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________________ tuM tAro tAraNahAra pustaka : tuM tAro tAraNahAra lekhaka : munizrI prazamarativijayajI viSaya : zrInItivAkyAmRta graMthanAM cunaMdA sUtrono AsvAda AvRtti : prathama mUlya : 20-00 6 : PRAVACHAN PRAKASHAN, 2007 (prAptisthAna pUnA : pravacana prakAzana 488, ravivAra peTha, pUnA-411002 phona : 020-3292209 mo. 9898055310 Email : Pravachan Prakashan@vsnl.net muMbaI : caMdrakAMtabhAI vI. zAha 3, puSpAMjalI, gauzALA lena malADa (isTa), muMbaI- 4097. phona : 28834917, mo. 9819810503 amadAvAda : azokabhAI ghelAbhAI zAha 201, oesIsa, aMkura skUlanI sAme, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-380007 phona : 079-26633085, mo. 9327003579 aDhArAMkana : virati grAphikasa, amadAvAda-38016 phona : 079-22684032. munizrI prazamarativijayajI
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________________ prAzakIya - zrutapremI - zrImotIcaMda vecaMda jhaverI samasta parivAra zrIpAlanagara muMbaI zAMtisaurabha mAsikamAM tuM tAro tAraNahAra-nAM nAme chapAyelI lekhamALA Aje pustakAkAre prakAzita thaI rahI che. tapAgacchAdhirAja pUjayapAda AcAryabhagavaMta zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA ziSyaratno pravacanakAra baMdhubelaDI pU. munirAjazrI vairAgyarativijayajI ma., pU. munirAja zrI prazamarativijayajI ma. dvArA likhita-saMpAdita graMthone pravacana prakAzana niyamita rIte prakaTa kare che. A graMtha navI ja bhAta pADe che, Apane gamaze tevo vizvAsa che. - pravacana prakAzana
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________________ pagathiyAM 1. nAnI bArInuM ajavALuM 2. bolavAnuM samINa 3. svabhAvanI pArAyaNa 4. karyaH zakti ane klA 5. dharmasya kyA ramyA 6. kyajorIonI kyA 7. sAcavavA jevuM ghaNuMbadhuM 8. nakra vAstaviktAo 9. tame koNa cho ? tame kvA cho ? 10. vahevAru vAto
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________________ 1. nAnI bArInuM ajavALuM ApaNe nAma ghaNAM jANIe chIe. e nAma je lokonAM che te badhAM ApaNA sArA mATe kazuMka kare che ke nahIM te ApaNe vicAratA nathI. ApaNane parivAranAM dUradUranAM sagAMonAM nAma yAda che. kAmakAjanA sAthIdAro ane bhAgIdAronAM nAmo thokabaMdha moDhe che. paraMtu ApaNAM jIvanamAM prasannatA jIvaMta rAkhanArA dharmane khoLe samarpita thaI gayelA mahApuruSonAM nAma keTalAM yAda che te savAla pUchavA jevo nathI. A mudde ApaNe devALAno hisAba rAkhyo che. nItivAkyAmRta nAmano graMtha che tevI ApaNane khabara nathI. zrI somadevasUrijI mahArAjAe tenI racanA karI che. ApaNane temanuM nAmeya khabara nathI. ApaNe to prasiddhinA mANasa. AkhuM gAma jenuM nAma le tenuM nAma AvaDe. ApaNo potAno rasa dharmamAM keLavatA hota to ghaNAM pustako vAMcatA hota ApaNe. pustakothI vizeSa graMthonuM vAMcana thatuM hota. e graMthanA sarjanahAra sAthe saMbaMdha baMdhAI jato hota. ApaNane keTalA graMthonAM nAma AvaDe ? keTalA graMthakAronAM nAma moDhe che? javAba pAMkho, DhIlo rahevAno che. khera. A AcArya bhagavaMte cANakyanA nIti-sUtrone, potAnI bhASA ane vicAraNA dvArA Takkara mArI che tema saMzodhako kahe che. cANakyane maMtrIzvara hovAno lAbha maLyo tethI te vizvaprasiddha che to nItivAkacAmRtanI noMdha amerikA, jApAnanA arthazAstrIoe lIdhI che. ~2~
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________________ kAraNa e che ke A graMthamAM mAnavIya saMbaMdhanA saMdarbhathI nItinuM mUlyAMkana thayuM che. nIti, jIvananA dareka prasaMgo mATenuM mALakhuM bAMdhI ApatI vicArazailI che. cANakyae mANasane bAhoza ane kAryadakSa banAvanArA sUtro lakhyAM. ApaNA AcArya bhagavaMte mANasane lAgaNIzIla ane vicArazIla keLavaNI ApatAM sUtro racyAM. mANasa buddhithI saphaLa banI zake che. buddhi saphaLatAno garva laI zake. saphaLatAno AnaMda ane saphaLatAno sahabhAga to lAgaNI dvArA ja zakaya bane. jiMdagI maLI che, sukhI ane prasanna thavA mATe, bIjAnA bhoge rAjI banI na zakAya. vagara kAraNe bIjA ApaNo bhoga le teya na cAle. eka sarvAgI vyavasthA manomana ghaDavI joIe. nItivAkyAmRta dvArA ApaNe e kAma karIzuM. ahIM preraNA che, Agraha nathI. ahIM upadeza che, bhAra nathI. ahIM cAvI che, hathoDo nathI. kahevata jevI haLavIphUla bhASAmAM sUrijInAM sUtro ApaNI goThaDI mAMDe che. ApaNe enI rasayAtrA karIe. A sUtro jIvanasAtuM thAya to sUrijI kahe che : tuM tAro tAraNahAra che. kAyama nAnI ja rahevAnI che tema ApaNe mAnI lIdhuM che. dareka vakhate moTI vastu ke moTI saphaLatA maLatI nathI. nAnI vastu ke nAnI saphaLatAno nazo nathI caDato. ApaNe banne bAjuthI herAna thaIe chIe. vicAronI ghareDamAMthI bahAra AvavAnI jarUra che. nAnI nAnI vAto to ghaNI kAmanI hoya che. lakhavA mATeno kAgaLa moTo hoya che, pena nAnI hoya che. lakhAyelA akSara nAnA hoya che, pena moTI hoya che. nAnA nAnA akSaromAMthI graMtha sarjAya che, pena bhulAI jAya che. graMthanI kaDIo hajArone yAda rahI jAya che, kAgaLa pILA paDI jAya. che. moTI vastu ja sArI tema na manAya. nAnI vastunI majA levAnI cUkAya nahIM. sUtra sarasa vAta kare che : nAnI bArI paNa ghaNI havA ane ghaNuM ajavALuM ApI zake che. cAra UMcI bhIMtothI ghara na bane, bhIMtomAM nAnI bArI banAvIe to ghara bane. bArImAMthI havA Ave, ujAsa Ave. bArI vATe duniyA sAtheno nAto jaLavAI rahe. jUnA jamAnAmAM bArIonA jharUkhA banatA ane jALIothI bArIone sajAvAtI. nAnI vastuno A mahimA hato. moTI guphAomAM bArIo nathI hotI, bAkorAM hoya che. emAMthI ja havA-ujAsa maLe. nAnI vAtonI upekSA karavI hoya to gharamAM bArI rAkhavAnI ja nahIM. pachI juo majA. sUtrano nAto ApaNI jiMdagI sAthe che. moTI saphaLatA Aja sudhI dUra rahI che. nAnAM kAmothI gujAro cAle alpamapi vAtAyanavivaraM bahUnupalambhayati / (1) 'nAnI bArImAMthI ghaNuM joI zakAya che." moTuM hoya te mahattvanuM. nAnuM hoya te nakAmuM. ApaNI A mAnyatA. kAma karavuM to moTuM ja karavuM. nAnAM kAmamAM koNa hAtha nAMkhe ? moTI vastu haMmezA moTI ja rahe che tema mAnIne ApaNe cAlIe chIe. nAnI vastu
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________________ che. kAma vadhe evI zakyatA paNa nathI. koI vAMdho nahIM. khAdhepIdhe sukhI to chIe ja. moTAInA ADaMbarathI aMjAIne AMkho AMdhaLI thaI jAya che. evuM nathI thavA devuM. thoDuM ajavALuM che te ghaNuM che. dharma to ghaNo karavo che, thato nathI. kahevA pUratI thoDI ArAdhanA thAya che. manamAM tApa rahe che. ATalA dharmathI zuM thavAnuM ? A baLatarA khoTI che. je dharma nathI thato teno vyApa kharekhara moTo che. ApaNe e badho ja dharma cUkI rahyA chIe. vAta sAcI paNa che. sAthosAtha bIjI vAta e paNa sAcI che ke thoDI dharmasAdhanAnuM baLa ApaNI pAse che. thoDAM ajavALAnI kamANI cAlu che. nAnI bArI kAmanI che. bahAra rahelAM ajavALAnI rAha jovAmAM, aMdara AvelAM ajavALAne Thebe na caDAvAya. moTuM tapa na thatuM hoya to nAnuM tapa karavAnuM. karavuM to moTuM tapa ja karavuM. nAnA tapamAM majA na Ave. bhAvanA sArI. samIkaraNa khoTuM. nAnI bArIne sajA na karAya. nAnI ArAdhanAne mAmUlI na gaNAya. nAnI paNa ArAdhanA che. thoDuM paNa ajavALuM che. nAnuM tapa pUrI lAgaNIthI karavAnuM. svakRta sukRtanI anumodanA dilathI thavI joIe. eka kalAka vAMcavAno samaya nathI maLato. saLaMga trIsa-cALIsa pAnAM vAMcIe to rasa paDe. betraNa pAnAMmAM zuM vAMcavAnuM ? kalAkano samaya maLe to ja vAMcIe, nahIM to javA daIe. A bhUla che. eka kalAkamAM ghaNAM pAnAM vaMcAtA haze. savAla vAMcavAnA rasano che. jo tamane vAMcavAmAM AnaMda Avato hoya to eka pAnuM vaMcAya toya rAjIpo rAkhI zakAya che. thoDuMka ja vAMcyuM. yAda rahI gayuM. divasabhara enI vicAraNA cAlI. karavA jevuM kAma che. moTI ArAdhanA karavAnA manobhAvamAM nAnI ArAdhanAne dhakko na lAgavo joIe. aSTaprakArI pUjA na thAya tyAre dhUpadIpa to avazya karI levA. moTI pUjAnA vicAromAM nAnI pUjA baMdha rahe tevuM na cAle. thALI game teTalI bharI hoya, koLiyo to eka ja levAya che. eka sAthe dasa koLiyA khavAtA nathI. eka eka ja koLiye khAvAnuM hoya che. khAvuM to badhuM eka jhATake khAvuM, TukaDe TukaDe koNa khAya ? AvI vAto koI karatuM nathI. nAnI ArAdhanA paNa kAmanI che. nAnuM tapa lAbhakArI che. thoDuM vAMcana paNa upayogI che. moTI ArAdhanA, moTuM tapa ke vadhu vAMcana na thAya. teno sAco aphasosa jarUra rAkhavo. nAnI ArAdhanAnI upekSA thAya tevI bhUla na karazo. nItivAkyAmRtano A pahelo saMdeza che : nAnI bArInuM ajavALuM vadhAvI lejo . kheraviSayaM kiM na prakAzayati dIpa: ? (2) 'sUrya na pahoce tyAM dIvo pahoce che." ravi jayAM na pahoMce tyAM kavi pahoMcatA haze. paNa aMdhAruM dUra karavAmAM kavitA kAma nathI lAgatI. sUrajanI pahoMca na hoya tyAM nAno dIvo kAma lAge che. lAkha rUpiyAnuM baMDala zAkabhAjInI kharIdI mATe kAmanuM nathI. tyAM to thoDA chUTA paisA ja kAma lAge che. paSmI pratikramaNa roja na hoya. e to paMdara divase eka ja vAra thAya. jabaradasta ArAdhanA karavI che. zakti nathI. bharapUra zAsana - para
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________________ prabhAvanA karavI che. puNya nathI. hajArone dharma samajAvavo che. vacananuM baLa nathI. ciMtA thAya tevI hAlata che. kAma moTAM che. karavA jevA che. karIe to lAbha paNa gaMjAvara maLe tema che. takalIpha e che ke kAma thaI nathI zakatAM. sUtra AzvAsana Ape che. sUraja na thaI zako to dIpaka bano. ApaNe sUraja thavAnAM sapanAM joIe chIe. dIvo banavAnuM kauvata dAkhavatA nathI. sUrajanuM rAta sAme kAMI cAlatuM nathI. rAtanuM dIvA sAme kAMI cAlatuM nathI. dIvAnuM divasa sAme cAlatuM nathI to divase dIvAnuM kAma hotuM paNa nathI. dIvo bhoMyarAne ajavALe che. baMdha bAraNe prakAza phelAvato dIvo sUrajane barobara bhAre paDe che. dharmanI bhAvanAne anurUpa sAmarthya na hoya to raDavAnI jarUra nathI. sAmarthya ochuM hoya eTale bhAvanA ochI ja hovI joIe evo koI dhAro nathI. sAmarthya na hoya to paNa bhAvanA UMcI rAkhavAnI che. ApaNI dharmabhAvanAne thoDAM sAmarthyano Teko to maLyo ja che. karoDonAM dAna ApaNA hAthe bhale nathI thatAM, so-savAso to ApI zakIe chIe. seMkaDo lokone dharma nathI samajAvI zakatA ApaNe. tadana sAcuM. be-cAra mitrone to dharma pamADI zakIe chIe. sAruM kAma karyA pachI eno AnaMda janme che. A AnaMda ja mahattvano che. sAruM kAma nAnuM hoya ke moTuM, eno AnaMda moTebhAge ekasarakho hoya che. je bodha sUrajanAM ajavALe pustaka vAMcavAthI maLe che e ja bodha dIvAnAM ajavALe pustaka vAMcavAthI maLI zake che. nAnAM kAma lakhalUTa AnaMda ApI zake che. sAruM kAma nAnuM che ke moTuM te joIne AnaMda mANavA na besAya. darekedareka sAruM kAma ekasarakho AnaMda Ape che. sAruM kAma keTaluM karyuM te jovAnuM choDI do. sAruM kAma kevA AnaMdathI karyuM te jovA mAMDo. sAruM kAma dilathI karo, basa. sUtra bIjo saMdeza paNa Ape che : nAno dIvo, sUrajanI garaja sArI zake che. yuktamuktaM vaco bAlAdapi gRhNIyAt / (3) 'sArI vAta bALamukhethI paNa svIkAravI.' nAnAM moDhe moTI vAta na karavAnI kahevata sAcI che. e kahevata nAnAM moDhe moTI vAta sAMbhaLavAnI nA nathI pADI. ApaNe jAtane nAnA mAnIe. bolIe te saMbhALIne bolIe. bIjAne nAnA mAnavAnI jarUra nathI. sArI vAta kare te moTo mANasa che. vAta karanAro moTo mANasa hoya to pachI tenI sArI vAta sAMbhaLIe e ApaNo abhigama che. nAnA pAsethI ghaNuM samajavAnuM maLe che. sUtra kahe che : vyAjabI vAta to nAnA-nI paNa mAnavI. nAnA eTale mA-nA bApA nahIM. nAnA eTale uMmaramAM nAnA hoya te. ApaNA vALa dhoLA hoya eTale kALA vALavALA ApaNI mATe nAnA thaI jAya che. ApaNe emane salAha ApIe chIe. emanI salAha mAnavAnuM ApaNe vicArI paNa zakatA nathI. jemane sAva nAnA joyA hoya te thoDA moTA thaI jAya tyAre ApaNe emanuM nAnapaNa yAda rAkhIne ja cAlIe chIe. ene lIdhe enI sArI vAta svIkAravI gamatI nathI. ApaNane enI vAta paDakArajanaka lAge che. 'to sAva abudha hato. tuM
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________________ vaLI mane zAno upadeza Ape ?" ApaNe vagara kAraNe chaMcheDAtA rahIe chIe. sArI vAta kahenAra to potAne moTo mAnIne bolato ja nathI. e vAtanI saccAIne mahattva ApavA bole che. ApaNo ahaM vagara kAraNe spardhA bAMdhI le che. jANI joIne enI vAta uvekhavAmAM Ave che. IrSA thAya che. apamAna thAya che. jhaghaDA thAya che. saMbaMdha tUTI jAya che. moTAInA mohamAM sAcI vAta samajAvanAro dosta hAthamAMthI cAlyo jAya che. sutra samajavA jevuM che. vAta sAcI hoya to mAnatA zIkho. vAta sArI hoya to kabUlatA zIkho. e vAta tamArI bhUlane lagatI hoya to bhUla sudhArI lo. huM moTo chuM, evI jaka pakaDavAnuM rahevA do. tamane nAnAM moDhe moTI vAta sAMbhaLavI nathI gamatI te tamArI laghutA che. sUrijI pharamAve che : je dizAmAM ApaNI buddhi nathI cAlatI te dizAmAM e nAnakaDA bhAInI buddhi cAlatI hoya to eno lAbha levAmAM nukazAna zuM che ? ApaNAthI sAruM ane uttama mArgadarzana bIjo koI ApI zake che te mAnavA ApaNe taiyAra ja nathI. e pAcho nAno hoya to to thaI rahyuM. mAnane korANe mUkI do. sArI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLI teo AnaMda lo. eka navI ja samaja UghaDI AvI teno AbhAra mAno. e kahenAra tamane moTA mAnIne ja kahI rahyo che. e sAMbhaLavAthI tamane phAyado to che ja. sAthosAtha e moTI vAta tame paNa bIjAne kahI zakavAnA cho. tame nAnAnuM sAMbhaLazo to moTA tamane paNa sAMbhaLaze. saMbaMdhanI A vizeSa dRSTi che. 2. bolavAnuM samIkraNa
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________________ bolyA vagara to cAlavAnuM ja nathI. bolavAnI sAthe saMkaLAyelI vyaktimattA pArakhatA AvaDavI joIe. jidagInAM moTAbhAganAM kAmomAM bolavAnI jarUra paDe che. tame zuM bolo cho te tamArI oLakha che. tame zuM nathI bolatA teya tamArI oLakha che. sArA mANasa haze te sArI vAto karaze, kharAba vAta nahIM kare. e prazaMsA karaze, niMdA nahIM kare. e sArA mANasanI ja prazaMsA karaze, hIna mANasonI prazaMsA e kadI nahIM kare. hIna mANasonI niMdA karAya paNa nahIM. e hIna mANaso ApaNane phADI khAya. bIjI vAta, hIna mANaso eTalA nirlajaja hoya che ke niMdA thAya tema hInatA vadhAre.. trIjI vAta, niMdA to koInI na thAya. sajajananI niMdA anyAyakArI che. durjananI niMdA nukasAnakArI che. sArA mANasonI oLakha e che ke te hIna mANasonI prazaMsA kadI nahIM kare. sArA mANaso kAma vagaranI vAto paNa nathI karatA. TUMkamAM arthahIna vAto ane hIna arthavALI vAto sArA mANasa na kare. vAto karatI vakhate te ATalI jAgRti rAkhe ja. kharAba mANaso vicitra vAto karaze. game tema bolaze, prazaMsA ane niMdAmAMthI te niMdAnI pasaMdagI ja karaze. te AkhA gAmanI bhUla kADhaze. te Dagale ne pagale jhaghaDaze. temane vAte vAte vAMdhA paDaze. temanA zabdo zAlIna nahIM hoya. temanI pAsethI umadA preraNA lagabhaga nahIM maLe. te bIjAne bagADaze. te bIjAnuM bagADaze. bolIne te ghora khodI nAMkhaze. prazaMsA te karaze, paNa potAnI. potAnAM DaMko vAge emAM e rasa satAmasatAM ca vacanAyattAH khalu vyavahArAH (4) mANasa kharAba hoya ke sAro, vahevAra to bolIne ja karaze." sAro mANasa bole ja nahIM, kharAba mANasa ja bole. AvA niyama to che nahIM. kAma karavA hoya ke karAvavA hoya-bolavAnuM to thAya ja. nTara
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________________ leze. potAnI vAhavAha thAya temAM ene majA Avaze. prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne e phulAze. sArA mANasa prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne saMkoca pAme. A loko to prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne ghelA kADhaze. sUtre samajAve che ke tamArI AsapAsanA lokono vahevAra juo. emanI bolacAlanuM dhyAnathI avalokana karo. emanI vAtacItane pArakhatA jAo. tamane ApoApa samajAze ke sArA koNa che ane kharAba koNa che. yogIo zabdomAM baMdhAya tevA vahevAramAM paDatA ja nathI. temanI vAtone vahevAranA trAjave tolAya nahIM. duniyAnA darabAramAM jIvatA mANasonI A vAta che. bolavAmAM zAlInatA na jALave te sArA nathI. bolavAmAM zAlInatA jALave te sArA che. zAlInatAno saMbaMdha mAtra zabdo sAthe nathI. zabdo sAthenA bhAva paNa jovAnA. A eka cAvI che. enAthI ghaNAM tALAM khUle che. sa: 7 mahAna, ya Arto'pi durvacanaM na brUyAt / (5) du:khamAM paNa DhIluM na bole te mahAnuM." takalIpha Ave tyAre ApaNe pota prakAzIe chIe. raDavAnI ane jhaghaDavAnI kaLA janmasiddha hoya te rIte raMga jamAve che. bIjAne doSa dIdhA vagara cAlatuM nathI. bIjAne takalIpha batAvyA vagara rahI zakAtuM nathI. ApaNAM du:khanI bIjAne khabara paDe tenAthI ApaNane koI ajIba AzvAsana sAMpaDe che. duHkhanAM gANAM gAvAmAM ApaNe ustAda chIe. sAcesAcuM kahIe chIe tema mAnIne ApaNe badhuM ja bolI nAMkhIe chIe. takalIphanI zarUAta kyAMthI thaI ? kevI rIte saMyogoe palaTo lIdho ? vizvAsaghAtInuM varNana to mahAkavinI jema karI laIe chIe. atyAre ApaNA mAthe keTaluM badhuM vItI rahyuM che tenuM vigatavAra bayAna ApIe chIe. sUtranA zabdo majAnA che ; takalIpha Ave tyAre kharAba zabdo na bole te mahAnuM che. matalaba zuM thayo khabara che? matalaba e thayo ke takalIpha Ave te temane mahAnuM banAvavAnI taka laIne Ave che. ApaNe takalIphane nAnapa samajIe chIe. takalIpha AvI eTale jiMdagI bagaDI gaI. muzkelI AvI eTale jIvana dhULadhANI thaI gayuM. Apatti AvI eTale ApaNe nakAmA thaI gayA. vipadAne lIdhe ApaNAM gauravanuM patana thaI gayuM evuM mAnIne ApaNe rovA besI jaIe chIe. yAda rAkhajo , vipadA eka nAnI samasyA che. vipadAne lIdhe lAgaNImAM je tophAna UThe che te moTI samasyA che. vipadA bhUMsAI jAya che. lAgaNInA jakhama nathI bhUMsAtAM. e vicArone pAMgaLA banAvI de che. nItivAkyAmRta ApaNA AtmAne DhaMDhoLe che. nAnI takalIphamAM paNa tame phariyAda karo cho to tame mahAnuM zI rIte thavAnA ? takalIpho sAthe cUpacApa laDI lo. takalIpho e tamAro aMgata mAmalo che. bahAranA mANaso AgaLa enI rajUAta karavAthI pharaka nathI paDavAno. alabatta, sathavAro levAnI nA nathI. sAcA sahAyakane badhuM jaNAvI - 13 - - 14 -
