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________________ ratna - cI. pU. 'citrabhAnu"
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________________ pU. munizrI ca'drakAntasAgarajI mahArAja smAraka tha'tha-ra ratnatrayI. * pravacanakAra : pU. munizrI candraprabhasAgarajI mahArAja " citrabhAnu '
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________________ prakAzaka : dinya jJAna saMdha 137, netAjI subhASa rADa muMbaI 1 AvRtti pahelI vikrama saMvata 2022 mUlya : 40 paisA mudraNa sthAna : sAdhanA mudraNAlaya dANApITha bhAvanagara
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________________ yAda... pUjya munizrI candraprasAgarajI mahArAjane paricaya Apavo eTale sUrya AgaLa dIpaka dharavA jevuM have amane lAge che. emanI viziSTa zilIe je sArA vaktAo saryA che e ja emanI sauthI zreSTha oLakha che - emanAM cintanapUrNa vicAra, maitrIpreraka vANI ane jasapUrNa AcAra e samAjamAM krAnti ane saMgaThThananAM agradUta samA che. emanAM A viziSTa to e kene nathI AkarSA ane kene nathI AmaMcyA ? A "ratnatrayI" pravacana paNa evA ja eka yAdagAra prasaMganuM bIja che. muMbaInAM aNuvrata saMghanA AgevAnonA bhAvabharyA nimaMtraNathI pUjyazrIe aNuvrata hailanI vizALa medanI samakSa "ratnatrayI" para tA. 2-3-66 thI 4-3-66 budha, guru ane zukra sudhI Apela A pravacana hRdayane kevuM sparzI jAya che te to A vAMcyA pachI vAcaka pote paNa kahI zakaze. TrasTIo: divyajJAna saMdha-muMbaI
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________________ maitrI bhAvanA maitrI bhAvanuM pavitra jharaNuM muja haiyAmAM vahyA kare; zubha thAo A sakala vizvanuM evI bhAvanA nitya rahe. pramoda bhAvanA : guNathI bharelA guNIjana dekhI haiyuM mAruM nRtya kare; e saMtonA caraNa-kamalamAM muja jIvananuM artha rahe. kAsaNya bhAvanA dIna kUra ne dharmavihUNA dekhI dilamAM darda rahe, karuNAbhInI AMkhamAMthI azrune zubha srota vahe. mAdhyastha bhAvanA mArga bhUlelA jIvanapathikane mArga cIMdhavA Ubhe rahuM; kare upekSA e mAraganI te ye samatA citta dharuM. candraprabhanI dharmabhAvanA haiye sau mAnava lAve, verajheranAM pApa tajIne maMgalagIte e gAve. dada , G
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________________ rana trayI mAnava jIvana e guNaratnonI khANa che. emAM darzana, jJAna ane cAritra e traNa te parama tejathI camakatA mahArane che. ApaNe A traNa divasanI pravacanamALAmAM A ratnatrayInuM cintana karavAnuM che. hare paNa che te paththara ja ne! khAya te marI javAya, pAse rAkhe te Dara rahe ane vAgI jAya te lehI kADhe-evA paththara jevA hIrAthI paNa leke AnaMda mANe che, te AdhyAtmika hIro-AdhyAtmika ratna maLatAM te mANasane keTale AnaMda thavo joIe? bhagavAna mahAvIre AdhyAtmika vastune A jaDa ratna sAthe zA mATe sarakhAvI? AdhyAtmika guNa AgaLa ratna zuM hisAbamAM? chatAM sarakhAmaNI karI che. duniyAmAM jema cAMdI, senuM ne jhaverAta karatAM ratno kImatI che, tema adhyAtmamAM A ratnatrayI jene maLI jAya te dhanavAna banI jAya che, tene janma saphaLa
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________________ thaI jAya che. parama zAMtimAM birAjamAna thavuM hoya to samyaga darzana, jJAna ane cAritryanI prApti anivArya che. mokSanA mArga cAra che : (1) bhaktimArga, (2) gamArga, (3) karmamArga ane (4) AsanasiddhimA. pUrNa vItarAga dazAne jemaNe anubhava karyo che tevA bhagavAna mahAvIre kahyuM che ke, ratnatrayIno mArga sarvottama che. Ama temaNe UMcAmAM UMco mArga batAve. samyagra darzana, samyaga jJAna, samyaguM cAritra prApta thAya te je hetu mATe mAnava ahIM AvyA che, je hetu mATe mAnava jIvanane dhanya kahyuM che, te jIvana dhanya banI jAya che. darzana, jJAna, cAritra, A ratnatrayInI tripuTI na maLe to badhuM maLavA chatAM manuSya janmane AMTe niSphaLa jAya che. ' je meLavIne mUkI devuM paDe te meLavyAM chatAM na meLavavA barAbara che. raMgUnamAM je karoDapati hatA temanA paisA tyAMnI sarakAre paDAvI lIdhA. teo ahIM AvyA te khAvAnA paNa phAMphA! te e karoDapati zuM kAmanA? game teTaluM raLe paNa sAthe na laI zake
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________________ te raLyuM na ranyA barobara cheA janmamAM ApaNe khUba bheguM karIe paNa ahIMthI jaIe tyAre kAMI * paNa sAthe nahi laI jaI zakIe te bheguM karyuM na bheguM karyA barAbara che. mahApuruSe kahe che ke evuM bheguM karo je tame sAthe laI zake. teo ema nathI kahetA ke cheDI de. dharma nathI kahete ke cheDI de. dharma te kahe che ke meLavI le. jeTaluM bharAya eTaluM bharo. Avo avasara pharI jIvanamAM nahi maLe. evuM bheguM karo ke badhI vastu chUTI jAya paNa je meLaveluM che te na chUTe. dharmamAM prAptinI vAta che, cheDavAnI nahi, levAnI vAta che, tyAganI nahi. A tamAre sAruM; UMcuM levuM hoya te halakuM cheDavuM paDe. caNAne cheDe te hIrAthI mUThI bharI zake. UMcI vastu levI hoya to tucchane cheDo. AnaMdanI prApti mATe kaSAyane choDyA vinA kema cAle ? bhogamAM jIva hoya to prabhune yoga kema thAya? caNA cheDyAM vinA hIrA kema maLe? - sAdhane siddhine nirNaya kare che. zuddha sAdhane dvArA citta zuddha thAya, ane zuddhithI siddhi prApta thAya.
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________________ kapaDuM sAbuthI dhUo te UjaLuM thAya paNa . aMdhArAmAM sAbu jevo dekhAto kelasa laIne koI ghasaghasa kare te kapaDuM kALuM thAya ke UjaLuM ? pachI tamane kapaDuM keTaluM ghase che te nathI puchAtuM, paNa sAdhana kayuM vAparyuM hatuM te puchAya che. mahenata keTalI karI te nahi paNa sAdhana kayAM vAparyA te puchAya che. sAdhana nabaLAM te mahenata nakAmI. zuddhi mATe suMdaramAM suMdara sAdhana joIe. sAdhana halakuM ke nabaLuM hoya to zuddhi jarA paNa na thAya. zuddhi ane siddhine AdhAra sAdhana para che. adhyAtmanuM kSetra gagana karatAM vizALa che. aMta na Ave eTale vizALa ene rAjamArga che. AtmAne mArga anaMta che, to sAdhane paNa asaMkhya che. ApaNe cUTelA A traNa sAdhanane vicAra karIe. je sAdhano dvArA zuddhi thAya ane zuddhi eTale ja siddhi. * samyaga darzana, samyagU jJAna ne samyaga cAritra e sAdhana che. mekSa e ApaNuM sAdhya che. samyaga darzana zI cIja che? e eka prakAranI ruci che, pyAsa che, kSudhA che.
