Samaz se Prapta Bramhacharya Uttararddh

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Aradhana Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/030110/1

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dAdA bhagavAna kathita samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha)

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dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita samajha se prApta brahmacarya ( uttarArdha) mUla gujarAtI saMkalana : DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna hindI anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa XX

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samarpaNa vikarAla viSayAgni meM dina-rAta jalate; are re! avadazA phira bhI usI meM vicarate! saMsAra ke paribhramaNa ko saharSa svIkArate; aura pariNAma svarUpa du:kha anaMta bhugatate! dAvA qarArI, mizracetana-saMga cukAte; anaMta Atmasukha ko viSaya bhoga se vimukhate! viSaya ajJAna Tale, jJAnI se 'jJAna' milate hI; 'dRSTi' nirmalatA kI kuMjiyA~ milate hI! 'mokSagAmI' ke lie - brahmacArI yA vivAhita; zIla kI samajha se mokSa pada karavAte prApta! aho! nigraMthajJAnI kI vANI kI adbhutatA; anubhavI vacana nigraMtha pada taka pahu~cAtA! mokSa patha para vicarate 'zIla pada' kI bhAvanA karate; vItarAga cAritra ke bIja-aMkura vikasita karate! aho! brahmacarya kI sAdhanA ke lie nikalI; AMtara bAhya ulajhanoM ke sat hala batAtI! jJAna vANI kA yaha saMkalana, 'samajha brahmacarya' kI hai detA; AtmakalyANArthe 'yaha', mahAgraMtha jagacaraNa samarpitA!

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| trimaMtra vartamAnatIrthakara .. zrIsImaMdharasvAmI | namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM namo uvajjhAyANaM namo loe savvasAhUNaM eso paMca namukkAro, savva pAvappaNAsaNo maMgalANaM ca savvesiM, paDhamaM havai maMgalam 1 OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya 2 OM namaH zivAya 3 jaya saccidAnaMda kAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho,

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'dAdA bhagavAna' kauna ? jUna 1958 kI eka saMdhyA kA karIba chaH baje kA samaya, bhIr3a se bharA sUrata zahara kA relve sTezana, pleTaphArma naM. 3 kI beMca para baiThe| zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela rUpI dehamaMdira meM kudaratI rUpa se, akrama rUpa meM, kaI janmoM se vyakta hone ke lie Atura 'dAdA bhagavAna' pUrNa rUpa se prakaTa hue| aura kudarata ne sarjita kiyA adhyAtma kA adbhuta Azcarya / eka ghaMTe meM unheM vizvadarzana huaa| 'maiM kauna? bhagavAna kauna? jagat kauna calAtA hai? karma kyA? mukti kyA?' ityAdi jagat ke sAre AdhyAtmika praznoM ke saMpUrNa rahasya prakaTa hue| isa taraha kudarata ne vizva ke sammukha eka advitIya pUrNa darzana prastuta kiyA aura usake mAdhyama bane zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, gujarAta ke carotara kSetra ke bhAdaraNa gA~va ke pATIdAra, kaoNnTraikTa kA vyavasAya karanevAle, phira bhI pUrNatayA vItarAga puruSa! 'vyApAra meM dharma honA cAhie, dharma meM vyApAra nahIM', isa siddhAMta se unhoMne pUrA jIvana bitaayaa| jIvana meM kabhI bhI unhoMne kisIke pAsa se paisA nahIM liyA, balki apanI kamAI se bhaktoM ko yAtrA karavAte the| unheM prApti huI, usI prakAra kevala do hI ghaMToM meM anya mumukSu janoM ko bhI ve AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the, unake adbhuta siddha hue jJAnaprayoga se| use akrama mArga khaa| akrama, arthAt binA krama ke, aura krama arthAt sIr3hI dara sIr3hI, kramAnusAra Upara cddh'naa| akrama arthAt liphTa mArga, zaoNrTa kaTa ve svayaM pratyeka ko 'dAdA bhagavAna kauna?' kA rahasya batAte hue kahate the ki "yaha jo Apako dikhate haiM ve dAdA bhagavAna nahIM hai, ve to 'e.ema.paTela' hai| hama jJAnIpuruSa haiM aura bhItara prakaTa hue haiM, ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiN| dAdA bhagavAna to caudaha loka ke nAtha haiN| ve Apa meM bhI haiM, sabhI meM haiN| ApameM avyakta rUpa meM rahe hue haiM aura 'yahA~' hamAre bhItara saMpUrNa rUpa se vyakta hue haiN| dAdA bhagavAna ko maiM bhI namaskAra karatA huuN|"

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nivedana AtmavijJAnI zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, jinheM loga 'dAdA bhagavAna' ke nAma se bhI jAnate haiM, unake zrImukha se adhyAtma tathA vyavahAra jJAna saMbaMdhI jo vANI nikalI, usako rikaoNrDa karake, saMkalana tathA saMpAdana karake pustakoM ke rUpa meM prakAzita kiyA jAtA haiN| jJAnIpuruSa saMpUjya dAdA bhagavAna ke zrImukha se adhyAtma tathA vyavahArajJAna saMbaMdhI vibhinna viSayoM para nikalI sarasvatI kA adbhuta saMkalana isa AptavANI meM huA hai, jo naye pAThakoM ke lie varadAnarUpa sAbita hogii| prastuta anuvAda meM yaha vizeSa dhyAna rakhA gayA hai ki vAcaka ko dAdAjI kI hI vANI sunI jA rahI hai, aisA anubhava ho, jisake kAraNa zAyada kucha jagahoM para anuvAda kI vAkya racanA hindI vyAkaraNa ke anusAra truTipUrNa laga sakatI hai, paraMtu yahA~ para Azaya ko samajhakara par3hA jAe to adhika lAbhakArI hogaa| jJAnI kI vANI ko hindI bhASA meM yathArtha rUpa se anuvAdita karane kA prayatna kiyA gayA hai| prastuta pustaka meM kaI jagahoM para koSThaka meM darzAye gae zabda yA vAkya parama pUjya dAdAzrI dvArA bole gae vAkyoM ko adhika spaSTatApUrvaka samajhAne ke lie likhe gae haiN| jaba ki kucha jagahoM para aMgrejI zabdoM ke hindI artha ke rUpa meM rakhe gae haiN| dAdAzrI ke zrImukha se nikale kucha gujarAtI zabda jyoM ke tyoM iTAliksa meM rakhe gae haiM, kyoMki una zabdoM ke lie hindI meM aisA koI zabda nahIM hai, jo usakA pUrNa artha de ske| hAlAMki una zabdoM ke samAnArthI zabda artha ke rUpa meM koSThaka meM aura pustaka ke aMta meM bhI diye gae haiN| anuvAda saMbaMdhI kamiyoM ke lie Apase kSamAprArthI haiN|

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(dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA prakAzita pustakeM hindI 1. jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna 23. prema 2. sarva du:khoM se mukti 24. ahiMsA 3. karma kA siddhAMta 25. pratikramaNa 4. Atmabodha 26. pApa-puNya 5. aMtaHkaraNa kA svarUpa 27. karma kA vijJAna 6. jagata kartA kauna ? 28. camatkAra 7. bhugate usI kI bhUla 29. vANI, vyavahAra meM... 8. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 30. paisoM kA vyavahAra 9. TakarAva TAlie 31. pati-patnI kA divya vyavahAra 10. huA so nyAya 32. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA 11. ciMtA vyavahAra 12. krodha 33. samajha se prApta brahmacarya 13. maiM kauna hU~? 34. nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa 14. vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 35. kleza rahita jIvana 15. mAnava dharma 36. guru-ziSya 16. sevA-paropakAra 37. AptavANI - 1 17. trimaMtra 38. AptavANI - 3 18. bhAvanA se sudhare janmojanma 39. AptavANI - 4 19. dAna 40. AptavANI - 5 20. mRtyu samaya, pahale aura pazcAt 41. AptavANI - 6 21. dAdA bhagavAna kauna ? 42. AptavANI - 8 22. satya-asatya ke rahasya 43. samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) * dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA gujarAtI bhASA meM bhI kaI pustakeM prakAzita huI hai| vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org para se bhI Apa ye sabhI pustakeM prApta kara sakate haiN| * dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA hara mahIne hindI, gujarAtI tathA aMgrejI bhASA meM "dAdAvANI" maigez2Ina prakAzita hotA hai|

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saMpAdakIya pA~ca hI viSaya haiM, phira bhI unakI pakar3a na jAne kaisI avagAr3ha hai ki anaMtakAla se usakA aMta hI nahIM A rahA ? ! kyoMki pratyeka viSaya ke phira anaMtAnaMta paryAya haiM ! usa pratyeka paryAya meM se mukta hogA, taba viSaya meM se chUTegA aura mokSa hogaa| lekina viSaya 'AtmajJAna' ke binA sarvAMzarUpa se nirmUla hogA hI kaise? aura AtmajJAna kI prApti kahA~ sarvakAla sulabha hotI hai? phira anaMta kAla bIta jAe phira bhI isakA 'enDa' AegA kyA ? ! vaha to jaba pratyakSa 'jJAnIpuruSa' se bheMTa ho jAe, taba unase saMprApta AtmajJAna se hI isa viSaya ke jhaMjhaTa kA aMta AegA ! jisa viSaya ko jItane ke lie prAcInakAla ke RSi-muni ghora tapazcaryA karate the, phira bhI jo duSkara hotA thA, vahI brahmacarya Aja isa kAla meM adbhuta 'akramavijJAna' dvArA zIghratA se sahaja sAdhya ho gayA hai! yaha 'akramavijJAna' eka aisA adbhuta vijJAna hai ki jo mokSamArga meM vivAhitoM ko bhI eDamiT karatA hai / itanA hI nahIM lekina usa mArga meM TheTha pUrNAhuti taka pahu~cAtA hai ! hA~, vivAhita logoM ko yaha vijJAna mAtra 'jaisA hai vaisA' samajha lenA hai ! tamAma zAstroM ne, tamAma jJAnIpuruSoM ne mokSamArga meM Age bar3hane ke lie, Atma svarUpa kI anubhUti ke dvAra taka pahu~cane ke lie tathA jagat ke sarva baMdhanoM se mukta hone ke lie 'sarva saMga parityAga' kI anivAryatA ke bAre meM kahA hai, lekina isa 'akramavijJAna' ne eka nayA hI mArga batAyA hai ki strI kA saMga-prasaMga hone ke bAvajUda bhI asaMga AtmAnubhava kiyA jA sake, aisA hai ! isa 'akramavijJAna' kI gaharI samajha ke mAdhyama se vivAhita bhI puruSArtha aura parAkrama dvArA mokSamArga meM jAgRti kI parAkASThA taka pahu~ca sakeM, aisA hai ! virale hI yaha siddhi siddha kara sakeM, aisA hone ke bAvajUda bhI isa kAla meM kitane hI vivAhita loga prakaTa 'jJAnIpuruSa' parama pUjya dAdAzrI ke satsaMga aura sAnidhya meM 'samajha' prApta karake AtmA ke spaSTavedana kI anubhUti prApta karane ke paMtha para prayANa kara rahe haiN| 8

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saMsAra meM lakSmI-strI-putrAdi ke sAtha ke sarva vyavahAra pUrvavat rahane ke bAvajUda bhI AtmajJAna meM rahakara, AtmA ke aspaSTavedana meM se spaSTavedana kI ora jAne kA puruSArtha 'pratyeka svarUpajJAnI' ke lie icchA karane yogya hai! aura isa 'akramavijJAna' dvArA, vaha mahAna siddhi sAdhya ho sake, aisA hai| aisA yaha sIdhA-sAdA aura sarala akrama mArga jise mahA-mahA puNyodaya se prApta huA ho, use to yaha eka janma pUrNAhuti karane meM hI bitA denA cAhie, anyathA assI haz2Ara varSoM taka mokSamArga to kyA lekina jahA~ 'rileTiva' dharma bhI rUMdha jAnevAlA hai, vahA~ mokSa kI kitanI AzA rakhI jA sakatI hai?! strI parigraha aura strI pariSaha hone ke bAvajUda bhI usase aparigrahI aura pariSaha mukta huA jA sake, usake lie parama pUjya dAdAzrI ne sIdhI, sarala aura sarvasAdhya dizA dikhAI hai| usa 'dizA' ko 'phaoNlo' karanevAloM ke lie usa dizA ke pratyeka 'mAila sTona' ko prastuta graMtha meM spaSTa karake batAyA gayA hai, tAki mokSapathika kahIM bhI gumarAha nahIM ho! prakaTa 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA 'akramavijJAna' aisA nahIM kahatA ki viSaya ko chor3a do, lekina nirvikAra-anAsakta svabhAvI AtmasvarUpa kI ora kI dRSTi prApta hone ke pariNAmasvarUpa 'khuda' ko viSaya se virakta banAkara svabhAva dazA meM ramaNatA karavAnevAlA banatA hai! choTA aura sarala, AsAna aura ati, ati, ati sarala mArga aise dUSamakAla ke jIvoM ke lie aMtima tAraka 'liphTa' isa kAla meM 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke sAnidhya meM udaya meM AI hai| anaMta bAra alpasukha ke lAlaca meM viSaya ke kIcar3a meM sanA, lathapatha huA, garka ho gayA phira bhI usameM se bAhara nikalane ko mana nahIM hotA, yaha bhI eka Azcarya (!) hai na! jo vAstava meM isa kIcar3a meM se bAhara nikalanA cAhate haiM, lekina mArga nahIM milane ke kAraNa jabarana pha~sa gae haiM! aise loga ki jinheM sirpha chaTane kI hI tIvra icchA hai, unheM to 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA yaha 'darzana' naI hI dRSTi dekara sAre pha~sAva meM se mukti dilAnevAlA bana jAtA hai! mana-vacana-kAyA kI tamAma saMgI kriyAoM meM sarvathA asaMgatA ke

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anubhava kA pramANa akramavijJAna prApta vivAhita logoM ne siddha kiyA hai| ve bhI mokSamArga kI prApti karake AtyaMtika kalyANa sAdha sakate haiN| 'gRhasthAzrama meM mokSa!' yaha virodhAbhAsI lagatA hai, phira bhI saiddhAMtika vijJAna dvArA vivAhitoM ne bhI mokSamArga pAyA hai, aisI haqIqata pramANabhUta sAkAra huI hai| arthAt 'gRhastha jIvana mokSamArga meM bAdhaka nahIM hai!' usakA koI pramANa to hogA na? usa pramANa ko prakAzamAna karanevAlI vANI uttarArdha ke khaMDa-1 meM saMkalita huI hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' se svarUpajJAna prApta vivAhitoM ke lie ki jo viSayavikAra pariNAma aura AtmapariNAma kI sImArekhA kI jAgRti ke puruSArtha meM haiM, unheM jJAnIpuruSa kI vijJAnamaya vANI se, viSaya ke jokhimoM ke sAmane avirata jAgRti, viSaya ke sAmane kheda, kheda aura kheda, evaM pratikramaNa rUpI puruSArtha, AkarSaNa ke kinAre se DUbe binA bAhara nikala jAne kI jAgRti denevAle samajha ke siddhAMta, jinameM ki 'AtmA kA sUkSmatama svarUpa, usakA akartA-abhoktA svabhAva' aura 'vikAra pariNAma kisakA', 'viSaya kA bhoktA kauna', aura 'usa bhoga ko apane sira para lenevAlA kauna?', ina sabhI rahasyoM kA spaSTIkaraNa jo anya kahIM bhI khulA nahIM huA hai, vaha yahA~ sAdI, sarala aura AsAnI se samajha meM Ae, aisI zailI meM prastuta huA hai| ise samajhane kI zarta ko z2arA sA bhI cUkane para, yaha suvarNakaTArI samAna bana sakatI hai| isake jokhima aura sAtha hI nirbhayatA prakaTa karatI huI vANI, yahA~ uttarArdha khaMDa-2 meM prastuta ho rahI hai| sarva saMyogoM se apratibaddha rahakara vicarate hue, mahAmukta dazA kA AnaMda lenevAle jJAnIpuruSa ne kaisA vijJAna dekhA! jagat ke logoM ne mIThI mAnyatA se viSaya meM sukha kA AnaMda liyA, kisa taraha unakI dRSTi vikasita karane se unakI viSaya saMbaMdhI sabhI ulTI mAnyatAe~ chUTa jAe~ aura mahAmuktadazA ke mUla kAraNarUpa, aise 'bhAva brahmacarya' kA vAstavika svarUpa samajha kI gaharAI taka phiTa ho jAe, viSayamukti hetu kartApana kI sArI bhrAMti TUTe aura jJAnIpuruSa ne khuda jo dekhA hai, jAnA hai aura anubhava kiyA ___10

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hai, usa 'vaijJAnika akrama mArga' kA brahmacarya saMbaMdhI adbhuta rahasya isa graMtha meM visphoTita huA hai / isa saMsAra ke mUla ko jar3a - mUla se ukhAr3anevAlA, AtmA kI anaMta samAdhi kI ramaNatA karAnevAlA, nirgratha vItarAga dazA kI prApti karAnevAlA, vItarAgoM dvArA, khuda prApta karake anyoM ko bodhita kiyA huA, yaha akhaMDa triyogI zuddha brahmacarya, nizcita rUpa se mokSa kI prApti karavAnevAlA hI hai| aise dUSamakAla meM 'akramavijJAna' kI upalabdhi hone ke bAda jisane AjIvana mana-vacana-kAyA se zuddha brahmacarya sa~bhAla liyA, use avazya hI ekAvatArI pada prApta ho sakatA hai, aisA hai ! I aMta meM, aise dUSamakAla meM ki jahA~ samagra jagat meM vAtAvaraNa hI viSayAgnivAlA phaila gayA hai, aise saMyogoM meM brahmacarya saMbaMdhI 'prakaTa vijJAna' ko sparza karake nikalI huI jJAnIpuruSa kI adbhuta vANI ko saMkalita karake viSaya moha meM se chUTakara, brahmacarya kI sAdhanA meM rahakara, akhaMDa zuddha brahmacarya ke pAlana hetu, sujJa pAThaka ke hAtha meM yaha 'samajha se prApta brahmacarya' graMtha ke rUpa meM prastuta kiyA gayA hai / viSaya ke jokhimoM se chUTane ke lie, isake bAvajUda bhI gRhasthI meM rahakara sArA vyavahAra nirbhayatA se pUrA karane ke lie, aura mokSamArga niraMtarAya rUpa se barta sake, isake lie 'jaisI hai vaisI' vAstavikatA ko prastuta karate hue, sone kI kaTAra rUpI kahI gaI isa samajha ko thor3I bhI viparItatA kI ora na le jAkara, samyak prakAra se hI upayoga kiyA jAe, aisI pratyeka sujJa pAThaka se atyaMta bhAvapUrNa vinatI! 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI tAtvika - nizcaya - vANI to trikAla satya, avirodhAbhAsI, saiddhAMtika hI hotI hai, jabaki vyavahAra vANI nimittAdhIna, saMyogAdhIna aura dravya - kSetra - kAla aura bhAva ke adhIna hotI hai, isa kAraNa se isa vANI meM sujJa pAThaka ko bhAsita bhUla kahIM bhI kSati ke rUpa meM dikhe, to vaha saMkalana kI bhUla ho sakatI hai, lekina use kSamya mAnakara mokSamArga para yathAyogya pUrNAhuti hetu isa mahAgraMtha kA upayogapUrvaka ArAdhana kareM, yahI abhyarthanA ! - DaoN nIrUbahana amIna ke jaya saccidAnaMda 11

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upodghAta khaMDa - 1 vivAhitoM ke lie brahmacarya kI cAbiyA~ 1. viSaya nahIM, lekina niDaratA hI viSa saMsAra ke sabhI brahmacarya ke upadezakoM ne viSaya ko hI viSa kahA hai| jabaki 'akramavijJAna' ne aisA kahA hai ki, 'viSaya viSa nahIM haiM, viSayoM meM niDaratA, vaha viSa hai| isalie viSaya se ddro|' 'viSaya meM mujhe harja nahIM hai, maiM cAhe jaise bartR' aisI niDaratA hI viSa hai! viSaya se DaranevAlA, viSaya sevana meM niraMtara kheda, kheda aura kheda rakhanevAlA, usa doSa se chUTa jAtA hai| arthAt haqa ke viSaya kI bhI 'jJAnIpuruSa' ne chUTa to dI hI nahIM hai, viSaya bhale hI viSa nahIM ho lekina viSaya meM niDaratA to honI hI nahIM cAhie kyoMki niDaratA ko hI 'jJAnIpuruSa' ne viSa kahA hai! yAnI viSaya meM to aMta taka niDara honA hI nahIM hai| haqa ke viSaya ke bAre meM 'jJAnIpuruSa' kyA kahanA cAhate haiM ki 'yaha davAI' mIThI hai, isalie roz2a-roz2a nahIM pInI caahie| yaha 'davAI jaisA' hai aura 'buqhAra' car3hane para, donoM meM se kisI eka ko nahIM lekina donoM ko buqhAra car3he aura vaha asahya ho jAe, tabhI davAI pInI cAhie, varnA, yadi mIThI hai isalie bAra-bAra pIne lage to vaha davAI hI paoNiz2ana bana jaaegii| usake lie phira DaoNkTara z2immedAra nahIM hai! mAno pulisavAlA pakar3akara le jAe aura cAra dina bhUkhA rakhane ke bAda DaMDe mArakara mAMsAhAra karavAe, usa samaya jaise barabasa-maz2abUra hokara, cir3hakara mAMsAhAra karanA par3e, usI prakAra viSaya sevana karanA caahie| varnA viSaya meM miThAsa kI mAnyatA aisI chA jAtI hai ki jAgRti, dhyAna, jJAna Adi sabakucha khatma ho jAtA hai aura mahA puNyayoga se gRhasthAzrama meM prApta mokSamArgIya vijJAna ko dhakkA mAra detI hai!

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2. dRSTi doSa ke jokhima opana bAz2Ara meM sabhI kitane hI saude kara DAlate haiM? zAma hotehote bIsa-paccIsa saude to ho hI cuke hote haiN| yadi zAdI meM gae hoM to? dekhane se hI saude ho jAte haiN| jaba jJAna hotA hai, taba zuddhAtmA dekhatA hai, isalie saude nahIM hote| kucha AkarSaka dekhe, to dRSTi khiMca hI jAtI hai| ye to AMkha ke hI camakAre haiM na? A~kheM dekheM aura citta cipke| isameM gunAha kisa kA? A~khoM kA? mana kA? yA apanA? gunAha 'apanA' hI hai! isameM A~khoM kA kyA doSa? unameM mirca DAlane se dRSTi khiMcanI baMda ho jAegI kyA? mana kucha bhI dikhalAe, lekina yadi hama hastAkSara nahIM kareM to? bhaiMsa kI bhUla para caravAhe ko mAra? dRSTi z2arA sI bhI khiMce to pUrA dina usakA pratikramaNa karate rahanA hogaa| vyavahAra meM strI-puruSa eka-dUsare ko mAna deM to usameM harja nahIM hai, lekina naz2areM jhukAkara bAta karanI cAhie, kyoMki mAna se to dRSTi turaMta hI bigar3a jAtI hai| kucha logoM meM mAna kI gA~Tha ke AdhAra para viSaya hotA hai aura kucha logoM meM viSaya ke AdhAra para bhI mAna kI gA~Tha hotI hai| yAnI eka kA AdhAra nirAdhAra hote hI dUsarA khatma ho jaaegaa| jinameM AdhAra viSaya hai, unakA viSaya calA jAne para mAna calA jAegA aura jinakA AdhAra mAna hai, unakA mAna jAne para viSaya calA jaaegaa| Ajakala mu~habole bhAI-bahana yA kaz2insa ke bIca meM bahuta viSaya calatA hai, isalie vahA~ sAvadhAna rhnaa| strI-puruSa ke bIca bilkula bhI lappana chappana (bematalaba kA vyavahAra yA lena-dena) nahIM rakhanI caahie| bhale hI kitane bhI zuddhAtmA bhAva se dekheM lekina dRSTi to gar3anI hI nahIM cAhie! kisI ne do mIThe zabda bole ki dRSTi slipa hue bagaira rahegI nhiiN| vyavahAra meM sAdhAraNa mAna calAyA jA sakatA hai, lekina z2arA sA bhI vizeSa, atyadhika mAna dene lage to vahA~ para slipa hue bagaira rahegA hI nhiiN| jisake prati dRSTi bigar3e, to dUsare janma meM vahA~ jAnA hI par3atA hai| 13

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harijanavAsa ho, phira bhI ! Aja to hara jagaha dRSTi bigar3atI rahatI hai ! isake pariNAma kA patA nahIM hai, isI kAraNa se loga bhayaMkara nukasAna uThA rahe haiN| hama Dresaapa aura mekaapa karake kisI ko AkarSita kareM, usameM apanI hI z2immedArI hai / ataH vItarAgoM ne kahA hai, 'apane se, sAmanevAle ko apane nimitta se moha na ho jAe, duHkha nahIM ho usakI jAgRti hameM rakhanI caahie|' isIlie tIrthaMkaroM ne luMcana (khIMcakara bAla ukhAr3ane kI kriyA) apanAyA thaa| Ajakala rUpa hai hI kahA~ ? ye to mekaapa kI vajaha se ThIka lagatI haiM aura ahaMkAra se aura adhika badasUrata dikhAI detI haiN| suMdara camar3IvAloM ko moha z2yAdA hotA hai aura ve z2yAdA bhoga lie jAte haiN| tIrthaMkara suMdara nahIM hote lekina lAvaNyamaya hote haiN| bahuta hI suDaula aura aMga-upAMga saMtulita hote haiM / niraahaMkArI kA, brahmacarya kA teja adbhuta hotA hai ! zAstrakAroM ne viSaya sukha kA varNana dAda kI bImArI ke samAna kiyA hai| usameM kyA svAda ? prAcIna RSimuni eka putradAna jitanA hI viSaya sevana karate the| phira pUrI z2iMdagI meM kabhI bhI nahIM / phira to paraspara mokSamArga ke sAthI ke rUpa meM, paraspara pUraka banakara jIte the| sAtha milakara AtmA hetu hI sAdhanA, bhakti Adi kiyA karate the / zrImad rAjacaMdrajI ne to yahA~ taka kahA hai ki viSaya bhoga kA sthAna vamana karane yogya bhI nahIM hai, jo sarva prakAra se jugupsA upajAe, vaisA saba hai usmeN| zAstroM meM strI ko narka kI khAna kahA hai, bahuta hI burA kahA hai| lekina mokSamArga meM aisA nahIM hotA / strI to devI hai| phisalana ke lie puruSa kI kamaz2orI z2immedAra hai, na ki strI / I yaha to jitane logoM ne zAdI kI, utanoM ne aisI havA phailAI hai 14

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ki 'zAdI karane meM kitanA maz2A hai|' bhaure ke bila meM eka ne DaMka khAyA, vaha cupa baiThakara sabhI ko DaMka khilAe, usake jaisI bAta hai! 3. aNahakka kI gunahagArI jo saMsArI hoM, unheM to haqa ke viSaya hI bhogane caahie| aNahakka ke viSaya ke bAre meM to socanA bhI pApa hai| tyAgI ke lie to viSaya kA prazna hI nahIM utthtaa| haqa aura aNahakka ke viSaya ke bIca kI bhedarekhA kauna sI? jinase vivAha huA, utanA hI haqa kA, usake alAvA anya sArA aNahakka kA mAnA jaaegaa| cora nIyata hI aNahakka kI ora khIMca le jAtI hai| kisI kI beTI para dRSTi bigar3atI hai, yadi apanI beTI para koI dRSTi bigAr3e to kyA hogA? aNahakka ke viSayabhoga ke khUba pratikramaNa karane se saz2A kama ho jaaegii| aNahakka ke viSaya meM to pA~coM mahAvratoM kA bhaMga hotA hai| haqa kA to hara koI svIkAra karatA hai, lekina aNahakka kA nhiiN| cAritrabhraSTatA AtmA ke mArga para to kyA, lekina sIdhe narka meM hI le jAtI hai| viSaya meM kyA sukha hai ? jAnavaroM ko bhI pasaMda nahIM aae| unheM to sIz2anala uttejanA hotI hai| sIz2ana pUrA hone ke bAda phira unheM vaisA kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| viSayabhoga kI gati kaisI hai? isa janma kI patnI athavA rakhaila agale janma meM khuda kI hI beTI banakara AtI hai! aNahakka kA khAyA, pIyA yA bhogA ho to usake khUba sAre pratikramaNa krnaa| tabhI kucha chUTane kA mArga milegaa| 4. eka patnIvrata kA matalaba hI brahmacarya vaise khuda kI byAhatA arthAt haqa kI strI ke sAtha viSayabhoga meM Apatti nahIM uThAI lekina mana-vacana-kAyA se jo eka patnIvratadhArI hogA, use akramajJAnI ne isa kAla meM brahmacArI kahA hai aura usake brahmacarya kI unhoMne khuda ne gAranTI lI hai| 15

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haqa kI strI ke sAtha viSaya sevana ke lie bhI 'jJAnIpuruSa' se AjJA lekara banAI gaI niyama maryAdA ke anusAra hI (mahIne meM do, pA~ca yA sAta dina kA) ho, taba jAkara dhIre-dhIre viSaya kama hote-hote nirmUla ho jAtA 5. aNahakka ke viSayabhoga, narka kA kAraNa 'akramavijJAna' meM vivAhitoM ke lie 'jJAnIpuruSa' ne eka hI jokhima batAyA hai ki 'jo lokamAnya hai, aise haqa ke viSaya ko akrama mArga meM nikAlI bAbata ke taura para mAnya kiyA hai, lekina aNahakka ke viSaya sevana kA, yAnI parastrI yA parapuruSagamana kA sarvAMza niSedha hai| aNahakka ke viSaya sevana se TheTha narkagati kA adhikArI bana jAtA hai| kyoMki vakIla yadi gunAha kare to vaha bhayaMkara daMDa kA pAtra hotA hai, usI prakAra 'svarUpajJAna' kI prApti ke bAda 'mahAtmA' banA vyakti aNahakka ke viSaya sevana se narkagati kA pAtra banatA hai| yadi kabhI aisA doSa ho jAe to 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke sAmane pratyakSa meM AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna ho jAe, to jokhimadArI kucha halakI ho jAegI aura chUTA jA skegaa| aisA doSa phira yadi mana se yA dRSTi se bhI ho jAe to bhI use nahIM calA skte| phira bhI yadi aisA ho jAe to 'jJAnIpuruSa' dvArA diyA gayA 'zUTa oNna sAiTa' pratikramaNa karanA Avazyaka hai aura sAtha hI, aisA doSa huA usake lie dila se pazcAtApa ke sAtha kheda, kheda aura kheda rahanA caahie| 6. viSaya baMda vahA~ dakhalaMdAjI baMda patnI ke sAtha klezamaya aura kalahayukta vyavahAra kA mUla kAraNa viSaya hI hai| usameM strI puruSa ko vaza meM nahIM karatI, lekina puruSa kI viSaya lolupatA hI puruSa ko paravaza banAtI hai| strI ke sAtha vItarAgI vyavahAra tabhI saMbhava ho pAtA hai ki jaba puruSa viSayAsakti meM se chUTa jaae| saccA puruSa to strI ke pAsa kabhI bhI viSaya kI yAcanA nahIM kregaa| yadi puruSa strI se viSaya kI yAcanA kare to usakA prabhAva strI para kabhI nahIM pdd'taa| saMsAra vyavahAra kI garaz2a ke bajAya viSaya kI garaz2a hI puruSa ko 16

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abalA banA detI hai| sirpha viSaya ke lie strI ke sAmane abalA ho jAnA, usake bajAya viSaya ko hI dUra na kara deM? usameM phira ahaMkAra karake bhI usa viSaya meM se chUTa jAnA caahie| usa ahaMkAra se bhale hI karmabaMdhana hotA ho, lekina vaha sabhI musIbatoM se chur3avAnevAlA hone ke kAraNa parabhava meM z2abaradasta vaibhava dilavAnevAle puNyakarma ke rUpa meM phalita hotA hai| aisA ahaMkAra kiyA ho to usa ahaMkAra yA usake pariNAma se chUTA jA sakatA hai, lekina viSayamoha yA usake pariNAmoM se chUTanA ati-ati duSkara hai| isalie ekabAra ahaMkAra kara lenA cAhie ki, 'cAhe kucha bhI ho jAe lekina viSaya-viSa ko to chUU~gA hI nahIM' taba bhI zAyada usakA hala nikala jaae| athavA to jise 'viSaya' kI paravazatA se chUTanA hai, vaha apane hRdaya kI ulajhaneM 'jJAnIpuruSa' se kahakara khAlI kara de, to 'jJAnIpuruSa' svapara hitakArI mArgadarzana de kara AtyaMtika kalyANa karavAte haiN| viSaya kA janma AkarSaNa meM se hotA hai aura bAda meM niyama se AkarSaNa vikarSaNa meM pariNamita hotA hai| aura usameM se phira baira baMdhatA hai| baira kI nIMva para yaha saMsAra khar3A hai, TikA huA hai| usameM bhI yaha viSaya kA baira atyaMta z2aharIlA hotA hai, anaMtakAla kharAba kara de utanA bhayaMkara hai| 7. viSaya, vaha pAzavatA hI purAne jamAne meM, Aja se sattara-assI sAla pahale sau meM se pA~casAta loga viSaya meM bigar3a jAte the| aNahakka ke viSaya ke lie kisI vidhavA ko khoja nikAlate, dUsarI nhiiN| paMdraha sAla taka to sabhI lar3akiyoM ke prati bahana jaisI dRSTi hI rakhate the| dasa-gyAraha sAla ke hone taka to galiyoM meM digaMbara rahakara hI ghUmate the| mA~-bApa kI kisI bhI prakAra kI sIkresI, tIna sAla ke bacce ne bhI kabhI nahIM dekhI hotI thii| bApa UparI maMjila para aura mA~ nIce sotI thiiN| eka baiDarUma yA DabalabeDa jaisA kucha thA hI nahIM tb| taba to kahAvata thI ki 'jo marda sArI rAta aurata ke sAtha so jAe, vaha agale janma meM strI bana jAtA hai!' usake paryAya asara DAlate haiM! 17

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eka sAla yadi prayoga karo, strI saMga se alaga rahane kA, to suMdara pragati ho jaae| viSaya kaisI cIz2a hai ? kapaTavAlI / rAta ke a~dhere meM hI kiyA jAtA hai| sUrya kI maujUdagI meM kare to hArTaphela aura blaDaprezara ho jAe / sAre brahmAMDa ko kaMpAyamAna kara de aisA manuSyapana, phira bhI viSaya meM lathapatha hokara manuSya jAnavara jaisA ho gayA hai| kaI loga brahmacarya kA virodha karate haiM aura kahate haiM ki abrahmacarya to kudaratI hai, isameM galata kyA hai ? brahmacarya kA pAlana kyA akudaratI hai ? nahIM, brahmacarya kudaratI hai| sabhI jAnavara bhI brahmacarya kA hI pAlana karate haiN| unakA abrahmacarya kisI khAsa sIz2ana taka hI sImita rahatA hai| sAla meM paMdraha-bIsa dinoM taka hI rahatA hai, phira kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| eka vyakti ne pUjya dAdAzrI se pUchA ki, 'yadi brahmacarya vyApta ho jAegA to manuSyoM kI AbAdI kama ho jAegI jagat meM' taba parama pUjya dAdAzrI ne batAyA, 'saMtati niyamana ke itane sAre oNparezana hote haiM, phira bhI AbAdI bar3hatI hI calI jA rahI hai| jAnavara bhI viSaya sevana karate haiM lekina vaha kudaratI hai, sIz2anala hI hai aura inakA to subaha - zAma yahI dhaMdhA / viSaya kI bhIkha mA~gatA hai ? zarama nahIM AtI?' pati-patnI meM jahA~ viSaya z2yAdA hotA hai, vahA~ bahuta kleza aura kalaha hote haiN| jo brahmacarya meM A gayA, vaha devasthiti meM A gyaa| vaha manuSyoM meM devatA ! zIlavAna huA / 8. brahmacarya kI qImata, spaSTavedana aura Atmasukha jaba haqa kI strI ke sAtha kA viSaya vyavahAra chUTane lage, taba AtmavijJAna sUkSma rUpa se samajha meM AtA hai| pariNAma svarUpa jAgRti vardhamAna hone se atyaMta bhArahIna mukta dazA anubhava meM AtI hai / aura taba khuda kA sva- - AtmAnaMda niraMtara spaSTa anubhava meM rahA karatA hai / lekina 'viSaya 18

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meM sukha hai' aisA anAdi kA abhyAsa to tabhI chUTegA, jaba usa sukha se behatara, Atmasukha ko ckhegaa| taba cittavRtti bAhara viSaya meM sukha khojanA baMda kara degI aura nijaghara meM vApasa Akara nijasukha meM lIna ho jaaegii| vaha Atmasukha, AtmA kA spaSTavedana 'svarUpa jJAnaprApti' ke bAda kyoM rukA huA hai ? svayaM kriyAkArI vijJAna prApta hone ke bAvajUda AtmA kI anaMta samAdhi kA anubhava kyoM rukA huA hai? sirpha viSaya doSa ke kAraNa hii| sirpha yadi viSaya para kAbU A jAe to sAre aMtarAya dUra ho jaaeN| 'jJAnIpuruSa' vivAhitoM ko aise prayoga batA dete haiM ki 'spaSTavedana' taka ke sAre aMtarAya TUTa jaaeN| jaba taka pudgala meM se kucha bhI sukha prApta karane kI nIyata rahI huI hai, taba taka Atmasukha kA sparza saMbhava nahIM hai aura jaba viSaya meM se sukha prApta karanA bilkula baMda ho jAe, taba Atmasukha kA spaSTavedana anubhava meM AtA hai| yaha AtmA kA hI sukha hai' aise spaSTavedana ke anubhava ke lie, vivAhitoM ko kama se kama cha: mahInoM ke lie viSaya baMda karanA z2arUrI hai aura usake lie 'jJAnIpuruSa' se chaH mahIne kI vratavidhi' karavA lenI caahie| cha: mahIne AjJApUrvaka viSaya baMda ho jAe, to ve vRttiyA~ jo viSaya ke prati jhukI huI thIM, unheM svasukha kI ora mur3ane kA avakAza prApta hotA hai aura ekabAra svasukha cakhane ke bAda vRttiyA~ viSaya kI ora se vApasa mur3a jAtI haiN| lekina kyA vRttiyoM ko aisA avakAza kabhI milA hai? kisa janma meM viSaya bhoga nahIM kiyA? 9. lenA vrata kA TrAyala AtmajJAna ke bAda AtmA ke sukha kA spaSTa rUpa se anubhava karanA ho to brahmacarya Avazyaka hai| sukha viSaya kA hai yA AtmA kA hai? una donoM ke bIca DimArkezana ho paaegaa| milAvaTI sukha nahIM clegaa| grahastha jIvana meM bhI brahmacarya kA pAlana ho sakatA hai| donoM samajhakara jJAnI se vrata grahaNa kara leM, to kyA nahIM ho sakatA? isa janma meM brahmacarya kI bhAvanA karate raheM to agale janma meM sahaja rUpa se brahmacarya kA pAlana ho skegaa| bhAvanA, vaha bIja hai aura amala, vaha pariNAma hai| 19

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pUjyazrI se brahmacaryavrata grahaNa karane ke bAda mokSArthiyoM ko jo anubhava hue haiM, usakA varNana ho pAe, aisA nahIM hai| vaha to khuda anusaraNa karane para hI patA clegaa| brahmacarya ke pAlana kA nizcaya hote hI vIrya kA UrvIkaraNa zurU ho jAtA hai| viSaya ke lie hI 'biveyara-biveyara' ke borDa lage hue haiN| sAla bhara ke lie brahmacaryavrata lekara dekhe to anubhava hogaa| vaha to vidhi karavAnevAle kI zakti hI kAma karatI hai! lekina vaha jJAnI kI AjJAsahita honA caahie| pratikramaNa se brahmacarya meM TesTeDa ho jAtA hai| brahmacarya yA abrahmacarya kA jise abhiprAya nahIM rahA, use brahmacaryavrata baratA, aisA kahA jaaegaa| jise abrahmacarya yAda taka nahIM Ae, use brahmacarya mahAvrata baratatA hai, aisA kahA jaaegaa| Tukar3e-Tukar3e karake, yAnI ki cha: mahIne taka viSaya baMda karake, phira se bAraha mahInoM ke lie AjJApUrvaka baMda rakhe, phira thor3e samaya rukakara do sAla ke lie vrata le, aisA karate-karate cAra-pA~ca bAra meM sAla-do sAla taka viSaya baMda rahe to usakA viSaya hamezA ke lie chUTa jaaegaa| kyoMki jitanA viSaya se dUra rahA, usakA paricaya chUTA vaise-vaise viSaya vismRta hotA jaaegaa| yAnI prasaMga-paricaya kA chUTanA hI Avazyaka hai| lekina usake lie himmata karake eka bAra aise dRr3ha nizcaya ke sAtha kUda jAnA par3egA, usake bAda phira 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI vacanasiddhi kA anubhava ho sakegA, aisA hai| phira AtmA kA spaSTavedana bhI anubhava kiyA jA sake, aisA hai| eka viSaya kA tyAga karane se, sAmane usake badale meM kitanI bar3I siddhi prApta hotI hai ! varnA anaMta janmoM meM viSaya kI ArAdhanA kI, isake bAvajUda kyA pariNAma AyA? viSaya ne to AtmavIrya kA hanana kiyA hai aura deha kA nUra bhI nicor3a liyaa| sabase bar3e Atmazatru ko sAtha meM lekara so gae, yaha to kaisI bhayaMkara bhUla? isa bhUla ko miTAne ke lie eka bAra patipatnI donoM ko 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa pratyakSa meM brahmacaryavrata, bhale hI miyAdI 20

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le pAo to miyAdI lenA, lekina samajhakara vrata le leM to vApasa lauTane kA cAnsa rahatA hai varnA viSaya to, aMta taka chUTe, aisA hai hI nhiiN| vrata lene ke bAda vrata ke rakSaNa hetu pahale se hI jAgRti rakhanA hitakArI hai| ekAMta zaiyAsana aura sparzadoSa taka se rahita vyavahAra isa vrata kA rakSaNa karatA rahatA hai evaM 'jJAnIpuruSa' se pratidina dasa-paMdraha minaTa brahmacarya vrata meM rahane kI zaktiyA~ mA~gate rahane se bala milatA rahatA hai| khuda kA nizcaya aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA vacanabala, unakI vidhi aura unake AzIrvAda jo ki kalpanAtIta zaktiyA~ prakaTa karAnevAle haiN| isameM khuda kA to mAtra dRr3ha nizcaya aura nizcaya ke prati sinsiyAriTI cAhie, bAkI kA saba kAma to 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA vacanabala hI kara detA hai| usa adbhuta 'vratavidhi' ke pariNAma to vahI jAne jisane 'vrata-vidhi' prApta kI hai| 10. AlocanA se hI jokhima TaleM vrata bhaMga ke saMyogavaza kisI se vratabhaMga ho jAe to? usake bhayaMkara jokhima haiM, bhayaMkara narkagati ke jokhima khar3e ho jAte haiN| jAna-bUjhakara, nIyata bigAr3I isIlie to vratabhaMga huA na? phira bhI karuNAmaya 'jJAnI' to aise vratabhaMga karanevAloM ko bhI, unake dvArA sacce dila se turaMta kI huI AlocanA-pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna se vratabhaMga ke doSa se chur3avA dete haiN| lekina isase kisI ko vratabhaMga kI chUTa nahIM mila jaatii| yaha upAya to vratarakSA kI saMpUrNa sAvadhAnI rakhane ke bAda bhI 'eksIDenTa' ho jAe taba karanA hai| bAkI jo jAna-bUjhakara TakarAe usakA kyA kareM? 'jJAnIpuruSa' bhI pAtratA dekhakara hI mAfI dete haiM na? hRdayapUrvaka kie gae pazcAtApa aura dRr3hatA se puna: nizcaya karake, khuda kI bhUla miTAne kA usakA puruSArtha aura zuddha nIyata dekhakara hI 'jJAnI' phira se 'vidhi' karake, use doSa meM se chur3avAte haiM ! jo kisI bhI cIz2a ke kartA nahIM haiM, aise 'jJAnIpuruSa' kucha bhI kara sakate haiN| 'akramavijJAna' ekAvatArI yA do avatArI pada kI prApti karAnevAlA hone ke kAraNa, viSaya yadi pUrNarUpa se nahIM chUTa sake to viSaya se sarvAMza 21

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chUTanA hI hai aisI bhAvanA satata karatA rahe, pratyeka doSa kA khUba pachatAvA kare, haqa ke viSaya ke bhI pratikramaNa karatA rahe to agale janma meM strI parigraha se mukti kA udaya aaegaa| jinheM isa adbhuta 'akramavijJAna' kA saMpUrNa lAbha uThAkara isI janma meM AtmA ke spaSTavedana taka kI dazA prApta karanI ho, unheM to phira 'jJAnIpuruSa' se samajhakara brahmacaryavrata kI AjJAvidhi prApta kara lenI pdd'egii| jahA~ khuda kA dRr3ha nizcaya aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA vacanabala, ye donoM sAtha hoM to vahA~ para avazya nirvighna rUpa se siddhi prApta hogI hii| mAtra khuda ke nizcaya ke prati dRr3hatA se 'sinsiyara' rahanA pdd'egaa| usameM z2arA sI bhI pola nahIM clegii| yaha to nizcaya karane meM hI pola (DhIlApana, dAnatakhorI) rahatI hai ki, 'ye sabhI to akramajJAna meM rahate haiM aura viSaya bhI bhogate haiM, to isameM harja kyA hai? hameM vrata kI kyA z2arUrata? 'jJAna' to mila hI gayA hai, nipaTArA to ho hI jAegA na, phira viSaya meM kyA harja hai ? viSaya to 'DiscArja' hai na, isalie chUTegA hI nahIM na? aMtima janma meM brahmacarya pAlana kareMge, taba bhI kyA mokSa ruka jAegA? Apake sthUla viSaya bhale hI na chUTeM, lekina ApakI bhAvanA to brahmacarya pAlana kI hI hai na? phira koI takalIpha nahIM aaegii|' aise buddhi aMdara hI aMdara taraha-taraha kI 'pola' dikhA-dikhAkara khuda kI pragati ko rUMdhanevAle AvaraNa khar3e kara detI hai| ataH buddhi kA eka bhI akSara sune bagaira, 'jJAnIpuruSa' kisa dRSTi se bAta ko samajhAnA cAhate haiM, use 'ekz2ekTanesa' meM samajhakara, sahI artha meM khuda ke nizcaya para aDiga rUpa se 'sinsiyara' rahegA tabhI viSaya ko jIta pAegA, aura tabhI ye jo 'jJAnIpuruSa' mile haiM, usameM khuda kA kAma nikala jaaegaa| __ aba, eka hI bAra kiyA gayA viSaya sevana mahInoM taka dhyAna ki ekAgratA kI sthiratA meM bAdhaka siddha hotA hai| to jise pudgala dhyAna meM se chUTakara AtmadhyAna meM hI lIna honA hai, unake lie mAtra viSayasevana hI sabase adhika bAdhaka hai aura jinheM aisA eka hI dhyeya aura nizcaya baratatA hai ki mokSa ke sivAya aura kucha bhI nahIM cAhie, unake lie viSaya jo ki pudgala spRhA, pudgala ramaNatA hI hai, vahI sabase bar3A aMtarAya bana jAtA hai| ataH bhAvanA brahmacarya kI ho, dhyeya zuddhAtmA kA aura niyANAM

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mokSa kA ho to phira use mokSa meM jAne taka niraMtarAya pada sahaja rUpa se barate, vaise hI saMyoga milate haiN| bAkI, viSaya ke vaza meM to anaMta janmoM taka barte haiM, usameM eka hI janma svarUpajJAna kI jAgRti sameta, viSaya se chUTane meM bIte to anaMta janmoM kI kamI pUrI ho jaaegii| lokasaMjJA ke anusAra jInevAle jagat ko jo priya hai, aise isa viSaya meM hI anaMta janmoM taka DUbakara, usakI gAravatA meM mauja manAI, lekina pariNAma svarUpa nija Atmaaizvarya, Atmavaibhava aura Atmasiddhi kho dI, itanA hI janmoM janma ke sAra ke rUpa meM prApta huA hai| phira viSaya ke prati vairAgya lAnevAle zAstroM kA paThana yA viSaya jItane ke lie vyartha kasarateM karane kI z2arUrata nahIM rhtii| sirpha anaMta janmoM kA lekhA-jokhA 'jaisA hai vaisA' dikhAI de jAe to viSaya ke prati sahaja hI vairAgya barategA! saMsAra kA mUla bIja viSaya hai, jisakA nirmUlana hone para saMsAra asta ho jAtA hai| sirpha viSaya ko jItane se pA~coM mahAvrata AsAnI se siddha ho jAte haiN| saMsAra kI vRddhi karanevAle aura saMsAra meM DUbokara rakhanevAle nimitta, 'brahmacarya' dvArA AsAnI se gAyaba ho jAte haiN| pariNAma svarUpa aparigrahI dazA sAdhI jA sakatI hai| viSaya meM kapaTa, asatya, corI aura viSaya kI vajaha se honevAlI bhayaMkara jIvahiMsA hai-zuddha brahmacarya pAlana dvArA ina sabhI jokhimadAriyoM se AsAnI se mukta ho jAte haiN| brahmacarya kI aisI adbhuta siddhi ko samajhane ke bAda kauna use luTAegA?! 11. cAritrya kA prabhAva kramika mArga meM yA phira akrama mArga meM, lekina cAritra kI nIMva hI mokSapaMtha kA AdhAra hai| jo cAritra se sTroMga ho gayA, vaha jagat jIta gyaa| anyathA viSaya ne jise jIta liyA, vaha jagat hAra gyaa| isalie brahmacarya sAdhane ke lie to sirpha brahmacarya kA pariNAma, aura abrahmacarya ke jokhimoM ko sirpha samajhanA hI hai| 'cAritra' meM lAne ke lie kucha bhI nahIM karanA hai| 'cAritra' se saMbaMdhita jJAna cAroM ora se samajha meM phiTa kara lenA hai, pariNAmataH usakA nizcaya hI usa vastu ko vartanA meM lAtA hai!

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lekina usa 'jJAna' kI ger3a(acchI taraha samajha meM AnA) to 'pratyakSa jJAnIpuruSa' hI biThA sakate haiN| jise saMsAra ke sarva baMdhanoM se mukta hI honA hai, mokSa meM hI jAnA hai, use sarva baMdhanoM se mukta hote-hote, viSaya baMdhana jo ki saMsAra ke sarva baMdhanoM kA mUla hai, usase chUTanA hI pdd'egaa| do prakRtiyA~ kabhI bhI eka nahIM ho sktiiN| pudgala kA AkarSaNa kabhI bhI pudgala kI ora se AtmA kI ora nahIM jAne detaa| AtmarUpa rahakara, aikya-abhedatA siddha karake anaMta AtmAoM ne mokSa pAyA hai, lekina daihika ekatA sAdhakara koI kabhI alpasiddhi prApta kara sakA ho, aisA kabhI bhI saMbhava nahIM hai| vItarAgoM dvArA batAe gae ekAMta zaiyAsana ke paMtha para hI vicAra karane yogya hai| aisA bhAva, aisA nizcaya eka dina avazya hI vItarAgatA prakaTa kraaegaa| khaMDaH2 AtmajAgRti se brahmacarya kA mArga 1. viSayI spaMdana, mAtra jokhima jaise-jaise viSaya kA svarUpa pUrNa rUpa se samajha meM AtA jAe, usake jokhimI paravazatAmayI pariNAma samajha meM Ate jAe~, usase honevAlI Atmika aura adhyAtmika hAni anubhava meM AtI jAe, taba viSaya meM se vApasa lauTane kI taiyArI hotI hai| phira jaba 'viSaya meM sukha hai' yaha abhiprAya TA, tabhI se viSaya meM se chuTane kI bhAvanAe~ jAgatI haiN| jaba 'viSaya meM se khuda ko chUTanA hI hai', aisA dRr3ha nizcaya hotA hai, taba phira dizA taya hotI hai aura viSaya doSoM ke samakSa chUTane kI jAgRti bar3hatI jAtI hai| vaha jAgRti niraMtara viSaya-vikAra pariNAma se jUjhatI rahatI hai aura viSaya ke eka-eka vicAra ko ukhAr3akara pheMka detI hai| aMkura phUTane se pahale hI pratyeka koMpala ko ukhAr3akara pheMka diyA jAe, tabhI viSayabIja kA sarvAMza nirmUlana hotA hai| varnA yadi aMkUra phUTate hI ukhAr3A nahIM jAe to phira kAbU meM nahIM rhtaa| phira use bar3hakara vRkSa banate dera nahIM lagatI aura usake 24

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phala ki jinase asaMkhya bIja Dala jAe~ aise haiM, vaise asaMkhya jokhima khar3e ho jAte haiM! isalie viSaya-koMpala ko to aMkura phUTane se pahale hI ukhAr3a lenA caahie| yAnI kyA ki viSaya kA vicAra Ae yA dRSTi z2arA sI bhI khiMce yA dRSTi bigar3ane lage, usase pahale hI jAgRti hAz2ira rakhakara aura 'thrI-viz2ana' ke upayoga karake tathA sAmanevAle ke zuddhAtmA ke darzana se dekhatabhUlI' TAlane kA puruSArtha prAraMbha karanA hai| mana aura vRttiyoM kA doSa hote hI usa ghar3I svaccha rakhane kA 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA pratikramaNa kA adbhuta prayoga sadA jAgRta rakhanA pdd'egaa| phira bAda meM una-una doSoM ko aura viSayagraMthi ko dinabhara meM kabhI bhI sAmAyika-pratikramaNa ke prayoga se sApha karate-karate pariNAma svarUpa nigraMtha dazA utpanna hogI, aisA yaha 'akramavijJAna' hai! _ 'akramavijJAna' se utpanna honevAlI jAgRti pUrvaka vAle, 'thrI viz2ana' kI dRSTi se dekhate hI mohadRSTi vilaya ho jAtI hai| isameM pharsTa viz2ana meM nekeDa dikhAI detA hai, dUsare hI sekanDa meM, sekanDa viz2ana meM tvacA rahita aMga dikhAI dete haiM aura turaMta usake bAda ke sekanDa meM kaTA huA, cirA huA zarIra dikhAI detA hai, jisameM hAr3a-mA~sa, kATI huI AMteM, khUna-viSThA Adi dikhane lagate haiN| vahA~ para phira eka kSaNa ke lie bhI mohadRSTi khar3I rahegI kyA? 2. viSaya bhUkha kI bhayAnakatA jinheM 'akramavijJAna' kI prApti huI hai, unake lie 'dekhatabhUlI' TAlane kA rAstA khula gayA hai| dRSTi bigar3ate hI pratikramaNa aura zuddha upayoga se saba sApha kara denA hai| varnA jo kisI kAla meM upalabdha nahIM ho, aise isa adbhuta 'akramavijJAna' ko bhI kSaNabhara meM hilA kara rakha de, 'dekhatabhUlI' kA yaha doSa aisA hai| isalie vahA~ atyaMta sAvadhAna rahanA hai| kiMcit mAtra bhI gaphalata vahA~ para nahIM calA skte| bAkI paoNiz2ana kI Az2amAiza to nahIM hI hotI na? use to pIne se pahale pheMka dene para hI chuTakArA milegA! kramika mArga kA brahmacarya aura akrama mArga kA brahmacarya, inameM se 25

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kramika mArga meM nau-bAr3a ke kar3e pAlana ke sAtha lakSmI, gRha, strI-putrAdi kA tyAga karake, ahaMkAra karake vRttiyoM ko viSaya meM se mor3ane kI prakriyA hai jabaki akrama mArga meM kisI kA bhI nirodha nahIM hai, mana kA bhI nhiiN| kevala 'akramavijJAna' se mana ke sAre vikArI paramANuoM ko vizuddhi meM vipariNamita hone denA hai| isa mArga meM mukhya lAbha to yahI hotA hai ki 'khuda' ko 'Atmapada' kI prApti hone se ahaMkAra bhAva chUTa jAtA hai| phira mana-vacana-kAyA kI sArI azuddhiyoM ko jJAna se pighalAnA hotA hai| ahaMkAra karake pAlana kiyA gayA brahmacarya atyaMta upakArI hai, phira bhI vaha vaijJAnika tarIkA nahIM khlaataa| kyoMki usameM brahmacarya pAlana karanevAlA vaha 'khuda' hI hai| jabaki vaijJAnika tarIke meM to 'khuda' riyala svarUpa meM rahatA hai, jJAtA-dRSTA rahatA hai aura 'rileTiva' bhAga brahmacarya kA kaisA pAlana karatA hai, use 'khuda' 'jAnatA' hai| akrama mArga meM yaha vijJAnamayI dRSTi khulI hone kI vajaha se brahmacarya kA yathArtha rUpa se pAlana kiyA jA sakatA hai aura 'khuda' apane sva-svabhAva meM bhI ekjekTa raha sakatA hai! AtmajJAna sahita pAlana kiyA gayA saMpUrNa zuddha brahmacarya hI AtyaMtika kalyANakArI siddha hotA hai| parama pUjya dAdAzrI ke eka ghaMTe ke jJAna prayoga meM jJAnAgni se tamAma pApa bhasmIbhUta hokara vRttiyA~ nija ghara kI ora vApasa lauTatI haiN| azuddha citta zuddhatA prApta karake khuda 'zuddha cidrUpa' zuddhAtmA banatA hai| phira jo 'viSaya' bacatA hai, vaha 'DiscArja' bhAga kA hai| pUrva janma meM jo ulTI mAnyatA thI ki 'viSaya meM sukha hai', usake kAraNa paidA honevAle abhiprAya ke AdhAra para vaha Asakti TikI rahatI hai| lekina jaise jalebI khAne ke bAda cAya fIkI lagatI hai, vaise hI 'jJAnIpuruSa' se 'svarUpajJAna' prApti ke bAda viSaya sukha fIke lagate haiN| lekina viSaya se saMbaMdhita 'roMga bilIpha' sarvAMza rUpa se khatma nahIM hone ke kAraNa viSaya TikA rahatA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke vacana hI una ulTI mAnyatAoM ko khatma karanevAlA eka mAtra aisA z2abaradasta hathiyAra hai ki jisake bagaira ulTI mAnyatAoM kA TUTanA asaMbhava hai| 'roMga bilIpha' khatma huI ki abhiprAya bhI khatma hone lagate haiN| jaisejaise abhiprAya khatma hote jAte haiM, vaise-vaise mana bhI viSaya ke prati virakta 26

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hotA jAtA hai| mAnasika doSa bhI AjJApUrvaka kie gae pratikramaNoM se sApha hote jAte haiM aura citta nirmala aura mukta rahane lagatA hai| jAgRti utpanna hokara vardhamAna hotI jAtI hai, jisakI vajaha se viSaya vicAra yA citta ke doSa pakar3a meM Ate haiM aura pratikramaNa dvArA ve zuddhi meM pariNAmita hote haiN| viSaya doSoM ke sAmane tIvra jAgRti utpanna honA, vaha 'akramavijJAna' kI adbhuta bheMTa hai| __ abrahmacarya kA abhiprAya hI abrahmacarya meM jakar3e rakhatA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke paricaya se sUkSmAtisUkSma rUpa se abrahmacarya kA abhiprAya khatma ho jAtA hai aura brahmacarya kA abhiprAya phiTa ho jAtA hai| jaba brahmacarya kA nizcaya yathArtha rUpa se pakar3a meM A jAe, tabhI se g2az2aba kA sukha chalakane lagatA hai, vaha sukha hI viSaya sukha kI ulTI mAnyatAoM ko chur3AnevAlA siddha hotA hai| usameM bhI jo 'jJAnIpuruSa' dvArA batAI gaI brahmacarya kI cAbiyA~ puruSArtha hetu prayoga meM lAnA sIkha jAe, usakI to hara taraha se 'sephasAiDa' ho jAtI hai| aisI sabhI cAbiyA~, sthUla prasaMgoM se lekara AMtarika sUkSma udayoM meM se kisa taraha nirlepa rahakara bAhara nikalA jAe aura apane dhyeya ko pakar3e raheM, sirpha itanA hI nahIM lekina dhyeya svarUpa ho jAne ke lie Avazyaka sarva vaijJAnika vANI yahA~ para saMkalita huI hai ! _ 'viSaya meM sukha hai' yaha 'roMga bilIpha' itanI gAr3ha ho gaI hai ki usake nimitta milate hI vaha 'roMga bilIpha' hAz2ira ho jAtI hai, aura usameM tanmayAkAra kara detI hai| 'viSaya meM sukha hai', isa bAta kI 'roMga bilIpha' jahA~-jahA~, jisa-jisa prakAra se baiThI ho, usake sAdhanoM saMbaMdhita jisa prakAra se 'roMga bilIpha' baiThI ho, una sabhI ko, ekaeka ko jAgRtipUrvaka mUla se pahacAnakara, 'sAmAyika prayoga' meM lekara, jJAna dvArA, 'thrI-viz2ana' kI jAgRti se badalanA hai| jaba taka yaha 'roMga bilIpha' mUla meM se nahIM jAegI, taba taka viSaya kA AkarSaNa sahajarUpa se rahegA hii| ataH AkarSaNa ko naSTa karane ke lie usake 'rUTa kaoNz2a' rUpI bilIpha ko hI sarvAMza rUpa se nirmUlana karane kA puruSArtha rakhanA Avazyaka ho jAtA hai!

