Oxygen

Author(s): Ratnasundarsuri
Publisher: Ratnasundarsuriji
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008931/1

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gudeva kahe che mahI ApattimAM ya mA-zvAsana ApanAra koI hoya to e dharma che. mATe dhama utsAikara che. jIvana jIvavAnI draSTi ane kunyavI prasaMgone jovAnI daSTi zIkhavanAra vama che. mATe dharma STikara che. ISTasiddhi-sukha-sagavaDa-zAMtiH prasanatA ApanAra dhama che, mATe dhamAM saMyamajIvananA svIkAranuM mAruM e prathama varSa hatuM. mAMDa pAMceka mahinAno mAro saMyamapayAMya hato. eka vAra mArA AsananI AsapAsa khabara nahIM, paNa 40pa0 jeTalI kIDIo AvI gaI. meM hAthamAM daMDAsana lIdhuM ane e kIDIone dUra karavAnA prayatnomAM lAgI gayo. ApanI najara mArA para paDI ane Ape mane bUma pADIne bolAvyo. huM turta ja ApanI pAse AvI gayo. e vakhate Ape mane je zabdo kahyA hatA e Aje ya mArA smRtipatha para evA ne evA ja akabaMdha che. ' rasuM 1 kIDIone dUra karavA daMDAsana evI rIte pherava ke kIDIone vAraMvAra e ja jagAe AvavAnuM mana thayA kare. saMsArI mANasa jhADu pherarve ane ApaNe IDasina pheravIe emAM koI phera hoya ke nahI sAma, daMDAsana evI rIte pherava ke hAsananI rasIno sparza kIDIone gamato rahe !' gurudeva ! ''mALiyA morAribApa: jANava' sarva jIvo pratye nehano pariNAma e ja AdhatA' A ukitano darzana ApanA jIvanamAM karma paLa nahotA thatA e prazna che.

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gurudeva kahe che.... ati ati durlabha vItarAga arihaMta bhagavAna ApaNane ahIM maLyA chatAM jo evo strI-viSaya manamAM pesavA mAtrathI tAraNahAra devAdhidevanI magajamAMthI hakAlapaTTI karato hoya, to ApaNe evI te zI bhAMga khAdhI che ke enAthI gAMDA thaI strIne manamAM lAvIe ? ane bhagavAnane manamAMthI hAMkI kADhIe ? strIne vicAravAno e AnaMda jahannamamAM gayo. Ama vicArIne brahmacaryane mana-vacana kAyAthI barAbara pakaDI rAkho. 'sAdhu bhagavaMtonI dayA khAtara bahenoe upAzrayamAM ughADA mAthe AvavuM nahIM' AvA lakhANavALuM borDa gurudeva, Ape malADanA mArA prathama cAturmAsamAM upAzrayamAM dAdarA pAse mukAvyuM hatuM. malADa saMghanA keTalAka TrasTIo A borDanA saMdarbhamAM ApanI pAse vAta karavA AvyA hatA, 'sAheba, A borDa mukAvyuM eno to amane koi vAMdho nathI paraMtu e borDamAM lakhAyela 'sAdhu bhagavaMtonI dayA khAtara' e zabda amane ucita nathI lAgato, ame Apane vinaMti karavA AvyA chIe ke e zabda kADhI nAkhavAnI Apa amane rajA Apo.' 'e zabda ema ja raheze, tamane kadAca na gamato hoya to ya !! "e zabda rAkhavAno ATalo badho Apano Agraha samajAto nathI.' 'mArA sAMdhuo sthUlabhadrasvAmI nathI' Apano A javAba sAMbhaLI TrasTIo mauna thaI gayA hatA. gurudeva ! saMyamIonI pavitratA aMgenI ApanI A dRDhatAne ame punaH jIvita karI zakIe evuM sattva Apa amaramAM pragaTAvI do ne ? Apano e upakAra ame jIvanabhara nahIM bhUlIe.

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gurudeva kahe che... tAvanuM :kha to davA TALe, bhUkhanuM du:kha roTalA TALe, garIbInuM du:kha dhaMdho TALe, kAyadAnI phasAmaNI vakIla TALI Ape..Ama badhe du:khamAM judAM judAM zaraNa nakkI karI rAkhyA. emAM kayAMya vItarAga zaraNabhUta AvyA ? zuM manane ema thayuM ke pelAM badhAM pokaLa zaraNa : mULa jo vItarAgane nathI pakaDacA to duHkhanA nikAla lAMbA nathI ja pahocavAnA. saMyamajIvananuM mAruM prathama cAturmAsa malADamAM hatuM. mArI saMsArIpaNAMnI avasthA meM malADa mAM ja vItAvI hatI. saMsArIpaNAnuM mAruM ghara paNa malADamAM ja hatuM. ekadivasa, sAMjanuM pratikramaNa pUruM thayA bAda mArA Asana para beThA beThA huM dazavaikAlika sUtrano svAdhyAya karI rahyo hato ane e samaye mArA saMsArI bhAIe upAzrayamAM praveza karyo. gurudeva, Ape upAzrayanA praveza dvAra AgaLa ja birAjamAna hatA. ApanI najara mArA saMsArIbhAI para paDI ane Ape ene tyAM ja Ubho rAkhI dIdho. | 'kyAM javuM che ?' 'mArA bhAI mahArAja pAse" zuM kAma che ?" basa, ema ja 'jo, tArA bhAI sAdhu banI gayA che, emanI pAse satrijago karavA javAnI tAre jarUra efthI. emane atyAre svAdhyAya kazvAno che. tuM cAlyo jA.' | gudeva ! apanI A kaThoratAM AtmA mATe ekAMte lAbhadAcI ja hatI e samajavA jeTalI akkala mArAmAM A vakhate hota to meM ApanA pratyenA dubhavathI mArA ricAne grasta na ja thavA dIdhuM hota ne ?

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gurudeva kahe che... 'vAsanA e roga che, bhayaMkara roga che, kemake emAM citta vizvaLa bane che. saMtApavALuM bane che" A vastu, dilamAM besI gayA pachI to mana kaMTALaze ke vAre vAre A zI veTha ke pahelI to viSayarAganI vihaLatA UbhI karavI, ne pachI enA para vAsanA uThADI vihaLatA vaLI UbhI karavI ? citta vidva kare evo viSayano rAma ane ene bhogavavAnI vAsanA, e beya khoTa. be ya khataranAka, mAre to cittanI svasthatA khape, vivaLatA nathI. ' - Ama, mukhya cittanI svasthatA para lakSa baMdhAI jAya to samaje ke citta para eka mahAna vijaya prAptA thaI gayo. malADanuM e prathama cAtumAMsa hatuM mAruM. Asane beThA beThA huM gAthA gokhI to rahyo ja hato paNa AMkho cakaLavakaLa thaine cAre ya bAju pharI rahI hatI. nahotI gAthA gokhavAmAM saphaLatA maLatI ke nahotI gAthA gokhavAmAM koI prasannatA anubhavAtI. ApanI bAjumAM ja mAruM Asana hatuM eTale A sthitinI Apane jAnna na thAya e to bane ja zI rIte ? Ape mane bolAvyo. 'jo ratnasuMdara, moTuM bhIta tarapha karIne besI jA. gAthA to gokhAze ja paraMtu makAnamAM koNa AvyuM? koNa gayuM ? koNa zuM kare che ? vagere badhuM ja jotAM-jANatAM rahevAnI je kUtuhalavRtti aMdaramAM dhabakatI haze e ya, khorAka na maLavAthI ApoApa zAMta banI jaze. bAkI, yuvAnI to dIvAnI che. ene niyaMtraNamAM rAkhavAnI AvI kaLA AtmasAt nahIM karI hoya to mane saMtajAtanA nabaLA-kAma ane nukasAnakArI vicAronuM zikAra banIne saMyamajIvanane jokhamamAM mUkI deze.' gurudeva ! saMpatti sAcavavAnI kaLA to janamajanama AtmasAtu caI haze paNa saMcama sAcavI levAnI je kaLA Apa AtmasAta karI cUkyA hatA e kaLAe ja to Apane mATe amane 'yugo sudhI jhaLahaLaze, bhuvanabhAnunAM ajavALAM' gAvA majabUra karyA che ne ?

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gurudeva kAThe che. saMsAra upadravothI bharelo hoya eTale to hoya dhoI nAkhavAnA hoya, chatAM tyAM mane AzAkhomAM ane AnaMdamAM ramatuM hoya to e bhAre aviveka ane ajJAnadazA kahevAya. upadravonI hAramALA lAgI hoya tyAM AnaMda. zo ? nizcitatA zI ? aAzAkho kevI ? saMyama jIvananA paryAyanuM mAruM e bIjuM varasa hatuM, cAturmAsa hatuM, amadAvAda-ndazA poravADa sosAyaTImAM, sAMjanuM pratikramaNa upAzrayanA bhoyataLiye besatuM hatuM ane gurudeva, ApanA sahita sahu munionAM Asana bIjA mALe hatA. roja to pratikramaNa pachI turta ja Asana para AvIne huM svAdhyAya karavA besI jato hato paNa Aje Asane AvatAM thoDuM ke moDuM thayuM ane Ape mane pUchI lIdhuM. | 'moDo kema Avyo ?" *eka zrAvaka roja pratikramaNa bAda turta ja ghare javA nIkaLI jatA hatA paNa Aje e ema ne ema beThA hatA. meM emane pUchyuM, ghare nathI javuM ?' 'AvatI kAle pAMcama che. zAka lAvavAnuM nathI' eTaluM e bolyo ane meM emane kahyuM ke AvatI kAle to prathama cautha che ' basa, e tutI zAka levA nIkaLI paDyA. A kAraNasara huM moDo paDyo chuM. 'tArA A bolavAnA kAraNe vanaspatinA seMkaDo jIvonI virAdhanA nakkI thaI gaI, pApano tane koI Dara che ke nahIM ? kAle upavAsa karI deje.', | gurudeva ! A pariNAmadarzitA apanI hatI. virAdhanAnI A vaidanAM apane hatI. AzritonAM hitanI A ciMtA Apane hatI, pramAda pratye ApanI AvI lAla AMkha hatI ! amane Apa e zrImaMtAI na Apo ?

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gurudeva kahe che... AtmAne mahAprImaMta banAvavo hoya, pavitra banAvavo hoya to A karo ke rojiMdA jIvanamAM paNa bharacaka dharmasAdhanA ane covIse ya kalAkanI mAnasika dharmasAdhanA cAlu hoya; temaja tuSa#t, maTha, matsara, mAyA, jUTha vagere durguNone khAsa karIne moke moke kacaratA cAlo ane ene UbhA ja na thavA do.' deva ! Apane vardhamAna tapanI lAMbI oLI cAlatI hatI ane chatAM ApanuM AyaMbila mAtra bAra ke paMdara miniTamAM pUruM thaI jatuM hatuM. e divase rAtanA ApanI pAse huM beTho hato ane Apane pUchavuM hatuM. | 'sudeva, Apa AyaMbila karavA beso cho ke pachI gocarInAM dravyo sAthe mArAmArI karavA beso cho ?' 'kema zuM thayuM ?' 'ApanA pAtarAmAM roTalI mUkanAro moDo paDe che ane ApanA mukhamAMthI roTalI enA karatAM vadhu jhaDapathI jAya che. thoDuMka zAMtithI vAparatA ho to emAM vAMdho zuM che ?" 'rAMsuMdara, saMyamajIvana jItI javuM che ? gocarInAM dravyone tuM ya mArI jema kaheto jA, | 'tuM ja, huM AvuM chuM' janamajanama bagADyAM zarIrane sAcavavAmAM, Amane sAcavI levAnA A saMyamajIvanamAM paNa e ja bhUla doharAvavAnI ? gurudeva ! zarIrano 'kasa' kADhatA rahevAnI, manane 'vaza'mAM rAkhatA rahevAnI ane e dvArA saMyamajIvanane 'samaya' banAvatA rahevAnI ApanI pAse je kA hatI e kaLAnA svAmI, banavAnuM svapna te Apa amane Apo !

