Book Title: Kaise Khole Kismat ke Tale
Author(s): Chandraprabhsagar
Publisher: Jityasha Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/003864/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saphalatA kA rAstA zrI candraprabha kaise kholeM kismata ke tAle po jIvana ko cArja karane vAlI eka UrjAvAna pustaka Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kaise kholeM qismata ke tAle zrI candraprabha $ TELEFIC jIvana ko cArja karane vAlI eka UrjAvAna pustaka For Personal & Private Use Only Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kaise kholeM qismata ke tAle zrI candraprabha prakAzana varSa : julAI 2012 prakAzana : zrI jitayazA phAuMDezana bI-7, anukampA dvitIya, ema.AI. roDa, jayapura (rAja.) AzISa : gaNivara zrI mahimAprabha sAgara jI ma. mudraka : caudharI oNphaseTa, udayapura mUlya : 30/ For Personal & Private Use Only Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ praveza hara vyakti isa koziza meM lagA huA hai ki vaha apane jIvana meM saphalatA kI U~cAiyoM ko chue| aisA karane ke lie vyakti parizrama bhI karatA hai lekina koI eka cIja aisI hai jo bAra-bAra ror3A aTakA detI hai| vaha cIja hai iMsAna kI apanI kismt| yaha pustaka iMsAna kI usI baMda kismata ke tAle kholatI hai aura vyakti ko detI hai eka aisI rAha jo use AsamAnI U~cAiyA~ detI hai| mahAna rASTra-saMta pUjya zrI candraprabha ke atyaMta prabhAvI pravacanoM kI yaha pustaka 'kaise kholeM kismata ke tAle naI pIr3hI ke lie kisI varadAna kI taraha hai| unake pravacana hamAre bhItara eka TRY & TRY YOU WILL TOUCH THE SKY. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ naI UrjA aura umaMga kA saMcAra karate haiN| unake vicAra sazakta, tarkayukta, parimArjita evaM sakArAtmakatA kI AbhA lie hue haiN| unake vicAroM meM kRSNa kA mAdhurya, kabIra kI krAMti, AiMsTIna kI vaijJAnika saccAI aura svayaM kI maulika jIvana-dRSTi hai| ve kahate haiM - kismata usa gAya kI taraha hotI hai jo dUdha detI nahIM hai balki bUMda dara bU~da hameM dUdha nikAlanA hotA hai| sakArAtmaka soca aura pUre AtmavizvAsa ke sAtha yadi prayAsa kiyA jAe to iMsAna kI pratibhA use mahAna saphalatAoM kA varadAna de sakatI hai| zrI candraprabha kI bAteM jAduI cirAga kI taraha haiM jinakA istemAla kabhI vyartha nahIM jaataa| yaha pustaka nizcaya hI Apake antaramana meM eka naI UrjA aura utsAha kA saMcAra kregii| ise Apa naI pIr3hI ke lie naye yuga kI gItA smjhie| -zAMtipriya For Personal & Private Use Only Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anukrama 1.Akhira kaise kholeM kismata ke tAle 2. sirpha eka minaTa meM badala sakatI hai jiMdagI 3.pratibhA ko nikhAreM peMsila kI taraha 4.jitanI bar3I soca, utanA bar3A jAdU 5. bolie aise ki bana jAe hara kAma 6.Atma-vizvAsa se chue~ AsamAM 9-28 29-48 49-69 70-90 91-113 114-130 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ For Personal & Private Use Only Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kaise kholeM kismata ke tAle - ASIANRNESS tU jiMdA hai to jiMdagI kI jIta para yaqIna kara, agara kahIM hai svarga to utAra lA z2amIna pr| duniyA meM hara vyakti kA yaha sapanA hotA hai ki vaha saphalatA kI AsamAnI U~cAiyoM ko chue| sapanA dekhanA acchI bAta hai, para una sapanoM ko pUrA karane ke lie laga jAnA saphalatA kI asalI buniyAda hai| iMsAna ko apanI saphalatA ke lie jisa pahalI cIz2a kI z2arUrata hai, vaha hai : vijaya kA vizvAsa, jIta kA j'j'baa| maiM apanI jIta ke lie, apanI saphalatA ke lie sau meM se pUrI sau pratizata tAqata jhoMka dUMgA, jIta kA yaha manobala hI iMsAna kI saphalatA kI AdhAra-zilA hai| mAnA ki miTTI ko janma denA kudarata kA kAma hai, lekina miTTI meM se rozanI paidA karane vAle dIyoM kA nirmANa kara lenA iMsAna kI saphalatA kI kahAnI hai| bIjoM ko paidA karanA kudarata kA kAma hai, lekina una bIjoM meM se vaTa-vRkSoM ko laharA denA iMsAna kI dAstAna hai| iMsAna ko iMsAna kA zarIra denA prakRti kA kAma hai, lekina iMsAna kA zarIra milane ke bAda jIvana ko AsamAna jaisI U~cAiyA~ denA svayaM iMsAna ke puruSArtha kA pariNAma hai| 'ka' se hI karor3apati hotA hai aura 'ka' se hI krmphuuttaa| Apa cAheM to aise karma kara sakate haiM jinase qismata ke baMda tAle khulate haiM aura cAhe to aise karma bhI For Personal & Private Use Only Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kara sakate haiM jinase khule dvAroM para bhI hathakar3I aura ber3iyA~ laga jAtI haiM / bhalA jaba 'ka' se kRSNa aura 'ra ' se rAma ho sakatA hai to phira 'ka' se kaMsa aura 'ra' se rAvaNa banane kI bevakUfI kyoM kareM? karma to iMsAna ke lie kAmadhenu aura kalpavRkSa hai| isase hama vahI phala cAheM jinakI miThAsa hama hI nahIM, hamArI Ane vAlI pIr3hiyA~ bhI leN| kahate haiM, duniyA ke eka bAla mele meM alaga-alaga taraha kI dukAneM lagI huI thiiN| lAlIpaoNpa, caoNkaleTa, taraha-taraha ke phala, namakIna aura miThAiyoM kI dukAnoM ke bIca eka tarapha kone meM eka vyakti ThelAgAr3I lagAe hue khar3A thA, jisa para AsamAna ko chUne vAle gubbAre the| alaga-alaga taraha ke raMga-biraMge gubbaare| koI lAla, koI pIlA, koI nIlA, koI harA, koI sph'ed| jaba bhI usa dukAnadAra ko lagatA ki grAhaka kama ho gae to jhaTa se dasa-bIsa kI tAneM tor3atA aura AsamAna meM choDa detaa| mele meM Ane vAle bacce una gubbAroM ko dekhate, raMgoM se AkarSita hote aura usa gubbAre kI dukAna para cale jaate| eka baccA pandraha minaTa se ina gubbAroM ko dekha rahA thA, AsamAna ko chUte hue| vaha gubbAre becane vAle ke pAsa AyA aura kahane lagA ki aMkala, ApakI dukAna para kaI taraha ke gubbAre haiM lAla, pIle, hare, niile| ye sAre gubbAre AsamAna taka pahu~ca rahe haiM, para z2arA Apa mujhe batAiye ki kyA kAle raMga kA gubbArA bhI isI taraha AsamAna taka pahu~ca sakatA hai? gubbAre vAle ne usa bacce ko dekhA, kAlA raMga, habsI jaisA ceharA, ghugharAle bAla, sAmAnya kapar3e pahane hue| phaTI nikara, phaTA purAnA zarTa aura lar3ake ke cehare ko dekhakara gubbAre becane vAlA samajha gayA ki vaha baccA Akhira pUchanA kyA cAhatA hai? usane bacce ke mAthe para hAtha pherA aura kahA ki beTA ! isa bAta ko jiMdagI bhara yAda rakhanA ki koI bhI gubbArA apane raMga, rUpa aura jAti ke kAraNa AsamAna kI U~cAiyoM ko nahIM chuutaa| jo bhI gubbArA AsamAna taka pahu~cA karatA hai vaha usa gubbAre meM bharI jAne vAlI gaisa aura tAqata ke kAraNa hI AsamAna kI U~cAiyoM ko chuA karatA hai| usa bacce ne pUchA ki isakA matalaba yaha huA ki agara maiM kAle raMga kA hU~ to bhI AsamAna kI U~cAiyoM ko chU sakatA hU~? gubbAre becane vAle ne kahA - beTA! koI bhI gubbArA AsamAna taka pahu~catA hai to isalie ki maiMne usameM hIliyama gaisa bharI hai aura agara tuma bhI apanI z2iMdagI meM aisI koI tAqata bhara DAlo to tumhArI jiMdagI bhI AsamAna jaisI U~cAiyoM ko chU sakatI hai| 10 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lar3akA to vahA~ se calA jAtA hai lekina jiMdagI kA eka paigAma hama saba logoM ke lie chor3a jAtA hai ki koI bhI vyakti apane raMga, rUpa aura jAti ke kAraNa mahAna nahIM hotA, vyakti apane karmoM ke kAraNa hI utkRSTa yA nikRSTa huA karatA hai| ____ maiM jisa vyakti kI kahAnI sunA rahA hU~ vaha aise vyakti kI kahAnI hai jo bacapana meM eka kAlA-kalUTA, habsI jaisA ceharA lie hue duniyA ke bAla mele meM pahu~cA thA lekina jaba usane jIvana ke z2az2bAtoM ko samajha liyA, jIvana ke z2az2boM ko jagA liyA to vaha baccA, baccA na rahA, apane jIvana meM saMgharSa para saMgharSa karate-karate, Age bar3hate-bar3hate vahI lar3akA dakSiNa aphrIkA kA rASTrapati nelsana maMDelA ho gyaa| jisa dina se calA hU~ merI maMz2ila pe naz2ara hai| A~khoM ne kabhI mIla kA patthara nahIM dekhaa| jina logoM ke bhItara Age bar3hane kA z2az2bA jaga jAtA hai, ve taba taka vizrAma nahIM lete jaba taka unheM unakI maMz2ila hAsila na ho jaae| hameM yaha kabhI nahIM bhUlanA cAhie ki koI bhI vyakti apane raMga, rUpa aura jAti ke kAraNa choTA aura bar3A nahIM hotaa| vyakti ke karma, guNa aura jujhArUpana hI mahAna vyaktitva ke AdhAra hote haiN| kaI loga aise hote haiM jo choTe ghara meM paidA hote haiM, lekina phira bhI U~cAiyoM ko hAsila kara liyA karate haiM aura kaI loga aise hote haiM jo baDe gharoM meM, amIra gharoM meM paidA hote haiM, lekina Age calakara g2arIbI kI phaTehAla jiMdagI bitAne ko majabUra ho jAte haiM / amIra bApa kA beTA amIra banA, koI bar3I bAta na huii| para g2arIba ghara meM paidA hone vAlA baccA amIra bana gayA, to yaha usakI saphalatA kI kahAnI huii| eka cArTarDa ekAuTeMTa kA beTA sI.e. bana gayA to bar3I bAta na huI kyoMki janma se hI usane vaisI paravariza dekhI hai lekina jo baccA eka anapar3ha aura ga~vAra mA~-bApa ke ghara meM paidA hokara bhI sI.e., ema.bI.e. yA kampyUTara korsa meM hAI levala taka pahu~ca gayA to yaha huI iMsAna kI kAmayAbI kI ibaart| yaha iMsAna ke apane puruSArtha kA pariNAma hai, khaNDaprastha ko indraprastha banAne kA tarIkA hai| iMsAna ko apane jIvana meM saphalatA kI U~cAiyoM ko hAsila karanA cAhie aura jaba taka koI vyakti saphalatAoM ko na pA sakA, U~cI ibAratoM ko, U~ce | 11 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zikharoM ko na chU pAyA to yAda rakhiegA ki gunagunA pAnI kabhI bhApa nahIM bntaa| bhApa banane ke lie pAnI ko sau DigrI selsiyasa taka ubalanA par3atA hai| vahI vyakti saphala hotA hai jo ki apanI sau kI sau pratizata tAqata, apane puruSArtha, apane saMgharSa ko jhoMka detA hai, vahI vyakti sau pratizata saphala hotA hai| agara koI baccA phela huA, vaha kevala 25% aMka lekara AyA to isakA matalaba yaha huA ki usane kevala 25% mehanata kI thii| agara koI lar3akA pacAsa pratizata mArksa lekara AtA hai to isakA matalaba hai usane kevala 50% tAqata par3hAI meM jhoMkI thii| agara koI lar3akA pharsTa klAba pAsa hokara 70% pratizata lAtA hai to isakA matalaba yaha huA ki usane apanI 70% tAqata saphalatA ke lie lgaaii| lekina jo baccA TaoNpa Tena meM saphala huA, isakA matalaba yaha hai ki usane apanI zatapratizata tAqata pUre varSa apanI par3hAI ke lie jhoMka dii| jo vyakti apanI jitanI tAqata jhoMkegA usakA utanA hI pariNAma aaegaa| agara koI kahatA hai, vaha to eka g2arIba ghara meM paidA huA hai| vaha bhalA kyA kara sakatA hai? maiM batA denA cAhU~gA ki isa deza ke yazasvI pradhAnamaMtrI lAla bahAdura zAstrI bhI g2arIba ghara meM hI paidA hue the| jo yaha socate haiM ki ve g2arIba ghara meM paidA hue the, maiM unakI AtmA ko jagA denA cAhU~gA aura kaha denA cAhU~gA ki isa deza ke sabase garimApUrNa rASTrapati e.pI.je. abdula kalAma bhI g2arIba ghara meM paidA hue| amerikA ke prathama rASTrapati abrAhama liMkana bhI g2arIba kula meM hI paidA hone vAle iMsAna the| g2arIba ghara meM paidA honA koI gunAha nahIM hai, lekina apane mana ko g2arIba banA lenA avazyameva aparAdha hai| eka mahilA agara hara pandraha dina meM apane pati ke sAmane jAkara apane hAtha kA kaTorA Age bar3hAtI hai aura kahatI hai ki do haz2Ara rupaye hAtha kharca kA denA to yaha DUba marane kI bAta hai| mahilAe~ svAbhimAna kI jiMdagI jie~, kaba taka apane pati ke Age hAtha kA kaTorA phailAtI rahogI? sar3aka para calane vAlA bhikhArI kaTorA phailAye bAta samajha meM AtI hai lekina Apa ema.e., bI.e. par3hI haiM, phira bhI agara Apako apane pati ke Age hAtha phailAnA par3atA hai to kyA ise ucita kahA jAegA? jaba puruSa mahilAoM se paisA aura hAtha kharcA nahIM mA~gate to mahilAeM apane patiyoM se hAtha kharcA kyoM mA~ge? eka lar3akA agara meTrika meM par3ha rahA hai to vaha bhale hI mA~-bApa ke kharce se apanI par3hAI kare, lekina jisa dina vaha meTrika pAsa kara letA hai, usake bAda usako gyArahavIM kI par3hAI karanI hai to vaha bhUla-cUkakara bhI apane Age kI 12 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ par3hAI ke paise mA~-bApa se na mA~ge / ela.ke.jI., yU.ke.jI, pahalI, dUsarI klAsa ke baccoM kI TIciMga karo, unheM par3hAo aura usake dvArA Apako prati mAha jo do haz2Ara rupaye prApta hue, usameM se eka haz2Ara rupayA gyArahavIM aura bArahavIM kI par3hAI ke lie kAma A ge| agara dasavIM pAsa hone ke bAda baccA mA~-bApa se paise lekara Age kI par3hAI karatA hai to isakA matalaba yaha huA ki baccA apane mA~bApa para bojha bana rahA hai / usako apane pA~va para khar3A honA AnA caahie| kevala apane baccoM ko par3hAte hI mata raho, balki agara Apa rokar3a bahI jAnate haiM to dasavIM karate hI apane bacce ko rokar3a bahI likhanA bhI sikhA do / agara ApakI baccI pandraha-solaha sAla kI ho gaI to kevala bI. e. kI klAsa jvaoNina mata karAo, use khAnA banAnA bhI sikhA do / hunara AnA caahie| na merI z2iMdagI kA koI bharosA hai aura na ApakI jiMdagI kA koI bharosA hai| eka mA~-bApa ko jIte-jI apane bacce ko pA~voM para khar3A honA sikhA denA caahie| z2arUrI nahIM hai ki Apa Aja kI taraha kala bhI karor3apati raheM hI / yaha to cakkA hai aura cakkA ghUmatA hai to Upara vAlA kabhI nIce A jAtA hai aura kabhI nIce vAlA Upara A jAtA hai| isalie eka bAta hamezA yAda rakhanA / Apake ghara meM agara koI lar3akI hai to usa lar3akI ke lie zAdI kI ciMtA bAda meM kIjiegA pahale use par3hA-likhA kara naukarI lagAnA zurU kara dIjiegA tAki usakA svAbhimAna jaga ske| use ahasAsa ho ki maiM eka lar3akI ho gaI to kyA huA, apane pA~voM para khar3I ho sakatI hU~, maiM bhI kamA sakatI hU~ / 1 bahano aura biTiyAo, apane daheja kI vyavasthA apane mA~-bApa se mata karavAnA, par3hAI kI vyavasthA bhale hI unase karavA lenA, para apane daheja kI vyavasthA khuda apane balabUte para karanA / aba ve jamAne lada gae ki jaba kahA jAtA thA ki lar3akiyA~ kamAne thor3e hI jAtI haiM / Apa loga bahuta sAloM taka dabadaba kara rahI haiN| agara Apa nahIM kamAyeMge, agara Apa mehanata nahIM kareMge to hara pandraha dina meM hAtha kA kaTorA Age bar3hAnA par3egA aura vaha jitanA de de utane meM rAjI honA par3egA / ApakI koI icchA hogI to Apa z2arUrI nahIM hai ki use pUrA kara bhI pAyeM / himmata to baToranI par3egI / jaba bhI koI vyakti himmata baToratA hai, kAma bana jAtA hai| agara kisI AdamI ko phuTabaoNla khelanA nahIM AtA to tabhI taka nahIM AtA hai jaba taka ki maidAna nahIM milatA, lekina jaise hI sAmane khelane ke lie maidAna aura geMda mila jAtI hai to apane Apa kika mAranA aura gola karanA For Personal & Private Use Only 13 Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sIkha jAte haiM, isalie apane baccoM ko bhUla-cUkakara bhI apane ghara kA gamalA mata banAo ki koI eka dina pAnI na de to sUkha jaae| apane baccoM ko jaMgala kA paudhA banAo jisako koI pAnI dene vAlA na mile taba bhI apane pA~voM para vaha khuda khar3A ho ske| khuda ke balabUte para / yAda rakhanA, g2arIba kI koI iz2z2ata nahIM hotI, use hara jagaha heya dRSTi se, hIna - bhAvanA se dekhA jAtA hai| merI samajha se maMdira kI pratiSThA meM savA karor3a kA car3hAvA car3hAne vAle vyakti se duniyA meM Aja taka kisI ne nahIM pUchA hogA ki tumane paisA kaise kamAyA hai? basa paisA tUne samAja meM lagA diyA, terI iz2z2ata ho gaI / g2arIbI abhizApa hai| duniyA meM garIboM kI koI iz2z2ata nahIM hotii| g2arIba kA beTA agara samajhadAra hogA aura jJAna kI do bAta kahegA to loga use TokeMge, cupa karA deMge aura amIra kA beTA agara bholA-bhAlA hogA, mITiMga meM baiThA hogA aura nAsamajhI kI bAta karegA taba bhI loga use sunanA cAheMge, koI roka-Toka nahIM / mAfa kIjiegA, eka saMta hokara mujhe Apako amIra hone kI preraNA denI par3a rahI hai, kyoMki mujhe saMnyAsa lie hue tIsa sAla ho gaye aura ina tIsa sAloM kA tajurbA yaha hai ki samAja meM na caritra kI iz2z2ata hotI hai, na guNa kI, na jJAna kI iz2z2ata hotI hai, yahA~ para kevala paise kI iz2z2ata hotI hai / isIlie kahU~gA ki hara AdamI amIra bane, kevala pati ke balabUte para ApakA ghara amIra nahIM ho sakatA / bahU bhI mehanata kare, beTA bhI mehanata kare, para iz2z2ata kI jiMdagI z2arUra banAe~ / g2arIba ghara meM paidA hue, koI dikkata nahIM, para apane Apa ko aba g2arIba mata rahane do| yaha pragati kA yuga hai, nirmANa kA yuga hai, Ane vAlI duniyA meM apanI jagaha banAne kA yuga hai| pahale to sAdhana nahIM the| taba agara eka jagaha se dUsarI jagaha dhaMdhA karane ke lie jAnA hotA, to kaMdhe para cAra thAna kapar3e ke uThA kara le jAne par3ate the| aba aisA nahIM hai, aba Dhera sAre sAdhana haiN| hama loga niThalle baiThe haiM isalie hama loga amIra nahIM bnte| Aja se hI agara apanI AtmA ko jagA leM aura Ane vAle kevala dasa sAla ke lie puraz2ora mehanata karanA zurU kara deM to dasa sAla bAda Apake ghara kA, Apake parivAra kA huliyA hI badala jaaegaa| yaqInana / saccAI to yaha hai ki maiM bhI eka sAmAnya ghara meM hI paidA huaa| kahate haiM ki hamAre par3adAdoM ke pAsa sone ke jhUle the / kahate haiM aisA, maiMne nahIM dekhA / merI mA~ kahatI thI ki beTA jaba tuma paidA hue the to tumheM pilAne ke lie dUdha ke paise bhI 14 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ barAbara nahIM haA karate the| eka lITara dUdha kharIda kara lAnA ho to hajjata karanI par3atI thii| taba kahIM jAkara dUdha AtA thaa| merI mA~ kahatI thI ki sAta devara-jeTha, sabake itane sAre bacce ve kina-kinake lie dUdha lAe~? hama sAmAnya g2arIba ghara meM z2arUra paidA hue, hamAre ghara meM hama pA~ca bhAI the, pA~ca bhAI agara eka ghara meM paidA ho gae phira bhI rojI-roTI ke lie mohatAz2a honA par3atA hai? eka maz2adUra bhI agara mehanata karegA to rojAnA do sau rupaye kamAkara laaegaa| hama agara aise hI niThalle baiThe rahe, aise hI agara mA~da meM zera dubakA rahA to zera bhI bhUkhA mara jaaegaa| koI kahatA hai ki maiM kyA karU~ mere pAsa paise nahIM haiM, dhaMdhA kaise zurU karU~? are bhAI! zurU nahIM karoge to dhana AegA kahA~ se! eka yuvaka kaha rahA thA ki mere to bacapana meM hI pitAjI kA dehAnta ho gyaa| maiM batA denA cAhatA hU~ ki oNskara vijetA e.Ara. rahamAna ke pitA kA dehAvasAna bhI bacapana meM hI ho gayA thaa| lekina agara AdamI yaha soca legA ki merA bApa mara gayA, maiM kyA kara sakatA hU~ to kucha bAta nahIM bnegii| bhAI apane bhItara ke pitRtva ko jagAo, soco ki bApa mara gayA to kyA huA, maiM to abhI jiMdA huuN| maiM apane puruSArtha ko jagAU~gA aura ye aMguliyA~ giTAra aura sitAra para bhI kyoM na calAnI par3e maiM isake jariye bhI oNskara taka phuNcuuNgaa| kisI ko bar3I hIna-bhAvanA mahasUsa hotI hai| lar3akiyA~ U~cI er3I kI cappala pahanakara apane Apako lambA dikhAne kI koziza karatI haiN| bahano! apane nATepana ke kAraNa hInabhAvanA kI graMthi apane bhItara mata Ane diijie| jiMdagI jiMdAdilI kA nAma hai, murdA-dila khAqa jiyA karate haiN| svayaM ko bUr3hA, apAhija, murdA-dila mata banane do| hamezA UrjAvAn rho| jo choTe kada ke haiM, unase maiM kahanA cAhU~gA ki isa deza kA mahAna krikeTara sacina teMdulakara bhI choTe kada kA hI hai aura agara choTI umra hai to bhI ciMtA mata kIjie kyoMki isa deza kI mahAna Tenisa sTAra sAniyA mirjA bhI choTI umra meM hI pUre vizva meM apanA nAma phailAne meM kAmayAba ho gii| jIvana meM basa saMgharSa cAhie, kevala jaz2bA cAhie kyoMki raMga-rUpa-jAti ke kAraNa koI vyakti Age nahIM bar3hatA, AdamI kA karma aura puruSArtha hI AdamI ko Age bar3hAtA hai| niramA vAziMga pAuDara ke mAlika karasana bhAI paTela ko maiMne ahamadAbAda kI sar3akoM para sAikila aura ThelAgAr3I para apanA mAla becate hue apanI A~khoM se dekhA hai, jo 15 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Aja niramA brAMDa ke mAlika haiN| naukarI karate ho to bhI ghabarAnA mata / maiM to hamezA kahA karatA hU~ ki naukarI mata karo aura agara naukarI karate bhI ho to ATha ghaMTe vahA~ naukarI karanA, para cAra ghaMTe vyApAra ke lie samarpita karanA / jaise-jaise tumhAre vyApAra meM tarakkI ho jAe naukarI ko eka tarapha kara denaa| kisI aura ko sara yA baoNsa kahanA ho to naukarI karo, dUsaroM se sara yA baoNsa sunanA ho to mAlika bano / udyoga karoge to Age bar3hoge, naukarI karoge to ATha-dasa haz2Ara meM hI bur3hApe taka kI z2iMdagI jIne ke lie maz2abUra rahoge / Age bar3ho, pragati ke lie parizrama se bar3hakara aura koI vikalpa nahIM hai / ho sakatA hai ki Aja Apa kevala naukarI kara rahe hoN| rilAyaMsa kaMpanI ke mAlika dhIrU bhAI ambAnI bhI kabhI naukarI hI karate the, lekina unhoMne apanI z2iMdagI ko naukarI taka simaTane na diyA / agara Apa par3he-likhe iMsAna haiM, to maiM kahanA cAhU~gA, apane ghara ko g2arIba mata rahane do, naI kAmayAbiyoM ko hAsila karo, naI saphalatAoM ko hAsila karo / dharma ke patha para jA rahe ho to dharma ke patha para U~ce bar3ho, sAdhanA ke patha para Aye ho to sAdhanA ke patha kI U~cAiyoM ko chuo aura agara vidyArjana kara rahe ho to vidyA meM Age bar3ho / vidyA kAmadhenu kI taraha phaladAyI hai / basa, AsamAna chUne kI lalaka paidA kro| 'jo calai so carai / ' jo calegA so caregA, jo baiThA rahegA bhUkhA mregaa| jo calatA rahegA vaha kahIM-na-kahIM avazya pahu~cegA / 'rasarI Avata jAta te sila para par3ata nizAna' / aura 'karata-karata abhyAsa ke jar3amati hota sujAna' / karate raho, karate raho, karate raho / saccAI to yaha hai ki agara rassI bhI lagAtAra patthara para calatI rahI to patthara, patthara na rahegA, patthara bhI ghisa jAegA / vaha bhI gola hokara zivaliMga bana jaaegaa| agara lagAtAra pAnI kI bU~da saMgamaramara para giratI raheM, to usameM bhI gaDDhe ho jaaeNge| saphalatA kA eka hI gurumaMtra hai : munnA bhAI ! lage raho lagana se / nirantara abhyAsa kaThina se kaThina vastu ko bhI sahaja-sarala banA detA hai / T lakSya na ojhala hone pAe, qadama milAkara cala / maMz2ila tere paga cUmegI, Aja nahIM to kala // hara saphalatA ke pIche asaphalatA kI lambI pheharista hotI hai / saphalatA avazya milatI hai bazarte iMsAna saphalatA ke lie lagA rhe| maMdabuddhi loga bhI Age bar3ha sakate haiM, yaha saca hai| maiMne kabhI nauvIM kakSA saplImeMTrI se pAsa kI thii| kabhI 16 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ loga mujhe kahA karate the, yaha maMdabuddhi lar3akA hai, lekina vyakti maMdabuddhi mAnatA rahatA hai / jisa dina vaha apanI jJAna kI cetanA ko jagA letA hai, camatkAra ghaTita hotA hai| peMsila ko tIkhA karane ke lie cAkU calAnA par3egA aura merI peMsila ko tIkhA karane ke lie jo cAkU cale haiM, usI kA yaha pariNAma hai ki Aja deza bhara mujhe par3hA aura sunA jA rahA hai| apanI jiMdagI bar3I mUlyavAna hai| apane bhItara ke z2az2boM ko hameM jagAnA hogA aura jiMdagI ko U~cAiyoM taka le jAnA hogA / Age se Age taka bar3hanA hogA / saphalatA to eka safara hai, maMz2ila nahIM hai / yaha to lagAtAra bar3hate rahane kA, pAte rahane kA nAma hai / agara Apane eka saMsthAna khola liyA hai to vahA~ taka sImita mata raho, usako aura Age bar3hAo / yaha mata soco ki eka dina mara jAnA hai, aura mareMge to saba yahIM chor3a-chur3Akara cale jAnA hai| mRtyu kI bAta mata soco, kevala jiMdagI kI bAta kreNge| jaba taka z2iMdA ho taba taka aMtima zvAsa taka sRjana karate raho / sRjana karate rahoge to jIvana meM jIne kA lakSya rahegA aura sRjana hI agara baMda kara doge to Aja mare yA kala mare kyA farka par3anA hai| kala bhI subaha uThe the, phreza hue, dukAna cale gae, phira vahI kArya kiyA, zAma ko lauTa kara Ae aura so ge| kala bhI yahI kiyA, Aja bhI yahI kara rahe haiM, kala bhI vahI kreNge| agara hamAre pAsa kucha lakSya nahIM hai, kucha aura nayA karane ke lie nahIM hai to kyA farka par3atA hai, kala taka jie, Aja taka jie, dasa-bIsa sAla aura jIkara cale gye| marane kI kauna soce, yahA~ para hama to jiMdagI ke gIta gAte haiM, jiMdagI kI socate haiN| Upara vAle svarga-naraka kI kauna ciMtA karatA hai / hama to apanI hI dharatI ko, apane hI jIvana ko svarga banAne kI koziza karate haiM / isIlie maiMne kahA thA - 'tU z2iMdA hai to z2iMdagI kI jIta para yaqIna kara, agara kahIM hai svarga to utAra lA z2amIna para / ' tumhArI z2iMdAdilI kI, jiMdagI kI kasauTI isI meM hai ki hama loga, hamezA jIta para vizvAsa kareM, hamezA Age bar3hane para vizvAsa kreN| Age bar3hate-bar3hate viphala ho bhI jAe~ to koI g2ama nahIM / ho gae to ho ge| jo AdamI calegA, vahI to Thokara khAkara nIce giregaa| jo calegA hI nahIM, vaha kahA~ giregA? mAnA maiM yahA~ se vahA~ taka jAU~gA / jAU~gA to khatarA to hai ki kahIM pA~va phisalakara gira sakatA huuN| agara maiM yaha socU~gA ki kauna khatarA mola le pA~va phisalane kA, to maiM yahIM baiThA rahU~gA / yahA~ baiThA niThallA AdamI na to giregA aura na kahIM phuNcegaa| agara For Personal & Private Use Only 17 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hameM sAikila calAnA sIkhanA hai to do-cAra bAra sAikila se giranA bhI hogaa| jisa AdamI ne socA ki sAikila calAnA sIkhUgA aura ghuTane chila gae to? jahA~ taka do-cAra bAra ghuTane nahIM chile, vahA~ Aja taka koI AdamI sAikila calAnA sIkha hI nahIM pAyA hai| ghur3asavArI sIkhane vAle ko giranA bhI AnA caahie| ___ mA~ ke peTa meM koI maz2abUta nahIM hotA hai| baccA taba maz2abUta hotA hai jaba vaha mA~ kI goda se utarakara z2amIna para calatA hai aura calate-calate kabhI vaha giratA hai, kabhI lur3hakatA hai, kabhI mAthe para coTa lagatI hai| bacce kA nirmANa aise hI hotA hai| mA~ kI goda meM bacce banate thor3e hI haiN| jyAdA pyAra se bacce kevala bigar3ate haiN| pyAra karo para aise jaise cir3iyA karatI hai| cir3iyA aMDoM ko setI hai, unameM se bacce jaba nikala Ate haiM, unake paMkha nikala Ate haiM, to ciDiyA pahalA kAma karatI hai apane sira kA dabAva dekara bacce ko ghauMsale se nIca pheMka detI hai| baccA nIce lur3hakatA hai| Upara se nIce girane vAlA baccA karegA kyA? apane Apa usake paMkha khula jAte haiN| eka bAra paMkha khulanA z2arUra AnA caahie| phira to jiMdagI bhara khuda hI AsamAna kI U~cAiyoM ko chUte rhoge| ___ eka mA~-bApa hone ke nAte Apa apane baccoM se z2yAdA moha mata karo, jiMdagI bhara unase cipake mata rho| moha meM aMdhe dhRtarASTra mata bno| dhakkA do aura unheM sabala bnaao| sAmAnyatayA gaoNDa kA artha bhagavAna hotA hai lekina maiM gaoNDa kA artha dUMgA - 'go oNna DyUTI'IG = GO, O = ON, D = DUTY. apane baccoM ko unakA kartavya sikhaaie| unheM apanI dukAna para bAda meM biThAnA, usase pahale pA~ca sAla ke lie use madrAsa yA baiMgalora bheja denA aura vaha jo pA~ca sAla meM dhakke khAkara chaH haz2Ara rupayA mahInA kamAkara lAegA taba kucha duniyAdArI smjhegaa| bApa kI kamAI kA majA letA hai, dina bhara mobAila lagAtA hai, dina bhara moTara sAikila para peTrola pa~katA hai| cha: haz2Ara rupayA mahInA jaba usake hAtha meM AyegA taba usako patA calegA ki mahInA bhara taka pasInA bahAnA kise kahate haiM aura pasIne kI kamAI kise kahate haiM? pA~ca sAla bAda Apa usako apanA uttarAdhikArI ghoSita kara diijiegaa| para pA~ca sAla bAda, pahale nhiiN| pahale bacce ko paripakva banane diijie| paripakvatA paise se nahIM aatii| paripakvatA parizrama se AtI hai, saMgharSa se AtI hai| taba vaha dukAna AyegA to vaha 18 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samajhegA ki paisA kisako kahate haiM? mehanata kisako kahate haiM? kamAyA kaise jAtA hai? keriyara kaise banAyA jAtA hai? vyaktitva ke nirmANa ke lie kitanI ThokareM khAI jAtI haiM? kisa-kisake Age jI-hujUrI karanI par3atI hai| kisa-kisako kitanA tela lagAyA jAtA hai, yaha AdamI taba vaha siikhegaa| aMDe meM baccA nahIM banatA, baccA to bAda meM banatA hai| mA~ ke peTa se zarIra kA janma hotA hai| jiMdagI kA nirmANa to jIvana meM lagane vAlI ThokaroM se huA karatA hai| jisa AdamI ko jiMdagI meM jitanI ThokareM lagIM vaha AdamI utanA hI pkaa| jisa ghar3e meM jitanI bAra pAnI DAlA gayA vaha ghar3A utanA hI to pkaa| agara Apako lagatA hai ki amuka AdamI kA pitA jaldI cala basA aura Aja vaha cauMtIsa sAla kA hai to samajha lenA isa AdamI meM bar3A dama hai kyoMki vaha apane balabUte pA~va para khar3A huA hai| khuda kA balabUtA kaThina hai, isalie kahatA hU~ kAmayAbI koI maMz2ila nahIM hai, yaha safara hai aura hameM ise safara mAnate hue pUrA karanA caahie| aisA huA, kucha samaya pahale kI bAta hai| maiM eka kaoNleja ke dIkSAnta samAroha meM zarIka huaa| pAritoSika vitaraNa honA thA aura unakA Agraha thA ki unake isa samAroha meM maiM apana hAthoM se sAre baccoM ko pAritoSika duuN| qarIba do haz2Ara chAtrachAtrAe~ baiThe hue the aura lagabhaga Der3ha ghaMTe ke kAryakrama ke bAda jaba mujhe bolane ke lie kahA gayA to patA nahIM usa dina mujhe kyA bAta a~cI ki maiMne kahA - Aja maiM bolU~gA nahIM, Aja kucha kruuNgaa| jaba yaha kahA to baccoM meM utsukatA jaga gii| maiMne dekhA ki sAmane hI eka kA~ca kA bar3A bartana par3A thaa| maiMne kA~ca ke usa bartana ko apane pAsa mNgvaayaa| maiMne kucha chAtroM se kahA - 'vo dekho, sAmane patthara paDe haiM, ve patthara uThAkara isameM DAla do| sAvadhAnI se DAlanA, kA~ca kA bartana hai, kahIM phUTa na jaae|' unhoMne patthara uThAkara sAvadhAnI se bhara die| maiMne kahA, taba taka bharate raho jaba taka tumheM guMjAiza lagatI hai| pUre ke pUre patthara isameM DAla do| kA~ca kA bartana pUrA bhara cukA hai| maiMne kahA - 'dekho, kahIM koI guMjAiza ho, to DAla do'| unhoMne kahA - sara! isameM aba koI bhI guMjAiza nahIM hai| maiMne do aura chAtroM ko bulAyA aura kahA - 'dekho, kyA isameM aura patthara DAle jA sakate haiM?' ve bole, sara! aba isameM aura patthara nahIM DAle jA sakate, aba yaha pUrA bhara gayA hai| pIche se maiMne do aura chAtroM ko bulAyA aura kahA - ' eka kAma 19 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karo, pIche jAo aura pUre rAste meM jo ye choTe-choTe kaMkar3a par3e haiM uThAkara le Ao' / tagArI bharakara kaMkar3a ikaTThe ho ge| maiMne kahA - ' ye bhI aba isameM DAla do'| bar3e pattharoM ke bIca meM choTe-choTe kaMkar3a Ate gaye aura vaha phira bhara gyaa| maiMne kahA - 'dekho,kyA isameM aura bhI guMjAiza hai? bole, sAhaba! aba isameM eka bhI kaMkar3a DAlane kI guMjAiza nahIM hai|' maiMne kahA - 'abhI bhI guMjAiza hai'| eka kAma karo - pA~ca-sAta gilAsa bAlU ke bharakara le aao| ve bAlU lekara A ge| maiMne kahA - 'aba ise hilAte raho aura andara DAlate rho|' pA~ca-cha: gilAsa bAlU bhI usameM calI gii'| maiMne pUchA - 'batAo, kyA aba bhI isameM guMjAiza hai? baccoM ne kahA -'aba, Apa isameM kyA guMjAiza dekhate haiM? aba to Apane bAlU bhI DAla dI, sabase bArIka cIz2a DAla dii| aba isameM kisI bhI taraha kI koI guMjAiza nahIM bcii|' maiMne kahA - 'maiM jIvana kA yahI to pATha par3hA rahA hU~, ki guMjAizoM kA kabhI koI aMta nahIM hotaa| z2arA jAo udhara aura eka bAlTI pAnI uThAkara le aao| yaha sunate hI baccoM ne tAlI bjaaii| bacce bAta samajha ge| pAnI usameM DAla diyA gyaa|' maiMne kahA - 'jiMdagI meM maiM yahI pATha isa dIkSAnta samAroha meM Apa logoM ko par3hAnA cAhU~gA ki kevala yaha mata samajhanA ki Apa logoM ne ema.bI.e.kara liyA hai ki bI.e. kara liyA hai to aba guMjAiza khatma ho gii| guMjAizeM abhI aura haiN| guMjAizeM aura saMbhAvanAe~ hama logoM ko nyautA detI haiM ki Apa kahIM taka bhI kyoM na bar3ha gaye hoM, abhI taka kAmayAbI kI aura bhI guMjAizeM bacI huI haiN|' yaha deza, yaha samAja, yaha kudarata hama logoM ko nyautA detI hai ki Ao, apanI jiMdagI ko bdlo| naye tarIke sIkho, naye z2az2bAtoM ko sIkho, naye z2az2be jagAo aura apanI kAmayAbI ke naye-naye rAste tlaasho| dAna kI roTI kI bajAya, dayA kA dUdha pIne kI bajAya, parizrama kA pAnI pInA kahIM jyAdA acchA hai| dAna kI roTI, dayA kA dUdha pIne kI bajAya puruSArtha kA pAnI pInA adhika garimApUrNa hai| maiM prema kI roTI to khAtA hU~, para dAna kI roTI nahIM khaataa| agara koI kaha detA hai ki sAhaba Aja maiMne supAtra dAna diyA to maiM usa roTI ko khAnA pasanda nahIM kruuNgaa|o bhaiyA, dAna bhikhArI ko jAkara denA / guru caraNoM meM kevala samarpaNa hotA hai| vahA~ dAna nahIM hotaa| dAna kisI aura ko jAkara denA / tU mujhe do roTI kA dAna detA hai, maiM tere jaise do sau logoM ko dAna dene kI kSamatA rakhatA huuN| tere jaise do sau logoM ko rojAnA khAnA khilAne kI haisiyata hai| jaba maMdira banAne 20 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ meM hara sAla lAkhoM, karor3oM rupayA kharca karavA sakate haiM to kyA iMsAnoM ko khilAne kI hamAre pAsa tAqata nahIM hogii| kyA apanA peTa bharane kI hamAre pAsa haisiyata nahIM hogI? bhagavAna ne hameM kaMdhe die haiM, kamAne ke lie do-do hAtha die haiM aura iz2z2ata kI jiMdagI jIne ke lie bhagavAna ne yaha vANI, qalama aura buddhi dI hai| tarasa kI roTI nahIM khAyeMge, jo roTI khAyeMge vo prema aura parizrama kI khaayeNge| jiMdagI hameM badalanI hogii| jiMdagI jo kamaz2ora ho rahI hai, hamAre z2az2bAta, hamAre z2az2be jo kamaz2ora ho rahe haiM, hameM unako badalanA hogA aura apane bhItara dama-khama lAnA hogaa| sahI soca ho, sahI dRSTi ho, sahI ho karma hmaaraa| badaleM jIvana dhaaraa|| yaha gIta jIvana kA gIta hai, yaha gIta saphalatA aura kAmayAbiyoM kI naI maMz2iloM taka pahu~cane kA gIta hai / yaha gIta kama, saphalatA kI gItA z2yAdA hai| sahI soca ho, sahI dRSTi ho, sahI ho karma hmaaraa| badaleM jIvana dhaaraa|| behatara lakSya banAyeM apanA, U~cAI ko jI leM bhale na pahu~ceM AsamAna taka, magara zikhara ko chU leN| zAMti aura vizvAsa liye hama, dUra kareM aNdhiyaaraa| badaleM jIvana dhaaraa|| loga kahate haiM, gAya dUdha detI hai| kyA Apa bhI kahate haiN| bacapana se sabane par3ha rakhA hai ki gAya dUdha detI hai| maiMne socA ki gAya dUdha detI hai, to dekhanA caahie| maiM gAya ke pAsa jAkara khar3A ho gayA ki gAya hameM dUdha degI, para usane nahIM diyaa| gAya hameM detI hI nahIM hai, jo detI hai vaha khAne yA pIne ke kAma kA nahIM hotaa| jiMdagI meM koI kucha nahIM detA, hamArI qismata hameM kucha nahIM detii| qismata se bhI dUdha nikAlanA par3atA hai| dUdha bhI gAya se duhakara nikAlanA par3atA hai| kevala qismata kA ronA rote rahoge to kucha bhI nahIM milane vaalaa|'k' se qismata hotI hai aura ka se krmyog| qismata phala detI hogI, para hara AdamI qismata vAlA nahIM hotaa| hameM karma karanA hogA, karma se qismata ke dvAra kholane hoNge| U~ce lakSya, AtmavizvAsa aura kar3I mehanata saphalatA kI jananI hai| maiM to kahU~gA sapane dekho bhAI, sapane dekho| jo AdamI jitanA U~cA sapanA | 21 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dekhegA vaha utanA hI Age bar3ha skegaa| maiM kucha nahIM karatA, Apako sapane dikhAU~gA aura sapane dikhAkara unheM satya meM kaise DhAlA jAe, basa Apako usa U~cAI taka phuNcaauuNgaa| Apa loga kevala rAta ko sapane dekhate haiM, soyesoye| rAta ke sapanoM meM koI dama nahIM hotaa|aaNkh khulate hI maiTara phiniza ho jAtA hai| maiM ve sapane dikhAtA hU~ jo z2iMdagI banAe, jo jIvana kA nirmANa kareM, iMsAna ko U~cA utthaae| mana kI zakti rakheM surakSita, aise svapna sjaaeN| pragati ke jo dIpa jalAe, vahI dRSTi apnaaeN| behatara rakheM naz2ariyA apanA, behatara qadama hmaaraa| badaleM jIvana dhaaraa|| naz2ariyA kaisA ho? hamezA AdhA gilAsa bharA huA dekho, khAlI mata dekho| hamezA phUloM para gaura karo, kA~ToM para naz2ara mata ddaalo| sabhI paMtha-paramparAoM ke rAste judA hote haiM,para maMz2ila sabakI eka hotI hai| behatara rakheM naz2ariyA apanA, behatara qadama hmaaraa| badaleM jIvana dhaaraa|| sahI soca ho, sahI dRSTi ho, sahI ho karma hmaaraa| badaleM jIvana dhaaraa|| enjaoNya evharI momentt| jIvana ke hara pala kA Ananda lIjie, kyoMki jo pala bIta jAegA vaha vApasa nahIM Ane vaalaa| rUThe hue devatA ko manAyA jA sakatA hai, para bIte hue samaya ko vApasa nahIM lauTAyA jA sktaa| enjaoNya evharI momentt| mehanata ko hama dIpa banAyeM, lagana ko samajheM jyoti // patthara meM se hIrA janme, aura sAgara meM motii| eka caubIsa-paccIsa varSIyA bahina mere pAsa AI aura kahane lagI ki prabhu merI ApabItI suneMge to ApakI A~khoM meM A~sU A jaayeNge| maiMne pUchA - 'bahina, kyA ho gayA Apako?' bahina bolI - 'sAhaba, sAta mahIne ho gae, mere pati gujara ge| sasurAla se yaha kahakara nikAla diyA gayA ki manahUsa hai, hamAre beTe ko khA gii| apane pati ko khA gii| mere mA~-bApa nahIM haiM, kevala eka choTA bhAI hai, jisakI abhI taka zAdI bhI nahIM huI hai| bar3I g2arIbI meM palakara bar3I huI, zAdI 22 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huI, qhuza thI ki calo aba merA jIvana AnaMda se biitegaa| para merI badakismatI ki merA pati cala bsaa| mere pAsa eka choTI-sI baccI hai, tIna sAla kii| aba Apa batAie, maiM kyA karU~?' apanI ijjata bacAne ke lie maiMne kirAye kA eka kamarA liyA hai, para kirAyA cukAne ke lie mere pAsa aba paise nahIM bce| do sone kI cUr3iyA~ thIM, maiMne beca diiN| usase cha: mahIne guz2Ara die| maiMne kahA -'bahina, Apa mujhase kyA cAhatI haiM?' bolI, 'sAhaba! pandraha dina ke rAzana kI vyavasthA ho jaae|' maiMne kahA - 'ho jAegI bhin|' usane jo kahAnI batAI, maiMne do-cAra logoM se