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________________ kaI vastu joIe ane gamI jAya, manamAM cATI jAya, joyA pachI vastunI lagana lAgI jAya; thAya ke A vastu kevI rIte prApta karuM, kevA prayatnathI meLavuM, A dilanI laganane "samyaga darzana" kahe che. - AtmAnI lagana lAge, AtmA mATe saMci jAge, thAya ke A badhuM kharuM paNa aMdara rahelAne pAmuM nahi, zodhuM nahi te A janmane arthaze ? aMdaranI vastu joI pote tenA tarapha AkarSAI jAya tenuM nAma samyagU darzana. bajAramAM thoDA paisA laIne nIkaLyAM ne tyAM tamane kImatI vastu gamI jAya, tamArA dilamAM vastu bhAvI jAya; thAya ke kharIdIne ja rahIza. paNa tamArI pAse pUrA paisA nathI, tame dukAnadArane kahe choH "mAre mATe A rahevA de. game tema karIne paisA bhegA karIza. mArI khAtara tuM A vastu vecIza nahi. eka vastu gamI jAya tene mATe A kevI tAlAvelI! ' - adhyAtma mATe paNa AvI ja ruci pragaTavI joIe. eka vastu gamI gaI te kurabAna thaI javAya che. enI pAchaLa duniyA, paisA, saMsAra ke jIvana badhuM ja kurabAna che. tyAga karanArane-jeNe ghara vagere choDyAM
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________________ che ene kaI evI vastu gamI gaI che, jenI AgaLa A badhI vastu nAcI ja lAge che. * * - jene AtmAnI pasaMdagI thAya, darzanane sparza thAya e cAritra pAme. tene mana duniyAnI vastune tyAga sahaja vAta che. je vastu game che te vastu pAchaLa kaI vastune tyAga karavAmAM muzkelI nathI. AtmAnI jhAMkhI thAya te tyAga, tyAga ja na lAge. vastu chUTI jAya. manamAM ema na thAya ke keTaluM badhuM choDayuM. thAya ke cheDayuM, paNa meLavyuM te kharuM ne ? enI pAchaLa samyagU darzana che. ' eka vastunI sAcI prIti lAge te bIjI vastu sahaje chUTI jAya. - keI vepArIne upavAsa karavAnuM kaho to kahe mArAthI na bane. paNa jyAre gharAkI jAmI jAya ne khAvAne samaya na maLe te upavAsa paNa thaI jAma. je leke ekaTANuM paNa na kare tene vyApAra khAtara upavAsa karatAM joyA che ne? vastu gamI jAya pachI sahanazIlatAne prazna ja nathI. bhUkhanA badalAmAM ene evuM kAMIka maLe che, jyAM bhUkha, bhUkha nathI rahetI.
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________________ je tyAga kare che, upavAsa kare che, tene aMdarane AsvAda maLe che; ene tapazcaryA sahaja lAge che. svAdhyAya tema ja ciMtanamAM upavAsa karanArane e yAda ja nathI AvatuM ke Aje meM khAdhuM nathI. vastu pratye lagana vinA je karaze te bhArarUpa je lAgaze. lagana eTale vastumAM vastune rasa. . je vastu priya lAge tene mATe game teTaluM kare paNa kAMI nathI lAgatuM. UlaTAnuM ema thAya che ke meM ene mATe kazuM ja nathI karyuM. mA jyAre vahAlI dIkarIne kAMI Ape che tyAre game eTaluM Ape paNa ene ochuM ja lAge che. eka vastu priya lAgI pachI ene mATe game eTaluM karyA pachI paNa kAMI nathI karyuM ema thayA kare che. AtmA mATe karo pachI ahaMkArano prazna ja kyAM rahyo? rANakapura kudaratanA kheLAmAM AveluM ramaNIya dhAma che. aravallInA pahADonA khoLAmAM maMdira beThuM che. dharaNazAhane evI te kevI lagana lAgI haze ke jeNe jaMgalamAM jaIne e maMdira UbhuM karyuM! Aje te lekene dareka ThekANe pitAnI takhtI joIe jyAre A maMdirane bAMdhanAra zeThe jaData nathI. dharaNAzA keNu e khabara nathI paDatI. maMdiramAM
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________________ 1444 thAMbhalA che. temAM eka thAMbhalA para be nAnI AkRtio hAtha joDIne UbhI che. jANe kahI rahI cheH ame kAMI karI zakyA nathI. jenA jIrNoddhAramAM ja 13 lAkha rUpiyA lAgyA to tenA bAMdhakAmamAM keTalo kharca lAgyo haze tenI kalpanA kare ! chatAM, kayAMya baMdhAvanAranuM nAma dekhAtuM nathI. hAtha joDelAM patipatnImAMthI namratA nItare che. bhagavAnanI lagana lAgI hoya te ema ja kahe ne ke je joyuM che tenI AgaLa ame je karyuM che te zI visAtamAM che? darzana eTale ci. tenI prApti vinA becenI lAge. bhagavAnanA bhakto pAgala lAge kAraNake e pitAmAM khavAI gayA che, satanI pAchaLa pAgala thayA che, vAta karatAM paNa ene bhagavAnanuM smaraNa Ave che. - jJAna ane cAritra darzana vagara nakAmAM che. pahelAM darzana thavuM joIe, bhagavAnane joIne manamAM ahobhAgya lAgavuM joIe. thAya ke A bhagavAna mArA AtmAnuM pUrNa rUpa che. kaSAyone lIdhe temane adhUre aMza huM chuM. to huM pUrNanA dhyAnathI pUrNa banuM evI lagana, evI ruci mane thavI joIe.
