM A suzrAvikA to khUba ArAdhaka dharmI che. mane kahyuM, "Apane ThIka lAge to nAma vagere badhuM chApo. bIjAone to mArI jema bhUla karI pastAvo karavo nahIM paDe. chatAM koI kaSAyavaza niMdAnuM pApa na kare mATe nAma chApyuM nathI. dAnapremI bIjA eka bhAInA prasaMga ahIM levA hatA. paNa keTalAka kAraNe temaNe nA pADI tethI choDI dIdhA. jyAre A dharmI zrAvikA nAma sAthe chApavAnuM kahe che! koleja bhaNataranA AjanA vAyarA viSe eka Adhunika ciMtake kaTAkSa karatAM kahyuM che : bI.e. kiyA, nokara hue, penzana milA phira mara gaye! saMsArano aMjAma bhayaMkara duHkho. dharmanA phaLamAM sarvatra sukha. For Personal & Private Use Only

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tethI tame ne tamArA svajano dharma karo ne zAzvata sukha pAmo e zubhecchA. '05. IzAmAM paNa varmavRddhi zephAlInA praviNabhAI AjIvikA mATe keTarIMgano dhaMdho karavo paDato hovA chatAM keTalAka siddhAMtonuM custapaNe pAlana kare che. rasoIno lAkho rUpiyAno orDara sAme Ave to paNa kaMdamULano upayoga karavAno hoya to ghasIne nA pADI de che. potAnA gurUdevane vaMdana karavA varSothI acUka jAya che. ghera gurUdevanA pagalA karAvavA cothA vratano thAvajIvano niyama lIdho! ' 26. azvata jIvama ! . bApulAla mohanalAla pAlanapura jIllAnA cImanagaDha gAmamAM rahe. jIvo para gajabanI lAgaNI. dara mahine kasAIone jIvo vecatI koma pAsethI lagabhaga so jIvone kharIdI abhayadAna Ape! jIvadayA mATe saMgha ane saMsthAonI madada le. cImanagaDhanI saMghanI pAMjarApoLa saMbhALe. nitya ekAsaNA kare. eka vakhata bhUvo mAtAjIne bokaDAno bhoga dharavAnI taiyArI karato hato. jaIne na mAravA bhUvAne ghaNuM kahyuM. na mAnyo. bhUvAnI patnIne maLI kahe, he mArI dharmanI bahena! tArA putra - putrInA mAmerAmAM A mAmo pAMcaso rUpiyAno kariyAvara karaze. A nirdoSa bokaDAne game tema karI bacAva!' lAgaNI janamatA bhUvAne tenI patnIe samajAvyo. zrAvake manathI aThThamanI taiyArI karI! bhUvo choDavA kabUla thayo ! jIva bacAvyAno atyaMta AnaMda emane thayo. zrI tIrthaMkaradevo bhavya jIvone kahe che ke ekendriya jIvomAM paNa ApaNA jevo ja AtmA che. tethI koI paNa jIvanI hiMsA na karavI. tethI ApaNane paMcedriya vagere jIvone bacAvavAnI mahAmUlI taka maLe tyAre For Personal & Private Use Only

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jhaDapI laI svaparahita karavuM e ja zubha saMdeza. 20. nA ! rAtre pANI na pIvAya kema cinu ! atyAre aDadhI rAtre UThI gayo che? zuM UMgha nathI AvatI? sUI jA !" sAheba! pANInI khUba tarasa lAgI che, rahevAtuM nathI. gaLuM sUkAI gayuM che. uMgha AvatI nathI. kayArano saMthArAmAM taraphaDiyA mArI rahyo chuM." pAMca varasanI nAnakaDI uMmaranA cinuno upAdhyAya mahArAjazrI premavijayajI gaNivarane javAba maLyo. jJAnapAMcamanA kAraNe cinue e divase ekAsaNuM kareluM. pU. upAdhyAya mahArAja AdinuM cAturmAsi vaDhavANa zaheramAM thayeluM. cinu pUjyonI sAthe upAzrayamAM ja rahI abhyAsa Adi karI rahyo hato. nitya navakArazI, rAtribhojana tyAga, jinamaMdire bhagavaMtanA darzana bAda ja navakArazI pAravAnI vagere saMskAro ene dharmI mA-bApa taraphathI ja maLelA hatA. apramatta ArAdhaka tarIke sukhyAta pU. upAdhyAya mahArAja bALaka cinunA saMthArA pAse gayA. hetabhaya haiyAthI emaNe cinune paMpALyo. tRSA lAgI hoya to jo pelA tapelAmAMthI cunAnuM pANI vAparI le." cinunI parIkSA karavA upAdhyAya mahArAjazrI bolyA. sAheba ! atyAre rAtri che, mAre ekAsaNuM che, rAtre pANI na pIvAya." upAdhyAya mahArAjanA aneka vakhatanA vacanono bALaka cinu pAse A eka ja javAba hato ! vatavRDhatA - sattvanI parIkSAmAM cinu sArI rIte uttIrNa thayo. mahesANA jillAnA mANekapura gAmano e cinu hirAbhAI 7 varSa kAma mAsanI ummaramAM ja bALa muni nararatnavijayajI banyA, pU. paM. zrI rAmavijayajI gaNivaryanA ziSya thayA. For Personal & Private Use Only

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saraLatA-namratA-vinaya-vaiyAvacca-aSTa pravacanamAtAnA pAlananI cUstatA-aucitya- pApabhaya Adi aneka guNanA svAmI e munivara anukrame AcArya zrI vijaya nararatnasUrIzvarajI ma. banyA. 62 varSanA nirmaLa cAritranA pAlana dvArA teo potAnuM jIvana saphaLa banAvI gayA. 5 varSano TeNIyo AvI bhayaMkara tarasa chatAM ane gurU ma.ja pANI ApatA hovA chatAM ekAsaNuM draDhatAthI pUrNa kare, A vartamAna satyakathAthI tame zo saMkalpa karyo? niyama zakti mujabanA levA ane aDagapaNe pALavA e jarUrI che. eno adbhuta lAbha che. vaLI saMtAno bhAva thavAthI upavAsa vagere paryuSaNAmAM kare to Aje keTalAka mA-bApa pachI ekAsaNuM vagere karAve che. emAM ubhayane keTaluM pApa baMdhAya ? paccakkhANa lIdhA pachI eno ullAsa vadhArI, prema ApI sArI rIte tapa vagere pUrA karAvavA. chatAM kadAca na thAya to ene asamAdhi thatI hoya to gurudevane pUchI apavAdika upAyo laI prAyazcitta karAvIe to tene ke tamane pApa na baMdhAya paNa ghaNo lAbha thAya. pachI premathI ene samajAvAya ke beTA! have mana thAya tyAre ekAsaNuM vagere karaje. pachI zakti Ave tyAre upavAsa kare to niyamabhaMganuM pApa na lAge. sAthe Aje ghaNA vRddho paNa bAre mAsa tivihAra ja kare che. teoe manane makkama karavA jevuM che ke AvA bALako janamathI ne nAnI uMmare covihAra karatA hoya to mArAthI kema na thAya? ane chatAM asahya garamImAM kadAca tivihAra karo topaNa ziyALA-comAsAmAM kema covihAra na karavo? vizeSamAM AvA satya prasaMgo jANI binajarUrI rAtribhojana Adi pApa karatA ho to tamAre tamArA AtmAne samajAvavuM ke AvA sAva nAnA bALako covihAra karatA hoya to mane to jarApaNa muzkelI nahIM paDe. ema mana makkama karI rAtribhojana, kaMdamULa vigere zakaya pApothI bacavuM joIe. AjathI ja prayatna karo ne saphaLatA meLavI Atmahita sAdho e ja aMtaranI abhilASA. Ram 21 - For Personal & Private Use Only

