Book Title: Kaise Kare Is Man Ko Kabu
Author(s): Amarmuni
Publisher: Guru Amar Jain Prakashan Samiti
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/002495/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kaise kareM isa mana ko kAbU ? ? pravaktA adhyAtma yuga purUSa pravartaka zrI amara muni jI mahArAja Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prastuta pustaka meM sahayogI mahAnubhAva AWAR zrI munI lAla jI mittala subhASa mittala priMTiMga praisa, baThiNDA samAja bhUSaNa zrI dhanarAja jaina, (pUrva pradhAna jaina sabhA, baThiNDA) zrI oma prakAza jaina mAtA kamalAvantI jaina (jagarAoM) svaH zrImati prItama devI jaina mAtezvarI zrI kulabhUSaNa jaina (lATI), dillI mAsTara rAghava jiMdala suputra zrI dIpaka jindala,sarahinda evam zrI rAmalAla jaina sonI parivAra padamapura Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kaise kareM isa mana ko kAbU? mana ke saMbaMdha meM vibhinna AdhyAtmika va manovaijJAnika pahaluoM para AdhArita muni zrI jI ke amRta pravacanoM kA saMkalana -: pravaktA :adhyAtma yuga purUSa pravartaka zrI amaramuni jI mahArAja -: saMkalana/saMpAdana :yuvA manISI varUNa muni 'amara ziSya' -: prUpha saMzodhana sahayogI: vairAgI gautama jaina zrI mahendra pAla jaina, ludhiyAnA -: prakAzaka :gurU amarajaina prakAzana samiti e-mail : gajps@yahoo.com (c) sarvAdhikAra surakSita prApti sthAna prema sAgarajaina hIrA lAla jaina mai. jaina TreDiMga kaM. 45, sekTara-69 gidar3abAhA, jilA muktasara mohAlI (paMjAba) (paMjAba) mo. 9814036089 mo. 9216826222 isa amUlya pustaka kA mUlya mAtra 30.00 rUpaye Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Aja hI maMgavAIye... (bhAga-1) pravaktAHbANI zUkSaNa pravaka-anAragi vANI bhUSaNa pravartaka zrI amaramuni jI amara bhakti sUtra ma. ke pravacanoM kI jisa pustaka se nAstikoM ke diloM meM bhI AstikatA kI ghaMTiyAM bajane lagatI haiM aura jisane saiMkar3o-hajAroM va zAyada lAkhoM vyaktiyoM ke diloM meM bhakti kI amara jyoti jagAI tathA unheM prabhu bhakti kI rAha dikhAI, vo pustaka 'amara bhakti sUtra' Apa bhI par3ha kara dekhie / phira dekhiye kisa prakAra Apake jIvana kI dazA aura dizA badalatI hai| - bhagavAna ko kaise pAeM ? - pApoM se kisa prakAra mukta hoM ? kyA zakti hai- bhakti kI ? kisalie pAyA hai ye iMsAna kA colA ? kaise kareM bhagavAna kI bhakti ? kaise mur3eM vAsanA se upAsanA kI ora ? aise kucha praznoM kA samAdhAna detI hai- ye pustaka / to dera kisa bAta kI ? Aja hI maMgavAIye ye pustaka, Apa bhI par3hiye tathA apane mitra-pyAre, nikaTa saMbaMdhiyoM ko bhI upahAra rUpa meM bheMTa kIjie ye 'bhakti grNth'| jisake choTe-choTe sarala-sahaja zailI meM likhita pravacana usa parama dhAma rUpI maMjila taka pahu~cane kI pagaDaMDiyA~ haiM Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzakIya adhyAtma yuga puruSa vANI bhUSaNa pravartaka pravara zraddheya zrI amara muni jI mahArAja kI pravacana zailI bar3I hI anUThI aura bejor3a hai| jaba ve pravacana karate haiM to sunane vAle zrotA eka alaga hI loka meM pahuMca jAte haiM jahA~ isa loka kI ciMtAe~, tanAva, TeMzansa svataH hI dUra ho jAtI haiM / muni zrI jI kI vo amRta vANI hara vyakti taka pahu~ca sake aisA honA to kAphI muzkila hai kyUMki- pracAra aura prasAra ke kSetra meM hamArA samAja kAphI pichar3A huA hai jo ki- hamArI bahuta bar3I kamI aura kamajorI hai| lekina phira bhI hamane gurUdeva zrI jI kI vANI ko Apa taka pahu~cAne ke lie eka bIca kA rAstA nikAlA hai- isa pustaka ke mAdhyama se / isa zrRMkhalA meM - - gata varSa gurudeva zrI ke antevAsI ziSya yuvA manISI lalita lekhaka zrI varUNa muni jI mahArAja ne 'amara bhakti sUtra' nAmaka pustaka kA zubhArambha kiyA / jise sabhI dharma premiyoM ne bahuta hI sraahaa| isI zrRMkhalA meM zraddhAlu bhaktoM kI purajora mAMga ko dekhate hue hamane prastuta pustaka ko prakAzita karane kA vinamra prayAsa kiyA hai / AzA hai- yaha bhI pAThakoM ke lie upayogI evaM anukaraNIya siddha hogI / mahAmantrI (gurU amara jaina prakAzana samiti) Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anakrama 1. sAdhanA meM bAdhaka hai, to sAdhaka bhI hai hamArA mana 2. sAdhanA kA kendra biMdu hai mana 3. AtmA aura indriyoM kA mAdhyama hai-mana 4. pAnI ke samAna hai hamArA ye mana 5. mana ko kaise kareM kAbU ? 6. amara ho jAte haiM-mana ko mArane vAle! 7. saMkalpa bala se deM isa mana ko mor3a 8. mana ko jIta lenA hI saccI vijaya 9. 'mana' ko 'nama' kara de 10. gurU rAha dikhA sakate haiM, calanA hameM svayaM hI hogA... 11. mana sAdhana hai, sarvocca zakti hai AtmA 12. mana ko vaza karane ke kucha manovaijJAnika upAya Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhanA meM bAdhaka hai to sAdhaka bhI hai hamArA mana pravacana sAra jaba ye mana vAsanA meM DUbA hotA hai to baMdhana kA kAraNa bana jAtA hai aura jaba upAsanA meM laga jAtA hai to yahI mukti kA dvAra bana jAtA hai| - isa mana rUpI duSTa ghor3e ko jJAna kI lagAma se kAbU kro| phira ye burAIyoM se haTakara acchAIyoM kI rAha para calane lgegaa| 5 Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hamArI jitanI bhI Atma kalyANa hetu sAdhanA hotI hai usakA eka mAtra uddezya hai mana ko vaza meM krnaa| kAraNa ki jaba taka mana DAvAMDola rahegA taba taka cAhe hama kitanI bhI sAdhanA kareM, ArAdhanA kareM, upAsanA kareM, usakA koI artha nahIM, saba vyartha haiN| _mana ke saMdarbha meM prakAza DAlate hue adhyAtma yuga purUSa pravartaka pravara zrI amara muni jI mahArAja apane amRta pravacanoM ke mAdhyama se kahate haiM-bandhuoM! hamArA ye mana usa caMcala ghor3e ke samAna hai jo apane mAlika ko, savAra ko viparIta dizA kI ora le jAtA hai, patana ke mArga para agrasara kara detA hai| / isa mana rUpI duSTa ghor3e ko kAbU karanA hai to jJAna kI lagAma lgaao| kyoMki abhI tuma isa para savAra nahIM ho, ye tuma para savAra hai aura jisa dina Apane ise jJAna kI lagAma ke dvArA kAbU kara liyA usa dina Apa isake izAroM para nahIM blaki ye Apake izAroM para clegaa| hamAre maharSiyoM ne kahA hai Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mana eva manuSyANAM, kAraNaM bandha mokSayoH / bandhAya viSayAsaktaM, muktayai nirvissymnH|| arthAt hamArA jo mana hai vaha baMdhana kA kAraNa bhI hai aura mukti kA bhii| jaba ye mana viSaya-vikAroM ke prati Asakta hotA hai to sAdhanA meM bAdhaka bana jAtA hai aura jaba ye vAsanA se Upara uTha kara upAsanA meM laga jAtA hai to yahI mana sAdhaka yAni sahAyaka bana jAtA hai| AeM ise eka dRSTAMta dvArA samajheM: magadhAdhipati rAjA zreNika (biMbasAra) prabhu mahAvIra ke darzana karane jA rahe the, rAste meM unhoMne eka muni ko dhyAna magna dekhaa| mana ke bhAvoM dvArA ratha para baiThe-baiThe hI usa dhyAnastha muni kI kaThora sAdhanA ke prati mastaka jhukAyA aura pahu~ca gae bhagavAna mahAvIra ke darabAra meM, vaMdana kiyA, dharmopadeza sunA, phira jijJAsA rakhI-bhagavana ! maiMne rAste meM eka dhyAna meM lIna muni ke darzana kie the, yadi ve kAla dharma (mRtyu) ko prApta ho jAe~ to kauna sI gati meM jAaiMge? - prabhu mahAvIra ne pharamAyA-pahalI naraka meM / prabhu! vo mahAmuni naraka meM ? socA-ho sakatA hai mere sunane meM galatI ho gaI ho, phira pUchA to uttara milA-dUsarI naraka meM, phira tIsarI meM, phira cauthI meM....karate-karate sAtavIM naraka taka pahuMca ge| kAraNa ki prabhu mahAvIra usa muni kI Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ manaH sthiti ko apane jJAna dvArA jAna rahe the / jahA~ ve muni dhyAna magna the vahA~ do deva unakI parIkSA lene aae| eka ne kahA-aho ! dhanya hai isa mahAmuni ko / kitanI kaThora sAdhanA kara raheM haiN| dUsare ne kahA- are khAka sAdhanA hai! ye to bhagor3A hai bhagaur3A, choTe se beTe ko rAjA banAkara svayaM rAjapATa chor3a ke bhAga AyA, vahA~ kisI zatru rAjA ne car3hAI kara dI, aba becArA vo abodha bAlaka bhalA kyA jAne yuddha karanA ? muni bezaka dhyAnastha haiM, magara kAnoM ne to apanA kAma karanA hI hai / jaba ye sunA to ekadama khyAla AyA-are! mere beTe para zatru ne car3hAI kara dI ? maiM dUra hU~ to kyA huA, para hU~ to jiMdA / dekhatA hU~-zatru kyA bigAr3atA hai ! mere hote usakI kyA aukAta! basa mana ke dvArA hI pahu~ca gae yuddha ke kSetra meM aura laga gae yuddha karane / mana ke bhAvoM aura vicAroM kI talavAra dvArA saiMkar3oM ko mAra diyA, hajAroM ko kATa diyA, para zatru to bar3A balavAna hai, bar3hatA hI jA rahA hai| are! merA ye sudarzana cakra kyA kAma AegA ? usI ko ghumAne lage / acAnaka uMgalI mastaka se TakarAI, dhyAna khulA, oha tAja to dUra mere sira pe to bAla bhI nahIM, maiM to muni bana cukA hU~ / para kisa bAta kA muni ? muni ho 8 Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kara maiM yuddha kara rahA hU~ ? are kauna beTA, kisakA rAjya ? jaba thUka hI AyA to dobArA kyA caattnaa| tUne yuddha hI karanA hai to apane karmoM se kr| dhyAna aba mor3a le cukA hai| rAjA zreNika ne kucha dera bAda apanA prazna phira doharAyA-prabhu aba vo muni mRtyu ko prApta hoM to kahA~ jAeMge? rAjana! chaThI naraka meN| aba ? pAMcavIM meN| karate-karate pahalI naraka taka A ge| aura usase bhI Upara uTha gae-pahalA