Book Title: Anand Ja Anand Che
Author(s): Ratnasundarsuri
Publisher: Ratnasundarsuriji
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008885/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ___0Jo7d0do/oc/30/1o/o082 4 mArga para caraNa nahIM, utsAhane cAlato rAkho * ann 211212161612111 haTha para niyaMtraNa, hoThanI kaDavAza gAyabA saMyamajIvananI oLakhANa Ama to aneka rIte karIkarAvI zakAya che; paraMtu zreSTha rIte enI oLakhANa karavI hoya to karI zakAya ke jagatanA eka paNa jIva sAthenA saMbaMdhamAM je jIvanamAM kaDavAzane sthAna ApavAmAM nathI AvatuM e jIvananuM nAma che saMyamajIvana ! A oLakhANane ApaNe jo sAcA arthamAM caritArtha karavA mAgIe chIe to enA aneka vikalpomAMno eka zreSThatama vikalpa che, ApaNI haTha para niyaMtraNa. na gocarInAM koI cokkasa dravyo aMge ApaNI Tha ke na So ApaNI sAcI paNa vAta sAmAne ThasAvI devA aMge ApaNI re haTha. na cokkasa sthaLa Asana rAkhavA aMge ApaNI haTha ke na gurudevanI cokkasa AjJA ja pALavA aMge ApaNI haTha. TUMkamAM, haTha paranA niyaMtraNamAM maLatI saphaLatA hoTha para 5) kaDavAza pedA nahIM thavA de. ane hoTha para TakI rahetI mIThAza sahu sAthenA saMbaMdhamAM AtmIyatAne jIvaMta rAkhIne ja raheze. zuM potAnA koka svajananI nanAmI UMcakIne mArga para cAlI ke rahela caraNa eTaluM ja sUcave che, ahIM yAtrAmAM sivAya vedanA 6 che bIjuM kAMI ja nathI. baLabaLatA bapore sakhata garamImAM zeThanA koka kAmasara mArga para cAlI rahela nokaranA caraNa eTaluM ja sUcave che ke ahIM yAtrAmAM zuM boja sivAya bIjuM kAMI ja nathI. che paraMtu karmanirjarAnA lakSya sAthe, kusaMskArono khAtmo che bolAvavAnI majabUta gaNatarI sAthe, svacchaMdatAnI anAdikAlIna ' che vRttinA gaLe TUMpo daI devAnA khyAla sAthe, sukhazIlavRttinI che 9 parAdhInatA sAme mAthuM UMcakavAnAkhyAla sAthe saMyamajIvananA mArga = huM para cAlI rahela saMyamInA caraNa eTaluM ja sUcave che ke A yAtrAmAM che 3 sivAya utsAha bIjuM kAMI ja nathI. yAda rAkhajo, cAritra jIvananA mArga para kevaLa ApaNA caraNane ja ApaNe ke huM cAlatA nathI rAkhavAnA, caraNanI sAthe utsAhane paNa cAlato - zuM rAkhavAno che. kAraNa ke peTrola vinAnI gADI jo dhakkAthI ja cAle . che che to utsAha vinAnuM saMyamajIvana veTha ja banI rahe che. CLAva jaLa PC cas/co/cococcoJccc/csscscfloJcdow) * ** 6998929299 Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ abhatA nahIM, aniyamitatA khataranAka 100000000000000che huM pratikULatAne paNa cAhuM chuM huM : 'huM prakAzane cAhuM chuM kAraNa ke e mane rasto batADe che paraMtu A huM aMdhakAraneya mANIza kAraNa ke e mane tArAo batADe che' kyAMka 2 9 vAMcavAmAM Avela A vAkyane ApaNe saMyamajIvanamAM eka alaga che ja dRSTikoNathI kAme lagADavAnuM che. A rahyo e dRSTikoNa. 7 (c) 'huM saMyogonI anukULatAne cAhuM chuM kAraNa ke e mane che 0 ArAdhanAnA mArge doDato rAkhavAmAM sahAyaka bane che paraMtu pratikULa 0 ja saMyogone paNa huM cAhuM chuM kAraNa ke e mane karmanirjarAmAM sahAyaka che dUdhamAM sAkaranI alpatA jo dUdhanI svAdiSTatA mATe pratibaMdhaka bane che to saMpattinI alpatA saMsArI AtmA mATe trAsadAyaka banI rahe che. zabdomAM mAdhuryanI alpatA jo saMbaMdhonI AtmIyatA mATe khatarArUpa puravAra thAya che to gADImAM peTrolanI alpatA maMjile pahoMcavAmAM vilaMbarUpa puravAra thAya che. paNa sabUra ! saMyamajIvanamAM alpatA eTalI jokhamarUpa puravAra nathI thatI jeTalI jokhamarUpa aniyamitatA puravAra thAya che. Aje gocarI agiyAra vAge gayA, e ja kSetramAM bIje divase gocarI dasa vAge gayA. Aje vidyAguru pAse agiyAra vAge pATha levA gayA ane bIje divase pATha levA gayA ja nahIM. gaI kAle pratilekhana baporanA traNa vAge karyuM ane Aje cAra vAge karyuM. zuM cAle ? 'Aje vAtkasamAre" A sUtrane amalI ApaNe nahIM banAvIe to bIjuM koNa banAvaze? Avo, ArAdhanA adhika na karI zakIe to kAMI nahIM paNa aniyamitatAnA doSathI to jAtane mukta karIne ja rahIe ! 0000606 ( bane che. te yAda rAkhajo . ahIM to karmasattAnuM ekachatrI sAmrAjya che. A A eka kalAka pahelAM pracaMDa puNyodaya ane bIjA ja kalAke tIvra ja pApodaya. hamaNAM badhuM ja anukULa ane AvatIkAle badhuM ja che (c) pratikULa. jo abhigama samyapha nahIM hoya ApaNI pAse to zuM 9 0 TakAvI zakazuM ApaNe mananI prasannatA ? ane mananI prasannatA 0 9 ja nahIM hoya ApaNI pAse to zuM jAmI zakazuM ApaNe je saMyamajIvanamAM ? s(r)00000000000 Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 211211-1211211 bhAvanAnI mAvajata ApaNe karIe zubha bhAvanAothI cittane bhAvita karatA to ApaNane AvaDe che; paraMtu e bhAvanAonI mAvajata karavAnI bAbatamAM ApaNe bhAre UNAM UtaratA rahIe chIe ane enuM ja A pariNAma che ke bhAvanAothI bhAvita cittanI camaka jIvanamAM kyAMya dekhAtI nathI, anubhavAtI nathI. bhAvanAonI mAvajata karavI eTale ? eTale bIjuM kAMI nahIM, bhAvanAonuM jatana karatA rahevuM. bALakane janma ApyA pachI mAtA enuM jatana kare che to ja bALaka surakSita rahI jAya che ne? basa, e ja nyAye bhAvanAonuM ApaNe jo jatana karatA rahIe to ja e bhAvanAo surakSita rahI jAya che ane surikSata rahI jatI e bhAvanAo saMyogonI anukULatAmAM sakriya banIne sAdhanAmAM rUpAMtarita thatI rahe che. zuM kahuM ? bALakanI mAvajata mammI kare che, saMpattinuM jatana vepArI kare che, abhyAsanuM jatana vidyArthI kare che, bhAvanAonuM jatana ApaNe karatA rahIe. caherA para enI camaka AvyA vinA nahIM rahe. Poloos odoo Loooooo zuM zivasaMkalpa e ja sArathi mahAbhAratanA yuddhamAM jaya-parAjayano aDadho nirNaya to ke che tyAre ja thaI gayo hato ke jyAre arjunanA rathanA sArathi zrIkRSNa - che hovAnI sahune jANa thaI gaI hatI. mahAbhAratanuM yuddha bhale aDhAra divasa ja cAlyuM hatuM paraMtu aDhAra doSo sAmenuM ApaNuM yuddha to jIvananI aMtima paLa sudhI zuM cAlavAnuM che. e yuddhamAM ApaNe jo hAravA nathI ja mAgatA to ke 2 eno zreSTha vikalpa A che ke ziva saMkalpane-zubha saMkalpane ApaNe - che ApaNA jIvanarathano sArathi banAvI daIe. che azivane AmaMtraNa denAro, ahitane notarato evo eka che ra paNa azubha saMkalpa ApaNAM mananA daravAje AvI na jAya enI huM jo ApaNe sakhata takedArI rAkhIe to tAkAta nathI koI AkarSaka che 6 pralobhananI paNa, ke je ApaNAM vacana-kAyAne patana mATe taiyAra we lokeroterorkerlekler che karI zake. te bANAvaLI [sAdhaka] arjuna siMyamI hoya, sArathi [mana] 6 zrI kRSNa zivasaMkalpa hoya, senAdhipati (gurudeva] yudhiSThira - gItArtha] hoya, vijayanI varamALA sivAya gaLAmAM bIjuM kAMI . vi ja na hoya. dellakkal 1216161616161 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ parAjayano vicAra ja parAjayano yajamAna e senAdhipati pAse yuddhanA medAnamAM sazakta sainikonI AkhI phoja hatI, duzmanono khAtmo bolAvI de evAM saMhAraka zastro hatA ane chatAM e senAdhipati yuddhanA medAnamAM duzmano sAme hArI gayo. kAraNa ? yuddhanA medAnamAM UtaratA pahelAM ja parAjita manodazAno e zikAra banI gayo hato. "huM nahIM ja jItI zakuM' e nabaLA vicAre enA manano kabajo jamAvI dIdho hato ! basa, parAjayano A vicAra ja parAjayano yajamAna banI gayo ane enA lamaNe hAra jhIMkI dIdhI ! yAda rAkhajo, A nabaLA vicArathI ApaNe satata bacatA rahevAnuM che. anAdikALathI jeone ApaNe khude ja tagaDebAja banAvyA che e AMtarazatruone khatama karavA ApaNe saMyamajIvana aMgIkAra karyuM che. svAdhyAya-dhyAna-tapazcaryAdi aneka tAkAtaprada yogo ApaNane zastro tarIke maLyA che. vairAgya ApaNo sarasa che. gurudeva ApaNAM masta che. mAtra manane ApaNe hakArAtmaka abhigamavALuM rAkhavAnuM che. parAjayano ochAyo paNa ApaNAM para zeno paDe ? aooooooUOOD IrSyA : AdhyAtmika zaktino prathama naMbarano duzmana huM je jagAe pahoMcavA mAguM chuM e jagAe mArA karatA pahelAM jo koI pahoMcI jAya che to huM becena thaI jAuM chuM. huM je banavA mAguM chuM, mArA pahelAM e banI javAmAM jene saphaLatA maLI gaI che ene joIne huM satata udvignatA anubhavato rahuM chuM. A che IrSyAnuM kArya. ane kamAlanuM duHkhada Azcarya e che ke IrSyA AdhyAtmika zaktinI prathama naMbaranI duzmana che. e tamane sAruM 'karavA' badhuM ja de che paraMtu 'sArA' banI javAmAM tamane e kyAreya saphaLa banavA detI nathI. crocodddd roja AtmanirIkSaNa karatA rahejo. jeo sAdhanAmAM, svAdhyAyamAM, sadguNomAM ane samAdhimAM ApaNA karatA AgaLa che e sahunAM darzane ApaNuM aMtaHkaraNa jo 'hAza' no anubhava karatuM hoya to mAnajo ke ApaNI adhyAtma yAtrA sAce ja vikAsanA mArge che paraMtu jo 'hAya' no anubhava karatuM hoya to mAnajo ke ApaNI saMsArayAtrA, saMyamajIvana hAthamAM hovA chatAM ya akabaMdha ja banI rahI che ! pAchA pharI jaIe ApaNe IrSyAnA A . vinAzakArI rastethI ! 0000. Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 21-121121212111 zUnyathI ekaDAnI kiMmata paNa vadhI jAya che. ArAdhanA cAhe svAdhyAyanI hoya ke vaiyAvaccanI hoya, tapazcaryAnI hoya ke dhyAnanI hoya, enuM sthAna adhyAtma jagatamAM jo zUnyanuM che to ahobhAvanuM sthAna adhyAtma jagatamAM ekaDAnuM che. - ekalA zUnyanI jo koI kiMmata nathI to kevaLa ekaDAnI Te paNa lAMbI koI kiMmata nathI, paNa e ekaDAnI bAjumAM jo S) zUnyane mUkI devAmAM Ave che to mUlyahIna zUnya to kImatI banI ja jAya che paraMtu sAva mAmUlI mUlya dharAvato ekaDo ya bhAre mUlyavAna banI jAya che. Ano artha ? A ja ke ArAdhanAne jo ApaNe kImatI banAvI devA mAgIe chIe to e ahobhAvapUrvaka ApaNe karatA rahIe ane ahobhAvane jo ApaNe gaurava ApI devA mAgIe chIe to e ahobhAvane ApaNe ArAdhanAmAM DhALIne ja rahIe. yAda rAkhajo, ahobhAva vinAnI ArAdhanA mAtra "veTha' che ' ja banI raheze jayAre ArAdhanA vinAno koro ahobhAva mAtra daMbha' ja banI raheze. sAvadhAna! So Lololoosood LouLoloor zuM saMyamajIvana : khetara nahIM paNa bagIco che saMyamajIvana bhale ApaNe ekalAe ja jIvavAnuM che paraMtu ke che aneka saMyamI AtmAo vacce rahIne ApaNe saMyamajIvana jIvavAnuM che? che che ane vAstavikatA e che ke ahIM dareka saMyamIonI prakRti alaga , re alaga prakAranI che. koka saMyamI vidvAna che paNa krodhI che, koka saMyamI tapasvI che , zuM paNa ahaMkArI che. koka saMyamI vaiyAvaccI che paNa rasalaMpaTa che. koka ja 2 saMyamI kriyAsika che paNa mAyAvI che. che zuM TakAvI rAkhavo e tamAma pratyenA AMtarika saMbhAvane? che zuM jIvaMta rAkhavo e tamAma pratyenA haiyAnA bahumAnabhAvane ? ke 8 A rahI e aMgenI eka suMdara vicAraNA. ApaNA sahunuM jIvana e khetaranuM jIvana nathI paNa bagIcAnuM che ra jIvana che. khetaramAM eka jAtano pAka ja Uge che jyAre bagIcAmAM - che to jAtajAtanAM phUlo UgatA hoya che. ahIM eka ja prakArano che? te svabhAva dharAvatA saMyamIo nathI ja maLavAnA, aneka prakArano che 8 svabhAva dharAvatA saMyamIo maLavAnA che. ApaNe e sahu vacce - rahIne sadguNonI suvAsa mANatA rahevAnuM che ane samAdhinI # ke prasannatA anubhavatA rahevAnuM che ! Plaboldalablablablablablablablabaloo K kaTa9792902929928 Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karmasattAnuM gaNita : vepAranuM nahIM para khetaranuM mAlanI paDatara kiMmata 100 rUpiyAnI hoya paNa gharAkane e mAla 150 rUpiyAmAM vecavAmAM Ave e gaNita vepAranuM hoya che jyAre khetaramAM anAjanA pa00 dANA vAvavAmAM Ave ane badalAmAM e khetara tamane 5,00,000 dANA Ape e gazrita khetInuM hoya che. saMyamajIvananuM svAmitva che ne ApaNI pAse ? karmono saphAyo karI nAkhavAnuM eka mAtra lakSya che ne ApaNI AMkha sAme ? jo hA, to eka vAstavikatA ApaNe satata AMkha sAme rAkhavAnI che ke karmasattAnuM gaNita e vepAranuM gaNita nathI paraMtu khetaranuM gaNita che. je paNa prakAranuM zubha ke azubhakarma tame bAMdhazo e 100 nI sAme 150 nA hisAbe tamane nahIM phaLe paNa 500 nI sAme 5,00,000 nA hisAbe tamane phaLaze. khUba samajIne tame karma bAMdhajo. jo pramAdanuM sevana karatA rahyA, aticAronI upekSA karatA rahyA to enAthI baMdhAtAM karmo udayamAM Avaze tyAre je hAhAkAra sarjaze enI kalpanA karavI ya muzkela che. 'mUlaDo thoDo ne bhAI, vyAjaDo ghaNo re' AnaMdaghanajI mahArAjanI A paMkti ApaNe satata smRtipathamAM rAkhaze kharA ? 11 no00000 samajaNa : hAthamAM rahela dIpaka jevI dIpaka ! sAMkaLe baMdhAyelo hoya che e ya prakAza Ape che ane hAthamAM hoya che e ya prakAza Ape che paraMtu e baMnenI kSamatAmAM AsamAna-jamInano phera che. sAMkaLe baMdhAyela dIpakano prakAza e sthAne ja phelAto rahe che. jyAre hAthamAM raheto dIpaka jyAM paNa jaIe chIe tyAM prakAza Apato rahe che. javAba Apo. heya-upAdeyanI je paNa samajaNa ApaNane prApta thaI che enuM pota kevuM che ? sAMkaLe baMdhAyela dIpaka jevuM ke pachI hAthamAM rahela dIpaka jevuM ? sAce ja pralobhana sAme AvIne * UbhuM rahI jatuM hoya tyAre prApta samajaNanA sahAre ApaNe jo * pralobhana sAme na jhUkI jatA hoIe to samajavuM ke ApaNI samajaNa hAthamAM rahela dIpaka jevI che. yAda rAkhajo. karmono saphAyo karavA ke kusaMskAronuM jora ' ghaTADavA hAthamAM rahela dIpaka jevI samajaNa ja ApaNane kAma lAgavAnI che. eka ja kAma karo. dIpakane sAMkaLethI choDIne hAthamAM rAkhI lo. phAvI jazo. soorocon Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ khAkhI to banyA, khapI ? saMyamajIvanamAM khAkhI banyA rahevAnuM mana kone nathI hotuM. e prazna che. *kapaDAM melAM haze to cAlaze. gocarInAM dravyo rukSa Avaze to cAlaze. besavAnI jagA garamIvALI haze to cAlaze. vihAromAM pachAlAM paDI jaze to cAlaze. mAMDalInAM kAma ekanA S badale traNa karavAnA Avaze to cAlaze." TUMkamAM, zarIranI sukhazIlatA poSavAnI koI vAta nahIM. Sii zarIrane paMpALatA rahevAnI koI vRtti nahIM. zarIranA gulAma banyA rahevAnI koI gaNatarI nahIM. paNa sabUra ! mAtra "khAkhI' banyA rahevAthI prApta saMyamajIvana saphaLa ke nathI banI javAnuM. "khAkhI' nI sAthe ApaNe "khapI' paNa banyA rahevAnuM che. khapI' banyA rahevAnuM che eTale ? zarIra azakta chatAM ArAdhabhAva jIvaMta. kaThora zabdazravaNa chatAM samarpaNabhAva jIvaMta. viparIta vartAvano anubhava chatAM bahumAnabhAva jIvaMta. pramAdanA sevana chatAM pazcAttApabhAva jIvaMta. aticAra sevana che chatAM vedanAbhAva jIvaMta. TUMkamAM, zarIra kSetre 'khAkhI' banyA rahIe. manakSetre 'khapI' banyA rahIe. beDo pAra che. rooloos sobsoloLa Lololoor che khataranAka : buddhinI alpatA nahIM paNa malinatA zuM samajaNa samyapha che, saMyogo sAnukULa che, sattva upalabdha che . che ane chatAM AcaraNa jo barAbara nathI to mAnavuM paDe ke zraddhAmAM ja huM che garabaDa che. che imAratanI sthiratA jo pAyAnI majabUtIne baMdhAyelI che, . 