Book Title: Fari Kyare Malse Aa Jivan
Author(s): Ratnasundarsuri
Publisher: Ratnasundarsuriji
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008897/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ naiva vizvasitavyaM stoke'pi kaSAyazeSe kintu / mithyAduSkRtAdibhirjhaTityeva tato nivrttniiym| vizeSAvazyaka bhASya - gA. 1324 $ che kyAM bharoso karIe chIe ApaNe AganI cinagArIno? kyAM ApaNe upekSA karIe chIe nAnakaDA paNa sApoliyAnI ? kyAM ApaNe bephikara rahIe chIe nAnakaDA paNa roga pratye ? paNa anaMtajJAnIo ahIM ApaNuM dhyAna eka alaga ja bAbata tarapha dorI rahyA che. 'kaSAyanuM kada nAnuM che. ema samajIne na to eno tuM bharoso karato ke na to enI tuM upekSA karato, na to ene tuM mAmUlI mAnI besato ke na to ene tuM tuccha mAnI besato. kAraNa ke enuM pota cinagArInuM che. nAnakaDI eka ja cinagArImAM jema lAkho-karoDo jIvonI smazAnayAtrA kADhI nAkhavAnI pAzavI kSamatA paDI che, tema nAnakaDA eka ja kaSAyamAM tArA karoDo-abajo varasonA saMyamaparyAyane nirarthaka ane nukasAnakArI banAvI devAnI pAzavI kSamatA paDI che. eka ja vakhatanA mAmUlI paNa kaSAyamAM loca-vihArAdinA teM veThelAM kaSTone, lohI-pANI eka karIne teM karelA svAdhyAyane, zarIrane kRza banAvI detI teM karela tapazcaryAne mUlyahIna banAvI devAnI bhayaMkara kSamatA ghaDI che. tArI pAse jo dRSTino ughADa hoya, prabhuvacano para tArI jo zraddhA hoya, durgatinA jAlima doSothI tArI jAtane tuM jo dUra rAkhavA mAgato hoya, Aje zabdomAM ramI rahela mokSanA sukhane tuM jo anubhUtino viSaya banAvavA mAgato hoya, mokSa na maLe tyAM sudhI tArA mATe tuM jo sadgatinI paraMparA nakkI karI devA mAgato hoya to enA zreSTha vikalpo be ja che. zuM jIvanamAM ke zuM manamAM, kaSAyane tuM sthAna Apa ja nahIM. sattvanI kacAzanA kAraNe nimittane AdhIna banIne tArAthI kyAreka kaSAya thaI paNa jato hoya athavA to sAme caDIne tuM kaSAya karI besato paNa hoya to tuM turta ja enuM micchA mi dukkaDa mAgI laIne enAthI pAcho pharI jA. zuM kahIe tane? apamAno veThavA paDatAM hoya to e veThI leje. ahaM tUTato hoya to tUTavA deje ane kadAca jIvana para khataro AvI jato hoya to ene svIkArI leje paNa kaSAyane to tuM tAruM mana Apato ja nahIM. anaMtakALathI A saMsAramAM tane rakhaDatA rAkhavAnuM kAma je kaSAyoe karyuM che e kaSAyomAM mitrabuddhi? e kaSAyomAM surakSAbuddhi ? e kaSAyomAM hitabuddhi? e kaSAyomAM upakArI buddhi ? yAda rAkhaje, A ja to mithyAtva che. kapaDAMthI tuM saMyamI ane manathI tuM mithyAtvI ? Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ciraparicitamapi sUtrArtha ya: zUnyahRdayatayA na smarati saziSyo na yogya: ziSyattvasyApi, gurutvaM tu dUreNaiva tsy| / vizeSAvazyaka bhASya che - gA. 1443 7 @ @ @ @ @ @ ' bhale ne vidyArthI jabaradasta hoziyAra che, pote je kAMI bhaNI gayo che ene smRtipatha para akabaMdha karI devA e satata prayatnazIla banyo ja rahe che. dhaMdhAnA kSetramAM e vepArInI nAmanA bhalene 'kuzaLa khelADI' nI che, potAnA dhaMdhAne jamAvelo rAkhavA e satata naphA-toTAnuM saravaiyuM kADhato ja rahe che. krikeTanA jagatamAM enuM nAma bhalene karoDonA mukhe caDI gayuM che, potAnI 'guDavila" TakAvI rAkhavA e 'neTa prekTisa karato ja rahe che. evA khyAlamAM pramAdane AdhIna banIne tuM vikathAdimAM vyasta banI gayo che to yAda rAkhaje, tArI pAse rahela 'ziSyapaNuM' to gAyaba che ja paNa kadAca tArI pAse 'gurupada' AvI gayuM hoya to e to tArAthI kyAranuM ya dUra thaI gayuM che. svAdhyAya e ja jenA jIvanano prANa hoya, prabhunAM vacano e ja jenA jIvananI eka mAtra mUDI hoya, sUtrArthasmaraNa e ja jenA manane vazamAM rAkhavAno eka mAtra zreSTha vikalpa hoya evo muni jo strArthanA smaraNane, svAdhyAyane, parAvartanane, anuprekSAne eka bAju mUkI deze to e muninuM 'munipaNuM Takaze zI rIte? yAda rAkhaje, A jagatamAM keTalAka evA jIvo paNa che ke jeo pAse 'AMkha' jarUra che ane chatAM teo 'AMdhaLA" che. * jIbha' jarUra che chatAM teo 'mUMgA che ane 'kAna' jarUra che chatAM teo 'baherA' che. tArA mATe evuM to na banavuM joIe ke tArA zarIra para saMyamInI jAherAta karatAM 'kapaDAM' to hoya ane chatAM tArI pAse "saMyama' na hoya. sAce ja A karuNatAno zikAra tuM jo nathI ja banavA mAgato to tuM eka kAma kara. Aje kaDakaDATa banI gayelA ane saDasaDATa cAlI rahelA sUtra ane arthane tuM satata bhAvasabhara haiye smRtipatha para lAvato ja jA. cAlu rahetuM mazIna, kATathI bacI jAya che. cAlu rahetuM sUtrArthanuM smaraNa, tArA sAdhupaNAne bacAvI leze. muni! tArI pAse varasono saMyamaparyAya che. kabUla! loca-vihArAdinAM kaSTo tane koThe paDI gayA che. kabUla! tapazcaryA tAre mana DAbA hAthano khela banI gaI che. kabUla! sUtra ane enA artha tArA mATe cira-paricita banI gayA che. kabUla ! paNa yAda rAkhaje, tArI pAse jo e sUtrArthanuM punarAvartana nathI, pramAdane paravaza banIne, sukhIlavRttino zikAra banIne, jAtanI smaraNazakti para vadhu paDato bharoso rAkhIne tuM jo niSphara hRdayano zikAra banIne sUtrArthanA svAdhyAyane eka bAju para mUkI beTho che. 'huM dhAruM tyAre sUtrArthane upasthita karI zakuM chuM. Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurucittaM prasAdayan ziSya: samyak zrutaM lbhte| vizeSAvazyaka bhASya - gA. 937 eii potAnA sadvartana dvArA jelarane khuza karI deto kedI kadAca jelamAMthI vahelo chuTakAro meLavI paNa le che to ya eTalA mAtrathI enuM jIvana samasyAmukta banI jatuM nathI. banI zake enI patnIno svabhAva karkaza hoya, enA dIkarAno svabhAva uddhata hoya, saMpattinA kSetre e kaMgALa hoya, makAnanA kSetre e jhUMpaDAmAM raheto hoya, AbarUnA kSetre e beAbarU hoya. zarIrakSetre e rogiSTha hoya. jelamAMthI chuTakAro maLyA bAda paNa A badhI samasyAo to enA mastaka para talavAranI jema laTakatI ja hoya che. zAMtino ane anubhava kyAM? prasannatA enI akabaMdha kyAM? svasthatA enI nizcitta kyAM? paNa muni! sadvartana dvArA, sadvyavahAranA mAdhyama tuM jo tArA anaMtopakArI gurudevanA cittane prasanna rAkhI zakyo to enA phaLa tarIke tane je paNa zrata prApta thAya e zrutane "samyapha' nuM gaurava maLI jAya ane samyapha banI jatuM e zruta A jagatanA kahevAtA tamAma lAbhonI tane prApti karAvIne ja rahe. 'samyaka zruta' zuM kare ema tuM pUche che? sAMbhaLI le eno javAba. pralobhanonI hAjarImAM e tane pApabuddhino zikAra banavA nathI detuM, to pratikuLatAnI hAjarImAM e tane asamAdhithI grasta banavA nathI detuM. sevAI jatA pApa pAchaLa tArA cittamAM e pazcAttApanI Aga pedA karyA vinA nathI rahetuM to sukRtasevananA samAcAra maLavA mAtrathI tArA hRdayane e AnaMdavibhora banAvI dIdhA vinA rahetuM nathI. yAda rAkhaje. gurunI prasannatA chatAMya vipula zrutanuM svAmitva tArI pAse na Ave e saMbhavita che. kAraNa ke zrutanI vipulatA to jJAnAvaraNanA kSayopazamane AbhArI che ke je kadAca tArI pAse prabaLa gurubhakti hovA chatAM na paNa hoya paNa gurunI prasannatAmAM tuM nimitta banato hoya ane e pachI ya samyapha zrutanuM svAmitva tArI pAse na Ave e to saMbhavita ja nathI kAraNa ke 'samyaka' nI prApti baMdhAyelI che mohanIyanA kSayopazamane ane gurubhakti e mohanIyane mATe to kALadUtanuM pratinidhitva ja dharAve che. zIdhra tuM muktimAM javA mAge che ne? to 'samyapha ne tArA jIvananuM lakSya banAvI de. ane e "samyapha' gurunI prasannatAne baMdhAyeluM che. e satyanI tArA romaromamAM tuM pratiSThA karI de. yAda rAkhaje, jamAli pAse 11 aMganuM vipula zruta jarUra hatuM paNa samyapha zruta to sAmAyikanA arthanI paNa jemanI pAse jANakArI nahotI e mAstupa muni pAse ja hatuM. zuM thayuM e baMnenuM eno tane khyAla ja haze. cAlyo Ava, mAkhuSanA mArge. mokSa tAro hAthaveMtamAM ja che ! Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ subahamapi zrutamadhItaM caraNaviprahINasya nizcayato ajnyaanmev| - gA. 1152 ) bhojana hAjara che, bhojananAM dravyonA guNadharmanI barAbara jANakArI che ane chatAM mANasa jo bhojananAM e dravyone Arogato nathI to enI pAchaLanAM mukhya kAraNo cAra hoI zake. mANasanuM peTa bhareluM hoya, mANasanI bhUkha marI gaI hoya, mANasanI hojarI narama hoya athavA to mANasa gAMDo hoya. muni! tArI pAse Agamono bodha sarasa che ne? hajAro zloko tane kaMThastha che ne? tArI vidvattAthI sahu Azcaryacakita che ne? javAba ApatuM. tArA jIvanamAM enuM AcaraNa keTaluM che ? pApa-pramAdanA tyAgano tAro puruSArtha kevo che? sad AcaraNakSetre sattva phoravatA rahevAnI tArI taiyArI kevI che? tuM kevaLajJAna nathI pAmI cUkyo enI amane khabara che. vrata-niyamonA svIkAra mATenuM santa tArI pAse sAruM evuM che enI ya amane khabara che. sad AcaraNanI ja jyAM bolabAlA hoya e saMyamajIvanano tuM svAmI che enI ya amane khabara che ane chatAM tuM je kAMI bhaNyo che, karmabaMdhanAM ane karmakSayanAM kAraNonI tArI pAse je kAMI jANakArI che e jANakArIne ucita tArA jIvanamAM jo AcaraNa nathI to amAre tane eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke tAruM jJAna e jJAna nathI paNa ejJAnuM ja che. lohI banAvI zakatI badAma tArI sAme ja paDI che, tArA zarIramAM lohI ochuM che. ane chatAM tuM badAma khAvAnI bAbatamAM gallA-tallAM kare che. Ano artha to eTalo ja ne ke kAM to tane badAmanI tAkAtanI jANakArI nathI ane kAM to lohInI alpatAnI bhayaMkaratA tArA khyAlamAM nathI. janama-maraNanI paraMparA para pUrNavirAma mUkI devAnI AgavI tAkAta dharAvatuM samyapha zruta tArI pAse upalabdha che. tArA eka eka Atmapradeza para anaMta anaMta kArmaNa vargaNAo coMTelI che. ane chatAM tuM sad AcArothI hIna jIvana jIvI rahyo che to eno artha to eTalo ja ne ke kAM to tane zrAdhyayanamAM paDela anaMta anaMta karmono saphAyo bolAvI devAnI pracaMDa kSamatA para zraddhA nathI ane kAM to AtmAnA cAlu rahelA bhavabhramaNanI khataranAkatA tane samajAI nathI. e sivAya AvI bhUla tuM karI ja zI rIte zake ? muni ! thoDoka DAhyo thA. sattvazIla thA. svacchaMdamatithI manane ane sukhazIlavRttithI zarIrane thoDuMka mukta karato jA . prabhunAM je paNa vacanone te kaMThastha karyA che e tamAma vacanone AcaraNamAM utArIne e vacanone tuM 'jJAnarUpa puravAra karato jA. bAkI, amRta pIdhuM paNa amara na thayA, pIvAnI rIta nA jANI ! kAM peTamAM gayuM nahIM ne, kAM gayuM te pANI' AvuM tArA adhyayana mATe na bane enuM khAsa dhyAna rAkhaje. Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cakravartipadalAbhAdikaM puNyaphalaM nizcayato duHkhameva, karmodayajanyatvAt, narakatvAdipApaphalavat / / vizeSAvazyaka bhASya che - gA. 2004 tRSA chIpAvavA sarabata maLe paNa e sarabata ApanAra jo duzamana hoya to mANasa e sarabata peTamAM padharAvatA pahelAM lAkha vAra vicAra kare ja ne? muni ! javAba Apa tuM. jagata jene paNa "sukha' mAne che e rUpavatI strI, vipula saMpatti, pracaMDa sattA, AkarSaka rUpa, kokila kaMTha, dhAradAra vaknatva vagere sukho pratye tArA manamAM khyAla kayo? e tamAma pratye tArA manamAM kUNI lAgaNI ke dhikkAranI lAgaNI ? e tamAma pratye tArA manamAM AdarabhAva ke napharatano bhAva? A prazna amAre tane eTalA mATe pUchavo paDe che ke A saMsAramAM thaI rahela tArI rakhaDapaTTI eka ja paribaLane AbhArI che. ane e paribaLanuM nAma che 'karmasattA.' eNe tane mAtra du:kho ja nathI ApyA, sukho paNa ApyA che. eNe tane mAtra narakAdi durgationo mahemAna ja nathI banAvyo, svargAdi sukho paNa tane eNe ja ApyA che. eNe tArA mukha para mAtra vedanA ja nathI jhIMkI, hAsya paNa tArA mukha para eNe ja pragaTAvyuM che. ane karuNatAnI vAta e che ke enI A cAlabAjIe ja tane paramAtmA banato rokyo che. saddaguNonA saudaryanI majA eNe ja tane mANavA dIdhI nathI. samAdhinA ane samatAnA zreSThatama sukhathI eNe ja tane vaMcita rAkhI dIdho che. cAlAka rAjA duzmana rAjA taraphathI apAtA jherane to peTamAM nathI ja padharAvato paNa sarabatane ya potAnA peTamAM padharAvatA lAkha vAra vicAra kare che. amAre tane eTaluM ja yAda karAvavuM che ke duHkha tane nApasaMda che. kAraNa ke e karmasattA taraphathI tane maLelI aNagamatI bheTa che to sukha paNa tane eTaluM ja nApasaMda paDavuM joIe kAraNa ke e ya karmasattA taraphathI ja tane maLelI bheTa che. bhale e bheTa tArA mATe kadAca managamatI che. paNa enuM mULa pota to khataranAka ja che. zuM kahIe ame tane? je paNa paribaLo tArA AtmAne zAzvatasthAnathI ane zAzvata sukhathI dUra rAkhatA hoya e tamAma paribaLo - pachI cAhe e duHkharUpa hoya ke sukharUpa hoya - tArA AtmA mATe bhayaMkara ja che. A vAta tuM tArA dilanI dIvAla para suvarNAkSare kotarI rAkhaje. prazna duHkhathI dUra rahevAno ke duHkhathI bacatA rahevAno nathI. prazna sukhathI dUra rahevAno ane sukhathI bacatA rahevAno che. e bAbatamAM tuM spaSTa ane sAvadha thaI gayo ke muktisukhano tuM adhikArI banI gayo ja samaja. Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aNuvasaMteNa dukkaraM damasAgaro tariuM - uttarAdhyayana vajanadAra paththarane hAthamAM rAkhIne parvatanA zikhara para pahoMcI javAmAM saphaLatA meLavavAnuM zakya ja kyAM che? bUTa ke caMpala paheryA vinA khullA page kAMTAothI vyApta evA jaMgalanA raste sahIsalAmata cAlatA rahIne jaMgala pasAra karI devAmAM saphaLa banavAnuM zakya ja kyAM che? tarI javo sarvathA azakya che. kAraNa ? anupazAMtatA Akhare to kaSAyanuM ja svarUpa che ne? ane jyAM kaSAyabhAva che tyAM karmabaMdha cAlu che. ane jyAM karmabaMdha cAlu che tyAM saMsAra akabaMdha che. eka vAta khAsa yAda rAkhaje tuM ke je rAte candra vadhato nathI e rAte candra ghaTIne ja rahe che. e hakIkata jo candra mATe che to e ja hakIkta mana mATe che. mana jyAre AtmAnA pakSamAM nathI hotuM, AtmahitanI vicAraNAmAM vyasta nathI hotuM, AtmasvarUpanA ciMtanamAM lIna nathI hotuM tyAre anivAryarUpe e zarIranA pakSamAM hoya che. indriyonA viSayomAM e lIna hoya che. indriyonA viSayonI kalpanAmAM e vyasta hoya che. Ano tAtparyArtha tane samajAya che ? upazAMtabhAva e AtmAno guNa che. jo enA upayogamAM rahevAne badale te anupazAMta che to eno artha eTalo ja che ke tAruM mana bahirbhAvomAM ramI rahyuM che. basa, A bahirbhAvonI ramaNatA ja tane saMsAramAM rAkhavA mATe ane rakhaDAvavA mATe vAvAjhoDAnA pavananI garaja sAratI rahevAnI che. 'uvasamasAro khusAmaNNaM' *upazamabhAva e ja zramaNajIvanano sAra che" A paMkti tArA vAMcavAmAM anekavAra AvI ja che ne ? to pachI have e upazamabhAvane AtmasAt karI levAmAM tuM rAha konI joI rahyo che? muni! tuM indriyono A mahAsAgara tarI javA mAge che ne? ame tane eTaluM ja pUchIe chIe ke tuM upazAMta che kharo? cittanI sthiratA tArI akabaMdha che kharI ? mananI svasthatA tAre hAthavagI che kharI? jo nA, jo tuM anupazAMta che. AvezanA, ahaMkAranA ane AkramakatAnA humalAo jo tArA mana para avAranavAra thatA ja rahe che, apekSAbhaMgamAM ke svArthabhaMgamAM nimitta bananAra vyaktio pratyenA durbhAvathI tAruM aMtaHkaraNa jo vyApta rahyA ja kare che to ame tane kahIe chIe ke tArA mATe A indriyono, indriyonA viSayono. viSayo pratyenA mananA AkarSaNano mahAsAgara Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1 abhiNavapAvie guNe, aNAibhavasaMgae a agunne| - paMcasUtra - 2 eo tAjuM ja janmeluM bALaka. ene jo tamAre jIvatuM rAkhavuM che to keTakeTalI sAvadhagIrI tamAre dAkhavavI paDe ? bhUkha ene lAge. saMDAsa ene javuM hoya, paDakhuM ene pheravavuM hoya, tarasa ene lAgI hoya, stanapAna ene karavuM hoya, peTa enuM du:khatuM hoya. enI tamAma prakAranI jarUriyAto ane tamAma prakAranI surakSA tamAre ja pUrI pADavI paDe. basa, muni!. koI paNa guNa bhale Aje tArI pAse bhale kadAca varasothI che chatAM tuM yAda rAkhaje ke e guNanuM pota janmajAta bALakanuM ja che. jo e guNane tuM jivADavA mAge che to e aMgenI tamAma sAvadhagIrI tAre ja dAkhavavI paDavAnI che. bALakane jivADavA jo mammIe ja sAvadhagIrI dAkhavavI paDe che to guNane jIvADavA sAdhake ja sAvadhagIrI dAkhavavI paDe che. A sAvadhagIrI be stare dAkhavavAnI che. bALakane mammI dUdhathI puSTa karatI rahe che ane mATIthI dUra rAkhatI rahe che. maMdiranA pUjArI dIpakamAM tela pUrato rahe che ane pavanathI ene bacAvato rahe che. basa, e ja nyAye guNone tAre sanimittothI puSTa karatA rahevAnA che ane kunimittothI dUra rAkhatA rahevAnA che. ane to ja guNone jivADavAmAM tane saphaLatA maLavAnI che. paNa sabUra ! doSanI bAbatamAM AkhI vAstavikatA judI che. enuM mULa pota to aMdhakAranuM che. kaMTakanuM che. viSTAnuM che. roganuM che. AmAMnA ekane paNa jivADavA koIne ya kyAM kAMI karavuM paDe che ? e badhAya svayaM surakSita che. basa, doSa cAhe vAsanAno hoya ke kaSAyano hoya, sukhazIlavRttino hoya ke svacchaMdamatino hoya, pApano hoya ke pramAdano hoya, e tamAmano saMga tAro Ajano nathI, anAdikALano che. eka eka gatinA eka eka bhavamAM e tamAma doSo pragaTa-apragaTa rUpe tArI sAthe rahyA che. mAtra sAthe ja rahyA che evuM nathI. e tamAma doSo tane khUba gamyA paNa che. tArI tamAma tAkAtathI e tamAmane teM tagaDebAja banAvyA che. saMyamanA A TUMkA jIvanamAM e tamAmano tuM jo saphAyo bolAvavA mAge che to kalpanA karI joje ke e mATe tAre puruSArtha kevo jaMgI karavo paDaze ! e mATe tAre doSo pratyeno napharatabhAva kevo jAlima keLavavo paDaze? e mATe tAre anAdinA avaLA saMskAro sAme baLavo kevo pokAravo paDaze ? TUMkamAM, guNapakSapAta ane doSatiraskAra, A baMne bhAvone parAkASTAe laI gayA vinA tuM guNane jivADI zake ke doSone khatama karI zake evI koI ja zakyatA nathI A satya tArA dilanI dIvAla para kotarI ja rAkhaje. Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anumode itiharSa gocaratA prApayAmi - paMcasUtra ho. krodhane tame joI zakazo. kaThora zabdoccAraNa, AkAzasabhara hAvabhAva, tanAvasabhara mukhamudrA, vidhvaMsAtmaka pravRttio. basa, A tamAmanAM darzane tame anumAna karI zakazo ke anne krodha hAjara che. abhimAnanI upasthitine pakaDI pADatA tamane paLanI ya vAra nahIM lAge. bhArekhama cahero. vajanadAra zabdo. 'huM' zabdano vAraMvAra ane bharapUra prayoga. basa, chAtI ThokIne tame kahI zakazo ke abhimAna ahIM hAjara che paraMtu daMbhanI upasthitine pakaDI pADavAmAM tamane saphaLatA lagabhaga nahIM maLe. kAraNa ke enuM pota to gaTara paranA DhAMkaNA jevuM che. DhAMkaNAMne joIne tame anumAna karI zako kharA ke A DhAMkaNAMnI nIce mAthuM phADI nAkhe evI durgadhane saMgharIne eka gaTara beThI che? daMbhanuM pota to gAdalA paranI cAdara jevuM che. ekadama ujjavaLa cAdara joIne tame anumAna karI zako kharA ke A ujjavaLa cAdara potAnI nIce eka gaMduM gAdaluM laIne beThI che ! muni ! jyAM kyAMya paNa sukRtanuM sevana thAya che ane enA samAcAra tArA kAne Ave che tyAre tArA moDhAmAMthI zabdo nIkaLI jAya che ne ke enA suktanI huM khUba khUba anumodanA karuM chuM. paNa sabUra ! anumodanAno sAco artha tArA khyAlamAM che kharo? anumodanAno sAco artha che sAmAnA sukRtane jotA-sAMbhaLatA tAruM citta atyaMta harSane pAme. tAruM haiyuM AnaMdavibhora banI jAya. tAruM mana prasanna prasanna banI jAya. AmAM daMbhane koI avakAza ja kyAM che? cAra jaNane sAruM lagADavA zabdonA sAthiyA pUratA rahevAnI vAta ja kyAM che? tArI khudanI guDavila vadhAratA rahevA mIThuM mIThuM bolatA rahevAnI vAta ja kyAM che? yAda rAkhaje, sukRta pratyenA pakSapAta vinA, sukRta pratyenI AMtarika ruci vinA, sukRta sevananI garaja UbhI thaI gayA vinA sukRtanI anumodanAnA svAmI banI zakAya evI koI ja zakyatA nathI. ane tArA khyAlamAM na hoya to tane jaNAvI daIe ke tathAbhavyatvanA paripAka mATenAM je traNa sAdhana che emAMnuM eka mahattvanuM sAdhana che sukRtanI anumodanA. tArI muktigamananI yogyatAne pakavI devAnI tAkAta je "anumodanA' nA yogamAM paDI haze e anumodanAno yoga keTalo badho mahAna haze ane durlabha haze enuM anumAna tuM AnA parathI kadAca karI zakIza. bhUlIza nahIM A vAta ke saMpatti pratyenI ruci gRhasthanA manamAM anya zrImaMta pratye irSyA jagAvavAnuM kAma bhale karatI haze paraMtu suta pratyenI ruci to sAdhakanA manamAM anya jIvonA suta sevanadarzane aMtaramAM anumodanAno bhAva ja pedA karatI hoya che. AvA 'sAdhaka'mAM tAro naMbara kharo ke nahIM ? Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ guruparivAro gacchaH tatra vasatAM vipulA nirjraa| - sthAnAMgasUtra pa/3 mAchalAM sAthe ApaNI mulAkAta bhale thaI nathI paNa vagara mulAkAte ya enA mATe ApaNe kahI zakIe ke enI salAmatI paNa sAgaramAM, enI samAdhi paNa sAgaramAM ane enI mastI paNa sAgaramAM. sAgarathI e alaga thaI nathI ane enI salAmatI para khataro toLAyo nathI. enI samAdhi khaMDita thaI nathI. enI mastImAM garabaDa UbhI thaI nathI. muni! tArA manane to tuM jANe che ne? zraddhAnA kSetre e kAcuM che to sattvanA kSetre e mAMdu che. pralobhana AgaLa e jhUkeluM che to pratikULatA AgaLa e tUTeluM che. sukhazIlatA enI nabaLI kaDI che to svacchaMdatA enI gamatI kaDI che. AvI saMkhyAbaMdha nabaLAIo laIne beThelA mana sAthe tAre tArA saMyamajIvananI pavitratA TakAvI rAkhavAnI che. sAce ja tuM e bAbatamAM jo saphaLa thavA mAge che to eno zreSTha vikalpa eka ja che. gurukulavAsa. gacchavAsa. ekadama sahajarUpe tuM brahmacaryanuM pAlana tyAM karI zakIza. tapa ane tyAganA AvatA prasaMgomAM tuM tyAM sahajarUpe AgaLa vadhI zakIza. manane saMkalpa-vikalpothI grasita thavuM aTakAvavAmAM tane tyAM saphaLatA maLaze. zarame-dhame paNa svAdhyAyAdi yogomAM tuM tyAM joDAyelo rahIza. sarvakarmanA kSayanA tArA eka mAtra lakSyanI najIka pahoMcADanArI vipula karmanirjarA tuM tyAM karI zakIza. alabatta, sAgaramAM rahetI mAchalIne, anya mAchalIo taraphathI agavaDo jema veThavI ja paDatI hoya che tema gacchavAsamAM rahetA munine gacchanA anya sAdhuo taraphathI takalIpho veThavI ja paDatI hoya che eno amane barAbara khyAla che. ane to ya amAre tane eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke sAgarathI alaga thaI jatI mAchalI mAtra mRtyunA zaraNe ja jatI hoya che jayAre gurukulavAsathI alaga thaI jato sAdhu to durgationI anaMtakALanI yAtrAe nIkaLI jato hoya che. nA, A dussAhasa tuM jiMdagImAM kyAreya karIza nahIM. apamAna, agavaDa, ukaLATa, je kAMI paNa veThavuM paDe e badhuM veThI laIne paNa tuM raheje to gurukulavAsamAM ja. anaMta siddha bhagavaMtonA sAdharmika banI javAnuM tAruM soNaluM zIdhrAtizIdhra saphaLa banIne ja raheze. Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ @ @ @ 10 ke cheo ro saMsArasukhAni hiduHkhapratIkAramAtratvAt sukhAbhimAnajanakatvAccana sukhaM bhvti| dharmAstikAyAdi tamAma dravyonI aneka vizeSatAomAMnI eka vizeSatA e che ke e tamAma dravyo svataMtra che. arthAta eka dravyano bIjA dravyamAM praveza nathI. ame tane eTaluM ja pUchIe chIe ke pudgalanA sahAre sukhano anubhava saMsAra paribhramaNanA anaMtakALamAM teM anaMtavAra karyo che ne? chatAM eka paNa pudgala dravya Aje tAruM banI zakyuM che kharuM? tuM pote pudgala dravyano banI zakyo che kharo ? - sthAnAMgasUtra 10/3 thI. nI. davA Akhare che zuM? rogano pratIkAra ! gADI Akhare che zuM? thAkano pratIkAra ! saMpatti Akhare che zuM ? lobhano pratIkAra ! patnI Akhare che zuM ? vAsanAno pratIkAra ! sattA Akhare che zuM? laghutAgraMthino pratIkAra ! manoraMjana Akhare che zuM ? ekalavAyApaNAMno pratIkAra ! muni! saMsAranAM je paNa sukho che e badhAMyanI eka ja oLakha che duHkha pratIkAra! duHkha vinAnuM sukha to eka mAtra karmamukta avasthAmAM ja che. e karmamukta avasthA kaSAyamukta jIvanavyavasthAne baMdhAyelI che ane e kaSAyamukta jIvanavyavasthA apekSA mukta manovRttine baMdhAyelI che. munijIvana pAmyA pachI ya tuM jo udvignatAno ke aprasannatAno zikAra banyo raheto hoya to enuM eka mAtra kAraNa A ja haze. paranI apekSA. paranI spRhA. zuM kahIe ame tane? tela varaso sudhI bhalene paDyuM rahe che pANImAM e baMne kyAreya ekarUpa thatA ja nathI. basa, e ja nyAye AtmA ane pudgala, baMne bhalene anaMtakALathI eka bIjAne vaLagIne rahyA che. nathI AtmA pudgalane potAnuM banAvI zakyo ke nathI pudgala AtmAne potAno banAvI zakyuM ! jo vAstavikatA A ja che ane zAzvatakALa sudhI A ja rahevAnI che to amArI tane khAsa salAha che ke tuM thoDoka zAMta thA. tArA manane uttejanAmukta banAvato jA. kALA borDa para vaMcAtA sapheda akSaronI camaka e hakIkatamAM jema borDanI kALAzane AbhArI hoya che tema saMsAranA kahevAtA tamAma prakAranAM sukhonA anubhavo e hakIkatamAM to tArA mananI atRptinA ke asaMtoSanA duHkhane ja AbhArI che. A satya tane zIdhra samajAI jAya emAM ja tArA AtmAnuM hita che. eka anya vAta ! puSkaLa davAonuM sevana karanAro jo e badala abhimAna nathI ja karato to indriya-mananA mAdhyame sukhano anubhava karavA mATe jene saMsAranI saMkhyAbaMdha sAmagrIo vasAvavI paDe che ane bhogavavI paDe che ene ya e badala abhimAna karavAnI koI jarUra nathI e vAta satata AMkha sAme ja rAkhaje ! 19 Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svasAmarthyata:zubhe pravRttireva tIrthakRtA / viSaye bhumaanlinggm| - yogaviMzikA gA. 6 thI sva-zakatvanusAra jo huM jJAnadAna karuM chuM, jIvone abhayadAna ApuM chuM, pAtra jIvone samAdhidAna karuM chuM, vrata-niyamonuM pAlana karuM chuM, tapa-tyAganA mArge AgaLa vadhato rahuM chuM, anityAdi bAra ane maitrAdi cAra bhAvanAothI cittane bhAvita karato rahuM chuM, samiti-guptinA pAlana mATe sAvadha rahuM chuM, svAdhyAyAdimAM lIna rahuM chuM to huM sAce ja paramAtmA pratye bahumAnabhAva dharAvuM chuM jyArathI A zAstravacana vAMcavAmAM AvyuM che. tyArathI manamAM eka alaga prakAranI ja vicAraNA cAlu thaI gaI che. sUryane sparzavAnuM mAdhyama jo sUryanAM kiraNo ja che, cAMdanInA mAdhyame ja jo candrane sparzI zakAya che to sva-zakayanusAra zubha pravRtti karavA rahevAthI ja prabhune sparzI zakAya che. 'muni ! tAtparyArtha Ano samajAya che tane? viharamAna tIrthakara bhagavaMtonA darzananuM ke emanA sAMnidhyamAM rahevAnuM sadbhAgya tane nathI sAMpaDyuM e badala tAre leza paNa vyathA anubhavatA rahevAnI ke glAni anubhavatA rahevAnI jarUra nathI. jo tuM emanI AjJAnusAra svajIvanamAM sAdhanA-ArAdhanA-upAsanA karI ja rahyo che to tuM e tArakanA pAvana sAMnidhyamAM ja che ema samajI leje. ane AnAthI viparIta. mAnI le ke viharamAna tIrthakara bhagavaMtanA darzananuM ke emanA pAvana sAMnidhyamAM rahevAnuM sadbhAgya ja tane sAMpaDyuM che paNa tArA jIvanamAM jo emanI AjJAonuM zakti chatAM pAlana nathI, thaI rahela AjJAbhaMga badala koI DaMkha paNa nathI ke vedanA paNa nathI to nizcitta samajI rAkhaje ke tane tIrthaMkara bhagavaMta pratye bahumAnabhAva ja nathI. yAda rAkhaje tuM. mAtra emanuM nAmasmaraNa ja karatA rahevuM ke emanAmAM rahela guNonuM mAtra kIrtana ja karatA rahevuM e kAMI emanA pratyenA bahumAnabhAvanuM liMga nathI. emanA pratyenA bahumAnabhAvanuM A eka ja liMga che. svazakatvanusAra zubhamAM pravRtti. vAMcI to che ne teM A paMktio ? 'pAmyA, pAme, pAmaze re, je koI jJAnAdi anaMta; te tuja ANa lahe thake re, mAnavijaya ullasaMta' vAstavikatA spaSTa che. pitAjInI AjJAnuM ulALiyuM karatA putrane pitAjI potAnI sAthenA enA putra tarIkenA saMbaMdha para pUrNavirAma mUkI dIdhAnI jAherAta jo karIne ja rahe che to prabhunI AjJAnuM ullaMghana karI rahela sAdhaka, prabhu khuda jAherAta na paNa kare to ya ApoApa emanI AjJAnI bahAra thaI ja jAya che. tArA lamaNe AvuM durbhAgya mAtra A janamamAM ja nahIM, koI paNa janamamAM na jhIMkAya enuM dhyAna rAkhavAnI ame tane bhalAmaNa karIe chIe. 21 Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 12 uDDayanasamaye pakSI prAyaza pakSAtirekeNa na kiJcid dhArayati tathaiva sAdhorapi dharmopakaraNAtirekeNa vastuno'grahaNam / * pakSIne UDavuM che dharatI parathI AkAza tarapha ane e mATe ene sahAro levAno che pAMkhano. - yogaviMzikA - 13 pAMkha para e koI paNa prakAranuM vajana rAkhavA taiyAra thaze kharuM ? hariMgaja nahIM. are, enuM cAle to e pAMkhanuM vajana levA paNa taiyAra na thAya paNa enI pAse pAMkhano sahAro levA sivAya bIjo koI viklpa ja na hovAthI pAMkhane to e sAthe rAkhaze ja paNa pAMkha sivAya to bIjA koIne ya e sAthe nahIM rAkhe. bIjuM kAMI paNa e sAthe nahIM rAkhe. kAraNa ? dharatI vajanane potAnA tarapha kheMcatI rahe che jyAre pakSIne dharatInI viruddha AsamAnanI dizAmAM javuM che. vajana sAthe rAkhavAnuM ene na ja paravaDe e bilakula samajAya tevI vAta che. yuni tuM tArA Atmadravyane UrdhvagAmI banAvavA mAge che ne ? anaMta anaMta kALathI saMsAranA cAragatirUpa je kSetramAM tuM bhaTakI rahyo che e kSetrathI kAyamI chuTakAro pAmIne tuM siddhazilAmAM pahoMcI javA mAge che ne ? samayanA sakaMjAmAM rahela tArA Atmadravya para samayanI koI ja asara na rahe e stare tuM samayAtIta banI javA mAge che ne ? audiyakabhAva ane kSayopazamabhAvathI mukta banIne tuM 23 kSAyikabhAvane tArI mUDI banAvI devA mAge che ne ? tArA A tamAma praznonuM eka ja samAdhAna che. tuM vajana ghaTADato jA. alabatta, ahIM zarIranA vajanane ghaTADavAnI vAta nathI. vAta che mananA vajanane ghaTADatA rahevAnI. sneha e che mananuM vajana. mUrchA e che mananuM vajana. paraspRhA e che mananuM vajana. mananA A ane AnA jevA ja anya Asakti, Agraha, apekSA vagerenA vajanane ghaTADatA rahevAnI tArI taiyArI che kharI ? jo sa, to tAruM muktigamana nizcitta che ane jo nA, to tAruM saMsAra paribhramaNa asaMdigdha che. alabatta, pAMkhanA sahArA vinA paMkhIne jema AkAza tarapha UDavAmAM saphaLatA maLatI nathI tema dharmopakaraNanA sahArA vinA Atmadravyane karmamukta banAvavAmAM koI paNa sAdhakane saphaLatA maLatI nathI eno amane khyAla che ane eTale ja ame tane kahIe chIe ke dharmopakaraNone sAdhanAjIvanamAM sAthe rAkhavAM paDe to jarUra rAkhaje paNa emAM ya be bAbatanI sAvadhagIrI to khAsa rAkhaje. eka H jarUriyAta karatA vadhu upakaraNa rAkhIza nahIM. be H jarUriyAtanA upakaraNa pratye ya mUrchA rAkhIza nahIM. A be bAbatamAM sAvadha banIne jo tuM sAdhanA karato rahyo to khAtarI sAthe ame tane kahIe chIe ke siddhazilAmAM birAjamAna thaI javAnuM tAruM nizcitta ja che. prazna mAtra samayano ja che. so vAtanI eka vAta. saMgrahanuM ane mUrchAnuM vajana ghaTADI de. karmonuM vajana kAyama mATe UtarIne ja raheze. 24 Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ @ @ @ 13 @ @ saMyama prApya viSayeSu nirapekSeNa bhvitvym| - indriyaparAjayazataka jIbha ! enA para ghI mUko ke tela, cIkAzane pakaDI rAkhavAnuM enA svabhAvamAM ja nahIM. DAmaranI saDaka ! enA para lagnanA varaghoDA nIkaLe ke kokanI smazAnayAtrA nIkaLe, enI asara levAnuM enA svabhAvamAM ja nahIM. TapAla peTI ! emAM harSanA samAcAro ApatI patrikAo hoya ke marasiyAnA samAcAro ApatA kAgaLo hoya, enI asarathI e sarvathA alipta. beMkano kaeNziyara ! lAkhonI rakamanA ceka beMkamAM jamA thAya ke lAkhonI rakamanI beMkamAMthI upADa thAya, ene koI ja harakhazoka nahIM. muni! kabUla, tArI pAse saMyamajIvana che. kabUla, zarIra sAme teM khullo saMgrAma mAMDI dIdho che. kabUla, karmono saphAyo bolAvatA rahevAnuM eka mAtra lakSya te nakkI karI dIdhuM che to paNa ame tane kahIe chIe ke viSayo vinA sarvathA to tAre cAlavAnuM nathI ja. zarIranA mAdhyame tAre sAdhanAo karavAnI che, zarIrane TakAvanAro khorAke tAre levo ja paDaze. khethI tAre iryAsamiti pALavAnI che. jAtajAtanAM dazyo tArI AMkha sAme Avaze ja. kArnathI tAre vAcanAo sAMbhaLavAnI che. vAcanAo sivAyanA bIjA aneka prakAranA zabdo sAMbhaLavAnuM tAre raheze ja. vastra-pAtra-upAdhi vagere upakaraNono upayoga tAre karavAno Avaze ja. bhale teM svajanadhUnana karyuM che to ya aneka prakAranI vyaktionA paricayamAM tAre AvavAnuM banaze ja. cetavaNI to amAre tane e ApavAnI che ke viSayono A saMparka tArA rAga-dveSane vadhAranAro na banI rahe, tArA asaMtoSane bhaDakAvanAro na banI rahe, tArI atRptinI anAdinI Aga mATe iMdhaNakArya karanAro na banI rahe e aMge tuM khUba sAvadha raheje. mINane Agano saMparka thAya ane chatAM ene pIgaLavA na devuM, Rtu vasaMtanI hoya ane chatAM koyalane TahukavA na devI, pavana vAvAjhoDAno hoya ane chatAM rastA para paDelI dhULane UDavA na devI, pUra pralayakALanuM hoya ane chatAM ghAsanA taNakhalAMne emAM taNAvA na devuM e jeTaluM parAkrama mAge che, enA karatA anekagaNuM parAkrama viSayonA saMparka chatAM AtmAne rAga-dveSathI bacAvatA rahevAnAmAM dAkhavavuM paDe che. A vAstavikatAne tArA saMyamajIvanamAM satata AMkha sAme rAkhaje. zuM kahIe tane ame ? zarIra viSayothI Take che, manane viSayo game che ane AtmahitamAM AtmAne viSayo naDe che. kalpanA karI joje tuM. AtmAne mATe khataranAka hovA chatAM manane khUba khUba gamI rahelA e viSayothI AtmAne alipta rAkhavAnuM kAma, nirapekSa rAkhavAnuM kAma sAce ja keTaluM badhuM kaparuM haze ? ane chatAM A kAma tAre karI ja dekhADavAnuM che. saMsAra choDI jANyo che to viSayo pratyenI Asaktine toDI jANa to ame mAnIe ke tuM prabhu vIrano marda saMyamI che ! 