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________________ zakAya. paNa, takalIphanAM nAme bIjAnI sahAnubhUti kharIdavAnI Adata khoTI che. ApaNo mobho AmAM khatama thaI jAya che. zUnya pAlanapurIe sarasa vAta karI che. zAMta ho AkAza to UDe pataMgo besumAra zUnya' kiMtu AMdhIomAM paNa cage e jiMdagI. AkAzamAM AMdhI UThe tyAre pataMgonI Doka DhaLI jAya che. havA anukULa hoya to ja pataMga cage che. jiMdagIne pataMga jevI banAvavAnI nathI. takalIphane khamI khAvAnuM vrata lo. huM takalIphamAM chuM, enI dInatA bIjAne batAvatA nahIM. jUnA karmo herAna kare che tyAre koIno sAtha kAma nathI lAgato. bolIne takalIphane gALo daIe tenAthI jUnAM karmo vadhatAM jAya che. takalIpha sahana na thAya to sadguru pAse jaIne AzvAsana meLavI lo. svArthanA saMbaMdho para cAlatI duniyAnA koI mANasa AgaLa takalIphanI phariyAda karazo nahIM. takalIphanA kAraNarUpe koI vyaktine doSa paNa detA nahIM. e duzmanIno rasto che. e vyaktie tamane kharekhara takalIphamAM mUkyA ja hoya to zAMtithI enI sAtheno saMbaMdha samApta karI do. sUtrano saMdeza abhuta che : takalIpha vakhate je kharAba zabdo na bole te mahAna che. parApavAna urSa mate nI: (6) bIjAnI niMdA karIne potAne sArA Therave te nIca. bIjAnI bUrAI gAvAnuM zuM kAma na game ? bIjAnI kharAbI jAhera karavAmAM ApaNane saMtoSa maLe che kemake ApaNe e kharAbImAM phasAyA nathI hotA. ApaNI moTAI pUravAra thAya che. e kharAbI ApaNAM jIvanamAM hoya ja, to pachI AzvAsana maLe che. ekalo huM kharAba nathI, e paNa kharAba che. A niMdAnI zarUAta karyA pachIno tabakko che. ghaNI vAra evuM bane che ke ApaNI salAmatI mATe bIjAnI badanAmI jarUrI banI jAya che. ApaNe pragati nathI karI zakatA, vAte pragati karI rahelAne bhUMDA cItaro. ApaNe pragati karIe chIe to ApaNI jema ja pragati karI rahelAne nabaLA cItaro. ApaNAthI pragatimAM je AgaLa hoya temane badanAma karI nAMkho. ApaNA mANasomAM emanI nabaLAIonI vAto e rIte phelAvI do ke pelAnI vizeSatA, pragati, zreSThatA nakAmI dekhAya. Ama bane to ApaNI pragati soLe kaLAe dIpavA lAge. bIjAne jhAMkhA pADIne potAno camakAro batAvanArAno Aje rAphaDo phATyo che. sUtra kahe che, bIjAnI kharAbI gAIne potAnI mahattA sAbita kare te nIca che. ApaNane AvuM karavAnI Adata che. ApaNane lakhatA nathI AvaDatuM eTale je lakhI zake che enI bhUla kADhavAnI. ApaNane bolavA nathI maLatuM eTale je bole che tenI khAmI zodhavAnI. ApaNane cAlavAnuM gamatuM nathI eTale je cAle che tenI mazkarI karavAnI. ApaNane je karavA nathI maLatuM te bIjAne karavA na maLe, AvI dAnata che ApaNI. ApaNe jyAM jItI na zakayA tyAM bIjAe hAravuM ja joIe. ApaNI moTAI jIvaMta rahe te mATe A jarUrI lAgI rahyuM che. - 15 -
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________________ sabUra, parApavAda kahetAM niMdA paropajIvI jaMtuono roga che. bIjAne mUrakha kahIe to ja ApaNe DAhyA chIe te dekhAya, A. galata mAnyatA che. tame tamArI rIte prAmANika hazo to bIjAnuM bhUMDuM bolyA vinA DAhyA dekhAvAnA cho. UMcAI sara karavA mATe jAte caDavuM paDe che. bIjAne dhakko mAravAthI UMcAI sara nathI thatI. UMcAI sara karavA mATe najarane AgaLa rAkhavI paDe che. pAchaLa jotA rahIe to nIce ja paDIe. ApaNI uttamatAnI parIkSA A sUtra dvArA karavAnI che. bIjA bhUla kare che tyAre ApaNe macI paDatA hoIe enI pAchaLa, bIjA cUke to pastALa pADI detA hoIe ApaNe, to uttamatA dUra che. alabatta, sAcuM bolavuM, khoTuM na bolavuM A sanAtana sUtra sAthe bAMdhachoDa karavAnI e vAta nathI. A vyaktigata mUlyono savAla che. nijI ahaMne saMtoSavA mATe bIjAne halakA pADavAnI vRtti mAtra sAsuvahumAM ja hoya che tevuM nathI. e darekamAM hoya che. nIca mANasone bIjAnI badanAmI karavAnuM game te bhale. ApaNe to ucca chIe. ApaNe mobho cUkavo nathI. ApaNo utkarSa ApaNA paga para thavo joIe. bIjAnA paga mATInA hoya te emanI samasyA che. ApaNe ApaNA paganuM dhyAna rAkhIe to ghaNuM che. na khalu anyaparamANUnAmalpatvena merA: mahI, pa svamuLadeva 1 (7). bIjI vastuo nAnI che mATe meru mahAnuM nathI. meru potAnI moTAIthI mahAna che. meru parvata atizaya mahAna che. enI tole bIjA pahADa na AvI zake. meru parvatanI moTAI enI potAnI UMcAIthI ja jANavA maLe che. bIjA pahADo nAnA che mATe meru moTo dekhAya che tevuM nathI. sutra mAtra dAkhalo Ape che. samajavAnuM ApaNe che. AsapAsamAM sArA mANaso hoya ja nahIM eTale ApaNe sArA dekhAIe te alaga vAta che ane ghaNA sArA mANasonI vacce ApaNe sArA nIvaDIe te vaLI sAva alaga vAta che. sArA thavA mATe bIjAnuM kharAba hovuM jarUrI nathI. ApaNane A vAta nathI samajAtI. thoDAM sArAM kAma karI laIe te pachI ApaNI najara AjubAju pharavA lAge che. ApaNe karyA hoya tevAM sArAM kAma bIjA koI karatA nathI evuM dekhAya eTale ApaNane garva caDe che. moTAbhAganA dharmo sajjanono A aMgata anubhava che. bIjA pAchaLa rahI gayA te ApaNI saphaLatA nathI. ApaNe AgaLa vadhatA rahIe e ApaNI saphaLatA che. bIjA eka upavAsa nathI karatA, ApaNe traNa upavAsa karI lIdhA. sarakhAmaNI karIne harakhAyA. pariNAma e AvyuM ke cotho upavAsa karavAnuM yAda na AvyuM. moTo tapa cukAI gayo. bIjA badhA darzana karavA nathI jatA. huM roja pUjA karuM chuM. sarakhAmaNI karI. nukasAna e thayuM ke snAtrapUjA sudhI pahoMcavAnuM bhUlI gayA. bIjAnI sAthe tulanA karatA rahevAthI thoDIka pragati thatI haze. paNa e raste vadhAre pragati karI zakAtI nathI. A chetarAmaNI ramata che. tame - 18
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________________ bIjAthI AgaLa nIkaLavA mATe thoDI mahenata karIne rAjI thayA karo cho. tamArI khUba khUba AgaLa vadhavAnI mULabhUta tAkAtane sarAsara anyAya thAya che. hajAra rUpiyAnI kamANI karanAro, so rUpiyAnI kamANI karanAranI sarakhAmaNI karIne potAne zrImaMta mAne to hajAro rUpiyA raLI zakato nathI. bIjAnI nabaLAInAM jore potAnI sabaLAIne porasAve te mUrakha che. sAva sAdo dAkhalo lo. jyAM koI bhaNatuM ja na hoya tyAM jaIne bArAkhaDIno jANakAra potAne vidvAna gaNAve temAM kazI bhalIvAra nathI. tamAre tamAruM ghaDatara, tamAruM bhaNatara ekamAtra tamArI mATe vadhAravAnuM che. tamArA guNo ja tamane AgaLa lAvaze. tamArI vizeSatA ja tamane UMce laI jaze. meruparvate potAnAM gauravane jALavyuM che. tamAre tamAro prabhAva jIvaMta rAkhavAno che. bIjAnI adhogatino vicAra tamAre nathI karavAno. tamAre tamArI pragatino vicAra karavAno che. zvAsa tame lo cho, jIvana tame jIvo cho to guNo tamArA potAnA hovA joIe. bIjA naguNA hoya te joIne tame tamArI jAtane guNiyala na mAnI zako. bIjAnA thokabaMdha doSa joIne tame tamArA ekAda-be sadguNa para aTakI na zako. hajI ghaNuM badhuM pAmavAnuM bAkI che. hajI ghaNuM meLavI zakAya che. ApaNAmAM ghaNA guNo siddha karavAnI zakti che. ene kAme lagADIe. bIjAnA doSo emane ja mubAraka. 3. svabhAvanI pArAyaNa - 19 -
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________________ sAdI saraLa vAta che. badhA AvuM ja kare che ane AvuM karIne badhA vadhAre ne vadhAre herAna thayA kare che. herAna karanArane herAna karatA rahevAthI prazna ukelAvAno nathI. azAMtinuM vartuLa racAya che, basa. Amane sAmane moracAbaMdI sAthe divaso ane varaso bagaDe che. zAMti khAkha thaI jAya che. rAhata khatama thaI jAya che. saMtoSAya che mAtra mithyAbhimAna. ApaNane vahevAra na lAge tevuM sUcana sutra Ape che ; apriya kare che te mANasanuM mAraNa eka ja raste thaI zake che, tenuM priya karo. dharma ane nIti ahIM eka thaI jAya che. apriyakArIne mULasoto ukheDI nAkhavAnI cANakyanIti A nathI. A somadevanIti che. tamane jenI sAthe vAMdho che tene tame game teTalo parezAna karazo toya e macaka ApavAno nathI. enI vairagAMTha majabUta ja thavAnI che. e mANasa bIjA ghaNAne sAcave che. enI sAthe sArAsArI hoya evA mANaso mATe e ghaNuM kare che. tamArI sAthe nathI paTatuM eTale tamane naDyA kare che. eka vAta nakkI che : vairabhAva moTe bhAge sahaja nathI hoto. ene manamAM jagADavo paDe che. bIjI vAta e che ke potAnA vairabhAvane koI mANasa jAte thaIne ThArI zakato nathI. varanI bAbatamAM dareka mANasa vaLatI laData Apato rahe che. sAmA mANasane batAvI devAnI vRtti satata bhaDakyA kare che. je thaI rahyuM che temAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnuM yAda ja rahetuM nathI. pAmara jhaghaDAo mATe jiMdagI nathI. jIvavAno rasa karamAya tevA parAkramo karavAmAM kazI moTAI nathI. dareka saMgharSa ApaNI zAMtinI karuNAMtikA lAve che. saMgharSamAM jIta ane hAra eka eka pakSane maLatA haze apriyakartuH na priyakaraNAd anyad mAraNamasti / (8) herAna karanArane priyavacanathI harAvajo. tamAro koI sAthe jhaghaDo thaI jAya che. tame herAna thAo tevA kAranAmAM sAmo pakSa kare che. tamane na game tevI aDacaNo UbhI karavAmAM Ave che. tame zuM karo ? vera levAnuM nakkI karIne vaLatI laData Apo. - 21 -
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________________ paraMtu khuvArI to banne pakSane maLe che. zarUAtathI ja jAgavAnuM che. nAnA apamAnathI ghavAIe chIe tene badale hasatA zIkhIe. apamAna karanArane thoDuM vadhAre mAna ApIe. gusso karanArane Akroza karIne toDI pADIe chIe tene badale cUpa rahetA zIkhIe. evI zAMti rAkhIe ke sAmA mANasane ja potAnA gussAno pastAvo thaI Ave. niMdA karanArI vyaktine prazaMsAthI vadhAvIe. paththarano javAba phUlathI ApIe. A nIti agharI jarUra che paraMtu A nIti jiMdagIne saraLa banAvI de che. zuM nathI karavuM--teno pAkko nirNaya laI javo joIe. gusso nahIM. jhaghaDo nahIM. phariyAda ane niMdA nahIM. rAjakAraNa nahIM. ApaNe saraLa ane sArA banI rahIe. tenI sAme badhI ja takalIpho nagaNya che. sArA banavAnI kiMmata to cUkavavI ja paDaze. sAmo mANasa jaDa nathI, samajadAra che. eka divasa e jarUra thAkaze. eka samaya to evo Avaze jyAre e paththaradilane pIgaLavuM paDaze. rAha jovAnI che. vairanI paraMparA varaso sudhI cAle ja che, premanI paraMparAne lAMbI calAvIe. vairanA saMbaMdhamAM ekapakSI prema mahAn AzA Ape che. sAmA mANasanuM vaira ekapakSI thaI jAya e ja ApaNI sauthI moTI jIta che. mahApuruSo A nItithI jIvyA ane jItyA. ApaNe e raste cAlavuM ja che. kalahajananamaprItyutpAdanaM ca durjanAnAM dharmaH / (9) jhaghaDo karavo ane nArAjagI ANavI A be durjananAM kAma che. bIjAne cUpa karI devAmAM, bIjAne nArAja karavAmAM, bIjAne harAvI 23~ nAMkhavAmAM tame ustAda hazo. tamane AnuM abhimAna paNa haze. tamane koI vatAvatuM nathI. tamArA mijAjane sau saMbhALI le che. tamArI jiMdagInI A moTI saphaLatA che. haze. A saphaLatAe ja tamArI sajjanatAne khatama karI nAMkhI che. saphaLatA karatA sajjanatA vadhu kiMmatI che. tamane zuM pasaMda che ? javAba ApavA pUratI tame sajjanatA pasaMda karazo. hakIkatamAM sajjanatAnA bhogeya saphaLatA meLavI levA tame taiyAra cho. tame koI sAthe jhaghaDo cho, tame koIne parezAna karI mUko cho tyAre durjana pUravAra thAo cho te yAda rAkhajo. sajjano jhaghaDatA nathI. sajjano bIjAne apamAnita karatA nathI. sajjano kAyama jhaghaDo TALe che. sajjanone bIjAnI nArAjagI gamatI nathI. jhaghaDavuM ane bolIne bagADavuM A be mArga para durjana cAle che. sajjanano A rasto nathI. sajjananI phorama enA svabhAvamAMthI mahore che. e jyAM hoya tyAM prasannatA khIle. enI hAjarImAM tanAva ghaTe. e bole enAthI manane AnaMda sAMpaDe. ApaNI lAgaNIne sajjana toDatA nathI. sajjana ho ja pADe tevuM nathI. te nA paNa pADe. enI zAlInatA evI hoya che ke e nA vAgatI nathI. durjana hA pADe toya e phaTakAnI jema lamaNe jhIMkAya che. nAnI nAnI vAtomAMthI sajjanatA TapakatI hoya che. tame vAtacIta karo to tyAre bIjAnI vAtane uDADI do cho, bIjAne bolavAnI taka ochI Apo cho, vadhAre avAja ekamAtra tamAro ja hoya tevA prayatna karo cho. A sajjanatA nathI. durjanatA paNa AvI nAnI vAtomAMthI nItarI Ave che. -24
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________________ tamArI sAthe vAta karanArane jhATako lAge tevuM kaDavuM bolavAnI Adata durjanatAnI nIpaja che. bIjAne ThamaThorI devAthI tamArI moTAI siddha thatI nathI. bIjAne parAjIta karavAthI tamAro jayajayakAra thaI jato nathI. bIjAnI lAgaNI jItavAthI ja sajajanatAne avakAza maLe che. sUtrano saMdarbha samajavA jevo che. jhaghaDo karavo ane nArAjagI ApavI A be durjananA svabhAvamAM che. tapAsavA jevuM che. Aja sudhI lagabhaga dareka sAthe kalaha thayo che. darekane nArAjagI ApI che. saphaLatAnA nazAmAM sajajanatAno brAsa thaI gayo che. tamArI vANI parathI tamArI sAcI pahecAna maLe che. vAte vAte vAMdho paDe tevA mANasone koI pasaMda karatuM nathI. vagara levedeve manane toDe tevA AdamIne koI AvakAra nathI ApatuM. durjana sAthe vAta karanArA DaratA ja hoya che. sajajana sAthe vAta karanArA khuzamijAja hoya che. sArA mANasa banavA mATe vAtacItane sArI banAvavI joIe. alabatu, jUThuM bolIne, daMbha AcarIne, nIti sAthe bAMdhachoDa karIne mIThAM vacano bolavAnA na hoya. saccAIne Thebe caDatI joIneya tame mIThAM mIThAM gIto gAtA rahezo to kApuruSa lekhAzo. eve vakhate to vANImAM talavAranI camaka hovI joIe. bhUrA mANaso sAthe nArAjagI baMdhAI jAya tenI paravA paNa karavAnI na hoya. sarerAza jIvanayAtrAmAM kalaha ane aprItithI dura rahevAnuM che. tamAro parivAra, tamArA mitro ane tamAruM mana-kalaha ane aprItinuM vajana jhIlI zakatA nathI. emane rAhatano zvAsa maLe te mATe sajjanatAne samajavAnI che. durjanano dharma durjana pAse rahevA do. tame sajjana cho. - 25 - tamArI mATe kalaha ane aprIti kAmanAM nathI. tat saujanyaM vAgmitA ca yatra nAsti parodvegaH / (10) bIjo kaMTALe nahI te ja sajjanatA. tamArI sajjanatAnuM pramANapatra tamArA ja hAthe lakhIne tame rAjI thatA hazo. koIpaNa mANasa potAne kharAba mAne ja nahIM. darekane potAno svabhAva sAro ja lAge. potAnI vAto paNa dareka mANasa sArI ja mAnato hoya che. potAnA mAnavAthI ApaNe sArA banI javAnA nathI. tamArI sajajanatA ane vAcALatA sArI che ke nahIM te nakkI karavAnuM kAma bIjAne soMpI do, sUtra kahe che. bIjAne tamArAthI dUra bhAgavAnuM mana thAya che to tamArI sajajanatA jokhamamAM che. bIjAne tamArI vAto sAMbhaLavAmAM trAsa thAya che to tame tamArI vAtonI bAbatamAM pheravicAraNA karo. tame sAcA hazo ane tenAthI jUThA mANaso dUra bhAgatA haze to e tamArI jIte ja che. tamAro svabhAva bIjAne naDe te tamArI hAra che. tame bIjAnI vAta sAMbhaLI zako te sajajanatA. tame bIjAne hiMmata Apo te saujanya. tame bIjAne nArAja karyA vinA sAcuM samajAvI zako te svabhAvanI suMdaratA. tame potAnI ja vAta ragaDyA karo te krUratA che. tame bIjAne sAva toDI pADo te duSTatA che. tame sAcuM khoTuM samajAvyA vinA bIjAne nArAja karI mUko te durjanatA che. mANasane ema ja lAge che ke huM karuM te gamavuM joIe ane huM kahuM te mAnavuM joIe. tame karo te bIjAne na game to tame parANe gamADavA
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________________ salAha ApavI, vagara kAraNe salAho mAMgIne samIpatAne nIcovavI, potAnI maMjUrI ApatA hoIe te rIte prazaMsA karavI, upakAra karyo hoya tevA sUramAM prasaMganuM sAhacarya vAgoLavuM, bIjAnA samayane khAI javo, be jaNAnI vAtamAM vacce (ahiMsaka rIta) mAthuM mAravuM, vadhAre paDatI ramUjaA badhI paroDhegajanaka pravRtti che. tame oLakhI lo. tamArA hAthe AvA parAkramo thatA haze to tame dhIme dhIme saMbaMdhano saMgrAma hArI rahyA cho. somadevanIti saMbaMdhane sAcavIne samAdhinA sahAyakone akabaMdha rAkhavA jaNAve che. AtmaprazaMsA karo cho. eka to kAma DhIluM thayuM hoya ane upara AtmazlAghAno thara caDe eTale pachI sAmo mANasa kaMTALe ja. tamane bolatA AvaDatuM nathI, samajAvavAnI phAvaTa nathI. cUpa rahevA tame taiyAra nathI. game te goLA gabaDAvo cho. sAmo mANasa trAsIne Ubho thaI jAya che. tame pIcho pakaDIne tene pADI devA matho cho. bIcAro e mANasa hataprabha thaI jAya che. tamAruM kAma, tamAro vahevAra, tamArI vAtone sArA banAvI rAkhavA mATe jAgRta raho, kAma, vahevAra ane vAto sArA hovA chatAM AtmaprazaMsAne lIdhe paNa bIjA mANasano prema tUTI zake che. sAruM haze te jAte dekhAze. phUla potAnI suvAsanI prazaMsA karatuM hota to kadAca, badanAma hota. phUla cUpacApa sAruM pUravAra thAya che to cheka bhagavAnanA khoLe pahoMce che. sArA thavAnI Adata pADo, sArA dekhAvAnI nahIM. sArA thanArane sArA tarIke mAna ApanArA hoya ja che, sArA dekhAIne maLe che zuM ? je maLe che te sArA thavAthI maLe che. bIjA tamArI noMdha to le ja che. tame sArA hazo to tamAruM sAruM joze. tame sArA dekhAtA hazo to e dekhAvanA AdhAre tamane mUlavaze. dekhAva ane vartAva judA haze to eka divasa saccAI jAhera thaze ja. tyAre bIjAno Adara khatama thaI jaze. tame badanAma thaIne rahezo. sUtra samajavA jevuM che. bIjAne tamArAthI kaMTALo na Avavo joIe. jhaghaDo karanArAthI kaMTALo Ave tema cIbAvalA lokothI paNa kaMTALo ja Ave che. vAraMvAra dhik taM puruSaM yasya AtmazaktyA na staH kopaprasAdau / (11) potAnA krodhane potAnA vazamAM na rAkhe tevA puruSane dhikkAra hojo. potAnI marajI mujaba rahI zake tene sukhI gaNavAmAM Ave che. khAvAnuM mana thAya tyAre khAI zake. pharavAnuM mana thAya tyAre pharI zake. sUvAnuM mana thAya tyAre UMghI zake. marajInA rAjAne majA hoya che. A marajI bahAranI duniyAmAM cAle che tema aMdaranI duniyAmAM cAlatI joIe. sarerAza dareka mANasa gusso kare che. gusso aMdaranI duniyAmAMthI. Ave che. gussA upara marajI cAlavI joIe. gusso karavAvALo AdamI, pAcho khuza hoya tyAre prema paNa batAvato hoya che. A khuza hovuM ane prema batAvavo te aMdaranI duniyAnuM sarjana che. gussAnI ane premanI abhivyakti para potAnI marajI mujaba rAjaya karI zake te dhanyavAdane pAtra che. sutra kahe che : A bAbatamAM je marajI mujaba na cAlI zake te dhikkArane - 28 -
