Book Title: Aatmakathana Amrut Binduo
Author(s): Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi, Gandhiji
Publisher: Balabhai Virchand Desai
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005420/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ". SSSSS 10000000000000000 vaad. 6000000000000 tmakathAnAM amRta binduo. lekhaka-mahAtmA gAMdhIjI. namra sUcana isa grantha ke abhyAsa kA kArya pUrNa hote hI niyata samayAvadhi meM zIghra vApasa karane kI kRpA kareM. jisase anya vAcakagaNa isakA upayoga kara sakeM. sagrAhaka AlAbhAi vIraca' desAi, sease.000ser 00000000se 0.00 Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ TRAILEANINDIAMMAN CHANNEL - HTTINAD HARMILAGAIMADAINIAN I IIIIIIIIIII R Ililhilliiliiliilllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll AtmakathAnAM amRta binduo. lekhaka-mahAtmA gAMdhIjI. II Illul Illumillillllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllline fulllllllll IIIIMahalITIUlhill milllllllII/IIIIIIIImAmmalllllllll luiiiiiii iitis illuminutibulu ulllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll llllllllllllllllllll AmAlllllumAJINITE saMgrAhakabAlAbhAI vIracaMda desAI. ( bhikSu. ) sulaca be AnA a u n u suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuune For Personal & Private Use Only Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzakaratilAla dIpacaMda desAi, zrI vijayadharma lakSmI jJAnamaMdira, elanagaMja-AgrA. prathama AvRtti ++++++++++++ : prApti sthAna : Ara, vanamALIdAsa, sI. pI. Tenka, muMbai nAgaradAsa prAgajI bukaselara, dezIvADAnI poLa, amadAvAda, jayatilAla maNilAla ghaDIALI, bhAvanagara. mudrakaaMbAlAla viThThalabhAi Thakkara. lahANamitra sTIma prA. presa, vaDedarA. tA. 15-9-1931 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vAMcatAM pahelAM jarA pahelAM kaMIka " satyanA pratyeAgA ane AtmakathA ghaNA samaya meM vAMcI hatI. te samaye mane temAM vadhAre samajavA jevuM dekhANuM hatu. paNa anya kAryonA kheAjA nIce dukhAtAM te na banI zakayu'. paNa subhAgye punaH tene vAMcavAne ane vicAravAnA samaya maLatAM mane emAM suMdara ane satya vicArAnA sAgara uchaLata najare paDayA jIvanane mATe kAMi samajavA jevu' dekhAyuM. AtmakathAnAM keTalAMka prakaraNAe, keTalAka phakarAoe, keTalIka lAineAe mArA upara sArI jevI asara karI. mArI draSTie e dha vacanA jevAM dekhAyAM. akasmAt mAruM mana enA saMgraha karavAne lalacAyuM. ane utsAhathI--banI zake teTalI sAvacetIthI keTalAka phakarA utArI lIdhA ane e neTabuka mArI priya peAthI banI. paNa jema kALe nAnuM evuM jhADa kabIravaDa ane tema mArI hastalikhita pAthI Aje chapAela pustakanuM svarUpa dhAraNa kare che ane e svarUpa nirmAtA tarIke snehI abhayaM bhagavAnadAsa gAMdhInA AbhAra mAnavA rahyo. me zrI 39 vizva vikhyAta gAMdhIjIne bhale kA mahAtmA kahetAM khacakAtu hAya, rAjanItineA temane bhale rAjanIti dhuraMdhara kahetAM khacakAtA hAya, dharmAcAryAM temane dhara dhara kahetAM khacakAtA hAya, krAi payagambara ke avatAra mAnavA nA pADatA hoya paNa. temane eka sAcA manuSya tarIke oLakhavAnI nA pADanAra kASTaka ja vicAra zakitavALA kadAca nIkaLe ? ane mAnavajIvanamAM mAnava jIvananI zreSTha bhUmikAe paheAMcavu teja sauthI sArUM lakSya DrAi For Personal & Private Use Only 3 Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zake. chatAM mahAtmAjInI dRSTie temanI namratA-ladhutA kevI che te sarva vidita che. te pratyeka vAcaka ane hRdayanAM kAluLo kSaNa mATe dUra karI vAMce. kAraNa ke melA kAcamAM zuddha pratibimba na paDI zake. vAMce ane vicAraka tarIke vAMce. eka eka vAkaya eka eka gItA vacananI garaja sAraze. vAMcanAra gAMdhIjIne kAMIka AcAra ane vicAramAM samajato thaze. bhramanAM Avarte nIkaLI jaze. A prayatna meM mArI khAtara ja karyo hato. bIjAnI khAtara yA anya lAlacathI ne te ja karyo. A prayatna jema mane sAre lAbha Apyo che tema vAcakane Ape e ja vAMcchA. antamAM vAcaka vicArakanI dRSTie vace, ATalI nAnI pustikAmAM ja khajAne-amUlya khajAne bharyo che. AvaDe te kheLI le ane bhagave ! vAcakanA lAbhamAM ja saMgrAhaka pitAnI mahenatanuM mUlya mulAve che. saMgrAhaka bAlAbhAI vI. desAI. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMduo bhale mArA jevA anekane kSaya thAo paNa satyane jaya thAo. alpAtmAne mApavA sArU satyane gaja kadI ke na bane! vahelanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM eTaluM huM samaje hate. teo kahe tema karavuM, kare tenA kAjI ApaNe na banavuM. sArI jAtane vizvAsa che ke vivAha ane vidyAbhyAsa beu eka sAthe te hiMdu saMsAramAMja hoya. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMduA vyAyAmane eTale zArIrika keLavaNIne mAnasikanA jevuMja sthAna vidyAbhyAsamAM hAvu joie. sAcu' khelanAre ane sAcu* karanAre gAphela paNa naja rahevu' joie. paNa kAi hiM'du mALake saMskRtanA sarasa abhyAsa vinA na ja rahevu joie. me" viSayanI icchA karI eTale huM te karI cUkayA. chatAM laukika daSTie IcchA karyAM chatAM pratyakSa kramathI je khace che tene ApaNe baccA gaNIe chIe. jene sudhAravA che tenI sAthe mitratA hAya nahi. mitratAmAM advaitabhAvanA hAya.evI mitratA jagatamAM vacitaja jovAmAM Ave che. mitratA sarakhA guNavALA vacce zele ane nabhe, mitratA eka khIjAnA upara asara pADayA vinA na ja rahe eTale mitratAmAM sudhArAne avakAza mahuA hoya che. mArA abhiprAya evA che ke aMgata mitratA aniSTa che. kemake manuSya doSane jhaTa grahaNa kare che, guNa grahaNa karavAne prayAsanI For Personal & Private Use Only Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMdu AvazyakatA che. jene AtmAnI, izvaranI mitratA joie che teNe ekAkI rahevu. ghaTe che. me' strIne haMmezAM sahanazIlatAnI mUrti kalpI che. nAkara upara khATA vahema jAya tyAre nAkara nAkarI cheDe, putra upara evu vIte te mApanu ghara cheDe, mitra mitra vacce vahema dAkhala thAya tyAre mitratA tuDhe, strI dhaNI upara vahema lAve te samasamIne besI rahe, paNa jo pati patnInA viSe vahema lAve tA patninA bicArInA bhAgaja maLyA. te kayAM jAya ? ucca manAtA vanI hiMdu strI adAlatamAM jai adhAelI gAMThane kapAvI paNa na zake, evA eka pakSI nyAya tene sArU rahelA che. 10 patnI patinI dAsI nathI. paNa sahacAriNI che, sahudhami`NI che, ane eka khIjAnAM du:khanAM bhAgIdAra sarakhAM che. ane jeTalI svataMtratA-sArUM naThArU karavAnI patine che teTalIja sIte che. 11 svAdanuM kharU sthAna jIbha nathI paNu mana che. 12 te ( surApa) mulakamAM nizALamAM ke kAlejamAM bhaNanArA koi vivAhita na hAya. vivAhitane vidyArthIjIvana na hAya. ApaNAmAM te prAcInakALamAM vidyArthI brahmacArIneja For Personal & Private Use Only Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabi duA nAme oLakhAtuM. A jamAnAmAM ja bAlavivAhane cAla jaDa che. dharmazAstranuM ne duniyAnA dharmanuM kaMIka bhAna te thayuM paNa tevuM jJAna manuSyane bacAvavA sArUM puratuM nIvaDatuM nathI. Apatti veLA je vastu manuSyane bacAve che tenuM tene te veLA bhAna hotuM nathI. nAstika jyAre bace che tyAre kahe che ke pite akasmAtathI bacI gaye. Astika eve prasaMge kaheze ke mane Izvare bacAvya, dharmonA abhyAsathI. saMyamathI Izvara tenA hRdayamAM pragaTa thAya che, evuM anumAna pariNAma pachI te karI ce che. evuM anumAna karavAne tene adhikAra che. paNa bacatI veLA te jANatA nathI ke tene tene saMyama bacAve che ke keNa bacAve che ? je pitAnA saMyamabaLanuM abhimAna rAkhe che tene saMyama roLAI gayelo keNe nathI anubhavyuM? zAstrajJAna te eve samaye thathAM samAna lAge che. akSarajJAna ApanAra apUrNa zikSakathI calAvI levAya, paNa Atmadarzana karAvanAra apUrNa zikSakathI naja calAvAya. gurUpada te saMpUrNa jJAnIneja apAya. gurUnI zodhamAM saphaLatA rahelI che. kemake ziSyanI cegyatA pramANeja gurU maLe che. yogyatA prAptine sArU saMpUrNa prayatnane dareka sAdhakane adhikAra che, e tene artha che. e prayatnanuM phaLa IzvarAdhIna che. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMdue je vastu jAheramAM na karAya, te chupI rIte karavA mArUM mana ja kabula na karatuM. stuti, upAsanA, prArthanA e vahema nathI. paNa ApaNe khAIe chIe, pIIe chIe, cAlIe besIe chIe, e badhuM jeTaluM sAcuM che tenA karatAM te vadhAre sAcI vastu che. eja sAcuM che, bIjuM badhuM beTuM che, ema kahevAmAM atizayokti nathI. AvI upAsanA, AvI prArthanA, e kaMI vANInA vaibhava nathI. tenuM muLa kaMTha nathI paNa hRdaya che. tethI je ApaNe hRdayanI nirmaLatAne pahoMcIe, tyAM rahelA tArone susaMgaThita rAkhIe te temAMthIja sUra nIkaLe che. te sUra gaganagAmI bane che. tene sArUM jIbhanI AvazyakatA nathI. e svabhAveja adabhUta vastu che. vikAre rUpI maLenI zuddhi karavA sArU hAdika upAsanA jIbuTI che. paNa te prasAdI sArU ApaNumAM saMpUrNa namratA jaIe. 17. - mukavAnI mArI vRttine meM zekha tarIke oLakhAvI che. kemake huM joI zaka chuM ke jyAre A guNe AnaMdadAyaka thaI paDe che tyAre nabhI zake che. tANItUsIne athavA dekhAva ke zaramane khAtara thAya che tyAre te mANasane kacaDe nAkhe che. te For Personal & Private Use Only Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmasthAnAM amRtabiMdue te karatA chatA mANasa karamAya che. je sevAmAM AnaMda nathI maLatA, te nathI sevakane phaLatI ke nathI sevyane bhAvatI. je sevAmAM AnaMda maLe che te sevA AgaLa ezaArAma ke dhanApAna ityAdi pravRtti tuccha lAge che. 18 ghaNI jAhera saMsthAonI utpattine sArU temaja temanA taMtrane sArU javAbadAra rahyA pachI mArA hRDha nirNaya e thayeA che ke kAi paNa jAhera saMsthAe sthAyI krUDa upara nalavAnA prayatna na karavA joIe. temAM tenI naitika adheAgatinuM mULa rahelu che. 19 harakAi sa'sthAnA jhINavaTathI rakhAelA hisAba tenu nAka che. tenA vinA te saMsthA chevaTe gaDhI ne pratiSThA rahita thaI jAya che. zuddha hisAba vinA zuddha satyanI rakhevALI asabhavita che, 20 jAhera kAma kadI karaja karIne karavuM nahi. leAkeAne khIjA' kAmA mATe bhale vizvAsa rakhAya, paNa paisAnA vAyadAnA vizvAsa na rakhAya. bharAyelI rakama ApavAnA dha leAkeA kayAMye niyamita rIte pALatA nathI ema me' joI lIdhu hatuM. 