devaloka, dUsarA, tIsarA calate-calate, bar3hate-bar3hate chabbIsaveM devaloka taka jA phuNce| aura dekhate kyA haiM ? tabhI deva dundubI baja uThI 'aho jJAnaM, aho jJAnaM / ' prabhu ye kevala jJAna, ye brahma jJAna kise huA ? ki- usI prasanna candra mahAmuni ko| __samajhe ? mana kI gati kitanI prabala hai, ye yahIM baiThe-baiThe svarga ke najAre dikhA de aura yahIM baiThe sAkSAta naraka ke darzana karA de| to isa mana rUpI duSTa ghor3e ko jJAna kI lagAma ke dvArA saMbhAlo, jo saMbhAleMge ve sukha paaegeN| zeSa phira... (9) Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhanA kA kendra biMdu hai mana pravacana sAra duniyA~ kA sabase bar3A 'yoddhA' vo hai jisane apane mana ko jIta liyaa| ye mana cAbI ke samAna hai jisake dvArA acchAIyoM kA tAlA khola bhI sakate haiM aura burAIyoM kA dvAra baMda bhI kara sakate haiN| 10 Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2 hamAre yahA~ eka bahuta hI prasiddha kahAvata hai 'mana ke jIte jIta hai, mana ke hAre hAra' yAni jisane apane mana ko jIta liyA samajho usane saMsAra ko jIta liyA aura jo apane mana se hI hAra gayA samajho vaha sArI duniyA~ se hAra gayA kyoMki jo apane mana ko hI nahIM jIta pAyA vo bhalA duniyA~ ko kyA jIta pAegA ? aura duniyA~ bhale hI jIta. le jaba taka vo apane mana ko na jIta pAegA taba taka usakI hara jIta adhyAtma dRSTi se hAra hI hogii| mana ke viSaya meM prakAza DAlate hue jaina dharma divAkara pravarttaka zrI amara muni jI mahArAja kahate haiMpyArI AtmAoM ! prabhu mahAvIra ne pharamAyA hai jisane eka ko jIta liyA usane pA~ca ko jIta liyA, jisane ina chahoM ko jIta liyA usane dasa ko jIta liyaa| Apa kaheMge-mahArAja ye pahelI kucha samajha nahIM AI / Ao ise samajhane kA prayAsa kreN| jisane eka yAni mana ko jIta liyA samajho usane pA~ca indriyoM ko jIta liyA aura jisane ina chahoM ko jIta liyA samajho usane cAra kaSAya yAni krodha, mAna, mAyA aura lobha ko bhI jIta liyaa| kahane kA abhiprAya hamArI sAdhanA kA kendra bindu hai-mana | kavi ne kahA hai : : 11 Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'candana cAbI eka hai, hai pherana meM phera / baMda kare khole yahI, tAte satagurU hera / / ' yAni unhoMne mana ko cAbI kI upamA dI hai| isa mana rUpI cAbI ke dvArA hama acchAIyoM kA tAlA khola bhI sakate haiM aura burAIyoM kA dvAra baMda bhI kara sakate haiN| isa tAle ko sahI DhaMga se, ThIka tarIke se kholane aura baMda karane kA rAstA batAte haiN-guruu| ise samajhane meM eka preraka prasaMga upayogI hogaa| Ae~ pahale usI kI carcA kara leM kisI gA~va ke bAhara gurU-celA Akara Thahare / celA bhikSA ke lie claa| jisa dvAra pe jAtA, alakha jagAtA, eka raTA raTAyA vAkya bolatA, 'rAma nAma sat hai, jo bole so gat hai' ye krama calatA rhaa| eka dina jaba usane eka ghara ke bAhara alakha jagAI to vahA~ daravAje para piMjare meM eka totA laTakA huA thA / usane kahA- mahArAja ! Apa kahate ho rAma nAma sat hai, jo bole so gat hai / maiM to subaha se zAma taka rAma-rAma bolatA hU~, merI to gati huI nahIM ? ziSya ne sunA, socA bAta to yaha ThIka kahatA hai| kahane lagA- bhAI ! maiM kala * apane guru jI se pUcha kara batAU~gA / vApisa jaMgala meM guru ke pAsa AyA, sArI bAta sunAI, sunakara guru jI gira par3e, jaise behoza ho gae hoM / ziSya Dara gayA, patA nahIM gurU jI ko kyA ho gayA ? pAnI ke chIMTe DAle, hoza AI, khAnA khilAyA, saMdhyA-pUjA kI, aura so ge| agale dina celA phira calA bhikSA ke lie| 12 Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaba usI ghara jAkara alakha jagAI to tote ne kahA-kyA bAta! guru jI se pUchA nahIM ? ziSya ne kahA bhAI! pUchA to thA para gurU jI to eka dama behoza ho kara gira ge| totA muskurAyA, kahane lagA- ThIka hai, rahasya merI samajha meM A gayA, aba Apa jA sakate ho| ziSya apanI bhikSA lekara calA gyaa| udhara totA piMjare meM nir3hAla par3a gayA, thor3I dera meM mAlika AyA, dekhAtotA behoza ho gayA hai| kyA kare becArA ! garmI hI bahuta par3a rahI hai| | usane usa para pAnI ke chIMTe mAre aura piMjare se bAhara nikAla chAMva meM rakha diyA, socA-becAre ko hoza A jAegI to piMjare meM rakha dUMgA / tote ne eka AMkha kholakara dekhA ki mAlika dUra calA gayA, maukA sunaharI hai, usane vahA~ semArI uDArI aura ur3ate-ur3ate vahIM A gayA jahA~ vo ziSya thA / kahane lagA-bhAI ! rAma nAma sat hai, jo bole so gat hai "para suna 'cAbI gurAM de hattha hai' | to pyArI AtmAo ! saMsArI aura sanyAsI meM yahI aMtara hai / saMsArI mana kA gulAma hotA hai aura 'mana' saMta kA gulAma hotA hai| isa mana ko vaza karane kI hI to rAha batAte hai-sNt| para Apa ise vaza karanA hI nahIM caahte| Apa kaheMge kaise ? usakI carcA agale pravacana meM karane kA prayAsa karUMgA 13 Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmA aura indriyoM kA mAdhyama hai-mana pravacanasAra Apako paise se jitanA pyAra hai, utanA prabhu se nahIM, jisa dina ApakA prabhu se pyAra ho gayA, phira ye mana bhaTaka nahIM sakatA, galata rAha para cala nahIM sktaa| jisane apane mana ko jIta liyA, samajho vo bAdazAhoM kA bhI bAdazAha ho gyaa| (14 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3 mana ke saMbaMdha meM hamane pichale pravacana meM carcA kI thI, usI carcA ko Age bar3hAte hue vANI ke jAdUgara, pravacana bhUSaNa, pravarttaka zrI amara muni jI mahArAja kahate haiM- mana TikatA hai, mana ko TikAnA impaoNsibala nahIM hai, asaMbhava nahIM hai| vo to svayaM kahatA hai AI ema paoNsibala / mana kAbU hotA hai agara Apa use kAbU karanA cAho / saca bolanA jaba harI-harI kannI ke pA~ca-pA~ca sau ke noTa gina rahe hote ho, taba ye kahIM bhaTakatA hai ? jaba merI bahaneM jvailarI baoNksa (gahanoM kI peTI) khola kara baiThatI haiM, taba unakA mana kahIM DolatA hai ? to mAlA pherate, bhakti karate nIMda kyUM AtI hai ? mana DAvAMDola kyUM hotA hai ? idhara udhara kyUM bhaTakatA hai| kyUMki abhI hameM bhakti meM vo rasa nahIM AyA, vo vizvAsa nahIM aayaa| jisa dina Apako vizvAsa A gayA, usa dina ApakA ye mana bhaTaka nahIM sakatA, galata kara nahIM sakatA / hamArA ye 'mana' indriyoM aura AtmA ke bIca mAdhyama kA kAma karatA hai| ise eka upamA dvArA samajheM / jaise eka phaikTarI hai, usameM mAlika, munIma aura karmacArI 15 Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ haiN| aise hI hamArA ye AtmA mAlika hai, mana munIma hai aura indriyAM naukara cAkara haiN| munIma jo bhI bolI lagAtA hai usakA lAbha hAni mAlika ko hotA hai| mAlika agara sAvadhAna hai to munIma ko hAni se lAbha kI ora lagA sakatA hai| yahI avasthA hamArI hai| __mana munIma acchAIyoM aura burAIyoM kI boliyA~ lagAtA hai para agara AtmA rUpI mAlika sAvadhAna hai to vo use burAI se haTA kara acchAI kI tarapha lagA sakatA hai| basa jisakA AtmA rUpI mAlika jAgRta hai vo saMta hai aura jisakI AtmA soI huI hai vo saMsArI hai| ____rAjA ghor3e para savAra hokara jA rahA thaa| dekhA rAste meM kaMkara pattharoM ke Dhera para eka sanyAsI baiThA hai, jo abhI abhI sokara uThA thaa| rAjA ne socA- ye becArA kaMkariyoM pe so rahA hai ? isake mana meM khyAla AtA hogA ki ____'aba ke phaMse chUTeMge, aura baiThe miTTI kuutteNge| yAni ye bhI socatA hogA jiMdagI meM khAmakhAha kA paMgA le liyaa| phira apanA khyAla AyA-are mere yahAM narama narama gadde, naukara cAkara, sukha ke sAre sAdhana, kahA~ ye, aura kahA~ maiM ? pahale jo dayA jAgI thI usakA sthAna aba ahaMkAra ne le liyaa| bar3A itarA kara pUchA-mahArAja! kaho kaisI bItI ? vo to phakkar3a phakIra the, kahA-rAjana! kucha tere jaisI gujarI, kucha tere se acchI gujrii| haiM, ye kyA ? kucha mere jaisI aura, kucha mere se acchI ? kaise ? (16) Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ phakIra ne kahA-suna rAjana! tere jaisI to yUM bItI ki jaba tujhe nIMda AI to patA nahIM tUM kahA par3A hai, aura mujhe nIMda AI to mujhe bhI patA nahIM ki maiM kahAM par3A huuN| gaddoM pe ki kaMkara pattharoM pe / ye to huI tere jaisii| tere se bar3hiyA kaise bItI, vo bhI suna / tUM jAgA to tere sAtha duniyA~ kI ciMtA jAgI, use sajA denI hai, usako phAMsI pe TAMganA hai, zatru pe car3hAI karanI hai agairA vagairA aura maiM jAgA to mere sAtha mere prabhu kA ciMtana jAgA / rAjA ne socA yUM hI raTI raTAI bAteM bola rahA hogaa| kahane lagA-calo mahArAja! Apako mahaloM meM le calUM, khUba sevA hogii| santa to pahuMce hue the| socA ise nazA hai apanI sattA kA, rAjA hogA apane ghara kA, maiMne rAjA se lenA nahIM, raMka ko palle se kucha denA nahIM / kahane lage- rAjana! tU merI kyA sevA karegA, tUM to mere naukaroM kA naukara hai| aba to bar3I karArI coTa pahu~cI rAjA ke abhimAna ko| kahane lagA-mahArAja! Apako patA hai kisase bAta kara rahe ho ? saMta muskurAe, kahane lage-rAjana! tU mana aura indriyoM kA baMdhA hai, unakA gulAma hai aura vo mere gulAma haiN| isalie kahA tU to mere naukaroM kA naukara hai| rAjA caraNoM meM jhuka gyaa| samajhe ? jisane apane mana ko jIta liyA vo bAdazAhoM kA bAdazAha ho gyaa| 17 Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAnIkasamAna hai hamArAyemana pravacanasAra isa mana kA pAnI ke samAna na to apanA koI raMga hai na aakaar| basa