Book Title: Vachandutam Uttarardha
Author(s): Mulchand Shastri
Publisher: Prabandh Karini Committee Jaipur
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/090527/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI mahAvora graMyamAlA-22 vA puSpa vacanadUtam ( uttarArddha) racayitA 50 mUlacanda zAstrI zrImahAvIrajI (rAja.) prastAvanA DA0 rAmacandra dvivedI prophesara evaM nidezaka jaina anuzIlana kendra rAja. vizvavidyAlaya, jayapura prakAzaka mantrI prabandha kAriNo kameTI digambara jaina atizaya kSetra zrImahAvIrajI Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rateLITE prakAzakIya ___ vacanadUtam uttarAddha ko pAThaka ke hAthoM meM dete hue hameM pratIya hai| isakA pUrvA :: kSetra meM hA zo para pIra REE meM prakAzita kiyA gayA thA jisakI vidvajjanoM ne muktakaMTha se prazaMsA kI saMskRta bhASA ke isa dUta sajJaka kAdhya ko nibaddha karane kA zreya paM. mUlacandI vIbI mahAvIra jI ko hai 1 zAstrIjI saMskRta ke udbhaTa vidvAna haiM aura saMskRta kAma rakhanA meM matyadhika ruci lete haiN| isI varSa aprela, 1681 meM mahAvIra alI ke avasara para zrI mahAvIra kSetra kI mora se vArSika mele para bhApako ...mmAnita bhI kiyA gayA thaa| hameM prasannatA hai ki rAjasthAna saMskRta sAhitya solana kI pora se bhI isa varSa mApa sammAnita kiye gaye haiM / . . pratuta kAvya kSetra kameTI ke prakAzana kA 22 vA puSpa hai| hamAre 21 veM BAR kAma "pAhubalI" khaNDa kAmya [zrI anUpacanda nyAyatIrtha dvArA racita kA mocana bhagavAna bAhubalI pratiSThApanA sahasrAbdi samAroha evaM mahAmastakAbhiSeka mahotsava ke punIta avasara para zravaNabelagosA meM parama pUjya 108 elApArya bhI vidhAnanya jI mahArAja ke kara kamaloM dvArA sampanna humA thaa| isa ke pUrva vibhAga ke 20 prakAsanoM meM rAjasthAna ke jaina maMDAroM kI graMtha sUciyoM ke pAMca bhAga, rAjasthAna ke jaina santa, mahAkavi daulatarAma kAsalIvAla vyaktitva evaM kRtitva, giNapata carita, pradyumna carita, jaina zodha aura samIkSA, paM. cainasukhadAsa nyAyavIrSa smRti graMtha mAdi ke nAma ullekhanIya hai / .. bhaviSya meM sAhitya prakAzana ke kArya ko prAdhika gatizIla banAne kI dizA maiM hama prayatnazIla hai| hameM yaha sUcita karase yA prasannatA hotI hai ki yoga viSaya kI eka pratyanta mahatvapUrNa kRti "yogAnuzIlana" jikake lekhaka zrI kailAzacandra jI bAradAra haiM, kA mudraNa kArya cala rahA hai mora hameM mahAvIra jayantI taka usake prakAzita hone kI pUrNa prAzA hai| digambara jaina pratiSama netra zrI mahAvIra jI kI prabandha kAriNI kameTI kA | ".. kArya kSetra sirpha zrI mahAvIra jI darzanArtha prAne vAle yAtriyoM ko prAvAsa prAdi Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kI sukha suvidhA sulabha karAne taka hI sImita nahIM hai apitu dhArmika, sAhityika zaukSaNika, chAtravRtti, cikitsA, asamartha vyaktiyoM kI sahAyatA, grAmya vikAsa prAdi aneka loka kalyANakArI, sAmAjika va sArvajanika gatividhiyAM bhI prayAsa kAraNI kameTI dvArA saMcAlita haiN| jaina vA maya ke anveSaNa, prakAzana tathA navIna sAhitya ke nirmAmA kI dizA meM bhI kSetra dvArA mahatvapUrNa kArya kiyA jA rahA hai| prastuta kAvya kI mahattvapUrNa prastAvanA likhane ke lie hama prophesara hA. rAmacandra jI dvivedI madhyakSa, jaina anuzIlana kendra rAjasthAna vizvavidyAlaya jayapura ke pratyadhika AbhArI haiM jinhoMne hamAre nivedana ko svIkAra kara prastAvanA lisbame kI mahatI kupA kI hai| hama paM. mUlacanda jI zAstrI ke prati bhI kRlamatA pragaTa karate haiM jinane saMskRta sAhitya kI isa kAvya racanA ke prakAzana kI hameM svIkRti pradAna kii| isa prakAzana ke prUpha dekhane meM paM. anupacanda jI nyAyatIrtha ne kAkI zrama kiyA hai ye bhI dhanyabAda ke pAtra haiN| kapUracaya pATanI ma mantrI Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Aya vaktavya prAja maiM apane viza pAThakoM ke kara kamaloM meM virapratIkSita 'usarAI vacanadUtam" ko samarpita karatA humA apane prApa meM mAnandAtireka kA anubhava kara rahA hU~ / san 1926 se jabaki maiM apanA vidyArthI jIvana samApta kara sAmAjika kArya kSetra meM utarA taba se prAjIvikopArjana ke sAdhanoM ke juTAne meM rata to rahA hI, para sarasvatI mAtA kI sevA karane kI manovRtti se vihIna bhI nahIM humA / saba kucha karate dharate bhI mahaniza citta meM yahI bhAvanA bhI rahatI rahI ki yadi gurudeva kI parama bhaga' ko pramAgitA gogagana para para gayA hai to usakA sadupayoga karatA rahU~ arthAt sarasvatI mAtA ke bhaMDAra meM apanI bhora se patra puSpa phalaM sopaM kucha na kucha karatA rhuuN| usI bhAvanA kA prati phalasvarUpa yaha 'usarArdhavacana dUta' hai / isa meM rAjula ke janaka ne evaM usakI sakhiyoM ne nemi se pyAra apanA 2 abhiprAya prakaTa miyA, yaha saba sAhityika bhASA se sajjita kara prakaTa kiyA gayA hai| vacana buna ke nirmANa ke sambandha meM maiM pUrvAda vacana dUta ke mAdyavaktavya meM apanA saba kucha mabhigaya prakaTa kara cUkA hU~ prataH aba aura isa sambandha meM adhika lisanA meM ucita nahIM samajhatA huuN| kAvya ke aMta meM jo prazasti likhI gaI hai usa se bhI pAThaka garaga mere abhiprAya ko jAna sakate haiM / jo abhI taka maiMne sarasvatI mAtA ke maMDAra ko karIba 50 saMskRta graMthoM kA manuvAra evaM saMskRta meM kucha maulika racanAe~ dekara ke yada kicit vita kiyA hai so yaha saba parama pUjya vidyA-murudeva kA hI prabhAva hai| merA isameM kucha nahIM hai maiM to eka mAlAkAra mAtra huuN| isa uttarArtha vacanadUta meM kavi ziromaNi kAlidAsa ke uttarASaM meghadUta ke prazraya pAda kI pUrti kI gaI hai| truTi ke liye kSamya haiM mora use sUcita karane kI apane kRpAsu pAThakoM se prArthanA karatA hUM tAki Age baha zuddha kI jA ske| __ yaha merI svataMtra racanA hai| maMdAkrAMta evaM ghATaka prAdi chaMda jo hindI meM likhe gaye haiM ye bhI svopaja haiM / inake dvArA zloka kA bhAva kucha maSika spaSTa ho jAtA hai| aMta meM maiM kSetra kI prabandhakAriNI kameTI ke adhyakSa zrImAn mAnandrajI Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ( vi ) sindUkA evaM mantrI zrI kapUracanda jI pATanI aura pra. kA. ke sabhI mAnya sadasyoM kA bahuta adhika prabhArI hU ki jinhoMne isa kAvya ko prakAzita karA kara mere parizrama ko saphala banAyA tathA sahayogI DA. zrI kastUracandajI kAsalIvAla evaM paM. zrI dhanUpacandajI sA. kA bhI bahuta prabhArI hU~ ki jinhoMne isake prUpha prAvi ke saMzodhana meM apanA pramUlya samaya pradAna kiyA / vinIta mUladhanva zAstrI Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prastAvanA paM0 mUlacanda jI zAstrI apanI sArasvata sAdhanA ke liye vikhyAta haiN| karkaza sarka evaM sukumAra sAhitya, vA aura kusuma, donoM hI unakI lekhanI se prasUta ii| Aja ve 70 varSa ke haiM tathA prosTeTa granthi ke prakopa se pIDita haiN| isa bhavasthA aura sthiti meM unhoMne 'ghavana dUtam' kA praNayana kiyA hai / dhanya hai saMskRta kA sAhityakAra jo sahasrAbdiyoM se lakSmI ke kopa ko nirantara sahatA humA sarasvatI kI pArAdhanA meM anavarata lagA huA hai| vaha rAjakIya kRpApAnmUla pratibaddhatA se anuprANita kavitA nahIM likhatA na yaha pratidina parivartanazIla kAvyaphaizana kA anukaraNa karatA hai / vaha jo likhatA hai vaha nizcita hI usakI prapatrI bhAvamA prajJA evaM manameM pratiSThita hai vaha apanI AtmA ko abhivyakta karatA hai naki moke hue anubhavoM ko athavA mausamI bauddhikatA ko 1 yahI kAraNa hai ki zAstrIjI ne jo kAvya likhA hai yaha unako prAdhyAtmika bhAvabhUmi se prodbhUta hokara ciraMtana kAvya paramparA para kAlajayI banane ke liye pratiSThita hai / kAvya kI prastAujjvala evaM preraNAdAyaka mAnavIya rUpa yaha sabhI prasaMga 'vacanadUta' ke anta meM kita padmoM se saMgrahIta haiM / apanI patnI ke prati kRtajJatA jJApita karate hue kavi kahatA hai ki usI ke sevA bandhana meM baMdhakara meM yaha kAvya likha sakA | sAhityakAra, vipanna saMskRta sAhityakAra kI patnI kA sAhitya sRSTi meM kitanA hAtha hotA hai, isakI nizcala svIkRti sAhitya - sAvanA meM nirata sabhI sAhityakAroM kI ora se bhAratIya patnI kA eka dhvanyAtmaka abhinandana hai / vipanna mAgha kI patnI bhI isI prakAra zuzrUSA- parAyaNa rahI hogI / patnI ke sevA bhAva ne hI gRhasthAzrama ko svarga banAyA hai, tabhI to 'bavanadUta' kA kavi rAjula ko vairAgya-dIkSA ke liye pravRtta karatA hai kintu svayaM apane liye aura apane sAthiyoM ke liye yaha ghoSaNA karatA hai banA ke pUrva do zabda isa kavi ke atyanta kA ullekhana karane ke liye Avazyaka haiN| - IzI gRhiNI bhUyAt sarveSAM sad gRhAzrame / pasevanAtsvargo rahe cApi vijRmbhate // kavi rAjula ko rAga chor3akara virAga kA upadeza detA hai kintu usakA mAnava mana ghara meM svarga banAne kA AhvAna karatA hai | dhanyo gRhasthAzramaH / zAstrIjI bhagavAn mahAvIra kI pUjA meM nirantara lage raheM para bhAja ne pIr3ita hai prosTeTa granthi Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kI byAdhi se / ve vivaza hokara svIkAra karate haiM ki bhAgya hI mere pratikUla hai paura isa pratikulatA kI sahaja svIkRti ke sAtha prArthanA karate haiM ki he bhAmya tuma mere sAtha kucha bhI bhalAI nahIM karanA cAhate ho. so mata karo / na mujhe dhana cAhiye na kIrti, na apAra sukha / basa eka hI prArthanA hai ki itanI mujhe zakti avazya do tAki tumhAre diye hA sana lo mahAgi nIti buhArIra bhoga ske| mAnavIya vivazatA kI yaha sazakta abhivyakti hai kata me na zubhaM bhaved yadi vidhe, vAzyA tvadIyA'dhunA / mA kArSIrasumaM kadAcidapi me vijJaptimatAM zRNa / / yAce na draviNaM na kItimatulaM sausThA para prArthaye / tvatkaSTakasahA bhavettanuriyaM kuryAdiyanme balam / / maMtima paMkti pratyanta mArmika hai / saMkaTa to sAhityakAra kA aurasa bandhu hai, gulAba kAMToM ke sAtha paidA hotA hai| para kyAdhi ko sahane kI zakti zAstrIjI cAhate hai apane bhItara baiThe kavi ke liye tAki vaha 'vacanabUtam' ko pUrA kara sake / prAdhi dhyAdhi evaM jarA se saMgharSa karate hue kavi ne jisa lalita evaM prasanna padoM se pUrNa nadhya kAvya kA nirmANa kiyA hai vaha tarka-ghAsa se nikalA humA dugdha mAtra na hokara kAmpradugdha se nissRta sarasa navanIta hai jo sarvadA saguNa hone ke kAraNa nirguNa (guNAtIta) hai| kavikula ke guru kAlidAsa kA mevadUta paravartI saMdezoM kAThamoM kA prAdarza hai / megha kI dakSiNa se uttara meM himAlaya kI prora naisagika yAtrA ko mAnaSa kI viraha bhAvanA se sambandhita kara kAlidAsa ne isa deza ke sAMskRtika evaM aitihAsika dRSTi se mahattvapUrNa sthAnoM, nadiyoM, pahAr3oM evaM nagaroM kI bhavya jhAMkI prastuta kI hai / eka aora vaha Rtu-kAnya hai, dUsarI pora viraha kA gIta, tIsarI ora vaha vakSiNa-uttara, uttara-dakSiA kI prAkRtika tathA bhAvAtmaka ekatA kA sandeza-kAvya hai to cauthI prora vaha grAma, araNya, rAjadhAnI yakSa-nagarI prAdi kI bhinna saMskRti kA abhilekha hai / ananta aryo kamanIya kalpanAoM evaM ramaNIya citrakalAoM ke isa laghu kAdhya ne jitanA kaviyoM ko anukaraNa ke liye prerita kiyA hai khatanA kAlidAsa ke kisI dUsare kAvya yA nATaka ne nahIM / saMskRta ke hI nahIM apitu vibhinna bhAratIya bhASAoM ke kaviyoM ne kaSi-kula-guru se nirantara zikSA dIkSA pAI hai -vidhAMsastu bhavantyete saMkaTApanajIvanA: prakRtyA kaMTakAkIrNo jAyate pATalIsumaH / / antya padya 26 2-upayukta kathana kavi ke antya padyoM 3, 4, 11 kA pariSkAra hai| Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ( ix ) aura pAte cale jA rahe haiM | bhAja lagabhaga DeDha yA do hajAra varSa bIta jAne para bhI meghavUta kI preraNA kama nahIM huI hai| meghadUta meM zrRMgAra evaM vairAgya kA prata pratiSThita hai| mahAkAla mandira meM ina donoM ke pradeva kA pratyakSa hotA hai anyatra vaha samajhane para nirbhara hai| anukaraNa kitanA bhI kamanIya kyoM na ho usameM mUla kI mahattA nahIM hotii| yahI kAraNa hai ki kAlidAsosara sandeza kAvyoM meM vaha vyApaka dRSTi zrIra rasavalA nahIM hai jo kAlidAsa meM hai| yahI nahIM, aneka sandeza kAvya kevala takanIka kI dRSTi se hI meghadUta kA anukaraNa hai| abhI kucha varSoM meM jo naye saMdeza kAvya mujhe dekhane ko mile unameM pulivati paramAcArya kA 'maru sandeza' 1963 taka ke nava bhArata ke bana ke dvArA deza ke prAdhunika svarUpa aura nagarAdi kA varNana hai / zrI paramAnanda zAstrI kA 'gandha dUta' kamAnI praNaya bhAvanA kA kAvya hai / ina donoM meM nava cetanA bhI parilakSita hotI hai| isI prakAra hAsa ke pAMtha dUta, gaMga dUta, mayUkha dUta bhAdi bhI kAlidAsa dvArA pravartita dUta kAvya paramparA kI jIvantatA aura isa vidhi ko satA kA khinAda karane haiN| isalie eka padma meM maine likhA thA- kAlidAsena kavinA yavAgvartma niSevitam / sarva sadeva sevante kavitvaM zAzvataM padam // zuka, kokila, cAtaka, bhramara, garur3a, koka, mayUra, haMsa, udbhava, vipra, gaMdha mAdi aneka mAdhyamoM se vIM zatAbdi se aba taka isa kAvya kI paramparA nirantara cala rahI hai / yaha saMskRta kI jIvantatA aura kAlidAsa kI amaratA kA evaM pramANa hai| isa paramparA kI prANavatA zraura mahatA ko pratiSThita karane maiM jaina kaviyoM ne bahuta yogadAna diyA hai| AThavIM zatAbdi meM prasiddha jaina kavi jinasena ne meghadUta ke pratyeka pAda ko lekara samasyA-pUti ke rUpa meM pArzvanAtha ke caritra-nirUpaNa ke liye 'pAzvabhyudaya' likhA / ApAtataH zrRMgAra evaM laukika pravRttiko mAdhyAtmika cetanA ko upadeza dvArA nivRttimArga kI ora unmukha karane kA yaha abhinava pravartana yA / isI pravartana kI dUsarI kar3I prAcIna nemidUta hai / zrI zAstrIjI kA prastuta 'vacanadUta' praNaya-bhAvanA ke udaya ke anantara giri nAra parNata para avicala neminAtha ke prati vAgdattA rAjImatI (rAjula) kI mAnavIya anubhUti kA kAvya hai / isake pUrvAddha meM rAhula kA mAsma nivedana (vacana) hai jisakA prakAzana: pahale ho cukA hai aura prastuta uttarArddha meM parijanoM ke dvArA rAjula kI vyathA kA nivedana (vacana) hai / mAnavIya hRzya kI, sukumAra nArI hRdaya kI, vivAha kI maMgala velA para nirAzA kA ananta pArAvAra isa kAthya meM ulasiddha hai| kevala zAna sAdhya hai para rAjula kA apane bhAvI pati ke prati svAbhAvika praNaya-bhAva bhI kama zlAdhya nahIM / yahI kavitA kA antastasya hai| isI sad grahasya kavi ko prerita kiyA hai| " Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAjU la kI rAgAtmakatA, prasAya-bhAvanA, nirAzA evaM viphalatA kA kavi ne sakA citraga kara use anta meM prAdhyAtmikatA kI jyoti-kiraNa se pAlokita kiyA hai / isa prakAra rAma ke udaya aura virAga meM avasAna kA yaha kAma nizcita hI stutya hai / zrRMgAra kA paryavasAna zAMta meM hai| mahAkavi kAlidAsa kI kAvya sRSTi kA yaha svArasya zAstrIjI kI kAvya-sAdhanA kA bhI mUlAdhAra hai| isameM koI sandeha nahIM ki samasyApUtti meM kalpanAoM ko biThAnA par3atA hai / mUla pada kA artha-parivalana karanA par3atA hai| isaliye samasyA pUti kA kAvya kevala pratibhA-sAdhya na hokara vyutpattisAdhya ho jAtA hai| isa sImA ke kAraNa zAstrIjI ne jahAM taka sambhava thA vahIM taka, meghadata ke antima pada kA prayoga kiyA hai / lalitocita-satrideza-ramaNIya prasanna padAvalI unake kAma kA guNa hai| nirAza rAmula kI durdazA ke mizraNa meM kavi ne atyanta bhASA kAvya kA praNayana kiyA hai| hindI meM artha evaM padyAnuvAda dekara isa vastu ko adhika upayogI banAyA hai| zAstrIjI kI adabhya sArasvata sAdhanA kA saurabha saMdA saMskRta sAhitya ko surabhita karatA rahe / isI maMgala kAmanA ke sAtha 'vapanadUta' kAvya ke prAsvAdana ke liye sahRdayoM ko AmaMtrita karatA huuN| di. 14-12-81 rAmacandra dvivedI madheH zrI mUlacandrasya, kAmyaM bhayaM naNaM tathA / kAlidAsayathA yAte, rAge vairAgyamAthitam / / vAgdattarAjulaMbadhUnAM sAMtra bhAvaniveditam / zrI neminAyavarAgyaM syApayat pUrNatAM gatam / / tabelakamalaM kAya zAntaM hRdyaM guNAnvitam / vipatrasya kave mAd yazasA saha muktaye // gaNeyantaH zriyaM dInI vAgdevI matira shritaaH| yAvajjIvamadhIyAMmAH kavayaH saMskRte zratAH / / tareva sAdhito dharmaH saprityapi pravartate / yena vizvasya jagataH pratiSThA surabhAratI / / Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1. prakAzakIya 2. 3. 4. viSaya-sUcI zrAdya vaktavya prastAvanA vacana dUtam (uttarAddhaM ) HI-IV V-VI VII-X 1-104 Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrIH mUlacanda jaina zAstriraNA viracitaM utsarAddhaM pacanadUtam jJAtvaM tajjanaka-jananI-bAndhavAzcorjayantaM, ____ gatvA procustapasi nirataM nemimityaM svahArdam / prAsIdevaM svAbhilaSitaM kiM na pUrva sayuktaM, satyevaM no bhavati na vibho ! tvatkRtA durdazeyam // 1 // anvaya-artha-(evaM jJAtvA) hatAza hokara rAjamatI bhavana meM A gaI haiM aisA jAnakara (tajjanaka-jananI-bAndhavAH ca) usake mAtA, pitA aura bandhujanoM ne (urjayanta gaskhA) giranAra parvata para jA karake (tapasi nirataM) tapasyA meM- dhyAna meM, mAna hue (nemi) neminAtha se (itthaM) isa prakAra kA (svahArdam) apanA abhiprAya (procuH) spaSTa rUpa se kahA-(vibho) he syAmin ! yadi (evaM tvadabhilaSitaM) esA hI prApako abhilaSita thA--karanA iSTa thA to (pUrva) pahale se hI--abaki prApakA vAgdAna ho rahA thA- taba hI--(tana phi na uktam) mApane apanA baha abhilaSita-abhiprAya-kyoM nahIM kahA, (evaM sati) yadi Apa use kaha dete to (naH) hama logoM ko (tvatkRtA) Apake nimitta se (iyam) yaha (durdazA) jo durdazA (bhavasi ) ho rahI hai (na) baha to nahIM hotii| bhAvArtha-rAjula jaba nemi ke pAsa se hatAza hokara vApisa apane bhavana meM yA gaI aura usake Ane kI khabara jaba usake mAtA-pitA Adi hitacintaka janoM ko par3I-to ye sabake saba milakara giranAra parvata para pahuMce / vahAM pahuMca kara unhoMne tapasyA meM lIna hue neminAtha se bar3I vinaya ke sAtha kahA nAtha ! yadi Apako aisA hI karanA iSTa thA to jaba prApakA vAgdAna ho rahA thA taba Apako apanA yaha abhiprAya spaSTarUpa se phaha denA cAhie thA, para Apane nahIM kahA-yadi pAe apanA abhiprAya prakaTa kara dete to hama logoM kI aisI jo vivAda yaha durdapA Apake kAraNa ho rahI hai vaha to na hotI / Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam padyAnuvAra mandAkAntA chanda-jyoM hI jAnA janaka-jananI ne samAcAra sArA, pyArI beTI rajamati satI kA, gaye zIghra tyoM hI / ve nemI ke nikaTa giri pai, sAtha le bandhuoM ko, bole svAmin ! abhilaSita thA veSa ye jo dharA hai| acchA hotA prakaTa karate bhASanA Apa aisI, vANI dvArA prathama hamase to na hotI hamArI / pyArI beTI rajamati satI kI tathA bandhunoM kI, aisI jaisI aba bikaTa ye durdazA ho rahI hai / / 1 / / zrATaka chanda-ho hatAza rAjula girivara se lauTa bhavana meM AI hai, aisI. jyoM hI mAta sAsa ne khabara karNabATu pAI hai| syoM hI cintita, vyathita hRdaya meM baMdhujanoM se parivRta ho, kalpoM jaise saMkalpoM se tajita marpita adita ho / pahu~ce giri para, girate par3ate nemi nikaTa, bole unase, gadgad vANI se yo svAmin ! tumheM rAga thA munipana se| so he nAdha ! banA kA bAnA banA dvAra para kyoM Aye, aura na pahile se hI aisA nija mantavya matA pAye / svAmin ! vAgdAna se pahile yadi mantabya batA dete, to hama bhI saceta ho jAte mola na yaha prApada lete / hote zrApa na kAraNa isake aura na aisI hI hotI, hama logoM kI vikaTa durdpaa| aura na rAjula hI rotI / / 1 / / sA me putrI vyathitahRdayA pratyahaM durvikalpa---, __ svaccintosH svapiti na manAga ninimeSAkSimugmA / vaktraM tasyA himakaranibhaM tvadviyoge'stazobham, sUryApAye na khalu kamala puSyati svAbhisyAm // 2 // anvaya-artha-he nAtha ! (pratyahaM tvaJcintItyIH) rAta dina prApako cintA se utpanna hue (dhikalpaH) duvikalpoM dvArA (byathitahRdayA) jisakA hRdaya vyathita Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam pIr3ita ho rahA hai aisI (sA) vaha (me putrI ) merI putrI (nirnimeSA kSiyugmA ) zraphalaka nayana vAlI ho gaI hai - aura (manAm na svapiti) nidrA bhI usase kinArA kATa gaI hai / zrataH (himakaranibhaM ) candramA ke jaisA ( tasyAM vaktraM ) usakA mukha ( tvadviyoge ) Apake viyoga meM (astobham ) zobhA vihIna ho gayA hai| ( khalu) saca hai-- (sUryApAye) sUrya ke nahIM rahane para ( kamala) kamala (svAm abhiyAM ) apanI zobhA ko prApta nahIM karatA hai / bhAgArtha ko svAbhim ! udabhUta hue cintAjanya durvikalpoM me merI putrI ko rAta dina itanA adhika parezAna kara rakkhA hai ki kucha kahate nahIM banatA, nidrA usakI calI gaI hai| kevala --- TakaTakI lagAye hue vaha dekhatI rahatI hai / candra ke jaisA suhAvanA usakA mukha aba aisA ho gayA hai ki jaisA sUrya ke prabhAva meM murajhAyA huA kamala hotA hai / svAmin! merI vaha priyasutA bhApake dhyAna se hai, bhArI duHkhI, nizadina use soca hai ApakA hI / cintA se vo basa vyathita hai, khedakhinnA vikalpoM, dvArA bhArI, vigata usakI nIMda bhI ho gaI hai / pUcheM to bhI nahi svamana kI bAta vo hai batAtI, A~kheM usakI apalaka huIM soca kI tIvratA se / candA jaisA vadana usakA ho gayA kAnti hIna, ho jAtA hai raviviraha se kaMja jaisA malIna ||2 || 3 nAtha ! Apake mahAviraha se merI putrI rAjamatI | vyathita hRdaya ho rAta divasa hI mana hI mana rotI rahatI / samajhAne para maura praSika vaha duHkhita ho klezita hotI, citAjanya vicAroM se vaha nahIM nIMda bhara bhI sotI / apalakalayana vadana zobhAvina usakI dhantajvalA ko, vinA kahe hI prakaTita karatA pativichoha kI pIr3A ko / ataH indumaNDala sA usakA zrImaNDala se hIna huA, mukhamaNDala, ravimaNDala ke vina kaMja sahaza bhatimalina huA || 2 || Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam muktvemA ku kRmikulavitAM zvApadADhyAmayogyAm, dhIna honaH saptarasahitAM rakSakaH riktadezAm / hisra jo navaparivato kAnta ! meM kAntamAha pastvaM zastyaM sujananicitaM dvArapAlaH surakSam / / 3 / / manvaya-artha---(kAnta) he svAmin ! (kRSikulacitAm) kIr3oM ke samUha se bharI, (zvApadAyAm ) jaMgalI jAnavaroM se yukta (ayogyAm) Apake rahane ke ayogya (dInaH hInaH) dIna hIna manuSyoM ke liye (satanasahitAm) sadA hitakAraka aura (rakSaka: riktadezAm) rakSaka jahAM eka bhI jana nahIM hai / aisI (imAM kumuktvA ) isa bhUmi ko-jagaha-ko-chor3akara bhApa (kAntam ) manohara (me) mere (pastya) ghara pararAjamaMdira meM-jo ki (zastyaM, sujAna nicitam) hara prakAra kI suvidhAjanaka sAdhana sAmagrI se yukta hone ke kAraNa pArAmaprada hai aura sujanoM se bharapUra hai tathA (dvArapAla: surakSam) dvArapAloM dvArA surakSita hai (ehi) pdhaaro| bhAvArtha he nAtha ! yaha sthAna maikar3oM prakAra ke viSaile DAMsa, macchara, kRmi prAdi koM dvArA bharapUra hai, yahAM zikArI bhayaGkara jaMgalI jAnavara rahate haiM / hIna dIna jana jo ki prAkramaNakArI jAnavaroM se prApakI rakSA nahIM kara sakate nivAsa karate haiM / ataH aise isa cittakSobhI giripradeza ko chor3akara mere rAjabhavana meM jahAM ki sujanoM se ApakA samparka rahegA. citta meM vahAM kisI bhI prakAra kI azAnti nahIM rahegI, caubIsa ghanTe jahAM rakSaka-paharedAra-prApakI sevA meM upasthita raheMge Apa padhAro / svAmin ! chor3o isa giri-mahI ko na ye bAsayogya, hai, hai kyoMki pracura isameM koTarAzi viSailI / hai cAroM hI tarapha isameM jaMgalI prANiyoM kI TolI, hogA nahi rajani meM prApakA koi trAtA dInoM kI hai vasati dukhiyoM kI yahAM eka mAtra jo hai aisI nahiM kara sake ApakI deharakSA; so mAnoM he yadukulapate ! choDake Apa isko prAmo mere bhavana sujanoM-rakSakoM se ghirA jo, nAtha ! ApakA isa girI-Upara vAsa nahIM sukhaprada jacatA kyoMki virghale kIr3oM kA braja yahAM sadA phiratA rahatA / Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadrutam kaise dharmadhyAna sadhemA hogA mana avicala kaise, kSaraNa kSaraNa meM vaha rakta piyegA isa isa kara jaba tana meM se, sarvakula vikarAla kAla sA pada pada para phiratA rahatA, jIvaghAta karake jo apanA gahvara-udara bharA karatA, dInahIna tanakSINa malinamukha janatA yahAM para rahatI hai hiMsaka jIvoM ke ghAtoM se rakSAzakta na dikhatI hai ataH chor3akara isa pradeza ko rAjamahala meM zrApa calo kAnta ! zAnta prAtaGka hIna usameM nizaGka vana dhyAna karo / / 3 / / 7 adreH zRGgapriyahupate ! kaMTakAkIrNametat muJcAzu evaM zavaradayitA vIkSya nagnaM yatastvAm, ISaddhAsyA zravanatamukhA lajjayA nimdayantyaH, yAsyatyasmAdavinayayutA gahitAM vAcamuktvA // 4 // anya prayaM - ( priyamapate ) he priyayadupate ! ( kaMTakAkIrNam) kAMToM se bharI huI ( etat zRGga) isa parvata kI coTI ko (tvam) Apa (Azu muJca ) zIghra chor3a dIjiye | ( yataH ) kyoMki ( tvAm ) Apako (nagna) naMgA ( vIkSya) dekhakara ( varadayitAH ) bhIloM kI patniyAM ( ISaddhAsyA) pahile to muskAyeMgI, phira ( lajjayA ) lajjA se ( zravanatamukhAH) ve apanA mukha nIcA kara leMgI, bAda meM (nindrayantyaH ) ) ApakI niMdA karatI huI ve (mahitAM vAcam uktvA zravinayayutAH asmAt ) prApake prati vinaya na dikhAkara se ( yAsyanti ) nikala jAyeMgI / apazabdoM kA prayoga karake Apake pAsa se hokara ke yahAM bhAvArtha he yaduvaMziyoM ke lADalelAla ! prApako yaha parvata kA zikhara jaldI se jaldI chor3a denA caahiye| kyoMki yaha nukIle kAMTo se bharA huA hai aura prApake komala caraNoM meM unase rakSita hone kA koI sAdhana nahIM hai| tathA yahIM se hokara bhIloM kI striyA mAtI jAtI rahatI haiN| so jaba ve Apako rAste meM namna sthiti meM beThA huprA dekheMgI to lajjA se unakA mukha nIcA ho jaayegaa| ve prApakI prazaMsA na kara pratyuta niMdA hI kareMgI aura jo unake mukha meM AyegA vahI bakeMgI / Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadutam chor3o chor3o priyadupate ! Apa ye zRGga jaldI, tI kATo sahita kSati hai kyoMki yahAM kI viSailI / bhillazyAmA pratidina yahIM se sabhI nAtha ! hoke, AtI jAtI, lakhakara tumheM mArga meM nagna baiThA, hovegI ye amita, ghuMghaTA se keMgI sva Asya muskAyeMgI, nikala karake ve yahAM se jahAM bhI, jAyeMgI, vhAM khulakara vibho ! zrApakI ve kareMgI, nidA bhArI, sunakara jise dukhaH hogA hameM bhI, tAneM deMgI, hara taraha se gAliyAM bhI bakeMgI, svAmin ! bolo taba phira yahA~ baiThanA yogya kaisemAnA jAve, ucita aba to hai yahI nAtha ! mererakSAzAlI ghara para calo, hai bar3A vo prazasta bAdhA hogI nahIM tanika bhI Apako nAtha ! vhAM pe ||4|| kaMTaka - nikara sahita girivara ke tajo nAya zikharasthala ko yadi cAhate zAMti svAnta meM aura cAhate maMgala ko nahIM samA dhyAna ApakA yahAM na mana susthira hogA kyoMki yahAM kAraNa haiM aise jinase yaha vicalita hogA girivAsI bhIloM kI pratidina zyAmA proDhA mugdhAaiM sabhI yahIM se AtI jAtI sadhavA vidhavA bAlAe~ nagna tumheM baiThA dekheMgI ve jyoM hI zaramAyeMgI ha~sI kareMgI prora gAliyAM bhI apAra barasAveMgI tAnA deMgI nAnA tumako tumheM burA batalAyeMgI niMdA karatI huI anta meM ke tumako ghamakAveMgI kaho kaunasI zobhA isameM nAtha ! Apa bhI to socoM rAjaputra ho ghRNA pAtra bana kyoM jIvana ko yoM do|4 - Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam nAstIdaM te zikharizikharaM dhyAnayogyaM yatastvAm, daSTvA vastravyapagatatanu, svIyakArya vidhAtum / yAnto bhillAha pathi gataM dharmamArgAnabhijJAH, vighnIbhUtaM vivividhibhistAyiSyanti mattvA // 5 // manvaya-arya-he nAya ! (idaM zikharizikhara) yaha parvata pradeza (te dhyAnayogya nAsti) prApako dhyAna karane yogya nahIM hai / (yataH) syoMki (svIpakArya) apane kArya ko (vidhAtum) saMpAdita karane ke liye (yAntaH) jAte hae (bhillAH) bhIla loga jo ki (dharmamArgAnabhijJAH) dhArmika mArga se aparicita hote haiM (iha pathi) isa parvatIya mArga para (vastravyapagatatanu svAm ) vastravihInazarIra vAle nagnaApako (dRSTvA) dekha kara (vighnIbhUtaM matvA) bhaura apane kArya kI siddhi meM vighnarUpa mAna kara (vivividhibhiH) !