10 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmajjAnAM amRtabiMduo jyAM saMskAra baLavAna che tyAM zIkhAmaNu badhI mithyA lavAre thaI paDe che. mane huM evuM pramANa patra saheje ApI zakuM chuM ke mArI jIbha ke kalamamAMthI vicAryA vinA ke mApyA vinA bhAgyeja keI zabda nIkaLe che. mArAM bhASaNa ke lakhANamAMnA kaI bhAgane sArU mane zarama ke pazcAtApa karavApaNuM che evuM mane smaraNa nathI. aneka bhayemAMthI huM bacI gayo chuM. ne mAre ghaNe vakhata bacI gaye che e vaLI adake lAbha. anubhave mane evuM paNa batAvyuM che ke satyanA pujArIe maunanuM sevana karavuM ghaTe che. jANe ajANe paNa manuSya ghaNIveLA atizayokti kare che. athavA je kahevA gya hoya te chupAve che ke judI rIte kahe che. AvAM saMkaTemAMthI bacavAne khAtara paNa a5bhASI thavuM Avazyaka che. DuM bolanAra vagara vicAre nahIM bole. pitAnA dareka zabdane tALaze. huM pApanA pariNAmathI mukita nathI mAgate, huM te pApavRttimAMthI, pApI karmamAMthI mukita mAguM chuM. te na maLe tyAM lagI mArI azAnti mane priya raheze. 11 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMdue vepAramAM satya na cAle evuM huM vepArIone methI sAMbhaLatuM AvyuM hatuM. e vAta huM tyAre naheAte mAnate, Aja paNa nathI mAnate. "vepArane ane satyane na bane" ema kahenArA vepArI mitra Aja paNa paDayA che. teo vepArane vyavahAra kahe che, satyane dharma kahe che ane dalIla kare che ke vyavahAra eka vastu che, dharma bIjI. vyavahAramAM zuddha satya na ja cAle. temAM yathAzakita ja satya bolAya calAya. A sthitine meM mArA bhASaNamAM virodha karyo. meM te niyama ja karyo che ke mArI jAta upara vIte tene sAru mAre adAlate na ja caDhavuM, eTale mAre kesa nathI kare. huM kharI vakIlAta zIkhe. manuSyanI sArI bAju baLI kADhatAM zIkhe. manuSya hRdayamAM praveza karatAM zIkhyo. meM joyuM ke vakIlanuM kartavya pakSakArenI vacce paDelI tUTa sAMdhavAnuM che. A zikSaNe mArA manamAM evI jaDa ghAlI ke mArI vIsa varSanI vakIlAtane mukhya kALa mArI ophIsamAM beThAM seMkaDe kesonI samAdhAna karAvavAmAM ja gayA. temAM meM khoyuM nahi. dravya evuM ema paNa na kahevAya. AtmA te na ja che. - 28 adAlatenuM cihana trAjavuM che. tene jhAlanAra eka For Personal & Private Use Only Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMdue niSpakSapAtI, AMdhaLI paNa DAhI DAsI che. tene vidhie joIne TIlu na kare paNa je AMdhaLI ghaDI che. jethI te mAM guNe ceAgya hAya tene TIluM kare, 29 bIjAne nAmeAza karI manuSyA pAte kema mAna mAnI zakatAM haze e koyaDA haju lagI huM ukelI zakayA nathI. 30 jayAM jyAM udAratA, sahiSNutA ane satya che tyAM bheda paNa lAbhadAyaka nIvaDe che. kare. 31 dezapremI eka paNa aMgane ane tyAM lagI jatu na mArA anubhava mane ApIne ApaNe nyAya vahelA 31 kahe che ke sAmA pakSane nyAya meLavIe chIe. 33 anelA manAvAne viSe AvI carcAja mithyA che. anelAne samajI laie. temAMthI zIkhavAnuM maLe teTaluM zIkhI laie, eTaluM ja upayAgI che. amuka prasaMge amuka manuSya zuM karaze e nirNayapUrvaka kahI ja na zakAya. temaja manuSyanA mAhyAcAra uparathI tenA guNunI je parIkSA thAya che te 13 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMduo adhurI hoI anumAna mAtra hoya che, ema paNa ApaNe joI zakIe chIe. 34 jAhera saMsthA eTale lekanI maMjurI ne lekenAM nANAMthI cAlatI saMsthA. e saMsthAne jyAre kenI madada na maLe, tyAre tene hastI bhegavavAno adhikAra ja nathI. sthAyI milkatathI nabhatI saMsthA lekamatathI svataMtra banI jatI jovAmAM Ave che. ne keTalIka veLA te ulaTAM AcaraNa paNa kare che. A anubhava hiMdustAnamAM ApaNane Dagale Dagale thAya che. keTalIka dhArmika gaNAtI saMsthAonA hisAba kitAbanuM ThekANuM ja nathI. tenA vAlIo tenA mAlIka thaI paDyA che, ne keIne javAbadAra heya tema nathI. jema kudarata pote rejanuM pedA karI rejanuM jame che. tema jAhera saMsthAonuM hovuM joIe e viSe mane zaMkA ja nathI. je saMsthAne leke madada karavA taiyAra na hoya tene jAhera saMsthA tarIke nabhavAne adhikAraja nathI. prativarSa maLatuM phALo te te saMsthAnI loka priyatAnI ane tenA saMcAlakanI pramANikatAnI kasoTI che. ane dareka saMsthAe e kaseTI upara caDhavuM joIe e mAro abhiprAya che. 14 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMduo A lakhANanI gerasamaja na thAo? uparanI TIkA evI saMsthAone lAgu nathI paDatI ke jene makAna ItyAdinI AvazyakatA heya. jAhera saMsthAonA cAlu khAne AdhAra leke