acchAIyoM kA raMga milAeMge to acchA bana jAegA aura burAIyoM kA raMga DAleMge to ye burA bana jaaegaa| dharma sthAna se bhI adhika mahatva dharma bhAvanA kA hai| kyUMki - 'mana caMgA te kaTautI vica gaMgA' Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4 hamAre isa mana kI gati bar3I vicitra hai| jisakA pAra pAnA koI baccoM kA khela nahIM hai| isI mana ke vibhinna pahaluoM para prakAza DAlate hue adhyAtma yuga puruSa pravarttaka zrI amara muni jI mahArAja apane amRta pravacanoM meM pharamAte haiM ki T hamArA ye mana pAnI ke samAna hai| jaise pAnI kA apanA nA koI raMga hotA hai, nA AkAra / jo raMga milA deM usI raMga kA bana jAtA hai, jisa bartana meM DAla deM, vahI AkAra le letA hai, yahI avasthA hai hamAre isa mana kI / isakA bhI apanA nA koI raMga hai, nA hI koI AkAra / acchAIyoM kA raMga DAla deM to ye acchA bana jAtA hai aura burAIyoM kA raMga milA deM to ye burA ho jAtA hai| jaise saMskAra rUpI bartana meM DAla deM vaisA hI ye AkAra le letA hai / Apane dekhA hogA-pAnI hamezA nIce kI ora jAtA hai| aise hI isa mana kA svabhAva bhI nIce kI ora, patana kI ora jAnA hai / para agara isI mana rUpI pAnI ko 19 Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tapa agni kA saMsarga mila jAe to ye bhApa bana kA Upara uThanA zurU kara detA hai, urdhvagAmI bana jAtA hai| isa mana kI gati bar3I prabala hai| eka vaijJAnika anusaMdhAna ke anusAra prakAza kI gati eka saikiNDa meM 1 lAkha 86 hajAra mIla kI hai, vidyuta yAni bijalI kI gati 2 lAkha 88 hajAra mIla kI hai aura mana kI gati eka saikiNDa meM 22 lAkha 65 hajAra 120 mIla kI hai| ye to vaijJAnikoM kA mata hai| lekina hamAre zAstra, dharma graMtha to mana kI gati isase bhI tIvratara mAnate haiN| kyUMki ye mana kabhI svarga meM pahuMca jAtA hai aura kabhI naraka kI saira kara AtA hai| Apa kaheMge-kaise ? dUra jAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM, Apa apane vyavahArika jIvana meM hI dekha lIjie-baiThe hote haiM satsaMga meM, mana hotA hai dukAna pe| yahIM baiThe-baiThe hI kabhI dillI pahuMca jAtA hai aura kabhI amerikA / AIe eka preraka prasaMga dvArA smjhe| prasaMga bhI koI mana ghaDaMta nahIM, 'vAyu purANa' se sabaMdhita hai _ vRta, suvRta nAmaka do bhAI, vicAra karate haiMkRSNa janmASTamI A rahI hai| apane nagara meM to hara varSa hI dekhate haiM, isa bAra prayAga rAja kI prasiddha janmASTamI dekhanI caahie| cala par3e aura calate-calate pahu~ca bhI gae pryaagraaj| (20) Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jyU hI nagara meM pahu~ce, tabhI bAriza zurU ho gii| idhara-udhara dekhA, eka sUcanApaTa (borDa) najara AyA, jisa para likhA thA- 'jiMdA nAca'/ choTA bhAI kahane lagA- calo, nAca ghara meM cleN| bAriza se bhI baca jAeMge aura nAca bhI dekha leNge| para bar3A bhAI kahane lagA- nA bhAI ! cAhe kucha ho, maiM to mAdhava jI ke maMdira meM hI jAU~gA / choTA bhAI bolA- Apane jAnA hai to jAo, mujhase to bAriza meM bhIgA nahIM jAtA / Akhira jI choTA bhAI nAca ghara meM calA gayA aura bar3A becArA kisI taraha bhIgatA-bhAgatA maMdira meM pahu~ca gyaa| vahA~ kIrtana ho rahA thA-'hare rAmA, hare kRSNA / ' vo thor3I dera to jhUmA para phira dimAga ghUmA-are kahA~ phaMsa gayA ? terA bhAI bar3hiyA rahA jo maje se nartakI kA nAca dekha rahA hogaa| baiThA maMdira meM hai para vahIM use nAca ghara ke najAre najara A rahe haiN| udhara choTA bhAI, jo nAca ghara meM baiThA hai, pardA haTA, aura maMca pe eka ardha nagna yuvatI thirakatI huI AI / vo nAca dekhate hue vicAra karatA hai-are ye bhI koI jIvana hai ? caMda cAMdI ke Tukar3oM ke lie ye apane zarIra kI numAIza kara rahI hai| ye to nArI samAja para kalaMka hai| tUM bhI kahA~ Ake phaMsa gyaa| dhanya hai terA vo bhAI, jo mAdhava 21 Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jI ke maMdira meM baiThA prabhu kA kIrtana kara rahA hai| use vahIM baiThe kIrtana kI hiloreM A rahI haiM aura prabhu ke darzana ho rahe haiN| ___Ayu donoM kI pUrI ho rahI hai, nATaka zAlA meM devadUta pahuMca gae deva vimAna lekara, kahane lage-cala bhAI hamAre sAtha / kahA~ ? vaikuNTha meM / maiM ! aura vaikuNTha meM ? zAyada Apa galatI se A gae, merA bar3A bhAI baiThA hai mAdhava jI ke maMdira meM, Apa use lene Ae hoNge| devadUta kahane lge-nhiiN| hama to Apako hI lene Ae haiN| Apa baiThe bezaka nRtya zAlA meM ho para ApakA mana prabhu bhakti meM lIna hai| 1 udhara bar3e bhAI ke pAsa yamadUta pahu~ca ge| kahane lage-cala oe| haiM ? kahA~ ? kahA~ kyA, naraka meM aura khaaN| naraka meM ? tumheM patA nahIM maiM kahA~ baiThA hU~ ? yamadUta kahate-zarIra se cAhe tUM mAdhava jI ke maMdira meM baiThA hai para terA mana to nartakI ke nAca meM magna hai| samajhe Apa ? ye hai mana kI gti| dharma sthAna se bhI adhika mahatva dharma bhAvanA kA hai| basa jIvana kA kalyANa cAhate ho to "isa mana kI gati saMbhAlie, prabhu kI ora ddaalie| dhonA jo cAhe, to mana ko dho om japo, prabhu nAma jpo||" (22) Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mana ko kaise kareM kAbU ? pravacana sAra isa mana ko vaza meM karane ke lie abhyAsa aura vairAgya kA sahArA lo mana kAbU nahIM AtA to adhIra mata banoM, dhairya rakho, lage raho sAdhanA kI rAha para, siddhi jarUra milegI / 23 Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5 adhikatara sAdhakoM kI ye zikAyata hotI hai ki- mahArAja jaba bhI hama sAdhanA karane lagate haiM, maMtra - jApa karate haiM to mana nahIM lagatA, ise kaise kAbU kareM ? isI samasyA kA samAdhAna karate hue jaina dharma divAkara pravarttaka pravara zrI amara muni jI mahArAja apane pravacanoM meM pharamAte haiM ki- tuma jo ye prazna karate ho, ye koI nayA nahIM hai| bahuta lambe samaya se calA A rahA hai| arjuna ne bhI zrI kRSNa se yahI prazna pUchA thA 'caMcalaM hI manaH kRSNa, pramAthi balavad dRDham / tasyAhaM nigrahaM manye, vAyoriva suduSkaram / / ' ye mana jo baMdara ke samAna caMcala hai, hAthI ke samAna balavAna aura dRDha hai, jo AdamI ko matha detA hai, jise vaza karanA vAyu ko pakar3ane ke samAna duSkara hai| he prabhu! maiM ise kAbU karanA cAhatA hU~, kaise karU~ ? taba zrI kRSNa ne kahA 'abhyAsena tu kaunteya ! vairAgyena ca gRhayate' yAni he kuntI putra ! ise abhyAsa aura vairAgya se vaza meM kro| aba prazna AtA hai ki-abhyAsa kaisA ho ? kisakA ho ? kyUMki abhyAsa to eka cora bhI karatA hai, jebakatarA bhI karatA hai, to pahalI bAta ApakA abhyAsa 24 Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sadabhyAsa honA caahie| satsaMga karo, sadgraMthoM kA svAdhyAya kro| jaba Apa satsaMga yA svAdhyAya kareMge to Apake bhItara vairAgya kI dhArA bhegii| aura jaba vairAgya kI parama parAkASThA A jAegI taba 'yatra-yatra manoyAti, tatra-tatra samAdhaye' jahA~-jahA~ ApakA mana jAegA vahIM Apako samAdhI kI prApti ho jaaegii| para ye aMtima sIr3hI hai, pahale sIr3hI dara sIr3hI car3hanA hogaa| agara sIdhe hI caubAre para pahuMcanA cAho to jyAdA saMbhAvanA hAtha-pA~va TUTane kI hai| 'asthira mana yogI bane, sacamuca meM uphaas| paMgu kahe maiM bhI calUM, paidala kosa pcaas|' vo vyakti, jisake pAMva nahIM aura kahe ki maiM bhI 50 kosa paidala cala sakatA hU~ to jaise vo upahAsa kA pAtra banatA hai aise hI asthira mana vAle sAdhaka kI avasthA hotI hai| mahArSi veda vyAsa ziSyoM ko par3hA rahe the| par3hAte-par3hAte 'mana' kA prasaMga A gayA aura vo kahane lage-eka bApa ko apanI javAna beTI ke sAtha, eka naujavAna bhAI ko apanI javAna bahana ke sAtha ekAMta meM nahIM baiThanA caahie| kyUM ? kyUMki ye mana bar3A caMcala hai| ___ unake pramukha ziSya jayamaNi ne kahA-guru jI! aura sArI bAteM to jaMca gaI para ye nahIM jcii| kyA AdamI itanA gayA-bItA hai ki usakA mana apanI beTI yA bahana para hI kharAba ho jAe? mahArSi veda vyAsa ne kahA-dekho, aba to saMdhyA kA samaya ho rahA hai, isa viSaya para phira carcA kreNge| (25 Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sabane apane pothI-panne sameTe aura apanI-apanI kuTiyA kI ora cala die| jayamaNi bhI cale, jyUM hI vo apanI kuTiyA ke najadIka pahuMce to unheM eka nArI ke rone kI AvAja sunAI dii| jayamaNi usa ora bar3he, dekhA-eka navayuvatI, solaha zrRMgAra sajI huI, ro rahI hai| pUchA-beTI! kyA bAta ? tuma kyoM ro rahI ho ? usane kahA dharma pitA! maiM apane pati ke sAtha pIhara se sasurAla jA rahI thI, mujhe pyAsa lagI to vo pAnI lene cala die| taba ke gae, abhI taka nahIM lauTe, aba batAo maiM kahA~ jAU~ ? jayamaNi ne kahA-putrI! ghabarAo mata, mere sAtha clo| apanI kuTiyA meM usa yuvatI ko le Ae, khAne ko kucha phala die, pIne ko pAnI diyA, kahA- beTI tuma dvAra kA sAMkala lagA kara aMdara ArAma karo, maiM bAhara baiTha kara japa karatA hU~ aura suno aba aMdherA hone lagA hai, aMdherA pApa kA sAthI hai| yahA~ rAta ko vicAroM ke rAkSasa bahuta Ate haiN| agara koI merA nAma lekara bhI dvAra khaTakhaTAe to kholanA mata! acchA dharma pitaa| lar3akI ne dvAra baMda kara liyaa| bAhara jayamaNi baiThe mAlA phera raheM haiM, mAlA kA manakA hAtha meM ghUma rahA hai mana kA manakA kahIM aura hI ghUma gayA hai| are! itanI suMdara lar3akI tere cuMgala meM phaMsI huI hai aura