Param Mumukshu Juthabhai

Author(s): Subodhak Pustakshala Trust Mandal
Publisher: Subodhak Pustakshala Trust Mandal
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/032182/1

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parama mumukSu pU.zrI jUThAbhAI Na Onalaud prakAzaka zrI subodhaka pustakAlaya khaMbhAta gaaggaa

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI namo "pAseNe arihA purisAdANie" - zrI pa.kR.deva parama mumukSu pU. zrI jUThAbhAI (satyaparAyaNa) -: saMyojaka :.. bhAvaprabhAzrIjI ma.sA.

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2 | prakAzaka ane prApti sthAna : zrI subodhaka pustakAlaya lokAparI, khaMbhAta - 388620. prathama AvRtti prata : 750 prakAzana : saM. 2064, phAgaNa vada-7, tA. 23-3-2008 kiMmata : rUA. 30=00 mudraka : amRta prinTarsa darIyApura, amadAvAda. phona : 22169852 mo. 98250 64016 pU. zrI jUThAbhAI

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI varSa 24muM zrImad rAjacaMdra 3 vi.saM. 1947

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI prastuta be bola amo subodhaka pustakAlayanA TrasTIbaMdhuoe prabhukRpAthI pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAIno samAdhi zatAbdi bhakti utsava amArI zakti anusAra saM. 206 2nA varSamAM Ujavyo. e mahotsavamAM bhagavAna pratye, amone ane sarva mumukSuone bhaktibhAvamAM anero utsAha vedAyo. e utsAha joIne ema ja lAge ke paramakRpALudevanuM yogabaLa ja kAma karI rahyuM che. amArI saMsthA mATe hAla parama upakAraka pU. bhAvaprabhAzrIjI sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAhebe prabhunA vacanAmRtajInuM rasapAna karAvavAnI sAthe sAthe prabhubhaktinA phaLasvarUpe utsava daramyAna "AtmaniSTha dhruva tAro pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAI" e pustakanuM Alekhana karI, amone tenuM prakAzana karavAnI taka ApI, amArA mahat bhAgyanI pratitI karAvI. ukta pustakanA vAMcana, mananathI prerAIne amadAvAda-amRta prinTarsanA saMcAlaka zrI hasamukhabhAI e. parIkha sAthe vAta nIkaLatAM eka sUcana thayuM ke, pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAInA pustakanI mAphaka, pU.zrI jUThAbhAI jevA parama mumukSunA bhaktajIvananI kaMI prasAdI sau mumukSuone maLe evuM temanuM TUMkuM jIvanacaritra pU. bhAvaprabhAzrIjI ma.sAheba lakhe. sarva prathama mumukSu-ziSya to pU.zrI jUThAbhAI che. pU.zrI saubhAgyabhAI, pU.munizrI, pU.bhAIzrI ane pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAI vi.nA upakAra viSe lakhAyuM che. have eka A ja mukhya ane uccagati prApta mumukSu puruSa viSe lakhAvuM bAkI che. temanA viSe kAMI vizeSa jANavA maLatuM nathI. e sUcanathI prerAIne pU. bhAvaprabhAzrIjI ma.sAhebane, bhakta puruSa pU.jUThAbhAI pratye vartato bhakti rAga pragaTyo. temanA viSe yogya mAhitI lakhI rajU karavA vacanAmRtajInA pAna sAthe, aMtaranA pAna ughaDavA mAMDyA ane bhaktibhAvamAMthI UThatA zabdo, vAkyo sAkAra svarUpa dhAraNa karavA lAgyA. zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA, ardhazatAbdi smAraka graMtha vi.mAM pU.zrI jUThAbhAI viSe lakhela jIvana-caritra sahAyaka thayAM. pariNAma svarUpe prabhu

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S pU. zrI jUThAbhAI pratyenI bhaktinI vizeSa vAnagI svarUpe pU.zrI satyaparAyaNanA jIvananI bhaktagAthA pustikArUpe pU.zrI dvArA lakhavAmAM AvI. te vAMcatA-vicAratAM amone tenuM prakAzana karavAnI IcchA jAgRta thaI. amArI IcchAmAM pU.ma.sAhebe sUra pUrAvI saMmatti darzAvI. A pustikA mATe pU.zrI jUThAbhAIe paramakRpALudeva pratye lakhelA bhakti patro kyAMyathI maLI zakyA nathI, paNa prabhue tenA javAba rUpe lakhelA patra-sudhAnA mAdhyamathI, pU.zrI jUThAbhAInI kRpALudeva pratye saMlagna vRtti, aMtarIya jIvananuM joDANa, prema nitaratI bhAvanA, sneha saritAnuM sAgaramAM milana, vi. guNAvRttinuM pU.zrIe je darzana karAvyuM che tenuM atre Alekhana karavAmAM AvyuM che. pU.zrI jUThAbhAIe pa.kR.deva pratye vIseka patro pAThavela che, kAraNa ke saMvata 1944 thI 1946 sudhIno bahu ja TUMkA gALAno pa.phU.deva sAthe maryAdita samAgama TUMkA AyuSyane kAraNe rahyo hato. vaLI pratikULa saMjogo, nAnI vaya, vyavahArika pravRttine kAraNe paNa patro thoDA pAThavI zakAyA hatA. traNa varSamAM pa.kR.devazrIno pratyakSa samAgama 5 thI 6 vakhata, uparAMta patro dvArA paNa sattamAgama prApta karI, apUrva-alabhya evI satsaMganI mIThI, zItaLa chAyA prApta karI hatI. alpa samayamAM potAnI Atmika zakti vaDe puruSArtha phoravI ghaNAM karmone haThAvI dIdhA hatAM. pa.kR.devazrIe va. 7mAM lakhyuM che ke "kArya sidhdhi karIne cAlyo jA" te rIte pU.zrI jUThAbhAI prabhunA AzrayamAM rahI kArya sidhdhi karI saMtane zaraNe cAlyA gayA. pharIthI A saMsAra cakramAM na AvavA jANe pratijJA lIdhI hatI. ApaNe paNa pU.zrI jUThAbhAInA pagale cAlI AjJAbhaktirUpa puruSArtha karI eja svasthAnane pAmIye. ApaNA A purUSArthamAM pU.bhAvaprabhAzrIjI ma.sA. preraNArUpa che ane A zALAnA pa.kR.deva svayaM khelaiyA che eTale jarUra amo satsaMgIone bhavasamudra pAra karAvaze. "satpuruSanuM yogabaLa jagatanuM kalyANa karo" - pa.kR.devazrI

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI : mumukSunA paMtha paramapadanA agresara pU.zrI sobhAgabhAI : teozrI amArI zALAnA prANa samA lAge che. temaNe kRpA karI zrI pa.kR.devanI va.255 jevI adbhuta dazAnA vacanAmRto pU.aMbAlAlabhAI jevA pAtra sivAya koIne na vaMcAvavAnI pa.kR.devanI AjJA hatI. tevI gupta gaMbhIra AzayabharI vAto pU.sobhAgabhAI dvArA ApaNane jANavA maLI. jo 60 patro ne 70 pattA na maLyAM hota to alabhya-durlabha-satsaMganI oLakha kema thAta ? ane paramAtmAnA aciMtya mahImAne gAvA bhAgyazALI kyAMthI banI zakata ? e to mumukSunA paramapitasvIe moTuM mana rAkhI, udAra banI A mahAmUlI ratnatrayInI saMpatti ApI. ApaNI sAthe bheda rAkhyA vinA jJAnIonI sanAtana karUNAvasthA kRpALudevanA aMtarAtmAmAM pradeza pradeza spharI rahela karUNAne pragaTa lAvyA - kRpALudevane vinaMtI karI karIne, prazno pUchI pUchIne skraya kholAvyuM. zabda dvArA karUNAbdhi vaheto thayo. e vacanarasa pU.aMbAlAlabhAIne preraNA karI saMgraha karAvyo, ddhayanI mATalImAM bharAvyo ane dhavala patra para suvarNa akSarathI aMkIta karAvyo. vaLI temaNe kR. devane lakhyuM che ke Apa AhIM-sAyalA-padhAro, amo bapaiyAnI jema talakhIe chIe. AhIM Apane nivaratI reze ema varatazuM ane khaMbhAtavAsIne AhIM teDAvazuM - badhI savaDa thaI reze. Apane kadIkabe di-revuM haze to 4-di-rezo ema karazuM. ahA ! khaMbhAtavAsInuM kevuM mahabhAgya. jyAM kRpALudeva tyAM sobhAgyabhAI ane jyAM sobhAgyabhAI tyAM kRpALudeva hoya evuM abheda svarUpa, tenuM darzana maLyuM. | bhavobhavanA hitecchu - rAjanA snehIjane amane potAnA gaNyA - tenA alaukika niHsvArtha premane amo zuM biradAvIye ? zuM badalo vALIye ? temanI upakArazIlatAno zuM AbhAra mAnIye ? vaLI zrI pa.kR.deva rAjachAyAmAM agAsI upara birAjyA hatA tyAre temanI pAse besela pU.zrI sobhAgabhAIne tathA pU.zrI DuMgarazIbhAIne gaNadhara padavIthI navAjyA hatA. evA samarthadhaNInA ziSya paNa samartha hatA. vaye

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI vRdhdha chatAM purUSArthI-baLavAna hatA. temanA satsaMgamAM AvanArane paramAtmA tarapha bhaktinI yuktithI AkarSI letA. Aje dehathI teo dUra dezamAM rahyA chatAM haju te mumukSunA upakArI, saraLa svabhAvI, mahAbhAgyavaMtA saMta subhAgya sarvenI saMbhALa laI rahyA che evA paracA paNa prasaMge maLyA che. AjanA dharma parva jevA pavitra divase puNya zloka pU.zrI saubhAgyabhAInA vizeSa upakAranI smRti thAya che. zrI vacanAmRtajI graMthanI prathamAvRttinI prasAdI ApaNane maLI che. temAM pU.zrI saubhAgyabhAIno mahat upakAra saMbhAraNA rUpa che. pU.zrI saubhAgyabhAIe pU.aMbAlAlabhAIne ekI sAthe savAso (125) bodha patro ApyA. tyAra bAda va.779, 780, 781 chelle ApyA ane temAM pa.kR.deve "zrI sobhAgane vicA2ne arthe A kAgaLa lakhyo che, te hAla zrI aMbAlAle athavA yogya mumukSue temane ja saMbhaLAvavo yogya che.'' e rIte pU.saubhAgyabhAI alakha vArtAnA agresara AgaLa agresara banI ApaNane temanA amRtakuMbhanI rasa lahANI karI bhAgIdAra banAvyA che. e alaukika ghaTanA accherArUpa banI che. eTale ja paramakRpALudeve zrI sobhAgya mumukSue vismaraNa karavA yogya nathI e zIkhAmaNa dIdhI che. jayArathI pU.saubhAgyabhAIne pa.kR.devano samAgama thayo tyArathI aMbAlAlabhAI sAthe oLakhANa thaI cUkI hatI. aMtaranI prIti pragaTI hatI. eTale prathamavAra 5.kR.deva khaMbhAta padhAryA tyAre zrI maNibhAIne sAthe mokalyA hatA. te pahelA jaNAvyuM hatuM ke ahIMthI tAre aMbAlAla lAlacaMdanA ghera sAhebajInI sAthe amuka mitie javAnuM che. zrI pa.kR.deve paNa khaMbhAta AvatAM pahelAM aMbAlAlabhAIne lakhyuM che - 'huM ahIM sAyalA cokkasa hitakArInA AgrahathI Avyo chuM.' Ama prabhunA saMbaMdhathI khaMbhAtavAsIne zarUAtathI eka pachI eka dharma snehI, aMtaranA sagA, prabhu bhaktonuM milana thatuM gayuM ane bhaktiraMga jAmato rahyo ethI 5ramAtmAnA-maMgala hradaya maMdiranA dvAra khUlyA. harine nirakhyA - badhAe maLIne gAyuM -

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI bhajana (rAga - naMdakuMvara nAno re.....) sAhebo sohAgI re, sakhI sadgurU maLyA re, maLatAmAM muja para kIdhI mhera, vacana prakAzyuM re, vhAle karUNA karI re, kahyA pachI prIchI sarave pera. sAhebo 1... hirajana mArAM AvIyA ne, hasI amArI deha, roma roma raMga lAgI rahyo, jema vAdaLa varase meha. C prema rasa pAyo re, Apa oLakhAvyuM re, bhUla bhAMgI gaI re, palakamAM kIdho potAno dAsa. sAhebo 2... AzirvAda dIdho re, mUkyo kAMI mastaka upara hAtha. sAhebo 3... pArasa te pAyo re, prabhujInA nAmano re, nirAMta nAme nirbhaya thAya. sAhebo 4... zrI kabIra sAheba bhajanamAM hirajananA upakArane saMbhAre che. (rAga - lAgo cho pyArA pyArA) A bhavamAM AbhAra kevo mAnuM hirajana kero, bhUluM bhajana to AgaLa AvI, saMbhArI Ape hira sAra. hirajana 1... harijana 2... evA stuti karavA yogya, vAMdavA yogya-smaraNIya mUrti jeno karUNALunamra svabhAva hato tenI upakRtinA guNAnuvAda saMbhArI AjanA maMgala prasaMge te pUjyapAdanA padakamaLamAM ati bhaktibhAve namaskAra karIe chIe. te smaraNa karavA yogya satpurUSa amArA aMtaramAM cirasmaraNIya raho e ja zradhdhA saha abhyarthanA ! lI. TrasTIgaNa zrI subodhaka pustakAlaya khaMbhAta

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90 pU. zrI jUThAbhAI RNa svIkRti parama upakArI pa.pU.zrI paramakRpALudevanA prathama ziSya ane parama pAtra evA zrI jUThAbhAI-satyaparAyaNanI tattvajijJAsA ane satsaMganI pipAsA jANIne svayaM bhagavAne karUNA karIne pAThavela patranuM pote rasapAna karyuM ane (mumukSuone) enI rasalahANI karI. emanI pAsenA sata-vacanonI mUDInA ApaNane sahabhAgI banAvyA. - temaNe kRpALudevanA vacano vAMcyAM, vicAryA ne AtmasAta karyA. temAM ja AtmA ullAsita thato gayo tevAmAM potAnI zarIra prakRti vadhu narama thavA lAgI. pUrva puNyodaye pU. aMbAlAlabhAI AvI maLyA. AvakAra daI dila kholyuM - mAro tamArI sAthe pUrvano saMbaMdha hoya evuM lAge che. te ja divase pU.satyaparAyaNane bhUtakALamAM pU.aMbAlAlabhAIne Apelo kola yAda Avyo. tethI paraspara dharmamaMtrInI prIti baMdhANI. have AyuSya vadhAre bacyuM nathI jANI pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne premathI patronA utArA karavA ApyA. pAtra joIne vacanarUpI ratnakhajAno khullo mUkyo. tyArathI zrI vacanAmRtajI graMthanA 'zrI gaNezAya' maMDANA. e rIte prathama pU.aMbAlAlabhAIe pU.zrI jUThAbhAIe ApelA patronA ja utArA karyA ane e prathama AvRttinA prakAzanamAM pU.zrI satyaparAyaNano upakAra moTo che. ApaNA pratye temaNe parokSapaNe sahAyakapaNuM karyuM che. aho ! kevI camatkArI sidhdhi ! zrI parama kRpALudeva lakhe che ke "yogAnuyoge baneluM kRtya bahu sidhdhine Ape che." A sidhdhi zrI satyaparAyaNanI kRpAnuM phaLa che. zrI satyaparAyaNajI 'sat'nuM sevana karI, AsvAdana karAvavAmAM khaMbhAtavAsIne apragaTapaNe jJAnadAna daI - bhomiyA banyAM. pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne zrI satyaparAyaNa na maLyA hota to ApaNane zrI vacanAmRtajI kevI rIte prApta thAta ? ane te vinA ApaNo bhava kema sudharata ? kharekhara ! "zrI satyaparAyaNanA sanmArganuM sevana karIzuM to sukhI thaIzuM, pAra pAmIzuM." zrI vacanAmRtajInI pAyAnI IMTa che zrI satyaparAyaNa ! vacanAmRtajInI