2 vRkSanI tAkAta jo mULane baMdhAyelI che to AcaraNanI nirmaLatA che majabUta zraddhAne baMdhAyelI che. ke ApaNe saMyamI hoIe ane zraddhAvAna na hoIe e zuM che ra cAle? cAritra mohanIyanA kSayopazama mATe ApaNe sAvadha rahetA - zuM hoIe ane darzana mohanA udaya pratye ApaNe AMkhamIMcAmaNAM karatA hoIe e zuM cAle? - yAda rAkhajo. buddhinI alpatAe darzana mohanA kSayopazamamAM 2 che pratibaMdhaka nathI paraMtu buddhinI malinatA e ja darzana mohanA ke 2 kSayopazamamAM bAdhaka che. ApaNe eka ja kAma karatA rahevA jevuM che. te gaMdI paNa gaMgA sAgaramAM jaIne nirmaLa banI jAya che. huM te malina paNa buddhine ApaNe gurucaraNamAM mUkI daIe. ApaNuM kAma che thaI jaze. OllobeMateriallardoralar Medlelle 122121616121 Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ azubha karmabaMdha jenAthI, e ja duSkRta 2000000000000 sankriyAo dUdha - satpariNati sAkara ) jagata to duSkAInA sevanane ja duSkRta mAnatuM hoya to emAM koI navAI nathI; paraMtu ApaNe sAce ja jo saMsAra paribhramaNathI kaMTALelA chIe to 'je paNa vRtti-pravRttithI azubha karmabaMdha thato hoya e tamAma vRtti-pravRtti duSkRta ja che' A mAnyatAne asthimajjA banAvI devAnI che. pachI jIvanamAM camatkAra e sarjAze ke muhapattinA upayoga vinA ApaNe bolI nahIM zakIe, nIce joyA vinA ApaNe cAlI nahIM zakIe, gocarInA doSo pratye jAgrata thayA vinA ApaNe nahIM rahI zakIe, paMjavA-pramAryA vinA ApaNane cena nahIM paDe. na to manane durgAnamAM vyasta rAkhI zakazuM ke na to manane durbhAvanuM zikAra banAvI zakazuM. 0000000 - dUdha barAbara paNa emAM jo sAkara ja nathI to dUdha pIvAnI majA nathI AvatI A hakIkatanI to kone khabara nathI e prazna che; A 8 paraMtu dUdha sAkaravALuM hovA chatAM jo jIbha ja barAbara nathI to e che - sAkaravALuM dUdha pIvAmAM paNa majA nathI AvatI A hakIkata tarapha che - keTalA lokonI najara haze e prazna che. A jIvanamAM ApaNI pAse pratikramaNa, pratilekhana, 0 8 vaiyAvaccAdi je paNa sakriyAo che e tamAmanuM pota jo 'dUdhanuM che ja che to e kriyAomAM bhaLatA hRdayanA bhAvonuM pota "sAkara'nuM che. " bhAva vinAnI lUkhI kriyAo zuM AnaMdadAyaka banI rahe ? ~ paNa sabUra ! e bhAvasabhara kriyAonA sevanathI taiyAra thatI pariNatinuM che pota to rasasabhara jIbhanuM che. jo pariNati ja nirmaLa nahIM banI 7 @ hoya to bhAvasabhara paNa sakriyAo AtmA mATe lAbhakArI ane che hitakArI banI rahe e saMbhAvanA bahu ochI che. eka kAma karIe. 1 9 pariNatine taiyAra karavA tarapha dhyAna kendrita karIne ja rahIe. je ApaNuM kAma thaI jaze. je samiti-guptinA pAlanamAM Aje ApaNane dhArI saphaLatA nathI maLI rahI e saphaLatA ApaNane mAtra 'jenAthI azubha karmabaMdha e badhuM ja dukRta' e zraddhA aMtaramAM sthira karI devAthI maLI jAya tema che. vadhazuM ApaNe e dizAmAM AgaLa ? G) 0000000000000 Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ khaLabhaLATa zemAM ? mATIno kAco ghaDo eka nAnakaDI kAMkarIthI ya tUTI jAya che, mATInA pAkA ghaDAne eka vajanadAra paththara toDI nAkhe che; paraMtu suvarNano ghaTa moTA paththara sAme ya akhaMDa rahI jAya che. saMyamajIvanamAM ApaNe jAmI gayA chIe ke kema, e jANavA mATenI sAva sIdhI-sAdI parIkSA che, ApaNe zemAM khaLabhaLI jaIe chIe ? ThaMDI cA jo ApaNane khaLabhaLAvI rahI che, karkaza vacanonuM zravaNa jo ApaNAM manane vyathita karI rahyuM che, kokanA taraphathI thatuM apamAna jo ApaNane udvigna banAvI rahyuM che to samajI levuM ke ApaNuM pota mATInA ghaDA jevuM che. ApaNe khaLabhaLavuM ja che ne ? eka kAma karIe. tapazcaryA na thaI zakavA badala manane khaLabhaLatuM rAkhIe. kriyAomAM bhAvo na bhaLavA badala vyathita thatA rahIe. gurudeva pratye kvacit UbhA thaI jatA durbhAvanI pIDA anubhavatA rahIe. khaLabhaLATanI A kakSA ApaNane eka divasa suvarNaghaTanuM pratinidhitva ApIne ja raheze. Coooooooooookoooo) zuM banavuM che ? sadguNI ke saraLa ? meM eka jagAe vAMcyuM hatuM ke "prasanna rahevuM atyaMta saraLa che paraMtu saraLa banyA rahevuM e bhAre kaThina che' A vAkyane saMyamajIvananA saMdarbhamAM kahevuM hoya to kahI zakAya ke 'sadguNI banyA rahevuM atyaMta saraLa che paraMtu saraLa banyA rahevuM e sAce ja bhAre kaThina che. kAraNa ? saraLatA daMbhanI duzmana che ane daMbha sAthe to jIvanI janamajanamanI maitrI che. jIva rasanI laMpaTatA choDavA taiyAra che, jIva strIsaMganA jIvanabharanA tyAga mATe taiyAra che, jIva zarIranI vibhUSA choDavA taiyAra che paraMtu daMbhatyAga mATe e bilakula taiyAra nathI. zuM kahuM ? DaoNkTara samakSa dardInuM daMbhasevana jo enA motanuM kAraNa banIne ja rahe che to sadguru samakSa paNa ziSyanuM daMbhasevana enA saMyamajIvananI niSphaLatAnuM kAraNa banIne ene durgatimAM dhakelIne ja rahe che. zuM karazuM ? daMbhatyAga ke pachI daMbhadostI ? 19 [18] Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 20000000000000 deSTi kayAM sudhInuM joI zake che ? 00000 kayA karmano udaya ? nA. kayA jIvane karmano udaya ? charI jo guMDAnA hAthamAM che to tyAMthI dUra haTI javA jevuM che paraMtu e ja charI jo. DaoNkTaranA hAthamAM che to jarAya DaryA vinA enA hAthe rezana karAvI levA jevuM che. prazna e nathI ke jIvane kayA karmano udaya vartI rahyo che ? prazna e che ke kyA jIvane karmano udaya vartI rahyo che ? - ajJAnIne jo zAtAno udaya che to ya azubha karmabaMdha cAlu che. jJAnIne jo ezAtAno udaya che to ya azubha karmonI nirjarA cAlu che. kokila kaMTha ajJAnIne durgatinuM kAraNa banavAno che. karkaza avAja paNa jJAnIne sadgatimAM jatA rokI zakavAno nathI. Ano artha ? A ja ke ApaNe cokkasa prakAranA karmanA udaya mATe taDapatA rahevAnI jarUra nathI; paraMtu karmano udaya game te prakArano hoya, azubha karmabaMdha ApaNe na ja karI besIe evI AtmAnI yogyatA taiyAra karI devAnI jarUra che. dazavaikAlika sUtre AnuM sacoTa samAdhAna ApyuM ja che ne? tamAma prakAranI pravRttinA stare 'yatanA'nI pratiSThA karI do. azubha karmabaMdha thaze ja nahIM. (9) ApaNI AMkho keTale dUra sudhI joI zake che enI to : ApaNane khabara che paNa ApaNe eka vAra e pAkuM karI levAnI che 3 jarUra che ke ApaNI dRSTi keTale dUra sudhInuM joI zake che ? javAba Apo. pratikULatAmAM pratikULatA ja dekhAya che ? ke pachI pApano ke udaya paNa dekhAya che ? pApano udaya ja dekhAya che ? ke pachI A 6 bhUtakALanA bhavomAM AtmAe pramAdavaza banIne karela pAponuM ja sevana paNa dekhAya che ? anukULatAmAM anukULatA ja dekhAya che? ke pachI puNyakarmano che - udaya paNa dekhAya che ? puNyakarmano udaya ja dekhAya che ? ke pachI A ja bhUtakALanA bhavomAM jAgrata ane sAvadha banIne AtmAe karela ha te satkAryonuM sevana paNa dekhAya che? yAda rAkhajo, daSTi jyAM sudhI pahoMcatI haze, AtmA tyAM che sudhI javA ja prayatnazIla banyo raheze. naLa kholyA pachI ya pANI 4 che nathI AvatuM to saMsArIne khyAla AvI jAya che ke TAMkI khAlI thaI ha i gaI che. puruSArtha pachI ya anukULatA na maLe tyAre ApaNane khyAla che 6 AvI jAya kharo ke puNyanI mUDI ApaNI khalAsa thaI gaI che ? 6 40007 0000000 0000000 0000000 00000 Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Qalere holder de boterodotell zuM Avazyaka kriyAo AnaMdanuM kAraNa kharI ? $ kAraNa-kAryanAM darzana eka sAthe... ATalAM varasonA saMyama paryAya pachI, ATalAM varasonA zAstrAdhyayana pachI, ATalAM varasonA vAcanAzravaNa pachI ApaNane ema lAgatuM hoya ke ApaNe 'jJAnI' banI gayA chIe to enI kasoTI mATenuM A eka sUtra ApaNe satata AMkha sAme 6 rAkhavAnI jarUra che. jo kAraNanA garbhamAM ApaNe kAryanAM darzana karI zakatA hoIe ane kAryanI upasthiti vakhate enI pAchaLa rahela kAraNane ApaNe nihALI zakatA hoIe to mAnavuM ke "jJAnI' banI gayA hovAno ApaNo khyAla e thAmaNA nathI paNa tathya che, satya che. javAba Apo. saMyamajIvananA vizuddha pAlanamAM ApaNane sadgati ane paramagatinAM darzana thaI rahyA che kharA ? niHzUka ( hRdaye saMyamajIvanamAM sevAtA doSomAM ApaNane durgatinAM ane 5 dIrgha saMsAra paribhramaNanAM darzana thaI rahyA che kharA ? - jo A praznano pratyuttara aMtaHkaraNamAMthI saMtoSajanaka na << maLato hoya to samajI rAkhavuM ke zAstrAdhyayana dvArA ApaNe kadAca 'vidvAna' banI gayA chIe paraMtu 'jJAnIpaNuM' to ApaNAthI 6 hajI ghaNuM dUra che. pratilekhana ane pratikramaNa, vihAra ane loca, svAdhyAya ane vaiyAvacca, pAlana samitinuM ane guptinuM A badhuM ya ApaNA saMyamajIvanamAM pharajiyAta che. pharajiyAta che arthAtu? Avazyaka che, avazya karaNIya che. prazna eTalo ja che ke A tamAma AvazyakonuM sevana ApaNA mATe AnaMdanuM kAraNa banI rahyuM che ke nahIM ? pratilekhana vakhate jIvarakSA thaI rahI hovAno AnaMda to pratikramaNa vakhate pApa-pramAdasevanathI pAchA pharavAnuM banI rahyuM hovAno AnaMda. vihAra vakhate AjJApAlanano AnaMda to loca vakhate karmanirjarA thaI rahyAno AnaMda. svAdhyAya vakhate saMkalpa-vikalpomAMthI mukti maLI rahyAno AnaMda to vaiyAvacca vakhate saMyamIonI bhaktino lAbha maLI rahyAno AnaMda. samiti ane guptinA pAlanamAM pravacana mAtAone abhayadAna ApI rahyAno AnaMda. yAda rAkhajo, AvazyakamAM thato AnaMdano anubhava AtmAmAM susaMskAronuM evuM AdhAna karIne raheze ke e susaMskAro che AtmA mATe bhavAMtaramAM surakSAcaka banIne ja raheze. de oratore laterale rol Modello del co/zBc S1212122212121 Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mArga maLe, ruci to ApaNe ja jagADavI paDe. mammI bAbAne vadhumAM vadhu bhojana ApI zake paNa be kAma to bAbAe pote ja karavA paDe. bhUkha bAbAe pote ja lagADavI paDe ane bhojana bAbAe pote ja pacAvavuM paDe. prabhu ApaNane vadhumAM vadhu mokSamArga ja ApI zake paraMtu e mArga paranI ruci to ApaNe ja jagADavI paDe ane e mArga para AvatAM kaSTone to ApaNe pote ja ghoLIne pI javA paDe. anaMtakALanA saMsAra paribhramaNamAM ApaNe kyAM thApa khAI gayA chIe? prabhue sthApelo mArga ja ApaNane anaMtavAra maLyo che eTaluM ja nahIM, sAkSAta prabhu pote ApaNane anaMtavAra maLyA che paNa ApaNe e pAvana yogane saphaLa na banAvI zakyA. kAraNa? na ApaNane mArga para ruci pragaTI ke na mArga paranAM kaSTone ApaNe apanAvI zakyA. yAda rAkhajo. 'mA ' e prabhunuM vizeSaNa jarUra che paNa norathayA' e prabhunuM vizeSaNa nathI ja. e ApaNe pote ja meLavavAno che. ruci dvArA ane kaSTo svIkAravA dvArA ! 10000000000 2 ApaNe Astika to chIe - AjJAMkita ? 2 ApaNane koI 'nAstika' kahI jAya to ApaNe samasamI 3 * UThIe, ApaNe kadAca AvezamAM AvI jaIne ene bolato baMdha X paNa karI daIe. kAraNa? ApaNI jAtane ApaNe 'Astika' G - mAnIe chIe ane vAta sAcI paNa che ne? - nAstika hota jo ApaNe to saMyamajIvana ApaNe aMgIkAra dva ke tarata ja zuM kAma ? A jIvananAM kaSTo veThI levA ApaNe taiyAra & thAta ja zuM kAma ? jIvanabhara mATe gurvAjJAnA kaThora baMdhanane apanAvI levA manane ApaNe saMmata karata ja zuM kAma? nA. ApaNe ja : Astika ja chIe. e AstiktAe ja ApaNane saMyamajIvana che aMgIkAra karI levA saMmata karyA che. paNa saMbUra ! AstikatA ApaNane saMyamajIvana sudhI laI AvI e to - ja barAbara che paraMtu prApta A saMyamajIvanane saphaLa banAvavAnI ke javAbadArI to AjJAMkitatAnI che. ApaNe nAstika nathI e to ja bahu AnaMdanI vAta che paNa jo ApaNe AjJAMkita nathI to e to ja che bhAre karuNatA che. Avo, Astika chIe ja to ene satyApita ja (c) karavA ApaNe AjJAMkita banIne ja rahIe. 000000000000000000 che. 000000000000 Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jANakArI nahIM paNa jAgRti tame samasta vijJAnajagata para najara nAkhI juo. sarvatra tamane 'jANakArI'nI bolabAlA dekhAze. eka eka cIja para tame zaMkA karatA jAo. enAM samAdhAno meLavatA jAo. tamArI jANakArI vadhIne ja raheze. banI zake ke A vadhatI jatI jANakArI eka divasa tamane saphaLa vaijJAnika banAvIne ja rahe. paNa, adhyAtma jagatane rasa 'jANakArI' mAM eTalo nathI, jeTalo 'jAgRti'mAM che. ahIM jANakArIne gaurava to ja maLe che jo e jANakArI jAgRtimAM rUpAMtarita thatI hoya to ! 'yatanA ja AtmAne azubhakarmabaMdhathI bacAvatI rahe che' A jANakArI to tame meLavI lIdhI paNa e jANakArIne tame pratyeka bolavA, cAlavAnA prasaMge, UThavA-besavAnA prasaMge, vAparavAnA-vihAranA prasaMge jo jAgrata rahIne amalI banAvI rahyA cho to ja e jANakArI tamArA AtmA mATe lAbhakArI, hitakArI ane kalyANakArI banI rahevAnI che. eka ja kAma karIe. 