25 Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ @ @ @ 14 ka & Mo . puNyakarmaNi pravartamAnAnAM puMsAM bahavo antarAyA uttiSThanti - vairAgyazataka - 3 e ghAsane ugADavA tame jAo. koI ja takalIpha nahIM Ave. puSpane tame ugADavA jAo. pAra vinAnI takalIpho Avaze. viAne sAcavavAnI mahenata tame nahIM karo to ya e sacavAI jaze. attaranI baoNTalane sAcavavA tamAre puruSArtha karavo ja paDaze. muni ! tuM satkAryo karavAno mAtra saMkalpa karI jo. tapa zarU karavo ja che. svAdhyAyamAM have to lAgI ja paDavuM che. samiti-guptinA pAlanamAM have to bedarakArI nathI ja dAkhavavI. vijAtIya pAtrane manamAM eka paLa mATe ya sthAna have to nathI ja ApavuM. kriyA cAhe pratilekhananI hoya ke pratikramaNanI hoya, pUrNa ahobhAva sAthe ane ekAgratA sAthe ja karavI che, A saMkalpane amalI banAvavAno puruSArtha tuM jevo zarU karIza, te nahIM dhAryA hoya evAM vidano vacce AvIne UbhA ja raheze. kAM to pratikULa vAtAvaraNa UbhuM thaI jaze kAM to zarIramAM kAMka garabaDa UbhI thaI jaze. kAM to sahavartio taraphathI tArA pratye vicitra vartAva thaze. kadAca mane 'mUDa' gumAvI besaze ane emAMnuM kadAca kAMI ja nahIM bane to chevaTe tAruM mana caMcaLatAnuM zikAra banIne tArA amalI banatA ArAdhanAnA saMkalpamAM tane AnaMdano anubhava nahIM thavA de. TUMkamAM, 'sukhanA mArgamAM aMtarAya kadAca nathI paNa AvatA to ya hitano mArga to aMtarAya vinAno nathI ja hoto' e teM sAMbhaLelI vAtano tane pratyakSa anubhava thavA lAgaze. tuM kadAca pUchI besIza ke enI pAchaLa kAraNa zuM haze? to tArA e praznano javAba e che ke tAruM Atmadravya suvarNanuM pratinidhitva jarUra dharAve che paraMtu khANamAM paDela suvarNane zuddha banavA mATe jema Aga vageremAMthI pasAra thavuM ja paDe che tema karmathI malina evA tArA Atmadravyane tuM jo vizuddha banAvavA mAge che to kaSTonI garamI svIkArI lIdhA vinA emAM tane saphaLatA maLe tema ja nathI. zuM kahIe ame tane? cAkaDA para taiyAra thayela ghaDAne jo majabUta banavuM che to kuMbhAra ene niMbhADAnI AgamAM nAkhIne ja rahe che. karma, kusaMskAro ane kaSAyothI malina banI cUkelA tArA Atmadravyano tuM e tamAma prakAranI malinatAothI jo chuTakAro karavA mAge che to parisaha-upasarga-sAdhanAdinAM kaSTonI AgamAM ene nAkhavA tAre saMmata thavuM ja paDaze. ane eka mahattvanI vAta.. sAdhanA mArge pIDA veThyA pachI je puraskAra maLe che e puraskAra, veThelI tamAma pIDAone sArthaka karIne ja rahe che. putradarzanano AnaMda, strIne prasUtinI pIDA bhulAvI ja deto hoya che ne? Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 15 nibiDakarmaNAM hitopadezo mahAdoSo mahAdveSo vA jAyate tasmAt tAn prati mA bahu bahu jalpata / - vairAgyazataka - 76 jenA zarIranI prakRti ja kaphanI che ene tame bhalene haLadara Apo. ene kapha ja thavAno che. manano abhigama ja jeno nakArAtmaka banI gayo che, ane tame bhalene kAzmIranA sauMdaryanI vacce lAvIne goThavI do, enuM mana aprasanna ja rahevAnuM che. bilADIne tame bhalene rAjasiMhAsana para besADI do, gaTaramAM pharI rahela uMdara dekhAtAMnI sAthe ja e rAjasiMhAsana choDIne gaTara tarapha bhAgavAnI che. muni ! je AtmA ja bhA2ekarmI che, aprajJApanIya che, tucchatAno ane kSudratAno zikAra banelo che ene tuM enA hitanI vAto paNa saMbhaLAvIza ne, to e hitanI paNa vAto, enA khudanA doSane mATe ja thaze ane tArA pratyenA dveSane mATe ja thaze e hakIkatane AMkha sAme rAkhIne ame tane salAha ApIe chIe ke evA bhArekarmI AtmAne tuM vadhu paDatI salAha na ApIza. evA apAtra AtmA sAthe tuM vadhu paDatI vAtacIto na karIza. paNa sabUra ! eka judA ja saMdarbhamAM ame tane eka prazna pUchavA mAgIe chIe. eno nikhAlasa dile tuM javAba Apaje. tuM sAmAne hitazikSA ApavA jAya che ane e hitazikSA ene doSa mATe ke dveSa mATe thAya che e vAta hamaNAM tuM eka bAju para rAkha. 29 tane koI hitazikSA ApavA Ave che e hitazikSA tane kaI rIte pariName che ? doSarUpe ke guNarUpe ? dveSarUpe ke premarUpe ? e hitazikSA sAMbhaLatA tane 'huM dhanya banI gayo' AvI lAgaNI utpanna thAya che kharI ? e hitazikSA sAMbhaLyA bAda enA amala mATe dRDha saMkalpa ane pracaMDa sattva phoravavAnuM tane mana thAya che kharuM ? e hitazikSA ApanAra pratye tArA manamAM sadbhAva ane bahumAnabhAva TakI rahe che kharo ? vAraMvAra AvI hitazikSAo maLatI rahe to sAruM, evo bhAva aMtaramAM UThe che kharo ? jo nA, to samajI rAkhaje ke tAro AtmA paNa bhAre karmI ja che. tArI sadgati paNa muzkelaprAyaH ja che. sadguNonA ughADanI saMbhAvanA tArA mATe paNa kaThina che. pariNatinI nirmaLatA tArA mATe paNa muzkela che. kevI karuNadazA che evA AtmAonI ke jeo chadmastha che ane chatAM prajJApanIya nathI ! jeo sAdhaka che ane chatAM sAMbhaLavA taiyAra nathI ! jeo mArga para che ane chatAM Apta puruSonuM mArgadarzana levA taiyAra nathI ! jeo apUrNa che ane chatAM potAnI khAmIone sudhAravA taiyAra nathI ! ame bIjAonI vAta nathI karatA. ame to tane khudane kahIe chIe. AvA hInabhAgI AtmAomAM tAro naMbara hoya to tuM pote emAMthI bahAra nIkaLI jaje. bIjAone hitopadeza saMbhaLAvatA rahevAne badale tuM pote anyonA hitopadezane e rIte sAMbhaLato jA ke je hitopadeza tArA guNane mATe banato jAya ane hitopadeza ApanAra pratyenA premabhAvane vadhAranAro banato jAya. 30 Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 16 caturdazapUrvvadharA api viSayAsaktatayA paThana-pAThanAdivyAsaGgAbhAvAt caturdazA'pi pUrvANi vismArayanti, tato nigode bhramanti - indriyaparAjayazataka - 84 parIkSAmAM kAyama prathama naMbare ja uttIrNa thato hato e yuvaka. paNa A vakhatanI parIkSAnuM pariNAma enA hAthamAM AvyuM ane e codhAra AMsue raDI paDyo. kAraNa ? eno naMbara pAchaLa cAlyo gayo hato evuM nahotuM banyuM; paraMtu parIkSAmAM e nApAsa ja thayo hato ! potAnI dhAradAra smRti paranA enA bharosAe ene eka bAju adhyayana tarapha beparavA banAvyo hato to bIjI bAju krikeTa pAchaLa behada pAgala banAvyo hato. enuM ja A duSpariNAma AvyuM hatuM ke parIkSAmAM e nApAsa thayo hato. muni ! cauda pUrvInA jJAnavaibhavano to tane khyAla che ne ? e zrutakevaLI kahevAya che. saMkhyAbaMdha labdhio emanA caraNomAM ALoTatI hoya che. jinazAsananA e mahAprabhAvaka hoya che. hajAro-lAkho AtmAone e samyakdarzana, dezavirati, sarvavirati yAvat kevaLajJAna sudhInA guNonuM dAna karI zakatA hoya che. AvA mahAna jinazAsana prabhAvaka AcArya kALa karIne nigodamAM ravAnA thaI jAya evuM tuM kalpI zake che kharo ? 31 paNa, sAMbhaLI le tuM, evuM banatuM ja hoya che. kAraNa ? eka ja, viSayo pratyenI jAlima Asakti. pote cauda pUrvadhara hoya eTale pracaMDa puNyanA svAmI to hoya ja ne ? bhaktavarga cikkAra. anukULatAo besumAra. gocarI rasabharapUra. prazaMsA pAra vinAnI. pratiSThA gajabanAka. pratibhA kalpanAtIta. ATheya nAmakarmano udaya joradAra. yaza nAma karmanI bolabAlA joradAra. A madamasta mAholamAM jIvanamAMthI e tapa-tyAgane ApI de vidAya. svAdhyAyayogane e caDAvI de abharAIe. na paThana-pAThana ke na adhyayana-adhyApana. basa, pAMceya indriyonA viSayomAM banI jAya e gumabhAna. emanA jIvanamAM karuNatA pAchI e sarjAya ke 'huM to zAsana prabhAvaka chuM. hajAro AtmAono uddhAraka chuM. sadgati durgatinAM kAraNonI mane pUrI jANakArI che. prabhuvacano mArA romaromamAM ramI gayA che. be-cAra bhavamAM to mAro mokSa che. karmasattAnI zirorIthI huM to mukta thaI gayo chuM' AvI bhramaNAnA zikAra banIne e leza paNa hicakicATa vinA bhogavatA rahe che maLatI tamAma anukULatAone ane phaLa svarUpe marIne ravAnA thaI jAya che e nigodagatimAM ke jyAM kadAca anaMta anaMta utsarpiNI-avasarpiNI sudhI e keda thaIne paDyA rahe che. muni! indriyonA viSayonuM tArA manamAM AkarSaNa hoya to A 'nigoda' nuM saranAmuM satata AMkha sAme rAkhaje. 32 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yena manuSyeNa dharmo na kRta: tena manuSyeNa maraNAvasAne 4to mRtivyo - vairAgyazataka - 69 thI bhaNavAnI uMmare rakhaDe ene parIkSAnA pariNAma samaye lamaNe raDavAnuM ja jhIMkAya emAM Azcarya zuM che ? tejInA samaye je gAmagapATA lagAvato rahe ene tejIno samaya pUro thaI gayA bAda kapALe hAtha devAno prasaMga Ave ja emAM navAI zI che? zaktinA samayamAM madonmatta banIne je bIjAone dabAvato ja rahe enA azaktinA samayamAM AjubAjuvALA sahu enI AMkhamAMthI AMsu ja paDAvatA rahe emAM Azcarya zuM che? muni! Aje AMkho tArI tejasvI che ne? kAna tArA sAbUta che ne? hAtha-paga tArA majabUta che ne? hojarI tArI masta che ne? jIbha tArI sakSama che ne? mana tAruM ThekANuM che ne? javAba ApatuM. e tamAmane teM atyAre zemAM vyasta rAkhyA che? AMkho jIvadayAmAM, prabhudarzanamAM, paraguNadarzanamAM, zAstra vAMcavAmAM rokAyelI che ke pachI ADI-avaLI bhaTakyA kare che? kAna jinavANIzravaNamAM, paraguNa zravaNamAM vyasta che ke pachI niMdA-kUthalI sAMbhaLavAmAM ramamANa che? hAtha-paga pUMjavA-pramArjavAmAM vyasta che ke pachI enAthI virAdhanAo ja thaI rahI che? masta hojarIno sadupayoga tuM tapazcaryA karI levAmAM karI rahyo che ke pachI miSTAnnAdi vAparavA dvArA enAthI tuM tArA saMyamajIvanane mRtaprAyaH banAvI rahyo che? sakSama tArI jIbha guNAnuvAdamAM, stavanAmAM, svAdhyAyamAM, samAdhipradAnamAM vyasta che ke paraniMdAmAM, bahirbhAvonI aMtaramAM suSupta paDela cinagArInuM dAvAnaLamAM rUpAMtara karavAmAM vyasta che? svastha dekhAtA tArA manamAM zubhabhAvonI choLo ja uchaLI rahI che ne? ArAdhanAnA manoratho ja sevAI rahyA che ne ? 'sohAmaNA paraloka'nI ciMtA ja sevAI rahI che ne? ke pachI kalpanAnA stara para vAsanAnA gaMdavADamAM ja e ALoTI rahyuM che ne? durbAna ane durbhAvamAM ja e gaLAbUDa rahe che? hatAzA ane nirAzAmAM ja e garakAva rahe che? yAda rAkhaje tuM. tArA zarIra para je veza che, duniyA vacce tArI je oLakha che, caturvidha saMgha vacce tArI je "guDavila" che ene anurUpa ja jo tAruM AcaraNa che ane ene gaurava Ape evuM ja jo tArI pAse aMtaHkaraNa che to ja mota vakhatanI tArI samAdhi akabaMdha che. bAkI, enAthI viparIta jo tAruM jIvana ane mana che, 'bahirvirAgA haviSavarAgAH' A paMktimAM jo tAro naMbara che to nizcita samajI rAkhaje ke mota vakhate tArA nasIbamAM lohInAM AMsu pADavAnuM ja bacavAnuM che. ane e to tArA khyAlamAM ja haze ke eka ja vakhatanA bagaDatA motamAM AtmAnAM anaMta mota bagADI nAkhavAnI pAzavI tAkAta dharabAyelI hoya che. sAvadhAna ! 34 Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mumukSUNAM kSaNamapi nirabhigrahANAmavasthAnasya akssmtvaat| - upadezapada - 450 thI. tRSAtura mANasa pANI mATe valakhAM mAryA sivAya rahI zakaze ? asaMbhava ! damano dardI prANavAyu mATe taDapyA vinA rahI zakaze ? asaMbhava ! rogothI ribAI rahela dardI taMdurastI mATe prabhune prArthanA karyA vinA rahI zakaze? asaMbhava ! daridratAno zikAra banelo daridrI paisA mATe jhAvAM nAkhyA vinA rahI zakaze ? asaMbhava ! muni! tArI jAtane tuM jo "mumukSu' mAne che, tAruM aMtaHkaraNa jo duHkhabhIru ke pApabhIru nahIM paNa AgaLa vadhIne bhavabhIru paNa che evuM jo tuM mAne che, nArakanAM duHkho ane svarganAM sukho vacce koI ja taphAvata nathI, sukha to eka mAtra mokSanuM ja upAdeya che A zraddhA tArA hRdayamAM sthira thaI gaI hovAnuM jo tuM mAne che to eTaluM ja kahevuM che amAre tane ke tArI e mAnyatA sAcI che e jANavA tAre kasoTInA A paththara para e mAnyatAne cakAsI levAnI jarUra che. A rahyo e kasoTIno paththara ! 35 jAtajAtanAM dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAvanA abhigraho levA tAruM mana jo satata utsAhita rahetuM hoya, taDapatuM ane talasatuM rahetuM hoya to samajI rAkhaje ke tAruM mumukSupaNuM sAcuM che. bhavabhIrutA tArI pAkI che. muktisukha mATenuM tAruM AkarSaNa nakkara che. paNa zakti hovA chatAM, saMyogo sAnukULa hovA chatAM, prabhu AjJAnI jANakArI hovA chatAM, prabhuvacano kaMThastha hovA chatAM, upakArI gurudevanI preraNA hovA chatAM sahavartionI suMdara hUMpha hovA chatAM dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAvanA koI paNa prakArano abhigraha levAno tArA manamAM utsAha ja jAgato nathI, e mATe jo tane koInI zarama paNa naDatI nathI to nizcitta samajI rAkhaje ke tAruM mumukSupaNuM daMbhI che. tArI bhavabhIrutA pokaLa che. sAdhupaNAMno tAro veza nirarthaka che. kamAlanI karuNatA ja kahevAya ne ? DabbA para lebala 'sAkara'nuM hoya ane ene kholo tyAre emAMthI "dhULa" nIkaLe e eTalI karuNatA nathI paraMtu zarIra parano veza "mumukSupaNAM'nI jAherAta karanAro hoya ane e veza jenA zarIra para hoya enuM aMtaHkaraNa 'bhogasukho' pratye AkarSita hoya e to jAlima karuNatA che. eTaluM ja kahIe chIe tane ke tAruM mana ane jIvana, A karuNatAnA zikAra banyAM hoya to vahelI take emAMthI tuM bahAra nIkaLI jaje. Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 19 avihite bIjakSepe yathA suvarSe'pi naiva bhavati sasye, tathA dharmavIjavira (samyatvAdisamutpAdakAnA dharma prazaMsAdikAnAM hetunAM parihAre) na suSamAyAmapi dharma bhavati / - upadezapada - 224 jamIna phaLadrupa, khAtara taMdurasta, pANI sarasa. sUryaprakAza barAbara ane mALI hoziyAra. ane chatAM banyuM evuM ke e jamInamAM pAka Ugyo ja nahIM. kAraNa ? e jamInamAM bIjakSepa ja na thayo. bIjakSepa vinA pAka ? sarvathA asaMbhava ! muni ! dhAra ke kALa cothA ArAno che. dharatI para sAkSAt tIrthaMkara bhagavaMta vicarI rahyA che. emanA ja varadahaste rajoharaNa svIkAravAnuM sadbhAgya tane sAMpaDyuM che. sthavira-gItArtha munionA gacchamAM tAre rahevAnuM banyuM che. tArA khudanA jIvanamAM svAdhyAya-tapa-vaiyAvaccAdi ArAdhanAonI teM vaNajhAra UbhI karI dIdhI che ane chatAM jene 'dharma' kahI zakAya evo dharma tArA jIvanamAM hoya nahIM evuM banI zake che. sadguNono je ughADa tArA mATe paramagatinuM kAraNa banavo joIe, evA sadguNonA ughADanuM sadbhAgya tane sAMpaDe ja nahIM evuM banI zake che. AtmasvarUpanI je ramaNatA tArA anubhavano viSaya banavI joIe e svarUparamaNatA tArA svapnano viSaya paNa 37 na bane evuM banI zake che. paNa kyAre ? tyAre ja ke jyAre tArI pAse dharmabIja ja na hoya. anya AtmAonA jIvanamAM samyaktvAdi samutpAdaka je paNa dharmo hoya, enI mukta kaMThe prazaMsA karatA rahevuM e che dharmabIja. ane eno tArA jIvanamAM sarvathA abhAva ja hoya. yAda rAkhaje tuM. tArA khudanA jIvanamAM rahela ArAdhanAonuM svarUpa pANInuM, khAtaranuM ke sUryaprakAzanuM hoI zake che paNa bIjanuM svarUpa to anya AtmAonAM sukRtonI prazaMsA e ja che. jo tArI pAse e ja nathI ane bAkInuM ghaNuM badhuM che to ya tArI mukti nathI ane jo tArI pAse e che ja ane bIjuM badhuM thoDuMka ochuM-vattuM che to ya tArI mukti asaMdigdha che. bhUlIza nahIM tuM A vAta ke svajIvanamAM sukRtonA sevana mATe tAruM mana jeTaluM jaladI taiyArI thaI jaze eTaluM jaladI e anyonAM jIvanamAM sevAI rahela sukRtonI prazaMsA mATe taiyAra nahIM thAya. kAraNa ? A ja ke svajIvanamAM sevAtAM sukRtothI ahaMne hajI puSTa karI zakAya che paraMtu ahaMnI chAtI para caDI javAnI mardAnagI dAkhavyA vinA anyonAM jIvanamAM sevAI rahelAM sukRtonI prazaMsA to nathI ja karI zakAtI. hakIkata A hovA chatAM ame tane bhArapUrvaka jaNAvIe chIe ke AtmabhUmi para tuM jo sadguNono pAka levA mArga ja che to 'vInuM satprazaMsAvi' A vacananA AdhAre dila daIne sahunA sukRtanI prazaMsA karato jA. tuM nyAla thaI jaIza. 