Kshanno Utsav

Author(s): Kumarpal Desai
Publisher: Gurjar Sahitya Prakashan
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/034425/1

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kSaNano utsava kumArapALa desAI

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jIvanaviSayaka samajaNanI ciMtanayAtrA kSaNano utsava kumArapALa desAI prAptisthAna gurjara sAhitya bhavanA ratanapoLanAkA sAme, gAMdhImArga, amadAvAda 380001 phona : 079-2214663, 221496640 e-mail: goorjar@yahoo.com web: gurjarbooksonline.com gurjara sAhitya prakAzana 102, lenDamArka bilDiMga, TAiTeniyama, siTI senTara pAse, sImA hola sAme, 100 phUTa roDa, pralAdanagara, amadAvAda 380015 phona : 26934340, 98252 68759 - gurjarpraakaashankagnuail.com

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arpaNa snehanI amIrasadhArA varasAvanAra pragatizIla dRSTikoNathI navAM abhigama ApanAra, netRtvanI kuzaLatA ane AyojananI sUjha dharAvanAra zrI surezabhAI koThArI tathA anupamAbahena koThArI kiMmata : rU. 100 pahelI AvRtti : 2016 KSHAN NO UTSAV by Kumarpal Desai Published by Gurjar Granth Ratna Karyalaya, Ahmedabad-1 0i kumArapALa desAI ISBN : 978-93 pRSTha : 8+I52 ne kala : 1000 prakAzaka : gUrjara graMtharatna kAryAlaya amarabhAI ThAkoralAla zAha : ratanapoLanAkA sAme, gAMdhImArga, emadAvAda-380001 phona : 22144663, e-mail: goorjar@yahoo.com mudraka : bhagavatI ophasera sI/16, baMsIdhara esTeTa, bAlaDolapurA, amadAvAda-380 004

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AraMbhe ciMtananI koI eka kSaNe navIna vicAra jhabake ane pachI enI AsapAsanA saMdarbhothI e vicAra vadhu pragaTa thato rahe evI prakriyA 'kSaNano utsava'mAM jovA maLaze. vartamAna jIvananI viSama paristhiti vacce mAnavIe kaI rIte jIvavuM te aMge eka navo vicAra maLe athavA to mAnavInAM manovalaNone AgavI rIte ghATa ApavAthI keTalIka samasyAo ApoApa UkalI jAya che, te aMgenuM kSaNomAM jAgeluM ciMtana ahIM prastuta karyuM che. koI eka prasaMga AkhA jIvanane ajavALI de, e ja rIte A kSaNanuM ciMtana vyaktinA vaicArika jagatamAM koI navA sauMdaryanI zobhA racI deze. e rIte pratyeka pRSTha para eka-eka kSaNanuM sauMdarya AlekhyuM che. cheka prAcInakALathI vartamAnakALa sudhI svastha mana, sukhI jIvana, mUlyaniSThA, jIvanazraddhA, dhyeyasiddhi, samayano sadupayoga, adhyAtma jevA viSayo aMge ghaNuM lakhAyuM che. ahIM AlekheluM ciMtana vAcakane jIvana vizenI eka maulika dRSTi Apaze evI AzA rAkhuM chuM. enA prakAzana mATe zrI manubhAI zAhe khUba jahemata UThAvI che, temano AbhArI chuM. AzA rAkhuM chuM ke A pustaka sahu koIne preraNAdIpanuM ajavALuM ApI raheze. 22-7-2016 kumArapALa desAI amadAvAda IV anukrama 1. vahetAM zIkhIe jharaNAM pArsa 2. ApaNA paryAvaraNanI ciMtA karIe ! 3. devAlaya vRddhAzrama lAge che ! 4. jiMdagI yAtrA banatI nathI ! 5. dharme mazAlane badale mazInagana lIdhI ! A to 'ijhI lAipha' ke DeDa lAipha ! ApaNI pIDAno ApaNane saMdeza 6. 7. 8. gharane badale kabrastAnamAM jIvIe chIe ! 9. apekSAnI vidAya sAthe ja prasannatAnuM Agamana thaze 10. jagata sAcuM che, paNa enI Asakti svapnarUpa che ! 11. tamArA samayanuM have baeNkabaeNlensa keTaluM che ? 12. paoNjhiTiva ane naeNgeTiva vicAra sAthesAthe rahe che ! 13. sarjanAtmakatAmAM maulika sAhasa chupAyeluM hoya che 14. 'meM dhAryuM hota to... !' kadI na bolazo ! 15. mAtra gamatAno gulAla uDADazo nahIM ! 16. vyavasAyamAM saMvedanAnuM mahattvanuM sthAna che. 17. jIvanamAM vyakti vAraMvAra AtmahatyA kare che ! 18. jIvanamAM setu vinAnA saMbaMdhono bhaMgAra paDyo che. 19. niSphaLatA oDhIne koIne maLazo nahIM ! 20. tamAre pRthvI paranuM narka nIrakhavuM che ! 21. duHkhanI zodha pAchaLa mAnavI doDe che 22. lohInI sagAImAM premanI sagAI bheLavIe ! 23. vaktA nahIM, zAMta zrotA banIe ! 24. yAdI ane DAyarInuM samayapatraka jarUrI che ! 25. prazaMsAmAM sAva kaMjUsa ane niMdAmAM ati udAra 26. tamArA 'sTresa'nI cAvI tamArI pAse che ! 27. kArya prasannatA Ape ane pIDAkAraka paNa bane ! 28. khoTA nirNayano bhaya rAkhavo nahIM ! 29. mAtra bhItaranuM satya ja zAzvata che. 30. tamArI vicitratAne cAhatA rahejo ! 31. azubha e mAMDAnI caLa che ! 32. 'atyAre no Agraha rAkho ! 33. tamArI pasaMdagI e ja tamArA jIvananI gati che. 34. becenI e mananuM kAyamI saranAmuM che. 35. maryAdAnA aMdhAriyA oraDAmAM najarakeda banI jazo 36. AMkhathI. vAtacIta karIe ! 37. 'karmayoga'nA dezamAM karma-vo jovA maLe che ! 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 sahAyako jemanA 36 37

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38. banAvaTI gusso bUmareMga paNa thAya 39. vyasanane potAnI 'sTAila' hoya che. 40. hayuM ThAlavavAnA hetu judA judA hoya che ! 41. niSphaLatAmAM pragati chupAyelI che ! 42. nisteja cahero nirasatAnI nAndIrUpa che. 43. Izvara bojarUpa banI jAya che ! 44. salAmatInI zodha e mRtyune AgotaruM nimaMtraNa che 4pa. uMmara e avasthAno purAvo nathI 46. mAnavIne badale ToLuM maLe che ! 47. saMpUrNatAnI icchA sAthe apUrNatAne AvakArIe 48. ciMtA tamane bAMdhe che ke tame ciMtAne ? 49. tamArI sAcI oLakha Apato phoTogrApha che ? 50. jIvananA sthira sarovaramAM lIla bAjhI jaze ! 51. bhItaranA kurukSetramAM vijaya meLavavo kaparo che ! para. parivartana sAdhavA mananI mAnyatAne badalIe 53. dalIlabAjIthI tame lohIluhANa thaI jazoda 54. pahelAM zrotA banIe, pachI samIkSaka papa. vijJAnInI jema paDakArono sAmano karIe 56. 'Atmane jANyA vinA 'hatyA' karavA doDI jAva cho pa7. karuNA janmatI nathI, mRtyu pAmatI nathI pa8. phATaphATa samRddhi korIkaTa daridratA lAge che ! 59. putrane potAnI icchAno paDachAyo banAvazo nahIM 60. pArakI AMkhamAMthI premI joto hoya che ! 61. kinArAnuM laMgara ane madhadariyAnuM jahAja judAM hoya che. 62. roja sonerI savAra Uge che ! 63. mana zayana kare, to nidrA Ave ! 64. zarIranI ghaDiyALanA kAMTAno avAja sAMbhaLIe 65. tochaDAM nAmo vAparanAra khUnI che. 66. TIkAkAronI rugNa manovRtti para dayA karo ! 67. jIvananuM sAcuM saranAmuM mRtyu che. 8. jama jeTalo ja kAnane adhikAra che ! 69. eka AMkhamAM saMtoSa, bIjI AMkhe pragati ! 70. adhyAtmanI plAsamAM bharatI-oTa hotAM nathI 71. prakRtinA AnaMdanI bAdabAkIno anartha ! 72. tyAgano rAga tyajavo muzkela che ! 73. tamArI AMkhanAM AMsu enI AMkhamAM le che ? 74. adharI vANI e paMDitAInuM mithyA pradarzana che 75. mAnavInAM bahAnAMmAM sarvatra Izvarano vAsa che 76. samasyA sUtelA sAhasa ane dhairyane jagADe che VI 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 apne Fo 77. eka ja DALI para gulAba ane kaMTaka hoya che 78. mRtyu samaye ajANI vyakti yamarAja lAge che. 79. pote parama zreSTha ane anya sAva sAmAnya 80. 'saMtoSa'nuM sohAmaNuM lebala ApIe chIe 81. potAnA anubhavo pAsethI kazI keLavaNI pAmato nathI! 82. jagata jAkAro Ape tyAre maitrI mAtra AvakAro Ape ! 83. bhayane badale dhyeya para dRSTi pheravIe ! 84. sAmenI vyaktine pahelo dAva Apo ! 85. tulanA karavI eTale duHkhane nimaMtraNa ApavuM ! 86. AMkhamAM svapna AMjavAthI kazuM na vaLe ! 87. prakRtino khoLo khoI beThA ! 88. saraLa banavuM, te sauthI adharuM che 89. niSphaLatAnA mArga para saphaLatA vase che ! hatuM. AdatanI pAchaLa gheTAMnI mAphaka cAle che ! 91. niSphaLatAnA kendramAM pote ja hoya che ! 92. kutUhala e dariyAnAM mojAM jevuM hoya che ! 93. ApaNA mananI graMthithI vyaktine bAMdhIe nahIM 94. prazaMsAnI lAlasA e AtmahatyA che ! 5. smazAnabhUmi e vyAjanI AMdhaLI doDano aMta che ! 96. adhIrAI e AjanA yugano abhizApa che 97. aMtaHpreraNAno mauna ne maulika avAja 98. prabhutva mAnavIne pAmara banAve che ! 9. jagata dekhAya, to Atmatattva agocara rahe ! 100. vAcALa jIbhane badale zravaNasukhI kAna Apo 101. apekSA e anyanA svAtaMtrya para tarApa che ! 102. naeNgeTiva vicAranA 'sTeja' Ave che. 103. 'kyAM kAma na karavAM' te nakkI karIe ! 104. AtaMkavAdanA Aitano tALo maLato nathI 105. zarIranA saMgItane kAna mAMDIne sAMbhaLIe 106. kaMpanI ane kuTuMba judAM che ! 107. kartAbhAva satata kUdakA lagAve che ! 108. AtmahatyAno vicAra svayaM AtmahatyA karaze 109. jIvanamAM khullI AMkhe jAgaraNa ! 110. aMtima pravAsa mATe keTalI taiyArI karI ? 111. bAvaLa vAvIzuM to AMbA nahIM Uge ! 112. mRtyu pachI paNa jIvatAM-dhabakatAM satkarmo 113. bhaya bhUtakALa karatAM bhaviSyamAM vadhu jAve che 114. vartamAna e bhaviSyanI kharIdI kare che. 115. AtmA ane iMdriyo vacceno uMbaro che mana VII parama sa ya ra ra = = 8 8 8 deg deg deg 3 5 = ? = = = = = = = = 79 82 87 88 89 90 92 93 94 95 96 98 99

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= = hai R & R & kSaNano utsava 130 131 132 kumArapALa desAI 133 134 116. saMkalpane koI sImA hotI nathI 117. navI AzA ApatI niSphaLatA 118. priyatamAnA caherA jevo mRtyuno cahero 119, saMvedanAmAM saMbhaLAya che sarjaka-AtmAno avAja 12. sAme cAlIne thatI AtmahatyA 121. AgaLa chalAMga lagAvIne siddhi maLatI nathI 122. kaMko kharo karanAra bArAkSarI gumAve che 123, jIvanabhara je haLavAya e bALapaNanI mastI ! 124. popaTane pAMjare ja vahAluM lAgaze 125. Izvara doSI nathI tame aMdha cho 126. utAvaLe uttara ApavAnI naeNgeTiva mananI rIta 127. potAnA virATa doSone vAmana rUpe joto ahaM kArI 128. jayA meLavavAnI gheDa, raNanI retanI prApti 129. sukha-du:khanA cheDA para ghUmatuM lolaka 13). samaya jatAM vRtti rojanI Adata banI jAya che 131. sAMtvanA ane AzvAsana satyathI vegaLuM che 13. 'huM 'ne haMmezAM mRtyu DarAmaNuM lAge che 133. parama kartavyane kyAreya yAda kare che kharo ? 134. vinAzathI vAkepha. sarjanathI ejJAta 135. dharma vAla nathI, dvAra che. 136. mAtra mAnavajAtane bhedabhAvanuM bhUta vaLageluM che. 133. arthI baMdhAya, te pahelAM jIvanano artha pAmIe ! 138. gUMgaLAto ahaM kAra vadhu dhAtaka hoya che. 139 zraddhA sAthe sAvacetI jarUrI che. 14). nara kevAsI banavA mAnavI taDape che 141. sevAnI kSaNomAM sadA vasaMtano vAsa che 142. azubhanA baLane uvekhavA jevuM nathI 143. jIvanamAM khelADIne badale ampAyara banavuM 144. aMtaryAtrAmAM AvanArA sTezananI khabara hotI nathI 14pa. ekalA rahevuM. ekalA UgavuM e ja e kalavIra 146. bhItaranA sToramAM have ja gA nathI 147. sAhaji ke svIkAramAM sarvajJatAnuM apamAna lAge che 148, ogaLI jaIe to ja AnaMdaprApti 149, jIvatA dehane satata saLagAvanArI citA 1pa. nadhyane satya mAnInuM aniSTho saryA ! 135 136 137 138 139 140 141 143 144 145 146 148 149 VIII

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vahetAM zIkhIe jharaNAM pAse pahADa parathI khaLakhaLa vahetA jharaNAne kyAreya kaTANe moDhe evI phariyAda karatAM sAMbhaLyuM che ke mane rastA vacce pajavatA pAra vinAnA nAnA-moTA patharAonuM huM zuM karuM ? kyAreya eNe kaoNrTamAM phariyAda noMdhAvI che ke AsapAsa AvelAM khAbociyAMmAM enuM pANI bharAI jAya che, tenuM zuM ? koI vAra eNe tamane ema kahyuM che ke jAmI gayelI lIlane kAraNe mArA caherAnuM niSkalaMka, manohara ane pAradarzaka rUpa naMdavAI jAya che tenuM zuM ? Avo koI vAMdhovacako ke dAdaphariyAda karavAne badale jharaNuM to basa, vahyA ja kare che, kAraNa ke vahevuM e enuM kArya ane dhyeya che. jIvananuM kArya Ama ja vahevAnuM che. janmathI mAMDIne mRtyu sudhI mAnavInA jIvanano pravAha vaheto hoya che. paNa e jharaNAnI mAphaka rUmajhUma cAlavAne badale taMga caherAnI sAthe ati boja heThaLa lathaDiyAM khAto cAle che. UchaLatAMkUdatAM jharaNAMnI jema e khaDakhaDATa hasI-kUdI zakato nathI. bhUtakALanA anubhavonA bojane kAraNe e vartamAnanI ramatiyALa gatine gumAve che. potAnA nAnAzA pravAhamAM AvatI ekeeka cIjavastuone jharaNuM jotuM rahe che, jyAre mANasa enA vananI nAnInAnI bAbatonI upekSA karIne jIvato hoya che. jIvananA nAnakaDA anubhavomAMthI prApta thato AnaMda e pAmI zakato nathI. vismayano bhAva ane mugdhatA enA jIvanamAMthI vidAya pAme che. jemajema jIvanamAM pracAra, prabhAva ke pradarzana ANato jAya che, tematema enA jIvanano boja vadhato jAya che ane pachI to e mAtra patharA, khAbociyAM ke lIlanI ja nahIM, paNa khuda jharaNAnI phariyAda karato hoya che. bIjuM badhuM to ThIka, ene potAnA jIvana sAme ja sauthI moTI phariyAda hoya che. kSaNano utsava 3

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ApaNA paryAvaraNanI ciMtA karIe ! tame vizvabharanA paryAvaraNanI ciMtA karo cho, paNa tamArI AsapAsanA paryAvaraNano vicAra karyo che kharo ? tame je sthaLe tamArI kAmagIrI bajAvatA ho, te sthaLa vize kyAreya vicAra karyo che ? tamArI oNphisamAM phAIlonA astavyasta DhagalA paDyA che ! keTalAya kAgaLo Amatema UDI rahyA hoya che. vacce akhabAro paDyAM hoya ane pharnicaro hisAbanI noTabukothI ke pustakasAmayikothI khIcokhIca bharelAM hoya che. hakIkate jema vizvanI sukhAkArI mATe paryAvaraNanI jALavaNI jarUrI che, e ja rIte vyaktinI sukhAkArI ane kAryakSamatAnI vRddhi mATe eNe potAnA nivAsasthAna ane oNphisanA paryAvaraNano vicAra karavo joIe. koIka oNphisamAM to vyakti Tebala para eTalI badhI phAIlono khaDakalo karIne beThI hoya ke ene maLavA jAva, tyAre eno cahero zodhavo muzkela paDe. AnuM kAraNa e nathI ke A badhI phAIlo ene ekasAthe upayogI che. AnuM kAraNa e che ke phAIlone vyavasthita goThavavAnI ene bhAre ALasa che athavA to phAIlono Dhagalo karIne enI ati vyastatA batAvavA mAge che. kArya, samayanuM vAtAvaraNa vyaktinA vikAsa mATe jarUrI che. AmAM eno ghaNo samaya veDaphAya che. ghaNI vAra sarakArI oNphisamAM jAva tyAre utsAhane badale udAsInatAno anubhava thAya che. TheraThera paDelI phAIlonA DhagalA para jAmI gayelI dhULa pramAdanI cADI khAya che. A pramAda dhIredhIre adhikArInA mana para kabajo jamAve che. tamArA praznono javAba ApatAM pUrve AsapAsa jAmelo pramAda ke bharaDo vALIne beThelI ALasathI e vicAre che ke mAre to kazuM karavAnuM nathI ! AthI vyaktie potAnI AsapAsa evA vAtAvaraNanuM nirmANa karavuM joIe ke je enAmAM navI preraNA ane jIvaMta utsAhano saMcAra kyAM kare. kSaNano utsava 4 devAlaya vRddhAzrama lAge che ! koI maMdiramAM darzanArthe jAva tyAre saheja najara karajo ke atyaMta bhaktibhAvathI IzvaranI mUrtinAM darzana karanArA yuvAno keTalA che ? prabhu samakSa bhAvathI hAtha joDIne UbhelAM bALako keTalAM che ? kaI vayanA loko maMdiranI keTalo samaya mulAkAta le che, tenI yAdI rAkhavI joIe, to ema lAgaze ke Izvara to vRddhonA che. yuvAno sAthe enuM koI anusaMdhAna nathI. moTA bhAganA yuvAno mAtra hAtha joDI, vaMdana karIne maMdiramAMthI bahAra nIkaLI jAya che. maMdiranA upAsako jotAM ema lAge ke ApaNe vRddhAzramane ahIM laI AvyA chIe. vyakti jemajema vRddha bane tematema e maMdira AvavAmAM vadhu niyamita ane upAsanAmAM vadhu samaya vyatIta karavA mAMDe che. Adi zaMkarAcArya ke kalikAlasarvajJa hemacaMdrAcAryane bAlyAvasthAthI jJAna ane dharma prApta thayAM hatAM. AjanA bALakane A maMdiro jJAna ane dharma ApI ke zake che ? bALakanA mAnasaghaDataramAM maMdirano keTalo hisso che ? mAtra vaDIlonA kahevAthI bALaka ke yuvAna maMdiramAM jato hoya che athavA to koI yAtrAdhAmanA pravAse nIkaLyo hoya tyAre maMdiranI 'aupacArika mulAkAta' leto hoya che, paraMtu enA manamAM bhaktinAM bIja ke IzvaranI zraddhA keTalI che ? maMdiranA bhagavAnano bALako ane yuvAno sAthe nAto joDIe. jenAM darzana kare che, enA guNane AtmasAta karavAnI enAmAM keTalI tIvratA che. are ! e jemanuM darzana kare che, e bhagavAna viSNu ke tIrthaMkara RSabhadeva vize kazI vizeSa jANakArI dharAvato nathI. pariNAme maMdiro yuvAnone AkarSI zakyAM nathI ane bALakone Atura banAvI zakyAM nathI. badhI bAbatamAM AvatIkAlanI ciMtA-phikara karanArA ApaNe copAsa satata nirmANa pAmatAM maMdironI AvatIkAlano vicAra karIzuM kharA ? kSaNano utsava

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jiMdagI yAtrA banatI nathI ! dharme mazAlane badale mazInagana lIdhI ! pravAse nIkaLelo mAnavI Dagale ne pagale keTalI badhI sAvacetI ane agamacetIthI vartato hoya che ! potAnA sAmAna para enI satata cAMpatI dekharekha hoya che ane jarUra paDe enI AsapAsa parivArajanono kaDaka jApato goThave che. pravAsa daramiyAna koI anya pravAsI para gusso karavAnI paristhiti jAge, to e manomana gusso dabAvI rAkhato hoya che. vicArato hoya che ke AnA geravartanane sAMkhI levuM sAruM, paraMtu pravAsamAM koInI sAthe jhaghaDo karavo e posAya nahIM. pravAsamAM bhojananI barAbara takedArI rAkhe che ane je sTezane UtaravAnuM hoya, e sTezana AvatAM pahelAM vahelAsara sAmAna barAbara bAMdhIne taiyArI karato hoya che. vaLI sTezana para sAmAna utAre tyAre chelle-chelle e paNa joI leto hoya che ke DabbAmAM pote kazuM bhUlI gayo to nathI ne ! ApaNe pravAsamAM je takedArI rAkhIe chIe evI takedArI ApaNA jIvana paratve rAkhIe chIe kharA ? jIvanamAM eTalo badho sAmAna ekaTho karIe chIe ke cIja-vastuonA khaDakalA nIce mAnavInuM jIvana dabAI-kacaDAI jAya che. pratyeka paLa potAnA sAmAna para najara rAkhanAra jiMdagIno ghaNo samaya vyartha barabAda karI nAkhe che. pravAsamAM e potAno gusso DAmI deto hoya che, paraMtu ghara-saMsAranI bAbatamAM evuM dhairya batAvato hoya che kharo ? bhojana jeTalI takedArIthI cittane samRddha karavA mATe takedArI rAkhe che kharo ? DabbAmAM koI sAmAna bacyo nathI e jue che, paNa potAnA hRdayanA koI khUNe duvRttino kacaro paDyo hoya to enI paravA karato nathI. jiMdagIne yAtrA gaNavAmAM Ave che, paraMtu jiMdagI yAtrA jevI tyAre ja bane ke jyAre emAM AvI jAgRti hoya. AvuM na bane to e hetuvihIna, vyartha rakhaDapaTTI banIne rahI jAya che. jema vyaktinA zarIrathI enI tvacA vegaLI hotI nathI, ema dharma mAnavanA zarIrathI vegaLo hoto nathI. zarIra para cAmaDI pAchaLathI caDAvavAmAM AvI nathI ke koIe lagADI nathI, kiMtu deha sAthe ArvibhAva pAmI che. dharma e vyaktinI tvacA hovA chatAM keTalAka potAnI jAtane ane ahamUne zobhAyamAna karavAnuM ene AbhUSaNa mAne che ane mahAanartha sarje che. dharmane aMdarathI ugADavAne badale bahArathI pahere che. dharma e prema nathI, je bahArathI lagADI zakAya. dharma e to mAnavamAM otaprota thaI gayelI saMjIvanI che. ene bAhya rUpe batAvavAnI kazI AvazyakatA nathI. dharmane kamarUpe lagADanAra ke AbhUSaNarUpe paheranAra mahA adharma Ubho kare che, kAraNa ke ene mATe dharma e bAhya prakyiA banI jAya che. hakIkatamAM saghaLA dharmo samAna che, koI dharma UMco nathI ke koI dharma nIco nathI, jema koI jAti UMcI nathI ke koI jAti nIcI nathI; paraMtu jyAre jyAre potAnA dharmane caDiyAto mAnavAmAM Ave ane ethI vizeSa bIjAnA dharmane hIna gaNavAmAM Ave tyAre adharma pedA thAya che. anyanA dharmane halako, nimna ke adhama dekhADavA mATe potAnA sAmarthyano upayoga karanAra jagatamAM verajhera ropIne yuddho Adare che. A yuddhamAM dharmane nAme adharma ja mahAlato hoya che. ema kahevAya che ke A jagatamAM dharmane nAme jeTalAM yuddho thayAM, eTalAM yuddho bIjA kazA kAraNe thayAM nathI, paNa hakIkata e che ke A yuddho dharmane kAraNe thayAM nathI, paraMtu dharmanA bahAne potAnA malina hetuo ane saMkucita vicAro phelAvanArA adharmIoe karyo che. emaNe dharmano saMbaMdha mAnavacetanAne badale bAhyavaibhava ke vyApaka prabhAva sAthe joDyo ane emaNe dharmanA caitanyanI mazAlane badale hAthamAM mazInagana lIdhI ! 6 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava

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A to "ijhI lAipha' ke DeDa lAipha ! Adhunika mAnavI 'ijhI lAipha'nI zodhamAM nIkaLyo che. e vAraMvAra 'ijhI lAipha' mATe prayatna karato jovA maLe che, paNa hakIkatamAM to jeNe 'ijhI lAipha' jovI che, eNe kabrastAnane jovAnI jarUra che. AvuM jIvana kabrastAnamAM sUtelA mANasomAM che, jIvaMta mANasomAM nahIM. 'ijhI' eTale zuM ? jemAM savAra paDe ane sAMja paDe ane pachI rAta paDe ne vaLI divasa Uge moja ane mastImAM mAnanArI A 'ijhI lAipha' pAse jIvanano koI ghATa hoto nathI ane ghATenA abhAve enI pAse koI mUlya hotuM nathI. AvI vyakti kazI prAptimAM mAnatI nathI, mahenata karavI ene goThatI nathI ane mathAmaNathI sadeva dUra bhAge che. sagavaDa enuM sarvasva hoya che. anukULatA enI avirata zodha hoya che. sthaLa AnaMda e enuM zreSTha manoraMjana hoya che. Ano artha ja e ke kazAya paDakAra vinAnI jiMdagI eTale 'ijhI lAipha', paNA pAyAno savAla e che ke jyAM koI paDakAra ke saMgharSa na hoya, tyAM jIvananuM kendra baMdhAtuM nathI. jIvananuM sattva to saMgharSa vacce ja baMdhAya che. muzkelIo ja enI mANasAInI agniparIkSA bane che. jhaMjhAvAto pAra karIne AgaLa AvanAra ja parivartana sarjI zake che. hAtha-paga joDI beThAbeThA sukhethI jiMdagI kADhanAra pAse mastI, zakti ke mAnavatA nahIM jaDe. AjanI Adhunika jIvanapaddhatie khAvuM, pIvuM ane mastIthI jIvavuM eTale jIvana - evI vyAkhyA karI che, paraMtu A prakAranA jIvanamAM vicAronI daDhatA hotI nathI. dhyeya mATenuM samarpaNa hotuM nathI. hakIkata e che ke je jIvanamAM prayatna ke puruSArtha nathI, vicAro ke Adarzo nathI, e jIvana jIvana nathI. mAtra khokhaluM astitva che. taphAvata eTalo ke AvI vyakti mRta banIne kabrastAnamAM sUtI hotI nathI, paraMtu mRta banIne cAra dIvAlo vacce vasatI hoya che. ApaNI pIDAno ApaNane saMdeza tame mAnasika rIte hatAzA anubhavo cho ? zarIrano meda eTalo badho vadhI gayo che ke sAMdhAmAM pArAvAra duHkhAvo thAya che ? kuTuMbajIvanamAM cAlatA klezathI vAraMvAra lAgaNImaya AghAto anubhavavA paDe che ? jIvanamAM vyakti mAnasika, zArIrika ke lAgaNImaya pIDA anubhave che, tyAre e potAnI pIDAne mAthe laIne pharyA kare che ane satata enAM ja gIta gAyA kare che. bIjI badhI bAbato bhUlIne potAnI pIDAnA vicArane satata khaMjavALyA kare che. pariNAme jIvananI pratyeka pIDAmAM rahelo saMdeza e pAmI zakato nathI. e pIDA ene sAcI salAhano je puraskAra Ape che, te prApta karI zakato nathI. dareka pIDA vakhate mana ema vicAre che ke "Ama karyuM hota, to A na thayuM hota'. jIvanamAM sAcI samajaNa keLavI hota, to hatAzA AvI na hota. guTakAnA vyasanIo samaya jatAM thatI pIDAthI jyAre parezAna thAya, tyAre guTakAne doSa Ape che. zarIranI nabaLAInI phariyAda kare che. bhUkha lAgatI nathI, kahI vasavaso kare che, paNa vyasananA prAraMbhakALe jAgyo nahIM, te ene yAda AvatuM nathI. niyamita vyAyAma ane pauSTika khorAka para lakSa kendrita karIne ArogyanuM dhyAna rAkhyuM hota, to sthULa kAyAne pariNAme thayelo sAMdhAno du:khAvo na thayo hota, nAnInAnI tuccha bAbatone bhUlIne sahunI sAthe premathI vyavahAra karyo hota to ATalo moTo kuTuMbaphleza thayo na hota. pratyeka pIDA manane satata enI bhUla batAve che. potAnI bhUlano e vasavaso kare che ane pIDAmAM ja potAnuM jIvana vyatIta kare che, paraMtu dareka pIDAno eka bIjo saMdeza che ane te che pIDAmukta banavAno. pIDAno e saMdeza kAna daIne sAMbhaLavo joIe. tamArI pIDA kahe che ke mananI hatAzA khaMkherI nAkho, zarIranA Arogyane prAthamikatA Apo ane kuTuMbamAM snehanuM vAtAvaraNa sarjA. 8 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava

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gharane badale kabrastAnamAM jIvIe chIe ! kabrastAnamAM sUtelA murdAonI vAta sAMbhaLI che ? emane ekabIjA sAthe hastadhUnana karatAM ke AliMgana karatAM joyAM che kharAM ! keTalAMya varSothI eka bIjAnI paDakhopaDakha sUtA che ane chatAM emanI vacce kazo vyavahAra nathI. mAtra mauna dhAraNa karIne sAva pAse sUtA che, paNa mAtra kabrastAnamAM sUtelAo ja ekabIjA sAthe vAta karatA nathI evuM nathI; eka ja agAsI ke Teresa nIce vasatA loko paNa sAthe rahetA hovA chatAM emanI vacce koI saMvAda nathI. e na to snehathI ekabIjAne hastadhUnana kare che ke na to premathI khAligana kare che. jema murdAmAM jAna nathI, ema emanA jIvanamAM paNa prANa nathI. eka ja gharamAM pati ane patnI vase che, chatAM ekabIjAne dilathI maLatAM nathI. eka ja baMgalAmAM pitA-putra vase che, paNa emanI vacce bolyA-vyavahAra nathI. eka ja rasoDe be bhAInI rasoI thAya che , chatAM emanA jIvanamAM mIThAza nathI. cAra dIvAla vacce sAsu ane vahu sAthe rahetAM hovA chatAM emanI vacce premano koI saMvAda nathI. mAtra makAnane ja dIvAlo hotI nathI. mAnavI-mAnavI vacce paNa 'adRzya ' dIvAlo caNAyelI hoya che. AvuM ghara kabrastAna nathI to bIjuM zuM che ? jyAM jIvanamAM sneha nathI, tyAM AnaMdanuM svarga kyAMthI Utaraze ? jyAM paraspara mATe prema nathI, tyAM pArakA mATe anukaMpA kyAMthI jAgaze ? eka ja kuTuMbanI vyaktio mAtra dehathI samIpa che, paNa dilathI sAva bhinna che. emanA caherA ati suMdara che, paNa e parasparane dveSayukta jherabharI najare nihALe che. samAna vAtAvaraNamAM jIvatA hovA chatAM bhinna-bhinna duniyAmAM vase che. svArthanI, bhedanI ane mAtra potAnI duniyAmAM jIvato mANasa gharamAM hovA chatAM kabaramAM poDhelo che. apekSAnI vidAya sAthe ja prasannatAnuM Agamana thaze vartamAna samayamAM mAnavIe prasannatA pratye nakarI lAparavAhI dAkhavI che ane ene pariNAme e je icche te vastu maLe che, paraMtu prasannatA sAMpaDatI nathI. enuM hRdaya hatAzAnA bojathI, niSphaLatAnA bhArathI, ciMtAonA DhagathI, draSanA DaMkhathI ane apekSAonA boja thI ladAyeluM hoya che. pariNAme e satata aprasanna, becena ane dhUMdhavAyelo rahe che. enA manamAM kyAreka apekSAo jAge che, to kyAre koInA pratye dhRNA ane bhUta-bhAvinI ciMtA enA mana para Asana jamAvI de che. prasannatA kahe che ke jenA tarapha pArAvAra dhRNA hoya, evI vyaktine sAme cAlIne premanuM amRta ApavA jAva. dhRNA ke tiraskAra evAM che ke je cittanA siMhAsana para eka vAra besI jAya to pachI tyAMthI UThavAnuM nAma letAM nathI. eka vAra ene cittanA siMhAsana parathI uThADI mUko, to lAgaNInI khilakhilATe vasaMtano anubhava thaze, veranI gAMTha vALavI sahune game che, paNa e gAMThane choDIne snehanI gAMTha mAravI e ja prasannatA pAmavAno sAco upAya che. kalpanA karo ke je hRdayamAM koInAya pratye vera, dveSa ke dhRNA nahIM hoya, te hRdaya kevuM lIluMchama ane raLiyAmaNuM haze ! ApaNe vadhu ApIne ochAnI apekSA rAkhavAne badale ochuM ApIne vadhu meLavavAnI spRhA rAkhIe chIe ane e spRhA saMtoSAya nahIM eTale hRdayamAM kaTutA rAkhIe chIe. 'enuM meM ATaluM kAma karyuM ke 'ene meM ATalI madada karI' e vAtane bhUlI javAne badale vAraMvAra vAgoLIe chIe ane bamaNA vaLataranI icchA rAkhIe chIe. hakIkatamAM jeTalI apekSA ochI, eTalo AnaMda vadhu. ati apekSA e tIvra AghAtanuM kAraNa bane che. gharanA bAraNethI apekSAne vidAya Apazo, to prasannatA sAme cAlIne maLavA Avaze. 10 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 1

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10 jagata sAcuM che, paNa enI Asakti svapnarUpa che ! koNa kahe che ke "jagata svapnarUpa che ?' dArzanikoe bhale ema kahyuM hoya ke A saMsAra sarvathA mithyA ane svapnavat che, paraMtu svapnamAM ane jagatamAM je dekhAya che enI vacce eka bheda che. vyakti svapnamAM mahela jevuM makAna jue ke pachI potAne sattAnA siMhAsane beThelo jue, to tenuM koI astitva hotuM nathI. jyAre vAstavika jagatamAM to e vizALa mahela ane sattAnuM siMhAsana banne joto hoya che. svapnamAM je sadaMtara mithyA che, evuM mithyA nakkara jagatamAM hotuM nathI. jagatamAM e vastu astitvamAM hoya che ane e pachI paNa rahetI hoya che. ApaNA astitva samaye ane astitva bhUMsAI gayA pachI paNa te hayAta hoya che. e makAna nimitte jAgelo saMpattino garva ke sattAne kAraNe pragaTelo sattAlobha khoTo che, AthI makAna ke siMhAsanane dUra karavAne badale enA pariNAme jAgelI Asakti, ahaMkAra ane viSaya-kaSAyane dUra karavAnA hoya che. bhautika vastunI prApti mATe rAta-divasa thatI becenI ogALavAnI che. svapnamAM to kazuM hotuM nathI, jyAre jagatamAM je hoya che te rahevAnuM ja che. mAtra enA para pahelAM je mohano bhAva hato, temAM nirmoha thavAnuM che. pahelAM jenA bhaNI doDa hatI, tyAM have pIchehaTha karavAnI che. ene mATe pahelAM je AkarSaNa hatuM, te AkarSaNo pratye udAsInatA keLavavAnI che. e vastuone pariNAme je Asakti jAgatI hatI, emAMthI anAsakti keLavavAnI che. A rIte jagata ane svapna banne samAna che ema kahI zakAya nahIM. banne bhale mithyA hoya, paNa pahelAmAM kazAyanuM astitva hotuM nathI ane bIjAmAM enuM astitva hoya che. mAtra enI pratyenA bhAvanuM parivartana sAdhavAnuM che. 11 tamArA samayanuM have baeNkabaeNlensa keTaluM che ? keTalIka vastuonA vikalpa ApaNI pAse che. lassI pIvAnuM mana thayuM hoya ane te na maLe to chAzathI thoDA tRpta thaI zakAya, dIvAla para koI tasavIra TAMgavAnI icchA hoya, to ene badale koI citra TAMgIe to cAle. basa maLatAM vAra lAge tema hoya, to rikSAthI kAma calAvIe chIe. ghaNI bAbatomAM vikalpa che, mAtra samayanI bAbatamAM koI vikalpa ke avejI nathI. samaya e ApaNI pAsenI sauthI moTI samRddhi che ane ghaNI vAra to samaya sarvathA lUMTAI ke veDaphAI jAya, pachI enI mUlyano khyAla Avato hoya che. A samaya pratye vyakti bhAgye ja dhyAna kendrita kare che. potAne sahajapaNe maLelI samayanI zakti ke samRddhi vize mAnavI bhAgye ja koI jAgRti seve che, pariNAme enI vizeSatA samajyA vinA ene veDaphI nAkhe che. samaya e tamArI samRddhi che, paraMtu tame tamArI dhanasamRddhinI jeTalI samayanI saMbhALa lIdhI che kharI ? kyAreya vicAryuM che ke have samayanuM keTaluM beMka belensa mArI pAse che ? bhaviSyamAM vaparAnArA samaya vize gahana gaMbhIratAthI vicAryuM che kharuM ? samayanI sArthakatA sadhAya evI koI 'DipaoNjhiTa' karI che kharI? mANasa pAse samaya che, paraMtu e samayanuM sucAru saMcAlana enI pAse nathI. dRSTinA abhAvane kAraNe ane gaMbhIra vicArane abhAve vyakti vyartha rIte samaya barabAda karIne samayathI parAjita thato rahe che. potAnA jIvananAM kAryomAM samaya kema pasAra karavAno che, te vize e pUrato vicAra ke Ayojana karato nathI ane tene kAraNe sAme cAlIne potAnI sahaja prApta, mahattvanI samRddhi gumAve che. dhanavaibhava ke alaMkAra gumAvIe to tarata khyAla Ave che, paNa samaya evo che ke jo tame jAgrata na ho, to kevI rIte lUMTAI jAya che teno khyAla paNa nahIM Ave. 12 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 13

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paoNjhiTiva ane naeNgeTiva vicAra sAthosAtha rahe che! zubha ane azubhane parasparanA prabaLa zatru mAnIe chIe. maMgaLa ane amaMgaLa vacce uttara dhruva ane dakSiNa dhruva jeTaluM aMtara hovAnuM dhArIe chIe. hakIkatamAM A virodhI tattvo sAmasAmA cheDe rahetAM nathI, paraMtu ekabIjAnI lagolaga ane paDakhopaDakha jIve che ane ethI ja jIvanamAM je kSaNe zubha vicAra Ave che, e pachI tatkALa bIjI kSaNe azubha vicAra Ave che. jyAre koInuM amaMgaLa karavAnI icchA thAya che, tyAra pachInI ja paLe e amaMgaLa kRtya karavA aMge khacakATa jAge che , bhItaramAMthI AvatA 'be avAja 'ne oLakhavA joIe. bemAMthI je avAja pasaMda karo, te nirNAyaka bane che. prakAza ane aMdhAranI cittanI o lIlA samajanAre aMdhArane aLago rAkhavA mATe prakAza prati pakSapAta dAkhavavo paDe che. manamAM pojhiTiva ane naeNgeTiva banne vicAro AgaLapAchaLa ja nahIM, lagabhaga sAthosAtha AvatA hoya che. naeNgeTiva vicAranuM varcasva toDavA mATe paoNjhiTiva vicArane vadhu prabaLa banAvavo paDe che. vicAro jeTalA hakArAtmaka haze, eTalI nakArAtmakatAthI dUra rahI zakAze. Ane mATe manane paoNjhiTiva vicAro karavA mATe keLavavuM paDe che ane tevA vicAro karavA mATe bhaya, zaMkA, dvidhA ane laghutAgraMthithI mukta thavA mATe prayAsa karavo paDe che. AvA nakArAtmaka bhAvomAMthI mukti meLavavI sahaja nathI, paraMtu jo makkama manobaLathI e rIte karavAmAM Ave to e azakya paNa nathI. vaLI paoNjhiTiva vicArone pariNAme eka navuM vizva vyakti samakSa khaDuM thAya che ane ene mATe ujvaLa bhaviSyanI aneka zakyatAo pragaTe che. A rIte keLavAyeluM paoNjhiTiva manovalaNa vyaktinA jIvanamAM nirNAyaka banI rahe che. 13 sarjanAtmakatAmAM maulika sAhasa chupAyeluM hoya che sarjanAtmakatA eTale zuM ? cIlAcAlu mArgamAM kaMIka navuM karavAnI vRtti. vyakti enI sarjanAtmakatAthI kAryasiddhino koI tvarita rasto zodhI kADhe che. jaTila ane aTapaTI bAbatone vadhu saraLa banAve che ane kArya karavAnI paddhatimAM koI navo abhigama apanAve che. sarjanAtmakatAmAM rUDha, cIlAcAlu ke paraMparAgata bAbatane samULagI badalI nAkhavAnI ke emAM AkAza-pAtALa jeTaluM parivartana karavAnI vAta hotI nathI, paraMtu pravartamAna paristhitimAM maulika ciMtanathI nAvInya sarjIne navI havA ke bhinna vAtAvaraNa sarjavAnuM hoya che. evuM mAnavAnI jarUra nathI ke kalAkAra ke udyogapati emanI sarjanAtmakatAthI samagra paristhitine palaTI nAkhe che. hakIkatamAM je paristhiti cAlatI hoya che, temAM e daseka TakAnuM parivartana lAve che. badhA je rIte vicAratA hoya, enAthI sarjanazIla thoDuM nokhuM ane alaga tarAhathI vicAre che , sarjanAtmakatAno janma sarjaka ke saMzodhakanA cittamAM thato hoya che ane pachI e navIna vicAra navo avatAra dhAraNa karIne pragaTa thAya che. Ano artha e che ke sarjanAtmakatAmAM je astitvamAM che tenA saMpUrNa saMhAranI, eno samULago cheda uDADavAnI ke ene sarvathA naSTa karavAnI AvazyakatA nathI. ene mATe to vyaktie thoDuMka navesarathI vicAravAnI jarUra hoya che. enA para maulika ciMtana karavAnI jarUra hoya che. e AvelA nUtana vicAra para judA judA prayogo kare che. potAnI aMtaHpreraNAne oLakhe che ane pachI thoDuM sAhasa karIne kazuMka navuM sarjavA prayatna kare che. sarjanAtmaktAnuM sAhasa ja ene cIlAcAlu paristhitithI ane potAnA vyavasAyanA anya mANasothI judA tAravI Ape che ane ene enI maulikatA ane sarjanAtmaktAne kAraNe saphaLatAnA UMcA sthAne besADe che. 14 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 15