'jANakArI' meLavavA vadhu paDatA prayatnazIla banavAne badale 'jAgRti' vadhAravA vadhu prayatnazIla banatA rahIe. phAvI jaze. 25 Cotaceleted coltootheck mananI AjJA ke manane AjJA ? D sarpa ! A zabda kAne paDatAMnI sAthe ja ApaNA zarIramAM kaMpArI pedA thaI jAya. ApaNe jyAM enI hAjarI hoya tyAMthI bhAgI chUTIe. enuM mRta zarIra paDyuM hoya to ya tyAM javAnI hiMmata na karIe. paNa sabUra ! madArI A ja sarpanA mAdhyame potAnI AjIvikA UbhI karato rahe. na ene e mArI nAkhe ke na ene e mAlika banavA de. sAce ja A saMyamajIvanane ApaNe jo sArthaka karI devA mAgIe chIe to mana sAthe ApaNe Avo ja - madArIno jevo sarpa sAtheno vyavahAra hoya che tevo ja - vyavahAra karatA rahevA jevuM che. mananI AjJAne mAnatA rahIne ene ApaNe mAlika paNa banavA devAnuM nathI to manane harakSetramAM kacaDatA-dabAvatA rahIne ene khatama paNa karI nAkhavAnuM nathI. eka ja kAma karavAnuM che. sarpa [mana] ne jIvato rAkhIne madArI [AtmA] ene potAnI AjJAmAM rAkhI de. beDo pAra che. TUMkamA, mananI AjJAmAM AtmA, eTale saMyamajIvana niSphaLa. AtmAnI AjJAmAM mana eTale saMyamajIvana saphaLa ! 1 vAprov Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pucodayane pacAvIe, pApodayane khapAvIe dharmalAbha" A zabda kAne paDatAM ja zrAvako ane zrAvikAo ApaNane gocarI vahorAvavA taiyAra thaI jAya. zarIra para dhavala vastro jotAveMta ahobhAvathI keIkanAM mastaka jhUkI jAya. mAtra mAmUlI preraNAthI zrAvako lAkho-karoDo rUpiyA sanmArge vAparavA taiyAra thaI jAya. A ApaNo puNyodaya ! 20/20 gharomAM javA chatAM paryApta gocarI na maLe, kyAreka sAva prAkRta mANasa ApaNuM apamAna karI bese. koka sthaLamAM rahevA mATenI vasati sAva bekAra maLe. kavacit vagara aparAdhe sahavartI taraphathI ke gurudeva taraphathI kaThora ane karkaza vacano sAMbhaLavA maLe. A ApaNo pApodaya ! saMyamajIvanane ApaNe paramagatinuM kAraNa banAvI devA mAgIe chIe to puNyodayane pacAvavAnI ane pApodayane khapAvavAnI, A baMne prakAranI kaLAne ApaNe AtmasAt karI levI ja joIe. TUMkamAM, puNyodayane jo ApaNe puNyabaMdhanuM kAraNa banAvI zakIe chIe ane pApodayane ApaNe jo azubha karmabaMdhathI bacAvI zakIe chIe to ApaNI paramagati nikaTa AvI rahyAnI bAbatamAM koI ja zaMkA nathI. 000000000000 'rati'no viSaya badalI nAkhIe saMyamajIvananA svAmI banI javAmAM saphaLa banI gayelA ApaNe jo saMyamajIvanane sArthaka karI devAmAM saphaLa banI javA X mAgIe chIe to eno eka ja vikalpa che, ApaNe sanmatinA : EsvAmI satata banyA ja rahIe. 'sanmati' nA svAmI banyA rahevuM eTale? 'rati'nA viSayane badalI nAkhavAmAM saphaLa banyA rahevuM. ha miSTAnnanI ratine tapazcaryAmAM laI javI. vikathAmAM A anubhavAtI ratine svAdhyAyamAM laI javI. sukhazIlatAnI ratine vaiyAvaccamAM rUpAMtarita karI devI. svacchedavRttinI 2tine - samarpaNabhAvamAM goThavI devI. bahirmukhatAmAM anubhavAtI ratine 6 aMtarmukhatAnuM saranAmuM ApI devAmAM saphaLa banI javuM. lagna karIne piyarathI sAsare AvatI kanyA 'rati'nA viSayane ja badalavA sivAya bIjuM kare che zuM ? saMsArImAMthI saMyamI banelA 6 ke ApaNe ya ratinA viSayone badalI nAkhavA sivAya bIjuM kazuM ja che karavA jevuM nathI. kAraNa ? ratino badalAto viSaya ApaNane 6 ke sanmati bakSaze ane sanmatinA garbhamAM ja sadgati ane paramagati che 0 panAnI raheze. Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mananI A cAlabAjIne oLakhI laIe sAcuM bolo. dariyAmAM dhakko lagAvI daIne hAtha UMcA karI detI vyakti sAthe koI DAhyo mANasa maitrI jamAvaze kharo ? pragaTelI AgamAM dhakelI daIne bhAgI jatA mANasa pratye koI samaju mANasa vizvAsa mUkaze kharo ? guMDAnA gharamAM dAkhala karI daIne gharanuM bAraNuM baMdha karI daIne raphucakkara thaI jatA yuvAna sAthe koI yuvaka dostI jamAvavA taiyAra thaI jaze kharo ? jo nA, to anaMtakALathI mana, AtmA sAthe zuM karI rahyuM che e ApaNe barAbara jANI levAnI jarUra che. mana satata zarIrane pApamAM joDatuM rahIne potAnA hAtha UMcA karatuM rahyuM che. pApasevana zarIre karyuM. e mATenI preraNA mana taraphathI maLatI rahI. azubha karmo AtmAe bAMdhyA ane paralokamAM AtmA durgatinI yAtrAe nIkaLI paDyo. eka kAma ApaNe karIe. zarIrane pApamAM joDI daIne potAnA hAtha UMcA karI detA mana pratye ApaNe kUNI lAgaNI na dharAvIe. enA pratye vizvAsa na keLavIe. enI sAthe dostI na jamAvIe. pApasevanathI ApaNe khUba khUba bacatA rahezuM. 29 Cocoaceful to cookbook dhyAna karavuM che ? ke dhyAna rAkhavuM che ? hamaNAM hamaNAM cAre ya bAju 'dhyAna'nI bolabAlA thaI rahI che. acchA acchA sAdhako jAtajAtanAM dhyAna lagAvI rahyA che. dhyAnazibiro yojAI rahI che. dhyAnanA varga khUlI rahyA che. dhyAna mATenA cokkasa prakAranAM vAtAvaraNa UbhA karavAmAM AvI rahyA che. paNa sabUra ! sAce ja jo ApaNA AtmAne ApaNe bacAvI levA mAgIe chIe to ApaNe atyAre dhyAna karavA tarapha doDatA rahevAne badale ApaNA AtmAnuM dhyAna rAkhavA tarapha vadhu jAgrata banavAnI jarUra che. paramAtmA mahAvIradeve gaNadhara gautamane karela A vAta, 'zoyana ! samayamA pamAya' zenI sUcaka che? dhyAna karavAnI nahIM paNa AtmAnuM dhyAna rAkhavAnI ! dhyAna rAkhavAnuM AtmAnuM, eTale ? eTale A ja ke AtmA ArtadhyAna ke raudradhyAnano zikAra na banatA dharmadhyAna ke zukladhyAnamAM ja vyasta rahyA kare. sAvadhAna ! dhyAna rAkhavAne badale dhyAna karavAnA AjanA lalacAmaNAM mAholamAM jAtane guma karI devAnI bhUla karI besatA nahIM. 12 D Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ niMdA : sAMbhaLavI kharAba ? ke karavI ? pAThIe durupayoga cAhe kAnano hoya ke jIbhano hoya, baMne ya kharAba che. AtmA mATe baMne ya khataranAka che. niMdA jo ApaNe sAMbhaLIe chIe to e ya kharAba che ane niMdA jo ApaNe karIe chIe to e ya kharAba che. paraMtu e baMnemAM vadhu kharAba koNa ? e jANavuM hoya to enI kasoTI A che ke je doSanuM sevana ApaNI pAsethI bhavAMtaramAM trasapaNuM jhUMTavI le e doSasevana sauthI vadhu bhayaMkara ! niMdAzravaNa e kAnano durupayoga jarUra che. enAthI baMdhAtuM karma AtmAne bhavAMtaramAM karmendriyathI vaMcita karI de e zakyatA paNa pUrepUrI che paraMtu niMdAkathana to ethI anekagaNuM bhayaMkara eTalA mATe che ke niMdAkathana e jIbhano durupayoga che ane enAthI baMdhAtuM karma AtmAne jihendriyathI vaMcita karI de che. kandriyathI vaMcita rahI javA chatAM AtmA trapaNuM pAmI zake che paraMtu jilTendriyathI vaMcita AtmA to trasapaNuM gumAvI ja bese che. alabatta, niMdAzravaNathI ane niMdAkathanathI, baMneya doSothI AtmAne dUra ja rAkhajo. kAna ane jIbha, ekeyathI vaMcita rahevuM ApaNane paravaDe tevuM nathI. 200. 20000000000000 doSone jotA rahIe. mananI eka gajabanAka cAlabAjIne ApaNe satata AMkhaX sAme rAkhavAnI jarUra che. e bhUtakALamAM sevAI gayelA doSone 7 jovA taiyAra thaI jAya che paraMtu vartamAnamAM sevAI rahelA doSone 6 jovA e lagabhaga taiyAra hotuM nathI. che pariNAma AnuM e Ave che ke bhUtakALanA doSasevana badala be mana eka bAju pazcAttApa karatuM rahe che jyAre bIjI bAju vartamAnamAM 10 ja sevAtA doSo pratye e upakSA ja karatuM rahe che. A sthitimAM jIvanane ? A doSamukta banAvI devAmAM saphaLatA maLe ja zI rIte ? te kalpanA karo e vepArInI ke jene dhaMdhAmAM thayeluM nukasAna che yAda che paraMtu dhaMdhAmAM thaI rahela nukasAna samajamAM ja nathI AvatuM. 6 e vepArIno dhaMdho UThI jAya ke bIjuM kAMI thAya ? @ sAcA arthamAM jIvanane doSarahita banAvavuM che ? bhUtakALanA che doSasevana badala pazcAttApa jarUra karo. bhaviSyakALane doSamukta 0 rAkhavA paccakakhANa jarUra karo paraMtu vartamAnamAM sevAI rahela doSone je nIrakhatA rahevAnI kaLA to AtmasAt karIne ja raho. 40002 0000000 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yogyatAne sakriya banAvo kUvAmAM pANI jarUra che; paraMtu e potAnI meLe bahAra nathI ja AvatuM. ene bahAra lAvavA kAM to kUvA para pampa lagADavo paDe che ane kAM to bAladI vATe ene bahAra lAvavuM paDe che. kabUla, ApaNI pAse yogyatA che ja. ArAdhanA mATeno utsAha che ja. svAdhyAya mATenI lagana che ja. tapazcaryA aMgenuM jarUrI sattva che ja; paraMtu e tamAmanuM pota che kUvAmAMnA pANI jevuM. gurudevanI preraNA vinA, zAstravAMcananA nimitta vinA, koka zubha AlaMbana vinA emAMnuM kAMI ja sakriya banatuM nathI. jo ApaNe preraNA jhIlatA rahevAmAM dAkhavatA rahyA bedarakArI, zAstra vAMcananI karatA rahyA upekSA, zubha AlaMbano pratye karatA rahyA AMkhamIMcAmaNAM to nizcita samajI rAkhavuM ke ApaNI pAse rahela yogyatA vagere badhuM ya ema ne ema paDyuM raheze. kUvAmAM ja paDyA rahetA pANImAM kacaro paDyA kare che. suSupta rahI jatI yogyatA samaya jatAM niSprANa banI jAya che. 33 CollectacologNoteback saphaLatAno saraLa rasto pAMkha hovA chatAM jo paMkhI UDavA taiyAra thatuM ja nathI to pachI ene paMkhI kahevAno artha ja zo che ? paMkhIno artha ja thAya che, jenI pAse pAMkha che. 'pAMkha' zabdanI sArthakatA ja paMkhI UDe emAM che. kabUla, ApaNI pAse AtmavizvAsa che. chatAM jo ApaNe sAdhanA aMgenA eka paNa prakAranA jokhamane uThAvavA taiyAra nathI, kAlpanika bhayanA zikAra banyA rahIne kaThora tapazcaryAnA mArge kadama mUkavA taiyAra nathI, svAdhyAyakSetre pracaMDa puruSArtha AdaravA taiyAra nathI, aparicita kSetramAM vicaravA taiyAra nathI, ajJAta gharomAM gocarI javA taiyAra nathI, pramAdasevana chatAM ahaMkAra tUTavAnA bhaye prAyazcitta karavA taiyAra nathI to pachI ApaNI pAse AtmavizvAsa hovAno artha ja zuM che ? yAda rAkhajo. pAMkha che jo paMkhI pAse to mALo choDIne eNe AkAzamAM UDavuM ja rahyuM. AtmavizvAsa che jo ApaNI pAse to anukULatAnA kocalAmAMthI bahAra AvI jaIne ApaNe sAdhanA mArganAM jokhamo uThAvavA ja rahyA ! varSa 10 jpeybo Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAchalI banIne taravuM che ke nadI banIne bhaLavuM che? samudramAM mAchalI banIne taravuM e eka alaga vAta che ane samudramAM nadI banIne bhaLI javuM e bilakula alaga vAta che. kabUla, mAchalI pANI vinA jIvI ja nathI zakatI. chatAM ya e pote pANI to nathI ja banI zakatI ne? jyAre nadI? e sAgaramAM bhaLyA vinA rahI nathI zakatI e to che ja paraMtu sAgaramAM bhaLI jaIne e svayaM sAgara banI jAya che. ApaNe eka sAthe baMne kAmo karavAnAM che. naMbara eka ; ApaNe banI javAnuM che mAchalI jevA. gurudeva vinA ApaNe jIvI ja na zakIe. emanA vinAnA ApaNe ApaNA vinAnA thaI jaIe. A bhUmikAmAM AvI gayA pachI naMbara be : ApaNe banI javAnuM che nadI jevA. ahaMkArane e hade ApaNe vilIna karI daIe ke teo ja rahe, ApaNe sarvathA gerahAjara thaI jaIe. emanuM svarUpa ja ApaNuM svarUpa banI jAya ! gaNadhara gautamasvAmIne AMkha sAme rAkhajo. mAchalI banIne mahAvIranA sAgaramAM vahetA rahyA. aMte nadI banIne ekhuda mahAvIra banI gayA. 2 000000000000 damana mAnya, daMbha amAnya | 'gocarImAM miSTAnna Ave to sAruM' mananI icchA A che : paraMtu gurudeve miSTAnna lAvavA para pratibaMdha mUkyo hovAthI e : icchAne dabAvavI paDe che. makAnamAM vaMdanArthe Avela vijAtIyapAtra * sAme joI levA mATe AMkho to taiyAra che paraMtu sahavartI munionI najaramAMthI UtarI na javAya e khyAle manane dabAvatA rahevuM paDe che. baporanA sUI javAnuM mana to ghaNuM ya thAya che paraMtu svAdhyAyanI 6 evI javAbadArI gurudeve zira para nAkhI dIdhI che ke manane dabAvI dIdhA vinA cAlatuM ja nathI. Da prazra vAraMvAra manamAM e UThe che ke A vRttino samAveza - damanamAM thato haze ? ke pachI daMbhamAM thato haze ? zuM A damana 6 AtmA mATe lAbhadAyI banyuM raheze kharuM? zuM A daMbha AtmA mATe : X hitakArI banyo raheze kharo? javAba eka ja che. damanane apanAvI lejo. daMbhathI dUra che rahejo. 'chA che kayo * uttarAdhyayananI A paMktine to ra yAda rAkhajo ja paNa duryanamasevanana' A paMktineya AMkha 6 8 sAme rAkhajo. damana patanathI bacAvI leze. daMbha patananI gartAmAM che che pheMkI deze. s(r)000000000000 Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAhasa ane saraLatA manamAM ane jIvanamAM ghara karI gayelA doSone ApaNe sAce ja jo dUra karavA mAgIe chIe, sudhAravA mAgIe chIe to eno zreSTha vikalpa A che. doSone svIkArI levAnuM sAhasa keLavIe ane doSone svIkArI levAnI saraLatA keLavIe. sAhasa keLavIe eTale ? 'huM doSita chuM, doSothI bharelo chuM' A kabUlAta pachI anya game teTalI muzkelIo AvI zakatI hoya to eno koI bhaya manamAM na hovo. saraLatA keLavIe eTale ? doSano koI bacAva nahIM. doSa sevana mATe koI bahAnAMbAjI nahIM. ApaNA doSane pakaDI pADanAra pratye koI AkSepa nahIM. yAda rAkhajo, doSa svIkAravAnA sAhasa vinA ane saraLatA vinA mAtra ArAdhanAo karye javAthI AtmA doSamukta banI jAya evI koI ja saMbhAvanA nathI. ahaMne gauNa banAvavo paDe to banAvIne paNa ApaNe A krAntikArI parAkrama karIne ja rahIe. saMyamI banyA pachI ya jo A parAkrama Apaze nahIM karI zakIe to pachI kyAre karazuM ? 