tUM ye sunaharI maukA gaMvA rahA hai ? cala, bahatI gaMgA meM hAtha dho le| uThe, cale para aMdara se AvAja AI-are nIca! tUM itanA gira gayA ? jise beTI banAyA usake prati hI bure khyAla lA rahA hai mana meM ? nahIM, vApisa Akara baiTha gae para thor3I dera bAda phira mana ne apanA kAma zurU kiyA aura AtmA kI AvAja kA galA ghoMTa kara jayamaNi cala die| A 26 Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kuTiyA kA dvAra khaTkhaTAyA, aMdara se AvAz2a AI-kauna ? maiM jayamaNi / nahIM, dvAra nahIM khulegaa| are maiM svayaM isa kuTiyA kA mAlika hU~ jayamaNi, dvAra kholo ! cAhe koI ho, dvAra nahIM khulegaa| acchA! koI bAta nhiiN| ye jhopar3I to merI hI banAI huI hai nA! car3he chata para, ghAsa-phUsa haTAyA aura aMdara mArI chalAMga to dekhate kyA hai-eka cauMkI para svayaM maharSi veda vyAsa baiThe apanI sapheda dAr3hI ko sahalA rahe haiN| muskurA kara kahane lage-A gayA baccA ? gurU jI ! ye kyA ? beTA samajha gayA ? hA~ guru jI ! samajha gayA, ye mana bar3A caMcala hai| to pyArI AtmAoM ! isalie kahA hai-'mana ke. mate na cAlie, mana ke mate aneka' para ghabarAne kI jarUrata nahIM / abhyAsa aura vairAgya pUrvaka sAdhanA meM lage raho, eka dina siddhi jarUra milegI / 'dhIre-dhIre mor3a tUM, isa mana ko, isa mana ko tUM, isa mana ko / mana mor3A phira Dara nahIM, koI dUra prabhu kA ghara nahIM / / dhIre-dhIre mor3a tUM, isa mana ko, isa mana ko tUM, isa mana ko / ' basa Aja itanA hI.. 27 Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ amaraho jAte haiMmana ko mArane vAle pravacana sAra tana bUr3hA ho jAtA hai para mana bUr3hA nahIM hotaa| aura jo apane mana ko mAra lete haiM vo phira amara ho jAte haiN| tana se pApa nahIM karate para mana se to karate haiM nA? vo jyAdA khataranAka hai| inase bacane kA prayAsa kro| (28) Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 6 tana bUr3hA ho jAtA hai, indriyA~ bUr3hI ho jAtI haiM, jIvana bUr3hA ho jAtA hai magara AdamI kA mana kabhI bUr3hA nahIM hotaa| kAmanAe~ aura vAsanAe~ kabhI bUr3hI nahIM hotI aura jisakA mana bUr3hA ho jAtA hai phira usake jIvana meM sanyAsa ghaTita hone meM koI dera nahIM lgtii| jisakI kAmanAe~ aura vAsanAeM mara jAe~ phira vaha AdamI duniyA~ meM kabhI nahIM mrtaa| aisA AdamI rAma, kRSNa, buddha aura mahAvIra kI taraha amara ho jAtA hai| duniyA~ meM kevala ve marate haiM jo apane mana ko nahIM mAra pAte / mana ke saMdarbha meM prakAza DAlate hue adhyAtma yuga puruSa pravarttaka zrI amara muni jI mahArAja pharamAte hai ki asalI samasyA mana hai| indriyA~ to kevala svica haiM, mena svica to mana hI hai| jaba kabhI bhI koI vizvAmitra apanI tapasyA aura sAdhanA se phisalatA aura giratA hai to isake lie doSa hamezA menakA ko diyA jAtA hai, jabaki doSa 'menakA' kA nahIM, AdamI ke 'mana kA' hotA hai| koI bhI AdamI menakA ke AkarSaNa kI vajaha se nahIM, apitu 29 Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ apane mana kI kamajorI kI vajaha se giratA hai| mana bar3A khataranAka hai| duniyA~ meM 10 cIjeM caMcala haiN| dasa makAra caMcala haiN| "mano madhukaro megho, mAnanI madano marUt / markaTo mA mado matsyo , makArA daza cNclaa||" AdamI kA mana, madhukara (bhauMrA), megha (bAdala), mAninI (strI), madana (kAmadeva), marUta (havA), markaTa (baMdara), mA~ (lakSmI), mada (abhimAna), aura matsya-ye dasa cIjeM duniyA~ meM caMcala haiM, aura inameM bhI AdamI kA mana sarvAdhika caMcala hai| isa mana ko samajhanA bar3I Ter3hI khIra hai| pala-pala meM badalatA hai, kSaNa meM phisalatA hai| eka pala meM evaresTa kI coTI para car3ha jAtA hai to agale hI pala baMgAla kI khAr3I meM utara jAtA hai| isalie maiM ise, 'makAra' nahIM 'makkAra' kahatA huuN| zAstroM meM varNana AtA hai-tandula maccha kaa| tandula kahate haiM-cAvala ko| usa maccha kA zarIra cAvala ke AkAra jitanA hotA hai| rahatA kahA~ hai ? magaramaccha kI A~kha kI palaka pr| usake pAsa pA~ca indriyA~ hotI haiM, mana bhI hotA hai lekina Ayu kevala 2 ghar3I yAni 48 minaTa kI hotI hai| para usa do ghar3I kI Ayu meM hI vo 'mana ke dvArA' itane cIkane yAni kaThora karma bA~dha letA hai ki-marane ke bAda vo sAtavIM naraka meM jAkara paidA hotA hai| Apa kaheMge-kaise ? Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaba magaramaccha samudra meM mu~ha khola kara mastI meM par3A hotA hai to laharoM ke vega meM saiMkar3oM-hajAroM machaliyA~ usake mukha meM AtI-jAtI haiN| vo taMdula maccha vicAra karatA hai ki-ye magaramaccha kitanA AlasI hai| agara isakI jagaha maiM hotA to ekadama se mu~ha baMda kara letA aura eka bhI machalI ko bAhara na jAne detaa| kara-karA kucha nahIM sakatA, kyUMki usakA zarIra hI cAvala ke dAne jitanA hai para kevala mana ke vicAroM dvArA vo kitane kAle pApa karma ikkaTThe kara letA hai ki unakA bhugatAna use naraka meM jAkara denA par3atA hai| kucha loga kahate haiM- mahArAja ! jaba se janma liyA hai, sUrata saMbhAlI hai, hamane koI pApa nahIM kiyA, kisI kA burA nahIM kiyaa| phira bhI na jAne kyUM hamAre jIvana meM duHkha Ate rahate haiM ? ThIka hai, Apane zarIra se kisI kA burA nahIM kiyA para mana se to kitanI hI bAra apane dveSiyoM kA burA socate haiN| kaI loga to mana meM bhAvanA bhAte haiM-he prabhu! hamAre makAna kI dIvAra bhale hI gira jAe lekina hamAre par3ausI kI bhaiMsa usake nIce Akara jarUra mara jaae| ye kyA hai ? ye bhI to eka taraha kA pApa hI hai nA ? prabhu mahAvIra ne ise bhAva hiMsA kahA hai / dravya hiMsA-jo bAhara se kisI ko duHkha diyA jAe aura / bhAva hiMsA-jo bhItara se vAra kiyA jAe / aura ye bhI yAda rakho-bAhara kI apekSA bhItara kI coTa jyAdA khataranAka hotI hai| bAhara jakhma hai Apa davA lagA 31 Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ leMge, marahama paTTI kara leMge para agara bhItara jakhma ho jAe to usake lie jyAdA jahamata uThAnI par3atI hai| isalie prabhu mahAvIra ne dravya hiMsA kI apekSA bhAva hiMsA ko jyAdA hAnikAraka batAyA hai| bhAva hiMsA kahA~ paidA hotI hai ? mana ke bhItara / aura ye bhI hama jAnate haiM ki jo mana meM paidA hotA hai vahI zarIra ke dvArA kriyA rUpa meM bAhara ghaTita hotA hai| hama koI acchA kAma karate haiM to usakI pRSTha bhUmi bhI mana ke bhItara hI taiyAra hotI hai aura agara koI burA kAma karate haiM to usakA nIMva patthara bhI hamAre mana ke dharAtala para hI TikA hotA hai| N to Apa apane mana ko zubha meM bhI jor3a sakate haiM aura azubha kI ora bhI apane Apako mor3a sakate haiM kyUMki Apa mAlika haiM, gulAma nhiiN| to phira dera kisa bAta kI ? uThie, jAgie aura tor3a DAlie parataMtratA kI ina ber3iyoM ko| Aja kI nava prabhAta Apako jIvana kI naI aura sahI dizA para bar3hane kI preraNA de rahI hai...... 32 Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMkalpabalase isamana komor3a pravacana sAra kauna kahatA hai mana vaza meM nahIM AtA, kAbU nahIM hotA ? AvazyakatA hai to kevala Apake dRr3ha saMkalpa bala kii| mana ko jItane kA artha ye nahIM ki- ghara bAra chor3a sanyAsI ho jaaeN| kapar3e raMgane se kucha na hogA jaba taka ki mana ko prabhu bhakti meM na raMgA jaae| Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pichale pravacana meM hama mana ke saMdarbha meM carcA karate hue bAta kara rahe the zubha aura azubha kI yAni hama apane mana ke dvArA puNya bhI paidA kara sakate haiM aura pApa bhii| ise yU~ samajheM jaise vidyuta hai, jise Ama bhASA meM hama bijalI kahate haiM, usake dvArA hama hITara bhI calA sakate haiM aura e.sI. bhii| aise hI ye mana bhI eka UrjA hai, zakti hai, jise hama acchAIyoM meM bhI lagA sakate haiM aura burAIyoM meM bhii| eka preraka prasaMga isa bAta ko samajhane ke lie upayogI hogA- eka seTha apane makAna kI chata para Tahala rahA thaa| eka haTTA-kaTTA AdamI AyA aura usane seTha ko nIce Ane kA izArA kiyaa| seTha ne socA-zAyada koI kAma hogaa| nIce utara kara AyA, pUchA- kyA bAta hai ? vo kahane lagA- kucha do| seTha kahatA hai- are bhale AdamI kucha mAMganA hI thA to pahale bola detA, mujhe yUM hI nIce bulaayaa| usa bhikhArI ne kahA- ajI maiMne socA koI suna na le| (34) Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ seTha binA kucha bole cupacApa Upara sIr3hiyAM car3ha gayA aura usI taraha Tahalane lgaa| thor3I dera to vo bhikhArI khar3A rahA, intajAra karatA rahA, para kaba taka karatA? Akhira thaka kara phira seTha kI tarapha dekhakara hAtha phailaae| seTha ne izArA karake use Upara bulaayaa| bhArI bharakama zarIra thA usa bhikhArI kA, becArA hA~phatA huA kisI taraha Upara pahu~cA, kahA-jI kucha do| seTha ne kahA-maiMne kucha nahIM denaa| vo kahane lagA- kamAla hai! jaba kucha denA hI nahIM thA phira bekAra hI merI eksarasAIja karavAI, Upara se hI manA kara dete| seTha ne muskurA kara kahA- maiMne socA koI suna nA le| are jaba tU bhikhArI hokara mujhe nIce bulA sakatA hai to kyA maiM dAtA hokara tujhe Upara nahIM bulA sakatA? samajhe kucha ? yahI mana kI avasthA hai| jaba ye hameM burAIyoM meM lagA sakatA hai to kyA hama ise acchAIyoM kI ora nahIM lagA sakate ? lagA sakate haiM lekina kevala bAtoM se nhiiN| isake lie hameM saMkalpa bala ko dRr3ha karanA hogaa| kAyara