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________________ > >#9>#la #> <>$9 9]>9>& che. vizva ane bhAratanuM bhAvi dAdA bhagavAnanI bhaviSyavANI zrI sImaMdhara svAmInuM jIvana caritra dAdA bhagavAnanI amRtavANI
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________________ -: saMkalana thA prakAzaka araviMda jI. desAI amUla TeAnIka senTara, zrI saumadhara oragenIkasa maMjula ratanA sesAyaTI, navajIvana seAsAyaTInI najIka, mahAdevanagara, bIlImerA, DI. valasADa. phezana : 53996 mIna : 396 321 : mUlya : parama vinaya ane huM kaMija jANaaA nathI : AvRtti : prathama 15 phebruArI 1994 : mudraka : zrI sAmanAtha prinTIMga presa, bIlImerA, phezana : 3644
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________________ ArAdhanA sImaMdhara svAmInI... saMkalana : Do. nIrubahena amIna arihaMta kone kahevAya? je hAjara hoya tene! gerahAjara heya tene arihaMta nA kahevAya. pratyakSa pragaTa hovuM joIe. bIju badhuM pakSa. mATe A sImaMdhara upara badhuM laI jAva have. ApaNA hindustAna mATe sImaMdhara svAmInuM khAsa mahatva gaNAya che. have emanA mATe jIvana arpaNa karI. ane sImaMdhara svAmI pAse besI rahane, e mUrti pAse besI rahIne, teya helpa.thAya. mane te mokSa maLI zake che teya huM besI rahyo chuM. nahi te mAra , emanuM zuM kAma hatuM ? mekSa mane maLI gayuM che te huM emanI pAse besI rahyo chuM kAraNa ke haju e uparI che ! emanA darzana kare tyAra bokSa thAya. nahi te mokSa thAya nahi. emanA darzana karIe e konA darzana ekSa svarUpanAM ! deha sAthe jenuM svarUpa mekSa che.' -AdAmI
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________________ 8 mahAvideha tothadhAma rAI - SITI tri maMdira pari ca ya mahAvi deha tIrthadhAma, navAgAma pATiyA, kAmareja cAra rastA, surata prabhAvanA : akrama vijJAna phAunDezana 2, padhAlaya, pATIdAra sosAyaTI, paMcavaTI peTrola paMpanI sAme, amadAvAda-380006. phezana : (.) 77828
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________________ strI Se 3 e ----- pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAna'nI sAkSIe, S vartamAne mahAvideha kSetramAM vicaratA, tIrthakara bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM.
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________________ shshynmshyymyyssyyyw 'nityakrama' zudra vyavahAra caraNavidhi sata puruSanuM cAgabaLa sat puruSAnu cAgabaLa ane pragaTa jJAnI puruSanuM cAgabaLa jagatanA jIvamAtranu kalyANa karI, kalyANuM karA, kalyANu karA " je vyavahAra nizcayanuM pratipAdana kare e zudhdha vyavahAra che." dAdA' zrI dAdA bhagavAna vItarAga TrasTa, su'ba.
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________________ prastAvanA . - - - pratyakSa prakaTa tIrthakaranuM oLakhANa thavuM, temanI bhakti jAgavI ne temanuM dinarAtanuM anusaMdhAna karI levuM ane aMte temanA pratyakSa darzana karI kevaLajJAna prApta thAya e ja mokSanI prathamathI atima kaDI che ema jJAnIo sUcave che. A kALamAM A kSetramAM vartamAna tIrthakara che nahIM paNa A kALamAM mahAvideha kSetramAM vartamAna tIrthakara bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmI birAje che, ane bharata kSetranA mokSArthI jIvane mokSe pahoMcADyA kare che. jJAnIo e mArgethI pahoMcI anyane e mArga cIMdhe che. zrI sImaMdhara svAmInI ArAdhanA jeTalI vadhune vadhu thAya teTaluM temanI sAthenuM anusaMdhAna sAtatva vizeSa ne vizeSa rahe. jenArthe emanI sAthenuM RNAnubaMdha gADha bane ane aMte parama avagADha sudhI pahoMcI, te temanA caraNakamaLamAM ja sthAna prAptanI mahora mamaya cheSa : dinarAta sImaMdhara svAmIne dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe namaskAra karyA karavAnA. dararoja sImaMdharu svAmInI AratI, 40 vakhata namaskAra nidhi karavAnA (bane te 40 vakhata sASTAMga daMDavat praNAma sAthe thAya te uttama evuM sahaja sUcana) jenAthI mana, vacana, ane kAyAnA saMpUrNa upayeAga-pUrvaka thAya. sImaMdhara svAmInI prArthanA vidhi, ane sImadha 2. svAmInA caraka sadA mastaka rAkhI ananya zaraNanI satata bhAnAmAM rahevuM, saMpUjya zrI dAdAzrIe vArevAre kahevuM che ke ame paNa sImaMdhara svAmI pAse javAnA ne tame paNa tyAM ja pahoMcavAnI taiyArI kare. e sivAya ekAvatArI ke be avatArI thavuM muzkela che! pharI pAka janma je A ja bharatabhUmimAM thAya te haLahaLate pAMcame Are cAlatuM hoya tyAM mAkSanI vAta te bAjue rahI paNa pAcho manuSyabhava maLa paNa durlabha che! evA saMjogomAM atyArathI ja cetIne, jJAnIoe batAvelA mArgane pakaDI laIne, ekAvatArI padanI ja prApti karI laie pharI pharI A tAla khAya evuM nathI. vahetAM pANInA vaheNane pharI pakaDAya nahi.
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________________ hete samaya pA pakaDAya nahi. AvelI taka gumAve tene pharI taka maLavAne tAla khAya nahi mATe AjathI ja maMDI paDIe ne gAyA karIe...pI sImaMdhara svAmInA asIma jaya jayakAra ho! vizvamAM vyApelAM vADAbaMdhI, pakSApakSI, matamatAMtara, mArA tArI teDavA, ne ektA, abhedatA sAdhavA, saMpUjaya zrI dAdAbAe vizvane trimaMtra Ave ne trimaMtra saMkala, sthApe. enI pAchaLa mAtra eka ja bhAvanA ke hindustAnamAM vartAtA mukhya traNa jaina, vaiSNava ne zaiva thanI sAmaNAmI vartAtI mArAtArI, vera-jhera, , adekhAI tUTe ane sarvadharmo vacce abhedatAne setu sadhAya. bhayaMkara karikALamAM pAMcamA ArAmAM, bhalabhalA sAte, bako ne mahAtmAomAM iSa, adekhAI sAdharmAmAM spardhA eTaluM badhuM vyApeluM che ke emAMthI kaI virale ja bace. Aje jagatane evA khera viralAonI jarUra che, je bhAratanA bhAvine ujjavaLa banAvI de. 2005mAM bhArata vizvanuM kendra banavAnuM che te svapna sAkAra karavAnA nimitta bane ? prathama vibhAgamAM parama pUjya paramAtmA zrI sImaMdhara svAmInI ArAdhanA arthe tathA matArthathI mukata thavA bhagavAna zrI kRSNa tathA ziva bhagavAnanI sAthe bhaktinuM mArgadarzana tathA mahattAnI samaja sAthe prastuta aMkamAM paramapUjya dAdA bhagavAnanI jJAnavANIne sata saMkalita thayela che. tema ja pUjayazrInA mukhe nIkaLelI namaskAravidhi Adi ArAdhanA vidhirUpe dvitIya vibhAgamAM kaMkalita thaI che. je vAMcakane paramAtmA zrI sImaMdhara svAmInI samIpe javA arthenI ArAdhanAsAdhanA kAje sahAyaka thaze e ja abhyarthanA ! - jaya saccidAnaMda maka
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________________ paMcam ArAmAM mekSanI aMtima kaDI zrI sImaMdhara svAmInuM jIvana caritra - anaMta vIsIe AvI ne chatAM A jIva nA bUjha, e rajhaLapATane Aro na Ave ! have lAkha mAthA pachADIne te paNa siddhazilAe birAjelA anaMta tIrthakare zuM kare? te pratyakSa hatA tyAre ApaNe AtmA paNa bhaTakate bhaTakatA temane bheTaye te haze ja ne? Ama chatAM ApaNe AMkhe khUlI nahi. Aje jyAre ApaNe tIrthakaronA svarUpane temanI sattAne tathA temanI mahattAne samajI zakayA chIe tyAre A kALe. A kSetre kaI tIrthaMkara vidyamAna nathI ! ane paMcamakALanA jIvenuM habhAgya nahi te bIjuM zuM kahevuM ? zuM tyAra A manuSyabhava eLe javAno ? ene artha, mokSano upAya, mekSane mArga tathA mokSanI mahattA samajyA chatAMya A jIvane kaMi, prakAza lAdhI na zake zuM? A paMcama AzamAM ekAda evI taka maLI na zake zuM ? nAnI puruSe A rUMdhAyelA mAgane mekaLe karI Ape che. chelo taka dekhADI de che. vidhamAna tIrthakara ke je A kALe A kSetre nathI. paNa anya kSetre eTale ke mahAvidehakSetramAM vartamAne virahamAna che. evA devAdhideva. caudalokanA nAtha, samagra brahmAMDane prakAzamAna karanAra, kevaLajJAnI bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmInuM saMdhAna pragaTa jJAnI puruSa karAvI de che. A kALe, A kSetrathI sIdhe mola zakaya nathI te vAya mahAvidehakSetrathI azakaya paNa nathI. A mArga jemaNe je che, evA leo ja te batAvI zake. zabdothI nahi, aMta:karaNathI ja evI anubhUti thaI jAya ke mekSa najIkamAM ja che ! bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmI prabhunuM saMdhAna A kALe A manamAM rahIne paNa thaI zake che. AtmajJAnI puruSe AvuM saMdhAna karI zake che ane ApaNane paNa karAvI zake che. AvI anubhUti aneka lAka karI cUkayA che. bhUtakALamAM bhagavAna zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya, mad rAjacaMdra tathA vartamAna jJAnI puruSa zrI dAdA bhagavAna zrI sImaMdharA havAmInA saMdhAnamAM rahI ane mokSamArga khule karI Ape che.
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________________ mahAvideha kSetranI rUparekhA jyAM bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vicare che e mahAvideha kSetra zuM che? kayAM AveluM che? kevuM che? tyAM manube che kharA? che. te kevA che? ajANyAnA manamAM AvA aneka prazno uddabhave te svAbhAvika che. che. A brahmAMDamAM kula paMdara kSetre che, jyAM mAnavasRSTi che, jIva sRSTi che. ApaNA jevA manuSya che, sajjana che, durjana che, jA che, prajA che, gharabAra badhuM ja che. manuSyanI UMcAI, pahoLAI tathA AyuSya vageremAM noMdhanIya pharaka che. A paMdara kSetramAMthI pAMca bharata kSetramAM tathA pAMca zivata kSetromAM tIrthakaranI pagaTa hAjarI nathI. paNa pAMca mahAvideha kSetromAM kula vIsa tIrthaMkara vicarI karoDa tAtmAone paramapadanI prApti karAvI, A saMsAranA samosaraNa mAganI bhayaMkara bhaTakAmaNamAMthI mukta karI zAzvata mokSanA adhikArI banAve che. A vIsa tItha kAramAM zrI sImaMdhara mI prabhu eka tIrthakara che. bharata kSetramAM atyAre pAMcame Are cAle che jyAre mahAvideha kSetramAM sadA cothe Are hovAthI e bhUmi tIrthaMkaraviheNI hotI ja nathI. eka tIrthaMkaranuM nirvANa thAya ke turata ja bhagavAnanuM janma kalyANakAraka hoya che ! kSetra pheraphAra zI rIte thAya ? vatamAne vIsa virahamAna tIrthakare pikI zrI sImaMdhara svAmInI ja bhakti zA mATe ? anyanI kema nahi ? mekSa pradAna karavAnI karUNA save tIrthakaronI sarakhI ja che, chatAM jJAnI purU zrI sImaMdhara svAmInI ja ArAdhanA karavAnuM kema prarUpe che ? zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne ApaNA bhArata kSetranI sAthe vizeSa jaNAnuM baMdha che. A kAraNe ApaNuM kAma saraLatAthI sare eTale ke A bhavanuM AyuSya pUruM thatAM ja mahAvideha kSetramAM zrI sImaMdhara svAmInA caraNomAM sthAna maLe. kalyANa mUti pUjaya dAdAnI bharata kSetramAMthI mahAvideha kSetramAM javAno niyama samajAvatA kahe che, je ArAnA jIvane svabhAva thAya tyAM jIva niyamathI ja kheMcAI jAya. atyAre bharatakSetramAM pAMcame Are cAle che.
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________________ paNa je koI puNyAtmAne e kaI kSapazamane ega ke jJAnI purUSano pratyakSa yoga thaI jAya ke jethI karIne tenA svabhAvamAM pheraphAra thaI jAya. dareka karmodayano samatAbhAve nikAla karI nAMkhe, rAga-dveSa kare nahi. keInI sAthe kiMcitmAtra vera nA bAMdhe, keIne kiMcitmAtra duHkha nA de ke koIne kiMcitmAtra du:kha nahi devAne niraMtara bhAva vartAte hoya, keI kissAmAM vatanathI duHkha devAI jAya te tenuM turata ja pratikramaNa karI le, te te jIva cethA ArAmAM janma levAne lAyaka thaye gaNAya. mahAvideha kSetramAM niraMtara ceAthe Are ja hoya che. ApaNuM zrI sImaMdhara svAmI pratye gajabanuM AkarSaNa thavuM rAta-divasa temanAM bhakti kIrtana, zarU thaI javAM vagere e vAtanAM sUcaka che ke A java temanI joDe trANAnubaMdha bAMdhI tenI pAse pahoMcI, javAne che. A badhuM niyamathI bane che. je rIte A purvenA jJAnI purUSoe je che, jANyuM che, e mAga" teozrI ApaNane dekhADe che. ApaNane A mAganA darzana thaI jatAM parama tRptinA oDakAra AvavA lAge che. jANe ke amRtanA oDakAra na khAtA hoIe ! pratyakSa viNa sanA medasamAga... keTalAye jainene khAsa karIne AjanI yuvAna peDhInA jene ne jyAre e prazna pUchavAmAM Ave che ke tame zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vize zuM jANe che ? tyAre te kAM te potAnI ajJAnatA prakaTa kare che athavA te cUpakIdI seve che. jyAre AvuM bane che tyAre hadaya dravI UThe che. AjanI yuvAna peDhI bhUtakALanA tIrthakarone yAda kare che te uttama che ja, paNa sAthesAtha e yAda rAkhavuM joIe ke vartamAna tIrthaMkaranuM smaraNa sarvottama che. je gayA siddha kSetramAM agI pada, mana, vacana, kAyAnA yogathI rahita evuM kevaLajJAna prakAza svarUpe birAje che, te ApaNane ahIM zI rIte madada karI zake ? ApaNu zI rIte dekhADe ? ApaNane dezanA saMbhaLAvI ApaNI dRSTine kaI rIte badalI Ape ? kamamalane khaMkherI nAMkhavAno mArga kaI rIte dekhADe ? siddhapade pahoMcyAM pachI tIrthakarone AtmA ke anya AtmA " samasvabhAvI, siddhAtmA ja banI gaye hoya che. tyAM keI bheda nathI. tyAM jJAna, darzana ke cAritranAya bheda nathI. tyAM te phakta prakAza ja che. jemAM AkhuM brahmAMDa jhaLahaLe che ! A ja prakAza tIrthakaramAM paNa vyApta thayela hoya che. mAtra bAkInAM cAra
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________________ aghAtI karma AyuSya, nAma, gotra tathA vedanIya rahyAM hoya che. je je sahaja bhAve nija rI rahetAM hoya che. jagatakalyANanuM nimittapada laIne AvelA hovAthI ApaNe je tene oLakhI laIne, tene pratyakSa yoga prApta karI laIe te mikSa hAthave temAM ja che! tIrthakara bhagavAnanAM darzana mAtrathI ja mokSanI prApti thaI jAya che, paNa temanI oLakha thavI joIe. dhAro ke Aje ApaNI samakSa sAkSAt tIrthakara bhagavAna hAjara thAya te ApaNI pAse temane oLakhavAnI daSTi che kharI? ahIM zAstrokta vANuM ke bhUtakALanA jJAnIonuM kathana kAma lAge tema nathI kAraNa ke dravya, kSetra, kALa tathA bhAvane anurUpa bAhyarUpamAM tIrthakaromAM pheraphAra thaI zake. udAharaNa tarIke mahAvIra svAmIe pitAnI pUrvenA tIrthakaroe prarUpelA cAra mahAvratanA badale temAM ekane umero karIne pAMca karyA, je mATe trevIsamA tIrthaMkaranA ziSya, kezIsvAmI vagarane zaMkA upajelI. jo ke tenuM samAdhAna thaI gayuM, paNa te temanI saraLatAnA kAraNe ja. AjanA asaraLa jInI-ADAIthI bharapUra jInI daSTi sahelAIthI zI rIte badalAya ? jJAnIo kahe che ke jene makSa javAnI kAmanA che, te sivAya anya kazAnI kAmanA nathI, tevA puNyAtmAone tIrthakarone oLakhavAnI dRSTi ApoApa prApta thaI jAya che. ATaluM ja nahi, temanuM zrI sImaMdhara svAmI sAthenuM saMdhAna paNa thaI jAya che. A keI sthULa praga nathI. aMtarane sUkSma paga che. are, zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vize kayAreka kaMI sAMbhaLyuM na hoya, vAMcyuM na hoya, temanA vize eka akSareya jANatA na hovA chatAM jJAnI pAsethI temane paricaya thatAMnI sAthe ja hAtha thanaganI UThe che. mana, buddhi, citta, AMkhe tathA AtmA (pratiSThita AtmA prabhunA premamAM ekAkAra banI jAya che ! A mATe koI japa, tapa ke sAdhanA kazuM ja karavuM paDatuM nathI pachI ApaNuM sthAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmInAM caraNamAM ja che ! A dRDhatAne koI DagAvI zakayuM nathI. A koI ahaMkArapUrNa uccAraNa nathI, paNa pratyakSa thayelI sahaja anubhUti che.
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________________ namaskA-vidhinI zarUAta sahu prathama sane 1971mAM vaDavAmAM eka rAtrinA pUjArIjInI oraDImAM pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe, vartamAna mahAvideha kSetramAM vicaratA tIrthakara bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne huM atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. e maMtra ame tyAM hAja2 hatA e badhA lokoe eka eka vAra vArApharatI bolavAnuM hatuM. sahu prathama A maMtra pUjyazrIe bolI batAvyuM ane mane eka kAgaLamAM lakhI ApI temA jaIne sahune vArApharatI bolAvavAnuM kahyuM. e pachI Disembara, 197ramAM auraMgAbAdanI dasa divasanI zibiramAM savAranI prArthanA vakhate pUjyazrIe mane mana kazI gaNatarI karIne badhAne kahyuM ke, je kaI A maMtra dararoja cAlIsa vakhata belaze tene ekaso ATha pratyakSa zrI sImaMdhara svAmInA namaskAranuM phaLa maLaze. tyArathI badhAne dararoja cAlIsa vakhata A maMtra bolAvavAnuM zarU karyuM ane samaya na hoya te chevaTe aThavADiyAnI rajAnA divase A maMtra cAlIsa vAra bolavAnuM teozrIe sUcana kareluM. pI dAdA bhagavAnanA mukhethI zrI sImaMdhara svAmI sAthenA saMdhAnanI vAta sAMbhaLIne aneka lokone AvI anubhUti thaI che, AzA che. jene pratyakSa yoga nA hoya tene A pustikA parokSa rIte rAdhAnanI bhUmikA spaSTa karI Apaze. je vyakti kharekhara mokSanI Icchuka haze tenuM prI sImaMdhara svAmI sAthe avazya saMdhAna thaI jaze. A pahelAM kayAzya utpanna thayuM hatuM tevuM mA sImaMdhara svAmI pratyenuM jabarajasta AkarSaNa utpanna thAya te jANI levuM ke prabhunAM caraNomAM sthAna pAmavAnA nagArAM vAgavA mAMDyAM che. jJAnInI sAkSIe namaskAra - parama kRpALu zrI dAdA bhagavAna sAmAnya rIte sarve musakSaone saMdhAna nIce ApelA namaskArathI karAve che. pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe, vartamAna mahAvideha kSetramAM vicaratA tIrthaMkara bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne huM atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM.
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________________ A zabda e saMdhAna nathI ja, e vakhate mumukSuone pite zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne namaskAra karate hoya tevI anubhUti thAya te saMdhAna che. pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe e zabda prayoga eTalA mATe prayojavAmAM AvyuM che ke jayAM sudhI mumukSune zrI sImaMdhara svAmI sAthe sIdhe tAra jeDA nathI tyAM sudhI jene niraMtaratAne tAra temanI sAthe saMdhAyele che evA jJAnI puruSa zrI dAdA bhagavAnanA mAdhyama dvArA ApaNuM namaskAra ApaNe zrI sIma dhara svAmIne pahoMcADIe chIe, jenuM phaLa pratyakSa karelA namaskAra jeTaluM ja maLe che. udAharaNa tarIke ApaNe koI saMdezo amerikA pahoMcADe che, paNa te ApaNI meLe pahoMcADI zakIe tema nathI eTale ApaNe A saMdezo posTa khAtAne suparata karIne nizcita banI jaIe chIe. A javAbadArI posTa khAtAnI che ane te tene pUrI paNa kare che. A ja rIte pUjaya dAdAzrI zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne ApaNe saMdeze pahoMcADavAnI javAbadArI pitAnA zire le che. - dAdA bhagavAne sAkSI rAkhI namaskAravidhi karavI A namaskAravidhi jemane sampakadarzana lAdhyuM che, evA samakitI mahAtmAo samajapUrvaka kare te tenuM phaLa ora ja maLe che! maMtra bolatAM akSareakSara vAMcavuM joIe, tenAthI citta saMpUrNa paNe zuddha rahe che. saMpUrNa cittazuddhipUrvaka namaskAra eTale pitAnI jAtane zrI sImaMdhara svAmInA mUrtisvarUpane pratyeka namaskAra karatI jovI. pratyeka namaskAre sASTAMga vaMdanA karatI dekhAvI joIe. jayAre prabhunuM mUrti svarUpa dekhAya ne prabhunuM amata evuM jJAnasvarUpa tenAthI kaI rIte bhinna che. te paNa samajAI jAya tyAre mAnavuM ke zrI sImaMdhara svAmInI nikaTa pahoMcI gayA chIe. jene sampakadarzananI prApti thaI nathI evA AtmAthae nIce mujabanA zabdamAM prabhune prArthanA karavI. he prakaTa pratyakSa paramAtmA, ApanuM svarUpa e ja mAruM svarUpa che. ApanuM kevaLajJAna svarUpa che e ja mAruM kevaLajJAna svarUpa che. paNa mane tenuM bhAna nathI. he prabhu, ApanA A samagra brahmAMDane alaukika karavA vALI parama jati svarUpane huM atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. he prabhu, Apa evI kRpA karo ke amAre A bhedabhAva chUTI jAya ane amane abheda savarUpa lAdhe. ame tamArAmAM abheda svarUpe tAkAra banI jaIe.
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________________ zrI sImaMdhara svAmInuM jIvanacaritra ApaNA bhArata varSanI uttara dizAmAM 19,71,50,000 (ogaNIsa karoDa, ekatrIsa lAkha, pacAsa hajAra) kirlomITaranA aMtare ja budvIpanA mahAvideha kSetranI zarUAta thAya che. temAM 32 vijaye (kSetro) che. A vijayemAM AThamI vijaya puSkalAvatI che. tenuM pATanagara zrI puMDarikagiNI che. A nagarImAM gata covIsInA ttaramA tIrthaMkara zrI kuMthunAtha bhagavAnane zAsanakALa tathA aDhAramA tIrthapati zrI aranAthajInA janma pUrvene samaya ghaNe suMdara hatuM te vakhate puMDarikagizInA rAjA hatA thI zreyAMsa. teozrI zUravIra, prajAvatsala tathA nyAyapriya hatA. temane satyakI nAmanI suMdara, suzIla ane pativratA patnI hatI. eka samaye satyakI rANIne rAtrInA ardhajAgratAvasthAmAM cauda mahAsvananAM darzana thayAM. rANIe savAre potAne rAtrinA Avela A sapanAMonI vAta patine kahI saMbhaLAvI. svapnAMonI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAne ghaNI khuzI thaIteNe svapnazAstrIone bolAvIne A svapnAMo ne artha karavAnuM kahyuM. svapnazAstrIoe gaNatarI karIne kahyuM ke mahA -rANI satyakInI kUkhe tIrthakara bhagavAnano janma thaze. A vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjA harSavibhora banI gayA. yathA samaye mahArANI satyakIe advitIya rU5, lAvayavALA, sarvAMgasuMdara, suvarNa kAMtivALA tathA vRSanA lAMchanavALA putrane janma ApyA (vIra saMvatanI gaNanA mujaba caitra vadI 10nA madharAtrinA) bhagavAnano janma thatAM devatAoe bhavya utsava ujavyo. AkAzamAM duMdubhi vAgavA lAgyAM ane narkagatimAM paNa paLavAra AnaMda chavAI gaye. IndranuM sihAsana DolI uThayuM saghaLAM devadevIone potAnI sAthe laIne IndrarAjA putranA darzanArthe doDI AvyA. garbhamAMthI ja traNa jJAnanA jJAtA evA zrI jinendra prabhunuM nAma rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. zrI sImaMdhara bhagavAnanAM pagalAM thatAM ja rAjA tathA prajAne samRddhimAM Azcaryajanaka kahI zakAya tevI vRddhi thavA lAgI. - bALa jinezvara ke je matijJAna, zrutajJAna tathA avadhijJAna sAthe ja jamyA hatA. te laukika lIlA karatA karatA meTA thaI rahyA hatA. snehALa mA-bApe temane je je zikSaNa ApyuM, tene temaNe sArI -
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________________ rIte grahaNa karI lIdhuM. A rIte yuvAvasthAe pahoMcatAM temanuM dehamAna pAMcaso dhanuSa jeTaluM UMcuM thaI gayuM. mahAvideha kSetramAM tathA ApaNA kSetramAM paNa cothA ArAnuM dehamAna sAmAnya rIte ATaluM ja hoya che, pitAnI saMpUrNa anicchA hovA chatAM mA-bApa tathA AptajanenI tIvra IcchA AgaLa namatuM jokhIne prabhune prabhutAmAM pagalAM mAMDavAnI pharaja paDI. rAjakumArI rukimaNI prabhunAM ardhAganA banavA mATe parama saubhAgyazALI banyAM. bhagavAnanuM mahAbhiniSakamaNa pitAnA phALe AvelI bhUmikA bhajavatAM bhajavatAM bhagavAnanA aMtaramAM te A eka ja vicAra dhaLAyA karatuM hatuM ke A jagatane janma, jarA tathA maraNanA baMdhanamAMthI mukata karIne kevI rIte mikSa apAva. A bhAvanAnA phaLarUpe bharata kSetramAM vIsamAM tIrthakara zrI muni satra svAmI tathA ekavIsamA tIrthaMkara zrI neminAthajInA prAgaTya kALanI vacce. ayodhyAmAM rAjA dazarathanA zAsanakALa daramiyAna tathA rAmacaMdrajInA janma pUrva zrI sImaMdharasvAmIe mahAbhiniSkamaNanA udavege phAgaNa sudI trIjanA divase dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. dIkSA aMgIkAra karatAM ja temane cothuM mana:paryava jJAna lAdhyuM. deSakarmonI nijerA thatAM hajAra varSanA chamakALa pachI bAkInAM cAra ghAtI karmone kSaya karIne caitra sudI terasanA divase bhagavAna kevaLajJAnI tathA kevaLadarzananI banyA. pUrNa padanI prApti thatAM prabhu karoDa lokonA tAraka banyA. e pachI turata ja temane caturvidha saMgha eTale ke sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka tathA zrAvikAonA saMghanI sthApanA karI. kalyANajJAna yajJanI pravRtti pUrA jozathI AgaLa vadhavA lAgI. emanAM darzana mAtrathI ja jIva mekSamArgI banavA lAgyA. ATaluM ja nahi, samyakAzanI tathA kevaLa dazanI paNa banyA ! AvA samartha puruSane keTi keTi vaMdana karI temanA darzananI ja kAmanA dinarAta karyA karIe. ' AvatI covIsInA AThamA tIrthakara zrI udayasvAmInA nirvANa pachI tema ja navamA tIrthaMkara prI peDhALasvAmInA janma pUrve zrI sImaMdhara svAmI tathA anya ogaNasa vihAramA tIrthaMkara bhagavaMte zrAvaNa sudI 3 nA alaukika divase 84 lAkha pUrvanuM AyuSya purUM karI nirvANayada ne pAmaze.
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________________ 11 mahAvideha kSetramAM janamanI taiyArIo bharata kSetranA puNyAtmAo A bhavamAM evA svabhAvamAM AvI jAya ke cothA ArAnA jevA ja thaI jAya. kaLiyuga khuba ja AgaLa vadhI gaye chatAMya gharamAM tathA bahAra sarvatra satayuganuM vAtAvaraNa saje. ahI, A kSetranA jInA traNAnubaMdha "samabhAve nikAla karI purA kara, kayAMya vera nA bAMdhe te te avazya zrI sImaMdhara svAmInAM sucaraNamAM sthita thavAne lAyaka thaye gaNAya. rAta divasa zrI sImaMdhara svAmInuM smaraNa rahyA kare ane savane paNa prabhunA AvavA mAMDe. are, ekAda vakhata paNa je svapnAmAM prabhunAM darzana thaI jAya te prabhu cekakasa tene hAtha pakaDI le. cittanI nirmaLatA tathA prabhu pratyenI laganI mumukSane avazya A sthitie pahoMcADI de tema che. * zrI sImaMdhara svAmI prabhunA kalyANa yajJanA nimittomAM coryAsI gaNadhara, dasa lAkha kevaLajJAnI mahArAjAo, se karoDa sAdhuo, se kareDa sAdhvIjIo, nava se karADa zrAvike ne navase karADa zrAvikAo che. teozrInA zAsaka rakSakomAM yakSadeva zrI cAdrAyaNadeva tathA yakSiNIdevI zrI paMcAMgulidevI che. trimaMtra vijJAna traNa maMtronA samanvayanuM mAhAsya praznakartA : A trimatro che e badhA mATe che? ane badhA mATe che te zA mATe ? dAdAzrI : badhA mATe che A te. jene pApa jovA hoya ne, ene mATe sAruM che ne pApa dhevA nA hoya te tene mATe nathI. praznakartA : A trimaMtramAM navakAramaMtra, vAsudeva ane ziva, A traNeya maMtrane joDe mUkavAnuM zuM prayajana che?
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________________ 12 dAdAzrI : Abu phaLa khAya ane TukaDA khAya emAM phera nahi ? e trimaMtrA badhA AkhA phaLarUpe che, Akhu phaLa ! praznakartA : paNa traNeya maMtrA sAthe khelavAnuM zuM kAraNa ? dAdAzrI : aDacaNA jatI rahe ne ! vyavahAramAM aDacaNu AvatI hAya te echI thaI jAya. polIsavALAnuM sAdhAraNu eLakhANa heAya tA chUTI jAva ke nA chUTI jAva ? praznakartA * hA, chUTI jaie ? dAdAkhA : te| A trima`tramAM jaineAnA, vAsudevanA ane zivanA e traNeya matro bhegA karyAM che. jo tamAre devAnA sahArA joitA hAya to badhA ma`tro bhegA bele enA zAsanadeve hAya, eTale e tamane helpa kare, te A tramatro che ne, temAM A jainanA maMtra che e jainanA zAsanadevA che. emane khuza karavAnuM sAdhana che. vaiSNavanA maMtra che te emanA zAsanadevAne khuza karavAnu sAdhana che ane zivane je maMtra che e emanA zAsanadevAne khuza karavAnu sAdhana che. huMmezAM darekanI pAchaLa zAsana sAcatranArA deve hAya pAchA. e deve! A matrA elIe eTale khuza thAya eTale ApaNI aDacaNeA nIkaLI jAya, tamane sa'sAramAM aDacaNeA hoya ne, te traNeya ma`trA joDe khelavAthI aDacaNA narama thA . tamArA badhA kama'nA u| AvyA hAya ne, e udayA narama karavAnA rastA che. A eTale dhIme dhIme mAga upara caDhavAnA rastA che. je kama udaya sALa AnI che, te cAra AnI thaI jaze, eTale A traNa maMtrA mele ne, teA badhI AvatI upAdhi halakI thaI jAya. tethI zAMti thai jAya bicArAne ! trimaMtra eTale niSpakSapAtI maMtra parApUthI A traNa matrA che ja, paNa A lAkoe ma`trAya vaheMcI nAkhyA che. vaDhavADA karIne ke "A amAruM ne A tamAruM." jaineAe navakAra maMtra ekale ja rAkhyA ane pelA badhA kADhI nAkhyA. pelA vaiSNavAe navakAra maMtra kADhI nAkhyA ane emane rAkhyuM. eTale matro badhAe vahe...cI lIdhA. are, A zivanI agiyArasa ne vaiSNavanI agiyAraseAya vaheMcI dvIdhI che A lAkoe bheda pADavAmAM kai khAkI nathI rAkhyuM, ane tethI A dazA hindustAnanI thai, bheda pADI pADIne. jo dezanI veraNa-cheraNa sthiti thai gai chene ! ane A bheda
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________________ 14 je paDayA che te ajJAnIoe pADayA che, potAno kakako kharo dekhADavA mATe. jyAre jJAnI hoya tyAre badhuM pAchuM bheguM karI Ape tethI te ame traNa maMtro bhegA lakhelA che. eTale e badhA maMtro bhegA bele ne, te kelyAgna thAya mANasanuM. A te eka jaNa kaheze, "A amAre vaiSNava mata che. tyAre bIje kahe ke, "amArA A mata che. eTale A matavALAe lokone mArI nAkhyA che. bhagavAna pakSapAtI hoya ke niSpakSapAtI hoya ? praznakartA: niSpakSapAtI hoya. dAdAzrI : hA. bhagavAna niSpakSapAtI hoya te A trima - e niSpakSapAtI maMtra che. eTale AmAM che kazuM jainenuM ke vaiSNavanuM? nA hindustAnanA tamAma mATe che A. eTale A trimatro jozo te ghaNe phAyado thaze. kAraNa ke AmAM sArA sArA manuSe, UMcAmAM UMcI koTinA cha hoya ne, temane namaskAra karavAnuM zikhavADyuM hoya. phakta Apane samajAyuM ke zuM zikhavADeluM hoya ? praznakartA : namaskAra karavAnuM. dAdAzrI: te emane ApaNe namaskAra karIe te ApaNane phAyado thAya, khAlI namaskAra bolavAthI ja phAyado thAya. tyAre khabara paDe ke, A te jainane maMtra zI rIte kahevAya ? A te mArA pitAnA hitanuM che ke, AmAM pitAnA hitanuM hoya ene jainane maMtra zI rIte kahevAya ?!" paNa matAthane roga hoyane, te leke zuM kahe ? A ApaNuM naheAya." apA, zAthI ApaNuM naheAya ? bhASA ApaNI che. badhuM ApaNuM ja che ne ? zuM ApaNuM nathI ? paNa A te bhAna vagaranI vAte che. e te jyAre A eno artha samajaNa pADIe ne, tyAra bhAnamAM Ave. trimaMtrane bhAvArtha manakartA : trimaMtrane artha samajAve. dAdAzrI : "name arihaMtANuM." ara eTale duzmane ane hata eTale haryA che jeNe, evA arihaMta bhagavAnane namaskAra karuM chuM.
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________________ jemaNe badhA duzmanane nAza karI nAkhyA che, kredha, mAna, mAyA, leza, rAga, dveSarUpI duzmanane nAza karyA che e arihaMta kahevAya. duzmanene nAza karyA tyAMthI pUrNAhuti thatAM sudhImAM arihaMta, jayAre pUrNa thAya tyAre arihaMta kahevAya. pUrNa svarUpa ! e pachI game te dharmanA ho, hindu hoya ke jaina hoya ke game te kemane haya, A brahmAMDamAM game tyAM paNa hoya, paNa e arihaMta heya, temane namaskAra karuM chuM. praznakartA : arihaMtu dehadhArI heya ? dAdAzrI : hA, dehadhArI ja hoya. dehadhArI nA hoya te arihaMta kahevAya ja nahi. dehadhArI ne nAmadhArA, nAma sAthe heya. pachI, bIjA koNa che ? manakata : "name siddhAM." dAdAzrI : have je ahIMthI siddha thaI gayA che, jene ahIM AgaLa deya chUTI gayela che ne pharI dehaye maLavAnuM nathI ane niraMtara siddha sthitimAM rahe che, evA siddha bhagavAnane huM namaskAra karuM chuM. have arihaMta ane siddha emAM arihaMtane pahelAM kema mUkyA? siddha moTA ke arihaMta moTA ? e bemAM moTuM koNa? praznakartA: arihaMta. dAdA bI : nA. arihaMta te dehavALA hoya. arihaMtane siddha thavAnuM che, deha chUTe ke e siddha thaI jAya. paNa arihaMtane kema pahelAM mUkayA ? kAraNa ke e pratyakSa upakArI che, eTale emane pahelAM mUkayA. pilAM siddha e upakArI nahi. e ApaNane kahevA nA Ave, e kaMI ApaNuM kAma kare nahi. A bhagavAna rAma mokSe gayA, e ApaNuM kaMI dhaLe nahi. hA, e rAmanAmanA jApathI tamane aMdara zAMti thaI jAya, e japayajJa che. rAma ahIM hoya te ApaNane helpa kare. paNa rAma atyAre ahIM nathI, eTale e ApaNuM kAmamAM te AvatA ja nathI. pelA arihaMta te kAmamAM lAge, dehadhArI eTale dehadhArI hoya eTale ApaNe emane kahIe, "tame zI rIte AvI dazA pAmyA? amane kaMI karI Apo." te te arihaMta te dekhADe ke, "bhai, tuM AvuM kara." e
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________________ ApaNane kaheya kharA. pite krodha, mAna, mAyA, lema ne jItyA hoya ane bIjAne paNa jitADI Ape. e bIjAnuM ka9yANa karI zake ema che, chAne mekSe laI jAya, eTale pratyakSa upakAra che, arihaMtane pratyakSa upakArI che eTalA mATe emane prathama namaskAra karyA prathama naMbare mUkayA ane bIje naMbare siddhane mUkyA. have emane bIje naMbare zAthI rAkhyA ? kAraNa ke siddha bhagavAna e ApaNuM lakSa che, emanA jevA thavAnuM je kAma javAnuM che tenuM lakSa nA cUkAvuM joIe, e lakSane mATe siddha bhagavAnane namaskAra lakhyA che. mATe bIjA upakArI A ane arihaMta pahelAM upakArI. A sImaMdhara svAmIe pratyakSa upakArI che. mATe emanuM je nAma belo ne, te kAma thAya. manakartA : mahAvideha kSetramAM sImaMdhara svAmI che te ? dAdAzrI : hA, te. e sImaMdhara svAmI ekalA ja A bhArata dezane mATe kAmanA che. eTale e tIrthakara bhagavAnane atyAre arihaMta tarIke svIkAro te tamAruM ka9yANa thAya. atyAre e sImaMdhara svAmI dehadhArIrUpe pratyakSa che, vartamAnamAM che, mATe e arihaMta kahevAya. eTale mahAna upakArI koNa ? A arihaMta bhagavAna. mATe pahelAM emane mUkyA che. siddha bhagavAnane bIjA mUkyA. kevI DahApaNavALI zeThavaNI che ! kaI che ke nA mAre evI. A be thayA. have ? prakartA : "tame AyariyANuM dAdAzrI : arihaMta bhagavAnanA kahelA AcAra je pALe che ane tevA AcAra paLAve che, evA AcArya bhagavAnane namaskAra karuM chuM. emaNe pote AtmA prApta karyo che AtmadazA pragaTa thayelI che, saMyama sahita hAya, paNa A atyAre ahIM je AcAryo che e AcAryo nahi. A te badhA ApaNe jarAka apamAna karIe tyAre hArA pheNa mAMDe. eTale evA AcAryo nahi. emanI daSTi karI nathI. daSTi karyA pachI kAmanuM che. je mithyAtva dRSTivALA che temane AcAryanA kahevAya. samakita thaIne AcArya thAya te te AcArya kahevAya.
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________________ have evA AcArya atyAre jagatamAM amuka jagyAe nathI, paNa amuka jagyAe che. evA AcAryo ahIM nathI. ApaNe bhUmikAmAM nathI, paNa bIjI bhUmikAmAM che. mATe A namaskAra e jayAM hoya ne, tyAM pahoMcI jAya. eTale ApaNane enuM tarata phaLa maLe che. pachI, cethA bragavAnanuM zuM nAma che ? praznakartA: "namo uvajajhAyANa" kAdAzrI : upAdhyAya bhagavAna ! emane zuM artha thAya ? jene AtmA prApta thaI gayuM che ane pote bhaNe ne pachI bIjAne bhaNavaDAve, zA badhA bhaNe ane jaNAvaDA, evA upAdhyAya bhagavAnane namaskAra karuM chuM. ane pachI? praznakartA: "name e sUsAhUNuM," loe eTale leka, te A lekamAM jeTalAM sAdhuo che e badhA sAdhuone huM namaskAra karuM chuM. sAdhuo kone kahevA? dhoLA kapaDAM pahere, bhagavAM kapaDAM pahere enuM nAma sAdhu nahi. AtmadazA sAdhe e sAdhu. eTale saMsAradazA-bhautiddazA nahi, paNa AtmadazA sAdhe e sAdhuone huM namaskAra karuM chuM. eTale dehAdhyAsa nahi, bilakula dehadhAsa nahi. evA sAdhuone huM namaskAra karuM chuM. have evA sAdhuo te jaDe nahi ne ! atyAre kyAMthI lAve ? evA sAdhu hoya ? paNa A brahmAMDamAM jayAM jayAM evA sAdhuo che emane namaskAra karuM chuM. eTale sAdhu koNa ? AtmadazA sAde e sAdhu. emane AtmAnI pratIti bekarI che eTale ene sAdhuo gayA ApaNe. eTale A sAhamane pahelI pratIti. ane upAdhyAyane pratIti. paNa vizeSa pratIti. ane AcArya ne AtmajJAna. ane arihaMta bhagavAna e pUrNa bhagavAna. A rIte A namazakAra karelA che. pachI zuM kahe che? praznakartA : "eso paMca namukakAra." - dAdAzrI : e zuM kahe che? A pAMca namaskAra AgaLanA je bolyA ne. A upa2 pAMca namaskAra bolyAne, te ?
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________________ 1 9 praznakartA : "saga pAvapaNuNe." dAdAzrI : sarva pApone nAza karanArA che. praznakartA : "maMgalANaM ca sasiM." dAdAzrI : eTale badhA maMgalamAM. kanakata : "paDhamaM havaI maMgalama." dAdA zrI : prathama sava* maMgalama. badhA maMgalomAM prathama maMgala A che. badhA maMgalomAM prathama maMgala, moTAmAM moTuM kharuM maMgala A che. evuM kahevA mAge che. manakartA H "name bhagavate vAsudevAya." dAdAzrI : vAsudeva bhagavAna ! eTale naramAMthI je nArAyaNa thayA, temane huM namaskAra karuM chuM. nArAyaNa thAya tyAre vAsudeva kahevAya. praskartA "OM namaH zivAya." dAdAzrI : A duniyAmAM je kalyANa svarUpa thayelA hoya ane je jIvatA hoya, jene ahaMkAra jate rahele hoya. e badhA ziva kahevAya. ziva nAmano koI mANasa nathI, ziva te pote kalyANa svarUpa ja che, eTale je pite kalyANa svarUpa thayA che ane bIjAne kalyANane mAga batAve che emane namaskAra karu chuM. aAdinAthanA samayamAM bhagavAna nASabhadeva ke je badhA dharmonuM sukha che, sarva dharmavALA jemane mAnya kare che, emaNe saMsAra vyavahAranAM vidane TALavA lene kahyuM ke trimaMtra sAthe belaje. trimaMtramAM paMcaparameSTi navakAra maMtra ka name bhagavate vAsudevAya ane 3 nama: zivAya. ema traNa maMtre sAthe bolavAnuM bhagavAne kahyuM hatuM. bhagavAne kahyuM ke, "tamAre tamArI sagavaDa mATe derAM vaheMcI levAM hoya te vahecI leje, paNa maMtro te traNeya sAthe ja bolaje." - dareka dharmanuM rakSaNa karanAra rakSaka deve haya, zAsana deva-devIo hAya. A traNeya maMtro sAthe bolavAthI badhA dharmanA devaLeko ApaNI upara rAjI rahe. je eka ja maMtra bole te bIjA dharmanA deve rAjI nA rahe. ApaNe to badhAne rAjI karI mokSe javuM che ne ? atyAre te koe maMtro vaheMcI nAkhyA. maMtro te maMtro, paNa agiyAraseya vaheMcI
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________________ lIdhI ! zivanI agiyArasa jadI ne vaiSNanI judI. jemAMya eka tithi mATe mAra jhadhaDA jhadhaDI karI jarA paMtha pADI dIdhA ! mokSe javuM hoya te niSpakSapAtI thavuM paDe, sarva rileTiva dharmanI sattA mAnya karI riyalanuM kAma kADhI levAnuM che ! e manane tara kare........ praznakartA : maMtra zuM che? dAdAzrI : maMtra e manane AnaMda pamADe, manane zakita Ape ane manane "tara" kara ! jayAre bhagavAne ApelA maMtro vine nAza kare. A trimaMtra sarva vidhAno nAza kare. A trimaMtranI ArAdhanAthI te "zaLIne ghA seye sare." bIjA maMtro te manane "tara" kare! mahatva navakAra maMtranuM ! praznakartA : A navakAra maMtramAM tamAma zAre AvI jAya che ne? dAdAzrI : jo evuM heta te te pachI bhagavAna mahAvIra gautamasvAmI pAse pistALIsa Agama nA lakhAvyA heta ne eka ja maMtra ApIne chUTI jAta. navakAra maMtra te zuM kare ke tamArAM AvatAM vidanene TALe, se maNane pathare paDavAne heya te kAMkarAthI bina dUra thaI jAya. enAthI kamela thAya padhvAM. praznakartA : zuM trima bolavAthI karmo haLavAM thAya? dAdAzrI : hA, maMtra bolavAthI karmo haLavAM thAya, rAhata maLe kAraNa ke zAsana deva-devIonI sahAya haiya, paNa maMtro te mana, vacana, kAyAnI ekAgratAthI bolavA joIe. te phaLa Ape. A leka UMghI gayuM hoya tyAre mana, vacana, kAyAnI sthiratAthI vidhi thAya, paNa leka UThI gayuM hoya te mahIM hAlI jAya. A te UThe tyArathI spaMdane UbhAM thAya ane AtmA sava-paprakAzaka che, eTale A mathura UThyA heya ne mathura ApaNane saMbhAra te te ApaNaneya yAda Ave, kAraNa ke tarata ja paMdane thavAnAM. tethI A leko cAra vAgye vidhi, maMtra belavAne niyama letA ne !
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________________ 19 aMte te karmanA siddhAMta ja ! bhagavAne badhI jAtanA dharma mUkyA; mokSane mAga mUka ane zubhAzubhane paNa mArga mUke, temane azuddhane mArga nathI mUka. maMtrothI cIkaNuM karmo haLavA thAya. paNa e maMtra bolavA eya eka eviDansa che. jJAnI maLe e te nimitta heya. je badhe pheraphAra thavAne hoya te ja nimitta maLe evuM che ! kama kaMIne cheDe nahi, A te vidhata TaLavAnuM hoya te ja peluM nimitta maLI jAya ane maMtramAM viM TALavAnI zakita hoya che. A brAhmaNe hoya che e badhuM jeSa vagere jeIne cheDInA lagnanI patrikA banAve, pachI juo ke AmAM saMDavAnuM Ave che eTale pachI TAIba pheraphAra kare, chatAM e baI rAMDavAnI hoya te saMDe ja. emAM te koI pheraphAra nA karI zake ! A te "UMghate javA de, jAgate nA javA de" evuM che A jagata ! e jJAnIe ApelA heve ghaTe tame te jaina che te navakAra maMtra bole che ke ? praznakartA : hA, roja beDaluM chuM. dAdAzrI : te pachI upAdhi maTI gaI haze ne ? A praznakartA paNa saMsAramAM upAdhi te hoya ja ne dAdAzrI : jajanA hAthanuM jajamenTa hoya ke kArakunanuM hoya? praznakartA : jajanuM ja. dAdA mAM . ne navakAra maMtra paNa jaje Apelo hovo joIe navakAra maMtra samajIne bole che ke oLakhANa vagara bole che ? A ghInI oLakhANa nA hoya te ghI zI rIte lAve ? e te pachI bIja kaIka vaLagADe. maMtra te "jJAnI puruSa" Apela hoya te yathArtha phaLa Ape. A trimatre amArI AjJAthI bole tenAM saMsAranAM vine dUra thAya, pite dharmamAM rahe ane mokSane paNa pAme tema che ! navakAramaMtramAM kANa aAve ? sarva sAdhu zyAma namaH je bele che, navakAra maMtra paNa le che. paNa navakAra Aje ahIM AgaLa che nahi. navakAra te ame jemane svarUpanuM jJAna ApyuM. che te navakAramAM Ave. bAkI navakAra tyAM bIjI
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________________ kSetromAM pahoMce che. navakAra tethI belavAne che. Amane navakAra pahoMce nahi, kAraNa ke e te ema jANe che ke huM AcAya chuM. praznakartA : ApaNe manamAM navakAra bolIe te oTomeTikalI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtane pahoMcI jAya che ? dAdAzrI : navakAra evI vastu che ke tame jene kahevA mAMge che tene te pahoMcI jAya ! A ATalA badhA navakAra maMtra bole che ne leAka kahe che ke, "A citA badhI kema jatI nathI " alyA, sAcA navakAra maMtrane koI bolatA nathI. A Amane pahoMcADavA navakAra maMtra bole che, te A enA adhikArI na hoya, A emanA Amano kAgaLa nA hoya. have emanA nAmane kAgaLa nA hAtha ne emanI upara bIDIe ApaNe, C;9. upAzrayamAM bIDIe, eTale have pelAne te kudaratI rIte pahoMce ja nahi, eTale e DeDa leTara ophisamAM jAya, eTale ApaNe leTara gaye nakAme ane ciMtA UbhI ne UbhI rahI. ApaNe ema nakakI karavuM joIe ke, hinadustAnamAM ApaNA dezamAM bhArata kSetramAM jayAM AcAryone ane yathArtha upAdhyAyane pahoMce. A traNa jaNane ja pahoMcADavAnA che, siddho ariha tene te pahece che ja. praznakartA : eTale ema oTomeTikalI navakAra pahoMcI jAya ja? dAdAzrI : hA, oTomeTikalI pahoMcI jAya ja. have A namo arihaMtANuM belIe chIe, paNa jANIe chIe ke te ahI' bharatakSetramAM che nahi eTale te pAchuM tyAM pahoMce, jayAM arihaMta hoya tyAM ane namo siddhANaM te siddhone pahece ja, paNa jeTalA bhAvathI bele tevuM pahoMce. samajIne gAvuM A badhu samajavuM joIe, jaina dharma eTale samajavuM, samajIne gAo-kahe che. ApaNAM narasiMha mahetA thaI gayAne te nAgaranI piLamAM rahe. emanI paLa te nAgaranI hoya ne ? mahetAjI te roja savAranA paramAM parabhAtiyAM vahelA UThIne bole, te bIjA nAgaro emanI TIkhaLa kare. te savAranA dAtaNa karatAM karatAM nAgare moTethI bhagata je bole te bolavA lAge. eTale AkhI piLa bolavA mAMDe. e emanA cALA pADavA mAMDayA, e bele evuM ja bele. eTale pachI narasiMha mahetA evuM bevA ke "mAruM gayuM je gAze te ghaNu geTa khAze, ne samajIne mAze te vaikuMTha jaze."
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________________ mAruM gAyuM nA gAIza, ghaNuM gadA khAIza. tema A navakAra maMtra samajIne bolo. A maMtra kene kene pahoMce che, kayAM kayAM pahoMce che te samajIne pahoMcADo. sAdhu bhagavAne kene kahyA che ? je AtmadazA sAdhe te sAdhu, bIjA sAdhu kharA paNa kayAdhu ! ane vItarAthI mAtra jude pADe e badhAne kuliMgI kahyA. eTale A kalAMgIemAM zuM kADhavAnuM hoya ? ApaNe te bhagavAna mahAvIranI vAta sAcI gaNIe. ApaNe "namo vItarAgAya" bolavuM. A navakAra maMtra bole che ne, te samajIne gAva. A brahmAMDa bahu meTuM che. vIsa tIrthakare, pAMca parameSTi bahu che. maMtra samajIne bolavAgyA pachI bhale ajJAnI hoya, paNa phaLa maLe. tIrthakara kene kahevAya, paMca parameSTi kone kahevAya, te samajIne bole te punuM phaLa maLe teya te temane badhAMne pahero. badhA veranA bulAvA mATe ApaNe traNa maMtra sAthe rAkhyA che. kAraNa ke zuddhAtmA thayA pachI niSpakSapAtIpaNuM utpanna thAya che. ApaNuM A huM zudhadhAtmA chuM e lakSa kAra bindu sa yukatama kahevAya ane enuM phaLa zuM? mokSa. A bahAra nuM je badhuM cAle che, e lokene jarUra che. kAraNa ke jyAM sudhI sAcI vAta nA pakaDAya tyAM sudhI dhULa vastu pakaDI levI paDe. sUphama rIte jJAnI purUSa e kahevAya. jeNe AtmA prApta karyo che evA satyaraSathI mAMDIne purNAhuti svarU 5 sudhIne 3 svarUpa kahevAya ane ethI AgaLa mukita thAya. mukti kayAre thAya ? jayAre kAra bindu saMyukatama thAya ane huMkAra bindu yukatam thAya te mekSa thAya. pachI koI ene mokSa rokI zake nahi? e che saMnyasta maMtra | navakAra maMtra saMnyasta maMtra kahevAya. jayAM sudhI vyavahAramAM che tyAM sudhI traNeya maMtre-naNakAra, puname bhagavate vAsudeva ane nama: zivAya-ema sAthe bolavAnA hoya ane sanyasta lIdhA pachI eka navakAra bole te cAle. A te sanyasta lIdhA pahelAM navakAra maMtra ekale jhAlI paDayA che ! sanyasta eTale jene "huM" ane "mAruM" nA rahyuM hoya bahu ane maMtra bolavA hoya te navakAra maMtra e sanyasta maMtra bolAya paNa jayAre saMsAra jeDe hajI levAdevA che. saMsAra jeDe vepAra jagA2 che. hu mAruM che tyAM sudhI badhA maMtro, traNeya maMtra bole to phaLa Ape ane te bahu phaLa Ape che. A trimaMtra te eTaluM badhuM phaLa Ape che ke na pUcho vAta.