37 Cola ooltalodota allalate cop doSa : DhAMkavA lAyaka ke pragaTa karI devA lAyaka ? DaoNkTara pAse gayA bAda rogI potAnA zarIranA rogane jo DhAMkato ja rahe che to enI e ceSTA roganA hitamAM jarUra rahe che paraMtu rogIne mATeto e jIvaleNa ja banI rahe che. hAthamAM jIvana che saMyamanuM. sAMnidhya che ApaNI pAse sadgurudevanuM. mUDI che ApaNI pAse zAstra svAdhyAyanI. vaibhava che ApaNI pAse tapazcaryAono. A tamAmanI upasthiti pachI ya ApaNe jo doSone DhAMkatA rahevAnuM eka ja kAma karI rahyA chIe to ApaNe nizcita samajI rAkhavAnuM che ke ApaNI A ceSTA doSanA hitamAM jarUra rahevAnI che paNa ApaNA AtmA mATe to e durgatidAyaka ja banI rahevAnI che. khUba gaMbhIratAthI ApaNe AtmanirIkSaNa karatA rahevAnI jarUra che. jo doSone DhAMkatA rahevAmAM ja ApaNe prayatnazIla hazuM to anaMta bhavo pachI ya ApaNe doSamukta banI zakavAnA nathI ane jo doSone pragaTa karI devAnI bahAdurI dAkhavatA rahevAmAM ApaNo naMbara haze to be-cAra bhavomAM ja doSo ApaNI sAthenI anaMtakALanI paNa dostI toDI nAkhyA vinA rahevAnA nathI ! kaa (a) to Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nirNAyaka koNa ? AcaraNa ke aMtaHkaraNa ? phoTo sAro. eNksa-re kharAba, zarIranuM bhAvi zuM ? AcaraNa sAruM, aMtaHkaraNa saDeluM, AtmAnuM bhAvi zuM ? abhivyakti sArI, anubhUti kharAba, maraNa vakhatanI samAdhinuM zuM? aMtaranA oraDAnI dIvAla para kyAreya bhUMsI na zakAya evA akSare lakhI rAkhajo ke paraloka mATe nirNAyaka AcaraNa eTaluM nathI banavAnuM, jeTaluM aMtaHkaraNa banavAnuM che. samAdhi mATe nirNAyaka pravRtti eTalI nathI banavAnI, jeTalI ruci banavAnI che. anubaMdha mATe javAbadArI ApaNo bAhya vyavahAra eTalo nathI banavAno, jeTalo AMtarika pakSapAta banavAno che. nokarI attaranI dukAnamAM hoya ane e pachI ya jo attaranI suvAsa pratye mana pakSapAtavALuM na bane e kadAca Azcarya kahevAtuM haze paraMtu jIvanabhara mATe zubha pravRttio sevatA rahyA pachI ya, zubha AlaMbano ane zubha nimitto vacce rahyA pachI ya mana jo zubhanuM pakSapAtI na bane, aMtaHkaraNa zubhanI rucivALuM na bane to e to karuNatA ja kahevAze ! sAvadhAna ! 100000000000000>> doSamuktinI vAta pachI karazuM > pahelAM doSa svIkArI laIe | 'rasto bhUlyo chuM' e kabUla karI letA pathika vacce jo A ahaMkArane lAvato nathI. 'huM dAkhala karavAmAM thApa khAI gayo ? 9 chuM' e svIkArI levAmAM vidyArthIne ahaMkAra jo ADe Avato ke nathI. 'khAvAmAM meM garabaDa karI nAkhI che' DaoNkTara pAse dardI e A * kabUlAta karI letA jo jarAya hicakicATa anubhavato nathI. 'huM A baoNlane samajavAmAM thApa khAI gayo' A kabUlAta karI letA te PkhelADIne jo koI ja muzkelI paDatI nathI Da to pachI, 00000000000000000 pramAda sevana bAda ke pApasevana bAda enI kabUlAta karI letA ha ApaNo ahaMkAra ApaNane satata bAdhA kema pahoMcADyA kare che? yAda rAkhajo, bahiryAtrAmAM pathikanI sAthe raheto daMbha jo ke Apathikane avaLe raste caDAvI de che to AtyaMtara yAtrAmAM sAdhakanI A sAthe raheto daMbha sAdhakane unmArgagAmI banAvIne durgatimAM dhakelI ke doSa muktinAM zamaNAM ApaNe pachI jozuM. pahelAM doSa 4 ja svIkAranI saraLatA to dAkhavI jANIe ! ApaNuM kAma thaI jaze. 6 40000000000 Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2112161616121011 gati dhyeya tarapha ja - dizA aMge mana khulluM vahI rahela nadInI eka vizeSatA haMmezAM AMkha sAme rAkhavAnI jarUra che. e dhyeya kyAreya badalatI nathI ane vaheNanI dizA badalavA pratipaLa taiyAra hoya che. mArga ADe paththara hoya che to e bIjI dizAmAM phaMTAIne sAgara ta2pha vahevAnuM cAlu rAkhe che. A ja kAma ApaNe karavAnuM che. dUranuM ApaNuM dhyeya che. mokSa ane najIkanuM ApaNuM dhyeya che rAga-dveSano hrAsa, kaSAyonI ( maMdatA. A dhyeya tarapha AgaLa vadhatA rahevA mATe kyAreka ArAdhanAnI dizAo ApaNe badalavI paDe to e mATe ApaNe che sadAya tatpara rahevAnuM che. Da javAbadArI glAna sevAnI AvI che, svAdhyAya gauNa karavA taiyAra rahIe. gurudeva icche che svAdhyAyamAM ApaNe pAgala banI jaIe, tapazcaryAne mulatavI rAkhavA ApaNe taiyAra rahIe. mana icche che, vaiyAvaccamAM lAgI javuM che, saMyogo svAdhyAyane anukULa che. ApaNe svAdhyAyamAM goThavAI jaIe. TUMkamAM, gati dhyeya tarapha ja paraMtu dizA aMge manamAM koI ja cokkasa Agraha nahIM. saphaLatA asaMdigdha che. rooloosoosoosoo La Loolor zuM aticAra mApha paNa anAcAra ? kapaDAMmAM mela hoya e juduM ane AkhuM kapaDuM ja meluM hoya e ke ke juduM. kapaDAmAM mela haze to mANasa jyAM tyAM besI jatA pahelAM 8 lAkha vAra vicAraze paNa kapaDuM ja meluM haze to mANasa kyAMya paNa che besI javA taiyAra thaze. saMyamajIvananA pAlanamAM sAvadhagIrI chatAM pramAdavaza : che sevAI jatA aticAro e kapaDAmAM lAgI jatA melanAM sthAne che che jyAre niSphara pariNAme sevAtA doSo e melAM kapaDAMnAM sthAne che. huM 8 sAvadhagIrI chatAM sevAtA doSono samAveza jo 'aticAra'mAM thAya , zuM che to niSphara pariNAme sevAtA doSono samAveza 'anAcAra' mAM che ke karI zakAya che. Qclas/\_/\_/co/zJ_GJ0Jos/cscss/css/\cio (Ta aticAramAM hajI AtmaglAninI saMbhAvanA hoya che paraMtu = anAcAra to svacchaMda ja hoya che. aticAranI pAchaLa pazcAttApa, $ AMsu, DaMkha, vedanA badhuM ya hAjara rahe che paNa anAcAra to e che te tamAmathI rahita ja hoya che. tapAsatA rahejo saMyamajIvanane. e 6 'aticAra' yukta ja che ? ke pachI anAcArasabhara? 21170211702111 11 jUkara -- Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ doSadeSTi - deSTidoSa 20000000000000 mUlya kADhI nAkhIe - pakaDa chUTI jaze 2 000000 badhAya doSone be vibhAgamAM jo ApaNe vaheMcI devA mAgIe chIe to A rahyA e be vibhAga. eka vibhAgamAM Ave che rAga, jyAre bIjA vibhAgamAM Ave che dveSa. vyavahAramAM e baMne doSo para ApaNI ThIka ThIka pramANamAM pakaDa che e jANavuM hoya to enI parIkSA kaI ? be ja parIkSA che. jo dRSTidoSathI ApaNuM mana mukta thaI rahyAnuM ApaNe anubhavI rahyA chIe to samajavuM ke rAga ApaNA sakaMjAmAM AvI gayo che ane doSadRSTithI jo ApaNuM mana mukta thaI rahyAnuM ApaNe anubhavI rahyA chIe to samajavuM ke dveSanI ApaNAM paranI pakaDamAM ThIka ThIka pramANamAM kaDAko bolAI rahyo che. TUMkamAM, vikArI najara e che dRSTidoSanuM pApa ane jherIlI najara e che ke doSadRSTinuM pApa. A baMne prakAranAM pApothI AtmAne choDAvI devA ApaNe eka ja kAma karavAnI jarUra che. dRSTidoSanA pApamAM darzana karIe 'sarpa'nAM ane doSaSTinA pApamAM darzana karIe Aga" nAM ! saphaLatA nizcita che. nAnI vayamAM je ramakaDAMo meLavavA bAbo AkhuM ghara mAthe A le che e ja bAbo jyAre kizoravayamAM AvI jAya che tyAre e % ramakaDAo para najara suddhAM nAkhavA taiyAra thato nathI. kAraNa? 6 - ramakaDAMonuM je mUlya bAlyavayamAM enA manamAM hatuM, kizoravayamAM ja e mUlya enA manamAM rahyuM ja nathI. Ano tAtparyArtha ? A ja ke manamAMthI je paNa cIjanuM mUlya 0 nIkaLI jAya che, enI pakaDa ApoApa chUTI jAya che. 6 ja kabUla, ApaNA hAthamAM jIvana saMyamanuM che. vAtAvaraNanI pavitratA, AlaMbanonI uttamatA, nimittonI pAvanatA A badhuM che aya ApaNane hAthavaguM che chatAM anAdino kusaMskArono vAraso Aje chayu ApaNI sAthe che e paNa eka hakIkata che. 0 A vAstavikatAmAM manane pralobhanomAM kheMcAI javAnuM bane 0 (c) e saMbhAvanA pUrepUrI che. e saMbhAvanAne vAstavikatAnA stara che para pragaTa thatI jo ApaNe aTakAvavA mAgIe chIe to eno 9 eka ja rasto che. manane te-te vastuonAM 'mUlya" thI mukta karI che daIe. ApaNe phAvI jazuM. (43) Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ , J [ 21616161616161211 bolavuM, gura para nirbhara-sAMbhaLavuM, ziSya para nirbhara vAdaLane varasavA mATe ApaNe majabUra nathI ja karI zakatA. sUryane prakAza ApavA ApaNe majabUra nathI ja karI zakatA, pukhane suvAsa prasarAvavA ApaNe Agraha nathI ja karI zaktA. basa, e ja nyAye gurudevane bolavA mATe ApaNe majabUra nathI ja karI zaktA. hA, vAdaLa varasatA hoya tyAre ApaNe bhIMjAtA aTakI jarUra zakIe chIe, sUrya prakAzato hoya tyAre ApaNe bAraNuM baMdha karIne enA prakAzathI bacI jarUra zakIe chIe. puSya suvAsa prasarAvatuM hoya tyAre ApaNe nAka ADe rUmAla rAkhIne suvAsanI anubhUtithI vaMcita rahI zakIe chIe, basa, e ja nyAye gurudeva ke bhale ne bolatA hoya che, emanuM boleluM na sAMbhaLavA mATe, na samajavA mATe ane na svIkAravA mATe ApaNe svataMtra chIe. zuM kahuM ? ApaNI pAse rahela A svataMtratAnA durupayoga ja ApaNA saMyamajIvanane rasahIna ane kasahIna banAvI dIdhuM che. bolavuM ke na bolavuM e gurudeva para nirbhara. sAMbhaLavuM ke na sAMbhaLavuM e ziSya para nirbhara ! A vAstavikatAne ApaNe gaMbhIratAthI samajazuM kharA ? Goo so L.OLLubLoloor 2 pAtra pachI banaze - pahelAM apAtratAno svIkAra karI laIe huM sAcA arthamAM ziSya kyAre banI zakuM? namra houM tyAre ? ' je vinayI houM tyAre ? samarpita houM tyAre ? AjJAMkita houM tyAre ? ke re gaMbhIra houM tyAre ? 4 A tamAma praznono javAba che, kadAca nA. ziSya banavA ? ka mATe pAtra banavAnI eTalI jarUra nathI jeTalI jarUra apAtratAnA huM ke svIkAranI che. 'huM uddhata chuM, huM svachaMdI chuM, huM viSaya-kaSAyane ne AdhIna chuM, zudramati chuM, laMpaTa chuM, lAlacuM chuM' hA, A apAtratAno , re hRdayagata svIkAra ja mane gurucaraNamAM jhUkI javA taiyAra karI devA - sakSama che. yAda rAkhajo. DaoNkTara pAse taMdurasta jato nathI, rogI ja che jAya che ane taMdurasta banIne pAcho Ave che. pAtra AtmA guru , # pAse jato nathI. apAtra ja guru pAse jAya che ane emanA re sAMnidhyamAM pAtra banIne ja rahe che. zuM kahuM ? manane 'pAtra' banI javAnuM AkarSaNa jarUra che paNa zuM che apAtratAnA svIkAra mATe e eTaluM utsAhita nathI. kAraNa? che emAM eno ahaM tUTe che. paNa e toDyA vinA ApaNo uddhAra - te paNa nathI. Ozas/\_/\_J_J_J_J_J_JusJdsl/cs\co Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paramAtmadarzana, guramAM 1000 pANIne jyAre 100DigrI uSNatAmAne laI javAmAM Ave che tyAre e pANI 'pANI' na rahetAM varALa banI jAya che. eka liTara dUdhamAM jyAre eka camacI jeTaluM paNa meLavaNa nAkhavAmAM Ave che tyAre e dUdha 'dUdha' na rahetA dahIM banI jAya che. paNa, adhyAtma jagatamAM jAmI jato sAdhaka jyAre potAnA guNavaibhavanA kendramAM birAjelA gurudevanA anaMta upakArone AMkha sAme lAve che tyAre ene gurudevamAM 'gurudeva'nAM darzana na thatAM paramAtmAnAM darzana thavA lAge che. alabatta, 100 DigrIe pANI 'varALa' banI ja jAya che. meLavaNanA svIkAra dvArA dUdha "dahIM' banI ja jAya che jyAre ahIM gurudeva "paramAtmA' bhale nathI banI jatA paNa ziSyanA haiyAmAM pragaTelo prakRSTa bahumAnabhAva gurudevamAM ene "paramAtmA'nAM darzana karAvIne ja rahe che. A 'paramAtmadarzana' ja ziSyane paramAtmA banI javAmAM bhAre upakAraka banI rahe che. @ mana : udAsa ? ke udAsIna ? puruSArtha barAbara karyo paNa pariNAma evuM AvyuM ke jenI * koI apekSA ja nahotI. mana udAsa banI gayuM. % svAdhyAyakSetranA puruSArthamAM saphaLatA evI maLI ke jenI che koI kalpanA ja nahotI. pravacana evuM jANyuM ke cAre ya bAjuthI 4 vAha vAha maLI gaI. mAtra paMdara gharonA gAmamAM gocarI evI che maLI gaI ke jenI koI dhAraNA ja nahotI, mana udAsInabhAvamAM 2 6 ramavA lAgyuM. 0 TUMkamAM, niSphaLatAmAM mana jo udAsa rahe che to e nizAnI che >> ajJAnadazAnI che ane saphaLatAnI vaNajhAra vacce ya mana jo 0 udAsIna rahe che to e nizAnI zAnadazAnI che. cha javAba Apo. ApaNo anubhava zuM kahe che ? mana che 0 udAsInatAnuM zikAra banyuM rahe che ? ke pachI udAsInabhAvamAM 0 (c) ramatuM rahe che? aprabhAvita rahevAnI mananI kSamatA salAmata che? 9 ke pachI mana vAraMvAra mAmUlI mAmUlI bAbatomAM prabhAvita thatuM ja chuM rahe che ? yAda rAkhajo . mokSamArga udAsIna pariNAma para ja 9 Ubho che. 00000000000000 Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ? 99999999 rucine badalAvI daIe upayoga badalAI jaze gADIne judI dizAmAM vALavAno sugama rasto che, sTIariMgane e dizAmAM vALI devuM ane trAsadAyaka rasto che, gADImAMthI nIce UtarIne paiDAMne e dizAmAM vALavA prayatnazIla banavuM. hAtha vastronA pratilekhanamAM vyasta che. AMkho paNa vastrone joI rahI che paNa manano upayoga koka alaga jagAe ja che.. kAyA pratikramaNamAM goThavAyelI che. jIbha pratikramaNanAM sUtro bolavAmAM rokAyelI che paNa manano upayoga e sUtromAM nathI. kyAMka alaga jagAe ja che. be vikalpa che. manane bahArathI kheMcIne te-te kriyAmAM laI AvIe. bIjo vikalpa che, rucine ja badalAvI daIe. | saraLa upAya eka ja che. rucine ja palaTAvI daIe, rucine ja badalAvI daIe. kAraNa ke rucine badalAvyA vinA upayogane badalAvavAnA prayAso, e gADInAM paiDAMne pheravavA jevA trAsadAyaka banI rahe che. zuM kahyuM? ruci hoya che to roTalo ya jalebI jevo lAge che. ruci ja nathI hotI to baraphI ya besvAda lAge che ! Cyggage/z/zcJcdcdccs) Globe loro che che laboratooted samajaNane sthira karIe ja pApakarmonA udaye jIvanamAM pratikULatAo jarUra Ave che ke che paraMtu jarUra nathI ke e pratikULatAo ApaNAM du:khanuM kAraNa banIne ? che ja rahe, ApaNA saMklezanuM ke udveganuM kAraNa banIne ja rahe. nA. ' ? jo ApaNI pAse AtmasvarUpanI samajaNa che, rUpI karma ane arUpI , AtmA e be vaccenA bhedano jo ApaNane spaSTa bodha che to - zuM jarUra nathI ke e pratikULatAo ApaNane duHkhI karIne ja rahe. * 3 are, evuM paNa banI zake ke e pratikULatAone pAmIne ja ApaNuM huM che Atmadravya vadhu ne vadhu zuddha banatuM jAya. che vAstaviktA jyAre A ja che tyAre ApaNe eka ja kAma che < karavA jevuM che. pApakarmanA udayane aTakAvavA prayatnazIla banavAne , huM badale ApaNe AtmasvarUpanI samajaNane vadhu ne vadhu sthira karavA ? 3 tarapha lakSya kendrita karavA jevuM che. vAMcI che ne A paMkti? 'kevaLI nIrakhIta sUkSma [kamI arupI AtmA] te jehane citta vasiyo; jina uttama pada padmanI sevA karavAmAM ghaNuM rasiyo.' Avo, pratikULatAne pratikULatA ja rahevA daIe. duHkhanuM # udveganuM ke saMklezanuM kAraNa na ja banavA daIe. Qclas/\_/\_/co/zJ_GJ0Jos/css/css/css/\cio hL S1212216161616 Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ' lokasaMganI jema buddhisaMga paNa khataranAka 9 000000000006 lAgaNIno kAgaLa barAbara, paNa saranAmuM ? ) che0 prazamarati prakaraNamAM munine eka vizeSaNathI navAjavAmAM Avyo che. 