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' : 18. rakSAbara vana-niyamo : - jhIMjhuvADA gujarAtanuM saMskArI gAma che. pa.pU.A.bha. zrI dAnasUrIjI ma.sA., pa.pU. A.bha. zrI omakArasUrIjI ma.sA. vigere ghaNA dharmI ratnonI zAsanane A gAme bheTa dharI che. A dharmanagarI jhIMjhuvADAmAM kAMtibhAI rahetA hatA. roja 50-55 bIDI pIve rAtribhojana cAluM, bIDI rAtre paNa pIve, temanA bhatrIjA (pa. pU. A. zrI yazovijaya ma.)nI dIkSA thaI tyAre emane svayaM manoratha thayo. kabhatrIjo dIkSA le ane huM AvA pApa karuM? na cAle. dIkSA vakhate ja Ajanma bIDI-tyAga, rAtribhojana - tyAganI khUba kaThina pratijJA lIdhI! mAnavane vyasana paDayA pachI bIDI vigere vadhatA jAya, teno tyAga karavo hoya tene paNa bahu AkarUM paDe. are ! thoDI saMkhyA ghaTADavAnI ma.sA. preraNA kare to paNa tene sAta-pAMca thaI jAya. jyAre A satvazALIe Avo ghora niyama laI aNIzuddha pALyo! pUrve dIkSA sAMbhaLI gAma-paragAmanA ghaNAM dIkSA letA. zAstromAM ghaNAM prasaMgo sAMbhaLavA maLe che. Aje paNa keTalAya sagAsnehI dIkSA prasaMge vizeSa niyamo le che. he bhavyAtmAo! tame jaina cho. tame paNa sagA-svajana vigerenI dIkSA prasaMge maLela durlabha manane jJAnathI bhAvita karI sattva phoravI ullAsathI zakaya vrata niyamo svIkArI Atma hita. sAdho. saMsArapremIo bIjAnA TIvI vigere pApavilAso joI pApa vyApAro vadhAre che. tame jaina cho. tamAre anyanI dIkSA vigere joI jANI dharma ArAdhanA avazya vadhAravI joIe. ane dIkSArthI dIkSAgurU Adi koInI paNa niMdA, tiraskAra, dveSa Adi karavAnuM bhayaMkara pApa bhUlathI paNa na thAya te sAvacetI to badhAe rAkhavI ja joIe. 29. mAsakSamaNa-prabhAve alsarano nAza jhIMjhuvADAnA A ja kAMtibhAIne alsaranI bImArI thaI. DokaTare Stara re 22 & Attitude For Personal & Private Use Only

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davAo sAthe khAsa sUcanA karI ke tamAre tamArI pAse covIse kalAka dUdha ane bIskITa rAkhavA. ane baLatarA thAya ke tarata te vAparavA. kAMtibhAIe kahyuM: 'DokaTara! rAtribhojana to huM nahIM ja karuM." DokaTare spaSTa kahyuM "rAtre paNa tamAre levuM ja paDaze, nahIM to A takalIpha khUba vadhI jaze.' sattvazALI kAMtibhAIe zubha pariNAmo vadhatAM mAsa kSamaNano nirdhAra karyo. sagA-snehI ghaNAMe khUba samajAvyA. na mAnyA. chevaTe kahyuM ke paccakakhANa 1-1 upavAsanuM lejo. to kahe mAre to eka sAthe 30 nuM kevuM che paNa gurUdeva Ape nahIM. tethI 16 nuM laIza. pachI 14 nuM laI mAsakSamaNa sArI rIte pUrNa karyuM. pAraNuM paNa sAruM thayuM. pachI te maracAMnI vAnagI vagere badhuM jamatAM. DokaTarane batAvavA gayA, tapAsI kahe, "tamane sAruM thaI gayuM che. davA vagere karI to kevuM maTI gayuM." kAMtibhAI kahe : "davA, dUdha vagere kAMI lIdhuM nathI. mAsakhamaNa karyuM." DokaTarane paNa Azcarya thayuM. A vAMcI tamAre mAtra tAlIyo pADavI che ke temanI jema tamArA AtmAne AgaLa vadhAravo che? eTaluM sattva na hoya to nAnA rogomAM DokaTara kahe te abhakSya davAnuM sevana, rAtribhojana vagere pApo to na ja karavA. vizeSamAM roganA kAraNa vinA to rAtribhojana, kaMdamULa vagere moTA pApo to kadI na karavA. chevaTe tamArAmAM eTaluM manobaLa na hoya to paNa sagA vagere je koI nAnI moTI ArAdhanA karatAM hoya temane kiMdamULa vagere tyAganI bhAvanA thAya to temanI bhAvanA vadhAravI. paNa zubha bhAvanAno nAza karavAnuM ke khoTI-UMdhI salAha ApavAnuM pApa to kadI na karavuM eTalo sahelo niyama to lezo ne? 30. AyaMbilathI mRtyu para vizva rAjasthAnavAsI eka bahenane peTamAM sojo thayo. vadhatAM peTa khUba vadhI gayuM. DokaTare tapAsI kahyuM "Ano koI IlAja nathI. bacaze nahIM." koIe AyaMbilano mahimA varNavyo. zraddhA nahIM chatAM motathI bacavA mANasa badhuM karavA taiyAra thAya e nyAye emaNe AyaMbila zarU karyA Reat as a 23 Rarati For Personal & Private Use Only

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pahele divase jarAka ja maganuM pANI levAyuM. bIjuM kazuM nahIM. chatAM AyaMbila cAlu ja rAkhyA. thoDA mahinAmAM peTano badho ja sojo UtarI gayo! camatkArI AyaMbilanA prabhAvanA Aje AvA aneka camatkAro jovA-sAMbhaLavA maLe che. karmanAzakAraka A mahAmaMgaLakArI AyaMbila yathAzakti khUba karo e ja zubhecchA. '31. gharmanI niMdAnuM inTaTanTa phaLa pa-7 varSa pahelAnI A satya hakIkata che. suratathI lagabhaga 150 ki.mI. dUra eka gAma che. 28 varSano yuvAna AjanI havAthI dharmavirodhI hato. saMgha dara mahine aMgaluchaNA navA kADhato hato. AvI sAmAnya bAbatamAM paNa te niMdA kare ke bhagavAnane aMgaluchaNA navA sArA joIe vagere kayAM jarUra che? Ama dharmanA ghaNAM kAmamAM virodha karyA kare. bharayuvAnavaye ene AMtaraDAnuM kensara thayuM. khUba herAna parezAna thAya che. kAraNa samajI gayo. gharanA mAraphata TrasTIone bolAvI teNe kahyuM: "meM saMghanI ne dharmanI khUba AzAtanA karI che. tenuM phaLa bhogavI rahyo chuM. chatAM mane e AzvAsana che ke ahIM ja pApaphaLa maLI rahyuM che. eTalA mArA pApa ochA thAya che. vedanAne motano mane Dara nathI. paNa sarvatra sarvane mAro dAkhalo ApI mArA vatI kahezo ke dharma, saMgha vagerenI niMdA, AzAtanA kadI na karatA." he duHkhabhIrUo! thAya eTalo dharama karajo. paNa deva, gurU, dharma vagerenI niMdA, avahelanA vagere kadI na karazo. 32. gIradharanagaranI aphalAtuna bhakti eka sAdhvIjI ma. ne baroLanI bImArI hatI. pAMca Ijekazana levA paDaze ema DokaTare tapAsIne kahyuM. pAMcano kharca 70 ha. thAya tema hato. zrI giradharanagara saMghe vinA vilaMbe kahI dIdhuM jeTalo thAya teTalo bhale For Personal & Private Use Only

