Papni Saja Bhare Part 14

Author(s): Arunvijaymuni
Publisher: Dharmanath Po He Jainnagar Swe Mu Jain Sangh
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/001499/1

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adalAbathI Ri6 IdaragAha kavi mupAvAda prANAtipAta, Hl6o #Aya lobha TER )* SCIE aAkhyA611 pai96I raviMarAMta ' ka papparavAda madhyArU thAkyA pravacanakAra che pU.AZ, 9ii suboIMTaNa. sa. GZZ vije pU. muz2Z68 937 a321vijaya me. 'mAyosaSAvAda, pApa cho? jA bhADaeN daivAti R 6STakagad deNAgati kAM bhava-vRddhikAraka- draSa praka. vi. saM. 2045 ravivAra +: se - ( 14 ) tA. 22-1089

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pravacana-14 agIyAramuM pApasthAnaka "zreSa" bhava-vRddhikAraka-Sa parama pUjya anantajJAnI anantadaza vItarAgI vItaSI zramaNa paramAtmA zrI mahAvIra svAmI bhagavAnane koTIzaH namaskAra pUrvaka appA kattA vikattA ya dukravANaya suhANaya / appA mittamamitta ca duppaTThiya suppttio|| zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM zrI mahAvIra prabhue kahyuM che ke svayaM AtmA ja duHkha ane sukhane kartA ane vikartA che. arthAt sukha duHkha svayaM AtmA ja utpana kare che ane pote ja tene nAza paNa kare che. suprasthita sumArgagAmI arthAt svayaM potAnA karmone kSaya karavAvALe AtmA ja pitAne mitra che ane duprasthita dumArgagAmI arthAt pApamArgagAmI karma bAMdhavAvALe AtmA ja pitAne zatru che AtmA piote ja potAno mitra paNa che ane zatru paNa che. te Atmana ! tAro bAhya koI mitra paNa nathI ane zatru paNa nathI. te pote ja jyAre karmanirjara nA mArge cAlIne pApakarmano kSaya kare che. tArA pitAnA uparathI kamano bhAra e che kare che. tyAre tuM pite ja pitAne mitra rUpa che. tArAthI vadhAre zreSTha tAro bIjo koI mitra nathI. tevI ja rIte pApamAge cAlIne karmabaMdha karavAvALo AtmA svaye pitAne zatru paNa che. jyAre AmAM rAga-dveSa vagere pAponuM sevana karI Azrava dvArA karmone

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568 khe'cI lAvI karyAM badha kare tyAre AnAthI vadhIne tenA zatru khIje koI nathI. arthAt evA AtmA ja peAtAnA zatru paNa che. mATe huM Atman ! bAhyamAM tArA zatru ke mitra koI nathI. tu' pote ja tAra mitra ane zatru che bhagavAne spaSTa kahyuM che ke . appANameva jujjhAhi kiM te jujkSeNa bajjJao / ? appANameva appANaM jaittA suhamehae || mumukSu / / mATe huM AtmA ! tuM tArI ja sAthe yuddha kara. tArI jAta joDe ja yudhdha kara. bahAra kAInI sAthe yudhdha karavAthI tane zuM lAbha thavAnA che? sAdhaka AtmA svaya peAtAnI jAta upara vijaya prApta karI sukhI thAya che. anAdikAlIna rAga-dveSanI pravRtti saMsAramAM jIva mAtra anAdikALathI rAga-dveSane AdhIna thaI gayA che. priya padArthoM pratye rAga ane apriya padArthoM pratye dveSa karave| e jIvanA svabhAva anI gayA che. sukhanI prApti ane duHkhathI nivRttinuM eka mAtra lakSya rAkhtane satata sa'sAramAM pravRtti karavAvALA AtmAe sAnukULa priya padArthI nA bhAga upabhAgamAM sukha mAnI lIdhu che ane tethI virudhdha apriya padArthAnA bhAgeApabhAgamAM duHkha mAnI lIdhu che. chevaTe jaDa padArtha te! jaDa ja che. jaDa sAruM paNa nathI ane kharAma pazu nathI, jaDa padAmAM sukha paNa nathI ane duHkha paNa nathI. paraMtu jaDa tA pudgala svarUpa che ane pugala te nAzavaMta kSaNika che ! pUraNa--galana nA svabhAvavALuM che. tethI karIne evA parivata nazIla svabhAvavALA jaDa pauddagalika bhautika padArthImAM sukhaduHkhanI kalpanA karavI e ja bhrama che. mAhu che! chevaTe vastunA bhAga upaleAgamAM sukhanI mAnyatA e teA jIvanI bhrAnti che, khATI mAnyatA che. vastumAM sukha duHkha kAMI ja nathI. para Mtu padArtha pratye je samabhAva che e ja bhAva manamAM sukhanI vRtti ubhI kare che. tevI ja rIte apriya padArthAM pratye je dveSa bhAva che te ja duHkha utpanna kare che. khAkI kAMi ja nathI A AkhA sa'sAra mAtra rAga-dveSanuM nATaka che.

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569 rAga-dveSa eka ja sikkAnI be bAju che Akhare vicArIe ke rAga-dveSa zuM che? zuM alaga-alaga judI judI vastu che? nA, mohanIya karmarUpI eka sikkAnI be bAju che, be chApa che. meha karmarUpI eka sikako che. sikkAnI AgaLanI chApa rAganI che ane tenI pAchaLa bIjI bAju dveSanI chApa che. sikkAne uchALIe tyAre uchaLatA sikkAnI baMne bAjunI chApa geLa-La phare che. te sika pharate-pharate jyAre jamIna upara paDaze tyAre kaI paNa bAjunI chApa upara raheze ane bIjI bAjunI chApa nIce raheze eTale ke dabAI jaze tevI ja rIte moha karma jIvane uchALe che, pADe che, bhaTakAve che, jIvanA paDavAnA samaye kaI chApa upara raheze? rAganI ke dveSanI? tyAre samajavuM ke rAge athavA DhaSe patana karyuM che. jeTalo zaga bhayaMkara che tenAthI dveSa aMza mAtra paNa ocho bhayaMkara nathI. Akhare dveSa che zuM? rAganuM ja badalAyeluM svarUpa che. rAgamAMthI ja utpanna thayelI avasthA che. A te viSacaka cAlI rahyuM che. rAga ghaNIvAra zreSamAM pariNAma pAme che te kayAreka-kayAreka TheSa paNa rAgamAM pariNAma pAme che. gADInuM paiDuM kevI rIte cAle che? mazInanuM caka kevI rIte cAle che? tevI ja rIte rAga-dveSa rUpI be paiDAnI gADImAM je savArI karI rahyA che ane Azcarya to e vAtanuM che ke rAga-dveSa rUpI be paiDAnI gADImAM athavA [ gheDA upara besIne jaI rahyA che te paNa lagAma pitAnA hAthamAM nathI. gADInuM sTIyariMga potAnA hAthamAM nathI. dizAzUnya rithatimAM cAlI rahyA che. rAganuM zreSamAM parivartana eka yuvAnane koI rUpavatI strI upara rAga thaI gaye. baMne vacce prema eTale vadhI gaye ke ekabIjA vagara pANI pIvA paNa taiyAra nathI, ane judA rahevuM te azakaya ja banI gayuM hatuM. keIpaNa rIte be varSa te pasAra karyA. paraMtu pitAe lagnanI anumati na ApI. tethI banee potapotAnA mA-bApane spaSTa zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM ke he pitAjI! je tame rajA nahIM Ape to ame AtmahatyA karI laIzuM. paraMtu bIjA koInI sAthe te lagna kayAreya nahIM karIe, marI javAnuM maMjUra (pasaMda) che paraMtu amAre prema toDa nathI. Akhare rAganI tIvra kakSA joIne

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570 .. anainA mAtA-pitAe lagna karI ApyA. ane atyaMta khuza thayA. atyaMta premamAM eka-be varSa vItI gayA. ekavAra pharavA gayA ane ekAeka rastAmAM akasmAta thaI gayA. gADInA kAcanA TukaDe TukaDA yuvatinA mukha para lAgyA. Apu' meDhu kAcathI kharaDAI gayu. yuvaka tarata ja hai|spiTalamAM lai gayA. ekadama sArA plAsTika sarjana DaoNkaTaranI pAse Aparezana karAvyuM. e-traNa divasa sudhI ghaNA prayatno karIne DokaTare badhA nAnA nAnA kAcanA TukaDA kADhI nAMkhyA. peAtAnA sadbhAgye AkhA macI gaI hatI. 5 dara-vIsa divasa pachI malama paTTI kheAlyA bAda yuvake teNInA caherA joyA. priyatamAe premathI eTalAnyA Aha- ! sAru thayuM ke ApaNe khacI gayA ! yuvatI khUba ja prasanna thaI. paraMtu yuvaka nArAja thai gayA. teNe rAtre UThIne srInA mADhA upara cAdara DhAMkIne peAtAnA ja hAthe srInuM gaLu dAkhI dIdhu. srInI brUma sAMbhaLIne DokaTara naryAM doDI AvyA. yuvakane bhAgatA joine pakaDayA ane pUchyuM- are ! teM A zuM karyuM? zA mATemacArIne mArI nAMkhI ? ame tene bacAvavA mATe keTale prayatna karyAM hatA. badhuM ja sAru thai gayuM. paraMtu yuvake kahyuM - have te caherA, te rUpa, te sauya pahelAM jevuM nathI rahyu, have mane te jovAnu paNa pasaMda nathI. have mane tenA mATe prema nathI rahyo. AthI huM teNIne nathI IcchatA. khIjA koinI sAthe lagna karI laiza. tethI gaLu' dAbI dIdhu, mArI nAMkhI ! teNInA mAtA-pitA badhA AvyA ane kahyuM-masa ! A ja tamArA prema ? AvA ja tamArA prema ? ane ane ATaleA ja prema? jo tame ekakhIjA vinA rahI zakatA na hatA, ekabIjA vinA jIvana jIvavAnuM muzkela hatu, tame maravAne mATe taiyAra hatA. te adheA prema kayAM gayA ? Aje rAganA sthAne dveSa kema AvI gayA ? rAganu parivata na dveSamAM thaIgayu' jo ke peAlIse khUnanA Arepasara yuvakane janmaTIpanI sajA ApI dIdhI. tenA badhA svapnA taraMgAnI jema vikharAI gayA. ghaNI vakhata evu' dekhAya che ke dUdhanA ubharAnI jema rAgane ekAeka UbharA AvatA dekhAya che para`tu te ubharA kSaNika ja rahe che. Aje leAkeAnA prema paNa Ave. alpakAlIna dekhAya che. mahA muzkelIe 4-5 ke 8-10 varSa sudhI rAga kadAca TakI gayA hAya te paNa maMte teA te dveSamAM parivartana pAmIne na karavA ceAgya anartha+ paNa karI ese che. rAga joDe che te dveSa eka miniTamAM e TukaDA karI teADI nAMkhe che.

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pa71 rAga ane dveSamAM thoDo bheda che anaMta brahmAMDamAM mAtra be ja dravya mULa che. eka jaDa ane bIju cetana. makAna, gADI, hIrA, senuM-cAMdI, vastra-pAtra vagere aneka jaDa padArtho che. sagA-saMbaMdhI, mitra-putra-patnI vagere cetana jIve che. rAganA viSaye A baMne eTale ke jaDa ane cetana che. jaDa upara paNa ghaNe rAga che ane cetana upara paNa ghaNe rAga che. e che ke vadhAre rAga e te jIvanI vRtti para che. kayAreka jaDathI vadhAre cetana upara che, to kayAreka cetana-putra-patnIthI paNa vadhAre jaDa upara rAga che. judA judA jImAM judI-judI rAganI pravRtti jovA maLe che. paraMtu jaDa taraphano rAga paNa ocho nathI. saMsAramAM evuM paNa joIe chIe ke mAtAne putra upara ghaNe vadhAre rAga che emAM kaI zaMkA nathI. paraMtu cAra putromAM paNa je vadhAre kamAya che tenA upara vadhAre rAga che ane je kamAto nathI te putra upara rAga ocho paNa che. dhana-paisA upara vadhAre dekhAya che. dahejamAM na lAvavAnA kAraNe athavA dahejamAM eAchuM lAvavAnA kAraNe athavA apekSita na maLavAnA kAraNe ghaNIvAra navavivAhita strIonI hatyA, sAsarA pakSanI taraphathI kerosIna, tela nAMkhIne Aga lagAvIne mArI nAMkhavI athavA gaLuM dabAvIne mArI nAMkhavI athavA khUna karIne mArI nAMkhavI athavA anya prakAre mArI nAMkhavI. A rIte mArI nAMkhavAnI vRttimAM zreSanI mAtrA keTalI vadhatI haze? rAgathI paNa vadhAre dveSanI mAtrA vadhatI dekhAya che. Sa karatAM rAga bamaNuM che. kema ke rAga te jaDa-cetana bane para thAya che jyAre zreSa to mAtra cetana para ja thAya che. jaDa upara keIneya dviSa nathI thatuM. jaDa upara ke dveSa kare che? jaDa upara dveSa karatAM tame keIne joyA che? zakAya ja nathI kema ke jaDa upara dveSa karavAthI phAyado zuM ? kenuM bagaDaze? mAnI lo ke tame vacalA thAMbhalA upara dveSa kace, zuM pariNAma Avaze ? thAMbhalAne mAravA jaze te hAtha tamAre dukhaze, mAre tamane lAgaze. te te jaDa ja che. AthI jaDa upara dveSa nathI karAto, cetana upara ja TheSa karAya che. jaDane kartA cetana, jaDane nirmAtA mAlika upara dveSa kare che. dAkhalA tarIke mAnI le ke tame gherathI bahAra nIkaLyA, nIkaLatAM dhyAna na rahyuM ane patthara