38 Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yathA hi zuklapakSapravezAt pratipaccandramA: paripUrNa / candramaNDala hetu: sampadyate tathA sarvajJA'jJAnupravezAt / tucchamapyanuSThAna krameNa paripUrNAnuSThAnahetuH sampadyate / 5) - upadezapada - 222 thI pANInuM nAnakaDuM buMda. e keTaluM badhuM tAkAtahIna ! sUryanAM be-cAra kiraNo enAM para paDe, pavananI becAra laherakhI ene sparzI jAya, nAnA paNa bALakano enA para paga paDI jAya ane e hatuM-na hatuM thaI jAya. paNa sabUra ! AvuM nAnakaDuM ane tAkAtahIna paNa e buMda svIkArI le sAgaranuM zaraNuM ane bhaLI jAya sAgaramAM, pachI? na ene madhyAhnakALano sUrya paNa zoSavI zake, na ene vAvAjhoDAno pavana paNa sUkavI zake ke na ene koI camarabaMdhIno sparza paNa hatuM-na hatuM karI zake. muni ! joyo to te che ne zukla pakSamAM pravezelo bIjano candra! AkAzamAM ene nIrakhavA mATe kadAca AMkho jhINI paNa karavI paDe. paNa samaya jemajema pasAra thato jAya, bIjano e candra pUrNimAno candra banIne ja rahe.. A ja saMdarbhamAM ame tane eka vAtanI yAda karAvavA mAgIe chIe. bhale tArI pAsenuM sadanuSThAna nAnuM che, bhale ArAdhanA tArI pAse mAmUlI che, bhale sAdhanAnuM kada tAruM ati tuccha che, paraMtu jo e anuSThAnane, ArAdhanA ane sAdhanAne sarvajJanI AjJAnuM pIThabaLa che to ame tane kahIe chIe ke Aje nAnakaDuM dekhAtuM paNa anuSThAna AvatI kAle paripUrNa anuSThAnanuM kAraNa banIne tArA AtmAno mokSa karI ja deze. eka ati mahattvanI bAbata tArA khyAlamAM che ? prazna candrano nathI, candranI upasthiti kyA pakSamAM che eno che. candra to eno e ja hoya che paraMtu jyAre e kRSNapakSamAM hoya che tyAre e paripUrNa to nathI banato paraMtu e satata ghaTato jato ja hoya che. ane e ja candra jyAre zuklapakSamAM pravezI jAya che, basa, e ja divasathI enuM paripUrNa banavAnuM nizcitta thatuM jAya che. A ja hakIkata samajI rAkhaje tArI muktinI bAbatamAM. anuSThAnanuM pota jo candranuM che to sarvajJanI AjJAnuM pota zuklapakSanuM che. tapa-tyAga ane jApa, svAdhyAya, bhakti ane vaiyAvacca, A badhAM anuSThAno anaMtakALanA saMsAra paribhramaNamAM te ekAda vAra nahIM paraMtu anaMtIvAra karyA che ane chatAM tArI mukti thaI nathI e hakIkta che. garabaDa kyAM thaI gaI ? ahIM ja. e anuSThAnonuM pota sarvazanI AjJAnuM hovuM joItuM hatuM enA badale kAM to e anuSThAnonA kendramAM sarvazanI AjJA rahI ane kAM to tArI ja khudanI svacchaMdamati rahI. ane eNe ja tArAM tamAma anuSThAnone phaLathI vaMcita karI dIdhAM. eka ja kAma kara tuM have. anuSThAna nAnuM paNa kara. ene sarvazanI AjJAnuM pIThabaLa ApI de. tArI mukti nizcitta thaI jaze. to Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ @ @ @ 21 @ @ mithyAtvodayakArakazcA'yaM du:SamAnAmAraka: - darzanazuddhiprakaraNa gA. 12 . @ @ @ @ @ @ ' cAreya bAju guMDAo ja hoya jyAM, tyAM saMpattine surakSita rAkhI devAmAM saphaLatA maLe ? rAma rAma karo. kemikalanI phaeNkTarIo vadhu ne vadhu hoya jyAM, tyAM taMdurastIne jALavI rAkhavAmAM saphaLatA maLe ? rAma rAma karo. gaMdhAtA pANInI gaTaro vahetI hoya jyAM, tyAM vAtAvaraNane pradUSaNa mukta rAkhavAmAM saphaLatA maLe ? rAma rAma karo. vezyAonA vasavATa vacce ja rahevAnuM hoya jyAM, tyAM pavitratAne akabaMdha rAkhavAmAM saphaLatA maLe ? rAma rAma karo. muni ! atyAre tuM je kALamAM jIvI rahyo che. e che 'duSama' nAmano pAMcamo Aro. A ArAnI eka gajabanAka vizeSatA tArA khyAlamAM che kharI ? A Aro che mithyAtvanA udayane janma ApanAro. A ArAmAM AcaraNane pavitra rAkhavuM to muzkela che ja paraMtu samyaka zraddhAne TakAvI rAkhavI e paNa A ArAmAM jIvI rahela vyakti mATe muzkela che. kAraNa ? pAra vinAnAM pralobhano ane pAra vinAnI be-zaramI. A be paribaLothI vyApta che Ajano kALa. eka bAju hoya pANI ane bIjI bAju sarvatra hoya DhALa ja DhALa. pANIne nIce UtaratuM aTakAvI zakAya? jarAya nahIM. eka bAju mananuM pota hoya pANInuM ane bIjI bAju sarvatra hoya pralobhanonI vaNajhAra. jIvanane AcaraNabhraSTa thatuM ane manane zraddhAbhraSTa thatuM aTakAvI zakAya ? bilakula nahIM. eka vAstavikatAne tuM satata AMkha sAme rAkhaje. pralobhano jo jIvanane AcArabhraSTa banAve che to vAraMvAranI AcArabhraSTatA manane zraddhAbhraSTa banAvIne ja rahe che. jema magajanI nasa tUTI gayA pachI motane khAsa cheTuM hotuM nathI tema sadAcaraNathI jIvana bhraSTa thaI gayA pachI mananuM samyaka zraddhAthI bhraSTa thavAnuM bahu dUra rahetuM nathI. kAraNa ? A ja ke AtmAno anAdino abhyAsa ema kahe che ke sukha indriyonA viSayomAM ja che. jyAM viSayonA mAdhyame jIvane sukhano anubhava thato rahe che tyAM ghImedhIme e viSayo pratye upAdeyabuddhi jAgI jAya evI pUrI saMbhAvanA che. ame kahIe chIe, viSayo heya che. tAruM mana bolavA lAge che, viSayo upAdeya che. mithyAtva Akhare che zuM? heya tattvo upAdeya lAgavA mAMDe. upAdeya tattvo heya lAgavA mAMDe. A ja to mithyAtva che. tuM sAce ja tArA AtmAne zraddhAbhraSTa thato bacAvI levA jo mAge che to eka ja kAma karato jA. AcaraNane bhraSTa thatuM bacAvato jA ane emAM saphaLatA meLavavA pralobhanothI tArI jAtane dUra rAkhato jA. phAvI jaIza. 41 Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ @ @ @ @ 22 = @ aiMdayugina: pumAMsa prAyeNa svIkRtamahAvratA api na dRzyante saMyame ratAH - darzanazuddhiprakaraNa gA. 1/2 . badAmapAka peTamAM padharAvyo. mukha para camaka to na AvI. paNa tabiyata bagaDI gaI..kAraNa ? hojarI ja bagaDelI hatI. hAthamAM cAvI AvI gaI. tALuM kholavAnI vAta to ghera gaI. khuleluM tALuM baMdha thaI gayuM. kAraNa? cAvI avaLI bAju pheravAI gaI. hAthamAM charI AvI to gaI paNa enAthI zAka na sudharyuM, UlaTuM, hAthamAMthI lohI nIkaLavA lAgyuM. kAraNa ? charI vAparatAM na AvaDI. muni! teM svIkArelAM mahAvratonI mahAnatAno tane koI khyAla che kharo ? enA vizuddha pAlanamAM AtmAnA anaMta anaMta kALathI cAlyA AvatA saMsAra paribhramaNa para pUrNavirAma mUkI devAnI ane je sukhanI AtmAe kyAreya anubhUti ja nathI karI enI anubhUti karAvI devAnI AgavI tAkAta dharabAyelI che. paNa sabUra ! je mahAvrato te svIkAryA che enA bhaMganI khataranAkatA tArI jANamAM che kharI? kugati, kukarmono baMdha ane kumati, A traNa 'ku' janamajanama tArI sAthe ne sAthe ja rahe ane tane duHkhI tathA pApI banAvatA ja rahe e che mahAvratabhaMganA jAlima apAyo. paNa tane ame yAda karAvavA mAgIe chIe ke je pAMcamA ArAmAM atyAre tuM jIvana jIvI rahyo che e pAMcamo Aro Ama to pratyeka avasarpiNImAM Ave ja che paraMtu A avasarpiNIne 'hUMDA'nuM eka kalaMkita vizeSaNa maLyuM che. anaMtakALe Ave evI A avasarpiNi che. ane eno ja A dudhrabhAva che ke sAme caDIne, sattva phoravIne samajaNapUrvaka mahAvratono svIkAra karI cUkelA saMyamIo paNa mahAvratonA pAlanamAM sajAga nathI dekhAto, sAvadha nathI dekhAtA, AnaMdita nathI dekhAtA. ame bIjAonI vAta nathI karatA. tane ja pUchIe chIe. mahAvratonA vizuddha pAlananI bAbatamAM tuM sAvadha keTalo che? sApekSa keTalo che ? jANI-joIne mahAvratono bhaMga tuM nathI ja karato evuM nakkI kharuM? mahAvratonA bhaMgamAM tAruM aMtaHkaraNa raDI ja paDe che evuM nakkI kharuM ? mahAvratonA pAlanamAM jeo aDaga che e sahu pratye tArA haiyAmAM pracaMDa AdarabhAva jIvato ja rahe che evuM nakkI kharuM ? jo A tamAma praznono saMtoSajanaka pratyuttara tArA aMtaHkaraNamAMthI na UThato hoya to amAre tane yAda karAvavuM che ke tAruM bhAvi bhayaMkara che. eka mahAvratanA bhaMgamAM paNa AtmAne durgatimAM jato khuda paramAtmA paNa jo bacAvI zakatA nathI to pAMce ya mahAvratonA bhaMjaka evA tArA AtmAnuM thaze zuM?' khUba gaMbhIratAthI AnA para vicAra karaje. Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 23 iryAsamityAdyAzcAritrAtmana: prasUti hetuttvena hitakAritvena ca mAtara iva avazyaMbhAvena na moktavyAH - SoDazaka - 2 janmadAtrI ane jIvanadAtrI mAtAne choDI devAnI ke enAthI dUra rahevAnI bhUla nAnakaDo bAbo kyAreya kare kharo ? hariMgaja nahIM. kAraNa ? enA jIvananI salAmatInuM kendra eka mAtra enI mAtA ja hoya che. muni ! mAtra zarIrane janma ApatI mAtA pratye bALakano jo A lagAva hoya che to amAre tane eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke tArA cAritra zarIrane janma jeNe Apyo che ane tArA AtmAne mATe je ekAMte hitakArI che e iryAsamiti Adi pAMca samiti ane manogupti Adi traNa gupti, A aSTa pravacana mAtA pratye tAro lagAva to keI gaNo vadhu hovo ja joIe e vAta tArA magajamAM barAbara goThavAI gaI che kharI ? yAda rAkhaje, bALakanA jIvanamAM AkarSaka paNa ramakaDAM naMbara be para ja hoya che. svAdiSTa caoNkaleTa ane manapasaMda paNa biskiTa naMbara be para ja hoya che. AkarSaka ane suMvALA paNa kapaDAM naMbara be para ja hoya che. naMbara eka para eka mAtra mammI ja hoya che. basa, e ja nyAye tArA jIvanamAM svAdhyAya naMbara be para ja 45 hoya eno koI vAMdho nathI. tapazcaryAnA kSetre tuM zrImaMta na banI zake to ya emAM koI takalIpha nathI. pravacananI kaLA ke lekhananI kaLA e baMne kSetre tuM kAco paDato hoya to e ya tArA jIvananI koI karuNatA nathI. kalAkono jApa tuM na karI zakato hoya ke lohI-pANI eka karI nAkhato vaiyAvaccano yoga tArA jIvanamAM pratiSThita na thayo hoya to e ya tArA mATe koI karuNa vAstavikatA nathI paraMtu bALakanA jIvanamAM jema mammI naMbara eka para ja hoya che tema tArA jIvanamAM aSTa pravacanamAtA naMbara eka para ja hovI joIe. kheda che amane e vAtano ke A hakIkatane tuM gaMbhIratAthI samajI zakyo nathI. nIce joyA vinA ja cAlavAnuM, muhapattinA upayoga vinA ja bolavAnuM, gocarInA doSonI upekSA ja karatA rahevAnuM, pUMjavA-pramArjavAnA kSetre AMkhamIMcAmaNAM ja karatA rahevAnuM, manamAM cAlatA vicAro para koI niyaMtraNa ja nahIM, zabdaprayogamAM vivekane hAjara rAkhavAnI koI takedArI ja nahIM, kAyAnA stare ayatanAthI bacavAnI koI cokkasa jAgRti ja nahIM, A ja jo banI gaI hoya tArI jIvana jIvavAnI paddhati to ame tane eTaluM ja kahIe chIe ke tuM kRtaghnI che. tArA cAritra zarIrane janma ApI cUkelI aSTa pravacana mAtAno tuM vizvAsaghAtI putra che. yAda rAkhaje, mammInA maraNa pachI ya cAmaDAnA zarIrane dhAraNa karI rahela bAbo jIvI jAya che paraMtu aSTa pravacana mAtAnA maraNa pachI ya tAruM cAritra zarIra jIvI jAya evI to koI ja saMbhAvanA nathI. sAvadhAna ! * Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24 pravacanamAtRsahitasya sarvvakAlaM sAdhoH niyamena na bhavabhayaM bhavati galI bhalene guMDAonI che paraMtu sAthe jo paoNlIsa kamizanara che to pachI DaravAnuM rahe che ja kyAM ? vAtAvaraNamAM ThaMDI bhale ne sakhata che paraMtu sAthe dhAbaLA-sveTara, maphalara vagere jo paryApta pramANamAM che to pachI ThaMDIno Dara rAkhavAnI jarUra ja kyAM rahe che ? bhUkha bhale ne sakhata lAgI che paraMtu rasoDAmAM rasoI jo taiyAra thayelI ja paDI che to pachI kSudhAno trAsa veThavAnI jarUra ja kyAM rahe che ? muni ! cAra gatirUpa saMsAra ati bhayaMkara che eno tane khyAla che ja. narakagatinAM duHkhonuM varNana sAMbhaLatA paNa chAtInAM pATiyAM besI jAya tema che enI tane khabara che. tiryaMcagatimAM baMdhana-chedana-bhedana vagerenI vedanAo kevI che e te pote tArI sagI AMkhe aneka vakhata nihALyuM che. devagatimAM atRptinA trAsa kevA jAlima che e te zAstronAM pAne vAMcyA che. parAdhInadazA-dAridraya daurbhAgya vagerethI manuSyagati kevI duHkhadAyaka banI rahe che eno ya tane khyAla che. 47 - SoDazaka - 2 ekendriyapaNAMnI ane vikalendriyapaNAMnI jAlima dazA to teM AMkha sAme ja joI che. A badhuM joyA-sAMbhaLyA bAda tane ema thatuM hoya ke A saMsAramAM mArA AtmAnuM thaze zuM? durgatinAM jAlima duHkho mArA lamaNe jhIMkAI jaze to mArI samAdhi Takaze zI rIte ? Avo bhaya jo tArA manamAM ghara karI gayo hoya to ame tane eka salAha ApIe chIe. tuM eka kAma kara. AThe ya pravacana mAtAone tuM tArI sAthe rAkhI le. eka paLa paNa tArA jIvananI evI na javI joIe ke je paLamAM pravacana mAtAo tArI sAthe na hoya. alabatta, eka bAbatanI ame tane yAda karAvavA mAgIe chIe ke zarIrane janma ApanArI mAtA potAnAthI bALaka vikhUTo na paDI jAya enI khuda takedArI rAkhatI hoya che jyAre cAritra zarIrane janma ApatI aSTa pravacana mAtAo tArAthI vikhUTI na paDI jAya enI takedArI tAre khude rAkhavAnI che. tAro mAmUlI paNa pramAda, alpa paNa asAvadhagIrI ane e AThe ya pravacana mAtAo tArAthI dUra ! lakhI rAkhaje tArA dilanI dIvAla para ke jo aSTa pravacana mAtAo sarva samayamAM tArI sAthe ja che to A saMsArano tAre koI ja bhaya rAkhavAno nathI. ane jo aSTa pravacana mAtAone teM choDI dIdhI che to A saMsAra tArI revaDI dANAdANa karI nAkhavAno che. vAtsalyamayI mammI kamajora bALakathI eka paLa mATe ya dUra rahetI nathI. kamajora saMyamI evA tAre eka paLa mATe ya aSTa pravacana mAtAone dUra rAkhavAnI nathI. tArI mukti nizcitta che. 48 Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samyaktvAmRtarasajJajIva: cirakAlA''sevitamapi najAtu bahumanyate pApam - SoDazaka - 3/15 thI kupathya sAthe dostI bhale ne bahu jUnI che. paraMtu taMdurastIjanya prasannatA jeNe ekAda vAra paNa anubhavI lIdhI che ene pachI kupathyanuM AkarSaNa UbhuM rahe evI saMbhAvanA lagabhaga nathI. baLadagADImAM besavAno anubhava bhale ne varasono che. paraMtu vimAnanI musApharInI majA ekAdavAra paNa jeNe lUMTI lIdhI che. ene pachI baLadagADImAM besavAnuM AkarSaNa UbhuM rahe evI saMbhAvanA nahivata che. muni! tArI pAse je jIvana che e jIvana saMyamanuM che. e jIvana kAM to chA guNasthAnakanuM che athavA to sAtamA guNasthAnakanuM che. e jIvana pApamukta to che ja paNa sAthe prasannatAyukta paNa che. e jIvanamAM saMkalezonI gerahAjarI to che ja paNa sAthe AnaMda paNa cikkAra che. e jIvanamAM bahirbhAvonA AkarSaNano abhAva to che ja paraMtu sAthe aMtarmukhatAnya mastIno anubhava paNa gajabanAka che. A vAta ame tane eTalA mATe yAda karAvIe chIe ke jenI pAse mAtra caturtha guNasthAnakanI gaeNranTI ApatuM samyaphadarzana che e samakiti AtmA samyakdarzana rUpI amRtarasanA anubhavanA baLe svajIvanane pApamukta banAvavAmAM kadAca saphaLa nathI paNa banatoaviratinA udayanA kAraNe athavA to anaMta anaMtakALathI pApasevanano abhyAsa hovAnA kAraNe to ya pApanA AkarSaNathI to enuM mana mukta banI ja gayuM hoya che. prazna amAre tane eTalo ja pUchavo che ke samakiti AtmAnI manovRtti jo A hoya to sarvaviratidhara evA tArI manovRtti kevI hovI joIe ? tuM to evA masta jIvanane pAmI gayo che ke je jIvanamAM eka paNa pApa karavuM tArA mATe anivArya nathI. zubha AlaMbano vacce ja tAre jIvanabhara rahevAnuM che. sa&iyAo ane sadanuSThAnonA sevananuM sabhAgya jIvanabhara mATe tane vareluM che. zubha yoga ane zubha upayoga e to tArA pavitra jIvananI eka mAtra oLakha che. javAba Apa tuM. AvuM pavitra jIvana Aje tArA hAthamAM che e pachI ya tArA manamAM vAsanAnAM sApoliyAM kavacita paNa AMTA lagAvI jAya che kharA? kaSAyonI utkaTatA tArA manano kabajo kavacita paNa jamAvI de che kharI ? durbAna ane durbhAvanA dhumADAthI tAruM citta avAranavAra luSita banI ja jAya che evuM bane che kharuM? jo hA, to tuM nizcitta samajI rAkhaje ke jagata tane bhale saMyamI tarIke oLakhatuM haze, hakIkatamAM tArI pAse saMyamInAM kapaDAM jarUra che paraMtu ame jene 'saMyama' kahIe chIe e saMyama to tArI pAse nathI ja nathI ! sAvadhAna ! pApamukta jIvana pAmyo ja che to manane pApaAkarSaNathI mukta karIne ja rahe! Ye pa0 Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ @ 26 @ @ >> 2 yatra bhAvo'dhikastatra phalamapyadhikaM bhvti| - SoDazaka - 7/12 adhika saMpatti, adhika sAmagrI kharIdI zake che. adhika sAkara mIThAIne adhika svAdiSTa banAvI zake che. adhika vRkSo, adhika varasAdane kheMcI lAve che. adhika syAhI adhika lakhANa karI zake che. paNa muni ! A to bahirjagatanI vAta che. Abhyantara jagatanI vAta jo tuM jANavA mAgato hoya to e che ke je paNa yogamAM, je paNa anuSThAnamAM, je paNa kriyAmAM tAro bhAva adhika che e yoganuM, e anuSThAnanuM, e kriyAnuM phaLa adhika che. pachI bhale e yoga kadAca mAmUlI che, e anuSThAna kadAca nAnuM che, e kriyA kadAca prAraMbhika che. khyAla to che ne tane ke divasa daramyAna IriyAvahInI je kriyA tuM kadAca 2025 vAra karI rahyo che e ja IriyAvahInI kriyA karatA aImuttA munivara kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA che. je pUMjavA-pramArjavAnI kriyA A jIvanamAM tuM Dagale ne pagale karI rahyo che, pUMjavA-pramArjavAnI e ja kriyA karatA valkalacirIe ghanaghAtI karmonA bhukkA bolAvI dIdhA che. je ekAzanano tapa A jIvanamAM tane koThe paDI gayo che e ja ekAzanano tapa karatA kUrageDu munivare kevaLajJAna upArja lIdhuM che. je gurubahumAnano bhAva tuM Aje hRdayamAM saMgharIne beTho che e ja guru bahumAnanA bhAvane sahAre jJAnAvaraNanA tIvra udayakALamAM ya mAtuSa muni kevaLajJAna pAmI cUkyA che. tAtparyArtha A badhAM dRSTAnnono spaSTa che. ArAdhanA, anuSThAna ke. AlaMbana bhale nAnuM che, mAmUlI che enA pratyenA ahobhAvane jo tame parAkASTAe laI jaI zako cho to tamane enA aMtima phaLa sudhI pahoMcavAmAM koI ja takalIpha paDe tema nathI. munivara! vAstavikatA jyAre A ja che. tyAre amArI tane eka khAsa salAha che ke tuM viziSTa ArAdhanA, viziSTa anuSThAna ke viziSTa AlaMbanonI apekSA rAkhavAne badale tane je paNa ArAdhanA, anuSThAna ke AlaMbano maLyA che e tamAma pratye tArA hRdayanA bhAvone viziSTa banAvato jA . zuM kahIe tane? bhAvonI viziSTatA pAmIne jo chabastha gurune sahAre ya kevaLajJAna pAmI zakAya che to kevaLajJAnI guru maLavA chatAM ya bhAvo jo zuSka ja che, haiyuM jo saMvedanahIna ja che. to sadgatinA svAmI banavuM ya muzkela banI jAya e saMbhavita che. daDo tArI korTamAM che. jItavuM ke hAravuM eno nirNaya tAre karavAno che. Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharmazravaNe yatnaH satataM kAryo bahuzrutasamIpe hitkaakssibhirnRsiNhH| - SoDazake - 16 thI. daridra mANasa saMpatti mATe kaI paLe prayatnazIla nathI hoto e prazna che. rogI mANase auSadhasevana mATe kaI paLe jAgrata nathI hoto e prazna che. gADha jaMgalamAM bhUlo paDI gayela mANasa kaI paLe rasto zodhavA phAMphAM mArato nathI hoto e prazna che. aMdha mANasa kaI paLe AMkhavALAno hAtha pakaDavA taiyAra nathI hoto e prazna che. hajAma pAse nahIM. gumarAha mANasa rastAnI jANakArI meLavavA jo mArgazane ja zodhe che. alelaTapune nahIM. aMdha mANasa potAno hAtha cakSuSmAnanA hAthamAM mUkavA ja jo taiyAra thAya che, aMdhanA hAthamAM nahIM to e ja nyAye dharmazravaNa mATe tAre koka bahuzrutanA caraNamAM ja besavAnuM che game tevA agItArthanA ke potAnI jAtane vidvAna mAnI beThelAnA caraNamAM nahIM, javAba Apa tuM. zravaNanA kSetre tane svaprazaMsAzravaNamAM, paraniMdAzravaNamAM, vikathAzravaNamAM ke bahirbhAvapoSaka zravaNamAM rasa nathI ja evuM tuM chAtI ThokIne kahI zakavAnI sthitimAM che kharo ? jo A praznano tAro javAba 'nA'mAM hoya to amAre tane kahevuM che ke tAruM bhAvi to aMdhakAramaya che ja paraMtu tAruM vartamAna saMyamajIvana paNa mAtra samaya pasAra karanAruM ja ke jIvana pUruM karanAruM ja banI rahevAnuM che. kAraNa? kAma vinAno saMsArI mANasa jema rakhaDato rahIne ja jIvana pUruM karI deto hoya che tema svAdhyAyanA rasa vinAno saMyamI saMyamaghAtaka pravRttiomAM vyasta rahIne ja potAnuM saMyamajIvana pUruM karI deto hoya che. eTaluM ja kahIe chIe ame tane ke paralokane barabAda karatA ane saMyamajIvanane kUcA banAvI detA A galata rAhethI tuM atyAre ne atyAre ja pAcho pharI jA. yatna dharmazravaNamAM ja ane e ya satata ! ane e dharmazravaNa paNa bahuzruta samIpamAM ja ! tAro beDo pAra che ! muni ! sAce ja jo tuM karmamukta banavA mAge che, kaSAyamukta banavA mAge che, doSamukta banavA mAge che, to tAre eka ja kAma karavA jevuM che. dharmazravaNamAM yatna ! kAraNa? karmabaMdhanAM kAraNonI jANakArI tane dharmazravaNathI ja maLaze. kaSAyonA jAlima vipAkonI jANakArI tane dharmazravaNathI ja maLaze. doSothI sarjAtI amaitrI, saMklezonI hAramALA vagerenI vAstavika samajaNa tane dharmazravaNathI ja maLaze. paNa sabUra ! daridra mANasa saMpatti prAptinA upAyonI jANakArI meLavavA jo zrImaMta pAse ja jAya che, bhikhArI pAse nahIM rogI mANasa auSadhonI samaja meLavavA jo DaoNkTara pAse ja jAya che, Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 9 bhakSayitavya: nirAsvAda eva vAlukAkavala: shraamnnym| - samarAIccakahA C bALaka nAnuM, ane davA kaDavI, e prasannatAthI davA levA taiyAra thaI jAya evI zakyatA keTalI ? lagabhaga nahIM. paga khullA ane rasto kAMTAthI vyApta, e raste mardAnagI sAthe prasannatApUrvaka cAlavA koI yuvaka taiyAra thaI jAya e zakyatA keTalI ? lagabhaga nahIM. muni ! bhale te koI paNa kAraNasara zramaNajIvana aMgIkAra to karI lIdhuM che paNa spaSTa zabdomAM ame tane kahIe chIe ke retInA kaNiyAo to meM joyA che ne? e hoya che sarvathA svAdahIna. peTamAM e retInA kaNiyAo padharAvatA rahevAnuM jeTaluM kaThina ane trAsadAyaka hoya che, tArI pAse rahela saMyamajIvana eTaluM ja kaThina ane kaSTadAyaka che. jiMdagIbhara e ja guru, e ja sahavartio, e ja svAdhyAya, e ja kriyA, e ja vihAra, e ja loca, e ja parisaho ane e ja upasargo. pa5 zarIrane bahekAvatA rahevAnI koI vAta nahIM. manane bahelAvatA rahevAnI koI AjJA nahIM. kyAreya na anubhavelA Atmasukhane anubhUtino viSaya banAvavA jiMdagIbhara jhajhUmatA rahevAnuM ane janamajanama anubhavelA zarIranAM ane mananAM sukho sAme lAla AMkha karatA rahevAnuM. ahaMne toDavA rahevAnuM ane samarpaNabhAvane jIvanamaMtra banAvatA rahevAnuM. anukULatAne tarachoDatA rahevAnuM ane pratikULatAne satkAratA rahevAnuM. zuM A badhuM tuM baccAnAM khela mAne che ? A badhAyane tuM zuM saraLa ane AnaMdadAyaka mAne che ? nA, A badhuM ya kaThina che, kadhyadAyaka che ane sAthosAtha besvAda paNa che. paNa sabUra ! Ano artha evo na samajato ke saMyamajIvanane choDIne tAre punaH saMsAramAM AvI javAnuM che ke hatAzA sAthe tAre A jIvana pUruM karI devAnuM che. dardanI vedanAthI trAselo dardI jo dardamukta banavA mATe kaThoramAM kaThora ane kaDakamAM kaDaka niyaMtraNo paNa jo prasannatApUrvaka svIkArIne ja rahe che to doSonA ane kaSAyonA apAyothI trAhimAm pokArI UThelo sAdhaka e tamAma apAyothI AtmAne mukta karavA kaThinamAM kaThina ane kaDakamAM kaDaka prabhuzAjanya niyaMtraNo svIkArI ja leto hoya che. ame tane eTaluM ja kahIe chIe ke AvA sAdhakamAM tAro naMbara lagADI devAmAM tuM jo saphaLa banI gayo to retInA kaNiyAvALA koLiyAo peTamAM padharAvavA jevuM besvAda paNa zramaNapaNuM tane jAmyA vinA nahIM ja rahe. ane jAmI jatuM e zramaNapaNuM tArA janamajanamanA saMsAraparibhramaNanA thAkane utArI nAkhanAruM banI gayA vinA nahIM ja rahe. Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Apada: upakAriNI - samarAIaikahA ho cAkaDA para taiyAra thayela ghaDAne kuMbhAra jyAre agnimAM nAkhe che tyAre e agni ghaDAne mATe upakAraka ja puravAra thAya che ne? kAraNa ke agnimAM gayA vinA ja ghaDo jo sIdho bajAramAM gayo hota athavA to sIdhuM ja emAM jo pANI bharavAmAM AvyuM hota to e ghaDo gaNatarInI paLomAM ja hato-na hato thaI gayo hota ! TAMkaNAnA mAra khAvAthI paththara jo dUra ja rahe che to e paththaranA nasIbamAM rahela pratimA banavAnuM sadbhAgya roLAI jAya che. muni ! AtmAnA pradeza pradeza para coTelI anaMta anaMta kArmaNa vargaNAthI tAre kAyamI chuTakAro meLavavo che ne? eka ja zvAsamAM aDhAra vAra janma levo paDe ane sattara vAra maravuM paDe evI nigodagatinI mulAkAta letA rahevAnA durbhAgya para tAre kAyamanuM pUrNavirAma mUkI devuM che ne? je gatinAM du:khonuM varNana sAMbhaLavA mAtrathI tArA jhADA-pezAba chUTI jAya tema che. e narakagatinI mulAkAte javAnuM tAre kAyama mATe sthagita karI devuM che ne? samaDInA jaDabAmAM cavAI jato sarpa, bilADInA jaDabAmAM cavAI jato uMdara, kUtarAnA jaDabAmAM cavAI jatuM kabUtara, siMhanA jaDabAmAM cavAI jatuM haraNa ane kasAInI charI nIce kapAI jatA gAya-baLada-bheMsa-bakarA-pADA ane vAMdarA. AmAMnA eka paNa avatAramAM tAre janma kyAreya na ja levo paDe e sthitinuM nirmANa karavuM che ne? jyAM janma laIne saMDAso sApha karavA paDe, zeThiyAonI gALo khAvI paDe, baTakuM roTalA mATe TaLavaLatA rahevuM paDe, apamAno veThatA rahevuM paDe, maravAnI AzAmAM ja jIvana vItAvatA rahevuM paDe evA mAnavanA avatAro para paNa tuM kAyamanI cokaDI lAgI jAya evuM icche che ne? to eno eka mAtra upAya tuM jANI le. tArI pAse je saMyamajIvana che e saMyamajIvanamAM jeTalI paNa pratikULatAo AvatI rahe vAtAvaraNanI, je paNa vastuo paDatI rahe viparIta ane je paNa kaSTo AvatA rahe vyaktio taraphathI e tamAmane tArI tamAma tAkAtathI tuM sahana karato ja rahe. e tamAma takalIpho-Apattio-karo ane pratikULatAo ekAMte tArA mATe upakAraka ja banyA rahevAnA che. tArA khyAlamAM to che ne tattvArthasUtranI A paMkti ? 'mArgAcyavana-nirjarArthaM pariSoDhavyA parisahA:' mokSamArga para tuM jo TakI javA mAge che, anaMta anaMta karmonI tuM jo nirjarA karavA mAge che, karmothI jo tuM haLavo phUla thaI javA mAge che to enA mATe "sahana karI levA' sivAya tArI pAse bIjo koI vikalpa ja nathI." zuM kahIe tane ? bhUtakALanA anaMta bhavomAM teM du:kho ochA sahana nathI karyA. paNa bhAvi anaMtakALane tuM jo evo ja bihAmaNo na banAvavA mAgato hoya to tArA vartamAnane tuM kaSTasabhara rAkhato jA. kATavALuM lokhaMDa eNsiDamAM jeTalo vadhu samaya paDyuM. rahe che, e zIdhra kATamukta thatuM jAya che. prasannatApUrvaka tuM jeTalAM vadhu kaSTo veThato rahIza tuM eTalo zIdhra karmamukta banato jaIza. pa8 Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ @ @ 30 @ @ sarvaduHkhAnAM mUlam snehH| - samarAIccakahA to @ @ e @ @ @ roganuM mULa che peTano bagADo. takalIphonuM mULa che daridratA. kleza-kaMkAsanuM mULa che barachaTa bhASAprayoga. mUrkhatAnuM mULa che buddhinI jaDatA. pAgalatAnuM mULa che buddhinI maMdatA paNa muni ! saghaLAM ya duHkhonuM koI eka ja udgamasthAna hoya to e che sneha. A snehane tuM rAmanuM nAma Apato hoya ke AkarSaNanuM nAma Apato hoya, vAsanAnuM nAma Apato hoya ke AveganuM nAma Apato hoya, enI sAme amAro koI ja vAMdho nathI. ame to tane eTaluM ja kahevA mAgIe chIe ke kapaDAM para lAgI gayela ghIno DAgha dUra thatAMnI sAthe ja e kapaDuM jema vAtAvaraNamAMnI dhULane potAnA tarapha kheMcavAnuM baMdha karI de che tema tArA manane snehamukta banAvavAmAM tuM jevo saphaLa banato jaIza, e ja paLe tArA AtmA para vAtAvaraNamAM rahela kArmaNa vargaNAo coMTavAnI baMdha thavA lAgaze. duHkhanI vAta che ke A jagatanA jIvo duHkhamukta banavA mAge che paNa rogamukta banavA nathI mAgatA. AganI najIka rahevuM che ane garamIthI bacI javuM che? gaTaranI bAjumAM rahevuM che ane durgadhathI bacI javuM che? dhumADAvALA vAtAvaraNamAM rahevuM che ane zvAsanI takalIphathI bacI javuM che? e badhuM ya jo asaMbhava che to manane rAgabhAvamAM ramatuM rAkhIne AtmAne duHkhono zikAra banato aTakAvavo e ya sarvathA asaMbhavita ja che. yAda rAkhaje tuM. vItarAga banyA vinA sarvajJa banI zakAtuM nathI ane kaSAyabhAvathI mukta banyA vinA vItarAga banI zakAtuM nathI. svarUpanI oLakhANa vinA kaSAyasevanathI bacI zakAtuM nathI ane bahirbhAvomAMthI manane bahAra lAvyA vinA svarUpanI oLakha zakya nathI. pralobhanothI bacatA rahyA vinA manane bahirbhAvonA AkarSaNathI mukta rAkhavuM zakya nathI ane mana sAthe saMgharSa khelatA rahyA vinA pralobhanothI bhAgatA rahevA manane taiyAra karavuM zakya nathI. so vAtanI eka vAta. viSayukta modaka svAdamAM game teTalo mITho hoya to ya motathI bacavA mATe e modakathI dUra rahevuM jarUrI ja che to snehabhAva manane game teTalo mITho lAgato hoya to ya AtmAne duHkhothI bacAvato rahevA mATe, durgatinI yAtrAe jato rokavA mATe manane snehabhAvanuM zikAra banatuM rokavA jevuM ja che. yAda rAkhaje tuM. dveSanA agnithI manane mukta rAkhavAmAM koI ja takalIpha paDavAnI nathI. rAganA himathI manane dUra rAkhatAM navanejAM pANI UtarI javAnuM che. paTa Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 31 siddhiyadhUnirbharA'nurAgasamAgamacintAdurbalaH sAdhuH / kALajhALa moMghavArI, TUMkI Avaka, parivAra moTo. ciMtAmAM ne ciMtAmAM enuM zarIra sukAtuM cAlyuM. varasothI je yuvatI pratye ene lagAva hato e yuvatI be varasa mATe amerikA cAlI gaI. enI smRtimAM ne smRtimAM enuM zarIra ghasAtuM cAlyuM. eka bAju sAme lIluMchama ghAsa ane bIjI bAju sAme vAgha. ghAsa khAtA rahevA chatAM bakarInuM zarIra sukAtuM ja cAlyuM. muni ! tuM ane nizciMta ? tuM ane masta ? tuM ane baLavAna ? e banI ja zake kevI rIte ? siddhivadhU sAthe vivAha karavA to tuM saMsAra samastano tyAga karIne nIkaLI paDyo che sAdhanA mArge. mAtA-pitAdi svajanone to te choDacA ja che paraMtu pAMce ya indriyonA viSayone paNa teM tarachoDyA che. zarIranI sukhazIlatA sAme to te baLavo pokAryo ja che paraMtu mananI svacchaMdavRtti sAme ya tuM jaMge caDyo che. eka ja khvAba che tAruM. huM kyAre siddhivadhUne varI lauM ? jyAM sudhI tAruM e khvAba saphaLa thatuM nathI 61 - samarAIcakahA tyAM sudhI tArA zire keTakeTalI muzkelIo trATakavAnI saMbhAvanA UbhI che eno tane barAbara khyAla che ja. mukti nathI maLatI tyAM sudhI AtmAne saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe che ane saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe che eno artha ? saMsAranI cAreya gatiomAM rakhaDatA rahevuM paDe che. du:khapradhAna narakagati, vivekahIna tiryaMcagati, mUrchApradhAna devagati ane puNyahIna mAnavagati. A cAre ya gatiomAM AtmAne satata bhaTakyA ja karavuM paDe che. che zuM A cAreya gatiomAM ? kAM to du:kho ane kAM to duHkhonuM rijharvezana karI Ape tevAM sukho ! kyAMya svasthatA nathI, kyAMya sthiratA nathI ane kyAMya zAMti nathI. AvA duHkhamaya saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM ya tuM jo svastha hoya, tArI tabiyata masta hoya, tArA zarIranI sAte ya dhAtuo jo sateja hoya to eno artha eTalo ja che ke kAM to tane saMsAranI bhayaMkaratAno koI aMdAja nathI ane kAM to muktisukhanI bhadraMkaratA tArI najaramAM nathI. zuM kahIe tane ? mohavijetA paramAtmAnI tuM upAsanA karato jA. e tArakanI mohanAzaka AjJAonuM tuM pAlana karato jA. sukhanA anaMtakALanA tArA bogasa anubhavone eka bAju rAkhI daIne muktisukhanA anubhavane AtmasAt karI levA tuM kaTibaddha banato jA. ame tane khAtarI sAthe kahIe chIe ke e sukhanuM AkarSaNa tArA manamAM UbhuM thaI gayA pachI tuM zAMtithI sUI nahIM zake. 2 Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ stutyA smayo na kaaryH| - adhyAtmasAra beDuM potAne pANIthI bharI devA badala naLanI bhalene game teTalI prazaMsA kare che paraMtu naLa e prazaMsAmAM jarAya levAI jato nathI kAraNa ke ene barAbara khyAla hoya che ke beDAne pANI bhale mArAthI maLyuM che paraMtu mane to pANI TokI taraphathI ja maLyuM che. jo TAMkIe mArAmAM pANI vahAvavAnI udAratA na karI hota to beDAne mArA taraphathI pANI kyAMthI maLI zakyuM hota? muni! banI zake ke tArI pAse tapazcaryAnI pracaMDa mUDI hoya, svAdhyAyano jabaradasta vaibhava hoya, masta lekhanakaLA hoya, AkarSaka vaknatvakaLA hoya, hRdaya tAruM premALa hoya, mana tAruM saraLa hoya, svabhAva tAro zItaLa hoya ane enA kAraNe tArA paricayamAM AvanArA sahu tArI dila daIne prazaMsA karatA hoya to ya amAre tane eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke e prazaMsAthI tuM tArA ahaMne puSTa na karato. e stutinA zabdothI tuM phulAI na jato. Adara-satkAra ane bahumAnane tuM tArI tAkAta ke tArI pAtratA samajI na besato. kAraNa? tArI pAse je paNa zakti ke saMdraguNo che e badhAya dekhAtA hoya bhale tArAmAM paNa e badhA ya tane maLyA che prabhunI anaMta karuNAnA prabhAve ! tArAmAM rahela zakti ke sadguNo e che pANInA sthAne. tuM pote che naLanA sthAne. jyAre TAMkInA sthAne prabhu che. tAruM alpa paNa puNya ke mAmUlI paNa guNa e prabhunI ja karuNAnuM phaLa che e bAbatamAM tuM leza paNa zaMkA na karato. vAMcI to che ne zakti-sadguNanA kendramAM rahela prabhunI ja karuNAne varNavatI A badhI paMktio te? 