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thAya. ame lAbha laIzuM.' zrI gIradharanagara saMgha sarve samudAyanA sarve sAdhu-sAdhvIjI ma.nI bImArI AdimAM badhI bhakti kare che, tyAM rahevAnI, davA vagerenI paNa vyavasthA karI Ape che. gIradharanagaramAM catrabhuja rAjasthAnI hospITala sivila pAse baMdhAI. tenA TrasTIo sAthe suzrAvakoe vAtacIta karI, dharmabuddhithI karAra karyo ke hospITala kAyama mATe jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI cikitsA phrI kare. tene mATe zrI jaina saMgha 5 lAkha jeTalI mAtabara rakamanuM dAna hospITalane kare. te pachI moMghavArI ne kharco vadhatAM TrasTIonI vinaMtIthI bIjA cha lAkhanuM paNa jaina saMghe hospITalane dAna ApyuM ! e badhA tathA bIjA paNa sAdhusAdhvIonI gocarI-pANI Adi badhI bhakti zrI saMgha sadA karato Avyo che. lagabhaga bAremAsa moTI saMkhyAmAM sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto tyAM mukAma kare che. ane zrI saMgha udAratAthI badho lAbha le che. A varSanuM cArtumAsa saMghe pa. pU. gacchAdhipati AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya jayardoSasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nuM karAvyuM che. sAthe vidvAna muni zrI abhayazekharavijaya gaNizrIne bhaNAvavA rAkhyA che. lagabhaga savAso sAdhvIjIonI to abhyAsa Adi mATe tyAM comAsuM karavAnI bhAvanA saMghe bhaktithI pUrNa karI ! uparAMta tyAMnA pramukha zrI hIrAbhAI Adi pa. pU. gacchAdhipatizrIne vinaMtI kare che ke abhyAsa mATe hajI vadhAre sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI icchA hoya to saMgha temano badho lAbha levA taiyAra che ! TrasTIo kahe che ke sAhebajI ! ame saMgha samakSa vaiyAvacca, jIvadayA, sAdhAraNa Adi koIpaNa kArya mATe Tahela mUkIe chIe to zrI saMgha sadA udAratAthI pUrI kare che ! vizeSa anumodanIya bAbata e che ke AkhA saMghamAM aikya che I kaleza, matabheda tyAM nathI. 20 jeTalA bhAvikonI evI uttama bhAvanA che ke 20 varSa sudhI sAmudAyika navI ArAdhanA karavI. zrI zaMkhezvarajIno ane zrI siddhAcalajIno saMgha kADhyo. AvatAvarSe pAlItANAmAM navvANu yAtrA karAvavAnI bhAvanA bhAve che. lAkho dhanyavAda AvI suMdara bhAvanA bhAvatA suzrAvakone siddhAcalajIno saMgha kADhayo temAM ame 9 sAdhu hatA. saMghe mukAma karyo te uparAMta AjubAjunA boTAda vagere keTalAka gAmomAM ma. sA. nI salAha laI udAratAthI sAdhAraNa ityAdimAM lAkho rU. no lAbha lIdho. rastAmAM paNa caturvidha saMghanI udAratAthI badhI bhakti karI. 25 For Personal & Private Use Only

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gIradharanagaranI jema amadAvAda, muMbaI AdinA bIjA keTalAka saMgho suMdara ArAdhanA kare - karAve che. badhA saMgho Ama jinAjJA pALatA. sakala saMghanuM ane sarva jIvonuM hita sAdhe e ja manokAmanA. 33. TI.vI.nA bhayaMkara nukazAna dhoLakAmAM tA. 20-2-88 e sArA gharanI 17 varSanI kizorIe AtmahatyA karI. banAvanI vigata evI che ke sAmasAme 2 ghara hatA. baMne sukhI, khAnadAna, saMskArI ghara. baMne vacce ghara jevo saMbaMdha thayelo. chokarI hAIskulamAM bhaNatI hatI. sAmenA chokarA sAthe bhAI jevo saMbaMdha hato. 20 mI tArIkhe chokarI ghera ekalI hatI. TI.vI. jotAM mana vAsanAmaya banI gayuM. sAme chokarAne ghera gaI. chokaro paNa ghare ekalo hato. na banavAnuM banI gayuM. thoDI vAra pachI chokarIne tenA gharanA gAmamAM zodhavA mAMDayA. chokarAne khabara paDI. DarathI gharane bahArathI tALuM mArI moTAbhAIne badhI vAta karI. bhAIe chokarInA ghare kahyuM : 'amArA gharamAM che.' gharanAM nizcita banyA. tenA ghare jaI kholatAM doraDuM gaLe bAMdhI chokarIe AtmahatyA karelI. hAthamAM cIThThImAM lakheluM 'AmAM mAro ja doSa che, je pApane huM khUba dhikkAratI te meM jAte ja karyuM che. tenuM duSTa phaLa bhogavuM chuM.' A prasaMga ApaNane ghaNuM kahI jAya che. atyAre TI.vI.thI bhayaMkara nukazAna thayAnA AvA ghaNA dAkhalA saMbhaLAya che. sva-52nuM Aloka ane paralokamAM lAMbo kALa ahita karanAra TI.vI.nI bhayaMkaratAne barAbara samajI teno saMpUrNa ke zakaya tyAga karI Atmahita karo e ja zubhecchA. * 1 34. zubha bhAvanI tAkAta jabbara nyuyorkamAM sTeTa beMkamAM jahona pITara kalArka hato. eka strI beMkamAM moTI rakama upADavA AvI. kAraNa pariNIta te strInA premIe tene 26 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bharamAvelI ke tuM moTI rakama lAva, bhAgIne ApaNe majA karIzuM. puNye pITara pAse levA AvI. rakama hAthamAM pITare ApatAM ja tene dilamAM lAgaNI thaI ke huM khoTuM karuM chuM. rakama pAchI ApI. pachI khabara paDI ke teno premI lucco hato. tene pITa2 devadUta lAgyo. pachI kAyama levaDadevaDa pITara mAraphate ja ka2vAno nizcaya karyo. pITarane pUchatAM teNe kahyuM : 'mArI mA khUba dhArmika, teNe saMskAra Apela ke badhAnuM bhaluM icchavuM.' tethI darekane rakama ApatAM-letAM dilathI prabhune prArthanA karuM chuM ke he prabhu! emanuM bhaluM karaje. A pITaranA pavitra dilanI prArthanAthI ghaNAMne lAbha thayo hato. bIjA paNa prArthanAnA akathya lAbha thayela kissA vartamAnamAM paNa ghaNAM bane che. emAM paNa tIrthaMkarono mahimA to sarvazreSTha che. he jaino ! tame zraddhAzrI prabhubhakti ne prArthanA vagerethI svaparahita sAdho e ja zubhecchA. * 35. kAmamAM reDI, nAmanAthI raDe ! rAdhanapura dharmapurI che. teNe ghaNAM susAdhu ane suzrAvakonI jinazAsanane bheTa dharI che. tyAM kamarazIbhAI nAmanA dharmarAgI suzrAvaka hatA. pATaNanA zreSThI nagInadAsa karamacaMde ThAThamAThathI moTo saMgha kADhela. tenI badhI vyavasthA kamarazIbhAIne soMpelI. khUba suMdara vyavasthAthI saMghavInI kIrti khUba vadhI. nagInabhAIe temanuM bahumAna ka2vA ghaNIvAra prayatna karyo. paNa khabara paDatAM kamarazIbhAI chU thaI jAya ! chevaTe kamarazIbhAInA ghera putranA lagna hatA e nimitte potAnI hoMza pUrI karavA nagInabhAI paherAmaNInA bahAne AvyA. nispRhI kamarazIbhAI temane kahe, 'Apa to have saMghavI thayA, Apane lagna jevA AvA pApanA prasaMgomAM hAjara kema rahevAya ?...' Ama zeThane ravAnA karI dIdhA ! kevA niHspRhI II eka vAra derAsaramAM pUjA hatI. gavaiyo peTI vagADavA khurazI 52 beTho. tyAre paga-vAjApeTI hatI. pUjAmAM ma.sA. jamIna para beThA hatA. 27 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kamarazIbhAI sAdhu pratye AdaravALA. A avinaya emane yogya na lAgyo. pharI AvuM na thAya mATe vicArI upAya zodhI kADhayo. gavaiyAnI beThaka sAme peTI jeTalo UMDo khADo khodAvyo. pUjA hoya tyAre peTI khADAmAM mUkI pUjA bhaNAvavAnI ane gavaiyAe jamIna para besIne ja pUjA bhaNAvavAnI ! dharmamAM kevA cUsta ? pUjyo pratye anahada ahobhAva !! emanAM mAtuzrI aMtima avasthA vakhate kahe, "mArA dAgInA tArI dharmapatnIne Apaje.' A dharmapremI putre mAtAjIne AdarathI kahyuM : "dharmamAM dAna karI mahAna lAbha tuM laI le. tArI vahune to pachI paNa huM kayAreka karAvI zakIza...' ghareNAM lagabhaga 50 tolAnA hatA. mAtuzrI samajI gayA. ghareNA sukRtomAM vAparyA. ghaNAM jeno paNa vaDilo milakata potAne ja Ape evI icchAvALA hoya che jyAre A sAcA dharmI suzrAvake potAne sAmethI maLatA dAgInAno tyAga karI mAtAjInA AtmAnA hitano vicAra karyo. kevA nilabhI! patnIne dAgInA vinA cAle paNa mAtAnuM aMtima samaye ahita thAya e kema nabhAvAya? AvI zreSTha bhAvanA hatI. ( . 36. zAsanarAgI samrAvaka 23 varSa pahelAM suzrAvaka ratibhAI jIvaNalAlano zAsanarAga joI khUba anumodanA karuM chuM. vaDhavANamAM mAruM comAsuM hatuM. eka divasa savAre ajavALuM thayA pachI paDilehaNa karato hato. vaDhavANano upAzraya aMdhAriyo che. aMdara aMdhArUM hovAthI ajavALA mATe paDilehaNa upAzrayanA dvAra pAse pagathiye karato hato. eTalAmAM te vaMdana karavA AvyA!paDilehaNa karato joI mane pUche koNa cho? zuM karo cho? huM temane oLakhuM nahIM. mane thayuM ke A koI paMcAtiyA zrAvaka haze. paDilehaNa karatAM bolavuM na hatuM. thoDIvAre pAchA AvI mane pUchayuM. pachI kahe, "ma.sA.! Avo AcAraprema ghaNAM jIvone lAbha kare. mAro anubhava Karsaat 28 AAAA For Personal & Private Use Only