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________________ 22 jaina kene kahevAya ? praznakartA : jaina kAne kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : jina eTale AtmajJAnI ne jinezvara eTale tItha kara jeNe jina ke jinezvaranuM sAMbhaLyuM hoya te jaina. jeNe sAMbhaLyuM, zraddhayuM ane jeTalA aMze thayuM teTaluM pAlana karyu'' e zrAvaka ane jeNe sahapUrNa pAlana karyu. te sAdhu, arihaMta keNa ? prazna : sIme dhara svAmI vize kaMika kahA. dAdAzrI : atyAre navakAramaMtra meleA che ke nathI khelatA ? pahelAM kayA matra khele che ? praznakartA : navakAramaMtra, nA arihaMtANuM. dAdAzrI : pachI bIjo kayA ? praznakartA : namI siddhANuM, dAdAzrI : A maMtra khele che e kAne paheAMce che ? arihaMta kANu che ? kayAM che ? zu nAma che ? praznakartA : dareka karmanA nAza karIne beThA te bhagavAna. dAdAzrI : paNa zuM nAma emanuM ? nAmathI jANeA have emane? praznakartA : nAma teA RSabhadeva bhagavAna, pArzvanAtha bhagavAna, mahAvIra svAmI, cAvIsa tItha' karA, AgaLa paNa thai gayelA ghaNA. dAdAzrI : hA. cAvIsa tIrthaMkarAne tame arihaMta kahA tA mAruM kahevAnuM ke tethI ja AkhA jainajagatane keTalAyane sAcuM bhAna nathI. ebhAnapaNe AvuM khelyA kare che, e arihaMta nathI have, Ane ApaNe arihata kahIe te e nirvANuM nathA thayA hajuM ? praznanakartA : mahAvIra svAmI teA nirvANu thaI gayAM. dAdAzrI : teA nirvANu thaine e tA siddha thayA, e siddhagatimAM gayA eTale siddha kahevAya. teA e nA siddhANuMmAM gayA, te emane ApaNAthI ahi ta kema karIne kahevAya ? tamane samajAyu' ? huM zuM kahevA mAgu' chu te ! e nirvANa pAmyA pachI siddha thayA, have pachI emane namA arihaMtANu' meTTIe te e keTale badhA doSa bese ? tamane samajAI A vAta ? eTale e atyAre arihaMta nathI. zemAM gayAM che ?
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________________ 24 praznakata : siddhamAM. dAdAzrI : tamane nathI lAgatuM ke siddhamAM gayA e ? praznakata : hA. siddhamAM ja gayA. dAdAzrI : te pachI A arihaMta kema kahevAya ? e te siddhane ja pahece badhA. tethI A navakAra maMtra phaLato nathI. badhA pAra vagaranI ciMtAo laIne pharyA kare che. jaina sAdhu, saMnyAsIo baMdhAya, te Aje arihaMta koNa ? praznakata : Apa kaho . - dAdAzrI : A sImaMdhara svAmI atyAre arihaMta che. samaja paDIne ? je A hAjara che. zuM che ? vatamAna tIrthakara hoya e arihaMta kahevayA. praznakartA : atyAre vicAra che ? dAdA zrI : hA. che ne sArI rIte che. hajuM te keTalAM varSa sudhI heze. eTale emanuM nAma leje. zuM kahyuM ? samaja paDIne ? pelA badhA siddha thaI gayAM. praznakata ? ane A bhagavAna vicare che. dAdAzrI : hA. have kalekaTara hoya e kamizanara thayAM pachI emane kahIe ke "he kalekaTara ahI Ava" te zuM kahe sAheba? rIsa caDhe ke nA caDhe ? A badhu UMdhuM baphAyu che. e che kayAM atyAre ? praznakartA: sImaMdhara svAmI AvatI covIsamAM che? te atyAra kayAM che ? dAdAzrI : atyAre te mahAvideha kSetramAM che. ahI AvatI covIsamAM nathI. manakata : nathI? dAdAzrI : nA. e te atyAre mahAvideha, kSetramAM atyAre tIrthakara ja che. Apa zuM kahe che ? manakata H barAbara che. sImaMdhara svAmI atyAre vicAre che. dAdAzrI : tame gayelA kharA keI dahADe ahI mahesANAmAM ? mahesANAmAM sImaMdhara svAmInuM derAsara che e joyuM ? anakata : hA.
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________________ dAdAzrI : e bhagavAnanuM ApaNA bhAratadeza upara anusadhAna che. bIjA ogaNIsa tItha kare che, paNa bIjA tIrthaMkarAnI mUrti nathI esADI, kAraNa ke AAmanuM anusaMdhAna che ApaNA deza sAthe ane saccidAna : sadha che te tIrthaMkara sImaMdhara svAmInuM derAsara banAvavAnu` geAThave che; Apa saketa che. sAcI samaja navakAranI praznakartA : pelI navakArama'tranI Ape vAta karIne e vAta jA navI che. e vAta vigatathI kAne jetha UMDA khyAla Ave. Kr dAdAzrI : mahArAja kahe che ke, ame badhA navakAra maMtra elIe chIe, tame traNa maMtrA (trima`trA) kema karyA ? tyAre meM kahyuM, "tumane samajAvu. A navakAramaMtra eleA che, te navakAra maMtra temAM, "name arihaMtANu namA siddhANu, namA mAyariyANa namAM ujyAsa nA lAeza sahaNuM." temAM sAdhu koi haze ema mAnIne paheAce che, namA unvajajhAyANa eTale upAzrcAya kei haze ema mAnIne paheAMce che. name AyariyANa eTale AcAya ne paheAMce che. namA sidhdhANu' eTale sidhdhane paNa pahoMce che. paNa namA arihaMtANumAM arahuMta kANu ? kone paheAMce che. A TapAla ? tyAre e kahe che, cAvIsa tIthakAne" are bhai, cAvIsa tIrthaMkarA tA (sadhdha thaI gayA, have emane arihaMta nA kahevAya, tamane kema lAge che ? cAvIsa tItha karI sidhdha thai gayA eTale leTa thayA pachI ene havAladAra paNa kahIe te khoTuM dekhAya. praznakartA : eka vakhata tA ahita thayA hatA ne ? dAdA : nA. evuM cAle nahi. atyAre sidhdhagatimAM hoya ane emane bhApaNe sidhdhane namaskAra karIe chIe. nameA sidhdhANuM, ane krI pAchA emane arihaMta namaskAra karIe. mATe Aje A navakAramaMtra phaLa ApatA nathI.
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________________ 25 praznakartA : eTale atyAre nA pahoMce emane ? dAdAzrI : eTale pachI mAre AcArya mahArAjane saheja kahevuM paDyuM ke arihaMtane namaskAra karo. arihaMtane. te kahe ke arihaMta kyAM che atyAre ? te meM kahyuM ke A sImaMdhara svAmIne namaskAra karo. sImaMdhara svAmI che e brahmAMDamAM che. eTale A taiyAra che. mATe ene namaskAra kare. e haja che. arihaMta tarIke levA joIe. Apane A vAta samajAI ? praznakata : hA. samAI. dAdAzrI : te ApaNane tenuM phaLa maLe. dezanA Ape tIrthakare praznakata : tIrthakaro te upadeza Ape ne ? . dAdAzrI : nA. tIrthakaro dezanA Ape. siddhane arihaMta kahevAya e gune nahi ? eTale mahArAja pachI samajyA. mahArAje mane kahe che ke "AvI bhUla cAle che !" meM kahyuM, AkhuM jainajagata badhuM Ama kare che. mULathI ja bhUle. je sidhdha thaI gayelA tene arihaMta kahe che. zI rIte pahoMce te ? tamane evuM lAgatuM nathI ke nA kahevAya arihaMta ? nirvANa pachI thayA sidadha praznakata : paNa jyAre upadeza ApatA haze, tyAranI vAta che ne ? " dAdAzrI : paNa arihaMta eTale zuM kahevA mAge che ? e arihaMtane atha' tamane kahuM ? arihaMta eTale pratyakSa Aje hoya, tame jeyA nA hoya, paNa je paNa sthitimAM hoya, te paNa Aje astitva hoya che. eTale bhagavAna mahAvIra e ariha'tanI jagyA upara nathI. tamane samaja paDI meM zuM kahyuM che ? praznakatA : hA. thoDI thoDI khabara paDI. dAdAzrI : e te arihaMta hatA ja paNa have e siddha thayA, kevaLajJAna thayuM teya arihaMta kahevAtA, paNa nirvANa pAmyA pachI arihaMta nA kahevAya. pachI sidadha kahevAya. te sidhane arihaMta mAne che, eTale A navakAra maMtra phaLatuM nathI. pachI meM emane samajaNa pADI ke arihaMta atyAre sImaMdhara svAmI che, je hAjara hoya, jIvatA hoya te arihaMta. temane bhaje.
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________________ vidyamAna tIrthakareA vIsa praznakartA : mahAvidehakSetramAM sImaMdhara svAmI vartamAna tIrthakare che. evA bIjA tIrthakaro paNa tyAM che! dAdAzrI : che ne tyAM badhA. praznakartA : vartamAnamAM ? dAdAzrI : hA. evA atyAre vIsa tIrthakare chevartamAnamAM. e hoya che ja! A sImaMdhara svAmI che. e bharatakSetranA nimitta che. je nimitta hoya te hitakArI hAya ! sImadhara svAmInuM vIsa tIrthakaromAM khAsa bhajavAnuM eTalA mATe ke ApaNuM bharatakSetranI najIkamAM najIka te che ane bharatakSetranI joDe emanuM kANAnuMbaMdha che. praznakartA : te arihaMta eTale vidyamAna tIrthakarane ? dAdAzrI : hA. te tIrthakara temane gaNe. bAkI A covIsa tIrthakara thaI gayA, emane arihaMta nA kahevAya. arihaMta te sImaMdhara svAmI ekalAne ja gaNene ! arihaMta je che te sImaMdhara svAmI che. agara te bIjA gaNA tIrthaka hoya e arihe ta che, je vartamAna tIrthakara hoya e arihaMta kahevAya. A ja arihaMta ! A samajIne have namaskAra bele te phaLa e darzanathI thavAya niSapakSapAtI A navakAramAM Aje arihaMta e sImadhaM2 svAmI che, evuM mAnIne bolaje have. ane bIjA maMtre che, traNeya maMtra, te badhAya joDe bolaje. emanA derAsanamAM darzana karavA gayelA ? dhanakartA ? nA. ame sthAnakavAsI chIe. dAdAzrI : tame sthAnakavAsI che te paNa emanA darzana te karavAM tamAre. samaja paDIne ? sthAnakvAsI eka mata che. eTale ApaNe matanI bahAra nIkaLavuM che, have kayAM sudhI A matamAM paDI rahevuM ? mekSe javuM che ne ke mekSe nathI javuM ?
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________________ 27 navakAra bAlavA upayeAgapUrvaka ane A te utAvaLe bole che ne, ke name arihaMtANuM, name siddhANuM, name AyariyANuM. ayA, A bhaiDavAnI (bharaDavAnI) cIja che ?! A ghauM bhaiDA che ? (bharaDo cho ?) name arihaMtANuMnI roTalI karavI che ? A leka te jeTalI karI nAkhe, leTa bAMdhIne ? ' jayAM che tyAM namaskAra ane te arihaMta bhagavAna Aja amArA dezamAM nA hoye, te bIjI duniyAmAM jayAM hoya tyAM badhe ame A namaskAra pahoMcADIe chIe. e jayAM hoya tyAM amArA namaskAra pahoMce A paNa kAgaLa lakhIe chIe ne ke phalANubhAInA nAmane eTale tyAM pahoMce. eTale navakAramaMtramAM bahu uttamakArya karanArA zabda che A badhA. . namaskAra paheAMce, sImaMdhara svAmIne ApaNe te A dAdA bolAve che ke, sImaMdhara svAmInuM, te badhuM bolAve eTaluM belavAnuM, eTale bahu thaI gayuM. eka phere darzana thayAM te kAma kADhI nAkhe. te A dAdAnI hAjarImAM darzana pahoMcyA kare che. ne bhagavAna tyAM svIkAra kare che. savIkAra kare e cAle che. nahi te e kevaLajJAnI nA kahevAya. hA, bhItanI bahAra rahIne darzana darzana karate hoya toye kevaLajJAnI svIkAra kare ! ahI beThAM beThAM nIcevALo dazana koI karate heya ne, tene svIkAra pote kare. te A te dAdAnA zuM kahevAya te siphArasa Ape. mAsamArga ane deva-devIe manakata : mokSamArga e mukitane mArga che, emAM kazI apekSA ja hoI zake. te pachI AmAM zAsana deva-devIone rAjI rAkhavAnI zI jarUra che ? dAdAzrI : A zAsana deva-devIone rAjI eTalA mATe rAkhavAnuM ke A kALanA manuSya pUrva virAdhaka che. pUrvavirAdhaka eTale koIne saLI karIne AvelA. tethI te atyAra sudhI 2khaDI marelA. ApaNe deva-devIonuM ArAdhana eTalA mATe karavAnuM ke emanA taphano keI kaleIma" nA rahe, ApaNuM mArgamAM vacce teo aMtarAya nA nAkhe ane ApaNane pasAra thavA de ane "hepa" kare. ApaNane A gAma eka pahelAMne jhaghaDo thayeluM hoya ne e gAmanA loko jeo ArAdhanAnA
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________________ 28. bhAva rAkhIe te jhaghaDo maTI jAya ne UlaTuM sAruM kAma thAya. ema AkhA jagata joDe ArAdhanAthI zAsana deva-devIo ja nahIM, paNa jIvamAtra joDe ArAdhanAthI sAruM thAya. zAsana deva-devIo niraMtara zAsana upara, dharma upara kaMIpaNa aDacaNa Ave te te "hepa" kare ! ane A kSamAga e che ke ahIMthI "DirekaTara mekSe nA javAya, eka be avatAra bAkI rahe e mAga che, A kALamAM ahIMthI "DirekaTa" mANa thatuM nathI. A kALanI vicitratA eTalI badhI che ke kameM badhAM koe" karIne lAvyA che, te Akhe dahADe henamAM phare teya kAma pUrAM thAya nahi. sAyakala laIne phare, Akhe dahADo 2khaDa khaDa kare paNa kAma pUrAM thAya nahi eTale eka be avatAra jeTalAM kama bAkI rahe che. eTale A mekSa ja kahevAya ne ? paNa mokSane ahI ja anubhava thaI jAya ne chUTApaNAnuM bhAna thAya, "huM chUTuM paDI gaye chuM" evuM bhAna thAya. namaskAra kare keANa kone ? ApaNuM A namaskAra vidhimAM te badhA deva-devI, tiya ca, nArakI, badhA jIvamAtranI joDe namaskAra bolI gayA, te ApaNe zuddhAtmA namaskAra nathI karatA. je bole che tenI pAse namasakAra karAvIe chIe. ApaNe jANIe ke bolanArAe ATalA ATalA badhAne namaskAra karyA. - have namaskAra karyo eTale e loko kaheze ke bhaI, A tamane ame leTa go karIe chIe, tame amane ema kahetA hatA ne ke ame nathI. paNa ame chIe ne, "hA bhAI, tame che. ame jANatA nahetA, tethI ame kahetA hatA ke tame nathI paNa e ame sAdhu AcAryonA saMgathI evuM kahetA hatA ke, "tamArAM darzana karavAthI ame mithyAtvI thaI jaIzu, paNa ame hatA ja kayAM samakitI te mithyAtvI thaI javAnA hatA te ?" praznakartA H keI leke kahe che ghaMTAkarNa devane mAnavuM ane amuka kahe che emane nA mAnavuMtemAM Apane zo abhiprAya che? dAdA bI . jene saMsAranI aDacaNe hoya teNe gha TAkarNa devane mAnavuM. samaja paDIne ? praznakartA : eTale paisA mATe ? dAdAzrI : nA. badhI rIte, keIpaNa jAtanI saMsAranI aDacaNa heya te mAnavuM. ane aDacaNa nA hoya ane mokSe ja javuM hoya teNe nahi mAnavuM ane mekSe jatAM je aDacaNa hoya, sAMsArika te mAMgavAmAM vAM nathI. eTale DAka DAka virodhI mANase che. thaDAkane lIdhe
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________________ 29 jhaghaDo cAle che te virodhI mANasa thoDA avaLuM bese che. badhA mANasa evuM nA bole. praznakartA H A ghaMTAkarNa deva e samakitI de che ke asamakitI deva che ? dAdAzrI : jeTalA jeTaza zAsanadeve che e badhA samakitI che. praznakata : ghaMTAkarNa samakitI che ke asamakitI ? dAdAzrI : e zAsanadeva che. bannemAM zuM phera ? praznakartA H bhagavAna mahAvIranI prAthanA-stuti karIe ane sImaMdhara svArthIne ApaNe prArthanA-stuti karIe te e banenI phaLazrutimAM zuM phera paDe dAdAzrI : mahAvIranuM lete kaI sAMbhaLe ja nahi. mahAvIranuM nAma lIdheluM keNa sAMbhaLe ? mahAvIranuM koI sAMbhaLe che ? ApaNuM sIma ghara bhInuM nAma lete nA hoya, mahAvIranuM te hama, paNa saLe ke zuM ? e pite siddhakSetramAM jaIne beThA, ane ahIM levAdevA nA rahI. ApaNe rU banAvI te have e siddha thaIne e tIrthakareya nA kahevAya che. e te siddha ja kahevAya. samaja pI ne? eTale A ekalA ja jaLa are nA cilANuM eTale temAM mahAvIra ne covIseya tIrthakare AvI gayA. praznakartA : name arihaMtANuM ne namo siddhANuM A banne bolavAthI banemAM pharaka che. paDa che ? hAla : nA siddhANaM nA bole te cAle, paNa na arihaMtANuM bolavuM paDe, mukta thavA mATe namo arihaMtANuM bolavuM paDe. manakata : eTale ja phaLa maLe che te name arihaMtANaMnuM ja maLe che. evuM thayuM ? sImaMdhara svAmInuM ja male che ne ? dAdAzrI ? e to ApaNe ema nakakI karIe ke bhadha, kayA sTezane javuM che ? te kahe ke bhaI, ANaMda javuM che. basa, te ANuM ApaNu lakSamAM rahyA kare. ema mokSamAM jagnanuM, siddhagatimAM javAnuM, te lakSamAM rahyA kare. samaja paDIne ? AmAM upakArI sarvazreSTha upakArI te arihaMta kahevAya. manakartA H je vicaratA hoya e. dAdAzrI : ho. arihaMta kene kahevAya ? je hAjara hoya tene gerahAjara hoya tene arihaMta nA kahevAya. pratyakSa pragaTa hovuM joIe. bIju
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________________ 30 adhu' parAkSa mATe A sImaMdhara svAmInI upara badhu laI jAva have, joDe badhAogaNIsa tItha karA che paNa bIjA koi nAmeA ApaNane yAda rahe tenA karatAM Amane ja bhAva paheAMce. ApaNA hindustAna mATe sImaMdhara svAmInuM khAsa mahattva gaNAya che, have emanA mATe jIvana aNu kare ! e bhajanAnuM phaLa zuM ? praznakarto : sImaMdhara svAmIne ApaNe bhajIe chIe e barAbara che. paNa dAdA, cAvIsa tIrthaMkara che emAM kAine paNa bhajIe te tenu' phaLa nA maLe ? dAdAzrI : kazuM' nA kare, tenAM karatAM kare e sAru paNa te kharu' phaLa tItha"karatu phaLa maLe nahi. je tIya kara mAnIne kare paNa tIrthaMkara nathI e. e siddha che, tamane samajAyu' e siddha che evuM ? praznakartA : kharAkhara che, dAdAzrI : ahIM hAya ne. ahI pragaTa hAyatA ! bhagavAna mahAvIra emanA samayamAM tIrthaMkara hatA. have samaya pUrA thai gayA. eTale siddha thai gayA cAvIseya tIrthaMkara siddha thaI gayA ane A te ApaNe jaIzuM' tAya A tIthakara rahevAnAM, RNAnubaMdha bharatakSetra sImaMdhara svAmI te aDhAramA (bharatakSetramAM) tIthakara hatA tyAranA che bhagavAna ! badhA tItha karee anumAdanA karelI te A anumedanArUpa emanI kRpA UtaratI ja cAle che, eTale badhuM ahI...nuM kAma ja jANe emanu heAya evI rItanA cAle che. khAkI che temAM vIsa tItha''karA che paNa A tIrthaMkara vadhAre ekasepTa kare badhAya. te RNAnubaMdhI hiMsAkha haze te. pahelAnA hisAkha haze ne te chUTe hamezAM. vItarAgatAmAM hiMsAkha nA hAya. hisAba pahelAMnA chUTatA hoya. je dravyakramanA Akama' chUTane, evI rAte e chUTe, tenI mahIM bhegAbhegA hisAma chUTe. emane badhA tIthakarAe mAnya karelA. ane atyAre e mAnya karIe te ApaNane phaLa maLe, ane vIsa tIrthaMkarA che eke nathI. praznakartA : je atyAre, hAlamAM vicarI rahyA che ne ? dAdAzrI : hA. vicarI rahyA che. haju bahu kALa sudhI rahevAnA che ahI' AgaLa. tAra beinTa karIe, teA kAma nIkaLI jAya.
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________________ 21 praznakartA: sImaMdhara svAmI sAkSAta hoya evA anubhava thAya che. dAdAzrI : thAya.esAkSAt che ja. bhAve karIne saMpUrNa vitarAga ja che. tIrthakara ja che. paNa je mULa che te tIrthakara nAmakamanAM AdhAre A karma bhegave che atyAre. sImaMdhara svAmI e te keza (rokaDA ) kahevAya. e te bhale bIjA kSetramAM hoya paNa hAjara che e eTale. e karatA zuM haze ? praznakata : A sImaMdhara svAmI mahAvidehakSetramAM zuM kare che ? dAdAzrI : karavAnuM emane kazuM ja nA heya ne. karmanA udaya pramANe basa. pitAnA udayakama je karAvaDAve evuM karyA kare. potAnI jAtane IgoIjhama (ahaMkAra) khalAsa thaI gayuM hoya ne Akhe dahADo jJAnamAM ja rahe. mahAvIra bhagavAna rahetA hatA evuM. emane phelearsa (anuyAyIo) bahu hoya ne badhA. phorsa bahu hoya. aMdhArAmAM rahyuM jagata praznakartA : rAma, kRSNa, alA, kAIsTa, AvA keTalAya thaI gayA. paNa sImaMdharasvAmI mATenuM ajJAna - doDha lAkha varSathI je sImaMdhara svAmI che te enA mATenuM ATaluM badhuM ajJAna kema che? dAdAzrI : emanA ekalA mATe nahi, badhA bahu jaNa mATe ajJAna che. badhuM ajJAna ja che A ! aMdhArAmAM ja che jagata. A te jeTaluM dekhAyuM eTaluM ajavALuM thayuM. bAkI aMdhAruM ja, badhuM aMdhAruM ja che. jagata te bahu vizALa che ane sImaMdhara svAmI jevA pAchA bIjA che. A te TUMkI dRSTithI-zarTa sAITathI ApaNe AvuM aMdhArAmAM dekhAya che. bahu vizALa che jagata. moTA moTA Indra lekAya che. temane be be lAkhanAM AyuSya che. narka gatimAMya temaneya be be lAkhanAM AyuSya che. tyAM AyuSyanI khoTa ja nathI. ahIM manuSya ekalAmAM ja AyuSyanI beTa che. ahIM ja bhAMjagaDa badhI ! sAsu sasare thaye ke nAma, rUpanuM rahasya praznakartA : je bhagavAna nirAkAra hoya te nAma ane rUpamAM ApaNe sImaMdhara svAmI kahIe te e te sImaMdhara svAmI e nAma kahyuM, te bhagavAnanuM e svarUpa che. e sImita nA thaI jAya? kAraNa ke paramAtmA te nirAkAra che. te pachI A nAma ane rUpanI ja bhajanA karavI enuM zuM kAraNa?
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________________ 32 dAdAzrI : evuM che ne, kerI nAma devAthI ApaNe lakSamAM ja hoya ke rasa hatA. rasane mATe ja kerInuM nAma daIe chIe ke ApaNe? eTale A nAma devAthI bhagavAna mahIM che enI khAtarI ja hoya. nAma e madira kahevAya. ane mahIM bhagavAna. ane peluM je che e tarava. samaja paDI ne ? e arUpI tatva hoya te lakSamAM nahIM AvI zake. mATe jayAM arUpItatva pragaTa thaI gayeluM che. saMpUrNa pragaTa thaI galuM che. kampalITa pragaTa ! te tyAM emanAM maMdiranuM nAma daie, tyAMthI ja ApaNane e lAbha thAya. ApaNe ahIM karI belIe te kaMI kerI zA mATe nI rasane mATe che. samaja paDIne ? kerI bArI chIe te racanA hetu mATe che ne? ane ghaNA phere te kerI joIe chIe ane chaNamAM svAda Ave che. prArtA H magara meTara nAma nese meTara nahIM A jAtI ! jenuM nAma daIe, te prema mALa nathI. dAdAzrI : nahIM nAma para besI rahevA jevuM nathI ane nAma vagara cAle evuM nathI. kAraNa ke apIne kema karIne tame pahaze ? arUrI paNa nahIM A mATe A nAma dIdheluM che emAM nAma kaI aDacaNa karatuM nathI. koI patatu navamamAM ja pasI jAya che tene arUpI pakatA nathI. nAmanA haThAgraha ja thaI jAya che. eka hetu mATe apInA hetu mATe ja nAma ghANIe chIe ApaNe vadhI huM kaI kAraNa nathI. praznakartA nAmane pakaDavAthI pachI ApaNAmAM e yAMtrikatA nahIM AvI jAva ne? mikenikala nahIM thaI jaya ne ? dAdA : evuM che ne, A dAdA bhagavAna kahene te A dekhAya che e nahAya. mahIM pragaTa thayA che te dAdA bhagavAna che. paNa kahetAnI sAthe samajAI jAya ke mahI mada gajana che. emanAM darzana karIe. bhUgALa, mahAvideha kSetranI praznakartA : have mahAdeha kSetra vize thoDuM DITelamAM jaNAve ne ATalA jojana dUra A meru parvata, je barthI vastu zAstramAM lakhelI che e barAbara che ? dAdAzrI : bAbara che. emAM phera nathI. gaNavIbaMdha vastu che. hA, te eTalA varSanAM AyuSya, haju keTalAM varSa raheze, paNa badhuM gaNatarI baMdha che badhuM. have AmAM paMdara prakAranA manuSya che. A sthaleka Ama
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________________ 33 rAunDa (gALa) lAge che. rAunDa rAunDa sUrya dekhAya che. paNa emane bIjI kaI samajaNa nA paDe A. samaja paDI ne ? kAraNa ke eka vAtAvaraNamAMthI bIjI vAtAvaraNamAM jaI nA zakAya evA leke che mahIM, eTale paMdara prakAranA manuSe che eTale paMdara manuSyanI bhoga bhUmio che. manuSyane janma pAmavAnI ane manuSya lekane rahevAnI paMdara bhUmikAo che. ApaNI emAMnI A eka bhUmikA che. AvI bIjI cauda che. A sivAyanI bIjI cauda che. emAM ApaNA jevA ja mANase jyAM juo tyAM che. ApaNA kaLiyuganA che ane pelA satyuganA hoya. kaI kaI jagyAe kaLiyuga kharo ane koI jagyAe satyuga khare. evI rIte manuSya che ane tyAM AgaLa atyAre sImaMdhara svAmI pote che. temanI deDha lAkhanI uMmara che atyAre ane hajI savA lAkha varSa rahevAnA che. rAmacaMdrajInA vakhate emane joyelA. tyAra pahelAMnA e janmelA. rAmacaMdrajI jJAnI hatA. e janmelA ahIM paNa emane tyAMthI sImaMdhara svAmIne joI zakelA badhA. sImaMdhara svAmI te emanA pahelA, beDu pahelAnA ! A sIma dhara svAmI che emane jagata kalyANa karavAnuM che. e kSetra evuM che, A pAMca bharata kSetra che, pAMca mahAvideha kSetra che, ane pAMca rAvata che. A paMdara manuSya lekanA kSetro, temAM pAMca bhAratamAM atyAre tIrthaMkara nathI. kAraNa ke pAMcame Are cAle che badhAmAM ane rAvatamAMya tIrthakara nathI. phakta mahAvideha kSetramAM cotha Are cAle che, eTale tIrtha karo thayA ja kare che. emAM bahu pahelethI tIrthakara hoya ane tyAM vIsa tIrthaMkaromAM A sImaMdhara svAmI che ! | mahAvideha kSetra che kayAM ? praznakartA: paNa mahAvideha kSetra, e Ama che kayAM ? dAdAzrI : A brahmAMDamAM che, paNa e tyAM AgaLa jatAM vacce khUba ThaMDIne e badhuM lAgavAthI tyAM plena ne jaI zake, mANasa jaI zake nahi. eTale A badhAM kSetre judA paDelA che. vacce evA ThaMDA na (bhAga) che ne, te koI paNa tyAM jaI zake nahi ! paznakartA : e mahAvideha kSetra ApaNuM brahmAMDanI selara sisTama enI bahAra che ke aMdara che ? dAdAzrI : brahmAMDanI aMdara che. brahmAMDanI bahAra kazuM che nahi. praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetra brahmAMDAM kyAM che ?
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________________ 34 dAdAzrI : uttaramAM che, IzAnamAM ! praznakartA H A uttara eTale kaI bAja ? uttara e te rileTiva vastu thaI ne ? dAdAzrI : A jagata ja AkhuM rileTIva che. A indriyathI je anubhavamAM Ave che. e riyala che ja nahi, tyAM jaI zakAya evI sthiti nathI koInI. vAtAvaraNa juduM che badhuM. A kSetranuM ne e kSetranuM vAtAvaraNa judu che. evuM che ne, ApaNe je gAmamAM rahetA hoya ne te gAma mAM ja northa-sAutha badhuM hoya che. A jagatamAM nethe-sAutha jevuM kazuM vastu ja nathI. A te je gAmamAM tame rahene, te northa-sAutha kahevAya che. sUryanArAyaNa je tamAre pUrvamAM uge, te jApAnavALAne pazcimamAM hoya che. eTale karekaTa vastu nathI. je AMkhe dekhAya che e badhuM karekaTa nathI A. anya vartamAna tIrtha kare praznakartA : paNa vartamAnamAM bIjA tIrthakara kyAM vicare che? dAdAzrI : e vIsanA nAma che. paNa ApaNe bhAratakSetranA nimitta sImaMdhara svAmI che. je nimitta hoya e hitakArI che. A vIsanAM nAma che. praznakartA : basa, basa, dAdA. A te eka khAlI jANavA mATe pUchayuM. dAdAzrI : joI le, joI le ne, eka vakhata nAma te kADhI tyAre nAmanAM darzana karI le ne ! (1) zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (2) zrI yugamaMdharasvAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (3) zrI bAbusvAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM . (4) zrI subAhusvAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (5) zrI sujAtAsvAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (6) zrI svayaMprabhasvAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (7) zrI kaSabhAnanasvAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (9) zrI anaMtavIrya svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (9) zrI sUraprabhasvAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (10) zrI vizALavAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM.
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________________ 35 (11) zrI vrajadharasvAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (12) zrI caMdrAnanasvAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (13) zrI caMdrabAhasvAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM, (14) zrI bhujagasvAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (15) zrI IzvarasvAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (16) zrI nemiprabhasvAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM, (17) zrI zrI vIrasena svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (18) zrI mahAbhadra svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (19) zrI devayazA svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (20) zrI ajitavIrya svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. sImaMdhara svAmIne ke yugamaMdhara svAmI je zabda che e ApaNI bhASAmAM atha karIne nathI mUkelA. tyAMnA ja zabda che ane namaskAra karuM chuM e ApaNI bhASAno zabda che. emanuM svarUpa kevuM ? praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetramAM sImaMdhara svAmInuM svarUpa kevuM che ? deha svarUpa che ? ke niraMjana nirAkAra che ? dAdAjI : deha svarUpa che. praznakata : deha ke ? dAdAzrI: deha tamane dekhAya, ane amane AtmA dekhAya, tamane AtmA nA dekhAya. amane AtmA dekhAya. tamane deha dekhAya. 'praznakartA: emane deha ke haya! manuSya je ? ApaNA je? dAdA mA : deha ApaNA je ja. mANasa jevuM ja che deha. praznanakartA : emanA dehanuM pramANa zuM ? dAdAzrI : pramANu bahu heya, hAya ! UMcuM hAITa, bahu UMcI che. badhI vAta ja judI che. enuM AyuSya juduM che. paNa mANasanI lAgaNIo ApaNu jevI ja badhI, kAyamane ane tyAM ! praznakartA : tyAM hamezAM trIje ne the ja Are hoya che ? dAdAzrI : kAyamane mATe cothA Are, trIje nahi ceAthe eka ja. praznakartA: paNa AnA je ja saMsAra badhe ? dAdAzrI : hA, AvuM ja badhuM. eya karmabhUmi badhI, tyAM e huM karuM chuM" evuM bhAna hoya, ahaMkAra, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha kharA.
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________________ 36 A tyAM AgaLa atyAre tIrthaMkara hoya. cothA ArAmAM tIrthakara haca. bAkI bIju badhuM ApaNe jevI ja dazA heya. A rAmacaMdrajI cethA a.rAmAM hatAne. praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetramAM A pramANe ja badhI vastI ane vyavasthA haze ? mahAvideha kSetramAM ahIMnAM jevuM ja badhuM haze ? dAdAzrI : ahIMnA jevuM ja badhuM. emAM jarAya phera nahi. ApaNe tyAM ahIM cotho Aro hatene enA jevuM ja, pAMcamA ArA jevuM nahi. pranardo : sImaMdhara svAmI pravacana Ape kharA ? dAdAzrI : pravacana nA hoya emanI pAse. emanI pAse dezanA heya. samaja paDI ne ? pravacana emane nA hoya. pravacana ahaMkArI Ape. koNa Ape upadezaka chaThuM guNasthAnaka oLage che, e pravacana ApI zake. praznakartA: te sImaMdhara svAmInI dezanA sAMbhaLe kevI rIte leke? dAdAzrI : dezanA nIkaLe ne tyAre loko sAMbhaLe. e che te upadeza na Ape, pravacana nA kare. samaja paDI ne ? eTale emanI dezanA heya. dezane eTale emane pitAne bolavuM nA paDe. TeparekarDa belI de. A amArI dezanA che, TeparekarDanI jema nIkaLe che. bhagavAna mAlika nA heya ameya nA mAlika heIe. upadezaka ke pravacanavALAne mAlikI hoya ke A mArI vANI "kaLe "mAya pIca" ema bole. samaja paDI ne? eTale A "mAya spIca" nA hoya. Aya mArI vANI nathI. A TeparekarDanI vANI che. bhagavAnane che te dezanA hoya. upadezaka chaThThA guNasthAnakamAM hoya, eTale thoDo ahaMkAra hoya. samaja paDIne? amuka bAkI rahI gaye eTale ahaMkAra sahita bele eTale huM besuM kahe. e detramAM bhASA kaI? praznakartA : e mahAvideha kSetramAM saMskRta bhASA cAle che ? dAdAzrI : e saMskRta cAlatI hoya ke prAkRta cAlatI hoya, paNa mULa saMskRta hevI joIe. eTale atyAre prAkRtamAM cAle che ke je ApaNe jANatA nathI. ApaNe te A emanA nAma para gujarAtI bhASA vAparIe chIe, paNa teya pahoMce che. e nAma para bhAva che ne? ane ApaNu pAse nAma te cekakasa che ne eTale leka kaheze, AvA ja nAma haze tyAM ? hA, tyAM nAma AvA ja che, Aja nAma che.
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________________ 37. praznakartA : e nAma Ape jJAnamAM jANelA ? dAdAzrI : badhAM nAma jANyAM nathI, jeTalAM jANyAM evI vAta meM kahI dIdhI che. bIjA nAma jANelAM nathI, bIja te grahaNa karelAM che. pana kartA : te bIjA nAma Apa zAstranA AdhAre kahe che? dAdAzrI : e game tyAMthI, paNa e grahaNa karIne AvelAM. amuka bAbata jANelI paNa bIjI lAMbI nahi jANelI. grahaNa kareluM, paNa grahaNa kareluM khoLI kADhayuM. jeIne, ke zI hakIkata che, vAstavikatA zI che AmAM ? evuM che ne, ApaNane enI joDe saMbaMdha hoya eTaluM ja ApaNe oLakhIe. bIje saMbaMdha nA hoya te A paNe phona karIne pUchI levuM paDe ne ? paNa e badhI vAta hakIkata che, vAstavika che ! emanA gurU keraNa? manakartA : zrI sImaMdhara svAmI sAkArI che. bhagavAnane svarUpanuM jJAna thayuM te temane kaI guru hatA ke kema? sAcA gurU vinA koI rasto batAvate na dAdAzrI : A vAta bahu bahu karavA jevI nathI. A te tIrthakara gautra ! emane A bhavamAM guru nA hoya. guru te keTalAya avatAra karyA ! emanA gurupadathI A prApta thaI gayuM ! paNa A bhavamAM temane guru nA heya. samaja paDI ne ? praznakartA : paNa zarUAtamAM to guru hoya ne ? atyAre nA hoya paNa pahelAM te kharA ne ? emanI AgaLa mukhya vastu zuM ? - dAdAzrI : evuM che ne ke A sImaMdhara svAmI lagabhaga doDha lAkha varasathI che ane temane guru thayA nathI, A avatAramAM. emanA AgalA avatAramAMya guru thayA nathI. emanA trIjA avatAramAM gurU thayelA. te trIjA avatAramAM guru thayelA tenA phaLasvarUpe A badhuM AvyuM. A te jJAnI puruSa jevuM aMte ! kaI bhUmikAtho javAya tyAM ? praznakartA : tyAM javuM hoya te kaI sthitimAM mANasa jaI zake . 2kSaka, : e tyAMnA jevo thaI jAya. cothA ArA je mANasa thAya, A pAMcamA ArAnA duJNe jatA rahe, te tyAM jAya. koI gALa bhAMDe teya manamAM enI mATe kharAba bhAva nA Ave te tyAM jAya, praznakartA : sAmAnyapaNe ahIMdhI, sIdhuM mekSe javAtuM nathI.
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________________ mahAvideha kSetramAM javAnuM pachI mokSe javAnuM. evuM kevI rIte thAya ? dAdAzrI : ahIMthI A cothA ArAnA mANase ane A the Ara cAlatuM hoyane, te kSetra ene kheMcI le kSetrane svabhAva eve che ke je AzAnA mANasa thaI gayA hoya ahIM AgaLa che te cothA ArAnA rahI gayA hoya, ahIM A jJAna nA ApyuM hoya ane bIjA lakAya evA hoya, te te tyAM kheMcAI jAya ane tyAM je pAMcamA ArAnA jevA thaI gayA hoya te ahIM pAMcamA ArAmAM AvI jAya. evA A kSetrane svabhAva chekoIne laI jave-lAva paDato nathI. kSetra svabhAva A leka tIrthaMkara pAse pahoMcavAnA badhA. tethI sImaMdhara 2vAmInuM belyA kare ne. emane bhaje che ne pachI emanI joDe tyAM dazana karaze ne emanI pAse besaze leke ne mokSe jatA raheze. ame jemane jJAna ApIe chIene, te eka be avatArI thAya. pachI emaNe tyAM sIma dhara svAmI pAse ja javAnuM che. emanA darzana karavAnAM. tIrthaMkaranAM darzana karavAnAM ekalA ja bAkI rahyA. bama darzana thavAthI ja mokSa. bIjA badhA dazana thaI gayA. A chelA darzana karene A dAdAthI AgaLanAM darzana e che. e darzana thaI gayA ne mela tarata ! tyAM che kAyama ceAthe are mahAvideha kSetre ceAthe Are che, ahI pAMcame Are che. pAMcamAM Are eTale duSama kALa che A. duSama eTale dukhe karIne samatA rahe. mahA duHkhe karIne jarAka samatA rAkhavI hoya te du:khe karIne samatA rahe. bAkI samatA ja rahe nahi, ane tyAM mahAvideha kSetramAM suSamAduSama kALa che. praznakartA eTale ? dAdAzrI : eTale ameya che ne duSameya che. bane che. eTale Ane bhayaMkara kaLiyuga je kahevAya A. eTale ahIMthI je cha lAyakAta dharAve cothA ArA mATe, te ahI che ne paSAya nahi, e loke kSetranA prabhAvathI kheMcAI jAya upara, cothA ArAmAM mahAvideha kSetramAM ane tyAM pAMcamAM ArAne lAyaka thayA hoya te ahIM Ave. evuM bhara-nIkaLa cAlyA ja karavAnuM. tyAM pAMcamA ArAne lAyaka e khaDadhUsa thaI gayA hoya ne mana vacana kAyA jUThA thayA hoya ! te badhA ahIM AvatA rahe.
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________________ 39 praznakata : e badhA kaSAya nA kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : kaSAye kharA ja ne. praznakartA : te pachI mahAvideha kSetramAM kema evuM hovuM joIe? pharaka te have joIene ? dAdAzrI : nA. evuM nA hoya. ApaNe ahIM cothe Are hate teya badhA kaSAye ja hatA, ane rAmaMca drajInI vAIphaneya laI gayA tA. -rAmacaMdrajI te rAjA hatA teya ! pachI bIjA keTalAya lekanI vAIpha UThAvI gayelA. ema te cAlyA ja karavAnuM. praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetramAM janma thAya eTale mokSe javAya evuM kaI che? dAdAzrI : nA, nA. evuM kazuM ja nathI. tyAMya gajavA kApanArA che, haraNa karI janArA badhuMya che. pachI e Ara ceAthe rahe che kAyama, eTale tyAM AgaLa tIrthakara bhagavAna kAyama hoya che ! tyAM che mana, vacana, kAyA taNI ekatA ane cothA ArAmAM mana, vacana, kAyAnI ekatA hatI te jUThAlabADa badhuM ja Avu ne AvuM ja, paNa tyAM ekatA ne A ekatA nahi. mahAvideha kSetramAMya AvuM ja. AnA jevA ja badhA gajavA ha8 kApI le, mANasoya ApaNA jevA ja badhA. nAmeya ApaNuM jevA pAchA! paNa ekatA have ahIM ekatAvALA thAya te pachI kSetrane svabhAva che kheMcI le. te tyAM laI jAya ne tyAM AgaLa ekatA tUTI gayelI hoya evA mANasa hoya tene kSetra svabhAva ahIM kheMcAI jAya Apane samaja paDIne ? pAMcamA ArAmAM phakta cethA ane pAMcamA ArAmAM phera paDe che ? tyAre kahe cothA ArAmAM mana, vacana, kAyAnI ekatA hoya che ane pAMcamA ArAmAM A ekatA tUTI jAya che eTale manamAM ja hoya evuM vANImAM bolatA nathI ne vANamAM hoya evuM vartanamAM lAvatA nathI. enuM nAma pAMcame Are, ane cothA ArAmAM te manamAM je hoya evuM ja vANImAM bele. ane evuM ja kare. koI mANasa tyAM AgaLa cothA ArAmAM kahe ke mane AkhuM gAma saLagAvI melavAno vicAra Ave che, eTale ApaNe jANavuM ke A rUpakamAM AvI javAnuM che, ane Aja kaI bele ke huM tamAruM
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________________ 40 ghara saLagAvI melIza. te ApaNe jANavuM ke haju te vicAramAM che, tu mane bhegA kayAre thavAno? moDhe bolyA hoya teye barakata nathI. huM tamane mArI nAkhIza kahene paNa te zenA AdhAre ? paNa AdhAra nathI mana, vacana, kAyAnI ektA nathI. zI rIte kArya thAya ? kArya ja thAya nahine ? samaja paDIne ? khape ekatA triyeAganI praznakartA : koI vakhata evA bhAva kare te A pAMcamAM ArAmAM mana, vacana, kAyAnI ekatA AvI zake kaI vakhata ? dAdAzrI : hA, ane, Ave. amuka amuka mANasa hoya, kaMI bilakula sAva khalAsa nathI thaI gayeluM praznakartA : A kamika mArga je che te mana, vacana, kAyAnI ekatA hoya te ja cAle ne ? dAdAzrI ekatA hoya, tema ja cAle. nahi te baMdha thaI jAya. atyAre baMdha ja thaI gayeluM che. A atyAre manamAM mAne ke A dhama cAle che evuM ja. bAkI badhuM baMdha thaI gayele ne. praznakartA : A vetAMbara mAge mekSa maLe ke nahiM kramikamAM dAdAzrI : nA, nA. mikSanI vAta nahi, dharma ja nA thAya. ane mArga ja baMdha thaI gayA che. mana, vacana, kAyAnI ekatA che ke nahi eTaluM ja jue. mana heya bIjI jagyAe ane ahIM AgaLa bhagavAnane paTAvavA jAya e cAle nahi. bhagavAna chetarAya nahi, zeThiyA chetaraddhi vakhate ! | mahAvideha kSetramAM mana, vacana, kAyAnI bhinnatA vatavA mAMDI ke e ahIM Ave ne paDe. cothA ArAmAM mana, vacana, kAyAnI bhinnatA nA hAya. bhalene nAlAyaka hoya paNa nAlAyakeya cekhuM kahI de. manamAM heya evuM bolavAnuMya cokhu ne vataneya evuM, paNa AmanA jevI aTIghUMTIo nA hoya. cothA ArAmAM AMTIghUMTIo nA hoya, ane pAMcamAM ArAmAM ahIMnA lokone AMTIye kharIne ghUMTIye kharI. alyA dhuMTI zuM karavA kare che pAcho ? paNa vakIleye khoTA kesane jitADe che ne ?! ene pAcho hoziyAra gaNe. e vakIleya jANatA hoya ke mArA je koI hoziyAra nathI. ajAyabI che A kALanI !
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________________ eTale tyAM mana, vacana, kAyAnI ekatA ane ApaNuM ahIMyA che. juduM juduM ane ekatA eTale tyAM tIrthakara bhagavAnanA janma kAyama hoya che, eTale vakhata hoya che tIrthakara, pachI nathI hotA. praznakartA : mana, vacana, kAyAne ekAtmaga thaI jAya, ekatA thaI jAya, te e mahAvideha kSetra thaI gayuM kahevAya ? dAdAzrI: eTale tyAM janma thaI jAya. enI meLe ja kSetrane svabhAva che ke je kSetrane vAyaka hoya, je sTenDane lAyaka hoya tyAM kheMcAI jAya ane tyAM che te bagaDe te ahIM AvI jAya. cAlu che meAse javAnuM praznakartA : mokSe javA mATe pRthvI upara ja AvavuM paDe ? dAdAzrI : hA, ahIMyA paMdara photramAM mahAvideha kSetra. A pRthvI ja kahevAya e badhI. manuSya leka ja kahevAya, tyAMthI atyAre bahu moko jaI rahyA che. tyAM Avu ja che atyAre tyAMthI samaye samaye (vadhumAM vadhu) 108 mokSe jaI rahyA che te mahAvideha kSetra pAMca che, emAMthI ja jaI rahyA che. A bIja badhA photra baMdha che. paNa samaye samaye 108 jaI rahyA che, lAInabaMdha jema ahI AgaLa cAra polIsa vALA ema tAla daIne vArApharatI cAlyA ja kare che e lAIno. evuM 18 cAlyA ja kare che. pAchA Ave ahI ? praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetramAM gayele ahIM pAchA AvI zake? - dAdAzrI : Ave ahIM, paNa ApaNA mahAtmAne nA AvavuM paDe. bIjA badhA ghaNuM che ahIMyA Ave ja che ne ! praznakartA : paNa sImaMdhara svAmInI hAjarI kharIne tyAM te. te pachI AvuM badhuM kema thAya ke bhagavAnane prabhAva te paDene pachI ? dAdAzrI : bhagavAnanA bApaneya gaNe nahi evA le che. are! bhagavAna mahAvIra hatA ne, te mahAvIraneya AvaDI AvaDI copaDe. leka kahe, "tame mahAvIra che te ame kyAM kAcA chIe ?" ema kahe. badhI jAtanA loka mAM te ! praznakartA : ApaNuM mahAtmA jaze. e pAchA ahIM AvavAnA? dAdAzrI : e nA Ave. e te Ave ja nahi. A vijJAnanA AdhAre te upara caDhayA. pachI pAchA nA paDe.
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________________ pAchuM pharavAnuM zuM kAraNa ? banakartA ? tyAMnA chane mana, vacana, kAyAnI ekatA heyA che, te pachI ahIM kevI rIte pAchA AvavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : tyAM pachI cothA ArAnA lAyaka hoya ! pAMcamA ArAne lAyaka thavA mAMDe eTale pachI ahIM mUkI de. ahIM AvI jAya. ahIM cothA ArAne lAyaka thavA mAMDe eTale tyAM pahoMce. zenA mATe lAyaka thavAnuM ? kartApada te heya nahi. AjubAjunA saMjoge cothA ArAne lAyaka ke pAMcamAM ArAne lAyaka karI Ape. mahAtmAe kayAM javAnA ? praznakartA badhA mahAtmAo mahAvideha kSetramAM javAnA ne ? dAdAzrI : keTalAkane ahIM AvIne pachI javAnuM thAya. ekAda avatAra karIne zuM ? mahIM hisAba badhe ye hAtha lekene te badhe ApI re paDe ne, baMdha paDyo hoya te pUre karavAne. dasa paMdara varSanuM patAvavAnuM AyuSya bAMdhavAnuM bAkI heya te patAvIne pachI javAnA. hisAba te cUkava paDe ne vacce ! A jJAna letA pahelAM evuM kaIka kharAba karma bAMdhI lIdhuM hoya, te daMDa thayeluM hoya, te daMDa te bhogavavuM ja paDe ne ApaNe ! ane bhogavI eMne chUTo. eka avatArane daMDa. praznakartA : eTale jJAna lIdhA pachI koI rakhaDI paDe kharo. dAdA e . nA rakhaDI paDe. praznakartA: jJAna lIdhA pachI koI kAyamane mATe rakhaDI paDe ? dAdAzrI: nA. paNa jJAna pAme nahi ane pachI avaLuM avaLuM cAle, badhAnuM avaLuM bola bola kare te ThekANuM nathI pachI ! enI sAbitI zuM? praznakartA : ApaNe mahAvideha kSetranI vAta kare te ame koI divasa joyuM nathI, ane amane emAM bahu khyAla nathI. te enuM kaMi mupha che ke mahAvideha kSetra che? enI ke sAbitI che? dAdAzrI : cokkasa sAbitI che. huM eka eka zabda boluM chuM te eksAInA zabda beluM chuMhuM kAcI mAvA nathI ke eka vAra pUratI cokasAI karyA vagara rahuM! ane cokasAI karavAnI zakti mArI, tamArA karatA vadhAre che. Aje huM beThuM chuM te cokasAInuM ja kahuM chuM. A
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________________ mahIM dAdA bhagavAna pragaTa thayA che, tema haMDreDa parasaTa ! varlDamAM keI vakhata AvuM banyuM nathI, evuM A thayuM che huM pite lazana karuM chuM ane tamane darzana karavAnuM kahuM chuM. vAMdhe che emAM ? praznakartA : te amane kevI rIte khabara paDaze ke A mahAvideha kSetra AvyuM ke ame te kaI divasa joyuM nathI. e kaI vAra dekhAya te enI kemanI khabara paDe ke A khAlI bramaNa che ke riyala che? dAdAzrI : e te tamAre tyAM javAnI jarUra nathI. tamAre hisAba ja tamane tyAM laI jAya. tamAre javAnI jarUra nathI ke tamAre vicAravAnI jarUra nathI ke mAtra mahAvideha kSetre javuM che. tame je sTAnDarDamAM che, je lAyaka che e TAImAM ja raheze. e te tamane ahIM AgaLa rahevA nA de. je jJAna ApyuM che ne, te vyAMnA TAnDarDane lAyaka thaI javAnA ane tyAM AgaLa avaLA sTAnDarDa nA hoya che, te ahIM Ave che. e kudaratane niyama che e. vinA mAdhyame, pace nahi praznakata : pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe sImaMdhara svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM ? e sImaMdhara svAmIne kevI rIte pahoMce che ? e joI zake che e hakIkata che ne ? dAdAzrI : e jovAmAM sAmAnya jue che. eTale vizeSa bhAve jotA nathI e tIrtha karo eTale A hAdA bhagavAnanA zRM kaheluM che. te tyAM AgaLa pahoMce che. eTale A mAdhyama vagara pahoce nahi ne ! ' have dAdA bhagavAna ne tIrthakaramAM phera keTale ? cAra DigrIne phera. emAM lAMbe phera nathI ! ane huM te bhagazAna chuM evuM nathI kahete. huM te pahela chuM. ' prArtA H tamArI vAta nathI, AhAdA bhagavAnanI vAta che. dAdA khA : hA. e barAbara che. dAdA bhagavAnanI vAta judI che, ane huM e. ema. paTela mArI jAtane kahuM chuM. huM bhagavAna chuM ema kayA kahuM ? traNasone sATha DigrI pUrI thAya tyAre huM bhagavAna chuM ema kahuM.
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________________ praznArtA : cAra DigrIne cAranI saMkhyAne zuM maLe? dAdAmI H 356 DigrI, amAre che. A kALa, eka te A kALa che ne, te AdhAre, mArAM kapaDAM khasyAM nahi, A kapaDAM che, A badhe je je veSa che, e khasyo nahi. Ama dasamAM guMThANAthI AgaLa khase evuM nathI vyavahAramAM nizcayamAM bAramuM che. praznakartA H dasamuM ke bAramuM, upazama bhAve che ke kSAvika bhAve ? dAdAzrI : kSAyika ja bhAve che. ApaNAmAM te kSAyika ja bhAva che. ApaNAmAM upazama nAmeya bhAva nathI. upazama bhAva jevI vastu ja nathI ahIM AgaLa. judA huM "dAdA' bhagavAna ! pustakamAM jema lakhyuM che ke ame e. ema. paTela chIe ane mahIM dAdA bhagavAna pragaTa thayelA che ane te cauda lekane nAtha che eTale je kyAreya sAMbhaLavAmAM nA AvyuM hoya e A ahIM pragaTa thayelA che. eka jaNa mane kahetA'tA, ke tamArI pAse besavAthI ekadama zAMti thaI gaI tyAre kahyuM, caudalekanA nAthanI joDe huM beTho chuM ne tame mArI joDe bese che. tyAM zAMti te zuM Ana da vata' ! - eTale ja jAte bhagavAna chuM, evuM ame koI dahADoya kahIe nahi. e te gAMDapaNa che, meDanesa che, jagatanA leke kahe, paNa ame nA kahIe ke ame Ama chIe. ame te cAkhuM kahIe. ame te kahIe chIe ke ame te nimitta chIe. amAre bIju kazuM joItuM nathI. amAre te mahIM apAra sukha vatatuM hoya. jayAM AgaLa mahIM sukha nathI, tene bIjA bahArathI lokonA kahevAthI sukha paDe, ene zuM karavuM che ? jene apekSA ja nA hoya, je nirapekSa dazA che. eTale dAdA bhagavAna te judA che. huM ja chuM. huM dAdA bhagavAnane namaskAra karuM chuM. kAraNa ke mAre traNa sene sATha DigrI pUrI karavAnI che. samaja paDIne ? have A bhedanI lokone lAMbI samajaNa paDe nahi, meM pustakamAM A bheda lakhelo che. ame e. ema. paTela chIe. dAdA bhagavAnanA judA che. dAdA bhagavAna pragaTa thayelA che. je joItuM hoya te kAma kADhI le.