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3. viSaya sukha meM dAve anaMta sArA jagat viSaya meM sukha mAnatA hai| sirpha brahmacArI aura samakiti devagaNa hI viSaya meM nahIM maante| khAne-pIne meM aura anya kisI meM sukha khoje to use calAyA jA sakatA hai, lekina viSaya meM to nirI gaMdagI hI hai, usameM kyA sukha hai? sirpha itanA hI chor3ane jaisA hai, varnA vaha 'phAila' ke rUpa meM mokSa meM jAne meM rukAvaTa ddaalegaa| viSaya, vaha jIvaMta parigraha hai| phira mizra cetana dAvA karatA hai| baira bhI bA~dhatA hai| isalie sAvadhAna, pUrI jiMdagI usakA gulAma hokara rahanA pdd'egaa| do mana ekAkAra ho hI nahIM skte| isalie Amane-sAmane dAve, apekSAe~ Adi zurU ho hI jAte haiN| eka hI bAra jisake sAtha viSaya bhoga kiyA ho, usake peTa se janma lenA par3atA hai| kyA jalebI dAvA karegI, yadi use khAnA baMda kara deM to? rAga se viSaya bhogatA hai aura jaba usakA pariNAma AtA hai taba dveSa Akara khar3A rahatA hai| rAga se jo lapeTA gayA, vaha dveSa se khulatA hai aura nirA baira bA~dhatA hai| ata: jisa vyakti ke sAtha mana baMdha gayA ho, usake khUba pratikramaNa karo aura usIke zuddhAtmA se brahmacarya kI zakti mA~gate rahanA ki viSaya se mukta kiijie| viSaya se baira ba~dhatA hai aura janmojanma taka bar3hatA hI rahatA hai| dUsare bIja paDate hI rahate haiM, paDate hI rahate haiN| unheM bhUnane kI cAbI jAna jAe~, tabhI chUTa paaeNge| bIja kaise bhUne jAe~? pratikramaNa dvArA, viSaya kA jo jo sukha liyA, vaha lona para liyA jAtA hai use 'rIpe' karanA hI par3atA hai aura 'rIpe' karate samaya du:kha bhugatanA hI par3atA hai| ataH AtmA meM se hI sukha lene jaisA hai, aisI bilIpha to phiTa kara lo| 4. viSaya bhoga, nahIM hai nikAlI akramajJAna prApta karane ke bAda ekAvatArI honA ho to bhItara satarka 28

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rahanA pdd'egaa| 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', jisake lakSya meM yaha niraMtara rahatA hai, vaha sabase bar3A brahmacarya hai| viSaya koI zauqa kI cIz2a nahIM hai, nikAla karane jaisI cIz2a hai| brahmacaryavrata hogA to jaldI hala aaegaa| jise ekAvatArI honA hai, use viSaya meM eka senTa (pratizata) bhI ruci nahIM honI caahie| pulisavAlA mAra-pITakara mAMsa khilAe, vaisA rahanA caahie| jJAnI jagatniSThA meM se brahmaniSThA meM biThA dete haiN| usake lie jJAnI se jJAna prApta karanA par3atA hai| kharA AnaMda to saccA brahmacarya ho, tabhI A paaegaa| yadi zAdIzudA hoM to donoM kI marjI se brahmacarya honA cAhie, na ki tiraskAra krke| udayakarma se viSayabhoga kiyA, aisA kaba kahalAegA? pulisavAlA tIna dinoM taka bhUkhA rakhakara mAra-pITa kara mAMsa khilAe, use udayakarma kahA gayA hai| yaha to rAjI-khuzI se viSaya bhogate haiM, use udayakarma kaise kahA jAegA? vaha pola (jAnabUnajhakara,lAparavAhI aura DhIlApana) kahalAegI, vahA~ paha karma cArja hogA hii| jisa-jisa viSaya kI gA~Tha TUTegI, usa-usa viSaya para khuleAma vyAkhyAna diyA jA skegaa| aMdara z2arA sI bhI pola nahIM clegii| varnA usase khuda kA aura bAkI, sabhI kA bigdd'egaa| eka bAra viSayabhoga kara le to manuSya tIna dinoM taka dhyAna meM sthira nahIM raha sktaa| vItarAgoM kA dharma, vaha vilAsiyoM kA dharma nahIM hai| DiscArja kisa bhAga ko kahate haiM ? calatI Trena meM se gira par3eM use| brahmacarya se saMbaMdhita jJAna jAnakara rkhnaa| phira jaba vaha bilIpha meM AegA, usake bAda viSaya khatma ho jaaegaa| akramavijJAna meM haqa ke viSayoM kI chUTa dI gaI hai, kyoMki eka janma kA sabakucha DiscArja hai| lekina phira anyatra dRSTi nahIM bigar3anI caahie| anyatra bigar3egI to cArja ho hI jaaegaa| bhagavAna ke tAbe meM rahanA chor3akara kahIM viSaya ke tAbe meM to pha~sa nahIM gae ho na? 29

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viSaya meM se chUTane ke bAda zuddhAtmA pada meM z2yAdA rahA jA sakatA hai| haqa ke viSaya meM etarAz2a nahIM hai, lekina vaha bhI niyama se honA caahie| 5. saMsAravRkSa kI jar3a viSaya jahA~ viSaya hai vahA~ kaSAya, TakarAva aura dveSa haiM / viSaya aura kaSAya meM mUla aMtara kyA hai ? viSaya pichale janma kA pariNAma hai aura kaSAya vaha agale janma kA kAraNa hai| kramika mArga meM vicAra karake AtmA prApta karatA hai / niraMtara ekasamAna vicAradhArA rahatI hai, jisase karma khapate haiM, usake vicAra jJAnAkSepakavaMta hote haiM / viSaya ko no-kaSAya (nahIM ke barAbara kaSAya) meM rakhA gayA hai, kyoMki krodha - mAna-mAyA - lobha viSaya meM nahIM aate| phira bhI brahmacarya ko mahAvrata meM rakhA gayA hai / kaSAya kaoNz2ez2a haiM aura viSaya iphekTa haiM / ataH bar3A doSa kaSAya kA hai / 6. AtmA akartA - abhoktA vaijJAnika dRSTi se AtmA sUkSmatama hai aura viSaya sthUla hai| sUkSmatama sthUla ko kaise bhoga sakatA hai ? ataH AtmA ne kabhI viSaya bhogA hI nahIM / ahaMkAra sUkSma hai aura viSaya sthUla hai, isalie ahaMkAra bhI viSaya ko nahIM bhoga sktaa| ahaMkAra kevala bhrAMti se mAnatA hai ki maiMne viSaya bhogA / usase bhayaMkara bhogavaTA AtA hai| gItA meM kahA hai, 'viSaya viSaya ko bhoga haiM', jabaki AtmA to trikAla zuddha hI hai / 7. AkarSaNa - vikarSaNa kA siddhAMta AkarSaNa hotA hai pudgala ko, vaha lohacuMbaka aura Alapina jaisA hai| bAkI, AtmA ne kabhI viSaya bhogA hI nahIM / 30

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viSayoM meM niDara yAnI svcchNdii| 'mujhe dAdA kA jJAna milA hai, aba viSaya bAdhaka nahIM hai', aisA kahA ki bhayaMkara prakAra se lur3haka gyaa| yahI niDaratA hai aura yahI viSa hai| ataH durupayoga huaa| akramavijJAna hara taraha se nirbhaya banAnevAlA hai lekina viSaya meM nirbhaya nahIM honA hai, vahA~ para jAgRta rahanA hai| haqa ke viSaya kI hI chUTa hai, anyatra nhiiN| viSaya meM kapaTa karanA, anya sabakucha karanA vaha viSa hI hai na? parama pUjya dAdAzrI atyaMta karuNA se kahate haiM, 'aisA jJAna milane ke bAda yadi Apa mukta nahIM hote, to kaba chUTa pAoge? ye sabhI hai aura usameM se chUTanA hai| ataH kAma nikAla lo| hama ApakA kAma nikalavAne baiThe haiN|' jJAnI ke pAsa baiThakara yadi jJAnI jaise nahIM ho pAe~ to usameM kisa kA kasUra? jJAnIpuruSa niraMtara dravya-kSetra-kAla-bhAva se apratibaddha rUpa se vicarate haiN| unheM dekhakara sIkhanA hai| 'akramavijJAna' strI-puruSa ke AkarSaNa ke bAre meM kyA kahatA hai? lohacuMbaka lohe ko AkarSita karatA hI hai, aisA paramANuoM kA svabhAva hai| usI prakAra strI-puruSa ke paramANu eka dUsare ko AkarSita karate haiN| khada ne nahIM khiMcane kA taya kiyA ho phira bhI khiMca jAtA hai, to yaha kyA sUcita karatA hai ki isameM aba 'khuda' kA calana nahIM hai| koI parasattA yAnI megneTika phorsa khIMca rahA hai| pUrvajanma ke 'cArja' hue paramANuoM ke kAraNa jaba strI-puruSa Amane-sAmane 'phIlDa' meM Ate haiM, taba paramANu khiMcate haiN| taba khuda mAnatA hai ki, 'maiM khiMca gayA, mujhe abhI bhI AkarSaNa hotA rahatA hai|' vAstava meM isameM paramANu khiMcate haiN| unameM yadi 'maiM' tanmayAkAra nahIM hotA, to paramANu iphekTa dekara sahaja svabhAva se DiscArja hokara nirjarita ho jAte haiN| lekina vijJAna kI aisI vAstavikatA nahIM samajhane ke kAraNa 'khuda' ko mAnyatA kI A~TI rahatI hai aura miThAsa kI lAlaca ke kAraNa khuda iphekTa meM ekarUpa hue bagaira nahIM raha paataa| pariNAma svarUpa nayA 'cArja' karatA hai| usameM bhI yadi 'AtmajJAna' kI jAgRti rahe to vaha turaMta hI pratikramaNa karake vApasa AtmabhAva meM A jAe to 31

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paramANuoM ke asara se chUTa jAtA hai aura phira 'khuda' prakRti ke pariNAmoM ke lie jokhimadAra nahIM rahatA / avasthA dRSTi se AkarSaNa kA udbhava hotA hai aura tatvadRSTi se vItarAgatA utpanna hotI hai / avasthA meM tanmayAkAra hone para hI aMdara cuMbakatva utpanna hotA hai aura use phira svabhAva se hI AkarSaNa hone lagatA hai / ataH jaba 'dRSTi' badalegI, tabhI cuMbakatva khatma hogA aura AkarSaNa rukegaa| yAnI 'khuda' AtmasvabhAva meM rahe aura paramANuoM kI pratyeka kriyA ko sirpha dekhatA aura jAnatA rhe| paramANu jaba graMthi ke rUpa meM phUTeM, taba khuda unameM tanmayAkAra nahIM ho, unake asara ko noTa kare, eka kSaNa ke lie bhI usa asara ko apanA nahIM mAne, para pariNAma ko jAne aura khuda ke sva pariNAma kI yathArtha samajha barate, to viSaya viSayarUpa nahIM rahakara, jJeya banakara nirjarita ho jaaegaa| lekina aisI jAgRti to, jaba sabhI sthUla doSa hone baMda ho jAe~, sUkSma meM bhI kAfI kucha sApha ho jAe aura 'vijJAna' kI yathArtha samajha barate, tabhI pariNAmita hotI hai / 8. vaijJAnika 'gAiDa' brahmacarya hetu brahmacarya para itane sAre sUkSma, vaijJAnika spaSTIkaraNa kahIM bhI nahIM batAe gae haiN| parama pUjya dAdAzrI ne bahuta hI sarala tarIke se tamAma rahasya khola die haiN| jinakI pustakeM sAdhakoM ko bahuta hI kAma Ae~, aisI haiN| kitane hI sAdhaka dAdAzrI kI pustakeM par3hakara brahmacarya siddha kara lete haiN| brahmacarya kA mahatva batAnevAlI unakI sacoTa vANI aura viSaya ke pariNAmoM kI bhayaMkaratA ko batAnevAlI sacoTa vANI sujJa pAThakoM ko khar3A hI kara detI hai| aMdara se jAgRta kara detI hai aura brahmacarya kI ora mor3a detI hai| aisI vANI par3hakara hI brahmacarya kA pAlana saMbhava hai| - DaoN. nIrubahana amIna 32

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anukramaNikA khaMDa - 1 vivAhitoM ke lie brahmacarya kI cAbiyA~ [1] viSaya nahIM, lekina niDaratA vahI viSa [3] aNahakka kI gunahagArI aNahakka se sAvadhAna... 38 aNahakka se bhaMga pA~coM mahAvrata 41 44 harahAye pazu kI kyA gati ? thrI viz2ana kI jAgRti bahuta... 45 aNahakka kA viSaya... narka meM 46 jo haqa kI maryAdA... gAranTI 47 [4] eka patnIvrata kA artha hI brahmacarya 14 jo lokaniMdya nahIM,... lokapUjya 49 'eka patnIvrata'... brahmacarya hI 49 zAdI cAra se karo,... sinsiyara 51 15 sUkSma meM bhI eka... cAhie 54 haqa kA bhI normeliTI meM 55 56 terI tAqata ke anusAra zAdiyA~.... [5] aNahakka ke viSayabhoga, narka kA kAraNa 1 sAvadhAna, viSaya meM niDaratA se strI kI nahIM, galatI khuda kI patnI ke sAtha mokSa, eka zarta para 5 2 7 davAI kaba pInI cAhie ?... taba ! aisI saralatA mokSArthI... se? hai DiscArja, lekina mA~ge jAgRti zurU karo Aja se hI.... lokasaMjJA se pha~sA viSaya meM akrama ke alAvA... milegI ? 8 9 11 [ 2 ] dRSTi doSa ke jokhima A~khoM kA kyA gunAha ? bhaiMsa kI bhUla para... ko mAra nahIM milAnA dRSTi kabhI dRSTi bigar3e vahA~ bhava jur3a jAe~ qImata khUbasUrata camar3I kI suMdara bhoge jAte haiM, adhika khulA suMdaratA kA rahasya jA~co viSaya kA pRthakkaraNa 17 18 20 22 24 25 26 28 dAda khujalAe aisA sukha viSaya kA vivaraNa,... dRSTi se kRpAludeva ne kahA hai.... buddhi se bhI chUTa sakate... viSaya 34 eka ne DaMka khAyA,... sabhI ko 36 31 29 30 parapuruSa - parastrI narka kA kAraNa zIla ke luTere, narkAdhikArI bhayaMkara jokhimavAle... viSaya 59 60 62 dAdAjI chur3avAe~ narkagati se 62 usake jokhima to dhyAna meM rakho 63 donoM sahamata, phira bhI jokhima 65 brahmacarya ke icchAvAna... jJAna 65 aNahakka ke viSaya... chUTatA 68 33

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satI hone para mokSa pakkA sarvakAla meM zaMkA jokhimI hI aMdhere meM A~kheM kahA~ taka khIMceM ? 74 mokSa meM jAnevAloM ko 70 72 soe A~gana meM pati... kamare meM 111 nahIM yAda AtA AtmA... 113 viSayabhoga ke are... pariNAma ! 114 kitanA zarmanAka ? 116 77 caritra saMbaMdha meM 'sephasAiDa' kaisI dag2AbAz2I yaha 78 zaMkA kI parAkASThA para samAdhAna 80 [6] viSaya baMda, vahA~ lar3AIjhagar3e baMda 78 buddhizAlI bhI patnI... buddhU kaise the ve RSi-muni brahmacArI yAnI... devatA hI [8] brahmacarya kA mUlya, spaSTavedana - Atmasukha akrama mArga meM brahmacarya ... 82 122 bAteM jJAna kI aura... kleza rAga-dveSa kI... para hai viSaya jJAniyoM kA brahmacarya 83 125 84 khuda ne bhogA yA bhoga liyA... 126 viSaya-rasa gAravatA 86 127 88 92 93 94 96 phira bhI nahIM AtA vairAgya patnI to kaba vaza hogI ? viSaya ke bhikhArIyoM ko... viSaya se hI TakarAva phira lAlaca meM se lAcArI meM lAlaca se bhayaMkara AvaraNa viSaya chUTane ke... 'hIrAbA' vaha kahalAe totAmastI viSaya baMda to kleza baMda karo chaH mahIne... Az2amAiza kapaTa se zera ko banAe cuhiyA 103 vasUlI, minnateM karavAkara lAlaca to cukAe dhyeya viSaya kA lAlaca,... dazA [7] viSaya vaha pAzavatA hI 97 99 100 104 104 106 dasa sAla taka to digaMbara mA~-bApa hI kusaMskAra... ke strI- saMga chUTe, to... bhagavAna DabalabeDa se duganA viSaya 107 108 109 110 viSaya vedarUpI... zauqarUpI viSaya sukha cakhegA... pAegA ? usameM gaMdagI naz2ara... vaha jAe ekAMta zaiyyAsana badalo bilIpha viSaya se... 117 119 120 130 132 133 134 135 136 viSaya se calA jAe... dhyAna nahIM bujhatI vaha pyAsa kabhI tabhI mile AtmA kA sukha nirAlaMba AnaMda nirAlA 138 samajhanA brahmacarya kI anivAryatA 139 aMta samaya bhI lenA brahmacaryavrata 140 binA brahmacarya ke... pUrNAhuti 141 spaSTavedana rukA hai viSayabaMdhana se142 34 136 137 [9] lo vrata kA TrAyala brahmacarya ke bAda hI... anubhava 144 niyama meM A jAe to... gayA 146 gRhasthAzrama meM brahmacarya 148

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bIja meM se bAlI... janma meM 149 [11] cAritra kA prabhAva are! yaha to durupayoga huA 150 cAritra kI nIMva,... AdhAra 173 bApa ne anusaraNa kiyA beTe kA 151 zIlavAna ko... hogA hI 176 taya kiyA tabhI se UrvIkaraNa 153 kaise lakSaNa zIlavAna ke ! 179 yahIM para 'biveyara' ke... borDa 154 zIla ho to sA~pa nahIM DasatA 181 vicAra hI baMda, vrata ke pazcAt 156 ekAMta zaiyyAsana 183 abhiprAya to brahmacarya kA hI 158 viSaya se mukti,... guNasthAnaka 185 [10] AlocanA se hI jokhima Tale vratabhaMga ke vrata bhaMga se mithyAtva kI jIta 159 ahaMkAra karake bhI... jAo 168 khaMDa - 2 AtmajAgRti se brahmacarya kA mArga [1] viSayI-spaMdana, mAtra jokhima dAdAjI ke alAvA... koI bhI 208 viSayoM se vItarAga bhI Dare the 188 jAgRti meM dekheM, garbha se... taka 210 AtmA sadaiva brahmacArI 189 [3] viSaya sukha meM dAve anaMta bhItara nAca to bAhara... hAz2ira 191 apavAda se brahmacArI... 213 viSaya kA jAla to dekho 192 chor3o sirpha viSaya ko 215 sabase bar3I aTakana viSaya kI 194 viSaya se baneM qarAra 215 dekhatabhUlI yadi Tale to 195 'mizracetana' to dAvA karegA hI 217 vijJAna se viSaya para vijaya 196 do mana, kabhI nahIM... eka 219 jokhimoM kA bhI... kI jar3a 198 do taraphA sukha, kareM dAvA 220 kheda dvArA chUTa sakate haiM... se 200 bhoge rAga se, cukAe dveSa se 221 satsaMga se utare jaMga 201 'kAma' nikAla lo 222 [2] viSaya bhUkha kI bhayAnakatA viSaya se bar3he baira 223 asaMtoSa kI bhUkha... chUTegI ? 203 viSaya bIja sikatA hai aise 225 darzana moha se khar3A hai saMsAra 205 baira kA kArakhAnA 226 strI-puruSa ke dRSTiroga... kyA? 207 nahIM milatI, adhInatA... aisI 227 35

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viSaya sukha, 'rI pe' karanA... 227 hai kudaratI, lekina limiTa... 259 [4] viSaya bhoga, nahIM haiM nikAlI aba se sAvadhAna 260 viSaya bhoga ko 'nikAlI bAta'...232 [6] AtmA akartA - abhoktA use mile ekAvatArI baoNnDa 233 vijJAna kI dRSTi se ... kauna? 261 brahmaniSThA biThAe~ jJAnI 234 'sUkSmatama', 'sthUla' ko... 265 udayakarma ke nAma para pola 234 jJAnI ke zabda sone kI kaTAra 266 nirviSayI honA hI paDegA 236 nahIM hai lenA-denA... isase 266 nahIM calegI pola, bhItara meM 237 sAvadhAna! na ho jAe... 267 cArja-DiscArja kI bhedarekhA 238 viSaya meM kapaTa bhI viSa hai 269 jalana kA mArA khoje, viSaya... 241 jJAnIpuruSa se milane para bhI... 270 ahaMkAra kI mAnyatA kA sukha 241 [7] AkarSaNa-vikarSaNa kA isa jJAna ko jAna lo 243 siddhAMta akrama vijJAna ne dI chUTa... 243 AkarSaNa kyA hai? vaha samajha...272 bhagavAna ke tAbe meM yA strI ke ?245 paramANu meM bhara gayA pAvara 274 akrama vijJAna kyA kahatA hai ? 246 vahA~ tatvadRSTi se hI mukti 276 viSaya, dUra karAe AtmAnubhava 248 jahA~ AkarSaNa, vahA~... pratikramaNa277 [5] saMsAravRkSa kI jar3a, viSaya [8] brahmacarya hetu vaijJAnika kaoNmanasensa se TaleM TakarAva 250 'gAiDa' pharka, viSaya aura kaSAya meM 251 khule rahasya brahmacarya saMbaMdhita 279 doSa hai ajJAnatA kA 252 jJAnI ke alAvA kauna... roga? 280 kramika meM vicAroM dvArA pragati 253 kharA brahmacArI hI bole... para 281 kisa apekSA se viSaya baMdhana... 254 nahIM kI bAta kisI bApa ne 283 viSaya ko kahA, no-kaSAya 255 'gAiDa' kA upayoga... pAsa 285 bar3A doSa, viSaya kI tulanA... 256 pustaka par3hakara bhI... brahmacarya 285 viSaya, vaha hai iphekTa 258 dAdA kareM jIrNoddhAra,... kA 286 36

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khaMDa - 1 vivAhitoM ke lie brahmacarya kI cAbiyA~ [1] viSaya nahIM, lekina niDaratA vahI viSa sAvadhAna, viSaya meM niDaratA se viSaya, ve viSa nahIM haiM, viSaya meM niDaratA vahI viSa hai| isalie ghabarAnA mt| sabhI zAstroM ne jora dekara kahA hai ki viSaya ve viSa haiN| viSa kaise haiM? viSaya kahIM viSa hotA hogA? viSaya meM niDaratA, vahI viSa hai| viSaya yadi viSa hotA na, to phira Apa sabhI ghara para raha rahe hote aura Apako mokSa meM jAnA hotA to mujhe Apako hA~kakara bhejanA par3atA ki jAo upAzraya meM, yahA~ ghara para mata par3e rho| aise hA~kakara bhejanA par3atA yA nahIM bhejanA par3atA? lekina kyA mujhe kisI ko hA~kanA par3atA hai ? hama to kahate haiM ki jAo, ghara jAkara ArAma se palaMga para so jaao| viSayarahita brahmacArI kitane hoMge isa duniyA meM? yAnI pA~ca-dasa haz2Ara hoMge, zAyada bIsa-paccIsa haz2Ara hoMge, lekina phira bhI ye sAr3he cAra araba loga to viSa pIyA hI karate haiN| viSaya ko viSa rUpI likhA hai, usase manuSya ke mana para kyA asara hogA? 'viSaya viSa haiM' ye zabda zAdIzudA logoM ke sunane meM Ae, to kyA hogA? zAdIzudA logoM ke sAmane yaha zabda bolanA hI nahIM cAhie aura jo aisA zabda bole to usase kaheM

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) ki 'are, aise yadi viSaya hI viSa hotA to zAdI kI z2arUrata hI kyA thI ? ye to kucha hI loga binA zAdI kie ghUmate rahate haiM / bAkI kA, sArA jagat to vivAhita hI haiN| ataH yadi galata hotA to sArA jagat zAdI karatA hI kyoM?' ye jo zAdI kie binA ghUmate rahate haiM, ve to vyAyAmazAlA meM gae haiM ki strI ke binA jIyA jA sakatA hai yA nahIM ? yAnI vaha to vyAyAmazAlA hai| bAkI Apako 'TesTa ekjAminezana' meM se guz2aranA par3egA, aura yahA~ para strI ke sAtha, patnI-baccoM ke sAtha hI vItarAga honA par3egA / bhAgakara vahA~ himAlaya para jAkara, vItarAga hokara ( !) 'hamaku kyA, hamaku kyA' aise karatA rahA, to vaha nahIM clegaa| strI DA~Te aura rAta usI ghara meM guz2AranI par3e, vaha to sabase bar3A TesTa ekz2Aminezana hai ! yAnI strI ke sAtha rahate hue bhI mokSa honA cAhie / strI kI gAliyA~ khAe phira bhI samatA rahe, aisA mokSa honA cAhie / bhagavAna ne AtmA ke do bheda batAe; eka saMsArI aura dUsare siddha / jo mokSa meM cale gae haiM, ve siddha kahalAte haiM aura bAkI ke sabhI saMsArI / ataH yadi Apa tyAgI ho, phira bhI saMsArI ho aura ye gRhastha bhI saMsArI haiN| isalie Apa mana meM kucha rakhanA mata / saMsAra bAdhaka nahIM hai, viSaya bAdhaka nahIM hai, kucha bhI bAdhaka nahIM hai, ajJAna bAdhaka hai| isIlie to maiMne pustaka meM likhA hai ki viSaya viSa nahIM haiM, viSaya meM niDaratA, vaha viSa hai / bIvI-baccoM ke sAtha rahate hue bhI mokSa ho, vaha rAstA hamane dikhAyA hai| abhI yahA~ se sIdhA mokSa nahIM hai / yaha ekAvatArI pada hai / vItarAgoM kI bAta bilkula sahI hai ki yadi sIdhe hI mokSa meM jA pAte to bIvI-baccoM ko isa aMtima janma meM chor3anA par3atA, lekina yaha to ekAvatArI pada hai| mokSa kA aura saMsAra kA kyA lenA-denA? eka bhI karma nahIM ba~dhegA, usakI hama gAranTI dete haiN| strI - baccoM ke sAtha rahate hue bhI karma nahIM ba~dhegA / strI kI nahIM, galatI khuda kI 'viSaya viSa nahIM hai' sirpha aisA kahA jAe to kitane hI tyAgiyoM ke sAtha matabheda ho jAegA ki 'Apa aisA kahate haiM ?' nahIM, maiM viSaya ko

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viSaya nahIM, lekina niDaratA vahI viSa viSa kahanA hI nahIM cAhatA / maiM viSaya meM niDaratA ko viSa kahatA hU~ / Apa viSayoM ko viSa kahate ho, vaha maiM kabUla nahIM krtaa| jo avivAhita hai aura yadi vaha brahmacArI kI taraha rahanA cAhatA ho to maiM bahuta khuza hU~ / yadi koI vivAhita ho to use kyA aisA kaheMge ki patnI ko chor3akara bhAga jA tU? phira bhI yadi vaha patnI ko chor3akara bhAga jAe aura usakA mokSa ho jAe, kyA aisA kabhI ho sakatA hai ? aisA kisI ke mAnane meM AtA hai kyA? to phira zAdI kyoM kI thI ? zarma nahIM AtI ? kisI ko dag2A nahIM denA caahie| isa duniyA meM kisI jIva ko kiMcit mAtra bhI duHkha diyA hogA to mokSa nahIM hogA / isalie hamane yaha sarala rAstA khoja nikaalaa| varnA ye sAre vivAhita loga kahate haiM ki 'hama mokSa meM jAnevAle haiN'| ve aisA kyoM kaha rahe haiM? unheM khuda ko aisA lagA ki 'hama mokSa meM jAne ke lie isa ora jA rahe haiN|' 'kitane mIla kI dUrI para the aura aba senTrala (sTezana) kitanA pAsa A gayA', Apako aisA lagatA hai ? praznakartA : naz2adIka hai / dAdAzrI : bIvI-bacce sAtha meM haiM, baccoM ko par3hAtA hai, saba karatA hai| strI mokSa meM bAdhA nahIM DAlatI / ApakI galatI se mokSa rukatA hai / galatI ApakI hai, strI kI galatI nahIM hai / strI bAdhaka nahIM hai, ApakI ajJAnatA bAdhaka hai| 3 aisA hai na ki manuSyoM ne viSaya kA to pRthakkaraNa karake kabhI dekhA hI nhiiN| yadi mAnavadharma ke taura para, viSaya kA pRthakkaraNa kareM, jaise ki hama kisI cIz2a kA pRthakkaraNa karate haiM ki usameM kyA-kyA cIjeM milI huI haiM, aise alaga karate haiM / usI taraha yadi viSaya kA pRthakkaraNa kare to manuSya kabhI bhI phira viSaya karegA hI nhiiN| do dina se z2yAdA ke bAsI pakaur3e khA hI nahIM sakate / phira bhI yadi tIna mahIne ke bAsI pakaur3e khA lie hoM, to bhI vaha jIvita rahegA, lekina viSaya karegA to vaha jIvita nahIM rhegaa| viSaya, vaha aisI cIz2a hai ki usakA pRthakkaraNa kare to khuda ko vairAgya hI rahA kare / yadi viSaya viSa hote to bhagavAna mahAvIra tIrthaMkara hI nahIM bana paate| bhagavAna mahAvIra kI bhI beTI thI / ataH viSayoM meM

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) niDaratA, vaha viSa hai| aba mujhe kucha bhI bAdhaka nahIM hai, aisA honA, vahI viSa hai| praznakartA : niDaratA, vaha lAparavAhI kahalAtI hai na? dAdAzrI : maiMne niDaratA zabda isalie diyA hai tAki viSaya se ddre| sirpha lAcAra hokara hI viSaya meM pdd'e| isalie viSaya se Daro, aisA kahate haiN| kyoMki bhagavAna bhI Darate the, bar3e-bar3e jJAnI bhI Darate the, to Apa aise kaise ho ki jo viSaya se nahIM Darate? mujhe aba kucha bAdhaka nahIM hai, vahI viSa hai| ata: viSaya se ddro| viSaya bhogo z2arUra, lekina viSaya se ddro| jaise suMdara bhojana milA ho, rasa-roTI vagairaha, vaha saba bhogo avazya, lekina Darate hue bhogo| Darate hue kisalie ki z2yAdA khAoge to takalIpha ho jAegI, isalie ddro| ___ eka sAdhu khoja lAo ki jisakI Aja hama zAdI karavAe~ aura yadi eka mahInA bhI ghara calA le, to vaha saccA! are! yaha to tIsare dina hI bhAga jaaegaa| 'phalAnA le Ao, vaha phalAnA le Ao, kahA ki bhAga jaaegaa| aura ye (sAdhu) logoM ko parezAna karate haiM ki, 'aba ApakA kyA hogA?' isalie mujhe ye bhArI zabda likhane par3e ki 'viSaya viSa nahIM haiM, jAo ghabarAnA mata', aura kahA, 'maiM ApakI ghabarAhaTa nikAlane AyA huuN| sahaja bhAva se viSaya bhogo na! sahaja honA caahie| yadi sahaja bhAva se viSaya bhoge to viSaya viSaya ko hI bhogate haiN| yaha to, sahaja bhAva se bhoganA AtA nahIM hai na? praznakartA : yAnI viSaya meM jo par3atA haiM, usameM usakI koI himmata kAma nahIM karatI, vaha to usakI Asakti hI karavAtI hai|| dAdAzrI : nahIM, hameM usameM bhI harja nahIM hai| niDaratA meM harja hai| yAnI 'aba mujhe kucha bhI bAdhaka nahIM hai, maiM bhale hI kaise bhI viSaya bhogUM, phira bhI mujhe kucha nahIM hogaa|' aisI lAparavAhI rahe to, usa lAparavAhI ko hama niDaratA kahate haiN| logoM ne viSayoM ko ekAMtika rUpa se 'viSa' kahA hai, isalie saMsArI 'Diskareja' ho ge| to phira ina saMsAriyoM ko viSa hI pIte

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viSaya nahIM, lekina niDaratA vahI viSa rahanA hai na? kyA sirpha ina tyAgiyoM ko hI viSa nahIM pInA hai? sirpha yaha strI-viSaya hI viSaya nahIM hai| tyAgiyoM ke bhI sabhI viSaya hote haiM aura saMsAriyoM ke bhI sabhI viSaya hote haiM, lekina zAstroM meM sirpha strI-viSaya ko hI aisA z2ahara samAna kahA gayA hai| lekina isase unhoMne logoM ko DarA diyA hai ki 'hama to saMsArI loga haiN| viSaya viSa samAna haiM, phira bhI karane to par3ate hI haiM na!' isalie phira vaha unheM khaTakatA rahatA hai| yaha gutthI nikAla dene yogya hai aura yaha jo khaTakatA rahatA hai, vaha du:kha kahalAtA hai| praznakartA : viSayoM meM niDaratA, yadi vaha viSa hai to phira jo niDaratA utpanna hotI hai, vaha kise AtI hai? dAdAzrI : khuda niDaratA rakhe to rhegii| yadi vaha ahaMkAra karane lage ki, 'maiM viSaya se jIta gayA, aba koI harja nahIM hai|' vaha niDaratA kahalAtI hai| vaha ahaMkAra kahalAtA haiN| yadi niDara rahA to vaha viSa ho gyaa| isa viSaya meM to Akhira taka niDara nahIM honA hai| pulisa ke pakar3e binA to koI jela meM nahIM jAtA na? pulisa pakar3akara jela meM le jAe, tabhI jAoge na? pulisa dvArA le jAe binA koI jela meM jAe, to nahIM samajha jAe~ge ki vaha niDara ho gayA hai? agara pulisavAlA pakar3akara jela meM le jAe taba usakA gunAha nahIM hai| isI taraha yadi saMyoga use viSaya ke gaDDhe meM girAe~ to usameM harja nahIM hai| yadi abrahmacarya kI gA~Tha vilaya ho jAe taba to sabakucha calA jaaegaa| yaha sArA saMsAra usI para khar3A huA hai| rUTa kaoNz2a yahI hai| ina logoM ke duHkha dUra karane ke lie, logoM ke mana para se bojha haTa jAe, isIlie jJAnIpuruSa aisA kahate haiM ki viSaya, vaha viSa nahIM haiN| tAki Apako aisA lage ki calo, itanI to zAMti huii| __patnI ke sAtha mokSa, eka zarta para praznakartA : zuddhAtmA svarUpa hone ke bAda duniyA meM patnI ke sAtha saMsAra vyavahAra karanA cAhie yA nahIM? aura vaha kisa bhAva se? yahA~ samabhAva se nikAla (nipaTArA) kaise kareM? dAdAzrI : yaha vyavahAra to, yadi ApakI patnI ho to patnI ke sAtha

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) samAdhAnapUrvaka ApasI vyavahAra rkhnaa| Apako aura unheM, donoM kA samAdhAna ho aisA vyavahAra rkhnaa| unheM asamAdhAna ho aura Apako samAdhAna rahe, to aisA vyavahAra baMda kara denA / Apase strI ko koI duHkha nahIM honA caahie| Apako kyA lagatA hai ? kaisA vyavahAra karanA cAhie ? use duHkha nahIM ho, aisA / ho sakegA yA nahIM ? hA~, yaha jo strI se vivAha kiyA hai vaha saMsAra vyavahAra ke lie hai, na ki sAdhu banane ke lie| taba phira strI mujhe gAliyA~ nahIM degI ki 'dAdAjI ne merA saMsAra bigAr3a diyA !' maiM aisA nahIM kahanA caahtaa| to Apase itanA kahatA hU~ ki yaha jo davAI (viSaya saMbaMdha) hai, vaha mIThI davAI hai / aura jisa taraha davAI hamezA sahI mAtrA meM lI jAtI hai, usI taraha yaha bhI sahI mAtrA meM lenaa| 6 I mIThI lagI isalie bAra-bAra pIte raheM, aisA kahIM karanA cAhie ? thor3A to soco| kyA nukasAna hotA hai ? to vaha yaha hai ki jo bhojana lete haiM usase blaDa banatA hai, anya saba hote-hote Aqhira meM usase raja aura vIrya banakara khatma ho jAtA hai| vivAhita jIvana kI zobhA kaba rahegI ? ki jaba donoM ko buqhAra car3hane para hI ve davAI pIe~, taba / binA buqhAra davAI pIte haiM yA nahIM? eka ko buqhAra nahIM car3hA ho phira bhI davAI pIe to usase vivAhita jIvana kI zobhA nahIM rahatI / donoM ko buqhAra car3he tabhI davAI pInI caahie| disa iz2a oNnlI meddisin| meDisina mIThI hai, sirpha isalie roz2a pIne yogya nahIM hai| vivAhita jIvana kI zobhA rakhanI ho to saMyamI kI z2arUrata hai| sabhI jAnavara asaMyamI kahalAte haiN| apanA jIvana to saMyamI honA cAhie! ye sabhI jo pahale, rAma-sItA Adi sabhI ho cuke haiM, ve sabhI saMyamavAle the| strI ke sAtha saMyamI! taba yaha asaMyama, vaha kyA koI daivIguNa hai ? nahIM, vaha pAzavI guNa hai| manuSya meM aise guNa nahIM hone cAhie / manuSya asaMyamI nahIM honA caahie| jagat ko yaha samajha hI nahIM hai ki viSaya kyA hai ! eka bAra ke viSaya meM karor3oM jIva mara jAte haiM, vana TAima meM to| samajha nahIM hone kI vajaha se yahA~ maz2e lete haiN| samajhate nahIM haiM na ! majabUrana jIva mareM, aisA honA caahie| lekina yadi samajha nahIM ho, taba kyA ho sakatA hai ? isalie hamane kahA hai ki patnI kA saMga rakhane meM harja nahIM hai /

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viSaya nahIM, lekina niDaratA vahI virSa lekina donoM ko isI zarta ke sAtha ki 'ekatA aura samajhadArI ke sAtha rhnaa|' DaoNkTara ne batAyA ho, utanI bAra davAI piinaa| ye to roz2a do-do, tIna-tIna bAra davAI pIte haiM, logoM ne aisA kara diyA hai na! aura vAstava meM vaha davAI mIThI nahIM hai| praznakartA : isameM bhI, itanI hI davAI pInA, vaha kyA apane kAbU meM hai? vaha Doz2a kAbU meM nahIM rahe to kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : kAbU meM nahIM rahe, aisI koI cIz2a hotI hI nahIM isa duniyA meN| davAI kaba pInI cAhie? buqhAra se chaTapaTAe taba ! yaha 'akramavijJAna' hai| vivAha karane para bhI mokSa calA jAe, aisA nahIM hai| Apa sabhI saMsArI ho aura honA hai ekAvatArI to usakA mela kaise baiThegA? ye jaina zAstra spaSTa manA karate haiM, AcArya bhI manA karate haiM, phira apane lie yaha mela kaise baiTha gayA? taba maiMne kahA ki 'strI ke sAtha raho, lekina merI zarta kyA hai ki Apa bhale hI kucha bhI khAnA-pInA, lekina isa strI viSaya saMbaMdha meM to jaba donoM ko buqhAra car3he, tabhI davAI piinaa| yaha davAI mIThI hai,isa vajaha se zauqa kI khAtira mata piinaa|' varnA ina saMsAriyoM ko ekAvatArI to kyA lekina samakita bhI jaldI nahIM ho sakatA na! jabaki ina sabhI ko to kSAyaka samikata baratatA hai| sirpha itanI sI hI bhUla rahI hai| pUrA hI jagat, 'yaha mIThA hai' mAnakara basa pIte hI rahate haiN| buqhAra ho yA nahIM ho| ata: logoM ko to anAdi se aisA adhyAsa ho gayA hai, isalie hameM bAra-bAra kahanA par3atA hai! sabhI dharmoM ne ulajhana paidA kara dI ki striyoM ko chor3a do| are! yadi strI ko choDa dU~, to maiM kahA~ jAU~? mere lie khAnA kauna banAegA? maiM apanA vyApAra saMbhAlU~ yA ghara meM cUlhA phUMkU~? aba aisA kahate haiM ki 'patnI chor3a do to mokSa milegA', to patnI ne kyA gunAha kiyA hai? praznakartA : aura bIviyA~ bhI aisA kahatI haiM na ki 'hameM bhI mokSa cAhie, hameM ApakI z2arUrata nahIM hai|'

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) dAdAzrI : hA~, aisA hI kaheMgI na! ApakA aura ina mahilA kA, donoM kA sAjhA vyaapaar| ataH isameM strI kA doSa nahIM hai, buqhAra kA doSa nahIM hai| buqhAra nahIM car3hA ho aura davAI pIo, usa cIz2a kA doSa hai| yAnI yaha saba jokhimadArI samajha lenaa| apanI yaha bAta bharose lAyaka hai aura turaMta hI anubhava meM Ae, aisI bAta hai! aisI saralatA mokSArthI ko kahA~ se? davAI niyama se lI jAe, tabhI use 'AjJA meM rahA' aisA kahA jaaegaa| viSaya kI limiTa honI caahie| strI-puruSa kA viSaya kahA~ taka honA cAhie? parastrI nahIM honI cAhie aura parapuruSa nahIM honA caahie| aura kabhI usakA vicAra bhI Ae to unheM pratikramaNa se dho denA caahie| sabase bar3A jokhima ho, to itanA hI hai-parastrI aura parapuruSa! khuda kI strI meM jokhima nahIM hai| aba hamArI isameM kahIM koI bhUla hai? kyA hama DA~Tate haiM kisI bhI taraha? usameM kyA koI gunAha hai? yaha hamArI sAinTiphika khoja hai ki kitane se, kahA~ para karma nahIM cipakate, aisI khoja hai! varnA sAdhuoM ko to yahA~ taka kahA gayA hai ki yadi strI kA lakar3I kA putalA ho, to use bhI mata dekhnaa| jahA~ strI baiThI ho usa jagaha para baiThanA nhiiN| lekina maiMne aisA kucha nahIM kahA hai na? aura itanA AsAna ho to pAlana karanA cAhie na? yA usameM koI muzkila AtI hai ? praznakartA : hameM Age bar3hanA hai, isalie pAlana karanA hI hai| dAdAzrI : buqhAra car3he tabhI piinaa| yaha to samajhadAra insAna kA hI kAma hai na? ataH hamArA yaha tharmAmITara mila gayA hai| tabhI to hama kahate haiM na ki strI ke sAtha mokSa diyA hai! aisI saralatA kisI ne nahIM dI hai| bahuta hI sarala aura sIdhA mArga diyA hai| aba Apako jaisA sadupayoga karanA ho, vaisA krnaa| ekadama sarala ! aisA kabhI huA hI nahIM! yaha nirmala mArga hai, bhagavAna bhI jise eksepTa kareM, aisA mArga hai! kisI vyakti ko sajA huI ho aura use jela meM DAla diyA jAe aura vaha vahA~ jAkara z2amIna lIpa rahA ho to hama kyA samajheMge? kyA use

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viSaya nahIM, lekina niDaratA vahI viSa lIpane kA zauqa hai? vaha pulisa se ciraurI karake kahegA ki 'z2arA pAnI lA dIjie n|' yAnI lIpane ke lie ciraurI bhI karatA hai, kyoM? kyoMki use aise meM sonA acchA nahIM lagatA, yAnI use zauqa nahIM hai| kaba chUTU, aisA usake mana meM rahatA hI hai, phira bhI vaha lIpatA hai| to kyA yaha virodhAbhAsa nahIM hai? nahIM, yaha virodhAbhAsa nahIM hai| yaha to, kAmacalAU cAhie yA nahIM? varnA kamara TUTa jaae| isI taraha hama kahate haiM ki Apa yaha davAI pInA, lekina isameM se kaba chUTU ?' yaha to cUkanA hI nahIM cAhie na? aisI jAgRti nahIM rahe to kisa kAma kA? hai DiscArja, lekina mA~ge jAgRti apanA yaha akramavijJAna kyA kahatA hai? cArja ko 'cArja' kahatA hai aura DiscArja ko 'DiscArja' kahatA hai| DiscArja yAnI hamane koI bhI tyAga karane ko nahIM kahA hai| yaha jJAna diyA, ataH Apako jinakA tyAga karanA thA, ve ahaMkAra aura mamatA, una donoM kA tyAga ho gayA aura grahaNa karanA thA nija svarUpa, 'zuddhAtmA', vaha grahaNa ho gyaa| yAnI tyAga karane kI cIz2a kA tyAga ho gayA aura grahaNa karane kI cIz2a grahaNa ho gaI! ataH grahaNa-tyAga kA jhaMjhaTa rahA hI nahIM ki mujhe yaha grahaNa karanA hai yA isakA tyAga karanA hai, aisA! dUsarA, aba sirpha nikAla karanA rahA, kyoMki hamane hamAre jJAna se khoja kI hai ki yaha saba DiscArja hai| aba hai DiscArja, phira bhI isa kAla ke logoM ko hameM cetAvanI denI par3atI hai, strI-puruSa ke viSaya saMbaMdha meM cetAvanI denI par3atI hai| eka mahAtmA haiM, jo phira aisA mAna baiThe the ki yaha saba DiscArja hI hai| taba maiMne unheM samajhAyA ki DiscArja kA matalaba kyA hai? jaba Apako buqhAra car3hA ho to phira patnI se pUchanA ki Apako buqhAra car3hA hai? donoM ko buqhAra car3he to davAI pI lenaa| eka ko buqhAra car3hA lekina agara patnI ko buqhAra nahIM car3hA ho, taba taka Apako bhI davAI nahIM pInI hai yadi donoM ko buqhAra car3he, tabhI piinaa| yaha to roz2a pItA hai| mIThI hai na, pharsTa klAsa, donoM... yAnI maiM aisA kahatA hU~ unheN| nahIM to zarIra kaise dikheMge! aba, usa ajJAnatA meM pahale duHkha thA, jalana hI thI pUrA dina, isalie tU pUrA dina,

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10 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) yahI dhaMdhA lekara baiTha gayA thA lekina aba jalana nahIM rhii| aba z2arA sIdhA cala na! jaba taka kisI ko jalana rahe, taba taka maiM nahIM DA~TatA use| maiM samajhatA hU~ ki jalanavAlA insAna kyA nahIM karegA? aba maiMne Apako akhaMDa AnaMdavAlA banA diyA hai, aba kyoM yaha pIte rahate ho? binA buqhAra ke davAI pIte ho? koI binA buqhAra ke davAI pItA hai bhalA? z2arUrata hI nahIM hai zarIra ko| yoM hI AnaMda meM hai! samajhane jaisI bAta hai! aura vaha jo hai, vaha zarIra ke lie nukasAnadeha cIz2a hai| yaha Apa jo khAte-pIte ho usakA eksTraikTa nikalate-nikalate jo vIrya banatA hai, vaha pUrA sAra hai| isalie usakA upayoga ikonomikalI karanA caahie| yoM hI fijUla kharca nahIM karanA hai| hA~! yAnI Apako to caMdUbhAI se kahanA hai ki, 'bhAI, aisA nahIM calegA, fijUla kharca mata karanA, Apa to viSayI ho hI nhiiN| ApakA lenA-denA nahIM hai lekina Apako caMdUbhAI se kahanA caahie| varnA phira caMdUbhAI bImAra ho gae to Apako hI musIbata hogI na? ataH yadi sAvadhAna raho to usameM galata kyA hai? varnA yadi zarIra nirvIrya ho jAegA, to yaha kahegA 'are! gayA, vaha gayA, yaha gyaa|' ghana cakkara! to kyoM pahale dAdAjI kA kahA nahIM mAnA aura aba gayA-gayA kara rahA hai? paiMtIsa sAla kI umra meM to eka vyakti ko pakSAghAta ho gayA thA, ve bahuta AsaktivAle the| yoM to acchI taraha dharma kA pAlana karate the| phira maiMne unase kahA, 'Apa Asakti maMda nahIM kara rahe the, lekina aba to maMda karanI par3egI na!' taba kahane lage, 'maMda kyA? aba to pUrI hI gaI n| aba kahA~ rahI Asakti?' taba maiMne kahA, 'pahale se samajha gae hote to yaha jhaMjhaTa nahIM huA hotA na!' isa taraha jaba jela meM baMda ho jAte ho, taba sIdhe hote ho, to phira mukta rahane meM kyA harja hai?' lekina mukti meM nahIM rhtaa| nahIM? jela meM jAe~ge taba raheMge sIdhe! isalie phira yaha akrama mArga nikalA hai ki 'bhAI nahIM, aisA-vaisA nahIM, donoM ko buqhAra Ae taba davAI piinaa| buqhAra meM sArI rAta huDa... huDa... karate baiThe raho, usake bajAya pI lenA na! aisA akramavijJAna nikalA hai| isIlie Aqhira meM maiMne kyA kahA? ye loga kacce haiM isalie mujhe

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viSaya nahIM, lekina niDaratA vahI viSa yaha nayA vAkya rakhanA pdd'aa| yadi thor3e pakke hote, cavannIbhara kacce hote aura bAraha Ane pakke hote to mujhe yaha bhI nahIM kahanA pdd'taa| yaha eka apavAda rakhanA par3A! aba isase yaha jJAna kucha calA nahIM jAegA, lekina use khuda ko vaha ulajhA detA hai| davAI lenI to z2arUrI hai hI, kyoMki 'merija' huI hai| lekina strI-puruSa kA jo saMbaMdha hai, usameM se maiMne Apako alaga nahIM kiyA hai| lekina niyama kyA kahatA hai ki yadi mokSa meM jAnA hai to khAnA kyoM hai? jaise bhUkha miTAne ke lie khAnA hai, vaise hI davAI to buqhAra car3he tabhI pInI cAhie na? Apako samajha meM AyA ki 'buqhAra car3hA' kise kaheMge aura kise nahIM? aba itanA hI, eka choTe se niyama kA pAlana karane ko kahatA huuN| isameM koI bahuta muzkila cIz2a hai ? usameM bhI yadi Apa sAinTisTa (jaisI socavAle) vyakti ho, to Apase kahane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| ye sabhI sAinTisTa nahIM haiM na? yaha davAI to bahuta acchI hai, sugaMdhita hai, isalie pI lo na, kahatA hai ! are! vaha davAI hai| davAI kA zauqa nahIM rakhate! davAI kA zauqa to hotA hogA? davAI to upAya hai| praznakartA : zauqa kisakA rakhanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : AnaMda kaa| hamezA AnaMda rahe, usIkA zauqa rakhanA aura thAlI meM jo Ae vaha khAnA-pInA aura mauja krnaa| usake lie koI manAhI nahIM hai| aura brahmacarya pAlana kiyA jA sake to usake samAna koI sukha, usa sukha kI to koI maryAdA (sImA) hI nahIM hai, itanA adhika sukha hai! amaryAdita(asIma) sukha hai ! vaha maiMne dekhA hai aura anubhava kiyA hai! isIlie to hameM pUre dina AnaMda hI rahatA hai na! aisA AnaMda rahe to phira viSaya yAda hI nahIM aae| viSaya yAda hI nahIM Ae to phira jhaMjhaTa hI kahA~ rahA? zurU karo Aja se hI... 'buqhAra car3he to davAI pInA' merI yaha bAta Apako pasaMda AI yA nahIM AI?

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) praznakartA : pasaMda AI na! dAdAzrI : aisA! pasaMda AI ho to Aja se zurU kara denaa| pasaMda nahIM ho to thor3e dinoM baad| jaldI kyA hai ? paccIsa sAla bAda ! isameM thor3e hI koI z2abaradastI hai? bAkI, sabase bar3I jokhimadArI to isa viSaya kI jokhimadArI hai! phira bhI hamane kahA hai ki buqhAra car3he tabhI davAI pInA, to jokhimadArI hamArI, aura Apako mokSamArga meM bAdhA nahIM aaegii| yaha itanI sArI jokhimadArI lene ke bAvajUda Apa kahate ho ki hameM ThIka se pUrI chUTa nahIM dete, to vaha ApakI bhUla hI hai na? Apako kyA lagatA hai? apanA yaha 'akramavijJAna' hai! strI ke sAtha rhnaa| Aja sabhI zAstroM ne strI ke sAtha rahane ko manA kiyA hai, jabaki hama rahane ko kahate haiN| lekina sAtha meM yaha tharmAmITara dete haiN| yAnI ki strI ko duHkha nahIM ho, usa taraha se viSaya kA vyavahAra rkhnaa| praznakartA : vaha buqhAra car3hanA baMda hogA yA nahIM? dAdAzrI : nahIM, vaha to vApasa phira se cddh'egaa| praznakartA : to use baMda kaise kareM? dAdAzrI : use baMda mata krnaa| donoM ko buqhAra car3he aura davAI pIo to jokhimadArI ApakI nahIM hai, taba phira merI jokhimdaarii| yadi zauqa kI khAtira davAI pIo, to ApakI jokhimdaarii| maiM jAnatA hU~ ki Apa sabhI zAdIzudA ho, yAnI sabhI ko kucha yoM hI jJAna nahIM diyA hai! lekina sAtha hI sAtha akrama kI itanI z2immedArI lI hai ki yahA~ taka niyama meM raho, to jokhimadAra maiM huuN| praznakartA : vAipha kI icchA nahIM ho aura haz2abenDa ke phorsa se davAI pInI par3e taba kyA kareM? dAdAzrI : lekina usameM to kyA kareM? kisa ne kahA thA zAdI karo? praznakartA : bhugate usakI bhuul| lekina dAdA kucha aisA batAie na,

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viSaya nahIM, lekina niDaratA vahI viSa 13 aisI koI davAI batAie ki jisase sAmanevAle vyakti kA pratikramaNa kareM, kucha kareM to kama ho jaae| dAdAzrI : vaha to ise samajhane se, bAta samajhAne se ki 'dAdA ne kahA hai ki yaha to bAra-bAra pIte rahane kI cIz2a nahIM hai| z2arA sIdhe calo n|' yAnI mahIne meM cha:-ATha dina davAI pInI caahie| apanA zarIra acchA rahegA, dimAg2a acchA rahegA, to phAila kA nikAla hogaa| varnA DiphaoNrma ho jaaegaa| praznakartA : buqhAra car3he hI nahIM; aisA kucha kara dIjie n| dAdAzrI : aisA hI kara diyA hai, lekina Apako abhI taka.... praznakartA : nizcaya kaccA hai| dAdAzrI : nizcaya kaccA hai| yaha to iphekTa hai, yaha DiscArja hai, aisA karake nizcaya kaccA par3a jAtA hai| praznakartA : samajha meM Ae, to vartana meM AegA hI na? dAdAzrI : samajha meM to AyA hI nahIM hai| yaha buddhipUrvaka kA sukha nahIM hai| aise samajha meM AyA hI nahIM hai| maiMne jalebI khAne kI chUTa dI, khIra khAne kI chUTa dI hai| isa zarAba meM se jo sukha AtA hai, vaha buddhipUrvaka kA sukha nahIM khlaataa| sigareTa meM se jo sukha AtA hai, vaha buddhipUrvaka kA sukha nahIM khlaataa| yoM dekhA-dekhI se hI hai| eka bAra sirpha jAna lene kI hI z2arUrata hai ki buqhAra Ane para hI davAI pInI caahie| phira usa ora kA taya ho jAe to phira mana vaisA hI nizcaya rakhatA hai| kyoMki use Atmasukha to milA hI hai na! jise kisI bhI prakAra kA sukha ho hI nahIM, usake lie to phira yaha viSaya sukha hai hii| use to hama mor3eMge hI nahIM aura use to mor3a bhI nahIM sakate n| jabaki yaha to AtmA kI tarapha kA sukha milA hai, isalie khuda ke isa sukha kI ora mur3a jAtA hai aura vApasa jaba mana z2arA sA bhI bAhara kahIM TakarAe to usa samaya vaha bAhara viSaya kI ora nahIM mur3atA balki aMdara AtmA kI ora mur3a jAtA hai| lekina jise yaha jJAna nahIM milA ho, use

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) kyA hogA? yaha mokSa kA mArga hai, isalie yahA~ z2arA itanA hI samajha lenaa| Apako yaha bAta pasaMda AI kyA? yaha 'akramajJAna' sahI hai na? praznakartA : hA~, sahI hai| dAdAzrI : viSaya kI upasthiti meM bhI mokSa ho sake, aisA yaha jJAna hai na! yaha hamArI khoja hai| bahuta ucca prakAra kI khoja hai! Apako laDDUjalebI vagairaha khAne kI chUTa de rakhI hai| kRpAludeva ne to kyA kahA hai ki, 'manapasaMda thAlI Ae to auroM ko de denaa|' to kyA kisI ne kabhI auroM ko dI hai ? eka bhI aisA janmA hai ki jisane apanI manapasaMda thAlI kisI aura ko de dI? ye koI de deM aise haiM ? vaha to, sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI aisA kara sakate haiN| jabaki maiMne to Apase kahA hai ki, 'manapasaMda thAlI ArAma se khAnA! Ama khAnA, Amarasa khaanaa|' kisI ne bhI aisI chUTa nahIM dI hai| abhI taka kisI zAstra ne aisA nahIM kahA hai ki saMsArI veza meM aisA saMbhava hai| ina sabhI zAstroM ne to 'strI se dUra bhAgo', aisA kahA hai| lekina hamane yaha nayI khoja kI hai! merI yaha nayI vaijJAnika khoja hai| caubIsa tIrthaMkaroM kA ikaTThA vijJAna hai yaha! yahA~ hama Apako khuda kI strI yA khuda ke puruSa kI maryAdA meM hI viSaya kI chUTa dete haiM, usameM aisI z2immedArI nahIM rhtii| isIlie hamane chUTa dI hai| bAkI zAstrakAroM ne to ise bilkula nikAla hI diyA hai ki, 'are, strI ko chor3a do', aisA kaha diyaa| lekina yaha to apanA vijJAna hai, isalie eka ora zAMti rahe, aisA hai| aura isIlie AjJA meM rahane ko taiyAra hote haiN| balki chUTa dI hai| usakA yadi ulTA artha nikAle taba to isameM mAra khA jAegA na? lokasaMjJA se pha~sA viSaya meM bAkI, viSaya to lokasaMjJA hai| sirpha binA soce-samajhe kI huI bAta hai| kRpAludeva ne to usakA bahuta kharAba taraha se varNana kiyA hai| vaha bhUmikA thUkane yogya bhI nahIM hai' use aisA kahA hai| usa bAta kI loga TIkA-TippaNI karate haiM ! duniyA hai na! duniyA ko yaha bAta pasaMda nahIM AtI

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viSaya nahIM, lekina niDaratA vahI viSa na? duniyA meM to hara kisI kI dRSTi alaga hI hotI hai| ataH kisI eka vyakti ke vyUpoinTa se kahA huA sahI mAnanA hI nahIM caahie| praznakartA : lekina 'vyavasthita' ke kSetra meM viSaya AtA hai yA nahIM? dAdAzrI : AtA hai na! lekina agara buqhAra car3he to vaha 'vyavasthita' ke kSetra meM hai, varnA 'vyavasthita' kA durupayoga kara rahe haiN| buqhAra car3hane para davAI le to harja nahIM hai| roz2a buqhAra car3he to roz2a davAI lenA, lekina buqhAra car3he tabhI lenI cAhie, varnA nahIM lenI caahie| Apako yaha bAta pasaMda AI? praznakartA : g2az2aba kI bAta hai dAdAjI! dAdAzrI : aisA! dekho hamane koI etarAz2a kiyA hai ? varnA eka bAra ke strI saMyoga ke lie bhI zAstrakAroM ne manA kiyA hai| ve to kyA kahate haiM ki, 'z2ahara khAnA, mara jAnA, lekina strI saMyoga mata krnaa|' jabaki hamane to ApakI z2immedArI lI hai, kyoMki Apa AtmA ke prati niHzaMka hue ho| sirpha itanA hI kahA hai na ki 'buqhAra car3he tabhI davAI piinaa|' bAkI jagat meM to sAre viSaya hI haiM, sirpha yaha strI viSaya hI viSaya nahIM hai| strI ko chor3a diyA, phira bhI nire viSaya hI haiN| viSayarahita manuSya ho hI nahIM sktaa| jaba taka dRSTi nahIM badalatI, taba taka viSaya hI hai| jaba dRSTi badale, usameM bhI jaba samyaka dRSTi ho, taba viSaya kama hote haiM, lekina viSaya jAte nahIM haiN| vaha to jaba sAtoM prakRtiyA~ nikala jAe~, taba viSaya jAtA hai| ___ akrama ke alAvA kahIM aisI chUTa milegI? isalie akramavijJAna meM to ApakI khuda kI patnI ke sAtha ke abrahmacarya vyavahAra ko hama brahmacarya kahate haiN| lekina vaha bhI vinayapUrvaka kA, aura bAhara kisI strI ke prati dRSTi nahIM bigar3anI caahie| yadi dRSTi bigar3e to turaMta dho DAlanA caahie| to use, isa kAla meM hama brahmacArI kahate haiN| dUsarI jagaha para dRSTi nahIM bigar3atI, isalie use brahmacArI kahate haiN| vaha kyA koI aisA-vaisA pada hai? aura phira laMbe samaya bAda, jaba use samajha meM AtA hai ki isameM bhI bahuta galatI ho rahI hai, taba haqa kA bhI

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16 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) chor3a dete haiN| anekoM ne chor3a diyA hai| yaha to, isa jagat meM sabase bar3I ahitakArI cIz2a koI ho to sirpha yaha strI viSaya hI hai! ata: yaha saba samajhanA par3egA, aise hI gappa calatI hogI? kitane acche beTe aura beTI haiM! aba kyoM Apako.... acche mitroM kI taraha eka hokara mitratApUrvaka rho| aura prArabdha meM yadi udaya ho, taba donoM ko yadi buqhAra car3he to davAI pInA, maiM aisA kaha rahA huuN| maiM kucha galata kaha rahA hU~ yA maiM kyA ApakA virodhI hU~ ? saba soca-samajhakara hI likhA hai na maiNne| praznakartA : ThIka hai| sahI bAta hai| dAdAzrI : khAne-pIne meM to hamane kahA~ koI etarAz2a kiyA hai ki yaha mata khAnA aura vaha mata khAnA? to kyA kapar3e pahanane para kabhI etarAz2a kiyA hai? cAra gadde bichAo to bhI koI etarAz2a hai? anya koI jhaMjhaTa nahIM hai| yahA~ para Apa kAna meM itra DAlakara Ao to bhI hameM koI etarAz2a nahIM hai| sirpha viSaya se saMbaMdhita mAla hI jokhimavAlA hai| isalie hama Apako dhIre se samajhAte haiN| kyoMki hamAre zabda Apako yathArtha jAgRti meM rahate nahIM haiM na, ki AtmA kaisA hai? mUla AtmA kaisA hai ? ki 'mana-vacana-kAyA kI tamAma saMgI kriyAoM meM bhI asaMga hai|' aura vahI svarUpa hamane Apako diyA huA hai| saMgI kriyAoM meM bhI khuda asaMga hai| khuda saMgI kriyAoM kA jAnanevAlA haiN| aba itanI adhika jAgRti Apako rahatI nahIM hai na! praznakartA : 'mana-vacana-kAyA kI tamAma saMgI kriyAoM meM bilkula asaMga hai', aisI sTeja AtI hogI na? dAdAzrI : AtI hai| vaha kisI kSaNa hI AtI hai, pratikSaNa nahIM aatii| yaha jJAna hai, isalie ghUmatA to rahatA hai| kisI kSaNa A jAtA hai| apane yahA~ kyA hara roz2a sUryagrahaNa hotA hai? usa jaisA hai! hamane itane sAre jJAna vAkya die haiM ki Apako hara eka avasara para elarTanesa rahe, to itanI adhika jAgRti rahanI caahie|

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[2] dRSTi doSa ke jokhima A~khoM kA kyA gunAha ? Ajakala to saba opana bAz2Ara hI ho gayA hai na? isalie zAma hone taka lagatA hai ki eka bhI saudA nahIM kiyA, lekina yoM hI bAraha saude likha die hote haiN| kevala dekhane se hI saude ho jAte haiM! anya saude to jo honevAle hoMge ve hoMge, lekina yaha to mAtra dekhane se hI saude ho jAte haiM ! hamArA jJAna hone para aisA nahIM hotaa| strI jA rahI ho to usake aMdara Apako zuddhAtmA dikhAI deMge, lekina anya logoM ko zuddhAtmA kaise dikhAI deMge? dekhane se saudA ho jAtA hai tujhase aba? nahIM hotA na? aura jJAna lene se pahale to kitane ho jAte the zAma taka? praznakartA : dasa-paMdraha ho jAte the| dAdAzrI : aura kisI kI zAdI meM jAe taba? kisI kI zAdI meM gae hoM, usa dina to Apa bahuta kucha dekhate ho na? sau eka saude ho jAte haiM na? yAnI aisA hai yaha saba! vaha terA doSa nahIM hai! manuSyamAtra se aisA ho hI jAtA hai| kyoMki AkarSaNavAlA dekhe to dRSTi khiMca hI jAtI hai| usameM striyoM ko bhI aisA aura puruSoM ko bhI aisA, AkarSaNavAlA dekhA ki saudA ho hI jAtA hai ! jaise mArkeTa meM AkarSaka sabjI ho to hama zAma ko lekara hI Ate haiM na? nahIM lenI ho phira bhI le Ate haiM na? kaheMge, 'bahuta acchI sabz2I thI, isalie le AyA!' AkarSaka Ama dikhAI deM to le nahIM Ate loga? acche, suMdara dikha rahe hoM to? suMdara dikha rahe hoM, to saudA kara DAlate haiM na? phira kATakara khAne para mu~ha khaTTA ho jAe to

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) kaheMge paise pAnI meM gae ! aisA hai yaha jagat ! yaha to saba A~kha kA camakArA haiM! A~kheM dekhatI haiM aura citta cipaka jAtA hai| isameM A~kha kA kyA gunAha ? gunAha kisa kA hai? praznakartA : mana kA? dAdAzrI : mana kA bhI kyA gunAha ? gunAha apanA hai ki hama kacce par3e, tabhI mana car3ha baiThA na! gunAha apanA hii| pahale to aisA bhI socate the ki yahA~ hameM nahIM dekhanA cAhie, yaha to bahana hai| yaha to mAmA kI beTI hai, phalA~ hai| abhI to dekhane meM kucha bAkI hI nahIM rakhate na? yaha to saba pAzavatA khlaaegii| thor3A-bahuta viveka jaisA bhI kucha nahIM hotA? dRSTi kA z2arA-bhI viccheda nahIM honA caahie| kisI ke prati apanI dRSTi khiMce to pUre dina pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| tUne kitanA bar3A bIja boyA hogA ki terI dRSTi khiMcatI rahatI hai ? eka saMta ne to, unakI dRSTi khiMcatI thI, isalie unhoMne A~khoM meM mirca DAla dI, lekina hama aisA karane ko nahIM khte| hama aisA kahate haiM ki mirca mata ddaalnaa| hameM to pratikramaNa karate rahanA hai| unhoMne mirca kyoM DAlI hogI? ki A~kha kA doSa hai isalie mirca ddaalii| A~khoM ko daMDa do, aisA kahate haiN| are! doSa terA hai| 'A~khoM ko daMDa do', aisA kyoM kahatA hai ? bhaiMsa kI bhUla para caravAhe ko mAratA hai| bhaiMsa kI bhUla para caravAhe ko mAra bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki eka bhUla mata krnaa| jisakA doSa ho, use daMDa denA! bhaiMsa kI galatI aura caravAhe kI galatI, donoM kI galatI dekhanA aura bAda meM daMDa denA! lekina isa jagat ke loga to bhaiMsa kI bhUla para caravAhe ko mArate haiM! 'yaha gunAha kisa kA hai?' usakI jAMca to karanI hI cAhie na? yoM to kahatA hai ki, 'mujhe brahmacarya pAlana karanA hai', aura phira kahatA hai ki 'merI icchA nahIM hai, phira bhI deha khiMca rahI hai|' to tUne upAya kyA kiyA? taba kahatA hai, 'deha meM khAnA kama DAlA hai|' are! bhaiMsa kI bhUla ke lie caravAhe ko kyoM mAra rahA hai? lekina yaha bAta

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dRSTi doSa ke jokhima use samajha meM kaise Ae? z2arA soca na, ki merI icchA nahIM hai, to phira isa deha ko khIMca kauna rahA hai? yaha deha to Alapina jaisI hai| yadi lohacuMbaka sAmane rakhoge to pina hilane lagegI! isa deha meM 'ilekTrikala baoNDI' hai| isalie samAna paramANu milane para 'baoNDI' khiMcatI hai| lekina yaha to kahegA ki, 'kala se aba deha ko khAnA nahIM denA hai, isa deha ko aba bhUkhA rkhuugaa|' are ! galatI DhU~Dha nikAla na! yaha to pUraNa-galana (cArja honA-DiscArja honA) hai| tUne pUraNa kiyA hai, to galana hogA hii| isalie mUla 'rUTa kaoNz2a' khoja nikaal| lekina 'rUTa kaoNz2a' khudako, apane tarIke se kaise milegA? vaha to jJAnIpuruSa batA sakate haiN| isalie jJAnI ko DhU~Dho! aura jJAnI to kabhI-kabhAra hI hote haiM, ve to ati-ati durlabha haiM! koI strI bAhara sabjI-bhAjI lene nikale, taba kisI puruSa ko dekhakara usakA citta vahA~ cipaka jAtA hai| aise citta cipakane se bIja Dala jAte haiN| Ate-jAte aise paccIsa-pacAsa puruSoM ke sAtha bIja Dalate haiN| aisA pratidina hotA rahatA hai, aise aneka puruSoM ke sAtha bIja Dalate haiN| aisA hI puruSoM ko striyoM ke prati hotA hai| aba, agara jJAna hAz2ira rahe to bIja Dalane baMda ho jAe, phira bhI pratikramaNa karane para hI niber3A aaegaa| ye bIja to mizracetana ke saMga Dalate haiN| phira mizracetana dAvA kregaa| mizracetana to kaisA hotA hai ki donoM kI maraz2I meM Dipharensa, donoM kA saMcAlana alg| vahA~ khuda kI icchA nahIM ho, phira bhI yadi sAmanevAle ko sukha bhogane ko cAhie, to kyA hogA? usameM se phira rAga-dveSa ke kArakhAne zurU hoNge| apane pAsa to jJAna hai, isalie zuddhAtmA dekhakara, jo citta para cipakA thA use dho denaa| varnA yadi citta cipake to usakA phala do-pA~ca haz2Ara sAloM bAda bhI A sakatA hai! isa kaliyuga kI vajaha se strI-puruSoM meM Amane-sAmane asara hotA hai| donoM ko saMtoSa ho, phira bhI yadi bAhara kucha dekhe, to dRSTi gar3a jAtI hai| vaha sabase bar3A bhaya signala hai| isa dRSTi meM miThAsa barte, vaha bhI bahuta bar3A jokhima hai| Apa yadi mAnI hoM aura Apako yadi koI strI mAna

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) de to ApakI dRSTi khiMca jaaegii| koI lobhI ho aura use lobha de to bhI dRSTi khiMca jAtI hai| phira pUrA jIvana maTiyAmeTa kara detA hai! ata: sAvadhAna kahA~ rahanA hai ki strI ko puruSa se aura puruSa ko strI se, bilkula lappana chappana nahIM karanI cAhie, varnA vaha to bhayaMkara roga hai! usa vicAra se hI manuSya ko bezuddhi rahatI hai! to phira AtmA kI jAgRti kaba hogI? yAnI ki itanA sAvadhAna rahanA hai / kyA isameM kucha muzkila hai? praznakartA : vahA~ sAvadhAna rahanA caahie| dAdAzrI : itanI sI cIz2a se hI dUra rahane jaisA hai| anya sabhI cIjeM hama chur3avA dete hai, rAstA nikAla lete haiM, lekina yahA~ to cetana mizrita huA na? yAnI strI-puruSa donoM ko sAvadhAna rahane jaisA hai, bhayaMkara jokhima hai! hamezA naz2are jhukAkara hI rakhanA, hamAre mArga meM anya koI roka nahIM hai| ghara meM bhI yahI bAtacIta karate rhnaa| tAki ghara ke saba loga samajha jAe~ ki dRSTi Upara uThAne jaisI hai hI nhiiN| 'vairAiTIz2a oNpha paikiMgsa' haiM ! inakA aMta Ae, aisA nahIM hai, lekina itanI adhika jAgRti bhI nahIM raha paatii| isalie taya hI kara lenA ki jo honA ho vaha ho, lekina dRSTi gar3AnI hI nahIM hai| varnA bIja to bahuta bar3e Dala jAe~ge, jo agalA janma khatma kara deMge! vaha jahA~ jAegI, vahA~ ise bhI jAnA par3egA aura phira khatma ho jaaegaa| nahIM milAnA dRSTi kabhI praznakartA : vyavahAra meM eka-dUsaroM ko mAna denA, vaha to kucha burA nahIM kahalAtA na? dAdAzrI : mAna denA, lekina dRSTi nIcI rkhkr| dRSTi bigar3ate hI turaMta patA cala jAtA hai| mAna meM to turaMta dRSTi bigar3atI hai| itanA hI jokhima hai, anya koI jokhima nahIM hai| Apako yaha saba kAma AegA kyA?

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dRSTi doSa ke jokhima kucha logoM ko kaisA hotA hai ki mAna kI gA~Tha viSaya ke lie hI rakSA karatI hai| ata: usakA viSaya khatma hote hI mAna kI gA~Tha chUTa jaaegii| kucha logoM meM pahale mAna kI gA~Tha hotI hai, aura bAda meM viSaya hotA hai, yAnI mAna kI gA~Tha ke AdhAra para viSaya hotA hai aura kucha logoM ko viSaya ke Adhara para mAna kI gAMTha hotA hai! ata: eka kA AdhAra nirAdhAra huA ki dUsarA gAyaba ho jAtA hai| praznakartA : kisI strI ko hama bahana mAneM, beTI mAneM yA mAtA mAne, to phira usake lie hameM burA bhAva nahIM hogA na? dAdAzrI : mAnane se koI phala nahIM milatA, mAnA huA rahatA hI nahIM na! loga to sagI bahana ke sAtha bhI 'vyavahAra' karate haiM! aise kaI udAharaNa maiM jAnatA huuN| ataH mAnA huA kucha bhI raha nahIM paataa| praznakartA : to usakA artha yaha ki hara eka bAta meM sAvadhAna rahanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : bahuta hI sAvadhAna rahanA cAhie aura yaha to dAdA kI AjJA hai na! isalie yaha AjJA to, khAsa taura para sabhI ko dI huI hI hai! jise jItanA hai, use hamArI isa sabase bar3I AjJA kA pAlana karanA hai| bAkI, mAnA huA kucha bhI rahatA nahIM hai| praznakartA : zuddhAtmA bhAva se dekheM, to phira parezAnI hI nahIM hogI na? dAdAzrI : zuddhAtmA bhAva se to dekha hI lenA hai| lekina dRSTi to gar3AnI hI nahIM caahie| Apako koI namaskAra kare aura do mIThe zabda bole to turaMta usa para ApakI dRSTi miThAsavAlI ho jAegI aura phira usakI dRSTi Apake lie bigdd'egii| ataH koI mAna denA zurU kare, tabhI se use duzmana mAna lenaa| vyavahAra meM sAdhAraNa mAna de taba to koI harja nahIM hai, lekina yadi dUsare prakAra kA mAna de, tabhI se hameM samajha jAnA cAhie ki ye apane duzmana haiM, hameM khaDDe meM le jAe~ge!