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- 14 meM dhAryuM hota to... !' kadI na bolazo ! e mANaso tarapha sakhata napharata che ke jeo ema kahe che ke 'meM dhAryuM hota to huM A kAma karI zakyo hota athavA to 'A kAma karavAne mATe huM pUrepUro sakSama hato, paraMtu meM e kAma karyuM nahIM.' ke pachI ema kahe ke 'A kAma karavuM e mAre mATe capaTI vagADavA jevo khela hato, chatAM e kAma karyuM nahIM.' AvI kAma ane kartavyanI upekSA karanArI vyaktio emanA caherA para daMbhanuM nakalI mahoruM pahere che ane potAnI ALasa, nirbaLatA ke niSphaLatAnI vismRti mATe cAlabAjI kare che. A bAbata darzAve che ke emanI pAse potAnI jAtane ghaDavA, keLavavA ke jIvanamAM pragati karavA mATe Avazyaka evI svayaM zistano sarvathA abhAva che. lakSyane siddha karavA jatAM avarodho AvatA hoya che. najIkanI vyaktio enI upekSA karatI hoya che ane anya vyaktio enA pratye dveSa dharAvatI hoya che. enA mahAna kAryamAM saMkIrNa ane saMcita mANaso avarodharUpa banatA hoya che, paraMtu svayaMzista dharAvanAra vyakti enAthI akaLAze nahIM ane zAMta citte dRDhapaNe potAnI lakSmasiddhi bhaNI eka pachI eka DagalAM bharatI jaze. svayaMzistathI ja vyakti enuM jIvana zistabaddha ane vikAsalakSI rAkhI zake che. koI paNa mahAna kAma koI kSaNika AvegathI thatuM nathI, paraMtu vyavasthita rIte karelA prayatnothI thAya che. anuzAsana anivArya che, pachI te abhyAsamAM hoya, jIvanamAM hoya ke dharmamAM hoya. nija paranuM anuzAsana e vyaktinA sarvAgI vikAsanI imAratano pAyo che. mAtra icchA karavAthI ja e zakya banatuM nathI, paraMtu prabaLa puruSArtha mAge che. ane AthI vyaktie dhyeyasiddha na thAya tyAM sudhI Ayojanabaddha rIte potAnuM kArya karavuM joIe. AvI svayaMzista dharAvanAra svajIvanane unnata banAvI zake che. - 15 mAtra gamatAno gulAla uDADazo nahIM! 'mane to anukULa paristhitimAM ja rahevuM ane gamatA vAtAvaraNamAM ja jIvavuM game' evuM kahenArI vyakti potAne gamatA mANaso, paricita pariveza ane phAvatI paristhitinA kuMDALAmAM jIvavAnuM ApameLe svIkArI le che. ajANyo pradeza, pratikULa paristhiti ane aNagamatA mAnavIothI e satata dUra bhAgatI rahe che. ene potAnA 'kampharTebala jhonamAM vasavAnuM ane jIvavAnuM game che. potAne phAve ane game evA vAtAvaraNanA kocalAmAM purAI rahetI vyakti enA jIvanamAMthI nAvInya, romAMca ane sAhasa gumAve che. koI kArakunanI jiMdagI juo, to emAM bhAgye ja koI paDakAra jovA maLaze ane paDakAranA abhAve e samaya jatAM susta, pramAdI ke jIvana pratye 'ThaMDo' kaMTALo dharAvanAro banI jaze. anukULa paristhitine choDIne pratikULa paristhitimAM jIvavAno prayAsa karanAra vyakti navAnavA paDakAro jhIlI zake che ane navAM kSetro sara karI zake che. e jemajema potAnI anukULatAne choDatI jaze, tematema eno vikAsa sadhAto jaze ane enI saphaLatA mATenA aneka mArgo khUlatA ja ze. - jo mAtra gamatI paristhitino ja gulAla uDADavAnuM vyakti vicAre, to dhIredhIre A paristhiti ene mATe kArAvAsarUpa banI jaze. bahAranI duniyAthI e alipta thatI jaze. navA paDakAranA abhAve enA jIvananI kSitijo nAnA kUMDALAmAM samAI jaze. eka samaya evo Avaze ke eNe potAnA jIvanamAM pUrva je meLavyuM che, ene ja beThA beThA anukULa paristhitimAM vAgoLyA karaze. bhUtakALanI siddhi ja ene mATe vartamAnanI vAta ane bhaviSyanI ghaTanA banaze. baMdhiyAra jIvanamAM enI dRSTi, hiMmata ane nAvInyavRtti murajhAtI jaze ane samaya jatAM potAnI gamatI sRSTimAM najarakeda banI jaze. 16 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 17

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17 jIvanamAM vyakti vAraMvAra AtmahatyA kare che ! tame AtmahatyA karo cho kharA ? viSapAna karavAthI, kUvA ke sarovaramAM jhaMpalAvavAthI ke UMcA majalAthI nIce paDIne ja mAtra AtmahatyA thatI nathI. vyakti enA jIvanamAM paNa vAraMvAra potAnI hatyA karatI rahe che. AyuSyanA samayane avarNanIya AnaMdita ane ullasita banAvavAnI zakti enAmAM nihita che, paraMtu e potAnI AyuSyanI zaktine vyarthatA ane sthULatAmAM gumAvatI rahe 16 vyavasAyamAM saMvedanAnuM mahattvanuM sthAna che tamArI kAryakSamatAnI vRddhi karavAmAM tamArA sahayogIo ane hAtha nIcenA karmacArIonuM ghaNuM moTuM pradAna hoya che. potAnA sAthIo ane karmacArIo pratye keTalAka adhikArI uddhata vartana dAkhave che, emane pagAradAra nokara gaNIne tuccha najare jue che. emanI sAtheno vyavahAra johukamI ke tochaDAIthI bharelo hoya che. AnuM pariNAma e Ave che ke A sAthIomAM kAma karavAno koI umaLako raheto nathI. tethI e badhA kAmacorI tarapha vaLI jAya che. vaLI, adhikArIno mAnasika bhaya emane mukta rIte kArya karatAM ane vicAra karatAM aTakAve che. pariNAme eka evI paristhitinuM nirmANa thAya che ke jemAM vyaktinI potAnI kAryakSamatA ane saphaLatA rUMdhAya che. udyoga ke vyavasAyamAM athavA to saMsthAomAM saphaLa vyaktionI eka moTI khUbI e hoya che ke teo potAnA sAthIonI phikara karatI hoya che, potAnI jAtane badale potAnA karmacArIone AgaLa rAkhIne utsAha ane niSThA vadhAre che. ema kahevAya che ke udyoganI saphaLatAmAM tamArI TaeNnikala jANakArI to mAtra 15 TakA phALo Ape che. tamArA udyoganA vikAsamAM 85 TakA phALo to tame tamArA sAthIo ane sahakarmacArIonI zaktine kaI rIte protsAhana Apo cho ane emanI paristhiti vize jANakArI dharAvo cho tenA para AdhArita che. AthI sAthIonA manane jANavuM, enI mUMjhavaNone kaLavI, emAM ene sahAyarUpa banavuM - e badhI bAbato saphaLatA mATe ghaNI mahattvanI banI jAya che. jIvananI jema ja vyavasAyamAM mAnavIya saMbaMdho ane saMvedanAo ghaNo moTo bhAga bhajave che. tethI tame keTaluM kAma karo cho tenI sAthosAtha tamArA sAthIone keTalA prerita karavAnI zakti dharAvo cho, te bAbata paNa tamArI saphaLatAmAM kAraNabhUta banatI hoya che. mANasa pAse tarkazakti che, paNa e tarkathI koI satya siddha karavAne badale tarkajALa bharyA vivAda karIne potAno kakke kharo pADavAnuM kAma kare che. enI pAse buddhinI zakti che, paraMtu enI e buddhi mAtra carcAomAM ke potAnA vicAranI kharAI sAbita karavAmAM kharcAI jAya che. enI pAse vijJAnI ke dArzanikanI kalpanA che, paraMtu eno upayoga rUDhi, vahemonI vArtAmAM ane manovilAsano upayoga mATe kare che. jIvanamAM mUlyaniSThA jagADIne jIvanane navasarjana karatA yajJa jevuM banAvI zake che, paraMtu ene badale e potAnA jIvananI AsapAsa mAnyatAonAM jALAM gUMthIne jIvato hoya che. pratyeka vyaktimAM zakti to nihita che ja, mAtra e vyakti ene kaI rIte prayoje che, tenA para eno saghaLo AdhAra che. potAnI zaktithI e Atmazakti prApta karI zake che ane e ja zaktithI e jIvananI AtmahatyA karatI hoya che. jIvanano aMta ANanAra to eka vAra emanA jIvanano aMta ANatA hoya che, paraMtu potAnI zaktinI AtmahatyA karanAra to vAraMvAra potAnA jIvana para AghAta karIne eno aMta lAvatI hoya che. zakti to sahumAM che, paNa e taTastha che. tenAthI tamArA jIvanane divyajIvana banAvI zako cho ane avaLe mArge jaIne ene bhraSTa jIvana banAvI zako cho. 18 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 19

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. 18 jIvanamAM setu vinAnA saMbaMdhono bhaMgAra paDyo che ApaNI zodha che "atUTa' saMbaMdhonI mitra sAthe, patnI sAthe, vaDIla sAthe ke samAjanI koI vyakti sAthe atUTa saMbaMdha bAMdhavA aharniza prayAsa karIe chIe. karoLiyo jema jALuM race, ema vyakti saMbaMdhonuM satata jALuM racatI rahe che, paraMtu ja ththAbaMdha ke DhagalAbaMdha saMbaMdho UbhA karanAra kyAreya 'saMbaMdhanA setuno vicAra karatI nathI. hakIkatamAM saMbaMdho karatAya setu vizeSa mahattvano che. A setu che samAna dhyeya, samAna zokha ke pachI baMne vyaktine samAna rUpe sAMkaLatI koI bAbata ke bhAvanA. Avo setu haze to ja saMbaMdhamAM mIThAza raheze, dRDhatA janmaze ane dIrghakALa sudhI TakI raheze. patipatnInA saMbaMdhomAM daihika AkarSaNa thoDAM prAraMbhika varSo sudhI rahe che, pachI to e saMbaMdhI samajaNanA setu upara Take che. jo emanI vacce koI setu nahIM hoya, to dhIredhIre e saMbaMdhomAM khaTAza, khArAza ane tirADa jAgaze. eka ja khaMDamAM jIvatI be vyaktio vacce mAnasika dIvAla haze. eka sAthe rahetA be mitro vacce mAtra aupacArika saMbaMdho ja haze. paNa saMbaMdho racavAmAM utAvaLA evA ApaNe saMbaMdhanA setuno kyAM pUro vicAra karIe chIe ! pachI pariNAma e Ave che ke ApaNA gaIkAlanA saMbaMdho e Aje hotA nathI. saMbaMdhanA prAraMbha samaye je utsAha, umaMga ane AturatA hatI, e samaya jatAM nirutsAha, hatAzA ane viSAdamAM pheravAI jAya che. eka kALe je saMbaMdhathI jIvanamAM vasaMtano ullAsa phelAyelo hato, tyAM ja have pAnakharanI udAsI jovA maLaze, saMbaMdha bAMdhatI vakhate snehano bhUko mArIe chIe. emAM ochapa AvatAM saMbaMdhanA UMDA kUvAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLavA havAtiyAM mArIe chIe, kAraNa eTaluM ja ke setu vinA kadI dIrghajIvI saMbaMdhonuM sarjana thatuM nathI. - 19 niSphaLatA oDhIne koIne maLazo nahIM! koI mahAna vyaktinI mulAkAta letI vakhate kvacit manamAM saMkoca ane kaMpArIno anubhava thato hoya che. emanI samakSa jaIne pote zuM pUchaze enI dvidhA satata kanaDatI hoya che. mulAkAta pUrve enuM mana vAraMvAra bhIru banIne laDakhaDAtuM hoya che ane manamAM pArAvAra zaMkAo cakarAvA letI hoya che. AvI ja rIte koI DarAmaNI vyaktine maLavAnuM hoya, tyAre vyaktinuM mana bhaya pAmatuM hoya che. enA paga dhrujatA hoya che ane mana nakArAtmaka ke DarabharyA vicArothI bharAI jAya che. samartha vyakti tuccha gaNaze ke DarAmaNI vyakti Aphata lAvaze evA khyAlathI maLavA javuM nahIM ane potAnI avagaNanA ke apamAna thaze evI pUrva dhAraNA sAthe maLavuM nahIM. AtmavizvAsa e AvA prasaMgomAM sauthI mahattvanI bAbata che. jo nakArAtmaka dRSTithI mulAkAta karavA jAya, to enI mulAkAta niSphaLa ja javAnI. koI samartha vyakti samakSa jatI vakhate pote kevo pAmara che evo vicAra vAraMvAra enA manamAM ghUmarAyA kare athavA to koI samasyArUpa vyaktine maLavA jatI vakhate dahezatathI mana satata DaMkhyA karatuM hoya, to temAM ene niSphaLatA ja maLavAnI. enI mulAkAtamAM kasI barakata nahIM Ave. mulAkAtanuM kAraNa ane prakAra koI paNa hoya, paraMtu e mulAkAta samaye pUrNa AtmavizvAsa hovo joIe. bhaya ke DaranI lAgaNI na hovI joIe. kadAca emAM muzkelI Ave topaNa eno sAmano karI levAnI makkamatA hovI joIe, sAmI vyaktinA praznono e dRDhatApUrvaka sAmano karI zakaze ane Ama karavA jatAM enI saphaLatAnI zakyatAo paNa vadhaze. niSphaLatA oDhIne cAlavA karatAM AtmavizvAsathI saphaLatAnAM Age kadama bharavAM vadhu lAbhadAyI hoya che. AtmavizvAsa jevo ApaNA jIvanamAM bIjo koI mitra, sAthI ke saMrakSaka nathI. kSaNano utsava 21 20 kSaNano utsava

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20 tamAre pRthvI paranuM narka nIrakhavuM che ! bIjAno cepI roga jaladI lAgu paDe che, jyAre koInuM svastha Arogya ApaNe laI zakatA nathI. cepI roga prApta karavA kazI mahenata karavAnI jarUra hotI nathI, jyAre svastha Arogya saMpAdita karavA mATe svayaM puruSArtha karavo paDe che, AthI ja rogiSTha sAthe rahevuM ke ArogyavAna sAthe rahevuM e jIvananI nirNAyaka bAbata banI rahe che. pramAdI, niSkriya ane prayojanahIna vana gALatA mAnavIone kyAreya tamArI najIka AvavA dezo nahIM. pramAdI mAnavI nakArAtmaka valaNa laIne jIvato hoya che. ene kazuM karavuM nathI ane koI kare te pasaMda nathI. niSkriya mAnavI kAM to kAma karato nathI athavA to potAnA kAmanI bIjAne kho Ape che. AvI vyaktinuM jIvanakArya savAre UThavAmAM ane rAtre sUvA sudhI sImita hoya che. ene jIvanamAM koI hetu jaDato nathI ane tethI jIvana pratye e udAsIna thaI jAya che. enA hAtha, paga, citta ane puruSArthanuM apamAna kare che. nirAzAnA narkano sAkSAtkAra karavo hoya to koI pramAdIne jovo. enI pAse daridratAnI cAvI, nirbaLatAnuM rUpa, bahAnAnuM sauMdarya ane parataMtratAnI prabaLa icchA hoya che. ethIya vizeSa dhyeyaniSTha vyaktio tarapha e ghRNA rAkhavA mAMDe che. pramAdI, nizryi ke prayojanahIna vyaktio sAthe rahevAnuM sauthI moTuM jokhama e che ke emanA cepI roganAM jaMtuonI asara thatAM saheje vAra lAgatI nathI. tamane paNa teo potAnI nAtamAM bheLavI deze ane dhIredhIre emanA jevA banAvI deze. jo emanI sAthe vadhu rahezo to tamane paNa enA jevI niScitA koThe paDI jaze, AthI niSphaLa thayA hovA chatAM jhajhUmanArA loko sAthe rahevAnuM vadhu pasaMda karavuM. jiMdagInA paDakAro sAme majabUta mukAbalo karatAM lokonI sAthe rahevAthI pelA cepI roganAM jIvaleNa jaMtuono prabaLa pratikAra thaI zake. kSaNano utsava 22 21 duHkhanI zodha pAchaLa mAnavI doDe che vyaktinA jIvanamAM kSaNika ane zAzvata vaccenuM vicitra lAge tevuM dvaMdvayuddha aviratapaNe cAlatuM hoya che. je kSaNika che ene vyakti zAzvata mAne che ane enI e mAnyatA sAthe ja jIvananAM mahAduHkhono prAraMbha thAya che. dhana kSaNika che. e sadAkALa TakatuM nathI ane chatAM vyakti dRDhatAthI mAne che ke A dhana sadA sarvadA enI pAse ja rahevAnuM che. pote saMjogovazAt nirdhana banI zake evuM svapneya mAnatI nathI. yazavAna potAnA yazane sadaiva ane yugo sudhI TakI rahenAro mAne che. premI jyAre praNayano prAraMbha kare che, tyAre mAne che ke eno prema to zAzvata che ane te mAtra A bhavaparyaMta maryAdita nathI, kiMtu bhavobhava sudhI cAlanAro-TakanAro che. vananA jhaMjhAvAto AvatAM vyaktino yaza ocho thAya che athavA to vyaktine apayazamAM jIvavuM paNa paDe che. ati dhanavAna sAva garIba banI jAya che ane je prema zAzvata lAgato hato, e prema jhAMkho paDavA lAge che. AnuM kAraNa e che ke je thoDo samaya TakanAruM che ene dIrghakALaparyaMta rahenAruM mAne che. je sthira nathI, ene sthira mAnIne jakaDIne pakaDI rAkhe che ane ethI ja rAjakAraNI ke dhanavAnane sattAvihoNI ke dhanavihoNI dazAmAM jIvavAnuM AvatAM sAva dayanIya banI jAya che. Ama vyakti je cAlyuM javAnuM che, ene pakaDI rAkhavAno ane haMmezane mATe enA para prabhutva sthApavAno prayAsa kare che. je parivartanazIla che, ene sthAyI mAne che. sattA ane samRddhinI Toca para hoya tyAre eno ahaMkAra sAtamA AsamAne hoya che. enI parivartanazIlatAne oLakhI nahIM zakatI vyakti aMte svayaM enuM jIvana du:khamaya banAve che. kSaNano utsava 23

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23 2. lohInI sagAImAM premanI sagAI bheLavIe ! vaktA nahIM, zAMta zrotA banIe ! lohInI sagAInI sahu koI vAta kare che, paraMtu mukhya bAbata to premanI sagAI che. lohInI sagAI hoya, paNa emAM premanI sagAI na hoya tyAre jIvanamAM vizeSa AMdhI sarjAya che. nizALanA abhyAsa samayano tamAro mitra kaoNlejanA abhyAsakALa daramiyAna hoto nathI. vyavasAyanA tamArA mitromAM kaoNleja kALano dosta bhAgye ja hoya che. bahu ochI maitrI sAtatyapUrNa rIte jIvanaparyaMta cAlatI hoya che. jyAre mAtA ke pitA sAtheno saMbaMdha e vyaktinA janmathI zarU thAya che ane bIjA badhA saMbaMdho vismRta banI jAya, paraMtu A saMbaMdha to satata vyaktinA jIvana sAthe abhinna rIte joDAyelo hoya che. mAtA-pitA sAtheno e saMbaMdha jo yogya mAvajata pAmelo hoya, to e mAtA-pitA ane saMtAna baMnene mATe baLarUpa bane che. ghaNI vAra pitAputra vaccenA saMbaMdho kathaLI jAya che, tyAre e lohInI sagAI lohiyALa banI jAya che. vaLI pitA bhale putra sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhavA cAhatA na hoya ane putra bhale pitA sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhavA icchato na hoya ane chatAM anivAryapaNe sAmAjika kAraNosara emane saMbaMdha rAkhavA paDatA hoya che. AvA saMbaMdhamAM satata niMdA, maheNAM-ToNA ne kalaha-kaMkAsa cAlatAM rahe che. jyAM kyAMya asaMmata thavAnI vAta Ave tyAM kazAya Adara vinA tatkALa sAmI vyaktinuM apamAna karIne rokaDuM parakhAvavAmAM AvatuM hoya che. jIvanamAM AvatA janma, lagna ke mRtyu jevA prasaMgoe ke pachI caDhatI ane paDatInI ghaTanAo vakhate A badhA saMbaMdho tamArA jIvananA kendramAM hoya che, AthI ja lohInI sagAInA saMbaMdhomAM premanI sagAI umeravA mATe pratyeka vyaktie gaMbhIra ciMtana ane saMniSTha prayatno karavA joIe. vaknatvakalAnA kauzala jeTalI ja mahattA zravaNakalAnA kauzalanI che. sAmAnya rIte vyakti potAnA vaknatva vize vizeSa vicAra kare che ane bIjAnuM vandutva sAMbhaLavA aMge lezamAtra vicAra karatI nathI. moTA bhAganI vyaktione bolavuM ja pasaMda hoya che. emane anyanuM kazuMya sAMbhaLavuM sadaMtara nApasaMda hoya che. AthI koI vyakti enI vAtano prAraMbha kare, tyAM ja pUrepUruM sAMbhaLyA vinA bIjI vyakti vANIthI kUdako adhavacce lagAve che ane enI vAtamAM avarodha Ubho karIne khalelarUpa ane dhyAnabhaMga karanAro bane che. vyaktie kuzaLa zrotA banavAnI jarUra che. e jyAre sAmenI vyaktinI vAta sAMbhaLatI hoya che, tyAre mAtra enA zabdo para ja lakSya kendrita karavAnuM nathI, kAraNa ke bolAyelA zabdo e to enA garbhitArthano mAMDa ardho bhAga hoya che. bAkIno aDadho bhAga enA hAvabhAva ane ceSTA pragaTa karato hoya che. vAta karatI vakhate enA mukha paranI badalAtI rekhAo jovAthI enI vAta AsAnIthI pAmI javAze. koI paNa vyaktine pUrNa rUpe samajavA mAtra enA zabdo ja nahIM, paNa zabdonI pAchaLa rahelo eno bhAva, zailI, rajUAta paNa mahattvanAM bane che . kyAreka ema lAge ke hajI sAmenI vyaktinI vAta pUrepUrI samajAI nathI, to potAnI vAtano betraNa vAkyomAM saMkSepa kahI devo joIe. vyakti parivAramAM hoya ke koI vyApArI kaMpanImAM hoya, paraMtu anya vyaktino sneha saMpAdita karavo hoya to eNe kuzaLa zrotA banavuM joIe. potAnI vAta anya vyakti pUrI ekAgratAthI sAMbhaLI rahI che e bAbata ja tatkALa snehanI gAMTha vadhu majabUta banAvaze. ekadhyAna zrotA tarapha vaktAne sAhajika premanI lAgaNI thaze. tamArI sAthe ApoApa AtmIyatAnA tAra baMdhAI jaze. 24 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 25

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24 yAdI ane DAyarInuM samayapatraka jarUrI che ! sAva najIka hoya tenuM ghaNI vAra sadaMtara vismaraNa thAya che. vyaktinI paDakhopaDakha nahIM, paNa sAthosAtha eno samaya vItato hoya che, paraMtu potAnA samayanA mUlya aMge e saheje sabhAna hoto nathI. samayanI ciMtA karanArI vyaktio be prakAre samayanuM Ayojana karatI hoya che. pahelA prakAranI vyaktio rAtre sUtI vakhate pachInA divasanI AkhI rUparekhA banAve che. AvatIkAle jyAM jyAM javAnuM hoya ane je kArya karavAnAM hoya, tene mATe yogya samaya phALavaze. vidyArthI jema samayapatraka laIne vargamAM jAya, e rIte AvI vyakti savAre UThIne e samayapatraka pramANe kAma karaze. A samayapatrakanuM Ayojana paNa evuM haze ke jemAM mahattvanAM kAmonI agratAkrame noMdha karavAmAM AvI hoya. emAM paNa je tatkALa ane ati Avazyaka hoya, e yAdImAM sauthI mokhare haze. samayapatraka pramANe kAma cAle e mATe vyaktie pUratI taiyArI rAkhavAnI hoya che ane aNadhArI ghaTanAo mATe paNa eNe jogavAI rAkhavI paDe che. samayapatraka taiyAra thayA pachI eno custa rIte amala karavo paDe che. bIjA prakAranA samayanI khevanA karanArA loko dinacaryA pUrNa thayA bAda DAyarI kholIne divasabharanA kAmanI noMdha kare che ane vicAre che ke Aje karelAM kAmomAM keTalo samaya Apyo che. kyAMya koI kAryamAM vadhu paDato samaya veDaphI nAkhyo nathI ne ! eno vicAra karaze ane e rIte potAnA jIvanane samayanI bAbatamAM zistabaddha rAkhavAnI koziza karaze. Ama je samayanuM vyavasthita Ayojana kare che, e ja jIvananuM vyavasthita Ayojana karI zake che. samayanuM yogya Ayojana e ja kAryasiddhinI sIDI che ! 25 prazaMsAmAM sAva kaMjUsa ane niMdAmAM ati udAra nIvaDelA kalAkArane paNa prekSakone kahevuM paDe ke bhAIo ane baheno ! A kAryakramamAM tAlIo pADavA para koI TaeNksa nathI ! nATakanA raMgamaMca para abhinetA suMdara abhinaya kare ane darzako AnaMdita thAya, paNa tAlIo bhAgye ja saMbhaLAya. pazcimanA dezomAM koI suMdara khela jue ane loko kalAkArane tAlIonA harSadhvanithI vadhAvI le che. iMglenDanA raMgamaMca para ghaNI vAra nATaka pUrNa thayA bAda kalAkAro maMca para Ave, tyAre prekSakonA UbhA thaIne lAMbA samaya sudhI emane tAlIothI vadhAvatA joyA che. ApaNe prazaMsAmAM anudAra ane niMdAmAM udAra chIe. eka kalAkArane mATe kaladAra karatAM prekSakono AnaMda vadhu mahattvano hoya che. ApaNe AnaMda anubhavIe chIe, paNa enI abhivyaktine guMgaLAvI nAkhIe chIe. utkRSTa kalAkAra paNa tamArI pAsethI abhivAdana ane uttejana icchato hoya che. pratyeka vyaktinA aMtaHstalamAM UMDeUMDe prazaMsAnI khevanA hoya che. yogya prazaMsA e vyaktine potAnA kAmanA zirapAvarUpa lAge che. Ameya prazaMsAnI icchA e vyaktinI bhItarI pravRttino eka hisso che. e sAcuM che ke AvI prazaMsA ke abhivAdana khuzAmata na hovI joIe. e prazaMsA spaSTa hovI joIe, tatkALa karavI joIe ane e hRdayathI pragaTelI hovI joIe. tame jenI prazaMsA karo, kazAya vaLataranI AzA vinA karajo. vaLI bhaviSyamAM tame AvuM kArya karo to e vyakti AvI ja rIte tamArI prazaMsA kare, evI apekSA paNa kadI rAkhazo nahIM. tamArA hRdayane vaphAdAra rahIne tame karelI prazaMsAmAM saccAIno aMza hoya che, je sAmI vyaktinA hRdayane sparzI jAya che. ene mATe AvI prazaMsA e pragatino rAha racanArI, AdarelA sAhasanI vRddhi karanArI ane kArya pratye saMtuSTi ApanArI hoya che. 26 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 27

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27 26. tamArA "sTresa'nI cAvI tamArI pAse che ! ati vyastatAne lIdhe ke kAmanA ati dabANa heThaLa 'sTresa anubhavatI vyakti bolI UThe che ke "maravAno paNa kyAM samaya che ?' eka pachI eka kAma jhaDapathI pUrNa karatAM ane chatAM jemanAM kAma kadI khUTatAM nathI evI vyaktioe zarIra-mananI zaktine hAnikAraka 'sTresamAMthI bacAvavA mATe potAnAM dainika kAryonI yAdI taiyAra karavI joIe ane enuM sUkSma vizleSaNa karIne vartamAna jIvanamAMthI kaI bAbatone dUra karI zakAya tema che teno vicAra karavo joIe. mANasa ghaNI vAra taddana binajarUrI evI pravRtti karato hoya che. kyAreka jarUrI pravRttimAM e vadhu paDato samaya barabAda karato hoya che. kAma desa miniTanuM hoya, paNa eno prAraMbha kare tyAre ene kAmanA kAgaLo maLatA na hoya. kAgaLo maLe to e viSayamAM koInI salAha levAnI hatI e salAha levAnuM bhUlI gayo hoya che. e pachI jemanI salAha levAnI hoya emano imeila AI.DI. hAtha lAgato nathI. Ama dasa miniTanA kAmanA prAraMbha pUrve ochAmAM ochI trIsa miniTa kharcAya che. dasa miniTanA kAma mATe eno kalAka vItI jAya che. kAma pUrNa thaye sAmI vyaktine tatkALa, paraMtu saujanyapUrvaka rajA ApavAnI kaLA hAMsala karavI joIe. keTalIka mAnasika ane zArIrika avyavasthitatA paNa samaya barabAda kare che. vaLI binajarUrI, zakya na hoya, tevI vAta aMge spaSTa 'nA' kahevAnI zakti hovI joIe. asvIkAranuM A kArya kyAreka agharuM lAge, paraMtu vyakti eka vAra 'hA' kahe eTale enA zire ghaNI moTI javAbadArI AvI jAya che. 'nA' pADavAnI azakti e ati vyastatA ane muzkelIone bolAvatI nimaMtraNapatrikA che. jIvanane sAduM, sAhajika ane yojanAbaddha rAkhavAthI mAnasika tanAvanA prasaMgo ochA UbhA thaze. tamArA 'sTresanI cAvI tamArI pAse che. kArya prasannatA Ape ane pIDAkAraka paNa bane ! potAnA rojiMdA kAma ke vyavasAyathI thAkIne lothapotha thaI gayAnI phariyAda karanArA tamane aneka maLaze. kAma pUruM thAya, tyAre potAnI saghaLI zaktio nicovAI gaI che ema kahIne UMDo nisAso nAkhanArA paNa ghaNA maLaze. sAMje divasabharanA kAmane kAraNe akaLAmaNa anubhavatA ke vAraMvAra ciDAI jatA loko paNa najare paDaze. nokarI, kArya ke vyavasAya karatAM saghaLI zakti kharcAI jAya che ema mAnavAmAM Ave che, paraMtu kAryamAMthI zakti meLavavAno kasaba bhulAI gayo che. kArya ja skUrti, utsAha ane AnaMdanuM kAraNa banI zake. samyaguM kArya icchApUrti, prasannatA, AnaMda ane du:khamuktino upAya che, paraMtu samyaguM kArya jo samyagu vicAra vinA karavAmAM Ave, to e pArAvAra ciMtA, apAra gusso, akaLa becenI, aDhaLaka Apatti ane ghora niSphaLatAno utpAdaka che. prathama kAmanI cikitsA karavAnI jarUra che. keTalIka vyaktio manamAM koI taraMga jAge, pachI e taraMgane sArthaka karavA mATe AMkho mIMcIne kAme lAgI jAya che. keTalAkane amuka prakAranuM kAma karavAnI tIvra vRtti hoya che ane tethI e prakAranuM kAma jue eTale e kAryanA kUvAmAM AMkho mIMcIne kUdako mAre che. keTalAka koI ghelachAne AdhAre amuka kAma karavA doDI jatA hoya che. AmAM prAraMbhe enA dilamAM athAga utsAha hoya che, paraMtu jema jema e kAmamAM DUbato jAya, tema tema muzkelIo ene mUMjhavavA lAge che ane pachI mAthe lIdheluM kAma pUruM karavA mATe veTha karato hoya evo anubhava kare che. pakva vicAra ane daDha saMkalpa sAthe kareluM kAma e aMte AnaMdabharI yAtrA banI rahe che. AvI vyakti e kAma karatAM thAkI jAya kharI, kiMtu eno thoka paNa ene saMtoSadAyI bane che. kAryanA svarUpa vizenuM yathArtha ciMtana ja kAryamAMthI prasannatA ke pIDA janmAvanAruM hoya che. 28 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 29.

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8 - 29 mAtra bhItaranuM satya ja zAzvata che khoTA nirNayano bhaya rAkhavo nahIM ! pratyeka vyakti enA dhyeyanuM nirdhAraNa potAnI Arthika, mAnasika ke zArIrika sthiti pramANe kare che. garIba mAnavInuM dhyeya zrImaMta banavAnuM hoya che, to zrImaMtanuM dhyeya sauthI zreSTha dhanika banavAnuM hoya che. sarjakanuM dhyeya utkRSTa sarjananuM hoya che ane rAjakIya netAnuM dhyeya vadhu rAja kIya sattA hAMsala karavAnuM hoya che. Ama nAnAM ke moTAM dhyeya sahu koI rAkhe che. ghaNI vakhata vyakti jIvanamAM ati UMcuM dhyeya rAkhe, kiMtu jIvanabhara taLeTImAM rahIne dhyeyanA parvatanA zikharane joIne nisAsA nAkhatI rahe che. dhyeya rAkhyA pachI ene bhaya hoya che ke dhyeyasiddhi mATe e amuka prakAranI pravRtti kare athavA to koI navuM sAhasa Adare to temAM ene saphaLatA maLaze ke nahIM ? khoTA nirNayano bhaya rAkhavAnI jarUra nathI. Avo bhaya sevanAra ghaNI vAra nirNaya karavAthI dUra bhAge che, athavA kamane, anicchAe ke lAcAra manathI nirNaya kare che. AvA nirNaya pAchaLa kAryasiddhi mATenA baLano abhAva hoya che. AvI vyakti pahelA pagathiye ja parAjita thAya che. hakIkatamAM bahu ochI vyaktio sAcA nirNayo laI zakatI hoya che, paraMtu saphaLa vyaktio pAse e daDhatA hoya che ke e potAnA nirNayane puruSArthathI sAco TheravatI hoya che. pariNAme dhyeya nakkI karyA bAda enA tarapha puruSArtha kheDavo e mahattvanI vAta che. jemaNe jIvanamAM potAnA dhyeya siddha karyA che, emaNe ghaNI niSphaLatAono sAmano karIne saphaLatA hAMsala karI hoya che, AthI ja saphaLatA ke niSphaLatAnI jhAjhI khevanA karyA vinA dhyeya para dRSTi rAkhIne navI kSitijo ughADavA mATe kAma karavuM joIe. ene mATe mAnavIe satata potAnA jAgrata mananI sAthosAtha ajAgrata manane paNa dhyeya prati jAgrata karatA rahevuM joIe. A jagatane bhAratIya dArzanikoe svapnavat kahyuM ane gamyuM. bAhyajagata ane bAhyajIvana e to svapnamAM dekhAtAM citravicitra ke gamatAM-aNagamatAM dezyo che. mAnavI enA sukhamAM mahAle che ane e svapna cAlyuM jatAM ene samajAya che ke A to mAtra bhrama hato. A jagata mithyA ke mAyAvI che ema kahevAyuM che. enI bhrama tarIke oLakha ApI che, paraMtu Ama kahevAno artha zo? bAhyasaMbaMdho badalAya che, AsapAsanA saMjogo palaTAya che. jIvanahetu ane zailImAM parivartananA palaTA AvatA rahe che. bAlyAvasthAnI mugdhatAno AnaMda yuvAnIno raMga jhAMkho karI de che ane yuvAnInI zakti ane tAkAta vRddhAvasthAmAM vasavasAnuM kAraNa bane che. Aje vijJAna eka siddhAMta para AvIne kare che, e AvatI kAle sAva badalAI jAya che. Aje zodhAyelI davA roganA rAmabANa ilAja rUpa mAnavAmAM Ave che, paraMtu samaya jatAM e davAnI ADaasaro jJAta thatAM ene jAkAro maLe che ane ene sthAne anya davA zodhAya che . AinsTAina ke nyUTananA siddhAMtamAM paNa Aje kevAM parivartana AvyAM che ! AmAM kazuM nizcita ke zAzvata nathI. jene Aje satya mAnIe chIe, te aMte asatya puravAra thAya che, bAhyajagatane mAyAvI kahevAno hetu eTalo ke satyamaya jagata to tamAruM AMtarajagata che. A AMtarajagatamAM satyanAM motI chupAyelAM che, ene tamAre zodhavAnAM che, AthI satya mATe aMtarayAtrA Avazyaka che. bAhyamAyAmAMthI mana kADhIne bhItaranI cetanA sAthe anusaMdhAna sAdho, to ApoApa satya sAMpaDaze. tame saMpAdita kareluM jJAna bhrAmaka hoI zake. zeya bhrAMta hoI zake, paraMtu jJAtA kadI bhrAMta hoto nathI ane te jJAtA, te bhItaranuM satya e ja aparivartanazIla evuM zAzvata satya che. 30 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 31

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30 31 azubha e mAMkaDAnI caLa che ! tamArI vicitratAne cAhatA rahejo ! mAnavI haMmezAM potAnI vizeSatAno vicAra kare che, paraMtu kyAreka samaya kADhIne nirAMte potAnI vicitratAono vicAra karato nathI. game tevI mahAna vyakti hoya, paNa enAmAM koI ne koI vicitratA vaselI hoya che. koIne evI bhUkha lAgatI hoya che ke e bALakanI mAphaka raghavAyo thaIne tophAna macAvI deto hoya che. kyAreka koIne pAchalI rAtre ja UMgha barAbara gherAtI hoya che. game teTalo mahAvidvAna hoya, topaNa ene rastA para maLatAM gAMThiyA ke maracAMnAM bhajiyAM khAvAmAM jalaso paDato hoya che. koI AisakrIma joIne to koI kerIno rasa joIne saghaLuM bhAna bhUlI ArogavA mAMDe che. keTalAka amuka raMganAM ja vastro paheratAM hoya che, to keTalAkane plenane badale TrenanI saphara gamatI hoya che. koI divasamAM be vAra ati lAMbI doDa doDe che, to koInA paga mAtra baMgalAmAM ane moTaramAM ja gati karatA hoya che. tamArI paNa AvI ja koI vicitratA haze, paNa enA tarapha dhRNA dAkhavavAne badale prema dAkhavajo. AinsTAinanA paheraveza ane dekhAvamAM keTalI badhI vicitratA hatI ! vIsamI sadInA sauthI buddhimAna mAnavIne mojA paheravAM saheje pasaMda nahotAM. AvI vicitratAo e ja manuSyanA sAhajika astitvano aNasAra Ape che. vicitratA jotAM ema lAge ke e vyakti game teTalI samartha hoya, paraMtu AnA mananI sahajatA sAMgopAMga jaLavAI rahI che. jo mAnavImAM vicitratAo na hoya, to A jagata pUrva nirdhArita eka tAle cAlatuM hota. e taddana zuSka, ekasurIluM ane nirasa lAge. sAcuM pUcho to A vicitratAmAM kazuM vicitra nathI, e ati sahaja ane pUrNa vAstavika che. vyaktinA mojIlA ke mastIbharyA vyaktitvamAMthI nIkaLelI AvI vicitratAo enA jIvanane avanavA raMgo ane romAMcathI bharI de che. cittamAM malina ane sAttvika baMne vicAro sAthosAtha jAge che. mana malina vicAra tarapha tatkaNa AkarSAya che. ene nakArAtmakatA vadhu pasaMda paDe che. e tarata sAttvika vAtano niSedha, inkAra ke asvIkAra karaze athavA to enI ThaThThA-mazkarI uDAvaze. duSTa, nimna ke malina vicAra dharAvanAramAM eka evI vikRti hoya che ke enA manamAM koI sAro, ucca ke sAttvika vicAra jAge, to te bhItaramAM bhayabhIta thaI jAya che. dAnavane bIka lAge che ke deva kyAMka pesI to nahIM jAya ne ! pariNAme nakArAtmaka vicAradhArA dharAvanAra, paheluM kAma to vidheyAtmaka vicArono cheda uDADavAnuM karaze. sArA vicAranI vyarthatA batAvaze ane AgaLa vadhIne e sAva vyartha ane vAhiyAta che te puravAra karaze. tAmasI vicArane dUra khaseDIne sAttvika vicAranI pratiSThA karavI emAM ati moTuM parAkrama raheluM che. aniSTano humalo khALavA mATe iSTanuM prabaLa baLa joIe. tamasanA nAza kAje prakAzanI tIvratA joIe. e prakAza maMda haze to tamasa ene thoDI kSaNomAM gherI vaLaze. Ane mATe tamAre manamAM jAgatA vicAra sAthe vivekane joDavo paDaze. sArA-narasAno khyAla karavo paDaze ane cittane Urdhva ane yogya vicAra mATe utsAhita karavuM paDaze. azubha mATe prayatna karavAno raheto nathI, paNa zubhanuM baLa jagADavA mATe zubha saMkalpanI jarUra paDe che. jenuM AvuM saMkalpabaLa ochuM, enI azubha pratye gati vadhAre. vaLI zubha vicAra eka-eka DagaluM bharI AgaLa vadhe che. azubha to haraNaphALa bhare che. azubha mAMkaDAnI caLa che, to zubha e sasalAnI doDa che. azubha e koInuM ahita ke aniSTa karavAno vicAra Ave ke tarata ja enA pariNAmano ane emAMthI maLanArA tIvra AnaMdano vicAra karavA mAMDe che. 32 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 33

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- 33 tamArI pasaMdagI e ja tamArA jIvananI gati che - 32 atyAre'no Agraha rAkho ! vartamAnamAM jIvo ane vartamAnamAM kArya karo. vyaktine vartamAnathI lapAI javA mATe bhaviSya bahu pasaMda paDe che. bhaviSyanA madhura svapnamAM jIvavuM game che. ene koI paNa kAma soMpavAmAM Ave eTale sAva navarAza hovA chatAM e manomana nakkI kare che ke AvatIkAle jarUra A kAma karIza. AvatIkAla Ave tyAre e nizcaya kare che ke have eka divasa to vItI gayo che, eka vadhu divasa pasAra thaI jAya, to temAM zuM khATuM-moLuM thaI javAnuM che ! trIje divase ene kAma yAda Ave che, paraMtu vicAre che ke eTalI badhI kyAM utAvaLa che ke abaghaDI A kAma karI nAkhyuM ane pachI ghaNI ghaDIo vItatI jAya che. je kAma e abaghaDI karI zakyo hota, te kAma karavAnI ghaDI ja AvatI nathI ! prAraMbhamAM jyAre e kAmanI vAta thaI hoya, tyAre enAmAM e aMge pArAvAra utsAha hoya che, paNa jema jema samaya vyatIta thato jAya, tematema eno utsAha ThaMDo paDato jAya che. enI dhagaza dhImA zvAsa levA mAMDe che ane lAMbA gALe e kAma zarU kare tyAre ghaNuM bhUlI gayo hoya che. aMte e kAma tAtkAlika karyuM hota to je lAbha prApta thavAno hato, e lAbhathI to vaMcita eka dRSTi divasanA sUryaprakAzamAM tejakiraNothI snAna karatI sRSTi jue che, to bIjI dRSTi madhyarAtrIe cotarapha jAmelA nibiDa aMdhakArane nihALe che. jIvanamAM mahattva enuM che ke tame parvatanA zikhara para rahIne prakAzita sRSTine juo cho ke pachI UMDI khINanA aMdhakAramAM jaIne jagatane nihALo cho. UMcA zikharane jonArI dRSTi haMmaza Urdhvano vicAra kare che. ucca mArge AgaLa dhapavAnI koziza kare che ane enI najara zikhara para jaIne sarvoccanI prApti karavAnI hoya che. ucca zikhara paranA prayANa samaye havAnI madhura laharIono anubhava thAya che. hasatI prakRti hRdayane AnaMdathI bharI de che ane nisarganI e ramaNIya lIlA vacce cotarapha saghaLuM prakAzamaya najare paDe che. jyAre nIce khAImAM rahenArane kALA DibAMga aMdhakAra sivAya kazuM najare nahIM paDe. tAjagIbharI havAno anubhava nahIM thAya. sUryaprakAza kevo jhaLahaLe che, enI kazI jANa nahIM hoya. e vicArIe ke pahADanI UMcAIne sparzavI che ke pachI UMDI khAInI gartAmAM jIvavuM che. tamArI gati e ja tamAruM jIvana che. UMce gati karanAra Urdhva yAtrA kare che ane nIce gati karanAra adhogati yAtrA kare che. yAtrALu tame ja cho. mAtra tamAre yAtrAno paMtha nakkI karavAno che. e paMtha ja prAptiaprAptino sUcaka che. e mArga ja tamArAM manovalaNono mArgadarzaka bane che. ane tame pasaMda karelo e rasto ja tamArA jIvanane rasamaya, AnaMdamaya ke prakAzamaya banAvanAra athavA nirAza, viSAdamaya ane aMdhakArayukta banAvanAro che. yAtrI karanAra tame, mArganI pasaMdagI karanAra paNa tame; paraMtu tamArI pasaMdagI para vivekanI mudrA ane gati pratyenI dRSTi jarUrI che. koI gunAnI sajA paMdara-vIsa varSa pachI thAya, tyAre gunegAra jIvato ja na hoya evI paristhiti hoya che, evI ja rIte je kAma lAMbA divaso pachI thAya, tyAre e kAmano koI artha raheto nathI. e kAma samayasara thayuM hota to enAthI thanArA lAbhane khoI bese che. kyAreka e kAryano mahimA ghaTI gayo hoya che. AthI ja koI paNa kAmane 'atyAre' karavAno Agraha rAkhavo joIe. ene TALavAnI, emAM vilaMba karavAnI athavA to ene AvatIkAle ke pachI bhaviSyamAM karavAnI vRtti kazuM pariNAma lAvatI nathI. 34 saNano utsava kSaNano utsava 35