'ItanI bhUmi tumahI ANyo' A vAta karI che pUjyapAda upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAje. 'eko'pi zubhabhAva: bhagavatprasAda labhyatvAt' A vAta karI che upamitibhava prapaMca graMthamAM zrI siddharSi gaNi mahArAje. 'bhavatprasAdenaivAhaM iyatIMprApito bhuvam' A vAta jaNAvI che vItarAgastotramAM kalikAla sarvajJa zrI hemacandrasUri mahArAje. A tamAma vAtono sUra eka ja che. tArA jIvanamAM duHkha-doSa ke dubuddhino je paNa ukaraDo che e tAruM ja potAnuM sarjana che to tArA jIvanamAM sukha-saguNa-sadbuddhino je paNa bagIco che e prabhu taraphathI tane maLela uttama upahAra che. karavA de beDAMne jigatane] naLanI tArI] prazaMsA naLa [tAre] potAnI khoparI ThekANe ja rAkhavAnI che. Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 33 AlApaiH durjanasya na dveSyam / pavanano sahAro laIne potAnA tarapha AvI rahela dhULane joIne sUrya enA tarapha dveSa karaze ? asaMbhava ! pavananI pITha para savAra thaIne bhalene gaTaranI durgaMdha phUla para humalo kare che. phUla leza svasthatA gumAvyA vinA potAnI suvAsa prasarAvavAnI yogyatA jALavI ja rAkhe che. muni ! A to saMsAra che. ahIM saMta-zetAna, sajjana-durjana, puNyavAna-pApI badhA ja che. kokane sAmI vyaktimAM rahela sadguNo ja dekhAtA hoya che to kokane sAmI vyaktimAM chupAIne rahelA durguNo ja zodhatA rahevAmAM rasa hoya che. koka sAruM jovA mATe aMdha hoya che to koka kharAba sAMbhaLavA mATe badhira hoya che. kokane sadguNanI suvAsanI elarjI hoya che to kokane durguNanI durgaMdha vinA cena paDatuM nathI hotuM. AvI vicitra ane viparIta svabhAva dharAvatI vyaktio vacce rahetA tAre kyAreka durjanonAM vacano sAMbhaLavAnA Ave paNa kharA, durjanonI TIkAnA zikAra tAre kyAreka banavuM paNa paDe. ame tane eTaluM ja kahIe chIe ke evA prasaMge ya tuM e durjano para dveSa na karI besato. - adhyAtmasAra 5 tArA manane e durjano pratyenA durbhAvathI grasita na banAvI besato. eka vAtano tane khyAla che kharo ke gharane Aga lAgI hoya che tyAre e Agane ThAravA duzmana mANasa paNa jo pANI laIne Ave che to DAhyo mANasa e duzmanane paNa AvakArato hoya che. kAraNa ? ene potAnuM ghara bacAvavuM hoya che. ene potAnuM ghara gamatuM hoya che. ame tane A ja vAta karIe chIe. tAro AtmA tane khUba game che ne ? zarIra karatA ya vadhu game che ne ? mana karatA ya vadhu game che ne ? tuM ene durgatimAM dhakelavA nathI mAgato ne ? tuM ene duHkhono zikAra banAvavA nathI mAgato ne tuM enuM saMsAra paribhramaNa akabaMdha rAkhavA nathI mAgato ne ? to eka ja kAma kara. teM je saMyamajIvana aMgIkAra karyuM che e jIvanamAM je paNa takalIpho Ave, agavaDo Ave, apamAno veThavAM paDe e tamAmano tuM prasannatApUrvaka svIkAra karato jA. e apamAno jemanA paNa taraphathI thatAM hoya e tamAma pratyenA sadbhAvane akabaMdha rAkhato jA. Akhare tuM to muni che ne ? jIvamAtrano kevaLa rakSaka ja nahIM, cAhaka paNa ! jIvamAtrano tuM upakArI ja nahIM, sahakArI paNa ! eka mAtA banela strI potAnA bALakanA tamAma aparAdhone bhUlI jaIne paNa jo enA pratyenA snehabhAvane TakAvI rAkhe che to jagatanA jIvamAtranI mAtA banavAnI javAbadArI svIkArI beThelo tuM ane aSTapravacana mAtAnA khoLAmAM ucharI rahelo tuM koI paNa jIvanA, game tevA kaTu vyavahAra pachI ya enA pratyenA sadbhAvane akabaMdha rAkhI besato hoya to emAM tuM kAMI 'navuM' nathI karato kAraNa ke munino e ja svabhAva hoya che ! 99 Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ na vizvAsyo prmaadripuH| - adhyAtmasAra pANI DhALano vizvAsa karaze? peTrola Agano vizvAsa karaze? deDako sarpano vizvAsa karaze? saMgrahaNIno dardI dUdhano vizvAsa karaze? karoDapati zrImaMta eka naMbaranA guMDAno vizvAsa karaze? haragija nahIM. kAraNa ? pANI DhALane pAmIne nIce UtarI jaze. peTrola Agane pAmIne potAnuM astitva gumAvI besaze. deDako sApane pAmIne jIvanane hAthathI gumAvI besaze. saMgrahaNIno dardI dUdhanA zaraNe jaIne potAnuM svAthya vadhu bagADI besaze. karoDapati zrImaMta guMDAnA sakaMjAmAM AvIne potAnI saMpatti gumAvI besaze. muni ! sadguNono cAhaka tuM, samAdhino icchuka tuM, sadgatino premI tuM, paramagatino Azaka tuM, saMyamajIvanano dhAraka tuM pramAdarUpI zatruno jo vizvAsa kare che to ame tane kahIe chIe ke tuM AtmaghAtanA raste kadama mAMDI cUkyo che. tArA sadguNonI smazAnayAtrA nIkaLI ja cUkI che. sadgatigamananI tArI zakyatA para sAme caDIne cokaDI mukI devA te hAtha uThAvI ja lIdhA che. paramagatinI prAptinA tArA svapnane cakanAcura karI devA deDha nizcaya karI lIdho che. je pramAde cauda pUrvIone paNa nigodamAM dhakelI dIdhA che, labdhidharone mATe paNa narakagatinA daravAjA kholI dIdhA che, prabhAvaka pravacanakArone ane mahAjJAnIone paNa, ghora tapasvIone ane lAkho zlokonA sarjakone paNa durgatimAM dhakelI dIdhA che e pramAdane tuM jo mAmUlI mAnI beTho hoya ke tuccha mAnI beTho hoya to nizcita samajI rAkhaje ke tArA saMyamajIvanane tuM hArI ja cUkyo che. ane eka vAtano to tuM javAba Apa. cauda pUrvadharonA jJAnanI sAme tArI pAse jJAnano vaibhava keTalo che? labdhidharonI labdhionI sAme tArI pAse labdhinA nAme che zuM? ghora tapasvIonI sAme tArI pAse tapa keTalo che ? dhuraMdhara pravacanakAronI pracaMDa pravacanazakti sAme tArI pAse rahela pravacanazakti kevI che? vizuddha saMyamIonI jAgRti sAme tArI pAse jAgRti che kevI? eka ja vAkyamAM ame tane eno javAba ApI daIe to saMyamakSetre e sahunAM nAmo jo karoDapatimAM goThavI zakAya to tAruM nAma to bhikhArImAM ja AvI zake. pramAdarUpI zatrue e karoDapatione paNa jo cIMtharehAla banAvIne paralokamAM ravAnA karI dIdhA to e pramAdazatru tArA jevA bhikhArInI to kevI revaDI dANAdANa karI nAkhaze enI tuM pote ja kalpanA karI joje. eTaluM ja kahIe chIe tane. hAranI bAjIne jItamAM palaTAvI nAkhavI hajIya tArA hAthamAM che. pramAdazatrune jIvanamAMthI dezavaTo ApI de. 68 Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ @ @ @ 35 # @ @ na hi hetuvinAzaM vinA phlvinaashH| - zrAvakadharmavidhi prakaraNa dahIM khAtA rahevuM che ane chAtIne kaphamukta rAkhavAmAM saphaLatA meLavavI che? saMbhava ja nathI. teja gatithI doDatA rahevuM che ane hAMpha caDe ja nahIM e sthiti anubhavatA rahevuM che? saMbhavita ja nathI. bArI-bAraNAM badhA ja khullAM rAkhavA che ane dhULane gharamAM pravezatA aTakAvavAmAM saphaLa banavuM che? zakya ja nathI. puSpa hAjara che ane suvAsanI anubhUtithI vaMcita rahevuM paDaze? nahIM ja bane. hAthamAM lAkha rUpiyA che ane vepArI pAsethI mAla kharIdavAmAM phAvaTa nahIM Ave ? nahIM ja bane. Ano artha ? A ja ke jyAM sudhI kAraNa hAjara raheze tyAM sudhI kArya banatuM ja raheze. galata kAraNa hAjara haze to galata kArya banatuM raheze ane samyapha kAraNa hAjara haze to samyapha kArya banatuM raheze. muni ! tuM sarvakarma kSayanA kAryane anubhavavA mAge che ne? tane khyAla che kharo ke karmabaMdhanA kAraNabhUta kaSAyathI dUra thayA vinA tuM sarvakarmakSayanA e kAryane anubhavano viSaya banAvavAmAM saphaLa nathI ja banavAno! dharmArAdhanAnA phaLanI bAbatamAM tAruM mana zaMkAzIla rahyA kare che ne? jo tArA jIvanamAM dharmArAdhanA cAlu che ja to enuM phaLa tane maLIne rahevAnuM ja che. TUMkamAM, galata kAryathI jAtane bacAvI levAno, galata phaLathI tArI jAtane dUra rAkhavAno eka ja vikalpa che. tuM galata kAraNathI dUra thaI jA. sArA kAryane anubhavano viSaya banAvavAno eka ja vikalpa che. tuM samya kAraNonuM sevana karato jA. paNa sabUra ! tArI pAse karmabaMdhanAM ane karmakSayanAM kAraNonI samyapha jANakArI che kharI ? vyavahAranaya ane nizcayanaya, dravya samyakatva ane bhAvasamyakatva, AcaraNa ane aMtaHkaraNa, dravyalezyA ane bhAvalezyA A tamAmanA vAstavika svarUpanI tArI pAse jANakArI che kharI ? jo nA, to tArA lAkha prayAso pachI thatuM tArA AtmAne karmabaMdhano zikAra banatA aTakAvI zakavAno nathI. vAMcI to che ne teM A paMkti? 'para pariNati apanI kara jAne, varate Arata dhyAne re; baMdha-mokSa kAraNa na pahacAne te pahele guNaThANe re' zuM kahIe ame tane? AkhuM ya prabhunuM zAsana e "kAraNa' ja che! samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra e ja mokSano mArga che. mArgano artha? je maMjile pahoMcADavAmAM sahAyaka bane e mArga! tuM muktinI maMjile pahoMcavA mAge che ne? mokSamArga para kadama rAkhato jA. phAvI jaIza. u0 69 Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhava:mahAvratoccAraNA pratyahamubhayakAlaM vizeSastu pakSAntAdiSu kurvnti| -pakhIsUtra ) hoziyAra vepArI roja saravaiyuM nahIM meLave ? kuzaLa DaoNkTara dardIne roja nahIM tapAsa ? yuvAna mANasa bahAra nIkaLatA pahelAM darpaNamAM potAnuM mukha nahIM tapAse ? muni ! ame tane pUchIe chIe. jiMdagIbharane mATe je mahAvratonuM pAlana karavAnuM te arihaMtAdi pAMcanI sAkSIe hajAronI medanI vacce kabUla karyuM che e mahAvratone tuM roja smRtipatha para lAve che kharo? e mahAvratonA gaMbhIra arthone tuM tArI anuprekSAnA viSaya roja banAve che kharo? jo nA, to tuMmahAvratonA vizuddha pAlanamAM saphaLa banIza ja zI rIte? eka paNa jIvanI virAdhanA mAre kyAreya karavAnI nathI A pratijJA smRtipathamAM rAkhyA vinA samiti-guptinA pAlanamAM tane saphaLatA maLaze kevI rIte ? ajANatAM ya mAre jUTha bolavAnuM nathI A pratijJAne yAda rAkhyA vinA tArI jAtane asatyoccAraNathI bacAvavAmAM tuM saphaLa banIza zI rIte? eka paNa prakAranuM adatta, mAre levAnuM ja nathI A pratijJAne smRtino viSaya banAvatA rahyA vinA AdhAkarmI gocarInA svIkArathI ke guvajJAbhaMgathI, tArI jAtane tuM bacAvI zake e vAtamAM koI mAla nathI. abrahmanA sevanathI to mAre dUra rahevAnuM ja che paraMtu manane abrahmanA vicArathI paNa mAre mukta rAkhavAnuM che. A pratijJAnA satata smaraNa vinA vijAtIyanA darzana mATe jhAMvA nAkhatI tArI AMkhone tuM niyaMtraNamAM rAkhI zakIza zI rIte? vijAtIyanA darzana thaI gayA bAda athavA to karI lIdhA bAda mana gaMdI kalpanAomAM viharavA na lAge e aMge tuM sAvadha rahI zakIza zI rIte? 'adhika upakaraNo mAre rAkhavAnA nathI ane alpa paNa upakaraNomAM mAre mUrchA rAkhavAnI nathI' A pratijJAnA satata smaraNa vinA tuM svajIvanane adhika upakaraNanA bojAthI ane sva-manane mUrchAnA dhumADAthI mukta zI rIte rAkhI zakIza? yAda che tane? roja tuM sarvapApanA tyAgane sUcavatA 'karemi bhaMte' ne nava vAra yAda kare che. kAraNa ? 'pApa mAre eka paNa karavAnuM nathI' e tane satata yAda rahe e mATe ! to harva eka kAma kara. roja savAra-sAMja pAMceya mahAvratonuM uccAraNa karato jA. karemi bhaMte nava vAra ane mahAvratonuM uccAraNa be vAra. alabatta, A badhuM ya mAtra jIbhethI ja na karI jato. manane paNa emAM bheLavaje. aMtaHkaraNane paNa pAMca mahAvratonI pacIsa bhAvanAothI vAsita banAvato jaje. caMdanathI vAsita thaI jatI lAkaDAnI peTI jo durgadhano anubhava nathI ja karAvI zakatI to mahAvratoccAraNathI bhAvita thaI jatuM tAruM aMtaHkaraNa pApavAsanAne janma nahIM ja ApI zake ! Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 7 sarvazubhAnuSThAna gurutantratA pratipAdanArtha gurvaamntrnnm| -paphakhIsUtra nokarane zeThanI AjJAmAM rahevuM paDe che.. sainikane senAdhipatinI AjJA svIkAravI paDe che. gadheDAne kuMbhAranI AjJA mAnavI paDe che. khelADIne kocanI AjJA zirodhArya karavI paDe che. zikSakanI AjJAmAM rahyA vinA vidyArthIno vikAsa saMbhavita nathI. 144 mI kalama amalamAM hoya e vakhate polIsanI AjJAmAM rahyA vinA prajAjananI salAmatI nathI paNa muni ! tArI to AkhI vAta ja nyArI che. gurunI AjJAmAM rahyA vinA tane cena ja nathI paDatuM. guru tArA para adhikAra jamAvavA nathI paNa mAgatA to ya tArA jIvananA badhA ja adhikAro gurune soMpI dIdhA vinA tAruM mana prasannatA nathI anubhavatuM. tArA para anuzAsana calAvavAno gurune koI ja rasa nathI ane chatAM guru pratyenA prabaLa premanA kAraNe te sAme caDIne prasannatApUrvaka emanuM anuzAsana svIkArI lIdhuM che ane emAM ja tuM AnaMdita che. ame oLakhIe chIe tane. tAruM cAle to tuM zvAsa paNa gurune pUchIne ja levA mAge che ane bagAsuM khAvA mATe paNa gurunI rajA ja levA mAge che. kAraNa ? eka ja, tuM tArI jAtane aMdha mAnI rahyo che. gurunA mArgadarzana vinA tane cena zenuM paDe ? tuM tArI jAtane asahAya mAnI rahyo che. guruno AdhAra lIdhA vinA tane cena zenuM paDe ? tuM tArI jAtane apaMga mAnI rahyo che. guruno Teko lIdhA vinA tane cena zenuM paDe ? zuM kahIe tane? tArA hRdayamAM guru pratye jAgI gayelA sarvotkRSTa bahumAnabhAve tane guru pratye e hade samarpita banAvI dIdho che ke tane A jIvanamAM guru sivAya bIjuM kAMI ja dekhAtuM nathI ane bIjuM koI ja dekhAtuM nathI. ane mAtra tArA mATe ja nahIM, A jIvanamAM praveza karatA pratyeka sAdhaka mATe A ja kartavya che. A jIvananA pratyeka zubha anuSThAno gurune ja AdhIna che. ane eTale ja anuSThAnanA prAraMbhamAM, madhyamAM ane aMtamAM vAraMvAra gurune sAdhaka AmaMtraNa Apato ja rahe che. eka vAtanI ame tane yAda ApavA mAgIe chIe ke A jIvanamAM galata icchAne paNa jyAM tAre sthAna ApavAnuM nathI tyAM e icchAnA amala mATe to pravRtta thavAno tAre prazna ja raheto nathI paraMtu zubha icchAne sthAna ApyA pachI ya tAre e icchAne gurucaraNamAM mUkI devAnI che. emanI prasannatApUrvakanI anumati maLe to ja enA amala mATe tAre pravRtta thavAnuM che, anyathA nahIM. TUMkamAM, jIvana tAruM che, tAre ja jIvavAnuM che paNa ene kaI rIte jIvavuM eno nirNaya tAre gurune soMpI devAno che. ane A samarpaNa tArA jIvanamAM eTalA mATe saraLa che ke guru para tane khUba ja prema che ane jyAM prema hoya che tyAM samarpaNa to AvIne ja rahe che. u4 Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3. ekameva hi yatanAM saMsevya vilInakarmamalapaTalA: prApuranantAH sattvAH zivamakSayamavyAbAdham sthAnam / - saMbodhisattarI samasta oraDAmAM varasothI vyApta aMdhakArane cIrI nAkhavAnuM kAma prakAzanuM eka kiraNa paNa karI zake che. varasothI daridratAjanya agavaDone veThavAnA cAlI rahelA durbhAgya para kAyama mATe pUrNavirAma mUkI devAno camatkAra eka ja rUpiyAnI laoNTarInI eka TikiTa paNa karI zake che. saMbaMdhomAM pedA thaI gayela varasonI kaDavAzanI smazAnayAtrA kADhI nAkhavAnuM kAma eka ja vakhatano madhuro zabdaprayoga karI zake che. muni! anaMta anaMta pudgala parAvarta to te anAdi nigodamAM vItAvyA. bhavitavyatAnA yoge emAMthI tuM bahAra nIkaLyo e pachI ya asaMkhya asaMkhya varaso teM bAdara ekendriyamAM vItAvyA. saMkhyAtakALa vikalendriyamAM pasAra karyo. narakAdi cAreya gatiomAM te je kALa vItAvyo e to vadhArAmAM. A kALa daramyAna te be ja kAmo karyA che. AtmAne kusaMskArothI bhAre karyo che ane karmonA baMdhathI vyApta karyo che. A baMnene nAmazeSa karIne muktigatimAM pahoMcI javuM Aje to tArA mATe azakya jevuM tane lAgatuM hoya to emAM koI navAI nathI. kAraNa ? paramAtmA mahAvIradeve karela tapazcaryAono pa skora tArI AMkha sAme che. sADA bAra varasanA sAdhanAkALamAM e tArake sADA agiyAra varasathI adhika divaso to anna-jaLa vinAnA pasAra karyA che. lAgaTa be divasa e tArake kyAreya vAparyuM nathI to eka divasamAM be vAra paNa e tArake kyAreya vAparyuM nathI. A to thayo emano tapazcaryAno skora paNa A sivAya emaNe veThela parisaha-upasargonI to koI vAta thAya ema nathI. emaNe TakAvI rAkhela apramattatAnuM ane emaNe jALavI rAkhela upazamabhAvanuM to koI varNana thAya tema nathI. 