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________________ - 45 6. : , ema ekaTa kahuM chuM. koIka ja vakhata Ave cauda lekane nAtha pragaTa thAya che. huM jAte joIne kahuM chuM mATe kAma kADhI le. pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe praznakartA : ApaNe sImaMdhara svAmIne namaskAra karIe chIe, te dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe bolIe ane DAyarekaTa belIe, "sImaMdhara vAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM" evuM bolIe temAM pharaka zuM paDe che ? dAdAzrI : ahIM darzana karyA pachI enuM phaLa sAruM maLe. praznakartA : dArA maLyA pahelAM paNa sImaMdhara svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM evuM bolatA hatA ane tArA maLyA pachI bolIe chIe, emAM zuM pharaka paDe ? dAdAzrI : bahu phera paDe, bahu phera paDe, bahu phera paDe. prakanakartA : jarA DITelamAM samajAve che te A hAdAzrI : tame rAjAne jeyA nA hoya ane rAjAne namaskAra karyo karo paNa rAjAne pradhAne te joyelA heyane, evI pradhAnanI hAjarImAM kahe te phera nA paDe ? tyAM khabara Apene ke tamArA nAmanuM raTaNa Te che. tamane samaja paDIne? pelAnuM phaLa te baLe ne. hamAM moTAM meTAM tenuM nAma le te phaLa maLe nAma devAya te phaLa mAM hAra rahe nahi. jema beya mAzusanuM nAma. ke te kheTuM phaLa, muLe ane sArAnuM paNa pratyakSa hoya te phaLa anekagaNuM maLe ane pakSa heya te thoDuM maLe. * ja. : - kAra ? - , , , , * prazna : paNa hamaNAM to sImadhara vAmI vicAra che, emane koIpaNa derAsaramAM jaIne namaskAra karIe te DAyarekTa lAIna thaI zake ne ? - dAdAzrI : nA thAya. koNa karanAra ? - . . . . " praznakartA: aMdara AtmAne paramAtmAne nA thAya ? - : hodAzrI : nA. keza nA thAya. tame AtmA thAva te thAya. AtmA thayA nA heva te kevI rIte thAya ? AtmA thaI gayA hatA pahoMca dehAdhyAsa chUTI gaye heAya enuM paheca. . . . . . . . praznakartA : ame badhA hAdAne zaga jeTale bheguM karIe chIe, te pachI bIjA bhavamAM e rAga pAcho khAlI thaze ne ?. . . dAdAzrI: mArI para rAga che ne e sImaMdhara svAmI upara ja pahoMce che.
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________________ mahAtmAe : jaya saccidAnaMda ( kaNAthI) praznakartA: paNa mahAya sImaMdhara svAmI jevA thaze ne ? sArI : evuM zAne sAra yama che? evuM thaIne mAre zuM che ? te che . ApaNe ya ? prabaM? hA, tame paNa zarama kevAya. dA: ApaNe to A konuM kalyANa thAya, e bhAvanA ApaNI. ema manakAra keTaleka vakhata ? je mA amAra praznakartA: amArA dAdA "mavAnane namaskAra keTalI vAra karavA jethI karIne amArA tAra tamArA jaDe reja jeThAya ? gAma : e te paNa gaNavAmAM ghaNe vakhata jaze. vakhata kahIne te pAcho gaNagaNa karaze. - pArtA te hAtha, e samayara AsInuM te javuM ja itii emanA mATe gaNajo. te nivara zahera ja maLe. prakato niraMtara rahe neIe. barAbara che, e kahe ja che. :: gaNI AzAnI rIed (tIta) parANe kAM khavI ja kavi ja nApArI mATe rAma ma te cAlI rakhAta e , traNa, cAra, belavuM. dAdA bhagAna te sIma, sImA rahita, analimiTeDa che. asIma eTale analimiTeDa grejImAM prathakatA : adA ApaNe namaskAravidhie zahIe, paMca rAmoSTi zagavAnane, % parameSThi tItha cAhe , zAyata devadevIene namaskAra karIe tyAre ja daSTi rAme zuM levuM joie? rANI pAvara gAma havAnI gati tenI Ie. prazakatAM phikara DAbI citrapaTa, pheTo.
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________________ TAIna DijhAnuM zuM ? dAdAzrI : sImaMdhara svAmInuM nAma dezane tetha ene zAyada thai jaze.. praznakartA H ApaNe savAranA tama sAdhara vAnIne cAlIsa vakhata namaskAra karavAnuM kahyuM che te te vakhate ke savAra hoya ne tyAM rAIca DipharanTa che ne ? - dAdAzrI : evuM ApaNe jovAnuM nahi. mAvAnuM kahevAne jaNAvyuM eTale ke je kAma dhaMdhA para ja caheluM che. A kAya te mAtra sthA dasa vAge karane, bA2 zA kAne ! mArAmAM kone bhAvArtha eTale ja, ane savAramAM ja je che te, khasa laIza te bhiALayAM ja karavuM paDe. praznakartA: zikALamAM - dAdAzrI : ziyALo kaye kahevAya? unALAmAM hA cArathI sADA cha sudhI ziyALo kahevAya. che, maefbadeNuM kSetramAM ja praznakatI : namaskAra vidhimAM lakhyuM che ke, mahAvIra taNA anya kSetramAM vihamAna tIrthakara pAhone ayata bhUja naga2 karuM chuM. te tIrthakara vartamAna kALa mahAvideha vilaya anya koi kSetramAM che ja nahi ? . . hAdAzrI : nA anya kSetramAM chene ? e pAMca mahinAmAM rahI e anya. anya eTale A eka mahAvidehakSetrane evA bIjA cAra kharAMne, e anya kSetra. praznakata : hA. e barAbara che. je anyatra tarIke barobara che. te emAM e zaba goThavavAnI jarUra hatI ? - dAdAmI : nA. e pAchuM bahu UMDA UtaravAnI jarUra nahi ane mA "upara sAruM. ApaNe bhegA thaIne, kAma karIene, sAkSa thAya vahele ! soLa paNa jatuM rahe, emAM phAya nahi. thADuM jaLapaNa yAda praznakartA : eTale AmAM je anyakSetra zarada che. emAM pad e lesane je dhAravuM hoya te dhArI zake. dAdAzrI : zenI badhI zAmajaNa nathI leTenAmAM vATe te
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________________ 48 dALabhAta ne rATalI ne mAnI samajaNu che ane anya kSetrA ja nA lakhIe te eka ja kSetramAM thAya che, pAMca kSetrA che. e amuka ja mANasane badhAne nahi, ane te pAMca kSetra chene, anya kahevAyane ! eka sivAya khIjuM anya ja gaNAyane. darzana karavAnI lAyakAta praznakartA : mAre sIma dhara svAmInA darzana AjanI tArIkhamAM Aje tame ahIMyA kahA eTalA vakhata satsaMga karIne karavA che. Apa mane Aje vacana Ape ke tAruM Ajanu kAma Aje thaze. ja kAraNu kehuM" cokakasa vicAra karIne Avye chuM. tamArI pAse eka vinaMtI karuM chuM, AjIjI karu chu', mane je mArgadarzana heAya te Ape. mahAtmA : darzana karIne zuM karaze ? praznakartA : dana karyAM eTale pachI bIjuM zuM hoya ? dAdAzro : koi dArUDiyA hoya tene sajAnAM darzana karAvavA che, tA jJAnInI pAse teDI jaIe tA dArUDiyA zuM dAna kare ? are vaLI kaI avaLuM bele. eTale A dArUDiyA ne rAjAnA darzana nA karAvAya. ema A manuSyAne je je mahane AdhIna jIve che, mAhanA dArU pIdhA che, emane bhagavAnanA daOna nA pharAvAya. nahi te adhAti nAtare eTale cegyatA AvyA pachI darzana karAvAya. kAyama dArU chUTI gaye sAya, meha chUTI gayA hoya tyAre darzana karAvAya. samaja paDIne ? gyatA Ave te pahelAM darzana karavA jAuMne UMdhu. khetI Ave ke A moTA sImadhara svAmI AvaDA moTA dekhAya che, lUgaDAM paherelA nathI... samaja paDIne ? yogyatA Ave pachI A badhuM kAmanuM. hamaNAM "dAdA bhagavAna" ne namaskAra karI. tyAM javAya, paNa sadehe nahi praznakartA : sImadhara svAmI tyAM che. Apa te rAja darzana karavA jAva cho, tA e kaI rIte-enI amane samajaNa pADI. dAdAzrI : e ame jaIe. paNa amAre rAja darzana karavA jaI zakAya nahi. amAre jJAnI puruSane ahIMthI (khabhA parathI) eka lAiTavALuM ajavALuM nIkaLe, ane nIkaLIne jayAM tIthara hoya tyAM jAya, te praznanuM sAlyuzana karIne pachI pAchuM Ave. jayAre samajaNumAM phera paDI jAyane, kaMIka samajaNamAM bhUla thAya tyAre pUchIne Ave. bAkI amAre javAya. avAya nahi, mahAvidehakSetra evuM nathI ! -
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________________ 4 leAkA kahetA hoya ke, kuM'dAku AcAya' sadehe gayA hatA, e vAta amane samajAtI nathI. agara teA gayA haiAya te paNa A dehe jAya, e huM mAnatA nathI. tyAM A dehe jaI zake evu nathI, e kSetra judI jAtanuM che. e adhikAra teA jJAnIne ja praznakartA : je zarIra sImaMdhara svAmI pAse jAya che, temAM AtmA haiAya kharA ? dAdAzrI : e te AtmAnA ja bhAga che paNa AtmAnA prakAza svarUpe, AtmAne prakAza jAya che, e prakAza jaI ane tyAM AgaLa maLIne prakAza pachI lAdhIne pAche Ave. eTale kaika jo kadI pUchavu hAyane, te badhA khulAseA AvI jAya. khanatA sudhI bahu pUchavuM nA pADe. paNa kaIka evu' hAya, gUMcAya te pUchavuM paDe te khulAsA badhA AvI jAya. praznakartA : te eTalu' AtmAnuM kSetra lakhAya kharuM ? dadAzrI : e te deha tarIke nIkaLe che, paudgalika bhAva che. eTale mizracetana che. te tyAM AgaLa jAya pachI khullAmAM laIne pAchuM Ave. te jJAnIe ekalAne ja, bIjA koIne adhikAra nahi. praznanuM seAlyuzana laine pAchuM Ave, bIjA leAkenuM kAma nahi. vItarAganu anusaMdhAna praznakartA : ame evu* sAMbhaLyu che ke Ape sIma dhara svAmI joDe anusadhAna kareluM che, teA e zuM che ? dAdAmI : e te Apake sAtha bhI hai, akelA sImaMdhara svAmI ke sAtha hI hai, auMsA nahi ! praznakartA H nahIM. mere sAtha tA... dAdAmI : kayA sImaMdhara svAmI bhagavAna sabase baDA hai| gayA ? Apa nahIM khaDe huM ? Apa bhI hai. ApakA jo maiM pahacAnatA hUM. usame cenja nahIM huM| kAI, magara vahu vyavahAra se baDA hau. nizcaya se sarIkhA hau sama, samaja paDIne ? praznakartA : nahi. maDe cheTe kA prazna nahIM hai. prazna huM ApakA unase saMpaka hA gayA ho, yA nahIM hA hai ? dAdAzrI : vItarAga kA sa`paka hA gayA hI, ye bhArata dezame InakA dana cAlu hA jAye, sakhako ! zraddhA, dana, jJAna, vijJAna te ho apane pAsa
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________________ ane sAcA arihaMta jaDI gayAM hamako tIrthakara cAhiye thA vaha tIrtha kara mila gayA. praznakartA : mAnyatA ke rUpa meM yA sAkSAtkAra ke rUpame. sImaMdhara svAmI ke sAtha Apa kA anusaMdhAna haze? dAdAzrI : nahIM. sAkSAtkAra bhI nahi, mAnyatA bhI nahIM, e se hI ho gayA hai. pukA belase. hama je talAza karatA thA arihaMta kidhara hai, vaha arihaMta hamake mila gayA, jaisA dazanameM A gayA darzanameM phiTa he gayA. praznakartA : tIna avasthA hotI hai, eka menTala projekazana hetA hai, dUsarA mAnyatA kA projekazana ora eka sAkSAtkAra. cauthA avasthA nahIM ha. dAdAzrI : yaha mAnasika nahIM hai, kAyA, vAcaka nahIM hai, Isase uparakA hai, je paramenanTa hai vaha ha. vyavahAra sAcavyA, jaga kalyANArthe praznakA : aine Apase sunA ki Apa eka nayA maMdira banA rahe hai jisameM sImaMdhara svAmI bhI hiMge, vAsudeva bhI hoMge, aura ziva bhI haze, te phira eka nayA paMtha khaDA he jAyegA, dAdA bhagavAna ke nAmaze ! abhI je zraddhA cala rahI ha, phira eka navI zraddhA khaDI ho jAyegI. dAdAzrI : kalA bhagavAna ke lenadenA nahIM hai IsameM. dAdA bhagavAna yAne, vaha te memeM jAnevAlA ha. Idhara kayA karegA vaha Apa samajate hai ? vaha te vyavahAra haivaha maMdira che ne, vaha te vyavahAra che. Isame nizcayavAlekI kucha jarUrata nahi. vaha dAdA bhagavAna nizcaya ha. praznakartA : nizcaya mAnavAne vyavahAra kA esA pravartana nahIM kyiA haunA ? dAdAzrI : vyavahAra se nizcaya hatA hai magara vyavahAra pahele hanA cAhiye. vyavahAra se vaha puNya, pApa, bhI hotA hai. isase Age thoDA thoDA thoDA batA ha. ara, tIrthakara te cAhiye nA ! dUsarA tIrthakara huM nahIM yahAM.
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________________ 51 praznakartA: sImaMdhara sAmIne saMparka tame je karAve che te emanI sAthe ja DAyarekaTa karAve che. te pachI AvuM ahIMyAthI derAsara banAvIne karAvavAnI jarUra zI ? dAdAzrI : mAre jarUra nathI. hama ke jarUrata nahIM. Apake jarUrata hai. hamako IsameM koI phAyadA hI nahI ! jarUra nahIM hamake ! dazana kI bhI jarUra nahI. hamake derAsarameM darzana karane kI jarUra hI nahI, magara karatA bhI ha, kAMki pI chevAle ko esA nahI lage ki vyavahAra beTA hI. praznakartA : vyavahAra kA pAlana karanA he? dAdAzrI : hAM lekasamudAya ke liye hama karate basa hamAre ke mUrtikI kaI jarUrata nahI hama te amUta he gayA ! phira amRta kA dazana, amUta kA jJAna, amUrta kA cAritrya dekhA ha hamane, amUta kA cAritrya ke sA ha vaha hamane dekhA ha ! praznakartA H vyavahAra karI pAlana tIrthakara bhI karate hai. dAdAzrI : karanA hI paDhatA uM. vyavahArakA pAlana tIrthakara bahuta achI taraha se karate hai', jayAdA karate he ! praznakartA H isaliye karate hai, ki agara hama nahI kare che, te pIvAle pAleze nahIM. dAdAzrI : hA. pablIka badhI esI thatI jAyegI. - mUcha kapAya AnAthI praznakartA nahIM te phIra eka nayI bhUtA aura pi helI he. dAdAzrI : yaha saba mUcha hai, IsameM vaha mUcha achI hegI. praznakartA H te phIra usake nayI mUcha pedA kI esA Apa ke te me mAnuM gA isa bAta ke. dAdAzrI : ame kahIe nahIM. amAre kazuM nahI. amAre kaI lenA-denA nahI. hamako je saMketa milA hai, vaha sabaka diyA, bela hiMyA ki yA ho, tumake karanA ha te karo, nahI karanA ho te tumhArI marajhI. manakartA H yaha saMketa sImaMdhara svAmIne diyA Apake? dAdAzrI : sImaMdhara svAmI ke kayA jarUrata ha inakI ? kaccha
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________________ 52 jarUrata nahIM. vaha te sAre brahmAMDa bhagavAna che ke vyavahAra karatA ha, aura nizcaya bhI karatA huM ! samaja gaye ne ? unheM kayA jharUrata hai ? jarUra chasako hI usake ha, samaja gaye ne ? Isame kayA kucha bhUla hai ? kucha bhUla hai IsameM? mUchI jayAdA baDha jAtI huM nahIM ? mUchakI kamI hai hindustAna meM ? vaha mahAsAgara he gayA hai use kamI karane ke liye yaha mUcha hai, yahAM bhI mUcha hIM, vahAM bhI mUchI hai, isameM Age jAnekA hai. mUcha se mUI kATane kI hI ! gurupada pratyene prabhAva praznakartA : zrImad rAjacaMdra kA bhI yaha, sImaMdhara svAmI ke pratI thA. ApakA bhI hai. isakA kayA kAraNa bane. Apako sImaMdhara svAmI ke prati anubhava chene kA ? dAdAzrI : se hI, ese hI. kaI kAraNa nahIM. eka AdamI zahi karatA hI, phira ke orata banatA he. se hI, karmakA udayaha. manakartA : eka te ApakA zrImad rAjacaMdra ke prati lagAva raha. Isase huA yA apane Apa ? dAdAzrI : nahIM. esA nahIM manakartA : zrImad rAjacaMdrakA Apa para prabhAva rahA ? dAdAzrI : rahyone, rahyone. paNa te gurunI mAphaka nahIM. vaha jJAnI puruSa ha Isiliya mere khyAla meM AyA ke jJAnI purUSa vyavahAra se barAbara hai. samaja hai ki AtmA kayA cIja che. praznakartA: te vaha sImaMdhara svAmIkA kayA rAjacaMdra ke saMskArase nahIM AyA ? dAdAzrI : nahIM. guru te je pragaTa he usake guru hama mAnatA ha pragaTa ke binA gurU mAnatA nahIM kisI ke te esA pragaTa hamako milA nahI abhI taka. vaha Age ke avatAra meM milA hegA. vaha bAta hai ! magara yaha janma meM te nahIM milA he, zuM te pragaTake hI guru mAnatA huM,
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________________ vItarAga sAthe saMbaMdha ! praznakata : sImaMdhara svAmI ke jisa diMna Apo sTezana para jJAna huA UbhI ho dina hai gayA yA bAda meM ? dAdAzrI : jJAna thatAM pahelethI thaI gayuM. banakartA H pahelethI ? dAdAzrI: pahelethI ja saMbaMdha che. praznakartA pahelethI saMbaMdha che ? yahI te bata meM pUchanA cAhatA e dAdAzrI : banne pakSa nathI. ekapakSI saMbaMdha che. " praznakartA : ekapakSI ? dAdAzrI : hAM, yaha te vItarAga ha ! praznakata : hAM, yaha te kIka che, para Apako saMbaMdha haine kA kAraNa kayA banA ? dAdAzrI : hamake pahelAM evuM jJAna, evI IcchA thaI, tIrthakara kidhara he ! saba mAnatA , navakAramaMtra te vahe hamArI samaja meM anArtA: hA. te tIrthakaro khorja meM calA gayA ! jJAna, prajJA ha yA saMjJA ? dAbI : yaha, prajJA ha ne, isakI mAphika che. e preraNA maro prerAI hamake yA preraka milI ki duniyAme koI bhI bilipha kA avadha-mata karo. saba bili ke eka vastu ke liye he. praznakartA : anekAMta ke bAda yaha te apane Apa dRSTi bana jAyegI. acchA karI bAta pUchatA huM javAbanI prAti racAMthI praznakartA: ajapanuM je thI DIavaLAM tyAM sImaSa svAmI pAse jAya che. e prayoga tamArI cAlu che? zAka che se kamI, I kapha nA paDatA huM. mahI te se nahI. koI daphe hotA hai jarUra. mereku lagatA ho ji abhA ye savAla kA javAba de ke mane takalIpha hatI ke, saba icakA
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________________ javAba hamake mila jAtA he. praznakartA : merA anubhava sA hai ki koI bhI prazna ho usakA tatkAla uttara milatAha, vaha prajJA se-bhI AtA hara magara deha vahAM, jAtA he ora javAba milatA hai vaha alaga vAta che. Apa kaunasA hatA hai ? dAdAzrI: mane kaI daphe esA lagatA he ki gayA aura javAba leke AyA ! koI hake lagatA he koI daphe ! kayuM ki mere ke te saba vedAMtivAle pUchate hai sarSa vedakI bAte pUchateM hai aura jenIjhama vAle pUchate hai saba jenakI bAta. saba sabakI bAta pUchatA , te hama saba javAba denA paDatA he. e eka ja bhalAmaNa karIe siddha ke tIrthakara behanA, arihaMta bolanA, yaha AcArya ke upAdhyAya belanA jaisI bAta hai. praznakartA: Aja bhI eka nI vIsa viharamAna tIrthakara te te aura bhI jyAdA he sakate ha. dAdAzrI: vIsa ja tIrthakare che. dUsara tIrthakara kI bAta judI hI. aura sIma dhara svAmIkI bAta judI hai. apanI bhUmi ke lIye, 2 bhArata bhUmi ke liye sImaMdhara svAmI kA hama Inake sabake bhalAmaNa karatA hai ki sImaMdhara savAmI ke bhaje. IsameM kaI bhUla nahIM. Apake ThIka lAgatA hana? praznakartA : bIlakula ThIka . pachI te sImaMdhara svAmI pArsa dAdAzrI : hamArI AjJA pAlatA hai, Ise eka de avatAra hetA hIM, AjJA pAlatA ha Isase eka de avatAra puNAnubaMdhI puNya kA hatA hai, aura sImaMdhara svAmI ke sAtha baThanA paDatA hI. vahase cale jAnA hai mokSameM. praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetraNe mokSa abhI cAlu che ? dAdAzrI : hAM. Idharase nahI calegA. praznakartA: idhara te zIkuM sAthe ArameM hotA hai, dAdAzrI : hAM. praznakartA : vahAM hamezAM e Aza che?
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________________ 55 - 1 dAdAzrI : hAM. Idhara sImadhara svAmI ke pAsa jAyegA, isaliye hama derAsara banAtA huM je IsakA pichAna he jAye phira inake pAsa jAnekA ha praznakata cethA ArA ke binA mokSa huM hI nahIM ? dAdAzrI : hAM. aura Idhara se A phIratA , de Are, meM sIpha bhagavAna hete ha. tIsarA aura cauthA, aura udhara, saba cothA ArA hI hamezA. bhAvi tIrthakara... dAdA mI : zuM kahe che bhAI ? praznakartAH eka mahArAja sAhebe ema kahevuM che ke sImadhara svAmI pahelA tIrthaMkara thavAnA che. dAdAzrI: e te evuM che ke mahArAja sAhebe kahyuM hAya juduM ane keInA samajavAmAM juduM AvyuM hoya. praznakartA : kadAca e pisibala (zakaya) che. dAdAzrI : kAraNa ke pahelA tIrthaMkara padmanAbha che. padmanAbha e ApaNe ahI pahelAM tIrthakara che. te zreNika rAjAne avatAra thaze. je zreNikaNajA hatA, te ahIM pavanAbha tarIke pahelA tIrthaka thaze. pachI kRSNabhagavAna che, devakI ja che, baLadeva che, traNeva zyAma kuTuMbanA e badhA tIrthakara thaze ane rAvaNa paNa tIrthakara thaze, AvatI covIsImAM. kALacakranI vigate praznakata : eTale ahI evI ane grevIsI thAya che? dAdAzrI : are ! covIsI te cAlyA ja kare che. paNa eka sAthe nahi. vIsI eTale zuM ? kALanuM cakuM hoya che AkhuM goLarAunDa te rAunDathakanA be bhAga. eka A UtarA~ kALa tene avasarpiNI kahe ane pachI AmathI caDhatuM cAlyuM tene utsapiNI kahe avasarpiNImAM AyuSya ne sukha badhuM ghaTatuM jAya. atyAre avasarpiNuM che te badhuM ghaTatuM jAya. DuMgare badhA ochA thatA jAya. dahADe dahADe manuSyanAM AyuSya, UMcAI, sukha badhuM ghaTatuM jAya ane pachI jayAre utsarpiNI kALa Avaze eTale sukha badhuM vadhatuM jaze : ' = 3:
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________________ 56 tresaTha zalAkA puruSA eTale A Devalapa thatuM thatuM jAya tyAre vAsudeva thAya ane bIjA te khArAbAra mAkSe ahIMthI sIdhA cAlyA jAya. badhA Azrita thaine, ane A vAsudeva Azrita thAya evA nahIM ne ? AzciMta thAya evA nathI ! mAtra bahu bhAre hoya vAsudevanuM, te pachI naramAMthI nArAyaNa Apane ! chatAM bahu duHkha paDe te ane prativAsudeveya bahu du:kha veThe ! eTale banne avasarpiNImAM ne utsarpiNImAM cAvIsa ceAvIsa tIya karA hAya. cAvIsa tI 'karA ekatA nA hoya pachI khAra cakravartI hAya. nava vAsudeva hAya, nA prativAsudeva hoya ne nava baLadeva hAya, tresaTha zalAkA puruSa hAya. zalAkA eTale-zreSTha je maNe javAnA che. rAvaNuMne kALakhA te kharAne! maNu paNa cakSaNA puruSa kahevAya. mAkSe javAnA ane rAvaNa AvatI caiAdhIsImAM tIra che. aApaNA leAka samajaNu vagaranAM eTale pUtaLAM bALe che. te gunAne jANatA nathI. paNa eneA bahu doSa bese. e to bhAgavavA ja paDazene ? enu phaLatA bhAgavavu paDaze ke nahIM paDe ? praznakartA : rAvaNa eTale pratIkarUpe che ne kaIka ApaNA kharAba bhAvA kharAba vastune khALavAnuM ema samaje che ne ? davAne evuM nathI. bALanArA te ema ja samaje ke A rAkSasa hatA ene khALI mele. eTaluM ja kahe che samajaNa nathI emane ke A sakA puruSa che. lekee bahAra pADyuM ja nathIne, evu khakhara ja nahI ne. rAvaNa te deva jevA mANasa ! A te lokoe amathA lagAvyA, vagara kAmanAM lagAvyo che. A te pUtaLAM baLe che, ne sUnA pApa bAMdhe e te bhagavAna jevA mANamAM ! rAvaNa hoDe kANu valuM ? pAkI . rAma bhagavAna kavi : kSaNa vaDhalA, lakSmaNa vAsudeva kahevAya, tu maMgalana ane sama tA khaLAma kahevAya. jema kRSNa ne baLadeva hatAne ? ravA e maLadeva havAya. rANu tIrthakara thavAnA che. enAM lAke haju hindustAnamAM pUtaLAM khALe che. me te samaja nathI khicArAne, samajaNa hoya te paNa nA khALe ne.
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________________ tIrthakareAe hakIkata prakAza praznakartA : ghaNIvAra ApaNane ema kahevAmAM Ave che ke bhagavAna mahAvIrane trIjo janma A hate. pachI mahAvIrane janma hatuM. A badhuM je lakheluM che e badhI hakIkata kaI rIte ? koNe lakhelI hoya A badhI ? dAdAzrI : e tIrthaMkarae bahAra pADelI vAta A joIne bahAra pADelI ane AvatI covIsImAM keNa tIrtha kara, thaze. te A vAta bhagavAna mahAvIre bahAra pADelI. chelalA tIrthakara hoya te AvatI vIsInAM pAchAM pite jAhera karIne ja jAya. paramANu tIrtha karAnA praznakartA : evuM sAMbhaLyuM che ke bhagavAna mahAvIranA zarIramAMthI kaI adbhuta suvAsa AvatI hatI. meM evuM sAMbhaLyuM che. mane khabara nathI, dAdAzrI : e suvAsano artha e nahi ke A camelI jevuM seDe ke rAtarANI jevuM saDe ! evuM kazuM nahi. savAsa eTale emanI jeDe besIe te emanuM je paramANu UDe te ApaNane aMdara samAdhI vartatI hoya, evuM sAdhAraNa lAgyA kare. e kaMI gulAbanuM phUla nathI ke sugaMdhIdAra hoya ! . ApaNe tyAM be jaNanI suvAsa AvatI. eka tIrthakaronI ane eka paviNanI. te paviNanI sugaMdha evI Ave ke te ahIM beThI hoya ne ApaNe ahIM beThA hoIe te sugaMdha ALyA kare. phUla jevI nahi. je durgadha nA hoya ane kaMIka phera lAge. mIThAza lAge evI gaMdha hoya tene ApaNe sugaMdha kahIe chIe. sugaMdha te kUlanI bahu hoya. paNa mahAvIra bhagavAnanI evI sugaMdha na hatI. - lAvaNyatA tIrtha karAnI tIrthakara bhagavAnanuM caramazarIra che, te "kUla" (pUrNa) vAvaNyavALuM-kevaLInuM carama zarIra che. paNa lAvaNya nA hoya ane tIrthakara bhagavAnanuM zarIra gajabanuM lAvaNyavALuM hoya. varlDamAM ajAyabI kahevAya. gemanA lAvaNyanI to vAta ja nA thAya. varNana nA karI zakAya. ApaNe jeyeluM che. paNa tame bhUlI gayA che ne mane yAda che !
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________________ 58 vicare te bhUmi tIrtha tIrthane kara e tIrthakara. jyAM phare tyAM tItha thaI jAya. tIrthakara eTale jyAM jyAM phare tyAM badhe tIrthasvarUpa kahevAya. jyAM jyAM paga paDe e tIrtha. enuM nAma tIrthakara. badhA tIrtho ja UbhAM kare e. praznakartA : jJAnIne jaMgama tIrtha kahe chene. ' - dAdAzrI : jJAnIe emanA jevA kharAne, paNa emanA te pAchaLa tIrtha ja kahevAya. ane amAruM emanA jevuM nahine. e te phUlasTejanA (pUrNa dazAnA) puruSa kahevAya atyAre phUla sTejanA purUSa pAkavAnA nahi, eTale jJAnInI kiMmata ! nahIM te jJAnInI kiMmata eTalI badhI nA hoya. A te atyAre phUlaTejanA pAkavAnA nahi eTale jJAnIne phUlasTejanA kahyA. subAnI jagyA ja kADhI nAkhe, pachI je have e khare ! - karmabaMdhana te baMdhAya ne ? praznakartA : pRthvI upara je je bhagavAna thaI gayA bASabhadeva, mahAvIra, neminAtha e badhA karmanA baMdhanamAM AvelA kharAne ? dAdAzrI : badhAya karmanA baMdhanamAM AvelA, tyAre te mAtAnA piTa janma thaye heya. koI bhagavAna e nathI ke je mAtAnA peTe janma thaye. keI bhagavAna e nathI ke je mAtAnA peTe janme nA heya. dezanA veLAe dazA - praznakartA : mahAvIra svAmIe chellI dezanA ApI che te vakhate paNa emane vicAra te hatA ja e artha thAya ne? ' ' dAdAzrI H bhagavAna mahAvIrane paNa TheTha sudhI vicAra rahevAnA paNa temanA vicAra kevA hoya, ke samaye samaye eka vicAra Ave ne jAya. ene nirvicAra kahI zakAya. ApaNe lagnamAM UbhA hoIe tyAre badhA je je karavA Ave che ke, je je karIne AgaLa cAlavA mAMDe eTale eka karmane udaya thayo. ane tene vicAra Ave pachI e kama jAya. pachI pAchuM bIju' karma udayamAM Ave. Ama udaya ane asta thayA kare. keI jagyAe aTake nahi, emanI mananI graMthi badhI khalAsa thaI gayelI hoya. eTale emane vicAra herAna nA kare ! amane paNa vicAra herAna nA kare
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________________ 59 vicAra e te manane dharma che, eka vicAra Ave ne jAya ane kazuM aDe nahi, ene mane laya ja kahevAya, mananuM tophAna nA hoya, mana bagIcA jevuM lAge ! unALAmAM kuvArA UDayA karatA hoya evuM lAge ane nirvika95 te bahu UMcuM pada che. kartApadanuM bhAna tUTayuM e nirvikalpa thaye. dehAdhyAsa jAya pachI nirvikalpa para thAya. deha, chatAM dehadhArI nathI tIyakara sAheba e dehadhArI kahevAya nahi. dehadhArI hevA chatAM te tIrthakara bhagavAna dehadhArI che nahi e pite pitAnA lakSamAM ja che ke huM A zuM che ? lakSamAM, jJAnamAM, anubhavamAM badhAmAM te ja che. dehadhArI te kone kahevAya che jene kiMcitmAtra dehAdhyAsa rahyo hoya te paNa dehadhArI. jene dehAdhyAsa kiMcitmAtra na rahyo hoya. A dehadhArInuM jJAna amane lAgu nA thAya. kAraNa ke enuM jJAna sImita hoya. amAruM te analimiTeDa hoya. e analimiTeDamAM jarAka kacAza hoya eTale phera. te tIrthakara thayA praznakata : tIrthakara kevI rIte bane ? " dAdAzrI : e jagatanuM kalyANa karavAnI ja bhAvanA. bIjI koI bhAvanA ja nA hoya. pitAnuM kalyANa thAya ke nA thAva. pitAnA duHkhane raDe nahi, lokenA ja duHkhane raDayA kare. e dhIme-dhImedhIme tIrthakara thavA mAMDe. je pitAnA sukhane raDayA kare. e kaI dahADo kazuM thAya nahi kenAM duHkha ene sahana nA thAya, AkhA jagatanuM kalyANa karavAnI IcchA, tyAra dhIme dhIme tIthakara thAya. khAvAnuM je maLe, sUvAnuM je maLe, jamIna para sUvAnuM maLe teya paNa niraMtara bhAvanA thI hoya? jagatanuM kema karIne kalyANuM thAya? have e bhAvanA upana kone thAya? pitAnuM kalyANa thai gayuM hoya tene e bhAvanA utpanna thAya. pitAnuM kalyANa thayeluM nA hoya e jagatanuM kalyANa zI rIte kare? bhAvanA bhAve te thAya. jJAnI puruSa maLe te ene "TejamAM lAvI nAkhe ane sTejamAM AvyA pachI emanI AjJAmAM rahe te bhAvanA bhAvatAM AvaDe.
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________________ pariNAme pada tIrtha kareAnu tItha karane tA bhAvakama hAya ja nahine. bhAvakama tA pahelAM thayelAM. tIrthaMkara thayA pachI bhAkrama' hAya nahi. A bhAvakama kharAM, mA ATalA bhAva ke lAkanuM kalyANu kema emaNe teA kalyANa karavAnA bhAva karelA te dahADe ja bAMdheluM. te A tI kAtra khapAve che. khAlI. enuM thayA kare che. eTale emane kevaLa karuNA. A amane haju karavuM te. tItha karagetra DiscAja' ja mahAvIra e karI rahelA hAya te dekhAtuM hAya, pAte emAM hAya nahi, ane huM AmAM hAuM. hu kAraNamAM huM|uM ane e kAryamAM hAya. kAya eTale pUrNa thai gayA. e khAla teA ja kArya pUru thAya. praznakartA : samajAyuM. paNa mane ema thAya ke vItarAga dazA pAmyA pachI bhAvanA kema thAya ? e te sa pUrNa cchiArahita thaI jAya ne ? dAdAzrI : nA, emane kalyANu karavAnI bhAvanA nA hAya, emane have kalyANa karavAnI je bhAvanA hatI, te enuM e phaLa bhogave che atyAre, tIthaMkarapaNuM bhAgave che. mane kalyANa karavAnI bhAvanA kharI eTale hu khaTapaTiyA vItarAga kahevAuM, ne e sAcA vItarAga kahevAya. jema eka mANasa parIkSA ApyA pachI, kayAreya paNa skUlamAM nA jatA hAya tAya pariNAya te Aveja ne ? enA nAmathI pariNAma Ave ke nA Ave ? praznakartA : Ave. dAdAzrI : evuM A tI karanA nAmathI pariNAma AveluM che, ane A huM parIkSA ApuM chuM eTale A mane bhAva kharA ke A lokonuM kalyANa thAya. mAruM kalyANa thayuM evuM lekAnu` kalyANu kema thAya evI mArI bhAvanA khI, emane evuM nA hoya. emaNe pahelAMnA avatAramAM kareluM tenuM phaLa AvyuM. e samajAya tamane ? bahu jhINI vAta che A badhI.. chellA darzana ja tIrtha karanA praznakartA : tA tIya karA e khIjAne AtmA pamADe nahi ? dAdAzrI : khelavAnI sattA ja nahine. khaTapaTa nahine, TeparekaDa jeTalI vAge eTalI vAge.
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________________ 1 praznakartA : e vAgavAthI kAine AtmA pragaTa thaI jAya ? dAdAzrI : enI meLe e te nimitta hAya. chellA sikakA vAge ke cAlyA jAya meAkSe, ghaNA mANase mekSe cAlyA jAya. taiyAra thayele mAla badheA. chellI sahI emanI ! praznakartA : Ape e ja kahelu ke tItha karane jovAnI dRSTi eTale pelAnI dRSTi kAma kare che. dAdAzrI : jovAnI dRSTi kAma kare che. praznakartA : eTale evI dRSTithI jue ke enuM mahIM kalyANu thaI jAya. dAdAzrI : mahIM chUTu thaI jAya. nahIM te trase sakriya DigrI che, paNa dRSTi DAvI joie. meAkSanuM ghaDatara, jJAnI thakI tItha karAtu mADhuM kayAre khuzamAM, bahu khuzamAM Ave ? tyAre kahe, jJAnIone jue tyAre bahu khuzamAM Ave ke A kAma sArAmAM sArI che, badhAne taiyAra karIne emane tyAM mekale. mahenata jJAnI kare, tIrthaMkarAne mahenata karavAnI nahi. taiyAra masAaA emanI pAse jAya. ghaDatara amAre karavAnuM. enA chaMdalAmAM e amArI para khuza huM hAya, bahu khuza ! eTale ja A dAdAbhagavAna zu karIe chIe ne te TheTha pahoMcI jAya. bAkI phAinA eka svIkAra nA thAya. kAraNa ke thru vagaranuM zu kare ? e Avye ene lAbha maLe, paNa * paDadhA te jeTalAM uparI che te badhAnAM nAma A namaskAra vidhimAM bhAvI bhagavAna, OM parameSThi jAya che. 20 tIrthaMkA, pachI pacaparameSTi bhagavAna, badhAM AmAM AvI jAya che ! A vijJAna, niSpakSapAtI tIrthaMkarAnI bahAranuM A jJAna nathI ApaNuM. A tIkarAnu jJAna che. tItha karI pAte vItarAga hatA, chatAM jJAna pAchaLathI pakSapAtI thai jatuM hatuM ane A tI karAtu jJAna che. AmAM mArI te prei AmAM kazI vastu ja nathIne ! hu te mAlika ja nathIne AnA, A te tIrthaMkaranu jJAna che, ane te akramavijJAna che A. tarata meAkSaphaLa Ape evu che. nahi te karADA upAya paNa maiAkSa thAya nahi. samyak da'na thavu enA mATe te anataavatArathI bhaTaka bhaTaka kare che.
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________________ tIrthakara te karmaphaLa praznakartA: bhagavAna janmathI bhagavAna hoya ke pachI purUSArthathI bhagavAna bane ? dAdAzrI : nA, tA. janmathI ja traNajJAnanA dharyA hatA. praznakartA : traNa jJAna hoya, paNa bIjA be jJAna te bAkI rahAne? dAdAzrI : emAM kazuM karavAnuM nA hoya. e enI meLe ja UMdhADa thAya, enI meLe ja ! rAtathI rAha joIe, ApaNe sara kayAre Uge enI, te puruSArtha karavAnuM hoya ke enI meLe thAya ? sAra kare thAya ene parakArya karatA hoya che enI meLe thaze? ekSa te enI meLe ja thAya, mArga upara AvuM joIe. A lekanAM mArga te anya mArga upara che. parAyA mArga upara che. UMdhA raste che. kaLikALamAM bheLaseLiyuM praznArtA H Aja dina sudhI izvara, saMtapuruSe, badhA kSatriya brAhmaNakuLamAM vadhu janma lIdhuM che temAM ApanuM zuM mAnavuM che ? dAdApI : barobara che, paNa A kaLiyugamAM te badhe cheDA zaiDA saMte pAkayA che. kaLiyuga che eTale badhu Diphama thaI gayuM che. saMtapuro harijanamAMya pADyA che vaizyamAMya pAkyA che. A pahelAnI vAta tamArI barAbara che. bIjuM zuM pUchavuM che ? | ga kartA emAM kaMI kaI saMskAranuM kAraNa che? amuka cAra lIdhe amuka kuNamAM ja pArka, ema. dAdAzrI : e te saddhara phemphAra thaI gayA che, atyAre. moTA kSatrinAM cazcara ghaNAM phesa vaizyAmAM dekhAvAmAM Ave che, kAraNa ke kSatriye ja pite avatAra lIdhuM che. tyAM vaizyamAM eTale bheLa-seLa thaI gayuM che badhuM. jema A ghI hoLa-seLa Ave che ne evuM badhuM. eTale pachI te tyAM pAke pahelAM te evuM hatuM nahi. jyAM sudhI bheLa-seLa nahatuM ne tyAM sudhI kSatrimAM ane brAhmaNemAM badhu pAkatuM. A te eLiyAnuM caLiyuM caLAmaNa cAlatAM cAlatAM pAMcamAM ApanuM badhuM ceLiyuM che. temAM capaNa, mATI, cAMTI hoya, te tApa paDe te nIkaLI jaze.
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________________ ka 0 es: - " . ka. " tIrtha kara mAtra kSatriya pratakata : amuka vakhate Apa kahe che ke mekSe javu e kSatriyanuM kAma. dAdAzrI : nA. tIrthakara thavuM hoya te kSatriyenuM kAma. mekSamAM te A badhAne, badhI nAte, brAhmaNa, vANiyA, badhAMne javAnI chUTa. evuM kayAM te sAMbhaLyuM ? evuM chene, guNa mATe e kSatriyavaNikane lera nathI phakata tIrthakara ekalA ja guNane mATe bhakta che. bIjA badhA mATe te samAna che. kSatrimAM pratApa hoya ne vaNikomAM pratApa nA hoya evuM bane nahi! te karavuM ja che eTale pachI emAM bIjuM thAya nahi. promisa eTale promise. enuM mana jhAvAMkAvAM nA mAMDe e kSatriyapaNuM jene blaDa ekadama garama ja hoya. keInuM duHkha jevAya nahi. evuM blaDa hAya. e guNo hoya te ja badhuM kAma thAyane ! tamarAmAM e guNe badhA utpanna thavA mAMDayA che, ane amAre ghaDo bharAya che, enA jevuM che ! kSatriyano dharma ja che, e te sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe ja, AvuM lAge eTale mAthuM mUdhane karmo ja kAsvA mAMDe. bIjA badhA te Dhacupacu Dhacupacu thayA kare. jabarI nabaLAne mArato hoya, pitAne tyAM AgaLa kSatriya tarata oLakhAI jAya. kSatriya tyAM rahIne jatuM hoya teya eLakhAI jA. Ubhe rahe ne nabaLAnuM uparANuM le. jabarAne thaDe mAra kharca pate. A te mokSane mAga che, je nikaLe te badhuM A koma thaI jaze evuM che avaLA mArgathI vALe praznakartA : tIrthakara thavA mATe ja karavuM paDe ! dAdAzrI : e te badhuM bahu karavuM paDe. e vAta ApaNe pUchavAne artha ja nahi ! avaLo pravAha cAle che temAM koI saMkaLa karI ApaNe tene tIthakaragAtra baMdhAze. have Amane savaLA karyA pachI pAcho lekapravAha
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________________ te AjubAjune pelI dizAmAM ja jAya chene. eTale pAchA gheDeka cheTa jAya eTale emanA oLakhANavALA, pArakhANavALA, "kyAM jAya che Ama pAchA puchene ? tyAre, "dAdAnA satsaMga" mAM tyAre e badhA zuM kaheze. "A badhA gAMDA che ne tame ekalA ja DAhyA ?! heDa pAchA ! navA DAhyA kayAMthI pAkayA AvA ?!" eTale ApaNane TheTha pahoMcavA nA de. A rekaDuM ApyuM ne eTale pahoMcavA deze. nahi te peluM je kramika cAlu hetane te te kayAranAya pAchA paDI jAya. praznakartA : amArA jaina dharmamAM evuM che ke je mokSe javuM heya badhAe tIrthakaranetra bAMdhavuM ja paDe. dAdAzrI : nA, nA. evuM nathI. lAkho loko mekSe jAya. tIrthaMkara cAvIsa ja thAya. praznakartA tIrthakara thavA mATe ene tIrthaMkara gotra bAMdhavuM ja paDe e vAta sAcI ? dAdAzrI : hA. praznakartA: kRSNa bhagavAna ekSamAM kharA? " dAdAzrI : mekSamAM ceDA vakhata pachI javAnA pachI pUrNa tIrthaMkara thavAnA che. tyAra pachI mokSe javAnA. prI kRSNa bhagavAna, emanA madhara, emanA bradhara, tIrtha"kara thavAnA. A praznakartA : tIrthakara thavA mATe keTalI DigrI joIe? dAdAzrI : AkhA jagatanuM kalyANa karavAne bhAva heya, pitAnI IcchA ja nA hoya, pitAne vicAra ja nA kare kayAreya, lekenA ja vicAra kara, e tIrthaMkara thAya.' praznakartA : kRSNa bhagavAna paNa mahAvideha kSetramAM tIrthakara thaze? dAdAzrI : nA. kRSNa bhagavAna ahIM thavAnA. kRSNa bhagavAnane vAra lAgaze. praznakartA : ema kahe che ke rAvaNa tIrthaMkara thavAno che? rAvaNe te bahu pApa karelAM e kema ? dAdAzrI : e te UMdhu dekhAya che le kene. UMdhuM ja dekhAya che. rAmane vakhANavA mATe ekane kharAba karIne dekhADyA che. rAmane vakhANavA rAvaNanI kharAbI dekhADe che. hI vojha dhI greTesTa sAyanTisTa, greTesTa sAyanTisTa rAvaNa !
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________________ su & S che. mAsa mATe te ATaluM ja bAkI mokSa mATe zuM jANavAnI jarUra che ? mekSa te pitAne AmA jANe, jJAnI pAse AvIne, te mekSA thaI jAya basa bIju' jJAnI pAse jaIne jJAnIne kahe ke sAheba mAre mokSa karI Ape te karI Ape che. kAraNa ke jJAnI mukta che. chuTTA che. mukta ja che kAyamane mATe, e tamane mukta karI Ape. badhAyela hoya te baMdhAvahave, ane jJAnI puruSamukta karI Ape. ahI ekAvatAranA gerenTI ! praznakartA : AtmasvarUpanuM darzana thAya pachI jIva satata AtmasvarUpamAM ja rahe, te AvI sthiti thayA pachI jIvane punA janma thavAnI zakayatA kharI ? . hAdAzrI : nA. chatAM eka avatAra bAkI rahe che. kAraNa ke A amArI" AjJApUrvaka che. AjJA mALI e dhamayAna kahevAya. enuM phaLa bhegavavA eka avatAra rahevuM paDe, Ama ahIMthI ja mekSa thaI gayele lAge ! ahIM ja mokSa nA thAya te kAmanuM zuM ? nahi te A kaLiyugamAM te ba%Aya chetare ! oLakhANavALAne zAka levA mokale hoya teya mahIMthI kamizana kADhI le, kaLiyugamAM zI khAtarI ? eTale geranTeDa hovuM joIe. A "geranTeDa" ame ApIe chIe. pachI amArI AjJA jeTalI pALe eTale ene lAbha thAya. bAkI potAnA pRrUpanuM bhAna te Akho dahADo rahyA kare, niraMtara bhAna rahe. ophisamAM kAma karatA hoya teya bhAna rahe. jarA cIkaNuM hoya te te cIkaNuM kAma paravArI gayA ke tarata pAchuM bhAna AvI jAya.
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________________ bIjA devaghAraNa kayAM ? praznakata : Apa hamaNu jagata kalyANa kare che, have e IcchAo amuka vakhata pachI ochI thaze te kharI ja ne ? athavA e pUrI thaI jaze, te pachI tamArI janma kyAM thaze ? dAdAzrI : pUruM thAya ja nahi. jayAre deha chUTe tyAre AnuM pariNAma Ave te pAchuM te ghaDIe DuM bAkI hoya te para thaI jAya ane para thAya eTale mekSe jAya. A chellI IcchA, pitAne levAdevA nathI, chatAM e IcchA ane chellI IcchA che. tyAM sudhI saMsAramAMthI chaDe nahi. eka paNa IcchA che tyAM sudhI nA chUTe. jo ke A amArI bharelI IcchA che. AjanI IcchA nathI. paNa bharelI IcchA pUrI thavI joIe bharelI IcchA je heya ne te purI thavAnI, nikAla thaI javAnI. praznakartA : A5nuM e cArja thayeluM kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : nA, A je IcchAo che te DiscArja rUpe che. cArUpe nathI A. have khalAsa thavA Ave, A dehanuM badhuM e thaI gayuM eTale khalAsa. DiscArja khalAsa thaI jAya. pahelAM cAja' kareluM te A DiscArja thAya che. mane game ke na game, paNa DiscAja thaye ja chUTake. praznakartA: e IcchAo jayAre purI thaze pachI A deha kAyama raheze ? dAdAzrI : nA. e deha pAchA bIjA kSetramAM javAnuM che, mahAvideha kSetramAM thaI ane mekSe jatA ekAda be avatAramAM enI puNya pAchI jogavIne pachI meze jaze. puau te baMdhAya ne ? jagata kalyANa karyuM enuM phaLa te e ja Ave pachI ane tIrthaMkara nAmakarmaya Ave, tIrthakara phaLeya baMdhAya. paNa e bhegavavuM paDe. eTale mahAvideha kSetra ane videha emAM phera baha. videha te A dehathI je jude che, te videhI kahevAya. eTale A mahAvideha te kSetra ja che. evuM ke ApaNA jevA ja leka che, phakata ApaNe tyAM traNa hajAra varSa pahelAM hatA evA ja. teya darzana thaze, dhaNA kALa sudhI praznakata : A paMca mahAbhUtarUpI deha vilaya thayA pachI paNa Apa A svarUpe keTalA samaya sudhI sthULarUpe ApanA mahAtmAone darzana dIdhA karaze ? dAdAzrI : huM zuM karavA darzana dIdho karuM ? huM mArA kAma mAM
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________________ 6$ houM ke A lAkone darzana ApavA Avu ? paNa darzana thayA kare kharAM, dana ApavA mATe mAre Avavu' nA paDe. tamArA mahIthI ja na thayA kare ane yathA phaLa Ape evAM. mAre dana ApavA AvavAnI jarUra nathI. enI meLe ja svAbhAvika rIte daza na thayA kare. eTale ghaNA samaya sudhI A sthULa rUpe zana thaze lekene, mahAtmAone ! prArthanA sImaMdhara svAmInI zAne ? praznakartA : ApaNe sImaMdhara svAmInI prAthanA karIe chIe, te zuM kAma karavAnI ? dAdAzrI : e riyala che, jIvatA che eTale, taiyAra che, ane emAM mArI gerenTI che, ane bIjuM badhu` rIleTiva ane te vyavahAramAM oie. vyavahAramAM A vALa kapAvavA mATe nA javu paDe, dareka kAma karavAM paDe, saDAsamAM javuM paDe, badhu... karavu. paDe paNa vyavahArathI, ApaNe ahI AgaLa kaI sAhekha AvelA hAya, te Ama Ama eka pherA kahIe chIene, te evuM masjidamAM jaIne Ama karavAthI zuM thAya ke ApaNuM mana bagaDe nahi ! tyAM pachI mana sAru rahe. eTale amAre te badhe ja page lAgavAnuM, mArI jeDe Ave ne, badhe ja, mahAvideha kSetra jAya, gaNapatimAM jAya, khIjai, trIje jAya, masji4mAM jAya, niSpakSapAtI. darzana, riyala-rileTivalI praznakartA : ApaNe rAmanA madiramAM jaie ke zivanA madiramAM jaIe. te kevI rIte prAthanA karavI ? kevI rIte emanA darzana karavA ? dAdAzrI : kazuMya karavAnuM nahi. rIta-bhIta kazuMya nahi. ame hau jaIe chIene maMdiramAM, kAraNa ke hu' nA jAuM te leka zuM kahe ? A dAdA che te jatA nathI teA ApaNe zuM javAnu kAraNa ? eTale pachI leAka avaLe raste jAya. mULa pAchaLanI prajA chene, te. TAkAnA vyavahAra bagaDI jAya. ApaNu tA jJAnane laine nA jaIe. pelAM ajJAnI te kaheze, "nathI javuM" paNa praznakartA : madira DAya eTale sAdhAraNa tarata khece ke cAleA darzana karavA.
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________________ dAdAzrI : e rileTivane ! te tamAre zuddhAtmAe nahi page lAgavAnuM, tamAre te jANavAnuM ke A caMdubhAI page lAgyA. samakitIne chUTa badhe darzananI praznakartA: mArA jevAe jJAna lIdhuM che, te have maMdiramAM jaIe te zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : have "caMdulAlane ja kahIe ke je-je karaje, bA ! aMdara thAya te. ne nA thAya te kaMI nahi. paNa enA tarapha dhRNA nahi rahevI joIe, abhAva nahi rahe joIe. e rileTiva (vyavahAra) che. rileTivane vAMdhe nahi. rileTivamAM majidamAM jaIe teya darzana karAya. ame teDI (r)ene, cAra se cAra se mANasane masjidamAM laI jaIe ne masijadamAM bese che. eTale. sleiTivamAM niSpakSapAtI ane spilamAM (nizcaya) A zuddhAtmA ekaluM ja. riyala lakita eka ja che. - maMdiranuM mahattva praznakartA : je derAsara nA heta, maMdira nA heta, te pachI jevI rIte ApaNe mATe, dAdA zA UbhA thayA che, pragaTa thayA che, evI satanA emanA mATe koIne kaI UbhuM thayuM heta ne? dAdAzrI : e te barAbara che. e eka jAtano vikalpa che. Ama banyuM che, e nA heta te bIjo koI upAya te heta ne ? bIja kaMInuM kaI maLata, paNa A maMdirane upAya ghaNe ja cAre che. hindustAnanuM A meTAmAM moTuM "sAyansa" che. e sArAmAM sArI lAbhakita che, paNa je samaje te ! atyAre te mahAvIra bhagavAnane derAsaramAM jatI vakhate huM puchuM chuM ke "A badhAM loke tamArA ATalAM badhA darzana kare che, te ATI badhI aDacaNe kema paDe che ?' - tyAre mahAvIra bhagavAna zuM kahe che ? A leke darzana karatI vakhate mAro phoTo le che, bahAra ene jaDA mUke che. eno phoTo le che. ane sAthe sAthe dukAneya phaTA le che... mATe AvuM thAya che. hamaNA keka jeDa lAI jaze, tene paNa pheTe le che "
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________________ * maMdira banAvavA jevuM keAnuM? praznakatA~ : hindustAnamAM keTalA badhA bhagavAnanAM keTalAM badhAM maMdiro banyA che ane navA navA banyAM ja kare che. dAdAzrI : badhA bahu maMdira banAvyAM. te sAruM nathI. paNa have je banAvyAM hAya ene ApaNAthI kema karIne nA kahevAya ? je hakIkata che ane ApaNe je maMdira banAvavAnA chIe e pharajiyAta AvI paDayAM che. banAvavAM ja paDe. A te sImaMdhara svAmInuM che. te jIvatA hAthA joie. jevuM madira banAveA e jIva'ta vyakita hAvI joIe. A te tI`kara sAheba che. amArI IcchA nathI, paNa chatAM madhAya che. A jagatanA lokonA kalyANu mATe khavAya che, matabheda javA mATe. praznakartA : A je sImaMdhara svAmInu' derAsara kha'dhAya che enI vAta nathI karatA. A te bIjAnAM madirA che, tenI vAta karu` chuM. dAdAzrI : e barAbara che. e ja hirA ma dhAya che badhAM, e sAru' nathI. paNa ApaNe emAM hAtha ghalAya nahi ne ? ApaNe temAM anumAdanA na ApI zakIe ke emAM kaI paNa na karI zakIe, paNu lAke karatA hAya temAM ApaNAthI atarAya karAya nAha ne ? mAkI sAru' nathI e. khilakuleya sAruM nathI. praznakartA : emAM kempITizana cAle che. pachI jhaghaDA thAya che. dAdAzrI : badhA nAma kADhe che. e badhA pAtapeAtAnuM nAma kADhavA kare che. tamAruM kahevu. kharekhara che. bahu maMdirA che, ATalAM badhAM maMdira che, madirAnI mahIM darzana karavAnI jarUra che. A te nAma kADhavA che leAkAne ! praznakartA : ane leAka dharama mAnI le te riyala dharamane nahIM cUkI jAya ? dAdAzrI : evuM che ke UMdhe raste jatA hAya tenA karatAM sAru che. avaLe raste dArU pIvA gayA hoya, te badhuM calAvI lene, te cheDAvaDAvIe te UMdhe raste jatA rahe. Amane vAra zI lAge ? cheDAvavA jevuM nathI. ApaNe ApaNuM tapeAtAnuM karI levA jevu che. pArakAnI bhAMjagaDa karavA jevu' nathI. A jagata bahu mADhuM tAkAna che A te. pArakAnI bhAMjagaDa karanArA che ja ne badhA !
