Jad Chetannu Bhedgyan

Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Divine Knowledge Society
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005916/1

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jaDa-cetananuM bhedajJAna pU. zrI citrabhAnujI

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jaDa-zetananuM bhedazAnA : pravacanakAra : pU. zrI citrabhAnujI

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prakAzakaH DIvAIna noleja sosAyaTI C/o. 28/30, vAlakezvara roDa, muMbaI-400 006. anuvAdaka kezavalAla mohanalAla zAha mudraka H sAgara ArTa prinTarsa 2-C-42, zAMtinagara, mIrA roDa, (muMbaI) prApti sthAna : AkAra ArTa gelerI 49-e, bhulAbhAI desAI roDa, muMbaI-400 02 6. navabhArata sAhitya maMdira 134, prinsesa sTrITa, muMbaI-400 002. gAMdhI mArga, amadAvAda 380 006. jaina prakAzana maMdira 309/4, khatrInI khaDakI dozIvADAnI poLa, amadAvAda-380 006. mUlya H rUA. 15/

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maMgala bhAvanA maitrIbhAvanuM pavitra jharaNuM muja haiyAmAM vahyA kare, zubha thAo A sakala vizvanuM evI bhAvanA nitya rahe, guNathI bharelA guNIjana dekhI, haiyuM mAruM nRtya kare, e saMtonAM caraNa kamalamAM muja jIvananuM artha rahe, dIna, kUra ne dharmavihoNA dekhI dilamAM darda rahe, karuNAbhInI AMkhomAMthI azruno zubha srota vahe, mArgabhUlelA jIvanapathikane mArga ciMdhavA Ubho rahuM. kare upekSA e mAraganI, toye samatA citta dharuM, citrabhAnunI dharmabhAvanA, haiye sau mAnava lAve, verajheranAM pApa tyajIne, maMgala gIto sau gAve. saprema...

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prastAvanA IjiptamAM mAnavadhaDa ane siMhanA mastakavALuM eka pattharanuM bAvaluM che. mANasamAM chupAyela pazutA ane pazumAM chupAyela mAnavanuM e pratika che. dharmajhanUna ane dharmAnjatAnA nAme yuddho ane jehAdo thayAM. rAjya lobhanA kAraNe hITalaro, musolonIo, dUryodhano, sikaMdaro ane aNuyuddhothI tArAja nAgAsAkI hIrozImA pariNamyAM. vyaktigata saMgharSoe paNa bhayaMkara tArAjI karI - A sarva aniSTo mANasanI pazutAnAM pariNAmo che. chatAM e mANasanI adbhuta zaktinA purAvA paNa che. DAyojanIjha dhoLA divase phAnasa laIne pharato ane kaheto ke "huM mAnavane khoLuM chuM." mANasamAM A pazutAnA sthAne jyAre jyAre mAnavatA khIlI tyAre tyAre saMskAra ane maitrIpUrNa saMskRtinuM sarjana paNa thayuM. tIrthaMkaro, avatAro, mahA mAnavo, saMto, mahAtmAo paNa AmAMthI ja pragaTayA. dharmabhAvanA ane vizvabaMdhutva paNa prasaryA. mAnavazAstrIo paNa jAhera kare che ke mANasa potAnA bhAgyano ghaDavaiyo che. nAvano kaptAna che. bhAvino mAlika che. AnuM rahasya zuM che? sUryanAM kiraNone ekAgra karAya tyAre solAranI prabaLa zakti pragaTa thAya che. lIMDIpIpara khUba ghUMTAya to rasAyaNa bane che. khIlI jANamAM ApavAmAM

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A sarva padArthomAM mananA vicAro sauthI vadhu zaktizALI zakti che. ene vAraMvAra ghUMTavAmAM Ave tyAre e bhAvanA bane che - je mANasanI anana zaktine AvaranArAM karmone bALI nAkhe che, kSaya kare che. vizvabharamAM bhagavAna mahAvIranI ahiMsA ane maitrInA saMdeza vAhaka pU. zrI citrabhAnujI Adhunika mAnasa zAstrIya zailIthI zAstronA rahasyo samajavI pUrva ane pazcimanA aneka paradezIonAM jIvanane jainadharma rUpI beTarIthI cArja karyA che. temanA jIvanamAM apUrva parivartana lAvI zakayA che. saMpUrNa zAkAhArI ahiMsaka banAvI navakAra mahAmaMtranA ArAdhaka banAvyA che. emaNe aneka aMgrejI graMtho bahAra pADayA che. temAM Philosophy of Soul and Mater nAmanA aMgrejI pustakano bhAvAnuvAda karavAnuM kArya soMpI mane anuprekSA karavAnI je taka ApI te badala huM temano atyaMta RNI chuM. jaina darzananA tatvajJAna para aMgrejImAM Apela vyAkhyAnono A saMgraha che. pazcimamAM bhAratIya tatvajJAna pratye rUci jAgI che, tene lakSyamAM rAkhI zakaya hoya teTalI sahaja saraLa bhASAmAM pU. zrI citrabhAnujIe AtmA ane pudagalanA saMbaMdha para prakAza pADayo che. AmAM emano anubhava ane bhASAnuM prabhutva sahaja che. koI paNa anuvAdaka mULa pravAha ane bhAva to anuvAdamAM na ja lAvI zake. tema chatAM meM prayatna karyo che. maulika pravAha ane bhAvane kayAMya kSati lAgyAM hoya to kSamA mAguM chuM. vAcako A pustakanuM vAMcana cintana karI bhAvagnimAM

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temanAM karmono kSaya karI caudaguNasthAnanA sopAna caDhI mokSa pAme e abhyarthanA. A cintana pradhAna pravacanone dharmadhArAmAM lekhamALA rUpe pragaTa karI enA vizALa vAcaka vargane jJAnadAnano lAbha apAvanAra taMtrI DaoN. zrI manaharabhAI sI. zAhano ghaNo ghaNo AbhAra. A prakAzanamAM keTalAka mahatvanA sudhArA ane zuddha prapha vAcana pramodAbena sI. zAhane AbhArI che. - kezavalAla mohanalAla zAha 8, kamalA niketana ena.DI. roDa, muMbaI-400 006.

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jaDa ane cetana . zaktinA bhedanuM jJAna A vizva jaDa ane cetananuM ghara che. jIvana mATe banenI bhAgIdArI jarUrI che. cetananA saMsargathI jaDa jIvata bane che. manane vicAra, kAnane zravaNa, AMkhone dRzya, nAkane sugaMdha, jIbhane svAda ane zarIrane sparza koNa karAve che ? A ekamAtra cetanA che. cetanA vinA magaja ane pAMca indriyo A badhA jIvanarahita ane kAryazIlatA rahita banI jAya che. badhAM bAhya rUpo nI pachavADe agocara koI tatva che. jIvana-arpaNa karanAra A adazya tatvane zuM nAma Apavu? saMskRtamAM Ane AtmA kahe che. aMgrejImAM sola, spIrITa, selpha, DIvAInalAIpha kahevAya che. kharI rIte A badhA aMgrejI zabdo AtmAno pUrNa artha batAvI zaktA nathI. zabda sAMbhaLatAM prANavata jIvaMta zaktino artha pragaTa thavo joIe. tethI ja mArA vArtAlApamAM huM vAraMvAra

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cetanAzakti' zabdano upayoga karI AtmA, sola spirITa, athavA selpha pAchaLanI maulika zakti samajAvavA prayatna karuM cetanAne vadhu spaSTa samajIe - sAmAnya rIte teno artha e thAya ke je indriyo dvArA varUne jANI zake te. tenI bIjI vyAkhyA "cetana mana paNa che. paNa huM je artha kahevA mAMgu chuM ke A badhI vyAkhyAo karatAM vizAla che. ApaNAmAMnA darekamAM cetanA che. je cetanAtmaka jAgRti che, upayoga che. A pravacanono paNa e ja hetu che ke, AtmAne ApaNA sauthI najIkanA sAthI tarIke jANavo, anubhavavo. A jAgRti mAnava cetanA para avataravI joIe. jyAre ApaNe AtmA ane padArtha vacceno bheda samajI zakaza, tyAre ApaNe cetanAno anubhava karI zakIzuM. prAcIna traSionA zabdomAM H koI zastra tene kApI zakatuM nathI koI agni tene bALI zakato nathI. koI sAgara tene DubADI zakato nathI. to koI vAyu tene sUkavI zakato nathI. te AtmA che. amara-zAzvata AtmA che. have ApaNe vizvamAM kAma karatI bilakula judA ja prakAranI (1) cetana (2) jaDa athavA pudagala zaktiono abhyAsa karIzuM. A tattvajJAnamAM padArthanA nAnAmAM nAnA

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- sUkamamAM sUvama bhAgane "paramANu' kahevAya che. ghaNA paramANuo bhegA thAya tyAre "aNa bane che, ane ghaNA aNuo bhegA thAya, tyAre skaMda bane che.enA ja deza pradeza bhegA thAya tyAre bhautika duniyAmAM dekhAtAM bAhya zArIrika svarUpo bane che. aNu e jaDa zakti che. teno svabhAva maLavuM ane kharavuM che. A prakiyA niraMtara cAle che. ghaDiyAlanA lolakanI jema satata gati ane sthiti vacce jhulyA kare che. A rIte teo ekabIjA sAme athaDAya che, jethI spaMdano utpanna thAya che. AthI bhinna AtmA athavA cetanAzakti jIvaMta che. tenAmAM nizcita sarjanazakti che. jenAthI aNuonI bhautika duniyAnI vyavasthAmAM parivartana Ave che. AtmA ane jaDa padArthanuM saMmilana eTale, saMsAra. A banne bhegAM maLI AkhA vizvanuM baMdhAraNa ghaDe che. ApaNe jyAre e samajIe ke pUrvanI saMskRti AtmAnuM rahasya khoLe che, ane pazcima saMskRti padArthanuM rahasya khoLe che, tyAre ja ApaNe anekAntapUrNa jJAna pUrNa thaI zake. ApaNe jo eka ja bAju joIe to ApaNI dRSTi bhrAmaka bane che. jeo aNuthI AgaLa kazuM joI zakatA nathI, teo phakta bhautika siddhio mATe ja puruSArtha kare che. ane jyAMthI zarUAta karI hatI te utpati ane layanI prakriyAmAM goLa goLa karyA kare che. mAnavane yaMtravatu gaNI teo potAnA vinAzane notare che. e ja rIte jeo

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khAlI AtmAnI ja vAto kare ane puruSArtha nI upekSA kare che teo nimna stara para jIvana vitAve che, pragati prati udAsIna bane che ane dukhI jIvo prati kaThora bane che. kAdavamAM janma pAmavo e karmanuM phaLa che, emAM gurutA paNa nathI ane laghutA paNa nathI, paraMtu emAMthI kamaLa banavuM e ja enI mahattA che. jIvavA mATe AtmA ane pudagala padArtha e banenI jarUra che. A banne vacce saMtulananI AvazyakatA che. ApaNe ApaNA kendramAM besI AtmA ane aNu bannenuM nirIkSaNa karavuM jarUrI che. prajJAcakSuthI ApaNI jAtane tapAsatAM ApaNane e samajAze ke ApaNe vyuhagrahita nathI yA pavitra paNa nathI, paNa hadayanI vizALatA ane cetanAnA vikAsa prati AgaLa vadhanAra musAphara chIe. A saMtulanano anubhava kevI rIte karavo? pudgala para AdhyAtmika AtmAno prakAza veravo, dhyAna dvArA kendra ane vartuLanuM jJAna meLavavuM, jaDa ane cetanano bheda samajavo. te samajAyA pachI gatinuM viSacakra nahi paNa pragati nI cokkasa dizA prApta thaze. pachI A rIte ApaNI cetanAzakti potAnI aMtima zuddhi prati jhaDapathI gati karI zakaze. AtmA ane pudgala vaccenA, saMbaMdhanI samajaNane vikasita karavAthI, AtmAnI zAzvata anaMta zaktio sAthe dhyAna dvArA susaMvAditA pragaTAvavAthI ApaNe ApaNI

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jAtanI ane samagra vizvakuTuMbanA ane sadhaLA jIvonI sevA karI zakIzu. jAgarUka mana yA zAMta jAgRti rUpa saMtulana dhyAna dainika jIvanamAM pragaTavuM e ApaNA vyaktigata svabhAva para AdhArita che. cetanAzakti ane jaDa zakti vacceno taphAvata kema mAluma paDe ? A banne vacceno zo saMbaMdha ? A praznono pratyuttara meLavavA mATe sAco sAdhaka samaje che ke mAtra bauddhika pRthakakaraNa ane tarkathI Ano ukela lAvI na zakAya. te jANe che ke mana padArthanuM sUkSma ane ucca svarUpa che paNa te potAthI para evA bIje cheDe joI zakatuM nathI. mana haMmezA pRthakakaraNa karI bhautika kakSAe ja nirNaya lai zake che. sAdhaka, dRzya padArthanI pelI bAju javA mAMge che. te samaje ke mananuM vizva mukhyatve zabdo ane dalIlo, carcAo ane avataraNo para AdhArita che. te jANe che ke mana zabdonI mAyAjALamAM phasAya che. ane chatAM pote ema mAnI le che ke "mane koI ucca tattvanI jhAMkhI thaI che" paNa vAstavika rite AMtaradarzanane badale te navA navA koyaDA UbhA kare che. potAnI sAthe saMmata na thAya tevAone nAstika''kAphara' vi. upanAmo Ape che. mana hamezAM bAhya-rUpa AkArone vaLage che, ane je ethI para hoya tene duzmana gaNe che. A rite dharmajhanUnI loko jeo prema ane susaMvAditAnA cAhaka hovAno dAvo kare che. teoja dhikkAra ane gharSaNa phelAve che. ItihAsamAM jotAM sauthI vadhu yuddho dharmanA nAme thayAM che. rUpanI duniyAmAM saMgharSa hovAno ja.

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E tyAM be mata vacce TakarAva thavAno ja. manano anubhava paNa pudagalanuM ja sarjana che. tene bhale AdayAtmika anubhavano ceharo paherAvo, te bhale sUkSma dekhAtuM hoya tema chatAM paNa te bhautika padArthanuM bIjuM svarUpa che. jayAre mana-zabdo, tarka, zAstra, dalIlo, bAhya rUpa-AkArane tame tamArI jiMdagI para zAsana karavA dayo cho, tyAre cittAtIta padArthonuM saundarya ane bhavyatA jovA tame mukata hotA nathI. tethI jeo manathI para thavA icche che teo bAhya carcAomAM paDavA karatAM aMtarmukha bane che. te aMtarmukhatA nahi paNa AtmanirIkSaNa che, jenAthI Atmazuddhi thAya che. A AtmavizleSaNathI tame tamArA vicAro, saMbaMdho, icchAo, Asaktio, lAgANIo ane kalpanAo taTasthatApUrvaka tapAsI zako cho. te hitakArI che ke ahitakArI teno nirNaya lai hitakArIne AvakAramAM ane ahitakArIno tyAga karavAno purUSArtha kheDI vijayI banI sAcA sukhI banI zako cho. A nirIkSaNamAM kazuMka camatkArika bane che. jAgRtino prakAza vadhe che ane junAM azubha tattvo dUra thAya che. navAM AvatAM nathI. krodhano taNakho, irSyAnI cinagArI, lobhanuM bhArepaNuM, ghamaMDano uchALo, mAyA, chetarapIMDInuM mojuM. vi. koIpaNa khaMDanAtmaka azubha tattva praveza kare ke turata ja

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jJAnano prakAza jhaLahaLI UThe che. ane tame pAchaLanuM nirIkSaNa karI aMdhakAra dUra na thAya tyAM sudhI thobhI javArUpa pratikramaNa karI, karelI bhulonuM prAyazcita karI zako cho. tenAthI lAgela malinatAne dUra karI zako che. A rIte jAgRti ane svanirIkSaNanI satata prakriyAthI eka nUtana jAgRtinuM prabhAta udita thAya che. have mana AtmA para koIpaNa prakAre niyaMtraNa karI zakatuM nathI. have AtmA mana para adhikAra calAve che. AtmAnA anaMta sahaja guNo pragaTavA lAge che. cetana ane jaDa zaktinuM varNana aneka prakAre thaI zake che. cetanano sahaja guNa che cetanAtmaka jAgRti. cetanA bhale bAhya dRSTie dRzya na hoya, paNa cetanA jyAM hoya che tyAM dareka jIvavALA padArthamAM vikAsa hoya che. eka nAno vanaspatino choDa paNa zvAsocchavAsanI kriyA kare che. vikAsa pAme che ane saDe paNa che. A badhI kriyAonuM maLa kAraNa jIva che. vanaspatinA choDane pANI pAvAmAM na Ave to te karamAI jAya che. karUNAthI karI tame pANI pAva to te pAcho khIlI UThe che. mAtRvRkSane vaLagI rahela eka navA aMkurane juo. te jema -jema vikare tema-tema tenA kada, prakRti ane raMga badalAyA kare che. koika vakhata tenI zurUAta gulAbI nasothI thAya che je parIpakva thatAM lIlo raMga dhAraNa karI tAjI sugaMdha Ape che. vRkSanI sAthe saMlagna hoya tyAM sudhI te khIleluM ane jIvaMta rahe che, paNa eka vakhata te vRkSathI chUTuM paDI jAya eTale te karamAI jAya che. te jIva vagaranuM