patA kiyA to patA lagA bAta saca hai| maiMne kahA - bahina, tuma pandraha dina kI chor3o, maiM jiMdagI bhara kI z2avAbadArI aba apane kaMdhe para letA huuN| para bahina, tuma isa taraha se mA~gatI rahogI to Aja mujhase mA~gA, kala kisI aura ke sAmane hAtha phailAnA pdd'egaa| maiM nahIM cAhatA ki agara maiMne tumhArI z2avAbadArI apane kaMdhe para le lI hai to tuma aba isa taraha se mA~gatI phiro| mA~ganA pApa hai| mere jaisA vyakti yahI maanegaa| maiM saMta bana gyaa| saMta kucha logoM se paisA mA~gate haiM, maiM nahIM maaNgtaa| maiM apane saMta veza ko becatA nahIM huuN| kisI se paisA nahIM maaNgtaa| bahuta iz2z2ata kI jiMdagI jIte haiM aura Izvara ne jo hamArI aukAta aura tAqata banAI hai, use janahita meM lagAte haiN| hama lete nahIM haiN| agara Apane yahA~ se bIsa rupaye kI kitAba bhI kharIdI hai to usameM pA~ca rupayA hamane lagAyA hai| ghATA khAkara sevA karane vAle loga Apane nahIM dekhe hoNge| jaise koI vyakti eka maMdira banAtA hai, eka karor3a rupayA kharca karatA hai, para pacAsa loga vahA~ para darzana karane ke lie nahIM jaate| maiM mAnatA hU~ ki eka karor3a kA upayoga pacAsa loga karate haiN| aura hamArI koI eka kitAba chapatI hai pacAsa haz2Ara rupaye kharca AtA hai| una do hajAra pratiyoM ko par3hane vAle dasa haz2Ara hote haiN| eka kitAba apane Apa meM ghara-ghara pahu~cane vAlA eka maMdira hI hai jo logoM ke tana-mana ko pAvana karatA hai| hama cAheM to kitAbeM logoM ko ni:zulka bhI bA~Ta sakate haiM, para usakI qImata phokaTiyA jitanI hotI hai| bhale hI koI AdamI apanA nAma mophatalAla kyoM na rakha le para isase vo mufta kA hotA nahIM hai, bar3A qImatI hotA hai| maiMne usa bahina se kahA - 'yaha roz2a-roz2a mA~ganA baMda karo, maiM agara Apako | 23 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kahIM naukarI lagavAU~ to Apa kAma kara logI?' bolI, 'sAhaba, mujhe naukarI para kauna rakhegA? AThavIM pAsa hU~ mujhe kauna lgaaegaa|' maiMne kahA - 'ThIka hai, kAma karate hue zarma to nahIM AtI?' bolI - 'zarma nahIM aayegii|' maiMne kahA - 'jhAr3a poMche lagavAU~ to?' bole - zarma nahIM AyegI?' maiMne hAtho-hAtha eka skUla meM phona karavAyA aura kahA, 'eka bahina jI ko bhejatA hU~, unheM caparAsI kI naukarI para lagavA denaa|' unhoMne kahA - 'sAhaba, pahale se hI pUre caparAsI haiM, AvazyakatA nahIM hai|' maiMne kahA, 'maiM kisI ko caparAsI nahIM banA rahA huuN| maiM kisI ko svAvalambI banAkara Atmanirbhara iMsAna banAnA cAhatA huuN| maiM kisI ko bhikhArI banate hue nahIM dekha sktaa|' bole, 'Apa kahanA kyA cAhate haiM?' maiMne kahA, 'naukarI para tuma vahA~ rakho, paisA maiM dilA duuNgaa| tuma paise kI ciMtA mata krnaa| kala ko usakI beTI ko bar3I hone para yaha na lage ki maiM dharmAde kI roTI khAkara palI hU~, usako yaha lage ki mA~ ne mujhe mehanata karake par3hAyA aura taiyAra kiyA hai|' khaira ! naukarI rakha lI gii| pahalA mahInA pUrA hote hI vaha do haz2Ara rupayA lekara hamAre pAsa AI aura Akara kahane lagI - yaha mere pahale mahine kI tanakhvAha hai, Apake caraNoM meM samarpita hai| maiMne kahA - bahina, hameM nahIM caahie| Apa ina do haz2Ara rupayoM meM se pA~ca sau rupaye apane kamare kA kirAyA cukaanaa| eka hajAra rupayA khAne-pIne para kharca krnaa| aura pA~ca sau rupayA isa mahIne bacA lenA, pA~ca sau rupayA agale mahIne bacA lenA aura isa sAla nauvIM kI par3hAI kA phArma bhara denaa|' usane aisA hI kiyaa| usane phira se par3hAI zurU kii| sArI par3hAI pUrNa kI, bI.e., bI.eDa.,ema.e., pI.eca.DI., kI aura Aja vaha rAjasthAna meM eka sammAnita kaoNleja meM lekcarAra hai| samAja jAge, iMsAna jAge aura apane Apa ko bnaae| apane Apa ko nahIM banA sakate to jIne kA kyA artha hai? mAtra dharatI para bhArabhUta haiN| vahI vyakti samAja meM kisI ke Age jAkara hAtha phailAye jo vikalAMga hai, apAhija hai, aMdhA hai| aMdhe ko dAna de dene meM koI dikkata nhiiN| koI 85 varSa kI vRddha vidhavA mahilA hai to use rAzana-pAnI do, para isake alAvA kisI ko dAna mata do| usako itanA sahayoga kara do ki vaha Atmanirbhara bana sake, apane pA~voM para khar3A ho ske| 24 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mehanata ko hama dIpa banAyeM, lagana ko samajheM jyoti| patthara meM se hIrA janme, aura sAgara meM motii| bAdhAoM se DaranA kaisA, milatA svayaM kinaaraa|| badaleM jiivn-dhaaraa|| bAdhAe~ kisakI jiMdagI meM nahIM AtI? yAda rakhie aise vyakti ko jisane ikkIsa sAla kI umra meM pArSada kA cunAva lar3A, magara hAra gyaa| teIsa sAla kI umra meM zAdI kI magara sattAIsa sAla kI umra meM talAka ho gyaa| aTThAIsa sAla kI umra meM dukAna kI, lekina tIsa sAla kI umra meM divAlA nikala gyaa| battIsa sAla kI umra meM usane ema.ela.e. kA cunAva lar3A magara hAra gyaa| bayAlIsa sAla kI umra meM kAMgresa se cunAva lar3A phira vaha parAjita ho gyaa| saiMtAlIsa sAla kI umra meM usa vyakti ne uparASTrapati pada kA cunAva lar3A, para phira hAra gyaa| vahI vyakti bAvanaveM varSa meM amerikA kA rASTrapati abrAhama liMkana bnaa| mehanata ko hama dIpa banAyeM, lagana ko samajheM jyoti| patthara meM se hIrA janme, aura sAgara meM motii| motI kahA~ milate haiM, sAgara meM milate haiN| para kisI ko bhI eka DubakI meM motI nahIM milA krte| koI bhI AdamI senA meM bhartI ho jAe to eka hI dina meM senApati nahIM bana jaataa| senApati banane ke lie saMgharSa aura anubhavoM ke lambe daura se gujaranA par3atA hai| bAdhAoM se DaranA kaisA, milatA svayaM kinaaraa| badaleM jIvana dhaaraa|| __ jo loga bUr3he ho gae ve javAna hoN| apane Apa ko bUr3hA mAnanA hI, mauta ko nimaMtraNa denA hai| bUr3hA AdamI kevala eka minaTa ke lie bane, kevala eka minaTa ke lie| aura bUr3hA usa dina bananA jisa dina tumheM mauta A jaae| isake alAvA bur3hApe kA kyA kAma? jaba taka jio, UrjAvAna banakara jio| maiM dekhatA hU~ mere sAmane eka nabbe varSa ke bujurga baiThe hue haiN| ye lagAtAra pandraha dina se hamAre pIche lage hue haiN| isa umra meM bolate haiM, sAhaba, mere pAsa cAra bIghA jamIna hai, usa para prAkRtika cikitsAlaya kholuuNgaa| usakA zilAnyAsa Apake kara-kamaloM se krvaauuNgaa| g2az2aba kA jaz2bA hai unameM / ina dAdAjI se preraNA liyA kro| murde kI taraha kyA jInA? jio to aise jio ki agara koI kuladevatA bhI hamAre ghara meM A jAe to lage ki jiMdA AdamI baiThA hai| maMdira ke mAdhavajI mata bno| patthara ke | 25 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zivaliMga mata bno| maMdira jI ke na to mahAvIra jI hilate haiM, na mahAdeva jI hilate haiM / ve kevala samAdhi lagAe baiThe rahate haiN| apane ko patA hai ki hama na mahAvIra jI haiM, na mahAdeva jI haiM / hama to sAdhAraNa iMsAna haiM aura sAdhAraNa iMsAna to kucha karegA to hI patA calegA ki vaha jiMdA hai| ___Apa jitanI tAliyA~ abhI bajA rahe haiM, AdamI roz2AnA itanI tAliyA~ bajA le to kabhI bImAra hI nahIM pdd'egaa| sArA ekyUprezara qhuda hI kara legaa| AdamI bImAra hI isalie par3atA hai ki vaha kucha karatA nahIM hai| hamArA saMkalpa ho : maiM bUr3hA nahIM hoU~gA, qhuda ko bUr3hA nahIM mAnU~gA, kevala eka minaTa ke lie bUr3hA hoU~gA aura mara jaauuNgaa| karma svayaM hI bane prArthanA, bala ho naitikatA kaa| pahale 'ka' AtA hai pIche 'kha' AtA hai| 'ka' kA matalaba hai karo aura 'kha' kA matalaba hai pIche khaao| muphta kA mata khaao| bhagavAna ne to karmayoga kI hI preraNA dI hai| pahale karo, pIche khAo, karmayoga se jI mata craao| kAma bhI aise karo ki vaha prArthanA ho| svayaM ko bhAgyavAdI nahIM, karmayogI bnaao| bhAgyavAdI kucha hone kA iMtajAra karatA hai, karmayogI hara hAla meM kucha kara dikhAte haiN| bhAgyavAdI kahate haiM ki samaya se pahale, bhAgya se jyAdA kucha nahIM miltaa| maiM karmayogI huuN| maiM kahU~gA - karmayogI apanA bhaviSya khuda likhate haiN| karma svayaM hI bane prArthanA, bala ho naitikatA kaa| sabase prema sabhI kI sevA, dharma ho mAnavatA kaa|| 'candra' dharA ko svarga banAe~, ghara-ghara ho ujiyaaraa| badaleM jIvana dhaaraa|| sahI soca ho, sahI dRSTi ho, sahI ho karma hmaaraa| badaleM jIvana dhaaraa|| aisA huA - hilerI kliMTana apane pati bila kliMTana ke sAtha kahIM jA rahI thiiN| eka zahara se dUsare zahara kI tarapha ki bIca meM peTrola paMpa AyA aura peTrola paMpa para gAr3iyoM meM peTrola bharavAne ke lie gAr3iyoM kA kAphilA ruka gyaa| peTrola paMpa kA mAlika nikala kara AyA kyoMki amerikA kA rASTrapati peTrola bharAne ke lie usake paMpa para AyA hai| hilerI kliMTana bAhara nikala kara AI aura usane jaise hI dekhA ki isa peTrola paMpa kA mAlika to usake bacapana kA dosta hai / peTrola 26 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paMpa ke mAlika ne jaise hI hilerI kliMTana ko dekhA - donoM loga mile, hilerI kliMTana sAIDa meM calI gaI aura donoM ArAma se gappe-zappe karane lge| hamAre yahA~ hindustAna meM loga avizvAsa ko z2yAdA jIte haiM, vizvAsa ko kama jIte haiN| vahA~ para loga vizvAsa se z2yAdA jIte haiM / yahA~ para to agara koI mahilA kisI se bAta karane laga jAe to pati bhI socane laga jAtA hai - ai kyA bAta hai? mAmalA kucha gar3abar3a hai kyA? hilerI kliMTana peTrola paMpa ke mAlika se thor3A batiyAne lgii| pandraha-bIsa minaTa bAta kI aura jaba patA calA ki gAr3I meM peTrola bhara gayA hai to A gaI kAra ke paas| bila kliMTana ko maz2Aka suujhii| unhoMne maz2Aka meM kahA - yaha to acchA hai ki terI zAdI mere sAtha ho gaI to tU rASTrapati kI patnI bana gii| agara isa peTrola paMpa ke mAlika ke sAtha hotI to kevala peTrola paMpa kI mAlakina banakara hI raha jaatii| hilerI kliMTana ne kahA - sara ! kSamA kreN| saccAI to yaha hai ki agara merI zAdI peTrola paMpa ke mAlika ke sAtha huI hotI to Aja amerikA kA rASTrapati Apa nahIM, yaha hotaa| ___ ise kahate haiM vizvAsa, ise kahate haiM z2az2bA, jIta kA jaz2bA, apane ApakA jj'baa| yAda rakhie jIta ke lie eka hI buniyAdI cIz2a cAhie aura vaha hai jIta kA jjbaa| saphalatA ke lie eka hI cIz2a cAhie aura vaha hai saphalatA kA vishvaas| vizvAsa ho to saphalatA to kyA, bhagavAna bhI mila sakate haiN| saMdeha aura Dara hai jahA~, viphalatA kI kahAnI hai vahA~ / mana se saMdeha ko, hIna bhAvanAoM ko, Dara ko nikAla pheNkeN| vizvAsa rakhie jo coMca detA hai, vo cuggA z2arUra detA hai| jo puruSArtha karatA hai, use apane puruSArtha kA pariNAma avazya milatA hai| hA~ yaha saMbhava hai ki kisI ko saphalatA pahale caraNa meM milatI hai to kisI ko dasaveM caraNa meM, para agara mana meM dhuna savAra ho to iMsAna aivaresTa para bhI dhvaja phaharA sakatA hai aura candraloka kI bhI yAtrA kara sakatA hai| vaijJAnikoM ne koI eka hI dina meM na to bijalI kA AviSkAra kiyA, na havAI jahAja kA, na mobAila kA. na TI.vI. kaa| aiDIsana ne 9,999 dafA asaphalatA kA sAmanA kiyA, para dasa haz2Ara vIM dafA meM bijalI se jalane vAle balboM kA AviSkAra karane meM saphalatA pA hI lii| Aja agara koI vyakti kisI patthara ko tor3anA cAhe to z2arUrI nahIM hai ki | 27 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pahalI coTa meM hI patthara TUTa jAe, para tuma lagAtAra-lagAtAra-lagAtAra coTa karate jAo, patthara apane Apa lagAtAra-lagAtAra-lagAtAra kamaz2ora hotA jAegA aura Akhira dasavIM coTa meM patthara TUTa hI jaaegaa| saphalatA ke lie vaijJAnika rUpa se khuda ko taiyAra kreN| acchI takanIka apanAe~, saphalatA kA vizvAsa bhItara jagAe~, pUre dila se, pUre mana se parizrama kareM, 100 meM se 100 pratizata nambara Ane kI pUrI-pUrI gAraMTI hai| Izvara unhIM ke sAtha hote haiM jo saphalatA ke lie parizrama aura karmayoga karate haiN| Apa jahA~ haiM vahA~ se cAra qadama Age bar3hAo, abhyAsa kI AvRtti aura bar3hAo, yaha bhI eka sAdhanA hai, saphalatA avazya milegii| sAra itanA hI hai ki 36% zakti lagAne vAle ko 36% pariNAma milegA aura 100% zakti lagAne vAle ko 100% kA pariNAma milegaa| taba taka ruko mata, jaba taka maMz2ila taka pahu~cane kA sukUna na mila jaae| haz2AroM maMz2ileM hoMgI, haz2AroM kAravAM hoNge| nig2AheM hamako DhU~DhegI, na jAne hama kahA~ hoNge| Aja tuma kisI ko Adarza banAo, kala koI tumheM Adarza bnaaegaa| Aja tuma kisI ko apanI mazAla banAo, kala koI aura tumheM apanI mazAla aura misAla donoM bnaaegaa| kahIM na paha~ce taba taka tuma choTe ho, paha~ca gae to choTA bhI koI sacina kahalAegA aura koI candraprabha / bhaviSya ApakA hai, basa vartamAna ko qadama uThAne kI z2arUrata hai| maiM to kevala ApakI soI cetanA ko jagA rahA hU~, jaisA ki kRSNa ne arjuna kI cetanA ko jagAyA thA, bAkI mahAbhArata Apako jItanA hai| apanI ora se premapUrvaka itanA hI nivedana hai| 28 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ _12 1 sirfa H 2 eka minaTa meM 43 badala sakatI hai jiMdagI jIvana mUlyavAna hai| mere lie merA jIvana mUlyavAna hai aura Apake lie ApakA jIvana / hara vyakti ke jIvana kA mUlya hai, isIlie jIvana kI sArthakatA kA pATha par3ha rahe haiN| hama meM se jo vyakti jIvana kA mUlya samajha legA, vaha hara koI vyakti jIvana ke pratyeka dina aura pratyeka pala kA sArthaka upayoga kregaa| jIvana marane ke lie nahIM hai| mRtyu maz2abUrI kA nAma hai| jIvana jIne ke lie hai| jIvana prabhu ke ghara se milA upahAra hai, prasAda hai| jinheM jIne kI kalA A jAtI hai, unake lie hara subaha Ida kA tyauhAra hai, hara dopahara holI kA parva hai aura hara rAta divAlI kA Ananda hai / prazna hai : kyA hama apane jIvana se saMtuSTa haiM? kyA hara jIvana meM Ananda-dazA aura utsava-dazA hai| kyA Apako lagatA hai ki utsava hamArI jAti hai aura Ananda hamArA gautra? soco, hama apane jIvana ke mUlyoM ko kitanA pratizata hAsila kara pAe haiM? athavA hama aura kitanA hAsila kara sakate haiM? kahate haiM : eka gurukula ke kulapati ne bur3hApA sAmane AtA huA dekhakara apane ziSyoM ke sammukha yaha ghoSaNA kI ki aba ve apane jIvana ko AtmakalyANa aura prabhu ke divya prema meM samarpita kreNge| guru ne apanI ora se | 29 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samaya aura tithi bhI nirdhArita kara dii| jisa dina guru ravAnA hone vAle the, ziSyoM ne apanI ora se gurukula ke kulapati se anurodha kiyA - bhagavan ! Apa to jA rahe haiM lekina jAne se pahale gurukula kA nayA kulapati niyukta karake gurukula kA dAyitva kisI-na-kisI ko avazya sauMpa jaaeN| kulapati ne kahA - yaha nirNaya bhI maiM saMnyAsa lene se pA~ca minaTa pUrva hI kruuNgaa| kulapati saMnyAsa ke dina snAnadhyAna se nivRtta hokara bIca A~gana meM A ge| sAre ziSya bhI Avazyaka kAryoM se nivRtta hokara kulapati ke saMnyAsa ke kAryakrama meM zarIka ho rahe the| sabhI logoM ko isa bAta kI iMtaz2ArI thI ki itane sAre ziSyoM meM se gurudeva na jAne kisako kulapati niyukta kreNge| kulapati ne eka naz2ara se sAre ziSyoM ko dekhA aura kahA - maiM nayA kulapati kA nirNaya karU~ usase pahale tuma logoM se eka prazna pUchanA cAhatA huuN| merA prazna yaha hai ki duniyA meM lohA z2yAdA mUlyavAna hai yA cA~dI? sabhI ziSyoM ne tapAka se eka svara meM javAba diyA - cA~dI z2yAdA mUlyavAna hai| guru ne sAre ziSyoM kI ora eka naz2ara ddaalii| guru ne eka ziSya aisA pAyA jo mauna thaa| usane koI javAba na diyaa| guru ne usase pUchA - vatsa! tumane koI javAba nahIM diyaa| kyA tuma ina sabake javAba se santuSTa nahIM ho? ziSya khar3A huA, adaba se hAtha jor3e aura gurudeva se anurodha karane lagA - bhaMte! mujhe yaha kahane ke lie kSamA kareM ki lohA cA~dI se z2yAdA mUlyavAna hotA hai| yaha sunate hI sAre ziSya ha~sa pdd'e| kahane lage ki hameM pahale se hI patA thA ki yaha buddha buddha hI rhegaa|are, yaha to sArI duniyA jAnatI hai ki lohA aura cA~dI meM se cA~dI jyAdA malyavAna hotI hai| guru ne usako dhyAna se dekhA aura kahA - kyA tuma mujhe batA sakate ho ki tumane lohe ko z2yAdA mUlyavAna kisa AdhAra para kahA? ziSya ne kahA - bhaMte ! merI samajha se duniyA meM mUlya kisI vastu kA nahIM hotaa| mUlya hotA hai usa vastu meM rahane vAlI sambhAvanA kaa| cA~dI mUlyavAna hai yaha to sArI duniyA jAnatI hai, lekina cA~dI apane mUlya ko na to ghaTA sakatI hai aura na hI bar3hA sakatI hai| para lohA? lohe ko pArasa kA sparza mila jAye to lohA, lohA nahIM rhegaa| lohA, sonA bana jaaegaa| gurudeva! mUlya vastu kA nahIM hotA, mUlya hotA hai vastu meM rahane vAlI sambhAvanA kaa| guru ne usa ziSya ko apane qarIba bulaayaa| Asana se khar3e ho gae aura kulapati ke pada para use niyukta karate hue svayaM 30| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMnyAsa ke lie nikala pdd'e| hamameM se Apa yA hama kyA haiM, mUlya isa bAta kA nahIM hai / mUlya isa bAta kA hai ki hama aura Apa kyA ho sakate haiM ! kauna AdamI krodhI hai vo jAne, kauna mahilA kamAtI hai yA ghara meM roTI-sabjI banAtI hai yaha bhI vo jaane|kis AdamI kA kaisA svabhAva hai, kauna AdamI kitanA dhanI yA g2arIba hai ye sArI vyavasthAe~ vo jAne / hama vartamAna meM kyA haiM, mUlya isa bAta kA nahIM hai, mUlya isa bAta kA hai ki hama aba aura kyA ho sakate haiM / jahA~ taka Apa pahu~ce, vaha ApakA yathArtha huaa| hama aura Age kahA pahu~ca sakate haiM, yaha bAta mUlyavAna huii| pratyeka vyakti kA jIvana mUlyavAna hai, merA jIvana mere lie mUlyavAna hai aura ApakA jIvana Apake lie mUlyavAna hai| jIvana mUlyavAna hai isIlie kahanA cAhU~gA ki pratyeka vyakti ko apane jIvana kA mUlya akhtiyAra karanA caahiye| jaise miTTI kI samajha rakhane vAlA miTTI kA mUlya arjita kregaa| kacare kA mUlya samajhane vAlA kacare kA mUlya arjita kregaa| aura to aura, duniyA meM koI bhI cIz2a jisakA mUlya mila sakatA hai vyakti usa mUlya ko arjita karatA hai| yahI bAta maiM jIvana ke lie nivedana karanA cAha~gA ki hamameM se pratyeka vyakti ko apane jIvana kA mUlya arjita karanA caahie| miTTI, miTTI rahatI hai lekina miTTI meM bhI agara gula khilAne kI kalA A jAe to isI miTTI meM se phUla bhI khila jAte haiN| bIja, bIja rahatA hai, vahI bIja vaTavRkSa bana jAtA hai| jise loga gaMdagI kahate haiM aura nagarapAlikA ke TrekTara ke dvArA use zahara ke bAhara pheMka diyA karate haiM, agara usI gaMdagI kA ThIka se istemAla karane kA tarIqA A jAe to gaMdagI, gaMdagI nahIM rhtii| vahI gaMdagI khAda banakara kisI phUla ke lie sugandha kA AdhAra bana jAyA karatI hai| jaise gaMdagI ko sugandha meM badalA jA sakatA hai, gaMdagI ke bhI mUlya ko arjita kiyA jA sakatA hai, aise hI hameM bhI apane jIvana kA mUlya arjita kara lenA caahie| iMsAna kI samajhadArI isI meM hai ki iMsAna soce ki vaha apane jIvana kA mUlya prApta kara rahA hai yA kevala aise hI dina bItate jA rahe haiN| mere bhAI ! kisI dina ko vyartha mata jAne do| hara dina kA mUlya arjita karo, kyoMki sabakA jIvana nirdhArita varSoM kA, nirdhArita mahInoM kA, nirdhArita dinoM kA hai| jitane dina hama likhAkara lAye haiM unameM se eka dina bhI Age nahIM bar3hA skte| jIvana eka taya samaya-sImA kA hai| isalie kisI bhI dina ko jAne mata do, dina kA jo mUlya hai | 31 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vaha prApta karo / tAza ke patte meM dina ko mata jAne do| gappe-zappe meM dina pUrA mata kro| jIvana eka rupaye ke sikke kI taraha hai| eka rupaye ke sikke meM cAra cavanniyA~ hotI haiM / lagabhaga do cavanniyA~ pUrI ho gaI haiN| do bAkI haiN| soco, Apane cavannI kA kyA upayoga kiyA? kyA hAsila kiyA? cavannI kA pariNAma hAtha meM ho|din guz2are, to Apake hAtha meM dina kA pariNAma ho| dina kA mUlya saba apane-apane hisAba se prApta karate haiM / peTrola pampa para kAma karane vAlA baoNbI apane hisAba se dina kA mUlya prApta karatA hai aura duniyA ke sabase bar3e udyogapati bila geTsa apane hisAba se usa dina kA mUlya arjita karate haiM / dina vahI hai, jIvana vahI hai, lekina mUlya apane-apane hisAba se sabane akhtiyAra kiye| jIvana to aise lagatA hai jaise koI bA~sa kA Tukar3A ho / jIvana jIne kI kalA na Aye to yaha jIvana kevala eka bA~sa kA Tukar3A bhara rahatA hai, para jIne kI kalA A jAe to yahI bA~sa kA Tukar3A bA~surI bana jAyA karatA hai| jIvana kA mUlya aura jIvana kI samajha hara iMsAna ke pAsa honI caahie| jIvana kI samajha na hone ke kAraNa hI loga bA~sa ke Tukar3e kA upayoga Apasa meM lar3ane-lar3Ane ke sivA aura kucha nahIM krte| yA phira koI mara jAe to arthI sajAne ke lie bA~sa kA upayoga kiyA karate haiN| bAkI to loga bA~sa ko azubha aura apazakuna ke rUpa meM lete haiM, lekina jIne kI kalA na Aye tabhI taka yaha apazakuna hai / ghara se bAhara nikale aura nikalate hI billI A gaI to...? ghara se nikale aura nikalate hI sAmane koI chIMka khA gayA to?... to bole apazakuna ho gyaa| aba taka jIne kI kalA na AI isalie apazakuna najara aayaa| saccAI to yaha hai ki jo AdamI paudhe ko dekhakara kA~ToM para gaura nahIM karatA, kA~ToM para khile hue gulAba ke phUla para gaura karatA hai usake lie agara sAmane billI bhI A jAe to mana meM khaTAsa nahIM aatii| billI A jAe to bhI praNAma karate hue kahatA hai, dhanyavAda prabhu! Aja tUne isa rUpa meM Akara darzana die| sAdhuvAda do aura zrIprabhu kA nAma lete hue Age bar3ha jaao| billI kA prabhAva qhatama ho jaaegaa| koI AyA, chIMka khAI aura chIMka khAte hI Apake mana meM khaTAsa A gaI ki are yAra! pahale kaura meM hI makkhI A girii| hamane apanI mAnasikatA ko negeTiva banAyA isalie pariNAma aisA niklaa| taba hamArA agalA qadama usa chIMka ke bhaya se bharA huA hogA, vahIM agara bAhara nikale aura bAhara 32/ For Personal & Private Use Only Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nikalate hI kisI ne chIMka kara dI to samajha lo yaha chIMka, chIMka nahIM zakuna rUpa hai, to usakA chIMkanA bhI kisI maMdira kI ghaMTI bajane ke samAna maMgalakArI ho jaaegaa| taba koI chIMka duSprabhAva nahIM dikhAtI / maiM bhI nikalatA hU~, billI mere sAmane bhI AtI hai, para jaise hI billI AtI hai maiM muskurA detA hU~, dhanyavAda samarpaNa karate hue kahatA hU~ - thaiMkyU / aura Age bar3ha jAtA hU~ / maiMne kabhI bhI sAmane AtI huI kAlI billI ko dekhakara apane qadama vApasa nahIM lauttaae| sAmane koI chIMka baiThA to kabhI usakA burA nahIM maanaa| koI chIMkA to chiiNkaa| vaha g2alatI usakI thii| apana apane dimAga ko kyoM prabhAvita kareM? maiM to zrIprabhu kA nAma letA hU~, Age bar3ha jAtA huuN| jaba jIvana hI tujhe samarpita hai to jIvana meM milane vAle hara pariNAma bhI tujhe hI samarpita hai| acche Ae~ge pariNAma to acche kA svAgata hai, burA AegA to bure kA svAgata hai / yaha to taya hai ki sikkA uchalegA to yA to cita giregA yA paTa giregaa| billI AegI taba bhI vahI bAta hai, cUhA A jAyegA taba bhI vahI bAta hai aura cUhe para baiThakara gaNeza jI A jAyeMge taba bhI vahI bAta hai| ullU A jAye to mAnate haiM apazakuna ho gayA aura ullU para lakSmI jI A jAye to mAnate haiM ki zakuna ho gyaa| ye saba hamArI apanI mAnyatAe~ haiN| agara hama apanI soca, dRSTi, samajha ko paoNz2iTiva banAte haiM, to jIvana kA hara pahalU sakArAtmaka pariNAma lie hue ho jAtA hai / aisA huaa| eka biTiyA pahAr3I para car3hI calI jA rahI thii| usane aMgoche ko jhUlA banA liyA / apane choTe bhAI ko usa jhUle meM DAla diyA aura use liye pahAr3I para car3hane lagI / ArAma se car3hatI calI jA rahI thI ki itane meM hI kisI aura pathika ne usako Tokate hue kahA lagatA hai tumhAre pAsa bhAra kucha z2yAdA hai| usane usa pathika ko dekhA aura Upara A~kha uThAkara kahA bhaiyA ! mApha kIjiyegA / Apake lie yaha bhAra hogA, mere lie to bhAI hai / - agara AdamI bhAra ko bhAra samajhegA to jiMdagI bhAra hai, para agara iMsAna jiMdagI ko prabhu kA varadAna samajhegA to jiMdagI bhAra nahIM, bhAra ko pAra utArane vAlA bhArata bana jaaegaa| saba kucha iMsAna kI samajha para nirbhara karatA hai / hama loga apane jIvana kA kaisA pariNAma nikAleMge, yaha hama para nirbhara karegA / maiMne kahA jIvana kevala eka bA~sa ke Tukar3e kI taraha hai, para agara a~guliyA~ sAdhanI A jAe~, agara qadama uThAne A jAe~ to saMgIta kA Ananda aura subaha kI rozanI For Personal & Private Use Only 33 Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hamArI A~khoM meM hogI / mAnA duniyA meM peTa karor3oM haiM, para hAtha bhI to bhagavAna ne dogune diye haiM / phira kisa bAta kI vyakti cintA kre| hama puruSArtha kareMge, hama naye sapane dekheMge, hama naye lakSya banAe~ge, saMgharSa kareMge aura jiMdagI ko nayA aura sArthaka pariNAma deNge| prakRti, hameM hara roja nayA dina detI hai, naI rAta detI hai, 24 ghaMTe hara roz2a detI hai / vaha jiMdagI detI hai, jiMdagI meM hara roz2a eka nayA dina detI hai| usane Apako patnI dI, pati diyA, mA~-bApa diye, bhAI-bahana diye, baMgalA diyA, gAr3I dI, kAra dI, skUTara diye, sukha-sAdhana diye / vaha sabako detI hI detI hai| hara roja 24 ghaMTe bhI detI hai| agara Apake yahA~ koI maz2adUra kAma kara rahA hai aura rojAnA vaha 200 rupaye kI maz2adUrI letA hai, para 10 minaTa bhI vaha aise hI ArAma karane ke lie baiTha jAe to ApakA miz2Az2a kaisA hogA? cAra gAliyA~ ThokeMge aura kaheMge ki mufta kA paisA letA hai kyaa| hama aisA kyoM kahate haiM? kyoMki hama usako paise dete haiM / Adhe ghaMTe kI qImata hamane samajhI hai 10 rupayA / yaha usakI qImata hai Adhe ghaMTe kii| Apa to oNphisara haiM, seTha haiN| ApakI qImata to maz2adUra ke ghaMTe kI qImata se kaI gunA jyAdA hai / Apa jhADU lagAte haiM aura cAra tinake jhAr3U meM se nikala jAte haiM to Apa jhADU kI rassI khaulakara vApasa ve tinake usameM DAlate haiM, kyoM? kyoMki hamane jhAr3U ke eka-eka tinake kI qImata cukAI hai / bahUrAnI agara kaha bhI de mammI jI aba cAra tinake gira gae to kyA huA, pheMka deN| mammI jhaTa se kaha degI, beTA ! paisA mufta meM nahIM aataa| jhADU pUre 30 rupaye meM kharIda kara lAI hU~, aise agara cAra-cAra tinake roz2a pheMka die to jhADU tIna dina meM hI qhatama ho jaaegaa| isa svArtha bharI duniyA meM kevala paise kI qImata A~kI jAtI hai / yahA~ vaqta kI, samaya kI qImata nahIM A~kI jaatii| samaya iMsAna ko muphta meM milatA hai| maiM to prabhu se kahU~gA ki bhagavAna, Ane vAle kala meM aisI vyavasthA bhI kara denA ki agara iMsAna ko vaqta bhI cAhie to vaqta kI vasUlI z2arUra karanA, kyoMki mufta kA to akhabAra bhI mila jAe to usakI qImata nahIM hotI / 2 rupayA de do to subaha se lekara sA~jha taka akhabAra ko par3hate aura sahejate raheMge aura mufta kA akhabAra mila jAe to usI para cATa-pakor3I khAnA zurU kara deMge, kyoMki mufta kI qImata itanI hI hotI hai| maiM bhI agara Apa logoM ko mufta meM sunA rahA hU~ to mujhe patA hai ki merI qImata itanI hai, vahIM agara maiM amerikA calA jAU~ aura agara 34 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mere vaktavya ko sunane ke 10 DaoNlara kI phIsa bhI nirdhArita kara dI jAe, to merA hara vacana, hara zabda Apake lie bezaqImatI ho jaaegaa| Aqhira AdamI ne usake paise die haiN| bahuta se nAmI-girAmI saMtoM ne mufta kI qImata samajha lI, so jo kucha unhoMne duniyA ko sikhAyA, usakI qImata vsuulii| basa, qImata dete hI vastu kA mUlya bar3ha jAtA hai / vaqta kI bhI vasUlI honI caahie| jiMdagI meM eka sAla kI kyA qImata hotI hai yaha to koI usa vidyArthI se pUche jisane sAla bhara par3hAI kI, para parIkSA dene se raha gyaa| eka mahine kI qImata kyA hotI hai, yaha to koI aisI mA~ se pUcheM jisakA beTA nau mAha kI bajAya AThaveM mahine meM hI paidA ho gyaa| jiMdagI meM eka saptAha kI kImata kyA hotI hai, yaha vahI vyakti batA sakegA jo ki sAptAhika akhabAra nikAlatA hai, para isa saptAha priMTa karane meM vilaMba ho gayA to usakA akhabAra posTa hone se hI raha gyaa| eka dina kI qImata kyA hotI hai, yaha usa majadUra se pUcho jisane dina bhara mehanata kI magara mAlika ne paisA dene se inkAra kara diyaa| eka ghaMTe kI qImata kyA hotI hai, yaha koI sikaMdara se pUche jisane kahA thA agara merI jiMdagI kevala eka ghaMTe ke lie bar3hA dI jAe to maiM apane zarIra ke bhAra jitanA sonA tolakara de sakatA hU~ / eka minaTa kI qImata kyA hotI hai yaha aise vyakti se jAkara pUcho jo varlDa TreDa senTara para hue AtaMkavAdI hamale se eka minaTa pahale bAhara nikala gyaa| eka sekaMDa kI qImata kyA hotI hai, yaha koI aise dhAvaka se pUche jo ki olampika meM kevala eka sekaMDa ke kAraNa svarNa padaka kI bajAya kAMsya padaka para aTaka gyaa| jisane vaqta kI qImata samajhI hai, usI ne vaqta kA sahI aura pUrA upayoga kiyA hai| cU~ki bhagavAna ne hama logoM ko mufta kA vaqta de rakhA hai to abhI jaise sAr3he nau baje isa samaya paMDAla pUrA bharA hai, para jinhoMne vaqta kI qImata samajhI, jo satsaMga ke vacana kI qImata samajhate haiM ve paune nau se pA~ca minaTa pahale pahu~ca jAte haiN| jinhoMne IzvarIya citra ke Age dIpa prajvalana ko apanA saubhAgya samajhA, ve pahale phuNceNge| jinhoMne prArthanA ko prabhAta kA puSpa samajhA ve pahale pahu~ca ge| jinhoMne samaya kI kImata na samajhI ve leTa-latIpha calate haiM / soco bhAI ! samaya to Age bar3ha rahA hai kahIM hama to Thahara nahIM gae haiM! hama bhI Age bar3ha rahe haiM yA jahA~ haiM vahIM aTake par3e haiM ! For Personal & Private Use Only 35 Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIvana meM saMtoSa kevala taba kIjiegA jaba Apake pAsa amIrAyata A jaae| jaba taka amIrAyata na Ae taba taka saMtoSa nhiiN| taba taka kevala puruSArtha-hIpuruSArtha karate rhiegaa| jiMdagI meM aMtima zvAsa taka puruSArtha karate rho| jisake pAsa jIvana ke sapane hoMge, U~ce lakSya hoMge, vahI U~cA puruSArtha kara skegaa| jIvana meM jaba taka puruSArtha hai taba taka aMtima zvAsa taka bhI jIne kA AnaMda hai| jInA eka svarNima avasara hai| isa avasara ko sArthaka kro| aba taka mare nahIM haiM, kevala isalie jI rahe haiM, to sacamuca kevala TAima pAsa ho rahA hai| eka 70 varSa ke vyakti ke pAsa na jIne kA makasada hai, na koI lakSya hai, na koI kArya, basa jI rahA hai| rojAnA roTI khA letA hai, so jAtA hai / dina guz2ara rahe haiM, TAima pAsa ho rahA hai| videzoM meM loga dharma to kama karate haiM, para jIvana kA sadupayoga jyAdA karate haiN| isalie vahA~ kA 70 varSa kA vyakti bhI pratidina karma karatA hai aura jaba taka koI vyakti karma nahIM karatA taba taka vaha roTI bhI nahIM khaataa| mufta kI roTI mata khAo, apane ghara ke lie koI-na-koI Ahuti z2arUra do| agara Apa eka dAdA haiM to bhI Ahuti do, bar3I mA~ haiM to bhI Ahuti do, eka baccI haiM to bhI Ahuti do| baccI ghara meM jhAr3a lagA sakatI hai, dAdAjI bAjAra se ghara meM sabjiyA~ lA sakate haiN| par3a dAdAjI aura kucha nahIM kara sakate to pote ko pyAra se khilA-pilAkara acche saMskAra to de sakate haiM / kula milAkara Ahuti honI caahie| binA Ahuti ke roTI khAnA apane lie aparAdha yA pApa smjho| mAnA hama saMta bana gae aura saMta banane ke bAda mehanata karanA hamAre lie z2arUrI nahIM hai, para hama loga 24 ghaMTe meM se 12 ghaMTe pratidina mehanata karate haiN| jaba taka mehanata nahIM kara lete samAja kI mufta kI roTI khAnA apane lie pApa samajhate haiN| saMta bana gae to isakA matalaba yaha nahIM hai ki aba hama mufta kI roTI khaaeNge| kisI kI do roTI tabhI khAo jaba usake badale meM tuma usako bIsa gunA lauTAne kI tAqata rakhate ho| agara tAqata nahIM rakhate to kRpA karake kisI kI bhI mufta kI roTI mata khAo, kyoMki vaha to khilA-khilA kara tira jAegA, para khA-khA kara tuma kahA~ DUboge? vaha to khilA-khilAkara puNya arjita kara rahA hai, soco mufta kI khAkara tuma kahIM apane para karja to nahIM car3hA rahe ! isalie kahIM para koI jImanavArI ho, svAmI vAtsalya ho, to yA to muphta kI khAne mata jAnA aura agara jAte ho to pahale 101 kI rasIda kaTAnA, phira vahA~ para bhojana krnaa| isa muphta khAne kI Adata ne hamAre hindustAna ko vikalAMga kara diyaa| dharma taka ko 36 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ apAhija banA DAlA ki laDDU mileMge to loga ikaTThe hoNge| jImaNa hogA to bhIr3a jamA hogii| jImaNa nahIM to TA~ya-TA~ya phissa / sAre pUjA-pratiSThA mahotsava phela | apane deza aura apanI saMskRti ko itanA mufta kA mata banane diijie| apane dharma ko itanI halkI kisma kA mata hone dIjie ki jImaNa ke AdhAra para hI loga ikaTThe hoMge / are, kaba taka sikke bA~Ta-bA~Ta kara logoM ko ikaTThA karate rahoge? kaba taka TaoNphiyA~ bA~Ta-bA~Ta kara baccoM ko pralobhana dete rahoge? hara roz2a prabhujI caubIsa ghaMTe dete haiN| ye caubIsa ghaMTe hamAre lie kisI mAlavAhaka Traka kI taraha haiN| aba hama inameM miTTI bhareM ki hIre, yaha hamArI samajha para nirbhara karatA hai| Izvara hameM hara roz2a 1440 minaTa detA hai : 24 x60 =1440 | mujhe bhI, Apako bhI, ApakI patnI ko bhI, Apake bacce ko bhI / kudarata bila kliMTana ko bhI yahI 1440 minaTa detI hai, bila geTsa ko bhI, baoNbI ko bhI aura babalU ko bhI / kudarata koI farka nahIM krtii| sabako eka jaisA samaya detI hai agni kA kAma hai jalanA / vaha amIra ke ghara meM bhI jalatI hai, garIba ke ghara meM bhI jalatI hai| garIba kI roTI bhI sekatI hai, amIra kI roTI bhI sekatI hai / pariNAma nikAlane vAle para nirbhara karatA hai ki kauna AdamI usakA kaisA pariNAma nikAlatA hai / I maiMne kahA baoNbI, Apa logoM ko patA hai yaha baoNbI kauna hai ? amerikA kI eka klaoNsa meM do lar3ake sAtha par3hakara nikale the eka baoNbI aura dUsarA bila, donoM ko kudarata ne jIvana diyA, donoM ko kudarata ne hara roja caubIsa ghaMTe die, donoM ko hI hara roja 1440 miniTa mile| donoM hI eka klAsa meM the, donoM hI madhyamavargIya ghara I paidA hue the, para baoNbI Aja bhI eka peTrola pampa meM kAma karane vAlA mainejara bhara hai aura bila amerikA kA rASTrapati bana gayA - bila kliMTana / jIvana sabako eka hI milatA hai, vaqta sabako eka hI milatA hai, para pariNAma sabake lie jude-jude ho jAyA karate haiM / koI vyakti jisane choTe sapane dekhe, apane jIvana meM z2az2be na jagA pAyA, vaha kahIM kA~ca sApha karate mila jAegA, kahIM naukarI karate mila jAegA, lekina jisane jIvana meM U~ce sapane dekhe, U~ce lakSya banAe, U~cA puruSArtha kiyA, U~ce gema khele vaha garIba yA naukara na rahA / are, naukarI karake jiMdagI guz2Arane se to acchA hai ghAsa khoda kara khAie, para kahIM kisI ke yahA~ naukarI karane mata jaaie| laghu udyoga kIjie, dhaMdhA kiijie| agara yaha socate ho ki For Personal & Private Use Only 37 Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paisA nahIM hai to dhaMdhA kaise kareM, are bhAI ! dhaMdhA karoge hI nahIM to paisA AegA kahA~ se? naukarI karoge to jiMdagI bhara naukara rahoge, para vyApAra karoge to Aja nahIM kara kala, kala nahIM to parasoM, baoNsa bnoge| tumheM kisI ko baoNsa kahane kI z2arUrata nahIM rhegii|tum khuda baoNsa bnoge| siMdhI logoM se preraNA lo| siMdhiyoM ke lie kahAvata hai : siMdhI kabhI bhIkha nahIM maaNgegaa| hindustAna kA ba~TavArA huA, to siMdhI zaraNArthI banakara hindustAna aae| Ae taba to zaraNArthI bane, lekina mehanata karake ve puruSArthI bana ge| jyoMjyoM jIvana kI samajha A rahI hai, ve puruSArthI se paramArthI hote jA rahe haiN| yaha zubha sukUna hai| meMhadI kA raMga dasa dina rahatA hai, para mehanata kA raMga pUrI jiMdagI ko khuzahAla karatA hai| isalie kahatA hU~ parizrama kro| hara AdamI amIra bane, garIbI abhizApa hai| hara AdamI ko amIra bananA caahie| aparigraha kA dharma amIra banane ke bAda dhAraNa kiijiegaa| becAre garIboM ko kyA preraNA dete ho aparigraha dhAraNa karane kii| unake pAsa abhI tyAgane jaisA kucha nahIM hai| pahale mahAvIra kI taraha rAjakumAra bano, buddha kI taraha sampanna bano, usake bAda agara tyAga kara saMnyAsI bhI honA ho to ho jAnA kyoMki usa tyAga ko hI tyAga kahA jA skegaa| usa tyAga se hI AnaMda hogaa| hamane tyAgA, kisako tyAgA? vaibhava ko tyaagaa| kucha thA hI nahIM ho kyA tyAgA? 