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) sabase bar3A jokhima hI yahI hai, dUsarA koI jokhima hai hI nhiiN| bAkI, mAnA huA kucha rahatA nhiiN| aisA Apa kahA~ se lAe? mAnA huaa| praznakartA : nahIM, vaha to prazna uThA ki kisI ko bhAI-bahana kI dRSTi se dekheM to kaisA hai ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, usa dRSTi se dekhanA hI nahIM cAhie na! vaha dRSTi to aba rahI hI nahIM na! yAnI usa dRSTi se dekhane meM 'sephasAiDa' nahIM rhii| Apako kyA patA ki yaha prajA kaisI hai? sage cAcA kI beTI para bhI dRSTi bigar3a jAtI hai! yaha to, ghara-ghara meM mAla hI sArA aisA ho gayA hai! kaliyuga to sarvatra phaila cukA hai| dRSTi bigar3e vahA~ bhava jur3a jAe~ praznakartA : brahmacarya ke bAre meM bAhara koI bolatA hI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : 'merI bhI cupa aura terI bhI cupa', aisI polaMpola calI hai| maiM jaba brahmacarya se saMbaMdhita bAta karatA hU~, taba bar3e-bar3e AcArya mahArAjoM ko Azcarya hotA hai ki, 'isa kAla meM yadi aisA nahIM hogA, to loga narka meM jaaeNge|' kyoMki pahale to logoM kI dRSTi ekAdha jagaha hI bigar3atI thii| Aja to jagaha-jagaha dRSTi bigar3atI hai ! isalie phira hisAba cukAne jAnA hI pdd'egaa| yAnI vaha jahA~ jAe, halkI jAti meM jAe to use bhI halakI jAti meM jAnA pdd'egaa| aura koI cArA hI nhiiN| hisAba cukAnA hI pdd'egaa| aba ina becAroM ko isakA patA hI nahIM hai na ki isakI z2immedArI kyA hai? Apa samajhate ho ki ye loga aisA kara rahe haiM? to Apa bhI vaisA hI karate ho, bicchU yadi DaMka mAre to turaMta hI kyoM dUra ho jAte ho? 'isameM DaMka mAranevAlA hai' aisA koI dikhAnevAlA nahIM hai na? U~ce puruSoM ko nIcI jAti meM kyoM janma lenA par3atA hai ? viSayavikAra ke roga jinheM lage haiM, ve sabhI nIcI jAti meM janma pAte haiM, isI eka AdhAra pr| jina meM viSaya-vikAra kama hote haiM, ve ucca jAti meM, ucca kula meM aura ucca gautra meM hote haiM, viSayadoSa kama haiM, isalie! kevala

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dRSTi doSa ke jokhima dRSTi meM pharka hone se, vaha jahA~ jAe vahA~ jAnA par3atA hai| isalie sAvadhAna rahanA hai| khuda kI strI ke alAvA aura kahIM dRSTi bigar3anI hI nahIM cAhie / aura kahIM dRSTi bigar3I to khatma ho gayA / maiM kyA kahatA hU~ ki anya kisI strI ko mata dekhanA, kudaratI tere hisse meM jo AI hai, use tU bhoga / kisI anya kI strI para naz2ara bigAr3e to vaha corI karane ke barAbara hai| apanI strI para koI naz2ara bigAr3e to hameM acchA lagegA kyA ? praznakartA : nhiiN| 23 dAdAzrI : usI prakAra hameM bhI niyama se rahanA caahie| bhale hI kaisI bhI khUbasUrata ho phira bhI, kisI lar3akI kI ora naz2ara nahIM jAe, itanA sa~bhAlane ko kahA hai| praznakartA : pavitra rahanA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, pavitra rahanA hai| pavitra rahane ke bAvajUda bhI kahIM A~kheM khiMca jAe aura kahIM z2arA bhUla ho jAe to hamane sAbuna diyA hai, usase turaMta dAg2a dho ddaalnaa| turaMta nahIM dhooge to kapar3A mailA hotA rahegA / ina becAre lar3akoM kI dRSTi bigar3a jAtI hai / Apako, bar3I umravAloM ko bhI sAbuna denA par3atA hai| kyoMki yaha dRSTi to kaba bigar3e, vaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| hamane Apako strI ke sAtha rahate hue bhI yaha mokSa diyA hai| Apase maiM kahU~ ki strI ko chor3akara yahA~ A jAo aura unake mana meM yadi duHkha huA, to phira kyA Apa kabhI mokSa meM jA sakoge ? aura maiM Apako bulAU~ to maiM bhI mokSa meM jA sakU~gA kyA ? Apa donoM ko bhaTakA diyA, usameM kyA merA bhI mokSa ho sakegA ? I parezAnI kevala strI-puruSa donoM Amane-sAmane milate haiM, vahA~ para hai| vahA~ mUla dRSTi kA roga hai / dRSTi bigar3a jAe to pratikramaNa kara lenaa| basa, itanI hI parezAnI hai ! dUsarI koI parezAnI nahIM hai / kyoMki zAstrakAroM ne kahA hai, jagat ne kahA hai ki peTrola aura agni donoM sAtha meM nahIM rakhane caahie| phira bhI, hamAre yahA~ aisA hotA hai to itanA sAvadhAna rahakara calanA hai ki diyAsalAI nahIM giranI cAhie /

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) yahA~ ina striyoM ko, puruSoM ko hara eka ko pratikramaNa kA sAdhana diyA hai| dRSTi bigar3I ki turaMta hI pratikramaNa kara lenA, phira jokhimadArI merii| kyoMki Apane pratikramaNa kiyA, merI AjJA kA pAlana kiyA isalie saba jokhimadArI merii| phira Apako kyA cAhie? jokhimadArI dAdA le leM to, phira kyA parezAnI hai? apane jJAna ke kAraNa bAhara to dRSTi gar3atI hI nahIM aura yadi baiThe to ukhAr3akara phira pratikramaNa kara letA hai| pahale kA mAla bharA hai isalie gar3atI z2arUra hai, lekina ukhAr3akara pratikramaNa kara letA hai|| praznakartA : dRSTi nahIM bigar3e aura mana sApha rahe, usake lie to kitanI adhika jAgRti rakhanI par3egI? dAdAzrI : ohoho, yadi aisI jAgRti nahIM rakhe, taba phira aura karanA kyA hai? ve phAileM to agale janma meM bhI phira se cipkeNgii| pichale janma se cipakI huI haiM, unheM jJAna se ukhAr3a pheMka denA hai| naI nahIM cipake, vahI dekhanA hai na! qImata khUbasUrata camar3I kI / Apane suMdara kapar3e pahane hoM, to kisI ko moha hogA na? vaha kisa kA gunAha kahA jAegA? ataH yadi apane para kisI ko moha huA to vaha apanA hI gunAha hai! isalie vItarAga kahate haiM ki, 'bhAga chuutto| apane kAraNa sAmanevAle ko moha ho jAe to vaha becArA duHkhI hogA, vaha apane nimitta se hI na!' taba phira yaha vItarAgoM kA vijJAna kaisA hogA? taba phira vItarAga kitane samajhadAra hoMge? Apako kaise lagate haiM ? sayAne nahIM lagate? sAmanevAle ko du:kha nahIM ho, isalie khuda ke bAla noca ddaale| pahale ke sAdhu-AcArya mahArAja rUpavAna hote the, phira bhI ve sira ke bAla bar3hAkara, rUpa ko bar3hAvA nahIM dete the, rUpa kaise daba jAe, vahI DhU~Dhate rahate the| dAr3hI bar3hAte, loca karate, aisA saba karate the! lekina ve loga bahuta jAgRtipUrvaka rahate the| kyoMki 'mere rUpa se kisI ko duHkha hogaa|' ve aisA kahate the|

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dRSTi doSa ke jokhima 25 praznakartA : kisI ko sukha bhI hotA hai na? dAdAzrI : jise sukha huA hogA, usake pariNAma svarUpa duHkha AegA hii| kyoMki usakA pariNAma duHkhadAyI hai| ataH yadi usase sukha ho to bhI usakA pariNAma duHkhadAyI hai| Ajakala to logoM meM aisA rUpa, aisA lAvaNyabhAva nahIM hotA isalie vaha bAla na rakhe yA dAr3hI bar3hAe to vaha bImAra AdamI jaisA dikhAI degaa| dAr3hI bar3ha gaI ho, phira zarIra bhale hI tagar3A ho lekina loga use pUchege ki, 'kyoM tabiyata kharAba ho gaI hai kyA? kyA huA hai?' Aja ke logoM meM rUpa hotA hI nahIM, jo thor3A-bahuta rUpa hotA hai, vaha bhI ahaMkAra ke kAraNa kurUpa lagatA hai! usa rUpa, usa lAvaNya kI to bAta hI alaga hotI hai! aMga-upAMga sabhI saMtulita hote haiN| aMga-upAMga nATe-moTe hoM, use rUpa kaheMge hI kaise? vaha to sabhI saMtulita, 'regyulara sTeja' meM honA caahie| vaisA lAvaNya isa kAla meM hai hI nahIM na! rUpa aura lAvaNya kA AdhAra to, usake kyA-kyA vicAra haiM, usa para hai| suMdara bhoge jAte haiM, adhika praznakartA : moha kise z2yAdA hotA hai ? khUbasUrata camar3IvAle ko yA kAlI camar3IvAle ko? dAdAzrI : khUbasUrata camar3IvAle ko| jisakI suMdara camar3I ho, to samajha lenA ki logoM ke hAthoM vaha z2yAdA bhoge jaaeNge| praznakartA : jo khUbasUrata camar3IvAle hote haiM, unake pudgala (jo pUraNa aura galana hotA hai) meM kyA moha z2yAdA bharA huA hotA hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, tabhI camar3I suMdara hotI hai na! aisA hai, khUbasUrata camar3I yAnI gorI camar3I nhiiN| hamAre hindustAna meM gehu~A camar3I ko 'besTa' mAnA gayA hai| merA aura ApakA raMga gehu~A kahalAtA hai| use 'besTa' raMga kahA hai aura vahI aMtima prakAra kA raMga hai| khUbasUrata camar3IvAle to goregaba jaise hote haiM, ve z2yAdA mohI hote haiM, isalie ve z2yAdA bhoga lie jAte

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) haiN| aise saba ye kudarata ke niyama haiN| hameM to aba yaha 'jJAna' hAz2ira rahanA caahie| jo-jo AkarSaNavAlA mAla hotA hai, AkarSaka mAla hotA hai, vaha saba bika jAtA hai| lar3ake-lar3akiyA~ saba bika jAte haiM! praznakartA : aisA AkarSaNavAlA mAla kisa AdhAra para hotA hai? dAdAzrI : moha z2yAdA hotA hai, isalie phira mAla aisA AkarSaka hotA hai| use mUrchita kahA jAtA hai| moha kama hone ke bAda phira sabhI aMga suDaula hote haiM, lekina camar3I AkarSaka nahIM hotii| suDaula hote haiM isalie ve suMdara kahe jAte haiN| camar3I AkarSaka ho to use rUpa nahIM khte| vaha to eka taraha kA bAz2ArU mAla kahalAtA hai| jisakI kharIdArI-bikrI hotI hI rahatI hai| ina sabhI ko Ama lAne bhejeM, to ve kaise lAe~ge? Upara se suMdara dikheM, vaise laaeNge| phira aMdara se ve khaTTe nikaleMge yA kaise, vaha to phira bhagavAna hI jAneM! khulA suMdaratA kA rahasya praznakartA : abhI apanA jo hai vaha nikAlI hai, vaha ThIka hai, lekina agalA janma jo hogA, usameM to saba suDaula, suMdara aura bhavya hogA na? dAdAzrI : taba to aMga-upAMga saba suDaula hoMge, lekina camar3I (tvacA) aisI AkarSaka nahIM hogii| AkarSaka camar3I to halkI jAtivAloM kI hotI hai, jo mohI jAti hotI hai| jo bhoge jAnevAle hoM vahIM para camar3I AkarSaka hotI hai| jabaki ucca jAti meM camar3I AkarSaka nahIM hotI, AkAra bahuta suMdara hotA hai, A~kha, kAna, nAka, kapAla vagairaha suMdara hote haiN| ve saba suDaula hote haiN| jo prabhAvazAlI hote haiM, unheM dekhate hI prabhAva par3atA haiM yAni ki apane bhAva badala jAte haiM, jabaki AkarSaka camar3IvAle ko dekhakara aise bhAva ho jAte haiM ki jo adhogati meM le jaaeN| bolo, taba phira dekhane mAtra

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dRSTi doSa ke jokhima 27 se hI jo mAla adhogati meM le jAe, vaha mAla kaisA hogA? isIlie loga kahate haiM na ki, 'bhAI, prabhAvazAlI se milanA tAki apane bhAva ucca ho, aura hama para unakA prabhAva pdd'e| aura AkarSaka camar3IvAle ko to dekhate hI, jo jJAna hogA vaha bhI calA jaaegaa| praznakartA : dAdA, apanA yaha jo bharA huA mAla hai, vaha isI janma meM badala jAegA na? dAdAzrI : vaha to sArA badala jaaegaa| hamane badalane kA nizcaya kiyA to sabakucha badala hI jAegA na! yaha to sArA purAnA nuksaan| aba vaha dhaMdhA baMda kara diyaa| tIrthaMkara bhagavAna mahAvIra kI tvacA AkarSaka nahIM thii| bhagavAna suDaula hote haiN| unameM moha kI prakRti hotI hI nahIM na! moha prakRti, vahI AkarSaka camar3I hai| mohI prakRtivAloM kI A~kheM bhI vikArI hotI haiN| aura phira Aja ke jIva kyA mAnate haiM ki, 'maiM kitanA suMdara hU~!' are ! terI qImata hI nahIM hai duniyA meM! prabhAva nahIM pdd'taa| balki, dekhate hI aisA bhAva hotA hai ki jo adhogati meM le jAe aura jo jJAna ho, vaha bhI calA jaae| puruSa lar3akiyoM ko dekheM, to dekhate hI jJAna calA jAtA hai aura lar3akiyA~ puruSoM ko dekheM, to dekhate hI jJAna calA jAtA hai| isalie aise mAla ko dekhanA hI nahIM hai| jisase prabhAva utpanna ho, apane bhAva badaleM, vicAra badaleM, aise mAla ko dekhnaa| yaha to sArA kacarA mAla, 'rabiza', bikAU mAla! aisA duniyA meM koI kahegA hI nahIM na? aisI bAta batAI hI nahIM hai na! duniyA jAnatI hI nahIM hai yaha! loga aisA samajhate haiM ki kaisA dehakarmI hai yaha! are, dehakarmI kA kyA karanA hai? usase to logoM kI adhogati hotI hai ! manuSya to kaisA honA cAhie? prabhAvazAlI honA cAhie ki jise dekhate hI apane mana meM acche vicAra Ae~, hama saMsAra bhUla jaaeN| isIlie to loga prabhAvazAlI kA guNagAna karate the| camar3I kI qImata tujhe samajha meM AI na?

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28 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) praznakartA : 'jIro velyueshn|' dAdAzrI : yaha rezamI cAdara se bA~dhA huA mAla hai| usameM mA~sa, khUna, pIpa, sArI gaMdagI hai| gaTara vagairaha sabakucha isameM hai| yaha to loga abhAnatA meM, binA bhAna ke calate haiN| yaha mAla yadi cAdara meM bA~dhe bagaira diyA jAe to kitane loga khuza hoMge? praznakartA : koI chUegA taka nhiiN| dAdAzrI : are! dekhegA bhI nhiiN| dekha bhI le to turaMta bAhara thUka de! are, to phira yaha tere peTa meM kyA hai? yaha to phira hAtha bhI ghumAtA rahatA hai aura phira viSaya kI ArAdhanAe~ calatI haiN| jA~co viSaya kA pRthakkaraNa eka bhAI ko vairAgya nahIM A rahA thaa| isalie maiMne use 'thrI viz2ana' diyaa| phira 'thrI viz2ana' se usane dekhA, to use bahuta vairAgya A gyaa| tujhe aise dekhanA par3atA hai kyA? praznakartA : hA~, aisA upayoga denA par3atA hai| dAdAzrI : aisA? yAnI abhI taka moha hai na? praznakartA : hA~, abhI bhI aise kabhI moha savAra ho jAtA hai| mAna lo bIvI acche kapar3e pahanakara aise cale to phira aMdara mUrchA utpanna ho jAtI hai| dAdAzrI : aisA? taba jaba jApAnIz2a putale ko acche kapar3e pahanAte haiM, vahA~ kyoM moha nahIM hotA? strI kI mRtadeha ho aura use acche kapar3e pahanAe jAe~ to moha hogA? praznakartA : nahIM hogaa| dAdAzrI : kyoM nahIM hogA? to ina sabhI ko kisa para moha hotA hai? strI hai, kapar3e acche pahane haiM, lekina murdA ho aura aMdara AtmA nahIM

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dRSTi doSa ke jokhima 29 ho to, usa para moha hogA? to moha kisa para hotA hai? yaha socA nahIM hai na? jisa meM AtmA nahIM ho, aisI strI para moha karatA hai koI? praznakartA : nahIM krtaa| dAdAzrI : to isakA kyA kAraNa hai? to vaha kyA AtmA se moha karatA hai? terI jo bIvI hai na, usa para pichale janma kI terI dRSTi cipaka gaI thI, usakA yaha phala AyA hai| praznakartA : merA vicAra brahmacarya lene kA hai aura usakA aisA vicAra nahIM hai, isalie vaha aisI bigar3I hai na! dAdAzrI : vahI paravazatA hai na! kitanI adhika paravazatA! praznakartA : aura use to balki Azcarya hotA hai ki 'Apako mere prati AkarSaNa kyoM nahIM hotA?' dAdAzrI : usase aisA kahanA ki tU jaba saMDAsa meM jAtI hai, phira bhI bAhara rahakara mujhe dikhAI detA hai, isalie AkarSaNa nahIM hotaa| praznakartA : taba to vaha bhar3aka jaaegii| dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina use samajha meM A jAegA ki saMDAsa meM jAe, aisA dikhAI de to AkarSaNa hogA hI kaise? vaha kaisA kharAba dikhegA? lekina yaha bhI bama phaTane jaisA hI ho jAtA hai na? taba to yoM bhI pha~sAva ho gayA na? lakkar3a kA laDDU jisane khAyA, vaha bhI pachatAyA, nahIM khAyA, vaha bhI pchtaayaa| dAda khujalAe aisA sukha praznakartA : dAdA, saca batAU~ to mujhe abhI bhI, kabhI-kabhI viSaya meM svAda A jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha svAda tujhe chor3a nahIM rahA hai? lekina isameM svAda jaisA hai hI kahA~ ? nirI gaMdagI! isa gaMdagI ko cUsane jAe~ to bhI usameM

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) itanI durgaMdha hai, ohoho! itanI durgaMdha hai! kitanI durgaMdha hogI? apAra durgaMdha hai! kRpAludeva ne kyA likhA hai ? tUne par3hA hai? unhoMne usakA aisA varNana kiyA hai ki hameM ghina A jaae| praznakartA : phira bhI isa indriya ko usameM svAda A jAtA hai n| dAdAzrI : koI svAda nahIM aataa| vaha svAda to dAda ho gayA ho aura khujalAe, aisA svAda AtA hai! use khujalA rahA ho taba hama kaheM ki 'aba baMda kro|' phira bhI usakA aisA svAda AtA hai ki vaha chor3atA nahIM hai| phira jalana hotI hai, taba phira burA lagatA hai! jalana to hogI hI na? kRpAludeva ne isa sukha kI tulanA dAda khujalAne para honevAle sukha ke sAtha kI hai| manuSya jaba viSaya kare, usa ghar3I usakA phoTo khIMceM to kaisA dikhegA? praznakartA : gadhe jaisaa| dAdAzrI : aisA? kyA bAta kara rahA hai ? aisA ina manuSyoM ko zobhA detA hai kyA? viSaya kA vivaraNa, rAjacaMdrajI' kI dRSTi se... pahale ke RSi-muni eka putradAna ke lie hI viSaya karate the, phira jiMdagIbhara nhiiN| praznakartA : jiMdagIbhara nahIM? dAdAzrI : nahIM, zAdI kisa lie karate haiM? paraspara Amane-sAmane saMsArakAla pUrA karane ke lie, ki 'bhaI, tujhe itanA kAma karanA hai aura mujhe itanA kAma karanA hai|' aura strI ko bhaya nahIM lage aura puruSa ko z2arA hU~pha (avalaMbana, salAmatI) rhe| praznakartA : to RSi-muni pUrI jiMdagI kyA karate the? dAdAzrI : yoM to sAtha-sAtha rahate aura khAnA-pInA saba hotA thaa| lekina sAdhanA hI kiyA karate the| bhagavAna kI bhakti krte| AtmA ke

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dRSTi doSa ke jokhima lie sabakucha karate the! zAdI karanA, vaha to madada ke lie zAdI karanI hotI hai, ki saMsAra meM helpiMga ho! akelA ho, to kyA kare? kamAne jAe yA khAnA pakAe? lekina yaha to baccoM ke kArakhAne khola die! cAraATha hote haiM, kisI ke Daz2ana bhI ho jAte haiM ! baccoM kI z2arUrata nahIM ho, phira bhI viSaya meM par3atA hai| are! baccoM kI z2arUrata nahIM hai to aba tajhe viSaya kA kyA karanA hai? lekina usameM use TesTa AtA hai! viSaya meM bhalA kauna sA sukha hai ? zrImad rAjacaMdrajI ne to kahA hai ki, 'yaha to vamana karane yogya bhUmikA bhI nahIM hai| thUkane ko kahe to bhI acchA nahIM lge|' anya jagaha para thUka sakate haiM, lekina yahA~ to hameM thUkane meM bhI zarma aae| loga kaisA mAna baiThe haiM ? saba ulTA hI mAna baiThe haiM na?! kRpAludeva ne kahA hai strI ke bAre meM.... kRpAludeva ke patra meM kyA likhA hai ? "strI ke saMbaMdha meM mere vicaar|" __ "ati ati svastha vicAraNA se yaha siddha huA hai ki zuddhajJAna ke Azraya meM nirAbAdha sukha hai tathA vahIM para parama samAdhi hai| strI, vaha saMsAra kA sarvottama sukha hai, yaha mAtra AvaraNika dRSTi se kalpanA kI gaI hai, lekina vaha aisA hai hI nhiiN| strI se saMyoga sukha bhogane kA jo cinha hai, use viveka se dRSTigocara karane para vamana karane yogya bhUmikA ke yogya bhI nahIM rhtaa|" kRpAludeva kyA kahate haiM ki vaha sthAna vamana karane yogya bhI nahIM hai, isalie kisI anya acchI jagaha para ulTI krnaa| phira Age kyA kahate haiM ki, "jina-jina padArthoM para jugupsA rahI hai, ve-ve padArtha to usake zarIra meM haiM aura vahI unakI janmabhUmikA hai|" janmabhUmikA kyoM kahA hai ki yaha janmabhUmikA vaise hI kacare ko janma detI hai!

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32 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) praznakartA : jugupsA yAnI kyA ? dAdAzrI : jugupsA yAnI cir3ha / jina para cir3ha hotI hai, ve sArI cIjeM usImeM haiM na! are, rezamI cAdara bAMdha lI to kyA saba acchA ho gayA ? kRpAludeva ne to bahuta kucha likhA hai, lekina loga kyA samajheM becAre ? "phira, vaha sukha kSaNika, kheda aura khujalI ke darda jaisA hI hai| usa samaya kA dRzya hRdaya meM aMkita hokara ha~sAtA hai ki yaha kaisA bhulAvA hai? saMkSipta meM yaha kahanA hai ki usameM kucha bhI sukha nahIM hai aura sukha ho to usakA apariccheda rUpa se varNana karake dekho|" I ' yAnI ki viSaya kA bahuta vivaraNa kara-karake jAMca karake dekho' kRpAludeva aisA kahanA cAhate haiM / usakI sugaMdhI dekhanI ho to, usa jagaha ko sU~ghakara to dekha, tujhe kaisA lagatA hai ? are khulI A~khoM se dina ke ujAle meM dekho, to vaha jagaha suMdara dikhegI ? hara taraha se usa para cir3ha hogI ! 44 'ata: mAtra mohadazA ke kAraNa, aisI mAnyatA bana gaI hai, aisA hI patA clegaa| yahA~ maiM strI ke avayavAdi hissoM kA viveka karane nahIM baiThA hU~, lekina vahA~ phira se kabhI AtmA nahIM khiMce, usa viveka ke hetu se usakA sahaja sUcana kiyA hai / strI meM doSa nahIM hai, lekina (vyavahAra) AtmA meM doSa hai aura vaha doSa cale jAne para AtmA jo dekhatA hai vaha adbhuta AnaMdamaya hI hai, ataH usa doSa se rahita honA vahI parama jijJAsA hai|" strI kA doSa nahIM hai, apanI bhUla kA doSa hai, apanI samajha kA doSa hai| strI kA kyA doSa ? yadi strI meM doSa hotA to phira ye bhaiMseM bhI strI hI haiM na? loga vahA~ kyoM AkRSTa nahIM hote ? apanI ulTI samajha ke kAraNa khiMca jAte haiN| vaha ulTI samajha nikAla deM to saba nikala jAegA aura kabhI na kabhI yaha ulTI samajha nikAle bagaira cArA hI nahIM hai na ? yaha gaMda hai, itanI adhika gaMda hai ki merI to usake prati cir3ha hI nahIM jAtI !

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dRSTi doSa ke jokhima 33 praznakartA : lekina usake bajAya striyoM ko zuddhasvarUpa meM, zakti ke rUpa meM, AtmA ke rUpa meM dekheM to? dAdAzrI : zuddha rUpa meM dekheM to bahuta suMdara kahalAegA! hama striyoM ko zuddha svarUpa meM hI dekhate haiM, isalie hameM bahuta AnaMda hotA hai| zuddha svarUpa meM dekhane jAe~ to strI, vaha to baoNksa hai, paikiMga hai| isameM usa becArI kA kyA doSa? apanI hI jhaMjhaTa hai, apanI dRSTi ulTI hai| dRSTi badala leM to hameM kucha chUegA hI nhiiN| apanI dRSTi ulTI hai, vahI bhUla hai| usameM kisI kA kyA doSa? "zuddha upayoga kI yadi prApti ho gaI, to phira vaha samaya-samaya para pUrvopArjita mohanIya ko bhasmIbhUta kara sakegA, yaha anubhavagamya pravacana hai!" hA~, zuddha upayoga kI prApti ho jAe, to phira vaha moha ko khatma kara de! "lekina yadi abhI taka pUrvopArjita mujhe bartatA hai, taba taka merI kisa dazA se zAMti hogI? yaha socane para mujhe nimna prakAra se samAdhAna huaa|" "strI ko sadAcArI jJAna denA caahie| use eka satsaMgI kI taraha maannaa| usake sAtha dharmabahana kA saMbaMdha rkhnaa| aMta:karaNa se kisI bhI prakAra se mA~, bahana aura usameM aMtara nahIM rkhnaa| usake zArIrika bhAga kA kisI bhI prakAra se mohakarma ke vaza upabhoga kiyA jAe, vahA~ para yoga kI smRti rakhakara yaha bhUla jAnA ki 'yaha hai, to maiM kaisA sukha anubhava kara rahA hU~?' mitra ke sAtha, mitra kI taraha sAdhAraNa cIz2a kA paraspara upabhoga karate haiM, usI prakAra usa cIz2a ko lene kA kheda sahita upabhoga karake pUrvabaMdhana se chUTa jaanaa| usake sAtha jitanA ho sake, utanA nirvikArI bAteM krnaa|" praznakartA : yoga kI smRti rakhanA, yAnI kyA?

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) dAdAzrI : yoga yAnI Atmayoga kI / khuda 'zuddhAtmA hai' usakI smRti rakhanA aura "yaha hai, to maiM kaisA sukha anubhava kara rahA hU~" yaha bhUla jaanaa| usameM zuddhAtmA dekhakara isa sukha ko bhUla jaanaa| AtmA dekhoge to koI harja nahIM hai| jaise mitra ke sAtha rahate haiM, vaise hI strI ke sAtha rahanA / 34 "strI ke saMbaMdha meM koI bhI rAga-dveSa rakhane kI merI aMza mAtra bhI icchA nahIM hai| lekina pUrvopArjana se, icchA ke pravartana meM aTakA huA hU~ / " lekina yaha saba yoM hI ho pAe, aisA nahIM hai / bahuta-bahuta soce, taba jAkara yaha chuuttegaa| lekina aisA bahuta socane se bhI thaka jAe~, aisA hai| ataH yadi kisI aise vyakti se milanA ho jAe ki hama unake sAtha raheM to hama bhI unake jaise ho jAe~, binA kucha kie unake jaise ho jAe~, unakA prabhAva par3atA rahe apane para aura hama usI rUpa hote jaaeN| yAnI vastusthiti meM anya koI upAya nahIM hai / hameM pahale sArI ulajhaneM dikhAI dI thIM! pUrA sthUla bhAga socakara aura pUrA sUkSma bhAga darzana se dekha liyA thA! isIlie to jagat kI sArI ulajhaneM sulajhA dete haiM na ! buddhi se bhI chUTa sakatA hai viSaya praznakartA : zAstroM meM bhI strI ke rUpa kA bahuta varNana kiyA gayA hai| dAdAzrI : jina zAstroM meM strI ke rUpa kA varNana hai, ve zAstra alaga taraha ke haiN| mokSamArga meM strI kA varNana aisA nahIM hotA / strI to devI hai| / pahale to aisA rivAz2a thA ki zAdI ke samaya itanI hI zarta hotI thI ki eka-do bacce paidA ho jAe~, utanA hI viSaya hotA thA, bAkI bilkula bhI viSaya nahIM / viSaya meM ve loga par3ate hI nahIM the / una logoM ko lAkha rupaye do phira bhI viSaya karane ko taiyAra nahIM hote the| unheM itanI jAgRti rahatI thI ki maiM viSaya karU~, to phoTo kaisA lagegA ! jabaki Aja to pA~ca haz2Ara dekara viSaya karate haiM na ! koI bhAna hI nahIM hai ina logoM ko| Apako aisA lagA hai na ? hama yaha saba ulTA nahIM bola rahe haiM na ?

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dRSTi doSa ke jokhima 35 praznakartA : ekz2ekTa hai dAdA, hanDriDa parasenTa karekTa hai| dAdAzrI : taba logoM meM kyoM aisI pola (jAna-bUjhakara durupayoga karanA, lAparavAhI) cala rahI hogI? koI bhAna hI nahIM hai ki kahA~ jA rahe haiM ? 'jJAnIpuruSa' se viSaya kI bAteM sunI nahIM haiM, varnA viSaya rahatA hI nahIM, gAyaba hI ho jAtA! praznakartA : viSaya ke viruddha boleM to balki jagat ke loga pAgala kahate haiM ki 'yaha olDa mAinDeDa hai|' dAdAzrI : aisA nahIM bola sakate aura aisA kAnUna bhI nahIM hai na! aura yaha viSaya hai to zAdIvAle haiM, ye bAjevAle haiM, ye maMDapavAle haiN| yAnI yaha hai, to bAkI sabakucha hai, isalie kucha kaha nahIM skte| yaha to jinheM mokSa meM jAnA hai, unake jAnane yogya bAta hai| anya kisI ko aisA jAnane kI z2arUrata hI nahIM hai na! ye viSaya to buddhi se dUra ho pAe~, aisA hai| maiMne viSayoM ko buddhi se hI dara kiyA thaa| jJAna nahIM ho, phira bhI buddhi se viSaya jA sakate haiN| yaha to kama buddhivAle haiM, isalie viSaya rahA huA haiN| praznakartA : kyA ye buddhizAlI bhI viSayoM kA verIphikezana' nahIM karate? ___ dAdAzrI : nahIM, buddhizAlI ne viSaya kA 'verIphikezana' kiyA hI nahIM hai| balki buddhizAlI hI viSaya meM gahare utare haiN| are! yaha marIna DrAiva aura saba jagaha jAkara tU unake viSaya dekhe to aisA hI samajhegA ki ye manuSya haiM yA pazu haiM ? Taba ke aMdara nahAte haiM aura vaha bhI itra lgaakr| jahA~ durgaMdha hotI hai, vahA~ para hamezA kyA karanA par3atA hai? praznakartA : hA~, itra lagAnA par3atA hai| lekina pichale kitane hI samaya se kisI ne aisA rAstA hI nahIM batAyA ki ina viSaya se bAhara bhI kahIM sukha hai| dAdAzrI : mahAvIra bhagavAna ne yaha rAstA batAyA, lekina kisI ne

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36 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) mAnA nahIM na! ina buddhizAlI logoM ne hI likhA hai ki viSaya sukha, vizva ke sabhI sukhoM se sarvazreSTha hai| phira buddhizAliyoM ne to yahA~ taka likhA ki kadalI samAna usake paira haiM, jaMghAe~ aisI haiM, phalA~ aisA hai, isa prakAra strI kA sArA varNana kiyA hai| isase phira loga pagalA ge| lekina kyA kisI ne aisA likhA hai ki strI jaba saMDAsa jAtI hai, taba kaisI dikhAI detI hai? jo saMDAsa jAtA ho, usake sAtha viSaya kiyA hI kaise jAe? use chUA hI kaise jAe? yaha Ama yadi saMDAsa jA rahe hote, to Ama ko khA hI nahIM sakate the na? lekina Ama to sApha hote haiM, isIlie khA sakate haiM na! eka ne DaMka khAyA, khilAyA sabhI ko yaha to Apako samajhAne ke lie kaha rahe haiM tAki Apako saMtoSa rahe ki hamane jo mArga apanAyA hai, vaha sahI hai| bAkI, viSaya meM sukha hai hI nahIM, aisA to koI kahegA hI nahIM na? sabhI loga viSaya meM sukha hai aisA hI sikhAte haiN| aisA hai, ki eka vyakti ko u~galI meM kucha darda huA hogA, taba kisI ne kahA ki tataiye kI bITa lagAne se ThIka ho jaaegaa| isalie tataiye kI bITa lene ke lie eka AdamI ne per3a ke khokhaTa meM hAtha DAlA, lekina vahA~ aMdara eka bicchU baiThA hogA, usane hAtha DAlate hI use DaMka mAra diyA isalie bITa nahIM le pAyA aura Upara se kyA kahA ki, 'mujhase TUTA nhiiN|' to dUsare ne kahA, 'tujhase nahIM TUTA? lA, maiM tor3a detA huuN|' phira dUsare ne hAtha DAlA to use bhI bicchU ne DaMka maaraa| to vaha samajha gayA ki pahalevAle ne DaMka ke bAre meM nahIM batAyA, isalie mujhe bhI nahIM batAnA hai aura usane bhI sApha-sApha nahIM btaayaa| phira tIsarA gayA, use bhI DaMka maaraa| isI taraha bicchU sabhI ko DaMka mAra hI rahA hai, lekina koI kahatA nahIM hai| praznakartA : lekina isa saMsAra ke logoM ne to, khuda usameM sukha mAnA hai isIlie sabako pakar3a-pakar3akara kahate haiM ki isImeM maz2A hai, calo!

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dRSTi doSa ke jokhima 37 dAdAzrI : ina logoM ne to viSaya ke vijJApana chApe aura sabhI logoM ko usa tarapha mor3A aura phira bhI dekho jalana, dekho jalana, tU muMbaI meM jA to sahI! naMge nAca-gAne dekhate haiM, phira bhI jalana! Ajakala to sabhI ora yahI tUfAna cala rahA hai na? aura usakI vaz2aha se jalana bhI behada paidA huI hai| aisI jalana paidA huI hai ki zarAba bhI pInI par3atI hai| strI rakhanI par3atI hai| sabakucha milatA hai phira bhI use zAMti nahIM hotii| isalie phira use mana meM aisA hotA hai ki AtmahatyA kara luuN| phira pUrA dina pItA rahatA hai| phira dekho rAta-dina jalana, jalana aura jalana ! aisA hotA hai phira! praznakartA : rAstA hI nahIM mile to kyA kare? dAdAzrI : rAstA dikhAnevAlA koI hai hI nhiiN| hara koI viSaya kA mArga hI dikhAtA hai| mA~-bApa bhI kaheMge ki, 'zAdI kara le, bhii| hama khuda to pha~se hue hai, tujhe bhI pha~sAe bagaira hama raheMge hI nahIM na!' praznakartA : usameM yadi koI brahmacarya kI ora jAe, usake to sabhI virodhI ho jAte haiN| dAdAzrI : hA~, logoM ko nAma calAnA hai, 'mere beTe ke beTe ne nAma kamAyA hai' kaheMge! phira vaha pha~se to bhale hI pha~se, lekina 'merA nAma to ho jAe,' kaheMge!

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[3] aNahakka kI gunahagArI aNahakka se sAvadhAna nahIM raha pAe~ to.... yadi tU saMsArI haiM to tere haqa kA viSaya bhoganA, lekina aNahakka (binA haqa kA, avaidya) kA viSaya to bhoganA hI mt| kyoMki isakA phala bhayaMkara hai aura yadi tU tyAgI hai to terI viSaya kI ora dRSTi jAnI hI nahIM caahie| aNahakka kA le lenA, aNahakka kI icchA karanA, aNahakka ke viSaya bhogane kI bhAvanA karanA, vaha saba pAzavatA kahalAtI hai| haqa (vaidya) aura aNahakka ina donoM ke bIca meM lAina oNpha DimArkezana to honI cAhie na? aura usa DimArkezana lAina se bAhara nikalanA hI nahIM caahie| phira bhI loga DimArkezana lAina se bAhara nikale haiM na?! vahI pAzavatA kahalAtI hai| haqa kA bhogane meM harja nahIM hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra bhI khuda ke haqa kA bhogate the| ve thAlI pheMka nahIM dete the| jo haqa kA bhoge, use ciMtA nahIM hotii| praznakartA : lekina haqa kA kise kaheM aura aNahakka kA kise kaheM? dAdAzrI : apane khuda ke haqa kI cIz2a ke bAre meM hara eka vyakti samajhatA hai| yaha merA aura yaha parAyA, sabhI aisA turaMta hI samajha jAte haiN| merA bistara kauna-sA, merA takiyA kauna-sA, yaha saba to choTA baccA bhI samajha jAtA hai| merI bhojana kI thAlI Ae to maiM apane Apa usameM jo rakhA ho vaha saba khAU~, to vaha haqa kA khlaaegaa| usake lie koI zikAyata nahIM karegA, koI etarAz2a nahIM karegA, koI dAvA nahIM kregaa|

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aNahakka kI gunahagArI apane yahA~ zAdI karavAte haiM, to vaha zAdI karavAI yAnI Apa donoM ke haqa kA hai| usameM bhagavAna ko etarAz2a nahIM hai, lekina aNahakka kA hogA to etarAz2a hai| kyoMki aNahakka kA yAnI dUsare ke haqa kA usane lUTa liyaa| cora to acche hote haiM ki lakSmI hI lUTate haiM, lekina ye to kucha aura hI cIjeM lUTa le jAte haiN| phira kahegA ki, 'mujhe mokSa meM jAnA hai|' are, yaha mArga mokSa meM jAne kA hai hI nhiiN| yaha to ulTA hI rAstA apanAyA hai| aNahakka kA bhoga lete haiM yA nahIM bhogate? bhogate haiM, aura vaha bhI corI-chupe nahIM, roba se bhogate haiN| praznakartA : jAnate haiM phira bhI aNahakka kA bhogane kA prayatna karate dAdAzrI : isIlie to ye duHkha haiM na? isIlie yaha saMsAra khar3A hai| saMsAra meM sukha cAhie to aNahakka kA mata bhognaa| aNahakka kA bhoge, usameM mana se aisA mAnatA hai ki 'maiM sukhI hU~,' basa utanA hI hai| bAkI, usameM 'sephasAiDa' nahIM hai aura maiM jo bAta batA rahA hU~, usameM to hamezA ke lie 'sephasAiDa' hai| praznakartA : aNahakka kA bhogane ke lie kauna sI vRtti ghasITa le jAtI hai? dAdAzrI : usakI cora nIyata hai, vahI vRtti| praznakartA : nahIM, lekina Apa kahate haiM ki hama yadi aNahakka kA bhogane nahIM jAe~, phira bhI hameM jo milanevAlA hai vaha to milegA hI, lekina lene jAe~ to usase naye pariNAma paidA hote haiM na? dAdAzrI : eka seThajI kA kheta hamAre kheta ke pAsa hI thA, aura eka cAcA kA kheta bhI pAsa meM thaa| usameM jahA~ kahIM ghIyA dikhAI detA thA use hama tor3akara le Ate the| taba kyA vaha haqa kA kahalAegA? hameM unase kahanA cAhie thA ki maiM Apake kheta meM se ghIyA tor3akara le jAU~gA yA phira tor3ane ke bAda bhI mujhe batA denA caahie| lekina aNahakka kA to lenA hI nahIM caahie|

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40 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) logoM ne aNahakka kA khAyA aura pIyA hai, aNahakka kA to sabhIkucha kiyA, kucha bhI karanA bAkI nahIM rakhA na! saMsAra yAnI 'haqa kA bhoganA' aisA kahate haiM, aura haqa kA bhogane meM harja nahIM hai| yadi zAdI karo aura eka se Apako saMtoSa nahIM ho to do zAdiyA~ krnaa| bAkI, apane yahA~ to teraha sau striyoM ke sAtha zAdI karanevAle bhI the! usameM bhI strI-puruSa donoM kA haqa kA ho, mAlikI kA ho to usameM harja nahIM hai| haqa kA kise kahate haiM? jise pUrA samAja kabUla kre| zAdI ke samaya sabhI bArAta meM bhI Ate haiN| lekina yadi aNahakka kA ho to gar3abar3a hai| ghara meM haqa kI hotI hai, lekina phira bhI bAhara anya jagaha dRSTi bigAr3atA hai| haqa kA bhogo n| anya kahIM aNahakka kI ora dRSTi hI kyoM jAe? Apase jisane zAdI kI hai, usake alAvA anya kahIM bhI pUrI jiMdagI dRSTi bigar3anI hI nahIM caahie| haqa kA chor3akara anya kisI jagaha para 'prasaMga' huA, to vaha strI jahA~ jAe, vahA~ Apako bhI janma lenA pdd'egaa| vaha adhogati meM jAe to Apako bhI vahA~ jAnA pdd'egaa| Ajakala bAhara to hara jagaha aisA hI hotA hai| 'kahA~ janma hogA?' isakA ThikAnA hI nahIM hai| aNahakka ke viSaya jinhoMne bhoge haiM, unheM to bhayaMkara yAtanAe~ bhugatanI pdd'eNgii| ekAdha janma bAda usakI beTI bhI caritrahIna banatI hai| niyama kaisA hai ki jisake sAtha aNahakka ke viSaya bhoge hoM, vahI phira usakI mA~ banatI hai yA beTI banatI hai| jaba se aNahakka kA liyA, tabhI se manuSyapana calA jAtA hai| aNahakka kA viSaya to bhayaMkara doSa kahalAtA hai| 'hama kisI kA bhoga leMge to hamArI beTiyoM ko koI anya bhoga legA, usakI ciMtA hI nahIM hai na! usakA artha yahI huA na? aura aisA hI ho rahA hai na?! usakI beTiyoM ko loga bhogate hI haiM na? yaha bar3I nAlAyakI kahI jAegI, 'TopamosTa' nAlAyakI kahI jaaegii| khuda ke ghara meM beTiyA~ haiM phira bhI dUsaroM kI beTiyoM kI ora dekhatA hai? zarma nahIM AtI? 'mere ghara meM bhI beTiyA~ haiM,' aisA bhAna rahanA cAhie yA nahIM rahanA cAhie? hama kisI aura ke ghara meM corI kareM to koI apane ghara meM bhI corI kie bagaira rahegA hI nahIM na? jahA~ aNahakka ke viSaya hoM, vahA~ vaha kisI bhI prakAra se sukhI nahIM raha sktaa| parAyA liyA hI kaise jA sakatA hai?

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aNahakka kI gunahagArI logoM ne viSayoM kI lUTamAra macAI hai| hama sabhI se nahIM kaha rahe haiN| kyoMki 'eksepzanala kesa' sabhI meM hotA hI hai| lekina kAphI kucha mAla aisA ho gayA hai ki jo viSayoM kI lUTamAra aura aNahakka ke viSaya bhogate haiN| haqa ke viSaya ke lie to bhagavAna ne bhI manA nahIM kiyA hai| yadi bhagavAna manA kareM to bhagavAna gunahagAra khlaaeNge| aNahakka ke lie to manA kareMge hii| yadi pachatAvA kare to bhI chUTa jaaegaa| lekina yaha to AnaMda se aNahakka kA bhogatA hai| isalie pakkI gA~Tha lagA letA hai, jisase kitane hI janma bigAr3a detA hai| lekina pachatAvA kare to pakkI gA~Tha DhIlI par3a jAtI hai aura chUTane kA avasara milatA hai| jaise khuda kI strI hotI hai, vaise hI hara eka ke lie usakI strI hotI hai| hara eka lar3akI ne kisI kI strI banane ke lie hI janma liyA hotA hai, vaha parAyA dhana kahalAtI hai| kisI kI strI ko kisI anya prakAra se nahIM dekhanA caahie| pichale saMskAroM kI vajaha se bhUla se dekha liyA ho, to pratikramaNa karanA caahie| itanA hI sa~bhAlane kI z2arUrata hai| anya kucha sa~bhAlane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| ___ aNahakka se bhaMga pA~coM mahAvrata yAnI apane ghara ke sabhI logoM para bilkula kaMTrola rakhanA cAhie, varnA phira jaba nAka kaTegI to zora mcaaeNge| khada zIlavAna hogA to usakI beTiyA~ bhI zIlavAna hoMgI, varnA jahA~ khuda kA hI ThikAnA nahIM ho to vahA~ beTiyA~ bigar3a hI jAe~gI na phira? phAdara kA vyavahAra aisA nahIM dikhanA cAhie ki beTiyoM ko mana meM phAdara kA z2arA sA bhI doSa dikhAI de| beTiyoM ko phAdara kA eka bhI doSa nahIM dikhAI de, phAdara ko apanA jIvana isa taraha se jInA caahie| yaha bhI koI phAdara hai ? ye to Adhe jAnavara hI haiN| phAdara to kaise hote haiM ki baccoM ko unake nijI jIvana ke bAre meM z2arA sA bhI mAlUma nahIM cle| praznakartA : pahale to sAmAjika bhaya bhI bahuta rahate the na? dAdAzrI : hA~, usa sAmAjika bhaya kI z2arUrata thii| usI bhaya se

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42 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) loga sIdhe rahate the| hamAre samaya meM to vicAra taka nahIM Ate the| lar3akelar3akiyA~ sabhI ghUmate the, phira bhI vicAra hI nhiiN| usa prakAra ke saMskAra the hI nhiiN| kisI kI beTI jA rahI ho aura usa para dRSTi bigar3e, to usa ghar3I turaMta hI vicAra nahIM AnA cAhie ki merI beTI para koI dRSTi bigAr3e to mujhe kitanA burA lagegA? aisA vicAra nahIM AnA cAhie? praznakartA : AtA hI hai| dAdAzrI : aisA vicAra Ae tabhI vaha manuSya hai| aura jo dUsaroM para dRSTi bigAr3e, use manuSya kaheMge hI kaise? ye sArI aNahakka kI jo cIjeM haiM, una para dRSTi nahIM bigAr3anI cAhie na? khuda ke haqa kI strI ho, to usake lie kisI prakAra kA etarAz2a nahIM hai| saMsAra ke loga bhI kahate haiM ki, 'nahIM bhAI, yaha to acchA hai, usakI strI hai|' kaMdhe para hAtha rakhakara jA rahA ho, taba bhI loga bAda meM aise hI TIkA-TippaNI karate haiN| lekina phira kaheMge ki, 'bhaI, usakI patnI hai|' to usameM harja nahIM hai, lekina aNahakka ke lie to loga TIkA bhI karate haiM aura niMdA bhI karate haiN| karate haiM yA nahIM karate? aura jaba jagat niMdA kare na, to vahA~ apanA saba, sabhI doSa ghera lete haiN| isIlie aNahakka kA bahuta nukasAnadeha hai na? patra likhA lekina jaba taka posTa nahIM kiyA, taba taka nIce eka lAina likha sakate haiM ki isa patra meM pahale, hamane Apako jo-jo gAliyA~ dI haiM, usake lie hama mA~phI mA~gate haiN| aisA vAkya nIce likha sakate haiN| praznakartA : usase Upara kA saba miTa jaaegaa| dAdAzrI : miTa jaaegaa| usakA artha sulTA ho jaaegaa| isalie Aja eka ghaMTA pratikramaNa karanA acchI trh| praznakartA : caritra bhraSTatA, vaha AtmA ke mArga meM jAne se rokatI hai? dAdAzrI : vaha to narka meM jAne kI nizAnI hai| Apako haqa kitanA hai ki jisa strI ke sAtha Apane zAdI kI,

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aNahakka kI gunahagArI 43 usa strI ke sAtha Apa jA rahe hoMge to koI u~galI nahIM uThAegA aura parastrI ke sAtha jA rahe hoMge to saMsAra ke loga bhI u~galI utthaaeNge| yAnI jahA~ kahIM bhI Apa para u~galI uThe, vahA~ narkagati hai| yadi ApakI dRSTi bigar3I to aNahakka kA hai, aura aNahakka kA bhogane kI icchA kI, to vahA~ para jAnavara gati hai| praznakartA : Apane aisA kahA hai na ki aNahakka ke viSaya narka meM le jAte haiN| aisA kyoM? dAdAzrI : aNahakka ke viSaya meM hamezA kaSAya hote haiM aura jaba kaSAya hoM to narka meM jAnA par3atA hai| lekina logoM ko isakI khabara nahIM hai, isalie phira Darate nahIM haiM, Dara bhI nahIM lagatA (ghabarAhaTa bhI nahIM hotI) kisI taraha kii| Aja kA yaha manuSya janma to, pichale janma meM kucha acchA kiyA thA, usakA phala hai| praznakartA : svarga aura narka, donoM yahIM para haiM? unheM yahIM para bhugatanA hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, yahA~ para nahIM haiN| yahA~ para to narka jaisI cIz2a hai hI nhiiN| narka kA yadi maiM varNana karU~ aura manuSya use sune, to sunate hI mara jAe, itane du:kha haiM! vahA~ para to, jisane bhayaMkara gunAha kie hoM, usI ko praveza karane dete haiN| yahA~ svarga-narka jaisA kucha hai hI nhiiN| yahA~ to kama puNyavAloM ko kama sukha aura jyAdA puNyavAloM ko jyAdA sukha hai| kisI ke pApa hoM, to use duHkha milatA hai| aNahakka meM to pA~coM mahAvratoM ke bhaMga kA doSa samA jAtA hai| usameM hiMsA ho jAtI hai, jhUTha hotA hai, corI yAnI yaha to sareAma corI kahalAtI hai| aNahakka yAnI sareAma corI kahalAtI hai| phira abrahmacarya to hai hI aura pA~cavA~ hai parigraha, yaha to sabase bar3A parigraha hai| haqa ke viSayavAloM ke lie mokSa hai, lekina aNahakka ke viSayavAloM ke lie mokSa nahIM hai, aisA bhagavAna ne kahA hai| khuda ke haqa ke viSaya hoM, to bhoganA lekina aNahakka kA vicAra

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) taka nahIM AnA cAhie / haqa kA viSaya ho to usake lie hama, donoM ke lie vidhi kara dete haiM / unake lie abaMdhabhAva kI vidhi rakha dete haiN| lekina haqa meM bhI khuda kI rAz2I - khuzI se nahIM honA caahie| jaise pulisavAlA pakar3akara mAMsAhAra karavAe, vaisA honA cAhie / praznakartA : yAnI khuda ke udayakarma anusAra ? dAdAzrI : nahIM / udayakarma meM to aNahakka kA bhI ho sakatA hai, lekina aNahakka kA honA hI nahIM cAhie / haqa kA yAnI jise jagat ke loga eksepTa kareM, loga niMdA nahIM kareM aisA hotA hai aura vaha bhI khuda kI patnI ke sAtha hI honA cAhie, lokamAnya honA caahie| jo khuda ko bhI nahIM khaTake, bhaya na lage / varnA aNahakka meM to bhaya rahatA hai, kaMkar3a khaTake aise khaTakatA rahatA hai| 44 harahAye pazu kI kyA gati ? ina logoM ko to kucha bhAna hI nahIM hotA na ? aura harahAye jaise hote haiN| harahAyA yAnI Apa samajhe na ? Apane harahAyA dekhA hai ? harahAyA yAnI jisakA hAtha meM AyA, usIkA khA jaae| isa bhaiMsa baMdhu ko Apa pahacAnate ho kyA? vaha sabhI ke khetoM kA saphAyA hI kara detA hai / usI prakAra yaha jagat harahAye bhaiMse jaisA hai| are, tUne socA nahIM ki terI bhI bahana-beTI hai| tU dUsarI jagaha se le rahA hai, to usake phalasvarUpa terA yaha jaaegaa| Apa jaisA dhakkA lagAoge, vaisA hI pariNAma utpanna hogaa| yaha jagat bigAr3ane jaisA nahIM hai| bigar3a gayA ho to use sahana kara lenA / vApasa naye sire se mata bigaadd'naa| yaha to, harahAye pazu ke sAmane jo AyA so khA jAtA hai, tabhI phira loga usakI beTiyoM ko khA jAte haiM / isakI logoM ko kucha paravAha hI nahIM hai| sabhI yadi aise hI harahAye ho jAe~ to kyA rahA? bahuta hI kama loga aise haiM ki jinheM isakA mahatva samajha meM AyA hai| bAkI jaba taka nahIM milA taba taka harahAyA nahIM hai ! milA ki harahAyA hote dera nahIM lgtii| yaha zobhA nahIM detA hameM! apane hindustAna kI kaisI DevelapDa prajA ! hameM to mokSa meM jAnA hai !

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aNahakka kI gunahagArI pahale ke kAla meM manuSya kaise hote the? parAyI bahana-beTI ko bhI khuda kI bahana-beTI samAna mAnate the aura khuda kI bhI khuda kii| kaisA suMdara vAtAvaraNa thA! yaha to saba 'phraikcara' ho gayA hai, phira sukha kaise milegA? sAMsArika sukha to isameM hai hI nhiiN| zrI viz2ana kI jAgRti bahuta hI kama aNahakka kA ho to loga mArane daur3ate haiM, aisA kyoM? aNahakka kA DAkA DAlA isalie! aNahakka kA DAkA kyA jAna-bUjhakara DAlate haiM? nahIM, vaha to dRSTi hI aisI ho gaI hai| logoM kI dRSTi to taraha-taraha kI hotI hai| ApakI dRSTi bhale hI sIdhI ho, phira bhI vaha strI ApakI dRSTi AkRSTa kara legii| ata: vahA~ phira naz2ara milAo to jhaMjhaTa ho jAegA na! jJAnIpuruSa ko to kisI ke bhI sAmane dekhane meM harja nahIM hai| kyoMki unake pAsa to hara taraha ke 'laoNka enDa kI' hote haiM, unake sAmane kisIkI bhI nahIM cltii| lekina sabhI taraha ke 'laoNka enDa kI' kaba milate haiM ki jaba viSaya baMda ho jAe, usake baad| yAnI jJAnIpuruSa meM viSaya hotA hI nahIM, isalie unake pAsa aisA vyavahAra hI nahIM AtA na? viSaya kaba jAtA hai? viSaya to jAgRti se jAtA hai| viSaya yoM hI calA jAe, aisA nahIM hai| aMtima viSaya, eka haqa kA viSaya bhI kaba chUTatA hai? jAgRti ho tbhii| jAgRti kise kahate haiM ki strI-puruSa kapar3e pahane hue hoM phira bhI naMge dikhAI deM, phira 'sekanDa viz2ana' meM camar3I nikala gaI ho aise dikhAI deM aura 'tharDa viz2ana' meM aMdara kA sArA mAla masalA huA ho, aisA dikhAI de| ye tInoM viz2ana 'eTa-e-TAima', eka minaTa meM hI dikha jaaeN| aba itanI jAgRti hogI, taba jAkara aMtima sTezana taka pahu~ca paaeNge| pUrI duniyA meM aisI jAgRtivAle kitane hoMge? sau-do sau loga hoMge na? kisI bhI kAla meM eka bhI vyakti aisI jAgRtivAlA nahIM hotaa| isa kAla meM, yaha maiM akelA hI huuN| aisI jAgRtivAle to hote hoMge? khuda dehadhArI hone para bhI aisI jAgRti to rahatI hogI? bar3A sAinTisTa ho yA mAnasazAstrI ho, lekina aisI jAgRti raha hI nahIM pAtI na! praznakartA : Apake jJAna ke bAda, yaha jAnane ke bAda kucha mahAtmAoM kI aisI jAgRti ho gaI hogI na?

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) dAdAzrI : aisA thor3A bahuta huA hai, lekina z2yAdA nahIM ho pAtI na? 'jaba taka vaha prayoga hai, taba taka vaha jAgRta hai', aisA nahIM kahA jA sktaa| aura yadi jAgRta hote to kIcar3a meM hAtha hI nahIM ddaalte| aura isa jUThana meM hAtha DAlatA hai, to vaha jAgRta hai hI nahIM, abhAna haiN| aNahakka kA viSaya le jAe narka meM niraMtara AjJA meM rahA jA sake, niraMtara samAdhi meM rahA jA sake, apanA yaha mArga aisA sarala aura samabhAvI hai| Ama vagairaha sabhI khAne kI chUTa dI hai| sirpha eka viSaya hI, khuda kI strI yA khuda ke puruSa ke sivA anya viSaya nahIM honA caahie| aura viSaya, jo aNahakka kA viSaya saMbaMdha hai, usase to adhogati ko hI nimaMtraNa diyA jAtA hai / aura viSaya meM to kauna sA sukha hai? ina jAnavaroM ko bhI usameM sukha nahIM dikhAI detA / jAnavara bhI kevala sIz2ana meM hI viSaya meM par3ate haiM, vaha bhI sIz2anala Avega hotA hai (uttejanA hotI hai) / jAnavaroM ko bhI yaha pasaMda nahIM hai / isIlie to ye sabhI brahmacarya vrata lekara baiThe haiM / inheM viSaya meM kahIM sukha nahIM dikhAI diyaa| jinake mu~ha se durgaMdha AtI ho, jisa zarIra meM se rAta-dina nirI gaMdagI hI nikalatI hai, usake prati viSaya kaise utpanna hotA hogA? I 46 yaha to, yadi AjJA pAlana kA seTiMga kara de, to saba ThIka ho jaaegaa| khuda kI patnI ke alAvA anya kahIM bhI aNahakka ke viSaya bhogane jAe to vaha narkagati kA saMketa hai| praznakartA : yaha jJAna milA aura aise aNahakka kA ho jAe to jokhimadArI bar3ha jAegI na ? dAdAzrI : bhyNkr| bAda meM hI jokhimadArI bar3hatI hai na! varnA pahale bhI jokhimadAra to thA hI, jAnevAlA hI thA jAnavara meM / use koI paravAha hI nahIM thI na! aba adhyAtma mArga para Ane ke bAda yadi aisI bhUla hotI rahe to kyA hogA ? ho sake utanA AjJA pAlana karanA, AjJA meM A jaanaa| brahmacarya meM Ae aura yaha jJAna hai, to phira sukha kI kamI nahIM rhegii| abrahmacarya to aisA hai ki isa janma meM patnI ho, yA phira koI rakhaila

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aNahakka kI gunahagArI 47 ho to agale janma meM usa kI beTI banakara khar3I rahegI, aisI isa saMsAra kI vicitratA hai| isIlie to sayAne puruSa brahmacarya kA pAlana karake mokSa meM cale gae na! jo haqa kI maryAdA meM haiM, unakI gAranTI praznakartA : bacapana se hI mujhe lar3akiyoM meM bahuta hI ruci rahI hai| dAdAzrI : lar3akiyA~ dekhane meM yA lar3akiyoM meM? praznakartA : sabhIkucha hai| pahale dekhane meM thI phira.... dAdAzrI : yahI roga hai| yahI pola hai| maiM yahI pUchatA hU~, tuma ho kahA~ para? yahA~ to ho nahIM, vahA~ para to ho na? lar3akiyoM ke bAre meM, ApakA socA huA kitanA saphala huA? praznakartA : isa bAre meM Aja taka mujhe kisI ne koI jAnakArI dI hI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : parAyI strI yA parAyI lar3akI para tanika bhI dRSTi bigar3e to vaha bhayaMkara pApa hai| terI khuda kI strI ho to harja nahIM hai| lekina parAyI ke pIche par3A to yahA~ para to harahAyA rahA, lekina vahA~ bhI (dUsare janma meM) duma ke sAtha harahAyA hokara uchala-kUda mcaaegaa| yaha manuSya janma calA jaaegaa| mahAmuzkila se milA yaha manuSyapana calA jaaegaa| isalie sAvadhAna ho jA jraa| tulasIdAsa jI ko pUrA zAstra likhane kA avasara to nahIM milA lekina do hI pa~ktiyA~ bole, 'paradhana patthara mAnie, para-strI mAta samAna, itane se hari nA mile, to tulasI jmaan|' kRpAludeva to z2amAnatI bane aura ye dUsare j'maantii| haqa kA khAe to manuSya meM AegA, aNahakka kA khAe to jAnavara meM jaaegaa| praznakartA : hamane aNahakka kA khAyA to hai|

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48 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) dAdAzrI : khAyA hai to abhI bhI pratikramaNa karo na, abhI bhI bhagavAna bacA leNge| abhI bhI jinAlaya meM jAkara pazcAtApa kro| abhI to jIvita ho| isa deha meM ho, taba taka pazcAtApa kro| praznakartA : sirpha pazcAtApa karane se kyA hogA? dAdAzrI : vaha Apako samajha meM Ae to kro| jJAnIpuruSa kI bAta mAnanI ho to maano| nahIM mAnanI ho to ApakI maraz2I kI bAta hai| yadi Apa ko nahIM mAnanI ho to usakA koI upAya nahIM hai| abhI bhI pazcAtApa karoge to gA~The DhIlI ho jAe~gI aura Upara se rAz2I-khuzI se kiyA hai| isalie narkagati bA~dha cuke ho| aNahakka kA khAyA to sahI, lekina rAz2I-khuzI se kare to narkagati meM jAegA aura yadi pazcAtApa kare to jAnavara meM jaaegaa| bhayaMkara narkagati bhugatanI hai| isalie yadi aNahakka kA jitanA khAnA ho, utanA khAnA logoM kaa| praznakartA : ina sabhI meM se chUTane kA zreSTha upAya kyA hai? dAdAzrI : aNahakka kA jo khAyA hai usakA pazcAtApa kro| aNahakka kA khAne kA vicAra Ae to bhI pazcAtApa kro| pUre dina pazcAtApa meM hI raho ki isa taraha nahIM khAnA caahie| mujhe to jo mere haqa kA ho, vahI mere kAma kA hai| khuda ke haqa kI strI ho, khuda ke haqa ke bacce hoM, ghara-makAna saba khuda kA ho, lekina parAyoM ke haqa kA kaise liyA jAe? use phira jAnavara hue binA cArA nahIM hai, narkagati ke adhikArI ho gae haiN| bhayaMkara duHkha meM pha~se haiN| abhI bhI satarka honA ho, to ho jaao| ye jJAnIpuruSa kyA kahate haiM ki, 'Apako pazcAtApa rUpI hathiyAra diyA hai, pratikramaNa karate rhnaa|' 'he bhagavAna! nAsamajhI meM, kharAba buddhi se, kaSAyoM se prerita hokara maiMne ye jo doSa kie haiM, bhayaMkara doSa kie haiM, unake lie kSamA mA~gatA huuN|' kaSAyoM kI preraNA se kie haiM, Apane khuda nahIM kie haiN| abhI bhI karanA ho to pratikramaNa karanA, nahIM karanA ho to ApakI maraz2I kI bAta hai|

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[4] eka patnIvrata kA artha hI brahmacarya jo lokaniMdya nahIM, vahI lokapUjya kaliyuga meM eka gRhastha meM sirpha kitanA vikAra honA cAhie ki usakI strI taka kA hii| gRhasthadharma hai isalie usakI patnI taka hI vikAra sImita ho, to bhagavAna ne use eksepTa kiyA hai| eka patnIvrata ke lie bhagavAna ne chUTa dI hai| anya kahIM dRSTi bhI nahIM bigar3e, bAhara jAe yA kahIM bhI jAe lekina dRSTi nahIM bigar3e, vicAra bhI nahIM Ae, yadi vicAra A jAe to kSamA mA~ga le, aisA ekapatnIvrata ho to bhagavAna ko etarAz2a nahIM hai ! ve to kyA kahate haiM ki, 'isa kAla meM eka patnIvrata ko hama brahmacarya kaheMge aura jo lokaniMdya nahIM hai use hama lokapUjya kheNge|' bhagavAna kaise samajhadAra haiM! isa kAla meM jahA~-tahA~ hara jagaha logoM kI niMdA hI ho rahI hai aura loga niMdyakarma hI kara rahe haiM na! vyApAra meM bhI aura dharma meM bhI, sabhI jagaha yahI dhaMdhA kiyA hai na! usameM bhI koI apavAda hogaa| apavAda to hote hI haiM hmeshaa| phira bhI hindustAna meM to Aja sAtvika vicAra ke loga hone lage haiN| Age calakara acchA honevAlA hai| 'eka patnIvrata' isa kAla kA brahmacarya hI jisane zAdI kI hai, usake lie to hamane eka hI niyama diyA hai ki tujhe anya kisI strI ke prati dRSTi nahIM bigAr3anI hai| aura zAyada kabhI aisI dRSTi ho jAe to pratikramaNa vidhi karanA aura nizcaya karanA ki aisA phira se nahIM kruuNgaa| jo khuda kI strI ke alAvA anya strI kI ora

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50 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) nahIM dekhatA, anya strI para jisakI dRSTi nahIM rahatI, dRSTi jAe phira bhI usake mana meM vikArI bhAva nahIM hote, vikArI bhAva ho jAe~ to vaha khuda bahuta pachatAvA karatA hai, to isa kAla meM use eka patnI hone ke bAvajUda bhI, 'brahmacarya meM hai', aisA kahA jaaegaa| Aja se tIna hajAra sAla pahale hindustAna meM sau meM se nabbe loga eka patnIvrata kA pAlana karate the| eka patnIvrata aura eka pativrata, kitane acche loga kahalAe~ge ve! jabaki Aja to zAyada hI haz2AroM meM eka hogaa| isa kAla meM jise parastrI kA vicAra taka nahIM Ae aura eka hI strI ke sAtha rahe, phira bhI hama use brahmacarya kahate haiN| yadi use svarUpa kA jJAna nahIM huA hogA, phira bhI vaha devagati meM jaaegaa| bolo, taba isa devagati meM kitanI suvidhAe~ haiM! dUsarA, yadi AiskrIma khAne kI Adata hogI, usameM bhI harja nahIM hai| sinemA dekhane kI Adata hogI, usameM bhI harja nahIM hai, lekina yaha strI-puruSa ke viSaya saMbaMdha kA bar3A gunAha hai| usameM bhI jisase zAdI kI ho, vahA~ taka koI Apatti nahIM hai| kyoMki 'bAunDrI' hai| 'bAunDrI' cUkane meM Apatti hai| kyoMki Apa saMsArI ho, ataH 'bAunDrI' honI caahie| 'bAunDrI' se bAhara mana bhI nahIM cUkanA cAhie, vANI bhI nahIM cUkanI cAhie, vicAra bhI nahIM cUkanA caahie| eka patnIvrata ke sarkala meM se vicAra bAhara nahIM jAnA cAhie aura jAe to vicAra ko vApasa bulA lenaa| yaha kAla vicitra hai, ata: 'bAunDrI' se bAhara nahIM jAnA caahie| yadi koI isa kAla meM eka patnIvratavAlA hogA to bhI bahuta uttm| maiM use kahU~ ki, 'bhAI, tujhe jJAna lene kI bhI z2arUrata nahIM hai| yadi tujhe anya strI se saMbaMdhita vicAra taka nahIM AtA, dRSTi bhI nahIM bigar3atI aura tujhe sapane meM bhI anya strI nahIM AtI, to jA, tujhe jJAna lene kI bhI z2arUrata nahIM hai|' hamAre eka hI bAra AzIrvAda dene se vaha tIsare janma meM mokSa meM calA jAegA! binA jJAna ke! eka patnIvrata, vaha kyA koI aisI-vaisI cIz2a hai? jise eka patnIvrata rahe, use isa kAla meM brahmacArI hI kahA jAtA hai| isa kAla meM manuSya eka patnIvrata meM raha hI nahIM sktaa| hindustAna

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eka patnI vrata kA artha hI brahmacarya meM paccIsa-pacAsa loga aise nikaleMge, lekina ve bhI phira jar3a bhAvavAle hote haiM, buddhipUrvaka nahIM, abuddhipUrvaka ke aura vaha bhI unake puNya ke AdhAra para hotA hai / zAdI cAra se karo, lekina unhIM ke prati sinsiyara yaha to, aura koI cArA nahIM ho to zAdI karanA, aisA kahA hai aura zAdI karo to eka patnIvrata kA pAlana karanA, kahA hai| eka patnIvrata kA pAlana kara rahA ho aura yaha dUSamakAla hone ke bAvajUda bhI yadi anyatra dRSTi nahIM bigar3e to use brahmacarya kahA hai| 51 praznakartA : mAna lIjie ki do vAipha hoM to use kisa dRSTi se kharAba kahA jAegA ? dAdAzrI : lAo na do vAipha, zAdiyA~ karane meM harja nahIM hai / pA~ca zadiyA~ karo to bhI harja nahIM hai| lekina anya strI para dRSTi bigAr3e, anya strI jA rahI ho aura usa para dRSTi bigAr3e to vaha galata kahA jaaegaa| kucha nIti-niyama to hone cAhie na ? praznakartA : mere pAsa koI prinsipalsa (siddhAMta) nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : to kyA jAnavara jaisA rakhane kI z2arUrata hai? jAnavara kI taraha rakheM to saba chUTa hI hotI hai| Apako jaisA anukUla Ae vaisA krnaa| ina manuSyoM ne, unake mAnavadharma kI rakSA ho, isalie yaha vyavasthA kI hai| varnA jAnavara meM hI gayA na phira to ! phira vaha jAnavara meM hI mAnA jAegA na? kyoMki jaise kisI kI bahana-beTI hai, vaise hI apanI bhI bahana-beTI hotI haiM, to hameM sephasAiDa rakhanI cAhie na ? jaisI apanI bahana-beTI vaisI hI kisI aura kI bahana-beTI / I phira se zAdI karane meM Apatti nahIM hai / musalamAnoM meM eka niyama banAyA gayA hai ki bAhara dRSTi nahIM bigar3anI caahie| bAhara kisI ko nahIM cher3anA caahie| yadi Apako eka strI se saMtoSa nahIM hai to do rkho| una logoM ne niyama banAyA hai ki 'cAra taka kI tumheM chUTa hai !' yadi Apako

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52 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) pusAtA ho to cAra rakho na? kauna manA karatA hai? loga bhale hI zora macAe~! lekina pahalI patnI ko du:kha nahIM honA caahie| praznakartA : use to kudaratI rUpa se duHkha hogA hii| dAdAzrI : phira bhI kisI ko duHkha ho, aisA vartana nahIM honA caahie| aura usameM bhI, khuda kI strI ko duHkha nahIM ho aisA pahale se hI dekhanA caahie| kyoMki Apa use vizvAsa dilAkara lAe the| Apa zAdI se ba~dhe haiN| promisa diyA hai| promisa dene ke bAda phira yadi use dagA deMge to phira hama hindustAna kI Arya prajA nahIM kahalAe~ge lekina anAr3I to kahalAe~ge na! praznakartA : to cAra patniyA~ kyoM lAte haiM? dAdAzrI : musalamAnoM ke qurAna meM aisA likhA hai, qurAna kA niyama hai ki musalamAna zarAba nahIM piitaa| zarAba kA chIMTA bhI yadi badana para par3a jAe to utanI jagaha kATa de, saccA musalamAna aisA hotA hai| saccA musalamAna kaisA hotA hai ki kisI strI para dRSTi nahIM bigAr3e aura z2arUrata par3e to dUsarI zAdI kara le, tIsarI kara le, cAra bhI kara le, lekina dRSTi nahIM bigaadd'taa| kitanA acchA kAnUna hai unakA? lekina aba kyA kareM? loga hI aise ho gae haiM isalie jahA~-tahA~ dRSTi bigAr3ate haiN| praznakartA : cAra patniyA~ lAne para dRSTi sudhara jAegI, isakA koI vizvAsa hai kyA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, ve kyA kahanA cAhate haiM ki 'tU dRSTi mata bigaadd'naa|' tU cAra patniyA~ rkh| taba phira vaha khuda taya karatA hai ki mujhe itane meM hI rahanA hai| aura yahA~ to usane taya kara liyA ki eka hI hai na merI! yAnI bAhara anyatra dRSTi bigAr3ane ki chUTa mila gaI use| bAhara dRSTi bigAr3ane se kyA hotA hai ki usameM kucha kArya nahIM hotA lekina dRSTi bigar3ane se bIja par3atA hai aura usa bIja meM se vRkSa banatA hai| isalie hamane ina sabhI se kaha diyA hai ki ApakI dRSTi bigar3e to Apa pratikramaNa karanA, to phira Apako bIja nahIM pdd'egaa| dRSTi bigar3ate hI pratikramaNa krnaa|