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________________ maMdiramAM bhagavAna kAMI ema ja nathI dekhAtA. aMdara bhUkha lAgavI joIe; te bhagavAna dekhAya. jeTalI bhUkha tIvra eTalI seImIThI, jeTalI bhUkha ochI eTalI raI phikkI. huM AtmA anaMta zaktino svAmI e dehamAM samAIne nAnakaDI duniyAmAM kema bharAI beTho chuM? huM, ke je A janmanI pahelA paNa hatuM, ane A maraNanI pachI paNa rahevAno chuM te maravAnI bhItimAM kema gabharAI beTho chuM! mRtyu kenuM ? dehanuM ke AtmAnuM? deha mare, AtmA tare; deha paDe, AtmA caDhe. evA zAzvata AtmAnI zraddhA e ja samyagudazana....A samyagadarzanathI te jIvana mIThuM banI jAya. * ' cANakya nAne hate. ene ghera sAdhu vahoravA AvyA. bALakanA dAMta joIne sAdhunA meM para suMdara smita AvyuM. mAe kAraNa pUchyuM. sAdhue bALakanA dAMta joIne kahyuM ke, A bALaka samarthamAM samartha samrATa thavAne heya evAM cihno che. mA dharmiSTha hatI. thayuM ke, samrATa thavuM e eka bhavanI vAta che paNa samrATa thatAM saMhAra karI durgatie javuM e bhAbhavanI vAta che. enA karatAM samrATa na thAya
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________________ 10 te zuM khATuM ? mAe kAnasa laine dAMta ghasI kADhyA. khaLakane khUba du:kha thayuM. mA bALaka mATe A bhavanuM nahi paNa bhuvAbhavanuM hita icche che. bALakanA AtmAnA hita mATe maMnae hRdaya kaThAra karyuM. cANakaya samrATa na thayA paNa pachI samrATanA sarjaka jarUra thaye. tame bALakanu zreya icchatA hA te jIvanamAMthI phUTI phUTIne sArI vAtA kaheA. bALakanu mana kAmaLa, sukumAra, nirdoSa hAya che. sArI vAta mUkatAM bALakanA manamAM svapnA UbhAM thAya che. dareka bALaka AgaLa kAMI ne kAMI Adaza mUkeA. e Adaza mATe enAM manamAM vicAra UbhA karo. tame bALaka AgaLa sArI vAta na mUke, suMdara Adaza na mUkA eTale e nirdoSa bALaka sinemAmAMthI nakala kare che, kharAma zIkhe che. A svajanA gayA janmamAM hetAM, A janmamAM che; AvatA janmamAM rahevAnAM che. A janmamAM Avela snehInu sAru karIe te AvatAM janme teo UMcA Ave. bALakonA manamAM suMdara vicArAnAM bIje vAvavAthI temanI manAbhUmi para te vRkSa banIne Ave
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________________ 11 che. bALakane suMdara vicAre tathA suMdara vAcana ApI temanuM mana taiyAra karavAnuM che. pahelA suMdara mana, pachI ja dhana, Aje mana ochuM, paNa dhana vadhAre che. - AtmajJAnavALI vyakti sukha ane duHkhamAM samAna rahe. paisAthI ahaMkArI na bane, nirdhanatAmAM dIna ane kaMgAla na bane. sAdhanonI vipulatAmAM eTalI ja namratA ane sAdAI rahe te A daSTinA ja pratApe. carotaramAM vihAra karatAM eka dhanADhya bhAI maLyA. temanA kapALamAM moTe ghA hate. garIbAI mAMthI zrImaMta thayA hatA. sAdAIthI rahe ane paisA dAna vageremAM vApare. emanA kapALanA ghA vize pUchatAM temaNe kahyuM ke, "A ghA mAre guru che, teNe gurunuM kAma karyuM che. nAnapaNamAM huM eka dhanavAnanA makAnanI bAjumAM raheto hato. dhanavAnanA dIkarA ramavA Ave tyAre keIvAra khissAmAMthI cokaleTa vagere kADhIne khAya ane koIvAra mane "Ape. ekavAra temanI mAe ApavAnI nA kahevAthI mane na ApI. bALako mAe Apela vicAronuM pratibiMba che. huM ghera jaI raDavA lAgyA. mAe
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________________ ghaNuM samajAvyuM paNa meM haTha pakaDI. mAe dhanavAnane hAtha joDIne kahyuM ke tame tamArAM chokarAMone gharamAM game te khavaDAve paNa bahAra jaIne amArAM karAMnAM dekhatAM khAya ne e joIne amArAM chokarAM amArI pAse mAge ne amane herAna kare e ThIka nahi. A sAMbhaLI zeThANuM te garama thaI gaI kaheH "mArAM chokarAM bajAramAM ane zerImAM badhe phAve te khAze." ane mArI mAne bahAra kADhI. huM samajyo ke mA aMdara cokaleTa levA gayelI che. mA nIkaLI eTale meM cekaleTa mAgI. mAne duHkha thayeluM, apamAna thayeluM eTale mArI A mAgaNIthI gusse thaI, ne bAjumAM paththara paDele te upADI mArA para ghA karyo. mane lAgyuM, lohInI dhArA nIkaLI. mAne ghaNuM duHkha thayuM ne huM pharIthI mAgavAnuM bhUlI gayA. meTa thaye, paisAdAra thaye, paNa ghA rahI gaye. roja arisAmAM meM jotAM ghA yAda Ave che. enI pAchaLa rahelI jiMdagInI vAta yAda Ave che. e ghA jANe kahete hoya cheH "bIjAnAM sukhe tArA kapALamAM ghA karyo paNa have tAruM sukha bIjA keInA kapALamAM ghA na kare te dhyAna rAkhaje." meM mArA ghAmAMthI A pATha. lIdhe, meM ene mAre guru mAne." dareka mANase e vicAravAnuM che ke ApaNuM
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________________ AdhyAtmika sukha bALakane paNa kema maLe. evuM jJAna ene kema prApta thAya jethI keIkanA kapALamAM e ghA karI na bese, samAjane nukasAna na karI bese. A javAbadArInI vAta che. e mATe pahelAM ApaNane evuM darzana thavuM joIe, evI laganI lAgavI joIe ke jethI AtmA zuddha bane. A AtmA sarvamAM che, gayA janmamAM hato, A janmamAM che ane haju pravAsa cAlu ja che, evuM jJAna thAya. upavAsa, dhyAna, tapa je kare che te AtmAnI nirmaLatA mATe che kAraNake ema karatAM karatAM zuddhine anubhava thAya che. AtmA che evI pratIti thaI e darzananI zarUAtanuM lakSaNa che. mokSa maLe eTale darzananI pUrNAhuti. AtmAnI oLakha eTale darzanane prAraMbha ane karmothI AtmAnI mukti e darzananI pUrNAhuti.. - tame mAtra A dehane ja oLakhe che - AtmAne bhUlIne. AtmAnI oLakhANa na thAya tyAM sudhI kaMI nathI. je pitAne ja na oLakhe, AtmA chuM, tirmaya chuM, traNa kALamAM maravAne nathI na jANe te te bIjAne caitanyarUpe
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________________ 14 kevI rIte oLakhe? je pitAne ja jaDarUpe jue, ane mAne ke pite paMcabhUtanuM pUtaLuM che te pitAnAM sagAMone paNa paMcabhUtanAM pUtaLAM ja samaje ne? je pitAne AtmArUpe oLakhe che te ja adhyAtmanI oLakhadvArA jagatamAM caitanyane dhabakAra jue che. ene ema thAya ke badhAmAM mArA je AtmA paDyo che. jenAmAM AtmajJAna nathI tenA du:khane pAra nathI. AvA mANase mAtra zarIrane oLakhe che ane zarIramAM thoDuM kharAba thAya te tene duHkha thAya che. - bhAratIya saMskRti kahe che ke strI-puruSe lagnamAM paNa e vAta bhUlavAnI nathI ke mAtra saMsAranA tuccha bhaMga mATe A joDANa nathI, paNa dhIme dhIme mekSamArganA sAthI thavA joDAyA chIe. A bhAratIya saMskRtimAM pati mAMde thAya ke apaMga thAya te nabhAvavAnI bhAvanA che. patnI bImAra thAya ke lAMbI mAMdagImAM AvI jAya te ya pati enI kALajI karuNapUrvaka lete rahe che. jyAM dharma nathI tyAM pati lAMbA samaya mAM rahe te chUTAcheDA levAya che. kAraNake paMcabhUtanAM zna ? jIruM thayuM ja paDe che.
