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________________ buddhiprabhA. (The Light of Reason ) brahmAnandavidhAnake paTutaraM zAntigrahadyotakam / / satyAsatyavivekadaM bhavabhaya-bhrAntivyavacchedakam mithyAmArgAnivartakaM vijayatAM syAdvAdadharmapradam / loke sUryasamaprakAzakamidaM 'buddhiprabhA' mAsikam // varSa 4 thuM, tA. 15 mI navembara sana 1912 aMka 8 me, paMkhIne saMbodhana. maMdAkrAntApaMkhIDA tuM satata uDaje melanA mArgamAMhI, mAM hArI gamana karavA khUba phaphaDAva ne, uce uMce gagana pathamAM nitya cAlI jaje tuM, pAchuM vALI nirakha na kadI daSTithI dekha a. pUThe duSTo grahaNa karavA lAgI tAke nihALI, saMbhALIne vicara pathamAM duchano dAva TALI; nIcA nIcA utara na kadI, khUba uMce caDhI jA, sAcA aMzu prabhu guNataNAM bhAze zIrSa urve. joI jhAMkhI anubhavataNI pUrNa vizvAsa thAze, uMcA mArge gamana karavA jAmaze premadhArA. lobhAto nA viSaya sukhamAM sikhya sAcuM jaNAze, e premIDA gamana karavuM hArUM che sthAna uMcuM, hArA mATe sakala racanA sUtra siddhAtanI che, dekhI tene vicara pathamAM bhaktine vegathI tuM;
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________________ buddhiprabhA. Age keI gaganapathamAM ke pUMThe vahe che, sAthe keI gagana pathamAM sArtha cAle prayatna. hA mArga sukhadukha rahyuM-khUba vidane rahyAM che, zare ye tuM vicara pathamAM pUrNa siddhi thavAnI; hArA vhAlA vihaga vicare satya zikSA kathuM chuM, sAmagrI se ahiMtuja maLI uDa ucA majhAthI. AzArUpI vipatha tajIne paMtha siddha mahI le, jJAnI 5khI! samaya samajI cetI le dakSatAthI; pUnadI sahaja rUpathI zuddha caitanyasvAmI, "buddhayarabdhi" tuM anubhava rahI cAlaje zuddha paLe. 6 pAdarA. 1964 phAgaNa vadI 11 sAmavAra. >> rAti "ttinA." maMdAkAtA jenA citte sukhaduHkha samuM kIti AzA jarA nA, jenA citta sakala sarakhA zatrune mitra vRnda jenA cite atizaya dayA premanI zuddha dhArA, te dhIre amara jagamAM santa sAcA bhalo te. jeo sAdhe sukhamaya parabrahmanI sAdhanAo, jee seve sukhamaya sadA vIranI vANI have; sAcuM bole dukha bahu sahI nItimAM dhIravIrA; tevA santa jananI jaNa cittamAM bhAvanAe. duHkha veThI parataNuM bhaluM nitya jeo kare che, AzAone pariharI sadA kArya je Adare che, lAbhA lAbha sama sahi sadA havane zoka TALe, tevA santa jananI jaNa zuddha dharmathe bhakato. jenA badhe sahu sukha lahe durgane tajIne, jene dekhI jagaguNa lahe jJAnanI daSTi pAme; jenA haste garIba janane kalpavRkSe samA che,
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________________ pakhAne saMbodhana. 227 jenI kAyA vacana manaDuM eka rUpe raheluM, jenA saMge guNaja upaje doSavRnda phare che; tevA Aryo jananI jaNaze vizvamAM deva jevA, tene saMga pratidina maLe mokSanuM dvAra te che. duo veThI parasukha kare sAmyathI vicare je, utsAhI che gamana karatA mokSanA mArgamAMhI; jaine A mahatala viSe sarvadA vRddhi pAme, buddha bdhinI hRdaya racanA sRSTi rUpe bane e. - saM. 1968 phAgaNa vadI 2, pAdarA, vAsanA bAchAo hRdaya upaje jJAnathI zAnta thAtI vArayatna TaLI jaI pharI vAsanA citta jAge; vArI vege udaya thaIne vAsanA duHkha Ape, dAbelI te manabhUmi viSe hetuthI udbhave che. kAmecchAnI sakala ghaTanA bIjarUpe rahe che, sAmagrIne samaya lahIne udaye te vahe che; zarA santa bahu baLathakI khUba tene haThAve, dAbI dAbI bahu kSaya kare bIjane bALI nAMkhe. kAmecchAnAM sakala bIja ke veda saMskAra rUpe, temAM nakakI prakRti mahimA mULa che sarvanuM te; chede tene udaya na rahe veda purUSAdi chedo, jJAne dhyAne udaya haThaze mehanuM jora bhAge. rere prANI dhIraja tyaja nA kAmane de haThAvI, jyAre tyAre samaja saghaLuM kArya A sAdhavAnuM hArI zakita bahuja vadhaze Avaze hAtha bAjI, dhIme dhIme sakala TaLaze cittanI vAsanAo. pUrve moTA munivara thayA mArga A satya lIdhe, cAlyA jA tuM zivapathaviSe pUrNa zraddhA dharIne, jJAnadhAne zivapatha vidhI pAmavI satya siddhi, buddhayazvinI hRdaya skuraNuM premathI ucca thAtI. saM. 1968 tA. vA. 2
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________________ 228 buddhipraNA. manamusAphara. (lekhaka-jezIMgabhAI hImacaMda mu. kapaDavaNaja.) (mahemAna thayA tame mArA svIkAro mahemAnI). e Teka. che jIvana AzA choTI, che mana mAyA moTI, jema pANInI parapoTI, che raMga bhaMganI lATI, gayA dhanavAna keTI; jaMjALa jagatanI cheDI. bahu garva mAM je hAlyA, parabhavamAM te cAlyA. savaNa sarIkhA rANA; bahU garvathI kharaDANa. abhimAna gayuM maraDAI, rahyuM nAma nizAna na koi. saMsAra viSano pAle; zuM aMdha thai nihALo. svachaMdamAMhi zuM hAle, kema chaMdagI eLe gALo. nimiSavAra na lAge; tema jhaTa juvAnI bhAge. zuM rana ciMtAmaNi khuvo; aMtaramAM uM, juve. anta te deha javAne; kadI kALe nahi rahevAno. bhaja arihaMta navara trAtA, che mAnazuM je dAtA. cete cete naranArI; japa vIra nAma duHkhahArI. mahAvIra sadA sukhakArI, jayasiMha jape jayakArI che. 5 che. te "Up! my friend, and quit your books; Or Surely you'll grow double; Up! up ! my friond, and clear your hooks; Why all this toil and trouble ?" " Sweet is the lore which nature brings." khulatAM vRkSothI amara rasanAM biMdu jharaze, vaLI devi vAto cakalI mRgalI tyAM kahI jaze, kumArI kanyAe kudarata tane tyAM paraNaze, ane banne vacce cira kiraNe ke ke vahaze."
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________________ 228 janenA AtmAne, kudaratathI sambandha karatuM; majA tenI te le, hRdaya kara vistIrNa kumaLuM; ane e urmi mAM dravI paDa mukAvI chagara tuM." lUkhI ubhida vidyA, sUkI vaLI auSadhi badhI, jahI sudhI tenI kRti janasvabhAve nava maLI; ahiM A ugene, tarU vaLI ahIM A na ugatuM, kavitA vinA e muja dila gaNe zuSka saghaLuM." zuM che? bula bula uDayuM gulajhArathI, gula gula badhAM dharaNI DhaLyAM; gulazana paDI mahArI sUnI, e gulazane jaI zuM karuM ! AMbe na Avyo mahera, TahukI kAkalA na rahavAramAM; anne ravi ugatAMja chAyo, vasaMtane huM zuM karuM? vahAlAM taNuM haiDAM na uchaLe, prema nava nayane vase, paNa ekalA mukhathI hase, e vahAla laI huM zuM karuM? dIlamAM paDyA kArI jakhama, marahama nathI ghA rUjhavA, haiyA mahIM kaLa nathI vaLI, rAyA vinA bIjuM zuM karuM? nava samira mRdu ziLa vahe, uThe na umisara mahIM; muja hadaya paNa jaDa banI rahe, saravara tIre jai zuM karuM? gAje na prabhunAM gAna, mana gaLI jAya prabhutAmAM nahIM, haLe vIkAra jagyA rahe, te maMdire jaI zuM karuM?
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________________ 230 buddhiprabhA. na nansa paka adhyAtmajJAnanI AvazyakatA. jyAre jayAre jagatamAM jaDavAdIonI moTI saMkhyA pragaTI nIkaLe che tenA sAme A tmavAdIo ubhA rahIne aneka dalIlorUpazAstrothI jaDavAdane nAza kare che. jaDavAdano nAza karavAmAM adbhuta parAkrama darzAvanAra adhyAtmavidyA che. adhyAtmavidyAthI manuSyonA hRdayamAM rahela nAstika bhAva TaLI jAya che. jene jene adhyAtmajJAna kahe che tene vedAntIe brahma vidyA AtmavidyA vagerenAmathI oLakhe che. jaDavAdIonA sAme AmavadyA TakI zake che. AtamajJAnarUpa kSetramAM dhamanudAne pragaTI nIkaLe che. hAlamAM yurepa tathA ezIyA vagere khaMDamAM javAdIonI saMkhyA vadhatI jAya che ane tethI teo Izvara, puSya, pApa, punarjanma, AmA vagerene svIkAra karatA nathI tevA lokonI saMkhyAmAM vadhAro thato dekhIne jeonA manamAM kaMika lAge evA manuSyoe adhyAtma vidyAno phelAvo karavA kamara kasavI joIe. aM. dhakArano nAza kharekhara prakAzavinA thato nathI tema jaDavAdIonA nAstika vicArone nAza kharekhara adhyAtmajJAnavinA thatA nathI. jaDavAdIonA AtmAmAM citanyarasa reDanAra adhyAtma vidyA che. jaDavAdIonI satyacakSu pragaTAvanAra kharekhara AtmavidyA che. cAnI dalIlone toDI nAkhIne caitanya pradezamAM adhyAtmavidyA laI jAya che. adhyAtmajJAna eja vijJAnavAdI enI chellAmAM chellI zodha thavAnI che. kevalajJAnathI zrI mahAvIra prabhue AtmAne dekhe che jA che evA AtmAnI zodha karanArA aneka cogIo thaI gayA che ane teoe A mAnuM syAdvAdabhAve astitva svIkAryuM che, adhyAtmavidyAthI caitanyavAda-AtmavAda svIkArI zakAya che. adhyAtmavidyA e mUrkhAonI daSTimAM habaga che ane jJAninI dRSTimAM paramarana che. adhyAtmavidyAne bAga AvartamAM khIlyo che ane tenI sugaMdhI AsapAsanA dezomAM javA lAgI che. bhArata dezanA vAsIo anya yuropadi dezane adhyAtmajJAna ApIne teonA gurU banI zakaze ane zilpakaLAmAM te pAzcAtyadezanA ziSya banavAnI jarUra paDaze. AryAvartanI bhUmimAM adhyAtmavidyAnA vicAra pragaTI nIkaLe che ane teonuM pipaNu paNa A dezamAM thAya che. bhAratavAsIonA bhAgyamAM AtmavidyAnA gurU banavAnuM lakhAyeluM che. bhAratavAsIo pazAyonA saMsargathI nAstikatAnA pradezamAM musApharI karavA nIkaLI paDaze te paNa te ane pharI pharIne citanya pradezamAM AvavAnA ja. adhyAtmajJAnanA udayakAlamAM AryAvarta ravataMtra hatuM ane Aryaloka AyaMva guNoe alaMkRta hatA tethI teo paraspara eka bIjAnA AtmAne sahAya ApI zakatA hatA ane deha karatAM teo AtmAnI paramAtma samAna kiMmata AMkI zaktA hatA tethI teo udayanI zaMkhalAvaDe baMdhAyA hatA. adhyAtmavidyAno prakAza maMda paDatAM Avarta lokomAM mehanuM jora vadhavA lAgyuM ane tethI teo zarIra mamatva Adi mAyAnA pradezamAM ahaMbhAva kalpIne aneka durgaNonA tAbe thayA ane teo parataMtratAnI beDImAM jakaDAyA, svataMtratAne mATe bhAratavAsIo bumo pADe che paNa teo AtmArUpa rAjAnI pUjA mUkIne zarIrarUpa mahelanI pUjAmAM magna thayA che tyAM sudhI teo vAstavika unnatinA bAraNe paga mUkI zakavAnA nathI. jaDavAdanA AzrayathI je loko potAnI unnati karavA dhAre che teo kSaNika unnatinA upAsaka bane che ane kharI unnatine dhakakA mAre che. jaDavAdanA vicAro mAM kharI unnatinuM svapna che. joke jaDavAdIo anItinA mArge cAlI vA adharmanA mArge