pAsethI maLatA phALA upara rahevuM joIe. 35 ApaNAmAM e vahema che ke pahelAM pAMca varSa bALakane keLavaNI pAmavApaNuM hotuM nathI. kharI vAta e che ke pahelAM pAMca varSamAM bALaka je pAme che te pachI pAmatuM ja nathI. bALakanI keLavaNI mAtAnA udarathI ja zarU thAya che ema huM anubhavathI kahI zakuM chuM. 35 je samaju daMpati haze te to kadI daMpatIsaMgane viSaya vAsanA satejavAnuM sAdhana nahiM banAve. paNa jyAre temane saMtatinI IcchA thaze tyAreja saMga karaze. ratisukha eka svataMtra vastu che ema mAnavAmAM mane te ghora ajJAnaja jaNAya che. jananakriyA upara saMsAranI hastIne AdhAra che. saMsAra e IzvaranI lIlAnuM sthAna che, tenA mahi. mAnuM pratibimba che. tenI suvyavasthita vRddhine artheja ratikriyA nimAyelI che, ema samajanAra viSaya vAsanAne mahA prayatna karIne paNa karaze. ane ratibhegane pariNAme je 15. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmajjAnAM amRtabiMduo saMtati thAya tenI zArIrika, mAnasika ane AdhyAtmika rakSA karavAne aMge, meLavavuM joIe te jJAna meLavaze, ne tene upayoga potAnI prajAne Apaze. 37 vata baMdhana nathI paNa svataMtratAnuM dvAra che. 38 meM joyuM ke vratathI na baMdhAvAmAM manuSya mehamAM paDe che. vratathI baMdhAvuM e vyabhicAramAMthI nIkaLI eka patnIne saMbaMdha bAMdhavA jevuM che. "huM prayatna karavAmAM mAnuM chuM vratathI aMdhAvA nathI mAgata"e vacana nirbaLatAnI nizAnI che. ne temAM sUkSama rIte bheganI IcchA che. - je vastu tyAjya che tene sarvathA tyAga karavAmAM hAni kema hoI zake? je sarpa mane karaDavAne che tene huM nizcayapUrvaka tyAga karUM chuM, tyAgane mAtra prayatna karatuM nathI. huM jANuM chuM ke mAtra prayatna para rahevAmAM maravuM raheluM che. prayatnamAM sarpanI vikarALatAnA spaSTa jJAnane abhAva che. teja pramANe je vastunA tyAgane ApaNe mAtra prayatna karIe chIe te vastunA tyAganI yogyatAne viSe ApaNane spaSTa darzana nathI thayuM ema siddha thAya che. 39. bahAcaryanuM pAlana karavuM hoya te svAdendriya upara kAbu meLavaja joIe. je svAdane chatAya te brahmacarya atizaya saheluM che e meM jAte anubhavyuM. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMdue indriya damananA hetuthI IcchApUrvaka karelA upavAsanI indriya jamanamAM bahu madada maLe che, e viSe mane zaMkA nathI. keTalAka leke upavAsa karyA chatAM niSphaLa jAya che tenuM kAraNa e che ke upavAsaja badhuM karI zakaze ema mAnI teo mAtra sthaLa upavAsa kare che. ne manathI chappana bhega Aroge che. upavAsa daramyAna upavAsa chuTaye zuM khAIzuM enA vicArane svAda lIdhA kare che. ne pachI pharIyAda kare che ke nathI svAdendriyane saMyama thaze ane nathI jananendriyane 41 upavAsanI kharI upayogItA tyAMja heya jyAM mANasanuM mana paNa dehadamanamAM sAtha Ape. eTale ke manane paNa viSayalega pratye vairAgya Avye have joIe. viSayanAM mULiyAM manamAM rahelAM che. upavAsAdi sAdhanonI madada jo ke ghaNI chatAM pramANamAM bheja hoya che. ema kahI zakAya ke upavAsa karate chate manuSya viSayAsakta rahI zake che khare. paNa upavAsa vinA viSayAzaktine jaDamULathI nAza saMbhava nathI. tethI bahAcaryanA pAlanamAM upavAsa anivArya aMga che. satya eka vizALa vRkSa che. tene jema seve tema temAMthI aneka phaLe nipajatAM jovAmAM Ave che. tene aMtaja hoto nathI. jema jema temAM uMDA utarIe tema tema temAMthI rane maLyAM kare che, sevAnA prasaMgo jaDayA kare che. 17. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMduo 43 jAhera sevakane aMgata bheTa na hoya evA abhiprAya upara huM Avelo chuM. 44 meM mAnyuM ane haju mAnuM chuM ke game tevAM kAmachatAM jema ApaNe khAvAne samaya kADhIe chIe temaja vyAyAmane kADha joIe. tethI dezanI sevA vadhAre thAya, paNa ochI nahi e mAre namra abhiprAya che. mAre mana gheTAMnA jIvanI kiMmata manuSyanA jIvanA karatAM ochI nathI. manuSya dehane nibhAvavA huM gheTAMne deha levA taiyAra na thAuM. jema vadhAre apaMga chava tema tene manuabdanA ghAtakIpaNAthI bacavA manuSyanA Azrayane vadhAre adhikAra che ema huM mAnuM chuM. paNa tevI cagyatA vinA manuSya Azraya ApavA paNa asamartha che. gheTAMne A pApI homamAMthI bacAvavA mArI pAse che tenA karatAM atizaya vadhAre AtmazuddhinI ane tyAganI AvazyakatA che. e zuddhi ane e tyAganI atyAre te jhaMkhanA karatAMja mAre maravuM rahyuM che ema lAge che. e ke tejasvI purUSa ke evI kaI tejasvinI satI pedA thAo je A mahApAtakamAMthI manuSyane bacAve, nirdoSa prANuonI rakSA kare ne maMdirane zuddha kare, evI prArthanA te niraMtara karuM chuM. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMduo bhagavAnanI dayA viSe je kaIne zaMkA hoya te AvAM (kAzI vizvanAtha jevAM) tIrtha kSetre jue. te mahAgI pitAne nAme keTalAM dhatIMga, adharma, pAkhaMDa ItyAdi sahana kare che. teNe te kahI melyuM che. .. 