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pa7ra nI Thesa vAgI, paganA aMgUThAne nakha ukhaDI gaye, lohI nIkaLyuM, vedanA khUba thaI. AvI sthitimAM tame patthara upara gusso karazo? zuM pattharane doSa che? patthara te jaDa che. bhUla tamArI che. tame barAbara dhyAna rAkhIne cAlatA na hatA. tame DAbIbAju-jamaNI bAju Amatema joIne cAlatA haze, AthI tamane ceTa lAgI. AvA samaye dveSIne eka vicAra zreSane e paNa AvavAnI zakayatA che ke ...are! A patthara te mArA paDozIe jANIne-samajIne ahIMyA mUka haze. vicAre, AvA daiSanA vicAra AvavA lAgyA. bhUla potAnI ane te paNa phegaTa paDezI tarapha dveSano A vyavahAra rahetA hoya che. AthI jaldIthI zreSanA vicAra AvavAnA saraLa thaI gayA. A khoTuM che. AvA TheSanA vicAromAM keTalIkavAra kalezakajiye thavAnI zakyatA vadhAre rahe che. rAgamAM paNa dveSanI mAtrA chUpAyelI rahe che - ekanA tarapha rAganI tIvratAmAM bIjA tarapha preSanI paNa chUpAyela hovAnI zakayatA rahe che. eka kuTuMbamAM paNa bhAI upara prema che to bahena upara abhAva paNa che. A rIte ghaNI jagyAe rAganI sAthe dveSanI mAtrA bharelI hoya che. traNa prakAranA mukhya rAga batAvyA che. kAmarAgasneharAgAvIpatkara nivAraNau / dRSTi rAgastu pApIyAn durucchedaH satAmapi / vItarAga tetramAM (1) kAma rAga, (2) neha rAga ane (3) daSTi rAga batAvyA che. patnIne saMbaMdhamAM viSaya-vAsanAne rAga e kAma rAga che ane putra-putrI-kuTuMba parivAra upara saneha rAga che. jJAnI bhagavaMte kahe che ke kAmarAga ane neharAgane cheDe athavA tenAthI chUTavuM saheluM che. kaMIka sArA-sArA dhanADhaya saMpanna zrImaMta paNa kAmarAga ane neharAgane choDIne cAritrane grahaNa kare che. paraMtu sAdhu sajajana saMta mahAtmAne paNa atyaMta bhayaMkara pApakArI dRSTirAga choDe ghaNe muzkela che. kupravacanamAM Asakti, jemAM viparItarUpathI siddhAMtanuM pratipAdana karavAmAM AvyuM che. temAM paNa rUci thavI athavA je svayaM guNavAna nathI ane je viparIta siddhAMtanuM pratipAdana

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pa73 kare che. tenA upara paNa kAraNavaza, saMgavaza rAga utpanna the ane guNI pratye rAga na the e daSTirAga che. bIjAnI upara-samyaka sAce rasto batAvanAra pratye paNa rAga na thAya, keI eka vyakti para ja rAga kendrita karo ane bIjA pratye abhAva-arUci aprIti vyakata karavI e ja daSTirAganI pravRti che. samAna dharmanuM AcaraNa karanAra badhA hovA chatAM paNa A eka mArA che, basa ! huM Ane ja mAnuM chuM ane bAkI badhA AvA che, tevA che, evI vAto karavI. temanA tarapha tiraskAranI vRtti rAkhavI ane ekanA tarapha ja saddabhAva prIti rAkhavI e daSTirAga kayAreka-kayAreka sArA-sArA sajajanene mATe paNa cheDe ghaNe kaThina banI jAya che. AthI rAganI sAthe ja dveSanI mAtrA paNa rahe che ane dUdhamAM mIThuM nAMkhavAnI jema rAgamAM zreSanI mAtrA paNa bharelI paDI hoya che. dezanA paryAyavAcI bIjA zabda - teSane ame sArI rIte samajI zakIe ene mATe zreSanA keTalAka judA judA zabdo che. je samAna arthavALA che ane samAna arthamAM puMjana paNa karavAmAM Ave che. jene jovAthI ASa keTale lAMbo-pahoLe che. ene spaSTa khyAla Ave che. vAcakavarya prazamarati prakaraNa graMthamAM kahe che - IrSyA roSA doSo dveSaH parivAyamatsagasUyAH / vaira pracaNDanAdyAnake dveSasya paryAyAH // IrSA, reSa, doSa, dveSa, parivAra, matsara, asUyA, vaira ane pracarDana vagere aneka draSanA paryAyavAcI zabda che. A badhA zabdomAM jo ke samAna arthavALA che te paNa zabda racanAnusAra arthamAM zeDo cheDe bheda paNa che. (1) IrSyA-bIjAnI saMpatti vagere vaibhava vagere joIne manamAM e bhAva thAya ke AnI badhI saMpatti nAza pAme, baLI jAya. bIjA koInI paNa pAse dhana-saMpatti na rahe, mAtra mArI pAse ja rahe. A bhAvane IrSyA kahevAya che. (2) reSa-bIjAnuM saubhAgya, rUpa, yaza-pratiSThA joIne je kodha utpanna thAya che. te roSa che. (3) je manane kharAba kare te doSa kahevAya che. (4) prIti-premane nAza thaIne

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pa74 duzmanatAnA rUpamAM badalAya che. tene dveSa kahevAya che. (5) bIjAnA dene kahevA e parivAda che. (6) je pitAne sAcA dharmathI alaga kare ane bIjAnA guNanI anamedanA paNa na karAve te matsara che. (7) bIjAnA utkarSane, guNene sahana na karI zake te asUyA che. (8)paraspara krodhamAM mAra-pITa-gALethI je lAMbA samaya sudhI abhAva utpanna thAya te aira che. (9) atyaMta tIvra gussAne pragaTa kare athavA zAMta thayelA krodhanA avinAne jAgRta kara e pracaDana che. A badhA zreSanA samAna arthavALA aneka zabda che, IrSAmAM ASavRtti bharelI paDI che - saMsAramAM mAnavInA manamAM eka bIjA pratye paNa IrSyA-draSanI manavRtti bharelI paDI che. gujarAtImAM jene adekhAI-bAra" paNa kahe che. arthAt Ane AnA tarapha bahu khAra che. arthAta A Ane joIne paNu baLe che. Ane bahu jalana thAya che. bIjAnI dhana, saMpatti, cazakati vadhatI joIne IrSyA utpanna thAya che. koInA mAna-sanmAna, pratiSThA joIne paNa IrSyA-dveSa utpanna thAya che. strIomAM paraspara IrSA vadhAre pramANamAM jovAmAM Ave che. eka prasaMga evo che ke eka parivAramAM be strIo hatI. eka derANuM ane bIjI jeThANI sAsusasarAnA mRtyu pachI baMne alaga-alaga thaI gaI. potapotAnA judA gharamAM rahevA lAgI. derANIe potAnI garIbAI dUra karavAne mATe devInI upAsanA karI ane devI pratyakSa hAjara thaI ane varadAna mAMgavA kahyuM. derANIe ghara saMsAranI Avazyaka sAdhana sAmagrI gADI ...makAna baMgalo vagere badhuM mAMgyuM. devIe ApyuM. ekAeka derANIne ghaNA sukhI zeThANInA rUpamAM baMgalAmAM rahetI ane gADImAM pharatI joIne jeThANInI AMkhamAM jANe Aga utpanna thaI teNe jalana thavA lAgyuM. Akhare khabara meLavI. pachIthI devInI sAdhanA pate paNa karavA lAgI. devI pragaTa thayA ane pUchyuM-tuM zuM Icche che? kahe jeThANIe kahyuM-tame je kAMI derANIne Apo che tenAthI bamaNuM mane Ape. basa! te ja pramANe thayuM. bIjA ja divase jeThANIne tyAM badhuM bamaNuM thaI gayuM. pachI to A krama cAlavA lAgyo. derANI je kaMI paNa mAMge ane derANIne je paNa prApta thAya. tenAthI bamaNuM devI

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pa75 jeThANIne ApatI hatI. A krama cAlato ja rahyo. Akhare A rahasyanI derANIne khabara paDI. derANIe yukti vicArI ThIka che, huM je kAMI mAMgu chuM tenAthI - bamaNuM tene maLe che, AthI derANIe vicArIne devIne kahyuM-mArI eka AMkha phoDI nAMkha, kADhI nAMkha. jevI derANInI eka AMkha gaI tevI ja tyAM jeThANanI baMne AMkhe cAlI gaI. derANIe vicAryuM ke huM to eka akhathI paNa joI ne jIvana calAvI laIza (pasAra karIza) paraMtu AMkha vinA aMdhArAmAM te zuM karaze? chevaTe jeThANIne potAnI IrSAne khyAla Avye are re! A zuM thayuM ? AvI IrSyA zA mATe karavI joIe? saMsAramAM sukha-duHkha te badhAne potapotAnA karma upara AdhArita che. pitAnA karmAnusAra ja jIva sukhI thAya che. pote ja upArjita karelA puNyAnusAra sukha-sa pattine jIva prApta kare che. AthI he jIva! IrSo dveSa kare ja nahIM. derANuM-jeThANInI vacce IrSyA-dveSa - pAMcamuM aMga zrI bhagavatI sUtramAM A prasaMga AvyuM che keekavAra devAnaMdA brAhmaNI bhagavAna mahAvIrane vaMdana karavA samavasaraNamAM gaI. bhagavAna mahAvIranuM adUbhUta rU5, ane e pramANe upadeza sAMbhaLIne devAnaMdA atyaMta harSita-AnaMdavibhera thaI gaI. ghaNe AnaMda thayo ane devAnaMdAnA stanamAMthI dUdha vahevA lAgyuM. A joIne gautama svAmIne atyaMta Azcarya thayuM. teNe prabhune pUchayuM - kRpALu! A zuM vAta che? AnuM zuM kAraNa che? karUNAsAgara viraprabhue pharamAvyuM ke-he gautama! A te mArI ammA che, A te mArI mAtA che, pachI gautame pachayuM-he prabhu! tame devAnaMdAnI kukSImAM kayAre padhAyAM? prabhue pUrve karmanI vicitratA batAvatA kahyuM ke-meM trIjA marIcinA bhavamAM bAMdheluM nIca gotra karma ane mArI mAtA trizalAdevI ane devAnaMdA baMnenA pUrva janmamAM karelA karma A baMne karmonA kAraNe AvuM banyuM che. trizalA derANI huMtI, devAnaMdA jeThAnI ! viSaya lebha karI kAI na jAye, kapaTa vAta mana ANI

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576 derAnI kI ratna dAmaDI, vaDulA ratna cArAyA / jhagaDo karatAM nyAya jakha hue, tama ka nANA pAyA esA zrApa kriyA derANI, tuja sa tAna muja hAjo ! kama Agala kAMI na cAle. sAyamAM zabda lakhyA che--bhagavAna mahAvIra prabhu svayaM kahI rahyA che ke-trizalA ane devAnaMdA e mane pUrva janmamAM eka ja parivAramAM hatA. trizalA derANInA rUpamAM ane devAnA jeThANInA rUpamAM hatI. jeThANInA manamAM lebhavRtti vadhAre pramANamAM hatI. te mAyA-kapaTa paNa karatI hatI. leAbhane vaza thayelI jeThANIe eka divasa derANInA ratnanA DakhkhA cA ane temAMthI keTalAMka ratnA cArI lIdhA. derANI raDavA lAgI. AthI derANI-jeThANI vacce ghaNuM jhagaDA thayA ane jhagaDAne aMte jayAre jeThANI pakaDAI gaI-tA paNa khadhA ratna ane ratnAnI DakhkhI pAchI na ApI. kAie vacce paDIne nyAya. karyAM te jeThANIe gheADA paisA ApyA. AthI derANIne khUba gusse AvyA ane teNe zrApa ApyA ke viSyamAM tAruM saMtAna mane prApta thAva eka bAju A zrApa hatA, jenA kAraNe trizalAne thanAruM saMtAna arthAt huM (bhagavAna mahAvIra) devAna'dAnI kukSImAM utpanna thayA ane bIjI bAju meM pote ja trIjA marIcinA janmamAM bAMdhelu nIca-gAtra kama je tyAre pUrU' bhAgavAyuM na hatuM te paNa udayamAM AvyuM. tethI AvA ane karmAMnA kAraNe mAre khyAsI divasane mATe paNa devAnadAnI kukSImAM javuM paDayuM", rahevu paDayu. IrSyA-dveSanA kAraNe kevu phaLa maLe che? dveSa vRttimAM zrApa pa apAya che. AthI dveSa teA janmane paNa khagADI nAMkhe che ane janma janmanI Nava paraMparAne paNa agADI nAMkhe che. jeTalA rAganA nimitta che-teTalA ja dveSanA nimitta che : dveSanuM kSetra rAgathI bhinna nathI. jeTalu rAganuM kSetra che, teTalu ja dveSanuM paNa kSetra che. je kSetramAM rAga utpanna thAya che te kSetramAM dveSa paNa utpanna thAya che. dAkhalA tarIke jema--tamane rAga dhana---