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________________ pAtra che. gusso karI lIdhA pachI ApaNo khulAso evo hoya che ke mAre gusso karavo nahoto, paNa gusso thaI gayo. gusso rasoInI jema, thaI jAya tevI cIja nathI. are, rasoI paNe karIe to ja thAya che, emane ema nahIM. gusso karIe chIe tevuM ApaNe mAnatA nathI. gusso thaI jAya che athavA gusso Ave che. bArImAMthI havA Ave e rIte gusso Ave che ? vicArajo. sUtra kahe che ke : tamArA gussA para tamAro kAbU hovo joIe. gusso karavo ke nahIM te tamArI lAgaNI nakkI karI zake tevI rIte keLavaNI Apo. nirarthaka janAro gusso bahAra ja na Ave tevo AtmasaMyama keLavI lo. gusso bahAra Ave te vakhate paNa gussA nAmanA A tophAnI ghoDAnI lagAma kasIne tamArA hAthamAM rAkho. tamArA IzArA vinA gusso AgaLa na vadhe te jarUrI ane tamArA Adeza mujaba gusso pAcho vaLe te anivArya. gusso AvI jAya che tenI khabara paDatI nathI. jhaghaDo pUro thayA pachI samajAya che ke A badhuM mArA gussAmAM banI gayuM. gussAnI savArI Ave te tamane dekhAvI joIe. tame hAtha UMco karIne tene pAcho kADhavAnI tAkAta keLavo to ja sukhI thaI zako. ApaNA gussAne taTasthabhAve jovAnuM zIkhIe. gussAnuM kAraNa game te hoya, e gussAne vyAjabI TheravatuM nathI. tame sabhAnatApUrvaka gussAne saMbhALI zako te mahattvanuM che. evuM nathI ke gusso na ja karavo. sArA kAraNa ane umadA bhAvathI gusso karIe to nukazAnI nathI. sArA banI rahevA ane saccAIne jIvaMta rAkhavA mATe gusso karI zakAya. prazasta kaSAya parihArya nathI. takalIpha e che ke ApaNe dareka vakhate gussAne prazasta kaSAyamAM khatavI daIe chIe. A daMbha che. to gussA para kAbU nathI e sarAsara lAcArI che. sUtramAM be zabda che : kopa ane prasAda, kopa eTale gussAnI zarUAta. prasAda eTale gussAnuM samApana. dareka bAjInI zarUAta ane samApti mahattvanI hoya che. baMne para kAbU rAkhe te jIte che. gussAnI bAbatamAM ApaNe hAratA rahyA chIe. kayAre gusse karavo tenI sUjha nathI. keTalo gusso karavo tenuM maryAdAbhAna nathI. gusso sameTavo zI rIte tenI kaLAthI ajANa chIe. Atmazakti jagADo. gussAnI upara tamAruM varcasva jamAvo. gussAnAM kAraNo sAme Ave tyAre vagara gusse laData ApavAnI jAgRti rAkho. gusso karIne jItavA karatAM, gusso na karIne ekAdavAra hAra khAI lo. gusso rokavA mATe thoDo bhoga ApavAnuM vacana jAtane Apo. tame sArA mANasa cho. gussAne jovA mAMDazo to sahaja rIte gussAne ThekANe pADI zakazo. bhUla thaI che te nahIM jovAnI. have dareka vakhate gussAne jovAnuM rAkho. gussAno AraMbha, madhyakALa ane chevaTanI kSaNo. tame e samayakALamAM kevA bUrA lAgo cho te ya taddana taTasthabhAve nirakho. dhIme dhIme sudhAro Avaze. sutra tamane dhanyavAda Apaze. - 3 -
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________________ 4. kArya : zakti ane klA AtmazaktimavijJAyotsAhaH zirasA parvatabhedanamiva / (12) potAnI zakti jANyA vinA kAma karavA mAMDavuM nahIM.' ApaNe sapanAM khUba joIe chIe. kAma karavAmAM jhaMpalAvI devA ApaNe taiyAra rahIe chIe. AzAvAdI dRSTi tarIke A mAnasikatA sArI che. kAma karavAnI taiyArI hoya to ja kAma thavAnA che. savAla e che ke mAtra taiyArI hovAthI kAma banatuM nathI. taiyArI hoya eTale kAma karavA mATe je kiMmata cUkavavI paDaze te cUkavI devAnI ApaNI hiMmata hoya. Ane ApaNe utsAha kahIe chIe. sahana karavAnI UMcI taiyArI. takalIpha A ja che. A utsAha hovA mAtrathI kAma banatA nathI. kAma bane che ApaNAmAM rahelI kAma karavAnI zaktithI. tame je kAma karavAnuM nakkI karo cho te kAma tamArI ruci sAthe, pratibhA sAthe, vicAraNA sAthe susaMgata hovuM joIe. tamane bolabola karavAnI ruci hoya to tame ekalA besIne karavA paDe tevA kAryo nathI karI zakavAnA. tamAruM dimAga bagaDaze ane kAma bagaDaze. tamArAmAM lakhavAnI pratibhA hoya teTalA mAtrathI tame uttama saMgItakAra nathI banI zakatA. tamane DaoNkTara banavAnA vicAra ja AvatA hoya to tame senApati banI nahIM zako. kAma karavAnI taiyArI hoya paNa kAma karavAnI tAkAta na hoya to mAmalo bagaDavAno che. paththara toDavA ~32 ~
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________________ mATe suraMga ja joIe, mAthuM aphALavAthI paththara nA tUTe. hA, khopaDInA TukaDA thaI zake. sUtra kahe che : tamArI zakti oLakhIne pachI kAme lAgo. nahIM to mAthuM aphALIne paththara phoDavA jevI vAta thaze. tamAre mAsakSamaNa ja karavuM che ane ekAsaNuM hajI thatuM nathI. zakti cakAsI lo. mAsakSamaNa karavAnI dhUnamAM rojanA besaNAM chUTI na jAya, tenI sAvacetI lo. tamAre derAsara baMdhAvavuM che ane gharakharIdInI lonanA haptA cukavavAnA bAkI che. gajuM joIne kAma lejo . derAsara baMdhAvavAnI bhAvanA sArI che. paNa gharanuM devuM cUkavyA vinA e kAma upADazo to gAmamAM hAMsI thaze ne na jANe keTalI muzkelI veThavI paDaze. tamAre saMgha kADhavo che. charIpAlaka ane damAmadAra, AjanI tArIkhe, alabatuM tame tamAruM rasoDuM paNa mAMDamAMDa calAvo cho. sAcavI lo samayane. AvatIkAlanA divasomAM saMgha jarUra kADhIzuM. Aje ghara saMbhALavuM che. saMghapUjana karI zakIe toya ghaNuM che Aje. dharmano utsAha toDavAno savAla ja nathI, AMdhaLukiyA karIne pachI paTakAI na paDIe tenI phikara che. kAma karavAno jusso hoya ne kAma karatA AvaDatuM na hoya to toDaphoDa thavAnI. rasoI banAvatA na AvaDatI hoya tene khAvAnuM banAvavAnA abharakhA jAge tyAre rasoDAnA oTale je karuNAMtikA sarjAtI hoya che te bhAre hAsyAspada bane che. sAruM kAma avazya karavAnuM che. sAruM kAma karavAnI zakti keLavavAthI prAraMbha karavo joIe. kArya vicAra karavAthI zarU thAya che ane zakti kAme lagADavAthI pUruM thAya che. saMskRta bhASAmAM eka kahevata che vinAyakaM pravano vAsa vAnara eka bhAIne gaNapatinI mUrti banAvavAnI icchA thaI. sAmagrI laIne beThA. divaso sudhI kAma cAlyuM. Akhare mUrti pUrI thaI. bhAInA mitra mUrti joIne emane pUchavA lAgyA. A zuM banAvyuM che ? savAla pUchavAnuM kAraNa e hatuM ke mUrti asala vAMdarA jevI banI hatI. potAnI zakti vinA kAma upADIe to AvuM ja thAya. sarvatra saMzayaneSu nAsti siddhiH | (23) badhe ja zaMkA karanArane saphaLatA na maLe. kAma jAte karavAnuM hoya che, bIjAno sAtha laIne paNa karavAnuM hoya che. ekale hAthe kAma karanAra potAno sAtha to le ja che. potAnAM kAmane mahattvanuM mAnIne, te kAma mATe potAne samartha samajavAthI saphaLatA maLe che. sUtro ahIM mArgadarzana Ape che : dareka vakhate saMzaya rAkhIzuM to kArya siddha thaze nahIM. saMzaya kAmanA mahattva aMge paNa hoI zake, potAnI zakti vize paNa hoI zake. avizvAsa e saMzayanuM upanAma ja che. mane maLeluM kAma agatyanuM che tema nahIM lAge to kAmamAM rasa jAgaze nahIM. mane soMpAyeluM kAma mArI tAkAta karatAM vadhAre moTuM che tema vicAravAthI AgaLa vadhI zakAtuM nathI. kAma nakkI karatI vakhate vicAravAnI chUTa che. kAma zarU thaI gayA pachI gaDamathala karavAnI sakhata manAI che. sIdhI vAta che. kAma letI - 34 -
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________________ vakhate bahu hoMza hatI ane have jarAka takalIpha AvI to mana DagI gayuM ? ghaNI vakhata to evuM banI jAya che ke A avizvAsa kAmane zarU karavA deto nathI. kAma karatA pahelA ja Dara lAge che. zuM thaze ? kevI rIte thaze ? ATaluM badhuM kAma ? mane to kaMI AvaDatuM nathI ? kAma karavuM hoya to A savAlone mArI haTAvavA joIe. kAma sAruM thavAnuM che. sArI rIte pAra paDavAnuM che. kAma khAsa moTuM paNa nathI. kAma karavAthI ja AvaData khIle. navAM navAM kAma upADatI vakhate hiMmata rAkhavI ja paDaze. dharma karavo che, tapa pahelI vAra upADavo che. Dara lAge che. Akho divasa bhUkhyA rahevAnuM ? mane to traNa TAIma khAvA joIe che, have ? ekAsaNuM karIe to na cAle ? meM to koI divasa tapa karyo nathI. saMzayanuM kAma ja A che. e tamArA utsAhane toDI nAMkhe che. jAta parano avizvAsa potAnI zaktine bahAra AvavA deto nathI. dharmanuM bhaNavAnuM hoya che to phikara thavA lAge che. mane kazuM yAda rahetuM nathI, sUtro to bhAre agharA hoya che ? A azakti nathI. A avizvAsa che. roja derAsare AvanArane pUjA karavAnuM kahIe to javAba maLe che : nathI phAvatuM. roja bajAramAM ghUmanArane derAsara AvavAnuM kahIe to javAba maLe che : meLa nathI paDato. roja traNa kalAka TIvI jonArane vyAkhyAnamAM AvavAnuM kahIe to javAba maLe che : TAIma nathI maLato. pUjA karavAno vAMdho nathI, pUjA zarU karavAno vAMdho che. prajAnA kapaDAM paheravA nathI phAvatA, vidhi AvaDatI nathI, AvA bahAnAo avizvAsamAMthI bahAra Ave che. derAsare AvavAnI taiyArI che, zarUAta karavAnI taiyArI nathI. stuti nathI AvaDatI, vidhinI gatAgama nathI, avizvAsa bhramaNA UbhI karI de che. vyAkhyAnamAM AvavAnI takalIpha e che ke gharamAM kAma ghaNAM che ane dukAna paNe kholavAnI hoya che. A azakti nathI, avizvAsa che. huM dharmane samaya ApI zakuM chuM evo AtmavizvAsa rAkhavo joIe. huM dharma zIkhI zakuM chuM ane karI zakuM chuM tevI deDha mAnasikatA banAvavI joIe. royA kare tene mUA-nA ja khabara maLe. dharma karavAnI bAbatamAM koI Dara, koI avizvAsa rAkhavAno nahIM. dharma to ApaNI zakti khIlavaze. thoDI bhUla haze te tarata sudharI jaze. dharma vinA jIvanamAM zAMti nathI AvavAnI. ApaNe dharma karavAnI vAta Ave che to azAMta banI jaIe chIe. avizvAsanA pApe A thAya che. dharma karavA mATe vidheyAtmaka banIe. gorakha Age Age jAgaze ja. sahIyAnurupa mAM samAvyavyam I (24) 'sahAya maLe te mujaba kAma karavuM.' kAma zarU karavuM che. kAma karatI vakhate vyaktio ane vastuonI sahAya levI ja paDaze. tamArI pAse kAma karavAmAM sahAyaka bane tevI vyakti ane vastu keTalI che e tapAsavAnuM pharamAna A sUtra Ape che. - 35 - - 3 -
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________________ kAma dasa mANasanuM hoya ane tame ekale hAthe macI paDo te saphaLatAnI nizAnI nathI. ekalo jAne re-A Adarza sAdhanA mATe barobara che. kAmanI saphaLatA mATe sahAyaka tattvono khyAla rAkhavo jarUrI che. derAsaramAM mahApujA karavI hoya to ekale hAthe nathI thatI. tapasvIone sAmUhika pAraNAM karAvavA hoya to ekale hAthe nathI karAvI zakAtA. moTA derAsara ane upAzraya bAMdhavA hoya to ekale hAthe nathI baMdhAvI zakAtA. paisA vAparavAthI kAma pUrA nathI thatA. mANaso paNa joIe. mANaso bhegA karavAthI kAma nathI thatA. paisA paNa joIe. sahAyano artha che paisA. sahAyano artha che mANaso. kAma karavAnuM mana thayuM, sArI vAta che. kAma karavAnA saMyogo nathI, kharAba vAta che. saMyogo nathI ane kAma karavAnI jaka choDavI nathI te taddana bUrI vAta che. ghaNI vakhata AvuM bane che. gharamAM badhA ja mAMdA che. sevA tamAre karavAnI che. tamane tapa karavAnuM mana thAya che. upavAsa to tapamAM Ave ja che. upavAsanI sAMje tame pote ja sevApAtra banI javAnA cho te nakkI che. tapa karavo ke nahIM ? bahAranA mANasone sevA karavA bolAvIe te vahevAru rasto che? tapanA thAkamAM mAMdA mANasanI sevA Thebe caDI jaze to ? tamAre tapa karavAnI evI zakti keLavavI joIe ke tapanA divase sAMje sevA karavAmAM tame thAkano anubhava ja na karo. e na bane to tamAruM kartavya sevA karavAnuM che. sevAno dharma bajAvatI vakhate tame taddana svastha rIte saune sAcavI zako cho. tapa karo to tame tamArI jAtaneya nathI sAcavI zakatA. nirNaya jAte levAno che. tapa karavAmAM tamane sahAyaka vyaktinI jarUra paDe che. te sahAyaka vyakti pote ja mAMdagImAM niHsahAya che. tame ekalA sevA karI zako tema cho, ekalA tapa karI zako tema nathI. karma karatI vakhate tamAre sahAya karanAranI bAbatamAM spaSTa thaI javAnuM che. karma karavAnA vicAro karIe ane karma thaI na zake teno doSa koIkane ApyA karIe te galata nIti che. mAMdA mANasone lIdhe mAro tapa thaI na zakyo, A bhAvanAmAM viveka nathI. viveka hoya to tame ema vicAra karatA ke "mAMdA mANasone to hamaNAM sAcavavAnA ja che. e sevA pachI nathI thaI zakatI. tapa to pachI karI zakAze.' savAla mAMdA mANasa ane tapano nathI. tame kAma karatI vakhate saMyogone pArakhI zako te mahattvanuM che. khissA khAlI hoya tyAre derAsara baMdhAvI zakAtuM nathI. khAlI khisse bhagavAnanAM darzana avazya thaI zake. tamAruM karma tamArA saMyogane anurUpa hovuM joIe. garIba mANasane bahAragAma javAnuM mana thAya to e relvenI tharDaklAsavALI TikiTa ja leze. pharsTaklAsanI TikiTa na levAthI tenuM kAma aTakI jatuM nathI. kharAba saMyogo vakhate mana sAthe samAdhAna karavAnuM hoya che. jAtane ThapakAratAM rahevAthI saMyogo badalAtA nathI. jAtane samajAvIe to saMyoganI kaThaNAI pIDA nathI ApI zakatI. kAryAya naktamahazca vibhajet / (15) kAma mATe, divasa ane rAtanA vibhAga pADo. kAma karavA mATe zakti hoya te jarUrI che tema vyavasthA hoya tema - 38 -
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________________ jarUrI che. kAma karavAnI paddhati nakkI nahIM karIe to kAma bagaDavAnI AgAhI sAcI paDatI raheze. divasabharanI tamAma pravRttino anukrama banAvavo joIe. savAre uThIne tame zuM zuM karo cho tenuM sAMkaLiyuM taiyAra jo Ie. baporanA samayamAM keTalAM kAmo karIe chIe. sAMjathI rAta sudhImAM thanArAM kAryo ane rAte sUtAM pahelAM zuM zuM pravRtti karIe chIe teno hisAba rAkhavo joIe. TAIma menejamenTa, A zabda AjakAla bahu upaDyo che. seMkaDo varaso pUrva A menejamenTa thatuM ja hatuM. samayano mobho jALavavAnI paraMparAne saphaLatA meLavanArA mANasoe ja jALavI che. ADedhaDa kalAko vItAvI denArA samaya veDaphI mAre che, jIMdagI paNa. sUtra kahe che : kAma karavA mATe divasa ane rAtanA vibhAga pADI do. divase karavAnA kAma divase thaI javA joIe. rAte thanArAM kAma ochAM hoya toya te bIjA divasane mAthe na caDavA joIe. AvuM kyAre bane ? kAmane kAmanA samaye pUruM karavAnI Adata rAkhIe to. kAma moDuM zarU karIe to moDuM pUruM thaze. AgaLanAM kAmane dhakko lAgI jaze. kAma samayasara zarU karIneya jo pUruM karavAmAM moDuM karI nAMkhIe to bIjA kAma bagaDaze. kAma potAnA samaye zarU thAya. potAnA samaye pUruM thAya. ApaNane A nathI phAvatuM. vyAkhyAnamAM moDA pahoMcIe chIe. derAsaramAM roja moDuM pahoMcAya che. tapanAM pAraNAM samayasara karIe chIe paraMtu pATalethI uThavAmAM to moDuM ja thAya che. ApaNI avyavasthA ApaNane to herAna kare ja che. bIjAne soMsAvuM paDe che. moDo paDanAra mANasa ijjata gumAve che. moDA AvanArAnI noMdha levAya che temAM tenI moTAI nathI paNa phajetI che. samayanI zista jAte ja pALavAnI che. dharmano mAragaDo Ameya durgama che. dharmane samaya pahelethI ja ocho ApIe chIe. have emAM paNa khADA ane thIMgaDAM rahetA hoya to uddhAra thavAno nathI. sauthI pahelo nirNaya e karo ke huM mArA dharmane roja keTalo samaya ApavA mAMguM chuM. ene lakSya banAvIne tamArA divasa-rAtanA kAryakramo goThavo. dharma mATe nizcita karelo samaya ghaTe nahIM tenI saMpUrNa sAvadhAnI banAvI rAkho. eka vAra vyavasthA goThavAI jAya pachI dharmano samaya vadhArI zako cho. vyavasthA svayaM eka zakti che. A zabdamAM be vibhAga che. vi ane avasthA matalaba alaga alaga saMyogo. eka divasanA dareka saMyogo alaga hoya to tene alaga rIte sAcavIne dharmanI pravRttine saMbhALavI joIe. jenI pAse samayanuM Ayojana nathI te dharmamAM cUkI jAya che. gharanAM ane duniyAnAM kAmomAM jabaradastIthI joDAvuM ja paDe che. dharma jAte karavAno che. dharmamAM jabaradastI nathI hotI. vyavasthAnA abhAve dhakko dharmane lAge te khoTuM thaze. dharma mATeno samaya mAtra dharmane ja maLavo joIe, e samaya rojeroja mATe niyata joIe. divase dharmane samaya ApavAno. rAte paNa dharmane samaya ApavAno. roja dharmane maLelA samayanI gaNatarI karI levAnI. samaya thoDo paNa ocho thayo hoya to raMja. samaya vadhAre hoya to rAjIpo. - 39 - -- 4 -
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________________ dharmaphalamanubhavato'pi adharmAnuSThAnamanAtmajJasya / (16) dharmanuM phaLa anubhave paNa adharma choDe nahIM te nAstika.' 5. dharmasya kyA ramyA jIvana para paDachAyo banI bhUtakALa laMbAya che. Aje takalIpho che te bhUtakALano paDachAyo che. Aje majA che te bhUtakALanI kRpA, AjanuM sukha bhUtakALathI ghaDAyuM che to AjanuM duHkha bhUtakALe mokalyuM che. bhUtakALa sAthe adharma joDAyo hato, tethI muzkelI Ave che. bhUtakALa sAthe dharma joDAyo hato mATe anukULatA maLe che. bhUtakALamAM tame AjanI jema zeTha ke zeThANI nahotA. sAthe eya nakkI ke bhUtakALamAM tame hatA to kharA ja. bhUtakALamAM tame bIjA rUpamAM hatA. AjanuM rUpa alaga che. bhUtakALa, gayA janamano bhUtakALa e rUpa sAthe pUro thayo. rUpa pUruM thayA pachI bhUtakALe pIcho pakaDyo che. Aje tame UbhA cho paraMtu tamArI pAchaLa bhUtakALa tainAta che. janama pUro thAya eTale navo janama maLe. janama navo eTale rUpa navuM. navAM rUpane jUno bhUtakALa choDato nathI. bhUtakALa kharAba hoya to navA janamanuM navuM rUpa herAna thAya. bhUtakALa sAro hoya to navA janamanuM navuM rUpa rAhatathI jIve.