nahIM kara sakate, koI zUravIra hI apane saMkalpa ko majabUta kara sakatA hai aura use pUrA kara sakatA hai para isake lie bahuta kucha homanA par3atA hai, bahuta bar3I kurbAnI denI par3atI hai tabhI sAdhanA phalita hotI hai aura tabhI sanyAsa ghaTita hotI 35 Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svAmI rAmatIrtha ke mana meM bahuta bAra vairAgya ke vicAra hiloreM mArate, mana meM AtA ki saba chor3achAr3a ke sanyAsI ho jAU~ para kucha nA kucha kAraNa bana jaataa| eka dina bAjAra se ghara ko A rahe the, dekhA-sAmane eka nIMbU becane vAlA jA rahA hai| nIMbU bar3e svAda lagate the unheN| phira moTe-moTe rasIle kAgajI nIMbU ! dekhakara ekadama mu~ha meM pAnI bhara aayaa| jeba se kucha paise nikAle aura cAra nIMbU kharIda lie| ____ teja kadamoM se calate hue ghara phuNce| mana meM utAvalApana hai ki - chIlUM aura inakA rasapAna kruuN| patnI se kahA - jaldI namaka, cAkU aura pleTa lA kara de de| patnI ne lAkara de die aura apane kAma meM laga gii| idhara svAmI rAmatIrtha ne phaTAphaTa eka nIMbU ke cAra Tukar3e kie, namaka lagAyA, cUsane kI taiyArI hai, jabAna lalacA rahI hai para bhItara se AvAja AI - are ! tU sanyAsI bananA cAhatA hai ? apanI jihvA kA rasa to tere se jItA nahIM jA rahA phira jIvana ko kaise jIta pAegA? vicAra AyA- cala Aja ye hI shii| dekha - tU jItatA hai yA terA mana jItatA hai ? basa usI samaya nIMbU uThA ke galI meM de mAre aura cillAne lagejIta liyA-jIta liyaa| patnI AI bhAgI huI, kahane lagI- are ye Apane kyA zora macA rakhA hai ? kise jIta 36) Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ liyA ? svAmI rAmatIrtha ne kahA- maiMne apane mana ko jIta liyaa| unhoMne jIta liyA apane mana ko| to kyA hama nahIM jIta sakate ? jIta sakate haiM ? kyUM nahIM jIta sakate ? kauna kahatA hai nahIM jIta sakate? basa hameM apane saMkalpa bala ko majabUta karanA hogaa| to kAyaratA chor3iye, zUravIratA apanAie aura laga jAie sAdhanA kI rAha para, saphalatA eka dina jarUra milegii| aura hAM, mana ko jItane kA artha ye nahIM ki-Apa ghara-bAra chor3akara jaMgaloM meM cale jAeM, ki sAdhu sanyAsI ho jaaeN| bANA (veSa) badalane se kucha na hogA jaba taka ki bANa yAni Adata na badaloge, colA raMgane se kucha hAtha na lagegA jaba taka ki mana ko prabhu bhakti meM na rNgoge| - aura jisa dina mana ko raMga liyA phira Apa raheM bhale hI saMsAra meM para taba saMsAra Apake bhItara nahIM rhegaa| taba Apake karma bhI ApakI pUjA bana jAeMge, prArthanA ho jaaeNge| to aMta meM basa isI AzA ke sAtha ki he prabhu ! vo prArthanA ke phUla hara dila ke AMgana meM khila jAeM... OMzAti! Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ manakojItalenA hIsaccI vijaya pravacana sAra duniyA~ ko jIta lenA AsAna hai para apane mana ko jIta pAnA bahuta muzkila hai mana ko jItane vAlA hI saccA vijetA hotA hai| jo mana se hAra gayA vo gulAma bana gayA aura jisane ise jIta liyA vo bAdazAha bana gayA saMta to yahI salAha deMge ki-mana ke gulAma nahIM, bAdazAha bnoN| Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pichale pravacana meM hama carcA kara rahe the ki - hameM bANA hI nahIM badalanA blaki bANa yAni Adata ko bhI badalanA hai| kyUMki kahA hai - 'bANA badale sau-sau bAra, bANa badale to ber3A paar|' prabhu mahAvIra apanI amRta vANI meM pharamAte haiM ki- isa jIvAtmA ne itanI bAra sAdhu jIvana svIkAra kiyA hai ki yadi una vastra-pAtra-upakaraNoM ko ekatra kiyA jAeM to sumerU parvata se bar3A Dhera bana jaae| ho sakatA hai- Apako ye kalpanA lage, lekina Apa kevala zabdoM meM mata ulajhie, Apa isa bAta ke bhAvoM ko pakar3ie ki - saiMkar3oM kyA, hajAroM bAra blaki agara adhyAtma zailI meM kaheM to anaMta bAra Apa aura hama sAdhu veSa dhAraNa kara cuke haiN| to prazna uThatA hai - jaba itanI bAra sanyAsa mArga svIkAra kiyA phira bhI kalyANa kyUM na huA ? kisI kavi ne kahA hai - 'tana ko jogI saba kareM, mana ko biralA koy| sahaje saba vidhi pAie, jo mana jogI hoy|| (39) Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ basa yahI to muzkila hai| tana se joga dhAraNa karanA koI bar3I bAta nahIM, usameM koI vizeSa jora bhI nahIM lagatA / vahI bAta - 'mUMDa muMDAe tIna guNa, sira kI miTa jAe khAja / khAne ko laDDu mileM, loga kaheM mahArAja / / ' eka bhakta pahu~cA santa ke pAsa, kahane lagA-mahArAja ! maiM bar3A duHkhI huuN| merI gharavAlI jaba naI-naI AI thI, taba candramukhI lagatI thI, phira thor3e dina bAda usane sUrajamukhI kA rUpa dhAraNa kara liyA aura aba to vo pUrI jvAlAmukhI bana cukI hai| kRpA karo koI maMtra batA do, jisase vo mere kAbU A jaae| santa kahane lage-bhAI ! vo maMtra mujhe AtA hotA to maiM sAdhu kyoM banatA ? (yAni mere sAtha bhI yahI samasyA thI, tabhI to sAdhu bana gayA) ye to eka cuTakulA hai, cuTakule kA artha Apa samajhate haiM nA ? jisameM coTa karane kI kalA ho, kahane kA abhiprAya aise sAdhuoM kI jamAta to Aja hamAre deza meM bahuta ikaTThI ho cukI hai| para yoga ko sAdhanA itanA sastA saudA nahIM hai, koI baccoM kA khela nahIM haiM / vo yoddhA, jo bar3e-bar3e saMgrAma jIta lete haiM, zatruoM ke dAMta khaTTe kara dete haiM, balavAna se balavAna duzmanoM ko parAsta kara denA jinake bAeM hAtha kA khela hai. 40 Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vahI zUravIra isa mana se mAta khA jAte haiN| isIlie to prabhu mahAvIra ne kahA hai "jo sahasa sahassANaM, saMgame dujjae jiNe / egaM jiNejja appANaM, esa se paramo jao / / " eka ora vo yoddhA hai jisane saiMkar3oM-hajAroM durjaya saMgrAma jIta lie, dUsarI ora vo sAdhaka hai jisane apane Apako jIta liyA, krodha, mAna, mAyA-lobha ko vaza meM kara liyA, apane mana ko jIta liyA, prabhu kahate haiMduniyA~ ko jItane vAle yoddhA se vo sAdhaka lAkha guNA zreSTha hai jisane apane Apa para vijaya hAsila kara lii| usakI vijaya, vijaya hI nahIM blaki 'parama vijaya' hai / sikandara bAdazAha, jisane duniyA~ ko jItane ke lie khUna kI nadiyA~ bahA dI, lAkhoM mAtAoM kI goda sUnI kara dI, suhAganoM ke siMdUra ujAr3a die, karor3oM bacce yatIma banA die para jiMdagI ke AkhirI mor3a para vo khuda se hAra gyaa| usake jIvana kI hara jIta aMta samaya hAra meM badala gaI / eka ora aMgrejI zAsana hai, dUsarI aura rASTrapitA mahAtmA gAMdhI haiN| hama aMgrejI zAsana se kyUM ghRNA karate haiM ? aura kyUM gAMdhI ko yAda karate haiM ? kyUMki aMgrejoM ne bhAratIyoM ke tana para rAja kiyA aura gAMdhI ne logoM ke mana para rAja kiyaa| 41 Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - hama tabhI dUsaroM ke mana para rAja kara sakate haiM jaba apane mana para hamArA rAja ho| apanA mana to hamAre vaza meM nahIM aura hama dUsaroM ke mana ko jItanA cAheM ? aisA honA nAmumakina hai, kucha pala ke lie ho bhI jAe para sadA ke lie vo sthAI rUpa kabhI nahIM le sktaa| Apane tAza khelI hogI ? kitane patte hote haiM tAza meM ? bAvana ? hA~- nA to kara do? ghabarAte kyUM ho? aura saMta darabAra meM bhI ApakI ghabarAhaTa dUra nA huI to aura kahA~ hogI ? to tAza ke bAvana patte, unameM citroM vAle kitane ? baarh| bAraha meM bhI mukhya hote haiM- tIna / bAdazAha, begama aura gulaam| ThIka hai nA ? maiMne kabhI khelI nahIM, kevala par3hI-sunI huI bAta hI kaha rahA huuN| to tIna taraha ke citroM vAle patte hote hai tAza meM / gulAma, begama aura baadshaah| gulAma kauna hai ? jo begama se hAra gayA aura bAdazAha kauna hai ? jisane legama ko jIta liyaa| AIe - aba adhyAtma kSetra kI ora calate haiM- ye mana legama ke samAna hai, jo isase hAra gayA vo gulAma bana gayA aura jisane isako jIta liyA bo bAdazAha bana gyaa| to bhAI, santato yahI salAha daimai ki mulI mAvI, bAdazAha bno| Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mana ko nama karadeM pravacana sAra bIja jaba miTTI meM apanI hastI miTA detA hai tabhI vo anaMta guNA hokara puSpita-pallavita hotA hai| aise hI Apa bhI samarpita kara do apane Apa ko, phira dekhanA jIvana meM kaise phUla khilate haiM! mana kA bAdazAha banane ke lie hameM sadgurU kA gulAma bananA hogA unake caraNoM meM apane Apako samarpita karanA hogaa| Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 9 hama carcA kara rahe the ki hameM mana kA gulAma nahIM bAdazAha bananA hai| para ye bhI yAda rakho bAdazAha banane ke lie pahale Apako gulAma bananA hogaa| Apa kaheMgemahArAja ! Apa bhI kamAla karate ho, kabhI kahate ho bAdazAha bananA hai aura kabhI kahate ho gulAma bananA hai ? ye bhI ajIba pahelI hai ? baMdhuo ! ye pahelI nahIM, blaki vAstaviktA hai| dekhane meM donoM bAteM Apako viparIta laga rahIM hoMgI, donoM meM virodhAbhAsa mAlUma par3a rahA hogA parantu haiM donoM eka hI sikke ke do pahalu / kaise ? Aie ise samajheM : ye to ThIka hai ki hameM apane mana ko vaza meM karanA hai, isakA bAdazAha bananA hai para mana kA bAdazAha banane ke lie hameM sadgurU kA gulAma bananA hogaa| sadgurU ke caraNoM kA dAsa bananA hogaa| apane Apako una caraNoM meM samarpita karanA hogaa| apanI hastI ko miTAnA hogaa| jo bIja miTTI meM apanI hastI miTA detA hai vahI eka dina vRkSa ke rUpa meM anaMta guNA hokara puSpita- pallavita 44 Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hotA hai| isa mana ko kAbU karanA hai nA ? to ise ulTA kara do| 'mana' kA kyA bana jAegA ? 