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Apane kahuM. eka vAra snehI sAthe jato hato. rastAmAM jatAM ma.sA. ne joI sAthenA bhAIe vaMdana karyuM. ma.sA. nA gayA pachI meM e bhAIne pUchyuM. 'tame kadI hAtha paNa na joDo. ane Amane vaMdana karyuM?' tyAre temaNe Apelo javAba mArA haiyAmAM kotarAI gayo. javAba A hato. ratibhAI ! tame joyuM nahIM ke nIce jovApUrvaka susAdhunI jema vihAra karatAM A mahAtmA cAlatA hatA. emanI vizuddha saMyamI joI mane dilamAM atyaMta Adara pedA thaI gayo." A sAMbhaLI ratibhAIne thayuM ke AcAronI zithilatAthI sAdhuthI dUra bhAgatA AvA dharmapremI AtmAone AcArakRDha sAdhuone joI keTalo badho lAbha thAya ? temane sAMbhaLI mane pazcAttApa thayo ke meM A zAsanarAgI suzrAvakane paMcAtiyA kacyA. A ratibhAIne zAsana haiyAmAM kevuM vasI gayeluM ke vadhu ne vadhu jIvo zAsanarAgI bane evuM icchatA hatA ! nAnA ane ajANyA evA mArI paNa eka nAnI kriyAmAM thoDI vidhi joI to temane khUba AnaMda thayo ! he kalyANakAmI bhavyo ! tame paNa kayAMya paNa jinajJApAlana vagere joIne AnaMda pAmazo to anumodanA vagereno ghaNo lAbha thaze. . arjana paNa na AcAramAM aDaga viramagAma pAse lagabhaga 15 ki.mi. dUra TrenTa nAmanuM gAma che. tyAM . lAlubhAI rahe. bIDIonuM bhAre vyasana. jAtanA rajapUta. ekavAra bIDI pItA hatA ne pa.pU. mahAyazasAgara ma. sAhebe tenA tyAganI preraNA karI. haLukarmI jIva. tethI AtmahitanI vAta gamI. svIkArI. pachI avAranavAra ma.sA.nA darzane jAya. te arjana chatAM temanI yogyatA joI ma.sA. dharmanI preraNA kare. ema satsaMgathI navakAravALI, sAmAyika, covihAra, 64 praharI pauSadha vagere ArAdhanA karatA thaI gayA. (A vAMcI tamane tamArA bhAre karmIpaNAnuM duHkha thAya che ?) nAnA gAmanA A ajainane ekavAra eka sAdhu maLyA ne ATalI badhI ArAdhanA karI. For Personal & Private Use Only

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tamane bAre mAsa ne ghaNIvAra vidvAna, vakatA, saMyamI mahAtmAo maLe che, tame ArAdhanA keTalI vadhArI ? khAmI kayAM ? 4, 6 jaNane eka ja skuTara para besADI skuTarano kasa kADhanAra amadAvAdavAsI puNyathI maLela jinazAsanano kasa kADhe ? arthAt vadhu ArAdhanA karavAno moko maLe tyAre vadhAvI le ? A lAlubhAIne sagAsaMbaMdhI rajapUtonA lagna vageremAM javuM paDe. badhA rAtre jame. Amane paNa sagAsnehI dabANa kare. cokhkhI nA pADe. rajapUto kahe ke A to vANiyo ja thaI gayo che. chatAM lAlubhAI covihAranA niyamamAM makkama rahe. navakAra para dRDha zraddhA. roja gaNe. emane gAmaloko ane bAjunA gAmanA bhagata kahe. koIne kaMI muzkelI Ave to A bApu bhagata pAse Ave. ekavAra eka jaNane rAtre pANI pItAM loTAmAM rahela vIMchIe tALave DaMkha dIdho. khUba sojo Avyo. moDhuM khUle ja nahIM. lAlubhAI pAse lAvyA. dharmazraddhALu emaNe navakAra gaNI pANInAM TIpA moMmAM nAMkhyAM. thoDuM khUlyuM. vadhu pANI maMtrIne pAyuM. sArUM thaI gayuM. Ama ghaNAMnA ghaNA roga zraddhAbaLathI navakArathI maTADe. ekavAra sAmAyikamAM beThelA. 4-5 miniTanI vAra hatI. moTo sApa Avyo. paNa sAmAyika bhAMgavAnA DarathI khasyA nahIM ! pheNa DolAvI sApa adRzya thaI gayo ! ajaino svasamAja sAme paDI tathA ApattimAM paNa jaina dharmapAlanamAM dRDha rahe che. to tamAre jainoe to nAnI muzkelImAM kaMdamULa tyAga vagere pAyAnA AcAro pALavA na joIe ? 38. bALakonA devadUto amadAvAda zAMtinAthanI poLanA suzrAvaka lAlabhAI trIkamalAla varSothI bALakone dharma ArAdhanA mATe khUba protsAhano Ape che ! dA.ta. je pUjA kare tene, sAMje kapALamAM cAMllo batAve tene pensIla, noTa vagere 30 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kAMIne kAMI prabhAvanA kare. roja 200thI vadhu bALako cAMllo batAvI jAya. prabhu prArthanAo gokhI lAve tene prabhAvanA kare. pAdazAhanI poLanA caMpakabhAI pUjA kare te bALakone vekezanamAM roja prabhAvanA kare che. alaga alaga vastu Ape. hamaNAM to eTalI nAnI poLamAM 60 bALarAjAo pUjA karatA thaI gayA. (A vAMcI tamane zA bhAva jAgyA? gAmanA, saMghanA, paDozanA ane potAnA bALakone, pUjA, gAthA vagere dharma kare te mATe protsAhita karavAno saMkalpa karyo? vadhu zakaya na hoya to potAnA bALakone roja ane vekezanamAM vizeSapaNe dharma kare te mATe preraNA, protsAhana, pRcchA, prazaMsA vagere karazo ?) tamArA saMtAnonA skUla-kolejanA abhyAsa mATe tame khUba kALajI karo cho; protsAhana Apo cho. to dharma-ArAdhanA mATe avAranavAra preraNA karavI ethI paNa vadhu jarUrI nathI ? che ja. vaMditu, aticAra vagere tuM gokhI lAve to Abu pharavA laI jaIza vagere protsAhana ApavAthI teo karaze. puNyathI temaNe jaina kULa meLavyuM che. zakti paNa ghaNI che. khAmI prAyaH tamArI kALajI nathI e che. skUla kolejamAM sArA mAkarsa lAve te tamArA saMtAnane logassa vagere paNa nA AvaDe te tamAre mATe zaramajanaka nathI? dharmanuM na bhaNe to pApa tamane na lAge? A bAbata khUba vicArajo. tamArA saMtAnone sArA saMskAra Apazo to puNya to jarUra baMdhAze; pAchalI uMmare teo tamane sevA, samAdhi vagere Apaze ane bIjA paNa ghaNA lAbha thaze. saMtAnane sadgatigAmI ne sukhI banAvavAnuM pratyeka mAbApanuM mahattvanuM kartavya che. 1 29. Adarza patra : . . ekavAra eka DokaTarane maLavA gAmanA pratiSThita mANaso temanA ghare AvelA, vAto cAlatI hatI, cAlu vAtamAM ekAeka DokaTara UThayA. mulAkAtIne atyaMta Azcarya thayuM. paNa hakIkata jANIne Azcarya sAthe AnaMda anekagaNo vadhI gayo. sAkSAt joyuM ke thoDe dUra DosIne For Personal & Private Use Only