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________________ Aje tame sArAM gharamAM raho cho. rAte bhUkhyA peTe sUvuM nathI paDatuM. tarasa lAge to pANI ane sarabata baMne maLe che. dUdha, sArA glAsamAM ane cA, suMdara kapamAM garamagarama maLe che. gharamAM mArAmArI jevA jhaghaDA to nathI ja. nAnuM paNa sarasa che, ghara, cAra lokomAM pUchAya tevuM nAma kamAyA cho. tijorI taLiyAjhATaka nathI. saMgAthIo sAcave tevA che. - sArA bhUtakALano paDachAyo tamArI para, vaTavRkSanI gheghUra chAyAnI jema patharAyo che. ghaNI badhI muzkelI ane takalIpho nathI. thoDI ghaNI che teno sAmano karI zakAya che. sUtre kahe che ke tamAro bhUtakALa tamane sAcavI rahyo che. e sArA bhUtakALe Aje sArA divaso ApyA che. tame A sArA divasone sAcavI lo. kAraNa e che ke AjanA divaso AvatIkAle bhUtakALa banI javAnA che. ravivAra mATe zanivAra bhUtakALa che. vAta sAcI. AvatIkAle somavAra thaze eTale ravivAra paNa bhUtakALa banI javAno che. gaIkAlano bhUtakALa Aje tamane vAgato nathI. Ajano bhUtakALa AvatIkAle tamane na vAge e jovAnI javAbadArI ekamAtra tamArI ja che. tame Aje dharma karavAnuM cUko cho tene kAraNe tame gaIkAlanA bhUtakALane dago do cho. sAthe sAthe AjanA bhUtakALane Aga paNa lagADo cho. AvatIkAle Ajano bhUtakALa tamane dajhADaze ja. lakhI rAkhajo. dharma tamane Ape che tema tamAre dharmane ApavAnuM che. dharma Ape te levA taiyAra rahIe ane dharmane kazuM ApavAnI taiyArI na hoya te chalanA che. dharma karavAnuM cUkatA ja rahIe tenAthI nukazAnI e thAya che ke tamAruM bhaviSya aMdhakAramaya banI jAya che. dharma sivAya bIjI koI tAkAta tamane ajavALAM ApI zakavAnI nathI. tame dharmanAM ajavALAmAM besIne aMdhArAnI cAvI kharIdo cho. dharma tamane choDI deze. dharmane aMdhArAnA mANaso nathI gamatAM. dharma mAtra ajavALAnA mANasone ja bhAva Ape che. dharma joI le che, tame zuM karo cho te. dharmano vizvAsa jaLavAI rahe tevo tamAro vahevAra hoya to dharma sAtha nibhAvaze. anyathA dharma cupacApa khasI jaze. pachI ? pachInI kalpanA asahya che. dharma gayo eTale jIvananuM sattva gayuM. sattva vinAnA janamo mAthe jhIMkAyA karaze. majUranI jema mAla veDhArIne cakkara kATavA paDaze. nA. sUtrane A maMjUra nathI. sUtra kahe che : dharma tamane sukha ApyuM. sukhane tame dharmanI dizA Apo. dharme tamane saphaLatA ApI. saphaLatAne tame dharmanA nAme ujavo. dharme tamane sArA banAvyA. dharmane tame sArAmAM sAro banAvo. tamArA dharmane tame sAcavo. tamAro dharma tamane sAcavaze. dharma sAtheno RNAnubaMdha janamojanama cAlavo joIe. dharmAya nityamajAgratAm AtmavaJcanaM bhavati / (17) dharma mATe sajAga na rahe te kamanasIba che." jAgatA rahejo , A sUtra kahe che. je jAge che te jIte che. je nathI jAgato te hAre che. jAgavAnuM che. UMgha na Ave tenI sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI che ane UMgha AvatI hoya to ene uDADI mUkavAnI che. jAgavAnuM che jAta mATe. dharma jAta mATe che, AtmA mATe, dharma na kare te bhUkhyo rahe che tevuM -44 -
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________________ jovA maLatuM nathI. dharma na kare teno AtmA bhUkhyo rahI jAya che. AtmAne sArA thavAnI bhUkha rahe che. jUnA kharAba saMskAro dhovAnI bhUkha, navA saMskAro sArA maLe tenI bhUkha, AtmAnI bhUkha sArA vicAro mAMge che. AtmAnI bhUkha sArI bhAvanAnI pratIkSA kare che. ApaNA halanacalana upara AtmAno kAbU che. AtmA nathI raheto to zarIra jaDa thaI jAya che. zarIra mATe AtmA kAmano che. AtmA mATe zarIra kAmanuM che ? AjanI tArIkhe tame tamArI jAtane pUcho. tamAro AtmA tamArA zarIrane pUrepUro kAma lAge che. zvAsa levA maLe che, hRdaya dhabake che, raktasaMcAra barobara thAya che, roga thatA nathI, thayA te maTI gayA che, dhAryA kAma pAra paDe che. tamAro AtmA zarIramAM che to A badhuM thAya che. A parama upakArI AtmA mATe tamAruM zarIra zuM kare che ? tamAruM dimAga A AtmA mATe keTaluM soce che ? bhAgIdArane ThagavAthI vizvAsaghAta thAya che te khabara che. AtmA to bhAgIdAra paNa che ane mAlika paNa che. ene kAma lAge tevuM zuM ApyuM che ene ? AtmAnI apekSA thoDI che. ene dharma joIe che. tame sAdhanA karo temAM AtmAne rasa che. tame sArAM kAmamAM gUMthAyelA raho to AtmA rAjI. tame kharAbImAM DUbo to AtmA jhaMkhavAya. tame umadA AzayathI AgaLa vadho to AtmA tRpta. tame avaLA pATe gADI caDAvIne bhAna bhUlo to AtmA hatAza. dharmane sAcavavAthI AtmA sacavAya che. AtmA janamojanamano sAthI che. ene eka janamamAM sAcavI laIe to hajAra janama sudhI e ApaNI kadara karato raheze. mAnavagati AtmAnI bhUkhane bhAMgavA mATe -84 che. bIjI gatiomAM AtmAne joIe te pUrepUruM nathI maLI zakatuM. A avatAra AtmAnAM kAmano che. janama thayo te ja ghaDIthI AtmA tarasyo che : kyAre ArAdhanA thAya ane huM saMtoSa anubhavuM. ApaNe AtmAne saMtoSa ja nathI ApatA. AtmA Thebe caDyo che. paisAnI pAchaLa bhAgavAmAM AtmAne lAta vAgI che. parivArane rAjI karavAmAM AtmAnuM apamAna thaI beThuM che. prasiddhi kamAvavAmAM AtmAne mAthe devuM caDI gayuM che. rojaroja AtmA TIpAya che. chatAM vagara phariyAde AtmA sAtha Ape che. ene AzA che, Aje nahIM to kAle, ApaNe dharma karIzuM enI. AtmAnI AzAne sAkAra karavI joIe. dharma karavA mATe aMgata icchA sAthe bAMdhachoDa karavAnI che. paisA choDavAnA che. nakharA ochA karavAnA che. khAvApIvAnI lAlasAne vazamAM levAnI che. lAgaNIne pavitratAno sparza ApavAno che. dharma mATe jAta sAthe bAMdhachoDa kare te AtmAne sAcavI zake. AtmAne sAcave te bhavobhavanI salAmatI meLavI zake. AtmAne na sAcave te eka bhava sAcavI zakaze, kadAca. pachInA bhavomAM to e barabAda ja thaze. AtmA sAthe banAvaTa nahIM joIe. AtmA sAthe saccAIthI raho. AtmAne sAro hisAba ApavAnuM rAkho. bIjAnI phikara karIne divaso bagADo cho te choDI AtmAnI phikara karIno divasano ekAda kalAka to sudhAro. bIjA koIno bharoso nathI duniyAmAM. saMbaMdha mAtra mATIpagA che. saMyogonI sAcavaNI dariyAmAM garaka thaI javAnI che. taravAnuM AtmAnA sahAre che. AtmAne baLa maLe tevo parizrama karo. AtmAne rAjIpo sAMpaDe -46
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________________ tevI kAryavAhI thavI joIe. jIvana che tyAra sudhI A niyama pALavAno rahe che. sUtra saMdeza Ape che. je dharma mATe jAgRta nathI teno AtmA ThagAIno bhoga bane che, sadA mATe, dharmAnuSThAne bhavatyaprArthitamapi prAtilomyaM lokasya / (18) 'tame dharma karazo eTale virodha thaze ja.' dharma ApaNane sAro lAge. ApaNe dharma karavA lAgIe. manamAM vicAra Ave, sAruM kAma navuM che. mArA mATe koInA be sArA zabda sAMbhaLavA maLe to ullAsa vadhe. dharma karavAno umaMga vadhAre tevo preraka e prazaMsaka maLe to dharma karavAnuM AsAna bane che. prazaMsAno saMdarbha ahIM anumodanAnAM rUpamAM che. anumodanA kare che te dilathI Teko Ape che. ApaNA dharmane bIjI dilathI Teko Ape tevI icchA rahe che. bane che UMdhuM. ApaNA dharmanI noMdha lIdhA vagara ja vAta AgaLa calAve che, bIjA loko. dharma karyo te mahattvanI bAbata che tevI koI ja vAtacIta e loko sAthe thatI nathI. uparathI bhUla kADhavAmAM Ave che. Ama na thAya, AvuM kema karyuM, AnA karatAM to e karyuM hota sAruM hatuM, A zuM lagADyuM che ? ApaNA dharmanI svIkRti thAya tevuM vAtAvaraNa rahetuM nathI. ema lAge che ApaNane ke dharma karyo e bhUla to nathI karI ? acAnaka moDhAM bagADanArA ane salAha ApanArA ATalA badhA vadhI gayA che to gaDabaDa ghaNI lAge che. sUtra samajAve che : A thavAnuM ja che. tame dharma karo eTale amuka loko nArAja thavAnA ja che. bIjAnI nArAjagI sAthe ApaNA dharmane koI levAdevA nathI. ApaNe dharma karyo te ApaNA nijAnaMda mATe. bIjAne rAjI na thavuM hoya to e emanAM ghare. bIjAnI hUMpha ApaNane maLe te mATe dharma nathI. ApaNA dharmanI hUMpha bIjAne maLe te mATe dharma che. dharma karanArane joIne, kacakaca karanArAne mudA maLI jAya che. emane kAmadhaMdhA nathI. are, vAta karavAno viSaya paNa bacyo nahoto emanI pAse, sAva korAdhAkora e badhA, emane ApaNo dharma joIne peTamAM duHkhe che. ApaNA dharma karavAthI emano ahaM ghavAya. ApaNe dharmI thaIe to e vicitra manodazAno bhoga bane. Ano IlAja nathI. dharma karo eTale bolanArA to game te bole. kyAreka to badhA ja virodhamAM AvI jAya. ApaNe je dharma karavo che tene choDAvavA ke baMdha karAvavA dhamAla zarU thAya. ApaNuM dhArmika sattva pAMgaLuM banAvavAnA udhAmA cAle. AvA samaye dharma taraphathI moraco saMbhALanAra ApaNe e kalA ja rahIe, ApaNe dharmane sAcavavAno ane AtmAne samajAvavAno. dharma na karIe to vakhANa karanArA maLI jaze, dharma choDIe to zAbAzI denArA maLI jaze. ThIka che. e rasto levAthI e loko khuza thaze. paNa khuza thavAthI vizeSa kAMI siddha thatuM nathI. dharmamAM TakI rahevAthI e nArAja thaze paNa e nArAjagIthI koI moTI AsamAnI sulatAnI satI 248
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________________ nathI. dharmanAM baLane TakAvI rAkhavA bIjAne nArAja thavA do e cAle. bIjAne nArAja na thavuM paDe te mATe dharmanAM baLane toDI do e na cAle. e bIjA lokono dhaMdho ja A che. sArA mANasone bagADI mUkavAnA. sArA mANasone herAna karavAnA. moTo varga dharmane pasaMda karato nathI. dharmanuM ajJAna ane dharmanI ALasa emane bhAre parezAna kare che. ApaNe emanI jamAtamAM jamA thavuM nathI. ApaNe ajJAna ane ALasa sAme laDavuM che. emanA bola sAMbhaLIne dharmathI DagyA to ajJAna mAthuM UMcakaze ane ALasa bharaDo leze. dharma kare tene vAhavAha karavA maLe te khoTuM samIkaraNa che. dharma karanArane potAnI kadara thAya tevI apekSA ja na hovI joIe. ApaNe dharma karyo eTale dharma ApaNI kadara karaze ja. bIjA kadara kare te mATe cAre bAju phAMphA mArIzuM to dharma nahIM thAya. ApaNA dharmane ApaNI dharmabhAvanAno Teko ApaNe ApavAno che. bIjA loko to dUra che. sauthI najIka dharma che. dharmane sAcavo, pelA pharatA lokone nahIM. tarasa jAte lAge che. sUtra kahe che : dharma karavAnuM mana jAte thavuM joIe. bIjA kahe, samajAve, Agraha kare pachI vicArIe ane pachI keTalAya 'pachI' pasAra thAya tyAre cheka dharma cAlu thAya te DhIlI nIti che. dharmano avAja aMdarathI uThavo joIe. dharma karavAnI lAgaNI svayaMbhU hovI joIe. - bIjAnA kahevAthI dharma karavAmAM khoTuM kazuM nathI. dharma karavAnuM to cAlu thAya ja che. chatAM bIjAnA kahevAthI dharma karanAro bIjA kahevAnuM baMdha kare to dharma karavAnuM baMdha karI de che. bIjA dharmane yAda karAve to bhAIsAheba dharmane sAcave. bIjA yAda karAve nahIM to bApu dharmane bhUlI jAya, bIjAnI gADImAM peTrola hoya tenAthI ApaNI gADI calAvAya nahIM. musIbatamAM ThIka che, ekAdavAra AvuM thAya. dara vakhate pArakA peTrola vApare che gADImAlika paMgu pUravAra thAya che. ApaNe dharmamAM paMgu nathI banavuM. ApaNA paga dharmanA dharAtala para majabUta rIte sthira joIe. pArake paise devALuM na thAya to pArakA bole dharma TakAu na bane. dharma karavAnI zista jAte ghaDavI paDe che. dharmanI preraNA meLavIe, sAMbhaLIe te sAruM ja che. dharma jAte karatA hoIe ane preraNA dvArA e dharmamAM umero thAya te zreSTha bInA che. dAna ApavAno prasaMga hoya. bIjAo lAbha levA lAkhanAra samajAve pachI hA-nA cAle ane Akhare hA bhaNIe to lAbha avazya maLe che paNa lAbha levAnI zAna jaLavAtI nathI. lAbha zuM levAno che te va: suthI: pAmavAtmahita thaI paropAnutikRti ! (21) dharma svayaMbhU preraNAthI karavo joIe. bhUkha lAge che to khAvAnuM mAMgI laIe chIe. tarasa lAge to pANI pI laIe chIe. khAvA mATe ane pIvA mATe bIjA taraphathI preraNA thAya tenI rAha jovAmAM AvatI nathI. khAvuM joIe, pANI pIvuM joIe evA upadeza sAMbhaLyA pachI ja bhUkha ane tarasa ughaDatA nathI. bhUkha ane - 50 -
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________________ samajI lIdhuM, ApaNI tAkAta oLakhI lIdhI ane tarata lAbha laI lIdho. vAta khatama. tapa karavAno che. mahArAja sAheba vyAkhyAnamAM vAraMvAra samajAve. mana lAge nahIM. vyaktigata rIte preraNA kare. thoDuM mana thAya. traNa cAra divasa manAmaNAM cAle. ATalI vidhi pasAra karyA bAda ApaNe nakkI karIe, tapa karavAnuM. AmAM ApaNe nakkI karyuM, te pAchaLa bIjAno keTalo badho samaya paDAvyo te joI levuM joIe. dharma ApaNA ja lAbha mATe che. dharmathI nukazAnI nathI te nakkI vAta che. dharma karavAmAM ApaNuM mana DhIluM che te sApha hakIkata che. dharma karavAmAM gaDamathala na rahevI joIe. dharmanI taka dekhAya to ene jhaDapI levI joIe. dhIme dhIme ughaDe te phUla hoya che, ekendriya. ApaNe paMcendriya chIe. eka jhATake nirNaya thavA joIe. dharma karatA pahelA rovAnuM nahIM. dharma karavAno che tenuM Tenzana nahIM rAkhavAnuM. dharmanAM nAme Dara na hoya. dharmanA mudde kaMTALo na karAya. dharmanAM nAme hoMza hoya. dharma mATe taravarATa hoya. dharmanI taiyArImAM thanaganato utsAha hoya. dharmanI kalpanAthI ja romAMca anubhavAto hoya. bIjAnAM moDhethI nAnI amathI preraNA nIkaLe te sAthe dharma mATe macI paDIe. dharmanI majA laIe. dharmano AnaMda mANIe. dhakko lAge te pachI dharmamAM joDAIzuM to game tyAre gabaDI paDIzuM. bIjAnI sAthe nahIM cAlavAnuM. bIjAne ApaNI sAthe calAvavAnA. - 51 - 6. kmajorIonI kyA
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________________ alaM tenAmRtena yatrAsti viSasaMsargaH / ( 20 ) jhera sAthe bhaLeluM amRta zuM kAma lAge ?' jhera ane amRta sAmasAme cheDe rahelI zaktio che. jhera baLavAna che ke amRta A praznano javAba sarakhAmaNInI dRSTie ApI zakAya tema nathI. jheranI rIte jhera baLavAna che. amRtanI rIte amRta baLavAna che. jheranuM TIpuM amRtamAM paDe to amRta bagaDI jAya ? A savAlanI sAme bIjo savAla. amRtanuM TIpuM jheramAM paDe to jheranI mArakatA maTI jAya ? sUtra A bAbate spaSTa abhiprAya Ape che ke--jemAM jhera paDyuM hoya tevuM amRta nakAmuM banI jAya che. jheranuM eka TIpuM--amRta bharelAM pAtrane viSapAtra banAvI de che. jhera paththara jevuM che. AgamAM pIgaLe nahIM. amRta ghI jevuM che. AgamAM pIgaLI jAya. sArAM lakSaNo ane kharAba lakSaNonI sarakhAmaNI karavAnI nA hoya. sArAM lakSaNo dareka jagyAe sArA ja pUravAra thavAnA che. kharAba lakSaNo dareka jagyAe kharAba ja sAbita ~ 53 ~ thavAnA che. eka mANasamAM sArAM lakSaNa paNa hoya ane kharAba lakSaNa paNa hoya to tamAre sArAM lakSaNathI prabhAvita thavA mATe e mANasanI najIka javuM na joIe kema ke najIka javAthI tenAM kharAba lakSaNo tamane prabhAvita karI zake che. dUdhamAM lIMbunuM TIpuM paDe to dUdha phATI jAya che. lIMbunA rasamAM dUdhanuM TIpuM paDe to lIMbuno rasa jarApaNa bagaDato nathI. sArA lakSaNanI sAthe kharAba lakSaNa joDAya che tyAre sArAM lakSaNane ja lUNo lAge che. kharAba lakSaNa to kacaro che. jyAM paDe tyAM gaMdakI kare. dUdhamAM kesa2 nAMkho to dUdhano raMga kesariyo thAya che paraMtu kesarane kAdava para chAMTo to kAdava kesariyo banato nathI. kesara kAviyuM banI jAya che. sArAM lakSaNa ane kharAba lakSaNa samAMtara rIte jovA maLe to sArAM lakSaNa joIne rAjI thavAnuM nahIM balke kharAba lakSaNa joIne sAvaceta thavAnuM. kharAba lakSaNanI hAjarI, sArAM lakSaNanI tAkAtane toDI zake che. sArAM lakSaNa to nAjuka phUla jevAM che. temanI mAvajata levI paDe. to suvAsa relAve. phUlane ukaraDAmAM mUko to phUla jhaMkhavAya. sArAM lakSaNanI AsapAsa kharAba lakSaNa hoya to sArAM lakSaNane ja anyAya thAya che. tamane sAcI vyaktimAM sArAM lakSaNonI sAthosAtha kharAba lakSaNo jovA maLe to pahelI vAta e nakkI karI lejo ke tamArAmAM doSadiSTa ane pUrvagraha che ke nahIM ? tamArAmAM doSadiSTa ane pUrvagraha nathI tevuM spaSTa thaI jAya to ja kharAba lakSaNa joyAM te vastusthiti rUpe joyA gaNAya. A rIte kharAba lakSaNo jovA maLe to tame e vyaktithI dUra rahejo. mananI Adata che. kharAba vastu tarata pakaDe che, sArI vastu pakaDatA vAra lAge che. mana kharAba lakSaNa pakaDaze to te jIvanamAM utarI Avaze. kharAba lakSaNathI bacavAnuM lakSya paheluM rAkhajo. sArAM lakSaNa -54