'jo tadbhava muktigAmI e tArakane paNa ghAtIkarmothI chuTakAro meLavavA ATaATalI jaMgI sAdhanAo karavI paDI hoya to sattvakSetre lagabhaga devALuM phUMkI cUkelA ane jAgRtikSetre kaMgAliyata bhogavI rahelA mArA jevA mATe to e samyak pariNAma anubhavavuM sarvathA azakya ja che' evuM tane jo lAgatuM hoya ane enA kAraNe tuM hatAzAno zikAra banI gayo hoya to ame tane kahIe chIe ke e galata mAnyatAmAMthI ane hatAzAmAMthI tuM Aje ne Aje ja bahAra AvI jA. kAraNa ke, eka mAtra 'yatanA' no yoga paNa jo tArI pAse che to tuM adhyAtmajagatano rAjA che. anaMtA AtmAo AjasudhImAM eka mAtra yatanAnA sahAre potAnA AtmAne karmamukta banAvavAmAM saphaLatAne varIne muktipadane pAmI cUkyA che. A vAstavikatA tuM satata AMkha sAme rAkhaje. tapazcaryAdi anya yogonA kSetranI daridratA chatAM tArI mukti saMbhavita che ja jo yatanA yoganI zrImaMtAIno tuM mAlika che to ! dazavaikAlika sUtranI A paMkti...na thaze...ne amalI banAvato jA. tAro beDo pAra thaI jaze. 7 Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ klezavazanirmitaM ca sukRtamapi dusskRtaayte| - saMdeha dolAvalI lagaDI sonAnI paNa ene garama karIne sAmAne bheTa ApavA tame gayA. sAmo mANasa e lagaDI svIkAraze kharo? haragija nahIM. thALImAM tame ene mIThAI pIrasI paNa e pIrasatAM 'lo, bALo tamAruM peTa' evA zabdo tame mukhamAMthI uccAryA. jamavA beThela mahemAna e mIThAI khAze kharA? haragija nahIM. muni! tArA sahavarti munie eka ja divasamAM 100 gAthA kaMThastha karI. enA pratyenI IrSyAthI prerAIne te eka ja divasamAM 200 gAthA kaMThastha karI dIdhI. tArA svAdhyAyakSetranA e puruSArthane sukRta'nuM lebala lAgI zakaze kharuM? 'haragija nahIM. bhUla tArI nAnI hatI paNa gurue Thapako tane khUba moTo Apyo. tane rIsa caDI gaI. rIsamAM ne rIsamAM teM aTTamanuM paccakakhANa karI lIdhuM. tapakSetranA tArA A parAkrama para anaMtajJAnIo 'sukRta'nI mahorachApa lagAvaze kharA? haragija nahIM. kAraNa? sukRta tAruM sonAnI lagaDI jevuM paNa enA prAdurbhAvanA mULamAM na sukRtano koI pakSapAta ke na sukRta pratye koI sabhAva, balka, kokanA pratyeno IrSAbhAva ke kokanA pratyeno dveSabhAva. dUdha sAruM paNa sarpanA peTamAM jaIne e jema jheramAM rUpAMtarita thaI jAya che tema dUdha jevuM suMdara majenuM sukta paNa enA garbhamAM jo IrSyA-kalezAdi malina bhAvo hoya che to duSkRtamAM rUpAMtarita thaI jAya che. Ano tAtparyArtha ? A ja ke dUdhane svIkAranAranuM peTa jo pAtra' hovuM jarUrI che to sutane AcaranAranuM aMtaHkaraNa svaccha ane pavitra hovuM jarUrI che. karuNatAnI parAkASTA to e che ke teM bhUtakALanA anaMtabhavomAM ekAda-be sukRto ja nathI sevyA, sukRtonI jene khANa kahI zakAya evAM saMyamajIvano aMgIkAra karyA che ane e saMyamajIvano paNa ekAda-be nahIM paNa anaMta anaMta aMgIkAra karyA che ane chatAM Ajeya tArIsaMsAramAM rakhaDapaTTI cAlu che. je saMyamajIvana vadhumAM vadhu sAta-ATha bhavamAM AtmAne mokSamAM mokalI devAnI kSamatA dharAvI rahyuM che e saMyamajIvana te anaMtavAra aMgIkAra karavA chatAM tAro mokSa nathI thayo e vAstavikatA eTaluM ja sUcave che ke tuM kyAMka thApa khAI gayo che. saMyamajIvanane sukRtanuM lebala lAgI zake evI pAtratA vikasAvavAmAM tuM kyAMka UNo Utaryo che. eTaluM ja kahIe chIe ame tane. tuM gAyanuM pratinidhitva dharAvato thaI jA. gAya ghAsanuM rUpAMtaraNa paNa dUdhamAM karI nAkhe che. tuM bAhyathI dekhAtA duSkRtanuM paNa sukRtamAM rUpAMtaraNa karI nAkha. Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ @ @ @ 40 ) @ @ che. Ausassana vIsAso kajjammibahUNi aMtarAyANi tamhA havai sAhUNaM vaTTamANajogeNa vvhaaro| - mahAnizItha zuM yuddha cAlu che ane topanA nALacAmAM cakalIe mALo banAvIne emAM iMDAM mUkyAM che. iMDAMnuM bhAvi zuM? Aga lAgI cUkI che. makAna lAkaDAnuM che. aMdara palaMga para sUtelA dardIne lakavAnuM darda che. e dardInuM bhAvi zuM? hAthamAM karavata che. je DALa para mANasa beTho che e DALane e mANasa karavata vaDe kApI rahyo che. e mANasanuM bhAvi zuM? muni ! je AyuSyakarmanA AdhAre atyAre tuM jIvI rahyo che e AyuSyakarmanuM pota pANInA parapoTA jevuM che, vIjaLInA jhabakArA jevuM che, megha dhanuSyanA raMgo jevuM che. kyAM sudhI tAruM AyuSya TakI raheze enI koI ja nizcitta AgAhI karI zakAya tema nathI. eka bAju AyuSyakarma AvuM kSaNabhaMgura che to bIjI bAju tuM koI paNa kArya karavA mAgato hoya to emAM aMtarAya AvavAnI saMbhAvanA ghaNI che. zarIra acAnaka rogagrasta banI jAya, saMyogo acAnaka viparIta UbhA thaI jAya, vyaktino abhiprAya acAnaka badalAI jAya, are, tAruM khudanuM mana ja acAnaka badalAI jAya. A sthitimAM tuM koI paNa cokkasa kArya mATe koIne AvatI kAlanuM ke bhAvinA samayanuM vacana ApI bese e kema cAle? paLa pachInI jyAM khabara nathI tyAM kalAko, divaso ke mahinAo pachInAM Ayojano tuM atyArathI ja nakkI karI de e zuM cAle ? are, gocarI vahoravA te kadama upADI lIdhA che. jenA ghare tuM gocarI javA icchI rahyo che e gharanI vyakti khuda tane potAne tyAM gocarIno lAbha ApavAnI vinaMti karI rahI che. ane chatAM tAre ene ema nathI kahevAnuM ke cAlo, huM tamArA ja ghare AvI rahyo chuM" tAre ene mAtra 'vartamAna joga" eTaluM ja kahevAnuM che. kAraNa? bane ke koka kAraNasara gurudeva tane pAcho bolAvI le. bane ke jenA ghare tuM gocarI jaI rahyo che enA ghare Akasmika koka mATho prasaMga banI jAya. bane ke tArA khudanuM jIvana jokhamAI jAya evA rogano huM pote zikAra banI jAya. TUMkamAM, A sivAya bIjuM paNa kaMIka banI zake ke jenA kAraNe tuM enA ghara sudhI gocarI ja na pahoMcI zake. A zakyatAo vacce tAre 'vartamAna joga' sivAya bIjuM kAMI ja bolavAnuM rahetuM nathI. paNa sabUra ! gocarI-pANI pUratI ja A vAstavikatA che ema tuM samajI na besato. tapa ke svAdhyAya, vaiyAvacca ke bhakti, jApa ke dhyAna, je koI paNa zubha yoganuM sevana tuM karavA mAgato hoya e tamAma mATe paNa A ja vAstavikatA che. AyuSyano koI bharoso nathI ane kAryasevanamAM aMtarAyo ghaNAM che. je paNa zubha-suMdara-zreyokArI tuM karavA mAgato hoya ene tuM vartamAnamAM ja karI leje. AvatI kAlano to nahIM paNa AvatI paLano ya koI ja bharoso nathI. Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 41 ussagge avavArya karemANo avavAde ca ussaggaM karemANo arahaMtANaM AsAyaNAeM vaTTai | parIkSAmAM prathama naMbare ja uttIrNa thaI javAnI pracaMDa kSamatA dharAvato yuvaka parIkSAmAM mAtra 'pAsa' thaI javAnI gaNatarI rAkhIne bhaNavAnI bAbatamAM bedarakArI dAkhavavA lAge to enA ujjavaLa bhAvi para pUrNavirAma mukAI ja jAya ne ? eka kalAkanA mAtra pAMca kilomITara ja cAlI zakavAnI kSamatA dharAvato yuvaka, kalAkanA vIsa kilomITara kApI nAkhavAnI zarata lagAvI bese ane enA AdhAre e doDavA lAge to zarIra ane saMpatti, baMne kSetre e nukasAnIno ja zikAra bane ne ? muni ! tArI pAse je jIvana che e pATA para doDatI gADI jevuM nathI paraMtu sAgara tarapha AgaLa vadhI rahelI nadI jevuM che. gADIne to kAyama pATA para ja doDavAnuM hoya che eTale ene rastA para koI saMgharSa karavAno Avato nathI paraMtu nadInI to AkhI vAta ja nyArI hoya che. kyAreka ene jaMgalamAMthI vahevAnuM hoya che to kyAreka ene raNapradezamAMthI AgaLa dhapavAnuM hoya che. kyAreka khaDakALa rastethI to - saMbodha sittarI kyAreka sUkA pradeza parathI ene AgaLa dhapavAnuM hoya che. A sthitimAM potAnI vahevAnI gatimAM ene 81 avAranavAra pheraphAro karatA ja rahevuM paDe che. kyAreka zAMtithI to kyAreka AvegapUrvaka ene vahevuM paDe che. kyAreka avAja karatA to kyAre bilakula dhImI gatie ene vahetA rahevuM paDe che. basa, mukti sudhI sahIsalAmata pahoMcI javA tAre paNa A nadI jevA banIne ja tArA saMyamajIvananI yAtrAne AgaLa dhapAvavAnI che. utsargasevananI jo tArAmAM pUrepUrI kSamatA che ja to tyAM tAre apavAdanuM sevana nathI ja karavAnuM ane jyAM apavAdanuM sevana karavuM jarUrI ja che tyAM utsargasevana mATe Agraha rAkhIne tArA saMyamajIvanane muzkelImAM mUkI devAnI bhUla tAre nathI ja karavAnI. zarIra tAruM sazakta che. kSudhA parisahane veThI levAnuM tArI pAse prabaLa sAmarthya che. tapazcaryAno tane varasono abhyAsa che. anya saMyogo paNa badhI ja rIte anukULa che. A sthitimAM tAre doSita gocarInuM sevana nathI ja karavAnuM paNa tArA zarIramAM tAva che. besavAnA paNa tane hoza nathI. tapazcaryAno tane abhyAsa nathI. bhUkha veThI zake evuM tArI pAse zarIra sAmarthya nathI. nirdoSa anupAna maLI zake evI koI ja zakyatA nathI A sthitimAM tAre lAMbA gALAnA lAbhane AMkha sAme rAkhIne alpa samayanuM nukasAna kahI zakAya evuM ekadama nirdoSa nahIM to chevaTe alpa doSavALuM anupAna paNa vAparI levuM hitAvaha che. alabatta, utsargasevananI tAkAta ane zakyatA tathA apavAda sevananI jarUriyAta ane saMyogAdhInatA A badhuM tAre tArA aMtaHkaraNanI sAkSIe ja nakkI karavAnuM che. tuM jo bhavabhIru che ane pApabhIru paNa che to amane pUrNa vizvAsa che ke utsarga-apavAda sevanamAM vivekane hAjara rAkhavAmAM tuM thApa nahIM ja khAya. 8 Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ @ @ @ @ 42 @ daivaM hi durmatiM datte capeTAMna kpaalyoH| - jaina kathArNava lo ema kahevAya che ke koI mANasane jIvatA ja khatama karI devo hoya to ene dArUnA, jugAranA, vezyAgamananA, dANacorInA ke DragsanA ravADe caDAvI devo. e sAme caDIne motane AmaMtraNa Apato rahIne vahelI take smazAnano mahemAna banI jaze. muni ! khUba gaMbhIratAthI tuM yAda rAkhaje A vAta ke kudarata jayAre kokane duHkhI duHkhI karI devA mAge che, enA bhAvine aMdhakAramaya banAvI devA mAge che, jagatanA cogAna vacce enI revaDI dANAdANa karI nAkhavA mAge che tyAre jarUrI nathI ke enA zarIrane e rogagrasta banAvI de ke enI pratiSThAne e dhULadhANI karI nAkhe. enI AbarUne e baTTo lagAvI de ke enA gAla para e be-cAra tamAcA lagAvI de. nA. kudarata ene durbuddhino zikAra banAvI de che. enI matine duSTa banAvI de che. basa, durmatino zikAra banI jato e pachI evAM evAM akAryo karavA lAge che ke jenA phaLasvarUpe e potAno Aloka ane paraloka baMne barabAda karI bese che. tapAsa tArA khudanA jIvanane. puSTa kAraNa vinA jo tuM doSita gocarI vAparI rahyo che, mAtra sukhazIlatAne poSavA jo tuM divase nidrA laI rahyo che, zarIra sazakta hovA chatAM jo tuM vigaIpracura dravyo peTamAM padharAvI rahyo che. suMdara kSayopazama ane sAnukULa saMyogo hovA chatAM jo tuM svAdhyAyakSetre bhAre pramAda sevI rahyo che. pAMce ya indriyo saMpUrNa svastha hovA chatAM ane prabhuvacanonI samyak samaja hovA chatAM jo tuM jANI joIne samiti-guptinA pAlanamAM bedarakArI dAkhavI rahyo che, virAdhanAonI vaNajhAra pachI ya tArA manamAM jo emAM zuM thaI gayuM?' evA bhAvo UThI rahyA che, sutasevananA samAcAro kAne AvyA pachI ya tArA haiyAmAM jo harSanAM koI saMvedano UThatA ja nathI, upakArIonA darzana pachI ya tArA manamAM emanA pratye jo koI ahobhAva jAgato ja nathI. puNyanA udayakALamAM sadguNono ughADa karI levAno puruSArtha dAkhavI levAno jo tArA manamAM koI umaLako jAgato ja nathI to ame tane kahIe chIe ke tAre atyaMta sAvadha banIne tArI matine tapAsI levAnI jarUra che. banI zake ke kudarate potAnA sakaMjAmAM tane laI lIdho hoya ane tane durmatino zikAra banAvI dIdho hoya. ahobhAvazUnya dharmArAdhanA, vedanAzUnya pApasevana, saMvedanahIna upakArIdarzana, DaMkhavihIna pramAdasevana A badhAM durmatinAM athavA to dubuddhinAM ja saMtAno che. samaDInA mukhamAM sapaDAI cUkelA sarpane jIvanadAna hajI maLI zake che paNa durmatinA zikAra banelAne saguNa ke sadgati prApti sarvathA asaMbhavita che. sAvadhAna ! Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sarvasyApi pravrajyAyA: bhavadvayakRtakarmaprAyazcittarupAyA: tatra tatra vyvsthittvaad| - pratimAzataka che. davAnuM sevana eTaluM ja sUcave che ke zarIra rogagrasta che. sAbUno upayoga eTaluM ja sUcave che ke kapaDAM melAM che. bhojananuM sevana eTaluM ja sUcave che ke zarIra sudhAgrasta che. saMpattino saMgraha eTaluM ja sUcave che ke mana ciMtAgrasta che. zastrono upayoga eTaluM ja sUcave che ke mana bhayabhIta che. muni! tArA hAthamAM saMyamajIvana che ne? tapanA mArge tuM dila daIne doDI rahyo che ne? svAdhyAyakSetre tuM lohI-pANI eka karI rahyo che ne? vaiyAvaccanI bAbatamAM tuM zarIranI sukhazIlatA sAme baLavo pokArI rahyo che ne? parisaha-upasargo sahI levAnI bAbatamAM tuM mana sAme yuddhe caDyo che ne? gurvAzAne zirasAvaMdha karI levAnI bAbatamAM svacchaMdamatinI tuM hoLI saLagAvI rahyo che ne? khUba khUba dhanyavAda ame tane ApIe chIe tArA A bhavyatama parAkrama badala paNa, yAda rAkhaje ke tArI A tamAma ArAdhanA ke sAdhanA e gatajanmomAM ane A janmamAM je paNa pApo te karyA che enA prAyazcittarUpa che. svAdhyAya e parabhAvaramaNatAnA pApanuM prAyazcitta che to tapazcaryA e AhArasaMnnAnI karela puSTinA pApanuM prAyazcita che. vaiyAvacca e sukhazIlavRtti poSaNanA pApanuM prAyazcitta che to parisahasahana e zarIrarAganA pApanuM prAyazcita che gurvAsAdhInatA e svacchaMdamatinA pApanuM prAyazcitta che to prabhu AjJAno svIkAra e puSTa karela ApamatinA pApanuM prAyazcitta che. spaSTa zabdomAM tane kahIe to tAruM saMpUrNa cAritrajIvana e bIjuM kAMI ja nathI. mAtra te sevelAM pAponuM zuddhIkaraNa karavA mATe teM svIkArela prAyazcittarUpa che. A vAta ame tane eTalA mATe yAda karAvavA mAgIe chIe ke tArA hAthamAM rahela saMyamajIvana ane e jIvanamAM tuM je kAMI ArAdhanA karI rahyo che e badala tArA manamAM kyAreya ahaM pedA ja na thAya. javAba Apa tuM. puSkaLa davAonuM sevana karanAro dardI kyAreya e davAonA sevana badala potAnA paricito vacce ahaM kare che kharo? jo nA, to teM pote ja rAcI mAcIne karelAM pAponA prAyazcitta svarUpa A jIvanamAM tuM je paNa ArAdhanAo karI rahyo che e badala tAre ya ahaMkAra karavAno kyAM rahe che ? yAda rAkhaje, vartamAnanuM prAyazcitta vahana eTaluM ja sUcavI rahyuM che ke bhUtakALa pApasabhara hato ! Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Atmana: pratipradeze salagnAn mAyAjanyakusaMskArAn dUrIkarotIti vinyH| - praznavyAkaraNa ). darpaNa para lAgela dhULa kapaDAMthI dUra karI zakAya che. oraDAmAM paDela dhULa jhADuthI dUra karI zakAya che. kapaDAM para coTI gayela dhULa sAbuthI dUra karI zakAya che. paNa muni ! AtmAnA pradeza pradeza para lAgela karmonI dhULane jo tuM dUra karavA mAge che to eno zreSTha vikalpa che, tuM vinayanA zaraNe cAlyo jA. tuM vinayavAna banI jA. A vinaya bahumAnabhAvarUpa paNa che, madhura vacanarUpa paNa che to bhaktirUpa paNa che. je upakArI che enA pratye ya vinaya ane je upakaraNa che enA pratye ya vinaya javAba Apa tuM. A tamAma pratyenA bahumAnabhAvathI tAruM hRdaya vyApta kharuM? A tamAma sAthenA vacanavyavahAramAM tAruM mAdhurya chalakatuM ja hoya evuM anubhavAya kharuM? e tamAmanI bhakti karavAnI maLatI takane tuM jhaDapato ja rahe evuM kharuM ? alabatta, 'vinaya" nuM kSetra mAtra ATaluM ja nathI. 'bhagati bAhya pratipattiyIjI, hRdayaprema bahumAna, guNathuti avaguNa DhAMkavAjI AzAtananI hANa' A tamAmano samAveza vinayamAM thAya che. upakArI ane zreyaskArI paribaLo-sAdhano ane vyaktio vagere tamAmanI bAhyathI satkAra-sanmAna-paricaryArUpa bhakti, hRdayamAM premasvarUpa bahumAna, guNonI stavanA, avaguNonuM AcchAdana ane AzAtanAno tyAga, A badhAyano samAveza paNa vinayamAM ja thAya che. potAno cahero vyavasthita jovA mAgato mANasa darpaNa paranI dhULa jo haTAvIne ja rahe che, potAnA rahevAnA oraDAne svaccha rAkhavA icchato mANasa oraDAmAMnI dhULa jo dUra karIne ja rahe che, svaccha vastronA paridhAnane jhaMkhato mANasa jo vasto para coMTI gayela dhULa dUra karIne rahe che. to anaMta anaMta kALathI AtmAnA pratyeka pradeza para lAgatI rahelI karmonI ane kusaMskAronI dhULane dUra karavA tuM vinayanA zaraNe jato ja raheto hoya to emAM Azcarya zuM che? yAda rAkhaje tuM, bhakti saraLa che, bahumAna muzkela che. guNastuti saraLa che, avaguNa AcchAdana muzkela che. upAsanA saraLa che, AzAtanAno tyAga muzkela che. kAraNa? bhakti, guNa stuti, upAsanAmAM hajI daMbha hAjara rahI zake che paNa bahumAnabhAva, avaguNAcchAdana ane AzAtanA tyAga to daMbhatyAga vinA zakya ja nathI. apekSA rAkhIe chIe ane tArI pAse ke tuM A tamAma prakAranA vinayane AtmasAt karavA dvArA tArA AtmAne karmamukta banAvavAmAM saphaLatA hAMsala karIne ja rahe. Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ @ @ @ @ 45 @ jai guruNa cakkhUAloe ya paNAma na karei pAyacchittaM visaMbhogo vaa| - paMcakalpabhASacUrNi tha. tRSAtura mANasanI AMkhamAM, nirmaLa jaLa dekhAyA pachI ya camake nahIM Ave? asaMbhave ! daridrAvasthAnAM jAlima duHkhone bhUtakALamAM anubhavI cUkelA ane koka zrImaMtanA sahAre Aje karoDapati banI cUkelA e zrImaMtanA haiyAmAM potAnA eka vakhatanA upakArI zrImaMtanA darzane ahobhAvanAM pUra nahIM umaTe ? asaMbhava ! zilpInI karAmatathI Aje pratimA banIne lAkhonAM vaMdana-namaskArane jhIlI rahela eka vakhatano paththara zilpInA darzana pAgala pAgala banI gayA vinA raheze ? asaMbhava ! muni! Aje tArA hAthamAM niSpApa saMyamajIvana che, karmanAzaka ane pApaghAtaka tapazcaryA ane svAdhyAyAdi yogothI tAruM jIvana Aje suzobhita che. zubha yoga ane zubha upayoga Aje tArA jIvanamAM ane manamAM sthAna jamAvIne beThA che. zubha adhyavasAyonI choLo tArA aMtaramAM Aje niraMtara uchaLI rahI che. pratikULa paristhitimAM ya mananI samAdhi tuM akabaMdha rAkhI zake che. thaI jatAM pApo badala Aje tuM raDI zake che. sadgatigamananI saMbhAvanAne tuM Aje lagabhaga nizcitta karI beTho che. karmabaMdha-karmakSayanAM kAraNonI vyavasthita jANakArIno tuM Aje svAmI banI zakyo che. tArA jIvananI ATalI badhI jamA" bAjuono yaza koI eka ja paribaLane phALe jato hoya to e paribaLanuM nAma che, tArA anaMtopakArI "gurudeva'. emaNe jo tane saMyamajIvana mATe yogya ne mAnyo hota, saMyamajIvana ApyA pachI ya emaNe jo tane vAtsalya-vAcanAdi ApavA dvArA saMyamajIvanamAM sthira na karyo hota, tArI alanAone bhUlatA rahIne ya emaNe tane AgaLa vadhAratA rahevAnA prayAso na karyA hota, tArA hitane ja AMkha sAme rAkhIne emaNe kyAreka tArA sukha pratye ya jo lAla AMkha na karI hota to Aje tArI pAse je uttama jIvana che, uttama adhyavasAyo che, uttama AlaMbano che, uttama anuSThAno che ane uttama yogo che, tuM zuM ema mAne che kharo ke emAMnuM kAMI paNa tArI pAse hota kharuM? jo nA, to javAba Apa. e upakArI gurudevanA darzana mAtrathI tAruM mastaka ahobhAvathI jhUkI jAya che kharuM? emanA smaraNa mAtrathI tArA haiyAmAM spaMdano UThavA lAge che kharAM? jo saMtoSajanaka pratyuttara A praznono tArA aMtaHkaraNamAMthI na UThato hoya to ame tane kahIe chIe ke adhyAtmajagatano tuM gunegAra che. karmasattA tArA lamaNe sajA jhIMkIne ja rahevAnI che. sAvadhAna ! 89 ( 0 Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ @ @ @ 46y @ @ che. 9 bhagavaccittAvasthAna kliSTakarmaNo virodhaat| - dharmabiMdu @ ' @ @ @ @ @ prakAza ane aMdhakAra, baMne eka ja jagAe ane eka ja samaye ? asaMbhava ! zrImaMtAI ane daridratA, baMne eka ja vyaktimAM ane eka ja samaye ? asaMbhava ! paryApta bhojana peTamAM ane e pachI ya atRpti? asaMbhava ! paryApta attara hAthamAM ane pachI ya nAka saMvedanahIna? asaMbhava ! muni ! A badhuM ya eka vAra kadAca saMbhavita ke zakya banI jatuM haze, eka ja myAnamAM be talavAra rahI jatI haze, satI ane vezyA vacce koka kAraNa vizeSe maitrI jAmI jatI haze, siMha ane bakarA vacce meLa paDI jato haze paraMtu je cittamAM prabhu birAjamAna hoya che, e ja cittamAM kilaSTa karmonI hAjarI paNa hoya e to sarvathA asaMbhavita che. Ano tAtparyArtha ? A ja ke prabhunI hAjarIvALuM citta nathI to kliSTa karmo arthAt cIkaNAM pApo karI zakatuM ke nathI to kilaSTa karmono baMdha karI zakatuM. ame tane eTaluM ja kahIe chIe ke tArA manane ane jIvanane tuM A samyapha pariNAmanA AdhAre tapAsI joje. jo tArA manamAM evA azubha adhyavasAyo pedA thatA ja hoya ke je cIkaNAM karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa banI rahetA hoya to nizcitta samajI rAkhaje ke tArA cittamAM prabhunuM avasthAna nathI. prabhunuM avasthAna eTale ? prabhu vacanonuM avasthAna ! prabhunA samyaphadarzananuM avasthAna! enI upasthiti chatAM azubha karmabaMdha cAlu rahe e hajI bane paNa je karmabaMdhane 'kilaSTa' kahI zakAya evo azubha karmabaMdha to sthagita thaIne ja rahe. samApta thaIne ja rahe. gaMbhIratAthI A vAstavikatAne tuM vicArIza to tane khyAla AvI jaze ke bhUtakALanA bhavomAM teM karelAM kilaSTa karmo ane teM bAMdhelAM kilaSTa karmo e prabhunI tArA cittamAM gerahAjarI hatI ene ja AbhArI hatA. have A bhavamAM tuM e baMne prakAranAM galata paribaLothI tArA AtmAne jo bacAvI levA mAge che to eno zreSTha ane kyAreya niSphaLa na jAya evo eka mAtra vikalpa A ja che. 'bhagavacittAvasthAna' zuM kahIe tane? bhAre vajanadAra paNa lAkaDuM enI nIce pANI AvI javAthI halakuM phUla banI jAya che. cIkaNAM paNa karmo cittamAM prabhunI pratiSThA thaI javA mAtrathI naSTaprAyaH thaI jAya che. lAvI de cittamAM prabhu, tAruM prabhu thavAnuM nizcitta thaIne ja raheze. Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 47 krodhAdInAmanudinaM tyAgo jinavacanabhAvanAzca bhAvenonodarikA / bhUkha karatAM bhojana ochuM, zarIra to enAthI taMdurasta rahe ja che paraMtu 'UNodarI'nAmanA prabhue pharamAvelA bAhyatapanI paNa enAthI ArAdhanA thAya che. paNa muni ! eka vAta ame tArA dhyAna para lAvavA mAgIe chIe ke peTamAM bhUkha karatAM ochuM bhojana padharAvavA mAtrathI tArI mukti najIka AvI jAya, tArI sadgati nizcitta thaI jAya, tArI samAdhi akabaMdha thaI jAya ke samatA tane AtmasAt thavA lAge evuM tuM bhUle-cUke mAnI na besato kAraNa ke bhUkha karatAM ochuM bhojana e UNodarI jarUra che paNa e UNodarIno samAveza 'dravya UNodarI'mAM thAya che. jema dravya cAritra ke dravyakriyA muktinuM kAraNa banIne ja rahe evuM nizcitta nathI tema dravya UNodarI paNa muktinuM kAraNa banIne ja rahe evuM nizcitta nathI. muktinuM kAraNa to banI zake che bhAva cAritra ane bhAvakriyA. basa, e ja nyAye muktinuM kAraNa banavAnI kSamatA to dharAve che bhAva UNodarI. ane sAMbhaLI le tuM bhAva UNodarI kone kahevAya che te ? 93 - pravacanasArodvAra krodhAdi kaSAyonI mAtrAmAM roja kaDAko bolAvatA javuM ene kahevAya che bhAva UNodarI ane jinavacanothI cittane bhAvita karatA rahevuM ene kahevAya che bhAva UNodarI. javAba Apa. tArA jIvanamAM A baMne paribaLono satata amala kharo ? joI to che ne te gaeNsa parathI utArI lIdhelI pANInI tapelI ? e tapelImAMnu pANI jema satata ThaMDuM ja thatuM jAya che tema tArA manamAM paNa kaSAyonuM je jora che e rojeroja ghaTatuM ja javuM joIe. kaSAyonI mAtrA je gaIkAle hatI e Aje na joIe ane Aje je mAtrA che e AvatI kAle na joIe. ane A pariNAma anubhavavA mATe tArI pAse hovI joIe jinavacanonI bhAvitatA. kaSAyonuM svarUpa, kaSAyonA hetu ane kaSAyonuM phaLa. A traNeyanI samajaNa meLavavA mATe ane e samajaNa pratyenI zraddhAne sthira karI devA mATe jinavacanonI bhAvitatA sivAya bIjo koI vikalpa ja nathI. yAda rAkhaje samyak lakSya ane e lakSyane AMbavA mATenI sAcI lagana, A benA svAmI banI gayA vinA nahIM to tane kaSAyonI mAtrAmAM kaDAko bolAvavAmAM saphaLatA maLe ke nahIM to cittane jinavacanothI bhAvita karatA rahevAmAM tane saphaLatA maLe. dravya cAritra, dravyakriyA ane dravya UNodarI to anaMtakALamAM anaMtIvAra karyA. cAlyo Ava have bhAvacAritra, bhAvakriyA ane bhAva UNodarInA mArge. mukti tArI hAthaveMtamAM che. 94 Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 7 jo Niggahasamattho na bhavati tassa kiM kahieNa? - nizItha hAthamAMthI chUTI gayelA paththarane pAcho vALavAnA game teTalA prayAso karo, lamaNe niSphaLatA sivAya bIjuM kAMI ja jhIMkAvAnuM nathI. mukhamAMthI nIkaLI gayela zabdone pAchA vALavAnA lAkha prayAso karo, hAthamAM niSphaLatA sivAya bIjuM kAMI ja AvavAnuM nathI. muni ! jo nA, to ame tane kahIe chIe ke tane have hitazikSA ApavAno koI ja artha raheto nathI. jenI pAse indriya-manano nigraha karavAnuM sAmarthya ja nathI ene indriyo-mana para nigraha karavAnuM sucavatAM prabhuvacano kahevAthI vaLavAnuM che zuM ? kAMI ja nahIM. yAda rAkhaje, viSayone nimaMtraNa ApavAnA bhavo to virATa anaMtakALamAM teM anaMtA pasAra karyA che ane enA phaLasvarUpe tuM anaMtIvAra durgationI mulAkAta laI Avyo che. mAnavabhava ane emAM ya saMyamanuM jIvana, enI ja A tAkAta che ke jyAM viSayone niyaMtraNamAM rAkhI zakAya che ane tAruM e parama sadabhAgya che ke Aje tArA hAthamAM e saMyamajIvana che. hAthamAM rivaoNlvara hovA chatAM guMDAno pratIkAra na karI zakanAra jo saMsAranA kSetramAM kamajora ane mUrakha manAya che to jIvana hAthamAM saMyamanuM hovA chatAM je saMyamI indriyone niyaMtrita karI zakato nathI ane manane niyaMtraNamAM rAkhI zakato nathI e saMyamI kamajora ane mUrakha to manAya ja che. paraMtu sAthosAtha durbhAgI paNa manAya che. durbhAgI eTalA mATe ke anaMta saMsAra para kAyamanuM pUrNavirAma mUkI devAnuM saMyamajIvana hAthamAM hatuM ane e pachI ya e anaMta saMsAra vadhArI beTho ! eka bIjI mahattvanI vAta. nigraha sAmarthya jo tArI pAse che to ja tuM jema jinavacana zravaNane yogya che tema jenI pAse nigraha sAmarthya hoya ene ja tAre jinavacanonuM zravaNa karAvatA rahevAnuM che. game tene tuM jinavacano saMbhaLAvavA na lAgato ! tuM tArI jAtane saMyamI mAne che ne? tArA A jIvanamAM svAdhyAya ane vaiyAvacca, pratilekhana ane pratikramaNa, loca ane vihAra A badhuM ya niyamitatAnA stare goThavAI gayuM che ne? eka javAba Apa tuM. tAruM jIvana niyamita to che ja paraMtu tArI indriyo ane tAruM mana jinavacanothI niyaMtrita kharuM? AMkhane enA viSayo tarapha mokalatA pahelAM tuM ene jinavacanothI niyaMtrita karI zake che kharo ? jIbha para dravyo mUkatA pahelAM ke kAnamAM zabdone praveza ApatAM pahelAM, mukhamAMthI zabdo uccAratA pahelAM ke manane vicAromAM vyasta rAkhatA pahelAM e tamAma para jinavacanonuM niyaMtraNa mUkI devAnI tArAmAM kSamatA che kharI ? Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ alaM viroheNa apNddiehiN| - bRhatkalpa sUryano tApa asahya lAgato paNa hoya to ya enI sAme dhULa uDADavAnI ceSTA karavA jevI nathI kAraNa ke emAM saravALe ApaNe ja thAkavAnuM hoya che. dhUMdhaLuM vAtAvaraNa manane akaLAvatuM hoya to paNa enI sAme baLApo kADhatA rahevAnI jarUra nathI kAraNa ke emAM Akhare to ApaNe ja nAsIpAsa thavuM paDatuM hoya che. muni! amArI eka salAha tuM dilanI dIvAla para kotarI rAkha ke je vyakti mUrkha che, aprajJApanIya che, tuccha che ane kSudra che enI koI pravRtti tane mAnya na paNa hoya to ya tuM enI sAme duzmanAvaTa na karI besato ke tuM enA virodhamAM na paDato. Ano artha evo nathI ke tuM enA sahakAramAM raheje. nA. tAre enI upekSA karatA rahevuM. enI hAjarInI paravA na karavI. enA vaktavyanI noMdha na levI. enI sAthe AmAMthI tane ThIka lAge e abhigamo tAre apanAvatA rahevuM paNa enI sAthe duzmanAvaTa ? enI sAthe virodha ? haragija nahIM. kAraNa? enuM pota 'sarpanuM hoya che. 'viSTA'nuM hoya che. 'kaMTaka'nuM hoya che. 'ukaraDA'nuM hoya che. * kacarAnuM hoya che. A tamAma sAthe DAhyo mANasa zuM kare che? sarpa nIkaLe che, mANasa tyAMthI dUra thaI jAya che. viSTA dekhAya che, mANasa tyAMthI dUra haTI jAya che. kaMTakanI upasthitino khyAla Ave che, mANasa tyAM sAvadha banI jAya che. ukaraDo AMkha sAme AvI jAya che, mANasa nAka ADe kapaDuM rAkhIne AgaLa nIkaLI jAya che. kacarAno Dhera dekhAya che, mANasa enI upekSA karIne AgaLa cAlato thaI jAya che. basa, A ja kAma tAre karavAnuM che, mUrkhAo pratye, aprajJApanIya, kSudra ane tuccha pratye ! tuM ema na mAnato ke emanI sAme paDavAthI ke emanI sAthe duzmanAvaTa keLavavAthI tuM emane DAhyA banAvI zakIza ke sudhArI zakIza. nA. dariyAnI retImAMthI ghaDo banAvavAmAM kuzaLa kuMbhArane ya jema saphaLatA nathI maLatI tema mUrkhAone ane aprajJApanIyone samajAvavAmAM ke sudhAravAmAM khuda tIrthaMkara paramAtmAne ya saphaLatA nathI maLatI. jo anaMtabalI prabhu paNa mUrkhAo sAme kamajora [2] puravAra thatA hoya to alpa baLavALA, maMda puNyavALA ane nabaLA kSayopazamavALA tArA jevA mATe to pUchavAnuM ja zuM? nA. mUrkha sAme mauna, e ja zreSTha javAba. Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 7 nAsti kAcidasau kriyA yayA sAdhUnAM dhyAnaM na bhvti| - Avazyaka niryukti bhojana, pANI, dhaMdho, cAlavAnuM, besavAnuM, sUvAnuM ane AnA jevI ja anya kriyAo amuka samaye ja thatI hoya e to samajAya che paNa zvAsocchavAsanI kriyA? e to kyA samaye cAlu nathI hotI e prazna che. muni ! tArA hAthamAM Aje je saMyamajIvana che e jIvananI zI tAkAta che e tArA khyAlamAM che kharuM ? bhale ne tuM rastA para cAlI rahyo che, bhale ne tuM kokanI sAthe vAto karI rahyo che, bhale ne tuM gocarI vahoravA jaI rahyo che, bhale ne tuM upakaraNa levA-mUkavAnI kriyA karI rahyo che, bhale ne tuM aMDila-mAtru jaI rahyo che, bhale ne tuM pratilekhana ke pratikramaNa karI rahyo che, bhale ne tuM svAdhyAya ke dhyAna karI rahyo che, tArI pratyeka kriyA dhyAnarUpa ja che. tAre dhyAna lagAvavA svataMtra samaya kADhavAnI jarUra nathI. zuM kahIe tane? ArtadhyAna ane rodradhyAna, A be durbAna che ke je tArA mATe vajarya che. dharmadhyAna ane zukladhyAna A be zubhadhyAna che ke je tArA mATe upAdeya che. cAlavAnI tArI kriyA jo iryAsamiti rUpa che to bolavAnI tArI kriyA bhASAsamiti rUpa che. gocarI vahoratAM doSonI gaveSaNA karatA rahevAnI tArI kriyA jo eSaNAsamitirUpa che, to vastu letA-mUktA thatI puMjavA pramArjavAnI tArI kriyA AdAna-bhaMDamattanikSepaNAsamitirUpa che ane sthaDila-mAtru javA-paThavavAnI tArI kriyA pAriSThApanikA samitirUpa che. A dareka kriyAmAM rahetI apramattatA, jIvarakSAnA pariNAma, AjJAsApekSatA, adhyavasAya vizuddhi, nirmaLa vicAradhArA, svarUpanI jAgRti A badhAyanuM pota kAM to dharmadhyAnarUpa che ane kAM to zukladhyAnarUpa che. jo dharmadhyAna ane zukladhyAna e ja zubha dhyAnarUpa che ane tArA jIvananI pratyeka kriyAmAM jo A be zubhadhyAnamAMthI ja anyatara eka dhyAna che to pachI javAba Apa tuM, tAre have bIjuM kayuM dhyAna dharavAnuM bAkI rahe che ? zubhadhyAna mATe tAre bIjA konI pAse javAnuM bAkI rahe che ? bIjI kaI kriyA tAre zubhadhyAna mATe karavAnI rahe che? AMkha sAme rAkhaje DhaMDhaNa aNagArane. modakane paraThavatA paraThavatA e munivara kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA che jo AvI tuccha ane mAmUlI dekhAtI 'paraThavavAnI kriyA paNa kevaLajJAnanuM kAraNa banI zakatI hoya to pachI tAre to pAgala banIne nAcatA rahevAnI jarUra che. kAraNa ke tArI pAse je kriyAo che e to eka ekathI caDiyAtI che ! 100 Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sarve ma to saMyamajIvana ja himAlayane kadAca 'sarvocca'nuM vizeSaNa ApI zakAya che. kohinUra hIrAne kadAca 'sarvotkRSTanuM vizeSaNa ApI zakAya che paraMtu 'sarvottama'nuM vizeSaNa to saMyamajIvanane ja ApI zakAya che. A saMyamajIvana anaMtakALe hAthamAM Ave che ane e jIvanane pAmIne ya jo pramAdanuM sevana karavAmAM Ave che. to anaMtakALe ya e hAthamAM Ave ke kema emAM zaMkA che. zAstranAM pAne pAne A jIvananI prAptine sArthaka karI devA mATe jAtajAtanI preraNAo ane cetavaNI ApavAmAM AvI che. e tamAmano mArA maMdakSayopazamAnusAra atre mArA zabdomAM thoDoka vistAra karyo to che paraMtu ema karavA javAmAM ajANatAMya jo huM jinAjJAviruddha arthaghaTana karI beTho houM to enuM aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka trividha trividhe micchA mi dukkaDa mAguM chuM. guma thaI gayela hIro, khovAI gayela lAkhonI thappI, ADuM avaLuM thaI gayela karoDonI kiMmatanuM jhaverAta pAchuM maLI zake che; paraMtu eka vAra hAthamAMthI cAlyuM gayela saMyamajIvana? kadAca anaMtakALe paNa maLe ke kema emAM zaMkA che. e durbhAgya ApaNAM lamaNe na jhIMkAya e aMgenI keTalIka yuktio batAvatuM pustaka eTale ja pharI kyAre maLaze A jIvana?" ratnasuMdarasUri