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________________ AtmAnI oLakhANa thatAM saMsAra anAsakitavALa ane ucca vicAraNAnuM dhAma bane che. atyAre leke tuccha svArtha mATe bhegAM thayAM che. UNapa AvI le tame tamAre raste ane huM mAre raste. bannenA rastA judA. paNa AtmAnI oLakhathI te banne ekabIjAne mATe sahana kare che. aMjanA satIne patine viyAga 22 varSa rahyo. pavanaMjaya sAme jue ke nahi paNa bAI kahe ke, A te zarIranI vAta che; cAle saMyama paLAze; te chatAM enA AtmAne huM tArIza. 22 varSe jyAre pavanaMjayanI AMkha UghaDe che tyAre pazcAttApa thAya che. raDe che. kahe che ke, "huM duSTa hatA." patnI kahe che ke, "tame duSTa hatA ja nahi. je duSTa hatA te AMsu kyAMthI? have to duSTatA paNa devAI gaI." jANe ke 22 varSamAM kAMI banyuM ja nathI. AvI vAta AtmAnI oLakhANathI thAya. ratnatrayInI tripuTI jIvanamAM AvI jAya, oLakha thAya te saMsAra judo ja bane. pachI tame sAthe raho paNa Urdhvagatie pahoMcavA sadA tatpara rahe. - AtmAnI oLakhANa pachI navame bhave rAjulA
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________________ ane nema mekSa pAmyAM. ne me jyAre rAjulane paraNavAnI nA kahI tyAre rAjula tenI bahenapaNIne kahe che, "e bhale hAtha para hAtha na mUke, paNa mAthA para te hAtha mUkaze ne?" A AtmAnI oLakhANa che. . . AtmA che e jAtanI samajaNa thAya tyAre darzanano prAraMbha thAya. e mAge sAdhanA karatAM karatAM AtmAkamamAMthI mukta thAya. AtmA kaSAya ane viSayathI mukta thaye eTale darzananuM kAma pUrNa thayuM. AtmA mATe talasATa, bhUkha te samyagradarzana. huM cetana chuM e darzana. jyAM sudhI darzana nathI, tyAM sudhI huM zarIra chuM; darzana thAya eTale huM AtmA chuM. zarIrane sukhaduHkhanA AghAta-pratyAghAta lAge che. AtmajJAnIne sukhaduHkhanA AghAta-pratyAghAta nathI lAgatA. . AtmA svAmI che, deha dAsa che. AtmAe zarIra dhAraNa karyuM che. zarIra dhAraNa karanAra svAmI dhAre tyAre dehane phagAvI zakavAnI svataMtratA dharAve che. jema keI mAlika kahe ke A nekare che, tema AtmA kahe ke A mAruM zarIra che. "mArAne artha
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________________ mArAthI bhinna ema thAya che. ektA hoya te te saMbaMdhanI che saMbaMdha tUTatAM AtmA jude ane deha jude. saMbaMdha pUro thayo eTale duHkha paNa dUra thayuM. ghaNAya evA sukumAra zarIravALA mANasa che, jemanAthI jarIye tApa sahana na thAya, paNa saMbaMdha pUro thatAM AtmA AgaLa vadhe che, pachI pAchaLa rahelA zarIrane bALavAmAM Ave che; ane chatAM e phariyAda kare ke mArAthI tApa sahana nahi thAya ! A vAta vivekadaSTithI vicAravAnI che-mRtyu pachI nahi paNa jIvatAM samajavAnI che; draSTA banI A vastune jevAnI che. draSTAnI daSTi maLatAM tame Aje jene sva mAne che te para lAgaze. vastumAMthI svatva nIkaLI jatAM nirmamatvanI zAnti maLaze. pachI zarIra para duHkha thatuM dekhAze, paNa duHkhane sparza nahi thAya draSTA banI jenArane duHkha paDe kharuM, paNa spaze nahi. - A prayoga bahu vAra kare paDaze. prAraMbhamAM kaThina lAgaze paNa dhIre dhIre daSTi khIlatAM bhinnatAnuM jJAna vadhatuM jaze. prAga vagara AgaLa nahi vadhAya. prasannatApUrvaka upavAsa karatA ane upavAsa karI prasannatA mANatA sAdhakane tame joyA che? bhUkhyA
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________________ 18 chatAM prasanna. bhUkha lAge paNa sparze nahi. aMdaranI jAgRtinu A jIvaMta pariNAma che. samyaktvanI A eka bhUmikA che, jenAthI citta sthitaprajJa thaI jAya che., sapattinI jema vipattine paNa e svIkAre che. evI bhUmikAe paheAMcelA AtmA sasmita kahezeH taraMge game teTalA Ave paNa naukA taravA taiyAra che. sa`pattinI bharatI Ave ke vipattinI eTa, paNa amArI naukA te taravAnI ja. jIvana haiM to sukha ane duHkha AvavAM ja rahyuM? jIvanane e mAga che. ApaNI AsapAsa badhA jJAnI nathI. ApaNe ghaNAghaNA ajJAnIethI gherAyelA chIe. ghaNIvAra mahAnamAM mahAna puruSone emanA jIvanakALa daramiyAna emanA gharanAM paNa emane nathI eLakhI zakatAM; e aNuprIchacAM ja rahI jAya che. ema ja lAge ke gharanA mANasA jANe dha zALAmAM AvI rahelA musApharAnI jema vase che. jJAnASTine kAraNe ekabIjAthI alipta rahetA heAya tA temanI A jaLakamaLavavat sthiti vize samajI zakAya, paNa A te ajJAnanA mAryA ajANyA rahe che. ApaNAM priyamAM priya svajanA paNa ApaNune aMdarathI nahi paNa bAhya dRSTithI jue che. aMdarathI
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________________ jovA mATe te AMkha joIe. je pitAne ja na jue te sAmAnA AtmAne kema jue ? AmAM mAtra sAmAno ja vAMka nathI. jema e tamane nathI joI zakatA tema tame paNa tamArA svajanane aMtaradaSTithI nathI joI zakatA. ajJAnIonI A kevI viSamatAbharI ekalatA che? samyagadarzanathI AtmadaSTi khUle pachI mAnavI dehane nahi, dehadhArIne jue che; zarIrane nahi, AtmAne jue che. bhautika jJAna vastuone saMgraha karAve che, AtmAnuM jJAna saMgrahamAMthI mukta karAve che. vijJAnathI prApta thayela sAdhane baMdhanakAraka bane che, jyAre AtmajJAnathI prApta sAdhano baMdhanamAMthI mukta thavAmAM sahAyaka thAya che. A jJAna e samyagU jJAna che. eka naukAmAM ATha pravAsI che. e sau yuvAna ane bhaNelA che. dareka judA judA viSayamAM snAtaka thayelA che. nAva pANImAM taratI AgaLa jaI rahI che. aDadhe paTe gayA pachI keIe pUchayuM ke, keTalA vAgyA haze? javAba ApavAne badale sau yuvAna mazkarI karavA nAvikane ja pUche che: "bhAI, tArI ghaDiyALamAM keTalA vAgyA che !" nAvika kaheH "mane vAcatA ja AvaDatuM nathI tyAM ghaDiyALa rAkhIne zuM