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gurudeva kahe che... sukhI koNa? vastune pote anukULa banI jAya che. duHkhI koNa ? vastune anukULa banAvavA mathe che. prasaMga game te bano, paNa pote anukULa thaI javAthI hRdayamAM koI saMtApa-vikalpa ke rodaNAM nahIM rahe. Ama, sukha-du:kha e mana anukULa ke vastu anukULa banAvavA para nirbhara che. dazA poravarDa sosAyaTInA e cAnu mAMsa daramiyAna savAranA pahoramAM zItalanAtha prabhunAM darzana karavA upAzrayamAMthI gurudeva, ApanI sAthe amo sahu taiyAra thaIne bahAra nIkaLI to rahyA ja hatA paraMtu Ape daravAjAnI bahAra paga mukyo ane Apa turta ja aMdara padhArI gayA. 'varasAda zarU thayo che" bApa eTaluM bolIne punaH Asane besI javA taiyAra thaI to gayA hatA paNa meM bahAra najara nAkhI ane joyuM to varasAda lagabhaga baMdha rahI gayo hoya evuM mane lAgyuM, 'gurudeva ! padhAro darzana karavA. mAtra mAmUlI pharaphara cAlu che.' ratnasuMdara ! jIvavicAra bhayo ?' 'pANInuM eka TIpuM asaMkhya akSaya jIvothI vyApta che e tArA khyAlamAM kharuM ?' 'to ya tuM ema kahe che ke cAlo, darzana karavA ? jIva virAdhanAnI vyathA che ke nahIM ?' | gurUdeva ! jIvavicAra huM bhayo, jIvonA 563 bheda jANavA, jIvaviyAra Apa bhaNyA, jIvone bacAvavA mAhitI ane jJAna vacceno bheda ekadama spaSTa samajAI gayo che.

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gurudeva kahe che... karma sattA jIvane ghaNI sukha-sagavaDa pUrI pADe che. e ya kemanI mAyAmata che, enI aMdara paNa jIvanuM AgaLa jaIne kATaluM nIkaLI jAya che, paraMtu mUrakhuM jIvana sukha-sagavaDamAM kamaramatanI gama nathI paDatI ane emAM chetarAto raheto e durgatiomAM bhaTakyA ja kare che. baporanAM vastro-pAtarA vagerenuM pratilekhana karIne huM vaDIla pUjya munibhagavaMtone vaMdanA karavA jaI rahyo hato ane acAnaka gurudeva, Apano avAja kAne Avyo, "ratnasuMdara !'' huM zIdhra ApanI pAse Avyo. ApanA caherA paranI uMcatA jotAM mane ema lAgyuM ke Aje varaghoDo [?] UtarI ja javAno che. hAtha joDIne huM ApanI samakSa Ubho rahyo ane Ape mane pUchyuM, 'A dorI para sUkavelAM kapaDAM pavananA kAraNe UDI rahyA che e tane dekhAya che ke nahIM ?' | 'paNa gurudeva, e kapaDAM mArA nathI' 'e kapaDI bhale tArA nathI paNa e kapaDI UDI rahI hovAnA kAraNe je vAukAca jIvonI virAdhanA thaI rahI che e vAukAya jIvo tAsa che ke nahIM ? e vAukAya jIvone bacAvI levAnI tArI javAbadArI che ke nahIM ? AvA kaThora pariNAme saMyama sAruM zuM paLAro ? | gurudeva ! jIvamAtra pratyeno Apano A prema joyA-broDyA bAda mane nathI! lAgatuM ke jIvonI virAdhanA karatA ja rahevuM paDe evA A saMsAramAM karmasattA Apane lAMbo samaya rahevA de.

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"ratnasuMdara, tArA hAthamAM pAtarA hoya ane tane gocarI yAda na hoya e bane kharuM ?" 'tuM koI muni bhagavaMta pAse pATha levA jaI rahyo hoya ane tane svAdhyAya yAda na hoya e bane kharuM ?" 'pAMca DigrI tAvamAM tuM zekAI rahyo hoya ane davA levAnuM tane yAda na hoya e bane kharuM ?" gurudeva kahe che... mAkSasane ADA raste jatAM pariNAma tarapha dRSTi nathI, AgAmI agamya ane asahya ana-Apattino khyAla nathI tethI DhesamAM ne mojamAM tathA beparavAImAM cAle che ke vartamAnamAM je karIe chIe emAM vAMdho zo che ? zI ciMtA karavI ? basa, masta rahevuM. pUruM sukha-kharuM gaurava AmAM ja che. ' paraMtu jyAre e du: khada parikSAma AvIne UbhAM rahe che tyAre kalpAMtano pAra nathI raheto. tyAM pachI pazcAtApa to ghaNo ya kare paNa vaze ? thayuM na thayuM thAya nahI. nA" gurudeva, Aje Apa koka alaga ja mUDamAM hatA. Apa vAtane kyAM laI javA mAgatA hatA e samajAtuM nahotuM ane tyAM to Ape dhaDAko karyo, 'covIseya kalAka rajoharaNa tArI pAse ja rahe che ne ? AtmA satata yAda AvyA ja kare che evuM kharuM ? jo AtmA cAMda ja na Avato hoya to pachI ApaNe saMcamI to ThIka paNa Aritaka paNa chIe ke kema emAM zaMkA nacI lAgatI ? guradeva ! sukhazIlatA zarIranI ane svachaMdatA mananI, A DaoNmAMthI ame bahAra nIkaLIe to amane AtmAnI svataMtratA yAda Ave ne ?

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- gurudeva da che. dilanI kaThoratAnuM mAya, virAdhanAnI ugratAnuM mApa, mAtra dhamadhamavA upara nathI mapAtuM paNa saMyoga, paristhiti, vikrAI, dilanI gAMTha, citta pariNAmanI cIkaNAza vagere vagere upara AdhAra rAkhe che, e hoya to eka bhale enI dizA ane pApacarakSasI - pa. e to janmojanma pASiSTha banAdhe rAdhe.. mATe kaThora banatA pahelAM ke virAdhanA karatA pahelAM lAkhevAra vicArajo. gurudeva ! gocarImAM Apa parimita dravyo ja vAparo cho e to ThIka paNa gocarI vAparavAmAM Apa samaya paNa parimita ja lo cho ane gocarI haoNlamAMthI Apa vahelI take bahAra nIkaLI juo cho. zAMtithI besIne Apa gocarI vAparo to na cAle ? piMDavADAmAM gocarI halamAMthI bahAra nIkaLatI vakhate Ape mArA hAtha para Apano hAtha mUkyo hato ane meM Apane A prazna pUchI lIdho hato, gurudeva, Apa mane ApanA Asana sudhI sAthe laI gayA hatA ane pachI Ape je javAba Apyo hato e Aje ya mArA smRtipatha para evo ne evo ja akabaMdha hato. Ajeya che. 'jo ratanasuMdara, saMyamajIvanamAM ArAdhanA-svAdhyAya-bhakti AdinA sAttvika AnaMdane satata anubhavatA rahevuM che to goyarInAM dravyothI ane gocarI lIMlathI khUba dUra ane sAvadha rahevA jevuM che. Akhare ApaNI gauyarI 'pikanika pArTI' te na ja banI javI joIe ne? gurudeva ! aNadArI pada pAmavAnuM sadbhAgya Apane zINa sAMpaDavAnuM harI tyAre ja ApanA mukhamAMthI khAvA zabdha sahaja sarI paDyA haze ne ?

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gurudeva kahe che.... sadhaLAya upadezanA avazvanI sArthakatA A che ke kartavyA-kartavya pratye sApekSa bano, sati bano, zakya eTalA pramANamAM kartavyapAlana ane kayAga tarapha kALI jIvALe, prayatnazIla, yatanApoLa, ghA. ane emAM kacAza rahe tyAM dilamAM mUMjhavaNa, kaMpa, eka anubhavo. - evI ja sAvacetI, krodhalo bha, mada-mAyA, hAsyamazkarI, IyAM asUyA vagere melI lAgaNIothI jIvane zakya eTalo bacAvI levAnI kALajIsAvadhAnI rahe e sApekSatA che. upadeza zravaNanI asara A rIte levAnI che, vihAra karatAM karatAM gujarAtanA eka zaheramAM, gurudeva ApaNe AvyA hatA. eka ja sthaLe ApaNI paMdareka divasanI sthiratA thavAnI hatI. ApanA mukhamAMthI vahenArI jinavANInI gaMgAmAM bhIMjAI javA tyAMno bhAvika varga talapApaDa hato. sAmaiyuM UtaryuM ane khIcokhIca bharAyela haoNlamAM Apa pravacana karavA pATa para padhAryA to kharA paNa A zuM? Apa pATa pAse UbhA ja rahI gayA. kema, zuM thayuM sAheba ?" AgaLa beThelA eka TrasTIe Apane pUchI lIdhuM. 'A sAdhuone besavAnI je pATa che ne, e bahenonI bAjumAM goThavI do yuvAna sAdhuone saMyama sAyavavAnuM che. ajoNatAM ya emanI najara baheno para ne paDI jAya che AjanA vilAsanA yugamAM ati jarUrI che.' ane gurudeva, sAdhuone besavAnI pATanuM sthAna badalAyA pachI ja Ape pravacana zarU karyuM. gurudeva ! ApanuM A yogakSema kArya ame zai bhUlI zakazuM ? Ape amane samyaphamAM joDatA hIne sAra to banAvyA paNa galatathI dUra rAkhIne Ape amane kharAba na banavA dIdhA e to sAthe ja Ape kamAla karI dIdhI !

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gurudeva kahe che... paramAtmA ane emanA kalyANa upadaMzane bhulAvanAra bhoga che. mahAmUlyavaMtI pavitra ane tAraka yogasAdhanA mATe yogya ekamAtra je mAnavajIvana, tenA kUcA karanAra bhogasAdhanA che. mahAsvataMtra evA mAnavane parataMtra banAvanAra bhoganI bhUkha che. (bhAvanagara-kRSNanagaramAM gurudeva, ApaNe hatA. ApanI sevAmAM rahevAnuM sadbhAgya mane sAMpaDyuM hatu ane eTale mAruM Asana paNa ApanI bAjumAM ja rahetuM hatuM. e divase rAtanA samaye ThaMDI sakhata hatI. jyAM mAro saMthAro hato tyAM bAraNAMnI tirADamAMthI pavana paNa AvI rahyo hato ane enA kAraNe mane joIe tevI UMgha nahotI AvI. - savAranuM pratikramaNa mAruM pUruM thayuM, rAtanA candranA prakAzamAM Ape pramuvacanonI anuprekSA lakhI hatI eTale atyAre Apa sUtA hatA. e taka [3] no lAbha laIne meM paNa laMbAvI dIdhuM ane thoDAka ja samayamAM Apa UThI gayA. | 'ratnasuMdara, pratikramaNa karyuM ?' ' 'hA' 'pratikramaNa pachI tarata sUI javAnuM ? to pachI pratikramaNa karyAno artha zo che ? pharIvAra karI le AkhuM pratikamaNa !' garadeva ! A hatI ApanI kriyAruci ! A hatI ApanI jinAjJA pratibaddhatA ! A hatI ApanI nirmaLatama pariNati ! ane A hatI ApanI adhyavasAyonI vizuddhi ! paramapada taikaTacanI A badhI nizAnIo nahotI to bIjuM zuM hatuM ?