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34 becenI e mananuM kAyamI saranAmuM che atRpti pAse tRpta thavAnI zodha karIe to zuM thAya ? jyAM mAtra azAMti ja vase che, tyAM zAMti pAmavA jaIe to zuM thAya ? becenI e ja jeno zvAsa che ane asaMtoSa e ja jeno ucchavAsa che, enI pAse sukha-cena ane saMtoSa mAgavA jaIe, to zuM thAya ? mananI pAse kyAreya zAMti mAgavAnI bhUla karavI nahIM, kAraNa ke eno jIva ja azAMti ane uMcATabharyo che. e vyaktine satata vikalpomAM DubADatuM rahe che. zaMkA-kuzaMkA ane bhayamAM nAkhatuM rahe che. je mArga pakaDe te ja mArge AMkho mIMcIne doDatuM rahe che. e lobhane pakaDaze, to dhananI AMdhaLI doTa lagAvaze. e vAsanAne jhaDapaze to vyaktine kAmavRttinI gulAma banAvI nAkhaze. e sattA pAchaLa gheluM banaze, to enI pAchaLa eDI-coTInuM jora lagAvIne doDaze. A mana tamane jaMpavA detuM nathI ane tame enI pAsethI jaMpanI cAhanA rAkho cho ! ene to satata vyaktine ahIMthI tahIM doDAvavI che. enAmAM jAtajAtanA taraMgo jagADavA che. satata vRttinI pheraphudaraDI pharavI che. enA jIvananI lagAma potAnA hAthamAM rAkhavI che. mana kolAhalamAM jIve che. ene ekAMta pasaMda nathI. ene satata doDavuM game che, sthira UbhA rahevuM enA svabhAvamAM nathI. e bhAre taraMgI che, eka taraMga zame nahIM, tyAM bIjo taraMga jagADe che. AvI mananI lIlA jANIe ane anubhavIe chIe, chatAM e mana pAse zAMtinI bhIkha mAgavA jaIe chIe. mana kadI zAMti ApI zakavAnuM nathI. zAMti meLavavAnI pahelI zarata ja e che ke mananI lIlA samApta karI do. mananuM varcasva toDI nAkho ane mananA hukamonI dhUMsarI phagAvI do. zAMti meLavavA mATe mana pAse javAnI jarUra nathI, paNa manane khudane zAMta karavAnI jarUra che. 35 maryAdAnA aMdhAriyA oraDAmAM najarakeda banI jazo anya vyaktio, virodhIo ke kaparA saMjogo vyaktinI pragatimAM rukAvaTa kare che, enA karatAM vyakti pote potAnI pragatimAM vadhu avarodharUpa banatI hoya che. 'A kAma mArAthI nahIM thaI zake', 'huM A javAbadArI mAthe laI zakuM tevI mArI sthiti nathI', 'AvAM navAM sAhasomAM mane rasa nathI' athavA to 'AvuM kAma mane phAvaze nahIM', evuM ghaNI vyaktio pAsethI vAraMvAra sAMbhaLavA maLe che. AvI vyaktino svayaM potAnI lakSmaNarekhA bAMdhI de che. dhIre dhIre enI e lakSmaNarekhA emanA jIvananuM kUMDALuM banI jAya che. koI paNa navI vAta thAya eTale enuM mana enA svIkArane badale enA asvIkAra mATe Atura banIne UchaLe che. koI navA kSetranA pahelA pagathiyAnI vAtano hajI prAraMbha thAya, te kSaNe ja e vyakti potAno paga upADavAnI ja nA pADe che. keTalIka vyaktio pramAda ane bhayane kAraNe navo paDakAra jhIlavAnI emanI taiyArI dAkhavatI nathI. jIvanane maryAdAmAM bAMdhI dezo, to e jIvana dhIredhIre kUpamaMDUka mAnasikatA janmAvaze. AvAM maryAdita kUMDALAM ja maryAdita mANasone sarje che, AthI maryAdAo vizenA valaNamAM samULaguM parivartana jarUrI banaze. vyaktie enI zaktiono vicAra karIne e maryAdA kaI rIte oLaMgI zakAya eno khyAla karavo joIe ane potAnI pAsenI anya zaktiothI ja e sImA oLaMgIne navAM sAhaso karI zake te mATe vicAravAnuM valaNa keLavavuM paDe. A prakAranA vicAranA 'dhakka'nI pragati mATe jarUra che. jo navA vicArathI ja nAsI chUTavAnuM valaNa haze, to paristhiti e hade vaNasI jaze ke navA abhigama ke navAM saMzodhano thaze nahIM. jijJAsA, vismaya, sAhasa ane maulikatA jevI mahattvanI bhAvanAo vRtti TharI jaze ne jIvana maryAdAno aMdhArA oraDAmAM najarakeda thaI jaze. 36 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 37

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36 37 karmayoga'nA dezamAM karma-vaTo jovA maLe che ! AMkhathI vAtacIta karIe ! vAtacIta e zabdanI kalA nathI. emAM bicArA zabdono phALo to mAtra sAta TakA jeTalo ja che. zAkamAM mAMDa mIThA jeTalo ! vAtacItanI kalAnI ardhAthI vizeSa saphaLatA e tamArA hAvabhAva ane zArIrika ceSTA para che. vAta karatI vakhate tame kaI rIte tamArA caherA para bhAva lAvo cho, kaI rIte mAthuM halAvo cho, kaI rIte sAmI vyaktinI AMkhamAM AMkha parovo cho, kaI rIte tame beThA cho, kevo tamAro dekhAva che ane kevA tamArA hAvabhAva che - A badhuM mahattvanuM che. vakhata Avye tame enI sAthe kaI rIte hAtha milAvo cho athavA to kaI rIte enI pITha thAbaDo cho. sparza paNa tamArI vAtacItano prabhAvaka aMza che. sAta TakA zabdonA ane paMcAvana TakA ceSTAnA, to bAkInA ADatrIsa TakAno AdhAra zenA para ? e che tamArI bolavAnI rIta para. tame vAtacIta karatI vakhate kayA muddA para vadhAre bhAra ke jhoka Apo cho ane tene kaI rIte abhivyakta karo cho te mahattvanuM che. vaLI bolatI vakhate tame kaI rIte tamArI lAgaNIo emAM mUkI zako cho te bAbata mahattvanI che eTale ke tamArA zabdonI gati, uccAraNanI zailI, vANInI gati, caherA para bhAvanI abhivyakti, layano Aroha-avaroha - e badhuM tamArI vAta pahoMcADavAmAM mahattvanuM bane che. vAtacIta e mAtra kAnanI kalA nathI, paNa AMkhanIya kalA che. enI AMkho paNa sAmI vyaktinI AMkha sAthe vAto karatI hovI joIe. kAna ane AMkhanA saMvAda dvArA e vyaktinI vAta barAbara samajAze ane ene yogya pratibhAva ApI zakAze. vyaktinA kArya ke vyavasAya pratyeno abhigama e ja enI saphaLatA ke niSphaLatAmAM nirNAyaka banato hoya che. ghaNI vyaktio 'kyAM AmAM AvI paDyA ?' evA bhAvathI kamane vyavasAya karatI hoya che ane nisAsA nAkhIne jiMdagIne vaitaruM banAvatI hoya che. keTalAka mAtra ghaDiyALanA kAMTe vyavasAya karatA hoya che. oNphisamAM jaIne bese ane samaya pUro thavAnI rAha jue. emanI dRSTi kAryane badale ghaDiyALanA kAMTA para karelI hoya che. keTalAka potAnA kAma pratye vaMcanA karatA hoya athavA to pramAdathI tumArazAhI Dhabe vartatA hoya che. karmacArIne zodhavA mATe kaeNnTInamAM javuM paDe. karmacArI bahAra gayA hoya, to sahakarmacArI kahe ke hamaNAM Ave che. bIjA kAryAlayamAM kAme gayA che. AgaMtu ka keTalI dUrathI Avyo che ke A eno keTalAmo dhakko che, te koI vicAratuM nathI. karmayogamAM mAnatA dezamAM ' karma'nI bAbatamAM pArAvAra jUThANAM jovA maLe che. ghaNI vAra vyavasAya e ujANInuM sthaLa banI jAya che. AvI pramAdI, laherI vyaktio 'cepI' hoya che. AvI vyaktio je jagAe hoya temAM kAM to saMtoSa mAne che athavA to paristhiti pratye asaMtoSa rAkhIne kArya kare che. potAnA kAryakSetra ke vyavasAya taraphanA lagAvanA abhAve AvI vyakti potAnA kSetramAM pragati karI zakatI nathI. e eka ja sthaLe TharIne ThAma thaI jAya che ane samaya jatAM svayaM e paristhitino zikAra banI jAya che. "ATalI uMmara sudhI kazuM kAma karyuM nahIM, have kyAMthI thAya ?" evo bhAva anubhave che. sAmAnya mAnavI asAdhAraNa udyogapati bane che enI pAchaLanuM kAraNa enI kAryaniSThA che. kAryaniSThA nahIM dharAvanAra vyakti sAmAnya kAryathI ke vartamAna sthitithI saMtuSTa banIne, sthagitatAthI jIve che. 38 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 39

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- 39 vyasanane potAnI sTAila' hoya che - 38 banAvaTI gusso bUmareMga paNa thAya jIvanamAM gusso ke thoDo krodha hovo joIe, enI sAcA dilathI vakIlAta karanArA kahe che ke jIvanamAM thoDo gusso jarUrI ane mArgadarzaka che. bALako para gusso karIne emane zistamAM lAvI zakAya che. jo e bALakone ema lAge ke game tevuM karavA chatAM mAtApitA koI prakAre gusse thavAnAM nathI, to e bALako 'vaMThI jAya che evo ghaNAne khyAla hoya che. Ama mAnanArA loko bALakone Thapako ApavAne badale enA para gusso karIne ene 'yogya mArgo' vALavA koziza kare che. hAthe karIne ke samajI-vicArIne gusso karavo ane gusso thaI javo e baMne vacce pAtaLI bhedarekhA che. keTalIka vyaktio Avo banAvaTI gusso darzAvavAnI koziza karatI hoya che, paraMtu hakIkatamAM Avo kRtaka gusso e Aga sAthe khela khelavA jevo che. bALako ke patnI para mAtra bahArathI gusso karanAra potAnA hRdayane gussAthI keTaluM dUra rAkhI zake che e prazna che. ghaNI vAra nakalI gussA ane asalI gussA vaccenI bhedarekhA lopAI jatI hoya che. samaya jatAM A kRtaka guso paNa sAmenI vyaktinA mana para duprabhAva pADato hoya che. doraDA para cAlatI vakhate naTa je prakAre samatolana sAdhe, e rIte gusso karanAre samatolana sAdhavAnuM hoya che ane gussAno upayoga karavA jatAM gusso eno upayoga karI jato nathI enI takedArI rAkhavI paDe che. enI kalpanA paNa na hoya e rIte Avo kRtaka gusso karavA jatAM e khuda gussAmAM sarI paDe evo bhaya hoya che. banAvaTI gussAnA hathiyArano upayoga karatI vakhate so vAra vicAra karavo joIe. A evuM hathiyAra che ke e bUmareMga thAya, to tamArI sAcI prakRtine paNa haNI nAkhe che. mahemAna tarIke thoDI ja kSaNo gharamAM vasavA AvatI kuTevo samaya jatAM AkhuM ghara pacAvI pADe che. kharAba Teva ramatAM ramatAM Ave che ane pachI dhIre dhIre e vyaktinA jIvana sAthe ThaMDo maraNakhela khelavA lAge che. sArI Tevo sabhAna prayatna mAge che. ene keLavavA mATe vyaktie mahenata karavI paDe che. ene jIvanamAM sthApavA mATe prabaLa puruSArtha karavo paDe che, paraMtu enA pariNAmarUpe vyakti enuM jIvana zAMti, svasthatA ane saraLatAthI jIvI zake che. sArI Tevo e sArA mitra jevI che. koI paNa Teva pADatI vakhate enA aMtano vicAra karavo. vyakti bacatanI Teva pADe tyAre eNe kaparA divasomAM upayogI bananArI Arthika jogavAIno vicAra karavo, e viveka, saujanya ke hasamukhApaNuM keLave, to ene pariNAme enA jIvanane maLanArI vyApaka dRSTino vicAra karavo. tamAku ke guTakhAnuM sevana zarU karatI vakhate vyaktie jaDabAnA kaeNnsarano vicAra karavo. ghaNI vAra kharAba Teva bhabhakabharyo AkarSaka pozAka paherIne AvatI hoya che. koI ema kahe ke zarAba pIuM chuM, paraMtu kyAreya chATako banI jato nathI. koI ema kahe ke sigAreTa para eTalo kAbU ke game te thAya, topaNa divasanA eka paeNkeTathI vadhu pIto nathI. koI ema kahe ke game teTaluM thAya topaNa guTakhAnI eka paDIkIthI bIjI paDIkI khAto nathI. Ama kuTevane potAnI AvaData ke saMyama batAvavAno mArga banAvanArA loko cAlAkIthI kadAca anyane chetarI zake che, paNa potAnI jAtane ane thanArA jIvaleNa rogane chetarI zakatA nathI. vyakti enI Adatane kAraNe vyasana mATe kharca karatI hoya che ane pachI enI Adata enI jIvanazailI para savAra thaI jatI hoya che. vyasana e ja enA jIvananuM kendra ane AdhAra banI jAya che. 40 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 41

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41 niSphaLatAmAM pragati chupAyelI che ! 40 - haiyuM ThAlavavAnA hetu judA judA hoya che ! tamArI pAse haiyuM ThAlavavA AvanAra haMmezAM koI dAnanI apekSAe Avato nathI. keTalAkane manamAM valovAtI peTachUTI vAta kahIne emAMthI chuTakAro meLavavo hoya che. keTalAka potAnAM du:kha-dardanuM lAMbuM varNana e mATe karatA hoya che ke emane tamArI sahAnubhUti udhAra levI hoya che. keTalAke mAtra jANakArI ApavA khAtara vAta karatA hoya che. navo baMgalo ke navAM AbhUSaNonI carcA pAchaLa Avo ahaMkAra DokiyAM karato hoya che. potAnA garvane pragaTa karyA vinA emane cena paDatuM nathI. evuM paNa bane ke sAmenI vyaktine rasa hoya ke na hoya, paNa e enI lAMbI ahaMkAra kathAnuM varNana karyA vinA rahI zakato nathI. kyAreka vyakti evo mUMjhAyelo hoya che ke bIjAnI samakSa potAnuM haiyuM ThAlavI devA mAgato hoya che. koI potAnA tanAvamAMthI mukti pAmavA mATe bIjAnA kAna gIrave levA mAMge che. A rIte keTalAMya kAraNosara vyakti bIjAnI sAthe vAta karavA cAhatI hoya che. enI vAta sAMbhaLavA ane eno dRSTikoNa samajavA mATe khAmozI jarUrI che. AthI koI tamArI sAthe nirAMte vAta karavA Ave, to akaLAvAnI lezamAtra jarUra nathI. Arthika sahayoga mATe nahIM, paraMtu bhAvanAtmaka sahAya mATe e potAnI vAta tamArA gaLe utAravA mAge che. strIo vAta karIne potAnA mana parano bhAvanAtmaka boja haLavo karavA cAhatI hoya che, jyAre puruSo potAnI samasyAnuM samAdhAna zodhavA mATe vizeSa vAto karatA hoya che. sAmI vyaktine zAMtithI sAMbhaLavI te paheluM kAma ane enA kahevA pAchaLano irAdo pAmavo te bIjuM kAma, A rIte tame zAMtithI sAMbhaLI, eno dRSTikoNa jANIne AgaLa dhapazo, to tamAro saghaLo vyavahAra AsAna banI jaze. tamane maLavA AvanArI vyaktine AnaMda ane saMtoSa sAthe vidAya ApI zakazo. saphaLatA karatAM niSphaLatA vizeSa upayogI ane lAbhadAyI che. saphaLatAnA pUrNavirAma vyakti sthira ane sthagita thaI jAya che, jyAre niSphaLatAnA alpavirAma e AgaLa dhapavAno aharniza paDakAra anubhave che. saphaLatA karatAM niSphaLatA vadhu samaja ane zikSaNa ApanArI che. niSphaLatA ApaNane ApaNA vize ane ApaNI AsapAsanI paristhiti vize gaMbhIra ciMtana karavA prere che. niSphaLa vyakti enI niSphaLatAnI cikitsA karaze, tyAre vicAraze ke mArA svabhAvanI, AdatanI ke vyaktitvanI koI maryAdA A niSphaLatAmAM kAraNabhUta che kharI ? niSphaLatA e AMtaradarzanano amUlo avasara Ape che. vyakti potAnI kAryapaddhati aMge paNa vicAra karaze ane emAMnI koI truTi niSphaLatAnuM kAraNa banI hoya to enA nivAraNa aMge yatna karaze. niSphaLatA pAmIne besI rahenAro jIvanabhara niSphaLatA oDhIne jIve che. enuM nivAraNa karanAra mATe niSphaLatA saphaLatAnuM sopAna bane che. ema paNa vicAraze ke paristhitinI yogya parakhano abhAva ke pachI vyApaka dRSTie jovAnI maryAdA e to niSphaLatAnAM kAraNa banyAM nathI ne ! A rIte niSphaLatA vyaktine Atmaparakha ane dizAdarzana Ape che. ene pAra karIne AgaLa vadhanArI vyakti vadhu daDhatA ane AtmavizvAsathI AgekUca kare. che. niSphaLatAthI aTakI janAro AraMbhe ja AthamI jAya che, paraMtu niSphaLatAne vaTAvIne AgaLa cAlanAro madhyAhna pahoMce che. niSphaLatA pachI vyakti vadhu khamIravaMto, vadhu dRDhanizcayI ane vadhu dRSTivaMta bane che ane pariNAme e vyakti potAnA dhyeya prati bamaNA vegathI gati kare che. jIvanamAM gati pAmavA mATe paNa niSphaLatA upayogI bane che ane vakhata jatAM e ja pra-gatimAM pariName che. niSphaLatAnI bhItaramAM ja saphaLatA chupAyelI che. 42 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 43

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42 nisteja cahero nirasatAnI nAndIrUpa che potAnI jAtane jovA ane jANavA mATe arIsAnI kazI upayogitA nathI. ene badale tamAre palaMgamAMthI UThyA pachIno tamAro cahero jovo joIe. jIvanamAM parivartana lAvavuM hoya to savAre UThatI vakhatanA caherAmAM parivartana lAvavuM paDaze. pathArImAMthI jAgatAMnI sAthe tame tamAro cahero joyo che kharo ? keTalAkanA caherA khUba thAkelA hoya che, kAraNa ke AkhI rAta svapnonI sRSTimAM emaNe ghamAsANa yuddha khelyuM hoya che ane emAM keTalIya uTapaTAMga ghaTanA, DarAmaNAM dRzyo ane vicitra paristhiti joI hoya che. AkhI rAta paDakhAM pheravanAranI rAtano ajaMpo enA savAranAM lAMbAM bagAsAMmAM jovA maLaze. jAgyA pachI pathArImAM sUtA sUtA karelA saMtApajanaka vicAro jAgrata thatI vakhate caherA para e ja saMtApa mUkI jaze. Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhithI gherAyelo mAnavI pathArImAMthI UThaze, tyAre rAtrIno thAka laIne UThato hoya che. enuM prabhAta nirAzAmaya prabhAta hoya che. eno nisteja cahero e nirasa divasanI nAndIrUpa hoya che. keTalAkanA mana para savAranI e udAsInatA AkhA divasa sudhI chavAyelI rahe che ane keTalAka surya madhyAhna Ave, tyAre mAMDa e udAsInatAne khaMkherI zake che. AvI vyaktio game tyAre UThe, paraMtu emanA prabhAtano prAraMbha ghaNA vilaMbathI thato hoya che. savAre UThatI vakhate vyaktie chUrti, jIvaMtatA ane utsAhathI e vicAravuM. joIe ke A navA divasane huM mArI tAjagI arpaNa karIza. kevo sarasa AnaMdadAyaka ane saphaLatA lAvanAro A divasa Ugyo che ema mAnI UThanArI vyaktinA caherA para utsAhI jIvanano dhabakAra jovA maLe che. roja savAra jiMdagInI sonerI savAra lAgavI joIe. 43 Izvara bojarUpa banI jAya che! 'aDhaLaka DhaLiyo re zAmaLiyo' ema gAtI vakhate bhaktakavie zAmaLiyAnI keTalI badhI aDhaLaka udAratAno anubhava karyo haze ! enuM uccAraNa karatI vakhate e bhaktakavinA caherA para kevo AnaMdasAgara UchaLato haze ! Izvara tarapha upakRtatAno keTalo badho bhAva haze ! AvA utsAha, umaLakA ane AnaMdathI Izvara tarapha javuM joIe. enI pAse aDhaLaka zAzvata samRddhi che ane e tamane ApavA cAhe che. mAtra tamAro utsAhabharyo umaLako cAhe che. AnI sAme kevI rIte Izvara tarapha ApaNe vartIe chIe? kathA sAMbhaLatI vakhate jhokAM khAtAM zrotAjanone ApaNe nIrakhyAM che. maMdiranA khUNe besIne mAMdalA avAje IzvarasmaraNa karatA bhaktajanone joyA che. jANe jIva jato hoya ema mAMDamAMDa IzvaranuM nAma letA lokone dIThA che. keTalAka to kArAvAsanI sajA pAmyA hoya ane gaNI gaNIne divasa pasAra karatA hoya, te rIte mALAnA maNakA gaNatA hoya che. koI bhAvazUnya banIne ke lAcArInuM AvaraNa oDhIne bhajana sAMbhaLatA hoya che.. AvA 'bhaktane joIne ene aDhaLaka samRddhi ApavA cAhato Izvara paNa pAcho pharI jato haze. ene ghaNuM ApavuM hoya, paNa lenAranI pramAdI avasthA ane enA nisteja dekhAvane joIne e ApavAnuM mAMDI vALato haze. A susta, jhoke caDelA, ALasune e ApavA jAya, topaNa 'bhakta' e levA mATe hAtha lAMbo karaze ke nahIM evo savAla paNa enA manamAM UThato haze ! AvI vyaktine Izvara bojarUpa ane dharma bhArarUpa lAgato hoya che. ArAdhanA e aMtima veLA vitAvavAnuM udAsInatAbharyuM sAdhana banI rahe che. hakIkatamAM Izvara samakSa paNa utsAha, joza ane AnaMdathI javuM joIe, kAraNa ke paramAtmA paNa prasanna caherAvALI vyaktine ja pasaMda karato hoya che.. 4 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 45

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45 -- 4 - salAmatInI zodha e mRtyune AgotaruM nimaMtraNa che jIvanamAM satata salAmatI zodhanAra jiMdagImAM AvatI mahAmUlI taka ke zakyatAne ja nahIM, balake mahAmUlA vanane vyartha veDaphI nAkhe che. salAmatIno vicAra karanAra koI paNa kArya pUrve emAM rahelAM jokhamono prathama vicAra karaze. salAmatInI vRtti samaya jatAM vyaktine nikti ane nakArAtmaka banAvI de che. tamArI sAme koI paNa kAma Ave tyAre teno salAmatInI dRSTie nahIM, paNa sAhasanI dRSTie vicAra karo. emAM keTaluM sAhasa bharyuM che ane e sAhasane pahoMcI vaLavA mATe keTalI zakti che ane keTalI meLavavAnI bAkI che, teno khyAla karo. sAhasano paDakAra jhIlanAra haMmezAM sakriya rahe che ane ethI enA jIvanamAM eka prakAranuM joza, tAja gI ane racanAtmakatA jovA maLe che. sAhasa pAse evI zakti che ke e enA khabhA para javAbadArI laIne vikAsanA patha para gati kare che. sAhasano abhAva vyaktinI jAgrata ane suSupta evI zaktione rUMdhe che. salAmatI buddhine niSkriya banAve che ane tarkane bahelAve che, jyAre sAhasa buddhine sakriya banAve che ane zraddhAne daDhAve che. cAra dIvAlo vaccenA oraDAmAM jIvavuM e ja keTalAkanI jIvanavyAkhyA hoya che, to keTalAkane mATe jIvana e nitya nUtana paDakArobharyuM prabaLa sAhasa che. mAtra thoDI muzkelIothI mUMjhAIne salAmatInA kocalAmAM bharAI janAra jIvanamAM nAnI muzkelIne paNa pAra karI zakato nathI. rastAmAM cAlatAM paDI jaIza ane phaMkyara thaze to zuM thaze evo bhaya ene dIvAnakhaMDanI ArAma-khurazImAM jhUlatAM jhUlatAM satAvato hoya che. yuvAnImAM ene buDhApAmAM kensara Ave to zuM thaze enI ciMtA korI khAtI hoya che. salAmatIno zodhaka e potAnA mRtyuno nimaMtraka che, jyAre jIvanamAM sAhasa karIne navAnavA paDakAro jhIlanArathI mRtyu dUra rahetuM hoya che. uMmara e avasthAno purAvo nathI caherA para game teTalI karacalIo paDI hoya topaNa mAnazo nahIM ke tame vRddha thayA cho ! ciMtA eTalI ja karavAnI che ke ApaNA AtmA para to karacalIo paDI nathI ne ! mANasa jyAre jiMdagI jIvavAno hetu, utsAha ane dhagaza gumAve che, tyAre enI pAse mAtra zvAsa letuM zarIra bAkI rahe che, paNa enI jhaLahaLatI Atamajyota bujhAI jAya che. AvI vyakti e kALe vRddha thaI jAya che. uMmara e ghaDapaNano purAvo nathI. vyaktinAM vicAra ane valaNo e ghaDapaNanuM oLakhapatra che. enA vicAro sthagita thaI jAya ane enuM valaNa nakArAtmaka banI jAya, jUnI ghareDamAM cAlavAnuM vicAre tyAre mAnavuM ke eNe jIvanano hetu gumAvyo che. rUDha paraMparAnA cIle cAlanAra mArga cAtaravAnI navA mArge cAlavAnI zakti khoI bese che. enA vicAra samaya jatAM TUMThavAI jAya che. hetu gumAvanArI vyakti kramazaH jIvanarasa gumAve che. enA mana para nirAzA ane hRdayamAM hatAzA palAMThI jamAvIne beThI hoya che, AthI koI paNa kArya karatI vakhate ene kaMTALo Avaze. game tevo sAro vicAra ene vyartha ane arthahIna lAgaze ane niSkriya rahevuM e ja enuM nizcita valaNa banaze. AvA mAnavIno AtmA tharaDo thaI jAya che ane enA para karacalIo UpasI Ave che. potAnA kAma pratye eNe lagAva keLavavo joIe. jo lagAva nahIM hoya to kAma ene mATe bojarUpa banaze. kharekhara to vyaktie potAnA kvanano hetu vicAravo joIe. pote koNa che ? zuM pAmyo che ? ane zuM meLavavA cAhe che ? e traNa prazno eNe enI jAtane satata pUchavA joIe. A praznono sAco uttara ja ene jIvananuM prayojana Apaze ane A jIvanane hetupUrvaka jIvavAno utsAha bamaze. 46 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 47

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46 mAnavIne badale ToLuM maLe che ! rAtorAta dhanika thavAnuM svapna, 'selamAM sauthI vadhu sastu meLavavAnI doDa, bIjAnA karatAM caDiyAtA thavAnI vRtti ane anukULatA zodhavAnA valaNamAM mAnavI dhIredhIre sapaDAto jAya che. koI cepI roganI mAphaka samAjamAM A rogacALo phelAI rahyo che ane jyAre TaeNkanolojI para AdhAra rAkhIne mANasa badhuM ja karavA beTho che, tyAre te dhIredhIre te yaMtrarUpe rUpAMtara pAmI rahyo che. A sthiti eTalI hade AvI che ke gaeNsanA vizvavijetA mAnavIne kamyuTara parAsta kare che ane mANasa ane mazInanI A doDamAM mazIna mAnavIne mahAta kare che. jIvanamAM guNavattA karatAM jaththAno mahimA vadhyo che. roja eka pozAka paheranAro mAnavI jaththAbaMdha pozAka ekaThA karavA mAMDyo che. eka varSa nahIM, paNa AkhI jiMdagI pUrI thAya eTalAM vastro ane pagarakhAM bhegAM kare che. A paristhitie mAnavInA jIvanamAMthI jussAne ogALI nAkhyo che. enA jIvananuM, vyavahAranuM ane vAtacatanuM kendrabiMdu mAtra arthopArjana banI rahyuM che. bAhya samRddhi e eka ja saphaLatAno mApadaMDa banatAM AMtarika daridratA AvI jAya che. AvI parigrahanI ghelachAe vastuonI ghelachAvALA lokonuM ToLuM khaDuM karyuM che. Aje mAnavIonuM ToLuM maLaze, paNa AgavuM vyaktitva dharAvatA mAnavIne zodhavA javA paDaze. potAnAM viziSTa mUlyo ke daDha siddhAMtathI jIvatA mAnavIonI jamAta have ochI thatI jAya che. samAdhAna karanArAo ane mAMDavALa karanArAo corecauTe maLe che. emane cIlAcAlu jIvanamAM ja rasa che. koI navo cIlo cAtaravAnuM vicAratA nathI. Aje sahu koI jIve che kharA, paNa jIvavA mATeno jusso, dhakhAro ke hetu emanI pAse jovA maLato nathI. 47 saMpUrNatAnI icchA sAthe apUrNatAne AvakArIe sAmAnya rIte ApaNe ApaNI icchAo pramANe ApaNI AsapAsanuM jIvana goThavAya tevo Agraha rAkhIe chIe. A Agraha moTA bhAge haThAgrahamAM pariName che. patnIe Ama ja bolavuM joIe, putre Ama ja vartavuM joIe ane kuTuMbIjanoe Ama ja karavuM joIe ema mAnIe chIe. e ja rIte ApaNA vyavasAyamAM paNa ApaNe satata dRDhAgraha sevIe chIe ke A kAma to A ja rIte thavuM joIe athavA to A kAma ATalA samayamAM pUruM thavuM ja joIe. mAnavI AsapAsanI paristhitine paNa potAnI icchAnukULa karavA mAge che. e nasIbane paNa kahe che ke tAre mane ATaluM ApavuM joIe. Ama badhI bAbatamAM e anyane anukULatA sAdhavAnuM kahe che. potAnAM badhAM ja valaNo ane abhiprAyone manasvI rIte goThave che ane AsapAsanI duniyA e pramANe ja varte tevI kaThapUtaLIno khela karanAra sUtradhAra jevI bhAvanA rAkhe che, paraMtu A samagra sthitine judI dRSTie jovAnI jarUra che. saMpUrNatAnA AgrahanI sAthe apUrNatAne svIkAratAM zIkhavuM joIe. potAnI lAkaDIthI jagatane hAMkavA janAranI aMte lAThI paNa chInavAI jAya che. ekAda divasa vyakti pote je paristhiti che tene anukULa thavA koziza kare to ene eka judo ja anubhava thaze. mArI dhAraNA pramANe nahIM, paraMtu AsapAsanI vAstavikatA ane hakIkatano svIkAra karIne e jo jIvavAno vicAra kare to ene judI ja anubhUti thaze. je che tenI sAthe anukULatA sAdhavAthI eka prakArano svIkArabhAva keLavAze ane ethI satata asvIkArabhAvane kAraNe thatI pIDAmAMthI mukti maLaze. kyAreka evI paNa ajamAyaza karIe ke kuTuMba ke vyavasAyanI je paristhiti che, te svIkArIne emAMthI zAMta AnaMda pAmIe. asvIkAranI satata cAlatI AMtaravedanAmAMthI mukta thaIe. 48 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava.

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- 48 - 49 tamArI sAcI oLakha Apato phoTogrApha che ? ciMtA tamane bAMdhe che ke tame ciMtAne ? tamArA mananI ciMtAono tame vicAra karazo to khyAla Avaze ke ciMtAgrasta mana tamane jaMpIne jIvavA detuM nathI. AnuM kAraNa e che ke tame satata ciMtAnA gherAmAM jIvo cho. mana para kAmanA boja karatAM ciMtAno boja vadhu savAra thayelo hoya che. ghaNI vAra to vyakti kAma karavAne badale mAtra ciMtA na karatI hoya che. AvI ciMtAo karI-karIne e kAmane pAchuM ThelatI hoya che ane pachI vilaMbane kAraNe e kAma evuM gaMbhIra ane samasyApUrNa rUpa le che ke mAnavI nAsIpAsa thaI jAya che. kAma karavA karatAM ciMtA karavI vadhu hAnikAraka che. paheluM kAma e karIe ke kAmanI ciMtA karavAne badale kAmanuM Ayojana karIe. bIjuM evuM karIe ke keTalIka ciMtAone choDI daIe. tame je karI zakatA nathI, enI ciMtAo choDI do. tame je badalI zakatA nathI, tene svIkArI lo. Ama nahIM karo, to tamane ciMtA satata parezAna karaze. jene tame badalI zakatA nathI tene badalavAno prayatna mUrkhAIyukta ja gaNAya. ciMtA prasannatAnI ghAtaka che. maulika vicAranI avarodhaka che. caherA para lIMpAyelI udAsInatA che. mana parano bhAre moTo boja che. e citA mAnavInA cittane satata bAMdhI rAkhe che. bhojana samaye ke zayana samaye ciMtAmukta rahI zakato nathI. ApaNane thatI pIDAnI sImA hoya che. mAthe AvatAM du:khonI maryAdA hoya che. jIvananA jhaMjhAvAto saghaLuM khedAnamedAna karyA pachIya zAMta thaI jatA hoya che, jyAre citAne koI baMdhane bAMdhI zakatuM nathI. samaya avarodhI zakato nathI ke paristhiti palaTAvI zakatI nathI. ene vize jema vicArazo tema e vadhu baLavattara bane che. citAnI A satata cAlatI mana-pravRttine baMdhaka banAvavI muzkela che, je ene baMdhanamAM bAMdhI zake che, tene jIvana ane jagata vaza varte che. tamArI pAse tamAro phoTogrApha che kharo ? hA, bIjAe enA kaeNmerAthI lIdhelA ApaNA ghaNA phoTogrApha ApaNI pAse che, paraMtu ApaNI pAse ApaNe pote lIdhelo ApaNo potAno phoTogrApha nathI. jIvanamAM mukhyatve ApaNe anyane sArA dekhAIe evA phoTogrApha mATe prayatna karIe chIe. Ane mATe ApaNA sAcA caherA para TApaTIpa karIe chIe. hoTha para hAsya coMTADIe chIe. vALa goThavIe chIe. sTAilathI UbhA rahevAnI adAkArI karIe chIe. bIjAnI najare ApaNuM jIvana ghaDavA ane gALavA prayAsa karIe chIe. AvI vyakti svane oLakhIne jIvatI hotI nathI. pariNAma e Ave che ke anya vyaktine sAro lAge, te mATe e nijasvarUpathI sAva bhinna evo dekhAva race che. manamAM game te vicArato hoya, paNa bahAra amuka prakAranuM vartana kare che. Ama karavA jatAM enA vicAra ane AcAramAM daMbha, ADaMbara ne kRtrimatA AvI jAya che. jemajema A AvaraNo enA vyaktitva para lapeTAtAM jAya che, tematema e potAnA vyaktitvathI, potAnA khyAlothI, jIvananI mastIthI ane sahaja nijAnaMdathI dUra cAlyo jAya che. Ama vyakti pAse potAnA cittano phoTogrApha hovo joIe ane e phoTogrApha pramANe eNe enI jAtane oLakhavI joIe. enA potAnA svabhAvane pArakhavo joIe. to ja e enI icchAone samajato jaze ane enI nabaLAIone paNa jANI zakaze. vyakti pAse potAno Avo phoTogrApha haze, to pachI e potAnA jIvananA nirNayo potAnI dRSTie ane potAnI prakRti anusAra laI zakaze, jyAre anyanI apekSAe cAlanAra potAnI jAtane bhUlI jAya che ane e rIte jIvanamAM avaLe raste bhaTakI jAya che. 50 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 51

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- 51 50 jIvananA sthira sarovaramAM lIla bAjhI jaze ! vahetA jharaNAnuM jaLa ane sthira sarovaranuM pANI joIe eTale khyAla Avaze ke vahetA jharaNA pAse kyAMka pahoMcavAnuM dhyeya che ane e mATe ene AsapAsanA khaDako sAthe athaDAvuM paDe che. kiMtu e athaDAIne-pachaDAIne potAno mArga karatuM AgaLa vadhe che. baMdhiyAra sarovarane kyAMya pahoMcavAnuM nathI. enAM jaLa palAMThI lagAvIne, jANe eka ja Asane sthitaprajJa banIne besI rahe che. jharaNAnI mAphaka dhyeya dharAvanAranA mArgamAM avarodho to AvavAnA ja. dhyeyasiddhinA prayatnamAM evI paNa paristhiti UbhI thAya ke enuM mana caLavA lAge. evI paNa hatAzA jAge ke karelo saghaLo puruSArtha zunya lAge. evo viSAda thAya ke dhyeyaprAptinI mathAmaNa choDIne nirAMte cUpacApa ekAMtamAM besI javAnuM mana thAya. dhyeyasiddhi mATe prayatna karanArane AvuM to thavAnuM ja . jharaNAMnAM jaLane cAre bAjuthI akaLAvAnuM, sahevAnuM ke avarodhAvAnuM Ave che. dareka samaya paNa sarakho hoto nathI. kyAreka saphaLatA maLe che to kyAreka niSphaLatA maLatAM vadhu thapATo khAIne AgaLa vadhavuM paDe che. kyAreka aNadhArI saphaLatA maLe che, to kyAreka ekAeka niSphaLatA najara sAme AvIne UbhI rahe che. Ave samaye dhyeya prati gati karatI vyakti e nakArAtmaka vicArone aLagA karIne potAnI AgekUca jArI rAkhe che. maMjila para pragati sAdhavA mATe karelI eka vyuharacanA niSphaLa jAya, to navI bUharacanA ke navA abhigamano vicAra karavo joIe. A rIte dhyeyaprApti mATe prayatna karanAranA jIvanamAM pArAvAra muzkelI to AvavAnI, paNa dhyeya sudhI pahoMcavA mATe e muzkelIono sAmano karavAnuM eTaluM ja anivArya banavAnuM. bhItaranA kurukSetramAM vijaya meLavavo kaparo che ! bahAranA duzmanane parAjita karavA karatAM aMdaranA dumanane harAvavo vizeSa kaThina che. bahAranA duzmanane ApaNe pratyakSa joI zakIe chIe enA kayA bhAga ke sthAna para prahAra karavo e nakkI karavuM ApaNe mATe saraLa hoya che. enI nabaLI kaDI ApaNe jANatA hoIe chIe ane tethI ene harAvavo ApaNe mATe AsAna hoya che. aMdarano duzamana adRzya hoya che ane pahelAM to ene zodhI kADhavA mATe bhAre jahemata uThAvavI paDe che. kyAreka e eTalI sUkSma rIte pravartato hoya che ke enA sAcA rUpane pAmavuM ApaNe mATe ghaNuM kaparuM hoya che, jema ke hRdayamAM ahaMkAranuM pravartana eTaluM sUkSma rIte thatuM hoya che ke ghaNI vAra vANImAM namratA hoya, kiMtu enI pAchaLa eka prakArano ahaMkAra hoya che. bahAranA duzmana para eka vAra prahAra karIne eno nAza karIe eTale kArya ke vAta pUrNa thAya. paraMtu aMdarano dumana eka vAra mahAta thayo hoya topaNa pharI kaI rIte bahAra Avaze te kahI zakAtuM nathI. eka vAra vAsanA para vijaya meLavyo hoya, tethI ema mAnI zakAya nahIM ke aMdaranA duzmanano nAza thayo che. pharI bIjI vAra koI saMjogo ke uddIpako jAgatAM vAsanArUpI dumana saLavaLI UThe che ane ApaNA para punaH AkramaNa kare tevuM bane che, AthI aMdaranA duzmana para satata cokIpaherI rAkhavo paDe che ane enAM nimitto ane uddIpako vize paNa saheje gAphela rahevuM ApaNane paravaDe nahIM. ghaNI vAra bahAranA aneka duzmanone harAvanAra aMdaranA duzmanothI mahAta thato hoya che. bhayAnaka saMgrAmo khelIne vijaya meLavanAra paNa aMdaranA dumana AgaLa vAmaNo puravAra thAya che. duya saMgrAmamAM hajArone jItanAra karatAM eka AtmAne jItanArA AthI ja vadhu parAkramI gaNAyA che. 52 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 53