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eka patnI vrata kA artha hI brahmacarya 53 praznakartA : unakA dharma aisA kahatA hai ki bhale hI cAra zAdI karanA, lekina dRSTi mata bigaadd'naa| lekina dRSTi bigAr3anI yA nahIM bigAr3anI vaha usake hAtha meM hai na! dAdAzrI : isa janma meM abhI yaha jJAna sunegA to agale janma meM phiTa karake hI aaegaa| phira bAhara dRSTi nahIM bigdd'egii| praznakartA : kevala sunane se hI? dAdAzrI : hA~, yaha jJAna yadi isI janma meM sunA ho ki aisA hI karanA hai to pichale janma meM sunA nahIM thA, isalie isa janma meM zAyada kabhI bigar3a jaae| lekina yaha jJAna to agale janma meM phiTa ho jaaegaa| praznakartA : lekina phira bhI isa janma meM jo karma baMdhana kie haiM, ve to bhugatane hI par3eMge na phira? dAdAzrI : ve to bhugatane par3eMge, lekina bAkI.. bAkI kucha bhI nahIM bhugatanA pdd'egaa| usakA aMta A jaaegaa| lekina yaha hisAba phira bhI A sakatA hai, lekina una logoM ko spaSTa kahA gayA hai ki cAra taka bhoganA, lekina tuma bAhara dRSTi mata bigaadd'naa| vaha jo chUTa dI gaI hai, vaha bhI Akhira meM una logoM ke svAsthya ke lie hI hai| dRSTi bigAr3anA svAsthya ke lie hAnikAraka hai| musalamAnoM kA yaha kAnUna hameM bahuta pasaMda hai| musalamAnoM kA kAnUna, bahuta acchA kAnUna hai! musalamAnoM ke zAstroM meM bhI aise suMdara niyama haiM ki bhaiyA, tujhe cAra zAdiyA~ karanI hoM to karanA, lekina dRSTi mata bigAr3anA kisI pr| unakA yaha niyama acchA hai na? tujhe kaisA lagatA hai ? jyAdA gunAha to dRSTi bigAr3ane meM hai, patniyA~ rakhane meM nhiiN| dRSTi bigar3ane kA gunAha bahuta bar3A hai| anya striyoM kI ora dRSTi bigAr3e to kyA vaha acchA kahA jAegA? isalie jo apanA hai, vahI bhognaa| bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai? tU bhoga, lekina jo tere haqa kA hai, use bhog| aNahakka kA mata bhognaa| yoM hI aNahakka ke upabhoga kI ceSTA karane se to anaMta janma bigar3a jaaeNge| aba terI dRSTi anya kahIM nahIM jAegI na? kabhI bhI nahIM jAegI na? isa kAla meM isakI

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54 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) qImata z2yAdA A~kI gaI hai| kasauTI kA kAla hai isalie dRSTi bhI nahIM badalanI caahie| aura yadi badala jAe to pratikramaNa diyA huA hai, usase sApha kara denaa| sUkSma meM bhI eka patnIvrata hI cAhie isa kAla meM eka patnIvrata ko hama brahmacarya kahate haiM aura tIrthaMkara bhagavAna ke samaya meM brahmacarya kA jo phala milatA thA, use vahI phala prApta hogA, usakI hama gAranTI dete haiN| praznakartA : Apane jo eka patnIvrata kahA hai, vaha sUkSma meM bhI rahanA cAhie yA sirpha sthUla meM? mana to khiMca jAe, aisA hai na? / dAdAzrI : sUkSma meM bhI rahanA cAhie aura zAyada kabhI mana khiMca bhI jAe to mana se alaga rahanA cAhie aura bAra-bAra usake pratikramaNa karate rahanA caahie| mokSa meM jAne kI limiTa kauna sI? eka patnIvrata aura eka ptivrt| eka patnIvrata yA eka pativrata kA niyama, vaha limiTa khlaaegaa| aba yadi sArI jiMdagI mana anya kahIM nahIM bigar3egA, to terI gAr3I ThIka se clegii| varnA phira.... praznakartA : ThIka hai, Apane jaisA batAyA usake anusAra sirpha eka patnIvrata hI, usake alAvA aura kucha nhiiN| dAdAzrI : anya kahIM to dRSTi bhI nahIM bigar3anI cAhie aura bigar3a jAe to turaMta hI pratikramaNa kara lenaa| anaMta janmoM se mukta hokara mokSa meM jAnA, vaha koI AsAna cIz2a nahIM hai aura pUrNa brahmacarya ho to usakI to bAta hI alaga hai na! praznakartA : abhI to zAdI kara rahA hU~, lekina kucha sAloM ke bAda to brahmacarya le sakatA hU~ na? / dAdAzrI : hA~, donoM lene ko taiyAra hoM to le sakate haiN| donoM lene ko taiyAra hoM to pA~ca sAla ke bAda bhI liyA jA sakatA hai|

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eka patnI vrata kA artha hI brahmacarya 55 praznakartA : lekina ina brahmacAriyoM jaisA pariNAma to nahIM AegA na? dAdAzrI : vaha to bhUta ko sAtha meM rakhanA hI par3egA na! aura vaha strI bhI aisA samajhatI ki mujhe isa bhUta ko rakhanA par3a rahA hai| yAnI yaha musIbata to hai hI na! eka bAra muhara laga gaI phira to qarAra nahIM TUTa sakatA na! jabaki brahmacArI kA to koI nAma nahIM le sakatA na? koI dAvA hI nahIM kara sakatA na? isalie usake jaisA to kucha bhI nhiiN| praznakartA : to sinsiyaralI eka patnIvrata kA pAlana kareM to koI parezAnI nahIM hogI na? dAdAzrI : phira apanI ina pA~ca AjJAoM kA pAlana kiyA to mokSa ho jaaegaa| sirpha ye pA~ca AjJAoM kA pAlana karanA cAhie aura eka patnIvrata kA pAlana kare to bahuta acchA kahA jaaegaa| vaha brahmacarya jaisA hI phala degaa| praznakartA : lekina itane samaya taka brahmacarya kI jo bhAvanA kI hai, brahmacarya ke jo bIja DAle haiM, to agale janma meM dIkSA milegI na? dAdAzrI : usakI ciMtA karake Apako kyA karanA hai? isa samaya to abhI kA jhaMjhaTa sulajhAnA hai| agale janma kA jhaMjhaTa Aja kareM to kyA hogA? isa samaya ApakI kyA sthiti hai? abhI Apako khuda ke doSa dikhAI dete haiM na? logoM ke doSa nahIM dikhane caahie| khuda ke doSa dikhane caahie| yadi kisI ke doSa dikhAI dete hoM to pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| aisA saba dekhanA hai| dUsarA, agale janma kA jhaMjhaTa to apane Apa ho jaaegaa| vaha to jaisI parIkSA doge, jaisA par3hA hogA, vaisA hI hogaa| agalA janma hI to mArksa (pariNAma) hai| haqa kA bhI normeliTI meM praznakartA : eka patnIvrata ko haqa kA viSaya kahate haiM, vaha bhI

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56 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) jaba taka normeliTI meM hogA tabhI taka haqa kA mAnA jaaegaa| aura abava naoNrmala ho jAegA to! dAdAzrI : taba bhI haqa kA hI kahA jAegA, lekina vaha aNahakka jitanA kharAba nahIM kahalAegA na? praznakartA : aba koI dUsarI strI rAjI-khuzI hameM khIMce aura donoM kI rAz2I-khuzI kA saudA ho to use haqa kA viSaya kahA jAegA yA nahIM? dAdAzrI : nahIM, usIke lie manA kiyA gayA hai na! aura isa rAz2IkhuzI se hI saba bigar3A hai na! isa rAz2I-khuzI se Age bar3hA, to vaha bhayaMkara adhogati meM jAne kI nizAnI hai ! phira vaha adhogati meM hI jaaegaa| bAkI, apane ghara meM normeliTI rakhe to vaha devatA kahA jAegA, manuSya meM bhI devatA kahA jaaegaa| aura apane ghara meM abava naoNrmala huA to vaha saba pazutA khlaaegii| lekina vaha apanA ga~vAtA hai, aura kucha nhiiN| khuda kI dukAna pUrI khAlI ho jAegI, lekina vaha aNahakka jaisA jokhima nahIM khlaaegaa| ina haqavAloM ko to phira se manuSyapana bhI milegA aura vaha mokSa ke naz2adIka bhI jaaegaa| eka patnIvrata AqhirI limiTa hai, anya sabhI se uttm| aisI carcA hindustAna meM kisI bhI jagaha para nahIM hotii| terI tAqata ke anusAra zAdiyA~ kara praznakartA : apane dharma meM eka hI patnI kA niyama hai, lekina apane yahA~ kucha rAjAoM kI tIna rAniyA~ kyoM thIM? dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, kucha loga to tIna patniyA~ rakhate the| RSabhadeva bhagavAna ke putra bharata cakravartI the, unakI teraha sau rAniyA~ thiiN| ataH hamArA dharmazAstra kyA kahatA hai ki zAdI karanA, lekina dRSTi mata bigaadd'naa| yadi eka zAdI se Apako saMtoSa nahIM ho aura anya kisI strI para dRSTi jAtI ho to dUsarI zAdI krnaa| tIsarI para dRSTi jAe to tIsarI se zAdI karanA, lekina dRSTi mata bigaadd'naa| isa dRSTi ke bigar3ane se bhayaMkara roga paidA hote haiN|

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eka patnI vrata kA artha hI brahmacarya praznakartA : apane meM to eka hI kahA gayA hai aura pahale to tInatIna, aisA kyoM? dAdAzrI : Apase bhI kahatA hU~ lekina ApameM zakti honI caahie| eka ke sAtha to lar3AI-jhagar3e karate ho| eka AdamI thaa| vaha dUsarI zAdI kara AyA thA, maiMne usase pUchA, 'bhaiyA, aba Apa kyA karate haiM, do vAipha aura tuma kyA karate ho?' yaha to maiM cAlIsa sAla pahale kI bAta kara rahA hU~, Aja kI nhiiN| taba usane kahA, 'nayI banAe roTiyA~ aura purAnI banAe dAla, baMdA baiThA kar3hI hilAe, tInoM sAtha-sAtha!' zakti ho to karo na, nibhAne kI zakti honI caahie| eka ko to pahu~ca nahIM pAte aura aise zora macAte haiM phira! eka patnIvrata pAlana karoge na? to kahatA hai, 'paaluuNgaa|' to ApakA mokSa hai| dUsarI strI kA z2arA sA bhI vicAra AyA, tabhI se mokSa gyaa| kyoMki vaha aNahakka kA hai| jahA~ haqa kA hai, vahA~ para mokSa aura jahA~ aNahakka kA hai, vahA~ para pshutaa| apane RSi-muni to eka hI strI rakhate the aura vaha bhI sAla meM ekAdha bAra strI saMga ho to ThIka hai, ekAdha bAra putradAna hetu zAdI karate the| praznakartA : merA pUchanA yaha hai ki jo mana-vacana-kAyA se brahmacArI ho, kyA aisA koI puruSa jagat meM janmA hai kyA? dAdAzrI : isa kAla meM nahIM hai| praznakartA : pahale the kyA? dAdAzrI : pahale to the hI na! apane yahA~ mahAsatiyA~ hotI thIM ve eka pativratA thiiN| ye RSi-muni sabhI eka patnIvratavAle the| praznakartA : mahAsatI ke pati to the hI na? / dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina ptivrtvaalii| pativrata ke niyama kA bilkula bhaMga nahIM hone detI thIM aura RSi-muni to saMpUrNa brahmacaryavratavAle the|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) praznakartA : lekina ve to aisA sAhajika rUpa se lekara Ae hote haiM na? dAdAzrI : vaha to, vaisA mAla bharA huA thA aura Aja ye loga aisA mAla bharakara lAe haiM, isalie aisA nikalatA hai| lekina aba naye sire se kaisA bharanA, vaha to khuda ke adhIna hai na! praznakartA : devatAoM meM eka patnIvrata hotA hogA kyA? dAdAzrI : eka patnIvrata yAnI kyA ki pUrI jiMdagI eka hI devI ke sAtha vyatIta karanI hai| lekina jaba dUsare devatAoM kI devI dekheM, taba mana meM aise bhAva hotA hai ki 'hamArIvAlI se vaha acchI hai' aisA hotA z2arUra hai, lekina jo hai usameM koI parivartana nahIM hotaa| praznakartA : devagati meM saMtAnoM kA savAla nahIM hai phira bhI vahA~ viSaya to bhogate hI haiM na? dAdAzrI : vahA~ aisA viSaya nahIM hai| yaha to nirI gaMdagI hai| devatA to yahA~ para khar3e bhI nahIM rheNge| vahA~ unakA viSaya kaisA hotA hai? sirpha devI Ae aura ve unheM dekheM ki unakA viSaya pUrA ho jAtA hai, basa! kucha devatAoM ko to aisA hotA hai ki donoM eka dUsare ko chUe~ yA donoM Apasa meM hAtha dabAkara rakheM to unakA viSaya pUrA ho jAtA hai| devagaNa bhI jaisejaise pragati karate jAte haiM, vaise-vaise viSaya kama hotA jAtA hai| kucha devatAoM meM to bAtacIta karane se hI viSaya pUrA ho jAtA hai| jinheM strI kA sahavAsa pasaMda hai aise bhI devatA haiM aura jinheM strI kevala eka ghaMTe ke lie Akara mile to bhI unheM bahuta AnaMda ho jAtA hai, aise bhI devatA haiN| kucha aise bhI devatA haiM ki jinheM strI kI z2arUrata hI nahIM hotii| yAnI hara taraha ke devatA haiN| aise bhI kucha manuSya haiM jinheM saMDAsa meM baiThanA pasaMda nahIM hai| unheM yaha gaMdha hI pasaMda nahIM hai, to unake lie devaloka kI bhUmikA hai|

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[5] aNahakka ke viSayabhoga, narka kA kAraNa parapuruSa-parastrI narka kA kAraNa isa viSaya ko jahara samajhA hI nahIM hai, isakA jokhima jAnA hI nahIM hai aura narka meM jAe~, aisA ho gayA hai| isalie z2arA vApasa mur3eM to narkagati se baca paaeNge| parastrI aura parapuruSa yAnI pratyakSa narka kA kAraNa hai| narka meM jAnA ho to aisA socnaa| hameM usameM harja nahIM hai| Apako anukUla ho to narka ke una du:khoM kA varNana karU~, use sunate hI buqhAra car3ha jAegA to vahA~ use bhugatate samaya terI kyA dazA hogI? bAkI, khuda kI strI ke sAtha rahane meM kAI harja nahIM hai| praznakartA : lekina yadi ve donoM pati-patnI hoM taba? dAdAzrI : pati-patnI ko kudarata ne eksepTa kiyA hai| usameM yadi kabhI vizeSa bhAva nahIM hogA, to harja nahIM hai| kudarata ne utanA calane diyA hai| utanA pariNAma pApa rahita kahA jaaegaa| jabaki isameM (aNahakka) anya bahuta sAre pApa haiN| eka hI bAra viSaya karane se karor3oM jIvoM kI hAni hotI hai| vaha koI kama pApa hai kyA? lekina phira bhI vaha parastrI jaisA bar3A pApa nahIM khlaataa| praznakartA : phira bhI usameM pApa to hai hI na? dAdAzrI : hai hii| isIlie ina logoM ne niSpApa rahane ke lie khoja kI na? niSpApa rahane kA upAya kyA hai ? brahmacarya meM AnA caahie|

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60 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) yadi yahA~ strI-puruSa kA brahmacarya pAlana kiyA jAe, taba to devaloka jaisA sukha hogaa| phira to saMsAra devaloka jaisA lgegaa| jo dRSTi nahIM gar3Ae vaha jIta gyaa| dRSTi gar3AI ki khatma ho gyaa| dRSTi to gar3AnI hI nahIM caahie| praznakartA : Apane jo parapuruSa aura parastrIgamana kA bhaya signala dikhAyA, usakA 'kaijyuala kanekzana' (naimittika anusaMdhAna) kyA hai? dAdAzrI : apane yahA~ para jJAna lene ke bAda bhI aise doSa karanevAlA to sIdhA narka meM jaaegaa| kyoMki jJAna lene ke bAda to dagA khlaaegaa| jJAnI ke sAtha dag2A kahalAegA aura satsaMga ke sAtha bhI dagA khlaaegaa| bhayaMkara dagA kahalAegA, isalie narka kA adhikArI ho jaaegaa| isIlie hama bAra-bAra sAvadhAna karate rahate haiN| Aja ke logoM ko jo viSaya haiM, aise to jAnavaroM meM bhI nahIM hote| yaha to kaliyuga kI nizAnI hai| becAre duHkha aura jalana meM sArA dina mehanata karate haiM aura phira hoza hI nahIM rahatA na! aura yaha mAla kahIM phira se manuSya meM Ae, aisA mAla nahIM hai| yaha to bhaTakate rahanevAlA mAla hai saaraa| pahale kA jo purAnA mAla thA, vaha to eka patnIvratavAlA thaa| kyoMki purAnA mAla to cAritra ko samajhatA thA ki merI beTI aisI nahIM honI cAhie, aisA saba vaha samajhatA thA ki yadi maiM kisI kA nukasAna karU~gA, to koI mere yahA~ bhI nukasAna pahu~cAegA aura phira khuda kI beTI bhI aisI hI bnegii| zIla ke luTere, narkAdhikArI praznakartA : narka meM z2yAdAtara kauna jAtA hai? dAdAzrI : zIla ke luTeroM ke lie sAtavA~ narka hai| jitanI miThAsa AI thI usase aneka gunA kar3avAhaTa kA anubhava kare, taba vaha taya karatA hai ki aba vahA~ narka meM nahIM jAnA hai| yAnI isa jagat meM yadi nahIM karane jaisA kucha hai to vaha yaha hai ki kisI kA zIla mata luuttnaa| kabhI bhI dRSTi mata bigar3ane denaa| zIla lUTane ke bAda narka meM jAegA aura vahA~ mAra

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aNahakka ke viSayabhoga, narka kA kAraNa khAtA rhegaa| isa duniyA meM zIla jaisI uttama koI cIz2a hai hI nahIM / isa duniyA meM zIlavAna jaisI uttama cIz2a kucha bhI nahIM / 61 praznakartA : isa kAla meM kisI ke lie zIla kA mahatva hai hI nahIM, isalie zIla luTA hai, aisA kisI ko lagatA hI nahIM na ? dAdAzrI : isa kAla meM logoM ko pahale jaisA zIla lUTanA bhI nahIM AtA na? isalie bahuta huA to pahale, dUsare, tIsare yA cauthe narka meM jaaeNge| isa samaya vartamAna meM cAra narka khule haiM, ve vahA~ taka jaaeNge| usase Age kA narka baMda ho cukA hai| usase Age ke to isa kAla ke logoM ke lie nahIM hai na! ye to kamaz2ora jIva haiN| Age ke narka meM jAnevAle to prakhara puruSa aura ye to becAre kamaz2ora, isalie 'bahana, bahana' kahakara zIla lUTeM, aise loga haiN| ye loga to 'bahana' kahakara chala-kapaTa karate haiN| ve loga aisA chala-kapaTa nahIM karate the| praznakartA : chala-kapaTa duniyA ke sAtha yA vyakti ke sAtha ? dAdAzrI : duniyA yA vyakti, sabhI ke sAtha / isa kAla ke jo loga haiM na, ve to khuda apane Apako bhI dag2A dete haiM / apane yahA~ isa satsaMga meM aise chala-kapaTa kA vicAra Ae to maiM kahU~gA ki yaha 'mIniMgalesa' (nirarthaka) bAta hai| yahA~ aisA vyavahAra kiMcit mAtra bhI nahIM clegaa| aura aisA vyavahAra cala rahA hai, aisA yadi kabhI merI jAnakArI meM AyA to maiM jalA dU~gA, bhayaMkara rUpa se jalA duuNgaa| isa jagaha para kiMcit mAtra bhI aisA nahIM calegA, yaha saMgha aisA nahIM honA cAhie, yahA~ para aisI bhUla nahIM kara sakate / hamane to kaI aise loga dekhe haiM ki bahanoI hone ke * bAvajUda bhI sagI bahana se jur3A huA hotA hai / phira vaha pratidina bahanoI ke vahA~ jAtA hai| are! bahanoI ke vahIM para mukAma karatA hai / aise to maiMne kaI kesa dekhe haiN| maiM unase kahatA bhI hU~ ki, 'are! yaha kyA dhaMdhA lagAyA hai ? kauna se janma meM chUTegA tU? yadi phira se aisA nahIM kare to mere pAsa A jAnA, maiM tujhe cokhA kara duuNgaa|' isa varlDa meM bhale hI kaise bhI gunAha kie hoM,

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) cAhe kaise bhI gunAha lekara Ae, lekina yadi jiMdagI meM phira se aise gunAha nahIM kare to hara taraha se maiM use cokhA banA duuN| ina logoM ne kaise bhayaMkara gunAha kie haiM 'bahana, bahana' karake zAdiyA~ kI haiN| lekina aise logoM ke lie sAtavIM narka nahIM hai| bahuta huA to pahalI, dUsarI, tIsarI yA cauthI narka meM jaaeNge| bhayaMkara jokhimavAle aNahakka ke viSaya ! isa duniyA kI koI cIz2a baMdhanakartA nahIM hai| lakSmI Adi anya koI cIz2a baMdhana nahIM krtii| sirpha parastrI hI baMdhana karatI hai| jahA~ parastrI kI lUTa calatI hai, vahA~ baMdhana hai| anya kisI bhI jagaha para duHkha haiM hI nhiiN| apanA yaha jJAna aisA hai ki anya sabhI se chur3avAe, lekina jo parastrI meM pha~sA, vaha narka kA adhikArI bana jaaegaa| isalie usameM se chUTane ke lie yahA~ 'vidhi' kara lenI pdd'egii| aba insAna hai, to bhUlacUka ho hI sakatI hai na! ataH yahA~ sirpha itanA hI jokhima hai| kisI se bhI isameM bhUlacUka ho jAe, to mere pAsa Akara mAfI mA~gakara chur3avA jaanaa| usake lie maiM vidhi kara duuNgaa| yaha jJAna milane ke bAda taraha-taraha ke karma lekara Ae hote haiM, unameM se kauna, kaise ba~dhA hogA, yaha kaise patA cale? tU lakSmI se ba~dhA hogA to usameM harja nahIM hai, vaha daMDa tujhe mAfa karavA duuNgaa| lekina sirpha yaha parastrI kA hI bar3A daMDa hai| use mAfa karavAne ke bhI niyama haiM mere paas| mere pAsa sabhI sAdhana haiN| dAdAjI chur3avAe~ narkagati se mAnavatA kA adhikAra kitanA? ki jo khuda kI pariNItA ho, adhikAra kA ho utanA hI apanA aura anya kucha parAyA nahIM le skte| jo merA vaha merA aura jo terA vaha teraa| terA mujhe cAhie nahIM, merA tujhe dUMgA nahIM, vaha mAnavatA! jise parastrI kA tyAga huA, vaha bhagavAna banane lgegaa| parastrI, vaha roga bar3A hogA yA nahIM? bahuta bar3A kahalAegA! isIse jagat kAyama hai|

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aNahakka ke viSayabhoga, narka kA kAraNa aisA gAyoM-bhaiMsoM meM calatA hai kyoMki vahA~ maMDapa bhI nahIM hai aura brAhmaNa bhI nahIM hai| gAyoM-bhaiMsoM meM maMDapa hote haiM kyA ? vahA~ brAhmaNa ko nahIM biThAte na? yaha to manuSyoM meM viveka rakhA jAtA hai aura kudarata kA baMdhana hai hI aisaa| manuSya meM AyA ki baMdhana hogA hI / mahAmuzkila hai ! yaha sunakara tujhe kucha pachatAvA ho rahA hai! praznakartA : bahuta hI ho rahA hai / dAdAzrI : pachatAve meM jalegA, taba bhI pApa khatma ho jaaeNge| docAra loga yaha bAta sunakara mujhase pUchane lage ki, 'hamArA kyA hogA ?' maiMne kahA 'are! bhAI maiM terA sabakucha ThIka kara dU~gA / tU Aja se samajhadAra bana jaa|' jAge tabhI se saverA / usakI narkagati ur3A dU~gA, kyoMki mere pAsa sabhI rAste haiM, maiM kartA nahIM hU~ isalie / yadi maiM kartA ho jAU~ to mujhe baMdhana hai| maiM Apako hI batAtA hU~ ki aba aisA karo Apa / usase phira saba khatma ho jAtA hai aura aise hI kucha anya vidhiyA~ karate haiM / usake jokhima to dhyAna meM rakho 63 isalie sahI jokhima to jAnanA cAhie yA nahIM jAnanA cAhie? jokhima yAda rahegA kyA tujhe ? praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : aba bhUlegA nahIM na ? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : pUrI jiMdagI ? praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : lar3akoM ko, becAroM ko to muzkila hai na? abhI taka zAdI nahIM huI, jokhima se saMbaMdhita aisA upadeza koI detA nahIM ! koI detA hai ? nhiiN| kyoMki loga viSayI haiM / jo khuda viSayI ho, vaha vyakti viSaya se saMbaMdhita upadeza kaise de sakegA ? jo khuda corI karatA hai, vaha 'corI

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) nahIM karanA', aisA upadeza kaise de sakegA? jokhima ko samajhanA nahIM par3egA kyA? jagat meM koI yaha jokhima batAegA nhiiN| loga to 'Apa bahuta acche haiM, bahuta acche haiM', aisA boleNge| ye loga to acchA-acchA hI boleMge na ! unakA kyA jAtA hai? caMdUbhAI se pA~ca sau rupaye lene hoMge to kaheMge 'caMdUbhAI saMtapuruSa ho gae haiN'| to phira pA~ca sau rupayoM kA ceka likha deNge| parAyI aurata ke sAtha ghUmeMge to loga u~galI uThAe~ge na? ataH yaha samAjavirodhI hai aura dUsarI aMdara bhI bahuta taraha kI musIbateM hotI haiN| narka kI vedanA yAnI ilekTrika gaisa meM laMbe samaya taka jalate rahanA! eka ilekTrika garamI kI vedanAvAlA narka hai aura dUsarA ThaMDa kI vedanAvAlA narka hai| vahA~ itanI ThaMDa hotI hai ki vahA~ pAvAgar3ha parvata DAleM to sArA kA sArA parvata kaNa-kaNa hokara bikhara jAe, usake Tukar3e itane bar3e-bar3e nahIM hoMge! itanI ThaMDa hai| lekina abhI aMtima tIna narka baMda ho gae haiN| yaha garamIvAlA jokhima abhI taka hai| ThaMDavAlA jokhima baMda ho gayA hai| abhI aise pApa karanevAlA koI hai hI nhiiN| ye jaMtu kyA pApa kara sakeMge becAre! rAzana aura milAvaTavAlA mAla lAkara khAnevAle kitane pApa kara pAe~ge? ataH Ajakala aise pApa karanevAle paidA hI nahIM hote ki aMtima tIna narkoM meM jaaeN| bAkI, ye choTe-choTe pApa karanevAle sabhI loga pahalI cAra narkoM meM jAte haiN| usameM bhI yadi vaha aisA koI bar3A zUravIra(!) hogA, tabhI usake lie ve narka khuleNge| pApa karanA nahIM Ae, usakA kyA ho? ye sabhI to Apasa meM aMdara hI aMdara mArapITa karate rahate haiM, bAhara nahIM maarte| praznakartA : lekina prakRti viSayI nahIM hai, vaha kaise? dAdAzrI : prakRti viSayI nahIM hai, vaha to sirpha parastrI ke alAvA kahA hai| loga to ulTA artha pakar3a lete haiN| mere zabdoM ko tujhe apanI bhASA meM ulTA le jAnA ho to tujhe dera lagegI kyA? phira yadi Apa parastrI aura dUsare sAre jokhima ko lekara ulTA samajho taba to phira duniyA meM Apako jaisA ThIka lage vaise hI calanA hai, aisA ho gayA na! lekina parastrI ke to kitane sAre jokhima haiM ! vaha jahA~ jAegI, vahA~ Apako jAnA par3egA, use mA~ banAnA par3egA! Aja kaI beTe aise haiM ki jo pUrvabhava kI apanI

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aNahakka ke viSayabhoga, narka kA kAraNa rakhaila kI kokha se janme haiM / vaha mujhe jJAna meM bhI dikhA hai| beTA U~cI kauma kA hotA hai aura mA~ nIcI kauma kI hotI hai, mA~ nIcI kauma meM jAtI hai aura beTA U~cI kauma meM se nIcI kauma meM A jAtA hai / dekho bhayaMkara jokhima! pichale janma meM jo patnI thI, vahI isa janma meM mA~ banatI hai / aura isa janma meM mA~ ho to vaha agale janma meM patnI banatI hai| aise jokhimavAlA hai yaha jagat ! bAta ko saMkSepa meM samajha jAnA! prakRti viSayI nahIM hai, yaha bAta maiMne dUsare artha meM kahI thii| lekina yaha to hama pahale se kahate Ae haiM ki sirpha yahI eka jokhima hai| donoM sahamata, phira bhI jokhima praznakartA: donoM hI sahamata hoM to bhI jokhima hai kyA ? dAdAzrI : sahamati ho phira bhI jokhima hai| donoM paraspara khuza hoM, to usase kyA fAyadA huA ? vaha jahA~ jAnevAlI ho, vahIM Apako bhI jAnA pdd'egaa| Apako mokSa meM jAnA hai aura usake dhaMdhe aise haiM, to ApakI kyA dazA hogI? kaise mela par3egA ? isIlie hara eka zAstrakAra ne hara zAstra meM viveka ke lie kahA hai ki zAdI karanA / varnA AvArA pazu rahA to kisa kA ghara salAmata rahegA? phira 'sephasAiDa' hI kyA rahI ? kisa prakAra kI 'sephasAiDa' (salAmatI) rahegI ? tU bolatA kyoM nahIM ? pichalI ciMtA meM par3a gayA kyA? praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : maiM terA saba dho dU~gA / hameM to itanA cAhie ki Aja hamase milane ke bAda koI gar3abar3a nahIM hai na ? pichalI gar3abar3a hogI to usase chUTane ke hamAre pAsa aneka prakAra ke upAya haiN| tU mujhe akele meM batA denA, maiM terA vaha saba turaMta dho dU~gA / kaliyuga ke manuSya se kyA bhUla nahIM hotI! kaliyuga hai aura bhUla nahIM ho, aisA hogA hI nahIM na! brahmacarya ke icchAvAna ko bacAe jJAna terI icchA TUTa gaI hai kyA ? 65

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66 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) praznakartA: hA~, dAdAjI / dAdAzrI : to maiM terA kacarA nikAla dU~gA / jisakI icchA nahIM TUTI, usakA kacarA kaise nikAla pAe~ge ? praznakartA : marate dama taka icchA khatma nahIM ho to kyA hogA ? dAdAzrI : kyA icchA hai ? praznakartA : koI bhI icchA ho / dAdAzrI : anya sabhI icchAe~ hoMgI to etarAz2a nahIM hai, lekina viSaya se saMbaMdhita nahIM honI caahie| eka ke sAtha DAivorsa lekara dUsarI ke sAtha zAdI karane kI icchA hogI to usameM etarAz2a nahIM hai, lekina zAdI honI cAhie, yAnI usakI 'bAunDrI' honI cAhie / 'vidAuTa enI bAunDrI' to harahAyA kahA jaaegaa| phira usameM aura aise manuSya meM koI pharka nahIM rahA / praznakartA : rakhaila rakhI ho to ? dAdAzrI : rakhaila ho to bhI vaha rajisTarDa honA cAhie / phira dUsarI nahIM honI caahie| praznakartA : usameM rajisTrarDa nahIM kara sakate, yadi rajisTrarDa kareMge to jAyadAda meM hissA mA~gegI, kaI parezAniyA~ hoMgI / dAdAzrI : jAyadAda to denI par3egI, yadi Apako svAda cakhanA hai to ! sIdhe raho na eka janma, aisA kyoM karate haiM ? anaMta janmoM se yahI kiyA hai! eka janma sIdhe raho na ! sIdhA hue bagaira cArA nahIM hai / sA~pa bhI bila meM jAte samaya sIdhA ho jAtA hai yA Ter3hA calatA hai ? praznakartA : sIdhA calatA hai / parastrI meM jokhima hai, aisA aba Aja hI samajha meM AyA hai| abhI taka to aisA hI lagatA thA ki, 'isameM kyA galata hai?' dAdAzrI : Apako kisI janma meM kisI ne 'yaha galata hai', aisA

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aNahakka ke viSayabhoga, narka kA kAraNa 67 anubhava nahIM karavAyA hai, varnA isa gaMdagI meM kauna par3atA? Upara se narka kA jokhima rahatA hai! praznakartA : aura narka meM jAnA par3e, vaha to kharAba hI hai na? dAdAzrI : yaha bAta hI aisI hai, yaha jo AvArAgardI kA kAma hai na, vaha saba narka meM hI le jaaegaa| apanA yaha vijJAna pAne ke bAda hArTilI pazcAtApa karegA to bhI sAre pApa jala jaaeNge| dUsare logoM ke pApa bhI jala jAe~ge, lekina pUrA nahIM jala paaegaa| aisA vijJAna milane ke bAda, vaha viSaya ke lie khUba pachatAvA karatA rahe to pAra utara jAegA! sirpha yahI eka roga aisA hai ki jo narka meM le jAtA hai aura yadi narka meM gayA to phira jJAnIpuruSa nahIM mila pAe~ge, yaha satsaMga nahIM milegA! mokSamArga hAtha se nikala jAegA! yAnI ki parastrIgamana, parastrIvicAra narka meM le jAte haiM! yaha caddara nikAla deM to? koI hAtha bhI nahIM lagAegA! to usameM dekhane yogya kyA hai? usakA to vicAra bhI nahIM AnA cAhie! isIlie hama sAvadhAna karate haiM na! abhI dahIbaDe Adi sabakucha khAne dete haiM na! lekina sabase bar3A jokhima yahI hai! narka meM jAne para bhI ThikAnA nahIM par3egA! saMsArI loga to Thage gae haiM, becAroM ko patA nahIM hai! aura yahA~ para isake bAre meM yadi jAnakArI hone ke bAvajUda bhI mAra khAe to bahuta galata kahalAegA na! abhI taka bhaTakate rahe haiM, usakA kAraNa yaha viSaya hI hai na! vaha nahIM honA cAhie aura yadi ho to use ekadama se chor3a nahIM sakate, lekina usake lie turaMta pratikramaNa karane hI caahie| viSaya kyA yoM hI chor3ane se chUTa jAe, aisA hai ? isane to anaMta janmoM se jakar3A huA hai, vaha jaldI se chUTanevAlA nahIM hai ! rAta-dina sirpha viSaya ke hI pratikramaNa karate rahanA cAhie aura vaha bhI dRSTi bigar3ane se pahale hI pratikramaNa kara lene caahie|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) aNahakka ke viSaya kI vajaha se strIpanA nahIM chUTatA praznakartA : bIca meM vaha jo bAta huI thI na ki kapaTa karane ke lie puruSa ne protsAhana diyA hai, to usameM mukhya kAraNa puruSa hai ! hamArA jIvana vyavahAra aura unakA kapaTa, unakI jo gA~Tha, usameM yadi kisI bhI taraha se maiM z2immedAra hU~, to usake lie Apa vidhi kara dIjiegA, tAki maiM ve chor3a skuuN| 68 dAdAzrI : hA~, vidhi kara deNge| unakA kapaTa bar3hA, usake lie hama puruSa 'risponsibala' haiN| kaI puruSoM ko isa z2immedArI kA bhAna bahuta kama hotA hai| vaha yadi sabhI prakAra se merI AjJA kA pAlana kara rahA ho, phira bhI strI kA upabhoga karane ke lie vaha strI ko kyA samajhAegA ? strI se kahegA, 'aba isameM koI harja nahIM hai / ' phira strI becArI dhokhe meM A jAtI hai| use davAI nahIM pInI ho... aura pInI hI nahIM ho, lekina phira bhI prakRti pInevAlI hai na! prakRti usa samaya khuza ho jAtI hai / lekina vaha protsAhana kisane diyA ? to Apa usake lie z2immedAra ho / jaise yadi koI ajJAnI AdamI ho, vaha kisI ke sAtha sIdhA nahIM cala rahA ho, aura koI strI becArI z2arA hoziyAra ho to vaha AdamI use kyA kahatA hai ? tU to bahuta hI aqlamaMda hai| khUba usakI tArIpha kare na, to phira yadi usakI icchA nahIM ho, phira bhI vaha usa puruSa ke sAtha joinTa ho jAtI hai| aba yadi puruSa strI ko aisI bAta kahe jo use pasaMda ho to vaha strI usake vaza meM ho jAtI hai| use acchI laganevAlI bAteM yadi kaI puruSa kare, hara bAta meM aisA kahe na, 'karaikTa, bahuta acchA / ' aura usakA pati yadi thor3A Ter3hA ho aura dUsarA puruSa aisA mIThA bole to kyA phira gar3abar3a hogI ? praznakartA : hogI, dAdAjI / dAdAzrI : ye sabhI striyA~ isI kAraNa slipa huI haiN| koI mIThA bole ki usIkI ho jAtI haiM / yaha bahuta sUkSma bAta hai| samajha meM A pAe, aisA nahIM hai| praznakartA : samajha meM AtA hai, dAdAjI /

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aNahakka ke viSayabhoga, narka kA kAraNa 69 dAdAzrI : aba puruSa to apane svArtha ke lie karatA hai aura usa aurata meM hamezA ke lie roga laga jAtA hai, aura puruSa to svArthI nikAlatA hai, phira claa| yaha to tA~be kA loTA nikalA, dho diyA ki sApha, lekina usa aurata ko laga gayA jaMga! usakA kapaTa kA svabhAva bana jaaegaa| use inTaresTa AtA hai isalie phira strI ke svabhAva kA ba~dha par3a jAtA hai| Apako eka dUsarA udAharaNa detA huuN| apane ghara para bacce kucha ulTA kareM taba use DA~TeM, mAreM, to phira vaha rUThakara calA jAtA hai| aisA pA~casAta-dasa bAra hogA, taba phira vaha taMga A jAegA na? praznakartA : hA~, taMga A jaaegaa| dAdAzrI : mA~-bApa ko kAma lenA nahIM AtA, islie| Ajakala ke sabhI mA~-bApoM ko baccoM se kAma lenA bhI AtA nhiiN| isase baccA taMga ho jAtA hai na! aba par3osI kyA karegA? 'beTA, A idhara A, isalie phira vahA~ jAtA hai| are! aMdara se vaha nAztA lA aMdara se|' isalie phira, usa bacce ko vaha jo kahegA vaisA vaha kara degA na usake lie? praznakartA : kara degA aura mA~-bApa ke prati ghRNA utpanna ho jaaegii| dAdAzrI : aura par3osiyoM ke prati? praznakartA : unake prati prema utpanna hogaa| vaha jo bhI kahe, vaha sabhI karane ko taiyAra ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : isI prakAra strI ko apane pati ke prati ghRNA utpanna hotI hai| kyoMki use viSaya meM ruci hai aura vaha puruSa usase acchI-acchI bAteM karane lagA, to vaha use suMdara dikhane lagatA hai| vaha use enkareja karatA hai, apanA kAma nikAlane ke lie use enkareja karatA rahe aura vaha samajhatI hai ki, 'ohoho! mujha meM aqla nahIM hai phira bhI maiM bahuta aklamaMda lagatI hU~ inheM' isalie phira pha~sa hI jAtI hai| kisI ko samajha meM Ae, aisI bAta hai na yaha? praznakartA : samajha meM AtI hai|

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70 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) satI hone para mokSa pakkA dAdAzrI : bhale hI kucha bhI ho jAe, pati nahIM ho, pati calA gayA ho, phira bhI dUsare ke pAsa nahIM jaae| dUsarA cAhe kaisA bhI ho, khuda bhagavAna puruSa banakara Ae hoM, lekina nahIM / 'mere lie merA pati hai, pativAlI hU~ / ' vaha satI kahalAtI hai / Aja satIpanA kahA jA sake, aisA hai ina logoM kA? aisA hai hI nahIM hai na ? z2amAnA alaga taraha kA hai na! satyuga meM kabhIkabhI aisA samaya (Pg-69) AtA hai, satiyoM ke lie hI / isIlie satiyoM kA nAma lete haiM na loga ! praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : vaha satI hone kI icchA se usakA nAma liyA ho to kabhI na kabhI satI banegI jabaki viSaya to cUr3iyoM ke mola bikatA hai| aisA Apa jAnate ho? nahIM samajhe mere kahane kA matalaba ? praznakartA : hA~, cUr3iyoM ke mola bikatA hai| dAdAzrI : kauna se bAz2Ara meM ? kaoNlija meM ! kisa bhAva se bikatA hai? sone ke bhAva se cUr3iyA~ bikatI haiM, ve hIroM ke bhAva se cUr3iyA~ bikatI hai! saba jagaha aise nahIM milatA / saba jagaha aisA nahIM hai| kucha ko to sonA deM to bhI na leN| bhale hI kucha bhI do, phira bhI na leM! lekina Aja kI dUsarI striyA~ to bikatI haiN| sone ke mola nahIM to aura kisI mola se bikatI haiM ! koI kabhI bhI mAMsAhAra nahIM karatA ho, lekina yadi do-tIna dina kA bhUkhA ho, to marane ke lie taiyAra hogA yA mAMsAhAra karegA ? mAMsAhAra karegA hI nahIM, bhale hI kucha bhI ho jAegA / aura bolatA hai ki 'mara jAU~gA, lekina mAMsAhAra nahIM karU~gA, kabhI bhI nahIM karU~gA, bhale hI bhUkhA mara jaauuN|' lekina aise hI do-tIna dina aura guz2ara jAe~ aura use bhUkha se marane kI naubata Ae, aisA lage to ? koI dikhalAe taba ? praznakartA : taba zAyada khA le, jIne ke lie|

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aNahakka ke viSayabhoga, narka kA kAraNa dAdAzrI : khA hI legaa| aura taba bhI jo aisA na kare, vaha satI kahalAtI hai| mu~ha se jaisA bole, vaisA hI usake AcaraNa meM hotA hai use| mara jAU~ to bhI nahIM kruuNgii| isa viSaya ke kAraNa (jIva) strI banA hai| sirpha eka viSaya ke kAraNa hI aura puruSa ne bhogane ke lie use protsAhita kiyA aura becArI ko bigaadd'aa| barakata nahIM ho, phira bhI usameM barakata hai aisA mana meM mAna letI hai| taba kahe, 'aisA kyoM mAna liyA? kaise mAnegI?' puruSa loga use kahate hI rahe, isalie vaha samajhIM ki 'ye kahate haiM usameM galata kyA hai?' apaneApa nahIM mAna letii| Apane kahA ho, 'tU bahuta acchI hai, tere jaisI to koI strI maiMne dekhI hI nhiiN|' use kaho ki, 'tU suMdara hai|' to vaha khuda ko suMdara mAna letI hai| ina puruSoM ne striyoM ko strI kI taraha rakhA hai| aura strI mana meM samajhatI hai ki, 'maiM puruSoM ko banA rahI huuN| mUrkha banA rahI huuN|' aisA karake puruSa bhogakara alaga ho jAte haiN| use bhoga letA hai, jaise ki isI rAste para bhaTakanA ho... z2yAdA samajha meM nahIM A rahA na? thor3A-thor3A? praznakartA : samajha meM A rahA hai, kmpliitt| pahale to isa taraha se satsaMga calate the ki puruSoM kA koI doSa nahIM hai| lekina Aja bAta nikalI, taba lagA ki puruSa bhI isa taraha bahuta bar3A z2immedAra bana jAtA dAdAzrI : puruSa hI z2immedAra hai| strI ko strI kI taraha rakhane meM puruSa hI z2immedAra hai| praznakartA : haaN| yAnI aisA nahIM hai ki jo strI hai, vaha kaI janmoM taka strI ke rUpa meM rahegI, aisA nakkI nahIM hai| lekina una logoM ko mAlUma nahIM par3atA, isalie isakA upAya nahIM ho paataa| dAdAzrI : yadi upAya ho jAe to phira strI, puruSa hI hai| usa gA~Tha ko jAnatI hI nahIM becaarii| aura vahA~ para inTaresTa AtA hai, vahA~ para maz2A AtA hai isalie par3I rahatI haiN| aura koI aisA rAstA nahIM jAnatA, isalie

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) dikhAtA nahIM hai| vaha to sirpha satI striyA~ hI jAnatI haiN| satiyoM ko unake pati, eka pati ke alAvA anya kisI ke bAre meM soca hI nahIM aura vaisA kabhI bhI nhiiN| usakA pati turaMta mara jAe, calA jAe, phira bhI nhiiN| usI pati ko pati mAnatI hai| aba una striyoM kA sArA kapaTa khatma ho jAtA hai| kisa kA kapaTa khatma ho jAtA hai? praznakartA : satI striyoM kaa| dAdAzrI : jo strI pUrNarUpa se satI kI taraha rahatI hai, usake sAre roga miTa jAte haiN| praznakartA : abhI hama Apake jJAna se aura hamAre doSa Apako batAkara, hama bhI satI bana sakeMge na? dAdAzrI : satI to, pahale se nahIM huI ho, lekina bigar3a jAne ke bAda bhI satI bana sakatI hai| jaba se nizcaya kiyA, taba se satI bana sakatI praznakartA : aura jaise-jaise satIpanA kA dhyAna rakhate jAe~ge, vaisevaise kapaTa khatma hotA jAegA? dAdAzrI : satIpanA kiyA, taba kapaTa to jAne hI lagegA apane Apa hii| Apako kucha kahanA nahIM pdd'egaa| mUla satI to janma se hI satI hotI hai, isalie usameM pahale kA koI dAg2a nahIM hotaa| aura Apako pahale ke dAg2a raha jAe~ge isalie phira se agale janma meM puruSa bnoge| satIpane se saba khatma ho jaaegaa| jitanI bhI satiyA~ huI thI unakA sArA (strIpanA) khatma ho jAegA aura ve mokSa meM jaaegii| samajha meM AtA hai thor3A bahuta? mokSa meM jAte hue satI bananA pdd'egaa| hA~, jitanI satiyA~ huI ve mokSa meM gaIM, varnA phira puruSa bananA pdd'egaa| sarvakAla meM zaMkA jokhimI hI ye beTiyA~ bAhara jAe~, par3hane jAe~, taba bhI shNkaa| 'vAipha' para bhI shNkaa| aisA saba dagA hai! ghara meM bhI dazA hI hai na abhI! isa kaliyuga

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aNahakka ke viSayabhoga, narka kA kAraNa meM khuda ke ghara meM hI dag2A hotA hai| kaliyuga yAnI daro kA kaal| kapaTa aura dagA, kapaTa aura dag2A, kapaTa aura dagA! aisA kisa sukha ke lie karate haiM? vaha bhI bhAna binA, abhAnatA meM! buddhizAlI logoM meM dagA aura kapaTa nahIM hotaa| nirmala buddhivAloM ke vahA~ kapaTa aura dagA nahIM hotaa| yaha to, 'phUliza' insAna ke yahA~ Aja dagA aura kapaTa hote haiN| kaliyuga hai yAnI sabhI 'phUliza' hI jamA hue haiM na! praznakartA : lekina yaha jo dag2A aura kapaTa hotA hai, usameM bhI rAga aura dveSa kAma karate haiM na? dAdAzrI : rAga-dveSa haiM, tabhI yaha saba kArya hotA hai na! varnA jise rAga-dveSa nahIM haiM, use to kucha hai hI nahIM na! rAga-dveSa nahIM hoM, to jo kucha bhI kare, kapaTa kare to bhI harja nahIM hai aura acchA kare to bhI harja nahIM hai| kyoMki vaha dhUla meM khelatA z2arUra hai, lekina tela nahIM lagAyA aura rAga-dveSavAlA to tela lagAkara dhUla meM khelatA hai| praznakartA : lekina dag2A aura kapaTa karane meM buddhi kA yogadAna to hai hI na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, acchI buddhi kapaTa aura dag2A nikAla detI hai| buddhi 'sephasAiDa' rakhatI hai| eka to zaMkA mAra DAlatI hai, phira kapaTa aura dag2A to hotA hI hai aura phira hara koI khuda ke sukha meM hI magna hotA hai| praznakartA : lekina khuda ke sukha meM rahane ke lie buddhi kA upayoga karake dagA aura kapaTa khela sakate haiM na? dAdAzrI : jahA~ khuda apanA sukha DhU~Dhate haiM, vahA~ acchI buddhi hotI hI nahIM na! acchI buddhi to sAmudAyika sukha DhU~DhatI hai ki merA sArA parivAra sukhI ho jaae| lekina yaha to beTA apanA sukha DhU~DhatA hai, patnI apanA sukha DhU~DhatI haiM, beTI apanA sukha DhU~DhatI hai, bApa apanA sukha DhU~DhatA hai, sabhI apanA-apanA sukha DhU~Dhate haiN| yadi yaha bAta batA deM na to parivAra ke loga sAtha meM raheMge hI nhiiN| lekina ye to sabhI sAtha rahate haiM aura khAte-pIte haiM ! DhaMkA huA hai, vahI acchA hai|

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74 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) bAkI zaMkA rakhane jaisI cIz2a hai hI nahIM, kisI bhI prakAra se| yaha zaMkA hI insAna ko mAra DAlatI hai| ye sabhI zaMkA ke kAraNa mara hI rahe haiM na! ataH isa duniyA meM yadi sabase bar3A koI bhUta hai to vaha zaMkA kA bhUta hai| sabase bar3A bhUta ! zaMkA jagat meM kaI logoM ko khA gaI hai, nigala gaI hai! isalie zaMkA paidA hI mata hone denaa| zaMkA paidA hote hI khatma kara denaa| bhale hI kaisI bhI zaMkA paidA ho, use paidA hote hI khatma kara denA, usakI bela baDhane mata denaa| varnA zaMkA caina se nahIM baiThane degii| vaha kisI ko caina se nahIM baiThane detii| zaMkA ne to logoM ko mAra DAlA hai| zaMkA ne bar3e-bar3e rAjAoM ko, cakravartiyoM ko bhI mAra DAlA hai| yadi loga kaheM ki 'yaha nAlAyaka insAna hai|' to bhI hameM use lAyaka kahanA hai| kyoMki zAyada vaha nAlAyaka nahIM bhI ho aura yadi use nAlAyaka kahoge to bahuta doSa lgegaa| satI ho aura use yadi vezyA kaha diyA to bhayaMkara gunAha hogA, usakA phala kaI janmoM taka bhugatanA pdd'egaa| ataH kisI ke bhI caritra ke saMbaMdha meM mata bolnaa| kyoMki yadi vaha galata nikalA to? logoM ke kahane se, yadi Apa bhI kahane lageM to usameM ApakI kyA qImata rahI? hama to kabhI bhI kisI ke bAre meM aisA nahIM bolate aura kisI ke bAre meM bolA bhI nahIM huuN| maiM to hAtha hI nahIM DAlU~ na ! vaha z2immedArI kauna le? kisI ke caritra se saMbaMdhitaM zaMkA nahIM karanI caahie| bahuta bar3A jokhima hai| zaMkA to hama kabhI lAte hI nhiiN| hama kyoM jokhima uThAe~? aMdhere meM A~kheM kahA~ taka khIMceM praznakartA : lekina zaMkA se dekhane kI mana kI graMthi bana gaI ho to vahA~ kauna sA eDajasTamenTa lenA cAhie? dAdAzrI : yaha jo Apako dikhAI detA hai ki isakA caritra kharAba hai to kyA vaisA pahale nahIM thA? yaha kyA acAnaka utpanna ho gayA hai? isalie isa jagat ko samajha lene jaisA hai ki yaha to aisA hI hai| isa kAla meM caritra se saMbaMdhita kisI kA kucha bhI dekhanA hI nahIM caahie|

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aNahakka ke viSayabhoga, narka kA kAraNa isa kAla meM to sabhI jagaha aisA hI rahatA hai| vyavahAra meM bhale hI na ho lekina mana to bigar3atA hI hai| usameM bhI strI caritra to nirA kapaTa aura moha kA hI saMgrahasthAna hai, isIlie to strI kA janma milA hai| isameM sabase acchI bAta to vahI hai ki jo viSaya se chUTa cuke hoN| praznakartA : caritra meM to aisA hI hotA hai, yaha jAnate haiN| isake bAvajUda bhI mana yadi zaMkA dikhAe taba tanmayAkAra ho jAte haiN| vahA~ para kauna sA 'aiDajasTamenTa' lenA cAhie? dAdAzrI : AtmA prApta hone ke bAda anya meM par3anA hI nahIM caahie| yaha saba 'faoNrina DipArTamenTa' kA hai| hameM 'homa' meM rahanA hai| AtmA meM raho na ! aisA jJAna bAra-bAra mile aisA nahIM hai, isalie kAma nikAla lenaa| eka AdamI ko apanI patnI para zaMkA hotI rahatI thii| use maiMne kahA ki 'zaMkA kyoM hotI hai? tUne dekhA, isalie zaMkA hotI hai? jaba nahIM dekhA thA, taba kyA aisA nahIM hotA thA?' loga to jo pakar3A jAe use cora kahate haiM, lekina jo nahIM pakar3e gae, ve saba bhI aMdara se cora hI haiN| lekina ye to jo pakar3A jAe, usI ko cora kahate haiN| are! use cora kyoM kaha rahA hai? vaha to kaccA thA, kama corI kI isalie pakar3A gyaa| z2yAdA corI karanevAle kabhI pakar3a meM Ate hoMge kyA? praznakartA : lekina pakar3e jAe~ taba cora kahalAe~ge na? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| jo kama coriyA~ kare vaha pakar3A jAtA hai aura pakar3e jAne para loga use cora kahate haiN| are! cora to ye jo nahIM pakar3e jAte, ve haiN| lekina yaha jagat to aisA hI hai| isase vaha AdamI merA vijJAna pUrNa rUpa se samajha gyaa| phira usane mujhe kahA hai ki, 'aba merI vAipha para kisI kA hAtha phire to bhI maiM bhar3akU~gA nhiiN|' hA~, aisA honA caahie| mokSa meM jAnA ho to aisA hai, varnA apane Apa jhagar3ate rho| isa dUSamakAla meM ApakI 'vAipha' yA ApakI strI ApakI ho hI nahIM sakatI aura aisI AzA rakhanA bhI phokaTa hai| yaha dUSamakAla hai, isalie isa dUSamakAla meM to jitane dina

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) hameM roTiyA~ khilAe, utane dina hamArI aura yadi kisI aura ko khilAe to uskii| ataH sabhI mahAtmAoM se kaha diyA thA ki zaMkA mata rkhnaa| nahIM to bhI merA kahanA hai ki jaba taka dekhA nahIM ho, taba taka use satya mAnate hI kyoM ho, isa kaliyuga meM? yaha hai hI polampola! jo maiMne dekhA hai usakA yadi Apase varNana karU~ to koI bhI vyakti jIvita hI nahIM rahegA, to aba aise kAla meM akele par3e rahanA cAhie mastI meM aura aisA 'jJAna' sAtha meM ho to usake jaisA to kucha bhI nhiiN| ata: kAma nikAla lene jaisA hai abhii| isIlie hama kahate haiM na ki, 'kAma nikAla lo, kAma nikAla lo!' aisA kahane kA bhAvArtha itanA hI hai ki aisA kisI kAla meM nahIM AtA aura AyA hai to jI jAna lagAkara kAma nikAla lo| to ApakI samajha meM AyA na ki nahIM dekhA hotA to kucha bhI nahIM thA, yaha to dekhA usakA z2ahara hai! praznakartA : hA~, dekhane meM AyA isIlie aisA hotA hai| dAdAzrI : yaha sArA jagat aMdhere meM, polampola hI cala rahA hai| hameM yaha saba jJAna meM dikhAI diyA aura Apake dekhane meM nahIM AyA hai, isalie Apa dekhate hI bhar3aka jAte ho! are ! bhar3akatA kyoM haiM ? isameM to yaha saba aisA hI cala rahA hai, lekina Apako dikhatA nahIM hai| isameM cauMkane jaisA hai hI kyA? Apa AtmA ho to bhar3akane jaisA rahA hI kahA~? yaha to jo saba jo 'cArja' ho cukA hai usIkA 'DiscArja' hai ! jagat sApha-sApha 'DiscArja' rUpI hai| yaha jagat 'DiscArja' se bAhara nahIM hai| isalie hama kahate haiM na, 'DiscArja' rUpI hai ataH koI gunahagAra nahIM hai praznakartA : to usameM bhI karma kA siddhAMta hI kAma karatA hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, karma kA siddhAMta hI kAma kara rahA hai, aura kucha

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aNahakka ke viSayabhoga, narka kA kAraNa bhI nhiiN| manuSya kA doSa nahIM hai, yaha karma hI bharamAtA hai becAroM ko / lekina yadi usameM zaMkA rakhe na to vaha mara jAegA, binA vajaha hI / mokSa meM jAnevAloM ko 77 dehAdhyAsa chUTe to samajhanA ki mokSa meM jAne kI taiyArI huii| dehAdhyAsa yAnI deha meM Atmabuddhi ! vaha saba dehAdhyAsa kahalAtA hai / koI gAlI de, mAre, apanI 'vAipha' ko apane sAmane hI uThA le jAe, phira bhI aMdara rAga-dveSa nahIM hoM, to samajhanA ki vItarAga kA mArga samajha meM A gayA hai! loga to phira khuda kI kamaz2orI kI vajaha se uThA le jAne dete haiM na ! sAmanevAlA maz2abUta ho to 'vAipha' ko le jAne dete haiM na? ataH yaha kucha bhI apanA hai hI nahIM / yaha saba parAyA hai| ataH yadi vyavahAra meM rahanA ho to vyavahAra meM maz2abUta bana aura mokSa meM jAnA ho to mokSa ke lAyaka bana ! jahA~ yaha deha bhI khuda kI nahIM hai, vahA~ strI khuda kI kaise ho pAegI ? beTI khuda kI kaise ho pAegI ? yAnI Apako to hara taraha se soca lenA cAhie ki strI ko uThA le jAe to kyA karanA cAhie ? jo honevAlA hai, vaha badala nahIM sakatA, 'vyavasthita' aisA hai| ataH cauMkanA mata, isIlie aisA kahA hai ki 'vyavasthita' hai| jaba taka nahIM dekhe, taba taka kaheMge 'merI patnI' aura dekhA to phira phar3aphar3AhaTa! are! pahale se aisA hI thaa| isameM nayA khojanA hI mata / praznakartA : lekina 'dAdAjI' ne to bahuta DhIla de dI hai| dAdAzrI : merA kahanA yaha hai ki dUSamakAla meM hama jhUThI AzA rakheM, usakA koI artha hI nahIM hai na! aura sarakAra ne bhI DAivorsa kA kAnUna nikAla diyA hai| sarakAra pahale se hI jAnatI thI ki aisA honevAlA hai| ataH kAnUna pahale banatA hai / yAnI hamezA davAI kA paudhA pahale ugatA hai, usake bAda roga utpanna hotA hai / usI taraha kAnUna pahale nikalatA hai, usake bAda yahA~ logoM meM aisI ghaTanAe~ ghaTatI haiM!

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78 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) caritra saMbaMdha meM 'sephasAiDa' / jise patnI ke caritra se saMbaMdhita zAMti cAhie to use ekadama kAle raMga kI godanevAlI patnI lAnI cAhie, tAki jisakA koI grAhaka hI nahIM ho, koI aura use rakhe hI nhiiN| aura vaha bhI aisA hI kahegI ki, 'mujhe koI rakhanevAlA nahIM hai, eka ye pati hI mile haiM, ve hI rakha rahe haiN|' to vaha Apake prati sinsiyara rahegI, bahuta sinsiyara rhegii| yadi suMdara hogI to loga use bhogeMge hI! suMdara hogI to logoM kI dRSTi bigar3egI hI! koI suMdara patnI lAe taba hameM yahI vicAra AtA hai ki isakI kyA dazA hogI! kAlI godanevAlI hogI to hI 'sephasAiDa' rhegii| patnI bahuta suMdara hogI, tabhI usakA pati bhagavAna ko bhUlegA na? aura pati bahuta suMdara ho to patnI bhI bhagavAna ko bhUla jAtI hai! ataH sabakucha anupAta meM ho to acchA rahatA hai| apane bujurga to aisA kahate the ki, 'kheta rakhanA samatala aura patnI rakhanA bdsuurt|' aisA kyoM kahate the? kyoMki patnI yadi bahuta suMdara hogI to koI naz2ara bigaadd'egaa| usake bajAya patnI z2arA badasUrata ho to acchA, tAki koI naz2ara nahIM bigAr3e na! ye bujurga alaga dRSTi se kahate the, ve dharma kI dRSTi se nahIM kahate the| maiM dhArmika rUpa se kahanA cAhatA huuN| patnI badasUrata hogI to hameM koI bhaya hI nahIM na! ghara se bAhara nikale, phira bhI koI naz2ara bigAr3egA hI nahIM na! apane bujurga to bar3e pakke the| lekina maiM jo kahanA cAhatA hU~, vaha vaisA nahIM hai| vaha alaga hai| vaha badasUrata hogI na, to apane mana ko bahuta parezAna nahIM karegI, bhUta banakara cipaTegI nhiiN| kaisI dagAbAz2I yaha ye loga to kaise haiM? jahA~ hoTala' dekhA, vahA~ khAnA khAte haiN'| ata: yaha jagat zaMkA rakhane jaisA nahIM hai| zaMkA hI duHkhadAyI hai| aba jahA~ hoTala dekhe vahA~ khAte haiN| usameM puruSa bhI aisA karatA hai aura strI bhI aisA hI karatI hai| phira puruSa ko aisA nahIM hotA ki merI patnI kyA kara rahI hogI? vaha to aisA hI samajhatA hai ki merI patnI to acchI hI hai, lekina usakI

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aNahakka ke viSayabhoga, narka kA kAraNa 79 patnI to use pATha par3hAtI hai! puruSa bhI strI ko pATha par3hAte haiM aura striyA~ bhI puruSoM ko pATha par3hAtI haiM! phira bhI jIta striyoM kI hotI hai kyoMki ina puruSoM meM kapaTa nahIM hotA na! isIlie puruSa striyoM se Thage jAte haiM ! jaba taka 'sinsayAriTi-maoNreliTI' thI, taba taka saMsAra bhogane yogya thaa| abhI to bhayaMkara dagAbAz2I hai| inameM se hara eka ko yadi usakI 'vAipha' kI bAta batA dUM to koI apanI 'vAipha' ke pAsa nahIM jaaegaa| maiM sabhI ke bAre meM jAnatA hU~ lekina kisI se kahatA-karatA nahIM, hAlAMki puruSa bhI dagAbAz2I meM pIche nahIM haiN| lekina strI to nirA kapaTa kA hI kArakhAnA hai! kapaTa kA saMgrahasthAna, anyatra kahIM bhI nahIM hotA, sirpha strI meM hI hotA hai| yaha jo saMDAsa hotA hai usameM hara koI jAtA hai na? yA eka hI vyakti jAtA hai? praznakartA : sabhI jAte haiN| dAdAzrI : to sabhI jisameM jAte haiM, vaha saMDAsa kahalAtA hai| ataH jahA~ para aneka loga jAte hoM na, usakA nAma saMDAsa! jaba taka eka patnIvrata aura eka pativrata rahe, taba taka vaha sabase acchI cIz2a kahalAtI hai| taba taka cAritra kahalAtA hai, varnA phira saMDAsa kahalAtA hai| Apake yahA~ saMDAsa meM kitane loga jAte hoMge? praznakartA : ghara ke sabhI loga jAte haiN| dAdAzrI : eka hI vyakti nahIM jAtA na? ataH phira do jAe~ yA phira sabhI jAe~, lekina vaha saMDAsa kahalAtA hai| yaha to jahA~ hoTala AyA vahA~ khAnA khAtA hai| are! khAtA-pItA bhI hai! ataH zaMkA nikAla denaa| zaMkA se to hAtha meM AyA huA mokSa bhI calA jaaegaa| Apako aisA hI samajha lenA hai ki usase maiMne zAdI kI hai aura vaha merI kirAyedAra hai! basa, itanA mana meM samajha lenA hai| phira cAhe anya kisI ke bhI sAtha ghUme to bhI zaMkA nahIM karanI caahie| Apako

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80 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) kAma se kAma hai na? Apako saMDAsa jAne kI z2arUrata par3e to saMDAsa jAkara AnA! jahA~ jAe bagaira cale nahIM, usakA nAma sNddaas| isalie to jJAniyoM ne spaSTa kahA hai na, ki saMsAra dagA hai| praznakartA : dagA nahIM lagatA, vaha kisa vajaha se? dAdAzrI : moha kI vajaha se! aura koI kahanevAlA bhI nahIM milA na! lekina lAla jhaMDI dikhAe to gAr3I khar3I rahegI, varnA gAr3I jAkara nIce giregii| zaMkA kI parAkASThA para samAdhAna zaMkA se hI jagat khar3A hai| jisa per3a ko sukhAnA hai, zaMkA karake usI para pAnI chir3akatA haiM, aura usase aura jyAdA zaMkA hotI hai| ataH yaha jagat kisI prakAra kI zaMkA karane jaisA nahIM hai| aba Apako saMsAra se saMbaMdhita anya koI zaMkA rahatI hai? ApakI 'vAipha' kisI aura ke sAtha baiMca para baiThI ho aura dUra se vaha Apake dekhane meM Ae to Apako kyA hogA? praznakartA : aba kucha nahIM hogaa| aise thor3A iphekTa hogA phira kucha nahIM hogaa| phira to 'vyavasthita' hai aura vaha RNAnubaMdha hai, aisA dhyAna A jaaegaa| dAdAzrI : kitane pakke haiM! kitanA hisAba lagAyA hai! aura zaMkA to nahIM hogI na? praznakartA : nahIM hogii| dAdAzrI : aura ye loga to 'vAipha' z2arA sA dera se Ae, to bhI zaMkA karate rahate haiN| zaMkA karane jaisA nahIM hai| RNAnubaMdha se bAhara kucha bhI honevAlA nahIM hai| vaha ghara lauTe, taba use samajhAnA, lekina zaMkA mata krnaa| zaMkA to balki aura jyAdA pAnI chidd'kegii| hA~, cetAvanI z2arUra denA, lekina koI zaMkA mata rkhnaa| zaMkA rakhanevAlA mokSa kho baiThatA hai|

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aNahakka ke viSayabhoga, narka kA kAraNa 81 Apako yadi chUTanA ho, mokSa meM jAnA ho to Apako zaMkA nahIM karanI caahie| koI anya puruSa ApakI 'vAipha' ke gale meM hAtha DAlakara ghUma rahA ho aura vaha Apane dekha liyA to kyA Apako z2ahara khA lenA cAhie! praznakartA : nahIM, aisA kyoM karU~? dAdAzrI : to phira kyA karoge? praznakartA : thor3A nATaka karanA par3egA, phira z2arA smjhaanaa| bAda meM phira jo kucha bhI kare vaha 'vyvsthit'| dAdAzrI : hA~, ThIka hai| ApakI 'vAipha' para, aura ghara meM anya kisI para bhI aba Apako zaMkA nahIM hogI na? kyoMki ye sArI 'phAileM' haiN| usameM zaMkA karane jaisA kyA hai ? jo hisAba hogA, jo RNAnubaMdha hogA, usake anusAra phAileM TakarAe~gI aura hameM to mokSa meM jAnA hai!

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[6] viSaya baMda, vahA~ lar3AI-jhagar3e baMda bAteM jJAna kI aura vartana meM kleza praznakartA : maiMne kaI acche mahAtmA dekhe haiM, jo bar3I-bar3I jJAna kI bAteM karate haiM, lekina unakA sthUla kleza nahIM jaataa| sUkSma kleza to zAyada ho bhI sahI, vaha nahIM jAtA lekina sthUla kleza apane se kyoM nahIM jA sakatA? dAdAzrI : aisA! ina sabakA mUla hai vissy| yadi duniyA meM sabase bar3A pha~sAva koI ho, to vaha viSaya hai aura usameM kucha bhI sukha nahIM hai| sukha meM kucha bhI nahIM aura usakI vajaha se jhagar3e behisAba hote haiM! ghara meM lar3AI-jhagar3e kyoM hote haiM? donoM viSayI hote haiM, jAnavara jaise viSayI hote haiM, phira sArA dina TakarAva hotA rahatA hai| praznakartA : lekina mujhe yaha samajha meM nahIM AtA ki kleza aura viSaya sAtha meM kaise ho sakate haiM ? jhagar3A aura viSaya, donoM kA mela kaise baiThegA? vaha mere dimAg2a meM nahIM baitthtaa| mArapITa taka kA kleza aura viSaya, una donoM kA mela baiThegA? kyA manuSya taba aMdhA ho jAtA hogA? dAdAzrI : are! Amane-sAmane mArate haiN| praznakartA : hA~, lekina jaba viSaya ke paramANu khar3e hoM, taba kyA aMdhA ho jAtA hogA? unheM aMdara se yAda nahIM AtA hogA ki hama mArapITa kara rahe the? dAdAzrI : mArapITa kareM, tabhI to unheM viSaya kA maz2A AtA hai na!

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viSaya baMda, vahA~ lar3AI-jhagar3e baMda aura phira svamAna jaisA kucha bhI nahIM / patnI pati ko dhaula lagAe to pati patnI ko dhaula lagAtA hai / phira pati hamase Akara kaha jAtA hai ki 'merI patnI mujhe mAratI hai!' taba maiM kahatA bhI hU~ ki, 'heM! tujhe to aisI milI ? phira to terA kalyANa ho jAegA ! ' 83 praznakartA : yaha saba phaz2ItA sunate hI yoM hairAna ho jAte haiM ki ye loga kaise jIte hoMge ? dAdAzrI : phira bhI jI rahe haiM na ! tUne duniyA dekhI na! aura jIe~ nahIM to kyA kareM? mara thor3e hI sakate haiM ? praznakartA : lekina hameM yaha saba dekhakara ka~paka~pI chUTa jAtI hai| phira aisA hotA hai ki hara roz2a aise jhagar3e calate rahate haiM phira bhI patipatnI ko isakA hala lAne kA mana nahIM hotA, yaha bhI Azcarya hai na ? dAdAzrI : ye to, kaI barasoM se, jaba se zAdI kI, tabhI se aisA hI cala rahA hai| zAdI kI tabhI se eka ora jhagar3e bhI jArI haiM aura eka ora viSaya bhI z2ArI hai ! isIlie to hamane kahA ki Apa donoM brahmacaryavrata le lo, to lAipha uttama ho jAegI / ataH ye saba lar3AI-jhagar3e ve apanI garaz2a ke mAre karate haiN| patnI jAnatI hai ki ye Aqhira kahA~ jAe~ge ? pati bhI jAnatA hai ki yaha kahA~ jAegI? aise Amane-sAmane garaz2a kI vajaha se cala rahA hai| rAga-dveSa kI buniyAda para hai viSaya praznakartA : Apane kahA na ki rAga-dveSa kA mUla sthAna hI yaha hai ? dAdAzrI : hA~, jagat meM hara cIz2a kA mUla yahIM se zurU huA hai ! aura zAdI karane ke bAda pati mAratA hai aura usake mArane se pahale patnI bhI mAratI hai! isase donoM z2oradAra aura maz2abUta bana jAte haiM ! praznakartA : sabake sAmane aisI faz2Ihata ho, to ghara se bAhara hama kyA mu~ha lekara nikala sakeMge ?