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________________ 70 nipakSapAtI dharmamaMdiranuM nirmANa prakartA : AjanA "saMdeza" peparamAM AvyuM che ke ApaNe sImaMdhara svAmInuM. viSNu bhagavAnanuM ane zaMkara bhagavAnanuM maMdira banAvavAnA chIe te e samajaNa nA paDI. e samajAve - dAdAzrI : A niSpakSatAnI dharma che. A avasarpiNI kALa gaye atyAra sudhI te matAthamAM cAlyA ! bhagavAna mahAvIranuM zAsana che tyAM sudhI ja dharma che. pachI dharmane aMza rahevAne nathI, maMdira pustaka kazuM ja rahevAnuM nathI. mATe aDhAra hajAra varSa je cetI jAya, ane matAthamAMthI chUTI jAya ane sASabhadeva bhagavAne jevuM niSpakSapAtI valaNa kahyuM hatuM, evuM niSpakSapAtI valaNa pAchuM thAya ! sahusahunA derAM judAM rAkhe, paNa maMtre te badhAMnAM bhegAM bolavA joie, kaMI koIne sAmasAmI verajhera nA hovuM joIe maMtro bhegA bole eTale badhuM pahoMcI gayuM. ApaNA manamAM judAI nathI, te kazuM juduM che ja nahi. eTale A traNeya maMdire bhegAM thAya eTale hindustAnamAMthI matArtha UDI jAya te zAMti thAya ! A zakakariyuM bharavADamAM makayuM hoya te keTalI bAjuthI baphAya? garadamathI-evuM A leka garadamathI maLI rahyuM che. tuM amadAvAdamAM, muMbaImAM, jA te kharA ! ahIM te ochuM baphAyeluM che. ahIM mahArAjAnuM baLa jarA ochuM che, tethI ochuM baLe, tyAM te meharAjAnuM baLa je te kharo ! mAchalAM taraphaDe ema loka taraphaDI rahyuM che, karoDo rUpiyA hovA chatAM ! eTalA mATe A upAya che. tane AmAM kazo vAMdhe lAge che ? tuM paNa AmAM tAro mata ApIza ne ? tAre rAjIpa ApI ne ? praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmI sAthe viSNu bhagavAna, zaMkara bhagavAna paNa mUkyA che ! sIma dhara pAmI te vItarAga gaNAya ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, vItarAga ja gaNAya, ane pelAya che te zalAkA purUSa che vItarAga, sImaMdhara svAmI te hayAta che. emane lAbha te juo ! emane lAbha te AkhuM jagatela le. badhAya lAbha levAnA ane kRSNa bhagavAna te vAsudeva, nArAyaNa kahevAya. naramAMthI nArAyaNa thayelA hatA e. e tresaTha zalAkA purUSomAM gaNAya ane pAchA AvatI covIsImAM tIthakara thavAnA che. emane je nA mAne che te jaina ja nA kahevAya ne! traNa prakAranA tIrthakaronA darzana karavAno adhikAra che. bhUtakALanA
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________________ tIrthakaro. bhUta tIrthakare ke je vIsa thaI gayA che, emanA paNa darzana karavA joIe. kAraNa ke emanAM zAsana deva-devIo kAma karI rahyAM che ane A akrama mArga te nimitta che. emAM zAsana deva-devIo ja kAma karI rahyAM che. huM te nimitta banI gayuM chuM. keI vararAjA joIe ke nA joIe ? A sImaMdhara svAmI e vartamAna tIrthakara che. emane mATe te hindustAnamAM kaI jIvane rAgadveSa nathI ane trIjA je AvatI jevIsImAM tIrthakara thavAnA che te. AzramanA durupayeAga A te lekonanuM ka9yANa thAya eTalA mATe bAkI ame koI dahADeya AzramanuM sthApana karIe nahi, paNa.. praznakartA : mahAvIra bhagavAnane maTha, Azrama kazuM nahotuM. dAdAzrI : ame kahetA hatAM ke vaDa nIce, jhADa nIce besIne ame upadeza ApIzuM agara kekane ghera UtarIzuM te enAM gharanuM kalyANa thaI jaze ? paNa pachI evA saMjoga UbhA thayA ke jagatanuM kalyANa karavuM hoya te lokone matArtha pahele kADha paDaze ne matArtha kADhavA mATe badhA dharmonuM sthApana karavuM paDaze. ane AtmArtha thavA mATe, meM te koI Azrama bAMdhavAnI nA pADI che. meM ghera besIne, jhADa nIce besIne, ame A karIzuM paNa Azrama ? A dhamene te ApaNuM lekoe zuM upayoga karyo che, jANe cho tame ? ghera jhaghaDA thAya, bhAMjagaDa thAya ne te mahine be mahinA thAyane darzana karavAne nAme pesI jAya ne tyAM AgaLa para dahADA paDI rahe, ma, gAMgaDAnI peThe ? zrama utAravA mATe jAya che, tamane samaja paDIne ? Azrama zrama utAravAnAM sTezana thaI gayAM che je zrama lAgelene te utAravA ! AmAM hetu matArtha javA mATe eTale derAsara chevaTe amAre pharajiyAta bAMdhavuM paDayuM A matAtha javA mATe zuM bAMdhavuM paDayuM pharajiyAta ? tyAM traNa derAsara baMdhAya che. A sImaMdhara svAmInuM. je jIvatA che temanA mATe baMdhAya che. samaja paDIne ? je gayA, enAM nAma levAya nahi kRSNa bhagavAna jIvatA che, emanuM baMdhAya che ane ziva paNa jIvatA hoya che. ziva eTale ka9yANa svarUpanI hoya te badhAya ziva kahevAya. eTale traNeya derAsara baMdhAya che eya bhegAM nahi, paNa judAM judAM ! paNa badhI jagAethI
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________________ darzana karI jAya. enAthI A lekene matArtha badhe ja raheze. evI A mUtiomAM pratiSThA karIza ! mUti e bolaze tamArI joDe !! mUti e vAte karaze ! bele pachI nAsI jAyane pelA leke? pachI A bAgAo ne vepArIonuM pachI kazuM cAlavAnuM nathI. A te tyAM sudhI nAma carI khAze A leke. A badhuM jatuM raheze. A je devadevIonuM che, ane ahIM paNa deva-devIo che, te dharmanuM rakSaNa karaze. paNa A leke ja vAMkA cAle tyAM emanuM zuM cAle ? lAkaDAM vAMkA hoya tyAM karavate ya vAMkI Ave ne lAkaDAM vAMkA hoya ne karavata sIdhI hoya te tUTI jAya. samaja paDIne ? eTale A badhuM sIdhuM thaI rahyuM che eTale A traNeya derAsara bAMdhavA leke taiyAra che. eTale ahIM sImaMdhara svAmInuM derAsara moTu, joke kRNa bhagavAnanuM, ane bIjI bAju zivanuM. A traNeya derAsara separeTa che. jagyA eka, paNa derAsara separeTa A saMkula baMdhAI rahyuM che. atyAre jagatanA matAthe kADhavA mATe. hindustAnamAM matArtha nA rahe joIe. kRSNa bhagavAnane je bhaje ! te sImaMdhara svAmIne bhaje, ane A bAju zivane bhaje. praznakartA : A derAsara bIje chene ? pachI sUratamAM navuM bAMdhavAnI zI jarUra ? dAdAzrI : e badhe matArthI che. A te matArthanI bahAra kADhuM chuM. A matArtha kADhavA mATe che. leke AtmAthane badale matArtha mAM paDayAM che. e matAthI nIkaLI jAya eTale AtmArthamAM AvI jAya. A IchA che "amArI jagatamAM matabheda ochA karI nAMkhavA che. matabhedathI dUra thazene. tyAre A vAta sAcI samajatA thaze. A matabhedo te eTalA karI nAMkhyA che, ke A zivanI agiyArazya ne vaiSNavanI agiyArasa. agiyArasa ja judI judI ! tyAM meM maMtre bhegA karI nAMkhyA che. samaja paDIne ? kAraNa ke derAsara judA judA rAkhe. kAraNa ke e bilIpha che, eka jAtanI. zivamAM kRSNane nA ghAle. paNa A maMtra che, te bhegA rAkhe. kAraNa ke mana che haMmezAM, ane mana te zAMta thavuM joIe ne ? te A lokoe A badhAM maMtra vaheMcI nAMkhelA ane A bheguM karIne huM pratiSThA evI karIza ke lokone dhIre dhIre matabheda badhA visAre paDI jAya. A IcchA che amArI, bIjI koI IcachA nathI.
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________________ 73 jagatamAM meTAmAM moTuM jAtrAsthaLa praznakartA: ame reja prAthanA karIe chIe. sImaMdhara svAmIne ke ekAda deva mokale ane amane tyAM AgaLa laI jAya. dAdAzrI : e prArthanA phaLavAnI. te mATe mane mokalela che. praznakartA: jaya saccidAnaMda ! dAdA mI : tethI sImaMdhara svAmInuM derAsara bAMdhavAnuM nakkI karyuM che. ahIM sUrata pAsenuM, kAraNa ke A bIje sImaMdhara svAmInAM derAsara che ne, te badhAM lekane ekasepTa nathI thatAM. vItarAge badhAM lekane ekasepTa thavA joIe. pakSapAtI nA hovA joIe. eTale A sImaMdhara svAmInuM derAsara je sUratamAM baMdhAya che, temAM cAra mUrtio ApaNuM thaI gayeo tIrthakarAnI raheze. pahalAne bIja RSabhadeva, ane ajitanAtha ane trevIsa ne cAvIsa pArzvanAtha ne mahAvIra ane sImaMdhara svAmInI meTI mUrti ahIM mahesANA jevI, bAra phUTanI ane joDe che kRSNa vAsudevanuM maMdira ane A bAju zivanI mUti, eTale enuM liMga" sahita. eTale A badhA dharmonuM ahIM AgaLa saMkalana karavAmAM Ave che ane e badhuM A moTAmAM moTuM jAtrAnuM sthAna thavAnuM che ane tethI lekenuM kalyANa thavAnuM che. A AmanI mUrti nathI padharAvatA, sImaMdhara svAmI jAte hAjara che, emanI mUrti eTale pote jAte enA pratinidhi kahevAya. samaja paDIne ? jema A dAdA ahIM AgaLa che, emanI mUti badhA bhaje che, te mUti emanI pratinidhi kahevAya. huM nA houM tyAre mUti kahevAya. mUrtinAM kayAM sudhI darzana karavAnAM che ? amUrta prApta thatAM sudhI. amUrta prApta thatAM sudhI mUrtinuM avahebane che. bhagavAne kaheluM ke pachI mUti cheDI devAnI ? nA. mUrti cheDI nahi devAnI nahi te leka cheDI deze eTale amathA bApa nAmanA javuM kharuM. vyavahAra dharma che. e, ame hau jaIe. varSamAM be-traNa vakhata mAra hau tyAM javAnuM. te paLanA nAkAvALA badhAMne samajAya ke dAtA jAya che. vyavahAradhama badheya khullo rAkhavAne. hindustAnanuM A sthitimAM na rahevuM joIe. jene A sthitimAM rahevA jaIe. sImaMdhara svAmInuM derAsara. ne mUtinuM derAsara nathI ! e amUtanuM derAsara che !
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________________ prazna : hamaNunA badhA. leka che; vAramAM ane bhAvika zvane tyAre te e mRta parikSa che, te zakti leha karAja ne? dAdAzrI: na. A mUrti parikSA nathI kirtA: paNa bhaviSyanI praja, ene mATe pakSa jevuM thaI jaze ne ? - dAdAzrI : ekaluM ene mATe ja nahi. paheluM ApaNe mATe che Ama, ApaNe mATe zuM che ? sImaMdhara svAmI Aje hAja2 che. haja te sa lAkha varasa sudhI hAjara che emanuM citrapaTa badhuM kAma kare. samaja paDIne ? eTale, ApaNA. mahAtmAone tyAM darzana ja karyA karavAnA. sAme besI rahevAnuM eka kalekaTara tyAM AgaLI, khurazI upara hoya, tyAM sudhI kAma thAya ke nA thAya? A prazna thAya, dAdAzrI : eka kalekaTara tamAruM kAma nA karate hoya tene ghera beThA tame pratikramaNa karyA kare te tamAruM kAma thaI jAya ! enA phoTA pAse tae karo te, ha9 kalekaTaranA pheTAnI jarUra nahi. AmAM phoTAnI jara ane bhaviSyanI prajA mATe te, AkhA jagatanA kalyANa mATe che. A derAsaratuM, aMkurA.te matA. nnA mATe matabheda badhA jatA raheze. ne lokone phaLa A paze.. mahAkkeDa kSetramAM sImaMdhara svazI: bhagavAna birAje che, samaja paDIne?. te temanI mUrti ahIM mUkUvAnI che. jIvatAnI mUrti hoya ! keTaluM badhuM phaLa Ape ? kayAMya pakSapAta ja nahi ApaNe tyAM te Azrame ya nA heya ne kazuM heya nahi, evuM tevuM zonA hAra jaie?: paNa A te evuM kaMIka saMjJA thaI gaI, rAketa che. A5Ne karyA vagara chUTake nahi tenuM kANuM thaDyuM A prartAH jJAna, AdaraNamAM thazuM eTalo suratamAM maMdira bAMdhIe ane janma bhAdaraNamAM thaze te bhakaraNamAM kazuM nahi kAmanuM? dAdA : janma tArAbI mathaka amAre levAdevA ja nA hoya. bhAdaraNa gAmamAM te A jJAna ja pahelI vakhata ApIe chIene? je gAmane pakSapAta hoya te pahelekSI ApI naha; e kadI ! A pahelI vakhata ja jJAna ApIe chIe. pakSapAta nA hA amAre.
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________________ 75 vyavasthitanI zI marajI che te joI laIe. vyavasthita zuM che badhuM te, joI laIe. badhuM ApaNuM ja che. A bhA2Na evuM ja kaMI ApaNuM nathI! teya janmakSetre tyAM AgaLa leka darzana karavA jAya che. tene manamAM eka rUDhi pasI gayelI, pAchA gharamAM jaIne pharI Ave ! upara, pharI Ave ! jIvatA bhagavAnanI bhajanAthI... praznakartA : te mAvIne bale sIya dhara havAmInuM derAsara vadhAre kAmanuM ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, e jAta chene ! vartamAna tIrthakara nehAe pachI mahAvIranI mUrli Avaze paNa mULa nAyakAte ApaNe sIdhA svAmI e jIvatA che ne gayA ane enAthI puNya baMdhAya, rAma udhAsa nA thAya. ne vartamAna hoya te ja jJAnane UMdhADa thAya. amAre' e ja propegAST mAre e ja pegaDA che ke tame tIrthakarane ja arihaMta koNa che ene jANe te tamArAM hada ochAM thaze. arihaMta ja A. duniyAnA riga maTADe che. siddhAM nA maTADe praznakartA : arihaMta upakArI. dAdAzrI : agara te mArA jevA jJAnI puruSa e upakArI bIju koI upakArI A jagatamAM heya. nahi. eTale A arihaMtane, eALakhAvA mATe karoDa rUpiyAnuM derAsara baMdhAya che samaja paDIne ? prANapratiSThA keArA karI zake ? eTale A derAsara- baMdhAya che ne, te matAthI badhA chUTI jaze ane mUrtionI pratiSThA huM karIza. A lokonI pratiSThA cAle nahiM. pratiSThA te jenAmAM ahaMkAra na hoyane, te ja pratiSThA karI zake agara te ahaMkAra upazama thayela hoya te karI zake A te badhuM ahaMkArI leka ja mUrtinI pratiSThA kare che, te na levuM joIe. jarUra sImaMdhara svAmInA derAsaranI cala badhA amAruM saMt bAMdhavAnuM kahetA hatA. nA, nA. mAruM maMdira nA bAMdhazo. A badhAM che ja. hA, eka sImadhara vakSmInA maMdiranI jarUra che jethI karIne A jagatanuM kalyANa thAya. emane
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________________ 79 padhArA sAheba, ahIM AgaLa. A kalyANa thAya leAkInuM derAsara hAya te padhArA ema kahevAya, mUrti hAya te ! nahi te kayAM padhAre ! havAmAM UDe e kAma nA Ave. eka jagyAe sthira thayelI hAya tyAM padhArA kahevAya, bAkI mArI mUti' mUkIne zu karavAnu` ?! A te hAjara che. kAnI mUrti ? praznakartA : sIma dhara svAmInI, dAdAmI : huM... pUjavA beThelI mUrti hindustAnamAM khadhA lAkoe mane kahyuM ke amAre tamArI smRti sUkavI che, maMdiramAM, meM kahyuM, "nA, mUrti mUkavAnI nahi huM mUrti' mukAvIza te pAchaLavALAne dhAvatu AvI gayuM. eTale pachI emanA pachI eya mukAvaDAve. kAI karI pAchA bIjo mukAvatA jAya e rIte. praznakartA : mULa dhyeya cUkI javAya. dAdAzrI : samaja paDIne ? eTale mArI mUrti mUkavAnI jarUra nathI. huM teA bhUta' ja chuM. jayAre jue tyAre. A mUrti te badhA AgaLanA lAkonI mUkelI, be jAtanA lokonI mUrti mukAyelI sAcA puruSa, mULa puruSo, jenI ApaNA lAkoe mUrti mUkI, ane mArI pachI tA zuM thaze ? pachI te prathA cAlaze ke mArA pachI je hoya ne e dAdAnI pachI mUke, eTale me kahyuM che ke mArI mUrti' mUkavI hoya te sImadhara svAmInI sAme, huM. Ama karIne (page lAgatA) besI rahyo hAuM evu karIne mUrti mUkajo praznakartA : evI karAvavI DAya te evI karAvIe. dAdAzrI : tenA vAMdhA nahi. sImadhara snAmInI sAme huM Ama (page lAgatA) karIne besI rahuM tevI mUrti mUko. eTale pUjAvA mATe nathI. A pUjavA mATe che ane emane pUjavAnu che. e batAve che. huM tA bahu bahu pUjAyelA chuM. anata avatArathI dharAi gaye| chuM. ana Mta avatArathI dharAi gayA chu, pUjAi, pUjArkane ! e bhIkha nathI rahI mArI koi jAtanI, samaja paDIne ? e te eka jAtanI bhIkha che mananI pUjAvAnI kAmanA. A badhI kAmanA cheDI enA ukela Ave. jema sAdhuee mArA guru, dAdA gurU karyuM temene mUA, ahI bApa, hAdo karyAM pAchA ! dAdA gurunelAve pAche ! pustakamAM nAma lakhe. A te mUrti kheMcADe, zrImad rAjacaMdro ghaNuM nA kahyuM hatu tAya emanI mUrti besADI.
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________________ 77 praznakartA : hA, agAsamA. dAdAzrI : kAraNa ke lekane ema ke pAchaLa prabhuzrInI mUkatAM phAve. pachI prabhuzrInI pAchaLa brahmacArInI Ave. praznakartA : pachI te bIjAnI Ave. dAdAzrI : hA. kRpALudeva cekhA mANasa, prabhuzrIya khera hatA. pachI lekee gaMdavADo karI nAkhyA. . mUrti mUkavAnA rega - mane te bahu dabANa AvyA kare, ke mUrti ghAle. ahIM mukI hoya ne bhaI tyAM AgaLa kArakunanI nekarI karate hoya, bIjA avatAramAM ! samaja paDIne ? pazumAMya gayela heya ! amAre te saMgha A bahu dabANa kare, paNa meM nA cAlavA dIdhuM. mudata ne paga pe nahi. pravakata : satsaMgamAM eka vakhata vAta ApanI bahu pasTa, nIkaLelI, e vakhate e prazna Apane pUche ke dAdA, ApanA pachI ApanI murti badhA mukI jaze. te te vakhate dAdAnI vANI evI nIkaLelI ke amArI muti nA mukAya. mamI muti mukelI te paNa khoTuM kareluM muti nA mukAya. ane amArI je ati muvI hoya te sImaMdhara svAmInI sAme Ama page lAgIe chIe evI jAtanI tame muti sUko. che. dAdAzrI : evI rItanuM ja hatu ke - praznakartA : have A spaSTa jAti pILaka eTale badhAne ema te vicAra thazene ke dAdA AvuM spaSTa kahI gayA che. A * dAdA zrI : hA. evuM evuM emanI pAse rahenA . . praznakartA : ke dAdA AvuM kahI gayA. ? dAdAzrI : spaSTa ja kahI devAnuM. kupALudeve sapaSTa kaheluM paDyuM A leka cheDe nahi ne ? - pra kartA : paNa dAdA, evuM thayuM eTale pachI kapALadevanI pAchaLa pAchaLa ladhurAja svAmI AvyA te temanI pratimA mukI. emaNe, prabhu prAe nA kIdheluM. paNa chatAMya emanI mukI. dAdAzrI : le kone zuM che ke AmanI mukuM te pachI mArI mukaze. A praznakartA : mArI mukAya eTale raste khulle karavA mATe... dAdAzrI : e nata toDavA mATe ja huM kahuM chuM. huM sImaMdhara svAmI sAme huM darzana karuM chuM evuM mUkaje. samaja paDIne ? eTale pelI dAnata nA rahe ne ! ane dAnata hoya te vakhate enI mUrti Ama, sAme dazana karatI mukAvaDAve. samaja paDIne ?
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________________ 78 praznakartA : paNa e spaSTa sUcanA Ape ApI. dAdAzrI : A dAnata hindustAnanI teADhavA mATe A mAre rastA che. dAdAnI teA pujavAnI kAmanA ! mArI pAchaLa pelA rivAja baMdha thaI jAya. zrImad rAjacaMdra nA kahetA hatA, ke mArI mUrti mUkI nahi. tAca mukAvaDAvI eTale mukAvanAranI muti pachI enI pAchaLathI mukAi, jo nirAMta vyApari cAlu rahyone, e vepAra huM maghu` karI devA mAguM chuM. eTale huM ahIMthI kApI nAkhuM te pachI vAMdhA bhAMjagaDa nahine, pachI lAlaca nA rahene. huM ja Ama karatA (page lAgatA) haiAuM, (sImaMdhara svAmIne) pachI e kemanI enI mUrti mukavaDAve ? sImaMdhara skhAmInI sAme Ama (pame gAmatA) dAdAnI murti mukIe eTale leAkAne thAya ke A dAvAne pUjavAnI kAmanA nathI, pUjavAnI kAmanA che. AratI sImaMdhara svAmInI hAlamAM je bhagavAna mALa che, temanI mAratI A badhAM kare che te mArAkI vaya dvA) kare che. ne huM te AratI temane paheAMcADuM chuM. huM paNa temanI bhAratI karuM chuM. doDha lAkha varasathI bhagavAna "atyAre hAjara che. temane pahoMcADuM chuM. AratImAM badhA devA hAjara hoya che jJAnIpuruSanI AratI sIma dhara svAmIne TheTha pahoMce deva lAko zuM kahe che ? ke jayAM paramahadegsanI sabhA DAya tyAM ame hAjara hAie. ApaNI AratI game te maMdiramAM gAo tA bhagavAnane hAjara thavu paDe. gheraghera karavA jevI AratI jene tyAM dAdAnI"nI AratI Utare tene tyAM tA vAtAvaraNa ja bahu UMcuM vate` ! bhAratI tA (varita che! jene ghera AratI thAya ene tA ghera vAtAvaraNu Apu' ja pheraphAra thai jAya. peAte te zuddha" thatA jAya ne gharanAM badhAM che.karAMneya, badhAMneya U~ca sa`skAra maLe. A AratI kharAkhara khelAyane te ghera dAdA hAjara thAya ! ane dAdA hAjara thAya eTale badhA ja devalAka hAjara thAya ane badhA ja devalAkAnI kRpA rahe.
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________________ AratI te ghera niyamita bolAya ane ene mATe amuka TAIma nakakI karI rAkha te bahu ja sAruM. gharamAM eka ja kaleza thAya te vAtAvaraNa AkhuMya bagaDI jAya. paNa A AratI e pratipakSI kahevAya, tenAthI te zuM thAya ? ke vAtAvaraNa sudharI jAya ane cekhuM pavitra thaI jAya ! A AratI vakhate tamane je phalAM caDhe che e devene ame caDhAvIe chIe ane pachI tamane te caDhAvIe chIe. jagatamAM kaIneya denA caDhAvelAM kUvAM caDhatAM ja nathI A te tamane ja caDhe che. enAthI makSa te he ne uparathI tamane saMsArI vine nA Ave. AratI veLAe amIjharaNAM... ApaNe tyAM AgaLa sImaMdhara svAmInA derAsaramAM mahesANA gayAtA e te, ame te 35 jaNa che te tyAM AratI utArI, meM pahelI vakhata AratI utArI. AkhI basa hatI. te AratI te ApaNI bAvA nA de. ApaNI AratI judI che. tame jANe che ne ?! e tyAM besavA de nahi ! paNa e pUjArIe kahyuM ke tamArI AratI bole ane meM che te jAte AratI utArI. AratI vakhate te mane te dekhAya badhuM. pachI huM te kazI vAta huM nahi. mahIM ApaNuM mahAtmAmAM keTalAka joI gayelA ane pachI che te ame utAre gayA tyAre pelo pUjArI tyAM utAra Ave. kahe che A sImaMdhara svAmInA Aje TapakAM paDa paDa karatAMtA te bahu paDyAM-kahe che. praznakartA : amI jharyA. dAdAzrI : hA. te Aje banyuM. Aje keTalA dahADe, A ahIM. padharAmaNI thayA pachI. emanI pratiSThA thayA pachI. koI dahADe AvA sarasa amI jharyA nathI. A niraMtara amI ja karyA karatAM'tAM ! pachI Aja banyuM. zuM karyuM tame ? tyAre meM kahyuM, meM kazuM karyuM nathI Aja, pratiSThA karI nathI meM. pratiSThA kare te bane evuM vakhate, paNa pratiSThA karI nathI. A AratI utArIne emAM A banyuM eTale badhu thAya. A kaMI zAsana bagaDayuM che. bAkI pratiSThA ame karIe chIe keTalIka jagyAe. kAraNa ke AjanI pratiSThA, Aje AcArya mahArAje kare che ne, te zAstranA AdhAre kare che, e karanAra koNa hA joIe? zAsanI pratiSThA sAcI che, paNa karanAra samakitI he jaIe, agara te jJAnI have joIe. eTale Aje phaLa nathI ApatI.
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________________ pratiSaThA jJAnI thakI - ame jayapura gayA'tA, eka basa laIne, te tyAMthI pachI biralAvALAnuM maMdira hatuM, rAma, lakSamaNa, sItAnI. e traNa mUrtio ThavelI, ane madira navuM bAMdheluM. tyAre ame badhA tyAM jaIne beThAM, darzana karyA. ApaNe te badhA darzane mAnIene ! ApaNe te ahIM vItarAga darzanane ! niSpakSapAtIne ! ApaNe ahIM te pakSapAta nahIM ne ! ena. vaizaNa badhA Ave ane vyavahArathI che, ApaNe kaMI A nizcaya che nahi, vyavahAra che. eTale pachI tyAM AgaLa jaI beThA. pachI meM pratiSThA karI kahyuM ke AvI sarasa mUrti che, paNa pratiSThA nathI dekhAtI. te be varasa para bAMdheluM pachI. pratiSThA karI. eTale pachI pele pUrI deDate AvyA ane dAdAnA pagamAM mAthuM mukIne khUba raDaye e to ! khUba raDIne pachI A mALA paherAvI gayA. mane kahe che ke Aje bhagavAnane hasatA joyAM. nahi te kaI dahADe hasyA ja nathI, tame zuM karyuM ? me kahyuM, meM A pratiSThA karI che. lokonuM kalyANa thaI jAya ! Aye pratiSThAnuM ja rUpaka che. A tame "caMdulAla' banyA che e pratiSThA ja tame karI che. have pharI pratiSThA nA karavI hoya, na anukULa AvatuM hoya te pratiSThA baMdha karI de. pratiSThA thAya pachI pUjaya gaNAya. eTale ame cetana mUkIe emAM. mUrtimAM cetana mUkIe tyAra pachI pratiSThA thaI kahevAya. A derAsaramAM jene, ame eka eka mUrtimAM cetana mUkIzuM. praznakartA : A mUrtimAM prANapratiSThA kare che te vyakitamAM kema nahi ? dAdAzrI : huM prANapratiSThA ja karuM chuM ne ! tyAre bIjuM karuM chuM zuM ? A badhA mane page lAge che ne prANapratiSThA ja kare che emAM. praznakartA : thaI zake? e satya che ? . dAdAzrI : e satya hatuM tenA para nakala karelI che pelI te ane A je bhAgane huM prANapratiSThA karuM chuM ne e mUrti ja che. jIvatI nathI, praznakartA H e mUrti ja che. dAdAzrI : A mUrti che ne teya mUrti che. beu mUrtio ja che. praznakartA : paNa mUrti onA camatkAra hoya che te manuSyanA camatkAra kayA ?
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________________ * 8 dAdAzrI : mUtio zI rIte camatkAra kare ? praznakartA: derAsaramAM amI jharaNuM thAya che te zuM che ? dAdAzrI : evuM che, A lekIne mUrti para vizvAsa DagI jAya che tyAre bIjA devaloko A badhA amIjharaNuM kare ! mahIM kakuM kADha, cokhA kaDhAvaDAve. eTale leka pAchA jAya tyAM badhA. praznakartA: A badhuM paugalika che ne ? dAdAzrI : hA. praznakartA: A prANapratiSThA vakhate amIjharaNuM thAya che e deve kare che ? dAdAzrI : zAsana kare. jene A zAsana nabhAvavuM che e deva kare ! bAkI mUti meDhe te lekone zuM kahe che ? "tArI banAvI huM banI, tArI eka phUTI ke be ?!" mUA, bala pAsa thaIne ! ema kahe che. paNa pratiSThA karI eTale bhagavAna besADayA ane pratiSThA te A sAdhu AcAryo kare che ne temAMya lokone sAdhAraNa tyAM darzana karavAnuM mana thAya che. te je jJAnI puruSa pratiSThA kare te mUrti bole ! vAtacIta kare tamArI sAthe ! A sUratanA derAsaramAM sImaMdhara svAmInI mUrti jeje ane kRSNa bhagavAnanI jeje, tyAM javAnuM thAya tyAre, e vAte karaze ane A prANapratiSThA ja che. paNa A tamAre karelI prANupratiSThA che. mArI karelI nahi. A te huM che te tamane jayAre jJAna ApyA pachI AtmAnI prANa pratiSThA karAvaDAvu chuM. praznakartA : AtmAne jAgrata karI che. dAdAzrI : sasarA thAva, te sasarA thayA e te prANa pratiSThA tamArI karelI che. tethI sasa thayA. zAsanadeve prabhAva pADe praznakartA H tIrthakaronI pratimAmAMthI amI jhare che e sAcuM ke khoTuM ? dAdAzrI : have e te badhuM sAcuM che, emAM be mata nA hoya paNa badhe sAcuM nathI hotuM. keTalIka jagyAe banAvaTI hoya che ne keTalIka jagyAe sAcuM hoya che kAraNa ke badhuM bagaDayuM haze, paNa zAsana
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________________ nathI bamaNuM. hA, bhagavAnanuM zAsana tevuM ne tevuM che. eTale amI che. che. badhuM ja bane chene ! aAvA te cAvIsa maMdire thavAnA che have tamArA karachIo badhA baha Ave che satsaMgamAM. praznakartA : Ape kahyuM che te. covIsa madira thavAnA che AvA surata jevA. dAdAzrI : hA. paNa kacchamAM thAya te sAruM. * kayAM sudhI e rivAjomAM rahevuM ? keTalAka loko mane kahe che, "sImaMdhara svAmInuM derAsara tame che. kAma baMdhAve che ? ane amane eNpI de. te ame bAMdhI ApIe.. tamArA kahyA pramANe." meM kahyuM, "tamArA rItarivAja amAre ghAlavA paDe ane tamArA rivAje che te zuSka ane jaDa rivAje che. te sImaMdhara svAmInI pAse mane darzana karavA aMdara nathI javA detAne ! jJAnI puruSaneya zake ! pavitramAM pavitra, niraMtara pavitra hAya. je dehanA mAlika nathI tene ja A loko aMdara javA nathI detAM ! ane koya kevA premathI Ape che! nahi te A derAsara baMdhAvuM kaMI sahelI vAta nathI. jenoe kahyuM, paisA ApavA mATe paNa e te pachI emanA kAyadAo ghAlI de. praznakartA : hA. kAyadA emanA ghAlI de. dAdAzrI : amAre te vaiSNava AvavAnA, badhA AvavAnA, te e loko emanA kAyadAthI pesavA nA de pachI, samaja paDIne ? pUjA karavI hoya te nA pisavA de. viSNune e kahe, AvA kapaDAM paherIne aMdara jAva... zuM ? kAyadA pesI jAyane ? eTale badhAMe ne pADI, ApaNuM mahAtmAoe. (jainenA paisA levAnI) ArasanI asara dAdAzrI : meM kahyuM ArasanuM AkhuM derAsara banAvavAnuM? tyAre badhA bUma pADatA. AkhuM derAsara ArasanuM thAya te bahu sAru kahe che. praznakartA H badhAMnI IcchA kharI ke ArasanuM thavuM joIe. '
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________________ 23 dAdAzrI : badhA bahu mANaseAnI IcchA. me pUchyuM paNu kharuM praznakartA : Arasa kema badhA derAsaramAM vaparAya ? dAdAzrI : ene A vedhara asara nA kare. khIjA badhAMne asara kare. Arasane mADAmAM mADI asara thAya. hajAra varSanuM Arasanu deruM' hAya paNa... badhAMne. praznakartA : te ame badhA Arasa jevA thaI gayA. dAdAzrI : hA. mArasa karatAM UMcA ! tamArI tA vAta ja judI. tame kai patharA che ? patharAmAM pahelA nakhara sArasa kahevAya. sImaMdhara svAmInA nAma para........ ApaNA mATe te kazuM karavuM na hatuM, paNa A saMketathI utpanna thayeluM che. eTale A suratanI pAse hAi-ve upara thAya che A. lagabhaga mahesANA jevI mUti thaze. A akhAlAla mULajIbhAInA nAma para nathI. A tIrthaMkara bhagavAna mI sImaMdhara svAmInA nAma para zenI khATAya? haju teA kazuM nAma nathI khelAyu te pahelAM te pAMca lAkha rUpiyA bhegA thai gayA che. vAra nA lAgene. ane A te paisA UDI UDIne paDaze. kayAMthI paDaze ? A kaMi seA se, hajAra hajAra echuM vaLavAnuM che ? praznakartA : paisA kayAMthI AvatA haze ? dAdAzrI : paisA te puNyazALInI pAse badhA hAya jane paisAnI mAMgaNIne rivAja nathI mAre paisAnI mAMgaNI karavAnA rivAja nathI. enI meLe phAve e mekalI Ape. paNa AA amerikAvALAe cha mahinAmAM lagabhaga doDha karoDa rUpiyA makalI ApyA. kAraNa ke svapnuM AvyuM che e badhAMne. A tamArAvALAe (bhAratanA) eka eka mANase pacAsa pacAsa hajAra, lAkha lAkha rUpiyA che ! brAhmaNeAe, e pAMca nahIM, lAkha lAkha rUpiyA ! kAraNa ke A sAcI vAta A duniyAmAM hAya te A kalyANu thAya. mAkI kalyANa thAya nahi. AvatA bhavanuM bhAthu AvatA bhava mATe khIja te nAkhavu' joie ne ? praznakartA : paNa dAdA kayA sArA kAmamAM vAparavuM ? dAdAzrI : je *'i sAru lAge temAM, leAkAne pUchavuM ApaNe. praznakartA : tame ja kahIne, kayA nAmamAM vAparavuM .
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________________ 84 - : dAdAzrI : ame te eka ja kahIe ke bhaI, A derAsara je baMdhAya che, kRSNa bhagavAnanuM, sImaMdhara svAmInuM, zivanuM emAM kaMI ApI de. ame te kazu letA nathI. amane te A gurupUrNimAne dahADe leAko senAnI mALA paherAve che ane tene pAchI ApIe chIe. amAre zuM ? eka bhaI AvIne mane kahe, "mArI pAse hajAra rUpi che." meM kahyuM "tArI pAse hajAra rUpiyA, tuM kayAMthI lAvyo ? e pAcho laI jaje. tArI paristhitithI nathI !" te e kahe, "nA, dAdAjI. eka rUpiye ja peTImAM nAkhate hate. te A traNa varasa thayA ne mArI pAse hajAra rUpiyA bhegA thaI gayA ane bIjA bhegA thAya che !" praznakartA : paNa dAdA, meM vakanA pacIsa nAkhyA che. kAkAzrI H ema? akSaka dara bIkanA pazcI. jayArathI maMdiranuM AvyuM tyArathI. dAdAzrI: hA, bahu kahevAya. praznakartA te have gurUpUrNimA vakhate vAta. dAdAzrI : bAbara che. eTale e mANase pachI bIjI cAla enI vAIpha ane e ema be jaNAe rUpi, rUpiye bhegA karyo. ema karatAM karatAM atyAra sudhImAM pAMca cha hajAra rUpiyA e ApyA dezamAM ! bIjuM kaMI nahi, phUla nahi, phUlanI pAMkhaDI te mUke. te Avate bhava Ize ke nahi? sepha sAIDa joIze ke nahi ? A mUrti te pratinidhi samAna sImaMdhara svAmI eka evA deva che ke je haja savA lAkha varSa jIvavAnuM che. eTale je jIvatA hoya tenI mUtinA kahevAya. pratinidhi kahevAya. 2 kahyuM? praznakartA H pratinidhi. badAma: je mUrtinuM vajana pacIsa Tana che. praznakartA H pacIsa Tana eTale zuM yAra ?
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________________ dAdAzrI : eTale eTalI moTI che. bAra phUTane eka iMcanI hAITa che ane palAMThI vALIne beThA che. te palAMThI nava phUTanI che, Ama! nAIna phITa ! samaja paDIne ? eka bhavya mUti' ! eka bAju kRSNa bhagavAna ane bIjI bAju ziva. enI nIce mahAdevajI, pArvatI ane gaNapati ! kRSNa bhagavAnanI aMbAjI mAtA ane cAra mAtAo. eTale badhuM bahu bhavya thaze ! eTale bane eTalI hepa karavI ApaNe. praznakartA : dAdA, e maMdira ne e tame mUti kahe che e badhAnAM tamane darzana thAya? dAdAzrI : hA, ha. eka phere tame darzana karI jAvane eTale pachI tamane e hAjara rahe, paNa haju mUti AvyA pachI ame pratiSThA karIzuM, tyAra pachI mUrtinAM darzana barAbara thaze. pratiSThA "ame karIzuM nAma kADhavA nA aApavuM praznakartA : nA, guptadAna. dAdAzrI : samaja paDIne ? nAma kADhIne enuM phaLa ahIMnuM ahIM maLI gayuM. kIrti maLI gaI eTale thaI gayuM. praznakartA: paNa bhAva kema badalAI jAya che ? dAdAzrI : e kaLiyuga. kaLiyugane prabhAva che. bhAva badalAI jAya e kaLiyugane prabhAva che. samaja paDIne ? lebhanI gANa3 egaLe praznakartA : evuM kyAMka cheDAvavA mATe emane Apa karI Ape. dAdAzrI : e te chUTaze. dhIme dhIme dhIme... chUTe... A te evuM che ne ke lebhanI gAMTha e mANasane bahu herAna kare. dhIme dhIme badhuM chUTaze ane teya A chUTe tema evuM kalyANa thatuM jaze. mana sAruM thaze. nahi te pachI AmAM devuM karI nAkhI chUTI javAnuM che. ahI lebha ga ane ApaNe rakhaDI maravAnuM. kaMI sArA raste jAya evI bhAvanA bhAvavI. nahi te lebha te jAya ja nahi. praznakartA : e jeTaluM kamAtA jAya che eTaluM zeramAM nAkhatA ja jAya che. huM kahuM chuM sArA raste ahIMyA vApare paNa nathI vAparatA. dAdAzrI : vAparaze.
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________________ praznakartA H e ahIMyA de evuM have thoDuM karI Ape. dAdAzrI : e te emane zuM kahevuM ke bhaI, mane Apa. tamAre nA nAkhavA hoya te nA nAkha. mAre mAruM karI levuM che. praznakata : ema na Ape. e te kahe "tAre zuM karavuM che? A badhuM tAruM ja che ne ? tAre zuM karavuM che ?' dAdAzrI : ApaNe ahIMthI mele jatI vakhate, tyAM emanA dazana karatI vakhate tyAM ApaNe zuM karavuM ? kaMIka te joIe ke nA joIe ? evuM kaheje ne samajaNa pADaje. mane kaMika Ape te huM mUke. e gAMTha badhI lebhanI che ne e ema ogaLe evI nathI. e pate vaDodarA kahetA hatA ke mAre dasa ApavA che paNa tyAre haze nahi. eTale pAMca ja laIne AvyA haze, evuM badhuM. huM jANuM ke A lebhanI gAMTha che dhIme dhIme jAya che. meM kahyuM emane. e kahe mAre utAvaLa kazI nathI ! ahIM zenI utAvaLa che ? paNa zeTha Ama havabhAvanA bahu sArA che. paNa A gAMTha che ne e jAya nahi ? je kAraNa ke ApaNe te ahIthI sImaMdhara svAmI pAse ja javAnuM che. A eka avatArI thaine tyAM darzana karavAnA che. te ahI AgaLa emanuM derAsara thAya emAM emanA mATe je kazuM nA thayuM che te ApaNI bhUla ja che ne ? e bane te karavuM. saraplasa nANuM je heya, te ja svIkArya e te ApaNe tyAM rUpiyA lakhAvavA AvyuM, meM ene kahyuM. tAre rUpiyA nahi lakhAvavAnA. tAre kamAyA pachI mane dekhADavA pachI rUpiyA lakhAvaje. bheLo mANasa Ama hoya te badhA ApI de. ene ame nA pADI. keTalAka mANasane ame nA pADIe. ApelA pAchA ApI dIdhA badhAMne hoya te ja ApavuM. mAre kayAM levAnA che ? maMdira mATe che. hoya te ja ApavuM. be vakhata pAchA kADhelA. teya levA paDayA hatA. bahu maMDelA. pAMceka hajAra levA paDayA hatA. | kiMmata che bhAvanAnI eka bhAI kahe che, "dAdA, mAre deDha lAkha rUpiyA ApavA che paNa mArI pAse che nahi te zuM karuM ?" tyAre meM kahyuM "evuM nathI. tane raste karI ApuM. pAMca varSe thaIne Apaje. trIse paMce deDha" bAkI eTalA hoya te apAya mArAthI. trIsa hajAra hoya te ApI dauM." e bhAIe kahyuM. meM kahyuM, "jA pAMca varasa thaIne Apaje, ane
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________________ 87 deDha lAkhanI pAvatI phATaze ane pAchI ugharANI nahi. vakhate nA pahoMcI vaLuM, te jayAre sthiti bagaDI gaI te A satsaMgamAM ugharANI nA hoya. "eTale pachI e samajI gayA. pachI badhAM lekene rAge paDI gayuM haDahaDATa ! pAMca varSa thayAM. moTA moTA vepArI hoya te mahIM locA hoya. paisA hoya paNa mahIM locA hoya. vepAra hoya eTale. paNa rAge paDI gayuM. derAsarane pAMca sAta varSa te lAgaze, pUruM thatAM Arasa-bArasa joIe. mUrti moTI bhavya banAvavAnI. A te ApaNe che emanA darzana karavAnAM che, te che emanAM darzana karavAnAM che. A saMgheya e che ke, A saMghamAM badhA leke keTale prema dharAve che ! A saMghane te cogaradamathI UMcake che Ama. saMghanuM vajana badhuM UMcakI le che. badhA mahAtmAo eka eka AMgaLI aDADene, teya keTaluM badhuM thaI gayuMne ! nAma deze, tenAM du:kha jaze praznakartA H sImaMdhara svAmInuM maMdira eTalA mATe baMdhAve che ke pachI badhAM e rIte AgaLa AvI zake. dAdAzrI : sImaMdhara svAmInuM nAma leze ne, tyAMthI ja pheraphAra thavA mAMDaze praznakartA : dAdA, sadguru vagara te pahoMcAze nahi ne ? dAdA : saddagurathI te mekSe javAnuM sAdhana hoya paNa Amane, lakone je du:khe che te badhAM jatAM rahe, puNya udayamAM pheraphAra thayA karaze. samaja paDI ne ? eTale A duHkha bicArAne nA rahe. A badhA keTalA duHkhamAM sapaDAyA kare che. pachI mekSa te thaze. sadagurU maLe te kaMI dahADo vaLe, nahi te nA maLe te puNya te bhagave bicAro. sAruM karma te bAMdhe. khoTAM kAma nA kare te bahu thaI gayuM. mokSa te badhAne hoya ja nahi ne mekSa te kokane ja hoya. jene guru hoya e bhAgyazALI. emanAthI badalAvAnuM hoya te badhuM ja badalAya. gurU sArA eTale cokhA, ahaMkAra hoya teno vAMdho nathI, paNa cokhA eTale paisA bhegA karavA mATe nahIM. vicAre viSaya mATe nahi joIe, samaja paDIne ? jayAM viSaya ane paisA hoya tyAM guru nathI. paisAnuM hoya e te rAmalIlA ja kahevAya ! paisA hoya tyAM dharma nA heya. dhama hoya tyAM pasA na hoya.
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________________ 88 .......teAya thAya kalyANa praznakartA : Ape eka jagyAe kIdhuM che ke phUla samaja ane phUla anubhava e ja paramAtmA che, te pachI paramAtmAnA badhA pikacara pheTA) kema che? bhagavAnanA badhA phaTAo kema che ? badhe rAmano, kRSNane, zaMkara bhagavAnane ? dAdAzrI : pheTA nA hoya te zI rIte oLakhAya ? zI rIte tamane khabara paDe ? praznakata : paNa A paramAtmA sAthe samajAvyA ke phUla (pUrNa) samaja te phUla anubhava e ja paramAtmA te emAM te koI e pheTo. che ja nahi. dAdAzrI : paNa "e" jenAmAM heya, eno pheTa te hoyane. derAsarano pheTa hoyane ! juone, A derAsarano (sImaMdhara rAmanuM citrapaTa) phoTo dekhAya che ne ? tyAre e derAsarane phoTo joIe, te bhagavAna ahIM che evuM khAtarI thAya. kazuMka joIe te ApaNane dekhAyane. mATe bhagavAna badhA pheTAvALA joIe. pheTA e derAsara che ne mahIM bhagavAna beThA che ! praznakartA H emAM beThelA bhagavAnane ApaNe nA oLakhIe, paNa jenAmAM evA bhagavAna che. emanAM darzana kara kara karIe, enI bhajanA karIe teAya keIka divase samaja AvI jAya ne ? dAdAzrI teya bahu thaI gayuM. teya AvI jAya. nididhyAsana ! derAsaranAM pagathiyAM caDI AvIe teya kalyANa thaI jAya. A bhakti zenA mATe ? praznakartA maMdiramAM bhagavAnanI leke badhA "B" (prArthanA) karatAM hoya che. huM nathI karate kAraNa ke mane enuM mahatva samaja nahi paDeluM hatuM. te mane jANavuM che ke mahatva zuM che ne kevI rIte karavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : kazuMya mahatva nathI. leka kaheze ke A bhagavAnane pheTo laI jAva A tamane bacAvaze. tane bAya bacAvanAra nathI. e badhA gayA mahIM, phoTA laIne AvyA te e keNa bacAvavAnA che ? e ApaNI zraddhA bacAve che! e pheTAvALA kaMI bacAvavA AvyA che!
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________________ 89 vaNamAe DhagalA chatAM ApaNe tyAM paisA mAgavA nAya nA pADayA che, kAinI pAse paisA mAgavAnA nahi jo Ape te levAnA mAgavAthI dharma upara saheja paNa abhAva thAya e A dhama na hAya, bIje jAya game tema karIne pharajiyAta mAge, bIju teA pharajiyAta karIne mAge, kAraNa ke dabANa karIne mAga mAga kare che. eTale pelAne nA gamatu, hoya teAya ApavA ja paDe, sarmanA mAryA ApavA paDayA, mAne mATe ApavA paDe, samajAya che ne ? sAyAnI zarmanI khAtara ApavA paDe, paNa evuM e ahIM kAmanuM ja nahiM, ahIM te! tAre saraplasa hoya, vadhAre hAya tA tu' Apaje. ApavA jevuM che, jJAnadAna che. e te teA mA kayAMthI paisA Apaze e teA hu ja jANuM chuM ke bhagavAna jANe che. A bAMdhavAnu che te e kayAMthI Avaze ne kevu thaze enI koinI kazI bhAMjagaDa karavAnI jarUra nathI. ATalAM ATalAM pustako chapAyAM paNa kayAMthI paisA Ave che, tenI koine khabara ja nathI paDatI. koInI pAse mAgavAmAM AvyuM nathI. e phoTAvALA te hamaNe nAkhI daie teA DUbI jAya. e kai tare ? e te ApaNI zraddhA che, emAM je che. A te badhA phoTA bhegA karyAM che. enuM zuM kAraNa ? A mane bacAvaze, Amane bacAvaze.... mUA nahI' macAve. e emanu ja baceluM nahi tyAM !! eTale emanI lAlace pUrI karavAnuM sAdhana che e mAtAjInI zA hAru bhakti karatA hAya ? mAruM zarIra sAruM rahe, cheAkarAne tyAM cheAkarA nathI, lAlaceA madhI. bhautika sukhA mATe A badhA lAlacamAM paDayA che. koI mAkSane mATe pUjAyA karatA nathI, paNa teya ame tA kahIe chIe ke jayAM sudhI mAkSanA mAga nA maLe, tyAM sudhI bhautika sukhA mATe A bhakita karo ane A bhakita cheDAvI deze! te ramI ramavA jatA raheze mUe-jeTalA navarA paDayA te ! eTale AAmAM gUMthAyelA rahe evuM karyAM karavu.
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________________ emAM tamArI ja zraddhA phaLa praznakartA : A badhA bAdhA-AkhaDIo kare che ke bhagavAna Ama karaze te Ama karIza te emAM keTalI satyatA che ? dAdAzrI : emAM evuM che ke koI kazuM karatuM nathI. bhagavAna kaMi evo navaro nathI AvuM badhuM karavA hAru. tamArI zraddhA phaLe che. tame bhagavAna para zraddhA rAkho, e zraddhA tUTe nahi te e zraddhA tamArI phaLe che. bIjuM bhagavAna kazuM karate nathI emAM ! bhagavAna te tyAM paththara rUpe beTho che ke je rUpe beThA te ! hA, jIvatA bhagavAna hoya tyAM kRpA thAya. dehadhArI rUpe, jIvatA bhagavAna hoya te kRpA thAya. emane rAjI kare te kapA thAya. emane rAjI karavA mATe ATalI cIja nA joIe. lakSmI bilakuleya joIe nahi. strI bilakula nA joIe. strIne vicAra paNa na ho joIe. lakSmI ane strI be bilakula joIe nahi, ane varlDamAM koI cIjanI bhIkha na hoya. mAnanI, kIrtinI, kazAnI nahi. jayAM koIpaNa jAtanI bhIkha che, mAnanI kItinI te te zI rIte bhagavAna kahevAya ? jAtajAtanI IcchA hoya ! bhagavAna nirIka hoya. niraMtara samAdhi heya bhagavAnane ! - emAM samaya samasta brahmAMDa AvI kyAMthI paNa hoya, ke sImaMdhara savAmInI oLakhANa paDe? nahi te A chabi lAvyuM che, A bIjI koI chabi lAvyA hoya te kene page lAgavuM ? koNa sAcA ne kaNa khoTA ? keTalI chabio gI karelI hoya. chabie keTalA prakAranI hoya ? naye Akho hAla bharyo hoya ! kazuM bhalIvAra nA Ave. A te A bane te (dAdA ne sImaMdhara vAmI) sinsIyara rahyA eTale badhuM AkhuM brahmAMDa AvI gayuM mahIM ! badhA phAgavAna mahI AvI gayA ! ekane ja basa ApaNe eka ja tIrthakara khuza thaI jAya, te bahu thaI gayuM ! eka ghera javAnI jagyA hoya teya bahu thai gayuM ne badhAM ghera ghera kyAM pharIe ? ane ekanuM pahoMcyuM te badhAne pahoMcI gayuM ane badhAne pahoMcADavAvALA rahI gayelA. ApaNe eka sAruM, sImardhAra svAmI ! badhe pahoMcI jAya. praznakata : sImaMdhara svAmI Apane jayAre hAjara thAya, tyAre kahe che je dAna ApanA karI jAya, te ene bahu lAbha thAya.