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pa77 gayA vyAkhyA che. AvI rIte sadhI-nehA makAna, gADI saMpatti para che, putra-putrI-patnI-parivAra para che. ghara-makAna, gADI vagere vastuo upara rAga che. sagA-saMbaMdhI-snehI-svajana, mitravarga vagere upara rAga che. AvI rIte rAganA aneka kSetre che (jenuM vivecana gayA vyAkhyAnamAM karyuM che.) Aje te badhA kSetramAM dveSanI pUrI zakayatA che. zreSanA paNa nimittonuM A ja kSetra che. jyAre dveSa vadhe che, vaira, vaimanasya vadhe che tyAre A kSetromAMthI jAge che. ghana-saMpattinA kAraNe cheSa vadhe che. putra-putrI, patnI, parivAranI vacamAM ja saMgharSa vadhe che, jhagaDe thAya che ane vadhatA-vadhatA vaira-vaimanasyanI dhArA vadhatI jAya che, ane ahIM sudhI ke janmajanmonI duzmanatA paNa thaI jAya che. sagA-saMbaMdhI-nehI-svajana-mitravarganI sAthe jyAM rAga che. te rAga kayAreka dveSamAM parivartana pAme che ane mitra duzmana banI jAya che. pachI to viranI paraMparA kayAM sudhI cAlaze te tenA pariNAma upara AdhAra rAkhe che. pitA-putranI vacamAM dhana-paisAnuM nimitta laIne jhagaDe Ubhe thAya che, bhAI-bhAInI vacce nAnInAnI vAtanuM nimitta laIne jhagaDo thAya che ane kaleza-kaSAyanuM nimitta jIvanamAM hoLI pragaTAvI de che! bhAI-bhAI korTamAM jAya che, pitA-putra, mAtAputra, pati-patnI, sAsu-vahu korTamAM jAya che ane varSo sudhI laDatAjhagaDatA rahe che ane tyAM sudhI ke ekabIjAne mAravA sudhI paNa taiyAra thaI jAya che, putra-pitAnuM khUna kare che, bhAI-bhAInuM khUna kare che. A rIte veranI paraMparA UbhI thaI jAya che. A rIte na utpanna thAya te samaye te bahu nAnuM hoya che. jevI rIte eka phele utpanna thAya te samaye te ghaNe nAnA hoya che. paraMtu pachI vadhato ja jAya che ane keTale mATe thAya che? tevI rIte nAnI-nAnI vAtamAMthI dveSa utpanna thAya che. utpattinA samaye khAtuM zreSanuM nAnuM rUpa krodha athavA mAnanuM hoya che. krodha ane mAna e dveSanA ja prabhedo che zreSanI utpatti zarUAta kodha-mAnathI thAya che ane pachI AgaLa vadhe che. jevI rIte agni nAnI cinagArImAMthI ja pragaTa thAya che. be patthara dhasyA ane Aga pragaTa thaI vadhatAM-vadhatAM rUmAM lAgI ane pachI te saLagIne meTuM vikarALa rUpa UbhuM karI de che. te bhayaMkara pracaMDa Aga banI jAya che.

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578 tevI rIte vaira-vamanasya-dveSanuM mULa paNa krodha che. kodhaH paritApakaraH sarvasyAdvegakArakaH krodhaH / vairAnusaga janakaH krodhaH krodhaH sugatihantA // che. tethI dveSanA krodha e saMtApa karAvavAvALA che. badhAne udvega karAvanAra pazu krAdha ja che ane dauranI paraparA vadhAranAra paNa krodha ja che. AthI krodha satinA nAza karavAvALA che. vaira ahI' dveSa vRttinA arthamAM che. Anu paNa mULa janaka-utpatti sthAna tA krodha ja e prabhedo je karAyA che temAM eka krodha ane bIjo mAna che. A menA kAraNe dveSa utpanna thAya che, vadhe che. je jeTaleA vadhAre krodhI che tene teTalA vadhAre duzmana heAya che. krAdhIthI aneka leAkAne aprIti thAya che. tevI rIte sattAnA sthAna para, ghaNA mAnanA sthAne rahyA chatAM paNa dveSI aneka hoya che. U'cI sattAvALAnA dveSI keTalAka lekI ane che. AthI temane jAnane khatarA humezA rahe che. tethI haMmezA tenI rakSA mATe aMgarakSaka daLa rAkhavAmAM Ave che. te paNa tenA duzmane tyA karavA mATe satata tarka vALA raheche. jema ke gAMdhIjI, keneDI, IMdirA gAMdhI ane leAMgevAla vagerenA viSayamAM banyuM ane UMcI sattAnA sthAne atyaMta vadhAre aha vRtti-khabhimAnanA nayAmAM cakacUra keTalIkavAra ame gya kAya paN karI bese che. sattAnA lAlacu paNa keTalAka haiAya che. AvI eka vyakti UMcA sthAne beThA pachI anya keTalAkane sApha (khatama) karI nAMkhavAnuM paNa vicAre che ane keTalAkane khatama karIne mRtyunA ghATe paNa utArI de che te! paNa duniyAne khakhara nathI paDatI ke Ane kANe mArI nAMkhyA che ? Ama paNa rAjanItine gaNikA (vezyA)nI nIti zrIdhI che. AthI svayaM anekA para dveSa rAkhavAvALA anekonA pAte ja duzmana thAya che ane aneka leAkeA rAjAnA duzmane hAya che. UMcI sattAnuM pada ghaNA dveSathI yukta hAya che. A ja vicitratA che. cAre gatimAM dveSanI vRtti sa'sAra cAra gatimaya - che. deva, manuSya naraka ane tiya ca A cAre gatimAM jyAM paNa je paNa jIva hoya, jeTalA paNa jIva hAya te

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579 badhA AchA vadhAre rAga-dveSathI bharelA che. gatinI dRSTithI paNa vicArI e tA naraka gatimAM sauthI vadhAre dveSa che. kRSNa vezyAvALA Ata-raudra yAna parAyaNa jIvA ekabIjAne jue che ane tarata ja mAravAnI vRtti AvI jAya che. jyAM paramAdhAmI nathI evI cAthI, pAMcamI, chaThThI ane sAtamI naraka bhUmimAM paNa vedanA ochI nathI. paraMtu pahelI karatA khIjI, khIjI karatAM trIjI evI rIte AgaLa-AgaLa vedanA vadhAre ja atAvavAmAM AvI che. anyAnya paraspara paNa tIvra dveSa vRttimAM laDavu' agaDavu' tA tyAM sAmAnya vAta che. sauthI vadhAre kharAba kRSNa vezyAnI vicAradhArAvALA jIvA narakamAM che. bIjI mAju mAM napu sakaveDhavALA jIvA che. A raudradhyAnanI adhyavasAyadhArA paNa kharAba che. AvI avasthAmAM satata laDavA-jhagaDavAnuM paNa cAlu che. ahI laDI-jhagaDIne, yuddha karIne mArAmArI karIne je jIva narakagatimAM jAya che, te duzmana duzmana paNa ekI sAthe eka ja narakamAM utpanna thAya che, AMkheAmAM eka bIjA pratye dveSa vaira vaimanasya te bhareluM ja che. AthI narakamAM te jotAMnI sAthe ja kApa caDhe che. narakagatimAM paNa dveSanA udaya ghaNuM. vadhAre hAya che. naraka gatithI kaMika ochuM paraMtu janmAjanmanuM jAtIya vaira paNa tiyaca gatimAM ghaNu" heAya che. uMdara-bilADImAM, mAra ane sApamAM, sApa ane neLiyAmAM, gAya ane siMhamAM jAtIya vaira atyata tIvra hAya che. AMkheAthI jotAMnI sAthe ja tyAM eka bIjAne cheDatA nathI. bilADI te divasa-rAta udarane pakaDavAne mATe pharatI rahe che. tevI rIte kabU tane paNa pakaDatI rahe che. sApane jotA ja mAra cheADatA nathI ane sApa ane nALiyA teA paraspara haMmezA laDatA ja rahe che. tiya "ca gatimAM pazu-pakSImAM paN dveSa bharelA paDayA che. devalAkanA devatAomAM paNa paraspara dveSa duzmanatA rahe che. eka bIjAnI apsarAone uThAvI jAya che. apaharaNa kare che ane pAchA laDatA agaDatA paN hAya che. bhUta-preta, vyaMtara-yakSa-rAkSasa-kinara vagere jAtinA devagatinA devatAomAM paNa dveSa duzmanatA ghaNA pramANamAM rahe che. teo zastradhArI paNa heAya che. hamezA zastro rAkhavAvALA hoya che. AthI devagati paNa rAga dveSathI mukata nathI. tethI svastikamAM 45 devagati paNa

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580 gaNAI che. svastika e cAra gatinuM sUcaka pratika cihyuM che. tethI saMsAra gatimaya che. saMsAra cakamAM cAre gatio gaNAI che. emAM devagatine paNa samAveza thaI jAya che. manuSya gatimAM te rAga-dveSanI vRtti keTalI che? e ApaNe pratyakSa anubhava karI rahyA chIe. Aje sarvathA rAga-dveSa rahita A pRthvI upara kaye manuSya che? pati-patnImAM paNa zreSanI vRtti vacamAM AvavAnA kAraNe pati-patnIne mArIne bIjI karavAne Icche che. tevI rIte patnI patine viSa ApIne mArI nAMkhavA Icche che ane bIjA keInI sAthe bhAgI javA che athavA rahevA Icche che. tevuM ja pitA putranI vacamAM bane che ane sAsu-vahunI vacamAM te khabara nathI paDatI ke uMdara-bilADI jevI sthiti kema dekhAya che? je ke sarvatra nathI. chatAM paNa khabara nathI paDatI ke ghaNA vadhAre pramANamAM dekhAya che. AthI manuSya gatinA manuSyamAM paNa rAga dveSanI pravRtti ochI nathI. cAre gatine A saMsAra rAga-dveSathI bhareluM paDe che. kayAMya paNa chUTakAre nathI. mAtra manuSya gatimAM ja TheSa cheDI zakIe chIe rAga-dveSane sarvathA cheDavAne mATe mAtra manuSya gati sivAya bIjI koI gati upayogI nathI. naraka gatimAM, tiryaMca gatimAM te rAgadveSathI chUTavAnuM bacavAnuM athavA na karavAnuM e keI samajAvavAvALuM, kahevAvALuM upadezadAtA keI nathI. devagatimAM sulabhatA nathI tiryaMca ane devagatinA jIva te samavasaraNamAM paNa AvIne prabhunI dezanA - sAMbhaLIne kaMIka samajI paNa le che. paraMtu narakamAM nArakI che mATe te te paNa zakaya nathI. manuSya gati ja eka sArI gati che. jemAM deva gurU dharmane upadeza sulabha che. te sAMbhaLIne tadanusAra pravRtti karavI dharma - dhyAna ArAdhanA karavAnuM paNa anukULa che. tatvajJAna saMpAdana karIne AdhyAtmikatAnA mArga para AgaLa vadhavuM yAnI yegI banavuM paNa sulabha che. rAga-dveSane choDavAne mATe tatvajJAna saMpAdana karavuM e ja - ekamAtra vikalpa che. tatvajJAnathI rAga-dveSanuM svarUpa samajIne ane A pApakAraka tatva che ema jANane enAthI bacavAne mATe samatA, kSamA maitrIbhAvamAM rahIe tyAre ja bane chUTI zake che. vItarAgInI

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581 upAsanA ane vairAgIne samAgama-sevAthI saMsArane rAga paNa ocho thaI zake che. AthI dharma karavAnI anukULatA manuSya gatimAM jeTalI sulabha che teTalI anya koI gatimAM nathI. vira ane dveSane vyApti sabaMdha ekanA astitvanI sAthe bIjAnuM astitva avazya hoya te anvaya vyApita kahevAya ane ekanA astitavanI sAthe bIjI vastu na paNa hoya te vyatireka vyApti kahevAya. kene tenI sAthe anivArya saMbaMdha che? e A vyApti saMbaMdhathI samajAya tema che. jevI rIte dhUma ane agnimAM vicArIe te jyAM jyAM dhUmADo hoya tyAM tyAM agni hoya che e anvaya vyApti che. paNa jyAM jyAM agni heya tyAM tyAM dhUmADe heAya ja, e niyama nathI. dA.ta. dhagadhagatA loDhAnA goLAmAM agni che. paNa dhUma nathI. evI ja rIte dveSa ane viranA saMbaMdhamAM tapAsIe sau prathama ema vicArIe ke jyAM jyAM dveSa hoya tyAM tyAM vaira hoya che? ke jyAM jyAM vaira hoya tyAM tyAM dveSa hoya che? ke konI joDe nizcita rUpe haMmezA rahe che? vicAratA jaNAya che ke jyAM dveSa hoya che tyAM haMmezA vaira hoya ja e niyama nathI. cheSa haMmezA vairane janaka bane che evuM nathI. kAraNa ke dveSathI abhAva aprIti IrSyA reSa kaIka pratye arUci, matsara, asUyA vigere paNa thaI zake che. vaira ja thAya evuM nathI vira paNa thaI zake che. gharamAM derANI jeThANImAM ISya che, paMratu vaira nathI. eka ja vastunA be pratispadhI vepArIomAM spardhA che. paraMtu vaira nathI. ramatagamatanA kSetre abhyAsa kSetre bhaNavAmAM raspardhA che. ekane harAvIne pitAne jItavAnI IcchA che. paraMtu vaimanasya nathI. AthI dveSa hoya tyAM vaira hoya ja e niyama nathI. paraMtu hA jyAM vaira hoya che tyAM dveSa jarUra ja haze. jevI rIte dhUmADAnI sAthe ani avazya hAya che. e ja rIte vara che te dveSa nizcita che. AvI rIte vairane dveSa sAthe avinAbhAva saMbaMdha che. ASanA prakAra te heSa ISpaSa guNadveSa jAtIcaDheSa