- ko aneka se zAmi , prA hiMDa kreNge| bhAvArtha- he nAtha ! yaha parvatIya pradeza mApake dhyAnayogya isalie bhI nahIM hai ki dhArmika marmAdA ko nahIM jAnane vAle zabarajana isI mArga se hokara apane kArya ke saMpAdanArtha nikalate rahate haiM, ataH jaba ve yahAM se hokara nikaleMge aura Apako nagna baiThA huaA jyoM hI dekheMge to apane kArya kI siddhi meM mApakA dikhanA vinarUpa mAnakara ve prApako aneka prakAra se pratADita kreNge| svAmin ! mAno yaha girimahI hai nahIM dhyAnayogya, Ate jAte pratidina yahIM se sabhI bhIla kyoMki, prAtaH hote prathama nijakA kArya saMpAdanArtha dekheMge ve jaba vasana se rikta naMgA tumheM to mAneMge ve apazakuna sara Apako hA ! adharmI soceMge yoM nahiM yaba sadhegA jarA bhI hamArA dhArA kArya, pradhamakavale makSikA pAta jaisA naMgA baiThA yaha dikha par3A, kArya meM vighna hogA so aiMTheMge kupita banake pApa paiM, pApako ve deMge gAlI, bhaya nahIM kareMge bakeMge yatheccha sA.ge ve hara taraha se prau dayAhIna hokeN| Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam pASANoM se lakuTa thapaDoM aura zastroM zaroM se isse to hai subhaga ! yaha hI zreSTha chor3o ise, au mere pyAre sadana para hI Apa yahAM se padhAro // 5 // nAtha ! nahIM hai dhyAna yogya yaha abalAvala sopadrada hai, vahI calA hai dhyAna yogya to hotI jo nirupadrava hai / hatyAre bhIloM kI TolI kyoMki yahIM se hokara ke, apane iSTa kArya saMpAdana hetu nikalatI sajadhaja ke / prAtaH so jaba tumheM mArga meM naMgA baiThA dekhegI, to vaha kAryasiddhi meM tumako vighnarUpa hIM mAnegI / hogI ruSTa bruSTa banakara vaha prabho ! tumheM dhamakAvegI, tAr3egI, mAregI zrI kyA nA jAne karavAyegI // 5 // atyAMvirmA, ziSTa: ritAM guligAvaressyaktavezAM durADhyAm / matvA tyAjyAM sujanasahitAM saudhabhUmi prayAhi, yAmadhyAste divasa vigame nIlakaNThaH suhRddhaH // 6 // anvaya artha - he nAtha ! (viSamaviSamAM ) prativiSama, ( kaThorAma ) kaThora, ( ziSTa: riktAm ) ziSTa janoM se vihIna, ( guNigaraNavaraiH tyaktadezAm ) guNIjanoM dvArA sarvadhA heya evaM (durAdvayAm) duHkhoM se bharapUra (tyAM etAM bhUmim ) yahAM kI isa bhUmi ko sthAna ko - ( tyAjyAM matvA) chor3ane yogya mAnakara ( tvaM ) Apa ( sujanasahita saubhUmi prayAhi) acche sevAbhAvI janoM se paripUrNa ( sA~dhabhUmi ) rAjamandira meM (pramAhi) padhAroM (yAm ) jisa para ( divasavigame ) sAyaMkAla ke samaya ( ba ) zrApa ke jaisA hRvayavAlA (nIlakaNThaH ) mayUra (adhyAste) baiThatA hai / nIcI UMcI hai, kaThora hai, bhAvArtha -- he svAmin ! yahAM kI yaha bhUmi pratyanta eka bhI ziSTajana yahAM rahatA nahIM hai / zreSTha guNiyoM kA yahAM kaSToM ke atirikta sAtA eka kSaNa kI bhI nahIM hai, chor3akara rAjamandira kI bhUmi ko alaMkRta kreN| vahAM zrApako sajjanoM kA sahavAsa yahAM sarvathA prabhAva hai / ataH zrApa isa sthAna ko Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam milegA aura sAyaMkAla ke samaya bhApake jaisA hRdayavAlA payara kekAvAraNI manAkara ApakA manoraMjana kregaa| dekho svAmin ! ativiSama hai ye yahAM kI dharitrI miTTI bhI to nahiM narama hai hai bar3I ye kaThora ziSToM se bhI rahita yaha hai buddha oM se bharI hai kaSToM se hI kaNa kaNa yahAM kA sanA hai, na sAtAkoI pAtA rahakara yahAM, hai ataH tyAjya hI ye jJAnAnaMdI sujana jisameM tattvacarcA kare haiM sAyaM pyArA suhRda sama jyAM baiThatA nIlakaNTha kekA dvArA subhaga ! guNa gA gA tumhArI hogAcittAzAMti, sukhita mana hogA prabho ! ApakA, so mere pyAre usa sadana meM Apa svAmin ! padhAro dekho thor3e samaya rahakai koi bAdhA na hogI / / 6 / / girivara kI yaha mahI viSama hai, hai kaTora, aru bhayaprada haihiMsaka jIvoM ke nivAsa se, kaNa karaNa isakA dukhaprada hai, ziSToM ke darzana durlabha haiM, hai paziSTa ye pAraNyaka, rakSAzakta na dikhatA koI, sabake saba hai jana-vAsaka, / isIliye yahA~ kA nivAsa hai nahiM prAtaka vihIna, muno Apada mola svayaM kyoM lete, kucha to mana meM pApa guno, ataH prArthanA nAtha ! yahI hai ise tajo, mama mandira meMcalo, na baiTho, mAno praba isa, girivararUpI jaMgala meM sAyaM jahAM sadana para bhAkara bhora zora kara jo nacatA mAnoM kara phailAkara kekA dvArA tumase yoM kahatA pAmo sakhe ! na jANo bhana tuma mora kahIM, basa raho yahIM rAjula ke sa~ga gRhasthadharma ko pAlo naiSThika bano sahI / / 6 // Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam svayyAlonA virahRdivasAste'dhunA saMsmarantI, skAbhUSA kusumazayane nispRhA'svasyacittA / gatvekAntaM pralapati bhRzaM roditi brUta, ittham - jAtAM manye ziziramathitAM padminIM vAcyasvAm ||7|| anvaya artha he nAtha ! (tvayi prAlInA) Apake dhyAna meM nimagna huI vaha merI putrI (adhunA ) isa samaya (te virahRdivasAn ) Apake viraha ke dinoM ko (saMsma rantI) yAda karatI huI (kusumazamane nispRhA) puSpoM dvArA racI gaI seja kI bhI cAhanA se zUnya ho cukI hai| (tyaktA bhUSA) prAbhUSaNoM ko bhI usane chor3a diyA hai (asvastha - cittA) usakI bAharI cetanA calI gaI hai, vaha (ekAntaM garabA ) ekAnta meM jAkara ke ( pralapati) pralApa karatI hai aura pralApa karate karate ( roditi) rone lagatI hai / tathA (te) jo mana meM AtA hai vaha kahane lagatI hai / (itthaM jAtAm ) isa prakAra kI dazA meM pahuMcI huI use (ziziramathitA) maiM zizira se mathita (prammarUpAm ) zranyarUpavAlI (pativA) padminI kI taraha (manye) mAna rahA hUM / merI putrI rAjakara jise Apa Aye yahAM haiM, hai vo duHkhI virahadivasoM kI satI yAda se hI hai saMmagnA basa vaha prabho ! zrApake dhyAna meM ho, so puSpoM kI racita usako seja hai nA suhAtI / bhUSA chor3A, aru taja diyA bheSa bhI to salonA citta glAni prazama karane hetu jAtI jahAM bhI rotI hai vo viraha divasoM kI bahAM yAda se hI prAtA jI meM basa vaha vahI bolatI vyartha jaisA, chor3I svAmin ! ikadama use Apane, ho gaI so aisI jaisI ziziramathitA padminI ho virUpA // 7 // // tyAgI jaba se nAtha ! Apane merI putrI rAjamatI. taba se to vaha viraha duHkha se ho gaI bhinnAkAravatI / dUSaNa sama AbhUSaNa usane ikadama hI parityakta kiyA, pragni jAna puSpoM kI zayyA kA bhI to paridvAra kiyA Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ i vacanadUtam nAtha gaye haiM jaba se mujhako tatra itane dina bIta gaye, mujha abhAginI ke aba saba hI hAya ! manoratha sUtra gaye, viraha dinoM kI yaha ginatI hI use vyathita karatI rahatI, caina na lene detI usako aura rulAtI hai rahatI rAta divasa vaha dhyAna Apake meM hai magnA bhUla gaI - yI sUkha gaI manaHzAnti ke hetu jaba kabhI vaha ekAnta meM hai jAtI, viraha dinoM kI yahA~ bhI smRti se chAtI usakI bhara bhAtI sAtha nAtha kA chUTa gayA basa aisI vaha bAteM kahatI zizira mathita yaha padmalatA sI prAkRti se birUpa dikhatI // 7 // asyA nUnaM pratidinabhunA''krandanenAtha nAtha ! nazvitaM hA ! gRhanivasatAM yate zrotragena / zraSThaM kRSNaM bhavati hRdayaM bodhya vINaM tathA''syam indogyaM tvavanusaraNa kliSTa kAntevibhati // 8 // 11 vaya -- (nAtha) he svAmin ! ( pratidinanA) pratyeka dina ke (asyAH) isake (yogena) sune gaye (zrAkrandanena) vana se (gRhanivasatA) ghara meM rahane vAle (naH) hama sabakA (hA citta dUyase) mana duHkhita hotA hai| isakA (proSvaM kRSNam) gharoSTha kAlA (akSya) dekhakara (hRdayaMdIrNam) hRdaya phaTA jAtA hai| tathA ( tvadanusaralaSTakAnteH) Apake anusaraNa karane se phIkI kAntivAlI (zrAsyam) isakA mukha (udA: deryaM vibhati) candramA ke jaisA dInatA ko dhAraNa kara rahA hai / bhAvArtha he nAtha! pratidina ke isake zrAkrandana se hama saba ghara meM rahane vAloM kA mana bahuta adhika duHkhita hotA hai| kRSNa hue isake adharoSTha ko dekhakara hamArI chAtI phaTatI hai| tathA dhanaghaTA ke ghira Ane se jisa prakAra candramaMDana phIkA par3a jAtA hai, isI prakAra prati samaya zrApake smaraNa karate rahane se usakA mukhamaMDala bhI prabhAvihIna ho gayA hai / Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam rotI hai vo pratidina tumheM dhyAna meM nAtha ! leke, so hotA hai sunakara hameM citta meM duHkha bhaarii| kAlara-kAlA aghara usakA dekha chAtI phaTe hai, candA jaisA vadana usakA ho gayA nAtha ! aisA jaisA holA saghanadhana se indu kA bimba phIkA mAnoM svAmin ! aba ghara calo kaSTa kyoM bhogate ho dekhegI vo rajamati sutA sama meM Apako-to mAnegI vo saphala apanA janma pAke tumheM hI // 8 // nAtha ! prApakI smRti se hI yaha pratidina hai rotI rahatI, usake karuNAkandana ko suna caina hameM bhI nahiM par3atI dIrgha uSNa bAsoM se usakA vidrama jaisA lAla hussaa| aghara proSTha kAsA, pAlA se mAnoM sarasija damdha humA / pratikSaNa bhAlA sA yaha karatA hRdaya vidIrNa sabhI kA hai| bhaniyo bhane para koI kabhI na rahatA nIkA hai / usakA sundara prAnana to praba UjaDa kAnana sA lagatA meghoM se prAvRtamaya ke bimba tulya niSprabha dikhatA // 8 // pAna svAM muvitamanasA yA purA'yetya nAtha, svanmuktA sA mavati vikalA sAmprataM dhairymuktaa| gacchAtastvaM sulaya sadayo vIkSya kezAstakAnti, tAmunidrAmavanizayanAM saudhavAtAyanasthaH / / 6 bhAvArtha---he nAtha ! jisane pApako apanA prANanAdha mAnakara prasannacitta se pahile pUjA kI, Apane usI kA parityAga kiyA, isI kAraNa vaha isa samaya dhairyarahita hokara bar3I vikala ho rahI hai, ataH Apa jAkara kama se kama usa kezAstakAntivAlI merI sutA ko usakI vAsamabana kI khir3akI se hI dekhakara sRkhita kIjiye / vaha nidrAvihIna huI jamIna para hI baiThI huI pApako dikhegii| pUjA meM jo rata nita rahI aApakI, so usI ko chor3A svAmin ! bina kucha kahe, Apane ye kiyA kyA? Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacatadUtam dekho jAke vikala vaha hai, Apake tyAga se hI, sAtA jaisA subhaga kSaNa bhI eka bhI hai na, uske / jI meM, so vo saba taraha se hI asAtA-yutA hai, hoveMge ve aba nahiM kabhI nAtha mere, na maiM bhI ho pAU~gI, aba kahiM kabhI hanta ! patnI unhoM kI, karmoM kI ye ati sabalatA hAya ! kaiso anokhI, chInA merA supati jisane dekhate dekhate hI dvAre Aye para nahiM thame ve vahAM naika bhI to| jo ve jAte thama yadi vahAM to manA nAtha ko maiM letI, letI caraNaraja ko nAtha kI mAya 4 meM / jAne detI phira nahiM unheM roka letI akelI, ho jAtA ye saphala bhava prau nAthahInA na hotI, aisI aisI nijahRdaya kI vedanA kI kathA ko, jyoM hI dhairyacyuta bana vibho ! vo sunAtI sabhI ko / to koI bhI jana nahiM tumheM nAtha ! acchA batAtA, jAyo dekho sadaya usako mlAna haiM keza jiskeveNI ke, zrI nayanayuga bhI nIMda se hai vihIna, __ svAmin ! usake yadi na zayanAgAra meM jA sako to| bArI se hI basa tuma use dekhalo saudha kI, vo cintAmagnA avanitala pa hAya ! baiThI dikhegii| ho jAvegI lakhakara tumheM vo adhIrA nihAla / / 6 / / . bharayauvana meM dIkSA lekara mujhe nAtha ne hai chor3I nobhava se jo calI prArahI prIti use sahasA tor3I kAraNa kucha bhI kahA na mujhase dhyAnamagna ho giriba kaise gherya dharU he sajanI ! sAjana hI jaba yoM rUThe 11 merI jaisI nahIM prabhAgina isa jaga meM nArI hogI grAsa hAtha kA chIna jise vidhi ne Thokara yoM dI hogI aise hI vicAra se merI sutA vikala nita rahatI hai| rAjamahala meM rahatI hu nija bhAgya kosatI rahatI hai Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam jisa pAzA ke bala para abataka yaha ghara meM rahatI prAmI usa prAzA ke tAra bikhara gaye use vedanA hai chAyI kAntihIna ho musna para vikhare juDA ke ve phIke keza viraha-vanhi ke mAnoM ye haiM udyata hue dhUmra avazeSa jAgo jAo! sukhI karo mana sadaya nAtha ! usa rAjula ko kAjalahIna nIMbavina nayanA jisake tarase svAgata ko nAtha mAnakara vibho ! prApakI jo pUjA meM rakta rahIM use tyAgakara kaho Apane kauna kamAI bhalI karI pRthvI-zayyA para jo baiThI bATa dekhatI rahatI hai jAkara DhADasa use ba~dhAvo yahI sAdhutA kahatI hai jAna sako yadi zayanakakSa meM to usakI hI khir3akI se use dekhaloge to hogI mukhI dRSTi kI vRSTI se ||6|| yA'naSIt tvadvividhakathayAmA sakhIbhiniSaNNA, baudhoM rAtri kSaNamiva bhuvA strIyasaubhAgyajuSTA / tAmevoSaNa virahamahato madhu bhiryApayantI, tAM klinnAsyAM karatalAgatAgaNDapAlI prapazya // 10 // anvaya-artha he nAtha ! (sakhIbhiH pramA) apanI sakhiyoM ke sAtha (nipaNA) baiThI huI (yA) jisane (tvadvividhakathayA) Apake sambandha kI aneka prakAra kI carcAoM ko lekara (mudrA) prasanna mana se (dItroM rAtrim) lambI-lambI rAtriyoM ko (svIyasaubhAgyajuSTA) apane saubhAgya se saMtuSTa bana kara (kSaNamiba) eka kSaraNa kI taraha (anaMSIt) vyatIta kiyA (tAm eva) unhIM rAtriyoM ko jo kri (viraha mahatIma) prApaye viraha se use bahuta bar3I lagatI haiM praba (uparaNeH azvabhiH ) garma-garma prabhutroM ke sAtha (yApamantIm) baha nikAla rahI hai / aisI (klinAsyAm) prAMsuroM se gIle mukhavAlI aura (kastalagatAgaNDapAlIma) cintA ke mAre jisane apane gAla ko hathelI para rakha liyA hai (tAm ) merI usa mulA ko Apa jAkara (prapazya) dekhane kI kRpA kreN| . pyAre-pyAre tava gaNa-guNoM kI kathA ke sahAre rAteM jisakI kSaraNa sadRza hI cana se bItatI thiiN| Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadvatam baiThe-baiThe nijabhavana meM sAtha meM AliyoM ke, . ve hI rAteM aba viraha kI vyoma jaisI ghanI sii| lambI-lambI banakara use haiM satAtI rulAtI, ___ kATe se bhI nahiM viraha kI bItatI ve nizAe~ / so rotI hai vikala bama ke prAsunoM ko bahAtI, netroM se ve vigalita hue azva, gaNDasthalI paiN| ho jAte haiM sthira phira unheM poMchato aura rotI, jaise-taise isa taraha vo hA! vicArI akelii| rAtrIyoM ko kSapita karatI gAla peM hAtha de de, jAmo-jAo lakhakara use dhairya hI ko baMdhAyo / hogA aise sujasa jaga meM puNya kA bandha hogA, jo detA hai dukhita jana ko zAMti hai sAdhu vo hI 110 / / - - - - --. --... baiTha bhavana meM kathA mApakI se vyatIta jo karatI thIrajanI ko sabanImoM ke saMga, sukha vibhora po banatI thI, amana caina se harI bharI ve rAteM bAtoM-bAtoM meM / kSaNa sama hokara nikalI jisako sula bharatI thIM gAtoM meM, para hA ! aba ke ho to rAteM usako hI vilapAtI haiM / kalapAtI haiM DarapAtI haiM jo ko bhaura jasAtI haiM, * nabhasthalI ke tulya pasImita lagatI haiM ve bar3I-bar3I / marI huI ko mAra rahIM jo ve hI rAveM ghar3I-bar3I, nidrAbhaMgarUpa meM tAnA dekara yoM dhamakAtI haiN| "kahA~ gaye ke sere bAlama kaha, kaha kara camakAtI haiM, pahile ke ve sabhI manoratha dekha kahA~ kisa bATa par3e / jinake liye sajAye tUne ye tana meM zRGgAra baI, sau-sau bATa ThATa saba ho gaye nahIM eka bhI dikhatA hai / nayana yugma jinake takane ko terA hAya tarasatA hai, aise tAnoM se hI mAnoM usake. netra barasate haiN| mathU narI ke maramAnoM ke rakSakadala se banate haiM, Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam ghare gAla para hAtha socatI unako maiM kaise pAU~, dhaurya baMdhAtrI nAtha ! sAdhu ho tumako, maiM kyA samajhAU~ / / 10 / / asmAkaM vizvasipti bacanaM na tvadIyaM manazcet, gatvA tahi svanayanapugenAbalokyA sato saa| jAnImastAM vayamatijAstvanimagnekanuddhim, sAdheDalIva spalakamalinI na pramukhAM na sumsAma // 11 // anvaya artha he nAtha ! (cet) yadi (tvadIyaM manaH) ApakA mana (asmAkaM vacanam) hama logoM kI bAta para (na vizvasiti) vizvAsa nahIM karatA ho (tarhi) to (gatvA) jA karake (sA) use pAe (svanayanayugena) apanI A~khoM se (aba..:: khokyA) dekha leM (vayaM) hama loga to (atijar3AH) bilakula mUrkha haiM / so (tAM tvani....:, magnakabuddhim) use "vaha Apa meM hI dattacitta hai" aisA hI (jAnImaH) jAnate haiM / isaliye (sAbhre pranhi) vaha megha vAle dinoM meM (sthalakamalinIm iva) sthalakamalinI ke samAna (na prabuddhAM na suptAm) na sotI he pora na jagatI hai / usakI to koI apUrva hI sthiti hai| bhAvArtha-he svAmin ! ho sakatA hai ki jo kucha hamane aApase rAjula kI sthiti ke sambandha meM prakaTa kiyA hai usa para prApako vizvAsa na ho to prArthanA sahI haiM ki Apa ekabAra yahAM padhAra kara svayaM apanI A~khoM se usakI paristhiti kA adhyayana kareM, hama to sAmAnyajana hai aura usakI dayanIyA dazA dekhakara yahI samajhe hue haiM ki usakI isa prakAra kI durdazA kA kAraNa ApakA viraha hI hai / ataH meghoM se pAcchAdita divasa meM jaise sthalakamalinI na praphuslita hotI hai aura na mukalita ho / vaise hI vaha na to saceta haiM aura na aceta hI; apUrva hI usakI hAlata hai / svAmin ! mere kathana meM jo na vizvAsa ho, to, jAke dekho nayana apane se svayaM nAtha ! usko / he vo magnA basa ika tumhIM meM yahI jAnate haiM, dekhoge to isa kathana meM tathyatA jJAta hogii| jaisI hotI sthalakamalinI megha vAle dinoM meM, aisI hI hai isa samaya vo jAgatI hai na sotI // 11 // Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam nAtha ! prApako mere kahane para hotA yadi nahiM vizvAsa, to jA karake svayaM dekha leM usa dukhiyA ko banI udAsa / hama to aba taka yahI samajhate "baha apane manamandira meM, 6: banama tumheM binA pUrNa kara meM / prataH lIna vaha dIna tumhIM meM haiM so viraha vedanA se / aisI prAkula vyAkula hai hama kaha na sakeM isa rasanA se, dudina meM hotI hai jaisI sthalakamalinI hA ! behAla / ThIka dazA vaisI hai usakI nahi prabuddha nahi supta prabAra, // 11 // itastatsakhInAM nivedanaM prArabhyate etAsu kAcit tasyA antarvedanAM svavacanavyanaktiisthaM tasyA vyasanabharisaM vRttamAveza samyaka, tUSNIbhUte pitari ca tadA proktamAlImiresat / tyaktA rAjImatiratisatI yA svayA kazyametat, azlAghAhaM jagali bhavato vAcyatAbhadhAyi jAtam // 12 // anvaya artha -(ityaM vyasanabharita) isa prakAra ke kaSToM se bhare hue (tasyAH dRtamAvedha) rAjula ke vRttAnta ko sunAkara--kaha kara (pitari tUSNImUne) usake pitA jaba cupa ho gaye (tadA) taba (prAlIbhiH) rAjula kI sakhiyoM ne (etat prokm| yaha kahA ki (atisatI yA rAjamatiH tvayA tvaktA) jo aApane sanI-sAdhvI rAjula kA parityAga kiyA hai so (etat kRtyam) yaha kAma {azlApAha) prApakI prazaMsA ke yogya nahIM hokara (jAti) saMsAra meM (bhavataH vAcyatAdhAyi) ulTI ApakI nidA karAne bAlA hI (jAta) huA hai| bhAvArtha-jaba rAjula kI vyathA kaha kara usake pitA cupa ho gaye taba gajula kI sakhiyoM ne nemi se kahA ki prApane rAjula kA tyAga kara jagata meM apanA prAizaM upasthita nahIM kiyA kintu isase to Apa jagata ke samakSa niMdA ke hI pAna bane haiN| dumpa se bharita vRtta rAjula kA isa prakAra se kaha karake, cupa jaba pitA hue, sakhiyoM ne apanA mauna bhaMga karake / Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanatam kahA--nAtha ! nahi kiyA Apane yaha kAraja abhizamA yogya, rAjula kA parihAra banA hai sirpha Apako nidrA yogya / / 12 / / svAmin ! rAtryA saha nivasanAdekha candrAdhakAste, bhAsvarakAnayA ravirapi tathA stsddaago'ujlvaayaa| evaM martyaH zubhakulajayA dharmapatnyeti bhatmA, ___ to svIkRtyAcara gahivarSa sthAstatastvaM munIndraH // 13 // anvaya arya- (svAmin) he nAdha ! (rAmyA saha nivasanAt eva) rAtri ke sAdha rahane se hI (candraH) candramA (cakAste) camakatA hai. (bhAsvat kAntyA saha nivasanAt etra) apanI camacamAtI huI krAnti ke sAtha rahane se hI (raviH api tadhA) sUrya uddIpita hotA hai (sattaDAgaH prajalakSmyA saha nivasanAt eva) aura sarovara kamalanI ke sAtha rahane se hI suhAvanA lagatA hai, (eva) isI prakAra (zubhakulajayA dharmapatnyA saha nivasanAt etra) acche prazasta kula meM utpanna huI dharmapatnI ke sAtha rahane se hI (matyaH) mAnaba mobhita hotA hai (iti matvA) aimA mAnakara (svaM tAM svIkRtya gRhivAra Acara) pApa pahile usa rAjula ko svIkAra karake gRhastha dharma pAlo (tataH munIndraH syAH) bAda meM muni dharma aMgIkAra kro| bhAvArtha---he svAmin ! jisa prakAra rAtri ke sAtha rahane se candra maNDala zobhita hotA hai, apanI prakhara kAnti ke sAtha rahane se hI sUrya prAkAza meM damakatA hai aura padyazrI ke sAtha rahane se sarovara suhAvanA dikhatA hai usI prakAra sukula prasUta sadgRhiNI ke sAtha rahane se mAnava kI zobhA hotI hai / ataH prApa pahile rAjImati ke sAtha rahakara gArhasthika jIvana apanAIye aura phira bAda meM muni jIvana meM utariye / - svAmin ! jaise vidhu camakatA rAdhi kA yoga pAke, pUSA bhI to jvalita chavi ke yoga se dIpta hotA / hotA zobhA sahita sara bhI kaMja kI kAnti se ho, aise hI hai manuja khilatA yoga se sannarI ke / so he svAmin ! prathama baniye Apa gehI, gRhasthA cAroM kA pAlana kara banoM Apa dezavatI, so.... Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam dhIre-dhIre aNuvrata samArAdhanA-sAdhanA se, ho jAyegA anubhava tumheM pUrNa saMyama nibhAnekA, so rAmA sajakara vibho ! prApa honA munIndra / / 13 / / nAtha ! yoga pAkara kSaNadA kA candra camakatA jasa hai, bhAsvara kAnti chaTA se yukta ho sUrya damakatA jaise hai / saravara jaise kamalazrI se janamana mohaka banatA hai, base hI matpatnI se hI mAnava khuba nikharatA hai / saca to hai satpatnI se hI yukta camakatA mAnadha hai, usake sadAcAra se bilatA navajIvana kA upavana hai / jIvana usakA maulika banatA dharma cetanA ke bala se, jana-mana-durvalatAe~ DhalatI jAtI usa hI sampala se 1 "mUla'' bhUla se samaya-samaya para vaha saceta karatI rahatI, svayaM saMbhala kara calatI ghara ko khUba saMbhAlakara hai rkhtii| usake dhAbhika vyavahAroM se vAtAvaraNa mugharatA haighara kA- ghara pAne vAloM kA dharma-karma saba sadhatA hai / to phira kyoM ThukarAte svAmin ! aisI ghara kI lakSmI ko, jagata nahIM acchA kahatA hai kyoM mahate badanAmI ko / rAjula ke saMga rahakara ghara para aNugata kA sAdhana karake, gharo pUrNa saMyama ko svAmin ! rAjula ko phira taja karake / / 13 / / rAtrI ramyA na bhavati yathA nAtha ! candreNa riktA, ____ kAsAradhIH kamalarahitA naMva vA saMvibhAti / lakSmILA bhavati ca yathA dAnakRtyena hInA, nArI mAnyA bhavati na tathA svAminA vipramuktA / / 14 / / anvaya ayaM-(nAya) he nAtha ! (yayA) jaise (candreNa riktA) candramA vinA kI (rAtriH) rAta (rambA na bhavati) suhAvanI nahIM lagatI hai, (kamalarahitA kAsAradhIH nava kA saMvibhAti) kamaloM se vihIna sarovaradhI jaise mana ko mudita nahIM karatI hai, aura (yathA) jaise (dAnakRtyena hInA) dAna se rahita (lakSmIH vyarthI bhavati) lakSmI vyartha Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ananadRtam hotI hai (tathA) usI taraha (svAminA tripramukkA nAhI mAnyA na bhavati) apane prANanAtha ke dvArA chor3a dI gaI nArI-patnI-bhI acchI nahIM mAnI jAtI hai / bhAvArtha - he nAtha ! candra se bihUnI rajanI jaisI suhAyanI nahIM lagatI, kamala se vihIna tAlAba kI manoramatA jaisI phIkI-phIkI lagatI hai evaM dAna se rahita lakSmI jaisI niMdita hotI hai usI prakAra pati se chor3a dI gaI strI bhI logoM kI dRSTi meM acchI nahIM mAnI jAtI hai / svAmin! jaise vidhu vina nahIM yAminI hai suhAtI / kAsArazrI vina kamala ke haiM na jI ko lubhAtI / lakSmI bhI to vitaraNa binA zreSTha mAnI na jAtI, vaise hI strI na svapatimuktA bhAgyavaMtI kahAtI || 14 || jaise nAtha ! rAta candA vina sUnI-sunI lagatI hai, binA kamala ke saravara zobhA phIkI- phIkI dikhatI hai / vitaraNa binA indarA kI bhI mahimA nahIM camakatI hai, isI taraha pariktA nAroM kI garimA na damakatI hai / / 14 / / sarvotkRSTaM taba purivaM nAtha ! saumyA''kRtiste behe sarakSaM prabalasubhaTerapyajamyaM va zauryam / tasyAM svAminapagatadhRtau tvaM bhayeSairyadhAtA, prAyaH sarvo bhavati karuNAvRttirArdrAntarAtmA // 15 // anya --- (nAtha) he svAmin ! (idaM tava vayuH) yaha ApakA zarIra (sarvotkRSTam) saba zarIroM ko apekSA utkRSTa hai (te AkRtiH saubhyA) ApakI prAkRti somya haiM (dehe satyaM) deha meM apUrva bala hai, (prasatubhaH api jayaM ca zauryam) baliSTha subhaTa bhI jisakA sAmanA nahIM kara sakate aisA ApakA zaurya hai| ataH (svAmin ) he svAmin (pagatadhRtau tasyAM vaM dhAtA bhava) dhairya se sarvathA rahita usa rAjula ko kyoMki aisA hI dekhA jAtA hai ki (prAyaH) prAyaH ( sarvo bhavati karuNAvRttiH AntarAtmA) samasta sAdhujana dayAlu aura sadA mRduhRdaya Apa dharma baMdhAne kI kRpA kareM vAle hI hote haiM, kaThora hRdaya vAle nahIM hote / Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam bhAvArpa--isa samaya pApa sAdhuvRtti vAle haiM, ataH bhApakA antaHkaraNa duHkhita jIvoM ke Upara dayAzIla honA hI cAhiye, isaliye pApa dhairya se sarvathA vihIna huI merI satI ko DhAMDhasa baMdhAne kI kRpA kreN| dehoM meM hai adhika sabase aApakI deha zreSTha, hai saMsthAna tribhuvanapate ! ApakA soma jaisA / zakti svAmin ! pracura tana meM Apake hai anaukhI, yolAmo se avijita prabho ! zaurya bhI hai apUrva / aise-aise anupama guNoM se viziSTa prabho! ho, to kyoM hote rajamati sakhI pai kRpAhIna nAtha ! jo chor3A hai ikadama use to dayA chor3ate kyoM ?. aisA bAnA sadaya hotA hai jarA dhyAna to do / Ake dekho vikala vaha hai, dhairya bhI kho cukI hai, so he svAmin ! calakara use prApa DhAMDhasa baMdhAvo / kaSToM se jo vyathita unako saMta dete sahArA, "kyoMki"-- pAramA to adhikatara hote dayAvRttivAle // 15 // nAtha ! ApakA yaha garIra saba ho zarIra se uttama hai, zAMtiprada, prAkRti meM anupama tathA kAnti meM vighu sama hai / hai bhaMDAra zakti kA bhI yaha kamI nahIM kiJcit isameM, zUravIra bhI jisase maiM zaurya bharA hai nasa-nasa meM / aise-aise nikhila guNoM se jaba yaha tana parimaMDita hai, to phira merI prAlI ko kyoM kiyA dayA se vaMcita hai / astu hunnA jo huA na aba bhI suno nAya ! kucha bigar3A hai, galtI se saceta hone para rahatA kahIM na jhagar3A hai / pAlo tako aba use vikala vaha bar3I na kala kSaNabhara usako, * niSkAraNa ko tajA Apane dhIraja chor3a gayA usko| so jaise bhI ho vaise hI dhIraja use aMdhAvo aba, mata visarAyo, bhale na usako puna: nAtha ! apanAmA prb| Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 22 vacanadUtam mo hai bhAI AtmA ve haiM hote karUratA ke bArI, anukampA se hIna na hotA kabhI siddhi kA adhikArI || 15|| tvAM samprAptu N vividha niyamAn pAlayantIM sakhI me, caitAiMvariemA sampanandAn sisantIm / nindantImazubhavacanazcAsakRtsArayantIm, svAM gaNDAyogAt draSTe evaM gaNitaniyamaH syAH svayaM tAM kRzAGgIm, syAtsvastheyaM kathamiti bhavette vicArAMvalizca / gatmA kSipraM vyasanapatitAM pazya tAmasta nidrA, mAnirvat nayama sasilotpI'ruddhAvakAzam // 17 // kaThinaviSamaH kaveraNIM kareNa // 16 // anvaya artha he nAtha ! ( tvAM samprAptu ) Apako prApta karane ke liye (navyanasyAn vicicaniyamAn ) naye-naye aneka prakAra ke niyamoM ko ki jinheM vaha (parigaNanayA dainandinyAM likhantI) gina gina kara apanI DAyarI meM likhatI rahatI hai, evaM (azubhabacanaiH svAM nindantIm ) prabhavacanoM se jo svayaM kI nindA karatI rahatI hai aura jo (asakRt ) bAra-bAra (gaNDAbhogAt kaThinaviSamAM ekavezIm ) gAloM ke Upara se kaThina rukSa, evaM viSama astavyastabAloM vAlI vepI ko (kare) apane hAtha se yathA sthAna karatI rahatI hai aisI ( me sakhoM pazya) merI sakhI ko Apa darzana deM-dekheM (tAM kuzAGgI dRSTaM va) usa kuza zarIra vAlI merI sakhI ko dekhakara ho ( evaM svayaM galita niyamaH syAH) zrApa apane AcAra-vicAra se zithila ho joMge aura (yaM svasthA kathaM bhavet ) yaha svastha kaise ho yaha (te vicArAvaliH ca bhavet ) Apake mana meM vicAra zrA jAyegA / isaliye grApa (kSipraM gatvA) zodha jA karake (vyasanapalitAM nayanasalilo pIDharUddhAvakAzam astanidrAm ) kaSTapatita aura rAtadina ke rone se gaI huI nidrA kI (kAMkSantIm ) cAhanA vAlI (tAm pazya ) usa merI sabhI ko dekheM / " bhAvArtha he svAmin! merI sakhI Apako prApta karane ke nimila aneka niyamoM ke pAlana karane meM nirata hai, isase usakA zarIra bilakula kRza ho gayA hai / Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 23 bajanadUtam kahIM niyamoM ko maiM bhUla na jAUM etadartha vaha unheM apanI DAyarI meM aMkita kara letI hai / rAta dina vaha apanI maMdabhAgyatA kI niMdA karatI huI sapane mApako khoTe-khoTe zabdoM dvArA kosatI rahatI hai / zArIrika vyavasthA ke prati lAparavAhI hone ke kAraNa usake jUr3A ke keza idhara-udhara mukha para par3e rahate haiM, rAtadina rone ke kAraNa usakI nidrA bhaMga ho gaI hai / ataH pApa calakara kama se kama ekasAra use dekha to lIjiye, dekhane para ApakA citta svayaM dayA se dUSita ho jAvegA aura phira mApa svayaM hI aimI bhAvanA bAle ho jAveMge ki yaha kaise svastha ho / hai vo magnA vividha niyamoM ke sakhI pAlane meM, aisI zraddhA dhara kara mujhe prApti hogI piyA kI / so vo unheM gina kara likhe hai svadainandinI meM, aisI pyArI nidhi nahiM milI hU~ mahAmandabhAgyA / aisI nidA prati samaya meM bo svayaM ko kare hai, desI bAMdhe para vaha nahIM ThIka usse baMdhe hai| so ve sAre khisaka par3ate keza cha Te rahe jo, so gAloM paM par3akara use ve sakhedA kare haiM / so bo jyoM hI pakar3a karake hA ! unheM khoMsatI haiM veNI meM, tyoM khisaka par3ate aura bhI zeSa keza / jaise-taise punarapi punaH hai unheM vo dabAtI, taise-taise kupita bana ve gAla se ghauTa jAte / hotI duHkhI taba vaha bar3I, svIya durbhAgya kI so, khoTI-khoTo vacanaracanA se vinindA kare hai / zakti-kSIramA pratidina vibho ! ko huI jA rahI hai, dekhoge to lavakara use aApakA sadvicAra / hogA aisA, nRpatisanayA svastha kaise bane ye, nidrA-hInA vaha viraha meM, ho cukI bandanoM se 1 svAmin ! aisI sunakara dazA Apa rAjImato kI Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24 bacanadutam jAne meM to aba mata karo Dola ghor3I, yA bhI -.. lAmo aise dukhita jana pai kyoM dayAhIna hote, hogI svAmin ! daraza karake hI vicArI ashokaa| so nidrA jo vigata hui hai vo use prApta hogI / / 16-17 / / nAya ! mApake pAne ke hita vaha kaToratara niyamoM ko, pAlana karane meM rata rahatI choDa aura saba kAmoM ko, bhUla na jAUM kahIM inheM maiM dainandinI meM likhatI hai, agara dekhanA cAhe koI use na lakhane detI hai| kahatI hai vaha nAya dvAra para prAye phira bhI nahIM mile / vara kA bAnA chor3a, mor3a mukha dvAre se hI loTa gaye, aisA merA kisa bhava kA yaha pApa udaya meM pAyA hai, jisane mere prAraenAtha ko mujha se hAya ! jhuDAyA hai. jaisI thI vaisI hI rahatI kyoM maiM aisI banI banI yaha kaisI vidhi kI viDaMbanA saMdhavA rahI na vidhavA hI, na jAne mujha pApina ne kisa bhava meM parapati vilaga kiyA, jo isa bhava meM pati vichoha kA vidhi ne mujhako duHkha dimA, maiM hUM kitanI durbhAgina jo hA ! svAmI se zyakta huI aisI apanI niMdA karatI pratikSaNa gadagada kaMTha huI, nAtha ! dekhate hI kRza evaM kSIraNazakti usa dukhinI ko, patthara mA kaThora dila hogA moma chor3a nibha karanI ko svayaM vicArAvali taba hogI udita mudita yaha kaise ho. ho yaha kaise svastha duHkha se bhI vihIna yaha kaise ho chor3I jaba se nAtha Apane nidrA ne bhI use tajA nA jAne kisa purava bhatra ke pApoM kI pA rahI sajA, saje sajAye sabhI ThATa nau bATa hue, kautuka sAreidhara udhara phira rahe vicAre mAnoM ke mAre mAre naI banApI DolI bhI to hAya ! dharI kI dharI rahI, mAMga raha gaI mAlI kI sindUra bindu se binA bharI Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam apanI bikharI coTI ko vaha kasakara bAMdha na sakatI hai, ulajhI huI laToM ko bhI vaha hAya ! na surajhA sakatI hai, hote bApa Apa biTiyA ke patA tyAga kA par3a jAtA aisI sthiti meM na mana sA pighala pighala kara gala jAtA musna Upara ve par3I laTe gAloM para aisI dikhatI hai mAno vidhumaMDala ko usane rAhurazmiyAM madhalI haiM gara divasa yAmAna ke sAtoM re hI laMga huI nidrA, saMdrA isIliye he svAmin ! usaphI bhaMga huI, darzana-pragada dAna se nizcita vaha svasthita ho jAvegI rone se gata huI nIMda bhI Akara use khilAvegI / / 16-17 / / madhye tyaktvA pariNayavistAM samAgAstvamatra. netaccha lAdhyaM caritamabhavatte yato lokarmiyam / zuddha syAcvedbhavati jagatastadvirukha na sevyam, prAjarAyaH kathamiti bhavAn nItimetAM na vesi // 18 // aSaya-artha:-he nAtha ! (tvaM pariNayavidhe: madhye tAM tyaktvA) prApa vivAha ke bIca meM use chor3akara (praya samAgA.) yahAM para pA gaye so (etana te carita mAdhya na abhavata) yaha ApakA kArya prazaMsA yogya nahIM humA hai| kyoMki (lokaniMdyam / romA kArya loka meM nidA yogya hotA hai / (zuddha syAt) jo kArya acchA bhI ho, para (cen tat jagataH viruddham) yadi vaha jagata ke viruddha hotA hai to vaha (prAja: prAyaH na secyam) buddhizAlI sAyaM puruSoM ke dvArA sevanIya nahIM hotA hai (iti) aisI jo (nautim) yaha nauti hai use (kazcam) kyA (bhavAn na vetti) Apa nahIM jAnate haiM ? bhAvArtha- 'yadyapi zuddha lokaviruddha no karaNIyaM nAcaraNIyam" jo kAma zuddha bhI ho para madi vaha loka ke viruddha hai to use nahIM karanA cAhiye / aisI hama laukika nIti ko he nAtha !. Apane kaise mulA diyA, prataH zrApakA yaha rAjuna kA bhara vivAha meM chor3anA lokaviruddha hone ke kAraNa prazaMsanIya nahIM huaA hai 1 pAye svAmin ! tajakara yahAM bIca meM jo vivAha, so ye acchA prabhu ! nahIM huA kArya hai bhApa dvArA / . Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 26 vacanadUtam hove acchA, para vaha nahIM loka meM mAnya ho, to prAjJoM dvArA nahiM vaha kabhI sevya mAnA gayA hai || 18 || avyAhI rAjula ko tajakara jo Aye ho Apa yahAM lokanidya yaha kiyA Apane kArya Aryajana heya kahA, nahIM chapI kArya kabhI yaha sabhA dene vAlA hai, ucita, loka-viruddha kArya nahi kabhI kisI ko tAlA hai, haiM yaha nIti kArya acchA ho para vaha ho yadi lokaviruddha, to vaha nahi kartavya koTi meM AtA mAtA sakala prabuddha, to kyoM nAtha ! zrApa isa uttama nIti-rIti ko bhUla gaye, aura bhalataM sabako visAra kara isa pahAr3a para baiTha gaye / cittakSobhaM zamrayitumiyaM rAjaputrI svakIyam, saMsthAdhyAM taba pratikRti pRcchati tvAM syahArdam / brU hihi tyajasi kimimAM nAtha ! mAM ninidAnam, prAyeNa ramaNa viraheNvaMgamAnAM vinodAH // 16 // zranvaya artha - he nAtha ! (svakIyaM cittakSomaM zamam) apane vitta ke kSobha ko zAnta karane ke liye ( iyaM rAjaputrI) yaha rAjaputrI - rAjula (tava pratikRtim ) Apa kI phoTo ko (saMsthApya) apanI jholI meM acchI taraha se rakhakara (strAM svahAI pRcchati) Apa se ApakA abhiprAya pUchatI hai kahatI hai- (brU hi hi.) jaldI se jaldI batAo (nAtha ! imAM mAM ninidAnaM kiM tyajasi ) nAtha ! isa mujha-buH khinI ko binA kAraNa Apa kyoM chor3a rahe ho / so (ete vinodA: prAyeNa ramaNa viraheSu aMganAnAM " bhavanti") aise citta ko zAnti pradAna karane vAle vinoda prAyaH apane patiyoM ke trikAla meM nArIjanoM ke hote haiM / bhAvArtha- nAtha ! jaba rAjula ke citta meM jAtI hai to vaha usake zamanArtha ApakI pratikRti Apake manobhAva ko pUchatI hai, kahatI hai he nAtha kAraNa kyoM chor3a rahe haiN| isa prakAra ke vinodoM se ! yaha to batAo Apa mujhe binA vaha apanI prazAMti ko dUra karatI rahatI hai / azAnti kI mAtrA adhika bar3ha ko apanI goda meM rakhakara Apase Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 27 vacanadUtam svAmin ! merI vaha priyasakhI Apa meM lInacittA hone se hai taba viraha meM kSubdha, so kSobha ko vo jaise tase zamana karane hetu phoTo tumhArI, aolI meM hI rakhakara prabho ! pUchatI yoM tumhI se chor3I svAmin ! bina kucha kahe aApane kyoM mujhe hai, hote prAyaH pati viraha meM nAriyoM ke vinodaaise hI-so maraNakSaNa se ve unheM haiM bacAte // 16 // nAtha ! mApa hI meM prasakta hai cita sakhI rAjImati kA, so vaha viraha prApake meM hai canA saga dukhasantati kA, usake prazamanahetu ApakI vaha prAkRti ko rakhatI haiapanI godI meM,-phira usase prazna nAtha ! yoM karatI hai, kAraNa binA piyA ! kyoM merA tumane yo parihAra kiyA, kyA merA aparAdha huaA-aba use batAno khola hiyA, rabharAziyoM ke ramaNaviraha meM prAyaH aise hote haiM / manobhAva--jo maraNacAva se harakSaNa unheM bacAte haiM / / 16 / cisaklAnti zamayitumaso vAdayantI dipaJcoM, saMsmRtyA se muhurupagatarabhu bhiH klignagAtrAm / saMmAnto bhavati nitarAM saumyamudrApyasaumyA, bhUyo bhUyaH svayamapi kRtAM mUrcchanAM vismarantI // 20 // anvaya-artha-I nAtha ! (cittaklAnti zamayitum) pitta kI vecanI ko dUra karane ke liye (prasau} yaha merI satI (vipazcI vAdayantI) jaba vINA ko bajAnI hai, taba (te saMsmRtyA) use prAgakI yAda A jAtI hai, isase (muhuH upagataH prazrubhi) bAra bAra jame yAMnA jAte haiM, so unase (klinagAtrAm) usakI cINA gIlI ho jAtI hai, ataH use (saMmArjantI) vaha sApha karatI hai so isa sthiti meM vaha (bhUyaH bhUyaH svayaM api kRtAM mUkaI nAM vismarantI) bAra bAra svayaM kI gaI mUrchanA ko bhUla jAtI hai. isa kAraNa (saumya mudrA api nitarAM pramaumyA bhavati) vaha sundaramuDhApAlI hotI huI bhI pramuhAyanI dikhane lagatI hai| Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2 vacanadUtam jaise taise zamana karane citta ke kSobha ko vo, vINA leke jaba jaba prabho ! baiThatI hai bajAne / tyoM pA jAtI tvarita gati se ApakI yAda usko, so netro saM avirala bar3I prazna kI binduoM sa ho jAtI hai subhaga ! usako hAya ! vINA salonI gIlI, so vo sajani apanI chora se zATikA ke jyoM hI usko jhaTajhaTa sakhI poMchatI hai vicArI so jAtI hai bisara apanI kI gaI mUrchanA ko, ho jAtI so atizapa dukhI saumyamudrAvatI vo, rAhudvArA grasitavidhu kI cA~danI sI dikhAtI ho jAtI hai pati viraha meM aura kI aura nArI / / 20 / / cita-azAnti ke zamana hetu baha vINAvAdana karane ko, hotI jyA sanaddha bhApakI yAda satAtI hai usako motI jaisI prabhudhAra nirgata ho vINA para giratI bajatI nahIM bajAne para taba use sApha karane lagatI so yaha nAtha ! mUrchanA ko hI bhUla bisara ikadama jAtI cintita, vyathita, amamanI banakara kara para kara dhara paratAtI ataH saumya mudrAyuta bhI vaha birahatApa se tapatI hai dIna, kSINatana, malinavadanayutta so prasaumya hI dikhatI hai // 20 // prAlisya tvAM girivaragataM tvatparya spraSTakAmA. ___ tAvanmUrthAparighRtatamuvidhuttiSThatIyam / salyA honA patati bhuvi sA chinnabAlIya, vakti karasmin pa na sahate saMgama nau kRtAntaH // 21 // anvaya-artha .. he nAtha ! (girivaragataM tvAM Alikhya) pahAr3a para baiThe hue rUpa meM Apako citrita karake (iyam) yaha merI sakhI (tvatpadaM spraSTukAmA prAvat usiSThati) prApake caraNoM ko chUne kI icchA se hI uThatI hai (tAvat mUpirimRtatanuH) tyoMhI isakA zarIra mUrchA se AkrAnta ho jAtA hai / so (saMkhyA hInA chinnayallIna bhuvi sA Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bacanadrutam 26 pati) sakhI se hIna vaha kaTI huI layA kI taraha jamIna para gira par3atI hai / kahanI hai-- merA prazubhra karma kitanA nirdeya hai jo isa dazA meM bhI hama donoM ke milApa ko sahana nahIM kara sakatA hai bhAvArtha - he sthAmin ! merI sakhI Apako pahAr3a para baiThe hue rUpa meM citrita karake jyoM hI Apake caraNoM ko chUne ke liye khar3I hotI hai ki usI samaya use mUrdhA zrA jAtI hai aura vaha kaTI huI lalA kI taraha pRthvI para gira par3atI hai| kahatI hai dekho ! merA azubha karma kitanA prabala hai jo isa dazA meM bhI mujhe mere nAtha ke caraNoM ko nahIM chUne de rahA hai 1 paTTa pe vo girigata prabho ! ApakI mUrti pyArI raMgoM dvArA racita karake zrI use locanoM ke Age acchI taraha rakhake Apake sine I hI hotI sI sI use sthoM, AjAtI, so patita kSiti meM chinnamUlA latA sIho jAtI vo, usa samaya meM nAtha ! ye hI kahe hai dekho merA akSya kitanA hAya ! durdeva hai ye ne detA nahiM caraNa jo nAtha ke hAtha se bho aisI kaisI vidhi - sabalatA mAratI jo maro ko ||21|| giri para baiThe nAtha ! grApako pahile mana meM citrita kara phira ati vaha tumako karatI paTTe para raMga bhara bhara kara rakha kara locana ke samakSa vaha caraNasparzana karane ko hotI khar3I ki zrA jAtI hai mUrcchA varjana karane ko gira par3atI hai hAya ! bicArI vizalatA sI bhUpara baha zrI sata hokara yoM kahatI, kaisA vivivilAsa hai yaha jo priya ke pAvana paga taka ko mujhe na chUne detA hai itanA kyA aparAdha kiyA jo mujha se yaha moM kuDhatA hai, aisI hAlata meM bhI nirdaya yaha merI vikarAla vidhi hama donoM ke kSaNika milana ko bhI sahatA jo na kudhI // 21 // Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam prASikSAmA malinavasanA kezasaMskArahInA, duHlokAvirasasarasA''hAratulyA'khalA saa| tvanAmnada pramuditamanA vRttametadgate syAt, pratyakSa se nikhilamacirAd bhrAtarakta mayA yat / / 22 / / prazvama-pra--(sA abalA) vaha balavihIna sakhI rAjula (prAdhikSAmA) mAnasika cintA ke kAraNa zArIrika zakti se bhI vihIna ho gaI hai, (malina basanA) mor3ane pahirane ke kapar3e usaH pahiza ho gaye haiN| zarAhanAhImA phaisoM kI sarakAra karanA usane chor3a diyA hai / (duHkhodrekAta) duHkha kI adhikatA ko lekara use sarasa aura nIrasa AhAra meM bheda buddhi nahIM rahI hai, thor3I bahuta prasannatA kA kAraNa (svannAmnA eva pramudita manAH) padi use hai to vaha pApakA nAma hI hai, (etat nikhila vRtta) yaha mamasta usakA vRttAnta (bhrAsaH yat mayA uktam) he nemi bhAI ! jo maiMne kahA hai so vaha (gate) vahAM pahuMcane para (acirAs) spaSTarUpa se zIghra hI (te pratyakSaM syAt) mApake jAnane meM mA jaaygaa| bhAvArtha:-he nemi bhAI ! vaha merI samjhI rAjula "pati se tyakta hone para nArI ko kyA paristhiti hotI hai" isakI sAkSAt bhUrti banI huI hai, mAnasika cintA ne usakI zarIrasaMpatti ko asamaya meM hI tahasa nahasa kara diyA hai| usake saMskAra vihIna keza aura malina bastra dUkha ke yAdizya ko usameM prakaTa karase haiN| jo sarasa nIrasa prAhAra use mila jAtA hai use vaha binA kucha kahe khA letI hai / hAM ? abhI taka jo usakA isa hAlata meM bhI jIvana TikA huA hai usakA ekamAtra kAraNa prApakA nAma hI hai, jaba vaha ApakA nAma sunatI hai to usake cehare para prasannatA nAcane lagatI hai / ataH yaha saba usa kI hAlata jo vahI jA rahI hai hai satya hai bhatizayokti pUrNa nahIM hai / yaha saba yahAM Apake padhArane para prApako spaSTarUpa se prasIti meM A jaayegaa| thI nA aisI bilkula hameM svapna meM kalpanA bhI, "ho jAyegI virahakSaNa meM yo sakhI nAtha ! merI / cintAmlAnA, virasasarasAhAratulyA, azaktA, pAdhikSAmA, malinavasanA kezasaMskArahInA" Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam ho jAtI hai mudita jaba vo Apake nAma se hI to jAnA hI ucita lagatA nAtha ! aisI dazA meM ho jAvegA yaha saba kahA vRtta pratyakSa sArA jAte hI vhAM phira kucha nahIM, grApase meM kahUMgI ||22|| binA nAtha kI hUM maiM kaise aba suhAga kA bheSa gharU, sundara seja basana se kaise isa zarIra ko sukhita karU, ina carAle kAle bAloM ko teloM se cikanA kara kyoM aba inheM sajAUM sajanI sAjana bina apane zira para aisI aisI bAteM kahakara phira vaha rone lagatI hai usake rudana zravaNa se sabakI khAtI hA ! hA ! phaTatI hai cintA ne usake zarIra ko nAtha ! suno jarjarita kiyA tiloM se rUkha kezoM ne melajola ko tyAga diyA dIna hIna tanakSINa mRgI sau bIrapAvAdana meM taba nAma, yaha sunatI to muditacitta ho idhara udhara takatI avirAma | sarasa virasa bhojana kA bhantara use jJAta nahIM hotA hai, jAne para hI uktavRtta yaha nAtha ! jJAta ho sakatA hai ||22|| 3 prasyAH kAntaM nayanayugalaM cintayA spandazUnyaM, ruddhAyAM cikuranikare raMjanana vilAsaH / hInaM manye svadupagamanAttattadA sveSTalAbhAt, mInakSobhAccalakuvalayazrItulAmeSyatIti // 23 // 31 avaya- artha - he nAtha ! yadyapi (yasyAH ) sakhI kA (kAlam ) suhAvanA (nayanayugalam ) netrayugala ( cintayA spandazUnyam ) cintA se caMcalatA vihIna ho gayA hai, usakI ( cikuranikaraiH) bAloM se bhrU ke bAloM se kore baiMka gaI haiM aura (aMjanavilAsa: hInam ) vaha aMjana evaM bhra vilAsoM se rahita bhI ho cukA hai, taba bhI (tvadupa gamanAt) Apake vahAM jAne para (tat) vaha nayanayugala ( tadA) usa samaya (sveSumAbhAt ) svaSTalAbha ho jAne ke kAraNa (mInakSobhAt) mInoM kI caMcalatA se kSubhita hue (calakuvalayazrItulAM eSyatIti manye ) caMcalakamala ke jaisI zobhA ko dhAraNa karegA aisA meM mAnatI hU~ / Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vapanadUtam bhAvArtha he nAtha usakA manohara nayanayugala mApakI phikara ke kAraNa nimeSa vihIna ho gayA hai, ma ke bar3e-2 bAloM se vaha Dhaka gayA hai, aMjana aura na ke vilAsa usase kabhI kI vidA le cukA hai| phira bhI Apake yahAM pahuMcane para vaha usakA nayana yugala prApako dekhate hI caJcalakamala ke aMsA khila utthegaa| aisI merI mAnyatA hai / cArU svAmin ! nayana usake ho gaye spandazUnya koroM pe hI cikura sagare haiM par3e hI dikhAte, kAle pyAre masUNa surame kI na rekhA vahAM hai donoM bhU bhI isa samaya meM haiM vilAsoM vihInA, jAne se be lavakara tumheM sveSTa ke lAbha se hI mItakSobhapracalitapadmazrItulA ko dhreNge||23 / / nAtha ! prApakI tarapha TakaTakI sirpha lagAye baiThI hai samajhAte haiM para na samajhatI pratyuta rotI kahatI hai "dvAre bhAye dUlhA banakara para ve kyoM nahi mujhe mile, khile manoratha hAya ! na mere binA khile hI sUka cale jinheM saMjokara manamandira meM haradama maiMne ranakhA hai hAya ! Aja unane hI mujhako diyA acAnaka dhakkA hai" kAle chUTe keza metra kI koroM para bikhare rahate jalatI bhItara viraha vanhi ke ghUmatulya jo haiM dikhate kAjalahIna dIna nayanazrI usakI yahI batAtI hai iSTaviraha kI vyathA satI kA kAjala taka le jAtI hai rahate aura dekhate inane unheM na kucha bhI samajhAyA isIliye 5 ke vilAsa ne AMkho ko hai ThukarAyA sakhI-moha se prataH nAtha ! aba aisI AzA hI gharake pAyI hUM maiM pAsa aApake lene pApa kRpA karake zIghra padhAro rAjabhavana meM sakhI-netra khila jAyeMge tumheM nirakha kara, jhapa se caJcala kaMja thI ko dhAreMge / / 23 // Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam myabhyarNe rAjImatyA, preSitaM saMdezaM prakaTayati sAraMgAra vipataravaM kevalaM tvaM nizamya, mAmatyAkSIH, varabhiha paraM jIvabAdhAM nirIkSya / mI vastvaM vilakaruNAdhAra ! tAM muktikAntAM, ravAmutkaMThA viracitapadaM manmukhenedamAha // 24 // anvaya-artha--- (tyam) he nAtha ! zrApane (kevalam ) sirpha ( maarnggaannaam| mRgoM (vilapanaravam) prAkrandana ko ( nizamya ) sunakara hI (mAm) mujhe (pratyAkSI chor3a sau (varam) acchA kiyA, (param ) parantu (iha) isa jagata meM (jIvabAghAM nirIkSya) yoM kI mAraNa tADana Adi rUpa bAghA ko apanI prAMkhoM se devakara (vipula - vAra) he paramadayA ke avatAra (tvam ) prApa (tAM mukti) upeyI ko (mA pramuSaH ) mata chor3a denA ( tvAM utkaMThAviracitapadaM manmukhena idaM aisA tumheM utkaMThita pardoM se racita yaha saMdezarUpa bacana mere mukha ke dvArA pAsa usa sakhI ne bhejA hai / 33 bhAvArtha-apanI sakhI ke dvArA rAjula ne jo saMdeza apane nemi giyA ke pAsa . bhejA hai use prakaTa karatI huI sakhI unase kahatI hai - karuNAvatAra he nAtha ! 