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nirjiva thaI jAya che. teno jIva cAlyo gayo hoya che. ane bAhya jaDa kalevara mAtra rahI jAya che. vanaspatimAM yA pazumAM cetanatattva manuSya jeTaluM vikAsa pAmyuM na hoya, khUba alpa hoya chatAM te jIvatattva to che ja. A lokomAM jIvana hota to teo halanacalana yA vikAsa na karI zakta. jIvanacakanI prakriyA badhAmAM ekasarakhI che. zarIramAMthI A cetanatattva jyAre vidAya le che, tyAre zarIra eka khAlI khokhuM jaDa, padArtha banI jAya che. cetanAzakti je AtmA nA nAme jANItI che tenI mukhya kakSA che cetanA. jayAM cetanA nathI tyAM tyAM jaDa padArtha, pugaLa rahe che. jeno svabhAva pUrAvuM ane khAlI thavuM ema che. dA.ta. pRthvI-pANI, agni, vAyu vi.nAM bAhya rUpo rAMLa jevA che. jaDa padArthomAM cetanA nathI. paNa teo pAse raMga, rUpa, sugaMdha ane sparza jevA guNo che. jaDanAM spaMdanono anubhava karI zakAya che. bhautika vizvanA gaNitane teo AdhIna che. karkazathI mRdu temanI zreNI che. karkaza padArtha dekhAya che, anubhavI zakAya che, paNa sUyama padArtha dekhAto nathI, anubhavI zakAya che. dA.ta. lAkho aNuo ane paramANuo havAmAM adRzya rIte ghUme che. AmAnA keTalAka amIbA (amoeba), bekaTerIyA, ane vAIrasamAM kharekhara cetanA hoya che. jyAre bIjA sUkA aNu-paramANu nirjIva hoya che. keTalIka vakhata jaDa padArthomAM paNa eTalI badhI zakatI hoya che ke teo manuSyanA mAnasika starane DhAMkI zake,

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badalI zake ane bIjI rIte prabhAvita karI zake. dA.ta. dArU, gAMjo-bhAMga, aphINa ane bIjA mAdaka padArtho. eka vakhata A nazo zarIramAM pravezyo eTale turaMta ja te zarIra ane mana para asara kare che, magajanA tatuMone bALI mUke che, te parivartanamAM AtmAnI mULa sthiti punaHprApta karavI lagabhaga azakya bane che. AtmAnAM spaMdano kadI paNa bhautika padArthathI baMdhAya nahi, prabhAvita thAya nahi yA tenA niyaMtraNamAM Ave nahi. paNa ajJAna, lobha, krodha vi. malina bhautika pradhAna bhAvonI saMgatamAM cetananI zakti DhaMkAI jAya che - AvarAI jAya che. ApaNuM kharuM kAma A ja che ke manane zuddha karavuM. mAnavacetananA jhaLahaLatA prakAzanuM pratibiMba pADe evuM mana taiyAra karavuM. AtmA zarIramAM hoya tyA sudhI teNe A ja kArya karavAnuM che. samyaka jJAnanA ajavALAmAM, dhyAnanA satata abhyAsathI AtmAnAM AvaraNo haTI jAya che. AtmA mananI khaMDanAtmaka dazAne utpana karatAM malina spaMdanono nAza karI zake che. khaMDanAtmakatAne badale sarjanAtmakatA Ave che. ane aMte cetananAM abhautika ane amApya spaMdano temanI bhautika zakithI bahAra phelAI samagra vizvanA jIvone AvarI le che. eka vakhata AtmAnA taraMgo ATalI UMcI kakSAe zuddha thAya, pachI te zuddha zaktinAM prakAzavaMta kirANo banI jAya che. mana to mAtra A mahAna zaktinuM eka alpAMza

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10 che. jema sUrya potAnA kiraNo prasArI duniyAne garamI Ape che puSTa kare che, tema zuddha AtmA potAnA samasta kendramAMthI vizvapremanAM kiraNo prasArI jIvanane zAMti ane sukhathI puSTa kare che. dazya padArtha uparAMta jaDa zaktinAM bIjA cAra adazya tattvo che. te badhA amUrta tattvo kahevAya che. ane te che gati, sthitI, avakAza tathA kALa. AtmA ane padArtha banne A duniyAmAM A cAranA saMbadhamAM rahI kAma kare che. gati ane sthiti ekAntara prakriyAne janma Ape che je A bhautika duniyAmAM saMtulana jALave che. mAtra gati hoya to AkarSajJa na hoya, ane mAtra sthitithI koI halanacalana na hoya. A banne siddhAMto AtmA ane padArtha bannenI gati ane sthiratA mATe paraspara sahakArI kAraNo che. gati ane sthitI vacce je aNuonuM satata sarjana thAya che te A prakriyAnuM pariNAma che. A banne ekabIjA sAthe athaDAya che. ane cInanA ghaMTanI jema AghAta-pratyAghAta nA AdhoSa utpanna kare che. anaMtakALa sudhI ekabIjAthI chUTA paDavuM bhegAM thavuM evA aNu-paramANunA svabhAvamAM prakRtinAM tattvonuM cakra satata pharyA kare che. jaDa prakriyAmAM gatinuM dhyeya gaLavuM ane pUrAvuM e sivAya bIjuM kAMI nathI. paNa cetana pAse dizA che. cetanAzakti dIpakanI jyotinI jema urdhvagAmI che. te potAnA zikhara para na pahoMce tyAM sudhI UMce caDhavAnI

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11 kozISa kare che. jyAre cetanA gati kare che tyAre te potAnA svarUpanuM saMpUrNa jJAna, premALa-zAMta svabhAva vi. guNo pragaTa karavAnI dizA pakaDe che. upara javAnI prakriyA sauthI UMcuM zikhara pUrNatA-kevaLajJAna-kevaLadarzana-kevaLacAritra siddhazilA para pahoMcyA pachI ja aTake che. jIvanI vizva pratyenI potAnI karmanA leNadeNanI javAbadArIo pUrI karavI joIe, ane hradayanI badhI karkaza dhAra ne mRdu banAvavI joIe. A prAcIna tattvajJAna mujaba AkAzatattva te che je badhI vastuone rahevAno, temanI prakRti mujaba gati ane vikAsa karavAno avakAza Ape che. AkAzano artha bAhya temaja AMtarika avakAza AMtarika jIvanathI vAkepha thavAya che. tamArA zvAsano sparza karo eTale Azano sparza thAya. maitrI vRddhi pAmatAM vizAla AkAzamAMthI AvatI zAMtino tame aMdarathI anubhava karI zako cho. A lAgaNIthI tamAruM AkhuM zarIra bharAI jAya che. tethI svAbhAvika rIte tame zarIranI mayArdAone vaTAvI jai zako cho. ane tamArI AjubAju vistAra pAmatA AkAzanuM sarjana karI zako cho. AtmapragatinuM ahita karanAra divAlo, aMtarAyo, bAhya rUponI Asakti tame toDI nAMkhI tamArI jAtane jIva sAthe bhaLI jatI joI zako cho. tame tamArI jAta ane badhA siddhanA jIvo sAthe jIvaMta saMbaMdha anubhavI zako che. - jAgRtimAM kolAhala adazya thAya che. saMgharSa karavA jevuM koI nimitta nathI. virodhAbhAsI dRSTibiMduo vacce koI yuddha thatuM nathI. tame anaMta AkAzamAM bhaLI jAva cho.

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12 jIvo sAthe maitrIno anubhava e A tattvajJAna zIkhavADe che. pachI tamAruM vyaktitva tamane avibhAjya ane avinAzI lAge che. tamAruM AkAza vizvavyApI bane che. jyAre tame A anubhavAtIta kakSAe pahoMco cho, tyAre tame kALane mApI zakatA nathI. joI zakatA nathI, ane zarIranI maryAdAo cAlI jAya che. kALA ane zarIranuM taMtra ane sattA tamane gulAmImAM rAkhI zakatAM nathI. jema sUryane mATe "aMdhakAra jevuM koI baMdhanakAraka tatva nathI. tema tame jyAre tamArA svabhAvamAM ho tyAre koI baMdhana hoI zakatuM nathI. tamArA amara tatvano tamane anubhava thato hoya che. bhautika hayAtInI kakSAe ja kALanI hayAtI pariNAmarUpe dekhAya che. kALa e tamArA naya arthAt dRSTinI apekSAe sApekSa che. tamane gamatAM kAryomAM samaya TUko thaI jAya che, jayAre ANagamatI pravRttimAM kALa lAMbo dekhAya che. tethI tame jIvanane kaI daSTithI juo cho te khabara paDe, pachI kALanI hayAtI che ke nahi te viSe koI jhaghaDo raheto nathI. padArtha, gati, sthitI, AkAza ane kALanuM jJAna meLavyA pachI paNa tamAre e samajavuM paDaze ke aMdarano rahenAra ja cetana che- daSTi badalAtA samajaze ke A pAMca tattvo to tenA AdhyAtmika vikAsamAM sahAyaka tatvo che. A jANyA pachI baMdhana toDI hetathI hetupUrva dizAmAM pragati karAya te mATenI dareka prakriyAnu jAgRtipUrvaka e ja daSTinI sarakhAya che

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13 nirIkSaNa karI zakazo. tame te ja mArganI pasaMdagI karazo, je tamArI pragatimAM sahAyaka thaze. te samyak haze to tamArA dhyeya prati tame pracaMDa ddaDha saMkalpa sAthe AgaLa vadhazo. cetanAnI zakita A rIte ekAgra banI pragati kare che. tame duniyAmAM goLa goLa pharyA nahi karo. pachI tame duniyA sAthe karUNApUrNa saMbaMdhothI vikAsa sAdhI zakazo. jaDa ane cetana e bane zakti vacce gADha saMbaMdha che. photarAM ane anAja, phUla ane sugaMdha, mATI ane sonuM jevo teno saMbaMdha che. cetanazakti puNyarUpI jaDa zaktinI madadathI mAnava bane che. anAdikALathI teo sAthe gati karI potAno saMsAra sarje che. A banne zaktinA guNone jALavavA chatAM temanI bhAgIdArI tyAre ja samajI zakAya ke jyAre ApaNe AMtara anubhavamAM UMDA jaI saMbaMdha ane jIvananA kAryane jANIe. H,0 tathA okasIjananA guNone jANavA chatAM bannene bhegAM karyA sivAya pANI na bane te ja rIte dhyAnamAM jaI tame cetanAnA kendrano sparza karo to ja tamane anubhava thaze ke, "A cetanA ja che bIju kazuM nathI. ane te huM pote ja chuM" pachI tame zAstrArtha-vAdavivAda-zuSka carcAo nahi karo. A zabdAtIta kendra sudhI na pahoMco tyAM sudhI tame avirata purUSArtha karyA ja karazo. pachI tamane lAgaze ke jene huM mAruM mAnato hato te to mAtra uparanuM kocaluM ja che. kharuM pakSI to aMdara che. sAmAnya rIte vyakitaone ApaNe bAhyanAma, rUpa-uparanA kocalA parathI oLakhIe chIe, paNa aMdaranA paMkhIne oLakhatA ja

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14 nathI. aMdara UMDANamAM gayA sivAya A AtmArUpa pakSInuM darzana paNa kema thAya. eka vakhata A UMDo anubhava thAya, pachI cetanAzakti ane jaDazakti vacceno saMbaMdha spaSTa samajAya. jayAM sudhI IMDu ane aMdarano jIva sAthe che. tyAM sudhI ja bhAgIdArI che. jyAM sudhI pAMdaDu jhADa para che, tyAM sudhI cetanA bAhya jIvaMta rUpathI oLakhAya che paNa jyAre IMDu phoDI pakSI UDI jAya, vRkSamAMthI pAMdaDuM chUTuM paDI jAya, pachI jIva bIjI dizAmAM jAya che. IMDu ane sukuM pAMdaDuM vilaya thAya ane aMdaranA jIva UrdhvagAmI bane che. aMte ApaNe e samajIe chIe ke "mArI aMdara evuM eka tattva che je mAruM samagra jIvana ghaDe che." bAhya daSTie ema lAge che ke magaja bahu kAma kare che. paNa kharI rIte magaja paNa eka yaMtra che, tenI pAchaLanuM mana e moTara jevuM che. paNa A badhAno mukhya sUtradhAra-Ijanera saMcAlaka jIvatattva che. A cetanAzakti jyAre magajane choDI jAya che tyAre ja samajAya che ke magaja to mazIna che. e bagaDI paNa jAya ane roga paNa thAya, e baMdha paNa paDe. tenuM pRththakaraNa karI rogane zodhI zakAya che, paNa teno hetu zodhI zakAto nathI, kAraNa ke tene mATe eka paNa prayogazALA nathI, kAraNa ke jIva-cetanAzakti arUpI che. jIvanaghaDatara karanAra spaMdano cetanAzakti ane jaDazakti ane saMyukta rIte kema joDAya che te have joIe. jyAre mana svaccha, pAradarzaka ane zuddha na hoya, tyAre te

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15 kaMpano kare che. tenuM kAraNa mAnasika, lAgaNIvazatA ke zArIrika harakato yA nakArAtmaka sthiti hoya che. amuka AghAta yA pratyAghAtanI sthitimAM pachI bhale ne kodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, IrSA, zoka yA Asakti vi. malina bhAvo AkarSe. mana AjubAjunA vAtAvaraNamAM zAnino bhaMga kare che. te khaMDanAtmaka azubha kaMpano pheMke che. A kaMpano pAchA evA ja bIjA jaDa aNa ane paramANuo vizvamAMthI AkarSe che je AtmAne coMTI tenI zuddha daSTine Avare che. A tatvajJAna pramANe A jaDa aNu-paramANuone karma" kahevAya che A vijJAna mujaba A karmo tamArAM rUpa, AkRti, UMcAI, cAmaDI, zuddhi, janmasthaLa, Arogya vi. nakkI kare che. cetanAzakti mananI amuka avasthAonuM vistaraNa karIne vizvamAMthI rUpa, rasa, sparza, gaMdhanA aNu-paramANune AkarSe che. je bhautika daSTiye vyaktinuM svataMtra ghaDatara kare che. A karmonA kAraNe ja koIpaNa be vyakti ekasarakhI hoI zaktI nathI. tamArI lAgaNIonAM kaMpano kevI rIte kArya kare che te jANyA pachI tame bIjA koIne doSa nahi Apo. tame tamArI vAsanAone kAraNe. nahi ke bIjA koInA kAraNe karmone AkarSo cho. pUrve mANaso bhagavAna yA devone pakSapAtI hoya tema temane AzIrvAda yA zApa ApavA mATe javAbadAra gaNatA. AdikAlIna manuSya potAnAM AMtarika azubha spaMdano ane bhayo mAMthI janmela karmone

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16 na samajatAM ene ja deva ke Izvara mAnI tenA para AdhAra rAkhato. A kaMpano AghAta-pratyAghAta yA paraspara prabhAvita thavAmAM kArya kare che, tamAruM bAhya rUpa tamArA potAnAM kaMpanIe vizvamAMthI kheMcela aNu-paramANunuM pariNAma che te jANyA bAda tamane pratitI thaze ke tamArA bhAgyanA tame pote ghaDavaiyA cho. tamArA vahANanAM tame pote ja kaptAna cho, pachI tamAruM jIvanaghaDatara tame tamArA hAthamAM lezo. pachI tame joI zakazo. ke krodha ja krodhane, bhaya ja bhayane, lobha ja lobhane kevI rIte AkarSe che arthAta jevuM vAvo tevuM laNo. mananA jevA vicAra tevAM kaMpano-tevAM karmo baMdhAya ane tenAM pariNAmo Ave. eka vakhata tame zaki-tenAM kaMpanI ane karmone anubhavathI samajo, pachI tamArI dRSTi badalAI jaze ane te sAthe tamArA kaMpano paNa badalAI jaze. A kapano pravAhI ane parivartanazIla che. tamArI aMdara rahela mAnasika, ane zArirIka lAgANIonI vRtio sAthe vyaktigata rUpa ane jIvanapaddhatino saMbaMdha karazo eTale vinAzakArI spaMdanomAMthI tame sarjanAtmaka spaMdano kema thaI zake te viSe vicArI zakazo. tamAre zuM thayuM che tenI tamane khabara paDaze, ane tame tamArI bhAvi kArakirdI nakkI karI zakazo. spaMdano-kaMpano satata badalAyA kare che. te satata pravAhI rahe che - te jIvaMta jIvane darzAve che. ahIM tamArI

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17 svataMtratA che. mahAna AzA che. jema prakAza meghadhanuSamAM prasare che tema zakti badhA jIvaMta svarUpomAM uDI UtarI jAya che. AtmAnI zakti aNu para ekAgra karavAthI azubha kaMpanone zubha kaMpanImAM pheravI zakAya che, jethI doSo guNamAM pheravAI jAya che. A rIte zubha ane zuddha spaMdanothI puSTi pAmela tamAruM AtmarUpI kamaLa vikasaze, ane UrdhvamAgI banaze. jema jema tame tamArI aMdara UMDA jazo, tema tema tame vadhu saMtulita ane kendrita thazo. tame aMdara jema saMgIna thazo tema tamArA svabhAvanI jAgRti ane zAMti vadhu ne vadhu bahAra paNa prakAzaze. tame jayAre tamArA vicAronuM icchAonuM, lAgaNIonuM ane AMtarabhAvonuM nirIkSaNa karazo tyAre camatkAra thaze. jAgRti vadhaze ane azubha malina tattvo nAza pAmaze. tamane e pratIta thavuM joIe ke tamAruM mana tamAruM niyaMtraNa karI zakatuM nathI. AtmA manane kAbumAM rAkhI zake che. AtmA pAse jIvaMta zakita che. UDI jAgRti ane bIjA dhaNA maulika guNo che. AtmAnI Urdhvagati utkRSTa zikhara para pahoMcyA pachI ja sthira thAya che. te che siddhazilA. paNa A mATe teNe dhyeyapUrti karavI joie. jIvo prati potAnI javAbadArI pUrI karavI joIe ane hRdayanI tIvra dhArAone mRdu banAvavI joIe.