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acAnaka udharasa AvelI. vRddhA gaLapho thUMkavA UThatI hatI eTalAmAM to A DokaTare doDIne potAnI hatheLI dharI vRddhAne kahyuM : "mA ! A hatheLImAM thUMka !' mAe vAtsalyathI DokaTarane navarAvI nAMkhyo. DokaTare gaLapho dUra karI, hAtha dhoI mAnAM baraDe hAtha pheravavA mAMDayo ! mahemAnane A jotAM jugupsA ne Azcarya thayA. thoDIvAre pAchA AvelA DokaTarane pUchatAM khulAso karyo. 'A mArA pUjya ne parama upakArI mAtuzrI che. mArI 1 varSanI ati nAnI uMmare pitA svargavAsI thayA. gAmamAM ghAsa vagere lAvI majUrI karI mane moTo karyo. 4 varSano karyo. mA kAma kare. mane bhaNavA mUkayo. dareka dhoraNamAM 1 le naMbare pAsa thato. meTrika thayo. nokarI karI have mAne ArAma ApuM, sukha ApuM evI mArI icchA hatI. paNa mAe cokhkhI nA pADI ane AgrahapUrvaka mane kahayuM : 'tuM khUba bhaNa. huM majUrI karIza. tuM bhaNIne khUba sukhI thA evI mArI aMtaranI icchA pUrNa kara !' anicchA chatAM mAtAnI jIdane kAraNe bhaNavAnuM cAluM rAkhyuM. mAnA AzirvAdathI DokaTara banyo. mAtuzrInI kRpAthI thoDA varSamAM moTo prasiddha sarjana thaI gayo ! sukha, samRddhi khUba maLyA. karoDa rU. no baMgalo paNa maLI gayo che. Aje A je aDhaLaka vaibhava maLyo che tenA mULamAM mAnA AzirvAda, vAtsalya, majUrI vagere ghaNuM che. A mAno upakAra AMkha samakSa satata taravare che. bhakti-sevAnI taka maLe tyAre thoDuM RNa cUkavAya e bhAvathI avasara cUkato nathI. mAnI uMmara thaI. thoDI ghaNI bImArI Ave, udharasa Ave tyAre mAne takalIpha na paDe mATe tarata doDuM chuM. thUMkadAnI levA jauM tyAM sudhI mAne gaLapho rAkhI mUkavo paDe, takalIpha paDe mATe mArA hAthamAM jhIlI lauM chuM ! A mAe to mArA maLamUtra vagere sApha karyAM che ! huM to eNe je karyuM che tenA lAkhamAM bhAganuM ya karato nathI. prabhu kRpAthI patnI paNa khUba sArI maLI che.' DokaTaranI ucca koTinI mAtRbhakti joI, sAMbhaLI mulAkAtIe moMmAM AMgaLAM nAMkhyA ! mahemAnanI jugupsA karyAMya bhAgI gaI! DokaTara pratye khUba ahobhAva thaI gayo ! A vAMcI tamane DokaTara kevA lAgyA? 32 For Personal & Private Use Only

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mahAna mANasa? temanI advitIya mAtRbhaktine kAraNe ? tame paNa tamArA upakArI mAtApitAnI bhakti karazo to loko tamane khUba sArA mANasa jarUra mAnaze. nahIM karo ane pUjyone trAsa Apazo to paisA vagerene kAraNe tamArI samakSa tamArI niMdA nahIM kare, paNa tamArI pAchaLa to dilanA sAcA bhAvo vyakta karaze. vaLI tamArA saMtAno paNa tamane trAsa Apaze. uparAMtamAM pApa ne duHkha Avaze e badhA jJAnIkathita phaLa to tamAre bhogavavA paDaze. tyAM hAjara DaoNkaTaranA dharmapatnIne pUchatAM kahyuM: "mArA sAsu khUba rUpALAM hatAM. vidhavA banyA tyAre khUba nAnI vaya hatI. potAnA putranA sukha khAtara pote badhA sukhone lAta mArI. punarlagna na karyA! ghaNA kaSTo veThI bhaNAvI gaNAvI ATalA moTA DokaTara banAvyA. temano to amArI upara asIma upakAra che. divasa rAta ame baMne temanuM RNa cUkavAya eTaluM cUkavIye chIe. rAta-madharAte paNa mAtAjIne udharasa Ave, gaLaphAno avAja saMbhaLAya to amArA bemAMthI je jAge te tyAM doDIne temanI yathAyogya sevA karIe. A mAe mArA patine hatheLIno chAMyo Apyo che. jarAya duHkha paDavA dIdhuM nathI. ame to mAtra enuM pratibiMba pADIe chIe.' mahemAnanA hRdayamAM DokaTara ne temanA patnInA A bhaktibharyA zabdo kotarAI gayA. traNeyanI mahAnatA joI jANI emanuM aMtara jANe ati sugaMdhI attarathI na hoya tema suvAsita thaI gayuM. he puNyazALIo ! tIrthakaro, mahApurUSoe mAtA vagere upakArIonI anukaraNIya abhuta bhakti karI che. jamAnAnI kahevAtI khoTI asarothI aLagA rahI tame paNa anaMta upakArI mAtApitA vagerenI yathAzakti bhakti karI Atmahita sAdho. kadAca saMyogo Adine kAraNe sevAbhakti ochI vadhatI thAya to paNa mAnA pratye AdarabhAva bahumAna to khUba rAkhavA. tenA haiyAne ApaNA kaThora vacanothI Thesa na pahoMce teTalI kALajI to badhA rAkhI zake. A dIkaro mAro ja che. enA haiyAnA khUNe khUNe mAruM sthAna che.' ATalI khAtrI tamArA vacana-vartanathI tene karAvavI e susaMtAnonuM kartavya che. dareke kRtajJa banavuM ja joIe e jJAnInI hitazikSA ApaNA ja kalyANa mATe For Personal & Private Use Only