7000 ru. mahInA kamAne vAlA kyA tyAgegA? Aja agara Apake yahA~ koI laoN iMsTITyUTa calAte haiM, narsiMga iMsTITyUTa calAte haiM, koI phaikTrI calAte haiM, ve agara kucha tyAga kareM to vaha tyAga kahalAegA, para pahale apana kisI stara taka pahu~ceM to shii| pahu~ce hI nahIM usase pahale tyAga kI bAta A gii| hara AdamI sampanna baneM, hara vyakti amIra bne| naukarI meM saMtoSa mata karo, kampoDarI meM tRpta mata ho jaao| parizrama karo, par3hAI kro| kucha aise bano ki tuma para loga faqha kara skeN| __ garIbI abhizApa hai, vyakti ke lie, samAja ke lie, deza ke lie| garIba AdamI ko koI nahIM pUchatA, galI kA kuttA bhI nhiiN| na ghara meM, na bAhara, kahIM nhiiN| usI ko pUchA jAegA jisake pAsa aMTI meM mAla hogaa| isalie mAladAra bno|aNttii meM mAla hogA to loga puuchege| isalie ImAnadArI se mehanata karake mAla kamAo, pahale iz2z2ata kmaao| usake bAda tyAga ke patha para aayeNge| isIlie to kahatA hU~ ki agara bhagavAna hameM roz2a 24 ghaMTe detA hai to yaha hama logoM para nirbhara 38 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karatA hai ki una 24 ghaMTe meM kyA karate haiM aura kyA nahIM karate haiN| phAlatU mata baittho| 12 ghaMTe mehanata karo, phira cAhe vo 12 ghaMTe dina ke hoM cAhe rAta ke| para mufta kI mata khaao| mehanata kareMge, buddhi se mehanata kareMge, tana se mehanata kareMge, mana se, vANI se mehanata kreNge| jo kSetra hameM mile haiM, usa kSetra meM mehanata kreNge| jiMdagI khaNDaprastha kI taraha hai| mehanata aura puruSArtha se isa khaNDaprastha ko indraprastha banAne kA jaz2bA apane bhItara jgaao| vizvAsa rakho Izvara hamAre sAtha hai| Izvara mere aura Apa saba logoM ke sAtha hai, Izvara una logoM ke sAtha hai jo mehanata karake khuda ko aura duniyA ko sukUna dete haiN| ThaMDe par3e logoM para Izvara meharabAna nahIM hotaa| Izvara nikalatA hai bhAgya dene ke lie| Izvara ko lagatA hai ki vaha AdamI to aise hI par3A hai AlasI TaTU kI taraha, use dekara bhI kyA kruuNgaa| agara koI AdamI A~kha baMda karake soyA hai aura sUraja usake lie uga bhI jAegA to vaha karegA kyA? eka kuttA kAra ke pIche daur3atA hai, bhauMkatA hai| savAla yaha hai ki vaha bhauM-bhauM kara rahA hai, kAra ke pIche daur3a rahA hai, aba agara vaha kAra ko pakar3a bhI legA to karegA kyA? na koI lakSya hai, na koI pariNAma hai, basa bhauMka rahA hai| hama jI rahe haiM, to jIne kA maqasada taya kro| jiMdagI kI aMtima sA~sa taka apanI jiMdagI se pariNAma prApta karate rho| jIvana mUlyavAna hai / samaya Age bar3ha rahA hai, lagAtAra Age bar3ha rahA hai, para kahIM hama to Thahara nahIM gae haiM? vahI guTakhA-tambAkU, TaoNphI kI purAnI dukAna, vahIM jA rahe haiM, dhakke khA rahe haiM, kamAI ho rahI hai, to bhI jA rahe haiM, nahIM ho rahI hai to bhI jA rahe haiN| jyotiSiyoM ke cakkara kATa rahe haiM, yaha socakara ki kahIM koI graha-gocara ThIka ho jaae| are bhAI, haTAo ina janma-kuMDaliyoM kA cakkara / jyotiSiyoM ke cakkara bahuta ho ge| jyotiSiyoM se tumhArA bhalA hogA ki nahIM hogA, unakA bhalA z2arUra ho jaaegaa| tumhAre vahA~ jAne se unako z2arUra 100-200 kI phIsa mila jaaegii| jyotiSa ke bharose kama raho aura puruSArtha kI rekhA bar3I kro| apane sapanoM ko jagAo, jIvana meM kucha kara guz2arane kA z2az2bA, saMkalpa apane bhItara paidA kro| apanI paraMparA vAloM se bhI kahatA hU~ ki bhAI duniyA bar3ha rahI hai, samaya bar3ha rahA hai, lekina jainiyoM meM bhI kaI mahArAja kahate haiM mAika nahIM lagAe~ge, kucha kahate haiM hama TenTa ke nIce bhI nahIM baiTheMge, kucha kahate haiM hama eka-dUsare se mileMge to hAtha bhI nahIM jodd'eNge| are, duniyA kahA~ pahu~ca rahI hai aura Apa Ula-jalUla 39 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - bAtoM meM aTake ho| samaya itanA Age bar3ha rahA hai aura hama jahA~ the vahIM ke vahIM Thahare hue par3e haiN| z2arA soco ki jo cAra AdamI sAtha cala rahe the unameM se eka pIche raha gayA aura tIna agara Age calate rahe to pIche vAlA kyA karegA? duniyA bar3ha rahI hai, samaya bar3ha rahA hai| apane jIvana ko gati do / samAja, dharma aura deza ko gati do| Apake dAdA jI g2arIba the / the, kyoMki par3he-likhe nahIM the / Apake pitAjI naukarI karate the / karate the, kyoMki unake lie koI eproca karane vAlA nahIM thaa| lekina isa pragatizIla yuga meM Apake paidA hone ke bAvajUda agara ApakA ghara g2arIba rahatA hai to yaha vicArane jaisI bAta huI / Apake jaisA par3hAlikhA iMsAna hone ke bAvajUda Apa garIba haiN| isakA matalaba Apa AlasI haiN| dAdA jI skUla nahIM gae, pApAjI AThavIM pAsa the lekina beTe ko unhoMne par3hA likhA kara ema.bI.e. karavAyA, sI.e. karavAyA tAki apane ghara kA kAyAkalpa ho sake aura hama ema.bI.e. kara cuke taba bhI nikamme baiThe haiN| mufta kI roTI mata khAo, mufta kA khAnA apane lie pApa smjho| jIvana eka yajJa hai| isake lie Ahuti dI jAnI caahie| samaya bar3ha rahA hai, samaya ke sAtha hama bhI Age bar3heM, hamArA ghara bhI Age bar3he, hamArI sampannatA bhI Age bar3he, hamArI zikSA bhI Age bddh'e| basa, eka hI bAta ki ruko mt| rukanA mauta hai, calanA hI jIvana hai 1 jIvana meM kucha karanA hai to mana ko mAre mata baittho| Age-Age bar3hanA hai to himmata hAre mata baiTho // jiMdagI meM naI UrjA bharI jA sakatI hai| apana cAheM to eka minaTa meM jiMdagI badalI jA sakatI hai / badalanA cAhoge to abhI badala jAoge aura nahIM badalanA cAhoge to kisI kA pitA apane putra ko bhI, jUte mAra kara bhI Aja taka nahIM badala pAyA hai| maiM mujhako badalU~gA / Apa apane Apako badaleMge / svayaM kA rUpAMtaraNa hI jIvana kI sabase bar3I pahala hai / jIvana ke lie usUla banA lo ki calai so carai / gAya calegI to jaMgala meM ghAsa caregI aura calegI hI nahIM to kyA cregii| Apa baiThe rahoge to bhUkhe maroge, kucha karate rahoge to pAoge / niThalle baiThe rahoge to bhUkhe pyAse mroge| zera ko bhI guphA meM baiThe-baiThe zikAra nahIM milatA, bAhara nikalanA pdd'egaa| kisI cIMTI ko dekho aura dekhakara samajho ki dina bhara vaha kitanI mehanata karatI hai, eka-eka kaNa ke lie| kisI cir3iyA ko dekho to samajha meM A jAegA ki eka cir3iyA cAra dAnoM ke lie kitanI mehanata karatI hai / Apa cAhe putra hoM yA pApA, athavA dAdA, jaba 40 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ taka apane ghara ke lie AhUti na de do taba taka ghara meM roTI mata khAnA / kyoM jI! bAraha khar3I meM pahale kyA AtA hai? pahale 'ka' AtA hai phira 'kha' AtA hai| 'ka' kA matalaba hotA hai pahale karo aura 'kha' kA matalaba hai pIche khaao| calane vAlA maMz2ila pAtA, baiThA pIche rahatA hai| ThaharA pAnI sar3ane lagatA, bahatA nirmala hotA hai| pA~va diye calane ke khAtira, pA~va pasAre mata baittho| Age-Age bar3hanA hai to himmata hAre mata baittho| yAda kIjie kachue aura kharagoza kI kahAnI / yaha to sArI duniyA jAnatI hai ki donoM meM kharagoza jItegA, para jaba mehanata karate-karate koI buddhU kAlIdAsa bhI mahAkavi bana sakatA hai aura kala kA tulasiyA mahAkavi tulasIdAsa bana sakatA hai to phira hama loga kucha kyoM nahIM ho skte| duniyA meM lohe kA kAma karane vAlA lohAra kahalAtA hai aura camar3e kA kAma karane vAlA camAra kahalAtA hai| lekina jaba taka kAma ko U~cAI na do taba taka Apa lohAra aura camAra kahalAe~ge, para agara apane kAma ko AkhirI U~cAI para pahu~cA do to isI duniyA meM lohe kA kAma karane vAlA koI vyakti TATA kahalAtA hai aura jUtoM kA kAma karane vAlA koI bATA kahalAtA hai| are z2ida karo, duniyA bdlo| ekalavya ne z2ida kI, to drauNa kI miTTI kI mUrti se bhI dhanurvidyA sIkha lii| zAhajahA~ ne z2ida kI to tAjamahala khar3A kara diyaa| mahAtmA gA~dhI ne z2ida kI, to deza ko aMgrejoM kI dAsatA se mukta karavA diyaa| maiMne z2ida kI to maiM kucha bana gyaa| Apa bhI agara kucha banane kI z2ida kara leM to ApakI bhI duniyA badala sakatI hai| ___ kharagoza aura kachue kI kahAnI ko yAda karo, ,kharagoza to phuNcegaa| are, maiM kyA kahU~ buddha bhI kaha degA ki kharagoza pahale pahu~cegA, para vizvAsa rakho kachuA bhI pahu~ca jaaegaa| maiMne dekhA hai, kabhI ahamadAbAda kI sar3akoM para ThelA lekara usameM likviDa vAziMga pAuDara becane vAlA kevala eka rupaye meM eka zIzI becane vAlA vyakti hI Age bar3hate-bar3hate niramA sarpha kA mAlika bana jAtA hai| jisake pAsa kisI samaya apane kamare kA kirAyA dene jitanA paisA nahIM thA, vahI rAmapAla sonI Aja saMgama grupa kA mAlika arabapati aura kharabapati banA huA hai| vizvAsa rakho bhAI ki Izvara hamAre sAtha hai| jisane hameM janma diyA hai vaha hamezA hamAre sAtha hai lekina apane pA~voM meM jaMga mata lagane do| hAtha meM hathakar3iyA~ yA - 41 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cUr3iyA~ pahanakara mata baittho| agara tAlAba meM gira gae ho to taba bhI cintA mata kro| hAtha-pA~va calAte raho, calAte rho| taba taka calAte raho jaba taka sA~sa hai| aMtima caraNa taka vizvAsa rakho - Izvara hamAre sAtha hai| Izvara unake sAtha hai jo puruSArthI haiM, jo apanA bhAgya khuda likhate haiN| teja dauDane vAlA kharahA dupahara cala kara baiTha gyaa| dhIre-dhIre calakara kachuA dekho bAjI mAra gyaa| calo kadama se kadama milAkara dara kinAre mata baittho| Age-Age bar3hanA hai to himmata hAre mata baittho| Aja se yaha saMkalpa kara lo ki aba hama niThalle nahIM jiyeNge| mufta kI nahIM khaaeNge| hama karma kreNge| jIvana meM karma kA kalpavRkSa lhraaeNge| zreSTha karma hI vyakti kA zreSTha dharma hai| karma hI kAmadhenu hai aura karma hI kalpavRkSa / jaba koI lohe kA kAma karake TATA bana sakatA hai aura jUtoM kA kAma karake bATA bana sakatA hai, to phira hama niThalle kyoM baiThe rheN| karo, karane vAle ko pUchA jAyegA, baiThane vAle ko koI nahIM puuchegaa| himmata bttoro| hama bhI agara apane upAzrayasthAnakoM meM baiThe rahate, to hameM bhI pUchane vAlA koI nahIM hotaa| isa duniyA meM koI kisI ko nahIM pUchatA, pUchane ke lie tumheM apanI tAqata ko saMjonA pdd'egaa| pUchane ke lie tumheM apane dila ke z2az2boM ko jagAnA pdd'egaa| kucha aisA karo ki phokasa hara hAla meM tuma para ho| isake lie himmata baToranI par3egI aura maidAna meM AnA pdd'egaa| kyA bistara para sokara koI AdamI tairanA sIkha sakatA hai? ghara meM niThalle baiThe logoM ke ghara lakSmIjI nahIM aatii| gA~dhIjI agara rASTrapitA bane to kucha karanA pdd'aa| kabhI isa deza meM imalI ke bIja ikaTThe kara-karake eka AnA pAva meM becane vAlA vyakti, unhIM paisoM se kitAbeM kharIda karake par3hAI kiyA karatA, aura bar3hate-bar3hate apane z2ajboM ke kAraNa itanA baDhatA calA gayA ki vaha vyakti kevala vyakti nahIM rahA, vaha vyakti isa deza kA mahAna vaijJAnika bhI banA aura deza kA sabase garimApUrNa vyaktitva, sabase garimApUrNa rASTrapati zrI e.pI.je. abdula kalAma bnaa| Aja jisa candraprabha ko dezabhara meM par3hA aura sunA jAtA hai, usakA atIta yaha hai ki usane kabhI 9vIM kakSA saplImeMTrI parIkSA se pAsa kI hai| jaba nauvIM kakSA meM mere saplImeMTrI AI thI taba mere klAsa TIcara ne mujhase kahA thA - beTA, kyA tumheM patA hai ki tumhAre pitA bImAra haiM / maiMne kahA, yasa sara / klAsa TIcara ne kahA - kyA 42 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tumako patA hai ki tumhAre pitA ko sAta sAla se lakavA hai? kyA tumheM patA hai ki tuma pA~ca bhAI ho? maiMne kahA - hA~, sr| taba tumheM yaha bhI patA hogA ki tumhAre pA~ca bhAiyoM meM kamAne vAlA eka bar3A bhAI hI hai| maiMne kahA - jI hA~ / to bole - maiM tumheM batA denA cAhatA hU~ ki tumhArA bar3A bhAI merA dosta hai, para hamAre sAtha vaha kevala isalie cAya-pAnI-nAztA nahIM karatA ki vaha kahatA hai ki agara maiM apane dostoM ke sAtha cAya-pAnI-nAztA karane meM apanI naukarI kA paisA kharca kara dUMgA to apane choTe bhAiyoM ko par3hA-likha kara kaise taiyAra karU~gA? maiM apane choTe bhAiyoM kI phIsa kaise jamA karavA paauuNgaa| jo bhAI apane peTa para paTTI bA~dhakara tuma bhAiyoM ko par3hAnA cAhatA hai, usa bhAI ko tuma yaha pariNAma dete ho? vaha jiMdagI kA aMtima dina thaa| merA guru koI dharma zAstra nahIM hai, merI jiMdagI kA pahalA guru vaha klAsa TIcara hai jisane merI AtmA ko, merI cetanA ko jgaayaa| mujhe pArtha bnaayaa| agara hama Aja haz2AroM logoM se roz2a muqhAtiba hote haiM to kevala eka klAsa TIcara aura lAifa TIcara kA dAyitva pUrA kara rahe haiM tAki ApakI saplImeMTrI meM paDI, soI huI AtmA jaga jAe, cetanA jAgrata ho jAe, loga apanA dAyitva samajheM / maiM nauvIM kakSA meM z2arUra saplImeMTrI se pAsa huA, lekina usake bAda kisI bhI klAsa meM pharsTa klAsa se nIce pAsa honA, mere lie cullU bhara pAnI meM DUba marane ke samAna rhaa| garIbI abhizApa hai| hama saba sukha, zAMti, samRddhi aura khuzahAlI kI ora bddh'e| dukhIrAma nahIM, sukhIrAma bneN| dharatI calatI tAre calate, cA~da rAta bhara calatA hai| kiraNoM kA upahAra bA~Tane, sUraja roz2a nikalatA hai| havA cale to mahaka bikhere, tuma bhI pyAre mata baittho| Age-Age bar3hanA hai to, himmata hAre mata baittho|| prakRti kI hara cIja gatizIla hai| saba cala rahe haiM, apane-apane kArya meM gatizIla haiN| dharatI-cA~da, tAre, sUraja sabhI cala rahe haiN| phira hama hI ruke hue kyoM haiM? hamArI bhI sA~sa, dhar3akana, nabja, saba cIjeM cala rahI haiM, phira pragati kA patha kyoM avaruddha hai? cIMTI se mehanata karanA sIkho, bagule se ekAgratA kA pATha par3ho, makar3I se kArya-kuzalatA kA guNa siikho| kucha karane kA z2az2bA ho to cIMTiyoM ke bhI paMkha laga jAte haiM / hamameM bhI kucha z2az2bA ho to hama bhI zikhara taka to phuNceNge| U~cA lakSya banAo, cA~da taka na bhI pahu~ce, para zikhara taka avazya phuNceNge| U~cA | 43 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lakSya, U~cA puruSArtha, U~cA vizvAsa yAnI isI kA nAma hai : sphltaa| jIvana meM kucha karanA hai to, mana ko mAre mata baittho| Age-Age bar3hanA hai to himmata hAre mata baittho|| pA~va diye calane kI khAtira, pA~va pasAre mata baittho| dUra kinAre mata baittho| z2iMdagI ko kevala eka minaTa meM badalA jA sakatA hai| Age bar3hane kA hauMsalA bulaMda kara lo to eka miniTa meM U~cAiyoM ke rAste para kadama bar3hAyA jA sakatA hai| maiM sAdhuvAda dU~gA bhAI zrI sureza jI, dineza jI DosI ko, sAdhuvAda dUMgA sujAnamalajI caupar3A kI maNidhArI TIma ko jo 700 kilomITara se paidala calAkara hameM jodhapura se indaura lAne meM saphala hue| hamArA yahA~ AnA mahattvapUrNa nahIM hai, na hI hamArA yahA~ se cale jAnA mahattvapUrNa hogaa| mahattvapUrNa hai hamAre jAne se pahale haz2AroM dIyoM kA yahA~ jala jaanaa| logoM kI jiMdagI meM naye z2az2be jage, logoM ko naI dizAe~ milIM, nayA utsAha jagA, loga apanI U~cAiyoM ko chUne ke lie prayatnazIla hue| hamArA yahA~ AnA nizcita taura para sArthaka huaa| abhI bhI aneka loga haiM jo nizceSTa par3e haiN| maiM cAhU~gA ki hara vyakti apanI saMkalpa-zakti ko jagAe, icchA-zakti ko jAgRta kare, mana ko UrjAvAna bnaae| eka dafA maiM kisI pahAr3I para baiThA huA thA ki itane meM hI eka yuvaka mere pAsa AyA aura duA-salAma karake kahA ki mujhe Apase eka savAla pUchanA hai ki duniyA meM sabase kaThora cIz2a kyA hai? maiM pahAr3I para baiThA thaa| maiMne javAba meM kahA - jisa patthara para maiM baiThA hU~ yaha patthara sabase kaThora hai| usane kahA, kyA patthara se bhI koI kaThora cIz2a hotI hai? maiMne kahA - patthara se bhI kaThora cIz2a lohA hai jo patthara ko bhI tor3a DAlatA hai| usa yuvaka ne kahA, kyA lohe se bhI koI kaThina cIz2a hotI hai? maiMne kahA - hA~, lohe se bhI kaThina cIz2a hai pAnI jo ki Aga ko bhI bujhA diyA karatA hai| vaha cauNkaa| usane punaH pUchA - kyA pAnI se bhI koI kaThina cIz2a hotI hai? maiMne kahA - hA~, pAnI se bhI kaThina cIz2a hai iMsAna kA sNklp| agara saMkalpa jaga jAe to iMsAna pAnI kI dhArAoM ko bhI mor3a diyA karatA hai| iMsAna hA~, yaha iMsAna kA saMkalpa hai jisake calate koI bhagIratha banakara svarga meM rahane vAlI gaMgA ko bhI dharatI para lAne ke lie majabUra kara diyA karatA hai| yaha 44 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ iMsAna kA saMkalpa hai jo jiMdagI meM agara paidA ho jAe to sau-sau pahAr3oM ko kATa sakatA hai, sau-sau pahADoM ko lA~gha sakatA hai| ba~da, ba~da hotI hai, para unhIM ba~doM se bA~dha bana jAtA hai| usI bA~dha se bijalI paidA hotI hai aura usI bijalI se bar3ebar3e kala kArakhAne calate haiN| tAqata ko to baToranA par3atA hai| bUMda kI koI tAqata nahIM hotI, para bUMda agara bUMdoM se mila jAe to usI se bAr3ha A jAyA karatI hai| dene ke nAma para to bhagavAna ne hameM kevala do hAtha diye haiM, do pA~va diye haiM aura ina hAthoM aura pA~voM meM koI bahuta bar3I tAqata nahIM hai| na to hama kisI goraiyA kI taraha AsamAna meM ur3a sakate haiM, na hI kisI cIte kI taraha dauDa lagA sakate haiM. na hI koI bAja kI taraha hamArI A~kheM tIkhI haiM aura hI kisI cIte kI taraha hamAre nAkhUna tIkhe haiN| na hI hama baMdara kI taraha idhara-udhara uchala-kUda kara sakate haiN| are, hamAre zarIra kI aukAta kyA, eka choTA-sA bicchU, eka choTA-sA jantu bhI agara kATa khAye to Upara se nIce taka hila jAte haiN| iMsAna ke zarIra kI to koI tAqata aura aukAta nahIM hai, para iMsAna ko bhagavAna ne jo tAqata aura aukAta dI hai, usa eka tAqata aura aukAta ke calate vaha pUrI duniyA para rAja karatA hai, sAre jIva-jantuoM meM zreSTha kahalAtA hai aura sArI duniyA kA navanirmANa karane meM lagA huA hai / vaha tAqata hai hamArI soca, hamArI samajha, hamArA vizvAsa, hamArA j'j'baa| jaba taka ye jageMge taba taka iMsAna Age bddh'egaa| kaI loga 30 sAla kI umra meM bhI sapheda bAla vAle ho jAte haiM aura kaI loga 90 sAla kI umra meM bhI kAma karate hue dekhe jAte haiN| kaI loga 30 sAla kI umra meM hI kursiyoM ke gulAma ho gae haiM / Aja kI bahuoM ko sAr3I pahanate bhI jora AtA hai, jabaki unakI sAsU aura dAdI sAsa ko buhArI lagAte bhI takalIpha nahIM hotii| merI bahanoM! kAyA bAI kA jyAdA lAr3a mata karo, nahIM to yaha mAthe car3ha jaaegii| isase hamezA mehanata karavAte raho, nahIM to bur3hApe meM koI eka gilAsa pAnI pilAne vAlA bhI nahIM mila paayegaa| yAda rakho jo calai so crai| apane saMkalpoM ko, apanI icchA-zakti ko maz2abUta kro| agara koI vyakti zarAba pItA hai, koI nahIM chur3A pAyA use, lekina vahI vyakti agara apane bhItara saMkalpa jagA le to chor3a sakatA hai| khuda ko sudhAranA khuda ke hAtha meM hai| mujhe svayaM ko sudhAranA hai' - yaha saMkalpa-bodha jaga jAe to usI kSaNa sudharane ke dvAra khulane laga jAte haiM / vyakti khuda hI agara sudharanA na cAhe, to phira use kauna sudhAra sakatA hai? aise logoM ko DaoNkTaroM ke pAsa le 45 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jAo, zAyada vaha hArTa yA kaiMsara kA Dara baiThAkara sudhArane meM saphala ho jaae| kula milAkara, vyakti sudharanA cAhie, phira cAhe vaha hamArI preraNA se sudhare, yA kisI DaoNkTara kI preraNA se| pichale sAla kI bAta hai| maiM kisI eka khAsa viSaya para bola rahA thaa| usa viSaya para bolate hue maiMne kahA ki soco Apa apane baccoM ke lie kyA vasIyata chor3a kara jA rahe ho? kyA Apa yahI vasIyata chor3akara jAnA cAhate haiM ki ve eka zarAbI bApa ke beTe kahalAyeM? kyA Apa yahI vasIyata chor3akara jAnA cAhate haiM ki ApakA baccA Apake khAe guTakhoM ke khAlI pAuca uThAe aura caatte| soco Apa apane pIche kyA vasIyata choDakara jAnA cAhate haiM? agale dina, patA nahIM eka AdamI ko kyA jacI ki vaha jholA bharakara zarAba kI botaleM le AyA aura lAkara sAmane rakha diiN| maiMne kahA - maravAoge kyA? maiM koI bhairUjI-bhopAjI thor3e hI hU~ jo zarAba kI botaleM car3hA rahe ho? vaha kucha na bolaa| basa, botaleM khola-khola kara hamAre sAmane girAtA rahA - miTTI para, z2amIna para / maiMne kahA, bhAI yaha kyA kara rahe ho? bolA - sAhaba Apane jo bAta kahI, vaha mere dila aura dimAga meM utara gii| maiM apane baccoM ke lie vasIyata meM ye saba chor3akara nahIM jaauuNgaa| isalie Aja se hI zarAba kA tyAga karatA huuN| sacamuca, vaha vyakti badala gyaa| na kevala badala gayA, balki eka neka aura satsaMga-premI vyakti bana gyaa|aaj vo vyakti hamAre bahuta qarIba hai| eka minaTa meM badala sakatI hai jiMdagI agara AdamI apane bhItara z2az2bA jagA le| brAhmI aura suMdarI gaI bhAI ko yaha kahane ke lie ki bhaiyA! hAthI para baiThe rahane se kevalajJAna nahIM hotA aura jaba bAhubalI apane choTe bhAiyoM ko jo saMta bane hue hote haiM, namana karane ke lie qadama Age bar3hAte haiM ki pahalA qadama bar3hAte hI unako paramajJAna ho jAtA hai| jiMdagI ko badalane meM, kevalajJAna ko pAne meM kitanA vaqta lagA? kevala eka minitt| pati kahatA hai calane meM dera ho rahI hai ajI jaldI aao| patnI kahatI hai, 'basa, eka miniTa meM aaii|' hAlA~ki AtI nahIM hai vaha dasa miniTa taka, para kahatI hai 'basa, eka miniTa meM aaii|' pitAjI kahate haiM, 'beTA ravAnA ho ab|' beTA kahatA hai, basa, eka miniTa meM aayaa|' hamArI jubAna para baiThA huA eka minaTa / hama kahate haiM basa! eka cuTakI meM kAma huaa| para kyA koI cuTakI meM kAma 46/ For Personal & Private Use Only Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hotA hai? haqIqata meM eka cuTakI meM hI kAma ho jAtA hai| eka minaTa meM hii| pUrva janma meM saMta bana karake bhI jo apanA nistAra nahIM kara pAyA, vahI caMDakauzika sA~pa mahAvIra kA kevala eka minaTa kA satsaMga pAkara badala gayA aura aisA badalA ki jo saMta hokara bhI na badala pAyA, usane sA~pa hokara apanA uddhAra kara liyaa| caMDakauzika ko kitane minaTa lage? sirpha eka-do mintt| mahAvIra ne kevala itanA hI kahA - 'he jIva! aba to zAMta ho|' jo loga jyAdA gussA karate haiM ve ghara para pena se eka takhtI para likhakara TA~ga deM - 'he jIva! aba to zAMta ho|' kaba taka ho-hallA karatA rahegA? baccA gAlI nikAlatA hai, samajha meM AtA hai ki vaha bAraha sAla kA nAdAna baccA hai, usameM akla nahIM hai| para Apa to vayaska haiM, bar3e haiN| Apako to krodha nahIM karanA caahie| Aja Apa mahAvIra ke upadeza takhtI para likhakara ghara le jAkara TA~ga deN| agara Apako lagatA hai ki pApA z2yAdA cillAte haiM to pApA se kucha mata kaho / kevala ghara para eka puDhe para mArkara pena yA kampyUTara priMTa se likha denA - 'he jIva! aba to zAMta raha / ' jaise hI pApAjI ko gussA Ae to aura kucha mata karanA, basa takhtI kI tarapha izArA kara denaa| are, jaba caMDakauzika badala gayA, to kyA pApA nahIM badaleMge? pApA to caMDakauzika nahIM haiM, ve to Apake priya pApA haiN| pApA eka bAra dekheMge to aura gussA kareMge, dUsarI bAra dekheMge, thor3A jhallAyeMge, tIsarI bAra meM U~-U~ karake raha jAyeMge, cauthI bAra meM ThaMDe hI ho jaayeNge| basa, eka hI bodha - 'he jIva! aba to zAMta rh|' hama apanI-apanI kamajoriyoM para vijaya prApta kreN| duniyA meM koI kisI ko badalane ke lie lie nahIM aataa| hama hI qhuda ko qhuda bdleNge| hama agara nirNaya kara leM ki maiM badalU~gA, nizcita taura para bdluuNgaa| kala nahIM Aja, Aja nahIM abhI, abhI nahIM yhiiN| yahIM para hI badala kara jaauuNgaa| buddha se aMgulImAla badala gae, mahAvIra se caMDakauzika badala gayA, candraprabha se jayakizana badala gayA, to Apa kyoM nahIM badala skte| Apa kamajoriyoM ko chor3anA cAhoge, to kamajoriyoM ko chor3a doge| kamiyoM ko chor3anA cAhoge to kamiyoM ko chor3a doge| basa kevala bhItara z2az2bA jgaao| bhItara z2az2bA ho to, kamiyA~ jItI jA sakatI haiN| ghara kI garIbiyA~ dUra kI jA sakatI haiN| sAmane yaha gaNezajI kA citra hai, ise dekhakara preraNA liijie| gaNeza jI kA 47 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bar3A sira hameM bar3I soca rakhane kI preraNA detA hai| gaNeza jI ke bar3e kAna hameM dUsaroM kI bAtoM ko dhairyapUrvaka sunane kI zikSA dete haiN| gaNeza jI kI bar3I nAka iz2z2ata bar3hAne kI sIkha detI hai| gaNeza jI kA bar3A peTa hameM bAtoM ko haz2ama karane kI nasIhata detA hai| gaNeza jI ke hAtha meM rakhA laDDU isa bAta kI preraNA detA hai ki acchA khAo, acchA jio / laDDU kahatA hai : kaThinAiyA~ haiM to kyA huA, laDDU kI taraha jIvana meM miThAsa lAo aura Age bar3ho / kArya ko isa taraha karo ki asaphalatA asaMbhava ho jAe / vidyArthI ho aura TaoNpa Tena meM Ane kA sapanA hai, to pahale sAla, pahale dina se hI mehanata karanA zurU kara do| agara hamAre sapane choTe hoMge, agara hamAre lakSya choTe hoMge, to pharsTaklAsa, saikaNDa klAsa aaoge| Ajakala pUchatA kauna hai pharsTa klAsa aura saikaNDa klAsa vAloM ko| koI agara bI. kaoNma hai, bI. e. pAsa hai to ruka mata jaanaa| kyoMki rukane kA nAma jiMdagI nahIM hai, samaya Age bar3ha rahA hai / kahIM hama Thahara to nahIM gae haiN| ema.bI.e. karo, sI.e. karo, kampyUTara korsa karo / naye-naye korsa kIjie, naye kIrtimAna sthApita kIjie / Age se Age bar3hate jaaie| biTiyAo, bahano! zAdI bhI kara lI hai to ghara meM kevala phulke, roTI, pApar3a mata seMko, kyoMki ye kAma to ghara meM koI bAI bhI kara sakatI hai / Apa ema.e. pAsa haiM, ema.bI.e. pAsa haiM to isa nAte kucha aura bhI karo, dekho vaqta Apako pukAra rahA hai| bhArata apane navanirmANa ke lie Apa sabako nimaMtraNa de rahA hai| vaqta kaha rahA hai Ane vAlA kala pragati kA kala hai / niThalle mata raho / jaba lohe kA kAma karake koI vyakti TATA bana sakatA hai aura jUtoM kA kAma karake koI vyakti bATA bana sakatA hai to hama apanI jiMdagI meM kucha bhI kyoM nahIM ho sakate haiM? basa, bhItara meM kevala z2az2bA cAhie, bhItara meM icchA-zakti cAhie / Aga tumhAre bhItara hai, basa usa jyoti kalaza ko jagAne kI z2arUrata hai| jIvana meM Age bar3hane ke lie eka rAstA avazya hai, vaha kauna-sA hai use DhU~DheM, dekheM, aura maMz2ila pAe~ / vizvAsa rakhie : suI ke cheda se bhI svarga ko dekhA jA sakatA hai / basa, apanI ora se itanA hI anurodha hai / 48 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ / pratibhA ko niravAreM peMsila kI taraha - hara mA~-bApa kA yaha sapanA hotA hai, unakI yaha dilI tamannA rahatI hai ki unake bacce bulaMdiyoM ko chue~ / ve apane svayaM kA bhaviSya bhI apane baccoM meM dekhate haiM, apanA samAja aura apanA deza bhI unheM apane baccoM meM hI dikhAI detA hai| jo bacce mA~-bApa ke sapanoM ko samajha lete hai, apane jIvana ko gaMbhIratA se le lete haiM, ve prakRti ke dvArA milI huI apanI pratibhA kA upayoga karake nizcita hI AsamAnI U~cAiyoM ko chuA karate haiM, lekina jo bacce mA~-bApa ke sapanoM ko nahIM samajhate, g2alata Adata, g2alata sohabbata, g2alata pariveza meM cale jAyA karate haiM, ve na kevala apane keriyara ko, balki apane jIvana ko bhI garta meM DAla dete haiN| ve mA~-bApa ke nAma ko bhI cullU bhara pAnI meM Dubo baiThate haiM, lekina jinhoMne jIvana ko gaMbhIratA se liyA hai, mAtA-pitA ke sapanoM ko apanA sapanA banAyA hai, ve dharatI ke cAhe jisa kone meM kyoM na cale jAe~, khuda bhI gauravAnvita hoMge aura apane mAtA-pitA, samAja, dharma aura deza ko bhI gauravAnvita kreNge| bAta kI zuruAta maiM eka khAsa vyaktitva ke sAtha kruuNgaa| eka vyakti eka mahAvidyAlaya meM sahAyaka lekcarAra ke rUpa meM kAryarata huaa| sAla bhara taka usane baccoM para mehanata kI aura baccoM ne bhI dila lagAkara par3hAI kii| Akhira parIkSAe~ sampanna huiiN| jaba parIkSA ke pariNAma Ane vAle the tabhI kaoNleja ke priMsipala ne 49 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ usa lekcarAra ko apane pAsa bulAyA aura kahA - ye z2arA rola nambara noTa kara lo, isa kaoNleja ke mAlika ke beTe ke nambara haiN| z2arA isakI kaoNpI ko dhyAna se dekha lenA aura agara kahIM koI kamI lage to pUrI kara denaa| hAlA~ki sunate hI vaha sannATe meM A gayA ki kaoNleja ke priMsipala isa taraha kI TippaNI kara rahe haiM, para vaha maunapUrvaka nikala par3A aura jaba parIkSA ke pariNAma Ae to priMsipala yaha dekhakara cauMka par3e ki kaoNleja ke mAlika kA beTA anuttIrNa ghoSita kiyA gyaa| priMsipala thor3A-sA tAva meM AyA aura usane jhaTa se usI lekcarAra ko apane pAsa bulAyA aura kahA - maiMne tumase kahA thA ki kaoNleja ke mAlika ke beTe kI kaoNpI z2arA DhaMga se caika kara lenA aura koI kamI ho to dUra kara denA, para tumane aisA nahIM kiyaa| lekcarAra bolA - sara ! maiMne bilkula barAbara kaoNpI caika kI hai aura jitane aMka pAne kA vaha haqadAra thA, maiMne use bilkula utane hI nambara die haiN| priMsipala ne kahA - kyA tumheM patA hai ki agara tumane kaoNleja ke mAlika ke beTe ko anuttIrNa kara DAlA to tumhArI naukarI calI jAegI? lekcarAra muskurAyA aura kahane lagA ki sara, mujhe pahale se hI patA thA ki agara maiMne sahI-sahI aMka die to kaoNleja se merI naukarI jA sakatI hai| priMsipala ne kahA - jaba tumheM patA hai ki naukarI jA sakatI hai to phira tumane aisA kyoM kiyA? tumheM ise aMka bar3hAkara de dene caahie| aba bhI kaoNpI le jAo aura nambara bar3hAkara nayA pramANa-patra taiyAra kara do| usane kahA - sara! mApha kareM, maiM aisA karake una vidyArthiyoM ke sAtha anyAya nahIM kara sakatA jinhoMne sAla bhara mehanata kI hai| priMsipala ne kahA - to phira tumheM naukarI se jAnA pdd'egaa| lekcarAra bolA - sara ! mujhe pahale se hI patA thA isalie maiM apanA istIphA apane sAtha lekara AyA huuN| priMsipala ne kahA - bevakUfa! tU apanA istIphA to lekara AyA hai, eka choTI-sI bAta ke cakkara meM tU itanI acchI naukarI ko chor3akara jA rahA hai| are, maiM thA jo maiMne tumheM naukarI dilA dii|aaj kI tArIkha meM naukarI milatI kahA~ hai? aura tU mere hI virodha meM jA rahA hai? are z2arA soca ki agara tU yahA~ se naukarI chor3akara calA gayA to Akhira jAegA kahA~? dara-dara kI bhIkha mA~gatA phiregaa| usane kahA -sara, mAfa kIjie, Aja subaha hI maiMne nirNaya kara liyA hai ki jaba maiM yahA~ naukarI se chUTraeNgA to chUTate hI sabase pahale amerikA jaauuNgaa| priMsipala bole - amerikA? priMsipala ne kahA ki tU amerikA to calA jAegA, parantu vahA~ tumheM naukarI kauna degA? lekcarAra ne kahA - sara, mAfa kIjiegA savAla yaha nahIM hai ki vahA~ mujhe naukarI kauna degA? 50 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ savAla yaha hai ki vahA~ mujhe naukarI pAne se kauna rokegA? jisa vyakti ke pAsa apanI pratibhA hotI hai vaha cAhe deza meM rahe cAhe videza calA jAe vaha jahA~ bhI rahegA hara jagaha iz2z2ata pAegA, samRddhi ke qhaz2Ane kholegA aura apane mA~-bApa kA nAma bhI rozana kregaa| jinake pAsa apanA TeleMTa nahIM hotA, apanA TArageTa nahIM hotA ve loga hI yA to TrenoM meM bhara-bhara kara sarakArI naukariyoM ko pAne ke lie mohatAz2a rahA karate haiM, yA phira samAja ke sAmane jAkara apane lie caMdA yA dAna mA~gA karate haiN| jinake pAsa apanA TeleMTa hotA hai, apanI pratibhA hotI hai, ve to jahA~ raheMge vahA~ kamAe~ge; jahA~ jAe~ge vahA~ sthApita hoMge / jaise sone kA sikkA bhArata meM sone kA sikkA kahalAegA, vaise hI koI vyakti agara use yUropa lekara jAegA to vahA~ bhI vaha sone kA sikkA khlaaegaa| mere bhAI! apanI jiMdagI meM agara kucha bananA hai to apane TeleMTa ko jagAo ! tuma haz2Ara kA noTa bno| agara maiM Apase pUchUM ki maiM Apa sAre lAgoM ko eka-eka haz2Ara kA noTa denA cAhatA huuN| kitane loga le lenA cAheMge? zAyada sAre hI loga le lenA caaheNge| haz2Ara kA noTa bhalA kauna chor3egA ? haz2Ara kA noTa mAno ki mere hAtha meM hai aura maiMne usa haz2Ara ke noTa ko hAtha meM lekara muTThI meM bilkula tor3a maror3a diyA, muTThI meM bA~dhakara use saloM meM bhara diyA hai, para z2arA mujhe batAo ki jisa noTa ko maiMne maror3a diyA hai, usa noTa kI aba qImata kitanI hogI? eka hj'aar| eka noTa jo bilkula nyU brAMDa thA lekina maiMne usako muTThI meM DAlA, maror3a DAlA phira bhI usakI qImata eka haz2Ara kI hI rahegI, vahI haz2Ara kA noTa agara nIce z2amIna para DAla dU~ aura usake Upara miTTI DAla dU~, do ghaMTe ke bAda miTTI haTAU~ aura vaha noTa nikAlU~ to usakI qImata kitanI rahegI? eka haz2Ara / jiMdagI meM yahI to sIkhane kI buniyAdI bAta hai ki apane-Apa ko haz2Ara kA noTa banA lo tAki koI priMsipala kI taraha maror3a DAle taba bhI tumhArI qImata vahI rahe aura agara koI miTTI DAla de taba bhI tumhArI qImata vahI rahe, tumhArI qImata kabhI kama nahIM honI cAhie / amIra AdamI tabhI taka pUchA jAegA, jaba taka usake pAsa paisA rahegA aura eka mukhyamaMtrI kI pUcha tabhI taka rahegI, jaba taka vaha pada para rahegA, lekina jisake pAsa apanA TeleMTa hai, apanI pratibhA hai, vaha cAhe pada para rahe cAhe pada se utara jAe; usakI qImata usa haz2Ara ke noTa jaisI hI banI rahegI / For Personal & Private Use Only - | 51 Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka sajjana mere pAsa Ae, gulAba kA guladastA sAtha lekr| unhoMne use mujhe bheMTa car3hAyA aura pUchane lage - gurudeva! mujhe apanA jIvana kisa tarIke se jInA cAhie, tAki mere TeleMTa kA sahI upayoga ho ske| maiMne kahA - maiM Apase jIvana kI bAta to bAda meM karU~gA, usase pahale Apase eka savAla karU~gA - Apa gulAba ke phUloM kA jo guladastA mere sAmane lekara Ae haiM z2arA mujhe batAie ki isa samaya khuzabU kisakI A rahI hai? jI, gulAba ke phUla kii| maiMne kahA - mAna lo Apa yahI guladastA, yahI gulAba ke phUla le jAkara kisI maMdira meM car3hA deMge, taba qhuzabU kisakI AegI? jI, gulAba ke phUla kii| maiMne kahA - calo mAna lo yahI phUla Apa kisI arthI para car3hA deM, kabristAna yA zmazAna meM lekara jAkara car3hA deM vahA~ qhuzabU kisakI AegI? jI, gulAba ke phUla kii| maiMne kahA - mAno Apa ghara jA rahe haiM aura ghara jAkara Apane yaha guladastA phrIja meM rakha diyA vahA~ khuzabU kisakI AegI? jI gulAba ke phUla kii| maiMne kahA - mAno maiMne Apase kahA ki isa gulAba ke guladaste ko le jAkara akur3I meM pheMka Ao aura tuma pheMka bhI Ae, para vahA~ qhuzabU kisakI AegI? usane kahA, jI, vahI gulAba ke phUla kii| maiMne kahA - jIvana kA kevala itanA-sA pATha sIkhanA hai ki jaise gulAba kA guladastA, gulAba kA phUla agara kahIM le jAkara rakha diyA jAe, anukUla yA pratikUla cAhe jaisI paristhiti hone para bhI qhuzabU gulAba ke phUla kI hI AegI, aise hI agara hama loga apane-Apa ko gulAba kA phUla banA leM, to cAhe cita gireM yA puTa, hama to gulAba ke phUla kI taraha mahakate rheNge| apane-Apa ko gulAba kA phUla banA leM yahI jIvana jIne kI kalA hai| ___ jIne ke lie apane TeleMTa kA, apanI pratibhA kA upayoga kreN| iMsAna kI pratibhA hI iMsAna kI sabase baDI daulata hai: iMsAna kI pratibhA hI iMsAna ke vyaktitva kA mUla AdhAra hai| iMsAna kI pratibhA hI usake keriyara ko banAtI hai, samAja aura rASTra kA nirmANa karatI hai| jaba taka isa deza ke pAsa pratibhA rahegI, yaha deza hamezA bulaMdiyoM ko chUtA rahegA aura jisa dina hamane apanI pratibhA ko giravI rakhanA zurU kara diyA, usI dina se hamArA deza cAra qadama pIche calA jaaegaa| yahA~ kevala pratibhA kI tAqata kAma AtI hai| haz2AroM sAla pahale bhI TeleMTa pUjA jAtA thA, Aja bhI pUjA jAtA hai aura bhaviSya meM bhI pUjA jaaegaa| rAjA tabhI taka pUchA jAtA hai, jaba taka vaha apanI sImA meM rahatA hai, eka dhanavAna vyakti kI iz2z2ata tabhI taka hotI hai, jaba taka usake pAsa dhana kI poTalI hai, lekina 52 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vidvAna vyakti jahA~ bhI jAegA, pUjanIya hI banegA / 1 Aja kI tArIkha meM TeleMTa kI bahuta iz2z2ata hai / hamAre vartamAna yuga kI sabase mahAn upalabdhi yahI hai ki Aja kA hara yuvaka, hara vyakti apane-apane TeleMTa ko tarAzane meM lagA huA hai, apane-apane keriyara ko banAne meM lagA huA hai / pahale ke z2amAne meM pitA assI sAla kA ho jAtA taba bhI baccoM ko pAla-posa kara bar3A karanA par3atA thA / bApa agara kisAna hai to beTe bhI kisAna banate, bApa agara munIma hai to beTe bhI munIma banate, lekina aba z2amAnA badala gayA hai / jitanA mahAna yuga Aja hamAre samaya meM AyA hai, utanA mahAna yuga atIta ke itihAsa meM kabhI nahIM AyA / Aja kA yuga, Aja kA iMsAna jitanA sukhI huA hai, jitanA svataMtra huA hai, jitanA Az2Ada aura samRddha huA hai itanA pahale kabhI nahIM huaa| pahale z2amAne meM sampanna seTha, sAhUkAra ginatI ke hote the gA~va meM, zahara meM koI dasa-bIsa - pacAsa kAreM dikhAI detI thIM / dasa-bIsa - sau baggiyA~ naz2ara AtI thiiN| Aja kA yuga jitanA sukhI hai, jitanA samRddha hai, utanA pahale nahIM thaa| pahale z2amAne meM koI eka vyakti rAjA hotA thA, koI eka vyakti nagara- seTha hotA thA, Aja to nagara ko chor3o, gA~va ko chor3o, hara galIgalI aura mauhalle-mauhalle meM Apako nagara-seTha naz2ara A jaaeNge| aisA sukhIsamRddha yuga kabhI nahIM aayaa| Aja jisa taraha se hama loga pragati ke patha para bar3he cale jA rahe haiM, kevala bIsa sAla taka yaha duniyA isI taraha pragati ke patha para calatI rahI to maiM dAve ke sAtha kaha sakatA hU~ ki jo upalabdhiyA~ pichale pA~ca haz2Ara sAla meM yaha duniyA upalabdha nahIM kara pAIM, kevala bIsa sAla meM yaha duniyA upalabdha kara jaaegii| yaha yuga lar3ane-lar3Ane kA yuga nahIM hai / yaha yuga TUTanetor3ane kA yuga nahIM hai| yaha yuga banane aura banAne kA yuga hai| Apasa meM gale lagane kA yuga hai| yaha eka-dUsare ko samarthana dekara Age bar3hane-bar3hAne kA yuga hai / hara vyakti aba bar3ha sakatA hai aura bar3hane kA jo AdhAra hai vaha vyakti kA apanA TeleMTa hai, vyakti kI apanI pratibhA hai / mAnatA hU~ ArakSaNa ke mudde ne hamAre deza kI aneka-aneka pratibhAoM ko videza meM jAne ko maz2abUra kiyaa| maiM jAnatA hU~ ArakSaNa isa deza ke lie upayogI na bana paayaa| hAlA~ki naz2ariyA to yaha thA ki garIba tabake ke logoM ko Upara lAyA jaae| ve jAtiyA~, jinheM samAja meM halkI naz2ara se dekhA jAtA hai, una For Personal & Private Use Only | 53 Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jAtiyoM ko Upara uThAyA jaae| isa lihAz2a se ArakSaNa kA muddA lAgU kiyA gayA thA, lekina garIboM ko pUrA sahayoga nahIM mila pAyA, kevala jAtiyoM ko samarthana mila gayA aura pariNAma yaha nikalA ki hamArA deza aba dharma ke nAma para kama calatA hai, saMskRti ke nAma para kama calatA hai| aba hamArA deza kevala jAtiyoM ke nAma para calatA hai| sAre cunAva, sArI rAjanIti aba jAtiyoM para Akara simaTa gaI hai| agara yaha deza, deza kA kAnUna, deza kI rAjanIti samaya rahate deza meM bar3ha rahe jAtIyakaraNa para aMkuza na lagA pAI to Ane vAle samaya meM na koI hindU rahegA aura