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- para parivartana sAdhavA mananI mAnyatAne badalIe potAnA rojiMdA jIvanamAM parivartana sAdhavAnI vyaktine vAraMvAra icchA jAge che. e vicAre che ke have AvatIkAlathI mAre A pramANe ja jIvavuM che. mAre taddana badalAvuM che, mAre vyasanamukta thavuM che. mAre sahiSNu banavuM che, paraMtu rAtorAta AvuM parivartana zakya nathI. parivartananI icchA eka vAta che, paraMtu parivartananI pahecAna mahattvanI bAbata che. vyaktinuM jIvana enI dhAraNA ane mAnyatAone AdhAre cAlatuM hoya che. moTA bhAganA vyavahAro ke vANI-vicAra ane vartana ApaNA mananI mAnyatA pramANe karIe chIe, AthI pahelI AvazyakatA mananI mAnyatA ane zraddhAne badalavAnI che. eka bAju tamane vizvAsa hoya ke vyasanathI cittane majA Ave che ane bIjI bAju vyasana choDavAno tame saMkalpa karatA ho, tyAre e saMkalpa siddha thavo azakya che. sahiSNu banavAno vicAra karo te pUrve kaI-kaI bAbato tamane akaLAvI mUke che tene jANavI joIe. tamArA svabhAvanI kaI khAsiyata tamArA gussAnuM nimitta bane che enI cikitsA karavI joIe, AthI ja potAnI mAnyatA ke zraddhAne pahelAM samajyA ane badalyA pachI ja parivartana lAvI zakAya. vyaktie enI mAnyatA ane zraddhAmAM sukha ane du:khano bhAva lapeTI dIdho hoya che. amuka vastu banaze to mane sukha maLaze ane amuka vastu thaze to mane pArAvAra duHkha thaze. amuka vyakti pratye mane rAga che ane amuka vyakti pratye mane dveSa che. A badhI mAnyatAnI gAMTho enA manamAM hoya che. jyAM sudhI AvI mAnyatAnI gAMTho hoya tyAM sudhI vyakti potAnAM vANI, vyavahAra ane jIvanazailImAM parivartana sAdhI zakato nathI. parivartana sAdhavAnI pUrvazarata che tamArI purANI mAnyatAne pahelAM badalavAnI, pachI badhI vAta. 53 dalIlabAjIthI tame lohIluhANa thaI jazo. keTalIka vyaktio mAtra dalIlabAjIthI jIvatI hoya che. emano tarka emanI dalIlane joza Ape che. enI AgrahabharI rajUAta Avega Ape che ane emano ahaMkAra A dalIlanI tIkSNa dhAra sajAve che. dalIla karanArano hetu potAnI vAta sAmI vyaktine ThasAvavAno hoya che ane ahIM ja e moTI thApa khAya che. potAnI vAta sAmI vyaktine samajAvavAne badale sAvavAno prayatna karatAM enI vAta vize sAmenI vyaktine zaMkA, azraddhA ke aNagamo utpanna thaze. dalIlo laIne dhUmanArA mAnavIo tarapha abhAva e mATe jovA maLe che ke teo bIjAnI vAtane kAne dharyA vinA potAno kakke sAco TheravavA maraNiyo prayAsa kare che. Avo prayAsa karavA jatAM e UkaLI UThe che, gussAthI hAtha ulALe che. bhavAM caDAve che, AkSepo karavA lAge che ane vAtAvaraNa kaluSita bane che. A dalIlabAjo koI sabhAmAM jAya che to emane dalIla karavAnI satata khaMjavALa AvatI hoya che, tethI prastuta hoya ke aprastuta, paNa dalIla karyA vinA emane cena paDatuM nathI. potAnI bolakI hAjarI purAvavAnuM emane khUba game che. paraMtu AvA dalIlabAjo vize koIne mAna hotuM nathI ane aMte to emane pIchehaTha karavAnI ja Ave che. samaya jatAM dalIla e zokha ke Adata banI jAya che. dalIlabAjI e enI abhivyaktinI zailI banI jAya che. kyAreka kSudra ahamUne poSavA mATe ke potAnI saMkIrNatAne paMpALavA mATe dalIlano upayoga thato hoya che. dalIla eka evuM zastra che ke aMte ene prayojanArane ja lohIluhANa kare che. 54 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 55

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54. pahelAM zrotA banIe, pachI samIkSaka zravaNa e kalA che. ekAgratA sAdhavAno yoga che. lIna thavAnI prakriyA che. zrotA tarIkeno parama dharma che. zravaNanI garimA bhUlIne ApaNe ene manoraMjananuM mAdhyama ke TAima-pAsanuM sAdhana banAvyuM che. pariNAme kAnathI sAMbhaLIe chIe kharA, paNa cittamAM kazuM pahoMcatuM nathI ne AtmA to sAva aspRzya rahe che. bolavAnI kaLA karatAM sAMbhaLavAnI kaLA vadhu muzkela ane vadhu mahattvanI che. vANInI kalAmAM vyaktinI AMtaracetanAnI abhivyakti hoya che, jyAre zravaNakalAmAM vyaktinI AMtarasthiratAnI kasoTI hoya che. ghaNI vAra savAla thAya ke sabhAmAM beThelI vyakti sAMbhaLe che kharI ? enA kAna khullA hoya, paNa bedhyAna hovAne kAraNe e baherA kAnavALo banI jAya che ! kyAreka e sAMbhaLe che kharo, paraMtu manamAM e vyaktinA zabdo ke vicAro pAmavAno prayAsa karavAne badale mAtra e vyaktinA guNadoSa vize ciMtana karato hoya che. ghaNI vyaktio zrotA hotI nathI, balake samIkSaka hoya che. e sAmI vyaktinI vAtane manamAM barAbara utAravAne badale enI manomana samIkSA karatI hoya che. enA doSo khoLatI jAya che ane ema karavA jatAM dhIre dhIre sabhAsthAne beThI hovA chatAM pravacanathI sAva vimukha banI jAya che. zrotAne eka adako lAbha e maLe che ke sAmI vyaktinA samagra saMvidhUne enA ekAda kalAkanA pravacanamAM pAmI zake che. vaktAnAM keTalAMya varSonA anubhavonuM navanIta ene thoDA kalAkamAM maLI jAya che. AvuM hovA chatAM bahu ochI vyaktio pUrNarUpe zrotA bane che. zrotAdharma bajAvavA icchanAre sAmI vyaktinA zabdo ane vicArone pUrNapaNe pAmavAno prayAsa karavo joIe, to ja enI vicArasRSTi pAmavAno pUrNalAbha prApta thAya. kk vijJAnInI jema paDakArono sAmano karIe jIvananI pratyeka paDakArarUpa paristhitino koI ne koI ukela to hoya che ja, paraMtu paDakAra ane tenA ukela vaccenuM aMtara dhairya, kuneha ane hiMmata mAgatuM hoya che. keTalIka vyaktio paDakAra sAme AMkha mIMcI de che, jyAre keTalIka vyaktio paDakAra joIne enAthI dUra nAsI jAya che. AvI vyaktione mATe paDakAra e pUrNavirAma banI jAya che. hakIkatamAM pratyeka paDakAranI pahelAM oLakha meLavavAnI jarUra hoya che. keTalAMka kAma ane kartavya jIvanamAM siddha karavAnAM anivArya hoya che. A anivAryanuM nivAraNa karavuM paNa jarUrI che. jo e anivAryanI upekSA karIzuM to kAM to niSphaLatA maLaze athavA to e paDakAra vadhu ne vadhu moTo, gaMbhIra ane parezAnIrUpa banato jaze. jIvanamAM AvatA paDakArano ukela jarUrI hoya che ane ema karavA jatAM kyAreka potAne muzkelI ke hAni thavAno paNa bhaya hoya che. enA ukela mATe mathavuM paDe che . pIDA paNa bhogavavI paDe che, Ama chatAM je karavuM ati Avazyaka ane anivArya che e karavuM ja joIe ane ema karavAno prayAsa karanAra samaya jatAM emAM siddhi meLavato hoya che. koI bAbatane azakya mAnIne mAMDI vALavI joIe nahIM, paNa satata enI pAchaLanI zakyatAo khojavI joIe ane e zakyatAono sahAro laIne tarka, lAgaNI ane anubhava dvArA ene ukelavAno prayAsa karavo joIe to jIvananA anivArya paDakArono ukela maLI jaze. jIvananA paDakAranA ukela mATe mathanArA mAnavI pAse vaijJAnika jevI satata khoja-saMzodhananI dhagaza hovI joIe. eka prayogamAM saphaLatA na maLe, to ene bAjue rAkhIne bIjo prayoga hAtha dhare che. jIvananA paDakArano sAmano karanAre prayatno karavAmAM pAchA vaLIne jovuM joIe nahIM. 56 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 57

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- 56 - Atma'ne jANyA vinA 'hatyA' karavA doDI jAva cho keTalIka vyaktio potAnA vartamAna jIvanane satata dhikkAratI hoya che. e potAnI AjanI jiMdagI pratye tiraskAra dharAvatI hoya che ane AvI nakAmI, parezAnIbharI, naraka samI jiMdagI maLI eno divasa-rAta vasavaso karatI hoya che. rojiMdA jIvanamAM Dagale ne pagale sva-jIvana aMge nisAsA nAkhatI hoya che, paraMtu A vyakti e hakIkata vIsarI jAya che ke tame tamArI jiMdagIne game teTalI tiraskArazo, topaNa tamAre e jIvavAnI to che ja. ene jeTalI dhikkarazo eTalI dhikkaranI bhAvanA tamArA dilamAM Avaze ane tethI svajIvana dhikkarapAtra banaze, paNa ethIya AgaLa vadhIne tamArI jIvanadRSTi ja dhikkarabharI banI jaze. AsapAsanA mANaso aLakhAmaNo lAgaze. vAraMvAra emanA para bredhAyamAna thaI ja zo. kyAreka AvezamAM citta parano kAbU gumAvIne emane kaTuvacano ke apazabdo kahezo. koIka vAra hiMsaka humalo paNa karI besazo, kAraNa ke potAnI jiMdagIne dhikkaranArane bIjAnA jIvana mATe kazo Adara hoto nathI. AthI vyaktinuM mahattvanuM kArya e svajIvanane cAhavAnuM che. jIvanamAM je sthitimAM hoya, je zArIrika zakti-maryAdA dharAvato hoya, je pArivArika paristhiti hoya, tene svIkArIne eNe sva-jIvanane cAhavuM joIe. enuM sIdhuMsAduM kAraNa eTaluM ja ke tame jIvanane cAhazo ke dhikkarazo, paraMtu e jIvana tamArA AyuSyakALa daramiyAna tamArI sAthe ja rahevAnuM che . saheja viparIta paristhiti udbhavatAM vyakti potAnA vartamAna jIvana pratye nirAza ane udAsIna banI jAya che. jIvana bojarUpa lAgatAM AtmahatyA bhaNI dorAya che. tame hajI tamArA 'Atma'ne cAhyo ja nathI, tyAM vaLI enI 'hatyA' karavA kema dhasI jAva cho ? - pa7 karuNA janmatI nathI, mRtyu pAmatI nathI mAnavI prakRtie guNavAna hovA chatAM avaguNonI khANa kema banI gayo? enA hRdayamAM karuNA satata pravAhita hovA chatAM e zA mATe krUra ane ghAtakI banI gayo ? hakIkatamAM karuNA e eno svabhAva hovAthI ene enuM sarjana karavuM paDatuM nathI ke enuM visarjana karavuM paDatuM nathI. e karuNA koI kAraNathI jAgatI nathI ke e karuNA koI nimittathI visarAI jatI nathI. Ama chatAM mAnava karuNAmaya jIvanane badale svArthI jIvana kema jIve che ? aMgata lAbhane khAtara anyane hAni karatAM kema acakAto nathI ? potAnuM sAdhya siddha karavA mATe e koI paNa dAnavI ke amAnavIya sAdhana ajamAvatAM kema acakAto-khacakAto nathI ? A badhI kSaNoe enA hRdayamAM karuNA to vahetI ja hoya che. mAtra enA para avarodha ke AvaraNa AvI gayuM hoya che. AkAzamAM sUrya to sadA camakato hoya che. enI AgaLa vAdaLonuM AcchAdana thAya to sUrya thoDA samaya mATe DhaMkAI jAya che, paNa eno artha e nathI ke sUrya saMpUrNapaNe asta ke naSTa thayelo che. karuNA ane krUratA vacce bheda e che ke karuNA janmatI nathI ane mRtyu pAmatI nathI. krUratA janme che ane mRtyu pAme che. kUratA kyAreka pragaTa thAya che ane karuNA para AvaraNa nAkhI de che, paraMtu e kUratA dUra thaze eTale tarata ja karuNA ApoApa anubhavAze. krUratAne pragaTavA mATe kAraNa joIe. koI AdhAra ke sAdhana joIe, karuNAne pragaTAvavAnI hotI nathI, e to mAnavahRdayamAM aviratapaNe vahetI hoya che. zoka aMgata hoya che, karuNA sArvatrika che. zokamAM duHkha che, karuNAmAM sneha che. svajananA mRtyuthI zoka thAya che, koI parAyAnI pIDA joIne karuNA jAge che. zokane 'sva'nI sImA vaLagelI che, karuNA pAse 'sarva" pratye asIma saMvedanA hoya che. 58 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 59.

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- pa8 phATaphATa samRddhi korIkaTa daridratA lAge che ! Akho divasa vAdaLachAyuM AkAza hoya ane sUryanuM eka kiraNa paNa jovA na maLe, tyAre ene pAmavA mATe mana keTaluM badhuM taDapatuM hoya che ! e prakAza vinA vAtAvaraNa gamagIna ane udAsa lAge che ane citta para bhAre bojano anubhava thAya che. evA vAdaLachAyA AkAzamAMthI kiraNa phUTe, dhIre dhIre sUryano prakAza phelAya tyAre mane kevuM nAcI UThe che ! prakAzanI sAthe cittane gADha saMbaMdha che. e ja manane tAjagI, skUrti ane utsAha Ape che, paraMtu jyAre AtmAmAM prakAzano anubhava thAya che tyAre ema lAge che ke bahAranuM aMdhAruM ke prakAza - e saghaLuM ja aMdhakAramaya hatuM. jene utsAhapreraka prakAza mAnatA hatA e paNa kyAM prakAza che ? bhItarano prakAza maLatAM bahArano prakAza aMdhakAramAM parivartana pAme che. dhIredhIre bahArano prakAza ke aMdhakAra badhuM ja ogaLI jAya che ane bhItaramAM prakAzanuM ajavALuM satata phelAyeluM rahe che. A bhItarano prakAza koI AkAra dharAvato nathI, koI vastu sAthe saMbaMdhita nathI. mAtra eno anubhava vyaktinA aNue aNumAM vyApI rahe che. e prakAzamAMthI jAgatI dRSTi ja gatane badalI nAkhe che, pahelAM bahAra je dekhAtuM hatuM ane jenI cAhanA hatI e badhuM zUnyavata banI jAya che. bahAranI gamagInI ke utsAha osarI jAya che. e prakAzano kaMI rIte ugama thayo, eno saheje aNasAra nahoto, paNa bhItarano A prakAza vyaktinuM astitva palaTI nAkhe che. duniyA evI ja beDhaMgI hoya che, paNa prakAzanI prApti pachI saghaLA DhaMga badalAI jAya che. jIvana e ja hoya che, paNa jIvananA raMga palaTAI jAya che. pahelAM lAla raMganuM AkarSaNa hatuM. have zveta raMga pasaMda paDe che. pahelAM jemAM phATaphATa samRddhi joI hatI, tyAM korI kaTa nirdhanatA najare paDe che. - pa9 putrane potAnI icchAno paDachAyo banAvazo nahIM kalpanA paNa karI na hoya tema mAtApitA potAnA bALaka para bojarUpa bane che. teo temanA mananI icchA ane mahattvAkAMkSAno boja nAnI vayanA zizu para lAde che ane ene e dizAmAM doravAno yatna kare che. pitAnI icchA putra vepArI bane tevI hoya, to te putranA janmathI ja ene vepArI tarIke joze. enI vepArI tarIkenI kuneha khIlavavA koziza karaze. potAnA anubhavo ane siddhio kahIne bALakane e dizAmAM vALavA prayAsa karaze. ene mATe koI rasto paNa banAvI rAkhaze. Ama pitA je hoya che te athavA to je banI zakyA nathI te, potAno putra bane tene mATe prayAsa karatA hoya che ane tethI ja pitAnI atRpta icchA ke mahattvAkAMkSAono boja bALaka para paDato hoya che. bALakane potAnI icchAno paDachAyo banAvavA vicAratA hoya che. putrane enjiniyara banAvavAnI icchAvALA pitAne ema jANa thAya ke putrane nATyavidyA ke saMgItakalAmAM rasa che, to pitA becena banI jaze, kAraNa ke ene to bALakane potAnI icchAnA DhAMcAmAM DhALavo che. emAM kazuMka pratikULa thAya to pitAno dimAga jato rahe che ane bALakanA bhAvi vize ghaNI vAra nAhI nAkhe che. pitAnA A 'boja'ne kAraNe bALakano naisargika vikAsa rUMdhAya che. enI aMdara paDelI sarjanAtmakatA gUMgaLAya che. pitA enA khyAlothI bALakane bAMdhavA prayAsa kare che tyAre pitAne mana jenuM mUlya hoya che, te bALakane mana sAva tuccha hoya che. bALaka kalAkAra banavA mAgato hoya, to ene kyAreya aDhaLaka dhanasaMpattinA svAmI thavAno vicAra nahIM Ave, paraMtu aDhaLaka saMpattino svAmI evo eno pitA bALakanI kalAruci pratye tiraskAra dAkhavIne ene potAne raste laI javA prayAsa karaze. bALakane mAtra prema Apavo e ja pUratuM nathI, ene oLakhavo joIe ane enI icchAone Adara Apavo ghaTe. 60 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 61

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60 - pArakI AMkhamAMthI premI joto hoya che ! 61 kinArAnuM laMgara ane madhadariyAnuM jahAja judAM hoya che baMdara para lAMgareluM jahAja keTaluM badhuM salAmata hoya che ! ene na koI mojAM ephaLAtAM hoya che ke na dariyAmAM uparataLe thatuM hoya che. koI jhaMjhAvAto ene DolAvatA nathI, to dizAnI zodhamAM ene Amatema bharadariye bhaTakavuM paDatuM nathI. e nirAMte dariyAkinAre laMgara nAkhIne UbhuM hoya che, paNa A jahAjanuM sarjana A mATe thayuM che ? enA nirmANano hetu A ja che? nA. enuM kAma to dariyAnI vacce mojAMonI thapATo khAtAkhAtAM ane keTalIya Aphato jhIlatAM potAno mArga zodhavAnuM che. emAM ja enA sarjananI sArthakatA samAyelI premanuM eka rUpa che sukhanI zodha ane enuM bIjuM rUpa che sukhanuM samarpaNa. vyakti prema pAmavA nIkaLe tyAre jo enA dvArA sukha pAmavA nIkaLaze to enI pAchaLa enI 'icchA' nihita hoya che. e sukha prApta thAya to enA premane AnaMda thAya che ane sukha na maLe to manane udAsI thAya che. prAptinI AzAe thayelo prema sadAya vaNachIyo rahe che ane emAM satata bharatI-oTa AvatAM rahe che. premI dvArA thatI sukhanI zodha kyAreka prAptinI AkAMkSAmAM parivartita thaI jAya che ane jo e prApti na thAya to prema zunya banI jAya che. premI becena thaI jAya che ane premamAM visaMvAda Ubho thAya che. premano bIjo prakAra te prAptino nahIM, paNa samarpaNano che. jyAM vyakti sarvasva samarpita karIne prema kare che. e samaye enA premamAM koI svArtha, prApti ke uddeza hoto nathI. premano anubhava e ja enI mukhya bAbata hoya che ane ethI e premano jemajema anubhava meLavato jAya che, tematema be vyakti vacceno hRdayasparza thato jAya che. Avo prema e koI mAgaNI para AdhArita nathI. koI apekSA para jIvato nathI. e vicAre che ke jIvanamAM prApti ke aprApti e badhAnI pAchaLa koI kAraNa hoya to te pote che, potAno premI nahIM. svajIvananI niSphaLatA, atRpti ke ajaMpAne mATe e potAne doSa Apaze, potAnA premane ke priyajanane nahIM ! premInI AMkhamAM priyajana vasato nathI, paNa priyajananI AMkhathI premI joto hoya che. milananI jhaMkhanA ke virahanI vedanAnI baMne samAna rUpe pIDA anubhave che, vattA-ochI nahIM. AthI ja premane sthaLa-kALa ke rUpa-raMganI maryAdA naDatI nathI. AkAze sUrya Uge ane dharatI para sUrajamukhI khIle, evI sAhajika A ghaTanA che. vyakti jyAre salAmata jIvana jIvavAno vicAra kare che, tyAre baMdaramAM UbhelA jahAjanuM smaraNa thAya che, paraMtu vyakti jyAre jIvana sArthakyano vicAra kare tyAre jhaMjhAvAtamAM Amatema phaMgoLAtuM jahAja dekhAya che. navI dizAmAM AgaLa vadhavAnuM enAmAM saMkalpabaLa dekhAya che. saMkalpabaLa vinAno mAnavI na to navI dRSTi dharAve che ke na to navI dizA. e to kyAMka salAmatI zodhIne paga vALIne besI gayo hoya che. mahAna sAhasavIro pAse eka dhyeya hatuM. e dhyeya siddha karavA mATeno saMkalpa hato ane tethI ja A sAhasavIro jagatane navAnavA dezonI bheTa ApI gayA che. enI dRSTi khAbociyAMnA khUNAone mApatI nathI, paraMtu aphATa sAgarane bAthamAM levAnI koziza kare che ane e ja vyakti jIvanamAM potAnI dRSTine dhyeyane siddha karI zake che. sAgaramAM UchaLatAM mojAM emane DarAvI zakatAM nathI. tophAnI dariyAnI kalpanA emane DagAvI zakatI nathI. saphara kheDatAM jaLasamAdhi lenArAM jahAjo ke javAMmardonI dAstAno emane thaMbhAvI zakatI nathI. emanI najara dariyA para nahIM, kiMtu dariyApAranA dezo para hoya che. 62 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava

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- 62 roja sonerI savAra Uge che ! u3 mana zayana kare, to nidrA Ave ! savAre nidrAtyAga karatI vakhate tamArI manaHsthiti kevI hoya che ? keTalIka vyaktio pathArImAMthI UThatAM pUrve ghaNo lAMbo samaya ALasa sAthe ALoTyA kare che. keTalAka jAgyA pachI pathArImAM paDyApaDyA taMdrAvasthAmAM adhakacarAM svapnonI mohanidrAmAM DUbI jatA hoya che. koIkane vaLI UMgha pUrI thayA bAda pathArImAM paDyApacA lAMbA samaya sudhI AsapAsanA avAjo sAMbhaLavAnI Adata hoya che. keTalAke AkhI rAta gADha nidrA nathI AvI, tenA vasavasA sAthe pathArImAM paDayA rahe che ane pachI mAMDamAMDa koI hAtha kheMcIne uThADatuM hoya tema UThe che. rAtabhara svapnonI sRSTimAM 2maNabhramaNa karyA pachI thAkelA manathI e AMkha khole che ane vItelAM svapnono boja enA mana para TIMgAyelo hoya che. A badhI bAbato e vyaktinA samagra divasanI kAryazakti para asara karatI hoya che, jenA divasano AraMbha viSAdathI thAya che ane viSAdamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavA mATe AkheAkhI savAra joIe chIe. sUrya madhyAhna Ave tyAre eno 'mUDa' barAbara thAya che. savAranI kSaNo samagra divasane ghATa ApatI hoya Adhunika mAnavI enI ati vyastatAne kAraNe e bhUlI gayo che ke enA jIvanamAM nidrAnuM paNa koI sthAna che. ati pravRttizIla mAnavI palaMga para sUe che kharo, paraMtu e daramiyAna enA manamAM divasabharanI pravRttionuM anusaMdhAna satata cAlu hoya che. enuM mAthuM ozIkA para TekavyuM hoya che, paraMtu e mastiSkamAM AveluM mana to bajAranI vadhaghaTamAM DUbeluM hoya che. enA zarIrane ArAma nathI, kAraNa ke hajI dukAnano hisAba adhUro che. enA hRdayamAM lohInA paribhramaNanI sAthosAtha keTalIya adhUrI yojanAonuM paribhramaNa cAlatuM hoya che. enA mananI caMcaLatA jevI divase hatI, evI ja palaMga para sUtI vakhate hoya che ane enI sakriyatAmAM lezamAtra parivartana thatuM nathI. mAtra paristhitimAM parivartana hoya che, pahelAM e potAnI oNphisamAM hato ane atyAre potAnA gharanA palaMga para che. bAkI badhuM emanuM ema che ane tethI ja A mAnavIne UMgha meLavavA mATe davAno Azaro levo paDe che . vRkSa nirAMte ArAma kare che, pazupakSIne kyAreya anidrAno roga lAgu paDyo nathI. garIba mAnavIne anidrA kanaDI zakatI nathI, paraMtu ati pravRttizIla evA dhanika mAnavIne nidrA mATe taraphaDiyAM mAravAM paDe che. hakIkatamAM enuM mana taraphaDiyAM mAratuM hoya che ane tethI ja nidrA enAthI keTalAya gAu dUra cAlI gaI hoya che. mAnavI zayana kare eTale nidrA na Ave. enuM mana zayana kare, tyAre nidrA Ave. jAgatuM-doDatuM mana sUtelA mANasane jAgato-doDato rAkhe che. thAkelA zarIrano, zokagrasta manano ane vyasta jIvanano koI visAmo hoya to te nidrA che. vyakti AMkha khole e sAthe eNe manomana vicAravuM joIe ke Ajano divasa evo Ugyo che ke jevo suMdara divasa mArA jIvanamAM pUrve kadApi Ugyo nathI. AjanI savAra AyuSyanI eka anokhI savAra che, jene kAraNe Aje mAro Akho divasa sarasa jaze. prAraMbhanI kSaNone je AnaMda ane ullAsathI bharI de che eno divasa Akho AnaMdanI raMgoLI banI rahe che. pratyeka divasa sonerI taka laIne tamArI sAme Ave che. pratyeka uSA jIvanamAM nUtana upAnuM sarjana kare che. 64 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 65

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64 zarIranI ghaDiyALanA kAMTAno avAja sAMbhaLIe samaya batAvatI ghaDiyALa jonArA mAnavIe zarIranI ghaDiyALa paNa jovI joIe. keTalIka vyaktio samayanI ghaDiyALa sAthe zarIranI ghaDiyALane kacakacAvIne bAMdhI de che. e nirdhAra kare che ke game te thAya, topaNa savAre pAMca vAge UThI javuM ane ThaMDA pANImAM snAna karavuM. kaDakaDatI ThaMDI hoya topaNa e koI ja ke haThAgrahInI mAphaka potAnA 'saMkalpa'nuM pAlana kare che. Ama karavAnI enA zarIrane nAmarajI hoya, to e zarIrane cAbuka mArIne jagADe che ane koI saramukhatyAranI mAphaka ene ziyALAmAM ThaMDA pANIe snAna karAve che. UMgha adhUrI rahetI hoya, zarIrano thAka Utaryo na hoya topaNa e niyamabhaMga karavA cAhato nathI, niyama eTale niyama. emAM kyAreya TasathI masa thavAnuM na hoya ema mAnanArA loko jIvananI skUrti ane AnaMdane gumAve che ane niyamanI jaDatAne pakaDIne UchaLakUda karatA hoya che. adhUrI UMghane kAraNe emanA svabhAvamAM akaLAmaNa Avaze, divasa daramiyAna e akaLAmaNa gussAnuM svarUpa leze. zarIrane pUrato ArAma maLato nahIM hovAthI e vahelA thAkI jaze, paraMtu badhI bAbatamAM e samayanI ghaDiyALane pUche che, zarIranI ghaDiyALanI koI paravA karatA nathI. hakIkatamAM vyaktie nidrAno samaya nakkI karavA mATe ghaDiyALanA kAMTAne nahIM, paNa potAnA zarIranI ghaDiyALane pUchavuM joIe. zarIranI ghaDiyALa barAbara cAle te mATe samayanI ghaDiyALanA pAvarane badale ahIM ArAma ane pUratI nidrAnI jarUra che. vyaktie potAnA zarIranI ghaDiyALane lakSamAM rAkhIne nidrAno samaya nakkI karavo joIe. kyAre UThavuM ane kyAre sUI javuM, e ghaDiyALane badale zarIranA hAthamAM soMpavuM joIe. - 65. tochaDAM nAmo vAparanAra khUnI che keTalIka vyaktio 'phaibA-vRttithI pIDAtI hoya che. pratyeka vyaktinI zArIrika ke svabhAvagata khAsiyata lakSamAM rAkhIne enA nAmane badale bIjI rIte ene bolAve che. ochI UMcAIvALI vyaktino e 'ThIMgujI" tarIke ullekha karaze. mahenatu mANasane 'veThiyo' kaheze ane alpa buddhizaktivALAne 'bAgho' ke vicitra dekhAva dharAvanArane 'kArTuna" kaheze. enA mULa nAmathI ene vize vAta karavAne badale tiraskArasUcaka 'upanAma 'thI bolAvanAra vyakti nirbaLa mAnasikatA ane zudra vaicArikatA dharAve che. enA manamAM rahelI tamAma vyaktio mATeno tiraskAra enA tochaDA zabdomAM vyakta thAya che athavA to potAnI nirbaLatAne DhAMkavA ke ahamane poSavA mATe e tochaDAIno Azaro le che. jIvananI sthULatAmAM racyApacyA ane sapATI para jIvatA AvA lokonI vANI e emanA rugNa mAnasanuM pragaTIkaraNa che. sAmenI vyakti pratyeno dveSa pragaTa karavAnuM mAdhyama bane che. AnI pAchaLa duvRtti kAma karatI hoya che. vaLI vyaktine 'Dabbo', 'paMtujI', 'laMbu' ke 'bAma' evAM nAmothI oLakhIne enA samagra vyaktitvane ghora anyAya karIe chIe. enA vyaktitvanAM UjaLAM pAsAMnI upekSA karIe chIe. jenuM navuM 'upanAma pADyuM haze, tene enA upanAmanI khabara paDaze tyAre bolanAra tarapha tiraskAra ane dhikkAra jAgaze. enA manamAM e vizeno DaMkha raheze. e vyakti pAsethI tame je cAhatA hazo te meLavI zakazo nahIM, balake dhIre dhIre enAM dveSa, upekSA ane gussAnuM kAraNa banazo. tamArA uddhodhanamAMthI AvI nakArAtmakatA ane tiraskArane ogALI nAMkhajo, nahIM to tamane ja e vyakti mATe prayojAyelA zabdano bacAva karavo bhAre paDI jaze. 66 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 67

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- 66 TIkAkAronI ruNa manovRtti para dayA karajo ! saMvedanazIla vyaktine AlocanA akaLAvanArI lAge che, kAraNa ke Alocake ene akaLAvavA mATe ja TIkA-TippaNanA tIvra prahAra karyA hoya che. AvA TIkAkhoranI dRSTi anyanI TIkA para ja hoya che ane tethI e haMmezAM bIjAnuM bUruM jovA TevAyelo hoya che. naThArAnI zodha karato hoya che ane taka maLe e koI ne koI rIte TIkA karato hoya che . saphaLa vyaktioe sauthI moTI sajjatA keLavavAnI hoya to te TIkAkhorono sAmano karavAnI che. TIkAkhoro emanI mAtra TIkA ja karatA nathI, paraMtu e TIkAne vadhu ne vadhu jAhera ane jANItI karavAnI koziza kare che. koIka vAra kAnaphUsIthI, koIka vAra chAnIcha5nI rIte to koIka vAra khoTo rasto ajamAvIne paNa e potAnA nidAsane tRpta karatA hoya che. AvI vyaktinuM lakSya ja bIjAnI TIkA karavAnuM hoya che ane tethI e samaya jatAM potAnA TIkAkArothI gherAI jato hoya che ! ochAmAM ocho parizrama karanArAo TIkA karavAno vadhu ne vadhu zrama letA hoya che. manamAM vera ane jhera rAkhanArAo ene vadhAravA mATe niMdAno upayoga karatA hoya che. AgaLa vadhI gayelI vyaktine pAchI pADavAnI zakti na hoya, tyAre tenI AlocanA karIne ene pAchI pADavAno vyartha prayAsa karatA hoya che. vyaktie paNa AvA TIkAkhoronI TIkAnI upekSA karavI joIe. emanI rUNa manovRtti paratve dayA khAvI joIe. emanI mAnasika durdazA mATe sahAnubhUti keLavavI joIe ane TIkAkhorone javAba ApavAno sauthI moTo mArga pragatinA patha para vadhu ne vadhu AgaLa vadhavAno che. jIvananuM sAcuM saranAmuM mRtyu che vyaktinA jIvanasamagranuM saranAmuM kayuM ? caherA ane moharA oDhIne, daMbha ane ADaMbara dhAraNa karIne tathA prema ane prapaMcano khela khelIne mAnavI jIve che. jIvanaparyata bahurUpIno veza dhAraNa karIne svayaMne satata chupAvI rAkhe che. pote je nathI, te dekhAvA prayatna kare che. jemAM nathI mAnato, temAM pUrNa zraddhAno DoLa kare che. pote je che, tene jANavAnI e koziza karato nathI. kAraNa ke e koziza karatAM ane bhaya lAge che. tyAre vyaktinA samagra jIvananI nirNayAtmaka kSaNa kaI ? e kSaNa che enA mRtyunI. e kSaNe mAnavI pAradarzaka ane nirAvaraNa hoya che. e kSaNe e koI dAvapeca khelato nathI ane koI ADaMbara sevato nathI. mRtyunI kSaNamAM enuM AkhuM jIvana samAI jAya che. enA dIrgha jIvanano hisAba A eka kSaNamAM prApta thAya che. jIvana sAphalyano AnaMda ke viphaLatAno vasavaso e kSaNe pragaTa thAya che. saMpatti ke sattA pAchaLa jiMdagI gumAvyAnAM AMsu enI AMkhamAM Avaze. eno moha sarI ja che, bAhya dekhAva bhUMsAI jaze ane e bIjA sAthe ke svayaM sAthenA prapaMcathI alaga thaIne mAtra mAnavI banI raheze. jIvananI sauthI sAcI kSaNa e mRtyunI kSaNa che. e dareka mAnavInA jIvananuM sAcuM saranAmuM che. mRtyunI kSaNano vicAra karIne jIvananI kSaNo pAsethI hisAba lIdho hota to ? mRtyunI veLAne vicArIne jIvanamAM vakhatano mahimA karyo hota to ? mRtyunA aMtane vicArIne siddhi-samRddhi ke parigrahanI doDanA aMtano jIvanamAM khyAla karyo hota to ! mRtyu e sAcA jIvanano sarvazreSTha zikSaka che. 68 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 69

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68 jIbha jeTalo ja kAnane adhikAra che ! bIjAnI vAta ke enA vicArane tame 'kAna Apo cha' kharA ? keTalIka vyaktio potAnI vAta ja kahyuM jAya che ane potAnA ja vicAro jhIMkya rAkhe che. emanA vaktavyamAM kyAreya pUrNavirAma AvatuM nathI. vaLI, satata bolatI vakhate teo ema mAne che ke sAmenI vyakti para pote prabhAva pADI rahI che ! emane e khyAla Avato nathI ke sAmenI vyakti emanI vAtane keTaluM vajUda Ape che ane emanA vicArane keTaluM 'vajana Ape che. patnI, mitra, sAthIo ke sahakarmacArIonI vAta sAMbhaLavAne badale potAnI ja vAta kahenAra jIvanamAM ghaNA visaMvAda sarje che. jIbhanA jeTalo ja kAnano mahimA che. jIbhanI caMcaLatA ane kAnanI sthitisthApakatA baMne vacce samatulana sAdhavAnI jarU2 che. jIbhano ati vaparAza karanArA sAmI vyaktinA kAnane anyAya kare che. dareka vyaktine abhivyakta thavAnI icchA hoya che. jo eno pati, mitra ke sahakarmacArI e na sAMbhaLe, to e bIjAne potAnI vAta kahevA mATe doDI jaze. dareka vyaktine vyakta thavuM hoya che ane e vyakta na thAya tyAM sudhI gUMgaLAtI rahe che. gRhasthajIvana hoya ke vyavasAyavana - paNa emAM bIjAnI vAta ke vicAra sAMbhaLavAnI zakti ghaNI mahattvanI bane che ane enA para ja enI saphaLatAno AdhAra hoya che. potAno vicAra bIjA para lAdavAne badale bIjAno vicAra jANavAnI koziza karavI joIe. kadAca e bIjI vyakti tamArI potAno ja vicAra kahetI hoya! vaLI jo eno vicAra potAnA vicArathI judo haze, to sAmI vyaktinA vicArane samajIne ene yogya rIte vALavAnI taka maLaze, AthI e vyaktine paNa lAgaze ke enI vAta ahIM saMbhaLAya che. ene vyakta thavAnI pUrI mokaLAza 69 eka AMkhamAM saMtoSa, bIjI AMkhe pragati ! jIvananA utsAhane mANavA mATe eka AMkhamAM saMtoSane vasAvo ane bIjI AMkhamAM pragatine rAkho. eka najara saMtoSa para haze, to je pAmyA hoIe teno AnaMda maLaze. je meLavyuM enI majA paDaze. je 'che' teno saMtoSa haze. vyakti pAse skUTara haze, to skUTara dharAvavAno saMtoSa enA manamAM raheze. moTara nahIM hovAnA abhAvanA ajaMpAthI e pIDAtI nahIM hoya. jIvananI ghaNI vedanAo prAptinI upekSA ane aprAptinI mahecchAthI sarjAtI hoya che. e vyakti skUTara para ghUmavAnI majA mANI zakaze nahIM, kAraNa ke bIjAnI moTara enA haiyAmAM sadAya Aga jharatI rAkhaze. jIvana AkhuM becenI ane hatAzAmAM jaze ane dhIre dhIre jIvanamAM sadAne mATe je meLavyuM hoya, te bhulAtuM jAya che ane je nathI te citta para savAra thaIne besI jAya che. vyaktie bIjI AMkha pragati para TheravavI joIe ane ene mATe puruSArthathI sadAya pragatino paDakAra jhIlavo joIe. e saMtoSanI palAMThI jarUra vALaze, paraMtu e Asane besIne pragati mATenA puruSArthano vicAra karaze. vadhu siddhi meLavanArI vyaktio ke vibhUtio pAsethI preraNA leze. vibhUtio mAtra pUjA, arcanA ke pratimA khaDI karavA mATe nathI. emano hetu to ApaNane jIvanamAM pragati mATe preraNApIyUSa pAvAno che. vicArako, vijJAnIo ane kalAkAronA jIvanamAMthI preraNA pAmIne pragati karavI joIe, manamAM saMtoSa sAthe hAthamAM pragati rAkhavI joIe. AvuM na thAya to saMtoSa, pramAda ke niSkriyatAmAM parivartana thaI jAya che. prApti aMge saMtoSa ane prApta karavAnuM che, tene mATe pragati baMnenuM samatolana sAdhavuM joIe. 70 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 71

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adhyAtmanI plAsamAM bharatI-oTa hotAM nathI mAnavInuM jIvana eTale vaNachIpI tarasa. ene eka evI tarasa hoya che ke jene chipAvavA mATe e satata prayAsa karato hoya che. koIne dhananI tarasa hoya che, to koIne padanI bhUkha hoya che. koIne samRddhinI tarasa pIDatI hoya che, to koInuM hRdaya priyajananA viyoganI tarasathI taraphaDatuM hoya che. premanI paNa eka pyAsa hoya che ane e pyAsa bujhAvavA mATe mAnavI prayatna karato hoya che. enI premanI khAsa ene satata jhaMkhanAo, svapno, AzAo ane AkAMkSAo para doDAve che. enI A tRSA kyAreka tRpta thAya che, to kyAreka e mRgatRSNA banI rahe che ! 70 A badhI tRSAomAM kyAreka AnaMda to kyAreka viSAda Ave che. thoDuM sukha ane vadhu duHkha Ave che. jhaMkhanAnI tIvratA ane prApti thatAM zUnyatAno anubhava thAya che, paraMtu jyAre ene adhyAtmanI tarasa jAge che tyAre tarasanuM rUpa ane enuM sauMdarya sAva badalAI jAya che. bhautika jIvananI tarasamAM enA cittane keTalAya saMgharSo veThavA paDe che, tyAre adhyAtmanI tarasa ene eka AnaMda sthitimAM rAkhe che. pariNAme enA jIvanamAMthI sthULa AnaMdo, kSudra vastuo ane bhautika eSaNAonI bAdabAkI thaI jAya che, eTaluM ja nahIM paNa e koI virATa gaganamAM UDavA lAge che. enuM A uDDayana evuM hoya che ke have ene jIvananI koI pyAsa pajavatI nathI. jIvananI pyAsamAM kSaNabhaMguratA hatI to adhyAtmanI pyAsamAM ciraMjIvatA che. emAM bharatI ke oTa nathI. emAM AzA ke nirAzA nathI, paNa e badhAthI para evA jvanano ullAsa ane parama prasannatA che. ciMtA ke pIDA, avasthA ke apamAnane pAra vasatI svastha, svaccha, zAMta jaLa samI samatA che. 72 kSaNano utsava 71 prakRtinA AnaMdanI bAdabAkIno anartha ! kyAreya tamane samagra brahmAMDanI anubhUti thaI che kharI ? mAnavI brahmAMDamAM vase che, paraMtu potAnA keTalAya aMzone e gumAvI rahyo che . eno eka aMza che vyApakatAno anubhava. paraMtu ene zokha che potAnA ekadaMDiyA mahelamAM jvavAno. Ane pariNAme e AkAzamAM UDatAM paMkhIonuM gIta ke jharaNAMnA vahetA pravAhanuM saMgIta sAMbhaLI zakato nathI. chalochala prakRti vacce jIvato hovA chatAM eno ene lagIre anubhava thato nathI. pazuo tarapha enI koI dRSTi keLavAyelI nathI. kAM temane pAMjarAmAM keda thayelAM jue che athavA to raste rajhaLatAM jue che. sacarAcara sRSTinI vAta karanAra mAnavI e sacarAcarano anubhava pAmI zakato nathI ane ene pariNAme enA vanamAM eka prakArano khAlIpo Ubho thAya che. eno bAhya sRSTi sAtheno saMbaMdha jeTalo kSINa thAya che, eTalI enI AMtarasRSTinI vyathA vadhe che, prakRti ane prANIjagata sAtheno eno anubaMdha tUTI gayo che ane tethI jIvananA keTalAya nirvyAja AnaMdanAM sthAno e khoI beTho che. kyAreya ekAMta pradezamAM ke hariyALA parvatanI godamAM e palAMThI vALIne vRkSo ke pakSIo sAthe saMvAda karato nathI. kyAreya choDa para AvatI kumaLI kUMpaLa ke vRkSa para AvatAM rasamadhura phLane joIne enuM mana nAcatuM nathI. nIrava ekAMtamAM prakRtimAMthI UThatA svaro-udgAronuM kAna mAMDIne zravaNa karato nathI. jIvananI doDadhAma vacce nisarganA dazyane manamAM khaDuM karIne navI cetanA anubhavato nathI. e vicArato nathI ke prANI sAthe paNa enuM jIvana joDAyeluM che . prakRti sAthe eno AnaMda baMdhAyelo che. paMkhI sAthe enuM gIta saMkaLAyeluM che. mAnavIe potAnA jIvanamAMthI karelI A badhI bAdabAkI aMte to mAnavInA svayaMnA jIvananI bAdabAkI banIne rahe che ! kSaNano utsava 73