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gurudeva kahe che.... kSaNabhara mATe bhoganA AnaMdathI bhoganI IcchA zAMta thatI lAge; paraMtu bhogathI kadI bhogeccha kharekhara zAMta paDavAnI nathI. agni jo IdhaNathI zAMta thAya, samudra je nadIothI dharAya to jIvanI bhogecchA bhogathI zame. anaMtakALa vahI gayA ne anaMtI vAra bhoga joI nAkhyA chatAM jIva hajI eno bhUkhALavo che. e sUcave che ke bhogathI ja e bhogano bhUkhALavo rahe che. ratnasuMdara ! vigaIomAM tuM sAro evo goThavAI gayo che. AyaMbila karavAnuM to tuM nAma ja nathI leto ! chellI oLI te karI kyAre ? lagabhaga doDha varasa thayuM !' hajI keTalAM varasa vigaIomAM ALoTavAnuM che ?' 'gurudeva, AyaMbila bahu AkarA paDe che' 'cAMda rAMkhaje, AtyaMbila zarIrane AkarA nathI paDatAM manane AkarA paDe che, zarU karI de kAlathI AyaMbila ane jo, gADI kevI saDasaDATa cAle che ?' gurudeva, dazA poravADanA e cAturmAsamAM Ape mane A preraNA karI ane mAtra ApanI prasannatA khAtara mArI savA anicchA chatAM meM AyaMbila zarU karyAM. paheluM AyaMbila sAruM thayuM ane rAtanA Ape mArAmAM bIjA divasanA AyaMbila mATeno pAvara pUrI dIdho. ane kalpyo nahoto evo gajabanAka camatkAra sarjAyo. saLaMga 108 AyaMbila mArAthI thaI gayA ! Apa AnaMdita hatA. ApanA AnaMdadhI huM AnaMdita hato ! gurudeva / Apa AjJAnI sAthe A pAlananuM baLa paNa ApatA ja hatA e anubhava pachI ApanI koI paNa Ane 'nA' pADavAnI bevakUphI meM karI nathI eno mArA haiye Aje apAra AnaMda che. 35

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gurudeva kADe che. jema pahaat hAtha-paga-indriyo, kAyA ane vANI para ApaNo adhikAra che, mATe ja ene dhAyA mujaba hAlI-calAvI ke rokI yA pheravI zakIe chIe, ema nApA/ mana para pANe ApaNuM varcasva che, adhikAra che, tethI ene vAyAM mujabanA vicAra karAvI zakIe, mAtra, Apajo ene hukama karavAno che ke tuM A rIte vicAra kara. melo vicAra paDato mUka. mArI A IcchA che ne tAre e bajAvavAnI che.' sAvI aAza! manane kyAreya karI kharI ? gurudeva, ziyALAmAM eka bAju ThaMDI vadhu hoya ane bIjI bAju rAta lAMbI hoya jyAre unALAmAM eka bAju garamI sakhata hoya ane bIjI bAju divasa lAMbo hoya, na ziyALamAM rAtta sArI jAya, na unALAmAM divasa sAro jAya, kudaratanI A viSamatAne pahoMce ? gurudeva, ekadama haLavA mUDamAM Apa beThA hatA ane ThaMDIgaramIthI satata akaLAtAM ja rahetA meM A vAta kADhI. paNe ApanA samyaka abhigamanI to huM zI vAta karuM ? Apa turta ja bolI UThayA, | 'ratnasuMdara, unALAno divasa kudate eTalA mATe lAMbo rAkhyo che ke ApaNe vAyanA-pRyanAno svAdhyAya khUba karI zakIe jayAre ziyALAnI kudarate eTalA mATe tAMbI rAkhI che ke ApaNe parAvartanA-anupaTTAno svAdasIya vadhu karI zakIe. bola, tane vadhu zuM phAvaze ? ziyALAnI vAta ke unALakrano divasa ?' gurudeva ! vANiyo dhanahAMpaTa hoya che, kama viSayalepaTa leya che paraMtu sAcuM kahuM ? Apa to vacanalepaTa hatA ! prabhunAM vacanonI vAto karavAnI taka Apane maLatI nahotI ane e takane jhaDapI lIdhA vinA Apa rahetA nahatA !

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1pa0 gurudeva kahe che... ghana-mAla vagere saMpadArUpa che ja nahIM. saMpadA to jAlima kramAMthI mukti maLe e che. rAgAdi jalima rogono nAza ne saMpadArUpa che. jamA-samatA-upazama e saMpadArUpa che. jamAdi dasa prakArano thatidharma-caritradharma e ja sAcI saMpadA ke jyAM bAdha aMge kazA saMtApa nahI, rodaNAM nAhI, bhaya nahIM. mana nizciMta, nirapekSa, masta ane svastha AjanA pravacanamAM eka bhAIe pravacana DahoLI nAkhavAnI gaNatarIthI ja kanakasabhara jAtazatanA prazno Apane pUchaLyA hatA. Ape e prazronA javAbo bhale zAMtithI ja ApyA hatA paraMtu pravacana DahoLAI gayuM hatuM e hakIkata hatI. | baporanA samaye gudeva, ApanI pAse huM Avyo hato ane savAranA pravacananI vAta , nItA mArA mukhamAMthI AvezamAM meM mAI mATe pAmakhora' zabdano prayoga thaI gayo, jevo e zabda Ape sAMbhaLyo e ja paLe Ape mane kahyuM, 'ratanasuMdara, tAruM haiyuM ukaLATathI kevuM bharyuM haze tyAre tArA moDhAmAMthI Avo zaharA nIkaiDyo haze ! ApaNe te sAdhu chIe.' zamAMzramaNa e to ApaNA jIvanane maLeluM parama gaurava che. ApaNAM ya jo AvA ukaLatA ja haze to pachI ApaNo ApaNonuM thaze zuM ? thoDoka Tharato jA, nahitara , sAdhupaNuM hI jaIza.' gurudeva | upazamabhAvanI A uthAei birAjamAna hatA ApA mamIkbhAvanI suvAsathI maghamaghatuM hatuM AvuM ApanuM citto sozAbhAvathI rahita AvuM nirmaLa hatuM ApanuM manodravya | eno aMza te Apa amane Apo ! ESSA

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gurudeva kahe che... vizuddha brahmacaryanA pAlana vinA jIvano uddhAra nathI : ane vizva pAlana mATe nava vADane sAcavyA vinA cAle tema nathI. vADa vinAnAM khetaranA pAka gadheDA carI jAya ema vADa vinAnA AtmAmAMthI brahmacaryane enA zikArIo sApha karI | e varasanuM cAturmAsa mAlegaoNvamAM hatuM. paryuSaNA pahelAM bahenomAM 'caMdanabALAnA ama'nI ArAdhanA cAlu thaI hatI, pAraNAMne divase eka yuvatIne choDIne bIjI badhI ja bahenonAM pAraNAM thaI gayA. e yuvatIno abhigraha pUrNa thato ja nahoto. enAM parivAranA sabhyo uparAMta saMghanA keTalAka sabhyo paNa ene pAraNuM karAvavA gayA paNa eno abhigraha pUrNa na thayo te na ja thayo. Akhare, gurudeva, baporanA e yuvatInA bhAIe ApanI pAse AvIne mane vahoravA mokalavAnI Apane vinaMti karI. Ape e vakhate nA to pADI ja dIdhI paraMtu baporanA mArA cAlI rahela pravacanamAM Apa padhAryA ane Ape kaDaka zabdomAM jAherAta karI dIdhI ke 'baheno koI paNa prakAranI tapazcaryA kare, emaNe koI paNa vayanA muninA abhigaha haivA nahIM, Akhare munione bahAcarya pALavAnAM hoya che. baheno emanAM nAmanA amigaha laI le e zuM cAle ?' | gurudeva ! navaALAM nimitothI svayaM dUra rahevAnI ane Azritone dUra rAkhavAnI ApanI wgRti, ciMtA ane kaDakAI e amArA jIvananuM to parama saubhAgya ja hatuM. prAthae chIe Apane, devalokamAMthI paNa Apa A sadbhAgya amane apanA rahejo. nAkhe che. | puchad AtmAne, ene vADa game che ? jo nA, to brahmacarya pAlananI enI vAta sivAya bIjuM kazuM ya nathI.

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- gurudeva kahe che... Asakita ane bhogavilAsanuM je viSavartuLa anAdikALathI A saMsAramAM cAlI rahyuM che temAM bhAgIdArI karavI, tene Teko ApavAM ke tenI anumodanA karavI te sujJapuruSanuM kAma nathI. ApaNo naMbara sujJapuruSamAM kharo ? sthaLa hatuM e amadAvAda-dozIvADAnI poLamAM Avela vidyAzALAnuM. gurudeva, ApanA sahita lagabhaga 60 uparAMta muni bhagavaMto tyAM birAjamAna hatA. baporanA gocarI laIne AvelA eka munibhagavaMta ApanI samakSa gocarI AlovIne Apane gocarI dekhADI rahyA hatA ane ApanI najara pAtAmAM rahela badAmanA vipula jaththA para paDI. 'ATalI badhI badAma ?' eka ja gharethI tuM lAvyo ?" | 'gaucaranA doSano khyAla che ke pachI ema ja vahoravA nIkaLI paDyo hato ?" zrAvakanuM mana sAcavavuM paDe tema hatuM' 'zrAvakanuM mana sAcavavA dIkSA lIdhI che ? ke prabhunI AjJA sAyavavA dIkSA lIdhI che ? kaI gatimAM ravAnA thaI javuM che AvI. goMyarI vAparIne ane sahune vaparAvatA rahIne ? guradeva ! doSita gocarI pratye apanI kevI lAla AMkha hatI e mArI sagI AMkhe meM e divase joyuM. eka vinaMti karuM Apane ? e lAla AMkhanI thoDIka lAlAza Apa mane ApI na zako ?

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gurudeva kahe che.. jyAM dharma cukayAno kheda nahIM tyAM dharmanI atyaMta kakSatA lAge # e jo na lAge to enA susaMskAra paDe zI rIte ? ane e o na paDe to bhaviSyamAM . dhamamamatA mane zI rIte ? e jo nuM maLe to jIvana kevuM pApabharyuM ane pApano caDesavAnuM banyuM rahe che bIjI bAju viSayono je rasa poSyo hoya enA kusaMskAro keTalo anartha sarje ? je baporanA ApanAM vastrono kApa kADhyo hato. varatro badhA ja badalyA hatA to sAthe, muhapatti paNa ApanI badalI hatI. sAMjanA Apa pratilekhananA Adeza mAgI rahyA hatA ane ApanA hAthamAM rahela muhaMpattinuM pratilekhana karavA Apa muhapatti kholavAno prayAsa karI rahyA hatA paNa muhapattinuM kApaDe evuM kaDaka hatuM ke muhapatti kemeya karIne khUlatI nahotI. thoDAka vadhu prayAsa bAda, muhapatti khUlI to gaI paNa pachI Ape mane bolAvIne kaDaka sUcanA ApI dIdhI. - 'jo ratnasuMdara, tArI pAse samaya ja samaya hoya ane tAre AvI muhapatti vAparavI hoya to, mane koI vAMdho nathI paNa mAruM eka paNa upakaraNa tAre evuM nathI rAkhavAnuM ke je mAro samaya bagADatuM, rA, saMyamajIvananI eka eka paLa malAmalI che. ene veDaphI nAkhavAnuM tane bhale paravakatA leya, mane to bilakula paravaDe tema nathI. Akhare, TUMkI jiMdagImAM kAmo keTalAM badhAM karI, levAno che ? gurudeva ! vezaI jatA samaya pAchaLa Apa keTalA badhA vyathita thaI jatA hatA e meM najaronajara nihALyuM che. vyathAthI valovAI jatuM A pAvana haiyuM A janamamAM amArA svapnano viSaya paNa kyAreya banaze kharuM ?

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gurudeva kahe che... jIvane vicAra nathI ke - konuM sAMbhaLeluM mane bacAvaze ? dhanuM ke saMsAranuM ? aMdaranuM ke khoLiyAnuM ? mAlikanuM ke nokaranuM? aMtaHkaraNanuM ke ahaMkAnuM? pUnAnA cAturmAsa bAda aMjanazalAkA nimitte ahamadanagara AvavAnuM banyuM hatuM. samaya hato baporanA traNeka vAgyA AsapAsano ane vAtAvaraNamAM acAnaka palaTo Avyo. pavana phUMkAvA lAgyo. dhULanI DamarIo uDavA lAgI ane gurudeva, Asana parathI UbhA thaIne meM ekadama ApanA Asana pAchaLa rahela khullI bArI baMdha karI dIdhI. mArI bArI baMdha karavAnI ceSTA Apa joI rahyA hatA. bArI baMdha karIne huM mArA Asane besuM e pahelAM Ape mane bolAvyo, 'ratnasuMdara, bArI baMdha karatA pahelAM ovAthI ene pUMjI kharI ?" 'nA' 'bagalamAM ogho goyarI-pANI vahovA ja rAkhyo che ? jo vastuo letAM-mUkatAM ane alaga alaga kriyAo karatAM oghAno upayoga karavAno ja nathI to pachI saMyama che kyAM ? sAdhupaNuM che jyAM ? 'huM sAdhu chuM' evo mAthe coDoka boja rAkhato jA." gurudeva ! AvA hitaciMtaka ApanA jevA gurudevane pAmavA meM keTakeTaluM puNya ryuM haze e to koka kevaLajJAnI maLe to ja khyAla Ave ne ? gurUdeva mukita na maLe tyAM sudhInA dareka bhavamAM Apa to maLatA rahezo ne ?