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI saravANInuM UgamasthAna che satyaparAyaNajI ! bhagIrathe gaMgAnuM avataraNa karIne jagata para je upakAra karyo tevo ja upakAra, kRpALudevanI vacanasaritAnA (zabdasaritAnA) avataraNanI zrI satyaparAyaNajInI parokSa rIte upakRti gaNAya. ApaNane prApta zarUAtanA patro ane anya sAhitya prAptinuM zreya zrI satyaparAyaNane phALe jAya che. parAga bhale puSpanI hoya, paNa e puSpane pAMgaravA mATe DALanI sahAya che tema ApaNane maLatI vacanasurabhinuM pradAna kAMIka aMze zrI satyaparAyaNanuM gaNAya. zrI satyaparAyaNe vAvela AmraphaLano madhura svAda Aje ApaNe mANI zakIe chIe e kAMI nAno sUno upakAra nathI. kRpALudeve mokSamALA to prathamathI lakhelI ja hatI. te to pU.zrI satyaparAyaNanA dayamAM ramatI hatI, aMtare jaDI dIdhI hatI. pU.zrI satyaparAyaNa dvArA ApaNane maLelA sonerI vAkyo to jANe aMtaramAM kotarAI jAya tevA che. 21 naMbaranA vacanAmRtamAM 104 naM. vAkyamAM "bahu chakI jAo to paNa mahAvIranI AjJA toDazo nahI." "game tevI zaMkA thAya topaNa mArA vatI vIrane niHzaMka gaNajo." ane bodhavacana naM. 5 mAM 93muM vAkya "bAhya karaNI karatAM atyaMtara karaNI upara vadhAre lakSa ApavuM." - kayA kayA vAkyane yAda karIe ! zabda zabda vAgoLatAM vadhAre rasa ane vadhAre marma pAmIe tevI addabhuta temAM camatkRti che. bodhavacano, praznottara, sajjanatA viSeno lekha, hAthanoMdha naM. 1, svarodayajJAnano graMtha, svavicAra bhuvana, vi. vacanaprasAdI ApaNe te zrI satyaparAyaNazrInI kRpAthI cAkhIe chIe. kRpALudeve jemane 'priya bhAI gaNyA, evA ApaNA saunA priyabhAI zrI satyaparAyaNe ApaNane e amUlya vArasAmAM bhAga ApI baMdhutA dAkhavI che. | paramakRpALu deve pU.zrI ThAbhAI pratye patro dvArA je bodhanI amRtadhArA varasAvI te varSa tathA vacanAmRta patra kramAMka :

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12 pU. zrI jUThAbhAI vikrama saMvata 1944 - va. 36, 37, 40 vikrama saMvata 1945 - va. 41, 42, 43, 44, 45, 46, 49, pa3, pa4, 55, pa6, 57, , 60, 65, 69, 72, 73, 74, 75, 76, 80, 81 vikrama saMvata 1946 - va. 84, 85, 91, 92, 93, 94, 98, 103, 104, 114 taduparAMta vacanAmRta 5, 8, 21, 23, 24, 25 pU.zrI satyaparAyaNane morabI maLavuM thayuM tyAre pa.ka.deve ApyA hatA. - have e maLelA vArasAne sAcavIe, tenA upabhogI thaIe, tene vartanamAM aMze paNa lAvIe e ja mumukSupaNAnI sArthakatA che. zrI kRpALudevane oLakhI zakanArA e sAcA jhaverI hatA ane ApaNane sAcA jhaverI banavA vacanAmRtarUpI ajavALAM ApaNA mATe pAtharatA gayA. zrI satyaparAyaNajInA A RNano svIkAra karI, aSADha suda 9, emanI puNyatithi nimitte, premabhakti sameta, pAdAviMdamAM namaskAra karI, temane vinayaaMjalIrUpe A laghu pustikA sAdara arpaNa karIe chIe. - amo chIe ApanA zrI svaMbhatIrthavAsI mumukSujano

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. prastuta be bola..... TrasTa maMDaLa RNa svIkRti..... zrI staMbhatIrthavAsI mumukSujano pada - pAmazuM pAmazuM pAmazuM re, ame kevaLajJAna have pAmazuM - va.152nuM pada anusaMdhAna pada - deva divALI maMgaLa prArthanA anukramaNikA satyaparAyaNanI AtmacaryA vidyAbhyAsa gRhasthAzrama praveza brahmadarzana zrI paramakRpALudevazrInA pU.jUThAbhAI paranA apragaTa patro-15 virahI cAtaka satsaMga naukA 9. 10. avadhAna kAvyo traNa 11. bodhasudhA 12. zrI snehanA AkarSaNa -- 13 - 13. pU.zrI jUThAbhAIe pU.aMbAlAlabhAI para lakhelA dharmapatro - cha (6) 14. samAdhizIta zrI satyaparAyaNa 15. bodhi - samAdhi 16. pU.zrI satyaparAyaNanA dehAMta samayanI dazA viSe - mitrano patra 17. vinaya aMjaligIta 18. pU. bhAIe karela karUNAnI stavanA

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14 _ pU. zrI jUThAbhAI 1. pada (rAga : saMtane saMtane re, jA zaraNe) va.15ra pAmazuM pAmazuM pAmazuM re, ame kevaLajJAna have pAmazuM. AjanA prabhAtathI niraMjana devanI, addabhuta anugrahatA mAnazuM re. ame. 1 mULapadanuM atizaya smaraNa thayuM, svarUpa siddhie viramazuM re. ame. 2 "tuMhi tuhi" ekatAna thaI rahyuM, - prema khumArImAM mahAlazuM re. ame. 3 apUrva AnaMda vartI rahela che, sarvArthasiddhi sthAnazuM re. ame. 4 he kRpALu ! tArA abheda svarUpamAM, akhaMDa nivAsa mAro jANa tuM re. ame. pa mokSa to kevaLa nikaTa varte che, paradravya mAtrane vAmazuM re. ame. 6 AtmadhUnanA ekatAra pravAhathI, harirasamAM raMga jAmazuM re. ame. 7 asthimiMjAne roma roma mAMhI, eka ja raMgamAM raMgazuM re. ame. 8 janma dharavAnI nizcala pratijJA, pharI saMsAre Atma bhAvazuM re. ame. 9 pUrNa vItarAganI caraNaraja mastake, niraMtara ho ema dhyAvazuM re. ame. 10 - chAjika7

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI koIthI bhinnabhAva nathI rahyo amane, hari sarvatra spaSTa bhALazuM re. ame. 11 deza amAro zrI hari kahevAya che, jAta amArI zrI harinA gharanI, nAma hari rUpa, hari dhAmanuM re, premIjanone bolAvazuM re, ame kevaLajJAna have pAmazuM re. ame. 12 satyaparAyaNa aMtare rahyuM che, rAja svarUpa ekatAna zuM re, ame kevaLajJAna have pAmazuM re. ame. 13 - bhAvaprabhAzrI deva divALI rAga :- tame mana mUkIne varasyA - AvyuM AvyuM anupama nAva A to AvI deva divALI re, zivasukha varavAne zubha maMgaLa deva divALI re, prabhu janmotsava UjavALI re. zivasukha zubha maMgaLa..... (1) deva mAtAthI deva janamIyA, ravi ravajInaMdana che, ajJAna timira nikaMdana che, tethI kahI divya divALI re. zivasukha zubha maMgaLa..... (2)

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16 pU. zrI jUThAbhAI rAjacaMdra prabhu nAma sthApIyuM, ravi zazI guNa prabhAvI, samyapha ratnatrayane bhAvi, vItarAga mArga rakhavALI re. zivasukha | zubha maMgaLa..... (3). "rA" uccAre rAga TaLe, vaLI dveSa TaLe "ja" zabdathI, thatI "caMdra" vade zItaLatA, zAsana jayota prabhAvI 2. zivasukha zubha maMgaLa..... (4) A kaLikALe vItarAga zAsana, durlabha bodhi pAmIyuM, virAdhakavRttinuM baLa jAmyuM, janmathI duSamatA TALI re. zivasukha zubha maMgaLa..... (5) durlabha bodhine bodhita karavA, virAdhakatA TaLavA, baLa duSamapaNAnuM daLavA, pragaTyA prabhu prabhAvazALI re. zivasukha zubha maMgaLa..... (6) Aja divasa zubha sarva janone, maMgaLa mumukSu manane, pAmo samyakatva ratanane, rAja mudrA ddhaye nihALI re. zivasukha | zubha maMgaLa..... (7) zukarAja caraNe maNIe lIdhI, Azrayabhakti sAcI re, jo ke tevI zakti nahIM paNa bhakti mujane vahAlI re. zivasukha zubha maMgaLa..... (2) - pU. bApujI zeTha

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI 99 2. maMgaLa prArthanA 1. zrI pArzvanAtha paramAtmAne namaskAra. va. 37 2. "rUpAtIta vyatItamala, pUrNAnaMdI Iza; cidAnaMda tAkuM namata, vinaya sahita nija zisa." va. 22 3. "nAbhinaMdana nAtha, vizvavaMdana vijJAnI, bhava baMdhananA phaMda, karaNa khaMDana sukhadAnI." va. 1 4. mahAdevyA kukSIratnam, zabdajIta varAtmajam zrI rAjacaMdra mAM vaMde, tatva locana dAyakam. 5. AtamarUpa nihALavA, jina biMba anupa nidhAna; Atama darizana ArIso, rAjacaMdra bhagavAna. 6. rAjamudrA rAjasArIkhI, bheda nahIM lava leza; darzana pUjA bhaktithI, TALe bhavaya kaleza. 7. || 3OM namaH saccidAnaMdAya // va. 1 2

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI 3. bhaktAvatAra zrI satyaparAyaNanI AtmacaryAnuM prazasta bhAve kiMcIt nididhyAsana karIe : gujarAtanA pATanagara samA amadAvAda zaheramAM dazAzrImALI jainanA prasiddha kuTuMbomAM zeThazrI malIcaMda jecaMdanuM kuTuMba eka nAmAMkita kuTuMba gaNAtuM. malIcaMda zeThanA dharmadraDha suputra zeTha zrI UjamazIbhAIne traNa putro hatA. (1) zrI jesiMgabhAI (2) zrI jUThAbhAI ane (3) zrI gokuLabhAI ema traNeya vayanAnusAra hatA. temanA dAdA malIcaMda jecaMdanI peDhIne paramakRpALu deva puNya prabhAvaka vizeSaNa lagADatA. traNa putromAMnA A caritra nAyaka vaceTa baMdhuzrI "satya parAyaNa" - pU. zrI jUThAbhAIno janma vikrama saMvata 1923nA kArataka sudI bIjanA roja thayo hato. jUThAbhAInA pitAzrInuM nAma - UjamazIbhAI ane mAtAnuM nAma jamanAbAI hatuM. teo bALapaNAmAM nikhAlasa prakRtinA, namra, guNagaravA hatA. buddhimAM atyaMta vicakSaNa ane dareka hakIkatane, vAtone, tenA svarUpane AdithI aMta sudhI sTejamAM jANI le tevA kuzaLa hatA. temanI AMkhamAM mRdutAnI camaka hatI. mukhAkRti para jJAnanI tejasvitA patharAyelI dekhAtI. teo bALa sulabha ramatagamatanA zokhIna na hatA paraMtu saMsAra ramatanI sogaThA bAjI upADI levAnI IcchAvALA hatA. vANIne amRtarUpa rAkhI zakatA. hRdayamAM gAMbhIryatAnI jhalaka hatI. uMmaramAM laghu chatAM vicAromAM prauDhatA, dakSatA hatI. svabhAve saraLa chatAM daDha manobaLavALA hatA. satyavAdI, nItimAna ane paramArthanA TekadhArI hatA. mukha paranuM lAvaNya paramAtma-darzananuM raMgI-saMgI bhAsatuM. temanI sAthe maLanArane (aMbAlAlabhAI jevAne) paramArthanI mIThI goSThI mANavI gamatI. temanI pAse bhagavat kathA-bhaktino nirdoSa AnaMda levA mumukSu AtmAo umaMgI thatA.