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________________ adhyAtmajJAnanI avazyakatA. 231 cAlI rajoguNa ane tamoguNavaDe bAhyasAdhanonI unnati karavA samartha bane to paNa jaJvAdanA vicArothI karelI unnatine TakAvI rAkhavAne teo samartha banI zake nahi temaja teo jagatanA bhalA mATe svArthano tyAga karIne kharIrIte Atmabhoga paNa ApI zake nahijaDavAdIo zarIranA sukhArthe je kAryo karavAnAM hoya che te kare che ane teja temane mukhya maMtra che. teo zarIrane mahattvanuM gaNIne sukhanuM bindu bAhya sAdhanAmAMja kape che. AvI temanI vicAraNathI teo pitAnI kharI dRSTine bhUlI jAya che ane svArthane A gaLa karI puNya pApa garAvinA savA kAryo kare che. AtmavAdIo Izvara, punarjanma karma, A mA vagere tatvane ravIkAra karI zake che ane zarIrane eka ghara jevuM mAne che ane temAM rahelA AtmAne mahAna prakAzaka mAne che. AtmavAdIo izvarIyopadeza pramANe cAlIne pitAnA AtmAnI unnati kare che ane AkhI duniyAnI paNa unnati karavA samartha thAya che. AmavAdIo arthAta tanyavAdIo anyanI AtmA tarIke mahAna kiMmmata AMkIne teonI jagavAmAM potAnI zaktino upayoga kare che. AtmavAdIo, savicArarUpa havAI vimAnamAM besIne AkhA jagat ta2pha dRSTinAkhavA samartha thAya che ane pitAnA AtmAnI ugratA thayA chatAM paNa anyAtmAone sahAya ApI zake che. teo punarjanmavAdane zraddhAgama kahe che tethI teo potAnuM sarvasva arpaNa karavAmAM jarA mAtra acakAtA nathI ane temaja teo vAstavika unnatine cAhanArA hovAthI bAhya sAdhanonI prApti mATe dveSa, kaleza, svArtha, mArA mArI vagere karIne jagatane azAMta banAvavA prayatna karatA nathI. bhArata dezano caitanya vAda bhAnu pitAnA sadvicArarUpa kiraNone AkhI duniyA upara prakAza karavA samartha bane che. Aje e citanyavAdane bhAnu maMda prakAza kare che. zraddhAgamya AtmavAda thAya evA upAya phelAvavAmAM Ave te Aryo pUrvanI kharI unnati prApta karI zake. AryAvartanI kharI lakSmI adhyAtma vidyA che. AryAvartane udaya kharekhara Atma vidyAmAM samAve che. AtmavidyAdhAraka AryomAM sarva prakAranI kArya karavAnI zakti pragaTI zakaze. zrI mahAvIra prabhue AtmAne AmarUpe jaNAvIne AryAvarta upara je upakAra karyo che tenuM mAna thaI zake tema nathI. AryadezanA manuSyomAM jema jema ajJAna aMdhakAra chavAvA lAgyuM tema tema teo kharA sukhanA prakAzathI dUra rahevA lAgyA ane tenAmAM matamatAMtaro ghaNu utpanna thayA ane manuSyo pitAnA AtmAnuM svarUpa bhUlIne mAyAnA pradezamAM sukhanI buddhi dhAraNa karIne vyasananA paMjAmAM phasAI gayA ane teo azAna mohathI mahemahi jAdavAsthaLI racIne potAnA hAthe pitAnI avanatine khADo khodavA lAgyA ane tethI teo bhaviSyanI prajAmAM astanuM cakra ApavA lAgyA ane tenI paraMparA tama pradezamAM vadhavA lAgI. AtmAnI mahattA bhUlI javAthI mohanuM jora vadhavA mAMDayuM ane tethI manudhya jIvananA kharA uddezathI manuSyo dura javA lAgyA ane teo bhaviSyanI prajAne utama vAraso ApavA samartha thayA nahi. AvA kAraNothI AryonuM AtmabaLa dhaTavA lAgyuM. dharmanI kriyAnA sAmAnya bhedane moTuM phaLa ApIne A paraspara dveSa chaSya, kaleza karIne zarIramAM rahelA AtmAone dhikkAravA lAgyA ane tethI dharmanI kriyAnA matabhede asa hiSNutA vadhavA lAgI. AvI sthiti thayA chatAM AmonnatinA mULa pradezamAM lAvavA mATe joie te pramANe prayatna karavAmAM AvyuM nahi ane je kaMI prayatna karavAmAM Avyo te
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________________ buddhiprabhA phara te paripUrNa ane vighna rahita thaye nahi. bhAratavAsIo AtmAnnatinA sthAnathI dUra dUra javA lAgyA. caitanyavAdIe peAtAnA savicAre ane sadAcAre pramANe sadA rahyA hata ane peAtAnI karajo jagatprati sArI rIte anukrama vyavasthApUrvaka bajAvI hAta te AtmA nnatinA mArgamAMthI dUra thaI cakata nahiM. zrI vIr prabhue devala jJAnavarDa syAdvAda zalIe Atma tattvanA upadeza ApyA hatA. tenA phelAve AkhI duniyAmAM thayA hAta teA hAlanI duniyA vasamAna jaNuAta, zrI vIraprabhue caitanyavAdanA pracAra karavA je prayatna karyAM che tenI kismata AMkI cUkAya tema nathI. zrI mahAvIra prabhue caitanyavAdanA pracAra karIne bhArata varSamAM apUrva prakAza pADayA che tenI AMkhI hrAla pazu avaleAkavAmAM Ave che. adhyAtmavidyAnAM zAstro hAla mAjIda che. adhyAtma vidyAnA vicAre dezakAlane anu. sarI peAtAnA AcAramAM utArI zakAya evA vyavasthA krama gAvIne jIvananI ucca dA karavAnI jarUra che. zrI vIra prabhue upadezelA khagamemAM adhyAtma vidyAne pUrNa khajAne che, adhyAtma vidyAnA pUryuM khAnArUpa AgamaneA upadeza ApanArA pazu! parama pUjya munivareA che. ApA muniyAe adhyAtma vidyAnA khAnAne paraMparAe adyApi paryaMta vahana karyo che. ApaNA munivareAnA hAthe adhyAtma vidyAne pracAra thayeA che ane bhaviSyamAM thavAnA che. adhyAma vidyAnA pracAra karanAra munivarene sarva prakAre uttejana ApavAnI jarUra che. adhyAtma vidyAnI zaktiyezane khIlavavAnA upAyAnA AkhI duniyAmAM pracAra karavAnI jarUra che. ApaNe je caitanyavAdamAM uMDA utarIe teA zarIranA bhAga ane upabhoganAM sAdha nAnI tRSNA tyAga karIne anyAnA lalAmAM bhAga lai zakIe. AtmavAdanI kharI mahA thavI joie. AtmavAda ane karmavAdanI kharI zraddA thavAthI samyaktvanI utpatti thAya che. AtmavAdanI kharI zraddhAnA sarakArI pADanArA gUrUnA zaraNumAM rahIne Atma vizvAsa khIlavavA jeIe. AtmavizvAsa ane AtmAnI kismata avayyAdhyAvinA pramANikatA temaja kharA vairAgya prakaTI zakatA nathI. Ama vidyA e apUrva sukhanI kuMcI che ema dRDha nizcaya karanArI prajAmAM kharA sanyAsanA guNA pragaTI zake che. pAtAne vizvAsa peAtAne na paDe ane peAtAnAthI je kai karavAmAM Avatu hoya tenI zraddhA potAne na heAya tyA sudhI te kAryomAM kharekharA vijaya maLI zakatA nathI. AtmavidyA kA vijayanI kuMcI batAve che ane kAryo karavAmAM kharI AtmazraddhA prakaTAve che. kArya karavAmAM sazayI mA TakI zakatA nathI ane te anyAne daSTAMtIbhUta thai zakatA nathI. kharI AtmazraddhA eja parama purUSArthanuM bIja che. kharI khAtmazraddA eja manepittanI ekAmatAnuM khIja che. kharI AtmazraddhAe parama vizuddha premanuM bIja che. kharI AtmazraddA e yama ane niyamene! AdhAra che, kharI AtmazraddA eja dharmonuSThAnA rUpa vanapatienA rasabhUta che. zraddA vinAnA manuSya sazayanA vicArAthI naSTa thAya che ane aneka manuSyane naSTa kare che. AtmAne anubhava gamya karyAM vinA mAnaMdanI chAyA sarva prasa MgeAmAM dekhI zakAtI nathI. kharI AtmazraddhA e reDIyama dhAtu samAna che. AtmazraddhA vinA sevA ane bhaktimAM khare Atma rasa vahI zakatA nathI ane tethI manuSyeA sevA bhaktinA anuSTanemAM zuSkatAnI vRddhi kare che. AtmajJAna jeTalA jeTalA aMze vadhatuM jAya che teTalA teTalA aMze Atma zraddhA vadhatI jAya che ane te anya guNAnA pravAha karavAne pRthvInI upamAne dhAraNu karI zake che. AtmajJAnaDe
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________________ adhyAtmajJAnanI AvazyakatA, 233 AtmazraddhAmAM pariNAma nahi pAmelA manuSyo pitAno vizvAsa anya upara besADavA samartha thatA nathI. pramANikatAnuM kharuM kAraNa AtmazraddhA che. jeo AtmAne AtmabhAve jANIne AtmAnI zraddhAnA rasavaDe manane majabuta kare che, teonI kismata AMkI zakAtI nathI. zarIrano AkAra dekhIne zarIramAM rahelA AtmAnI parIkSA karatAM bhUla karI zakAya. zarIra karatAM zarIramAM rahelA AtmAnI zraddhAne vizeSataHmAna ApavAnI jarUra che. zarIramAM rahelA AtmAne oLakho tenI zraddhA karo ane je je kAryo karo temAM AtmazraddhAne AgaLa kare. AtmazraddhAthI hAthamAM dharelAM kAryo karavAmAM devatAI sahAya maLI zake che ema nakkI mAnazo. manuSya pitAnA AtmAne eka garIba kaMgAla gaNIne pitAnA hAthe potAno tiraskAra karIne AgaLa vadhI zakatA nathI. pitAnA AtmAnI siddhi samAna sattA che tenI zraddhA thayA vinA AtmAnI zaktione vyakta karavA mATe uttama karI zakAtA nathI ane temaja udyama karatAM paDatAM evAM vinAnI sAme TakI zakAtuM paNa nathI. AtmazraddhA vinAne manuSya DarAvyAthI vA vinothI pAcho haDI jAya che ane te kharA nizcayane merU parvatanI peTe aDaga rAkhI zakatA nathI. te kriyA vA dharmAnukAnamAM du:kha AvI paDatA kUtarAnI piThe ubhI pUMchaDIe kArya kSetramAMthI pAche bhAgI jAya che. AtmabaLane ekatra karIne koI paNa kAryamAM vAparavAnuM hoya to te Atma zraddhA vinA banI zakatuM nathI. Ama zraddhAe ja vijaya varamALA che. AtmazraddhAthI manuSya AnaMdetsAhathI dharmakAryo kare che teo duHkhamAM paNa kamavAdanA siddhAMtane avadhatA hovAthI akaLAtA nathI, ane magajanI samatolana jALavIne AtmapradezamAM rahelA dharmone khIlave che. AtmavAdIo AtmazrahAthI paripakva banelA hoya che tethI teo karma pramANe sukha duHkhanA vipAkane bhAgavatA chatAM samatvane khAtA nathI. AmavAdIo punarjanmanI zraddhAvALA hovAthI sata kAryo karavAmAM niSkAma buddhithI paripUrNa Ama bhega ApI zake che. je je kaMI zubha kArya karavAmAM Ave che tenuM phaLa avazya parabhavamAM maLe che ema AmavAdIone vizvAsa hovAthI zubha kArya karatAM kadI pAchaLa paDatA nathI. Ama vAdIo kharA dezavIra kharA dharma vira pAke che. AtmavAdIone pAtALa kuvAnI peThe pitAnA AmAmAMthI kharI zakitathI sahAya maLI zake che. jaDavAdIo nAstike punarjanma mAnatA nathI tethI teo A bhavamAM je kaMI pratyakSa phaLa dekhAya te mATe avizvAsanI dRSTie kare che tethI teo Atarika baLa prApta karI zakatA nathI. AmavAdI evuM nAma mAtra dharAvanArAo pitAnA kAryamAM jaDavAdIo karatAM pAchA haThe te jANavuM ke teo Atma tatvanA kharA svarUpane oLakhI zakatA nathI. jaDavAdIo karatAM kharA cetanyavAdIo sarva bAbatomAM vijaya meLavI zake che ane teo jaDavAdIone Azcarya utpanna kare che. jaDavAdIo kharekhara kharA adhyAtma vAdIenA tAbAmAM Ave che ane teo adhyAtma vAdIonA ziSya bane che. AtmazraddhAthI surata banelA AtmavAdIe AkhI duniyAnI najare Ave che. adhyAtmavAdIo zoka vA udAsIna cahere besI rahetA nathI. adhyAtma vAdIe DarakuM bharyAnI peThe dharma mArgamAMthI pAchaLa karanArA detA nathI. adhyAtmavAdIo bAhya ane Atarika zaktine potapotAnA adhikAra pramANe khIlave che.