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84 viSaya baMda, vahA~ lar3AI-jhagar3e baMda dAdAzrI : taba kyA kare? ghara meM baiThA rahe? phira usakI buddhi turaMta kyA dikhAtI hai ki sabhI jagaha ghara-ghara meM aisA hI hai! kalaha kisa kAraNa se hotI hai? abrahmacarya kI vajaha se| viSaya para kaMTola nahIM hone ke kAraNa hai yaha saba klh| varnA strI-puruSoM ke bIca kalaha kyoM hotI? duniyA meM, viSaya para kAbU rakhanevAloM meM kalaha nahIM hotI, socane para kyA Apako aisA lagatA hai? viSaya meM sukha kI tulanA meM viSaya kI paravazatA ke duHkha adhika haiM! aisA jaba samajha meM AegA, taba phira viSaya kA moha chUTegA aura tabhI strI jAti para prabhAva DAla sakegA aura usake bAda vaha prabhAva niraMtara pratApa meM pariNamita hotA rhegaa| varnA isa jagat meM bar3e-bar3e mahAna puruSoM ne bhI strI jAti se mAra khAI hai| vItarAga hI bAta ko samajha sake the! isalie unake pratApa se hI striyA~ dUra rahatI thIM! varnA strI jAti to aisI hai ki kisI bhI puruSa ko dekhate hI dekhate laTU banA de, unameM aisI zakti hai| use hI strI caritra kahA hai na! strI se to dUra hI rahanA caahie| use kisI prakAra se lapeTa meM mata lenA, varnA Apa hI usakI lapeTa meM A jaaoge| aura yahI kA yahI jhaMjhaTa kitane janmoM se huA hai na! sabase z2yAdA viSayI strI hotI hai| usase jyAdA viSayI napusaMka hote haiM aura puruSa to strI se bhI kama viSayI hotA hai| viSaya utpanna hone ke bAda jo jaldI se kaMTrola kara sake, vaha kama viSayI kahalAtA hai| puruSa jaldI kaMTrola kara sakatA hai| strI kaMTrola nahIM kara sakatI! jitanA z2yAdA viSayI utanI sthiratA z2yAdA, jitanA kama viSayI utanI sthiratA km| ye sAre kudaratI niyama haiN| zAstrakAroM ne to kahA hai ki jise napusaMka liMga ho, vaha dasa ghaMToM taka eka hI jagaha para sotA rahe to bhI khuda ke viSaya ke bhAva vyakta nahIM krtaa| strI bhI viSaya ke bhAva vyakta nahIM karatI aura puruSa to ghaMTebhara meM hI bhAva vyakta kara detA hai! phira bhI nahIM AtA vairAgya yaha to, vairAgya hI nahIM AtA! are, yaha viSaya priya hai yA tujhe ye

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viSaya baMda, vahA~ lar3AI-jhagar3e baMda gAliyA~ priya hai? mujhe to kabhI kisI ne eka gAlI dI ho, to phira maiM to usake sAtha saMbaMdha hI kaTa kara dUM, phira bAharI saMbaMdha rakhU lekina AMtarika saMbaMdha kaTa! kyA yaha janma gAliyA~ sunane ke lie hai? Apako yadi ghara meM roz2a-roz2a ke lar3AI-jhagar3e pasaMda nahIM hoM, to phira usake sAtha vikArI saMbaMdha hI baMda kara denaa| pAzavatA baMda kara denaa| viSaya to nirI pAzavatA hai| isalie pAzavatA baMda kara denaa| jo buddhimAna aura samajhadAra hogA, use vicAra nahIM AegA? phoTo khIMce to kaisA dikhegA? phira bhI zarma nahIM AtI? maiMne aisA kahA, taba aisA socoge, varnA aisA vicAra kahA~ se AegA? jaba taka ApameM vikArI saMbaMdha hai, taba taka yaha lar3AI-jhagar3e raheMge hii| isalie hama Apake lar3AI-jhagar3o ke bIca par3ate hI nhiiN| hama jAnate haiM ki jaba vikAra baMda ho jAe~ge taba usake sAtha jhagar3e baMda ho hI jaaeNge| eka bAra usake sAtha vikAra baMda kara diyA na, phira to yaha (pati) use mAre to bhI vaha kucha nahIM bolegI, kyoMki vaha jAnatI hai ki aba merI hAlata kharAba ho jAegI! yAnI apanI bhUla se hI yaha saba ho rahA hai| apanI bhUla ke kAraNa hI ye sAre duHkha haiN| vItarAga kitane samajhadAra! bhagavAna mahAvIra to tIsa sAla kI umra meM hI alaga hokara vA... ha... ! mastI meM ghUmate the| eka beTI ko chor3akara cala par3e the! usake sAtha viSaya baMda karane ke alAvA anya koI upAya hI nahIM hai| isa duniyA meM kisI ko isake alAvA dUsarA koI upAya milA hI nahIM hai| kyoMki isa jagat meM rAga-dveSa kA mUla kAraNa hI yaha hai, maulika kAraNa hI yaha hai| yahIM se sArA rAga-dveSa paidA huA hai| sArA saMsAra yahIM se zurU huA hai| ataH yadi saMsAra baMda karanA ho to yahIM se baMda karanA pdd'egaa| phira bhale hI Ama khAo, jo acchA lage vaha khAo na! bAraha rupaye darjanavAle Ama khAo na! koI pUchanevAlA nahIM hai| kyoMki Ama Apake viruddha dAvA nahIM kreNge| Apa unheM nahIM khAoge to, ve koI kalaha nahIM kareMge jabaki strI-puruSa ke saMbaMdha meM to yadi Apa kaho ki 'mujhe nahIM caahie|' taba vaha kahegI ki, 'nahIM, mujhe to cAhie hii|' vaha kahe

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) ki 'mujhe sinemA dekhane jAnA hai / ' taba agara Apa nahIM jAoge to kalaha ! jAna para bana AI samajho ! kyoMki sAmane mizracetana hai aura vaha qarAravAlA hai isalie dAvA karegI ! 86 nahIM ! praznakartA : usa qarAra ko phAr3a denA cAhie ? dAdAzrI : usa qarAra ko phAr3a doge, to phira koI duHkha rahegA hI patnI to kaba vaza hogI ? patnI yadi pati kI bhakti kare to patnI ko manuSyapana milatA hai aura pati yadi patnI kI bhakti kare to pAzavatA milatI hai / cAra paira aura duma bonasa meN| uchala-kUda karanA apane Apa koI pUchanevAlA hI nahIM phira to ! yaha to saba maTiyAmeTa ho gayA hai| isIlie isa kAla ke karIba pacAsa pratizata manuSya to jAnavara meM hI jAnevAle haiM becAre ! maiM khullamakhullA batA rahA huuN| isIlie isa viSaya kI jar3a kATa dI hai tAki phira pUrA per3a apane Apa sUkha jAe, bAkI aisI faz2Ihata kauna karegA ? ataH hamAre pAsa Akara donoM hI brahmacaryavrata le lenA, to jhaMjhaTa hI miTa jAegI na! Apako vrata lene kI garaz2a hai yA nahIM? unheM bhI garaz2a hai ? to Apako ? to donoM hI brahmacaryavrata le lenA, tAki hamezA ke lie jhaMjhaTa hI miTa jaae| phira vaha kyA daqhala karegI? eka akSara barAbara bhI daqhala nahIM karegI na ? striyA~ pati ko dhamakAkara rakhatI haiM, usakA kyA kAraNa hai ? puruSa z2yAdA viSayI hote haiM, isIlie dhamAkAkara rakhatI hai / ye striyA~ khAnA khilAtI haiM, isalie dhamAkAkara nahIM rakhatIM, viSaya ke kAraNa dhamAkAkara rakhatI haiN| yadi puruSa viSayI nahIM hogA, to koI strI dhamAkAkara nahIM rakhegI! kamaz2orI kA hI fAyadA uThAtI haiM / lekina yadi kamaz2orI nahIM hogI, to strI kucha bhI nahIM karegI / strI jAti bahuta kapaTavAlI hai aura I

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viSaya baMda, vahA~ lar3AI-jhagar3e baMda 87 puruSa bhole! ataH Apako do-do, cAra-cAra mahInoM ke lie kaMTrola rakhanA par3egA, to phira ve apane Apa thaka jAtI haiN| taba phira unheM kaMTrola nahIM rhtaa| strI jAti kaba vaza meM AtI hai? puruSa yadi viSaya meM bahuta sensiTiva (caMcala) hoM, to vaha puruSa ko vaza meM kara letI hai! lekina yadi Apa viSayI hoM, lekina usameM sensiTiva nahIM ho jAo to vaha vaza meM A jAegI! yadi vaha 'khAne ke lie' bulAe aura Apa kaho ki abhI nahIM, do-tIna dina ke bAda, to vaha Apake vaza meM rahegI! varnA Apa vaza meM ho jAte ho! yaha bAta maiM paMdraha sAla kI umra meM hI samajha gayA thaa| kucha loga to viSaya kI bhIkha mA~gate haiM ki, 'basa Aja ke dina!' are, viSaya kI bhIkha kabhI mA~ganI cAhie? phira terI kyA dazA hogI? strI kyA karatI hai? savAra ho jAtI hai| sinemA dekhane gae to kahegI, 'bacce ko uThA lo|' apane mahAtmAoM meM viSaya hai, lekina viSaya kI bhIkha nahIM hotii| viSaya aura viSaya kI bhIkha, ye donoM cIjeM alaga haiN| jahA~ mAna, kIrti, aura viSayoM kI bhIkha nahIM hotI, vahA~ bhagavAna rahate haiN| yadi viSaya meM bahuta senTimenTala nahIM ho to chUTa jaaegaa| viSaya kI bhIkha nahIM mA~ganI caahie| kucha loga to viSaya kI bhIkha mA~gate haiN| are! pA~va bhI par3ate haiM! kucha to mujhe Akara aisA bhI kaha gae haiM ki, 'merI strI viSaya ke lie manA karatI hai, to aba maiM kyA karU~?' maiMne kahA ki, 'mA~ kahanA, to phira hA~ kara degii|' are ghanacakkara, tujhe zarma nahIM AtI? manA kare to kyA use 'mA~' kahegA? 'jAne de, nahIM cAhie mujhe', khnaa| yaha to khuda mA~ga karatA rahatA hai phira strI dhamakAtI hI rahegI na? aura vaha manA kare, vaha to balki acchA hai| 'bhalA huA chUTI jNjaal|' ekabAra usane manA kiyA, to Apa jIta ge| phira vaha mA~ge to usakA dAvA' sunanA hI mt| phira kahanA, 'tUne manA kiyA isalie maiMne baMda kara diyA hai, tAlA hI lagA diyA aura tAle ko cAbI lagA dii|' lekina muA, DhIlA hotA hai, to phira kyA ho? abhI to mujhe kitane hI mahAtmA Akara batA jAte haiM ki, 'mujhase

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88 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) Ajiz2I karavAtI hai|' taba maiMne kahA, 'mue, terA rUAba calA gayA to kyA karavAe phira? samajha jA na abhI bhI, yogI bana jA na!' aba inakA kaise pAra pAe~? isa duniyA kA pAra kaise pAe~ ? ___ eka strI apane pati se cAra bAra sASTAMga karavAtI hai, taba eka bAra chUne detI hai| taba mue, isake bajAya samAdhi le le to kyA burA hai ? samudra meM samAdhi le to sIdhe samudra to hai| jhaMjhaTa to nahIM! isake lie cAra bAra sASTAMga! muMbaI meM eka AdamI to mujhase phariyAda karane AyA aura kahane lagA ki pA~ca bAra phAila naMbara do ke pA~va chUe, taba jAkara mujhe saMtuSTa kiyaa| mue! isake bajAya to... kaisA AdamI hai tU, jAnavara hai kyA! kyA dekhakara mujhe batAne AyA tU! viSaya kI bhIkha mA~gI jAtI hogI kabhI? kyA lagatA hai tujhe ? are mue! pA~ca bAra? aba mujhe sIdhA batAne AyA, isalie mujhe DA~TanA pdd'aa| phira mujhase kahane lagA ki aba rAstA btaaie| taba maiMne kahA, 'aba jaba yaha chUTa jAegA, usake bAda rAstA batAyA jA sakatA hai ! phira dhIre-dhIre vaha sIdhA ho gyaa| ulTA calegA to phira kyA hogA? viSaya ke bhikhArIyoM, dekho saMyamI 'vIra' ko vaha mujhe aisA kahakara gayA ki 'mujhe viSaya kI bhIkha mA~ganI par3atI hai|' are! viSaya kI bhIkha mA~gate ho! kaise AdamI ho! jAnavara se bhI badatara! viSaya kI bhIkha mA~gI jAtI hogI? khAne kI bhIkha nahIM mA~gate, bhUkha lagI ho to kyA bhIkha mA~gate haiM kabhI! kucha zUravIratA to honI cAhie yA nahIM? aba itanA adhika asaMyama kaise pusAe? Apa nahIM samajhe, maiMne jo bAta kahI vaha ? praznakartA : hA~ samajha gyaa| dAdAzrI : mA~gate samaya isa taraha namaskAra bhI karatA hai| bhAr3a meM jAe terI mA~ga! aura phira pati kahatA hai 'maiM pati hU~!' are mue, pati aisA hotA hogA? Apako anucita nahIM lagatA? yaha ucita bAta hai? insAna

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viSaya baMda, vahA~ lar3AI-jhagar3e baMda ko zobhA detA hai kyA? yAnI thor3A bahuta saMyama honA cAhie, sabhI kucha honA caahie| manuSya ko saMyamI rahanA hI caahie| saMyama se to manuSya kI zobhA hai| saMyama ke bAre meM zAstrakAroM ne choTe se choTA saMyama yaha batAyA hai ki mahIne meM dasa dina ho taba taka use calA leNge| aura bar3A saMyama ise kahA ki mahIne meM cAra hI bAra ho| usakA koI niyama to honA cAhie yA nahIM honA cAhie? mahIne meM kitane dinoM kI chuTTI milatI hai? praznakartA : ATha din| dAdAzrI : hA~, to aisA kucha niyama honA cAhie yA nahIM? praznakartA : lekina saMyama kaise rakheM? dAdAzrI : Apa kisI ke ghara gae hoM aura bahuta bhUkha lagI ho, to Apa kaho ki, 'bhAI sAhaba, khAnA dIjie na!' lekina yadi vaha kahe ki, 'yahA~ Apako khAnA nahIM milegaa|' to Apa kyA karoge? jo honA ho so hogA, lekina taba to vahA~ se cale jAoge na? raubadAra ho na! kyA bilkula hI binA raubavAle kutte jaise ho? phira khAne ke lie khar3A rahegA vahA~? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : haiM, aise kucha iz2z2ata to honI cAhie yA nahIM? svamAna phraikcara hone denA cAhie yA viSaya phraikcara hone denA cAhie? kyA phraikcara hone denA cAhie? bhale hI kaisA bhI viSaya ho, lekina yadi vaha svamAna phraikcara kare, to vaha kisa kAma kA? sabhI jagaha aisA hI ho gayA hai, Apake sAtha nahIM, sabhI jagaha yahI ho gayA hai| nIMda ThIka se Ae, apanA khuda kA svataMtra jIvana ho, jIvana khuda ke kaMTrola meM ho| jo saMyamI puruSa hote haiM na, unakA slIpiMga rUma alaga hotA hai| haM... alaga, pahale se hI alaga rakhate the, varnA phira manobala DhIlA par3a jAtA hai| phira usake bAda use apamAna-svamAna kA ThikAnA nahIM rhtaa|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) zAstrakAroM ne to yahA~ taka kahA hai ki yadi Apako saMyama rakhanA ho, to jahA~ para puruSa baiThA ho, usa jagaha para strI ko nahIM baiThanA cAhie aura jahA~ strI baiThI ho, vahA~ para puruSa ko nahIM baiThanA caahie| kucha niyama to khoja nikAlanA paDegA na! jIvana jIne kI kalA to honI cAhie yA nahIM honI cAhie? praznakartA : honI caahie| dAdAzrI : kitanI acchI naukarI karate ho, kitanI acchI par3hAI kI hai, kyA kamI hai? na to corI karate ho, na luccAI karate ho, na hI kAlAbAjArI karate ho, phira bhI aMdara zAMti nahIM hai na, jIvana jIvana nahIM hai na! praznakartA : zAMti nahIM hai, rAiTa! dAdAzrI : aisA jIvana jIne lAyaka nahIM hai| vaha saba Apako yahA~ batA deNge| isa bAra Apako kamplITa, zata pratizata pUrNa karanA hai na! to svamAna rakhanA cAhie yA nahIM rakhanA cAhie? sasura ke vahA~ kapar3e kI mila ho aura apanI naukarI chUTa gaI ho, taba kyA sasura ke vahA~ jAkara kyA aise hI baiThe rahanA cAhie? vaha kucha kahe nahIM to kyA Apa mA~ga karoge ki mujhe joba dIjie? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : sasura jAnatA hai phira bhI mu~ha se kahatA nhiiN| 'chor3o phira, maiM to calA apane ghara!' kucha to svamAna honA cAhie yA nahIM? kaba taka aise jAnavara jaisA jIvana jInA hai! eka hI bAra yadi ApakI kImata nahIM rahI to khatma ho gyaa| khuda kI kImata hI nahIM rahe, vahA~ taka nahIM jAnA hai| vaha kImata kyoM nahIM karatI? viSayoM ke lAlaca ke kaarnn| ataH isameM to bahuta hI yogI kI taraha rahanA cAhie na? viSaya yAnI kyA? bhojana kI thAlI bhI eka viSaya hai| aba bhojana

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viSaya baMda, vahA~ lar3AI-jhagar3e baMda 91 AyA aura Apane kala pUre dina upavAsa kiyA thA aura Aja gyAraha baje bhojana lAkara rakhe, usameM Ama Adi sabakucha ho aura phira turaMta uThAkara le jaae| aba khAyA nahIM, usase pahale to uThAkara le jAe~ to usa ghar3I aMdara pariNAma nahIM badaleM, taba samajhanA ki 'mujhe isa viSaya meM harja nahIM hai|' viSaya ke lie yAcakatA nahIM honI caahie| lAcArI nahIM honI caahie| ye zabda samajha meM Ae aisA hai? Apako yaha bAunDrI batA detA huuN| kisI bhI cIz2a ke lie yAcakatA nahIM honI caahie| nahIM mile to kahatA hai, 'jalebI lAo na thor3I, jalebI laao|' chor3a na mue, anaMta janmoM se jalebiyA~ khAI haiM, phira bhI abhI taka yAcakatA rakhate ho? jise lAlasA hotI hai, use yAcakatA hotI hai| yAcakatA, vaha lAcArI hai eka prakAra kI! ye to viSaya kI bhIkha mA~gate haiM, to ve sabhI jAnavara se bhI gaebIte kahalAe~ge na! khAne kI bhIkha mA~ga sakate haiN| lekina khAne kI bhIkha nahIM mA~gate, tIna dina nikala jAe~, phira bhii| aise khAnadAnI loga viSaya kI bhIkha mA~gate haiM? maiMne kahA, 'zAyada amarIkA meM nahIM mA~gate hoMge?' taba kahate haiM, 'yaha bAta hI jAne dIjie, yahA~ to bahuta adhika hai, aura adhika mAtrA meM hai|' praznakartA : puruSoM ko viSaya kI bhIkha hotI hai, vaise hI striyoM ko bhI viSaya kI bhIkha hotI hai na? dAdAzrI: hA~, itanA yadi puruSoM ko A jAe na, to puruSa jagat jIta jAegA! agara nahIM jItegA to puruSa yUz2alesa ho jaaegaa| puruSa, puruSa kaba taka kahalAegA? strI usase viSaya kI bhIkha mA~ge, taba taka! adhika viSayI strI hai, phira bhI puruSa mUrakha bana jAtA hai yaha bhI Azcarya hai na! aisA sunA hI nahIM hai| isameM kucha galata hai, itanA bhI nahIM jaante| yaha jo bhIkha mA~ga rahe haiM, vaha bhUla ho rahI hai, itanA bhI mAlUma nahIM hai| praznakartA : aisI bhUla to insAna ko kabhI patA hI nahIM cltii| varnA bhUla kA agara patA cala jAe to phira se vaha aisA karegA hI nhiiN|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) dAdAzrI : patA hI nahIM cltaa| bIsTa (pazu) vAilDa bIsTa (jaMgalI pazu) kahatA hU~ maiM to! hA~, kSatriyaputra kauna? ki aise bhIkha mA~gane kA avasara Ane se pahale to bilkula baMda hI kara de| kare hI nahIM kabhI bhI, paramenanTa bNd| sTaoNpa phaoNra evara (sadA ke lie bNd)| kyoMki aisI nIyata hai isalie vaha strI, strI hI nahIM khlaaegii| use strI kaheMge hI kaise? vaha to mArkeTa maTiriyala (bAz2ArU cIz2a) khlaaegii| hindustAna kI striyA~, strI jaisI honI cAhie! kaisI pazutA AI hai? dekho na, mujhe ulAhanA denA par3a rahA viSaya se hI TakarAva praznakartA : viSaya ke lAlaca meM jaba saphala nahIM hotA, taba phira zaMkA Adi saba karatA hai na? dAdAzrI : saphala nahIM hotA, to sabhI kucha karatA hai| zaMkA karatA hai, kuzaMkA karatA hai, saba taraha ke (nATaka) karatA hai phir| yA allAha, paravaradigAra hotA hai phira! yAnI lAcAra bhI ho jAtA hai lekina phira vahI usakI phajIhata bhI karatA hai, so alg| usake kabje meM Ae to phira phajIhata kie bagaira rahegA hI nahIM na! praznakartA : lekina viSaya hai, isalie pati patipanA (pati ke taura para haqa jamAnA) karatA hai na! dAdAzrI : patipanA yAnI kyA ki dabAva DAlakara bhoga lenaa| lekina phira janma kA hisAba ba~dha jAtA hai na? praznakartA : usameM kyA hotA hai? dAdAzrI : baira ba~dhatA hai! ghar3I bhara bhI koI AtmA dabA huA rahatA hogA? bahuta TakarAva ho jAe na, phira kahatA hai, 'mu~ha phulAkara kyoM ghUma rahI ho?' to mu~ha phira aura z2yAdA phUla jAtA hai| phira vaha jyAdA roSa rakhatI hai| patnI kahegI, 'merI lapeTa meM AegA taba maiM isakA tela nikAla

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viSaya baMda, vahA~ lar3AI-jhagar3e baMda luuNgii|' vaha roSa rakhe bagaira rahegI nahIM na! jIvamAtra roSa rakhatA hai, Apake cher3ane kI dera hai! koI kisI se dabakara nahIM rhtaa| kisI kA kisI se lenA-denA nahIM hai| yaha saba to bhrAMti se merA dikhAI detA hai, merAterA! yaha to, lAcArI meM sAmAjika AbarU ke kAraNa pati se dabakara rahatI haiM, lekina phira agale janma meM tela nikAla degii| are! sA~pa hokara DasegI bhI! phira lAlaca meM se lAcArI meM eka strI apane pati ko cAra bAra sASTAMga karavAe, taba jAkara ekabAra chUne detI hai! aisA karane ke bajAya sAgara meM samAdhi le le to usameM kyA galata hai? kisalie aise cAra bAra sASTAMga? praznakartA : isameM strI kyoM aisA karatI hai? dAdAzrI : vaha eka prakAra kA ahaMkAra hai| praznakartA : lekina usakA use kyA phala milegA? dAdAzrI : koI phAyadA nahIM, lekina ahaMkAra aisA ki 'dekhA na, ise kaisA sIdhA kara diyA!' aura vaha becArA lAlaca se aisA karatA bhI hai! lekina strI ko to phira usakA phala bhugatanA par3egA na! / praznakartA : usameM vaha khuda kyA strIpana kA bacAva karatI hai? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| strIpana kA bacAva nhiiN| vaha ahaMkAra hI hai, rauba ke lie hai aura pati ko baMdara kI taraha nacAtI hai| phira usake 'rIekzansa' to Ae~ge hI na? pati bhI baira rakhatA hai phira ki, 'maiM terI pakar3a meM AyA, taba tUne merI aisI hAlata kI aura merI iz2z2ata utaarii| aba tU merI pakar3a meM Ae utanI hI dera hai!' yAnI bAda meM AbarU bigAr3a detA hai, ghar3Ibhara meM dhUla meM milA detA hai| lAlacI ko to, yadi koI aurata viSaya ke lie inkAra kare na,

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) to vaha use 'mA~' kaha de, aise abhAna ( besudha ) loga hai ! merA kyA kahanA hai ki Atmasukha cakhane ke bAda viSayasukha kI z2arUrata hI kahA~ rahI ! 94 hamArA 'jJAna' kyA kahatA hai ? jagat meM bhogane jaisA hai hI kyA ? tU bekAra hI isake lie prayatna kara rahA hai / bhogane yogya to AtmA hai ! praznakartA : use ina lAlacoM meM se chUTanA ho to kaise chUTa sakatA hai ? I I dAdAzrI : vaha yadi isakA nizcaya kare to yaha saba chUTa sakatA hai lAlaca se chUTanA to cAhie hI na ! khuda ke hita ke lie hai na! nizcaya karane ke bAda, mukta hone ke bAda usa ora sukha hI mahasUsa hogA / usameM to z2yAdA sukha mahasUsa hogA, caina milegA balki / yaha to use bhaya hai ki merA yaha sukha calA jAegA, lekina isake chUTane ke bAda to z2yAdA sukha mahasUsa hogaa| lAlaca se bhayaMkara AvaraNa jitanI bhI cIz2eM lalacAnevAlI hoM, una sabhI ko eka tarapha rakha de, unheM yAda na kare, yAda Ae to pratikramaNa kare, taba ve chUTa jAe~gI / bAkI zAstrakAroM ne isakA aura koI upAya nahIM btaayaa| bAkI sabakA upAya hai, lAlaca kA upAya nahIM hai / lobha kA upAya hai| lobhI vyakti ko to yadi bar3A nukasAna ho jAe na, taba lobha calA jAtA hai, ekadama I se ! praznakartA : phira se 'jJAna' lene baiTheM, to lAlaca nikala jAegA ? dAdAzrI : nahIM nikalegA / 'jJAnavidhi' meM baiThane se thor3e hI nikala jAegA ? vaha to, yadi khuda AjJA meM rahane kA prayatna kare aura niraMtara AjJA meM hI rahanA hai, aisA taya kare aura AjJAbhaMga hone para pratikramaNa kare, taba jAkara kucha badalegA / isa jagat meM lar3AI-jhagar3e kahA~ hote haiM ? jahA~ Asakti hotI hai, vahIM pr| jhagar3e sirpha kaba taka hote haiM ? jaba taka viSaya hai, sirpha tabhI

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viSaya baMda, vahA~ lar3AI-jhagar3e baMda 95 taka! phira 'merI-terI' karane lagatA hai| yaha terA baiga uThA le yahA~ se, mere baiga meM sAr3iyA~ kyoM rakhIM?' aise jhagar3e, jaba taka viSaya meM eka haiM, tabhI taka rahate haiM aura viSaya chUTane ke bAda usake baiga meM rakhe to bhI harja nhiiN| aise jhagar3e nahIM hote na phira? bAda meM koI jhagar3A nahIM na? kitane sAla se brahmacaryavrata liyA hai? praznakartA : yoM to nau sAla ho ge| dAdAzrI : yAnI usake bAda koI jhagar3A-vagar3A nahIM, koI jhaMjhaTa hI nahIM, aura gRhasthI calatI rahatI hai! praznakartA : cala hI rahI hai na, daadaajii| dAdAzrI : beTiyoM kI zAdI kI, beToM kI zAdI huI, sabhI kucha.... praznakartA : ghara meM bhI nahIM hotA aba kucha bhI.... dAdAzrI : aisA? gRhasthI acchI cale, aisA hai yaha vijJAna ! hA~, beTebeTiyoM kI zAdiyA~ karavAtA hai| aMdara chUtA nahIM, nirlepa rahatA hai aura duHkha to dekhA hI nahIM hai| ciMtA-viMtA dekhI nahIM ? bilkula nhiiN| nau sAloM se ciMtA nahIM dekhI na? praznakartA : aise to bahuta musIbateM AtI haiM, lekina chUtI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : Ae~gI z2arUra, vaha to ThIka hai, gRhasthI meM hai to Ae~gI to shii| jitanA sparza nahIM karatA, utanA hI phira kucha bhI bAdhaka nahIM hotaa| sephasAiDa, sadA ke lie sephsaaidd| yahA~ baiThe hI mokSa ho gayA, phira aba bacA kyA? praznakartA : maiM to kahatA hU~ ki yahIM para mokSa kA sukha baratanA cAhie, tabhI isakA maz2A hai! dAdAzrI : tbhii| saccA mokSa yahIM baratanA caahie| praznakartA : aura yahA~ baratatA hai isIlie kahate haiM na! aba devaloka

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) nahIM cAhie, yaha saMsAra nahIM caahie| sukha barate usake bAda aura kisI jhaMjhaTa meM kahA~ par3e! dAdAzrI : hA~, aura gAr3I vahIM para jA rahI hai| sUrata ke sTezana para bhale hI thor3I dera khar3I rahe, lekina bombe senTrala kI tarapha hI jA rahI calo bahuta acchA ! maiM aisA pUchU aura koI mujhe apane anubhava kahe to mujhe z2arA lage ki nahIM, merI mehanata saphala huI! mehanata phale, aisI to AzA rakheM na? viSaya chUTane ke bAda kA saMbodhana, 'hIrAbA' jaba se hIrAbA ke sAtha merA viSaya baMda huA hogA, taba se maiM unheM 'hIrAbA' kahatA huuN| usake bAda hameM koI khAsa ar3acana nahIM aaii| pahale jo thI vaha viSaya ke sAtha meM, sohabata meM to TakarAva hotA thA thodd'aa-bhut| lekina jaba taka viSaya kA DaMka hai, taba taka TakarAva nahIM jaataa| jaba vaha DaMka nahIM rahatA, taba jAtA hai| hamArA khuda kA anubhava batA rahe haiN| yaha to apanA jJAna hai, isalie ThIka hai| varnA yadi jJAna nahIM hotA to DaMka hI mAratA rhe| taba to ahaMkAra hotA hai na! usameM ahaMkAra kA eka bhAga, bhoga hotA hai ki, 'usane mujhe bhoga liyA' aura puruSa kahatA hai, 'usane mujhe bhoga liyaa|' aura aba (jJAna ke pazcAt) nikAla karate haiM ve, phira bhI vaha 'DiscArja' kica-kica to hai hii| lekina phira bhI hamAre ghara to vaha bhI nahIM thI, kisI taraha kA aisA koI matabheda nahIM thaa| vijJAna to dekho! jagat ke sAtha jhagar3e hI baMda ho jAte haiN| patnI ke sAtha to jhagar3e nahIM, lekina sAre jagat ke sAtha jhagar3e baMda ho jAte haiN| yaha vijJAna hI aisA hai aura jhagar3e baMda hue yAnI mukta huaa| kisI bhI prakAra kA sAhajika ho usameM harja nahIM hai| sAhajika yAnI shmtipuurvk| Apako dAr3hI banAne kA bhAva huA aura nAI Akara khar3A rahe to kahanA, 'Ao! calo baiTho bhAI!' isa prakAra se saMyoga mila jAne

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viSaya baMda, vahA~ lar3AI-jhagar3e baMda caahie| bhIkha mA~gane kI hada honI cAhie yA nahIM ? kitanI hada honI cAhie? eka bAra kaho ki, 'z2arA taiyArI karanA / ' taba yadi vaha kahe, 'e jI nhiiN|' taba kahanA, 'ye cale, nahIM cAhie, aba baMda ! ' 97 ye saba to itane lAcAra ho gae haiM saba / AdamI kaisA pAvaravAlA honA cAhie! pUrI z2iMdagI ke lie brahmacarya kA niyama lenevAlA / abrahmacarya se saMbaMdhita vicAra taka nahIM Ae aisI pratijJAe~ kare I yAnI gaMdagI hI hai yaha sArA jagat / koI aise (bhautika rUpa se) gaMdagI kahatA hai, koI vaise (AdhyAtmika rUpa se) gaMdagI kahatA hai / zAdI karane meM vairAgya nahIM AtA, isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? apamAna khAne kI Adata hai islie| apamAna nigala jAne kI Adata hai! saccA puruSa to nahIM nigalatA na! vaha kahalAe totAmastI praznakartA : bAkI sabhI phAiloM ko to mAno dAla meM tar3akA dekara khA sakeM aise haiM, lekina do naMbara kI phAila kA kisa dAla meM tar3akA lagAe~? dAdAzrI : do naMbara kI phAila ke sAtha nahIM ho sakatA / do naMbara kI phAila ne to yadi 'jJAna' liyA huA ho aura jaba TakarAva ho jAe, taba use 'vyavasthita' samajhatI hai| kauna TakarAva kara rahA hai yaha jAne, mukta hogaa| taba praznakartA : aisA to samajhate haiM ki ye karma TakarA rahe haiN| lekina usakA rAstA to nikAlanA par3egA na ? solyuzana (hala) to DhU~DhanA par3egA na? dAdAzrI : usakA solyuzana to hotA hai, lekina logoM ke manobala kacce hote haiM na! manobala kacce hoM to kyA kare, becArA ? solyuzana meM to kyA ki Apa kucha hissA hai, use baMda kara do to turaMta vaha zAMta ho jAegA sbhii| lekina manobala kacce ho to kyA kare ?

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98 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) praznakartA : yaha batAie na ki kauna sA hissA baMda kara denA cAhie ? dAdAzrI : vikArI viSaya baMda kara denA / to apane Apa hI saba baMda ho jaaegaa| use lekara hamezA yaha kleza calatA rahatA haiM / praznakartA : pahale to hama aisA samajhate the ki ghara ke kAmakAja ko lekara TakarAva hotA hogA / isalie ghara ke kAmoM meM madada karane baiTheM, phira bhI TakarAva | dAdAzrI : ve sAre TakarAva to hoMge hii| jaba taka yaha vikArI cIz2a hai, saMbaMdha hai taba taka TakarAva hoNge| TakarAva kA mUla yahI hai / jisane viSaya ko jIta liyA, use koI nahIM harA sakatA, koI usakA nAma bhI nahIM de sktaa| aisA prabhAva par3atA hai| praznakartA : viSaya ko nahIM jIta pAte, isIlie to hama ApakI zaraNa meM Ae haiN| dAdAzrI : kitane sAloM se viSaya.... bUr3he hone Ae, phira bhI viSaya ? jaba dekho taba viSaya, viSaya aura viSaya ! praznakartA : viSaya baMda karane ke bAvajUda bhI TakarAva nahIM TalatA, isalie to hama Apake caraNoM meM Ae haiM / dAdAzrI : ho hI nahIM sakatA / jahA~ viSaya baMda hai vahA~ maiMne dekhA ki jitane - jitane puruSa maz2abUta mana ke haiM, patnI to yoM unake kahe meM rahatI hai| praznakartA : vyavahAra meM jo aham rahatA hai kabhI, to usake kAraNa cinagAriyA~ bahuta nikalatI haiN| dAdAzrI : ve cinagAriyA~ aham kI nahIM hotiiN| dekhane meM ve cinagAriyA~ aham kI lagatI haiM, lekina viSaya ke adhIna hotI haiM ve / jaba viSaya nahIM rahatA, taba ve nahIM hotIM / viSaya baMda ho jAe, taba vaha itihAsa hI baMda ho jAtA hai| yAnI brahmacaryavrata lekara koI yadi sAlabhara rahe to

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viSaya baMda, vahA~ lar3AI-jhagar3e baMda 99 usase jaba maiM pUchatA hU~, taba vaha batAtA hai ki, 'eka bhI ciMgArI nahIM, kica-kica nahIM, jhaMjhaTa nahIM, kucha bhI nahIM, 'sTenDa sTila!' (pUrNa shaaNti)| maiM phira pUchatA bhI hU~, maiM jAnatA hU~ ki aisA ho jAtA hai ab| yAnI yaha viSaya ke kAraNa hotA hai| praznakartA : lar3AI to, zAdI kare tabhI se zurU ho jAtI hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina taba se zurU honevAlI usa lar3AI ko hamAre anubhavI logoM ne nAma diyA hai, totaamstii| vaha sacamuca kI lar3AI nahIM hai| sacamuca kI lar3AI meM to dUsare dina hI alaga ho jaataa| lekina yaha totAmastI hai| hameM lage ki totA abhI ise mAra DAlegA, mAra DAlegA, lekina nahIM maartaa| kATatA hai, coMca mAratA hai, sabakucha karatA hai| yAnI ise totAmastI khii| dUsare dina kucha nahIM hotaa| dUdha phaTa nahIM gayA hotA, cAya bana sakatI hai| praznakartA : cAya de, lekina paTakakara de, usakA kyA? dAdAzrI : hA~, kapa paTakakara detI hai, lekina phaTa nahIM jaatii| vaha kapa paTakakara de, lekina yadi Apa nahIM paTakeMge to usakA baMda ho jaaegaa| praznakartA : lekina lar3AI baMda nahIM hotii| dAdAzrI : lar3AI to yaha viSaya baMda hone para hI baMda hotI hai| z2arA sA bhI lena-dena kiyA ki ldd'aaii| jJAna ke alAvA anya kisI cIz2a kA lena-dena kiyA, to vahI lar3AI aura jo sAre sukha lie haiM, ve jo lie haiM unakA kyA karanA hogA? 'rI pe' karanA (cukAnA) pdd'egaa| dA~toM se lie gae sukha dA~toM se rI pe karane pdd'eNge| pratyeka se lie gae sukha rI pe karane pdd'eNge| strI se lie gae sukha rI pe karane pdd'eNge| jo abhI hara roz2a rI pe kara rahA hai| sukha hai nahIM na, pudgala meM sukha hai hI nhiiN| aisA sukha AtmA meM hI hotA hai ki jise ripe nahIM karanA pdd'taa| viSaya baMda to kleza baMda jise kleza nahIM karanA, jo kleza kA pakSa nahIM letA, use kleza

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) hotA to hai lekina dhIre-dhIre kama hotA jAtA hai / yaha to, jaba taka kleza karanA hI cAhie aisA mAnate haiM, taba taka kleza z2yAdA hotA hai / hameM kleza ke pakSakAra nahIM bananA cAhie / 'kleza karanA hI nahIM hai', aisA jisakA nizcaya hai, usake pAsa kama se kama kleza AtA hai aura jahA~ kleza hai vahA~ bhagavAna to khar3e hI nahIM rahate na ! 100 saMsAra meM yadi viSaya nahIM hotA to kleza hotA hI nahIM / viSaya hai isalie kleza hai, varnA kleza hotA hI nahIM! viSaya ko yadi ekz2ekTa nyAyabuddhi se dekhe to phira se viSaya karane kA manuSya ko mana hI nahIM hogaa| praznakartA : lekina viSaya cIz2a hI aisI hai jo nyAyabuddhi se dekhane hI nahIM detA na ! dAdAzrI : yaha viSaya aisI cIz2a hai ki ekabAra aMdha huA phira dekhane hI nahIM detaa| sabase adhika aMdha yAnI lobhAMdha aura usase dUsare naMbara para ho to viSayAMdha / praznakartA : lobhAMdha ko z2yAdA kharAba kahA jAtA hai ? dAdAzrI : are ! duniyA meM lobhAMdha kI to bAta hI alaga hai na! lobhAMdha to duniyA kA eka nayI hI taraha kA rAjA / viSayavAle to mokSa meM jAne ke lie prayatna karate haiM, kyoMki viSayavAloM ko to kleza hotA hai na! isalie phira Uba jAte haiM / jabaki lobhAMdha ko to kleza bhI nahIM hotaa| vaha to khuda kI lakSmI ke hI pIche par3A rahatA hai, lakSmI kahIM para vyartha vyaya nahIM ho rahI hai na, vahI dekhatA rahatA hai aura usImeM vaha khuza / beTe-beTI ke ghara bacce hoM phira bhI use lakSmI kI hI par3I hotI hai / aura phira lakSmI kI rakSA karane ke lie agalA janma, vahIM para sA~pa banakara bigAr3atA hai| karo chaH mahIne ke lie Az2amAiza bahuta Ter3he svabhAvavAlI patnI milI ho to kyA hogA? adhogati meM

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viSaya baMda, vahA~ lar3AI-jhagar3e baMda le jAegI! ataH usase chUTane ke lie kyA karanA par3egA ? usake sAtha viSaya bilkula baMda kara denA par3egA, varnA kama kara denA par3egA to gAr3I paTarI para AegI aura taba mela baThaigA / isa duniyA meM kSaya ke jaMtu kI davAI hai, lekina manuSyarUpI jaMtu to kSaya ke kITANuoM se bhI bhayaMkara haiN| unakI to davAI hI nahIM milatI na ! 101 praznakartA : dAdAjI, merI brahmacarya pAlana karane kI bahuta icchA hai, lekina merI patnI manA karatI hai / isI kAraNa se maiM yahA~ satsaMga meM nahIM AU~ usake lie bahuta dhamAla karatI hai / taba mujhe kyA karanA cAhie ? dAdAzrI : puruSa z2arA DhIle hote haiM, isalie striyA~ unakA lAbha uThAtI haiN| jaba taka puruSoM ko strI se viSaya kI yAcanA rahegI, taba taka striyA~ kabhI bhI kAbU meM nahIM Ae~gI / cAra-cha: mahInoM ke lie tU viSaya baMda karake dekh| vaha gir3agir3Ane lagegI / phira strI kAbU meM A jaaegii| apane ko to, usakA bhI kalyANa ho, aisA socanA caahie| usa becArI kA ulTA calegA, to kahA~ jAegI ? vaha apanA burA karanA cAhe to bhI hameM usakA bhalA karanA caahie| vaha to nAsamajha hai lekina hama to samajhadAra haiM na yA nahIM? cha: mahIne tujha se kaMTrola ho pAegA yA nahIM ? cha: mahInoM meM to vaha moma kI taraha narama ho jAegI / cha: mahInoM meM hI tujhe camatkAra jaisA lgegaa| eka AdamI ko to, tIna mahInoM meM hI usakI patnI vaza meM A gaI thI aura pati se kahane lagI ki Apa jaisA kaheMge vaisA kruuNgii| usakA svabhAva vikArI hai yA maMda hai ? praznakartA : thor3A hai z2arUra / dAdAzrI : to vaha turaMta kAbU meM A jAegI / use Apa aise rAha para lA denA ki usakA bhI bhalA ho aura apanA bhI bhalA ho / patnI yadi parezAna kare to Apa kahanA ki merA brahmacarya lene kA vicAra hai / yadi bahuta gir3agir3Ae to kahanA abhI do mahInoM bAda, tere badalane ke baad| aisA karake kucha bhI karake use vaza meM laanaa| vaha jaba vikAra meM Ae, taba vaha tujhe khuza karane kA prayatna karatI hai yA nahIM karatI ?

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) usa samaya usake prati dhyAna mata denA / aba aise ThagA mata jaanaa| apane pAsa zuddhAtmA kA jJAna hai, isalie saMyama rakha sakate haiM / yadi saMyama nahIM rahA to puruSa daba hI jAegA / apanA mana mata bigar3ane denA / Apako usake sAtha kAma se kAma rakhanA hai / saba bigar3a na jAe, vaha dekhanA hai / vaha ajJAnI hai isalie ulTA karegI / jJAnI ulTA nahIM karate aura Aqhira meM vijaya to satya ke pakSa meM hI hotI hai na ? yaha vaza meM karane kA upAya hai| dUsarA upAya nahIM hai| 102 jo chUTa cuke haiM, ve chur3avA sakate haiN| jo baMdhe hue haiM ve kyA chur3avAe~ge? ghara-ghara yahI jhagar3A - phasAda hai, yaha kyA eka hI ghara meM hai ? tere jaisA to kaI logoM ke ghara meM huA hai| kucha logoM kA to viSaya chUTa gayA, kucha loga isameM se nikala jAe~ge / kucha loga jIta nahIM sakate, taba maiMne unheM viSaya chor3a dene ko kahA aura anya mArga dikhAe ! kabhI na kabhI to viSaya ko jItanA hI par3egA na ? brahmacarya kA bala nahIM hai, isalie puruSoM kA striyoM ke sAtha jhaMjhaTa hotA hai| brahmacarya kA bala ho to striyA~ nAma bhI nahIM deMgI! bAraha mahIne nahIM to chaH mahIne, lekina chaH mahIne to terA sIdhA calegA na ? phira se cha: mahIne ke lie le lenA / phira to vaha khuda bhI kabUla karegI ki, 'nahIM Apa eka-do sAla Thahara jAie, do sAla bAda hama donoM sAtha meM brahmacaryavrata le leNge|' sacamuca meM aisA ho jAe to bahuta acchA rhegaa| donoM kA isa taraha sahI calane lage, phira bAda meM hama vidhi kara deM to vaha bahuta acchA rahatA hai| puruSa mAyAvI nahIM kahalAte, strI jAti mAyAvI kahalAtI hai / jaba pratApa nAmaka guNa prakaTa hotA hai, tabhI strI jAti usa guNa para AfarIna hotI hai aura tabhI strI kI kapaTa kI khir3akI baMda ho jAtI hai| isake alAvA striyoM kI kapaTa kI khir3akI baMda hone kA anya koI upAya hI nahIM hai| yaha jo ApakI jagat kalyANa kI bhAvanA hai, vahI Apako viSaya para jIta dilaaegii| saMyama aisI cIz2a hai ki sArA jagat sira jhukAe, saMyamadhArI hogA to / saccA

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viSaya baMda, vahA~ lar3AI-jhagar3e baMda 103 kapaTa se zera ko banAe cuhiyA hama aisA kaheM, taba vaha vaisA kahatI hai| vAda para vivAda karatI hai cIkaNI phAila (gAr3ha RNAnubaMdhavAle vykti)| praznakartA : yAnI phAila naMbara ttuu| dAdAzrI : hA~, pati kA mAnatI nhiiN| yoM to rAta ko cUhA pyAlA khar3akhar3Ae to Dara jAtI hai, lekina pati se nahIM DaratI, bar3A zera jaisA ho phira bhI! praznakartA : usake pIche kAraNa kyA hai ? viSaya kA lAlaca? dAdAzrI : gholakara pI gaI hotI hai| vaha pIne detA hai na! aisI striyA~ hotI haiM yA nahIM hotI? pI jAe~ aisI? kaise pI jAtI haiM? kamaz2orI pahacAna kara phira pI jAtI haiN| usakI koI haisiyata nahIM hai aura bekAra hI uchalakUda karatA hai, phira use ho jAtI hai| praznakartA : gharSaNa kA Apane jo kAraNa batAyA na, yAnI ki viSaya nahIM hotA to TakarAva hI nahIM hotA! dAdAzrI : viSaya nahIM ho aura mArga mila jAe to mokSa ho jaaegaa| varnA yadi mArga nahIM milA to vaha bhI bhaTaka jaaegaa| viSaya nahIM hogA to phira mokSa sarala hai, binA kisI ar3acana kA! praznakartA : yAnI saMsAra jahA~ se zurU huA hai, vahIM se baMda karanA pdd'egaa| to baMda ho jaaegaa| viSaya meM se utpanna huA hai na? dAdAzrI : sUkSma kAraNa to anya haiM, sthUla kAraNa yaha hai| praznakartA : yaha sthUla kAraNa meM jAtA hai ? dAdAzrI : yadi yaha baMda kara de to dIye jaisA ho jAegA, pharsTa klaas| aisA kisI ne hindustAna meM kahA nahIM hai abhI tk| zIla para to

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104 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) sabane paradA DAla diyA hai| logoM ko isI meM svAda AtA hai| TesTa isIkA hai| jahA~ aneka taraha ke jhagar3e, vigraha aura saMgharSa paidA hote haiM, vahIM ye jIva pha~sate haiN| pha~sAva chUTatA nahIM aura anaMta janma lene par3ate haiN| kyoMki bAda meM baira vasUla karate hI rahate haiM phira, strI baira vasUla karatI hI rahatI hai| puruSa to bholA becArA, bhagavAna kA AdamI! isameM barakata hI kahA~(kyA)? paMje meM se chor3atI hI nahIM hai na, eka bAra kAbU meM A gayA to khatma, usameM striyoM ko bhI nukasAna to hotA hI hai na yA nahIM hotA? vasUlI, minnateM karavAkara eka bahana ne to mujhe batAyA thA, 'jaba zAdI huI taba ye bahuta kaThora the|' maiMne pUchA, 'aba?' taba kahe, 'dAdAjI, Apa to pUrA strI caritra samajhate haiM, mujhase kyoM kahalavAte haiM ?' mujhase yadi unheM koI bhI sukha cAhie, taba maiM unase bahuta minnateM karavAtI thii| taba jAkara.... / usameM merA kyA kasUra? pahale ve mujhase aisI minnateM karavAte the, aba maiM karavAtI huuN| isalie maiM logoM se pUchatA hU~, ghara meM aisA jhaMjhaTa nahIM hai na? praznakartA : nahIM dAdAjI, aisA nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : yadi ho to mujhe batAnA, hN| use sIdhI kara deNge| eka mahIne meM to sIdhI kara duuN| praznakartA : to aise lAlaca kA kAraNa kyA hai ? aisA lAlaca kaise AtA hai? dAdAzrI : jisa-tisa meM se sukha prApta karanA aura kisI kA bhI har3apa lenaa| isalie phira 'laoN'-kAnUna vagairaha kucha bhI nahIM aura lokaniMdya ho phira bhI usakI paravAha nahIM hotii| aura vaha saba lokaniMdya hI hotA hai, isalie phira lAlaca aise kAma karavAtA hai, manuSya ko manuSya jAti meM nahIM rahane detaa| lAlaca to cukAe dhyeya kutte ko eka pUr3I dikhAe to itane se to vaha apanI pUrI 'phaimili'

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viSaya baMda, vahA~ lar3AI-jhagar3e baMda 105 ko bhI bhUla jAtA hai| bacce, pille vagairaha sabhI ko bhUla jAtA hai aura apanA sthAna, jisa mohalle meM rahatA ho vaha bhI bhUla jAtA hai aura kahIM kA kahIM jAkara khar3A rahatA hai| lAlaca ke mAre duma hilAtA rahatA hai, eka pUr3I ke lie! lAlaca, jisakA maiM kar3A virodhI huuN| logoM meM jaba maiM lAlaca dekhatA hU~ taba mujhe lagatA hai, 'aisA lAlaca?' 'opana paoNiz2ana' (khalA z2ahara) hai! jo mile vaha khAnA, lekina lAlaca nahIM honA caahie| praznakartA : binA lAlaca ke rahane se mila bhI jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : yAnI ina lAlacI logoM ko hI yaha jhaMjhaTa hai| varnA sabakucha ghara baiThe mila jAtA hai| hama icchA nahIM karate, phira bhI sabhI cIjeM milatI haiM na! lAlaca to nahIM, lekina icchA bhI nahIM karate! praznakartA : lAlaca aura icchA meM kyA aMtara hai? dAdAzrI : icchA rakhane kI chUTa hai sabhI ko| kisI bhI taraha kI icchAoM kA etarAz2a nahIM hai| lAlacI to, kutte ko eka pUDI dikhA dI, to vaha kahIM kA kahIM calA jAtA hai, usameM lAlaca A gayA na! praznakartA : yAnI, lAlaca meM acche-bure kA viveka nahIM rahatA hogA na! dAdAzrI : lAlacI to, jAnavara hI kaho na use! manuSya ke rUpa meM jAnavara hI ghUmate rahate haiN| thor3A-bahuta lAlaca to hara kisI ko hotA hai, lekina usa lAlaca ko nibAha sakate haiN| lekina jise lAlacI hI kahA jAtA hai, use to jAnavara hI samajha lo na, manuSya ke rUpa meM! eka vyakti hai, hama khAne kI koI acchI cIz2a lekara Ae~, jo usa vyakti ko bahuta bhAtI ho, to vaha lAlaca ke mAre baiThA rahegA, dotIna ghaMTe baiThA rhegaa| use thor3A de deM usake bAda hI vaha jaaegaa| lekina vaha lAlaca kI vajaha se baiThA rahatA hai aura jo ahaMkArI ho, vaha to kahegA, 'chor3a terI jhaMjhaTa, isake bajAya apane ghara calo! vaha lAlacI nahIM hotaa| yAnI lAlacoM se yaha jagat baMdhA huA hai| are! kuttoM aura gadhoM

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106 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) ko lAlaca hotA hai, lekina hameM kyoM lAlaca honA cAhie? kyA kabhI lAlaca honA cAhie? cUhA piMjare meM kaba AtA hai? piMjare meM kaba pakar3A jAtA hai ? praznakartA : lAlaca hotA hai, tb| dAdAzrI : hA~, parAThe kI sugaMdha AI aura parAThA khAne gayA ki turaMta aMdara pha~sa jAtA hai| piMjare meM parAThA dekhA ki bAhara rahe-rahe vaha adhIra hotA rahatA hai ki, 'kaba ghusUM, kaba ghusUM?' phira aMdara ghuse to cUhedAnI 'oNTomeTika' baMda ho jAtI hai| insAnoM ko aisA saba 'oNTomeTika' AtA hai sb| aise apaneApa hI baMda ho jAtA hai| ataH sarva duHkhoM kI jar3a lAlaca hai| viSaya kA lAlaca, kaisI hIna dazA praznakartA : aba viSaya meM sukha liyA, to usake pariNAma svarUpa ye kleza, jhagar3e Adi saba hote haiM na? dAdAzrI : saba viSaya meM se hI khar3A huA hai aura phira sukha kucha bhI nhiiN| subaha-subaha mAno araMDI kA tela pIyA ho, aisA ceharA hotA hai! praznakartA : isase to ka~pa-kaeNpI chUTa jAtI hai ki itane sAre duHkha ye loga sahana karate haiM, itane se sukha ke lie! dAdAzrI : vahI lAlaca hai na, viSaya bhogane kA! vaha to phira jaba vahA~ narkagati ke duHkha bhugatatA hai na, taba patA calatA hai ki kyA svAda hai isameM! aura viSaya kA lAlaca, vaha to jAnavara hI kaha do na! viSaya ke prati ghRNA utpanna ho tabhI viSaya baMda hotA hai| varnA viSaya kaise baMda hogA?

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[7] viSaya vaha pAzavatA hI dasa sAla taka to digaMbara I hamAre samaya kI vaha prajA eka bAta meM bahuta acchI thI / viSaya vicAra nahIM thaa| kisI strI ke prati kudRSTi nahIM thI / hote theM, sau meM se pA~ca-sAta pratizata aise hote bhI the| ve sirpha vidhavAoM ko hI khoja nikAlate the aura kucha nahIM / jisa ghara meM koI (puruSa) rahatA nahIM ho, vhaaN| vidhavA yAnI binA pati kA ghara kahalAtA thA / hama caudaha-paMdraha sAla ke hue, taba taka lar3akiyoM ko dekhate to 'bahana' kahate the| bahuta dUra kI riztedAra ho, phira bhii| taba vAtAvaraNa hI aisA huA karatA thA kyoMki dasagyAraha sAla ke hone taka digaMbarI kI taraha ghUmate the / dasa sAla kA ho to bhI digaMbara ghUmatA thA / digaMbara kA matalaba samajhe ? praznakartA: hA~ jI, hA~ jI, samajha gayA / dAdAzrI : aura usa samaya mA~ kahatI bhI thIM, 'are digaMbara, kapar3e pahana, paigaMbara jaisaa|' digaMbara yAnI dizArUpI vastra / isalie viSaya kA vicAra hI nahIM AtA thA / to jhaMjhaTa hI nahIM / viSaya kI jAgRti hI nahIM / praznakartA : samAja kA eka taraha kA prezara thA, isalie ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, samAja kA prezara nahIM / mA~-bApa kA dRSTikoNa, saMskAra! tIna sAla kA baccA yaha nahIM jAnatA thA ki mA~-bApa ke kucha aise saMbaMdha haiN| itanI acchI sIkresI hotI thI ! aura jaba aisA hotA thA, taba bacce dUsare kamare meM so rahe hote the| aise the mA~-bApa ke saMskAra /

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) Aja to yahA~ beDarUma aura vahA~ beDarUma, Upara se DabalabeDa hote haiM na! 108 una dinoM koI bhI puruSa eka bistara meM strI ke sAtha nahIM sotA thA, koI nahIM sotA thA / una dinoM kahAvata thI ki jo strI ke sAtha pUrI rAta so jAe, vaha strI jaisA ho jaaegaa| usake paryAya sparza karate haiM / koI bhI aisA nahIM karatA thA / yaha to kisI aklamaMda ne khoja kI hai / to ye DabalabeDa bikate hI rahate haiM / isase prajA ho gaI DAuna / DAuna hone se fAyadA kyA huA? ve jo tiraskAra the, ve sabhI cale ge| aba jo DAuna ho cuke haiM, unheM car3hAne meM dera nahIM lgegii| mA~-bApa hI kusaMskAra dete haiM viSaya ke are! hindustAna meM to kahIM DabalabeDa hote hoMge ? kisa taraha ke jAnavara haiM? hindustAna ke strI-puruSa kabhI bhI eka sAtha eka rUma meM rahate hI nahIM the| hamezA alaga rUma meM hI rahA karate the / isake bajAya yaha dekho to sahI ! Ajakala to bApa hI beDarUma banavA detA hai, DabalabeDa! taba phira yuvA loga samajha gae ki yaha duniyA aise hI calatI hai| yaha saba maiMne dekhA huA hai| I eka taraha se acchA hai, ye lar3ake sabhI yUjalesa nikale haiM na! ekadama jhUThA mAla, bilkula jhUThA mAla / lekina yadi unase kaho ki isa haoNla meM paccIsa loga so jAo to turaMta sabhI so jAe~ge / aura bApa unheM sikhalAtA hai ki 'jA, DabalabeDa le A' to vaisA bhI sIkha jAte haiM becAre / unheM aisA kucha nahIM hai| Aja DabalabeDa hai to vaisA aura dUsare dina nahIM ho to vaisA / unheM aisA kucha nahIM hai| yaha to bApa Ter3he haiM, barakata nahIM hai| aise ulTe rAstA para le jAte haiN| abhI to mA~-bApa hI aisI vyavasthA kara dete haiM / aTThAraha sAla kA ho jAe to kaheMge, 'usake lie kamarA banavAne ke bAda usakI zAdI kreNge|' are! rUma banavAkara sahUliyata kara detA hai aura Upara se DabalabeDa le AtA haiN| beTA aisA hI samajhatA hai ki mujhe virAsata meM itanA hI karane jaisA hai| mA~-bApoM ko hI bhAna nahIM hai becAroM ko ki kaise clnaa| ataH beTA bhI isa bAre meM niyama jAnatA hI nahIM na ! vaha to yahI samajhatA hai, beTA

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viSaya vaha pAzavatA hI choTA ho taba se aisA hI samajhatA hai ki, 'tere pApA kahA~ sote haiM ?' taba kahatA hai 'DabalabeDavAle rUma meM aura maiM vahA~ usa rUma meM sotA huuN|' vaha samajhatA hai ki DabalabeDa pahale se hI cala rahA hai ! praznakartA : yaha jo sone kI prathA hai, ye kucha prathAe~ hI galata haiM ? dAdAzrI : ye sabhI prathAe~ galata haiM / yaha to samajhadAra prajA nahIM hai na, isalie saba ulTA ghusA diyA hai / phira lar3ake-lar3akiyA~ aisA hI mAna lete haiM ki aisA hI hotA hai, yahI mukhya cIz2a hai / usameM bhI yadi strI kA citta hamezA usake pati meM hI rahatA ho to harja nahIM hai| I praznakartA : lekina vaha hamezA rahatA nahIM hai na ? dAdAzrI : are ! jaba dUsarA kucha dekhe to phira dUsarA jhamelA khar3A karate haiN| yAnI jhaMjhaTa hai| yaha jar3a se ukhAr3a lene jaisI cIz2a hai| isI vajaha se sArA saMsAra kAyama hai| 109 strI - saMga chUTe, to ho jAe bhagavAna puruSa yadi striyoM kA saMga paMdraha dinoM ke lie chor3a de na, paMdraha dina dUra rahe, to bhagavAna jaisA ho jaaegaa| praznakartA : paMdraha dina yadi patnI se dUra cale jAe~ to ve phira zaka kareMgI hama pr| dAdAzrI : vaha kucha bhI kaho, vaha saba vakAlata hai| kitanI bhI bahasa karo to calatA hai vakAlata meM / jIteMge sahI, lekina ve ekz2ekTa pramANa nahIM haiN| hama kahate haiM, akele alaga kamare meM sone ke lie, kyA sAinsa hogA usameM ? sAinTiphika kAraNa hai isake pIche / sAlabhara alaga rahane ke bAda Apa yadi eka hI palaMga para sone jAoge to jisa dina vaha pUre dina bAhara garmI meM tapakara, jaba ghara para Ae to pasIne kI durgaMdha AegI aapko| aura strI ko bhI pasIne kI durgaMdha aaegii| durgaMdha utpanna hogii| sAtha-sAtha meM sone se durgaMdha kA patA nahIM calatA / nAka kI indriya bekAra

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110 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) ho jAtI hai| roz2a pyAz2a khAnevAle ko, sAre ghara meM pyAz2a bharI ho, phira bhI use gaMdha nahIM AtI aura jo pyAz2a nahIM khAtA, use yahA~ se do sau phITa dUra bhI pyAz2a rakhI ho to bhI gaMdha AtI hai| yAnI sAtha meM sone se nAka kI indriya khatma ho jAtI hai| varnA kyA eka sAtha so pAte! yaha pyAz2a kI bAta samajha meM AI Apako? praznakartA : A gaI, acchI trh| dAdAzrI : aisA jJAna bhI mujhe denA par3egA? Apa sabhI ko jAnanA cAhie aisA jJAna to! yaha bhI kyA mujhe batAnA par3egA? praznakartA : jaba taka Apa nahIM batAte, taba taka vaha AvaraNa nahIM haTatA, bhale hI kitanA bhI jAnatA ho, phira bhii| vacanabala se hI haTate haiM sabhI ke| DabalabeDa se duganA viSaya dAdAzrI : eka hI palaMga to hamane kabhI dekhA hI nhiiN| aura Aja to, Aja ke jamAne ke sabhI par3he-likhe loga kahate haiM, 'DabalabeDa lA dIjie beTe ke lie|' ghanacakkara, abhI se aisA sikhA rahA hai? DabalabeDa hotA hogA kahIM? vaha to 'vAilDanesa' (jaMgalIpana) ghusa gaI hai| yaha brahmacAriyoM kA deza, vAnaprasthAzrama kI pUjA karanevAlA deza! DabalabeDa kA matalaba samajha gae na Apa? praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : zAdI karavAne se pahale DabalabeDa kharIdakara lAte haiN| bApa ma~gavAtA hai, isalie beTA aisA samajhatA hai ki hamAre bApa-dAdA bhI inheM dilavAte hoNge| isalie ye hameM dilavA rahe haiN| paraMparAgata rivAja hai kyA yaha? yaha kitanI adhika hiMsA? yaha to apane mahAtmAoM se kaha sakate haiM, bAhara to nahIM bolA jA sktaa| bAhara to jo pravAha cala rahA hai usa pravAha se ulTA caleM, to vaha gunAha hai| kudaratI pravAha hai| yaha bAta to sirpha mahAtmAoM ke lie hai| yaha sApekSa bAta hai| yaha nirapekSa bAta nahIM hai| jo samajha sakeM, unhIM ke lie hai| bAhara to yaha bAta kaha hI nahIM sakate na!