na muslima aura jaina rahegA, na koI sikkha aura IsAI rhegaa| taba isa deza meM kevala yA to jATa raheMge, yA kumhAra raheMge, yA rAjapUta raheMge, meghavAla raheMge, osavAla raheMge, agravAla raheMge, mAhezvarI rheNge| dharma miTa jAe~ge, paMtha miTa jAe~ge, iMsAna miTa jAe~ge, kevala jAtiyA~ bhara raha jaaeNgii| hamArA deza pichale pacAsa sAla meM yaha samajha pAne meM to saphala rahA hai ki deza ke lie sAmpradAyikatA eka z2ahara hai| usa z2ahara ko kATane kA bahuta prayAsa kiyA gyaa| sAmpradAyikatA kA junUna to kama kara diyA gayA, para jAtiyoM kA junUna bar3hA diyA gyaa| yaha deza ke lie ghATe kA saudA hai| lokasabhA, vidhAnasabhA, hAIkorTa baiThakara ThaMDe mijAja se soceM ki Ane vAle dasa sAla ke bAda vaha apane deza ke lie kinhIM pratibhAoM kA nirmANa aura poSaNa karanA cAhatA hai yA kevala jAtiyoM kA nirmANa karanA cAhatA hai| agara deza meM pratibhAe~ mUlyavAna na rahIM to pratibhAe~ videzoM meM calI jaaeNgii| vizva bhArata kA lohA mAnatA hai aura mAnatA hai ki jitanI pratibhAe~ isa deza meM haiM utanI pUre vizva meM aura kahIM bhI nahIM hai| bila geTsa ko jaba apanA nijI saciva evaM salAhakAra niyukta karanA thA, to usane iMTaraneTa para pratibhAoM kA inTaravyU lenA zurU kiyA, pUre vizva kI pratibhAoM kA inTaravyU liyaa| lekina jaba cayana huA to eka bhAratIya vyakti kA cayana huaa| jaba eka bhAratIya vyakti kA cayana huA to amerikA jaise deza meM yaha mUlyAMkana kiyA gayA ki amerikA meM kitane bhAratIya A cuke haiN| cAhe cikitsA kA kSetra ho, vijJAna kA kSetra ho, vyApAra kA kSetra ho, 20 pratizata saMkhyA bhAratIyoM kI hotI calI jA rahI hai| kabhI amerikA ke rASTrapati jArja DablyU. buza ne apane dezavAsiyoM se kahA thA - amerikAvAsiyo ! jAgo, nahIM to bhArata kI ye pratibhAe~ eka dina amerikA para kabjA kara leNgii| pUrA vizva jArja buza ke isa vaktavya se paricita hai| bhArata meM pratibhAe~ haiM, Ane vAlA kala unakA hogA jinake 54 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAsa pratibhA hai| maiM isIlie Apa logoM ke bIca baiThakara Ane vAle kala ke bhArata kA nirmANa kara rahA hU~, Ane vAle kala ke samAja kA nirmANa kara rahA hU~ aura isake lie Apake bhItara chipI pratibhAoM ko jagA rahA huuN| maiM pratibhAoM ko jAgRta kara rahA huuN| maiM joza jagA rahA hU~, ApakI AtmA jagA rahA hU~, vahI kAma kara rahA hU~ jo kAma kabhI bhArata meM vivekAnaMda ne kiyA, jo kAma kabhI mahAbhArata ke maidAna meM, kurukSetra meM arjuna kI soI huI cetanA ko jagAne ke lie bhagavAna zrI kRSNa ne kiyA thA / yAda rakhiegA, agara hama apanI aukAta na banA pAe, agara hama apane pA~va para khar3e na ho pAe, agara hama apanA keriyara na banA pAe, agara hama apanA TeleMTa na jagA pAe to galI kA kuttA bhI hameM nahIM puuchegaa| samAja ke lIDara to kyA pUcheMge ? koI ema.pI. hameM maMca para to kyA bulAegA, koI chuTabhaiyyA bhI nahIM puuchegaa| mAtA sarasvatI kisI ke bhI ghara para to AratI utAratI huI AegI nahIM aura kahegI nahIM ki beTA pI le, saMjIvanI auSadhi kI taraha pI le, brAhmI kI ghuTTI kI taraha pI le, kI janmaghuTTI kI taraha pI le, yaha jJAna pI le, yaha keriyara pI le| nahIM, yahA~ para ve hI loga pAte haiM jo apanI-apanI pratibhA, apane-apane TeleMTa ko samajhate haiM, jAgRta karate haiN| sAre loga apane-apane TeleMTa ko pahacAneM / kahate haiM : nAgaura nareza ke pAsa kisI samaya yaha samasyA A gaI ki apane pradhAna maMtrI pada ke lie kisakA cayana kiyA jaae| unhoMne kaI pratibhAgiyoM kA cayana kiyA aura Akhira nirNaya para pahu~ce ki jodhapura ke siMghavI jI ko apanA pradhAna maMtrI niyukta kiyA jaae| nAgaura kI eka khAsa jAti ke loga ekatrita hokara Ae aura kahane lage - rAjan ! bAhara ke nagara ke vyakti ko pradhAna maMtrI niyukta kiyA jA rahA hai, kyA hamAre zahara meM kaMgAliyata A gaI hai? hamAre yahA~ dekhie yaha mahAnubhAva, nAma nahIM lU~gA unakA, bar3e jJAnI haiM, bar3e vaiduSya pratibhA sampanna haiM / Apa inheM niyukta kreN| nAgaura nareza ne kahA- bhAI maiM kisI ke dabAva meM Akara koI kAma nahIM karU~gA, kAbiliyata hai to mujhe aisA karane meM kahA~ aitarAja hogA ! parIkSA karanI caahie| rAjA bole- kala subaha A jAiegA / agale dina subaha rAjA ummIdavAroM ko navaratnoM se sajI huI eka - eka DibiyA thamAI aura kahA - isa DibiyA ko lekara tuma donoM yahA~ se jAo / eka vyakti jAe jayapura rAjA ke pAsa aura eka vyakti jAe udayapura mahArANA For Personal & Private Use Only | 55 Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke pAsa / donoM ko DibiyA mila gaI / na koI paigAma, na koI saMdezA / basa, DibiyA uThAo aura nikala jAo / Age mAthA apanA khuda kA lar3Ao / mAtA-pitA kA kAma hai Apako janma denA, lekina janma dene ke bAda Apako kyA bananA, yaha Apa para nirbhara hai| Izvara agara hama logoM ko dharatI para bheja dete haiM para isake bAda kyA bananA hai saMgItakAra bananA hai ki jebakatarA, yaha tuma para hai| jo bananA cAho vaha bano / donoM ravAnA ho ge| ve jo nAgaura ke mahAnubhAva the, gae jayapura rAjA ke pAsa aura jAkara kahA ki hamAre mahArAja ne Apake lie yaha anamola bheMTa bhejI hai| DibiyA lI, una navaratnoM se sajI huI DibbI ko kholA to andara eka aura sone kI DibiyA milii| usa sone kI DibiyA ko jaise hI kholA ki kholate hI cauMka par3e, are nAgaura nareza ne kyA hamArA apamAna kiyA hai? are sone kI DibiyA meM rAkha bhejI hai| uThAkara sIdhA use AdamI ke mu~ha para pheMkA aura dhakke dekara bAhara nikAla diyA gayA / vaha bhI bar3A pazopeza meM A gayA ki rAjA ne mere sAtha na jAne kaisI maz2Aka kI hai? Upara to navaratna sajAkara DibiyA dI, andara sone kI DibiyA aura bhItara meM bhara dI rAkha / dhakkA khAnA pdd'aa| kAlA mu~ha karavA kara A gayA / siMghavI jI gae udayapura ke rANA ke pAsa aura vahA~ jAkara unhoMne bhI DibiyA bheMTa kii| navaratnoM se sajI huI DibiyA / kholA gayA to andara sone kI DibiyA, para use kholA gayA to andara rAkha / rAkha dekhate hI rANA bhI Aga babUlA ho uThe tumhAre rAjA ne hamArA apamAna kiyA hai, so hameM bheMTa meM rAkha bhejI hai| aba siMghavI mAthA ghuumaa| eka sekaNDa ke lie unhoMne socA aura jhaTa se paristhiti ko sambhAlate hue kahA - are rAjan ! mahArANA sAhaba ! yaha rAkha nahIM hai / are yaha to hamArI kuladevI bhuAla mAtA kI rakSA hai, rakSA / are mahArAja ! Apa sociye to sahI ki kyA nAgaura jaise choTe se nagara kA rAjA kyA koI udayapura ke mahArANA ko rAkha bhejegA? yaha to hamAre mahArAja ne bar3I kRpA kI hai| hamAre bhuAla mAtA ke jo pujArI haiM unhoMne pUre savA sAla taka sAdhanA kI thI taba kahIM jAkara vaha rakSA prakaTa hokara AI hai| mahArAja yaha bar3I camatkArI rAkha hai / koI bhI niHsaMtAna vyakti agara isako gaMgAjala meM gholakara pI le to ni:saMtAna ko bhI saMtAna ho jAtI hai / oha ! mahArANA ne kahA - acchA aisI bAta hai? taba to bahuta - bahuta sAdhuvAda 56 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tumhAre nAgaura-nareza ko| aura jhaTa se gaMgAjala maMgavAyA gayA, usameM vaha rAkha milAI gaI aura mahArAjA use ghokara pI gye| nAgaura-nareza ke nAma para mahArANA ne gale kA navalakhA hAra nikAlakara bheMTa diyA aura dasa haz2Ara sonaiyA una siMghavIjI ko bhI upahAra meM mila ge| nAgaura nareza ke pAsa ve vApasa cale aae| gae do loga the, para kyA Apa batA sakate haiM ki pradhAnamaMtrI kauna banA? siMghavI jI bne| pratibhA to atIta meM bhI pUjI jAtI thI, Aja bhI pUjI jAtI hai, kala bhI pUjI jaaegii| umra kA khyAla haTA do| choTe ho to choTe, bar3e ho to bdd'e| TeleMTa to usI samaya jAgrata ho jAtA hai jisa samaya AdamI apane TeleMTa ko ekTiva kara letA hai| (janasabhA meM se eka bujurga mahAnubhAva se pUchA-) ApakI umra kyA hai? sATha saal| sATha sAla ke ho, to qhuda ko bUr3hA mata smjhnaa| abhI to yaha saptAha aisA guz2arA ki sAre bujurga bhUla gae ki hama bUr3he haiM aura jo murde jaise bane hue the unako lagatA hai hama bhI kucha kara sakate haiN| abhI zahara meM sAre bujurgoM meM naI z2avAnI A gaI, nayA joza A gyaa| saba kahate haiM ki abhI hama bUr3he kahA~ haiM? aba to Apane jagA diyaa| aba AtmA jaga gaI hai, aba cetanA jhaMkRta ho gaI hai| bUr3hA to AdamI ko eka minaTa ke lie honA cAhie, vaha bhI taba jaba AdamI kI mauta AtI hai| kevala eka minaTa ke lie bUr3hA honA cAhie, bAkI kA kaisA bur3hApA? enjaoNya evarI mUmenTa / jIvana eka svarNima avasara hai| hara pala AnaMdita raho, hara samaya ekTiva rho| niSkriya jIvana kAma kA nahIM hotA aura sakriya jIvana AdamI ke lie varadAna banA karatA hai| niThallA baiThA rahanA acchA to lagatA hai, para niThalle baiThane kA koI pariNAma nahIM AyA krtaa| pariNAma tabhI AtA hai jaba kulhAr3I uThAoge, kAma karane ke lie nikala pdd'oge| sacina teMdulakara mAtra uThAraha varSa kI umra meM mahAna krikeTara bana ge| mAtra aThAraha varSa kI umra meM sTAra Tenisa sAniyA mirjA varlDa kapa ke qarIba pahu~ca gaI thii| mAtra 21 varSa kI umra meM nyUTana ne gurutvAkarSaNa kA siddhAMta khoja DAlA thaa| mAtra 17 varSa kI umra meM geliliyo ne laTakate hue lempa kA AviSkAra kara liyA thaa| mAtra bAIsa varSa kI umra meM piyere ne uttarI dhruva kI khoja kara DAlI thii| mAtra pandraha varSa kI umra meM chatrapati zivAjI ne apanI jiMdagI kA pahalA kilA phataha kara liyA thA, aura mAtra 25 varSa kI umra meM nepoliyana iTalI para apane deza kA dhvaja phaharAne meM saphala rahA thaa| koI bhI vyakti agara apane TeleMTa ko jagAtA hai, apane ko ekTiva karatA hai to umra nahIM dekhI jaatii| jaga jAo to sattara kI umra | 57 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhI bacapana hai, na jago to sataraha kI umra bhI bur3hApA hai| abhI-abhI iMdaura meM Ane ke bAda eka khabara par3hane ko milI ki eka bujurga AdamI jisakI umra 70-72 varSa kI hai, usane vizva rikArDa banAyA hai. kisa cIz2a kA vizva rikArDa? 35 sAla se lagAtAra 10vIM kI parIkSA de rahA hai aura Aja bhI vaha dasavIM meM phela ho rahA hai| usa Dokare ko, usa bujurga ko eka bAra mere pAsa le aao| bhale hI jo aba taka 35 sAla se phela hotA jA rahA hai agara vaha AdamI eka bAra mere pAsa A jAe, to jo 72 varSa taka phela hotA rahA, vaha 73veM varSa meM pAsa ho jaaegaa| hA~, agara kisI ne yaha ThAna hI liyA ki use to phela hone kA vizva rikaoNrDa banAnA hai to bAta alaga hai| ___ 'ka' se qismata hotI hai, 'ka' se hI karmaphUTA hotA hai, 'ka' se hI karor3apati hotA hai aura 'ka' se hI kRSNa hotA hai| saba kucha 'ka' se hI hotA hai, para pariNAma judA hai| 'bha' se bhArata bhI hotA hai aura 'bha' se bhraSTAcAra bhI hotA hai| 'ra' se rAma bhI hotA hai aura 'ra' se rAvaNa bhI hotA hai| rAzi eka hai, akSara eka hai, para pariNAma alaga-alaga haiM / hama bhI agara apane TeleMTa ko jagA leM to koI saMgItakAra bana sakatA hai, koI zilpakAra bana sakatA hai, koI ema.bI.e. bana sakatA hai, koI cArTarDa ekAuMTeMTa bana sakatA hai| agara TeleMTa ko na jagAyA to hamameM se hI koI AdamI DAkU banegA, koI jebakatarA banegA, koI AtaMkavAdI banegA, koI ugravAdI bnegaa|khud ko kyA banAnA hai, yaha khuda para hI nirbhara karatA hai| kevala apane TeleMTa ko jAnane, samajhane aura usako kisI peMsila kI taraha tIkhA aura nukIlA karane kI z2arUrata bhara hai| peMsila hameM kucha sikhAtI hai| peMsila ke kucha niyama haiM, kucha siddhAMta haiM, kucha usUla haiM / jIvana kA nirmANa peMsila ke dvArA kiyA jA sakatA hai| peMsila ko agara upayogI banAnA hai to sabase pahalA niyama hai samarpaNa kaa| samarpaNa yAni ki isako kisI dUsare ke hAtha meM sauMpanA hogaa| jaise peMsila ko sauMpA jAtA hai, isI taraha hameM bhI apane jIvana ko kisI yogya guru ko sauMpanA hogaa| mA~ ke peTa se kevala baccA paidA hokara AtA hai| bAkI ke lie to khuda ko hI kucha-na-kucha karanA par3atA hai| yAda rakho - gAya dUdha detI nahIM hai| gAya se dUdha nikAlanA par3atA hai| jo detI hai vaha na pIne ke kAma AtA hai aura na hI khAne ke| jo kAma AtA hai use to nikAlanA par3atA hai| nikAlo to pIne ke kAma kA hotA hai| 58| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pahalA niyama yaha ki agara peMsila ko upayogI banAnA hai to apane Apako samarpita karo; dUsaroM ke hAthoM meM apane Apa ko sauNpo| dUsarA niyama - peMsila ko agara upayogI bananA hai to sahanazIlatA ko vikasita karanA par3egA, kyoMki gurujI ke hAthoM meM jAte hI peMsila kI chilAI hogii| peMsila kA dUsarA niyama, hameM sahanazIlatA sikhAtA hai| sahana karane ke lie taiyAra rho| gurujI DaMDA bhI mAreMge taba bhI, jhelane ko taiyAra rho| pahale ke z2amAne meM agara koI baccA par3hakara AtA to tIsarI kI gaNita kA par3hA huA pahAr3A Aja bhI isa 70 kI umra meM sunA jA sakatA hai, para Apane do sAla pahale bhI ema.bI.e. meM kauna-kauna-se phArmUle par3he the ve Apa Aja nahIM sunA skte| kyoMki chilAI nahIM huI, kevala par3hAI huii| hama choTe the to gaNita ke pahAr3e bolAe jAte the, eka g2alatI ho jAtI to murgA banAyA jAtA, dUsarI bAra g2alatI ho jAtI to kitAboM kA bastA pITha para rakha diyA jAtA thaa| murgA bane raho 15 minaTa tk|aur agara bastA nIce gira gayA to pIche se eka beMta jora se Akara par3atI, hila jAtA aadmii| ve jo beMteM khA-khAkara par3halikhakara taiyAra hue ve 80 sAla ke ho jAyeMge taba bhI, jaise beMtoM ko bhUlanA kaThina hotA hai vaise hI tIsarI klAsa kI par3hI huI par3hAI ko bhI bhUla nahIM paaeNge| __ agara bIja ko kevala pAnI hI pAnI milatA rahe, dhUpa na mile to bIja sar3a jaaegaa| bIja ko agara vaTa vRkSa kI U~cAI taka le jAnA hai to usako dhUpa kI mAra bhI sahana karanI hogii| pahalA niyama samarpaNa, dUsarA shnshiiltaa| tIsarA hai - svanihita shkti| peMsila ke bhItara hI peMsila kI tAqata rahatI hai, peMsila ke bAhara nhiiN| peMsila ke andara kyA hai? shiishaa| zIzA andara hai| hamArI bhI pratibhA kahIM bAjAra se kharIda kara nahIM aatii| hamArI pratibhAoM ko kahIM kitAboM se ghoTa-ghoTa kara ThaMDAI kI taraha nahIM piyA jaataa| pratibhA hara vyakti ke bhItara hai| sabakI apanI-apanI pratibhA hotI hai| baccoM ko dekha lo, Apa apane beTe-pote ko dekha lo kisI ke ghara meM potA bar3A sayAnA hotA hai, kisI ke ghara meM potA dina bhara rotA rahatA hai| kisI ke ghara meM potA peMsila uThAkara dIvAroM para ragar3atA rahatA hai| kisI ke ghara meM potA cUnA khodatA hai aura khAtA rahatA hai| kisI ke ghara meM baccA kaisA nikalatA hai to kisI ke ghara meM kaisA! sabakI apanI-apanI pratibhAe~ haiM / pUta ke pA~va to pAlane meM hI patA cala jAte haiN| aisA huaa| eka pitA ne socA ki dekhU, apane beTe kI pratibhA kaisI hai? sunA hai ki pUta ke pA~va pAlane meM patA cala jAte haiM, dekhatA hU~ kaisA hai isakA TeleMTa? | 59 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ keriyara kaisA banegA? so pahacAnane ke lie pitA bIyara kI botala lekara AyA aura eka kapa bIyara pyAle meM DAla dI, bagala meM eka philmI hIroina kA phoTo bhI rakha diyaa| eka pena bhI rakha diyA aura rAmAyaNa ke sundara-kAMDa kA guTakhA bhI le jAkara rakha diyaa| aura phira beTe se kahA ki dekho beTA jAo, ve dekho sAmane itanI cIjeM rakhI haiM, jo tumheM sabase jyAdA pasaMda Ae use uThA lo| beTA ThumakaThumaka karatA huA nikala par3A aura jaba vahA~ pahu~cA to usane sabase pahale pyAlA uThAyA aura pI gyaa| abhinetrI kA phoTo uThAyA jeba meM DAla diyaa| pena uThAyA, use bhI jeba meM DAla liyA aura rAmAyaNa kA guTakA hAtha meM liye pitA ke pAsa calA aayaa| pitA ne kahA yaha chorA z2arUra Age jAkara netA banegA, isake lakSaNa aise hI dikha rahe haiN| cAroM cIjeM isako pasaMda jo haiN| sabake apane-apane necara, apane-apane TeleMTa hote haiN| hameM apane TeleMTa ko pahacAnanA hogaa| peMsila hameM sikhAtI hai ki tumhArI tAqata tumhAre apane bhItara hai| peMsila hameM cauthI nasIhata detI hai ki g2alatI honA mumakina hai isalie peMsila ke Upara eka rabara aura rakhA jAtA hai, jo hameM sikhAtA hai sudhAra, saMzodhana / g2alatI ho sakatI hai isalie jaise hI g2alatI ho jAe, rabara ghiso aura use ThIka kara lo| apanI g2alatI ko jiMdagI bhara ke lie apane sAtha Dhote mata clo| agara jiMdagI bhara usa g2alatI ko barakarAra rakhoge to ye g2alatiyA~ jiMdagI bhara hameM parezAna karatI rheNgii| jaise hI g2alatI kA ehasAsa huA, ehasAsa hote hI use sudhAra liyaa| lar3ake se g2alatI ho jAe to Apa kyA karate ho? g2alatI kA ehasAsa hote hI usakA kAna maror3ate haiN| Apako bhI jaise hI apanI g2alatI kA ehasAsa ho jAe to jhaTa se apanA kAna maror3a liijiegaa| khuda kA anuzAsana khuda para lAgU kIjie aura isa taraha g2alatI ko apanI jiMdagI meM se bAhara nikAla diijie| peMsila ke Upara rabara isIlie rakhA jAtA hai tAki g2alatI sudhArI jA ske|peNsil kA pA~cavA~ niyama - vaha jo kucha likhatI hai, jaisA likhatI hai vahI Ane vAle kala ke lie pada-cinha banA karatA hai| __ tuma hamezA aisI cIjeM likhakara jAo ki Ane vAlA kala tumhAre padacinhoM kA anusaraNa kara ske| yA to apanI jiMdagI meM sau kitAbeM likha DAlo, tAki loga tumheM par3hakara apanI jiMdagI saMvAra sakeM yA phira aisA jIvana jI jAo kiloga tuma para sau kitAbeM likhe,do meM se eka rAstA avazya ho|maiNne kahA yA to apanI tarapha se sau kitAbeM likha jAo tAki ye duniyA tumase prakAza pA sake yA 60/ For Personal & Private Use Only Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ phira aisI mahAna jiMdagI jI jAo ki loga tuma para sau kitAbeM likha skeN| apane TeleMTa ko, apanI pratibhA ko aisA z2arUra banA lo| Apa loga parivAra meM rahate haiM to maiM kahanA cAhU~gA ki parivAra kA mAhaula aisA banAe~ ki vaha pratibhA ke anurUpa ho, pratibhA ko jagAne ke anurUpa ho| amumana mahilAe~ kahatI haiM - sAhaba, hamArA baccA dina bhara TI.vI. ke Age par3A rahatA hai, ye Ama zikAyateM milatI haiN| maiM kahanA cAhU~gA ki vaha dina bhara isalie TI.vI.ke Age par3A rahatA hai kyoMki Apake ghara meM usake manoraMjana aura jJAna-pratibhA ko jagAne ke lie anya jo sAdhana cAhie ve nahIM haiN| hara ghara meM eka lAibrerI, hara ghara meM eka minI pustakAlaya z2arUra honA caahie| hara ghara meM calacitra kathAe~ rakho, raMgIna kitAbeM rakhoM, kahAniyoM kI kitAbeM rkho| baccoM ko agara mana ke anurUpa viSaya mileMge, kitAbeM mileMgI to kauna AdamI TI.vI. ke pAsa jAkara cipakegA? hama apane ghara ke baccoM kI pratibhA ko jagAne vAle sAdhana rakhate nahIM haiM, to vaha TI.vI. ke Dibbe ke Age jAkara cipkegaa| loga kahate haiM ki sAhaba hamAre bacce caoNkaleTa bahata khAte haiM to bhAI apane ghara meM rojAnA le dekara do phalke banAte ho aura laukI kI sabjI banAkara rakha dete ho to aba vaha caoNkaleTa yA pijjA nahIM khAegA to kyA karegA? thor3A TesTa ceMja kro| kabhI iDalI banAo, kabhI DosA banAo, kabhI pijjA bnaao|kbhii ye karo kabhI vaha kro| bacce ko yAda bhI nahIM AyegA ki bAjArU caoNkaleTa yA pijjA khAyA jaae| caoNkaleTa khAne se dA~ta kharAba hote haiM. para ghara meM kare kyA? mammI le dekara vahI laukI kI sabjI banAtI hai| aba vo Aja kA chorA laukI khAe? jo gAyoM ko nahIM khilAte vaha baccoM ko khilAte ho, to phira vo idhara-udhara kI cIjeM khaaegaa| TamATara kI khaTTI-mIThI sabjI banAkara dekho, bhiMDI kI kurakurI sabjI banAkara dekho aura bahata sArI sabjiyA~ haiM, banAkara dekho to sahI baccoM ko kaise bhAtI hai? baccoM kA khAnA baccoM ke hisAba se honA caahie| jIvana kevala eka raMga se nahIM bntaa| kyA eka raMga se indra-dhanuSa bana jAtA hai? indra-dhanuSa ko banAne ke lie kaI taraha ke raMga samAviSTa karane par3ate haiN| Apake bacce Apase kisI taraha kI jijJAsA kare to yaha mata kahanA ki jA apane bApa se pUcha, mAthA khA gyaa|are bhAI vaha Apase jijJAsA kara rahA hai| Apane eka bAra use DA~Ta diyA to dubArA vaha pUchegA nahIM, pariNAma yaha nikalegA ki bacce ke bhItara usakA jo TeleMTa jaga rahA thA, pratibhA jaga rahI thI, jJAna kI jo pyAsa jaga | 61 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rahI thI, hamane usake jJAna kI pUrti kI nahIM aura pariNAma kyA nikalA? bacce isI kAraNa se maMdabuddhi, jar3abuddhi banate haiM, kyoMki mA~-bApa unakI jijJAsAoM kI pUrti nahIM krte| Apa aisA kIjie bahina jI ki agara Apako z2avAba AtA hai to dIjie, nahIM to yaha kahie beTA, yaha terA savAla mujhe nahIM AtA, kala tere pApA se pUchakara btaauuNgii|agr pApA se pUchA aura pApA se bhI saMtoSajanaka javAba nahIM milA to beTe kI cimaTI bharane kI bajAya kahie beTA kala maiM terI maiDama se pUchUgI aura phira batAU~gI, aura koI na mile to mujhe Akara pUcha lIjiegA, para bacce kI pratibhA kI, usake TeleMTa kI hatyA mata kiijiegaa| baccA Apase jijJAsA rakha rahA hai, usakI jijJAsAoM kI pUrti kiijie| jijJAsA pratibhA-jAgaraNa kI pahalI sIr3hI hai| ___ apane bacce ke TeleMTa ko Age bar3hAne ke lie unako vidyAlaya behatara se behatara dIjie, apane baccoM ko ucca zikSA pradAna karavAie, kyoMki behatara zikSA nIMva kA kAma karatI hai| bahuta acche-acche vidyAlaya haiN| hamArI jo sarakArI skUleM haiM unakI hAlata to bahuta patalI hotI jA rahI hai| hamAre deza meM vidyAlaya to khUba bana ge| deza kA 30 pratizata dhana kevala zikSA para kharca ho rahA hai, lekina koI bhI AdamI apane bacce ko sarakArI skUla meM par3hAnA nahIM caahtaa| vidyAlaya to bana gae, vidyAlaya kI bilDiMga bana gaI, vidyAlaya meM TIcara bhI cale gae, magara par3hane-par3hAne kA vahA~ stara nahIM hai| loga samajhate haiM, sarakArI skUla meM kaccI bastI ke loga par3hate haiN| hA~, hamAre deza ko agara kevala kaccI jhoMpar3a bastI ko hI par3hAnA hai to sarakArI skUla jaisI cala rahI hai, vaisI hI calane do, para agara lagatA hai ki hameM apane deza ke Ane vAle kala kA nirmANa karanA hai to sarakArI skUloM ko apanA sTaiNDarDa utanA hI U~cA karanA par3egA, jitanA ki kisI dillI pablika skUla, kisI krizciyana skUla, kisI hAI levala ke skUla kA sTaiNDarDa hai| skUloM kA mUlyAMkana bhI sarakAra ko karanA caahie| patA nahIM madhyapradeza yA anya pradezoM meM kyA vyavasthA hai? rAjasthAna meM to maiMne dekhA ki vahA~ para skUloM meM rojAnA bhojana khilAyA jAtA hai| mAsTaroM kA kAma vahA~ para yaha raha gayA ki baccoM ke lie daliyA banAo, roTI-dAla banAo aura khilaao| maiM sarakAroM se pUchanA cAhU~gA ki Apane vidyAlaya khole haiM ki bhojanazAlA kholI hai? agara lagatA hai ki baccoM ko skUla taka bulAne ke lie anna dene se hI kaccI bastI ke bacce 62 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ae~ge to niyama aura bhI banAye jA sakate haiM ki mahIne meM 30 dina jisakI hAz2irI rahegI usa bacce ko hara mahIne 10 kilo gehU~ upalabdha hogaa| jitanA kama Aoge utanA gehU~ kama hotA calA jaaegaa| vaise bhI sarakArI mAsTara kAma-dhAma karate nahIM, Upara se khola dI bhojnshaalaa| par3hAI to ho gaI caupaTa / aura sarakArI maiDameM to sardI ke mausama meM lekara baiTha jAtI haiM Una ke gole aura sveTareM banAnA zurU kara detI haiM / yaha hAla hai! hamAre sarakArI skUloM kA sTaiNDarDa U~cA honA caahie| unameM kasAvaTa honI caahie| hamAre deza meM choTA parivAra sukhI parivAra kA jo niyama banA hai, bahuta acchA hai| isakA pariNAma yaha A rahA hai ki hara mA~-bApa apane baccoM para pUrI tAqata jhoMka rahe haiM aura do baccoM ke nirmANa ke lie apanI pUrI AjIvikA, pUrI tAqata lagA dete haiN| jo kaccI jhoMpar3a bastI ke loga haiM, na kevala unase balki maiM to muslima bhAiyoM se bhI kahU~gA ho sakatA hai dharma bhale hI hameM rajA na detA ho lekina phira bhI agara ye sArI duniyA choTA parivAra sukhI parivAra kA usUla apanAtI hai to aisA karane se apane deza kA, Apake baccoM kA sahI nirmANa hogaa| baccoM ke jIne kA stara sudhregaa| aba agara eka pitA ke sAta-nau-dasa bacce haiM to vo kisakisa para dhyAna de? kamAtA to vahI mehanata karake hai| eka baccA, do bacce adhika se adhika tIna bacce hoMge to pariNAma yaha nikalegA ki Apa bhI sukhI raheMge, ghara para skUTara bhI hogA, kAra bhI hogii| makAna bhI kharIda sakeMge aura apane baccoM kA TeleMTa bhI sahI DhaMga se vikasita kara skeNge|agr aisA nahIM kareMge to janasaMkhyA to bar3hatI jAegI, para Apake ghara kA, Apake jIvana kA sTaiNDarDa kamaz2ora banA rhegaa| agara sTaiNDarDa ko U~cA karanA hai to choTA parivAra sukhI parivAra kA maMtra apnaaie| __ Ao hama loga apane TeleMTa ko jagAte haiN| bacce, jinake lie kabhI mA~-bApa ne sapanA saMjoyA thA aura sapanA saMjokara socA thA ki hama apane baccoM ke rUpa meM apanA bhaviSya banAe~ge, maiM una baccoM kA bhaviSya banAne kI koziza kara rahA huuN| bacco ! mA~-bApa ke una gItoM ko yAda karo jo unhoMne Apa logoM ke lie gAe the, apana logoM ke lie jo sapane dekhe the, mA~-bApa ke dvArA dekhe gae una sapanoM ko yAda kro| mA~-bApa ne kisa paristhiti meM hama logoM ko par3hAne-likhAne ke lie apanI kurbAniyA~ dI haiM una kurbAniyoM ko yAda kro| | 63 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'caMdA hai tU, merA sUraja hai tuu|' merI mA~ ne kabhI mujhe yaha gIta sunAyA thA, loriyA~ sunAI thIM aura loriyA~ sunA-sunA karake mere vyaktitva kA nirmANa kiyA thaa| bahano! Apake pAsa meM bhI Apake bacce baiThe haiM / unako sunAie yaha gIta, kyoMki isa gIta ke AdhAra para pyAra bharI loriyA~ sunAkara hama loga apane TeleMTa para gaura kareMge aura naye kala kA nirmANa kreNge| caMdA hai tU, merA sUraja hai tU, hA~ merI A~khoM kA tArA hai tuu| jItI hU~ maiM basa ye dekha ke, isa TUTe dila kA sahArA hai tuu| tujhe sUraja kahU~ yA caMdA, tujhe dIpaka kahU~ yA taaraa| merA nAma karegA rozana, jaga meM merA raajdulaaraa| caliye apana apane-apane TeleMTa ko jagAte haiM, apanA TeleMTa banAte haiN| TeleMTa jagAne kI e-bI-sI-DI siikhie| sabase pahale hara koI vyakti apane bauddhika vikAsa para dhyAna de| hara vyakti, hara chAtra-chAtrA zikSA ke prati gaMbhIra ho / yAda rakheM dimAga eka pairAzUTa kI taraha huA karatA hai, jo tabhI kAma karatA hai jaba hama use kholate haiN| hama apanI buddhi para, apane bauddhika vikAsa para gaura kareM, buddhi ko hama tIkhI aura prakhara kreN| cIz2a agara yAda na rahatI ho, to kucha nuskhe apanAye jA sakate haiN| yAda karane ke lie tIna phArmUle apnaaiye| yaha phArmUlA hai thrI Ara kA phaarmuulaa| pahalA Ara hameM kahatA hai - riiddiNg| koI bhI cIz2a hameM yAda karanI ho to pahalA phArmUlA hai mana lagAkara pddh'o| dUsarA phArmUlA hai rivaaiijiNg| jo par3hA hai use doharAo bhii| tIsarA phArmalA hai raaiittiNg| jo Apane paDhA hai, jise doharAyA hai, use eka bAra likha bhI ddaalo| par3ha lete ho, doharA lete ho, likha lete ho, vo bAta apane-Apa yAda ho jAtI hai| yaha thrI Ara kA phArmUlA hai| apane bauddhika vikAsa ke lie akhabAroM meM rojAnA Ane vAlI paheliyoM se thor3A mAthA lar3Ao, zabdoM se mAthA lar3Ao, akSaroM se, aMkoM se mAthA ldd'aao| gaNita ke bahuta sAre phArmUle hote haiM, roja naI-naI takanIkeM paidA ho rahI haiM / Apa bhI apane bhItara TeknolaoNjI Devalapa kreN| akSaroM ke sAtha kheleM, zabdoM ke sAtha kheleM / zabdoM ke sAtha jitanA kheleMge, zabda-jJAna utanA hI paripakva hogaa| jI.ke. kI kitAbeM par3ho, janarala naoNleja bddh'egaa|oNksphordd, limkA buka, ginIja buka dekho, naye kIrtimAna banAne kI preraNA jgegii| 64|| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zabdoM ke sAtha khelane ke lie TIcara kA eka zabda yAda kiijie| jaba hama loga kaoNpI meM barAbara sahI likha kara Ate the to mAsTara jI nIce kyA likhate the? verI gudd| hama zabda lete haiM Good jisakA matalaba hotA hai acchA aura hindI meM guDa kA matalaba hotA hai - miitthaa| Good ke Age agara esa lagA do to kyA bana jAegA? Goods yAnI saamaan| guDa meM se agara o haTA do to bana jAtA hai - God. gaoNDa yAnI bhgvaan| gaoNDa meM se DI haTA do to bana jAtA hai - Go. go yAnI jaao| isa taraha zabdoM se khelo| Dhera sAre aise zabda DhU~Dhe jA sakate haiM, banAye jA sakate haiN| apanI buddhi hamezA tIkhI karate rho| yaha buddhi to peMsila hai bhaaii| jitanA chIloge utanA yaha peMsila naye-naye citra banAegI aura chIloge nahIM to phira par3e rho| yaha to buddhi hai| yUz2a karoge to nyUz2a bnegii| loga apane zarIra ko tAqata dene ke lie dina meM cAra dafA kAjU-bAdAma khAte haiM, dUdha pIte haiM, cAya pIte haiM, kaoNphI pIte haiM, para buddhi ko kitanA mAla dete haiM? buddhi khAne se nahIM bar3hatI, buddhi to upayoga karane se bar3hatI hai| jitanA upayoga karoge yaha buddhi utanI hI Age bddh'egii| buddhi to lohe kI taraha hai| upayoga karoge to kAma AegI aura upayoga nahIM karoge to jaMga laga jaaegii| duniyA kI hara samasyA kA samAdhAna iMsAna ke dimAga meM hotA hai / yAda rakho, jahA~ para samasyA hai, vahIM para samAdhAna chipA huA hai| jahA~ se samasyA paidA hotI hai, vahIM para hI samAdhAna kI kiraNa chipI huI rahatI hai| bauddhika vikAsa para dhyAna deM, apane TeleMTa ko jagAne ke lie jIvana ke pATha siikheN| yAda rakho iMgliza kI kahAvata jo Apa logoM ne bacapana meM par3hI hai : 'Early to bed and early to rise makes a man healthy wealthy and wise.' agara hama rAta ko jaldI sote haiM aura subaha jaldI uThate haiM to aisA karanA svastha, buddhimAna aura dhanavAna hone kA tarIkA hai| ye saba jIvana ke pATha haiM - lesana oNpha da lAipha, mainejameMTa oNpha da laaiph| jIvana kA yaha prabaMdhana hai aura prabaMdhana kI yahIM se zuruAta kara lenI cAhie aura vo hai aralI Ta beDa eMDa aralI TU rAija meksa e maina haildI, vaildI eMDa vaaij| jinako yAda nahIM hai yAda kara lo tAki kala se hI apane baccoM meM yaha cIz2a DhAla sako aura apane jIvana meM kara sko| | 65 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ agalA sUtra : kAka ceSTA bako dhyAnaM zvAna nidrA tathaiva c| alpAhArI gRhatyAgI vidyArthIH paMca lkssnnN|| jo vyakti vidyA arjana kara rahA hai usake pA~ca lakSaNa haiN| pahalA hai kaakcessttaa| usakI kozizeM kaue kI taraha honI caahie| kaue ko koI eksIDeMTa meM marA huA nahIM dekha pAyegA, itanA catura aura sAvadhAna rahatA hai| bako dhyAnaM - bagule kI taraha dhyAna honA cAhie, zvAna nidrA - kutte kI taraha nIMda honI caahie| kuttA eka cuTakI meM hI rAta meM jaga jAyA karatA hai, isalie ghara ke loga so jAte haiM, para kuttA hamezA jagA huA rahatA hai| vaha sokara bhI jAgarUka rahatA hai| vidyArthI ko bhI, kutte kI taraha nIMda lenI caahie| yU~ nahIM ki par3a gaye to aba subaha 11 baje hI uttheNge| suara kI nIMda mata soo bhAI, kutte kI nIMda soo| alpAhArI - par3hAI agara karanI hai to DaTakara mata khAo, thor3A-thor3A khaao| jyAdA khAoge to Alasa paidA hogA, pramAda AegA aura thor3A-thor3A khAoge to enarjI milegI, para ekTiva rhoge| gRhatyAgI - agara sahI meM par3hanA cAhate ho to ghara kA moha chor3a do| ghara meM nahIM par3ha sakate, kisI chAtrAvAsa meM cale jaao| vahA~ para dina bhara subaha se lekara rAta taka par3hAI hogI kyoMki sAre chAtra hI par3hAI karate hue naz2ara Ae~ge to apane Apa par3hAI hogii| ghara meM rahoge to maTaragaztI yAda AegI, skUla-gurukula meM rahoge, to par3hanA-likhanA yAda aaegaa| jaisA vAtAvaraNa, vaisA pariNAma! maiM isIlie kahatA hU~ ki agara apane baccoM ko kamAnA sikhAnA ho, pA~voM para khar3A karanA ho to unako ghara se bAhara nikAlo aura par3hAI karanA sikhAnA ho to bhI ghara se bAhara nikaalo| ghara meM AegA to bolegA ki mammI yaha sabjI nahIM bhAtI, vaha sabjI nahIM bhAtI, para chAtrAvAsa meM rahegA to ThaMDI sabjI bhI khAnI pdd'egii| jo nahIM bhAtI hai vaha sabjI bhI calAnI pdd'egii| yahI to jIvana ko jIne kA tarIkA sIkhanA huA ki saba cIz2oM se samajhautA karo aura jJAna kA arjana kro| isIlie to pahale jamAne meM bAraha-bAraha sAla taka gurukula meM bacce rahate the aura vahA~ se jo par3hakara nikalate, unako Takkara dene vAle loga phira duniyA meM kahIM nahIM hote the| bAraha sAla jamakara par3hakara Aye haiN| yahA~ to kabhI barthaDe manAnA yAda AtA hai, kabhI AiskrIma khAnI yAda AtI hai| le dekara sAre chore paisoM kA halAla karate haiN| apane keriyara kA nirmANa nahIM karate / kevala maTaragaztI meM hI 66| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ apanI par3hAI ke dinoM kI itizrI kara baiThate haiN| ___ jIvana ke pATha siikho| maiM to kahU~gA hindustAna meM par3hAI ke jo tarIke haiM unheM jIvana-sApekSa banAyA jAnA caahie| ase anAra, A se Ama, i se imalI, I se Ikha, u se ullU, U se Una yaha pUrA hindustAna yahI par3hAI karake AyA hai isalie saba logoM ko yAda yahI hai| mujhe nahIM patA ki a se anAra, A se Ama, i se imalI, I se Ikha, u se ullU sIkhane se kyA milA isa deza ko| maiM cAhU~gA isa deza meM aba naI par3hAI kI takanIkeM vikasita kI jaaeN| vahI bIsa sAla, tIsa sAla purAnI kitAbeM Aja bhI cala rahI haiN| are usa samaya logoM meM akla kama thI, so ase anAra par3hAte the| A se Ama sikhAte the, aba to akla A gii| ___aba to ghara-ghara meM ema.bI.e., cArTarDa ekAunTeMDa loga baiThe haiM, pUrA deza aba to par3ha likha gyaa| tIsa sAla pahale maiM bhI jo kitAbeM par3hatA thA vahI dekha rahA hU~ Aja bhI hai| lagabhaga vaisI kI vaisI jabaki duniyA kahIM-kI-kahIM pahuMca gii| hamAre yahA~ para jo loga ema.ela.e. aura ema.pI. banakara deza ko calAne ke lie jAte haiM, patA nahIM unakA grejueTa honA kyoM z2arUrI nahIM hai / ema.ela.e. agara koI vyakti bana rahA hai to kama-se-kama usakA grejuezana to honA z2arUrI hai| vaha AdamI deza ko kyA calAegA jo aba taka grejuezana yA posTa grejuezana na kara paayaa| aise anapar3hoM ko vidhAnasabhA aura lokasabhA meM mata bhejo / unako bhejanA hai to kisI gauzAlA meM bhejo tAki vahA~ apanI sevAeM de paaeN| jaise cunAva Ayoga vAle likhate haiM ki cunAva meM itanA hI kharca kara sakoge athavA do baccoM se z2yAdA hoMge to cunAva ke lie yogya nahIM mAne jAoge to maiM cAhU~gA ki bhArata kA cunAva Ayoga, merI isa bAta para z2arUra gaura kare ki isa deza meM ema.ela.e. ke pada para vahI khar3A ho sakegA jo kama-se-kama grejueTa to pAsa ho hii| anapar3ha logoM ko hamArI lagAma mata thamAie kyoMki ye netA hamAre deza ko calAte haiM aura deza meM hama bhI haiN| hama apanI lagAma aise logoM ke hAtha meM nahIM sauMpanA cAhate to azikSita yA aparAdhI hoN| bhalA, jaba oNphisara kA par3hA-likhA honA z2arUrI hai, vo oNphisaroM para hukuma calAne vAlA zikSA ke stara se yogya kyoM na ho? zikSita aura zikSA ko bar3hAvA diyA jAnA caahie| zikSA hI hara samAja aura deza kI nIMva hai| behatara hogA zikSA kI takanIkeM badala dI jaaeN| aba skUloM meM anna mata bhejo| hara skUla meM kampyUTara bhejo, tAki hara baccA Ane vAle kala ke lie antarikSa taka pahu~cane ke kAbila bana ske| agara Apako dAna denA hai to 67 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ skUla meM kevala baccoM kI DreseM mata dete rhie| aise kampyUTara yA naI-naI takanIkoM ko skUloM meM bhejie jisase baccoM kI pratibhAe~ sahI taura para mukhara hokara aaeN| aba vidyA kA yuga A gayA hai| khUba vidyAlaya banAo, ucca vidyAlaya banAo, bhale hI koI vyakti isase vyApAra hI kyoM na kre| vyApAra karegA AdamI to kamAegA to shii| kapar3e kA vyApAra karegA to bhI kamAegA aura kirayANe kA vyApAra karegA to bhI kmaaegaa| bhale hI tuma ejyUkezana ke nAma para kamA lo, para hAI levala kI takanIkeM isa mAnava-samAja ko samarpita kro| aba taka Apa logoM ne a se anAra kI varNamAlA sIkhI hai| maiM Apa logoM ko jIvana kI varNamAlA sikhA detA huuN| aba taka Apane par3hA hai - ase anAra, A se Ama, i se imalI, u se ulluu| maiM jo takanIka de rahA hU~ vaha varNamAlA jIvana kI hai| a se adaba kro| A se AtmavizvAsa rkho| i se ibAdata karo, I se ImAnadAra bno| u se utsAha rkho| U se UrjAvAna bno| e se ekatA rkho| ai se aizvaryavAna bno| o se ojasvI bno| au se auroM kI sevA kro| aM se aMgapradarzana mata kro| __isI taraha ka se karma karo, kha se khare bano, ga se garimA rakho, gha se ghamaNDa mata kro| ca se caritravAna bano, cha se chalo mata, ja se jalo mata, jha se jhagar3o mt|tt se TakarAo mata, Tha se Thago mata, Da se Daro mata, Dha se DhalanA siikho| ta se tatpara bano. tha se thako mata, da se dayA karo, dha se dharma karo, na se narama bno|pse parizrama karo, pha se pharz2a nibhAo, ba se balavAna bano, ma se mahAna bno| ya se yakIna karo, ra se rahama karo, la se lakSya prApta karo, va se vacana nibhaao| Sa se SaDayaMtra mata raco,za se zarma karo, sa se samaya ke pAbaMda bno| ha se ha~samukha bano, kSa se kSamA karo, tra se trAhi mata macAo aura jJa se jJAnI bno| yaha huI jIvana kI varNamAlA, apane baccoM ko pddh'aao| agara koI baccA kevala jIvana kI yaha varNamAlA bhI jIvana meM caritArtha kara le to samajha lenA ki jIvana kI ema.bI.e. ho gyaa| zikSA kevala vaha nahIM hai jo hameM ema.e. krvaae| saccI zikSA to vaha hai jo hameM ema.e. ke sAtha ena bhI bnaae| ema e ena = maina yAnI manuSya bnaae| iMsTITyUTa meM jAkara Apa ema.bI.e. kreNge| yAnI bijanesa mainejameMTa siikheNge| bijanesa mainejameMTa bAda meM sIkheM, pahale lAipha mainejameMTa to sIkha leN| bijanesa 68/ For Personal & Private Use Only Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mainejameMTa lAipha mainejameMTa kA hissA hai| bijanesa