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI 19 -6 4. vidyAbhyAsa temano gujarAtI abhyAsa pAMca dhoraNa ane aMgrejI cAra dhoraNa | sudhIno hato. tyAranuM zikSaNanuM dhoraNa UMcuM eTale IMglIzamAM vAtacIta karI zake. sAta varSanI uMmarathI cauda varSanI uMmara sudhI abhyAsa karyo. teo vayamAM pa.kR.devathI eka varSa moTA hatA. temano janma sthAnakavAsI jaina vaNika kuLamAM thayo hato. paraMtu temanuM nAnI vayathI lakSa bhakti upAsanAmAM hatuM. paramAtmAnI bhaktinA saMskAra sAthe laIne AvyA hatA. tethI matabhedanA dUrAgrahathI teo dUra rahetA. rUDhI dharmane AgraharUpe grahaNa karyo na hato. mAtra svayaM skUraNAthI sata-cita-AnaMda svarUpa paramAtmAnI bhakti ja temane priya hatI, sahaja svabhAvarUpa hatI, tethI temanA ja gharamAM sAthe rahelA temanI samAna vayanA eka vaiSNavadharmanA baMdhunI sAthe temane dharmabaMdhu tarIkenI maitrI thaI ane tenA pariNAme vaiSNava saMpradAyanA ISTadevanI (rAmanI) bhajana maMDaLImAM jatA ane bhajana gAtA. A prasaMga sagAothI gupta rAkhatA. ziyALAmAM paNa ThaMDA pANImAM snAna karatA. moDI rAta sudhI jAgavAthI tabiyata bagaDI. zaradI, tAva lAgu paDyo, kuTuMbione khabara paDI eTale Thapako Apyo ane ApaNA jaina dharmamAM ghaNuM sAruM jANavAnuM che, jaina dharma UMco che, tenA jevo dayApUrNa dharma ekeya nathI ema satya samajAvIne tyAMthI pAchA vALyA ane te samayanA vidvAna gaNAtA AryAjI divALIbAI mahAsatIjInA prasaMgamAM chIpA poLanA upAzraye jatA AvatA karyA. paNa tethI jUThAbhAInuM dila kuLadharmamAM bhAvathI kyAMya lAgyuM nahIM. jema pU.zrI.mohanavijayajI ma.sAhebe stavanamAM jaNAvyuM che ke, "deva ghaNAM duniyA mAMya che, paNa dila meLo nahi thAya' sAhIbA." pitAjIe traNe putrone bhaNAvI gaNAvI dhaMdhe caDhAvyA ane paraloka sidhAvyA. kRpALudeva temanA ghera saM.1943mAM padhAryA tyAre temanA pitAzrI hayAta nahIM. pitAjIne kApaDano dhaMdho hato. mANekacokamAM temanI peDhI hatI. paisA pAtra ane sukhI kuTuMbanA e puNyavaMtA nabIrA hatA. moTAbhAI jesIMgabhAI zeTha vahIvaTI kAma saghaLuM saMbhALatA. satyaparAyaNa to

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2 ) pU. zrI jUThAbhAI mokaLA manathI udAsIna rahI satya sAdhanAmAM garakAva rahetA. peDhIe jatAbesatA paNa temane saMsAranA kAryono ke juvAnIno raMga caDhyo na hato, eTale paisAnI ke jIvananI kazI ciMtA na rAkhatA. parabhava sudhare ane A jIvanuM bhavaraNamAM Avana-jAvana kema maTe ? evI ciMtAthI ciMtita rahetA. A bhave ja A dehe ja Atmahita karI levuM, game te bhoge, evo emano nizcaya hato. je UgatI juvAnImAM raMgarAga sUjhe tene badale te vayamAM tattvanI jhaMkhanA jAgrata thaI hatI. 5. gRhasthAzrama praveza saMvata 1939 AsapAsa paMdara ke soLame varase kalolanA svadharmI maganalAlabhAInA suputrI ugarIbahena sAthe vaDIle sagapaNa karyuM hatuM. virakta hRdaya hovAthI paraNavA mATe parANe ghoDA para besADyA hatA ema sAMbhaLyuM che. zRMgAra rasanA upekSita ane vairAgya raMgathI teo zobhita hatA, eTale gRhasthAzramamAM temanuM citta coMTatuM nahIM. teo to bAhyabhAve vartatA ane nirlepa rahetA. ugarIbahena paNa pUrvabhavathI bhaktinA saMskAra sAthe laIne AvyA hatAM, jethI zrI jUThAbhAIne anukULa rahetA. vrata niyama pALatA. dayA-dAnanI rUDI bhAvanA baMnene hatI. khAna-pAnanA zokha ane zrImaMta chatAM vaibhava vilAsanI vRtti vilaya pAmI hatI. saMvata 1945mAM chIpA poLanA ghare kRpALudeva padhAryA tyAre puNyAtmA ugarIbahena paNa hAjara hatAM. lagna jIvanane pAMca varSa thayAM hatAM. kRpALudevanA paricayamAM AvatAM pa.kR.devanI abhuta jJAnacaryA temanA jovAmAM AvI, temanAthI prabhAvita thayAM ane tyArathI ja koI satparUSanA anugrahathI kRpALudevanA Azrita thaI gayAM hatAM. temanI vANIthI teo bhakti raMgamAM raMgAyA. pahelAMnA jamAnAmAM bahenothI bahAra paDAtuM na hatuM eTale ugarIbahene kR. devane aMtaraMgamAM saddagurU tarIke dhAryA hatA. jUThAbhAInA svargavAsa bAda ugarIbahena kRpALudevane dharma patra paNa lakhatA. temAMnA eka patrano javAba pa.kR.devazrIe vacanAmRta 262mAM

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI 21 Apela che. ugarIbahenanA bhAI zrI kuMvarajIbhAI maganalAla kRpALudevanA paricita hatA. tethI saMvata 1947mAM prabhu kalola padhAryA hatA. ugarIbahene pUrvabhavamAM jaina dharma sevyo hato eTale manathI ghaNuM ghaNuM anumodana, e satya dharmanA ArAdhakanuM guNa kIrtana karyuM hatuM, ane vItarAga dharmanI prabhu pratye mAgaNI karI hatI. tenA pratApe temane kRpALudevano satyoga ane apUrva satsaMga maLyo hato. ane te satsaMganA yoge saM.1957 sudhI satsaMga rAkhI, zrI sureMdranagaramAM prabhusevA upAsI hatI. bAI mANasa chatAM vyavahArika vikaTasaMyogomAM paNa paramArthabhAvanA jUThAbhAInA viyoga pachI daDha rAkhI zakyA te to zrI pa.kR.nI ja apAra dayAne pAmIne ! ugarIbahena *jesiMgabhAI zeThane kahetA, "huM to aMbAlAlabhAI tathA pU.bhAIzrI vigerenA satsaMgamAM to jaIza ja. ane bhaviSyamAM tame paNa A mA Avazo." puNyAtmA ugarIbahenane deha choDavAnA samayanI khabara paDI gaI hatI, jJAna thaI gayuM hatuM ane chevaTa sudhI vItarAga dharma ArAdhyo hato ane sadgurUnuM zaraNuM rAkhyuM hatuM. jUThAbhAInuM kuTuMba uccabhAvanAvALuM hatuM. traNeya bhAIoe nIti ane tenI upara kyAreya paga dIdho na hato. saghaLAM kuTuMbamAM saMpanI vRddhi jaNAtI, bhAIo-bhAIomAM temaja pitarAIomAM paraspara prIti jALavatA hatA. sAta vyasananI Teva koIne na hatI. jesiMgabhAI zeThanA traNa kAkAo zrI laherAbhAI vi. pa.kR.devanA paricayamAM paNa AvelA hatA temanI sAthe sahiyArI peDhI hatI. chatAMya teomAM svArtha parAyaNatA na hatI. paramakRpALunI parama kRpAthI ane jUThAbhAInA saMskArathI pallavita thayela kuTuMbamAM jesiMgabhAI zeThe te saMskAra kAyama rAkhyA ane agAsa AzramamAM pU.prabhuzrIjInI nizrAmAM potAnuM AjIvana samarpita karyu hatuM ane zrI pa.kR.devanI Arasa-mudrA je hAla bhoMyarAmAM prasthApita che te mudrA zeThazrI jesiMgabhAIe khUbaja bhaktibhAvathI ane aMtaranA umaLakAthI bharAvI hatI. *noMdha : zrI agAsa AzramamAM rahI zrI nAraMgIbahena (jesiMgabhAI zeThanA putravadhU) sAthe satsaMgavArtA karatAM temanA mukhethI sAMbhaLelI A vAta che.

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22 pU. zrI jUThAbhAI 6. vi.saM. 1944mAM prathama brahmadarzana zrI satyaparAyaNane pUrvabhavanI mArgasAdhanAnA parizramathI paramapurUSanA satsaMganI raTanA-smRti avyaktapaNe thatI. parama kRpALudeva maLatAM te smRti tAjI thaI. satyaparAyaNanI cittabhUmi to vairAgyavAsita ane dayAthI Ardra hatI. paropakAra, kSamA, zIla, saMtoSathI zuddha thayelI hatI. doSo-durguNono kacaro kADhI nAMkhelo hato. tethI bIja vAvaNI mATe kheDelI bhUminI jema cittabhUmi taiyAra hatI. "vizALa buddhi, madhyasthatA, saraLatA ane jItendriyapaNuM ATalA guNo je AtmAmAM hoya te tattva pAmavAnuM uttama pAtra che.'" AvA uttama pAtrarUpa teo hatA. 1. 40 tevAmAM pUrve vAvelA bIjane aMkura phUTavAno samaya pAkyo. janma graho ucca sthAnamAM AvyA. mahAbhAgyanA dvAra ughaDyA. siddha bhagavAnanA dhAmanA jANe saMdezA maLyA. sAkSAt paramAtmAnA pAvana pagalAM dhIre dhIre saMbhaLAvA lAgyA. temanA nayano dUra kSitijamAM koI priyatama sAthIne zodhatA hatA. eka tarapha jUThAbhAInI pyAsa ane A bAju kRpALudevane paNa pUrvanA nikaTanA sneha saMbaMdhanA eMdhANa maLI gayA hatA. temanA nirmaLa jJAnamAM jUThAbhAI pratibiMbita hatA. saMvata 1944mAM 'mokSamALA' chapAvavA mATe pa.kR.deva pharI amadAvAda padhAryA tyAre prathama zeTha zrI pAnAcaMda jhaveracaMdane tyAM ja utaryA hatA pachI TaMkazALamAM zeTha pannAlAla umAbhAIne tyAM aDhI mAsa rahyA hatA. dharmaniSTha umAbhAInA patnI caMcaLabahenane jJAnamAM oLakhI laI koInI preraNA vagara svayaM pUrva smRtinI khAtrI karavA pa.kR.deva temane tyAM padhAryA hatA. tyAMthI pachI vanecaMda daphatarIe lakhI Apela bhalAmaNa patra laI zrI jesiMgabhAInA ghera maLavA padhAryA hatA te vakhate pU. jUThAbhAIne prathama darzana paramAtmAnA thayAM.

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI tyArabAda zeThazrI jesiMgabhAI tathA zrI jUThAbhAI zeTha pannAlAlane tyAM ghaNI vakhata rAtre jatA. zrI jesiMgabhAIe 5.kR.ne jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa karyuM hatuM tethI bIje divase temane tyAM jamavA padhAryA hatA. te ja vakhate pU.jUThAbhAIne amRta bhojana ApyuM. kRpALudeva temanA mananI vAto jANIne pragaTa kahetA. te sAMbhaLIne jUThAbhAIne tathA bIjAone Azcarya lAgatuM. jUThAbhAIe to temane sadguru dhArI ja lIdhA hatA. bAkI jesiMgabhAI-A vidvAna kavi ane moTA mANasa che eTaluM jANI zakelA paNa AtmakalyANanI IcchA temane jAgelI nahIM. tethI yathArtha oLakhANa thayuM nahIM, zraddhA beThI nahIM. 1944mAM zeThazrI dalapatabhAInA vaMDe parama kRpALudeve aSTAvadhAna karyA hatA. te joI jUThAbhAIne ghaNo prabhAva vedAyo. - A vakhate zrI jUThAbhAI sAthe zrI pa.kRpALudeva temanI dukAne ghaNI vakhata jatA ane besatA. e ja arasAmAM zeTha dalapatabhAIno pustaka bhaMDAra jovA kRpALudeva jUThAbhAInI sAthe padhArelA te viSe zrI jUThAbhAIe jesiMgabhAIne vAta karela ke "zrImad pustakonA pAnA mAtra pheravI jatA, ane zAstranuM rahasya samajI jatA. huM eka pachI eka graMtha batAvato ane teo tarata pAchuM ApI detA, ema ghaNAya graMtho joyA." pU.zrI jUThAbhAIne jayAre pa.kR.devanA prathama darzana thayAM tyAre pa.kR.devanA caraNe sASTAMga daMDavat karyA. satyaparAyaNe mIMTa mAMDIne snehanajara bharIne nIrakhyA ane te niraMjana devanI manorama mUrti nayanamAM avatArI lIdhI. nayana dvArA aMtaranI UMDI guphAmAM chupAvI dIdhI. e nayanaramya, citta ThAraka chabI, Atmapradeze vaNI lIdhI. manamohana sAthe meLa maLyo mana raMge re, raMge re mana raMge, moTA zuM mana meLa meLavatAM ciMtA jhALa prajALa, aTTANuM suta jema sukha pAmyA, moTA mAna vadhAre re." - meLa. 1

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI prathama darzane sASTAMga namaskAra karI rahelA pU. zrI jUThAbhAI prathama darzana zeThazrI malicaMda jecaMdanI peDhI, mANekacoka, amadAvAda.

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI 25 "saguru aMjana netra, vimaLatA, pUrNAnaMda hajure, mokSa mahela caDavA nisaraNI, saMkaTa kaSTa nivAre re." - meLa. 2 | darzana thatAM ekatArI karI te bhagavaMtanA AtmatejamAM bhaLI gayA. tenI jAta palaTI dIdhI, dizA badalAI gaI. dhyAnarUpe te atula, atizaya, mahimAnA, maMdira sarakhA divya prakAzanuM darzana thavA lAgyuM. "sadgurUdevajIe kRpA karI tyAre Apa thayAM re prakAza, dAsa dhIro kahe che re, jyAM jouM tyAM tuMhI tuMhI." jagata divAkara zrI namizvara svAmi jo, tuja mukha dIThe, nAThI bhUla anAdinI re. jo." "rAga bhayo dilameM - A yoge, rahe chipAyA nA, chAnA chUnA; ghaDI ghaDI, sAMbhare sAMI salUnA. padmaprabha jina dilase na vIsare." "naMdanavana jayuM surakuM vallabha, huM mere mana tUhI suhAyo; orato cittaLe utAranA, aise svAmI supAsase dila lagA." - pU. yazovijayajI ma.sA. 7. parama kRpALudevanA pU.zrI jUThAbhAI pratyenA apragaTa patro-15 zrI parama kR. devanA sAkSAta bhagavata svarUpe darzana thayA bAda pUjyazrI jUThAbhAIne e tAraka caraNanA satsaMganI bhUkha ughaDI ane tethI ka.devane evA bhAvArthathI lakhyuM ke Ape to mane pavitra darzana ApyuM. 'jina zAsana paMkti te ThavI, muja ApyuM samakIta thALa; have bhANA khaDa khaDa kuNa khame, zIva modaka piraso rasALa ho." 1 - pU. yazovijayajI ma. have to satsaMga e ja sarva sukhanuM mULa lAge che. zarIrano roga to enA svabhAve che, paNa AtmAno (bhAva) roga maTADavA parama hitaiSI auSadha Apano satsamAgama mane Apo. e auSadhathI ja jIvanamAM jIvatAM rahevAya

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26 - pU. zrI jUThAbhAI amadAvAdamAM varasatA varasAdamAM pU.zrI ku.deva caMcaLabenanA - gherathI pU. zrI jUThAbhAInA ghera javA nIkaLI rahyA che. varasatA varasAdamAM pa.kR.deva bhIMjAyA vagara zrI jUThAbhAInA ghare AvI rahyA che. | zrI jUThAbhAI Azcarya pAmyA ke varasatA varasAdamAM korA kapaDAM !

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI 29 pU. zrI jUThAbhAI paramakRpALudevane dalapatabhAIno jJAna bhaMDAra jovA laI AvyA che.