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________________ ati prabhA. ApaNA A kSetramAM adhyAtmavidyAe sadAne mATe vAsa karyo che. dharmanA sthApA kharekhara AryAvartamAM pAke che. A kSetranI bhUminA vAtAvaraNumAM kaMi vilakSaNa tattva rahyuM che ke te yaMtranA vatanIone AtmavidyAnA pradeza tara' AkarSe che ane dharma mahAtmAone potAnAmAM utpanna kare che. AryovanA vidvAnanu adhyAvidyA tara chevaTe lakSa kheMcAya che. AryAMvamAM kharekharI . adhyAtmavidyA che. A dezanA manuSyAne adhyAtma vidyAnI prApti mATe pAzcAtyAnA ziSya banAvAnI jarUra nathI. A dezamAM janmele manuSya adhyAtma vidyAnI kharekharI prApti karI zake che. pAzcAtye A dezanI adhyAtma vidyA grahaNa kare teA pRthvInA kakaDA mATe lAkhkhA manuSyAnA prANanA mahidhdhAne tAbe thai zake nahi. deza. kAla kSetra, evaSNu adhyAtma upayogI che. adhyAtma vidyA e ApaNu kharU jIvana che ane evA ApaNuM amarapaNe jAvu. 204 kadI nAza thAya evI vidyAnI prApti mATe vanathI vavuM eja saMkalpa baLa. vicArAnI AreAgya para thatI asara. ( lekhakaH--pAdarAkara ) manuSyamAM eka evI paramAkti guptapaNe nivAsa karI rahI che-ke jenI madadathI te mAnada zAMti--zakti, samRddhi-sAmarthya-ke game tevI icchita vastu te sahelAithI prApta karI zake che ne te, bIjuM kaMi nahIM pazu--" AmAtra smAbhakti che. jha aa tene kharAkhara eLakhavAmAM Ave--tenuM dhyAna-pUjana karavAmAM Ave, vicArAnI ekAgratA karI draDha sauMkalpa khaLathI tenI sAdhanA karavAmAM Ave te tribhUvanAMnI kAi paNa cIja tene mATe asAdhya nathI. AtmazaktimAM sapUrNa vizvAsa hAvAja joie ne vizvAsathIja vicArAnI ekAgratAkhIjA sAmAM kahIe te 'saMkalpa ' aLa vadhAratA javAthI iSTakAyuM kalIta thavAtuja ne AAgaLa vadhIne karIe te vacana siddhi varadAna, ne zrApa smAdi khAkhate mAtra draDha saMka 25nAMja murta svarUpa che. zakti-sAmarthya - zAMti ne pUchyuM` niraeNAgIpaNAnA dhyeyanA vicArA tenuM manana e AArAgya meLavavAnAM zreSTa sAdhana che. sAmarthyavAna ne zaktidAyaka vicAre, AzAvatA, utsAha vaka vicAreAja sadA sarvadA sarvAMne navu jIvana Ape che. evA zasrAvadhi dAkhalA - pazune maLI Avaze kevicArAnI ekAgratAthI game tevA bhaikhamabharyAM kAryo siddha thayAM che ne tene mATe mAtra nIcenAM meja draSTAMta ApI, ane te amerikana pregnesara khela ne prephesara elamara geTasanAM che.
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________________ saMkalpa baLa. 175 vicAro ne Aroe e bene paraspara kevo ramaNiya saMbaMdha che, ne zAMti dAyaka che. ktivardhaka-AnaMda dAyaka-vicArothI Arogya keTaluM jaladI vadhe che, te saMbaMdhI zAstrIya mAhItI maLavAthI sarva dekhane AnaMda thayA zivAya raheze nahI. bIjA aneka zAstra pramAche mAnasika zAstrI paNa mAnava jAtine atyaMta upayukata zAstra che. A navIna mAnasika zrAstranI ghaNuM gheDAne ja mAhItI hoya che. bhAratavAsIonI hamezAnI-nutana zAstra - thavAnI bedarakArI pramANe ja AmAM paNa banyA zivAya rahyuM nathI e khedanI vAta che, paraMtu A zAstrane abhyAsa, manana, anubhava, zodha hAlamAM amerikA-jarmanI ItyAdi pA. zrAta dezomAM ghaNAja khaMtathI cAlu thayAM che. mAnasika pratibhA zarIra para keTalI badhI camatkArIka asara kare che te nIcenA prayogathI samajAze. TelIphena zodhI kADhanAra " amerikana prophesara bela, " eka divasa atizaya ThaMDInA vakhatamAM-caMDA pradezamAM-relave mAte musApharI karatA hatA te vakhate thaMDI eTalI badhI sapta paDavA lAgI ke-tene pitAnA paganuM rata ThaMDIthI baMdhAi javAnI bIka lAgI paNa te mAnasika zAstrane moTo abhyAsi hovAthI, potAnA paga para mAnasika vicArone ekaThA karI, temAM navina raktanA udhdhavane draDha saMkalpa karyo ne tenI ajAyabI vacce navina rone saMcAra te pagamAM thavA lAgyA. te pagapara thanAra ThaMDInuM aniSTa pariNAma AvI rIyA nAbuda thayuM. zarIranA koI paNa bhAga para draDha saMkalpa baLa lagADavAthI te bhAgamAM tadana navina rAnI abhivRddhi thAya che evo tene anubhava thayo. mAtra evA bhAga para vicArabaLanI ekAgratA eTalI badhI sajA thavI joIe ke vicAra karanAre te vakhatane mATe temAM tanmaya thavuM geIe. mAnasazAstrane vidvAna abhyAsi-amerikana prophesara-enmara geTasa, emaNe eka vakhate ekaja jAtanAM be vAsaNa, TaMkaTaMka pANIthI bharIne mukya, ne temAM potAnA beu hAtha gaLA sudhI DubADI dIdhA pachI teNe eka hAtha saMbaMdhI badhA vicAro choDI daIne bIjA hAtha paraja pitAnuM mana pUrNa ekAgra karIne-navina raktano saMcAra thA-evo draDha saMkalpa cAlu karyo. jANe AkhA vizvamAM tenuM eTaluMja prati kartavya hoya tema teNe mAtra navIna ramata saMcAranA vicAramAM ja potAnuM badhuM mana parovyuM-ne vicAronA bIjA khAna tadana baMdha karyo. evI rIte ekaja hAthapara vicAronI ekAgratA keTalAka vakhata cAlu rahevAthI hAthamAM bIjuM navIna rakta ekaThuM thavA lAgyuM ne tethI karIne hAthamAMnA navina rakate vadhu jagyA rokavA mAMDI ne A rIte te vAsaNamAMnuM pANI dhIre dhIre bahAra AvavA lAgyuM. have teNe te hAtha paranA vicAronI ekAgratA kADhI laIne teja pramANe bIjA hAthapara zarU karI tyAre tevI ja rIte vAsaNamAMthI paNa pANI bahAra AvavA lAgyuM. A jaDayAga uparathI mAnasika vicAronI zarIra para keTalI badhI asara thAya che te spaSTa rItyA jaNAI Ave che. " je pramANe manuSya vicAra kare-te ja te thAya che "--e junA tavane hAlanA zAstrIya prayoga satya TharAve che. emAM kaMI paNa ajAyaba jevuM cheja nahIM. gapara meLavavAnI praveza rAkhanAra manuSyane tenA pagane vana tathA paricaya
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________________ pribhA. kahevAthI--tathA tenI prakRti divase divase azakta thatI jAya che evuM kahI kahIne, ApaNe te manuSyanA vicAreAnI ekAgratA khInna zaktidAyaka vicArA karavAne khadale duHkhapara lagAvarAvIne-tenA rega mAtra vadhArI mukIe chIe. rAgathI mukta thavAthI icchA rAkhanAra daradI pA se tenA rAga sivAya khIjI bAbatanI vAtacIta karavAthI te mANusane ApaNe ghaNIja sArI madada karavA sarakhuM karIe chIe. rANIne khIndha pramANeja zArIki ne mAnasika zAMtidAyaka vicArAnu divyASadha ApavAmAM Ave te1 zakti-sAmarthya-ne-niraMgIpaNuM jaladI tene bheTaze e nizcaya samajavu. ne ApaNe ganA-azaktipaNuAnA ne trAsanA vicAre karavAne badale ApaNA manamAM ArAmyanA--mAnaMdanA zaktinAAMtinA vicAre mahuvAnA nizcayapUrvaka yatna karIe te! tethI keTalA badhA phAyade thAya tenI gheADAneja khabara heAya che. zaktidAyaka vicAre eja zArIrika zaktinuM khIja che. zarIranA kAipaNu bhAganuM du:kha agara sArbe, tenA para mananI ekAmatA karavAthI vadhatAM jAya che e hukamAM anubhavavAmAM A yu hazeja. 23 DAkaTara agara vaidyanuM prasanna vadanathI kheAlAyalu "tamene jaladI maTI jaze. kai ciMtA karaze nahi e amRta vAkyathI daradIne keTalA badhA ArAma lAge che ? ne tethI ulaTu " huve AzA nathI ! rAga asAdhya che ! " evAM tenAMja viSamaya vAkayAthI nirAza thaI jaNa keTalA dardI ulaTA vadhu herAna-ane-mRtyu prApta thayA che ! " suzruSA karanAra-te vaidyanA utsAhI--AzAjanaka ne saMvaka vicArAthI rAgInA para jeTalAM sArAM pariNAma thAya che teTalAM bInathI thatAM nathI. " mAnisaka ArAmya-eja zArIrika Arogyane pADe che ! " ne mAnasika AreAgya prApta karavA mATe pratyeka manamAM satata AnaMdadAyaka, utsAha vardhaka, ne sAmarthyavAna vicAreAnI zreNiA mANyA karavI eja uttama sAdhana che. zArIrika khaLane mATe prasiddha thayele kasaratamAja pre, seA daza varSanI vaye tadana nirmApa-dubaLAnA hADapiMjara jevA dekhAtA hatA paNa saMdeAdita zaktinA vicAra-mahAra zarIra sudharatu jAya che--mahArAmAM zakti AvatI jAya che evA mAsika vicArAnI ekA gratA niyamita kasarata ne mAna-utsAhu ne zaktinAja vicAreAthI vadhI vadhIne Aje AkhI AlamamAM meTAmAM mATe pahelavAna thayA che. peDhI para peDhIthI cAlatA AvelA kSaya rogavALA eka kuTuMbamAM janmelI eka khAlIkrAne, tene kSaya rAga thaze mATe tene bilakula thaDI lAgavA dezanA tene bilakula zrama levA deze nahIM...evu haMmezAM kahevAthI tenA kumaLA magajapara A bAbatanu duHriNAma thayA sivAya rahetu nathI, ane AvI rItyA khacathIja tenuM mana kSayareAga taraph vaLeluM hevAthI kAraNu paratve thADI caDI ke tAvane humalA thateAja A kSaya rAganI chAyA karaze ema tene lAgavA mAMDe che. te AvI bhAvanA AgaLa upara murtimaMta thayelI levAmAM Ave che te chevaTe teja darada tene jvaleNa nIvaDe che. A khalAmAM spaSTa jaNAze ke darada karatAM daradI pAte-te tenA karatAM tenI AsapAsanAM mANasAnA bedarakArI bharyA vicAreAja daradIne vadhu nukazAnakAraka nivaDe che kAraNa ke duHkha te darada saMbaMdhI trAsa ne ciMtA karyo karavAthI anna
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________________ saMkalpa bhaLa. 237 pacana ne raktAbhisaraNa upara tenI asara thayA zivAya rahetI nathI. duHkhane roga saMbaMdhI haMmezAM vicAra karyo karavAthI mAtra tenI vRddhaja thAya che ne duHkhane roga dura karavAnI icchA rAkhanAre manamAM hamezAM sukhane Arogya saMbaMdhI vicAro ANavAthIja te naSTa prAya thaI jAya che. zarIramAMnI mAnasika ne zArIrika kriyAo para mAnasika sucanAonI ghaNI ja asara thAya che. dareka mANasa sAdhAraNa rIyA pitAnA Arogya saMbaMdhI vicAre bahuja jaladIthI prahaNu kare che. ApaNe ApaNuM samAgamamAM AvatA pratyeka manuSyane azaktapaNAnI sucanAe hameza ApyA karIe chIe paNa bhulavuM joIe nahI ke tene tenI kharAba asara thayA sivAya rahetI nathI. lokonI evI kalpanAja thaI gayelI hoya che ke ApaNuM zarIramAM koIke bApadAdAnA utarI AvelA roganAM bija che, ne tethIja chevaTe ApaNe aMta thavAne. vacake ! AvA vicAro bhayaMkara bhAvanAo manamAM ja rAkhIne Akhu AyuSya gALavuM e keTaluM badhuM duHkhadAyaka che ? keTaluM badhuM hAnIkAraka che? evA vicArovALA manuSyane jIvananA ati AnaMdadAyaka prasaMgomAM, AnaMdane utsAhane badale, chUpA nizvAsa, ciMtAo ne nirAzA eja gherI lIdhA hoya che. AnaMda jevuM temane kaMI jaNAtuM ja nathI kAraNa temane manathI teo jaladIja marI javAnA evI bhAvanA temane rahyAM kare che. have e bhAvanA para mananI ekAgratA thavAthI jarA jarA nabaLAI ke daradane teo potAnuM darada samaje che tethI tADayAM kare che, ThekANe ThekANe te kahyA kare che, ne pote ja te darada ne ubhuM karI chevaTe te roganA bhega biyAre thaI paDe che. are re ! kevuM bheda janaka ! sarvazakti pUrNa Arogya maya ne zAMtinuM sAmrAjaya rathApanAra amodha AtmazaktinuM nivAsasthAna evuM durbaLa rogI azakta hoI zake ja nahI paNa tenA bijanuM karma kSetra che ne tethI A bijanI AnaMdamaya zaktidAyaka ne zAMtinA vicAronI paristhiti ApaNe utpanna karI zakIe te ApaNe sarva zakita ciraMjIvItA ne ArogyanA Adarza thaI zakIe e niHsaMdeha vArtA che. AvA vicAra manamAM mAyAthI ApaNane keTaluM badhu sukha thAya vArUM ? !! rAgane nirbaLatAnAM bija ApaNAmAM che-evI samaja karI levA karatAM ne zaktimaya AnaMdamaya ne jJAnamaya parama tatva ApaNAmAM che, tethI karIne ApaNe zakti-AnaMda-jJAna meLavavAne khAsa hawdAra chIe evA vicArothI ApaNane keTale badho phAyado maLe che tene anubhava khAsa jovA jevuM che. je bAbata ApaNe karavA ISTie chIe, jenA saMbaMdhI ApaNe eka sarakhI khaTapaTa karIe chIe, te saMbaMdhI draDha saMkalpa ApaNuM hRdayamAM dhAraNa karavAthI te bAbata potAnI meLe ja ApaNane anukuLa thAya che evuM ApaNe ghaNIvAra joIe chIe. IchA karo te meLavavAno daDha saMkalpa kare ne te sukhethI meLave ! " " draDha saM. kalpa baLathI pratikuLa saMgone tame anukuLa saMyogomAM pheravI zakazo ne koI paNa cIja tamane asAdhya raheze nahIM ! " kAraNa ke draDha saMkalpa baLathI mahAna nepaliyana bonApArTa, nI mAphakaja tame paNa tamArI DIkakSanerImAMthI " azakaya " zabdane chekI zakazo. yAda rAkhache che athavA ' zant . Anii zakI che.