'do mujhe kevala hiraNoM kI karuNa AvAja ko sunane mAtra se hI chor3a diyA jaina saMsAra ke prANI nAnA prakAra kI vedanAoM se vadha-baMdhana mAdi aneka vizva duHkhoM rahate haiM, rote aura cillAte rahate haiM / so unakI una vyathAoM aura k dekhakara kahIM aisA na kara denA ki usa muktirUpI badhU ko bhI zrApa chor3a deM 1 sAraMgoM ke sunakara prabho ! Apane krandanoM ko jaise chor3A ikadama mujhe chor3a aise na denAmukti- strI ko, jagatajana kI dekha zrApattiyoM ko aisA utkaMThita padayutA hai paThAyA saMdezA ||24|| chor3A nAtha ! Apane mujhako hiraNoM kI suna karuNa pukAra jaise-vaise jagajIvoM kI bAdhA lakhakara aparaMpAra chor3a na denA muktistrI ko kyoMki bhApa ho karuNAghAra, aisA udbodhaka saMdezA bhejA tumheM sakhI ne hAra ||24|| Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadutam dhAtulalA vividhaghaTanAghaTTane'sti pravIraNA, draSTA'vAbhyAM svanadhanabhuvAidhyakSataH sAmprataM sA / evaM taM mATu tapasi nirato'bhUnaM bacmpatra kiJcit, kAMkSe vAJchA bhavatu saphalA siddhikAntAM labhasva ||25|| J anvaya-artha - he nAtha ! (dhAtuH nIlA) vidhi - bhAgya kI lIlA vidhAna (vivighaTanAne aneka prakAra kI ghaTanAoM ke nirmANa karane meM (pravINA asti ) pravINa hai (sA AvAbhyAM svanayanabhuvA adhyakSataH sAmprataM draSTA ) so yaha usakI lIlA hama donoM ne apanI AMkhoM se isa samaya dekhalI hai| (tvaM) Apa (taM mASTra) usa vidhi ko sApha karane ke liye vinaSTa karane ke liye - ( tapasi nirataH prabhUtaH ) nagasyA meM lIna hue ho, so (atra ) isa viSaya meM (Jcit na vahima ) maiM Apase kucha nahIM kahatI hU~, (kAMkSe ) maiM to yahI cAhatI hUM ki ( vAJchA ) ApakI icchA ( saphalA bhavatu ) saphala hone aura Apa (siddhikAntAM labhasva) siddhikAntA prApta kareM / bhAvArtha - he nAtha ! vidhi kA vidhAna aneka prakAra kI apratyAzita vilakSatAoM se prataprota hai, yaha bAta hamane aura Apane Aja pratyakSa devalI hai / prApa jo vidhi ko vinaSTa karane ke liye tapaH sAdhanA meM lIna hue ho so yaha bahuta ho sundara kArya Apane kiyA hai, maiM to yahI pratra cAhatI hUM ki ApakI tapaH sAdhanA saphala hokara Apako siddhi kAntA kA vaha pati banAye / - AMkhoM se hI vidhivilasatA kI bhalAM dekhalI haiM ve ve bAteM nahi khabara thI svapna meM bhI jinhoM keho jAne kI aba tuma prabho ! so use hI miTAne, cairAgI hokara basa yahAM se gaye chor3a nAtA ho jAye vo tapa saphala ye hI prabho ! cAhatI hUM muktistrI kA jhaTiti jisase Apako lAbha hone // 25 // vividhavidhAoM se paripUrita hai-vidhi kA vidhAna nyArA hama tumane yaha dekha liyA hai apanI AMkhoM se sAga viDaMbanA se saceta ho Apa ho gaye vairAgI maiM isa para kyA kahUM Apase, kyoMki maiM hUM mandabhAgI merI antima yahI kAmanA tastapasvin! saphala bano - AtmasAdhanA se na vidhi ko muktistrI ke kanno ||25|| : Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam mAmujjhitvA bhavati ca bhavAn muktikAntAnurAgI, rAgadveSau bhavati bhavato nAtha ! vRttyA'nayA su tatsadbhAve kathamiva bhavermu kinAryA'bhilASyaH, ityAreka malinitAM jJApaya tvaM nirasya // 26 // anvaya- zrarya - he nAtha ! ( bhavAn ) grAma ( mAm uritvA) murbha lor3akara ( muktikAntAnurAgI bhavati) muktikAntA meM anurAgazAlI bana gaye hai (anayA vRttyA bhavati rAgadveSau bhavataH ) to ApameM aisI pravRtti se rAgadveSa spaSTa jAhira ho rahe haiN| (tatsadbhAve) ina donoM ke sadabhAva meM sAdhaka zrApa (muktinAryA abhilApyaH kathamitra bhaveH ) muktirUpI kAntA ke dvArA abhilASya kaise ho sakate ho ( manasi nihitA ityArekAM) mere mana meM khacita isa prakAra kI zaMkA ko (tvaM nirasya) zrApa dUrakara ke mujhe (jJAya ) samajhAveM / 35 bhAvArtha - he nAtha ! sAtha meM usane yaha bhI nivedana kiyA hai ki mujhe chor3akara jo Apa muktistrI kI cAhanA meM par3a gaye haiM, so isa prakAra kI vicAradhArA zrApa meM rAga aura dveSa kI sAdhaka ho rahI hai| ataH mujhe yaha saMdeha ho rahA hai ki musi Apako kaise prApta ho sakegI, kyoMki vaha to rAgadveSa ke sarvadhA prabhAva vAle sAdhaka ko hI prApta hotI hai| to Apa Akara merI isa zaMkA kA samAdhAna karane kI kRpA kareM / jyoM detI hai taja nidhi narI durbhagA ko, tajI tyoM, svAmin ! hA ! hA ! vina kucha kahe Apane bhI mujhe hai / so cintA kI yaha nahi prabho ! bAta hai koi kiJcit, cintA kI to basa vaha yahI hai ki jo muktistrI meMsvAmin! rAgI tuma bana gaye, bItarAgI rahe nA, sorAgI ko baha nahi vibho ! svapna meM cAhatI hUM aisI zaMkA mama hRdaya meM nAtha ! jo A gaI hai meTo usko saba taraha se ho prabodhapradAtA ||26|| J mujha ko tajakara nAtha ! Apane bar3I kaunasI bAla karI, muktistrI ke cuMgala meM jo zrApa pha~sa gaye usI gharI, Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam gaga-dveSa se bacane ko to nAtha ! Apane mujhe tajA muktivadhU kI mamatA se para rAga Apane kahAM sajA, para yaha bAta Apa saca mAnoM rAgI se yaha bhagatI hai, vairAgI para hI vaha apane prANa nimbAvara karatI hai, rAgI hone se vaha kaise nAtha ! tumheM apanAbegI, aisI merI zaMzA sunApana harU phaina ho paviyaH prataH prApa Akara ke merI kama se kama isa zaMkA ko samAdhAna kara karo tapasyA taja dUgI sava kAMkSA ko / / 26 // manye'haM svAM galitasukRtAM kuSkRtAvyAmadhanmAM, sevyo yastvaM na khalu bhayakA''rASito yadbhave'smin / syAse ratnatrayamanupamaM pUrNamAzu prazuddha, kAmyAM svIyAM prakaTayati sA svacchu maakaaNkssinnotpm||27|| praznaya-martha he nAtha ! (aham) maiM (sthAm) apane Apako (galitasukRtAm) puNya se sarvathA bihIna (duSkRtAvaghAma) evaM atyanta pApinI tathA (avanyAm) sarva prakAra se prayogya (mAnye) mAna rahI hUM (mat) kyoMki (sevyaH yaH tvam) hara prakAra se sevanIya-ArAdhanIya-prApakI (mayakA) mujha prabhAgina' ne (asmin bhave) isa bhava meM (na prArAdhitaH) ArAdhanA sevA nahIM kara pAyI hai / (te anupamaM raravayaM Azu) pApakA sarvotkRSTa ratnatraya parina (prazuza) vizuddha hokara (pUrNam) pUrNa ho (ittha) isa prakAra kI (tvacchubhAkAMkSiI ) Apake kalyANa kI kAmanA karane vAlI (sA) vaha merI sakhI (svIyAM kAmyo prakaTayati) apanI bhAvanA prakaTa kara rahI hai| bhAvArya he nAtha ! jo maiM isa mada meM ArAdhanIya grApakI ArAdhanA karane se vaMcita ho rahI hUM so maiM apane Apako puNyahIna pApiSchA mAna rahI huuN| merI aba yahI Apake prati maMgala kAmanA hai ki ApakA ratnatraya nirmala hokara zIghra pUrNatA ko prApta ho| pApiSThA hUM galitasukRtA aura hUM maiM adhanyA, kyoMki svAmin ! nahi kara sakI Apa ArAdhya kI jA, Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadRtam savA pUjA isa bhaya viSaM, astu he kAnta ! aisI icchA merI aba ika yahI - zrApakara zIghra hove - samyak ratnatraya guNanidhe ! muktilakSmI - pradAtA pUrI-pUrI saphala jisase sAdhanA ApakI ho // 27 // nAtha ! Apako sevA se isa bhava meM maMcita rahane se, mAna rahI hU~ maiM apane ko bhAgyahIna pApina isase, jo bItI so bIta cukI vaha isakA mana kucha soca nahIM, ho sukumAra palegA pha~se tumase cArita soca yahI hove pUrNa ApakA jaldI dhRtaratnatraya nAtha ! yahI hArdika puNya kAmanA merI mile mukti kI rAjyamahI ||27|| kaccidratnatrayamaharaho nirmalaM vartate te, nivighnA vA tapasi niratA te'sti kaccinmunIndra | ityevaM sA kuzalamavalA pRSchati tvAM miristham, pUrvAbhASyaM sulabhavipadAM prANinAmetadeva || 28 // azvama-artha- he nAtha ! (te) ApakA ( aharahaH) pratidina ( ratnatrayam) ratnatraya (civa nirmalam vartate) to nirmala ho rahA na ? ( munIndra) he munIndra ! (te tapasi niratA nirvighnA asti kaccit ) zrApakI tapasyA meM lavalInatA to nirvighna saMpAdita ho rahI na ? (ityevam) isa prakAra se (sA abalA ) vaha abalA merI sakhI rAjula (girisyam) parvata para baiThe hue (tvAM kuzalaM pRcchati ) dhApase kuzala pUcha rahI hai| kyoMki (sulabhavipadA prANinAM etat pUrvAbhAvyaM evaM ) sulabha vipatti bAloM kI kuzala vArtA sarvaprathama pUchanA ucita hai / 37 bhAvArtha -- Apa he nAtha! pahAr3a para virAjamAna haiM ataH vipatti meM par3a jAnA sulabha aura saMbhAvita bhI hai isIliye usane zrApase aisA pUchA hai ki ApakA ratnatraya to nirmalatA kI ora bar3ha rahA hai na ! maura prApakI tapasyA meM kisI prakAra kA vighna to nahIM bhA rahA hai ? hai to ratnatraya manipate ! prApakA varSamAna | bAdhA se to rahita tapa hai mApakA hai tapasvin! | Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam aAyI to hai nahi zithilatA Apake deha meM, yoM--- pUGga hUM maiM yaha isaliye Apa haiM parvatastha ho sakatI hai sulabha vipadA adrivAsI janoM ko / / 28 / / nAdha ! ApakA ratnaSaya tA sarvaprakAra se hai amlAna ? kisI taraha kI bAdhA bhI to tapa ko nahi karatI hai mlAna ? deha prApakI meM to hotA nahIM zithilatA kA kucha mAna, kyoMki Apa isa samaya baneM haiM Urjayanta giri ke mahamAna ataH vividha bAdhAeM yahAM para ho sakatI haiM vipata nidAna isIliye maiM pUcha rahI hUM sukhasAtA tumase bhagavAna / / 18 / / janmanyasminnazubhavidhinA'kAri nau viprayogaH, tvaM tatkarmakSapaNakaraNe baddhakakSo'si jAsaH / pUrvodabhUtaH paramiha jane tvadgato rAgabhAvo' naSTo jJAtu prabhavati mano me prabho! te pravRttim // 26 // anvaya-artha-he nAtha ! (asmin janmani) ima janma meM (azubhatridhinA) azubha karma ne hI (no viprayogaH) hama donoM kA paraspara meM viyoga (makAriM) karavAyA hai / so (tvaM tu) Apato (tata karmakSapaNakaraNa) usa apakAraka karma ke vidhvaMsa karane meM (baddhakakSo'si jAtaH) kamara kasakara taiyAra ho gaye ho, (para) parantu (ihajane) mere bhItara jo (tvadagataH pUrvodbhUtaH rAgabhASaH) pahile bhatroM meM calA pAyA huaA aApake Upara rAga hai vaha (anaSTaH) abhI taka naSTa nahIM huA hai, so (me manaH) merA antaraGga (te pravRtti jJAtu prabhavati) aApakI pravRtti ko kuzalavArtA ko-jAnane ke liye lAlAyita ho rahA hai / bhAvArtha . hai nAtha ! azubha karma ne hI isa janma meM merA aura prApakA yaha vichoha karavAyA hai, mo Apa to u apakArI ke vinAza karane ke liye kaTibaddha ho hI gaye ho, parantu maiM jo abhI taka usake naSTa karane meM taiyAra nahIM ho pA rahI hUM-usakA kAraNa Apake prati lagA huA merA pUrvasaMskArajanya anurAga hai jo ki abhI taka kama nahIM ho rahA hai, isIliye merA mana hara taraha se Apake kuzala vRtta jAnane ke liye utkaMThita banA rahatA hai| Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bacatadUtam sAthI donoM hama tuma kaI haiM bhavoM ke, parantu dukarmo ne ikadama isI janma meM hai karAyAsvAmin! aisA vilaga hamakoM Apako kyA kahUM meM, karmo ke to kSapaNa karane hetu, daigambarI ye-dIkSA le ke giri para caDhe Apa to toDa nAtA, svAmin ! meM hUM parabhavagata sneha ke hI adhonA so rAgI ye mana tuma viSe hai abhI bhI prasakta ho jAtA hai zravaNa karane ApakI kSemavArtA ||26|| azubha karma ne hI hama donoM ko isa bhava meM alaga kiyA 'usake nAzana hetu Apane to murtivAnA dhAra liyA para parabhava se calA zrA rahA rAga na zrama taka asta huA, merA nAtha ! Apase - somana kuzalakSema yaha pUcha rahA / / 26 / / muktvA mAM tvaM nanu samabhavaH svArthasiddha yaM tapasvI, kRtye'smiMste bhavati mahatI vAcyatA'to bravImi / zrAzaMsArhaM caritamapi cellokadRSTyA viruddham, sevyaM tatra bhavati bhavatA marzaraNIyaM vaco me // 30 // 36 zranvaya artha - nAtha ! ( mAM muktvara) mujhe chor3akara jo (tvaM tapasvI samabhavaH) Apa tapasvI hue ho so (svArthasiddhaye) apane matalaba kI siddhi ke liye hue ho, isaliye (asmin kRtye ) isa Apake kArya meM (te) zrApakI (mahatI vAcyatA) bar3I niyA ho rahI hai, (ataH bravImi ) so isa sambandha meM merA aisA kahanA hai ki (AgaMmA mi caritaM lokaviruddha cet) prazaMsanIya bhI caritra yadi loka ke viruddha ho (tat bhavanA sevyaM no bhavati) bahU thApake dvArA sevanIya nahIM hai| aisI ( me vacaH maraNIyam ) merI ko vicAra karanA cAhiye / bAta kA choDA svAmin! svahita karane ke liye jo mujhe hai / so niMdA hai isa viSaya meM ApakI nAtha ! bhArI / dekho soco ucita kahatI nAtha ! maiM to yahI hUM Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 40 vacanadUtam acchA bhI ho para yadi par3e loka ke vo viruddha to aisA bhI vaha nahi kahA kArya saMsevanIya // 30 // svArtha siddha karane ke lAlaca se tumane mujhako chor3A nahIM bhalAI milI burAI se tumane nAtA jor3A asamaya meM aMgIkRta tapa se nahi strasAdhanA sadhatI hai, loka viruddha kArya se svAmin ! siddhi nahIM mila sakatI hai / kArya bhale hI acchA ho hoM laukikajana usake pratikUla to asevya vaha hai usase to bhApa zrabhI ho jAveM dUra ||30|| kAcit samaye samaye rAjulavecyA sarvAM pratyuktaM tad vRttaM nivedayati-evaM sakhyA nigaditamimaM sarvasaMdeza muktvA, paravA se kyathitamanasA yattayokta svasakhyaM / yaha vibho / tvAm proktaM svIyaM vRhadapi yato duHkhamalpatvameti // 31 // nAle kAle zranvaya artha - ( evaM sakhyA nigaditam ) isa prakAra apanI sakhI rAjula dvArA kahe gaye (imaM sarva saMdezam ) isa pUre saMdeza kI (uktvA) kahakara (pAte) phira usane kahA - (vibho ) he nAtha ! (kvathitamanasA tayA) vedavicitta hokara usane (svasasyai kAle kAle yat uktam) apanI sakhiyoM se samaya samaya para jo jo kahA hai (tat tan api prahaM svAMzrAvayAmi) vaha satra bhI maiM tumheM sunAtI huuN| (yataH) kyoMki (bRhadapi prokta' svIyaM duskham) dUsaroM se kahA gayA apanA bar3A bhI dukha: (alpatvam eti ) alpatA ko prApta ho jAtA hai- sahya ho jAtA hai / bhAvArtha --- preSita rAjula kA sandeza sunAkara sakhI punaH zrI neminAtha se kahane lagI ki he neminAtha ! samaya samaya para rAjula ne jo apanI sakhiyoM se gadagada hokara kahA hai use bhI maiM aba Apako sunAtI huuN| kyoMki kitanA bar3A bhI asahya duHkha kyoM na ho yadi vaha dUsaro se kaha diyA jAtA hai to vaha alpa sahya ho jAtA hai / jo saMdezA nijapriya sakhI ke sahAre paThAyA, zrI nemI ke nikaTa usane jA unheM vo sunAyA / Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam AloyoM se samayasamaye jo kahIM thIM vyathAeM duHkhI hoke rajamati satI kI sabhI yoM sunAI / / 31 / / rAmula dvArA preSita aisA saba saMdezA kahakarake, phira vaha hI nagI nehile spaSita hRdaya prati ho karake / nAtha ! suno yo samaya samaya para kaha sakhiyAM se kahatI hai, kyoMki sunAne se bhI dukha kI jyAlA tIna na jalatI hai // 31 // nAthenAhaM matakaghaTabaharato vipramuktA, yaM badhyA hRSi sakhi ! karma doSayeyaM kayaM svAm / pazyantyA me kSaNa iva cirApoSitAzA vinaSTA, zuSkAH prANA atirapi gatA prAraNamAye prayAte // 32 // prazvaya-pra-(sakhi) he sakhi ! (nAdhena) prANanAtha ne (maham) mujhe (mRtakaghaTavat) murde ke ghar3A ke samAna (dUrataH) dUra se hI (viprabhuktA) chor3a diyA hai / mo bhaba (hRdi) hRdaya meM (katham) kaise (parya) dharya ko (dadhyAm) yaha aura (kayam) kaise (svAm) apane Apako-jI ko- (bodhayama) samajhAU~ ? (cirAt) cirakAsa se (poSitA meM prANA) poSI gaI merI saba prAzAeM--kAmanAe~-(pazyantyA) mere dekhate dekhate hI rakSaNa iva) eka zraNa kI taraha (prANanAthe prayAte) prANanAtha ke cale jAne para (dinapTA) naSTa ho gaI hai, (prANAH zuSkAH) prANa zuSka ho gaye haiM aura (dhatirapi gatA) ghayaM bhI chuTa gayA hai| bhAvArya he sasijano! jaba mujhe mere prANanAtha ne hI zmazAnapatina ghar3A ke jaisA dUra se chor3a dimA hai-taba maiM kaise to dhairya dharU aura kaise apane Apa ko smjhaauuN| dekhate dekhate hI prANanAtha ke cale jAne para to merA dharya aTa gayA, saka bhAzAeM naSTa ho gaI aura mere prANa taka bhI sUka gye| pretasthAnasthittaghaTasamA maiM vimuktA huI hUM svAmI-dvArA, sassi ! aba kahI dhairya kaise dharU meM ? zrI jI ko bhI una bina kaho hAya ! kase ramAUM ? kaise khAUM kisavidha rahaM kyA gharU kyA uThAUM Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ YR vacanadUtam svAmI mere kSaNama mujhe chor3a ke ho gaye haiM nyAre, kaise saphala aba hA ! saMcitAzA baneMgI ? jAte hI to dhRti gala gaI prAraNa bhI suka gye ye, bolo bolo -sajani ! aba maiM kyA karU, kyA kahUM meM ? kaise jindA jana bina hUM aura jAUM kahAM meM ||32|| mRtakathar3A ke tulya nAtha ne mujhe dUra se chor3a diyA, kaDave dhAge ke samAna bhava bhaya ko nAtA tor3a diyA kaise dhairya gharU hai sajanI kaise samajhAU~ khuda ko kaise cita ramAUM kaise aura sajAU~ isa lana ko cirapoSita prazAe~ merI saba kI saba aba naSTa huI naSTa hue ye prANa nAtha ke jAte hI kRti bhraSTa huI / / 32 / / saubhAgyaM me biraha bahane karmaNA'lAya vagdham, pazyetanme nAhaM tvekaM kSaNamapi vibhoH pArzvamabhyetya tathA~ / vidhibila sitaMyanmayItthaM prabusam. dhvassaM dhyAtaM vratamupagataM kalpitaM yazna citte // 33 // anvaya artha hai sakhiyoM ! (karmaNa) prazubha karma ne (me saubhAgyam) merA saubhAgya-muhAga- ( pranhAya ) bahuta zIghra (viraha hane) viraha rUpI agni meM (dagdham ) bhasmasAt kara diyA hai| kyoMki (aham ) maiM (tu) to (eka kSaraNam api) eka kSaNa bhI (vibhoH) prANanAtha ke ( pArzvam zrabhyetya ) pAsa jA karake ( na tasthau ) nahIM baiTha sakI / ( mai etat ) mere isa (vidhibilasitam ) duSkarma ke vilAsa ko to ( pakSya) dekho (yat) jo ( mayi ityaM pravRttam) mere Upara - mere sAtha isa prakAra kI cAla cala rahA hai ki(vyAtaM dhvastam) jisakA maiMne vicAra kiyA thA prarthAt jo hone vAlA thA - baha to huA nahIM aura (cite yat na kalpitam ) vitta meM jisakI kalpanA taka bhI nahIM zrI jisake hone kI sambhAvanA taka bhI nahIM thI vaha (dutam ) kadama (upagatam) ho gayA hai-sAmane prakaTa ho gayA hai| bhAvArtha- sakhiyo ! mere duSkarma kI ceSTA ko to dekho -- jo vaha mere sAtha kitanI manamAnI kara rahA hai| mere saubhAgya ko vaha phUTI AMkhoM se bhI nahIM dekha Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam patrA-kSaraNa ke kSarA meM kucha se kucha ho gayA / nAtha dvAra para bhAye - eka mekiNDa bhI unake pAsa jAkara maiM khar3I taka nahIM ho pAI, svapna meM bhI jisake ghaTita hone kI mAmbhAvanA nahIM thI vaha to ho gayA aura jo honA thA vaha nahIM huaa| dekho-dekho vidhivilasatA ne karI hAya ! merI kasI jaldI isa taraha kI durdazA, nayA kahU~ meM 1 dvAre prAye para na unake pAsa meM baiTha pAyI, chAyA bhI to nahi par3a sakI nAtha kI dRSTi kI hii| mAthe pai hI yadi par3a gayA nAtha kA hAtha hotA, to bhI letI kara sabara meM hAya ! duHkhI na hotI socA thA jo vaha nahi hunA vo hasA jo na mocA / / 3 / 1 delA - mere isa suhAga ko vidhi ne kasA. dagdha kiyAbirahAnala meM.. itanI jaldI, nahIM piyA kA pyAra diyA / rUdA baha yo kyoM mujha se merA saba kucha sUTa siyA, mRjha virahiNI karake usane apanA kyA kasyAga kiyaa| mocA thA jo, . nahIM huA vaha, huA nahIM jo mocA thA / mAdRSakAnyA bhavati mahilA duHkhino yA stramA, tyaktA tAvatpariNayavininidAna purastAt / dRSTo draSTA na. khalu sa mayA tena bAhaM na sAkSAt, prAyAto'pi kSaNa iva gataH sapano dvAradezAt / / 34 // anvaya artha. -he sakhiyo ! (yA svabhA pariNayavidheH taavtpurstaan| jisa prANanAtha ne vibAha ke pahile hI (ninidAnaM tyaktA) binA kAraNa ke chora diyA hai| aisI (mAha anyA) merI jaisI dUsarI (kA) kauna (duHkhinI mahilA) duHgviyA mahilA (bhavati) hogI ? (mAyAtaH api) be mAye to, phira bhI (mapanaH dvAradezAta) mahala ke daravAje me (kSaraNa iva gataH) kSaNa kI taraha cale gye| prattaH (mAkSAs saH mayA na dRSTa.) unheM maiMne nahIM dekhA aura (tena prahaM ca na draSTA) unhoMne mujha nahIM dekhA / Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam __ bhAvArya-sakhiyo ! isa saMsAra meM merI jaisI duHkhiyA mahilA aura kauna hogI ki jise bhara vivAha meM binA kAraNa pati ne chor3a diyA ho / bArAta lekara ve prAye to sahI, para mahala ke daravAje se hI ke lauTa gaye, so na ve mujhe dekha sake prora na maiM hI unheM dekha sakI, yaha mere kitane adhika durbhAgya kA jItA jAgatA merI jaisI dukhita mahilA aura koI na hogI, mata nahI dama jise vyAha meM chor3a dI ho| dvAre prAye para nahiM ruke hai yahI karmalIlA, dekhA maiMne taba nahiM unheM, au unhoMne mujhe bhI // 34 / / bhara vivAha meM jisane apanI palI ko hI chor3a diyAhove-, aisI ghaTanA se sakhi ! ghar3ake kisakA nahIM hiyA, maiM kitanI bhamAginI dukhinI isa ghaTanA kI lakSya bnii| banI-vanI para rahI anabanI lakSya dhanI kI anya banI, dvAre pAye para ma ruke ve sarA--bhara bhI nahi khar3e rhe| saje sajAye ThATa nirAle sana ke saba hI par3e rahe, takA na unane mujhe, na maiMne unheM takA, kyA maiM khtii| kaise apane mana kI bAteM unheM khola kara samajhAtI // 34|| kaMThe kSeptu lajamahamimA yAvAvAya sodhAt, mAyAtAyo janamukharavo'zrAvi nemirgato'smAt / tyavaravA sarvAbharaNamucitaM kakaraNaM trodAyitvA, itthaM jAte sakhi ! baba karSa dhairyaSanyA bhaveyam // 35 // anvaya ayaM he (sakhi) sakhi ! (imAma svatram) isa mAsA ko (kaNThe kSeptum) unake kaNTha meM prakSipta karane ke liye (mAdAya) lekara (saudhAt) mahala se (yAvat) jitane meM (pradhaH cobhAyAtA) maiM na pAyI ki itane meM (ucitam sarvAbharaNam) "ucita samasta prAbhUsagoM ko (mukrayA) utAra kara aura (kaGkaNam boTamityA) kaMkaraNa ko tor3akara (asmAt) isa sthAna se---rAjavAra se--(nemiH gataH) neminAtha cale gaye" Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhanabUtam aigA (janamukharavaH) manuSyoM ke dvArA kiyA gayA kolAhala (pradhAdi) maiMne sunA / (ityam jAte) aisI sthiti ho jAne para (kda) hai sakhi ! tumhIM kaho (yaMpanyA katha bhavebam) maiM dhairyadhagpA-dharya se dhanya-dhIraja dhAraNa karane vAlI kaise hotI-kaise dharya dhrtii| bhAvArtha-he sakhi ! prANanAtha ke gale meM vara mAlA DAlane ke liye jyoM hI maiM use lekara rAjamahala se nIce utarI ki inane meM maiMne janatA ke mukha se sunA ki neminAtha to vaivAhika mAMgalika bhAbhUSaNoM ko utAra kara aura kaMkaraNa ko pheMka kara yahAM se vApisa lauTa gaye haiN| taba kahIM sakhi ! esI hAlata meM maiM dhairya kase gharatI? jyoM hI AyI bhavana para sa mAlya le hAtha meM maiM nIce, tyoM hI janarava sunA--nemi dekho cale gye| chor3e sarvAbharaNa pahire aura tor3A unhoMne, jAte jAte mariNakhacita ko kaMkaNaM bhI salonA / bolo pyArI pari sakhijano ! dhairya kase dharu meM, merA pyArA jaba china gayA hAtha-pAyA khilaunA / / 3 / / baramAlA le bhavana meM se prAi jyoM hI sakhI meM, DAlUgI aba priya-pati gale meM ise prema se meN| khAre pAyI janarava sunA-"nemi yahAM se cale gaye", sor3A kaMka ga, paTaka sagare bhUSaNoM ko mahI para / vidhi ne jisakA isa taraha se hAya ! sarvasva laDhA, kase dhIraja vaha ghara sake he sakhImo ! batAyo // 3 // kAcit memi prAyati tassaMdezaM yarahamagavaM cAnyavRttaM tadIyam, zrutvA preSyA svakusalamayo nAca | vArtA svapApi / bhautijastaH prakharamatibhiraktametattavAhita kAnsovantaH suhapagataH saMgamAt kiJcidUnaH // 36 // Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 46 bananadUtam pracaya-artha - (nAtha) he nAtha ! (tatsaMdezam. nadIyam abhyavRtta' ca) apanI sakhI kA saMdeza aura usake anya samAcAra (yat aham agadam, jo maiMne kahe haiM yApako sunAye haiM --so / zrutvA) sunakara (tvayA api) prApako bhI (svakuzalamayI) apanI kuzalatA kI (vArtA) khabara (prepyA) usake pAsa bhejanA cAhiye (pragjaramatibhiH) prakhara buddhizAlI (nIniH) nItivizAradoM ne (etat uktam) aisA hI kahA hai ki (kAnoM dantaH) vAntA kA kAnta ko naura kAnta kA kAntA ko samAcAra (muhRdupagataH) usakI sakhI tathA mitrajana dvArA mila jAtA hai to vaha (saMgamAt kiJcit UnaH) Apasa meM milane ke jaisA hI hotA hai / maiMne jo ye kathita usakA nAtha ! saMdeza sArA, cAraNI dvArA prakaTita kiyA Apa me, aura bhI jo,..duHkhoM se hai atizaya bharA vRtta uskA sunAyA, nItijJAtA isa para yahI nIti aisI batAte / bhejeM pratyuttara ki usako pApa bhI, kyoMvi aisA hone se hai svajana milane ke jisA saukhya hotA / / 37 // nAtha ! prApako usakA bhejA jo saMdeza sunAyA hai, aura sAtha meM usako dukha kA jo vivaraNa batalAyA hai| prataH pApa bhI pratyuttara meM apanA samAcAra usako --- bhejeM, aisA hone me hI dUradezamUrtI jana vo, prApasa ke mugva- dukha kI bAtoM kA subodha hotA rahatA / aura paraspara milane jaisA mukha-dukha kA anubhava rhtaa| nIti vizArada aisA hI to abataka kahate pAye haiM, ise dhyAna meM rakhakara sunane hAla munAne Aye haiM / / 36 / / kAdhivisya dhIti tmAM saMspRzyAzaraNavikalA sA'gataH zItayAta-- . lamdhAbhAsA bhavati nitarAM tAn samAliGgaya sAdhvI / eSu mavAsi tvamiti taralAinveSaNe dattaSTiH, svAmaprApya dviguNitamanastApadagdhA'sti mugdhA // 37 / / Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam sAthI ke nahIM hone ke (lAm) Apako (saMspR f abhvaya artha (zavikalA sA) rakSaka jIvana kAraNa AkulapAkula huI he nAtha! vaha merI rAjula sparza karake ( zrAgataiH zItavAtaiH) prAgata zItala pavanoM se ( nitarAM ) ikadama (vazvAsAbhavati) kara letI hai| vaha bicArI unakA AliGgana karake ( Su evaM kva prasi) inameM Apa kahAM para hai so (anveSaNe) ApakI talAza karane meM (dasa dRSTi tarannA bhavani) apanI dRSTi ko daur3AnI haijamAtI hai | isa prakAra caMcala citta banI huI vaha (mumbA) bholI bhAlI vahAM (svAm) tumheM (maprApya) na pAkara (punaH dviguNitamanastApadagdhA) phira se dvigupti mana svApa se dagdha (asti) hone laga jAtI hai / 47 bhAvArtha - he nAtha ! Apako lakarake AI vAyu jaba use chUtI hai to use bar3I zAMti milatI hai, so vaha mugdhA utAvalI hokara unameM Apako talAza karane lagatI hai, para jaba vaha vahIM Apako nahIM pAtI hai to hatAza hokara vaha dvigurita manasvApa se saMtapta hone lagatI hai / chU ke bhAI pavana tumako nAtha ! chUtI use hai, labdhAzvAsA banakara sakhI khojatI vhAM tumheM hai / pAtI vo hA / jaba nahi vahAM Apako to dukhI ho nidAga kara kara svayaM kI prazAntA bane haiM ||37|| sAtha ! prAyako chUkara pAyI vAyu use jaba chUtI hai, to vaha ati prasanna ho karake usameM tumheM bUMkatI hai / para yaha mugdhA nAtha ! nahIM jaba tumheM vahAM para pAtI hai, to vaha dviguNitamanastApa se hAya da ho jAtI hai37|| mugdhe ! ki svaM malinavavamA sAMprataM saMvRtA'si, sIsvaM tu priyapatihitA vismRtaM ki vayevam / kucchAralA no vadati ca yadA tA vapasthA badanti, kaccatuH smarasi rasike ! evaM hi tasya priyeti // 38 // : abhvaya artha - he nAtha ! jaba sakhijana use malina mukha dekhatA hai to usame pUchane lagatA hai ki ( mugdhe) he mugne ! (sAmpratam ) isa samaya (tva) tuma (malina Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 48 vacanadUtam badanA ) malina mukha ( ki saMvRtA prasi) kyoM ho rahI ho ? (svam tu priyapatihitaratA AsI) tuma to apane pyAre pati ke kalyANa meM anurakta thIM, so(idaM te kim vismRtam) isa bAta ko kyA tuma bhUla gaI ho ? (yadA kRcchAt) jaba kaSTa ke mAre (sAno badati) vaha uttara nahIM detI hai taba (tara: vayasyAH ) ve sakhiyAM usase ( vadanti ) kahane lagatI haiM ( tasya priyA iti ( matvA)) meM unakI priyA hUM. so aisA mAnakara (rasike) he rasike ! ( kaccit tvam ) kyA tuma (bhartuH smarasi) apane bhartAra ko yAda kara rahI ho ? bhASArtha - rAjUla ko malina udAsIna mukhavAlI dekhakara sakhiyA~ usase majAka ke rUpa meM yahAM pUcha rahI haiM ki rAjula ! terA mukha malina kyoM ho rahA hai ? kyA patideva muni ho gaye haiM isaliye to tumhIM to pahile kahA karatI thI ki mujhe to apane patidevatA hai phira ho gayA ? isa prakAra pUche jAne para jaba vaha duHkha kI adhikatA ke mAre unheM javAba nahIM detI haiM to ve sakhiyAM usase haMsI majAka ke rUpa meM kahane lagatI hai ki tumha to apane ko nemi kI preyasI mAnatI ho na ? to isaliye he rasike ? tuma apane bhartAra kI yAda kara rahI ho kyA ? mugdhe ! kyoM tuma malinavadanA isa samaya ho rahI ho, tuma to pahile patihitapriyA thIM ise bhUla gaI kyA ? aisI bAteM sunakara dukhita citta ho vo na detI pratyuttara, to basa phira use vai vayasyA citrAtI / yoM kaha karake "sakhi | tuma" priyA nemi kI hUM "ataH kyA' baiThI baiThI svayaM unakI yAda meM rata banI ho ||38|| zyaM kAcittasyA manovedanAM vakti--- antastApaM prazamitumasau nAtha ! sArdhaM sakhIbhI, ramyAzamaM vrajati ca yadA hanta / tatrApi tasyAH / sAnidhyAt sukhita zikhino vIkSya duHkhAtirekAt, muktAsthUlAstara kisalayecyazrulezAH patanti 136 // Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vanadUtama anvaya-artha-(nAtha) he nAtha ! (prasI) yaha rAjula (yadA) jaba (annastApam) apane manastApa ko (prazamitum) zAnta karane ke liye (sakhibhiH sArdham) apanI sastriyoM ke mAtha (ramyArAma) mundara-ramaNIya bAga meM (vrarjAta) jAtI hai. -naba hinta) baDhe duHkha kI bAta to yaha hai ki (tatrApi) bahAM para bhI (tvatsAnnidhyAt) prAparka pAsa se (suvitazikhinaH) mukhI hue mayUroM ko (vIzya) dekhakarake (duHkhAtirekAt} duHkha kI adhikatA ke kAragA (muktAsyUlAH) motiyoM ke jase sthUsa (tasyAH praznulezAH) isakI aAMkhoM se prAmU (tarukisaleSu) vRkSoM ke pattoM para girane lagate hai| bhAvArya - he nAtha ! jaba rAjula apane mAnasika saMtApa ko dUra karane ke nimitta kisI sundara udyAna meM jAtI hai to vahAM para vaha Apake pAsa se mumbI hokara Aye hue jo dekho hasao raha 55imaya sI ho jAtA hai ki maiM bhI unake pAsa gayI thI. -maiM to mukhI hokara nahIM AI hUM | ataH aise dhyAna se motI ke jame sthUla prAMsU umakI AMkhoM se nikala kara pattoM para gira par3ase haiM, isa prakAra rAga meM jAne para bhI usameM duHkha kI adhikatA hI bar3hatI hai, vahAM para bhI use caina nahI miltii| cina-prazAnti ke zamana hetu jaba vaha upabana meM jAtI hai sakhiyoM ke sa~ga, phira bhI usake mana meM zAMti na pAtI hai pratyuta dUnA bar3ha jAtA hai usakA mana saMtApa tabhI nikaTa mApa ke hokara pAyeM sukhita dekhatI zikhI jabhI maiM bhI pAsa gaI thI unake duHkhita hokara hI prAI to kyA maiM pazuoM se bhI hUM, ochI kRpA na gharamAyo ? isa vicAra ke Ate hI basa usakI prAgveM bhara pAnI aura bRkSa ke pattoM para ve azrukaNoM ko barasAtI // 39 // tatsAntvanA dAtuM svasaNIvacanaM rAjaputrI niSedhati-- kaMjeSvaMga, hariNanayane netrasAmyaM vibhomtvaM mAsyacchAyAM zazibhati zaratpaurNamAsyA, tirephekezAn kRSNAn, kSitibhUti dhRti, spaSTamIkSasva, sAha hasakasmin kvacidapi na marasyAmisAdRzyamasti // 40 // Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanatama anyaya-nayaM-he nAtha ! rAjula kI duravasthA dekhakara usakI sakhiyAM jaba use yoM samajhAtI haiM - vi he satya ! (tvam) tU (kA) vAmaloM meM vibhoH aMgam) apane nAnI ke zarIra ke saundarya ko (harigAnayane nezsAmyam) mRgoM ke nayanoM meM unake netroM kI samAnatA bo (zaralaurNamAsyA zazibhUti) zarat kI pUrNimA ke candramaMDala meM (praasyyaayaam| unake mugna kI zobhA ko (dvirephe kuSalAna katrAn) bhramara meM unake kAle kezoM ko aura (kSitibhUti tim) parvata meM unake dhairya ko (paSTam IkSasva) spaSTa rUpa se dekha, taba (mA aAha) vaha kahatI hai hinna ! kvacidapi eksmin| bar3e duHkha kI bAta to yaha hai ki kahIM para bhI eka jagaha (matsvAmisAhazyam na amti) mere svAmI ke aMgAyikoM kA sAhazya nahIM hai. ataH dharya kaise dhAraNa karU / gAdha ! viraha se vyAdhita huI jaba sakhiyAM usako lakhatI haiM "viraha agni meM jalatI kyoM tU' naba usase yoM kahatI haiM samajhAtIM ve dhAra 2 haiM isa prakAra ke kathanoM se upamita karake nAtha ! Apake aMgoM ko upamAnI se rAjula ! tere bhattA kA hai kamalatulya sukumAra zarIra use nirakhakara mana samajhAle apanA, mata ho sakhI ! adhIra hariNoM ke nayanoM jaise haiM unake dIradha animAre netra, nirakhakara mana samajhAle, kyoM unahI para dama mAre. zaratakAla kI rAkA ke vidhu jaisA hai unakA mAnana / use nirakhakara mana samajhAle duHkhita mata bana tU hara kSaNa bhramara tulya haiM unake kAle keza, dekhakara bhramaroM kA mana ko tU apane samajhAle kyoM karatI hai phikaroM ko, cale gaye to jAne de de, cintA unakI aba kaisI jo virakta ho gayA sakhI to usake prati rati kyoM aisI, ve to acala acala se haiM, tU caMcalacita kyoM hotI hai unakI cintA meM par3akara kyoM jIvana apanA khotI hai suna karake sakhiyoM kI aisI saukha sayAnI kahatI hai yaha zobhA hai yaSTirUpa meM nahi samaSTi meM dikhatI hai unake jaise ve hI haiM nahi unasA koI dikhatA hai durlabha hai saubhAgya jagata meM vaha na hATa meM bikratA hai / / 4 / / Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bacanadUtama . ghyanIti zAnirA prakaTayati-- uktvavaM sA vigalitakRtI rodanaklAntacittA darza darza taba pratikRti dIrgha nizvAsadagdhA smAraM smAraM bhavabhavagataM gatvaraprakRSTAnurA mAhAraM vA alamapi vimo ! nava gRhNAti sampaka // 41 // mandAra-artha- he nAtha ! (evam sa prakAra kahakara (saa| vaha (rodanakvAnnacinA) ro rokara apane cila ko malina banA letI hai| aura (vigacitavRtiH) dhairyabihIna bana jAtI hai| (sava pratikRti darza-darza) aApakI chavi ko dekha dekha kara yaha (dInizyAmadagdhA) lambI lambI sAMsevIcane lagatI hai aura (bhana bhavamanaM tvatprakRSTAnugasam) pratyemA bhaya ke Apake prakRSTa anurAga ko (smAraM smAram) vAraMbAra mAda karake vaha (dibho) he svAmin ! (pAhAraM jalaM api) pAhAra ko evaM pAnI ko bhI (samyaka) yacchI taraha (nava gRhAni) nahIM grahaNa karatI hai| svAmin ! aisA kahakara satI dharya kho baiThatI hai . zrI rotI hai dukhitacita ho, dekhake ApakI yo| phoTo pyAro, turata usakI tIna ho zvAsa jAtI bAraMbAra smaraNa karatI ApakI pUrvaprIti so vo acchI taraha bhagavan ! caina se baiThatI na khAtI pItI, anamana banI hI sadA bo rahe hai "jAte jAte kucha nA kahA kyoM hue yoM kaThora" nirmohI bhI jaba jaba kahIM deza ko he kyamye ! - jAtA hai to khabara karatA hai sabhI vandhuoM ko dekho aisI yaha svajana kI hai upekSA malI kyA ? 141 // aisA kahakara nA ! satI vaha vaiyaMgalita ho jAtI hai, rone lagatI klAntacitta ho zrAsa bAla bar3ha jAnI hai bAra 2 daha nAtha ! ApakI pratikRti ko jaba navanI hai ko mAne para hAtha lagAkara bhAgya kosane lagatI hai pUrva bhatroM ko snehasmRti se prAkula-vyAkula baha hotI saba kucha bhUla bisara kara kevala mana hI mana rahanI genI, Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nanAdUrama kahatI hai vaha eka bAta yaha "choDa mujhe de cale gaye para mere mana se ve abataka nahIM gaye to kyoM na gaye ? jAnA thA to hilamila karake jAsa' kucha to kaha jAte, nahiM pAte to nahi pAte para kucha to dhairya baMdhA jAta jAne vAle ko sakhi ! jaga meM haTa se koI na roka sakA garma loha ko marama na nohA jaga meM abataka kATa sakA hA, ThaMDI painI chanI hI jaise use kATa denI saise maiM bhI zItala nijavacanoM se unheM DATa latI aisI aisI bAteM kahatI yaha, bhojana pAnI taka bhI grahaNa na manamAnA karatI hai| kSarA 2 akulAnI rahatI kahatI hai-una bina maiM jaisI duHkhI hUM mujha bina ve hoMge. kahAM baTate hoMge ve arU kyA khAte pIte hoMge / / 41 / / draSTvA tasyA vilapanaparAM sAmavasthA vayasyAH, mugdhe ! maivaM kuru kimiti te vismRtA sA pApi / nArI ramyA bhavati ca yayA bodhayantItyametata sodavyaM te pativiraha dhairyamAdhAya duHkham // 42 // prathama artha he nAtha ! jaba usakI (vayasyAH) sakhiyAM (vinphnpraaNtaam| rone dhone meM hI tatpara banI huI (tasyAH avasyAm) usakI dazA ko dekhatI haiM- to (drapTvA ) dekhakara use (ityam ) isa prakAra se samajhAtI haiM-(mugdhe ! ) he mugdhe ! (evaM mA kuka) tU aisA mata kara (kimiti te sA trapA api visbhRtA) kyA tUne baha lajjA bhI bhulA dI hai ki (mayA) jisase (nArI ramyA bhavati) nArI kI zobhA hotI hai / prataH (pati-virahaja etat duHkham) pativiraha se utpanna huA yaha dukha (dhairyam prAdhAya) dhairya dhAraNa kara (te soDhavyam) tujhe sahana karanA caahiye| rone meM hI nirata usakI dekhake durdazA ko, duHkhI hotI savaya sastriyAM, yoM use bodha detii| mugdhe ! cintAvyathitacita ho kyoM dukhI ho rahI ho, nArIbhUSA taja mata prapA, nemi kI kyoM kRpA nU Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ banAnA aiso bholo banakara sakho cAhatI hai ? na ve haiM -- tere koI aba samajhale aura tubho na unako koI hai. yoM pativiraha kA duHkha kyoM mAnatI hai mAne hai to saha aba use dharya se he sakhI tU / / 42 / / nAtha ! Apake viraha janita vaha dukha se pIDita ho karake / rAta divasa hai rotI rahatI saba kucha bhUla bisara karake so hamase dekhI nahiM jAtI usakI aisI hAlata ko hRdaya hamArA bhara pAtA hai so samajhAtI yo usako cintA kisakI tU karatI hai kyA uname terA nAtA nAtA to aba chUTa cukA hai, jhUThA kyoM racatI khAtA nArI kA bhUSaNa lajjA hai, so aise vyavahAroM se prAcaraNoM se praura anokhI aimI aisI bAtoM se hotI hai vaha gharAzAyinI prataH chor3a isa mamatA ko patipatnI kA bhAva dhvasta kara dharale sajanI ! samatA ko / / 12 / / - . - - - sarva mukta paramiha tayA tvaM na mukto'si nAtha ! vAkyaM mo no parati haraye "nAtha ! kutrAsi vakti" / bacmaH kiJcivirama saraso bho dayAso! proSya, tAmisvA'tra tvamanucaratAssarvamA tapasyAm // 43 / / anvaya-arbha (nAtha) he nAtha ! (iha) isa samaya (tayA sarvam muktam) usane saba kucha chor3a diyA hai (param tvam na muktaH asi) para tumheM nahIM chor3A hai (naH vAkyam / hama logoM kI bAta ko vaha (hRdaye no gharati) citta meM hI nahIM lenI hai / (nAtha ! kutra asi bakti) kevala he nAtha ! tuma kahAM ho yahI kahatI hai / (bacmaH) anaH hama prApase yahI kahate haiM ki (kizcat tapasaH virama) kucha samaya taka tapasyA meM prApa virAma le leM aura (bho dayAlo) he dayAlo! (tAm prabodhya) use samajhAkara phira (atra itvA) yahAM Akara ke (svam) pApa (sarvabhadrAm) sarvamaMgalakAriMgI (tapasyAm) tapasyA kI (anucaratAta) pArAdhanA kreN| Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 58 vacanadUtama bhASArtha- he nAtha ! yadyapi tatrI rAjula ne isa mamaya saMba se moha mamanA chor3a dI hai, para Apase nahIM chor3I hai / hama satra taraha ge use samajhAne bujhAte haiM para usake citta meM eka bhI bAta nahIM jamanI, vaha jo eka hI raTa lagAye rahatI hai ki he nAtha ! ma kahAM ho? isaliye hamArI to prApase prArthanA eka yahI hai ki kucha samaya ke liye Apa tapaHsAdhanA se virAma levAra use samajhAne 1 pazcAt yahAM Akara sarva hitIi tapasyA meM lavalIna ho jaate| hor3A svAmin ! saba kucha sakhI ne tumheM pai na chor3A mohAdhInA bana ra tumheM citta meM hai biThAyA A A Ake nizadina use sarva hI bAndhavAdi pyAre bodhapradavacana se khUba saMbodhate haiM to bhI ho ho vaha anamanI bolatI bola aise ho jAtA hai sunakara jinheM citta meM kSobha bhArI choDA hai kyoM ? tajakara liyA zAla kA kmoM sahArA ___ kyA thA merA prabATa karate doSa yoM chor3a denA . zobhA detA ? mahi vaha unhe" prArthanA hai ataH ye svAmin ! jaldI calakara use Apa saMbodha doge to hI hogA sucita usakA, hai na anya prayatna ho jAvegI vaha sucita so bAda meM zrApa vhA hI A jAveM prau tapa bahu ta sarvakalyANakArI / / 43 / / nAya ! prApako chor3a sakhI ne saba kucha apanA chor3a diyA, samajhAne para nahIM samajhatI aisA nija ko banA liyA, kahatI hai basa ! yahI ki mujhako vina kAraNa kyoM chor3A hai ghara ko chor3a zaila se pAkara kyoM yaha nAtA jor3A hai, aisI vyathAbharI jaba usakI bAteM hama saba sunatI haiM, to mana TUka TUka ho jAtA taba upAya yaha sunatIM hai pApa padhAre usake mandira aura use samajhA yAveM phira prAkara ke nAtha ! yahIM para lIna sunapa meM ho jAveM // 43|| Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtama cintAM tyaktvA nijahRvi hale ! dhairyamAdhAya duHkhaM, soDhavyaM se nipatitamidaM svAmivairAgyajanyam itthaM tAvadyuvatitatibhirbodhitA'pyastabuddhiH kRtvAsskandaM patati bhuvi sA niH sahAyA lateva // / 44 / / chor3a meM anya artha - he nAtha ! jaba usase vahAM kI nava ba aisA kahatI hai ki () he sakhi ! (cintA) killA ko (m prAvAya) dhIraja dhArA karake (svAmivairAgyajanyam) svAmI ke vairAgya ho jAne se utpanna hue (nipatitam) Akasmika (idam duHkham ) isa duHkha ko (te goDhavyam) tujhe mahatA cAhiye, (ittham ) isa prakAra ( yuvatitatibhiH bodhitA api) navIna vadhunoM ke dvArA samajhAI gayI bhI vaha (zrastabuddhiH ) nAsamajha kI jaisI (prAkandaM kRtvA) mAkrandana karake (niHsahAyA latA hava) sahAre binA kI latA ke samAna (sA bhuvi nipatati ) vaha jamIna para gira par3atI hai / chor3o cintA zrava, hRdaya meM he sakhI ! dhairya bAMdhoM, jaise bhI ho mu-sahana karo duHkha jo Apar3A hai "svAmI ne hai tajakara mujhe bIca meM vyAha ke hI 55 bhAvArtha- he sakhi ! zrama tuma cintA mata karo jo honA thA vaha to ho hI gayA hai / ryapUrvaka akasmAt prAye hue isa dukha ko aba sahana kiye binA koI cAha nahIM hai| isa prakAra se navodvAbhoM dvArA samajhAye jAne para bhI vaha nahIM mamabhatIpratyuta duHkha kI adhikatA ke baDha jAne ke kAraNa chinnalatA sama sahAre binA kIlatA jaisI jamIna para gira par3atI hai / dIkSA lelI nahi zratra rahI maiM kahIM ko, kahUM kyA" so yo cintA tuma mata karo jo huA, bhUla jAo Age kyA hai aba su karanA citta meM ye vicAro gracchA hogA saba taraha se kyoM dukhI ho rahI ho jo huA hai vaha saba bhale ke liye hI huA hai aisI zikSAnavayuvatiyAM jvoM use haiM sunAtI - tyoM hI vo to kSitipatita ho - china mUlAlatA so Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtama ho jAtI hai, calakara ataH Apa sadbodha deva merI pyArI usa sajani ko ApakI jo priyA thI / / 44 / / nAtha ! nagara kI navavadhue~ jaba usako yo samajhAtI haiM / gaI vastu kI cintA choDo nitA paina cugatI hai| cintA ko kahate haiM jJAnI bar3I citA se bhI badatara citA bhasma karatI ajIva ko yaha sajIva ko yaha citadhara chor3o cintA, dharo dharya ko aba mana meM, tuma sahana karosvAmI ke vairAgyajanya isa dukha ko, samatAbhAca dharo, jo kucha huprA bhUla jAvo tuma pAge kyA karanA sosro isa amUlya mAnavajIvana ko para ghintA se mata doco aisI maMjula moTI vANI se jaba ve samajhAtI haiM nahIM samajhatI pratyuta vaha to ro rokara gira jAtI haichinnamUla vratatI ke jaisI--, naba ma saba ghabar3AtI haiM aisI nikaTa dazA meM bhI kyoM tumheM dayA nahIM AtI hai / / 4 / / sakhI nemi prati tatpratibodhanopAyaM prakaTayati - gatvA doSNA virahamalinaM tanmukha kSAlayitvA, toyena tvaM tavanumuluka: satasaM pAyayitvA kRtvA''zvastAM kuzalagadanApRcchanAyaM viziSTa vaktu dhIraH stanitavacanarmAninI prakrameyAH / / 4 / / andhaya-artha-he nAtha ! (tvaM) prApa (gatvA) yahAM se jAveM aura jAkara ke (toyena) zItala jala meM (viramalinam) viraha meM malina hue (nAmukham) usake mukha ko dhotre (kSAlayitvA) dhokara phira Apa (tadanu) bAda meM (culukaH) apanI cullamoM se (sadasa pAyitvA) use sundara rasa pilAve. pilA karake (aAzvastAm vastrA) use prAzvasta kareM-aura Azvasta ho jAne para (kuzalagadanApucchanAya : viziSTa stanitambacanaiH) phira prApa kuzala kahane aura puchane Adi,zrApa viziSTa hRdayahArI vacanoM se (dhIraH) dhIraja ke sAtha (mAninI vaktum prakramethAH) usa mAninI ko samajhAyeM / bhAvArya he nAtha ! maiM bhApako usa apanI Teka para par3I huI sakhI ko samajhAne kI prakriyA batalAtI hUM-prApa yahA~ meM jAkara mavaprathama nimala zItala jala se Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam apane hAtha se hI usake viraha malina mukha ko dhokara aura culluoM dvArA seva nAraMgI evaM anAra Adi phaloM kA rasa pilAkara use prAzvasta kareM -- phira hRdayaMgama vacanoM dvArA unake kuzalatAdi ke samAcAra pUcheM / jAkara jaldI ghara para vibho ! zrApa usake, yahAM se, dekheM usako, malina mukha hI zrApako ko dikhegI pAnI lekara prathama usakA grAsya dhonA svayaM hI, pIche cullU bhara kara rasoM ko pilAtA prabho ? tuma, Azvasta ho jaba isa taraha se vibho ! Apa pIche fa vama bgunensai --- karanA, karate samaya usakI bhAvanA jAna loge ||45 || nAtha ! yahAM se Apa zIghra hI zvasurasadana para jAkara ke biravyathita vijayitAjanako apanA darzana dekarakezAnta kIjiye, yaha prazAnta hai, yahIna vaha bilakula hai, jala dina mIna tulya vaha tuma bina hAya ! hAya ! pratibyAkula hai, jAkara dhairya baMghAzrI usako, maiM upAya batalAtI hUM, suno suno tuma usa upAya ko maiM tumako samajhAtI hUM, jAkara pahile jala lekarake usake virahmalina mukha ko apane hAthoM se dho denA, phira cullU bhara bhara rasa ko dhIre dhIre use pilAnA aura pUchanA phira usase kSemakuzala, yoM karane se hI hogA prAzvAsana usako tuma to karuNA ke zrava ho dayA yogya hai vaha prANI sukha dAyaka bAzI kahane meM kaho kaunasI haiM hAni // 45 // usoccha, vAtairadharadazanacchAdanaM kRSNayansoM, bhUpIThasthAmacalanayanAM drakSyasi tvAM samIkSya / sA svatprApya vividha niyamAn saMskRtAn vismaransI, svatpAdArtha karuNavirutaM kuryatI kSepsyati svAm // 46 // *s Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanalam anvaya-artha-he nAtha ! (uSNoLyAsaH) garama garama zvAsoM se (adharadazana- / cchAdanas) apane adharoSTha ko (kRSNayantI) kRSNa karatI huI, evaM (bhUpIThasthAm) bhUmirUpa Asana para baiThI huI usa merI sakhI ko (acajanamanAm) mApa animiSanetra huI (drakSyati) dekheMge / (sA) vaha cAi) tumheM dekhakara vaha kanAna pUrsa meM bhApakI prApti ke nimitta kiye gaye (vividhaniyamAn) aneka prakAra ke niyamoM ko (vismarantI) bhUlatI huI (karuNavirutam) aura karuNAjanaka vilApa (kurvatI) karatI huI (tvatpAdAne) mAyake caraNoM ke Age (svAma kSepsyati) apane Apako patita-visarjita kara degii| arthAt mApake pAvana caraNoM meM gira jaaygii| magara jaisA adhara usakA uSNa uccha bAsa dvArA, kAlA hokara prakaTa karatA duHkha kI tIvratA ko, aisI duHkhI vaha priya sakho pApako bhUmi pai hI baiThI rosI suthiranayanA dekhane ko milegI, dekhegI vo jaba sadana meM prApa Aye hue haiM to jAvegI visara niyamoM ko kiye gaye sabhI ko, rotI rotI caraNayuga meM Apake pA par3egI hogI dhanyA, divasa usakA sAdhanA dhanya hogI / nAtha ! dhadhakatI viraha agni meM prasikSaNa usakI patrAmoM koitanA uSNa kara diyA jinane kRSNa kara divA proDoM ko aise sUkhe kAle hoMThoM se sanAtha vaha nAtha ! sakhI jirAkI tumane sabara na abataka lI, nahi jisakI bAta rakhI komala, kAnta kAmanAoM ko jisakI tumane masala diyA bho virAga dhara karake prAkara isa pahAr3a para bAsa kriyA animiSa dRga baha tar3apa rahI hai nAtha ! prAyake darzana ko svAgata, bhAvabhakti karane ko, karane caraNasparzana ko kSopIrUpI Asana Upara baiThI baha jaba dekhegI prAmA hunA madana meM tumako, to ikadama uTha baiThegI "bhUla" bhUlakara vaha niyamoM ko rotI rotI pAvegI mAtmasamarpaNa hetu prApake caraNoM meM gira jaayegii| Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam zyAmA zyAmA viraha vikalA duHkhadAvAgmidagyA, tanvI tanvI zithilagamamA mandamanvaprajalpA / khimA khinnA pati vadanAta ki svayAha pramuktA, gasvA zIghra kathayatu bhavAn kAraNaM dharjanasya // 47 // anvaya-prarya he nAtha ! yadyapi vaha (zyAmA) yauvanavatI hai (virahanikalA ) phira bhI biraha se vikala, aura ( duHkhadAvAgnidagdhA ) duHsvarUpI dAvAnala se dagdha hone ke kAraNa ( zyAmA ) kAlI ho gaI hai| ( tanvI sandhI) usakI zArIrika sthiti itanI adhika kamajora ho gaI hai ( zithilagamanA ki baha ThIka taraha se cala phira bhI nahIM sakatI hai / (mandamanvaprajalpA ) bolatI hai to bahuta hI dhIme svara meM bolatI hai / ( jimnAkhilA ) atyanta duHkhita huI vaha (kiM svayA aham pramuktA ) "tumane mujhe kyA tyAga diyA hai" ( vadanAt vahati / mukha se yahI kahatI hai / ataH (bhavAn) pApa (zIghram gatvA) jaldI se jaldI jAkara ( barbanasya kAraNam vathavatu) use chor3ane kA kAragA btlaabho| bhAvArtha-he nAtha ! Apake viraha janya duHkha kI adhikatA ke kAraNa vaha nAlI dikhane lagI haiM / kamajora vaha itanI jyAdA ho gaI haiM ki use calane phirane meM bhI kaSTa hotA hai, bolate samaya usakI AvAja spaSTa nahIM nikalatI hai| atyana vikala banI huI sirpha vaha yahI kahatI hai phi "vinA kAraNa tumane mujhe kyoM sajA" so mApa yahAM se jAkara use chor3ane kA kAraNa batAveM / zyAmA zyAmA zithilagamanA duHkhadAvAgnidagyA tanvI tanvo viraha-vikalA mandamandaprajalpA khinnAkhinnA vaha basa yahI bolatI hai ki kyoM hesvAmin ! tyAgA truTi bina mujhe doSa merA huA kyA ? jaldI jAke aba tuma use tyAgane kA nimitta jaise bhI ho samaya tapa kA nAtha ! thor3A bacA ke saMbodho-to isa taraha se nAtha ! vo svasthacittA ho jAvegI, dukhita-dukha kI hai davA eka ye hI / / 4 / / viraha-duHkha ne merI prAlI kara dI kAlI kAlI hai cintAoM ne matha matha karake kRzazarIra kara DAlI hai virahayadi usake tana mana meM pratikSaraNa jalatI rahatI hai, usakI bhISaNa jvAlA se vaha jhulasIjhulasI rahatI hai / kheda khinna ho kahatI hai vaha "kAraNa vinA piyA ne kyoM tyAgA mujhe" batAyo jAkara priye ! tyAga kA kAraNa yoM 11I Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam sA svanAmasmaraNasudhayA siktagAtrA sajIvA, kintu svAnte birahasapanarAtmaniSThatva-zUnyA / natta tvad yA mavanasadRzaM kADa, kSate'nyaM pumAMsam, saMrakSyA'to bhavati bhavatA no khalapekSaNIyA // 4 // pranyaya-artha-he nAya ! ( tvannAmasmaraNasudhayA siktagAtrA ) Apake nAma ke smaraNarUpa amRta se usakA zarIra siJcata hone se vaha yadyapi prANa sahita hai-marI nahIM hai (kintu) parantu ( sthAnte virahatapanaiH prAtmaniSTatvazUnyA) phira bhI vaha mana meM apane Apako marI huI-nirjIva huI-sI mAna rahI hai--maiM sajIva hUM aisA nahIM samajha rahI hai / aura (yA) jo (tvat Rte) Apake sivAya ( mabanasadRzaM anyaM pumAMsaM no kAGkSate) madana ke jaise kisI anya puruSa kI AkAMkSA nahIM kara rahI hai / ( ataH) isaliye (bhavatA) Apake dvArA baha ( saMrakSyA ) rakSA karane ke yogya hai ( upekSaNIyA no) upekSA karane ke yogya nahIM hai / bhAvArSa-he nAtha ! baha ApakA nAma smaraNa karatI rahatI hai. isI kAraNa vaha abhI taka jIvita hai, nahIM to kabhI kI vaha Apake viyoga meM mRtyu ko prApta ho jAtI, Apake prati usakI itanI adhika zraddhA hai ki vaha Apake sivAya kAmadeva jaise sundara manya kisI bhI puruSa ko nahIM cAhatI hai, ataH jaise bhI ho pApa usakI rakSA kareM, upekSA na kreN| tva nAmasmRtyanupama sudhA se prabho ! gAtra uskA, pUrA pUrA bilakula huaA hai sanA, so isI sehai vo jindA, para viraha se nAtha ! ho gaI marI sI sadyaH hogI asuvirahitA dekhane meM lage yoM dekho to hai vidhigati vibho ! hAya ! kasI anokhI ye jo rAjImati para mahAduHstra kI haiM ghaTAe~ AI jaldI ghirakara, par3e prANa haiM saMkaToM meM "nemI hI haiM isa bhava virSa nAtha mere salone hove koI manasija jisA, maiM use bhAI jaisAmAna hU, so-isa taraha kI hai pratijJA sakhI kI so he svAmin ! aba usa sakhI ke sahAre tumhIM ho rakSA ke hI ucita vaha hai hai upekSA ayogya // 4 // Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bacanadrutam nAtha ! prApake anupamanAmAmRta ke sevana karane se tana usakA aba taka rakSita hai kAlakalevA banane se phira bhI to vaha mAna rahI hai viraha-tapana ke jhokoM sesaMtApita hone ke kAraNa bhAloM kI jyoM naukoM se bhide hue kI taraha abhI taka hAya ! svayaM ko marI huI nAtha hIna kurarI ke jaisI bhUkha pyAsa se chINa huI dekho vidhi kA duvilAsa jo prApta huI ko pA na sakItumasI nidhi ko, aura na tumase prANanAtha ko rijhA sakI sundara thA bhavitavya sakhI kA tumasA usako sumana milA aba kaisA yaha badala gayA jo giri para jAkara hAya ! khilA pora parAsApA: usako kalA chor3a diyA tor3a diyA ka~ganA ko pariNaya se bhI mukha ko moDa liyA kyA yoM karanA tumheM ucita thA, kucha bhI to socA hotA zAnI to parapIDA kAraka bIja kabhI bhI nahIM hotA rAjula ke manamandira ke ho tumhI devatA eka vibho ! usakI zvAsocchAsoM ke ho tumhI eka aAdhAra prabho ! madanatulya bhI cAhe koI aura dUsarA jana, mana kousake, haraNa na kara sakatA hai, kyoMki kiyA apane tana kousane tumheM samarpita, so aba usake saMrakSaNa kA mAra nAtha ! prApa para hI nirbhara hai, phira apanA karanA uddhAra // 4 // svIkArArhA bhavatu bhavatA sA'dhunA nAtha ! manye, no vevasyA asubhipatanaM pAtako syAstvameva / svApe'pi tvAM manasi nihitaM vakti ki mAmamuJcaH, na hi svAmin ! kamiva manAgbhASase sAMprataM no // 46 // pratyaya-prayaM-he nAtha ! ( manye ) maiM to yahI mAnatI hUM-ki ( sA ) use ( adhunA ) isa samaya meM (bhavatA) to pApako (svIkArAhI bhavatu) svIkAra kara lenA cAhiye ( no cet ) yadi Apa aisA nahIM karate haiM ( tahi ) to ( asyAH prasuniSatanaM Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam syAt ) isake maraNa ho jAne kI saMbhAvanA hai / ( tvam evaM pAtakI syAH } jisakA tumheM hI pApa lagegA ( svApe api ) nidrA meM bhI (manasi nihitam) mana meM rahe hue { tvAm ) pApa se ( vakti ) kahatI hai-pUchatI hai ki ( mAm ) mujhe ( kim amuJcaH) Apane kyoM chor3A hai ( svAmin ) he svAmin ! (ahi) bolo-uttara do. are ! ( kathamiva ) kyoM nahIM ( sAmpratam ) isa samaya mApa ( manAka bhASase / mujhe thor3A sA bhI uttara de rahe ho / bhAvArtha nAtha ! jaba vaha isa taraha kI prazAnta sthiti bhoga rahI hai to merI rAya meM use isa samaya Apako apanA lenA cAhiye, tAki use dhairya baMdha jAye. nahIM to ho sakatA hai ki usakA akAla maraNa ho jAve aura prApako doSa kA pAtra bananA par3e / prApake prati to usakA itanA adhika gaharA anurAga hai ki vaha sote samaya meM bhI mana meM samAye hue mApase yahI pUchatI hai ki mujhe mApane kyoM chor3A / svAmin ! hai vo zubhama ti satI prApameM rakta cittA, so tyAjyA hai nahiM isa dazA meM muno bAta merI jo bItI so praba tuma use bhUla jAo, samhAro jAke rAjImati ati satI ko, nahIM to banoge jAte uske yadi viraha meM prANa haiM so nimitta nidrA meM bhI basa ! vaha yahI pApase pUchatI hai choDI kyoM hai dayita ! tumane prIti aisI lagAke bolo bolo-trupa mata raho, bAta kyA thI kaho to / / 4 / / nAya ! prApa usako prapamA kara usake dukha ko dUra karo / usakA mana tumameM vilIna hai isakA bhI to dhyAna dharo pUrva ghaTita ghaTanA ko vismRta karake usa para dayA karo prAraNa bace jaise bhI usake aisA hI aba yatna karI yadi aisA nahiM pApa kareMge to yaha nizcaya hI jAnoM prAraNa pakherU ur3a jAyeMge asamaya meM usake mAnoM kyoM nimitta banate ho aise azubha kRsya ke Apa abhI janasA kA mukha manda na hogA yahI kaheMge loga sabhI Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam haiM aparAdhI nemi,-ataH mata banoM Apa isake bhAgI isAI yahI zubhaMkara namIma hAmI rAgI parAkASThAsIta moha hai tuma para usakA nAtha ! suno de ulAhanA supane meM vo tumheM manAtI nAtha ! guto kahatI hai basa ! yahI ki sumane merA kyoM parihAra kiyA yadi aisA hI karanA thA kyoM mere mana meM