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che. sujJeyu kiM bahunA ? 40. jaina mammI pappA banavuM che ? rasikabhAI (kAkAbaLIyAnI poLa, amadAvAdavALA) badhAM bALakone janmathI ukALeluM pANI pIvarAve che. janmanA thoDA divaso pachI rAtribhojana tyAga (tivihAra) tathA pUjA roja karAve che. navasArI, muMbaI vagerenA keTalAka bALako paNa Ama tivihAra, ukALeluM pANI, pUjA vagere kare che. teonA mAtApitAne khUba dhanyavAda ! bALako moTA thayA pachI kadAca tamAruM na mAne. paNa nAnA bALako to mammI pappA zIkhavADe te zIkhe. he dharmapremIo ! AvI zakaya ArAdhanAo tamArA badhA saMtAnone karAvI tame anaMta puNya upArje tathA tamArA vhAlA bALakone suMdara saMrakAra ne puNya Apo. * - 41. kAMtibhAInI gurubhakti aneka kAMtibhAInI kAnti ane tejalisoTA A be bhAgamAM tame jANyA. ahIM mAre zAmaLAnI poLanA kAMtibhAInI viziSTa sAdhanA varNavavI che. cauda varSanI bALa vaye cAritranI bhAvanA joradAra hatI ane udyama paNa karyo ! saphaLatA na maLI. dharmarAga sAco hato. tethI ghaNA varSothI derAsara upAzraya vagerenA vahIvaTa, kAmakAja, tIrthayAtrAo, vyAkhyAnazravaNa, sAdhubhakti Adi anekavidha ArAdhanAo cAlu ja che. vIseka varSa pahelAM pa.pU. gurUdeve temane preraNA karI - 'kAnti ! dIkSAno ullAsa have thato nathI to sAdhuonI bhakti ka2. zakti hoya to roja jJAnamaMdira javuM ane sAdhuone saMyama pAlanamAM Avazyaka auSadha vagere jANIne meLavI ApavA.' Atmahitecchu A ArAdhake gurUpreraNA jhIlI lIdhI ! varSothI sAdhusevA avirata cAlu ja che. emanA bIjA paNa guNo ane prasaMgo ghaNAM che. 34 For Personal & Private Use Only

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'42. vananI saphaLatA AkhA dezamAM prasiddhi pAmela zatruMjayano abhiSeka je mahAna AtmAe karAvyo te rajanIbhAI devaDI khUba dhamapremI hatA. ekavAra emane zubha bhAva jAgyo. te anusAra saMkalpa karyo ke sAdharmika bhakti karavI. pote tapAsa karI. madhyama varganA 22 jenA parivArone svayaM 11 lAkha rU. nuM guptadAna karyuM. AvI mAtabara chatAM gupta bhakti karanArA AvA hIralA haDahaDatA kalikALamAM paNa che ! bhale viralA hoya. bIjA eka DIsAvAsIe cha mAsa pahelAM ja zodhIne evA 22 parivArone nimaMtrI AdarathI jamADI darekane 1 - 1 lAkhanuM dAna karyuM. tamAre yathAzakti dAna dharma karavo che ke nIcenA kAvyane sAcuM pADavuM che? karma tane pUchaze, koInA AMsu luchayA'tA? - meM pheM pheM haM haM karato, mAnava kaheze zuM? zuM? zuM? ' ; . 43. vanya milAvavA , ; , ekavAra eka yuvAna sva. pa.pU. A.bha. zrImad vijaya bhuvanabhAnuM sUri ma.pAse AvIne kahe: "sAhebajI ! kolejanI vArSika parIkSAmAM deDakA cIravAnuM pharajiyAta hatuM. meM nirNaya karyo ke mAre A bhayaMkara pApa karavuM nathI. navakAra maMtra dilathI khUba, gaNatA prArthanA karI ke he prabhu ! A pApathI bacAva. parIkSA samaye gayo. mAro naMbara Avyo tyAre lAITa gaI! dazeka miniTa baMdha rahI. e daramyAna meM mane Apela jIvatA deDakAne chUTo mUkI dIdho ! bIjAno kApelo laI lIdho. parIkSA ApI dIdhI. pAsa thayo. prabhue pApathI bacAvI dIdho !' AvA kalikALamAM yuvAno paNa AvA draDha ahiMsAbhAvavALA che. he ahiMsApremIo! tame paNa yukti-prayuktithI trasahiMsA vagere moTA pApothI bacavA pUro prayatna karI ahiMsaka pariNAmone A bhavamAM khUba vRDha karo. For Personal & Private Use Only

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44. jApano prabhAva pa.pU.paM. zrI ratnasuMdaravijaya ma. ne eka yuvAna vinaMtI karI tenA ghare laI gayo. tenA kahevAthI tenI mAne chokarAnuM nAma pUchyuM. mA totaDAtI na... na mAMDa bole che. (putranuM nAma nagInadAsa hatuM.) pachI zrI navakAra saMbhaLAvavAnuM kahetAM mA Akho navakAra spaSTa bolyA ! pharI putranuM nAma pUchatAM totaDAya. mahArAjazrIe zrAvakane hakIkata pUchatAM nagInabhAIe kahyuM H 'hoziyAra DokaTa2ne batAvyuM. temaNe badhuM ceka karyuM. kAraNa DokaTara paNa nakkI nathI karI zakatA. paNa e hakIkata e che ke mArA mAtuzrIe 40 varSathI roja navakAramaMtranuM raTaNa karyuM che. tethI Aje 80 varSanI uMmare bImArImAM bhale mArUM nAma nathI bolI zakatA paNa navakAra spaSTa bolI zake che ! jApano kevo mahimA ? emane paNa Azcarya thAya che. tamane anaMta puNya maLelA navakArane evo AtmasAt karo ke sukhamAM, duHkhamAM ne maratAM enuM smaraNa thaI ja jAya. * * 45. maMtranI jema mahAprabhAvI vAtsalya guNa e beMgalorano kizora hato. pa.pU.A.zrI guNAnaMdasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA paricaye 13 varSanI laghuvaye yAvajjIva TI.vI. tyAganuM moTuM parAkrama karyuM. dIkSAnI bhAvanA thaI ! paraMtu dIkSA thatAM pahelAM pU. zrIno svargavAsa thayo. dayAnidhi pa.pU. A.bha. zrImad vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebane A dikSArthInA AtmAnI ciMtA thaI. bolAvyo. pUchayuM : 'have zuM karavuM che ?' eNe raDatAM kahyuM : "gurudeva gayA. have ghera jaIza." bALaka hato. premano bhUkhyo hato. pU. zrIe tenA hita mATe upAya zodhyo. 'he puNyazALI ! tuM mArI pAse rahe. mAtra abhyAsa karavAno. dIkSA bhale na laIza' dharmarAgI e kabUla thayo. bhaNAvatAM pU. zrIe evuM vAtsalya ApyuM ke dIkSA lIdhI ! Aje paNa e bALasAdhu saMyama sAdhatA kahe che ke bhUla thAya, guno karUM, tyAre gurudeva For Personal & Private Use Only