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________________ suddhiprabhA. ArAgya e ApaNA sanA janma siddha hakaka paNa rAga eto manuSya nirmIta cIja che. pUrvanA hajAreka varSa paryaMta pUchyuM nirAgIpaNuM bhAgavanAra rUSi muniyAne yAda kare. draDha saMkalpa baLathI tee pAtAnA rAga dura rAkhatA eTaluja nahI pazu mAtra hAtha TheravIne kukamArIne tee miAenA rAga paNa dura karavAnI zakti dharAvatA. 238 mANasa vicArenu putaLu che. vicArAnI khulli chApa tenA mukhapara eLakhAI rahe che ne ghaNIvAra dhA anubhavI lAA sAmA mANusanI mukhacarcA parathI tenA vicAra| vAMcavA nA dAve kare che ne tenA mAM parathI tenI icchAne vicAra kahI batAve che ! A sadhaLu zuM khatAve che? ke vicAra|mANusanA zarIrapara peTalI badhI asara kare che ke draDha saMkalpavALA purUSa te vicAre khullA vAMcI zake che. prathama vicArane pachI AcAra AreAgya, zAMti, ne zaktimaya vicArIne gInA raMgane duHkhInA duHkha para thavI na bee be vAra vicAra karavAthI kai ISTa pariNAma ApaNe AnaMdamaya, zaktimaya, zAMtimaya chIe thI nai e. te sivAya zArIrika sthiti khalAvavAnI nathIja. " e niyama ahIM pazu lAgu paDe che. ApA pUchyuM mAreAgyamaya, zAMtimaya, zakti maya, mULa svarUpanuM jyAre bhANune vismaraNu thAya che, tyAreja zArIrika rAgamaya sthiti para ApaNA amala cAlatA nathI paNa je vakhate ApaNane AtmasvarUpatu. AlakhANu thAya che te vakhate tenI madadathI zArIrika rAgmaya sthitI para jaya meLavavAmAM vilakha lAgate nathI. ApaNe bhulI javu. aie nahI ke, ApaNI zaktimaya AnaMdamaya ne ApaNAmAM rahelA mULaravapanI camatkArIka gupta zaktipara, ApaNune vizvAsa nahI devAne lIdheja Apa zune aneka du:kha bhAgavavAM paDe che. huMmeza manamAM AvAthI tenI asara re1pazu AvI rIte mAtra divasamAM eka ke ekadama Ave nahIM. ApaNA mULa svarUpe evA vicAre para anekavAra mananI ekAgratA "1 aneka vahemI samajutIethI-AsapAsanA mANusAnA ane vidhAtaka vicAre e Apa Nune eTalA badhA parataMtra banAvI dIdhA che-ke ApaNe peAtAne sa AyuSyabhara reganudhara azaktine du:khanuM cAlatuM putaLu~te mRtyune bhakSa samajIe chIe. A gulAmagIrImAMthI mAlA thavu hoyato ApaNA potAnA uchInA lIdhelA kSudra melA ghelA vhemI vicAra dhelachA bharI samajutIe cheDI daSTane ApaNe ApaNA pAtAnA vicAre utpanna karI levA ee, ne lekanA vicAra paikI ApaNA vicArAne pasaMda paDe tevA satya vicAreija RtuNu karavA. ApaNA sutrA niyama ne jIvananA rastA ApaNe peteja niyata karI rAkhavA joie. nAnA ALakane jevI rIte tenI mA khavarAve tema te khAya che teja pramANe mATI ummaranA, vicAravAnane samajI mANasA paNuM bIjAnA aktimaya, ne du:khamaya vicArA peAtAnA manamAM kachu paNa vicAra na karatAM bharI deche, e ekA zaiAcanI vArtA nathI. manuSya mAtra peAtAnA vicArane svataMtra mAlIka che. uparI kivA vaDIla agara rA mahArAjA pazu-manuSyanA zarI ranI mAlekI kadAca dharAvI zake paNa dhAtAnA vicAranA mananA teA sA kAi svataMtra rItyA mAlIka che te pote peAtAnA vicAre zA mATe unnata-AnaMdamaya--zAMtimaya na rAkhe vArU ? eka citAra agara zilpakAra jema paiAte AthamAM lIdhayA prata 22 prAci
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________________ saMka95 bI. 238 citra prathama taiyAra karavAmAM pitAnuM sarvasva kharacI nAkhe che, ne citranuM tathA ImAratanuM citra barAbara manamAM ALekhAyA bAda tenI Abehuba pratikRti jaDa zraSTimAM lAvavAmAM Ave che, temaja nirogIne zuddha thavAnI IcchA rAkhanAre paNa A pramANe pitAnA nirogIpaNAnuM ne aDha paNAnuM mAnasika citra prathama taiyAra karavAmAM potAnI sarvazakti khacI nAkhavI joIe ne te pachI teja nirogI5NunuM ne sudraDhapaNunuM mAnasika citra keTalAka vakhata bAda tenA zarIra rUpI vRSTimAM AveluM pharidrazyamAna thaze; paNa jyAM nigIpaNAnuM ne sudraDhapaNAnuM mAnasika citra ja nahI tyAM zarIrarUpI citra beDoLa-kamatAkAtane vidrupa dekhAvanuM hoya temAM navAI zI? jyAM sudhI, " ApaNe azakta chIe, ApaNAmAM vRddhAnA roga utaryA che, azaktI paNuM che, ApaNuM zakti maryAdita che, rogathI ja maravuM e ApaNuM nazIbamAM sarajAyeluM ja che, zAMti ke AnaMda te ApaNe mATe nirmAta ja nathI, ApaNe kazuM karI zakavAnA ja nathI." evA duHkhamaya vicAre ApaNA manamAM ANIe chIe tyAM sudhI ApaNA roga, duHkha, ne dAridra e trIpuTIthI ApaNo chUTake kadI thavAno ja nathI. ghaNI vakhata evuM jovAmAM Ave che ke eka bALakane nAnapaNamAMthI tenAmAM bApa-"tuM zuM karI zakavAne chuM, tArAmAM te be dANa akkala nathI-tadana nAlAyaka chuM," evA vicAro, tenA kumaLA magajamAM ropI de che-ne te uparAMta tene kaMI paNa kAma svataMtrapaNe karavA devAmAM AvatuM nathI. AthI bicAro te bALaka ThapakAnI bIka kaMipaNa karato nathI. tenuM magaja nakAmuM thaI jAya che ne tenA magajanI zaktio vikAsane pAmatI nathI paNa teja bALakane ekAda kAma svataMtrapaNe saupa, kadAca bhula thAya te phikara nahIM, bIjIvAra sudharaze. tene mAtra uttejana Apo. tenI akkala kharacavAno "cAnsa" Apa ne te bALaka AgaLa upara sArU kAma karI zakaze paNa jayAM svataMtratA magaja zakti khilavavAnA cAnsa ke uttejananA ke dilAsAnA be zabdonAja vAMdhA tyAM te bicArU bALaka zuM kare vAre ? zakti, zAMti ne samRddhi e ApaNAM janma siddha haka che, ne te ApaNA zaktimayazAMtatAmaya-ne samRddhimaya vicArothI ApaNe meLavavA joIe. jema tame tamArA rasoIne rasoI banAvavAnuM pharamAve che-ne tevIja raI tamAre mATe taiyAra hoya che, tevI ja rIte, AnaMda, sukha, zAMti, samRddhi, Adi,temaja roga, duHkha, dAridra, azAMti paikI tamane gamatI kaI paNu cIja mATe tame tamArA manane hukama karo, ne teja cija tamArA mATe taiyAra raheze. manuSya mAtra potAnI sarva zaktine upayoga karIne zakti-kSati-samRddhine AnaMda meLavI vijayI thavuM joIe evI sarva ratha byavasthA hoya che. roga duHkha dAridrane azakti A A badhAnI mAnasika gulAmagIrI ApaNe hAthe karIneja pata karI che-ne bAthamAM thAMbhalA pakaDI eka mANasa buma mAre ke " mane thAMbhalo cheDo nathI-" tevI ja rIte dukha mukta thavAnI bumo pADIe chIe paNa, "hAthamAMno thAMbhalo mukyA sivAya kema karI thAMbhalAthI chuTAya ?" pratyeka mANasa vivaMcAmAM utpanna thayo che. zakti sAmartha-jJAna-zAMti e teno vaMza paraMparAne kImatI vArase che. te meLavavAno dareka ne haka che. pachI miLavo ke gumAve e tenA nIapa nI mA .. 55 vii che ?
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________________ 240 buddhiprabhA. A uparathI samajAyuM haze ke vicAronuM Arogyapara keTaluM badhuM majabuta pariNAma thAya che ke saMka9pa baLathI kaMI paNa asAdhya nathI ! pratyeka manuSyamAM rahele, apratihata ravataMtra tejavaMta sAmavaMta anubhavavA e AmA " evo baLavAna che ke, te paramAtmAnI barobarI karI zake ne je te paripUrNa paNe oLakhavAmAM Ave, dhyAna karavAmAM Ave pUjana karavAmAM Ave ne sAdhanA karavAmAM Ave to trIbhUvanane AnaMda zAMti zakti samRddhi ne sAthe tenA paga AgaLa AvI paDeja ne te badhuM zAthI thAya ? mAtra AtmAmAM pUrNa vizvAsa, ne te meLavavAne draDha saMkalpa ne te mATenI vicAronI ekAgratAthIja. | vicAronI zArIrika Arogya para keTalI badhI asara thAya che, e jANyA pachI mAnasa zAstranI upayogitA samajAya che ne saMkalpa baLanI siddhi samajAyA bAda "AtmA " mAM vizvAsa bese che. A beu cIjo pratyekane prApta thAo evI zubhecchA sAthe viramuM chuM zAMti zAMti ! ! zAMti ! ! ! saMsAra bhAvanA. (lekhaka -muLacaMda AzArAma vairATI amadAvAda. ) ( sAla vikrIDita vRtama ) tiryaMcAdi nigoda nArakItaNI je yoninI rahyA, jIve du:kha aneka durgati taNuM karmaprabhAve lahyAM. yA saMga viyoga bahudhA yA janma janma duHkhI, te saMsAra asAra jANI ho je e taje so sukhI. A saMsAra svarUpane jANavAnI IcachAvALo musAphara saMsAra bhAvanA e ArUDha thatAM vicAre che ke. zAstrakAro mahArAjAo e A caturgati nATakane cAra aMkamAM (vIbhAgamAM ) vaheMcI nAMkhyuM che. 1. nArakI. 2. tiryaMca 3. manuSya4. devaloka. zAstrakAroe A nArakInA saMbaMdhamAM kareluM vivecana para hadayone paNa pIgaLAvI nAMkhe tevuM che. prathamanI traNa nArakInA cha zIta vedanA anubhave che ane pAchaLanI cAra nArakInA jIvo uSNa vedanA anubhave che. prathamanI traNa nArakInA jIvonI zIta vedanAnI ThaMDI AgaLa uttara dhruvanI ThaMDI kaMi hIsAbamAM nathI ane pAchaLanI cAra nArakInA jIvonI garamI AgaLa saharAnA raNane tApa kAMI hIsAbamAM nathI. tenA kAMIka khyAla lAvavAne zAstrakAro kahe che ke te uSNa vedanAthI pIDAtA nArInA jIvone upADI bhara unALAmAM kheranA aMgArathI cIkAra bharelI khAImAM tene suvADavAmAM Ave to te jema manuSya kamaLanI sayAmAM suI rahe tema cha mAsa sudhI sukhe nikA kare. temaja
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________________ saMsAra bhAvanA. 241 A nArakImAM uDatI durgadhanA eka sukSma surakama bhAgathI A nagaravAsI jananuM mRtyu thaI jAya vaLI te duHkhathI bharelI nArakIne saparza karavatanI dhArAthI paNa vadhu karkaza che. Ate prathama kSetra vedanAnuM vivecana thayuM. bIjI paramAdhAmIkRta vedanA ke jemAM duHkhone pAra nathI. paramAdhAma deva jIvane duHkha devAmAMja AnaMdamAne che. teo te jIvone mAre che, kApe che, khAMDaNIyAmAM nAMkhI pADe che, tapAvelA lokhaMDanA sthaMbha sAtha bajhADe che, karavatathI vere che, cho kheMcI kADhe che, zIzu ukALIne pAya che vigere ghaNuM jAtanA duHkhe de che ke jene vAMcatAM paNa kaMpArI chuTe che. A sivAya bIjI anya anya kRta vedanA che ke jethI agAunA varabhAvavALA cha laDAI kapAI mare che ane eTalI te kadarthanA pamADe che ke jethI AkhI nArakImAM bhayaMkara raDAroLa ane AkaMdra thaI rahe che. Avo duHkhone aMta kalAka lAkamAM varasa cha mAsamAM daza vIsa varasamAM ke manuSya lokanI mAphaka so pacAsa varSa aMdagInI pUrNAhutI thatAM Avato nathI paraMtu nArakInA jIvonuM AyuSya te sAgaropamathI mapAya che. asaM khyAta varSonuM eka popama ane daza kaTAkeTI palyopamanuM eka sAgaropama thAya che. popamanA kALane paNa khyAla Avo muzkela che te pachI sAgaropamanA kALa tarapha to najara paNa zI rIte pharI vaLe. bIje tiryaMca aMka, nigada pravezamAM pRthvI paNe utpanna thaela jIvane halAdIkathI kheDAve chedA karIne pAchuthI bhIjAve karIne agnIvaDe dahana thave karIne aneka vedanAo veThavI paDe che. vAyu paNe utpanna thaela jIvone ThaMDI, garamI vagerenA saMyogo vaDe karIne pavana halA. vanArA sAdhana vaDe karIne aneka dara khamavI paDe che. pANIpaNe utpanna thaIne tRSAvAnanA pIvA vaDe karIne agnIvaDe ukALavavA vaDe karI suryanA tApa vaMDa sesAvAva karIne temaja varALa utpanna karAvA vaDe karIne aneka duHkhe sahana karavo paDe che, temaja anInA jIvone pANIthI chaMTAvA vaDe karIne aneka dube sahana karavo paDe che. vanaspatInA jIvone paNa kapAvA, chuMdAvA, pILAvA, chelAvA, agnIthI pakAvavA dAvA naLa AdIthI banAvA vigere aneka duHkha sahana karavAM paDe che. be iMdriya, vi Idriya cAreMdriya vigere vikapriya ne paNa bhaya ane trAsanA pAranathI temaja cagAdAvavA athaDAvA, kuTAvA, kAvA vagere karI aneka duHkha sahana karavo paDe che. paceMdriya jIvone niraMtara baMdhanathI, bhAra vahana karavA vaDe karIne, mAra, bhukha, tarasa, bhaya, roga vaDe duHkhI thavuM, garamI, ThaMDI vigere muMge moDhe sahana karavuM paDe che, pitAnI jAtI taraphane bhaya, para jAtIne bhaya, jAtIno bhaya, nabaLA baLadane jorAvara baLada mAre, uMdarane bIlADIne bhaya, nAka, kAna vagere aMgo chedAvAne bhaya hada uparAMta bhArabharavAmAM Ave, sakhata tApamAM cAlavuM paDe, bhukha, tarasa vigere muMgA moDhe sahana karavuM paDe ane - pAnAM - mana kavI paDe che