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18 jIvananI pratyeka pravRtti tamArAM baMdhana toDavA ane nizicata hetuparNa dizAmAM pragati karAvanAra hovI joIe. jayAre tame pragatikAraka paMthanI pasaMdagI karazo, tyAre dhyeya prati pragatinI tamane dUDha pratitI avazya thaze. cetanazakita paNa jaDanA sAthathI A vizvamAM kAryazIla bane che. anAdikALathI teo sAthe je kare che teja AkhA vizvamAM pragaTa thAya che. kaMpano satata parivartanazIla, pravAhI che, ane jIvaMta jIvanAM pratIko che. ahIM ja tamArI svataMtratA che. mahAna AzA che ke aNu para AtmAnA prakAzane ekAgra karIne tame vinAzAtmaka kaMpanone khaseDI sarjanAtmaka kaMpanonI tamArI bhAvi musApharI nakakI karI zakazo. vizvamAM sauthI zreSTha prANI manuSya che. teNe bhautika siddhio dvArA caMdrane sparze ane Atmasiddhi dvArA mokSa meLavyo. Aje mAnavI jayAre kSaNika bhautika sukhane meLave che tyAre AtmAnA anaMta AnaMdane meLavI zakato nathI. mAnavI AkhA jagata sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhavAnI AMdhaLI doTamAM potAnI jAta sAtheno saMbaMdha khoI beTho che. AkhA jagatane oLakhavAnI tAlAvelImAM mAnavI potAnA ja svarUpane bhUlI gayo che. potAnA svarUpane pAmavA mATe A jaDa ane cetanano bheda samajavo jarUrI che.

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( AMtara darzana ' ja karI ka jayAre eka bALaka kheDUtane jamInanI aMdara khADo khodI bIja vAvI upara mATI tathA pANI nAkhato jue che, tyAre aNasamajathI te ema mAne che ke A bIjano vinAza thaI gayo. tene e kalpanA paNa na Ave ke jamInanI aMdara bhaMDAreluM A bIja, A jamInane phoDIne eka vRkSa banI phUla Apaze, paNa anubhavI mANasa A hakIkatane barAbara samaje che. A bIja Ugaze, e tame zenAthI jANo cho ? ane bALakane AnI kema khabara nathI ? te che anubhava. moTAne anubhava che, bALakane anubhava nathI. AvI ja rIte samadaSTi ane mithyASTi vacce taphAvata che. jJAnIne mRtyu bhayajanaka lAgatuM nathI. kAraNake te jANe che ke zAzvata pharatA kALacakramAM padArtho parivartanazIla che ane AtmA amara che. daSTi vagaranA ajJAnIne pelA bALakanI mAphaka mRtyu e jIvanano aMta lAge che. bhAvi pratye tenI dRSTi ja nathI, ane tethI "A bhava mIThA to parabhava koNe dIThAM" mAnI potAnA jIvana ne vikAramaya banAvI jIve che, ane mRtyu AvatAM azAMta

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20 banI rokakaLa karI mUke che. mRtyu samaye ajJAnI zokAtura bane che ane AMsu vahAve che. ApaNAM vahAlAMno viyoga thAya te samaye AkaMda ane zoka karavA karatAM ApaNe vicArIe ke mRtyu pAmanAra, ApaNI bAhya carmacakSu AgaLathI adRzya thayA che, paraMtu samagra lokamAMthI nahi. atre tenuM zarIra nakAmuM banyuM paNa teno AtmA to vizvamAM che ja. ApaNo prema tenA nAzavaMta zarIra para hato ke zAzvata evA AtmA para! zarIra para prema hota to te zarIra to ahIM zaba rUpe chepachI AchaMda zA mATe ? ane zarIranuM saMcAlana karanAra AtmA para ApaNo prema hoya to te AtmAe bIje ucca sthAnamAM janma laI lIgho che. A tattvajJAna samajayA pachI ApaNI daSTi vizALa banatAM ApaNe ApaNI jAtane pUchIzuM "zuM gayuM? mAtra bAhya rUpa-padArtha. sonAnA dAgIno bhAMgI nAMkho ke gALI mUko, bAhya AkAra javAno. mULa sonuM to e ja svarUpamAM rahevAnuM. jemAMthI bIjo suMdara dAgIno banavAno". AtmAnI anaMta musApharImAM ApaNe A jIvanamAM alpa samaya mATe A bhavamAM AvyA chIe. A ApaNo kAyamI mukAma nathI. ApaNI dhyeyapUrti mATe A nAzavaMta. zarIrano pUrepUro upayoga karI levAno che. ApaNe ema vicAravuM joIe ke ApaNA svajananuM mRtyu thayuM ane te potAnA dhyeyanI pUrti mATe bIje kayAMka gayA che. tamAro tenI sAtheno saMbaMdha, RNAnubaMdha bAkI haze to bIjA

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21 bhavamAM paNa rahevAno ja che. tethI tenA para sAco prema hoya to tene tamArAM zuddha-zubha ane pavitra AMdolano mokalatA rahoM. tamArAM AMsu tene pahocavAnAM nathI. paNa tamArAM A zubha-zuddha spaMdano AMdolano jarUra pahoMcavAnAM. dareka bIjamAM, dareka rUpamAM zAzvatatAnA sAtatyane tAdRzya juo. A ja siddhAnta ApaNe potAne lAgu pADo. bAhya rUpa-zarIra saDaze, nAza pAmaze-paNa dareka zarIra yA rUpanA kendramAM kazuMka zAzvata che. ane te che cetanAzakita. A zakitane pragaTIkaraNa AraMbhaveLAe nAnakaDA bIjamAM joyuM tema tenI zakita joI zakIe chIe. tenuM phUTavuM eTaluM badhuM joradAra hoya che ke te kaThaNa pRthvIne paNa phoDI zake che. vikAsa mATe tenI IcchAzakita eTalI badhI prabaLa hoya che ke te tene DhAMkatI pRthvIne phADIne upara AvI zake che, zA mATe? kAraNake tenI pAse cetanAzakita che. ApaNe mAnavo paNa jo ApaNAmAM parAkASThAnA vikAsane - yogya cetanAzakitane barAbara oLakhI laIe, to jIvanavikAsanI prakriyAmAM ApaNane DhAMkI detI - boja lAgatI gulAmInI beDImAM rAkhatI karmasattAne pheMkI daI zakIe chIe. rUno Dhagalo game teTalo moTo hoya - paNa temAM saLagatI dIvAsaLIno eka taNakho mAtra paDI jAya toye kSaNamAtramAM te baLIne bhasma thaI jAya che, tema AtmAnI anaMta zakita ne AvaranAra karmonA Dhaga game teTalA moTA hoya - paNa cetanAzakita jayAre prabaLa banI teno nAza

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22 kare che, tyAre AtmA karmarahita purNa svarUpane pAme che. A dRSTi prApta thAya to tamAruM jIvana badalAI jaze, tamAruM jIvana jaLapravAha jevuM nirmaLa, sadA vahetuM ane praphullita raheze. kAraNake utkrAMtinI zreSTha kakSArUpa mAnavajIvanamAM tame tamArI vAstavikatA sAthe saMparka karI zakayA cho, tamAro zAzvata svabhAva joi zakayA cho. tamArA "sva" sAthe saMbaMdha joDI zakayA cho. A rahasya jayAre tamane mAtra mAnasika yA saMkalparUpe nahi paNa anubhavathI pratIta thaze, tyAre badhI ciMtAo ane bhayo tamArAthI dUra bhAgaze. jema eka dhanika 28tu pramANe ghara badale tema tema judA judA dezo, havA, upagraho, paristhitI, yA janmomAM pharatA ho paNa tamane tyAre paNa eka ja lAgaze ke tame kayAMka gayA nathI. tame phakata bAhya khoLiyuM badalyuM che. tame to enA e ja cho. tame jene "huM kaho cho te mAtra nAma che. "te yA teNI'nI jema huM paNa eka bAhya rUpa che. jayAre tame ema kaho cho ke me gaI kAle kAma karyuM te ja rIte Aje karIza tyAre tamAro "huM phakata samayanI apekSAe che. A badhA huM mAM tame nathI. jema tUTelA arIsAnA TukaDAomAM aneka pratibiMba dekhAya tema tamArI judI judI zrImaMta, garIba, krodhI, zokAtura, sukhI-duHkhI, vigere avasthAonAM aneka rUpo bane che huM tamArA maulika guNo batAvatuM nathI. te badhAM baMdhano che. sukha ane duHkha, caDatI-paDatI A badhuM samayanI maryAdAmAM parivartanazIla che. te Ave che, ne jAya che. rIba, korI bane che. A zIla che.

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23 jyAre ApaNe jIvanane prayogAtmaka kakSA para laI jaIe chIe, tyAre ApaNe e jANI zakIe chIe ke ApaNI cetanAzakita jIvanamAM judAM judAM pagathiyAM parathI pasAra thAya che. jene ApaNe kanyA, vRddhA, bImAra, mRtyu pAmatA mAnavI kahIe chIe, te badhI arisAmAM dekhAtI avasthAo che. ApaNe ApaNI jAtane tenA zAzvata svabhAvamAM kema joI nathI? A aMdhApAnuM kAraNa phakata AvaraNa karanArA karmo che. jenAthI ApaNe ApaNA asalI svabhAva ane kRtrima baMdhano, avasthAo ane darpaNo vacceno taphAvata samajI nathI zakatAM. ApaNe ApaNI bAhya kSaNika avasthAone ApaNI asalI sthitI mAnI beThA chIe A ja mithyAtva che. A taphAvata A bhedajJAna samajAya e ja sAcuM samakita che. sAcuM dhyAna paNa tyAre ja zarU thayuM gaNAya, jyAre tame nirbhayatAthI kahI zako che "huM AtmA chuM. ajara amara avinAzI AtmA chuM, A bAhya saMyogo huM nathI. kharo huM A che - jemAM kayAMya ahaM nathI. darpaNamAM dekhAtA "huM" e badhA bAhya saMyogo, paristhitio rUpo-baMdhano hatAM - ane te kSaNika cIjone potAnI mAnI lIdhelI hatI. have tame samajI zako cho ke rahevAnuM ghara jUnuM thayuM eTale aMdara rahenAra juno thato nathI. have tame jaDa padArthomAM rahetA AtmAno alaga anubhava karI zako cho. have prazna e thAya che ke zA mATe ApaNI AjubAju amuka ja zakita patharAya che. bIjI jAtanI kema

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24 nahi ? AnuM eka ja kAraNa che ke ApaNI amuka prakAranI icchAothI utpanna thayela jaDa spaMdano temAMthI pariNAmatAM bAhya rUpo bane che. have tamArA viSe tamArI mAnyatA badalAI jaze. tame A samajaNa pUrve ema mAnatA hatA ke koIe mArA saMyogo-paristhitionuM sarjana karyuM che. have tame ema kahezo ke mArA bhAgyanuM nirmANa meM karyuM che. ane karI rahyo chuM. "ApaNe ApaNA bhAgyanA ghaDavaiyA chIe" A vAta ajJAnInA manane gabharAvI mUkaze. mana AvuM svataMtra, ucca sthAna svIkAravA TevAyeluM nathI, tethI A javAbadArImAMthI chaTakI jAya che. te to tenI purANI rUDhicusta Teva mujaba varte che. jUnI rUDhio ane pUrvagrahonuM utthApana saheluM nathI. dA.ta. bhAratamAM jJAtivAdano kAnUnathI cheda karyo hovA chatAM hajI prajAno moTo bhAga aspRzyatA ane temanI laghutAgraMthinI gulAmI choDI zakato nathI. have ApaNane e samajAyuM che ke samasta caudarAjaloka ApaNuM che samasta AkAzagaMgA ApaNI che ane ApaNe (AtmA) koI paNa jAtanA vighna vinA eka jagyAethI bIje, eka upagrahathI bIjA upagrahamAM pharI zakIe chIe. ApaNA praveza para kayAMya pratibaMdha nathI. zA mATe ? kAraNake AkhuM brahmAMDa cetanAzakita mATe che. AkhuM vizva AtmAnA pragaTIkaraNanI parIkSAbhUmi che. ApaNI -

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25 IcchA, AkAMkSA, daSTi, jIvana, adhyavasAyo mujaba ApaNe ApaNA samagra bAhya saMyogo jevA ke rUpa, janmasthaLa, kuTuMba vuiM. pasaMda karI zakIe chIe. jayAM sudhI huM amara AtmA chuM" evuM dRDhapaNe hRdayathI pratIta na thAya, anubhava na thAya tyAM sudhI AtmAnI maulika asalI-mukata avasthAno khyAla paNa nahi Ave. AtmAno svabhAva svataMtratAmAM rahevAno che. jaDanI bhAgIdArImAM rahevAthI AtmA yA cetanAzakita, potAnA vikAsanI kakSA ane dhyAnanA UMDANa mujaba A mukitanI vividha kakSAono anubhava karI zakaze nahi. dhyAnamAM ApaNe ApaNI jAtane ApaNI divyatAnA arisArUpa banAvIe chIe. ApaNe evI anubhUti karIe chIe. vizvanuM sarjana koI vyakitae karyuM nathI. paNa kAryakAraNanI vyavasthita prakriyA che jenA para Izvarano paNa kAbU nathI. "vAvo tevuM uge"no akhaMDa vaijJAnika niyama che. A prakriyA kaI che? ApaNI cetanAnI sthiti mujaba te zakita kAM to AkarSaNa yA vikarSaNa karaze, athavA to A baMne dhruvonI pAra jaze. AtmAnA prAkRtika svabhAva mujaba cetanA A baMne dhruvothI upara gayelI che. ane te sthitimAM te khaMDanAtmaka yA sarjanAtmaka bemAMthI koI ja jAtanAM kaMpano utpanna karatI nathI. . je mAnavI evI ucca sthitie pahoMcyo nathI, te haju amuka avasthAnA AkarSaNa ane vikarSaNanI sthitimAM

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* 26 rahe che. tenI kakSA mujaba vicAro utpanna thAya che. ane A vicAro amuka jAtanA kArmika pudgalo AkarSe che. AtmAne coTela A kArmika raja nI ghanatA ane guNavattA mujaba mANasa pravRtti kare che. jyAre mANasa e jANe che ke, vicAra paNa pudgala che, tyAre mAnavajAta mATe eka navA yugano udaya thAya che. jema vidyuta saMcAlita pravezadvAra AgaLa mANasanI hAjarImAtrathI koI evA paramANuo utpanna thAya che ke jenAthI hAra ApoApa khUlI jAya che. te ja rIte AtmA vicAra kare eTale tarata ja te vicAro pudgalanA rUpamAM bahAra pheMkAya che. je Aje to vijJAne paNa siddha karyuM che. A vicAronAM rUpa kevI rIte joI zakAya ? vidyuta pudgala che. chatAM dekhAtI nathI. te ja rIte vicAro paNa pudgala hovA chatAM carmacakSuthI adazya che. tema chatAM vicAronAM je pariNAmo dekhAya che-anubhavAya che te parathI vicAranuM anumAna thAya che. ApaNI khAmIo, mAMdagI, pIDA, zoka-dilagIrI athavA prasannatA, sukha vi. badhuM ApaNA vicAronuM ja pariNAma che. vAstavika rIte to zArIrika kAryo karatAM vicAronI zakita aneka gaNI che. zarIravargaNAnA pudgala karatAM manovargaNAnA pudgalo aneka gaNA zakitazALI che. A jJAnanA udayathI loko potAnI vicArasaraNImAM krAMti lAvaze. tamArI vartamAna paristhitinuM mULa kAraNa bIjuM koI nahi, paNa tame pote ja cho. tamArA vicAro,