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viSaya vaha pAzavatA hI 111 yaha duniyA kyA badalanevAlI hai? duniyA to apane raMga-DhaMga se hI calatI rhegii| DabalabeDa hI kharIdakara laaeNge| maiM bAhara Apatti uThAU~ to loga pAgala kaheMge, maiM Apatti uThAU~ hI nahIM na aura mujhe pAgala kaheM aisA kahU~ bhI nhiiN| balki ve yadi pUchane Ae~ ki 'hama DabalabeDa lA rahe haiM, usameM koI harja nahIM na?' to kahU~, 'nahIM bhAI, mujhe koI harja nahIM hai| thrI beDa rakho na sAtha meM, kyA harja hai usameM?' vaha to, jise yaha (jJAna kI) prApti huI hai, unake lie yaha bAta hai| isa bAre meM socA hI nahIM hai na? aisA kisI ne batAyA hI nahIM, isake lie to ulAhanA hI nahIM diyA kisI ne, samajhAyA hI nhiiN| balki ise protsAhana dete rahe ki DabalabeDa honA caahie| aisA cAhie, vaisA cAhie.... DabalabeDa kA sisTama baMda karo aura siMgala beDa kA sisTama rkho| pahale hindustAna meM koI vyakti isa taraha nahIM sotA thaa| koI bhI kSatriya nhiiN| kSatriya to bahuta pakke hote haiM lekina vaizya bhI nhiiN| brAhmaNa bhI aise nahIM sote the, eka bhI vyakti nahIM! dekho, kAla kaisA vicitra AyA hai ! apane yahA~ to ghara meM alaga rUma nahIM dete the phle| pahale to kabhI kisI dina hI patnI se bheMTa huI to huI varnA rAma terI mAyA! bar3e kuTuMba hote the yAnI saMyukta kuTuMba hote the| aura Aja to rUma to alaga haiM hI, lekina beDa bhI svataMtra, ddblbedd| yaha to bahuta sUkSma bAta nikala rahI hai| soe A~gana meM pati aura patnI kamare meM praznakartA : ApakA vAkya nikalA thA na ki puruSoM ke striyoM ke sAtha sone se, itane bar3e marda AdamI striyoM jaise ho jAte haiN| dAdAzrI : ho hI jAe~ge na! are, kahIM eka bistara meM soyA jAtA hogA! are! kaise AdamI haiM ye? usa strI kI zakti bhI naSTa ho jAtI hai aura dUsarA, usakI zakti, donoM kI zakti DiphaoNrma ho jAtI hai|

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112 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) amarIkAvAloM ke lie ThIka hai, lekina unakA dekhakara hama bhI le Ae DabalabeDa, kiMga beDa! khare puruSa kaise hote haiM ! hamAre gA~va kA eka kissA sunAtA hU~, brahmacarya kI bAta nikalI hai to| mujhe kaI acche-acche loga mile the| bacapana se hI maiM aise saMyoga lekara AyA thaa| sattara sAla ke eka prabhAvazAlI puruSa the| unakI yAdadAzta tez2a, cehare para nUra bhI kitanA thA! maiMne socA, ye itane prabhAvazAlI kaise hoMge? isameM kucha to jJAna-vAna hogA? yA to 'jJAnI' prabhAvazAlI hote haiM yA phira 'brahmacArI' kucha prabhAvazAlI hotA hai| phira mujhe lagA ki isa pATIdAra meM jJAna to nahIM ho sakatA, isalie calo patA lagAte haiM ki kyA kAraNa hai isake pIche ? ve hamAre riztedAra lagate the aura merI umra thI satraha sAla kii| ye paTela aise dikhate haiM jabaki dUsare saba paTela aise dikhate haiN| ina paTela meM kucha g2az2aba kA hai| unake beTe bhI bar3e suMdara the! eka dina maiM unake ghara gyaa| taba maiMne kahA, 'cAcA, maiM ghara jAkara AU~?' ve A~gana meM baiThe rahate the| ghara bhI thA aura A~gana bhI thA baiThane ke lie| baiThakavAlA kamarA bhI thA nayA, alg| ghara se do-sau, tInasau phuTa dUra taba ve bole, 'baiTha na ! aba yahIM cAya ma~gavA detA huuN| tU baiTha yahA~ merI cAya aaegii| tU bhI thor3I cAya piinaa|' mujhe yaha acchA lgaa| mujhe to kisI na kisI bahAne unase bAta karanI thii| taba phira maiMne pUchA, 'cAcAjI, Apa kahA~ sote haiM ?' taba kahA, 'maiM yahIM so jAtA huuN|' maiMne pUchA, 'kitane sAloM se?' taba kahA, 'jaba se zAdI kI, tabhI se yahA~ sotA huuN|' 'kyA?' maiM to cakita ho gyaa| maiMne socA, 'yaha kyA?' phira maiM z2arA gaharAI meM gayA, 'cAcAjI, mujhe isameM inTaresTa hai| z2arA batAie na? cAcIjI kabhI yahA~ AtI haiM?' ve bole, 'mahIne meM do dina bulAtA hU~, bs|' maiMne socA, 'yaha camaka kisakI? yaha teja kisa vajaha se hai? kahA~ se lAe? Apa pATIdAra ko dekho!' taba maiMne pUchA, 'Apa kyA karate haiM?' taba batAyA, 'kabhI bhI eka hI bistara meM nahIM soyA hU~ aura paiMtIsa sAla se vAnaprasthAzrama meM hI huuN| eka bistara meM yadi donoM soe~ to donoM striyA~ ho gaIM samajho, usakA

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viSaya vaha pAzavatA hI 113 saMga laga jAtA hai| aura aisA saMga mujhe nahIM lagA hai|' 'dhanya haiM cAcAjI isa umra meM bhI!' maiM to daMga raha gayA, taba se mujhe bhI yaha roga laga gyaa| isake bAda alaga bistara ke bAre meM samajhane lagA aura Ajakala to bApa beTe se kahatA hai, 'jA DabalabeDa le A, bhale hI tIna sau DaoNlara kA mile|' taba vaha aisA samajhatA hai ki 'mere pitA bhI DabalabeDa meM sote the aura mere dAdAjI bhI DabalabeDa meM hI sote hoNge|' are! dAdAjI kA thA hI nahIM aisA DabalabeDa! aisA nahIM bolanA cAhie, phira bhI dekho bolatA hU~ na? aisA nahIM bolanA cAhie na? praznakartA : kyoM nahIM? dAdAzrI : kisI ko duHkha ho sakatA hai na! aise bolate haiM, lekina hama to jJAnIpuruSa haiM isalie kisI ko duHkha nahIM hotaa| maiM kaisA bhI bolU~, phira bhI jJAnIpuruSa ko aMdara vItarAgatA rahatI hai aura rAga-dveSa nahIM hote| hameM kisI ke prati cir3ha nahIM hai, isalie hama bola sakate haiN| lekina Apa yaha samajha gae na? brahmacarya ke bAre meM pUchA isalie mujhe khullamkhulA kahanA par3A varnA maiM kahatA nahIM hU~ aisaa| praznakartA : chUTane kA jJAna hai na? phira usa zakti kA upayoga ho pAegA na kahIM aura? dAdAzrI : hA~, isalie ina sabhI se kyA kahatA hU~ ki kucha niyama rkhnaa| nahIM yAda AtA AtmA, beDarUma meM praznakartA : maiM to apanI bAta kara rahA hU~ ki jJAna lene ke bAda, niraMtara kevala yahI bhAva karatA hU~, phira bhI yaha chUTatA nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina vaha to pahale kA hisAba hai na! isalie chuTakArA nahIM ho sakatA na? praznakartA : viSaya nahIM hai lekina hU~pha ke lie| aisA hotA hai ki 'nahIM, sAtha meM hI sonA hai|'

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114 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) dAdAzrI : nahIM, aisA nahIM hai lekina vaha to, yaha jo hisAba hai na, vaha hisAba sArA cukatA ho rahA hai| hA~, hisAba cuka gayA, aisA kaba kahA jAegA? sAtha meM soe~, lekina vaha saba acchA nahIM lage, aMdara acchA nahIM lage aura sonA par3e, taba hisAba cuka jAtA hai! praznakartA : khuda ko pasaMda hai, lekina aMdara se prajJAzakti athavA samajha cetAvanI detI hai| dAdAzrI : mana ko bhale hI pasaMda ho, lekina Apako pasaMda hai? Apako samajha meM AyA na, ki yaha bhUla kahA~ hai, kaisI huI hai ? aura bhUla miTAnI to hogI na? jo prArabdha meM ho vaha bhugatanA, lekina bhUla to miTAnI par3egI na? bhUla nahIM miTAnI par3egI? ____ are bhAI, 'beDarUma' to nahIM banAne haiN| vaha to, eka hI rUma meM saba sAtha meM so jAnA aura beDarUma to saMsArI jaMjAla! yaha to beDarUma banAkara pUrI rAta saMsAra ke jaMjAla meM par3A rahatA hai| AtmA kI bAta to kahA~ se yAda AegI? beDarUma meM AtmA kI bAta yAda AtI hogI? manuSyapana kho dete haiN| sAre brahmAMDa ko hilA deM aise loga, dekho na, yaha dazA to dekho! yaha hIna dazA dekho| Apa samajhe merI bAta? viSayabhoga ke are, kaise pariNAma! AtmA meM kitanI zakti hogI? anaMta zaktiyA~ haiM AtmA meN| lekina sArI zaktiyA~ AvRta huI par3I haiN| jaba Apa 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa jAte ho, taba ve AvaraNa haTA dete haiM aura ApakI zaktiyA~ khila uThatI haiN| bhItara sukha bhI apAra hai, phira bhI viSayoM meM sukha khojate haiN| are! viSaya meM sukha hotA hogA kahIM? ina kuttoM ko bhI yadi khAnA-pInA diyA ho na, to ve bhI bAhara nahIM jaate| ye becAre to bhUkha ke kAraNa bAhara ghUmate rahate haiN| ye manuSya sArA dina khAkara ghUmate rahate haiN| manuSyoM kA bhUkha kA du:kha miTA hai to unheM viSayoM kI bhUkha lagI hai| manuSya meM se pazu banane ko ho, tabhI taka viSaya hai| lekina jo manuSya meM se paramAtmA bananevAlA hai usameM viSaya nahIM hotaa|

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viSaya vaha pAzavatA hI viSaya to jAnavaroM kI 'koDa laigveja' (sAMketika bhASA) hai, pAzavatA hai, 'phullI' (pUrNa) pAzavatA hai / ataH vaha to honI hI nahIM caahie| 115 praznakartA : viSayadoSa se jo karmabaMdhana hotA hai, usakA svarUpa kaisA hotA hai ? dAdAzrI : jAnavara ke svarUpa kA / viSayapada hI jAnavara pada hai| pahale to hindustAna meM nirviSayI viSaya thA / yAnI eka putradAna taka kA hI viSaya thaa| ataH yaha moha hai, abhAnatA hai / yaha to hama bAta kara rahe haiM, varnA aisI bAta koI karegA nahIM na ? aisA kaheM tabhI to vairAgya utpanna hogA na logoM meM ! praznakartA : vairAgya Tike aisA koI niyama hai ? dAdAzrI : vairAgya Tike taba to kAma hI nikala le| binA vicAra ke vairAgya nahIM Tika sakatA / niraMtara vicArazIla ho usI kA vairAgya TikatA hai| kahatA hai, 'maiM bhoga rahA hU~', 'are ! isameM kyA bhogane jaisA hai ?' jAnavaroM ko bhI zarma AtI hai isameM to ! bhogane se hI yaha saba bhUla jAtA hai phira / kartA-bhoktA huA ki sArA upadeza hI bhUla jAtA hai / kartA - bhoktA nahIM huA to sArA upadeza use dhyAna meM rahatA hai / tabhI vairAgya TikegA na ? varnA vairAgya TikegA hI nahIM na ! pUrI duniyA brahmacarya ko eksepTa karatI hai| phira jinase brahmacarya pAlana nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, vaha alaga bAta hai / abrahmacarya to manuSya meM rahI huI pAzavatA hai| hara eka jagaha para abrahmacarya ko pAzavatA mAnA gayA hai| isalie to dina meM abrahmacarya ke lie manA kiyA gayA hai, kyoMki vaha pAzavI upacAra hai / isIlie rAta ko, aMdhere meM, koI dekhe nahIM, jAne nahIM, khuda kI A~kheM bhI nahIM dekheM, usa taraha kiyA jAtA hai| manuSya ko to kyA yaha saba zobhA detA hai ? isalie to logo ne aisA rakhA hai ki viSaya kA sevana rAta ke a~dhere meM hI kiyA jAnA caahie| sUryanArAyaNa kI upasthiti meM yadi viSaya sevana karoge to hArTaphela ke AsAra paidA hoNge|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) hAI blaDaprezara yA lo blaDaprezara ho jAegA aura hArTaphela ho jAegA / viSaya a~dhere meM sevana karane kI cIz2a hai| likhA hai na ki, 'chipe rakhane par3ate haiM jo kaam|' yAnI yaha viSaya kaisI cIz2a hai ? gupta rakhanI par3atI hai / kisI se kahA bhI nahIM jA sakatA / phira bhI zAstrakAroM ne alAu kiyA hai ki sabhI kI upasthiti meM zAdI karate ho, isalie haqadAra ho / 1 kitanA zarmanAka ? praznakartA: dAdAjI brahmacarya para z2yAdA z2ora dete haiM aura abrahmacarya ke prati tiraskAra dikhAte haiM / lekina aisA karane se to sRSTi meM manuSyoM kI saMkhyA bhI kama ho jAegI, isa bAre meM ApakA kyA abhiprAya hai ? 116 dAdAzrI : itane sAre oNparezana karane se bhI saMsAra kama nahIM ho rahA hai to brahmacarya pAlana karane se kyA kama hogA ? saMsAra ghaTAne ke lie to oNparezana karavAte haiM, lekina phira bhI nahIM ghaTatA hai na! brahmacarya to bahuta bar3A sAdhana hai| praznakartA : lekina use 'tiraskAra huA' nahIM kahA jAegA ? dAdAzrI : tiraskAra nahIM khlaaegaa| praznakartA : yaha jo 'naicurala prosesa' (prAkRtika prakriyA) hai| usakA hama tiraskAra kara rahe haiM, aisA nahIM kahA jAegA ? dAdAzrI : naicurala prosesa nahIM hai, yaha to pAzavatA hai| naicurala prosesa nahIM hai, manuSya meM yadi naicurala prosesa hotA, to brahmacarya pAlana rahatA hI nahIM na! ye jAnavara becAre brahmacarya kA pAlana karate haiN| sirpha sIz2ana meM hI paMdraha-bIsa dinoM ke lie viSaya, phira kucha bhI nahIM / yaha to hamezA viSaya, to pazu hI haiM na, manuSya pazu hI bana gae haiM na! isalie yaha kahanA par3a rahA hai na mujhe ! tabhI to yaha oparezana karane kI naubata AI na ! kisI gAya-bhaiMsa kA oparezana karane kI naubata AI hai kabhI ? inakI to AbAdI nahIM bar3he isalie nasabaMdI karane lage haiM, manuSyoM

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viSaya vaha pAzavatA hI 117 kii| pahale bailoM kI nasabaMdI karate the, Aja manuSyoM kI nasabaMdI kara rahe haiN| kitanI zarmanAka bAta hai? ye nasabaMdI karavAte haiM na, vaha galata hai| nasabaMdI karavAte haiM kyA loga? sarakAra kyA kahatI hai, nasabaMdI karavAie? praznakartA : hA~ jii| kahate haiM karavAie aura loga khuda jAkara karavAte haiN| dAdAzrI : sarakAra kahatI hai eka, do aura tiin| hama do hamAre do aura bAkI saba nasabaMdI! hama kyA kahate haiM ki cAra bacce ho jAe~, lekina usake bAda bhI brahmacarya pAlana kara na, aura saMsAra meM strI ke sAtha rahate hue bhI brahmacarya, yAnI kyA? ki mahIne meM cAra dina yA pA~ca dina ThIka hai, yAnI bAraha mahIne meM pacAsa yA sATha dina hue| lekina yaha to subaha huI, zAma huI, aura yahI dhNdhaa| phira patnI savAra ho jAtI hai| kucha logoM kI patnI to unase 'Ajiz2I' karavAtI hai| puruSa mA~ga karate haiM, viSaya kI bhIkha mA~gate haiM ye hindustAna ke loga, RSi-muniyoM ke putra / zarma Ae aisI cIz2a hai| viSaya kI bhIkha mA~gate haiM, Apako nahIM lagatA? yaha zarmanAka nahIM lagatA? praznakartA : zarmanAka hI hai| buddhizAlI bhI patnI ke sAmane buddha dAdAzrI : aura ye to mue roz2a jhagar3ate haiN| roz2a viSaya meM, jaise kuttA ho aura kucha to patnI se viSaya kI mA~ga karate haiM, 'bIvI, Apa yaha do na!' are mue! patnI se mA~ga kI? tUne yaha kaisI khoja kI? dekho na, ye pAzavatA ho gaI hai| bar3e-bar3e aphasara, yAnI saba pAzavatA ho gaI hai| hameM kyA aisA zobhA detA hai ? viSaya karate samaya, abhI yadi koI bar3A sAhaba viSaya kara rahA ho, usa samaya phoTo leM to phoTo kaisA dikhegA? bar3e sAhaba ko dikhAe~ to? praznakartA : ghRNA ho aisaa| dAdAzrI : to phira aise zarma nahIM aatii| khuda kA phoTo nahIM dikhAI

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) detA ki maiM kutte jaisA hU~ yA gadhe jaisA hU~? aisI zarma nahIM AtI khuda ko ? yoM to parsanAliTIvAlA aphasara hotA hai, jisake Age bAhara sabhI tA-tA-thaI-thaI karate haiM, lekina viSaya bhogate samaya to vaha jAnavara jaisA hI bana jAtA hai na! anya kisI cIz2a meM jAnavara nahIM banatA, zarAba meM bhI vaha jAnavara nahIM banatA / 118 phira bhI striyoM kA tiraskAra nahIM karanA hai, strI kA doSa nahIM hai| yaha to ApakI vAsanAoM kA doSa hai / strI kA tiraskAra nahIM karanA caahie| striyA~ to deviyA~ haiM / viSaya ke prati tiraskAra nahIM hai, vAsanA para tiraskAra hai aura yaha vAsanA phira dekhA-dekhI se hai ! praznakartA : pazu to bhogapradhAna haiM, isalie karate haiM, lekina manuSya to vicAravAna haiM, phira bhI aisI sthiti hai ! dAdAzrI : lekina pazu jaise bhI guNa nahIM rhe| pazu to niyama meM hote haiN| jaba kudaratI saMyoga A milate haiM, taba pazu meM pAzavatA utpanna hotI hai| lekina ina manuSyoM meM to nitya pAzavatA hai / manuSya meM manuSyatva rahA hI kahA~ hai? aura pazuoM meM chala-kapaTa kucha bhI nahIM hotA na, yaha to niraMtara chala-kapaTa kA hI zikAra honA, niraMtara chala-kapaTa / ve strI- -puruSa ke jo bhoga the, vaha satyuga - dvApara meM kucha, thor3A kAla tretA kA bhI, usake bAda khatma ho gayA, 'sinsiyariTI gaoNna' / praznakartA : to yaha kAla kA prabhAva hai ? dAdAzrI : kAla kA prabhAva / praznakartA : to phira manuSya usameM kyA kara sakatA hai ? dAdAzrI : manuSya kyA kara sakatA hai, matalaba ? manuSya ko samajhanA caahie| praznakartA : aisI samajhadArI kI dRSTi kholanevAlA koI cAhie na ? dAdAzrI : hA~, cAhie /

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viSaya vaha pAzavatA hI 119 viSaya ke saMbaMdha meM kisI ne socA hI nahIM, lokasaMjJA se| usake bAda usameM kyA-kyA doSa haiM, yaha dekhA hI nahIM kisI jagaha pr| jitanA doSa duniyA meM kisI aura cIz2a meM nahIM hogA, utanA doSa abrahmacarya meM hai| lekina jAnate hI nahIM hoM to kyA ho sakatA hai ? yahI lokasaMjJA calI AI hai, pAzavatA kI hii| jaisA pazu meM bhI nahIM hotA, manuSyoM kI vaha lIlA dekhakara acaraja hI hogA na! dakSiNa meM Ama ke bArahamAsI per3a hote haiM, kerala meN| usameM bAraha mahInoM, eka DAla isa mahIne meM, dUsarI DAla dUsare mahIne meM, tIsarI DAla tIsare mahIne meM Ama detI rahatI hai| isI taraha ye loga bArahamAsI haiM na, abrahmacarya meM! kyA pazuoM kI taraha mahInebhara ke lie haiM yA paMdraha dina ke lie hI haiM? praznakartA : isa para kisI ne socA hI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : bhAna hI nahIM hai isa cIz2a kaa| phira bhI prakRti baMdhI huI ho to zAdI karanA aura zAdI ke bAda bhI mahIne meM do-tIna bAra honA caahie| sirpha itane samaya taka hI, RSimunioM jaisA honA caahie| phira pUrI z2iMdagI mitratApUrvaka rheN| pahale zurUAta meM zAdI hote hI do-tIna sAla z2arA paricaya rahe, vaha bhI kitanA paricaya? manthalI korsa ke bAda pUre mahIne meM pA~ca hI dina, usake bAda nhiiN| pratyeka manthalI korsa ke bAda, eka-do putra yA putrI ho gae, usake bAda sadA ke lie bNd| phira vaha dRSTi hI nhiiN| kaise the ve RSi-muni eka putradAna kI to avazya z2arUrata hai, jise moha hai usake lie| galata nahIM hai, cir3ha rakhane jaisI cIz2a nahIM hai| lekina jo loga isameM sukha mAna baiThe haiM, vaha eka pAzavatA hai| pazu kabhI bhI isameM sukha nahIM maante| varnA unake yahA~ kahA~ koI pulisavAlA hai yA koI bAdhaka hai? koI manA karatA hai ? lekina hai unheM koI jhaMjhaTa? sAtha meM hI ghUmate-phirate haiM, lekina jhaMjhaTa nahIM hai na? ye to manuSya meM Ae aura jaMgalI rhe| hindustAna meM

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120 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) to kahIM aise pAzavI karma hote hoMge? kaise RSi-muniyoM kA deza! pUrI jiMdagI meM eka saMtAna dete the, vaha bhI bhikSA ke rUpa meM, patnI bhikSA mA~gatI aura ve dete the| bs| utanI hI, eka hI saMtAna ! dekho, unakI dazA to dekho! rAta-dina viSaya ke hI vicAra Ate rahate haiM! kaise hoMge RSi-mani? sayAne nahIM hoMge? unheM kyA viSaya pasaMda nahIM hogA? viSaya to jAnavaroM ko bhI pasaMda nahIM hai, isalie ve becAre, jaba unakA samaya AtA hai, utane samaya ke lie hI ve uttejanA anubhava karate haiM aura vaha bhI phira kudarata kI preraNA se, unakI khuda kI preraNA hotI hI nahIM! viSaya-vikAra to jAnavaroM meM bhI haiN| vaha phira bhrAMti nahIM hai, vaha niyama se hai| usakA samaya Ae, tbhii| bAkI, ye manuSya to jAnavara se bhI gae bIte haiN| unakA to roz2a yahI tUphAna hotA hai| nIyata hI yhii| aba viSaya-vikAra kA matalaba kyA hai ? jisa viSaya se saMtAna paidA nahIM hotI, vaha viSaya saMDAsa kahalAtA hai| brahmacArI yAnI manuSya ke rUpa meM devatA hI praznakartA : viSaya-vikAra meM se mukti kaise pAe~ ? dAdAzrI : Apa mukti pAnA cAho to maiM kara duuNgaa| lekina anya logoM ke lie to kudarata taiyArI kara hI rahI hai| jo sudhArane se nahIM sudharate, ve kaise sudhareMge? ve hArakara sudhreNge| vaha jarjara banA degaa| kudarata thor3e samaya meM unheM aisA jarjara banA degI ki yahA~ mere samajhAne se yadi sudhara gae to ThIka hai, varnA jarjara banAnevAle to taiyAra haiM hI piiche| isa brahmacarya kI koI qImata hogI na? abrahmacarya meM kyA gunAha hai, yaha logoM ke dhyAna meM hai hI nahIM aura maiM kahIM sAdhu banane ko nahIM kaha rahA huuN| saMsArI rahakara brahmacarya kA pAlana kro| aura saMsArI rahakara jo brahmacarya pAlana nahIM karate, vaha pAzavatA hI hai| sareAma, khulI pAzavatA hai| opana pAzavatA! yaha to kevala roMga mAnyatA ke kAraNa hI yaha saba ghara kara gayA hai| bAkI, eka-do baccoM kI AzA rakhane jitanA hI ho to paryApta hai yh|

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viSaya vaha pAzavatA hI 121 varnA manuSya meM viSaya nahIM hotA, vaha bhI ucca jAtiyoM meM! nimna jAti meM hotA hai, jahA~ mehanata-majadUrI karanI hotI hai, jahA~ trAsa hai, vahA~ hotA hai| ucca jAtiyoM meM to saMyama honA caahie| viSaya kA vicAra hI nahIM AnA caahie| jaba taka pAzavatA hai, taba taka viSaya ke vicAra Ae bagaira nahIM rhte| manuSya meM pazutA hai, taba taka vicAra Ate haiN| pazutA gaI ki vicAra calA jaaegaa| brahmacaryavAloM ko to jahA~ dekho, vahA~ unheM brahmacarya hI rahatA hai, viSaya se saMbaMdhita vicAra hI nahIM aataa| brahmacarya meM AyA yAnI devasthiti meM aayaa| manuSyoM meM devatA! kyoMki pAzavatA gii| pAzavatA jAne para devatA jaisI sthiti utpanna ho jAtI hai| jaba taka brahmacarya nahIM AyA, taba taka pAzavatA hai, choTe prakAra kii| manuSyoM meM hI pAzavatA hai| viSaya gayA to zIlavAna khlaaegaa| isalie yaha vyavasthA kI gaI, lekina usakA to sArA artha hI bigar3a gyaa| yadi eka hI putradAna kiyA ho (utanA hI viSaya ho) to usakA jo prema hai vaha pUrI jiMdagI TikatA hai, apa-DAuna hue binA! ina logoM ke bhI eka putra aura eka putrI do hI hote haiN| lekina ina logoM ne to oNparezana nAma kA eka thiyeTara hI khola diyA hai| usa thiyeTara meM hI khelate rahate haiN| isalie RSi-muniyoM meM phira lar3AI-jhagar3e kucha nahIM hote the, mitrtaa| mitra kI taraha rahate the aura putra-putrI kA lAlanapAlana karate the| aura inake lie to hamezA viSaya hii| aba hamezA rahanevAle viSaya meM kyA jhaMjhaTa hotA hai ? ki eka ko bhUkha lagI hai aura dUsare ko nhiiN| jise nahIM lagI hai, vaha kahatI hai ki mujhe nahIM jmegaa| aba dUsarA kahegA, mujhe bhUkha lagI hai, calA ldd'aaii-jhgdd'aa| ye hI lar3AI-jhagar3e haiM saare| varnA jiMdagIbhara mitratApUrvaka itanA suMdara rahe! eka-dUsare ke prati sinsiyara rheNge| pUre dina koI kleza nahIM, kica-kica nhiiN| sArI kica-kica viSaya ke kAraNa hai|

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[8] brahmacarya kA mUlya, spaSTavedana - Atmasukha akrama mArga meM brahmacarya kA sthAna kitanA? praznakartA : yaha jJAna milane ke bAda, dAdA kA jJAna milane ke bAda brahmacarya kI AvazyakatA rahatI hai yA nahIM? dAdAzrI : brahmacarya kI AvazyakatA to jo pAlana kara sake, usake lie hai, aura jo pAlana nahIM kara sake usake lie nahIM hai| yadi Avazyaka hI hotA taba to brahmacarya-pAlana nahIM karanevAloM ko sArI rAta nIMda hI nahIM AtI ki aba to hamArA mokSa calA jaaegaa| abrahmacarya galata hai, aisA jAna le to bhI bahuta ho gyaa| aisA hai na, isa bAta kA khulAsA Aja kara diyaa| brahmacarya aura abrahmacarya meM se Avazyaka kyA hai ? usakA rUTa kaoNz2a kyA hai? vaha kisI ko patA nahIM cala sake, aisI cIz2a hai| yAnI yaha rUTa kaoNz2a maiMne Apako batA diyaa| yaha jo rUTa kaoNz2a hai, vaha maulika hai| praznakartA : bauddhika viSayoM kI ramaNatA to rahegI hI na? dAdAzrI : hama strI se saMbaMdhita ramaNatA kA virodha karate haiN| eka tarapha abrahmacarya cala rahA ho aura dUsarI tarapha jJAnIpuruSa ko bhale hI kitanA bhI deha samarpita kiyA ho, lekina yadi strI kI deha ke prati rAga hai to isakA matalaba khuda kI deha para bhI utanA hI rAga hai| ata: arpaNatA utanI kaccI hI rhegii| madara, phAdara, bhAI, bahana para ke prati jo rAga hai use hama rAga nahIM kahate kyoMki usa rAga meM utanA tanmayAkAra nahIM hotaa|

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brahmacarya kA mUlya, spaSTavedana Atmasukha jabaki strI viSaya meM to itanA adhika tanmayAkAra ho jAtA hai, yAnI aMdara itanA adhika kho jAtA hai ki use hilAne para bhI patA nahIM calatA / 123 bAkI vAstavika brahmacarya arthAt AtmacaryA meM hI apanA upayoga aura pudgala arthAt viSayacaryA meM upayoga nahIM / yAnI sirpha AtmaramaNatA, pudgala ramaNatA nhiiN| anya pudgala ramaNatA utanI bAdhaka nahIM hai lekina viSaya se saMbaMdhita pudgala ramaNatA to TheTha AtmA kA anubhava bhI nahIM karane detii| praznakartA : philaoNsaphara aisA kahate haiM ki seksa ko dabAne se vikRta ho jAte haiN| svAsthya ke lie seksa z2arUrI hai| dAdAzrI : unakI bAta sahI hai, lekina ajJAnI ko seksa kI z2arUrata hai varnA zarIra ko AghAta lgegaa| jo brahmacarya kI bAta ko samajhate haiM unheM seksa kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, aura ajJAnI vyakti ko yadi brahmacarya ke lie bAdhya kiyA jAe to usakA zarIra TUTa jAegA, khatma ho jaaegaa| praznakartA : lekina jise samakita prApta nahIM huA hai, yadi vaha brahmacarya kA mahatva samajhe to use bhI parezAnI nahIM AegI na ? dAdAzrI : brahmacarya kA mahatva vaha jJAnI ke sivA yA zAstra ke AdhAra ke sivA samajha hI nahIM sakatA / praznakartA : to ye sabhI sAdhu jo brahmacarya pAlana karate haiM, vaha ? dAdAzrI : vahA~ unheM zAstra kA AdhAra hai / koI bhI AdhAra honA caahie| isalie ye bAharavAle loga yadi aisA karane jAe~..., dabAne se to vikRta ho jaaegaa| brahmacarya hitakArI hai - vaha kaise, kisa dRSTi se, vaha pUrNarUpa se samajha lenA par3egA, usakA artha yaha nahIM hai ki use dabAnA hai| varnA svAsthya bigar3a jAegA / aura kucha nahIM lekina svAsthya pUrI taraha se khatma ho jaaegaa| praznakartA : seksa nahIM dabAnA cAhie varnA roga ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : roga ho jAtA hai, yaha bAta sahI hai| use aise nahIM dabAnA

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124 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) hai| rAz2I-khuzI se upavAsa karane meM harja nahIM hai, bhUkha ko dabAne meM harja hai| haThAgraha karane meM harja hai| praznakartA : to abrahmacarya bhI necara (kudarata) ke kAnUna ke viruddha hai na? dAdAzrI : abrahmacarya necara ke viruddha nahIM hai| abrahmacarya meM normeliTI honI cAhie phir| abrahmacarya meM normeliTI cUkane ke bAda necara ke viruddha kahA jaaegaa| abrahmacarya kI normeliTI kise kaheMge? eka patnIvrata honA caahie| phira usakA anupAta kyA honA cAhie ki mahIne meM ATha dina yA phira cAra dina, vaha usakA anupaat| phira Apako turaMta hI phala milegaa| necara ApakA virodha nahIM kregaa| praznakartA : necara ke viruddha jAne kA udAharaNa dIjie na? dAdAzrI : ye hama jo rasabhare Ama khAte haiM vaha naicurala hai, lekina yadi z2yAdA mAtrA meM khA leM to vaha annaicurala hai| nahIM khAo to vaha bhI annaicurala hai! anupAta se z2yAdA khAo to vaha saba paoNiz2ana hai| vaha anupAta sahI mAtrA meM honA caahie| necara anupAta ko sahI mAtrA meM rakhanA cAhatA hai| praznakartA : pazuoM ko to kudaratI helpa hai na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, unakA calaNa (niyaMtraNa, sattAdhIza, khuda ke adhIna rakhanA) kudaratI hI hai| unakA khuda kA calaNa hai hI nhiiN| yaha to logoM ko aisA kucha bhAna nahIM hai| ina kaliyuga ke manuSyoM se to ye jAnavara acche haiM ki niyama meM rahate haiN| kaliyuga ke manuSyoM ke to niyama hI nahIM haiM na! praznakartA : aisA kaise huA ki jAnavara niyama meM haiM aura manuSya niyama meM nahIM haiM? dAdAzrI : jAnavaroM meM to kudaratI hai na! isalie niyama meM hI rahate haiN| sirpha ye manuSya hI buddhizAlI haiN| isalie inhoMne hI yaha sArI khojabIna

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brahmacarya kA mUlya, spaSTavedana Atmasukha kI hai| phira itra lagAte haiM, sugaMdhI lekara durgaMdha ko TAlate haiN| lekina aise to kahIM durgaMdha jAtI hogI? ye jAnavara bhI duScAritravAle nahIM hote| jAnavara bhI cAritravAle hote haiM / praznakartA : vaha kaise ? dAdAzrI : jAnavaroM meM to kisI khAsa sIz2ana meM hI viSaya hotA hai aura ina manuSyoM meM to sIz2ana-vIz2ana kA koI ThikAnA hI nahIM hai| manuSya to jAnavaroM se bhI gae - guz2are haiN| jAnavaroM meM to koI avaguNa hai hI nhiiN| sabhI avaguNoM kA bhaMDAra ho to vaha hai, ye manuSya ! cAritra mukhya cIz2a hai| cAritra ke AdhAra para to manuSya bhI devatA kahalAtA hai / loga kahate haiM na ki ye devatA jaise AdamI haiM / jJAniyoM kA brahmacarya praznakartA : to brahmacarya necara ke viruddha huA na ? dAdAzrI : hA~, brahmacarya to necara ke viruddha hI hai na! 125 praznakartA : to phira jagat meM brahmacaryavrata liyA jAtA hai, diyA jAtA hai, vaha kisalie ? dAdAzrI : vaha to, pUrvabhava meM jo bhAva kie the, usakA phala hai 1 praznakartA : vaha kaise patA calegA ki hamane pUrva meM bhAva kie haiM ? dAdAzrI : aisA to zAyada hI koI vyakti hogA, karor3oM meM ekAdha koI hogaa| z2yAdA hote nahIM haiM na! ina sAdhu-mahArAjoM ko kisalie vairAgya AtA hogA ? praznakartA : pUrvabhava meM bhAva kiyA hogA isalie / dAdAzrI : isalie hama kyA kahanA cAhate haiM ki z2abaradastI brahmacarya pAlana mata karanA, brahmacarya kI bhAvanA karanA / brahmacarya to bhAvanA kA phala hai| bAkI, ye sAdhu jo brahmacarya kA pAlana karate haiM vaha bhAvanA ke phala svarUpa hai| usameM unakI jAgRti hai, aisA nahIM mAnA jAegA / jAgRti to

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) jJAnIpuruSoM ne pUrva meM bhAvanA nahIM kI ho, phira bhI abrahmacarya ke sAgara meM ve khuda brahmacarya rakha sakate haiM / vaha jAgRti kahalAtI hai| agni meM hAtha DAlanA hai aura jalanA nahIM hai, jJAnIpuruSa kA brahmacarya usa jaisA kahalAtA hai / ina tyAgiyoM kA brahmacarya, vaha to bhAvanA kA phala hai / vAstava meM to bhagavAna ne yahI kahA hai ki sabakucha bhAvanAoM kA hI phala hai / lekina Aqhira meM jAgRti kI z2arUrata to par3egI ! jAgRta hue bagaira nahIM calegA / khuda ne bhogA yA bhoga liyA gayA 126 jahA~ koI bhI UparI (baoNsa, varISTha ) nahIM hai, jahA~ koI bhI anDarahainDa nahIM hai, vahI mokSa kahalAtA hai / jahA~ kisI bhI prakAra kA burA iphekTa nahIM hai, paramAnaMda, niraMtara paramAnaMda, sanAtana sukha meM rahanA, vahI mokSa kahalAtA hai| ise to sukha kaha hI nahIM sakate / yadi koI zarAbI AdamI aisA kahe ki maiM pUre hindustAna kA rAjA hU~, to hama nahIM samajha jAe~ge ki yaha to zarAba ke naze meM bola rahA hai ? usI prakAra isa bhrAMti kI vajaha se use isameM sukha mahasUsa hotA hai / viSaya meM kahIM sukha hotA hogA ? sukha to bhItara hai, lekina yaha to bAhara dUsaroM meM Aropa karate haiM isalie vahA~ para sukha mahasUsa hotA hai / bhrAMtirasa se yaha saba khar3A ho gayA hai / bhrAMtirasa yAnI kyA ki kuttA jisa taraha haDDI cUsatA hai, vaha Apane dekhA hai ? haDDI para jo thor3A-bahuta mA~sa lagA huA ho vaha to mAno mila gayA, lekina aba usake bAda bhI kyoM cUsa rahA hai ? haDDI to lohe kI taraha maz2abUta hotI hai phira khUba dabAe na taba kyA hotA hai, ki usake masUr3e dabate haiM aura phira unameM se khUna nikalatA hai| kuttA samajhatA hai vaha khUna haDDI meM se nikala rahA hai, isalie vApasa khUba cabA-cabAkara haDDI cUsatA hai / are ! tU terA hI khUna cUsa rahA hai / yaha saMsAra bhI isI taraha cala rahA hai| isI taraha ye loga bhI haDDiyA~ hI cUsa rahe haiM aura khuda kA hI khUna cakha rahe haiN| se batAo, aba kitanI musIbata hai ! usI taraha pUrA jagat viSaya meM sukha khoja rahA hai / kutte kI taraha viSaya meM se sukha khoja rahA hai, phira kaise sukha prApta ho ? saccI cIz2a hogI to usameM se sukha milegaa| yaha

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brahmacarya kA mUlya, spaSTavedana - Atmasukha 127 sArA to kalpita sukha haiM, Aropita sukha haiN| kar3I dhUpa meM atyaMta thakA huA AdamI, jaba babUla kI chA~va meM baiThe na, to kahegA mujhe bahuta hI AnaMda AyA thaa| viSaya sukha bhI vaisA hI AnaMda hai| AnaMda to nirupAdhi (bAhya duHkharahita) pada kA honA caahie| ye sAre AnaMda tulanAtmaka haiN| manuSya thakA huA ho, kar3I dhUpa se trasta ho, usake bAda yadi use kaheM ki, 'babala kI chA~va meM ThIka lagegA?' taba kahegA, 'bahuta acchA lgegaa|' aba isa AnaMda ko AnaMda kaheMge hI kaise? / logoM ne viSaya meM sukha mAnA hai| usI prakAra khuda ne bhI isameM sukha mAna liyA hai| isameM bilkula bhI sukha mAnane jaisA nahIM hai| jJAnI kI saMjJA se dekhe to isameM nirA duHkha hai| isalie usakI to bAta hI karane jaisI nahIM hai, usakI bAta kI jAe to bhI manuSya vairAgya le le| 'jJAnIpuruSa' se yadi kabhI brahmacarya se saMbaMdhita bAteM sune to vairAgya hI le le| yadi viSaya kA pUrI taraha se varNana kiyA jAe to manuSya sunate hI pAgala ho jaae| itanA jokhimavAlA hai vh| jise AMtarika sukha hai, vaha abrahmacarya karegA hI nhiiN| ye to AMtarika duHkha ke kAraNa abrahmacarya karate haiN| jagat ke logoM ne kahA, 'paraspara devo bhvH'| are, lekina kaba taka paraspara? ataH jo nirAlaMba sukha hai usakI to bAta hI alaga hai na! are! zuddhAtmA kA jo sukha hai usakI bhI bAta alaga hI hai na! 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' kahA ki bAhara ke sAre vicAra cale jAte haiN| jise 'zuddhAtmA meM hI sakha hai', aisA yathArtha rUpa se samajha meM A jAe, use viSaya meM sukha nahIM lgegaa| puNya se sabhI indriyasukha milate haiN| usameM phira kapaTa khar3A ho jAtA hai, bhogane kI lAlasA kI vajaha se kapaTa khar3A ho jAtA hai aura kapaTa se saMsAra khar3A hai| jaba taka viSaya hai, taba taka vaha, yaha Atmasukha hai aura yaha paudgalika sukha hai, isakA bheda samajhane nahIM degaa| viSaya-rasa gAravatA 'jagat AkhU gAravatA mAM re prabhu rahyaM che phasI ?' aba loga gAravatA kise kahate haiM?

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128 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) praznakartA : ahaMkAra rUpI gAravatA (saMsArI sukha kI ThaMDaka meM par3e rahane kI icchA)? dAdAzrI : vaha gAravatA nahIM khlaatii| ahaMkAravAlA to hiTalara jaise karma bhI karatA hai aura dharmAdA jaise ucca kArya bhI karatA hai| lekina yaha gAravatA yAnI kyA? ki jisameM saMpUrNa manuSyapana kA sArA samaya nirarthaka hI gavA~ denaa| aisI gAravatA Apane nahIM dekhI hai? gAravatA yAnI kyA ki kisI mila ke sAmane rAste ke pAsa tAlAba jaisA gaDDhA bharA par3A ho, aura usameM haradama pAnI bharA rahatA ho| vaha gaMdA pAnI phira bahuta badabU mAratA hai| yaha pAnI vahA~ hamezA bharA rahatA hai, isalie pAnI meM do-do, tIna-tIna phITa kIcar3a hotA hai| to garmI ke dinoM meM bhaiMsa kyA karatI hai ? bhaiMsa kA svabhAva bahuta garama, isalie usase dopahara kI garmI sahana nahIM hotI, isalie phira jaba vaha aisA gaDDhA dekhatI hai, taba usameM jAkara dhappa se baiTha jAtI hai| baiThate hI sArA kIcar3a usake pUre badana para laga jAtA hai| phira bhaiMsa kyA karatI hai ki sirpha apanA mu~ha hI pAnI se bAhara rakhatI hai aura sArA zarIra kIcar3a meM DUbA rahe, aise rakhatI hai| kIcar3a meM use phrIz2a jaisA lagatA rahatA hai| aba isameM badabU kI to use samajha hI nahIM hai| aise acche-bure kI use samajha to hai hI, lekina badabU kI use paravAha nahIM hotii| vaha to basa kIcar3a kI ThaMDaka meM se nikalatI hI nhiiN| aba usake mAlika ko tIna baje usakI z2arUrata ho, taba mAlika Akara kahatA hai ki, 'cala, cala bAhara nikl|' lekina vaha nahIM aatii| phira ghAsa kA gaTThara lAkara dikhAtA hai phira bhI bhaiMsa kAna hilAkara dekhatI z2arUra hai, lekina phira kucha bhI nhiiN| aisA phrIz2a chor3akara vaha kyA bAhara AegI? phira vaha mAlika samajha jAtA hai ki ise koI lAlaca dU~ tabhI AegI, varnA nahIM aaegii| use ThaMDaka ho gaI hai, isalie aba yaha nahIM utthegii| phira vaha binaule kI TokarI lekara AtA hai| usameM dUsarI sabhI cIjeM bhI DAlI hotI haiM aura bhaiMsa ko dikhAkara kahatA hai ki, 'le, le, le'| bhaiMsa udhara dekhatI hai lekina phira bhI use TokarI kI kucha par3I hI nahIM hotii|

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brahmacarya kA mUlya, spaSTavedana Atmasukha aisI phrIz2a jaisI ThaMDaka use aura kahA~ mile ? usI prakAra, isa jagat ke loga viSayoM kI phrIz2a jaisI ThaMDaka meM par3e hue haiN| viSayarUpI gAravatA hai, usameM par3e hue haiN| vaha kIcar3a nirI badabU mAratA hai, mAlika TokarI meM acchA khAnA detA hai, phira bhI vahA~ para use yaha khAnA acchA nahIM lagatA / isa gAravatA meM sArA jagat pha~sA huA hai| bhale hI pha~se hue hoM / pha~se haiM, usameM parezAnI nahIM hai| kitanI muddata ke lie pha~se haiM usameM bhI parezAnI nahIM hai, lekina Aja se nakkI to karanA cAhie na ki aba yaha nahIM cAhie / kabhI bhI nahIM / sadA usake virodhI to rahanA cAhie na ? varnA yadi donoM ekamata ho gae, aMdara-bAhara ekamata ho gayA ki khatma ho gayA / ApameM kitanA ekamata hotA hai ? yA alaga rahatA hai? praznakartA : alaga rahatA hai I 129 dAdAzrI : hamezA ? mujhe nahIM lagatA ki ye zUravIra alaga raha pAe~, aise haiM ! ina zUravIroM kI kyA bisAta ki jinakI jAgRti maMda ho cukI hai! varnA viSaya to khar3A hI nahIM hogA na ! aura zAyada yadi khar3A ho jAe to bhI pUrva prayoga hone ke kAraNa / lekina taba khuda kI dRSTi miThAsavAlI nahIM hotI, nirI UbavAlI dRSTi hotI hai ! jaise nApasaMda bhojana khAnA par3e, taba usakA ceharA kaisA hotA hai ? khuza hotA hai ? ceharA bhI utara jAtA hai na! lekina khAe bagaira cArA nahIM hai, bhUkha ke mAre khAnA par3atA hai| yAnI use nApasaMda hai! jagat aisI gAravatA meM par3A huA hai| phira bhI jahA~ pUrva prayogI hone ke kAraNa ba~dhe hue haiM, vahA~ koI cArA hI nahIM hai / lekina phira bhI usake prati niraMtara cir3ha, cir3ha aura cir3ha hI rahanI caahie| aura mana meM aisA hote rahanA cAhie ki yaha mujhe kahA~ milA phira se ? aisI jAgRti hai hI kahA~ ? pUrI Dalanesa (maMdatA) hai ! jo gAravatA meM pha~sA huA hai, vaha kaise nikale? jaba z2abaradastI khAnA par3e, taba kyA ceharA khuza hotA hai ? lekina ye cehare to utare hue

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130 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) hote hI nahIM, jaise sabhI bagIce meM Tahalane nikale hoM, aise cehare dikhate haiM! varnA hamAre zabda noTa karake yadi usake anusAra cale na to pichale sabhI doSa nikala jaaeN| bAkI pUrva prayoga to hai hI, usake lie hamase manA nahIM kiyA jA sakatA na! yaha jo khAnA par3atA hai, vaha pUrva prayoga ke AdhAra para hai| lekina apanA ceharA utarA huA honA caahie| sAmanevAlA kahe ki 'khAne ke lie baiThie,' taba khuda z2abarana bemana se khAne baitthe| isa taraha bemana se kabhI bhI khAyA hai kyA? usameM bahuta maz2A AtA hai ? yAnI isakA kAnUna yadi samajha jAe ki isake prati cir3ha, cir3ha aura cir3ha hI rahanI caahie| lekina yaha to tAlAba dekhA ki bhaiMsa khuza! phrIz2a AyA! aba kyA ho sakatA hai isakA? yaha saba gAravatA meM pha~sa cukA hai, isalie prabhu se vinatI karatA hai, 'he prabhu, rahyu che phasI!', aba isa gAravatA meM se chUTe to niber3A aae| vaha gaMdha, vaha phoTo bhI kaisA AegA? aisA saba dina-rAta mana meM khaTakatA rahatA hai| lekina yaha to cAya kI taraha pItA hai| jaba cAya pInI ho, taba kahegA, 'cAya banAo j'raa|' phira cAya banAkara ArAma se pItA hai! aisA kaise calegA? phira bhI kucha soce to bhI uttama hai| bAkI hama to sAvadhAna karate haiM ki jaise-taise baca jAe to acchaa| phira aura kyA kareM? hama use thor3e hI mAreMge? bAkI jJAnI mileM phira bhI nahIM baca pAe, to phira usI kI bhUla hai na! viSaya vedarUpI bhUkha miTAne ke lie haiM, na ki zauqarUpI AyuSya zvAsocchvAsa para AdhArita hai| yuvA vyakti, naoNrmala veTa, aise nirogI vyakti ke caubIsa ghaMToM ke zvAsocchvAsa kI ginatI karake usa para se sau sAla kA AyuSya nikaalaa| jaise-jaise zvAsocchvAsa adhika kharca hote haiM, vaise-vaise AyuSya kama hotA jAtA hai| zvAsocchvAsa kisa meM z2yAdA kharca hote haiM ? bhaya meM, krodha meM, lobha meM, kapaTa meM aura usase bhI jyAdA strI saMga meN| ghaTita strI saMga meM to bahuta hI jyAdA kharca hote haiM, lekina usase bhI jyAdA aghaTita strI saMga meM kharca hote haiN| jaise ki garArI ekadama se khula jAe!

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brahmacarya kA mUlya, spaSTavedana - Atmasukha 131 isalie isa kudarata ke khela meM yadi sirpha ye tIna veda nahIM hote to saMsAra jIta jaate| ye tIna veda nahIM hote to kyA bigar3a jAtA? lekina bahuta kucha hai inakI vajaha se| ahoho! itanI adhika ramaNatA hai na inakI vajaha se! isa viSaya ko veda ke rUpa meM nahIM rakhA hotA, eka kArya kI taraha, jaise AhAra lete haiM, isa prakAra kArya kI taraha rakhA hotA to harja nahIM thaa| lekina ise to veda kI taraha rakhA, vedanIya ke rUpa meM rkhaa| ye sArA jhaMjhaTa hI tIna vedoM kA hai| bhUkha kA zamana karane ke lie khAnA hai| bhUkha lage usakA zamana kro| jahA~ pUraNa karanA par3e, vaha saba bhUkha kahalAtI hai| bhUkha, vaha vedanA-zamana karane kA upAya hai| isa taraha sabhI viSaya vedanA kA zamana karane ke upAya haiN| jabaki ina logoM ko viSaya kA zauqa ho gayA hai| are! zauqIna mata ho jaanaa| vahA~ limiTa khoja nikAlanA aura normeliTI meM rhnaa| praznakartA : veda ke taura para nahIM lenA hai, usa para se Apa kyA kahanA cAhate haiM? dAdAzrI : loga vedate haiM yAnI TesTa cakhate haiN| TesTa ke lie cakhanA, TesTa ke lie khAnA, vaha bhUkha nahIM khlaatii| bhUkha miTAne ke lie roTI aura sabjI khAnI hai, TesTa ke lie nhiiN| TesTa ke lie khAne jAoge to roTI aura sabjI Apako bhAegA hI nhiiN| TesTa lene gayA isalie veda ho gayA hai| 'bhUkha' ke lie hI 'khAe', itanA tU samajhadAra ho jaa| to phira mujhe tujhase kucha kahanA hI nahIM par3egA na! tIna vedoM se yaha sArA jagat sar3a rahA hai, gira rahA hai| praznakartA : ina tIna vedoM kA solyuzana to sArA jagat khoja rahA hai aura jaise-jaise solyuzana karane jAtA hai, vaise-vaise aura adhika ulajhatA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, yAnI solyuzana ke sabhI rAste ulajhana bar3hAte haiN| Asa-pAsavAloM se pUche ki, 'ye bhAI kaise haiM ?' taba sabhI kahate haiM ki, 'bahuta sukhI haiN|' aura unase pUche to kahegA, 'bahuta du:khI huuN|' yaha saba

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132 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) veda ke kAraNa hai| sArA dina jalana, jalana... yaha sArI jalana veda ke kAraNa hai| varnA manuSya meM jalana nahIM hotii| jisane veda jItA usakA kAma ho gyaa| isa jagat meM jItane jaisA kyA hai? taba yaha, ki ved| kyA veda ko tU samajha gayA hai? ve tIna veda kauna-se haiM? puruSa veda, strI veda aura napuMsaka ved| viSaya sukha cakhegA, taba taka Atmasukha kaise cakha pAegA? AtmA kA saccA sukha to ye brahmacArI hI cakha sakate haiN| jo strIrahita puruSa haiM, ve hI cakha sakate haiN| phira unheM jaldI 'sTaDI' (abhyAsa) ho jAtI hai| kyoMki jo zAdIzudA haiM unake pAsa, yaha saccA sukha hai yA vaha, una donoM kI tulanAtmaka dRSTi nahIM hai| phira bhI calane do na gAr3I! jo zAdIzudA haiM unase hama aisA thor3e hI kaha sakate ki tU ku~vArA ho jA! isalie hamane unheM 'samabhAva se nikAla' karane ko kahA hai| lekina bAta ko samajho, aisA bhI kahate haiN| viSaya meM to marane jaisA daHkha hotA hai| viSaya hamezA pariNAma meM kar3avA hai| zurUAta meM use aisA lagatA hai ki yaha viSaya sukhadAyI hai, lekina pariNAma meM to kar3avA hI hai| usakA vipAka bhI kar3avA hai| isake bAda thor3Idera ke lie to insAna murde jaisA ho jAtA hai lekina usake sivA koI cArA bhI nahIM hai na? vaha bhI anivArya hai| aba Apa kisa tarapha jAoge? aisA karane jAoge to bhI anivArya hai aura vaisA karane jAoge to bhI anivArya hai| isalie merA yaha kahanA hai ki anivArya ko anivArya jAnakara usakI icchA chor3a do| 'usameM merI marjI hai', vaha chor3a do| cha:-bAraha mahIne viSayasukha chor3a de to samajha meM AegA ki AtmA kA sukha kahA~ se AtA hai ! yaha to viSaya hai, isalie taba taka use, inameM se saccA sukha kauna sA hai, isakA use patA nahIM cltaa| isalie hama kahate haiM na ki viSaya meM se z2arA nikalakara to dekho to sacce sukha kA patA calegA! viSaya meM sukha hai hI nahIM ! viSaya meM to kabhI sukha hotA hogA? dAda ho jAe aura isa taraha ragar3atA rahe, dAda ko khujalAtA rahe to bahuta mIThA lagatA hai, lekina bAda meM use jalana hotI hai| yaha usake jaisA hai!

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brahmacarya kA mUlya, spaSTavedana Atmasukha praznakartA : isameM saccA sukha nahIM hai, lekina ekadama limiTeDa TAima ke lie to hai, phira bhI yaha chUTatA nahIM hai na! 133 dAdAzrI : nahIM, isameM sukha hai hI nahIM ! yaha to mAnyatA hI hai sirpha! yaha to mUrakha logoM kI mAnyatA hI hai ! yaha to, hAtha para hAtha ragar3e taba sukha lage to samajheM ki yaha bilkula sahI sukha hai| lekina yaha viSaya to nirI gaMdagI hI hai! yadi koI buddhimAna vyakti isa gaMdagI kA hisAba lagAe to usa gaMdagI kI ora jAegA hI nahIM ! abhI yadi kele khAne hoM to usameM gaMdagI nahIM hai aura use khAne meM sukha hai / lekina isane to nirI gaMdagI ko hI sukha mAnA hai / kisa hisAba se mAnatA hai, vaha bhI samajha meM nahIM AtA ! usameM gaMdagI naz2ara Ae to vaha jAe praznakartA : to isa viSaya se dUra kaise jA sakate haiM ? dAdAzrI : yadi ekabAra aisA samajha le ki yaha gaMdagI hai to dUra jA skegaa| bAkI, yaha gaMdagI hai vaha bhI nahIM samajhA hai ! ataH pahale aisI samajha AnI caahie| hameM, jJAniyoM ko to saba opana dikhAI detA hai / usameM kyA-kyA hogA ? to turaMta hI mati cAroM ora sabhI jagaha ghUma AtI hai| aMdara kaisI gaMdagI hai aura kyA-kyA hai, vaha saba dikhalA detI hai ! jabaki yaha to viSaya haiM hI nahIM / viSaya to jAnavaroM meM hote haiM / yaha to sirpha Asakti hI hai| bAkI viSaya to kise kahate haiM ki jo paravaza hokara karanA pdd'e| dravya, kSetra, kAla aura bhAva ke AdhAra para paravazatA se karanA pdd'e| jo ina becAre jAnavaroM meM hotA hai / praznakartA : to phira jaba paravazatA se nahIM kare, taba Asakti kahalAegI ? dAdAzrI : Asakti hI kahalAegI na! ye to zauqa se hI karate haiN| do palaMga mola lAte haiM aura ve eka sAtha rakha dete haiM, eka bar3I maccharadAnI lAte haiN| are ! yaha bhI koI dhaMdhA hai ? mokSa meM jAnA ho to mokSa meM jAne ke lakSaNa hone cAhie ! mokSa meM jAne ke lakSaNa kaise hote

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134 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) haiM ? ekAMta zaiyyAsana ke| zaiyyA aura Asana ekAMta (alaga hI) hote haiN| jaba taka jisa bAre meM aMdha hai, taba taka usa bAre meM dRSTi khilatI hI nahIM, balki aura z2yAdA aMdha hotA jAtA hai| usase dUra rahane ke bAda usase chUTa sakatA hai| phira usakI dRSTi khilatI jAegI, usake bAda samajha meM AtA jaaegaa| ekAMta zaiyyAsana praznakartA : Apane ekAMta zaiyyAsana ke bAre meM kahA hai, lekina usameM bhI ekAMta meM to aMdara se gA~The phUTeMgI na? dAdAzrI : ekAMta zaiyyAsana yAnI kyA? zaiyyA meM koI sAtha meM nahIM aura Asana meM bhI koI sAtha meM nhiiN| saMyogI 'phAiloM' kA kisI bhI taraha kA sparza nhiiN| zAstrakAra to yahA~ taka mAnate the ki 'jisa Asana para yaha parajAti baiThI ho, tU usa Asana para baiThegA to tujhe usakA sparza hogA, vicAra aaeNge|' isa taraha kI mAnyatAe~ thiiN| Aja una sUkSma mAnyatAoM kI bAta kareM to usakA koI artha nahIM hai| Ajakala to aisA calatA hI rahatA hai na! yaha to saMpUrNa moha kA kAla hai ! yaha mohanIya kAla nahIM hai, mahAmohanIya kAla hai! praznakartA : usake Asana para baiThane se jo asara hotA hai, usase z2yAdA asara to jo bhItara hotA hai usase hai na? bAhara kA to bahuta sArA sthUla meM gayA na? usakI tulanA meM jo aMdara kA phUTatA hai to vaha z2arA z2yAdA z2ora mAratA hai na? dAdAzrI : aMdara kA phUTe yA bAhara se phUTe lekina sabakucha jJAyaka svabhAva se bAhara hai aura bAkI kA sabakucha jJeya hai| phira hameM kyA sparza kiyA? praznakartA : jJAna lene ke bAda nirAkulatA baratatI hai, phira bhI viSaya meM Asakti kyoM raha jAtI hai?

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brahmacarya kA mUlya, spaSTavedana - Atmasukha 135 dAdAzrI : bhItara aisA mAla bharA hai, isalie abhI taka usake mana meM zraddhA hai ki isameM sukha hai| badalo bilIpha viSaya se saMbaMdhita praznakartA : yAnI jJAna ke bAda sirpha 'bilIpha' hI badalanI hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina aisA hai na 'rAiTa (sahI) zraddhA pUrI baiTha gaI,' aisA kaba kahA jAegA ki jaba sArI roMga (galata) zraddhA khatma ho jAe taba! aba mUla roMga bilIpha hamane khatma kara dI lekina isa viSaya meM to hama thoDI-bahata roMga zraddhA phraikcara kara dete haiM! bAkI kyA yaha pUrA phraikcara karane hama phAlatU baiThe haiM ? __yAnI viSaya meM se rasa nirmUla kaba hogA ki jaba pahale use khuda ko aisA lage ki 'yaha mirca khA rahA hU~, isase mujhe takalIpha hotI hai, aise nukasAna karatI hai,' use aisA samajha meM AnA caahie| jise mirca kA zauqa ho, use jaba guNa-avaguNa samajha meM A jAe~ aura vizvAsa ho jAe ki yaha mujhe nukasAna hI karegI to vaha zauqa jaaegaa| aba yadi hameM aisA yathArtha rUpa se samajha meM A jAe ki 'zuddhAtmA meM hI sukha hai,' to viSaya meM sukha rahegA hI nhiiN| phira bhI yadi viSaya meM sukha mahasUsa hotA hai vaha pahale kA rIekzana hai! praznakartA : viSaya meM sukha hai, vaha jo bilIpha par3I hai, vaha kisa taraha nikalegI? dAdAzrI : yaha cAya maz2edAra mIThI lagatI hai, vaha apanA roz2a kA anubhava hai, lekina jalebI khAne ke bAda kaisI lagegI? praznakartA : phIkI lgegii| dAdAzrI : taba usa dina patA cala jAtA hai, bilIpha baiTha jAtI hai ki jalebI khAI ho to cAya phIkI lagatI hai| isI taraha jaba AtmA kA sukha rahatA hai, taba anya saba phIkA lagatA hai|

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136 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) viSaya se calA jAe jJAna aura dhyAna yaha viSaya aisI cIz2a hai ki eka hI dina kA viSaya tIna dinoM taka kisI bhI prakAra kI ekAgratA nahIM hone detaa| ekAgratA DA~vADola hotI rahatI hai| yadi koI mahInebhara viSaya kA sevana nahIM kare to usakI ekAgratA DA~vADola nahIM hogii| Apako AtmA kA sukha baratatA hai, usake AdhAra para Apa yahA~ Ate rahate ho| ApakI dRSTi yahIM para hotI hai, phira bhI yaha sukha AtmA kA hai yA viSaya kA hai, Apako vaha bheda mAlUma nahIM pdd'taa| kisI ko anjAne meM pahale jalebI khilAe~ aura bAda meM cAya pilAe~ to? usI prakAra jalebI kI vajaha se cAya phIkI lagatI hai, aisA bheda isameM mAlUma nahIM par3atA! nahIM bujhatI vaha pyAsa kabhI dekho, sukha kahIM bhI nahIM miltaa| itane paise haiM, phira bhI paisoM meM sukha nahIM miltaa| patnI hai para usase bhI sukha nahIM milatA! isalie phira botala ma~gavAkara, z2arA pIkara so jAtA hai! sukha to manuSya ne dekhA hI nahIM hai na! jIvamAtra kyA khoja rahA hai? sukha hI khoja rahA hai| kyoMki usakA svabhAva hI sukha kA hai| cittavRtti sukha hI khojatI hai ki isameM sukha milegA, jalebI meM sukha milegA, itra meM sukha milegA, sinemA meM sukha milegaa| use cakhane ke bAda khuda taya karatA hai ki isameM kucha bhI sukha nahIM hai| phira khuda use chor3atA jAtA hai aura Age nayA khojatA hI jAtA hai, lekina use tRpti nahIM hotii| saMtoSa hotA hai lekina tRpti nahIM hotii| saMtoSa use kahA jAtA hai ki icchA pUrI ho jAe, taba saMtoSa hotA hai| khAne kI icchA huI phira hama khAnA khAe~, taba saMtoSa hotA hai lekina tRpti nahIM hotii| tRpti yAnI phira se usa cIz2a kI icchA hI nahIM ho| praznakartA : hamane kisI cIz2a kI icchA kI ho aura hameM vaha cIz2a nahIM mile taba aMdara jalana zurU hotI hai na? dAdAzrI : iccha, vahI agni hai| icchA huI yAnI dIyAsalAI jalAkara sulgaanaa| phira jaba taka vaha nahIM bujhatI, taba taka jalana hotI rahatI hai|

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brahmacarya kA mUlya, spaSTavedana Atmasukha icchA tIvra hai yA narama, usa para jalana AdhArita hai / bahuta tIvra icchA ho to bahuta jalana paidA hotI hai| yaha viSaya kI icchA to bahuta jalana paidA karatI hai, z2abaradasta jalana paidA karatI hai / isalie aisA kahA hai na ki 'viSaya meM par3anA hI nahIM, vaha bahuta jalana detA hai / ' praznakartA : aisA to kisI ne batAyA hI nahIM thA na ! 137 dAdAzrI : logoM ko saba ghoTAlevAlA cAhie, isalie koI kahegA hI nahIM na! loga khuda gunahagAra haiM isalie ve nahIM bolate na ! jo gunahagAra nahIM haiM, ve hI boleNge| kyoMki eka hI bAra kA viSaya kitane hI dinoM taka insAna kI bhrAMti chUTane nahIM detA / bhrAMti yAnI DisIz2ana nahIM A pAtA ki yaha AtmA kA sukha hai yA bhautika sukha hai, isakA bhAna nahIM hone detA ! isa jJAna ke sAtha yadi brahmacaryavrata le le, to phira mAthApaccI hI nahIM na ! parezAnI meM bhI sukha baratatA rahegA ! ye loga aisA kyoM bhUla jAte hoMge ki mA~sa kI putalI hai? aisA hai na mUrchAvaza vaha usameM se jaise-jaise sukha letA hai, vaise-vaise usa para mUrchA chAtI jAtI hai| yadi cha:- bAraha mahInoM taka usameM se sukha nahIM le, taba phira usakI mUrchA jaaegii| taba phira unheM rezamI caddara meM lipaTA huA mA~sa hI dikhAI degA ! tabhI mile AtmA kA sukha cAlIsa rupaye kilo kI cAya ho, lekina usameM svAda nahIM Ae, to usakA kyA kAraNa hogA ? kyoMki eka ora vaha cAya pItA hai aura dUsarI ora anAra khAtA hai, agarUda khAtA hai, phira kyA cAya kA svAda mAlUma par3egA? to cAya kA TesTa kaba mAlUma par3egA ? ki jaba bAkI kA saba khAnA baMda kara de aura mu~ha - mu~ha sApha karane ke bAda cAya pIe to samajha meM AegA ki yaha cAlIsa rupaye kilo kI cAya bahuta svAdiSTa hai ! taba cAya kA anubhava hogA ! vaise hI ina sabhI cIz2oM ke bIca AtmA kA anubhava kaise mAlUma par3egA ? bhAna hI nahIM rahatA na ? manuSya kI itanI jAgRti hotI nahIM hai na! isalie aisA prayoga karanA caahie| chaH-bAraha mahInoM kA brahmacaryavrata liyA ho to phira yaha anubhava samajha meM AegA !

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138 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) nirAlaMba AnaMda nirAlA sabase bar3I takalIpha to bAhara sabhI jagaha kharAba dRSTi rakhane meM hai| dUsarA, usase Age isameM kyA karanA cAhie ki jaise skUla meM sAla meM Der3ha mahIne kI chuTTI hotI hai, usI taraha isa viSaya meM yadi cha: mahIne kI chuTTI le le to use patA cala jAegA ki yaha sukha kahA~ se A rahA hai? ataH use sukha milatA hai, yaha to taya hai lekina kasauTI nahIM ho pAtI ki inameM se saccA sukha kauna sA hai? hameM dekho na, caubIsoM ghaMTe rUma meM akele biThAkara rakhe na, taba bhI vahI AnaMda rahatA hai| sAtha meM koI ekAdha vyakti ho to bhI vahI AnaMda rahatA hai aura lAkhoM loga hoM to bhI vahI AnaMda rahatA hai| usakA kyA kAraNa hai ? hameM nirAlaMba sukha utpanna hotA hai, avalaMbana nahIM caahie| sArA jagat, jIvamAtra paraspara hai, isalie ekadUsare kA avalaMbana caahie| isIlie to ina logoM ne zAdI kI khoja kI thI ki zAdI karo tAki pArasparika avalaMbana milatA rhe| 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', yaha zabda kA avalaMbana hai! lekina vaha praveza ke lie harI a~DI hai aura sabase aMtima nirAlaMba AtmA, use zabda kA yA anya koI bhI avalaMbana nahIM hai, aisA nirAlaMba AtmA! vahA~ taka aba gAr3I jAegI! lekina ekabAra zabdAvalaMbana se gAr3I calanI zurU ho jAnI cAhie aura vaha zabdAvalaMbanavAlA zuddhAtmA anubhava bhI detA hai ! ataH pUchane jaisA kucha bhI nahIM hai| sirpha AtmA hI jAnane yogya hai| jo 'lakSya' meM AyA, vaha AtmA jAnane yogya hai| yaha mArga sarala hai, sahaja hai, sugama hai| khuda apane Apako lakSya meM rakhakara saba pUchanA, pudgala kA dhyAna rakhane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| AtmA Apake pAsa hai, usakA dhyAna rakhanA hai| AtmA kA spaSTa anubhava karanA ho to cha:-bAraha mahIne viSaya baMda rkhnaa| ye sAre anubhava to hote rahate haiM, lekina donoM sAtha raheMge to patA nahIM calegA ki 'sugaMdhI' kahA~ se A rahI hai? hamArI AjJA para amala karane ke bAda pratikramaNa karane kI zurUAta karo, usake bAda hI vaha viSaya chuuttegaa| hamArA yaha jJAna, ye jo-jo bAteM batalAte haiM na, una sabhI kA amala karane ke bAda mahIne-mahInebhara doSoM ke pratikramaNa kro| tAki hameM apane ApameM

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brahmacarya kA mUlya, spaSTavedana - Atmasukha 139 vizvAsa ho jAe ki yahI saca hai| AtmA kI anaMta zakti hai| kucha logoM ko brahmacaryavrata lene ke bAda camatkAra hotA hai| phira bahuta suMdara pariNatiyA~ rahatI haiM aura phira mana meM viSaya ke vicAra hI baMda ho jAte haiN| phira unheM viSaya acchA hI nahIM lagatA! manuSya ko sukha hI caahie| vaha sukha yadi mila rahA ho to phira koI bhI kIcar3a meM hAtha DAlane ko taiyAra nahIM hogaa| yaha to bAhara garamI lagatI hai isalie kIcar3a meM hAtha DAlatA hai, ThaMDaka ke lie, varnA kIcar3a meM koI hAtha DAlatA hogA? lekina kyA ho? aba Apako eka bAra anubhava se samajha meM AyA ki binA viSaya ke isa jJAna meM bahuta suMdara sukha rahatA hai| isalie phira Apako viSaya meM ruci khatma hotI jaaegii| yaha jJAna aisA hai ki viSaya ke binA bhI bahuta suMdara sukha rahatA hai| isalie phira sAre viSaya apane Apa svayaM hI chUTa jAte haiM, sabhI khatma ho jAte haiM, lekina jaba saba anubhava kara-karake samajha meM phiTa ho jAe, taba aisA ho sakatA hai| samajhanA brahmacarya kI anivAryatA brahmacarya to bahuta bar3I cIz2a kahalAtI hai! hindustAna meM loga brahmacarya pAlana karate haiM na? nahIM pAlana karate aisA nahIM hai, lekina vaha vaijJAnika tarIke se nahIM hai| ahaMkAra se haiN| ahaMkAra se ho sakatA hai, lekina vaha vaijJAnika DhaMga jaisA nahIM hotA, vaha nirbala hotA hai| jabaki niraahaMkArI DhaMga se to 'khuda' jJAtA-dRSTA rahatA hai, 'caMdUbhAI' kaisA brahmacarya pAlana kara rahe haiM use 'khuda' yaha jAnatA hai, jabaki ahaMkArI DhaMga meM to khuda hI brahmacarya kA pAlana karanevAlA hai| vaha vaijJAnika tarIkA nahIM hai| brahmacarya to jagat bhI pAlatA hai, lekina vaha vaijJAnika nahIM hai| akrama mArga meM apane pAsa vaijJAnika tarIkA hai, mana-vacana-kAyA se haiN| mana kUde to jagat ke logoM ke pAsa usake lie koI davAI nahIM hai| jabaki apane pAsa davAI hai| apanA brahmacarya to devagaNa bhI dekhane Ate haiN| abrahmacarya aura zarAba, ye donoM to jJAna para bahuta AvaraNa lAnevAlI cIjeM haiM, isalie bahuta jAgRta rhnaa| zarAba to aisA hai na ki 'maiM caMdUbhAI

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140 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) hU~', vaha bhAna bhI bhUla jAtA hai na! to phira AtmA to bhUla hI jAegA na! isalie bhagavAna ne Darane ko kahA hai| jise saMpUrNa anubhavajJAna ho jAe, use sparza nahIM karatA / phira bhI bhagavAna ke jJAna ko bhI ukhAr3akara bAhara pheMka de! usameM itanA bhArI jokhima hai / yadi pAlana karane yogya ekAdha hI kAnUna ho to maiM kahU~gA ki brahmacarya pAlana karanA ! icchAe~ yadi virAma pAe~ to aMtara kA vaibhava prakaTa hogaa| AtmA to brahmacArI hI hai / merA diyA huA AtmA brahmacArI hI hai / aba 'Apako' caMdUbhAI se kahanA hai ki 'bhAI, tabiyata acchI rakhanI ho, saMsAra zAMti se pUrA karanA ho, taba yadi ho sake to chaH- bAraha mahIne kA brahmacaryavrata liyA jA sake to acchA rahegA / usase zarIra svastha rahegA / ' yaha to DhA~cA hI 'lUz2a' ho gayA hai| brahmacaryavrata lekara tor3anA gunAha hai| usake bajAya lenA hI nahIM aura apanI taraha se aMdara upazama karate raho to balki behatara hogaa| khuda ghara para rahakara hI sAre prayoga kara sakate haiM / jise mokSa meM hI jAnA hai vaha khuda kA rAstA nahIM cUkatA, usI ko jJAnI kahate haiM / cAhe kitane bhI bAhara se lAlaca Ae~, phira bhI khuda kA rAstA nahIM cuuke| I aMta samaya bhI lenA brahmacaryavrata aisA koI niyama nahIM hai ki javAnI meM hI brahmacarya honA cAhie, javAnI kA brahmacarya, vaha to bahuta U~cI cIz2a hai| lekina maiM to kahatA hU~ kabhI bhI le lenA / are! vRddhAvasthA ho aura marane se dasa dina pahale brahmacaryavrata le to bhI kalyANa ho jAegA aura vaha brahmacaryavrata bhI jJAnI ke hAthoM honA cAhie / jo sarvAMga brahmacArI haiM, aise jJAnI ke hAthoM hI vrata diyA jAnA cAhie / isameM phira aisA nahIM hai ki vrata le hI lenA cAhie, isameM kevala apanI bhAvanA cAhie / karanA cAhie kahate haiM lekina karane se hotA nahIM hai| yadi Apa Aja aisA kaheM ki mujhe bhI brahmacaryavrata lenA hai, lekina aisA ho nahIM sktaa| bhAvanA karate rahanA cAhie to kabhI udaya meM AegA aura jaba udaya Ae taba brahmacaryavrata

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brahmacarya kA mUlya, spaSTavedana - Atmasukha 141 lenaa| bhAvanA kI hai to samaya Ane para udaya apane Apa Akara khar3A rahegA hI! isalie hama cetAvanI dete haiM ki isa DhalAna para car3hanA ho to yaha rAstA hai, varnA vaha DhalAna to hai hI bhAI! aura isa DhalAna para car3hanA ho to logoM kA kAma bhI nikala jAe aisA hai! kyoMki brahmacaryavrata ke binA kabhI kucha ho pAe, aisA nahIM hai| jagat kA kalyANa hone meM brahmacaryavrata ke binA kucha bhI nahIM ho sakatA, bAkI khuda kA kalyANa kara sakate haiN| ataH yaha brahmacaryavrata to sabase bar3A vrata hai| binA brahmacarya ke nahIM hai pUrNAhuti jise saMpUrNa honA hai, unheM to viSaya honA hI nahIM cAhie aura vaha bhI aisA niyama nahIM hai| vaha to aMtima janma meM aMtima paMdraha sAloM ke lie chUTa jAe to kAphI hai| kaI janmoM-janma isakI kasarata karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai yA tyAga lene kI bhI z2arUrata nahIM hai| tyAga aisA sahaja honA cAhie ki apaneApa hI chUTa jAe! niyANAM (apanA sArA puNya lagAkara kisI eka cIz2a kI kAmanA karanA) aisA rakhanA ki mokSa meM jAne taka jo do-cAra janma hoM, ve binA zAdIvAle hoM to acchaa| usa jaisA kucha bhI nahIM hai| niyANAM hI aisA krnaa| phira jo hogA vaha dekha leMge! aura yadi yaha eka bojha gayA na, to sAre bojha gae! yaha eka hai to sabakucha yaha jJAna liyA to dAdA ke pratApa se svacchaMda ruka gayA! isalie ina mahAtmAoM ke lie avazya hI mokSa kA sAdhana ho gayA hai| lekina phira yaha eka jhaMjhaTa kaccI raha jAtI hai! kaI to zAdIzudA haiM na, ve ye saba bAtacIta sunakara isakA jokhima samajha gae! ata: phira vRttiyA~ mor3a lete haiN| jJAnIpuruSa kI dI gaI AjJA kA pAlana kare to z2abaradasta nUra utpanna hogaa| AjJA-pAlana meM jitanA saccA dila aura jitanA saccA ullAsa hogA utanA phala milegaa| vrata kI AjJA pAlo taba hameM khuda sAtha meM rahanA par3atA hai| isa AjJA meM to hamArA vacanabala, cAritrabala upayoga meM AtA hai|

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142 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) praznakartA : dUbavAlA kheta ho to vahA~ bailoM kA kAma nahIM hai, vahA~ to TrekTara se hI kAma hotA hai| Apa jaisA TrekTara cAhie, dAdA! dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina ukhAr3a denA hai| brahmacarya to sabase U~cI cIz2a hai| zAdI karane ke bAda brahmacarya le to vaha brahmacarya bahuta acchI taraha se pAlA jA sakatA hai| saMsAra kA svAda cakha lene ke bAda unameM kAphI kucha upazama ho gayA hotA hai| usake bAda brahmacaryavrata lete haiM, jo hama kaI logoM ko dete haiM, ve bahuta acchA pAlana karate haiN| ye jo sAdhvIjI banate haiM, ve to zAdI ke bAda cAlIsa sAla kI ho jAtI haiM, tIna bacce hone ke bAda dIkSA letI haiM, phira bhI ve mahAsatI kahalAtI haiN| kyoMki aMtima paMdraha sAloM meM brahmacarya pAlana kare to bhI bahuta ho gyaa| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne aMtima bayAlIsa sAloM meM brahmacarya pAlana kiyA thaa| tIsa sAla kI umra meM unheM beTI thii| lekina ve sabhI puruSa to UrdhvagAmI, UrdhvaretA (UrdhvagAmI vIryavAna) hote haiN| unake dimAg2a itane pAvaraphula hote haiM, itanI adhika jAgRti hotI hai ! unakI vANI to aura hI taraha kI hotI hai! jagat meM kabhI bhI nikalA hI nahIM, aisA yaha vijJAna hai! hamezA samAdhi meM rakhatA hai! aisA brahmacarya pAle to bhI samAdhi aura brahmacarya nahIM pAle aura zAdI kara le to bhI samAdhi! isalie isakA lAbha utthaanaa| spaSTavedana rukA hai viSayabaMdhana se bhale hI kaise bhI karma hoM yaha jJAna unheM maTiyAmeTa kara DAle, bhItara jo haiM use bhasmIbhUta kara DAle, aisA hai| praznakartA : hA~, vaha ThIka hai| lekina Atmasukha kA koI spaSTavedana nahIM hai, aisA kyoM? dAdAzrI : aba vaha spaSTavedana kaba taka nahIM hogA? jaba taka ye viSaya-vikAra nahIM jAte, taba taka spaSTavedana nahIM hogaa| isalie yaha AtmA kA sukha hai yA kauna sA sukha hai vaha 'ekjekTa' samajha meM nahIM aataa| yadi brahmacarya ho to 'oNna da momenTa' samajha meM A jAtA hai|

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brahmacarya kA mUlya, spaSTavedana - Atmasukha 143 spaSTavedana huA ki vaha paramAtmA hI ho gayA kahA jAegA! jise sAMsArika duHkhoM kA abhAva baratatA hai, kapaTa calA jAtA hai, taba aMdara spaSTa anubhava hone lagatA hai! kapaTa kI vajaha se anubhava aspaSTa rahatA hai! jo jitanI hada taka hamAre pAsa khulAsA karatA hai, vaha utanA hI hamAre sAtha abheda ho jAtA hai aura jitanA abheda huA utanA hI spaSTa anubhava hotA Apako AtmA prApta huA hai, isIlie Apako satsaMga meM par3e rahanA caahie| satsaMga yAnI AtmA kA saMga! yahA~ se phira yadi kusaMga meM ghusA ki yaha raMga utara jaaegaa| kusaMga kA z2ora itanA bhArI hai ki kusaMga meM thoDI dera ke lie bhI mata jAnA aura kRpAludeva ne ghara ko kaisA kusaMga kahA hai? use 'kAjala koTharI' kahA hai! aba ghara meM rahanA aura asaMga rahanA, usake lie to jAgRti rakhanI pdd'egii| hamAre zabdoM kI jAgRti rakhanI pdd'egii| hamArI AjJA kA pAlana kare tabhI ghara meM rahA jA skegaa| isake alAvA aura kaba asara nahIM hogA? jaba spaSTavedana ho jAegA, taba asara nahIM hogA aura spaSTavedana kaba hogA ki jaba 'saMsArI saMga' 'prasaMga' nahIM rahegA taba! 'saMsArI saMga' meM etarAz2a nahIM hai, lekina 'prasaMga' meM etarAz2a hai| taba taka 'spaSTavedana' nahIM ho paaegaa| saMga to isa zarIra kA hai hI, lekina phira prasaMga to, yadi akele aise caina se baiThe rahanA to bhI nahIM raha paae| hameM to yaha saMga hI bojha samAna ho gayA hai to phira prasaMga karane kahA~ jAe~? yaha saMga hI aMdara se AvAz2a detA hai, 'DhAI baja gae, abhI taka cAya nahIM AI!' hai khuda asaMga aura par3A hai saMga-prasaMga meN|

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[9] lo vrata kA TrAyala brahmacarya ke bAda hI AtmA kA spaSTa anubhava praznakartA : mUla prazna aisA hai ki Apa aisA koI mAnasika rilIz2a batAie, jisase loga avalaMbana se mukta raha skeN| isameM rahakara bhI halke hokara raha paaeN| dAdAzrI : hA~, hama sabhI ko aisA hI batAte haiN| vaha anubhava kise hotA hai ki jinheM strI kA saMyoga nahIM hai| use usakA anubhava rahA karatA hai| anya sabhI ko anubhava hotA avazya hai, lekina strI saMyoga ke kAraNa unheM bAdhA rahA karatI hai| eka hI bAra kA strI saMyoga ho jAe to tIna dinoM taka to mana ko ekAgra nahIM hone detaa| isalie vaha bAdhaka hai| ataH apane ina brahmacAriyoM ko yaha anubhava jaldI ho jAtA hai aura usI ke AdhAra para ve brahmacarya pAlana kara sakate haiN| viSaya to eka prakAra kA roga hai| praznakartA : bar3A roga, bahuta bar3A, kainsara jaisaa| dAdAzrI : bahuta bdd'aa| kainsara to acchA hai balki! vaha to eka hI janma ke lie mAratA hai| yaha to anaMta janma bigAr3a detA hai| yaha to, anaMta janmoM se yahI mAra par3a rahI hai na! Apako nahIM lagatA ki yaha roga hai ? he! mana meM to sabhI samajhate haiM, lekina kyA kareM? nikala nahIM pA rahe hoM to? phira bhI yadi maiM vidhi kara dUM to chUTa jaaegaa| brahmacarya ko hama samajheM to vaha kaMTrolebala ho sakatA hai| viSaya meM

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lo vrata kA TrAyala 145 jo doSa haiM, use jAneMge, to kaMTrolebala ho skegaa| eka bhAI kahane lage, 'dAdAjI AnaMda AtmA kA hai yA phira viSaya kA AnaMda hai, vaha samajha meM nahIM AtA, usake lie kyA kareM? AnaMda to mujhe rahatA hai, lekina yaha viSaya kA hai yA AtmA kA, una donoM meM pharka nahIM kara pAtA maiN|' isa para maiMne kahA, 'hama cAya aura bhUsA sAtha meM khAe~, to vaha svAda cAya meM se A rahA hai yA bhUse meM se A rahA hai, vaha patA nahIM clegaa| isalie donoM meM se eka baMda karanA pdd'egaa| AtmA kA AnaMda to Apa baMda nahIM kara sakate, ataH Apa viSaya kA AnaMda baMda karoge to Apako AtmA ke usa AnaMda kI anubhUti hogii| mAna lo Aja se baMda nahIM ho sakatA, hara eka kI apanI-apanI zakti ke anusAra hai, lekina vaha baMda karoge taba samajha meM aaegaa| varnA bhUsA aura cAya donoM sAthasAtha khAte raho to unameM se kisakA svAda A rahA hai, vaha kyA patA calegA?' taba phira usa vyakti ne mujhase kyA kahA ki 'maiM kaba se baMda karU~?' maiMne kahA, 'hama amarIkA jAe~ usa dina se tujhe baMda karanA hai aura amarIkA se lauTa Ae~ usa dina se shuruu|' cAra hI mahInoM ke lie| koI harja hai isameM? patA nahIM calegA cAra mahInoM meM? Apako patA calatA hai ki yaha AnaMda kahA~ se A rahA hai? abhI bhI loga dvidhA meM haiN| abhI bhI isa jJAna ke bAda AnaMda to bahuta AtA hI hai, lekina use aisA samajha meM A jAtA hai ki jaisA pahale AtA thA, yaha vaisA hI hai na! maiMne kahA, 'nahIM, vaha to tU jaba alaga ho jAegA, tb| bhUsA aura cAya eka sAtha nahIM phA~kegA, taba patA calegA tujhe ki yA to cAya pI le, yA phira bhUsA khA le| taba phira cAya ke spesiphikezana patA cleNge|' viSaya meM duHkha hai aisA to samajhate hI nhiiN| no Tenzana jaisI sthiti| isakA matalaba yaha nahIM ki z2abaradastI karanA hai, lekina kabhI pA~ca dina TrAyala lene meM harja kyA hai ? do dina kA hai, agara pA~ca dina nahIM ho sake to| jAnavara to nau mahIne kA lete haiM lekina insAna do dina, cAra dina kA to le sakatA hai? to TrAyala lo na!