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________________ buddhiprabhA. - trIje manuSya aMka, manuSyapaNAnAM dukhenuM varNana karatAM zAstrakAra mahArAjAo manubenA sAta bhaya batAve che. 1. Alokano bhaya 3. AdAna bhaya (pitAnI varatu carAvA bhaya) 4. bharaNa poSaNane bhaya, 5. maraNa bhaya. 6 akasmAta bhaya. 7. apakirti bhaya. A sAta bhayathI bharelI manuSya jIMdagI paNa dukhathI bharelI che. A sivAya, rAjyanA bhayathI ane zeThanA bhAvathI paNa jIMdagI sukhe gujarI zakAtI nathI. vizeSamAM mukhe strI sAthe kalahakArI saMsAra calAvavo, putra prANInA abhAve duHkhI thavuM. putra prANI chatAM kulAMgArathI duHkhI thavuMvicitra saMjogomAM vaNa dravyA. paradeza rakhaDavuM. tapAvelI loDhAnI sone samagra romarAyamAM paravatAM je duHkha thAya tenAthI ATha ghaNuM duHkha gabhavAsamAM che. bALapaNamAM maLa mutramAM vinA AnAkAnIe paDayA rahevuM BdhI mAtApitAne mAra muMge me sahana karavA, vana avasthA viSayAMdha banI duHkhamaya gujaravI, vRddhAvasthA putra ane putra vadhuone AdhIna gujAravI, zvAsa, lALa ane IdrInI sIthIlatAne aMge duHkhamaya gujAravI. - bAlyAvasthA mAtAnuM mukha jovAmAM, yuvAvarathA strInuM mukha jovAmAM ane vRddhAvasthA putranuM mukha jovAmAM gujAranAra manuSyone sukhI zI rIte kahI zakAya. janma jarA ane maraNathI gherAyelA A saMsAramAM manuSyoe sukhanI AzA rAkhavI e nakAmI che. TuMkANamAM ISTa vastuone viyoga ane aniSTa vastuonI prApti eja A saMsAra valethanuM mAkhaNa che. cALe devagatI aMka.. vinA projane dAdIkanI sevAcAkarI karavI. pitAthI vadhAre baLavAna deve potAnI strIne upADI jaze tevA bhayathI duHkhI thavuM, pitAthI vadhAre riddhavAna devonuM sukha sahana nahI thaI zakavuM, devonAM maraNa pahelAM chamAsI agAuthI phUlanI mALAo karamAvA mAMDe che. te joIne je vilApa ane Ada zarU thAya che te na sahana thaI zake tevuM che. azucIthI bharelA rIramAM nava mAsa sudhI uMdhe mastake laTakavAno garbhavAsane dekhAva najara sanmukha khaDe thatAM mAthAkuTavA sAthe atizaya karUNAjanaka vilApa sarU thAya che, e jotAM sukhanI uMcI sthitIe pahecelI devagatI paNa duHkhathI bharelI che. ' he ! paranATaka ne nIhALanAra! saMsAra AzA pathI. A cAtI nATakazALAmAM karmarAva sutradhAre bhajavelA A saMsAra nATakane nihALI che ke tenA kayA pradezamAM AnaMdanI laharIo Ave che. jyAM AzravadaranA prabhAvavaDe rAgadveSanA vicitra raMgathI raMgAyelA paDadAo ghaDIe ghaDIe paDyA kare che. jyAM mAtA priyapaNe, putra pitApa ane benI mAtA tarIkenA velo bhajave jAya che. jyAM mahArAjA bhIkhArInA ane bhIkhArI tavaMgaranA svarUpamAM badalAI jAya che te saMsAra nATakane jonAra ane bhajavanAra musApharI A caturganI saMsAranI vyApatA tarapha dhyAna ApavAnI agatya che. he ! dI nahI thAkela musAphara ! samagra kAkAzamAM eka vALAya jeTaluM sthaLa paDyuM evuM nathI rAkhyuM ke jyAM te aneka rUpone dhAraNa karI aneka veza bhajavyA ne heya. AvI rIte saMsArabhAvanAnuM svarUpa vicAratAM ane A baheLA saMsAranI vyApakatA na ApatAM A maMgArabhAvanAnI egIe caDhele paMthI vicAra kare che ke amA
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________________ gurUne vakranA. va khamA pAkarAvanAra hajAre! dAsa dAsIe kayAM gai, putra vallabha pitAnA vAsA kayA deze thaye, AjJAMkita prIyA kayA videze vIcarco, vAsalyathI bharelAM mAtuzrI kaSTa gatIe gayAM, A badhu vicAratAM ravataH vicAra utpanna thAya che ke A asAra sasAramAM jIva ekaleAja Avye che ane ephaleja javAnA che e vicAra thatAM cAthI ekatva bhAvanA Ave che ane e bhAvanAnI zreNIe ArUDha thaelA paMthI vicAra kare che ke, pU. -:0 - gurune vaMdanA (lekhaka. cunIlAla hukamaMda ) gajhala. nijAna hai rahenArA, prabhuthI pyAra karanArA; hinaiSi sarva jIveAnA, tamAne vaMdanA pyArA. guNAkara gunA sindhu, sahu zvetA banyuM; sadA savega dharanArA, tamAne vaMdanA pyArA. jaNAvI zrutanA arthI, karI ajJAnane dUre; amala samakita denArA, tamene vaMdanA khArA. vA paranI karUNAthI hradaya dIse sadA dravatuM; dayAmaya dhama dharanArA, tamene vaMdanA khArA. nira Mtara satya vANIthI, jinAdita tatva kanArA; subhASI nitya rahenArA, tameAne vaMdanA pyArA. jagatanI jALa teDIne, sagAne sne choDIne; virAgI thai rahenArA, tameAne vRMdanA pyArA. tame mAtA tame gItA, tame bhrAtA tame trAtA; subhAgI sattva karanArA, tamene vaMdanA pyArA. ::-- nUtana varSAbhinaMdana. turigIta. custa rahI nija dharmamAM gmAna dasada sukha bherave, nija dharmanAM utkarSa karavA, sata putre saivo; lAbha nizcaya pAmo eTThAna sAti sAlamAM, kitI ne kamaLA sahita rahejo sadA AnadamAM. hathI utkarSa karo dezanA bahu prItathI. kAryo rUDAM atizaya kareA ullAsamaya nija vIryathI; bhAgyazALI putra bhAratavarSanA sAthe maLI, IzvatI stuti karI rahIe sadAe haLImaLI. ra 5 OM
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________________ 244 buddhiprabhA, svacchatA. ( lekhaka. zeTha jezIMgabhAi premAbhAi, kapaDavaNuja. ) svacchatA dhAraNu karavA yAgya che ane kaMTALA tajavA yAgya che. svacchatA hItakara che. kaMTALA baLanA kSaya karavAvALAche. svacchatA sabaMdhIne sukha, AnaMda ape che ane kaMTALe sabaMdhIne kAyarapaNuM athavA trAsa upajAve che, sughaDatA prema temaja AkarSaNa upajAve che. suga abhAvane pragaTAve che. svacchatAnI maryAdAnuM ullaMdhana e kaMTALA che. vacchatA e niyamita che ane kaMTALA e aniyamIta che. ati sava te e niyama pramANe suga tyAgavA yezya che. ** * jene suga hAya che tene brAntInA agra heAya che ane tethI mULane kSaya thAya che ane svacchatA satvanI virUddha kare che. jarA jarAmAM sAmu lakhane hAtha dhovA, kAinA vastrane aDakatAM hAtha dhavA, kASTanA rIrane ADakatAM hAtha vAve ethI kai svacchatA prApta thaI kahevAya nahi paNa te te ulaTI suga gaNAya ane jenAmAM AvA prakAranI suga hAya tenAthI anya sarva manuSyeA kaTALe che. svacchatAnI jarUra che paNa te maryAdAmAM hAvI naiie, asvacchatA tajavI joie paNa te uparyuMkta prakAramAMja kaI asvacchatA AvI jatI nathI. tenA aneka prakAra che jevA ke vajra meAM paheravAM, zarIra sAk na rAkhavu dAMta sApha na rAkhavA vigere te paNa vyavadvArIka Akhata che, khAkI to svacchatA kai kharI te lekhanA cheDe samajAze. uparyuMkta sugavALA manuSyane te te guruthI atyaMta hAnI thAya tema che mATe te vavuM joIeja, vastra temaja anyanA tarapha suga na rAkhavI paNu tenA guNuja nevA bee, khAkI hu suga rAkhavAthI atyaMta nukazAna thaze, baLanA kSaya thaze, mana malInatAne dhAraNa karaze ane tenAM phaLa ApaNuneja bhagavavAM paDaze. mIthyA sugane sevIne kayA muddhivAna potAnA baLane bhega ApavA tatpara thaze? suga zuM zuM pragaTAve che ? zaMkA, bhaya, zAka, ciMtA, trAsa, aNagamo, vhema dine pragaTa kare che. sarvatra zubha darzanamAM, AtmAnI pratitimAM, sarvatra nIrmala vRttine uddezya karavAmAM suga mahA vighnakArI che. jyAM parama zuddhu caitanya tattva vinA trIkALa anya kAipaNa tattvano prakA zu nathI e bhAvanAne poSanAra manuSyane AvI sujha te bhAvane utpana thavA detI nathI. tethI tajavA yAgya che, manuSyane ajJAnaja jyAM tyAM malInatA dekhADe che, te ajJAnanItti jyAM tyAM malInatA dveSTa sugane dhAraNa karavAthI thatI nathI paNa zuddhine vAthIja thAya che mATe malIna te malIna rUpe bei kaMTALA huM paN tene zuddha rUpe tevA prayatna kare. vyavadvArane sAdhatA hAvAthI zuddhi ane viveka rAkhI paNa kesarapphutI kheDa bhaDakIne bhAga bhAma na karIza. viveka putraka cAra karI kopI hAnI cheka kema ? je hAnI kAraka lAge tene tajI ghe! ane ThIka lAge tene grahaNa kare- vaLI vicArA ke tethI asvaccha tA pAtra thAya tema che ke kema. ane jo smaracchatA prApta thAya tema DrAyate tene vAste
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________________ sAdhvImAnI unnati sakhI maiM mAla. 245 yeAgya upAya karo paNa suga rAkhI bhAgatA na karo. zuddhirUpa bevAthIja manuSyane lAbha che. vyavahAramAM bhale zuddhi zuddhino viveka rAkhe paraMtu aMtaHkaraNumAM kAI paNu vastu tarapha dhIAra na darzAvA. razula dardaSTathI amuka azuddha che pazu vAstavIka rIte azru hetu nathI. aNumAM pazu zuddhatAnA ka za DAya che. Ama e tA kacarAnI sAthe ratnane kADhI nAkhavA kayA mUkha prayatna karIlR mATe tenI sAthe sabaMdhavALA thax sukhane anubhave. kAMTAvALA jhADa uparanA gulAmane kASTha pheMkI de che ? kAdavamAM ugela kamaLanA zuM upayAga nathI thatA 1 kAyalAnI khANamAMthI nIkaLatA hIrAne zuM tajI devAyache ! zuddha bhAgane gratuNu karavA, zuddha bhAgane azuddha bhAgamAMthI zodhavA rUpa haMsa daSTi dhAraNa karo. mana vaDe zuddhinuMja nirakSaNu kare, zuddhinuja ciMtana kare. azuddhi daSTie AvatAM temAMthI zuddhine joi AkarSI zeSa rahela addhane kADhI nAkho. padArthonI sugane tanne, teja pramANe manuSyanA aMtaHkaraNanI svabhAva vigerenI sugane to. pApI dharmAMne beSa dura na nAzA ke tenA tarapha dhIkkAranA varasAda na varasAvA paNa tenAmAM rahela zuddha tattvane nIhALe. manuSyanuM aMtaHkaraNa doSavALu aii tenA taraph yA tathA prema prakaTAvA ane bane te prakAre tene zuddha karavAnA prayatna kareA paNa tenA taraph suga rAkhI tene nirdo nahi. A pramANe padArtho ane aMta:karaNA zuddha rUpe jIA. cIDIA, krodhI, viSayI, leAbhI, zAkavALA, ridrIOM asatya svabhAva vALAne joi tenA pratye suga ke dhIkkArane na pragaTAve paNa tenA tara! premabhAva rAkhI tene zuddhi tattvavALA karavA prayatna sevA Anu nAmaja svacchatA che. aMtarathI sarvatra zuddhi ane nirmaLatAne zvetAM paramAtmAnA guNaneja maheNu karA ane parama tattvane prApta kare. OM zAMti zAMti. sAdhvIonI unnati saMbaMdhI ve bola. ( lekhaka. sAdhvIjI zivazrIjI. amadAvAda---pAMjarApALa. ) mahAprabhu zrI arihaMta paramAtmAe jaina zAsananA vijaya karavA, tene pravAhanI peDha pasAra karavA caturvidha sadhanI eTale sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka ane zrAvikA varganI tIrthane nAme sthApanA karelI che. vaLI zrAvaka zrAvikA temaja duniyAnA anya jIvAtuM bhalu karavA, temanI aihika jIMdagInu ( A bhavanuM ) AtmakalyANa karI pAra laikika jI MdagInu ( para bhava) bhalu karavA, temaja dharmanu zAsana caDhDhAvavA sAdhu sAdhvIonI sthApanA karelI che. sAdhu mahArAjAenA zira vizeSe karI mukhya rIte purUSa varganuM ne gaNu rIte strI vargatu temaja sarva jIAnA zAre mukhya rIte strI varganu temaja caitru rIte purUSa varganuM bhalu karavAnI karaja adA thaelI che. temaja zrAvaka tema zrAvikA vage sAdhu sAdhvIone jaina dharmanA siddhAMte bhaNavA gaNavAmAM madata karavI joie du vakhatamAM sArU jethI zAsananA udeAta thAya ane dharma`nI sArI prabhAvanA thAya. hAlanA