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| gurUdeva dho che.. jinavacana pALavAnuM AvyuM tyAM bId pralobhano kUcA ane bhayaMkara Apatti paNa visAtamAM nahIM, eTalo badho e badhA karatAM jinavacanano bhAre pakSapAta, zI vAta jinavacana eTale ! jagatamAM hIrAmANeka maLe, devatAI vimAna ane apsarA maLe paraMtu jinavacana kyAM maLe ? kyAre maLe ? mAre to eka ja mArA jinavacananI. khaMbhAtamAM lagabhaga 100 jeTalA munibhagavaMto birAjamAna hatA. makAnanuM vAtAvarala jANe ke nAlaMdA vidyApIThanI yAda apAvatuM hatuM. svAdhyAyanA maMgaLa doSa kone mATe AkarSaNanuM ane AnaMdanuM kAraNa nahotA banatA e prazna hato. ane gurudeva eka divasa baporanA samaye Ape mane bolAvyo, ratnasuMda2, ekAsaNAM barAbara cAle che ?" | 'hA jI' ekAzana karavA jAya che tyAre svAdhyAyanI copaDI sAthe rAkhe che ?" Kda che 'jo, AvaDA moTA samudAyamAM ApaNA pAtarAmAM vAparavAnAM dravyo eka sAthe to na ja AvI jAya ne? roTalI Ave ane dALa AvatAM vAra lAge evuM ya bane ne?" | 'evuM bane ja che' 'to e gALAmAM ApyuM-avaLuM jotA rahevAne badale tuM thoDoka svAdhyAya karI le to na cAle ? Akhare, sAdhujIvanamAM svAdhyAya mATe samaya ApaNe Ama ja kheMcatA rahevAnuM che !' garadeva ! kaI hade Apane saMyamajIvana ane svAdhyAca gamI gayAM haze tyAre Apa roTalI ane dALa varasonA samayane svAdhyAyathI bharI devAnI salAha ApI zakyA hazo !

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'gurudeva kahe che.., bIjA sAthe bolavAmAM halakA turacha zabda na bolo. kaThora nahIM paNa madhura priya zabda bolo. AvezanuM ke khoTA baMdhAI javAya evuM na bolo, na lakho. sthaLa hatuM vaDodarAjAnI zerI upAzrayanuM. samaya hato phAgaNa mahinAno. garamI ThIka ThIka pramANamAM zarU thaI gaI hatI ane gurudeva, Ape mane mAtra puruSo mATe rAtri pravacano karavAnI AjJA karI hatI. traNeka divasa to pravacano barAbara cAlyA paNa pachI sthiti e saI ke garamInA kAraNe pANIno zoSa khUba paDavA lAgyo. rAtanA bAra-bAra vAgyA sudhI mane UMgha ja na Ave, gurudeva, ApanI pAse AvIne meM vinaMti karI ke rAtri pravacananI javAbadArImAMthI Apa mane mukta karo, rAtanI garamI ane pANIno paDato zoSa, mArAthI baMneya sahana thatA nathI, 'rana suMdara, kaI takalIpho nathI veThI AjIve naka ane tiryaMcAdi gatiomAM ? prabhuvacanono viniyoga karavAnuM parama sabhAgya prApta thayuM hoya tyAre garamI ane tarasane ATaluM badhuM prAdhAnya ApavAnuM ? eka kAma kara, savAranA thoDoka moDo UThaje paNa pravacano to tAre thaRI ja rIkhavIno che !' guradeva ! ApanA vAtsalyane konI upamA ApuM? gaMgotrInI nirmaLatAnI ? mAkhaNanI komaLatAnI ? himAlayanI zItaLatAnI ? pupanI suvAsitatAnI ? zeraDInI mIThAzanI ? kadAya ApanuM vAtsalya e upamAone oLaMgI jAya tevuM hatuM !

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gurudeva kahe che... dInA duzamananI A sthiti che ke avasare e mahAna mitra jevuM kAma Ape, mitra jevI salAha Ape paNa vizvAsaghAta ne kare, dumana paddha dIno sAro. mUrkha mitra khoTo. Aje derAsaramAM caityavaMdana karyu paramAtmA rASabhadeva sanma kha, stavana lalakAyuM guru daMva Ape, stavana hatuM "jagajIvana jagavAho marudevAno naMda lAla re' nuM. stavananA racayitA hatA pUjayapAda upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja. | derAsaramAMthI bahAra nIkaLI makAne AvyA. ane gurudeva, Apane me eTaluM ja kahyuM ke Aje Apa khUba khIlyA. zuM stavana jamAvyuM che Ape, sahunAM dila tarabatara thaI gayA.' 'ratnasuMdara, jyAM tuM stavana jAmI gayAnI vAta kare che ? ApaNe to e stavanane madhura kaMTha dvArA jamAvI e paNa e stavananI racanA hRdayanA je bhAvomAMthI thaI haze e bhAvonuM svAmitva ApaNI pAse kyAM ? sAcuM kahuM? jyAM sudhI upAdhyAyajI mahArAjanAM zabdo ApaNI zakya na banI jaya tyAM sudhI e stavana jIyuM ja na kahevAya. kacAre evA bhAvo ApaNA hRdayamAM UThavA lAgaze ? | gurudeva ! eka yoga to Apa evo batAvo ke jemAM Apa saMtuSTa hatA ? svAdhyAya Apane ocho lAgato hato, tapazcaryA Apane ochI lAgatI hatI to bhakita Apane ochI lAgatI hatI ! ApanA jevA loMbhIne karmasattA lAMbA samaya sudhI A saMsAramAM rahevA de evuM mane nathI lAgatuM.

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gurudeva kahe che.... narasI bola cAlanA udyoga choDI sArI dharmavAnnI dharmapravRttino bharacaka udyoga rAkhavAthI buddhi nirmaLa thAya che. sAruM sUjhe che. buddhi karma yAne ke udyogane anusare che. pUrva karmanA bharose rahezo to to buddhi kyAreya nahIM sudhare. udyoga sAro rAkho. buddhi sArI banIne ja raheze. saMyamajIvananA paryAyanuM mAruM e sAtamuM varasa hatuM. Apa rAjasthAnamAM vicarIne cAturmAsAthe jAmanagara padhAravAnA hatA ane huM rAjakoTathI sIdho ja jAmanagara jaI rahyo hato, mArI sAthe vaDIla tarIke pUjyapAda zrI jayazekharavijayajI mahArAja hatA. jAmanagarathI ame mAtra vIseka kilomITara dUra hatA ane tyAM gurudeva, pUjya jayazekharavijayajI mahArAje emanA para Avela Apano patra mane vaMcAvyo. emAM lakhyuM hatuM Ape ke ratnasuMdara avasare avasare pravacano karavA lAgyo che. ane enAM pravacano zrotAone gamI rahyA che eno to mane khyAla che ja paNa hajI eNe potAnI pariNati banAvavAnI che. ane eTale ja tuM ene abhigraha ApI deje ke jAmanagaramAM praveza karyA bAda eka paNa pravacana e Ape nahIM." meM turta ja pUjya jayazekharavijayajI mahArAja pAse vyAkhyAna na vAMcavAno abhigraha laI lIdho. pUrNa ullAsa sAthe. AMkhamAM hAMzru sAthe. gurudeva ! pariNatinI AvI ciMtA karanAra ApanA jevA puNya puruSane 'gurudeva' tarIke pAmI javAnA mArA prAMDa sadbhAgyanI to kAca devalokanA devatAo paNa IrSyA karatA haze !

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gurudeva kahe che... mAnavamiva bajAra che, vepAra karatAM AvaDavo joIe. to A kAryadharmamAMthI kArabradharma ane TheTha svarUpadharma sudhI pahoMcI zakAya, khovAI janArI cIjamAMthI akSaya khajAno Ubho karI levAno che. navasArI-madhumatI-ciMtAmaNI pArzvanAtha dAdAnA pAvana sAMnidhyamAM cAturmAsa hatuM. Aje ravivAra hato. yuvAnonI zibiramAM lagabhaga be kalAka jeTaluM mAre bolavAnuM banyuM hatuM. zarIra zramita hatuM. rAtanA vahelA sUI javAnI mArI gaNatarI hatI paNa e pahelAM rojano mAro je jApa cAlato hato e karI levA huM navAravALI vagere laIne jyAM beTho tyAM gurudeva, sAMjanA pratikramaNa bAda munio zuM karI rahyA che e jovA Apa makAnamAM ROUND lagAvavA nIkaLyA ane ApanI najara mArA para paDI. japa karavA besuM chuM" 'A uMmara jApa karavAnI che ? svAdhyAya vagere kAMI karavAnuM nathI ? prabhuzAsananAM rahasyo svAdhyAya vinA samajAze nahIM ane rahasyo samajyA vinA saMyama saruM pALI zakAze nahIM. mATe yuvAnavaya che atyAre to vAdhyAya rato jA. vRddhAvasthAmAM jApa kaspo hoya eTalo karato raheje. | gurudeva ! saMpatti vinAno saMsArI je daridra che to svAdhyAya vinAno saMyamI dayanIya che A satya ApanA lohInA buMdabuMdamAM kevuM sthira thaI gayuM haze tyAre epa svAdhyAya mATe ATalA badhA AgahI banyA rahyA hazo !

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gurudeva kahe che... rakSaNa eTale kAyika bacAva samajatA nI. ramaNarUpa tAM AtmAno bacAva thAya e che. AtmAne samAdhi maLe, AtmAnA rAgAdi doSo thaTe, hiMsAdi duSkRtyo ghaTe ane vairAgyAdi guNa saMpatti vadhe, vrata niyamAdi suto vadhe, e badhuM ApaNane potAne rakSaNa maLyuM gaNAya. navuM 21aa dharma ja ApI zake. amadAvAda. dazA poravADanA cAturmAsa daramyAna Apane vardhamAna tapanI oLI to cAlatI ja hatI paNa e oLI daramyAna Apa pUjya jayazekhara vi.ma. ne 'sammati tarka'no pATha paNa ApatA hatA. kamAlanuM Azcarya e hatuM ke pATha ApavAno samaya ApazrIe gocarI pachIno turta ja rAkhyo hato. AyaMbila karyA bAda na to Apa ArAma karatA hatA ke na to Apa jayazekhara mahArAjane ArAma karavA detA hatA. banyuM evuM ke eka divasa AyaMbila karIne AvyA bAda Ape AsanethI ja bUma lagAvI. 'jayarokhara !' 'gurudeva, pAtarA lUchuM chuM.' ane Ape mane bolAvyo, 'ratnasuMdara, jA, jayazekharanA pAtarA lUchI le. bIjAne sahAyaka banavAno dharma kAMI samajyo che ke nahI ?' huM jayazekhara mahArAjanA pAtarA lUchavA gayo to kharo paNa tyAre jayazekhara mahArAja eTaluM ja bolyA ke 'kamAla che gurudeva, pATha levAnI mArI taiyArI mAmUlI che. pATha ApavAno talasATa gurudevano gajabanAka che.' 'gurudeva / Apa jIvanabhara gajabano vepAra karatA rahyA. svAghyAya karatA rahIne to Apa kamAtAM ja rahA paNa Azritone svAdhyAya karAvatA rahIne ya Apa kamAtA rahyA ! 'AcAryo che jinadhamanA dakSa vyApArI zUrA' A racanA ApanI ja che ne ? 48

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gurudeva kahe che... saMsAranI ramatomAM paNa jo poSavA ane aMte baLatarA bhogavavA sivAya bIjuM kAMI nathI. tapAso. kadIya khawddhano ane ene poSavAnI veThano kaMTALo kharo ? kayAMthI hoya ? paNa tene poSIne kSaNika hAlamAM mahAmAnaMTha ane jIvanasarvasva mAnavA hoya tyAM khAjono kaMTALo zeno Ave ? jinAjJA kathita mokSamArganI ArAdhanAnI A vizeSatA che ke e jAlima khawtenA nirAkaraW karAve. mAle cAturmAsa daramyAna adhyayanamAM mArA sahita bIjI pAMceka munivarone pU.paM. zrI gujJAnaMda | vi. ma pAse 'vizeSAvazyaka mAya' cAlatuM hatuM. jeno rAtri svAdhyAya ame badhAya sAthe besIne karatA hatA. | - rAtri svAdhyAya razarU karatAM pahelAM ame badhA samUhamAM rAga sAthe maMgaLa karatA hatA ane e maMgaLamAM, jinajojana bhUmi.nivvANa macce...akatra prasUta...vagere stutio ame bolatA hatA. 1 banyuM evuM ke eka divasa gurudeva, ApanA kAne amArA A maMgaLanA zabdo paDyA ane Apa khuda | daMDAsana laIne ame je rUmamAM besIne svAdhyAya karatA hatA tyAM padhArI gayA. 'badhA gavaiyAo bhegA thayA che ?' Apano avAja sAMbhaLIne amo sahu UbhA thaI gayA. 'juo, rAga-rAgaNI sAthe maMgaLa karavuM, hoya to svAdhyAya patyA pachI methAsamAM paDyA paDyA karatA rahejo. atyAre sIdho svAdhyAya zarU karI do. Akho vizeSAvAka bhASyano pATha pUro kyAre karazo ? | guradeva ! olimpika caeNmpiyana banavA mATe sekaMDa sacavI levI paDe che paNa Apa to samaya sAcavatA hIne saMyama caeNmpiyana banavAnA mArge doDI rahyA hatA ! kamAla ! 1 T ) .