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IcchAo, ane mananA pariNAmo te mATe javAbadAra che. tamArA pariNAmo dvArA karmone tame AmaMcyA che. ane te mujaba tamane bAhya saMyogo-paristhitio maLI che. ApaNe pariNAmo karatAM temanAM mULa kAraNone siMhavRttithI zodhavAM joIe. ApaNe e barAbara samajI levuM joIe ke ApaNI AsapAsa je banI rahyuM che teno sIdho saMbaMdha ApaNI potAnI jAta sAthe che. koI paNa sarjana mATe ApaNI janmasiddhi - maulika zakita , oLakhAvI joIe. ApaNe Aje potAnI jAtane strI yA puruSa, UMcA yA nIcA, sapheda yA kALA, zikSita yA gamAra mAnIe chIe, te badhuM ApaNuM potAnuM banAveluM che. ApaNI khAmI mATe ApaNe bhagavAnane doSa ApI na zakIe. ApaNe mAtra eTaluM kahI zakIe ke "jIvananI eka prakriyA che. A prakriyA mAM pratyeka AtmA, eka yA bIjI rIte, AkarSaNa yA vikarSaNanAM kaMpanomAM, ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM yA jJAnanA prakAzamAM te te prakAre rUpa ghaDe che." - A hakIkata samajyA pachI ApaNI koIpaNa bAhya paristhiti mATe ApaNe bIjA para doSAropaNa karI nA zakIe. ApaNe pote ja tene mATe javAbadAra chIe. A samaja dRDhapaNe hRdayamAM besI jAya to pachI ApaNA mananA ApaNe ati jAgRta cokIdAra banI jaIe, jethI ekapaNa azubha vicAra aMdara pesI na jAya, kAraNake have ApaNane e daDha pratIti thaI gaI che ke ApaNe je koI vicAra manamAM javA daIzuM tenA para komyuTaranI mAphaka pariNAma Avaze. AMtarika zakita ane javAdArInI A samajathI,

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28 A ja kSaNathI nUtana ujajavaLa bhAvi ghaDavAnuM zarU karI daIzuM. ApaNA vicArane zakitazALI banAvavA mana, vacana ane kAyAmAM saMtulana joIe ane A traNeya cetanAzakitanI uccamAM ucca kakSA sAthe susaMvAditA joIe. A sivAya sAro umadA vicAra Ave paNa tenuM joItuM phaLa na Ave. dA.ta. eka mANasa ema vicAre ke "mAre lAMbu jIvavuM che paNa jo te anya jIvone potAnAM mana-vacana ane kAyAthI trAsa Ape to kaI rIte te lAMbA AyuSyanI karmarajane AkarSavAra zubha kaMpano ne AkarSI zake? tenAM mana, vacana ane kAyA traNeya bIjAne sukha-zAtAthI rahevA de to ja tene lAMbu AyuSya baMdhAya. - ghaNA ema kahe che ke huM Akho divasa prArthanA ane dhyAna dharuM chuM chatAM koI pariNAma dekhAtuM nathI." zA mATe AvuM bane che? kAraNa ke vicAromAM dvidhA che. jyAre vicAra mujaba vartana thatuM nathI. tyAre visaMvAditA thavAthI sarjanAtmaka zubha adhyavasAya marI jAya che. vartanamAM khAmI e tamArA vikAsane roke che. koI mANasane tame madadanuM vacana Apo ane pachI aNInI paLe tame teno amala na karo to sau prathama nukasAna tamane potAne ja thAya che. tamArA bhaviSyamAM tame ja vizvAsa bhaMgano duHkhada prasaMga A prasaMgathI tame ja sarje cho. tamArAmAM tame A jANo tyAre tamArI jAtane kaho ke "mArA jIvanane huM TUkaDAomAM vaheMcI nAkhavA mAMgato nathI. mATe evuM jIvana jIvavuM ke jayAM mana-vacana ane kAyAnI pravRttiomAM ekavAkayatA hoya.

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29 ajJAna manano e svabhAva che ke tenI sAme ja padArtha paDayo hoya tevo AkAra dhAraNa kare. jevuM biMba tevuM pratibiMba. jevo upayoga tevo AkAra. jo padArtha Indriyone AkarSe to mana tenI prApti mATe taDape che. tene je joIe te maLe to kSaNika sukha paNa anubhave che. dunyavI dRSTie AnuM nAma sukha che. Icchita vastu nA maLe to tenI tRSNA bhaDake baLe che, jenuM pariNAma hatAzA ane udAsInatAmAM Ave che. AnuM bIjuM nAma duHkha che. AvAM sukha ane duHkha baMne kSaNika che - je viSaya-kaSAyanA gulAma mananAM utpAdana che. AvuM mana kacarApeTI jevuM che. jemAM jIrNa, nakAmI vastuo, ahitakAraka vicAro ane IcchAo bhare ja jAya che. jyAM sudhI AtmajAgRtino prakAza manane maLato nathI, tyAM sudhI te satata kaMpana karyA kare che. ane rAga-dveSanAM kaMpano pheMkayA kare che. potAne mATe AkAro sarjAyA kare che. mAtra AhAra, nidrA, bhaya ane maithunanI saMjJAomAM aTavAyelAM pazuo karatAM A kakSAe ajAgrata mANasanI cetanAmAM bhAgye ja koI taphAvata hoya che. arthAt mAnava ane pazuo baMne A cAra saMjJAnI gulAmImAM lagabhaga sarakhAM hoya che. jyAre mAnavamana nirAza banI jAya che, tyAre tenI dazA ekendrIya jIva jevI bhAre ane gati vagaranI thaI jAya che. paNa ApaNe badhA utkrAMtinA patha paranA musAphara

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30 chIe. AtmAno e svabhAva che ke upara uThavuM. cetanano e svabhAva che ke vadhu ne vadhu khullA thavuM. upara uThavuM. ekendrIyathI zarU karI te sauthI utkRSTa vizvacetanA bane tyAM sudhI te vikAsa karatI ja rahe che. ekendrIyanI cetanA bahArathI gatihIna dekhAvA chatAM tenAmAM alpAMze paNa cetanA to che ja ApaNe joyuM ke nAnAmAM nAnAM bIjamAM paNa cetanAzakti che. jamInamAM vavAyA pahelA te gADha nidrAmAM hoya che. paNa vavAyA bAda tene havA-pANI maLatAM te jamInane phADI ugI nikaLe che. upara Ave che. vyaktigata cetanA jIvananA svAbhAvika kama ane sahanazIlatAmAMthI pasAra thAya che, vividha spaMdanonA satata saMparkamAM Ave che. jUnAM rUpo choDI navAM rUpo satata dhAraNa kare che. ane chevaTe te mAnavacetanAnI kakSAe athavA "huM koNa chuM" e samajavAnI kakSAe pahoMce che. mAnava sivAya bIjA koI jIvane A prazna thato nathI. mAnavImAM Avo prazna utpanna thAya, tyAre samajI levuM ke tenA "sva'nI zodhanI musApharI zarU thaI gaI. tenI pragati zarU thaI gaI, tenuM mana jJAnanI khojamAM paDayuM ane AtmAne jAgRta thavAnI dizAmAM teno sadupayoga thavA lAgyo. , jyAre cetanAzakti potAnI jAta viSe jAgRta thAya che, tyAre te potAnA manane azubha bhAva prati jatAM roke che. jyAre akasmAta, mAMdagI, mRtyu, viSaya-kaSAya bharyA pAponA vicAro aTake che, tyAre azubha karma baMdhAtA nathI.

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31 ane tethI kharAba pariNAmo paNa AvatAM nathI. have mana AtmAnuM ahita karavAne badale hita kare che. have mana jaDa ane cetana, AtmA ane zarIra vaccenuM viSTikAra bane che. have te AtmA sAthe joDAyela hovAthI tenA prakAzanuM pratibiMba pADe che. A rIte jyAre mana cetanAzakitanuM lenAra ane vahana karanAra bane che tyAre te cetanAnA jJAna, svIkAra, bodha, darzana ane yAdadAsta vagere guNo dvArA pragaTa thAya che. maMtranA prayoga dvArA kSaNabhara mana zAMta thAya che, zAntimAM karma tathA kaMpanonA vijJAnanI prakAzavaMta samaja paripakava thAya che tyAre ApaNe zarIra, vacana ane manathI pele pAra jaI AtmAnA maulika satyano anubhava karI zakIe chIe. UMDA dhyAnamAM upara jaNAvela guNonuM pragaTIkaraNa samAnArtha thaI jAya che. ane tema chatAM A anubhava zabdAtIta banI jAya che. mana-vacana-kAyAthI jema upara jaIe tema jJAnI pUrvajoe zabdomAM jaNAvela Atmarasano anubhava karI zakIe chIe. AtmAe AtmAne AtmA vaDe mohatyAgathI jANI zakAya. AvuM ja jANe te ja tenuM jJAna-darzana ane cAritra che. bAramI sadInA eka mahAna jaina tattvaciMtakanA kahevA anusAra yogano artha samyak jJAna, samyak darzana ane samyak cAritrarUpa e traNa ratno aMtima mukitanAM mULa

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32 che. A traNa rano eTale zuM ? hemacaMdrAcArya teno javAba ApatAM lakhe cheH prANa puruSano AtmA svayaM samyaka jJAna, samyaka darzana ane samyaka cAritra che. - arthAt zAzvata mithyAtvamAyAjALa-bhrama adRzya thavAthI AtmAmAM AtmAthI AtmAnI oLakhANa thavI. AtmA AtmAne jue che. AtmA AtmAne anubhave che. AtmarUpa sUryano udaya thAya che, tyAre ajJAnarUpa aMdhakAra, mAyAjALa vi.no kAyama mATe vilaya karI potAnA svabhAvarUpa sAthe ekAkAra thaI aMtima mukita prApta kare che. tamane A anubhava thAya tyAre "huM koNa chuM? mArA kayA guNo che? mArI kharI saMpatti kaI?" vi. praznonA barAbara javAba meLavI zako cho, jenAthI tamArI cetanAnI anaMta zakita pragaTa thatI jAya che. pachI tame pratIta karI zakazo ke "huM svayaM cetanA chuM. pUrNa AnaMda chuM. zAzvatatA chuM." have tame jozo ke jayAM ane jyAre tamane koIpaNa prakAre cetanAno anubhava thAya tyAre te tame pote ja cho, ane jayAM cetanAno anubhava nathI, tyAM tame nathI. pachI tame saMpatti-sattA-dhana-kIrti, nAma, pAtro vi. bAhya jaDa cIjone potAnI nahi gaNo. AvI cIjothI AkarSAzo nahi. sukha ane duHkhanA dhruvo vacce AMTApherA nahi karo. pachI tame tamArA svabhAvamAM rahI sAcuM sukha anubhavI zakazo. A sAco AnaMda tamane tamArA kendramAM laI jAya

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33 . che. ane tamArA caherA para prasannatA pragaTAve che. te nathI hAsya yA AMsu, Aveza ke zoka, rAga yA dveSa te saMtulana haze, utkRSTa AnaMda haze. eka vakhata tame tamArI jAtane zarIra nahi paNa AtmA mAno ane pachI juo tamArI jAgRtino udaya thaze. janma ane mRtyu to jaDa padArthanI utpatti ane laya che. mRtyu mAtra bAhya kalevaranI badalI che. paNa aMdaranI cetanA to aparivartanIya ane amara che. . jaDamAM je parivartana Ave che te anivArya che. ane te jyAre Ave tyAre tene tame AvakAro cho. kAraNake parivartanathI ja jIvana nIrogI ane tAjuM rahe che. vahetuM pANI jema nirmaLa rahe che. baMdhiyAra pANI gaMdhAI UThe che. tethI tamArA jIvanane vahevA do. pachI koI bhaya nathI. vahevAmAM ja tamAro vikAsa che. tame jyAre tamArI cetanAzakitanI zAzvata, zAMta ane jIvaMta anaMta zakitaone oLakhazo, tyAre tamane te ucca kakSAmAM laI jaze ane pachI tame nirbhaya banI tenuM dhyAna dharI zakazo. have ApaNe ApaNA AtmAno anubhava karIe. "meM sarjana karela mArA zarIranA kendramAM "va che. A va" e zarIra, puruSa yA strI, lAgaNI yA vicAra, bhUtakALanI yAda yA bhAvinI yojanA, kSaNika sukha ya duHkha, rAga yA dveSanAM kaMpano nathI. mAtra mAro AtmA che-je sukhadAyI ane amara che."

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34 dareka bIjamAM, dareka rUpamAM zAzvatatA satata cAle che. te ja rIte ApaNI jAtamAM juo. bAhya rUpa-AkAra bagaDI jAya yA nAza pAme paNa kendramAM evuM koI tattva che. je parivartanIya che. A che cetanA-zakita. darpaNamAM dekhAto "huM" vAstavika nathI. te to baMdhana che. tame A ahitakara saMyogone tamArA mAnI lIdhA che. have tenI pele pAra jaI aha vinAnA "sva'ne oLakho. sAcuM dhyAna tyAre ja zarU thayuM gaNAya jyAre tamane tamArA hRdayanAM uDANamAM ema besI jAya ke "A cetanAzakita e ja huM , jeno kadI vinAza karI zakAto nathI." - AkhuM vizva cetanAzakita mATe che. AtmAnA pragaTIkaraNa mATe ja vizva kasoTI kSetra che. jIvananI eka prakriyA che. A prakriyAmAM eka yA bIjI rIte dareka AtmA rAga yA dveSanAM kaMpanomAM, ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM yA prajJAnA prakAzamAM potAnA bAhyarUpanuM ghaDatara kare che. janmasthaLa, kuTuMba, zarIra vagere bAhya saMyogonuM sarjana kare che.

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3 svasiddhi pANI bharavAnA vAsaNamAM eka paNa chidra hoya, to temAM game teTalI vAra pANI bharavAmAM Ave to paNa temAMthI pANI nIkaLI ja javAnuM. manane mATe paNa zuM evuM nathI ? prakRti potAnI aNamola ane asaMkhya upahAronI ApaNI para satata varSA kare che. paNa jo manamAM chidro paDelAM hoya to te A suMdara bheTono svIkAra zI rIte karI zake ? te sadA adhUruM yA khAlI ja rahevAnuM. ApaNI vicArasaraNImAM koNa chidra pADe che ? te che ApaNI maryAdAo ane dIvAlo, gamA-aNagamAo, dhRNA, AkAMkSAo, vistaraNo, hakIkata vagaranA nirNayo. eka ja zabdamAM kahIe to te 'karma' prakRti che. te niSpakSa che. tene koIne mATe paNa bhedabhAva nathI. sUrya badhA para ekasarakho prakAza pAthare che, varasAda badhe ekasarakho varase che, havA badhAne ekasarakho prANavAyu Ape che, tema chatAM jema kamaLAvALo badhuM pILuM ja dekhe tema ApaNA ajJAnathI ApaNe vizvanuM sAcuM saundarya joI zakatA nathI. prakRtinuM asIma saundarya ApaNI AgaLathI pasAra thaI jAya che paNa ApaNe teno lAbha laI zaktA nathI.

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mananAM A chidro kevI rIte pUrI devAM? teno javAba che pauSadha karo. arthAta tamArA mana para ghaNAM chidro pADanAra ghaNI azubha pravRttiothI pAchA haThI, te ghA pUravA. AtmAnI samIpa java. dhyAnanI uMDI zAMti prApta karavA thoDAka kalAka, thoDAka divaso, thoDAMka aThavADiyAM alaga phALavo. .. ApaNAmAMnA ghaNAne khabara nathI ke ApaNI aMdaranA ghAmAMthI lohI vahI rahyuM che. bahAranA ghA maTADavA ApaNe bAhya pATA pIMDI karI che. davAo lIdhI che, mananA AnaMda mATe ApaNe nirarthaka manoraMjanano upabhoga karIe chIe ane evI bIjI ghaNI pravRttimAM mazagula rahIe chIe. ApaNe jyAM sudhI yuvAna ane nirogI rahIe tyAM sudhI A kSaNika "pIDAnAzaka" upAyothI thatI kSatine joI zakatA nathI. paNa eka samaya evo Ave che, jyAre ApaNe adhomukhI banIe chIe, kAraNa ke aMdara pokaLatA, brooding. nabaLAI ane thAka che. samaya evo Avaze, jyAre ApaNe vAstavika paristhitino sAmano karavo ja paDaze. ApaNAM ghA-pIDAnuM mULa zodhI teno rAmabANa IlAja karavo paDaze. espIrInathI, kaLatuM mAthuM kSaNika maTADavuM e have ApaNane nahI pAlave. aMdaranI nabaLAI mATe AMkha-mIMcAmaNAM karavAM paNa nahi pAlave. A mATe nIcenA upAyo batAvyA cheH pratikamaNa-mAyAjALathI pAchA haThI tamArI vAstavika cetanAnAM darzana karo.