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________________ 246 buddhiprabhA. dhvIjIo e eka ghaNebhAge carcAno viSaya thaI paDyo che. keTalAka sudhArAnI himAyata karanAra varga evI dalIla gujAre che ke "sAdhvIjI mahArAje strI varganI unnati karavI joIe, temanA ( strIonA) AcAra vicAre upara uttama dharmanI chApa pADavI joIe, temane temanA dharmathI vAkepha karavI joIe, temanI pharajo temane batAvavI joIe, temane uMcA prakAranuM dharma tatvanuM jJAna ApavuM joIe, temane zuddha Arya mAtAonA saddaguNanA bhAjana karavI joIe, arthAta strI varganI dhArmika rIte unnati karavI joIe kAraNake strIo bhaviSyamAM putranI mAtA thavAnI che, temanA AcAra vicArane jJAnano vArase temanI saMtatine maLavAno che ane uttama saMtati eja dezanI dolata che. je strIo keLavAyelI haze te tenAM tanuje bahAdura naravIra ane siMhalakA nivaDaze ane je mUkha ajJAnI haze to tenAM saMtAna, bAyalAM, nAkauvatavAna ane pANI vinAnAM thaze mATe sAdhvIjIoe atyAre dhArmika AcAro ane vicArone kaTIbaddha thaine upadeza devo joie, jamAnAnusAra dharmanI unnati thAya tevI rIte vartavuM joIe, bahAra deza dezAvara temaja anya dharmonI pragati nihALavI joIe." AvI rItanI temanI dalIlane dhArmika sadAcAra ane vicAronI apekSAe huM sArI gaNuM chuM ane zrAvikA varganI dhArmika rIte unnati karavI e amAro dharma che ema huM samajuM chuM. tene huM sArI rIte anumodana ApuM chuM. ane jyAre tema thaze tyAre ja saMghanI unnati thaze arthAta zAsanano vijaya thaze ema mArUM mAnavuM paNa che ! paraMtu A sthaLe mAre jaNAvavuM joIe ke sAdhvIjIonI jJAna vRddhine mATe saMdhanA agra goe kAMI pagalAM bharyAM che ? tenA mATe kai yojanA ke sagavaDatA karI che ? zrAvaka zrAvikAo ghera paMDita ke mAstara rAkhI zIkhe paraMtu koie sAvaja mATe evA koIpaNa saMgina rUpamAM yojanAo karI che? kadAca kaMI kaMI sthaLe sagavaDa hoya che paraMtu te paNa ekaDA vinAnA mIMDA jevI ane te paNa javaleja mAlama paDe che. have sANIjIo pAsethI je tame AzA rAkhe temAM tame keTalA phatehamaMda nikale tenA savAlano nirNaya karavAno savAla huM vAcakavRMda samakSa mukuM chuM. keIpaNa jJAna vinA taryuM che? kAIpaNa unnatinI pragati jJAnanA abhAve thaI zake ? kuvAmAM hoya to havADAmAM Ave mATe prathama sAthIone jJAna saMpAdana karAvavAne vAste sagavaDa thavAnI jarUra che. jo te uttama prakAre karavAmAM Ave te saMghanI vizeSa prakAre unnati thavAno saMbhava che. sAdhanavina sAdhya thatuM nathI mATe prathama saMghanA agra gaNyAe ekatra maLI sAvIjIonI jJAna vRddhine arthe yojanAo karavI joIe, temane jJAnane abhyAsa karavAmAM pUrNa sahAya ApavI joie. koIpaNa vastunI TIkA karatAM pahelAM te TIkAnAM kAraNo tarapha kaTa pheravavI joIe. temanAmAM joIe te pramANamAM hAlanA jamAnAmAM AgamonuM paripUrNa jJAna nahi hevAthI dhAravA mujaba temanAthI zrAvikA varganI unnati nahI thaI zakati hoya to temAM doSa kono? prathama jJAnanuM sAdhana karo ane tenAM pariNAme rUDAM phaLa cAkho mATe mArI A dalIla upara saM. ghanA agrago, jevA ke vidvAna munirA tathA zrAvake lakSya kheMcaze, huM have amArI sAdhvIjIAne udezIne kahuM chuM ke dareka dareka sArIjIe eka bIjAnI sAthe saMpasapa haLImaLIne rahevuM joie ane jJAna khIlavavuM joIe. mukhyatve karIne duniyAnI samasta karI vanI unnatinI pharaja tamAre zira mukAyelI che mATe tamAre uraca prakAranuM jJAna khIlavavuM
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________________ sIene unnati sabaMdhI e mAla. 240 joie, dharmanA sUtra siddhAMtanuM sarasa rIte gugama pUrvaka pAna pAna karavu ee, havenA jamAne! jJAnanA che, ApaNAmAM thaI gaelI mahAna mahAn sAdhvIjIonA jJAna taradRSTi kare. temanA jIvananA kAryakrama nihAlA, temanI saMdhanI sevA ane cAritranI uttamatAnA khyAla kareA, AgaLanA vakhatamAM sAdhvIe je jJAna saMpAdana karatI hatI tevuM dAna atyAre ApaNA vargamAM kAi bhAgyeja dharAvatuM haze e ApaNane ghaNuM zaramabhareluM ane nIcu jevaDAvanAra che mATe have tamA tamArI pravRtti preravA. ApaNA vajJAnamAM bahu pachAta . jJAna vinA sArAsAra, grAhyagrAha, heya, rAya ane upAya zuM che te kema pArakhI zakAya ? mATe tamArA durmezanA siddhAMta jJAna meLavavAneAja rAkhe, tenuM ja parizIlana kare. kAipaNu khaTapaTamAM na paDatAM jJAna jJAnane jJAna eNja tamArA mudrA zaMkha rAkhA, temAMja rakta raheA. dezadeza vicarI sarve jaina khAnuAne dharmanA upa deza ApyA, temanA AcAra vicAra upara tamArA uttama jJAnanI chApa pADe!. temane atyArane adhama rIte cAlatA gRhasthadhama sudhare evI rIte dhama zailIe temane upadezade, kai e kaLI jJAna vinAnI lukhI kriyA karAvavAthI temanA uddhAra thavAno nathI. tamA jAte keLa vaNI lA ane temane zuddha zrAvikAo banAvo. anya dharmanI Io potAnA dharmane mATe keve bhagIratha prayatna kare che te tarapha tamArI najara pheravA. ekalA upAzrayamAM banatI khInAe temaja zrAvakAnA ghara khaTapaTanI paMcAtamAM lakSa na Ape. sUtranA arthanuM yitavana kare. ekalA gekhaNupaTTInA jJAnathI AtmAnuM yathArtha bhaluM thavAnuM nathI mATe sUtra siddhAMta a sAthe vicArA ane tenA abhyAsanA satkAra kareA, jethI ApaNe ApaNA peAtAnA AtmAnuM bhalu karI zakarAM ane zrAvako tathA zrAvikAone tArI zakIzuM, kApaNu prakAre nivRmi ke nakAmI vAte na karatAM sadhaLA vakhata jJAna prAptinA sAdhana arthe gALA. vakhatane oLakheA. vakhatanI kiMmata ghI amRzya che mATe prayatna zIla thAe, jene kAmanA hradaya kare!. munirAja zrI buddhisAgacchatA zabdamAM kahIe tAH~~ nathI navarA jarA rahevuM, jAta sevA bajAvAnI, karIne manu jJAnaja, badhAMnI dRSTi khulavavI. snehae. eka paLa varganuM -upAsaka varganu maLI che te ApaNe mATe ApaNA sAdhvIvage have zAsananA viSayamAM mA rahevu paNa janarAjanI bhakti vinA na javIe. ApaNA sAdhaka temaja ApaNA AtmAnuM sArthaka karavAnI ApaNune A uttama taka gumAvavI joitI nathI. tyAganuM kharUM kAraNu samajI AtmatatvanuM rahasya samajI sadhi sukhanA bhAtA thavu ane paramAtma pada varavA prayatna sevave eja ApanuM aMtima ane mukhya sArtyAbaMdu hovu joie. ApaNe tyAga te ApaNu ane samasta duniyAnA bhalA mATeja hovA joie na`i ke parapoMcAta ke amuka saMsArI jIvAnI khaTapAne mATe te nirmita havA joie. tyAganA mArgamAM rahIne jagatanuM kalyANuM karavA daSTi devI joie. zAsana rakSikAo, ApaNAmAM ne kai paNu adbhutAneA, mamatAnA, meTAinA chAMTA hoya te te ApaNe satvara dura karavA beie. cAritra mArganuM sArI rIte parizIlana karI zAsananA vijaya karavA oe. ApaNA tyAga te ApaNe! naciMtAmaNui tulya jainadharma dipA zrI kA ...... be ** -' AIN - -----
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________________ 248 buddhiprabhA phaLa karavA mATe che mATe mArI uparanI dIla upara sarva sAdhvIjIonu lakSya kheMcu chuM ane sadhanA agragaNya evA AyA sAdhune vina Mti karUdh sAdhvI ene bhaNavA mATe pAzAlA vagere vyavasthA mATe upadeza che ane sAdhvImAne lahuvA mATe amadAvAda, surata, pAlItANA pATaNa vagere sthaLe pAThazALAe sthApe. zrAvikAone kharA sudhArA sAdhvIonA hAthe thavAneA che. sAdhvIone bhaNAvavA mATe pAThazALAAnIyeAjanA kare. zrAvakA ane zrAvikAe A khAkhatapara vicAra calAvaze ane sAdhvIonI unnati mATe peAtAnAthI banatuM karaze eTalu kahI huM viramuM . kAma karavAnI rIta. ApaNe je kAMi karavAnuM che, te mana daine karavu kAma game teTalu kSullaka hAya, teApaNu ekavAra te hAthamAM lIdhuM, pachI ApaNAthI ane teTalu karIne te pAra pADavu ja joie. niSkALajIpaNAthI kAma karavAthI mANA manapara aniSTa pariNAma thAya che. kAma niSkALajIpuNe karavA karatAM teA te na karavuMja bahettara, niSkALajIpaNuAnI Teva ekavAra paDI, ke pachI te manuSyanA udaya kadI paNu thavAnA nahIM. kAma, pachI te ApaN TA ke bIjAnuM DhA, kSullaka hai| ke ati te uttama rIte karavuM. kAma karatAM, kAma karavAnI rIta ApaNane vadhu khAnamAM rAkho. mahatvanu hA, paNa mahatvanI che. nhAnAM nhAnAM dharagatu kAmai!, jevAM ke dharamAM ravacchatA rAkhavI, kapaDA~ lattAM * vyavasthA sara rAkhava, dareka cIja tenA niyama sthaLe rAkhavI, Adi kAmA kALajIpUrvaka ne niyama sara kare javAM. manuSyapara moTA prasa`ga paDeja tenI parIkSA thAya che tema nathI, eNkAda kSullaka kAma parathI pazu tenI parIkSA thAya che. kAmagIrI badala lavAjama kharAbara maLatuM nathI; eTalAja uparathI te mana daine ta karavu e gaDapaNu kahevAya. niSkALajIpaNuM kAmakaranAra ApaNuM peAtAnu bhayaMkara nukzAna kare che. pagAranA pramANamAM kAma vadhAre ANu karavu', enA jevuM bhulabhareluM kArya bIjI nathI, manuSyanI yAgyatA tenA maLatA pagAra para thatI nathI pazu te kAma kare che tenA para gaNAya che. kAma karavAnu te ApaNuM kartavya gaNIne karavAnu che ne tethI ApaNI unnatine mArga saraLa thAya che. devaLa paisAne ja khAtara kAma karanAra gulAmanI gaNatrImAM gaNAvAlAyaka che, paNu kAma karavAnI pratinI khAtara, agara kavya samajIne kAma karanAra ravataMtra manuSya udyAga karI, zasvI thai zake che. kAmanA sAme na zvetAM tamArI pharaja sAme ne tethI pUrve thaI gayelA mahAna puchyAnAM pagalAnI pAdarA tA. 25-9-12, jIvA, ne temAMja tana mana samarpInIzAnIe tamene jaDaroja, OM zAMti ! ! !