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582 tejodveSa-kAInI yaza-kIti vadhatI hAya, koInI mAna-pratiSThA-prasiddhi vadhatI joine jovAvALAne sahana na thAya, manamAM Aga maLe che ane tenI baLatarA thAya che. are re ! AtA mArA nAkara hatA ane Aje pradhAna kevI rIte banI gayA? are ?! A te mArA paDozI ane paradeza kevI rIte jaIne AvI gayA ? are ! A skUlamAM teA hu MmezA mArI pAchaLa rahetA hatA. nApAsa thatA hatA ane Aje DAkaTara kevI rIte manI ace ? are ! A nAnI vayamAM vidvAna kevI rIte banI gayA ? A prakAre keTalAkane koIpaNa rUpamAM keAInI AbAdI caDatI joIne tejodveSa thAya che. AvA tejodveSanA kAraNe dveSI tene utArI pADavA Icche che, tenu patana karAvavAne Icche che, tenI badanAmI karavA icche che. tene mATe te badhuM ja kare che. tethI dveSa zu' nathI karAvatA ? dveSa adhA pApa karAve che. dveSane mATe keAI pApa varjya nathI eTalI hada sudhI ke dveSa vRtti khUna karAvavA, mAravA paNa taiyAra hoya che. A ja dveSanA pApanI carama sImA che. irSyA dveSa . IrSyA dveSanu varNana te! pahelA karyu che. kAinA sukha-sa patti pratye je dveSa thAya che. te IrSyA kahevAya che. dveSI vyaktinI eka nabaLAI-majabUrI che ke te koInuM sAruM joi nathI zakatA. AthI te IrSyALu kahevAya che. guNudveSa kAInA guNe pratye je matsara bhAva thAya che te zudveSa kahevAya che. keAInA sArA guNeA pratye, mIThA-madhura svabhAva pratye keAInI puNya prakRtinA pratye paNa guNudveSanI vRtti keTalAka mATe thAya che. jAtIyadveSa jevI rIte tiya ca gatimAM pazu pakSIomAM jAtIya dveSa heAya che. tevI rIte manuSyeAmAM paNa jAtIya dveSa hoya che. hiMndu-musalamAnAmAM varSothI dveSa vRtti che. musalamAna hiMduone mAravAmAM puNya mAne che. tene kAphara kahe che. A jAtIya dveSanI vRtti thaI. varSo vItI gayA chatAM Aje paNa kALI-gerI prajAmAM dveSa vRtti che. AphrikAnI kALI prajA

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583 ane amerIkAnI gorI prajAmAM paNa jAtIya dveSa ghaNA pramANamAM vadhyA che ane A zreSanA pariNAma svarUpe laDAI-jhagaDA vAraMvAra thatAM rahe che. A rIte keTalIka jAtIomAM paraspara dveSanI mAtrA dekhAya che. AvI rIte keTalIya vAte jJAti, jAti, samAja, dharma vigerenA nAme caDhAvI devAmAM Ave che. pachI te tyAM eka vyaktinI bhUlanA kAraNe, jhaghaDAnA kAraNe samasta jJAti, samAja, saMgha temAM rasa dharAve che. eka vyaktine viSaya e sAmAjIka banI jAya che. saune viSaya bane che. are! A te Apane jAti bhAI che ane pachI kadAca temane pitAne keI aparAdha haze te paNa nahIM jovAya! pachI te jhanananA kAraNe AMkha baMdha karIne pratipakSIne mAravAmAM Ave che. zreSanuM prAbalya ghaNIvAra eTaluM virATa svarUpe jovAmAM Ave che ke eka jJAtinI zerImAM bIjI jJAtinA leke rahI paNa zaktA nathI. ghaNI vakhata eka ja dharmanI avAMtara jAtImAM paNa zreSanuM sAmrAjya chavAyeluM jovAmAM Ave che. kayAMka siyA-sunI laDatA jovAmAM Ave che te kayAMka osavAla-poravADanI vacce munasa jovAya che. A rIte jAtIya dveSa paNa pitAnuM varcasva jamAve che. rAgadveSanA niyANAne saMsAra roganuM nidAna zreSanuM nidAna kayAreka evuM lAge che ke jANe saMsAra rAga-dveSane niyANAthIja baneluM che. keInA jIvanamAM rAganI mAtrA tIvratara hoya che te koInA jIvanamAM zreSanI mAtrA vadhAre jovA maLe che. priya bhegonI prAptine saMkalpa e rAganuM nidAna hoya che. saMbhUti muni jevA tapasvI mahAtmAe strIratnanI prAptinI pAchaLa cAvatI banavAnuM rAganuM niyANuM bAMdhyuM hatuM ane tenA pariNAma svarUpe tema ja banyuM. (zaganuM varNana gayA vyAkhyAnamAM karyuM che.) Aje ahIM zreSanA niyANano saMsAra ke hAya che? SanI javALA janma-janmanI bhavaparaMparAmAM kayAM sudhI cAle che? keTalI lAMbI-pahoLI cAle che? ane kevI cAle che? e 2

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584 paNa joIe. enA mATe zrI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI dasa bhavanI paraMparA ane samarAditya caritranI 9 bhavanI paraMparA jevA lAgyA che. baMne caritromAM dveSa AganA geLAnI jema baLo dekhAya che. jo ke, caritra ghaNA vistAravALuM che, chatAM paNa dveSa ane zreSanA phaLa jevA mATe saMkSepamAM baMne caritronI kathAnuM ahIM avalokana karIzuM! kamaTha ane mabhUtinI 10 bhavanI paraMparA eka ja mAtA-pitAne be putra che. kamaTha ane marUbhUti baMne paraspara sagA bhAIo hatA. kamaTha meTo bhAI hatuM ane marubhUti nAne bhAI hato meTA bhAI kamaThe nAnA bhAI marUbhUtinI patnInI sAthe anAcArane saMbaMdha bAMdhyA kAraNa ke teNInA upara tene atyaMta rAga hatuM. A rAgamAMthI dveSanI utpatti thaI. marUbhUtie araviMda rAjAne A pharIyAMda karI rAjAe kamaThanuM apamAna karI dezanikAla karyo. kamaTha jaMgalamAM jaTAdhArI tApasa banIne paMcAgni tapa karavA lAgyo. AvI rIte, potAnuM ghara apamAna ane apakIrti thaI, tenA kAraNe kamaTha marUbhUti upara haeNSavRtti rAkhavA lAgyo. tene satata mAravAne vicAra karavA lAge. eTalAmAM tApase pitAnI badhI tapazcaryAne hoDamAM mUkIne evuM niyANuM tapa vecavA pUrvaka karela daDha saMkalpa karyuM ke A janmathI AraMbhIne bhaviSyamAM janama janama paryata ene mAranAra huM banuM. satata A vicAradhArAmAM jIvatA tApasane eka vAra ISTa sAdhavA mATe taka maLI. eka divasa sarala bhAve kSamAyAcanA mATe AvelA nAnA bhAI marUbhUtie jyAre mastaka namAvyuM tyAre taka jhaDapIne kamaThe tenA mAthA upara pathara pheMkaya te marI gaye. mRtyunI asahya vedanAmAM zarIranuM duHkha sahana nahIM thavAnA kAraNe marUbhUtine AdhyAna thayuM. tethI mArIne hAthI banyA ane kamaTha marIne sApa thaye. ahIM zAsakAra neMdha le che ke, mRtyunI zayyA para paNa marUbhUtine kamaTha upara dveSa thaye nathI. hiMsAnabaMdhI vi. koIpaNa raudradhyAna thayuM nathI. je thayuM hatuM te marUbhUti narakamAM gayA hatA. paNa teNe te jIva upara zreSanA anubaMdha rAkhyA nathI. hAthI araviMda muni dvArA pratibaMdha pAmyo ane tene jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. te tenA anubhAve te chaThTha upara cha4 (2-2 upavAsa) nI tapazcaryA karatuM hatuM ane nitya pUjA pATha karato hato. eka divasa abhiSeka mATe pANI levA nadIne kinAre gayelA hAthIne kuphphaTa sape,

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585 (kamaThanA jIve) DaMkha dIdhe. kera vyApI gayuM ne hAthI mRtyu pAmIne AThamA sahastrAra devalokamAM deva thaye. sApa marIne pAMcamI narakamAM gaye. cethA janmamAM marUbhUtine jIva kiraNaga nAmano vidyAdhara banyA ane kamaThano jIva narakamAMthI AvIne pharI sApa ja banyA. A bAju kiraNage dIkSA lIdhI. te muni banyA ane jaMgalamAM kAryotsarga karavA mAMDyA. pUrva vairanA kAraNe te sarve tyAM AvIne temane DaMkha mAryo. viSa vyApI gayuM chatAM muni zubhadhyAnamAM rahI, kALadharma pAmI azruta devalokanA deva thayA ane sApa marIne pAMcamI narakamAM gaye. - chaThThA bhavamAM marUbhUtine jIva zubhaMkarA nagarImAM vanAbha rAjA ba, rAjapATa choDIne dIkSA lIdhI. eka vakhata mAsakSamaNanA tapa svI A muni pAraNA mATe jyAM nagaramAM praveza karI rahyA hatA, tyAM bIjI bAju kuraMgaka nAmane bhIla (kamaThane ja jIva) zikAranA mATe jaMgalamAM jaI rahyo hato. A muMDIyAnA darzanane apazukana samajIne tIra phekIne muninI hatyA karI. muni samatA bhAvamAM kALadharma pAmIne zreyakamAM lalitAMga deva banyA ane bhIla marIne sAtamI mahA bhayakara narakamAM nArakI banyA. AThamA bhAvamAM marUbhUti (vajAnAbha) ne jIva kanakabAhu nAmanA cakavatI banyA ane cha khaMDanA samrATa banyA. chatAM paNa asAra sukhane rAja pATa vaibhavane taNakhalAnI jema choDIne temaNe dIkSA lIdhI ane dhyAna sAdhanA mATe jaMgalamAM gayA. kamaThane jIva sAtamI narakamAMthI nIkaLI siMha thayo. jaMgalamAM deDatA AvIne pUrvabhavanA vairanA kAraNe kanakabAhu munine phADI khAdhA, paganA nakhathI temanI cAmaDI utArI mArI nAkhyA ane temanA mAMsAdinuM bhakSaNa karyuM. chatAM paNa muni te samatA nA teragamAM jhIlI rahyA che ane te avasthAmAM AyurNapUrNa karIne mRtyu pAmIne dazamA prANata nAmanA devalokamAM gayA ane siMha marIne ceAthI narakamAM gaye, pharI nArakI banyA. dasamAM aMtima bhavamAM marUbhUtine jIva kAzI dezamAM azvasena rAjA ane vAmA mAtAnA putra rUpe pArzvakumAra nAmaka rAjaputra banyA. pUrvajanmamAM upArjana karelA tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanA udaye pArzvanAtha trevIsamA tIrtha kara banyA. kamaThanA jIve narakathI nIkaLIne dasamAM janmamAM

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586 kamaTha nAmane daridra tarIke janma lIdhe. tApasI dIkSA laIne sanyAsI tApasa bace. te eka divasa jyAM paMcAgni tapa karI rahyo hato, tyAM pAzvakumAra gheDA upara besIne AvyA. tyAM sApane agnimAM baLato joIne trAsa pAmyA, ene bahAra kaDhAvyo. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM samaraNa karAvyuM ane sApa marIne nAgarAja dharaNendra banyuM. kamaThane upadeza Ape, paNa temAM tene potAnI jAtanuM apamAna thayuM samajI te jaMgalamAM nAsI gayo. marIne meghamALI vyaMtara thaye. prabhu dIkSA laIne kAryotsarga dhyAnamAM sthira ubhA hatA. tyAM A duTa medhamALIe pArzvanAtha prabhu upara upasarga karyo. ghaNuM pANI varasAvyuM. dharaNendra avadhijJAnathI prabhune A upasarga jANuM nIce Ave che prabhunI upara phaNAnuM chatra karI pANIne nAsikAthI AgaLa vadhatAM aTakAve che ane pachI prabhune pUjI stuti kare che. A joI medhamALI pitAnA pApathI dhrujI uTha. dharaNendra sajA karaze e bhAve DarIne zrI pArzvanAtha bhaga vAnanuM zaraNa svIkAre che ane janma janamanA pApanI kSamAyAcanA. kare che. zrI pArzvanAtha prabhu kevaLajJAna meLavIne tIrthakara thaIne mekSamAM gayA ane kamaThanI vaira paraMparAne aMta Avyo. A daSTAMtathI nakkI karavAnuM ke kaMIpaNa jIva joDe dveSanA anubaMdha TakAvavA nahIM. vRttinI aMdara dveSanuM astitva haze. te pravRttinI aMdara ekakasa DekImAM karaze. eTale vRttinI aMdara rahelA SanuM vilInIkaraNa karavuM joIe. e mATe jIvane tenA zuddha varUpamAM jotAM zIkhavuM jarUrI che. siddhanA sAdharmika evA sarva jInA asalI svarUpane joIe te rAga-dveSa baMne ogaLI jaze. samarAditya caritramAM agnizarmA ane guNasenanA TauravamanasyanI bhava paraMparA pUjya yAmini mahAtarAsunu haribhadrasUrI mahArAjAe samayaditya caritra graMtha lakhyo che. jemAM pahelAM jamanA be mitronI cAlI AvatI nava nava nI vaira paraMparAnuM AzcaryakArI varNana karyuM che. guNasena rAjaputra che ane agnizarmA purohita putra che. kamasaMgane vaza agnizamane UMTanA aDhAra aMgonI jema vAMku cuMku, vicitra beDoLa kadarUpu zarIra maLyuM hatuM. jene jevAthI paNa chokarAone kautuka thatuM. tenI cAla paNa lekone hAsyAspada banatI. vinodI svabhAvavALA