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28 pU. zrI jUThAbhAI evuM che. e tAraka nAvamAM besI mAre have bhavapAra javAnI IcchA che. eTale vinaMtI patro lakhI pa..devane potAne ghera padhAravA AmaMtraNa Ape che. prabhu AmaMtraNa na svikArI zake to muMbaI kR.deva pAse javA AjJA maMgAve che, tenA javAbamAM nIceno patra lakhAyo che. apragaTa patro - 15 (paramakRpALudevanA hastAkSaramAMthI) 1. kA.va.10 soma saM. 1944. muMbaIthI ci. 'tamArUM zubha patra mane maLyuM hatuM paraMtu bAhyopAdhine lIdhe vakhata maLato nathI, ekAda divasamAM banaze to patra lakhIza, nahIM to doDha aThavADiyA sudhI pattA sivAya lakhI zakuM tema nathI. ahIMnA havA-pANI anukULa Ave tema jaNAtuM hoya ane tamArAM kuTuMbionI paNa anukULatA hoya to AvavAmAM aDacaNa nathI. mAro ahIM haju vadhatI mudata mATe vAsa che. ArogyatAnA khabara lakhatA rahezo. samAdhimAM rahezo. | ci. kuMvarajIne pra.vi.-rA.nA pra. amadAvAda, zAha cimanalAla mahAsukha, chIpApoLa, jUThAbhAIne Apazo. 2. muMbaIthI amadAvAda saM.1944 | ci. tamAruM patra Ajaroje maLyuM. banatA sudhI tyAM utarIza. na utarI zakuM to tene mATe kheda nahIM karazo. ahIM have lagabhaga be-cAra dADA thaze. dharmadhyAna viveka sameta karatA rahezo. vigata vizeSa lakhavAnuM tame darzAvyuM che to vakhata meLavI tema karazo. vinayacaMdabhAIne maLyA hazo. teone mArA praNAma. 3. vavANiyA, 25 ogaSTa sane 1888 tamane ghaNAM patra lakhyAM paraMtu jyAre uttara nathI tyAre huM dhAruM chuM ke

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI 29 taMdurastInI vyavasthAmAM kaMI bhaMga thayo haze ke kaMI evuM upAdhijanya kAraNa haze. mATe vigatabaMdhI patra lakhazo. vaLatI TapAle uttara. 4. bhAdaravA vadI 13 budha saM. 1944 - muMbaIthI kAle patra malyo. sarva hakIkatathI vAkepha thayo. hamaNAM bahu karI tyAM rokAvAnI to anukULatA Ave tema nathI. prasaMga banavA upara saghaLI hakIkata lakhIza. citrapaTa mATe hamaNAM mulatavazo. je vijJapti karI che te khAte huM zuM lakhuM ? tame kyAM jANatA nathI. (pa.kR.devanA citrapaTa mATe vinaMtI cAlu rAkhI tethI zrI pa.kR.deve 19 varSanI vayano citrapaTa temane mokalI Apyo. juo va. 46) 5. kArataka suda 6 zukra saM. 1945 - vavANiyA ati bhAvabhUSita patR malyuM. kArya prasaMgathI vilaMba thayo to harata nahIM. aThavADIyAmAM ekavAra to sahaja samAcAra lakhavA dhyAnamAM rAkhazo ema AzA che. kArataka suda pUnama pahelAM e bhaNIthI muMbaI jatI veLA tyAM rokAvuM ke kema ? ekAda graMtha prasiddha karavA vicAra hoya to te yogya che ke kema ? te darzAvazo. vizeSa bhAvi para che. huM saMpUrNa AnaMdamAM chuM. 6 . morabIthI amadAvAda kA.su.12 saM. 1945 "sujJa bhAI ! AnaMdI patra mane maLyo che huM banatA sudhI ahIMthI zukravAranI savAranI TreInamAM ravAne thaI teja divase sAMje tyAM AvI pahoMcIza. tyAM bahu karIne cAreka roja rokAI zakIza." - lI.rA.nA.praNAma mokSamALAnI prato ravAne karI dIdhI haze? ahIM AgaLa tenI bahu agatya che chatAM vilaMba thayAnuM kaMI kAraNa haze. ema samajI maMgAvanArAone dhIraja ApI che. paryuSaNa mahAparva AvyAM che. dharmadhyAna karavA mahAsatIjI AgaLa prabaLa sabhA ekaThI thatI haze? tethI mokSamALAno upayoga karAvavA

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30 mATe sUcavana, vizeSa zuM kahuM ? 7. vavANIyA mahA vada 7 saM. 1945 pU. zrI jUThAbhAI vi. rA. tamAro cAreka dADA pahelAM patra eka maLyo hato. bIjo patra lakhavAnI vATathI tame mane patra lakhatAM aTakAvyo che. tamArI ArogyatAnA khacIta karI lakhazo. ArogyatA tyAM rahevAthI khAmIvALI raheze. lakho to mahAsatIjI AgaLa mArAM samIpa rahevA mATe jesiMgabhAIne vinaMtI karUM. mArA samAgamamAM niraMtara rahevAnI je tamArI cAhanA che te koIpaNa vATethI thoDA kALamAM mArUM cAlatA sudhI pAra pADI zakIza. kharuM jJAnI gamya. - lI. rAyacaMdanA praNAma 8. saM. 1945 amadAvAda - morabIthI - jeTha vada "morabIthI parama divasa savAre tamAro patra vavANIyA baMdare maLyo hato. Aje savAre atre maLyo. mArUM rAjanagaramAM Agamana banatA sudhI cAreka roja pachI thaze kAraNa rA.rA.revAzaMkara jagajIvana paNa sAthe AvI zakaze. jesiMgabhAI kAla sAyaMkALe morabI AvyA che. mane maLyA hatA." - vi. rA. vacana pramANe kR. deva jeTha vada 12 amadAvAda padhAryA che ane paMdara divasa sthiratA karI che, jUThAbhAInI AzA pUrNa karI che. 1.66 9. saM. 1945nA vaizAkhamAM zrI jUThAbhAI ghaNA bimAra paDyA. bhagaMdaranuM oparezana karAvyuM, te vize kR.devane pUchAvyuM hatuM teno javAba : dAktaro, gumaDA jevA - 'bhagaMdara' darada para bahu upayogI thAya che. tethI jJAnI draSya to ThIka ja thaze. uttaramAM zubha samAcAra lakhazo. ci.manasukha (ravajIbhAI) cothA dhoraNamAM pAsa thavAthI IMglIza abhyAsa karAvavA pitAjIno pUrNa vicAra che to amadAvAdanI hAIskulamAM eka varSamAM keTalA dhoraNa calavI zakatA haze ? te zodha karAvI lakhazo.

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI 39 10. gumaDAnI harakata nivRtta thaI hoya kiMvA ahIM bhaNI AvavA mATe kAMIpaNa rIte abAdhya hoya to A bhaNI AvavA mATe avazya tajavIja karI jaya meLavo. mArA samAgamathI jJAnI dRzya to tamane... yogyatA... AnaMda ane satsaMga maLaze. mane paNa pAchaLanA be maLaze. (satsaMga-AnaMdamaLaze.) 11. saMvata 1945 - vavANIyAthI sujJa ci. "tamArA taraphathI AveluM eka patta tathA eka patra pahoMcyA che. peTI saMbaMdhI, pustaka saMbaMdhI ane anya tamArI vinaya praNI patta vAMcI saMtoSa pAmyo chauM." ( 12. "mArA taraphathI traNa-cAra patro lakhAyAnI tamArA taraphathI pahoMca ke uttara nathI tenuM kAraNa huM dhArU chauM ke dukAnathI tamane te patro maLelA na hovA joIe. TapAla veLA haMmezAM lakSa Apazo to tema banaze nahIM. 'parataMtratA mATe kheda che, paraMtu hamaNAM to nirUpAyatA che.' sAtheno patra TaMkazALamAM pahoMcADazojI." va. 74 rAjayanA.va.A. 13. bhAdaravA vada 4 zukra saMvata 1945 muMbaIthI amadAvAda, jUThAbhAI pratye "tamArU patra maLyuM. tame lakho cho te satyarUpa che, paNa dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAvanI apekSAe te pratikULarUpa che, e vagere emanA pakSanA vicAro mane anubhavagamya che. teo svArthanA tattvane bahu avaLI rIte samajyA che. satya viveka mATe temanuM lakSa pUrva karmane lIdhe ochuM che, ane tethI tamane, teo ke huM hAla sukhanuM kAraNa thaI zakIe tema nathI. "mArA para zudhdha rAga samabhAvathI rAkho, vizeSatA na karo. dharmadhyAna ne vyavahAra banne sAcavo." AgaLa para jJAnI daSTa haze te thaI raheze. ahIM hamaNAM mAro sthAyi bhAva va. 75

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI 14. sujJa jUThAbhAI saM. 1946 - muMbaI - mahA tamArUM zubha patra ATheka divasa pahelAM prApta thayuM hatuM. mokSamALAnI peTI paNa maLI che. bAhya upAdhine lIdhe pahoMca lakhI zakAI nahotI. tamArI ArogyatA lakhazo. khaMbhAtavALA bhAIo hoya to praNAma kahezo, nahIM to patra lakhatA ho'to praNAma lakhazo.... nigraMtha gurUne sevo. tvarAthI uttara. lI.rA.nA.praNAma 15. sane 1889 saM.1946 phA.vada 12 soma. muMbaI ci. "tAra maLyo (sAyaMkALe) ghaNo ja parataMtra chauM. atizaya jarUra lAge ane na cAle ema ja hoya to jaNAvo eTale game tema karI eka rAta AvI jauM.' - rAyacaMdanA praNAma pU.jUThAbhAIne saMsAranA baMdhana baMdhanarUpa vedAya che. e alakha dezanA paMkhI zrIrAja caraNamAM mukta vihArI banavA Icche che. te divasanI rAha jue che paNa pUrtita karmodaye viraha veThavo paDe che. vyavahAranI pratikULatAthI kRdevanA patro paNa temane maLatA nathI. samaya vItyo jAya che. e parataMtratA joI jatI nathI, sahI jatI nathI. tethI paramasnehIne olaMbhA de che. vItarAga zuM re rAga te eka pakho kIje kavaNa prakArojI, hoDI hoDe re bihu rasa rIjhathI mananA manoratha sIjhejI. - dharajo dharma saneha 8. virahI cAtaka pUjyazrI jUThAbhAInuM jIvana virahI cAtaka jevuM hatuM. "piyu piyu karI tumane japuM re, huM cAtaka tume meha" evI rIte kRpALudevane yAda karatA hatA. "aNadIThe alajo ghaNo, dIThe te tRpti na hoya" evA zabdomAM enA virahanI jhAMkhI thAya che. tenI tIvra AkAMkSA prabhu sAthe ja rahevAnI hatI te evI ke paramAtmAnI alakha lIlAne bhajavAnI. te harIrasa akhaMDapaNe AsvAdavAnI,

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI parama piyuSane tRpta thaIne pIvAnI, tanamAM tAlAvelI hatI, teno talasATa hato. paraMtu kALanI ane karmanI kaThInatAthI e rasa na maLato, eTale tenuM bdaya dhaDakatuM, talasATa vadhI jato, eka ardhakSaNa paNa aLagA rahI na zakatA. prabhu mukhane nihALyA vinA bALaka jema te UNA dUNA banI jatA ane vAraMvAra zvAsa cAle tenI sAthe svAminI smRti manamAM ramatI ke he vhAlA prabhu ! mane tame talasAvo mA, huM kyAM sudhI rAha joyA karuM ? darzana gho. - harInA lAla koI mane kahezo? ke e harI kyAre mArA dvAre Avaze? koI e mAragano paMthI mArA mana gamatI vAtanA samAcAra Apaze ? he megharAja ! tame to AvatA nathI ane tamArA koI saMdezA maLatA nathI, khoTo dilAso ane AzA ApIne tame lalacAvo cho kema? A beu nayaNA zrAvaNanI nadInI jema jaladhAra varasAve che, darzananI raDha laI beThA che, kahyuM mAnatA nathI - 'kSaNa eka mujane na vIsare tuma guNa parama anaMta' - nayana AgaLa ja rahejo, mane dAsane bhUlI na jazo. A mAyArUpa bhavasAgaramAM DUbI jauM chuM, mATe vege karI mArI vhAre dhAjo. tame to nAganuM jhera utArI amRta karyuM che, to mane milana pachI pariharI nA dezo. huM to rAja, tAro chuM ! ne tuM mAro che ! bhIno parama mahArase, mAro nAtha nagIno, tuM dhana, tuM mana, tana tuMhI, sasanehI svAmI, mAruM mana adhIrU banI rahyuM che. o jIva jIvana ! tamane kevI rIte AvI maLuM? darIzana gho to AnaMda evo thAya ke paLa paLa tamArUM anupama rUpa nihALI sukhAnaMda pAmuM. Apa to mArA janama janamanA sAthI cho. rAta divasa tamane kema visarI zakuM ? be hAtha joDIne vinaMtI karuM chuM ke he dayALu ! jayArathI tame choDIne cAlyA gayA tyArathI kyAMya cena paDatuM nathI. tamArA vacana sAMbhaLatA mIThAM lAge che, teno viraha paDyo, mArA du:khanA maTADanArA ane sukhanA denArA kyAre maLazo? mArA rAjanagare Avo; ApanI nirvikAra mukhaDAnI suMdara-suratane zuM vakhANuM ? tame to pUrvajanamanI prIta choDI ke zuM? huM saMsAra vanamAM bhaTakI bhaTakI bhUlo paDyo chuM. khAna-pAna, bhAna-sAna tamArA vinA khoyuM che, mArUM mana to rAja-hI-rAja-rAja raTe che ane bhakta sAda karI pokAre che,

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI pa.kR.deva pU.zrI jUThAbhAInA ghera jamavA beThA che ane pU. zrI jUThAbhAI pIrasI rahyA che. morabImAM zrI revAzaMkarabhAInA ghera zrI pa.ku.devane maLavA pU. zrI jUThAbhAI jAya che.

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI 35 gopI jananA re prANa, te to prabhujInI pAse, Are rahyA che te to, sunA zarIra. gopI jananA re prANa .... 'mina mare jyAre nava maLe nIra." gopI jananA re prANa have thAkIne bhakta hRya joSIDAne bolAve che. prema ghelI mIrAM gAya che kAgada koNa laI jAya re, joSIDA joza juone ke-dADe maLaze mune kAna re, joSIDA joza juone 1 du:khaDAnI mArI huM to dUbaLI thaI chuM, pIDAmAM thaI chuM pILI pAna re... joSIDA prIta karIne vhAle, pAMgaLA kIdhA, viraha vidhyA che mArA prANa re... joSIDA 3 aMtaranAda :dilanI je vAto ho kuNane dAkhavuM jI; kSaNa eka AvI ho paMDe sAMbhaLojI, sAhIba suNajo ho mArI vinatI jI. 9. satsaMga naukA pUjyazrI satyaparAyaNane e naukAvihArano lhAvo saM.1944 thI 1946 sudhInA 3 varSa maLyo hato. e naukA vihArathI zrI rAja khevaiyAnI joDAjoDa cha-sAta vakhata apUrva rasalhANa mANI hatI. eno Atmajoga grahI jugAjuga jIvanAra banyA hatA. 1. saM.1944nA caitramAM mokSamALAnA kAma mATe amadAvAda mukAme zeTha pannAlAlanA mAtuzrI caMcaLabenane ghera TaMkazALamAM be-aDhI mahInA kRpALudeva rahyA hatA tyAre pU.zrI jUThAbhAIne vadhu vakhata maLavAnuM thayuM hatuM ane te arasAmAM pU.zrI jUThAbhAI - zeTha dalapatabhAI bhagubhAInA vaMDe ku.deve avadhAna karyA te jovA gayA hatA.