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________________ nakara leke mATe niyama 249 nokara loko mATe niyamo. laMDana zaheranA eka kArakhAnAmAM nokara loko mATe nIcenA niyamo chApIne caDhavAmAM AvyA hatA. te hiMdustAnanA lekonA lakSyamAM lAvavA lAyaka hovAthI ane ApA che. khoTuM lazo nahijyAre tyAre paNa kharI vAta amArA jANavAmAM Avaze ja tyAre pachI AvI rIte tamArU ne amAruM nukazAna karavAmAM zo phAyade ! corI karazo nahi! je manuSya bIjAnI corI kare che, te AgaLa upara tamArI corI karatAM bIze nahIM; evA mANasane amArA kArakhAnAmAM jagyA maLaze nahiM. ghaDIyALa tarapha jozo nahikAma tarapha juo, kevaLa kalAko purA karavA tarapha lakSya rAkhanAranA khisA bharAze nahi. je divasanI rAtri ane rAtrine dIvasa karaze tene cahero A naMdita raheze tema hamo karazuM. mahenata mATe mana mAna meM badalo tayAra che. tamArU pitAnuM kalyANa karavuM hoya te prathama hamArA kalyANano vicAra karo. tamArA pagAra vadhAravo hoya te, prathama hamArA na vadhavo joIe te lakSamAM rAkhe. to rAtre zuM kare che te jovAnuM mAruM kAma nathI. paNa rAtrInA uchuMkhalapaNAthI bIje divase kAmanI avyavasthA thatAM amone thavAnuM nukazAna, ne tethI tamane je nukazAna thaze, te aTakAvavAnuM kAma tamAruM hevAthI, tamone javAbadAra gaNIzuM. kArakhAnuM tamAruM che, paNa tame mAtra hamArA che. kArakhAnAne thayeluM nukazAna, te tamAraMja nukazAna samajo, nahita tamArUM nukazAna karavAnuM hame cukIzuM nahiM. bAlabaccAMnA bahAne pagAra vadhAravAnI tamArI arajI karatA pahelAM bAla baccAM vALa hamArAM dhaNu bALabaccane vicAra karavAnuM bhUlaze nahIM. tamArA vaDe hame-ne hamArA vaDe tama. e niyama pharaja bajAvatAM sudhIne mATeja che pachI nahi, bhrAtRbhAva. (lekhaka. muni buddhivijaya. amadAvAda. lavAranI pALa.) jyAre manuSyone athANuM eTale huM pada lAge che tyAre teo na karavAnuM karI bese che, heja kadAca je tenI lAgaNIne vaMsa thAya che te potAnA heja nukazAna badala sAmAnI havelI bALavAne vicAra karavAmAM tallIna thAya che. "vara maro ke kanyA maro paNa goranuM tarabhANuM bharo" enI peThe potAnuM mAnabhaMga thAya tenA lIdhe sAmAnuM hareka prakAre aniSTa takAse che. AvI huMpadapaNAnI mANasane dhUna lAge che tyAre tenuM anarthanA rUpamAM pari. jAma ApaNe anubhavIe chIe, mATe AvuM chuM pada TALavAne mATe dareka bhAtRbhAvano guNa khIlavavAnI jarUra che, kAraNa ke bhrAtRbhAva khIlyAthI dareka jIvone svAbha samAna che. khavAnuM mana thAya che. koInI paNa sAthe koI jAtanA vaira virodha yA adekhAInI lAgaNI upasthita thavAnuM sthAna maLatuM nathI ane sadA suleha zAMtimAM jethI divasa pasAra thAya che. asayA, kaleza, vigerenuM AcchAdana thavAthI sAtvika guNone pragaTIkaraNa thAya che.
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________________ 250 buddhiprabhA. AtmasvarUpanuM bhAna thAya che, tenI riddhinuM AravAdana thAya che ane tethI ahika tema pAralaukika chaMdagInuM sArthaka thAya che mATe je kaMI paNa divasa ane kaI paNa sthaLe manuSya sukhamAM jIvana nirgamana karavA dhAratA hoya te temaNe bhrAtRbhAva ucca pramANamAM khIlavavo joIe. je mAga sudhe hoya te raste cAlatA dareka pathikane sugama paDe che, paraMtu vAkAcu ke, galI kucIne kAMTA jhaDI vALo hoya te te vaTikane sulabha paDato nathI tevIja rIte dareka AdamInuM sAdhyabiMdu A jIvana nikAne saMsAra sAgarathI kema pAra utAravI eja hovuM joIe. huMpada, adekhAI, vArtha vRtti, kaleza rUpI kharAbA saMsAra sAgara taratAM naDe to tene brAtRbhAvarUpI prema pAyamAla karavA joIe ane jIvana naikAne saMsAra sAgaranI pAra utAravI joIe. mAtmavat sarvamUlu yaH ghaNAdi : pati. je potAnA AtmAnI samAna sarvene jue che te ja kharUM jue che. A umA vAkyanI samIpa lAvanAra brAtRbhAva che. bhrAtRbhAva khIlavanAre ravAryaparAyaNa thavuM joIe nahi kAraNa ke jyAM svArthane apAra pacheDe thayo tyAM pachI AMdhaLA mANasane jema prakAza nAma che-nirupayogI che tema te brAtRbhAvane pIchAnI zakatuM nathI. atyAre ghaNe nAga svArtha ane matalabIo jovAmAM Ave che. svAthI mANase hamezAM nIca, ela piTIA, ane halakA gaNAya che, mATe svArtha paNe tyAgavuM joie. pANI Apane pAya bhaluM bhejana dIje, AvI namAve zIza daMDavata koDe kIje. AvI rIte je upakAra thayo hoya tenA pratikuLamAM tene dazaghaNe upakAra kare. kharI sAjapAnI, dAkSiNyatAnI, ane umadAnI tevIja valaNa hovI joIe. vaLI bhAtRbhAva khIlavavAmAM sahanazIlatA ane upakAra buddhi bahuja jarUranAM che. saMpa vadhAravAmAM pA paraspara premanI sAMkaLa joDavAmAM sahanazIlatAnI khAsa jarUra che. koI vakhata ke sarvene phAyadA kAraka evuM icchita kArya sAthe maLI upADyuM. temAM vakhate keI naMdAI ke luccAI kare te te vakhate tenA sAmuM lakSya karI Icchita kArya karavA pratija lakSya parAvavuM, nahIM te pachI kalANAe karyuM ne phalANue na karyuM evI nyAya anyAyanI bhAjagaDamAM " be bIlADIone vAMdarAnI jema " navA prasaMga Ave. mATe kadAca kAcha aMdara kRtanI nivaDe te tenA upara upakAra draSTithI jovuM ane tenA badala je kaMi vadhu be paDe te upADavo eja kharI sahanazIlatA che. saMpa karavAmAM sahanazIla tAne guNa agatyano bhAga bhajave che. atyAre ApaNe joizuM to ApaNane jaNAze ke ApaNAmAM je azAMtinuM vAdaLa chavAI rahyuM che, sai sarakhI vahelamAM besavA jAya che, pai. sAnuM pUrNa jesamAM pANI thAya che, jJAnanI temaja jJAnInI kiMmata aMkAtI nathI, kartavyanI buja nathI ke prati didaM t e amuka vyaktine mudrAlekha lAge che. Ama thavAnuM kAraNa zuM ? mane te te sahanazIlatAnA guNanI khAmI sivAya bIjuM kaMI lAgatuM nathI kAraNake sahanazIlatA hoya che teja moTuM mana rahe che, ane guhAnI kSamA apAya che. kSamAguNane je koI paNa khIlavanAra vastu hoya to te sahanazIlatAneja guNa che. A guNanI Adhunika samayamAM ghaNI ja khAmI che. kSamA eja vIra purUSAnuM bhUSaNa che,
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________________ bAtRbhAva, 25 A guNa khIlavAthI saMpa vadhI zake che eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu manuSya tethI karI ghaNuM va* khata sAhasa karatAM bace che, keIe kaMI mane duHkhAya evuM karyuM ke kahyuM ke karAyuM ke keIne kaMI karatAM dekhyuM, ke tarata mANasano pitta uchaLI jAya che ane na karavAnuM kArya sAhasa buddhithI derAI karI de che ane tethI karI tene pazcAtApane zaraNa thavuM paDe che ne nukazAnanA khADAmAM utaravuM paDe che paraMtu jo tene potAnI aMdara sahanazIlatAne guNa khIlavyo hoya to te ekadama pitAnA turaMga ne satkAra na ApatAM te saMbaMdhI thaDe vakhata vicAra karavAnI taka levI ne pachI kAryane ucita karavuM hoya te karavuM. AvI rIte sAhasapaNAne tyajavAne paNa sahanazIlatAne guNa dhAraNa karavA yogya che. sAhasa karavAthI premabhAva,--matrI bhAva, bhrAtRbhAva guTe che e jaga prasiddha vAta che. sA. hasa mATe kavIzvara dalapattarAma kahe che ke, sAhasa kAma karyo thakI hAya harSane nAza mATe ayogya sAhasana tyAga karavAne sahana zIlatAno guNa khIlavo joIe. vaLI sahanazIlatAne guNa khIlavavAthI krAdhapara jaya meLavI zakAya che. ke e evI vastu che ke jema dAvAnaLa thavAthI saghaLuM vana baLI jAya che temaja mANasane ke thavAthI tenI saghaLI AtmasaMpatio nAza pAme che ane prIti upara pANI pherave che. AtmasaMpattio zAMtinA guNathI khIle che ane krodhathI bane che tethI karI zarIra paNa dhIkatune dhIkatuM rahe che kAraNa ke krodha uSNatAne bhaje che ane jyAM uSNatA hoya tyAM zItalatAna chaTe paNa kayAMthI saMbhavI zake. jyAM zItalatA nA hoya, citta sadAya rakhatuM hoya to tevA manuSyanA prasaMgamAM AvanAra anya manuSyane kayAMthI zAMti maLI zake, mATe krodhano jaya karavAmAM ne bhrAtRbhAvanI vRddhi karavAmAM sahanazIlatAno guNa khIlavo joIe. gAma khAvAthI sahanazIlatAnA guNanI prApti thAya che. gama khAvAne mATe zAstrakAre vaNuka buddhine prAdhAnyapada ApyuM che. tenA mATe sAdhAraNa nice mujaba ukti che. AgaLa buddhi vANIo, pAchaLa buddhi brahma, tarata buddhi tarakaDe te gode mAre gama. gama khAvI eTale ke IpaNa anicchita kAryAraMbhe vastuno AghAta thatAM ekadama tene amalamAM mukavA kozIza na karavI paraMtu te upara dIrdhadaSTithI vicAra karI tene amala kare tene gama khAvI kahe che. gama khAvAmAM ghaNo ja phAyado che. vakhate temAMthI na dhAre lAbha paNa maLe che. mATe kaI vakhata koIpaNa lAgaNIne AghAta thatAM tarakSaNe tenA upAya na jatAM tenA upara vicAra karavo ane te je samajazaktimAM na Ave tema hoya to anyasata ane vidvAnanI salAha laI tata mujaba amala karavo. Ama karavAthI bhUlane pAtra thatAM aTakI javAya che. ApaNAmAM sAdhAraNa kahevata che ke aNI cukayo se varSa jIve. AmAM keTalo badho gUDhArtha che ke te tenA upara vicAra karanArane ke tene anubhava karanArane sArI rIte parakhAya ema che. dareka gamagInInA prasaMgamAM ke akasmAtanA prasaMgamAM gama khAvAnI Teva pADavI jethI vakhate bhrAtRbhAvamAM vikSepa thAya nahi. vaLI upakAra karavAthI, dAna devAthI paNa bhrAtRbhAva vadhI zake che. eka kutaro paNa e an u in S S S AInI - 100 - - *** : 25