meM supara bano, para lAipha mainejameMTa meM bhI utane hI jAgarUka aura saphala bno| bhale hI dUsare loga kapar3e aura pahanAve se sabhya kahalAte hoM, para Apa apane AcaraNa aura caritra se svayaM ko sabhya bnaaeN| acchA lakSya rakheM, acchA vyavahAra kareM, acchI aura mIThI bhASA kA istemAla kreN| vizvAsa rakheM, Izvara sadA unake sAtha rahatA hai jo jIvana kA sahIsArthaka upayoga karate haiM / sukha aura samRddhi kI rozanI sabake lie hai, basa z2arUrata hai apanI pratibhA kI khir3akI kholane kii| loga apane dukhoM ke gIta gAte haiM, holI ho yA divAlI, sadA mAtama manAte haiN| magara duniyA unhIM kI rAginI para jhUmatI hai, jo jalatI citA para baiThakara vINA bajAte haiN| bhale hI priMsipala hameM istIphe ke lie maz2abUra kyoM na kare, para usa yuvA lekcarAra kI taraha hama khuda para AtmavizvAsa rkheN| jisake pAsa pratibhA hai, kAbiliyata hai, vaha deza meM rahe yA videza meM, sarvatra sammAnita hogaa| vaha dhanavAna bhI hogA aura mahAna bhii| Ao, apane TeleMTa ke prati gaMbhIra bno| nayA TArageTa bnaao| Ane vAlA kala tumhArA hogaa| | 69 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jitanI bar3I soca utanA bar3A jAdU kisI samaya zrI bhagavAna ke samakSa unakA priya ziSya pahu~cA aura anurodha karane lagA - bhaMte ! ApakA dharma bar3A divya hai, Apake dharma kA patha bar3A kalyANakArI hai| maiM Apake prema aura zAMti ke patha ko, karuNA aura ahiMsA ke mArga ko aMga-baMga aura kaliMga dezoM taka pahu~cAnA cAhatA huuN|' bhagavAna ne apane priya ziSya ko eka naz2ara se dekhA aura kahA - vahA~ ke loga bar3e krUra, nirdayI aura hatyAre kisma ke haiM, tuma aise dezoM meM jAne kA bhAva tyAga do| ziSya ne kahA - 'bhaMte ! mujhe patA hai ki vahA~ ke loga nirdayI haiM , krUra haiM, logoM ke sAtha acchA vyavahAra nahIM karate haiN| basa, isIlie maiM vahA~ jAnA cAhatA huuN|' bhagavAna apane ziSya kI bAta sunakara cauNke| ve kahane lage - agara tumhArI icchA hai to maiM tumheM manA to nahIM karU~gA, lekina tuma jAo, usase pahale maiM tumase eka prazna avazya pUcha lenA caahuuNgaa| prazna yaha hai ki agara tuma aise dezoM kI tarapha gae aura vahA~ ke logoM ne tumhAre sAtha g2alata yA abhadra vyavahAra kiyA to tumhAre mana meM kyA hogA? ziSya muskurAyA aura kahane lagA - 'bhaMte ! Apa mujhase prazna pUchate haiM? mere mana 70 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ meM hogA ki ye loga kitane bhale haiM jo mere sAtha kevala ochA vyavahAra karate haiM, g2alata aura abhadra vyavahAra karate haiM, kama-se-kama mujhe thappar3a, mukkA to nahIM mArate !' bhagavAna Adhe miniTa ke lie cupa hue aura phira kahane lage ' agara aisA hai to merA agalA prazna hai ki agara unhoMne tumheM thappar3a aura mukke mAre, to tumhAre mana meM kyA hogA?' ziSya phira muskurAyA aura kahane lagA 'bhagavan ! taba mere mana meM yaha hogA ki ye loga kitane bhale haiM jo kevala thappar3a aura mukkA hI mArate haiM, tIra, barachI aura bhAlA to nahIM calAte ?' bhagavAna ko isa javAba kI ummIda nahIM thii| bhagavAna ne taba kahA ki merA aMtima prazna hai ki vahA~ ke logoM ne agara tuma para tIra, barachI aura bhAlA hI calA die aura agara tumhAre prANa lene ko hI utArU ho gae to tumhAre mana meM kyA hogA? ziSya ne gaurava se sira Upara uThAte hue kahA - 'bhaMte! taba mere mana meM hogA ki maiM bhagavAna ke jisa prema aura zAMti ke patha ko Age bar3hAne ke lie aMga, baMga aura kaliMga jaise anArya dezoM kI tarapha nikalA thA maiM usa patha ko sthApita karane meM pUrI taraha saphala huaa| apane zarIra va prANoM kA tyAga karate samaya ye bhAva hoMge ki he prabhu! maiM ApakA vaha ziSya sAbita huA jo Apake prema aura zAMti ke mArga ko sthApita karane meM kAma aayaa|' aura taba zrI bhagavAna apane ziSya ke sira para hAtha rakhate hue kahate haiM - 'jisa vyakti ke bhItara viparIta hAlAta meM bhI isa taraha kA dhairya aura zAMti kA bhAva rahA karatA hai vahI mere prema aura zAMti ke mArga ko jana-jana taka pahu~cAne meM saphala ho sakatA hai / ' taba bhagavAna ne kahA - 'jAo vatsa ! maiM tumheM anumati detA hU~, kyoMki tuma jaise zAMta, prabuddha loga dharatI para jahA~-jahA~ jAe~ge, vahA~ hara jagaha prema aura zAMti kI sthApanA kreNge|' ziSya vahA~ se nikala par3A zrI bhagavAna kA Adeza aura AzIrvAda lekr| ziSya to vahA~ se nikala par3A lekina jIvana kA eka buniyAdI pATha, eka mahattvapUrNa paig2Ama hama saba logoM ke lie chor3akara calA gayA ki agara kisI bhI vyakti ke jIvana meM viparIta hAlAta A jAe to una viparIta hAlAtoM meM bhI apane dhairya aura zAMti ko barakarAra rakhanA cAhie / isI kA nAma hai 'sakArAtmaka soc'| - koI agara mujhase pUche ki samArAtmaka soca kyA hai to maiM kahanA cAhU~gA ki kisI ke dvArA upekSA diye jAne ke bAvajUda hamAre dvArA agara usakA sammAna kiyA jAtA hai, apamAna diye jAne ke bAvajUda agara hamAre dvArA sadvyavahAra lauTAyA jAtA hai, to isakA nAma hai sakArAtmaka soca / sakArAtmaka soca aura nakArAtmaka | 71 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ soca iMsAna ke bhItara do taraha kI dhArAe~ calatI haiM, do taraha kI soca aura vicAradhArAe~ calatI haiN| eka hai 'sakArAtmaka' aura dUsarI hai nkaaraatmk'| jahA~-jahA~ sakArAtmaka dhArAe~ bahatI haiM vahA~-vahA~ vyakti ke sAtha jIvana kA prasAda aura puraskAra jur3ate haiM aura jahA~-jahA~ nakArAtmaka dhArAe~ bahatI haiM vahIM-vahIM para jIvana meM viSAda aura avasAda hameM ghera liyA karate hai| IrSyA, krodha, tanAva, cintA, aham ye saba vyakti ke nakArAtmaka soca aura nakArAtmaka vicAra-dhArAoM ke pariNAma haiN| prema, zAMti, karuNA, AnaMda, bhAIcArA, eka dUsare ko nibhAne kI sadbhAvanA isI kA nAma hai 'sakArAtmaka soc'| agara koI mujhase pUche ki mere jIvana ke svastha, prasanna aura madhura rahane kA sIdhA sarala rAja kyA hai to maiM z2avAba dUMgA ki merI sakArAtmaka soca hI mere svastha, prasanna aura sadAbahAra madhura rahane kA AdhAra hai| zAyada Aja taka duniyA meM aneka-aneka taraha ke maMtra bane hoNge| kisI ne navakAra maMtra banAyA, kisI ne gAyatrI maMtra banAyA yA kisI ne koI aura maMtra banAyA hogaa| maiM nahIM jAnatA ki duniyA meM kisa vyakti ko kauna se maMtra kA jApa karane para kauna-sA phAyadA huA, lekina maiM jisa maMtra kI bAta kahatA hU~, jo maMtra sArI duniyA ko diyA karatA hU~, vaha Aja taka kabhI niSphala nahIM huA, Aja taka kabhI vyartha sAbita nahIM huA aura vaha maMtra, mahAmaMtra hai 'sakArAtmaka soca' kA mNtr| zAyada aura koI maMtra kA jApa karo to Apako saMdeha ho sakatA hai ki maiMne aba taka eka lAkha jApa kara liyA, magara phira bhI pariNAma na aayaa| are, maiM to kahU~gA ki eka lAkha kI bAta chor3o, yadi sakArAtmaka soca ko koI vyakti 3 minaTa ke lie bhI apanA letA hai to vaha apane Ane vAle 30 minaTa ko AnaMdadAyI banA letA hai| jo apane 30 minaTa ko sakArAtmaka banA letA hai vaha apane 30 ghaMToM ko sukhadAyI banA letA hai| jo apane 30 ghaMToM ko sakArAtmaka banAtA hai vaha apane 30 dinoM ko saphala banAtA hai| jo vyakti 30 dinoM ko sakArAtmaka banAtA hai vaha apane 3 varSoM ko sArthaka banAtA hai aura jo AdamI 3 varSoM ko sakArAtmaka banAtA hai vaha apanI jiMdagI ke 30 sAloM ko sakArAtmaka banAne meM saphala ho jAtA hai| jisa AdamI ne apane 30 sAla sakArAtmakatA ko samarpita kara diye usake pAsa kabhI krodha, IrSyA, tanAva, ciMtA kI chAyA bhI nahIM maMDarA sktii|shaayd aura koI maMtra kA jApa kareMge to usa jApa ko karane ke lie Apako ghaMToM tapanA par3egA, japanA par3egA, para sakArAtmaka soca ke maMtra ko apanAne 72| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke lie karanA - dharanA kucha nahIM hai, kevala apanI mAnasikatA ko taiyAra karanA hai, kevala apane eTITyUTa ko, kevala apane dRSTikoNa ko taiyAra karanA hogA aura yahI ekamAtra dRSTikoNa aisA hogA jo hara hAlAta meM, hara paristhiti meM, hara vAtAvaraNa meM, hara mausama meM Apako sukhI rakhegA, madhura rakhegA, AnaMdapUrNa rkhegaa| sakArAtmaka dRSTikoNa hara viparIta hAlAta meM bhI vijaya prApta karane kA rAstA Apako apane-Apa sujhA degA / eka bAra 1 se 9 taka ke aMka kramaza: khar3e the| kisI bAta ko lekara 9 ke mana meM Igo paidA ho gyaa| usane Ava dekhA na tAva, 8 ke gAla para thappar3a de maaraa| 8 ko burA lgaa| vaha apane bar3e bhAI 9 ko to mAra na pAyA so apanA gussA usane 7 para nikaalaa| usane 7 ke gAla para cA~TA jar3a diyaa| 7 ne apanA gussA 6 para nikAlA, 6 ne 5 para, 5 ne 4 para, 4 ne 3 para, 3 ne 2 para aura 2 ne 1 para apanA gussA nikAlA / 1 ke gAla para jaise hI cA~TA par3A vaha cakarA gyaa| usake bagala meM 0 thA / usane gussA karane kI bajAya thor3A-sA sakArAtmaka ciMtana kiyA ki agara maiMne 0 ke cA~TA mArA to merI bhI vahI hAlata hogI jo bAkI saba aMkoM kI huI / 1 ne thor3AsA dhIraja rkhaa| vaha 0 ke pAsa gayA aura usase hAtha milAte hue usake pAsa jAkara khar3A ho gyaa| sabakA ghamaMr3a cUra ho gayA / saba nIce jamIna para lur3hake the / kyoMki sAmane 1 aura 0 milakara 10 kA aMka khar3A thA / sakArAtmaka soca kA maMtra hameM sikhAtA hai ki hama bhI Apasa meM mileN| na to akele 1 kI qImata hai aura na hI akele 0 kI / qImata hai to 10 kii| soca agara sakArAtmaka hai to baMda rAstoM meM bhI sUraja kI rozanI Ane ke lie dvAra khulA rahatA hai / kahate haiM ki agara iMsAna kI qismata phUTa jAe to usake jIvana ke ninyAnaveM dvAra banda ho jAte haiM, para eka dvAra Izvara phira bhI usake lie khulA rakhatA hai / maiM kaha denA cAhatA hU~ ki hamArI z2iMdagI ke ninyAnaveM dvAra agara banda bhI ho jAe~, kAkA bhI rUTha jAe, dAdA bhI rUTha jAe, gharavAlI bhI nArAz2a ho jAe, beTe bhI chor3a kara cale jAe~, taba bhI apanI jiMdagI meM eka daravAz2A hamezA khulA rakho aura vaha hai sakArAtmaka soca kA drvaaj'aa| apanI soca kA yaha daravAz2A hamezA khulA rkhie| agara yaha eka dvAra khulA hai to samajho jIvana ke zeSa 99 dvAra khule hI haiM / sakArAtmaka soca jIvana kI 99 pratizata samasyAoM kA samAdhAna nikAlane meM eka akelI samartha hai| jo vyakti jitanA z2yAdA sakArAtmaka soca kA mAlika banegA vaha utanA hI svastha- saphala hogA, madhura rahegA, AnaMdapUrNa hogaa| For Personal & Private Use Only 73 Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sakArAtmaka soca se bar3hakara koI dharma nahIM hotA aura nakArAtmaka soca se baDhakara koI adharma nahIM hotaa| sakArAtmaka soca se bar3hakara koI puNya nahIM hotA aura nakArAtmaka soca se bar3hakara koI pApa nahIM hotaa| yaha to vaha maMtra hai, vaha divya rAstA hai jisa para calane vAle hara vyakti ko roz2AnA phUla hI phUla naz2ara Ate haiN| bhalA lar3AI to taba hogI jaba hama Adhe gilAsa ko khAlI dekheMge, para vahA~ para to hamezA samajhautA hI samajhautA hogA jahA~ para hama AdhA gilAsa ko sadA bharA dekheNge| agara baharAnI ke pIhara se do kilo miThAI AI aura agara hama kaheMge, 'are! bhejA kyA hai? kevala do kilo miThAI bhejI hai|' hamArI yaha nakArAtmaka soca hamArI baharAnI ke mana meM khaTAsa ghola degI aura vahIM agara hama kaheMge 'are! dekho bhaI, dekho| lAkha rupaye kI beTI de dI, par3hA - likhAkara taiyAra karake hameM beTI dI aura Upara se rojAnA miThAiyA~ bhI bhejate rahate haiN|' baharAnI jaise hI ina zabdoM ko sunegI to kahegI, aho ! mere pApA kitane acche haiM ! jo kevala do milo miThAI ke Ane para bhI kahate haiM ki kitanA-kitanA mAla bhejA hai| are itanA sampanna ghara hai, inake lie do kilo miThAI kI kyA aukAta? phira bhI yaha mere pApA kA sakArAtmaka dRSTikoNa, mere pApA ke sakArAtmaka vyavahAra kA pariNAma ki ye merI tArIfa kara rahe haiM, do kilo miThAI kI bhI prazaMsA kara rahe haiN|' miThAI vahI hai, do kilo| do kilo ko hama DhAI kilo kara nahIM sakate, para agara hama apanI soca ko, apanI bhASA ko sakArAtmaka banA leM to usI do kilo miThAI se hama ghara ko qhuzahAlI se bhara sakate haiM, nahIM to vahI do kilo miThAI pAkara hama ghara meM khaTAsa aura z2ahara ghola baiThate haiN| jiMdagI meM cAhane ke nAma para eka hI to cIz2a cAhie ki hamArI soca ThIka ho jAe, bAkI kisI ke ghara meM koI kamI nahIM hai| dharma ke rAste bhI Apako Dhera sAre sujhAe gae haiM - sAmAyika, pUjA, prArthanA, pratikramaNa, para eka aisA rAstA hai jisake abhAva meM hamArI sAmAyikeM vyartha ho jAtI haiN| jisake abhAva meM baharAnI kahatI hai -'kyA mammIjI sAmAyika karake Aye haiN| sAmAyika karake Ate hI ghara meM jhagar3A zurU kara detI hai| yAnI hameM sAmAyikoM kA rAstA to khUba mila gayA, para jaba taka sakArAtmaka soca kA rAstA nahIM milegA, sAmAyika ( eka prakAra kA vrata jisameM eka ghaMTe taka samatA-bhAva kI ArAdhanA hotI hai|) karake bhI tuma AlocanA ke pAtra bnoge| pratikramaNa karake bhI apane pApoM ko doharAte rhoge| pUjA karake bhI dUdha meM pAnI milAne kA dhaMdhA karate rhoge| 74| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIvana meM prema aura miThAsa gholane ke lie, riztoM ko eka-dUsare ke qarIba lAne ke lie agara koI rAstA hara hAla meM, hara rUpa meM, hara paristhiti meM hama logoM ko akhtiyAra kara lenA cAhie to vaha hai sakArAtmaka soca kA rAstA / agara bar3e-buz2arga DA~Ta de to burA mata mAnanA / agara bar3e-bujurga nahIM DA~TeMge to kauna DA~TegA? aba agara g2alatI hone para mujhe merI mammI nahIM DA~TegI to kyA sar3aka calatA huA koI dUsarA AdamI hameM TokegA / hamArI g2alatiyoM ko sudhArane kA kAma to hamAre abhibhAvaka aura bujurga hI kreNge| hA~, agara nakArAtmaka soca lA baiThe to ghara TUTa jAyegA, riztoM meM khaTAsa A jAegI, sAsU aura bahU ke bIca meM kaiMciyA~ calane laga jAe~gI aura taba lagegA ki jaba dekho taba mammI hamezA TU-TU, TIM-TIM kucha-na-kucha karatI rahatI hai| prabhu mere, bar3e agara DA~TeM to sakArAtmaka soca rakhiye ki aba agara bar3e-bujurga nahIM DA~TeMge to kauna DA~TeMgA ? agara choTe baccoM se g2alatI ho jae to sIdhA thappar3a mArane kI bajAya sakArAtmaka soca rakhiegA ki aba choTe baccoM se g2alatI nahIM hogI to kisase hogii| I choTe baccoM se, bahUrAniyoM se g2alatI honI svAbhAvika hai / aba ApakI bahU koI sAsU mA~ to hai nahIM, 60 varSa kA usake pAsa anubhava nahIM hai| ApakA baccA 18 sAla kA baccA hai| hama usakI 60 sAla ke sAtha tulanA kyoM karate haiM? Apake pAsa jitanA anubhava hai utanA usake pAsa thor3e hI hai| choTe baccoM kI g2alatiyoM ko mAfa kara do aura bar3e agara DA~Ta deM to unake prati sahaja bhAva lAo ki bar3e bujurga nahIM DA~TeMge to kauna ddaaNttegaa| ye jo donoM hAlAtoM meM hamArI soca ko ThIka rakhane kA kAma hai, isI kA nAma hai 'sakArAtmaka soca' / sakArAtmaka soca yAnI bar3I soca aura bar3I soca kA jAdU hamezA bar3A hI hotA hai / - loga agara sakArAtmaka soca ke isa eka patha ko apanA lete haiM to tana-manajIvana saba para isakA sIdhA prabhAva pdd'egaa| sabase pahale to hamArI sehata, hamAre svAsthya, hamArI mAnasikatA para sakArAtmaka soca kA sIdhA prabhAva par3atA hai / gussA karoge to kyA hogA ? A~kheM lAla hoMgI, smaraNa zakti kamaz2ora hogI, peTa kI pAcana kSamatA durbala ho jaaegii| ye saba haiM nakArAtmaka soca ke pariNAma aura nakArAtmaka soca ne hamAre svAsthya para sadA duSprabhAva hI DAlA hai| ciMtA, tanAva, krodha, Diprezana, bhUlane kI Adata - ye saba nakArAtmaka soca ke pariNAma haiN| agara iMsAna apane dimAga se nakArAtmaka soca ko haTAne meM saphala ho jAe to duniyA kI - For Personal & Private Use Only 75 www.jaindelibrary.org Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AdhI samasyA to khuda-ba-khuda hala ho jaae| sakArAtmaka soca rakheMge to ApakA dimAg2a Apake niyaMtraNa meM rahegA, Apa mana aura vANI se zAMta aura praphullita rheNge| Apa jo kucha kaheMge usa bAta meM dama hogaa| jaise hI ghara meM viparIta hAlAta bane basa eka nirNaya kara lIjie, eka saMkalpa kara lIjie 'paoNjiTiva thiNkiNg'| hara hAlata meM paoNjiTiva thiNkiNg| aba yadi viparIta hAlAta bana rahe haiM, para ve viparIta hAlAta Apa para kisI taraha kA asara na DAla paaeNge| Apa pahale bhI zAMta-svastha-zItala the, bAda meM bhI vaise hI bane rheNge| yahI to jIvana kI jIta hai| yahI to Atma-vijaya hai, yahI saphalatA kI pahalI sIDhI hai| saphalatA kI sIDhI yaha ki viparIta hAlAta meM bhI Apa zAMta raheM, dhairyazAlI rheN| viparIta kSaNoM meM dhairya rakhanA yahI sakArAtmaka soca hai aura yahI jIvana kI jiit| z2arA socakara batAo ki agara koI vyakti sAgara meM aMgArA pheMkegA to kyA hogA? kyA Aga laga jAegI? nahIM, aMgArA bujha jaayegaa| aba taka agara Aga sulagatI rahI to isaliye ki hamane apane Apa ko sAgara aura sarovara na banAyA, apane Apako hamane peTrola aura DIjala kI TaMkI banAkara rakhA, to pariNAma yaha huA ki choTI-sI bAta huI aura ghara meM haMgAmA ho gyaa| sAsa-bahU meM anabana ho gaI, do meM se eka vyakti agara candraprabha sAgara ho jAye to sAmane vAlA agara aMgArA phekegA to aMgArA bujha jAyegA aura hama agara apane-Apako DIjala kI TaMkI, peTrola kI TaMkI banAkara rakheMge to choTA-sA nimitta, eka choTI-sI TippaNI hamArA ghara, hamArA parivAra, hamAre riztoM ko dhUla - dhUsarita kara degii| are bhAI, jhagaDA mola mata lo| isa duniyA meM patA nahIM, kaba kisa gadhe ko bhI bApa banAnA par3a jaae| napharatoM ke utAro chilake, nahIM to gira par3oge phisala ke| AdamI ke bhItara tAqata cAhiye aura vaha tAqata sakArAtmaka soca kI honI caahie| viparIta hAlAta meM mAtra 10 minaTa ke lie bhI sakArAtmaka soca ko apanAoge to bhI saphala hooge, Adhe ghaMTe taka ke lie apanAoge to bAz2I jIta jaaoge| soca ko jo jitanA sakArAtmaka banAegA, vaha utanA hI pratizata saphala hogaa| zata-pratizata saphalatA pAne ke lie hameM 200% sakArAtmakatA apanAnI caahie| jIvana meM sakArAtmaka soca kA maMtra apnaao| sakArAtmaka soca vyakti ko rAma banAtI hai aura nakArAtmaka soca iMsAna ko raavnn| sakArAtmaka soca 76 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ iMsAna ko gAMdhI banAtI hai, nakArAtmaka soca vyakti ko goddse| rAvaNa agara sakArAtmaka soca kA maMtra apanA letA to vaha rAvaNa nahIM, balki rAma ke caritra ko caritArtha kara letaa| kahate haiM : jaba rAma aura rAvaNa ke bIca yuddha kI velA AI to rAmajI ne apanI ora se rAma-setu kA nirmANa prAraMbha krvaayaa| Apa sabako yAda hogA ki jaba rAma-setu kA nirmANa ho rahA thA jaba vAnara loga rAma-nAma likhe pattharoM ko pAnI meM DAlate the aura patthara tairane laga jAte the| yaha khabara laMkA taka pahu~cI to laMkAvAsiyoM meM bar3A vidroha paidA ho gayA ki rAma ke nAma meM jaba itanI tAqata hai ki patthara para rAma kA nAma likha do to patthara tairane laga jAtA hai, to phira usa rAma meM kitanI baDI tAqata hogii| sabhAsada rAvaNa ke pAsa pahu~ce aura jAkara kahane lage - rAjan ! laMkAvAsI vidroha para utara sakate haiM / unako lagatA hai ki rAma ke nAma meM jaba itanI bar3I tAqata hai to svayaM rAma meM kitanI adhika tAqata hogii| rAjana! agara Apa cAhate haiM ki laMkA meM vidroha na ho to Apako bhI apanA nAma patthara para likhanA hogA aura patthara ko pAnI meM tairAnA hogaa| rAvaNa hila gayA sunate hii| aba taka tAqata to bahuta baTorI, para rAvaNa ke nAma meM itanI tAqata nahIM thI jisase patthara para rAvaNa likhA jAye aura patthara ko pAnI meM chor3e aura patthara pAnI meM tairane laga jaaye| sabhAsadoM ne kahA - rAjan ! soca lIjiye eka minaTa ke lie| rAvaNa ne eka minaTa dhairya se socA ora soca kara kahA ki ThIka hai, hama bhI patthara ko pAnI meM tirAyeMge / bulA lo sAre laMkAvAsiyoM ko samudra ke taTa para, kala subaha calate haiN| agale dina subaha sAre laMkAvAsI rAvaNa kI jaya-jayakAra karate hue pahu~ca gaye samudra-taTa pr| mandodarI rAjamahala meM khaDI-khaDI soca rahI thI ki rAma kA patthara tairatA hai, bAta samajha meM AtI hai kyoMki rAma ke pIche zIla kI zakti hai, satya aura dharma kI tAqata hai, para rAvaNa ke nAma kA patthara tairegA kaise? vaha bhI utsukatAvaza dekhane lgii| rAvaNa pahu~ca gayA, patthara uThA liyA, patthara ke Upara rAvaNa kA nAma likha diyA gayA, rAvaNa ne hAtha jor3e aura patthara ko pAnI meM chor3a diyaa|kyaa huA? DUba gayA? agara DUba jAtA to rAvaNa kA samApana usI kSaNa ho cukA hotA, para patthara DUbA nahIM, taira gyaa| jaise hI patthara tairA ki rAvaNa kI jaya-jayakAra ho gii| rAvaNa garvonnata hokara apane dasa ceharoM ko liye vApasa rAjamahala meM aayaa| Akhira usake nAma kA patthara jo tira gayA thaa| | 77 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAvaNa sIdhA mandodarI ke mahala meM phuNcaa| mandodarI ne kahA -'rAjan ! maiM ApakI AratI utAratI hU~, Apake sammAna meM motiyoM ke cauka purAtI hU~ ki Apake nAma kA patthara bhI taira gayA, para rAjan ! mujhe z2arA yaha samajhA dIjie ki Akhira isameM kyA rahasya hai jisake calate vaha patthara pAnI meM taira gayA?' rAvaNa ne kahA, priyatame ! aba tumase kyA saca chipaanaa| saccAI to yaha hai ki nAma to maiMne patthara ke Upara rAvaNa likhA thA, lekina jaba patthara ko pAnI meM chor3A to maiMne patthara se mana-hI-mana kahA - he patthara ! tumheM rAma kI saugaMdha hai agara tuma pAnI meM DUba gae to| basa yaha kahate hue maiMne patthara ko pAnI meM chor3a diyA aura patthara pAnI meM tira gyaa| __patthara to pAnI meM tira gayA, lekina hamAre lie jIvana kA paig2Ama de gayA ki agara koI rAvaNa bhI rAma ke prati kevala do-pA~ca minaTa ke lie bhI sakArAtmaka soca banA letA hai to usake nAma kA patthara bhI pAnI meM taira sakatA hai| agara koI vyakti apane duzmana ke prati bhI dasa minaTa ke lie sakArAtmaka soca banA le, to kyA duzmanI khatma nahIM ho jAegI? do bhAI-bhAI jinakA korTa meM kesa cala rahA hai, ve z2arA do pala ke lie paoNjiTiva hokara soceM to lagegA ki maiM kisake sAtha duzmanI pAla rahA huuN| bar3A bhAI pitA ke samAna hotA hai, unhoMne hameM pAla-posakara bar3A kiyA hai / athavA choTA bhAI saMtAna ke barAbara hotA hai| kyA farka par3atA hai, do paise eka ke pAsa jyAdA gae yA dUsare ke paas| Akhira ghI girA to mUMga meM hii| rAma ne kahA thA - ayodhyA kA rAjA rAma bane yA bharata, isase kyA farka par3atA hai| rAma rAjA banegA taba bhI rAjasukha sabhI bhAI bhogeMge aura bharata banA to bhI sabhI bhAI rAjasukha bhogeNge| kAza, hamArI soca sakArAtmaka ho jAe to korTa kesa khatma ho jAe, phira se prema-mohabbata ke dvAra khula jaaeN| soco, socakara soco ki hameM nakArAtmaka socanA cAhie ki sakArAtmaka socanA caahie| hameM kaunasI soca kA mAlika bananA cAhie - 'sakArAtmaka' yA nakArAtmaka'? gA~dhIjI ke tIna baMdara sabako yAda haiN| pahalA baMdara kahatA hai - burA mana suno| dUsarA baMdara kahatA hai - burA mata dekho aura tIsarA baMdara kahatA hai - burA mata bolo| gA~dhIjI ke ye tIna baMdara haiN| sabhI loga tIna baMdaroM kI ina mudrAoM ko banAe~ aura ina tIna pratIkoM ke AdhAra para apane jIvana meM preraNA leN| gA~dhIjI ke tIna baMdara to ho gae, para candraprabha ke cAra baMdara haiM / yaha cauthA baMdara sira para apanI 78 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMgulI lagAe hai jo kahatA hai - burA mata soco| gA~dhI ke tIna baMdara kahate haiM - burA mata suno, burA mata dekho, burA mata bolo| para candraprabha kA cauthA baMdara dimAga para apanI aMgulI rakhakara bolatA hai, burA mata soco| agara candraprabha kA cauthA baMdara lAgU kiyA jAtA hai to gA~dhIjI ke tInoM baMdara sArthaka hoNge| agara cauthA baMdara nahIM hai to tInoM ke tInoM baMdara. baMdara hI rheNge| paidAiza bhI baMdara kI, Adi rUpa bhI baMdara kA, Aja bhI baMdara hI haiN| isIlie Aja candraprabha ke cAra baMdaroM kI z2arUrata hai| cauthA baMdara hameM sikhAtA hai ki burA mata soco| agara Apa burA nahIM soceMge to burA suneMge bhI nahIM, burA boleMge bhI nahIM, burA dekheMge bhI nhiiN| aba gA~dhIjI ke tIna baMdara nahIM, candraprabha ke cAra baMdaroM kI carcA kro| Aja hama zuruAta hI yahIM se kara rahe haiM ki burA mata soco| kyoM na soceM burA? isalie mata soco, kyoMki hamAre zabda hI hamArA vyavahAra banate haiN| apane vyavahAra ke prati jAgarUka raho kyoMki hamArA vyavahAra hI hamArI Adata banatA hai| apanI AdatoM ke prati jAgarUka bano, kyoMki hamArI AdatoM se hI hamAre caritra kA nirmANa hotA hai| caritra ko ThIka karanA hai to vyavahAra ko, AdatoM ko ThIka karanA hogA aura zabdoM ko ThIka karane ke lie hameM apanI soca ko, apane dimAga ko ThIka karanA pdd'egaa| ___ bhejA, bhagavAna ne bhejA hai| bheje ko ThIka se upayoga kro| agara bhejA nahIM hai, to mujhase kaho, maiM thor3A-sA bhejA bheja duuN| maiM Apake bheje ko hI ThIka kara rahA huuN| candraprabha ke cAra baMdara bheje ko hI ThIka karane ke lie haiN| ye baMdara itanA hI nahIM kahate ki burA mata soco, balki ye yaha bhI kahate haiM ki soco, acchA soco| calo, maiM ina baMdaroM ko aura naye artha de detA huuN| pahalA hai - 'burA mata suno'| maiM Apako isakA dUsarA artha de detA huuN| yaha kAna para aMgulI hai| jisakA matalaba hai 'bahare bno'| mu~ha ke Upara hAtha rakhA huA hai, 'gUMge bano' / A~kha ke Upara hAtha rakhA huA hai, jisakI preraNA hai, aMdhe bano' / jaba-jaba bhI koI hameM hatotsAhita kare, jaba-jaba bhI koI hameM, niMdA-AlocanA kI bAta sunAye, hameM halkI bAta kahane lage taba-taba bahare bno| jaba-jaba bhI kisI dRzya ko dekhakara hamArI A~kheM vicalita ho jAtI haiM, hamArA mana bhaTaka jAtA hai, taba-taba 'aMdhe bno'| jaba-jaba bhI hamAre zabda kisI ke lie Aga meM ghI DAlane kA kAma karate haiM tabataba 'gUMge bno|' | 79 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aisA huA - eka sajjana mere pAsa sA~jha ke vaqta Ae aura kahane lage - sAhaba ! maiM bar3A pazopeza meM hU~, bar3I musIbata hai mere sAmane, aura musIbata yaha hai ki maiM aura merI patnI donoM ke bIca meM koI dina aisA nahIM jAtA jaba tU-tU, maiM-maiM na huI ho|kbhii maiM Aga-babUlA ho jAtA hU~ to kabhI vaha lAla-pIlI ho jAtI hai| koI sIdhA-sA maMtra batA dIjie jisase pati-patnI ke bIca meM vApasa goTI phiTa ho ske| maiMne kahA - bhAI ! ThIka hai, sIdhA-sAdA maMtra de detA huuN| para jo maMtra hai usake lie thor3I parIkSA denI pdd'egii| usane kahA - 'jo Apa kaheMge so maiM karane ke lie taiyAra huuN|' maiMne kahA - 'basa, taba phira ghara jAo aura jaba bhI lage ghara meM gharavAlI cillAne lagI hai, taba-taba gUMge bno|' bole, isase kyA hogA? maiMne kahA, 'tU jA to shii| jaba mere 'riska' para 'izka' kara rahe ho to phira tuma kyoM ciMtA karate ho? taba maiM socuuNgaa| tuma jAo ghara aura jAkara merA eka hI maMtra dhyAna meM rakho ki patnI gussA kare to 10 miniTa ke lie gUMge bno|' __ maiM logoM ko dharma ke maMtra kama detA huuN| jIvana ke maMtra jyAdA detA huuN| mujhe patA hai ki logoM ko dharma kA maMtra zAyada bAda meM cAhie, pahale jIvana kA maMtra z2arUrI hai| vaha jaise hI ghara pahu~cA ki ghara vAlI to taiyAra thii| gharavAlI ne jAte hI kahA -pAuDara, lipisTika lAe? use lagA, are yAra bhUla gayA maiM to, para aba agara kucha bola baiThA to gaI bhaiMsa pAnI meN| tabhI unheM candraprabha kA maMtra yAda A gayA - gUMge bno| basa, aba hoMTha banda / aba gharavAlI cillAye jA rahI hai ki dina bhara se maiM ApakA iMtajAra karatI rahatI hU~ aura eka Apa haiM jinake Ane kA koI patA nahIM hai| dina bhara maiM yahA~ para jhAr3a-poMche karatI rahatI huuN| Apa mere lie lipisTika, pAuDara, krIma bhI nahIM lA sakate aura mana meM Ae so bolatI gii| do miniTa bolI, pA~ca miniTa bolI, dasa minaTa bolakara cupa ho gii| vApasa sAmane se koI z2avAba nahIM mila paayaa| bola-bola kara koI kitanA bole| pati ko lagA, are vAha ! gurujI kA maMtra kAma kara gyaa| jo episoDa roz2AnA do ghaMTe calA karatA thA, Aja kevala dasa minaTa meM hI pUrA ho gyaa| socA, gurujI ke maMtra meM hai to bar3A dm| rAta ko donoM so ge| eka kA mu~ha udhara, eka kA mu~ha idhr| kyoMki Aja gharavAlI ko gussA AyA huA thaa| soe-soe rAta ko gharavAlI ko lagA, 'are ! maiMne phAlatU hI apane bAlama jI ko jAlama jI khaa| yaha maiMne ThIka nahIM kiyaa| becAre Ae the oNphisa se, maiMne unakI kuzalakSema bhI 80/ For Personal & Private Use Only Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahIM pUchI, pAnI taka kA nahIM pUchA aura Ate hI apanI lipisTika, pAuDara kI ho - hullar3abAjI karane laga gii| rAta ko gyAraha baje patnI ne kisI ko phona lgaayaa| usane usase pUchA ki Aja rAstA jAma to nahIM thaa| tabhI javAba milA hA~-hA~ Aja to lAla phItA vAloM ne bahuta bar3A julUsa nikAlA thaa| so do-DhAI - tIna ghaMTe taka jAma rhaa| patnI ko lagA ki merA pati z2arUra usameM pha~sa gayA hogA / nahIM to hamezA vaqta para AtA hai| Ate samaya kAma karake lAtA hI hai / Aja vaha pha~sa gyaa| maiMne ulTA-sulTA kaha diyA / nahIM-nahIM, mujhase g2alatI ho gaI / ' saoNrI, maiMne agale dina subaha jaise hI vaha uThI, usane patideva se kahA kala Apako mana meM Ae vaisA bolA, Apa mujhe mAfa kriegaa| mujhe hoza nahIM rahA thaa| maiM mana meM Ae vaisA bolatI calI gii| pati muskurAyA aura kahane lagA 'koI bAta nahIM / ho jAtA hai, kabhI-kabhI aisA bhI ho jAtA hai, ho gayA so ho gayA / ' patnI ne kahA - 'ho gayA so to ho gayA, yaha bAta to mere samajha meM A gaI, para eka bAta merI samajha meM na AI ki Aja taka maiM eka zabda bolatI thI to Apa cAra zabda sunAte the, para kala rAta ko Apako maiMne dasa miniTa taka bhalA-burA kahA, para phira bhI Apa cupa rhe| Akhira isakA kAraNa kyA hai?' bole 'kAraNa - vAraNa kucha nahIM hai / gurujI hI isakA kAraNa hai / ' bolI - matalaba? pati bolA - gurujI ne kala maMtra diyA thA - 'gU~ge bano' / so maiMne ghara Ate hI jaise hI tU cillAne lagI maiM gU~gA bana gayA, kucha nahIM bolA / - For Personal & Private Use Only 4 1 patnI ko lagA 'yAra! isa maMtra meM to bar3A dama hai / ' usane kahA - 'maiM bhI isa maMtra ko apnaauuNgii|' to patnI ne bhI isa maMtra ko apanA liyaa| pati ne kabhI Ter3hA zabda kaha diyA, patnI guuNgii| pati kahatA 'are, javAba to de'| aba vo izAre meM vApasa z2avAba detI? javAba eka hI hotA - mu~ha para aMgulI / pA~ca-sAta dina taka to kabhI U~ to kabhI aaN| sAtaveM dina jaba koI bAta huI to phira patnI ne kahA U~ / aura U~ kahate hI donoM ha~sa pdd'e| sAta dina unakA cAhe jaisA bItA hogA para sAta dina ke bAda unakI jiMdagI hamezA ke lie qhuzahAla bana gaI / isaliye maiMne kahA ki ye baMdara kevala hamase itanA hI nahIM kahate ki burA mata suno, burA mata dekho, burA mata bolo, burA mata soco| ye baMdara hamase yaha bhI kahate haiM ki bahare bano taba, jaba koI hameM niMdA-AlocanA ke Ter3he zabda kahane lge| taba kucha suno hI nahIM, dhyAna hI mata do| jaba bhI koI g2alata dRzya naz2ara A jAe taba a~dhe bano aura jaba bhI koI Ter3hA zabda hameM kahane ko A jAe aura hameM gussA Ane lage taba | 81 - Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gUMge bno| cauthA baMdara kahatA hai 'ajJAnI bano' / jyAdA jJAnI banoge to Ukhala meM mAthA DAlate hI mUsala A pdd'egaa| isaliye maMtra le lo - 'mujhe nahIM mAlUma' / pApA pUchege, 'phAila kahA~ hai?' mujhe nahIM mAlUma aura agara Apane kaha diyA pApA vahA~ hai to boleMge - 'beTA lAkara de'| to sabase bar3hiyA maMtra hai, maMtroM kA maMtra hai - 'mujhe nahIM maaluum'| ___ maiM Apako batAU~ hamAre yahA~ kaI taraha ke mAthApaccI ke kAma hote hoMge, para mujha para koI dAyitva nahIM hai, koI javAbadArI nahIM hai| kyoM nahIM hai? koI AtA hai, sAhaba! ye kAma hai| maiM kahatA hU~ 'mujhe nahIM maaluum'| sIdhA-sAdA, sau jhaMjhaToM se bacAye rakhane kA maiMne jo maMtra apanA rakhA hai, vaha hai - mujhe nahIM maaluum| Apa cAheM to Apa bhI apanA sakate haiM / maiMne to apanA rakhA hai| maiM kahatA hU~- 'bhAI, mujhe nahIM mAlUma, unase puucho| basa, itanA kahate hI balA ttlii| nahIM to mAthA phor3I tumheM karanI par3egI so pahale meM hI pataMga kATa do, bhaI mujhe nahIM mAlUma, Upara jAo, udhara jaao| sabako Age kI tarapha bhejate rho|' eka ghara meM pA~ca loga soe huye the| kisI ne daravAjA khaTakhaTAyA, eka ne sunA, para vaha sira DhaMka kara so gyaa| dUsare ne bhI idhara-udhara dekhaa| are yAra, koI dekha hI nahIM rahA hai to vaha bhI mAthA Dhakakara ke so gyaa| tIsare ne bhI gaura nahIM kiyaa| cauthe ne kahA - 'kauna hai?' bole - 'maiM hU~, daravAjA kholo|' usane pA~caveM se kahA - 'bhaiyA ye haiM, daravAjA kholU~?' bole - 'jo bole so kuMDA khole|' jaise hI gaye bIca meM bolane ke liye ki usakA saradarda Ake sira A gyaa| sAvadhAna! sAmane vAlA mUsala liye taiyAra hai| kabhI bhI Ukhala meM mAthA A sakatA hai| isalie mukta rahane ke lie ajJAnI bno| saMkaTa kI ghar3I meM ye cAroM bAteM bar3I upayogI haiN| so z2yAdA hastakSepa mata kro| z2yAdA magaz2amArI mata kro| hone do, jo hotA hai usako hone do| koI phaTI jIMsa pahanatA hai to pahanane do, koI baramUDe meM ghUmatA hai to ghUmane do| apanA kyA jAtA hai| TA~ge usakI dikhatI haiM, maryAdAe~ usakI bhaMga hotI haiN| 'tU terI sNbhaal'| tuma to tumhArI soco| tU merI saMbhAla, chor3a zeSa jaMjAla / sarapaccI meM hAtha mata ddaalo| eka hI maMtra yAda rakho - 'tU terI sNbhaal'| candraprabha ke cAra baMdara jIvana kI yahI buniyAdI nasIhata hama saba logoM ko de rahe haiM / nasIhata hameM pahale daura para sikhA detI hai ki Aja ke bAda mujhe sakArAtmaka 82 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ socanA hai yA nakArAtmaka socanA hai| sakArAtmaka soca kA prabhAva sehata para bhI paoNjiTiva hogA, riztoM para bhI paoNjiTiva par3egA, vyApAra meM bhI paoNjiTiva hogA, rAjanIti meM jA rahe ho taba bhI paoNjiTiva hogaa| sakArAtmaka soca ke mere kaI 'amRta vacana' aise haiM jo rAjasthAna sarakAra ne apanI pratyeka oNphisa meM, pratyeka kalekTreTa meM unakI takhtiyA~ TA~ga rakhI haiN| sakArAtmaka soca se kisa taraha se logoM ke rizte sudhare haiM, kisa taraha se logoM kA jIvana saphala aura dhanya huA hai| yaha bAta to aneka oNphisarsa batA deNge| isalie 'sakArAtmaka soco' / sociye vahI jise bolA jA sake aura boliye vahI jisake nIce hastAkSara kiye jA skeN|hr bAta mata sociye| ve nAsamajha hote haiM jo kahate haiM hUMDI likho|are, z2abAna maz2abUta hotI hai, z2abAna hI palaTa DAloge to phira kAgaz2a para likhe dastaqhatoM meM dama hI kyA raha jaaegaa| apane dvArA vahI bolo, jisake nIce mAno hamane dastaqhata kara diyA hai| apane mu~ha se bola diyA yAnI patthara kI lakIra ho gii| bolane se pahale dasa dafA soco, para bolane ke bAda nikala gayA so nikala gayA, patthara kI lakIra ho gii| ho gayA so ho gyaa| kaha diyA so kaha diyaa| to bolo vahI ki mAno hamane korTa meM khar3e hokara sAina kara diye hoM aura soco vahI jise bolane kI tAqata rakhate ho| yadi eka dUsare ke bIca meM yaha tAlamela agara hama biThAte haiM to hamArI soca, hamArI vANI aura hamAre AcAra-vyavahAra tInoM meM ekarUpatA hogii| z2arA soca kara batAiye ki kyA soca, zabda aura AcaraNa tInoM meM ekarUpatA kA nAma hI dharma nahIM hai? kyA dharma isake alAvA kucha kahatA hai ki jahA~ hamane kathanI aura karanI donoM ko eka kara ddaalaa| aba isake alAvA dharma kA kauna-sA svarUpa bacatA hai| Ao, hama loga apanI soca ko ThIka karate haiM, dimAga para gaura karate haiM aura dimAga ko andara se ThIka karate haiN| sAre loga cehare ko ThIka karane ke lie to dina bhara lagA dete haiN| hara mahilA ke parsa meM pepara-sopa hotA hai| jaise hI kahIM milane ke lie jAnA hai jhaTa se bAtharUma meM gaye eka pepara-sAbuna ghisI, mu~ha ragar3A aura ye lIjiye naI dulhana kI taraha taiyAra / cehare ko camakAne ke lie itanA kucha karate haiM, dhana ko kamAne ke lie hama loga subaha se lekara rAta taka gadhA khATaNI' karate rahate haiM, jarurata se jyAdA mehanata karate rahate haiM para apane dimAga ko, jina vicAroM se, jisa soca se prerita hokara hama apanA sArA jIvana jiyA karate haiM usa soca ko ThIka karane ke lie hama kitanA dhyAna dete haiM? loga kapar3oM para to presa 83 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karate haiM, kapar3e cakAcaka pahanate haiN| Ajakala to logoM para netAgirI kA aisA casakA car3ha gayA hai ki sAre logoM ke kapar3e supara vAITa DrAIklIna meM dhule hue kalapha diye hue, presa kiye hue cakAcaka dikhate haiM / aisA lagatA hai, maMca para khar3A kara do to vahI pradhAnamaMtrI manamohanasiMha jI dikhAI dene laga jAyegA, koI rAhula gA~dhI dikhAI dene lagatA hai| loga itane cakAcaka rahane lage gaye haiN| maiM jisa bAre meM Apa logoM ko saceta kara rahA hU~ vaha hai bhItara vAlI cIz2a ko cakAcaka kro| isa bhItara vAlI cIz2a meM dama honA caahie| bhItara meM hai agara dama, to dama mAro dama, jo kucha bologe hara kucha meM hogA dm| ___ nagara pAlikA zahara kA kacarA sAfa karatI hai, hama mAnava-pAlikA haiM, hama iMsAnoM ke bhItara jame kacare ko sApha karate haiN| bAhara kA pradUSaNa dhuMe kA hai, zoragula kA hai, bhItara kA pradUSaNa dUSita vicAroM kA hai, IrSyA, krodha, vaimanasya jaise dUSita bhAvoM kA hai| kRpayA apanI brena-vAziMga kiijie| apanI meMTeliTI ThIka kiijie| roz2a dhyAna kIjie, tAki mAnasikatA nirmala ho| satsaMga meM acche