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39 pU. zrI jUThAbhAI morabImAM zrI pa.kR.deva tattvajJAnanA utArA zrI jUThAbhAI pAse karAve che. 2. saM.1945nA kArtikamAM 5.kR.deva amadAvAda padhAryA tyAre zrI jUThAbhAI sAthe temanA chIpApoLanA makAne temanA meDA upa2 15 divasa rahyA hatA. te vakhatanA temanA harSanI sImA zI ? anirvacanIya sukhAnaMda helImAM garakAva banIne prIta paTaMtarano madhura dhvani uThyo. Akho hemALo khUMdIne sadgurU AvIyA re jI, tyAMthI lAvyA jaDIbuTTI amane pAI ghuMTI ghuMTI, neNe navalA AMjaNa meM aMjAvIyA re jI, eNe AvIne ahAleka jagAvIyA re jI. 3. teja sAlanA phAgaNa mAsamAM zrI jUThAbhAI morabI AvyA tyAre eka mahIno rahI pa.phU.devanA satsaMgane ananyabhAve upAsI samyag darzanano lAbha lIdho hato. kAkA raMgajIbhAI sAthe hatA, paNa teo vyApAranuM kAma patAvatA ane jUThAbhAI kR.devanI sAnnidhyamAM rahetA. tyAM tatvajJAna vigerenA keTalAka utArA bhAI jUThAbhAInA hastAkSarathI zrI pa.phU.deve lakhAvyAM hatAM. tyAra pachI pa.kR.deva muMbaIthI vavANIyA jatAM amadAvAda padhAratA hatA.

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI 39 4. saM.194panA jeTha mAsamAM 5.kR.deva amadAvAda zrI satyaparAyaNane tyAM padhAryA ane thoDA divasa rahI eTale ke 7 divasa rahI apUrva lAbha Apyo tyAre zrI revAzaMkarabhAI paNa temanI sAthe hatA. tenuM kAraNa pU.jUThAbhAInI zarIra prakRti narama hatI te hatuM. 1945 jeTha suda-10 va.65 "tamAro atizaya Agraha che ane na hoya to paNa eka dharmaniSTha AtmAne jo kaMI mArAthI zAMti thatI hoya to eka punya samajI AvavuM joIe ane jJAnI daSTa haze to huM jarUra gaNyA divasamAM AvuM chuM. vizeSa samAgame." A pachI kR.deva jeTha vada chake amadAvAda padhAryA che. va.66 amadAvAdathI zrI manasukharAma sUryarAmane patra lakhe che. 5. saM. 1945mAM bharUca pUjyazrI jUThAbhAI satsaMga arthe zrAvaNa suda 3 ravi saM. 1945mAM 7 divasa kR.deva sAthe rahyA hatA. va. 71 6. saM.1946mAM zrI pa.kR.devane be divasa tAra karI bolAvyA hatA. tethI pa.kR.deva aSADha suda AThamanI rAtre AvI pahoMcyA hatA ane eka rAta zrI satyaparAyaNanI sAthe ekAMtamAM rahyA hatA ane zubhalezyAthI satyaparAyaNane AtmavIrya skurAvI anaMta samAdhi sukha pradAna karyuM hatuM. e anupama nAvathI pU.zrI satyaparAyaNa saMsAra pAra utaryA. satsaMgatakI jahAja gurUrAja calAve, beThe kalpanA tyAja, tAkuM pAra lagAve. - pU.zrI ratnarAja noMdha :- kalolavALA zrI kuMvarajIbhAI kahetA hatA ke saM.1944nA comAsAmAM rAtre varasAda varasato hato tyAre zrI .pa.kR.deva caMcaLabenanA ghera hatA. pAse chatrI hatI nahIM, ghoDAgADI na hatI ne zrI jUThAbhAInA gharanA bAraNA vAselA hatA, rAtre bAra vAgye teozrI vagara bhIMjAye-korA kapaDe-zrI jUThAbhAInA makAnamAM padhArela hatA. eka vakhata kahetA ke pa.kR.zrInA khoLAmAM mAthuM nAMkhI zrI jUThAbhAI royA hatA. te vakhate teozrI bolyA ke 'A' strI svabhAva che.

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI 10. amadAvAda madhye racela avadhAna kAvyo kavita - (kavi viSe) aho parameza leza, udeza-se vizvakIyo, kharekhAta khUbI tAmeM, bahurI banAI hai, mahA mahipati ati, Itame te gati kInI, muja jaise pAmarakI, mati murajhAI hai aMbara avani arU, alpAra aTavImeM AnaMda AnaMda hI kI, avadhi upAI hai yAmeM aphasosI, avalokanameM eka AI kAryakuM te kaviyo ke, dInatA dIkhAI hai mitra prati Idra vijaya chaMda prema paTaMtara aMtara che ja, niraMtara maMtara maMtara mohaka, mohaka cho purUSottama uttama, cho tama hAraka ne tama drohaka, drohaka dIla vinA haka praNAma kare, manathI zubha sohaka, sohaka mitra pavitra taNA, sucaritra vicitra ati agha drohaka. kavita - (kavi viSe) rAja sanamAna arU, sukhako nidAna saba, zaTha dhanavAna hiMdu, diyone damAma hai; mukAma ke ThAma dhAma, kaviyoke kahA diyo, dAma hike nAma-meM so, diyo rAma rAma hai //

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- pU. zrI jUThAbhAI kahAM jAnu kahA tero, kovido-ne guno kiyo, tAkI kharI khabara so, mokuM to harAma hai; aho avinAzI aise, ayoga upAyo kahA, budhdhi dInI tAke kahA, ridhdhiko nA nAma hai // 11. bodha-sudhA kRpALudeva pratye guNAnurAga sAthe zrI jUThAbhAIne aMgopAMganI yogaavasthA, mIThI vANI ane divyarUpa pratye mohinI hatI tethI vyathA pAmatA hatA. zarIra para tenI asara thatI tenA javAbamAM kRpALudeva lakhe che - va.4pa "jUThAbhAInI sthiti vidita thaI..... jo na cAle to prazasta rAga rAkho...." - lI.rA.nA.praNAma va.46 "uttaramAM A saMkSepa che ke je vATethI Atmatva prApta thAya te vATa zodho.. mArAthI dUra rahevAmAM tamArI ArogyatA hAni pAme tema na thavuM joIe. sarva AnaMdamaya ja thaze. atyAre e ja." - lI.rAyacaMdanA praNAma traNa jagatane tAravA samartha bhagavAna bhaktane kevI moTAI Ape che te Azcarya che. jagatano niyaMtA paramAtmA bhaktanA premane AdhIna prasanna thaI bhaktane potAno karI le che prabhu AkhA aDhaLaka DhaLI jAya che. pa.kR.deve mokSamALAnI prato ane bIjo kAMI jarUrI sAmAna jUThAbhAI pAse maMgAvela te sTezana para mokalavA lakhyuM hatuM, muMbaI jatAM letAM jazuM paNa te kAma jUThAbhAIthI na banyuM teno kheda jUThAbhAIne ghaNo thayo tenA javAbamAM lakhe che - va.49 - gaIkAle savAre tamAro patra maLyo. koIpaNa rIte kheda karazo nahIM. ema thanAra hatuM to ema thayuM e kaMI vizeSa kAma na hatuM.

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI AtmAnI e dazAne jema bane tema aTakAvI yogyatAne AdhIna thaI te sarvenA mananuM samAdhAna karI, A saMgatane Iccho.... tana, mana, vacana ane Atmasthitine jALavazo. dharmadhyAna dhyAvana karavA bhalAmaNa che." va.53 ci. - "je je tamArI abhilASAo che tene samyakTrakAre niyamamAM ANo ane phaLIbhUta thAya tevuM prayatna karo. e mArI IcchanA che. zoca na karo, yogya thaI raheze, satsaMga zodho, sapurUSanI bhakti karo." - va.pa9 "tamArI deha saMbaMdhI sthiti zocanIya jANI vyavahAranI apekSAe kheda thAya che. mArA para atizaya bhAvanA rAkhI vartavAnI tamArI IcchAne huM rokI zakato nathI, paNa tevI bhAvanA bhAvatAM tamArA dehane yatkiMcit hAni thAya tema na karo. niraMtara samAdhibhAvamAM raho. huM tamArI samIpa ja beTho chuM ema samajo. deha-darzananuM atyAre jANe dhyAna khaseDI AtmadarzanamAM sthira raho. samIpa ja chuM, ema gaNI zoka ghaTADo, jarUra ghaTADo. ArogyatA vadhaze; jiMdagInI saMbhALa rAkho..... te purUSane pratyeka laghu kAmanA AraMbhamAM paNa saMbhAro... jJAnI dazya to thoDo vakhata viyoga rahI saMyoga thaze ane sarva sAruM ja thaI raheze." zrI satyaparAyaNa sAthenA paramakRpALudevanA patra vyavahAramAM zrI satyaparAyaNanI dharmajijJAsA, sanI abhilASA jaNAI Ave che eTale ja parama kRpALudeve temane 'priya bhAI satyAbhilASI" e saMbodhanathI bodhana karyuM che - tamArI tattva jijJAsA mATe "saMtoSa thayo." e jijJAsAne tRpta karavA mATe zrI pa.kR.deve temanA ucca adhikAra anusAra satyaparAyaNa pratye jJAna pravAha udAratAthI relAvyo che. kRpALudeva to AtmAnubhavI hatA. temane jagatanA samasta jIvo para samAna karUNA ja hatI. paraMtu A satyaparAyaNa to mArganA ArAdhaka ane dharmanI pAtratA pAmela "mAtra mokSa abhilASa'nI laganavALA hatA tethI satyaparAyaNanI satu sanmukhatA hovAne lIdhe temanA AtmAmAM, hRdayanI bhItaramAM pa.kR.devanA prabhAvanI nahIM bhUMsAya evI

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI baLavAna chApa paDI hatI. janmAMtare paNa e prabhAva aMtaramAMthI maMda thAya tema na hatuM. temane vedana thatuM ke A to sAkSAt dharmamUrti che ! sAkSAt upazama rasano kaMda ne zAMta rasano sAgara che zuM !! pUjyazrI satyaparAyaNane kRpAnAtha sAthe najIkanA ja pUrvabhavamAM - 'tibeTanA rAjakumAra hatA tyAre kauTuMbika saMbaMdha hovAnA nirdeze prathama paricaya thatAM ja satyaparAyaNano AtmA zrImad rAjacaMdra deva tarapha ananya premabhaktibhAve DhaLI rahyo. navo janma, navajIvana, navIna gati lAdhI tethI temanuM nAma jUThAbhAI badalI pa.kR.deve satyaparAyaNa nAmAbhidhAna karyuM hatuM. tenA phaLarUpe temane dehAtmAnA bhinnapaNAno, myAna ane taravAravat viveka thaI zakyo hato. 'satuM' tattvano sAkSAtkAra thaI zakyo hato. e rahasyane puSTi ApatAM zrI pa.kR.deva - prathama patra muMbaIthI lakhe che - va.36 "pratimAnA kAraNathI ahIM AgaLano samAgamI bhAga ThIka pratikULa varte che. ema ja matabhedathI anaMtakALe, anaMta janma paNa AtmA dharma na pAmyo. mATe satparUSo tene IcchatA nathI; paNa svarUpa zreNine Icche che." A purUSa Atmatva prApta che ema jUThAbhAI jANe che tethI matabhedanuM vedana jaNAvI svarUpa-zreNI bhaNI vALe che. zrI satyaparAyaNane A paramapurUSa caitanyamUrtine maLatAM nija svarUpa upalabdhi-caitanyanI prAptinI jijJAsA utpanna thaI tethI prabhune prazna pUche che - AnaMdaghanajInA zabdamAM - zrI munisuvrata punarAya, eka muja vinati nisuNo, Atama tatva kayuM jANuM jagatagurU, eha vicAra muja kahIyo, Atama tatva jANyA viNa nirmaLa, citta samAdhi navI lahIyo. muni.1 vaLatuM jagagurU eNI pare bhAkhe, pakSapAta saba ThaMDI, rAga dveSa moha pakha varjita, Atama zuM raDha maMDI.' muni. 2

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42 pU. zrI jUThAbhAI zrI satyaparAyaNanuM jIvana kRpALudevanA satsaMgamAM AvavAthI nirmaLatAne varyuM. saMpradAyanA loko ane kuTuMbio ema mAnavA lAgyA ke jUThAbhAI temane jJAnI sadgurU mAne che ane ApaNo dharma mUkI dIdho. kavirAje temane nizcayano dharma samajAvI vyavahAra dharma utthApI dIdho. kavirAja zAstra zuM jANatA hoya ? tyAga to lIdho nathI. saMpradAyanA sAdhu vicAravA lAgyA ke amArA ziSya thAya to ame temane bhaNAvI-gaNAvI paTTAdhikArI banAvIe. A vAtathI jUThAbhAIne kheda thayo hato. tethI kR.deva temane samabhAva rAkhavA zikSA de che : - ane lakhe che ke, "atyAre e vagere emanA pakSanA lokonA je vicAro mAre mATe pravarte che te mane dhyAnamAM smRta che paNa vistRta karavA e ja zreyaskara che. tame nirbhaya rahejo, mAre mATe koI kaMI kahe te sAMbhaLI mauna rahejo, teone mATe kaMI zoka-harSa karazo nahIM.'' "pArzvanAthAdika yogIzvaranI dazAnI smRti karajo. A alpajJa AtmA paNa te padano abhilASI ane te purUSanA caraNakamaLamAM tallIna thayelo dInaziSya che. tamane tevI zraddhAnI ja zikSA de che. AtmabhAvamAM saghaLuM rAkhajo.... parama zAMti padane IcchIe e ja ApaNo sarvasaMmata dharma che ane e ja IcchAmAM ne IcchAmAM te maLI jaze mATe nizciMta raho.'' atyAre amArI pArzvanAtha prabhu jevI vItarAga samadazA che. jema pArzva prabhune paramabhaktithI stuti karanAra dharazeMdra pratye rAga na hato ane parama dveSathI upasarga karanAra kamaTha pratye dveSa na hato tema amane tamArA para rAga nathI ane virodha darzAvanAra pratye dveSa paNa nathI. ame pArzvanAtha samAna dazAvAna chIe. va. 40mAM AgaLa eja vAtanuM anusaMdhAna maLe che. zrI pa.kR.deve saM. 1944mAM pratimA sidhdhino laghugraMtha lakhyo. temAM pratimAnuM darzana pUjana karavAnuM zAstra vidhAna batAvyuM. Agama pramANa vi. pAMca pramANo ApyA. chevaTe anubhava pramANathI sidhdhi batAvI dIdhI che, te mAnya