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________________ para muddhiprabhA. manuSya upara UpakAra karanArane to tenu krama kuLa na maLe ? alabata A sthaLe eTaluM kahe. vu' ucita che ke kadAca kASTa kRtaghnI mAjIsa hAya ne upakAranA badale apakAra kare pazu tethI upakAra karanAre to te khAbata alakSyaja karavuM ane peAtAnI upakAra vRttimAM kApaNa jAtanA aTakAva karavA nahi kAraNa ke jema khetaramAM nAMkhelA dANuA ugI nIkaLe che temaja suryeAnAM mULa keTalIka vakhata drazyape tenA pratikULamAM nathI mAlama paDatAM ema lAge che paraMtu upakAra karanAre niSkAma buddhithIja upakAra karavA joie ane jenA upara ucca upakAra thAya che. teNe haMmezAM huM mArA upakArIne badale kayAre vALu evI bhAvanA rAkhavI joie. AthIja karI ubhayanuM eTale upakArI ane jainA upara upakAra thayA Dema tenu anyAnya bhalu thAya che. upakAra e sapaddhimAM dhaNAja agatyanA bhAga bhajave che mATe bhrAtRbhAva khIlavanAre huMmezAM upakAra karavAnI vRtti rAkhavI, upara mujaba bhAtRbhAva vadhAravAnAM ghaNAM kAraNe che. je kASTapaNuM kAmanuM ke dezanuM badhuM vA mAgatA hai! tA eka bIjAnI sAthe bhrAtRbhAvaja khIlave. badhuM ! tethIja ApaNuM kalyANa thavAnuM che. bhrAtRbhAvanA sabaMdhamAM nIcenI ukti NIja prasabhya che. amAne tamA samA jAti amene tameA samAjJAti, pazupa'khI amArAM che, amArAM te tamArAM che; nahi ke kAinuM vairI, nahI' kA kAnu jherI, sahu jIva mitra mArA che mamatva bhAva visAryoM che. zrImad muddhisAgarajI AvI rIte jyAre duniyAnA sarve jIve upara bhrAtRbhAva khIlaze, mAza tArAnA bhedane dezavaTo maLaro, svAsthyavRttinI saMkocatA thaze, sahanazIlatA, paropakAra, yA vRttinuM prAdhAnya thaze tyAreja ApeApa sarve AvA premanI sAMkaLamAM joDAro mATe jema ane tema uparanA sadguNA khIlavAnI dareka badhuoe kAziza karavI joie. amArA pavitra munirAjAne be pahelu kAipazu kAma karavAnu... hAya ! te Aja che. dharanA thAMbhalA majamuta haze te imArata sArIrIte TakIzakaze paraMtu pAMca thAMbhalAmAM che saDI gaelA haze te imAratanA AvaradA thADI thaze tema sa MdhanA tamAma stabha rUpa agragaNyAmAM saMpa karAvavAnI kaeNziza kare ane temane arasaparasa premanI sAMkaLamAM joDe. maitrIbhAva thayA vinA kArya pazu deza samAjanuM bhalu thayuM koI divasa sAMbhaLyuM che ? are sAMbhaLyu te nahi paNa tene raNakAra| mAtra paNa ane paDayA che ? evu kAi batAvI zakaze ? hAthanI pAMca AMgaLIe bhegI thAya che te ke LI karI khavAya che paNa je eka bIjI lAMbI TukAnA vAdamAM paDe te khAnAranI zI dazA thAya tene teAla karavAne vAMcaka samakSa sAMpu chuM. alakhata tema karavAmAM muzIbatA paDaze e udhADu che ane e paNa khulluM che ke sahana karyAM vagara sa pa paNa durlabha che, mATe rAve teTalI mahenatanA bhAge paNa amArA mahAna yunirAne saMdhamAM saMpa karAvaze. dAI ka! sAthe laine AvyuM nathI tema sAthe lei javAnuM nathI. khAMdhI muDIe AvI udhADI mukIe javAnu che. phakta puNya, pApa, mAna, apamAna eja sAthe lei javAnu che, naSTa thatI dareka mAtA karaze ane svaparata AtmakalyANa thAya tevA upAyo -
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________________ navina varSanA divya sadaro. 253 meAjaze jethI kaleza TaTAmAdi agnine taNukhA zAMtilathI mujhAi jaze ane sarve e krayatAmAM joDAze. meTAe meTAi mAravAnI nathI paNa cheTA thavuM' joie kAraNa ke---- laghutA seM prabhutA vadhe, prabhutA seM prabhu dUra; kIDI cuna cuna khAi, gaja zIra DAle dhULa. mATe hamezAM IMTAthIja moTAjI maLe che. kaI meTA bhA kahevaDAvAthI ke tema karavA. nA prapaMce racavAthI meTAi kadI maLatI nathI, zAMtatA, namratA, ane laghutAthIja prabhutA prApta thAya che mATe dareka jaina bane temaja munirAjone vijJapti ke eka bIjAnI sAthe arasaparasa sapasa pIne rahevu ane jainazAsananA vijaya karavA eja ApaNaeN aMtima sA dhyAbaduM rAkhavuM. OM zAMti zAMti. navina varSano divya saMdezo. ( pAdarA kara. ) arUNe DekANe kIdhuM, cIrI nA patha sunerI; kahvA saMdezA mIThI, madhurA A navA varSe ! nanA ramya ughAne, aminAM biMduDa harajo; uSA AthA bharI relA, amAro divya saMdazo ! hRdaya viSNuA ameAline, r sudevi" sAravA " karI suY=AmaLa agulI relA, madhurA divya AlApa ! tamArI baMsarI mAMhe, haMmezAM jAmo daivi; zraddAvi "nAM mIThAM gAne, sudhA varSAvatAM tamapara ! <: tamArA Ama "ne unnata, la iva jJAna "nI karo. pratitI tatvanI hAze. "R" tI zraddhA..
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________________ 254 buddhiprabhA. paDe saMkaSTanI zreNi, sukhanA DuMgarA Ave; dhare samabhAva aMtaramAM, prabhuno mArga sAco e. sadA " sara " dharanArA; kuzaLa je " mukti mAja" nA; tamArA " mA " ne ujavaLa, kare evA " " maLaje ! vivAda hezabhara ho, sadA " hArama virAnA " tripuTI " he deva Adi, " sadAe dhArane samajI ! varI lalima ane vidyA, vijayanI mALa vahArI; nitIne dharmanA pahA. mubAraka he ! mubAraka che ! "napura mA navA varSe laho AtmIka sau sukhaDA, prabhunA paMthamAM vahe, mama irAi haze." pAdarA. zarad purNimA 3 ratiH rAtaH sAraM te ApaNuM. (lI. madhukara ) mahenata ane vicAramahenatanA pratApathIja mANasanA vicAre majabUta ane anukaraNIya bane che. zAne mATe vAMcavuM ! koInI virUddha bolavA mATe ke keIne khoTA pADavA mATe na vAMce, temaja ekAda vAta mAnI levA mATe athavA bharUse mukavA mATe na vAMce paNa barAbara tela karavA ane vicAra karavA mATe va. gaMbhIratA, jyAre namratA ane dayAbhAva e mananI gaMbhIratA che tyAre mItAhArapaNuM ane svacchatA tananI gaMbhIratA che,
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________________ sAra te ApaNuM. Rpapa - nija nAma thAya mAtamAM e mavaza paNa meTe avaguNa-nIlA, niMdA karanArAothI te sadA dUra ja raheje. te moTAmAM moTo avaguNa che; khAIne sArI salAha ApavAno vakhata Ave to tevI taka kadI cUkatA nahIM, paNa jarUra te upara amala karI sIdhe mArga batAvajo. bhaluM kare. je tamArI eka aDacaNathI bIjAnuM bhaluM thatuM hoya te aDacaNa khusIthI khama. ane Atmabhega ApatAM zIkhaje, arthAt bIjAnA sukha mATe tamArI pharaja bajAvavA tatpara rahe che. mANasane amulya khorAka lavuM sAruM te che paNa tenA karatAM cUpakIdI-khAsa karIne guse Ape te veLAzanerI ane mAnabharI che, kAraNa gama khAvI e aNucIMtavyA duHkhane dUra karavAne saraLa upAya che, arthAta eka bhalA mANasane khorAka gura che. anubhavIo kahe che ke, bahu bolavAthI paratA thAya che jyAre cupakIdI akhatyAra karyAthI salAmatI sacavAya che. bIjAnA durgaNe jevA, je durNa ApaNe bIjAmAM joIe chIe teja dufNe ApaNA pitAmAM rahIne ApaNI tarapha joI hase che. vipatti vakhate hIMmata, kebI AvatI ApatI-vipatti ke Aphata vakhate AgamacathI dhAstI rAkhI tamArA haiyAne hIMcakArUM banAvatA nahIM paNa hame temAM umeda rAkhazo ke je hIMmatathI tamo AvatI Aphata sAme majabutIthI laDI zakaze samarAditya nArAsa upasthI. (lekhaka munimANeka kalakattA ) ( anusaMdhAna gatAMka sAtamAnA pAne thI.) kamane saMbaMdha, kadI. nAzIne keI jAze vanamAM rahe pahADamAM eha guNI janemAM vaLI guMtharo citamAM je upAyo te e bhogave lekha kameM lakhAyo ! lagna e gRharane pavitra kArya che, kAraNa ke je kanyA atyAra sudhI mAbApane Ama5 hatI te have uMmaralAyaka thavAthI tathA pati pratye satinA dharma kevA che tathA patimAM pramadAne saMbhALavA mATe kevA guNo joIe tathA saMsAramAM joDAtAM keTalAM kaSTa sahana karavA paDaze tathA patinAM mAtApitA bhAibhojAI naNaMdamitro sAthe kema vartavuM te samajavAnI zakita AvyA pachI jyAre cAyavara pathama bApa che.gaIpI . .. -...'
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________________ buddhiprabhA SamAM salAha laI tenI sAthe tenuM lagna kare che. mAbApa paNa vilakSaNa tathA duniyAnA bela jepalA hevAthI te bALikAnI jIMdagI bhaviSyamAM kema sudhara tathA te sAsare jaI pitA nI AbarU kema vadhAre tathA potAnI bAlikAne saMbhALavAnI zakti tenA patimA tathA temanA upara yogya prIti tathA dAba rAkhavAnI zakti hoya tevA lAja maryAdAvALA sukhI kuTuMbamAM ja pitAnI kanyA paraNAve che tethI te kanyAnuM lagna thayA pachI sAsare sArI rIte rahI zake che tathA paraNanAra pati pitAnI te kanyA pratye kevI pharaja che te paNa sArI rIte samaje mATe lagna vakhate mATI dhAmadhuma karavAmAM Ave che. rAjane gAdIe besADavAmAM jevI krIyA keTalAka divasa pahelA karavAmAM Ave che tevI sArA muhurtathI te lagnanA divasa sudhI tene gheraghera gheDe besADI padharAmaNI karAvI bheTa ApI bahumAna kare che tathA lagnanA divase vidhipU rvaka abhiSeka ( snAna) karI sArA vastrAlaMkAre zaNagArI hAre mANasa pAchaLa rahI tene mokhare ghoDA upara besADI paraNavA laI jAya che jenA moDhA AgaLa madhura svare vAja vAge che, mAthA upara chatra dharAya che, cAmara viMjAya che. bhATa birUdAvaLI bole che ane pu. rUSa varganA pachavADe strIo dhavaLamaMgaLanAM gIta gAya che. lagna vakhate kanyAne paNa teja pramANe snAna karAvI vastrAlaMkAre zaNagArI taiyAra rAkhe che. vara AvatAM sAsu pAMkhIne gharamAM padharAve che. cerImAM tathAM devI AgaLa je kriyA karavAnI hoya te karIne pachI yathAzakti kanyAne bApa jamAIne tathA dIkarIne dAna Ape che tathA varano bApa putra vadhu ne dAna Ape che. pachI kanyAne patinA ghare kanyAnAM mAbApa pati sAthe zIkhAmaNa ApI mokalAve che tathA teja zaheramAM lagna thayuM hoya to tyAMsudhI vevaLAvI pAchAM Ave che. A kriyA eka nATakanA tamArA jevI nathI paNa pratijJA pUrvaka vacanathI. pati te kanyAne pALavA mATe tathA sArA raste caDAvavA mATe baMdhAyelo che tevI ja rIte kanyAe pitAnI saghaLI bALa ceSTA tyAgI patinI tathA sAsu sasarAnI AjJA pALI pitAnI AbarU vadhAravAnI che-A lagnakriyA ahIM A kALamAM RSabhadevanA samayathI zarU thaI che te pahelAM pagalika dharma cAlate ane Idra jANI devAMganA e temAM bhAga lIdho hato ane rUSabhadevathI A janadharma zarU thae hevAthI jaina lagnavidhi prathama zarU thaelI saMbhave che te jenee lagnavidhi karyA pachI pote koI paNa jagyAe durAcAra seve te potAnA dharmanuM apamAna kareluM - NAya tethI uttama jeno svapane paNa paradAra ke vezyA ke kuMvArI ke vidhavAne saMga vAMchatA nathI paNa potAnI paraNelI premadAmAMja rasaddhivinA parvatithi tyAgI te saMsAra seve che te A lokamAM AbarU meLave che ane paralekamAM sadgati meLave che. tevI rIte dareka sthaLe lagna vidhi pUrvIja pramANika purathI zarU thaelI hevAthI te pramANe temanA anuyAyio cAlI maryAdAmAM rahe che. tema pUrNacaMdra rAjAe paNa guNasenakumArane yogya umare AvelA je tene regya kanyAdhI moTA utsavathI paraNAvela hatuM ane potAnI paraNelI premadAne te saMtoSa Apate joI tenAmAM patnI mAphaka prajAne pazu pALavAnI yogyatA AvI che tema joI potAnI aMta avasthAmAM rAjA dharma ArAdhanA karavAne taiyAra thaI pite rAjabhAra - mAM prajAne saMbhALavAne sarva adhikAra putrane meM jethI gusenakumAra have gaNuseja mahArAja tarIke lokamAM oLakhAvA lAgyo hato.