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mudeva kahe che, mohe rAjAnI AMdhaLI gulAmI nIce mUDha jIva asatu phAryo kare to che ja paraMtu ene oTA mAnavA ja taiyAra nahI ane eno kheda karavAnI vAta nahIM. pachI vAto-vikathAmAM ItanuM to bagADe pAma bIlane ya e mAM ghaseDavAmAM eno koI are kAro nahI. AmAM samyakatva ze Take ? Ama to e sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta paragacchanA hatA paNa gurudeva, ApanAM vairAgyasabhara pravacanonuM ane roja baporanA cAlI rahela vAcanAonuM zravaNa karavA teo potAnI badhI ja zikhAo sAthe upAzrayamAM AvatA hatA ane ApI rahyA hatA Apane AvuM suMdara pIrasavo badala aMtaranA abhinaMdana paNa, keTalAkra samaya bAda e ja upAzrayamAM padhArelA anya pUrve e guccha aMge pravacanamAM elahevA uccAraNo karatAM ane e samAcAra e sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtane pahoMcatA emaNe to upAzrayamAM AvavAnuM baMdha karI ja dIdhuM paNa e gacchanA zrAvaka-zrAvikAoe paNa upAzrayamAM AvavAnuM baMdha karI dIdhuM. AnAthI vyathita thaI gayelA Ape traNeka divasa bAda mane kahyuM ke 'cAla, e sAdhvIjI nA upAzraye' 'paNa kema ?' micchA mi dukkaDaM mAMgavA' ane be zrAvakone sAthe hAni e sAdhvIjInA upAzraye jaIne Ape jayAre micchA mi duis mAgyuM tyAre huM to rastabdha hato ja paNa sAdhvIjI to codhAra AMsue raDI rahyA hatA ! gurudeva ! Apa mahAna paDatA karaNa ke nAnAnI samakSa Apa vadhu nAnA banI jatA hatA, Apa svayaM Azcarya hatA kAraNa ke koIne ya AghAta ApatA rahevAnuM Apa samajatA ja nahotA !.

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gurudeva kahe che... mANasanuM nUre enA AnaMdarasanA prakAra parathI mapAya che. AnaMdano prakAra jema UMco tema enuM nara, tejasvitA UMcI gaNAya. tyAre ati turacha hala kerTa vAtavastuthI jo AnaMda AnaMda thAya che to tyAM nuranI adhamatA che. | nUra-ja-sava vadhe ema tuccha bAbatanA AnaMda kaMpAya, athavA kaho, jema jema tuccha bAbatanA AnaMda aTakAvatA jaIe tema tema AtmAnuM nUra vadhatuM Ave. 'ratnasuMdara, tAre ane hemarane javAnuM che' | 'paNa kyAM ?" 'rAjabhavanamAM' *kAraNa ?" 'vaDA pradhAna IMdirA gAMdhIne maLavA. kabUtaronA nikAsanI jAherAta emanA koka pradhAne karI che e aMge emane eka Avedana patra ApavAnuM che ane je samaya maLe e samaya daramyAna emane kabUtaronI nikAsanA nirNayane pAcho levA samajAvavAnuM che.' 'paNa gurudeva, Apa tarka nipAta cho. Apa vidvAna cho. Apa pratibhAzALI cho. vaDApradhAna jevI vyakti sAme ApanI je chAyA paDe enI lAkhamA bhAganI chAyA amArI na paDe, amArI buddhi keTalI ? amArI saMvamazuddhi keTalI ? amArI pratibhA keTalI ? jayAre Apa ? ApanAmAM zuM nathI e prazna che. ame ApanI sAthe jarUra AvIne paNa Apa to padhAro ja ! nA. tamAre bee ja javAnuM che. tamane baMnene mArA aMtaH karaNanA AzIrvAda che.' | gaIva ! sadguNonA zikhare nispRhatAno A vaibhava ? vidvattAnA mahAsAgaranA taLiyeM adhyavasAyonI vizuddhinAM A motI ? chellA naMbare rahelAone prathama naMbare goThavI devAnI ApanI A tAlAvelI ? anaMta vaidana che amArA Apane !

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guru deva kahe che, kapaDAne attarathI madhamadha kerevuM hoya to jaMI attaranA pUmaDAM vagere sAthe sattA na ja mukAya; na mukSa to ja kevaLa attaranI phaoNrama kapaDAnA khUllekhUNe phelAyelI anubhavavA maLe. basa, e ja rIte ApaNA dilamAM koInA ya ahitanI, vairanI ke duHkha devAnI bhAvanA ubhI rahevA na daIe temaja viSayonI nirbhIka lAlasA. AsaktirUpI somAMnA ahitanI lAgaNI TheravA na daIe to ja hitabhAvanAthI Aja savArano vihAra hato 13 kilomITarano pakSa galata raste caDI javAnA kAraNe vihAra thaI gayo 20 kilomITarano. sAdhuo eTalA badhA thAkI gayA hatA ke baporanI gocarI vAparIne lagabhaga badhAe saMthArA porisI karI lIdhI, sahu nidrAdhIna banI gayA paNa acAnaka Apa kokane uThADatA ho evuM lAgyuM ane sahu sAdhuo UThI gayA. gurudeva, Ape acAnaka uThADI dIdhA enA kAraNe mArA sahita anya keTalAka munionA caherA para aNagamAno bhAva to UpasI Avyo paNa Azcarya, Ape bUma pADI. 'badhA aMdara rUmamAM Avo' kaMIka bhaya sAthe sahuM rUmamAM dAkhala to thayA paNa tyAM je joyuM e joIne sahunI AMkho vismayathI pahoLI thaI gaI. Apa garamAgarama cA vahorI lAvyA hatA ! Apa eTaluM ja bolyA, 'tamo badhA khUba thAkyA cho ne ? je chUchyuM hoya e pAtarI laIne AvI jAo. Aje mAre tamArA sahunI bhakti karavAnI che." gurudeva ! ApanA hRdayamAM vahIM rahela vAtsalyanI virATa gaMgAnA baMdano paNe raparza, je paNa saMyamI pAmI zakayo che e saMcamInA sadbhAgyane zabdomAM AlekhI zakAya evI pena A jagatamAM kyAMya haze ke kema, emAM mane zaMkA che. madhamadhAyamAna bane. AnA mATe sarvanAM hitanI bhAvanA vAraMvAra karara.

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gurudeva kahe che... A jIvanamAM avasare avasare kaSTa-Apatti-pratikULatAmAM samatA-zAMti jALavavAnuM satta-sAmarthya keLavyuM jaIe to e satta-sAmarthyanA saMskAra bhavAMtare ati upayogI thAya ane jUnAgamano khUba khUba paricaya-pariNAlina rAkhyA hoya to bhavAtare e thoDuM ya maLe to paNa enA para tanmaya thaI ene amalamAM utAravAnuM banI Ave. vizeSAvayika mAdhya, kammapayaDI, lokaprakAza ane bhagavatI, A cAra graMdho pAchaLa gurudeva, Ape mane bhAre mahenata karAvI hatI. divasa Akho to A graMthonA adhyayanamAM ane noMdhamAM pasAra thaI jato hato paNa rAtanA paNa A graMthonA svAdhyAyamAM traNa traNa-cAra cAra kalAka pasAra thaI jatA hatA. | mAlegAmamAM eka divasa baporanAM huM ApanI pAse beTho hato ane svAdhyAyanA punarAvartananI vAta nIkaLatA Apa bolyA hatA ke - - 'ratnasuMdara, rAtano tAro svAdhyAya to kAMI nathI. guNAnaMdano saMrakRtano vAdhyAya, mahemacandrano kramapayaDIno svAdhyAya ane candrazekharano nyAyano svAdhyAya teM sAMbhaLyo hota ne to tane khyAla Avata ke svAdhyAya pAchaLanI mahenata kahevAya che kone ?" "gurudeva, Ape khude cha9ne paraNe cha9 karatA rahIne darzana zAstronuM adhyayana karyuM che e paNa gaNA ne Apa ?' garadeva ! phane lAMbo karI de evo koI sAdhano bhale vijJAna nahIM ziodhI zakyuM hoya paraMtu kamajone bakSadura banAvI de ane pramAdIne aDadata karI de evI to jAtajAtanI yuktio ApanI pAse jANe che gaNatarI vinAnI hatI ! | kamalA

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gurudeva kahe che... rAga-dveSathI bacavuM hoya to pahelAM e karAvanAra-poSanAra jaDacetana vastunA saMga mUkAM, eno saMyoga choDo. nahitara jA nimitta pAse che to evA duSTa bhAva dilamAMthI khasaze ja nahI. rAga-dveSathI bacavAno A ja rAjamArga che. rAga-dveSa karAvatAM nimittIno tyAga karatA jAo. sAvarakuMDalAnuM e cAturmAsa hatuM. saMyamajIvana aticAra rahita kaI rIte banyuM rahe enA aneka vikalpo Apa vAcanAnA mAdhyame sAdhu-sAdhvI samakSa roja mUkI rahyA hatA. emAM eka divasa Ape amArA sahu samakSa eka prazna mUkyo. 'gocarI vAparyA pachI pAtarA je kapaDAM (lUNAM) thI tamo sahu lUcho cho e kapaDAMno to sAMja paDye kApa nIkaLI jAya che paraMtu vAparI lIdhA pachI Akho gocarI haoNla je kapaDAM lUchaNiyAM thI sApha thAya che e DAMne sApha koNa kare che ?' 'koI ja nahIM' 'e kapaDAM para dALa-zAkanAM DAghA lAge ane sAMja paDye e sApha thAya nahIM to rAtribhojanano aticAra lAge ke nahIM ?! lAge' "to nakkI karI do ke eka eka sAdhue vArApharatI e kapaDAMno roja kApa kADhI levo. AkhA samudAyane aticArathI mukta rAkhavAno lAbha e sAdhune maLaze.' gurudeva ! aticArazodhaka ApanI A sRSTine ane aticAranivAraka ApanI A vizuddha prajJAne vaMdana karavA sivAya ame bIjuM karI paNa zuM zakazuM ? amane AzIrvAda Apo. saMyamajIvanane ame aticArarahita banAvatA ja rahIe.