'trovyApArarahitaca' muni loka vyApArathI rahita hoya.. jJAnasAramAM paNa munine eka AvuM ja vizeSaNa ApavAmAM AvyuM che to saMDArato cAta' muni loka saMjJAmAM 2ta na hoya. kabUla, aMtarmukha banavA mATe lokasaMga bAdhaka to che ja paraMtu lokasaMgathI dUra thaI gayA pachI ya eka paribaLa evuM che ke je saMyamIne aMtarmukha banavA detuM nathI, e paribaLanuM nAma che, buddhisaMga. jo ApaNane buddhi para ja bharoso che, jo sarvatra ApaNane buddhine ja AgaLa karavAmAM rasa che, zAstronI ke gurudevanI badhI ja AzAone jo ApaNe buddhinA mAdhyamathI ja samajavAnuM ane svIkAravAnuM rAkhyuM che to nizcita samajI rAkhavuM ke ApaNe sAcA arthamAM aMtarmukha nathI ja banI zakavAnA. bacIe lokasaMgathI ane buddhisaMgathI paNa. ApaNuM kAma thaI jaze. kAgaLa sarasa, e kAgaLa para TapakAtAM akSaro sarasa, eka ka kAgaLa paranuM lakhANa sarasa, e kAgaLa je kavaramAM mukAya e kavara , i paNa sarasa paraMtu e kavara para je saranAmuM karavAmAM Ave e saranAmuM che Rgalata lakhAI jAya to ? che lAgaNI sarasa, e lAgaNI je hRdayamAMthI UThe e hadaya che 0 sarasa. e lAgaNInI abhivyakti je zabdomAM thAya e zabdo ya 0 ja sarasa paraMtu e lAgaNI jo galata pAtra para DhoLI devAmAM Ave to ? 9 kaMDarika munivare lAgaNI DhoLI dIdhI ISTa-miSTa dravyo para ! A pariNAma ? lamaNe jhIMkAI gaI sAtamI naraka : jamAlie lAgaNInuM che saranAmuM banAvyuM potAnA ahaMnuM ! pariNAma ? nihavapaNuM , jhIMkAI gayuM emanA lamaNe ! gautame lAgaNInA saranAmA para 0 lakhI dIdhuM mahAvIranuM nAma. pariNAma ? e svayaM banI gayA che vItarAga ! yAda rAkhajo , saMyamajIvanamAMciMtA lagaNInI nathI karavAnI. je galata saranAme lAgaNI DhoLAI na jAya enI karavAnI che. And O) (51) 000000upara 7000000 Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1616161616161211 CoocIocao/oc/30/ 02 zuM gura aMdarathI Avazyaka lAgyA ? Qlobalhaberle | mana aniyaMtrita ? sAvadhAna ! Aveza e Akhare che zuM ? aniyaMtrita mana, krodha e Te Akhare che zuM ? aniyaMtrita mana. Akroza e Akhare che zuM? aniyaMtrita mana, ApaNo anubhava paNa ema kahe che ke aniyaMtrita mananI avasthAmAM lIdhelA nirNayo bahudhA jIvana mATe nukasAnakAraka ja puravAra thayA che.. paNa sabUra ! strI ratnanI vALanI laTanA sparze saMbhUti munivare te bhavAMtaramAM cakravartI banavAnuM karI dIdhela niyANuM e aniyaMtrita mananuM pariNAma nahotuM paNa aniyaMtrita lAgaNInuM pariNAma hatuM e khyAlamAM che kharuM ? aSADhAbhUti munivara saMyama choDI devAno nirNaya aniyaMtrita lAgaNInI avasthAmAM karI beThA hatA eno khyAla che kharo ? yAda rAkhajo . aniyaMtrita mana ane aniyaMtrita lAgaNI, e baMne A avasthA AtmAnA bhAvi mATe nukasAnakAraka puravAra thaI zake } che. mATe koI paNa prakAranA nirNayo e avasthAmAM levAthI jAtane bacAvatA ja rahejo. JIIIII CAJJ_J_Jk8 dardI DaoNkTaranA zaraNe jAya e juduM. guMDAthI bacavA prajAjana 6 che polIsanA zaraNe jAya e juduM ane eka bALake mammInA khoLAmAM huM huM ja paDyuM rahe e juduM. zaraNAgati e badhAyamAM samAna dekhAya paNa 6 dardInuM DaoNkTarazaraNa ke prajAjananuM polIsazaraNa mAtra uparachalluM ke che ane AgaMtuka hoya che jyAre bALakanuM mammIzaraNa aMdaranuM hoya che. huM che Ano artha ? A ja ke AvazyakatA jyAM sudhI aMdarathI nathI jAgatI tyAM zi sudhI sAcuM samarpaNa thaI zakatuM nathI. yAda rAkhajo . saMyamajIvanamAM sauthI moTo paDakAra koI hoya , to e prabhusamarpaNa nathI paraMtu gurusamarpaNa che. kAraNa? prabhusamarpaNa che ApaNAM ahaMne mATe kadAca paDakArarUpa nathI paNa banatuM paraMtu huM gurusamarpaNa to pratipaLa paDakArarUpa banIne ja rahe che. ane 2 huM gurusamarpaNa ApaNA mATe tyAre ja zakya bane che ke gurunI che che AvazyakatA jyAre aMdarathI jAge che. pUchI lejo manane. guru 6 3 aMdarathI Avazyaka lAgyA che kharA ? r i h) Marellebol2 11 jUSA // Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ziSya mITho paNa gura khATA ! 200000000000000 vicAravAnuM kAma manane, zraddhAnuM kAma hRdayane che jovAnuM kAma jo ApaNe AMkhane ja soMpIe chIe, A sAMbhaLavAnI javAbadArI jo ApaNe kAna para ja nAkhIe chIe, A 4 cAlavAnuM kAma jo ApaNe paga pAsethI ja laIe chIe to eka ja = bAbatamAM ApaNe ekadama spaSTa thaI javA jevuM che, e bAbata che, te >> zraddhAnuM kAma ApaNe hRdayane ja soMpavAnuM che. ke jo A bAbatamAM ApaNe gAphela rahyA ane zraddhAnI che 6 javAbadArI manane soMpI beThA to nizcitta samajI rAkhavuM ke koI ja ka paNa paLe ApaNe zraddhAbhraSTa thaIne ja rahevAnA chIe. che. kAraNa ? ja kAraNa A ja ke mane zraddhAnI paNa eka nizcitta rekhA kheMcatuM 4 0 rahe che. jyAre zraddhA to asIma che. prabhunI zakti aMge mana maryAdA , bAMdhatuM raheze jyAre zraddhA to ema mAne che ke prabhu acinyazakti 7 >> saMpanna che. karazuM zuM ? 0 eka ja kAma karIe. vicAravAnuM, samajavAnuM kAma bhale manane 0 soMpIe paNa zraddhAnuM kAma to hRdayane ja soMpIe. ApaNe che 0 phAvI jazuM. dUdha mIThuM paNa emAM paDatuM meLavaNa khATuM ane chatAM ya dUdhanuM dahIMmAM rUpAMtaraNa ! kamAla ja che ne? gurudeva bhale khATA che. khATA che eTale ? svabhAva emano ujha che. zabdo emanA karkaza che. vyavahAra emano vicitra che paNa ziSya jo vinayI che, namra che, bahumAnasabhara aMtaHkaraNa laIne beTho che, sadbhAvasabhara dilano svAmI che, pApabhIru che, gurumAM 'bhavodadhitArakatA' nAM darzana karatI nirmaLa dRSTino svAmI che to e ziSyane AvA khATA gurune pAmIne ya paramAtmA banI javAmAM koI ja takalIpha paDatI nathI. karuNatA ApaNAM jIvananI e sarjAI che ke ApaNe pote khATA chIe. ane gurudeve mIThA rahevuM joIe evI AzA laIne beThA chIe. anaMta bhavoe paNa ApaNuM ThekANuM paDaze ke kema emAM zaMkA che. badalIe ApaNI A duSTa manovRtti. khATA rahevuM ke mIThA rahevuM, e gurudeva para choDI daIe paNa ApaNe to evA banI jaIe ke e gurudevano ApaNA dilamAM ApaNe samAveza karIne ja rahIe . 0000000 Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Gooloosoosoo La Lololoor kyA cakSu che ApaNI pAse ? jIvana : tarkahIna ? ke arthahIna ? - prabhunAM keTakeTalAMya vacano evAM che ke je buddhithI samajAya tevAM ja nathI. tarkathI tame ene siddha karavA jAo to e raste e siddha thAya tevAM ja nathI. ApaNane Ano khyAla che ane eTale ja A jIvanamAM ApaNe nakkI karI lIdhuM che ke jIvanane jo S ApaNe AjJAdhIna banAvavA mAgIe chIe to tarkathI jeTalA ? dUra rahI zakAya eTalA dUra ja rahevuM. Ame ya ApaNI buddhi apUrNa to che ja, sAthe malina paNa che. AvI bodI ane bekAra (Ta buddhi prabhuvacanonA hArdana zuM samajI zakavAnI ? paNa sabUra ! jIvana tarkahIna haze toya samAdhi TakAvI rAkhavAmAM ane Sii sadgati meLavavAmAM ApaNane saphaLatA maLI zakaze paraMtu jIvana jo arthahIna ane lakSyahIna ja haze to samAdhi to zuM paNa prasannatA ya nahIM Take ane vizuddhi paNa nahIM Take. are, A jIvana kadAca DhasaDavuM paDaze. DhasaDavuM paDaze eTale ? mota kyAre Ave, enI rAha jotAM ja A jIvananA divaso pasAra karavA paDaze. sAvadhAna ! jIvanamAMthI koka suMdara artha zodhI kADho. samyapha ane nakkara lakSya nizcita karI do. phAvI jazo. cccc/cccc, jagatanuM darzana carmacakSuthI ja karatA rahevAmAM jo thApa khAI . javAnI saMbhAvanA che to vicAracakSuthI ja karatA rahevAmAM mAra 6 che khAI javAnI saMbhAvanA che. ? ApaNe to saMyamI chIe. jAtane to ApaNe bacAvavAnI re ja che paraMtu jagatane paNa ApaNe bacAvavAnuM che. dravya prANone to zuM ApaNe surakSita rAkhavAnA ja che paNa bhAva prANone surakSita che. & rAkhavAmAM ya ApaNe leza asAvadha rahevAnuM nathI. ApaNe svayaM hara che to azubhakarmabaMdhathI bacavAnuM ja che paraMtu jagatanA jIvonA azubha che. che karmabaMdhamAM nimitta banavAthI ya ApaNe dUra rahevAnuM che. e mATe ApaNe svAmI banavAnuM che vivekacakSunA ke jenA che sahAre ApaNe sArane pakaDIne asArane choDI zakIe to bIjI che 3 bAju ApaNe svAmI banavAnuM che zraddhAcakSunA ke jenA sahAre ApaNe che 3 ApaNA vyavahAramAM buddhine naMbara be para rAkhIne hRdayane naMbara che eka para rAkhI zakIe. TUMkamAM, carmacakSu, vicAracakSu, vivekacakSu ane zraddhAcakSu A 5 je cAreya cakSunuM svAmitva ja ApaNane cAra gatinA cakarAvAmAMthI ke ke bahAra kADhI zakaze. Qclas/\_/\_/co/zJ_oJccc/c cdcs\celo 1212129621719 1111/158/mg/wkhuM Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApaNuM anaMta sAmarthya jagatanA jIvone tArI devAnuM paramAtmAnuM sAmarthya keTaluM ? anaMta ! AtmA cAhe viSayaduSTa che ke kaSAyaduSTa che, kAmAMdha che ke lobhAMdha che, khUnI che ke vyabhicArI che, prabhune abhimukha e banyo nathI ane prabhue ene tAryo nathI.. prazna to e thAya che ke prabhunA e anaMta sAmarthyano anubhava ApaNane kema thayo nathI ? kema thato nathI ? krodhI caMDakauzika tarI jAya, cora rohINiyo tarI jAya, abhimAnI gautama tarI jAya to ApaNe kema na tarIe ? ApaNe kema na taryA ? javAba eno A che ke tArI devAnuM prabhunuM sAmarthya jo anaMta che to jAtane chetaratA rahevAnuM ApaNuM sAmarthya paNa anaMta che ! AcaraNa juduM to aMtaHkaraNa sAva juduM ! pravRttinI dizA alaga to vRttinI dizA sAva alaga ! anubhUti alaga to abhivyakti sAva ja alaga ! indriyo doDe alaga dizAmAM to mananI doTa sAva viparIta dizAmAM ! A daMbhI jIvanazailIe ja tArI devAnA prabhunA anaMta sAmarthyane paNa harAvI dIdhuM che. karuNatA ja che ne? 2000000000000 (c) zAstravAMcana : gativardhaka : jaLadarzane tRSAturane tRptino anubhava nathI thato paNa3 pyAsanI tIvratAno anubhava thAya che. strIdarzane vAsanAlaMpaTane? tRptino anubhava nathI thato paNa vAsanAnI tIvratAno anubhava ja thAya che. saMpattidarzane lobhAMdha zAMti nathI anubhavato paNa lobhanI A 9 tIvratA anubhave che. = basa, e ja nyAya zAstravacane ApaNane tRptino anubhava nahIM paNa svarUparamaNatAnI pyAsanI tIvratAno anubhava thavo * jo Ie . vAMcI che ne 'zAnasAra ' nI A 'pakti ? % 4mAvatrAmarakuMvAravAramAM jJAnapaSyatetamane svabhAva tarapha che A AkarSita kare enuM ja nAma jJAna, svarUpa-2maNatAnA anubhava 6 vinA tamane becena banAvatuM rahe enuM ja nAma jJAna. ka tapAsatA rahevA jevuM che aMtaHkaraNane. zAstraabhyAsathI ja saMtuSTi anubhavAya che ke atRpti ? prasannatA anubhavAya che ke ke becenI ? 'pANI maLI gayA'no anubhava thAya che ke 'tarasa vadhI ja ja gayA'no anubhava thAya che ? yAda rAkhajo, bagIcAnuM pATiyuM che ke bagIcA tarapha doDavA majabUra kare ja che. zAstranA zabdo mukti che cha tarapha gati vadhAravA ApaNane majabUra karavA ja joIe. 40000000000 000000000000000000 Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Collateral de las labbodottlobo mArga para cAlatA ja raho manano eka ati vicitra svabhAva khyAlamAM che ? e maMjilathI prabhAvita thaI jAya che paraMtu mArga para lakSa ApavA A e taiyAra thatuM nathI. kArya pratye AkarSita thaI javuM ene sahaja che paraMtu kAraNa pratye e udAsIna ja rahe che. pariNAma pAchaLa * e pAgala che to prakriyA pratye e eTaluM ja udAsIna che. zuM ThekANuM paDe A manovRttithI ? maMjila Akhare to mArgane ja baMdhAyelI che. kArya Akhare to kAraNane ja AdhIna che. pariNAmano nirNaya Akhare to prakriyA ja kare che. - tattvArthasUtra bhaNyA cho? eno prathama adhyAya 'mArga'no che jyAre aMtima adhyAya "maMjila no che. A vAstavikatA eTaluM ja kahe che ke mArga para cAlatA ja raho. maMjila AvIne ja 6 raheze. bAkI kevaLa 'maMjila'nuM ja dhyAna dharatA rahIne mArga para cAlavAnI bAbatamAM upekSA ja sevazo to anaMtakALe paNa maMjile pahoMcI nahIM zakAya. Avo, bhale dhImI paNa makkama gatie mArga para cAlatA ja rahIe. maMjila pahoMcI ja jazuM. ologs/ze_c3Jii karazuM zuM ? dUdhapAka maLe nahIM ane roTalI jAme nahIM e bhUkhyA mANasanuM phaLa che thAya zuM? baMgalo maLe nahIM ane jhUMpaDuM jAme nahIM e daridra mANasanuM - che thAya zuM ? gADI maLe nahIM ane sAikala jAme nahIM e thAkelA re ? mANasanuM thAya zuM? are, sImaMdharasvAmI maLe nahIM ane mahAvIra : re svAmI jAme nahIM e bhaktanuM thAya zuM? hA. saMyamajIvana che ApaNI pAse. gurudevanI nizrAmAM chIe ke ApaNe e to barAbara che paNa e gurudeva chadmastha che. emanAmAM - che rahelA doSo ApaNane dekhAya paNa che. e doSo ApaNane ' huM anubhavAya paNa che ane eTale ja e gurudeva ApaNane joIe che che tevA jAmatA nathI. paNa sabUra ! bhUtakALanA guru game teTalA sArA hoya, ApaNane maLavAnA 3 nathI ane atyAre ApaNane je guru maLyA che e jo ApaNane che' ke jAmatA nathI to ApaNuM thaze zuM? < yAda rAkho, guru sArA maLavA joIe e vAta ApaNe pakaDI - rAkhazuM paNa guru sArA lAgavA joIe e vAta ApaNe bhUlI jaze to ApaNe saMyamajIvana hArI jaIzuM. ja jULaw/ Qclas/\_/\_/co/zJ_GJ0Joscscss/css/\cio 21616161616161 Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 00000000000000 camakAro zraddhA ja kare che prathamabhava zarU ? Aga "Aga" ja che e jANavAno saraLa rasto kayo ? A ja. e AgamAM tame sonuM nAkho ane e sonAne Aga zuddha karI de to mAnavuM ke e Aga asalI Aga ja che. prabhunA mArga pratyenI ApaNI zraddhA e sAcI zraddhA ja che, samyapha zraddhA ja che e jANavAno saraLa rasto kayo ? A ja . e zraddhAnA sahAre ApaNuM Atmadravya jo zuddha thatuM jatuM hoya to mAnavuM ke ApaNI zraddhA e sAcI zraddhA ja che, samyaka zraddhA ja che. yAda rAkhajo. anAdinA anaMta bhUtakALamAM A samyak zraddhAne eka paNa vakhata ApaNe sparzI zakyA nathI. enA parathI ja khyAla Avaze ke samyaka zraddhAnI A sparzanA keTakeTalI durlabhatama haze ! 