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72 tyAgano rAga tyajavo muzkela che ! mAnavImAM ahaMkAra eTalI badhI sUkSmatAthI pravartato hoya che ke ene svayaM eno khyAla hoto nathI. koI mANasane tame kaoNphI Apo eTale kaheze ke mane mApha karajo, huM kaoNphI kyAreya pIto nathI, cAnuM pUcho to javAba parakhAvaze ke cA to jiMdagImAM kadI cAkhI nathI. lIMbunA zarabatanI vAta karazo to kaheze ke e mane bhAvatuM nathI. koI pINAnuM pUchazo to kaheze ke evAM pINAMne huM hAtha paNa aDADato nathI, tyAM hoThe aDADavAnuM to kyAM ? tame ene pUchatA rahezo ane e satata inkAra karato raheze, paraMtu e mANasa pote zuM leze e pahelAM kaheze nahIM, kAraNa ke eNe potAnI jAtano mahimA karavA mATe 'nathI leto'nuM zaraNuM lIdhuM che. eno prayAsa potAne saMyamI darzAvavAno hoya che, paraMtu eno e saMyama ahaMkAramAM parivartita thaI gayo hoya che. AvA inkAra dvArA e potAnA ahaMkAra para saMyamanuM AvaraNa oDhADe che. potAnI jAtane atyaMta guNavAna puravAra karavA mATe e satata havAtiyAM mArato hoya che. enuM jIvana apAradarzaka rAkhIne potAnA ahaMkArane AgaLa dharato hoya che. e potAnI AvazyakatA sIdhesIdhI jaNAvavAne badale sAmI vyaktinA praznanI rAha jue che. kyAreka to bhojana pIrasAI rahyuM hoya, tyAre 'A khAto nathI' ane 'A leto nathI'nuM raTaNa zarU kare che. sIdhesIdhI vAta kare, to anya vyaktino zrama ocho thAya, paraMtu potAnA avaLImatiyukta ahaMkArane kAraNe e sIdhI lITImAM cAlI zakato nathI. potAne amuka vAnagInI bAdhA che e kaheto nathI paNa jyAre e vAnagI ene pIrasavAmAM Ave tyAre enA inkAranI ahaMkArabharI garjanA kare che. ghaNI vAra sAdhaka ke tyAgI AvA ahaMkAramAM keda thaI jAya che ane pachI potAnA tyAgane darzAvavAno rAga ene vaLagI paDe che. 74 kSaNano utsava 73 ---------------------- tamArI AMkhanAM AMsu enI AMkhamAM le che ? vedanAnI vAta evI vyaktione karavI ke jemanI bhItaramAM saMvedanA hoya. duHkhanI vAta ene karavI ke jeNe duHkhanA ghA khamyA hoya. jIvananI vyathA, pIDA ke vedanAnI vAta karatI vakhate tamAre enA kAnano pahelAM vicAra karavo. je kAna zravaNa karavAnA che, e kaI rIte grahaNa karaze ? vyaktio traNa prakAranI hoya che. keTalIka vyaktio anyanAM du:kha ane darda sAMbhaLIne potAnAM duHkha-dardanI vedanA jagAve che. bIjAno praNayabhaMga emanA dilamAM potAnA praNayabhaMganI smRtinI vedanA jagAve che. anyanI garIba avasthA e emanI pUrvenI daridra vicAramAM DUbI jAya che. AvI vyaktione bIjAnA du:kha sAthe anusaMdhAna hotuM nathI, paNa potAnA jAta sAthe gADha Asakti hoya che. bIjA prakAranI vyakti anyanAM duHkha ane darda sAMbhaLIne emane zAbdika sahAnubhUti Apaze. gaLagaLA avAje enI vAtano svIkAra karaze ane avasara maLe AMkhamAM AMsu paNa lAvaze, paraMtu emanI sahAnubhUti e A kSaNa pUratI hoya che, pachInI kSaNe eNe kahelA sAMtvanAnA saghaLA zabdo enA aMtaramAMthI lupta thaI jAya che. A baMne prakAranA mANaso samakSa potAnAM duHkha-darda pragaTa karavAM nahIM, je tamArA svajana hoya ema UMDA bhAvathI tamArAM duHkha pUchaze ane pachI tamArAM duHkhonuM duniyA samakSa hasatAM hasatAM varNana karaze. TUMjeDImAMthI kaoNmeDInAM aMzo tAravaze. emane mana bIjAnuM duHkha e emanI khuzInuM kAraNa hoya che. emane bIjAnAM hRdayanA ghA rUjhavavAmAM rasa nathI. taka maLe to enA para mIThuM bhabharAvavAnuM cUkatA nathI. potAnA jIvananI vyathA, vedanA, du:kha ke pIDA evI vyaktio samakSa pragaTa karavI ke jenI pAse tamArI AMkhanAM AMsu enI AMkhamAM laI zake tevuM saMvedanApUrNa hRdaya hoya ane sakriya sahAyanI tatparatA hoya. kSaNano utsava 75

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- 74. agharI vANI e paMDitAInuM mithyA pradarzana che vibhUtio ane saMtonI vANI keTalI saraLa ane sAhajika hoya che! rAmanI kathA hoya, mahAvIranI vANI hoya ke buddhanuM pravacana yA Izu khristano upadeza hoya, ene samajavA mATe koI vidvattAnI jarUra paDatI nathI. narasiMhanI kavitA, mIrAMnI bhAvanA, tulasIdAsanuM 'rAmacaritamAnasa' ke AnaMdathananAM pada vAMco ane haiyAM soMsarAM UtarI jAya. enA zabdomAM parama tattvajJAna hoya che, paraMtu e tattvajJAna vyaktine saraLatAthI samajAya tevuM hRdayasparzI rIte vyakta thayuM hoya che. enI AsapAsa koI AvaraNa hotuM nathI ke je AvaraNane bhedavA mATe paMDitAInI jarUra paDe, paNa kyAMka pAMDitya-pradarzana mATe AvI saraLatAne badale ADaMbarane apanAvIne DoLabharyuM Alekhana karavAmAM Ave che. e paMDita evI vANI bolaze ke je zrotAo samajI zake nahIM. ene vadhu ne vadhu kaThina banAvavA mATe e ajANyA ane agharA zabdo pasaMda karaze. kyAreka to pAribhASika zabdonI bharamAra ApIne zrotA ke vAcakane mATe e vadhu kaparuM banAvaze. AthI paNa AgaLa vadhIne e evI tarkajALa racaze ke sAmenI vyakti emAM gUMcavAI jAya. e potAnI vAtane vadhu ne vadhu agharI banAvIne rajU karavAno prayAsa kare che, kAraNa ke e jeTalI agharI vANI bole, ADaMbarayukta zabda prayoje , paribhASAno varasAda varasAve, eTalo moTo paMDita gaNAya che. paNa AvI paMDitAI e paMDitane ke enA zrotAone kyAreya lAbhadAyI ke phaLadAyI banatI nathI. aMtaranI gahana anubhUti ane mAnavajIvananA marmone pArakhatI dRSTine kAraNe vibhUtionI vANImAM zabdonuM sauMdarya hoya che, paNa bhASAno bhabhakabharyo zaNagAra hoto nathI. saraLatAnA sauMdaryano anubhava karavo hoya to te saMtonI vANImAM maLI zake, je jIvananA dharAtalamAMthI pragaTI che ane mAnavInA hRdayanA dharAtalane sparze che. 75 mAnavInAM bahAnAMmAM sarvatra Izvarano vAsa che "khudAnI marajI'ne nAme ApaNe ApaNI keTalIya arajIo pasAra karI che. mANasane A tarIko bahu pasaMda paDyo che ke pote kazuMka khoTuM kare ane phaLa bhogavavAnuM Ave tyAre enI saghaLI javAbadArIno ane doSano Topalo prabhune mAthe oDhADI de ! kAryakAraNa jovAne badale mAtra phalazrutine joto mAnavI emAM IzvarIsaMketa jue che. zarAbI ema kaheze ke mArI to zarAba pIvAnI lagIre icchA nahotI, paraMtu IzvaranI icchA AgaLa huM lAcAra chuM. koI ema paNa kaheze ke Izvare mane ATalAM badhAM duHkho e mATe Apyo ke jethI vyasanamAM mArAM e du:khone DubADI daI zakuM. Izvarane nAme mAnavI aneka prapaMca khele che ane e prapaMcomAM saphaLa thAya to eno e svayaM yaza le che, paNa emAM niSphaLa jAya to eno apayaza Izvarane Ape che. Izvare mANasane saryo ema kahevAya che, paNa hakIkatamAM to mANase potAnI niSkriyatA, daMbha, nabaLAI ane niSphaLatAne chAvaravA mATe Izvarane saryo che. pramAdane kAraNe nokarI jAya to emAM Izvarano saMketa, ghaNI saMtati thAya to emAM IzvaranI marajI, DAyAbiTIsathI mRtyu thAya to emAM IzvaranI icchA. Izvara sarvatra vyApta hoya ke na hoya, paraMtu mAnavIonAM bahAnAMmAM to e vyApta che ja. e vAraMvAra Izvarane haDapheTe caDAve che. mAthe AvelAM duHkho ke Apattine potAnAM karmonA phaLa samajavAne badale e emAM IzvaranuM kAvataruM jue che. gamatuM bane tenuM kAraNa pote, aNagamatuM je kaMI thAya te badhuM Izvarane kAraNe. Izvara A mAnavInI bahAnAbAjI joIne kAM to khaDakhaDATa hasato haze athavA to enAthI kaMTALIne thAkIne lothapotha thaI gayo haze ! 76 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 77

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76 samasyA sUtelA sAhasa ane zairyane jagADe che jIvanamAM AvatI samasyAnA sikkanI eka bAju vedanA che, to bIjI bAju paDakAra che. sikkAnI mAtra vedanAnI bAjue ja joto mAnavI e samasyAnA duHkhathI gherAI jAya che, paNa jo sikkAnI bIjI bAju samA paDakArano vicAra karaze to ene ahesAsa thaze ke A samasyA ene mATe AzIrvAdarUpa banI zake tema che. samasyA aMge UMDANathI vicAratAM khyAla Avaze ke A samasyA e avarodha nathI, paraMtu avasara che. samasyAno sAmano karatI vakhate mAnavInuM vyaktitva khIlI UThe che. ene khudane khabara na hoya evA keTalAya zaktisrotano e anubhava kare che. enAmAM muzkelIo sAme pairya rAkhavAnI evI zakti pragaTa thAya ke te aMge e svayaM Azcarya anubhave che. mAnavInA guNanuM prAgaTya AvI kasoTInA samayamAM thatuM hoya che ane e agniparIkSAmAM tapAI tapAIne enA vyaktitvanuM suvarNa bahAra AvatuM hoya che, AthI ja pratyeka saMkaTe vyaktimAM eka navI vyakti sarje che, navI zakti jagADe che, navA vicAro Ape che ane ene pariNAme A samasyAo ja vyaktinA vyaktitvanuM rUpAMtara karatI hoya che. samasyAne kAraNe bhayabhIta thaIne palAMThI vALIne besI rahelo mAnavI jyAre eno sAmano kare che tyAre enAmAM bhayanA sImADA oLaMgavAnI zakti UbhI thAya che. enAM suSupta sAhasa ane dhairya soLe kaLAe khIlI UThe che ane kyAreka to e svayaM enA bhItaranI A tAkAta joIne Azcarya anubhave che ! je samasyA mArgamAM avarodharUpa paththara lAgatI hatI, te vikAsanuM pagathiyuM banI jAya che, kAraNa ke vyakti e samasyAnAM mULa sudhI jAya che. svastha citte enAM kAraNo tapAse che ane enuM nivAraNa karavAnA prayatnomAM enA bhItaramAM raheluM daivata pragaTa thAya che. eka ja DALI para gulAba ane kaMTaka hoya che mAnavI jIvanamAM gulAba zodhe che. sukha pAmavAnI ene ati tIvra jhaMkhanA che. sukhaprApti mATe talasATa che. sukhaprApti thatAM gADha AnaMda anubhave che. sukhanuM virodhI che du:kha. koI hAni pahoMcADe, apamAnita kare ke kaTuvacana kahe to enA dilamAM kAMTA bhoMkAya che. Ama e sukha ane du:khane gulAba ane kAMTAne alaga-alaga jue che. gulAbanI jhaMkhanA rAkhe che, kAMTAno ajaMpo anubhave che, paraMtu samaya jatAM ene samajAya che ke jIvananI eka ja DALI para gulAba che ane enI sAthe ja kAMTA che. pahelAM je sAva bhinna ane viparIta lAgatuM hatuM, e have eka lAge che. eka ja DALI para sukha ane du:kha vasatAM jovA maLe che ane vicAra kare che ke A DALI UgI enI sAthosAtha ja A kAMTAya UgyA che ! ane gulAba paNa UgyuM che ! jIvananI tarAha paNa evI che ke kAMTA Uge che ane sAthe gulAba paNa Uge che. jIvanamAM du:kha Ave che ane enI pAchaLa sukha AvatuM hoya che. rAtrInA aMdhakAranI pAchaLa divasanuM prabhAta AvatuM hoya che. ghaNI vAra to sukhano paDachAyo du:kha hoya che. sukha ane du:khane alaga jovAnI jarUra nathI, ene badalavAnI jarUra nathI. ene eka sAthe jovAnI jarUra che. pratyeka sukha ane du:kha saMyukta che, jANe eka sikkAnI be bAju . A iMdragrasta jagatamAM nirbheLa sukha ke sarvathA du:kha hotAM nathI, paraMtu tamArI AjJAnuM pAlana kare ane je tamArA prabhAva heThaLa hoya te sukha che ane je AjJAnuM ullaMghana kare ane sarvathA anAdara kare te duHkha, jema vRkSa muzaLadhAra varasAdane ane baLabaLatA tApane dhairyathI svIkAre che, e ja rIte mAnavIe jIvanamAM sadaiva sukhadu:khanuM svAgata karavuM joIe. vicitratA to e che ke mANasa enA sukhanuM smaraNa du:khanI veLAe kare che ane du:khanuM smaraNa enA sukhanA samayamAM thAya che. 78 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 79

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78 mRtyu samaye ajANI vyakti yamarAja lAge che bhaya pAse lagIre zakti nathI. bhayabhIta svayaM bhayane zaktimAna banAve che. bhayane vAgoLI vAgoLIne e puSTa kare che. bhaya e vyakti paranuM koI bAhya AkramaNa nathI, paraMtu vyaktinA svayaMnA nimaMtraNane kAraNe e enA manabhuvanano atithi bane che ane pachI mAlika banI jAya che. bhayanI 'savArI' jovA jevI che. pahelAM vyaktimAM bhaya jAge ke A kArya siddha thaze ke nahIM ane pachI jo e bhayavaza thaI jAya to e kArya karI zakatI nathI. pahelAM bhaya lAge ke mAro vepAra copaTa to nahIM thaI jAya ne ! ane dhIre dhIre eno e bhaya vyApAranI rItarasamomAM paNa vyApI vaLaze. huM bImAra paDI jaIza to zuM thaze ? evo bhaya satata sevanAra vyakti bImAra paDe che ane kadAca emAMthI UgarI jAya topaNa enuM mana to rogagrasta banI rahe che ! keTalAka bhaya vyakti sAme cAlIne UbhA kare che, je ma ke A pravAsamAM jaIza ane aNadhAryuM mRtyu thaze to ! vimAna AkAzamAMthI ekAeka tUTI paDaze to ? buDhApAmAM koI khUba pIDAkArI roga lAgu paDaze to ! bhayano Avo praveza thatAM vyakti niSkriya banI jAya che. pahelAM mana bhayamAM DUbe che , pachI buddhi. e buddhi bhayane bahekAvatI rahe che. enI icchAzakti dhIre dhIre nirbaLa karatI rahe che ane vyaktinAM aMgo zithila thaI jAya che. jemajema vyakti potAnA bhayane vyakta karatI jAya tematema enuM mana nakArAtmaka banatuM jAya che ane pahelAM bArI vATe pravezelo bhaya mananAM saghaLAM bAraNAMo potAne mATe kholI de che. rUDha mAnyatA, samaya-saMdarbha gumAvI beThelA rivAjo, vicArazUnya gatAnugatikatA ane jaDa ghAlI gayelI aMdhazraddhA bhayanAM pauSTika tattvo che. ene vRkSamAM bhUta dekhAya, gharamAM preta bhamatuM najare paDe ane avasAna samaye ajJAta vyakti yamarAja lAge che. pote parama zreSTha ane anya sAva sAmAnya keTalA badhA bevaDA mApadaMDathI mAnavI vicAre che ! e potAnI jAta vize vicAre, tyAre prazaMsA ke ahobhAvathI bharapUra dRSTie vicAre che. potAnA jIvananI pratyeka kriyAne e yogya Therave che. potAnI kAryapaddhatine e uttama mAne che ane potAnI vicArazailIne sarvazreSTha gaNe che. e ja vyakti anyanA jIvana vize vicAre che, tyAre ene vize TIkA ke niMdApUrNa nakArAtmaka dRSTikoNa rAkhe che. enI pratyeka kriyAmAMthI kSati zodhe che. enI kAryapaddhatine sAva DhaMgadhaDA vinAnI mAne che ane enA vicAramAM koI tathya hovAno sadA inkAra kare che, A rIte vyakti potAnA kAryane yathArtha TheravavA mATe tamAma zakti kAme lagADatI hoya che. jo anya vyakti kArya siddha karavAmAM niSphaLa jAya, to te ene binakAryakSama mAne che. enI aNaAvaDatanI TIkA kare che ane enI niSphaLatAne enI ghora ALasanuM pariNAma batAve che, jyAre vyakti pote niSphaLa jAya tyAre potAnI aNaAvaDatane badale saMjogo ke paristhitine doSa Ape che. potAnI ALasa ke pramAdane badale bIjAe nAkhelA avarodhonI vAta kare che ane A rIte potAnI niSphaLatAne saphaLatA jevI batAvavA mATe rAta-divasa koziza kare che. e bIjI vyakti pAse ziSTAcAranI apekSA rAkhe che, Adara ane mAna meLavavA icche che. AmAM koI vyakti niSphaLa jAya to ene ziSTAcAranI samajavihoNI kahe che, vakhata Ave asabhya Therave che; jyAre potAnI asabhyatAne e potAnA AgavApaNAmAM TheravavA koziza kare che. enI uzRMkhalatAne e enI Adhunika chaTA tarIke oLakhAvavA prayAsa kare che. vyaktinI potAne mATe judI phUTapaTTI hoya che ane bIjAne mATe enAthI sAva avaLo mApadaMDa hoya che. 80 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava.

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81 saMtoSa'nuM sohAmaNuM lebala ApIe chIe pada maLe eTale pragati aTakI jAya, sthAna maLe eTale sthagita thaI javAya. hodo maLe eTale AgaLa vadhavAnI hiMmata TharI jAya. sAmAnya rIte jIvanamAM prApti pachI vyakti sthagita thaI jatI hoya che. e potAnI AsapAsa kAryanI lakSmaNarekhA AMkI de che ane enI bahAra paga mukavAnI e kalpanA karatI nathI. AvI vyaktinI sthitisthApaka vRtti enA hRdayanI suSupta zaktione rUMdhI nAkhe che. potAne prApta thayelA hodAmAM ene saMtoSa hoya che ane dhIre dhIre e hodo ke pada enA jIvanane gherI le che. eno utsAha ocho thavA mAMDe che ane eka samaya evo Ave che ke enuM jIvana vahetI nadI rahevAne badale baMdhiyAra sarovara jevuM banI jAya che. | ucca pada meLavavAnI enI yogyatA bhUMsAI jAya che ane kAryakSamatAno vikAsa thato nathI. eka vAra eka karmacArIno uparI adhikArI gerahAjara hato ane e karmacArIne enA uparI adhikArInuM kAma soMpavAmAM AvyuM tyAre ene jANa thaI ke enAmAM hajI ghaNI pragatinI zakyatAo ane vikAsanI tako paDelI che. bahu ochI vyaktione potAnI yogyatAno paricaya hoya che ane tene kAraNe potAnI jAtane pragatinI kasoTI para mUkavAne badale prApya sthitimAM saMtoSa mAnIne yathAsthAne jIvana gujAre che. AvI vyakti jIvanamAM koI navo paDakAra jhIlavAnI icchA ke guMjAza rAkhatI nathI. potAnI zaktinI AsapAsa kuMDALuM vaLIne beThelA sApanI jema e ene evo vIMTaLAI vaLe che ke pachI emAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnuM bhUlI jAya che. A sthitisthApakatA para 'saMtoSa nuM sohAmaNuM lebala lagADe che ane pote racelA sImADAnI pratiSThA kare che. samaya jatAM AvI vyaktimAMthI maulikatA osaratI jAya che ane sAhasikatA sukAI jAya che. potAnA anubhavo pAsethI kazI keLavaNI pAmato nathI! vyartha, nirarthaka ane niSphaLa jIvananI eka pArAzIzI e che ke e vyaktinA jIvanamAM kyAreya nirAMta na hoya. nirAMtanI kSaNo vinAnuM jIvana vyartha e mATe puravAra thAya che ke vyaktine enA jIvanopayogI anubhavonuM upayogI tAraNa kADhavAno paNa samaya maLato nathI. e eka anubhavamAMthI bIjA anubhavamAM gabaDatI rahe che, paraMtu prathama anubhavano padArthapATha e zIkhI zakatI nathI. pariNAme jIvananI pAThazALAnA sauthI moTA zikSaka evA anubhava pAsethI ene bhAvi jIvananI koI dIvAdAMDI maLatI nathI, AthI eka doSita saMbaMdhamAMthI koI bodhapATha levAne badale bIjo doSita saMbaMdha bAMdhI bese che. jIvananI eka bhUla ke pachaDATamAMthI kazuM pAmavAne badale e bIjI pachaDATa mATe dhasI jAya che. eka aNagamato vyavasAya choDIne enAthIya naThAro bIjo vyavasAya pasaMda kare che. AvI vyaktinA jIvanamAM mAtra anubhavonI hAramALA hoya che. eNe khAdhelI Thokaro ane pachaDATono dIrgha itihAsa hoya che. hakIkatamAM jIvanano pratyeka anubhava e vyaktine mATe kazIka navI samaja , Agavo vicAra, maulika abhigama ke viziSTa darzana laIne Avato hoya che. saphaLa mANasone niSphaLatAno anubhava thato hoya che, paraMtu teo emanI niSphaLatAnA anubhavomAMthI sabaka letA hoya che. emane mATe pratyeka niSphaLatA e saphaLatA mATenuM sopAna tyAre ja bane che ke jyAre teo e aMge gahana vicAra kare che. e anubhavane badhI rIte cakAse che. emAM jovA maLelI potAnI maryAdAo vize vicAre che ane A badhAM tAraNo kADhIne e anubhavamAMthI artha tArave che ane tyArabAda navuM prayANa AraMbhe che. potAnA anubhavanA mulyane veDaphI nAkhanAra jIvana veDaphI nAkhe che. anubhava para manana-ciMtana karanAra bhAvijIvananuM pAtheya pAme che. 82 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava

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- 83 bhayane badale dhyeya para daSTi TheravIe ! 82 jagata jAkAro Ape tyAre maitrI mAtra AvakAro Ape ! maitrI tyAre ja Take ke jyAre emAM vicAro ke dalIlonI caDaUtara thatI hoya. saMbaMdho tyAre ja dRDha thAya ke jyAre ekabIjA sAthe vicAravimarza thato hoya ane emAMthI kazuMka tAraNa meLavAtuM hoya. maitrI eTale mAtra saMbaMdha bAMdhavo eTaluM nathI. e to enuM paheluM pagathiyuM che. e pachI enuM bIjuM pagathiyuM che te saMbaMdhane majabUta karavo ane trIjuM pagathiyuM che maitrIne sAtatyapUrNa rIte jALavavI. saMbaMdha bAMdhavAmAM vyaktio ati utsAhI hoya che. maitrI bAMdhatI veLAe e jhAjho vicAra karatI nathI. kyAMka maLavAnuM bane, hoTela ke sinemAmAM javAnuM thAya ane maitrI baMdhAI jAya, paraMtu AvI maitrI kSaNabhaMgura e mATe hoya che ke enI pAchaLa vicAra ke samajano koI majabUta pAyo hoto nathI. AthI maitrI bAMdhavA karatAM paNa e maitrInI imAratanuM ghaDatara karavuM mahattvanuM che ane e ghaDatara karavA mATe vicArone mukta AdAna-pradAna Avazyaka che. - mitrane sAcI vAta kahevAnI hiMmata to hoya, paraMtu ethIya vadhu ene duHkha pahoMcADe evI kaDavI vAta karavAno chocha rAkhavo joIe nahIM, kAraNa ke maitrInA A caNataramAM ghaNI mahenata karavI paDe che. vaLI maitrIne jALavavAnuM kAma ghaNuM kaparuM che. kyAreka prAraMbhamAM koI AkarSaNane kAraNe maitrI baMdhAI jAya, paraMtu e pAchI thoDAka samayamAM bhulAI jatI hoya che. jyAre sAcI maitrI e sAtatyapUrNa hoya che ane te jIvanabhara TakanArI hoya che. duniyA AkhI jAkAro Ape tyAre maitrI ene AvakAra Ape che. AMkha jema jagatane batAvatI hoya che, hAtha jema zarIranuM priya kare che evI sAhajikatA maitrImAM hovI joIe ane evI maitrI vyaktine mATe jIvanamAM AnaMda ane auSadha baMne banI rahe che. kSaNekSaNa copAsa bhayano vicAra karanArI vyaktinuM citta bhayanA khajAnA jevuM hoya che. e koI paNa kArya karatAM pUrve emAM AvanArA bhayathI grasita banI jAya che. pahelI vAra vimAnano pravAsa kare, te pahelAM e manamAM keTalIya gaDamathalo ane bhaya sevatI hoya che. e vicAre che ke A vimAnanA pravAsamAM vaoNmiTa thaze to zuM thaze ? e vicAre che ke A vimAnane akasmAta thaze to zuM thaze ? Ama kArya karatAM pUrva bhayano vicAra karavAnI manane Adata hoya che. AvI Adatane pariNAme ghaNI vyakti kArya karavAnuM mAMDI vALe che. saphaLatA meLavavA mATe puruSArtha karatAM pUrve evuM vicAre che ke e saphaLa mAnavIe keTalIbadhI niSphaLatAo meLavI hatI. AvI niSphaLatA mane maLe to zuM thAya ? enA karatAM AvI mAthAkUTa choDI devI bahetara che. e koI sajjana ke saMta banavAnuM vicAratI nathI, kAraNa ke ene AvA sajjano ane saMtoe jIvanamAM anubhavelAM kaSTo ja bhayabhIta karanArAM lAge che. koI paNa kArya pUrve enuM mana zakya ke azakya evA keTalAya bhayathI gabharAI jAya che ane pachI e kAryanI siddhino vicAra mAMDI vALe che, are ! kArya karavAno vicAra ja mAMDI vALe che. manamAM mAtra AvanArA bhayano vicAra kare che. vaLI, e kArya karavAnuM baMdha karIne manamAM e kAlpanika bhayathI bacI gayAno AnaMda anubhave che. jemaNe uttaradhruva ke dakSiNadhruva sara karyA haze, avakAzamAM UMce UMce uDDayana karyo haze evI vyaktio kAryano vicAra karatI hoya che, bhayano vicAra karatI nathI. Ama bhayano bahu vicAra karavAne badale kArya para lakSya TheravavuM joIe. vicAra karavAthI bhaya dUra thaze nahIM, prayAsa ke pravRtti karavAthI dUra thaze. 84 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 85

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84 sAmenI vyaktine pahelo dAva Apo potAnI vAtane Aveza AgrahapUrvaka prastuta karatI vyakti bIjAne potAnI vAta samajAvavAmAM bhAgye ja saphaLa thatI hoya che. tamAro vicAra anya koI vyakti svIkAre ema icchatA ho, to pahelAM tamAre zAMta citte, ekAgratAthI e vyaktinA vicAro sAMbhaLavA joIe. tame enuM hRdagat jANI zakazo ane enI dalIla ke enAM kAraNo samajavAM maLaze. A samaye moTA bhAganI vyaktio adhavaccethI ja e dalIla ke kAraNone toDIne potAnI vAta rajU karatI hoya che. A AkramaNa evuM jokhamI che ke jene pariNAme sAmI vyakti tamArI vAta svIkAre evI koI zakyatA rahetI nathI. AthI anya vyaktine barAbara sAMbhaLavI, eno muddo ke vicAra samajavAno sAcA dilathI prayAsa karavo ane pachI tamArI vAta rajU karavI. Ama pahelo dAva sAmI vyaktine Apavo joIe, pachI tamAre dAvamAM UtaravuM joIe. paraMtu ApaNe tyAM bane che evuM ke vyakti pote pahelo dAva AMcakI le che ane tene pariNAme sAmasAmI dalIlabAjI, virodha ke visaMvAda sivAya bIjuM kazuM rahetuM nathI. sAmI vyaktine sAMbhaLavAthI enI sAthe eka prakArano setu baMdhAze. e vyaktine paNa ema lAgaze ke tame enA vicArone Adara Apo cho. ene samajavA koziza karo cho. Ama karIne tame eno sAtha meLavI zakazo, paraMtu tamArI ja dalIlo jorazorathI rajU karIne sAmI vyaktine parAjita karavA cAhatA hazo, to tame ja aMte parAjita thaI jazo. sAmI vyaktinA muddAo sAMbhaLyA pachI emAMthI jarUrI muddAo svIkAravA joIe. tamArA svIkAranI vAta paNa pragaTapaNe karavI joIe. e pachI jyAM virodhI vicAra hoya tyAM paNa pahelAM enA vicArano Adara karIne pachI potAnI vAta mUkavI joIe. evuM paNa bane ke tamArA badhA ja muddAo svIkArAya nahIM. saMvAda sAdhavA eka-be mudde samAdhAnanI taiyArI rAkhavI paDe. 85 tulanA karavI eTale duHkhane nimaMtraNa ApavuM! vyaktinA jIvanamAM AvatI pratyeka samasyA vyathAnuM saranAmuM laIne AvatI hoya che. Ave samaye e kyAreka vartamAna samasyAne bhUlavA mATe pAchalA page doDIne bhUtakALamAM Azaro letI hoya che. bhUtakALanAM e sukhonuM smaraNa enI vartamAnanI vedanA vadhu gherI banAve che. ene enuM gAmaDuM, bALapaNanuM nirdoSa vAtAvaraNa, goThiyAo sAthenI dhIMgAmastI ane mugdhAvasthAno AnaMda yAda Ave che ane enI tulanAmAM vartamAna jIvana ati vyathAjanaka lAge che. tulanA e khataranAka khela che. e kyAreya saMpUrNa hotI nathI ane tethI apUrNa saravALAo karIne vyakti tulanA karato hoya che. jIvananA be samayagALAnI, be paristhitinI ke be vyaktinI sarakhAmaNI kyAreya pUrNarUpe sAcI hotI nathI, Ama chatAM bhUtakALamAM vasanAra AvI tulanAothI jIvato hoya che ane dhIredhIre A bhUtakALa enA vartamAna jIvana para udAsInuM AvaraNa oDhADI de che. vartamAna samasyAone mATe mAtra anubhavo upayogamAM Ave che, bhUtakALa nahIM. vyakti jema bhaviSyanAM divAsvapno jotI hoya che, e ja rIte e bhUtakALanAM visarAyelAM svapnone pharI pharI ghUMTavAno zokha dharAve che. mana AsapAsanI bhUtakALanI dIvAla hatAzA, nirAzA ane nisprANa vAtAvaraNa sarje che. dhIre dhIre vyakti vartamAnane ane samasyAne bhUlIne bhUtakALanI Azrita banI jAya che. bhUtakALanuM smaraNa ane vartamAnanuM vismaraNa karAve che ane enA bhaviSyano cheda uDADe che. vItelA yuganI vAtonA e niHsAsAthI e jIve che ane enI e becenI enA AjanA yugane khAra banAve che. bhale e bhUtakALa ApaNo hoya paraMtu e vItI gayelI vAta che. Aje ApaNe kaMI e bhUtakALa nathI. bhUtakALanI vidAyamAM ja bhaviSyanuM Agamana chupAyeluM che. 86 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 87

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prakRtino khoLo khoI beThA ! AMkhamAM svapna AMjavAthI kazuM na vaLe ! saphaLa vyaktionA jIvanamAM evI kaI jaDIbuTTI hoya che ke jenA dvArA e je koI kSetramAM kAryarata hoya, temAM eka pachI eka pragatinAM sopAna sAdhatI hoya che. e vyakti pAse potAnI kalpanAne vAstavika anubhavarUpe vicArI zakavAnI kSamatA hoya che. e potAnA jIvanasvapnane cittamAM sAcesAcuM sarjAyeluM hoya, tema jue che ane e pachI e svapnanI hakIkatane sAkAra karavA mATe prayAsa kare che. AvI vyakti pAse potAnA dhyeyano manosAkSAtkAra karavAnI adbhuta zakti hoya che. e dhyeyane manamAM pratyakSa karIne potAnI kAryapraNAlI nizcita karatI hoya che. manomana zikharane jue che. ene bArIkAIthI nihALe che ane pachI e zikhare pahoMcavA mATeno mArga taiyAra kare che. dhyeyasiddhinA mArgamAM AvanArA avarodhono sAkSAtkAra kare che ane zikharane najaramAM rAkhIne e avarodhone kevI rIte pAra karavA tenuM Ayojana kare che. mAtra svapna sevavAthI kazuM thatuM nathI. e svapnano manomana sAkSAtkAra karavo joIe ane pachI e cittanA anubhavane vyavahAramAM utAravA mATe puruSArtha kheDavo joIe. tamArA svapnane manamAM sAcesAcuM jIvaMta karavA tamArI pAse e mATeno prabaLa Avega hovo joIe. enuM vAraMvAra punarAvartana karavuM joIe, to ja pUrepUrI buddhi-zakti enI prApti mATe preraNA ane jozanuM kAma karavA lAgaze. svapnane sevavA ane svapnane sarjavA vaccenI moTI khAI pasAra karavA mATe bauddhikatA ane kAryaniSThAno setu racavo paDe. sthapatie taiyAra karelI DijhAino imAratamAM palaTAvavA mATe enA e keeka pAsAno parAmarza karavo ghaTe. mArgamAM AvanArA avarodhono vicAra karIne ene mATe AgotaruM Ayojana karavuM paDe. AMkhamAM svapna AMjavAthI kazuM na thAya hAthathI e svapnonuM sarjana karavuM paDe. savArathI rAta sudhI mAnavI satata dehanI darakAra rAkhato hoya che. zarIranI nAnInAnI jarUriyAto para pUruM dhyAna Ape che ane enA sauMdarya ke zaktinI vRddhi mATe aneka upAyo kare che. jiMdagIno keTalo badho samaya e A zarIra mATe gALe che ! ene enA zarIranuM baMdhANa thaI gayuM hoya che ane tethI vALa veravikhera thAya ke kapaDAM TUMkAM ke camakadAra na hoya to e becenI anubhave che. zarIranAM sukha ane pIDA sAthe enuM AkhuM saMvedanataMtra joDAI gayuM hoya che ane tethI mAnavI dehathI eka kSaNa paNa aLago rahI zakato nathI. e jema zarIrane svastha rAkhavAnuM vicAre che, e rIte eNe mananI mAvajata karavI joIe. tana ane manano jIvanabharano saMbaMdha che. zarIrane ArAma Ape che ema eNe manane ArAma Apavo joIe. atizaya kAma, ati vyastatA ane mAnasika tanAva vacce paNa eNe mananA svAthya mATe thoDIka miniTo kADhavI joIe. kAmanA DhagalA vacce daTAyelo hoya topaNa enI vacce thoDo samaya zAMtithI besIne, AMkho baMdha karI, pote joyelAM koI prakRtidarzanane mANe to enA manamAM navI tAjagI Avaze. jIvanamAM joyelAM gamatAM prakRtidRzyo vaccethI e manane pasAra karaze to enuM mana sadA svastha ane svAzyapUrNa raheze. evAM dRzyo ane AnaMda Apaze ane satata eka prakAranA vicAra-DhAMcAmAMthI mukta karaze. pahelAM mAnavIe prakRtino khoLo gumAvyo, pachI prakRtinuM darzana gumAvyuM ane Aje AkhI prakRti ja khoI beTho che. prakRtimAM rahelI paramanI bhavyatA, jIvanano ullAsa ane aMtarmukhatAno AnaMda pAmavo hoya to eNe prakRti pAse javuM ja paDaze. 88 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 89

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88 89 niSphaLatAnA mArga para saphaLatA vase che ! saraLa banavuM, te sauthI agharuM che satya be-paravAha hoya che. e koIthI prabhAvita thatuM nathI ke koInuM zaraNuM svIkAratuM nathI. ene koI apekSA hotI nathI ke manamAM koI mahattvAkAMkSA saMgharI rAkhatuM nathI, jema mahattvAkAMkSA Ave tema mAnavIne bIjA AdhAro ane anya sahArA levA paDe che. ene pariNAme kyAMka prapaMca to kyAMka pralobhana ene satyanA mArgethI calita kare che. e ahaMkAra ke ADaMbarathI jIvavA lAge che ane dhIredhIre potAnA hRdayamAM asatyano saMgraha karavA lAge che. asatyanuM eka TIpuM kramazaH sarovara ke sAgaranuM rUpa dhAraNa kare che. satyano anubhava pAmavo hoya to AkAza juo. e koInA AdhAre UbhuM nathI ane koInI maherabAnInuM mohatAja nathI. satyaprAptinuM paheluM sopAna saraLatA che. jIvanamAM vyaktie satata e khoja karavI joIe ke enA jIvanamAM keTalI saraLatA che ? satyano nivAsa saraLa aMtaHkaraNa che. saMto ane vibhUtionAM jIvanamAM aMtaHkaraNanI saraLatA dRSTigocara thAya che. vartamAna samaye potAnA jIvanamAM saraLatAnI vRddhi thAya che ke saraLatA kSINa thatI jAya che? jo saraLatAnI vRddhi thatI hoya to mAnavuM ke jIvanayAtrA yogya dizAmAM gatimAna che. jo saraLatA kSINa thatI hoya to jANavuM ke asatyane AvakAra ApavA ApaNe Atura banI gayA chIe ane e asatya AvatAM du:kha, dveSa, kleza ane saMtApa enI pAchaLa vAjate-gAjate AvI rahyAM che. mAnavI caherA para mukhavaTo rAkhIne jIve che ane bhItaranI saccAIne bhUlIne zakuninI jema prapaMcanI copATa khele che. potAnA pAsA pobAra paDe te mATe e mahAbhAratane mojathI AvakArIne mIThuM mAne che. viSAda, udAsI ane niSphaLatA AvatAM AtmavizvAsa DagavA mAMDe che. viSAdane kAraNe jagata du:khamaya lAge che. udAsInatAne lIdhe badhuM ja vyartha bhAse che ane niSphaLatA ane niSkarmayatA tarapha dorI jAya che. AvI kaTokaTInI kSaNe koI saphaLa mAnavInA jIvanano vicAra karavo joIe. saphaLa mAnavIo vize ApaNo khyAla evo che ke e haMmezAM saphaLa ja rahyA che. emanI pratyeka siddhi e emane maLelI avirata saphaLatAnuM pariNAma che. emano bhUtakALa ane vartamAnakALa badhA ja saphaLatAthI bharapUra che, paraMtu saphaLa mAnavInuM jIvana jarA UMDANathI jozo to khyAla Avaze ke enI pratyeka saphaLatA pAchaLa keTalIya niSphaLatA chupAyelI che ! hatAzA, viSAda ane saMgharSa sAmenI keTalIya mathAmaNo bAda emaNe saphaLatA meLavI che. saphaLatA-prApti e to emanI eka lAMbI sapharano aMtima paDAva che. Ane mATe niSphaLatA, bhUla, parAjaya ane pachaDATanI prakriyAmAMthI pasAra thavuM jarUrI che. AtmavizvAsanI kaTokaTInI kSaNomAM saphaLa mAnavInA jIvanano sAco tAga meLavIe to AtmavizvAsa khaMDita nahIM thAya, balake AvI nirbaLa kSaNono sAmano kaI rIte karavo eno navo maMtra maLI raheze. saphaLa mAnavIe saphaLatA pUrve anubhavelI niSphaLatA jANavAthI e samajAze ke AvI niSphaLatAthI hatAza thavAnI jarUra nathI. mahAna khelADIo ramavA jatI vakhate kadI niSphaLatAno Dara sevatA nathI. emane khyAla che ke saphaLatAnA mArgamAM niSphaLatA to AvatI ja rahe ! niSphaLatAne sAthe rAkhIne e AgaLa vadhato rahe che ane e mArge cAlIne ja saphaLatA pAme che. niSphaLatAnA aneka alpavirAma pachI saphaLatAnuM pUrNavirAma prApta thAya che. 90 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 91

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- 90 AdatanI pAchaLa gheTAMnI mAphaka cAle che ! gheTAnA jevA svabhAvavALo mANasa tame joyo che ? eka gheTuM bIjA gheTAnI pAchaLa cAlyuM jatuM hoya, tyAre na to AMkha UMcI kare che ke na to mAthuM UMcuM kare che ! Ane ApaNe gADariyo pravAha kahIe chIe ane keTalAka mANasa paNa pelA gheTAnI mAphaka AjubAjunuM kazuMya joyA vinA nIcI DhaLelI AMkha ane natamastaka sAthe potAnI Adata pAchaLa cAlatA hoya che. koIne pAna-sopArInI Adata hoya to koIne dArU ke kephI vyasananI Adata hoya, paraMtu e Adata ene gheTAsamAna banAvI de che, je kazoya vicAra karyA vinA muMge moMe enI pAchaLapAchaLa cAlyA kare che. bALapaNanI Adata buDhApAmAM paNa jatI nathI. AvI Adata dhIredhIre vyakti para varcasva jamAvI de che ane pachI e Adata enA jIvanano nityakrama banI jAya che. sthiti ke paristhiti game teTalI badalAya, paNa AdatanuM svarUpa badalAtuM nathI. mANasa sAva garIba thaI gayo hoya, topaNa e Adata choDI zakato nathI. e AdatamAM khuvAra thavAnuM pasaMda kare che, paNa emAMthI mukta thavAno vicAra karato nathI, kAraNa ke AvI Adata mANasanI vicArazakti para kuThArAghAta kare che ane pachI mAnavI koI yaMtranI peThe potAnI Adato saMtoSato jAya che. ene khabara hoya che ke e Arthika rIte pAyamAla thaI jaze athavA to kensara jevI jIvaleNa bImArI lAgu paDaze, topaNa e A Adata choDI zakato nathI. pariNAme e enI bhUtakALanI AdatamAMthI vartamAnamAM bahAra AvI zakato nathI, prabaLa saMkalpa e ja aniSTakAraka AdatonI muktino pahelo upAya che. Adata sArAsAra buddhino nAza kare che, tyAre zubha-saMkalpa sArAsArano viveka karIne kArya kare che. niSphaLatAnA kendramAM pote ja hoya che ! potAnI niSphaLatAne bIjAnA doSanI khIMTI para TAMgavAno cepI roga lAgu paDe, to te vyaktinA bImAra vyaktitvane dhIre dhIre korI khAya che. gRhiNI potAnAM gharasaMsAranAM du:kho mATe potAne nahIM, paraMtu enA patine ja gunegAra ane javAbadAra mAne che. kaMpanIno baoNsa kaMpanInI khoTanuM kAraNa potAnI aNaAvaDatane nahIM, paraMtu karmacArIonI ayogyatAne mAne che. koI nokara potAnI saghaLI muzkelInuM kAraNa potAnA mAlikane mAne che. Ama vyakti potAnI niSphaLatAnuM bIjA para doSAropaNa karatI hoya che. jIvanamAM niSphaLa gayelo puruSa enA kAraNarUpe patnIno vicitra svabhAva, putranuM uddhata vartana, paDozIo dvArA thatI paMcAta ke pachI nabaLA saMyogone mAnato hoya che. A rIte doSAropaNa e eka evo cepI roga che, je eka vAra vyaktinA manane vaLagyo eTale emAMthI mukta thaI zakato nathI. enA cittanuM A ja rIte "progrAmiMga" thaI jAya che. e potAnI samasyAnA kAraNa mATe potAnI jAtane jovAne badale anyane jue che. samasyAno vicAra karavAne badale e kAraNabhUta mAne che tevI bIjI vyaktino vicAra kare che ane Ama karIne e potAnI javAbadArImAMthI mukti meLavI le che. potAnI samasyA ke potAnI niSphaLatAne mATe e svayaM javAbadAra hovA chatAM doSano Topalo bIjAne mAthe nAkhI devA ati Atura hoya che. jIvananI saccAI jANavA mATe potAnI niSphaLatAnA kendramAM potAnI jAtane mUkIne jovuM joIe. potAnI vRtti, maryAdA, svabhAva ane zakti-sAmarthyane lakSamAM rAkhIne samagratayA vicAra karavo jarUrI bane che. jo e anya para doSAropaNa karavA lAgaze, to svadoSanI upekSA karato raheze. enI potAnI jAtanI sAcI oLakha vinA saphaLatA hAtha lAge kaI rIte ? 92 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 93