'ye yathA mAM prapadyante tAMstathaiva bhajAmyaham , eTale ke "karaNI tevI bharaNI kamane keNa mithyA karanArUM che? pachI bhagavAnane vacamAM paDavA paNuM ja kayAM che? teNe te pitAne kAyado banAvIne hAtha dhoI nAkhyA che. mane te lAge che ke manuSyanA dharmanI kasoTI (Aja) samaye thAya. kharekheTe paNa meM e dharma mAnyuM che ke manuSya mAMsAdika na khAvAM joIe. jIvananAM sAdhanAnI paNa ha4 heya. jIvavAne khAtara paNa amuka vastuo ApaNe na karIe. 48 prayatnazIla brahmacArI pitAnI uNapanuM nitya darzana karaze. pitAnAmAM khUNekhAMcare chupAI rahelA vikArene oLakhI leze, ne temane kADhavA satata prayatna karaze. jyAM lagI vicAro para e kAbu nathI maLe ke icchA vinA eka paNa vicAra na Ave, tyAM lagI saMpUrNa 19 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMduo brahAcarya nathI. vicAra mAtra vikAra che. tene vaza karavA eTale. manane vaza karavuM ane manane vaza karavuM te vAyune vaza karavA karatAM ce kaThina che. Ama chatAM jo AtmA che te A vastu paNa sAdhya che ja. 50 A jagatamAM jyAM Izvara kahe ke satya kahe te sivAya bIjuM kaMI ja nizcita nathI tyAM nizcitapaNane khyAla kara eja deSamaya lAge che. A je badhuM ApaNI AsapAsa dekhAya che ne bane che te badhuM anizcita che, kSaNika che, tema je paramatatva nizcita rUpe chupAeluM che tenI jhAMkhI sarakhI thAya, tenI upara zraddhA rahe, te ja jIvyuM sArthaka thAya. tenI zodha e ja parama purUSArtha che. kSaNe kSaNe vaidya, hakIma, ane dAktarane tyAM deDavAthI ne zarIramAM aneka vasANAM ane rasAyaNe bharavAthI manuSya pitAnuM jIvana TuMkuM kare che, eTaluM ja nahi, paNa potAnA mana upara kAbu meI bese che, tethI manuSyatva oI bese che. ane zarIrane svAmI rahevAne badale zarIrane gulAma bane che. para mArI mAnyatA che ke manuSyane davA levAnI bhAgyeja jarUra rahe che. pathya ane pANI, mATI ItyAdinA gharagathu upacArathI eka hajAramAMthI navarse navANuM kesa sArA thaI zake che. 20 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMduo pa3 mAre daDha vizvAsa che ke manuSya bALaka tarIke mAtAnuM dUdha pIe che, te uparAMta bIjA dUdhanI AvazyakatA nathI. manuSyane rAka vanapaka phaLo, lIlAM ane sUkAM sivAya bIjo nathI. badAmAdi bIjamAMthI ane drAkSAdi phaLamAMthI tene zarIra ane buddhinuM pUrNa piSaNa maLI rahe che AvA khorAka upara je rahI zake tene sArU brahmacaryAdi AtmasaMyama sahelI vastu thaI paDe che. "AhAra tevo oDakAra" "mANasa jevuM khAya te thAya che." e kahevatamAM ghaNuM tathya che ema meM ane mArA sAthIoe anubhavyuM che. 54 khAvApIvAnI sAthe AtmAne saMbaMdha nathI.""te nathI khAte, nathI pIte, je peTamAM jAya che te nahi, paNa je vacane aMdarathI nIkaLe che te hAnilAbha kare che, vigere dalIlo huM jANuM chuM. emAM taththAMza che. paNa dalIlamAM utaryA vinA ahiM te mAre daDha nizcaya ja mUkI dauM chuM, ke je manuSya izvarathI DarIne cAlavA Icche che, je IzvaranAM pratyakSa darzana karavA Icche che, evA sAdhaka ane mumukSune sArU pitAnA kherAkanI pasaMdagI-tyAga ane svIkAra-eTalAMja Avazyaka che jeTalA vicAra ane vAcAnI pasaMdagI-tyAga ane svIkAra Avazyaka che. manuSya ane tenuM kAma e be nekhI vastu che. sArA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmasthAnAM amRtabiMdu kAma pratye Adara ane naThArAM kAma pratye tiraskAra hAvA ja oie. sArAM narasAM kAma karanAra pratye haMmezAM Adara ane dayA hAvAM joIe. A vastu samajave sahelI che chatAM tene amala ochAmAM ochA thAya che, tethI ja A jagatamAM jhera phUlAyAM kare che. : satyanI zodhanA mULamAM AvI ahiMsA rahelI pratikSaNa anubhavyAM karU chu. taMtrInI sAme jhagaDA zAle, taMtranI sAme jhaghaDA karavA te peAtAnI sAme karyAM barAbara che. kemake adhA ekaja pIchIthI derAelA chIe, ekaja brahmAnI prajA chIe. tatrImAM teA anaMta zakti rahelI che. taMtrInA anAdara tiraskAra karavA jatAM te zaktione anAdara thAya ne tema thatAM taMtrIne temaja jagatane nukazAna pahAMce. paTTa vartamAna patrA sevA bhAvathI ja cAlavAM joie e huM IMDiyana epiniyana " nA pahelA mAsanI kArakIdImAMthI ja ' joi gayeA. vamAna patra e bhAre nira'kuza pANInA dhodha gAmanAM gAma nAza kare che, tema nira kuza aMkuza bahArathI Ave . tA te nIvaDe che, aMdaranA ja aMkuza A vicAra saraNI sAcI vartamAna patrA nabhI zake ? paNa 22 zakti che. paNa jema DubAve che ne pAkanA kalamanA dheASa nAza kare che, e nirakuza karatAM vadhAre jherI lAbhadAyI hAi zake. hAya tA duniyAnAM keTalAM nakAmAne madha kANu kare ? For Personal & Private Use Only Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmasthAnAM amRtabiMduo kAmanuM ne nakAmanuM sAthe sAthe cAlyAM ja karavAnAM. temAMthI manuSya potAnI pasaMdagI karavI rahI. - pa7 mArA anubhavamAM meM ghaNIvAra joyuM che ke ApaNe IcchIe chIe kaMI ne thAya kaMI bIjuM ja. paNa meM sAthe sAthe e paNa anubhavyuM che ke jyAM satyanI sAdhanA ane