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) yaha to hamane bahuta bAra kahA huA hai lekina kyA ho sakatA hai isakA ? hama Apako bAra-bAra sAvadhAna karate rahate haiM, lekina sa~bhalanA utanA AsAna nahIM hai na ! phira bhI yoM hI prayoga kareM na ki mahIne meM tIna dina yA, pA~ca dina aura yadi eka saptAha ke lie karo taba to khuda ko acchI taraha patA cala jaaegaa| saptAha ke bIcavAle dina to itanA adhika AnaMda AegA! AtmA kA sukha aura svAda AegA, kaisA sukha hai vaha ! 146 niyama meM A jAe to bhI bahuta ho gayA khAnA khAne ko biThAne ke bAda cAvala Ane meM z2arA dera ho jAe to kyA hogA ? dAla meM hAtha nahIM DAle to sabz2I meM DAlegA, caTanI meM ddaalegaa| niyama meM nahIM raha pAtA aura jinheM isa niyama meM rahanA A gayA, unakA kalyANa ho jAegA ! hama upavAsa nahIM karate, lekina niyama meM raha sakate haiM ki bhAI itanA hI khAnA hai, phira baMda / aba ve banAkara lAte haiM Dhokale, hameM bhAte haiM, jitanA khAyA usase cAra gunA khA sakate haiM, bhAte bhI haiM, lekina 'nhiiN'| praznakartA : to vaha niyama jAgRti ke AdhAra para rahatA hai ? dAdAzrI : jAgRti to hotI hI hai sabhI ko, lekina aMdara vaha jo ki svAda se raMga cukA hai na, vahA~ kaMTrola nahIM raha sktaa| muzkila hai kaMTrola meM rahanA / vaha khuda jitanA AtmArUpa hotA jAegA utanA kaMTrola AtA jaaegaa| kucha loga kahate haiM, 'yoM mujhase viSaya nahIM chUTa paaegaa|' maiM kahatA hU~, 'isake lie kyoM pAgalapana kara rahA hai, thor3A-thor3A niyama le na! usa niyama meM, phira niyama chor3anA nhiiN|' isa kAla meM niyama nahIM le, vaha to calegA hI nahIM na ! thor3e hola (hole) to rakhane hI pdd'eNge| nahIM rakhane par3eMge ? praznakartA : rakhane pdd'eNge| dAdAzrI : bleka hola kahate haiM na, unheM / yoM to, nirA saccA banakara

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lo vrata kA TrAyala 147 baiThegA, to mAra khA-khAkara mara jAegA aura phira jhUThA bana jaaegaa| ekabAra jhUThA ho gayA to kyA jhUThA bana jAe? nhiiN| vahI niyama meM rkhegaa| maiMne tujhe brahmacarya pAlana karane ko kahA ho aura brahmacarya chUTa jAe to kyA bilkula chor3a degA? nahIM, phira se usa niyama para A jaanaa| chaH mahIne taka pAlana nahIM kara pAte to mahIne meM do dina rakhanA, clo| 'bAkI ke sabhI dina hamArA brahmacarya hai', hamAre pAsa se niyama karavAkara jAnA phir| aisA suMdara rAstA nikAla diyA hai, maiMne yaha sArA! praznakartA : Apane hara eka cIz2a meM yA kisI bhI vyAvahArika kArya meM bhI aisA saTIka hala diyA hai| dAdAzrI : hala sabhI suMdara! abhI taka to, ina sabhI ko brahmacArI kisI ne kahA hI nahIM, vivAhita hai na! isIlie maiMne pustaka meM likhA ki Apa vivAhita ho, isalie maiM Apako bhAva brahmacaryavAlA kahatA huuN| kudarata ko manA karanA hogA to manA karegI, lekina maiM to kahatA hU~ na ! merI z2immedArI para! taba pUchate haiM ki, 'hama brahmacArI kaise kahalAe~ge?' maiMne kahA, 'jo anya strI kI ora nahIM dekhatA aura anya strI ke bAre meM socatA taka nahIM, vaha brahmacArI hai! jo anya strI kI ora nahIM dekhatA aura yadi AkarSaNa ho jAe to pratikramaNa karatA hai, vaha brahmacArI hai|' eka patnIvrata, use isa kAla meM hamane brahmacarya kahA hai| bolo, tIrthaMkaroM kA jokhima lekara bola rahe haiN| merI taraha bolA nahIM jA sakatA, eka akSara bhI nahIM bolA jA sakatA, purAnA niyama sudhArakara nayA niyama sthApita nahIM kara sakate, lekina phira bhI maiM z2immedArI letA huuN| kyoMki isa kAla meM eka patnIvrata rakhanA aura dRSTi nahIM bigAr3anA, vaha to bahuta bar3I cIz2a hai| sAdhuoM ne zAdI nahIM kI, sAdhuoM ne tAlA lagA diyA hai| usameM kyA nayA parAkrama kiyA? parAkrama to hamane, khule tAlevAloM ne kiyA, aisA kahA jaaegaa| yaha Apako samajha meM AtA hai? kisane parAkrama dikhAyA kahA jAegA? khule tAlevAloM ne| vaha bhI, yadi hama jJAna deM, taba / varnA anya kisI se nahIM ho sakatA, imposibala! hara taraha kI chUTa dene ko taiyAra hU~ Apako to, kisI bhI niyama

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) meM AnA cAho to hara taraha kI chUTa dene ko taiyAra huuN| kyoMki niyama hI mokSa meM le jAtA hai| yama yAnI kyA ? 'brahmacarya pAlana karane kA jJAna jAnanA' vaha yama kahalAtA hai, 'satya bolanA cAhie', aisA jAnanA, vaha yama kahalAtA hai, 'corI nahIM karanI cAhie' aisA jAnanA, vaha yama kahalAtA hai / 'parigraha nahIM karanA cAhie', vaha yama kahalAtA hai| 'hiMsA nahIM karanI cAhie' vaha yama kahalAtA hai| itanA jAnA, yAnI Apa yama meM A ge| jAnane ke bAda taya kiyA ki koI niyama rakhanA cAhie, usa ghar3I Apa niyama meM Ae aura niyama rakhane ke bAda Apa usakA 'ekz2ekTa' pAlana karo, taba Apa saMyama meM A ge| 148 gRhasthAzrama meM brahmacarya kauna-kauna se cAra Azrama rakhe gae the ? praznakartA : brahmacaryAzrama, gRhasthAzrama, vAnaprasthAzrama aura saMnyastAzrama, aura phira hara eka paccIsa-paccIsa sAla kA / dAdAzrI : yaha to, jaba sau sAla taka jIte the taba kI bAta hai I yaha vyavasthA kitanI suMdara hai ! aura vaha vyavasthA zabda kyA karatA hai ? vaha mana para iphekTa karatA hai, isalie mana usa ora mur3a jAtA hai| abhI gavarnamenTa oNrDara jArI kare ki 'nau baje bAda sabhI ko so jAnA hai', aisA saqhta oNrDara jArI kare do-cAra bAra, to phira mana usa ora mur3a jaaegaa| mana kA svabhAva hai ki 'oNrDara kyA hai ?' mana DisoNrDaravAlA nahIM hai| oNrDara meM honA cAhie / praznakartA : sAMsArika jIvana meM brahmacarya kA pAlana kiyA jA sakatA hai ? I dAdAzrI : hA~, bahuta acchI taraha se pAlana karanevAle hote haiN| pahale RSi-muni brahmacarya kA pAlana karate the, strI aura puruSa donoM / vivAhita loga bhI pAlana karate haiM / donoM sAtha meM rahate haiM, ve saba bhI pAlana karate haiN| hamane kaIyoM ko vidhi kI hai aura aisA brahmacaryavrata bhI diyA hai !

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lo vrata kA TrAyala 149 praznakartA : hA~, lekina donoM eka hokara Ae~ tabhI saMbhava ho skegaa| dAdAzrI : haaN| praznakartA : lekina yadi puruSa kI icchA brahmacarya pAlana kI ho aura strI kI nahIM ho to kyA karanA cAhie ? dAdAzrI : nahIM ho to use kyA parezAnI hai ? samajhA denA / praznakartA : kaise samajhAU~ ? dAdAzrI : vaha to samajhAte - samajhAte rAste para A jAegA, dhIre-dhIre / ekadama se baMda nahIM hogaa| samajhAte - samajhAte / donoM samAdhAnapUrvaka mArga apanAo na! isameM kyA nukasAna hai, aisI saba bAteM karanA aura aise vicAra bhI krnaa| praznakartA : puruSa ne jJAna liyA hai lekina strI ne jJAna nahIM liyA hai| puruSa ko mAlUma hai ki yaha brahmacarya..... dAdAzrI : vaha nahIM calegA / strI ko bhI jJAna dilavAnA caahie| zAdI kyoM kI thI ? praznakartA : lekina puruSa kI bhAvanA hote hue bhI strI ko jJAna dilavAnA saMbhava nahIM ho pAtA / dAdAzrI : aisA nahIM ho pAe to saMyogoM ko samajhanA ! taba taka saMyogoM ke AdhAra para rahanA par3egA na, thor3e samaya taka ! bIja meM se bAlI agale janma meM praznakartA : abrahmacarya kA mAla bharA huA ho aura khuda, use badalane ke prayatna kare, yAnI jo pUrA puruSArtha kare to usakA phala AegA na ? dAdAzrI : usakA phala agale janma meM aaegaa| agale janma meM

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150 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) usake phalasvarUpa binA mehanata ke brahmacarya prApta hogaa| brahmacarya mila jAegA, use mehanata nahIM karanI pdd'egii| vahA~ badalanA nahIM pdd'egaa| isa janma meM jitanA pAlana kiyA jA sake, utanA isa janma meM zarIra acchA rahegA, mana acchA rhegaa| varnA mana DhIlA par3a jaaegaa| mana svastha rahe vaha fAyadA kama nahIM hai na? aura sabhI phAileM dUra raheMgI na! praznakartA : brahmacarya kI bhAvanA kareMge to phira amala meM AegI na? dAdAzrI : hA~, bhAvanA, vahI bIja hai aura amala meM AnA, vaha pariNAma hai| Aja bhale hI amala meM nahIM AyA, yAnI bIja nahIM DAlA thaa| isalie aba bIja DAlo to phira amala meM aaegaa| kabhI sunA hI nahIM thA, to bIja DAlatA kaise? brahmacarya jaisI cIz2a hI nahIM sunI thI na ! are! yaha to durupayoga huA cha:-bAraha mahIne strI viSaya se dUra rahe na, tabhI bhAna hogA, yaha to bhAna hI nahIM hai| sAre dina usakA nazA car3hatA rahatA hai aura naze meM hI ghUmatA rahatA hai| isalie mahAtmAoM se kahate haiM ki cha:-bAraha mahIne ke lie kucha karo na, kuch| Apako kyA parezAnI hai ? thor3e-bahuta mahAtmAoM ne aisA mana meM taya kiyA aura vrata ko TrAyala meM bhI liyA, sabhI aisA kareM to kAma ho jAegA na! Aja yaha mokSa kA sAdhana milA hai, anya sabakucha khAne-pIne kI chUTa hai| sirpha yahI eka cIz2a nhiiN| usakA bhagavAna ne varNana kiyA hai na! vaha varNana yadi karane jAe na, to pUrA varNana sunate hI mara jAe mnussy| jAnavara acche haiM balki! unameM koI to niyama-bAdhA hotI hai| ye to jAnavara hI dekha lo na! kyoMki abhI bhI naze meM hI rahA karate haiN| are! parasoM do-cAra-pA~ca mahAtmAoM ne batAyA to vaha bAta sunakara maiM to daMga raha gayA ki, 'aise bhI loga haiM abhI?' kaise zobhA degA Apako? isake alAvA bAkI kucha bhI karo na, sabhI viSayoM kI chUTa hai| yaha viSaya baMdhanakartA hai| sAmane phAila hai, klema hai yaha to| tIsa sAloM taka sAre

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lo vrata kA TrAyala 151 phorsa hoM, to ThIka hai aura yadi phorsa ho, phira bhI jisakA nizcaya dRr3ha hai use kyA honevAlA hai? saba khAne-pIne kI chUTa hai, phira bhI yadi khAnepIne meM sAvadhAnI nahIM rakhoge to vaha nukasAna karegA phir| usakA phorsa vahA~ pahu~cegA na! mokSa meM jAnA ho to viSaya nikAlanA pdd'egaa| lagabhaga haz2Ara mahAtmA haiM, jinhoMne sAlabhara ke lie vrata liyA hai| 'sAlabhara ke lie mujhe vrata dIjie' kahate haiN| sAlabhara meM to unheM patA cala jAtA hai| abrahmacarya, vaha anizcaya hai| jo anizcaya hai, vaha udayAdhIna nahIM hai| yaha to saba bhAnarahita hai, ye jAnavaroM kI taraha jI rahe haiN| striyoM ko bhI yaha samajhanA cAhie aura puruSoM ko bhI samajhanA caahie| mokSa meM jAnA ho to, sukha to mokSa meM hai| aura jaba viSaya nahIM hogA, una dinoM kA tU sukha to dekhanA! eka sAla ke lie baMda karake dekho! anubhava karoge, to ho paaegaa| parasoM cAra-pA~ca loga Ae the, unake sAtha merI bAta huI to sunakara mujhe to kaMpakaMpI chUTa gaI ki aise bhI loga haiM abhI taka? maiM to samajhatA thA ki viSaya ke bAre meM samajhadAra ho gae hoMge! isake bajAya aura z2yAdA viSayI ho ge| ye to kauna pUchanevAlA hai? aba to dAdAjI haiM na sira para! are! aisA kiyA? maiMne anya sArI chUTa dI hai| anya cAra viSaya, A~kha vagairaha ke karo, lekina yaha nhiiN| isameM sAmane klemavAlA hai, egrImenTavAlA hai, bhyNkr| vaha jahA~ jAegI vahA~ le jaaegii| maiMne to cAra-pA~ca logoM se pUchA to stabdha raha gyaa| maiMne kahA, 'bhaiyA aisI gar3abar3a to nahIM clegii| anizcaya hai yaha to| use to nikAlanA hI pddegaa|' prathama brahmacarya to caahie| yoM nizcaya se to Apa brahmacArI hI ho, lekina vyavahAra se nahIM honA cAhie? vyavahAra se honA cAhie yA nahIM honA cAhie? bApa ne anusaraNa kiyA beTe kA aisI bAta karane meM AbarU nahIM calI jAtI? praznakartA : nahIM, AbarU nahIM jAtI, lekina roga nikala jAtA hai|

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152 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) dAdAzrI : roga nikala jAtA hai| nahIM? thor3A nikalA? praznakartA : bhut| dAdAzrI : to ThIka hai| roga kA aura ApakA koI lenA-denA hai koI? gurupUrNimA ke bAda Ao, brahmacaryavrata de deMge, to dekhanA kaisA maz2A rhegaa| sukha usake bAda hI AegA! eka bhAI mujha se kyA kahane lage the? mere putroM ko maiMne AnaMda meM hI dekhA hai, isalie mujhe brahmacaryavrata lenA hai| lekina lene ke bAda to dekho, kyA AnaMda rahatA hai| isalie eksaTenzana karavAte rahate haiM, bAda meM! isalie phira AnaMda rahatA hai acchA rahatA hai! pahale to Dara lagatA hai ki, kyA hogA, kyA hogA? kyA honevAlA hai lekina? isa gaMdagI se dUra rahakara zuddhAtmA dekheM, to bahuta zAMti ho jAegI! apanA jJAna ho tabhI brahmacarya pAlana kiyA jA sakatA hai, varnA pAlana nahIM kara skte| mana bigar3atA hI rahatA hai| dRSTi bigar3atI hI rahatI hai| yaha to apanI dRSTi meM zuddhAtmA dikhAI deMge na, to koI vicAra hI nahIM AegA, z2arUrata hI nahIM pdd'egii| aMdara(bhItara) se aisA AnaMda rhegaa| ve bhAI kaha rahe the na ki, 'bahuta AnaMda huA!' ye sabhI, jinhoMne brahmacaryavrata liyA hai na, abhI tIsa-tIsa sAla kI umra ke loga Ate haiM, donoM sAtha meM aura kahate haiM ki, 'hamane brahmacarya kI pustaka par3hI hai aura aba hameM brahmacaryavrata lenA hai! aise saba duHkha? maiMne kahA, 'Apa yaha nahIM jAnate the?' taba kahA, 'nahIM, kisI ne batAyA hI nahIM thA na?' sabhI ne batAyA ki saccA sukha isI meM hai, isalie hamane bhI mAna liyaa| yaha to jaba Apane batAyA, taba hamAre AtmA ne kabUla kiyaa| phira eka hI sTroka meM to kitane hI jIva mara jAte haiN| usameM kyA sukha milanevAlA hai, itane jIvoM ko mArakara? aura sukha to usameM hai hI nhiiN| bAhara ke logoM kA jJAnasahita nahIM hotA na! jJAnasahita brahmacarya ho to bahuta acchA asara par3egA! bA~dhakara upavAsa karavAe~, usake bajAya samajhakara upavAsa kiyA jAe to usakI to bAta hI alaga hai na!

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lo vrata kA TrAyala 153 taya kiyA tabhI se UrvIkaraNa zIla ke UrvIkaraNa kI zurUAta karanI ho to ho sakatA hai| brahmacaryavrata lekara taya kiyA, vahIM se uu/krnn| kitane AnaMda meM rahate haiM! yaha to, apane AtmA kA AnaMda rahatA hI nhiiN| are, isI meM kho jAte haiN| cehare bhI utare hue rahate haiN| pUrA dina lAlaca aura sirpha lAlaca meM! aba itane sAla bIta gae, kyA samajhanA nahIM cAhie? aba sAvadhAna rahakara calanA acchaa| aura vaha kaMTrola to rakhanA hI pdd'egaa| kaMTrola nahIM rakhe to insAna ke kaMTrola karane ke vicAra bhI cale jAte haiM phira / sabakucha khula jAtA hai, vaha sb| isalie kaI loga to kaMTrola rakhakara, yadi doSa ho jAe~, to una doSoM kI mAfI mA~ga lete haiM, bs| lekina yadi kaMTrola hI calA jAe to phira kucha rahegA hI nhiiN| isalie abhI sAla-do sAla Apa alaga rho| Apa abhyAsa karake dekho ki yadi usase koI fAyadA ho rahA ho to, varnA phira isa prakAra se le lenaa| aura phira hara eka kA tarIkA alaga hotA hai| sabake lie eka hI niyama nahIM hai| kaliyuga meM yaha rAstA uttama hai, isa dUSamakAla meN| kyoMki dAdAjI yAda Ate haiM aura phira dAdA kA smaraNa rahatA hai na! isalie kisI ko bhaya hI nahIM hai na! jaba ghara meM bhI koI kahanevAlA ho to bacce acche rahate haiM yA nahIM rahate? praznakartA : ekdm| dAdAzrI : phira kahanevAlA bhale hI do dina dUsare zahara gayA ho lekina Dara rahatA hai ki Ae~ge taba kyA kaheMge? usake jaisI bAta hai! isalie abhI Apa apane Apa hI dekho| Apake vicAra acche haiM isIlie chur3avA rahe haiN| Apako khuda ko hI bhAvanA nahIM hai vaisI, moharUpI bhAva nahIM hai, balki yaha to dUsarA dabAvarUpI bhAva hai| moha chUTa cukA hai| aise kaI daMpati Ae the| kyoMki yaha to, sirpha apanI pustaka hI par3heM na, use par3hakara hI vairAgya utpanna ho jAtA hai, to viSaya acchA hI nahIM lagatA, viSaya hI acchA nahIM lgtaa| phira ve loga choTI umra meM hI

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154 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) niyama le lete haiN| taba maiMne kahA, 'Apa musIbata meM A jaaoge|' taba kahate haiM, 'nahIM acchA hI nahIM lagatA ab|' donoM rAz2I-khuzI niyama lete haiN| phira bhI do-tIna bAra bhUla ho jAtI hai| kyoMki dUSamakAla ke jIva haiM na ! cAroM ora se ghire hue jiiv| kaise sArI rAta nIMda Ae aise? aisA hai yaha! ina sau gharoM meM se do gharoM meM aise loga hoMge ki kleza nahIM hotA hogaa| lekina unheM bhI parezAnI to hotI hI hai na, par3osavAle lar3a rahe hoM, to unheM sunate to rahanA par3atA hai na! yAnI yaha to nirA dUSamakAla hai| yaha to jJAnIpuruSa ke pAsa Ae, isalie samajhadAra ho ge| varnA samajhadAra the hI kahA~ ? unakI pAgaloM meM bhI ginatI nahIM kI jA sakatI thii| pAgala bhI kucha niyamavAle hote haiN| inakA to niyama hI nahIM hai kisI taraha kA? yahIM para 'biveyara' ke lage haiM borDa yaha jJAna milane ke bAda aba mana cokhA (kharA, acchA, zuddha, sApha) ho gayA hai| nahIM? isalie Aja se hI socanA bhAIyoM! bahuta hI socane jaisA hai| hama kabhI kisI se kucha kahate nahIM haiN| hamane kabhI ulAhanA hI nahIM diyA aura ulAhanA dene kI hameM phurasata hI nahIM hai| yaha to Apako samajhA rahe haiM ki bhUla kahA~ ho rahI hai, pragati kyoM nahIM ho rahI? z2abaradasta puruSArtha ho sakatA hai, jJAna diyA hai islie| varnA bAta hI nahIM kI jA sktii| varnA manuSya kI zakti hI kyA hai dhAraNa karane kI? yaha bAta thor3I bahuta bhI acchI lagI ho to hAtha utthaao| dekhate haiM, kahanA par3egA yaha to, zUravIra haiM ye sbhii| maiMne socA ki acchA nahIM lagA hogaa| acchA lage bagaira to hAtha Upara nahIM uThAtA na koI! merI bAta pasaMda hai, yaha bAta to pakkI hai| yAnI viSayavAlI bAta cubhatI hai, vaha bAta bhI pakkI hai na! aba dhIre-dhIre isake lie upAya krnaa| yaha cetAvanI de rahA huuN| biveyara, biveyara ke borDa lagAte haiM na, 'biveyara oNpha thIpha' usI taraha yaha maiMne 'biveyara' khaa| 'sAvadhAna, saavdhaan|' abhI jaba taka jiMdA haiM taba taka ho skegaa| AqhirI dasa sAla acche bIta gae to bhI bahuta ho gyaa| z2yAdA nahIM nikAla pAe~ to bhI AkhirI dasa-paMdraha-bIsa sAla acche nikaleM to bhI bahuta ho gyaa| abhI taka jo bIta gae, so ghATA huA aura aba 'dAdA'

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lo vrata kA TrAyala 155 kI AjJA se shuruu| z2yAdA nahIM ho pAe to sAlabhara ke lie prayoga karake dekho, ttraayl| maiM TrAyala hI detA huuN| kyoMki phira zAyada becAroM se kucha bhUla ho jAe to! bAda meM phira se 'eksaTenzana' karavAte rhnaa| aisI koI jaldI nahIM hai, abhI bhI soca-samajhakara Age bddh'naa| yaha kue~ meM chalA~ga lagAne jaisI cIz2a nahIM hai| socakara karanA, z2arA z2yAdA socnaa| vaha bhI socanA, yaha to binA kucha soce aise hI par3e rahanA isakA artha kyA hai? karz2a bar3hatA hI jA rahA hai nirNtr| soco| maiMne Apako chUTa de rakhI hai, aisA nahIM hai| yaha kucha rAha para A jAe to acchA hai| yaha jJAna phira se milegA nahIM, aisA! AtmA alaga ho gayA hai, haMDreDa parasenTa aura rAta-dina bhItara gavAhI detA hai aura cetAvanI detA hI rahatA hai| kyA vaha kama gavAhI kahalAegI? isalie sAvadhAna ho jAo aba! bahuta dina gae! praznakartA : hama donoM kI thor3I-thor3I bhAvanA ho gaI hai| dAdAzrI : bahuta acchaa| yaha to nirI gaMdagI hai| nirA duHkh| dekhane se badabU aura chUne se bhI bdbuu| sabhI meM badabU, badabU aura bdbuu| saMDAsa hI hai na vaha to! gaMdagI pasaMda nahIM hai, lekina koI cArA hI nahIM hai na! bhAva karane meM harja nahIM hai| praznakartA : lekina unakI icchA aisI hai ki dAdAjI se mA~ge bagaira chUTa jAnA caahie| dAdAzrI : vaha uttama hai| nukasAna uThAne kI Adata ho gaI ho to vaha chUTa jAegI yA nahIM chUTa jAegI, mujhe batAe bagaira? yA phira mujhase pUchane se hI chUTegI? praznakartA : chUTa jaaegii| dAdAzrI : to, yaha saba nukasAna uThAnA chor3a do to acchaa| mujhe batAne kI kyA z2arUrata hai? anubhava karane ke lie, hama Apase cha: mahInoM kA upavAsa karane ko kahate haiM aura phira sAlabhara ke lie eksaTenzana karavA lete haiM ye loga to|

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156 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) praznakartA : rI-nyU (nviiniikrnn)| dAdAzrI : hA~, hara bAra eka sAla kA vrata detA huuN| mana yadi kamaz2ora par3a jAe to bIca meM do mahIne kI chUTa detA hU~ aura bAda meM phira se vidhi kara detA huuN| kamaz2ora ho jAtA hai aise! koI jAna-bUjhakara kamaz2ora nahIM karatA na! lekina muzkila khar3I ho to kyA hogA insAna kA? praznakartA : brahmacarya kI vidhi karate samaya kyA bolanA cAhie mujhe? dAdAzrI : kucha nhiiN| tU 'zuddhAtmA' bolanA aura bAkI saba mujhe bolanA hai| praznakartA : mujhe akhaMDa brahmacarya pAlana karane kI zakti dIjie, niraMtara nirvikAra rahane kI zakti diijie| dAdAzrI : vaha saba nahIM, vaha saba mujhe karanA hai| tujhe to bhAvanA huI, vaha prakaTa kI tUne ki mujhe brahmacarya kA pAlana karanA hai, mujhe zakti dIjie, to hama de dete haiN| 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aise bolate rhnaa| brahmacaryavrata meM aisA sukha hai, aisA dekhA? praznakartA : brahmacarya to duSkara vrata lene jaisA hai na? dAdAzrI : brahmacarya duSkara to hai lekina vaha aise paddhatipUrvaka hogA na to brahmacarya suMdara rhegaa| vaha to aise tAle lagAne hoM to brahmacarya duSkara hai| mu~ha para tAlA lagA deM to kucha khAyA hI nahIM jAegA na, svAda AegA hI kaise? vaha kAma kA nahIM hai, usakA artha to yaha ki mana bigar3a jAtA hai| khulA rakhakara jJAna se khatma karanA caahie| brahmataryavrata kA jJAna se pAlana karanA caahie| vicAra hI baMda, vrata ke pazcAt inheM to, vrata lene ke bAda jaise camatkAra ho gayA, isake bAda se bahuta suMdara rahatA hai| usakA kAraNa yaha hai ki, 'sukha kahA~ se AtA hai'

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lo vrata kA TrAyala 157 isakA bhAna nahIM thA aura vrata lene ke bAda jo sukha AtA hai na, usake bAda mana meM viSaya ke vicAra Ane hI baMda ho jAte haiN| viSaya acchA nahIM lgtaa| manuSya ko sukha hI caahie| yadi vaha sukha mila rahA ho to jAnabUjhakara kIcar3a meM hAtha DAlane ko koI taiyAra nahIM hotaa| lekina ye bAhara tApa lagatA hai| isalie kIcar3a meM hAtha DAlate haiM, ThaMDaka ke lie| varnA kIcar3a meM koI hAtha DAlatA hogA? kauna DAlegA? lekina kyA ho ? bAhara garmI lagatI hai| aba Apako ekabAra anubhava se samajha meM A gayA ki isa jJAna se viSaya ke binA bhI bahuta suMdara sukha rahatA hai| isalie Apako phira viSaya acche nahIM lgte| yaha jJAna aisA hai ki sabhI viSaya apane Apa hI chUTa jAte haiN| jhar3a jAte haiM sabhI, lekina anubhava kara-karake vaha (brahmacarya) karane se sukha hI milatA hai aura sukha mila gayA ki phira kucha rahA hI nhiiN| ___ viSaya meM to bahuta du:kha aura jalana hai| jaba koI jJAna nahIM ho, samakita nahIM ho aura jalana ho tabhI jalanavAlA vyakti viSaya meM hAtha DAlatA hai, varnA viSaya meM to hAtha DAlegA hI kauna? abhI to hAtha DAlane kI icchA nahIM hoM, phira bhI DAlanA par3atA hai| kyoMki DiscArja svarUpa se hai| lekina vaha bhI, koI lenadAra ko paise detA hai taba kyA bahuta khuza hokara detA hai ? usI taraha viSaya kA ArAdhana karanA, usa dRSTi se| vaha zauqa kI cIz2a nahIM hai| lenadAra Ae aura use paise deM, to vaha zauqa kI cIz2a nahIM hai| maiMne caudaha sAla se dekhA hai, donoM suMdara brahmacarya pAlana kara rahe haiN| donoM sAtha-sAtha ghUmate haiM caudaha sAla se| pUchA taba kahate haiM, 'z2arA sA bhI dAg2a nahIM hai|' zurUAta meM cAra sAla z2arA hicakole khA rahA thA, phira rAste para A gyaa| pratikramaNa se sudharatA hai n| pratikramaNa se dhote rahane se rAste para A jAtA hai| praznakartA : yadi zAdIzudA brahmacArI ho, to vaha vela TesTeDa hotA hai na! dAdAzrI : TesTeDa hotA hai| avivAhita bhI TesTeDa (pramANita) to

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158 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) hote haiN| usameM zaMkA nahIM hai| lekina do-tIna sAla abhyAsa karatA hai, bAda meM brahmacarya TesTeDa! kyoMki pratikramaNa kA hathiyAra zaktizAlI hai na! pratikramaNa kA hathiyAra istemAla karatA rahe to aise karate-karate zuddha ho jaaegaa| zuddhikaraNa meM praveza kiyA ki zuddha ho jaaegaa| abhiprAya to brahmacarya kA hI brahmacarya, vaha jJAnIpuruSa kI AjJAsahita honA caahie| usa AnaMda kI to bAta hI alaga hai na! AtmA prApta hone ke bAda bhItara se AnaMda AtA hI rahatA hai| lekina usa AnaMda ko rokatA kauna hai ? taba kahe ki saMsAra kA hissA use khA jAtA hai| vaha hameM AnaMda nahIM bhogane detaa| viSaya kI smRti baMda ho jAe to usake bAda apAra paramAnaMda rahatA hai| brahmacarya aura abrahmacarya kA jinheM abhiprAya nahIM hai, use brahmacaryavrata bartatA hai, aisA kahA jaaegaa| AtmA meM niraMtara rahanA, vahI hamArA brahmacarya hai| phira bhI, hama isa bAharI brahmacarya ko svIkAra nahIM karate, aisA nahIM hai| Apa saMsArI ho, isalie mujhe kahanA par3atA hai ki abrahmacarya meM etarAz2a nahIM hai lekina abrahmacarya kA abhiprAya to honA hI nahIM caahie| abhiprAya to brahmacarya kA hI honA caahie| abrahmacarya, vaha ApakI nikAlI 'phAila' hai| lekina abhI taka usake lie abhiprAya hai aura usa abhiprAya se 'jaisA hai vaisA' ArapAra nahIM dekha paate| mukta AnaMda kA anubhava nahIM ho pAtA, kyoMki abhiprAya kA AvaraNa bAdhA DAlatA hai| abhiprAya to brahmacarya kA hI rakhanA caahie| vrata kise kahate haiM? barate use vrata kahate haiN| brahmacarya mahAvrata baratA kise kaheMge? ki jise abrahmacarya yAda hI nahIM Ae, use brahmacarya mahAvrata barata rahA hai, aisA kheNge|

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[10] AlocanA se hI jokhima Tale vratabhaMga ke vrata bhaMga se mithyAtva kI jIta bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki vrata to yadi tU khuda tor3egA tabhI TUTegA, koI kyA tur3avA sakatA hai? aise kisI ke tur3avAne se vrata TUTa nahIM jaataa| vrata lene ke bAda yadi vrata kA bhaMga ho to AtmA bhI calA jAtA hai| vrata lene ke bAda terA vrata bhaMga haA hai aura usa jokhimadArI ke ye sAre pariNAma Ae haiN| ve to tujhe sahana karane hI pdd'eNge| vrata liyA ho to Apa usakA bhaMga nahIM kara sakate aura bhaMga ho jAe to batA denA cAhie ki 'aba merA calana khatma ho gayA hai|' praznakartA : maiMne Apase bAta kI thI ki aba vApasa vrata lenA pdd'egaa| dAdAzrI : tUne bAta kI thI lekina kucha samaya bAda ve saba bAteM huI thiiN| ataH usameM to bahuta jokhima hai| usake kAraNa to sArA lazkara sajIvana ho gyaa| mithyAtva lazkara cAroM ora se sajIvana ho gayA, jo aba savAra ho gayA hai| isalie abhI thor3e TAima daMDa bhognaa| phira se vApasa saba seTa karanA pdd'egaa| daMDa meM to kyA hai ? aba ravivAra ke dina eka hI bAra dUdha pIkara upavAsa karanA aura usa dina z2yAdA samaya taka sAmAyika karanA, pratikramaNa aura pazcAtApa krnaa| praznakartA : ulTe rAste itane z2ora se phorsa AtA hai, aura sabhI taraha ke vicAra bhI Ate haiN| sabhI taraha kI Triksa, hara taraha kA sAmane lAkara rakha detA hai|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) dAdAzrI : yadi thor3e aura samaya taka bhUla nahIM batAI hotI, abhI aura aise hI calane diyA hotA to sArA jJAna ukhAr3akara pheMka diyA hotA ! lekina tUne thor3e samaya meM hI batA diyA isalie pakar3a meM A gyaa| varnA vaha to phira hullar3a macA detA / isake bajAya to vrata nahIM lenA cAhie aura yadi vrata lenA ho to pUrNa rUpa se pAlana karanA ! jaba aisA lage ki pAlana nahIM ho pAegA, taba hameM sabakucha batA denA / yaha to, eka deza meM rahakara aura virodhI deza ko madada kareM, usa jaisI bAta hai sArI ! 160 viSaya ghaTAne ke lie to AhAra bAraha Ane kama kara denA cAhie, pahale sthUla dabAva kama kara denA cAhie / phira sUkSma dabAva kama karanA / sthUla dabAva kama ho jAe usake bAda sUkSma dabAva kama ho sakate haiM / kyoMki sthUla meM hI yadi dabAva kama nahIM hogA, to sUkSma meM kyA hogA ? ye vicAra TikanevAle nahIM hai, kyA tujhe aisA lagatA hai ? pahale tere jo vicAra the, taba tujhe aisA hI lagatA thA ki aba mere ye vicAra haTanevAle nahIM haiM, lekina maiM yaha jAnatA hU~ ki yahI vicAra vApasa bdleNge| hameM abhI tere vicAra TemparerI lagate haiM ! tU isakI seTiMga karatA rahatA hai, lekina terI yaha mehanata bekAra jaaegii| una dinoM tere vicAra bahuta sTroMga the, lekina ve vApasa badala gae! kyoMki jaisA mAla bharA huA hai, vaisA nikalatA rahatA hai| praznakartA: bhare hue mAla ko to aba dekhate rahate haiM, lekina phira se naye bhAva karate raheM to ? Apa jJAnIpuruSa haiM isalie dekha sakate haiM ki kyA ho rahA hai, lekina mujhe aisA vizvAsa nahIM ho rahA ki mere vicAra badaleMge ! dAdAzrI : nahIM-nahIM, vaha to pahale bhI tujhe aisA lagatA thA ki mere vicAra badalanevAle nahIM hai| tUne mujhe batAyA bhI thA ki, 'aba yaha brahmacarya hI cAhie, isake sivA aura kucha bhI nahIM !' lekina phira badala gayA! una dinoM tujhameM zArIrika vicitratA thI, usane tujhe viSaya rokane meM madada kI thii| zarIra hI aisA thA ki viSaya ke prati tujhe vairAgya Ae aura viSaya acchA nahIM lge| isa samaya zarIra meM badalAva A gayA hai isalie vApasa

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AlocanA se hI jokhima Tale vratabhaMga ke 161 usI ora mur3a gyaa| jaise hI zarIra meM phorsa (zakti) AtA hai, tAqata AtI hai to mana phira se viSaya kI ora daur3atA hai| isake bAvajUda bhI yaha zarIra alaga cIz2a hai aura hama alaga haiN| praznakartA : bhAva karanevAle hama haiM na? zarIra nahIM hai na? nizcaya karanevAlA vibhAga khuda kA hai na? taba phira viSaya kI ora kyoM cale jAte dAdAzrI : abhI kisI vyakti ko bahuta viSaya-vikArI vicAra Ate hoM aura yadi vaha tIna mahInoM taka bImAra rahe to usake ve vicAra bilkula khatma ho jaaeNge| balki aisA kahegA, 'aba yaha kabhI bhI nahIM caahie|' ata: yaha saba zarIra para hI nirbhara karatA hai! praznakartA : Apake jJAna se pahale manobala Develapa hI nahIM huA thA na! isa samaya aba manobala utpanna hotA jA rahA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha utpanna hogA, lekina manobala isa baoNDI para nirbhara karatA hai, 'DipenDansa apaoNna baoNDI!' manuSya kA manobala pUrNa rUpa se svataMtra nahIM hai| pUrNa rUpa se (pUrNataH) svataMtra manobala alaga cIz2a hai| bilkula 'vIka baoNDI' hone para bhI manobala to vahI kA vahI rahatA hai| praznakartA : lekina aisA manobala Devalapa hotA hai na? dAdAzrI : nahIM hotaa| yaha ApakA manobala to baoNDI ke adhIna haiN| aMdara jo zArIrika bImArI thI, usakI vajaha se mana ke sAre vicAroM ko breka lagA huA thA aura isalie una dinoM icchA ke anusAra kaMTrola raha sakatA thA aura isIlie phira tujhe socane kA avakAza milA ki viSaya kyA hai? una dinoM, viSaya itanI burI cIz2a hai, vaha saba yoM pikcara kI taraha hAjira rahane lagA aura usI anusAra huaa| lekina phira zarIra ne palaTA khAyA, ki phira vicAra palaTa gae! viSaya se saMbaMdhita DhIlApana Ane kA kAraNa kaI bAra zArIrika kamajorI hotI hai, bAda meM ilAja ho jAne para viSaya z2ora mAratA hai| isalie terA palaTA huA dekhakara maiM samajha gayA ki yaha kyoM palaTA haiM! maiM jAnatA hU~ ki yaha ilAja kiyA aura ilAja karane

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162 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) se aisA huA hai| abhI bhI tere ye vicAra badala jaaeNge| tU apane Apa dekhA kara na! pahale tujhe tere jo brahmacarya se saMbaMdhita vicAra 'sTroMga' lagate the, taba mujhe mana meM lagA ki isakI yaha sthiti hamezA rahanevAlI nahIM hai, phira bhI raha sake to uttama! zarIra meM badalAva hogA, taba yaha vApasa isa ora mur3egA, usake bAda mur3A bhI shii| usake bAda hama samajha ge| isalie hama pahale se kucha kahate hI nahIM haiM na! hama jAnate haiM ki yaha bhalA AdamI zarIra ke adhIna apane nizcaya meM se bahaka rahA hai, isameM usakA doSa nahIM hai| isalie to hama koI ulAhanA nahIM dete| bAkI brahmacarya ke saMbaMdha meM virodhI vicAra AnA, vaha ulAhanA dene yogya hai! yAnI yaha vicAra kisa ke adhIna badalate rahate haiM, vaha saba hameM dekhate rahanA hai| abhI tU koI bhAva mata krnaa| saba dekhatA raha ki kaisA 'seTiMga' hotA hai! brahmacarya se saMbaMdhita tere bhAva itanI U~cAI taka pahu~ce the ki logoM kA kalyANa kara DAleM, aisA thA! jise brahmacarya ke vicAra Ate hoM, vaha prabhAvazAlI kahalAtA hai! devatA hI kahalAtA hai! aura jise abrahmacarya ke vicAra Ate hoM, to vaha sAdhAraNa manuSya hI mAnA jAegA na? pazu se lekara Ama manuSya taka ke sabhI logoM ko abrahmacarya ke vicAra Ate haiN| abrahmacarya ke vicAra, ve khulI pAzavatA haiN| jinameM samajhadArI nahIM hai, ve abrahmacarya meM par3ate haiN| tujhe khuda ko bhI usa dina yaha samajha meM A gayA thA, lekina isa zArIrika sthiti ne mana ko badala diyaa| tUne samajhA ki merA mana himmatavAlA ho gayA hogA, lekina mana himmatavAlA tabhI kahA jAegA, jaba brahmacarya sahita ho! jo brahmacarya tor3e, use koI himmatavAlA nahIM kaha sktaa| brahmacarya ke vicAra AnA, vaha kabhI-kabhI zarIra para 'DipenDa' karatA hai| bIca meM tere bahuta puNya jAge the ki zarIrika kamaz2orI AI! zArIrika kamajorI ko bhagavAna ne isa kAla meM sabase bar3A puNya kahA hai| vaha adhogati meM se baca jAtA hai| jJAna nahIM ho, phira bhI vaha adhogati meM se baca jAtA hai| lekina yadi zarIra maz2abUta huA, to phira tAlAba phaTatA hai| usa vakta dekha lo phira! isalie ina choTe baccoM ko bahuta

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AlocanA se hI jokhima Tale vratabhaMga ke magadala aura miThAiyA~ dene kA manA karatA hU~ / are ! baccoM ko magadala nahIM denA caahie| ye loga to kaise haiM ki jo baccoM ko magadala aura goMdapAka Adi dete haiM! unheM to sirpha dAla-cAvala khilAne se bhI khUna bahuta bar3ha jAtA hai, phira baccoM ko miThAiyA~ Adi deMge to kyA hogA ? phira sabhI paMdraha sAla kI umra meM hI nire doSa meM par3a jAte haiM ! phira kharAbI hI ho jAegI na ? jisase uttejanA ho, aisA AhAra nahIM denA caahie| ina brahmacAriyoM ko, yadi aisA AhAra diyA jAe jisase uttejanA ho to kyA hogA ? mana-vana saba badala jAegA ! mana pUrI taraha se AhAra para AdhArita hai| vaha pUre mahala ko z2amInadosta kara detA hai ! ataH kyA kahA hai ki sabhI taraha kA AhAra lenA, lekina halakA lenA / zArIrika taMdurastI khatma nahIM honI cAhie / 163 praznakartA : hama viSaya meM phisaleM usameM jokhima to hai, lekina usameM hamArI sattA kitanI ? yadi hameM nahIM karanA ho, to usameM hamArI sattA kitanI hai ? dAdAzrI : pUrI sattA hai / 'eksiDenTa' to kabhI-kabhAra hI hotA hai, roz2a nahI hotaa| ataH roz2AnA jo karate ho, vaha khuda kI 'vila pAvara' se hotA hai| bAkI 'eksiDenTa' to cha:- bAraha mahIne meM ekAdha bAra hotA hai aura use 'vyavasthita' kahate haiM / pratidina 'eksiDenTa' ho use yadi 'vyavasthita' kahoge to vaha 'vyavasthita' kA durupayoga huA kahA jaaegaa| praznakartA : vaha 'vyavasthita' kA durupayoga huA kaise kahA jAegA ? dAdAzrI : usakA durupayoga ho hI jAtA hai| ulTI mAnyatA mAnI islie| usameM bhI Apako chUTa dI jAtI hai ki vicAra Ae~ aura ApakI dRSTi malina ho jAe to usameM harja nahIM hai; use dho DAlanA aura hamArI pA~ca AjJA kA pAlana hote rahanA cAhie / yaha to pA~ca AjJA kA pAlana nahIM ho pAtA, isalie mujhe dUsarI ora kA skrU TAiTa karanA par3atA hai / praznakartA : nahIM, vahA~ bhI AjJA pAlana to hotA hai, alaga rahA jAtA hai|

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164 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) dAdAzrI : vaha AjJA nahIM khlaatii| vaha to eka prakAra kA lAlaca ghusa gayA hai, usase lAlacI ho jAtA hai phir| isa lar3ake ne apane doSa kA pratikramaNa kiyA thA, bAda meM maiMne ise AjJA dI, usake bAda isase eka bhI doSa nahIM hotaa| kyoMki isane taya kiyA hai ki mujhe aba usa ora dRSTi hI nahIM karanI hai, mujhe bigar3anA hI nahIM hai| mujhe viSaya ke bAre meM socanA hI nahIM haiM aura maiMne use AjJA dii| aba usakA kucha bhI nahIM bigar3a rahA hai, are, niraMtara samAdhi meM rahatA hai ! ApakI nIyata kharAba ho, tabhI sabakucha bigar3atA hai| isa eka bAta meM to sTroMga rahanA hI par3egA na? isa bAre meM pahale saMtapuruSoM ne jahara khAe haiN| kyoMki z2ahara khAnA to eka janma ke lie mAratA hai aura isa viSaya se to anaMta janmoM kA maraNa hotA hai! jo aNahakka ke viSaya bhogate haiM, ve to durAcAra phailAte haiN| durAcAra kA vijJApana karate haiN| usake khuda ke haqa kA loga bhoga jAe~ge, isakA use vicAra bhI nahIM aataa| jo aNahakka kA nahIM bhogate, unake ghara meM se bhI koI unakA nahIM bhogatA, yoM sa~bhala jAtA hai, aisA kudarata kA niyama hai| jo usa niyama ko tor3a de, vaha bhAna rahita, pUrI taraha se abhAnatA kahI jaaegii| apanA yaha vijJAna niraMtara samAdhi meM rakhe, aisA hai| phira vaha bhautika sukhoM kI icchA hI nahIM rakhatA na? praznakartA : kisI meM viSaya-sukha kI graMthi hotI hai na? dAdAzrI : aisA kucha nahIM hotaa| graMthiyA~ hoM to unakA chedana kiyA jA sakatA hai| praznakartA : bAkI ApakA jJAna, ApakA jo sukha hai, vaha sacamuca ina sabase U~cA hai, yaha bAta samajha meM AtI hai| dAdAzrI : U~cA nahIM, yaha jJAna to aisA hai ki varlDa meM kabhI aisA huA hI nahIM hai| naye sire se yaha udbhava huA hai| praznakartA : hA~, yaha samajha meM AtA hai ki bAta sahI hai lekina vaha vartana meM nahIM aataa|

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AlocanA se hI jokhima Tale vratabhaMga ke 165 dAdAzrI : vartana meM bahuta suMdara prakAra se A sake, aisA hai! vartana meM itanA suMdara raha sakatA hai ki bAta hI mata puucho| praznakartA : jaba jJAna liyA, taba pahalA Der3ha sAla g2az2aba kA guz2arA, taba vartana meM bhI g2az2aba kA AyA thaa| dAdAzrI : vaha to phira nIyata bigar3I, nIyata nayA-nayA DhU~DhatI hai phir| mana kA svabhAva hai verAiTI ddhuuNddhnaa| zurUAta meM itanA acchA ho gayA thA ki mujhase kahatA thA ki yaha viSaya mujhe rAsa nahIM aaegaa| mujhe sadA ke lie brahmacarya hI le lenA hai| usake bajAya aba ulTI tarapha cala par3A praznakartA : to, isameM to khuda kI hI kamaz2orI hai na? dAdAzrI : kamaz2orI matalaba behada kamaz2orI! yaha to insAna ko mAra DAlatI hai| jaba se terI nIyata bigar3I, taba se bhagavAna kI kRpA kama hone lagI, aisA mujhe patA calatA hai na! nIyata cora hai to phira khatma ho gayA! praznakartA : to aba isakA upAya kyA hai ? bhagavAna kI kRpA yadi kama hone lage, taba phira to khatma hI ho gayA na? dAdAzrI : to phira yaha cora nIyata chor3a denI caahie| usa tarapha dRSTi hI kyoM jAnI cAhie? ye sabhI mIniMgalesa bAteM haiN| yaha to tujhe dRSTi sudhAranI cAhie ki yoM kapar3oM sahita bhI ArapAra dikhe yAnI ki kapar3e pahane hoM, phira bhI kapar3e rahita dikhAI de| phira camar3I rahita dikhAI de, aisI dRSTi vikasita karanI pdd'egii| taba khuda kI sephasAiDa ho sakegI na? aisA kyoM bola rahA hU~? manuSya ko moha kyoM hotA hai? acche kapar3e pahane dekhe ki moha ho jAtA hai! lekina hamAre jaisI ArapAra dRSTi ho jAe, phira moha hI utpanna nahIM hogA na? praznakartA : bIca meM thor3A samaya aisA rahatA thA, bAda meM phira aisA nahIM rhaa|

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166 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) dAdAzrI : matalaba cora nIyata hai| nIyata hI galata thI! aura viSaya aisI cIz2a hai ki vahA~ para eksepzana (apavAda) hai hI nhiiN| yaha to ApameM pA~ca AjJA pAlana karane kI zakti hI nahIM hai| yadi pA~ca AjJA pAlana karanI ho to bhI maiM 'eksepzana' nahIM dUMgA kisI ko bhii| kyoMki yaha viSaya to Apako na jAne kahA~ taka slipa karake (phisalAkara) khatma kara degaa| ata: yadi sirpha eka isI viSaya ko pAra kara gayA to pUrA ho gayA, usakI sephasAiDa ho jAe! hamArI AjJA meM rahoge to Apako sahaja hI kRpA milegii| dAdA ko kucha lenA nahIM hai aura denA bhI nahIM hai| Apa AjJA meM rahoge, to hama samajheMge ki ina logoM ne AjJA meM rahakara jJAna rozana kiyA! koI AdamI pA~ca-sAta dina se bhUkhA ho, to vaha lar3ane jAegA kyA? nhiiN| kyoM? usakA mana ThaMDA par3a jAtA hai| vaisA hI isa viSaya meM hai mana ThaMDA par3a gayA, yAnI ThaMDA barpha! praznakartA : lekina dAdAjI, jaba upavAsa karatA hU~ usa dina mujha se skUTara bhI ThIka se nahIM uThAyA jA sakatA, aisA lagatA hai| dAdAzrI : yaha saba vakAlata hai| yahA~ para vakAlata nahIM karanI hai| yaha to bacAva hai| yahA~ bacAva nahIM karanA hai na? praznakartA : nahIM, yaha maiM bacAva nahIM kara rahA hU~, lekina Apake sAmane khola rahA huuN| dAdAzrI : lekina yaha saba to bacAva hai| yahA~ bacAva nahIM karanA hai| yahA~ para kahA~ koI jela meM DAla deMge? khuda ke mana meM aisA ghusa jAtA hai ki aba upavAsa kiyA isalie aisA ho jAegA, vaisA ho jAegA, to vaisA ho jAtA hai| upavAsa to bahuta zakti detA hai| yaha to mana tujhe chala rahA hai| ulTI paTarI para car3hA rahA hai| yaha jo maiMne Apako diyA hai, vaha itanA adhika sukhadAyI hai ki Apako anya sukha phIke lageMge, yAnI acche hI nahIM lgeNge| itanA adhika sukhadAyI hai! parama sukhadAyI hai, parama sukha kA dhAma hai! anya sabakucha phIkA lagatA hai, acchA hI nahIM lagatA, balki ghina AtI hai!

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AlocanA se hI jokhima Tale vratabhaMga ke 167 yaha to vakAlata karake artha kA anartha kara dete haiM ki yaha saba 'vyavasthita' hI hai na! lekina kitanA bar3A jokhima hai? aNahakka ke viSaya yAnI kitanA bar3A jokhima! Apa jisa aurata se zAdI karo, vahI Apake haqa kA viSaya hai| dUsaroM ke haqa kA viSaya Apake lie ThIka nahIM hai| socana bhI nahIM cAhie, dRSTi bhI nahIM DAlanI cAhie, taba jAkara hamArA sAinsa khulegA! hamArA sAinsa to isake AdhAra para, brahmacarya ke bejamenTa para TikA hai! praznakartA : merI dRSTi to dUsarI jagaha calI jAtI hai| dAdAzrI : vaha dRSTi dUsarI jagaha jAnA, vaha terI puza oNna cIz2a hai, jabaki yaha to usI kI vakAlata kI aura vrata kA niyama todd'aa| AjJA tor3I na? isalie yaha sArA jokhima AyA hai| nizcaya nahIM TUTe aura TUTate hI sAvadhAna nahIM ho jAe~ to nizcaya dUsarI ora mur3a jAtA hai| AtmA ke saMbaMdha meM nizcaya hai, vaha nizcaya, jisa ora jAtA hai, usa ora mur3a jAtA hai| isa jagat ke kutubanumA se hameM uttara meM nahIM jAnA hai| jJAnI ke kutubanumA se uttara meM jAnA hai| jagat kA kutubanumA to, jo dakSiNa meM jA rahA hai, usI ko uttara kahate haiN| galata ko galata samajhe, aura tabhI se saca kI ora jAne lgoge| eka sUkSma z2ahara hai aura eka davAI hai, khA~sI miTAne kii| donoM sapheda hotI haiM, lekina jisa para paoNiz2ana likhA huA ho, use hama nahIM chUte kyoMki 'mara jaaeNge'| aisA jAnane ke bAda chor3a deMge yA nahIM? abhI jagat polampola cala rahA hai| paise bhI aNahakka ke aura aise hI Ate haiM saare| isalie hama usameM hAtha nahIM ddaalte| abhI sirpha viSaya ke lie hI manA karate haiN| kyoMki paise to jar3a cIz2a haiM aura ye to donoM cetn| vaha kaba dAvA kara le, vaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| Apa baMda kara do to bhI vaha dAvA karegI na? praznakartA : yaha to na jAne aMdara kyA ho gayA hai, vahI samajha meM

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) nahIM aataa| jahA~ dRSTi bigar3e, vahA~ para pratikramaNa karatA hai aura vApasa dRSTi bigAr3anA to calatA hI rahatA hai| 168 dAdAzrI : usIkA nAma 'vyavasthita' hai na! ulTA samajhakara seTa kara diyA aura kaha diyA 'vyavasthita' ! nahIM hai vaha 'vyavasthita' ! yaha to apanI samajha se seTa kara diyA ki pratikramaNa kara legA to khAsa parezAnI nahIM hogI / phira isakA aisA nahIM aura usakA vaisA nahIM / manuSya ko 'sTroMga' rahanA caahie| khuda paramAtmA hI hai! paramAtmA kyoM nahIM dikhate? aise saba ulTe lakSaNa ho gae haiM, isalie / aba tujhe z2arA z2yAdA jAgRti se kAma lenA hai, aura z2yAdA to mana ko pakar3anA hai| mana DhIlA ho gayA hai| pahale mana nahIM bigar3A thA, abhI to mana bigar3a gayA hai| pahale zarIra bigar3A huA thA, taba mana sudharA huA thaa| davAI ke kAraNa zarIra taMdurasta ho gayA, to dekha nukasAnadeha ho gyaa| pahale aisA nahIM thA / maiMne sArA hisAba nikAlA thA / viSaya ghera leM taba phira Age kA kucha dikhAI nahIM detaa| vaha manuSya ko aMdha banA detA hai / hitAhita kA bhAna nahIM rahatA / 'agale janma meM kyA hogA ?' jagat ko isakA bhAna hI nahIM hai / hitAhita kA bhAna hI kahA~ hai ? ahaMkAra karake bhI viSaya se chUTa jAo 'atiparicayAt avjnyaa'| ina pA~ca viSayoM kA anAdikAla se avagAr3ha paricaya hone ke bAvajUda bhI unakI avajJA nahIM hotI, vaha bhI Azcarya hai na! kyoMki eka-eka viSaya ke anaMta paryAya haiM ! unameM se jisa viSaya ke jitane paryAyoM kA anubhava huA, utane paryAyoM kI avajJA huI aura utane chUTa gae! paryAya anaMta hone ke kAraNa anaMtakAla taka bhaTakanA par3egA aura paryAya anaMta hone ke kAraNa aMta bhI nahIM AegA! yaha to, jJAna ke binA isameM se chUTa hI nahIM sakate / apanA mArga hara taraha se sAhajika hai, lekina viSaya ke bAre meM sAhajika nahIM hai| isa viSaya ko to igoiz2ama karake bhI ur3A denA hai| kyoMki yaha carama zarIrI nahIM hai ! isalie ahaMkAra karake bhI AjJA meM rhnaa|

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AlocanA se hI jokhima Tale vratabhaMga ke 169 ahaMkAra kA karma bhale hI ba~dhe, lekina akrama vijJAna meM itanA sa~bhAlane jaisA hai! zarIra para se camar3I nikAla de aura phira vahA~ pIpa huA ho aura koI Apase kahe ki ise cATa lo, varnA kala se mere yahA~ mata AnA, to Apa kyA karoge? praznakartA : 'jAo, nahIM AU~gA', aise khuuNgaa| dAdAzrI : 'nahIM AU~gA' aisA hI kahoge na? dekho, aba eka itanI choTI sI bAta ke lie pUrI taraha se chor3a detA hai, cATatA nahIM hai na! Apako kyA lagatA hai? Apase koI kahe ki pIpa cATa jAo, varnA kala se mere yahA~ mata AnA, to? praznakartA : Aja abhI se hI nahIM AU~gA, kala se kyoM? dAdAzrI : dekho, itanI choTI sI bAta hai na, to Apako bAta ko pakar3anA nahIM AnA cAhie? kaisA Azcarya hai na! sirpha pIpa par3a jAe, usameM ahaMkAra karatA hai ki, 'aba nahIM AU~gA', aura jisameM haz2AroM jokhima haiM aise viSaya meM ahaMkAra kara na, ki 'tU mujha se aisA karavAtI hai, to maiM tere pAsa AU~gA hI nahIM!' | praznakartA : karma bA~dhakara AyA hai, isalie bhoganA hI par3egA na? bAda meM usakI sattA meM nahIM hai na? dAdAzrI : bhoganA par3atA hai, vaha bAta alaga hai, aura bhogate haiM vaha bAta alaga hai| ye sabhI to bhoga rahe haiN| bhoganA par3e aisA to koI ekAdha hI vyakti hotA hai| jise bhoganA par3atA hai, aisA vyakti to pUre dina upAdhi (bAhara se AnevAlA du:kha) meM hI rahA karatA hai| jabaki yahA~ to bhogane ke bAda mu~ha para saMtoSa bhI dikhatA hai| ise manuSya hI kaise kaheM phira? apane kucha mahAtmA aise haiM ki jinhoMne ahaMkAra karake bhI viSaya chor3a diyA hai| ahaMkAra kiyA ki jo honA ho so ho, lekina viSaya bNd| aba viSaya cAhie hI nhiiN| yadi viSaya Ae to mara jAU~gA, aise ahaMkAra

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) karake chor3a diyaa| usakA eka karma z2yAdA ba~dhatA hai| aise ahaMkAra se puNyakarma meM vRddhi hotI hai / 170 Aja taka nAsamajhI se cale avazya haiM, lekina yaha jJAna lene ke bAda to kitanI samajha utpanna hotI hai / ataH samajhadArI sahita hogA to vairAgya AegA aura phira tor3a-phor3akara viSaya kI dhajjiyA~ ur3A degA / aisA koI niyama nahIM hai ki karma badaleMge hI nahIM / karma badala sakate haiM / ajJAnI kA karma kaise badalatA hai ? abhI koI lenadAra Ae, taba usa karma kA udaya to AyA, use pUrA to karanA hI par3egA na ? lekina vaha par3osI se pacAsa rupaye letA hai aura lenadAra ko paiMtAlIsa dekara pA~ca khuda ke pAsa rakhatA hai| isase eka karma pUrA huA aura dUsarA karma khar3A kiyaa| isa prakAra purAnA karma to samApta ho jAtA hai lekina nayA karma khar3A karate haiM / ye saMsArI isI prakAra se sabhI karma pUre karate haiM / lekina kyA ye sabhI karma cukA dete haiM ? nahIM, yaha to nayA ovaraDrAphTa lekara cukAte haiM ! praznakartA : ona akAunTa pUrA karate haiM I dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina isase AnevAlI, agale janma kI z2immedArI kA use bhAna nahIM hai| ve phira yahA~ se jAnavara meM cale jAte haiM / lekina itanA sudharA, itanA bhI bahuta acchA huA na, kyoMki jo roz2amarrA kA AcaraNa hai, ve kucha hada taka calAyA jA sakatA hai, lekina sirpha viSaya saMbaMdha meM hI nahIM calAyA jA sktaa| bAkI sabhIkucha calA sakate haiM / anya sabhIkucha hama calA lete haiM / yadi zarAba pItA ho to kabhI-kabhI calA lete haiM, lekina Apako itanA samajhanA cAhie ki dAdAjI ise daraguz2ara kara rahe haiM! lekina Apako kyA karanA cAhie? dina-rAta 'yaha bahuta galata cIz2a hai, bahuta galata cIz2a hai', aise jApa karane caahie| praznakartA : yAnI usake prati kheda hI honA cAhie ? dAdAzrI : niraMtara kheda rahanA cAhie, tabhI hamArA yaha kahanA ki 'calA leMge', vaha Apake kAma AegA, varnA dAdAjI alAu karate haiM usakA matalaba aisA nahIM hai ki koI harja nahIM hai| jabaki viSaya saMbaMdha ko to

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AlocanA se hI jokhima Tale vratabhaMga ke ahaMkAra karake bhI tor3a denA caahie| do-cAra janoM se maiMne isa prakAra se tur3avA diyA thA ! ahaMkAra karake, tahasa-nahasa kara dete haiM ! phira jo ahaMkAra kiyA, usakA karma ba~dhe to bhale hI ba~dhe, lekina vaha sArA viSaya to khatma kara degA na? ye sAre karma aise haiM ki eka ke bajAya dUsarA do to usake evaja meM chUTa jAte haiN| sirpha viSaya hI aisA hai ki ahaMkAra karake bhI chUTa jAnA cAhie, varnA yaha viSaya to mAra hI DAlegA ! 171 purAne samaya meM cAritra sthiratA Aja jaisI nahIM thii| Aja to ye loga abhAna haiN| yaha to, yadi jJAna lene ke bAda bhI viSaya kI ArAdhanA hogI to kyA hogA? satsaMga ko dagA diyA aura jJAnI ko bhI dagA kiyA, to phira yahA~ se sIdhe narka meM jAegA / yahA~ para (jJAna lene ke bAda) z2yAdA daMDa milatA hai, isakA kyA kAraNa hogA ? praznakartA : z2immedArI hai na ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, isa satsaMga ko dagA diyA, jJAnI ko dagA diyaa| bar3A dagAbAz2a kahA jaaegaa| aisA to hotA hogA ? kyA khuda aisA nahIM samajhatA ki yaha galata hai ? yaha to jAna-bUjhakara calA lete haiM ki koI harja nahIM, varnA 'samabhAva se nikAla' kA durupayoga karatA hai yA phira 'vyavasthita hai' karake durupayoga karatA hai / aisA saba Apane nahIM sunA thA na, pahale ? praznakartA: aisA to nahIM sunA thA / dAdAzrI : aba Apako saba lakSya meM rahegA yA chUTa jAegA? ApameM aisA nahIM honA cAhie / yaha to mu~ha bhI nahIM dikhA sakeM, aisI cIz2a ho jAtI hai| zobhA nahIM detA Apako / ahaMkAra se jitanA kiyA utanA karma ba~dha jAtA hai, ki kitanA 'oNvaraDrAphTa' liyaa| lekina 'viSaya to cAhie hI nahIM', aisA honA caahie| jo bAhara viSaya kA ArAdhanA karatA ho use to, khuda kI patnI-beTI kahIM bhI jAe to etarAz2a nahIM hotA / to phira use naMgA hI kaheMge na? usake lie cAritra kI qImata hI nahIM hai na! 1 aba sArA seTa kara do| Aqhira meM yadi kala deha chUTa jAe, to apane

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172 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) Apa hI viSaya to chUTa hI jAegA na? to jIte jI karo to kyA burA hai? mAra-pITakara kudarata karavAe, usake bajAya jIte jI Apa khuda karoge to chUTa jAoge isameM se! isa viSaya kA karma usane rokA, usake badale dUsarA karma ba~dhA vaaps| bhale hI vaha sahajabhAva nahIM kahA jAegA! yAnI dUsarA karjA khar3A kiyaa| yaha dUsarA karz2a to acchA hai, lekina viSaya kA karja to bahuta hI galata hai! viSaya kA vicAra Ate hI turaMta pratikramaNa krnaa| pratikramaNa hotA hai na tujha se? terI khuda kI isameM bilkula icchA hI nahIM hai na? aMdara thor3I bahuta icchA rahatI hai ki 'vyavasthita hai' vagairaha, isa taraha pola (jAnabUjhakara durupayoga karanA, lAparavAhI) rakhatA hai kyA? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : bAkI pola rakhatA hai| 'vyavasthita hai' na, aisA kahatA hai! pola mAranI ho to calA sakatA hai na? pola mArane meM to bahuta jokhima hai na? vaha to narkagati meM le jaaegaa| isalie hama sAvadhAna karate haiM!