vicAroM ke bIja milate haiN| dimAga cAra bIghA jamIna kI taraha hai| isameM agara acche bIja booge, to acche vicAroM kI fasala laharAegI, nahIM to jhAr3ajhaMkhAr3a paidA hote rheNge| Ao, soca ko acchA kreN| ___ pahalI bAta, soca ko ThIka karane ke lie sabase pahale Apake dimAg2a meM jo kucha aba taka bharA huA hai, use pahale bAhara nikAla pheNko| sabase pahale to jinake prati abhI taka virodha hai usa virodha ko nikAla pheNko| jinake prati dveSa kI graMthiyA~ bA~dha rakhI haiM, una granthiyoM ko nikAla pheNko| kevala guru mahArAjoM ke pAsa jAne kA hujUma ikaTThA mata kro| sabase pahale to dimAg2a meM jo kacarA bharA hai use nikAla pheNko| aba kyA hogA agara Apane satsaMga suna bhI liyA, para bhItara vahI-kA-vahI kacarA bharA par3A hai to| gaMde pyAle meM agara amRta bhI DAloge to amRta bhI gaMdA ho jaaegaa| agara negeTiva soca ke sAtha gurujanoM ke pAsa cale bhI gaye, taba bhI unakI acchAiyA~ Apa nahIM dekheNge| unake eka ghaMTe taka bole zabdoM meM agara eka halkA zabda nikala gayA to usa eka zabda kI Apa cimaTI bharate rheNge|'opn da Dora' pahale bhItara jo kacarA bharA par3A hai, use nikaalo| maiM to kahU~gA, Apa zAma ko dukAna se ghara bhI jAe~ to sIdhA ghara meM mata ghusa jAiegA, kyoMki Apake pAsa kaI taraha ke kacare bhare par3e haiN| isalie pahale ghara ke bAhara 84 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rakhe DasTabina meM apane-Apa ko khAlI kara liijiegaa| z2arA batAo ki ApakI jeba meM kucha kacarA-pacarA par3A hai, kucha khAlI pAuca par3e haiM to Apa unheM jeba meM saheja-saheja kara rakheMge yA bAhara pheMka deMge? bAhara pheMka deNge| to, sA~jha ko ghara jAo to sIdhA ghara ghusane kI bajAya eka minaTa ke lie sIr3hI para khar3e ho jAo aura jeba meM koI phAlatU kAg2aja ho to nikAla kara DasTabina meM pheNko| ghara meM kahA~ lekara jaayeNge| pAuca ho, raddI kAg2aja ho, kacarA ho idhara-udhara kA, vo bAhara nikAla pheNko| itanA hI nahIM, kacare ke sAtha-sAtha dimAg2a meM bhI jo dina bhara kI dukAnadArI meM thor3I-bahuta qhIja, thor3A bahuta gussA, krodha, thor3I-bahuta TeMzana, thor3I-bahuta ciMtA bharI par3I haiM, inheM dimAg2a meM se nikAla kara bAhara pheMda do| khAlI ho jaao| sabase pahale to apanA dimAg2a ThIka kara lo, tAki maiM jo maMtra batAU~gA vaha Apake lie upayogI bana ske| pahalA maMtra hai : apanI soca ko sakArAtmaka aura behatara banAne ke lie, sRjanAtmaka aura racanAtmaka banAne ke lie - sabase pahale apane miz2Az2a ko apane dimAg2a ko ThaMDA rkho| logoM ke jIvana meM dharma -ArAdhanAe~ to khUba hotI haiM para sAla meM eka dina bhI mijAz2a ThaMDA nahIM hotaa| paryuSaNa meM loga kahate haiM 'yaha Atma-zuddhi kA parva hai'| para jinakA mijAz2a hI garma hai vaha paryuSaNa parva meM maMdira aura sthAnaka meM cale bhI jAyeMge to vahA~ jAkara bhI vahI ho-hallA, hullaDabAjI kareMge, karma kATeMge to nahIM ulTA bA~dhakara vahA~ se A jaaeNge| are, apane jIvana bhara ke karma kATane ke lie hama maMdira, sthAnaka aura gurujanoM ke yahA~ jAte haiM, para vahA~ jAkara jo karma bA~dha kara A jAte haiM, soco, ve loga apane karmoM ko kATane ke lie kahA~ jAe~ge? saccA dharma hai : milAz2a ko zAMta-zItala kro| logoM ne apane gharoM meM eyarakaMDIzanara lagA liyA hai, loga apane gharoM ko to e.sI. banAte jA rahe haiM, para apane dimAga ko? dimAga ko hITara banAte jA rahe haiN| kyA g2az2aba hai ghara ThaMDA, dimAg2a garma! dimAg2a ThaMDA karane meM to e.sI. nAkAre sAbita ho rahe haiN| ___ maiM Apa meM se hI eka mahilA kA jikra karU~gA, jinakA nAma hai candraprabhA jI cordd'iyaa| unake makAna meM paMkhA yA e.sI. nahIM calatA, lekina maiMne usa sampanna mahilA ko kabhI gusse meM nahIM dekhaa| jaba bhI usa mahilA ko bAta karate hue pAyA, hamezA gulAba ke phUla kI taraha mahakatI, cir3iyA kI taraha cahakatI aura indra 85 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhanuSa kI taraha logoM ko Ananda detI naz2ara AtI haiN| loga kahate haiM ki unake ghara meM e.sI. nahIM hai| maiM kahatA hU~, 'ghara meM e.sI. rahe yA DI.sI. para jisakA dimAg2a e.sI. ho gayA usake dvArA to prema aura zAMti kI hamezA mahaka bikhregii| AtmIyatA aura AnaMda ke hI phUla bikharate hue naz2ara aaeNge|' Aja apane ghara ko nahIM, apane dimAg2a ko e.sI. bnaao| apane miz2Az2a ko ThaMDA rkho| maiM AIsakrIma nahIM khAtA, kyoMki mujhe AIsakrIma khAne kI kabhI z2arUrata hI nahIM hii| maiMne kevala eka hI kAma kiyA, bhagavAna mile yA na mile, mokSa mile yA na mile, svarga mile yA na mile, para apanA aMtaramana sadA zAMta, zItala, nirmala rahanA cAhie, basa / antarmana zAnta-nirmala hai, to phira kauna ciMtA kare ki bhagavAna mile yA nhiiN| aba bhagavAna mile to velakama, na mile to bhI unakI marjI / apanA rAma to apane meM masta ! apanI mastI, sabase sstii| hailtha sIkreTa dete hue maiMne kabhI kahA thA - 'pA~va rakho garama, peTa rakho narama aura mAthA rakho ThaMDA / phira agara ghara meM AtA hai DaoNkTara to mAro usako ddNddaa|' ye guNa jisake andara hai ki pA~va garama hai, peTa narama hai, to bImAriyA~ Ae~gI kahA~ se? mAthA rakhA hai tthNddaa| aba gussA hI nahIM karate, tanAva hI nahIM rakhate, ciMtA hI nahIM paalte| khIja hI nahIM rakhate to bImAra hoMge kahA~ se? to mijAz2a ThaMDA ho, phrIja kI taraha tthNddaa| kUla, kUla! ___ aisA huA saMta tukArAma kI patnI ne apane pati se kahA - z2arA kheta cale jAo ora kucha ganne tor3a lAo, bhUkha laga rahI hai| saMta tukArAma ravAnA ho ge| subaha gae, do kilomITara dUrI para kheta thA lekina zAma ko lauTakara aaye| patnI jhallAI huI thI ki subaha ke gaye, abhI taka nahIM Ae, pUrA dina bIta gyaa| DaMDA lekara khar3I ho gaI Ane do, qhabara letI huuN| sA~jha ko karIba 6 baje tukArAma jI dhIre-dhIre A rahe the, bacce pIche-pIche cala rahe the, saba gannA cUsa rahe the| tukArAma Ae to patnI ne dekhA ki eka hI gannA lAe haiM / use itanA gussA AyA ki burAbhalA kahane lgii| tukArAma jI ne kahA - bhAgyavAna, burA kyoM mAnatI hai| vahA~ se tor3akara to gaTThara kA gaTThara lAyA thA, para caupAla para baccoM ne mujhe ghera liyaa| kahane lage - ' gurujI, gannA dIjie, gannA diijie| aba baccoM ko kaise manA karatA? bacce to bhagavAna kA rUpa hote haiM, so baccoM ko bA~Ta diyaa| eka gannA baca gayA so le aayaa|' patnI jhallAI huI to thI hI, gannA khIMcA aura saMta tukArAma jI kI pITha para de maaraa| ganne ke do Tukar3e ho gae / tukArAma jI ne kahA - bar3A acchA 86 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kiyA bhAgavAna jo ganne ke do Tukar3e kara die| lA, eka tU cUsa le aura eka maiM cUsa letA huuN| viparIta vAtAvaraNa bana jAne para bhI apane miz2Az2a ko ThaMDA rakhanA, apane bhItara dhairya aura zAMti ko barakarAra rakhane kA nAma hai - 'sakArAtmaka soc|' soca ko sakArAtmaka rakhane ke lie pahalA kAma kyA karo? miz2Az2a ko ThaMDA rkho| dUsarA kAma : soca ko pojiTiva banAne ke lie, hamezA dUsaroM ke guNa dekho| kabhI kisI ke avagaNa mata dekho| jaba bhI dekho, hamezA qhAsiyata dekho,khAmiyA~ mata dekho| daniyA meM koI bhI AdamI aisA nahIM hai jisameM cAra qhAmiyA~ na hoN| mahAvIra jI meM bhI cAra kamiyA~ thiiN| agara kamiyA~ nahIM thIM to kyoM unako saMnyAsa lenA par3A aura kyoM unake kAnoM meM kIleM Thoke gaye? rAma jI meM bhI cAra kamiyA~ thIM. aura nahIM thI to dhobI ne rAmajI ko kyoM dhoyA? sItAjI ko vanavAsa kyoM dilavA diyA? hara AdamI meM do kamiyA~ hotI haiN| agara hama kevala kamiyoM para gaura karate rahe to kisI kA bhI sadupayoga nahIM kara paaeNge| sabameM do kamiyA~ haiM, Apa kaheMge - merI baha kyA hai? chAtIkaTA hai| Apane eka kamI dekha lI ora eka kamI ko lekara aise pakar3a baiThe ki bahU se hAtha dho baitthe| sAsUjI meM bhI do kamI hai| aisA nahIM hai ki kevala bahUrAnI meM hI kamI hai, sAsajI meM bhI do kamiyA~ z2arUra hoNgii| are bhAI-bahano! kamiyA~ sabameM haiM, para kamiyoM para gaura karanA 'kamINAyata' hai| loga pUchate haiM, ve vaizya loga, itane paise vAle kyoM ho jAte haiM? ye isalie paise vAle ho jAte haiM kyoMki ye kamIniyata kA kAma kama karate haiM aura vizeSatAoM ko dekhakara vaizya hone kA kAma jyAdA karate haiN| jo vizeSatA dekhe, vahI vaizya ! jo kamiyA~ dekhe, vaha kamINa! jo khUbiyA~ / qhAsiyata dekhe, vaha khUbasUrata ! isalie jaba bhI dekho hamezA acchAiyoM ko dekho, jaba bhI apane pAsa biThAnA ho acche logoM ko bitthaao| baiThanA ho kisI ke pAsa jAkara, to acche logoM ke pAsa jAkara baittho| kabIra kA kahanA hai - niMdaka niyare rAkhiye, A~gana kuTI chvaay| bina pAnI, sAbuna binA, nirmala kare subhaay|| maiM kabIra ke dohe ko badalU~gA aura kahU~gA - 'acche niyare raakhiye|' niMdaka ko chor3o, koI niMdA kara rahA hai, to kara rahA hai, apana kahA~ taka dhyAna dete rheNge| maiM to kahU~gA, niMdaka kI bhASA httaao| | 87 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ acche niyare rAkhiye, A~gana kuTI chavAya / himmata de, prerita kare, jIta kI rAha sujhAya / aise logoM ko pAsa rakho jo himmata deM, hauMsalA bar3hAe, vijaya kA patha darazAe / jo satpreraka kA kAma kareM, aise logoM ko apanA mitra bnaao| acche logoM ke pAsa baittho| acche logoM kI qhidamata karo, acche logoM kI sohabata karo / kamiyA~ mata dekho, apane pitA kI do kamiyA~ mata dekho ki mere pitA ne hameM taba ye do bAteM kahI thIM / are, do bAtoM para to hama itanA g2aura kara rahe haiM, para pitAjI ne jo hama para aba taka 98 upakAra kie, pitAjI 98 dafA hamAre kAma Ae, hama use kyoM bhUla jAte haiM / hama sIdhI kAnUnI dhArA naM. 2 kyoM lagA dete haiM ? AdamI kevala 2 ke cakkara meM 98 ko ga~vA detA hai / jaba bhI mUlya denA ho to yaha mata dekho ki unhoMne hamase ve do kaTu bAteM khiiN| yaha mata dekho ki aho ! merI jeThAnI ne Aja do logoM ke bIca mujha para TippaNI kasa dI, balki yaha dekho ki merI jeThAnI bahuta acchI hai, isane merI DilevarI karavAI thI, yaha mere baccoM ko saMbhAlatI hai, jaba merA dUsarA baccA huA to mere pahale bacce ko lagAtAra chaha mahIne taka merI jeThAnI ne hI saMbhAlA thA, mere sarjarI se baccA huA thA, aura isI ne hI merA baccA saMbhAlA thaa| paoNjiTivanesa, paoNjiTivanesa, paoNjiTivanesa - hara hAla meM paoNjITivanesa / hara hAla meM apane-Apa ko sakArAtmaka rakho / tIsarI bAta yAda rakho, apane dimAga meM sadA acche vicAroM ke bIja boo| hamArA dimAg2a upajAU z2amIna kI taraha hai| acche bIja booge, acchI phasaleM nikalakara Ae~gI / bure bIja booge, to burI fasaloM kA sAmanA karanA par3egA / agara Apa loga hamAre pAsa satsaMga ke lie A rahe haiM, to hama loga Apake dimAg2a meM kevala acche bIja bone kA kAma karate haiM / isa vizvAsa ke sAtha ki hamArA dimAg2a upajAU kheta kI taraha hai, usameM agara hama acche bIja bo deMge to Ane vAle kala ko isameM se acchI phasaleM nikalakara AyeMgI aura agara hama isameM acche bIja nahIM boyeMge, to bure bIjoM kI upaja kaise hotI hai, yaha to hamako patA hI hai / pahale se hI hamAre bhItara burAiyA~ bharI par3I haiM, bure bIja boe hue par3e haiN| tabhI to bhikhArI ko dekha koI bhI jaldI se dasa kA noTa nahIM nikAlatA, balki bhikhamaMgA aura muftakhora kahate hue gAliyA~ hI nikAlatA hai| hamAre bhItara 88 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ g2AliyA~ bharI par3I haiN| kisa AdamI ke bhItara kitanI g2AliyA~ bharI par3I haiM, eka botala zarAba pilA dI jAe to eka ghaMTe meM patA cala jAegA ki usakA asalI svarUpa kyA hai? kevala eka ghaMTe meM / vaha jo bolane lagegA vahI usakA asalI ceharA hogA, avacetana kA prakaTa ruup| zarAbI loga jitanI bhI g2AliyA~ nikAlate haiM, ve saba kahA~ se A rahI haiM? bhItara se| ve sabake bhItara haiN| ho sakatA hai, Apane kabhI gAlI na nikAlI ho / para ApameM se aura hamameM se koI bhI yaha nahIM kaha sakatA ki use g2AliyA~ yAda nahIM haiM, para bure bIja to hamAre bhItara pahale se boye hue par3e haiN| hameM una fasaloM ko kATanA hogA aura acche bIja hameM andara bone hoNge| ___ Aja maiM jo bhI kucha bolatA hU~, usakI qImata Apako kaMkar3a kI taraha naz2ara AtI hogI, lekina Apake bhAvI jIvana meM merI yahI bAteM kinhIM hIroM kA kAma kreNgii| ApakI jiMdagI meM jaba-jaba viphalatAoM kI velA AegI, jaba-jaba bAdhAe~ Ae~gI taba-taba Apake lie merI bAteM camatkAra kA kAma kreNgii| taba ve Apake lie rozanI kA kAma kreNgii| Aja ye vacana kaMkar3a kI qImata ke lagate haiM, lekina ye taba Apake lie hIroM kI qImata ke ho jaaeNge| mujhe patA hai, mahAvIra jIvita rahe. to logoM ne kAna meM kIleM ThoMkI, jIsasa jIvita rahe, logoM ne salIba para cddh'aayaa| maiM bhI raha~gA mere vicAra, mere cintana kA mUlya nahIM rahegA, lekina jaba maiM calA jAU~gA to mere yahI vicAra, mere vacana loga vaise hI upayoga kareMge jaise loga kisI mahAvIra aura buddha ke, rAma aura kRSNa ke vacanoM kA saMdarbha diyA karate haiM aura jIvana ke lie preraNA liyA karate haiN| loga mere vacanoM kA upayoga kareMge, para hamAre yahA~ dikkata yahI hai ki yahA~ iMsAna kI pUjA jIte-jI nahIM, marane ke bAda hotI hai| marane ke bAda pUjane vAle maMdira jAte haiM aura jo jIvita logoM kA sammAna karate haiM, ve jIvita iMsAna meM hI bhagavAna dekha liyA karate haiN| sAra bAta itanI sI hai ki apanI soca ko sakArAtmaka bnaao|aakhir jaisI soca hogI, vaisA hI lakSya hogaa| jaisA lakSya hogA, vaisA hI puruSArtha hogA aura jaisA puruSArtha hogA, vaisI hI saphalatA hogii| 'paoNjiTiva thiMkiMga ija dA baika bona oNpha enI saksesaphula proddktt|' hara U~cI saphalatA ke lie sakArAtmaka soca merudaMDa kA kAma karatI hai| merudaMDa isalie ki soca hI zabda, vyavahAra aura caritra banatI hai| soca meM hI mahAna sapane chipe rahate haiM / bar3I soca kA bar3A jAdU | 89 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aura choTI soca kA choTA jaaduu| mere pAsa agara koI devadUta Ae aura mujhe koI jAdU kI char3I dete hue kahe ki tuma sabase pahale isase kyA karoge to merA javAba hogA - iMsAniyata kA bhlaa| maiM logoM kI soca badalanA cAhU~gA, soca ko saumya aura nirmala banAnA cAhU~gA kyoMki soca acchI to duniyA acchI! soca cAhe jIvana se jur3I ho, cAhe parivAra, samAja yA vyApAra se, soca ko zAlIna, premapUrNa aura madhura rkho| dUsare zabdoM meM yahI sakArAtmaka antara-dazA hai| acchI soca acche jIvana kA AdhAra hai| Apake TUTe hue rizte phira se jur3a sakate haiM, mana meM ghara kara cukI hIna bhAvanAe~ dUra hokara Apa phira se AtmavizvAsa se bhara sakate haiM bazarte Apa sakArAtmaka soca apanAne ke prati sakArAtmaka hoN| Apake do sakArAtmaka qadama Apake jIvana meM nayA saverA lA sakate haiN| 90 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bolie aise ki ra bana jAe hara kAma eka mahAna dArzanika hue haiM saMta knphyuushiys| ve 90 varSa ke vRddha ho cuke the aura unhoMne apane ziSyoM ke sAmane yaha ghoSaNA kI ki ve kala subaha jIvita samAdhi grahaNa kara leNge| ziSyoM ne guru ke vacana ko aTala samajhate hue kahA ki gurudeva! yadi Apane yaha taya kara hI liyA hai ki kala subaha Apa jIvita samAdhi grahaNa kareMge, to samAdhi lene se pahale apane jIvana kA aMtima paig2Ama hameM z2arUra dekara jaaeN| guru ne apane sAre ziSyoM ko eka naz2ara se dekhA ____ aura kahA - aMtima paig2Ama, aMtima saMdeza kala subaha hI duuNgaa| jaise hI agale dina subaha samAdhi lene ke lie guru z2amIna meM utarane lage, unhoMne apane ziSyoM se kahA ki z2arA mere mu~ha kI tarapha g2aura kro| sAre ziSyoM ne mu~ha kI ora gaura kiyaa| guru ne kahA - maiM apanA mu~ha kholatA hU~, z2arA mujhe batAo ki mere mu~ha meM tumheM kyA-kyA naz2ara AtA hai? guru ne yaha kahate hue apanA mu~ha khola diyaa| ziSyoM ne kahA - gurudeva! Apake mu~ha meM hameM jIbha dikhAtI detA hai| guru ne pUchA - kyoM bhAI dA~ta nahIM dikhAI dete? ziSya muskurAye aura kahane lagegurudeva! Apa bhI kaisI bAta karate haiM ! 90 varSa kI umra meM dA~ta bhalA koI rahA karate haiM? guru ne pUchA - kyA tuma batA sakate ho ki dA~ta kyoM nahIM haiM aura jIbha abhI taka kyoM hai? ziSyoM ne kahA - bhagavan ! dA~ta isalie gira jAte haiM kyoMki dA~ta 91 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kar3aka huA karate haiM aura jIbha abhI taka isalie hai kyoMki jIbha hamezA narama rahA karatI hai| guru ne kahA - basa, maiM samAdhi lene se pahale jiMdagI kA aMtima paig2Ama yahI dekara jA rahA hU~ ki pUrI duniyA meM merI yaha bAta phailA dI jAe ki jo AdamI kar3aka bhASA bolatA hai, vo dA~toM kI taraha hotA hai, vo jaldI gira jAtA hai, para jo jIbha kI taraha narama bhASA kA istemAla karatA hai loga usakA aMtima zvAsa taka sAtha nibhAyA karate haiN| ___ isa mIThI aura pyArI kahAnI kA sAra itanA-sA hai ki hama apanI bhASA kI kar3akaI chor3eM aura jIbha kI taraha sarala, vinamra aura madhura bhASA kA upayoga kreN| madhura bhASA yAnI vyakti-vyakti ke bIca banAyA jAne vAlA sundara aura madhura setu| madhura bhASA yAnI hara zabda-zabda meM phUloM kA guldstaa| madhura bhASA yAnI kezaracandana-kevar3e kA shrbt| zAMta-vinamra-madhura bhASA yAnI jIvana ke samasta sakArAtmaka bhAvoM kA jIne kA AdhAra / sacamuca, yaha eka aisA jharanA hai jisameM saMsAra ke sAre sukha samAye haiN| yadi koI vyakti apanI jiMdagI meM bolane kI kalA sIkha le, agara use bolane kI kalA A jAe to jIvana kI 78% samasyAe~ to khuda-ba-khuda hala ho jaaeN| iMsAna kI jiMdagI meM lokapriyatA pAne kA, riztoM ko banAne kA, samAja ke nava-nirmANa kA agara koI AdhAra hai to vo iMsAna kI jabAna hI hai| jaba taka iMsAna ko bolane kI kalA na Ae taba taka iMsAna duniyA meM sthApita nahIM ho sktaa| tairane kI kalA sIkha kara vaha DUbatA huA to baca sakatA hai, khAnA banAnA sIkha kara bhUkhe marane se baca sakatA hai, para bolane kI kalA sIkha kara pUrI duniyA meM dama khama ke sAtha sthApita ho sakatA hai| kula milAkara AdamI yaha to dekhatA hai ki mere dA~ta girate cale jA rahe haiM, para koI AdamI isa bAta para gaura nahIM karatA ki Akhira mere dA~ta kyoM girate jA rahe haiN| jIbha mere dAdA ke aMtima sA~sa taka kAma AI thI, mere pitA ke bhI aMtima sA~sa taka kAma AI aura mere bhI kAma A rahI hai, aMtima zvAsa taka jIbha sAtha detI hai| jIbha isalie sAtha detI hai kyoMki vo narama hai aura dA~ta isalie gira jAte haiM kyoMki ve kar3aka haiM / mu~ha meM battIsa dA~ta dikhAI dete haiM, pUrI bttiisii| ye battIsa dA~ta aise lagate haiM jaise ki hamAre mu~ha ke irda-girda hifAz2ata ke lie pUrI senA khar3I ho / jIbha senApati kI taraha hai| jIbha agara ThIka se istemAla karate rahe to battIsI ApakI surakSita rahegI, para agara jIbha kA 92|| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thor3A-sA bhI g2alata istemAla kiyA to yaha battIsI bAhara nikala aaegii| caurAhe para do yuvaka Apasa meM gutthama-gutthA ho rahe the| eka ne taiza meM Akara kahA - aba agara tU kucha bolA to aisA cUsA mArU~gA ki battIsI bAhara nikala aaegii| dUsare ne kahA - jA re jA! tU kyA battIsI bAhara nikaalegaa| maiMne agara cUMsA mArA terI causaThI nikala aaegii| tIsare ne tabhI bIca meM Tokate hue kahA - bhAI dA~ta hI battIsa hote haiM to tU causaTha kaise tor3egA? usane kahA - mujhe patA thA tU z2arUra bIca meM bolegaa|so battIsa isake aura battIsa.....! sAvadhAna! jubAna ke prati saavdhaan|shriir vijJAna kI vyavasthA dekho ki jIbha para lagI coTa sabase jaldI ThIka hotI hai, para jIbha se lagI coTa sabase derI se ThIka hotI hai| hameM jIvana kI buniyAdI sIkha le lenI cAhie ki iMsAna kI jubAna meM hI amRta hotA hai aura iMsAna kI jubAna meM hI z2ahara hotA hai| iMsAna kI jubAna meM hI gulAba ke phUla khilate haiM aura iMsAna kI jubAna se hI kA~Te boe jAte haiN| saradAroM kI kaTAra kamara meM laTakatI hogI, para iMsAnoM kI kaTAra to iMsAnoM kI jubAna para hI rahA karatI hai| kaTAra kA ghAva zAyada do-pA~ca, dasa dina meM miTa sakatA hai, para jubAna kA ghAva sau sAla bIta jAe taba bhI iMsAna apane jigara se nikAla nahIM paataa| mA~gane ke nAma para kevala do vacana hI mA~ge the kaikayI ne, lekina jaba taka bharata jiyA bharata kI AtmA meM unake ve do vacana taba taka hamezA sAlate rahe, jalAte rahe, jIte-jI usakI AtmahatyA karavAte rhe| Aja jaba hama loga apanA keriyara banA rahe haiM to keriyara nirmANa kA pahalA dRSTikoNa yahI hai ki dharma kI bAta, adhyAtma kI carcA hama bAda meM kareMge, pahale iMsAna apane ghara meM palane vAlI g2arIbI ko to dUra kara le, apane jIvana meM samRddhi ke qhaz2Ane to khola le, pahale iz2z2ata kI jiMdagI to banA le| bhalA jaba samAja meM hI apane ko koI nahIM pUchatA, to bhagavAna kI Dagara para kauna pachegA? to pahale apana loga apanI nIMva ThIka kara lete haiN| kyoMki maMdira meM AdamI caubIsa ghaMTe nahIM rahatA, para parivAra aura samAja meM AdamI caubIsa ghaMTe rahatA hai| bhagavAna ke ghara meM bAda meM iz2z2ata banAe~ge, pahale logoM ke bIca meM iz2z2ata kamA leN| isalie vyaktitva-nirmANa ke lie Aja jisa bindu para Apako kendrita kara rahA hU~, vo hai bolane kI klaa| manuSya aura ciMpAjI donoM ke jIMsa bilkula eka jaise haiN| jaba vaijJAnikoM ne | 93 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ciMpAjI vana-mAnuSa aura manuSya ke jIMsa kA patA lagAyA to pAyA ki donoM ke jIMsa 98% eka jaise haiM, lekina do pratizata jIMsa alaga haiN| ve jo do pratizata jIMsa alaga haiM unhIM do pratizata ne eka ko iMsAna banA diyA aura dUsare ko kevala baMdara banA kara rakha diyaa| usa do pratizata jIMsa kA hI yaha pariNAma hai ki iMsAna soca sakatA hai, bola sakatA hai, kisI bhI bindu ko samajha sakatA hai| Izvara ne iMsAna ko socane aura bolane kI adbhuta kSamatA pradAna kI hai| kisI ko chuTakI bahU suhAtI hai, kisI ko bar3akI bahU suhAtI hai| vajaha, daheja nahIM hai| vaz2aha bolane kI miThAsa yA bolane kI khaTAsa hai| saMbaMdhoM meM miThAsa yA khaTAsa bolI kA kAraNa hai| ve jo dukAneM sAmane haiM; eka dukAna para grAhaka z2yAdA haiM eka dukAna para grAhaka kama haiM, farka bhAgya kA nahIM hai| farka vANI aura vyavahAra kA hai| eka kI adaba grAhaka ko bulAtI hai, dUsare kI khar3I bolI grAhaka ko bhagAtI hai| grAhaka to vAstava meM lakSmI jI kA putra hai / grAhaka ko lauTAne kA matalaba lakSmI jI ko lauTAnA hai| samAja meM eka AdamI ko dekhate hI sammAna milatA hai to dUsare ko dekhate hI daravAjA baMda kara liyA jAtA hai| farka ijjata kA nahIM hai| sArA farka isa jubAna bAI kA hai| jubAna agara ThIka se calatI hai to chuTakI, chuTakI hokara bhI suhAtI hai| jubAna ThIka se na cale, to bar3akI bar3I hokara bhI phUTI A~kha nahIM suhaatii| mAla bhale hI thor3A-sA halkA ho, para bolane vAlA AdamI thor3A vaz2anadAra hai to grAhaka dubArA, tibArA usake yahA~ AtA hai| samAja meM bhI jo AdamI iz2z2ata aura sammAna se bolatA hai, madhura aura miThAsa se peza AtA hai, vaha samAja meM bhI sammAnita aura lokapriya ho jAtA hai| apane cehare ko dekhiye ApakA ceharA kaisA hai? z2yAdA camakadAra hai, jyAdA gulAbI hai yA kAlA hai? jaisA bhI hai khuda apane cehare ko dekhie| eka bAta buniyAdI taura para batA denA cAhatA hU~ ki iMsAna kI smArTanesa iMsAna ke keriyara aura iMsAna kI parsanaliTI ke lie, kevala 15% se 20% pratizata mahattva rakhatI hai, 80% pratizata mUlya to vacana aura vyavahAra kA huA karatA hai| mahilAeM apane hoThoM ko lipisTika lagA kara gulAbI yA glisarIna lagAkara camakadAra banAyA karatI haiN| hoThoM kI khUbasUratI to lipisTika se bana jAegI, para jiMdagI kI khUbasUratI ke lie jubAna kA khUbasUrata honA anivArya zarta hai| agara hoThoM kI khUbasUratI hI AkarSita karatI ho, taba to isakA matalaba yaha huA ki hama sAre puruSa kisI ko prabhAvita kara hI nahIM sakate 94 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jabaki sArI mahilAe~ hama puruSoM se hI to prabhAvita hotI haiN| vaz2aha koI ye gulAbI hoMTha nahIM hai| Apa DhaMga se nahIM bolatI, isalie Apako hoMTha galAbI karane par3ate haiN| hama DhaMga se bolate haiM isalie hameM hoMThoM ko gulAbI karane kI z2arUrata nahIM rhtii| agara hoMThoM ko gulAbI karane se hI khUbasUratI bar3hatI ho to sAre loga kala se hanumAna jI kA ceharA banA lo, hoMTha hI kyoM pUrA ceharA hI reDa eNDa vhAITa kara lo| iMsAna kI khUbasUratI iMsAna kI jubAna se huA karatI hai| cehare kI khUbasUratI kA mUlya kevala 20% pratizata hai, bAkI sArA mUlya kahIM aura se jur3A hai| bhaI gorA AdamI acchA to lgegaa| gorI mahilA sabako acchI lgegii| aizvaryA rAya A jAegI to sabako lubhAegI, para isakA matalaba yaha nahIM ki zAharukha burA lgegaa| sabhI loga acche lagate haiM, kula milAkara iMsAna kI jubAna acchI honI caahie| bolane kI kalA, jaba iMsAna paidA hotA hai taba se bolanA zurU karatA hai aura maratA hai taba taka bolatA hI bolatA rahatA hai| rAta agara na ho to iMsAna rAta bhara bhI bolatA rhegaa| saccAI to yaha hai ki jo AdamI dina meM cupa rahatA hai, rAta ko vaha sapane meM bhASaNa diyA karatA hai| bhASaNa para koI rAzana to lagatA nahIM hai| rAzana para bhASaNa z2arUra hai, para bhASaNa para rAzana nahIM hai| AdamI bacapana se, janma se U~, A~, IM bolanA zurU karatA hai, thor3A-sA bar3A hotA he to mI, mA~, mA-mI, thor3A aura bar3A hotA hai to kA-kI, jI-jI, thor3A aura bar3A hotA hai to skUla jAtA hai taba ase anAra, A se Ama, i se imalI aura u se ullU bolanA sIkhatA hai| hA~, koI mere pAsa A jAe, kisI candraprabha kI pAThazAlA meM A jAe to ase adaba sIkhegA, A se Atma-vizvAsa lAegA, ise ibAdata karegA, bar3I I se ImAnadAra bnegaa| skUla meM u se ullU sikhAyA jAtA hai| mere pAsa u se utsAha sikhAyA jAtA hai| jubAna ThIka kareMge to vaktavya khuda hI ThIka ho jaaegaa| isIlie kabhI mahAvIra ne bhASA samiti kI bAta kahI thii| bhASA-samiti yAnI vivekapUrvaka bolo| iMsAna ko bolane kI kalA AnI caahie| iMsAna bhASA se, isa jubAna se pacAsa pratizata kAma sudhAra letA hai aura isI jubAna se pacAsa pratizata kAma bigAr3a letA hai| agara isako ThIka se istemAla karanA A jAe to bigar3e hue kAma sudhara jAte haiM / jhagar3e miTa jAte haiM, jo aba taka kaiMciyA~ calatI thIM vo suI-dhAge bana jAyA karate haiN| mere bhAI aura merI bahanoM! jubAna ko suI-dhAgA banAo tAki TUTe hue dila phira se jur3a skeN| TUTe 95 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hue diloM ko jor3anA, TUTe hue bhAiyoM ko phira se gale lagAnA saccA dharma hai aura yahI hamAre jIvana kI sikhAvana hai| Ao, Aja hama bolane kI kalA siikheNge| bolane ke taura-tarIkoM para gaura kreNge| jubAna hai kevala DhAI iMca kI, hoMTha do iMca ke, kAyA sAr3he pA~ca phuTa kI, para Aja kI bAta kendrita hogI kevala DhAI iMca pr| kucha dina pahale eka sajjana mere pAsa aae| maiMne dekhA ki Aja vo gaMje dikhAI de rahe the, maiMne unase pUchA - bhAI sAhaba! Apa gaMje kaise ho gae? Apake sira para to bAla the| unhoMne thor3A-sA ceharA ThIka kiyA aura bole - jubAna ke kAraNa / maiMne kahA - maiMne Aja taka yaha kabhI nahIM sunA ki koI AdamI jubAna ke kAraNa gaMjA ho jaae| hArmonsa kI kamI ke kAraNa to AdamI gaMjA hotA hai, para Apa jubAna ke kAraNa gaMje ho gae! bole - sAhaba, isa jubAna ke kAraNa hI gaMjA huaa|jbaan calatI rahI aura sira para jUte par3ate rhe| maiMne dekhA ki eka AdamI ke hAtha kI haDDI TUTa gii| maiMne pUchA - kyoM bhAI ! kyA huA? haDDI kaise TUTa gaI? bole - ha~sa par3A thaa| maiMne kahA - ha~sanA to maiM bhI sikhAtA hU~, para Apa kahate haiM ki ha~sa par3A thA isalie haDDI TUTa gii| bole - kisI pahalavAna ko dekhakara ha~sa par3A thaa| maiMne kahA - phira to haDDiyA~ hI TUTeMgI, aura kyA hogA? calo, ThIka karate haiM apanI jubAna ko| yaha narama to hai, para maiM isakI garmI ko haTA rahA huuN| apanI jiMdagI meM palane vAlI garamAhaTa meM se 'ga' ko kaTa mAriye aura naramAhaTa ke 'na' ko lAkara jor3a diijie| 'na' kA matalaba namratA hai| garmI kA 'ga' haTe aura narmI kA 'na' A jAe to jiMdagI meM jIne aura bolane kI donoM kalA apane Apa A jAyA karatI hai| ___ hAtha kI khUbasUratI kisase hai? mahilAe~ hAtha kI khUbasUratI ke lie sone kI cUr3iyA~ pahanatI haiM aura puruSa sone kA brAsaleTa pahanate haiN| hAtha kI khUbasUratI sone ke kaMgana aura sone ke brAsaleTa se hotI hai| gale kI khUbasUratI hIre ke hAra aura sone kI caina se hotI hai, para iMsAna kI khUbasUratI iMsAna kI mIThI aura madhura jubAna se hotI hai| ho sakatA hai kisI ke pAsa pahanane ko sonA aura hIrA na ho, jaise mere pAsa nahIM hai, na hIre haiM, na sonA hai, para jo cIz2a mere pAsa hai cAhatA hU~ ye sArI duniyA~ vaisI ho jAe aura bolanA sIkha jAe to iMsAna ko sonA-cA~dI 96/ For Personal & Private Use Only Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pahanane kI z2arUrata nahIM pdd'egii| jo nA samajha hote haiM ve z2yAdA sone kI caineM pahanA-pahanA kara dikhAte haiN| eka AdamI kA dA~ta sone kA thaa| maiMne unase pUchA, 'bhAI sAhaba! TAima kitanA huA?' vo dA~ta dikhAkara bole 'sAr3he nau|' maiMne kahA - bhAI dA~ta mata dikhAo, dikhAnA hai to apanA dila dikhAo tAki patA cala sake ki andara kyA hai? sone kA dA~ta dikhAne se kyA hogA? dikhAnA hai to sone jaisA dila dikhaao| iMsAna kI jubAna svarNima honI cAhie, dila golDana honA caahie| iMsAna kI jiMdagI meM tIna taraha ke amRta hone caahie| hAtha meM rakhie dAna kA amRta, dila meM rakhie dayA kA amRta aura jubAna para rakhie miThAsa kA amRta / ye tIna amRta iMsAna ke pAsa hone caahie| jisake pAsa ye tIna amRta haiM, sacamuca vaha amRta pIkara amara hai| prazna hai mIThA bolo, acchA bolo, para kaise bolo? kyoM mIThA bolo? isalie mIThA bolo kyoMki pahalI niyamAvalI yaha sIkha lI jAnI cAhie ki kudarata kucha nahIM karatI, Izvara, niyati yA bhAgya kucha nahIM krte| ve to kevala eka hI kAma karate haiM ki jaise tuma bIja bote ho vaisA tumheM phala vApasa lauTAte haiN| Izvara anya kucha nahIM karate, ve kevala eka kAma karate haiM ki jaise bIja Apa boyeMge usake vaise hI pratiphala ve lauTA deNge| jaisA Apa cAheM vaisA Apa apanA upayoga kara sakate haiN| acche bIja booge, acchI phasaleM paaoge| gAlI ke badale meM gAlI lauTakara AegI aura gIta ke badale meM gIta lauTakara aaeNge| kisI ko sammAna deMge to sammAna lauTakara aaegaa| pahalA qadama hI agara apamAna kA rakha diyA to pahalA qadama hI g2alata par3a gyaa| apanI ora se dUsaroM ko sammAna denA, dUsaroM kI ora se apane lie sammAna pAne kA rAstA kholanA hai| jaisA bologe vaisA lauTakara aayegaa| Apa boleMge mammIjI, lauTakara AyegA bahUrAnI jii| Apa boleMge mammI vo bolegI bh| Apa boleMge - ye merI sAsa nahIM, mA~ hai, to sAsa bhI aisA hI kucha bolegI - ye merI bahU nahIM, beTI hai| jaisA boleMge vApasa vaisI pratikriyA lauTakara aayegii| Apa boleMge - beTA Apane ye kAma kiyA? z2avAba AyegA - hA~ mammIjI! maiMne ye kAma kara diyaa| Apa boleMge e chorA, sAmane vAlA bolegA - ke hai? agalA bhI phira paMjAbI yA hariyANavI aMdAz2a meM hI bolegaa| ye duniyA kevala lauTAtI hai| jaisA boleMge vaisA lauTakara aayegaa| merI eka bahuta acchI manovaijJAnika kahAnI hai ki eka mA~ ne apane beTe ko, usase g2alatI 97 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ho jAne para DA~Ta lagAI, beTA sAmane bolA jA rahA thaa| mammI ko AyA gussA / usane do thappar3a mAre / beTe ko teja gussA AyA / vaha ghara se nikala gayA / gA~va ke bAhara calA gyaa| gussA bahuta teja thA / jaba bhI kisI ko gussA teja AtA hai to bacce eka hI kAma karate haiM, lar3akiyA~ amumana khAnA nahIM khAtIM aura lar3ake ghara chor3akara cale jAte haiN| vo baccA bhI ghara se nikala gayA, gA~va se bAhara calA gayA jaMgala meN| gussA itanA teja thA ki A~kheM tarera rahA thaa| yU~ gurrA rahA thA mAno ... ! vaha cillAyA - AI heTa yU, AI heTa yU / jaise hI vo bolA 'AI heTa yU', jaMgala meM se vApasa pratidhvani lauTakara AI 'AI heTa yU' / usane eka bAra kahA thA AI heTa yU, jaMgala meM se bAra-bAra AvAz2a lauTI - AI heTa yU, AI heTa yU / baccA ghabarAyA / vaha rone lgaa| kyA bAta hai jaMgala meM rahane vAle bacce mujhase nafarata karate haiM? maine kahA AI heTa yU to unhoMne bhI kahA AI heTa yU / lagatA hai jaMgala ke bacce mujhase nafarata karate haiM / baccA ghabarAyA aura vApasa daur3akara mammI ke pAsa aayaa| baccA mA~ se jhagar3A kara kahIM calA jAe, lekina duniyA se jaba DaregA taba mA~ ke A~cala meM Akara zaraNa legA / baccA calA AyA mammI ke pAsa aura Akara rone lagA mammI, mammI, jaMgala ke bacce mujhase nafarata karate haiN| mA~ bolI, kyA huA beTA! tumane kyA kiyA? baccA bolA mammI ! maiMne kahA - AI heTa yU, to jaMgala ke bacce mujhase bhI kahane lage AI heTa yU, AI heTa yU / mammI ne kahA, 'beTA ghabarA mata, jaMgala meM jAkara isa bAra bola AI lava yuu|' baccA jaMgala meM gayA aura jora se bolane lagA - AI lava yU / jaMgala se vApasa AvAz2a lauTakara AI - AI lava yU, AI lava yU, AI lava yU / baccA qhuza ho gyaa| daur3A-daur3A mammI ke pAsa AyA aura kahane lagA mammI-mammI ! aba jaMgala ke bacce mujhase pyAra karate haiM / - - mammI ne bacce ke mAthe para pyAra se hAtha sahalAte hue jIvana kA buniyAdI pATha par3hAyA / mA~ ne kahA - beTA ! jiMdagI kA Aja pahalA pATha sIkha lenA * lAipha iz2a ena iko, jIvana eka anugU~ja hai| jaisA tuma bologe vaisA hI tuma para lauTakara aayegaa| agara kahoge AI heTa yU to lauTakara AyegA AI heTa yU aura bologe AI lava yU to lauTakara AyegA - AI lava yU / jaisA bologe, vaisA lauTakara aayegaa| hAlA~ki sabake bolane ke tarIke apane - apane hote haiM, lekina jaisA bologe vaisA hI lauTakara AyegA / sAvadhAna ! kudarata ne hameM hAtha die haiM, para yaha hama para nirbhara karatA hai ki ina hAthoM kA kaisA upayoga kreN| kisI ke gAla para 98 | For Personal & Private Use Only - Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cA~TA mArate haiM yA hAtha meM mAlA lekara bhagavAna jI ke maMtra kA jApa karate haiN| vaha apane para nirbhara karatA hai / hAtha meM mAcisa kI tIlI hai, tIlI se logoM ke gharoM kA aMdherA dUra karate haiM yA logoM kI jhoMpar3iyoM meM Aga lagAte haiM, yaha hama para AdhArita hai| kudarata ne hameM lAThI dI hai to lAThI se hama kisI para prahAra karate haiM yA kisI bUr3he kA sahArA banate haiM, yaha hamArI samajha para nirbhara karatA hai| agara kudarata ne hameM jubAna dI hai to jubAna kA hama sahI istemAla karate haiM yA g2alata, yaha saba kucha hama para AdhArita hai / isalie vANI ke aise bIja boo, jisake madhura phala lauTakara A sakeM / yoM to bolane ke tarIke sabake apane-apane hote haiN| eka lar3akA sar3aka se guz2ara rahA thA / usane sAmane se eka lar3akI ko gujarate dekhA to bola uThA ai merI jaan| lar3ake ne jaise hI kahA ai merI jAna... lar3akI ne jhaTa se kahA, bola mere bhAIjAna / bolane ke sabake judA-judA triike| eka AdamI kisI nAI kI dukAna para pahu~cA aura kahane lagA, kyA kisI gadhe kI hajAmata banAI hai? usane kahA sAhaba banAI to nahIM hai, Apa baiThiye koziza karatA hU~ / tarIke apne-apne| eka AdamI kisI hoTala meM phuNcaa| usane cArTa-vArTa dekhA aura pUr3I, maTara panIra kI sabjI Adi AiTama likhA die| jaba sabjI AI to maTara panIra kI sabjI meM panIra to kahIM naz2ara hI nahIM aayaa| usane kahA kyoM bhAI ! tumhAre maTara-panIra kI sabjI meM panIra to kahIM naz2ara hI nahIM A rahA hai / veTara ne kahA Aja taka Apane gulAba jAmuna meM kabhI gulAba dekhA hai ? na I gulAba hai na jAmuna hai, para nAma to usakA gulAba jAmuna hai / - eka sajjana mere pAsa Ae aura kahane lage sAhaba mere to bhAga hI phUTe, maiMne kahA bhAI aisI kyA bAta ho gaI jo Apake bhAga hI phUTa ge| ApakA mAthA to bilkula salAmata dikhAI de rahA hai| kahane lagA- sAhaba, maiMne pahalI zAdI kI, patnI mara gaI / dUsarI zAdI kI vaha phira mara gii| tIsarI zAdI phira kI 60 sAla kI umra meM, vo bhI mara gaI, aba kyA kareM? maiMne kahA- aura kucha nahIM, kevala nArI jAti para dayA kareM / jaisA khAyeMge anna, vaisA hogA mana / jaisI boleMge vANI, vaisA milegA pIne ko pANI / Apa kisa jAti ke haiM, kisa kula ke haiM yaha ApakI jubAna se hI patA For Personal & Private Use Only | 99 Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ clegaa| kauna vyakti U~cA hai aura kauna gayA bItA hai yaha iMsAna kI jubAna ke AdhAra para hI patA clegaa| AdamI kA sTaiNDarDa kaisA hai? loga apane makAnoM ko bar3A sajA-dhajA kara rakhate haiN| are bhAI, makAna para sTaiNDarDa banA liyA, acchI bAta hai banAnA cAhie, para apanI jiMdagI kA sTaiNDarDa bhI to banA lo, aura isake lie apanI jubAna ThIka kareM / jubAna ke prati sAvadhAna hoM, jubAna ko miThAsa se upayoga karane kA saMkalpa ho| bhASA ho iSTa yAnI priy| bhASA ho ziSTa yAnI zAlIna aura maryAdA vaalii| bhASA ho miSTa yAnI mIThI-madhura, narama / __aisA huaa| maiM apane mohalle kI bAta batAtA hU~, hamAre mohalle meM eka bhAbhI thii| thor3A-sA Der3ha A~kha se dekhatI thii| Der3ha A~kha se dekhatI thI matalaba eka A~kha AdhI baMda rahatI thii| kaiyoM ko lagatA thA jaise A~kha mAratI ho| para bicArI kare to kyA kare, usakI bImArI thii| vo Der3ha A~kha se dekhatI thii| usakA devara