upA sanA che tyAM ApaNI dhAraNA pramANe bhale pariNAma na Ave, te paNa aNadhAreluM Ave te pariNAma akuzala nathI hotuM ne keTalIka veLA dhAryA karatAM vadhAre sAruM hoya che. 58 karAMmAM mAbApanI AkRtine vAraso jema utare che tema temanA guNadeSane vArase paNa utareja che. temAM AsapAsanA vAtAvaraNane kAraNe aneka prakAranI vadhaghaTa thAya che kharI, paNa mULa mUDha bApadAdA ityAdi taraphathI maLelI hoya che teja kharI. evA denA vArasAmAMthI keTalAMka bALako pitAne bacAvI le che ema meM joyuM che. e AtmAne mULa svabhAva che, tenI balihArI che. tenI (brahmacaryanI) muzkelIne anubhava Aja lagI karyA karuM chuM. tenuM mahatva divase divase vadhAre ne vadhAre jouM chuM. tenA vinAnuM jIvana mane zuSka ane jAnavaranA jevuM lAge che. jAnavara svabhAve niraMkuza che. manuSyanuM manuSyatva svecchAe 23. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMdue aMkuzita khanavAmAM che. brahmacaryaMnI je stuti dharmagrathAmAM jovAmAM Ave che temAM pUrve atizayeAkti lAgatI tene badale have te ceAgya che ne anubhavapUrvaka thayelI che ema divase divase vadhAre spaSTa thatu jAya che. 60 zuddha prAcaya mAM te vicAranI malinatA paNa na hovI joie. saMpUrNa brahmAcArInA svapnAmAM paNa vikAro vicAra na hAya. ne jyAM sudhI vikArI svapnAM saMbhave tyAM lagI brahmacarya bahu apUrNa che ema mAnavu joIe. 61 mANasa rasane sArU nahi paNa zarIra nabhAvavA sArU ja khAya. pratyeka indriya jyAre kevaLa zarIrane ane zarIrane vATe AtmAnAM nane ja arthe kArya kare tyAre temAMnA rase zUnyavat thAya che, ne tyAreja te svAbhAvikapaNe varte che ema kahevAya. 62 nAzavata zarIrane zeAbhAvavA, tenu Ayu vadhAravA ApaNe aneka prANIonAM alidAna ApIe chIe. chatAM temAM zarIra ane AtmA ane haNAya che. eka rAgane maTADatAM, indriyanA bhAgA lAgavavA mathatAM aneka navA rAgeA utpanna karIe chIe. bhAgA lAgavavAnI zakti paNa chevaTe khAi besIe chIe. ne 24 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtaba duA A kriyA ApaNI AMkha samakSa cAlI rahI che chatAM tene jovAnI nA pADIe chIe. 63 mArA anubhava mane teA ema zIkhave che ke jenuM mana sacama prati jai rahyuM che tene khArAkanI maryAdA ane nirAhAra bahu madada karanArAM che. tenI madada vinA mananI nivikAratA asaMbhavita jaNAya che. 64 hetu vinA, mana vinA thayelA zArIrika upavAsanuM ravatatra pariNAma viSaya rAkavAmAM nIpajaze ema mAnavuM bhula bharelu che. 65 upavAsAdi saMyamInA mArgamAM eka sAdhana rUpe Avazyaka che. paNa te ja badhu nathI, ane jo zarIranA upavAsanI sAthe mananA upavAsa na hoya, te te daMbhamAM pariName ne nukazAnakAraka nIvaDe. dareka khALakane ghaNAM pustaka apAvavAnI meM jarUra na hAtI joi. vidyArthInuM pAThaya pustaka zikSaka ja hAya ema mane lAgyu che. zikSakAe pustakamAMthI zIkhaveluM evuM thAtuM ja mane yAda che. jeoe peAtAnA mukhethI zIkhaveluM' tenu smaraNu Aje paNa rahI gayuM che. For Personal & Private Use Only 25. Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMdue bALake AMkhethI grahaNa kare che, tenA karatAM kAnethI sAMbhaLelu ochA parizramathI ne ghaNuM vadhAre grahaNa karI zake che, bALakanI pAse huM eka paNa pustaka purU vaMcAvI gayeA hAu' evu' mane yAda nathI. 67 AtmajJAna ceAthA AzramamAM maLe evA vahema sAMbhaLye che. paNa jeo cAthA Azrama lagI A amUlya vastune mulatavI rAkhe che teo AtmajJAna nathI pAmatA, paNa buDhApe ane bIjuM paNa dayAjanaka macapaNu pAmI pRthvI para mAjA rUpe jIve che, evA sAvatrika anubhava evAmAM Ave che. 68 zarIranI keLavaNI zarIranI kasaratathI apAya, buddhinI buddhinI kasaratathI, tema AtmAnI AtmAnI kasaratathI. AtmAnI kasarata zikSakanA vanathIja ApI zakAya. eTale yuvakAnI hAjarI ho yA nahIM tema chatAM zikSake sAvadhAna rahevu joie. 69 lakAmAM beThelA zikSaka peAtAnA vatanathI peAtAnA ziSyAnA AtmAne halAvI zake che. huM jIThuM melu ane mArA ziSyeAne sAcA manAvavAnA prayatna kar te phrAgaTa jAya. -harapAka zikSaka ziSyane vIratA nahi' zIkhavI zake. vyabhicArI zikSaka ziSyAne saMyama kema zIkhave ? me* joyuM ke mAre mArI 26 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMduo pAse rahelA yuvaka ane yuvatIonI samakSa padArtha pATha rUpe thaIne rahevuM rahyuM. AthI mArA ziSya mArA zikSaka banyA. mAre arthe nahiM temane arthe mAre sArA thavuM ne rahevuM joIe ema huM samajyA. 