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| bharUcathI jaMbusara taraphanA vihAramAM ApaNe hatA ane gurudeva, je munivara pAse ApanA dAMtanuM cokaThuM rahetuM hatuM e cokaThAnI DabbI e munivaranA pAkITamAMthI rastAmAM kyAMka paDI gaI hatI. makAne AvyA, Apa vAparavA beThA ane Ape cokaThuM mAgyuM. tyAre khyAla Avyo e munivarane ke cokaThuM to pAkITamAM che ja nahIM. DaratAM DaratAM e munivare ApanI samakSa e hakIkata jaNAvI. Ape vagara cokaThAe jematema gocarI vAparI to lIdhI paNa e cokaThuM zodhavA rastA para mANaso mokalavA paDyA, cokaThuM na ja maLavAthI dAMtanA DaoNkTarane bharUcathI bolAvavA paDyA, navA cokaThAnuM mApa levA e DaoNkTare je AraMbha-samAraMbha karyo e joIne Apa kaI hade vyadhita thayA e meM najaronajara nihALyuM. Apa e divasanI AkhI rAta A vedanAmAM sUtA nahIM. Apane rAtanA paDakhAM ghasatAM joIne meM pUchI lIdhuM. 'UMgha nathI AvatI ?" 'AMkha sAme ATalo AraMbha-samAraMbha jocA pachI UMgha Ave ja zI rIte ?' Apano A javAba hato. gaIva AvuM komaLa had ApanuM haiyuM, AvI pApabhIrutA hatI ApanI. vizaghanAthI. valovAI jAya evI hatI apanI cittavRtti karyA saranAme A badhuM amane je levI. maLaze ? gurudeva kahe che... mANasa abhimAna rAkhe ke huM badhuM sAruM karI dauM. huM dhAryuM pAra pADI dauM to e huM para abhimAna keTaluM vAjabI che? vikaTa saMyogomAM khoTI dhAraNAo karI abhimAnathI apakRtya karavAne badale arihaMta prabhunI bhakita tathA tapasyA vadhAravI emAM DahApaNa che.

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gurudeva kahe che... zubha yogo, zubha pravRttionuM prayojana e che ke emAM mana baMdhAvAthI viSaya ramaNatA ochI thatI Ave ne enA saMskAra ghasAtA jAya paraMtu yogacAMcahya ja rahyA kare to pachI zubhayoga vinAnA kALe to bacavAnuM rahe ja zAnuM ? eTale ja yogasthiratA mATe indriyo saMgopI rAkhavI jarUrI che. Ama to e upAzrayamAM mAtra muni bhagavaMto ja rahetA hatA. nIcenA GROUND FLOOR mAM rojanAM pravacano thatA hatA paNa banyuM evuM gurudeva ke Apa rAtrinA candraprakAzamAM prabhuvacanonI anuprekSA lakhavAnA khyAle thoDAMka vahelA nidrAdhIna banI gayA hatA ane acAnaka jhabakIne jAgI gayA. 'A strIno avAja kyAMthI Ave che ? gurudeva, nIce bahenonuM pratikramaNa cAle che. emAM koka bahena stavana bolI rahyA hoya evuM lAge che, ane gurudeva, paLanI ya vAra lagADyA vinA Apa daMDAsana laIne eka prauDha munivarane sAthe rAkhIne nIce pahoMcI gayA ane bahenone kahI dIdhuM Ape ke stavana ghImethI bolo. eno avAja upara Avavo joIe nahIM. ane bIje divase vaMdana karavA Avela TrasTIone sUcana karIne Ape bahenonA pratikramaNa mATenuM sthAna ja badalAvI dIdhuM. gurudeva, pavitratAne akabaMdha rAkhavA mAtra vijAtIyanAM rUpadarzanathI ja bacavA jevuM che ema nahIM paNa vijAtIyanA zabdazravaNathI paNa dUra rahevA jevuM che e zAstrAjJA pratyeno Apano prema A hade sakriya banato nihALavAnuM sadbhAgya mane sAMpaDayuM che e badala huM mArI jAtane bhAre nasIbadAra mAnuM chuM. M

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jalagAMvanA cAturmAsa pUrve vihAramAM vizeSAvazyaka bhASyanuM adhyayana cAlI rahyuM hatuM to sAthosAtha samaMdAdi prarupaNAno svAdhyAya paNa cAlI rahyo hato. emAM avAranavAra jAtajAtanI zaMkAo UThatI hatI jenA samAdhAna mATe huM pU.paM. zrI jayadhoSa vi.ma. sthila pUjyapAda gacchAdhipatizrI jayaghoSasUrijI mahArAja para patro lakhato raheto hato. teozrI taraphathI je suMdara samAdhAno maLatA hatA e huM to vAMcato ja hato paNa gurudeva, Apa paNa vAMcatA hatA ane bharapUra prasannatA anubhavatA hatA, A saMdarbhamAM ja Ape mane sUcana karyuM hatuM ke 'ratanasuMdara, jayaghoSa je samAghAno Ape che e samAdhAno evAM adbhuta hoya che ke e vAMcyA pachI e padArtha aMge manamAM koI zaMkAja UbhI rahetI nathI. tuM jayaghoSa sAthe Avo patravyavahAra cAlu ja rAkhaje. tArA bahAne mane ya navA navA zAstrIya padArtho jANavA maLatA raheze, gudeva, 2nabhUkhyA baeNTsamaeNnane ane paisAbhUkhyA lobhIne ya zaramAI javuM paDe evI ApanI jinavacanabhUkha hatI. e vinA evuM sUcana Apa mane karI ja zI rIte zakyA hota ? mArAmAM ya Apa AvI. jina-vacanabhUkha pragaTavI do ne ? gurudeva kahe che,,, mahAvIra prabhunuM zAsana mAtra 2 1,000 varasa cAlavAnuM, temAM ya phakta eka hajAra varSa thatAM to mRtano mahAsAgara sukAI gayo ane taLAvAM rahyA ! kALanI A madhya viSamatA jANIne vadhu sAvadhAna banI javA jevuM che. Aje paNa jeTaluM zrata maLe che e paNa mahA ahobhAgyano viSaya mAnI enA prakAzathI paNa AtmAne niraMtara prakAzita rAkhavA jevo che.

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gurudeva kahe che... jIvana agavaDamAM mukAya enA karatAM mina ku dhyAna-saMtApa-saMkalpa-vikalpomAM rahyA kare e bahu khataranAka che ema jinavacano kahe che. evuM mana du:khada-durgatidAyaka ane zubha gumAvI azubha bhAvonA anu baMdha poSanAruM kahe che. enA DaravALo to e duryAna AdithI bacavAnuM pahelAM kare, vastro sAdo. caramAMnI phrema sAdI. lakhavAnI pena sAdI. dAMDo sAdo. pAkITa sAduM. Asana sAduM. A hatI ApanI khAtA oLakha paNa gurudeva, kamAlanuM Azcarya to e hatuM ke Apa mArA jevA anya koInA ya para patro lakhatA hatA e patronA kAgaLo sAdoya nahotA rahetA. lagabhaga e patronA kAgaLa kAM to ApanA para AvelA patromAM je kavaro rahetA e kevaromAM jyAM jyAM khAlI jagA rahI jatI e khAlI jagAmAM lakhANa karIne Apa e phATelAM kaMvaro patra rUpe mokalI detA hatA, A aMge eka vAra meM ApanI sAthe haLavA mUDa'mAM vAta paNa karI joI hatI paNa e vakhate ApazrIe je javAba Apyo hato e A hato. sAduM jIvana, alpa jarUriyAto ane karakasara A traNa bAbatomAM sAdhuno naMbara paNa jo nahIM hoya to pachI saMsArI mANasa mATe e AlaMbAbhUta banI zakaze kevI rIte ?' | 'gurudeva !' ApanI pAse saMyamajIvana vIsamI sadInuM hatuM paNa ApanI saMyamajIvananI pariNati to kyaya yothA ArAnI hatI. saMcamajIvana to amArI pAse je Aje vIsamI sadInuM che paNa pariNati...! kAMI ja kahI zakAya tema nathI,

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jinavacanane kharekharuM dhana mAnyA vinA ane e adhikSadhika kamAI levAnI dhagarA rAkhyA vinA enAdinI pareDamAMthI bahAra nahIM nIkAya, kIDA-pazunI gaNatarImAMthI UMcA nahIM avAya. bolo, jinavacanamAM dhanabuddhi che kharI ? khaMbhAtanI bAjumAM ja AveluM e dharmaja gAma hatuM. trajJa divasanI aI ciratA hatI. bIjA divase rAtanA gurudeva, pratikramaNa bAda je avAjamAM Ape mane bUma pADIne bolAvyo hato e avAje ja mane samAvI dIdho hato ke Aje mArI dhulAI thaI ja javAnI che. huM DaratAM Darato ApanI pAse Avyo. 'ratnasuMdara, svAdhyAya karyo ?' 'nA' 'divase ?' 'nA* 'kAMI vAMcana karyuM ?' 'nA' ane e ja paLe gAla para Apano hAtha AvI gayuM, 'vighAthIe zikSakane, nokare zeThane, dIkarAe bApane javAba Apavo paDe ke AkhA divasamAM meM karyuM zuM ? ane tAre kroIne ya javAba ja ApavAno nahIM ? saMghanI o bhakita bhAre paDI jaze jo jIvana reDhiyALa ja rAkhIza to , ane prabhunI aNIno mora rakhato jA, anyacA AtmAM cAlyo jaze durgatimAM !' garadeva ! A hatI ApanI karuNAkendrita kaThoratA | sAva sAcuM kahuM ? meM anubhavelA A sahabhAgyane 6 Aje jyAre mArI AMkha sAme lAvuM chuM tyAre mane ema lAge che ke ApanA hAthano mAra khAvAnuM sadabhAgya mArA pachI kadAca koIne ya maLyuM nahIM hoya !

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gurudeva kahe che... bhagavAnanI potAnI mukhya samRddhi, mukhya vyavasAya, mukhya kArya to tattvabodha che. emAM ApaNane rasa nahIM? ne chatAM kahIe ke bhagavAnamAM AyakSane rasa che ? jinavacana to jinanI mukhya cIja che, jinamaMdira, jinasaMdha, jaina dhArmika kSetro ityAdi badhuMya jinanI varaMtu kahevAya paraMtu e badhuM ja jinavacananI pAchaR. 2020nI sAla. comAsuM amadAvAda jJAnamaMdiramAM, nizrA pU.paM. zrI hemaMtavijayajI madharAjanI ane upasthita munionI saMkhyA lagabhaga 40 AsapAsanI. nidhi hatI aSADha vada-14 nI ane gurudeva, sADA agiyAra AsapAsa ApanI pAse huM Avyo hato hAthamAM pAtarAnI jhoLI lagAvIne. zIda UpaDyo ?' 'gaucarI' 'kaI poLamAM ?" poLamAM nahIM paNa AyaMbila khAte' 'kema ?' Aje caudaza che ne ! AyaMbila dhaNAM haze DhokaLA vagere maLI jAya..." 'ratnasuMdara, roja vagara TyakaLae AyaMbila thaI zake to tithie kema na thAya ? Akhare TokaLAM kema vAparavA che ? zakti Ave e mATe ke bhAvai che e mATe ? javA de ne ! nizcie AtmAne rAgacI bhAre zuM kAma kare che ? zarIrane to bahu paMpALyuM. have AtmAne sAcavI le !' gurudeva ! Apane ane vItarAgatAne keTaluM cheTuM haze eno javAba meLavavA meM kAyama Apane ja nihALyA che. ane mane je javAba maDyo che e A che ke Apa mArA jevA rAgIne saMcamI banAvavA ja bharatagotramAM. paghAyAM hatA !