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587 guNasene agnizamanI ghaNI mazkarI karI. chevaTe thAkIne khinna thaIne agnizarmA ghara-parivAra badhuM choDIne jaMgalamAM cAlyo gayo. tApasanA AzramamAM saMnyAsI kulagurUnI pAse tApasI dIkSA laIne mAsakSamaNa. (mahinAnA saLaMga upavAsa) ne pAraNe mAsakSamaNa karavA lAgyo. rAjA banelA guNasene traNa vAra pAraNA mATe bhAvabharyuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. paraMtu saMyogavaza pAraNuM karAvI na zake ane tethI tApasa agnizarmAne pitAnuM apamAna thayuM jANI atyaMta krAdhe caDha. vadhatI jatI krodhanI baLatI javAlAomAM teNe dveSanuM niyANuM bAMdhyuM ke, " A guNasenane bhAbhava mAranAre huM banuM. "kredhamAM ja vara-vaimanasyanA bIja paDayA che. A krodhanA bIjathI zreSanuM vRkSa upana thAya che ane tema ja thayuM. tApasa varanA niyANAmAM marIne vyaMtara nikAyane deva bace. guNasena dIkSA levAno nizcaya karIne rAtrImAM beTho hato, tyAM ja vyaMtare upadrava karyo ane tene mArI nAMkhyA. gughusena zubhabhAvanI dhArAmAM marIne devagatimAM deva banyA. bIjA bhavamAM A baMne pitA-putrane saMbaMdha laIne pharI A pRthvI para avataryA. guNasenano jIva siMhakumAra pitAnA rUpamAM ane agnizarmA tApasane jIva putra AnaMdanA rUpamAM janma le che. vairI putre rAjya levAnA lebhamAM rAjAne kedI banAvIne mArI nAMkhyA. dIkSA levAnA zubha bhAvamAM marIne pitA devalokamAM deva banyA. jyAre verI putra marIne pitRhatyAnA pApe prathama narakamAM gaye. trIjA bhave vaLI A baMne ja mAtA-putranA saMbaMdhamAM AvyA. agnizamane jIva mAtA jAlini rUpe janma le che ane guNasenane jIva jIva enI ja kukSIthI janma levAvALA putra rUpe zikhikumAra bane che. mAtAe janmatAMnI sAthe ja bALakane mAravAnA ghaNA upAye sevyA. paraMtu pitAe rakSaNa karyuM. gharathI bahiSkRta karAyele te putra sAdhusaMtenI pAse jaIne cAritra aMgIkAra karI pitAnI sAdhanA karI rahyo che. teTalAmAM mAtAe mAyA, kapaTathI viSamizrita AhAranI gocarI ApIne mArI naMkhAvyo, samatAbhAvamAM zikhimuni kALa dharma pAmyA ane devagatimAM mahaddhaka deva banyA. cothA bhAvamAM karma rUpI nATaka bhajavavA mATe te baMne A pRthvI rUpI sTeja upara dhana ane dhanazrI nAmanA pati-patnI rUpe pharI AvyA. dhanakumAre dIkSA lIdhI ane teo dhana muni banyA. paraMtu varI dhanazrI

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588 panie rAtanA kAryotsarga dhyAnamAM ubhA rahelA dhanamuninI cArebAju lAkaDA goThavI Aga lagAvI pradIpata agnimAM zAMtacitte samAdhipUrvaka mRtyu pAmI vaimAnika devagatimAM uMcA deva banyA. dhanazrI patnI munihatyAnA pApathI narakamAM gaI. pAMcamAM bhave chevanI paraMparAmAM baMne ja jaya ane vijyakumAra nAmanA sagAbhAI rUpe janma le che. moTe thaIne jayakumAra dIkSA laIne ya muni banyA te paNa vairI vijayabhAIe tene mAryo. muni zubhadhyAnamAM kALa karI devakamAM deva banyA ane vijayabhAI marIne cethI narakamAM nArakI banyA. vairanI paraMparAne aMta hajI sudhI AvyuM nathI. vaLI chaThThA bhAvamAM dhAraNa (dhana) ane lakSmInA rUpamAM pati-patni banyA. aMte vaira-dveSane paNa pitAnuM nATaka bhajavavA mATe keI ne koI saMbaMdha te joIe! dhanakumAre dIkSA lIdhI. ghanamuni eka rAtre dhyAnamAM nizcala UbhA hatA, tyAM duSTa durAcArI patnIe AkhA zarIra upara kapaDAnA cIMtharA vIMTALIne kesIna nAkhIne Aga cAMpI dIdhI. muni baLIne bhaDathuM thaI gayA. paNa dhanya che. temanI zubhadhyAna dhArAne !!! araNa devalokamAM deva banyA, munihatyA karanArI pApI patnI pAMcamI narakamAM nArakI banI. sAtamA bhave vaLI te banne sena ane viNa kumAra nAmanA pitrAI ' bhAI banyA. sene dIkSA lIdhI. sAdhu thayA vihAramAM bhAI viNa3. kumAra talavAra laIne Avyo ane vamanasyanA kAraNe mAravA doDa. muni samAdhimRtyu pAmI zaiveyaka devalokamAM deva banyA. viSeNa chaThThI narakamAM nArakI banyA. AThamA bhave koIpaNa jAtanA saMbaMdha vinA baMne guNacaMdra ane vAnamaMtara banyA. guNasenane jIva guNacaMdra banyo ane sva nAmane dhanya banAva guNone vikAsa karate rahyo. cAritra svIkArI sAdhu banyA. A bAju agnizamane jIva vAnamaMtara banyo. munine mAravAnA audradhyAnamAM marIne sAtamI narake ga. muni guNacaMdra sarvocca devavimAna sarvArtha siddhamAM gayA. chellA navamA bhave guNasenano jIva samarAditya banyA. saMsAra choDIne dIkSA laIne sAdhu banyA, dhyAna sAdhanAmAM karmakSaya karIne

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- 589 vItarAgI banI kevaLajJAna prApta karI sarvajJa bhagavAna banyA. narakathI nIkaLI agnizarmAne jIva caMDALa kuLamAM giriSeNa nAmane caMDALa banyA. te Aga lagADIne munine mAravA IcchatA hatA, paraMtu caramazarIrIne mArI na zaka ane munine kevaLajJAna thaI gayuM. A kevalIe ja A pitAnI nava nava janmanI bhava paraMparA batAvI che. giriNa marIne pharI sAtamI narakamAM nArakI bace. zrI samarAditya kevaLI mekSamAM cAlI gayA. guNasenanA jIve nava janmamAM pitAnI bhava paraMparA pUrI karIne mekSa meLavI lIdho. kAraNa ke enA manamAM to aMza mAtra paNa dveSa na hatA, jyAre agnizamanA manamAM te dveSa, vairanI mAtrA janmajamamAM vadhatI ja gaI. tenuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke te anaMta kALa sudhI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karaze. ekapakSI vaira bhagavAna pArzvanAthanI dasa bhavanI paraMparAmAM ane samarAdityanI 9 bhavanI paraMparAmAM noMdhavA lAyaka sArI vastu te e che ke A baMne prasaMge vara-dveSa eka pakSI ja hate. ethI 9 athavA 10 bhAvamAM paNa saMsArane aMta Avyo. paraMtu jyAM pati-patnI, bhAI-bhAI, sAsuvahu, bhAI-bahena Adi saMbaMdhamAM je baMnene paraspara vaira vaimanasya hoya te pachI pariNAma zuM Ave? niyANuM bAMdhe te kevuM bAMdhe? vicAravA jevuM te e che ke bhagavAna pArzvanAtha ane samarAditya 10 ane 9 bhAvamAM mekSa na pAmyA hota to kamaTha ane agnizama taraphathI vairanI paraMparA atyAre paNa aTakI na heta ! ! ! cAlu ja raheta. kAraNa ke niyANuM ja evA prakAranuM hatuM. eTalA mATe A te teonI vAta hatI ke jeo mekSamAM cAlyA gayA, paraMtu je mekSamAM na gayA heta te evA keI ubhayapakSI vairI jIvanI vAtane vicAra karIe te enuM svarUpa kevuM bane? teonA vairanI paraMparAne aMta kayAre Ave? jyAM sudhI Sa eka pakSI che. tyAM sudhI te sAruM che ne ke Sa leza mAtra paNa sAre nathI ! paraMtu rAga dveSanA niyANAne saMsAra ghaNe ja vicitra bhagavAna mahAvIranA pUrvajanmamAM dveSa bhagavAna mahAvIranA AtmAe paNa potAnI 27 bhavanI paraMparAmAM

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pa90 16mA vizvabhUtinA janmamAM sAdhu banyA pachI mAsakSamaNanI tapazcaya karavA chatAM paNa vizAkhAnaMdI jevA potAnA ja pitrAI bhAInA zabda para krodhita thaIne gAyane uThAvIne AkAzamAM ghumAvIne pheMkI dIdhI. A joIne vizAkhAnaMdI to ratha ghUmAvIne bhAgI gayo. paraMtu vizvana bhUti munie ghara niyANuM karyuM ke je mArI mAsakSamaNanI tapazcaryAnuM koI phaLa hoya, prabhAva hoya te AgAmI janmamAM ene mAravAvALA huM ja banuM. ane evuM ja thayuM. 17mA bhave prabhu devalokamAM gayAM. vizvabhUti munine jIva 18 mAM bhave tripRSTha vAsudeva baLe. ane vizAkhAnaMdI je siMha banyuM hatuM tene tripRSTha vAsudeve pakaDIne be jaDabAthI kheMcIne jINuM kapaDAnI jema tene cIrI nAkhe, phADI nAkhyA basa, eka janmamAM ja temanI vaira paraMparA pUrI thaI gaI. kAraNa ke niyANuM tevA prakAranuM ja hatuM. vadhAre bhAnuM na hatuM. zreSamAM eka prakAranI Aga che. jevI rIte havana kuMDanI Aga ghInI AhutithI bhaDake che tevI ja rIte dveSanI Aga paNa kodha mAnathI bhaDake che. enI javALAo pradIpta prajavalita bane che. rAga dveSanI janama janamanI Adata jevI rIte vyasananI Teva paDe che bIDI sigAreTa pIvAnI zarUAta te eka be thI thAya che ane dhIre dhIre evI Adata paDI jAya che ke bhaviSyamAM te manuSya 100, 150 bIDI sigareTa sudhI pahoMcI jAya che. jevI rIte bIjI hajAre Adata paDe che. tevI rIte krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha vigere karavAnI paNa Adata paDe che. krodhAdinI jaDa bahu UMDI paDatI jAya che. zreSanI jaDa majabUta banatI jAya che. bIDI sigareTanI kuTeva te prayatnathI ahIM paNa chuTI zake che. paraMtu rAga dveSa karatA karatA, krodhAdi kaSAya karatA evI gahana Teva paDI jAya che ke pachI enA sarakArane pAye bahuja majabuta daDha banI jAya che. AyuSyanI sAthe rAga dveSanI mAtrA paNa vadhI jAya che. kaSAyanuM pramANa paNa vRddhi pAme che. vRddhatvamAM te kaSAya ghaNuM vadhI jAya che. svabhAva cIDiye kharAba banI jAya che ane rAga dveSanI vRttio paNa bekAbu banatI jAya che. have vRddhAvasthAmAM marIne jyAre jIva bIjA janmamAM jAya che tyAre A rAga dveSa kaSAyAnA saMsakAre tyAM paNa Ave che eka janmanA

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591 kaSAyonA saMrakAra bIjA janmamAM paNa sAthe Ave che ane A rIte janma paraMparAnI sAthe AvelI rAga dveSanI mAtrA paNa vadhatI jAya che. AthI rAga ane dveSa baMne AtmAnA zatru ja che. bhavavRddhi karAvavAmAM mukhya kAraNa che. rAga dveSathI karmabaMdha rAgadveSopahatasya kevalaM karmabaMdha evAsya / nAnyaH svalpo'pi guNo'sti yaH paroha ca zeyAn // rAga dveSathI kevaLa karmabaMdha ja thAya che. paraMtu anya kaI alpa mAtra paNa guNa thato nathI. yasminni driyaviSaye zubhamazubhaM vA nivezayati bhAvam / rakto vA dviSTo vA sa bandhaheturbhavati tasya // jIva je IndriyanA viSayamAM ISTa ke aniSTa bhAva kare che, te kAraNa rAga athavA zreSathI yukta, hovAthI ene te bhAva karmabaMdhane ja hetu bane che. tAnevArthAn dviSatastAnevArthAna pralIyamAnasya / nizcayato'syaniSTaM na vidyate kicidiSTaM vA // A jIva te ja viSayamAM TheSa kare che ane te ja viSayamAM rAga paNa kare che. AthI evuM lAge che ke nizcayathI na te kaI viSaya jIvane mATe rAga karavA yogya ISTa priya paNa nathI ane na to kaI viSaya dveSa karavA apriya aniSTa che badhuM ja kevaLa rAga dveSanI vRttine ja AdhIna che. snehAbhyakta zarIrasya reNunA zlipyate yathA gAtram / rAga-dveSAklinnasya karmabaMdho bhavatyeva / / jevI rIte koI manuSya zarIre tela lagAvyuM che to dhULanI rajako AvIne caTaze ja. evI rIte rAga dveSa rUpI snigdhatAnA kAraNe - AtmAne satata kamabaMdha thate ja rahe che. rAga dveSanI vRtti karmAdhIna