use bar3A cher3atA thaa| patA hai devara kise kahate haiM? jo bhAbhI ko vara de usakA nAma devara / usakA devara thor3A zaitAna prakRti kA thaa| vo hamezA use kANI bhAbhI kahatA thaa| isa TippaNI se usakA jI bar3A dukhatA thaa| vo hamase kahatI thI, aba maiM kyA karU~ ye jaisA kahate haiM maiM vaisA karane ko taiyAra hU~ para jaise hI dasa loga baiThe rahate haiM, ye spezalI mujhe cher3atA hai aura kahatA hai kANI bhAbhI / maiMne kahA koI bhI AdamI tabhI taka cher3atA hai jaba taka hama usa cher3akhAnI ko jhelate haiN| eka bAra thor3A palaTakara javAba de doge to apane Apa Ter3hA bolanA bhUla jaaegaa| eka dafA kI bAta hai hama loga usake ghara baiThe hue the| itane meM vo devara AyA aura kahane lagA e kANI bhAbhI! bhAbhI bolI- jii| devara bolA - thoDI chAcha to pilaa| vo bicArI andara jA rahI thii| mujhe bolI - dekhA n! abhI bhI dasa logoM ke sAmane inhoMne mujhe kANI khaa| maiMne kahA, bhAbhIjI! Apa bhI thor3A-sA khela khela lo| AdamI ko jiMdagI meM goTiyA~ khelanI AnI caahie| maiMne kahA - andara jaaie| bolI - kyA karanA hai? maiMne kahA - chAcha ke Upara kA pAnI le Aie / bolI - kahIM koI muzkila khar3I na ho jaae| maiMne kahA - ghabarAtI kyoM ho? le aao| ise hama acchI taraha jAnate haiN| dosta hai hamArA / vo andara gii| subaha kI banI huI thI chAcha / usane chAcha ke Upara kA pAnI eka gilAsa bharA aura lekara ke A gii| usane vaha pAnI devara ko diyaa| devara ne jaise hI chAcha kA pAnI dekhA ki AgababUlA ho utthaa| uThAkara z2amIna para pheMka diyA aura kahA ki yaha chAcha hai ki pANI? maiMne kahA - jaisI terI vANI, vaisA chAcha meM pANI tu 100 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bolatA hai bhAbhI ko kANI, to pIne ko milegA paannii| maiMne bhAbhI jI se kahA - bhAbhI jI! icchA ho rahI hai maiM bhI thor3I chAcha pI luuN| maiMne bhAbhI se kahA - bhAbhIjI Apa sacamuca bahuta acchI haiM, Apako dekha letA hU~ to mujhe dina bhara mAla khAne ko milate haiN| vo andara gaI, phrIja kholA, andara se dahI kA tapelA nikaalaa| mastI se ghoTA, cInI DAlI, gulAbajala DAlA, thoDI-sI kezara DAlI aura masta-masta lassI lekara A gaI pilAne ke lie| vo devara phira bhar3akA - are mujhe pilAtI hai chAcha kA pANI aura ise pilAtI hai dahI kI lssii| maiMne kahA bhAI, burA mata maan| tU kahegA bhAbhI ko acchI, to pIne ko milegI lssii| agara kahegA kANI, to pIne ko milegA chAcha kA paannii| aba yaha apana para nirbhara karatA hai ki apana lassI pInA cAhate haiM ki chAcha kA paanii| miThAsa se bologe tabhI to miThAsa lauTakara aaegii| mITho-mITho bola thAro kA~I lAge, kA~I lAge jI thAro kA~I laage| saMsAra koI ro ghara nahIM, kada nikalai prANa khabara nhiiN| mITho-mITho bola thAro kA~I lAge, kA~I lAge jI thAro kA~I laage| AnaMda hamArI jAti, utsava hamArA gotra / hamArI jAti zarmA nahIM, guptA, bAphanA nhiiN| hamArI jAti ho aanNd-utsv| jIvana meM pala-pala utsava / enjaoNya evarI momenTa / hamArA kevala eka hI gotra ho aanndm|aanndm|aanndm| cAra dinAM ro jINo hai saMsAra, thArI mArI chor3a karA~ saba pyaar| hila-mila revo, ha~sa-khila jiivo| saMsAra koI ro ghara nahIM, kada nikalai prANa khabara nhiiN| mITho-mITho bola thAro kA~I lAge, kA~I lAge jI thAro kA~I laage| bacco! Aja se agara mammI thor3A-sA gussA kara de, to anya kucha mata khnaa| mere bhAiyo! agara ApakI patnI thor3A Ter3hA bola de to burA mata maannaa| e merI bahino! agara Apake patideva thor3A-sA bhI khAra khAne lage to aura kucha mata khnaa| kevala eka kAma karanA aura yaha eka lAIna vahIM baiThe-baiThe gAnA zurU kara denA mITho-mITho bola thAro kA~I lAge, kA~I lAge jI thAro kA~I laage| | 101 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ miThAsa se bolie| isameM Apake ghara kA kucha nahIM lagatA, phira bhI sAre riztoM meM miThAsa ghula jaaegii| avaguNa chor3o guNa rI karalA~ bAta, jIvana meM ho Ananda rI brsaat| miThAsa ro, ehasAsa lo| saMsAra koI ro ghara nahIM, kada nikalai prANa khabara nhiiN| mITho-mITho bola thAro kA~I lAge, kA~I lAge jI thAro kA~I laage| jiNa ghara meM saba hila-mila ne reve, uNa ghara prabhujI motyAM brsaave| saba prema ro, pyAlo pIvo ( gIta ke bola sunakara saikar3oM loga jhUmane-nAcane laga gae haiN|) mITho-mITho bola thAro kA~I lAge, kA~I lAge jI thAro kA~I laage| mAta-pitA ne jANo thai bhagavAna, uNa rI sevA hai prabhu ro smmaan| sevA karo, AzISa lo| saMsAra koI ro ghara nahIM, kada nikalai prANa khabara nhiiN| mITho-mITho bola thAro kA~I lAge, kA~I lAge jI thAro kA~I laage| sevana sTepsa meM sIkhie bolane kI kalA / aba yahA~ se apanI jubAna ko ThIka karate haiM, hajAmata karate haiN| kisI nAI kI dukAna para nahIM, iMjIniyariMga kI dukAna para nhiiN| isa dazaharA maidAna meM apanI-apanI jubAna ko ThIka karate haiM / bolane kI kalA ke sevana sTepsa leM usase pahale do bAteM nivedana kruuNgaa| pahalI bAta: bolie bAda meM, sabase pahale apanI mukha mudrA ko ThIka kara liijie| ceharA thor3A mAyUsa hai to pahale use ThIka se kara liijie| cehare ko ThIka karane ke lie jo sabase behatarIna tarIkA hai vaha hai mIThI madhura muskaan| kisI lar3akI se pUche ki tumhArI sagAI ho gaI to zarma ke mAre hoMTha gulAbI ho jAte haiN| aise hI jaba Apa muskurAte haiM to muskurAte hI Apake hoMTha gulAbI ho jAte haiM aura dimAga kI sthiti paoNjiTiva ho jAtI hai| isIlie to phoTogrAphara ke pAsa phoTo khiMcAne jAo to sabase pahale vaha bolatA hai - smAila plIz2a ! tAki ApakA phoTo sundara aae| 102|| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ phoTogrAphara ke pAsa jaba bhI koI naI dampati jAtI hai phoTo khiMcAne ke lie to phoTogrAphara lar3ake ko yA lar3akI ko yaha kahanA bhUlatA nahIM hai ki thor3A muskurA lIjie, ( kyoMki ho sakatA hai dubArA muskarAne kA maukA na mile|) smAIla pliij'| vaha nahIM cAhatA ki ApakA phoTo kisI bhAra Dhone vAle jaisA aae| vaha cAhatA hai ki ApakA phoTo devaloka meM rahane vAle kisI devatA jaisA Ae kyoMki yadi Apa muskurAyeMge to phoTo sundara banegA aura phoTo sundara banegA to apane ghara para bhI tasvIra banA kara TAMgeMge aura ku~vAre haiM to kisI ko pasanda karane ke lie bhI bhejeNge| bhalA, jaba do pala muskurAte haiM to ApakA phoTo sundara AtA hai, yadi Apa hamezA muskurAne kI Adata DAla leM to kyA jIvana khUbasUrata nahIM ho jAegA? kRpayA bolane se pahale apanI mukha mudrA ThIka kara leM; aura mukha mudrA ThIka karane kA tarIkA hai ceharA gulAba kI taraha khila jAnA caahie| duniyA meM do taraha ke phUla hote haiM - eka to hotA hai aprela phUla aura dUsarA hotA hai gulAba kA phuul| samajha lo candraprabhu jaisA phUla / aprela phUla dUsaroM ko banAyA jAtA hai, gulAba kA phUla svayaM ko banAyA jAtA hai| jubAna dUsaroM se saMbaMdha banAtI hai, para muskAna sAtha meM ho, to saMbaMdhoM meM eksTrA miThAsa ghula jAtI hai| isalie riztoM meM miThAsa ke lie, vANI kI madhuratA ke lie, mAnasikatA ko paoNjiTiva banAne ke lie, prabhAvI vyaktitva ke lie apane Apa ko gulAba ke phUla kI taraha khilA liijie| dUsarI bAta : jinase Apa saMvAda karanA cAhate haiM pahale unakA abhivAdana kara lIjie, praNAma, jaya-jinendra yA jaya zrI kRSNA kara lIjie, kyoMki abhivAdana kisI se bhI saMbaMdha jor3ane kA, saMbaMdha banAne kA sabase sarala aura sabase prabhAvI sAdhana hai| abhivAdana kareMge to ApakA imprezana pdd'egaa| abhivAdana se Apa prabhAvI aura AkarSaka ho jaayeNge| pahalA prabhAva yaha par3egA ki yaha vyakti bar3A ziSTa, zAlIna aura sabhya hai| jaise hI Apa hAtha jor3eMge sAmane vAlA bhI hAtha jor3a legaa| aura to aura, yadi Apa apane oNphisa meM apane sTApha ko bhI bulAe~, to sIdhA oNrDara jhAr3ane kI bajAya, usase bhI pahale namaste kaha diijie| Apa sAta dina karake to dekhie| isa choTe se sadguNa se ApakA krodha calA jaaegaa| ApakI bhASA zAlIna aura niyaMtrita ho jaaegii| sAmane vAle ke dila meM ApakI Adarza aura AdaramUlaka chavi bnegii| | 103 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1 yAda rakhie : apanI ora se dUsaroM ke prati vinamra honA, unako bhI apane prati vinamra hone kA rAstA kholanA hai| bar3e bujurga hoM to pA~va chU leN| barAbara kA hai to hAtha milA leM / aparicita haiM to dUra se hI sahI, khar3e-khar3e hAtha jor3a leM / agara bar3e bujurga haiM to pA~va chUkara bAda meM bAta kiijiegaa| isameM zarama mata rakhiegA / Ajakala logoM ko pA~va chUkara praNAma karane meM zarama AtI hai / jAti ApakI koI bhI ho, gotra ApakA koI bhI ho, lekina bhItara se sAre loga zarmAjI bana gae haiM, saba zaramAte haiN| bar3oM ke pA~va chUne meM kAhe kI zarama bhAI / guTakhA khAte zarama nahIM AtI / ulle-sIdhe kAma karane meM zarama nahIM AtI aura bar3oM ke pA~va chUte zarama AtI hai? zarama na kareM, pA~va chUe~, Age bar3heM, nIce jhukeN| nIce jhukeMge to Apake mAthe para, ApakI pITha para agale kA hAtha AyegA, AzIrvAda milegA / jiMdagI meM duAoM kI daulata baToranI cAhie / are, agara kisI harijana se bhI kahoge rAma-rAma to vaha bhI kahegA - bhAI sAhaba ! sukhI rho| kisI ko bhI agara rAma-rAma karoge, praNAma karoge, usakA pariNAma paoNjiTiva hI milanA hai| praNAma dUsare ke prati paoNjiTiva hone kA pramANa hai / praNAma kA pariNAma sadA AzIrvAda hI hotA hai / Apake praNAma ke badale sAmane vAlA bhI Apake prati prasannacitta aura paoNjiTiva bana cukA hai| kahate haiM mahAbhArata ke yuddha meM, jaba yuddha kI ghoSaNA ho gaI, zaMkhanAda ho gayA, yudhiSThira ne kahA - Thahariye, mere ratha ko bIca raNa prAMgaNa meM le jAie aura jaise hI bIca meM le jAyA gayA unhoMne apanI jUtI kholI, hathiyAra rakhe aura zatru senA kI tarapha naMge paira nikala pdd'e| pAMDavoM meM khalabalI maca gii| hamAre rAjA naMge paira zastra rakhakara kyA AtmasamarpaNa karane jA rahe haiM ? udhara duryodhana bhI cauMka par3A ki yaha yudhiSThira kyA kara rahA hai? sAmane A rahA hai, kyA ghabarA gayA? yuddha karane se pahale hI hila gayA ! zakuni ne cuTakI bajAI ki abhI dekhate jAo mere khela meM Age kyA-kyA hotA hai ! dAda dU~gA yudhiSThira ko ki vaha Age bar3hatA gayA aura sabase pahale bhISma pitAmaha ke pAsa phuNcaa| zatru-senA sAmane khar3I thI phira bhI yudhiSThira nihatthA bhISma pitAmaha ke pAsa phuNcaa| donoM ghuTane TikAye, sira na~vAyA, bhISma pitAmaha ko praNAma samarpita kiyA aura yuddha karane kI anumati cAhI / pitAmaha yudhiSThira kI vinamratA aura sadvyavahAra se abhibhUta ho utthe| hAtha apane Apa Upara uThA aura prasannacitta hokara kahA - vijayI bhava / 104 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yudhiSThira ne phira guru droNAcArya ke pA~va chue aura praNAma kiyaa| guru droNAcArya ne kahA - cakravartI bhava / kRpAcArya ne bhI praNAma ke badale aisA hI AzIrvAda diyaa| duryodhana hila gyaa| usane krodha meM tamatamAte hue kahA lar3a to rahe haiM Apa mere pakSa se aura vijaya kI kAmanA kara rahe haiM agale ke lie? bhISma pitAmaha ne kahA- mUrkha, agara yaha yudhiSThira mere sAmane na AtA to maiM apane hAthoM se isakA vadha karatA para isane praNAma karake cirAyu hone kA varadAna mujhase prApta kara liyA hai| aisA karake isane merA dila jIta liyA / yaha yudhiSThira kI mahAnatA hai ki yudhiSThira yuddha karane se pahale apane bar3e-bujurgoM ko nahIM bhUlA / are mUrkha tU hameM kahatA hai ki hamane ise vijayI hone kA AzIrvAda kyoM diyA? duryodhana, agara tU bhI yuddha karane se pahale apane bar3e bhAI yudhiSThira ko praNAma karane ke lie jAtA to yaha bhI tumheM vahI AzIrvAda detA jo maiMne use diyA hai kyoMki praNAma kA pariNAma hamezA AzIrvAda hI hotA hai| jaba bhI hama kisI ke prati ziSTatA se peza Ate haiM, abhivAdana karate haiM to abhivAdana ke badale hamezA abhinaMdana hI lauTakara AtA hai| bolanA bAda meM hai, pahale mukha - mudrA ThIka kiijie| usake bAda praNAma kIjie, abhivAdana kIjie / aba hama calate haiM bolane kI tarapha, kyoMki usase pahale agara hama bola baiThe to pahalA sTepa g2alata ho jaataa| pahalA sTepa yaha hai ki aba Apa jo bhI boleM, jaba bhI boleM, jaisA bhI boleM, adaba se boleN| yaha mata dekhie ki maiM bar3e se bola rahA hU~ ki choTe se bola rahA hU~ / mUlya agale kA nahIM hotA, mUlya hamAre svayaM kA hotA hai ki hama adaba se peza Ae ki beadaba se / maiM to kahU~gA bar3oM ke sAtha hI nahIM, apane baccoM ke sAtha bhI adaba se peza Ae~ / maryAdA puruSottama zrI rAma ke jIvana kI sabase bar3I vizeSatA thI unakA adaba, unakI mAna-maryAdA, kANa - kAyadA / agara Apa sAsU se boleM taba bhI adaba se, agara Apa sAsU haiM to isakA matalaba yaha nahIM ki bahU se manamAne boleN| sAsU haiM to bahU se adaba se boleN| jIvana kA yaha usUla hamezA yAda rakheM ki adaba ke badale meM adaba lauTakara AtI hai aura beadabI ke badale meM beadabI hI lauTakara AyA karatI hai / - Ajakala eka phaizana cala par3I hai - hara pati apanI patnI ko tuma kahatA hai / kala hI eka sajjana pAsa meM baiThe the gharavAlI ko tuma kaha rahe the aura sAlI ko Apa kaha rahe the| jabaki sAlI choTI thii| maiMne kahA Apa gharavAlI ko tuma kahate For Personal & Private Use Only | 105 Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hA ho aura sAlI ko Apa kahate ho yaha bar3I g2az2aba kI vyavasthA hai| zAyada Apa sAlI ko isalie Apa kahate hoMge ki kabhI gharavAlI Upara calI jAe to....| loga kahate haiM - sAlI AdhI gharavAlI hotI hai| patA nahIM, yaha saMskAra Apa logoM ne kahA~ se, kisa saMskRti se prApta kiyA hai ki hama apanI dharmapatnI ko tU yA tuma kahate haiN| kutte ko bhI tU kaho to vo bhI Apako ijjata nahIM degaa| use bhI pyAra se pucakAranA par3atA hai| ___ bolane kI kalA kA pahalA maMtra hai : jaba bhI bolo adaba se bolo / patnI ko bhI Apa kho| ho sakatA hai ki Apa loga aba taka tuma kahate rahe hoN| jo kahA so kahA, aba bhI ThIka kara leN| apanI kulInatA kI ibArata likha leN| Akhira qhuda ko ThIka kaba kareMge? koI muhUrta nikAlakara ThIka kareMge yA jAgeM tabhI sveraa| tIna dina thor3I asuvidhA hogI patnI ke sAmane Apa kahate hue, kyoMki barasoM purAnI Adata hai tU-tU karane kI so tIna dina thor3A sA ajIba lagegA lekina agara hama yahI saMkoca karate rahe to hama jiMdagI bhara apanI patnI ko Apa kahane kA sammAna nahIM de paaeNge| hara pati apanI patnI ko Apa kahe, yaha respekTa hai| maiM apanI ora se yaha pATha sikhAnA cAhU~gA ki respekTa kI zuruAta mA~-bApa se bAda meM kIjie, patnI se pahale zurU kIjie, kyoMki vahIM para Akara Apa kamaz2ora paDa jAte haiN| sabako hama Apa kaha deMge lekina patnI ko Apa kahane meM hickeNge| ApakI patnI Apake ghara kI lakSmI hai aura ghara kI lakSmI ko hameM sammAna denA AnA caahie| ghara kI lakSmI ko tuma kahakara apamAna na kreN| jahA~ nArI kA sammAna hotA hai, vahA~ kula devatA svataH ramaNa karate haiN| ho sakatA hai 'vo' ApakI patnI ho, para Apake ghara kI gRhalakSmI bhI hai aura gRhalakSmI ko hamezA sammAna denA caahie| hamArI bhAratIya saMskRti sikhAtI hai : yatra nAryastu pUjyante ramaMte tatra devtaaH| jahA~ para nArI kI pUjA hotI hai, vahA~ devatA bhI ramaNa karate haiN| ___ maiM pUjA kI bAta philahAla nahIM kahU~gA, para tuma se Apa kahane kI Adata Aja se hI zurU kara deMge to samajha lU~gA Apane nArI kI pUjA kara lI, lakSmI jI ke kRpApAtra bana gae / sammAna ke badale sammAna lauTakara AtA hai aura apamAna ke badale meM apamAna lauTakara AtA hai| kevala khuda hI Age mata Ate rhie| are Apa to Age haiM hI, pichar3oM ko bhI Age lekara aaie| isI meM hI Apake bar3e 106 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hone kA mahattva chipA huA hai| agara ghara meM dAdAjI koI bhI cIz2a lekara Aye haiM to pahale khuda mata khaao| Apa kelA lekara Ae haiM khuda hI akele uThAkara chIlanA zurU mata karo, potA pAsa meM khar3A hai, pahale AdhA kelA udhara bar3hA do aura phira khuda khaao| khuda khAyA subaha gobara ho jAtA hai, auroM ko khilAkara khAyA haA prasAda bana jAtA hai| auroM ko khilAne kI Adata honI caahie| adaba, bolane meM bhI aura vyavahAra meM bhii| savyavahAra ke nAte bhI dUsaroM ko khilaaie| agara do roTI hai aura sAmane cAra janeM haiM taba bhI kahU~gA mila-bA~Takara khAo, hilamilakara khaao| roTI do haiM to kyA huA aura khAne vAle cAra haiM to kyA, AdhI-AdhI hI sahI lekina saba mila bA~Takara khaayeN| apanI cIjeM, mAtra apanI cIjeM nahIM haiM, sabai bhUmi gopAla kii|' saba meM bA~To, bA~Ta kara khAnA siikho| eka baccI thI jo hamAre pAsa jaba bhI AtI to pahale hameM dhoka lagAtI aura dhoka lagAne ke bAda jitane bhI pAsa meM baiThe rahate una sabake bhI pA~va chUtI thii| maiMne usa baccI se kahA - beTA, Apa itane respekTa se peza AtI haiM, sabako Apa bolatI haiM, agara Apako koI TaoNphI de de to Apa pahale pAsa meM baiThe hue bacce ko khilAtI haiM phira Apa khAtI haiM, Akhira isakA kAraNa kyA hai? vaha bolI - gurujI, isameM koI khAsa bAta nahIM hai| mere ghara meM sabhI loga itane hI Adara se bolate haiN| saba aise hI haiN| ghara kA, parivAra kA yaha saMskAra hamAre bhItara rahanA caahie| hama jaba bhI boleM - vitha respekTa, adaba se boleN| dUsarA sTepa : jaba bhI boleM pUre Atma-vizvAsa ke sAtha boleN| bagaira kisI Dara yA jhijhaka ke apanI bAta ko kahanA hI Atma-vizvAsa hai| Atma-vizvAsa jagAne ke lie zole kA DAyalaoNga yAda rakheM - jo Dara gayA, so mara gyaa| maiM mahArAja banA to saba kucha chor3akara A gyaa| philmeM usake bAda nahIM dekhIM, para usa philma kA DAyalaoNga z2arUra yAda raha gayA - jo Dara gayA, so mara gyaa| bar3A kAma AtA hai yaha ddaayloNg| mere to bahuta kAma AyA hai| Apa bhI yAda rakheM - zAyada Apake bhI kAma A jaae| bolane meM bhI yaha DAyalaoNga upayogI hai, bolane meM bhI Apa pUre Atma-vizvAsa ke sAtha boliye| pUre jAMbAjI ke sAtha boliye| agara Dara-Dara kara boleMge to bhItara se jabAna hI nahIM niklegii| aisA nahIM hai ki hama gUMge haiM, para andara se bAta nikalatI nahIM hai, kyoMki DarA huA AdamI andara se nikAlegA kyA? to jaba bhI bolo pUre Atma-vizvAsa se bolo| soco ki Izvara mere sAtha hai, merA guru mere sAtha hai| mujhe ghabarAnA nahIM cAhie, bhayabhIta nahIM - 107 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ honA caahie| Dara se bAhara nikalo to hI jIta hai| vizvAsa jIvana kA sabase mUlyavAna tattva hai| jaba taka hai jigara meM zvAsa, taba taka rakho aatm-vishvaas| apane Apa para yakIna rkho| maiM g2alata nahIM hotA hU~, maiM g2alata nahIM bolatA hU~, maiM g2alata nahIM socatA hU~, g2alata vyavahAra nahIM karatA huuN| phira Dara kisa bAta kA? jo Dara gayA so mara gyaa| cAhe bhASaNa denA ho yA iMTaravyU, bolate samaya apane para Atma-vizvAsa honA caahie| aisA huaa| eka iMTaravyU cala rahA thaa| naukarI pAne kI AzA meM kaI lar3ake iMTaravyU dene phuNce| jaise hI eka lar3akA kakSa meM pahu~cA, iMTaravyU lene vAle ne kahA - hA~ jI, Apake zarTa meM baTana kitane haiM? usane kahA - sAta / iMTaravyU lene vAle ne pUchA - tumheM oNphisa nikalanA hai aura tumhAre zarTa ke Upara kA baTana TUTA huA hai| tuma kyA karoge? usane kahA - sara, nIce kA baTana kholU~gA aura suI dhAge se hAthohAtha ThIka kara luuNgaa| bole - agara usake nIce kA bhI eka baTana TUTA huA hai to kyA karoge? bolA- sara! nIce kA eka aura baTana nikAla kara Upara lagA lU~gA aura zarTa ko peMTa ke aMdara DAla duuNgaa| iMTaravyU lene vAle ne pUchA - phira bhI tumhArA eka baTana aura TUTA huA hai to tuma kyA karoge? bole - sara, isameM ciMtA kI kyA bAta hai, purAnA zarTa kholU~gA aura nayA zarTa pahana luuNgaa| iMTaravyU lene vAle ne kahA - kala se naukarI jvaoNIna kara lenaa| __ kyA naukarI tatkAla lagane kA Apa kAraNa samajha gae? kyoMki usane AtmavizvAsa pUrvaka z2avAba diyaa| jahA~ para Atma-vizvAsa pUrvaka z2avAba diyA jAtA hai, vahA~ Age kI kahAnI apane Apa klIyara ho jAtI hai| ___ tIsarI bAta, tIsarA sTepa : hama apanI vANI meM dUsaroM kI prazaMsA karane kI Adata ddaaleN| jaba bhI bolanA ho hamezA sAmane vAle kI pITha thapathapAte hue boleN| yAda rakheM, cIMTI kI bhI agara pITha thapathapAoge to vaha nA kucha hote hue bhI sar3aka to kyA pUrA pahAr3a lA~gha jaaegii| beTA agara asaphala ho jAe taba bhI kaheM ghabarA mata / phela ho gayA koI bAta nhiiN| isa bAra jamakara mehanata krnaa| jo ho gayA so ho gyaa| agalA sAla tumhArA hogaa| maiM bhI tuma para dhyAna duuNgaa| mana lagAkara par3hAI krnaa| agara usako DA~Toge bhI, ghara se nikAloge bhI to hogA kyA? vaha pAsa to hone se rahA, phela to ho hI gyaa| hama use vApasa protsAhita kreN| kamaz2ora kI pITha thapathapAoge to pA~va apane Apa maz2abUta ho jaaeNge| basa 108 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pITha thapathapAiye, tArIfa kIjie / tArIfa sunanA ghor3e ko hI nahIM, gadhe ko bhI acchA lagatA hai| tArIfa karakarake to Apa nakAme AdamI aura nakAmI bahU se bhI phAyadA uThA leMge / hohallA, gAlI-galauca karake kevala mana meM Dara baiThAyA jA sakatA hai, nahIM jagAyA jA sktaa| dUsare meM utsAha jagA denA vANI- vyavahAra kA prabhAvI pariNAma hai / utsAha cauthA sTepa : jaba bhI bolo hamezA zreSTha buddhi kA istemAla karo / jaba bhI bolane kA maukA Ae, to jo mana meM Ae use mata baka denA / hamezA apanI zreSTha buddhi kA istemAla karate hue boliegA, kyoMki hamArI vANI meM hI hamArI buddhi kI AtmA chipI hotI hai / hamArI vANI ke dvArA hI patA calatA hai ki yaha AdamI kitanA buddhimAna aura kitanA buddha hai| buddhi kA istemAla hamezA DhaMga se kreN| eka sajjana mere pAsa Ae aura bole - jIvana jIne kA sahI tarIkA kyA hai? kaise maiM starIya jIvana jiiuuN| maiMne kahA - bhAI, yaha javAba to maiM Apako bAda meM dU~gA, pahale yaha kAma kro| ye dekho mere pAsa meM cir3iyA ke choTe-choTe paMkha par3e haiM / ina paMkhoM ko ikaTThA kara lo| usane choTe-choTe paMkhoM ko ikaTaThA kara liyaa| boleaba kyA karanA hai? maiMne kahA - inako le jAkara caurAhe para chor3a kara A jAo / vaha calA gayA, ve paMkha vo vahA~ jAkara chor3akara A gyaa| vaha lauTakara AyA to bolA - aba kyA karanA hai? maiMne kahA - are bhAI mujhase g2alatI ho gaI / ve paMkha upayogI the| vApasa jAo aura paMkha ikaTThe kara le aao| vo vahA~ pahu~cA to use paMkha mile hI nahIM / caurAhe para koI paMkha milate haiM kyA ! sAre paMkha havA meM ur3aur3A kara phurra ho ge| ekAdha paMkha bar3I muzkila se DhU~Dha-DhU~DhA kara lAyA / bolA, sAhaba vahA~ se to sAre paMkha ur3a ge| maiMne kahA - yahI jIvana jIne kA sahI tarIkA hai ki bolane se pahale cAra bAra soco, kyoMki bolA huA zabda cir3iyA ke paMkhoM kI taraha hotA hai / nikala gayA to nikala gayA, ur3a gayA to ur3a gyaa| use vApasa sameTA nahIM jA sakatA / 1 tulasI mIThe vacana se, sukha upaje cahu~ ora / vazIkaraNa yaha maMtra hai, tajiye vacana kaThora // miThAsa se bolanA aura bodhapUrvaka bolanA saMsAra kA sabase acchA vazIkaraNa maMtra hai / ata: jaba bhI bolo sambhala kara bolo, zreSTha buddhi kA - - For Personal & Private Use Only | 109 Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ istemAla karate hue bolo, calo eka choTI-sI kahAnI kahatA hU~ aisA huaa| eka rAjA ko patA calA ki amuka AdamI bar3A manahUsa hai| koI bhI vyakti usakA mu~ha dekha le to dina bhara roTI khAne ko nahIM miltii| rAjA ko lagA ki yaha koI aMdhavizvAsa hai, aisA hotA nahIM hai| bole, use pakar3akara laao| rAjA kI AjJA thI, so pakar3a kara lAyA gyaa| rAjA ne subaha uThate hI sabase pahale usI kA mu~ha dekhaa| sacamuca, dina bhara rAjA ko khAnA nasIba na huaa| zikAra meM gae to vahA~ bhaTaka ge| lauTakara Ae to rAnI ne bImAra hone kI bAta khii|khaane baiThe to pahale kaura meM hI makkhI A girii| rAjA ko lagA sacamuca, vo AdamI bar3A manahUsa hai| phA~sI para car3hAne kA Adeza huA, para jaise hI phA~sI para car3hAne kI velA AI to usase pUchA gayA ki tumhArI aMtima icchA kyA hai? usane kahA ki merI aMtima icchA rAjA aura nyAyAdhIza donoM ko mere sAmane lAyA jaaye| aba aMtima icchA kA savAla A gayA to unheM bulAnA pdd'aa| usane kahA ki rAjA ne agara mujhe phA~sI kI sajA sunAI hai to maiM phA~sI para car3hane ko taiyAra hU~, kyoMki rAjA kA Adeza hai / maiM kauna hotA hU~ virodha karane vAlA lekina nyAyAdhIza se merA anurodha hai ki mujhe phA~sI para car3hAyA jAe isase pUrva isa rAjA ko phA~sI para car3hA diyA jaae| ___nyAyAdhIza ne kahA - are buddhU, tumheM mAlUma hai tuma kyA kaha rahe ho? rAjA tumheM mAra ddaalegaa| manahUsa ne kahA - vaha to mujhe pahale se hI patA hai| mujhe rAjA se koI matalaba nahIM hai, maiM to apane ko bacAne kI koziza kara rahA huuN| nyAyAdhIza bole, mAlUma hai tU kyA kaha rahA hai? rAjA ko tU kaha rahA hai ki phA~sI para car3hA do, bolo kyA julma kiyA hai rAjA ne? manahUsa bolA, rAjA mujhase z2yAdA manahUsa hai| pUchA gayA, kisa AdhAra para tuma yaha kahate ho? bolA - rAjA ne merA mu~ha dekhA to rAjA ko roTI khAne ko nahIM milI, para maiMne Aja subaha uThate hI isa rAjA kA mu~ha dekhA so mujhe phA~sI mila rahI hai| nyAyAdhIza ne kahA - ai manahUsa! tU bhAgya kA mArA to hai, para hai bar3A buddhimAna / terA tarka itanA pukhtA hai ki rAjA ke pAsa bhI aba tujhe chor3ane ke alAvA dUsarA koI vikalpa nahIM hai| ___jaba bhI saMkaTa kI velA A jAe, vipadA kI velA A jAe, bAdhAe~ A jAe, taba-taba apanI zreSTha buddhi kA istemAla kiijiegaa| zreSTha buddhi hara saMkaTa kA pAsA palaTa degii| 110 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pA~cavIM bAta hai : bolate samaya kabhI kisI kI khillI na ur3Ae~ / kabhI kisI kI niMdA na kareM, AlocanA na kreN| kyoMki Aja Apa usakA upahAsa kareMge, kala vaha ApakA upahAsa kregaa| Aja hama kisI kI maz2Aka ur3AyeMge, kala vaha hamArI maz2Aka ur3AyegA / isIlie kahatA hU~, kabhI kisI kI khillI na udd'aaeN| niMdA na kreN| niMdA karane vAle bhAI-bahina apanI jIbha para niyaMtraNa lAyeM / niMdA karane se agale kA pApa to dhula jAegA para vaha pApa hamAre matthe car3ha jAegA / bhAI-bahino ! caturdazI kA upavAsa karanA yA mata karanA, ekAdazI kA vrata karanA yA mata karanA, para jisa dina hamAre mu~ha se kisI kI niMdA yA AlocanA ho jAe to usa dina usa niMdA ke prAyazcita ke lie vrata z2arUra kara lIjiegA / isalie kabhI bhI kisI kI bhUla - bhUlakara khillI na udd'aaeN| jo vyakti jIvana meM kisI kI niMdA karane kA pApa nahIM karatA, usa vyakti kA apane kevala isa eka puNya ke bala para devaloka kA saudharma indra bananA taya hai / ho sakatA hai Apake jIvana meM bahuta sArI vizeSatAe~ hoM, lekina kamI yaha hai ki hama loga pITha pIche eka-dUsare kI TIkA - TippaNI karate rahate haiM, eka-dUsare kI TA~ga khiMcAI karate rahate haiN| Age to qhuda bar3hate nahIM haiM aura jo Age bar3hatA hai usakI TA~ga pIche khIMca liyA karate haiN| TA~ga khiMcAI pApa hai| kRpayA kekar3e na baneM ki jo dUsarA Age cala rahA hai usakI TA~ga khIMca kara pIche le aae| machalI baneM, jo koI dUsarA Age bar3ha rahA hai, usake Age kUdakara Age bar3ha jAe~ / hameM Age bar3hane kA adhikAra hai, para kisI kI TA~ga khiMcAI karane kA adhikAra nahIM hai / kala kI ghaTanA hai : do-tIna vyakti hamAre pAsa baiThe hue the / eka vyakti ne kahA - sAhaba ! pichalI dafA eka gurujI Ae the| samAja meM unake pravacana ke bAda jImaNa rakhA gayA thA / pA~ca sau logoM kA bhojana banAyA gayA thA, para kyA kareM, haz2Ara loga jIma kara cale gaye / bagala meM baiThA thA dUsarA AdamI / usane kahA, khAnA hI aisA banA thA ki pandraha sau jIma jAte to bhI bacA huA rahatA / yaha hai apana logoM kI pravRtti / kRpayA chilake mata utaaro| prazaMsA hotI hai to kara lo, anyathA sabase mIThI cupa / AdamI ko kevala bolanA hI nahIM, balki mauna rahanA bhI AnA caahie| bolanA agara cA~dI hai, to mauna rahanA sonA hai / bolane kI kalA kA chaThA sTepa : kabhI kisI ke lie gAlI-galauca na kreN| sAlA kahanA hai to gharavAlI ke bhAI ko sAlA kheN| hara kisI ko ssAlA For Personal & Private Use Only 111 Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ssAlA na kheN| kyoMki gAlI dete eka haiM, ulaTe gAlI anek| jo tU gAlI de nahIM, to rahe eka kI ek|| gAlI doge to badale meM gAlI lauTa kara AyegI aura gAlI nahIM doge to gAlI vahIM miTa jaaegii| isalie gAlI nahIM sammAna kI bhASA boleN| prabhu ne hameM hAtha diye haiM, jubAna dI hai| aba yaha hama para nirbhara karatA hai ki hama inakA kaise upayoga karate haiN| ina hAthoM se hama mAlA bhI phera sakate haiM aura bhAlA bhI calA sakate haiN| isa jubAna se hama gAlI bhI de sakate haiM aura gIta bhI gA sakate haiN| bhalA jaba isa jubAna se satya kA sammAna kiyA jA sakatA hai to hama kisI ke lie satyAnAza kI bhASA kyoM boleM! mITho-mITho bola thAro kAMI laage| hamezA mIThe madhura vacana boleN| miThAsa se to hAthI ko bhI vaza meM kiyA jA sakatA hai aura kar3avAhaTa se nIma-karelA hI khlaaoge| ___ bolane kI kalA ke saMdarbha meM aMtima bAta - sAtavA~ sTepa : jo bhI mu~ha se zabda bolo, usa zabda ko mUlya do| yAda rakhanA zabda hI brahma hai, zabda hI sAdhanA hai, zabda hI pUjA hai, zabda hI prArthanA hai, zabda hI dharma hai, zabda hI maryAdA hai / isalie apane mu~ha se koI bhI zabda bolo to apane zabda ko mUlya do aura kahe hue zabda aura lie hue saMkalpa ko hara hAlata meM nibhaao| isalie kahAvata hai mara jANA, para bAta rkhnnii| mara jAnA kabUla hai, para hamane jo zabda mu~ha se kaha diyA usakI Ana rakhanA hamArA dharma hai| soco vahI jo bolA jA sake aura bolo vahI jisake nIce hastAkSara kie jA skeN|apnii jubAna ko mana meM Aye vaise palaTo mata / saMta kI jubAna eka hotI hai| sarpa kI jubAna do hotI hai, rAvaNa kI jubAna dasa hotI hai, zeSanAga kI jubAna haz2Ara hotI hai lekina jo bAta-bAta meM apanI jubAna palaTatA rahatA hai abhI kucha kahA, kala kucha kahA, patA nahIM vaha zeSanAga se bhI kitanA bar3A nAgarAja hai, jo bAta-bAta meM apanI jubAna palaTatA rahatA hai| prANa jAya para vacana na jAI / hamAre kahe hue zabdoM ko, hamArI kahI bAta ko agara hama hI mUlya na deMge, to kauna degaa| bAta ko diyA gayA vaz2ana AdamI ko vaz2anadAra banAtA hai| aura bagaira vaz2ana kA AdamI do kor3I kA hotA hai| yAda rakhie / dA~ta kar3aka hote haiM isalie jaldI gira jAte haiM, jIbha narama hotI 112 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hai isalie aMtima caraNa taka hamArA sAtha nibhAtI hai| bolo, hamezA prema se bolo, adaba se bolo, maryAdA se bolo, Atma-vizvAsa aura zreSTha buddhi kA istemAla karate hue bolo| ApakI bolI ApakI pahacAna hai| ApakI lokapriyatA kI AtmA hai / bolo aise jaise pAnI meM zarabata ghule, dUdha meM mizrI ddle| apanI ora se premapUrvaka itanA hI nivedana hai / namaskAra! | 113 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Atma-vizvAsa se chue~ AsamAM eka nAmI sImeMTa kaMpanI meM eka vyakti iMjIniyara ke rUpa meM kAryarata thaa| saMyoga kI bAta ki usa iMjIniyara kA eksIDeMTa ho gayA aura eksIDeMTa meM usake donoM pA~va apAhija ho ge| iMjIniyara kA upacAra huA, lekina upacAra ke daurAna na jAne rIr3ha kI haDDI kI kaunasI nabja daba gaI so usake hAtha ne bhI kAma karanA baMda kara diyaa| eka apAhija vyakti kisI bhI prAiveTa kaMpanI ke lie bhalA kisa rUpa meM upayogI ho sakatA hai ! sAla-cha: mahIne taka to vaha iMjIniyara vahA~ para kAma karatA rhaa| kaMpanI kA mainejameMTa bhI usakI cikitsA karAtA rahA, lekina lagabhaga sAla-savA sAla ke bAda usa vyakti ko kaMpanI se mukta kara diyA gyaa| vaha vyakti apane gRha-nagara koTA calA gyaa| apane Apa ko pUrI taraha usane apAhija pAyA, lekina eka subaha uThakara jaba usane Izvara kI prArthanA kI ki tabhI use antas se preraNA milI ki usake pA~va to apAhija haiM, usake hAtha bhI apAhija haiM, zarIra usakA kAma nahIM de rahA hai, lekina abhI bhI usakA dimAg2a pUrI taraha se kAma de rahA hai| usane socA ki maiM apAhija kI jiMdagI jIne kI bajAya apanI buddhi kA zreSTha istemAla kruuNgaa| usane mohalle ke do baccoM ko iMjIniyariMga kI par3hAI karavAnI zurU kii| na kevala vaha par3hAI karavAtA balki apane kaThora anuzAsana meM una baccoM ko taiyAra bhI karatA calA gyaa| una do baccoM 114 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ meM se eka baccA iMjIniyariMga kI ucca stara kI par3hAI karane meM saphala huaa| mAtra chaha-sAta mahIne meM sthiti yaha banI ki usake pAsa bAraha se teraha lar3ake par3hane laga ge| Der3ha-do sAla meM lagabhaga 350 vidyArthI par3hane Ane lage / Aja usa iMjIniyariMga TIcara ke pAsa pUre 35000 bacce par3hAI kara rahe haiM / usa jujhArU vyaktitva kA nAma hai vI. ke. baMsala / usa vyakti ne koTA meM baMsala iMsTITyUTa banAyA aura koI bhI vyakti agara baMsala iMsTITyUTa meM par3hakara nikalatA hai to usako sIdhA 40 se 50 lAkha kA paikeja milatA hai, kyoMki vahA~ se par3hA huA iMsAna kevala par3hAI karake nahIM AtA, eka guru ke kaThora anuzAsana meM se nikalakara apane jIvana kA nirmANa karake AtA hai / kauna kahatA hai AsamAna meM cheda ho nahIM sakatA, eka patthara to tabiyata se uchAlo yAro / mAnA ki AsamAna bahuta bar3A hai, bahuta U~cA hai, lekina yaha tabhI taka U~cA aura vizAla hai jaba taka vyakti pUre mana se aura tabiyata se patthara na uchAle / jaise hI koI iMsAna apane bhItara kisI bI. ke. baMsala kI taraha apane z2az2be ko, , apane junUna ko jagA letA hai vaha bhale hI zarIra se apAhija kyoM na ho lekina dharatI meM kuA~ khoda sakatA hai, samudra meM se tela nikAla sakatA hai, aMtarikSa meM pahu~cakara naye candraloka kI abhinava yAtrA saMpanna kara sakatA hai| Akhira jisane apane Apako kevala eka lar3akI mAnakara simaTA nahIM liyA, jisake bhItara eka z2az2bA aura junUna jaga gayA to vahI lar3akI kalpanA cAvalA banakara candraloka pahu~cane meM saphala ho gaI / mAnA ki rAjasthAna meM kevala registAna hI hai aura jahA~ bAlU ke alAvA pAnI ke darzana bhI nahIM hote, para agara koI vyakti apane bhItara z2amIna meM se bhI kucha nikAlane kA jajbA jagA le to bAr3amera aura jaisalamera jaise ilAke meM jahA~ para pAnI bhI kaThinAI se nikalatA hai, vahA~ bhI peTroliyama ke kue~ khoje jA sakate haiM / iMsAna ke bhItara cAhie kevala usakA eka z2az2bA, eka junUna | z2ida karo, duniyA badalo / kisI bhI vidyAlaya yA mahAvidyAlaya meM kaI chAtra eka sAtha par3hane ke lie jAte haiM, eka hI klAsa meM 60 vidyArthI eka sAtha par3hate haiN| 58 bacce pIche raha jAte haiM aura 2 bacce Age nikala jAte haiN| eka baccA unameM se TaoNpa Tena meM Ane meM saphala hotA hai| Akhira vaz2aha kyA hai? vaz2aha kevala eka hI hai ki chAtra ne pahale For Personal & Private Use Only | 115 Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dina se hI apane bhItara yaha junUna paidA kara liyA thA ki maiM TaoNpa Tena se nIce nahIM aauuNgaa| usane vaise hI gaharAI se par3hAI karanI zurU kI aura vaha TaoNpa Tena meM Ane meM saphala huaa| jiMdagI kevala eka cunautI hai, mere lie bhI aura Apake lie bhI / jo vyakti jiMdagI ko eka cunautI ke rUpa meM legA vaha hara vyakti apanI jiMdagI kA pariNAma nikAla hI legaa| jaba taka junUna aura z2az2bA nahIM hogA taba taka vyakti galI meM gullI-DaMDA to khela sakatA hai, para sacina teMdulakara nahIM bana sakatA / agara kevala gullI-DaMDe hI khelanA ho to usake lie na koI z2az2bA cAhie na koI junUna / agara kevala klAsa meM pAsa honA hai to mAsTara jI jitanA par3hAte haiM usameM saMtoSa kara lIjiegA, para agara TaoNpa Tena meM AnA hai to guru ne jitanA sikhAyA hai, usameM kabhI saMtoSa mata krnaa| usa jJAna ko aura Age se Age kaise bar3hAyA jAe isake lie apanA puruSArtha zurU kara dIjiegA / jIvana meM basa junUna cAhie, z2az2bA caahie| jIvana eka cunautI hai| junUna ke jarie vyakti isa cunautI kA sAmanA karatA hai / jo jIvana ko cunautI mAnate haiM ve hI apanI z2iMdagI meM kucha banate haiN| mAnA kisI kA bApa mara gayA, yaha eka cunautI hai, usake lie mAno bacapana meM mA~ guz2ara gaI, yaha cunautI hai tumhAre lie| mAnA hamArA aura ApakA janma kisI g2arIba ghara meM huA yaha bhI eka cunautI hai| cunautI lo aura isako svIkAra karate hue apanI jiMdagI meM kucha aisA banakara dikhAo ki Ane vAlA kala yaha na kaha sake ki yaha binA mA~-bApa kA beTA hai| koI yaha kaha sake ki bacapana meM isake mA~-bApa guz2ara gae to kyA huA, isane apane pA~va para khar3e hokara itanI mehanata kI hai ki apane mA~-bApa kA nAma bhI rozana kiyA hai| tuma apane Apa ko vidroha aura virodha ke rUpa meM mata lo| mAnA agara Apa pA~ca bhAI the, pitAjI guz2ara gae / kucha bhAiyoM ne sA~Tha-gA~Tha karake z2yAdA dhana apane kabje meM kara liyaa| maha~gI z2amIna apane kabje meM kara lI aura sastI z2amIna Apake hisse meM DAla dI / tuma bhUla rahe ho ki unhoMne aisA karake z2amIna ko to apane kabje meM kara liyA lekina duniyAM meM koI bhI AdamI kisI ke bhAgya ko to nahIM le sktaa| kisI kI qismata ko to nahIM kharIda sakatA, kisI ke puruSArtha ko to apane yahA~ para giravI nahIM rakha sktaa| hama loga apane dainaMdina jIvana meM dekhate haiM ki hama loga bana to cuke saMnyAsI / saMnyAsa to le liyA lekina hamArI 116 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jiMdagI meM hamArI vyavasthAe~ to dekhie ki do cAhate haiM to dasa milatA hai| dasa cAhate haiM, sau milatA hai| kahate haiM, kaI saMtoM ko to barAbara khAne ko bhI nahIM milatA aura yahA~ sthiti yaha hai ki koI khAne vAlA nahIM miltaa| __ jaba saMta bane the taba sArI cIjeM chor3akara Aye the, para eka cIz2a apane sAtha lekara Aye, aura vaha hai hamArI apanI qismata, hamArA apanA aatm-vishvaas| apane karma ko jagAo, karmayoga ko jgaao| hara vyakti caubIsa ghaMTe meM se 12 ghaMTe mehanata avazya kare phira ve bAraha ghaMTe cAhe dina ke hoM yA rAta ke| cAhe Apa De DyUTI kareM yA nAITa DyUTI kareM, isase koI farka nahIM pdd'taa| jo vyakti 6 ghaMTe mehanata karatA hai vaha apane bhAgya kA kevala 40 pratizata hissA kamA pAtA hai| jo vyakti 8 ghaMTe mehanata karatA hai vaha vyakti 60 pratizata hissA apane bhAgya kA kamAtA hai| jo vyakti 12 ghaMTe mehanata karatA hai vaha 80 pratizata bhAgya kA kamAtA hai lekina jo vyakti 16 ghaMTe roja mehanata karatA hai vaha 100 pratizata apane bhAgya kA phala prApta karane meM saphala hotA hai| pariNAma isa bAta para nirbhara karatA hai ki hamane apanI tarapha se apanA kitanA puruSArtha kiyA, kitanA karma kiyaa| karmayoga ke hala se hI khaMDaprastha ko indraprastha banAyA jA sakatA hai| isIlie maiM kahA karatA hU~ ki bArahakhar3I meM pahale ka AtA hai, pIche kha AtA hai| ka yAnI pahale karo,kha yAnI pIche khaao|krmyog se jI mata curaao| karma to kAmadhenu kI taraha hotA hai, jo ki hara iMsAna ko apanA manovAMchita diyA karatA hai| iMsAna kA karmayoga to iMsAna ke lie kisI kalpavRkSa kI taraha huA karatA hai| tuma usase jo pariNAma pAnA cAho vaha hara pariNAma tumheM upalabdha ho jAyA karatA hai| niThalle mata baiThe raho, niThallI jiMdagI mata jiio| niThallApana aparAdha hai| agara eka mahIne meM eka dina bhI niThallA bIta jAe to samajha lenA vaha dina Apake jIvana kA vyartha gyaa| khuda ke gAla para cA~TA mArakara yA dasa minaTa murgA banakara usa niThallepana kA prAyazcita kara lenA, tAki bhaviSya meM vaha niSkriyatA dubArA na doharAI jaae| khuda-hI-khuda ko daNDa deM ki tIna dina meM mere ve do dina bekAra ge| maiMne kucha bhI na kiyA kevala maTaragaztI meM, tAza aura kerama khelane meM maiMne ve do dina bitA ddaale| bhagavAna ne Alasya kI jiMdagI jIne ke lie hameM jiMdagI nahIM dI hai| bhagavAna ne hameM jiMdagI isalie dI hai ki dharatI para Ae haiM to kucha phUla khilaaeN| kucha ...