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________________ 20 karuM?" sau belI UThe che: "tArI aDadhI jiMdagI pANImAM gaI. vAcatAM paNa na AvaDe?" thoDI vAramAM zahera najIka AvatuM dekhAyuM. TAvaramAM TakarA paDe che. yuvAne pelA nAvikane pUche che "vAcatAM te na AvaDe paNa barAbara gaNatAM te AvaDe che ne? gaNa joIe, keTalA TakorA thayA?" "bhAIo, mane gaNatAM ya barAbara nathI AvaDatuM." tyAre sau khaDakhaDATa hasI paDyA ane kaheH "tArI pANI jiMdagI pANImAM gaI." DIvAra pachI uparavAsathI pUra AvatuM dekhAyuM. nAvike jAhera karyuM: "pUranuM khUba jora che! pUra AvI pahoMcatA naukA kadAca gulAMTa paNa khAI jAya. tamane taratAM AvaDe che?" keIne taratAM AvaDatuM nahotuM. eTalAmAM pUra AvyuM. nAva DUbavA lAgI. nAvikathI na rahevAyuM. eNe kahyuM: "mArI piNI jiMdagI pANImAM gaI, paNa pA bacI jaze; jyAre tamArI te have AkhI jiMdagI pANImAM javAnI. ahIM taravAnA jJAna sivAya bIjuM badhuM jJAna nakAmuM che." A vAta saune lAgu paDe che. tamane bIju badhuM jJAna che, badhI rIte hoziyAra che, A badhuM kharuM, paNa saMsArasAgaramAM kema tarI javuM te AvaDe
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________________ che? jJAnIo kahe cheH bhavasAgarane kema tarI ja te jANe te jJAnI. jJAnanI be zAkhA che: viSayapratibhAsa ane AtmaspazI. paheluM jJAna bhADe maLe. skUla ane kolejamAM paNa maLe. AtmaspazI jJAna bhADe nathI maLatuM; ene mATe aMdara DUbakI mAravI paDe che, pite pitAne prazna karI, pitAne jANa paDe che. AvA jJAnavALe duniyAmAM vasatAM jema hase che tema duniyAne choDate hoya che tyAre paNa hasate hasate choDI zake che. bhagavAna mahAvIre deha cheDatAM pahelAM seLa praharanI chelI dezanA ApelI. temane thayuM ke mArI pAse je che te saune Apato jAuM. jJAnanA khajAnA jevuM uttarAdhyayanasUtra mAnavajAtane ApyuM. A sudhAnI vRSTi prasaMge paNa temanA mukhakamaLa para ke AhUlAda hato! emane ema ja thatuM haze ne ke jatAM jatAM jagatanAM hRdayanA pyAlA jJAnathI chalakAvI jAuM! * * - jene maratAM AvaDe te ja kahevAya. eka tatvajJAnIe kahyuM che. akasmAtane bAda karatAM mane kahe ke keNa kema marI gaye, te huM kahIza ke e
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________________ 22 kema jIvI gaye, maraNa e jIvananuM saravaiyuM che. akasmAtamAM pUrvajanmanuM kAma cAlyuM paNa AvatuM hoya eTale emAM mANasanuM kaMI na cAle. paNa te sivAya sAmAnya rIte te jIvana jevuM jivAya tevuM ja mRtyu thAya. jIvanane vaLa mRtyunA cheDAmAM che. vivekI mANasa jIvanane cheDe suMdara kema thAya tene ja vicAra kare che. eTalA mATe A samagra darzana pachI samyak jJAnanI jarUra che. AtmA zuM che, kyAM javAnuM che, kevI rIte karmathI bhAre thAya che, kema mukta thAya ane amRtatatvano bhaktA bane te jANavAnuM che. yAjJavalkaya AtmasAdhanA karavA araNyamAM jatAM pahelA potAnI badhI saMpatti vahece che. A jaI patnI mitreyIe temane pUchyuM: "Apa mane paNa zuM A saMpatti ja ApavA mAge che ? ane e je ApavA jevI vastu hoya te Apa ene 'tajavA kema tatpara banyA che? AnAthI mane amRtanuM tatva maLavAnuM kharuM? jenAthI amRta na maLe te laIne huM zuM karuM? je lIdhA pachI cheDavuM paDe te lIdhuM paNa zA kAmanuM? mane te tame je sAdhanAthI Atmatattva pAmavAnA cho e batAve."
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________________ " A AtmajJAna pAmavA zAntinI paLomAM cintana karavAnuM che. zAnta vAtAvaraNamAM ja taLiye rahelI vastu dekhAya che, dhAMdhalamAM kaMI na dekhAya. tame dhyAna karavA bese che tyAre paNa tamArI AgaLa-pAchaLa kheMcatANa hoya che. tamArA mana para keTaluM badhuM dabANa che? sukhImAM sukhI mANasa paNa A dabANathI mukta nathI. Avo mANasa zAMtinI lahejata kema mANI zake ? vadhAre sAdhana eTale vadhAre deDa! re, khAvAmAM ya zAnti na hoya te svAdhyAya mATe te heya ja. kyAMthI? tame sukhI che ? sukha zuM che? sukha eTale zAti. tamane zAnti che? jyAM sudhI zAnti na saMbhave tyAM sudhI vastunuM darzana kema thAya? snAna karatAM, pANInA hojamAM taLie jaI paDelI hIrAnI vIMTI pANImAM taraMge hoya te na dekhAya. pANu nirmaLa thAya ane taraMga zAnta thAya te ja dekhAya. tema hRdayanI vastu paNa kyAre dekhAya ?. citta zuddha thAya ane zAnta thAya tyAre. - ajJAnInuM kAma taraMga vadhAravAnuM che, jJAnInuM kAmatara zAnta karavAnuM che. jeTalA taraMgo ochA teTalI zakti vadhAre. jeTalI vastu vadhAre teTalA
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________________ 24 taraMge vadhAre. ghaNIvAra te Akho mANasa ja emAM daTAI jAya che. vastuo mANasane upara lAvavA mATe hoya, nahi ke ene DhAMkI devAM. jema pilA ajJAnI bhakatabhagavAnanI pUjA karavAne badale bhagavAnane ja phUlethI DhAMkI de che, tema mANasa vastuothI upara AvavAne badale pote ja vastuothI DhaMkAI jAya che. A badhAM Means che, End nathI. sAdhana che, sAdhya nathI. sAdhana ane sAdhyane bheda samajAtAM tame ja tamane pUchazeH huM mAre zeTha chuM ke nakara chuM? vAtAvaraNe mANasanI paristhiti para nirbhara che. mANasa nirbaLa te vAtAvaraNa baLavAna. mANasa sabaLa te vAtAvaraNa nirbala. pachI vAtAvaraNa mANasane nahi, mANasa vAtAvaraNane badale che. tamArI zAntinA bhege tame kaMI ja na kare. svAdhyAyanI majA zAntimAM che. svanuM adhyayana te svAdhyAya. A svanuM adhyayana zAnti vinA kema thAya ? taraMge vihoNA zAnta jaLamAM jema spaSTa pratibimba paDe che tema nirvikArI ane vikalpa
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________________ vihoNA zAnta rAva zivamAM ke huM anubhava-prakAza jhilAya che. huM koNa chu " ene anubhava nathI eTale ja loko paradatta nAmanA mehamAM phasAyA che. nAmanA mATe mANasa parezAna parezAna thaI jAya che. ghaNuMvAra te e nAmanI A bhUkhane tRpta karavA dharma sthAnamAM ane sAdhusaMta pAse paNa jatA hoya che. tyAM dharma karate karato paNa pitAnuM nAma kema vadhe te ADakatarI rIte jete rahe che. nAmanI mahattA eTalI badhI che ke maraNa-pathArIe paDelA mANasanuM nAma bole eTale e AMkha ughADe. te vakhate gharanA keI yAda na Ave paNa pitAnuM nAma to yAda Ave ja. vicArI juoH nAma janmathI nathI lAvyA; nAma pADeluM che, ApeluM che, bIjAe dIdheluM che; chatAM te mANasanA manane kevuM vaLagyuM che! UchInI vastu para paNa keTale meha! je sAdhaka AtmalakSI che, te kaI paNa prakAranI padavIthI rAjI nahi thAya. tene nAmathI nahi, rAmathI kAma che. enuM nAma bhUMsAI jAya teya ene duHkha na thAya. e jANe che ke huM te anAmI che. nAma keIe ApyuM hatuM ane emaNe ja bhUMsI nAkhyuM. nAnI nAnI vAtamAM leko akaLAI jAya che.