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________________ to samaya Avaze tyAre maLI jaze. kharAba lakSaNano cepa lAgyo to tene bhUMsatA dama nIkaLI jaze. jheranuM TIpuM amRtane bagADI zake che. amRtanuM TIpuM jherane sudhArI zakatuM nathI. kharAba lakSaNanI hAjarI sArAM lakSaNane bagADI zake che. sArAM lakSaNanI hAjarI kharAba lakSaNane sudhArI zakatI nathI. mAnI na zakAya tevI A vAtane gaMbhIra anubhavavANI tarIke yAda rAkhavI joIe. ahidaSTA svAMgulirapi chidyate / (21) 'sApanA DaMkhavALI AMgaLI kApavI ja paDe." sApa je AMgaLIne karaDe te tarata kApI nAMkhIe to sApanuM jhera AkhA zarIramAM phelAI zakatuM nathI. pakSapAta bUrI vastu che. zarIranI AMgaLI potAnI che. tenA vinA hAtha apaMga jevo dekhAya che. have A AMgaLIne jherIlo DaMkha sApe mAryo che. jhera jhaDapathI AkhA zarIramAM phelAI javAnuM che. AMgaLI kApIe to jIvatAM rahI zakAya che. AMgaLI bacAvo to jIMdagI gumAvavI paDe che. tamAro hAtha AMgaLI vinA jIvI zake che paraMtu tamAruM zarIra AMgaLInAM jherane lIdhe khatama thaI jAya tema che. tame bedhaDaka AMgaLI kAMpI nAMkho cho. kensaranI gAMTha jyAM thAya te jagyA kApI nAMkho to ja kaeNnsarano phelAvo aTake. vahevAru vAta che. tamArI jIMdagI tamArI amAnata che. tamAro svabhAva tamArI svataMtratA che. tame tamArI rIte jIMdagI jIvo temAM kAMI ja khoTuM nathI. tamAro ahaM tamAre paMpALavo hoya to tamane koI ja rokavAnuM nathI. eka vAta nakkI che. jIMdagInA koI paNa tabakke tamAre tamArA svabhAvamAM dharakhama sudhArA karavAnA che. tamAro svabhAva e tamArI svataMtratA che to tamAro svabhAva ja tamAruM bhaviSya che. tamArI svataMtratAnI dhUnamAM tame tamArA svabhAvane vaLagI raho ane tame ja tamArAM bhaviSyane bagADI mUko te keTale aMze vAjabI che te jAte vicArajo . tamArA pUrvagraho ane tamArI dhAraNAo ane tamArI mAnyatAone sAcavI rAkhavA mATe tame svataMtra cho. Aja sudhI tame tamArA pUrvagrahone, tamArI mAnyatAo ane dhAraNAone vAjabI mAnatA AvyA cho. tamane AvI rahelAM bhaviSyanI paravA nathI kema ke tamArA para pUrvagraho, mAnyatAo ane dhAraNAonI dhUna savAra thaI gaI che. bIjA koI tamane kazuM ja kahI zakavAnA nathI. tamAro svabhAva Avo ja raheze to AgaLa jatAM moTo akasmAta thavAno che. tamArAmAM pracaMDa AtmavizvAsa bhale bharyo hoya. eno phuggo phUTavAno che kema ke tame AtmavizvAsanAM jore tamArI bhUlone, tamArA galata pratibhAvone ane tamArI cAlAkIne chupADI rahyA cho. tamAruM pApa ane tamArI kamajorI e tamArA svabhAvane caDeluM jhera che. svabhAva ja jIvanamAM bhaviSyanuM dareka varasa ghaDe che. svabhAvane badalI nAMkho. AMgaLIne vahAlI mAnIne paMpALazo to AMgaLInuM jhera AkhA zarIrane khAI jaze. svabhAva samajIne potAno bacAva karatA rahezo to tamArI jIMdagIne moTI nukazAnI karI besazo tame. svabhAva mAnyatAthI ghaDAya che. mAnyatA saMskArathI ghaDAya. saMskAra ekadhArA vicArothI ghaDAya che. tame vicAranI dhArA badalI nAMkho. anekadhArA vicAro e ja anekAMta che. vicAro navI dhArAmAM vaheze to navA saMskAra ghaDAze. navA saMskAro ghaDaze navI mAnyatA. ane - 55 - - 56 -
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________________ A navI mAnyatA svabhAvane badale. AMgaLI kApIne jherathI bacI zakAya. svabhAva sAthe bAMdhachoDa karIne bhaviSyanA jokhamathI bacI zakAya. azubhanuM naDatara vicArone paNa pIDe che. vicAravAnuM baLa tUTI jAya che azubhanI upasthitimAM. azubha saMyogo vicArone kamajora banAvI de che. je karIzuM te bagaDaze. je vicArIzuM temAM bhUla thaze. thobho ane rAha juo. azubhasya kAlaharaNameva pratikAraH / (22) 'azubhanA udayamAM dhIrajathI samaya pasAra karavo.' niSphaLatA sAme laDavuM, macaka na ApavI. jItavA mATeno A sIdho rasto che. dareka vakhate A rasto apanAvI zakAto nathI. kayAreka cUpacApa beThA rahevAnuM hoya che. dhodhamAra varasAda che. nadInA kAMThA tUTI gayA che. gAma pANImAM DUbI gayuM che. kyAM laDIzuM ? eka sAmaTA cArapAMca phaTakA vAgI jAya che, saMbaMdhomAM visphoTa ane dhaMdhAmAM tabAhI ane zarIramAM mAMdagI ane najIkanA svajananuM akALamRtyu. paDe che tyAre saghaLuM paDe che. kazo meLa ja besato nathI. cArekorathI patharA vAgavA lAge che. tame lAcAra banI raho cho. prayatnone avakAza ja nathI raheto. tame mahenata karo ane zaktine kAme lagADo tenI koI ja asara jovA maLavAnI nathI. AvA divaso ekavAra to Ave ja che. jIvanamAM azubhano udaya acAnaka thAya che. enI sAme laDavAnuM zakya hotuM nathI. hathiyAra heThA mUkIne zaraNAgata banavAnuM gamatuM nathI. karavuM zuM ? samaya pasAra thaI javA do. azubhanI akALaRtu pasAra thaI jaze pachI prayatna karIzuM. azubhanI hAjarImAM niSphaLatA nizcita che. dhIraja rAkho. rAha jovAnI che. azubhanuM baLa kamajora thaze. pachI bevaDA jorathI mahenata karavAnI. atyAre kevaLa pratIkSA. azubhano udaya saMyogone bagADI mUke che. veravikhera paristhiti manane DhIluM pADI de che. taMdurasta vicAro mATe tAjagI hovI joIe. svayamaguNaM vastu na khalu pakSapAtAd guNavad bhavati / (23) pakSapAta, nakAmI vastune kAmanI batAve che. A khoTuM che." AkarSaNane lIdhe vastumAM suMdaratA dekhAya athavA suMdaratAne lIdhe vastunuM AkarSaNa thAya. vastunI jevuM ja vyaktinuM. vastu ke vyaktimAM rasa paDe che tyAre vastu ke vyakti suMdara che te mahattvano muddo banI jAya che. gamavAnI pAchaLa rasa hoya, svArtha hoya. dareka gamatI bAbatamAM AvuM hoya ? vicAravA jevuM che. pakSapAtane lIdhe nakAmI vastu sArI lAge tevuM banI zake che. manamAM svIkArya banI gayelI vyakti mATe kUNI lAgaNI to rahevAnI ja che. tamArI pAse bhegI thayelI nAnInAnI vastuomAM tamane kAma lAge evuM zuM che te jojo. eka mamatA bAda karI do to ghaNI vastuo kAma vagaranI che te samajAze. tamArA vicAro tamane sArA lAge che kema ke tamane tamArA vicAro mATe mamatA che. tamAro vicitra svabhAva tamane sAro lAge che kema ke tamane tamArA svabhAva mATe mamatA che. tamArA para thanArA AkSepone tame svIkAratA nathI kema ke tame tamArI bhUlone prema karo cho. tamane khabara che ke tamAro bacAva sAva khoTo che paNa tame samajavA taiyAra thatA nathI. tame tamAro majabUta bacAva karo cho. bIjA mAnI na zake e hade tame tamArI nabaLAIne calAvI lo cho. tamAre sAruM - 57 - - 58 -
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________________ hoya teno pakSapAta keLavavAno che. tamAre sAruM na hoya tenAthI dUra rahevAnuM che. tamArA jIvanane nukazAna kare, tamArA saMbaMdhone bagADI mUke tevI vyaktiothI sAvaceta rahIne cAlo. tame ema mAno cho ke huM karuM te barAbara che. A tamArA mananI ramata che. manamAM beseluM abhimAna tamane jaDabesalAka rIte bAMdhI rAkhe che. tame tamArI mAnyatAthI aLagA thaIne tamArA vicArone tapAsI zakatA nathI. tame tamArA pUrvagraho bAda karIne tamArA vicArone vAMcI zakatA nathI. tame to tamArI dhUnamAM taNAyA karo cho. koI sAcA ane taTastha mANasa sAthe dostI karIne, tenI pAsethI jANavuM joIe ke tamArAmAM zuM zuM khUTe che ? tame kAryakSama hazo to koI tamane paDakAravAnuM nathI. tame kaDaka hazo to tamane koI rokI zakavAnuM nathI. tamArI pasaMdagI pramANe tame jIvI zakazo. tamArI mAnyatA mujaba tame cAlI zakazo. paNa yAda rAkhajo . tame khoTI vastuno pakSapAta karyo haze to eka divasa e tamane bhAre paDaze ja. tamAruM puNya jAgatuM haze to tame bacI zakazo. paNa tenAthI kharAba bAbata e sArI bAbata banI jatI nathI. tame svIkArI lIdhelA saMbaMdho hoya ke tame svIkArI lIdhelo dhaMdho hoya ke tame apanAvI lIdhelI jIvanazailI hoya ke tame rAkhI lIdhelI cIjavastuo hoya e tamane game che te eka vAta che ane e sArI che ke kharAba tenuM mUlyAMkana karavuM te bIjI vAta che. tame tamArA jIvanamAM tapAsI jojo. tame svIkArI lIdheluM ghaNuMbadhuM evuM che je tamAre choDavAnI jarUra che. tame choDazo nahIM to eTale aMze tame, sArApaNuM gumAvyuM che tema mAnavuM ja paDaze. vyaktigata abhiruci e siddhAMta banI zake nahIM. 7. sAcavavA jevuM ghaNuMbadhuM - 59 -
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________________ siMhasyeva kevalaM pauruSAvalaMbino na ciraM kuzalam / (24) 'siMhanI jema Akramaka banyA karazo to ghaNuM gumAvazo.' tamArAmAM joza ane jusso haze. hovo ja joIe. tamane kAma hAthamAM laIne AgaLa vadhavAnuM game che. kAma karavAno thanaganATa tamArA svabhAvamAM che. sArI vAta e che ke tame kAma dITha ane mANasa dITha navI yojanA banAvIne AgaLa vadho. tamArI tAkAtanA bharose tame Akramaka ravaiyo apanAvI rAkhazo nahIM. sAmI chAtIe laDavAnI hiMmata tamane mardAnA banAve che. dara vakhate laDavuM ja paDe evuM jarUrI nathI hotuM. cokkasa koI uddeza hoya to laDavAnI taiyArI rAkhI zakAya. dareka uddezo laDavAthI siddha thatA hotA nathI. moTe bhAge to ThaMDe kaleje kAma levAnI tAkAta rAkhavI paDe che. vAtevAte jhaghaDanArA siMha nahIM, zvAna hoya che. moTo avAja karatA AvaDe eTale ApaNe vijetA banI jatA nathI. lAMbI resano ghoDo doDe che paNa uchaLato nathI. haraNa uchaLe che, ghoDo bhAge che. tame kAma karavAnI bAbatamAM hAra-jItane ja najara samakSa rAkho cho. tamane ema lAge che ke kAma thayuM to jItyA, thayuM to hAryA. kAma ane hArajIta alaga alaga bAbato che. bIjAnI AgaLa zUrA pUravAra thavuM e zaktino uddeza nathI. bIjA tamArAthI prabhAvita thaI jAya e tamArI tAkAtano sAra nathI. tame bIjAne najara sAme rAkhIne cAlo cho e bAbate ja khoTI che. tamAre tamArI saphaLatA mATe kAma karavAnuM che. bIjA niSphaLa thAya tenI para AdhAra na rakhAya. mukhya vAta e ke bIjAne niSphaLa banAvavAthI tamArI jIta siddha thaI zakatI nathI. tamArI saphaLatA tamAre tamArA paga para ghaDavI paDe che. bIjA je karatA hoya te emano viSaya che, tamAre tamAruM lakSya ja jovAnuM hoya. mANaso sAthe panAro paDaze. duzmana sAthe vAta paNa karavI paDaze. daravakhate taDa ane phaDano hisAba kAma lAgI zakavAno nathI. siMha haMmezA moTA zikAro nathI karato. siha nAnI AkheTa paNa karI le che. tame svayaM eka zakti cho. tamAre bIjAnI para AkramaNa karavAnuM na hoya. khUba saheluM che, bIjAne toDI pADavAnuM. ATha-dasa AkSepo karIne sAmI vyaktine hIna pUravAra karI devAmAM jhAjhI tAkAtanI jarUra paDatI nathI. zAMti ane dhIraja rAkhavI joIe. ekalI zaktinAM jore jaMgamAM jIta maLatI nathI. tamAruM laDAyaka khamIra ja tamane pragatino rasto batAve che tevuM nathI. laDavaiyAo AvezamAM jIvatA hoya che. tatkALa phurI AvatA vicArone AdhIna thaIne jhapAjhapI karI besanArA lAMbAgALe ghaNuMbadhuM gumAvatA hoya che. siMha
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________________ bano paNa yuddhanA medAnamAM. guphAmAM ane jaMgalanI keDI para madamasta banIne cAlato siMha Akramaka nathI hoto. laDo, paNa maryAdAmAM. dareka vAtane laDavAno muddo na banAvazo. tamArI lAgaNIzIlatAne jaDatAnuM grahaNa lAgavuM na joIe. vijetA kayAreya AvezathI nathI jItato. e yojanAthI jIte che. tamArI pAse sarvagrAhI Ayojana hovuM joIe. taiyArI karavAmAM pUrato samaya gALavo joIe. eka divasanuM yuddha, dasa varasanAM saMcita baLanI parIkSA letuM hoya che. tamArI sAthe koNa TakarAyuM che tenI tamane paravA bhale na hoya. tame konI sAthe TakarAyA cho te khyAlamAM rAkhajo. tamAre laDAI karavAnI nathI. tamAre jItavAnuM che. tame sArA pUravAra thaIne jIto te mahattvanuM che. tame kharAba banIne jIto teno artha nathI. gaMjAvara hAthIne siMha harAvI de che. tame moTA duzmanothI DaratA nathI. vAta e che ke hAthI sAthe jarUra paDe to ja siMha laDe che. siMha kAyama hAthI sAme ja laDyA kare che tevuM nathI. tame kAyama koIne koInI sAthe bAkRyA karo che. siMhane jhaghaDALuM prANI nathI kahetA. tame to jhaghaDALu tarIke prasiddha thaI gayA cho. A duniyA eTalI kharAba nathI ke badhA sAthe jhaghaDavuM ja paDe. haLatAmaLatA raho, hasIne vAta karo ane sAro AvakAra Apo to duzmana tamArI sAme premathI hAra kabUlI leze. zastranI jIta karatAM premanI jIta moTI hoya che. tene ja yaza ke apayaza maLe. kAma karavAnuM hoya to kAmanuM sAruM pariNAma Avaze tevI kalpanA rAkhIne cAlavuM joIe. kAma nahIM karuM to bhUla nahIM thAya, kAma nahIM karuM to thAka nahIM lAge, kAma nahIM kare to apayaza maLaze nahIM, evuM vicArIne cAlavAnuM hoya nahIM. tame kAma sArI rIte karo te tamArI prAmANikatA che. kAma na karavuM hoya to bahAnA maLI ja rahevAnA che. kAma karanArAne kAma karavAnAM kAraNo paNa maLI ja raheze. tame kAma karIne mahenatu bano cho ke kAma na karIne ALasu bano cho te kevaLa tamArA ja hAthamAM che. kAma karatI vakhate kAmanuM pariNAma zuM joIe che te manamAM bhale spaSTa rAkho. evuM banaze ke pariNAma kAMI Ave ja nahIM. evuM paNa banaze ke pariNAma taddana viparIta AvIne UbhuM rahe. tame temAM lAcAra cho. tamAre kAma karavAmAM hAthacorI nahIM karavAnI. navI zarUAta hoya tene lIdhe Dara lAge, kSobha thAya ane saphaLatA vize zaMkA rahe te svAbhAvika che. tame phikara rAkhyA vinA kAma karajo . A duniyAmAM kAma na karanArA lokone koI oLakhatuM nathI. e loko potAnI nAnI jhUMpaDI jevI jagyAmAM jIMdagI vItAvI de che. pasIno pADIne kAma karanArA maradanA baccAone duniyA oLakhe che ane jAhojalAlI paNa temanI ja thAya che. tamAruM kAma karavAnuM sAmarthya keTaluM che teno nirNaya tame bhaviSyane sopI do. aTako nahIM. Age baDho. dareka zarUAta eka citA sAthe ja thatI hoya che. ciMtAmAM, kAma na karavAnI vRttinuM jora na hovuM joIe. ciMtAmAM bhUla na thavA de evI jAgRtinuM jora hovuM joIe. jamavA beso tyAre tame je khAzo te pacI jaze tevo vizvAsa hoya che ne ? tame jamatI vakhate ajIrNano bhaya rAkhazo to jamI ja nahIM zako. bhUkhyA rahezo ane ajIrNabhayAt kiM bhojanaM parityajyate / (25) ajIrNa thavAnA DarathI khAvAno tyAga na karAya." kAma kare tenI ja bhUla thAya. kAma kare tene ja zrama paDe. kAma kare - 63 - - 64 -