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592 che ane karma vaLI rAga dveSane AdhIna che. IMDu ane maradhInI je ahIM janya janaka kAryo kAraNa bhAvane saMbaMdha che. AthI rAga dveSathI. karmano baMdha ane karmabaMdhathI pharI rAga dveSa thAya che. AvuM viSama viSacake anAdi anaMta kALathI cAlatuM AvyuM che. A ja vAta karatAM kahe karmamayaH saMsAraH saMsAranimittakaM punardu kham / tasmAd rAgadveSAdayastu bhavasaMtatemU lam / / A saMsAra karmamaya che arthAt karmathI banela A saMsAra che ane saMsAramAM te mAtra duHkha ja duHkha che. karma, saMsAra ane duHkha A badhu rAga dveSane AdhIna che. rAga dveSAdi bhava paraMparAnuM mULa kAraNa che. bhava vRddhinA mULamAM kahe ke saMsAra vRkSanA mULabhUta kAraNa rUpe kahe to A rAga dveSa ja che rAga saMsArane mITha, madhura ane sukhakArI banAvavAno prayatna kare che. te samaye dveSa saMsArane cA dudhamAM mIThAnI jema khAro, kaDe banAvavAno prayatna kare che. are, je keIna paNa saMbaMdhane saMsAra Dema na hoya paraMtu tene bagaDatA kayAM vAra lAge che? pitA putramAM paNa zreSanI vRttinA kAraNe saMsAra bagaDe che. eTaluM ja nahIM, paraMtu A janmamAM utpanna thayela zreSanA kAraNabhUta pUrvanA janmathI sAthe AvelI te zreSavRttinA kAraNe vaLI putra pitAne mAravA mATe paNa taiyAra thaI jAya che ane koIpaNa upAthI je dveSavRtti zAMta na thaI, keIe kSamApanA na karI te A SavRtti niyANuM banIne keTalI lAMbI bhavaparaMparA vadhArI de che! pitA putra zreNika ane keNikanI vacce thayeluM zreSanuM nATaka ju. pUrvanA vairI putra keNike pitA zreNikane mAryo. AjathI lagabhaga aDhI hajAra varSo pahelAnI satya ghaTanA che. zramaNa bhagavAna carama tIrthaMkara zrI mahAvIra svAmInA samayanI A vAta che. prabhu mahAvIranA ananya bhakta parama upAsaka mahArAjA zreNika thayA, jemaNe paramAtmA pratyenI parama bhakti ane daDha zraddhAnA kAraNe pitAnA samyakatvane kSAyika samyaktvanA rUpamAM parAvartana karyuM hatuM. jo ke cAritra, sAmAyika, pauSadha, upavAsAdi tapa karavAmAM asamartha

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53 paNa eka mAtra aDaga zraddhAthI ananya bhakti karatAM samrATa zreNike vizasthAnaka padanI bhAvapUrvaka ArAdhanA karIne janabhaktinA mAdhyamathI tIrthaMkara nAmakarma nikAcita karyuM hatuM. eTale ke AgAmI janmamAM tIrtha kara banavAnuM sarvotkRSTa lokettara puNya pedA karyuM hatuM. AvA mahAna pavitra dharmazraddhAmaya jIvananA svAmI samrATa zreNikane keNika nAme eka chokaro hate. (jo ke tenuM mULa nAma te azokacaMdra hatuM, paraMtu prasiddha nAma keNika hatuM.) abhayakumAra paNa zreNikane ja putra hatA. atyaMta buddhine bhaMDAra evo zreSTha putra hato. rAjA zreNika abhayakumArane rAjya ApavA IcchatA hatAM paraMtu teNe dIkSA lIdhI. tethI keNikane rAjya na chUTake ApavuM paDayuM hatuM. zreNika rAjA potAnA taraphathI rAjaya ApavAnI yojanA vicArI ja rahyA hatA. chatAM paNa keNikane evuM lAgyuM ke hajI sudhI pitAjI rAjya kema sepI rahyA nathI? je pitAjI nahIM Ape te huM mArA bhujabaLathI chInavI laIza. keNika A rItanI janA vicArI ane kAlAdine paNa pitAnA pakSamAM laI lIdhA. gupta maMtraNA karIne potAnA vRddha pitAne doraDAthI bAMdhI dIdhA. hAtha-paga vagere kacakacAvIne jelamAM nAMkhI dIdhA. ane pote potAnI meLe rAjya para caDI beThe. jJAnI maharSioe spaSTa kahyuM che ke rAganA badhA nimitto dveSanA paNa nimitta bane che. dhana-saMpatti, putra-panI-parivAra, rAjya, khajAno, mAlamilkata, azvarya-viSaya-bhega vilAsa vagere aneka padArtho paNa TheSanA nimitta bane che. ahIM rAjyanA leviza putra ja pitAne varI banyA ane jelamAM pUryA. eTaluM ja nahIM, dararoja savArasAMja divasamAM be vAra se-se cAbUka mAratA hatA. potAnA vRddha pitAne eTale tIvra trAsa Apato hato ke jenI kaI hada nahetI. paraMtu zreNika rAjAnI sthiti judI hatI. jelara kedIne mAravA mATe sananana...sananana karIne eka eka phaTako mArI rahyo che. 50-15 phaTakA thayA. te thAkIne ArAma karavA beThe che. magadhanAtha zreNika samrATa kahe che, uTha, uThAva tAruM haMTara ane phaTako pUrA kara eTale tArI pharaja pUrI thAya. pele uThate nathI tyAre zreNika rAjA aTTahAsya. kare che. kema? thAkI gaye? hA, barobara che. tuM mAra mAratAM thAke ane huM mAra khAtAM paNa na thAkuM ! kAraNake tuM keNikane sevaka che..

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594 ane huM te traNalokanA nAthane sevaka chuM. trilokapati zrI mahAvIra sevaka gulAmImAM paNa khumArIthI jIve che. Aja kSAyika samaktina jhalaka ApaNane zreNika rAjAmAM jovA maLe che. samyakatva game tevuM paristhitimAM paNa mana: sthitine AtmAnulakSIpaNAthI jALavI za che. patnI celAe ghaNI vinaMti karI ke mane mArA svAmIne jamADavA javAnI rajA Apa! paNa dUra kaNika temAM paNa saMmata na thaye atyaMta Agraha karyo tyAre phakta jelanuM ja bhojana jamADavAnI ra0 ApI te vakhate celaNa pitAnA AMbeDAne rAsAyaNika dravyothI bhIne karIne jatI tene nIcovIne patinA pIThe ghA rUjhAvavA mATe le karatI. jo ke A bAhya rUjhanI zreNikane jarUra ja na hatI. karmanuM saMgane zAMta svIkAra karato te samyagradarzanane apUrva be AtmAnA jakhamane rUjhAvate jato hate. kogika pratye leza paNa dubhAva seva na hatuM. mAtA celaNAe putrane ghaNe samajAvyo ane tene dhArI asara thaI. pitAne A sajAmAMthI mukata karavA mATe tatpara thayelo te pAse paDelI leDhAne saLIye laIne jaldI jaladI jela tarapha jAya che. A drazya zreNike joyuM ane thayuM ke basa, ranI tIvratA vadhatAM jANe mane te mAravA mATe ja sAme dhasI rahyo che, A mudugarathI mane mArI nAMkhaze. "putra upara pitRhatyAnuM pApa caDhaze ane te pApathI kalaMkita thayele te apratiSThA pAmaze ane mane paNa putranA multara prahArathI atyaMta duHkha thaze enA karatAM AtmahatyA karIne huM ja mArA prANone. svecchAe tyAga karI dauM ! AvA vicArathI prerAyelA zreNike hAthanI vIMTIne jherI hIre meMmAM rAkhIne cUsI lIdhe, A viSanI asara thatAM zreNika rAjA mRtyu pAmyA, putranuM atyaMta vaira zAMta thaI gayuM hatuM. paNa putranA kAraNe ja pitAne paralokavAsI banavuM paDayuM. ATalA uttama dharmAtmA ane tIrthaMkara nAmakarmane baMdha karanAra kSAyika samyakatvanA dhAraka zreNika jevA samrATanuM mRtyu paNa AvA prakAranuM thayuM! ! keTaluM Azcarya che! pUrvajanmanu vaira - tIvra dveSanI pAchaLa pUrva janmanuM baira kAraNa che ane AvA tIvra

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595 meranI pAchaLa niyANAnI saMbhAvanA che. niyANa karavAmAM koi e. taraNa banI zake che. pitA-putra zreNika ane keNikane pUrva janma. upadezamALA graMthamAM pU. dharmadAsajI gaNie ane TIkAmAM pU. ranaprabhasUri mahArAje lakhyuM che te A prakAre che.- - sImADA nagaranA siMha rAjAne sumaMgala nAmane yuvarAja putra hate. majAnA maMtrIne senaka nAmane putra hatA. senaka bicAre karmanA saMcAgazaza UMTanA vAMkA-cUMkA aDhAra aMganI jema vAMkA-cUMkA vicitra aMgopAMganA zarIravALe hato. tethI rAjaputra haMmezA senakanI majAka karate hato. chevaTe senaka tenAthI udvigna thaIne eka divasa gharethI nIkaLI. kaye. jagalamAM keI AzramamAM jaIne saMnyAsa laIne tApasa banI ye ane tapazcaryA karavA lAgyA. mahinA-mahinAnA upavAsa (mAsa. miNa) karavA lAgyA. eka divasa rAjA banele sumaMgala AkheTa krIDAthe jaMgalamAM gaye. hAM senaka tApasane joIne pUrva smRtithI bolAvyA. vAta karatAM-karatAM niI ugra tapazcaryAnI khabara paDI. rAjAe pAraNuM karavA mATe potAnA rAjamahelamAM padhAravAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. eka mahinA pachI tApasa riNA mATe rAjamahele gaye. te divase rAjA bhAre roganI vedanAthI masta hatA. tethI rAjamahela baMdha hato. AthI dvArapALee tApasane paDhI mUke. tApase pharIthI bIjA mAsakSamaNanI pratijJA karI. rAjAe riIthI jaIne kSamA mAgatA vinaMtI karI. bIjI vAra tApasa pAraNA mATe AvyA. paraMtu rAjAne tyAM AgalI rAtre ja putrane janma thayo havAthI vividha prakArane putra janmotsavane Ameda-pramoda cAlI rahyo ti. tApasa bicAro cUpacApa nIkaLI gaye, ane jaIne trIjA mahinAnA upavAsanI pratijJA karI. keTalAka divase pachI pharI rAjA ci, kSamAyAcanA sAthe pharIthI pAraNAnI vinaMtI karI. tApasa trIjI ' mAra pAraNA mATe A te rAjadarabAramAM thayelA khUnanA kAraNe ciMtita rAjA pAraNAnI vAta ane divasa bhUlI gayA hatA. vAtAvaraNa tabdha hatuM ane rAjamahelanI cAre bAju pahere hate. tApasa pAcho . ytI rahyo. A vakhate tApase atyaMta kapAgnithI kepita thaIne, manathI,

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596 khinna thaIne krodhAvezamAM nicANu (daDha saMkalpa) karyuM. ke are! Ane atyAre paNa khUba satAvyA che, duHkha Apyu che tA have pachInA janmamAM AnA vadha karavAvALA hu ja khanuM, jo mArA tapanu koI phaLa hAya tA mane A ja joie che. dauranI paraparA vadhI annanuM AyuSya pUrNa thayuM. vacamAM nyatara gatinA janma pasAra karIne manuSya gatimAM AvyA. suma gaLanA jIva rAjA zreNika banyA, ane senane jIva zreNikanA putra kANika banyA. peAtAnA pUrva niyANAne anusAre cuvAna thatAM putra kANike pitA zreNikane jelamAM nAMkhIne cAbUkanA kAraDA vI AvyA hatA. eka janmanuM aira-dveSa bIjA janmamAM paNa sAthe ja Ave che. AvA bairI putra kANika marIne chaThThI narakamAM gaye ane zreNika rAjA pahelI narakamAM gayA. zreNika rAjA tyAMthI nIkaLIne 84 hajAra varSa pachI AvatI cAvIzInA prathama tIrthakara padmanAbha svAmI naze. samarAditya caritramAM agnizamAM ane gusenanA je prathama bhava hatA tevA ja sumaMgaLa ane senakanA che. phakta niyANAmAM phera che, agnizarmAe janma-janma AnA mAravAvALA thAuM evu niyANu karyuM' hatuM. dveSa atyaMta hatA. jyAre senane dveSanI mAtrA ochI hatI. have pachInA janamamAM AnA mAranAra khanu evu niyANuM karyuM hatuM. judAjudA prakAranA niyANAnI pAchaLa krAya (dveSa)nI cUnAdhika mAtrA kAraNabhUta che. jeTalI rAga-dveSanI mAtrA nyUnA dhika rahe che tenA anusAra niyANu.. adhAya che. tevI rAga-dveSanI vRttithI khacavAvALA ja saMsArathI khacI zake che. bhava vRttithI khacI zake che. dveSane pApasthAnaka zA mATe gaNyu che ? : dveSanA viSayamAM ATalu' spaSTa vivecana karavAthI tamane A vAta sArI rIte samajAya gaI haze ke dveSane pApasthAnaka zA mATe gaNyu che? vicAra! sIdhI vAta che ke jenAthI karmAMdha thAya, jene sevavAthI pApa lAge, AtmA azuddha ane ane AvA kanA kAraNe bhavavRddhi thAya, saMsAranI bhava paraMparA vadhe janmAjanma jenA kAraNe duHkha-pIDA sahana karavI paDe ane eka vAranA rAga dveSanA saMskAranA kAraNe pachInA janmAmAM paNa vaLI tevA krame karavA paDe. je AtmAnA zatru che ane AtmAnA guNAne dakhAvIne kama'nu' AvaraNa vadhAre che. te nizce pApakama kahevAya che. dveSamAM A badhA lakSaNa che. tethI dveSa kema badha