vAsa kiyA kAraNa binA batAye svAmin ! mana meM se nahiM jA sakate bolo-kucha to kaho-hRdaya-pana l yoM hI kyoM mujha ko tajate / / 86 udvAhe me magagaraNavaSa: syAktiIzoktimAtrAta svaM mAM muktvA vratasamitivAn hanta ! jAto'si sAghuH pRcchAmi svAM manujakaruNA rUpakAruNyahInA cedastItthaM manasi vava ki mAnave zreSThatotA // 50 // anvaya-artha-( IdhA) he nAtha ! ( me udvAhe ) mere vivAha meM ( mRgagaNavadhaH syAt ) mRgapazuoM kA vadha hogA ( iti uktimAtrAt / isa prakAra ke kahane mAtra se ( jam ) aApane ( mAm ) mujhe chor3a diyA aura chor3akara ( hana) bar3e harSa kI bAta hai ki mApa ( vratasamitivAn ) vrata aura samitiyoM kI ArAdhanA karane vAla ( sAvuH jAtaH asi ) sAdhu ho gaye ( "tahi" ) to maiM' (svAm pRcchAmi ) prApase pUchatI hU~ ki ( manujakAsA ) mAnabadayA ( rUmakArupahInA ) pazumoM para kI gaI dayA se hIna hai ? ( ceda ityam asti ) yAda isa prakAra se hai to ( yada ) kaho (mAnave zreSThatA ki uktA) manuSyoM meM zreSThatA kyoM kahI gaI hai ? bhAvArtha-he nAtha ! prApane aisA sunakara ki "isa vivAha meM mRgAdi maka prANiyoM kA vadha hogA'' yadi mujhe chor3a diyA hai aura ye digambarI dIkSA dhAraNa karalI hai to maiM Apase yaha pUchatI hu ki kyA manuSya-dayA se pAzu-dayA bar3I hai ? yadi hai to phira manuSya meM zreSThatA kyoM kahI gaI hai ? uttara dIjiyadekho rAjImati ! ina baMdhe dIna pyAre magoM kI, hogI hatyA isa praNaya ke sUtra meM bandhane se , so chor3A hai pariNaya, suno nAtha ! ye chama hI thA, kyoMki svAmin ! magahanana kA thA na koI irAdA / koI kA bhI, cina samajha ke, kyoM mujhe bIca meM hI Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam chor3A, mor3A badana majhase kyoM, kaho kyA karU maiM jAU kAhAM ! zaraNa kisakI, kauna merA yahA~ hai sAthI, sAthI tuma janama ke the akele, kaho to merI naiyA tuma bina vibho ! pAra kaise lagegI, soco-bolo, cupa mata raho, nAtha ! bolo kaho to tiryaJcoM meM isa taraha kI satkRpA kI apekSA prochI hai kyA manaja karuNA, jo mujhe chor3a dI hai, hAM, aisA hai yadi tuma kaho to batAyo majhe ye, zAstroM meM hai kathana garunoM ne bhalA kyoM kiyA yoM "hotI hai ye manu jatana kI prApti puNyodayena," mere pariNaya ba~dhana se ina ghire hue pazuoM kA nAza / rAjula ! hotA, to maiM kaise inakA lagna sakatA thA trAsa so he nAtha ! nahIM kucha bhI thA yaha to kevala chalabhara thA tumheM virAgI karane ko, yaha racA gayA ADambara thA merI pAzA kI zvAsoM ko ikadama hAya ! kucalane ko cakra calAyA gayA nAtha ! ye mama suhAga-sukha dalane ko nAtha ! pUchatI hUM maiM tumase, hai pazukaruNA se ochI mAnavatanadhArI kI pharuNA? to yaha bAta bhUTha socI kyoMki zAstra mAnava suyoni ko sarvottama batalAtA hai mAnava ke prati mAnava ko upagraha kA pATha par3hAtA hai mAnavatana maulikanidhi jaga meM bar3e puNya se milatA hai mukti-mahala meM jAne kA patha zuddha yahIM se calatA hai ataH anya gatiyoM se yaha gati bar3I anarghya batAyI hai pazumoM para to dayA karI, para mujha para dayA na AvI hai / / 5 / / kSubdha zAntaM bhavati yadi te varzanAtsvAntamasyAH gantavyaM tatsabanamadhunA duHkhibhiH samADhyam dRSTyA sA svAM manasi samatAM dhArayiSyatyananAM nanaM kaSTApatitayinAM sAdhayo'nte zarapyAH // 51 // anvaya-artha-he nAtha ! ( yadi te darzanAt ) yadi Apake darzana se ( kSubdha asyAH svAntam ) kSubdha isa merI sakhI kA mana (zAntaM bhavati) zAnti ko prApta kara Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam letA hai, taba (duHkhamA kRti para etatsanam) usake nivAsa bhavana para ( adhunA ) isa samaya (gantavyam) Apako jAnA cAhiye, (stvAM dRSTvA ) tumheM dekhakara (sA) use ( manasi ) mana meM (anUnAM samatAm dhArayiSyati ) bahuta adhika samatA A jAvegI (nUnam ) yaha to nizcita hai ki (kaSTApatitamavinAm) kaSTa meM par3e hue prANiyoM ke ( a ) anta meM (sAdhavaH zaraNyAH) sAdhujana hI rakSaka hote haiM / bhAvArtha - he nAtha ! yadi Apake darzana pAkara sakhI kA kSubdha hujhA mana zAMti lAbha kara letA hai aura usameM samatA zrA jAtI hai to Apako usake nivAsa bhavana para jo ki duHkhita janoM se bharA huA hai avazya jAnA cAhiye, kyoMki kaSTa meM par3e hue mAnava ke rakSaka anta meM sAdhujana hI to hote haiM / jo thI svAmin ! taba hitaratA nAtha ! chor3I use kyoM ? kyoM ye aisI dukhada ghaTanA Apa dvArA ghaMTI hai ? hai vo sAdhvI isa taraha kI ApakI vRtti se hI - kSubdhasvAntA isa samaya meM, so prabho ! Apase haiaisI arjI - ki yadi usakA kSubdhasvAnta prazAnta ho jAtA hai-tava daraza se to padhAreM sakhI ke prAsAdoM meM sakala jinameM baMdhu duHkhI bane haiM dekhegI vo jaba prabhu ! tumheM to bhagegI azAnti jAgegI madhura usake citta meM zAnti zAnti hote kaSTApatitajana ke kaSTahantA susanta || 65. jo thI zubhacintaka sadaiva se jisane apanA tumako hI, saba kucha samajhA thA svAmin! kyoM chor3a diyA hai usako ho vinA vicAre kiye kArya se vyartha kaSTa meM DAla diyA nAtha ! Apane usa abalA ko asamaya meM jo tyAga diyA zrama kartavya yahI kahatA hai kama se kama usako to do apane darzana samatA ghara kara, mamatA taja, karuraNA yuta ho aisA karane se usakA mana zAntabhAva se yuta hogA zrIkaMpa ho karake tumako vividha duAeM hI degA Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacamadUrAma prataH padhAro nAtha ! kRpA kara dukhiyA ke usa mandira meM duHkhita bandhujanoM se jo hai parivRtta bAhara andara meM hogA bhalA bhApakA hogA jIvana usakA harAbharA kaSTApatita janoM kA rakSaka hotA jaga meM saMta barA // 51 / / almAyAsa bhavati sulabhaM yacca tatpUrvametra, saMprAptavyaM vibudhajamatA mosimA pravAsti muktizcette nanu priyatamA sA mahaDistapobhi haklezavivividhibhiH kaSTasAdhyazca labhyA / / 52 // prazvaSa-arya-he nAtha ! (yat) jo vastu (malpAyAsai:) thoDe se parizrama dvArA (sula meM bhavati) sAdhva-prApta hone yogya hotI hai ( tat pUrvam eva saMprAptavyam ) use pahale hI prApta kara lenI cAhiye ( etA nIti vijuSajanatA prakti) isa nIti ko prAjajana kahate haiM. so (cet) yadi (te) prApako (muktiH nanu priyatamA) mukti hI atyanta priya hai to (sA) vaha (dehaklezaiH) zarIra ko kaSTakArI (vividhavidhibhiH) aneka prakAra kI vidhiyoM vAle aise (kaSTa sAdhyaiH) kaSTasAdhya (mahadbhiH tapobhiH) bar3e 6 tapoM dvArA (labhyA) prApta hotI hai / bhAvArya he nAtha ! jo prAzajana haiM. ve to aisA hI kahate haiM ki jo thor3e se parizrama karane se prApta hone yogya ho to use pahile le lenI cAhiye / parantu prApa to ulTA hI kArya kara rahe haiM / dehaklezakArI kaSTasAdhya aise tapoM dvArA jo bar3e parizrama se prApta hone vAlI hai use bhApa prApta karane ke liye kaTibaddha ho gaye haiM mora jo alpAyAsa sAdhya hai use chor3a rahe haiM, so aisA nItiviruddha kArya karanA aApako zobhA nahIM detA hai / svAmin ! jo ho sulabha alyAyAsa se vaha prathama ho le lenA hI ucita hai yoM nItivettA batAte mukti zrI hai yadi prabhu ! tumheM sarva zreyaskarI to hai vo aisI sulabha nahiM jaisI sulamyA sakhI hai vo to nAnA niyama brata kI sAdhanA se sadhe hai 1 saba se zreSTha pyArI (2) to vo aisI sulabha nahIM hai hai jisI ye dulArI Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bacanadUtam hotI jisase vividha duHkhoM kI jhaDI prAtmA meN| mAnoM pare ! haTha nArI jo kahA hai vicAro, soco sabakA bhalA apanA hI bhalA kyoM sa~bhAro / / 12 / / kaMdhikAlaM niyasa nilaye sadgRhIbhUya, pazcAt, rAjImatyA saha yadupate ! nivizeSajayantam / manyasva evaM suvacanamidaM svAgrahaM mukhya nAtha ! mogaM bhuktavA na bhavati gRhI muktipAtraM na catat // 53 // anvaya-artha he nAtha ! (sadgRhIbhUya) sadagRhastha hokara pApa (kaJcitvAlam) kucha samaya taka ( nilaye nivasa ) ghara para raho phira ( yadupate ) he yadupate ! prApa (rAjImatyA maha) rAjImatI ke sAtha (UrjayantaM nivizeH) isI giranAra para bhAjAnA / (idaM suvacanaM manyasva) Apa merI isa bAta ko mAno (nAtha ! svAgrahaM muDaca) nAtha ! aApa prAgraha ko chor3o, ( etat na ) aisA nahIM hai ki (bhogamuktvA) bhogoM ko bhoga kara ( gRhI muktipAtraM na bhavati ) gRhastha mukti kA pAtra nahIM hotA hai / bhAvArya--- he nAbha ! bhApa merI bAta mAno aura apane Agraha ko chor3o pahile Apa kucha samaya taka sadagRhastha banakara ghara para raho bAda meM rAjImatI ke sAtha hI isI giranAra parvata para Akara tapasyA karanA / bhaugoM ko bhogane ke bAda bhI gRhastha mukti kA pAtra banA rahatA hai ! - hai rAjula ke nAtha ! raho kucha dina taka ghara meM mata jAmo ghara chor3a abhI isa naI umara meM rAjula ke hI sAtha sAtha raha kara vrata pAlo sadagRhastha bana saMpama-dama-kA mArga saMbhAlo cArita' susthira baneM, rAjamati ke saMga taba hI dharo digambara veSa bano nigraMtha svayaM hI (1) bhoga muktvA na punaridaM muktipAtraM bhavetro / / Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam karo samasyA nAtha ! isI giri para phira donoM aise hogA zAnta sakhI kA syAnta salono mAno merI bAta to yaha prAgraha dukhakara paricita hokara bhoga chor3anA hotA sukhakara paramparA se gRhI vratI banakara hotA hai muktipAtra niHzalya zAstra aisA kahatA hai / / 53 / / sAdhozcitte kvacidapi kadApyasti na vaidhavattiH, advaitAtmA bhavati sa yataH zatrumitre samAnaH / nocennAsau gahitamanAH svAnunako jalubdhaH siddha rdhAma ajati na sakaH svAnya kAruNyahonaH / / 5 / / anvaya artha --he nAtha ! ( sAdhoH citte ) sAdhu ke citta meM (kvacidapi kadApi ) kisI bhI samaya meM kabhI bhI { dve pravRttiH na bhavati) vadhavRtti nahIM hotI hai ( yataH ) kyoMki (sa) vaha ( advaitAtmA bhavati / prahana svabhAva vAlA hotA hai. isIlive ( zatrumitra samAnaH ) zatru aura mitra usakI dRSTi meM samAna hote haiN| ( no caita ) yadi aisI dRSTivAlA ( aso ) vaha ( na ) nahIM hai to vaha mAdhu nahIM hai ( gahitamanAH ) kintu nidanIya vicAra vAlA ( svAdubhakSye pralubdhaH ) yaha susvAdubhojana meM pralubdha huA asAghu hI hai 1 maura aisA ( sakaH ) vaha prasAdhu ( svAnyakAruSya hInaH) apanI aura para kI dayA se rahita huprA (siddha dhAma ) muktisthAna meM ( na brajati ) nahIM pahuMcatA hai / bhAvArtha--sAdhu kabhI bhI kisI bhI jagaha nija para ke bheda se vihIna hokara samadRSTi bAlA hI hotA hai / yadi baha aisI pravRtti vAlA nahIM hai to vaha sAdhu nahIM kintu bhakSya padArtha kI lolupatA vAlA asA hI hai. yaha kabhI bhI saMsAra se pAra nahIM ho sakatA hai| svAmin ! hotA munimana sadA ekasIvRttivAlA, hotA kiJcit nahi viSamatA kA adhiSThAna usameM ye hai merA priyavara sakhA ye na merA sakhA hai Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam ye hai merA azubhakaratA ye mujhe zAnti detA hotI aiso nahi tanika bhI kalpanA svapna meM bhI hotI vRtti svaparakaruNAzIla sAdhujanoM kI sacce tyAgo parajanadukhI dekhate AI cita ho jAte haiM-para nahiM vibho ! pApa meM AtA hai aise kaise taba prabhu ! tumheM muktirAnI baregI // 54 / / svaparabheda se rikta sadA munijana mana hotA dvividhA kA sadbhAva nahIM vahAM milatA sotA zazu miSa sammAda yahA soDA karatA nahIM viSamatAbhAva vahAM apanA pada rakhatA ho isase viparIta vRtti vaha sAdhu nahIM hai vaha hai makSya pralubdha svAdu para baJcaka hI hai tyAgI hote dayAzIla para dukha meM duHkhI / para sukha meM hoM sukhI yahI unakI sattI / / 54 / / zobhA te syArajagati ca yathA svA tathA'haM bomi svasthA sA vA bhavati yayA taM vidhi cApi vlim| gatyA tara prathamamanurAgAttvayA sA samIkyA pRSTavyA tatkuzalavacana maMstake sparzanIyA // 55 // - - anvaya-prayaM--he nAtha ! ( jagati ) saMsAra meM ( yathA ) jisa prakAra se ( te) mApakI zobhA-zreSThatA ho sakatI hai ( aham ) maiM ( tvAM ) prApako ( tathA bImi ) usa upAya ko kahatI hUM. aura ( yayA ) jisa prakAra ( sA vA svasthA bhavati / baha svastha ho sakatI ( taM vidhi vApi ) usa vidhi ko bhI maiM ( cami ) Apame kahatI hUM ( tvayA ) mApa (prathamam ) pahale ( tava ) vahAM para ( gasvA) jAkara ke ( anurAgAt ) bar3e anurAga se ( sA samIkSyA ) use dekheM. pazcAt ( taskuzalavacanaH) usase usake kuzAla samAcAra pUche / aura phira usake ( mastake syaganIyA) mastaka para hAtha phereN| bhAvArtha-he nAtha ! rAjula kA parityAga karane para bhI mApI saMsAra meM kauni banI rahe, loga pApako nAma na rakheM-isakA upAya maiM batAtI hai aura sAtha meM yaha Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam bhI batAtI hai ki vaha isa prakAra se svasthacitta hogI ! prApa yahAM se usake ghara para jAveM, aura sarbaprathama use pranurAga se dekheM, bAda meM prApa usakI usase kuzalatA pUche bhaura pUchakara phira usake mastaka para hAtha phereN| svAmin ! zobhA aba jagata meM ApakI yoM bar3hegI koI bhI to nahiM ghara sakegA tumheM nAma nAtha ! ho jAvegI mama vaha sakhI svastha bhI jo banI hai asvasthA-hai basa ika yahI nAtha ! isakA upAya jaise, ho vo dukha virahitA meM use hU~ batAtI jAveM pahale mahala bhItara Apa usake, yahAM se dekheM usako nayanabharake bAda meM pApa pUche ho to acchI taraha tuma kyoM soca merA karo ho pAzA merI sajana banane kI tajo po hameM do-- prAjJA dIkSA grahaNa karane kI khuzI se dukhI kyoM-- hotI, sAthI nahiM jagata meM koI hotA janama kA chor3o chor3o bilakula lagA moha ye pUrva prava kA aisA svAmin ! kaha kara use prApa saMbodha denA pro mAthe paM kara dhara vidA sAtha hI mAMga lenA ho jAvegI baha niyama se svasthacittA salonI mA jAnA phira mudritacita ho Apa svAmin ! yahIM pai / / 55 / / kAcirasakhI tasminneva samaye ghaktIttham sarvotkRSTastava parikaro devamudrAtizAyo, dehaste'yaM tribhuvanapate ! vaibhavaM cAstyanatpama cittAlAbI paramamahimopetazaktiH prabhAvaH sanyio bhuvana vivitaH kinnu sAdhyaM tapobhiH // 56 // anvaya-arya--( tribhuvanapate ) he tribhuvana ke pati / ( tava parikaraH ) pAekA parikara ( sarvotkRSTaH ) saMsAra meM saba se utsama hai ( te ayaM dehaH ) prApakA yaha Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam yaha zarIra ( devamudrAtizAyI ) devoM ke zarIra ko bhI tiraskRta karatA hai. unake zarIrase bhI bar3hakara hai / ( vaibhava anarUpaM masti) baMbhava bhI prApakA kama nahIM haiM ( cittAlAdI paramamahimopetazaktiH ) samasta jIvoM ke citta ko lubhAne vAlA maura paramamahimA ko garimA se vidi bhakti se saMpana ( bhASa: ) ApakA prabhAva hai tathA vaha ( sarvaH mAnyaH ) samasta jIvoM kI zirodhArya evaM ( bhuvanaviditaH ) tribhuvana vidita hai. aisI sthiti meM ( tapobhiH kinnu sAdhyam ) praba aura kyA tapasyA se bhApa prApta karanA cAhate haiM / bhAvArtha- he tribhuvanapate ! jaba ki prApake pAsa kisI bhI vastu ko kamI mahIM hai. ApakA parikara saba se baDhacaDha kara hai. devoM kI deha se bhI uttama bhApakA zarIra hai. vaibhava kI kamI nahIM, prabhAda bhI ApakA prasAdhAraNa hai. to phira pApa hameM battAno ki Apa tapasyA karake aura kaunasI praba vastu prApta karanA cAha rahe ho / sarvottama hai parikara prabho ! deha bhI ApakI hai, devoM se bhI adhika uttama, aura hai ApakA yevaibhava bhArI-kamI kucha bhI vastu kI hai na koI cittAlAdI paramamahimopeta sAmarthyavAlA sarvaprANI-mahita aisA hai anokhA prabhAva svAmin ! isase adhika aba tuma aura kyA cAhate ho jisake khAtira kaThinatara ye pAdarI hai tapasyA mAnoM neme ! uTha ghara calo dhairya sabako ba~dhAyo / / 56 / / anyA kAcittarasakho kathayati ityaM vAJchA zramaNavara ! yA'bhUnmadIvAna hetuH nissaMgastvaM kSitibhRti kathaM vAribindUskarosthAm poDA hA ! prASi ravimuSi kSobhakR jhaMjhayA'smin yukta boDhAspanalaviyute sadbha tasyAH prayAhi // 5 // amyaya-artha - ( bhramaNavara ) he zramaNottama ! ( itthaM madIyA yA vAJchA ) isa prakAra ke jo merI bhASanA ( abhRt ) huI hai so ( atra hetuH ) isake hone meM kAraNa hai| aura vaha kAraNa aisA hai ki ( tvaM nissaMgaH ) pApa saMga-pariyai-se rahita ho. grAH Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadbhutam ( kSitibhUti ) isa pahAr3a para ( yAribindUskaro tyAm ) pAnI kI binduoM se utpanna huI pIDA ko ( ravimuSi asmin prAvRSi) sUrya ko Dhaka dene vAle isa arSAkAla meM jo ki ( kSobhayA) kSoma ko utpanna karane se ( yukta ) sahita hai. evaM (manala viyute ) agni se bhI vihIna hai ( kayaM ) ( voDhAsi ) sahana karoge. ( tasyAH sadma pramAhi ) isaliye zrApa usake ghara jAyeM / kaise 72 vizeSArtha - dekho prabhu -sAvana kA to yaha mahinA hai aura ApakA zarIra vastra vihIna hai. varSA ke sAtha 2 jaba jhA bAyu kA prakopa hogA to zrApakA zarIra una ThaMDI 2 jalabindugroM ko kaise sahana karegA. sukhA IMdhana yahAM milegA nahIM ki jise jalAkara bhApa zIta nivAraNa kara sakeM / ataH uttama yahI hai, ki isa samaya zrApa merI sakhI ke bhavana para hI khalakara virAjeM / sAvana kA hai samaya, barasA mUsalAdhAra hogI, sAdhana bhI to kucha nahi prabho ! pAsa meM Apake hai / hogA kaise sahana tuma se kaSTa barasAta kA the, svAmin! bhASavana bhI to jora jaba 2 karegA / kaise hogA sahana usakA vega taba caMDa ThaMDA, meghoM se bhI gaganatala meM sUrya prAvRta rahegA / bAdhA hogI nahi tanika bhI zIta kI dUra, soco, sUkhA IMdhana jaba nahi yahAM tApane ko milegA kaise hogI prakaTa tana meM uSNatA nAtha ! soco bAdhAoM se bacakara prabho ! iSTa hai jo tapasyA to hai ye hI ucita pradhutA Apako zrApa jAyeM bAdhAoM se rahita sajanI ke sadana meM khuzI se / / 75 / / kAcidamunA prakAreNa svAmiprAyaM brUte vidyantaM stanitamukharaM dardurArAvaduSTam 19 kAdambinyA''kulita nikhilaprAzicakraM viSADhyam zyAlayaH kRmikulazataiH saMparItaM vibhAthya mAsaM hyevaM tyaja girivaraM sa tasyAH prayAhi // 58 // Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam manmaya-artha-" he nAtha ! ( vidya dvantam ) isa sAvana ke mahIne meM pAkAza meM bijaliyAM camakeMgI (stanitamukharam ) meSoM kI gar3agar3AhaTa hogI ( dadrAvaduSTam ) meMDhakoM ko cAroM prora Tarra Tarra karNakaTuka prAbAz2a hogI ( kAdambinyAkulitanikhilaprANipakram ) meghamAlA pratyeka prANI ko bhAkula myAkula karaMgI ( zyAlaH cyAlaH kRmikulazataH ) zyAloM vyAloM evaM saikaDoM kRmiyoM se bhUmi vyApna rahegI. so ( evaM mAsam vibhAvya) isa prakAra isa mahine kA vicAra kara ( girivaraM tyaja ) Apa isa giri ko chor3a deM aura ( tasyAH saba prayAhi ) sakhI ke bhavana meM pdhaareN| bhAvArtha-sAvana kA he nAtha ! yaha mahinA cala rahA hai-isameM bijaliyAM camakeMgI, mevoM kI gar3agar3AhaTa bhI hogI, meMDaka bhI saba pora boleMge barasAta ke kAraNa pratyeka prANI mAkula vyAkula dikhAI degA. ataH Apase merI yahI prArthanA hai ki Apa isa giri ko chor3akara nirvighna rUpa se dharmadhyAna karane ke nimitta sakhI ke bhavana meM pdhaareN| sAvana kA hai samaya isameM nAtha ! saudAmanIyAM, camakeMgI jaba sadhana nabha meM aura AkAza meM bhI hogA bhArI garjana, tumheM taba prabho ! bhaya lagegA pAnI pAnI saba tarapha hI jaba bharA hI dikhegA to jAnoge phira kidhara ko, pApa kucha to vicAro zyAloM, vyAloM, kRmikulazatoM se mahI vyApta hogI to bolo to kyoM kara vibho ! dhyAna meM cita jamegA ____ acchA to hai vasa aba yahI pApa aise samaya meM jAveM rAjImati-bhavana meM chor3a ke nAtha ! giri ko // 58 / / pazcAdAgatA dravitAntaHkaraNA kAcit sakhI saMdezam zrAvayati tasyAH svAmin ! dehastava vivasano vartate'taH kathaM svam, medhebhya stAnaviralagatInirgatAna vAriminUna sAvazyAyAn kamalamasRraNaH zakSyati prASaSalyAn muktvA sAdho ! girivarabhuvaM sAmprataM saudhamehi // 56 // Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam ambaya-artha - ( svAmin ) he prabho ! ( kamalamasRNaH } kamala ke jaisA komala (sava deha vivasanaH vartate ) ApakA zarIra nirvastra vastra dhAraNa kiye hue nahIM hai isaliye vaha (phiTa huI ( sAvazyAyAn) oloM se yukta (tAn ) una (aviralagatIn ) nirantara barasane vAlI (prAvRSeNyAn ) varasAla kI (vArivindun) pAnI kI bU~doM (ko kathaM zakSyati) kaise sahana kara sakegA ? prataH ( sAbho) he sAdhI ! (girivaramuvaM mukvA) isa parvatasthalI ko chor3akara (sAmpratam) Apa isa samaya (sodham ) mere mahala meM (ehi ) mA jAveM ! * bhAvArtha-svAmin! ye varSARtu hai / isameM yaviralagati se pAnI barasegA hI sAtha meM boloM kI bhI vRSTi hogI hI. ataH hameM ye cintA hai ki kamala jaisA komala ApakA yaha nagna pArIra varSA kAlIna isa sthiti kA sAmanA kaise kara sakegA / isaliye acchA yahI hai ki Apa isa samaya yahAM se mere bhavana meM padhAreM / svAmin! hai ye sakalatana hI ApakA bastrahIna rSo kA o samaya yaha hai, dAminI kAminI sIcamakegI, jaba nabhastala meM so cakAcauMdha meM kyA bhegA, taba svayaM soco citta caMcala banegA ghira Avego gaganabhara meM ghanaghaTAe~ vikaTa java barasAyeMgI athakagati se nIra jhole adhika ve jAoge taba kidhara uThakara Thaura bhI kauna degA hogI komala kamala jaise deha kI durdazA hI ThaMDI 2 nagana tana para bUMda jaba 2 par3eMgI hogI kaise sahana unakI ThaMDa, taba yAda ghara ka grAvegI, so basa aba yahI prArthanA nAtha ! ye hai, mAno svAmin! haTha mata karo ghara sakhI ke pA chor3o giri ko milakara vahAM zrAvaNotsava manAo / / 56 / / Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam aparA kAcitsvAbhiprAyamitthaM prakaTayati dolAya tAH pramadavanitA jAnasaktA yadA syu stasmin kAle birahajanitaM gAnamAzrutya tAsAm free se svAsthamava vibho ! dhyAnamagnaM tatastvaM muttavA zodha girivarabhuvaM sAmprataM saudhamehi // 60 // anvaya-yaM - (vibho ) nAtha ! ( dolAyAM jhUloM para baiThI huI ) (vA pramadavanitA ) ve pramadavanitAe~ (yadA) jaba gAnasaktAH syuH) gItoM meM magnacittavAlI baneMgI (tasmin kAle ) usa samaya ( birahajanita sAsI mAnaM Adhutya) unake viraha gItoM ko sunakara te circa kathamida dhyAnamamvaM syAt bhASakA citta dhyAna karane meM kaise lagegA 1 tataH zvam ) isa kAraNa Apa (sAmpratam ) isa samaya ( zIghram ) jaldI se jaldI (mivirabhavaM muktavA) parvatIya pradeza ko chor3akara (sauSaM ehi ) sakhI ke mahala meM padhAro 7 bhASAyeM - svAmin! sAvana kA yaha mahinA hai pramadavanitAe~ bhUloM para bhUlatI huI viraha ke gIta gAyeMgI una gItoM ko sunakara ApakA citta sthira nahIM rahegA / zravaH dhyAna kI sthiratA ke nimitta prApa isa sthAna ko chor3akara sakhI ke bhavana para padhAreM / hai sAvana kA subhaga mahinA ye salonA, bhalo nA proSitabhartRka yuvatijana ko, kyoMki ye kaSTa detA so he svAmin! isa samaya meM Apa pyArI sakhI kejAo ghara pe kyoM zikhara pe Apa baiThe akele sAdhana hai jaba saba kucha vahAM kaSTa kyoM saha rahe ho udyAnoM meM hara jagaha meM nAtha ! jhUlA par3e haiM donoM bhUlo hilamila prabho ! zrAvaNotsava manAo hAthoM meM zrI caraNatala meM meMhadI ko racA ke bhUleMgI jaba pramadavanitA gIta gAtI viraha ke kaise hogA suthira svAmin ! dhyAna una gAyanoM kosunate hI, sare giri taja abhI dhyAnasiddhayarthaM jAno Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 76 vacanadUtam AlI ke hI bhavana, pazcAt sAdhanA rakta honA ||60 // anyA kAcit tatsakhI itthaM gadati dolArUDhA navayuvatayastAratArasvare, gAsyanti tvaM vikalahvayAH zroSyasIha prayItim lakSyIkRtya svarUpatimanovRttimanyatra sata mAse'smiMstAM kathamiha subhIH syA upAlambhapUrNAm // 61 // / anvaya- zrayaM --- (dazelArUDhAH) bhUloM para bhUlatI huI ( navayuvatayaH) taruNa striyAM ( zrasmin mAse ) isa mahine meM (svakapatimanovRttim) prapane 2 patiyoM kI manovRtiko jo ki (anyatra saktAm ) anya striyoM meM yAsakta ho rahI hai (lakSyIkRtya ) lakSya karake ( vikalahRdayA) bikala hRdaya hokara ( tAratArasvareNa ) jora jora se (upalammapUrNa prItim ) ulAhanoM se bhare hue gItoM ko ( gAyanti ) jaba gAyI evaM sAMsa aura vahAM unheM suneMge ( kathaM sudhIH syAH) to ApakI buddhi ThikAne kaise rahegI / bhAvArtha - he nAtha ! nagara kI navoDhAeM isa mahine meM baJcalacittavAlI hokara jhUlA jhUlatI huI bar3e jora 2 se aise gIta ki jinameM apane patiyoM kI anyatra zrAsakta manovRtti ko ulAhanA diyA gayA hai gAveMgI aura unheM Apa suneMge, to zrApakI buddhi susthira kaise rhegii| ataH dhyAna kI siddhi ke liye zrApa sakhI ke bhavana meM padhAreM bhUleMgI jaba navayuvatiyAM gAyeMgI gIta nAnA UMce UMce svarasahita ho, Apake kAna meM beAveMge, taba suthira kaise ApakA citta hogA hoMge unameM usa priya sajana ko upAlambha bhArI jinakA antaHkaraNa rata haiM chor3a ke svapriyA ko paranArI meM, ucita hai so sadma jAveM sakhI ke kAnoM meM taba yaha dhvani nahIM prApake meM par3egI hogI nahiM tava citta vikalatA ghyAna susthira jamegA || 61 // | anyA kAciditthaM pRcchati - Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 77 vacanadUtam ukta nAlaM parabhaviduSaste purastAda, paraM tvaM svIyAvAsyAdvadasi na manAguttaraM yAcyamAnaH pRcchAmassvA vayamatijaDA jJAtapUrva tvayaMtat tarika bhUtvA svamiha suvaro bandhubhiH sAmAgAH // 62 // anvaya-pathaM--(paramaviduSaH te purastAt uktena pralam) he nAtha ! prApa paramabidvAn-pradadhi, manaHparya jJAna ke dhArI ho. prataH aba Apake samakSa hama kyA kheN| itanA hI kahanA kAphI hai / (usaraM yAcyamAnaH) hama prApase jo kahA gayA hai kevala usI ke uttara kI yAcanA kara rahe haiM. (param) parantu (stram) prApa (svIpAt prAsyAn) apane mukha se (manAk) thor3A sA bhI ( na vadasi) uttara nahIM de rahe haiM. anaH { pratijaDAH) pratyanta mandabuddhivAle hama (svAm pRcchAmaH) Apase pUchate haiM ki viyA etat AtapUrvam) prApa to pahile se yaha saba jAnate hI the ( tatkim ) to phira kyoM (tvam iha) Apa yahAM (subarI mUttvAM) acche vara-dUlhA hokara ( bandhubhiH sArdham ) bandhunoM ke sAtha (AgA:) prAye / bhAvArtha -- he nAtha Apa to avadhijJAnazAlI the| prataH pApase kucha bhI chipA nahIM thA, phira bhI hama ajJAnI hone ke kAraNa pApa se yaha pUcha rahe haiM ki jo ye ghaTanA ghaTI hai vaha jaba pahile se hI prApako bAta thI to phira