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gurudeva kahe che... puNya kAcuM che, mane mAyakAMgaluM che, ke bhAre che, kusaMskAro gADha che ane chatAM haiye jo nizcitatA anubhavAya che to mota pachI javAnuM kyAM ? ApanI nizrAmAM aMjanazalAkA cAhe malADamAM thaI ke mAlegAmamAM thaI, ahamadanagaramAM thaI ke khaMbhAtamAM thaI, eka paNe aMjanazalAkA evI nathI gaI ke je aMjanazalAkA mahotsavanA badhA ja divasomAM Ape AyaMbila na karyA hoya. | kyAreka ApanuM zarIra vyAdhigrasta paNa hatuM to kyAreka ApanuM zarIra zramagrasta paNa hatuM chatAM enI paravA karyA vinA Ape samasta aMjanazalAkA AyaMbilathI ja UjavI che. khaMbhAtanI aMjanazalAkA daramyAna to Apane vinaMti paNa karI hatI ke 'gurudeva, have AyaMbilane badale ekAzana-biyAsaNa karI lo ne ? bahu karyA AyaMbila !" 'ratnasuMdara, prabhunI pratimAne aMjana karavAnuM hoya ApaNe ane AyaMbila cAlatA hoya to e aMjana thoDuMka vadhu prANavAna bane evuM mane lAge che. aMjana bAda je pratimA 'prabhusvarUpa' banI javAnI hoya e pratimAne mahimAvaMtI banAvavI ATalo nAnakaDo bhoga to ApaNe Apavo ja joIe ne ?' gurudeva, boliMga kSetre, baeNTiMga kSetre, philDiMga kSetre, vikeTakIpiMga kSetra, kaptAna kSetra, upakaptAna kSetre, ampayAra kSetre badhe ja Apa naMbara 'eka' para hatA. mane ApanI TImamAM bAramAM khelADI tarIkenuM sthAna to ApI do

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gurudeva kahe che, zubha dharmakriyAno khapa karavo nathI eTale azubhama pApakriyAo bharacaka cAlu rahe che, ne tethI azubhAmAva poSAto rahe che; pachI zubhabhAva zAno jAge ? zI rIte sago thAya ? 'ratnasuMdara te evo koI vepArI joyo che kharo ke je dukAna kholIne besavA chatAM vakaro na karato hoya ?' 'nA' "to pachI tuM kare che zuM ?" 'vyAkhyAnomAM pabhuvacanono mAla to tuM sahune sAro batADato rahe che paNa vakaro. kyAM kare che ?' 'eTale ?' eTalI ya nathI khabara paDatI ? eTale A ke vyAkhyAnamAM je viSaya cAlyo hoya e viSayane anurUpa zrotAonI kakSA joIne emane nAnakaDA nAnakaDA niyama pakaDAvI devA joIe. Akhare A zrotAo to saMsAramAM beThelA ja hoya che ne ? jevA pravacanazravaNa karIne bahAra nIkaLe, saMkhyAbaMdha galata nimitto emane gherI vaLe. pravacanazravaNanI asara emanAM mana para ane jIvana para rahe ja kyAMthI ? mATe tuM sAco vepArI banato jA. mAla batAvato jA, vakaro karato jA. gurUdeva soyane khovAI jatI bacAvI levI heca to ene dorAmAM parovailI ja rAkhavI paDe tema zraddhAne ane zravaNane niSphaLa jatuM aTakAvavuM hoya to ene niyamomAM bAMdhI ja devuM paDe, A ApanI mAnyatAne Apa je sahajatAthI caritArtha karI batAvatA hatA e sAthe ja AcaryuM hatuM !

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gurudeva kahe che... anaMtA kamone khatama karI nAkhavA mATe ane anaMtA sukhane meLavavA mATe jinAjJApAlananAM athAM cAritra ane tapanAM kaSTa-takalIpha uThAvavA ja paDe. jema jheranuM oSadha jhera, tema ahI du:khanuM auSadha du:kha : TUMkamAM, page lAgelA kAMTAne kADhavA tenAthI paNa vadhu aNIdAra soya joIe. evuM ja saMsAranAM sarva kaSTa TALavA mATe tapa-saMyamanAM kaSTa svIkAravA ja joI e che, | kRSTa veThavAnI ane mAM je ApavAnI taiyArI hoya che to ja dharma siddha thAya che A satya haMmezAM khAMkha sAme rakhajo. saurASTranuM e nAnakaDuM gAma hatuM ke jayAM jainonA paMdareka ghara hatA. sAmaiyA sahita e gAmamAM praveza to thayo paraMtu cAlu sAmaiyAmAM eka zrAvakane pUchayuM tyAre khyAla Avyo ke Aje sAdharmika vAtsalya hatuM. 'AyaMbilanuM zuM karazuM ?' e vicAra mane AvI gayo. e aMge gurudeva, ApanI pAse huM kAMI rajUAta karuM e pahelAM to Apa pravacana haoNlamAM pravacana ApavA padhArI gayA. eka kalAka ApanuM pravacana cAlyuM. tyArabAda meM Apane pUchavuM, ahIM to sAdharmika vAtsalya che. ame AyaMbilavALA munio karIe zuM ?" AgaLanuM gAma keTaluM dUra che ?' 12 kilomITara 'tame badhA to jaMge bahAdura cho, paccakakhANa pArIne pANI ahIM vAparI lo ane pachI pahoMyo sAmenA gAme, AyaMbilanI nirdoSa goMyarIM tyAM maLI ja raheze.' savAranA 13 kilomITaranA vihAra bAda bIjA 12 kilomITarano viAra karI ame jyAre sAmA gAme pahoMcyA tyAre baporanA be vAgyA hatA. ame sahue AyaMbila sAMjanA karyuM ! gurudeva ! 'zarIrane sAcavavAnuM jarUra paNa paMpALavAnuM to haragija nahIM" A jIvanamaMtra sAthe Apa to jIvyA ja paNa amane ya avAranavAra eno A svAda karAvatA rahIne Apa amane saMyamajIvananI mastI cakhAvatA rahyA

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gurudeva kahe che.. pratikramaNanI kriyAmAM to anekavidha cittaparikSAma sAcavavAnAM hoya che. dA.ta., iriyAvahiya paDikkamatA vakhate jIvadayAnA pariNAma sAthe jIvarkiMsAnA pazcAtApanA pariNAmanI akhaMDa dhArA cAle. ema 'devasiya Ala " devasie aticAra paDikkamavAnA sUtra vakhate pAponA pazcAtApano pariNAma akhaMDa cAle. - sArAMza, kriyAnuM mUlya bhAvacitta pariNAma para UpajatuM hovAthI te-te pariNAma akhaMDa jAgato rAkhavAnuM sacoTa dayAna rakhAya to mana ekAgye bhAvabharyuM rahe che. amadAvAda-hAjI paTelanI poLa-pagathiyAMno upAzraya. caturdazIno divasa ane sAMjanA pratikramaNamAM pratikramaNa bhaNAvavAno Adeza mAgI rahelA munionI saMkhyA dasekanI. guru deva, Ape sAdu vacce uchAmaNI mUkI dIdhI. 'AkhA pratikramaNamAM jeTalA kAussagna logassanA Ave e dare ka logassamAM 24 tIrthakara bhagavaMtonA nAmamAM manano upayoga je rAkhe e pakukhI pratikramaNa bhaNAve.' eka munivarane aino Adeza maLI to gayo paNa pachI gurudeva, Apa je bolyA e bahu mArmika hatuM. eka eka sUmanA eka eka padamAM manano upayoga rAkhavAnI prabhunI AjJA che paNa e kSetre ApaNe keTalA badhA nabaLA paDI gayA chIe ke Aje ApaNe AvI uchAmaNI bolavI paDe che ! A nabaLAIne dUra karavI hoya to bahirmukhatA ghaTADatA jAo. bahAmAM ja bhaTakatA rahezo to aMdaramAM Tharazo kyAre ? | guradeva Apa saMcamI tapasvI ane prabhAvaka to hatA ja paNa Apa jabaradasta mAnasazAstrI paNa hatA. e sivAya mananI nabaLI kaDIne pakaDI pADIne Apa enA para gha lagAvavAnI yukitao darzAvI ja zuM zakatA hota !

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gurudeva kahe che... jinavacananA paricaya vinA to jIva evo bhUlo paDe che ke khoTI vastu, oma kAryane sAruM mAnI le che ! pApane kartavya samajI bese che ! avAcyane vAgye mAnI le che ! abhijyane bhakSya samaje che ane tyAjyane AcaravA jevuM mAnI le che ! bojo, jIvanamAM jivacanano paricaya keLavatA rahevAnuM rAkhyuM che kharuM ? amalaneramAM 26 sAmuhika dIkSAonA prasaMge eka divasa rAtanA vizeSAvazyaka bhASyanA cAlI rahela svAdhyAyamAM nyAyanI keTalIka paMktionA arthaghaTana aMge amAre munio vacce matabheda sarjAyA. avAja moTo thayo. UgratA anubhavAI. ApanA Asana sudhI A avAja pahocyo ane Ape amane sahune ApanI pAse bolAvyA. | 'OHdhA vidvAna thaI gayA lAgo cho padArthane samajavAnI prajJA hajI tamArI vikasita thaI narasI ane tyAM jAyanI paMkitaone kholavA taisI gayA ? eka vAta samajI rAkho. - rAtri svAdhyAya sIdho graMthanA AdhAre karatA jAo. emAM vacce tamAruM DahApaNa DahoLo nahIM. hA, koka paMktimAM zaMkA paDe to divase kAM to guNAnaMda pAse enuM samAdhAna meLavI lo ane kAM to mArI pAse AvIne samAdhAna meLavI lo. binajarUrI aMdara aMdara carcA karatA rahIna graMthanA svAdhyAyanuM dUSita na karo.' gurudeva ! sAdhanAnA ApanA khudanA jIvanano bahumUlya samaya Ape amArA hitane mATe je rIte phALavyo che e yAda AvatAM Aje AMkho bhInI thaI jAya che, haiyAmAMthI eka ja pokara uThe che. "garadeva ! Apa ja amArA hRdayanI dhaDakana hatA.'

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gurudeva kahe che... dezanI AbAdI to prajAnI AbAdI para nirbhara che, ne prajAnI AbAdI guNavattA upara AdhAra rAkhe che. khUnarejI, badamAsI, corI, svachaMdatA vagerenI vyApakatA para prajA zuM AbATha gaNAya ? zobhana AcAro vinA ane mAnavatAnA viziSTa guNo vinA AbAdI nahIM. jJAnano vikArA jJAnanA AcAranI bahu apekSA rAkhe che. sthaLa hatuM pUnA-TIMbara mArkeTanuM, upadhAna tapanI ArAdhanAmAM seMkaDonI saMkhyAmAM tyAM ArAdhako joDAyA hatA. banyuM evuM ke sAMjanA pratikramaNamAM eka munivara stavana paNa khUba moTuM bolyA to anya eka munivara sajAjhAya paNa khUba lAMbI bolyA, pratikramaNa samApta thayA bAda moTA bhAganA muni svAdhyAya karyA vinA sUI ja gayA. huM ya sUvAnI taiyArI karato hato ane tyAM gurudeva, Ape mane bolAvyo. ratnasuMdara, yuvAna muniono eka paNa divasa rAtri svAdhyAya vinAno javo ja na joIe, stavana-sanmAya lAMbA bolAya chaunI nA nathI paNa enA raNe svAdhyAyano bhoga levAI jAya che to zuM cAle ? kAlathI eka alaga vyavasthA goThavI devAnI che. je muninA divase pATho cAlatA hoya emanI pratikramaNanI mAMDalI alaga bese ane je vRddha munio hoya emanI pratikramaNanI mAMDalI zrAvako sAthe bese. TUMkamAM, rAtrisvAdhyAya thavo ja joIe. | gudeva ! yuvAnIne sahI salAmata pasAra karI devA Apa keTa keTalI yuktio laDIvatAM hatAM ! ama sahuno jIvana Aje coDa-al paNa ravastha, sthira ane zuddha rahA che eno tamAma caNa ApanI yukitaonA phALe ja jAya che ne ?

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e varasomAM gurudeva, Apa madrAsa bAju vicaratA hatA ane huM kacchamAM hato, kacchamAM adhyAtmayogI pujyapAda AcArya bhagavaMta zrImadvijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI nizrAmAM keTalAka divasa rahevAnuM sidbhAgya mane maLyuM hatuM. eka divasa prabhunA pattA paranA anaMta upakAro aMge teozrI mane kaMIka samajAvI rahyA hatA ane meM eozrIne pUchI lIdhuM, 'sAheba, prabhu kharekhara ApaNA para upakAra kare ja che ?' 'A prazna mane bhuvanabhAnusUri mahArAjano ziSya pUche che ? ratanasuMdara mahArAja, tamArI gurudevazrIe jaina saMghane Apela najarANuM 'paramatteja' huM bAre ya mahimA sAthe ja rAkhuM chuM. tame jo e vAMcyuM hota to atyAre tame mane je prazna pUchayo che e pUchayo na hota. bhalAmaNa karuM chuM tamane ke vahelAmAM vahelI take tame 'paramateja' vAMcI lejo. prabhunA kaMpArI aMge manamAM koI ja saMzaya nahIM rahe' garadeva ! adhyAtmayogI e pUjyazrInA zrImukhe sAMbhaLavA maLelA A zoe mArI AMkhomAM e ja paLe harSAzru chalakAvI dIdhelA. ApanA sAhityasarjane kevA kevA camatkAro sarjI dIdhA che ! vaMdanA ho ApanI e sAhityasarjananI maMgaLa yAtrAne ! gurudeva kahe che... jema dhauM vAvavAthI pAkamAM ghauM Ave che, e ma vartamAna suphatathI karmavipAkamAM bhAvi sukha ane sukA bhAve che. e ja puravAra kare che ke vartamAna sukRtamAM bhAvi sukhonAM ane sukRtanAM bIja paDelAM che, pachI jevuM sukRta, jevA bhAvavALuM sukRta te pramANe enA sukhonAM ne sukRtanAM bIja hoya, alabatta, ahI sukRtasevana sAthe malinabhAva na joIe.