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37 vizvanA badhA dezonA bhUtakALa ane vartamAnanA kharA prANa puruSoe temanAM divasarAta potAnA AMtaranirIkSaNa, samaja ane dhyAnamAM gALyAM, temanA aMtaranAM avAje zabdonuM rUpa pakaDI ApaNane AMtaradaSTi ane paripakava jJAna ApyuM. temanI anaMta karuNAmAMthI janmelA temanA upadezoe ApaNane preraNA ane unnati ApI. A mahApuruSoe zuM joyuM? badhA jIvomAM zAzvata suMdara, zAMta ekatA sAdhanAra cetanAzakita joI. te zuM samajayA ? te e samajayA ke vizva eka komyuTara jevuM che, jemAM ApaNAM badhAM AMdolano ane kaMpano noMdhAya che. tenA kaMpana mujaba te sUkSma ane AkarSe che. A aNuomAMthI ApaNA vicAro, bhASA ane AkAMkSAo ghaDAya che. A rIte prAcIna prANa puruSo mANasanA roganuM nidAna karI zakatA ke darda bahArathI AvatuM nathI paNa te aMdaranA koI tattvanA kAraNe Ave che ane te che ApaNAM potAnAM ja khaMDanAtmaka kaMpano. - mananAM chidro pUrIne ApaNI jAtane pUrNa banAvavAnA traNa rastA che. (1) pratitI Realize (2) punaHprApti Recover (3) jIvanamAM utAravuM Retain.... tame je cho tene barAbara samajo. tame dareka vyakita brahmAMDanI eka laghuduniyA cho. adazyane oLakhatAM pahelAM dazyane jovAnI zarUAta karo. arUpIne anubhavatAM pahelAM rUpI padArthanA rUpanI oLakha karo. rUpI padArtha tarIke tame

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38 vizvanAM tattvone jevA che tevA juo. tamArAM hADakAM, nakha, cAmaDI, dAMta, vALa vagere zarIranA bhAgo pRthvItattva che. tamArAM AMsu, lALa, parasevo, lohI vagere pravAhI tatvo jaLatattva che. rAsAyaNika prakriyAo, jevI ke pAcanazakita-zarIranI garamI vagere agnitattva che. zvAsozvAsa vAyutatva che. tethI je bahAra che te ja aMdara che. duniyAthI judA nathI. tamArI aMdara tame je rUpa juo cho te ja rUpa brahmAMDanuM sukSma svarUpe che. prAcIna jaina tADapatravALAM zAstromAM kalAkAroe brahmAMDanuM svarUpa mANasa jevuM batAvyuM che. vyakita ane samaSTi vaccenA A UMDA saMbaMdhane lIdhe ja tuonuM parivartana thAya che. bahAra ThaMDI hoya che to ApaNane ThaMDaka lAge che, bahAra garamI hoya to ApaNe paNa garamI anubhavIe chIe, jema prakRtinAM svarUpomAM satata parivartana che tema ApaNA rUpamAM paNa satata parivartana che. A parivartananuM rahasya zuM che? tucakra pAchaLa kayo niyama kAma karI rahyo che ? punarjIvita karavAno ane tAjA rahevAno, pANIne tAjA rahevA mATe bharatI ane oTamAM mojAMnuM vahevuM jarUrI che, tevuM ja jIvananA vaheNanuM vahevuM jarUrI che. prakRtinA niyamone anukULa thavA badhA padArtho parivartanane mAnya kare che. ApaNe vRkSo pAsethI paNa zIkhI zakIe. pAnakhara RtumAM teo pAMdaDAMne kharavA de che. teo

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39 virodha karatAM nathI. A prakriyA, virecana, upavAsa, zuddhikaraNa ane chedanI kriyA che. nUtana prApti mATe jIrNane choDavAnuM che. tyAM zoka yA pIDA nahI UMDI dhIraja che. UMDuM DahApaNa che. teo jANe che ke uparathI pAMdaDAM kharavA chatAM aMdara jIvanatattva kAyama che. mULiyAMmAM uSmA ane AdratA che. zoka ke ciMtA zA mATe ? navAM pAMdaDAM joItAM hoya to jUnAne choDavAM ja paDaze." te ja rIte jo sadA tAjA rahevuM hoya to nUtana prApti mATe jagyA karavI paDaze. tamArA jIvanamAMthI dareka RtumAM nakAmAM tattvone nIkaLI javA do, kharavAnI kriyA thavA do. dareka kSaNe tame tAjA rahevAno anubhava karo. tamArA jIrNa-purANA vicArone sUkAM pAMdaDAMnI mAphaka kheravI nAMkho ane yoga-kSetra-kALa-bhAva sApekSa nUtana vicArasaraNI ane bhAvone jIvanamAM praveza mATe dvAra khullAM mUko, to ja tame vistAra ane vikAsa karI zakazo, vizva sAthenA saMbaMdho satata racanAtmaka, grahaNazIla ane saMbhAvanAzIla rAkhI zakazo. pUrvanI saMskRtinA upadezamAM mukhya siddhAnta che nirAsakita-anAsakita. A kayuM tattvajJAna che. tenI sAthe saMvAdIpaNe jIvavAnI kalA che. teno sAra e che ke A kSetro je saMgata che-jarUrI che te A ja kSaNa mATe yogya che, paNa bIjI paLe te saMgata na paNa hoya. Ama chatA badalAyelA saMjogomAM paNa tame jUnA vicAro-rUDhione ahitakArI hoya to ya vaLagI raho te che Asakita. jyAre tame vastune vaLagI paDo cho, tyAre te vastu te kSaNe saMgata che ke nahi te tame jANatA nathI. A Asakita

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40 be vastumAM pariName che. (1) tene vaLagI rahevAmAM tanAva thAya che ane (2) choDI devAmAM zoka thAya che. te jAya to javA do. tuparivartana sAthe anukULa thaI jAva. anAsakata mAnapUrvaka tyAga kare che pAnakharatumAM pAMdaDAM khare tyAre te jANe nAcatAM hoya tema lAge che, tema tame paNa, jAya che teno AnaMdathI tyAga karo. A ja sAcI anAsakita che prAptimAM jema AnaMda che tema tenA tyAgamAM paNa AnaMda hovo joIe. Ama chatAM jo Apazo nahi to maLaze paNa nahi. A eka saMgIna gaNita che. jyAre tame saMtulana sAthe, AnaMdapUrvaka Apo, tyAga karo tyAre tamArI dRSTine AMsu avarodhI zakatAM nathI-pIDA ane kheda pIDI zakatAM nathI. koI mANasa ApaNane choDIne bahAra jato hoya tyAre ApaNe tene vidAya ApIe chIe, zubhAziSa ApIe chIe, tema vastu jAya tyAre AnaMdathI vidAya Apo. vaLagI rahevuM ahitakAraka che. tenAthI janAra vyakita ane tamArI zAMti ema bane tame juo cho ane tenA badalAmAM tamane khaMDanAtmaka-ahitakara spaMdano sivAya bIjuM kazuM ja maLatuM nathI. * tamArA svane meLavavA jIvananA evA tattvajJAnanuM ciMtana karo jethI mananI jUnI ahitakAra kevo badalI zakAya. tamArI jAtane kaho, "vRkSo jo pAMdaDAMne kharavA de che to zA mATe huM tema na karuM!" dareka vicArane juo. ane jAtane pUcho, "A vicAra bhUtakALano che? Aje tenI

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41 upayogitA che ?" tenI upayogitA vartamAnamAM na hoya ane chatAM tame tene vaLagI raho to tame Rtu mujaba jIvatA nathI. tamane lAge ke tamAruM mana purANI-binajarUrI ahitakAraka yAdanA jaMgalamAM ja rahevA mAMge che to tamArI jAtane kahI anubhava karo ke, "huM jIvanacakranI bahAra jAu chuM, kAraNa ke huM vItI gayelA bhUtakALanA nirarthaka binaupayogI padArtho-vicArone vaLagI rahyo chuM. bhUtakALe mane je phaLa ApavAnuM hatuM te ApI dIdhuM che, have tene zA mATe cITakI rahevuM ?" A svanirIkSaNathI tame tamArI sAthe ekayamAM joDAva cho, tamAre daDha nizcaya karavAno che ke, "mAre AgaLa javuM che." bhUtakALanI gAMTha choDI do to ghaNI sArI vastuo tamane AvatIkAla mATe satkAravA taiyAra che. prakRtimAM vasaMtaRRtu ziyALAmAM ja Ave che. vRkSo mATe pAnakhara RRtumAM tame jene vaMdhyatva-niSphaLatA gaNo cho te kharI rIte nUtananA janma mATeno suvarNa avasara che. A samaya, tamArI samaja UMDI utarI jAya tenI vicAraNA mATeno che. vasaMtaRtu-nUtana janma AvyA pUrveno samaya saMkrAntino che. kavizrI ravIndranAtha TAgore eka suMdara sAdRzya dRSTAMta ApyuM che. ApaNe mAtAnA stanane dhAvatA bALaka jevA chIe. jyAre mAtA jue che ke eka stanamAM dUdha khalAsa thaI gayuM che, tyAre te bALakane te stanathI vIkhUTuM pADI bIjA stana para laI jAya che. eka stananA viyoganI kSaNamAM bALaka raDatuM hoya che, paNa A pheraphArathI mAtAnA bIjA stanamAMthI tAjuM ane vadhu pramANamAM dUdha

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42 maLavAnuM che tenuM ene jJAna nathI. tyAM sudhI ja te raDe che. A rIte tame samajI zakazo ke purANI, binajarUrI, ahitakAraka vicAranI Tevo tamane kevA duHkhI banAve che! vartamAna kSaNane tame bhUtakALa sAthe sarakhAvo cho ! to pachI jIvananI tAjagIno AnaMda nahi maLe. A rIte bhUtakALane jaDa rIte vaLagI rahevAthI vartamAna kSaNano AnaMda lUMTI zakAto nathI. ane tamArA saMparkamAM AvatA anya loko paNa tamArAthI eTalA mATe kaMTALe che. ke tame haMmezAM jIrNa thaI gayela, binaupayogI bhUtakALane saMbhArI rodaNAM raDo cho. pachI tamane bIjo koI tamArA jevo ja maLe to tame bane eka-bIjAne kheMcatANa karI nIcAM pADo cho. - parivartana ane kaMpanonuM tattvajJAna tamArI jIvanapaddhati badalI nAMkhe che. tamArI cetanAnI kakSAnA aMte samAna kakSAnI cetanAvALAne AkarSe che. tethI tamArI cetanAnuM UrdhIkaraNa thAya che. mAtra bolavAthI nUtana jIvana pragaTI na zake. te AvI zake mAtra nUtana vicAraNA-nUtana kaMpanomAMthI. navAM kaMpano pragaTAvavA jUnAM kaMpanone kADhI mUko. kacaro pheMkI do. tamArI jAtane kaho, "mAre have binaupayogI, purANA vicAro, vidhvaMsaka yAdadAsta yA baMdhanakAraka vicAro nathI joItA." manane khAlI karavAthI te halakuM bane che. paNa A purANA vicAro mAyAvI che. jatAM pahelAM te tamane chetaravA prayatna kare che. tame jo kALajI na rAkho to te tamArI cetanA para navA kArI ghA karaze. khajAnAnI oLakha na hoya

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43 to tenI IcchA paNa nahi thAya. tenI prApti mATe puruSArtha nahi thAya. zarUAtane ja tame aMta mAno to pragati kayAMthI thAya? A mATe tamArAmAM tamane aDaga zraddhA hovI joIe. Aja sudhI tame tamArI jAta sivAya bIjA badhA devadevIomAM-mUrtiomAM vizvAsa rAkhyo che, paNa have tamane samajAya che ke tamArA hAthamAM eka amUlya ratna che. have jarUra che phakata tenA parano mela kADhavAnI ane asala caLakATa pragaTa karavAnI. A nahi karo to te ghaNA melathI AvarAyela kharabacaDo paththara banI jaze. mATe he mAnava, tArI jAtane zodha. tamArI jAtane kaho, "atyAre huM kharabacaDo hIro chuM, paNa mane khAtarI che ke mArI aMdara jhaLahaLato prakAza che, suSupta zakita che. teno sparza karI mArA asala tejane mAre pragaTa karavAnuM che." Avo vizvAsa pragaTe pachI pragati zarU thAya che. upaniSada" upa" eTale najIka ane "niSada" eTale besavuM. tamArA ja AtmAnI pAse besavuM. bIjA koInI pAse besavAnuM nathI. bIjAnI pAse besavuM hoya to tevAnI pAse beso ke je tamAro mela dUra karIpAlIza karI tamAruM asalI hIra-teja pragaTAve. gurunAM kapaDAM pahere teTalA mAtrathI guru thavAtuM nathI. je ajJAna dUra kare te gurueka vakhata tamArA AtmA parathI kacaro kADhI nAMkho eTale tame tamArA potAnA guru banI javAnA. eka rAjAne zikArano bahu zokha hato. eka vakhata te

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44 potAnA mahelanA jharukhAmAM saMdhyAkALe Ubho hato. varSARtu hovAnA kAraNe saptaraMgI suMdara meghadhanuSya racAyeluM hatuM. prakRtinA A saundaryathI tene khUba AnaMda thayo. A kSaNika sukhane meghadhanuSanA raMgonI upamA ApavAmAM Ave che. meghadhanuSanA raMgo vIkharAI gayA. sarvatra aMdhakAra vyApI gayo. tejIne Takoro ghaNo' che. prajJAvAn puruSone alpa nimitta paNa bodha ApI jAya che. AvA apratima saundaryano vilaya ane aMdhakAranuM avataravuM A nimittathI rAjAe vicAryuM, "mAruM jIvana paNa zuM AvuM nathI ? huM kSaNika sukhamAM AnaMda pAmato hato, paNa te saMdhyAnA raMga-meghadhanuSa jevuM nathI ? paLe paLe mAruM maraNa thaI rahyuM che. vItI gayeluM AyuSya pAchuM AvavAnuM nathI. yuvAnInA raMgo vIkharAI jAya te pahelAM mAre cetI javuM joIe. manuSyajIvananI saphaLatA mATe mAre kAMIka karI levuM joIe." rAjA eTalA badhA UMDA AtmaciMtanamAM UtarI gayo ke teNe tyAM ne tyAM ja potAnI pUrvanI kuTevo-vyasano choDI dIdhAM. sUryAstanAM vikharAtA raMge tenA AtmAne jAgRta karyo hato, jenAthI tenA jIvananuM UrvIkaraNa thaI gayuM. A prasaMga sUryAsta temano guru banyo. dhyAna A che. cetanAnuM saMpUrNa zuddhi karaNa-aMdara rahelI vizvavyApI avinAzI suSupta zakitanuM pragaTIkaraNa.

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45 mana paranAM jaDa AvaraNo dUra karI aMdaranI suSupta zakitano saMparka karavAthI tamane anubhava thaze ke cetanazakita, padArthane cetanano sparza karAve che. jo te cetana ApI zakatI hoya to te zA mATe bhautika padArthavAsanAono gulAma bane ? arUpI rUpanI uparanI bhUmikA hoya che. tethI ja te rUpIne jIvana ApI zake che. upaniSadamAM eka suMdara kathA che. bAra varSanA abhyAsa pachI guraphaLamAMthI eka vidyArthI potAnA pitAne tyAM ghera Ave che. te pitAne kahe che, "he pitA, meM ghaNA prayogo karyA, paNa AtmA kayAMya dekhAyo nahi." pitAe javAba Apyo, "vaDanA jhADanuM phaLa lAvI tene phoDI nAMkha. temAM rahelAM hajAro bIjomAM vRkSa kayAM che te batAva." putre pratyuttara Apyo, "vRkSane janma ApanAra tattva adazya che. te kema dekhAya?" - pitAe kahyuM "hA barAbara che. te ja rIte tene jIvana ApanAra tattvane paNa koIpaNa sAdhanathI na batAvI zakAya, na mApI zakAya. AtmA arUpI che, tema chatAM te dRzya vizvane zakita Ape che. badhA dazya padArthomAM te vyApe tyAre ja te badhA jIvaMta banI kArya karI zake che. A zakita e "tuM" ane huM chIe." A samajaNa Ave tyAre dhyAnano hetu samajAya che. tamArI aMdara rahela arUpInA saMsargamAM AvavuM. tene oLakhavuM. pachI ja e daSTi Ave che ke tamArI zakitazALI cetanA tamArI potAnI ja khaMDanAtmakatAthI AvarAyelI che,

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46 jethI teno vikAsa thato nathI. teno prakAza dekhAto nathI, tenI zakita anubhavAtI nathI. A zodha pachI tamArA mitra koNa ane zatru koNa tenuM jJAna thaze. tamArI zakti AvaranAra viSaya-kaSAya tamane zatru lAgaze. tamArI zakita pragaTAvavAmAM madadarUpa thanAra samyak jJAna-darzana-cAritra tamArA sAcA mitra che tenI pratIti thaze. tamAruM asalI nUra pragaTa karavAnI prakriyA satata cAlu rAkhavI paDaze. AtmAnI anaMta zakitane AvaranAra AvaraNono nAza satata karavo paDaze. dhyAnanuM A ja sAcuM phaLa che ane te che karmano nAza. eka kustIbAjane paga para IjA thAya to tenA para plAsTara pATo lagAvavo paDe. paNa pATo choDayA pachI te turata ja cAlI zakato nathI. te mATe tene mAlIza karavI paDe-cAlavAnI kasarata dhIre dhIre karavI . paDe. A rIte AtmAnI zakita pragaTAvavA paNa dhIraja rAkhI prakriyA satata karavI paDe. jainadarzanamAM eka siddhAMta che "kaDe mANe kaDe, cale mANe cale, nijajayamAho nijajayae" kArya zarU thayuM eTale pUruM thayuM. cAlavA mAMDayuM eTale maMjila maLavAnI. tema karmanirjarAnI zarUAta thaI eTale AtmA zuddha thavAno ja. eka vakhata karma dvArA AtmAne thayelA ghAne dharmarUpa havA ne prakAza maLavAM zarU thayAM, eTale AtmA avazya nIrogI thavAno mananuM pokaLa ane zaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa thAya' ane

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47 temAM sarjanAtmaka vicAro bharavAmAM Ave to AtmazuddhinuM kArya bahu saraLa bane. jJAna vinA AcaraNa kema thAya? roganA nidAna vinA IlAja kema thAya? ane IlAja vinA roga kema jAya? ane roga na jAya tyAM sudhI nIrogI kema banAya ? A prakriyA mATe manane dhyAnanA prakAzathI bharI, ApaNI vicAraNAmAM paDela kANAM-jJAna, samaja ane anubhavathI bharavAM paDaze. eka vakhata lezamAtra zaMkA vinA tamane zraddhA thaI jAya ke tamArI aMdara ja saundarya, satya, zakita ane sukhanuM samagra vizva racAyeluM che, tyArapachI tamArA AtmAnI anaMta zakita pragaTAvI zakazo. je tamAruM che te tamAruM banI bahAra pragaTa thaze. * * *