dUlhA banakara prApa yahAM barAta lekara kyoM prAye ? svAmin ! the to tuma janama me hI avadhibodhazAlI phira kyoM aisI aghaTa ghaTanA Apa dvArA ghaTI ye socA hotA yadi prathama me bhUla aisI na hotI haiM ajJAnI hama anna kaheM Apase kyA, kahA jo usakA bhI to tuma tanika bhI nAtha ! uttara na dete ho-sI hama to dasa ava yahI aApase pUchate haiM ye ghaTanA to jaba avadhi se Apako jJAta hI, thii| to kyoM aisI bahuta bhArI prApa se bhUla hui jo Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 78 vacanadUtam dUlhA bana kara saja dhaja yahAM bandhunoM ke sameta Aye, zrI kyoM zraba kara cale raMga meM bhaMga pUrA / / 62 / / atratyAM kiM sakalajanatA evaM saduHkhAM vidhAtu zrAgAH, ki yA bahuparicayAt pUrvakAle'nayamA bhukta bhoge truTi paribhavAjjAyamAna daurmanasyAt kruddho bhUtvA subaramiSAI raniryAtanArtham // 63 / / anvaya- artha - he nAtha ! (tvam ) Apa (kim ) kyA ( pravatyAM sakalajanatA saduHkhAm vidhAtum ) yahAM kI jUnAgaDha kI samasta janatA ko duHkhita karane ke liye (vA) yathA ( pUrvakAle bahuparicayAt) kaI bhavoM se adhika paricaya hone ke kAraNa (nayA zramA) isake sAtha (bhukta bhoge) bhoge gaye bhogoM meM (truTi paribhavAjjAyamAnadInasyAt) huI truTi yA tiraskAra ke kAraNa utpanna hue daurmanasya ko lekara ke (kruddho bhUtvA krodha meM zrAkara ( suvaramiSAt ) pati ke chala se (kim vaira niryAtanArtham) kyA usa vaira bhAva ko bhejAne ke liye (yAgAH ) Aye the ? bhAvArtha - nAtha ! avadhi jJAna ke dvArA pahile se hI isa prakAra kI ghaTanA thApako jJAta to thI hI, phira bhI Apa bArAta lekara yahAM jI Aye aura binA vivAha kiye hI Apa yahAM se cale gye| to hamato isakA kAraNa vahI namakate haiM ki Apa isa prakAra ke vyavahAra se yahAM kI janatA ko duHkhita karane ke liye yA kaI bhavoM ke ati nikaTa ke paricaya se bhogoM ke bhogane meM rAjula dvArA huI truTi se anya koSa ko usase cukAne ke liye usakA badalA lene ke liye hI pati ke veSa meM zrAye the kyA ? jUnAgar3ha kI sakala janatA ko dukhI nAtha ! karane Aye the kyA yadukulapate ! Apa kucha to batAo ? donoM kI jo paraspara meM prIti thI kaI mantroM ko usameM antara kyoM par3a gayA, kaunasI bhUla huI hai aisI jo hai nahi vaha kSamAyogya kucha to kaho, kyA usI kA yaha isa samaya meM Apa badalA cukAne dUlhA ke mitra isa nagara meM sAtha lekara barAta, Aye the ? sonahi ucita thA khelanA khela aisA / / 63 / / Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ NA vacanadUtam svAbhiprAyaM taduditaphathaM taM niSedha va pazcAt dhyAnAruDha jhavicalita dhiyaM neminAthaM nirIkSya / sakhyo bAnye sahavayajanA bAndhavA rAjamasyAH pratyAyutya svabhavanamitAH zokasaMtaptacittAH / / 64 / / ankya-martha-(saduktikArya svAbhiprAyaM taM (pati) nivedya) rAjImati kI kathA vAle apane 2 abhiprAya ko (taM "prati") neminAtha se (nivedya) kaha karake (eva) hI (pazcAta) bAda meM ( avicalitadhiyam ) pratyuttara nahIM dene vAle aise ( neminAyam ) neminAtha ko ( dhyAnArUDham ) dhyAna meM magna (nirIkSya ) dekhakara ( rAjImasyAH / rAjImatI kI (salyAH) sakhiyAM (anyebAndhavAH) anya bandhuvarga (vA) tathA (mahRdabajanAH zokasaMtaptacittAH) sahRdaya jana zoka se saMtapta citta hokara ke (pratyAvRttya) vahAM se lauTa kara (svabhavanaM itAH) apane 2 bhayana meM gye| bhAvArtha- isa prakAra se apanA 2 abhiprAya rAjula kI sakhiyoM ne evaM anya baMdhujana AdikoM ne neminAtha se kahA, para neminAtha ne unheM kucha bhI uttara nahIM diyA. dharmadhyAna meM nimagna unheM dekhakara ve sabake saba vahAM se vApisa hokara apane 2 bhavana meM A gaye / rAjula kI sastriyoM ne evaM bandhujanoM ne mila karake rAjula kI saba vyathA-kathA ko kahA nemi se DhaTa karake suna karake bhI nami na bole srole moMTha na do taka bhI dhyAna magna ve avicala mana hI baiThe rahe sthirAsana hI saba kucha uttara milA nahIM to ve saba ke saba hI vhAM se lauTa Aye vApisa nija dhara ko hokara atibhArI mana se / / 641 svasmin dhairya vaDhataramanAH svAbhyayaM sAvadhAnaH harSe zoke paribhavapade niSkalaGkAGkacittaH vIraMmanyA api ca puruSA yatra kAmena vadhAstasyAM nAyaryA madanavijayI saMvato neminAthaH // 65 // anta meM ve saba yo vicArate haiM - anya pradha-(ayaM svAmI ye strAmI (svasmin dhairya) apane dhairya meM (dRDhatara manAH sAvadhAnaH ) itaramana vAle haiM aura sAvadhAna hai ! harSe zoke paribhavapade nirukala Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam kA cittaH ) harSa meM, joka meM evaM parAbhava meM inake zarIra meM aura vitta meM kisI prakAra kA vikAra nahIM hotaa| apane ko (vIramanyAH api ca puruSAH) vIra mAnane kAle puruSoM ko bhI (kAmena yatra dagdhAH) kAmadeva ne jahAM nAkoM bane cabavA diye(tasyAM nAya neminAthaH madana vijayI jAtaH) usI nArI meM ye neminAtha bhavana vijayI bana gaye haiM / 50 bhAvArtha - ye neminAtha - samatA ke upAsaka haiM aura vikAra se vihInamana vAle haiN| jo apane zrApako saba se adhika balazAlI mAnate haiM aise meM vIrAgraNI bhI jisa nArI ke samakSa kAmadeva ke dvArA natamastaka kara diye jAte haiM usI nArI meM ye mahAtmA neminAtha kAmadeva ko natamastaka kara rahe haiM / nija patha para haiM aDiga neminAtha bhagavAn sunakara bhI rAjula byathA mana nahiM bhayo mlAna uttara bhI dete nahIM ye haiM dhyAnArUDha hama inase aba kyA kaheM jAne ye saba gUDha avicala mana lakha nemi kA rAgavihIna pravINa loTa gaye saba nijasadana bana kara vaMdana malIna ||15|| ---- pitRpugyo mithaH saMbhASaNam rAjImadhyA tavivarmAkhalaM nemyudantaM nizamya svAbhiprAyaH svahita karaNe pitRpArzve prazAntyA proktaH zrutvA tamatha pitaroM duHkhitau sAvabhUtAm UcAle tau priyapatipathe putri | yAnaM na yogyam ||66 || zrazvaya- artha - ( rAjImatyA) rAjImatI ne (akhilaM tadim nemyudantaM nizamya ) karake usane (prazAntyA ) jaba pUrA kA pUrA yaha neminAtha kA vRttAnta sunA to suna bahuta adhika zAnti ke sAtha (pitRpA ) pitA mAtA ke samakSa ( svahita karaNe ) AtmakalyANa karane meM ( svAbhapriyaH ) apanA abhiprAya prakaTa kiyA (atha taM zrutvA ) rAjula ke abhiprAya ko sunakara (to pitarI duHkhito prabhUnAm ) ve usake mAtA-pitA duHkhita hue aura ( UcAse) kahane lage ( putri ) he beTI ! (priyapatipathe yAnaM na yogyam ) priya pati ke mArga kA anusaraNa karanA bhabhI tujhe yogya nahIM hai / bhAvArtha- jaba rAjula ne sakhiyoM zrAdi ke dvArA neminAtha kA hAla-cAla sunA to usane bar3e vinamra bhAva se AtmakalyANa ke mArga meM vicaraNa karane kA apanA abhi Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vasAta prAya mAtA-pitA se kahA 1 sunakara ve donoM duHkhita hue aura unhoMne usase aimA karanA abhI ucita nahIM hai aisA kahA munI nemi kI jaba nispRhatA rAjImati taba pahuMcI pAsa mAta-pitA ke-yoM vaha bolI pitA ! ma aba tuma hou udAsa maiM bhI prAtmasAdhanA ke patha para vica mI taga gRhavAsa duHsvisa hokara bole ve "nahi abhI karo tuma vrata kI Aza" / / 6 / / yAto nemistvadabhilaSito yAtvasau naiva zocyaH anyaM zreSThaM subhagasubhagaM tvatkRte'haM sato'pi adya zvo vA napatitanayaM mAyiSyAmi nUnaM kA tasya tvaM, bhavati sa ca kaste svayaM cintayaitat / / 67 / / anvaya-prayaM. -he beTI ! (tvadabhilaSitaH nemiH yAtaH) terA mana pAhA nami calA gayA hai (aso yAtu, nava zocyaH) to ise jAne de, isakA kyA zoka, (tvatkRte ahaM tataH api subhagasubhagaM zreSTha) tumhAre liye maiM nemi se bhI atyanta sundara zreSTha (napatitanayaM pradya pravaH yA nUnaM mArgamiSyAmi) rAjapuztra Aja kala meM talAza karane vAlA hai| (etat svayaM cintaya) graha tuma svayaM vicAra karo ki (tasya tvaM ka:) usakI tuma aba kauna hotI ho pora (te sa ca kaH) terA vaha kauna (bhavati) hotA hai bhAvArtha - beTI tumane jise apanA jIvana sAthI cunA thA yadi vaha tumheM chor3akara calA gayA hai to jAne de. isako kyA cintA. maiM to Aja kala meM mere yogya dUsare rAjaputra kI jo ki nemi se bhI adhika zreSTha ho khoja karane vAlA huuN| tU usakI kamA phikara kara rahI hai / soca to sahI-aba vaha terA kauna hai aura nU' usakI kyA hai / pUrva ke nAte aba saba jhUTha ho cuke haiN| mana cAhA yadi terA svAmI tujhe chor3akara calA gayA to beTI ! jAne de usako vara ThUlUgA aura nayA prAja kAla meM jo ho usama nemI se bhI prati gugNavAn rAjaputra sundara meM sundara ho tere jo yogya mahAn kyoM cintA karatI hai usakI jisane terI nahIM karIthor3I sI bhI cintA, beTI ! duHkhita mapta ho gharI gharI Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadutam tU hai kauna kauna vaha terA aba saMbaMdha gayA hai TUTa bhUla jAu nAte pahile ke ke atra ho gaye haiM saba jhUTha / / 67 // tasmin yAte jahihi hRdayoddhe gadAM zokamAlAm snAhi, svAntaM prazamaya. navaM dhatsva kAsazca, bhuD.zva saMsAre'smina bhava bhavagataH ko na kasya priyo'bhUt jJAtvA, cittaM dhRtivigalitaM mA kuruSvAtmanInam / / 6 / / anvaya-artha-he beTI ! (tasmin yAta) nemI meM cala jAne para tubha (hRdayogadAM zokamAlo jahihi) hRdaya ko prazAnsa anAne vAlI zokamAlA ko choDo, (strAnta prazamaya) mana ko zAnti meM lAmo (snAhi) nahAyo dhotro ( navaM vAsaH gharasva) navIna vastra pahilo aura (bhurukSya) bhojana karo. (asmin saMsAre bhayabhavagataH kaH kasya priyaH na abhUta) yaha to saMsAra hai. bhava bhava meM kauna kisakA yahAM priya nahIM huA (jhAlvA zrAtmanInaM citaM dhRtivigalitaM na kuruSva) aisA jAnakara apane citta ko dharya se rahita mata kro| isI ko zAnti meM prAtmA kA--tumhArA-hita samAyA hunA hai| bhAvArtha-beTI ! yaha to saMsAra hai / hara eka jIva ke hara eka jIbake sAtha bhaca 2 meM nAte hote rahate haiM / kauna kisakA priya nahIM banA, kauna kisakA zatru nahIM banA / ataH dhairya dharo-nahAmo ghomo aura sundara bastra pahiro aura ruci ke anukula khAnA pInA karo. citta kI zAnti hI saba durakhoM ko dUra karane vAlI hotI hai| gaye hue svAmI kI beTI ! aba kyoM cintA karatI hai cintA bitA tulya hai isase caina cittakI jalatI hai chor3a ise, yaha samajha ki yahAM para kauna kisI kA nahIM huA bhaba bhara meM pyArA, para nyArA ho hokara ke vidA hunA bItI vAtoM ko na citAro the pAyoM ke nAtepAte jAte rahate haiM, ye aNasthAyI, nahi Tika pAte soca samajhA kara yoM nija mana meM cita ko mlAna banAyo nA raho pUrvavat svastha nahAno dhoyo khAno, romro nA / / 8 / / Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadRtam yasyAH sArdhaM pariNayavidhiH saptavAsaptapadyA saMpadmaH syAt bhavati sa baro nItireSA''gamoktA tenAmA cet katipayabhavodbhUtapatnItva rAmaH 83 paryAye'smin bhavati na sute ! kAryakArI sa heyaH ||66 || asya pratha- he beTI ! (vasyAH sArdhaM pariNayavidhiH saptavAsaptapadyA saMpannaH syAt ) jisakA jisake sAtha jaivAhika saMbaMdha sAta prakAra kI saptapadI ke dvArA saMpana ho gayA hotA hai ( sa vara ) vahIM usakA vara hotA hai ( evA thAgamoktA nIti:) aisI yaha Agama meM nIti kahI gayI hai, ( cet tena zramA katipayabhavoddhatapatnItvarAgaH ) yadi usake sAtha terA pUrva ke kaI bhavoM se calA A rahA jo patnIpane kA saMbaMdharUpa rAga hai ( saH asmin paryAye sute ! kAryakArI na bhavati-hecaH ) vaha isa paryAya meM kAryakArI nahIM hotA hai. ataH he beTI ! use tU choDa de / bhASArya - beTI ! nemI ko tU apanA pati kyoM mAnakara unake viraha meM duHkhita bana rahI hai. zAstroktavidhi ke anusAra jisake sAtha saptapadI ho jAtI haisAta phere par3a jAte haiM. vahIM usakA vara hotA hai aisA to terA kucha huA nahIM hai. rahI kitaneka pUrvabhavoM meM unakI patnI hone kI bAta so vaha isa bhava meM kAryakArI nahIM ho sakatI / ataH yaha pUrvabhavIya anurAga tuma chor3o aura pUrva kI taraha svasthacitta hokara ghara meM raho / - paMcoM kI sAkSI meM jisake sAta hue hoM phere sAtha dhArmika vidhi se maMDapa nIce jisane pakar3A hove hAtha jIvana sAthI vahI kahAtA / vahIM supati pada kA bhAgI prANanAtha hotA hai vo hI / tadbhava kA vo hI rAgI aisI Agama kI zikSA ko beTI ! kyoM tU bhUla rahI no bhava ke sAthI ko apanA svAmI gina kyoM kUla rahI vartamAna ke isa jIvana meM bhUtakAla kA vaha jIvana fbhanna bhinna hone ke kAraNa upAdeya hotA nahi vo jana / / 66 / / Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam jAte ! jAtaM samucitamidaM gAnAmi muktA tyaktoDhA cejjagati janatA bhAgyahInAM vadettvAm zrutvA te tannigaditavaco mAnasaM baikRtaM syAt dagdhe kSAraprapatanavattat hArdika zaM na dadyAt / / 7 / / agnaya-artha-(jAte! ) he beTI (yat anUDhA muktA asi idaM samucita jAtam) jo tujhe nemi ne binA vivAhI chor3a diyA hai so yaha unhoMne tere hita meM bahuta ucila-acalA kiyA hai (cet UhA tyaktA) yadi ve vivAha karake tujhe chor3a dete to (jagati janatA tvAM bhAgyahInAM vadeva) saMsAra meM janatA tujhe bhAgyahIna-mabhAginI kahatI aura (tasnigaditavacaH zrutvA te mAnasaM kRtaM syAs) usake kahe hue una vacanoM ko sunakara terA mana atyanta vikRti yukta ho jAtA aura (dagdhe kSAraprapatanavat tat hArdika zaM na madyAs) jale para namaka chir3akane ke samAna ve bacana tujhe hArdika zAMti nahIM dete| bhAvArya-nemi yadi tujhe binA vibAhI chor3a karake cale gaye haiM to unhoMne tere sAya bhalAI hI kI hai. yadi ve vivAha karake tujhe chor3a dete to jagata tujhe abhAginI kahatA aura isase terA duHkha jale para namaka chir3akane ke samAna viguNita banakara eka pala bhI tujhe zAnti nahI lene detaa| binA vivAhI chor3a tujhe jo naimi dvAra se lauTa gaye anucita huaA batA kyA, tujhako ucita rAha para lagA gaye vaivAhika saMbaMdha jor3akara jo tujha ko ve taja dete to abhAginI kI upAdhi se tujhe sabhI kosA karate unake tAne suna suna karake derA mana duHmbita hotA jale hue para namaka chir3akane ke sama dUnA dugna botA / / 7 / / vAmdAnAno bhavati ramaNaH ko'pi kasyAzca vAle ! etajjJAtvA manasi na kadA zokavArtA tadIyA / zrAnetanyA, yadi sa gatavAn gacstu vA yatheccham tasmai muktvA pariNayavidhi gacchate kA spahA te / / 7 / / Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bacanadutam jAtA hai ( etat anvaya artha - (bAle) he beTI ! (vAgdAnAt kaH zrapi kasyAH ramaraNaH na bhavati) kevala sagAI ho jAne mAtra se koI kisI kA vara-pati nahIM bana jJAtvA tadIyA sokavArtA manasi kadA na zrAnevacyA ) yaha samajha kara nemi saMbaMdhI zoka kI bAteM aba tujheM apane mana meM kabhI nahIM lAnI caahiye| (yadi sa gatavAn ) yadi vaha calA gayA hai to (yatheccham gacchatu) bhale vaha calA jAve ( use rokatA bhI kauna hai ) (pariNaya vidhi madhye mumbA) are bhalA jo vyakti tujhe bhara vivAha meM bIca meM hI chor3akara calA gayA hai ( gacchate tasmai / usa jAne vAle ko tujhe kvA cAhanA karanI ? EX bhAvArtha-beTI ! sagAI ho jAne mAtra se pati-patnI bhAva nahIM hotA hai aisA jAnakara tujhe nemi ke chor3a jAne kA jarA sA bhI zoka nahIM karanA cAhie | yadi vaha calA gayA hai to bhale calA jAye use rokatA bhI aba kauna hai / are bhalA, jo pariNayavidhi ko bIca meM hI chor3akara calA gayA hai usa jAne vAle kI mava tujhe kyA cAhanA karanI cAhiye ? na hi sagAI ho jAne se hI koI bhartA bana jAtA saptapadI ho jAne para pati-patnI bhAva ubhara prAtA aisA soca samajha kara beTI usakA zoka na aba kara tU calA gayA vaha tujhe chor3akara to jAne de roka na tU jo vivAha ko chor3a gayA ho usakI kyA icchA karanA asthira citta manuja kA beTI ! nahi vizvAsa kabhI karanA ||71 koshaM ke hRdi na gaNitaM yena kiJcit kathaMcit kA me jAtiH kulamapi ca kiM me sAMprataM kiM karomi kiM kartavyaM bhavati ca mayA vA'dhunA naiva buddha tasmai muktvA pariNayavidhi gacchate kA spRhA te ||72 || anvaya artha - ( ahaM kaH iyaM kA yena kiJcit kathaMcit nagaritam ) maiM kauna hUM yaha kauna hai, aisA jisane kucha bhI kisI bhI taraha se vicAra nahIM kiyA aura (me kA jAtiH ki me kulaM sAmprataM kiM karobhi, mayA abunAkartavyaM kiM bhavati deva Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadtam buddham) merI kyA jAti hai ? merA kula kyA hai ? avamaiM kyA kara rahA hUM aura mujhe kyA karanA cAhile thA / aisA jisane syAla nahIM kiyA. he beTI ! (pariNayavidhi muktvA gacchate tasma kA spahA) vaivAhika vidhi ko chor3akara jAne vAle uma nemi kI ta kyA cAhanA karatI hai ! mASArtha he beTI ! mai kauna haM, yaha kauna hai, merI jAti kyA hai, kyA merA kula hai, mujhe kyA karanA cAhine dhA aura aba maiM kyA kara rahA hUM, aisA jisane moDA sA bhI vicAra nahIM kiyA aura bIca meM hI bavAhika vidhi kA paritmAga karake jo calA gayA hai aise usa nemi ke pIche tU kyoM duHkhita ho rahI hai / maiM hU~ kauna kauna yaha nArI kula kyA, kyA merI jAni nahI samajha meM pAyI jisakI samajhAne para hara bhAMti kyA karane ke yogya mujhe thA aura kara rahA Aba meM kyA aisA bhI to khyAla kiyA nahiM jisane aba batalAUM kyA jo vivAha ko choDa gayA ho usakI kyA icchA karanA asthira citta hA prANI kA nahiM vizvArA kabhI baranA / / 72 / / aprAyogyaM yadapi ca sute ! kAryametadvabhava prAgaMsAha nahi sambhavaDhe dmi sabhya ka tathApi / vaktanyAhI jagati na ca te santi ye-zaktimantaH kurvantaste'kuzalamapi no santyupAlabhanIyAH / / 73 / / anvaya-artha-(sUte) he beTI (samyaka vethi) mai acchI taraha jAnatA hUM ki (enan kArya anAyogyaM babhUva) yaha terA parihAra rUpa kArya apane khAndAna ke yogya nahIM huA hai| isIliye (prAzaMsAI na hi samabhavada) baha prAMg2anIya nahIM hai (tathApi) taba bhI (jagati ye zaktimantaH santi) saMsAra meM jo zaktizAlI hote haiM (te baktabdhAhAH na) unase koI kucha nahIM kaha sakatA (te akuzalamapi kurvantaH upAlambhanIyA na santi) cAhe ve akuzala bhI kArya kareM taba bhI unheM koI ulAhanA taka bhI nahIM de sakatA / bhAvArtha-beTI ! "samaratha ko nahi doSa gusAI" isa nIti ke anusAra jo zaktizAlI hote haiM ve anucita kArya bhI kareM to bhI unase koI kucha nahIM kaha Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadRtama sakatA / yadyapi maiM yaha jAnatA hUM ki nemI ne jo yaha kArya yogya kiyA hai, kisI ne bhI isako acchA nahIM kahA, hone se phira bhI unake isa kArya kara kisI ne bhI virodha taka bhI nahIM kiyA / kiyA hai vaha unhoMne parantu viziSTazaktisaMpanna nemIzvara ne anucita kiyA kArya yaha mAnatA hU~ di bhI vaha nahi kisI ne kiyA jAnatA hUM para jo hote jagatabhara meM puNya zrI zaktizAlI sevA meM bhI zramara jinakI hoM khar3e bana pujArI aise mAnava ucita anucita jo kareM sarvaM thor3A dekara ThapakA svayaM paga para kauna mAre hathauMDA // 73 // prAyeM nazcaritamiha to sevitaM tattvayA kim sevitvA hA ! yazasi vimale saMbhRtaM durbalatvam muJcaitvaM yadukUlabhazo ! vAcyatA'dhAyi vRttam 87 brUyAdityaM na khalu nagare vidyate ko'pi voraH // 74 // jaya-martha he beTI ! (naH zrAryaH) hama logoM ke sArya puruSoM ne (iha) isa samaya meM yahAM (yaccaritaM no sevitam ) jisa zrAcaraNa kA sevana nahIM kiyA (hA ) sAMsa hai ki ( vayA sevitvA vimale yazasi durbalatvaM ki saMbhRtam) usa AcaraNa kA sevana karake Apane apane yaza meM durbalatA-kuzatA kyoM bharatI hai| ataH (yadukulamaNe) he yadukula ke maNisvarUpa ! (tvam) Apa ( vAcyatA prAdhAyi etat vRttaM muzca ) nindA karAne vAle isa zrAcarA kA parityAga kara deN| (ityaM bra UyAt) aimI nemI se kahai aisA (vIra) vIra (nagare) isa nagara meM (ko-pi na vidyate) koI bhI nahIM hai| bhAvArtha he beTI namI ke nikaTa jAkara nagara meM koI nahIM dikhatA ki hama logoM ke jIvana meM nahIM utArA use Apane kyoM utArA hai. vyavahAra ne zrApa ke yathA ko kRza kara diyA hai. grataH jisase zrApa kI nindA ho rahI ho usa kRtya ko Apa choDa deM I nAtha ! Apake AyaMjanoM se jise kabhI vaha apanAyA vartamAna meM use Apane apanA kara kyoM lagAyA unase aisA kahane vAlA vIra isa bujurgoM ne jisa prAcaraNa ko apane kyoMki isa prakAra ke Acarita hue Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ma bacanadRtama rAjula ko -- isase taba yaza meM durbalatA hI zrAmI hai ataH chor3a deM zrApa ise isase nindA hI pAyI hai aisA kahane vAlA beTI ! nahIM koI aba dikhatA hai ---- bIranagara meM harajana unase kahatA hai saMskAraste pariNaya kRto tena sArdhaM na kazcit jAtaH kasmAdgativati sute ! zokamagnAsi tasmin rAmaH syAtvAM prati yadi kathaM sa tyajetvAmakasmAt tasmAttasmiMstvamapi subhage ! rAgamAvaM jahIhi // 75 // | pratyaya - artha - ( sute tena sArdhaM pariNayakRtaH te kazcitsaMskAraH na jAtaH) he beTI ! terA usake sAtha vaibAhika koI dastUra nahIM huA hai to (kasmAt gativati tasmin zokamagnA prasi) gaye hue usake sambandha meM phira zokamagna kyoM ho rahI hai ? ( yadi tvAM prati rAgaH syAt) yadi tere prati usakA anurAga hotA to ( sa tvAm akasmAt kathaM tyajet ) vaha tujhe binA kAraNa ke kyoM chor3atA ? (tasmAt ) isaliye (subhage ) he subhage ! ( tasmin tvam api rAgabhAvaM jahIhi) usake Upara se tU bhI apanA rAga-bhAga dUra kara de / bhAvArtha - "jo Apako na cAhe tAke bApa ko na cAhiye" isa nIti ke anusAra jaba vaha tujhe cAhatA hI nahIM hai to tU usake prati rAgabhAva kyoM rakha rahI khoTa isa rAgabhAva ko, mahU hai kauna terA, terA usakA koI vaivAhika saMskAra to humrA nahIM hai phira kyoM use apanA mAna rahI hai aura usake cale jAne para zokAkulita ho rahI hai / terA usakA nahIM huA hai vaivAhika vidhi ke anusAra saMskAra bhI to koI, phira aba kyoM hotI haiM gama hAra bar3a thA terA kauna use tU apanA kyoM kara mAna rahI apanA hotA to apanAtA aura batAtA hAla sahI usake jAne para kyoM hotI zokamagna tU gharI gharI dUra bhagA isa rAgabhAva ko bAta yahI hai kharI kharI anacAhe para rAga na caDhatA caDhatA aisA kyoM hotA Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bacanadUtam hotA vahI jo honA hai anahonA putri ! nahi hotA aisA jAna bhUla jA usako jaisA vaha tujha ko bhUlA yoM hogA to sadA rahegA cita terA phUlA-phUlA / / 7 / / zrutvokti sA'vanatavadanovAca vAcaM agaSya nemi muktvA'marapatinibhaM naiva vAJchAmi kAntam cintA kAryA na mama bhavatA neminA'haM samadA jAto vAsau manasi ca mayA saMvato bhatR bhAvAt / / 7 / / anvaya-prartha -(ukti zrutvA) pitA kI bAta sunakara (avanatavadanA sA uvAya) nIcA maha karake baha kahane lagI (vAcaM zraSSa) pitA jI ! merI bAta bhApa manI ( nemi bhuktvA amarapatinibhaM kAntaM nava vAJchAmi) mai nemI ke sivAya amarapatiindra-tulya bhI vyakti ko apanA pati banAnA nahIM cAhatI haiN| (bhavatA mama cinnA na kAryA) pApa merI cintA na kareM (ahaM neminA samuhA) mujhe nemo ne karaNa kara liyA hai aura (asau bhata bhAvAta manasi mayA saMvRtaH jAtaH) maine bhI unheM patirUpa meM apane mana meM varamA kara liyA hai| bhAvArtha-pitAzrI kI bAta mukkara sajAte hue rAjula ne pratyuttara ke rUpa meM unase kahA-pitA jI ! pApa merI prora se nizcinta raheM maiM nemI kI ho cukI haiM aura nemI mere ho cuke haiM / aba indratulya bhI mAnava mere hRdayAsana para virAjamAna nahIM ho sakatA hai| mai anAtha hUM nahi, sanAtha hUM, sAtha nAtha ne nahIM diyA mukti-ramA ne jAdU karake mujha se unako chur3A liyA sAta ! zrApa mata cintA merI karo na mujhavo samajhAyo nAtha hRdaya meM baiThA mere mujhako aba mata bharamApro ve haiM mere maiM hUM unakI bhale mukti ke cakkara meM phaMsa gaye haiM ve punaH mileMge mujhe mukti ke hI ghara meM hama donoM taba vahAM rameMge anyAbApasukhodadhi meM nahi avatAra hamArA hogA isa nissAra bhavodadhi meM tAtavacana sunakara rAjula ne apanA aisA hArdika bhAva kahA tAta se, aura kahA phira naya-vivAha kA rahA na bAva / / 7 / / Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtama kalye dIkSAmamapi ca pitaH ! dhArayiSyAmi nanam prAjJAM datvA saphalaya manobhAvamevaM viditvA kAryA kArya pitRpadasamAdhyAsinA nAtra bAdhA __ zoka mohaM vigalaya na me, ko'pi. kasyApi nAham / / 77 // anvaya-artha-(pitaH) he lAta ! (nUnaM aham api kalye dIkSAM dhArayiSyAmi) nizcita rUpa se maiM bhI kala dIkSA dhAraNa karUMgI (evaM viditvA prAjJAM datvA mano bhAvaM saphalaya) isa mere nizcaya ko jAnakara Apa prAjJA pradAna karake mere mAnasika vicAra ko saphalita kreN| (pitRpadAdhyAsinA asmin kArye bAdhA na kAryA) pitA ke pada para virAjamAna hue Apako mere isa kAma meM bAdhA nahIM hAlanA cAhiye (zoka mohaM bigalaya) zrApa zoka evaM moha ko dUra kIjiye (meM ko'pi na prahaM kaspApi na) aba merA koI bhI nahIM hai aura maiM bhI kisI kI nahIM huuN| bhAvArtha-pitA jI maiM niyama se dIkSA lagI. Apa mujhe saharSa prAjJA de, aura mere nizcaya ko saphala kareM. zrApa mere pitA hai. isa nAte aApa ko merA moha chor3akara isa kArya meM rukAvaTa nahIM karanI cAhiye. aba isa bhava meM na koI merA hai aura na maiM kisI kI huuN| kala prAtaH maiM aba niyama se tAta ! dIkSA dharUMgo __ ghara choDUgI svajana parajana ko sabhI ko tagI mamatA merI aba saba tajo aura AjJA mujhe do dhArAdhana kara saphala ho janma merA tiyA kA mere mana ke udita bhAvoM ko ghaTAyo na roko hai pAlana ke ratanatraya ke yogya yaha tAta ! maukA svAmI ke hI caraNa patha 4 meM calUgI khuzI se ___ AveMge jo vividha duHkha bhI to unheM maiM sahUMgI hoUMgI nA vicalita kabhI svIyakartavya se maiM AyeMgI nA sukhada ghara ko yAda rAteM na bAteM hoMge mere banabhavana meM saMgasAthI mRgAdi / chor3o merI janaka ! mamatA prApa roko na ropro / / 77 / / Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadrUtam nArIjanmAdhamabhivamahaM maMgalaM saMvidhAsye, nAroliGga vividhatapasA karmaNAmAvali ca / chitvA bhisvA vilitabhavA'haM bhaviSyAmi sAta ! zreyaHkAyeM nijahitAro gara tanpati vinam / pratyaya-prayaM--(tAta) pitAjI (pradhamama idaM nArIjanma maha bhaMgalaM saMvidhAmye) adhama isa nArIjanma ko maiM maMgala rUpa banAU~gI aura (vividhataphsA) aneka tapasyAoM se (nArIliGga, karmaNAm prAli ca chittvA bhisvA) nArI liGga ko aura kamoM ko cheda bheda karake (vigalila bhavA ahaM bhaviSyAmi) apane