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92 - 93. ApaNA mananI graMthithI vyaktine bAMdhIe nahIM kutUhala e dariyAnAM mojAM jevuM hoya che ! moTA bhAganI vyaktio mAtra kutUhalathI jIvatI hoya che. emanA cittamAM satata eka pachI eka kutUhala UgatAM hoya che. emane kutUhala jAge ke amuka rAjakIya ghaTanA pAchaLa kayuM paribaLa kAma kare che ane eno uttara maLatAM emanI rAjakIya jijJAsAnuM zamana thaI jaze. koInA manamAM vicAra jAge ke vyaktinA jIvanamAM kayA guNo hoya to e AtmasAkSAtkAra karI zake che. e guNonI mAhitI prApta karaze ane tyAM ja enuM kutuhala samApta thaI jaze. eno hetu potAnuM kutUhala saMtoSavAno che, paramAtmaprAptino nahIM. AvI rIte koInA manamAM savAla jAge ke paramAtmA kyAM che? ane e koI jJAnI ke saMtane Ano uttara pUchaze ane pratyuttara maLatAM ene manamAM barAbara goThavIne enuM kutUhala zAMta thaI jaze. A rIte kutuhala mAtra manano eka taraMga che. manamAM jAgelo eka savAla hoya che, je uttara maLatAM saMtoSa pAme che. AvuM kutuhalathI bhareluM mana sapATI para vihAra karatuM hoya che. e kyAreya viSayanI bhItaramAM jaI zakatuM nathI. AvAM kutuhalo e ja ghaNAM mANasonI vicAradhArAno mukhya pravAha hoya che. emanA manamAM eka pachI eka kutUhala jAgatAM rahe che ane e rIte kutUhala vArevAre pragaTa karIne jIvatA rahe che. mAhitInA A yugamAM mANasa manamAM kutUhalano khaDakalo laIne jIve che. enA cittamAM pArAvAra prazno paDyA che, praznonA uttaronI khoja che, paNa tyAM ja enA kutuhalanuM pUrNavirAma che. kutUhala pAse vicArano jhabakAro che, jhabakArAnI mAphaka e kSaNamAM vilIna thaI jAya che pachI kutUhalano koI artha raheto nathI. kutUhala vyartha che ke sArthaka che eno vicAra jarUrI che, nahIM to AkhI jiMdagI kutUhalonI paraMparAmAM veDaphAI jaze. koI vyaktine maLIe tyAre ApaNe ene eka nizcita chApa sAthe maLatA hoIe chIe. A mANasa kuTila ane kAvatarAbAja che athavA to A vyakti taraMgI ane dhUnI che evI eka coksa chApa sAthe bIjAne maLatA hoIe chIe. Ane duniyAdArInuM lezamAtra bhAna nathI ke pachI A mANasa jevo ghamaMDI bIjo koI nathI, ema ene jotAM ja ApaNuM citta gAMTha vALIne besI jAya che. pratyeka vyaktinA vyaktitva vize ApaNe AvI mananI gAMTha dharAvIe chIe, paraMtu Ama karavA jatAM e vyaktinA vyaktitvanAM ghaNAM pAsAM cUkI jaIe chIe. ApaNA manamAM ene vizenI chApa pramANe enI vAta sAMbhaLIe chIe ane e vAtanuM pRthakkaraNa karIne aMte ApaNI chApa anusAra ene ghATa ApIne svIkArIe chIe. e game te kaheze, paraMtu ApaNe ene vizenA ApaNA nizcita DhAMcAthI ja sAMbhaLIzuM. pariNAme ApaNe enI vAtane pUrepUrA samajI zakatA nathI. enA vyaktitvane pAmI zakatA nathI ane ApaNI 'lebala'vALI adhUrI samaja thI ene yogya rIte nANI zakatA nathI.. ghaNI vAra ApaNe ema mAnIe chIe ke ame AvI vyaktio vize koI nizcita chApa dharAvatA nathI, paNa hakIkatamAM AvI chApa ApaNA manamAM hoya che ane e satata ApaNA vyavahAramAM ADe AvatI hoya che. vyaktine yogya saMdarbhamAM jANavA mATe kazAya pUrvagraha vinAnA zrotA banavuM jarUrI che. vyaktine samajavA prayAsa karIe to ja enA vyaktitvane pAmI zakIe. vyaktine pahelAM enI AMkhe joIe pachI ApaNI AMkhe jovAno prayAsa karIe. pUrvagraha ke pUrvadhAraNAonAM cazmAM paherIne vyaktine jovA jaIe to ghaNI moTI thApa khAI jaIe tevo saMbhava che. 94 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 95

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94 prazaMsAnI lAlasA e AtmahatyA che ! mANasane vaLagelI sauthI moTI gulAmI te bIjAnA mukhe svaprazaMsA sAMbhaLavAnI enI tIvra icchA che. e potAnI siddhino AnaMda gumAvI beTho che ane anya vyakti e siddhinI prazaMsA kare enI rAha joIne TAMpIne beTho che. pariNAme sva-jIvananI AnaMda-mastI gumAvI dIdhI che. enuM lakSya AtmAnaMdane badale anya dvArA thatI prazaMsA che. bIjA loko potAnI prazaMsA kare te mATe mANasa keTalo badho utsuka rahe che. e potAnI siddhinAM guNagAna gAyA kare che ane ema karIne bIjA pAsethI biradAvalInI apekSAo rAkhyA kare che. potAnI prAptinI vAta kare che ane bIjA pAsethI potAnA puruSArtha mATe zAbAzI meLavavAnI kAmanA rAkhe che. e potAne vize je kaMI kahe che te bIjAnI prazaMsAnI bhIkha mAgavA mATe bole che. vyaktinuM lakSya potAne badale bIjA para TharyuM hovAthI e bIjAnI najare pote sukhI, samRddha ane sattAvAna dekhAya, tene mATe rAta-divasa prayatna kare che. bIjAne enI pracaMDa zaktino paricaya thAya ke pachI bIjAne enI aDhaLaka samRddhino khyAla Ave, te enuM mukhya lakSya bane che. AthI enI dRSTi parAvalaMbI banI jAya che ane samaya jatAM enuM AkhuMya jIvana bIjAne kevo lAgIza, dekhAIza ane anya para potAno kevo ruAba paDaze temAM sameTAI jAya che. Ama karavA jatAM e potIkI rIte jIvato nathI. kSaNekSaNe e anyane najara samakSa rAkhIne jIve che. prazaMsA sAthe ahaMkAra joDAI jAya che, sattA ke saMpattino ahaMkAra AvI prazaMsA mATe sadaiva AkuLavyAkuLa thato hoya che. samaya jatAM vaibhavanI vAta vIsarAI jAya che. sattAnA prabhAvanI phikara rahetI nathI, mAtra prazaMsA e eka mAtra dhyeya banI rahe che. 96 kSaNano utsava 95 smazAnabhUmi e vyAjanI AMdhaLI doDano aMta che ! mUDIne bhUlIne rAtadivasa vyAjanI gaNatarI karanArI vyaktine vyAjanI rakamamAM thoDoka paNa ghaTADo thAya, to ati ajaMpo jAge che. 'keTaluM vyAja chUTaze ?' enI gaNatarIthI e mAnavI satata gherAyelo rahe che ane samaya jatAM e mUDIne badale vyAjano mahimA karavA lAge che. A jagatamAM paNa evuM jovA maLe che ke ghaNI vyaktio jIvananI mUDIno vicAra bhUlIne vyAjanI phikaramAM racyApacyA rahe che. jIvananI pravRtti, jIvanano AnaMda ane jvananuM dhyeya e enI mUDI hoya che, paraMtu samaya jatAM e mUDIne vIsarIne dhananI lAlasA, kIrtinI kAmanA, sattAno udhamAta jevA vyAjamAM jIvavA lAge che. pachI bane che evuM ke lokeSaNA, vitteSaNA ane putraSaNAnA vyAjamAM sArthaka vana jIvavAnI enI eSaNA bhulAtI jAya che. kIrtinI pAchaLa doDato mANasa enA DhagaleDhagalA meLavavA prayAsa kare che, to dhananI prAptinI pAchaLa doDato mANasa vadhu dhanika, ati dhanika ane sauthI vadhu dhanika thavAnI koziza kare che. AvA vyAjanI lAlacamAM jiMdagInI mUDI gumAvanArA tamane ghaNA maLaze. jIvana che tyAM sudhI dhana, kIrti ane sattA che. jo jIvananI mUDI nahIM hoya, to e kazAyano koI artha nathI. paNa koNa jANe kema A jamAnAne mUDImAM rasa nathI. vyAjanI pAchaLa e gAMDotUra banIne doDe che ! jIvananI upekSA karIne varSo pachI varSo gALato jAya che. enA mAthe vyAjanI ciMtA che. paNa mUDInuM koI ciMtana nathI. A doDano aMta smazAnamAM Ave che. jo pahelethI eNe doDatAM pUrvavirAma evA smazAnano vicAra karyo hota, to e pada, kIrti ke vaibhavanI AMdhaLI doDamAMthI UgarI zakyo hota. kSaNano utsava 97

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- 97 aMtaHpreraNAno mauna ne maulika avAja - 96 adhIrAI e AjanA yugano abhizApa che jamAno 'insTanTano Avyo che ! nirAMte jamavAnuM choDIne vyakti phAsTa phUDa pAchaLa doDe che. Aje vepAra zarU kare che ane AvatIkAle abajopati thavAnuM khvAba seve che. Aje karma kare che ane AvatIkAle phaLa-prAptinI rAha jue che. mANasanA jIvanamAMthI navarAza nAmazeSa thaI gaI che ane nirAMtane dezavaTe maLyo che. Ane kAraNe vyakti pariNAma para najara mAMDIne beThI che. preraNA, prakriyA ke puruSArthanI bahu paMcAta karavAmAM mAnato nathI. Aje goTalI vAve che ane AvatIkAle AMbAnI AzA rAkhe che. enI pAse dhIraja dhAraNa karavAnI zakti nathI. adhIrAI e eno mudrAlekha che. savAre e potAnA udyAnamAM nAnakaDo choDa vAve che ane sAMje enA para khIlelAM puSpo jovA najara Therave che. enI pAse e pairya nathI ke choDa dharatI sAthe barAbara coMTe, khAtara-pANI pAme, barAbara Uge ane pachI enA para miSTa phaLo Ave. enA vicAranI A adhIrAI vyavahAramAM pratibiMbita thAya che ane vyavahAranI adhIrAI tochaDAI ke upekSAmAM pariName che. zorTakaTa e enA jIvanano mArga banI jAya che ane tethI enA jIvanamAM takALano mahimA thaI gayo che. resToranTamAM jAya ane tatkALa vAnagI maLe, vyavasAya mATe jAya ane tatkALa pramozana maLe, 'tatkALa'ne kAraNe e enI vicArazakti gumAvI beTho che ane kAmane utAvaLa karavA jatAM avaLuM pariNAma Ave che. potAnA aMgata jIvanamAM prazno ke sAmAjika samasyAo ukelavA mATe enI pAse saheje rAha jovAnI vRtti ke khAmozI nathI, kAraNa ke pratIkSAne e niSkriyatA ke niSphaLatA lekhe che ane ene kAraNe AyuSyanI lAMbI doDa doDanArane jIvanasArthakya ke jIvanasAphalya maLe, tevuM kazuM prApta thatuM nathI. buddhinA AdhAre ane tarkanA sahAre badhI bAbatonuM pRthakkaraNa karIne jIvananA mahattvanA nirNayo karanAra eka mahattvanI vAta cUkI jAya che. vyaktinA cittamAM evI keTalIya vigato ane mAhitI paDelI hoya che ke jene e pRthakkaraNanA cIpiyAthI pakaDI zakatI nathI. AthI koI paNa nirNaya game teTalo tArkika lAge, topaNa vyaktie thoDo samaya thobhIne e aMge vicAra karavo joIe ane e tapAsa karavI joIe ke A nirNaya mArA cittanI ekAgratAne AdhAre levAyelo nirNaya che ke nahIM ? Avo nirNaya kAgaLa para noMdhIne e vize thoDo samaya enA para dhyAna kendrita karIne vicAravuM joIe. e pachI bhItaramAMthI koI avAja Ave to te ekAgra citte sAMbhaLavo joIe. A AkhIya prakriyAnuM kAraNa eTaluM ja ke tarkanA mApadaMDathI ja nirNaya levA jatAM aMtaH preraNA cUkI javAya che. AvI aMta:preraNA vyaktine eka navI dizA ApI zake che. vizvanI mahAna vaijJAnika zodho ane mahattvanA aitihAsika nirNayo hakIkate AvI aMtaHpreraNAne AdhAre ja thayA che. Ane tame preraNA kaho, phuraNA kaho, aMta:preraNA kaho ke AtmAno avAja kaho; paraMtu A badhI bAbata tamArAmAM rahelI eka prabaLa zaktinI oLakha Ape che ane jo e aMta:preraNAnI zaktino yogya keLavaNIthI vikAsa karavAmAM Ave, to vyakti azakya lAgatI bAbatane zakya karI zake che. maulika vicArazakti dvArA e aMta:preraNA pAme che. AvI aMtaHpreraNA saMtane ApattimAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAno navo mArga cIMdhe che, vijJAnInA cittamAM navA saMzodhananuM bIja rope che, udyogapati hoya to ene navA prakAranA udyogasAhasano vicAra Ape che. AvI aMta:preraNA e vyaktine maulika darzanathI pragatinA navA AyAmo zodhI Ape che. 98 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 99

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98 prabhutva mAnavIne pAmara banAve che ! dareka vyakti enA jIvanamAM prabhutvano khela khelatI hoya che. te amIra hoya ke garIba, sattAvAna hoya ke nirdhana, UMca hoya ke nIca, nAnI hoya ke moTI - paNa ene prabhutvano yA caDhiyAtApaNAno khela khelavo ati priya hoya che. sattAdhArI vyakti rAjya para potAnuM prabhutva sthApavA koziza kare che. samAjanA pramukha samAjanA sabhyo para potAnuM prabhutva lAdavA prayAsa kare che. mAphiyA paNa AvuM prabhutva darzAvIne dhAkadhamakI ke hatyAthI potAno prabhAva darzAvavA prayAsa kare che. pitA putra para, pati patnI para AvuM prabhutva sthApavA aharniza prayatna kare che. prabhutvanI A ramata prAMgaNamAM khelatAM bALakomAM paNa jovA maLe che. zALAmAM moniTara banatA vidyArthImAM ke agratAkyuM uttIrNa thatAM bALakomAM paNa joI zakAya che. sAmAnya vyakti paNa ati sAmAnya para ke moTo bhAI nAnA bhAI para ahaMkArapUrvaka prabhutva sthApavAnI koziza kare che. eka arthamAM kahIe to dareka mANasa potAnA zire prabhutvano paththara UMcakIne cAlato hoya che. e paththara enI hesiyata pramANe nAno paNa hoya ane moTo paNa hoya ! paraMtu e paththarano boja mAthA para UMcakyA vinA ene jiMdagInI majA AvatI nathI. hA, evuM bane kharuM ke e vAraMvAra jiMdagI bhArarUpa ke bojarUpa banI gayAnI phariyAda karato hoya che, chatAM prabhutvanA gamatA bojane nIce utArato nathI. prabhutA sAthe bhraSTatA joDAyelI che. prabhutva pAmavA ane jALavavA mATe mAnavI bhraSTa thatAM acakAto nathI. samAjamAM prabhutva sthApavA nIkaLela ThekedAra samAja para julama karIne potAnuM prabhutva darzAve che. parivAramAM prabhutva darzAvavA mATe vaDIlo kUra AcaraNa karatAM paNa acakAtA nathI, zAsaka potAnuM prabhutva dAkhavavA mATe damananA koraDo vIMjhato hoya che. - 99 jagata dekhAya, to Atmatattva agocara rahe ! jenI avirata zodha cAlavI joIe, tenuM samULaguM vismaraNa thaI jAya, to zuM thAya ? dehanI AsapAsa ghUmyA karIe ane AtmAnI upekSA thAya, tyAre zuM thAya ? indriyonA izAre mananI doDa cAlatI hoya, tyAre AtmatattvanAM eMdhANa paNa kyAMthI sAMpaDe ? mananI doDa koI padArtha tarapha satata AkarSita rAkhe che ane jyAM sudhI enuM adamya AkarSaNa chUTatuM nathI, tyAM sudhI vyakti kyAMya pahoMcI zakatI nathI. iMdriyonA Azraye cAlatI mananI doDa vyaktine na to jIvananI zAMti bhaNI laI jAya che ke na to prAptinI tRpti bhaNI Ave samaye AtmatattvanuM vismaraNa thAya che, je AtmaghAtaka nIvaDe che. vismaraNano aMtima cheDo maraNa che ane tethI e vyaktinuM Atmatattva aMdaroaMdara gUMgaLAIne mRtyu pAme che. A AtmatattvanA astitvane khoLavA mATe mathAmaNa karavI paDe. jeo jIvanamAM Atmatattvane pAmavAnI koI kazmakaza karatA nathI, emane bhItaramAM rahelA AtmatattvanI koI jANa hotI nathI. jIvanaparyata raNanI retI jonArane ghUghavatA mahAsAgaranI kalpanA kyAMthI Ave ? evI ja paristhiti dehanA sukha, saMpattinI samRddhi ane iMdriyonA upabhoganI pAchaLa AtmatattvanuM vismaraNa pAmanAranI hoya che. je dehane jue che, tene AtmA dekhAto nathI. je jagatane jue che, tene Atmatattva dekhAtuM nathI. jo ene Atmatattva dekhAya to pachI ene jagata dekhAtuM nathI. AtmatattvanI oLakha e mAnavajIvananI parama prApti che. sAdhaka hoya ke sAmAnyajana, e pAme eTale eno beDo pAra thaI jAya. bhautikatAne pAra vaselI AdhyAtmikatAmAM Atmatattvano vAsa che. eka vAra eno sAkSAtkAra thAya, tyAre AsapAsanI duniyA palaTAI jAya che ane enI anAtmabuddhi AthamI jAya che. 100 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 101

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100 vAcALa jIbhane badale zravaNasukhI kAna Apo mANasa sAme cAlIne potAnI jAtane aLakhAmaNI ke aNagamatI banAvato hoya che. e eTalo badho aLakhAmaNo banI jAya che ke loko eno 'pIcho' choDAvavA mATe prayatna karatA hoya che. ene TALavA mATe bahAnAM UbhAM kare che ane ene jotAM ja eka prakAranI 'eNlarjI' anubhave che. AnuM kAraNa e ke e vyakti bIjAnI sAthe vArtAlApa karatI vakhate mAtra potAnI jAtane joto hoya che. e bIjAne maLe che, tyAre eno hetu zrotA banavAne badale vaktA banavAno hoya che. sAmenI vyakti sAMbhaLe ke na sAMbhaLe, topaNa e potAnI kathA kaheto rahe che, baDAza hAMkato jAya che ane ahaMkArane paMpALe che. e potAnI jAtanuM ja mahattva karato rahe che ane sAmI vyaktine sthitisthApaka ke phakta mUka darzaka mAne che. vAtacIta karatI vakhate jo sAmenI vyaktine samAdara ApavAmAM nahIM Ave, to e vyaktine tamAro ahaMkAra khUMcavA lAgaze. Ane pariNAme e upekSA sevatI banI jaze. sAmenI vyaktine sanmAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLavAnI je taiyArI rAkhe che, e ja enA sanmAnane pAtra banI zake che. sAmI vyaktine jIbha ApavAne badale kAna ApavA joIe. zravaNa e paNa eka kalA che ane jemane zravaNanI kalA maLe che te sAmI vyaktino sneha pAmI zake che. potAnI ja vAta 'hAMke rAkhanAranI vAtamAM bIjAne rasa paDato nathI. thoDI vAra sAMbhaLyA pachI bedhyAna banI jAya che. zarame ke vyavahArathI ene sAMbhaLe topaNa bahero banI jAya che. sAmenI vyaktino sneha meLavavA mATe enA hRdayanI vAta jANavI jarUrI che. e vAta sAMbhaLIne tame enA vicAra, vartana ane vyaktitva saghaLAMno tAga pAmI zakazo. kSaNano utsava 102 101 apekSA e anyanA svAtaMtrya para tarApa che ! ########################### icchA ane apekSAonA yuddhamAM vyakti khuvAra thaI jAya che. e satata potAnA svajano pAse amuka apekSAo rAkhe che. putra, patnI, mitra ke sahayogI para eNe potAnI apAra apekSAo TekavI hoya che ane teoe e mujaba ja vartana karavuM joIe tema mAne che. patnI apekSA mujaba vartana kare nahIM to patine duHkha thAya che. miSTAnna khAvAnI patinI icchA saMtRpta na thAya to enI apekSAo ghavAtAM bhAre duHkha pahoMce che. dareka pitA tejasvI ane prabhAvazALI putra hoya ema icche che, paraMtu sAthosAtha e parama AjJAMkita hoya tevI apekSA rAkhe che. pratibhAzALI ane AjJAMkita vacce virodha paNa jAge che, kAraNa ke je pratibhAzALI hoya che, e nizcita cokaThAmAM rahI zakato nathI. lAdelAM baMdhano ke dorelI lakSmaNarekhAmAM kArya karavuM ene mATe muzkela hoya che. eTale eka bAju putra navAMnavAM zikharo sara kare evI apekSA rAkhe che ane bIjI bAju e putra ApaNI sAthe ApaNane gamatuM ja vartana kare ema icchIe chIe. apekSA e anyanA svAtaMtrya para sUkSma rIte lagAvAtI tarApa che. mAgaNI e apekSAnI jIvAdorI che. mAgaNInI lAgaNI saMtoSAya to apekSAne sAtA vaLe che. paNa jo mAgaNInI lAgaNI saMtoSAya nahIM to apekSA bUmareMga thAya che ane AghAta anubhaveluM hRdaya pratyAghAtothI zIrNa-vizIrNa thaI jAya che. apekSAne manamAM rAkhavI joIe, paraMtu ene hRdayanA siMhAsana para besADavI joIe nahIM. manamAM rahelI apekSAnuM vismaraNa thaI zake, paraMtu hRdayanA siMhAsane beThelI apekSA to satata smaraNathI nirAzA, kaTutA ane niHsAsAne ja nimaMtre che. kSaNano utsava 103

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103 kayAM kAma na karavAM te nakkI karIe ! - 102 naeNgeTiva vicAranA "sTeja' Ave che naeNgeTiva (nakArAtmaka) vicAro eka evuM kaeNnsara che ke je lAgu paDyA pachI satata phelAtuM rahe che ane jema kaeNnsaramAM kathaLatI hAlatanA eka pachI eka 'sTeja' Ave che, e rIte naeNgeTiva vicAronA eka pachI eka vadhu nukasAnakAraka tabadhdhao Ave che ane vyakti eno zikAra banI jAya che. bhItaramAM be avAja rahelA hoya che. eka avAja paoNjhiTiva hoya che ane bIjo naMgeTiva hoya che. paoNjhiTiva vicAradhArA dharAvanArA mANasane be rAta vacce eka jhaLahaLato divasa dekhAya che. naeNgeTiva vyaktine be rAte vacce 'senDavIca' divasa najare paDe che. naeNgeTiva vicAro cepI roganA jaMtuo jevA che, je zarIramAM khUba jhaDapathI prasarI jAya che, ene mATe e dAkhalA, dalIlo UbhAM karaze. e kAma taddana vyartha hovAnuM mAnaze. emAM AvanArI muzkelIo joIne ene azakya gaNIne AvuM haDaselI mUkaze. jyAre paoNjhiTiva vicAra karanAra emAM AvanArA avarodhono sAmano kaI rIte karavo eno vicAra karaze. niSphaLatA joIne aTakI javAne badale saphaLatAnI zakyatAo para dRSTi Therave che. prayatna karavAmAM vAMdho zo ? ema mAnIne e niSphaLatAnA khyAlane aLago kare che. naeNgeTiva vicAra bhayano ane zaMkAno zvAsa letA hoya che, jyAre paoNjhiTIva vicAro mahenatano ane dhairyano zvAsa letA hoya che. pheMgeTiva vicAro e pIchekUca karavAnA peMtarAo vicAre che, jyAre paoNjhiTiva vicAro AgekUcanA utsAha sAthe AgaLa vadhatA hoya che. 'jevI dRSTi tevI sRSTi' te nyAye naeNgeTiva vicAra karanArane duniyAmAM AkaMda ane rudana saMbhaLAya che, to paoNjhiTiva vicAra karanAranI AkhI duniyA khilakhilATa hasatI hoya che. amaryAda svapno, anaMta icchAo ane apAra kAmanA vaLagelI che mAnavIne, paraMtu A amaryAda, anaMta ane apArane eNe maryAdita karavAnAM che. jIvanadhyeyamAM pALa bAMdhavAnA A kAryane koI AtmasaMyama kahe che, to koI lakSyasiddhi kahe che. enuM kAraNa e ke jema vyaktinuM AyuSya maryAdita che, tema enuM kAryakSetra paNa maryAdita hovuM joIe. ati sthULa zarIra hoya ane phAsTaphUDa khAvAno zokha hoya, sAMjanI nokarI hoya ane rAtre philma jovAno zokha hoya, kaMpanIno maeNnejara hoya ane moDA paDavAnI Adata hoya, to kevI paristhiti sarjAya ? Ano artha ja e ke jIvanamAM 'zuM karavuM' e nakkI karavAnI sAthosAtha "zuM na karavuM' e paNa nakkI karavuM paDe che. maeNnejara hoIe to samayasara pahoMcavuM jarUrI bane. ema vyakti jIvanamAM je kSetramAM kAma kare, emAM eNe keTalAMka kAma game ke na game, paNa anivAryapaNe karavAM paDe che. tame je kaMI meLavavA mAgo cho, te mATe keTalIka vastuo karavI anivArya banI jAya che. A saMyama e mATe jarUrI che ke tame e kartavyapAlana karo, to ja bIjA pAse kartavyapAlana karAvI zako. mANasa je koI kAryakSetra svIkAre, enI sAthe eNe jIvanamAM viveka apanAvavo paDe che. eNe kaI vastu karavAnI che e nakkI karavuM paDe che ane enI sAthe koI vastuthI dUra rahevAnuM che e nizcita karavuM paDe che. AvA heyaupAdeyane samaje , to ja e enA jIvanamAM saphaLatA meLavI zake. nahIM to vyartha, binaupayogI ke ADemArge phaMTAI janArAM kAmono boja vadhato jaze ane je kAryakSetra svIkAryuM che tenAthI e vadhu ne vadhu dUra thato jaze. jIvanamAM jema zubha ane azubha vize vicArIe chIe, e ja rIte dhyeyane lakSyamAM rAkhIne karaNIya ane ekaraNIya kAmono vicAra karavo joIe. 104 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 105

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105 104 AtaMkavAdanA gaNitano tALo maLato nathI zarIranA saMgItane kAna mAMDIne sAMbhaLIe AtaMkavAdanuM AkhuM gaNita sAva avaLuM che. AtaMkavAdI pAse jIvana hotuM nathI, paraMtu bhaya hoya che ane e bhaya phelAvIne potAnA siddhAMta mATe premanI cAhanA rAkhato hoya che. bhaya sadaiva mRtyu Ape che, kyAreya AnaMda nahIM. AthI bhaya pamADanArA AtaMkInI gatividhi to evI che ke enA hAthamAM paththara che ane anya pAsethI AzA puSpanI rAkhe che. potAnI sattA jamAvavA mATe bhayano Azaro le che ane icchA lokacAhanAnI rAkhe che. enA rAja kIya gaNitanI rakamo ja khoTI maMDAI hoya che ane ene pariNAme enA dhyeya ane enA kArya vacce moTI khAI UbhI thAya che. enuM dhyeya che bhayathI prabhAva pAtharavAnuM, paraMtu eno e bhaya koI prabhAva pAtharI zakato nathI. thoDo samaya ene enI kUratAno AnaMda maLe, paNa e krUratA koIne rIjhavI zakatI nathI. AthI A AtaMkavAdI evA che ke jemanI jIvanadhArA sukAI gaI che. emanA hRdayamAM premanuM jharaNuM to zuM, paNa premanuM jaLabiMdu paNa nathI. AtaMka koNa phelAve che te juo. jIvananI ucca bhAvanAono ziraccheda karIne AtaMkavAdI potAnA sthaLa hetunI prApti mATe sahuno ziraccheda karavA nIkaLe che. bhayanA zvAse e jIve che. potAnI mAgaNI ke lAgaNI e anyane pahoMcADavA cAhe che, paraMtu enI lAgaNI ke mAgaNIne badale anyane to enI krUratAno ja anubhava thAya che. vicAra jyAre jhanUnanuM svarUpa le tyAre viveka olavAI jAya che. kartavyane nAme mANasa koInuM kAsaLa kADhavA zastro ugAme che. enA hRdayamAM lAgaNIno juvALa evo jAgyo hoya che ke tyAre e potAnA prANanI phikara karyA vinA bIjAnA prANa levA maraNiyo banyo hoya che. tame tamArA zarIrane jIvanabhara mukta ane sAhajika rIte jIvavAnI koI taka ApI che kharI ? ApaNA zarIrane ApaNe ja amuka dRDha mAnyatAothI muzkeToTa bAMdhI dIdhuM che. ati custa niyamothI ja kaDI dIdhuM che. amuka samaya thayo eTale bhojana karavuM, pachI bhUkha hoya ke na hoya te jovuM nahIM. gaIkAla rAtre moDA sutA hatA eTale have Aje moDA UThIzuM, ema mAnIne bharabapore UThanArAonI saMkhyA ochI nathI, paNa teonI A UMgha e mAtra mana manAvavA mATenI UMgha che. emanuM zarIra to kyAranuMya jAgI cUkyuM hoya che, paraMtu e vyakti jAgrata thavAne badale mAnasika nidrAdhInatA vadhu pasaMda kare che. ApaNe ApaNA niyamothI zarIrane baMdhanamAM rAkhIe chIe ane pariNAme bhUkha, tarasa, nidrA jevI sAmAnya bAbato aMge paNa sahajatA keLavI zakyA nathI. zarIranI prakRtine paNa oLakhavAnI jarUra che. ene oLakhIne zarIrane potAnI rIte potAnI mastImAM jIvavAnI muktatA ApavI joIe. keTalIka vyaktio to potAnA zarIrane niyamonA evA baMdhanamAM bAMdhI de che ke zarIra thAkyuM hoya, topaNa niyamane kAraNe enI pAsethI baLajabarIthI kAma le che. vaLI e oLakhI zakatA nathI ke uMmara vadhatAMnI sAthe zarIranI prakRti paNa palaTAya che. sittera varSanA zarIra pAsethI sattara varSanA zarIra jevI kAmagIrI na levAya. mAnavIe potAnA zarIranA saMgItanA badalAtA tAnane ane vIsarAtA sUrane ekadhyAne sAMbhaLavAnI jarUra che. zarIranA saMgItane nahIM sAMbhaLanArAnA jIvanamAM sUra besUrA banI jAya che ane emAMthI nIkaLatuM saMvAditAnuM saMgIta khoravAI jAya che. 106 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 107

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106 kaMpanI ane kuTuMba judAM che ! eka ja mAnavIe be rUpa dhAraNa karavAnAM hoya che. kaMpanIno kArobAra karatI vakhate e jevo hoya che, tevo gharanA kArobAra samaye na hovo joIe. kaMpanImAM kAryasiddhi e enuM aMtima dhyeya hoya che. gharamAM premaprApti e enuM parama lakSya hoya che. kaMpanImAM e 'baoNsa' hoya che. gharamAM e mobhI hoya che. kaMpanI ane ghara calAvavAnI paddhatimAM bhinnatA hoya che. kaMpanInA karmacArIo pratyeno abhigama gharanA maeNnejamenTamAM apanAve, to gharamAM mahAulkApAta sarjAya, kAraNa eTaluM ja ke kaMpanInI rItarasama ane gharanI jIvanazailI sarvathA bhinna hoya che. AthI kaMpanInA caeNramaeNna gharanA uMbarAmAM paga mUke, te pahelAM eNe caeNramaeNnapadanA boja mAMthI mukti meLavI levI joIe. pati ke putra jyAre caeNramaeNna banIne kaMpanInA pravezadvAre praveze, tyAre eNe patinA prema ane putranA snehane bahAra mUkIne pravezavuM joIe, bane che evuM ke zerabajArano vepArI gharamAM paNa zaMrabajAranI rItarasamathI jIve che ane pariNAme enA saMsArajIvanamAM snehathI maMdIno sapATo ja avirata cAlyA kare che. kaMpanI jema sUtradhAra baoNsanI rAha jue che, ema ghara vAtsalyabharyA pitA, premALa pati ke AjJAMkita putranI rAha jue che. gharamAM tamArA hodAnuM mahattva nathI, paNa snehanI garimA che. vyaktinA jIvananI sauthI moTI kasoTI e che ke e kevI kuzaLatAthI potAnI bhUmikA bhajavatI rahe che. eka bhUmikA sAthe bIjI bhUmikAnI bheLaseLa thaI jAya to moTo vikhavAda ke visaMvAda Ubho thAya che, AthI oNphisamAM baoNsa tarIke e Adeza ApatI hoya ane AjJAMkita putra tarIke pitAnI vAta zirodhArya kare che. - 107 kartAbhAva satata kUdakA lagAve che ! draSTAne badale kartA banavAnA ati utsAhane kAraNe mAnavIe enA sAhajika jIvanane naSTa-bhraSTa karI nAkhyuM che. mANasane kartA banavAnI vAraMvAra evI hoMza jAgatI hoya che ke e koI paNa sArA kAryamAM koI paNa rIte potAnA kartutvanI chApa ghusADavA prayatna kare che. 'meM A kAma karyuM', 'meM A siddhi meLavI', 'mAre kAraNe emanuM jIvana sudharyuM', 'meM emane sukha ApyuM' - A rIte potAnA kartutvane AgaLa dharavAnI bUrI Adata ghaNA mANasomAM hoya che. sArI vAtamAM kartA thavAnI AturatAne kAraNe e jarUra paDe to anya vyaktinI vAtane adhavaccethI aTakAvIne paNa potAnA kartutvanI bAMga pokAre che. kartAbhAva e cAlato nathI, gati karato nathI, paraMtu haMmezAM kUdako lagAvato hoya che. manamAM kUdakA mArato e kartAbhAva satata UchaLyA karato hoya che. UchaLatI vakhate enA manamAM aham hoya che ane enA uchALamAM potAnI AvaData dekhAya evo eno hetu hoya che, cepI roganI mApha ke e lAgu paDe pachI evo vyApta thaI jAya che ke ene aMdezo paNa Avato nathI ke potAnA AvA kartAbhAvanA kUdakAne badhA hAMsIpAtra gaNe che. samaya jatAM AnuM pariNAma e Ave che ke AvI vyakti yenakena prakAreNa potAnI zakti AgaLa dharavAnI vRttine kAraNe bIjAnI kSamatAne joI zakatI nathI. paristhitine pAmavAne badale potAnA ahamUnA prAgaTya para eno bhAra hoya che. kartAbhAvanI prabaLatAne kAraNe eno draSTAbhAva AthamI jAya che. enA vyaktigata jIvanamAM du:kha Ave ke sukha, viSAda jAge ke ullAsa - e badhAne kartAnI dRSTie jue che, draSTAnI dRSTie nahIM. vyakti potAnA jIvanane draSTA banIne dUrathI jue to ja e paristhitinAM mULa kAraNo sudhI pahoMcI zake che ane AgaLa vadhIne AtmaciMtana ane AtmavizleSaNa karI zake che. 108 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 109

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- 108 AtmahatyAno vicAra svayaM AtmahatyA karaze AkAzamAM jAmelAM kALAM ghanaghora vAdaLonI jema mana para nirAzA chavAI gaI hoya, tyAre karavuM zuM ? eka evI udAsInatA jIvanamAM AvI gaI hoya ke anya vyaktinI upasthiti ja aLakhAmaNI banatI hoya ane potAnI jAta tarapha bhArobhAra aNagamo Avato hoya, tyAre karavuM zuM ? Ave samaye vyakti Diprezanano zikAra bane che. vartamAna jiMdagInI paristhitithI moM pheravI le che. e AtmahatyA karavAnuM vicAre che ane kare paNa che. e vicAre che ke AvI ghora udAsInatA ane gADha nirAzAnI UMDI khINamAMthI huM kyAre bahAra nIkaLI zakIza ? e hakIkata che ke dareka vyaktinA jIvanamAM eka yA bIjA samaye ene cAre bAjuthI udAsInatA gherI vaLatI hoya che. kyAreka potAnA koI aparAdhane lIdhe bhItaramAM thatI pIDAne pariNAme e badhAthI dUra nAsatI hoya che. ene ekalavAyA rahevuM pasaMda paDe che ane A ekalatA ja enA jIvanane khAI jatI hoya che. koI vakhata jIvanamAM AvelA AghAtathI manathI avAcaka banI gaI hoya che. koI pote racelA kArAvAsamAM svayaM keda thaIne jIve che. AvI sthiti anubhavatI vyaktie koI jarUriyAta maMdane madada karavAno vicAra karavo joIe. tame koIne madada karavA jAva eTale tame tamArI jAtamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI jAva cho. atyAra sudhI mAtra potAno ja vicAra karatA hovAthI ghora nirAzAthI gherAI gayA hatA, paNa have anyane madadarUpa thavAnA vicArathI svakendritAnuM kocaluM bhedI zakazo ane anyane madadarUpa thaIne bIjAnA caherA para AnaMda ke khuzI jovAnI abhilASA rAkhazo. tamArA potAnA svArthI vicAronA kArAvAsamAMthI nIkaLIne paramArthI vicAronA mukta gaganamAM UDavA mAMDazo eTale ApoApa saghaLI nirAzA, du:kha, ciMtA ke Dara kharI paDaze ane AtmahatyAno vicAra svayaM potAnI ja hatyA karI besaze. - 109 - jIvanamAM khullI AMkhe jAgaraNa ! tame tamArA bhUtakALane yAda karo cho ! ene mATe tamArI smRtine kasoTInI eraNe caDhAvo cho. vItelAM varSomAM vadhu ne vadhu pAchaLa jAva cho ane cittamAM paDelI varSo purANI e smRtine sateja karo cho, A pAchA javuM ane pAmavuM e Atmabodha che. ApaNo AtmA aMdara vaselo che. e tejapuMja samo prakAzita che. enAmAM apAra zakti nihita che, paraMtu enI AsapAsa vyakti eka pachI eka AvaraNa vIMTALatI jAya che. enA para mAyAnI cAdara DhAMkI de che. aMdhakArathI ene lapeTI le che ane pachI evuM bane che ke e mAtra cAdarane ja jue che. emAM rahelA AtmAnI vismRti thaI jAya che. jemajema e AvaraNo dUra jAya che, tematema AtmA punaH prakAzita thAya che. jyoti to bhItaramAM hatI, paraMtu AsapAsanA aMdhakArane kAraNe Atmajyoti dekhAtI nahotI. AtmajAgaraNa pAmelA sAdhakanI dRSTi potAnA AtmA sudhI jAya che. jIvanamAM sauthI moTuM kAma che jAgaraNanuM, paNa A jAgaraNa evuM nathI ke jyAM moDI rAta sudhI khullI AMkhe jAgavAnuM hoya. A jAgaraNa to baMdha AMkhe Atmabodha mATe puruSArtha karavAnuM jAgaraNa che. AvA jAgaraNane pariNAme jyAre Atmabodha thaze tyAre sUryanI AsapAsa jAmelAM vAdaLAMo dUra khasI jaze ane sAdhakano eno jhaLahaLato prakAza jovA maLe tevo AtmAnubhava thaze. Ama AtmAne sarjavAno nathI, paNa ene oLakhavAno che, ene mATe bhItaramAM jaIne jAgrata puruSArtha karIe to ja Atmabodha thAya, jo duniyAnI saphare nIkaLe ane dunyavI bAbatomAM DUbI jAya to ene bAhya jagatanI jANakArI maLaze, paNa enuM AMtaraja gata sAva vaNasparyuM raheze. AMtarajagatane jANavA mATe to bhItaranI dIrtha yAtrA ja eka mAtra sahAro che. 110 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava ll

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110 aMtima pravAsa mATe keTalI taiyArI karI ? be divasanA pravAsamAM jatI vakhate keTalI badhI taiyArI karIe chIe ! pravAsamAM jenI jarUra paDavAnI che evI keTalIya cIjavastuo ekaThI karIne sAthe laIe chIe. ene barAbara goThavIe chIe. pravAse nIkaLatI vakhate TikiTa levI paDe che ane zakya eTalI anukULatAo goThavIne piricata vyakti sAthe pravAsa kheDavA nIkaLIe chIe. jJAta pravAsanI ATalI badhI taiyArI, paraMtu jiMdagInA ajJAta pravAsanI keTalI taiyArI ? kevA pradezamAM e pravAsa kheDavAno che enI kazI jANa nathI. mRtyu pachInI paristhitino jhAMkhoya aMdAja nathI. emAM AvanArI pratikULatAonI saheje jhAMkhI nathI. vaLI sAthe koI mArgadarzaka ke madadagAra paNa nathI. ene ekalA jiMdagIno aMtima pravAsa kheDavAno che, tyAre ene mATe eNe keTalI taiyArIo karI che ? A aMtima pravAsamAM kAma Ave evuM keTaluM bhAtuM laIne e nIkaLyo che ? A pravAsa mATe enI pAse keTalI bhItarI prasannatA che ? are ! juo to kharA ! aMtima pravAsanI ghaDI AvatAM e keTalo badho akaLAI jAya che ! potAnA vanane e jozathI vaLagI rahe che. potAnAM sAdhano ane saMpattine custa rIte vaLagIne e bese che. 'hajI ATaluM bhogavI lauM' ema vicArIne jijIviSAne prabaLa karato jAya che, tyAre vicAravuM e paDe ke jIvananA pravAsonI taiyArI karanAra mANasa enA mRtyunA aMtima pravAsa mATe sajjatA keLavavAno koI vicAra kare che kharo ? aMte je mukAme pahoMcavAnuM che e mukAmanI ene jANakArI che kharI ? eka vAra kAzmIranA pravAse gayA ane majA na AvI to e pravAsa bIjI vAra kheDI zakAya che, paNa A aMtima mukAme javAno pravAsa to eka ja vAra kheDavAno hoya che. e punaH kheDI zakAto nathI, tyAre ene mATe keTalI taiyArI karI che te vicAravuM joIe. kSaNano utsava 112 111 bAvaLa vAvIzuM to AMbA nahIM Uge ! tame saMtAno pratye Aje ja jAgo ! ene mammI pAsethI jIvananA pATha maLe tevuM Ayojana karo, Aje mAtAne badale mIDiyA bALakanuM mAnasaghaDatara karavA lAgyuM che, tethI AvatIkAle evuM paNa bane ke A bALakanA saMskAra-ghaDataranuM kAma 'kalara' caeNnale karyuM che ke 'pogo' caeNnale karyuM che tenI carcA cAle. Aje mammI bAhya jIvana ane sAmAjika prasaMgomAM DUbelI raheze ane pappA pAse samayano abhAva raheze, to paristhiti evI Avaze ke tamArAM saMtAnane tamArI sAthe hRdayanuM koI saMdhAna ke lAgaNInuM koI anusaMdhAna raheze nahi ane pachI bhaviSyamAM zuM thaze ? bhaviSyamAM tamArI vRddhAvasthA sAthe AvanArI tamArI bImArIonI e upekSA karaze, tamArI vAraMvAranI phariyAdo pratye baherA kAna rAkhaze. jo vadhu vAta karazo to adhavacce aTakAvI deze ane tema chatAM jo tame aTakazo nahi, to tamAro tiraskAra karaze. AvA samaye gharanAM saMtAnonA tame aNagamatA banI jazo. e tamAre mATe vRddhAzramanI khoja karaze, kAraNa ke tamArI sAthe ene phAvatuM - banatuM nathI ane tame enA saMsAramAM aNagamatA banI gayA cho. Ama AjanI peDhInA ghaDataramAM rasa lIdho nahi, to AvatIkAla teo tamane sastA daranA vRddhAzramamAM mokalI Apaze. jevI karaNI tevI bharaNI' evI samAjalakSI kahevato jIvanalakSI paNa che. jIvanamAM potAnAM saMtAnone jeTalo prema Apyo haze eTaluM ja vaLatara maLatuM hoya che. 'zrImad bhagavadgItA'mAM jevuM karma karyuM hoya tevuM phaLa maLavAnI vAta che. vAta vyApaka ke vaizvika darzanamAM jeTalI sAcI che, eTalI ja aMgata ke pArivArika jIvanamAM che. kSaNano utsava 113