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________________ AtmanA ajJAnane lIdhe mANase ALA mananA thaI gayA che. emane nAnI nAnI vAtamAM apamAna lAge. jarIkamAM nArAja thaI jAya. paNa e bhUlI jAya che ke je pitAnI jAtanuM ja gaurava na samaje te tamane gaurava kyAMthI Ape ! je potAne samaje che te ja bIjAne samajavA kaMIka saphaLa thaI zake che. eka jAhera pravacanamAM pravacana zarU thatAM pahelAM, eka AgevAna bhAI mArI oLakha ApavA UbhA thayA. mane manamAM thayuM. pahelAM tuM tArI oLakha te Apa. jenI oLakha ApavAnI che tenI kaI ApatuM nathI; bAradAnanI ja vAta kare che, mAlane te kaI pUchatuM ja nathI ? " keI ApaNuM mATe bole te vicAravuM ke ThIka che, e mArA viSene bAMdhela emane abhiprAya che; mArI oLakhANa nathI. abhiprAya badhA carmacakSunA che, oLakha divya nayananI che. divya nayanamAM huM koNa chuM tenI jANa che. e jJAnadaSTi che. A daSTinA vikAsa pachI loko pUche te potAnuM nAma jarUra batAve, paNa aMdarathI nyAro rahe-emAM Asakta na thaI jAya. A daSTi AvatAM saMpradAyane mehaM enI meLe ja vilIna thaI jaze. ekatA mAtra bhASaNothI nahi, samajaNathI Ave che. AtmAnI
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________________ 27 sAcI samaja vadhatAM gaccha ane phrikAenAM baMdhana enI meLe ja tUTI jaze. jhADa mATuM thAya te vADa rahe ? are, ghaNIvAra teA jhADanA vistAra vADane teADI nAkhe che! AtmAnI samaja vinAnI ekatA e uparanI ekatA che. nIce nAmane mehu te chupAI ne beThA ja che; nAmanAnI jarAka taka maLatAM e ekatAmAM taDa paDatAM vAra nahi lAge ! ajJAnIenI ekatA pANIthI bAMdhelA retInA lADu jevI che. tApa paDatAM e chUTA paDyA vinA nahi rahe. saMmyak jJAnanI dRSTi ja keAI Ara che; emAM sahaja saMpa--zuddha prema che. A dRSTimAM AtmAnu joDANa che. nAma AgaLI gayuM che. khasa, pachI AtmAonI .premamaya sRSTi ja che, AtmamilananA parama rasa che, AtmadRSTi rasezvara che. tamane kAcamAM jovAnI kaLA AvaDe che? tame tamane barAbara jue che ? aMdara kANu dekhAya che ? AtmA dekhAya che ke zarIranu' pratibimba dekhAya che ? aMdara dekhAya che te tuM nathI; tu' tA, nathI dekhAte te tu che. zarIra dekhAya che, paNa te dekhI zakatuM nathI. te teA zarIranI aMdara, AMkhanI * khArInI pAchaLa beThA che, kAcanI sAme te pUtaLu Ubhu` che. pUtaLu pAte pAtAne joI zakatuM nathI.
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________________ AtmA prayANa karI jatAM A pUtaLuM thavuM ja pitAne jevA kAcanI sAme UbhuM thavAnuM che? mele je nirAkAra che te A AkArane joI rahyo che. AkAra badalAyA kare che. nAnAmAMthI meTe thAya, moTAmAMthI vRddha thAya; vRddha thatAM ghasAIne kSaya thAya! yauvanamAM mAMsathI lasalasatI kAyA ghaDapaNamAM mUThIbhara hADakAmAM pheravAI jAya che ne? A badhI vadhaghaTa che. vadhaghaTa eTale pudgala. pudgalanI vyAkhyA ja e ke purAvavuM ane gaLavuM. bharAya, khAlI thAya. kevI rIte bharAya ane kevI rIte khAlI thAya te vicAre eTale pudgalanI asAratA ane caMcalatA samajAze. . keIe pUcheluM ke zarIra ane AtmAne judAM kema jANavA? pUchanAra bhAI sukhI hatA. jyAM jAya tyAM kemero te temanI pAse hoya ja. phaTAnA bhAre zekhIna. ' . meM kahyuMjenI vadhaghaTa-kSaya ane vRddhi thAya te zarIra; ane je sadA zAzvata, akSayI te AtmA. tame tamArA pheTA pADyA kare che paNa zizavathI AjasudhInA vividha phaTAone kramazaH goThavI, keIka divasa vicAra te kare ke AmAM huM koNa? A bhAre dhArI te bhAI
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________________ bAbo ke A yuvAna? tamane khyAla Avaze ke A je divasarAta badalAyA kare che ane vadhaghaTa thayA kare che te huM nathI; A te mArI avasthA che. huM te avasthAthI para chuM. sthira chuM. pelA masta AtmAe gAyuM che- jUnuM to thayuM re devaLa jUnuM to thayuM; mAro haMsalo nAno ne devaLa jUnuM to thayuM. haMsale mAne che-e te e ja che-paNa A dehadevaLa jUnuM thayuM che. A samajaNe ja gIo sadA masta rahe che. temane ghaDapaNa Ave, paNa spaze nahi. mRtyu Ave te kahe: "cAle, have navA ghare jaIe." A anubhava thAya te AnaMdanI suvAsa letA letA jivAya ane jIvatAM jIvatAM AnaMdanI suvAsa phelAvAya. Ama mANasanuM ja jIvana preraNuM banavuM joIe. jenuM jIvana preraNArUpa nathI tene te ene putre paNa premathI yAda nathI karatA ane kahe che: "paisA mUkI gayA emAM zuM navAI karI gayA? sAthe laI javAtA hatA te eka paise paNa rahevA na deta. zuM kare? laI na javAya eTale mUkI ja jAya ne?". . saMskAra vagaranA gharomAM te putraputrIo mAtApitAne
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________________ 30 page lAgatAM ya zaramAya. vArase joIe che, vana nahi; paisA joIe che, mAbApanA prema nahi, sArA kAma teA karavA nathI. preraNArUpa banavu nathI. leAke ene yAda kare te mATe e jyAM jAya tyAM dhama zALAmAM paNa kALA kolasAthI peAtAnu nAma lakhe. nAma UjaLuM karavAne badale kALuM karyuM. nAma dIvAla para nahi, paNa hRdayamAM rahe che. kAlasAthI nahi, paNa preraNAmaya jIvanathI lekasmRtimAM amara thavAya che. prabhAte pratikramaNamAM kheAlAtI bharatezvaranI stutimAM keAnAM nAma gavAya che ? bharata, sItA vagere. satA ane satIe peAtAnA akalaMka zIlanA tejathI Aja paNa jIvaMta che. emanA yazanAmanA raNake traNe bhuvanamAM prabhAtanA magaLamaya vAtAvaraNamAM guMje che. preraNAdAyI jIvana 'sva' ane 'para' bane mATe kalyANaprada che. jJAnanA prakAzathI jee jIvana jIve che, tee prakAza dvArA jIvana ane mRtyu anene jANe che eTale e abhaya che. A janma pahelAM paNa jIvana hatuM ane AvanAra mRtyu pachI paNa jIvana rahevAnu che. A kinAre paNa jIvana che ane sAme kinAre