saMsAra ko maiM naSTa karUMgI, ataH (nijahitavidaH zreyaHkArye vighnaM na tanvanti) jo apane hita ko jAnate haiM ve mAMgalika kAryoM meM vidhna nahIM karate haiN| bhAvArtha he janaka ! mai isa adhama strI paryAya ko maMgalamaya banAUMgI aura nArIliGga ko evaM kamoM ko aneka prakAra ke tapoM kA yAcaraNa karake naSTa bhraSTa karUMgI. tAki isa saMsAra meM mujhe phira se bhramaNa nahIM karanA par3e, jo apanA hitakalyANa-karanA jAnate haiM. ve mAMgalika kAryoM meM rukAvaTa pasanda nahIM karate haiM / nArI kA yaha janma adhama hai, parAdhIna hai, dulakara hai, pada pada para apamAnita hokara jIvana jIne kA ghara haiM mAta-sAta kI cintA kA yaha bar3A vikaTa viSama sthala hai kSaNa kSaNa meM zaMkAoM kA yaha banatA zIgha babanDara hai para kI hai yaha eka dharohara jise rakhAte rahate haiM samaya samaya para ghara bhara ke jana jise saMbhAle rahate hai jisame paricaya nahIM, prIti nahiM, rIti na jisakI jJAta sahI prakRti, svabhAva, aparicita jisakA use sauMpa dI jAla kahIM aise isa nArI jIvana ko tAta ! karUgI maiM aba to maMgalamaya, evaM tapa dvArA bhasma karUgI vidhivana ko nArIliGga cheda karake maiM ajara amara pada pAUMgI dhIre dhIre maimipiyA se muktimAMhi mila jAUMgI / / 8 / / Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 62 vacanadUtam massaubhAgyaM virahabahane tAta ! dagdhaM sapalyA muktyAsbhukta vigalitamidaM naiva vAJchAmi bhUyaH tyaktA tenAhamapi ca tathA taM tyajAmi triva kSantavyeyaM yadiha samabhUt te'parAdhaH pramAdAt // 76 // * amba artha - ( tAta ) he pitA ! ( zrabhuktam ) isa paryAya meM prayukta hue ( mI mAgya) mere saubhAgya ko ( sapatnyA muktyA ) merI sauta mukti ne ( birahRdahane dagdham ) biraharUpI agni meM bhasma kara diyA hai. ataH (vigalitaM idaM bhUyaH naiva vAJchAmi mujha se chUTe hue isa saubhAgya ko meM punaH nahIM cAhatI hU~ ( tena tyaktA ahamapi ca trighA tathA eva taM tyajAmi ) ataH unake dvArA chor3I gaI meM bhI mana vacana aura kAya se usI prakAra unheM choDatI hUM / (yadi ) yadi isa paryAya meM mere dvArA (pramAdAt) asAvadhAnIvaza ( te aparAdhaH samabhUt ) ApakA aparAdha bana gayA ho ( kSantavyA) to mujhe kSamA karanA / bhAvArtha - pitAjI ! merA saubhAgya to muktilakSmI ko mila cukA hai, grataH aba maiM usa saubhAgya kI zrAkAMkSiNI nahIM huuN| mujhe jisa prakAra mere hone vAle nAtha ne chor3a dI hai maiM bhI aba usI prakAra se mana vacana aura kAya se unakA parityAga kara detI hUM / zrApakA isa dazA meM vartamAna mere dvArA kisI bhI taraha kA prAvadhA fra koI aparAdha bana gayA ho to maiM usakI kSamA cAhatI hU~ / mere sukha suhAga ko mujha se muktimauta ne chIna liyA pati ko apanI ora kheMcakara mujha ko virahina banA diyA diyA mere suhAga ko pativirahAnalajvAlA meM kauna kahegA mujhe suhAgina banI abhAgina bAlA maiM ina prabhukta zrava bhogoM ko merI na bhogane kI icchA icchA hai to eka yahI hai dharU yAyikA ko dIkSA choDI jaisI unane mujhako meM bhI unheM choDatI hUM pAzrita saba nAtoM ko tAta ! grAja se tor3atI hUM asAvadhAnI mujha se zrava taka huI galtiyAM hoM unheM kSamAkara denA mAMgU hAtha jor3akara bhikSA yo // 79 // " 1 Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bacanadUtam mohodbhUtaM parihara pitaH ! madgataM prItijAlam yAce'haM tvAM punarapi puna meM kSamasvAparAdham sevA te vA janaka ! mayA'bhUtra me duHkhamasti maddIkSAtaH saphalamabhavat te gRhasthAzramo'yam // 80 // dara artha- (pitaH ) hai tAta ! (mohotaM madgataM prItijAlaM parihara) moha se utpanna jo mere kAra ApakA prItijAla hai use zrApa aba dUra kara deN| ( mahaM punaH punaH tvAM yAce) maiM bAra 2 mApase yahI yAcanA karatI huuN| ( me aparAdha kSamasva ) prApa merI galtiyoM kI mujhe kSamA deN| (janaka) he janaka ( te sevA mamakA na prabhUd ApakI sevA kucha bhI mujha se nahIM ho sakI ( me duHkhaM zrasti ) isakA mujhe svayaM ko duHkha hai / ( maddI Ata: zrayaM te gRhasthAzramaH saphalaM zrabhavat ) merI dIkSA se zrApakA yaha gRhasthAzrama saphala ho gayA hai / bhAvArtha -- de tAta ! aba Apa mere prati rahe hue anurAga kA parityAga kara deM. kyoMki maiM dIkSita hone vAlI hUM / meM hue aparAdhoM kI punaH punaH Apase kSamA cAhatI huuN| mujhe eka bAta kA avazya duHkha hai ki mere dvArA ApakI jarA sI bho sevA nahIM huI / parantu isa bAta kI khuzI hai ki merI dIkSA se zrApakA gRhasthAzrama saphala ho gyaa| mujhe parama saubhAgya udaya se rAjamahala meM janma milA / putrI banI zrApakI hI meM anupama mujhe dulAra milA pAla poSa kara mujhe apane saba prakAra se bar3A kiyA devoM ko bhI durlabha aise sukha sAdhana se kiyA tuSTa samaya samaya para sabhI taraha se merA yogakSema hunA sUrya udaya kaba huA, huA kaLa prasta, na isakA bhAna huA pitA ! zrApake ho prabhAva se maiM isa lAyaka ho pAyI heyA heya vivecaka prajJA jagI nemi lakha ThakurAI itanA hai upakAra ApakA tAta ! bar3A bhArI mujha para usase uraNa na ho pAyI maiM duHkha isI kA mana Upara para merI dIkSA se saphalita huA gRhasthAzrama pAcana vAta! ApakA alaH dIjiye dIkSA kI prAjJA pAvana 1180 // t Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 64 vacanadUtam mohodbhUtAM punarapi kathAM kathyamAnA vyathAyAH rAjamatirapi tathA tAM nirasyaivapUce sarve te janaka ! bahuzo jIva saMbaMdhabaMdhAH jAtAH pUrva bhavati nitarAM tatra magno vimugdhaH // 81 // anvaya-artha-- rAjula ke cetAvanI bhare vacanoM ko sunakara usake pitA ugrasena nareza ko bahuta vedanA huI aura unhoMne usa apanI vedanA ko rAjula ke mana ko parivartita karane ke liye kahA taba - ( mohondra tAM vyadhAyAH kathyamAnAM kathA ) mohajanya apanI hI gaI vyathA kI kathA ko suna karake (rAjomAtaH api) rAjula ne bhI (tathA tAM nirasya evaM Uce) usI prakAra se usakA nirAkaraNa karake isa prakAra se kahA (janaka) hai tAta ! (ete sarve jIvasaMbaMdhabaMdhAH pUrva bahuzaH jAtAH ) ye samasta jIva ke sAtha hue saMbaMgharUpa baMdhana pahile kaI bAra ho cuke haiM (tatra vimugdhaH mano bhavati) unameM jo mohI prAraNI hotA hai vahI magna hotA hai / bhAvAtha -- "kisa kisa ko yAda kIjiye kisa kisa ko roiye, ye saba athira jagajAla hai nija hita ko sociye" isI nIti ke anusAra rAjula ne jaba pitA dvArA prakaTa kI gaI mohajanya vyathA kI kathA ko sunA to usane pitA ko saMbodhita kiyA aura kahA - pitAjI Apa kisa mohamamatA ke jAla meM pha~se hue haiM. ye saba sambandha to anAdikAla se hote cale A rahe haiM. ye sthira nahIM haiM. sabaH asthira hai. jJAnI jana inameM magna nahIM hote haiM, magna to mohIjana hI hote haiM / aba mujha se prApa moha ko dUra kara do / zrata rAjula kI sunakara kathA ugrasena bhUpAla "beTI dIkSA kA nahIM hai yaha terA kAla" mohajanya mana kI vyathA prakaTa karI taskAla tere bina merA sute ! hovegara kyA hAla moha bhare aru vyathA se sane sune udgAra rAjula ne jaba janaka ke, bolI samatA bAra ye jaga ke nAte athira hue pramaMtI bAra dhira inameM koI nahIM rahA yahI saMsAra yaha durgama ghATI bar3I, jJAna, vibeka, vicAra ye hI sAdhana jIvako karate usase pAra / / 81 / / 1 Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 65 vacanadUtam pAzA ladhvA pramuvitamanA mAtRpAdAravinda nasvA sAdhvI nikaTamagamanmohajAlaM vimucya prAryAdIkSA svakuzalamayIM prApya sasyA tayA'tha gatvA nuskhA gatabhavapati ne minAtho vavande // 2 // anvaya-artha-(prAjJAM labdhvA) pitA ko prAjJA pAkara rAjuna ( pramuditamanAH ) bahuta prasanna citta huI (mAtRpAdAravindaM natvA) aura mAtA ke caraNa kamaloM ko namana karake evaM (mohajAlaM vimucya) mohajAla ko chor3a karakaM vaha ( sAdhvAnikaTa aMgaman / prAryikA mAtA ke pAsa gaI. vahAM usane(svakuzalamamI AryAdIkSA prApya)apanI kuzalatA kAraka prAdhikA kI dIkSA dhAraNa karalI(pratha) isake bAda (tayA satyA) usa satI ne (gatvA nutvA) jAkara ke aura stuti karake (gata bhatrapatiH) pUrvabhavoM ke patideva (neminAthaH) neminAtha kI (vavande) vandanA kii| bhAvArtha--pitA kI AjJA prApta kara prasanna citta huI rAjula ne mAtA kI bhI prAjJA prApta kI aura unheM praNAma karake phira vaha saba se mohapari zakti haTAkara eka sAdhvI mAtA ke nikaTa pahuMcI vahAM pahuMca kara apane bhara ko sudhArane vAlI prAyikA dIkSA dhAraNa karalI aura pranta meM usane neminAtha kI stutipUrvaka vandanA kii| bhAta tAta ko pAzA pAkara rAjula mana meM mukti huI jAte samaya mAtRpadapaMkaja kI raja se ghUmarita huI mohajAla ko vamanatulya naja pahuMcI vaha sAdhvI ke pAsa bhavabhava kuzala vidhAyaka dIkSA dharI prAyikA kI sollAsa dIkSita hokara phira vaha sAdhvI neminAtha ke nikaTa gayI kara saMstavana namana kara zata zata unako phira vaha tRpta bhayo / / dhamyA mAtA'vanilirasAdhu praseto'pi dhanyaH prAcIdigdhajjagati mahitA sA zivA dhanyadhanyA dhanyastAto narapatimariNaH sassamudrAbhidhAnaH dhanyA rAjImatirapi tathA'mAvinI dharmapatnI / / 3 / / Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam anvaya- artha - ( mAtA dhanyA) rAjula kI mAtA dhanya hai (asau ugrasenaH prabanipattiH api dhanyaH) ugrasena bhUSAla bhI dhanya hai. jo (jagati prAcIdigvat mahilA) saMsAra meM pUrva dizA kI taraha pUjya huI aisI (sA zivA dhanyadhanyA) bahu neminAtha kI mAtA ziyA devI atyanta dhanya hai (saH narapatimariNaH samudrAbhidhAnaH tAtaH dhanyaH) ve narapatimUrdhanya samudravijaya pitA bhI dhanya haiM (tathA prabhAvinI dharmapatnI ) tathA jise aba dharmapatnI kA pada prApta hI nahIM honA hai aisI ( rAjImatiH gragi) rAjula bhI ( dhanyA) dhanya hai / 16 bhAvArtha - spaSTa hai / mAtA dhanyA, avanipati ne dhanya haiM ugrasena prAcIdid jagatabhara meM jo huI pUjyapUjyA aisI mAtA vaha sati zivA dhanya hai, dhanya tAtave nemI ke samudavijaya zrImatI rAjaputrI bhanyA hai vo rAjamati satI, jo na hogI kisI kI-- Age patnI- ina sabana ko hai namaskAra merA || 23 || rAjImatyA virahasamaye tassalI - tAtapAi~ nemyamya vacanamalilaM proktamAnAya dRSdham etaskAdhyaM kavikulama raNeH kA livAsasya kAvyAt pAdaM cAntyaM samucizpadAnmeghavRtAdgRhItvA // 64 // anvaya- artha - ( rAjImatvA ca tatsakhI - tAtapAdaiH virahasamaye) rAjula ne aura usakI sakhiyoM ne evaM usake pitA ne viraha ke samaya (naimyamya rakheM) nami ke nikaTa (prokta' prati vacanaM zrAdAya ) jo vacana kahe una sabako lekara ke maiMne ( etat kAvyaM habdham ) isa kAvya kI racanA kI hai. isameM (kavikulamaNeH kAlidAsasya samucitapadAt ) kavikulamaNi kAlidAsa ke samucita padavAle (meghadUtAt kAvyAn ) meghadUta kAvya se ( antyaM pAda) antima pAda ko (gRhItvA ) grahaNa karake isa kAvya kA nirmANa kiyA hai| bhAvArtha -- neminAtha aba rAjula kA bhara vivAha meM parityAga kara giranAra parvata para digambara mudrA meM virAjamAna ho gaye usa samaya rAjasutA rAjamati kI saba Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ namanadUtam prAzAoM para pAnI phira gayA. vaha unake pIche 2 giratI paDatI giranAra para pahuMcI unake nikaTa apanI hArdika vyathA jisa rUpa meM usane prakaTa kI vaha "pUrva vacana dUta" meM aGkita kI gaI hai / isa "uttara vacanadUta' meM nemi ke nikaTa rAjula ko saniyoM ne aura usake janaka ne jo kucha kahA vaha prAGkita kiyA gayA hai / kavi kulabhUSTha kAlidAsa ne jo meghadUta kI racanA kI hai, usake antima pAda ko lekara use isa vacanadUta kI kathAvastu ke sAtha joDA gayA hai / rAjala ne usakI sakhiyoM ne aura pitAzrI ne usake giri para jAkara neminAtha se kahe bhAva jo the mana meM sAhityika bhASA meM unako sajA-sajAkara yahAM kiyA bhalita, kalpita hue unhoM ko "vacanadUta" yaha nAma diyA kAlidAsa ke mevadUta se antyapAda ko lekara ke karI samasyA pUrti yathAmati maiMne "bacanadUta" raca ke / / 8 / / dhanyAste guravaH pAntu yeSAM satkRpayA mayA / labdhabodhena saMdRbdhaM navyaM kAvyamidaM mudA / / 1 / / ambAdidAsAntapadopagUDhAn vidyAgarun naumi bhRzaM subhaktyA / yeSAM pavitrAzcaraNAravindAn saMsevya me dhI rabhavat pavitrA // 2 // zuSkaghAsanibhaM zAstraM takhyiM parizIlitam, mad gavAkSIravaccatatkAvyaM navyaM tayodgatam / / 3 / / kAyanimaNikartRtva kevalaM mayi yujyate saguNaM nigugaM baitat vidbhiH parIkSyatAm / / 4 / / sAdhvI prakRtyA manadhAbhidhAnA paranI madIyA'sti mno'nukulaa| zuzrUSayA tatkRtayaiva samyagvaddho'pyahaM kAvya midaM cakAra / / 5 / / Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam dhanyavAdAli cAsya tadguNAkRSTamAnasaH / tadupakArazuddha yathaM prayacchAmi punaH punaH / / 6 / / IdRzI gRhiNI bhUyAt sarveSAM sadgRhAzrame / yaddharmasevanAtsvargaH gRhe cApi viz2ambhate // 7 // bhAvArtha-jinake parama anugraha se jJAna prApta karake maiMne isa navIna kAvya kI racanA kI hai aise ve gurujana merI sadA rakSA karate raheM / / 1 / / jisake pavitra caraNAravindoM kI seTa kara merI buddhi prativana nidyA tuma imbAdAsa jI" ko maiM bhaktipUrvaka bAra bAra praNAma karatA huuN||2|| merI go ne (vAraNI evaM buddhi ne) zuSkaghAsa ke jaise tarka zAstra kA parizIlana kiyA hai so usase dugdha ke jaisA baTTa navIna kAvya niHsRta huA hai / / 3 / / kAvya kA nirmANa kartRtva to mujha meM prAtA hai para yaha saguNa hai ki nirguNa hai isakI parIkSA vidvAnoM ke hAtha meM hai / [43 prakRti se sAccI merI varbhapatnI "manavA" na mujhe isa vRddhAvasthA meM bhI merI acchI saraha sevA karake isa kAvya ke nirmANa ke lAyaka bala pradAna kiyA |5|| ataH maiM usake isa sadguNa se AkRSTa hokara use bAra 2 dhanyavAda detA hUM / / 6 / / aisI gRhiNI saba ke ghara meM hove ki-jisake dharma sevana ke prabhAva se pratyeka gRhastha ke ghara meM bhI svargIya prAnanda barasatA rahatA hai / / 7 / / katu : prazasti:mastativarSAyaSi meM cikIrSayA preritasya Ne nuSyA vihite smim khanu kAvye bhavettruTi kApi saMzodhyA / / 1 / / rAjasthAnaprAnta vasatA kSetra mayA mahAvIre / pANDityapade, navyaM kAvyaM dabdhaM svarucyatat / / 3 / / digambarakSetramidaM prasiddha purAtana sAtizayaM samRddham / dezAntarAyAtaviziSTa vizai bhaktyAnvitaiH zrAddhacayaizca sevyam / / 3 / / Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vattanadUtam gaMbhIrAsaritastaTasthitamidaM kSetraM mahAvistRtam / zrIdaigambara mUlanAyaka mahAvIrAkhyathA vizrutam / bhUgarbhotthitavIrabimvalalitaM lAlityato'nUpamam / asyotkarSamavekSya dAnasalila prazvatsvayaM varSati || 4 || digambarAmnAyata eva sarva pUjApratiSThAdi va dharmyanRtyam / saMpadyate -- lokajanopakAri kSetra prasiddha jagatItale'smin / / 5 1 digambarAcAryamunIndracandrazrI kundakundAna matAnusArAt daigambare'smin khalu kSetravarye saMghIyate dhArmikakAryajAtam / / 6 / / bhaktikendrasya pUrNA'sya vyavasthA saMvidhIyate / nirvAcanapaddhatyA jaMpurIya digambaraiH // 7 // kSetra prabandhakAriyAM vyavasthAsaMvidhAyinaH / karmaThA: H kuzalA vijJAH sabhyA jAyanta evate // 8 // maMtripade niyukto'tra "zrI kapUrendupATanI " "khindukA - jJAnacaMdro 'sti sabhApatipadasthitaH // 3 // aSTasahastrIbhAvaM yenAdAyaiva cAptamImAMsA / aparaM yuktyanuzAsana manUditaM bhASayA hindayA || 10 || E tenaM vedaM racitaM kAvya navyaM manoharaiH pAdaiH / vidvanmanomusyAhArdika bhAvo'sti me vAyam // 11 // sallomAtRbhavena yena racitaM zranyAyaratnaM mahat, TIkAbhistibhitaM guNijanAmodapradaM toSadaM / svAntapreraNayA ca kAvyamitaracchAhAntalokAbhivam tenedaM racitaM svakalpitapadai vidvanmanomodakaiH ||12|| Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 100 cancanadUtam pUrvasmAnmeghadUtAcca pAdAnantyAn mayA mudA / gRhItvA pUritAste'tra kSamyAsasaMgatiH // 12 // uttarameghadUtasyAH pAdA pratyAzca kecana / bhUritA avaziSTApatra tyaktA anupayoginaH || 14 | sAtatyena pramuditamanA mUlacandrAbhidhAnaH kazcid vyakti munivarazubhAzaMsivAdaprabhAvAt kAvyaM navyaM zramaparigataH zAradArAdhanAyAM cakre bhUyAd guNamaNibhRtAM topakRtpaNDitAnAm // 15 // vRSasevAyAM nirataH prosTeDa granthinAdito jAtaH / daiva ! tvatpratikUlAcaraNAdevAdhunA manye // 16 // tu me na zubhaM bhavedyadi vidhe ! vAJchA tvadIyAnA mA kArSIrazubhaM kadAcidapi me vijJaptimetAM zRNu / yAce na draviNaM na kIrtimatulaM saukhyaM paraM prArthaye, tvatkaSTaikasahA bhavettanuriyaM kuryAdiyanme balam // 17 // itthaM prArthanayA prasannamanasA devena dattaM balam, vArdhakye'pi mayA sadAzrayavAda dRvyaM manoraMjakam kAvyaM navyamidaM yadIyapaThanAccite bhavennekazaH, vijJAnAM mahatAM ca pAThakanRNAM vAJchA puna rvA paThena // 18 zAsvanti te kintu parizramaM me doSaikSaNAkRtya nivadbhakakSAH raviprakAzo bhavatIti kIdRg jAnanti no satyamulukapotAH / / 16 / / sAgara maNDalAdhIto vivanmaMDalamaNDitaH / mAlayanAbhiyo grAmo ramyo'sti janasaMkulaH // 20 // tatrAsmi labdhajanmA'haM paravArakulodbhavaH / sallo mAtA pitA me zrI saTAlelAlanAmakaH ||21|| 1 Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam etatkAvyaM mayA dRbdhaM dvisahastre ca vaikrame ! ekonatriMzatA yukta zukle magasi ca kAtike / / 22 / / yAvadvAjati zAsana jinapate vicca gaMgAjalam, yAvaccaMdradivAkarau vitanutaH svIyAM gati cAmbare / tAvadvAjatu navyakAvyamapi me pApaThyamAnaM janaiH, etallanyamA mareta vaha yarcha yo gurUnAzrayet / / 23 / / gaMgottuGgataraGgasaMgisalilaprAntasthito vizrutaH zrIsyAdvAdapadAGkito bhuvi janai manyio'sti vidyAlayaH / tatrA'haM paThaM gaNezaguruNA saMsthApite vaNinA ambAdAsapadopagUhitatanuma'bhUdviziSTo guruH / / 24 / / matibhramo'jAyata eva pusA bAkyakAle janavAda eSaH mithyA, yato'haM na tathA babhUva, babhUva meM pratya ta zemuSIddhA / / 2 / / vidvAMsastu bhavantyete saMkaTApanna jIvanAH prakRtyA kaMTakAkIrNo jAyate pATalI sumaH / / 26 / / evaM vicintya saMtoSAjjIvane yApayAmyaham, dhruvamated yayApAtraM samudrAllabhate jalam / / 27 / / bhAvArya--maiMne yaha kAvya 70 varSa kI avasthA meM gumphita kiyA hai isaliye isameM yadi koI truTi huI ho to usakA saMzodhana kara lenA cAhiye ||1|| rAjasthAna prAnta meM zrImahAvIrajI nAma kA eka prasiddha tIrtha sthAna hai vahA~ maiM pApinatya pada para 'niyukta hai| vahA~ raha kara maiMne isa navIna kAvya kI racanA kI hai ||saa yaha kSetra digambara kSetra hai, bahuta prAcIna hai, samRddha aura pratizayazAlI hai| yahA~ dezAntara se viziSTa vidvAn bhAte rahate haiM evaM bhaktibhAva se protaprota zrAvakanaraNa yahA~ pUjanAdi kArya karate rahate haiM / / 3 / / yaha kSetra gambhIra nadI ke pazcima taTa para sthita hai / isa kA nAma mUla nAyaka zrI mahAvIra prabhu ke nAma se 'zrI mahAvIra' aisA pracalita hai / yahA~ bhUgarbha se nikalI huI zrI mahAvIra pramu kI pratimA hai| isa kSetra kA saundarya bhI apUrva hI hai| yahA~ dAna rUpI salila svayaM isa kSetra kA sadA siJcana karatA rahatA hai // 4 // digambara mAmnAya ke anusAra hI yahAM pUjA pratiSThAdi kArya sampanna hote haiM / yaha lokajavopakArI kSetra hai / saba hI darzana kara apane pApako Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam bhAgyazAlI mAnate haiM // 5 // digambarAcArya zrI kudakuda kI mAnyatA ke anusAra hI isa digambara kSetra para samaya-samaya para dhArmika kArya hote rahate haiM ||6|| bhakti ke kendrarUpa isa kSetra kI pUrNa vyavasthA niryApanapaddhati se cune gaye jayapura ke digambara janajana karate rahate haiM ||7|| kSetra kI prabandhakAriNI kameTI meM cune gaye sadasya karmaTha, kuzala aura catura hote haiM--meM kSetra kI sevA nispRha bhAva se karate rahate haiM |8|| isa samaya kSetrIya maMtrI-pada para zrI 'kapUracanda pATanI' mahodama haiM paura sabhApati pada para sindUkA zrI 'jJAnacandrajI' haiM / / 6 / / jisane praSTasahasrI ke bhAva ko lekara 'prAptamImAMsA' kA evaM 'yuktyanuzAsana' natha kA hindI meM anuvAda kiyA hai usI ne isa navIna kAvya kI racanA kI hai| yaha vidvajjana manomohaka bane yahI merI mAMgalika kAmanA hai // 10-11 // sallo-mAtA ke suputra maiMne "nyAyarala" nAmaka sUtragrantha racA aura saMskRta meM usa para tIna TIkAeM bhI racI, jo bijanoM ko mAnya huI haiM tathA sthAnta sukhAya aura bhI dUsare kAvya evaM "loMkANAha" nAmaka eka 14 sagItmaka mahAkAvya bhI nirmita kiyA / isa vacana dUta kI jo racanA kI hai vaha vidvanmanomodaka svakalpanAracita padoM se kI hai| pUrva meghadUta ke antima pAda ko lekara pUrvavacanadUta kI racanA huI hai. umameM jo prasaMgati pratIta ho usake liye maiM kSamya huuN| uttaravavanadUta meM uttarameghadUta ke antima pAdoM kI samasyA pUrti huI hai, para jinakI saMgati ho sakI hai unakI hI saMgati isa usara vacanadUta kI kathAvastu ke sAtha baiThAyI gaI hai, saba antimapAdoM kI nahIM / / 12-14 // mujha mUlacaMdra nAmaka sAdhAraNa vyakti ne munivara vidyAnanda mahArAja kegubhAzIrvAda ke prabhAva se isa navIna kAvya kI racanA kI hai, merA adhikAMza samaya sarasvatI mAtA kI ArAdhanA meM hI vyatIta hotA hai / guNoM meM anurAga rakhane vAle vivajanoM ko merA yaha kAma saMtoSaprada hogA aisA prAtma vizvAsa hai // 15 // dhArmika kAryoM ke saMpAdana meM nirantara nirata hone para bhI mujhe deva kI pratikUlatA se prosTeDagranthi kI bAdhA ho gaI hai / / 16 / / ataH maiMne usakI anukUlatA Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam 103 saMpAdanArtha jo stuti kI usase mujhe isa bRddhAvasthA meM bala milA / stuti meM maiMne deva meM yahI yAcanA kI ki maiM tuma se na dhana cAhatA hUM, na kIti kI kAmanA karatA hUM aura na atula sukha cAhatA hUM | maiM to kevala yahI cAhatA hUM ki tumhAre dvArA diye gaye isa kaSTa ko merA yaha zarIra saha sake itanA dala mujhe pradAna karo // 17 // isa prakAra kI prArthanA se prasanna hue deva ne mujhe isa grantha ke nirmANa karane lAyaka bala diyA, jisase maiM isa navIna grantha ko nirmANa kara vinna pAThakoM ke sammukha upasthita karane meM samartha ho sakA huuN| yaha pAThakoM ke mana ko raMjita karegA bhaura eka bAra bhI pana lene para punaH unheM yaha bAra bAra paDhane ko utkaMThita bnaavegaa| // 18 // jo dUsaroM ke doSoM ko dekhane ke zaukIna haiM ve mere isake nirmANa karane ke parizrama kI kImata nahIM kara sakate haiN| kyoMki ravi kA prakAza kaisA hotA hai isa bAta ko ulla kA baccA nahIM jAnatA hai / / 14 ___merI janmabhUmi mAlIna nAmaka kasbA hai / yaha sAgara jile meM vartamAna hai / merI mAtA kA nAma sallo aura pitA kA nAma zrIsaTolelAla hai| jAti kA maiM paravAra hUM / yaha kAvya maiMne vi0 saMvat 2026 meM racA hai / vaha samaya kArtika mAsa kA zulka pakSa kA thA / / 20-22 / / ___ jaba taka jinendra kA zAsana bhUmaNDala meM camakatA rahe, gaMgA kA jala bahatA rahe aura prAkAza maNDala ko candra aura sUrya prakAzita karate rahe, taba taka isa kAvya ko janatA acchI taraha se par3hatI rahe / isase milane vAlA zreya mere gurujanoM ko prApta ho aisI merI mAMgalika bhAvanA hai // 23 // merA adhyayana banArasastha syAdvAda mahAvidyAlaya meM humA hai, yaha bhadainI ghATa para sthita hai, janatA ise zraddhA kI dRSTi se dekhatI hai, usake prati janatA kA bahuta pAdara bhAva hai / isakI sthApanA zrIpUjya gaNezaprasAda jI barNI ne kI hai| vahAM mere pradhAna vidyAguru zrImAn ambAdAsa jI zAstrI the / / 24 / / Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacanadUtam "vRsAdhanA meM gatijA ho jAtA hai aisA jo janavAda-lokokti hai-use maiM mithyA isaliye mAnatA hUM ki isa avasthA meM merI buddhi meM vikAsa huA hai / / 25 / / vidvajjana to saMkaTApanna jIvana vAle hI hote cale mAye haiN| hamane dekhA hai ki gulAba kA phUla kAMToM meM hI vikasita hotA hai / / 2 / / aisI bAta socakara hI merA jIvana saMtoSa se nikala rahA hai| bAta to yaha saca hai ki samudra ke pAsa baiThA humA vyakti mapane pAtra ke anusAra hI usameM meM jala prApta kara sakatA hai // 27 // amAptamidaM smanadUtamuttarAyam Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSetra ke sAhitya zodha vibhAga dvArA prakAzita mahattvapUrNa sAhitya (1-2) rAjasthAna ke jaina zAstra maMDAroM kI graMtha sUcI- prathama bhAga evaM dvitIya bhAga (aprApya) (3-5) rAjasthAna ke jana zAstra maMDAroM ko graMtha sUcI-tRtIya bhAga, caturtha bhAga sampAdaka- DA. kastUracanda kAsalIvAla evaM evaM paMcama bhAga anUpacanda nyAyatIrtha mUlya 170) ru0 (6) jaina graMtha bhaMDArsa ina rAjasthAna (zodha prabandha aMgrejI meM) lekhaka-DA. kastUracanda kAsalIvAla mUlya 50) ru. (7) prazasti saMgraha-sampAdaka -DA0 kastUracanda kAsalIvAla mUlma 14) 20 (8) rAjasthAna ke jaina saMta : vyaktitva evaM kRtitva: lekhaka-DA0 kastUracanda kAsalIvAla mUlya 20) ka. (E) mahAkavi daulatarAma mAnavAna : ti: eka kRSi lekhaka-hA kastUracanda kAsalIvAla mUlya 20) ru. (10) jaina zodha aura samIkSA-lekhaka-DA0 premasAgara jaina mUlya 20) 20 (11) jiNadatta carita-sampAdaka-sA0 mAtAprasAda gupta evaM pA0 kAsalIvAla mUlya 12) 20 (12) pradyumnacarita-sampAdaka-paM0 cainasukhadAsa nyAyatIrtha evaM DA0 kAsalIvAna mUlya 12) 20 (13) hindI pada saMgraha-sampAdaka-DA kastUracanda kAsalIvAla mUlya 10) ru. (14) sarvArtha siddhi sAra--sampa daka-50 cainasukhadAsa myAyatIthaM mUlya 10) ru. (15) campA zataka-sampAdaka-DA0 kastUracanda kAsalIvAla mUlya 6) 10 (16) tAmila bhASA kA jaina sAhitya-sampAdaka-paM0 bhaMvaralAla polyAkA mUlya 1) ru. (17) vacanatam-lekhaka-paM0 mUlacanda zAstrI mUlya 10) 10 (18) tIrthaMkara vardhamAna mahAvIra-lekhaka 50 padamacandra zAstrI mUlma 10) ru. (16) A Key to Happiness (aprApya) (20) paM0 cainasukha dAsa nyAyatIrtha smRti graMtha mUlya 50) 10 (21) bAhubalI-khaNDakAvya anUpazcanda nyAyatIrtha bhUlya 10) ru. (22) vacanadUtam uttarArddha mUlya 10) 20 (23) yogAnuzIlana (presa meM) pustaka prApti sthAnamaMtrI kAryAlaya mainejara kAryAlaya di. jaina pra. kSetra zrI mahAvIrajI di. jaina a.kSetra zrI mahAvIrajI savAI mAnasiMha hAI ve zrI mahAvIrajI jayapura-3 (rAjasthAna) (rAjasthAna)