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI 43 karI zraddhA rAkhI anubhavamAM levA preraNA karI che. bhagavAna vIranI A AjJA che mATe matabheda TALI AjJA ArAdhana vaDe sulabhabodhi thavAnuM sUcana mAtra niSkAma karUNAnA kAraNe karyuM che. tema prarUpaNA ane pravartana bhagavAnanA mArga rakSako rAkhe evI bhalAmaNa kahI potAnA svAnubhavI tattva vicArone satyatApUrvakanI prasiddhi ApavA khAtara A pustakane pUrNa lakhyuM. tyAra bAda sthAnakavAsI saMpradAyanA zrAvakane vAMcI jovA ane bAda chapAvavA mATe ApyuM. paraMtu te uparathI svadharmI jaino kRpALudeva pratye kaTAkSa draSTi rAkhavA lAgyA ane koI hisAbe A pustaka prasidhdha na ja thavuM joIe evI viSamatA phelAI. prathama koI pAtranA hAthamAMthI anadhikArInA hAthamAM gayuM hoya tethI va. 40mAM je maLyuM te AgaLa pAchaLano bhAga chapAyo che ane vacceno zAstra pramANano pAThavALo bhAga guma thayo hoya tema lAge che. kAraNa ke chevaTanI bhalAmaNamAM ka.deva lakhe che - "have e viSayane saMkSepamAM pUrNa karyo." saM. 1945 jUThAbhAIne prabhunA samAgamano viraha sahana thato nathI. kRpALudeva tene satsaMganA viyogamAM dhIraja rAkhavA ane zoka rahita rahevA bhalAmaNa kare che. niraMtara sapurUSanI kRpA dRSTine Iccho ane zoka rahita raho e mArI parama bhalAmaNa che te svIkArazo, murabbIone khuzImAM rAkho." va. 41 jagatamAM nirAgIndra, vinayatA ane satparUSanI AjJA e nahIM maLavAthI A AtmA anAdIkALathI rakhaDyo. sarva vaDIlonI AjJAmAM anukULa rahezo." va. 42 jesiMgabhAI, raMgajIbhAI vigere vaDIlonA kahyA pramANe jUThAbhAI khAna-pAnamAM dhyAna ApatA nathI tethI lakhyuM che ke "tame deha mATe saMbhALa rAkhazo." va. 37 biMdumAM siMdhurUpa zrI mokSamALA-zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtanA prarUpelA mULatattvo bALajIvo samajI zake evI zailIthI pragaTa thaI che. mahAsatIjI I7

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI pAse pU.jUThAbhAI te vAMcI saMbhaLAve che te manana karavA preraNA Ape che. - "mahAsatIjI mokSamALA zravaNa kare che te bahu sukha ane lAbhadAyaka che teone mArI vatI vinaMtI karazo ke e pustaka yathArtha zravaNa kare, manana kare. jinezvaranA mArgathI emAM ekeya vacana vizeSa nAMkhavA prayatna karyuM nathI. va. 69 tamArA Atmabodha mATe thaIne prasannatA thAya che. ahIM AtmacaryA zreSTha cAle che. satsaMganI baLavattaratA che." va. 70 | zrI pa.kR.deva para zrI satyaparAyaNe aMtarIya vedananA 36 patro lakhyA. tenA A javAbo che. kR.deva pratyenI satsaMgapyAsa, virahanI jhuraNA darekamAM tarI Ave che. dareka vacanAmRtamAM kR.deva jUThAbhAIne ArogyatA viSe pUche che, satsaMganA viyoga viSe AzvAsana Ape che. "huM samIpa ja chuM." vi. e bhaktinI dizAnA ajANa ApaNe - ahAhA ! A enA bhaktajIvananuM hArda zuM jANI zakIye ! enA aMtargata udAtta bhAvono, premanI parAkASTAno khyAla mAyAmAM mUMjhAyela A jIva zuM karI zake ? e to enA bhagavAna jANe ne e jANe ! kAM enI jAtano anubhavI samajI zake. ApaNe e dvArA kaMI preraNA pAmI jAgRta thaI - te paMthe vaLIe. pU.zrI satyaparAyaNane 194pamAM bhagaMdaranuM oparezana karAvyA pachI rujha AvI nahIM. tabiyata sudhArA para AvI nahIM. tAva raheto, khorAka levAto nahIM, tethI azakti paNa dina-pratidina vadhatI jatI hatI, eTale kRpALudevanA satsaMgamAM jaI zakatA nahIM. paraMtu zrI sadaguru bhagavAne temane bodha bIja prApta karAvyuM hatuM. (va. 91) pavitra darzana karAvyuM hatuM, tethI sadharmarUpa samAdhi aMtare vartatI hatI. dehathI bhinna AtmAmAM nimagna rahetA. vedanIya karmane samatAthI vedI khapAvI detA, kAraNa emane to anaMta bhavanuM sATuM eka bhavamAM vALavuM hatuM. tethI taraNatAraNanAthanA upakAranuM smaraNa rAta-divasa karatA. kRpAnAtha paNa satyaparAyaNane parokSa satsaMga karAvatA

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI ny ane zudhdha bhAvanI zreNIne vadhAratA. te dvArA mokSano pratyakSa anubhava temane thato. mokSamArgane de evuM avagADha samyakta-caitanyano akhaMDa lakSa temane vartato hato. va. 84mAM pratijJApUrvaka potAnA muktapaNAnI pratIti karAve che. bhAI ! ATaluM tAre avazya karavA jevuM che. 1. dehamAM vicAra karanAra beTho che te dehathI bhinna che? te sukhI che ke duHkhI - te saMbhArI le? 2. duHkha lAgaze ja. - te TALavA mATe je upAya che te eTalo ja ke tethI bAhya atyaMtara rahita thavuM. 3. rahita thavAya che, ora dazA anubhavAya che. e pratijJApUrvaka kahuM chuM. 6. prathama game tema karI tuM tAruM jIvana jANa. jANavuM zA mATe ke bhaviSya samAdhi thavA. atyAre apramAdI thavuM. 7. te AyuSyano mAnasika Atmopayoga to nirvedamAM rAkha. 8. jIvana bahu TUMkuM che. upAdhi bahu che ane tyAga thaI zake tema nathI to nIcenI vAta punaH punaH lakSamAM rAkha. 1. jijJAsA te vastunI rAkhavI. 2. saMsArane baMdhana mAnavuM. va. 85 prazasta purUSanI bhakti karo, tenuM smaraNa karo; guNaciMtana karo. va. 91 te pavitra darzana thayA pachI game te vartana ho, paraMtu tene tIvra baMdhana nathI. atyaMtara duHkha nathI - aMtaraMga mohinI nathI. sat sat nirupama, sarvottama zukala, zItaLa, amRtamaya darzanazAna, samyaka jyotirmaya, cirakALa AnaMdanI prApti, adbhuta sasvarUpadarzitAnI balihArI che ! che, te, kalama lakhI zakatI nathI, kathana kahI zakatuM nathI, mana jene manana karI zakatuM nathI." "che te" IjA 7

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46 pU. zrI jUThAbhAI va. 94 ApaNe jema bane tema eka ja padanA Icchaka thaI prayatnI thaIe chIe, te A ke "baMdhAyelAne choDavo" e baMdhana jethI chUTe tethI choDI levuM, e sarvamAnya che. va. 95 "sarva guNAMza te samyakatva" va. 98 "tamAruM patuM Aje maLyuM. koI prakAre temAM zoka karavA jevuM kaMI nathI. tamane zarIre zAtA thAo ema IcchuM chuM. tamAro AtmA sabhAvane pAmo e ja prayAcanA che. mArI ArogyatA sArI che. mane samAdhibhAva prazasta rahe che. e mATe paNa nizcita rahezo. eka vItarAga devamAM vRtti rAkhI pravRtti karyA rahezo." A sonerI sUtra ApI kRpALudeve chevaTanuM dhyeya darzAvI dIdhuM. jenA rome rome vItarAgatAprazasta samAdhibhAva- rame che evA bhagavAna bhaktane potA samAna banAvavA Icche che. TUMkA vAkyamAM apUrva darzana. aho ! aho ! va. 104 tamAruM patra gaI kAle maLyuM. khaMbhAtavALA bhAI mArI pAse Ave che. teo koI rIte matAgrahI hoya evuM mane haju sudhI teoe dekhADyuM nathI. jIva dharmajijJAsu jaNAya che. tamArI jijJAsA mATe huM nirUpAya chuM. vyavahAra krama toDIne huM kaMI nahIM lakhI zakuM. tamArI AtmacaryA zudhdha rahe tema pravartajo. va. 114 "tamArA prazasta bhAva mATe AnaMda thAya che. uttarottara e bhAva tamane saphaLadAyaka thAo." (A rIte kR.deva AzIrvAda Ape che.) jUThAbhAIno atiprazasta rAga - tene kevaLa jJAnanI najIka laI gayo.

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI 47 pU. zrI jUThAbhAI pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAI sAthe pa.kR.devanA guNagrAmanI vAto kare che. pU.zrI jUThAbhAI pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne patro lakhI rahyA che.

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49 pU. zrI jUThAbhAI "uttama niyamAnusAra ane dharmadhyAna prazasta vartana karajo; e mArI vAraMvAra mukhya bhalAmaNa che. zudhdha bhAvanI zreNIne vismRta nathI karatA e eka AnaMda kathA che." A vAkyathI zrI satyaparAyaNanI samyakdarzananI chApa maLe che. te zudhdhabhAva kaho ke AtmabhAva kaho. saMvata 1945mAM morabImAM eka mahino zrI satyaparAyaNa rahyA tyAre samyakdarzana eTale nija svarUpanuM bhAna kRpALudeve karAvyuM. te AtmajJAnanA baLe AkarI vedanIyamAM abhUta samatA temaNe rAkhI jANI. prabhue te joI te va. 117mAM kRdeve darzAvyuM che. 1 2. zrI snehanA AkarSaNa kaMIka jUnA prema taMtunA ajaba AkarSaNa pU.zrI jUThAbhAIe karyA. e prema taMtuthI pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne kheMcyA ane e ja sneha taMtue paramAtmAnI sAthe pU.aMbAlAlabhAIne saMbaMdhita karI joDI dIdhA. khaMbhAtanA pU.aMbAlAlabhAI, pU. tribhovanabhAI ane amadAvAdanA chaganalAlabhAI jJAtibaMdhu thAya. tethI pU.aMbAlAlabhAIne chaganabhAI sAthe saMvata 194pathI patravyavahAra cAlato hato. patramAM dharmasaMbaMdhI teo carcA, vArtA paraspara lakhatA. temAMthI keTalAka patro chaganalAlabhAIe jUThAbhAIne vaMcAvyA. te vAMcI pU.jUThAbhAIe aMbAlAlabhAIne praznanA AkAramAM dharmapatra lakhyo. dharma eTale zuM ? te konI pAsethI prApta thAya ? mahAvIra prabhu kaI vATethI taryA ? A badhuM vicAravA jevuM che. Avo mananIya patra vAMcI pU.aMbAlAlabhAI UMDA vicAramAM paDI gayA. jUThAbhAIe pote ja aMbAlAlabhAIne sAmethI snehanA AkarSaNathI kheMcyA. aMbAlAlabhAI bolI UThyA ke A purUSa koI mokSagAmI vicakSaNa purUSa che. temano saMga have jarUra karavo. temanI pAsethI ApaNane kaMI apUrva-nahIM sAMbhaLelI tattvanI vAto

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI jANavA maLe evuM che. evI AkAMkSA utpanna thaI. jUThAbhAIe patra lakhI eka cinagArI peTAvI. basa, e ja divasathI unnatinA pagaraNa maMDAyA. phaLa pAkyuM. rasa cAkhavAnI subhaga paLa AvI. e jijJAsAnA baLe chaganalAlabhAIne tyAM pU.aMbAlAlabhAI lagna prasaMge jatAM pU.zrI jUThAbhAIne tvarAthI maLyA, sneha ubharAyo. Ama vAtamAM ne vAtamAM khUbIpUrvaka pU.zrI jUThAbhAIe enA dayamAM ramatA "rAjadhaNI" batAvI dIdhA. gopI prema jagADI dIdho. - pU.aMbAlAlabhAIe gAMTha vALI - ApaNo badhAno eka ja svAmI, eka ja nAtha. e dhaNIne manamAM varI lIdho. have ene choDIzuM nahIM. tenuM ThekANuM batAvo. chUpA kAM rAkho. kRpALudevanI muMbaInI revAzaMkarabhAInI peDhInuM saranAmuM pU.zrI jUThAbhAIe, pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne ApyuM. pachI to manaDuM jhAlyuM na rahyuM. pU.zrI jUThAbhAIe potAnA snehIjanane kahI dIdhuM - (1) gurU vacananA amRta pyAlA bharI bharIne pI le, juga jugano tarasyo tuM manavA, Aje tRpti karI le. agama piyAlA pIyo matavAlA, phira vakhata nahI Ane gA. | (3) bhedu maLe to vAto kIjiye e gupta rasa EyamAM saMgharelo tene jhIlanAra pU.aMbAlAlabhAI maLyA ne janmAMtaranA bheda khUlyA. jUThAbhAInI saraLatAe baMnenA citta haraNa karyA. keTalIka dharma saMbaMdhI vAtacIta thaI. tyAMthI javA mana chUTuM paDatuM na hatuM. adhUrI vAto have pachI karIzuM. ema kahI rajA lIdhI. lagna prasaMga pachI pharIthI jUThAbhAI pAse gayA. temaNe kahyuM ke Avo dharmano pratibaMdha huM kyAM karuM ? huM to sapurUSano dAsa chuM. A vacana sAMbhaLatAM pU.aMbAlAlabhAInA dayamAM coMTa lAgI ke aho ! AnuM kevuM nirmAnIpaNuM - laghutvapaNuM che. Ano kevo puNyodaya ke satparUSa maLyA. ApaNe kyAM chIe ? e rIte pU.zrI jUThAbhAInA - IjI 7