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ka karmanAM kAnUnamAM tamAro phALo zo che ? A vizvamAM ApaNuM sthAna kayAM che tenI khabara na paDe to ApaNI jAta sAthe saMbaMdha kema bAMdhI zakIe ? lAgaNI, aham nAma, zarIra - dehabhAvamAMthI baMdhAyela ApaNA "huthI pelI pAra jovAnI ApaNI dRSTi vizALa banI na hoya to ApaNA "sva'no anubhava karavAnI najIka paNa kema AvI zakIzuM? dhyAnanI prakriyA dvArA ApaNA vAstavika svaranI najIka AvI zakIe. A maMjila para pahoMcyA pachI ja ApaNI amaratAnuM ApaNane bhAna thAya che A anubhavanA abhAvamAM ApaNA jIvanano koI saMgIna pAyo naMkhAto nathI. dhyAnanuM dhyeya che sukhanA mULa sudhI javuM. jyAM bhayane koI avakAza nathI, jyAM prakAzavaMta jIvana ja jhabake che, tyAM ApaNI sAtheno A rIte saMbaMdha baMdhAya. A anubhava dvArA ApaNane e samajAya che ke "" hato, huM chuM ane "huM" rahevAno chuM. A tattvanI samajaNa thayA bAda ja

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49 unnatinI prakriyA zarU thAya. DArvinano siddhAMta mAtra bhautika kakSAe hato. ApaNo siddhAMta AdhyAtmika kakSAe racAyela che. mAnavabhava prApta thayA pahelAM vyaktigata AtmA ekathI bIjI kakSA para pragati karI vadhu ne vadhu Indriyo prApta karato jAya che. pRthvI, pANI, vAyu, vanaspati ane agninA jIvo pAse mAtra sparzanI ja Indriya hoya che. jIva jema pragati karato jAya tema sparza uparAMta svAda UmerAtAM, te be Indriya jIva bane che, pachI gaMdhanI Indriya umerAtAM te traNa IndriyavALo bane che, dRSTi maLatAM cAra IndriyavALo ane chelle zravaNanI Indriya umerAtAM te paMcendriya jIva bane che. pachI te AdivAsI, buddhizALI ane jAgrata mAnava banI AtmAno uttarottara vikAsa sAdhe che. ApaNe "huM chuM"thI zarUAta karI, "huM koNa chuM ?" pUchIe chIe. utkrAntimAM mAnavanuM A prathama pagathiyuM che. A viveka pazu ane mAnava vacceno pharaka samajAve che. ApaNe mAnavabhavamAM zA mATe AvyA chIe ? zuM ApaNe mAtra AhAra, nidrA, bhaya, maithuna ane parigraha, krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobha, loka ane oghasaMjJAnI gulAmI karavA 'A bhava mIThA to parabhava koNe dIThAM ?" samajI viSayabhoganA jaMtu banavA AvyA chIe ? mAnavajIvana durlabha che. tenI eka eka kSaNa amUlya che. tene AvI rIte veDaphI nAMkhavAnI ! A kSaNono vadhumAM vadhu sadupayoga upayoga ane jAgRtimAM karavAno che.

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50 tethI ja huM koNa chuM ?" te ghaNo zaktizALI ane pragatizIla prazna che. tenA javAbanI zodhathI mANasanI vicAravAnI zakita rUpa chaThThI Indriya pragaTa thAya che. A prazna para satata vicAra karavAthI kSayopazama thatAM bombanA dhaDAkAnI mAphaka AvaraNo baLI jAya che. jIvana arthapUrNa banAvI AgaLa ne AgaLa pragati karAve che. A sAdhanAmAM tamArI pragati kadAca bAhya dRSTithI na dekhAya, paNa tame tamArA AMtaramanamAM UMDe ne UMDe khodI UMDA saMskAra pADI azubha AMdolanone dUra karI zubha AMdolanathI tene samRddha banAvo cho, ApaNe e joyuM ke cetanA bhautika padArthamAMthI pragaTa thatI nathI, paNa cetanAthI padArtho kAryazIla banI zake che. jema dUdha pANIne dUdhano raMga ApI banne ekarasa bane che, tema jIva' ane padArtha evA eka banI jAya che ke bannene alaga oLakhavA paNa muzkela banI jAya che. A tattvajJAna mujaba anAdikALathI AtmA ane padArtha ekabIjA sAthe maLI rahelA che. mAnavathI nIcI jAtanA jIvomAM jema mATI vanaspatine dabAvI de che tema padArtha pradhAna banI tenA AtmAne bhAre ane malina banAve che. mAnava mATe jIva ane padArtha ekabIjA sAthe bhAgIdArImAM jIve che. AdhyAtmika vikAsa mATenI mAnavanI maulika zakitanI jema jema vadhu jANa thAya che tema tema AtmA padArthano mAlika thato jAya che, ane teno AtmazuddhinA

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51 sAdhana tarIke sadupayoga karato jAya che. jyAre Atmazuddhi vadhI jAya che, tyAre te zarIrano dharmasAdhana tarIke upayoga karI cetanAne pUrNa banAve che. have vizva sAthe ApaNA AMtarasaMbaMdhanI daSTie AtmA ane padArtha vaccenA zaktizALI saMbaMdhane tapAsIe. nAnAmAM nAnAthI moTAmAM moTA bAhya rUpa-AkAramAM eka kSaNa yA eka divasa jeTalo alpa samaya pasAra karavAmAM paNa ApaNane vizvanI madadanI jarUra paDe che. AkhuM vizva ApaNane jIvavA mATe madada karI rahyuM che ane vizvamAMthI ApaNane je kAMI maLe tenuM rUpAMtara ane UrdhIkaraNa karavAnI jIvanamAM zakita che. havA zvAsa bane che. khorAkamAMthI lohI ane bIjA kozANu bane che, jenAthI ApaNe jIvI zakIe chIe. eka kozANumAMthI vizva sAtheno ApaNo saMbaMdha zarU thayo. ApaNe jyAre e samajIe ke vizvanI sahAya vinA ApaNI unnati thaI na hota, yA eka paNa divasa jIvI na zakata, tyAre ApaNAmAMthI kazuM nIkaLI jAya che, ogaLI jAya che, te bAda vizva sAthenA ApaNA saMbaMdho saraLa ane svAbhAvika banI jAya che. pachI ApaNe koI paNa kArya prazaMsA yA AbhAra yA bIjuM koI vaLatara meLavavA nathI karatA, koInI para upakAra karavAnI buddhi rAkhatA nathI, paNa kartavyarUpe te karIe chIe. pachI ApaNe darekane bIjA pAsethI madada-Teko ane saMpreraNA meLavato joIe chIe, jethI ApaNe vizva sAthe

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para paraspara sahakArathI vartIe chIe. pU. umAsvAtijIe tattvArthasUtramAM lakhyuM che, "parasparopagraho jIvAnAm" jIvo paraspara upakAraka banI ekabIjAnA vikAsamAM sahAyaka bane che. A prAcIna sUkita bahu ja suMdara rIte vizvamAM ApaNuM sthAna kayAM che, ane bIjA jIvo sAthe ApaNo kevo saMbaMdha che te samajAve che. ApaNA bhautika temaja AdhyAtmika jIvana ane vikAsamAM keTalA badhA jIvono phALo che, tenuM ApaNane jJAna karAve che. te samajAve che ke jyAM Apo tyAM `Ave ja che. tethI ja dAnane sarvazreSTha bacata kahI che. A banne bhegAM thAya tyAM ja vikAsa thAya che. ApaNe je meLavIe tyAM koI paNa jAtanA hetu vagara vaLatara ApavuM ja paDe. kevI rIte ? prathama ApaNI asala jAtane jANavI ane pachI ApaNA AtmA ane bIjA badhA jIvo vacce pUla bAMdhavo. A pUla kevI rIte bAMdhavo ? ciMtana-dhyAnathI ane pachI potAnI jAtane prazno pUchavAnA, mAre kharekhara zuM joIe che ? keTaluM joIe che ?" sau prathama tamane sauthI vadhu pasaMda zuM che ? tamane zuM maLe to tame sukhI thAo ! ane pachI A ja tattvo vizva sudhI vistAro. pachI tamArI jAtane kaho, "mAre thoDIka sagavaDa joIe. rahevAnuM ghara, khAvA mATe pauSTika khorAka, anukULa preraNA, madhura hAsya, uSmAbharI lAgaNIo" pachI pUcho, "mAre je joIe che te anya jIvone ApavA huM taiyAra chuM ?" ApaNe zuM IcchIe chIe ? sukha ! svataMtratA ! to

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53 pachI ApaNe A ja tattvo bIjAne ApavA kema taiyAra nathI? A vicAraNAthI vizvanI sAthe vizALa AMtarasaMbaMdhomAM ApaNe vahetA thaI zakIzuM. A pachI eka evI samaja pragaTa thaze, tyAre ApaNane ema lAgaze ke koI paNa vyakita ema nahI bolI zake ke, mAre duniyAnI kazI paDI nathI." koIpaNa vyakita saMpUrNa svataMtra nathI yA paravaza nathI, paNa AdhyAtmika vikAsanA vizvamAM sau ekabIjA para AdhArita che. have AMdolanonI kakSA upara A paraspara AdhArano siddhAMta samajI ApaNA jIvananI dareka kSaNe AMdolano dvArA cetanAzakita vahana karavAnI zakita ApaNe anubhavIe chIe, jema khorAka zarIramAM gayA pachI zakita bane che, tema sarjanAtmaka AMdolanovALI vyakita yA nimittanA saMparkamAM AvatAM tame paNa prasanna thAo cho. Ane badale tame koI udAsa-zokAtura dIvela pIdhA jevA moDhAvALAne maLo tyAre tame paNa thAkelA ane zakitahIna banI jAva cho. tamane ema lAge che ke tamane thAka lAgyo che, paNa kharI rIte sAmI vyakti pAsethI tame tevA prakAranAM AMdolano meLavIne thAkayA cho. AMdolanono siddhAnta samajayA pachI ApaNane e samajAya che ke zA mATe keTalAka mANaso jhaDapI pragati karI vikAsa sAdhe che tyAre keTalAka tyAM ne tyAMja rahe che. ane kayAreka pIchehaTha karI patana paNa pAme che. kaMpano tamane AgaLa vadhArI zake yA pAchA pADI zake tethI tamAre tamArI

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54 jAtane pUchavuM joIe ke, "zuM huM anicchanIya AMdolano grahaNa karuM chuM? A AMdolano mane prabhAvita na kare te mATe huM zuM karuM chuM?" tame tamArA ajJAta mananA zikAra banavAthI bacI zako to AvAM azubha khaMDanAtmaka AMdolanonI gulAmImAMthI bacI zako. have tame tamAruM kArya ane jIvana tapAso. tamAruM kAma tanane prasannatA Ape che ke tame tenAthI thAkI jAo cho ? tamArI pravRttio tamArA anubhavone vyApaka banAve che ke tame mAtra peTa bharavA jIvo cho? tame AnaMdathI jIvana jIvo cho ke mAtra TakI rahevA badhI zakita veDaphI nAkho cho ? ghaNA loko kRtrima uttejanA meLavavA nIkoTIna, kephIna, pepa pIlsa, gAMjA-carasa menDekasa, dArU, vahIskI vagere mAdaka padArtho, vyabhicAra-jugAra jevAM vyasanono Azraya le che. A mATe temanA pratye dhRNA karavA jevuM paNa nathI. game tema karI jIvana jIvavA teo AvuM kare che. A nazA vinA teo jIvI zake tema nathI, kAraNa ke temane haMmezAM khaMDanAtmaka AMdolano ja maLyA kare che. ApaNAmAMnA dareke ApaNI aMdara UMDA UtarI jovuM joIe ke AvI vRttio ApaNAmAM paNa che ke kema ? sAtvika jIvana jIvavA sAtvika AMdalano meLavavAM atyaMta jarUrI che, ane A mATe jIvanamAM parivartana lAvavuM paDaze. A parivartana kevI rIte lAvavuM? (1) vizvamAM je banAvo svataMtra rIte banI rahyA che,

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55 temAM tamAro zo phALo che, te be vacceno saMbaMdha zodhI kADho. (2) bIjA para doSAropaNa vRNA baMdha karI, tamArI paristhiti mATe tamArI potAnI javAbadArI mAnya karo.' (3) vartamAnanuM sAruM yA kharAba vartana pUrvanAM karmonA kAraNe che. A bhUtakALanAM mRta paDachAyAthI hAro nahi. vartamAnane jIvaMta banAvo. tamAruM jIvana tamArA hAthamAM laI tenI anaMta sarjanAtmaka zakitano anubhava karo. prathama pagalAmAM vizvanuM taMtra jovAnuM che. tenA potAnA paNa niyamo che, ane te barAbara kAma kare che, temAM koI bhUla pakSapAta yA maherabAnI cAlI zakatA nathI. sUryodaya ane sUryAsa, bharatI ane oTa, RtuonA parivartananI jema te taMtra ati niyamita che. ApaNane je akasmAtarUpa lAge che tenI pAchaLa koI nizcita kAraNa che. hakIkata e che ke asaMkhya bhavomAM ajJAnadazAmAM A cetanAe utkrAnikamamAM aneka zarIro grahaNa karyA ane mUkayAM. pachI eka samaya Avyo. jyAre A prakriyA jAgRta dazAmAM thavA mAMDI, te samaye ApaNI samagra bAhya paristhitionuM nirmANa ApaNe pote karyuM. prakriyA A rIte kAma kare che H rAga ane dveSanI paLomAM ApaNe azubha khaMDanAtmaka athavA zubha sarjanAtmaka AMdolano vizvamAM pheMkIe chIe, ane tenAM phaLa bhogavavA te pramANe ApaNe bIjo janma laIe chIe. ApaNA upayoga yA jAgRtinI kakSA mujaba ApaNe vizvamAMthI te prakAranAM AMdolano grahaNa karIe chIe.

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56 ApaNe jo azubha-khaMDanAtmaka AMdolano pheMkayAM haze to ApaNane duHkha ane pIDA maLaze. ApaNe je zubha sarjanAtmaka AMdolano pheMkayAM haze to paDaghAnI mAphaka sukha ane AnaMda pAchAM pharaze. A AMdolano paDaghAnI mAphaka pAchA pharI AtmA para te te prakAranI karmaja coMTADI te te prakAranAM pariNAmo pragaTAvaze. A AMdolano pUrvanA aneka bhavonAM hoya, A ja bhavanAM pUrvabhAganAM hoya athavA to gaIkAlanAM paNa hoya. paNa te ApaNe ja phekelAM che. tethI ApaNane te te prakAranAM phaLa Ape che. A zubha-azubha paDaghAthI karmagAMTha yA saMbaMdho baMdhAya che. paNa evo koI bhUtakALa nathI ke je ApaNAM bhAvi nakkI karI zake. AdhyAtmika vikAsa mATe vartamAna kSaNa e ja mahAmUlyavAna che. ApaNA bhUtakALanAM AMdalanothI amuka gAMTho baMdhAI che, jene pUrNa karavA-choDavAcA nAza karavA vartamAnakALa ja upayogI che. vartamAna jIvananI zI kimata che? ApaNe e kevI rIte kahI zakIe ke vartamAnamAM badhuM zakaya che! Ano uttara e che ke jIve bAMdhelAM karma jIva ja choDI zake che yA tenuM rUpAMtaraNa yA saMkramaNa karI zake che pUrvanAM azubha-khaMDanAtmaka karmono nAza vartamAnanAM zukala dhyAnamAM sarjanAtmaka AMdolanothI thaI zake che. vartamAnamAM zuddha bhAvanAothI pUrvanAM azubha-zubhamAM saMkramaNa thaI zake che. (karma-udayamAM na AvyA hoya, sattAmAM hoya to ja A

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57 saMkaNikaraNa karI zakAya che.) dhyAnamAM Ano anubhava thavo joIe. A bauddhika anubhava nathI. jyAM tarkano aMta Ave che tyAM ja adhyAtmanI zarUAta thAya che. pUrvajanmanA karmo aneka rIte aneka saMbaMdhomAM vyakata thAya che. A saMkramaNa anubhavagamya che tene tarkathI samajAvavAM zakaya nathI. dA.ta. mAtA bALakane janma Ape ke turata ja tene bALaka mATe prema utpanna thAya che. tenA stanamAM rakatane sthAne dUdha ubharAya che. mAbApa eka bALakarUpI ajANyA AgaMtuka mATe sarvasva nyochAvara karavA taiyAra thAya che. preyasI priyatama mATe mRtyune varavA taiyAra thAya che, eraporTa para acAnaka eka ajANyA mAnavIne maLavAthI prathama paricayamAM prema baMdhAI jAya che, je kuTuMbIjana karatAM paNa vadhu vhAlA lAge che. A badhuM anubhava gamya che. AvuM kema bane che! eka vyakita prati rAga ane bIjI prati heSa! hRdayanI vAtone tarka samajAvI na zake. pAskale kahyuM ke, mAnavo nadImAM taratAM lAkaDAnA TUkaDA jevA nathI, je ghaDImAM maLe ne ghaDImAM chUTA paDI jAya." mananI maryAdita zakitane kAraNe teo A saMbaMdha samajI na zake ane tema chatAM evuM koI tattva che je keTalAkane premathI joDe che ane keTalAkane paraspara vera karAve che. Heart has a Reason which Reason cannot define. jyAre tamAru hadaya bhAvanA kare che tyAre te kaMpano kare

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* 58 - che. tamane tamArA jIvananuM dhyeya A hadaya jaNAve che. tethI hadayane satata sAMbhaLo. A AMtara avAjanA zravaNathI tamAro adbhuta vikAsa thaze. bhAratanA eka kuTuMbano nabIro amerikAmAM abhyAsa karatAM tyAM eka amerikana kanyA sAthe prema thavAthI tyAM ja paraNI gayo. vara ane vadhU bane bhArata AvyAM. tenAM kuTuMbIoe teno dekhAva, UMcAI, vartaNUka vagere joI TIkA karatAM kahyuM, "A tArI kevI pasaMdagI che ? A kaI jAtanI chokarI che!" putre javAba Apyo, "tene jovA tamAre mArI cakSudaSTi joIze. mArI daSTi vinA tame tene joI nahi zako." gharaDAM mAbApa Ano marma samajayAM nahi. eka vakhata teo mane maLyAM ane pUchayuM, "amAro putra zuM kahevA mAMge che ? tenI AMkho amAre kema levI? amArI AMkhomAM kaMI khAmI che? amArI AMkho tenA jevI nathI ?" A prazna saMbaMdhano karmanA udayamAM AvatAM kaMpanono che. kazuMka joDe che. kazuka toDe che hadayanuM joDANa hoya tyAM vikAsa thAya che. te ekabIjAnI khAmI calAvI le che. teo racanAtmaka karmasaMbaMdhamAM joDAya che-Asakita ane lAlasAthI nahI, paNa parasparanAM vikAsanAM vinAzamAM kAM vinAzanA vikAsamAM sahAyaka thavA mATe. A rIte karmonA vilaya mATe AvAM joDANa karanAra karmo vikAsano suMdara mArga bane che. mitra, bhAgIdAra, zikSaka, bALaka vi. ekabIjAno hAtha pakaDavAthI ApaNo vikAsa thAya che.