000000000 anaMta guNonA mAlika paramAtmA jevuM sarvottama pAtra A 3 jagatamAM bIjuM kyuM hoI zake? saMsAranA jAlima kIcaDamAMthI bahAra A kADhIne ApaNane saMyamajIvananuM dAna karavAno anaMta upakAra je ha gurudevazrIe ApaNA para karyo che e gurudevazrI jevuM upakArI che paribaLa ApaNAM jIvanamAM bIjuM karyuM hoI zake ? 0 prazna e che ke AvA parama zraddheya pAtra ApaNane jo upalabdha 0 6 thayA che to e pachIya ApaNuM ThekANuM kema paDyuM nathI ? ApaNA 0 0 caherA para joIe tevI camake kema AvI nathI ? javAba A praznano A ja che. zraddheya joradAra che paNa zraddheya pratyenI ApaNI zraddhA mAyakAMgalI che, nabaLI che, bodI che. ane 2 7 adhyAtma jagatanI vAstavikatA e che ke ahIM badhA ja che 2 camatkAro zraddhA ja kare che. tRSAturane tRptino anubhava pANI nathI 0 @ karAvatuM paraMtu pyAsa ja karAve che ne? basa, e ja nyAye adhyAtma che 0 jagatanA camatkAro zraddheyane eTalA nathI baMdhAyelA jeTalA zraddhAne 0 9 baMdhAyelA che. tapAsIe ApaNAM aMtaHkaraNane, tyAM zraddhAnI je hAjarI kharI ? ApaNane ciMtA e che ke ApaNo carama bhava kyAre Avaze? sAcuM kahuM to ciMtA ApaNe A karavAnI che ke mArA prathama bhavanI zarUAta kyArathI thaze ? khyAla to che ne tamane ke zAstrakAroe samyaka darzananI sparzanA je bhavathI thAya e bhavane ja AtmAno prathama bhava kahyo che ! G) Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ patana : javAbadArI mArI che 'sukhanuM kAraNa huM chuM' e mAnavA taiyAra thaI jato mANasa "duHkhanuM kAraNa paNa huM ja chuM' e mAnavA saMsArakSetre jo taiyAra nathI to 'guNodhdhADano puruSArtha mAro che' e mAnavA taiyAra thaI jatAM ApaNe 'doSanI AdhInatAnI javAbadArI paNa mArI ja che' e svIkAravA ApaNe ya kyAM taiyAra chIe? yAda rAkhajo , agAsI para caDavA mATe sIDI joIe che. paraMtu paDavA mATe to vyaktino avaLo puruSArtha ja kAphI che. saMyamajIvanamAM saddaguNonA ughADa mATe ApaNe keTakeTalAM saAlaMbano laIe chIe ? keTakeTalAM sad nimittAnuM sevana 8 karIe chIe ? paNa, jarAka ja gAphela rahIe chIe, pramAdanA zikAra ? banIe chIe, pralobhanomAM kheMcAI jaIe chIe, ane duSkAryanA tathA doSanA zikAra ApaNe banI jaIe chIe. tAtparyArtha ? A ja ke A jIvanamAM sadguNono alpa te paNa ughADa jo ApaNe karI zakyA chIe to eno tamAma yaza che ke uttama AlaMbanone phALe jAya che. doSa AdhInatA badhIja ApaNA avaLA puruSArthane AbhArI che. dakichcheck Gooloosoosoo La Lololoor je sRSTipatha nahIM, dRSTipatha badalatA rahIe $ 'huM duHkhI chuM kAraNa ke patnIno svabhAva barAbara nathI. ke. ke zarIra sAruM nathI. paisA pUratA nathI. mitravarga anukULa nathI. - dhaMdho joIe tevo jAmyo nathI. svajano vaphAdAra nathI. sarakArI re ? kAyadAo barAbara nathI.' hA, A ja phariyAdo vacce jIvana pasAra huM karI rahyo che saMsArI mANasa. jyAre | doSita chuM kAraNa ke pralobhano sAme ya TakI zakuM evuM - che sattva mArAmAM nathI. pIDAne pacAvI zakuM evI sAttvikatA mArI che pAse nathI. apamAnajanaka zabdone ghoLIne pI jAuM evuM sAmarthya che mArAmAM nathI. apramattabhAve kriyAo karato rahuM evI jAgRti , huM mArI pAse nathI." hA. A prakAranA svIkArabhAva sAthe jIvana $ 3 pasAra thaI rahyuM hoya che saMyamI AtmAnuM. che TUMkamAM, sRSTipatha badalatA rahevAnA prayAsomAM ja je vyasta chuM hare rahe che e che saMsArI mANasa jyAre dRSTipatha badalatA rahevAnA . prayAsomAM ja je lAgyo rahe che e che saMyamI AtmA. lAge che kharuM ke ApaNo naMbara A vyAkhyAnA AdhAre ke ke saMyamImAM ja lAge che ? Ollobello Marrollo delle Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAre mane duHkha nathI ja ApavuM 'mane koIe duHkha na ja ApavuM joIe' A gaNatarI sAthe jIvAtuM jema eka jIvana che tema "mAre mane duHkha na ja ApavuM joIe' e gaNatarI sAthe jIvAtuM paNa eka jIvana che. prathama prakAranA jIvanamAM pApakarmanA udaya sAme lAla AMkha hoya che jyAre bIjA prakAranA jIvanamAM pApakarmanA baMdha sAme lAla AMkha hoya che. gaMbhIratAthI ApaNe AtmanirIkSaNa karavAnI jarUra che. kayA lakSa sAthe ApaNuM jIvana cAlI rahyuM che ? 'duHkho Ave ja nahIM' evAM ja Ayojano A jIvanamAM cAlI rahyA che ? ke pachI "pApasevana-pramAdasevana thAya ja nahIM' e jAgRti sAthe A jIvana jIvAI rahyuM che ? yAda rAkhajo. huM jo mArA ja bhAvine duHkhada banAvI de evI vRtti-pravRttiomAM vyasta chuM to huM pote ja mAro duzmana chuM ane jo huM mArA bhAvine ujjanaLa banAvI de evI ja vRttipravRttiomAM vyasta chuM to huM pote ja mAro mitra chuM. jIvana hAthamAM saMyamanuM hoya ane ApaNe ApaNAM duzmana ja banatA rahIe e to zuM cAle ? 7 a........................OD 'para'ne haTAvIe sRSTimAMthI nahIM, dRSTimAMthI durgaMdha AvatI hoya to ApaNe ukaraDAne haTAvI daIe. pUra AvatuM hoya to tyAMthI ApaNe haTI jaIe. gharamAM kacaro paDyo hoya to mANasa kacarAne dUra karI de. oNphisamAM Aga lAgI hoya to mANasa oNphisathI potAnI jAtane dUra haTAvI le. paNa sabUra ! koka sahavartI munivaranA apamAnajanaka zabdo sAMbhaLavAthI mana durbAnagrasta banI jAya che tyAM zuM karavuM ? gocarImAM pratikULa dravyo AvI jatAM mana udvigna banI jAya che tyAM zuM karavuM ? vijAtIyanuM rUpa smRtipathamAM AvIne manane vikAragrasta banAvI de che tyAM zuM karavuM ? gurudevanA vicitra abhigama badala gurudeva pratye mana durbhAvagrasta banI jAya che tyAM zuM karavuM ? eka ja vikalpa che. sRSTimAMthI 'para' ne haTAvI devAnA prayAso na karatAM dRSTimAMthI ja 'para'ne haTAvI devA prayatnazIla banI javuM. ekamAM saphaLatA saMdigdha che jyAre bIjAmAM saphaLatA, asaMdigdha che. sRSTi tevI sRSTi to ghaNIvAra banAvI. A jIvanamAM dRSTine ja nirmaLa banAvI daIe, sRSTi herAna nahIM karI zake. Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMtaramAM jaIe nokara evuM mana AtmAne nacAvyA kare e che bahirmukhatA ane mAlika evo AtmA manane potAnI AjJAmAM goThavato rahe e che aMtarmukhatA. Ama jovA jAo to Akho ya saMsAra bahirmukhavRttinA pAyA para ja Ubho che. tyAM mana ja rAjA che. mana ja mAlika che. mananuM ja ekachatrI sAmrAjya che. manano ja adhikAra cAle che. jo ApaNA jIvana para paNa mana ja adhikAra jamAvIne beThuM hoya, mananI AjJA sAme prabhunI AjJAne ane gurudevanI AjJAne ApaNe ya jo gauNa banAvI detA hoIe, mananI svacchaMdavRttine AdhIna banIne ApaNe ya jo samarpaNabhAvanuM balidAna detA ja rahetA hoIe to pachI 'aMtarmukhavRttinuM ja bIjuM nAma saMyamajIvana che' e vyAkhyAnuM ApaNe karazuM zuM ? yAda rAkhajo. aMtaramAM gayA vinA aMtarmukhavRttinA svAmI ApaNe nathI ja banI zakavAnA ane AtmAne ja mAlika banAvyA vinA ApaNe aMtaramAM nathI ja jaI zakavAnA. se Cola ooltallotitalaollecto AtmA mATe je yogya che tyAM ja doDo dhanalaMpaTa dhana pAchaLa doDe che kAraNa ke dhana ene game che. viSayalaMpaTa strI pAchaLa doDe che kAraNa ke strI ene game che. Dukkara viSTA pAchaLa doDe che kAraNa ke viSTA ene game che. kIDI sAkara pAchaLa doDe che kAraNa ke sAkara ene game che. TUMkamAM, dhanalaMpaTanuM dhyeya dhana che, viSayalaMpaTanuM dhyeya strI che, DukkaranuM dhyeya viSNu che, kIDInuM dhyeya sAkara che kAraNa ke e sahune te-te cIjo game che. paNa ApaNuM dhyeya nirdoSa gocarI che kAraNa ke AtmA mATe e hitakAraka che. ApaNuM dhyeya apramattatA che kAraNa ke AtmA mATe e kalyANakAraka che. ApaNuM dhyeya samarpaNabhAva che kAraNa ke AtmA mATe e saubhAgyakAraka che. ApaNuM dhyeya davidha yatidharma che kAraNa ke AtmA mATe e upakAraka che. TUMkamAM, je manane game che ene dhyeya banAvIne je puruSArtha kare che e jo saMsArI che to AtmA mATe je yogya che ene dhyeya banAvIne je sAdhanA kare che e saMyamI che. ApaNo naMbara AvA saMyamImAM kharo ja ne ? caa 102010 r D 002 Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zarIra chUTI ja javAnuM che. g000000000 2 jAgavuM saraLa che - jAgI javA rAjI thavuM ? ) zarIrathI alaga thaI jatI viSTA para ApaNane kyAM mamatvabhAva hoya che ? zarIrathI judA paDI jatA nakha pAchaLa ApaNe kyAM pAgala banIe chIe? zarIrathI dUra karAtA mela pAchaLa ApaNane kyAM AkarSaNa hoya che ? hakIkata jyAre A ja che tyAre eka kAma ApaNe atyArathI ja zarU karI devAnI jarUra che. eka samaya evo AvavAno ja che ke jyAre zarIra AtmAthI alaga thaI javAnuM che. ApaNe atyArathI ja enA pratyenuM mamatva ghaTADavAnI dizAmAM jo gaMbhIratApUrvaka prayatnazIla banI jaIe to mota vakhatanI samAdhi to sulabha thaIne ja rahe paraMtu sukhIlavRttinA kAraNe sAdhanAkSetre ApaNe atyAre je mAyakAMgalApaNuM anubhavI rahyA chIe emAM ya rItasarano kaDAko bolAIne rahe. yAda rAkhajo, ApaNe nahIM icchatA hoIe to ya zarIra AtmAthI alaga thaIne ja rahevAnuM che. je chUTI ja javAnuM che, kamase kama enA pratyenA mamatvabhAvane to ApaNe ghaTADIe ! prApta saMyamajIvana sArthaka banIne ja raheze. bhale ne mANasa gADha nidrAmAM che, jAgI javuM enA mATe : mAtra keTalIka sekaMDono ja prazna che. AMkho eNe kholI nathI ane A e jAgI gayo nathI. prazna je paNa che e jAgI javA mATe enA che rAjI thavAno che. jo e jAgI javA rAjI ja nathI to Dholano 4 avAja paNa ene jagADI zakavAno nathI ane e jo jAgI javA che 0 rAjI che to maccharanA sparzamAtrathI paNa e jAgI javAno che. 0 6 adhyAtmajagatanI ane emAM khAsa karIne saMyamajIvananI che 0 paNa A ja vAstavikatA che. jo ApaNe jAgI javA rAjI chIe 0 che to ApaNI AMkha sAme ghora tapasvIo hAjara che. mahAna che ja vaiyAvaccIo hAjara che. lohI-pANI eka karIne svAdhyAyanI dhUNI che dhakhAvIne beThelA mahAtmAo hAjara che. guru samarpita ziSyo hAjara che che che. apramattabhAve ArAdhanA karI rahelA munio hAjara che. ? e tamAmanuM AlaMbana laIne sAdhanA mArge atyAre ne ? atyAre ja ApaNe saDasaDATa doDI zakIe tema chIe. praznaX 8 hathoDAnI jema mAthe A ThokAya che ke ApaNe jAgI javA rAjI ja chIe kharA ? G 000000 Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mArga saraLa - cAlavAnI rIta vAMkI ! jaMgalano mArga vikaTa hoI zake che, parvata parano mArga viSama hoI zake che, raNapradezano mArga vicitra hoI zake che; paraMtu mokSamArga nathI to vikaTa, nathI to viSama ke nathI to vicitra. e che sugama, saraLa ane sAmAnya. ane chatAM e mArga para cAlatA rahevAnI bAbatamAM ApaNe hAMphI gayA hoIe evuM kema anubhavAya che ? eka ja kAraNa che. ApaNI cAlavAnI rIta barAbara nathI. rasto bhale ne vizALa che ane sIdho che. dArUDiyAne mUkI do e rastA para. gothAM khAdhA vinA ane paDyA vinA e nahIM ja rahe. mohano dArU gaTagaTAvIe ApaNe A mArga para cAlI rahyA chIe. guru nathI gamatA, kAraNa ahaM ADo Ave che. tapazcaryA nathI gamatI kAraNa svAdalolupatA ADI Ave che. vaiyAvacca nathI gamatI kAraNa sukhazIlatA ADI Ave che. saMyama nathI gamato kAraNa svacchaMdatA ADI Ave che. mArga saraLa paNa mana vakra. mArga sIdho paNa cAlavAnI rIta vAMkI. ApaNe kyAreya sudharaze ke nahIM ? 73 Colaollock clotovcog enI tAkAta tamArI tAkAta banI jAya che mammInA zaraNe jato bAbo kAMI mammInA page cAlato nathI paraMtu mammInI sahAyathI potAnA page cAlavAnI kSamatA pedA karato rahe che. ema karavA jatAM zarUAtamAM enA paga kadAca laDakhaDe paNa che, kyAreka e paDI paNa jAya che chatAM mammI ene hiMmata ApatI rahe che, hatAza thavA detI nathI ane eka divasa evo AvIne Ubho rahe che ke jyAre bAbo potAnA paga para ja cAlato thaI jAya che. prabhunAM zaraNe jato bhakta ke gurunA zaraNe jato ziSya paNa bilakula A bAbAnuM pratinidhitva ja dharAvato hoya che. prabhunI sattvazIlatAne AMkha sAme rAkhIne bhakta bhaktimArganA vikaTa raste paNa mardAnagIthI cAlato rahe che to gurudeva taraphathI maLatI rahetI hitazikSAne amalI banAvato rahIne ziSya paNa sAdhanAmArge saDasaDATa cAlato rahe che. zaraNano A ja artha che. jenA caraNamAM jhUko cho tame, enI tAkAta tamArI tAkAta banI jAya e che zaraNanuM aMtima phaLa ! ******* bhUta(vaLa Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratA : ahaMkAranI nahIM paNa ahaMkArathI 0000000 pada saMsAra mArga' nI Ama to aneka rIte oLakhANa ApI zakAya che paNa eka alaga rIte enI oLakhANa ApavI hoya to kahI zakAya ke ahaMkArane jyAM svataMtratA maLe che e che saMsAramArga. vipula saMpattinuM arjana karIne tame e mArga para tamAro ahaM puSTa karI zako cho to rUpavatI strInA pati banIne paNa tamArA ahaMne tame chuTTo dora ApI zako cho. paNa sabUra ! "mokSa mArganI AkhI vAta ja nyArI che. e mArga para ahaMkAranI svataMtratA nathI paraMtu ahaMkArathI svataMtratA che. tapazcaryA tame bhale ne mAsakhamaNanI karI che ke gAthA bhale ne tame eka kalAkamAM 50karI ApI che. pravacanazakti tamArI bhale ne pUrabahAramAM khIlI che ke lekhanazakti tamArI bhale ne sahune camatkata karI rahI che. tamAre e tamAmano yaza devagurunI kRpAne ja ApavAno rahe che. TUMkamAM, 'huM' kendrasthAne e che saMsAramArga. 'deva-guru' kendrasthAne e che. mokSamArga ! 