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pad pU. zrI jUThAbhAI mahabhAgyanI pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAInA aMtaramAM prazaMsA thavA lAgI. Ama jUThAbhAInA paricayathI vairAgyavALuM citta thaI gayuM. tethI pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne lagnanA varaghoDAmAM javAnuM mana na hatuM paNa chaganalAlabhAIe temane teDavA mANasa mokalyuM. tethI chaganalAlabhAInuM mana rAkhavA gayA. sAMjanA trIjIvAra jUThAbhAInA satsaMga mATe gayA. jatAM ja zrI jUThAbhAIe temane prItipUrvaka bolAvyA ane kahyuM ke tamArI sAthe mAro pUrva bhavano saMbaMdha hovo joIe. evuM dila kheMcAya che. te sAMbhaLI aMbAlAlabhAIne paNa "dila bhara dila" evuM saMdhAna thaI gayuM. dila meLo thayo. dila maLyA pachI bheda kevo ? pU.zrI jUThAbhAIe kRpALudevanA guNagrAma karyA ane ku.devanA bodhapatro vaMcAvyA. pU.zrI jUThAbhAIe khovAyelane khoLI lIdhA. pote ja sAmethI patra lakhI, milananI cAhanA jagADI. eTale "pahelo piyAlo mArA jUThAbhAIe pAyo, bIje piyAla raMganI relI varSI, harIno rasa pUraNa pAyo." khaMbhAta AvyA pachI pU.aMbAlAlabhAIe pU.zrI jUThAbhAI pratye satsaMgamaitrIno viraha ane pU.zrInI tabiyata viSenI ciMtAnA patro lakhyA. varSa-doDha varSano paricaya rahyo. temAM 6-7 patro pU.aMbAlAlabhAIe lakhyA te dvArA premano pAyo majabUta karyo. sapremane gADhA baMdhanathI bAMdhyo e premInI paramArthazAtA pUchavA bIjI vAra pU.aMbAlAlabhAI amadAvAda gayA ane khaMbhAta padhArI darzana lAbha ApavA Agraha bharI vinaMtI karI ke temaNe svIkArI hatI jethI vaDodarethI vaLatAM khaMbhAta AvavAno nizcaya karyo hato. Ama to baMne dilathI bheLA ja hatA chatAM moDhA moDha maLavAnI tIvra IcchA te IzvarecchAe pAra paDI jaNAya che. - Inja 7

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI pa1 13. pU.zrI jUThAbhAIe pU.aMbAlAlabhAI para lakhela dharma patro 1. 1945 bhA. su. 14 kalolathI rA. rA. aMbAlAla lAlacaMda tamArI kuzaLatAnA samAcAra chaganalAla atre AvatA teonI pAsethI sAMbhaLI AnaMda pAmyo chuM. mArI zArIrika asvastha sthitine lIdhe amUka mudatathI huM atre Avyo chuM. banatA sudhI Aso suda bIja upara ghara tarapha javA vicAra che. ApanI mulAkAta levAnuM chaganalAla sAthe TharAva karyo che. bhaviSya baLavattara che. jJAnI drazya to sarve sAruM ja thaze. | lI. sevaka jUThA ujamazInA praNAma. 2. aho ! je ApaNuM anupameya hita thavAnuM teno ja viyoga pUrvita karmodaye karAvyo che. te karmane nivAravA prayatnI thaIzuM to sarva karmathI rahita thaIzuM ane avazya ApaNuM te ghara AnaMdamaya, anaMta sukhamaya prApta thaze. je apUrvabhAvanI prApti te satsaMga che. te vinA bIjuM kAMI nathI ane e ja samAgama parama kalyANa Ape tema che. | baMdhana-baMdhana-baMdhana, abaMdhanayukta evA je pavitra mahAtmA te jayavAna vartI ane temane trikALa namaskAra ho. je bodha levo che teto te purUSa pAsethI maLavo che tyAM A pAmara zuM lakhe ? mATe ApaNe sarve baMdhuo tema Iccho ke thoDo kALa te kalpadrumanI chAyA nIce jaIne rahIe evo koI vakhata Avo bAkI jema jogapaNuM prApta thAya tema karavA ApaNe sarve baMdhuo parAyaNa rahIe e zreyaskara che. sarve karI cUkyA chIe eTale have sAdhana koI bAkI rahyA nathI. rahyA hoya to kaho. prabhu pArzvanuM ekAgramanathI lakSa rAkho. 3. A anya mAnelI anaMta vikArarUpa para pariNatI te teonI temane soMpAya to ThIka, jethI karI anaMta sukhamaya cidrupa mahAtmAnA darzana thAya.

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para pU. zrI jUThAbhAI vyavahAramAM game tema dharmane mAnavo paNa nizcayathI vastu dharmamAM praveza karavo A eka ja vAta che ane mahatuM jJAnIoe paNa te vATethI Atmahita karyuM. vartamAnamAM paNa haLukarmI temaja kare che, anAgata kALe paNa teja vATethI taraze. suyagaDAMgajInA bIjA bhRta skaMdhamAM ema sUcavyuM che ke jJAnI purUSa - chabasthane mauna rahevuM zreya che to pachI matamatAMtaramAM zuM doDavuM ? emAM doDIzuM to pachI kyAre visarjana thayelA AtmAne smRtimAM lAvazuM? kyAre ApaNe A saMsAranI upAdhithI virakta thaIzuM? anya prasaMga kyAre choDIzuM ? ane satya vastunA upayogamAM kyAre lIna thaIzuM? je vATethI RSabhadeva taryA, je vATethI mahAvIra, mRgAputra ItyAdi taryA te vATa kyAre lAdhaze ? ane A alpajJa samyak jJAna, samyagU darzana, samyaka cAritranA svarUpamAM kyAre ramaze? baMdhAyelAne kyAre choDaze? te divasa ati uttama manAze. bAkI to dhULa upara lIMpaNa jevo A paravastuno AnaMda che. 4. priya bhAI, kuzaLatAnuM kArDa pahoMcyuM che. zArIrika sthiti sudharatI Ave che. dhArelI murAda pAra paDavAnuM prasaMga najadIka Ave che. paraspara meLApa harSanuM kAraNa che. priya ane pavitra premInAM darzananI jhAMkhIno lAbha levA A lakhanAranuM hRdaya AkarSAya che. to paNa bhaviSya baLavattara che. - zAMti rAkho, phIkara nahIM sArUM ja thaze. mAgazara mAsamAM Apa padhAryA tyAre huM ghera nahIM houM, kAM to dukAne nahIM houM. huM alpamati ajANa chuM Apa samaju ne svataMtratAdhIna cho, huM parataMtra chuM temaja saMsAra sAgaramAM DUbato avivekI mANasa chuM. AthI prIti ke zuM? tenI kadara samajato nathI. kSamA IcchuM chuM ke patra turatAturata nathI lakhI zakato. emAM keTaluMka mane vRttinuM nimitta che, bAkI kaMI nathI. "koIne aMtaHkaraNa Apazo nahIM, Apo tenAthI bhinnatA rAkhazo cha-

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI nahIM; bhinnatA rAkho tyAM aMtaHkaraNa ApyuM te na ApyA samAna che." A purUSanA darzanAturanA praNAma. va. 21/5 5. priya, poSa vada 11, 1946 amadAvAdathI dIlagIra chuM. savistara hakIkatanuM ekapatra meM Apane lakhela che tene Aja ATha-nava divasa thayAM. ApanA be kArDa pahoMcyA tethI ema jaNAyuM ke te patra Apane pahoMcyuM nathI tenuM zuM kAraNa ? lAcArIe A kArDa saMtoSane mATe lakhuM chuM. have vigatavAra patra lakhavA mAMDu chuM. nizcita raho. patra kiMcita upayogI hatuM. zarIra sAruM che. darzana-pavitra darzana, tAro viyoga, A AtmAnI anaMtazakti dabANI che. te pavitra darzana vinA zuM praphullita thAya ? maLavA IcchA che, pAra paDo. eja. muMbaI sAhebajI pAse Apa ane pU.tribhovanabhAI javuM dhAro cho ke kema ? lakhazo. patra na pahoMcavA mATe sahaja kheda pAmyo chuM. huM patranA javAbanI rAha jouM chuM tyAM tamArA bIjA kArDamAM paNa patranI mAgaNI thaI. AthI niHsaMdeha ema samajAyuM ke patra geravale paDyuM, to have lAcAra. lI. sevaka juThAnA praNAma. 6. nirAgI mahAtmAone namaskAra punyaprabhAvIka sujJabaMdhuzrI zrI khaMbhAta baMdara. Aso suda 6 budha, saM. 1945 kalolathI atrethI kaDI thaI bhoMyaNI sudhI gayela jethI tamArI taraphathI Avelo patra maLatAM be divasano vilaMba thayo tethI pratyuttara lakhI zakAyo nathI. to kSamA yAcI lakhuM chuM. mArI zArIrika sthitine mATe khulAso tuM mAMge che te patra dvArA ApavA azakya chauM. ahIMnI davA lAgu nathI. sahavAsanI adhIraja anyonyane che. eTale A sthaLe tenuM vivecana karavuM yogya nathI... chatAM

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54 pU. zrI jUThAbhAI pU.zrI pa.kR.deve zrI jUThAbhAI sAthe AkhI rAta vAto karI samAdhi maraNano adbhuta bodha Apyo.

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI "kudarata tAro prabaLa anyAya che ke amAro kALa amArI dhArelI nItie vyatIta karAvatI nathI." ghaNuM karIne vaDodare thaI vaLatAM mAruM khaMbhAta AvavAnuM bane topaNa sAthe ja vaDodarA AvavAnuM vicAre to tvarAe darzanadAna maLyuM samaja ane pachI sAtheja khaMbhAta javA sugama paDe ane vaDodarAmAM gALelA divasano viyoga na jaNAtAM AnaMdanA kAraNarUpa thAya. to eTalI araja ke saMsArI upAdhithI nivRttavAnI pUratI anukULatA hoya to AvavA vicAravuM. dezakALa pAtra bhAva joI karavuM sujJazrIne zuM lakhavuM? | darzanAturanI IcchA ghaNI. eka sahavAsa mATe vyAkuLa hoya to paNa kuTuMbamAM koI kheda na pAme tema hoya to satvara lakhuM te divase vaDodare samIpa thavAnuM karajo ane A eka najIvI araja svIkAro. zatAvadhAnI kavi rAjyazrI taraphathI viditamAM AvelA 1. bhAvanAbodha 2. zrI mokSamALA be pustaka tamArI samIpa che te sivAya anya mArA jANavAmAM nathI. jUja bhAga huM pAse haze. te banatA sudhI sAthe lAvIza. anya kAraNa bhinnatva rAkhavAnuM nathI. vizeSa samAgama banI raheze. adhIraja na rAkho. bhAvi prabaLa che. Aveza vAMcI premane gADhA baMdhanathI rAkho ane jaldI samAgamanI IcchA karo. 14. samAdhizIta - zrI satyaparAyaNa saMvata 1946nA aSADha suda 9nA savAre sADA dasa vAgye pU.zrI jUThAbhAIno - satyaparAyaNano dehAMta thayo te pahelAM eTale saM.1944nI sAlathI zrI pa.kR.devano satsamAgama thayo tyArathI saM.1946 sudhInI pU.zrI satyaparAyaNanI AtmadazA eTalI to unnata thatI rahI ke samIpa muktigAmI jIvanI je dazA hovI joIe, tevA guNa-lakSaNa temane viSe saMkrAMta thayelA, AtmAne viSe pariNata thayelA pratyeka jonArane jaNAtAM hatAM. 5.ku.deve emanI sat parAyaNatAnI ane emanA AtmAnI unnata dazAnI suMdara zabdomAM sAkSI pUrI che. cha7

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pacha pU. zrI jUThAbhAI zrI jUThAbhAInI zarIra prakRti saM.1945-46nA be varSamAM roga grasta rahetI, te prasaMge tattvabodhaka patro lakhI pa. kRpALudeve temane AtmabhAvamAM sthira karyA. te bodhaka vacano temane bahu lAbhadAyaka nivaDyA hatA. jenA pariNAme mokSamArgane de evuM samyakatva temanA aMtaramAM prakAzya hatuM. te bhAvo va.117mAM prakAzita thayela che. AvI udAsIna dazA, bhakti pradhAnatA-samyakdazA tenA AtmAmAM pragaTI che. te khAtrI karAve che ke A koI pUrvano yogI kuLamAM vaselo sAdhaka che. saMtonA jUthamAMthI Avela niraMjana padane bUjhanAro che. ethI pa.kR.deve evI guNaratnanI navaserI mALA satyaparAyaNanA hRdaya-dezamAM Aropita karI dIdhI che. pU.zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja stavanamAM prabhune stave che. 'nijaguNa gUMthita te karI, karati motInI mALA re, te muja kaMThe AropatAM, dIse jhAkajhamALA re...' AvI adabhUta aMjali ApatAM teozrI noMdhe che ke : "e pAvana AtmAnA guNonuM zuM smaraNa karavuM?... dharmanA pUrNa AlhAdamAM AyuSya aciMtu pUrNa karyuM. arere ! evA dharmAtmAnuM TUMkuM jIvana A kALamAM hoya e kaMI vadhAre AzcaryakAraka nathI. e pavitrAtmAnI A kALamAM kyAMthI sthiti hoya ? va.117 pU. zrI jUThAbhAInI svargavAsanI tithi kRdeve be mahinA agAu potAnI hAthanoMdhamAM noMdhI hatI. pU.zrI tribhovanabhAI (khaMbhAtanA) te samaye muMbaI hatA. te vacanAmRta 116 temane vaMcAvyuM hatuM. pa.kR.devane paNa satyaparAyaNanA nAma evAja guNa joI temanA svargavAsathI ghaNo paramArthakheda thayo hato. satyaparAyaNane kRpALudeva potAnA rAhayika vizrAma gaNatA, eTale potAnA vyAvahArika aMgata kAryamAM temaja pAramArthika jIvananA pUrvanA rahasyo kholavAnuM sthAna samajatA hatA. tethI ghaNo zoka thAya che. va.118mAM pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne lakhe che :

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI "ci. satyaparAyaNanA svargavAsasUcaka zabdo bhayaMkara che.... A AtmAno A jIvanano rAhastika vizrAma kALanI prabaLa dRSTie kheMcI lIdho. jJAnadRSTithI zokano avakAza nathI manAto; tathApi tenA uttamottama guNo tema karavAnI AjJA kare che, bahu smaraNa thAya che, vadhAre nathI lakhI zakato." - paramagurunA bodhathI ane bhaktipradhAna mArganI upAsanAnA baLe jIvane mokSasaMbaMdhI badhA sAdhana alpakALe ane alpaprayAse siddha thAya che. anaMta kALe je kArya sidhdhi potAnA svacchede athAga parizrama karavA chatAM na thaI te sadguru kRpAe sahajamAM thAya che. anaMtabhavane chedI ekAvatArI paNuM prApta thAya evI sadgurunA mAhAbhyanI sArthakatA pUjyazrI satyaparAyaNanuM jIvana caritra darzAvI rahyuM che. evuM ekAvatArIpaNuM A paMcamakALamAM zrI rAjanA anugrahathI prApta karI prabhunuM amRta vacana siddha karyuM. vaNI lIdhuM. vItarAga vANI Atma pradeze kevI soMsarI utarI gaI haze ! ke ekaeka vacana temaNe caritArtha karyuM. "dehAdino abhAva thavo, mUchano nAza thavo te ja mukti. ekabhava jene bAkI rahyo hoya tene dehanI eTalI badhI ciMtA na joIe. ajJAna gayA pachI ekavi kAMI visAtamAM nathI." | va.pA.naM.719 pU.zrI jUThAbhAIe dehanI ciMtA na rAkhI paNa anaMta gaNI ciMtA AtmAnI rAkhI ane te AtmA zrI paramakRpALudevane soMpI dIdho. AvuM bhaktinuM prAdhAnya, AjJA AzritapaNuM, dareka sAdhake-aMtaHkaraNathI mukta thavAnI jijJAsA rAkhanAra mumukSue, bhaktipradhAna dazA rAkhavI, A mUka saMdeza bhagavAnanA phirastA jevA pU.jUThAbhAI ApI gayA che, tene vadhAvI laIe. e emane alaukika aMjali ApI gaNI zakAya. 15. bodhi - samAdhi zrI satyaparAyaNanI premagalimAM koI vyaktino samAveza na hato.