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________________ paNa jIvana che. vacce janmamaNamAM prazna e ka-vAsanAne lIdhe A AtmAne janmamaraNanA cakrAvAmAM paribhramaNa karavu paDe che. jema keAi tukhaDA para kIcaDanA thara jAmyA hAya tA te kIcaDanA kAraNe eTalA samaya pUratuM pANImAM DUbe, paNa uparanA kIcaDa ane kacaro dUra karo eTale e tarata addhara Ave ane pANInI sapATInI upara AvI taravA lAge. AtmA paNa vAsanA ane karmonA kIcaDane kAraNe janmamaraNanI saritAmAM DUbe che. e vAsanA dUra thatAM AtmA eka kSaNamAM upara Ave, ene upara lAvavA nathI paDatA, e Ave ja. upara Avavu e ja enA svabhAva che. dvIpakanI nyAtanA svabhAva ja che upara javu che. dIvAne UMdhA karA paNa jyeta UMdhI nahi thAya. nyAtanA svabhAva nIce javAnA che ja nahi. e tA upara ja jAya. samyag dana e AtmAnI ruci che, samyak jJAna e AtmAnI samajaNa che, samyak cAritra e AtmAno anubhava rasa che.. A chellI bhUmikAmAM prazna, prazna nathI raheteA, uttara ane che. gujana, guMjana nathI rahetuM, tRpti bane che. bhramara ane phUlamAM A traNe bhUmikAnuM darzIna thAya che. keAI eka bagIcAmAM su Mdara evu phUla
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________________ 38 che ke kema khIlyuM che. bhramarane tenI suvAsa Ave che, suvAsa AvatAM ja e phUla amuka dizAe AvelA bagIcAmAM hovuM joIe evI ene jhAMkhI thAya cheA thayuM darzana. have bhramara UDato UDate je. bagIcAmAMthI phUlanI suvAsa Ave che tyAM pahoMce che, phUla kyAM che e zodhI kADhe che A thayuM jJAna. pachI phalanI aMdara e rasapAna karavA besI jAya che. na uDDayana che, na guMjana che, mAtra cUsavAnI magnatA che. zAta ane magna banI madhapAna karavAmAM lIna thaI jAya che-A thayuM cAritra. cAritra AtmatatvanI ramaNatA che. tatvajJAnanI je bIjI eka paddhati che e rIte A vAta vicArIe ta eva ba-tavaivAda: huM tene ja chuM-darzana tava zava -tavaivAha: huM tAro ja chuM.-jJAna rava va ama-mear: tuM e ja huM chuM-cAritra. darzanamAM sAdhaka paramAtmanA pratyakSa milanathI ajANa che. Apta puruSanA kahevAthI ene zraddhA thaI che. A prathama bhUmikAmAM zraddhALu AtmA kahe cheH huM tene chuM. AmAM pite prathama puruSamAM che.
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________________ bhagavAna trIjA puruSamAM che. bhagavAnane je nathI paNa enA viSe sAMbhaLyuM che. pachI Ave che dvitIya bhUmikA. pahelAmAM darzana hatuM. have jJAna thayuM che. prabhune joyA che. e sAme ja che eTale kahe cheH huM tAro ja chuM. pote prathama puruSamAM che. bhagavAna have bIjA puruSamAM che. najIka AvyA che. tuM e huM ja chuM-A trIjI bhUmikA che. pite ane paramAtmA baMne prathama puruSamAM AvI gayA. bhagavAnamAM je guNe che te badhA potAnAmAM che enI ene daDha pratIti thaI che. eTale AtmaramaNatAmAM kahe che tuM e huM ja chuM. daSTAnta tarIke gAmaDAnI kaI kanyAnAM zaheranA keI dhanavAna yuvaka sAthe vivAha thayA hoya, vevizALa mAbApe nakakI karyuM hoya; kanyAe yuvakane je na hoya ane sakhIomAM vAta nIkaLe te kahe huM tenI chuM, joyA pachI ema kahe huM tArI ja chuM. lagna thayA pachI gharanI svAminI banIne kahe cheH tuM e huM ja chuM. e ja rIte keI zeThane ghaNI dukAne hoya,
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________________ 34 gAmegAma enI zAkhA hoya. ane enI koI zAkhAmAM keI na nokarIe rahe ane pUche te kaheH huM zeThane mANasa chuM. zeThane joyA pachI kaheH huM tamAro ja chuM. ane AgaLa vadhatAM nokaramAMthI munima thAya, munimamAMthI zeThane ATha AnImAM bhAgIdAra thaI zeThanA jevuM thaI jAya. zeThamAM ane enAmAM bheda na rahe tyAre kahe ne ke tame te ja huM chuM ! dazana e AtmAnI jhAMkhI che, jJAna e. AtmAnI samaja che. cAritrae AtmAnI ramaNatA che-pUrNa ekatA che. sUphInI mane eka kavitA yAda Ave che. eka Azaka che. e pitAnI priyAne tyAM jAya che. priyAnuM ghara dUra che. chatA e tyAM pahoMcI jAya che. sAMje jaI e bAraNA upara TakorA mAre che. aMdarathI avAja Ave cheH "koNa che?" Azake javAba vA, "chuM." aMdarathI uttara AH "A sthAna nAnuM che, AmAM huM nI jagyA nathI!" dvAra khulyuM. e cAlI gaye. jaMgalanA ekAntamAM jaI beThe. enuM mana dhIre dhIre zAnta paDyuM. caMcaLatA zamI gaI. mana paranuM DhAMkaNuM UghaDI gayuM. aMdarathI ja ene javAba maLe. e javAbamAM je
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________________ 35 tattva samAyuM hatuM te samajAtAM e hasI paDe. Ubho thayo ane A pharI e priyAne dvAre. TakorA mArI e pratIkSA karate Ubhe ja rahyo. aMdarathI pharI e ja praznaH "keNa che?" javAba vALe "tuM che." dvAra khulyuM. " te te je svayaM che te A ja che. A ane te judAM nathI. bindu nAnuM dekhAya che paNa sidhuthI judI jAtanuM nathI. are, bindu eTale ja sidhu! binduo na heta te sidhu saMbhavata kema? AtmA na hota te paramAtmA Avate kayAMthI? vAtane ke carcAne A viSaya nathI. A te anubhavane AnaMda che. vAsanAnA vyasanamAM lapaTAyelA manane muktinI majhA nahi samajAya. e baMdhAyelA jatune AtmasvAtaMtryamAMthI UchaLatI UrmionI AhUlAdakatA sparza paNa kema ? nAhI-dhoIne svaccha banelA mANasane jarAka dhULanI raja aDatAM paNa becenI thAya. paNa dhULa ane ukaraDAmAM ja ALoTatA prANIne snAna karI zuddha thavAne vicAra sarakheya spaze?