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________________ azakti lAgaze. bIjA ghaNA lokoe tamArI jema ja kAmanI zarUAtamAM saMkoca anubhavyo hato. potAnAM baLa para vizvAsa rAkhIne temaNe AgekUca karI to temane saphaLatA maLI che. navasarjana karavA mATe zakti to joIe ja che. tethI vizeSa hiMmata joIe che. sAro vaktA pahelethI ja sAro vaktA hoya che evuM dareka vakhate banatuM nathI. zarUAtamAM e vaktA khAsa prabhAvazALI hoto nathI. kAma cAlu rAkhe che to dhIme dhIme kAma jAmI jAya che ane pachI nAma paNa jAmI jAya che. DarI DarIne cAlanAro makkama vikAsa karI zakato nathI. kAma karavuM che to pUrNa vizvAsathI karo. phatteha che Age. satyapi daive'nukUle na niSkarmaNo bhadramasti / (26) "nasIbano sAtha hoya to paNa mahenata to karavI ja paDe." sArA saMyogo maLe che te anukULa bhAgyanI nizAnI che. sArAM bhAgyanAM pramANamAM puruSArtha paNa sAro hovo joIe. puNya sArI sAmagrI Ape che temAM puruSArthano phALo paNa pUrato hoya che. AhAra sAro maLe che te khAvAno puruSArtha karavo paDe che tema e AhAra banelI sAmagrIne, rasoI banAvavAnI mahenata karyA vinA AhAra tarIkenI oLakhANa maLavAnI nathI te nakkI che. puruSArthanI sAme puNya kAcuM paDe che tevuM koI vakhate jovA maLe che. puNyanI sarakhAmaNImAM puruSArtha nahIvatuM che tevuM koI vakhate jovA maLe che. AvA kissAmAM puNya badhuM ja bheguM karI ApatuM hoya che. mahenata lagabhaga nathI hotI. tamArI pAse evuM puNya nathI ke taiyAra thALIe paisA pIrasAyA kare. paisA banAvavA kamara kasavI paDe che tevuM ghaNI bAbatomAM bane che. tamArI samakSa dharma karavAne anukULa saMyogo che. tamAruM puNya tamane dharma karavAnI anukULatA ApI rahyuM che. tamAre tamArAM puNyane anusarIne mahenata karavI joIe. puNya sAtha Ape che tyAre thoDI mahenata ghaNI siddhi maLatI hoya che. tamane khabara che ? dareka puNyanI eka samayamaryAdA hoya che. e daramyAna tame e puNyano zakya eTalo sAro upayoga karI zako cho. ekavAra enI samayamaryAdA pUrI thaI gaI pachI tame mAthuM pachADo to paNa tamArA hAthe dhAryA kAmo thaI zakatA nathI. Aje tame anukULa puNyano sadupayoga nathI karatA to tame samayane khoI rahyA cho. kAle A puNya pIchehaTha karaze to tame ekalA thaI jazo. pachI tame pastAzo. sukhanA divaso kAyamI rahetA haze. dharmanA divasone kAyamI banAvavA paDe che. dharma preraNA ane puruSArthathI sAdhya bane che. dharmane bhUlI janAro navAM puNyanI zakayatAne gumAve che ane AgaLanA divasomAM du:kho mATe mokaLuM medAna taiyAra kare che. darzana karIne saMtoSa mAnI lenAro, pUjA karato nathI. pUjA karIne saMtoSa mAnI lenAro, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLato nathI. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne saMtoSa mAnI lenAro, sAmAyika ane pratikramaNa cUke che. tame je dharma nathI karatA te dharma karavAnI anukULatAno abhAva che ke te dharma karavAnA puruSArthano abhAva che te tame zodho. tamArI pAse Aje vicAravAno samaya che. puNya sAthe che. tame puNyano upayoga karatA nathI. kAle evuM banaze, tamArI pAse dharma karavAnI saddabuddhi haze paraMtu tamAruM puNya paravArI gayuM haze. tyAre pastAvo karavAno koI ja artha nahIM hoya. bhaviSyane ujALavAno eka ja rasto che : vartamAna puNyano sArAmAM sAro upayoga karI lo. - 65 -
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________________ abhyAsaH karmasu kauzalam utpAdayatyeva / (27) abhyAsa dvArA karmamAM kuzaLatA Ave ja.' tamane kAma karatAM nathI AvaDatuM. vAMdho nathI. tame kAma zarU to karo. kAma karatA jazo tema hAtha besato jaze. tamAre zIkhavA mATe anubhavInuM mArgadarzana letA rahevAnuM. sAva ekalA kAma karavAthI paNa saphaLatA maLI zake, paraMtu vAra lAge che. anubhavInA hAthe ghaDAtA hoIe to samaya bace che ghaNo ane pariNAma paNa UMcuM Ave che. tamArAthI tapa thato nathI. mArgadarzaka guru che. temanI sAthe besIne carcA karo. tamArI icchA che paraMtu tamArAmAM zakti ochI che tevuM tame mAnI lIdhuM che. guru tamane dhIme dhIme AgaLa vadhAraze. moTAbhAganI aThThAIo eka eka upavAsathI pUrI thatI hoya che. tamArAmAM zakti ghaNI che. anubhavanI khoTa vartAya che. te tame samajo cho. navosavo khelADI ramavA mATe medAnamAM utare ane pIDha anubhavI khelADI medAnamAM Ave temAM khAsso pharaka hoya che. tame dharmanI bAbatamAM ghaNuM jANatA nathI. navA cho. dharma karatA raho. sArAM vyAkhyAno sAMbhaLo. sArAM pustako vAMco. dharmanI karaNImAM khADo na paDe tenI kALajI lo. dhIre dhIre tame ghaDAI jazo. hIro ghasAya tema camaka vadhe. dharma ghaDAya tema prabhAva vadhe. navA hovAno phAyado e che ke amuka bhUlo rUDha thaI hotI nathI. varasothI dharama karanArAmAM amuka bhUlo jaDatApUrvaka besI gaI hoya che. tame navA cho tethI evuM jokhama tamArAmAM jovA nahIM maLe. takedArI rAkhajo. je karo te sAvadhAna vartIne karajo. navo dharma vadhu camakadAra banaze. **7* kasya khalu kAryAraMbhe pratyehA na mavanti ? (28) "kAmanA prAraMbhe vighna kone nathI AvyA ' tame utsAhathI kAma zarU karyuM. thoDAka AgaLa vadhyA. ane eka evo phaTako vAgyo ke tamAro utsAha bhAMgIne bhukko thaI gayo. kAma karo cho to vighana Avaze ja. cAle tene ja kAMTA vAge. pathArImAM poDhelAne kazuM vAgatuM nathI. kAma karavuM che to kAyama vighno sAthe ja kAma levuM paDaze. tamArI chAtI kaThaNa hovI joIze. baTakaNo svabhAva sAro nahIM. jaLonI jema kAmane vaLagI rahevuM paDaze. tIvra jIda rAkhavI paDaze. kAma karavAno artha che laDavuM. tame bagIcAmAM TahelatA ho evI sahelAIthI kAma karI zako nahIM. tame Thesa khAIne besI paDo te cAle nahIM. parIkSA to thavAnI ja. rAma ane yudhiSThira paNa parIkSAmAM mUkAyA che. tame to bhalA, koNa cho ? tamane takalIpha paDe tene tame svIkArI lejo. vighno vAge tenAthI jakhamI bhale thavAya, cAla dhImI na paDavI joIe. tame aTakyA to gayA kAmathI. samajI lejo. duniyA jhaDapathI cAle che. besI paDanArAnI rAha jovAmAM koIne rasa nathI. DaMko teno ja vAge che je AgaLa cAle che. zarUAtI dauramAM kaThaNAI Ave tenAthI gabharAjo mata. tame TakI rahezo to kAma ApoApa thayA karaze. tamAruM majabUta hovuM e samayano takAdo che. 68
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________________ na kasyApi kruddhasya purataH tiSThet / (29) gusse bharAyelA AdamI sAme UbhA na rahezo. 8. nakra vAstaviktAo cepI roga jevo che krodha. jhaDapathI phelAya che. tame krodha na karo temAM tamArI bhalAI che. tame krodha na karAvo temAM tamArI bhalAI che. tame krodha karanAranI sAthe vAta karazo nahIM. gusse bharAyelA AdamInI pAse UbhA rahevAmAM jokhama che, e gametema bolato haze te tamAre sAMbhaLavuM paDaze. e tamArI para AkSepa karaze to tamAre javAba ApavA kaDavA bola uccAravA paDaze. tame bolazo emAMthI navo phaNago phUTaze. navI Aga lAgaze. dUra rahevuM sAruM. krodha karanAro, krodhanI kSaNo pUrato gAMDapaNano bhoga banyo hoya che. gAMDA mANasa sAthe jIbhAjoDI karavAmAM gAMDAne gumAvavAnuM nathI, DAhyAnI ijajata jAya che. gussAno to zuM bharoso ? samaya bagADe ane tamAco khAvo paDe. gusse bharAyelo mANasa rItasara AkramaNakArI banI jAya che. enI lapeTamAM je Ave te ghavAya che. gusso nahIM karavAnuM saheluM che paraMtu gusso karanAra sAthe UbhA rahyA bAda gussAthI alipta rahevuM to azakya che. gusso karanAro, bhUrAyo thayo hoya che. teno potAnA magaja para kAbU hoto nathI. tene zAMta paDavAnI tamArAmAM tAkAta hoya to paNa e javAbadArI tamArI bane che ke nahIM te - 05
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________________ tamAre pahelA jovuM joIe. gusso karIne e pAchaLathI pastAze. tenI jema tame pastAzo temAM pharaka haze. e bhAna bhUlyA badala pastAze. tame jANI joIne bhAna gumAvyA badala pastAzo. zuM maLavAnuM che krodhAviSTa mANasa pAse UbhA rahevAthI ? tamAre eTaluM ja socavAnuM che ke "A mANasa gussA karavAne lIdhe bhUMDo dekhAI rahyo che, enI sAthe huM joDAIza to huM rUpALo dekhAvAno nathI.' krodhano sAmano karavAnI pharaja paDe tyAre na chUTake evA mANasano vartAva veThI levAno. gusso AvI caDyo hoya to te kAbUmAM laI levAno. gussAkhora mANasa para gusso karavAmAM lAbha ocho che, nukazAna vadhu che. eka kahevata che. guMDA sAme guMDo banavAmAM jIte to guMDAgIrInI ja thatI hoya che. krodha mATe ema kahI zakAya ke krodha sAme krodha karavAmAM jIta krodhanI ja thatI hoya che. krodhathI bacavuM che to eka kAma karo. krodha karanArA lokone dUrathI salAma karo. emanI najIkamAM pharakazo nahIM. koI karI nahIM zake. tamane sthira rIte pragati karatA joIne rAjI thavAnuM koIkane game paNa che. badhA ja loko irSA karatA nathI. tame dhAryuM lakSya sAdhazo tevo ghaNAne vizvAsa che. tamArA jevA mahAnuM lakSyo para zarasaMdhAna karavuM joIe tevuM mAnI rahelA ghaNA loko e tamane gauravapradAna karyuM che te tamAre yAda rAkhavAnuM che. tame bIjA loko jevA cIlAcAlu mANasa nathI. tamArAmAM sonerI Aga che, tamArAmAM rUperI teja che. tame dhAro te karI zako ema cho. tame kAma zarU karatA nathI tyAra sudhI ja tamArAthI itihAsa dUra Ubho hoya che. tamArA vartuLamAM tame alaga tarI Avo cho. tamane rokavAnuM AsAna nathI. tamane harAvI zakAya nahIM. tamane dhAradAra vege AgaLa vadhatA joyA karavAnuM game che. tame bIjAnuM kazuM bagADatA nathI ane bIjA tamAruM bagADavA cAhe to paNa nathI bagADI zakatA. tame tamArI tAkAtanAM jore cAlo cho. tAkAtanI sAthe yojanA bhaLe che pachI jIta nAmanuM gulAba kAMTA vagara ugI nIkaLe che. thoDA varasa pahelA tame kyAM hatAM ? Aje tame keTalA AgaLa nIkaLI gayA cho ? tamAre tamArA ja vikramone toDavAnA che. tamAre tamArI siddhione savAI karIne pharIthI meLavavAnI che. tamArAmAM amApa saMbhAvanA chUpAyelI che. tame tamArI pratibhA mATe ekadama satarka cho. temane bIjAnI pragati jovAnuM game che. tamane bIjAno vikAsa joIne khuzI thAya che. tame bIjAne sahakAra ApavAmAM pAchIpAnI karatA nathI. tame zaktinI kadara karI zako cho. tame vicAra ane pracArathI vizeSa rIte nakkara AcAramAM mAno cho. tamane koI rokI nahIM zake. jalavat mArdavopetaH pRthUnapi bhUbhRto bhinatti / (30) pANI jevo komaLa pravAha moTA paththarone bhedI zake che." tame namra banavA chatAM makkama rahI zako cho. tamArI mAnyatA ane tamArI dizA jo sAcI ja che to tamAre cintA karavI nahIM. tame ThaMDA kaleje AgaLa vadho. kAma karavAvALAomAM beThI tAkAta hovI joIe. akhaMDa dhArAe vahetuM jharaNuM pahADamAM polANa sarjIne navo rasto zodhI le che. tamAro vicAra surekha ane spaSTa haze to tamane calita karavAnI hiMmata
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________________ prApa pratyayo fkSatavya: I (36) jAnanAM jokhame vizvAsanuM jatana karo. vizvAsanI kaMThI bAMdhyA vinAno saMbaMdha hUMphALo banI zakato nathI. be ke bethI vadhu mANasa eka sUtre joDAya che temAM svArtha athavA uddeza hoya te jarUrI che. kAma vinA bhegA thanArA ToLAmAM sattva hotuM nathI. tame jojo. lakSma vinAnI dostInuM AyakhuM jaladI khUTI paDe che. tame saMbaMdhamAM vizvAsa umeravA mAMgo cho to tamAre traNa kAma karavAnA raheze. eka, tame sAmI vyaktinAM du:khane potAnuM duHkha mAno cho tevuM vartana dvArA sAbita karavuM paDaze. be, tame sAmI vyaktine nukazAna karavA mAMgatA nathI te siddha karavuM paDaze. traNa, tame sAmI vyaktino sAtha muzkelInA divasomAM choDazo nahIM, tevuM aghoSita vacana ApavuM paDaze. vizvAsamAM zabdonuM mahattva nathI. sodo hoya tyAM sahI hoya. vizvAsa sahI vinAnA hastAkSara che. tame vizvAsa pAmo cho tyAre eka navI jIMdagI jIvavAnI zarU karo cho. vizvAsa saMpAdana karanAro potAnI jIMdagIne, bIjI eka jIMdagInA pravAha sAthe vahetI mUke che. potAnI svataMtratA gumAvyA vinA tamAre sAcI mANasane samarpita thavAnuM hoya che. tame vizvAsa jItyo eTale baMdhAI gayA. A dorI tUTavI na joIe. vizvAsane AtmAno zvAsa gaNavAmAM Ave che. zarIranA zvAsanI jhaDapamAM vadhaghaTa hoya che, vizvAsamAM kevaLa 'vadha' hoya che, ghaTa nathI hotI. vizvAsanA jatana mATe tamAre sarvasva kurabAna karavuM joIe. vyaktinuM manojagata cokkasa apekSA rAkhe che ane tamAre, vizvAsapAtra mANasa tarIke e apekSA pUrI karavAnI hoya che. tame vizvAsa meLavo cho tenI sAme tame vizvAsa mUko cho. arasaparasa - 73 - saMkaLAyelI vAta che. vizvAsamAM buddhinuM sthAna zraddhA jevuM che. dareka vakhate zraddhA jIte che ane buddhine saMtoSa maLe che. tame vizvAsa gumAvIne jIvazo temAM majA nahIM hoya. tamArI para keTalA loko aMgata vizvAsa mUke che te tamArI jIMdagInI saphaLatAno pAyo che. tame vizvAsa gumAvIne jIto cho tyAre tamArI mANasAInI hAra thatI hoya che. tamAro mAMhyalo mAne nahIM tyAM saMbaMdha rAkhavo nahIM. ane saMbaMdha rAkhyo che to vizvAsa toDavo nahIM. saMbaMdha bagaDe te pachI paNa vizvAsane jALavavAno hoya che. sAro saMbaMdha taMdurasta levaDadevaDamAM cAlato hato. have evuM rahyuM nathI to zuM che ? eka karAra to che ja. sAthe cAlyA, hAthamAM hAthamAM mIlAvyA ane du:kha vaccethI rasto zodhyo te bhUtakALa bhUMsAI jato nathI. saMbaMdhano kaDavo mukAme Avyo ane chUTA thaI gayA temAM cokkasa matabhedano phALo che. e vaicArika alagAvane lIdhe dizAo phaMTAI gaI che chatAM amuka bAbatomAM mauna rAkhavAnuM che. khulAsA karavAnI dhUnamAM ayogya rajUAta thaI na jAya tenI kALajI rAkhavAnI che. saMbaMdhano saMdarbha badalAya che. saMbaMdha nathI badalAto. saMbaMdha cAlato hato te kayAMka Ubho rahI jAya che. potAnA bhUtakALanI sAthe UbhelA e sthagita saMbaMdhane vizvAsapUrvaka sanmAna ApavAnuM hoya che. chAziyuM karavAthI saMbaMdha sudharatA nathI ane jenAthI saMbaMdha sudharatA nathI tenAthI chApa sudharatI nathI. vizvAsa tUTe tene lIdhe saMbaMdha tUTe che te hakIkta che. saMbaMdhano geralAbha letA rahevAmAM saMbaMdhone ja pULo caMpAya che te vAta rAmAyaNa ane mahAbhArate hajAro vAra pUravAra karI che. e tuccha vizvAsaghAtanI ramatamAM paththaro mAravAthI laIne talavArabAjI sudhInuM kAMI paNa thaI zake che. evuM na banavuM joIe. 9X
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________________ matabhedane eka khAmozIthI svIkArI levA paDe che. tamAruM ke koInuM kazuM ja cAlatuM nathI. niyatinA lekha jevI kaDaka vAstavikatAne pITha batAvI zakAtI nathI. judAInuM vAstava svIkAryA bAda paNa vizvAsa na tUTe te jovAnuM che. alaga thavA mAtrathI svataMtratA maLI jatI nathI. pariprekSya badalAya, parimANa badalAya, vyakti to nathI ja badalAtI. e ja svabhAva rahe che, e ja vicAro rahe che, e ja bhUlo rahe che ane e ja raIsa zAlInatA rahe che. saMbaMdha sAro hoya tyAre paNa saMbaMdhano vizvAsa tUTavA na devAya. saMbaMdha sAro na rahe tyAre paNa vizvAsane jIvato rAkhavo paDe. dAnA dumane thavAya, nAdAna dosta na thavAya. uttejanA rahetI nathI. jo ke, AjakAla muhUrta vAjategAjate karAya che ane samApti paNa vAjategAjate karavAmAM Ave che. e jAhera kAryonI vAta che. tamAre tamArI vyaktigata siddhione hAMsila karavI hoya to cUpacApa kAma karatA rahevAno Adarza rAkhavo. tamArA kAma vize tame kAMI paNa bolazo eno artha AtmaprazaMsA thaze. tamAruM mUlya tame kAma karavA dvArA ja vadhArI zako. tamArAM kAma vize bolIne tamAruM mUlya tame ghaTADI rahyA cho. tamArAmAM so guNa sArA haze paNa gaMbhIratA nAmano guNa nahIM hoya to tamArI saphaLatAnuM sAcuM vajana UbhuM thaI zakaze nahIM. tamArI pAse karavA jevAM kAmo che, temane kAma karavAmAM rasa che ane tamArAmAM kAma karavAnI tAkAta paNa che. tame tamArA kAmane custa rIte vaLagI raho te mahattvanuM che. eka pachI eka kAma thatAM jaze. eka kAma pUrNa thaze te sau dekhavAnA ja che. badhA jayAre e kAmane jotA haze tyAre tame cUpacApa navuM kAma karatA hazo. e kAma pUruM thaze ane saune dekhAze tyAre tame trIjuM kAma karI rahyA hazo. lokone tamArA kAmamAM rasa hoya te sAruM. temane lokomAM rasa hoya te sAruM nahIM. AkAryasiddheH maMtro rakSitavyaH / (32) kAma pUruM na thAya tyAra sudhI jAherAta na karavI." tamAre saphaLatA joItI hoya to bhUgarbhamAM rahevAnI Adata pADo. kAma-karavA mATe hoya che, DhaMDhero pITavA mATe nahIM. tamArAmAM AvaData che mATe tame kAma karo cho. bIjA loko tamArAM kAmane jue te mATe tame kAma karatA nathI, te mATe kAma karAya paNa nahIM. batAvI devA mATe thanArAM kAmonuM ciraMjIva mUlya hotuM nathI. bIjA na karI zake tevuM tame karI zako cho teno matalaba e nathI ke tame bIjAnI sAme tamAruM zaktipradarzana karatA ja raho. bane tyAM sudhI cUpacApa kAma karavuM. kAma pUruM thatA pahelAM kAmanI jAherAta karavAmAM Ave temAM vina AvavAnI saMbhAvanA che. tame kAma pUruM na karI zako to tamArI hAMsI thAya. samajo ke kAma pUruM thayuM to paNa vAjate gAjate zarUAta karelI hovAthI kAma pUruM thavAnA samaye navI ghaTapradIpavat tad jJAnaM yanna parapratibodhAya / (33) bIjAne upayogI na bane te jJAna mATalAmAM DhaMkAyelA dIvA jevuM che." tame buddhizALI cho, abhyAsu cho mATe tame ghaNImoTI pragati karI zako cho. bIjA na karI zake tevuM kAma tame karI zako cho. tamArI A pratibhAne tame svArthI to nathI banAvI dIdhIne ? tapAsI lejo. potAnI saphaLatAmAM rasa levAnuM saheluM che. koI paNa jAtanA svArtha vinA bIjAne - 75 -