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________________ dAdAzrI : vadhAre lAbha thAya. e vAta ja judIne ! cauda lekane nAtha ! tIrthakara bhagavAna !! akrama vijJAnanA anubhave dAdAzrI : A akramavijJAna che. ane anubhavamAM AveluM che. loko nahi mAne leke Ane mAnaze nahi ane strI chokarA sAthe nirAMte besIne jamaje. sAthe vAta kare che. hasa ane "haMsanA" ne jeja, ema ame tamane kahyuM che. praznakartA: hA husanArAne joje. dAdAzrI : AkhA dahADAmAM cAra vakhata hasanArA" ne je ne teya ema prekiTasa paDatI. badhuM thaI zakaze. kAraNa ke mAre eka eka zabda AtmAne jude ja rAkhe che ke "huM ke A zuM che te kahe, "phAila! Aje phAIla mArI sArI nathI. evuM tame kahe. praznakartA: hA, phAIla AvI. dAdAzrI : hA, ane kaI bIjAne tame "phAIla" kahA che eTale bIje "zuddhAtmA" che ema ekasepTa kI tame. A chellAmAM chelluM vijJAna. bolavAmAM tamAre saMpUrNa vijJAna che ! mahAvIra bhagavAna (hoya) te khuza thai jAya. A mahArAja khuza nahi thAya e UtaratuM nathI enuM zuM kare ! praznakata : mahAvIra bhagavAna siddha kSetramAM beThA beThA khuza thatA haze, dAdA ! dAdAzrI : nA, emane kaMI levAdevA nahi ne. paugalika vAtAvaraNa ja nahi ne tyAM ! karUNA nItaratI vItarAgatA praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmI khuza thatA haze. dAdAzrI : nA. e khuza nA hoya. vItarAge khuza thatA nathI hatA. vItarAge karuNuM darzAve che ke kahevuM paDe. AnI pusaine kahevuM paDe. praznakartA H emane evuM te kaMI AvatuM hazene ! bhale khuzanI vAta javA de, nAkhuzanI vAta javA do. dAdAzrI : nA, e te karuNA karuNA... praznakartA : karuNa AvatI haze ne !
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________________ dAdAzrI : e lokone jeNe A nathI jANyuM tenI para karUNA che ane AmanI pareya karuNA che ! A lekee zuM karyuM ke enuM phaLa A prApta thayuM ane zuM nathI karyuM ke enuM phaLa prApta nathI karyuM e badhI karuNA. badhA pAme evI IcchA paNa ApaNe karIe eTale ApaNane phaLa maLe. e Ave nahi. praznakartA : paNa dA, sImaMdhara svAmIne thatuM haze ne ke A A dAdA mAruM kAma karI rahyA che. dAdA bI : evuM nahi, paNa tame saMbhAre eTale tamane phaLa maLe. tyAMvALAne (siddhane) tame saMbhAra te phaLa nA maLe. pratikRtithI ahI ja pamAya praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmIne saMbhAra te phaLa maLe. dAdAzrI : phaLa maLe. A dehadhArI che. tame eka avatAramAM tyAM jaI zako. te emanA dehane tame hAtha aDADI zakaze. praznakartA H hA, dAdA. amane cAnsa maLaze ne ! - dAdAzrI : badheya maLavAne kema nA maLe ? sImaMdhara savAmInA nAmanI te tame bUma pADo che. sImaMdhara svAmInA nAmanA tame namaskAra karo che. tyAM te javAnuM ja che ApaNe. eTalA hAru ApaNe emane kahIe chIe ke, "sAheba ! tame bhale tyAM beThAM, amane nathI dekhAtA, paNa ahIM tamArI ame pratikRti karIne paNa ame tamArI pAse darzana karyA karIe chIe e bAra phUTanI mUti' melIne paNa ApaNe enI pAse darzana karIe, moDhethI saMbhArIe paNa pilI avatAnI pratikRti hoya te sAruM paDe. gayA enI pratikRtinuM kAma zuM ? gayA enI thatI nathI. jenI sahI kAma lAgatI ja nathI tenI pratikRti karIne zuM kAma? A te kAma lAge. A te arihaMta bhagavAna ! pachI vidhi nahi, darzana ja che, praznakartA H tIrthaka vidhi karAve ke darzana ja ? dAdAzrI : vidhi-bidhi te kyAM sudhI ? ke kevaLajJAna nA thAya tyAM sudhI. kevaLajJAna thayA pachI nahi. . praznakartA : dazanathI ja kevaLajJAna thAyane paNa?
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________________ 93 dAdAzrI : nA, emane pitAne kevaLajJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI vidhi karAve. potAne kevaLajJAna thayuM eTale pachI vidhi nahi. enA darzanathI ja ApaNane phaLa maLe. kAraNa ke phUla dazana che. khaTapaTiyuM ja nathI darzana. A juone, khaTapaTiyuM keTaluM ? praznakartA ? keTalI khaTapaTa ! dAdAjI : chatAMya manamAM ema nathI ke "huM karuM chuM" evAya bhAva nathI. A mAre karavuM che teya bhAva nathI, ane che khaTapaTiyuM. leka te kahe ne ke khaTapaTiyA sAcA nA hoya ! tame khaTaTa kare che tame. vItarAgatA chatArthe khaTapaTa ! praznakartA : e ja thAya che ne bahAra ke A zenA hAru kare che? pite vItarAga che te pachI A khaTapaTa zenI? dAdAzrI: A khaTapaTa zenA mATe ? paNa A khaTapaTiyA vItarAga che. vItarAga kevA che ? khaTapaTiyA vItarAga ! paNa A e nA samaje te have ene upAya che ? praznakata : vItarAga khaTapaTiyA hoya ja nahi. ema ja samaje ne? dAdA bI : ApaNe upAya zuM karIe ? nA samaje tene upAya nA thAya. samaje te samaje ne nA samaje te enI ekaMya mazInarI navI badalAvI nathI. mazInarI AmAM badalAya nahi. pelI milanI mazInarI bagaDI gaI hoya te badalAya. praznakartA : hA, e badalAya. riTI tyAM taiyArI amAre dhyeya zuM ? huM te gharanAM kapaDAM paheruM chuM. A bene gharanAM kapaDAM pahere che. presiDanTo-besiDanTo badhAya ! eka pAI koIe levAnI nahi, ane jagata kalyANa mATenI badhI taiyArI che. pacAseka hajAra mArI pAse che ane base eka brahmacArI che e badhuM taiyAra thaI javAnuM.
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________________ mahI prakAza vItarAgeA jevo A te cauda lekane nAtha amArI mahIM pragaTa thaye che. A deha che e te parapoTo che, e kayAre phUTe e kahevAya nahi. e che tyAM sudhI tame tamAruM kAma kADhI le. vItarAgane je prakAza thayela te prakAza che. A "jJAnI puruSa" pAse saMpUrNa samAdhAna thAya evuM che. mATe tamAruM kAma kADhI le ame te tamane ATaluM kahI chUTIe. ame vItarAga hoIe eTale tamane pachI kAgaLa nA lakhIe ke A. AvA kALamAM jJAnInI balihArI mANasa pharI manuSya thAya e enI khAtarInuM ThekANuM nathI evA kALamAM jJAna maLe te ApaNane eka be avatArI banAvI de. bhale bIja lake kahe ke ahIMthI mahAvidehakSetramAM nathI javAtuM paNa ame kahIe chIe ke javAya che. jAtrA, mahAvideha kSetre praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetra je che tyAM A badhAne jAtrAe nA laI jAva? sAdAzrI : e te jyAre mAre savabhAva badalAze tyAra kSetra kheMcaze jemAM pAMcamA dharaNane chokarA lAyaka hoya te pharthamAM hoya teye pAMcamuM dhAraNa kheMce evuM A kSetra svabhAva che. kheMcavAne, eTale tamAre kazuM karavAnI jarUra nathI. tame te amArI AjJA pramANe cAlene ! jevo svabhAva tevuM kSetra ! praznakartA ; Ape te amane tyAM mekalavAnAM chene ? dAdAzrI : e te kSetrane ja svabhAva che tenA AdhAre kheMcAya jAya. jyAM jevI jela heya ne, te ja jelanA mANase tyAM bhegA thAya. ahIne svabhAva judI jAtane heya. pAMcamA ArAnA mANase bahu judI jatanA heya. A dekhAya che ne e badhA ! - keTalIka mIThI mUMjhavaNa A jJAna lIdhA pachI A avatAra ja mahAvideha kSetra mATe mAre ghaDAI rahyo che. mAre kaMI karavAnI jarUra nathI. necarala (kaTarI) niyama ja che.
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________________ 95 praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetramAM kevI rIte javAya ? puautha ? dAdu zrI : A amArI AjJA pALe tenAthI A bhavamAM puNye badhAI ja rahI che. te mahAvideDa kSetramA laI jAya che. AjJA pALavAthI dhama dhyAna thAya che. te badhu phaLa Apaze. puNai badhAya che. amArI AjJA pALe che eTalA pUratI te pachI tyAM AgaLa tIrthaMkaranI pAse bhagavavI paDaze. praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmI amArA mahAtmAonA kacarA jevA AcAra che te joine amane tyAM sadaMze kharA ? dAdAzrI : te ghaDIe AvA AcAra nahi rahe, atyAre tame je AjJA mArI pALI che tenu phaLa te vakhate AvIne UbhuM raheze. ne atyAre je kacarA mAla che te mane pUchyA vagara bhayA~ hatA te nIkaLe che. praznakartA : dAdA sImaMdhara svAmIne yAda karavAthI, sImaMdhara svAmI pAse javAya evuM nakakI thAya kharuM ? dAdAzrI : javAnu' e tA nakakI hoya ja. emAM navu nathI paNa sattata yAda rahevAthI khIju kaI navu mahI' pese nahi. tIrthaMkara bhagavAna hAya, dAdA hoya to mAyA ghUse nahi. dAdA yAda rahyA karatA hAya tIrthaMkara yAda rahyA karatA hoya te mAyA ghUse nahi ! atyAre ahIM mAyA nA Ave. pUrNatAnAM darzana thakI pUrNatA maMtraka : Ape amArA kaoNjhIjhamAM bartha karI dIdhAM te have badhA DiscA karyAM patI baMdha te ema mAse jaizuM. te vacce sImaMdhara svAmIne maLavAnI zI jarUra? dAdAzrI : te kAne maLavuM joIe? praznakartA : koine paNa maLavAnI zI jarUra ? A samajavA mATe pUchuM chuM ! dAdAzrI : paNa ame zu' kahIe chIe ? ke aru' jJAna 356 DigrInuM che. cAra khIjA umeravA tyAM jathAnuM ame amAruM jeTaluM che eTaluM ApI zakIe. khIjuM jJAna levAnuM rahetu nathI jJAna te sapu ApI dIdheluM ja che. paNa emanAM darzana karavAthI ja khasa, e mUrti navAthI ja ApaNe evA thai jaie khasa, khATI daMna ja bAkI rahyA.
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________________ 96 bIjamAMthI pUnama jJAna ApIe chIe tyAre anAdi kALathI, eTale letAMya kevI jhINI samajaNa ahI phakta pustaka je chapAyA e ja ane eTalI khAtarI kharI ke A pustakAnA paisA AvI maLaze, enI meLe ja. ane mATe nimitta che pAchaLa, e badhA AvI maLe che. emane kaI khuma pADavI ke bhIkha mAgavI paDatI nathI. koI pAse mAMgIe te! ene du:kha thAya te kaheze ke ATalA badhA ? ATalA badhA kahyu ke tenI sAthe ene duHkha thAya che ? evu ApaNane khAtarI thaI gaIne ? ane koine du:kha thayu. eTale ApaNA dhama rahyo nahi. eTale saheja ApaNAthI magAya nahi. e pAte rAjIkhuzIthI kahetA hAya tA ja ApaNAthI paisA levAya. e pAte jJAnadAnane samaje te ja levAya. eTale jeNe jeNe ApyA che ne te pAte jJAnadAna samajIne Ape che, enI meLe ja Ape che. atyAra sudhI mAgyuM nathI. -dAdAzrI lAkhA avatAra thaI gayA, te amAsa hatI. amAsa tame '"nA mUna" ! anAdi kALathI "DArkanesa" mAM (aMdhArAmAM badhA. ajavALuM joyu ja nathI. mUna (caMdra) joye ja A jJAna ApIe chIe eTale mUna pragaTa thAya che te paheluM bIjanA jevuM ajavALu Ave. ame Akhuya jJAna ApIe tyAre mahIM pragaTa thAya keTaluM ? khIjanA caMdramA jeTaluM ja. pachI A avatAramAM pUnama thAya tyAM sudhI ApaNe karI levuM. pachI khIjanI trIja thAya, ceAtha thAya, ceAthanI pAMcama thAya.... ne pUnama thaI jAya eTale kamplITa thai gayA ! praznakartA : phUla mUna A ja janmamAM thaI jaze ne ? samajyA ? ja jIve che nathI ! te ame dAdAzrI : huM. A ja janmamAM paNa pachI eka avatAra thAya te khalakula jAheAjalAlIvALA. sImaMdhara svAmInI pAse ja besI rahevAnu kAraNa ke phUla mUna (pUnama) nathI. phoraTInya (caudasa) ane sImaMdhara svAmI bhagavAna e phUla mUna che. tyAM sudhI IndrIma (madhyamavatI)
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________________ . huM jaI gALa gavarmenTa ane pachI phUla gavanameTa ! svataMtra ! neTa DipenDanTa ! InDipenDanTa (svataMtratA) ! pachI AgaLa ApaNe bahu jarUra nathI. ApaNI koleja ethI AgaLano bhAga nathI. ApaNI kolejamAM chelluM varSa bAkI rahI jAya che, eTale nakAmI AgalI mAthAkUTa karavAnI ? praznakartA: paNa dAdAjI, amane chelI DigrI game te bhavama ApI deje. dAdAzrI : e te DigrI ja ApI devAnI chelluM varSa tya bAkI 2hyuM. praznakartA : chelluM varSa bAkI na rAkhatA. dAdAzrI : atyAre chelluM varSa bAkI rahyuM, te A (sImaMdhara sAmI bhagavAna pAse jaIne, tyAM AgaLa pUruM thavAnuM. javAbadArI keAnI lIdhI ? amAre sImaMdhara svAmI joDe saMbaMdha che. ame badhA mahAtmAnI mokSanI javAbadArI lIdhI che. amArI AjJA je pALaze tenI ame javAbadArI laIe chIe. e kamaeNdayane prabhAva praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmI pratye amane je AkarSaNa che te vadhaghaTa thavAnuM zuM kAraNa? ' dAdAzrI : tamArA karmo vacce dakhala kare che. tamArA pUvakama nA hoya te pachI koI dakhala ja nahi. tamane samaja paDIne ? dakhala bIjo koI bahArano karanAro ja nathI. A tamArA ja karanAra, tamArI IcchA nA hovA chatAM tamArA karmo dakhala karIne UbhAM raheze ane keTalAMka kame madadeya kare che. emane yAda karavAmAM keTalAMka karmo madade kare che. kayAM sArAM ? praznakata H madada kare te dAdAzrI ane dakhala kare te nahi sArAM ? praznakartA : nahi sAze. ApaNe sImaMdhara svAmInuM maraNa karIe tyAre azubha karmono kSaya thatA jAya ? dAdAzrI : cokakasa, e nikAcitta nA thayAM hoya te UDI jAya
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________________ nizcita thayelAM ne UDe. praznakartA H sImaMdhara svAmIne yAda karavAmAM je karmo dakhala kare emanI dakhala baMdha kema karavI ? dAdAzrI : karmonuM jora ghaTe, be iMcanuM pANI paDatuM hoya, te pahelA te ApaNe hAtha khasI jAya, pachI jema jema pANa dhImuM paDatuM jAya, pANInuM jora ghaTatuM jAya, tyAre hAtha rahe. evI rIte karmonuM jora ghaTe tyAra pachI rahe. zarU zarUmAM khasI jAya. ekadama phorsa mAM nIkaLe te kazuM cAle nahi ApaNuM badhuM vyavasthitane ? Ai che jIvatA jAgatA deva I lakSmInA sadupayogane sAcAmAM sAro rasto kayo atyAre ? tyAre kahe, "bahAra dAna ApavuM te ?kelejamAM pesA ApavA te ? tyAre kahe nA, ApaNuM A mahAtmAone cA, pANI, nAstA karA, emane saMtoSa Apa e sArAmAM sAro rasto. AvA mAtmA yahamAM maLaze. nahi tyAM satayuga ja dekhAya che ane badhA AvyA hoya te tamAre kema bhaluM thAya e ja Akho dahADe bhAvanA, nANuM nA hoya ne to pelAne tyAM jamA kare, rahe, badhuM ApaNuM ja che, sAmAsAmI paraspara che, jenI pAse saraplasa che te vAparo. che ane vadhAre hoya to manuSyamAtrane sukhI kare ne sAruM che ane ethI AgaLa jIvamAtrane sukhane mATe vApare. bAkI skUlamAM Apo. kolejamAM Ape, tenI nAmanA maLaze paNa A sAcuM che. A mahAtmAo taddana sAcA che enI gerI ApuM chuM. bhale game tevA haze. paise Take eAchA haze, teye emanI dAnata sAka, bhAvanA e bahu suMdara che, prakRti to judI judI hoya ja, A mahAtmAo to jIvatA jAgatA deva che. AtmA mahIM pragaTa thayelA che. eka kSaNa paNa AtmAne bhulatA nathI. tyAM AtmA pragaTa thayeluM che. tyAM bhagavAna che. -dAdAzrI
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________________ ajJAdhArIne bAMyadharI A jJAna pAmyA pachI eka avatArI thaI. ane sImaMdhara svAmI pAse jaIne tyAMthI mekSe cAlyo jAya. koIne be avatAra paNa thAya, cAra avatArathI vadhAre na thAya, je amArI AjJA pUrI pALe te ! sitta2 TakA amArI AjJA pALe te cAra avatArathI vadhAre te thAya ja nahI ahI ja mokSa thAya. ahI ja mokSa thaI jAya che eka ciMtA thAya te have mAMDa ema kahIe chIe. A te vItarAga vijJAna che. grevIsa tIrthaMkaranuM bheguM vijJAna che.' have pachI te akrama ja praznakartA H mahAvideha kSetramAM amAre kramika heya ke akrama ? dAdAzrI : tamAre akrama ja rahevAnuM. ahaMkAra ne UbhuM thAya. e vAta ja judIne praznakartA H dAdAjI sImaMdhara svAmI ApaNane aSAM letAM hasene? dAdAzrI : jevAnI garaja ja nahi ne. mahIM caLake emane ema ja dekhAya. garaja nahi, A hAtha UMco karyo ke dekhAyuM emane. praznakartA: paNa dAdAjI, emane je bhajanA karatuM hare e vadhAre jhaLakatA hazene ? dAdAzrI: enI te vAta ja judIne ! e te bhagavAnanA AsisTanTo kahevAya. A praznakartA : bhagavAnanA ? . dAdAzrI : bhagavAnanA AsisTanTa. ema ne ema bhaje te kalyANa thaI jAya. meTA mANasanI vAta judI ? - sakhya dRSTi e ja vijhA praznakartA : Ape kahyuM che ne, tIrthaMkaranAM darzana kare te mANasane kevaLajJAna thaI jAya. dAdAzrI : tIrthaMkaranA darzana te bahu lekee karelA, ApaNe badhAe karelAM paNa te ghaDIe ApaNI taiyArI nahi. duSTi pharatI nahi. mithyA draSTi hatI te mithyA duSTimAM tIrthaMkara zuM kare che ? samyakapti
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________________ 100 hAya naite tI karanI kRpA UtarI jAya. praznakartA : eTale ene taiyArI DAya te emanAM darzana thAya tA mekSa thAya. dAdAzrI : tethI ApaNe A taiyAra thaI javAnu kAraNa ATaluM ja ke taiyAra thaIne pachI vijhA laIne jAya, ne game tyAM jaththA tyAM kAI ne koI tIrthaMkara maLI Avaze. maLyo mahAvidehanA vijhA dAdAzrI : pratyakSa hAvA joie. praznakartA : pratyakSa tA mahAvideha kSetramAM che. dAdAzrI : mahAvideha kSetramAM te sImaMdhara svAmInu' nAma tethI ApaNe tyAM le che. sImaMdhara svAmI pratyakSa kahevAya. bIjAya che paNa sImaMdhara svAmI pratyakSa che. praznakartA : tyAM mahAvideha kSetramAM sImaMdhara svAmI pAse tA kahe che ke moTA saMtapuruSA jaI zake che. dAdAzrI : A badhAMne mahAvideha kSetramAM vijhA maLI gayele, amane badhAMne ! mahAtmA : jaya saccidAnaMda dAdAzrI : vijhA maLI gayelA, A badhAMne vijhA maLI gayelA vIseka hajAra pAtra nIkaLyA che. ahe, te darzananI adbhutatA ! praznakartA : ame te dAdAnA vijhA batAvIzuM. dAdAzrI : vijhA dekhADatAM ja enI meLe kAma thAya. tItha karane jotAM ja tamane AnaMdanA pAra nahi rahe, jotAM ja Ana', badhuM jagata vistRta thai jaze. jagatanuM kazuM khAvAnuM, pIvAnuM nahi. game te ghaDIe puruM thai jaze. nirAlakha AtmA prApta thaze. pachI avala`bana rahyuM nahi zu
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________________ 101 meAkSa svarUpInA sAMnidhyamAM ane sImadhara svAmI pAse besI raheAne, e mUrti pAse besI raheAne, teAya helpa thAya. huM huM besI rahu chu'ne mAre te mAkSa maLI gayA che teAtha hu` besI rahyo chuM. nahi te mAre emanuM zuM kAma hatuM? meAkSa mane maLI gayA che teAya huM besI rahyo chuM. kAraNa ke haju e uparI che. emanAM daza na kare tyAre mekSa thAya. nahi. emanAM darzana karIe, e kAnAM dana ? meAkSa svarUpanAM, deha sAthe jenuM svarUpa mekSa che. namo bhagavate vAsudevAya praznakartA : kRSNa bhagavAna vize thADuMka kahA Aje ! dAdAmI : kRSNa bhagavAnanI krAM vAta thAya ? e aa vAsudeva nArAyaNa kahevAya paNa te ApaNA laika ene lIlAmAM lai gayA... ne badhu jAta jAtanuM citarI mAyu. bAkI kRSNa bhagavAna e tA yeAgezvara kRSNanI vAta ! bhagavAna zrI kRSNa jayAtirliMga zuM che ? praznakartA : A jyotirliMga zu che ? dAdAzrI : AtmA jyaMti svarUpa, e deharliMga svarUpa nathI, strIliMga svarUpa nathI ke puruSaliMga svarUpeya nathI, A sthULa jyeAtiliMga kahevA mAMge che. enAthI te lAkho mAila AgaLa sUkSma kaitirliMga che enI AgaLa sUkSmatara ne chelle sUkSmatama nyAtiliMga che e AtmA che. yAti svarUpane A loko A lAiTanuM phokasa samajI beThA, A prakAza dekhAya che temAMnA ekeya AtmaprakAza nathI.
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________________ 102 Ama nA Eights S che. ka RE: HTA che che . ka nika kadI ke eka ja nadI kinArI karI kilaka karo A FE A IN THEIR FpAdaka kapuraka karI karanArA . nathI E T zake che eTale ke lokone karInA kAma FATHE NEITAS Ele e-Mail/HHHHH I: THE RE ER. THE E HERE. : : ha. akida karI zakAya ... THERE IS ENT ja, ::.HER It is a Hindi, in che : zrI gaNezAya namaH gaNapatinI sthApanA gaNapati e badhA gaNemAM adhipati che. buddhinA adhiSThAtA deva che. zAstra lakhavAne mukhya adhikAra te emane ja emane kaI paNa jagyAe buddhine prakAza nA paDe evuM nA hoya. tethI temanI buddhimAM jarAya kacAza nahIM, eTalA mATe ja emane sarva devAmAM pahelA mUkavAmAM Ave che. emanI pUjAthI buddhi vinrama thAya. vibhrama nA thAya. viparIta nA thAya. mahinAmAM be aDacaNa AvI hoya paNa reja bha lAge e ja viparIta buddhi. evI buddhi vibhrama nA thAya. viparIta nA thAya eTalA mATe gaNanA patine gaNapatine prathama pUjAmAM mUke che. paNa samajavA jagara pUjA thAya che tethI phaLa joIe tevuM maLatuM nathI. samajIne pUjA thAya te ghaNuM ja suMdara phaLa maLe.
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________________ gaNapati buddhinI dareka AMTIghUTamAMthI pasAra thaI gayelA che. te temanI samajIne pUjA karavAthI buddhino bhrama TaLI jAya. ne sadbuddhi prApta thAya. aMbe mAtAkI jaya tAjInI bhaktinuM phaLa praznakartA mAtAjInI bhakti karavAthI zu hAtha? dAdAzrI : prakRti sArI rahe. eTalA mATe ApanI zAha jIta karavI joIe. prakRti bahu sArI rahe. mAtAjInI kitathI kyArIone lAbha thaI jAya. eTale mAtAjInI khAsa bhakita rAkhavI joIe kAraNa ke deha che ne e prakRti zakita che ane A mAtAjI e zakita kavI che. emanI kRpAthI sAruM thAya. aMbAmAtA, durgAdevI e badhI devIo prakRtibhAva sUcave che. te sahajatA sUcave che. prakRti sahaja thAya te AtmA sahaja thAya athavA AtmA sahaja thAya te prakRti sahaja thAya. "ApaNe" mAtAjInI bhakti potAnI prakRti pAse karAvavI. ApaNe samabhAve" nahi karavAnI. "caMdulAla' pAse devInI bhakti karAvavI ane te ja prakRti sahaja thAya. keTaluM vizALa sAyansa A te hindustAnamAM mAtAjInAM lokoe judAM judAM nAma pADelAM, keTaluM badhuM vizALa A sAyansa haze ! keTalI badhI zodhakhoLa karIne. aMbAmAtA, sarasvatI devI. lakSamIdevInI zodha thaI haze ! A badhuM kayuM tyAre sAyansa keTaluM badhuM UMcuM gayeluM haze ! A badhuM atyAre khalAsa thayuM tyAre mAtAjInAM rona paNa kastAM nA AvaDayAM ! TALe, saMsAranA vikane | mAtAjIe AdyarAti che! te prAkRta zakti Ape. mAtAjInI zita karavAthI prAkRta zakita uspana thAya. aMbAmA te javAnAM
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________________ 104 - : vidane dUra karI Ape, paNa mukti te jJAna dvArA ja sAMpaDe. darzana karatAM AvaDe te cAra mAtAo hAjarAhajura che. aMbAmAM, bahucaramA, kALimA ane bhadrakALImA, mAtAjI pApa dhoI nA Ape, paNuM prAkRta zakti Ape mA hajarAhajura A aMbAmAtAjI amAruM keTaluM badhuM rakSaNa kare che ! amArI AsapAsa badhe ja de hAjara hoya. ame dene pUchayA vagara, temanI rajA lIdhA vagara eka DagaluMya AgaLa nA cAlIe. sarva devenI kRpA amArA upara ane amArA mahAtmAo upara varasya ja jAya che ! 1 kAyadA pALe teTale rAjIpe aMbikAdevI eTale sahaja prakRti. dareka devIonA kAyadA heya che. te kAyadA - pALe te mAtAjI khuza rahe. ame aMbenA ekanA eka lAla chIe. mAtAjI pAse tame amArI ciThThI laIne jAva te te svIkAre. A tamAre dIkaro hoya ane nekara hoya paNa jA nAkara tamArA kAyadAmAM ja rahetA hoya te tamane nakara vahAle lAge ke nahi ? lAge ja. ame kayAreya paNa aMbAmAnA, haphamIjInA ke sarasvatIdevInA kAyadA teDayA natha, niraMtara temanA kAyadAmAM ja rahIe chIe. tethI e traNeya devIo amArA upara niraMtara prasanna rahe che. tamAre paNa je temane prasanna rAkhavAM hoya te temanA kAyadA pALavA joIe. mAtAjInA kAyadA | * pInakata : aMbAmAnA zA phAyadA che ? amAre ghera aMbAmAtAnI bhakita bahu kare che badhA. paNa enA kAyadA zA che te ame jANatA nathI. dAdAgI : aMbAjI devI eTale zuM ? e prakRtinI sahajatA sUcave che. je sahajatA tUTI te aMbAjI tArI upara rAjI ja kema thAya ? A aMbAjI devI te kahevuM paDe ! te te mAtAjI che. mA che. baMgALAmAM durgA kahevAya che te ja A aMbAjI. badhI devIonAM judAM judAM nAma mUkyAM che paNa jabarajasta devI che. AkhI prakRti che. AkhI
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________________ 105 prakRtine bhAga hoya che te mAtAjI che. prakRti sahaja thAya te AtmA sahaja thAya ja. AtmA ane prakRti e bemAMthI eka sahaja bhaNI cAlyuM. te bane sahaja thaI jAya prabhupUjAnAM pagathiyAM praznakartA : dareka dharmanAM zAstramAM nAmanuM mahatva bahu batAve che. nAnA jApa karavAnuM emAM zuM rahasya haze ? dAdAzrI : e badhuM ekAgratA mATe che. "nAma" e sthULa che, sthULa bhakti che. pachI "sthApanA" e sumabhakti che pachI dravyae sUmatara bhakti che ane chelle "bhAva" e sUkamatama che. A cAra prakAranI bhakti che. te ekalA mahAvIra mahAvIra bolatA hoya tema e rasthULa bhakita thaI ane je sthApanA eTale ke pheTo mUkane mahAvIra, mahAvIra kare te sUphamati thaI kahevAya ane jAte mahAvIra hAjara hoya ne bhakita kare te sUkSamatara bhakita kahevAya. A mAro phoTo mUkIne bhakita kare enA karatAM huM jAte hAjara heuM ne mArI hAjarImAM bhakita kare te e sUkSmatara bhakti kahevAya. ane pachI mArI A ja pALe te e sUmatama bhakita kahevAya. mAre kahevAnuM amArI AzA, enA bhAvamAM AvI jAya te e bhAvabhakti thaI gaI. e tarata phaLa ApanAruM che. pelI traNeya prakAranI bhakti bhotika phaLa ApanArI che ane "A" ekaluM ja "riyalI keza che tethI te ame kahIe chIe ke dhisa Ijha keza beka ina dha valarDa ane keza beka" zALa kahIe chIe ke atyAre ahIM chelI bhakti thAya. nAma bhakitaya khoTI nathI. nAmane e niyama nathI. nAmamAM te "rAma" bele teya cAle ne koI lImaDA" bola bola kare te cAle. khAlI bolavuM joIe. je belyA tenI mahIM upaga he, eTale bIjI bAju lisoTAnA mAra mAra kare. AtmAne eka ghaDIvAra vIla mukAya e nathI, mATe kaMIkane kaMIka enA mATe upaga rAkhave. mATe nAmasmaraNa kare che e kaMI kheTuM nathI. keI vastu cheTI hatI ja nathI A jagatamAM paNa nAma, sthApanA ne dravya e traNeya vyavahAra che ane bhAva ekaluM ja nizcaya che. vyavahAramAM te anaMta avatArI AnuM A ja karyuM che ne bhaTaka, bhaTaka, bhaTaka, bhaTaka kayAM karyuM che ! AcArya thayA, sAdhuo thayA, sAdhvIjI thayA, Ama ne Ama bhaTaka bhaTaka karyA karyuM", mArga maLe nahi.
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________________ 106 zraddhA ja phaLa aApe evuM che, deva tamArI "bilIphane AdhIna che. mUrtimAM darzana karo. paNa "balIpha" nA hoya te zo phAyade ? "bilIpha" anaavakAza paNe hoya te te rAtadahADo yAda AvyA kare. mATe mUrtimAM zradhdhA mUke. mUrti e bhagavAna nathI, tamArI zradhdhA ja bhagavAna che. chatAM bhagavAnanAM darzana kare te bhAvathI karaje. mahenata karIne dazana karavA jAo, paNa darzana barAbara bhAvathI nA kare te mahenata nakAmI jAya. - sAcA darzananI rIta bhagavAnanA maMdiramAM ke derAsaramAM jaIne sAcAM darzana karavAnI icchA hoya te huM tamane darzana karavAnI sAcI rIta zikhavADuM. bela, che keIna icachA ? praznakartA : hA, che. zIkhavADe dAdA. kAlathI ja te pramANe darzana karavA jaIzuM. dAdAzrI : bhagavAnanA derAsaramAM jaIne kahevuM ke "he vItarAga bhagavAna ! tame mArI mahIM ja beThA cho, paNa mane tenI oLakhANa nathI thaI tethI tamArAM darzana karuM chuM. mane A "jJAnI puruSa" dAdA bhagavAne zikhavADyuM che tethI A pramANe tamArA darzana karuM chuM. te mane mArI pitAnI oLakhANa thAya evI A5 kRpA kare. jayAM jAo tyAM A pramANe darzana karaje. A te judAM judAM nAma ApyAM. "rileTivalI" jAM judAM che, badhA bhagavAna "riyalI" eka ja che. dukAna TAvara AgaLa hoya ne dukAnanA vicAra ahIM kare ! alyA je sthaLa para heluM te sthaLanA vicAra kara. are rastAmAM paNa dukAnanA vicAra karatA karatA jAya, ane maMdiramAM javA nIkaLe tyAre koI dharma nA vicAra karatuM ja nathI ! tyAM te dukAnanA vicAra kare che. keTalAkane to roja maMdiramAM javAnI Teva paDI gayelI hoya che. alayA Teva paDI che mATe tuM darzana kare che bhagavAnanAM ? bhagavAnanA darzana te roja navAM navAM ja lAgavAM joIe. ne darzana karavA jatI vakhate mahIM utahAsa "phezana pheza" ja have
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________________ 107 joIe A te rAja dAbaDI laIne darzana karavA javAnI Teva paDI gaI hoya che. mati thakI bhakita vyavahAranA deva mUta svarUpa che ane nizcayanA deva amUrta savarUpa che. - mUti zAthI mUkI che ? enI pAchaLa zI bhAvanA che? "sAheba, tame sanAtana sukhavALA che ne huM te "TempararI sukhavALo chuM. mAreya sanAtana sukhanI IcchA che. bhagavAna sanAtana sukhavALA che tethI te juone mUrtimAM che teya ApaNe karatAM rUpALA dekhAya che--jANe joyA ja karIe ! ApaNe bhagavAnanI mUrtinAM darzana karIe chIe tyAre mUti zuM kare che? "bhAI, A mAla mAro nathI, A mAla tArA ja zuddhAtmAne che." eTale mUrti tamArA zuddhAtmAne pAchuM mekalI Ape che. Ane pareza bhakita kahevAya ! pakSa bhakti eTale zuM? pite jenI bhakita kare che te kharekhara tenI nathI karate, paNa pitAnA ja AtmAnI kare che! A mUrtio, maMdire nA hoya teya hindustAnanA lokene bhagavAna yAda ja Avata ! sAnA bhUtapUrva "AtmA" amUrta che, ane mUnI mahIM rahe che. je mRta che e "rileTiva che ane mahIM amUrta che te "riyala" che. je mUrtimAM amUta pragaTa thaI gayA che te mUrtAmUrtA bhagavAna kahevAya, "jJAnI puruSa" pragaTa bhagavAna kahevAya, tyAM ApaNuM AtyaMtika kalyANa thAya. Ama cIle gADhavI aApe praznakartA : A5 sAkSa karI puruSa che, have Apa maMdiramAM jAva, enAthI maMdiramAM javA mATenI pratiSThA nathI UbhI thatI ? - dAdAzrI : ame jayAM jaIe tyAM badhe darzana karavA jaIe. derAsaramAM, mahAdevanA maMdiramAM mAtAjInA derAmAM, masjidamAM badhe ja darzana karavA joIe. ame nA jaIe te loko nA jAya, enAthI cIle avaLe paDe. amArAthI cIle avaLe nA paDe. enI amArI javAbadArI heya. lekane kema zAMti thAya, kema sukha thAya evA amArA rastA hoya.
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________________ 108 A te cittanA camakAra praznakartA : pUjA karatI vakhate mane ekAda kSaNa sudhI camakAro thAya che, zuM e Atmaojasa che ? dAdAzrI : e te cihananA camatkAra che. emAM zraddhA bese eTale e sthiratA lAve che. AtmAnI lAITa e kalapI kapAya nahi evI che. mane kaI kahe ke, "mane mahAvIra bhagavAna dekhAya che te huM kahu ke, A te bahAra belI mUti' che te dekhAya che, paNa e to dazya che, e dRzya dA kheLa ! daSTi daSTAmAM rAkha ne jJAnane jJAtAmAM rAkha le kAma thAba." cittasthiratAnAM sAdhA cittane ThekANe rAkhavA mATe A maMdiramAM ghaMTa mUke ! bhagavAnane mAMgI zA mATe ? zaNagAra zA mATe ? sudhI dravya mUkyAM zAthI ? tti ThekANe rahe te mATe. ghaMTa vAge tyAre bahAranAM hehA kakaLATa saMbhaLAya nahi, paNa atyAre akkalavALAo ghaMTa vAgate heya teya bhagavAnanA darzana kare tyAre joDe joDe jeDAneya mahIM phoTA pADe ! ayo, "vyavasthine te ene enA haze te laI jaze, ne laI jaze te eka vakhata laI jaze, kAyama nahi laI jAya ne ? te laI javA de ne ! hisAba cUkate thaze ! aspRdaya-anuSaMgika "yatsava che purve saMcAlita, huM amyukya AnuSagika jJA puruSane maLe tyAthI je phaLa maLe H eka abhyadaya eTale saMsArane adama thatuM jAya. saMjAphaLa maLe ane bIjA AnuSagika eTale phaLa maLe ! baMne sAthe phaLa maLe. je baMne phaLa sAthe nA maLe te te "jJAnI puruSa" nathI. A te pAra vagaranA ovaraDrAphaTa che tethI dekhAtuM nathI A satsaMga kare che mATe e ovaraDrAphaTa pUrA thavAnA ja. ahIM mekaba eka nA hema, ema hoya te te eka lUgaDuM paheravA nA maLe. pazu nA mokSaphaLa ane saMsArahaLa baMne sAthe hoya. rAjAne tyAM sarvisa nakakI thAya ane rAjAne tyAM maLavA jaIe. te daSTiphaLa maLe. nokarIne pagAra maLe te jAphaLa, paNa daSTiphaLa eTale rAjAnI dRSTi paDe ane bhAine pUche ke, "tame kayAM rahe che ?"
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________________ 10 te jANyA pachI ene sArI jagyA rahevA maLe, te "daSTiphaLa" eka rAjAnI dRSTithI AvuM phaLa maLe che tyAre "jJAnI puruSanI daSTithI zuM nA maLe ? rAta te UNe che, ane te rAja vadhAravAnI lAlaca che, jayAre A te "jJAnI puruSa" je saMpUrNa nirIcha dazAmAM vate ! ane temanI dRSTinuM phaLa te kevuM hoya ? ahIM satsaMgamAM AvyuM, eTale ahIMthI e da cheTaphaLa avazya laI jAya. sevAphaLathI te 2.jAnA 250 rUpiyA maLe che, paNa rAjAne vaMdIne AvyA tethI te daSTiphaLa maLe! jJAnI purUSanAM darzana karyA tethI te UMcAmAM UMcAM phaLa abhyadaya ane AnuSaMgika maLe che ane tethI te zAMti UMcAmAM UMcI rahe che ! saMsAranuM vikta nA naDe ane mokSanuM kAma thAya, baMneya sAthe ja rahe. vItarAga bhagavAnanAM darzana je karatAM AvaDe te, bhalene e mUti che, chatAM abhyadaya ane AnusaMgika phaLa maLe ! paNa e darzana karavAnuM te "jJAnI puruSa" samajAve te AvaDe nahi te koIne AvaDe nahi ne ? jJAnI puruSa" mUrnAmUta che, eTale emanAM darzanathI te baMne abhyaya ane AnuSaMgika phaLa maLe. "jJAnI puruSanAM darzana mATe te koTI janmonI paNane ceka vaTAva paDe. hajAro varSe "jJAnI puruSa" pragaTa thAya, ane temAMya A te akrama jJAnI te kazA ja japa nahi, tapa nahi ne vagara mahenate mekSa ! "jJAnI puruSa' pAse daSTiphaLa maLe ane enAthI mekSaphaLa maLe ane sevAphaLathI saMsArane abhyadaya thAya ahIM sevAmAM parama vinaya e ja sevA. ahIM "jJAnI puruSa'ne kaMI khoTa hoya? e kazAnA bhikhArI nA hoya. phalano vinaya e ja sevA ! jene sAMsArika aDacaNa heya te "jJAnI puruSane phUla caDhAve te aco dUra thAya. bhagavAne bhAvapUjA ane dravyapUjA baMne sAthe rAkhI che. phUla teDIne tame sUche ke bIje upayoga kare che te tamane nukazAna eTaluM ja che, paNa je khAlI teDaze ja, te teDavAnuM nukazAna che paNa je bhagavAnane caDhAvavA phUla teDayAM che te phAyade vizeSa thaze. AnuSagika ane abhyadaya ema bhAvapUjanAM be phaLe che, mokSa mAM paNa laI jAya ane vaibhava paNa sAthe rahe. saMsArAe dravyapUjA karavAnI che ane AtmajJAnIoe bhAvapUjA ekalI ja karavAnA hoya paNa A kALe A kSetrathI mokSa nathI, mATe hajI be traNa avatAra karavAnA hevAthI dravyapUjA ane bhAvapUjA baMne karavI joIe.
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________________ 110 bhagavAna mahAvIra hatA tyAre A baMne ayudaya ane AnuSaMgika zabdo hatA ane tenAM phaLa maLatAM hatAM. pachI te zabda e zabda ja rahyA. je AnuSagika phaLa maLe te abhyadaya phaLa sahejeya maLe. abhyadaya e te bAya proDakaTa che. jeNe chelI sTejanuM ArAdhana karyuM AtmAnuM ArAdhana karyuM, ene bAya proDakaTamAM jenI jarUriyAta hoya te avazya pUrI thAya. jJAnI purUSa maLe ane saMsAra aspRdaya nA maLe te bAda thaI jAya. satsaMganI pariNatinAM phaLa ahIM "satsaMgamAM beThA beThA kamanAM bojA ghaTayAM kare ane bahAra te naryA kamanA bejA vadhyA ja kare che, narI gUMcAmaNu ja che. ame tamane gerenTI ApIe chIe ke jeTale vakhata "ahI" satsaMgamAM besaze teTalA vakhata pUrata tamArA dhaMdhApANImAM kayAreya paNa khoTa nahi jAya ane saravaiyuM kADhaze te mAlama paDaze ke saravALe naphe ja thayuM che. A satsaMga te kaI je te satsaMga che ? kevaLa AtmA mATe ja je vakhata kADhe ane saMsAramAM kayAMthI kheTa jAya ? naryo napha ja thAya. paNa AvuM samajAya te kAma nIkaLe ne ! ahIM satsaMgamAM koI koI vakhata e kALa AvI jAya che ke ahIM je beThe hoya tenuM eka lAkha varasanuM deva gatinuM AyuSya baMdhAi jAya athavA mahAvidehakSetre janma le ! A satsaMgamAM beTho eTale emane ema phere nakAme nA jAya. A te ke suMdara kALa AvyuM che ! bhagavAnanA vakhatamAM satsaMgamAM javuM hoya te cAlatAM cAlatAM javuM paDatuM hatuM ! ane Aje te basa ke TrenamAM beThA ke tarata ja satsaMgamAM AvI zakAya! AvI kALamAM A svarUpajJAna maLI jAya to te pachI kAma ja kADhI levAnuM hoya ne ! kaI jagyAe Atma-anubhavI purUSa ja nA hoya. ane kaI vakhata AvA purUSe pAke te te kAma kADhI levAnuM ja hoya. AtmA-anubhavI purUSa sivAya bIjA keInI vANuM haiyAne ThAranAra hatI nathI ane hoya paNa nahi ! vItarAgAnuM A vijJAna A vijJAna che. A vItarAganuM tIrthakara bhagavAnanuM A vijJAna che ! kRSNa bhagavAnanA kAkAnA dIkarA neminAthanuM vijJAna che A ! kRSNa bhagavAna paNa A vijJAnane pAmelA che.
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________________ piyAne vyavahAra gama dAdAvANI khAlI thaI gaye. nAdAra thaI gayo. meM pUchyuM, "devuM keTaluM hatuM? te kahe, "devuM na hatuM. te nAdAra nA kahevAya. benkamAM hajAra be hajAra rUpiyA paDayA che. pachI meM kahyuM, "vAIpha te che ne ?' te kahe ke vAIpha kaMI vecAya? meM kahyuM, "nA paNa tArI be AMkhe che, te tAre be lAkhamAM vecavI che ? A AMkhe, A hAtha, paga, magaja, e badhI milakatanI tuM kiMmata te gaNa. benkamAM paise ya nA hoya te ya tuM karaDAdhipati che. tArI keTalI badhI milakta che, te veca je, heMDa. A be hAthe ya tuM nA vecuM pAra vagaranI tArI milakata che. A badhI milakata samajIne tAre sa teSa zakhavAne. paisA AvyA ke nA AvyA paNa Take khAvAnu. maLavuM joIe. du:kha che ja kayAM ? praznakartA : paNa dAdA, amArA Arthika saMge pharI gayAM che te ? dAdAzrI : e te pheraphAra thayA kare. A dahADA pachI rAta Ave che ne ? A te Aje nakarI nA heya paNa kAle navI maLe. bane pheraphAra thaI jAya. keTalIka vakhata Arthika hetuM ja nathI, paNa ene lebha lAgyuM hoya che. AvatI kAle zAkanA paisA che ke nahIM. eTaluM ja joI levAnuM. ethI vadhAre jovAnuM nA hoya. bele, have evuM tamane duHkha che ? praznakartA H nA, dAdAzrI : te pachI ene duHkha kahevAya ja kema ? A te vagara du:khe du kha gA gA kare che. te pachI enAthI hArTa eTeka Ave, aja po rahe ne pote duHkha mAne. jene upAya nathI ene du:kha ja nA kahevAya? jenA upAya hoya enA te upAya karavA joie, paNa upAya ja nA hoya te e du:kha ja nathI dAdAnuM nAma le tyAM paisAnA DhagalA ! praznakartA H jIvanamAM Arthika paristhiti nabaLI hoya tyAra zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : eka varasa vasAda na paDe te kheDUte zuM kahe che ke
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________________ paisAne vyavahAra amArI Arthika sthiti khalAsa thaI gaI. evuM kahe ke nA kahe ? pachI pAchuM bIje varase varasAda Ave tyAre enuM sudharI jAya, eTale Arthika sthiti nabaLI hoya tyAre dhIraja rAkhavI joIe. kharca ocho karI nAkhavuM joIe ane game te raste mahenata-payA vadhAra karavA joIe. eTale nabaLI paristhiti hoya tyAre ja A badhuM karavAnuM, bAkI paristhiti sArI hoya tyAre te enI meLe gADuM cAlyA kare. atyAra bahu nabaLI sthiti che? zI zI aDacaNa paDe che. praznakata : koIpaNa icchita vastu prApta karavI hoya te vAra lAge. dAdAzrI : he ! Icchita varatu ! paNa A zarIrane kaI vastu joIe che te tame jANe che ? praznakartA H Ama te bhagavAnanI prApti ja mukhya vastu che. dAdAjI : bhagavAnanI prApti mATe A zarIra che paNa ene jarUra zuM zuM che? te ATalI khIcaDI ApI hoya te tamane AkhI rAta thAna dharavA de ke nA de ? eTale A zarIra bIjuM kaMI mAgatuM nathI, bIjuM badhuM te manamAM tephAna che. be TAIma khAvAnuM maLe che ke nathI maLatuM ? praznakartA: maLe che. dAdAzrI : A dehane jarUra pUrate kherAka ja ApavAnI jarUra che, ene bIjuM kazuM jarUrI nathI ane nahIM te pachI A trima 2 roja kalAka kalAka bela ne ! A belaze eTale Arthika paristhiti sudharI jAya. ene upAya karavuM joie. upAya karIe eTale sudharI jAya. tamane A upAya gamaze ? A dAdA bhagavAnanuM eka kalAka nAma le te paisAnA DhagalA thAya, paNa evuM kare nahIM ne bAkI hajAro lokene paisA AvyA. hajAre lekanI aDacaNo gaIe "dAdA bhagavAna' nuM nAma le ne, paisA AvyA. hajAro le kenI aDacaNe gaIe ! "dAdA bhagavAna nuM nAma le ne, paisA nA Ave te te dAdA hAya paNa A le ke AvuM nAma de nahIM ne, pAchA ghera jaIne !! ebeva nemala, tyAM zuM sukha ? lakSamI te kevI che? kamAtAM duHkha, sAcavatAM du:kha, rakSaNa karatAM duHkha ane vAparatAM ya duHkha ghera lAkha rUpiyA Ave eTale tene sAcavavAnI upAdhi thaI jAya. kaI benAmAM AnI sephasAIDa che e
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________________ 113 paisAne vyavahAra kheLavuM paDe ne pAchAM sagAM-vahAlAM jANe ke tarata ja daDe. mitre badhA doDe, kahe are yAra mArA para ATaleya vizvAsa vathI ? mAtra dasa hajAra joIe che, te pachI nA chUTake ApavA paDe A te paisAne bharA thAya teya duHkha. ne A te narmala heya e ja sAruM, dAdA dhI : hA gurunuM cAritra saMpUrNa zuddha hovuM joIe ziSyanuM cAritra nA paNa hoya, paNa gurUnuM cAritra te ekajhephaTa hevuM joIe. guru je cAritra vagaranA che te guru ja nathI ane artha ja nathI saMpUrNa cAritra joIe. A agarabattI cAritravALI hoya che. ATalI rUmamAM je pAMca-daza agarabattI saLagAvI hoya te A rUma sugaMdhavALe thaI jAya tyAre guru te cAritra vagaranA cAlatA haze?! guru te sugadhIvALA hovA joIe. tene maLe jagatanAM sarva sUtro ! jene bhIkha sarva sva prakAranI gaI. tene A jagatanAM tamAma sUtre hAthamAM ApavAmAM Ave che, paNa bhIkha jAya te ne! keTalA prakAranI bhIkha lakSmInI bhIkha, kIrtinI bhIkha, viSayenI bhI kha, ziSyanI bhIkha, deza bAMdhavAnI bhIkha, badhI bhIkha, bhIkha ne bhIkha che! tyAM ApaNuM daLadara zuM phITe ? dharma ke dhaMdhe ? ane A te khAlI bijhanesamAM paDayA che ke e loko dharmanA bijhanesamAM paDayA che. emane pitAne pUjAvaDAvIne naphe kADhave che. hA, ane evI dukAne te ApaNA hindustAnamAM badhI bahu che. evI kaMI betraNa dukAno ja che?! A te pAra vagaranI dukAne che. have e dukAnadArane ApaNe AvuM kahevAya kema karIne ? e kahe ke mAre dukAna kADhavI che?" te ApaNe nA ye kema kahevAya ? te gharAkane ApaNe zuM karavuM joIe ? praznakartA: reka joIe. dAdAzrI : nA, zakAya nahIM. A te duniyAmAM AvI rIte cAlyA ja karavAnuM. praznakartA H atyAre te karoDo rUpiyA ugharAvIne Azrama baMdhAya che ne ke enI pAchaLa paDayA che.
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________________ 114 paisAne vyavahAra dAdAzrI : paNa A rUpiyA ja evA che ne ! rUpiyAmAM barakata nathI tethI. praznakartA : paNa e lakSmIne sAcA raste vApare, zikSaNakAmamAM vApara ke koI upayogI sevAmAM vApare te ! dAdAzrI : e vaparAya, te ya paNa mAruM kahevAnuM ke emAM bhagavAnane nathI pahoMcatuM kazu. e sArA raste vaparAya che temAM jarAka khetaramAM gayuM te ghaNuM vadhAre Upaje. paNa emAM ene zuM lAbha thaze? bAkI jayAM lakSmI tyAM dharma heya nahIM. jeTalI lakSmI jyAM AgaLa che, eTale ja dharma kAce che tyAM ! praznakartA H lakSamI AvI eTale pachI enI pAchaLa dhakAna ApavuM paDe, vyavasthA karavI paDe. dAdAzrI : nA, ema nahIM. enI vyavasthA mATe nahIM. vyavasthA te leka kaheze "Ama karI laIza? paNa A lakSmInI hAjarI che tyAM dharma eTale kAcuM kAraNake moTAmAM moTI mAyA lakamI ane strI ! A be moTAmAM moTI mAyA. e mAyA che tyAM bhagavAna nA hoya ane bhagavAna hoya tyAM mAyA nA heya. ane e paise peThe, eTale keTale pasI jAya enuM zuM ThekANuM?! ahIM keI kAyade che? mATe paisA bilakula jaDamULathI nA hevA joIe. cokhA thaIne Ave, meluM karaze nahIM dhamamAM ! jayAM phI tyAM nathI dharma pAchA phI rAkhe che badhA, jANe nATaka heya evuM! nATakamAM phI rAkhe evI pAchA phI rAkhe che. ahIM seMkaDe pAMca TakA sArA ye hAtha che. bAkI te senAnA bhAva vadhI gayA evA A emanA ya bhAva vadhI jAya ne! tethI mAre pustakamAM lakhavuM paDayuM ke jayAM paisAnI levaDadevaDa che tyAM bhagavAna nathI ane dhIme ya nathI. jemAM paisAnI levaDadevaDa nathI vepArI bAju ja nathI tyAM bhagavAna che ! paisA, levaDadevaDa e vepArI bAju kahevAya. badhe ya paise, jyAM jAya tyAM sA! jyAM jAva tyAM paisA ! badhe phI, phI ne phI che ! hA. tyAre garIoe zuM guno kaye bicArAe ? ane phI rAkhe te garIbane mATe ema kaho ke bhaI garIbanI pAse cAra AnA laIzuM bahu thaI gayuM. te te garIbathI ye tyAM javAya.