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dhamakAve, mAre, paNa emanuM haiyuM vAtsalaya nItaratuM ! 2-5 miniTamAM mAtAnI jema prema Ape. he zANA suzrAvako ! samajyA ? tamArA bALako vagerene mAtAnI jevA prema vAtsalyathI evAM rasa-taraboLa karo ke pachI e paththaramAMthI paNa tame benamUna suMdara zilpa ghaDI zakazo. saMtAnone zreSTha saMskAra siMcI kuLadIpaka ane zAsanadIpaka paNa banAvI zakazo. prema-vAtsalye zetAnone paNa saMta banAvyA hoya evA jaina - ajaina ghaNA prasaMgo banI gayA che. dilane paththara banAvavAthI sva-52nuM ahita thAya che. jyAre dilane premamaya banAvI badhAne prema-amRtathI sIMco to sva-para hita sadhAya che. jAte anubhava karI premanA mahimAne oLakhI sarvane sukhI banAvo e ja mahecchA. jaino tattvadraSTi keLave to sarva jIvo pratye maitrI ane vAtsalya jarUra janme. kAraNa ke zrI tIrthaMkaroe badhA ja jIvone svarUpathI arihaMta jevA kahyA che. ** 46. juo re juo jaino kevA vratadhArI pATaNanA prakAzabhAIno jhagamagato dharmaprakAza jANI ApaNe paNa ApaNA anaMta karmono nAza karIe. teo roja 4 thI 5 sAmAyika kare che. zrAvakapaNAnI vadhu ArAdhanA karavA dhaMdhAmAMthI nivRtti laI lIdhI che ! mAtra vyAjamAM nirvAha kare che. bhAIoe khUba Agraha karatA temane kahyuM "dukAne bhale na AvatA. peDhImAM tamAro bhAga cAlu rahevA do !" tyAre temaNe bhAIone moTA pApathI bacAvavAnI bhAvanAthI javAba Apyo, 'tame rAtribhojana-tyAga karo to rAkhuM.' bhAIonI e taiyArI na hovAthI pote peDhImAMthI potAno bhAga kADhI nAMkhyo ! kevI anumodanIya nispRhatA ! khullAmAM saMDAsanI sagavaDatA muMbaImAM na hovAthI e pApathI bacavA muMbaI kAyama mATe choDI daI pATaNa rahevA jatA rahyA ! potAnA ghare puNyathI Avela saMtAno skUla-kolejanA 39 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhayaMkara vAtAvaraNathI anekAneka pApothI Atmaahita na kare te mATe 7 dhoraNathI vadhu bhaNAvatA nahIM! he jeno ! kadAca tame ATalI badhI ArAdhanA na karI zako topaNa sAmAyika, rAtribhojana - tyAga vagere ArAdhanA yathAzakti karI svahita sAdho e manokAmanA. 'ja. deva che ? (ana prasaMgo I.sa. 1957mAM banelI A satya ghaTanA che. sarvajJo vagere devone sAkSAt juve che. temanA vacano satya che e puravAra karato A prasaMga vAMcI ApaNe tIrthakaro ane zAstro para draDha zraddhA karavA jevI che. pIlapuA nAmanA gAmamAM dalavIrakhAM rahetA hatAM. pIpaLAnuM jhADa temaNe so rUpiyAmAM kharIdyuM. sthiti sAmAnya tethI isAkamAMnA bhAgamAM lIdhuM. baMnee paisA kamAvA jhADane kApavAno nirNaya karyo. kApavAnA nirdhArIta divasanI AgalI rAte dalavIrane svapra AvyuM, "huM pIpaLo chuM. mane kApIza nahIM. vRkSanA mULa pAse sonuM che. meLavIne paisA kamAje jAgyo. zraddhA nahIM. chatAM svapra mujaba khodatAM sonuM maLyuM ! Azcarya pAmyo. bIbIne vAta karI, chatAM paNa paisAnA lobhathI vRkSa kApavA mAMDayuM. lohI nIkaLyuM. topaNa kApavAnuM cAlu rAkhyuM. dalavIrano yuvAna sAjo putra tyAre ja ociMto bImAra paDayo. thoDIvAre pIpaLo kapAIne paDayo. te ja samaye putra maya! dalavIra raDavA mAMDayo. tenI bIbIe patinA lobhathI ame putra gumAvyo te vAta paDozIone karI. potAnA pApano tene khUba pazcAttApa thayo. jAta anubhava pachI miyAMjIe eka vRkSa na kApyuM ane pIpaLAnI roja pUjA karavA mAMDI. Ano sAra e che ke devo che ane ApaNe dharma karIe to devabhava paNa maLe. tethI yathAzakti dharma karavAno saMkalpa karavo. For Personal & Private Use Only

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' ' , 48. jinAjJApAlaka bano arUNa sosAyaTI (amadAvAda)mAM derAsara sAme pANI vahoravA gayo. keTalA vAge utAryuM che? ema meM pUchatAM zrAvikAe kahyuM. "sAheba! atyAre to comAsuM nathI. 2 kALa nathI. pachI AvuM kema pUcho cho?" meM khulAso karyoH "he puNyazALI ! ziyALAmAM pANIno 4 praharano kALa hoya. tethI sUryodayathI vahelA utAryuM hoya to sUryAsta pahelAM kALa pUro thaI jAya. sacitta thaI jAya..' jinAjJArAgI te bahene A sAMbhaLatAM ja kahyuM: "sAhebajI! Ape jaNAvyuM te sAruM karyuM. chelle kalAka vaparAya te mATe thoDuM pANI navuM ukALI laIza. tethI ukALela pANI pIvAno niyama mAro na bhAMge.' varSothI pANI pInArane potAnI bhUla khabara paDI te ja divasathI niyama-pAlananI jAgRti keLavI!' ' dhanyavAda AvA sAcA dharmapremIne. tame paNa sAcuM jANI AcaraNamAM mUkI anaMta kalyANakara jinAjJAnA rAgI bano. ' 49, jajagajaba cANavanA : 1. tAjA janmelA bALakane te divase DokaTare jarUra paDe khAMDanuM pANI ApavA kahyuM. dharmI dAdIe bALakane sAMje upavAsa karAvyo ! loko bartha De e abhakSya vastuo khAya ne seMkaDone khavaDAve. jyAre A bALakanA puNyathI dAdIe janmyo te ja divase upavAsa karAvyo. vAsaNAnA madhubhAIno A pautra atyAre 9mAsano che. tenuM nAma to bhavya che ja, puNyathI paNa bhavya lAge che ! amerIkana sArA ke amadAvAdI? - amerIkAmAM 25 varSathI rahetA DokaTara narendrabhAI mULa amadAvAdanA che. amerIkAmAM kensara spezIyAlIsTa che. chatAM dharmanA premI che. dara varSe pAlItANA yAtrA karavA Ave che. temanA dharmapatnI haMsAbenane temanI preraNAthI thoDo dharma karatAM dharmano re. For Personal & Private Use Only

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aciMtya mahimA samajAyo ! teo varSamAM 1-2 vAra amadAvAda AvI vyAkhyAnazravaNa, dharma abhyAsa tathA vAMcana vagere kare che. A varSe pAlItANA comAsuM karavAnI bhAvanA haMsAbenane thaI che. Do. narendrabhAI saharSa saMmati ApatAM kahe che: "tuM jeTalo karavo hoya eTalo dharmakara!.' haMsAbena amadAvAdamAM dharaNIdhara pAse rokAI paMDita rAkhI dharma-abhyAsa vagere zraddhAthI ne jijJAsAthI kare che ! he amadAvAda-muMbaI-vAsI suzrAvaka-suzrAvikAo! A vAMcI tame paNa vyAkhyAnazravaNa, tattva-abhyAsa, dharma karavAnI kuTuMbIone hasatAM rajA, dharmavAMcana vagere yathAzakti karavAno saMkalpa karI A durlabha mAnavajanmane saphaLa karazo? 3. amadAvAda lAvaNya sosAyaTInA rohitabhAIe potAnA gurUdevanI ghera padharAmaNI thaI enA AnaMda-ullAsamAM 40 varSanI uMmare sajoDe mAvajIva cothuM vrata lIdhuM ane enI yAdamAM bhAre ThAThathI gRhamaMdira ane gurupratimA ghare sthApana karAvyA. 4. hubalInA dharmarAgI zrAvikA sAcI mAtA che. te potAnA suputra kuNAlane roja pharajiyAta pAThazALAmAM mokale. parIkSA AvI hoya topaNa pAThazALA javAnuM ja. adhyApakazrIne cIThThI lakhI vahelo mokalavAnuM jaNAve. mAtAnI kALajIthI thoDA ja samayamAM 2 pratikramaNa bhaNI gayo ! atyAre to pAMca pratikramaNa saMpUrNa bhaktAmara vagere bhaNI gayo che. Aje ghaNAM bALakone 10-15 sUtra paNa AvaDatA nathI. kono vAMka ? mAtApitAno. skUlanA lezananI ciMtA karanArA mAtApitAo saMtAnone samajAvIne, dhamakAvIne pAThazALAmAM mokale ane ghare bhaNAve to skUlanI jema dhArmika paNa ghaNuM bhaNe. pUnAnA rAmalAlabhAI dharmapremI che. 1. roja savAre 2-rAA kalAka khUba suMdara pUjAbhakti kare! ane sAMje darzana karatAM prabhu AgaLa stutio 5,10,15 miniTa bhAvapUrvaka bolyA ja kare ! 2. ophise paNa dhArmika gokhe, vAMce! phAlatu vAto, gappA na mAre! 5. For Personal & Private Use Only