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________________ moTAI maLe te rIte mahenata karavAnuM agharuM che. tamArI pratibhA bIjAnA vikAsamAM vaparAya to tame mahApuruSa cho. tamArI pratibhA tamArA ja vikAsa pUratI sImita hoya to tame saphaLa puruSa hazo. mahApuruSa nahIM. sUrajane pazcima tarapha javuM hoya che. Akho divasa e gati kare che. sAthe sAthe duniyAne e taDako Ape che. taDako Apato na hoya tevo sUraja zuM kAmano ? e uge ke na uge enAthI koI pharaka paDato nathI. bIjAne kAma na lAge tevo bodha zA kAmano ? potAnI ja pragati karIne aTakI jAya tevA mANasano bodha kaMjUsa mANasanA paisA jevo che. tenI kazI kiMmata nathI. tamArI jANakArI ane tamAro anubhave bIjAne upayogI thAya to lekhe lAge. tame Apo cho to tame sArA pUravAra thAo cho. tame meLavo cho tenAthI tame moTA bano cho. sArA banyA vinA moTA banazo to tamArA vajane dharaNI dhrujaze, tamArAM nAmanA DaMkA vAgaze. tamane Adara nahIM maLe. Ama paNa, jJAna ApavAthI vadhe che. jJAna hovuM e sAruM lakSaNa che. jJAnI vyaktimAM amuka apalakSaNo nathI hotA. jJAnavAnuM hovA chatAM jJAnadAtA na banatA hoya tevA mATe zuM kahevuM ? tamArI saMpatti para tame kabajo rAkhI zakI, tamArAM jJAna para tame kabajo jamAvI na zako. tamAro jJAnane phUlanI suvAsanI jema vahevA do. tamArAM jJAnanI umadA asara aneka loko pAmaze. tamArAM jJAnano jAdu zuM che tenI tamane khabara nathI. tamArA bodhane je mANe che te AhvAda anubhave che. bIjAne prazasya AnaMda ApavAmAM tamane zuM vAMdho che ? 9. tame koNa cho ? tame kvA cho ? - 7 -
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________________ zastrAdhikAriNo mantrAdhikAriNo na syuH / (34) senApatine maMtrI banAvI na zakAya." levo paDe che, emAM lAMbuM vicArIne samaya veDaphavAno hoto nathI. dareka vakhate jAnanuM jokhama nathI hotuM. amuka vakhate to jAna salAmata rahe te mATe ja rAha jovAnI rahe che. utAvaLa karavAthI bAjI bagaDI jatI hoya che. tame tamArA nirNayo levAmAM svataMtra cho paraMtu tamArI pAse senApati jevI AkramakatA ane maMtrIzvara jevI gaMbhIratA e banneno samanvaya hovo joIe. senApatine maMtrIpaduM soMpI zakAya nahIM. maMtrIne mUThabheDamAM AgaLa mokalAya nahIM. Akramaka banavAno samaya na hoya tyAre Akramaka banI janAro je kare che tene kAgAroLa kahevAmAM Ave che. tamane ghoghATa karatA AvaDato hoya eTalA mAtrathI tame dareka paristhitine samajI zako cho tevuM mAnI zakAya nahIM. ThaMDe kaleje kAma karavAno eka AnaMda hoya che. tamane koI uzkerI nathI zakatuM evuM tame batAvI do cho pachI tamArI sAme laDavAnA hathiyAro khUTI paDe che. tamArAmAM AvI kAbeliyata che ? mijAja hoya che sau-saunA. koI Akramaka hoya. koI gaMbhIra hoya. tamAro svabhAva zIdhrakopI che ? hindudharmamAM zaMkarajIne AzutoSa kahevAmAM Ave che, emane gusso jaladI nathI Avato. e khuza bahu jaladI thaI jAya che. emane chelle yAda karavAmAM Ave che kema ke emanA hAthamAM kesa saupAya pachI jIta nizcita hoya che. tame gusso karavAmAM pAvaradhA hazo to tamAro mijAja Akramaka che. vAtane gaLI jatA tamane AvaDatI nathI. tame trIjI ke cothI cAla vicArIne pahelI cAla cAlatA nathI. tame phakta bIjI cAla ja vicAro cho, kyAreka to e paNa nahIM. paDaze evA devAze, tamArI nIti che. tame laDAyaka mANasa cho. mananA cokhkhA ane vahevAramAM cokhkhA. eka ghA ane be kaTakA karavAmAM tame mAno cho. tamArI prakRti jo AvI hoya to tame jarUra Akramaka mANasa cho. tamArI mATe dIrghadarzI vizeSaNa kAmanuM nathI. tame A rIte kAma karatA nathI. jIMdagImAM dareka pagaluM socI samajIne levAnuM hoya. tamAro nirNaya temane tatkALa lAbha karAvI Ape ane lAMbe gALe nukazAna karAve tevuM na banavuM joIe. AgaLa vadhatA pahelA khUba vicAro kema ke jIMdagImAM eka vAra AgaLa vadhI gayA pachI pAchA pharavAno moko maLato nathI. tamAre eka eka nirNayano amala karatA pahelA hajAravAra vicAravuM joIe. Avezagrasta svabhAva vicAravAmAM vadhu samaya leto nathI. dhIra svabhAva vicAravAmAM pUrato samaya le che. jAnanuM jokhama hoya tyAre tatkALa nirNaya na hi mahAnapyandha-samudAyo rUpamupalabhate / (35) 'AMdhaLAonuM ToLuM bheguM thAya toya emane dekhAtuM to nathI ja.' eka ane navANuM A be saMkhyAmAM navANuM nAmanI saMkhyAnuM vajana vadhAre che. eka dekhato ane navANuM AMdhaLAmAM konuM vajana vadhe ? sIdhI vAta che. ekanuM vajana ja vadhe che. moTI saMkhyAno hAu Ubho karI tenAthInAno paNa rAIno dANo-macaka ApavAno nathI. moTAM ToLAne ijjata ApIne ekalavAyAne tarachoDavAno niyama, Aja pUrve hato nahIM ane Aja pachI haze nahIM. dariyAmAM kAdava ghaNo hoya che ane motI thoDAM hoya che. bagIcAmAM ghAsa ghaNuM hoya che, phUlo thoDA hoya che. nAnI - 79 - --80
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________________ saMkhyAno cheda uDAvo te cAle nahIM. A duniyAmAM ekathI navanI ekI saMkhyAmAMthI karoDo ane abajonA AMkaDA bane che. ekathI nava na hoya to gaNitazAstranuM zuM thAya ? moTA phaTATopa karIne bIjAne prabhAvita karavAno rivAja cAlyo Ave che. nAnA ekamane gaNatarImAM na levAnI ToLAzAhI vRttie keTalAya sajjanono bhoga lIdho che. tame ghaNAbadhA loko bhegA thaI jazo ane tamArI sAme eka sAco mANasa ekale hAthe laDato haze to saMkhyAnAM jora para satyane harAvavAno dAva tamAre khelavo paDaze. pharasANa karatA mIThAI ochI pIrasAya che kemake mIThAI pacavAnuM agharuM hoya che. sAcA mANaso ochA jovA maLe che kema ke sAcane jIravavAnuM gajuM badhAnI pAse nathI hotuM. ochA hoya temane tucchakAravAno lobha moTI saMkhyAvALAne thavAno ja. e lokone mana saMkhyA e sattA che ane saMkhyA e satya che. kharI vAta e che ke sattA ane satya thoDAka ja lokonA hAthamAM salAmata hoya che. AkhuM bhArata sattA hAthamAM laI le to zuM thAya ? eka vaDApradhAna ane eka rASTrapati, eka abajanI vasati para rAja kare che. satya mULabhUta rIte ciraMjIva mUlya dharAve che. comAsAmAM rAphaDAnI jema phUTI nIkaLatI lIlotarI comAsuM ravAnA thAya te sAthe gAyaba thaI jAya che. salAmata hoya che vRkSo, udyAno ane vano. moTo samudAya ane moTI hAjarI hovAthI tame sAcA sAbita thaI zakatA nathI. ToLuM e kevaLa astitvanI nizAnI che. satya vyaktitvanuM nirmANa kare che. tame sAcA ho to tamAre ochA hovAthI ke ekalA hovAthI DaravAnuM na hoya. bharabapore AsamAnamAM camakato sUraja ekalo hoya che. ~ 81 ~ yo vidyAvinItamatiH sa buddhimAn / (36) vidyA dvArA namra bane te buddhizALI che.' tamArAmAM dharmano bodha hoya, tame ghaNo abhyAsa karyo hoya ane tamArI medhA tIkSNa hoya chatAM tamane abhimAna hoya to tamAruM karyuM kAravyuM badhuM dhULa pUravAra thAya che. jJAna vadhe tema namratA vadhavI joIe. tamAruM jJAna tamArI aMgata upalabdhi che. bIjAne abhaNa batAvI devA mATe tame bhaNyA nathI. tamArAmAM zakti che mATe tame bhaNyA cho. tamArI pAse jJAna che, bIjAnI pAse jJAna nathI A nAnakaDA pharakane tame bInajarUrI rIte moTo pharaka banAvI do cho. Ama juo to tamArA karatAM vadhAre bhaNelAnI sAme tame sAva pAmara cho. tamane e rIte tamAruM mUlyAMkana karavAnuM nahIM game. tame koIthI AgaLa cho e tamane yAda rahe che tema tame koIthI pAchaLa cho e paNa tamane yAda hovuM joIe. tamAruM jJAna tamArI suvAsa che. phUlo cAreya potAnI sugaMdhanuM vajana anubhavatA nathI. tamArA zarIra para kapaDAM je haLavAzathI goThavAyA che te ja haLavAzathI tamAruM jJAna tamArI sAthe rahevuM joIe. tamAruM jJAna jAte camakAro batAve te cAle. tame tamArAM jJAnanuM pradarzana karavA beso te na cAle. emAM tamAro ane tamArAM jJAnano mobho jaLavAto nathI. ghaNI vakhata evuM jovA maLe che na bhaNelA vadhAre hoya che, bhaNelA ochA hoya che. AvuM hoya che tyAre bhaNelA hoya temanuM abhimAna vahevAramAM vyakta thavA lAge che. na bhaNyA hoya tene TapAravAmAM Ave che, ochuM bhaNyA hoya temanI vAta para dhyAna ApavAmAM AvatuM nathI ane emane rItasara utArI pADavAmAM Ave che. AvuM 82 -
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________________ karavAthI zuM hAthamAM Ave che te samajAtuM nathI. na bhaNI zakelI vyaktine temanuM ajJAna yAda karAvIne kevaLa moTAI siddha thAya che. jJAna bIjAnI bhUlonuM vizleSaNa karavAnuM sAdhana nathI. mArA sivAya bIjA badhA khoTA che--evo mata bAMdhI lenAro jJAnI nathI, dayApAtra che. kevaLajJAnIne potAnAM e saMpUrNajJAnanuM lezamAtra abhimAna hotuM nathI. tamane tamArA tuccha bhaNataranuM ATaluM badhuM abhimAna ? bIjAnI mATe ucca kakSAnI sahAnubhUti hoya, tenAmAM rahelA guNone vAMcavAnI daSTi hoya ane temanI kamajorIne khAsa mahattva ApavAnI vRtti na hoya to tamAruM jJAna sArthaka che. tamArAmAM vaseluM jJAna tamane mahAnuM banAve che, paNa kayAre ? tamane tamArAM jJAnanuM abhimAna na hoya tyAre. jJAnanuM abhimAna e svabhAvane lAgelo kaDavo lUNo che. kAmanuM zuM ? tamane khabara che tamArI khAmIonI. tamane tamArI dareka kamajorInAM mULa sudhI pahoMcatA AvaDI gayuM che. tame kema e kamajorIne dUra karatA nathI. A doSo ane A kamajorIo tamane kyAM laI jaze ? kalpanA to karo. tame sAdhAraNa mANasa nathI. tame abhyAsazIla vyakti cho. je na karAya te na karAya. je choDavAnuM che te chUTavuM ja joIe. je pharaka lAvavA jevo che te vahelI take AvI javo joIe. tame kevaLa jANIne aTakI gayA cho. tamAruM jJAna tamArA doSane paMpALavAnuM mahoruM nathI. tame jJAnI cho mATe tamArI para ghaNo moTo vizvAsa mUkavAmAM Ave che. tame tamArI jJAnanI sImA vadhAratA raho ane tamArA jJAnamAM pakaDAtI bhUlone sudhAratA raho. samajo ke tame moTA jJAnI nathI. to tamAre jJAnI pAse besIne tamArA svabhAvanI AlocanA karavI joIe. tame ekalA besIne tamArA svabhAvane sudhArI zakavAnA nathI. tamAre sAtha meLavavAno che. jJAnI tamArI vAto sAMbhaLIne tamane samajAvaze. tame je samajI zakatA nathI te badhuM tamane samajAya te rIte kaheze. pachI ? tamane khabara paDaze ke tame kyAM bhUlo cho. A navI zarUAtano avasara haze. sAcI vAta jANI levAthI uddhAra thato nathI. sAcI vAta jIvanamAM utAravI paDe che. nirdaya thaIne potAnI jAta para hAthasaphAI karavAnI rahe che. tamArAmAM rahelI khAmIne jANI levAthI tame sudharI jatA nathI. emAM to evuM banI zake ke tame udaMDa banIne e khAmIne vaLagI rahezo. tamAruM jJAna tamArAM starane upara uThAve to kAmanuM. na hauSadhanA deva vyAdhiprazaR: I ( rU7) davA jANI levAthI roga maTI jato nathI.' jJAna jIvanane sudhAravA mATe che. jIvanamAM upayogI na thanAruM jJAna kevaLa buddhino parigraha vadhAre che. jJAnanuM abhimAna na thavuM joIe paraMtu jJAna dvArA parivartana to thavuM ja joIe. tame je bhaNyA tenI asara tamArA vicAro para paDavI joIe. tamArAM jJAnanI sugaMdhathI tamAro svabhAva mahoravo joIe. jJAnI, potAnA doSonI bAbate sabhAna to hoya ja, doSo sAme laDavAnA upAyo e ajamAvato rahe. paraMparAgata rIte abhyAsa karyA vinAnuM jJAna corInA mAla jevuM che. mane paNa pace nahIM. tamAruM jJAna tamane sudhArI na zake to e bIjAne sudhAre ke na sudhAre kimekazAkhasya zAkhino bhavati mahatIcchAyA / (38) - 23 - - 84 -
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________________ 'eka DALavALuM jhADa moTI chAyA na ApI zake.' tame guNavAna cho paraMtu tamArA guNonI saMkhyA maryAdita che. guNonI hAjarI tamane uttama banAve che. guNonI saMkhyAmAM vadhAro thato jAya tema tema uttamamAMthI mahAna banavA tarapha AgaLa vadho cho. eka guNa dasa guNane kheMcI lAve che. dasa guNamAMthI ekaso guNonuM nirmANa thAya che. guNa meLavIne aTakI javAnuM nathI. tamArA guNo dvArA bIjAne lAbha thavo joIe. thoDA guNanI asara thoDI hovAnI. ghaNA guNonI asara ghaNI thavAnI. dharmanAM ghaNAM anuSThAno che. tame ekAda-be anuSThAno karatA raho cho ane bAkInAM bIjAM tamArA dvArA thatAM nathI. tame thoDA dharmathI saMtuSTa raho cho. tamAro thoDo dharma tamane kAma lAgaze. bIjI vyakti para asara pADavAmAM tamAro dharma saphaLa nahIM thAya. ghaNo dharma bolako hoya che. ghaNo dharma Dagale ne pagale vartAI Ave che ane enI chAyA turaMta UbhI upArjana karAya nahIM. dharma ane guNa dvArA AtamAne lAbha thAya te ja mukhya hetu hovo joIe, vAta e che ke dharma ane guNonI tIvratA ene prabhAvazALI banAve che. tamArAM dhanamAM tame umero karatA raho cho, tamArA saMbaMdhonuM vartuLa moTuM thatuM jAya che, tamArA anubhavanuM bhAthuM vadhatuM rahe che tema tamAro dharma ane tamArA guNo vRddhi pAmavA joIe. dharma ane guNo aMgeno vistAravAdI abhigama tamArA paricito mATe tamane kalyANamitra banAvI zakaze. tamane je maLyuM hoya te tame bIjAne ApI zako. tamArI pAse thoDuMka hoya to thoDuMka ApI zako, tamArI pAse ghaNuM hoya to ghaNuM ApI zako. tamArI pAse kAMI na hoya to tame kAMI na ApI zako. thAya che. thoDA paisA prabhAva Ubho nathI karatA. ghaNA paisA prabhAva Ubho kare che. jhADanI eka ja DALa chAMyaDo pAtharI zaktI nathI. eka DALa para keTalAM pAMdaDA uge ? ane eTalAM pAMdaDAno chAMyaDo zuM patharAya ? tamArA dvArA bIjAne zuM maLe che te tamArAM jIvananI saphaLatA che. ghaNA guNonI hAjarI haze to tame upadeza nahIM Apo to paNa e guNo asara UbhI karaze. ghaNo dharma karatA hazo tame, to upadeza ApyA vinA paNa dharmano prabhAva patharAze. bIjAne pamADavAnA uddezathI dharma karavAno na hoya, bIjAnA lAbha mATe guNonuM sa kiM vyayo yo mahAntamanarthaM rakSati / (39) 'moTA phAyadA mATe nAnuM nukazAna veThI zakAya.' tamArI jIMdagI dAva para lAgelI che. tamAre thoDuMka veThavAnuM che. tamane phaTako paDavAno che te dekhAI ja rahyuM che. tame A veThI lezo to AgaLa tamane moTo phAyado thavAno che. tame A phaTako khamI na khAdho to tame A vakhate bacI jazo paNa AgaLa jatAM lAbha thavAno haze te aTakI jaze. nAnA lAbha mATe moTA lAbhane gumAvI zakAya nahIM. zikSaka kaDaka che. ghaNI gALo Ape che. tame sahana karI lo cho kema ke bhaNAve che sAruM. zikSakanA kaDaka svabhAvane lIdhe temanI pAse bhaNavAnuM choDI dezo to bhaNataranAM khAte moTuM nukazAna AvI jaze. AvuM karazo nahIM. tame nAnI takalIpho veThavA taiyAra nathI. nAnI takalIphothI bacavA mATe tame upAyo ajamAvo cho emAM moTI takalIphane tame AmaMtraNa ApI do cho. thAkathI - 85 -
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________________ bacavA pravAsa ne choDAya. paisA bacAvavA mATe upavAsa na karAya. taDakAthI bacavA guptavAsa na svIkArAya. nAnI takalIphonI pAchaLa moTI upalabdhio chupAI hoya che. kevaLa e nAnI takalIpho na veThavAnI eka kamajorIne lIdhe tame ghaNuM badhuM gumAvatA raho cho. saMbaMdhomAM javAba ApI devAnuM saheluM che, sAMbhaLIne cUpa rahevAnuM agharuM che. cUpa rahevAmAM gaMbhIratA che, javAba ApavAmAM kevaLa tucchatA che. javAba ApI devAthI vAta vaNase che. cUpa rahevAthI vAta AgaLa vadhatI aTakI jAya che. tame nAnI takalIpha khamatA nathI pariNAme saMbaMdhaviccheda sudhI mAmalo pahocI jAya che. jIMdagIbhara khamavuM paDe tevuM pariNAma ne joItuM hoya to nAnI nAnI bAbatomAM veThavAnI Adata pADo. tamane zuM nathI gamatuM ? ane tamAre zuM nathI joItuM ? A be prazno para vicAravAnuM. nathI gamatuM ane nathI joItuM A bannemAM pharaka che. nAnI takalIpha nathI gamatI ane moTI takalIpha nathI joItI. nathI joItuM te tattvathI bacavA mATe nathI gamatuM te tattva calAvI levuM paDe che. kAyamanI magajamArI veThIne duHkhI thavuM te eka rasto che ane khulAsA karIne magajamArIthI bacI javuM te bIjo rasto che ane kAyama mATe chUTA thaI javuM te trIjo rasto che. tamArAmAM bIjo rasto levAnI AvaData hovI joIe. saMpabhAvamAM je lAbha che te svataMtratAmAM nathI e tamAre samajavuM joIe. saMpabhAvamAM maLatI salAmatI ane huMpha svataMtratAmAM maLI zakatI nathI. tamAre zuM pAmavuM che ? ane tame zuM gumAvI rahyA cho ? A praznonuM lAMbuM vizleSaNa karyA pachI ja AkharI nirNaya laI zakAya. AvezamAM lIdhelA nirNayo ghAtaka pUravAra thAya che. 10. vahevAru vAto -87 -