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________________ 115 paisAne vyavahAra A te zrImaMte ja lAbha le. bAkI, jayAM phI rAkhI hoya te zI dazA thAya ? eka phere "jJAna" levA mATe te tame khacI nAkhe, paNa pachI kaheze "jJAna majabUta rIte pALIzuM, paNa have pharI phI na ApIe." A to ApaNe koInuM nAma levuM e khoTuM kahevAya. A te tamane rUparekhA ApuM chuM ke A dharmanI zI dazA thaI che atyAre. guru je vepArI tarIke thaI beThA che e badhuM khoTuM. jayAM prekiTazanara hoya che. phI rAkhe che, ke Aje ATha-daza rUpiyA phI che, kAle vIsa rUpiyA phI che, te e badhuM nakAmuM. jayAM paisAno vepAra che tyAM guru nA kahevAya. jayAM TikiTI che e te badhuM rAmalIlA kahevAya. paNa lokone bhAna nathI rahyuM, eTale bicArA TikiTavALAne tyAM ja paise che. kAraNa ke tyAM AgaLa javuM che ne A pote paNa jaThe che. eTale bane eDajasTa thaI jAya che. eTale sAva jUThuM ne sAva palapAla cAlI rahyuM che taddana. - A te pAchA kaheze, "huM niHspRha chuM. huM niHspRha chuM? are A gA gA zuM karavA kare che te ! tuM niHspRhI che te tArI para koI zaMkA rAkhanAra nathI. ane tuM pRhAvALe che te tuM game eTaluM kahIza te ya tArI para zaMkA karyA vagara choDavAnA nathI. kAraNa ke tArI pRhA ja kahI Apaze. tArI dAnata ja kahI Apaze. emAM deASa ke ne ? A te badhA bhIkhane mATe nIkaLelA che. emanuM peTa bharavA nIkaLyA che. sahu sahanuM peTa bharavA mATe nIkaLyA che. agara te peTa nA bharavAnuM hoya te kIti kADhavI hoya, kItinI bhIkha, lakSmInI bhIkha, mAnanI bhIkha ! je bhIkha vagarane mANasa hoya te enI pAse je mAo te prApta thAya. bhIkhavALA pAse ApaNe jaIe te e pite ya gharele nA heya ne ApaNane ya sudhAre nahIM, kAraNa ke dukAne cAlu karI che lokee. ane A dharAke maLI Ave che nirAMte ! eka jaNa mane kahe che ke, "emAM dukAnadArane doSa ke dharAkane deSa ? meM kahyuM, "dharAkane deSa !" dukAnadAra te game te eka dukAna kADhIne bese, ApaNe nA samajIe ? ATale leTa TAMkaNImAM copaDIne ghAle che ane pele mAchImAra ene taLAvamAM nAkhe che temAM mAchImArane
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________________ 116 paisAne vyavahAra doSa ke e khAnArane doSa ? jene A lAlaca che tene doSa che ke macchImArane je pakaDAya ene deSa ! A A paNa mANaso badhA pakaDAya ja che ne, A badhA guruothI lokene pUjAvuM che, eTalA mATe vADA ubhA karI dIdhA. AmAM A ghakAkene badheya deSa nathI bicArAne. A dalAlane doSa che. A dalAlanuM peTa bharAtuM ja nathI, ne jagatanuM bharavA detA nathI. eTale huM A ughADuM karavA mAguM chuM. A te dalAlIemAM ja laherapANIne moja karyA kare che, ne potapotAnI sephasAIDa ja khoLI che paNa emane kahevuM nahIM ke tamArA deSa che. kahevAmAM zuM phAyade bhAI ? sAmAne du:kha UbhuM thAya. ApaNe duHkha UbhuM karavA - karAvavA AvyA nathI. ApaNe te samajavAnI jarUra che ke khAmI kayAM che?! have dalAle kema UbhA rahyA che ? kAraNa ke gharAkI majabuta che. eTale gharAkI je nA hoya te dalAla kyAM jAya ? jatA rahe. paNa gharAkIne doSa che ne, mULa te ! eTale mULa deSa te ApaNe ja che ! dalAla kayAM sudhI UbhA rahe? gharAkI hoya tyAM sudhI. hamaNe A makAnonA dalAle kayAM sudhI haDa ha Da karaze ? makAnenA gharAka heya tyAM sudhI. nahIM te baMdha, cUpa ! kaLiyuga, tArI rIta uMghI bAkI atyAre A saMte vepArI thaI gayA che jayAM paisAno vyApAra cAle e saMta ja nA kahevAya. ane ApaNuM lekene enI samajaNe ya nathI. sAce hoya te enI ya kiMmata ane khoTo he te ya enI kiMmata. khoTAnI vadhAre kiMmata, khoTo e mIThuM bolene ke, A caMdubhAI, A caMdubhAI" e kaDavuM nA bele ne ?! eTale kheTAnI vadhAre kiMmata ne te A kALamAM ja, bIjA kALamAM AvuM nahatuM. bIna kALamAM te khATAnI kiMmata ja nA hoya ne ! saMtapuruSa, te paisA le nahIM. dukhiye che tethI te e tamArI pAse AvyuM, ne pAchA uparathI se paDAvI lIdhA ! te A hindustAnane khalAla karI nAkhyuM hoya te AvA saMte e khalAsa karI nAkhyuM che. te saMta te enuM nAma kahevAya ke je pitAnuM sukha bIjAne ApatA hoya, sukha levA AvyA nA hoya.
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________________ 17 lenAra thAya nAdAra ! A kaMI sukhI che? mULa te duHkhI che ke ane enI pAse rUpiyA le che ? ! duHkha kADhavA mATe te guru pAse jAya che ne ! tyAra tame enA paccIsa rUpiyA laIne enuM duHkha vadhAro che ! eka paI nA levAya. bIjA pAse kaMI paNa levuM enuM nAma judAI kahevAya ane tenuM nAma ja saMsAra. emAM e ja bhaTakelo che. je lenAra mANasa che e bhaTakele kahevAya ene pArake jANe che mATe e paisA le che. maMdirane keAI eka mAlika nathI A te lekene emanAM nAma kADhavAM che. bhagavAnane kaMI levAdevA nathI. Apane nAma kADhavA che. badhAya potapotAne mATe kare che. A te pitAnuM nAma kADhavuM che. keIne bhagavAnanI paDelI nathI ane te mAMgIne paisA le che. tene artha ja nahi. ane jagata te evuM ja cAle. mAMgIne ja cAle. mAgyA vagara te koI jagyAe Ape ja nahi. ApaNe tyAM ja A mAgyA vagaranuM hAya. kAraNa ke jANe che ke sImaMdhara svAmI pAse mAre javAnuM che ne mAre ApavAnuM che ne mAre ja bAMdhavAnuM che. keI Ane mAlika nathI, koI eka! eTale AmAM vagara mAgye Ape ! dAna, saraplasa nANu heAya te ja dAna te kayAre ApI zakIe ke ApaNI pAse saraplasa hoya te dAna ApavuM. devuM karIne dAna ApavuM nahi, ane moTuM dAna kene kahevAmAM Avaze ? ke je dAnanI vAhavAhanI IcchA nA hoya te leke vakhANa kare ne eTale Ape, ene moTuM dAna kahevAya nahi, ane kone kalyANa thatuM hoya e dAna ApeluM kAmanuM. loko hospiTala baMdhAve che, nAma kADhe che. kharekhara nAma kADhavA mATe nahi, ema ne ema ja dAna levuM joIe samajAyuM ?
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________________ 118 dAdAvANI paisAnA vahevAranA graMthamAMthI saMkalana araviMda desAI dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra hai! (hararAja echAmAM ochuM 10 miniTathI 50 miniTa sudhI meTethI khelavuM) (dararAja eka vakhata vAMcavI) vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne prArthanA hai nirAgI, nirvikArI, saccidAnaMda svarUpa, sahajAnaMdI, ana'tajJAnI, ana tadazI, zaileAkaya prakAzaka, pratyakSa pragaTa jJAnIpuruSa A dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe, Apane atyaMta bhakitapUrvaka namaskAra karI ApanuM ananya zaraNu svIkAruM chuM. he prabhu ! ApanA caraNakamaLamAM sthAna ApI anatakALanI bhayaMkara bhaTakAmaNunA aMta lAvavA kRpA karI, kRpA karA, kupA kare ! hai vizrvavadha evA pragaTa paramAtmA svarUpa prabhu ! ApanuM svarUpa e ja mAruM svarUpa che. pazu ajJAnatAnA kAraNe mane mAruM paramAtmA svarUpa samajAtuM nathI tethI ApanA svarUpamAM ja huM mArA svarUpanAM nira Mtara na karuM evI mane parama zakita Ape, zakita Ape, zakita Ape
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________________ 119 he paramatAraka devAdhideva, saMsArarUpI nATakanA AraMbhakALathI AjanA divasanI avakSaNa paryata; koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmAnAM mana, vacana, kAyA pratye, jANe-ajANye je anaMtA karyA che, te pratyeka doSane joIne, tenuM pratikramaNa karavAnI mane zakita Ape. A sarve denI ApanI pAse kSamA prANuM chuM. AlocanA, pratikamaNa, pratyAkhAna karuM chuM. he prabhu mane kSamA kara, kSamA karo, kSamA karo ! ane mArAthI pharI AvA doSe kayAreya na thAya te dRDha nirdhAra karuM chuM. A mATe mane jAgRta arpe, parama zakita Ape, zakita Ape, zakita Apo ! pitAnA pratyeka pAvana pagale tIrtha sthApanAra he tIrthakara bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmI prabhu ! jagatanA sarve jIvo pratye saMpUrNa avirAdhabhAva ane sarve samakitI jI pratye saMpUrNa ArAdhaka bhAva mArA hRdayamAM sadA saMsthApita kahe, sthApita rahe, saMskApita rahe ! bhUta, bhaviSya ane vartamAnakALanA sarva kSetranA sarve jJAnI bhagavaMtane mArA namaskAra he, namaskAra he, namaskAra he! he prabhu! Apa mArA para evI kRpA varasAve ke jethI karIne mane A bharatakSetramAM ApanA pratinidhi samAna ke jJAnI puruSane, saMtupuruSane satasamAgama thAya ane emanA kRpAdhikArI banI ApanA caraNakamaLa sudhI pahoMcavAnI pAtratAne pAmuM. he zAsana devadevI ! he pAMcAMguli yakSiNI devI tathA he cAMdrAyaNa yakSa deva ! he zrI padmAvatI devI ! amane zrI sImaMdhara svAmInAM caraNakamaLamAM sthAna pAmavA mArgamAM kaI viddha na Ave, evuM abhUtapUrva rakSaNa ApavAnI kRpA kare ane kevaLajJAna varUpamAM ja rahevAnI parama zakita Ape, zakti Apa, zakita Ape! sImaMdhara svAmInA asIma jaya jayakAra he. -jaya saccidAnaMda
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________________ vizvanuM bhAvi bhAratanuM bhAvi praznottarI svarUpa saMkalana : araviMda desAI zuM I.sa. 1996mAM duniyAnI vastI aDadhI thaI jaze? zuM trIju vizva yuddha thaze ja? zuM bhArata vizvamAM prathama kakSAnuM banI jaze? -- - Ajane vyApaka bhaSTrAcAra nivArI zakAze? zuM muMbaI jevA dariyA kinArAnA zahere khAlI karavA paDaze ? - cAre bAju Aje darekanA manamAM eka ja prazna ubhuM thaI rahyo che. duniyAnuM zuM thavA beThuM che ? A kaLiyuga kyAM jaIne aTakaze ? pApane ghaDA hajI jarAye nathI? kayAM sudhI pRthvI para durAcAra, vyabhicAra, bhaSTrAcAra cAlaze? A vizvamAM dharmanI dhajA kayAre laherAze? Aje te dhama' khUba ja vadheluM jovA maLe che. chatAM khuda dharma'mAM vepAra ane kALAbajAra sarvatra jovA maLe che kaI gharamAM zAMti nathI. kaleza kaMkAsanuM sAmrAjya cArotarapha vyApI gayela che. A badhAne aMta kayAre Avaze ?
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________________ nosTrADemasa jevA gurUvidyA tathA tivetAe The centuriex nAmaka graMthamAM AgAhio karelI che ke duniyAbharamAM khyAta ane carcita banI che. Tencommandments ne AvarI letA kizcIyana dharmapustakamAM paNa have AvanAra preliye, rega ane mArAmArInA ullekha che tyAre bhAratanA akrama jJAnI purUSanA darzanamAM je daye jovA maLyA che je sahaja darzanamAM AvyuM che te raju karela che. A koI jotiSazAstra ke bhaviSyavettAno vartAre nathI paNa rAgadveSa vinA je darzanamAM AvyuM che te raju karavAmAM Avela che. je vAMcako mATe sAruM mArgadarzana puruM pADe che. * praznakartA : A duniyAnuM bhaviSya zuM che? . dAdAzrI : be hajAranI sAla sudhImAM cokhkhuM thaI jaze. 1996mAM be abajanI vastI haze, pAMca abajamAMthI atyAra je bhIDa dekhAya che te pachI bhIDa nahIM paDe. gADIomAM, makAnomAM, basamAM rastAo upara kazAmAM bhIDa nahI paDe. . . " praznakata : hindustAnanuM bhAvi kema che ? ' dAdAzrI : bahu suMdara paNa I. sa. 2005mAM atyAre te kharAba thavAnuM atyAre te dahADe dahADe vadhAre kharAkha thavAnuM hindustAna AkhA varDanuM kendra thaI gayu haze, atyAre kendra thaI rahyuM che paNa tamane khabara nA paDe. praznakartA : 200pamAM AgAhI vize Apa zuM kahe che? dAdA zrI H I sa 2005mAM kayAreya joye nA hoya te samaya AvI rahyo che. uMcAmAM uMce kALa AvI rahyo che. te dahADe. hiMsA. jevI vastu ja nahI hoya ane duniyAbharanA leka hindustAnane vadhu jANyA samajavA mATenuM kendra banAvaze. lokonI saMskAritA te vakhate badhI khalAsa thaI gayelI haze jayAre A hindustAna te ghaDIe saMskAra dharAvatuM haze ane saMskArane laIne badhuM dIpaze ! I. sa. 2005mAM je satayugamAM nahetu evo kALa AvI rahyo che je 2000nI sAlathI zarU thaI jaze. kharAba vicAre badhu baMdha thaI javAnuM jayAM corIo luccAIo e badhu bilakala eka Tako be TakA jevI raheze. praznakartA H bhArata dezamAM atyAre tenI vANInuM zravaNa karavA aneka leka paradezathI Ave che. bIjI bAju kaLiyuganA lAMca, anIti,
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________________ 122 kALAbajAra, bheLaseLa jorazorathI vadhatAM jAya che ane aMta sukhada Avo ? zuM prajAnuM mAnasa badalAze ? dAdAzrI : tame kaho che tevuM ja thaze paNa vaccenA varSo kaTInA che hajI 2005nI sAlane te vAra che ne ? praznakartA H atyAre te A dezamAM dahADe dahADe bhaSTrAcAra ne badhuM vadhatuM jAya che? dAdAzrI : satyayugamAM pAMca TakA bhaSTrAcAra hoya che pachI kaLayugamAM 80 TakA yuganA hisAbe mANasanI vastI vadhatI jAya ane gugaNAmaNa vadhatI jAya bhaSTAcAra nA karavuM hoya te je karavuM paDe ema pharIne te loko zIkhI jAya che. atyAre avaLI vRtti che, avaLA vicAra che. duniyAne avaLo durupayoga karanAra e badhAM khalAsa thaI jaze. leke trAsI jaI avAja uThAvaze ane ahAnI, bhagavAnanI talavAra cAlaze ane badhe baddhAcAra khalAsa thaI javAne. praznakata : A vastInI oTa kyAre Avaze ? vatI jyAre ghaTaze ? dAdI : AnI zarUAta thaI gaI che. vastI aDadhI thaI jaze. vasti bobathI khalAsa nathI thavAnI paNa kudarata pharI vaLaze. hA. mota sattAe je ba eka banIne mAravA banAvyA che te sAmasAmI pheze. manakartA H bIju zuM thaze ? vADAmI bAju malegacALo ane badhu bahu thaze. A hariye te e uchALA mAze. ke madrAya muMbaImAM rahevuM bhAre paDI jaze. muMbaImAM phaleTa khAvI paDaze ane karoDonA phaleTamAM gAya bheMze baMdhAze paNa tyAM keI rahevA AvanAra nahi hepa vaDodarA, amadAvAdavALAne vadhe nahi Ave. praznakartA: varlDa vera thaze ? dAdANI : trIju vizvayuddha thaze ja ane tenuM nimitta miDa ITa banaze. hA, amerikAvALA pelAne mAraze te pelA (raziyAvALA) Amane mAraze. pAkistAna bhArata para beMba rehaze paNa tamAre bhaDakAnI jarUra nathI. I. sa. 19 sudhI kudaratanI ghANI cAlaze jemAM ghauMne
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________________ 123 kAMkarA alaga thaI jaze ane kAMkarA mATImAM maLI jaze. 9mAM bhaSTrAcAra kampalITa khAlI thaI jazene be hajAranI sAlamAM te laSTrAcAra gayA tenI ujavaNI thaze. praznakartA : Aje teA dharatI sahana na kare tevA bhraSTrAcAra thayA che? dAdAzrI : hA, te A dharatI Ama phATaze. haiya mATI mATI tIrADA pADaze. moTAM moTAM avAja sAthe dharatIko evA thavAnAM che ke A vastI jayAMthI AvI che tyAM (ti dhAmamAM) jatI raheze. praznakartA : atyAre eka bAju sAza sa`tene sAMbhaLavA maLe che ane bIjI bAju kALAbajArane bhaSTrAcAra dUSaNA vadhatAM ja jAya che. dAdAzrI : satapurUSo A agnI varasI rahyo che. tenA upara pANI chAMTe che. khIju kazuM karI zake nahi. to kALa kALanu kAma karI rahyo che atyAre kaLiyuga tenI Toca upara beThele che. atyAra leka bhajiyAMnI jema taLAI rahyA che ane mAchalAM taraphaDe ema taraphaDe che. A paristhitinA nAza thaze. praznakartA : navA kALa, navI duniyA kevI Avaze ? dAdAzrI : rAmarAjaya, satayugathI paNa sAAkALa bhAvaze ja hajAra be hajAra varSa cAlaze. duniyAmAM koI dahADo jeyAM nA hAya evu sukha aSAne thaze paNa pachI dharma AthamavA mAMDaze. evAM pAMca ja basa ! paNa hiMdustAna AgaLa-AvIne eTale sudhI DigrImAM Avaze ne 2005mAM varlDa'nuM kendra thai gayuM haze, eTaluM sarasa thaze. eTale A badhAnI icchA che. mArI ekalAnI A icchA nathI, tamArI badhAnI zI icchA che? mahAtmAe || : jagatakalyANa karavAnI. ? dAdAzrI : A jagatanAM kalyANu karanArAM, 40 habara mAlusa che. mArI pAse. praznakartA : emAM hajI vRddhi thavAnI ? dAdAzrI : e vadhaze. nahI teAya vAMdho nathI. kAraNake pAMca ja mANasa hoya ne A duniyAmAM te bahu thaI gayuM. pAMca mANasa keva hAvA oie ? bilakula sinsiyara ane mArata !
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________________ 124 kalakI avatAra ! * praznakartA : A yugamAM bhagavAnane janma thaI cUkyA che, bhArata varSamAM evuM badhAM jatiSI leke bahAra pADe che. te emAM ApanuM zuM kahevuM che ? - dAdAzrI : tamane kayuM pasaMda che? thaI cUkyo che e pasaMda che ke nA thAya e pasaMda che. A praznakartA : thAya te sAruM. dAdAzrI : thaI gayuM che. nA pasaMda hoya te kahuM ke nathI thaye ane je tamane icchA hoya te thaI gayela che. bahu kaLiyuga phelAI jAya tayAre bhagavAnane avatAra thAya ! A kALamAM je chatAM cAlyA te cAlyA. nahI te pachI ene bIjo koI upAya nathI, ahI je AvyuM ne enuM kAma nIkaLI gayuM te nIkaLI gayuM nahI te sahu sahunA aMtarAya ! * akramaneA udaya praznakartA: A kamakamAga ane akramikamAga je ApanA pustakamAM lakheluM che. te Ape A akramamaga kema pasaMda karyo emAM zu jhaDapathI thAya che eTale ! ? * dAdAzrI : huM kramamAM rahIne ja taiyAra thayela hatuM. A te akrama mArA udayamAM AvyuM. akrama kema udayamAM AvyuM? AcAryo mahArAje mane bhegA thayA. mane kahe che ke tame akrama javuM kema pADayuM ? bAkI pustaka vAMcIne evuM samajAya che ke tamArI vAta sAcI che. paNa bhagavAnanA mArgathI A judu kema pADayuM ? me kahyuM, "A me juduM pADayuM nathI. A mArA udayakameM juduM pADyuM ane mAre ja che nahI, A vItarAgonuM ja jJAna che. paNa A vItarAganuM pUruM jJAna che. jema pUrNa virAma hoya che ne ?' praznakata : hA, dAdA ane kramika mAga e apavirAma che. - dAdAzrI : ane kramika mAga e apavirAma che. * have kharo te kramikamArga ja che, dhorImArga, A te koka phero apavAda UbhuM thAya che. khare dhorImAga te e kAmaka ja che. sTepa bAya sTepa. Tepa bAya sTepa. A te koka phero gUMcAtuM hoya ane ghaNu taiyAra jIvo rahI gayA che, te AnI mAraphata nIkaLI jAya. have akrama udayamAM kayAre Ave ?
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________________ 125 AcArya mahArAjAe mane kahyuM, "pachI zA mATe aThama tamane udayamAM AvyuM? me kahyuM, mikamAga phekacara thaI gayo che. kamakamAganuM AkhuM bejhamenTa saDI gayuM che. mane kahe che ene purAve Ape me kahyuM, ke kamakamAga kayAM sudhI cAle? manamAM hoya evuM vANImAM bole ane evuM vartanamAM rAkhe, tyAM sudhI kramikamAga cAlaze. tyAre e kahe che te badhuM pheraphAra thaI gayuM che. meM kahyuM, tethI kramikamAga phekacara thaI gayo che. akramanuM Acheru ! atyAre A kramikamAgane AdhAra saDI gayela che. tyAre akrama UbhuM thayene ? ema ne ema akrama UbhuM thAya nahIM keI dahADoya. kramikamAganuM je bejhamenTa hatuM te saDI gayuM che. e jayAre rIpera thaze, paNa rIpara thatAM thatAM ene traNa hajAra varSa nIkaLI jAya. tyAM sudhI A akrama mArge cAlyA karaze. pachI AnI jarUra nahI. A akrama vijJAna te lAMbo kALa Take nahI. A te kamakanA badalAmAM AvyuM che. kamakamAganuM bejhamenTa atyAre saDI gayuM che. praznakartA : tame liphaTa banAve che ? dAdAzrI : viphaTa te che ja. A mArga ja liphaTane mAga Ane ? A Amane kahIe "jAva, darA caDhI Avo te e kayAre caDhe ? eTale meM kahyuM, "dAdAnI liphaTamAM besI jAva ! te A zeThIyAone ghera lahera pANI che, badhuM che, paNa teya paDI rahe che. mArI pAse. akramathI AmUla parivartana akrama vijJAna te bahu moTI ajAyabI kahevAya. A jJAna lIdhA pachI mANasa bIje dahADe pheraphAra thaI jAya. A sAMbhaLatAM ja leke mAnI jAya. ahI khecAI Ave. ahe A badhA lokone kahyuM bhaI, tame tamAruM lakhI lAve. ebadhAMne kahetAM phare che, kone khabara ApI dIdhI che ke tame tamAruM lakhI halAve. tamAre dAdA maLatA pahelAM je sthiti hatI. ane tArA maLyA pachI je pheraphAra thaye te lakhI lAve. e jagata jayAre vAMcaze ne tyAre kahe AvuM banI zake ja kevI rIte ? eka mANasa Akho phare kevI rIte ? A eka mANasa nahI
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________________ - 16 sATha hajAra mANaso ! ane phare che ane pachI pAchA pharI kAyamane mATe koInA kharAba vicAra paNa sarakhA na Ave. hisaka bhAva ja UDI jAya che. jeI Ave kevA cenja thaIne AvyA che. thoDIka vAramAM ja ! akramamArga vizvabharamAM ! A te samayega bahu UMcI jAtane ke AvuM koI jagyAe banyuM nahI. eka ja mANasa. dAdA ekalA ja kAma karI zakyA bIju koI karI zake nahI. praznakartA H e pachI dAdAnI kRpA ne ? - dAdAzrI : e te cAlyA karaze. mArI IcchA che ke je "Na koI taiyAra thaI jAya ne, pAchaLa mAga calAvanAro joIene ?! praznakartA : joIe ne. dAdAzrI paNa mArI IcchA pUrI thaI jaze. praznai : "akrama vijJAna je cAlu raheze te e nimittathI cAlu raheze. dAdAzrI : e "akramavijJAna ja karavAnuM. akamavijJAna te, tamAri besTa thaze haju te varSa-be varSa je AvuM ne AvuM cAlyuM te TheTha duniyAmAM badhI vAte ja AnI cAlaze ane pahoMcI jaze TheTha. kAraNake jaThI vAta mobhAre caDhIne bole che. tema sAcI vAta meM bhAre caDhIne bele sAcI vAtane moDe amala thAya ne jUThI vAtane te amala, vahelo thAya. vyApaze vizvamAM akramavijJAna ekatA : dAdA, pacAseka varSamAM akramavijJAna kUla phalejamAM AvI jaze ? dAdAzrI : ghaNuM kharuM phelAI jaze. paccIsa varSamAM te ghaNuM phelAI jaze. praznakartA : paradezamAM paNa svIkAraze ! dAdAzrI : nA paradezamAM jarUra nahI. paradezane te Ane paDagho paDaze ane tyAM emane ema badhuM sIdhuM thaI jaze. paradezamAM te vAtAvaraNa phelAze. pachI A nAma UMdhuM che, te pAchuM UMdhuM thaI jaze. apaseTa che te seTaapa thaI jaze. pachI phelAze. te A moTA mANase tyAM pAkaze krAIsTa jevA, te A zarU karaze. ApaNe tyAMya bahu pAze badhAM.
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________________ 127 cAlaze saikAo sudhI ! A necarala mAga UbhuM thaye che, necarala ! eTale mAre enI varIjha nahI karavAnI, taiyAra che ja enI meLe. lagabhaga eka hajAra sudhI A mArga cAlaze pachI pAchA baMdha thaI jaze...kAraNake DAunamAM jatuM che ne ! avasarpiNI kALa che. eTale DAunamAM jatuM che ne ! utsapiNa kALa eTale upara jate, vadhate, A nIce jatuM che eTale bahu hAIkalAsa jamAno AvavAno che. eTale hAIkalAsa ke kaI kALe jovAmAM na AvyuM hoya evo ! samaja paDIne ? ane varlDa tAjuba thaI jaze. praznakartA: 2005mAM te hindustAna AkhA jagatanuM kendra thaI gayuM haze ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, paNa e te amuka ja kALa rahevAnuM. pachI pAchuM hatuM tevuM ne tevuM thaI jaze. - kALa te sAre AvavAne paNa te thoDA vakhata mATe AvazepaNa pachI te eTale badhe slIpa AvavAne. A kALa che te lapasaNo Ave che. have avasarpiNI kALa eTale lapasakALa lapasaNe kALa eTale thoDA vakhata pachI dharma jevI vastu baMdha thaI javAnI. avasarpiNI eTale chelalAmAM chelluM pachI dhama vagara khalAsa thaI javAnuM. A chelAmAM chelluM zeDo vakhata dharmanu zeDuM ajavALuM thaze. te hajAra-be hajAra varSa raheze. pachI dhama AthamavA mAMDaze. pAkaze pratyakSa paraMparAo ! praznakartA H badhA ApanI pAse dAdA lagabhaga kramikamAMthI ahIM AvyA akramamAM. have akramamAM ApanI pAse AvyA pachI baMdhane potapotAnI rIte anubhava thayo paNa dAdA, akramanI aMdara vizeSatA e thaI ke pratyakSa puruSa maLI gayo. have dAdA, e pratyakSa purUSa maLI gayo. e pratyakSatA te amuka vakhata pachI pratyakSatA te haze ja nahI ne ? . dAdAzrI : hA, barAbara che. praznakartA che. have e jayAre pratyakSatA nahIM hoya jJAnI puruSanI. tyAre akramamAge che badhA AvelA haze. ene pratyakSane jega thaI gayo che. tenI vAta bAju para rAkhuM chuM. paNa pachInA akramamAM je badhA AvelA haze te vakhate pratyakSane jega nahI hoya ?
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________________ 128 dAdAzrI : thavAne, thavAne ne ! praznakartA : pratyakSapuruSane jaga emane darekane maLaze ! dAdAzrI : e te badhuM badhuM maLaze. AgaLa cAlu rahevAnuM. praznakata : cAlu rahevAnuM e pramANe ? dAdAnI : e badhuM cAlu rahevAnuM. samaja paDIne ? praznakartA : paNa akramamAgamAM e pratyakSapurUSanI jarUra te paDaro ne ? dAdA eka pratyakSa vagara te cAle ja nahI ne ? manakata : pratyakSa vagara te cAle ja nahI ne. dAdAzrI : AgaLa mAga nahI te baMdha thaI jAya. praznakartA H AgaLa mAga nahI te baMdha thaI jAya ! dAdAmI ? eTale pratyakSa puraSa cAlaze. A zeraDIno sAMThe hoya te AkhuM cUse tyAre be baDavA mahI vakhate nIkaLe. ekAda-be. paNa Akhe (sAMThe) saDI gayela hoya. badhAne ekeka Ape te ApaNuM ene cUsavI ke pAchI ApI devI bhaIne ? praznakata : pAchI ja ApI devI paDe ? dAdAzrI : bhaI, aMkabaMdha tamArI pAchI laI jAva bA, bIjA bIjA keIne Apaje. ame bahu khAdhI che, zeraDI. kahIe. zuM kahyuM, evuM A kRmikamAga che ne te saDI gayelA sAMThA je thaI gayela che. caDI gayele sAMTha hoya ne te kramikamArga AkhAya. zuM thAya te ! mUMjhAya jAyane mANasa. are ! kemeya kaMi paDI nathI. lokene mehabajAra phUla phalejha cAle che ne lekaneya kaMI paDatI nathI. , - manamAM jevuM hoya evuM vANImAM bAlene, ne evuM vartanamAM Ave te ja cAle. nahIM te kramikamArga baMdha thaI jAya. praznakata : ApanI pAsethI sAMbhaLavuM hatuM. kAraNa ke keTalIka vakhata amArI musIbata zuM evI thayelI ke kRpALudeva AvuM kahetA hatA, kRpALudeva AvuM kahetA hatA, ema kahIne badhAe kRpALudeva zuM kahetA hatA ema kahIne badhAe potapotAnuM badhuM mUkyuM. have A je che te dAdA, eTalA mATe, meM Apane pUchayuM ke pachIthI A paNa zakayatA UbhI na thAya. eTalA mATe dAdA, ke akamanI aMdara pratyakSa puruSa darekane maLI raheze.
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________________ dAdAzrI : A te amuka TAIma sudhI A akramamArga sArI rIte maLI raheze badhuM. praznakartA H amuka TAIma. hA. amuka TAIma. dAdAzrI ; cAmuka kama sudhI kAraNa ke je ja ahIMthI vINIne mokalI devAnuM che. eTale ja vaNAI jaze eTale khalAsa thaI jaze pachI ja phlAyakAta rahaye nahIM ne ? eTale jaththA patuM ja che A. praznakartA H A jaththA pUratuM e Apa je akramika mArga kahe che te eTalA mATe ja. e kALamAM Apa' haze ? praznakata H e kALa jevA mATe tame raheze dAdA ? tame tamAruM AyuSya tyAM sudhI laMbAvaze ? ane na lakhAvavuM hoya te bIje janma leze ? " dAdAzrI : e te pUruM karavuM paDe ne e te je ApeluM vacana te pUruM karavuM paDe ne ?! e janma lIdhA joya rahe. eTale e bAbatamAM vicAra karavA jevuM nathI enuM kArya pUruM karaze. agara heya kharAM ? muMbaImAM be jayotiSIoe hyuM, bane judAM judAM rahenArAM, abhiprAya AvyA ke dAtA, sase rahevAnA che. eka jaNe kahyuM. savAso varSa riheze jayAM ne tyAM savA varSa kahe che. ane, rahe teya vadhe nathI. nA rahe teya-vAM nathI. varlDa regyulara ja ! praznakartA H tamAruM AyuSya keTaluM che ? dAdAzrI : mAruM ? huM maravAne nathI. te AyuSya kevuM pUche ?! huM te maravAne ja nathI huM amara thaIne beThele chuM ane lokone amara karuM chuM. te pachI amAruM AyuSya zuM pharavAnuM ? praznakartA te tamArI gerahAjarImAM zuM ? dAdAzrI : mArI gerahAjarImAM regyuleTara varlDane regyulara ja rAkhaze. upara regyuleTara opha dhI vaDe che. e meM joyeluM che ne regyuleTara opha dhI vaDA jagatane niratara regyulara ja rAkhaze. eka kSaNavAra jagatamAM anyAya thatuM nathI. A anyAya thAya che keTemAM!
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________________ mArI gerahAjarI pachI A paraMparA cAlyA ja karavAnI. thoDA kALa pachI A paraMparAya UDI jaze pAchI. pachI pAchuM bIju kazuM Avaze. A te jagata cAlyA ja kare che. kaMIka prakAza te rahevAne !! praznakata : jema atyAre A zrImadanuM cAle che, bhagavAna mahAvIranuM cAle che, je pAchalA yugapuruSanuM cAle che. tamArA gayA pachI mahAtmAo te kadAca ziSya thaine raheze, paNa A jagatanA leka zuM karaze ? dAdAzrI : zuM karavAnuM ? guru pAse bese badhAM. praznakartA : paNa guru te che nahIM. tame ne ? dAdAzrI : kahevA mAtrane guru te kharAne ! pitAnI dRSTimAM te AkhA jagatane huM ziSya chuM, paNa kahevAnA te kharAM ne. praznakartA : e te mahAtmAo mAnaze. paNa bahArane, je hindustAnanI janarala pablika che. e nahI mAne. emanI vAta karuM chuM. dAdAzrI : hA, janarala te nA mAne. praznakartA H hA, te e zu karaze pachI ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe zuM jarUra, zuM karaze ? praznakartA : ApaNe zuM jarUra, evuM kema belAya ? dAdAzrI : paNa e te badhA emanI samajaNa pramANe ja karene! praznakartA H te pachI tyAM te guru joIene. akramanA guru pAkaze pAchA ? dAdAzrI : e te evuM ja pAchuM, A te apavAda keka phera utpanna thAya . khare dherI raste te pele ja ne ! praznakartA : paNa tamArA maMdira te leka bAMdhavAnA, sTecyuM mUkavAnAM. badhuMya karavAnAM ane mAthA phoDaze ja ne ? jema A zrImadanA Azrama bAMdhyA che, evuM badhuM te kaMI karavAnA ja ne ? dAdAzrI : evuM ja karavAnAM. e te sAruM karyuM 'tuM. A te ethIya bhUMDuM karaze have. manakartA : ene mATe huM karuM chuM ke kaMIka karavAnuM kahuM chuM. e bhUMDuM nA kare ne vadhAre sAruM kare. enA mATe.
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________________ 131 dAdAzrI: e hamaNe thoDA vakhata sAruM karaze. ApaNuM akrama cAlaze. tyAM sudhI. pachI nahI. ApaNe te thoDA-vakhatanuM sUryanArAyaNanuM ajavALuM che. DA-vakhata mATe. pachI aMdhAruM ghera pAchuM. praznakartA : paNa sUrya AthamI jAya che teya ene kaMika te prakAza rahe che. , dAdAzrI : hA, raheze. paNa amuka varSa sudhI raheze. pachI pAchuM UDI javAnuM ne. prakAza rahevAne te kharo- emane ema gaLyuM nathI A. A jevuM nahI paDe. A je kharAba jevuM che ne. evuM nahIM javuM paDe. jene jagata svIkAraze, tenu cAlaze ! praznakartA : A5 kahe che ke mArI pAchaLa 40-50 hajAra raDanArA haze, paNa ziSya ekaya nahI hoya. eTale tame zuM kahevA mAMgo cho? dAdAzrI : mAre ziSya koI nahI hoya. A kaMI gAdI nathI. gAdI hoya te vArasadAra thAyane ! tame pitarAI tarIke vArasadAra thavA Ave. ahI te jenuM cAlaze tenuM cAlaze. je badhAne ziSya thaze tenuM kAma thaze. ahI te leke jene svIkAraze tenuM cAlaze. je laghutama thaze. tene jagata svIkAraze ! paDaghA saikAo sudhI ! praznakartA : te pachI ame je mahAtmAo pAchaLa rahIzuM, e zuM karaze ? dAdAzrI : A badhA je che te sAmA mANasone badhAne A vicAro dekhADaze. praznakartA ke, amArA dAdA AvuM kahetA'tA dA. tema kahetA'tA? dAdAzrI : nA, ema nahI. jAte ja pachI kahevAnuM. praznakartA H e te koI mAne nahI. e vacanabaLa joIe ne? ema te kaI mAnatuM haze ? keI A jagatamAM leka mAne ? dAdAzrI : paNa jeTalA thAya eTalA te kaheze ja. pachI bIjA badhA dAdA kahetAM'tA, ema karIne kaheze. potAnI parsanAliTI hoya te sAme ekasepTa kare. praznakartA : e te cAlIsa hajAramAMthI ekeya e nathI dekhAte. atyAre te nathI dekhAte, paNa bhaviSyamAMya nahI dekhAya ekeya ?
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________________ 132 dAH thaze. badhA bahu sarasa thavAnA. ekadama araya thaI javAnA. je je te kharA. ekadama sarasa ! enAM te have varSa sudhI paDaghA paDayA karavAnA che. A te emane ema gaNDa naMthI A, praznakartA : hA, te eTale ja huM kahuM chuM te pachI keka te thaze ne ? pAkaze ne ? dAdAzrI: are badhA bahu sarasa pAkaze ! praznakartA: atyAre kaMI pakave te jotA jaIe ne ? dAdAzrI : e te jhapATAbaMdha thaze. atyAre thaI rahyuM che dhIme dhIme. paNa Ama khabara na paDe. bahAranI khabara nA paDe. aMDara grAunDa thaI rahyuM che. juone tamArI vANI badalAya che, badhuM badalAvA mAMDayuM. juo 'ajAyabI ja che ne ?! - jaya saccidAnaMda mahAsattAe pheze phaTAkaDA ! praznakata : A vastInI e kyAre Avaze? vastI kayAre ghaTaze? dAdAzrI : have A zarU thaI gaI che. bIginiga ahI thaI gaI che, zarU thaI gayuM che. be hajAranI sAlamAM vastI ghaTatI, ghaTatI, aDadhI vastI thaI jaze. aDhI abaja khalAsa thai jaze mANasa ! e kaMI bombathI khalAsa thaI javAnI nathI. leka jANe ke laDhAithI marI jaze. paNa nA. laDhAI mArI mArIne zuM mAre ? laDhAI nukazAna bahu kare. mAryA karatAM bIjA mANasane DIphema banAve. praznakartA H e laDhabathI vastI ochI nathI thavAnI ? dAdAzrI : nA, nA, A te kudarata pharI vaLaze. A laI e kudaratamAM ja AvI jAya che. mANasanA laDhavAnA khela che ja nahI. kudaratanI IcchA che A ! oTa AvI rahI che A. mANasa nimitta dekhAya eTaluM ja ! AvuM cAle nahI, AvI duniyA cAlatI haze ? bhayaMkara dagA phaTakA, luccAIo, herAnagatio, cerIo, badamAzIo badhuM ja cAle ja kema karIne ? '
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________________ 133 praznakartA: Aja A duniyAnI aMdara eTabamba, aNuba ne e badhuM banAvyuM che, enA kAraNe zuM lAge che duniyAmAM ? duniyAne zuM asara thaze ? * * * :"* - ' . . ? | dAdAzrI : je hetu mATe banAvyA che, banAvatI vakhate vicAra heya ke bhaI A kAma karavA mATe ApaNe banAvIe chIe, e pachI lakheluM hoya ke orala (maukhika) hoya, paNa je hetu mATe, banAvyA te maNiI jharala hoya teya maho e dareka bombanI aMdara lakhAI gayAM che. eTale te hetu mATe ja phUTaze. e phUTavAnA kharA, paNa te hetu mATe phUTaze. eTale amerikAvALAe raziyAne mAravA mATe banAvyA che. ane raziyAvALAe emane mATe. e benAM sAmasAmI phaTAkaDA phoDI nAkhaze tamane te dalAlI nahI maLe. eTale je bhAve kyAM ne te bhAve ja tyAM vaparAI jaze neTa, kara inDiyA ! A garIba dezane mATe keNa banAve ? e te zrImata: dezanA garIba dezo mATe beMba kyAMthI hoya ? A phahe ke beba kaMithI, lAvIzuM? beba te meMghA bhAvanA hoya ne zuM ApaNe tyAM kayAMthI paDavAne ? tyAre kahe, boMba ApaNe tyAM nahIM paDe ? meM kahyuM, pAkistAna cakhADI deze. pAkistAne kahe che ke amane traNa vakhata cakhADayuM che. ane pelA lekone (amerikAvALA) Ape ahI nAkhI deze. inDiyAmAM. pAkistAna pADozI che ne ? te kaI dahADe, ApaNI pAse khAdhAya. hoya ne ? bAkI ApaNe tyAM baba, bAbu kyAMthI ?, have Amane pUrI.. enajI mATe vAparavA hoya teya beba enAthI vaparAya nahI. kAraNa ke je hetuthI banAvelA te hetuthI ja vaparAya. je bhAvathI karyuM te bhAvathI ja vaparAya. kAra ke kudarata bhUlatI nathI. tame bhUlI jAva. praznakartA H pachI bhAva badalAya che ? dAdAzrI : nA cAle. vastumAM nA cAle. tamAre cAle tame bhAva badale te chUTI jAya. paNa vastu enI e. eTale vastuo badhI, phaTAkaDA phUTI javAnA badhA phaDAphaDa, kuDAphaDA badhA phUTI javAnA. samajAyuM ne ? paNa bIja plegacALe ne e badhuM bahuM thaze. A dariye te e. uchALe mAraze ke madrAsamAM rahevuM bhAre paDI jaze, madrAsamAM, muMbaImAM para reDanA phaleTamAM TuleTaranAM pATiyAM lAgaze. karoDo-karoDonA phaleTamAM * : **, ?
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________________ 134 gAbhese baMdhAze. koI rahevA AvanAra nahI hoya. ane bIje kayAMya eka bamba paDaye ne teya ahIMnA leka badhA cakalAnI peThe phaphaDIne dezamAM nAsI jaze !! tyAre vaDodarAnA phaleTanI kiMmata Avaze. vaDodarA te 60 phUTa (dariyAnI sapATIthI) upara che. eTale pANI aDe nahI, bahu tyAre 20/25 phUTa caDhe.. praznakartA : eTale varlDa vera thaze ? dAdAzrI : varDa vera thaze. temAM te jaNeya badhAya kaMI nahI marI javAnAM. e te A amerikAvALA pelAne mAraze te pelAM (rAsiyAvALAM) Amane mAraze. praznakartA H evuM hoya te ame (amerikAvALA je chIe) te InDiyA. dAdA : e te evuM che ne, satyugamAM pAMca TakA bhraSTAcAra hoya che, pachI kaLiyugamAM 80 TakA bhraSTAcAra hoya. eTale kaLiyugamAM AjanA yuganA pramANamAM vadhyuM che. ane yuganA hisAbe mANasonI vastI vadhatI jAya. ane guMgaLAmaNa vadhatI jAya. bhraSTAcAra nA karavo hoya te karavuM paDe. ema karIne zIkhI jAya che. have cAlaze nahI peAla ! tamane samajAya evI vAta kahuM te ! jayAre tyAre sAcI vAta te samajavI paDaze ne ? piluM kyAM sudhI cAlaze ? A piluM kADhavA mATe te huM A 77 varSanI umara pharuM chuM. AkhA varSanuM peluM kADhavA taiyAra thaI gayo chuM. A pila ja rahevI nA joie. praznakartA : tame piluM kADhavA taiyAra thayA che, paNa sAmAvALAnuM udaya nA hoya te kaI rIte kADhI zake ? dAdAzrI : hA, e ja kahuM chuM ne, sAmAvALAne udaya nA hoya te nIkaLI zakatuM nathI. paNa have ene AvavAne ja che. tamAruM puNya jAgazene ! ne lekenuM puNya jAgazene ? me 2005mAM hindustAna varlDanuM kendra thaI gayuM haze evuM lakhyuM che. have pila UDI ja javAnI che badhI. '39nI sAlathI atyAra sudhI pila cAlyuM badhuM. te have haju ekAda-be varSamAM theDuM-ghaNuM cAlaze.
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________________ 135 pachI khalAsa thaI jaze. avaLI vRtti che. avaLA vicAra che. duniyAne avaLe durupayoga kare che, e badhAM khalAsa thaI jaze ! paccIsa so varSathI hindustAnamAM zuM cAle che ? ke dharmamAM ujajaDa gAmamAM eMraDo pradhAna jevuM thaI gayuM che. dharma jevI vastu ja nathI rahI. adharmane dharma mAnya che A lekae. ane evuM te zemAMya bhaTakatuM hoya. tenI A dazA che ne ! A hindustAna deza te A hoya?! taraphaDe che Akho dahADo. rAta-divasa taraphaDATa, taraphaDATa taraphaDATa, haze ke nahI heya ? joyele taraphITa koI dahADo! joyele? kayAM joyele praznakartA : mArAmAM joyele. dAdAzrI : tamArAmAM joyele ? e te Do-ghaNe taraphaDATa hoya tamAre kaMI bahu heya ? praznakata H ghaNe. dAdAzrI : ema ! cekabaMdha ? mAchalAM taraphaDe ema tavaphaDI rahyuM che. jagata peAla pedala chatAM kAyadesara ! (2) praznakartA : dAdA, te chatAMya navanirmANa kema thayuM ? "74mAM amAre pathara kema khAvA paDayA ? dAdAzrI : evu che, atyAre A kaLiyuga che, ane pAcho ene sonAne kaLaza caDhe che, te zebhAyamAna Toca upara gayuM hatuM, evuM A enI chelI Toca upara gayo che. eTale AmAM AvuM ja hoya ne ! ApaNe have aAzA AthI vizeSa zuM rAkhIe ? kaLiyuga Taca upara beThe che ! A badhI TocanI nizAnI ja kahevAyane ! praznakartA A te purANee nakakI karyuM ke A dvApara, A tretA, A satayuga-paNa Ane kaMI aMta te AvatuM nathI. dAdAzrI badhuM aMtavAyuM che. ema hoya ja nahI, gamyuM nathI. A riNita che evuM. praznakartA: AmAM saMtoSa nathI thatuM. A badhuM gappAM jevuM ja lAge che. | dAdAzrI : paNa Ama rAkhyuM che kharuM Ama pilapala che ane rAma kAyadesara che.
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________________ 136 pila pikaI daSTie? eka mANasa khare mAranAre hato. te jajeya kahe ke pele mAre che, paNa e kAyadAmAM AvatuM nathI. mAra ene cheDI devuM paDe che. eTale e dRSTie A jagata palapala che. ane kAyadesara kevI rIte che? kudaratanA kAyadAmAM Avela keI chUTate nathI. kudaratanA kAyadAmAM bhUla-keine cheDatI nathI. talavAra vIMjhAze ! adalA kahe che ke mArI talavAra cAlaze. tyAre mArI talavArathI jitAroke tArI talavArathI ? tu te dayALu che. manuSya jAtine dayALu ja che ne ! pele sAheba, sAheba kare eTale A ogaLI jAya. ene A alAnI talavAra juma atyAre moTara jeDa athaDIvAnuM che. evuM ApaNane dekhAya chatAMya tyAM AgaLa ApaNe jaIe, ADA-avaLA vicAra paNa nA karAya. raNamAM mIThI vIraDI ! A cauda varSa te badhAM sAkara kasoTIne TAIma che. 82thI zarUAta thAya te hada sudhI bAkI je dahADe ame kahyuM che te dahADe varlDanuM kendra thaI gayuM haze ema lakhyuM che, paNa atyAre kendra thaI - A vaida varSa kasoTIne TAima AvI rahyo che. kasoTInA TAImanI jarUra hatI kharI ? mahAkata : e banene ThaMdra atyAre cAlI rahyo hoya ema lAge che. eka bAju sArA satene sAMbhaLavA maLe che. ane bIjI bAju kALAbajAra ne bhraSTAcAra dUSaNa vadhatAM ja jAya che. dAdAzrI : evuM che ne, saMtapuruSe te kazuM karatAM nathI khAlI pANI chAMTe kare che. A agni badhI varasI rahI che enI para pANI chAMTayA kare che. bIjI kazI helapa karI zake nahI ne ! e te kALa kALanuM kAma karI rahyo che. atyAre A kaLiyuga che te Toca upara zobhAyamAna thayelA che !!! saMpUrNa Toca para, te sonAno kaLaza hau caDhI gayuM che. eTale pachI evuM ja hoyane atyAra ?! atyAre have kaLiyuga nAno nathI, have saMpUrNa thaI gaye. A te haju to zekAya che pachI taLAya che, pachI badhI jAta jAtanI kriyAo thaze. tyAra pachI
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________________ 137. ThaMDakane vega cAlu karaze ! eTale hamaNA te bhajiyAM taLAya ema A mane talaI rahyAM che. mAchalAM taraphaDe ema taraphaDe che. tamArA mAnyAmAM na ANe che enuM ? eTale A taraphaDe che loko ! ne tevA kALamAM A kaMIka kudaratanI yArI thaI haze te amane nimitta banAvyA che, temAM A pANI che TAyuM che, te zAMti dekhI, nahI ne zAMti kevI hoya, te bA kALamAM ? jayAM kaLiyuga meca upara gaye che, Topa uparane zobhAyamAna kaLiyuga, tyAM AgaLa AvuM kayAMthI hoya ? paNa ke praNayazALI che ane huM nimitta chuM, tethI A kAma thaI gayuM che ! kanI puau jAgI che ! navA kAna, navI duniyA ! praznakartA : pachI kRSNa bhagavAnanI duniyA Avaze ? dAdAzrI : e te mahAbhAratamAM laDhAI laDhatA'tA, e laDhavADa nahI rahe have. praznakartA : te be hajarI sAla pachI zuM ? dAdAzrI : netAnI duniyA nahIM, Ave A te satayuganI duniyA nahI. satayugathI uparanA kALanI duniyA Avaze kRSNa bhagavAnane tretAnI duniyA. e jhagaDA mAra teAphAna, mAra tephAna, mahAbhAratamAM vekAna, tephaM, evI duniyA nahI. pharsTakalAsa, natrI duniyA Avaze. satayugeya kahevAya nahI, satayugathI UMco kALa ! praznakartA : pachI rAmarAjaya AvI jaze evuM kahevA? dAdAzrI : rAmarAjaya nahIM, rAmarAjayamAM te bahu duHkha hatuM. kharuM sukha ja have Avaze. have satayuga Avaze. satayuga eTale pele patayasa nahI. A satarAga eTale kadaruganI aMdara A tarasaga.jema zaninI mahAdazA beThI hoyane, temAM gurunI dayA Ave eTale e sukhI thaI jaya. e zatrimAM aMtarayA he che. e A aMtarayuga AvavAno che. te thoDAka ja hAra hAlara varSa mATe. eTale bahu UMce sthAne ! eha! barDamA koI dahADe yAM nA hoya evAM sukha badhAne haze. .
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________________ 138 bhatsmAM khUle vicAradazA ! satayugamAM vicArazIla leke ja nahatAM. ane A te vicArazIla sAthenuM. khUba vicArazIla loko ! A lekamAM vicAra Devalapa nahI thayA? majUreya vicArazIla thaye, pahelAM te zeTheya vicArazIla nahetA. satayugamAM te badhI cIje ghera beThAM maLe. eTale vicAra ja zAne karavAne ? mazInarI AIDala. satayugamAM badhAnI mazInarI AIDala khAM, sIdhAM, badhI rIte paNa kaze vicAra karavo nA paDe. dareka vastu ghI-tela badhuM Ave ne e kahevuM ya nA paDe. besavuM na paDe. chokare paiNe te vaha enI meLe AvI maLe. cheDI hoya te vararAjA enI meLe AvI maLe. ane A lekane te A khADeya nathI maLatI. te kalamAMthI lAvavuM paDe. te vicArI-vicArIne AkhuM Devalepa thayuM. dAdAzrI : nA, keIkoinA AdhAre che nahI banyAM. vakhata Ave tyAre unALe thAya. vakhata Ave tyAre rAta thAya. dahADo thAya, eno pitAne TAIma Ave eTale bhajavI jAya. hAni- vRddhi evuM nathI kahetuM. amuka mANase ja A thAya che. e niyamathI thayA kare. praznakata ? ne A badhA dharatIkaMpa thAya, sAyakalana (vAvAjheDa) thAya, laDhAI thAya, e badhuM hAnivRddhinA AdhAre nahi. dAdAzrI : karmanA udayane e badhAM. badhA udaya bhogavI rahyA che. manuSyanI vRddhi thatI hoya ne teya dharatIkaMpa thayA kare. je hAnivRddhinAM AdhIna hoya te nA thAya ne ?! tamane kema lAge che ? praznakata : Ape pahelAM kahyuM hatuM ne ke bharatI, oTa, bharatI hAya pachI oTa thAya che, evI hAni-vRddhi, vastI vadhI jAya, pachI pAchI ochI thaI jAya. dAdAzrI : nA, e te evI rAte ame A samajAvIe chIe ke hAni-vRddhinA AdhAre che A jagata AkhuM ! jema bharatI thAya pachI oTa thAya che. praznakata : e ja niyama ahI lAgu paDe ne? hAni vRddhino? dAdAzrI : dharatIkaMpa thAya che te hAni-vRddhinA AdhAre nathI hAni-vRdidhanA AdhAre hoya te te pachI vRddhi thatI hoya, te te pachI mANasanI vRddhi thatI hoya, hAni na thatI hoya, hAni pachI vRddhi thatI hoya. vRddhi zarU thaI gaI hoya,
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________________ 139 pachI dharatIkaMpa thAya nahIM evuM lakhe che A jatiSI leke ! kharekhara e dharatIkaMpa udayane AdhIna che. banakartA H jene bhegavavAne che ene udaya ? dAdAzrI : udaya. jAnavarone badhAMne. dAdAzrI : hA, sAmuhika udaya Ave. juone, A hIrozImA ne nAgAsAkIne udaya Avye hatuM ne ! ahI paNa sTeTisTikasa cAle ? eTale eka bAju A methemeTikalavALA che te gaNatarI lakhyA kare che, 2000mAM vastI ATalI thaI jaze, lokone khAvAnuM kazuM rahevAnuM nathI. muMbaInI vastI ATalI thaze, hindustAnanI ATalI thaze. te methemeTikasathI jue che. peparamAM nathI AvatuM ? praznakartA : hA, dAdAzrI : e zenA jevI vAta che. te tamane kahuM? eka karo cauda varSano hato tyAre 4 ne " hA. ane 14 varSane thaye eTale 5" ne 1"ne thaye eTale A leke kahe ke pAMca varSamAM eka phUTa vadhyuM te sATha varSe keTalA kUTa thaze ! samaja paDIne ? enA jevI vAta kare che A leke ! ' A jagatanuM kaIpaNa jAtanuM bhaviSya keIthI bhAkhI zakAya nahi. zAstrane AdhAra, jatiSa zAstrane AdhAra nA laI zakAya. jatiSa sAcuM hoya te ja bolI zakAya. nahI te belavuM e gune che. ane jayotiSeya bhagavAne kahyuM ke, duniyAne hela5 thatuM hoya te bolaje. ne nA. hepa thatuM hoya te bolIza nahI, ke duniyAnuM Ama thaI javAnuM che ne tema thaI javAnuM che. lekene UlaTI mAnasika asara te thayA kare. che. muMbaInI ATalI vastI thaI jaze ne Ama thaI jAya ne tema. praznakartA: jJAnI puruSe bhaviSyanuM bhAkhI zake ke nahI ? dAdAzrI : nA eka akSaya e bele nahI. amAruM kAle zuM thavAnuM che, e amane ja khabara nathI, pachI huM zuM kahuM te ? enakartA : dAdAe kIdhuM ne ke 2005mAM valarDanuM kendra thaze.