10000000000 6 smRti nahIM, vismRti ! A parIkSAkhaMDa cAhe skUlano che ke kaoNlejano che, emAM dAkhala : * thatA pratyeka parIkSArthIne spaSTa khyAla hoya che ke ahIM smRti sateja A haze to ja ApaNe 'pAsa' thaI zakavAnA chIe bAkI emAM jo A ApaNe kAcA hazuM ke parIkSA ApatA kAcA paDazuM to cokkasa ApaNo | 'varaghoDo' UtarI javAno che. A vAstavikatAne AMkha sAme ha ke rAkhIne ja dareka parIkSArthI parIkSAkhaMDamAM dAkhala thAya che tyAM sudhI ha potAnI smRtine sateja karato rahe che paNa sabUra ! adhyAtma jagatano je parIkSAkhaMDa che emAM dAkhala thatA Da te pratyeka sAdhake yAda rAkhavAnuM che ke ahIM sateja smRti tamane pAsa , 8 nahIM thavA de paraMtu vismRti tamArI pAse jeTalI jabaradasta haze te ja eTalI ja tamArI AgaLa vadhavAnI saMbhAvanA vadhatI jaze. A 'vismRti' nahIM to tamane durgAnano zikAra banavA de ke hA ke nahIM to tamane durgAnathI grasta thavA de. nahIM to tamArA aMtaramAM ja veranI gAMTha paDavA de ke nahIM to tamane bhUtakALanI galatamRtiomAM che aTavAvA de. sAvadhAna ! smRtinA nahIM, vismRtinA svAmI che (c) banIne ja raho. 40006 00000e - Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMdaranuM choDIe, aMdaranuM maLaze sukha meLavavA mANasa ekavAra duHkhane svIkArI levA taiyAra thaI jAya che. paisA maLatA hoya to saMsArI mANasa bhUkha tarasa veThI levA taiyAra ane managamatI strI maLatI hoya to yuvaka mA-bApane choDI devAya taiyAra ! prazna e che ke AtmAne meLavI levA ApaNe zuM choDavA taiyAra ? kabUla, saMyamajIvana meLavavA ApaNe mA-bApane choDyA, maLelo anukULa paNa saMsAra choDyo, pAMceya indriyonA viSayo choDyA, mitro ya choDyA ! paNa AtmAne meLavI levA ApaNe atyAre zuM choDI rahyA chIe ? ahaMkAra choDyA vinA AtmAne meLavI levAmAM ApaNe saphaLa nathI ja banavAnA eno ApaNane khyAla to kharo ne ? sukhazIlavRtti ane svacchaMdavRttine daphanAvI dIdhA vinA AtmAne janma ApI devAmAM ApaNane saphaLatA nathI ja maLavAnI eno ApaNane aMdAja to kharo ne ? yAda rAkhajo, bAhya saMsAranA tyAge ApaNane bahArathI saMyamajIvananA svAmI to banAvI dIdhA che paNa AtyaMtara saMsAra choDIne have ApaNe ApaNA AtmAne pAmI javAno che. e dizAmAM ApaNe prayatnazIla banazuM kharA ? 37 coalcocolate lookolk bhrama, satya nathI - kasoTI, du:kha nathI 'saphaLatAnuM AkarSaNa ane niSphaLatAnuM vikarSaNa' saMsArI AtmAnI vRtti A ja hoya e samajI zakAya che paNa yAda rAkhajo ke ApaNe to saMyamI chIe. saphaLatA to ahIM paNa maLI zake che ane niSphaLatA to ahIM paNa lamaNe jhIMkAtI rahe che. paNa bane evuM ke saphaLatA meLavavA doSasevanano mArga apanAvavo paDe ane guNasevananA mArge niSphaLatA ja jhIMkAtI rahe. karavAnuM zuM ? A ja. ApaNe saphaLatAnA nahIM paNa sarasatAnA pUjArI banIe. ApaNe niSphaLatAthI nahIM paNa doSa-pApa-pramAdanA sevanathI ja jAtane dUra rAkhavA prayatnazIla banIe. kAraNa ? doSasevananA mArge maLI jatI saphaLatA e AtmA mATe bhramarUpa ja puravAra thavAnI che ane guNasevana pachI ya lamaNe jhIMkAtI niSphaLatA AtmA mATe kasoTIrUpa puravAra thavAnI che. bhramane satya na mAnI laIe ane kasoTIne duHkha na mAnI laIe emAM ja AtmAnuM hita akabaMdha rahevAnuM che. * 1 ba jjf9 Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jarUriyAtone ghaTADIe 0000000 boja vinAno khabho, caDhANane saraLa banAvI de che. carabInA thara vinAnuM zarIra, taMdurastIne akabaMdha rAkhI de che, bhAra vinAnuM peTa, zarIrane haLavuM phUla rAkhI de che. saMyamajIvanamAM sAdhanA mArge saDasaDATa AgaLa vadhatA rahevuM che ne ? eka kAma karIe ApaNe. AvazyakatAone arthAt jarUriyAtone jeTalA jeTalA pramANamAM ghaTADI zakAya teTalA teTalA pramANamAM ghaTADatA rahIe.. gocarImAM cAra dravyathI cAlatuM hoya to pAMcamuM dravya na vAparIe. eka ja penathI cAlatuM hoya to bIjI penanA saMgrahathI bacatA rahIe. vAtacIta TuMke patI zakatI hoya to zabdono binajarUrI veDaphATa na ja karIe. patra ekAda lakhavAthI cAlI jatuM hoya to patra vyavahAranuM parigraha parimANa karI laIe. TUMkamAM, ladhutama AvazyakatAno mArga svIkArI laIne sAdhanA kSetre mahattama pragati karatA rahIe. 100000000000000 rasa, svarakSAmAM ! * manane tame jyAre paNa tapAsazo, tamane enI eka khAsiyata acUka dekhAze. e satata svarakSA mATe ja prayatnazIla banyuM haze. A che e kokanI AjJA mAnatuM paNa haze tyAM ya eno bhAva samarpaNano ha ja nahIM hoya, svarakSAno ja haze. che ane sAcuM kahuM? 'svarakSA' nA mananA A valaNe ja ApaNane 6 4 saMyamajIvanamAM samarpaNajanya AnaMdano anubhava paNa thavA dIdho che nathI ane samarpaNajanya sadguNono ughADa paNa thavA dIdho nathI. che jAmI javuM che saMyamajIvanamAM ? eka kAma khAsa karIe. 4 " evI eka paNa dalIla na karIe, evI eka paNa pravRtti na karIe, (c) evo koI paNa daMbha na sevIe ke je mananI surakSA karanAro 0 (c) banI rahe. 0 bhUlazo nahIM. huM mananuM bIjuM ja nAma ahaMkAra che. ane ahaMkArane svarakSAmAM che ja rasa che. jyAre hRdayanuM ja bIjuM nAma samarpaNa che ane samarpaNane ja ja Azraya zodhavAmAM rasa che. ApaNo naMbara zemAM ? svarakSAmAM ? ke Azraya zodhavAmAM ? 400000000000 Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ g/docsI:0c&JM_J_J_J_J_UST che tarka vinA UbhA rahI jaIe vaibhava : buddhino ane hRdayano y eka vaibhava che buddhino ke jyAM ghareNAMnuM sthAna maLe che dalIlabAjIne, tarkazaktine, pratibhAne, prabhAvita karI detI | vicArazailIne, sAmAne AMjI detI vAchaTAne ane ahaMkArane. dara - jyAre eka bIjo vaibhava che hRdayano ke jyAM ghareNAnuM sthAna maLe che samarpaNabhAvane, lAgaNIzIlatAne, namratAne, sahanazIlatAne ane jhUkI javAnI vRttine. S) jeNe paNa pasaMdagI utArI che buddhinA vaibhava para, karmasattAe e saMyamInuM saMyamajIvana paNa niSphaLa karI dIdhuM che che jyAre jeNe paNa pasaMdagI utArI che hRdayanA vaibhava para, e saMyamI kadAca vidvAna nahoto to paNa dharmasattAe ene 9 S) kaivalyalakSmInI bheTa dharI che. agiyAra aMganA dhAraka jamAli ane sAmAyikanA arthane paNa na samajI zakelA mAsuSamuni enAM 6 jvalaMta udAharaNa che. jamAline karmasattAe kilbiSika banAvyA che jyAre mAstupa munine dharmasattAe siddhigatinI bheTa dharI dIdhI che. ApaNI pasaMdagIno vaibhava kayo che? LaLLALLALLed La Loar - lAla signala dekhAya che ane DrAivara cAhe Trenano hoya ke raMga che moTarano, basano hoya ke rikSAno, Trakano hoya ke skUTarano, koI chuM ke paNa jAtano tarka lagADyA vinA potAnA vAhanane breka lagAvIne : zuM tyAM ne tyAM ja Ubho rahI jAya che. che sAce ja ApaNA saMyamajIvanane ApaNe sadgatidAyaka ane 9 paramagatiprApake jo banAvI devA mAgIe chIe to ApaNe eka - nuM ja kAma karavAnI jarUra che. je-je vicAra pAse, uccAra pAse ane AcAra pAse prabhue haiM 6 lAla signala mUkI dIdhA che e tamAma sthaLe koI paNa prakArano zuM tarka lagAvyA vinA ApaNe UbhA ja rahI jaIe. je paNa saMyamIe A bAbatamAM bAMdhachoDa karI che, potAnI = tarkazaktine kAme lagADIne AgaLa vadhavAnA prayAso karyA che e - bhu saMyamIe potAnA AtmAne sAme caDIne durgatimAM dhakelI dIdho che. $ nA. bevakUphIbharyA A dusAhasathI ApaNe dUra rahIe emAM huM ? ja ApaNuM hita che. Qclas/\_/\_/co/zJ_GJ0Joscscss/css/\cio S121226161616 Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zubhamAM AgaLa vadhIe mukti na maLe tyAM sudhInA dareka bhavamAM mokSane anukULa sAmagrIonI to ApaNane jarUra paDavAnI ja che ane e sAmagrIo ApaNane karmasattA taraphathI ja maLavAnI che. prazna e che ke A jIvanamAM ApaNe evuM to zuM karatA rahIe ke jenA pratApe karmasattA ApaNane mokSAnukULa sAmagrIo ApavA majabUra banIne ja rahe ? javAba A praznano A che. zubhamAM ApaNe AgaLa vadhatA ja rahIe to karmasattA dareka bhavamAM ApaNAM vadhAmaNAM karatI ja rahe. zubhamAM AgaLa vadhavuM eTale ? zubhayoganA sevanamAM AgaLa vadhavuM. zubha dhyAnamAM AgaLa vadhavuM. zubha pariNatimAM AgaLa vadhavuM. zubhanI prazaMsAmAM AgaLa vadhavuM. zubhanA pakSapAtamAM AgaLa vadhavuM. dilanI dIvAla para A zabdo kotarI rAkhajo ke zubhanI upekSA karanAra AtmA karmasattA dvArA upekSaNIya banato ja rahe che jyAre azubha mATe asaMmata thanAra AtmA dharmasattA dvArA satkAra pAmato ja rahe che. 83 a........................OD doSa sAme guNa mananI aneka prakAranI kuTilatAomAMnI eka kuTilatA e che ke e nakArAtmaka vRttiothI chuTakAro meLavavAnI vAto karatuM rahe che paraMtu vidheyAtmaka vRttionI hRdayamAM pratiSThA karI devA, mATe e ullasita thatuM ja nathI. pUcho ene. krodhathI chuTakAro meLavavo che ? javAba eno haze 'hA' paNa pUcho ene, hRdayane premasabhara banAvatA rahevuM che ? . javAbamAM e banI jaze mauna. pUcho ene. vAsanAnA trAsathI chUTavuM che ? javAba eno haze 'hA' paNa pUcho ene. upAsanAnA kSetre doTa lagAvavI che ? . javAbamAM banI jaze e mauna. zuM kahuM ? doSa sAthe maitrI jamAvI do, tamane e durgatimAM dhakelI de. doSa sAme duzmanAvaTa keLavI lo, tamane e thakavI nAkhe. * doSa sAme tame guNane lAvI do. doSa ravAnA thavA lAge. gaNita spaSTa che. nakArAtmaka vRttio sAme jaMga cheDavAne 'badale vidheyAtmaka vRttio pratye hRdayane AkarSita karI do. nakArAtmaka vRttionI smazAnayAtrA nIkaLI ja samajo. ................ Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAryano arthI kAraNane pakaDe sAmagrIno artha evo saMsArI mANasa jo saMpattine ja pakaDe che, taMdurastIno artha evo rogI mANasa jo davAne ja pakaDe che, tRptino artha evo kSudhAtura mANasa jo bhojananI zodhamAM janIkaLI paDe che to muktino artha evo sAdhaka AtmA mArganI zodhamAM ja nIkaLI paDe che. tAtparyArtha ? A ke je kAryano arthI che e kAraNane ja pakaDe che. kAraNa jo hAthamAM AvI jAya che to kArya niSpanna thaIne ja rahe che ane kAraNa pratye jo AMkhamIMcAmaNAM karavAmAM Ave che to tIvratama talapa chatAM kArya saMpanna thatuM ja nathI. sAcA arthamAM ApaNe jo mumukSu chIe to enI A eka ja kasoTI che. ApaNe mArgacAhaka chIe, mArgastha chIe, mArgacAlaka chIe. duHkhanI vAta to e che ke saMsArakSetre kAryakAraNabhAvane barAbara samajI leto mANasa, adhyAtmakSetre kArya kAraNabhAvanA gaNitane gaMbhIratAthI mana para levA taiyAra ja nathI. ApaNe to saMyamI chIe. mokSamArgane vaLagI rahevAnI bAbatamAM ApaNe UNAM to nathI UtarI rahyA ne ? calcolotocolateleteNote A ja upAdAna kAraNa ? mATI e ghaDAnuM upAdAna kAraNa che to paththara e pratimAnuM upAdAna kAraNa che. dUdha e dahIMnuM upAdAna kAraNa che to mAkhaNa e ghInuM upAdAna kAraNa che. paNa, upAdAna kAraNanI eka viziSTatA khyAlamAM che ? e svayaM pUrNa avasthAe kAryarUpa banI jatuM hoya che. eTale ? mATI enI pUrvAvasthAe ghaTarUpa, paththara pratimArUpa, dUdha dahIMrUpa ane mAkhaNa dhIrUpa banI jatuM hoya che. A vAstavikatA ema kahe che ke ApaNe jo satata siddha banavA tarapha AgaLa vadhI rahyA hoIe to ja mAnavuM ke ApaNuM Atmadravya sAcA arthamAM upAdAna kAraNanuM gaurava pAmI cUkyuM che. ApaNI vartamAna sAdhanA sAce ja ApaNA AtmAne upAdAna kAraNanA gauravanI bheTa dharI rahI che. hA, mATI ane ghaDA vacce kuMbhAra jarUra che. paththara ane pratimA vacce zilpI jarUra che. dUdha ane dahIM vacce meLavaNa jarUra che. mAkhaNa ane ghI vacce valoNuM jarUra che. basa, e ja nyAye AtmA ane paramAtmA vacce sAdhanA jarUra che. e vinA upAdAna kAraNanuM pUrNAvasthAe pahoMcavuM asaMbhavita ja che. jfjjuq to Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karmasattAnI udAratA ! senAdhipati potAnI sAme laDI rahela duzmana sainikanA hAthamAM sAme caDIne potAne khatama karI nAkhavAnI tAkAta dharAvatI dhAradAra talavAra ApI de pachI e sainika senAdhipatine motane ghATa utArI devAmAM paLano ya vilaMba kare kharo ? jo nA. to javAba Apo. ApaNane mAnavabhava Apyo koNe ? karmasattAe. cAre ya gatimAM karmasattAno saphAyo bolAvI devAnI tAkAta dharAvato koI bhava hoya to e bhava kyo? mAnavabhava. TUMkamAM, ApaNane mAnavabhava ApIne karmasattAe ApaNI samakSa paDakAra pheMkyo che ke 'tAkAta hoya tArAmAM ane sabuddhi hoya tArI pAse to mArA dvArA bheTamAM maLela mAnavabhavano tuM evo upayoga karI dekhADa ke mAruM tArA paranuM anAdikALanuM ekachatrI sAmrAjya khatama thaIne ja rahe." zuM kahuM ? mAnavabhava karmasattAe Apyo. mokSamArga paramAtmAe Apyo. saMyamajIvana gurudeve ApyuM. have to ApaNe karmasattAnA sAmrAjyane nAmazeSa karIne ja rahezuM ne ? 87 aooooooUOOD buddhi, gurunA zaraNe 0000 gADI sarasa. gADInI breka barAbara. sTIariMga vhIla barAbara. kAca barAbara. daravAjo barAbara. vAIpara barAbara. , geyara barAbara. klaca barAbara. haoNrna barAbara. sITa barAbara. darpaNa barAbara paNa sTIariMga vhIla para beThela DrAivara nazAmAM ! pariNAma ? sAruM badhuM ya bekAra ! saMyamajIvana sarasa. gurudeva premALa, sahavartIo snehALa. anuSThAno maMgaLakArI. nimitto pAvana. sakriyAo hitakArI paNa ApaNI khudanI buddhi ja jo vikRta to ? yAda rAkhajo. bagaDelA peTe jema sAlamapAka paNa zarIra mATe nukasAnakAraka ja banI rahe che tema bagaDelI buddhie uttama evI sAmagrIo ane uttama evuM jIvana paNa AtmA mATe nukasAnakArI ja banIne rahe che. buddhinI vikRtinA zikAra banatAM jo bacI javuM che to eka ja vikalpa che. buddhine gurucaraNamAM mUkI daIe. kacaro agninA zaraNe jaIne jo AgasvarUpa banI jAya che to gurune samarpita banI jatI buddhi nirmaLa thaIne ja rahe che. Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nivRttikALe manamAM zuM ? manamAM eka prazna avAranavAra hathoDAnI jema ThokAyA kare che 'ApaNe dharmI kharA ke nahIM ?' varasothI ApaNA hAthamAM saMyamanuM jIvana che. ATalAM varasonA paryAyamAM ApaNe gRhasthonAM vacana-kAyA je-je S) pApakriyAomAM joDAyelA hoya che e tamAma pApakriyAothI vacana-kAyAne mukta rAkhavAmAM ThIka ThIka pramANamAM saphaLa rahyA chIe. sAmA pakSe zubhanA sevanamAM vacana-kAyAne joDAyela rAkhavAmAM ApaNe gajabanAka hade saphaLa rahyA chIe ane chatAM ya 'ApaNe dharmI banyA ke nahIM ?' e prazna manamAMthI haTavAnuM nAma ja nathI leto. javAba e praznano A che. nivRttikALamAM ya ApaNuM manacitta-aMtaHkaraNa jo dharmI che, dharma pariNatithI vAsita che to 6 nizcita samajI rAkhavuM ke ApaNo naMbara 'dharmI'mAM lAgI ja Coletela bolalarak horretarako kImatI ane durlabha ! gRhasthane juo. pANIno durvyaya karato e dekhAze paNa dhIno raMga che durvyaya karato e nahIM ja dekhAya. kAraNa ? pANI karatAM dhI ghaNuM huM kImatI che. garIba yuvakane juo. ekAda rUpiyAno durvyaya karato e u dekhAze paNa jo enA hAthamAM laoNTarImAM lAgela inAmathI lAkha che rUpiyA AvI gayA haze to eno durvyaya karato e nahIM ja dekhAya. ' che kAraNa ? ene mATe eka rUpiyo sulabha che paraMtu lAkha rUpiyA to re durlabha ja che. ApaNe choDI dIdhelA gRhastha jIvananI sAme Aje ApaNA ke hAthamAM je saMyamajIvana che ane AMkha sAme lAvo. gRhasthajIvana 6 9 karatAM saMyamajIvana keI gaNuM kImatI paNa che ane anekagaNuM durlabha . paNa che enI pratIti thayA vinA nahIM ja rahe. ke prazna e che ke A kImatIpaNAMne ane durlabhapaNAMne samajI che zakelI ApaNI buddhi, A jIvananA samayanA durbhayathI bacatI ja . rahe che evuM chAtI ThokIne kahI zakavAnI sthitimAM ApaNe che - chIe kharA? Zoe/co/zJ_J_J_J_Jok/dl/css/cs gayo che. - dhanalaMpaTa vANiyAne saMDAsamAM ya jo dhananA ja vicAro AvatA hoya to guNalaMpaTa sAdhakane nivRttikALamAM ya dharmanA ja vicAro AvatA hoya e samajI zakAya tevI ja vAta che ne? kiTa929992929 Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AkarSaNa zenuM ? puNyanuM ke guNanuM ? gRhasthanI eka ja icchA hoya che. kAM to huM puNyavAna banuM ane kAM to huM puNyavAnanI sAthe rahuM. kAraNa ? A ja ke ene svajIvananI salAmatInI ciMtA satAvatI hoya che. ane ene barAbara khyAla hoya che ke salAmatI kevaLa ane kevaLa puNyane ja baMdhAyelI che. paNa sabUra ! ApaNe to saMyamI chIe. ApaNane salAmatInI ciMtA eTalI na hoya jeTalI sadgatinI hoya, samAdhinI hoya ane sAdhanAnI hoya. ane eTale ApaNI icchA eka ja hovI ghaTe. kAM to huM pote guNavAna banuM ane kAM to huM guNavAnanA sAMnidhyamAM rahuM. kAraNa ? zuM sadgati ke zuM samAdhi ? zuM sAdhanA ke zuM samatA, e badhuM ya sadguNone ja baMdhAyeluM che. gaMbhIratApUrvaka ApaNe AtmanirIkSaNa karavAnI jarUra che. hRdayamAM AkarSaNa jo puNyanuM ja che to samajI rAkhavuM ke sadgati vagere ApaNA mATe durlabha ja banI rahevAnAM che. zarIra para vastro saMyamInAM ane aMtaramAM AkarSaNa puNyanuM? A visaMvAdane ApaNe dUra karavo ja rahyo. a0000000000000 che doSathI rakSaNa kare e ja guNa polIsa ene ja kahevAya ke je guMDA sAme ApaNuM rakSaNa kare. chatrI ene ja kahevAya ke je varasAdathI palaLatA ApaNane bacAve. A makAna ene ja kahevAya ke je dhomadhakhatA tApathI ApaNane bacAve. 6 basa, A ja nyAya lAgu paDe che guNanI bAbatamAM. guNa 4 ja ene ja kahevAya ke je doSathI ApaNuM rakSaNa kare, je doSane ApaNI che 0 najIka pharakavA ja na de. samarpaNa guNane ApaNe sAce ja jo 0 6 AtmasAt karI lIdho che to tyAM svachaMdatAnI vRttine UThavAnuM che 0 mana paNa nahIM thAya. nirvikArIpaNAnA guNane ApaNe jo siddha 0 & karI lIdho che to tyAM vikAranuM nAnuM paNa sApoliyuM AMTA lagAvI che nahIM zake. 9 alabatta, ApaNI pAse Aje je guNo che e badhA ya che je yopazamabhAvanA che eTale enI hAjarImAM doSo potAnuM jora * ajamAvavA ekavAra taiyAra thaI paNa jAya e saMbhavita che. paNa e doSone ApaNe jo dabAvatA ja rahIe to eka divasa jarUra ke evo AvIne Ubho rahe ke jyAM guNanI hAjarImAM doSa pharake ja che nahIM. Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 99999999 je choDyuM che, ene bhUlyA kharA ? saMsAra chUTyo, saMyama maLyuM. saMsArI vastro choDyA, saMyamInAM vastro maLyA. AraMbha-samAraMbhanuM jIvana choDyuM, nirAraMbhI jIvana maLyuM. indriyonA viSayo choDyA, vairAgInuM che lebala maLyuM. A prazna e che ke je choDyuM che e AnaMdanuM kAraNa banI rahyuM che kharuM? je choDyuM che ene sAcA arthamAM 'tyAga'nuM gaurava ApI zakAya tema che kharuM? javAba A praznano sIdho che. bahArathI ApaNe je choDyuM che e aMdarathI ApaNe jo bhUlI gayA hoIe to samajavuM ke che ApaNo e tyAga ApaNA AnaMdanuM kAraNa banIne ja rahevAno che. bahArathI to strI chUTI gaI che, aMdarathI ? bahArathI to svajano chUTI gayA che, aMdarathI ? bahArathI to viSayo choDyA S che, aMdarathI ? - TUMkamAM, bahArathI ApaNe je paNa choDyuM che e tamAma mRtipatha parathI jo dUra thaI gayuM hoya, dUra thaI rahyuM hoya to nizcita samajI rAkhavuM ke ApaNuM saMyamajIvana saphaLatAnA zikharo sara karIne ja rahevAnuM che. Gooloosoosoo La Lololoor zuM guNagrAhitA pahelAM - guNasthAnaka sparzanA pachI 4 ( anaMtakALanA saMsAra paribhramaNamAM eka vAra paNa cothA : che guNasthAnakanI sparzanA thaI jAya eTale samajI rAkhavuM ke mukti $ ? have hAthaveMtamAM ja che. je prazna e thAya che ke anaMta anaMta pula parAvarte vItI phi gayA chatAM ApaNe e guNasthAnake sparzI javAmAM saphaLa kema nahIM ra banyA hoIe ? e guNasthAnakanI A bhavamAM sparzanA karI ja . zuM levI hoya to zarUAta ApaNe kyAMthI karavI joIe? ra A praznanA Ama to aneka javAbo hoI zake che paraMtu dU 6 mahattvano javAba e che ke dRSTimAM jo guNagrAhitA AvI jAya to guNasthAnakanI sparzanA karavAnuM ati sulabha banI jAya. AtmA jJAnasvarUpa che ane jJAna AtmAno guNa che. jo = ApaNane guNo ja gamatA nathI, guNone pakaDI pADavAnI jo - bhu ApaNI pAse dRSTi ja nathI, guNadarzane rAjI thaI jAya evuM chuM vi aMtaHkaraNa jo ApaNI pAse nathI to pachI guNasthAnakanI sparzanA 6. 9 karI levAnI bAbatamAM ApaNe nAhI ja nAkhavAnuM che. Quals/coc/doc/doc/docslo'clocs/ceo/ 69929ta7 29299 vaLa jam Pr Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaDarAga ? ke rUpIrAga ? 'jaDarAga ane jIvadveSa' A be nabaLAIe ja ApaNane saMsAramAM rakhaDAvyA che emAM nA nathI; paraMtu emAM eka vAta e samajI rAkhavAnI che ke ema jaDamAM to dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya ane AkAzAstikAyano paNa samAveza thAya che paNa enA pratyenA rAge kAMI ApaNane rakhaDAvyA nathI kAraNa ke e traNeya dravyo arUpI ja che. enA para ApaNe rAga zuM karavAnA hatA ? to ? jaDamAM eka pudgalavya evuM che ke je rUpI che. basa, e rUpa paranA rAge ApaNA AtmAnI A saMsAramAM pathArI pheravI nAkhI che. eTale kahevuM hoya to ema kahI zakAya ke jaDano rAga nahIM paNa rUpano rAga e ja ApaNI nabaLAI rahI che. A baMne prakAranA doSothI mukta thavuM che ? eka kAma ApaNe karIe. rUparAganuM sthAna ApaNe rUpa vairAgyane ApI daIe ane jIvadveSanuM sthAna ApaNe jIvavAtsalyane ApI daIe. A bAbatamAM ApaNe saphaLa banyA nathI ane ApaNAM saMsAra paribhramaNa para kApa mukAvAno cAlu thayo nathI. 95 aooooooUOOD khaseDIe nahIM, khasI jaIe jIvanamAMthI ApaNe keTakeTalI cIjone khaseDI zakazuM ? nahIM icchatA hoIe to ya pratikULa vasati ApaNe svIkAravI ja paDaze. anicchAe paNa zarIramAM pedA thaI jatA rogone ApaNe sahavA ja paDaze. gocarImAM AvI jatAM nApasaMda dravyone ApaNe peTamAM padharAvavA ja paDaze. na gamatI vyaktio sAthe ApaNe saMparkamAM ya AvavuM paDaze to evI vyaktio sAthe ApaNe keTalAka divaso, mahinAo ke varaso sudhI saMbaMdha paNa rAkhavo paDaze. e tamAmane jIvanamAMthI khaseDI nAkhavAnA prayatnomAM ApaNane saphaLatA paNa maLavAnI nathI ane evA prayAso saMyamajIvanamAM ApaNA mATe zobhAspada paNa banyA rahevAnA nathI. to pachI ApaNe karazuM zuM? eka ja kAma ApaNe karavAnuM che. A tamAmane jIvanamAMthI khaseDI devAne badale e tamAmamAMthI ApaNe khasI javAnuM che. khasI javAnuM che eTale ? e tamAmamAM kendrita thayelA manane ApaNe . , e tamAmathI haTAvI devAnuM che. TUMkamAM, pratikULatAone dUra nathI karavAnI, pratikULatAomAM ja aTavAtA rahetA manane tyAMthI dUra karI devAnuM che. 96 Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 21-121121212111 upayoga puNyano - bhoga guNano hAthamAM jIvana saMyamanuM che ne ? jagata vacce ApaNI oLakha 'tyAgI' tarIkenI che ne ? tyAgane sUcavato veza paNa ApaNAM zarIra para zobhI rahyo che ne ? banI zake ke A badhAM kAraNasara jAtajAtanAM 'puNya" ApaNA jIvanamAM udayamAM AvatA rahe. vaLI, jIvanamAM sAdhanA saMyamanI ja cAle che ne ? bhaktibhAva gurudeva pratyeno, vaiyAvaccabhAva sahavartIo pratyeno, svAdhyAya zAstrono, anuprekSA zAstra paMktionI. banI zake ke A badhAM kAraNasara jIvana jAtajAtanA 'guNothI maghamaghatuM banyuM rahe. sAce ja A jIvanane ApaNe paramagatinuM kAraNa banAvIne ke ja rahevuM che ? to eka kAma ApaNe zarU karI daIe. je paNa kSetramAM ApaNuM jeTaluM paNa puNya hoya e tamAmano ApaNe sadupayoga karatA rahIe ane jeTalA jeTalA pramANamAM guNono ughADa ApaNe anubhavatA hoIe e tamAma guNono ApaNe bhoga karatA jaIe, eTale ke e guNothI udbhavatA AnaMdane ApaNe anubhavatA jaIe. ApaNuM kAma thaI jaze. Collateral dere hablolatratello zuM saMgraha nahIM paNa vAvaNI | svAdhyAya kSetre eka bAbatanI ApaNe satata sAvadhagIrI che rAkhavAnI che ane e sAvadhagIrI eTale A ja ke jJAna ApaNe che ke je paNa bhaNIe e mAtra smRtino ke saMgrahano viSaya ja na banI rahetA saMskArano viSaya banIne ja rahe. TUMkamAM; jJAna ApaNe mAtra bhaNavAnuM ja nathI, AtmAmAM saMskArarUpe vAvavAnuM paNa che. kAraNa ? mAtra bhaNeluM ja jJAna pralobhanonI hAjarImAM patanathI , ra AtmAne bacAvatuM paNa nathI ane pIDAnA anubhavamAM AtmAne 6 zuM samAdhinI bheTa paNa dharatuM nathI. e kSamatA to saMskArarUpe AtmAmAM 2 che vevAI jatA jJAnanI ja che. tapAsavA jevuM che. ApaNA aMtaHkaraNane, tyAM saMskArarUpe - zuM vavAI gayela jJAnanI mAtrA jeTalI haze eTalA pramANamAM ja ApaNuM chuM che jIvana patanamukta ane samAdhiyukta banyuM rahevAnuM che. DAhyo kheDUta che che biyAraNano saMgraha na karatAM ene jo vAvato ja rahe che to samaju , je saMyamI jJAnano saMgraha na karatAM ene saMskArarUpe AtmAmAM vAvato che. 2 ja rahe che. 200-50 glablablablablablablablablablablabla ra kiM929292292922 Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sneharAga ke guNAnurAga ? 0. 00000000000 - hastAkSara barAbara, hastakSepanuM zuM ? ) ArAdhanA ApaNI cAhe tapazcaryAnI cAlatI hoya ke svAdhyAyanI cAlatI hoya, vaiyAvaccanI cAlatI hoya ke jApa ane dhyAnanI cAlatI hoya, eka bAbatanuM ApaNe satata dhyAna rAkhatA ha rahIe ke e ArAdhanA para prabhunA hastAkSara che ke nahIM ? prabhunA 4 - hastAkSara eTale? A ja ke e ArAdhanA prabhunI AjJA mujabanI che ja che ne? 0000000 doSane guNamAM khatavatA rahevAnI mananI cAlAkInA ke cAlabAjInA zikAra saMyamanA jIvanamAM na banI javAya enI ApaNe satata takedArI rAkhavAnI che. enI ghaNI badhI cAlAkImomAMnI eka cAlAkI A che ke e sneharAgane satata guNAnurAgamAM khatavatuM ja rahe che. A to saMyamajIvana che. ahIM ApaNane ArAdhanA svAdhyAyatapazcaryAdimAM sahAyaka banyA rahetA sahavartIo paNa che to ApaNI nizrAmAM bhavya anuSThAno yojatA zrAvako paNa che. e tamAma pratye hRdayamAM eka jAtanI kUNAza UbhI thaI jAya e saMbhAvanA jarAya ochI nathI. khyAla ApaNe ATalo ja rAkhavAno che ke e kuNAza sneharAganA gharanI na banI rahetA guNAnurAganA gharanI ja banI rahe, kAraNa ? guNAnurAga to guNasthAnakanI sparzanA karAvavAmAM sopAnanuM kAma karaze jyAre sneharAga to ApaNe jyAM paNa hazuM tyAMthI nIce utArI deze. sAvadhAna ! 0 AbhogathI ke anAbhogathI jIvanamAM samiti-guptikSetre 0 che ke vihAra-gocarI kSetre, AcAra kSetre ke svAdhyAyAdi kSetre, je paNa che 0 virAdhanAo thaI rahI hoya e dareka virAdhanAmAM gurudevazrI 0 che hastakSepa karatA ja rahe evI acUka icchA rAkhIe. hastakSepa karatA che 0 rahe eTale ? A ja ke sAraNA, vAraNA, coyaNA ke praticoyaNA 0 (c) karatA rahIne paNa teozrI virAdhanAthI ApaNane dUra rAkhavA ? prayatnazIla banatA ja rahe. 6. TUMkamAM, ArAdhanA para prabhunA hastAkSara ane virAdhanA para 6 guruno hastakSepa. ApaNuM kAma thaI jaze. - 000000 0000000000000 Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnavajIvana durlabha che, saMyamajIvana durlabhatama che mAnavajIvana paNa jo durlabha che to saMyamajIvananI durlabhatA aMge to kyAM koIne ya pUchavuM paDe tema che? AvuM durlabhatamanI kakSAmAM jene mUkI zakAya evuM saMyamajIvananuM svAmitva Aje ApaNI pAse che. paNa, dAtaraDA jevo prazna e che ke sAce ja A saMyamajIvana ApaNI muktine najIka lAvanAruM banI raheze kharuM? mArA maMda kSayopazamAnusAra ahIM zAstrapaMktionA AdhAre e praznanuM samAdhAna ApavAno meM prayAsa karyo che. aticAra ane ahaMkAra, anAdara ane avagaNanA, apekSA ane Asakti, Agraha ane AkarSaNa - A badhAM nukasAnakArI paribaLothI jAtane mukta karavA jo ApaNe prayatnazIla banIe to prApta saMyamajIvanane sArthaka banAvavAmAM ApaNane saphaLatA maLIne ja rahe tema che ema mane lAgyuM che. e aMgenA upAyo darzAvavAnA meM karela prayAsomAM ajANatAM ya jinAjJA viruddha kAMI lakhANa thaI gayuM hoya to enuM huM trividha trividha micchA mi dukkaDuM mAguM chuM. caMcaLa pArAne keda karavA jo tharamaoNmiTara che, vahetA pANIne rokI devA jo bAMdhanI dIvAla che, sarvatra prasarI rahela vAyune AgaLa vadhato rokavA jo makAnanI dIvAla che to satata doDI rahelA, bhAgI rahelA ane bhaTakI rahelA manane samyak paribaLo para sthira karI devA pAvanakArI jinavacanonuM rasAyaNa che. ApaNI saMyamayAtrAne ApaNe rasayAtrA jo banAvI devA mAgIe chIe to eno eka mAtra vikalpa eTale ja pAgalapaNuM jinavacano pAchaLanuM ! ane e pAgalapana eTale ja AnaMda ja AnaMda che" AcAryavijaya ratnasuMdarasUri