'nama', basa sadgurU ke caraNoM meM nama jAo, bhara jAoge, saba kucha pA jaaoge| ___"miTA de apanI hastI ko, gara kucha martabA caahe| ki dAnA khAka meM milakara-gule gulajAra hotA hai||" - Apa kaheMge- mahArAja ! hama to maMdira kyA, masjida kyA, gurudvAre-carca, hara jagaha sara jhukAte haiN| hAM, Apa sara jhukAte haiM, para kevala 'sara' hI jhukAte haiM, dila nahIM jhukaate| jisa dina dila bhI jhuka gayA phira idhara maMdira, udhara masjida, idhara gurughara, udhara girjaa| idhara gira jA yA udhara gira jA, hai terI marjI, jidhara marjI gira jaa|| rAjA janaka ne udghoSaNA karavAI ki- maiMne guru banAnA hai aura Apa jAnate ho duniyA~ meM Aja hara koI hI gurU bananA cAhatA hai| para hama bhUla jAte haiM- beTA bane binA koI bApa nahIM bana sakatA aura celA bane binA koI gurU bhI nahIM bana sktaa| rAjA janaka ne jaba udghoSaNA karavAI to nizcita tithi para bar3e-bar3e vidvAna, paNDita, purohita, RSi-maharSi pahu~ca gae, darabAra ThasAThasa bhara gyaa| udhara maharSi aSTAvakra, jinake janma se hI AThoM aMga Ter3he-mer3he the| unhoMne bhI sunA to apanI mAtA se kahane .30 Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ darabAra meM jaauuNgaa| mA~ ne kahA- beTA ye muMha aura masUra kI dAla ? tUM apane zarIra ko to dekha ! tUM kyA banegA rAjA janaka kA gurU ? vahA~ to bar3e-bar3e mahArathI pahu~ce hue haiN| para aSTAvakra ne jaba jyAdA hI jidda kI to Apa jAnate haiM duniyA~ meM bAla haTha prasiddha hai| bar3e-bar3oM ko usake Age jhukanA par3a jAtA hai| phira vo to becArI mA~ thii| use vo saba kucha karanA par3A, jo beTe ne kahA thaa| Akhira maharSi aSTAvakra taiyAra hokara girate-par3ate kisI taraha rAjA janaka ke darabAra meM pahu~ca ge| jaba vidvAnoM ne unheM dekhA to sabake saba ha~sane lage-are dekho ! ye bhI rAjA janaka kA gurU banane AyA hai| maharSi aSTAvakra vicAra karate haiM - nahale ko dahalA jItatA hai, cupa rahane se kAma nahIM calegA, unhoMne bhI eka aisA joradAra ThahAkA mArA ki- sArA darabAra gUMja utthaa| aura rAjA janaka ko bhI haMsI A gii| maharSi aSTAvakra ne prazna kiyA- rAjana ! Apa kyUM haMse ? rAjA ne pratiprazna kara diyA ki - maharSi Apa kyUM haMse ? aSTAvakra ne kahA- rAjana ! prazna pahale maiMne kiyA hai| rAjA janaka ne kahA- mahArAja ! kSamA karanA, satya kar3avA hotA hai| maiM isalie haMsA, maiMne socA- 'sUI bole to bole para chalanI bhI bole' (jisake sira meM sau cheda) yAni ye vidvAna Apake Ter3he-mer3he zarIra ko dekhakara haMse so to ThIka, (46) Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ para Apa bhI haMse ? basa yahI soca kara mujhe haMsI A gii| maharSi aSTAvakra ne kahA- aba merI bAta bhI suno jarA 'samajha karake maiM AyA thA, sabhA hai samajhadAroM kii| magara galatI merI nikalI, ye mahaphila hai camAroM kii||' rAjana ! maiM to ye soca kara AyA thA ki- rAjA janaka ne gurU banAnA hai, bar3e-bar3e vidvAna Ae hoMge, mujhe bhI unake darzana ho jAeMge para yahA~ dekhA to vahI bAta 'U~cI dukAna, phIke pakavAna' samajhadAra to dUra, yahA~ to sabake saba camAra bhare par3e haiN| vahA~ jitane bhI paNDita-purohita the vo saba baukhalA gae ki isakI itanI himmata ? hameM camAra kahatA hai ? maharSi aSTAvakra ne kahA- dekho ! garmI se nahIM thor3A naramI se kAma lo| sIdhI sI bAta hai jo sone kI parakha kare vo sunAra aura jo cAma kI parakha kara vo ..... cmaar| Apane mere zarIra ko dekhA, mere jJAna ko nahIM jaanaa| jJAna kA saMbaMdha zarIra se nahIM AtmA se hotA hai| saba niruttara ho ge| sabhA meM sannATA chA gyaa| sabhA ke sannATe ko tor3ate hue rAjA janaka ne kahA- jaisA ki Apa sabako patA hai, maiMne gurU banAnA haiN| para merI eka zarta hai| merA eka paira ghor3e kI rakAba para hogA aura dUsarA pA~va uThAkara jyUM hI maiM ghor3e kI kAThI para savAra hoUM, itane kama samaya meM jo mujhe Atma jJAna kI rAha batA de, usI Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ko maiM apanA gurU mAna luuNgaa| saba vidvAna eka- dUsare kA muMha tAkane lge| Akhira maharSi aSTAvakra ne ye cunautI svIkAra kara lii| rAjA kA eka paira rakAba para hai, dUsarA pAMva uThAkara jyUM hI ghor3e kI kAThI para baiThane lagA, maharSi aSTAvakra ne kahA- 'mana do|' rAjA ghor3e se nIce utara aayaa| pUchA- mahArAja ! Apane kyA kahA thA, merI samajha nahIM aayaa| aSTAvakra ne kahA- bhAI cAhe samajha AyA yA nahIM AyA, usameM merA kyA kasUra? maiMne to apanA kAma pUrA kara diyA, tumheM Atma jJAna kI rAha batA dii| hAra kara rAjA ne kahA- ThIka hai mahArAja ! maiM Apako 'gurU' rUpa meM svIkAra karatA hU~, aba to batA do ! maharSi aSTAvakra ne kahA- rAjana ! maiMne kahA thA- mana do yAni jisa ziSya ne apanA mana gurU ko samarpita kara diyA to usake jo ahaMkAra kI, abhimAna kI dIvAra hai, vo TUTa jAegI aura Atma jJAna usake bhItara svataH prakaTa ho jaaegaa| tana samarpita karane vAle ziSya to bahuta haiM lekina Aja AvazyakatA hai- ekalavya, ArUNI, gautama, AnaMda, bAlA aura mardAnA kI taraha gurU ke prati apanA mana samarpita karane vAle ziSyoM kii| basa Aja itanA hii| zeSa phira..... ZAHED Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ guru rAha dikhA sakate haiM, calanA hameM svayaM hI hogA pravacana sAra janma se koI vyakti bar3A nahIM hotA, bar3A hotA haiapane karma se / jIvana kitanA jIe, isa bAta kA mUlya nahIM, mUlya isa bAta kA hai kijIvana ko kaise jIe ? davAI cAhe kitanI hI acchI kyUM nA ho, lekina jaba taka usakA sevana nahIM kiyA jAtA vo roga dUra nahIM kara sktii| aise hI jaba taka guru vANI kA jIvana meM AcaraNa na kiyA jAe taba taka Atma kalyANa honA bhI saMbhava nahIM / (49) Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisI gA~va meM eka bahuta bar3A adhikArI AyA, svAgata sabhA kA Ayojana huaa| bacce, javAna, bUr3he, puruSa-mahilAe~ sabhI aaye| usa adhikArI ne eka choTe se bacce se pUchA- beTA! tumhAre gA~va meM kyA koI bar3A AdamI paidA huA hai ? usa bacce ne bahuta hI sundara javAba diyA ki "aMkala! hamAre gA~va meM bar3A AdamI to kabhI bhI, koI bhI paidA nahIM huA, saba choTe hI paidA hue haiM lekina unhoMne apane jIvana meM kucha aise kAma kie ki-ve bar3e bana ge|" bilkula sahI kahA usa bAlaka ne| rAma, kRSNa, buddha, mahAvIra, nAnaka yA duniyA~ ke jo bhI mahApuruSa hue haiM, aisA nahIM ki unhoMne kisI alaga DhaMga se janma liyA thaa| janma to unakA bhI ApakI aura hamArI taraha hI hotA hai lekina jIvana ko kucha isa DhaMga se jIte haiM ki ve yugoM-yugoM ke lie cirasmaraNIya bana jAte haiN| cirasmaraNIya hI nahIM balki sadA ke lie 'amara' ho jAte haiM aura Ane vAlI anekoM pIr3hIyoM ke lie ve zraddhA evaM AsthA ke kendra bana jAte haiN| 50 Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ to bhUmikA ko jyAdA vistAra na dete hue maiM apanI bAta para A rahA hU~ ki - jisa prakAra hara bIja meM vRkSa banane kI sambhAvanA hotI hai isI prakAra hara AtmA meM paramAtmA banane kI kSamatA hotI hai| AvazyakatA hai to basa apane isa mana ko mukti kI rAha para mor3a dene kI / pichale pravacana meM hama carcA kara rahe the-gurU ke prati samarpita hone kii| lekina bAta kevala yahI taka pUrI nahIM ho jaatii| ye to ThIka hai ki gurU patha pradarzaka hote haiM parantu gurU kevala rAha hI dikhA sakate haiM, mArga hI batA sakate haiM, usa para calane kA jo zrama hai vaha to hameM svayaM ko hI karanA hogaa| kyUMki jisa prakAra bAriza hone para bhI vo maTake nahIM bhara sakate jo ulTe rakhe hoN| isI taraha gurU kI rahamata cAhe dina-rAta barasatI rahe para yadi koI usa gurU kRpA kA lAbha nahIM uThAtA to phira jIvana kA kalyANa kisI avasthA meM nahIM ho sktaa| kisI kavi ne isa bhAva ko bar3e hI sundara zabdoM meM piroyA hai : ___"dInI para lAgI nahIM, rIte cUlhe phuuk| gurU becArA kyA kare, jaba cele meM ho cuuk||" isa dohe meM kavi ne kitanI kuzalatA ke sAtha apanI bAta prastuta kI hai| usane upamA dI ki-jaise cUlhe meM lakar3I nA ho yA Aja kI bhASA meM kahUM - sileMDara meM gaisa nA 51) Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ho to kitanI hI phUMkeM mAreM yA lAITara dabAeM, Aga nahIM jala sktii| aise hI gurU cAhe apane jIvana kA sArA jJAna ziSya ko pradAna kara deM lekina jaba taka vaha usa jJAna kA apane jIvana meM AcaraNa nahIM karatA taba taka usake bhItara vo parama jyoti prakaTa nahIM ho sktii| isI saMdarbha meM mujhe eka prasaMga yAda A gyaa| eka sikha bhAI ne graMthI se amRta cakhA yAni nAmadAna liyA to graMthI ne use zrI guru graMtha sAhaba jI kI eka paMkti de dI : __"gurU sikha de baMdhana kATe" arthAt gurU, ziSya ke baMdhana kATa detA hai| usa vyakti ne isa lAIna kA raTTA mAra liyaa| aba to kyA ghara, kyA dukAna, hara jagaha isI kA uccAraNa krtaa| jaba tolane lagatA to bIca meM hI DaMDI mAra detA, kapar3A nApane lagatA to gaja sarakA detA aura mu~ha meM eka hI bAta ki- guru sikha de baMdhana kaatte| kucha logoM ne jAkara graMthI se zikAyata kara dI ki mahArAja Apane use acchA nAmadAna diyA, pahale to vaha logoM kI jebeM hI kATatA thA para aba to sareAma logoM ke gale kATatA hai| usakI