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pa97 karAve che, pApanI pravRtti karAve che. vRddhinuM kAraNa che tethI tene pApasthAnakamAM gaNyuM che, kama tarIke tenI gaNatarI karI che. rAga-dveSathI karmabaMdha - saMsAramAM badhA ne karmabaMdha thAya che. umAsvAti mahArAje tatvArtha sUtramAM karmane Azrava be prakAre thAya che. evuM batAvatA lakhyuM che- "sAcADazaSayo sApUjAviyo kaSAya sahita ane kaSAya rahita sAmpazayika ane apathika e be bhAgethI kamane Azrava thAya che ane kamane baMdha thAya che. karmAzraya sAMparAyika (kaSAya sahita) eyapathika (kaSAya rahita) - saMpAyane artha che kaSAya krodha-mAna-mAya-lebha e cAra kaSAya che. tenuM mULa rAga-dveSa che. kaSAyathI ja pApa pravRttimAM ane karmanI rajakaNa kArmaNa vargaNAmAM cIkAza Ave che ane te AtmA sAthe joDAca (cITake) che. dA.ta. jevI rIte mAnI le ke eka chokaro divAla para bola pheke che. have e bela je kere haze te bhIMtathI TakarAIne sIdhe nIce pAcho pharaze. have te ja bolane kAdava, kacaDamAM ragadoLIne pachI divAla upara pheMkavAmAM Ave to tene DAgha bhIMta upara paDI jaze. amuka kIcaDa divAla upara ceTI jaze. Aja draSTAMta karmabaMdhana samajavAmAM uparogI bane che je rAga-dveSanA kIcaDa nathI te karmabaMdha paNa nathI thatuM ane rAga-dveSane sadbhAvamAM karmabaMdha tIvra thAya che. barAbara tevI ja rIte amArA jevA saMsArI jIva je rAga-dveSa kaSAyathI kaluSita manavALA thaIne je paNa pravRtti kare che tenAthI sAMparA yika kamazrava karmane baMdha thAya che, ane teramAM guNasthAnake birAjamAna pUjya kevaLI bhagavaMta je AhAra-nihAra-vihAra vagere pravRtti kare che te kriyAthI karmAzrava te avazya thAya che ane te pathika karmAzraya

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598 kahevAya che. temane zipathika baMdha thAya che je jaldIthI chUTI paNa jAya che. loTamAM nAMkhavAmAM AvatAM ghI-pANInI jema ane kArpaNa vargaNAmAM rAga-dveSa-kaSAya rUpa vattithI tela nAMkhIe chIe ane cIkAza. Ave che. je AtmAnI sAthe cITakI jAya che ane karma banIne keTalAka varSo sudhI sAthe rahe che. A amAre sAMparAyika karmAzrava ane karma baMdha tha. SanuM svarUpa - dveSanI vyAkhyA karatA pU. yogI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje kahyuM ke "SanI vaya mara" jyAM arUcI thAya che tyAMthI ja zreSanI vRtti, utpana thAya che. arUci aprItimAM zreSarUpI bIja vavAya che. ane vahema, zakA, IrSA, paraspara bhrama vagere sAdhane te bIjane meTu banAve che. krodha-mAna vagere A vRkSanI chAyA che. prAyaH rAgamAMthI paNa dveSa jAgRta thAya che. "rAnti past =Ate " A zreSanuM mULa ajJAna che. je AtmAnuM nathI tene pahelA pitAnuM mAnI levuM ane pachI tene koI laI jAya, cerAI jAya athavA apaharaNa karI jAya to tyAre ApaNane heSa thAya che e moTuM ajJAna che. chatAM paNa kodhAdi badhuM pragaTa thAya che. krodha-mAna dveSane jagADavAmAM sahAya kare che. zreSamAM pitAne abhimAna rahe che. tethI bIjAnA pratye tiraskAra pragaTa thAya che dveSI prAyaH bIjAnI pratye tiraskAranI vRttithI ja jete hoya che. kaeNSa pahelA vicAradhArAmAM (manamAM) utpanna thAya che. pachIthI vacana eganA vyavahAramAM eTale ke bhASAmAM Ave che. AthI A sArI rIte samajI zakAya che ke AnI bhASAmAM dveSa che. manamAM dveSa che. TheSa budhdhithI belI rahe che. rAga-dveSathI ja pachI AgaLa kaleza-kaSAya, kalaha-jhaghaDe badhuM vadhe che. aneka pApo TheSa vRttithI vadhe che. dveSI kRSNa lezyAmAM zaidradhyAnanI vRtti-khUna-mArapITa karavA mATe paNa taiyAra hoya che. A badhA AtmAmAM paDelA Atma zatruo che. cheSa paNa AMdhaLe che. jenA upara dveSa thAya che tenA guNe pachI kayAreya dekhAtA nathI. dviSa guNanAzaka che. guNAnurAgI buddhine nAzaka paNa dveSa che. haiSa haMmezA pahelA nAnI vAtamAMthI ja utpanna thatA hoya che. pachI temAMthI rajanuM gaja thAya che ane moTuM svarUpa ApI daIe chIe. dveSI manuSya prAyaH sAmenI vyaktinuM kharAba ja irache che. tenuM

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599 bagaDe, tenuM patana thAya, duHkhI thAya, tene tyAM Aga lAge, rAgamAM paTakAI paDe vagere vicAra bInA ghaNA kharAba hoya che. AvI vRtti lAMbA samaya sudhI cAlavAthI vaira-vaimanasya duzamanatA vadhe che. ane tIvra karmabaMdha thAya che. tethI DhaSIne pitAne baudhika vikAsa paNa rUMdhAI jAya che. guNamAM AgaLa vadhI zakatA nathI. tenI buddhi eka sthAna para kendrita thaIne aTakI jAya che. zreSa vRttithI koinI para AkSepa karavAnI, Aropa karavAnI pravRtti vadhe che. vaiSa karanAra zreSIne zreSanI asara potAnA mana ane zarIra banne para paDe che. mAnasika rUpe haMmezA ciMtAgrasta, udvigna rahe che ane zarIra paNa vadhatuM nathI. zArIrika vikAsa aTakI jAya che. mananI vicAra zaktimAM saMkucitatA janma pAme che. te keIpaNa guNavAnanA guNene paNa dveSanI daSTithI ja jue che. tethI aneka deSanI mAtA evA zreSano tyAga karavo. ja uttama che. dveSane TALavAne upAya rAgAdivairiNa : krurAnmohabhUpendrapAlitAn / nikRtya zamazastreNa mokSamArga nirupaya // jJAnIoe AtmAne saMbodhana karatAM kahyuM che ke he AtmA ! meha rUpI rAjAe pALelA rAga-dveSAdi zatruono zAntabhAvarUpa zastrathI chedana-bhedana karIne mekSamArganuM avalokana kara. A rAga-dveSa tArA AmA nA anAdi zatru che je anantakALathI tArI sAthe lAgelA che. have ene dUra karavA mATe tuM varastusthitinuM yathArtha avalokana kara rAga-dveSa e vikati che. anAdi kALathI AtmA prema. jJAna ane sukha svarUpa che. A traNe prakRtinI vikRti Aje dekhAya che. ApaNe zuddha prema rAgazreSamAM Convert thaI gayela che. ApaNuM jJAna, ajJAna ane mithyAjJAnamAM vibhakata thaI gayuM che ane ApaNe AnaMda svabhAva e zAtA ane azAtAmAM rUpAMtarita thaI gayela che. A vAta je samajAI jAya te rAga dveSa ne rAka maLato baMdha thaI jAya anAdikALathI jIve zarIramAM rAga karyo che ane IdriyonA viSaye pigyA che. have je ajJAna TaLI

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600 jAya to zarIrane AtmAnuM bhedajJAna thatAM jIva zarIranI AsaktithI je khuvAra thayuM che te baMdha thaI jAya. samyajJAnanI prApti thavAthI jIva jagatanuM, AtmAnuM, paramAtmAnuM, karmanuM svarUpa samajI zake che ane heya, ya, upAdeyane yathArtha viveka pragaTe che. svAnubhavathI heya samajI zakAya che ane cheDI zakAya che "rA gha pramamAM mukti mA sthiramatta " sAce ja kahyuM che ke rAga-dveSa rUpI bhramanA abhAvamAM ja manuSya mokSamArgamAM sthira banI zake che. anyathA nahI AthI ja sarva prathama rAga-dveSa je Atmazatru che tene nAza to kare ja paDaze. kAraNake enAthI ananta kALamAM keI phAyade te thayo ja nathI. ulaTuM AtmA ajJAnI banIne saMsArane lIlAchama rAkhI rahyo che. rAga-dveSathI mukta thavA mATe vItarAgIne Azraya, sau prathama te rAga-dveSa TALavA mATe ApaNe vItarAgI ne ja Azraya levo paDaze. je sarvathA rAga-dveSathI rahita che. jemanAmAM rAgazreSanI leza mAtrA zeSa rahI nathI. emanuM ja zaraNa svIkAravA yogya che. emanI ja upAsanA karavI jarUrI che. paraMtu zaraya evA vItarAganI upAsanA karanAranI bhUmikA e hovI jarUrI che ke te potAnI jAtane azaraNaya mAnatA hoya ! jyAM sudhI puNyadayamAM, padu pratiSThA, parivAra paisAmAM zaraNya buddhi che. tyAM sudhI vAstavika azaraNyatAnuM bhAna thatuM nathI ethI jyAre jIvane kharekhara azaraNatAnuM bhAna thatuM hoya, puNyadaya paNa cAra divasanI cAMdanI che. pachI zuM? ema puNya paNa azaraNya lAge tyAre jIvane dharma zaraNya rUpa bhAsI zake che. pachI ja sAcI upAsanA karI zake che. pachI arihaMta sidadha sAdhu ane dharma zaraNabhUta lAgatAM temanI bhakitamAM mana parovI devuM joIe. emanA upadezanuM guMjana cAlu karI devuM joIe ane temanA upadezane anusaranArA sAdhu sAdhavI mahAtmAonuM AlaMbana levuM joIe eTaluM ja nahIM. paraMtu rAga vinAnA vItarAgI ane dveSa vinAnA vItadveSIonA siddhAMtane abhyAsa kara joIe. je rAgI dveSI deva-devI bhagavAna ke gurUo ke sAdhuonuM zaraNa levAmAM Ave, temanI ja upAsanA karavAmAM Ave to kayAre ya paNa vItarAgI banI zakAya nahI je pote ja vItarAgI nathI te bIjAone kevI rIte vItarAgI banAvI zakaze?

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601 AthI vItarAgI ja bhagavAna banI zake che. ane te tathA virakata vairAgI gurU ja A rAga-dveSanA cakrathI bacAvI zakaze. vItarAgI banavA mATe vItarAganuM AlaMbana ja zreSTha che. eTale guNe pragaTAvavA mATe guNe vaDe guNInI pUjA karavAnI che. guNanurAganI upAsanA upAdhyAyajI mahArAja kahe che ke, "nirguNa te guNavaMta na jANe, guNavaMta te guNa zreSamAM taNe Apa guNIne vaLI guNarAgI, jagamAM nehanI kIrti jAgI rAga dharIje jihAM guNa lahIe, nirguNI upara samacitta rahIe. bhavathati ciMtana sujasa vilAse, uttamanA guNa ema prakAze." adveSa svarUpa ja kega sAdhanAmAM pravezanuM prathama dvAra che. nirguNa manuSya kayAre paNa guNavAnane jANI nathI zakate ane guNavAna je ene -teje TreSanI vRttithI jIve te paNa ghaNuM nukazAna thAya tema che. AthI svayaM guNavAna hoya ane vaLI uparathI guNAnurAgI paNa hoya te ja sonAmAM sugaMdhanI jema sArthaka bane che. jevI rIte suMdara raMga beraMgI puSpa heya ane mIThI madhurI sugaMdha hoya te pachI pUchavuM ja zuM ? guNAnurAgI evA guNInI yazakIrti jagatamAM prasare che. AthI jyAM jyAM guNa dekhAya tyAM tyAM guNAnurAga avazya rAkhavuM joIe. guNa ane guNI baMne upara rAga rAkhavAthI te te guNenuM ApaNAmAM saMkramaNa thaze. guNa kayAre paNa guNIne choDIne anyatra nathI rahetuM. AthI guNa-guNInI abheda rUpathI upAsanA karavI joIe. guNAnurAga e guNI vyaktiomAMthI guNone kheMcavA mATe lohacuMbaka samAna che. tenAthI guNonuM AkarSaNa thAya che. AthI SavRtti TALavA mATe guNadaSTa banavAnI jarUra che ane nirguNI upara samatA bhAvathI samacitta rahevuM eja lAbha prada che. bhavasthitinuM ciMtana karavAthI uttama guNe potAnI meLe pragaTa thAya che. guNAnurAgI pAse ASavRtti TakI zakatI nathI. paraguNaparamANUn parvatIkRtya nityaM / nijahadi vikasantaH santi santaH kiyantaH //