30 mAbApanI dekharekha barobara hoya te pitAnAM sArAM naThArAM chokarAM sAthe rahe ne bhaNe tethI sArAne kazI hAni nathI. pitAnAM chokarAMne tIjorImAM purI rAkhavAthI te zuddhaja rahe che bahAra kADhayAthI abhaDAya che e keI niyama te nathI ja. hA, ATaluM kharuM che ke jyAM aneka prakAranA bALako temaja bALAo sAthe rahetAM bhaNatAM hoya, tyAM mAbApanI ane. zikSakanI kasoTI thAya che, temane sAvadhAna rahevuM paDe che. 71. mAre kahevAne ( siddha karavAne) e Azaya nathI ke ziSyanA pratyeka deSane sArU hamezAM zikSakee upavAsAdi karavAM ja joIe. paNa huM mAnuM chuM ke keTalAka saMjogomAM AvA prAyazcitarUpa upavAsane avazya sthAna che. paNa tene sArU viveka ane adhikAra joIe. jyAM zikSaka ziSya vacce zuddha premabaMdhana nathI, jyAM zikSakane pitAne ziSyanA deSane khare AghAta nathI, jyAM ziSyane zikSaka pratye Adara nathI tyAM upavAsa nirarthaka che, ane kadAca hAnikara paNa thAya. paNa AvA upavAsa eka TANAM viSe bhale zaMkA hoya, paraMtu zikSaka 27 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMduo ziSyanA dene sArU thoDe ghaNe aMze javAbadAra che e viSe mane leza paNa zaMkA nathI. 72 satyane anusaratAM kedha, vArtha, dveSa ItyAdi saheje zamatA hatA. na zame te satya maLatuM netuM. rAgadveSAdithI bharapura mAnavI saraLa bhale hoI zake, vAcAnuM satya bhale pALe, paNa tene zuddha satya na ja maLe. zuddha satyanI zodha karavI eTale rAgadveSAdi dathI sarvathA mukita meLavavI. mane khabara paDI ke lAbA upavAsa karanAre gayelI tAkAta jhaTa meLavavAne ke bahu khAvAne labha naja rAkha ghaTe. upavAsa karavA karatAM te utAravAmAM vadhAre sAvadhAna rahevuM paDe che ne kadAca temAM vadhAre saMyama paNa hoya. 74. kartavyanuM bhAna thavuM e hamezAM dIvA jevuM spaSTa hatuM nathI. satyanA pUjArIne ghaNI veLA gothAM khAvAM paDe che. 75 ahiMsA vyApaka vastu che. hiMsAnI heLI vacce sapaDAyelAM ApaNe pAmara prANI chIe. " jIva jIvanI upara Ave che" e beTuM vAkaya nathI. manuSya eka kSaNa paNa bAhya hiMsA vinA nathI jIvI zakate. khAtAM pItAM, besatAM uThatAM, badhI kriyAomAM, IcchA anicchAe, kaMIka hiMsA te karyA ja kare 28 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmasthAnAM amRtabiMduo che. te hiMsAmAMthI nIkaLavAne tene mahAprayAsa haya, tenI bhAvanAmAM kevaLa anukaMpA heya, te sUkramamAM sUkSama jatune nAza na Icache, ane yathAzakti tene bacAvavA prayAsa kare, te te ahiMsAne pujArI che. tenI pravRttimAM niraMtara saMyamanI vRddhi thaze, tenAmAM niraMtara karUNa vadhatI haze. paNa keI deha-. dhArI bAhA hiMsAthI sarvathA mukta nahi thaI zake. ahiMsAnA paDamAMja advaitabhAvanA rahelI che. ane je prANImAtrane abheda hoya te ekanA pApanI asara bIjAnI upara thAya che tethI paNa manuSya hiMsAthI kevaLa aspRSTa nathI rahI zakate. samAjamAM rahele manuSya samAjanI hiMsAmAM anicchAe paNa bhAgIdAra bane che. jyAre be prajAo vacce yuddha thAya tyAre ahiMsAne mAnanAra vyaktino dharma te yuddha aTakAvavAne che. te dharmanuM je pAlana na karI zake, jenAmAM virodha karavAnI zakita na hoya, jene virodha karavAne adhikAra na prApta thayo hoya te yuddha kAryamAM bhaLe, ane bhaLate chate temAMthI pitAne ane potAnA dezane temaja jagatane ugAravAnI hArdika kozIza kare. 77 satyane AgrahI rUDhIne vaLagIne ja kaMI kArya na kare, te pitAnA vicArane haThapUrvaka na vaLage, temAM deSa hevAne saMbhava hamezAM mAne, ane te deSanuM jJAna thAya tyAre game 29 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMdu teTalAM jokhame hAya te kheDIne paNa teno svIkAra kare ne prAyazcita paNa kare. 78 evAM smaraNAM ghaNAM che ke jene mahAna Azraya ghaNI vipattio ane virAdhAmAM mane maLI zakayA che. zraddhALu AvAM mIThAM smaNAmAM jue che ke izvara duHkharUpI kaDavAM auSadhA Ape che, tenIja sAthe maitrInAM mIThAM anupAnA paNa Apeja che. 79 je prajA svata MtratA icche tenI pAse pAtAnI rakSAnA antima ilAja hAvA joie. sAmAnya rIte AvA IlAjo hiMsaka hAya che. satyAgraha e zuddha ahiMsaka zastra che. tenA upayAga ane tenI maryAdA batAvavAnA mArA dharma mAnuM chuM. aMgreja sarakAra zaktimAna che e viSe mane zaMkA nathI. paNa satyAgraha sarvopari zastra che e viSe paNa mane zaMkA nathI. 80 laiAkika sambandha karatAM AdhyAtmika saMbaMdha vadhAre kimatI che. AdhyAtmika vinAnA laukika saMbaMdha prANa vinAnA dehasamAna che. 81 anubhave jouM chuM ke vinaya satyAgrahanA kaThina aMza che. vinaya eTale mAnapUrvaka vacana uccAraNa eTaleAja a nathI. 30 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMduo vinaya eTale virodhI pratye paNa manamAM Adara, saraLabhAva, tenA hitanI IcchA ne te pramANe vartana. jayAM lagI judA judA dharma rahyA che tyAM lagI pratyeka dhamane kAMIka khAsa bAhya saMjJAnI kadAca AvazyakatA hoya. paNa jyAre bAhA saMjJA kevaLa ADaMbara rUpe thaI paDe, athavA pitAnA dharmane bIjA dharmathI tAravI kADhavA sArU vaparAya, tyAre te tyAjya thaI paDe che. atyAre jaI hiMdudharmane uMce laI javAnuM sAdhana che ema jete nathI eTale tene viSe huM taTastha chuM. ne ke namratAno abhAva huM ThekaThekANe anubhavatuM hatuM, chatAM namratAne vratamAM sthAna devAthI namratA maTI javAno AbhAsa Avato hate. namratAne pUre artha zUnyatA che. zUnyatAne pahoMcavAne arthe bIjA vrate hAya. zUnyatA e mekSanI sthiti. mumukSu ke sevakanA