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59 ApaNA saMbaMdhono vizvamAM banatA banAvomAM keTalo kALo hoya che te bAbatamAM prAcIna tattvajJAna mujaba zuM rahasya che te have samajIe. dA.ta. eka mANasane zAna pratye napharata che, zAnI, zAnanAM sAdhano tene gamatAM nathI. A aNagamAnAM AMdolanothI te jJAnane AvaranArAM karmone kheMce che. A karmone "bAnAvaraNIya karma' kahevAya che. A karmabaMdha samaye tenI aNagamAnI tIvratA, maMdatA ane sthiti mujaba evAM gADha, madhyama yA maMda karmo baMdhAya che, jenAthI bIjA bhavamAM tenI buddhi ati maMda hoya che. mUrkha jevo paNa banI zake che. ' je mANasa karaNAthI-premathI bIja jIvone sahAya kare che, te sAtA-vedanIya karma bAMdhe che, jenAthI bIjA bhavamAM janmathI cArebAju tenA para sukha-zAMtinI varSA thAya che. Avo mANasa badhe bahumAnane pAtra paNa bane che. " bIjI bAju je mANasa bIjane dhikkArI temane nukasAna pahoMcADe che te asAtA-vedanIya tathA bIja bhAvamAM tene pIDA-kha bheTe che. loko tene dhikkAre che, bhale pachI te A bhavamAM loo mATe ghaNAM sevAnAM kAryo karato hoya. - vadhArAmAM je mANasa mAtra bIjAne pIDA pahoMcADato nathI, paNa vagara kAraNe bIjAnuM jIvana paNa harI le che dAta. zikArI mAtra pIDAmAM pariNamanArAM bhayaMkara ka ja bAMdhato nathI, paNa sAthe sAthe alpAya paNa bAMdhe che. jIvone prati

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FO maitrI ane karUNA upajAvanAra abhayadAnI sAtA vedanIya dIrdhAyu bAMdhe che. " tamAruM zarIra suMdara hoya paNa bIjA kadarUpAnI mazkarI karo, tenA prati zabdo, saMjJAo, ThaThThAmazkarIo, hAsya yA dhRNA karo to tenAthI azubha zarIra baMdhAvanAra karmone tame AmaMtraNa Apo cho. tame svanirIkSaNa karo. tamArAmAM koI khAmI dekhAya to tame tamArI jAtane kaho ke "pUrve meM ajJAnavaza koInI mazkarI karI bIjAne pIDA pahoMcADI che. mArI khAmI mArA pUrvanAM AvAM azubha karmone lIdhe che." tame amuka mAbApane tyAM janmyA. zA mATe? tenuM paNa kAraNa che, kAraNa ke koI kArya kAraNa vagara thaI na zake. A mAbApa tamArI pasaMdagInAM che yA temanI pasaMdagInuM tame pAtra cho. pUrvabhavanA saMbaMdho para AdhArita A UMca yA nIca gotra hoI zake. pUrvano saMbaMdha je pIDAjanaka haze to teno badalo levA tame AvyA cho, athavA to mAbApanAM puNya pUrvakarmonA uttararUpe tame sevA karavA AvyA cho. sauthI mahatvanuM che tamAruM jIvanasva. tamArA ghaDataranI A prathama mArI che. tamArA viziSTa vicAro, bhASA, kAryonA AdhAre arthAt pUrvanI mana-vacana kAyAnI pravRttithI baMdhAyela karmo anusAra tamane A bhavamAM evuM kuTuMba maLaze jyAM tamAruM pUrvabhavanuM jIvanasvakha siddha thaze.

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61 A kAraNone lIdhe ja A vizvamAM tamArI kopI jevI bIjI kArbana vyakti kyAMya maLaze nahi! tamAruM jIvanasvapna jeTaluM tamArA hradayamAM UMDu UtaryuM hoya teTaluM ja jIvana pratyenA jIvaMta abhigamanI ane svapnasiddhinI najIka AvI zakAya che. dA.ta. je AtmAo ghaNA lAMbA samaya sudhI-traNa-cAra bhaya sudhI jagatanA badhA AtmAone duHkha, pIDA, hiMsAmAMthI bacAvavA, temane dharma-rasiyAM karavAnI utkaTa bhAvanA rAkhe che ke temano aNuaNu A bhAvanAthI raMgAI jAya che. kA ane dayAnAM A suMdara kaMpanothI teo pAtAnI badhI azubha bhAvanAo, ane karmono nAza kare che. dhIre dhIre temanI cetanA badhA jIvone madada karavAnI ane sukhI jovAnI bhAvanAthI samRddha banI jAya che. AvA AtmAone pachI bhAre cIkaNAM karmono baMdha thaI zakato nathI. temanAM zubha kaMpano-karmothI teo nIrogI-samRddha-zaktizALI mAbApane tyAM janma le che. garbha dhAraNa karanAra mAtA paNa atyaMta prabhAvazALI hoya che. bALakano dareka koSANu eTalo badho lohacuMbakIya ane zaktizALI hoya che ke temanA mAtra saMparkamAM AvanAra vyaktino bhAvollAsathI uddhAra thAya che. A bhavamAM A bALakano avAja madhura hoya che, bhASAprabhutva hoya che, vyaktitva prabhAvazALI hoya che, jethI temanuM svapna badhA jIvone duHkhamAMthI bacAvI prakAza tarapha lAvavAnuM sahaja-saraLa rIte siddha thAya che. mAnavajAta mATe A duniyAmAM kazuM azakya nathI.

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A vijJAnayugamAM navInavI zodho karanAra mAnavI caMdra para paga paNa mUkI zake che. je camatkArI zodho thaI che, te badhuM mAnavacetanA ane tenI zaktine AbhArI che. je koI AdhyAtmika pragati anubhavAya che te ApaNI vikAsanI IcchA ane bIjAne madada karavAnI bhAvanAnuM pariNAma che. paNa keTalIka vAra junI Tevo pAMgare che ane dhyAnamAM viba nAMkhI tenAM zubha kaMpano harI le che. dhyAnamAM janmela nUtana sukha-zAMti, utsAha, jAgRti vi. guNo pAchA dabAI jAya che. tethI sauthI vadhu jarUra che potAmAM akhUTa zraddhA ane samaja. tamArI jAtane satata kaho ke : "bIjA koI te kArya karI zake to huM zA mATe nahi ! - zAMtithI sAmAyikamAM vicAro ke je "huM" pelA ajJAta vyaktitvamAM hato te ja "huM" have jJAnathI - puruSArthathI vicArI zake evI kakSAmAM Avyo chuM "huM A na karI zakuM" e bahAranA ane samAjanA prabhAve pUrvagraha piDita e nabaLo nakArAtmaka vicAra che, A aMtarAya toDavA pravAhanI sAme taro ane kaho ke, "huM karI zakIza. huM A zubha kArya karavA ane pUrvanAM azubha kaMpanono nAza karavA samartha chuM." potAno mAtra-vicAra karavAnI pravRttionA pRthakkaraNathI ane nakArAtmaka TevonA vizeSaNathI azubha tattvonI nAza saraLa bane che. tamAre je kaMpano na joItAM hoya-je tamane ahitakAraka lAgatAM hoya tene grahaNa karavA tamane koNa pharaja pADI zake? bIjuM koI nahi. te mAtra tame eka ja cho.

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63 azubha kaMpano tamArAmAM ghara karI beThAM che, kAraNa ke te tamane ahitakAraka lAgatAM nathI. tene tame kADhI mUkavA puruSArtha karyo nathI. jyAre tame samajazo ke, "huM koNa chuM." ane "huM te karI zakIza" tyAre tamArAmAM addabhuta zakti pragaTe che. bIjA para doSAropaNa karavAne badale tame pote tenI javAbadArI lo cho. have tame jUnAM azubha kaMpanono vilaya karavA zubha kaMpanonA upayoganI kalA jANo cho. tamArA manamAM evA vicAro hoya ke je tamane ciMtA karAvatA hoya, tamane gamatA na hoya - tene yogya zabdomAM bleka, borDa para lakho. pachI sapheda pATiA para tamAre je saMgIna racanAtmaka cIjo joItI hoya tenI yAdI lakho. pachI kALA pATIyA paranI eka eka lITI bhUMsatA jAva ane sapheda pATiA para lakhelI lITIo pUrI ekAgratApUrvaka vAMcI te tamane maLI rahI che tevuM kalpanAcitra magajamAM lAvo. A rIte tamArI cetanAnI dizA saMpUrNa badalAI jaze. jyAre tamAre zuM joIe che tenuM citra spaSTa thaI jAya, tyAre anicchanIya citra prati AkarSaNa nahi thAya. jyAre tamArI jAtane jANo, tyAre tamArI talAza zI che te paNa khabara paDaze ane te pachI bIjanI IcchAo paNa mAlUma paDaze. potAnI jAtane jANyA vinA bIjane kema jANI zakAya ? yogazAstramAM lakhyuM che ke : jyAre tamArAmAM rahela AtmAnuM tamane jJAna thAya, tyAre ja bIjAnA AtmAnuM jJAna thaze.

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64 badhA jIvo sukha Icche che, koIne duHkha gamatuM nathI. tethI tamane jevuM game tevuM bIja pratye voM. tamane na game tevuM bIjA prati na Acaro. - eka vakhata enIbesanTa bhAratamAM AvyA. temane eka phUla bahu gamatuM hatuM tethI te jyAM jyAM gayA tyAM te phUlanAM bIjo vAvyAM. te kahetAM ke "huM tamArI sAme be ke traNa divasa rahI. have tamArA gharamAM mArA premanA pratikarUpe atipriya A phUla vAvavuM che." ane loko eka kUMDuM, thoDuMka khAtara ane pANI lAvatA ane pelI bAI temAM A phUlanAM bIjo vAvatI. A rIte madrAsa, muMbaI, beMgalora vigere sthaLoe te jyAM gayA tyAM A bIjo phUTayAM. choDa thayA ne phUla AvyAM ne sugaMdha phelAvI. Ano eka ja saMdeza che, tame je cAho cho te bIjAne Apo. tethI thoDAka samaya mATe mauna rAkhI tamAruM jIvanasvapna zuM che te zodho. tame jyAre tamArA svapna sAthe ekarasa thAva cho, tyAre A svapna sAkAra karavA mATenAM zubha spaMdanonI zakti meLavo cho. pUrvapuNyathI maLelI samRddhino bIjA jarUratavALA jIvone lAbha ApavAthI bhautika yA AdhyAtmika azubha svArthodha vRttino vilaya thAya che. badhAM parivartanonI aMdara rahelA aparivartanIya tattva sAthenA saMparkathI tame badhAnI sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhI zakazo. tamArA svArthI "mAMthI nIkaLI javAthI AkhA vizvamAM tame vistarI jazo. samasta vizva tamAruM kuTuMba thaze.

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(tamArAM kaMpanonuM rUpAMtara ' che tame koI reDiyo sTezana para bolavA jAva, tyAre tyAM eka lAlabattI hoya che, je tamane eka sUcana kare che ke tame have AkAzavANI para cho. pachI tame je kAMI tyAM bolo te cAre dizAmAM prasarI jAya ane lAkho loko tene sAMbhaLI zake che. Teliphona, reDio, TelivIjhana ane bIjI zodhothI baso varSa pahelAM je camatkArarUpa lAgatuM hatuM tene vaijJAnikoe puravavAra karyuM che ke zabdane koi avarodha nathI. zabda sAgara pAra jaI zake che, ane tamArA dhvanino paDagho tame paNa sAMbhaLI zako cho. tamArI praticchAyA TelivIjhana mAraphata aneka mAIlo sudhI dUra, vagara avarodhe jaI zake che, ane tame paNa te joI zako cho. vizvamAM jyAM jyAM zabda ane citrane grahaNa karanAra reDiyo-TelivIjhana vi. sAdhano hoya tyAM A vyavahAra cAle che. je bolAya te saMbhaLAya che. je dekhAya te lAkhkho mAIla dUra jaI zake che. janmathI ApaNe reDio sTezanamAM chIe. paNa jIvanamAM koI lAlabattI nathI. jIvanamAM mAtra zabda yA

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praticchAyA saphara kare che tevuM nathI, paNa tame je kaMI vicAro te paNa vizvamAM prasarI ghUmIne paDaghAnI mAphaka pAchuM phare che. ApaNe jo vizvamAMthI suMdaratA meLavavI hoya to maitrIpUrNa zubha vicAro prasAravA joIe, ApaNe jo azubha kaMpano pheMkIe to sArAM kaMpano ane zAni zI rIte maLe! ApaNI azubha bhAvanAnAM azubha phaLo maLe emAM navAI jevuM zuM che ? jema zabda, citra vi. meLavavA yogya reDiyo sTezana yA TelivIjhananI cenala yA naMbara meLavavA paDe, tema vizvamAMthI suMdara kaMpano meLavavA paNa yogya kendrono sparza karavo paDe. A mATe ApaNAMmAM rasa ane buddhi ane jarUrI che. ApaNAmAM badhI zakti che, paNa jema yogya saMcAlaka vinA yaMtra na cAle tema ApaNI zaktine pragaTa karavA yogya rastA para cAlavuM paDe, jIvananuM ApaNuM A ja dhyeya che, ApaNI maulika zaktine kevI rIte pragaTa karavI ! karma vijJAna e vizva ane svanA UMDA dRSTAonA jIvaMta anubhava para racAyeluM vijJAna che. mAtra zraddhA nahi, paNa tamArA potAnA anubhavathI A tattvajJAnane kasavAnuM karmanI prakriyA A che : jyAre tamane rAga yA dveSa thAya, tyAre kaMpana utpanna thAya che, je vizvamAM prasaratAM karmarajane AkarSI tamArA para coMTADe che, ane tamArI spaSTa daSTine Avare che. Tepa rekorDaranA rekorDiMga heDa para kacaro hoya to Tepano avAja barAbara na saMbhaLAya, tevI ja sthiti tamArA AtmAnI thAya che.