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gurudeva kahe che... jema dArUDiyAnuM mananuM dhorAma e ke dArU pahe lAM; ane paropakAra vyasanIne mana paropakAra pahe lo, evI rIte jinavacana vAsitane mana AtmaciMtA pahe lI; e ma vaibhavI vilAsa pratye enuM valaNa umaLakAnuM nahIM paNa AMtarika ukeganuM rahe. evI rIte AraMbha-viSaya-parigrahamAM ene AMtarika abhiprAya AdaravAno nahIM paNa DuvAno rahe. moTA cakravartInA ThATha maLyA hoya chatAM eno pakSapAta enA para nahIM Lui paramAtmA, saddaguru ane jinokta tattva para rahe. tapAso aMta:karakSane. jinavacanathI e AvuM vAsita ane AvuM bhAvita che kharuM ? thavA mAne che kharuM ? (ratnasuMdara, gaI kAlano tAro rAtrisvAdhyAya paNa sAMbhaLyo ane Ajano paNa tAro rAtrisvAdhyAya sAMbhaLyo. navA koI ja padArtho svAdhyAyamAM AvyA nahIM. kema ? 'Aje lIdhela pATha lakhAyo paNa nathI ane gokhAyo paNa nathI" a 'AraNa ? 'baporanA eka kalAka sUI gayo hato ane gurudeva, Ape e ja paLe amane sahune jeozrI pATha ApI rahyA hatA A pU.paM.zrI guNAnaMda vi.ma.ne bolAvyA, guNAnaMda !' 'A sAdhuone sUvAno samaya maLe che paNa pATha taiyAra karavAno samaya nathI maLato. tuM eka abhigraha laI le.' 'zuM ?' 'sAdhuo rojerojano pATha taiyAra karIne ene rAtrisvAdhyAmAM sAmela na kare to bIje divaso tAre emane pATha Apavo nahI, guradeva ! (amArI mohanidrA sAme to Apa kaThora hatA ja paNa amArI zarIranivA pratye e ApanI A kaThoratA joIne amane ema thaI jatuM hatuM ke Apa amArI pAse manuSya jIvanamAM devagatinA svabhAvanI apekSA kevI rIte rAkhI zako ?

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guradeva kahe che... jIvane duHkha ApattimAM bacAvanAra dharma che tethI e snehI che. jIvane ISTa-sukha-sagavaDa vagere badhuM dharmathI ja maLe che tethI e ISTa che. dharma para mamatvavALo ja prasannatA anubhavI zake che tethI e miSTa che. khe vonsahayu dharma ja dAkhave che tethI e priya che. dharmamAM kadI ya sagA-snehInA jevI rIsa, roSa, vAsAvRtA, akALe tarachoDavApaNuM vagere asuMdaratA AvatI nathI tethI e manohara che. samaya hato sAMjanA pratikramaNa pachIno. ame cAra-pAMca sAdhuo ApanI pAse AvyA hatA ApanI bhakti karavA paNa Apa suvAnA mUDamAM nahotA. vAraMvAra ApanI najara khullA AkAza tarapha jaI rahI 4.nI. 'gurudeva, ArAma...' | 'hamaNAM nathI karavo' 'Ugha Ave tema nathI ?' *UMgha to AMkhamAM hAjara ja che" to ?" Aje pUnama che. AkarAmAM Aje cAMda pragaTavAno che. Ama to yAda AvI ja gayo che paNa A vAdaLAM jo ne, coda sAthe jANe ke saMtAkUkaDI ramI rahyA che ane enA kAraNe cAMdano prakAza ahIM sudhI pahoMcyo nathI. A bAju huM sUI jAuM ane A bAju vAdaLAM vIkharAI jAya ane cAMdanI pUrepUrI makAnamAM utarI paDe to cata bekAra ja jAya ke bIjuM kAMI thAya ? tamo sahu svAdhyAya kaze, huM vAdaLo vIkharAI javAnI AzAmAM jAMgato beTho chuM." garadeva ! amane ema lAge che ke paramAtmA mahAvIradeve gautamane kahela A vAkya 'eka samayano paNa pramAda na karIza' 5ghaca Apa devalokamAMthI sAMbhaLIne ja A dharatI para padhAryA hazo. e vinA. A hadanI apamavatA ApanA jIvanamAM pragaTI ja zI rIte hoya ? 1

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gurudeva kahe che.. udbhaLATa, AvezamAM virAdhanAnuM bolI-vicArI nAkheluM ane emAM pachI sAmAM cUpa thaI cAlI gayA enA para saMtoSa vALelo, eno pastAvo thato nathI, e pApanAM zakya AtmAmAM jaDabesalAka coTI jAya che ane bhavonA bhivo sudhI AtmAne pApAsakta banAve che. Aje caudaza hatI. savAranA gurudeva, ApanI sAthe pAMceka jinamaMdiro juhArIne sahu munio makAne to AvyA paNa Apano cahero ema kaheto hato ke Aje Apa kaMIka alaga 'muMDa'mAM ja cho. ane amArA sahunuM e anumAna sAcuM paDyuM. sAmUhika vaMdana karIne jyAre sahue ApanI pAse paccakkhANa mAMgyuM tyAre Apa eTaluM ja bolyA ke jemane navakArazI ane besaNuM hoya e UbhA rahe, bAkI badhA besI jAya ! | UbhA rahelA cAre ke munivaromAM eka huM paNe hato. Ape paccakakhANa ApI to dIdhA paNa pachI darda sAthe Apa je zabdo bolyA kahatA e A hatA.. 'janamajanama ApaNe zarIranuM paDilehaNa karatA AvyA chIe mATe to A janamamAM ApaNane zarIra maLyuM che. A janamamAM paNa ApaNe e ja karatA raheze to zarIranA vaLagaNamAMthI AtmAno chuTakAro thaze jyAre ?' gurudeva ! kaI hade ApanA haiyAmAM paramapadanuM AkarSaNa UbhuM thaI gayuM haze tyAre AvA zabdo apanAM mukhamAMthI nIkaLyAM haze ! zuM kahIe ame Apane ? paramapada gamADI cUkelA Apa amane gamI jAone, to ca amAruM kAma thaI jAya tema che. A

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gurudeva kahe che... - barI rIte sAmAno svabhAva sAro, ApaNane anukULa hauvo e mukhya nathI kinu pote sAmAnA svabhAvane anukULa banI javuM e agatyanuM che. e sukhada jIvananI cAvI che. surata-aThavAgeTano e upAzraya ane Apane Avyo hato perAlisisano mAmUlI eTeka. Apa vyavasthita UbhA thaI zakatA nahotA to ApanI meLe Apa besI zakatA paNa nahotA. alabatta, samAdhi-prasannatA-svasthatA e badhuM ya ApanuM ekabaMdha hatuM. eka divasa savAranA lagabhaga ATheka vAge eka nAnakaDo bAbo pUjAnAM kapaDAMmAM Apane vaMdana karavA Avyo. vaMdana karIne e doDato doDato daravAjA tarapha gayo. ApanI najara enA para hatI ane Ape e vakhate ApanI bAjumAM UbhelA mane eTaluM ja kahyuM, | 'ratnasuMdara, jayo A bAbAne ? kevuM zaktithI haryuMbharyuM che enuM zarIra ? Aje huM bAkI gayo. hAtha-paga bekAra jevA banI gayA. eTaluM ja kahIza tane ke zarIra sazakata hoya ne, tyAM sudhI eno pUro kasa kADhI leje, AvatI kAla upara koI ja ArAdhanA rAkhIza nahIM. kAraNa ke game tyAre dago daI devAno to A zarIrano svabhAva che !' - guradeva, zArIrano kasa kADhI levAmAM Ape kyAM koI kasara choDI hatI ? ane chatAM Apa paisalisisanA eTekamAM ca ArAdhanAnoge asaMtuSTa tA ! ApanA A asaMtoSanI dAvAnaLanI cinagArI paNa amane maLI hoya to amAruM kAma thaI jAya tema che.

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gurudeva kahe che... badhuM sAruM sAruM ne anukULa anukULa maLe emAM sAva keLavavAno avasara ja kayAM che ? zI dhIraja ane sahiSNutA vadhAravAnI rahe che ? vastu pratikULa che ane ApaNe vikRta nathI thatAM, UcAnIcA nathI thatAM. zAMtithI AnaMdapUrvaka vadhAvIe chIe to ApaNuM sattva emAM khIle che. ApaNI sahiSNutI- Resisting Power keLavAya che. surata-kArasUri ArAdhanA bhavananuM e cAturmAsa. amane koIne ya kalpanA nahotI ke A cAtumAMsa pachI eka paNa cAturmAsamAM amane ApanuM pAvana sAMnidhya paNa maLavAnuM nathI ke ApanAM darzananuM sadbhAgya paNa amane maLavAnuM nathI. Ape eka divasa savAranI vAcanA ApyA bAda mane bolAvyo. 'nAdara, eka kAma kara, aMdaranI rUmamAM huM besuM chuM. tyAM cAre ya baF; te Agamo-spakaraNo vagerenI prato goThavI de. je paNa munione jeno paNa pATha zaiva hoya e badhAcane I paNa samaye pATha levA AvI javAnuM tuM jaNAvI de. hA, bahArathI koI saMgho vagere Ave ke ahIMnA zrAvako vagere Ave e tamAmane tamo badho sAcavI lejo. bAkI, mane have jJAnanA mahAsAgaramAM DUbI javA do. AkhI jiMdagI badhAyane bAkuM sAcavyA. have mArA AtmAne mAre sAcavI levo che. | gurudeva ! aMtima sivAya bIjA koIne ya sAcavavAmAM Apane kyAM kyAreya rasa rahyo hato ? Ape koInA jIvanamAM rasa lIdho paNa hato to ca enA AtmAne sAcavI levA ja lIdho hato ! ane chatAM Apa ema kahI beThA hatA ke 'havai mArA AtmAne mAre sAcavI levo che' kamAla !

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5o gurudeva kahe che... mAnA krAMsA e azubha adhyavasAya che ane namaskAranI AkAMkSA e eka zubha adhyavasAya che. tyAM pahelA mAnAkAMkSAnA e azubha adhyavasAyane toDavA namaskAranI AkAMkSAnA zubha adhyavasAyanI jarUra che gurudeva !' - AMkhomAM karUNA ane haiyAmAM komaLatA,jivA para madhuratA ane kAyAmAM jayaNA, zabdomAM vAtsalya ane hAthamAM AlekhanakaLA, pagamAM taravarATa ane mastakamAM pramuvacanonI anuprekSA, ane popaapathI vyAkha ane tenuM pramAdasevanathI trasta, doSo pratye AMkhamAM jAlima lAlAza ane sadaguNo pratye aMtaramAM khadakhya AkarSaNa. AvA saMkhyAbaMdha guNavaibhavanA svAmI Ape mane, saMyamajIvanane yogya mAnyo e ja mArA jIvananuM sarvocca ane parama sadbhAgya ! o jIvanane pAmIne huM zuM banyo ke meM zuM karyuM? e mAre mana mahattvanI vAta nathI, mAre mana mahatvanI vAta eka ja che ke saMsAranA A bajAramAM jene naMbara eka ApI zakAya e saMyamajIvana Ape mane ApyuM. gurudeva ! ApanI pAse mAMgavAnI have koI ja icchA nathI, mAre to Apane eka ja cIja ApavI che, mAruM mana ! basa, ene sAkhI levAnI Apa nA na pADazo. e je ApanI pAse ja raheze to pachI mAre maMDita na maLe tyAM sudhInA pratyeka bhavamAM ApanI sAthe ja radvAna banaze ane ApanI sAthe raho eTalai mukitamAM ya ApanI sAthe ja Avyo samaje !