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________________ zakti caMcaLatAmAM nahi, saMyamamAM che. avAjamAM nahi, aMtaramAM che. aMtaramAM UtarIne juo ke aMdara kevo prazAnta zaktine srota vahI rahyo che! * Atom-ANuM phUTatAM aMdarathI zakti pragaTe che tema ahaMnuM kecaluM phUTatAM aMdarathI svayaM pragaTe che. ahaMnA kecalAmAM svayaM chupAyela che. ahaM kayAre phUTe? aMdara UMDA Utare tyAre. loke ahaMnA nALiyerane dAMta vatI teDI svAda levA cAhe che. paNa bahAra kaMI nathI. je che te kepa aMdara che. nALiyeranuM uparanuM kacaluM tUTe te ja aMdaranuM mIThuM pANI maLe. ahaM DhAMkaNa che, svayaM tattva che; ahaM pratiSThA ke ahaMkAra che, e keIe ApeluM che, pArakuM che. svayaM keIe ApeluM nathI. e pite svayaMsiddha che. ahaM beDI che, svayaM mukti che. ahaM oLakhANa ApavA mAge che ke huM keNa chuM, jyAre svayaM oLakhANa bhUMsavA mAge che. . eka sAdhu pAse traNa mitre AvyA. emane sAdhanA karavI hatI. sAdhue pUchyuM: "tame koNa
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________________ 37 che?" pahelAe kahyuM: "huM? huM rAjakuMvara chuM. vIza gAmano svAmI chuM." "basa!" sAdhue bIjAne pUchayuM: "tame koNa che?" "huM? huM nagarazreNIne putra chuM. eka kareDa rUpiyA mArA pitA pAse che. huM tene ekane eka putra chuM. mAruM sthAna gharamAM advitIya che." - sAdhue trIjAne pUchayuM: "ane tame? tame keNa che?" trIjAe hAtha joDI namratAthI kahyuMH "prabhe! huM jANato heta ke huM koNa chuM to ahIM ApanI pAse zAne Avata? Apa ja batAve ke huM zuM chuM? huM keNa chuM? kAraNa ke, huM svayaMne bhUlI gaye chuM. badhAnI sAthe nAma ane dhAmamAM purAye chuM." - sAdhue jANyuMH traNamAM A ja sAdhaka che. zAntimAM svayaMne pAmavA A Avyo che. pelA be te nAma ane dhAmavALA che. ekanI pAse paisAne ahaM che, bIjAnI pAse pratiSThAne. A ahaM te svayaMne Avare che! padavI ane pratiSThAmAM ja prasannatA mAnate mANasa prabhutAne kema pAme? citanyanI cAritryaramaNatA eTale prApti nahi,
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________________ 38. tRpti. bhagavAna mahAvIra gRhatyAga karI jaI rahyA che tyAre nandIvardhane emane kahyuM: "bhAI! rAjapATa cheDI jaMgalamAM javA karatAM A rAjya zuM, khoTuM che? bhagavAna mahAvIranI AMkhe AkAza prati UMcI thaI ane tRptine pamarATa prasarAvatA emaNe kahyuM "baMdhu! jenuM sAmrAjya gaganathIya UMcuM che te A dhULamAM samaya kema vitAve? je potAnA para AtmAmAM rAjya karavA Avyo che te anyanAM zarIra para rAjya karavA kema rokAya ?............... A zabda kayA UMDANamAMthI Ave che? jyAM vAsanAbharI buddhi DekiyuM karavA paNa himmata nathI karI zakatI evA UMDANamAM A samaja paDI che. madhanI prApti pachI te madhukara paNa bhaTavuM mUkI tRptinI lInatA mANe che ! A lInatA e ja jIvananA parama AnaMdanI prAptibharI pUrti che. e pAmavuM e ja A mAnavajIvanane parama hetu che, uddeza che. muktinI A bhUmikA pAmavA prabhue. ApaNane traNa sAdhana batAvyAM: darzana, jJAna ane cAritra. AtmAnI jhAMkhI eTale darzana, AtmAnI
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________________ samaja eTale jJAna, AtmAnI ramaNatA eTale cAritrya; A traNamAMthI eka paNa apUrNa hoya to mukti na saMbhave. haraDAM-beDAM-AmaLAM eTale triphaLA. tema darzana-jJAna-cAritranI paripUrNa prApti eTale mukti. A pUrNanI prApti Apa saune A ratnatrayInI pUrNatAthI thAo e mahecchA. . teja lisoTa mane eka vRddhanI yAda Ave che. eMsI varSanI uMmara hatI, ane rastAnI eka paDakhe khADe chedIne te eka AMbo vAvI rahyA hatA. keIke jaIne pUchyuM: "dAdA, tame A zuM kare che?" dAdAe kahyuM "huM A vAvuM chuM." - keka TIkhaLI mANasa hate eNe mazkarI karIH "are, dAdA, tamane te A kevI mAyA lAgI che.
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________________ A AMbe vA kyAre, e Uge kyAre, enA phaLa ane kyAre ane tame khAo kyAre?" pelA vRdhe kahyuM: "bhAI, A mAyA nathI, A te mAnave je arpaNa karyuM che te arpaNanuM A tarpaNa che. * pelAne kAMI samajaNa na paDI eTale kahyuM eTale zuM?" emaNe kahyuM: "rastA upara je abe che te mArA purogAmIoe vAvela che. tenI chAyA Aje huM mAguM chuM. enI kerI huM khAu chuM. tyAre mane thayuM ke huM paNa ekAda be vAvate jauM ke jethI bhAvimAM AvanArI je peDhI che ene chAyA maLe. ApaNe bIjAne lAbha ApavAno che." amAsanI rAtre tame joyuM haze ke AkAzamAM eka tAre je khare che te te teja lisoTe mUkI jAya che e ja rIte tame bhale khUba mahAna mAnavIna banI zake, paraMtu tamArA vartuLamAM, tamArA samAjamAM, tamArA mitramaMDaLamAM eka teja liso mUkIne jAo, ke je mAnavahRdayamAM prakAza pAthare." -citrabhAnu
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________________ pUjya munirAjazrI cadraprabhasAgarajI mahArAja "citrabhAnu" nA preraNAdAyI pustake 1. saurabha 2. have to jAgo 3. dharmaratnanA ajavALAM 4. bhavanuM bhAtu 5. bindumAM siMdhu 6. preraNAnI paraba 7, jIvana mAMgalya 8, Urmi ane udadhi 9. cAra sAdhana 10. madhu saMcaya , 11, kathAdIya 12. pUrNimA pAchI UgI (presamAM) prAptisthAna : divya jJAna sa" 137, netAjI sula ai-1