pratyeka kAryamAM je namratA -nirabhimAnatA na hoya te te mumukSu nathI, sevaka nathI, te svArthI che, ahaMkArI che. A deza bhUkhamarAthI e pIDAya che ke bhikhArIonI saMkhyA vadhatI jAya che. ne teo khAvAnuM meLavavAne sAru sAmAnya maryAdAne lepa kare che. dhanika leke vagara vicAre 31 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMduo AvA bhikhArIone sArU kAma zedhI ApavAne badale temane bhikSA ApI piSe che. meM haMmezAM ema mAnyuM che ke bIjAnA gaja jevaDA doSone ApaNe raja jevaDA karI joIe ne pitAnA rAI jevaDA: lAgatA dene pahADa jevaDA jotAM zIkhIe, tyAre ja ApaNane pitAnA ne pArakA dezenuM ThIka ThIka pramANa maLI rahe. meM ema, paNa mAnyuM che ke A sAmAnya niyamanuM pAlana satyAgrahI thavA IcchanAre te ghaNuM vadhAre sUkSamatAthI karavuM joIe. satyathI bhinna ke paramezvara heya evuM meM nathI anubhavyuM. satyamaya thavAne sArU ahiMsA eja eka mArga che. ema A prakaraNane pAne pAne ( AtmakathAnA) na dekhAyuM hoya te A prayatna vyartha samajuM chuM. prayatna vyartha che paNa vacana vyartha nathI. mArI ahiMsA sAcI teye kAcI che, apUrNa che. tethI mArI satyanI jhAMkhI hajAro surajane ekaThA karIe te paNa je satyarUpI sUrajanA tejanuM pura mApa na maLI zake evA surajanA eka kiraNa mAtranA darzana rUpaja che. enuM saMpUrNa darzana saMpUrNa ahiMsA vinA azakaya che. eTaluM te huM mArA Aja lagInA prayogane aMte avazya kahI zakuM chuM. AvA vyApaka satyanArAyaNanA pratyakSa darzanane sArU. 32 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMduo * jIvamAtranI pratye Atmavat premanI parama AvazyakatA che. ane te karavAne icchanAra manuSya jIvananA eka paNa kSetranI bahAra nathI rahI zakate. tethI ja satyanI mArI pUjA mane rAjyaprakaraNamAM kheMcI gaI che. dharmane rAjyaprakaraNanI sAthe saMbaMdha nathI ema kahenAra dhamane nathI jANate ema kahetAM mane saMkeca nathI thatuM, ema kahevAmAM huM avinaya nathI karate. Atmazuddhi vinA jIvamAtranI sAthe aikaya na ja sadhAya. Atmazuddhi vinA ahiMsA dharmanuM pAlana sarvathA asaMbhavita che azuddhatAtmA paramAtmAnAM darzana karavA asamartha che. eTale jIvana mArganAM badhAM kSetramAM zuddhinI AvazyakatA che. e zuddhi sAdhya che, kemake vyakti ane samaSTi vacce e nikaTa saMbaMdha che ke ekanI zuddhi anekanI zuddhi barAbara thaI paDe che ane vyakita gata prayatna karavAnI zakita satyanArAyaNe sahune janmathIja ApI che. zuddhine mArga vikaTa che, ema huM te pratikSaNa anubhavuM chuM. zuddha thavuM eTale manathI, vacanathI ne kAyAthI nirvikAra thavuM. e nirvikAratAne pahoMcavAne pratikSaNa mathatAM chatAM huM pahoMcyuM nathI. tethI lekanI stuti mane bheLavI zakI nathI. e stuti ghaNI veLA DaMkhe che. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMdu mananA vikArAne jItavA e jagatane zastrayuddhathI jItavA karatAMce mane kaThina lAge che. hiMdustAnamAM AvyA pachI paNa huM mArAmAM saMtAi rahelA vikArAne joi zakyA chuM, zaramAyA chuM paNa hAryAM nathI. satyanA prayoga karatAM meM rasa lucA che, Aje tuTI rahaceA chuM, paNa huM jANuM chuM ke mAre hajI vikaTa mAga kApavAnA che. tene sArU mAre zUnyavata banavAnuM che. 1 manuSya jyAM lagI svecchAe peAtAne sahuthI chellA na mUke tyAM lagI tenI mukita nathI. ahiMsA e namratAnI parAkASThA che. ane e namratA vinA mukita koi kALe nathI e anubhava siddha vAta che. 93 mAre mana satya ja sarvopari che ane temAM agaNita vastuone samAveza thai jAya che. A satya te sthUla-vAcAnuM - satya nahi. A te| jema vAcAnuM tema vicAranuM kharUM. A satya te ApaNuM ka2elu' satya ja nahi, paNa svataMtra cira sthAyI satya eTale ke paramezvara ja. 3 satyanA zeAdhakane rajakaNathI paNa nIce rahevu paDe che. jagat AkhuM rajakaNane kacaDe che, paNa satyanA pUjArI te 34 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmakathAnAM amRtabiMdu rajakaNa suddhAM tene kacaDI zake evA alpa na ane tyAM sudhI tene svataMtra satyanI jhAMkhI dulabha che. 94 huM teA pagale pagale je je vastuone jou tenA tyAjya ane grAhya evA be bhAga pADI lauM ane jene grAhya vastu samajuM te pramANe mArA AcArene ghaDuM. ane jyAM lagI e pramANe ghaDAyalA AcAra mane eTale mArI buddhine ane AtmAne satASa Ape, tyAM lagI mAre tenAM zubha pariNAme viSe acalita vizvAsa rAkhavA ja joIe, 5 jema jema huM vicAra karatA jAuM chuM. mArA bhUtakAlanA jIvana upara dRSTi nAkhatA jAuM chuM, tema tema mArU apapaNuM huM zuddha rIte joi zakuM chuM. mAre je karavuM che, jenI huM 30 varSa thayA jhaMkhanA karI rahyA chuM, te te Atmadarzana che, te IzvaranA sAkSAtkAra che, meAkSa che. mArU calanavalana badhuM e ja dRSTie thAya che. mArU lakhANu badhuM e ja dRSTie che. ane mArU rAja prakaraNI kSetranI aMdara jha MpalAvavuM paNa e ja vastune AdhIna che ! samApta. 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