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3. dara varSe kharca uparAMtanI badhI Avaka dharmakSetromAM vAparI nAMkhe prAyaH roja vyAkhyAnazravaNa, pratikramaNamAM prabhAvanA vagere ghaNI ghaNI ArAdhanA kare che. dhArmika vAMcana, dAna vagere temanA jevA guNo tamArAmAM lAvavA saMkalpa ne purUSArtha karavA jevo che. hubalInA caMpAlAlajI gAMdhImuthA dharmarAgI che. eka vAra mane jaNAvyuM ke mAre pAMca hajAra dharmamAM vAparavAno lAbha levo che! meM pa.pU.A.bha. ne pUchI 3 sthAna jaNAvI bhAvanA hoya tyAM lAbha laI zakAya ema javAba Apyo. tyAre mane lakhe ke huM to ajJAna chuM. kayA kSetramAM ApuM e tame AjJA pharamAvo ! kevA uttama suzrAvaka? dAnanI bhAvanA ane te paNa gurU kahe te kSetramAM ApavuM e viveka! AvA vivekapUrvakanA dAnathI ja yathArtha phaLa maLe. tethI jyAre dAna karavAnI bhAvanA thAya tyAre gItArtha gurUbhagavaMtane pUchI temaNe kahela sthAne dAna karavuM. borIvalInI yuvatInI dIkSAnI bhAvanA na phaLI. bIjavara sAthe lagna karavA paDayA. chatAM sAvakA putrone savAyA sAcavaje evI gurUNInI kaThina hitazikSAno zabdazaH amala karyo! saurASTramAM eka Akho upAzraya eka suzrAvake potAnA TrasTa taraphathI aMdhAvI e upAzrayamAM joItA sAvaraNIthI mAMDI tamAma upakaraNonA (cIja vastuono) lAbha paNa mane ja maLavo joIe ema nakkI karAvI lIdhuM ! sarakArI moTA ophIsaranA patnIe patine vinaMtI karI tamArI moTI posTane kAraNe tame ghaNI lAMca kamAI zako tema cho. paNa tamane khAsa kahuM chuM ke anItinI rAtI pAI paNa gharamAM na lAvazo. hIrAnI baMgaDInI mAre kAMI jarUra nathI. mane to anItinA dhananA tyAganI jinAjJA-pAlana rUpI amUlya ghareNAM ja pasaMda che! 10. naDiyAdanA suzrAvaka manubhAI sutarIyAnA dAdA potAnA baLadonI sevA mahine mAtra eka ja vAra mAtaranI yAtrA karavA mATe le! bAkI kAyama baLadone mAtra khavarAvavAnuM. For Personal & Private Use Only

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11. khaMbhAtanA praphullabhAI varSothI amadAvAda rahe che. pa.pU. sva. A.bha. zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI ma.nA guNo pratye anero AdarabhAva che. tethI temanI svargavAsa - tithi vai.va. agiyA2sanA divase lakSmIvardhaka derAsare bhaktAmaranA ArAdhakone prabhAvanA kare che ! Aje potAnI patnI, putra, pitAnI tithinI ujavaNI hajAro kare che. paNa gurUnI tithi prabhAvanA vagerethI ujavanArA AvA virala gurUbhaktone lAkho dhanyavAda! 12 muMbaIvAsI mANekalAla cunIlAla dAnavIra tarIke prakhyAta hatA. udAratAthI khUba dAna kare. aMte maratAM paNa eka vizvAsu AgevAnane bolAvI 3 lAkha rUpiyA jevI mAtabara rakamanuM dharmamAM dAna karyuM ! jIvatAM to ghaNAM dAna emaNe karelA. paNa maratAM dAna yAda Ave e kevA dAnapremI ? ! tame paNa mahAprabhAvI dAna dharma jIvatAM ne maratAM paNa ArAdho e ja zubhecchA. TaMkazALa (kALupura, amadAvAda)mAM eka suzrAvikA rahe che. pagathiyAnA upAzraye comAsAmAM abhigraha ekAsaNA karAvelA. tenI yojanA pramANe temane akrama ka2vAnI cIThThI AvI. mane maLyA. kahe 'sAheba ! ghaNAM varSothI upavAsa paNa karyo nathI. aThThama karavAnI cIThThI AvI che.' tyAre meM temane kahyuM ke zakti na hoya tene anya ArAdhanA ApavAnI meM vAta karI ja che. tyAre te zrAvikA bolyA, 'sAhebajI ! gharanA badhA kahe che ke tArA bhAgyamAM aThThama hato tethI tane e cIThThI AvI che. to have tuM aThThama ka2. vaLI gharamAM rAMdhanAra bIjuM koI nathI. chatAM gharanA badhA kahe che ke 'ame amArI vyavasthA karI laIzuM. tuM tAre nizciMta thaIne aThThama kara.' te bahena tathA temanA gharanA kevA dharmapremI ! meM temanI bhAvanAne puSTi ApI. ama temane khUba sAro thaI gayo. pAraNe Agraha karI mane laI gayA ApaNe ArAdhanA karI zakatA hoIe to karavAnI ja. paraMtu paristhiti AdinA kAraNe kadAca na karI zakIe topaNa bIjAne ArAdhanAmAM sahAyaka thavuM. bIjo bhAga saMpUrNa 42 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ane aMte ) * he vAcaka, pustaka gamyuM ? - to amAMthI vattI ochI ArAdhanA jIvanamAM lAvavA - saMkalpa karI yojanAbaddha puruSArtha karavA jevo che. * to saMtAnone A prasaMgo premathI kahI susaMskArI banAvavA joIe. ja to A prasaMgo zAMtithI vAraMvAra vAMcavAthI khUba ja lAbha thaze. * mitro, svajano, pozIo vagere 5-rapa ne bheTa ApavAthI temanuM jIvana paNa madhamadhatuM upavana banI zake che ! * zubha prasaMgo vAraMvAra AvatA hoya che. kyAreka A suMdara pustakanI prabhAvanA karavAthI ghaNAMne thoDo ghaNo lAbha thaze. ghaNAM badhAMne lAbha thayo paNa che. (gAme-gAma ghare-ghare Ano pracAra thavAthI nAnA-moTA sahune prAyaH A prasaMgothI ArAdhanA, anumodanAnI preraNA maLaze. tamane alpa dhanathI paropakAranuM amApa puNya maLaze. * prathama bhAganI mAtra 500 nakalo sAthe prakAzita thayela A pustaka bhAga 1 thI 5 5000 kopI sAthe pragaTa thAya che. * pahelA bhAganI jA varSamAM 9 AvRtti ane bAkInA bhAgonI paNa aneka AvRtti ane hiMdI sAthe AnI kula 86,700 nakalo pragaTa thaI che ! * saghaLA bhAga vAMco, vaMcAvo, vasAvo, vicAro, vaheMco. ja bhAga-5 kansezanathI rUA. 1/- mAM maLaze. * AvA preraka satya prasaMgo mane mokalI Apo. * bhAga-6 TUMka samayamAM prakAzita thaze. For Personal & Private Use Only

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che , C) ( DEO A ) moTA moTA mAMthAone paNa ekAMte asAra A saMsAramAM avAra navAra avanavI Aphato AvyA ja kare che.. - Apattio pApathI ja Ave che. vipattiothI bacavA ane sAcA sukho meLavavA pApa ghaTADI dharma che, vadhAravo joIe. he jaino ! tame dharmapremI cho, chatAM A kalikALamAM sarvatra prasarelA pApa ane svArthanA vAtAvaraNathI tame paNa ochA vattA kharaDAyA hazo, A bhayaMkara doSo tamAruM bhayaMkara ahita karaze. koI paNa rIte enAthI bacavuM jarUrI che. he puNyazALIo ! AjIvikA Adi anekavidha ciMtAomAM phasAyelA tamane A mAnavabhavane saphaLa karavA dharma vadhAravAnI ane pApa ghaTADavAnI bhAvanA paNa ghaNI vAra thatI haze. A zreSTha bhAvanA pUrNa karavAno suMdara upAya AmAMnA prasaMgo ekAgratAthI vAMcavA e paNa che. gulAba jevA maghamaghatA A satya prasaMgo vartamAnakALanA hovAthI khUba preraka che. amAsanI aMdhArI rAtre AhalAdaka prakAza relAvatA TamaTamatA vitra prasaMgo tamane co anumodanAnuM puNyAnu baMdhI mahita karavA samartha banAva 120624 | prasaMgomAMthI ke yathAzakti dha gyanmandirgkobatirthorg karazo. | eka ma i ra (va, ALRELL al Serving JinShasan L Vain Education ainelibrary.org Wainelibrary.org mudraka : navanIta prInTarsa, phona : 079-56 2 2326