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________________ dAdAzrI : e amAruM darzana che, sUga che, kaMI bhaviSyanA nI ame nathI. ane e pada amane AvatuM hatuM evuM che e pa. bhArI pAse AvatuM hoya te tene pAchuM kADhaje. e pada khamavALuM che. hamaNuM tamAra juhu pharavA javuM che, te tamane e para AvyuM heya bhaviSyanI daSTi thaI gayelI hoya, bhUtakALa, bhaviSyakALa badhuM dekhAtuM ja hoya te pachI tamane jaha javAne mahI vicAra Avye ke tarata ja peluM dazana dekhAya ke sAmI gADI Avaze ne athaDAze A. bhaviSyanuM ahI AgaLa, jJAna thAya ene, jatAM ja. bele have te vakhate enI zI dazA thAya? te ghaDIe pale mANasa zuM kare ? praznakartA bacavAne prayatna kare. dAdAzrI : tyArathI piluM jJAna jatuM rahe, e jJAna Take kayAre ke ema ja, jema dekhAya tevuM ja kara. te ja sahaja rahe te ja, amArI pAse e AveluM. te pAchu kADheluM amane e nA joIe. sahaja rahe te kAmanuM che. kANa kahevAya ke ApaNe enI pAse paDAvI laIe, laI levAnI bhAvanA e aNahakakanuM kahevAya. ApaNe gherathI nIkaLyA hoIe. evI IcchAthI ke mAre eka Taka bacAvI levuM che, tene tyAM jaIne jamI laIzuM te e aNahakkanuM kahevAya. pachI e ApaNane jamADe kharAM paNa ApaNe gherathI evI bhASanA karIne nIkaLyAM ke vIzImAM khAtAM hoIe ne manamAM thAya heDane tyAM khAvA jaie, ApaNa aDhI. rUpiyA te bacaze. te ye aNahakanuM kahevAya. aNahakakanuM ApaNane khabara paDI jama ke A aNahakkanuM che. A aNahakkavALAne te A aNahakkanuM bheLuM karyuM aNahakkanuM kene kahevAya. e badhI samajaNa pADIene, te e samajI jAya. tarata ene eNe je je kareluM hoya ne e badhuM ya jJAna hAjara thAya. ane e jJAna ja pachI ene kayA kare. reja kayA kare. eTale ahI sAMbhaLI jAyane toye ene pachI eTalAM pApa ochAM thaI jAya. jenA pApa ochAM thavAnAM hoya ne tyAre te ene A sAMbhaLavAnuM maLe. ane je kadI ene "jJAna" maLe ne te te emAM AkhAM bIja ja baLI jAya. roga sApha thaI jAya. strI ne A roga
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________________ 141 te ene ghaDIvAra jhaMpIne besavA nA de. meM vIchI sAthe DaMkha mAre evA DaMkha mahI vAge. ane pApa thatAM hoya tyAre e bicArAM vadhAre jIve ! bhagAvane kahyuM tuM ke puNya thatAM hoya te vadhAre jIvaje. pApa thatAM hoya te vahelo jaje, paNa jaya zI rIte ? nasIbamAM lakhelAM pApa karavAnAM che te badhAM eTale jIva jIva kya kare dIvALI upara dIvALI kADhe. kavi zuM kahe che, hajI zvAsa khUTa nathI, tyAra pahelAM cetI jAne, pele pUla tuTavAno thayela che. tyAra pahelAM pelI bAju jatAM rahe, he bhraSTAcArIo ahIthI bhAga. sAmI pAra jatAM rahA, nahI te mAryA gayAM jANaje. sAcI bhUmikAmAM pahoMcI jAva. hajI cete. ane ApaNA hindustAnanAM mANasone te pApa- pazcAtApathI devAI jAya. badhAM pApa khalAsa thaI jAya. khAlI pazcAtApa je zIkhI jAya ne teye bahu thaI gayuM. ahIM zabdo sAMbhaLene te e mahI pesaze ne te zabda ja ene pazcAtApa karAvaze. bAkI amane ema te pazcAtApa kare evAM nathI. A te badhA samajadAra ja hatAM ne te ja bhraSTAcArI thayAM che. eTale samajadArane te A samajAze ne ! praznakata : A5 A vANI bele che. ame ATalAM badhAM sAMbhaLIe chIe, paNa jene kharekharI asara thAya che te te ghaNI UMcI dazAne pAme che. dAdA bI : hA, jeTalI asara thAya eTaluM gADuM cAlyuM A te cetanavANI che. maDaduM paNa bole evI vANI che ! kudarata zuM kahe che, avAja uThAve, pachI kAya kudarata kare che. tame avAja uThAve ke kAya kudaratI rIte cAlu thaI jAya che, avAja na uThAve tyAM sudhI kudarata kArya kare ja nahI. - hAnivRddhine niyama ! ekazana ne rIekazana ! ekazana thayA vagara rIekazana thAya nahI koI dADe. bharatI ne oTa, tyAre leAka kahe che, 2000nI sAlamAM vastI eTalI badhI thaI jaze ke...! bharatI oTane zuM samaju. gAMDiyAM bharatI oTane tuM zuM samaju AmAM ?! A jagata kaMI magajamArI che ? A jagata magajamArI nathI, magajamArInI bahAranI vastu che A te ! magajamArI jevuM nA cAle
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________________ 142 te bahAranI vastu che A te ! A jagata magajamArI na hoya. lokee magajamArI karIne ke be hajAramAM ATalI vastI thaze ! badhA gAMDA kADhe che ! bharatI oTa ! A badhI vastImAM bharatI thaI che, have eTa Avaze. ane manamAMya bharatI oTa Ave tyAre mahI kudAkuda kare. bharatI AvI te nA samajavuM ke atyAra bharatImAM che mana ! pachI DIpresananI oTa Ave te ApaNe kahIe ke DIprezana bhale AvyuM. hamaNe bharatI Avaze pachI. jagata kevI rIte cAlI rahyuM che, kevI rIte pravahana badhuM thaI rahyuM che, e ame joI zakIe chIe. praznakata : hA, dAdAzrI : strIpuruSe sarakhA kema thAya che ? vadhatAM-ochAM kema thAya che. dareka dezamAM laDayA pAke ja. dareka dezamAM pAke tenuM zuM kAraNa ? tyAre kahe ke, bIjA joDe laDhavuM paDe te lazkara kayAMthI lAve ? praznakartA: e hAnivRddhinA niyamane AdhAre che ne ? hAnivRddhinA niyama che enA AdhAre A badhuM thatuM haze ne ? dAdAzrI : nA, nA. jatA rahevAthI kaMI tamane ochuM choDavAnuM hatuM. tyAM pAchuM pAkistAnanuM... enA karatAM ahIM besIne je Ave emAM karekaTa. praznakartA : raziyA ane amerikA be vacce laDhAI thAya, te ame InDiyA hAIe te bacI jaIene ? dAdAzrI : paNa InDiyAmAM che te A amerikAne sAmAna laI ane pAkistAna InDiyA upara pheDaze. pAkistAna ekale ja ! amerikA ApaNane kazuM nahI karavAnuM ApaNane te ApaNuM pADozI ekalA ja ja InAma Ape. bIju kaI inAma nA Ape. eTale bhaDakavAnI jarUra nathI. je che te ghera beThAM AvavAnuM che. kudaratI visAmaNa, ghauMne kAMkarAnuM mane lokee pUchayuM ke hindustAnamAM ghaNI vastI ochI thaI jaze. emAM koNa raheze ne kenI vastI ochI thaze ? tyAra meM emane kahyuM ke AkhI duniyAmAM moTAmAM moTe bhraSTAcAra cAlatuM hoya to hindustAnamAM che. bIje bhraSTAcAra cAle che paNa Avo nahI. A Devalapa karele nahI. bIje aMDara Devalapa bhraSTAcAra che ane A te kulI Devalapa bhraSTAcAra.
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________________ 143 peparavALA amane pUchatA hatA ke AmAM dAdAjI ApanuM zuM maMtavya che ? tyAre meM kahyuM ghauM ne kAMkarA beu judA paDI jaze. tyAre e kahe, e amane samajAyuM nahI. tame tamArI bhASAmAM kahI che.' tyAre meM kahyuM ApaNA leAkA vepArIne tyAM ApaNe ghauM levA jaIe te vepArI kaheze ke A dasa guNA tame laI jAva. ApaNe kahIe ke A ghauM ja che ne ? tyAre e kahe ke, hA, ghauM ja che, pachI rastA paranA koi oLakhANavALA mANasane khelAvIe ne pUchIe ke bhaI, A vepArI ghauM kahe che e vAta kharI che ? tyAre kahe. hA, ghauM ja che A teA. aMdara pelA cIpiyA nAkhIne jue ne kahe ke hA, ghauM ja che, pachI ApaNe ghera lai jaie. ApaNe kahIe ke ApaNe A sIdhuM daLAvavA mATe mAkalI daie. tyAre bairAM nA pADe. kema nA pADe ? praznakartA : kAMkarA che, sApha karavAnA che. dAdAzrI : tyAre ApaNe kahIe ke mane ghau che kayuM eTale lAvyeA hateA. kAkarA zenA hAya ? tyAre kahe ke, ghauM eTale vyavahAramAM zuM hoya ? ekalA ghaune ghauM nahI. ghauM bhegA kAMkarA hAya, chatAM ghauMnI guNA kahevAya che. ApaNA vyavahAramAM zuM kahevAya che ? ghauM bhegA kAMkarA hAya chatAM ApaNA leAkI ene ghauMnI cuNA kahe che. te atyAre cALIsa TakA kAMkarA thaI gayA, teya ApaNA leAkeA ene ghaunI ja guNA kahe che. eTale have A kALa Avye che ke kudarata have A ghauM ane kAMkarA ene chUTA karavA mAge che. eTale kAMkarA maTTImAM maLI jaze. ane ghauM ghauMmAM maLI jaze. A cauda varSamAM kAMkarA badhAM miTTImAM jatA raheze. ane ghauM ghauMmAM jatA raheze. tyAre pelA peparavALA pUche che ke ghauM kAne kahevA ne kAMkarA keAne kahevA ? evI jANavAnI icchA thAya ke nA thAya ? tamane evI IcchA thaI ? dAdAzrI : je parANe bhraSTAcAra praznakartA : Ape kIdhuM eTale samajI gayA chuM. karAvaDAve che e maTTI che ane jene parANe bhraSTAcAra karavA paDe che e ghau che. tame ALakhI jAva ke A ghau kahetrAya ? eTale ghau-ghauMmAM ane maTTI maTTImAM jaze. evA kudaratanA nyAya sAcA che ? bhraSTAcArI ne badhuM thai gayuM che. have AnA bhAga kevI rIte pADavA ? tyAre kahe ke bhraSTAcAra parANe karAvanAra ane bhaSTAcAra parANe karavA paDe che. menu' vibhAjana thai jAya, jo kudarata DahApadhruvALI che ke
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________________ 1YY nahI? asala nyAya ene tyAM che kaI jAtane vAMdhe rAkhavA jevuM nathI. kudaratathI eka kSaNa paNa anyAya thatuM nathI. badhuM bheLuM thavA de ne pachI ukela lAve te laDhAIe Avaze, regavALo phATaze dharatIkaMpa thaze. tavIkate jAtajAtanAM ne mAnavakate, badhI jAtajAtanI upAdhio AvIne pachI e pramANe thaze. phaLa te bhagavAM ja paDaze ne ?! phaLa bhegavavAM nahI paDe ? prazna : bhegavavAM ja paDe ? cauda varSa mATInAM ! dAdAzrI: haju te A "8rathI te cauda varSa sudhI te kudaratanI ghANI cAlaze. manuSyakRta, devakRta, kudaratakRta, badhA duHkhe UbhA thavAnAM. sAthe ja bhegAM thavAnAM che. manuSyamAM kayAM ? A laDAIone te badhuM sAthe bheguM thaIne cauda varSa cAlaze. eTale A cauda varSa muzkelImAM jaze. temAM ghau ne kAMkarA be judA paDI jaze. praznakartA : mArI umaranI vyakitao mATe te punarjanmanI ja AzA rAkhavAnI ne ? sArA divase jovA mATe ? dAdAzrI : keTalAM varSa thayAM ? praznakatAM sittera. dAdAzrI : vAMdhe nahI, keNe kahyuM ke jatAM raheze evuM ? evI utAvaLa zA hAru kare che ? praznakartA : paNa A cauda varasa bahu kaparA lAge che. Apa kahe che e rIte dAdAzrI : A cauda varSa te tamArA mATe nathI kahelAM A tame jenAM nAma ghAlyAM che ne emane mATe che. kALA bajAriyAM, bheLaseLiyA, asatya, apramANikatAvALA, e badhA mATe A cauda varasa AvI rahyA che. jarUra kharI ke nahI AvI kasoTInI ! praznakartA H jarUra. tape te ja letuM barAbara jAme ne ? dAdAzrI : parANe bhraSTAcAra kara paDe evAM mANasa che ke nahI? praznakartA: parANe zA mATe ka paDe ? dAdAgI? kema ? A bheLaseLavALe mAla tame nathI lAvatA?
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________________ praznakartAH lAvavuM paDe che. kAraNa ke bAramAM e ja maLe che. dAdAzrI : hA, eTale parAze. bhraSTAcAra kara paDe che tamArakaravAnI IcchA naha. chatAM, AvuM karavuM paDe che. ApaNe pAchAM AvIne chokone khavaDAvIe. teApaNane, e. adhikAra che, A, bheLaseLa.. khavaDAvavAne ? ekarAMne cAkhuM khavaDAvAno kAyado che ne? ane ApaNe lAvIe bheLa-seLanuM! kAraNake A bhraSTAcAra parANekapa che,parANe karAvanArane A be ja vibhAjana che. ghaukAMkarA e judA paDe che eTale peparatrALAne vAta bahu gamI. gamavI ja joIe ne ! hisAtha ja joIe ne ! parANe bhraSTAcAra, ka paDe enA leka hazeane kArAvaDAve kharA ne ? teM beu hA paDI jaze. A te mArA jJAnamAM badhuM joIne kahyuM che. A kaMI gayuM mAtA nI kaMI apIne mAravAnA nathI kAe keine mAthAnA nathI, enI meLe ja kAMkarAnaMkajU maTTIcAM maLI jaze. kAMkarA ghauM thaIne pharyA ahI AgaLa ! te juone pAMca. abajanI vastI thaI dharatIme dhrujI A bhraSTAcArathI bhraSTAcAra te vadhIne hajI tera varSa sudhI (9 sudhI), cAlaze A bhraSTAcAra to chellA pacIsa no paDe che, jasapana. mahAvIra gayAM pachI bhraSTAcArane pUje e pahaye, e po te atyAra sudhI vadhatuM ja cA. hajI tera varSa sudhI cAlavane che. A prANu kaI jevuM tevuM che. eka vIghAM ke be vIghAM hoya te heDatAMkane pADI zakIe. paNa A te keTalAM ya vIghAM kheDANa karavAnAM, hajI te keTajya dudA pharaze tyAre A badhuM ThekANe paDaze. narI beraDIo ne jhALAM khetaramAM UgI nIkaLyAM che ! prakanakartA : tera varSa mAM cekhuM thaze ? dAdAzrI : hA. tera varSamAM. hanumAM kampalITa khAlI thaI jaze ne be hajAranI sAlamAM te bhraSTAcAra gaye tenI ujavaNI thaze. A te badhI saha dharatI kheDavAnI bAkI che. bhraSTAcAra te kaMI pAra vagaranAM thaI gayA che. te gharamAM hau bhraSTAcArA gharamAM dasa mANasa hoya te dasa mANasamAM ja bhraSTAcAra hoya, kaleza ne kaMkAza Akho dahADo cAlyA kare. - :
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________________ dharatI sahana nA kare e bhraSTAcAra thaye che ! hajI te A dharatI Ama phATaze. he ya meTAM moTAM tIrADo pADaze. meTAM moTAM avAja sAthe jabarajasta dharatIka evAM thavAnAM che ke A vastI jayAMthI AvI che ne, tyAM jatI raheze. tiryaMcanI rITana TikiTa laIne AvI che, te tyAM jatAM raheze. mATe je je karavuM hoya te karo. hajI TikiTa tamArI pAse AvI hoya te karo. A sAMbhaLIne leke stabdha thaI jaze ne? hajI te geLa aDa nathI ne loko stabdha thaI jAya che te gaLe aDaze tyAre zuM thaze ? praznakartA H bhraSTAcAranI vyAkhyAmAM kaI kaI vastuAvI jAya ? dAdAzrI : TUMkamAM eTaluM samajI levAnuM ke aNahakkanuM bhegavyuM ke aNahakkanuM laI levAnI IcchA karI ke e badho bhraSTAcAra. hakakanuM koNa kahevAya. A bhAI, A bena joDe paiNyA ane A bena AmanI joDe paiNe e hakakanuM kahevAya, bIjuM badhuM aNahakakanuM kahevAya. ane A kekanuM laI levAnuM vadhAre bhAva paDAvI le. bheLa-seLa karavuM e badhuM ye aNahakakanuM kahevAya. praznakartA: koIne tyAM gayAM, ne e kaheze jamI le ne ApaNe jamI lIdhuM te aNahakakanuM jamyA kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : nA, nA e te ApaNI marajInI vAta che. aNahakkanuM te sadhu te sukha ApavA mATe che. A te meTA mANase pAse paisA vadhAre mAge ane e meTA mANasane ja bhIDa vadhAre heya, te pele mUjhAyA kare. eTale tamane duHkha dIdhuM UlaTu, dharma kAvatAM tamane du:kha dIdhuM. ema mAnIne A saMpa eka paisoya keInI pAse mAge nahi. jANe ke koI muzkelImAM hoya, A saMpa te sukha karavA mATe che. duHkha ApavA mATe nathI. ane saraplasa hoya te nA nAkhe teya gune che. kAraNa ke AvI jagyA nahi maLe pharI ane saraplasa nA hoya te kaMI nAkhavAnI jarUra nahi ane kekane aDacaNa hoya te aDaca. kahevAnI jarUra te ame aDaca guvALAne ApIe chIe kharA. evI je koI muzkelI AvI hoya te ApavAnuM eTale badhI sarasa sagavaDa rAkhelI che. kAraNa ke A tamArA gharanuM che. * * * * * * * *
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________________ 147 mahAvideha tIrthadhAma | A :. ::: : : ' che. tri maMdira paricaya mahAvideha tIrthadhAma, navAgAma pATiyA, kAmareja cAra rastA, surata, prabhAvanA : akrama vijJAna phAunaDezana 2, 'padmAlaya" pATIdAra sesAyaTI, paMcavaTI peTrola paMpanI sAme, amadAvAda-380006. phona: (o) 07828
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________________ 148 - - - - - - - - - - - maharvideha tIrthadhAma (niSapakSapAtI dhamamaMdira saMkula) 2STrIya dhorI mAga nabara-8. suratathI mAtra 16 ki. mI. dUra. kalakala ninAda karata tApI nadI Azare 1 ki.mI.nA aMtara. navAgAmanA vaNakheDavicAra # bhUta para sathita, eka bAvaLanuM kAMTALuM vRkSa ! ...jANe pratIkSA karI hetu paramAtma premane ane e dhanyadhArA kheMcatI hatI : eka vizva virITa likaviepa vibhUti-dAdA bhagavAnane. emanA dvArA satI ane bAlAsukhanuM prAptisthAna banavA. ane kaI dhanya ghaDIe tyAMthI pasAra thatAM, bapora jamIne bAvaLa nIce visAmo letAM, bhUmine praNAma karatAM, 1janA athiyAramA Azcarya, Ama to jIvana para akrama vijJAnI sAyadA bhagavAnamAM rokANa ma apALI UThayuM, eka pAvana tIrthadhAma! ane tyAra bavAnane thayelI hi saketa mujabanuM nipAta dhara nAdira saMkula ApA traNa mAsa samAviSTa karatu mahAvideha tIrthadhAma. e toLa-tri-makara saMkulamAM : (1) mayamAM vizALa, bhavya ane nayanaramya zrI sImaMdhara savAmInuM jinAlaya. (2) jamaNI bAjUmAM vAsudeva bhagavAna zrI kRSNanuM maMdira, 1) DAbI bAjumAM zrI ziva maMdira. traNe cetye prAsaMdo ananya ane alaga chatAM ekabIjA sAthe saMkaLAyelA, susaMvAdI jayotiSka vaimAnika devonA vimAnAkAre samAja ane kareDAnA kharca pUrNatAe pahocela A madirasaMkulanI AMkhe UDIme vaLage evI lAkSaNiktA to juo : kayAMya mAMgANuM nahi. spardhA nahi keI nAmanI takatI ha ! hajAra AvyA ke karaDa paNa nAma kADhavAnI ghelachA nahi, anAmInA
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________________ upAsaka nAmanI takatImAM pitAnA "svane vaTAvI le khare ke ? tamAma matAthI dUra, nipakSapAtI, sarvene parama zAMti avazya pamADanAra, mukitane mArga cIMdhanAra, sane AtyaMtika kalyANakArI evuM A bhavya saMkula ! che ane vizeSa te mahAvIra zAsananA zaNagAra akrama vijJAnI jJAnI puruSanA svahaste (pratyakSa nimitte) mUrtimaMta svarUpa pAla ane tainA "svarUpajJAnI" "kSApaka samakitI" "saMghamadhArI purU thakI pUrNa pAmela, niraMtara "jagatakalayANa" nA dAdAnA ane emanA mahAtmAeAnA spaMdanethI chavaMta banela, ne pratiSThita thayela evAM A maMdiro che. te zuM kAma na kare ? sImadhara svAmInA derAsaramAM anya pratimAo che. cAra tIrthakara bhagavate (1) zrI kaSabhadeva bhagavAna (2) zrI ajitanAtha (3) zrI pArzvanAtha (4) zrI mahAvIra svAmI adhunA siddha" kSetra birAjamAna : A che ApaNuM "hAya" zrI sImaMdhara svAmInA zAsana deva-devI (1) cAMdrAyaNa yakSadeva (2) pAMcAMguli yakSiNI devI vItarAga zAsana devI: (1) zrI cakezvarI mA (2) zrI padmAvatI mA kRSNa maMdiramAM che, AtmAgezvara zrIkRSNa sAthe anya be svarUpa -zrI zrInAthajI ane tirupati bAlAjI te uparAMta (1) mA bhadrakAlI (dAdAnA bhAdaraNanI pratimA) (2) mA aMbAjI zivamaMdiramAM sAthe che: (1) zrI pArvatI devI (2) nandI cAne pracA () gaNapati . (4) hanumAnajI
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________________ 150 trimaMtra bhagavAna rASabhadeva je badhA dharmonuM mukha che. emaNe saMsAra vyavahAramAM vidane TALavA lokone kahyuM ke, paMca parameSThi navakAra maMtra, - name bhagavate vAsudevAya ane 3% namaH zivAya ema trimaMtra sAthe bolaje bhagavAne kahyuM ke, tamAre tamArI sagavaDa mATe derAM vahecI levAM hoya te vahecI leje paNa maMtra te traNeya sAthe ja bolaje. dareka dharmanuM rakSaNa karanArAM zAsana deva-devIo hoya. A traNeya maMtra sAthe balavAthI badhA dharmanA deva ke ApaNI upara rAjI rahe. je eka ja maMtra bela te bIjA dharmanA deve rAjI nA rahe. ApaNe te badhAne rAjI karIne mese javuM che ne ? atyAre te lekee maMtre te mATe paNa agiyAraseya vaheMcI lIdhI! zivanI agiyArasa judI ane vaiSNavanI agiyArasa judI. mekSe javuM hoya te niSpakSapAtI thavuM paDe. praznakartA: A trimaMtra che e badhA mATe che ? ane badhA mATe che te zA mATe ? dAdAzrI : badhA mATe che. A te jene pApa dhovA hoya ne ene mATe sAruM che. ne pApa dhovAM nA hoya tenA mATe nathI. praznakartA : A maMtrone bhegA mUvAnuM zuM ijana che ? dAdA zrI H AkhuM phaLa khAya ane TukaDo khAya emAM phera nahi ? e trimaMtra badhA phaLa rUpe che. AkhuM phaLa ! ane niSpakSapAtI che, te badhAMnA zAsanadeve rAjI rahe. tamane saMsAramAM aDacaNo hoya che, te A traNeya maMtra bhegA balavAthI aDacaNa ochI thAya tamArA badhA karmanA udaye AvatA hoya na, e udaye narama (haLavA) karavAnA rastA che. je karma udaya soLa AnI che, te cAra AnI thaI jaze. eTale A maMtra bolene, ne badhI AvatI upAdhi halakI thaI jAya. tethI zAMta thaI jAya bicArAne, ane dhIme dhIme mokSamArge javAya! amArA ApelA trimaMtra sarvavidone nAza kare. A trimaMtrathI zuLIne ghA soye sare. A amArA ApelA trimaMtramAM gajabanI zakti che. mAgyA meha varase tema che ! parApUve thI A traNa maMtra che ja paNa A lokee maMtraya vahecI nAMkhyA che. vaDhavADA karIne ke, "A amAruM ane A tamAruM."
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________________ 151 jenoe navakAra maMtra ekale ja rAkhe ane pelA badhA kADhI nAkhyA. pelAM vaiSNae navakAra maMtra kADhI nAkhyA ane emane rAkhe. eTale maMtro badhA e vaheMcI lIdhA. are A zivanI agiyArasa ane A vaiSNavanI agiyArasoya vaheMcI lIdhI che. A lokoe bheda pADavAmAM bAkI nathI rAkhyuM. ane tethI A dazA hindustAnanI thaI, bheda pADI pADIne. je dezanI vereNa-cheraNa sthiti thaI gaI che ne ! ane A bheda pADayA che te ajJAnIoe pADayA che; pitAne kakake khare dekhADavA mATe. jayAre jJAnI hoya tyAre badhu pAchuM bheguM karI Ape eTale maMtre badhA bhegA belene te kalyANa thAya mANasanuM. bhagavAna pakSapAtI hoya ke niSpakSapAtI hoya ?, eTale AmAM kazuM jainanuM ke vaiSNavanuM nathI. hindustAnanAM tamAma dharmo mATe che A. eTale A trimaMtra bolAze te ghaNo phAyado thaze. kAraNa ke AmAM sArA sArA manuSya, UMcAmAM UMcI keTinA ja hoya ne, temane namaskAra karavAnuM zIkhavADayuM hoya. Apane samajAyuM ke, zuM zIkhavADeluM hoya ? nikata : namaskAra karavAnuM. dAdAzrI : te emane ApaNe namaskAra karIe te ApaNane phAyado thAya. khAlI namaskAra bolavAthI ja phAyado thAya. tyAre khabara paDe ke A te jainane maMtra zI rIte kahevAya? A te mArA pitAnA hitanuM che ne. AmAM pitAnA hitanuM hoya. ene jainane maMtra zI rIte kahevAya? paNa matAthane rega heyane, te loko zuM kahe ? A ApaNa nhAya" alyA zAthI ApaNuM hoya ? bhASA ApaNuM che. badhuM ApaNuM ja che ne ? zuM ApaNuM nathI ? paNa A te bhAna vagaranI vAta che. e te. jayAre A eno artha samajaNa pADIe ne tyAre bhAnamAM Ave. amAre Apele trimaMtra savAramAM ane sAMje pAMca vakhata melaze te kayAreya paNa DUbaze nahi. ane dhIre dhIre mokSeya maLaze, ane tenI je khamadArI laIe chIe. paNa maMtre te mana, vacana, kAyAnI ekAgratAthI bolavA joIe te phaLa Ape. praznakartA : navakAramaMtra eka bolIe te ?
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________________ 152 dAdAzrI : navakAramaMtra saMnyasta maMtra kahevAya. jayAM sudhI 05vahAramAM che tyAM sudhI traNeya maMtro sAthe bolavAnA hoya ane sanyasta lIdhA pachI ekale navakAramaMtra bole te cAle. sanyasta eTale A vyavahArazmAM jene kAMI levA devA nathI evA loko mATe ja phakata navakAra maMtra ekale bele te cAle, paraMtu haju je saMsAramAM che ne mekSa tarapha AgaLa javuM che teoe A traNeya maMtra sAthe bolavA. praznakartA : trimaMtrano artha samajAve. dAdAzrI : "name arihaMtANu" eTale zuM ke arihaMta bhagavAna ke jeNe krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobhArUpI duzamane haNI nAkhyA che. evA kevaLajJAnI je deha sAthe vicaratA hoya e arihaMta bhagavAnane namaskAra karuM chuM. hAla brahmAMDamAM hAjara hoya te arihaMta kahevAya. covIsa tIrthakare te mokSe gayA ane "siddha" thaI gayA. hAla brahmAMDamAM viharamAna 20 tIrthakaro paikI zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne bharata kSetra joDe RNAnubaMdha che. mATe arihaMta tarIke temane bhaje. te navakAra maMtra pUro thAya.) dAdAzrI : arihaMta ane siddha emAM arihaMtane pahelAM kema mUkavA ? siddha moTA ke arihaMta moTA ? e bemAM meTuM koNa ? praznakartA: arihaMta, dAdAzrI : nA. arihaMta dehavALA hoya. ahitane siddha thavAnuM che, deha chUTe e siddha thaI jAya, paNa arihaMtane kema pahelA cUkayA? kAraNa ke e pratyakSa upakArI che, eTale emane pahelA mUkayA. pelA siddha e upakArI nahi. e ApaNane kahevA nA Ave e kaMI ApaNuM kAma kare nahi. A bhagavAna rAma mokSe gayA, e ApaNuM kaMI dhoLe nahi. hA, e rAmanAmanA japathI tamane aMdara zAMti thaI jAya. pUNya baMdhAya paNu rAma ahIM hoya te ApaNane he95 kare. paNa rAma atyAre ahIM nathI, eTale e ApaNuM kAmamAM te AvatA ja nathI. pelA arihaMta te kAmamAM Ave. dehadhArI eTale dehadhArI hAya eTale ApaNe emane kahIe "tame zI rIte AvI dazA pAmyA? amane kaMI karI Ape." te te arihaMta dekhADe ke, "bhAI, tuM AvuM kara." pite
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________________ 15 krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebhane jityA heya e bIjAne paNa jitADI Ape. je bIjAnuM kalyANa karI zake tema che. emanAM darzana thAya, ne mele laI jAya ane bIje naMbare siddhane mUkathA. siddha bhagavAna e ApaNuM lakSa che. emanA jevA thavAnuM. je gAma javAnuM tenuM lakSa nA cukAvuM joIe. mATe bIjA upakArI thayA. | namo sidhANa : eTale siddha bhagavAnane namaskAra karuM chuM. je mikSamAM birAjelA hoya te siddha bhagavAna. siddha bhagavAna ane arihaMta bhagavAnamAM kaze phera nathI. mAtra arihaMta bhagavAne deha che ane pelA videhI. no AyariyANuM ? AcArya bhagavAnane namaskAra karuM chuM. pote saMpUrNa AtamajJAnI che. arihaMta bhagavAnanA kahelA AcAra je pALe che ane tevA AcAra paLAve che. emane AtmadazA pragaTa thayelI che saMyama sahita samakita thaIne AcArya thAya te AcArya kahevAya. daSTi pharyA pachI kAmanuM che. namo uvajajhAyANaka upAdhyAya bhagavaMtane namaskAra upAdhyAya eTale jene AtmA prApta thaI gaye che ane hajI saMpUrNa thavA pite abhyAsa kare che ane bIjAne upadeza ApI abhyAsa karAvaDAve che te. AtmAnuM. zA vadhu bhaNe ane bhaNavaDAve. namo loe savasAhUNuM : loe eTale lekamAM sAhUNuM eTale sAdhuone. A lokamAM jeTalA sAdhuo che e badhAne namaskAra karuM chuM. sAdhuo eTale dhoLAM kapaDAM pahere, bhagavAM pahere enuM nAma sAdhu nahi. AtmAdazA sAdhe e sAdhu emane AtmAnI pratIti beThelI che ane dehAdhyAsa nahi. eTale brahmAMDamAM jayAM jayAM evA sAdhuo che emane namaskAra karuM chuM. eTale A sAhUNaMne pahelI pratIti, ane upAdhyAyane vizeSa pratIti ane AcAryane pUrNa AtmajJAna ane arihaMta bhagavAna e pUrNa paramAtmA. ese paMcanayukakAre : A pAMcane karelA namaskAra sava pAvapaNAsaNA : sarva pApane nAza karanAra che. maMgalANaM ca sasi 58ma havaI maMgalama ? ane sarva maMgalamAM prathama maMgala che.
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________________ 154 "guno bhagavate vAsudevA' : vAsudeva bhagavAnane namaskAra. naramAMthI je nArAyaNa thayA te vAsudeva bhagavAnane huM namaskAra karuM chuM. Atmayogezvara zrIkRSNa e vAsudeva kahevAya jemane tresaTha zalAkA puruSamAM samAveza thAya che, ane tethI teo vaMdanIya ane pUjanIya che. "namaH zivAya" : A duniyAmAM je kalyANa svarUpa thayelA hoya ane je jIvatA hoya, jene ahaMkAra jate hele hoya e badhA ziva kahevAya. ziva te pote kalyANa svarUpa ja che eTale je pote kalyANuM varUpa thayA che ( ane bIjAne kalyANane mArga batAve cheemane namaskAra karuM chuM. sattAne durupayeAga kaI paNa jJAnane sadupayoga thAya te e jJAna ja vijJAna thAya che. ane durupayeAga thAya te jJAna ajJAna thaIne zuM rahe che. sattAne saddaupayoga enuM nAma karyuM ne sattAne durupayoga eTale rAkSasI va-tti kahevAya. sattA vAparavAthI pitAne DIprezana Ave. sattA mukha ApavA mATe che. sattA gunegArane paNa sukha ApavA mATe che ! nimudrA jinamudrA zuM kahe che ? vItarAganI padmAsana vALelI, hAthapaga Ama eka para eka mUkI dIdhelI mudrA upadeza Ape che ke, he manakhe ? samajaNa hoya te samajI jAva tamAruM khAvApIvAnuM jarUriyAtanI hareka cIja tame laIne ja AvelA che mATe huM kartA chuM e bhAna cheDI deje ne mekSane prayatna karaje ! tyAM udAsInatA seve samati kone kahevAya? sarva sattAdhIzane oLakhIne badhAthanI vyavahAra sattA mAnya karavI paDe. jagata maLelI sattAne durupayoga kare che tethI manuSyapa zuM jAya che. ame te jenI sattA hoya tene mAnya karIe, vItarAgene mAga ejekazana" ne nathI. no ekazana ApavAne che. " jekazana thavAnuM thAya tyAM udAsIna rahe. : :: ** *: *, * . . . . . . . ra
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________________ 155 vartamAne mahAvideha kSetre viharamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmInI pamatAraka prabhAvali dehapramANaH 500 dhanuSya dehavaNuM : kAMcana lAMchana : vRSabha pitA : zreyAMsarAya mAtA: satyakImAM sahadhamiNI: rukimaNadevI dvipa : jabU kSetra: pUrva mahAvideha vijaya : puScalAvatI pATanagara : puMDarIkiNI merupana ta H suda dizA : uttara-pU gRhevAsa 7 83 lAkha pU chadmasthaparyAya ! 1000 bhAjana : cAritra paryAya : 1 lAkha pU na vaSa IT kalyANaka da 1. cyavana : aSADhavA pAMcama . 2. janma : caitra vada dazama (bharatakSetranI vamAna cAvIsInA kuMthunAtha ane aranAthanA AMtAmAM) 3. dIkSA : phAgaN suda traji 4. kevaLajJAna : caitra suda 13 5. mA* : zrAvaNa suda 13 (#bharatakSetranI AvatI cAvIsInA udayanAtha ane peDhAlanAthanA AMtarAmAM nirvANu have pachI suduranA bhAvimAM thaze.) * zAsana yakSa-dhruva : zrI cAMdrayaNu * zAsana yakSiNI-devI : zrI pAMcaMguli // dharma parivAra gaNaghara : 84 sAdhu : eka amaja zrAvaka : nava amaja kevaLajJAnI bhagavatA : 10 lAkha sAkSI : eka amaja zrAvikA : nava akhaja pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe vartamAne mahAvideha kSetramAM vicaratA tIrthaMkara bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. (40 vAra khelatAM 108 namaskAranuM suphala maLe che.)
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________________ 156 jJAnI puruSa "dAdA bhagavAnane saMkSipta paricaya kaLiyuganA A mahAbhayaMkara kALamAM jayAre jagatanA sarve jIve Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhinA trividha tApathI bharahADamAM zakakariyAM baphAya tema baphAI rahyAM che ane saMsArI, saMnyasta sau trasta che, tyAre aulakika jJAnAvatAranI vIja jhabUka thaI gayA ane te aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTelanI mahIM jJAna svarUpe pragaTela "dAdA bhagavAna" ! saMpUjaya dAdA bhagavAnanuM vyAvahArika pUruM nAma zrI aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, teono janma vaDAdarA tAlukAnA tarasAlI gAme saMvata 1965 kAtika suda 14ne zukravAra tA. 8-11-1908nA divya dine thayo hato. teonuM vatana kheDA jilalAnuM bhAdaraNa gAma hatuM mAtA jhaverabA eTale sAkSAt jagadaMbA ane dharmapatnI hIrAbA eTale daivI mUrti, jANe ke bhadviktA mUrtimaMta. - laghuvayathI ja bALajJAnInA guNe ane saMskAre dekhAtAM. svabhAve TIkhaLI kharAM. paraMtu nAnapaNathI ja potAnA du:khanI nahi paNa bIjAnI aDacaNanI ja paDelA. temAMthI samaya jatAM kAraNe pragaTI. bAra varSanI vaye skUlamAM zikSaka gaNitanA viSayamAM laghutama sAdhAraNa avayavanA dAkhalA zIkhavatAM hatAM. zikSake laghutama pUchaLe, A badhI rakamamAM evI kaI rakama che ke je nAnAmAM nAnI ane sarvamAM avibhAjaya rUpe rahelI che ?" tyAre bALajJAnI bolyA, "sAheba, A tamArI vyAkhyA uparathI te me bhagavAna khoLI kADhayA. A jIvamAtra e rakama che tenI mahIM sarvamAM avibhAjaya rUpe bhagavAna rahelA che." - terame varSe gAmamAM eka saMta AvelA. temanI pAse jaI sevA karatAM saMte AzIrvAda ApyuM, jA beTA, bhagavAna tane mokSe laI jaze." tyAre teozrIe kahyuM ke, bhagavAna mane mokSe laI jAya e mokSa zuM kAmano ? e mana thAya te pAcho uThADI mUke. mAthe bhagavAna paNa uparI na hoya e "mokSa." "bhagavAna uparI" ane "mokSa" e be sAthe hoya te virodhAbhAsa kahevAya. mokSa eTale saMpUrNa mukatabhAva-keI uparI nahiM ane anDarahenDa nahi.
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________________ 157 nAnapaNathI lakasaMjJA nahi ane lokonuM anukaraNa nahi. pitAne bhAgIdArImAM konTrAkaTano dhaMdhe, te tyAMya bhAgIdArane kaheluM ke bIjA kendrAkaTare simenTa, lokhaMDa kADhI le te ApaNe nathI karavuM. simenTa che te makAnanuM leAhI che ane lekhaMDa e hADakAM che. bhUkhyA marIzuM paNa anIti nahi karIe. AvA kAraNAmUrti e. ema. paTelanI mahIM ane 158ne julAI mAsamAM suratanA sTezane traNa naMbaranA pleTaphorma para chelA bAMkaDe, saMdhyAkALe "dAdA bhagavAna" pragaTayA. sonagaDhathI vaDodarA pAchA vaLatAM gADI mATe beThelA ane ekAeka saMpUrNa AmaprakAza jhaLa. tyAM ja AkhA brahmAMDa darzana jJAnamAM jhaLakayuM. eka kalAka e sthati rahI, jemAM "pote koNa che ? A jagata zuM che ? kevI rIte cAle che? bhagavAna koNa? mukita zuM ? viAM. brahnaDanAM sarve rahasyo jhaLakyAM ane tyArabAda e ja A sthati niraMtara rahevA mAMDI." te samayanI sthitinuM varNana karatAM teozrI kahe che, "1958mAM A jJAna pragayuM ne ame jJAnI thayA. te pahelAM te ameya ajJAnI hatA. ahaMkArI hatA te niraahaMkArI thayA. te ghaDIe bAMkaDA para beThA hovA chatAM siddhagatimAM beThA tevuM pAra vagaranuM sukha vatyu ane A kudaratI ja banyuM - This is but natural. - tyAra pachI cAra varSe 1962mAM teonA kuTuMbI bhatrIjA caMdrakAMtabhAInA nimite A ajoDa jJAnanA daravAjA ughaDayA ane tyArathI te emanA dehavilaya sudhI hajAra puNyazALIone emanA nimitte eka kalAkamAM akrama vijJAnanI alaukika ananya siddhi-kRpAthI AtmajJAna, tathA lAyaka samakita prApta thayA. te save "mahAtmAo" tyArathI niraMtara zuddhAtmAnA lakSa, pratIti ane anubhava sAthe ane Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhimAM paNa niraMtara nirAkULa samAdhimAM rahe che. pitAnA deze joI tene khapAvatAM, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lejanA saMyamadhArI dehAdhyAsa vinAnA A mahAtmAo A duSamakALamAM paNa saMpUrNa nirAkULatA ane zAMti sAthe mokSane mAge che. A viparItakALamAM anatI siddhio sAthe A jJAnAvatAra pragaTa thaye hate !
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________________ 158 dAdAzrI te sa'pUrNa vyavahAramAM niHzeSa 8 vItarAga" hatA. kITa, TAMpI, prAtiyAmAM gRhasyaveze A asa'yatI pujAnu Azcaya sarjAyeluM. te 1958thI pAte kayAreya dehamAM, vANImAM, manamAM,rahelA nahi. paraMtu nira Mtara stra'mAM, AtmAnA zudra upayetramAM ane niraMtara sthapariNatimAM ja rahelA. emanAM darzana karanArane deha sAthe paramAtmA spaSTapaNe anubhavAtA. kAraNa ke krAdha, mAna, mAyA, lebha vinAnI, nigraMtha, vItarAga ane nira'tara mukta hAsyavALI A mUrti, jayAM pudgala parata nahIM paNa AtmapariNita ja vata"nAmAM bALakathA paNa niSi, saraLa ane laghutama bhAvamAM rahenArA jJAnI puruSa emanI karuNA nItaratI AMkhA ane emanI vItarAga vANIthI mumukSuone ALakhAtAM ane pete vItarAga vyavahArathI 10me gUDhALe te nizcayathI 122 gUThAthe thatI anyAne vItarAga vata nAnA rAha cIMdhyA. pAtAnu svarUpa zuM che ? manuSyajIvananA hetu zuM adhama zuM ? kaSAye| kevI rIte ghUMTa ane nirmULa thAya ? karma zuM ? te saghaLA ajJAnathI kevaLajJAna sudhInAM phADa emanA nimitte nIkaLyA. te kavirAja gAI uThayA ke- brusa lAkha varSonA adha jJAna tALAnI kUMcIe ukelanAra AvI gayA che." 1 ane ekalA nizcaya, ekaluM AtmajJAna ja nahi, paNa saMpUrNa vyavahArajJAna paNa pragayu. matabheda kema TaLe ? athaDAmaNa TALA, eDajasTa evarIvera, bhAgave tenI bhUla kramanesensa ane bAjI aneka bAbatAmAM je dRSTi emaNe ughADI karI te vyavahAranA paNa tamAma sUkSma koyaDA ukelI nAMkhe che. dAdAzrI kahetA, "ame varlDanI ebjhaverI chIe. kAi eka paramANu evuM nathI jayAM ame pharyAM nathI. A A badhuM joine badhu pharIne temane kahIe chIe. ane pote khaTapaTIyA vItara-ga tethI sapUrNa vijJAna vyavahAra ane nizcayanuM samagrapaNe ughADuM paDyu samagra jIvana "jagatakalyANu" ne kAje ja kharcAyu', ane pratidina 16 thI 18 kalAka satsaMga kAje khatAM, teo muMbaI, amadAvAda, vaDodarA, khabhAta, surata, navasArI, ANuM ane paradezamAM amerikA, keneDA, IMglenDa, AphrikAnA aneka dezamAM vicaryAM. tA. teozrInA phreMDa vilaya savata 2044nA peSa suda 14 ne zanivAre 2-1-1988nA divase thayA. paraMtu dAdA bhagavAnanA jJAnadeha,
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________________ 19 ezrI thakI dIkSita AptaputrA ane emaNe pharI nirAvaNu karelA vItarAga mAga mumukSuone upalabdha che, satsa'panna che, ane te hArA sudhI saune yA mA parama zAMtine pamADate raheze, mahAtmAe vidyamAna cIMdhatA raheze, "mAya saccidAna da svarUpa vijJAnanI prasAdI (pUjya zrI dAdA bhagavAnanA svasukhe nIkaLela amRtavANInuM saMkalana) prayatna karavAnA nA hAya, e to sahte thai jAya. sApa Idhe ke sahune kUdI ja javAya. prayatna karaNa jAya tA sApa karaDI khAya. zabdanA bhASA samaje te mumukSu kahevAya ane rAkhtatAM mA samaje te jJAnI kahevAya. 15 cit mAtra ene rAkhaza jevuM A jagata nathI. 2 brahmacarya ane yapradAyanA jene abhiprAya nathI rahyo. tene tsu prAcaya vahyu kahevAya. mana-vacana tmAyAthI cArI karavAne jene abhiprAya nathI rahyo te te acAyata thayuM. 4 AtmAmAM niraMtara rahevuM e amAruM brahmacaya che. 5. veda e te zabdonA bhaDAra che, sAtmAnA bhaDAra nathI. 3 6 ciMtA karavA karatAM upAya karA. + 7 je kArya jeTaluM sakha Ape teTaluM ja du:kha Ave, A jagata rIvenjavALuM che mATe pAMcarA cAlo.
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________________ 9 jagata e te pratizeSa che eTale tame je Apaze te ja tamane pAchuM maLaze. 10. tyAga kara, tapa karavuM, japa karavA e badho meDa che. 11 nA game tyAM mauna raheje, paNa abhiprAya nA Apaze. 2jagatamAM nirdoSa kayAreya kaMTAya ja nahi e te deSita ja lUMTAya che. 13 jIva ne nAma-rU5-kriyAthI para thAya te ziva kahevAya. 14 jene mekSe javuM che te prakRtine bacAva nA kare. 15 jayAM koI paNa prakAranI neMdha nA hoya tyAM sAco prema, 16 saMsAra naDatuM nathI paNa tamArI aNasamajaNa naDe che. 17 kaMI paNa karavAnuM hoya tyAM baMdhana ja che. 18 mokSa e samajaNa che, kriyA nathI. mAtra samajavAnuM ja che, karavAnuM kaMI ja nathI. 19 kriyAthI baMdhana tUTe ja nahi ne kriyAthI mela thAya ja nahi. 20 pitApaNuM jAya te bhagavAna thAya. 21 parigrahamAM vibhramatA che tyAM sudhI upAdhi hoya ja. 22 sAmAnI bhUla hoya te paNa virodha nA kare. 23 bhagavAne karavAnuM kahyuM ja nathI, mAtra jANavAnuM ja kahyuM che. 24 dRSTi doSa che te nahi chUTe, jJAna doSa hoya te chUTI jAya. 25 dhola mAravI e DizacArja che ane mAra dhela nathI mAravI e 26 hiMsAvALI davA hoya te paNa te pIne jIve, e davA thoDAka bhAga laI jaze, paNa deha te raheze ne ! 27 svaccheda koDhavAnuM AcaraNa e ja vachaMda vadhAravAnI davA che. savaccha eTale bIjuM kaMI ja nathI, paNa tuM je je kaMI paNa kare che te badhuM svachaMda ja che. svAzcAya kara, tapa kare, ja5 kare, yoga kare, upavAsa kare ke muninA paga dabAve te badhuM ja svaccha che. kAraNa tuM mArI potAnI samaja pramANe kare che. svaccheda kADhavA keInI AjJAmAM cAle. 28 neMdha rAkhanArane kayAreya mokSa na thAya. 29 anaMta avatArathI naphe karyAne AnaMda nathI Avate ane mAtra khATane ja 23 2Da karyA kare che.
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________________ 11 30. mArAmAM AvaData nathI te jANyuM tyArathI AvaDatanI zarUAta thAya, 31 AtmaramaNutA sivAya je je kAMI paNa karavAmAM Ave che tene bhagavAne mAThu kahyo che. 32 sukhI thavuM hAya te A jagatamAM koinuMya nAma devA jevuM nathI, 33 svamata ane paramata e mane jhare che. 34 pApanA uddezyamAM zAMti rahe enuM nAma puruSA. 35 bAdhA rAkhatrI eTale lAlaca, ane lAlaca eTale ja sa'mrAranI vRddhi. 36 kaLiyugamAM AcAra-vicAra ne uccAra rIpera nA thAya. rIpera karanAra sUryAM che. AcAra e te rijhalTa che. te rijhalTa zI rIte sudhArI zakAya. 37 ApaNuM dila kare tevA vANI DAya tyAM javuM-kusa MgathI dUra raheA 38 vaheluM maravuM che ane mekSe javu' che te guhA che. ApaNe te zu bane te ja mAtra jovAnuM. 39 phUTIza kheATane juve, ane DAhayA mANasa te zu macyu' te juve. 40 tamArI pAse zuM che tene juvA, je gayuM tene nA jozeA. Openion is the father of mind, and speech is the mother of mind. matavya e magajanA pitA che ne vANI e magajanI mAtA che. 42 vastu jhera nathI, Agraha e ja jhera che. 43 khudane jANe ane khudamAM rahe te khudA ane khudAnI khAja kare te khAjA 44 pahelAM je puruSAtha' karelA tenAM phaLa Ave te khAvAmAM vAMdhA nathI, paNa temAM rAga-dveSa nA karo. 45 anaevAiDebalanI vAta karavI te gunhA che. 46 jene kAineya duHkha ApavuM ja nathI, tene kudarata duHkha Ape ja nahi. 47 sinsIyAriTI ane mArAliTInuM saravaiyu' eTale zIla. 4- huM eTale Arabha ane mArU' eTale parigraha. bIjAne sukha ApavuM eTale pUchyuM bIjAne dukha ApavuM e pApa. koine ApaNA nimitte kicitmAtra 'paravinaya' ApA che. -dAdAzrI vinaya eTale vizeSa naya. duHkha nA thAya e ja * A jagatanA badhA ja naya te sasAra mATenA che ane vizeSa naya te mAkSe lai janAra che. vinaya eka ja evA che ke mAthe lai jai zake.
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________________ ja AmaNa vinaya ema hovo ghaTe ke aparAdhaka jIva ana-aparAdhaka thAya. 29 avinaya sAme vinaya kara te gADha vinaya kahevAya. avinayI be dhelo mAre tyAre paNa vinaya sAcava te parama vinaya avagADha vinaya kahevAya ! bhagavAnanA svabhAve svabhAva thaI jAya tyAM sudhI ApaNe parama vinaya rAkhavo joIe. che "huM zuddhAtmA chuM" e bhAva zuddha bhAva che, ane e ja parama vinaya che ? bhagavAna A jagatamAM koI cIja thI DaratA nahetA padma vinayathI DaratA hatA ! * parama vinaya e. prajJA bhAga che. bhagavAnanI dhAtu milAya thAya tyAM sudhI parama vinaya rahevuM joie. jA parama vinaya eTale zuM ? kicit mAtra harakata nA kare, UlaTuM tamane ahIM AgaLa besavAnI jagyA karI Ape mArA mana bagaDeluM nA hoya. vANI bagaDelI nA hoya vartana bagaDeluM nA hoya, e parama vinaya. eka parama vinaya hoya te AbarUdAra, amArI pAse (jJAnI pAse) avinayane amane vAMdho nathI, paNa tamArI jAta para anarAya pADI rahyA cho tame. amane gALa bhAMDa teya amane vAMdho nathI, paNa tame pitAnI jAtane nukazAna karI rahyA che bahu ja vinaya joIe. parama vinaya joIe. ahIM ADuM teDu nA cAle. saheja vinayamAM khAmI Ave te mokSa UDI jAya. parama vinaya eTale AMtarika vinaya jaIe bahu jabarajasta vinaya joIe dAdA sadehe nathI, paraMtu sUkSyadehe hAjara che.... maDhI, ji. surata khAMDanA kArakhAnAnA menejiMga DirekaTara zrI maganabhAI pI. paTela jeo egrI enajInIyara che ane deza paradezamAM jaI AvyA che. zrI araviMda zrI ramaNa mahaSi, zrImad rAmacaMdranA vacana vAMcelA che. teo zrImada rAjacaMdranA vacanothI khUba ja prabhAvita thayA hatA ane sadehe jJAnI puruSa maLe te temanI pAse jJAna levA icchatA hatA.
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________________ 163 emane dhama sa'deza', dhama leAka'mAM pUjya dAdA bhagavAna viSe AvelA lekha vAMcI temane maLavAnI prabaLa IcchA pragaTa thai. tyAM pregrAma navasArI DaoN hiMmatabhAI mahetAne tyAM hatA, tyAM gayA. pU. dAdAe caraNavidhinu pustaka Apyu ane dararoja niyamita vAMcavA kahyuM ane tA. 27-1-85nA rAja jJAna lIdhu' ane 1986mAM dhama patnI uSAene paNa jJAna lIdhuM mane hArTa eTeka dezamAM Avye. meDIkala sAravAra mATe amerikA vikasakhaga' mArA dIkarA zrI ramezabhAine tyAM gayA tyAMthI najIka jekasana mIsIsIpImAM dAdA bhagavAnanA zrI naTubhAi, zrI jasubhAI ane zrI vasaMtabhAI yu. paTelane (yu.esa.e) saoNMghapatine tyAM satsa`ga hatA temAM jekasanamAM dAdA sAthe traNa divasa rahevAnuM. mane mane sadbhAgya prApta thayu hatuM. jayakAra te vakhate dAdAe rUbarU dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya hA" mArI pAse gavaDAvI. jIvanamAM khAvAyela AtmavizvAsa phrI prApta karI taMdurasta thaI deza pAche ANyeA hateA. mArA jIvananA sukha duHkhanA prasaMgeA ukelavA asIma kRpA thai che. dAdA sUkSmadehe hAjara rahe che. mArA jIvananI aMtima icchA e che ke mArA maraNa prasaMge pazu dAdAnuM jJAna hAjara rahe ane meAkSa mAge pragati thAya ane aMtima A deha dAdAnI sUkSma hAjarImAM ja vilaya thAya evI aMtaranI bhAvanA che. A jagatamAM have dAdA sivAya kaMI karavA jevu nathI. DITroiTa amerikAthI mahAtmA mInAbena ane dalu vAghelAnA patra che. leAsa enjalsamAM DaeNAlavamAMthI dvAda. bahAra AvatA hatA tyAre rUma mAM pravezatA pahelAM hAlavemAM ja UbhA rahyA asIma jaya jayakArathI vAtAvaraNa gUMjatu' hatuM dAdA badhA para dRSTi pheravatA hatA. mArI najara dAdA para paDI tyAre dAdA aneAkhA svarUpamAM hatA. have te e paLanA vicAra karatAM mInAbena jAtane kahe che ke dhanabhAgya tamArA ke dAdAnA tamane evAM dazana thayAM. dAdAmAM aparapAra teja hatu. prakAza jANe emanAmAthI bahAra vahI rahyo hatA. jJAna pharIvAra levAnI IcchA thaI paNa kAMi niSNu'ya levAyA nahi.