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A karmabaMdhana tamArI zuddha cetanAne AvarI tenA saMparkanA anubhavane aTakAve che. A karmarajanI-baMdhananI ghanatA yA maMdatAnI AdhAra tamArA kaSAyonI ghanatA yA maMdatA para AdhAra rAkhe che. A karmabaMdhanathI ghaNA zArirIka ane mAnasika rogo paNa utpanna thAya che. A karmo zuM che ? vizvamAMthI kheMcelI karmara AtmA sAthe coTe eTale te karma bane che. A prakriyA ati sUkama cetanA sAthe A karmara tyAre ja caTe jyAre AtmA pramAdamAM hoya, jAgRta na hoya. pramAda avasthAmAM rAga yA TheSa utpanna thAya che. rAga kevI rIte utpanna thAya che! premanuM jyAre vAsanAmAM rUpAMtara thAya che tyAre te prema raheto nathI. zarIra-rUpanuM AkarSaNa e vAsanA che. AtmAnA guNonuM AkarSaNa e prema che. vAsanA baMdhanarUpa banI ghUNAmAM pariNAme che. Asakti parigraha karAve che - jyAre tamArAmAM uDI parigrahavRtti hoya che tyAre tame bIjI vyaktine khissAmAM rAkhavAnI vastu mAnI tenI svataMtratA jhUMTavI lo cho. tenuM vyaktitva miTAvI daI tamArI IcchAnuM ramakaDuM banAvavA mAMgo cho. - tamAruM premamAtra bIjI koI tamArI aNagamatI vyakti sAthe vAta na kare, tevuM tame Iccho cho. zatruno zatru tamAro mitra bane che. zatruno mitra tamAro mitra banI zakato nathI. tethI tamArI aMdha IcchAo dvArA tame bIjAne juo

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68 cho, mATInI jema tame tene ghATa ghaDavA mAMgo cho. tamAruM kahyuM na kare tyAM turata ja tamane dhikkAra utpanna thAya che. krodha utpanna thAya che. * tame tamArA premapAtrane mukta rIte jIvavA na do to tenAthI teno vikAsa paNa rUMdhAI jAya che. mANasa bhUlomAMthI zIkhe che. vikAsa mATe judI judI jAtanAM duHkho sahana karavAM jarUrI che. sarva vikAsamAM svArthatyAgasahanazIlatA anivArya che. grejyueTa thavA mATe ramatagamata, manoraMjana vi. mUkI devAM paDe che. mAtA garbhadhAraNa karI mAtRtvano AnaMda meLavavA prasava vedanA vi. keTaluM badhuM sahana kare che! Asakti rahita prema mATe potAno aha, pazuvRtti parigrahavRtti vi. ghaNuM choDavuM paDe che. tethI je kaMpanI ane karmanuM vijJAna jANe che te loko tenAthI ajJAta loko karatAM judI rIte jIve che. te jANe che ke aMdaranA kaSAyo kaMpano utpanna kare che, je karmabaMdha kare che. tethI teo mukhyatve jIvanamAM "saMvara-karmabaMdhane aTakAvavAno pracaMDa puruSArtha kare che. tethI jema reDiyo sTezana yA TI.vI. sTezana para mAIka AgaLa Ubhelo mANasa bolatAM pahelAM ceSTA karatAM pahelAM zAnithI vicAre che, tema duniyAmAM mANasa mama-vacana-kAyAnI koIpaNa pravRtti karatAM pahelAM kevo karmabaMdha thaze te vicAre che. kAraNa ke A baMdha mujaba tene phaLa maLavAnuM che. jevAM saMvedano pheMko tevAM pAchAM phare che. bhAvanA tevuM phaLa. eka kathA A siddhAnane vadhu spaSTa karaze. eka prauDha

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69 strI potAnI yuvAna dIkarI sAthe dasa mAIla dUra eka gAmamAM sagAMvahAlAMne maLavA jatI hatI. ghaNuM cAlyA pachI chokarI thAkI gaI. A vakhate rastAmAM eka mANasa UMTa para besIne Avyo. proDhAe A UMTasavArane tenI chokarIne UMTa para besADI sagAMnA gAme pahoMcADavA vinaMtI karI. UMTasavArane te vakhate A mAMgaNI na gamI eTale chokarIne UMTa para besADavA InkAra karyo, ane tyAMthI AgaLa vadhyo. thoDAka samayamAM te mANasano vicAra badalAI gayo. tene vicAra Avyo ke "huM kevo mUrkha chuM ke AvI suMdara kanyA ane tenAM mUlyavAna ghareNAM banene javA dIdhAM. UMTa para besADI hota to A banneno lAbha maLI zakata. pAcho jaI kanyAne laI AvuM." A daramyAna pelI prauDhAnA vicAro paNa badalAyA. teneya vicAra Avyo ke "huM kevI mUrkha ke AvA ajANyA mANasa sAthe ghareNAM paherAvela mArI suMdara yuvAna putrIne mokalavAnuM meM vicAryuM? AvI mUrkhAIthI zuM ne zuM na thAta !" tyAM AgaLa jatAM UMTasavAre A yuvAna kanyAne UMTa para besADI laI javAnI taiyArI batAvI. pelI prauDhAe hasIne javAba Apyo ke, "tane kahI gayo te mane kahI gayo !" tane je vicAra Avyo teno mane aNasAra thaI gayo! pahelAM meM 'hA' kahI tyAre te "nA" kahI, te vakhate ApaNe bane prAmANika hatAM. paNa have tArA manamAM pApa bharAyuM che, jethI mArA manamAM paNa zaMkA janmI che." * je mANasa prakRtino A niyama samajato nathI, te

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70 potAnI hArane AmaMtre che. ekAMtanI kSaNomAM ApaNe azubha vicAro karIe chIe-jenuM manana vadhatAM te evAM cIkaNAM bane che ke jeno nAza kaThina che. tenAM phaLa bhogavavAM ja paDe. A vizvamAM dareka kSaNe kaMpano utpanna thAya che. vastuonuM parivartana thAya che. tethI ja UMcAmAM UcuM dhyAna AtmajAgRti che. A jAgRtimAM tame game te pravRtti karatA ho chatAM tamAruM dhyAna upayogamAM che, tamArI dareka pravRttithI kayA prakAranAM kaMpano UbhAM thAya che tenI tamane satata jAgRti che. AvI satata jAgRtithI jIvana AnaMdanI prakriyA bane che, samRddhino patha bane che. samRddhi eTale zuM! samRddhi eTale aMtarAtmAnA avAja pramANe mukta rahIne jIvavAnI vataMtratA, tamAre jenI para kAbU meLavavo hoya teno kAbU meLavavo, bIjAne racanAtmaka rIte prabhAvita karavA, ane tamArA taMtrane nIrogI vicArothI bharavuM. vizvano niyama garIbIno nathI. ApaNe jo zArIrika, mAnasika yA AdhyAtmika daSTithI daridra lAgatA hoIe to, tenuM kAraNa ApaNA jIvana ane vicAra pratyenA ApaNA abhigamamAM kAMIka khAmI che. A tattvajJAna ApaNane bIjA koInI kRpA, maherabAnI yA pakSapAta para AdhAra rAkhavAnI manA kare che. A siddhAna sUrya ane varasAdanA jevo che. sUrya ane varasAda badhA mATe che, pachI "mArA bhagavAna, tamAruM svarga,

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71 huM tamane sAMbhaLuM to mArA bhagavAna nAkhuza thaze" vi. saMkucitatA mATe avakAza ja na rahe. je svargamAM jhaghaDA ane pakSapAta hoya tyAM kevI duHkhada sthiti thAya ! ApaNe e phema samajatA nathI ke ApaNe pote ja mAnasika vibhAgo UbhA karyA che. A matabhedomAM kaTTara jhanUnavAdI saMpradAyonAM, dharmone nAme thatAM hiMsaka yuddhonAM kAraNo e che ke ApaNe varasAda, pavana ane sUryaprakAzanI sarvavyApakatA ane niSpakSatA samajayA nathI. ApaNe e samajayA nathI ke vizvanAM spaMdano badhA mATe ekasarakhAM khullAM che. ApaNe A spaMdanonA samudramAM, ApaNAM zaDha kholI nAva calAvavI joIe. ApaNA manane khulluM mUkI, satata jAgrata banIe to vizvanA harahameza taiyAra AzIrvAdonA pavanathI ApaNI nAvane sAme kinAre AnandathI laI jaI zakIe. ApaNI dRSTi badalAya to ApaNI grahaNazakti paNa vadhI jAya. A ja sAcI samyagdaSTi che. bhagavAna mahAvIre jyArathI rAjya, sagAMvhAlahAM badhAno tyAga karyo, tyArathI te rAga-dveSa rahita thaI nirbhayatAthI rahevA lAgyA. temanI dazA pUrNa saMtulananI hatI. teo premathI samRddha hatA. loko temane pUje ke dhikkAre, niMDhe ke prazaMsA kare temaNe potAnA jIvananI hareka kSaNa premapUrNa banAvI dIdhI. premane temaNe jIvanano prakriyA-prayoga banAvyo. eka vakhata bhagavAna mahAvIra pAdavihAra karatA

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hara hatA tyAre rastAmAM eka bharavADe temane rokyA ane kahyuM ke, "ahIMthI A dizAmAM AgaLa na jazo, kAraNa ke tyAM eka bhayaMkara viSadhara sarpa rahe che, ane Aja sudhImAM tyAM janAra badhAne teNe mArI nAMkhyA che." bhagavAna mahAvIra to nirbhaya hatA. temaNe vizvamaitrI para dhyAna ekAgra karyuM ane vicAryuM ke mArA jIva pratyenA premanI A uttama kasoTI che. mArA samagra koSANuomAM A prema vyApta che ke kema te mane jovA do. nahIM to mArAM tattvajJAna, dhyAna, sAdhanA ane tapasyAno zo artha che !' teo bharavADanI vAta para dhyAna nA ApatAM AgaLa vadhyA. eka jhADa taLe eka moTo rAphaDo hato, jyAM A caMDakauzika nAmano sApa raheto hato. mANasanI gaMdha pArakhI te rAphaDAmAMthI bahAra Avyo. bIjA mANaso to A joIne DarI jaI bhAgI jAya, tyAM pUrNa premathI bharela mahAvIra UbhA rahyA. teo temanI AMkhamAMthI premanAM zuddha bhAva spaMdano varasAvatA hatA. tema chatAM krodhI sarpe temanA page bhayaMkara DaMkha mAryo, paNa lohI nIkaLavAnI jagyAe pagamAMthI dUdha nIkaLyuM. sarpa A joI Azcarya pAmyo. jo mAtAnA eka bALaka pratyenA premathI tenA stanamAM lohInuM dUdhamAM rUpAMtara thAya che, to pachI mahAvIra to vizvanA, samagra jIvonA mAtA samAna hatA. temanI rageragamAM vizvanI samagra jIvarAzi prati vAtsalya bharela hatuM. tethI pagamAMthI lohIne badale dUdha ja nIkaLe ne ! mahAvIre sarpane kahyuM, "o caMDakauzika-jAgRta thA. tArA krodhathI tuM sarpa banyo che. have zAMta thA."

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ApaNe krodha karIe to krodhanAM kaMpano prasare che, tethI sAmI vyaktine paNa krodha thAya che. mahAvIre premanI nadI vahAvI to Avo bhayaMkara sarpa paNa zAMta thaI gayo. vicAranAM kaMpano zarIranA koSANuo para asara kare che. tamAre nIrogI jIvana jIvavuM hoya to zubha vicAro karo-zubha kaMpano prasAro. tamArA kendramAM premanuM lohacuMbaka che, tethI vizvabharamAM prasarI rahela zubha kaMpano tame grahaNa karI zako cho. A grahaNa prakriyA mATenI jAgRti joIe. arthAt sArI bhASAmAM tamArA mana-vacana-kAyAnI pravRtti evI hovI joIe ke jethI tame zubha kaMpano prasArI, zubha karmabaMdha karI purayanA udaya samaye bIjAne paNa sukhazAnimAM sahAyaka bano. tethI have ApaNe e jANI zakIe ke ApaNAmAM je IcchAo utpanna thAya che te kharekhara zubha che ke azubha ! A jAgRtimAM samajAya ke azubha eTale AtmAne-sva-para ahitakArI hoya. dAta. krodha, dhikkAra, IrSyA, saMgharSa, Asakti, mAyA, prapaMca, ghamaMDa vi. jenAthI azubha kaMpano utpanna thaI azubha karmaja kheMcI azubha karmabaMdha thAya tenAthI zArIrika mAnasika-AdhyAtmika ema sarvAgI patana thAya. AtmAnI anaMta zaktinI oLakhANa sudhdhAM na thAya. AtmAmAM anaMta zakti che, A azuba karmabaMdha tene Avare che. azubha karmabaMdha lokhaMDanI beDI jevA che, jene toDavA khUba muzkela che. te ja rIte zubha karmabaMdha paNa cheto beDI, paNa te che sonAnI. tenAthI bAhya sukha sagavaDa

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74 sAtA maLe che ane Asakti tUTatAM te tUTI jAya che. paNa te zubha tyAre ja banI zake jyAre teno upayoga dhikkArane sthAne prema, IrSAne sthAne guNaprazaMsA, krUratAne badale karuNA ane pramAdane sthAne jAgRtine pragaTAve. sonAnI beDIno sadupayoga thAya to sukhazAni Ape, paNa jo durupayoga thAya to duHkhI banAve. paropakAra e zreSTha sadupayoga che. have A karmara AtmA sAthe coMTI jAya te pahelAM ApaNe zuM karI zakIe ? prathama upAya che, saMvara, karmapravAha AvI che. azubha vicArone UgatA ja TALI do. gati ja na karavA do, nahIM to te bhayaMkara pApa karAvaze. bIjo upAya che nirjarA. jeno artha che karmarajanuM bASpIbhavana karavuM, khaMkherI nAMkhavuM, bALI mUkyuM. ajJAnamAM karmabaMdha thaI jAya to jyAre paNa khabara paDe tyAre teno jAgRtipUrvakasaMkalpapUrvaka nAza karavo. " tame tamArI jAtane kaho, "A vicAra mArAmAM ghara karI jaze to huM kadI sukhI thaI nahi zakuM. jema bhUlathI paNa bAvaLanAM bIja jamInamAM paDI jAya to kAMTALA bAvaLanuM jhADa Uge che tema karma coMTayA bAda bhayaMkara pariNAmo lAve che. tethI ja jJAnIoe lakhyuM che ke, "baMdha samaye cetIe, udaye zo saMtApa?" arthAt karmabaMdha samaye ja AtmAe khUba jAgRta rahevuM paDe. tethI pApanA azubha vicAra samaye tenA mULamAM javAya. tame agninI bhaThThInI jema tIvra rIte jAgRta thaI A karmabaMdhane bALI zakazo. jainadarzananA svAdhyAya, ucca vicAro, adhyavasAyo

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- 75 prAyazcitta, dhyAna, vinaya vi.ne paNa karmabaMdhane nAza karanAra tIvra tapa kahyuM che, jenAthI jUnAM azubha tattva baLI jAya che. dhyAna to mahAanala che. tethI saMvara ane nirjarA A be upAyothI cetanAzaktinI gulAmImAMthI, karmabaMdhanamAMthI mukta thaI zake che. taLAvanA jUnA-gaMdA pANIne sUkavI devAmAM Ave, pachI pALa bAMdhavAmAM Ave, pachI svaccha nahera mAraphata navuM tAju zuddha sugaMdhI pANI aMdara dAkhala karavAmAM Ave tevI A kriyA che. jainadarzanano sAra be ja zabdomAM kahevo hoya to te che "saMvara ane nirjarA." A prakriyAthI tamAruM zarIra AtmAne rahevA mATenuM eka pavitra, suMdara maMdira banI jaze. pachI tamAruM mana e mithyA tarko, dhRNA ane azubha vicAronuM saMkucita saMgrahasthAna nahIM bane. tame svayaM divya puruSa-banI jazo. vizvanA saghaLA AzIrvAda, vagara AmaMtraNe sAme pagale kheMcAI Avaze. tamAro AtmA vizvapremathI samRddha banI jaze. karmavijJAna samajavAmAM Ave to vyakti potAnA bhAgyano ghaDavaiyo banI zake. tenA muddA nIce mujaba cheH zubha vicAra ja karo. zubha kaMpano pheMko jethI baMdha thAya to sva-para-hitakArI zubhaveda ja thAya. Ane zAstrIya paribhASAmAM puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kahe che, puNyanA udayathI

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76 sarvAgI bAhya atyaMtara sukha-zAMti maLe ane teno upayoga paNa sva-para hitakArI pravRttiomAM ja thAya, jethI punaH zubha puNya ja baMdhAya. mana-vacana-kAyAnI. zubha pravRtti thAya tyAM tenI vAraMvAra anumodanA-prasaMzA karI teno anubaMdha pADI teNe cIkaNI banAvo, jethI puNya paNa cIkaNuM baMdhAya. A ja rIte mana-vacana kAyAnI azubha pravRtti, pramAda yA ajJAnathI thaI jAya to tenI niMdA gaha karI tene maMda pADo, khatama karI nAMkho, jethI pApano nAza thAya. azubha karma baMdhAI gayuM hoya paNa te udayamAM AvyuM na hoya tyAM sudhI tene zubha vicAra-pravRtti dvArA azubhane zubhamAM pheravI zakAya che. satata zubha pravRtti karanArane "zuLIno ghA soyathI jAya ! e A rIte bane che. jIvanasAgaranI naukAne calAvavA jAgRtirUpa saDha kholI nAMkhavA joIe. ApaNAM mananI bArIo khullI rAkhI vizvanA AzIrvAdone pravezavA do. ApaNe jyAre mAnasika aMtarAyo toDI nAMkhIe, mithyA dRSTine tilAMjali ApIe tyAre ja vizvamAM ghUmI rahela zubha AMdolano ApaNAmAM pravezI zake. tamArA priyapAtrane mukta rIte kArya na karavA devAthI tame tamArI jAtanI yA tenI pragati thavA detA nathI. sarva prakAranA vikAsamAM sahana karavuM ja paDe, tyAga karavo ja paDe. Asaktirahita prema karavA vyaktie potAno ahaM, pazutA

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77 ane parigrahavRtti choDavAM ja paDe. | mATe zubhanI IcchA rAkhatA pahelAM azubhane choDavAnI taiyArI rAkhavI joIe. i saMpUrNa zaka ja

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