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________________ arthasambandhaH sahavAsazca nAkalaho bhavati / (40) 'arthavahevAra ane sahavAsamAM kalaha na thAya tevuM bhAgye ja bane.' saMbaMdho sAthe jhaghaDA saMkaLAyelA che. mITho jhaghaDo saMbaMdhane majabUta banAve che. sAco jhaghaDo saMbaMdhane Aga cAMpe che. jhaghaDo thavAnI be jagyA che. Arthika vahevAra ane sahavAsa. paisAnI levaDadevaDa hoya tyAM Arthika uthalapAthala thAya tema uthalapAthalo AvyA kare che. paisA pravAhI che. e kyAre palaTo le teno bharoso hoto nathI. vizvAsanA AdhAre paisA ApyA -89 hoya te paisA lenAra pAsethI pAchA na Ave tyAre paisAnI sAthe vizvAsa paNa DUbI jAya che. paisAnA phAyadAmAM bhAgIdArI hoya che paNa Arthika phaTako paDe tyAre bhAgIdArIne badale bhAgalA paDe che. paisAne vacce rAkhIne baMdhAyelo saMbaMdha paisAnAM Agamana pUrato ja jaLavAya che, paisA AvatA ochA thAya ke aTakI jAya tyAre saMbaMdha bagaDe che. paiso niSprANa cIja che. tenAmAM rasa lenAro, jIvaMta mANasane dago daI zake che te kevI AzcaryakAraka ghaTanA che ? paisAmAM jarAka AdhupAchuM thAya tene lIdhe jIvatA mANasa sAthe kaDavo vahevAra karanAro keTalo badho krUra kahevAya ? A dunyavI vahevAra che. snehanA saMbaMdhone Arthika saMbaMdha banAvIne jIMdagIbhara pastAnArA tame joyA ja haze. paisA paNa jAya che ane sneha paNa jAya che. paisA AdhArita saMbaMdho bilakula dhaMdhAdArI hoya che. temAM sadbhAvanuM sthAna svArtha le che ane lAgaNInuM sthAna cAlAkI le che. pocaTa mANaso kamANI karI zakatA nathI tenuM kAraNa kadAca, A ja che. saMbaMdha paisAno na hoya ane lAgaNIno hoya to bIjo prazna Ave che. dareka vakhate dareka mANasane dareka rIte rAjI rAkhavAnuM saheluM nathI. nAnI vAto moTI thaI jAya che. hA pADo to takalIpha thAya ane nA pADo to nArAjagI Ave evI kamanasIba avasthA hoya che. na gamatuM hoya te calAvavuM paDe che, na joItuM hoya te rAkhavuM paDe che, na samajAtuM hoya te kabUla rAkhavuM paDe che. dareka saMbaMdhomAM AvuM nathI thatuM paNa saMbaMdha sAthe AvuM banaze tenI taiyArI rAkhavI paDe che. ja jhaghaDA na joItA hoya to paisA ane premanI palojaNathI dUra rahevAnuM. paisA ane premamAM saMtoSa thato nathI, pAra Avato nathI ane navA navA prazno AvyA ja kare che. tame tamArAM jIvananuM sArI rIte ~02 ~
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________________ saMcAlana karavA mAMgatA ho to ATaluM yAda rAkhajo. paisA ane premamAM kalaha thayA ja kare che. yasya yAvAn parigrahaH sa taM tAvadeva paritApayati / (41) jeTalI jaMjALa vadhAre teTalI upAdhi vadhAre.' nAno mANasa nAnuM jokhama uThAvI zake che. moTA mANase moTuM jokhama ja uThAvavAnuM hoya che. paDyA to gayA kAmathI, gaMgA nadImAM kacaro vadhu ThalavAya tema moTA mANasanI vAto khUba cage che. jisakA jitanA nAma huA hai, va utanA badanAma huA hai. moTA mANasa hovAne lIdhe nAmanA sArI thAya che paNa nAmanAnI sAthe bojo paNa khasUsa vadhe che. saphaLa banI gayo pachI saphaLatAne TakAvI rAkhavA mATe mAnasika zrama karavo ja paDe che. moTA mANasane joIne aMjAI javAnI ApaNI vRtti che. moTA DholanI pola moTI hoya che. moTA thavAnuM lakSya, bhavya che. hakIkatamAM moTA thavuM te jevI tevI vAta nathI. moTA thavA badala sAhajIkatAthI jIvAtA jIvanano bhoga levAI jato hoya che. daMbha moTo rAkhavo paDe che. na tathaparva: pramavAne yathA prajJAvatAM prajJA (42) bANa karatA buddhizALInI buddhi vadhu asarakAraka hoya che. tamAro pathAro moTo haze to tamAro bojo paNa moTo rahevAno. tame bhale hasatuM moTuM rAkho paNa jaMjALa vadhAre hoya to upAdhi vadhatI ja hoya che. bhIkhArInuM devuM karoDo rU.nuM nathI hotuM. garIbanI nukazAnI lAkhomAM nathI aMkAtI. zrImaMtonI upAdhio moTI hoya che. moTAM kAma laIne bese tene moTI samasyAo veThavI paDe che. tamArI saphaLatAno AMka upara jaI rahyo hoya tenI sAthe ja eka adezya rekhA paNa aMkAtI hoya che, tenAvanI rekhA. saphaLatA meLavyA pachI tenuM stara jALavI rAkhavAnuM hoya che. saphaLatA e dazamInI parIkSA jevo mobho nathI ke pAsa thaI gayA eTale patyuM. tamAre satata TakI rahevuM paDe che. tamArI upalabdhino yaza bIjA ne laI jAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhavuM paDe che. tamArI saphaLatA kSaNika camakAro banIne aTakI na jAya te mATe sAbadA rahevuM paDe che. saphaLatAno pAro upara caDato jAya te mATe jokhama uThAvI lIdhA bAda jora lagAvavuM paDe che. tame hArI nathI zakatA e satya che tema tame jItI nathI zakatA tevuM bhaviSya paNa mAthuM UMcakI zake che te samAlavuM paDe che. moTA hovuM e majedAra pada chatAM moTA hovAnI moTI kiMmata cUkavavI ja paDe che. nAnA mANasane nAnI bhUla nAnuM nukazAna kare che. moTA mANasane nAnI bhUla moTuM nukazAna kare che. jaMga hathiyArathI nahIM, jJAnatajuthI jItAya che. daravakhate jItavuM e sArI Adata che. bhaviSyanI moTI jIta mATe ekAdavAra pIchehaTha karI hoya to vAMdho Avato nathI. hAravAne badale pIchehaTha karavI ke saMdhi karI levI te kamANIno dhaMdho che. A to buddhinI laDAI che. ahIM mukhya lakSyane najara sAme rAkhIne nAnImoTI cAla cAlavAnI hoya che. jItavA mATe zastro eTalAM kAma nathI lAgatA jeTalI buddhi kAma lAge che. zivAjInI laDAI jItavA mATe hatI paNa temanA AkramaNomAM kUTanIti rahetI. acAnaka chApo mAravAno ane acAnaka gAyaba thaI javAnuM. Ama to zatru sAthe
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________________ kuzaLatAnI jarUrata hatI. hathiyAranA ghA upara uparathI vAge che, buddhino vedha UMDe sudhI pahoMce che. sarvakopebhyaH prakRtikopo garIyAn / (43) kudaratano kopa sauthI bhayAnaka hoya che. laDavAnuM che evI bhASAmAM vAta karAya nahIM paNa zatru zuM karaze tenA Thosa anumAno karI zake ane zatrune vicAravAno moko na Ape athavA zatrue kalpanA paNa na karI hoya evo vyuha apanAve te jItI zake che. tamAre saMgharSamAM rahevuM na paDe tevuM sahIsalAmata Ayojana tame karI zako te uttama. kema ke yuddhamAM hAranI kiMmata moMghI hoya che tema jItanI kiMmata paNa kaparI hoya che. jItIne khuvAra thaI janArAM rAjayonI vAto itihAsamAM maLe che. jItyA eno artha e nathI ke tame salAmata thaI gayA. lAMbI laDAIno bojo jItyA pachI pUrepUro vartAto hoya che. laDAImAM jItI gayA pachI duzmano sAtheno prItimeLa karavAnI AvaData na hoya to rojanI babAla maTatI nathI, tame zatru para jIta meLavI lo te pachI zatrunAM manamAM AdarabhAva jagADavAno hoya che. cANakyae magadhanuM pATalIputra jItyuM te pachI rAkSasamaMtrIne jItavA alaga puruSArtha karyo hato e ghaTanA mudrA rAkSasamAM amara banI che. zatrune hIna ane adhama mAnIne cAlavAnuM nathI. zatru hAre te ja kSaNe zatrumAM vasatA mAnavano satkAra thavo joIe. mANasAInI dRSTie A jarUrI che ane rAjakIya dRSTie A phAyadAkAraka che. yuddha pUruM thaI gayA pachI bInataMdurasta saMbaMdho cAlyA kare che temAM jItanArane apajaza maLe che. jUnA jamAnAmAM rAjAo parAjita rAjAne sattA soMpIne nIkaLI jatA hatA. jItavAnA samaye jItavuM, choDavAnA samaye choDavuM A rAjanIti che. dara vakhate choDavAnuM na hoya tema daravakhate jItI batAvavAnuM na hoya. nAnI jIta moTI hArane kheMcI lAvatI hoya teve samaye pIchehaTha karavI paDe che. Ane kAyaratA kahevI ke kuzaLatA e tatkALa nakkI thatuM nathI. bhaviSyamAM banAvanuM taTastha vizleSaNa thAya tyAre khabara paDe che ke dharatIkaMpa thAya che, pUra Ave che, dariyo mAjhA mUke che, javALAmukhI phATI nIkaLe che, dukALa paDe che, ativRSTi thAya che. A badhAnI sAme tame lAcAra cho. kudarata ane mAtA jaladI kopatA nathI. je divase e kope caDe che te divase badhuM bhAMgIne bhukko karI nAMkhe che. kudaratano kopa samUha pAponuM phaLa che. tamAre tenI sAme kazuM cAlatuM nathI. divasonA divaso sudhI nadIonA kAMThA vaLoTIne pANInI choLo zaherone ghamaroLe che. dariyo bhayAnaka banIne uchaLe che ne lAMbA kinArAne ajagara banIne gaLI jAya che. kAraNa vagara Aga bhaDakI uThe che. zuM kAma thAya che A badhuM ? sAmUhika gAMDapaNanI A sAmUhika sajA che. kudaratanA niyamonuM ullaMghana thAya che teno javAba ApavA kudarata sotha vALe che. kAraNa vagara hajAro jhADavAo kapAya che, pANInA dhoraDAo yaMtromAM bheravAya che, jamInanI khetIne baLadanA gobara maLatA nathI, anAja ane phaLone kRtrima davAonAM lIMpaNa thAya che, jaMgalamAM ane pANImAM vasatA jIvajaMtuonI saMkhyAmAM dharakhama ghaTADo thAya che, tAralAbharelA AbhamAM kALA dhumADAnA cIkaNA thara caDe che tyAre kudarata hope che. kudarata sAme tame kAMI karI nathI zakatA. dharmanI avajJA karanArA zikSaNano gheraghera pracAra thAya che,
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________________ dharmaguruo pratyenI zraddhA bhraSTa thAya tevI yojanAo saphaLa thAya che, bhagavAna pAse javAno samaya ja na bace tevI jIvanapaddhatio rItasara goThavAtI jAya che, devagurudharmano mahimA na thAya tevI rIte saMskaraNo thatA Ave che tyAre puNya paravAre che ane kudarata kope che. mANasanA krodhanI sImA che. kudaratanA roSanI sImA nathI hotI. kudarata koI sarvasattAdhIza AdamI nathI ke tenA harakhazokane joI zakIe paraMtu sAmudAyika aMdhAdhUdhI phelAya che te vakhate sAmUhika pApo bolI rahyA hoya tevo anubhava thAya che. na mAlUma, kevA samUhapApo thayA haze ke Aje vakhatovakhata kudaratanA koraDo vIMjhAyA kare che ane ekathI bhayAnaka eka evI aneka kAtila ghaTanAo banyA ja kare che. adhiSThAyaka devIdevatAo paNa lAcAra banIne kudaratano kUra nAca joyA kare che. koI bacAvI zakatuM nathI kudaratanA kopamAMthI. kudaratano kopa bahu khophanAka ane honahAra Apatti hoya che. hoya eTalA mAtrathI baLada dUdha ApI zakato nathI. tamArA sapanAnuM AropaNa sAmI vyaktimAM karo temAM pUrato viveka hovo joIe. saMbaMdha sAro hoya te sArI nizAnI che. saMbaMdha ane kAryakSamatA baMne judAM saranAme vase che. tamArI priya vyaktinuM baMdhAraNa juduM che, tamArA sapanAnuM baMdhAraNa juduM che. baMnene bhegA karI zakAya tema nathI. kAryasiddhi mATe AtmazraddhA sauthI moTuM paribaLa che. tame tamArI jAte tamArA vyaktitva pAsethI ghaNAM kAma laI zako kema ke sapanuM tamAruM che ane sAkAra karanArA tame cho. tamArAmAM vasatI kAryakSamatA ja tamane sapanuM cIle che. tame dhAro eTalI ja vAra hoya, kAma enI meLe thavA mAMDe che. tamArAmAM vaselA sarjaka pAsethI tame sarjana karAvI zako tema bIjAnI pAsethI sarjana karAvI zakAtuM nathI. tenI maryAdA ane tenI vizeSatAno ahesAsa jeTalo tene hoya teTalo tamane nA hoya. sAmAnya, thoDI kAryasiddhi e tamArA thakI batAvI de te judI vAta che. tamAruM sapanuM pUrepUruM sAkAra karavAnI enAmAM AvaData nathI. tamAro prema tamane dorI rahyo che mATe tame enAmAM ghaNI badhI zakyatAo joI rahyA cho. hakIkatamAM tame mAno cho evAM sapanAM enI AMkhomAM ugatA ja nathI. e tamane khuza rAkhavA tamArA kahevA mujaba karavAno prayatna kare che ane thoDuM ghaNuM pariNAma lAvI zake che. tame enA vatI sapanAM juo ane tamArA vatI e sapanAM sAkAra kare e Adarza paristhiti che. tame enAmAM sapanAnuM vAvetara karo. jamInamAM paDeluM bIja potAnI meLe aMkurA zodhI lAve che. aMtaramAM ropAyeluM sapanuM ApameLe saMbhAvanAne ujAgara kare che. tame enI zaktine pahelAM tapAso, tame enI bhUmikAne pahelAM oLakhI lo. tamane enI zakti ane bhUmikAno na khalu gopAlakasnehAdukSA kSIraM kSarati / (44) govALanA premane lIdhe baLada dUdha ApI zakato nathI. jenuM kAma je kare. pasaMda karavAno haka tamAro che. lAyakAta nakkI karavAno haka tamAro nathI. tamane gamI gayelI vyaktine tame tamArI samakakSa banAvavA iccho cho. tamArA premane lIdhe tamane evo vicAra Ave che. tamArA manamAM lAkha icchA hoya paraMtu sAmI vyaktimAM pAtratA nahIM hoya to tamArA sapanA pUrA thaI zakaze nahIM. govALane baLada gamato = = =
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________________ aMdAja AvI jaze to tenI mATe kevuM sapanuM vAjabI che te tamane tarata ja samajAze. atyAre tame tamArI AMkhe sapanuM juo cho enI mATe. pachI pachI tame enI AMkhe sapanuM jozo. A RNAnubaMdha vinA nathI banatuM. tame dhAro cho teTalo e zaktizALI nathI. tame na dhArI zako eTalo e kAbela che. baLada dUdha nathI ApI zakato paNa e ja baLada AkhuM khetara kheDI zake. dUdha ApanArI gAyane maLato cAro A khetaramAM ja uge che. dareka paricitone enA gajA mujabanuM eka sapanuM Apo. tame sapanAM joI zako cho te sArI vAta che. tame sapanAM vAvI zako te AnaMdajanaka bInA. mahadbhiH pratiSThitaH azmA api devo bhavati / (45) mahApuruSanA hAthe pratiSThA pAmelo paththara paNa deva banIne pUjAya che. tame zaktizALI bano to zreSTha. te na bano to zaktizALInA hAthamAM tamArI lagAma soMpI do. tamAruM zaktizALI hovuM-tamArI dRSTie jarUrI hoya to zakti UbhI karavA mATe tamAre koIno sAtha levo paDaze. nabaLA loko sAthe rahevAthI tame zaktizALI banI zakatA nathI. nabaLA loko para rAja karanAra netA zaktizALI hoto nathI. tamAruM bhaviSya tamAre zaktizALInA hAthamAM mUkavuM joIe. tame dhIme dhIme zaktizALI banatA jazo. zaktizALI vyakti svayaM preraNArUpa hoya che. tamArAmAM e zaktino saMcAra AsAnIthI karI zakaze. tamArI zakti tame ekalA vAparazo to enI eka maryAdA rahevAnI. tame kAma karatAM karatAM ghaDAzo. emAM khAsso badho samaya paNa javAno. tame anubhavI banIne pachI zaktizALI pUravAra thAo tyAra sudhI ghaNo samaya vItI javAno. Aje jamAno jhaDapI che. tamAre DhIlA rahevAnuM nathI. zaktizALInA hAthamAM tamAruM sukAna haze tevA saMyogomAM tamArI zaktine, emanI zaktino majabUta Teko maLaze. tame emanA hAtha nIce kAma karazo tene lIdhe tamArI zaktimAM emanI zakti bhaLaze. tamane yaza maLaze ane niSphaLatAno apayaza ocho maLaze . svataMtra banI javAnI utAvaLamAM tame zaktizALInA Azare rahevAnuM TALatA nahIM. tame je nathI joyuM te emaNe joyuM che. tamane jyAM jokhama dekhAya che tyAM emane rasto dekhAya che. tame jenAthI Daro cho emAMthI e pasAra thaI cUkyA che. zaktizALInAM zaraNe tamArI zaktine TheravI do. loDhAne ghasavA mATe loDhuM ja upayogI thAya che. zaktizALInA hAthe tame ghaDAyA hazo ane tamane zaktizALInuM pIThabaLa maLyuM haze ane tamArA hAthamAM emaNe ApeluM pramANapatra haze to tamane vadhAvavA sau paDApaDI karaze. sUraja dhImedhIme uge che, dariyAmAM bharatI dhImedhIme AgaLa vadhe che. tame dhImedhIme ghaDAtA rahejo . zaktizALInA hAthe tame gaurava pAmazo to jyAM jazo tyAM pUjAzo. atyAre tame koI zaktizALI sAthe sIdhA saMkaLAyelA cho ? tapAsI juo. na saMkaLAyA ho to tame atyaMta zaktizALI banI gayA cho ? vicArI juo. zaktizALInuM paDakhuM sevyA vinA zaktizALI banI zakAtuM nathI. zaktizALInA hAthe ghaDAyA hazo to duniyAnI Thokaro tamane vAgaze nahIM. tamArA saMparkanA vartuLamAM tamArA karatAM zaktizALI sAthe tamAro ghaniSTa saMbaMdha jaLavAyelo hovo joIe. zakti sAthe zakti bhaLe tyAre mahAzaktinuM nirmANa thAya che. - 98 -