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________________ 164 DeiTa pahoMcI gaI. vahelI savAre beDamAM ekadama beThA thaI javAyuM ane AMkha khulI te pU. dAdA sAme sAkSAt hatA. mane vizvAsa thayA ke huM jayAM hatI tyAM dAdAe mane jJAna ApyuM. dAdAnI hAjarI mahAtmA ja mAM pokAre tyAM che tenI mane khAtrI thaI gaI. mahAtmAone te dAdAnA anubhava thayA ja karatA hoya che dAdA sadehe hatA ane atyAre hAjara je che tene A mArA anubhava che. mInAbenanI mAnasika pIDA ane jhagaDAmAM dAdA yAda AvatAM ja huM zuddhAtmA chuM" ne sahAro lIdhe tarata ja dAdA hAjara thayA zarIramAM zAMti vyApI gaI, jhaDapathI vahetuM lohI dhImuM paDI gayuM kazI ja pIDA nA rahI. mInAbenathI huM taddana judI chuM evuM bhAna anubhava thayo. mArA bhagavAna mArAmAM ja che tene anubhava dAdAe karAvyuM. agAzIthI mahAtmA jayaMtilAla saMgharAjakA lakhI jaNAve che ke tA. 13--94nA roja muMbaI mukAme pU. dAdA bhagavAna pAsethI jJAna prApta thayuM ane mArI badhI brAMti ogaLI gaI. mAre bhagavAna mArAmAM ja che. te dAdAe mane pratyakSa anubhava karAvyuM che. * tyArathI mArI Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi, svayaM dUra thatI jAya che, mArA gharanA badhAe jJAna lIdhuM ane dAdAmaya banI gayA che. badhAMne bhautika ane AdhyAtmika sukhanI lahere vate" che. nANAMbhIDa kayAMya TaLI gaI jayAre mAge tyAre badhuM maLe che. The. maToDI vADI, cAlapeTa roDa, mu. agAzI, ji. thANa. dAdAne meM joyA nathI dhUnamAM eka vakhata gaye chatAM dAdAne pratyakSa anubhava - camatkAra gajabane thaye AMkalAvaDIthI solaMkI ramezabhAI rAvajIbhAI lakhI jaNAve che ke meM dAdAne joyA nathI tArAnI dhUnamAM eka ja vakhata gayA. chuM. | mArA page gUmaDA jevuM gAMTha upasI AvI. DokaTara kahe cAre muka paDaze meM dAdAne prArthanA karI tame ja mAru kaI maTADe mAnatA mAnI sUI gaye. savAramAM UThaye ekAeka dAdAne pratyakSa anubhava thayo vedanA baMdha thaI gaI bilakula svaratha thaI gaye page seje paNa maTI gaye.
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________________ 165 dAdAne A gajabano camatkAra che. A para chApI mane traNamukata karavA vinaMtI. dAdAnA caraNemAM keTa keTa vaMdana.. AvI parama zaktinA kadI anubhava thayele nahi. Ama dAdA sadehe na hevA chatAMye hAjara ja che tene A mAro anubhava che. Dalu & Mina Vaghela 39810 Acadenis, Sterling H+S MI 48310 Phone : (313) 264-9463 AtmA-anAtmA judA thayA zuddhAtmapada navo janma maLyo pAlaDI amadAvAdathI mahAtmA kanakasiMha rANuM jaNAve che. mahAtmA kIrITasiMha jADejA taraphathI "samyakadarzana" nI nAnI pustikA maLI tyAM mArI badalI navasArI kRSi kolejamAM thaI pU. mahAtmA hiMmatabhAI mahetA sAhebane tyAM dAdAnI vAte sAMbhaLI pU. dAdAnA vaDodarA satsaMga epArTamenTamAM darzana karyA. jJAna vidhi mATe pU. dAdAe surata AvavA jaNAvyuM. 14-11-1983nA roja katAragAma mAM samarpaNa vidhi thaI. zuddhAtmApadanI prApti thaI mane no janma maLe. AtmA-anAtmA vibhAga judA thayA. jIva ane zivanuM svarUpa samajAyuM. anubhavamAM AvyuM tyAra pachI Aja dina paryata jarA paNa AkuLatA-vyAkuLatA thatI nathI. TenzanathI mukti maLI che. sadAya dAdAnI hAjarI vartAya che. phAIlane samabhAve nikAla thAya che. anaMta avatAranI bhaTakAmaNamAMthI pU. dAdAe mukta karyA che. AvuM ajAyaba vijJAna jagata pAme te mATe prArtha chuM. nokarIne samaya veDaphAte lAge che. rAmezvara phaleTa naM. 75, dhUmaketu mArga, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-7,
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________________ Adhi, 166 vyAdhi, upAdhimAM pazu satata samatA rahe meAkSa vartAya che gAma mAyarDa, kacchathI zA, dhanajI tejapAra cheDA lakhe che ke dAdAzrI mAkSe sidhAvyaagAu aThavADiyA pahelAM tA. 26-12-87nA rAja vaDAdarA pAchale bAraNethI maLavA gayA tyAre dAdAzrIe sIdhA ja savAla karyAM have mAkSe jAvuM che ke hajI ahIMyAM ja rakhaDavu che ?" me jazuAbu dAdA ahIMyAM te rakhaDI rakhaDI thAkI gayA." dAdAe peAtAnI pAse khelAvI TapatrI mArI chelle chelle takhIyatta nAjuka DAvA chatAM A dhanajIpara ajabanI karUNA varSAvI. dAdAzrIne maLyA pachI Adhi, vyAdhi, rahe che, "huM zuddhAtmA chuM." bhulAtA nathI. keAI badhu' ja sthinatane sAMpI dIdhu che AveA ahIMyA ja meAkSa vartAya che. bhagavAnanI bhUmi upAdhimAM paNa samatA jAtanI ciMtA ja nathI akrama mArga maLatAM le. avi'L sI. dave e/3, kulavADI, jetapura ame mahAvideha dhAma jaI AvyA. ame trima*tranI siddhithI trimaMdira jI, dAdAnA darzana karI AvyA. dhanya dhanya thaI AvyA, ame mahAvidehadhAma jaI AvyA. vItarAgI bhagavAne zuddhAtmapaTTa" ApyuM. mahAtmAnA dana karI AvyA. dAdAnI caraNaraja lai AvyA, ame mahAvidehadhAma jai AvyA, dAdAnA svapnathI; dAdAnI siddhithI pudgalanA kacarA kADhI AvyA, pUNya pUNya pAmI AvyA, ame mahAvideha dhAma jai AvyA, pacAjJAnA bhAvathI, zuddhAtmA padma sAthe, dAdAnA dIvaDA joI AvyA, AMtarazatrune khALI AvyA, ama mahAvideha dhAma jaI AvyA. jJAnInI jJAna bhUmi, vItarAgI bhagavAnana, kAmareja jaIne AvyAre ! pavitra thaine AvyAre ! ame mahAvidehadhAma jaI AvyA !
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________________ 167 pipara chUTI gayuM che dilhInI gAdI joItI nathI, IrAnanI laDAImAM javuM nathI, lADI vADI-gADImAM InTaresTa rahyo nathI. TIvI. chUTI gayuM che. - adherI (vesTa) muMbaIthI karamasadanA zrI cImanabhAI narasIbhAI paTela lakhI jaNAve che ke pU. dAdAe mane jJAna ApyuM trIje avatAre mikSa Ave ane pAchaluM jIvana sevA samarpaNamAM ja vItAvavA jaNAvyuM. 1988mAM bimArI AvI. DokaTaroe oparezana karI kIDanI kADhI nAkhI paraMtu badhAnA Azcarya vacce AMtaraDAmAM gAMTha na hatI paraMtu ghaDI dekhAI ane huM bacI gayo Avakano dazamA bhAga satkarmo pAchaLa kharcAya che ane rAja dAdAnI AjJA pramANe navakalamo vigere badhuM thAya che. zArA bhuvana, AjhAda sTrITa, aMdherI (vesTa) muMbaI-58. leTarInI TikiTa levAnI Teva sadaMtara chUTI gaI che vaDodarAthI zrI nArAyaNabhAI haragoviMdadAsa vakIla jaNAve che. jJAna lIdhA pachI paNa leTarInI TikiTa levAnI Adata paDI gayelI te cAlu rahelI paNa have te cAlu sAle sadaMtara chUTI gaI che. A nAraNabhAInI Tevane joyA karate hate tenI dukAne sAme jovAnuM paNa mana have thatuM nathI. mane pepara vAMcavAnI Teva pahelAM khUba ja hatI te have ochI thatI jAya che. mana upara viparIta asara thatI hovAthI rAgaSa vadhatAM hevAthI have A Teva paNa sadaMtara chUTI jaze te pAko vizvAsa che. 129, vijayanagara, tarasAlI roDa, vaDodarA.
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________________ 168 akrama vijJAna" megejhinane Apa saune umaLakAbhaye satata sAtha maLatAM ame je che te mujaba bhArata mATe vArSika lavAjama rUA. 45 ane AjIvana sabhyanA rUA. 500 temaja amerikA mATe vArSika lavAjama 45 DIlara ane A jIvana sabhyanA 251 DAlara tathA iglenDa mATe vArSika lavAjama 20 pAunDa ane AjIvana sabhya mATe 100 pAunDa che. AjIvana sabhyanA lavAjamamAM kai paNa vadhAre na karavAnA hAla nipu ya karyAM che. chatAM kramazaH vadhu utkRSTa sAmagrI Apane maLe e amArA prayAsa haze. akrama vijJAna phAunDezana vatI, jI. e. zAha AjIvana lavAjama mATe jijJAsu-mumukSunI lAgaNI-mAgaNI-preraNAne saprema vaghAvIne... - TrasTI vizeSa nivedana zubha ciMtaka sujJa-mumukSu mahAtmAene namra vinati ke chellAM 13 varSIthI makrama vijJAna" mAsika satata niyamita pU. dAdAzrInI cetanavaMtI vANI pragaTa karatuM rahyuM che, kalpI na zakAya tevA praznA pU. dAdAzrIne aneka mumukSuoe pUchayA ane acaraja pamADe ane Exact phADa paDe tevA naimittika khulAsA akrama vijJAnI jJArnIpuruSa dAdA bhagavAne jagatane ApyA che. A prazna-uttaranI jugalaba`dhIne 'akrama vijJAna' mAsikamAM samAveza thayeA. akrama vijJAna phAunDezana ra, padmAlaya, pATIdAra seAsAyaTI, pa'cavaTI, peTrola pa`panI sAme, elisabrija, amadAvAda-380 006, phezana : (e.) 77828 bhavya dAdAnI divya sarasvato pU. dAdAzrInI praneAttarI satsa`gamAMthI sahaja pragaTenI AptavANI-prasAdI. akrama vijJAna (mAsika) AptavANI bhAga 1 thI 9 bAtavALI mAga-2 (hindI) Aptavani-1 (English)
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________________ 169 Word Windows to pure self sahaja sukha zreNI 1 thI 5 sarvopaNa (sahajasukha zreNI : 6) mukti sukha bhAga-1 thI 10 mukti sukha (saMcayana) dAdAzrI bhagavAna kahe kRpALudevazrI kahe saMparka sUtra : (1) zrI khetazIbhAI narasI zAha zrI jaya saccidAnaMda saMgha, zrI dAdA bhagavAna vItANA TUka, 20-10, enjala lenga, nAyagAMva kesa .vaDAlA . . muMbaI 400031. phona : 4526666 (2) zrI ramezabhAI popaTabhala parIkha, ". 1, TALakanagara pAlaDI, amadAvAva 2 . phota : 19 (3) zrI rasikabhAI rAmabhAI paTela bhAratI" nivAsa, bhUtaDI jhAMpA, vaDodarA. AptavANI zreNI-10 (varSa-uttarArdha) pratikramaNa paisAne vyavahAra zrI vinodabhAI ema. ahI e-5, azokA epArTIna, erIya ra kalAkanI bAjumAM, elisabija, amadAvAda-6, phena -4 63485 dAdA bhagavAna vItarAga TrasTa prakAzana AptasUtra sanAtana sukha Sanatan Sookh (English) mokSamArga khule che ja zukaladhyAna * zuddha avahAra caraNavidhi vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI,
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________________ 170 Tirthankar of Today Shrisimandhar Swami Obeisance dAdAnuM Atmanivedana dAdAnuM tattvadarzana bhAmiyA vinAnA DuMgarA svarUpa vijJAna bhAga : 1-2-3 jIvana dhama puraSA dha viSayarasa-viti ? nIti-anIti jJAnI puruSa dAdA bhagavAna akriyAranuM Azcaya akrama vijJAna patra-nizcaya : dAsAnudAsa candrakAnta paTela vItarAga vijJAna nirvizeSa padamAM sasthita akrama vijJAnanI 'dAdAzrI' sanidhi 'nityakrama' zuddha vyavahAra cararNAvAdha sa'ta puruSAnu' yogabaLa sat puruSAnuM yAgamaLa ane pragaTa jJAnI puruSanu yAmakhaLa jagatanA jIvamAtranu kalyANa karI, kalyANa karA, kalyANa kA " je vyavahAra nizcayanuM pratipAdana kare e yudda vyavahAra che.' zrI dAdA bhagavAna vItarAga TrasTa, mukhai. dAdAzrI'
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________________ 17 prakAzaka mUlya 3 zrI dAdA bhagavAna vitarAga TrasTa vatI, khetazI narazI zAha 20:21, enjala lenDa, je mALa, nAyagAma krosa roDa, vahAlA, saMbaI-400 031 phena H 4126666 zrI hAlA bhagavAna vItarAga TrasTa AvRti : pahelI AvRti H 10,000-1989 dvitIya AvRtti H 10,000-19mAM : "parama vinaya ane huM kaMI ja jANatuM nathI" e bhAva TAIpa seTIMga : krIeTIva peja seTarsa, 34 kAvasajI paTela sTrITa, lAkhANI Teresa, 1le mALe, pheTa muMbaI-400001 rudraka * pheToTAipa prITasa phena : 225784 prakAzakIya pUjayazrInA "zuddha vyavahAra caraNavidhi" nA pustakamAMthI "nityakramanA bhAga tAravI A nAnI pustikA banAvI che, jene lAbha niyamita dareka mumukSu laI zake ane Atmaka9yANa arthe zuddha upayoga mAM le e ja eka bhAvanA. jaya saccidAnaMda khetazI narazInA abheda namaskAra saMpAdakIya AtyaMtika muktinI AkAMkSA pratyeka jIvane heya ja. pratyakSa "jJAnI puruSa" nI AjJA e dharma ne AjJA e ja tapa" jenuM jIvanasUtra hoya tene enI labdhi saraLa5Ne, sahajapaNe ne sugamapaNe saMprApya che. kiMtu pratyakSapaNe sahu koIne e saMgane sumeLa sadhA ati ati vikaTa che. atyakSapaNe samukSu mukitane sA ha prApta karI zake e hetue nizcaya pratipAdita vyavahAravidhinuM ane saMkalana
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________________ 172 karI prakAzita karavAmAM AvyuM che, jenI ArAdhanA thakI jIva A bhave avazya samyakadarzananA bhavya karavA beThI che emAM zaMkAne sthAna nathI. zarUAtamAM ane te pachI kiMma sUcavavAmAM Avela che. nityamanana ekSapaMthIne AvatAM vidanene nimna kAnamAM cAvIsama upagI nIvaDaze. mumukSue atyaMta jAgRtibUrva ane pUrNa ne sagapaNe lAbha levA vinaMtI. che : nIrubena pAmInanA jaya saccidAnaMda " trimaMtra name arihaMtANaM 1. namo sidadhANuM name AyariyANuM namo uvajajhAyANuM namo leMe savasAhUNuM epa namrakAra : cA pAvapaNusa - maMgalANaM ca sarvesi. paDhamaM hAI saMgala >> name bhagavate vAsudevAya | 2. 3 naMmaH zivAya || 3 jaya sacidAna saMsAra vidhro nivAska trima - " Ama kha jJAnI purUSa ane paramAtamAM atajI nathI jJAnI te paramAtmAja che. ane temanI epyA vinA paramAtmAnI prAptI thaI nathI mATe sarva prakAre vyakti karavA lAgya, ArAdhanA karavA gya evI dehadhArI divya, murtI jJAnIrUpa paramatamAnI AjJA-eja dharma ane AjJA eja : prAgaDha vAMkAnI purUSa hAla bhagata badatAtre AmiAja nagaragRtinAM upara ta AnubhAva, vibhuSita, purUSArtha eja tAraNahAra che ane
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________________ 173 A akrama mAganAM pragaTa "paramAtma prema nA jIvaMta pratIka vAtsalyamUtI "dAdA bhagavAna ApanAM asIma jaya jaya kAra che. jayajaya kAra ho. dAdA bhagavAnanAM asIma jaya jaya kAra he nI akhaMDa kirtana bhakti thA nityakrama sidhdhAstutI sAthenuM jemanAM jIvanamAM vaNAI jAze temane A mahA AzcaryakArI kirtana bhakti thA nityakramanI bhaktinI lagdhI saraLa5Ne sahajapaNe ne sugamapaNe prApta raheze. mahAtmAone mukSane muktine sAce raste maLI rahe mokSamArga maLI rahe. kAraNake A pustaka dAdAnI AjJA anusAra hAI-hetapurvaka A vyavahAravidhinAM nityakramanuM saMkalana prakAzIta karavAmAM AvyuM che. A nityakramanI sidadhastutI sAthenI ArAdhanA thA bhakita thakI jIvane samyakadarzananAM bhavya daravAje pahoMcavAne avakAza UbhuM thAya che. mokSa mArgamAM AvatAM aneka vidanene nirmULa karavAmAM AtyaMtIka UpayogI thAze. mahAtmAoe atyaMta jAgRtI purvaka ane saMpUrNa ne sarvAgI paNe lAbha levA namra vinaya purvaka vinaMtI. jaya saccidAna da trimaMtra, namaskAravidhI, navAva, suddhAtmA pratye prAthanAMsarvasva amArU apUrNanuM pada, aMdhArAkeTInAM karIma dAdA bhagavAna, siddhastutI, huM vijJAnasvarU5 chuM dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jaya kAra ho-nI 10 minITanI bhakti-AratI-simaMdhara svAmInI tyA be divA dAdAnI AratI-jJAnAMjanA sarvadeva lokone rAjIpe-sthA pratikramaNa. namaskAravidhi 0 pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe, vartamAne mahAvideha kSetramAM vicaratA, tIrthaMkara bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne atyaMta bhakitapUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. 0 pratyakSa "dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe vartamAna mahAvideha kSetra tathA anya kSetramAM vicaratA "jha parameSTi bhagavatene atyaMta bhakita pUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. - pratyakSa "dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe vartamAna mahAvideha kSetra tathA anya kSetramAM vicaratA "paMca parameSTi bhagavatene atyaMta bhakitapUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM.
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________________ 174 0 pratyakSa "dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe vartamAne mahAvideha kSetra tathA anya kSetramAM viharamAna "tIrthakara sAhebane atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. 0 "vItarAga zAsana deva-devIone atyaMta bhakitapUrvaka namaskAra.. karuM chuM. (5), 0 "nipakSapAtI zAsana deva devIone atyaMta bhakitapUrvaka namaskAra 0 covIsa tIrthakara bhagavate ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. (5) : 0 "kRSNa bhagavAnane atyaMta bhakita purvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. (5). 0 bharata kSetre hAla vicaratA sarvajJa "zrI dAdA bhagavAnane nizcayathI atyaMta bhakitapUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM 0 "dAdA bhagavAnanA bhAva tIrthaMkara sAhebane atyaMta bhakitapUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. (5) 0 "dAdA bhagavAnanA sarve "jJAnI mahAtmAone atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka - narmakAra karuM chuM. 0 AkhA brahmAMDanA jIvamAtranA bIla' svarUpane atyaMta bhakitapUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. 0 "rIyala' svarUpa e bhagavata svarUpa che jethI AkhA jagatanuM "bhagavata svarUpe darzana karuM chuM. 0 "rIyala' svarUpa e zuddhAtma svarUpa che, jethI AkhA jagatane zuddhAtma svarUpe darzana karuM chuM. - rIyala svarUpa e tatva svarUpa che jethI AkhA jagatane tatvajJAne karIne darzana karuM chuM. 6 (vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne parama pUjaya zrI "dAdA bhagavAnanA mAdhyama dvArA pratyakSa namaskAra pahoMce che. kausamAM lakhelI saMkhyA hoya teTalA vakhata bolavuM) dAdA bhagavAna" nA asIma jaya jaya kAra che. "dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jayajayakAra ho. (5)
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________________ Chande 195 prAta: vidhi 0 zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne namaskAra. 0 vAtsalyamUrti dAdA bhagavAnane namaskAra. .. (5) 4 (5). ra prApta mana, vacana, kAyAthI A jagatanA kAI paNu ane kiMcita mAtra duHkha na heA, na hA, na heA. 0 kevaLazuddhAtmAnubhava sivAya A jagatanI koI paNa vinAzI cIja mane khapatI nathI. 0 pragaTa jJAnI puruSa 'dAdA bhagavAna' nI AjJAmAM ja nira'tara rahevAnI parama zakti prAma hA, prApta hai|, prApta hA. nava kalamA pa 1. he dAdA bhagavAna! mane kAi paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmAnA kiMcitamAtra paNa ahama naM- dubhAya. na darzAvAya ke dubhAvavA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakita Ape. mane kAi dehadhArI jIvAtmAne kiMcitamAtra paNa ahama na dubhAya evI syAdvAda vANI, syAdzAda thatana ane karavAnI parama zakiMta Ape|. syAdvAda manana 2. he dAdA bhagavAna! mane koI paNa dharmanuM kiMcitamAtra paNa pramANu na dubhAya, na dubhAvAya ke dubhAtravA pratye na anumadAya evI parama zakrita Ape. mane koi paNa dhanu` ki`citamAtra paNa pramANa na dubhAvAya evI syAdvAda vANI, syAdvAda vartana ane syAdvAda parama zakrita Ape. manana karavAnI 3 hai dAdA bhagavAna! mane kaI paNa dehadhArI, upadezaka, sAdhu, sAdhvI AcAya nA avaNu vAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karavAnI parama zakita Ape. he dAdA bhagavAna! mane koi paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmA pratye kracitamAtra paNa amAna, tiraskAra, kayAreya paNa na karAya, na karAhvAya ke kartA pratye na anumAdAya evI parama zakita Ape. 5 he dAdA bhagavAna! mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmA sAthe kayAreya paNa kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA, na elAya, na elAvAya ke khelavA pratye na anumaidAya evI parama zakti Ape. Ai kaThora bhASA,
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________________ 176 tatIlI bhASA, khele teA mane mRdu Rju bhASA khelavAnI zakita A Ape. hai dAdA bhagavAna! mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmA pratye srI, puruSa, agara napuMsaka game te liMgadhArI hAya, te tenA sa'badhI kiMcitamAtra paNa viSaya-vikAra sabaMdhI doSA, icchAo, ceSTAe vicAra sa'kha'dhI deASA na karAya, na karAvAya, ke kartA pratye na anumAdAya evI parama zakita Ape. mane nira'tara nivikAra rahevAnI parama zakita AyA. agara 7. hai dAdA bhagavAna ! mane, koi paNa rasamAM lukhyapaNuM na karAya, evI zakita ApeA, samarasI khArAka levAya evI parama zakita Ape 8. huM hAdA bhagavAna ! mane koi dehadhArI jIvAtmAnA, pratyakSa parAkSa, jIvaMta agara mRtyu pAmelAnA phAinA kaMcitamAtra paNa avaLu vAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karAya, na karAvAya ke kartA pratye na anumedAya evI parama zakita Ape. 9. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane jagatakalyANa karavAnuM nimitta manavAnI parama zakita ApeA, zakita ApeA, zakita Ape. ATaluM tamAre 'dAdA' pAse mAMgavAnuM. A dararAja vAMcavAnI cIja na hAya, aMtaramAM rAkhavAnI cIja che. A dararAja upayAgapUrvaka bhAvavAnI cIja che. ATalA pAThamAM tamAma zAsrAnA sAra AvI jAya che. --jaya saccidAnaH , zuddhAtmA pratye prArthanA huM ataryAmI paramAtmA ! Apa dareka jIvamAtramAM birAjamAna che tema ja mArAmAM paNa birAjelA che. ApanuM svarUpa te ja mAruM svarUpa che, mAruM svarUpa zuddhAtmA che. he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! huM Apane abheda bhAve atyaMta bhakitapuvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. ajJAnatAe karIne me je je * dASA karyAM che, te sarva deASAne ApanI samakSa jAhera karu chuM. tenA hRdayapurvaka khUkha pastAvA karuM chuM.
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________________ 177 ane ApanI pAse kSamA prArtha chuM. he prabhu ! mane kSamA kare, kSamA kare, kSamA kare, ane pharI evA de nA karU evI A5 mane zakita Ape he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! Apa evI kRpA karo ke amane bhedabhAva chUTI jAya ane abheda-svarUpe prApta thAya. ame tamArAmAM abheda svarUpe tanmayAkAra rahIe - je doSa thayA hoya te manamAM jAhera karavA). jJAna sAkSAtkAra pAmavA mATenI vyavahAra vidhi" 9 pragaTa "jJAnI purUSa "dAdA bhagavAnane atyaMta bhakitathI namaskAra karuM chuM, namaskAra karuM chuM, namaskAra karuM chuM kAra pragaTa "jJAnI puruSa' thakI "sata prApta thayuM che jemane, te "sata purUSone atyaMta bhakitathI namaskAra karuM chuM, namaskAra karuM chuM, namasakAra karuM chuM. . sarve niSpakSapAtI "deva-devIone atyaMta bhakitathI namaskAra karUM chuM, namaskAra karuM chuM, namaskAra karUM chu. he pragaTa jJAnI purUSa tathA he saMta purUSa! Aje A bhaDake baLatA jagatanuM kalyANa kare, kalyANa kare, kalyANa kare, ane huM temAM nimitta banuM evI zudhdha bhAvanAthI ApanI samakSa mana, vacana, kAyAnI ekAgratAthI prArthanAvidhi karUM chuM. je AtyaMtika saphaLa thAo, saphaLa thAo, saphaLa thAo. he dAdA bhagavAna! ApanA zuddha jJAnamAM avakana thayelAM ane ApanA pramukhethI pragaTelAM zuddha jJAnasUtra nIce mujabanAM che. mana, vacana, kAyAnA tamAma lepAyamAna bhAva je Ave tenAthI zuddha cetana" sarvathA nilepa ja che." mana, vacana, kAyAnI tamAma saMgI kriyAothI "zuddha cetana sAva asaMga ja che." "mana vacana, kAyAnI Teva ane tenA svabhAvane zuddha cetana jANe che ane pitAnA sva-svabhAvane paNa "zuddha cetana jANe che. kAraNa ke te sva-para prakAzaka che." - AhArI AhAra kare che ane nirAhArI "zuddha cetana mAtra tene jANe che." (3)
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________________ 178 "sthULa sayeAge, sUkSma sayAgA, vANInA sa McAga para che ane parAdhIna che, ane zuddha cetana tenuM jJAtA-draSTA mAtra che." (1) "sthULatamathI sUkSmatama sudhInI tamAma saMsArika avasthAonu 'zuddha cetana' jJAtA-dRSTA mAtra che, 'kAkINuM che.. AnaMda svarUpa che" (3) "mana, vacana, kAyAnI avasthA mAtra kudaratI racanA (Only Scientific Circumstantial Evidence) che. jenA kAI khAya racanAra nathI ane te vyavasthita' che" (3) "nizcetana-cetananA eka paNa guNa zuddha cetana'mAM nathI ane zuddha cetana'neA eka paNa guNa nizcetana-cetanamAM nathI. banne sathA sAva judAM che." (3) caMcaLa bhAganA je je bhAvA che te nizrcatana- cetananA bhAvA che ane zuddha cetana' ke je acaLa che tenA bhAvA nathI,'' (3) 'A' hai prabhu! bhrAMtithI mane 'zuddha cetana'nA bhAvA, uparanAM sutrA mujaba ja che ema yathAya, jema che tema samatayuM nathI; kAraNa ke niSpakSapAtI bhAve mane mArI jAtane jotAM samajAyu ke mArAmAMthI aMtarakaleza tathA kaDhApA-ajapA gayela nathI, he prabhu ! mATe mArA aMtarakalezane zamAvavA parama zakina ApeA. have mArA A zuddha bhAveAne jema che tema samajavA sivAya TAI kAmanA nathI, huM kevaLa mAkSanA ja kAmI chuM. te arthe mArI dRDha abhilASA che ke huM 'saMta purUSAnA vinaya'mAM ane 'jJAnI purUSanA parama vinaya'mAM rahI, .huM kaMI ja jANatA nathI, e bhAvamAM ja rahuM. uparanAM jJAnasUtra mujabanA yuddha bhAvA mArI zraddhAmAM AvatA nathI ane jJAnamAM AvatA nathI, jo e bhAvA mArI dRDha zraddhAmAM Avaze te ja hu* anubhavIza ke mane yathArtha samyaka na thayu che. A mATe e ja cIjanI mukhya jarUra che. (1) 'hu' parama-satya jANavAnA ja kAmI chu" e bhAva-niSThA. (2) 'parama satya' 'jJAnI puruSa'nI AjJAnA sa'pUrNa ArAdhanathI prApta thAya che. 'jJAnI purUSa'nA pratyakSa kaiAga sivAya anya koi ja mAga nathI, mATe 'jJAnI purUSa'nI zeAdhamAM rahuM ane temanA yAga prApta thaye temanI ja AjJAnI ArAdhanAmAM rahevAnA dRDha nirNaya-nizcaya karU chuM. te mArI kAmanA saphaLa thAo, saphaLa thAo, saphaLa thAo jaya saccidAnaMda
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________________ 179 (5) - "siddha-stuti" (pUjaya dAdAbhagavAnanI AjJAe karI) 1 bharata kSetre hAla vicaratA sarvatra zrI dAdAbhagavAnane nazcayathI atyaMta bhakitapUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. 2 he dAdA bhagavAna ! ame amArI AtmaramaNatA tathA AtmasvarUpa prakAzamAna thavA A5nA zrImukhethI apAyela sidhastutinI, ApanI AjJAe karIne ApanI sAkSIe laghuttamabhAve bhakita karIe chIe. 3 he dAdA ! Apa amArA hRdayamAM bIjI A "sidhastuti prakAzamAna thAya, tathA AtmAnAM anaMta guNe pragaTa thAya evI kRpA karo, kRpA kare, kRpA karo. ' 4 ha, mana, vacana, kAyA, bhAvakarma, dravyakarma, karma, mArA tathA mArA nAmanI sarva mAyA, Apa pragaTa paramAtmAnA sucaraNemAM samarpaNa karU chuM. 1) huM zudhdhAtmA 2) huM vizudadhAtmA chuM 3) huM parama joti svarUpa sidhabhagavAna chuM huM asaMga chuM (5) huM avyAbAdha chuM 6) huM arUpI chuM huM sarvapadravyathI sarvathA udAsIna chuM huM anaMta jJAnavALo chuM huM anaMta dazanavALo chuM huM anaMta zakitavALe chuM huM anaMta sukhanuM dhAma chuM 12) huM avyAbAdha savarUpa chuM 13) huM amUrta chuM 14) huM sUma chuM huM aguruladhu svabhAvavALo chuM huM sarva paradravyathI sarvathA vItarAgaja chuM huM nijatatvavALo zudhdhAtmA chuM huM TakelkIrNa vata chuM =
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________________ 180 19) huM dravya karIne, tarave karIne saMpUrNa zudadha chuM. | sarvAga zudhdha chuM (10) 20) huM jJAnadarzanAdI anaMtA guNethakI saMpUrNa zudhdha chuM. sarvAga zudhdha chuM (10) 21) anaMtA ne jANavAmAM pariNamelI anatI avasthAomAM huM saMpUrNa zuddha chuM sarvAga zudadha chuM ' (15) 22) hu tavaguNa avasthAthI saMpUrNa zudhdha chuM, sarvAga zudhdha chuM. (5) 23) huM dravyaguNa paryAyathI saMpUrNa zudadha chuM, sarvAga zudhdha chuM (5) 24) svasvarUpe karIne huM saMpUrNa zudhdha chuM sarvAga zudhdha chuM (5) 25) prakRtine ekapaNa guNa mArAmAM nathI, ane mAre eka paNa guNa prakRtimAM nathI. banne taddana judA che. 2 6) mana, vacana, kAyAnA tamAma lepAyamAna bhAvathI, huM sarvathA nIlepaja chuM 27) mana, vacana, kAyAnI tamAma saMgIkriyAothI huM taddana asaMga 8 8 8 8 8 28) mana, vacana, kAyAnA Te, ne tenA svabhAvane huM jANuM chuM ane mArA sva svabhAvane paNa huM jANuM chuM kAraNa ke huM svapara prakAzaka chuM 29) mana, vacana, kAyAnI avasthA mAtra kudaratI racanA che, jene koI bApatya racanAra nathI, ane te "vyavasthita" che. 30) mana, vacana, kAyAnI avasthA mAtra "Scientific Circumstantial Evidence che, ane te vyavasthita bhAveja rahelI che. 31) sthalatamathI sukSmatama sudhInI tamAma saMsArI avasthAone hu jJAtA draSTA mAtra chuM, TaMkelkINuM chuM, AnaMdasvarUpa chuM (3) 32) sthalatamathI, sumitama sudhInI tamAma saMsArI avasthAone jJAtA daSTA mAtra chuM, kelkIrNa chuM, kevaLa jJAna svarUpa chuM. (3) 33) sthaLa sayAge, sukama saMge, vANanA saMyoge para che, ane parAdhIna che. 34) AhArI AhAra kare che, huM nirAkarI mAtra tene jANuM chuM. (5) 35) vihArI vihAra kare che, huM nivihArI mAtra tene jANuM tuM (5)
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________________ 181 36) nIhArI nIhAra kare che, huM ninihArI mAtra tene jANuM chuM (5) 37) huM zudhdhAtmA chuM (10) 38) huM nizcaya nirNayathI kevaLa zudhdhAtmA chuM 39) huM vijJAna svarUpa chuM (10) * dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jaya kAra ho " ja dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jaya kAra ho' bole ne, te e pratyakSa paramAtmAnI kIrtana bhakita che. je dAdA bhagavAna cauda lokane nAtha che, je mahI pragaTa thayela che te pratyakSa paramAtmAnI kIrtana bhakti che. evI thaI ja nathI ne! mATe evuM phaLa Ape ke na pUcho vAta eTale "dAdA nA kIrtana bhakita e meTAmAM meTI bhakita che. ane kIrtana bhaktithI koI paNa niyama pALyA vagara te rUpa thaI javAya. kIrtana bhakita gAya ne te bahu moTI bhakita kahevAya. dAdA bhagavAna te meM joyelA che, saMpUrNa dazAmAM che aMdara. enI huM gerenTI ApuM chuM huM ja emane bhajuM chuM ne! ane tamaneya kahuM chuM ke "baI, tame darzana karatA jAva." dAdA bhagavAna 360 DIgrI-ne mAre 356 DIgrI che. eTale ame be judA chIe, e puravAra thaI gayuM ke nahI? praznakartA : hAste ne? dAdAzrI : ame be judA chIe. mahI pragaTa thayelA che e dAdA bhagavAna che. e saMpUrNa pragaTa thaI rahyA che, jhaLahaLa jyoti svarUpa je "dAdA bhagavAna che temanI bhakita te huMye karuM chu mAre cAra DigrI vadhAravAnI te kharI ne ! beTa kharIne, tyAM sudhI mAreya bhakti karavAnI he ahi te tame jevA bhakta che e huM paNa bhakta chuM. A dekhAya che te dAdA bhagavAna na hoya. A te e. ema. paTela che, bhAdaraNanA pATIdAra che. ahi dAdA bhagavAna beThA che. huM pote ja dAdA bhagavAnano jayajayakAra belAvaDAvuM chuM ne ! eTale huMye bhakata chuM. ne tame ya bhakata che ! praznakartA H eTale jJAnI puruSa je che te dAdA bhagavAnanA bhakata che ? dAdAzrI : hAsto ne ! huM be AnIne bhakata, tame ATha AnInA bhakata che, mATe kaMI bhakatanI DigrImAM phera paDI gayA ? badhAya bhakatanI DigrIomAM ja che.
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________________ ATaluM ja vAkaya samajene, te bahu kAma thaI jAya. have mAreya cAra DigrI karavI paDaze ne ? kevaLajJAnamAM nApAsa thayela chuM. kevaLa jJAnamAM-parIkSAmAM nApAsa thaye eTale pachI mAre parIkSA te ApavI paDazene, pharI ? mAre cAra DigrI purI karavAnI nA hoya ? eTalA hA zuM karuM chuM ? "Ama" karIne namaskAra karuM chuM ne! ane tamaneya balavAnuM kahuM chuM ne ! ane temane bolavAnuM kahuM chuM cAra DigrI khUTe te mAre bolavuM paDe ke na bolavuM paDe ? tamAreye pAMca-cha DigrI khUTatI haze ke nahi khUTatI heya ? tamAre thoDIghaNI khUTatI haze ne ? praznakartA: hA jI. dAdAjhA : khUTatI hoya te belA. ane A belazene, te tamAreya DigrI umeraze. eTale 'dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jayajayakAra ho' balavAnuM huM hau boluM chuM ne, tamArI je De. tamArI mahI e ja dAdA bhagavAna beThelA che. tamAre DigrI ochI hoya te ame kahyuM e rIte pUrI karo emAM vAMche kharo ? ane ApaNe te kAma sAthe kAma che ne! mAre cAra DigrI ochI che, tethI huM gAu chuM, tamAre DigrI ochI che te tameya gAva. 9 anaMta avatArathI je hadayamAM ghA paDayA che, je dilamAM ghA paDayA che, e ghA rUjhavavAne keI raste ja nathI. dharma prApta thAya, paNa ghA rUjhavavAno nathI. A eka ja vAkaya evuM che ke ghA rUjhAya, dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jayajayakAra ho' bolyA ke mahI ghA rUjhAyA kare badhA. mahI hadayamAM ghA paDelA hAtha. badhA leke nathI kahetA ke mArI chAtI e ghA lAge che ? A belanA ghA paDe che. keI bole to ghA patharA je lAge ke nA lAge ? mATe A ghA badhA rUchaye tyAre mekSa thaze. ema ne ema mikSa nA thAya ghA rUjhavAna thayuM hoya tyAre here bIje ghA paDaye ja hoya. ane "A bela bela karaze ne, te badhA ghA rUjhAI jazo. 'dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jayajayakAra ho' e pratyakSa bhakti che bhagavAnanI, te ATha miniTa ochAmAM ochuM bolavuM ane vadhAre TAIma heya te pacAsa miniTa bola je. pacAsa miniTa bele te dAdA bhagavAnanAM darzaneya thAya. mATe e beje. ne keka dahADo pacAsa
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________________ 183 miniTa nA bolAya teya ATha miniTathI ochu nahi balavAnuM toya cAle. ATha miniTathI upara bolavAnuM zarU thayuM, te e bhayaMkara pApe bhasmIbhUta karIne mekSa bhaNI laI jAya evuM che. kAraNa ke prAgaTaya che A. dAdA bhagavAna pragaTa che. mahAvIra bhagavAnanuM nAma de. paNa Aje e pragaTa nathI. mATe AvuM kAma nA kare che. A te khAlI darzana karavAthI ja pApa nAza thAya evuM che, to A tame "dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jayajayakAra he bole te te zuM thAya! | mahI bhagavAna hAjara che, ne tene ja tame bele che. bhagavAna hAjara che tenAM darzana hau tame karyA! e te tamane lAge ke huM A ahi darzana karuM chuM. paNa mahI pahoMcyA TheTha, te ghaDIe ame bhagavAnane kahyuM ke, "Ane AzIrvAda Ape." have ethI vadhAre AgaLa tamAre joIe che ke ATaluM cAlaze? praznakartA : Apane je yogya lAge te. dAdAzrI : A pataMgane dera chUTo hate. ane tame enI pAchaLa doDe ke "mArI pataMga gulAMTa khAya che. are, paNa dore ApaNA hAthamAM nA hoya pachI zuM karIe gulAMTa khAya tene? A dore tamane Ape te gulAMTa khAya tyAre khaMje. keTalAka te "asIma jayajayakAra reja eka kalAka bole che te emane dAdA bhagavAna dekhAya che. pachI ApaNe bIju zuM joIe? . * aMdara amRtabiMdu Tapake. koI vastu evI nathI ke jenAthI aMda2 amRtabiMdu Tapake. ATha miniTathI upara belatAMnI sAthe amRtabiMdu belatAM sudhI te AnaMda rahe ne pachI te amRtabiMdu TapakavAnI zarUAta thaI jAya, eTale A te sIdhuM amRta ja che, amRtarasa che eka jAtane! ane mANasanuM kAma kADhI nAkhe, A kALamAM UbhuM thayuM che tethI ame kahI daIe ke ATaluM karaje, jaya saccidAnaMda AlocanA, pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAna nI sAkSIe dehadhArI *
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________________ 184 nA mana, vacana, kAyAnA yAga, bhAvakama, dravyakama, nAkamathI bhinna evA huM pragaTa zudrAtmA bhagavAna! Aja dina sudhI je je doSa thayA che tenI kSamA mAMgu chuM pazcAtApa karu chu.. AlecanA, pratikramaNu, pratyAkhyAna karuM chuM. mane kSamA karI, kSamA karI, ne pharI AvA doSa krayAreya paNa nahi karu evA dRDha nizcaya karuM chuM. huM dAdA bhagavAna! mane zakita Ape, zakita Ape, zakita Ape *sabadhita vyakitanuM nAma levu' * je dASa thayA hAya te manamAM jAhera karavA jaya saccidAnaMda dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jayajayakAra hA." sadaguru vaMdanA ahe!! ahA! zrI sadaguru, karUNAsi apAra, A pAmara para prabhu karyAM, ahe! ahA! upakAra zuM prabhucaraNu kane dharuM, AtmAthI sau hIna; te te prabhue ApiyA, vatu caraNAdhIna A dehAdi AjathI, vartA ... .... prabhu AdhIna dAsa, dAsa, huM dAsa chuM. Apa prabhunA dIna ...3 SaTa sthAnaka samajAvIne, bhinna matAnyA Apa, myAna thakI taravAravatu, e upakAra amApa ...4 je svarUpa samajayA vinA, pAmyA du:kha anaMta samajAvyu te pada namuM, zrI sadaguru! paramapuruSa prabhu sadaguru! paramajJona jeNe ApyuM bhAna nija, tene sadA praNAma ra deha chatAM jenA dazA te dehAtIta A jJAnInA caraNamAM, hA! vaMdana deha chatAM jenI dazA va dehAtIta dAdAnA caraNamAM he! vaMdana jaya saccidAna'duM - bhagavaMta ...pa sukhadhAma agaNita ...7 agaNita .....
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________________ 185 padasaMgraha devAne avAhana aMdhAze kaTi varSanAM, paLa sAThamAM ulecaze, TekelkIrNa jJAna abhedanAM, jayoti svarUpe pragaTaze. tetrIsa koTi devI-devatA, zAMti kAje Avaje, sAmAyika zuddha-AtmAnI, jJAnI apUrva lAvaze. vANI dAdA bhagavAnanI, tIrthakAre sAMbhaLe, sarvajJanAM sucaraNa mahI, Atama zAtA pAmaze. dAvAnaLanI javALA mahI, brahmAMDa paNa bhaDake baLe, pAtALI jharaNa karUNabharyA jaLa-zItaLa chaMTakAraze. amRta-vANI bhagavAnanI, jaLa zItaLa thaI ThAraze, carama-covIzI sAmaTI, "jaya saccidAnaMda jJAnI te -navanIta sarvasva amAru arpaNa che sarvasva amAruM apa Na che, bhagavAna tamArA zaraNamAM, suracaraNemAM AdhyAtmika AnaMda paramAnaMda, A parama-haMsanA satsaMgamAM ...savasava mana vacana, kAyA, chAyA mAyAnA bhAvano dravya karama; svIkAre bhrAMti bALakanI, anya zaraNu gho bhavaraNamAM jJAnAmRtanA metI cUge, haMsA mAna-sarovaramAM satyama, zivama ne suMdaramanI, "davya-cakSunI jatimAM | sarvasva. sUrajanuM kevuM tarpaNa che! caMdAnAM zitaLa kiraNemAM; samabhAve nikAla kare, ghaTamALa uThe je atAramAM sarvasva. rAta, divasa, saMdhyA, uSA, kevA addabhuta che niyamamAM; bharatI-oTa mana-sAgaranI, "nizcita' ne "vyavasthita'mAM ..sarvasa, jIvana bhale eka darzana ha, paNa Atama zAzvata darpaNa che; vyavahAra" bhale keTa saMga, paNa " nizcaya' kevaLa bhagavaMtamAM ...sarvasava. mUDha AtmAne uddhAra karI, je zuddhAtmA" ne jagADe che apUrva agocarane u9lasita, jaLahaLa jAti tana-manamAM ...sarvasva. akrama nI aNudITha keDIthI, je mezadvAra ughADe che, paramAtma-svarUpa che, pragaTa puruSa Apa ja che mArA zuddhAtmA ..sarva sva. ..sarvasva
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________________ 186 name vItarAgAya zrI sImaMghara svAmIno AratI jaya sImaMdhara svAmI, prabhu tItha kara vata mAna mahAvideha kSetre vicaratA (2) bharata RNAnubaMdha dAdA bhagatana sAkSIe, paheAMcADuM namaskAra pratyakSa phaLa pAmu huM (2) mAdhyama jJAna avatAra pahelI AratI svAmInI, parameSTi pAme uddAsIna vrutti vahe (2) kAraNu meAkSa seve mIjI AratI svAmInI, pAMca parameSTi pAme parama sa padma pAmI (2) jJAna ajJAna laghu trIjI AratI svAmInI, gaNudhara pada pAma nirAzrita badhana chUTe (2) Azrita jJAnI thaye ceAthI AratI svAmInI, tItha kara bhAvi svAmI sattA dAdA kane (2) bharata kalyANa kare, paMcamI AratI svAmInI, kevaLa meAkSa lahe parama jyeAti bhagavaMta 'hu" (2) ayeAgI siddhapade eka samaya svAmI kheALe je mAthuM DhALI namaze ananya zaraNuM svIkArI (2) muktipadane vare jaya saccidAna dU dAdA dIvA : 1 mULa DhIvAthI pragaTe dIpakamALa, svarUpa prakAzita dAdAnA darabAra, paheleA dIve STi byavahAra' sarvottama jaga-rUpIne karamALa khIjo dIve| nizcaya' varamALa, 'divya-catuthI 'zuddha'ne namaskAra trIjo dIveA vyavasthita' ghaTamALa, akartA gAya, suNe sva-bhajanamALa ceAtheA dIvA 'samabhAve' nikAla, nirAgI vitarAge karuNA-dhAra ....jaya. ...(29171) ...jaya ...(svAmI) .. ...jaya ...(svAmI) ...jaya *. (svAmI) ...jaya. ... svAmI) ...jaya ...(svAmI) ....jaya ..(svAmI) ...450 mULa dIvAthI mULa dIvAthI ...mULa dIvAthI ..mULa dIvAthI
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________________ 187. * mULa dIvAthI ...mULa dIvAthI ..mULa dIvApI, dIvo karIe, paMcama dave "zaddhAtmA' sAdhAra, zuddha khAtAvahI, nibheda vepAra 'A' mUrtAmta pragaTa che avatAra, paMca parameSTi' sucaraNe sAkSAtkAra 'dAdAne dIva dAdAno darabAra, jhavera "mULa" hIrA "A jhAkajhamALa dAdA dIveda : 2 dI karIe bhagavAna, dAdA sarva samarpane, aMdhArAM ulecyAM bhava kerAM dAdA pragaTIne. sarvajJa dAdA jJAna avatArI, "akrama" liphaTa taNuM sUkAnI, saMgamezvara siddha jagakalyANI, mUrtImUta mokSadAtA, prakAzyo jeNe samaSTine anaMtajJAnI anaMtadazI, anaMta sukhanI pherama vaSa, amUta musla nayane vasI, divyacakSu dAtA tva, parama jati svarUpane sUrya samAna pratApI tejasa, caMdra samAna zItaLa ojasa, e acala sama sAgara gaMbhIra, mukitamaMdiranAM guNalAM pratyakSa pragaTanAM gAIne vizvAdhAra aMguli Terave, brahmAMDa svAmI svAmitva abhAve, nija svarUpI, nija svabhAve, dasa lAkha varase pragaTI, akrama dAdA jatine 'zuddhAtmA mULa upAdAnI ahama mamatanA apAdAnI, mULa nimitta eka sagI, cheDA bhavasaMsAre, vaMdu kRpALu jJAnIne - dIvo karIe, ..dI karIe ....dI karIe ...dIvo karIe
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________________ 188 dAdA AratI jaya dAdA bhagavAna, dAdA saMgamezvara bhagavAna, AratI karI jIva TALe (2) raudra, Ad, apadhyAna, ...jaya dAdA bhagavAna. pragaTa dI "A dAdA kere, jaga prakAzamAna kare-dAdA jaga (2) jagaka9yANe pragaTayA (2) "akrama" jJAna avatAra, ..jaya dAdA bhagavAna, pahelI AratI "dAdAnI trividha tApa TaLe-dAdA trividha (2) sarva avasthA samAdhi (2) zuddhAtmajAta jale, ...jaya dAdA bhagavAna. bIjI AratI " nI kevaLa darzana kare-dAdA kevaLa (2) pisAya nA pisAya jage (2) kriyAmAM arjA, ...jaya dAdA bhagavAna. trIjI AratI dAdAnI kevaLajJAna pAme dAdA kevaLa (2) vasaMvedana zakita (2) brahmAMDa prakAze svayaM, .. jaya dAdA bhagavAna. cAthI AratI "dAdAnI adITha tapa kare-dAdA adITha (2) jJAna-ajJAna bhinna bhedI (2) sva-cAritra kahe, ...jaya dAdA bhagavAna. paMcamI AratI "dAdAnI kalyANa bhAva vAve-dAdA-kalyANa (2). tIrthaMkara pada pAmI (2) jagakalyANa kare, . jaya dAdA bhagavAna, "dAdA AratI kevaLa, je koI gAze-dAdA je (2) eka kRpA amIdaSTa (2) taraNa tAraNa tAre. jaya dAdA gajana..
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________________ 189 pragaTa 'dAdA ratuti jJAnAMjanA he paramAnaMbha, he hA jaya sata-cita-AnaMda, niraMjana siddha askuitANama, he dAdA te mULathI caramapaMda. mukhamudrA manahara janavalabha, muralI manahara jJAna saMdhAmRta. hyotara nigraMthi samarasa, daza aho! vItarAga anupama AtmAnaMdI puSTi vacanabaLa, niSkAmI karuNAmaya pala-pala. pragaTa dI A jAti jhaLahaLa, jaga AkhAnuM TALe haLadara(pragaTa) nirbha dI A abUdha paDachaMda, anaMta guNa "jaya saccidAnaMda. karuNAsAgara he paramAtama, makSa saMbaMdhI zAzvata zaraNama. zarIra chatAMye azarIra bhAve. vicare sarvajJa tene vadana karuM chuM. "dAdA bhagavAnane namaskAra karuM chuM. dAdA bhagavAnane namaskAra karuM chuM. jaya saccidAnaMda dAdAne oLakha vaLataranI IcchA vinA, lUMTAve mekSa je lamI, e he he karuNAsAgara, vaijJAnika svapnadarzI vastu sava-guNadhArI, dehAtIta sarjIvana mUti,
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________________ 190 saMpUrNa kevaLa vartaka, vartAve kAraNa-guptI. mahIlI samRddhidarzaka, AdhyAtmika Atama-lakSI, paramArthe zaktivardhaka, niSkAmI jJAna maharSi, "dAdAne oLakhavAne, khapaze aMtaranI daSTi, nizabda anubhavagamya, asaMyata-muni saMnyastI paramArthe satasaMga detA, pitAnA paisA kharcA, jagahite gALI kAyA, jetA nA ThaMDI garamI. jIvIne dAkhale dIdhe, sarvAge dharamImaramI, sata-kevaLa " nizcayavatI' vyavahAra" pUrNAdazI". dAdAnI denika carcA, vAte sau khulama khulI, pADAne veda bhaNAvyA, ladhutamathI gurUtama guNI. svastikI eka ja sevya, aghaTa premI saMpUNa. nirbheLI mAtR-vatsala, te caraNe jhUkatAM mukti. jaya saccidAnaMda - rAjIpe sarva deva lekane rAjIpe jJAnIpara, tethIja mahAtmAo pharI zake nIDara kaI paNa mahAtmAne upasarga Ave tyAre, kaI paNa mahAtmAne pariSaha Ave tyAre, "dAdAjI" ghare che beu hAthe, mokale che lazkara AkhuM. mokSadAna" sAthe "abhayadAna" khAsuM A hRdaya-kamaLamAM "dAdAja sthApuM mUrtA mUta-menI jJAnabhakita prArtha. 'dAdA, "dAtA belatA na thAku
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________________ : prakAzaka saMkalana kartA : araviMda gopAlajI desAI maMjula, ratanA sosAyaTI, navajIvana sosAyaTInI bAjumAM, koleja reDa, bIlImorA - 396 321 phona : 5399 6 .: muya : parama vinaya ane huM kaMija jANatA nathI : naidha : nityakrama. caraNavidhi, tyA sImaMdhara svAmInuM jIvana caritra. dAdAnI jJAnavANuM zrI dAdA bhagavAna vitarAga drasTa, khetazI narasI zAha, 20/21, enjala lenDa, cothe mALa, nAyakAma krosa reDa, vaDAlA, | muMbaI - 400 031 dAdAnI bhaviSyavANuM, jIvana caritra vinA lekhe akrama vijJAna (mAsIka), akrama vijJAna phAunDezana TrasTa 2. padmAya, pATIdAra sosAyaTI, paMcavaTI amadAvAda 380006 thI prakAzIta thatA akrama vijJAna mAsIka mAMthI aMkalana karyA che. dAdA bhagavAne jJAnadAnane bhAre mahatva Apela heya preraNA thavAthI Apane caraNe dharU chuM
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________________ A tamane dekhAya che te dAdA bhagavAna che nA na hoya e dAdA bhagavAna e te e. ema. paTela che. bhAdaraNa gAmanA che "dAdA bhagavAna ?? te aMdara pragaTa thayA che te che emanuM svarUpa zuM che ? jJAna, darzana ane cAritra, tapanA AdhAre je anubhavamAM Ave che te dAdA bhagavAna che. bAkI A te paTela che. kAle A parapoTo phUTI jAya te leka ene bALI muke ane dAdA bhagavAnane koI bALI na zake kAraNa ke agni sthaLa svarUpe che. AtmA sukSma che. sthaLa sumane zI rIte bALI zake. evA ja jJAna darzana ane caritrane tapa svarUpe " " dAdA A bhagavAna ?? tamArA mAMhi paNa birAjelA che te tame pote ja che ! $ (DaoN. nIrUbena amIna saMpAdIta AptavANI A zreNa- 5 - pu. 276 ) > >$>$<> <>uMjha@>&> >#laTa