| 117 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vRkSa lgaaeN| per3a para naz2ara ddaalo| use dekhakara hamezA sIkha lete rahiegA ki vaha kabhI rukatA nahIM hai / DAliyA~ Upara bar3hatI haiM, jar3eM nIce phailatI haiN| hara dina per3a bar3hatA hai, zAkhAoM para zAkhAe~ baDhAtA calA jAtA hai| patte para patte bar3hAtA calA jAtA hai / per3a phala bhI paidA karatA hai, phUla bhI paidA karatA hai| chAyA bhI detA hai| per3a pratipala pratidina saMgharSa karatA hai aura taba kahIM jAkara Ama kA per3a AmoM se AcchAdita hotA hai| hama bhI zAkhAe~ banAe~, pratizAkhAe~ bnaaeN| dhIraja dharakara na baittheN| agara Apa loga 70 sAla kI umra se pAra laga gae to saMtoSa dhAraNa kIjiegA, para jaba taka sattara sAla kI umra na A jAe taba taka saMtoSa nahIM, taba taka kevala puruSArtha kreNge| phira vaha puruSArtha cAhe bhItara kA ho yA bAhara kaa| puruSArtha karo, niThalle mata baiThe rho| yAda rakhanA niThallA baiThanA acchA to lagatA hai, para usa niThalle baiThane kA kabhI koI pariNAma nahIM aataa| __ maiMne apanI mA~ se bacapana meM eka kahAnI sunI hai ki eka mahilA ne apane pati se kahA thA ki tuma dina bhara ghara meM nikamme baiThe rahate ho| bAhara jAo, kamAkara laao| AdamI ne kahA - bhagavAna ! maiM to brAhmaNa hU~ aura brAhmaNa AdamI kamAnA nahIM jaantaa| vo to yajamAnoM ke bharose calatA hai| ye kaisI viDambanA kI bAta hai ki brAhmaNa mA~ganA to jAnatA hai, para kamAnA nahIM jaantaa| patnI bolI - tuma cAhe jo karo para ghara se niklo| ghara meM baiThA niThallA AdamI to lar3AI jhagar3A karegA yA daMgA-phasAda kregaa| khAlI dimAg2a zaitAna kA ghara / khAlI baiThe rahoge to kyA hogA? kabhI bahU ko Tokege, kabhI pote ko DA~Toge, ghara meM kucha-na-kucha hujjata karate rhoge| niThallI baiThI mahilA kAma kI nahIM hotI aura niThallA baiThA AdamI kAma kA nahIM hotaa| Apa satsaMga sunane Aye haiM aura ApakI cappala corI calI gaI, to patA hai kauna lekara gayA? niThallA AdamI jo kamAkara nahIM khA sktaa| aba vaha corI karane ke alAvA karegA kyA? agara kisI ne ApakI paoNkeTa mAra dI to usakA matalaba yaha huA ki vaha AdamI mehanata karake kamAnA nahIM jaantaa| kauna AdamI aisA hogA jo corI kA mAla khAnA cAhegA? niThalle loga yaha ulTe kAma karate haiM, sakriya karmayogI ImAnadArI kI jiMdagI jiyA karate haiN| niThalle zaitAna lar3ake calate haiM koI naI kAra dikhI aura usake pIche se eka patthara ghisate hue nikala ge|kyoN kiyA? khAlI dimAg2a zaitAna kA ghara / niThalloM ke pAsa karane ke lie aura kucha to hai nhiiN| banAne kA kAma to kara nahIM sakate, so bigAr3ane kA kAma karate haiN| 118 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ maiM eka skUla ke pAsa se gujara rahA thA, bhArata sarakAra ke samAja kalyANa maMtrAlaya ne usa skUla kA nirmANa karavAyA thaa| hamAre skUloM meM jiMdagI ke pATha nahIM par3hAye jaate| taimUralaMga, caMgejakhA~ jaise AtatAiyoM ke pATha par3hAye jAte haiM so baccoM ne kyA kiyA? kisI bacce ko kharApAta sajhI hogI aura usane maMtrAlaya para jo biMdu thA usako miTA diyA, ma ke nIce u kI mAtrA kara dii| aba batAo to kyA bana gayA? (dabI z2abAna se logoM ne kahA-) muutraaly| niThalle logoM kI aisI hotI haiM karatUteM / ve koI kAma ke nahIM hote| ghara meM bhI agara ApakA beTA, potA niThallA rahatA ho to bolo use ki ghara se bAhara jA, kucha bhI kAma kara lekina ghara meM phAlatU mata baiThA rh| tU yahA~ baiThA rahegA to kucha bhI ulTA-sIdhA karatA rhegaa| ghara se nikAla do, dasa dina dhakke khAyegA taba apane Apa kamAnA sIkha jaayegaa| mahilA ne pati se kaha diyA ki ghara se bAhara nikalo kucha bhI kamA kara laao| khAlI hAtha mata AnA, kucha bhI lekara AnA, bhale hI patthara kA Tukar3A lekara AnA para lekara aanaa| isa taraha vaha pati nikala gyaa| sA~jha ko lauTane lagA dina bhara idhara-udhara bhaTakakara / kamAnA-dhamAnA jAnatA thA nhiiN| rojAnA yajamAnoM ke yahA~ calA jAtA thaa|aattaa mA~gakara le AtA aura basa Tikkar3a jIma letaa| vaha sA~jha ko ghara lauTane lgaa| use kAma-dhAma to kucha milA nahIM, patnI ne kahA thA ki khAlI hAtha lauTakara mata aanaa| aba kyA le jAU~ ghara para, kyA le jAU~, isI udher3abuna meM thA ki itane meM dekhA ki ghara se sau mITara kI dUrI para eka sA~pa marA huA par3A thaa| usane socA yaha ThIka hai yahI le jAtA huuN| agale dina se gharavAlI mujhe bAhara bhejegI hI nhiiN| eka hI dina meM ThaMDI par3a jaaegii| so usane eka sUkhI lakar3I uThAI aura usa mare hue sA~pa ko le aayaa| Akara gharavAlI se kahA - ye lekara AyA huuN| gharavAlI ne kahA - koI bAta nahIM, kucha-na-kucha to lAye ho| ghara para dina bhara niThalle baiThane kI bajAya kucha-na-kucha to lAye ho bhale hI marA huA sA~pa hI shii| usane vaha lakar3I lI aura apanI jhoMpar3I ke Upara usa mare hue sA~pa ko pheMka diyaa| tuma mehanata karake lAye ho aura mehanata kI kamAI kA kyA phala hotA hai yaha to Upara vAlA dAtA jAne ki mehanata karane vAle ko dAtA kyA phala detA hai? vaha apanA khAnApInA karane laga gyaa| | 119 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ agale dina subaha kI bAta hai ki eka bAja ur3atA huA jA rahA thA, koI hAra coMca meM dbaae| bagala meM rAjasarovara meM mahArAnI nahA rahI thii| usane apane gahane nikAla kara rakhe the, ur3atA huA bAja AyA, usane motiyoM kA navalakhA hAra dekhA aura jhaTa se paMje meM pakar3a kara ur3a gyaa| udhara mahArAnI ko unakA navalakhA hAra mila na paayaa| bAja Upara se ur3atA huA jA rahA thaa| usane brAhmaNa kI jhoMpar3I kI chata para marA huA sA~pa dekhaa| bAja AhAra kI talAza meM thaa| vaha nIce AyA, navalakhA hAra to chor3a gayA aura sA~pa apane sAtha lekara ur3a gyaa| __ kyA Apa samajha gae ki mehanata kaba kauna-sA phala de detI hai? kahAnI pratIkAtmaka hai, para hai prernnaadaayii| kahAnI batAtI hai ki nikamme niThalle mata baiThe raho, kucha-na-kucha karate rho| miTTI bhI khodoge to usameM bhI kamAI kara loge| khAkhare kA dhaMdhA karoge to usase bhI kamAI kara loge| gharelu udyogoM ko mahattva do| agara lagatA hai ki Apa lAkhoM nahIM kamA sakate kyoMki Apake pAsa dhaMdhA karane ke lie dhana nahIM hai to g2alata soca rahe ho! ghara meM cAra kilo ATA to hai usase khAkhare banA lIjie, aura zAma taka beca ddaalie|aap khAkharA banA sakate haiN| ghara meM mircI, dhaniyA, haldI kUTa pIsa sakate haiN| choTe-choTe kaI dhaMdhe ho sakate haiN| Aja koI dhaMdhA Apako choTA lagatA hogA, para use karate-karate Apa paisA kamA leM, to use chor3a diijiegaa| taba Apa bhI eka phaikTrI khola liijiegaa| jaba taka phaikTrI kholane kA sAmarthya nahIM hai, taba taka dukAna kholo aura dukAna kholane kI tAqata nahIM hai taba taka khAkharA banAne kA bhI dhaMdhA zurU kara do, para ghara meM niThalle mata baiThe rho| pApar3a kA dhaMdhA Apako choTA lagatA hogA, para pApar3a ke dhaMdhe meM hI koI lajjata pApar3a ke nAma para amIra banA huA hai| sAbuna-sarpha kA ThelA calAkara bhI koI AdamI eka dina niramA kA mAlika banA huA hai| jUte-cappala meM bhI koI bATA bana sakatA hai aura lohA-kabAr3I ke kAma meM koI TATA bana sakatA hai| U~cAI para na pahu~co taba taka dhaMdhA choTA hai, pahu~ca gae to vahI bar3A bana jAtA hai| apane bhItara kI soI huI cetanA ko jgaao| Aja se apane bhItara itanA z2az2bA to z2arUra lagA lo ki yaha hAtha kA kaTorA aba kisI ke Age nahIM phailaaeNge| agara chAtra haiM to maiM Apase kahanA cAhU~gA ki jisa dina maiTrika pAsa kara lo usake bAda bhUla-cUka se bhI apane mA~-bApa se apanI gyArahavIM kI par3hAI ke paise mata liijiegaa| choTe baccoM kI TyUzana kara liijiegaa| isase Apane jo jJAna 120 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ arjita kiyA usa jJAna kI punarAvRtti hogI, vaha jJAna paripakva hogaa|aap TIciMga karanA sIkheMge aura apane mAsika kharce kI vyavasthA karane meM bhI khuda saphala ho jaayeNge| isa deza ke agara sAre chAtra 10vIM pAsa karane ke bAda TIciMga karanA zurU kara deM to logoM ko kabhI bI.eDa. karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM pdd'egii| dasavIM pAsa karate hI TIciMga kA kAma zurU kara diyA to koI bhI baccA apane mA~-bApa ke lie bhAra nahIM banegA aura hara koI baccA Ane vAlI pIr3hI ko taiyAra karane meM apanI ahaM bhUmikA nibhaaegaa| solaha sAla kI umra hote hI Apa apane deza ke lie apanI Ahuti arpita karane meM saphala ho jaayeNge| isIlie kahatA hU~- z2az2bA jagAo, janana jgaao| g2arIba haiM para apane mana ko g2arIba mata hone do| zarIra bhale hI paMgu ho, para mana ko paMgu aura apAhija mata hone do| apane mana ko maz2abUta rkho| jina logoM ke bhItara mana kI maz2abUtI hotI hai ve loga hI apane jIvana kI naukA ko ha~sate-gAte pAra lagAne meM saphala hote haiN| bAkI to mana DUbA ki samajho jiMdagI DUbI aura mana tirA ki jiMdagI tirii| ____ Aja kI samasyA tana kI bImAriyoM kI kama, mana kI bImAriyoM kI z2yAdA hai| loga zarIra se bUr3he bAda meM hote haiM, mana se pahale ho jAte haiM, jabaki mana abhI bUr3hA nahIM huA hai| sATha ke ho gae aba to kyA kara sakate haiM, aba to sattara ke ho gae, aba to jAne kI velA A gii| aba to assI hai| basa iMtajArI kara rahe haiN| le dekara hamAre deza ke loga mauta ke bAre meM socate rahate haiM. z2iMdagI ke bAre meM nahIM socate / maiM to kevala jIvana ke gIta gAtA huuN| jIvana ko svarga banAtA hU~,jIvana ke pATha par3hAtA hU~ aura jIvana kI gItA likhatA huuN| mareMge, nizcita taura para hama mreNge| mahAvIra bhI mare, rAma bhI mare, kRSNa bhI mare, maiM bhI marU~gA, Apa bhI mreNge| para marane se pahale kyoM mareM? bur3hApA AyegA to AyegA eka dina ke lie bUr3he bneNge| maiM to kahU~gA kevala eka minaTa ke lie bUr3he bno| bUr3he ho gae yAnI aba mara-marA kara pUre ho jaao| bur3hApe ko dasa sAla taka mata ddhoo| dasa sAla to jiMdagI ko jiio|khud ko bUr3hA mAna cuke agara Aja bhI apanI jiMdagI meM javAnI kA joza lekara A jAyeM, roz2a ThumakanA zurU kara de, roz2a agara DAMsa karanA zurU kara deM, apane bhItara joza jagA deM to mAtra sattAIsa dina meM ve apane bur3hApe ko parAjita karane meM saphala ho jaayeNge| mAtra sattAIsa dina meN| hai agara dUra maMz2ila to kyA, rAstA bhI hai muzkila to kyA, rAta tAroM bharI nA mile to, dila kA dIpaka jalAnA pdd'egaa| | 121 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jiMdagI pyAra kA gIta hai, ise hara dila ko gAnA pdd'egaa| jiMdagI g2ama kA sAgara bhI hai, ha~sa ke usa pAra jAnA pdd'egaa| hara AdamI apane bhItara joza jagA le aura yaha kahanA chor3a de ki maiM kucha nahIM kara sktaa| hara zakhsa joza aura tabiyata ke sAtha kahe ki maiM hara kAma kara sakatA huuN| nAsamajha logoM ke lie hotA hai asNbhv| AlasiyoM ke lie hotA hai naamumkin| tIra-kamAna uThAo aura asaMbhava para nizAnA lgaao| jaise hI nizAnA lagegA asaMbhava kA anIce gira jAegA aura saba kucha saMbhava ho jaaegaa| mahAvIra aura buddha kA prasiddha vacana hai - 'appa dIpo bhava' apane dIpa tuma khuda bno| koI agara tumhArA sAtha de to ThIka hai, nahIM to akele hI aMdhere se ldd'o|nirbl se lar3AI balavAna kI, yaha kahAnI hai dIye kI aura tUphAna kii| jisakA jitanA ho A~cala yahA~ para, usako saugAta utanI milegI phUla jIvana meM gara nA mile to, kA~ToM se bhI nibhAnA pdd'egaa| yAda rakheM, khAlI borI kabhI khar3I nahIM ho sktii| borI ko khar3A karane ke lie usameM kucha-na-kucha bharanA par3atA hai| bharane ke nAma para sabase pahale to z2az2bA aura junUna hI bharanA par3atA hai, Atma-vizvAsa bharanA par3atA hai| Atma-vizvAsa se bar3hakara koI mitra nahIM hotA, Atma-vizvAsa se bar3hakara koI saMbala nahIM hotaa| Atma-vizvAsa se bar3hakara koI tAqata aura daulata nahIM hotii|aatm-vishvaas se bar3hakara koI saMjIvanI nahIM hotii| sabakI tAqata eka hI hai aura vaha hai bhItara palane vAlA Atma-vizvAsa / Atma-vizvAsa yAnI khuda para khuda kA yakIna / bhale hI ApakI chAtI 36 iMca kI hI kyoM na ho, para apane dila ko bhItara se 36 iMca kA karanA siikho| zarIra to merA bhI koI tAqatavara nahIM hai, bhArI nahIM hai| bhArI zarIra kA koI mUlya nahIM hotA, asalI z2az2bA dila kA cAhie, bhItara kA caahie| bhItara meM agara z2az2bA hai to nabbe sAla kA bUr3hA bhI koI bUr3hA nahIM hai vaha bhI yuvA hai| nabbe sAla kA DokarA bhI chokarA hai, agara jInA sIkha jAe to! aisA huaa| eka rAjA para kisI dUsare rAjA ne hamalA bola diyaa| jisane hamalA kiyA vaha bar3A zaktizAlI rAjA thaa| senApati ne rAjA ko samajhAyAmahArAja! AtmasamarpaNa kara dIjie kyoMki sAmane vAlI senA hamase dugunI hai| zastra aura hathiyAra bhI apane se jyAdA teja haiN| ve z2yAdA prazikSita loga haiN| rAjA ko bhI lagA ki senApati ThIka kaha rahA hai, jaba senApati hI ThaMDA par3a rahA hai to 122 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ apanI baMdUka kisake Upara rakhegA? AtmasamarpaNa kI bAta A gii| rAjya meM DhiMDhorA pITa diyA gayA ki AtmasamarpaNa kala subaha hogaa| tabhI sA~jha ko eka saMta aae| saMta ne rAjamahala meM khar3e hokara kahA - mahArAja, yaha maiM kyA suna rahA hU~ ki Apa AtmasamarpaNa kara rahe haiM? marane se pahale mara rahe haiM Apa! rAjA ne kahA - Apa kahanA kyA cAhate haiM? saMta ne kahA - rAjan ! maiM abhI-abhI devI ke maMdira se A rahA huuN| devI ne mujhe AzIrvAda diyA hai aura kahA ki jA, rAjA se kaha de ki merA AzIrvAda tere sAtha hai| tU lar3AI kara, yuddha meM vijaya terI hogI! rAjA ne socA ki yaha devI ke AzIrvAda kA prasaMga kahA~ se A gayA? rAjA saMta se bolA - kyA sabUta hai tumhAre pAsa ki tuma devI kA AzIrvAda lekara Aye ho, kahIM maiM mArA gayA to? kahIM yaha senA pIche haTa gaI to? rAjA ne jaise hI AzaMkA jatAI ki senApati ne bhI apanI tarapha se TippaNI kii| saMta ne kahA - Thaharo, hama abhI sikkA uchAla kara dekha lete haiN| agara sikkA sIdhA girA to tuma jItoge aura agara sikkA ulTA girA to tuma haaroge| bAta pakkI ho gii| saMta ne hAtha sIdhA jeba meM DAlA aura sikkA nikaalaa| sikkA AsamAna meM uchaalaa| sikkA jaise hI z2amIna para girA to saMta ne tAlI bajA dI aura kahA ki dekho, sikkA sIdhA girA hai| senApati ne kahA - bhale hI sikkA sIdhA girA ho para maiM sahamati nahIM rakhatA usa sAmane vAle se mukAbalA karane ke lie| saMta ne garajakara kahA - haTa re senApati ! bujadila kahIM kaa| are tere bharose koI yuddha jIte jAe~ge? kAyaratA aura napuMsakatA ke bharose koI lar3AI jItI jA sakatI hai? alaga haTa / maiM banatA hU~ senApati, Ao hama loga yuddha ke lie ravAnA hote haiN| rAjA ne pUchA - tuma to saMta ho, tumane talavAra kabhI hAtha meM uThAI bhI hai? saMta ne kahA - isakA nirNaya to yuddha ke maidAna meM hI hogaa| kahate haiM, saMta ko senApati banA diyA gayA saMta car3ha gayA ratha pr| gullIDaMDA bhI khelanA AtA nahIM hogA, para joza jagA diyA senA meM aura nikala par3I senA ki devI kA AzIrvAda sAtha meM hai| aba taka to senApati kI buz2adilI sAtha meM thii| senA raNakSetra meM paha~cI bhI na thI ki saMta ne kahA- Thaharo, maiM devI ke maMdira meM yajJa kara letA hU~, pUjA anuSThAna kara letA hU~ aura phira tuma logoM ko batA detA hU~ ki yahA~ para bhI devI kA kyA AzIrvAda hai? basa do ghaMTe usane yajJa kiyaa| phira usane vahI sikkA nikaalaa| senA pUrI utsukatA se taiyAra ho gaI, sikkA uchAlA gayA aura jaise hI sikkA Akara girA, sikkA | 123 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sIdhA girA aura pUrI senA meM joza jaga gayA ki devI bhI hamAre sAtha hai, sAre devatA bhI hamAre sAtha haiN| sabhI yuddha ke maidAna meM pahu~ca gae, sAmane itanI bhayaMkara senA ko dekhA, eka bAra to kA~pa ge| saMta ko bhI lagA ki zAyada kucha gar3abar3a ho rahA hai| usane kahA - Thaharo, eka bAra phira sikkA uchAlakara dekha lete haiM tAki mana kI zaMkA nikala jAe aura usane yuddha ke maidAna meM phira sikkA uchaalaa| sikkA phira sIdhA giraa| jaise hI sainikoM ne dekhA ki aba bhI devI mA~ kA AzIrvAda hamAre sAtha hai, senA meM cAra gunI tAqata A gaI aura bhir3a pdd'e| loga samajhate the mahInoM yuddha calegA para sUryAsta nahIM huaa| usake pahale jItakara lauTa aae| ___ saMta kI jaya-jayakAra hone lgii| saMta vApasa AyA aura rAjA kA abhivAdana kiyaa| rAjA ne kahA- saba devI mA~ kI kRpA hai| saMta ne kahA- rAjana! yaha devI mA~ kI kRpA se jyAdA sainikoM ke bhItara Atma-vizvAsa aura joza kI pariNati hai| rAjA bole - tuma kahanA kyA cAhate ho? usane jeba meM hAtha DAlA, sikkA nikAlA, phira uchAlA, sikkA sIdhA Akara giraa|sNt ne rAjA se kahA - rAjan ! sikkA lo hAtha meM aura uchaalo| rAjA ne bhI uchaalaa| sikkA sIdhA giraa| usane jaba sainikoM ko sikkA diyA aura kahA ki sAre loga milakara uchAlo / sabane milakara sikkA uchaalaa| sikkA sIdhA giraa| saba loga bhauMcakke raha ge| saMta ne rahasya kholaa| kahA - sikke ko jaba bhI girAoge yaha sIdhA hI giregA kyoMki isameM ulTe vAlA bhAga hai hI nhiiN| idhara bhI sIdhA hai aura udhara bhI sIdhA hai, idhara bhI bhArata hai aura udhara bhI bhArata hI hai,aba tuma ulTA lAoge kahA~ se? saphalatA kA eka hI rAz2a hai: apanA sikkA hamezA sIdhA rkho| mujhe to koI agara sammAna dene A jAe, pA~va meM caMdana kI pUjA karane A jAe to bhI sAdhuvAdasAdhuvAda aura agara koI jUtoM kI mAlA pahanAne A jAe to bhI sAdhuvAda... saadhuvaad| mujhe aisA lagegA ki tuma mujhe apane pA~va meM jhukane nahIM dete, para bIsa jUte eka sAtha lekara Aye to mAthe ko tumhAre jUtoM ko lagAne kA saubhAgya mila gyaa| aise meM Apa mujhe praNAma karane dete nahIM haiM, kahate haiM - Apa saMta haiM, Apa garujI haiM, Apa hameM kaise praNAma kara sakate haiN| apanA sikkA to hamezA sIdhA hI giregaa| cita gire ki puTa apanA sikkA to sIdhA hI dikhAI degaa| kyA kareM ki jaga jAe Atma-vizvAsa, ki sikkA uchAlane kI naubata hI na aae| jo Darapoka hote haiM ve cora ko dekhakara Dara jAte haiM, cora kI to chor3o cUhe 124 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ko bhI dekhakara Dara jAte haiM / hindustAna kI mahilAoM kI to mata puucho| ye to chipakalI se bhI DaratI haiM, chipakalI to tumase Dara rahI hai, tuma usase Dara rahe ho ! abhI do dina pahale bagala meM kisI ghara meM sA~pa A gyaa| mA~jI AI aura kahane lagI ki bApajI mere ghara meM sA~pa A gyaa| maiMne kahA zrAvaNa kA somavAra hai, mahAdeva jI A ge| isameM ghabarAne kI kyA bAta hai ? vaha kahane lagI - rAta kaisI niklegii| maiMne kahA itanA hI Dara hai to kisI ko bulA kara nikalavA do, vaha to aise hI nikala jAtA hai| aba sapere ko bulAkara lAye, 350 rupaye kharca kie aura sA~pa ko bAhara nikaalaa| maiMne kahA vaha bhI to iMsAna thA / usane nikAlA, tuma bhI nikAla sakate the / nahIM... nahIM... Dara lagatA hai / cUhe aura chipakalI se Darane vAlA hindustAna ! 1 sar3aka para calatA hai to iMkalAba jiMdAbAda ke nAroM ke sAtha jhaMDe lekara calatA hai aura ghara meM AtA hai to chipakalI aura cUhe se bhI DaratA hai / vaha hindustAna ki jisake sIne para kabhI mahAbhArata sarIkhe yuddha lar3e gae the aura jahA~ para bhagavAna ne kabhI zaMkhanAda karake bhItara soyA huA puruSatva jagAyA thaa| aba phira se aise hI kisI bhagavAna kI z2arUrata hai jo hindustAna kI soI huI mahilAoM kI AtmA ko jagA de| -- kyA kareM ki jaga jAe Atma-vizvAsa, choTe-choTe kucha vyAvahArika prayoga liijie| agara hameM apanA Atma-vizvAsa jagAnA hai, to pahalA kAma yaha kIjie ki subaha jaise hI A~kha khule, khulate hI phurtI ke sAtha uThie / AlasI yA murde kI taraha mata utthie| mammI jagAtI hai - beTA, uTha re / hama mu~ha bigAr3a kara kahate haiM UM...UM, mammI phira kahatI hai - uTha nA / Apa phira kahate haiM UM...UM / aise to kabristAna ke murde uThate haiN| kRpayA aise mata uTho ki vidhAtA nArAja ho jaae| aise uTho ki ghara meM rahane vAle loga cuTakI bajAe~ aura Apa uTha jAe~ / Akhira hama loga alArma lagA-lagAkara kaba taka uThate rheNge| khuda ke bhItara Atma-vizvAsa laao| rAta ko sote samaya ghar3I ko nahIM, apane takiye ko hI kaha do ki he takiyA devatA, subaha sAr3he pA~ca baje jagA denA | Aja prayoga karake dekha lenA kala subaha ApakI A~kha na khule to mujhase kaha denA / devatA to apane sAtha haiM, koI Upara se thor3e hI bulAne par3ate haiM / hamArA Atma-vizvAsa hI hamArA devatA hai / jaise hI subaha A~kha khule, khulate hI phurtI se uTha jaaie| bistara aura takiye ko jitanA jaldI ho sake apane Apa se alaga kara diijie| jaise jUtA agara nayA | 125 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pahanA huA ho, kATane lagatA hai to Apa usako kitanI dera taka pahana kara calate haiM? jaldI se kholate haiM ki nahIM? agara kapar3A purAnA ho gayA hai to Apa kitanI dera lagAte haiM usako haTAne meM? aise hI A~kha khulate hI bistara aura takiye ko uThAkara eka tarapha rakha diijie| phurtI se uThie, kyoMki phurtI se uThanA AtmavizvAsa jagAne kA pahalA maMtra hai| agara Apako lagatA hai ki ApakA baccA phurtI se nahIM uThatA, to eka loTA pAnI pAsa meM rakho aura DAla do, vaha eka hI dina meM sudhara jAegA, bistara gIlA hogA koI bAta nahIM, vaise bhI bacapana meM usane kaI bAra bistara gIlA kiyA hogaa| eka bAra aura sahI / ghara meM aura bistara haiM, lagA deMge, para baccA to sudhara jAegA n ! phurtI se uTho, susta mata raho / patA hai sardI meM mahilAe~ nahAtI haiM do baje taka aura puruSa nahAte haiM 9-10 baje taka / garma pAnI nahIM ho taba taka nahAte hI nahIM / are bhAI ! do loTe pAnI na girAo, tabhI taka sardI rahatI hai, jaise hI badana para do loTe pAnI giratA hai, sardI bhAga jAtI hai / jaba taka garma pAnI se nahAte rahoge taba taka susta, susta, susta rahoge, aura jaise hI ThaMDA pAnI girAoge custa, custa, custa ho jaaoge| subaha uTho, phreza hoo aura nahA lo, nahAte hI phurtI A gii| phurtI se uTho, phurtI se baiTho, phurtI se sabhI kAma karo / kAma karo yA na karo, kama se kama subaha to phurtI se uTha hI jaao| rAta ko sote hI jisako pyAra kI nIMda A jAe aura subaha sUraja ugane se pahale hI jisakI nIMda khula jAe vaha iMsAna ke rUpa meM bhI koI devatA hI hotA hai / buddhimAna, dhanavAna aura taMdurusta rahane kA pahalA maMtra hai : rAta ko jaldI soo, subaha jaldI jaago| loga mujhase pUchate haiM ki Apako rAta ko nIMda to barAbara AI ? are bhAI ! TeMzana nahIM hai, ciMtA nahIM, bhaya nahIM, phira nIMda barAbara kyoM nIM AyegI ! ciMtA tumheM hai ki kala roTI kyA banAnI hai, hameM kisa kI ciMtA ? masta raho, apane ko koI ciMtA nahIM hai, koI dAyitva nahIM / masta rahanA, anAMdita rahanA - kevala eka hI kAma hai apanA / so hara hAla meM masta raho / masta raho mastI meM Aga lage bastI meM / jo honA hogA so hogaa| subaha pahalA kAma : phurtI se uTho / T dUsarA kAma subaha 15-20 minaTa Tahalane cale jAo pUrI gati ke sAtha / dhIme-dhIme mata cliegaa| pUrI gati ke sAtha bIsa minaTa Tahala kara A jAiegA yA apane ghara kI chata para cale jaaiegaa| dasa minaTa taka yogAsana aura dasa minaTa taka prANAyAma kara lIjiegA / Atma-vizvAsa jagAne ke lie, soI huI UrjA aura cetanA ko phira se sakriya karane ke lie prANAyAma rAmabANa davA kA kAma karatA 126 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hai| sAIkila para kitane logoM ko le jA sakate ho Apa? do yA tiin| agara sAikila kI havA nikAla deM to khuda ko hI nahIM le jA pAoge, do-cAra kI to dUra rhii| havA meM kadama hai, havA meM bar3I tAqata hai| havA se agara TAyara-TyUba bharakara cAra logA ka. jAyA sakatA hai to kyA isa kAyA meM havA bharakara tarotAz2A nahIM kiyA jA sakatA? zarIra ko, dimAga kA, prANoM ko, cetanA ko, hRdaya ko sakriya karane kA sabase kAragara tarIkA hai : prANAyAma kro| kevala do minaTa kA prANAyAma karake dekhie ki Apake bhItara UrjA kA saMcAra huA yA nhiiN| kevala do miniTa kA prANAyAma karate haiM aura yaha prANAyAma hai dimAg2a ke TeMzana ko dUra karane kaa| yaha mAigrena ko dUra karane kaa| bhItara meM jame hue tanAvoM ko dUra karane kA prANAyAma / jaba koI vyakti TeMzana se ubara jAtA hai, ciMtA se mukta ho jAtA hai, bhItara ke dabAva kama ho jAte haiM, to apane Apa UrjA jAgrata ho jAtI hai| hAthoM ko kaMdhe ke pAsa laaie| hAtha kI muTThI bA~dha leNge| sA~sa lete hue hAthoM ko Upara le jAyeMge aura sA~sa chor3ate hue hAthoM ko vApasa nIce laayeNge| aba muTThI bA~dha liijie| pUrI gati se kreNge| pUrI mastI se, pUre tana-mana se| muTThI bA~dha liijie| kevala dasa bAra karake dekheMge ki hamAre dimAg2a para, hamAre zarIra para kitanA sakArAtmaka prabhAva aayaa| kaMdhe ke barAbara hAtha laaie| muTThI baaNdhiye| uupr-niice| rileksa / pUrI baoNDI ko, dimAg2a ko AdhA minaTa rileksa kiijie| pahalA kAma maiMne batAyA ki phurtI se uTho, dUsarA kAma prANAyAma kro| isakA nAma hai mastiSka-zuddhi praannaayaam| saMbodhi-sAdhanA zivira meM prANAyAma karavAte haiM usameM se yaha prayoga Atma-vizvAsa jagAne kA prANAyAma hai| tIsarA : kamara ko sIdhA rakhA karo, sIdhe baiThane kA artha yaha nahIM ki akar3akara baittho| apanI kamara kI tAqata svayaM hI samajha lo aura apanI kamara jitanI sIdhI raha sakatI hai utanI hI sahaja sIdhI rkho| Atma-vizvAsa taba taka rahegA jaba taka kamara sIdhI rahegI aura jaise hI jhuke ki Atma-vizvAsa bhI jhukane laga gayA, Apa Alasya meM cale gye| nIMda Ane laga gii| hindustAna meM jitane satsaMga aura pravacana hote haiM vahA~ para Adhe loga jhoMke khAte rahate haiN| yahA~ maiM aisA hone hI nahIM detA kyoMki aisA hone kA maukA hI nahIM miltaa| AdamI kA tAra se tAra itanA jur3a jAtA hai ki vaha bhUla jAtA hai ki vaha kahA~ baiThA hai| eka hI tAra se | 127 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ taar...| loga hipnoTAIjma karate hoMge, bhAI zabda bhI hipnoTAIjma kara sakatA hai, bilkula AtmA se AtmA jur3a jAtI hai| deha kI vINA ke tAra jhaMkRta ho jAte haiN| cauthA kAma - hamezA hAsya bodha banAye rkhie| murde kI taraha mata rho| rote mata rho| ronA z2iMdagI meM tabhI cAhie jaba dUsaroM kI pIr3A dekho taba A~khoM meM se A~sU DhulakA denA, bAkI jiMdagI meM kabhI rone kA kyA kAma? apanI pIr3A ko dekhakara rone lage to isakA matalaba Apako abhI taka jInA hI nahIM aayaa| mahAvIra svAmI jI ko na jAne kitane saMgharSa, kitane kaSTa jhelane par3e the parantu phira bhI ve Dige nhiiN| sAr3he bAraha varSa taka jhelate rahe, logoM ne kAnoM meM kIleM bhI ThoMka dIM, para vaha sakhza DigA nahIM, aDiga rahe, avicala rahe aura tabhI to unako parama jJAna aura kaivalya jJAna milaa| murde kI taraha nahIM jieN| Apake cehare ko dekhakara laganA cAhie ki Apa kisI maMdirajI kI mUrti nahIM haiM balki Apa dharatI para calate-phirate bhagavAna kI pratimA haiN| maMdira meM bhI bhagavAna hai aura maMdira ke bAhara bhI bhagavAna hai / vahA~ para mauna bhagavAna hai aura yahA~ para calate-phirate bhagavAna haiN| agara Apa bhI yoM hI baiThe haiM, hilate nahIM, Dulate nhiiN| kucha bolo to batiyAte nahIM basa baiThe haiM, to phira Apake pAsa kyA jAyeM? maMdira jI meM hI cale jAyeM! vahA~ para bhagavAna haiM hI, phira unase boleNge| Apako dekhakara laganA cAhie ki gulAba kA phUla khila gyaa| ghara para koI mehamAna AyA to Apa kaheMge dekho phira A gyaa| vahIM para yadi Apa kaheM ki Apa Aye haiM, are bhAI bar3A maz2A A gayA, eka pAva khUna bar3ha gyaa| hAsya bodha vyakti ko apane bhItara banAye rakhanA caahie| ha~satA huA baccA acchA lagatA hai aura rotA bUr3hA bhI burA lagatA hai| koI dAdAjI ne mujhe batAyA ki unakA potA rotA hai to kitanA burA lagatA hai, saMbhAlA hI nahIM jAtA, bolate haiM bahUrAnI tU hI le jA aura ha~satA hai to icchA hotI hai usako goda meM lU~, pyAra karU~ kyoMki ha~satA baccA svarga kI kilakArI hai| apane bhItara hamezA hAsya bodha banAye rkhie| subaha bhI ha~sie, dopahara meM bhI ha~sie, rAta ko bhI ha~sa liijie| AdhI rAta ko agara A~kha khula jAe to bhI ha~sa liijie| loga lAphiMga klaba calAte haiM, hameM ha~sanA hI nahIM aataa| hamAre deza kI mahilAoM ko kevala ronA AtA hai| bhAI ronA-dhonA chodd'o| z2az2bA jagAo, vizvAsa jagAo aura ha~sane-muskurAne kI Adata ddaalo| kisI bhI rUpa meM ha~sa lo, para hNso| para kisI dUsare para mata hNsiegaa| bAkI dina bhara ha~sate rhiegaa| ha~sate raheMge to bAlama bhI acche lageMge 128 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahIM to ve bhI jAlama jI lgeNge| hAsya bodha rakho / I aisA huA ki eka mahAnubhAva Aye aura kahane lage ki sAhaba hamArA amerikA to bar3A vicitra deza hai / vahA~ para to jitanI zAdiyA~ hotI haiM sArI kI sArI I-mela se hotI haiN| maiM majAka ke mUDa meM thA / maiMne kahA mAfa karanA bhAI tumhAre yahA~ I-mela se hotI hoMgI, hamAre yahA~ to Aja bhI phImela se hotI haiN| aisA huA g2arIba bekarI vAle ke pAsa eka AdamI gayA aura jAkara bolane lagA - kyoM jI kuttoM ke lie biskuTa haiM? agalA bhI mahAguru thA / usane kahA -kyoM jI yahIM khAyeMge yA paika kara dU~? - ha~sane kA koI bhI bahAnA DhU~DhA jA sakatA hai| cuTakulA / ha~sane-ha~sAne kA hI mAdhyama hai| vAtAvaraNa kI bojhilatA ko dUra karane kA sabase bar3A z2ariyA hai cuTakulA / hatAzA, nirAzA, ciMtA, hInabhAvanA ko dUra karane kA sabase prabhAvI tarIkA hai : khuda bhI muskurAo aura dUsaroM ko bhI muskurAne kA avasara pradAna karo / ha~sanA aura muskurAnA apane va dUsaroM ke dukha-darda ko dUra karane kA sabase prabhAvI aura manovaijJAnika tarIkA hai / pA~cavIM bAta : vIra hanumAna ko apanA Adarza bnaao| hanumAna jI AtmavizvAsa ke pratIka haiM / unake lie asaMbhava jaisA koI kAma nahIM hai / hanumAna ke Ate hI asaMbhava kA 'a' haTa jAtA hai aura saba kucha saMbhava bana jAtA hai| sItAjI kA apaharaNa ho jAne para unheM DhU~Dha nikAlanA asaMbhava jaisA kArya thA / usa samaya na Aja jaisI sIbIAI thI, na upagraha aura seTelAiTa phona suvidhA, para hanumAna jI akele hI sampUrNa sIbII the / jAMbavaMta ne unake soye hue pauruSa ko jagAyA to pariNAma ye nikalA ki jisa sItAjI ko svayaM zrI rAma nahIM khoja pAe, vaha kAma hanumAna ne kara dikhaayaa| 400 yojana dUra laMbA laMkA ko bhI DhU~Dha nikAlA aura mA~ sItA ko bhI / taba svayaM rAma ne kahA thA- mere jIvana meM hanumAna jaisA hitaiSI aura koI nahIM hai / maiM to kahU~gA jaba-jaba ApakA mana kamaz2ora par3a jAe, hanumAna jI kI jaya bolo aura kUda par3o maidAna meM, ApakI naiyA kaise pAra laga jAegI Apako patA hI nahIM clegaa| maiM bhI aneka dafA hanumAnajI ko yAda kara letA hU~ / vizvAsa kIjie hanumAna hara durbala mana ke rAma haiN| maiMne sunA hai : amerikA ke rASTrapati obAmA bhI hanumAna jI kI tasvIra kA laoNkeTa pahanate haiM / pariNAma dekha lo : jIta For Personal & Private Use Only | 129 Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ unakI hai| mahAdeva jI samAdhi meM baiThe haiM aura mahAvIra jI siddha zilA meN| aba kAma Ae~ge ye hanumAna jii| aura vo bhI cuTakI meN| hanumAnajI kA virodha mata karanA, hanumAna jI se paMgA liyA, to khaTiyA khar3I ho jaaegii| Atma-vizvAsa jagAne ke lie gItA bhI upayogI hai| gItA Atma-vizvAsa jagAne kA hI zAstra hai| mujha para gItA kA upakAra rahA hai| eka bAra jaba merA manobala durbala ho gayA thA, gItA ke dUsare adhyAya ko par3hate hue merI cetanA jAgRta huI thI ki apane mana kI tuccha durbalatA kA tyAga kro| ghabarAo : mata, karttavyapatha para kadama bar3hAo, maiM tumhAre sAtha huuN| mere lie gItA kA yaha vacana brahmavAkya kI taraha hai ki Izvara hamAre sAtha hai - jIvana meM phira Dara kisa bAta kA, bhaya kisakA? hampI kI kandarAoM meM rahane vAle eka yogI saMta hue haiM : shjaanNdjii| maiM unakI guphAoM meM rahA huA huuN| ve siMha-cIte jaise jAnavaroM se ghirI una guphAoM meM nirbhaya rahate the| unakI nirbhayatA se maiM bhI antara-prerita huA huuN| ___ maiM Apako isa bAta ke lie prerita karU~gA ki mArga cAhe saphalatA kA ho, cAhe keriyara-nirmANa kA, cAhe vidyArjana kA ho yA sAdhanA kA, hara puruSArtha karate samaya vizvAsa rakho ki Izvara hamAre sAtha hai| Izvara hamAre sAtha hai : yaha sakArAtmaka soca hI Atma-vizvAsa kI AdhAra-zilA hai| ghabarAo mata, Dara ke Age hI jIta hai| binA riska uThAe izka nahIM ho sakatI aura binA bhaya bhagAe vijaya nahIM mila sktii| lakSya nirdhArita karo, lakSya ke prati soca aura mAnasikatA ko sakArAtmaka tathA utsAhapUrNa bnaao| puruSArtha karo, prabhu hamAre sAtha hai| Aja kadamoM meM khaMDaprastha hai| to kyA huA, vizvAsa rakho prabhu hai to khaMDaprastha bhI indraprastha bnegaa| Aga sabake bhItara hai, z2arUrata hai sirpha usa Aga ko jagAne kI, AtmA ko jhakajhorane kii| haz2AroM maMz2ileM hoMgI, haz2AroM kAravAM hoNge| nigAheM hamako DhU~DheMgI, na jAne hama kahA~ hoNge| na jAne hama kahA~ hoNge| apanI ora se itanA nivedana kAphI hai| 130 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kaise kholeM kismata ke tAle zrI candraprabha hara vyakti isa koziza meM lagA huA hai ki vaha apane jIvana meM saphalatA kI U~cAiyoM ko chue| aisA karane ke lie vyakti parizrama bhI karatA hai lekina koI eka cIja aisI hai jo bAra-bAra ror3A aTakA detI hai| vaha cIja hai iMsAna kI apanI kismt| yaha pustaka iMsAna kI usI baMda kismata ke tAle kholatI hai aura vyakti ko detI hai eka aisI rAha jo use AsamAnI U~cAiyA~ detI hai| mahAna rASTra-saMta pUjya zrI candraprabha kahate haiM - kismata usa gAya kI taraha hotI hai jo dUdha detI nahIM hai balki bUMda dara bUMda hameM dUdha nikAlanA hotA hai| sakArAtmaka soca aura pUre AtmavizvAsa ke sAtha yadi prayAsa kiyA jAe to iMsAna kI pratibhA use mahAna saphalatAoM kA varadAna de sakatI hai| zrI candraprabha kI bAteM jAduI cirAga kI taraha haiM jinakA istemAla kabhI vyartha nahIM jaataa| yaha pustaka nizcaya hI Apake antaramana meM eka naI UrjA aura utsAha kA saMcAra kregii| ise Apa naI pIr3hI ke lie naye yuga kI gItA smjhie| mahAna jIvana-draSTA pUjya zrI candraprabha deza ke lokapriya AdhyAtmika guruoM meM apanI eka vizeSa pahacAna rakhate haiN| 10 maI, 1962 ko janme zrI candraprabha ne 27 janavarI, 1980 ko saMnyAsa grahaNa kiyA / ve vividha dharmoM ke upadeSTA aura mahAna ciMtaka haiM / unakI jIvana-dRSTi ne lAkhoM yuvAoM ko eka naI sakArAtmaka krAMti dI hai| unake prabhAvI vyaktitva, pravacana zailI aura mahAna lekhana ne janamAnasa ko eka nayA utsAha, uddezya aura maMjila pradAna kI hai| unakI 200 se adhika pustakeM aura 500 se adhika pravacanoM kI vIsIDI jana-jana meM Ida kA prema, holI kI samarasatA aura dIpAvalI kI rozanI bikhera rahI haiN| inake dvArA jodhapura meM sthApita saMbodhi-dhAma bahuta lokapriya hai, jahA~ zikSA, sevA aura dhyAna-yoga ke jarie mAnavatA ke maMdira meM jyota se jyota jalAI jAtI hai| 40/ COPL/10160 For Personal & Private Use Only