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pa8 pU. zrI jUThAbhAI tenA hRdayanA siMhAsana para koIne besavAno adhikAra teNe Apyo na hato. kAyama tyAM eka rAjano ja lakSa, zrI rAjanuM sthAna-dhyAna manamaMdiramAM rahetuM. ene vizvAsa hato ke e mane (aMtaghaDIye) sAcavI leze. kadAca pagalAM mArAM laDathaDatA haze to e "pUraNakAma" - hAtha jhAlIne - mane doraze. mArAM manabhAvyA e ja che. manane bIjuM have rUcatuM nathI. jagatano jUTho moha prabhue visarAvI dIdho hato eTale bhavobhavano nAto pAko rAkhavAnA kolakarAra karI lIdhA hatA ke tuM sAheba - huM sevaka A saMbaMdhamAM tame khAmI nA lAvazo. "amane aMta samaya upakArI vhelA Avajo re, vasamI aMta samayanI veLA, hAre dhAjo vhAlA velA. praNata pALanuM paNa pahelA parakhAvajo re." evI enA aMtaranI Araju 5.kR.devane tArathI pahoMcADI be divasa uparAuparI muMbaI 5.kR.devane padhAravA-darzana devA tAra karI teDAvyA ane bhaktAdhina bhagavAna enI pAse AvI pahoMcyA. pU.zrI jUThAbhAIe caraNasparza karyo. roga-zoka naSTa thaI nirbhayatA-AzrayamAM zAMti-virAma anubhavyo. - AkhI rAta pa.kR.deva sAthe premagoSTi karyA pachI satyaparAyaNe nema lIdhI ke - "nA, have saI, nahIM boluM, koI sAthe nahIM boluM, meM to gAMTha vALI te koI pAse nahIM kholuM." - zrI makaraMda dave ene AkhI rAta nirakhIne zrI rAjane nayaNAmAM gopavI dIdhA. e ja che mArA hRdayakamaLanA vanano eka ujAsa-ujAsa, jIvanarathanI lagAma enA hAthamAM soMpI dIdhI, saMsAranA sagapaNa toDI priya prabhu sAthe prema bAMdhyo - savAre zrI pa.kR.deva muMbaI sidhAvyA. saMsAra-mamatAnI gAMTha koI ADI Ave nahIM evI rIte enA caraNamAM saghaLuM oLaghoLa karI dIdhuM. jANavA yogya zrI rAjane jANyA have bIjuM jovuMjANavuM na hatuM tethI eNe AMkhaDI baMdha karI dIdhI.

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI u1 haiyAmAM zrI rAjanuM rUDuM rUpa ramatuM hatuM. hoThe-mIThuM rAja nAma pharatuM hatuM. divasa che ke rAta-mAraga che ke A ghara kAMI e to jANatA na hatA. haiyAmAM harino vAsa che - tyAM bhaktinI sAcI suvAsa bharI e parAbhaktinI divyamastImAM e sthUla tanamAMthI nIkaLI divya zarIrathI zobhatA sidhAvyA. jayAM svadhAmamAM prabhu beThA che tyAM jaI pahoMcyA ane alakha samAdhimAM - prema samAdhimAM vilIna thayA. pa.kR.deve - potAnuM yogakSemakaranuM birUda pALyuM. zrI kabIra sAhebanA zabdamAM kahIe - "harijana mhArAM sUI rahyAM, enI cokI kare bhagavAna, dAsa kabIranI vinatI, ene caraNa kamaLa vizrAma." maLe to mane harijana maLajo re. 16. pU.zrI satyaparAyaNanA dehAMta samayanI dazA viSe-mitrano patra pU.zrI jUThAbhAInA dehAMta samayanuM varNana temanA dharmamitra zrI chaganalAla becarabhAIe pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe pUchAvela tethI patra lakhI darzAvyuM che. 1. amadAvAdathI saM.1946 aSADha sudI priya bhAIzrI, Apano kAgaLa Avyo te pahoMcyo. javAbamAM nIce mujaba noTabuka mokalI te pahoMcI che. kavirAja (pa.kR.deva) AvyA hatA. temane atrethI tAra be divasa sudhI lAgaTha karIne maLavA sArUM jUThAbhAIe teDAvyA hatA ane teo phakta eka ja rAta priya jUThAbhAInI pAse rahI, pAchA bIjA divase muMbaI sidhAvyA che. priya jUThAbhAIne kavirAja vacce zuM vAtacIta thaI tenI mane khabara nathI. kAraNa huM temanI pAse jhAjho vakhata rokAyo nathI temaja priya jUThAbhAIne

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2 pU. zrI jUThAbhAI pUchatAM tenI tabiyata ghaNI narama hovAthI te bAbatano judo khulAso maLyo nathI mATe te viSe huM kAMI lakhI zakato nathI. teo koI sAthe bolatAcAlatA nathI. tamane avakAza hoya to mulAkAta sArU AvI jazo. priya jUThAbhAInI tabiyata dina-pratidina ghaNI ja azakta thaI gaI che. kavirAja jUThAbhAIne tyAM ja utaryA hatA. Apano Avelo patra Ajaroja jUThAbhAIne meM dhImedhIme vAMcI saMbhaLAvyo. teoe barAbara dhyAna daI sAMbhaLyuM. e bAbata temaNe kAMI uttara Apyo nathI. li. amadAvAdathI chaganalAla becaradAsanA praNAma. 2. aSADha suda 9, 1946 svasti zrI khaMbhAta baMdara mahA zubha sthAne pUjyArAdhe bhAI aMbAlAla lAlacaMda, zrI tribhovanabhAI tathA bhAI suMdarajI vi. amadAvAdathI zA chaganalAla becaradAsanA jIhAra vAMcazo. vi. tamAro eka kAgaLa pahoMcyo che temaja bhAI aMbAlAlano Avyo te paNa pahoMcyo che, vaLI kavIrAjanA kAgaLano tarajumo (va. 115) priya jUThAbhAIne hAthohAtha gaIkAle rAtre Apyo hato. vaLI lakhavAnI ghaNI dIlagIrI sAthe aphasosa chuM ane kalama cAlatI nathI to paNa lakhyA vinA chUTako nathI mATe lakhavAnuM ke ApaNo priyabhAI jUThAlAla Ajaroja savAranA sADAdasa vAgatAnA sumAre devagata thayA che, te ghaNuM mAThuM thayuM che. ApanI prItinA hakkamAM kharekhara bhaMgANa paDyuM. vaLI priyanA jevo sadguNI A duniyAmAM to maLavo muzkela. vaLI te bhAInI maratAM sudhInI sahaNA (zradhdhA) ghaNI ja sArI vRttimAM hatI. A bAbatanI khabara zatAvadhAnI kavIrAjane lakhazo. vaLI sadguNI jUThAlAlanI nIti ane prema ApaNane koI kALe visare tema nathI. to A paMcama Aro bhagavaMte duSama kahyo che, e vAta sidhdhAMta che, mATe priya jUThAlAla to nAnI vayamAM temanuM kArya sAdhya karI gayA ane dharma karaze te sukhI thaze. sadguNI jUThAlAlanA guNa saMbhAratAM kAgaLamAM pAra Ave tema nathI, je haiyuM bharAI Ave che, tethI kalama aTakAvuM chuM.

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pU. zrI jUThAbhAI 93 kavirAjano kAgaLa atre kArDa aphasosInuM AvI gayuM che. temAM aphasosI sivAya bIjuM kAMI lakhyuM nathI. tamAro lakhelo patra priyabhAIne maraNanI AgalI rAtre ekAMtamAM vAMcI saMbhaLAvyo hato, temaNe khuzI batAvI hatI. vizeSa Apano patra priya jUThAbhAInI dIlagIrI viSeno aphasosa bharela te pahoMcyo che. 17. vinaya aMjali zrI satyaparAyaNa saMtane (rAga-stavana : zrI yugamaMdhara sAhIbA) zrI satyaparAyaNa saMtane, vaMdana koTIka vAra karUM avinAzI pada pAmIyA, rAjasvarUpamAM vizrAma karyuM..... zrI satya (2) zrI rAjanagaramAM rAja padhAryA, siMcI sudhArasa dhanya karyAM khoLe beThAM bALaka thaIne, premAzruthI nayana bharyAM..... zrI satya (2) rAjadhaNI rUDo zira dhAryo, saphaLa jIvananAM kArya karyAM rAjane rAjI rAkhI haiye, amRtasAgara avalokI lIyA..... zrI satya (3) dharmamitra zrI aMbAlAlabhAI, maLIne bahu upakAra karyAM juga jUno sathavAro parakhI, premabaMdhanathI baMdhAI gayA..... zrI satya (4) hRdaye ramatAM rAja batAvyAM, madhura vacane AvakAra dIdhA vacanAmRtanI prasAdI cakhADI, amRtapAnathI tRpta karyA..... zrI satya (5) rAjaguNa goThaDI vahAlI lAgI, manameLo karI mana-mohyAM bhaktinuM sahiyArUM khAtuM, rAkhI raMga jamAvI rahyA..... zrI satya (6) aMtima ghaDIe AvI UbhA che, sadgurU rAjajI nayana jaDyAM chellI AzA pUraNa kIdhI, bhava saMtApa bUjhAI dIyA..... zrI satya (7) - bhAvaprabhAzrI

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Y pU. zrI jUThAbhAI 18. pU. bhAIe karela karUNAnI stavanA parama kArUNyamUrti zrImad parama kRpALu bhagavaMta e saMbaMdhanAM uhApohamAM potAnA karUNAA dayano paricaya ApatAM atyaMta anaMta karUNA jene ura vasI che, e parama purUSanI vANI drave che. "kalyANanA mArgane ane paramArtha svarUpane yathArtha rIte nahIM samajanArA ajJAnI jIvo, potAnI mati kalpanAthI mokSa mArgane kalpI, vividha upAyomAM pravartana karatAM chatAM mokSa pAmavAne badale saMsAra paribhramaNa karatAM jANI niSkAraNa karuNAzIla evuM amAruM hRya raDe che." karUNAnidhAnanI karUNAno mahimA kyA zabdomAM kahyo jAya ! karUNAmaya khedanuM citra je AlekhAyuM che, te avalokatAM zuM vicAravuM? ane zuM kahevuM ? sivAya ke : "aho aho ! zrI sadaguru, karUNAsiMdhu apAra." - he kRpALu ! tArI kRpAne IcchuM chuM, tane pharI pharI IcchuM chuM, tuM anugraha kara. | zrI paramakRpALu devanI jina bhakti zrImAna tIrthaMkaradevanA kharekharA A sAcA anuyAyI ! vItarAgapaNAmAM jI. jenI parama niSThA, te pratye je parama Adara ane aMtaraMga nizcaya tema ja parama prabhAva kevAM ananya ane utkRSTa che. divya temaja alaukika che. addabhUta temaja AzcaryakAraka che ! zrI jina-vItarAga sarvajJa padanuM avalokana, drupa dazAno anubhava jyAM varte che, te zrImAn 5.ku.devanuM pUrNa bhaktimaya svarUpAcaraNa ane paramotkRSTa sAdhanAmaya adUbhuta gaveSaNA, paramArtha laya, apUrva temaja ati AzcaryakAraka che. videhIpaNe vicaratA zrI jina-vItarAganI upAsanAmAM lIna A purUSane te parama vItarAga puruSanuM ciMtana, smaraNa kevuM alaukika varte che ! te svayaM prakAze che :- "AtyaMtara bhAna avadhUta" | videhIvatuM, jinakalpIvatuM, sarva parabhAva ane vibhAvathI vyAvRtta, nija svabhAvanA bhAnasahita, avadhUtavata, videhIvatuM, jinakalpIvata vicaratA puruSa bhagavAnanA svarUpanuM dhyAna karIe chIe. - va.pA.829

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pU. zrI jUThabhAI smaraNa smAraka - amadAvAda. pa.phAdevanA nirvANa bAda zeThazrI jesiMgabhAIne pa.kR.deva pratye ananya prema-bhakti jAgRta thaI hatI. pa.kRdevanI ekaniSTha bhaktimAM samarpaNanA bhAva sAthe nAnI uMmare pU.zrI jUThAbhAIno deha chUTI jatAM temanA smararNArthe zeTha zrI jesiMgabhAIe saM. 1975mAM amadAvAda, dilhI daravAjA bahAra, lAla baMgalA tarIke oLakhAtuM paththaranuM be majalAnuM moTuM makAna sevA-pUjAbhakti arthe smArakarUpe baMdhAvyuM. je Aje zrImad rAjacaMdra gurUmaMdira tarIke oLakhAya che ane tenuM saMcAlana zrI sanAtana jaina dharma zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama - agAsa taraphathI karavAmAM Ave che. jemAM nIce moTo haoNla che ane meDA upara 5.kR.deva tathA pU.prabhuzrI laghurAjasvAmi tathA pU. brahmacArIjInA citrapaTonI sthApanA karelI che. kArataka suda 2nA punyadivase pU.zrI jUThAbhAIno janma divasa hovAthI A gurUmaMdiramAM zrI AtmasidhdhijInI bhakti-pUjA rakhAya che. saM. 2010mAM kArataka suda bIjanA divase zrI nAraMgIbena amone pU.moTA mahArAja puSpAzrIjI ma.sA. sAthe tyAM laI gayA hatA. amo pUjAmAM beThA hatA. 5.kR.devanI apUrva mudrAnA darzanathI tathA pU.zrI jUThAbhAInI kamaLapuSpa jevI komaLa mukhamadrAnA darzanathI bahu ullAsa. bhakti vedAyAM hatAM. haju Aje paNa te dhanya ghaDI smRtimAM rame che. - bhAvaprabhAzrI

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amadAvAdamAM pU.zrI kAThAbhAInI yAdamAM zrI jesIMgabhAI zeThe baMdhAvela makAna je zrImad rAjacaMdra gurUmaMdIra tarIke jANItuM che. _ TTT TT II TIT IT IT is modateszi - garIba kI rAha H zilAlekha : A makAna sAH jesIMgabhAI UjamasIbhAI malIcaMda chIpApolavAlAye saMvataH 1975nA Aso suda 2 sukaravAra tArIkha 26 mAhe sapaTembara sane 1919nI sAlamAM baMdhAvyuM che.