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602 bIjAnA paramANu samAna nAnA guNane paNa parvata jevA moTA banAvIne jevA e ja zreSa zamanane upAya che. haMmezA Aja bhAve je bIjAne jovAmAM Ave te pitAnA hadayamAM AnaMdanI taraMge uchaLe che. sAdhaka pAse AvuM eka sUphamadarzaka yaMtra hovuM jarUrI che jenAthI te bIjAnA nAnA nAnA guNene paNa vikasita rUpamAM jue ane teja kAca vaDe potAnA nAnA nAnA dene paNa moTA svarUpamAM jue ane tenAthI bacavA mATe prayatna kare. sTImaranuM eka nAnuM kANuM paNa tene DubADavA samartha che. AganI nAnakaDI e divAsaLI paNa samagra vizvane tArAja karavAmAM samartha che. tethI pitAnA nAnA dezanI upekSA kaI paNa saMgamAM AvakArya nathI ane kharekhara je potAnA doSenuM pramArjana karavAmAM upayukata che temane bIjAnA doSa jevAne avasara ja maLato nathI. je bIjAnA de juve che. ane jene bIjAnA doSe khaTake che. e ja ene bheTamAM mATe deSa che. gurUpaNa ziSyanA dene kahIne AghA khasI jAya che. kAraNa ke gurU ziSyane saMbaMdha vyavahAra naya sudhI jaI jyAre sAdhanA te trAjasutra nathI paNa karavAnI che ane A jusutra naya mAtra svakIya vartamAna paryAne ja grahaNa kare che. zreSazamanane bIje sacoTa saraLa upAya kRtajJatA guNanA vikAsathI prApta thAya che. bIjAnA upakArane svIkAra karanAra jIva kadI paNa tenA deSa darzana mATe utsuka banatuM nathI. doSa hovA chatAM tene mATe te na gaNya banI jAya che. eka nAnakaDuM daSTAMta A vAtane sacoTa rIte pUravAra kare che. eka vakhata 18 varSanI eka bALA sarovaramAM snAna karI rahI che. taravAnuM zIkhI rahI che. te mATe teNe DabaluM bAMdhyuM che. ane have te DabalAnA vizvAse bena UMDA pANImAM jaI rahI che. banyuM evuM ke game te rIte te DabaluM chuTI gayuM. DabaluM tarI rahyuM che. bena DUbI rahI che. te vakhate 21 varSano eka kizora sarovaranI pALe Ubhe che. teNe A dazya joyuM. kamakamATI AvI te acche tArU hatA. paLane paNa vilaMba karyA vagara teNe jhaMpalAvyuM ane DUbatI bahenane jAnanA jokhame bahAra kADhI benane thayuM ke A bhAI mAre upakArI che. jIvanadAtA che. pa lAkha rUA. ne vIme vahAlayA mA-bApa ke nehI parivAramAMthI

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603 koi khacAvavA samartha na hatuM. mAtra A bhAIe mArI jIMdagI macAvI have vAtacIta karatAM khabara paDI ke A bhAI tA dArUDIyA, jugArI, byasanI, khUnI badhI rIte pUrA che. chatAM te benane tenA mATe kevA vicAra Ave ? rastAmAM maLe te svataH sahajatAthI smita thaI jAya! hA! viveka eka judI vAta che. mANasa tarIke te sAro na hAvAthI tenI joDe bIjo koI ghaniSTha saMdha AMdhI zakAya nahI. paNa tenA pratyenA abhigama kevA hoya ? kAmaLa ja rahevAnA kAraNa ke bhUgarbhamAM tenA asIma upakAra jaNAya che. basa Aja vAtane jIvanamAM prAyeAgika rUpa ApIe ApaNA mA-bApanA, sAsusasarAne, gurU bhagavaMtAnA ApaNA upara asIma upakAra che. e upakAranI nIce ApaNe ladAyelA chIe ethI Apane vaDIlAnA doSa dekhAvA ja na joie kendramAM jo upakAra darzana rahe che. te doSa dazana tA sAtamI pAtALe paheAMcI jAya che. jo ApaNeA kRtajJatA guNa (acceptance of others obligatiouns) vikAsa pAme tA dRSTidoSa ane doSaSTi ane kabaranazI na thai jAya che, jemaNe ApaNane zarIramAMthI zarIra ane leAhImAMthI leAhI Akhyu` che. e mAtrApanA asIma upakArane svIkArI zakavA jeTalA jo ApaNe buddhizALI hAie te pachI nAnA nAnA doSAnu' astitva ja rahetuM nathI. koIe 10 vakhata kAma na karyuM... hAya ane eka ja vakhata sAro pratibhAva ApyA heya te paNa ApaNe te eka vakhatane kendramAM rAkhIne jIvIza te dharatI upara svarganuM avataraNa thaze ene badale kAie seMkaDe vakhata sudara pratibhAva ApyA hAya mAtra ekAda vakhata sa ceAgAnusAra ApaNane suMdara AvakAra na maLyA hAya te ApaNe te vAtane kendramAM rAkhIne azubha bhAvAnI udIraNA karIe chIe. A khATu thAya che eTale jIvananI nirAzAsAdhaka paLe.ne gauNa banAvI humezA AzAvAdI banavuM joIe vidyAyaka vicAra karavA joIe. kAI patharI mAre te paNa tene pagathIyu banAvavAnI kaLA hastagata karavI joIe. atyanta krAdha ane mAnathI pragaTelA azubha Atma piraNAma ne dveSa kahace che. A azubha pariNAmathI sva-para ubhayane phreSita karAya che. dveSa ananu ghara che, bhaya, kalaha, ane duHkhanA bhaMDAra che. dveSa kAnA ghAtaka che, asamajasatA anyAyanA paNa udgama sthAna che. dveSa azAntikAraka che. dveSa bIjAnA droha karanAra che. sva-para ubhayane ::

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104 saMtApakAraka che. guNene khAsa ghAtaka-vinAzaka che. Sa bIjA paNa . guNene pragaTa thavA nathI dete. eTaluM ja nahIM dveSI purUSa guNavAnanA guNAne paNa deva rUpe jue che, niMde che. zreSathI kaluSita mana thAya che. ane prakRti tuccha bane che. A tuccha svabhAvane kAraNe te dveSI zakita prakRtivALe thAya che. te sArI zikhAmaNane paNa ThukarAve che. dveSa vRttinA kAraNe vakratA ane jaDatA AvI jAya che. mATe zreSa savathA tyAjaya che. - mokSamArgamAM bAdhaka che. haiSavRttimAM lezyAo vadhu azubha banatI jAya che ane azubha lezyAone kAraNe raudradhyAnanI vRtti banatI jAya che. tenA pariNAme narakAdi durgatimAM patana thAya che. SavRttimAM karmonI dIrdha sthiti baMdhAya che. rAgadveSanI vRddhinI sAthe asamAdhibhAvanI vRddhi thAya che. samAdhibhAva ghaTatuM jAya che zAti ghaTane azAMti ane aja vadhe che. jyAre sAdhakane zakti ane samAdhi joIe che. prazamabhAva .. samatAbhAvathI zreSane zamAvI zakAya che. je krodha janya dveSa hoya te kSamA bhAvathI ghaTe ane mAna janya cheSa hoya te namratA mRdutAthI zame. zreSanA dAvAnaLanI agni zAnta thaI nathI zakatI ane dhIme dhIme baLatA-baLatA badhA guNe baLI jAya che DhaSa pApa sthAnakanuM svarUpa oLakhIne Atma kalyANe chue A bAdhaka argalAne . dUra karIne mokSano mArga khullo kare joIe ... kRtajJatA guNanA vikAsa mATe zuM karavuM? A prazna paNa jaTIla che. chatAM uttara ghaNuM saraLa che. ApaNI be vastuone ApaNe UMDANathI vicArI e ApaNuM astitva ane ApaNuM vyakitatva? bemAMthI zu vadhe? zAthI? astitvane vicArIe te ApaNe dharatI upara AvyA tyAre viSTA cUthatA bALaka ja hatA. badhAnA yogadAnathI ApaNuM astitva AjanA vyaktitvane pAmI zakayuM che !!! tA basa bIjAnA seMkaDe upakAre najara samakSa AvatAM ja kRtajJatA guNa vikase che. ahaMkAra ApaNane kRtajJatAthI dUra rAkhe che. te huM kaMIka chuM evA mithyAbhimAnathI jIvavAne badale "huM kaMI ja nathI" evA vicArothI jIvIzuM to cokkasa vikAsa banaze.

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605 dveSa zamanane vadhu vyApaka upAya jyAre bIjAnA doSa darzanathI haidghATana thatuM hoya tyAre tyAre 'vicAravuM ke sarve ja karmane vaza che. A paNa tenuM asalI svarUpa nathI. karmanA saMgothI ghaDAyeluM audayika bhAvanuM svarUpa che. A te te jIvonI paristhiti che sthiti nathI. ane jIva haMmezA paristhitine mApha karI zake che. dA. ta. tamArA keI dhanika mitra pAse paisAnuM pAkITa bhUlI gayA hovAthI paisA nathI ane 200 rUA. udhAra mAMge che. te tame cokkasa ApI zakazo kAraNa ke paisA na hovA e atyAranI paristhiti che, sthiti nathI. basa tevI ja rIte jIve che je anucita vartana kare che. te te tenI karmajanya paristhiti che. aMtima sthiti nathI. basa A rIte sarva nI zuddha caitanya dazAne lakSyamAM rAkhIe te badhA gunA mApha karI zakAya tema che. Aja divasa sudhI jeTalA mahApuruSe mokSamAM gayA che. temaNe badhAe pitAnA doSane zuddha karyA che. samatAnI upAsanA karI che. jAtane sudhAravI saraLa che. jagatane AkAra Apavo kaThaNa che ane je jAte ja samatAnI upAsanA karI le te tenA mIThA phaLa tamane avazya khAvA maLe che. zrI pArzvanAtha bhagavAne kamaThanA dveSanI sAme tathA samarAditye giriSeNa (agnizarmA)nI sAme samatA kSamAbhAvanA ja rAkhI hatI. gajasukumAla muni, metAraja muni vagere sarve jIvoe pitAnA dveSInI sAme kSamAnuM zastra dhAraNa karyuM hatuM te teo badhA mekSamAM gayA ane te ja mahApuruSe ApaNane paNa mokSamAM javA mATe samatA kSamA prema, karUNa ane guNAnurAgane rAjamArga batAvatA gayA ke aMte te Aja rAjamArga upara cAlIne ApaNe sau e kSe javAnuM che. Aja mokSa mAga che. rAga dveSa te bhava vRddhi-saMsAra vRddhine mArga che. prAMte sarva jIve kSamA, samatA, prema, karUNA, guNAnurAga kRtajJatA saraLatA, saMteSa rUpa mokSamArga upara cAlIne rAga dveSa, IrSyA, asUyA, abhimAna vigerene cheDIne paramadhAma evA mokSanA adhiSThAtA bane. siddhazIlA upara birAjamAna thAya e ja zubha manokAmanA zubha bhavatu... jena jayati zAzanam

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606 (10) rAge pApasthAnakanI sAya pApasthAnaka dazamuM kahyuM rAga re, kuhi na pAmyA tehanA tAga re,rAge vAhyA hirahara khabhA re, rAce nAce kare ca aca'bhA re....(1) rAga kesarI che vaDa rAjA hai, viSayAbhiyAsa te maMtrI tAjA re. jehanA che.rU IMdriya pA~cA re, tehune kIdheA e sakala praMcA re....(2) jeha sadAgama vaza huI jAsyuM re, te apramatatA zikhare vAgye re, caraNa-dhama-nRpa zaile viveke re, tethyu' na caDhe rAgI Take re....(3) khIjA te virAge vAhyA re, ekAdaza guNe umAhyA re, rAge pADayA te paNa bhutA re, naraka nigode mahAdu:kha juttA hai....(4) rAga-haraNa-tapa-jaya zruta bhAkhyA re, tehathI paNi jeNe bhavakala cAkhyA re, tenA kAI na che pratikArI re, amiya hue viSa tihA zyA cArA re....(5) tapa khale chUTA taraNuM tANI re, kaMcana keTI AsADhAbhUti nANI re, nardiSaNa paNa rAge naDiyA re, zrutanidhi paNa vezyAvaza paDiyA re....(6) khAvIsa jina paNa rahI ghara vase re, vahyA pUrava rAga-abhyAse re, vA aMdha paN jasa khale truTe re, neha taMtuthI teDu na chUTe re....(7) deha uccATana agninuM dahavuM re, ghaNu kuTTana e vi duHkha sahavuM re ati ghaNuM rAhi je hAya mAja re, rAga taNeA guNu ehaja hindu rai....(8) rAga na karo kAI nara phizyuM re, navi rahevAya tA karo munizDa re, maNi jima kRNi viSanu tima tehA re, rAganuM leSa ja sujasa sane he! re....(9)

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5. pU. AcArya deva zrImad vijaya subodhasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. tathA pa. pU. munirAja zrI aravijayajI mahArAja (rASTrabhASA 2na-vardhA, sAhityaratna-prayAga, nyAya darzanAcArya -muMbaI) | Adi muni mahInA vi. saM. 204pa nA jananagarazrI saMghamAM cAlu mAsa daramyAna zrI dharma nAtha pA. he, jainanagara . mU. jaina saMgha-amadAvAda -taraphathI jAyela 16 ravivArIya pa. pU. AcArya deva vijaya pa. pU. munirAjazrI sudhasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. arUNavijayajI ma. sA. eka cAturmAsika ravivArIya dhArmika zikSaNa zibira * nI aMtagata cAlatI - pa. pU. munirAja zrI arUNavijayajI mahArAjanA OF "pApaLI, sajA, bhAre" F - viSayaka ravivArIya sacitra jAhera pravacana zreNi nI prastuta caudamI pustikA zrI dharmanAtha . he. jenanagara ve. mU. jaina saMdha taraphathI jenanagara-zAradAmaMdira roDa, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-7 prastuta pravacana pustikA chapAvI prasiddha karavAmAM AvI che, A mudraka : sAgara prinTarsa library.org Jain 5