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112 mRtyu pachI paNa jIvatAM-dhabakatAM satkarmo A jagata parathI jIvanalIlA saMkelI lIdhA bAda kazuM zeSa rahe che kharuM? ke pachI vyaktinA dehanAzanI sAthosAtha eNe prApta karelAM yaza, siddhi ane samRddhi saghaLuM samApta thaI jAya che ? vyaktinuM avasAna thayA pachI dharatI para enuM kazuM bace che kharuM ke agnisaMskAranI bhaDabhaDatI AgamAM badhuMya bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che ? nAzavaMta jIvanamAM avinAzI hoya to te satkarma che. karma to sahu koI kare che, koI AjIvikA mATe to koI aMgata siddhi mATe, paraMtu AvAM karmo karanAra mRtyu bAda vismRti pAme che. kAraNa ke mAnavInAM aMgata kAma to vahetA pravAhamAM vahI janArAM hoya che. e sAmA pUre tarIne koI satkarma karanAro hoto nathI. gADariyA pravAhe cAlanAra vyaktinA astitvanI enA mRtyu pachI koI noMdha paNa letuM nathI ane eno koI aNasAra raheto nathI. deha sAthe saghaLuM bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che, jyAre svArtha, saMkucitatA ane bhautikatA jevA avarodho pAra karIne mAnavI mATe kalyANakArI satkarmo karanArane sahu koI yAda kare che. satkarma karavAnI be ja rIta che, kAM to tame tamArI vANI ke lekhinI dvArA satkarmane pragaTa karo athavA to tame svayaM satkarma karI batAvo. Ama kArya ane kalama dvArA thayelAM satkarmo ja vyaktinA mRtyu pachI enA smaraNanI suvAsa ApatAM rahe che. nAzavaMta ane zAzvatano bheda vahelI take pArakhI levo joIe ane jenI najara zAzvata satkarma para che tenI sAme nAzavaMta bAbato nAza pAme che. satkarma a-mRta che. e vyakti jIvaMta hoya ke divaMgata hoya paNa enA bhAva sadAya vAtAvaraNamAM suvAsa preratA hoya che. potAnA dehanI ane mananI zaktio sAmAjika kAryomAM reDIne kArya karanAra mAnavInAM deha ke mana na hoya, to paNa enAM satkarma zAzvata rahe che. 114 kSaNano utsava 113 bhaya bhUtakALa karatAM bhaviSyamAM vadhu jIve che e hakIkata che ke bhaya vinAnI koI vyakti tamane A jagatamAM jaDaze nahIM. nirbhayatAno dAvo karanArI vyakti ghaNI vAra baDAza hAMkIne enA bhayane chupAvatI hoya che. game tevo mahAna khelADI paNa medAna para jatI vakhate ramata pUrve bhayathI ekAda kaMpArI anubhave che. koI kuzaLa adAkArane pUchazo to te paNa kaheze ke nATakanA takhtA para pravezatAM pUrve thoDI kSaNa 'zuM thaze ?'no bhaya ene satAvato hoya che. ati tejasvI vidyArthInA manamAM paNa parIkSA pUrve niSphaLatAno bhaya laTAra lagAvI jato hoya che. e sAcuM ke keTalAka bhayane hasI kADhe che athavA to ene vizeSa mahattva ApatA nathI. AvI vyakti paNa bhItaramAM bhaya anubhavatI hoya che. koIne vastuno bhaya lAge che, to koIne vyaktino bhaya lAge che. koIne garIbIne kAraNe bhaviSya kevuM duHkhada jaze eno kAlpanika Dara lAgato hoya che to koIne potAnI amIrAI chInavAI jaze to zuM thaze evo bhAvino bhaya satAvato hoya che. bhayane bhUtakALa karatAM bhaviSyakALa vadhu pasaMda che. Ama bhaya e eka sarvavyApaka lAgaNI che, AthI nirbhayatAnI baDAza hAMkavAne badale potAnA bhItaranA bhayane svIkArIne cAlavuM joIe ane mAnavuM joIe ke pratyeka bhayagrasta paristhitino koI ne koI ukela hoya che, ema mArI bhayanI bhAvanAno paNa ukela zodhIne tene nirmULa karIza. nirbhayatA e mAnavamuktino pahelo pATha che. nIDaratA e Dara ke bhaya sAmenuM brahmAsa che ane abhaya e AdhyAtmikatAnuM ucca zikhara che. vicAranI spaSTatA, AcaraNanI daDhatA ane paropakAranI bhAvanA dharAvanArane bhaya kadI sparzI zakato nathI. kSaNano utsava 115

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114 vartamAna e bhaviSyanI kharIdI kare che mAnavIne maLelA amUlya jIvanane sArthaka karavA mATe ema kahevAmAM Ave che ke eNe paLano paNa pramAda karavo joIe nahIM. A paLano pramAda kaI rIte thato haze ? evo vicAra manamAM svAbhAvika rIte ja udbhave. hakIkatamAM jIvana e paLanuM baneluM che. vyaktinA jIvananI mAtra eka paLa paNa veDaphAI jAya to paNa enA jIvana para eno prabhAva paDato hoya che. A paLane ujALavA mATe vyaktie pratyeka paLane jIvatAM zIkhavuM joIe. sAmAnya rIte vyakti potAnA bhUtakALanI kSaNane laIne vartamAnanI kSaNane oLakhatI hoya che, paNa enI e vartamAnanI kSaNa sAthe bhUtakALanAM bhaya, zaMkA ane dvidhA joDAya, to enI vartamAnanI kSaNa paNa viphaLa bane che. jIvananI kSaNone jUnI-purANI vicArasaraNIthI jovA janAra potAnI AjanI ghaDIne raLiyAmaNI karavAne badale vyartha banAvI de che. A rIte vyaktie vartamAnanI kSaNane vartamAnamAM ja vavAnI koziza karavI joIe. bhUtakALanI kSaNathI vartamAnane jonAra dvidhA anubhave che, to vartamAnanI kSaNe bhaviSyano vicAra karanAra bhayane jue che. bhUtakALamAM sarI gayelI kSaNanI ciMtA choDo ane AvatIkAlanI kSaNanI ciMtA haTAvI do. gaIkAlanI kSaNa pramAda lAvaze ane AvatI kAlanI anizcitatA. kharI jarUra to pratyeka kSaNane vartamAnamAM jIvavAnI che. vartamAna ApaNA bhaviSyane AkAra Ape che ane vItI gayelA bhUtakALane sudhAre che. AthI 'Aja' e hakIkata che. 'gaIkAla' e vItI gayeluM svapna che ane AvatIkAla te AvanArI paristhitinI kalpanA che. vItelAno zoka nahIM, AvanAranI phikara nahIM; vartamAna pAse che AjanuM karma, nakkara hakIkata ane yathArtha darzana. 116 kSaNano utsava 115 AtmA ane iMdriyo vacceno uMbaro che mana yuvakanuM akALe avasAna thatAM eka vyaktie duHkhanA boja sAthe nAnI vaye thayelA avasAna aMge AMkhamAM AMsu sAthe zoka pragaTa karyo. bIjI vyaktie kahyuM ke nAnI vayamAM vyasanamAM sapaDAyelA ene mATe A ja bhAvi nirmita hatuM. Ama kahenArI vyaktinA caherA para duHkha ke zokanuM nAmanizAna nahotuM. eka vyakti pratyeka bAbatane lAgaNInA Avega sAthe jue che, to bIjI vyakti dareka bAbatanI vizleSaka banIne cikitsA kare che. mananAM A be prakAranAM valaNa che. ekamAM lAgaNI pradhAna che, to bIjAmAM buddhi. ekamAM nakarI bhAvanA, to bIjAmAM mAtra tarka. mananA AvA khaMDadarzanane kAraNe vyakti eka vAtano svIkAra kare che ane bIjAno asvIkAra kare che. manane pUrNarUpe khIlavavA mATe akhaMDa mananI oLakha jarUrI che, ene mATe pUrNadarzana hovuM joIe. mAtra bhAvukatA ke phakta tArkikatAthI vicAranAranuM citta samaya jatAM jaDa banI jAya che. enuM ekapakSI manovalaNa dareka bAbatane potAnI phAvatI rIte jue che. mananI vaMtatAne mATe AvI pakSapAtI jaDatA choDavI jarUrI bane che. manane DhaLavuM bahu pasaMda che. iMdriyo je mArge vALe te mArge vaLavAnuM manane khUba game che. manamAM jyAre prapaMca, pUrvagraha ke kuTilatA jAge che tyAre e manamAMthI 5ramAtmA vidAya le che. je manamAM prapaMca maDAgAMTha ke kuTilatA hotI nathI tyAM sAme cAlIne paramAtmA Asana jamAve che. mananuM khaMDadarzana haMmezAM pUrvagraha rasita hoya che. e mAtra eka bAju jue che. bIjI AMkha baMdha karIne mAtra eka ja AMkhe jue che. samagrane jovAne badale khaMDadarzana kare che. AthI ja sAco sAkSIbhAva keLavIne ane anAsakta rahIne ja akhaMDa manane pAmI zakAya. kSaNano utsava 117

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- 116 - - 117 - navI AzA ApatI niSphaLatA saMkalpane koI sImA hotI nathI mAnavIne saMkalpa ja siddhi apAve che, paraMtu e saMkalpane badale mAnyatAothI jIvana vyatIta karavAnuM vizeSa pasaMda kare che. enI moTA bhAganI mAnyatAonuM pIThabaLa gatAnagatikatA, dhArmika kriyAkAMDa ke sAmAjika vyavahAra hoya che. eka samaye amuka viziSTa saMjogomAM jAgelI AvazyakatAne kAraNe dharma ke samAje pracalita karelI vicAradhArA kALanA pravAhamAM jaDa ke zuSka mAnyatA banI jAya che. AvI mAnyatAonI pAchaLa badhuM ja hoya che, paraMtu aMtaH karaNanuM baLa hotuM nathI. enuM AcaraNa karavAmAM Ave che, tyAre e AcaraNano artha vicAravAmAM Avato nathI. AvI mAnyatAo kyAreka jIvanane upayogI bane che, paraMtu saMkalpanuM baLa khUTatuM hovAthI emAM thanaganato utsAha, satata phUrti ane prabaLa zaktino abhAva hoya che. saMkalpa pAse avirata dhagaza ane prayatnano visphoTa hoya che. ene siddha karavA nIkaLelI vyakti pAse khumArI ane khuddArI hoya che. vaLI e saMkalpa sAthe koI vicAra ke dhyeya joDAyeluM hovAthI e mAnyatA karatAM vadhu sudaDha hoya che. mAnyatA Aje hoya ane kAle AthamI paNa gaI hoya, Aje jenuM anusaraNa karatA hoIe tenI AvatIkAle sadaMtara upekSA paNa karatA hoIe. Aje je mAnyatAne ati mahattvanI mAnatA hoIe, tene AvatIkAle sAva nirarthaka paNa mAnIe, jyAre saMkalpa pAse eka nizcita lakSya hovAthI vyakti enI siddhine mATe nizAna prati chUTelA tIranI mAphaka avirata udyamavaMta rahe che. mAnyatA pote AMkelI maryAdAonA baMdhanamAM jIvavAno maraNiyo prayAsa kare che, jyAre saMkalpane koI sImArekhA hotI nathI. cIlAcAlu mArge cAlatI mAnyatA kazuM ApatI ke navuM sarjatI nathI, jyAre saMkalpa e mahAna kAryo ane apUrva siddhiono janmadAtA bane che. 'saMjogo mAnavIne ghaDe che' e sutra tame jIvanabhara sAMbhaLatA AvyA cho . anukULa saMyogone vyakti AzIrvAdarUpa mAne che ane pratikULa saMyogone zAparUpa ke avarodharUpa gaNe che. jIvanapaTa para najara nAkhatI vakhate e zodhe che ke kayA saMjogo sArA maLyA ane kayA narasA maLyA ! kyA AnaMdadAyI hatA ane kayA duHkhadAyI ! hakIkata e che ke saMjogo vyaktine ghaDatA nathI, balake saMjogo pratyeno abhigama vyaktine ghaDe che. eka ja saMjoga eka vyaktine du:khamAM garakAva karanAro lAge, to e ja banAva parathI bIjI vyakti koI jIvanabodha tArave che. eka ja ghaTanA eka vyaktine avarodhaka lAge che, to bIjI vyaktine e preraka lAge che. Ama saMjogo mahattvanA nathI, paraMtu saMjogo pratyeno ApaNo abhigama mahattvano che. abrAhama liMkanane cUMTaNImAM vAraMvAra hAra maLI, chatAM e parAjayathI paga vALIne besI rahevAne badale prayatna karatA rahyA. bIjI vyaktine ATalA parAjayo khamavA paDyA hoya to jiMdagIbhara cUMTaNImAM UbhA rahevAnuM nAma sudhdhAM na le. Ama, saMjoga karatAM e pratyeno abhigama, emAMthI tAravelo marma ane emAMthI meLavelo saMketa mahattvano che. saMjoga pratyenuM valaNa ja sAmAnya mAnavI ane asAmAnya mAnavIno bheda chato karI de che. sAmAnya mAnavI niSphaLatA maLatAM AgaLa vadhavAnuM mAMDI vALe che, jyAre asAmAnya ke lokottara vyakti niSphaLatA maLe to tene saphaLatA-prAptino eka mukAma mAnIne AgaLa vadhatI rahe che. potAnI niSphaLatAmAMthI e artha zodhatI hoya che, kAraNa tapAsatI hoya che ane e pAra karIne AgaLa maMjila taiyAra karatI hoya che. niSphaLatA e bIjAne nirAzA jagAvanArI lAge kiMtu kartavyazIlane navI AzAno saMcAra karatI lAge che. 118 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 119

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-- 119 saMvedanAmAM saMbhaLAya che sarjaka-AtmAno avAja 118 priyatamAnA caherA jevo mRtyuno cahero AkhAya jagatamAM premIne potAnI priyatamAno cahero sauthI vadhu suMdara lAgato hoya che. aneka caherAo vacce jIvatA ene potAnI premikAno cahero advitIya lAge che. enA mukha bhaNI ekITase nihALavAnuM ene khUba pasaMda paDe che. ene joIne enA hRdayamAM AnaMda UmaTe che ane premanI dhArA vahevA lAge che. jevo premikAno cahero che, evo ja tamArA mRtyuno cahero che. e mRtyune cAhatAM zIkho. ene snehathI jotAM raho. ene premabharI mIThI najare nihALo, kAraNa ke A anizcita evA jIvanamAM sauthI vadhu nizcita mRtyu che. ApaNe anizcita evA jIvananI ciMtA karavAnuM choDIne nizcita evA mRtyuthI ciMtita rahIe chIe. e nizcita mRtyuthI AMkhamIMcAmaNAM karIe chIe. enAthI dUra bhAgavAnI koziza karIe chIe. parAjaya nizcita hovA chatAM maraNiyA thaIne motanI sAme bAtha bhIDIe chIe. eno svIkAra karavAne badale satata enA asvIkAra karavAno prayAsa karIe chIe. mota e vikarALa, bhayAvaha yamadUta nathI, e to priyatamAno cahero che. mRtyunA caherAne bhAgye ja koI bhAvathI jue che. e caherA paranI zAMti enI baMdha AMkhomAM jovA maLe che. jIvana pratyenI anAsakti ja enA sthira kapALa para najare paDe che. jagatanI pIDA, saMsAranAM duHkho ane Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhinI paLojaNanI muktinI rekhAo enA sthira mukhAraviMdamAM joI zakAya che. e avasarane AnaMdabhera bheTanAranA caherA para prasannatAnuM teja vikharAyeluM hoya che. A avasarane virahanI vedanA mAnanAranA caherA para gherI kAlimA lapAIne beThI hoya che. sAhityakAra pAse saMvedanAnI muDI hoya che. e potAnI saMvedanAne zabdano AkAra Apato hoya che, eNe saMvedanAne ucita rIte jALavavI paDe che. paraMtu jo yogya mAvajata kare nahIM, to enI saMvedanA ke enuM satya vyApaka nahIM bane, paNa anyane vAganAruM banaze. pratyeka mAnavI pAse saMvedanAnI mUDI hoya che, paraMtu sAhityakAra pAse ene zabdarUpa ApavAnI zakti hoya che. paNa e potAnI saMvedanAne aMgata svArtha sAthe joDI deze to e saMvedanA ahaMkAravRtti banI jaze. AthI ja sAhityakAre samAja vacce jIvavAnI jarUra e mATe che ke e anyanAM sukha-du:kha, ullAsa ane viSAda jevA bhAvone pAmI zake ane e rIte potAnI saMvedanAno vistAra sAdhI zake. | saMvedanAnI paNa jabarI cAlabAjI hoya che. keTalAka sarjaka AvI saMvedanAnI thoDI mUDI sAthe Ave che ane pachI e kharcAI jatAM bebAkaLA banI jAya che. enI ekAdI kRti vakhaNAya che, paNa pachI saMvedanAno khAlIpo anubhavatA potAnI saMvedanAne judAjudA veza paherAvIne pragaTa karavA koziza kare che. athavA to ene cabarAkiyAM ajamAvavAM paDe che. sAcI saMvedanA vinAnA sarjako tukkAonI racanA karatA hoya che ane e tukSaomAM emanI kRtrimatA dekhAyA vinA rahetI nathI. Ajano sarjaka enI saMvedanAno vistAra sAdhaze nahIM, to enuM sAhitya vadhu ne vadhu saMkucita banI jaze. ane saMvedanAnA navAnavA pradezo zodhavAnA che. be dAyakA pahelAMnI samasyAo kALagrasta banI gaI hoya che ane tethI ja navInavI saMvedanAo sAthe sarjake panAro pADavo joIe. A saMvedanA e sarjaka-AtmAno avAja che. 120 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 121

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1ra0 - - 121 - AgaLa chalAMga lagAvIne siddhi maLatI nathI sAme cAlIne thatI AtmahatyA mANasa kevI bhinna prakAranI AtmahatyA karI rahyo che ? A evI AtmahatyA che ke jyAM mANasa sAtamA mALethI nIce jhaMpalAvato nathI ke gaLe phAMso daIne yA jhera pIne jIvana TUMkAvato nathI. mANasa pote potAnI AtmahatyA karato hoya che ane e AtmahatyA che enA bhItaramAM rahelA zaktisAmarthyanI. manuSya apAra zaktino khajAno che, paraMtu e khajAnAno e sadvyaya kare che ke durvyaya kare che e jovuM jarUrI che. enI pAse vicAranI zakti che, paraMtu eno upayoga khoTA, malina ane anaitika vicAromAM karato hoya che. enI pAse dhAradAra tarkanI tAkAta che, paraMtu e tarkano upayoga potAnI jAtane pragatine paMthe laI javAne badale bIjAnI vAtanA avarodha mATe kare che. enI pAse adbhuta evI kalpanAzakti che, paraMtu e mAtra zekhacallInAM svapnAMmAM ene kharcato hoya che. enI zaktinA khajAnAmAM tIkSNa buddhi che, paraMtu e buddhino upayoga vAda-vivAda ke carcAmAM karato hoya che. enI pAse daDha siddhAMta ke mUlyaniSThA hoya che, paraMtu e dRDha siddhAMtane jaDa-siddhAMtamAM pheravI nAkhe che ane mUlyaniSThAne aMdha mAnyatAmAM palaTI nAkhe che. e vasavaso kare che ke jamAno kevo badalAI gayo che ! paNa hakIkatamAM to ene badalAvAnuM hoya che. kALa ane sthaLa pramANe vyaktie enA vicArone badalavA paDe che, paraMtu bane che evuM ke vyakti potAnI zakti potAnA jaDa vicAro, aMdha mAnyatAo ane marI paravArelAM mUlyone jALavavA mATe vApare che ane e rIte potAnI zaktinI sAme cAlIne AtmahatyA kare che. AMtarasamRddhinI AvI AtmahatyA mAnava-daridratAmAM vRddhi kare che. dhyeyasiddhi mATe AgaLa najara rAkhIne cAlavAnuM sahu koI kahe che, paraMtu hakIkatamAM dhyeyasiddhi mATe pAchalA page cAlavAnI AvaData hovI joIe. dhyeya nI karIne mAtra AgaLa cAlanArane siddhi maLatI nathI, paraMtu eka vAra dhyeya nakkI karIne je pAchalA page cAlIne vicAra kare che ke kaI-kaI kSamatA ane yogyatA prApta karuM to A siddhi maLe, tevI vyakti saphaLa thAya che. AvI vyakti potAnI dhyeyaprAptino nakazo taiyAra kare che eTale ke ene ekasonA AMkaDe pahoMcavuM hoya to pahelAM pAchaLa jaIne ekanA AMkaDAthI zarUAta karavAnI hoya che. Ano artha e ke dhyeyaprApti mATe yogya Ayojana karavuM paDe che. enI pAse keTalI zakti ane sAdhanasAmagrI che ane keTalI zakti ane sAdhanasAmagrInI ene jarUra paDaze. kyA-kyA samaye keTaluM kArya siddha thavuM jarUrI che ke jethI e enA aMtima mukAme samayasara pahoMcI zake. rastAmAM AvanArI pratyeka muzkelIo vize e Agotaro vicAra karI rAkhaze ane pachI eNe ekeeka pagale kaI-kaI muzkelIono sAmano karavAno che ane ene mATe ene kevI sajjatA keLavavAnI che eno vicAra karIne samagra kAryanuM Ayojana karaze, kAraNa ke e jANe che ke rAtorAta siddhi sAMpaDatI nathI. eno paMtha ghaNo lAMbo hoya che. emAM eka pachI eka pagalAM bharIne AgaLa vadhavAnuM hoya che. koI chalAMga lagAvIne siddhi meLavI zakAtI nathI. ane e rIte potAnI AjanI, AvatIkAlanI ane dhyeyaprApti thAya tyAM sudhInI jarUriyAtono vicAra karI letA hoya che. mAtra vicAra karavAthI, zubhecchA vyakta karavAthI ke sadbhAvanAthI siddhi sarjAtI nathI. ene mATe to lAMbA gALAnuM Ayojana, vyavasthita prayatna ane zaktino vAstavika aMdAja jarUrI che. 122 saNano utsava kSaNano utsava 123

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12 kakko kharo karanAra bArAkSarI gumAve che potAno kakko kharo karAvanArI vyakti koI sabhAmAM jAya, tyAre bIjAnA vicAro tarapha Adara ApavAne badale mAtra potAnA vicAro ja jhIMke rAkhe che. potAnI vAta karatAM-karatAM e uzkerAI jAya che. gusse thaI jAya che. kyAreka AMkhamAM banAvaTI AMsu lAve che, paraMtu game tema karIne paNa e potAnuM dhAryuM siddha kare che. AvI dhAryuM siddha karavAnI enI Teva enA gharamAM paNa akhaMDita hoya che. gharanI bAbatomAM paNa e potAnI vAta koI paNa rIte bIjAo para ThasAvavA mAge che. Ane mATe jarUra paDe e dhAkadhamakIno upayoga kare che athavA to potAnA krodhanI madada le che. paraMtu oNphisamAM hukama calAvavAnI enI Teva gharamAM paNa barakarAra rAkhe che. manomana e phulAya che ke enI keTalI badhI dhAka che ane eno garva vikase che, kAraNa ke badhe ja enuM dhAryuM thAya che. samaya jatAM paristhiti palaTAya, topaNa e enuM valaNa choDato nathI ane pariNAme khUba du:khI thAya che. e vAta bhUlI gayo hoya che ke koI paNa praznane aneka bAju o hoya che ane koI paNa samasyAnA ghaNA ukela hoya che. e mAtra potAnI 'zailI' pramANe ukela vicArato hoya che, paraMtu ema karavA jatAM e ukelane yogya evI bIjI zailIonI upekSA kare che. vyavasAyamAM dhuMvApuMvA rahetI vyakti gharamAM paNa e ja rIte vartatI hoya che. enI chavAI javAnI ke dhAka besADavAnI Teva badhe sarakhI pravartatI hoya che. prabhAva pADavAno prayatna ghaNI vAra mAnavInI pAmara vRttimAMthI pragaTato hoya che. potAnI hAjarInI koI paNa bhoge noMdha levAya te mATe vivAdo ja gAvIne kSudra vartana karato hoya che. Ama karavA jatAM enA jIvananI sAhajikatA gumAvato jAya che ane pachI e pote ja potAnA prabhAvaka pAMjarAmAM purAI jAya che. - 123 - jIvanabhara jaLavAya e bALapaNanI mastI ! bAlyAvasthA jIvanano sauthI utkRSTa suvarNakALa gaNAya che. mAnavI vicAre che ke bAlyAvasthAmAM e jeTalo sukhI ane prasanna hato teTalo sukhI ane prasanna jIvanamAM pachI kyAreya na hato. yuvAnI AvI ane AthamI gaI. ubare Ubhelo buDhApo jIvanapraveza pAmyo, paraMtu A samagra jIvanakALa daramiyAna eka ja vasavaso thato rahyo ke bALapaNamAM jIvana keTaluM badhuM AnaMdathI UchaLatuM hatuM ! cotarapha ullAsanI kevI bharatI caDatI hatI ! bALapaNanuM e sukha juvAnImAM naMdavAI gayuM ane buDhApAmAM to bhUtakALanI yAda rUpe mAtra TakI rahyuM. AthI savAla e jAge che ke bALapaNamAM je sukha ane AnaMda hatAM, je nirdoSato ane mastI hatI e badhuM vaya vadhatAMnI sAthe kyAM vilIna thaI gayAM ? jIvananI gati to evI hovI joIe ke uMmara vadhavAnI sAthe AnaMda vadhavo joIe. Ane badale jema uMmara vadhe che tema AnaMdane badale zoka vadhato jAya che. ane bALapaNanI mastI smRtizeSa banI rahe che. prasannatA to hAthatALI ApIne kyAMka bhAgI gaI hoya che. AvuM thavAnuM kAraNa ApaNI khoTI jIvanazailI che. e jIvanazailI ApaNane bhItarathI samRddha karavAne badale dhIredhIre ApaNA bhItaramAMthI zAMti ane AnaMdano nAza kare che. eka ajaMpAbharyo khAlIpo rAce che. savAla e jAge ke mANasanA jIvananuM AvuM patana kema thayuM ? AvI avaLI gati zAne ? Ave samaye jIvana vize punaH vicAra karavAnI jarUra che. bALapaNanuM sukha, AnaMda ane mastI buDhApAmAM sarvAdhika hoya tevI jIvana-gati hovI joIe. jIvanane pravAharUpe jovAne badale avasthAomAM vaheMcI daIe chIe ane jemajema vRddhAvasthA AvatI jAya che, tematema jIvananA AnaMda ane utsAhamAM AvatI thoDI ghaNI khoTano vasavaso karIne nirAzA ane niSkriyatA oDhI le che. 124 saNano utsava kSaNano utsava 125

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15 124 popaTane pAMjaruM ja vahAluM lAgaze vyaktine sauthI moTo bhaya che kArAgRha racI ApanArA guruothI. A guru tamane eka suvidhAyukta kedakhAnuM racI Apaze, jenI AsapAsa emanI vANI, emanA graMtho ane emanI vicAradhArAnI dIvAlo caNaze. emano hetu to tamane e ja sUryaprakAza banAvavAno che, jene teo sUryaprakAza mAne che. e ja rAtano anubhava karAvavo che, jemAM emane aMdhakAra bhAse che. A kArAgRhamAM saLiyA nathI ke jethI tame bahAranuM jagata joI zako. A kArAgRhamAM cotarapha emaNe racelI rUDhicustatAnI dIvAlo che, jemAM rakSaka banIne teo enI AsapAsa ghUmI rahyA che. AmAMthI mukta thavAno vicAra karavo te mahApApa kahevAya tema ThasAvI devAmAM Avaze. thoDuM maulika vicArazo, to tamane pragatizIla kahIne haLavI upekSA Apaze ke nAstika kahIne tamArA para prahAra karaze. ema chatAM mukti mAgazo to rUDhi, paraMparA ane narkano mahA bhaya batAvaze. pAMjarAmAM vasato popaTa enAthI eTalo TevAI jAya che ke e pAcho pAMjarAmAM ja AvI jAya, tema kedakhAnAnA vAsIone A kArAgRha koThe paDI jaze. mukta gaganamAM UDIne bhojananI zodha karavAne badale A kArAgRhanA gulAma popaTane kArAgRhanuM taiyAra bhojana bhAvI jaze. anya zAstro tarapha tamane sUga pedA karaze ane anya jJAna pratye tamArI AMkhe pATA bAMdhaze. samaya jatAM A kArAgRhamAM ja surakSA lAgaze, tethI bahAranI mukta vicAranI duniyAne badale A gulAmI ja sukharUpa lAgavA mAMDaze. AvA koI jAtanA, rUDhinA, saMpradAyanA, gurunA ke amuka khyAlanA kArAgRhamAM ApaNe keda nathI ne ? te svayaMne ja pUchavuM paDe ! Izvara doSI nathI tame aMdha cho jIvanane vyartha ke nirarthaka mAnanArI vyaktie jIvanane bhautika cIjavastuonA kAMTe jokhyuM che. jIvanathI hatAza thanArI vyaktie phakta prAptine ja jIvanano mApadaMDa mAnyo hoya che. AvuM jIvana ApavA mATe hatAza mAnavI pratidina ane pratikSaNa paramAtmAne doSita gaNe che, paNa A mAnavI jevo bIjo koI moTo gunegAra nathI. A mAnavI Izvare sAhajika rIte ApelI mUlyavAna kudaratI bheTane joto nathI. ene paramAtmAe karelA upakAranI kazI jANa nathI. paramAtmAe ene AMkho ApI che, paraMtu e lIlIchama hariyALIthI potAnI AMkho ane manane bharI deto nathI, paramAtmAe enI AsapAsa prakRtino bhaMDAra Ubho karyo che, paNa paisAnI pAchaLa doDato mAnavI prakRtinA AnaMdane sAva bhUlI gayo che. jo paramAtmAe lIlIchama prakRti ke vRkSonI gheghUra ghaTA jovAnI kiMmata rAkhI hota to ? to A mAnavI jarU2 e jovAnI moMghI TikiTa laIne paNa 'eNnjaoNya" karavA Avato hota, pakSIno madhura kalarava sAMbhaLavA eNe kaladAra mAMgyA hota to mAnavIe hoMze-hoMze cUkavyA hota. Izvare mAnavIne vinAmUlya ATaluM badhuM ApIne enI jiMdagIne bahumUlya banAvI che. paMkhIonuM gIta, dhavala cAMdanI, hasatAM phUla ke gheghUra vRkSone joze to paramAtmAnA akhaMDa vistArano sAkSAt anubhava thaze. virala olAdanI tamane anubhUti thaze. maMdamaMda samIrano anubhava aMtaramAM zAMtino sparza jagAvaze. hasatIkhIlelI kUMpaLo jIvananA AnaMdanI tAjagI darzAvaze. dhIredhIre Amatema DolatAM vRkSo koI yogInI mastIno anubhava karAvaze. gaganamAM UDatAM-UDatAM manamoje kalarava karatAM paMkhIomAM bhaktinI bhAvadhArAno anubhava thaze ane AsapAsa patharAyelI hariyALI kudarata AtmAnI lIlIchama jAjamano khyAla Apaze. 126 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 127

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126 - 127 potAnA virATa doSone vAmanarUpe joto ahaMkArI utAvaLe uttara ApavAnI naeNgeTiva mananI rIta manathI moTuM koI phariyAdI nathI. manane sadA AnaMda Ave che phariyAda karavAmAM. ene jeTaluM sukha bIjAnA doSa varNavavAmAM Ave che, eTaluM sukha bIjA kazAmAM maLatuM nathI. phariyAdapremI mananI rIta paNa keTalI mArmika che ! mANasa phariyAda karatI vakhate bhASAne keTalI siphatathI prayojato hoya che ! jema jema phariyAda karato jAya, tematema enI bhASAnA raMga paNa badalAtA hoya che. bhASAnI sAthe AMkhanI kIkI paNa ghUmatI jaze. kyAreka ThAvakAIthI e phariyAda karaze, to kyAreka akaLAIne e phariyAda karaze. pheriyAdanuM gANuM gAvAnuM manane eTaluM badhuM pasaMda paDe che ke e jIvananI pratyeka bAbatamAMthI tamane koI ne koI phariyAda zodhIne Apaze. game tevI uttama vyakti hoya, game teTaluM sughaDa Ayojana hoya ke game teTalo moTo utsava racAyo hoya, paraMtu emAMthIya mana pANImAMthI porA kADhavA jevuM karaze. enuM kAraNa che ke phariyAda enI Adata banI gaI che. vyakti jemajema vadhu phariyAda karaze, tematema enuM mana 'naMgeTiva' thatuM jaze. AvI vyakti koI paNa bAbatamAMthI doSa, khAmI, kSati ke bhUla zodhI Apaze. AvuM phariyAdI mana dhIredhIre jIvana pratye nakArAtmaka valaNano aMcaLo oDhI leze ane eka evo samaya Avaze ke jyAre phariyAda karanAruM mana zAbAzI ApavAnuM ja sAva bhUlI jaze. paoNjhiTiva mana zAMtithI vicArIne svasthatAthI javAba ApatuM hoya che. enA guNadoSanI parIkSA karIne pratyuttara ApatuM hoya che. pheMgeTiva mana jevuM utAvaLuM bIjuM koI nathI. vAta pUrI sAMbhaLe e pahelAM eno inkAra karaze. tatkALa koI bahAnuM dharI deze athavA to bhaviSyamAM AvanArI koI muzkelIno aMdAja Apaze. garva ane AtmavaMcanA vacce bahu pAtaLI bhedarekhA che. eka vAra cittamAM garva ghUsI jAya eTale vyakti potAnI jAtane viziSTa mAnavA lAge che. anyathI potAne anekagaNI caDiyAtI gaNe che ane samaya jatAM bIjAone hIna ke tuccha mAnavA lAge che. dhIredhIre e garvanI AsapAsa vyakti potAne pasaMda evA bhrAmaka mulyonA killA racI de che ane ene AdhAre potAnI jAta vize e atizayoktipUrNa Adara dharAvavA lAge che. thoDuMka jJAna Ave eTale vyakti potAnA jJAnano ahaMkAra AgaLa dharavA lAge che. saMpatti maLe eTale satata saMpattino dekhAva karavA cAhe che. ahaMkArane lobha sAthe gADha nAto che. garviSTha mAnavI satata potAnI prazaMsAno lobha rAkhe che ane e prazaMsAthI potAnA doSone DhAMkavA koziza kare che, AthI vyakti jo enA ahaMkArane kAbUmAM na rAkhe to samaya jatAM enI bUrI hAlata thAya che. ema kahevAya che ke mANasanA patana ke pIchehaThano prAraMbha garvathI thAya che. garvane yogya rIte niyaMtrita na karI zakanArane aMte jIvanamAM kaDavA anubhavomAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che. A garvane kAraNe e bIjAnA doSo satata AgaLa dharato rahe che ane anyanA guNanI prazaMsA ke pramodabhAvanA khoI nAkhe che. kyAreka bIjAnA doSone vadhu moTA karIne e sva-garvane poSato hoya che. e bIjAnA virATa svarUpane vAmana jue che ane potAnA vAmana svarUpane virATa tarIke nihALe che. AthI garva ene svadoSane samajato aTakAve che. jyAM sva-doSanI samaja ja na hoya, tyAM doSanivAraNanI to vAta ja kyAMthI thAya ? ane ethI ja potAnA doSanI AgaLa garvanI DhAla dharIne e bIjAnA doSo para talavArano vAra karato hoya che. 128 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 129

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128 jaLa meLavavAnI doDa, raNanI retanI prApti je atyaMta caMcaLa ane parivartanazIla che, ene mAnavI jIvanamAM sudRDha ane sthira karavAno satata maraNiyo prayAsa kare che. ene je kaMI kSaNika ane alpakAlIna prApta thayuM che, te kSaNikane zAzvata ane alpakAlInane ciraMjIva banAvavA cAhe che. e pahelAM kazuMka meLave che, ane pachI e meLaveluM sadAkALa Take evI apekSA rAkhe che. koI yazasvI kArya kare ane enAthI ene kIrti prApta thAya, to e potAnI kIrtine aharniza akabaMdha rAkhavA cAhe che. e jANato nathI ke Aje ene kIrti prApta thaI che ane AvatIkAle apakIrti paNa prApta thAya. ene koInI cAhanA ke sneha prApta thAya che ane pachI e vicAre che ke jIvanabhara e ja sneha ke prema ene maLato rahe. ene yauvana prApta thAya tyAre evI AkAMkSA seve che ke A yauvana sadAkALa TakI rahe. enA para dhIredhIre paDatA vRddhatvanA paDachAyA ene saheje pasaMda paDatA nathI. AthI e pahelAM potAnA vRddhatvane svIkAravA taiyAra hoto nathI ane pachI ghaNI mathAmaNa bAda enA ekAda aMzane svIkAravA taiyAra thAya che. je parivartanazIla che ene sthAyI mAnavAnI vyartha dhAraNAo karatA mAnavIne ene kAraNe jIvanamAM keTalIya hatAzA, doDAdoDa, AturatA ane nirAzA sahana karavAM paDe che. jaLanI zodhamAM doDatAM mRgajaLa jevI A mAyA che. tIvra vege potAnA bhautika svapnanA mRgajaLa pAse pahoMcatAM ene khyAla Ave che ke ahIM to kyAMya jaLa nathI, mAtra raNanI dhagadhagatI retI che ane saheja najara UMcI kare che tyAre vaLI dUra eka mRgajaLa dekhAya che ane punaH enI doDano prAraMbha thAya che. 130 kSaNano utsava 129 sukha-duHkhanA cheDA para ghUmanuM lolaka ApaNA sukha ane ApaNA duHkhanI bAbatamAM ApaNe keTalA badhA parataMtra ane majabUra chIe ! sukhano anubhava ApaNe svayaM pAmIe chIe ane chatAM e sukhadAtA anya koI hoya che, te kevuM ? bAhya ke bhautika jagatamAM koI lAbhadAyI ghaTanA bane, icchita vastunI prApti thAya athavA to prApta thayelI vastumAM vRddhi thAya eTale ApaNuM aMtaHkaraNa sukha anubhave che. koI sAnukULa prasaMga bane eTale ApaNe sukha pAmIe chIe. hAni athavA nukasAnanI koI ghaTanA bane eTale ApaNe duHkha pAmIe chIe. Ama sukha ApaNuM ane duHkha paNa ApaNuM, paraMtu ene ApanAra anya koI che. eno anubhava ApaNA aMtarane thAya che, paNa eno sUtradhAra bIjo hoya che. e icche to ApaNuM sukha chInavI le che ane e dhAre to ApaNane duHkhI-duHkhI karI nAkhe che. mAnavInA bhAge to mAtra anubhavavAnuM ja Ave che. A sukha ane duHkha bIjA dvArA maLatuM hovAthI anizcita che. kaI kSaNe sukha maLaze ane kaI ghaDIe duHkha maLaze, eno khyAla nathI. purANA ghaDiyALanA lolakanI mAphaka sukha-du:khanA be cheDA para e jhUlyA kare che. A lolakane aTakAvavAno tame vicAra karyo kharo ? jeNe A baMnethI para thavAno vicAra karyo, e svataMtra banI gayA ane emanI anya paranI lAcArI ke majabUrI TaLI gaI. duHkha ane sukhano anubhava ApaNuM hRdaya kare che ane e duHkha ke sukha aMtaramAMthI AvelAM nathI. bAhya paristhiti, vyaktio ke prasaMgone kAraNe hRdaya sukhano uzkerATa ke duHkhano avasAda anubhave che. hakIkatamAM to sukha ane duHkha e bhItaranI vAta che, bahAranI sthiti nathI. kSaNano utsava 131

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130 samaya jatAM vRtti rojanI Adata banI jAya che kaikeyInA kAraNe rAmane vanavAsa bhogavavo paDyo, tema chatAM e sadaiva kaikeyIno upakAra mAnatA rahyA. caMDakauzika nAmanA dRSTiviSa sarve vinA kAraNe bhagavAna mahAvIrane daMza dIdho, chatAM mahAvIra enA para vAtsalya veratA rahyA. Isu khristane vadhastaMbhe caDhAvanAra pratye emanI karuNA vahetI ja rahI. AvuM kema banyuM haze ? koyI pratye gusso, caMDakauzika pratye krodha ane vadhastaMbhe caDhAvanArA pratye dhikkAra kema jAgyo nahIM ? kAraNa eTaluM ja ke emanA hRdayamAM gusso, krodha ke dhRNAnI vRtti ja nahotI. je hRdayamAM na hoya, te pragaTa kevI rIte thAya? hakIkatamAM vRtti manamAM vasatI hoya che ane pachI ene yogya AdhAra ke AlaMbana maLatAM e pragaTa thatI hoya che. tamArA manamAM krodhavRtti paDelI ja hoya ane pachI koI apazabda bole ke apamAna kare, eTale e vRttinA jvALAmukhIno visphoTa thAya che. manamAM moha saLavaLato ja hoya ane jevI koI AkarSaka vastu ke vAsanAnuM sthAna jue eTale e moha tANa pragaTa thaze. Ano artha e che ke tame krodhita thatA nathI, paraMtu tamArA manamAM rahelI krodhanI vRtti ja krodhanuM kAraNa zodhatI hoya che ane saheja kAraNa maLI jAya, eTale e krodha pragaTa thato hoya che. dhIredhIre e vRtti eTalI badhI prabaLa bane che ke pachI tamAro bhItarano e krodha pragaTavA mATe bahAra satata kAraNo zodhato hoya che ane saheja nAnuM kAraNa maLe eTale e tarata pragaTa thato hoya che. pahelAM je vRtti hatI, e samaya jatAM Adata banI jAya che ane pachI ene krodha karyA vinA phAvatuM nathI. eno moha pahelAM nAnInAnI bAbato upara AdhArita hato, te have moTImoTI vastuono moha rAkhe che. nAnI corIthI thayelI zarUAta moTI dhADamAM pariName che. -- 131 - sAMtvanA ane AzvAsana satyathI vegaLuM che jene AdhArarUpe svIkArIne vyakti potAnuM samagra jIvana jenA para TekavI de che e satya che ke mAtra sAMtvanA che, enI eNe khoja karavI joIe. vyakti satya pAmavA rAjI hoto nathI, kAraNa ke satya e AkaruM hoya che ane enI prApti mATe ghaNI tAvaNImAM tapavuM paDe che. satya e koI jAtanI bAMdhachoDa karavA ke samAdhAna karavA taiyAra hotuM nathI. gAMdhIjIe bALapaNamAM nirNaya karyo ke zikSaka kaheze topaNa huM corI nahIM kare. emAM satyano svIkAra che, jyAre sAMtvanA zodhanAro mANasa ema kaheze ke jyAre zikSaka ja corI karavAnuM kahe che, to pachI corI karavAmAM vAMdho zo ? corI karI zakAya. Ama sAMtvanA e koI eka evuM AzvAsana zodhI kADhaze ane pachI vyakti ane sarvamAnya gaNIne enuM jIvana gALato raheze. AvI sAMtvanAonI jananI jUThANuM che. eka khoTI ke juThThI vAtane svIkArIne vyakti emAMthI AzvAsana meLavato hoya che. e potAnI niSphaLatAne samajavAne badale potAnAM karmone doSa Apato hoya che. kyAreka to pUrvajanmamAM karelAM kAryone kAraNe AvuM thayuM haze ema kahIne manane manAvato hoya che. kyAreka e RNAnubaMdhano Azaro leto hoya che ane jenI sAthe ene durbhAva hoya, ene aMge ema mAnato hoya che ke enI sAthe eno RNAnubaMdha nathI ! kyAreka AvI sAMtvanA meLavavA mATe e taMtra, maMtra ke jyotiSano Azaro leto hoya che ane jyotiSI ene ema kahe ke enA jIvana para koI grahanI kudRSTi che eTale e jIvanamAM AvatI badhI ja muzkelIone mATe grahanI kudRSTinuM AzvAsana meLavI le che. Ama asatya vastuone paNa parama satya tarIke svIkAravA lAge che ane enuM pariNAma e Ave che ke enuM AkhuMya jIvana e sAMtvanA ane AzvAsananAM sthAno zodhavAmAM jAya che. satyanA sUryanuM eka kiraNa paNa ene lAdhatuM nathI. 132 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 133