dhokhAdhar3I itanI bar3ha cukI hai ki vaha dina ke ujAle meM hI logoM kI A~khoM meM dhUla jhoMka rahA hai| aise to dharma aura gurU badanAma ho jAeMge, Apa jarA use bulAkara smjhaao| Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ graMthI ne socA- bAta to ThIka hai| usane usa zraddhAlu bhAI ko bulAyA aura pUchA ki - maiM isa taraha se Apake bAre meM zikAyata suna rahA hU~, kyA ye ThIka hai ? vo vyakti bhI bar3A pakkA thA, kahane lagA- mahArAja! ThIka-galata to jAne do, mujhe to gurUvANI kA jo vAkya Apane diyA thA, maiM to usI ko apanA jIvana maMtra mAnakara cala rahA huuN| Apako yAda hogA- mujhe Apane eka choTI-sI paMkti kA dAna diyA thA ki - gurU sikha de baMdhana kaatte| to aba bhalA batAiye ki mujhe - kisa bAta kI cintA hai ?mere baMdhana to gurU mahArAja kATa hI deNge| phira kisa bAta kA Dara hai ? graMthI ne kahA - are bhale AdamI isameM to koI zaka nahIM ki gurU sikha ke baMdhana kATe para jarA agalI lAIna para bhI dhyAna de - "gurU sikha de baMdhana kATe, gurU dA sikha, je vikAra te hATe" arthAt gurU ziSya ke baMdhana kATatA hai, para kaba ? | jaba ziSya vikAroM se, pApoM se, burAIyoM se haTa jAtA hai| vo vyakti ye sunakara kahane lagA ki kyA sArA upadeza mere liye hI hai ?agalI lAIna kisI aura ko de denaa| usa graMthI ne | apanA mAthA Thoka liyaa| .) aba jarA Apa hI vicAra kIjie- kyA aise vyaktiyoM kA kalyANa honA sambhava hai ? graMthI kI to aukAta (53) Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hI kyA, yadi svayaM buddha, mahAvIra yA nAnaka bhI A jAeM to bhI aise logoM kA kalyANa ho pAnA asambhava hI hai| kyUMki DaoNkTara cAhe kitanA bhI bar3A kyUM na ho aura davAI cAhe kitanI hI maMhagI kyUM nA ho, jaba taka rogI davAI kA sevana nahIM karatA taba taka usakA roga dUra nahIM ho sktaa| saMta-mahApuruSoM kI vANI cAhe vaha gItA ke rUpa meM ho yA graMtha ke rUpa meM, cAhe purANa ke rUpa meM ho yA kurAna ke rUpa meM, usa vANI rUpI auSadhi meM hamAre karma roga ko dUra karane kI zakti to hai para vo roga tabhI dUra ho pAeMge jaba hama usakA sevana kareMge yAni una zikSAoM tathA upadezoM kA pAlana kreNge| to mere kahane kA tAtparya hai ki - gurU kevala gura batA sakate haiM, upAya sikhA sakate haiM, yukti samajhA sakate haiM lekina unakA prayoga aura upayoga to Apako hI karanA hogaa| tabhI ApakI sAdhanA siddhI taka pahu~ca pAegI aura tabhI ye mana Apako mukti ke usa parama dvAra taka le jA skegaa| basa, Aja itanA hI.... 54 Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mana sAdhana hai, sarvocca zakti hai - AtmA pravacana sAra sIr3hiyoM ke dvArA Upara bhI jAyA jA sakatA hai aura nIce bhii| basa avasthA mana kI hai| isake dvArA jIvana kA utthAna bhI ho sakatA hai to patana bhI / acche athavA bure karma karane kA sAdhana hai hamArA mana / para mUla zakti to AtmA hI hai| 55 Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kudarata ne insAna ko do pAMva die haiN| vaha isa bAta meM svatantra hai ki- cAhe vaha dAyAM pAMva uThAe yA bAyAM paaNv| lekina eka pAMva uThAne ke bAda vo pachatAe ki-mujhe to dUsare vAlA pAMva uThAnA cAhie thA to usakA koI upAya nahIM hai kyUMki jo kadama uThAnA thA vo uThA liyA aura yadi dUsarA bhI sAtha hI uThAegA to gira jaaegaa| to mere kahane kA bhAva- isa bAta meM to hama svatantra haiM ki-apane mana ko cAhe hama acche mArga pe lagA leM yA bure rAste pr| aura jo hama carcA kara rahe the pichale pravacana meM ki- gurU kevala rAha dikhA sakate haiM, hameM batA sakate haiM ki- ye dharma kA rAstA hai aura ye adharma kA, ye pApoM kA rAstA hai aura ye puNyoM kA, moTI bhASA meM kahUM to- ye acchAIyoM kA rAstA hai aura ye burAIyoM kaa| para calanA kisa rAha para hai, ye phaisalA to hameM hI karanA hogaa| Ae~ pahale eka choTI sI carcA karaleM, phira Age kI bAta kreNge| 56 Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ carcA hai- mana kI kArya praNAlI ke saMdarbha meN| pahale bhI isa viSaya meM hamane bAta kI thii| bAta to adhyAtma kSetra kI hai lekina use samajhAne ke lie mujhe ApakI duniyAM ke una zabdoM aura pratIkoM ko lenA par3atA hai jo Apase cira paricita hoM, Apake jAne-pahacAneM hoN| hama apane deza kI zAsana praNAlI ko hI leM- hamAre deza kA sarvocca adhikArI rASTrapati hotA hai usake nIce pradhAnamaMtrI aura phira mNtriimnnddl| maMtrImaNDala Apasa meM prastAva pAsa karake pradhAnamaMtrI ko bhejatA hai aura pradhAnamaMtrI phira rASTrapati ko peza karatA hai| aba AeM adhyAtma kI ora calate haiM - hamArA ye AtmA rASTrapati ke samAna hai, mana pradhAnamaMtrI kI taraha aura indriyA~ maMtrImaMDala kI taraha haiN| jarA se saMgIta kI jhaMkAra sunI nahIM ki -kAna phaurana khar3e ho jAte haiM, koI sundara sA ceharA sAmane se nikalA ki- AMkheM jhaTa vahIM cipaka jAtI haiM, jahAM koI mIThI sI mahaka nAsikA se chuI nahIM ki turanta dhyAna udhara hI khiMcA calA jAtA hai, caTapaTe vyaMjana dikhate hI jivhA lalacA jAtI hai aura narama-narama gadde, takiyoM kA sparza pAkara dila unheM chor3ane ko nahIM krtaa| __ye indriya rUpI maMtrImaMDala apane-apane prastAva / mana rUpI pradhAnamaMtrI ke pAsa bheja detA hai aura mana vo 57) Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prastAva phira AtmA rUpI rASTrapati ke samakSa prastuta kara detA hai| aba dhyAna dene kI bAta yaha hai ki - AtmA usa para kyA pratikriyA karatA hai ?kyoMki sArA kucha usI kI kArravAI para hI nirbhara karatA hai| yadi vaha apane viveka se kAma letA hai to nirNaya ThIka hotA hai aura yadi pradhAnamaMtrI evaM maMtrImaNDala ke dabAva meM A jAtA hai to nirNaya ThIka hone kI sambhAvanA bahuta kama hotI hai kyoMki isa mana aura indriyoM kI gati adhikatara patana kI ora jyAdA hotI hai| Upara kI carcA se ye to Apako spaSTa ho gayA hogA ki - ye 'mana' AtmA aura indriyoM ko jor3ane vAlI bIca kI kar3I hai aura indriyA~ aksara mana ke izAre para hI nAcatI haiN| lekina mana kI do dhArAe~ haiM- ye indriyoM kA bahumata hone ke kAraNa kaI bAra AtmA ko bhI nacA detA hai aura jaba AtmA apane svarUpa meM hotI hai to isa mana ko svayaM nAcane para bhI majabUra honA par3a jAtA hai| * kahane kA bhAva ye huA ki - sarvocca zakti to AtmA hI hai kyoMki jo mana hai vo apane Apa meM jar3a hai| AtmA kI UrjA ke kAraNa hI isa mana meM manana zakti paidA hotI hai| usakA cintana-manana zubha bhI ho sakatA hai aura azubha bhii| to jaisA ki maiM Upara kaha cukA hU~ zubha athavA azubha, acchA yA burA vaise to mana aura indriyoM para nirbhara Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karatA hai lekina gaharAI se soceM to isakA mUla kAraNa hamArA apanA AtmA hI hai| prabhu mahAvIra ne apanI vANI meM bhI yahI kahA hai ki- he jIvAtmA! tUM svayaM hI apanA mitra bhI hai aura zatru bhii| mana to kevala sAdhana mAtra hai| jaise sIr3hiyoM ko hI lIjie, nA ye kisI ko Upara le jAtI haiM aura nA hI kisI ko nIce kI or| ho sakatA hai Apake mana meM tarka uThe kyUMki mujhe patA hai Apa loga bAla kI khAla nikAlane meM hara samaya taiyAra rahate haiM, sIdhI bAta Apake dimAga meM ghuse yA nA ghuse lekina ulTI bAta sunate yA par3hate hI ApakI khopar3I meM uchala-kUda maca jAtI hai aura isIlie kabhI-kabhI mujhe ulTI hI bAtoM ke mAdhyama se apane bhAva Apake sAmane lAne par3ate haiN| to hama bAta kara rahe the sIDhiyoM kI, ki - nA ve Upara le jAtI haiM aura nA hI niice| lekina Apa ye tarka prastuta kara sakate haiM ki mahArAja vo jamAnA lada gayA, aba to sIr3hiyA~ Upara bhI le jAtI haiM aura nIce bhii| kyoMki sAIMsa ne aba ilaikTrasiTI se calane vAlI eTomeTika sIr3hiyoM kA AviSkAra kara liyA hai| calo hama ApakI hI bAta mAna lete haiM lekina gaharAI se soceM to sIr3hiyA~ mAtra sIr3hiyA~ hI haiM, ve kevala sAdhana hI haiN| kyUMki Upara yA nIce Akhira jAnA to hamAre hI hAtha kI bAta hai nA ? Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yahI bAta mana kI hai, vaha bhI kevala sAdhana hI hai, vaha nA hameM burAIyoM kI ora le jA sakatA hai aura nA hI acchAIyoM kI or| vaha to eka sahayogI kI taraha hai| usase Apa jaisA bhI sahayoga lenA cAheM, le sakate haiN| to niSkarSa yaha nikalA ki - burAI yA acchAI kI tarapha jAnA, na jAnA hamAre Upara hI nirbhara hai| to phira dera kisa bAta kI ?yadi usa parama dhAma taka, mukti ke usa divya dvAra taka pahuMcanA cAhate haiM to apane isa mana ko azubha se zubha kI ora mor3a dIjie, phira eka dina Apa nizcaya hI usa zuddha svarUpa ko upalabdha ho jAegeM ........ Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mana ko vaza karane ke kucha manovaijJAnika upAya pravacana sAra hIre mila jAe~ to kAMca ke Tukar3e chor3ane kA duHkha nahIM hotA / AnaMda kI jhalaka mila jAe to ye sAMsArika sukha tuccha lagate haiN| sadbhAva se jisa dina Apa sAdhanA qI jhIla meM utara par3e, usa dina Apa pAeMgeM ki Apake jIvana meM AnaMda ke phUla khilane lage / 61 Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hamAre yahAM eka bar3A hI prasiddha dohA hai "dhIre-dhIre re manA, dhIre saba kucha hoy| mAlI sIMce sau ghar3A, Rtu Ae phala hoy||" arthAta hameM dhairya se kAma lenA cAhie, kisI bhI kAma meM jaldabAjI nahIM karanI cAhie, kyUMki hara kAma kA eka samaya hotA hai| mAlI bIja bone ke bAda ye soce ki-ye Aja hI vRkSa bana jAe yA isa para mIThe-mIThe phala laga jAeM, to aisA sambhava nahIM hai| eka aisA baccA, jisakA abhI janma hI huA hai use hama lAkha bulAnA cAheM, lAkha calAnA cAheM lekina vo bola aura cala nahIM sktaa| kyUMki abhI vo paripakva nahIM huaa| yahI bAta dharma ke saMbaMdha meM bhI hai| loga cAhate haiMeka mAlA phereM aura hamAre saba duHkha dUra ho jAeM, saba manokAmanAeM pUrNa ho jAeM, agara aisA nahIM hotA to isakA matalaba ye huA ki - dharma meM, bhagavAna ke nAma meM koI zakti hai hI nhiiN| 62 Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hamAre yahAM Ayurvedika aura homyopethika davAI ko loga kama pasanda karate haiM kyUMki vo kucha samaya letI haiM aura agara kisI marja ko jar3a se miTAnA ho to samaya laganA svAbhAvika hI hai| para Aja kA jo sAIMsa yuga hai, nyU janarezana hai vo cAhatI hai ki hameM turanta rijalTa mila jAe aura isIlie elopethika davAIyoM kA pracalana bar3hatA jA rahA hai| maiM koI AkSepa yA AlocanA nahIM kara rahA hUM, kevala eka egjAmpala ke taura para samajhA rahA huuN| kucha loga to yahAM taka prazna kara dete haiM ki - mahArAja! jaba hama rasagullA mu~ha meM DAlate haiM to hameM koI dhairya nahIM rakhanA par3atA, nA hI koI iMtajAra karanA par3atA hai, usakI miThAsa tabhI anubhava ho jAtI hai, to jo hama dharma kriyAeM karate haiM, kyA unakA phala hameM usI samaya nahIM mila sakatA ?santajana kahate haiM, gItA meM bhI kahA hai - tuma karma karo, phala kI icchA mata karo, isa janma meM sukha nahIM milA to kAI bAta nahIM, agale janmoM meM tumheM svargoM ke divya sukha prApta hoNge| para maharAja! agalA janma kisane dekhA ? aura isase bar3I mUrkhatA kyA hogI ki- jo sukha mila rahe haiM unheM chor3akara, zekha cillI kI taraha agale janmoM ke sukhoM ke sapane dekheM / mahArAja! thyorikala to hama bahuta Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kucha suna cuke, aba to hameM praikTikala caahie| hAM, bAta to tumhArI bilkula ThIka hai| maiM pUrI taraha sahamata hUM tumhArI soca se, para abhI tumhArI soca meM thor3I sI kamI hai, thor3A sA adhUrApana hai| tuma kahate ho- isa sukha ko chor3ane kI bAta aura usa sukha ko pAne kI baat| lekina sukha kA to yahAM savAla hI nahIM hai| kyUMki jahAM sukha hogA, vahAM kahIM na kahIM duHkha bhI hogaa| prakAza kA artha hI ye hai ki - kabhI na kabhI aMdhakAra rahA hogaa| to maiM nA isa sukha ko pAne kI bAta karatA hUM, nA usa sukha ko pAne kii| maiM bAta karatA hUM AnaMda kI kyUMki isakA ulTA zabda DhUMDha pAnA bar3A muzkila hai| aura jaba AnaMda kI bAta hotI hai, jaba usakI prApti kA upAya hamAre hAtha laga jAtA hai to isa saMsAra ke sukhoM ko chor3anA nahIM par3atA balki ve svayaM hI chUTa hI jAte haiN| isameM bar3A pharka hai, thor3A samajha lenA - jaise eka AdamI ke hAtha meM kAMca ke kucha Tukar3e haiM, vo calA jA rahA hai, dekhatA kyA hai-sar3aka ke kinAre hIroM kA Dhera par3A hai, agara vo samajhadAra hogA to kyA karegA ?tuma soca sakate ho nA ?vo kAMca ke Tukar3oM ko chor3egA nahIM, balki vo usase chUTa hI jAeMge aura unake chUTane meM usa vyakti ko koI duHkha bhI 64) Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahIM hogA apitu eka khuzI hogI usake dila meM ki-calo bojha ghaTa gayA, maiM halkA ho gyaa| __ to hIroM kA Dhera to tumhAre bhItara lagA hI huA hai para tumhArA mana abhI kAMca ke Tukar3oM meM hI sukha mAna rahA hai| tumane jo prazna kiyA, vo bilkula ThIka kiyA, lAkha bAra suna cuke haiM ki - mana ko vaza meM karo, mana ko kAbU karo, para kareM kaise? jaba bhI dhyAna karane baiThate haiM, jaba bhI mAlA lekara baiThate haiM, ye aura jyAdA uchala-kUda macAtA hai| duniyAMdArI kI koI bAta, ghara gRhasthI kA koI kAma bhUla gae hoM, hajAra koziza karo, nahIM yAda AtA para mAlA lekara baiTha jAo, phaurana yAda A jAtA hai kyUMki mana bar3A cAlAka hai, vo kisI na kisI jAla meM Apako ulajhAe rakhanA cAhatA hai| to ise kAbU karane ke kucha praikTikala tarIke, unhIM kI bAta Aja meM karane calA hUM:1. svAMsa prekSA :- mana ko vaza karane kA ye sabase bejor3a aura prabhAvazAlI tarIkA hai| para ye jitanA sarala hai, utanA hI kaThina bhI hai| kaThina to yUM ki- isameM sAdhaka kA ahakAra TUTatA hai| aura jaba ahaMkAra TUTatA hai to aksara sAdhakoM ko aisA lagatA hai ki ve svayaM hI TUTa 65 Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ raheM haiM, unakI hastI hI miTa rahI hai| to bar3I takalIpha hotI hai| lekina mere pyAre mata bhUlo ki-jaba bIja TUTatA hai, tabhI vRkSa banatA hai, jaba nadiyA apane Apako miTAne ko rAjI ho jAtI hai, tabhI vo sAgara bana pAtI hai| aura sarala isalie hai ki isameM kucha bhI nahIM karanA, kevala apane svAMsa para dhyAna ekAgra karanA, hai ki - sAMsa A rahI hai, jA rahI hai| jaba kabhI krodha Ae, vAsanA hAvI hone lage Apa apanI svAMsa pe dhyAna denaa| yadi usa samaya ApakI svAMsa nArmala ho jAe to Apa dekheMge ki - krodha kA bhAva, vAsanA kA Avega dhIre-dhIre zAMta ho rahA hai| isI taraha jaba Apa dhyAna karane baiTheM, mAlA-japa karane baiThe to svAMsa para vizeSa dhyAna rkheN| usase ApakI ekAgratA bar3hegI aura jaba Apa isa svAMsa prekSA kA nirantara abhyAsa karate jAeMge to eka dina bheda vijJAna kI avasthA ko upalabdha ho jAeMge, taba Apako svayaM ye AbhAsa hone laga jAegA ki- zarIra alaga hai aura AtmA alaga hai| isI ko vipaznA bhI kahA jAtA hai| to svAMsa prekSA bar3A manovaijJAnika upAya hai, ise kabhI bhI, kahIM bhI kiyA jA sakatA hai| isake dvArA blaiDa prezara, hArTa 66) Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aTaika Adi bImAriyoM se bhI rAhata milatI hai aura TeMzana Diprezana Adi bhI dUra hote cale jAte haiM / 2. sailpha gAiDeMsa :- ekAMta sthAna meM dhyAna kI avasthA meM baiTha jAeM aura apane Apako sakArAtmaka sujhAva deM ki- maiM svastha hUM, merI ciMtAeM samApta hotI jA rahI haiM, merI vila pAvara yAni Atma bala bar3ha rahA hai| Apa bahuta zIghra isake sakArAtmaka pariNAma paaeNge| sAIklaoNjI, sArA manovijJAna hI isI para TikA huA hai| to isameM Apa svayaM ko sujhAva deM, bAra-bAra sujhAva. deN| 3. OMkAra kA gaMjana : ye ThIka hai ki dhyAna koI kriyA nahIM hai lekina phira bhI dhyAna ko sAdhane ke lie hameM pahale esakI kucha prakriyAoM se gujaranA hotA hai| unhIM prakriyAoM meM se eka hai- oMkAra ke guMjana kI / kAnoM ko baMda karake yadi ise kiyA jAe to isakA phala dviguNita ho jAtA hai| yaha bhrAmarI prANAyAma kA hI rUpa hai / 4. sadgranthoM kA adhyayana :- hamAre yahAM eka zabda pracalita hai- zAstra / jo hameM zikSita banA de tathA mana para zAsana karane kI kalA sikhA de vAstava meM vahI 67 Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zAstra hai aura vo kevala zAstra hI nahIM, balki dharma zAstra hai, to aise dharma granthoM kA jyAdA se jyAdA adhyayana kiijie| jaba Apa inakA adhyayana kareMge to Apako jJAna hogA, saMsAra kI asAratA kA bhAna hogA ki-viSaya-vAsanA ke kIcar3a meM to itane janma gaMvA die kabhI ye mana tRpta na huA, aba thor3A sAdhanA meM bhI mana lagA kara dekheM aura jisa dina Apa isa bhAva ke sAtha sAdhanA kI jhIla meM utara par3e aura lage rahe mArga pe, bar3hate rahe isa rAha pe, to vo dina bhI dUra nahIM jaba Apake jIvana meM AnaMda ke phUla khila uttheNge| maiM samajhatA hUM- jo kucha isa viSaya meM maiM kahanA cAhatA thA, vo maiM kaha cukA hUM, saphara ke lie itanI sAmagrI kAphI hai| to aMta meM itanA hI kahakara apanI bAta pUrNa karanA cAhUMgA ki - ApakI yAtrA zubha ho / yahI merI hArdika maMgalakAmanA hai| OM zAnti! Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Promovrsonal hai samaya nadI kI dhAra ki jisameM saba baha jAyA karate haiM, hai samaya bar3A balavAna prabala parvata jhuka jAyA karate haiN| aksara duniyAM ke loga samaya meM cakkaravAyA karate haiMlekina kucha aise hote jo itihAsa banAyA karate haiN|| Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pU. pravartaka zrI amara muni jI ma. yuvA manISI zrI varUNa muni jI ma. 'amara ziSya' adhyAtma sAdhanA ke kSetra meM adhikatara sAdhakoM kI sabase jaTila aura mukhya samasyA yadi koI hotI hai to vo hai- 'mana kI caMcalatA ko kaise vaza meM kiyA jAe?' basa isI prazna kA uttara pradAna karatI hai-prastuta pustk| jisameM jaina dharma divAkara adhyAtma yuga purUSa pravartaka pravara zraddheya gurUdeva zrI amaramuni jI mahArAja sAhaba ke mana se saMbadhita kucha amRta pravacanoM kA saMkalana kiyA gayA hai| muni zrI ne jaina Agama, gItA, purANa, upaniSad Adi vibhinna dharmagraMthoM kI vANI ko bar3e hIsarala zabdoM ke mAdhyamasevyakta kiyA hai| aura amara gurUdeva kI usa amaravANI ko jana-jana taka pahuMcAne kA upakAra kiyA hai prastuta pustaka ke saMpAdaka lalita lekhaka zrI varUNa muni jI mahArAja ne| unhoMne mukhya rUpa se eka hI bAta para jora diyA hai aura vaha hai-pustaka kI bhASA shailii| pustaka par3hate hue pAThakoM ko aisI anubhUti hotI hai jaise ki hama svayaM gurUdeva zrI ke sammukha baiThe hoM aura vo bAtacIta ke rocaka DhaMga se hamArI samasyAoM ke samAdhAna kI ora aMgulIthAma karahameM le jaarhehoN| prakAzaka