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- 133 - parama kartavyane kyAreya yAda kare che kharo ? 132 "huM'ne haMmezAM mRtyu DarAmaNuM lAge che ahaMkAra ane avasAna vacce gADha dostI che. baMneno saMbaMdha 'huM' sAthe che ane baMne vyaktinA jIvana para eTalAM ja prabhAvaka hoya che. A 'huM'ne kAraNe ahaMkArI mAnavI potAnA mAna ane tAnamAM jIve che ane A 'huM ne kAraNe mRtyugAmI mAnavI satata 'huM'nA mRtyunA bhayamAM jIve che. 'A meM karyuM, athavA to 'jo huM na hota to A thAta nahIM' ema kahenArI ahaMkArI vyaktino 'huM satata moTo thAya che, pachI e "huM" ja enI pAse poSaNa mAge che ane eTale ja enA pratyeka kAmamAM ke enI dareka vAtamAM eno 'huM ja mukhara banIne AgaLa rahe che. AvI ja rIte 'huM mRtyu pAmIza" ema vyakti mAnatI hoya che. hakIkatamAM enI jIvanayAtrA to satata cAlatI hoya che, chatAM ene enA 'huM'nA mRtyuno bhaya che. e avasAnane ja jIvanano aMta mAnI beThI che ane ethI ja enA 'huM ne mArI nAkhanAruM mRtyu ene DarAmaNuM ane bhayAvaha lAge che. 'huM' jAya to jIvanamAMthI ahaMkAra jAya. 'huM ' ogaLI jAya to mRtyuno bhaya cAlyo jAya ane AvuM thAya to ja vyakti potAnA jIvananI dhArAne samajI zake che. ahaMkAra jIvanamAM dIvAlo bAMdhe ane pachI e dIvAlomAM ja ahaMkArI keda banI jAya che. AsapAsanI cAra dIvAlomAM potAnuM ekacakrI sAmrAjya UbhuM karIne ahaMkAranuM poSaNa kare che. eno ahaMkAra vasato hoya che enA hRdayamAM paraMtu pragaTa thato hoya che enI vANI , ceSTA, vartana ane vicAramAM. AvA ahaMkArI pAse mAtra potAnI AMkho hoya che. bIjAnI najare jovAnI dRSTi ene maLI hotI nathI. Aje samAjamAM mANasa bIjAnA para javAbadArIno Topalo oDhADavA mATe ati Atura che. 'A tamAruM kAma che' tyAMthI mAMDIne e "A tamArI javAbadArI che tyAM sudhInAM sUcano, zikhAmaNo ane salAho Apato hoya che. ene bIjAne emanI javAbadArI zikhavADavAmAM je Talo rasa che, eTalo rasa potAnI javAbadArI zI che e vize vicAravAmAM nathI. e moTA bhAge potAnI maryAdAo mATe kuTuMba, samAja ke rASTrane doSa Apato hoya che. AnuM kAraNa zuM? AnuM kAraNa eTaluM ja ke mANasane potAnI javAbadArI zI che, e vize vicAra karatI vakhate ghaNI muzkelI UbhI thAya che. ene khyAla ja nathI ke enI javAbadArI kaI che ? e kone vaphAdAra che ? ene pariNAme jenA tarapha enI sauthI moTI javAbadArI che, enI sauthI vadhu upekSA kare che. vyaktinI sauthI moTI javAbadArI enA AtmA pratye che, paNa mAnavI bhAgye ja potAnA AtmAno vicAra karato hoya che. e bIjAnI durgati vize jeTaluM bolato hoya che, emAMnuM kazuMya potAnI sArI gati vize vicArato nathI, AthI enI kharI javAbadArI potAnA AtmA pratye che ane e AtmA ja enAM sukha ane duHkhanuM kAraNa che. e potAnA sukha mATe bhautika vastuone mahattva Ape che ane potAnA du:kha mATe bIjAne doSa Ape che. jo e samaje ke AtmAne yogya mArge gati ApavAnI potAnI javAbadArImAMthI e cUkyo che, to ja ene saccAIno khyAla Ave. A AtmA maLyo che, ene ucca mArge laI javo, pachI tene tame mukti kaho ke mokSa , te vyaktinuM parama kartavya che. vakratA to e che ke e jIvanamAM parivAranI, kuTuMbanI ke rASTranI javAbadArIno vicAra kare che paNa kyAreya e potAnA parama kartavyano vicAra karato nathI. 134 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 135

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134 vinAzathI vAkepha, sarjanathI ajJAta 135 dharma dIvAla nathI, dvAra che manuSya kevo AtmaghAta karyo che ! eNe pote ja potAnuM satyAnAza vALIne lAcAra, parAvalaMbI ane bhayagrasta jIvana pasaMda karyuM che. mUlyavAna jIvanano dizAhIna upayoga karIne potAnA AtmAne nirbaLa karI nAkhyo che. ane jIvananI mastIno ziraccheda karyo che. hAthamAM hIro maLe e rIte suMdara jIvana maLyuM, paraMtu ene kolasA rUpe vAparIne jIvana-nirmANanI kalpanA roLI nAkhI che. AjanA manuSyane je dhAtaka che, teno pUrNa paricaya che ane je sarjaka che te vize saMpUrNapaNe ajJAta che. ene hiMsAnI judI judI tAlImano tathA vinAzaka zastronI 2jeraja mAhitI che, paraMtu e khyAla nathI Avato ke ahiMsAnI paNa tAlIma levI joIe. jyAM tAlImano vicAra na hoya, tyAM ahiMsA mATenI sajjatA kyAMthI jAge ? e kSedha kare che ane emAMthI nIkaLatI UrjAno ene khyAla che, paraMtu ene premanI UrjAno lezamAtra anubhava nathI. vijJAnano vikAsa sAdhIne aneka navAM-navAM sAdhano banAvyAM che , paraMtu A bhautika sAdhanonI vacce e cetanAnI khetI karavAnuM bhUlI gayo che. jIvanamAM bhautika cIjavastuono eTalo badho mahimA karyo ke aparigrahI jIvananI kalpanA paNa enA cittamAM AvatI nathI. vijJAnano vikAsa, TeknolojInI haraNaphALa ane vastuonuM jaMgI utpAdana eNe karyuM, paraMtu enI sAme AtmavikAsa tarapha durlakSa sevyuM, anaMtamAM haraNaphALa bharavA mATe AdhyAtmika chalAMga lagAvavAno vicAra bhUlI gayo ane vastuonA jaMgI utpAdananI sAthosAtha jIvananA AMtarika AnaMdane vIsarI gayo. have tame ja kaho, mANase bicArA mANasanI kevI bUrI hAlata karI che ! dharmane muktinuM dvAra banAvavAne badale bAhyADaMbaranI dIvAla banAvI dIdho che. jyAM mukta gaganamAM viharavAnI pAMkho hovI joIe, tyAM gharanI cAra dIvAlamAM piMjarAnI baMdha havAmAM dharma zvAsa laI rahyo che. ghaNI vAra dharmanI dIvAlane AkarSaka raMgothI raMgavAmAM Ave che. puSpothI sajAvavAmAM Ave che. enA para kamanIya kalAkRtio mUkavAmAM Ave che, paraMtu AvI bAhya upAsanAmAM dharma sImita thaI jAya che ane pachI dIvAlane jonAra jIvanabhara e dIvAlanI pUjA, pratiSThA ane enA para satata anuSThAna karyA kare che. samaya jatAM imArata bhulAI jAya che ane dIvAlanI IMTonI pUjA thAya che. AcaraNa ane aparigraha visarAI jAya che ane dhanavaibhava ane parigrahanI prazasti racAya che. dharmanuM dvAra to muktinuM dvAra che. enI pAse premanuM jagata ane maitrInuM AkAza che, paraMtu dharma jo dvArane badale dIvAla banI jAya to emAM avarodha Avaze ane e avarodhane kAraNe pragati aTakI jaze. jo e dIvAla bane to emAM jaDatA Avaze ane jaDatAne kAraNe bAhyakriyAkAMDo vadhatAM ja ze ane AMtarika zunyatA sarjAtI ja ze. dharma jo dIvAla bane to sAdhakanA jIvanamAM vyarthatA Avaze, kAraNa ke ene kyAMyathI navo prakAza nahIM maLe ane samaya jatAM dharmane dIvAla banAvanArA ene dukAna banAvI deze. dharma e to dvAra che, jemAM sAdhaka virATa gaganane AliMgana kare che. hasatI prakRtine potAnA sAthamAM le che ane emAMthI prema, maitrI ane karuNA pragaTAve che. mahAvIra hoya ke buddha, rAma hoya ke kRSNa - koInAya jIvanamAM dharma e avarodharUpa banyo nathI, balake dharmanA dvArethI sAdhanAnA mArge nIkaLIne eNe mAnavIne sarvocca lakSanI jhAMkhI karAvI che. 136 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 137

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136 mAtra mAnavajAtane bhedabhAvanuM bhUta vaLageluM che nadInA vahetA pANI pAse kevo sarvajana samabhAva che ! nadI badhAne sarakhuM pANI Ape che. gamatI vyaktine mIThuM pANI ane aNagamatAne khAruM evo koI bheda nahIM. koIne zItaLa jaLa Ape ane koIne garama pANI - evuMya nahIM. je koI Ave, ene kazAya bhedanA bhAva vinA ekasarakhuM jaLa Ape che. vRkSa satata vikasatuM rahe che. e dharatImAM khIle che ane raNamAM paNa maLe che. kALamIMDha paththara paNa eno vikAsa rokI zakato nathI. e to moTA, vizALa paththarane bhedIne paNa enI vacce pragaTa thAya che. dharatI sadAya sahana karatI rahe che. mANasa enA para cAle ke doDe e to ThIka, kiMtu ene UMDe sudhI khode to ya sahetI rahe che. kyAreya e mANasane Thapako ApatI nathI ke pachI enI icchAno inkAra karatI nathI. sUrya sadA sahune cAhe che. eno prakAza mAtra dhanikonA mahelo sudhI sImita nathI, paNa garIbonI jhUMpaDIneya ajavALe che. enuM teja mAtra mAnavI sudhI maryAdita nathI, paNa prANImAtra pAme che. aMdhArI rAte TamaTama thatA tArA sahunI AMkhono AnaMda bane che. gAmane pAdare khATalAmAM sUtelA bALakane ke AkAza para AMkha mAMDIne beThelA khagoLavijJAnIne e sarakhuM teja Ape che. nadI, vRkSa, dharatI, sUrya ke AkAza bhedanA kazAya bhAva vinA kArya kare che, e mAnavInI mAphaka premabharyo saMvAda karatA nathI, paraMtu premathI sahunI sAthe samabhAva rAkhe che, tyAre eka mAnavI ja kevo ke je bhedabhAva vinA jIvI zakato nathI ! ene jJAtino bheda game, ene jAtino garva game, ene dezanA sAMkaDA sImADA pasaMda paDe. jyAM hoya tyAM e bheda zodhe, ene dharmano bheda hoya ke tvacAnA raMgano bheda hoya. ene bheda vinA sahejeya na cAle. A bhedamAM eTalo DUbyo ke e jJAti, jAti ke dharmano banI rahyo, paNa mANasAIbharyo mAnava na rahyo. kSaNano utsava 138 137 arthI baMdhAya, te pahelAM jIvanano artha pAmIe ! rastA parathI pasAra thatI nanAmI jotAM vicAra Ave ke nanAmI para eka vyakti sUtI che ane tame jAgo cho. e cira nidrAmAM che ane tame satata jAgrata avasthAmAM cAlo cho. A jagata parathI enI vidAya nizcita che ane haju tamArI vidAya kyAre che te anizcita che, paraMtu tamArI nizcita vidAya Ave te pahelAM A anizcita jIvanane sArthaka upayoga karavAnI tamArI pAse taka che, AthI ja pratyeka vyaktinuM mRtyu e tamAre mATe eka paDakAra che ane tatkALa jAgrata thavAno saMdeza che. e nanAmI para sUtelI mANasa vize koI ema kaheze ke 'e bicAro cAlyo gayo', tame hajI evA 'bicArA' thayA nathI, paraMtu jo samayasara jIvanano artha samajyA nahIM, to tame paNa 'bicArA' banIne vidAya pAmazo. eno artha ju e ke arthI baMdhAya te pahelAM jIvanano artha jANI levo joIe, nahIM to mahAanartha thaI jaze. rastA parathI pasAra thatI nanAmI tamane savAla kare che ke tame nAmI cho ke badanAmI cho ? nAmI cho to nanAmI para vidAya levI sArthaka che ane badanAmI cho, to tamArI nanAmI nirarthaka che, kAraNa ke jenuM mRtyu nirarthaka enuM jIvana arthahIna. Akhare to mRtyu e jIvanamAM gALelA ane gaNelA gaNitanA AMkaDAono aMtima saravALo che. smazAnayAtrA e mAnavIne mATe aMtarayAtrA bane che. yAtrA UrdhIkaraNa mATe hoya che. vyakti jemajema yAtrA karatI jAya tematema bhItarathI UrvIkaraNa sAdhatI jAya che. AthI bane che evuM ke smazAne sahu koI jAya che, smazAnayAtrAmAM koI jatuM nathI. kSaNano utsava 139

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138 - gUMgaLAto ahaMkAra vadhu ghAtaka hoya che - 139 zraddhA sAthe sAvacetI jarUrI che pratyakSa dekhAto ane sAmI vyaktine vAgato ahaMkAra e spaSTa ne pAradarzaka ahaMkAra che, jyAre bIjo ahaMkAra e vyaktinA bhItaramAM pedA thato gupta ahaMkAra che. pratyakSa ahaMkAra eTalA arthamAM sAro gaNAya ke sAmI vyaktine eno khyAla Ave che. gupta ahaMkAra enAthI vadhu bhayAvaha gaNAya ke jeno vyaktine svaye aNasAra paNa Avato nathI. eka ahaMkAra evo che ke jemAM vyakti potAnAM rU5, dhana ke sattAno ahaMkAra karatI hoya che, jyAre bIjo ahaMkAra evo hoya che ke e vyaktine ema lAge ke e dhana choDIne tyAgI thaI che. ene ema thAya ke e AdhyAtmika UMcAIe pahoMcI che athavA to eNe sAdhanAthI amuka siddhi meLavI che. pahelA prakAranA ahaMkAramAM mAnavInI mUDhatA che. jyAre bIjA prakAranA ahaMkAramAM ene enI mUDhatAno khyAla paNa hoto nathI. pahelI mUDhatA TheraThera jovA maLaze. bIjI mUDhatA kyAMka ja najare paDaze, paraMtu pahelI muDhatAno ilAja AsAna che, jemAM roga najaronajara che; paraMtu bIjI mUDhatAno - ahaMkArano - upacAra muzkela che, kAraNa ke emAM bImArane svayaM potAnI bImArIno khyAla nathI. ene pariNAme enA hRdayamAM e ahaMkAra vadhu ne vadhu phUlato-phAlato jAya che ane dRDha Asana jamAvI de che. pragaTapaNe jovA maLato ahaMkAra sAro e mATe ke emAM ahaMkArInA ahamanuM prAgaTya thaI jAya che. enuM vivecana thAya che. anyane eno anubhava paNa thAya che. gupta ahaMkAra ahaMkArInA hRdayamAM satata cUMTAyA kare che ane e ghUMTAyelo ahaMkAra spaSTa rUpe pragaTa thavAne badale dveSa, kaTutA, tochaDAI ke verabhAvamAM pragaTa thato hoya che. A ahaMkAra ahaMkArIne mATe ghAtaka bane che . jIvanamAM anya prati Adara ane sanmAna hovAM joIe, paraMtu koInA prabhAvathI pUrNa rIte abhibhUta thaIne jIvavuM joIe nahIM. Adara sAhajika che, kiMtu prabhAvita thavuM asAhajika che. prabhAvita thAva tyAre pUrNa sAvaceta rahevuM. e khatarAthI khAlI nathI. sAhityamAM koI navo siddhAMta Ave, prajAjIvanamAM koI navo nAyaka pedA thAya ke koI vibhUtinuM jIvana sparzI jAya ane tame tenAthI pUrNa rUpe prabhAvita thaI jazo to tamAruM vyaktitva khaMDita rahI jaze. akhaMDita vyaktitvanI sAdhanA karanAra rAma ke buddha pAse jaze, paraMtu zraddhAnI sAthe sAvacetI rAkhaze. emanI pAsethI je kaMI sAMpaDaze, temAMthI jarUrI grahaNa karaze. emanuM anukaraNa karavAne badale svajIvanamAM emanI guNasamRddhino sAdara karavAno prayatna karaze. emane AtmasAt jarUra karo, paNa emAM tamArI jAtane DubADazo nahIM. vibhUtio ke sagurunI bhAvanAone pAmavI, samajavI ane AcaravI joIe, paraMtu e bhAvanAne mArge cAlatAM vibhUtipUjAmAM doravAI jaIe nahIM eno khyAla rAkhavo joIe. hRdayanI UrdhvatA mATe bhAva jarUrI che, bhItaranI mastI mATe bhakti jarUrI che, AtmAne paMthe cAlavA mATe mumukSutA jarUrI che, paraMtu e badhuM meLavavA jatAM kyAMya bhUlA paDI ja Ie nahIM tenuM dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe. AtmasAt karavuM te zraddhA che. jAtane DubADavI te aMdhazraddhA che. zraddhA satya pAse laI jAya che. aMdhazraddhA aMdhakAramAM DubADI de che. koI bAbata jIvanamAM utAravA jevI lAge to ene jIvanamAM utArIne AtmasamRddha banavuM, paraMtu amuka ja vyaktinI ke vibhUtinI vAta AMkho mIMcIne mAnavI ke pALavI te tamArAmAM apUrNatA sarjaze. pUrNa pAse jAva, tyAre abhibhUta thaIne atibhakti na karazo. emanA hRdayavaibhavane AtmasAt karIe. 140 saNano utsava kSaNano utsava 141

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140 narakavAsI banavA mAnavI taDape che svarganI zodha karavA mATe UMce AkAza bhaNI mITa mAMDIne beThelA mAnavIe svargane gumAvyuM. narakane pArakhavA mATe cheka pAtALa sudhI dRSTipAta karavAnI jarUra nathI. svarga ane naraka baMne mAnavInA hRdayamAM nihita che. uparanA svarganI ke nIcenA pAtALanI khoja karavA mATe pahelAM potAnA bhItaramAM najara karIe. vyakti svayaM svarga sarje che ane naraka race che. moTA bhAganA mAnavI pRthvI para paNa narakanuM jIvana jIvatA hoya che. A naraka eTale zuM ? A naraka eTale vikRta, nakArAtmaka jIvanazailI. A naraka eTale jIvanamAM AnaMdane badale viSAda zodhavAnI manovRtti. A naraka eTale bIjAnA apamAnane potAno adhikAra mAnatA mAnavInuM valaNa. jIvananA bAganI hariyALI choDIne ujjaDa jamInane jotI dRSTi, jene phUlane badale kAMTA vadhu game che. je badhe A kAMTA ja zodhe che, te narakamAM vase che. sAcA sukhane badale kSaNika bhogane mATe valakhAM mArato mANasa eTale narakano vAsI. pahelAM bhItaranA narakane joIe . pote potAnA jIvanamAM svayaM UbhA karelAM du:khone vaLagI rahe te mAnavI eTale narakano mAnavI. pote prApta karyuM hoya teno AnaMda hoya nahIM ane je asthira che eno ajaMpo satata pIDato hoya che, Avo narakavAsI mAnavI vikRta banIne jIvana veDaphe che. svargasamI pRthvI para raheto mAnavI potAnA viSaya-kaSAyathI narakasamuM jIvana gALe che. potAnI lAlasA ane eSaNAne khAtara pRthvIno mAnavI svargane Thokara mAre che. narakano eno zokha ene sadAno narakavAsI banAve che. svarga racavAnI icchA hota to mAnavIe ATalI badhI hiMsA, hatyA ke yuddho zAne mATe karyA? ene jeTaluM naraka pasaMda che, eTalo ja svarga pratye dhikkAra che. - 141 sevAnI kSaNomAM sadA vasaMtano vAsa che jIvananI dhanya kSaNanuM smaraNa karIe tyAre citta para ekAeka sAMpaDelI siddhie Apelo AnaMda tarI Avaze. kalpanAtIta rIte ekAeka sAMpaDelI saMpattinI prAptinuM smaraNa cittamAM UchaLI Avaze. je vastunI prApti mATe rAta-divasa jhaMkhanA sevI hoya te sAMpaDatAM e samaye AvelA aMtaranA UbharAnuM smaraNa thaze. priya vyakti pAmavAnA puruSArthanI saphaLatAno umaLako mIThI lijjata Apaze, paraMtu saMpatti, siddhi ke priya vyaktinI prAptino AnaMda e eka kSaNe UchaLatA mahAsAgara jevo jarUra lAgyo haze, paNa e AnaMdasAgaramAMya duHkhanI thoDI khArAza to rahelI ja hatI. e siddhionI paDakhe maryAdA hasatI hatI ane apAra AnaMdanA paDakhe UMDI vedanA paDelI hatI. jIvananI kaI kSaNoe nirbheLa AnaMda Apyo enI khoja karIe to e evI kSaNo ke jyAre mAnavIe potAne mATe nahIM, paNa bIjAne mATe kazuMka karyuM hoya, potAnA jIvananI svakenDI kSaNonA smaraNamAM samaya jatAM pAnakhara Ave che, paNa paramArthanI kSaNonI lIlIchama vasaMta to jIvanabhara chavAyelI rahe che. potAnI jAtanA sukha mATe gALelo samaya e samaya samApta thatAM ja sukhanI samAptimAM pariName che. potAnA sukha mATe karelo parizrama e jarUra utsAhavardhaka hoya che, paNa sadaiva AnaMdadAyaka hoto nathI. vyakti jyAre bIjAne Ape che tyAre e svayaM pAmatI hoya che. mANasa pote potAnA sukhano vicAra kare te potAnA deha, mana ke parivAra sudhI sImita raheto hoya che. bIjAnA sukhano vicAra kare to te enA AtmAmAM AnaMdanI anubhUti jagAve che. svArthathI kadI saMtoSa sAMpaDato nathI. paramArtha sadA saMtoSa Ape che. jemaNe jIvanamAM paramArtha sevyo che emane sadAya jIvanano saMtoSa prApta thayo che. koI sevAbhAvIne jozo tyAre kyAreya emanA caherA para ukaLATa, asaMtoSa ke ajaMpo jovA nahIM maLe. emanA mukhanI rekhAomAMthI saMtoSano utsAha phUTato haze. kSaNano utsava 143 142 kSaNano utsava

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- 143 142 azubhanA baLane uvekhavA jevuM nathI. mAnavI che nAyaka ke khalanAyaka ? mAnavI svabhAve zubha vRttiovALo che ke azubha vRttiovALo ? mAnavImAM teja -aMdhAra sAthosAtha vasatAM hovAnuM kahIe chIe, rAma ane rAvaNa baMne haiyAmAM hovAnuM varNavIe chIe. enA hRdayanA kurukSetra para satyarUpI pAMDavo ane asatyarUpI kauravonuM yuddha sadA khelAya che tema manAya che, paraMtu mAnavImAM mULabhUta rUpe zubha che ke azubha ? mAnavI tattvataH zubhano banelo che. zubha e enI mULa prakRti che, paraMtu e mULa prakRti para cittanI lolupatA, kAmukatA ke svArthodhatAnA AvaraNanuM AcchAdana thAya che ane pariNAme lolupa, kAmuka ane svArthI mAnavI sarjAya che. kramazaH enI zubha prakRti para azubha vikRti potAno kAbU jamAve che ane tethI Avo mAnavI anyAyI nakArAtmaka ke saMhAraka kAryo kare che. enI mULa prakRtinA sUryanI AgaLa vikRtinAM vAdaLa jAmI jAya che. AvA mAnavIne pachI e zubha prakRtino sUrya dekhAto nathI, mAtra azubhanAM Amatema vAdaLomAM jIve che. zubhamAM ThaMDI tAkAta che, azubhamAM tIvra uchALa che. zubha samartha che ane azubha asamartha che evuM nathI. jema zubhanuM baLa hoya che e ja rIte azubha paNa prabaLa bane che. zubhanI bhAvanA mananI pavitratA sAthe saMkaLAyelI che. jyAre azubhanI bhAvanA mohakaSAyanuM AkarSaNa dharAvanArI che. azubhanuM baLa toDavA mATe zubha saMkalpano upayoga karavo paDe che. satyanI kRti sarjIne vikRtine haTAvavA mATe koziza karavI paDe che. vikRtinAM vAdaLa haTe ane zubha pravRttino sUrya Uge tyAre mAnavI tamasUmAMthI jyoti tarapha, asamAMthI sat tarapha ane mRtyumAMthI amRtatva tarapha prayANa kare che. jIvanamAM khelADIne badale ampAyara banavuM jIvana eka khela che ane pratyeka vyakti eno khelADI che. e vyakti khelADIrUpe savAra, bapora ane sAMja khele ja jAya che. rAtre paNa e svapnanA medAnamAM ramato ja hoya che. rAta-divasa A khela cAlato rahe che. emAM jIta thAya to khelADI kUdI UThe che, jhUmI UThe che, nAcavA lAge che. hAra thAya to lamaNe hAtha mUkI hatAza thaIne besI jAya che. covIsa kalAka mAnavI khelADInA svAMgamAM ghumyA kare che. prApti mATe doDa lagAve che. A meLavI lauM ke te meLavI lauM ema vicAra karato doDyuM ja jAya che. e jema vadhu doDato jAya che tema bhItarathI khAlI thato jAya che. enI satata doDa evI banI jAya che ke e pote Ubho rahI zake che, te vAtane ja bhUlI jAya che. bhItaranI duniyA para to enI najareya pharatI nathI. AvI doDa lagADanAro mAnavI satata bIjAne joto hoya che, potAne nahIM. potAnI jAtanI e phikara karato nathI. bIjAne harAvavA mATe e satata koziza kare che. harIpha potAne AMTI jAya nahIM, te mATe enA para satata najara rAkhe che. enA DagalAthI pote eka-be DagalAM nahIM, paNa aneka DagalAM AgaLa hoya evA bhAva sAthe UMcA zvAse lAMbI phALa bharato hoya che. potAnA vijayane badale jIvananA medAnamAM pratispardhInA parAjayane mATe divase mahenata ane rAtre ujAgarA karato hoya che. AvI vyaktie bIjAne jotI hoya te rIte potAnI jAtane jovAno prayAsa karavo joIe. khelADInA badale eNe ampAyara thavuM joIe ane pote ja potAnA khelano nirNaya Apavo joIe. e khelADImAMthI darzaka ke nirNAyaka thaze eTale svayaM enA jIvanamAM parivartana Avaze. 14 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 145

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144 aMtaryAtrAmAM AvanArA sTezananI khabara hotI nathI AjubAju gherAyelI AphatonI vacce virala bhaDavIra koI sAthe na Ave topaNa 'ekalo jAne re'nA bhAva sAthe AgaLa prayANa Adare che. copAsanI muzkelIothI e saheje mUMjhAto nathI. potAnA nirdhArita patha parathI saheje Dagato nathI. AvA sAhasa karatAM paNa vadhu kaparuM sAhasa che mAnavInuM bhItarI prayANa. bAhya sAhasane mATe nizcita rasto hoya che. judAjudA mArgono dorelo nakazo hoya che. jyAre AtmAnA mArge cAlanAra ekAkIne mATe koI nirdhArita paMtha hoto nathI ke cokkasa AMkelo nakazo hoto nathI. emAM hoya che mAtra prayANanuM sAhasa, prAptinI jhaMkhanA ane dhyeya taraphanI ekAgra dRSTi. ---- A mArge vyakti jemajema AgaLa dhape che tematema e ja jALAMjhAMkharAM vaccethI AgavI, potIkI keDI kaMDArato jAya che. e bhItaranA aparicita pradezane pAra karato agna-gati kare che. mArgamAM ene ajJAna ane aMdhakAra avarodhe che. tRSNAo ane vRttio jakaDIne muzkeTATa bAMdhI rAkhavAnI koziza kare che. avidyA ane durita ane bhayabhIta banAvI pAchA pharavA kahe che. AkarSaNo ne upasargo ene gherI vaLe che. kSaNikanI lIlA badhe phelAI jAya che ane bAhya sukhonuM mAdhurya AsapAsa relAI jAya che. sAdhaka AvI jJAta duniyAmAMthI bhItaranI ajJAta duniyAmAM prayANa Adare che. A evI yAtrA che ke jyAM eka sTezana pachI bIjuM kayuM sTezana haze enI khabara nathI. eka AtmAnubhUti aMtarane kevo vaLAMka Apaze eno koI aMdAja nathI. bAharI duniyAmAM to kyAreka sAhasa karavuM paDatuM paNa AMtarajagatamAM to paLepaLe navI paristhiti ane navA paDakArono sAmano karavo paDe che. ane e rIte e bhItaranI dizA bhaNI AgaLa dhapato rahe che ane eka evA mukAma para pahoMce che jyAM prasanna prakAzamayatAno anubhava thAya che. kSaNano utsava 146 145 ekalA rahevuM, ekalA UgavuM e ja ekalavIra vyakti potAnuM ekalApaNuM dUra karavA ane vIsa2vA mATe jIvanabhara athAga prayatna kare che. e koIne cAhe che, e TheraThera mitro banAve che, AsapAsanA samAjamAM DUbI jAya che ke pachI potAnI AgavI maMDaLI jamAve che, kiMtu ekalApaNuM miTAvavAnA enA saghaLA prayatno vyartha che. AnuM kAraNa e che ke 'ekalA hovuM' e ja mAnavInI janmajAta vRtti che. ekalA na rahevuM te emAMthI bhAgavAno mAnavIno maraNiyo prayatna che. A ekalApaNuM e ja vyaktinA hRdayanuM hArda che. e ja enA AnaMdanuM prabaLa-sthAna che. potAnA A ekalApaNAne dUra karavA mATe mANasa potAnA bhItaranI duniyA bhUlIne bahAranI duniyAmAM doDadhAma kare che. udhamAta kare che. eka paLanI paNa navarAza rahevA deto nathI. kAraNa eTaluM ja ke ene enuM ekalApaNuM DarAmaNuM lAge che. ########################### ekalA hovuM e mAnavIno svabhAva che ane svabhAvamAM rahevuM e ja mANasanuM nijI vyaktitva che. potAnA ekalApaNAne bhUlIne saMsAramAM bhamato mANasa bAhya ghaTanAothI potAne saphaLa thayelo mAnaze kharo, paraMtu e saphaLatA veMcanA ke chetarapiMDI che. potAnA ekalApaNAno svIkAra e ja jIvananA AnaMdano anubhava che. jeo ekalA cAlyA che emaNe ja A jagatane badalyuM che. ekalo rahenAra mAnavI ja krAMti lAvI zake che. ekalo vicAranAra ja jagatane badalI zake che ane ekalo cAlanAra ja jagatane navo rAha cIMdhI zake che. hakIkata to e che ke je ekalo cAle che, te AkhI duniyA para rAja kare che. je bhIDamAM jIve che ane potAnuM koI jagata hotuM nathI AthI vanamAM siMha, jJAnamAM vidvAna ke yuddhamAM vIra ekalo ja hoya che. kSaNano utsava 147

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146 bhItaranA sToramAM have jagA nathI tamArA hRdayamAM tamAro mRtadeha paDyo che. enA prANa niSmANa banI gayA che. enA dhabakAra baMdha thaI gayA che. sAva jaDa ane nicetana evo mRtadeha che. kono che e mRtadeha? bIjA koIno nahIM, paNa tamAro. kAraNa eTaluM ke tame jIvo cho bahAra ane hRdayamAM suSTi-samagranuM bajAra UbhuM karyuM che. e bajAramAM jiMdagInI svArthamaya doDathI meLavelI keTalIka purANI, UkhaDI gayelA raMgavALI vastuo che. e bajAramAM tamAruM dhana tijorI banIne enA para garvanI cAvI lagAvIne beThuM che. e bajAramAM sattAnI khurazInI kheMcatANa cAlyA kare che. seMkaDo lokonA kolAhalathI bajAra satata gAjatuM rahe che. emAM keTalAya caherA Ave che ane vilIna thaI gayA che. tamArA e mRtadehanI heThaLa tamArI tRSNA ane lisI paDelI che. emAM vera ane jhera, IrSA ane Avega, tRSNA ane jhaMkhanA - badhuM ja cAlyA kare che. emAM satata kalaha cAle che.. jevI bahAranI eka duniyA che evI bhItaranI duniyA tame UbhI karI che. A bajAranA kolAhalamAM tame kyAMka khovAI gayA cho. tamane tamArI jAta dekhAtI nathI ke tamArI vAta saheje saMbhaLAtI nathI. tame pote kyAM vaso cho enI kadI bhALa che tamane ? kyAreka tamArA bhItaranA 'bajAra' tarapha najara karazo, to tamane khabara paDaze ke emAM tame keTakeTaluM ThAMsIne bharyuM che. bhaMgAra banI gayelI varSo purANI vastuo emAM paDI che. saDI saDIne durgadha mAratI vikAronI badabU emAM phelAyelI che. vaNajarUrI vAto ane binajarUrI saMbaMdhono kATamALa emAM paDyo che. bhItaranA sToramAM hajI vadhu ne vadhu cIja vastuo bharavA cAho cho, kyAMya jagA maLatI nathI to mananA paTArAmAM ene sAcavIne mUko cho. keTaluM bharazo ? 147 - sAhajika svIkAramAM sarvajJatAnuM apamAna lAge che mAnavInuM mana vAraMvAra vikSubdha e mATe rahe che ke e koI paNa vAtane sIdhesIdhI svIkArI zakato nathI. tame ene kaho ke A makAna atyaMta suMdara che to sAmenI vyakti kaheze ke, eTaluM badhuM suMdara nathI. tame kaho ke tame A ja makAnanI suMdaratA nihALo, to e suMdaratA nihALavAne badale enI asuMdaratA kahevA mAMDaze. jo vadhu taka Apazo to potAnA anubhavanA khajAnAmAMthI pote kevAM bhavya ane AlIzAna makAna joyAM che teno itihAsa AlekhavA mAMDaze. mAnavInuM mana kAM to tulanAe caDI jAya che athavA to salAha ApavA lAgI jAya che. sAmI vyaktinI sAcI vAta hoya topaNa sAhajika rIte vicAravAnuM ene phAvatuM nathI. e to vacce keTalIya vAto ane vigato lAvaze. AnuM kAraNa e che ke anyanI vAta sAMbhaLatI vakhate paNa mAnavI potAnI dhAraNA ke mAnyatAne aLagI karI zakato nathI. e vicAravAne badale pratikriyA ApavA ke pakSapAta dAkhavavA mAMDe che. Ane pariNAme ja vyartha, tulanAomAM potAnI dhAraNAonI pakaDamAM ane anyanI vAtano asvIkAra karavAnI koThe paDelI Adatane pariNAme mANasa sIdhI-sAdI ke sAcI vAta paNa tatpaNa svIkArI zakato nathI. koI paNa vastu, vicAra ke paristhitine apAto tatkALa uttara e uttaradAtAnA manano arIso che. e savAlane ekAgra citte sAMbhaLato nathI. sAMbhaLavAnI paravA paNa karato nathI. mAtra ene to potAnuM jagatajJAna ke anubhavajJAna pragaTa karavAno abharakho hoya che. vAtanA mukhya muddAne ke viSayanA kendrane pragaTa karavAne badale e aMgeno potAno abhigraha utAvaLe ApI deze ane potAnI sarvajJapaNAnI chApa upasAvaze. koI paNa vAta ke viSayanA vicAranI svIkAranI sahajatA enAmAM nathI ane tethI enA para potAnA vicAronuM brAnDa lagAvIne pratyuttara Apaze. 148 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 149

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148. -- 149 * ogaLI jaIe to ja AnaMdaprApti rastA para cAlato mAnavI kharekhara rastA para cAle che kharo ? enA paga e mArga para AgaLa cAlavAnI kriyA karatA hoya che, paraMtu mAtra paga ja cAlatA hoya che. Akho mAnavI cAlato hoto nathI. cAlatI vakhate jarA, ene jozo to e manathI kahyuM ke vicArato hoya che. e vicArane AdhAre cAlavAnI sAthe hAtha vIMjhato hoya che ane hoTha phaphaDAvato hoya che. cAlatI vakhatanI mANasanI ceSTA enA aMdaranA vicAranI cADI khAtI hoya che. enuM rastA paranuM cAlavuM e mAtra bAhya kriyA che, enI aMdara-bhItaramAM bIjuM ghaNuM ja cAlatuM hoya che. bhojana karavA beThelI vyaktine ja rA jhINavaTathI jozo to e koLiyA khAtI hoya che, paNa enuM mana to koLiyAmAM ke bhojanamAM hotuM nathI. mAtra bhajananA svAdanI parIkSA karavA mATe e jyAre prayAsa kare che, eTalI ja kSaNa enuM mana bhojanamAM 2ta hoya che. bAkIno badho samaya e moMmAM koLiyo mukatI hoya che, paNa yaMtravat rIte, enuM mana sAva judI ja bAbata vicAratuM hoya che. A rIte mANasane jhINavaTathI joIe to khyAla Ave ke e je kaMI kare che te upara-uparanuM che, kriyAmAtra che. eno A dvimukhI bhAva ene cAlavAno AnaMda ke bhojananI majA Apato nathI. enuM vyaktitva vicchinna rahe che ane tethI e ekAgratA sAdhI zakato nathI. pariNAme e bhojana kare che tyAre ene dukAnanA vicAro Ave che ane dukAne jAya che tyAre bhojananA vicAro satAve che. je kArya kare temAM DUbI jato nathI tethI enA AnaMdathI vaMcita rahe che. gharamAM ke bahAra vyavasAyamAM ke adhyAtmamAM saghaLe A ekalakSitA phaLadAyI banatI hoya che. je DUbI jAya che te ja ekalalitA keLavI zake che. jIvatA dehane satata saLagAvanArI citA tame rAta-divasa ciMtAthI gherAyelA raho cho ? tamAruM mana A prakAranI ke te prakAranI ciMtAthI vihvaLa rahyA kare che ? bhUtakALanI ciMtA, bhaviSyanI phikara ane vartamAnanI akaLAmaNa tamArA manane satata parezAna kare che. jANe jIvanano paryAya ja che ciMtA ! savAla e jAge ke A ciMtA kema keDo ja choDatI nathI ! paraMtu tamArI A ciMtAomAM keTalIka ciMtA evI che ke je vyartha ane arthahIna che. amuka paristhitine tame badalI zako tema nathI, chatAM tene mATe ciMtA karye jAva cho. mANasanI prakRtine tame pheravI zako tema nathI, chatAM enI kozizamAM DUbelA cho. samAjanI tarAha ke dezanAM dUSaNonI phikara karIne karIzuM zuM ? Ama ciMtA karIne samaya ane jIvanane vyartha barabAda karazo nahIM. citA mAnavInA mRtadehane jalAve che. paNa e pUrve ciMtAe enA jIvaMta dehane keTalIya vAra jIvato saLagAvyo che. kyAreka vartamAnanI samasyAe enAmAM ciMtA UbhI karI che to kyAreka bhaviSyanI kalpanAe enAmAM ciMtAnuM sarjana karyuM che. cAlIsa varSanA mAnavI pAse cAraso varSa cAle teTaluM ciMtAnuM bhAthuM hoya che. vaLI e potAnI ciMtA bIjAneya udhAra Apato rahe che. bIjI bAbata evI che ke jene tame pheravI zako cho, badalI zako cho, tenI ciMtA choDIne tene enA parivartananA kAmamAM maMDI paDo ! ciMtA karavAne badale amalano vicAra karo. citA manano boja satata vadhAratI rahe che. citA to nAnI hoya che, paNa eno ja vicAra karavAne kAraNe dasa gaNI moTI thaI jAya che ! mULa prazna nAno hoya, paNa citAne kAraNe mahAprazna banI jAya che, mATe ciMtAne tamArA jIvanamAM yogya sthAna Apo. kyAM che e ciMtAnuM tamArA jIvanamAM sthAna ? enuM sthAna che tamArA jIvananI bahAra ! 150 kSaNano utsava kSaNano utsava 151

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150 tathyane satya mAnIne aniSTho saryA ! tathyane satya mAnavAne kAraNe keTakeTalI bhrAMti sarjAI che. vyakti pAse eno Agavo abhigama, potIkI vicAradhArA ane saMsAra vyavahAranA anubhavomAMthI tAravela navanIta hoya che. potAnI najare jagatane joIne meLavelA darzanamAMthI ene je sAMpaDe che te tathya che, satya nahIM. e prApta karelAM tathyane satya mAnavA jAya to ghaNI moTI bhUla karI bese che. vyakti ghaNI vAra AvAM tathyane AdhAre jIvanaghaDatara karatI hoya che ane ethIya vizeSa svajIvanano mArga nirdhArita karatI hoya che, paNa e bhUlI jAya che ke tathya sAthe tamArI dhAraNAo, mAnyatAo ane khyAlo anuyUta hoya che, jyAre satya taddana bhinna che. tathya Aje svIkArya hoya, te AvatI kAle asvIkArya banI zake che. eka samayanuM tathya bIjA samayamAM lAgu pADI zakAtuM nathI. AnI sAme satya e zAzvata hoya che. emAM koI parivartana AvatuM nathI. tathya sAthe ApaNA potAnA khyAlo joDAyelA hoya che, jyAre satya sAthe vyaktinA koI khyAlo joDAyelA hotA nathI. Ama tathya e mAnavabuddhinI nIpaja che, jyAre satya e paramAtmAnI dena che. paramanI prApti che. sAmAjika vicAradhArAmAM ke dhArmika paristhitimAM tathyane satya mAnI levAne kAraNe pArAvAra aniSTa sarjAyo che. tathyane judA judA vAghA paherAvI zakIe chIe. judAjudA vezathI zaNagArI zakIe chIe. satInA kurivAjane svargaprAptinA siMhAsane besADI zakIe chIe. gaIkAlanA tathyane vaLagI rahIne dharmomAM satyano droha thato hoya che. tathya bahurUpI che jyAre satya koI veza ke koI AvaraNano svIkAra karatuM nathI. 152 kSaNano utsava