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[ 11 ] cAritra kA prabhAva cAritra kI nIMva, mokSapatha kA AdhAra khAo-pIo, maz2e kro| bahuta sArI cIjeM haiM khAne ke lie| eka AdamI ko koI vikArI Adata thI / usa Adata ko chur3avAne ke lie maiMne kyA kahA, 'isa gaMdagI meM kyoM par3e rahate ho ? anya cIjeM istemAla karo na? senTa, itra vagairaha rakho na ! yaha Apako acchA nahIM lagegA ?' taba bolA, 'yaha mujhe acchA lagegA ?' matalaba isa taraha mana ko samajhA-bujhAkara kAma nikAla lenA hai| eka golI se acchA nahIM lage, to dUsarI golI denA, dUsarI se acchI nahIM lage to tiisrii| isa taraha (aise taraha-taraha) kI jo goliyA~ batAI haiM, ve denaa| unameM se kisI eka golI meM mana laga gayA ki cala pdd'aa| phira usa gaMdagI se chUTa jAegA na ! cAritra meM sTroMga ho gayA to jagat jIta jaaegaa| jagat jItane ke lie, cAritra meM sTroMga ho, basa itanA hI caahie| kapar3e kaise bhI pahane, usameM koI harja nahIM hai| vyavahAra cAritra kA aura kapar3oM kA koI lenA-denA nahIM hai| kapar3oM ke bAre meM to eka kA mata aisA hai ki kapar3e bilkula hone hI nahIM caahie| kisI dUsare kA mata aisA hai ki sapheda kapar3A lapeTanA caahie| lekina Apa koTa - patalUna pahano to bhI harja nahIM hai| ve sabhI mata vyavahAra ke haiN| khAne kI cIjeM koI bhrAMti jaisI cIz2a nahIM haiM / yadi jalebI mu~ha meM rakheM, to bar3e logoM ko bhI mIThI lagatI hai na? nahIM lagatI ? isalie yadi sirpha 'cAritra' jIta liyA to sArA jagat jIta liyaa| bAkI khAopIo usameM mujhe koI etarAz2a nahIM hai / kama- z2yAdA khAoge to koI etarAz2a nahIM karegA na ? Apa itra z2yAdA lagAo to loga etarAz2a karate haiM kyA ?

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174 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) aura itanI bar3I-bar3I mUche rakho, galamucche rakho taba bhI duniyA etarAz2a nahIM krtii| duniyA to, jahA~ gar3abar3a hai, vahIM para etarAz2a karatI hai| duniyA ko anya sabhI cIz2oM meM koI etarAz2a hai hI nhiiN| aura isa aNahakka ke saMbaMdha meM to bahata hI jokhimadArI hai, bhayaMkara adhogati meM pheMka detA hai! jagat to AIne jaisA hai, vaha hameM dikhAtA hai, apanA rUpa dikhAtA hai| jojo TokanevAle haiM na, ve apanA hI AInA haiN| vAstava meM to, viSaya meM sukha hai hI nhiiN| jo sukha mAnA hai na, vaha nirI roMga bilIpha kI bhI roMga bilIpha hai| jalebI meM sukha lagatA hai| aba kisI ko jalebI nahIM bhAtI hogI, lekina use zrIkhaMDa to bhAtA hogA? yAnI ye cIjeM bhI sukhadAyI lagatI haiN| jabaki viSaya to dAda ko khujalAne jaisA hai| vaha koI cIz2a nahIM hai phira bhI usameM sukha milatA hai na? ataH viSaya roMga bilIpha kI bhI roMga bilIpha hai| vaha bhI phira jagat meM cala par3A to calA phir| sahI samajha hI nahIM hai na! maiM ina sabhI ko isIlie brahmacarya ke bAre meM samajhAtA huuN| kyoMki cAritra kI buniyAda para mokSamArga kAyama hai| Apako yadi khAnA-pInA hai, to usameM harja nahIM hai| sirpha zarAba yA mAMsAhAra nahIM karanA caahie| bAkI sabakucha, pakaur3e-jalebI khAne hoM to khAnA, usakA hala lA duuNgaa| aba itanI chUTa dene ke bAvajUda bhI yadi Apa acchI taraha se AjJA meM nahIM raha pAo to kyA ho sakatA hai? kRpAludeva ne to yahA~ taka kahA hai ki terI pasaMda kI thAlI dUsaroM ko de denaa| apane yahA~ to kyA karane ko kahA hai ki 'tujhe jisase zAMti milatI hai, vaisA tU kr| tU apanI pasaMda kI thAlI dUsaroM ko mata denA, ArAma se khaanaa|' Apako to cAritra kI buniyAda maz2abUta rakhanI hai| mokSa meM jAne ke lie vahI eka mUla cIz2a hai| apane yahA~ para jJAna lene ke bAda krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nahIM hote haiM isalie yaha vyavahAra caritra bahuta U~cA kahalAtA hai| jo bhI krodha-mAnamAyA-lobha hote haiM, ve nikAlI haiM, ve nirjIva haiN| ata: vAstava meM ve krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha nahIM haiN| isalie yaha vyavahAra caritra bahuta U~cA kahalAtA hai, lekina brahmacarya ThIka se nahIM sa~bhAlane ke kAraNa sArA caritra kaccA par3a

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cAritra kA prabhAva 175 jAtA hai| aba brahmacarya ke lie z2ora lagAkara, yoM khIMca-tAnakara lAne jaisA nahIM hai| brahmacarya apane Apa sahaja udaya meM Ae tabhI kAma kA hai / ApakA bhAva brahmacarya ke lie honA caahie| jaba taka brahmacarya ThIka se nahIM sa~bhAla pAte, taba vaha taka paudgalika sukha aura Atmasukha ke bIca kA bheda nahIM samajhane degaa| vyavahAra cAritra yAnI kisI strI ko duHkha ho hI nahIM, aise baratanA / kisI strI ke lie dRSTi nahIM bigaadd'e| kucha muddata ke lie liyA gayA cAritrya to acchA kahalAtA hai / abhyAsa to ho jAegA na ! cAritrya liyA matalaba jhaMjhaTa hI khatma ho jAegA na ! phira ve vicAra aisA samajheMge ki inheM apamAna mahasUsa hogA, ataH jAna-bUjhakara kama Ae~ge / 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke AdhAra para cAritrya, vaha to sabase bar3I cIz2a hai I jabaki 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA cAritra to bahuta hI ucca hotA hai| kabhI mana bhI nahIM bigar3atA / viSaya kA vicAra taka nahIM AnA cAhie aura yadi vicAra A jAe to use dho denaa| mana meM yadi sirpha viSaya kA bhAva hI utpanna ho, yAnI vANI meM nahIM ho, vartana meM nahIM ho, vicAra meM nahIM ho lekina kabhI yadi z2arA sA bhI vicAra mana meM Ae, to usakA pratikramaNa kara lenA / ise vyavahAra cAritra kahA jAtA hai / nizcaya cAritra meM to bhagavAna hI bana jAegA / nizcaya cAritra, vahI bhagavAna / kevalajJAna ke binA nizcaya cAritra saMpUrNa nahIM ho sakatA, pUrNa dazA meM nahIM ho sktaa| vyavahAra cAritra yAnI pudgala cAritra, A~khoM se dikhAI de aisA cAritra aura jaba nizcaya cAritra utpanna huA ki bhagavAna bana gayA, aisA kahA jaaegaa| abhI to Apa sabhI ko 'darzana' hai, phira jJAna meM AegA, lekina cAritra utpanna hone meM dera lgegii| phira bhI akrama hai na, isalie cAritra zurU hogA z2arUra, lekina Apake lie samajhanA muzkila hai / praznakartA : usake lakSaNa kyA hote haiM ? dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, vaha nizcaya cAritra bahuta kama hotA hai| jo

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176 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) A~khoM se dekhA aura jAnA jA sake, vaha cAratra nahIM kahalAtA, buddhi se dekhAjAnA jA sake vaha bhI cAritra nahIM khlaataa| usameM to A~khoM kA upayoga nahIM hotA, mana kA upayoga nahIM hotA, buddhi kA upayoga nahIM hotii| usake bAda jo bhI dekhe-jAne, vaha nizcaya cAritra hai| lekina isameM jaldabAjI karane jaisA nahIM hai| yaha 'darzana' taka pahu~cA hai, itanA bhI bahuta ho gayA na! khuda ke doSa dikhAI deM aura una sabhI ke pratikramaNa hoM, to kAphI hai! praznakartA : vyavahAra cAritra ke lie, vizeSa rUpa se aura kyA karanA dAdAzrI : kucha nhiiN| vyavahAra cAritra ke lie aura kyA karanA hai? jJAnI kI AjJA meM rahanA, vaha vyavahAra cAritra hai aura usameM bhI yadi brahmacarya sammalita ho to ati uttm| tabhI vAstava meM cAritra khlaaegaa| taba taka pUrI taraha se vyavahAra cAritra nahIM khlaataa| vyavahAra cAritra kI pUrNAhuti nahIM hotii| jaba brahmacaryavrata A jAe, taba 'vyavahAra cAritra' kI pUrNAhuti hotI hai| zIlavAna ko dekhakara jagat 'prabhAvita' hogA hI jina logoM meM cAritra nahIM ho, ve loga jaba cAritravAna ko dekhate haiM to turaMta hI prabhAvita ho jAte haiN| jisa bAre meM khuda kharAba hai, usa bAre meM sAmanevAle ke acche guNa dekhe to turaMta hI prabhAvita ho jAtA hai| krodhI vyakti anya kisI zAMta puruSa ko dekhe to bhI prabhAvita ho jAtA hai| isa jagat meM ApakA prabhAva par3ane lage aura taba Apa, Apa viSaya khojo to phira kyA hogA? zikSaka yadi vidyArthI se sabjI ma~gavAe, aura kucha ma~gavAe to phira usakA prabhAva rahegA kyA? isI ko viSaya kahA hai| zIlavAna kA aisA prabhAva par3atA hai ki koI gAliyA~ dene kA taya karake AyA ho, to bhI usake sAmane Ate hI jIbha sila jAtI hai| AtmA kA aisA prabhAva hai| prabhAva yAnI kyA ki use dekhane se hI logoM ko ucca bhAva hote haiN| isa jJAna ke bAda prabhAva bar3hatA hai| yaha prabhAva

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cAritra kA prabhAva 177 Age calakara cAritra kahalAtA hai| prabhAva bahuta U~cA ho, taba cAritravAna kahalAtA hai| manuSya ke cAritrabala jitanI qImatI anya koI cIz2a hai hI nahIM, lekina usakI qImata hI nahIM samajhatA na! yaha to manuSya kA cAritrabala hai, aisA ki jisase bAgha bhI ghabarAe! lekina samajha hI nahIM ho to kyA ho sakatA hai? praznakartA : zIlavAna meM kauna se vizeSa guNa hote haiM? dAdAzrI : zIlavAna, vaha aise cAritravAna kI ora jAtA hai| aura sirpha cAritravAna hI nahIM, anya bahuta se guNa bhI hoM, taba zIlavAna kahalAtA yAnI zIlavAna ke sAmane sabhI loga regyulara (niyamaniSTha) rahate haiN| zIlavAna kA prabhAva aura cAritra vagairaha to bahuta ucca koTi kA hotA hai! sirpha brahmacarya ko hI cAritra nahIM kahA jaataa| cAritra to, yadi zIlavAna ho, taba cAritra kahalAtA hai| ata: zIla kA to bahuta mahAtmya hai| zIla meM brahmacarya kA samAveza to ho hI gayA, lekina brahmacarya sahita itane guNa aura hone caahie| yAnI jisakI vANI se kisI ko duHkha nahIM ho, jisake vartana se kisI ko kiMcit mAtra du:kha nahIM ho, jisakA mana kisI ke lie burA nahIM soce, zIlavAna vyakti aisA hotA hai| cAritravAna kise kahate haiM ? jo kisI ko krodha se bhI duHkha nahIM pahu~cAtA, kisI ko lobha se du:kha nahIM pahu~cAtA, mAna ko lekara kisI kA tiraskAra nahIM karatA, kapaTa se kisI ko duHkha nahIM detA, vaha cAritravAna kahalAtA hai| cAritravAna kI to bahuta qImata! lekina yaha to khuda ne hara taraha se khuda kA divAlA ghoSita kiyA hai aura usI kA duHkha hai| divAlA ghoSita karate haiM na loga? krodha, lobha, kapaTa, mAna kI vajaha se divAlA ghoSita karate haiN| isalie phira cAritra khatma ho jAtA hai| kisI prakAra se divAlA nahIM nikale, tabhI vaha cAritravAna kahalAegA, zIlavAna khlaaegaa| zIlavAna ko dekhate hI AnaMda hotA hai|

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178 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) abhI to nirA ku-zIla kA hI vAtAvaraNa ho gayA hai| lekina zIlavAna bananA par3egA, saccA bananA par3egA, sabhI taraha se oNla rAiTa ho jAnA pdd'egaa| bAkI sabakucha khAo-pIo, itra lagAo ina sabhI meM pablika ko harja nahIM hai, harja kevala ku-zIlatA kA hI hai| kisI ko z2arA sA bhI, kiMcit mAtra du:kha nahIM pahu~cAe, apane aise vicAra, bhAva, aura vartana hone cAhie aura bahuta hI ucca cAritra honA caahie| jagat jItane ke lie eka hI cAbI batAtA hU~ ki, yadi viSaya viSayarUpa nahIM bane to sArA jagat jIta jaaegaa| kyoMki vaha vyakti phira zIlavAna mAnA jaaegaa| jagat kA parivartana kara skegaa| ApakA zIla dekhakara hI sAmanevAle meM parivartana ho jaaegaa| ApameM jitanA zIla hogA, utanA sAmanevAle meM parivartana ho sakegA, varnA kisI meM parivartana ho hI nahIM paaegaa| balki viparIta hogaa| abhI to zIla hI sArA naSTa ho gayA hai na! praznakartA : jo vyakti pahale caritrahIna ho, kyA vaha manuSya zIlavAna bana sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, kyoM nahIM? jaba se yaha karjA.... eka bAra divAliyA ho jAne ke bAda yadi vaha karja cukA diyA to phira karjA gyaa| bAda meM vaha sAhukAra bhI bana sakatA hai na! jaba taka jIvita hai, taba taka ho sakatA hai, jitanI muddata ho utanI, lekina ekadama se zIlavAna nahIM bana sktaa| praznakartA : bure kAmoM kA karz2a kaise cukA sakate haiM ? dAdAzrI : karja to car3ha gayA hai| lekina aba naye sire se saba iMtaz2Ama kara rahA hai na? praznakartA : pazcAtApa se ho sakatA hai| dAdAzrI : naye sire se iMtaz2Ama kara degA na! zIlavAna banAne ke lie hI hama yaha satsaMga karavAte haiM na! mokSa kI kyA jaldI hai ? kisalie mokSa kI jaldI hai ? hama mokSa svarUpa hI

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cAritra kA prabhAva 179 haiM aura ye to zIlavAna puruSa kahalAte haiN| isalie inheM khuda ko sadaiva sukha hI rahatA hai aura inheM dekhate hI logoM meM parivartana hone lage, itanI hI z2arUrata hai hmeN| bAkI upadeza dene se parivartana nahIM hotaa| zIlavAna honA to bahuta U~cI cIz2a hai| AtmA mokSa svarUpa hai| jaba se vaha riyalAiz2a huA, tabhI se mokSa svarUpa hai| lekina pahale zIlavAna bananA par3egA, usake guNa utpanna hone caahie| khuda zIlavAna huA ki usake bAda jagat meM sabhI usake nimitta se badala jaaeNge| jo mazInarI ulTI cala rahI thI, bAda meM vaha sIdhI ho jaaeNgii| kaise lakSaNa zIlavAna ke ! praznakartA : zIlavAna ke kyA-kyA lakSaNa hote haiM, ve jAnane haiN| dAdAzrI : zIlavAna meM maoNreliTI, sinsiyariTi, brahmacarya Adi saba hotA hai aura phira sahaja namratA hotI hai| sahaja yAnI namratA rakhanI nahIM pdd'tii| sahaja rUpa se sAmanevAle ke sAtha namra rahakara hI bAta karatA hai| aura phira, sahaja saralatA hotI hai| saralatA rakhanI nahIM pdd'tii| jaise mor3anA cAho vaise mur3a jAte haiN| unakA saMtoSa sahaja hotA hai| itane se hI cAvala aura kar3hI paroseM na, to ve sira uThAkara dekhate nahIM haiN| sahaja saMtoSa! unakI kSamA bhI sahaja hotI hai| unakA aparigraha aura parigraha donoM sahaja hote haiN| yAnI aisI kitanI hI bAteM sahaja hoM taba samajhanA ki ye bhAI zIlavAna haiM praznakartA : lekina zIlavAna puruSa mokSa meM jAtA hai kyA? dAdAzrI : vahI dUsaroM ko mokSa de sakatA hai! praznakartA : to phira yaha jo guNa grahaNa karane kI bAta hai, vRttiyoM para kaMTrola, vaha to ahaMkAra se huaa| dAdAzrI : aise jo ahaMkAra se ho, vaha kAma kA nahIM hai, sahaja rUpa se honA caahie| usI ko zIlavAna kheNge| vRttiyoM para kaMTrola kiyA, vaha to ahaMkAra se hai| tyAga karate ho, vaha ahaMkAra hai aura grahaNa karanA

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) vaha bhI ahaMkAra hai / sahaja, sahaja ke sAmane koI tyAga bhI nahIM hai aura atyAga bhI nahIM hai| isIlie zrImad rAjacaMdrajI ne kahA hai ki, 'jJAnI ke lie tyAgAtyAga saMbhava nahIM hai / ' tyAga bhI saMbhava nahIM hai aura atyAga bhI saMbhava nahIM hai| kyoMki ve khuda udayAdhIna baratate haiN| matalaba jaise kisI gaTharI ko le jAte haiM na, usI taraha ve muMbaI jAte bhI haiM aura gaTharI kI taraha Ate bhI haiM vApasa / 180 praznakartA : Apane jo vaha batAyA na, sahaja kSamA / dAdAzrI : sahaja kSamA yAnI sAmanevAlA yadi use dhaula mAre na, phira bhI jaba usakI ora dekhe to kSamA se bharI A~kheM dikhAI deMgI hameM / praznakartA : aisA to jJAna ke bagaira saMbhava hI nahIM hai / taba to zIla bhI jJAna ke binA saMbhava hai hI nahIM na ! dAdAzrI : vaha saba eka hI cIz2a hai aura yadi alaga karake dekhA jAe to aisA kaha sakate haiN| praznakartA : sahaja kSamA / aba maiM kSamA karatA hU~ / dAdAzrI : vaha kAma kI nahIM hai / bar3e Ae kSamA karanevAle! sahaja honI cAhie ! Apa dhaula lagAo aura phira usakI A~kheM dekho to Apako kSamA de rahI hotI haiN| taba vaha sahaja kSamA kahalAtI hai / 'mujhe kSamA cAhie' aisA kahanA nahIM pdd'taa| Apa dhaula lagAo taba usakI A~khoM meM sa~pole nahIM khelate! patA nahIM calegA ki sa~pole khela rahe haiM, isakI A~khoM meM ? Apa isa iphekTa ko kyA samajho ? hama kaoNz2ez2a ko bhI jAnate haiM aura iphekTa ko bhI jAnate haiN| donoM kA hI, kaoNz2ez2a kA jJAna hai aura iphekTa kA jJAna, donoM kA jJAna hai hmeN| tabhI sahaja kSamA raha sakatI hai I praznakartA : aba 'zIla' zabda hai, usameM maoNreliTI, sinsiyAriTI ke alAvA anya pA~ca-sAta guNa hone cAhie, ve sabhI batAie /

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cAritra kA prabhAva 181 dAdAzrI : aMgrez2I meM to ye do hI zabda kaha die jAe~, to saba acchI taraha se samajha meM A jaaegaa| zIlavAle ko strI kA vicAra taka nahIM AtA, viSaya kA vicAra AyA yAnI zIla kaccA hai abhii| lekina phira bhI jise vicAra Ate haiM, usake lie kahate haiM ki, 'bhaiyA, usakA aisA hai| ye vicAra thor3e samaya meM cale jAe~ge aura vaha zIlavAna hI hai!' Apa kaoNz2ez2a ko kArya kahate ho| kaIbAra kaoNz2ez2a ko kArya kahate haiM, matalaba kyA? yadi ye bhAI kaheM ki, 'maiM yahA~ se ahamadAbAda jA rahA huuN|' to jaba vaha yahA~ se nikale, taba koI pUche ki, 'vaha bhAI kahA~ gayA? taba kahegA, 'vaha to ahamadAbAda gyaa|' aba vaha bAta phekTa hai kyA? phira bhI 'vaha ahamadAbAda gayA' aisA kahate ho yA nahIM kahate? isa saMsAra kA niyama hI aisA hai, apanA vyavahAra hI aisA hai ki vaha ahamadAbAda gyaa|' to kyA yaha kucha galata, yaha vyavahAra kucha galata hai kyA? taba kahe, 'nhiiN| galata kaise kaha sakate haiM?' kyoMki loga kAraNa kA kArya meM AropaNa karate haiN| vaha ahamadAbAda jA rahA hai, arthAt ahamadAbAda jAnevAlA hai, isalie 'vaha ahamadAbAda gayA', aisA kahate haiN| isI taraha isameM bhI zIla meM kucha kharAba vicAra Ate hoM, phira bhI, kyoMki vaha zIla prApta karanevAlA hai isalie hama usameM kArya kA AropaNa karate haiN| praznakartA : yaha zIla eka aisI cIz2a hai ki usameM bahuta sAre acche-acche guNoM kA samAveza hotA hai aura sabhI, una sabhI ke milane se guNoM kA jo samUha banatA hai, vaha zIla kahalAtA hai| dAdAzrI : yaha zIla to bahuta hI, mahAna guNa hai| jisakI kisI ke sAtha tulanA nahIM kI jA sakatI, aisA guNa hai ! kisI-kisI kAla meM aise do-cAra-pA~ca hI loga hote haiM, lekina abhI to unakA abhAva hai| zIla ho to sA~pa nahIM DasatA "zIle sarpa na AbhaDe, zIle zItala Aga, zIle ari, karI, kesarI, saba jAve bhAga"

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182 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) zIlavAna ko dekhate hI hAthI, siMha vagairaha sabhI bhAga jAte haiN| isa jagat kA eka niyama itanA suMdara hai ki pUre kamare meM sabhI jagaha sA~pa biche hue hoM, eka iMca bhI khAlI nahIM ho, phira bhI yadi usa kamare meM a~dhere meM zIlavAna praveza kare to sA~pa usa zIlavAna ko chUe~ge nhiiN| jagat itanA niyamabaddha hai| kyoMki sA~pa ko zIla kA itanA jyAdA tApa lagatA hai ki dasa phuTa kI dUrI se hI sabhI sA~pa idhara-udhara ho jAte haiM aura eka-dUsare para car3ha jAte haiM ! ataH zIlavAna ko sA~pa taka bhI nahIM chuute| unakI maujUdagI se vAtAravaNa hI aisA ho jAtA hai ki sA~pa bhI haTa jAte haiN| sA~pa yadi use kabhI thor3A chU jAe to sA~pa ko jalana paidA ho jAegI aura vaha mara jaaegaa| zIlavAna kA tApa itanA adhika hotA hai| sA~pa ko khuda ko jalana nahIM ho, duHkha nahIM ho, isalie vahA~ se haTa jAte haiN| zIla kA prabhAva aisA hai ki koI bhI usakA nAma nahIM de| zIlavAna to sabase qImatI ratna kahalAtA hai| aisA zIlavAna maiM bhI nahIM thA aura Aja bhI nahIM huuN| zIlavAna to vyavahAra cAritra kA sabase U~cA pada hai| isa kAla meM zIlavAna nahIM haiN| yadi isa kAla meM zIlavAna hotA na, yadi eka hI zIlavAna isa duniyA meM hotA to, Aja sArI duniyA meM bahuta hI sukha hotaa| praznakartA : purAne z2amAne meM koI zIlavAna puruSa hue hoM to unakA udAharaNa dIjie na? dAdAzrI : zIlavAna, koI aitihAsika cIz2a nahIM hai| kabhI kisI bAra koI ekAdha hotA thaa| koI ATha Ane zIlavAna, koI bAraha Ane zIlavAna hotA hai bAkI pUrNa rUpa se solaha Ane zIlavAna to zAyada hI koI hotA hai kbhii| solaha Ane zIlavAna to jaba sA~pa idhara-udhara ho jAe~, use kahA jAtA hai| vItarAga pUrNa zIlavAna kahe jAte haiM, lekina taba unake lie zIlavAna jaisA vizeSaNa rahatA hI nhiiN|

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cAritra kA prabhAva 183 zIlavAna yAnI nirbhy| bhagavAna bhI phira use pUcha nahIM skte| bolo, bhagavAna bhI nahIM pUcha sakeM, taba vaha kaisI sthiti hogI unakI? ata: aba kucha niber3A laao| anAdi se mAra khAte Ae ho aura usameM aisA kauna sA sukha hai? sAtvika rUpa se patA nahIM lagAnA cAhie ki isameM koI sukha nahIM dikhatA? balki mUrkhatA ho jAtI hai, phUlizanesa ho jAtI hai| viSaya se dUra rahA to bhagavAna banakara khar3A rahegA aura viSaya meM yadi laTakA to adhogati meM narka meM jAne para bhI aMta nahIM AegA, aisA hamane jJAna se dekhA hai| aba Apako vizvAsa ho gayA na? Aja Apako aisA jJAna ho gayA na ki 'yaha galata huA hai ?' yaha koI aisA-vaisA jJAna nahIM hai| 'yaha galata hai' aisA jJAna huA, usI ko hama 'jJAna' kahate haiN| vApasa palaTane lagA matalaba kAma hI nikAla legaa| yaha to, koI dIyA dharanevAlA honA cAhie, koI dIyA dharanevAlA nahIM ho to kyA hogA? ekAMta zaiyyAsana ___ caubIsoM tIrthaMkaroM ne kahA hai 'ekAMta zaiyyAsana!' aisA kyoM kahA? do prakRtiyA~ ikaTThI huI to vaha zaiyyAsana ke lie kisI kAma kA nahIM hai| kyoMki do prakRtiyA~, pUrNa rUpa se ekAkAra yA 'eDajasTebala' nahIM ho sakatIM, isalie 'DiseDajasTa' hotI raheMgI aura usase saMsAra khar3A hotA rhegaa| isalie bhagavAna ne khoja kI thI ki ekAMta zaiyyAsana aura aasn| do loga kabhI bhI eka nahIM ho skte| ve cAhe kitanA bhI kareM to bhI eka hoMge kyA? phira jaba bhI alaga hoMge to phira do nahIM ho jAe~ge? phira 'maiM' aura 'tU' karate raheMge na? 'maiM hI hU~, maiM hI hU~' aisA nahIM karate? isIlie 'jJAnIpuruSa' ekAMta zaiyyAsana khojate haiN| kabhI kisI dina do se eka ho jAeMge, lekina hamezA eka nahIM raha pAte aura phira bakher3A hogA, usake bajAya eka siMgala bichaunA bichA do, tAki jhaMjhaTa hI miTa jAe! aura yadi kisI ko 'jela' huI ho, to saz2A to pUrI karanI hI par3egI na? paccIsa sAla kI saz2A huI ho to paccIsa sAla aura cAlIsa sAla kI ho to cAlIsa saal| pUre to karane hI par3eMge na? lekina bhAvanA kaisI

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184 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) rakhanI cAhie? ekAMta zaiyyAsana kI! zaiyyA aura Asana ekAMta meM, yaha jJAniyoM kA pasaMda kiyA huA mArga hai ki do meM maz2A nahIM hai| do se eka hote z2arUra haiM, lekina phira eka meM se vApasa do ho hI jAte haiN| isalie jaba taka yaha sAtha hai, taba taka jela smjhnaa| jela meM aura koI cArA hI nahIM hotA na! pulisavAlA kahe vaisA karanA par3atA hai| bhagavAna kI (bhASA meM) ahiMsAvAlA kaisA hotA hai? ekAMta zaiyyAsanavAlA hotA hai| bhale hI sabake sAtha uThe-baiThe, lekina zaiyyAsana ekAMta hotA hai| ekAMta zaiyyAsukha kA guNa utpanna hone ke bAda hI vAstava meM sukha utpanna hotA hai| jaba sAmanevAle vyakti ko ArapAra dekhanA A jAe, taba ekAMta zaiyyAsukha nAmaka guNa utpanna hotA hai| phira use akele rahanA aura ekAMta hI adhika sukhakara lagatA hai| isake bAda usameM vAstavika mastI utpanna hotI hai| bhItara sukha to bharapUra par3A hai, vaha prakaTa hotA hai| phira usakI vANI, vaha jo bhI bole, use zAstra hI mAnA jAtA hai| ekAMta shaiyyaasn| eka Asana aura eka zaiyyA ho jAe taba parama sukhI ho jAtA hai, jo ki kaI sAloM se hamArA rivAz2a hai aura vItarAgI mastI kA anubhava kara rahe haiN| 'dAdA' kA yaha pada Apako yadi eka hI ghaMTe ke lie mila jAe to sadA ke lie mere jaise sukhI ho jaaoge| bAkI, jaba taka strI ho taba taka kisI ko mokSa kI AzA hI nahIM rakhanI caahie| jaba taka 'viSaya haiM taba taka AtmA ko jAnA hI nahIM hai' aisA kahA jAtA hai| kisI kI yadi strI ke prati dRSTi jAe to usane z2arA sA bhI, aMzamAtra bhI AtmA nahIM jAnA hai| usane Atmasukha kA anubhava hI nahIM kiyA hai! varnA Atmasukha to kaisA hotA hai! itanA hI jItanA hai, strI viSaya! strI ke prati dRSTi huI, usa tarapha kA vicAra bhI AyA ki khatma ho gyaa| mokSa kI nIMva hI ukhar3a gaI aura yadi vicAra Ae, to Apa kyA karoge? praznakartA : pratikramaNa, 'zUTa oNna saaitt'| dAdAzrI : sirpha yaha viSaya hI chor3a do na? viSaya chor3a doge to

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cAritra kA prabhAva I kabhI na kabhI usakA phala milegaa| bAkI kI sabhI cIz2oM ke lie etarAz2a nahIM hai| bAkI saba cIjeM hama 'leTa go' karate haiM / yadi bhaTakanA nahIM ho to bAkI sabhI ke lie etarAz2a hI nahIM hai / lekina yadi bhaTakanA ho to khulA hI hai na ? jo karanA ho vaha kare ! lekina usakA bhayaMkara gunAha lgegaa| jaba taka viSaya rahe, taba taka AtmA kA sparza ho hI nahIM sakatA, kabhI sparza ho hI nahIM sakatA / itane meM hI sAvadhAna rahane ko kahate haiM yaha kyA bahuta kaThina hai ? kaThina lagatA hai ? lekina yadi mokSa meM jAnA ho to phira saba durusta to karanA par3egA na ? kaba taka aise hI calatA rahegA, polampola, ThokAThoka ? viSaya kA yadi eka bhI vicAra Ae, to use ukhAr3akara tor3a denaa| jo aise tor3a detA hai usake lie hama gAranTI lete haiM aura usakI gAranTI dI hai / hamArI gAranTI hai, yadi hamAre isa 'jJAna' kA pAlana karoge to ekAvatAra kI gAranTI hai ! lekina viSaya to honA hI nahIM caahie| anya sabhI kucha karo / khAo-pIo maz2e karo, lekina viSaya kyoM? viSaya to narkagati meM le jAnevAlI cIz2a hai| Apako ye saba bAteM acchI lagIM yA nahIM ? praznakartA : acchI lagatI haiM dAdAjI, bahuta acchii| dAdAzrI : ata: apane jJAna meM itanI hI sAvadhAnI baratanI hai| anya koI sAvadhAnI nahIM baratanI / 185 viSaya se mukti, vahA~ dasavA~ guNasthAnaka jisameM strI ko 'parigraha' mAnA jAtA hai, usa nauve guNasthAnaka ko pAra kara le to phira use jokhima nahIM rahatA / nauvA guNasthAnaka pAra kiyA yAnI kAma ho gayA! strI kA parigraha mana-vacana-kAyA se baMda ho jAe, taba vyavahAra meM dasavA~ guNasthAnaka AtA hai| jaba taka strI parigraha pAra nahIM kiyA, taba taka nauvA pAra kiyA, aisA nahIM kahA jAegA / strI kA vicAra Ae, to bhI nauvA pAra nahIM kara sakatA / viSaya kA vicAra Ae to bhI nauvA pAra nahIM kara sakatA, isalie vyavahAra to Apako ucca stara para lAnA hI par3egA na? nizcaya ke sAtha-sAtha vyavahAra bhI Upara uThAnA hai| jaba taka

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) strI parigraha hai, taba taka vyAvahArika guNasthAnaka AThaveM se Age nahIM bar3ha sktaa| vaha jaba brahmacaryavrata kA pAlana karegA, usake bAda nauvA guNasthAnaka pAra kara skegaa| 186 praznakartA : brahmacarya meM Ane ke bAda bArahaveM guNasthAnaka meM jA sakate haiM? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| bArahaveM guNasthAnaka meM nahIM jA skte| isa kAla meM maiM hI dasaveM guNasthAnaka taka pahu~ca pAyA hU~ na ? hamArA nizcaya se bArahavA~ aura vyavahAra se dasavA~ guNasthAnaka hai / praznakartA: strI ke sAtha meM puruSa ho to strI kA guNasthAnaka Age bar3ha sakatA hai kyA ? dAdAzrI : nahIM bar3ha sakatA ! hameM bar3hAne se koI matalaba bhI nahIM hai| unake lie to jo hai vaha ThIka hai / unase to kaheM ki 'itanA karo' aura vaha karatI rahe to bahuta ho gayA / rAstA unheM dikhAyA hai| unheM kucha aisI uchala-kUda karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, varnA kala savere pati ko nikAla bAhara karegI ki 'mujhe Apase koI matalaba nahIM hai / ' 1 strI bAdhaka nahIM hai, ajJAna bAdhaka hai / strI kitanI bAdhaka hai ? jisa janma meM mokSa meM jAnA ho sirpha usa janma meM aMtima dasa, paMdraha yA paccIsa sAla strI kI gairahAz2irI honI caahie| tabhI vaha guNasthAnaka meM Age bar3ha pAegA, varnA vaha guNasthAnaka nahIM car3ha sakatA / nauve guNasthAnaka meM kaba pahu~catA hai ? ki strI jisake yahA~ nahIM ho yA phira strI bhale hI ho lekina use strI ke vicAra nahIM Ae~, vicAra aura vartana nahIM hoM / strI se koI etarAz2a nahIM hai| strI kucha bAdhaka nahIM hai / lekina yadi strI ke vicAra aura vartana nahIM hoM, to vaha nauvA guNasthAnaka pAra karake dasaveM meM AtA hai| isa kAla meM 'vyavahAra' dasaveM guNasthAnaka se Age nahIM bar3ha sakatA aura 'nizcaya' bArahaveM guNasthAnaka taka pahu~ca sakatA hai ! 'akrama mArga' meM Apako anya koI pariSaha to haiM nahIM, lekina Apako strI pariSaha hai na! strI pariSaha meM nATakIya kaisa raha pAoge ? yaha

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cAritra kA prabhAva 187 'jJAna' to nATakIya rakhe, aisA hai| rAja calA rahA ho, phira bhI nATakIya rakhatA hai| lekina strI pariSaha vaha to sabase bar3A pariSaha hai, vaha nATakIya nahIM rahane detaa| vyApAra-dhaMdhe bAdhaka nahIM haiM, strI pariSaha bAdhaka hai| striyA~ bAdhaka nahIM haiM, strI pariSaha bAdhaka hai| striyA~ to AtmA hI haiN| vikArI bhAva, vaha pariSaha kahalAtA hai, sabhI striyA~ AtmA hI haiM na? _ 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko kitanA suMdara dikhAI detA hogA! sabhI jagaha zuddhAtmA hI dikhAI dete haiN| hama nauve guNasthAnaka meM se jaba dasaveM guNasthAnaka meM pahu~ce, taba se are! apAra sukha kA anubhava kiyA! usa sukha kA eka chIMTA bhI yadi bAhara gire aura manuSya use cakhe to sAlabhara ke lie parama sukhI ho jAegA! isa viSaya ke kAraNa hI sabhI prakAra kI rukAvaTeM hai n| yahI mahAroga hai!

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khaMDa - 2 AtmajAgRti se brahmacarya kA mArga __[1] viSayI-spaMdana, mAtra jokhima viSayoM se vItarAga bhI Dare the AtmA aura saMyoga, do hI haiN| inake bIca tIsarA koI bhUta nahIM hai| AtmA zAzvata hai| saMyoga viyogI svabhAva ke haiN| aba Apako jaisA karanA ho, vaisA karo aura jo viSayI hai, vaha 'caMdUbhAI' hai| usase Apako' kyA lenA-denA? 'Apa' usake sAtha yArI mata karanA ki le yaha 'kaoNla' diyA, aisA karane kA bhAva nahIM ho, vaha jAgRti rkhnaa| viSayoM se to bhagavAna bhI Dare the| vItarAga kisI bhI cIz2a se nahIM Darate the, lekina sirpha viSaya se hI Darate the| Darate the yAnI kaisA, ki jaba sA~pa AtA hai, taba hara eka vyakti paira Upara le letA hai yA nahIM le letA! praznakartA : le letA hai| dAdAzrI : usameM, khuda kA hita nahIM hai, aisA jAnatA hai isalie le letA hai na? praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : usI taraha vItarAga bhI itanA samajhe ki isameM hita nahIM

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viSayI-spaMdana, mAtra jokhima 189 hai, yaha tatkAla iphekTiva hai, isalie yahA~ para isa bArUdakhAne se bahuta dUra rahane jaisA hai| itanA Dara to rakhanA cAhie na? loga viSayoM se nahIM Darate aura sA~pa se Darate haiN| are! sA~pa se kyoM Darate ho? sA~pa ke sAmane hitAhita dekhate haiM, to yahA~ viSaya meM hitAhita kyoM nahIM dekhate? viSaya meM isa taraha lAparavAha nahIM ho jAnA caahie| pulisavAlA pakar3akara karavAe, usake jaisA honA caahie| yahA~ para viSayoM kA sAinsa samajha lenA hai| yaha pratyakSa z2ahara hai, aisA jJAna hAz2ira rahanA caahie| AtmA sadaiva brahmacArI aba anya kyA kamI lagatI hai, vaha btaao| praznakartA : ina SaDripuoM meM se kAma ko jItanA muzkila hai| dAdAzrI : haaN| kAma ko jItanA nahIM hai| kAma ko harAnA bhI nahIM hai aura jItanA bhI nahIM hai| praznakartA : to phira usakA kyA karanA hotA hai? dAdAzrI : Apa to brahmacArI hI ho| yaha to caMdUbhAI meM jo DiscArja bhAva haiM, jo bharA huA mAla hai, usakA nikAla kara denA hai| hamane eka TaMkI meM mAla bharA ho to phira hameM nikAla to karanA par3egA na, yA nahIM karanA par3egA? praznakartA : karanA pdd'egaa| dAdAzrI : jaisA bharA huA hogA, DAmara jaisA bharA hogA to DAmara jaisaa| zuddha pAnI hogA to zuddha pAnI, dUdha bharA hogA to duudh| jaisA bharA hogA, usakA nikAla to karanA par3egA na! praznakartA : to ise saiddhAMtika rUpa se dekhA jAe to, yaha brahmacarya bhI nikAlI cIz2oM meM jAegA? dAdAzrI : AtmA niraMtara brahmacArI hI hai, AtmA ko abrahmacarya huA hI nhiiN| brahmacarya to pudgala kA hI jhaMjhaTa hai| isalie jaba Apa caMdUbhAI

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190 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) ko brahmacArI banAoge, usa dina ApakA niber3A aaegaa| varnA mukta nahIM hone degaa| aura kaisA brahmacArI? patnI hone ke bAvajUda brahmacArI rahe to use bahuta ciMtA nahIM rhegii| yaha brahmacarya kA bhAva hai na, vaha to aMtima janma meM sAre bhAva chUTa jAte haiN| usake lie kucha sau-do sau janma pahale se kasarata nahIM karanI pdd'tii| aMtima janma meM chUTa jAtA hai sbkuch| lekina jise mukta honA hai, use isake bharose nahIM rahanA hai| apane Apa oNTomeTika calA jAe, to acchI bAta hai| kyoMki vaha na to pudgala ke lie z2arUrI cIz2a hai aura na hI AtmA ke lie z2arUrI cIz2a hai| kalpita rUpa se khar3I ho cukI cIz2a hai yh| isalie Apako caMdUbhAI se kahate rahanA hai| Apako kabhI-bhI usa rUpa ko sira para nahIM lenA hai| Apa caMdUbhAI se kahate rahanA ki, 'yaha paoNiz2ana hai! Apako jaisA anukUla Ae, vaisA kro|' Apako upadezadAtA bananA hai| Apa khuda to 'brahmacArI' hI ho, lekina aba yaha jo alaga kiyA huA hissA hai, vaha aisA hai ki use Apako kahanA par3egA ki 'yaha paoNiz2ana hai|' apane jJAna meM jo bhAva hai, use yaha prajJA turaMta pakar3a letI hai| yaha prajJA use pakar3akara turaMta amala meM lAtI hai| bAkI saba cala sake, aisA hai| kyoMki viSaya ko bhagavAna ne 'raudradhyAna' kahA hai| zAdIzudA hoM, miyAMbIvI rAz2I hoM, to use bhagavAna ne roga nahIM kahA hai| kyoMki usameM kahA~ gunAha AyA? kise duHkha diyA? donoM rAjI hoM, vahA~ na to sarakAra hastakSepa karatI hai aura na hI necara hastakSepa karatA hai| necara ko koI lenA-denA nahIM hai| sirpha itanA hI hai ki usameM eka hI bAra ke viSaya meM anaMta jIva mara jAte haiN| usakA phira jokhima AtA hai, isalie use 'raudradhyAna' kahA hai| viSaya ke jo spaMdana khar3e hote haiM, una spaMdanoM meM se vApasa paramANu bhogane par3ate haiN| bAkI, isameM koI kisI ko Amane-sAmane du:kha detA hI nahIM hai| donoM ko AnaMda hotA hai| kisI ko duHkha diyA jAe, tabhI use naicurala gunAha kahA jAtA hai| kisI ne aisA spaSTa rUpa se nahIM batAyA hai, lekina yadi spaSTa rUpa se batAe to phira loga usakA durupayoga kareMge, aise haiN| isalie viSaya

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viSayI-spaMdana, mAtra jokhima kI sirpha niMdA hI kI hai / niMdA yAnI viSaya ko aise jokhima ke rUpa meM batAyA gayA hai| viSaya ke jo spaMdana kie hoMge, to unakA phala Ae bagaira rahegA hI nahIM na? Apane dariyA meM ekabAra DhelA pheMkA to spaMdana utpanna hote hI raheMge! yAnI viSaya bahuta hI rogiSTha cIz2a hai / 191 bhItara nAca to bAhara nAcanevAlI hAz2ira subaha-subaha pA~ca bAra bolanA ki, 'isa jagat kI koI vinAzI cIz2a mujhe nahIM caahie|' mujhe yAnI 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' usa taraha se aura jo cAhie, vaha 'caMdUbhAI' ko cAhie aura caMdUbhAI 'vyavasthita' ke adhIna hai| 'vyavasthita' meM jo ho, so bhale ho aura 'vyavasthita' meM nahIM ho, vaha bhI bhale ho| yadi itanA rahegA to bhItara koI rasa (ruci) khar3A huA yA nahIM, Apako usakA patA clegaa| khAsa karake anya koI ruci khar3I ho aisA nahIM hai, lekina isa kAla meM vAtAvaraNa itanA dUSita ho gayA hai ki strI ko puruSa kI ora dekhate samaya aura puruSa ko strI kI ora dekhate samaya A~kha gar3Akara nahIM dekhanA caahie| nahIM to anya aura koI khAsa doSa khar3A ho, aisA nahIM hai| yA phira jaisA Upara batAyA hai, subaha vaisA bolakara karanA, kyoMki ApameM vaisA vairAgya nahIM hai| ApameM jAgRti hai, lekina saMpUrNa rUpa se jitanI jAgRti honI cAhie vaha nahIM raha pAtI, kyoMki abhI taka pRthakkaraNa nahIM huA hai| jAgRti to use kahate haiM ki kisI strI ko dekho yA puruSa ko dekho, cAhe kisI ko bhI dekho, to rAga hone se pahale usakA pUrA hisAba dikhAI de jaae| isa camar3I kI vajaha se saba suMdara dikhatA hai lekina isa camar3I ko nikAla diyA jAe to kaisA dikhegA ? yaha gaTharI bA~dhI huI ho, aura usa para se kapar3A nikAla deM to kaisA dikhegA ? jAgRta ko to vaisA hI dikhAI detA hai sb| saMpUrNa jAgRti kaba kahalAtI hai ? yaha saba use, vaisA hI dikhAI de| lekina isa kAla kI vakratA aisI hai ki vaha jAgRti ko Tikane nahIM detI, isalie sAvadhAna rahanA caahie| nahIM to phira roz2a subahasubaha bolanA aura usa ke prati 'sinsiyara' rhnaa|

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192 viSayI-spaMdana, mAtra jokhima yadi cauthe Are meM maiMne yaha jJAna diyA hotA to mujhe aise sAvadhAna nahIM karanA pdd'taa| yaha pA~cavA~ ArA (kAlacakra ke bArahaveM hisse meM se eka bhAga) bahuta kaThina ArA hai, bahuta vakra ArA hai, bahuta vakratAvAlA hai| vakratA yAnI kapaTa / kapaTa kA saMgrahasthAna hI kaha do na! ataH hama kyA kahate haiM ki strI kA milanA, vaha jokhima nahIM hai| lekina A~khoM kA AkarSita honA, jokhima hai| isalie usakA pratikramaNa karake kesa khArija kara denaa| zAstrakAroM ne bhI kahA hai ki najareM nIcI karake clnaa| praznakartA : viSaya ke prati jo lagAva hai, AkarSaNa ke lie jo lagAva hai, vaha pakar3atA hai yA mikainikala kriyA pakar3atI hai? dAdAzrI : vaha lagAva pakar3atA hai, kriyA nahIM pkdd'tii| isIlie hama kahate haiM na ki zAdI kI hai to usakA nikAla kr| usameM harja nahIM hai, lekina jo lagAva hai, vaha pakar3atA hai| isIlie hamane kahA hai ki viSaya viSa nahIM hai| viSayoM meM niDaratA, vahI viSa hai| 'galata huA hai' mana meM hamezA aisA to rahanA hI caahie| bAkI nikAla karo na! nikAla karane meM harja nahIM hai, lekina lagAva to rahanA hI nahIM caahie| lagAva ke pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna krnaa| niyama kaisA hai ki bhItara jo paramANu hote haiM, ve hI bAhara A milate haiN| bhItara khuda meM nAca zurU ho jAe, usake bAda nAcanevAlI dikhAI detI hai| yAnI pahale khuda meM hI zurU ho jAtA hai, usake bAda sabhI ora dikhAI detA hai| yoM hI to kucha hotA hI nahIM hai na? yadi khuda meM mAla bharA huA hogA, tabhI A milegA, varnA milegA hI nahIM na? viSaya kA jAla to dekho per3a para Ama dikhAI deM aura agara logoM ne dekhe, to rAta meM Akara le jAte haiN| usI prakAra koI strI kisI ko pasaMda A jAe, to rAta ko Akara use uThA le jAte haiN| to ye saba bhI Ama hI haiM na? jo bhoga lie jAte haiM, ve sabhI Ama haiN| acche kisma ke hAphUsa ke Ama hoM, lekina

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viSayI-spaMdana, mAtra jokhima bhoga lie jAne ke bAda guThaliyA~ par3I rahatI haiM, lekina isameM marate samaya guThalI sAtha meM lekara jAte haiN| viSaya yadi majabUrana bhoganA par3e to vaha viSa nahIM hai| tU paise khulakara kharca karatA hai yA majabUrana? yaha to sirpha paisoM kI hI bAta hai, lekina eka hI bAra ke viSaya meM to kitane hI araboM kA nukasAna hai, bhayaMkara hiMsA hai| paisoM kI itanI qImata nahIM hai, paisA to phira se A jaaegaa| ye sAre hisAba bhugatane pdd'eNge| jitane hisAba bA~dhane hoM, utane baaNdhnaa| jitanI tAkata ho, utane hisAba baaNdhnaa| bAkI, yadi bhugatate samaya sahana nahIM ho aura cIkhe-cillAe, usake bajAya pahale se hI sAvadhAna rahakara hisAba baaNdhnaa| ve sAre hisAba cukAne to par3eMge na? viSaya kI vedanA se to narka kI vedanA acchii| yaha viSaya to vApasa bIja DAlatA hai| narka meM bIja nahIM Dalate, narka meM sirpha bhugatanA hI hotA hai, DebiTa cukatA ho jAtA hai| aura yadi kreDiTa hogA to vahA~ devagati meM pUrA hogaa| jabaki viSaya meM to naye bIja par3e bagaira rahate hI nhiiN| aise vicAra to hameM bacapana se hI Ate the, bahuta soca cuke haiM hm| _ 'gaNe kASThanI pUtaDI, te bhagavAna samAna' aba kASTha kI putalI kaise mAne? aisA mAnanA koI AsAna bAta hai ?! ye loga to, yadi sacamuca kASTha kI putalI lAkara de deM phira bhI use AliMgana karate raheM, aise haiM! aba yahA~ dekhe aura vairAgya Ae, vaha to bhagavAna hI khlaaegaa| haDDiyA~, mA~sa aura khUna se bharI huI yaha deha, isake jaisI jagat meM koI gaMdagI nahIM hai| jaba isI deha se mokSa kA kAma nikAla de to usake jaisA uttama aura kucha bhI nahIM! manuSya deha hai, usase jisa taraha kA kAma nikAlanA ho, vaisA ho sakatA hai| brahmacarya se to mana ko saMskArI banAnA hai aura jJAna samajhanA hai ki kahIM para bhI AkarSaNa nahIM ho| mujhe ye strI-puruSa kaise dikhAI dete haiM? pahale bilkula naMge dikhAI dete haiM, phira camar3I nikAla dI gaI ho, aise dikhAI dete haiN| isase phira vairAgya hI rahegA na? vairAgya kahIM mAra-pITakara nahIM AtA, vaha to jJAna se AtA hai|

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194 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) praznakartA : yaha to bahuta gUr3ha hai| dAdAzrI : ise samajhane baiThe to bahuta gahana hai, lekina phira bhI AsAna hai| kahIM para bhI virodhAbhAsa utpanna nahIM hotaa| yaha saiddhAMtika jJAna hai aura sabala anubhavajanya jJAna hai| apanA to yaha akrama mArga hai, isalie hamane khAne-pIne kI chUTa dI hai, hara prakAra se chUTa dI hai, lekina hama viSaya ke sAmane sAvadhAnI rakhane ko kahate haiM! bAkI, viSaya se to bhagavAna bhI Darate the| apane yahA~ to sinemA kI bhI chUTa dI hai| kyoMki sinemA meM aisA tanmayAkAra nahIM hotA, jabaki viSaya meM to atyadhika tanmayAkAra ho jAtA hai| manuSya kA svabhAva harahAyA hai| harahAyA matalaba jahA~ dekhA vahA~ mu~ha DAlA, jahA~ dekhA vahA~ mu~ha ddaalaa| bAkI sabhI cIz2oM meM rUpa dekhanA hai, isameM rUpa hai hI kahA~ ki use dekheM? ye to Upara se hI suMdara dikhate haiN| Ama to aMdara se kaccA ho, phira bhI svAdiSTa lagatA hai aura durgaMdha bhI nahIM AtI aura ise yadi kATeM to durgaMdha kA aMta hI nahIM Ae! ata: yahIM para mAyA hai| pUre jagat kI mAyA yahIM bharI par3I hai| striyoM kI mAyA puruSoM meM hai aura puruSoM kI mAyA striyoM meM hai| praznakartA : isI kAraNa saba aTakA huA hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, isI kAraNa aTakA huA hai| sabase bar3I aTakana viSaya kI kRpAludeva ko lallUjI mahArAja ne sUrata se patra likhA thA ki hameM Apake darzana karane muMbaI AnA haiN| taba kRpAludeva ne kahA ki muMbaI mohamayI nagarI hai, sAdhu-AcAryoM ke lie yaha kAma kI nahIM hai| yahA~ to jahA~-tahA~ se moha ghusa jaaegaa| Apake mu~ha meM se nahIM ghusegA to kAna se ghusa jAegA, A~kha se ghusa jaaegaa| Akhira meM havA jAne ke chidra haiM, vahA~ se bhI moha ghusa jAegA! isalie yahA~ Ane meM phAyadA nahIM hai| isakA nAma kRpAludeva ne kyA rakhA, mohamayI ngrii| usameM maiMne Apako yaha 'jJAna' diyA hai| aba kyA vaha mohamayI gAyaba ho gaI hai ? kyA bI-o-ema-bI-evAya, bombe ho gayA? nahIM, mohamayI hI hai| isalie hama Apase kahate

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viSayI-spaMdana, mAtra jokhima 195 haiM ki anya pA~ca indriyoM ke viSaya ke nahIM, lekina striyoM se aura puruSoM se eka hI bAta kahate haiM ki jahA~ kahIM strI-viSaya yA puruSa-viSaya se saMbaMdhita vicAra AyA ki turaMta vahIM ke vahIM Apa pratikramaNa kara lenaa| 'oNna da spaoNTa' to kara hI lenaa| lekina bAda meM usake sau-do sau pratikramaNa kara lenaa| kabhI yadi hoTala meM nAztA karane gae aura usakA pratikramaNa nahIM kiyA hogA to clegaa| maiM usakA pratikramaNa karavA luuNgaa| lekina yaha viSaya se saMbaMdhita roga nahIM ghusanA caahie| yaha to bhArI roga hai| isa roga ko nikAlane kI auSadhi kyA? taba kahe ki pratyeka manuSya ko jahA~ aTakana hotI hai, vahA~ para yaha roga hotA hai| koI strI jA rahI ho, to use dekhate hI kisI puruSa meM turaMta aMdara vAtAvaraNa badala jAtA hai| aba yoM to sabhI, haiM to tarabUje hI lekina vaha to savistAra usakA rUpa DhU~Dha nikAlatA hai| isa phUTa (bar3I kakar3I) ke Dhera para kucha rAga hotA hai? lekina insAna haiM isalie inheM rUpa kI pahale se Adata hai, 'ye A~kheM kitanI acchI haiM, itanI bar3I-bar3I A~kheM hai|', aisA kahate haiN| 'are, itanI bar3I-bar3I, acchI A~kheM to usa bhaiMsa ke bhAI kI bhI hotI haiM, vahA~ para kyoM rAga nahIM hotA tujhe? taba kahe vaha to bhaiMsA hai aura yaha to insAna hai| are! yaha to pha~sane kI jagaha haiN| dekhatabhUlI yadi Tale to akrama vijJAna kyA kahatA hai ki pharsTa klAsa hAphUsa Ama dekhane meM harja nhiiN| tujhe sugaMdhI AI usameM bhI harja nahIM, lekina bhogane kI bAta mata krnaa| jJAnI bhI Ama ko dekhate haiM, sUMghate haiM ! ye viSaya jo bhoge jAte haiM, ve to 'vyavasthita' ke hisAba ke anusAra bhoge jAte haiN| vaha to 'vyavasthita' hai hI! lekina binA vajaha bAhara AkarSaNa ho na, usakA kyA artha hai ? jo Ama ghara para AnevAle nahIM haiM, unake prati AkarSaNa rahe, vaha jokhima hai saaraa| usase karma ba~dhege! zrImad rAjacaMdrajI ne kahA hai ki, 'dekhatabhUlI Tale to sarva du:khoM

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) kA kSaya hogaa|' zAstroM meM par3hate haiM ki strI ke prati rAga mata karanA lekina strI ko dekhate hI vApasa bhUla jAte haiM, use 'dekhatabhUlI' kahA hai| maiMne to Apako aisA jJAna diyA hai ki aba Apako 'dekhatabhUlI' bhI nahIM rahI, Apako zuddhAtmA dikhAI dete haiN| bAharI paikiMga cAhe kaisI bhI ho, phira bhI paikiMga ke sAtha hameM kyA lenA-denA? paikiMga to sar3a jAegA, jala jAegA, paikiMga se kyA milegA? isalie jJAna diyA hai ki Apa zuddhAtmA dekho tAki 'dekhatabhUlI' Tale! 'dekhatabhUlI' Tale yAnI kyA ki yaha jo mithyA dRSTi hai, vaha dRSTi badale aura samyak dRSTi ho jAe to sabhI duHkhoM kA kSaya hogA! phira vaha bhUla nahIM hone degI, dRSTi AkRSTa nahIM hogii| 196 hama saba to sAmanevAle vyakti meM zuddhAtmA hI dekhate haiM, phira hamameM aura koI bhAva kaise utpanna hogA ? varnA manuSya ko to kutte para bhI rAga hotA hai| bahuta acchA suMdara kuttA ho, to usa para bhI rAga ho jAtA hai| lekina yadi Apa zuddhAtmA dekho to rAga hogA ? isalie Apa zuddhAtmA hI dekhnaa| yaha 'dekhatabhUlI' Tale aisI hai nahIM / aura yadi Tala jAe to sarva duHkhoM kA kSaya ho jaae| yadi divyacakSu hoMge to 'dekhatabhUlI' TalegI, varnA kaise Tale? vijJAna se viSaya para vijaya praznakartA : isakA matalaba yaha huA ki rAga bhI nahIM honA cAhie aura bhUla jAnA cAhie ? I dAdAzrI : apanA yaha jJAna aisA hai ki rAga ho, aisA to hai hI nhiiN| lekina jaba AkarSaNa ho, usa ghar3I usake zuddhAtmA dekhoge, to AkarSaNa nahIM hogaa| 'dekhatabhUlI' yAnI dekhe aura bhUla ho jAtI hai| jaba taka nahIM dekhA ho taba taka koI bhUla nahIM hotI aura dekhA ki bhUla ho jAtI hai jaba taka Apa kamare meM baiThe raho, taba taka kucha nahIM hotA lekina zAdI meM gae aura dekhA, ki phira se vApasa bhUleM hone lagatI haiN| vahA~ para yadi Apa zuddhAtmA dekhate raho to dUsarA koI bhAva utpanna nahIM hogA aura pUrva karma ke dhakke se yadi bhAva utpanna ho gayA, to usakA pratikramaNa kara lenA,

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viSayI-spaMdana, mAtra jokhima 197 yaha upAya hai| yahA~ ghara para baiThe raheM taba taka koI bure vicAra nahIM A rahe the aura zAdI meM gae ki viSaya ke vicAra khar3e ho ge| saMyoga A milA ki vicAra khar3e ho jAte haiN| yaha 'dekhatabhUlI' sirpha divyacakSu se hI Tala sake, aisI hai| divyacakSu ke binA nahIM Tala sktii| praznakartA : yaha to saMyogoM ko TAlane kI bAta huI na? to phira eka sthAna para hI baiThe rahanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : nahIM, apanA vijJAna to alaga hI taraha kA hai, apane lie to 'vyavasthita meM jo ho, so bhale ho', lekina vahA~ para AjJA meM rahanA caahie| jahA~ aMgAre hoM, vahA~ AjJA meM nahIM rahate? aMgAroM ko bhUla se bhI nahIM chUte ho na? usI prakAra yahA~ viSayoM meM bhI sa~bhAlanA cAhie ki ye aMgAre haiM, prakaTa agni hai| jo-jo cIjeM isa jagat meM AkarSaNavAlI haiM, ve saba prakaTa agni hai| vahA~ sAvadhAna rahanA caahie| praznakartA : usakA matalaba yaha huA ki hama jise dekhate haiM, vaha apanA nahIM hai phira bhI usake prati jo bhAva hotA hai, vaha nahIM honA cAhie, aisA? dAdAzrI : vaha apanA hai hI nhiiN| pudgala apanA ho hI nahIM sktaa| yadi apanA yaha pudgala hI apanA nahIM hai, to usakA pudgala apanA kaise ho sakatA hai? AkarSaNa, prakaTa agni hai| bhagavAna ne AkarSaNa ko to moha kahA hai| moha kI jar3a hI AkarSaNa hai| aisA saba samajhakara lakSya meM rakhanA cAhie na? hameM davAI ke bAre meM to jAna lenA cAhie na ki isakI davAI kauna sI hai? yaha vijJAna hai| saMpUrNa bhAva se vijJAna hai| aMgAroM ko kyoM nahIM chUte? vahA~ kyoM satarka rahate ho? kyoMki usakA phala turaMta hI mila jAtA hai| aura viSaya meM to lAlaca hotA hai, isalie lAlaca se pha~satA hai| aMgAro ko chUnA acchA hai| usakA upAya hai| usa para kucha bhI lagAne se ThaMDaka

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198 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) ho jAtI hai| lekina viSaya to Aja lAlaca meM pha~sAkara agale janma ke karma bA~dha letA hai| yaha to apane jJAna ko bhI dhakkA mAranevAlA hai, itanA bar3A vijJAna hai, use bhI dhakkA mAra de, aisA hai! isalie sAvadhanA rahanA! 'dekhatabhUlI' kA artha kyA hai? mithyA darzana! lekina anya sabhI taraha kI 'dekhatabhUlI' hoM to usameM harja nahIM hai, lekina isa viSaya se saMbaMdhita 'dekhatabhUlI' kI bahuta bar3I jokhimadArI hai| aba vahA~ dekhatabhUlI' kA upAya kyA hai? Apako jJAna milA ho to khuda ko bhUla kA patA calatA hai ki yahA~ para bhUla huI, yahA~ merI dRSTi bigar3a gaI thii| vahA~ phira khuda AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna karake bhI dho letA hai| lekina jise yaha jJAna nahIM milA hai, vaha becArA kyA karegA? use to bhayaMkara galata cIz2a ko sahI mAnakara calanA par3atA hai, yaha Azcarya hI hai na? dRSTi se kucha nayA dikhA aura A~kheM AkRSTa hoM to turaMta pratikramaNa kara lenaa| anAdikAla se A~kheM hI AkarSita hotI rahI haiM na? nayA mAla dikhA ki naz2areM khiMcatI haiN| lekina nayA hai hI nhiiN| yaha to vahI kA vahI khUna, pIpa aura haDDiyA~ / vahI mAla hai| sirpha cAdaroM meM pharka hai| kisI kI 'bleka kaoNTana' kI, kisI kI 'vhAiTa kaoNTana' kI, kisI kI 'yalo kaoNTana' kii| cAdareM sabhI alaga-alaga taraha kI haiN| inameM kucha dekhane lAyaka hai hI nahIM, aMdara vahI kA vahI mAla hai! yaha rezamI cAdara meM bA~dhA huA hai aura agara rezamI cAdara meM bA~dhA huA nahIM ho to ghina AegI! hameM to isameM vahI kA vahI dikhAI detA hai aura Apa to cAdareM dekhate rahate ho, lekina aMdara mAla dekho na! bhItara mAla to vahI kA vahI hai na? isalie sirpha isI meM, yahA~ para jo milA ho, jo 'phAila' hai, itanA saMtoSa rakhakara kAma lenA aura bAkI jo kucha bhI khAnA ho, dahIbar3e-AlUbar3e, jitane khAne hoM utane khA lenA! basa itanA sA, yaha viSaya hI jItanA hai| kisI bhI taraha, aura kucha nhiiN| bAkI to khAo-pIo aura maz2e karo na! jokhimoM kA bhI jokhima arthAt viSayaroga kI jar3a jaise ki kisIne tambAkU boyA ho aura usake sAtha dUsarA koI paudhA

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viSayI-spaMdana, mAtra jokhima 199 uga jAe, to usake ugate hI samajha lenA cAhie ki yaha tambAkU nahIM hai| isalie use ukhAr3akara pheMka denA cAhie, varnA paudhA bar3A ho jaaegaa| isa kAla ke kheta to nire bigar3e hue hI haiN| varnA 'yaha vijJAna' kAma nikAla de, aisA hai| eka-eka ko bhAvI tIrthaMkara banA de aisA hai, yaha vijJAna ! bAkI, viSaya ke lie to jainadharma meM kyA kahA hai ki z2ahara khAkara mara jAnA, lekina viSaya mata krnaa| brahmacarya TUTanA hI nahIM cAhie, aisA jainadharma kahatA hai| lekina hamane yahA~ akrama mArga meM isameM chUTa dI hai ki, bhAI, patnI ho to ghara para rahanA aura anyatra dRSTi mata bigaadd'naa| yadi patnI nahIM ho to pratikramaNa karate rhnaa| kyoMki isase, jo vIrya adhogAmI jA rahA hogA, vaha UrdhvagAmI ho sakatA hai| vIrya niraMtara adhogAmI svabhAva kA hai| use roko, vidhi karo aura pratikramaNa karo, to aise karate-karate saba UrdhvagAmI ho jaaegaa| bAhara kucha dekhA aura dRSTi AkRSTa ho to samajhanA ki yaha pahale kA par3A huA bIja hai| vaha bIja jaba uge, taba Apa kyA karate ho? praznakartA : vahA~ pratikramaNa ho hI jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : usake to niraMtara pratikramaNa karate rahane pdd'eNge| apane ko to samajha meM AtA hai ki aMdara yaha bIja par3A huA hai, ata: yaha to bar3A jokhima hai| yaha viSaya to bahuta jokhimavAlI cIz2a hai| sAmanevAlA vyakti jahA~-jahA~ jAe, vahA~ Apako jAnA pdd'egaa| phira sAmanevAlA vyakti beTA banakara aaegaa| yAnI itanA bar3A jokhima khar3A ho jAtA hai| tabhI to viSaya ke lie hama yahA~ bahuta sakhtI rakhate haiM na! anya sabakucha calAyA jA sakatA hai, lekina viSaya nahIM calAyA jA sktaa| yaha to akrama vijJAna hai| isalie itanA hI jokhima rakhA hai| varnA jainadharma ne to bAkI saba ko bhI jokhima hI kahA hai| sabako jokhima kaheMge to kaise aMta AegA? phira loga kyA kaheMge ki, 'mujhe Apake sAtha dhaMdhA hI nahIM karanA hai, saudA hI nahIM krnaa|' lekina yadi eka hI cIz2a rahI to kaheMge ki, 'saba sahana kara lU~gA, lekina yadi yahI eka cIz2a hai na,

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200 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) taba to maiM ise sa~bhAla luuNgaa|' aura tabhI use vijJAna kA lAbha milegA na! ataH hamane to isI eka cIz2a para jora diyA hai| kheda dvArA chUTa sakate haiM, viSaya se z2arA sI bhI caMcalatA utpanna nahIM honI caahie| viSaya meM caMcalatA, vahI anaMta janmoM ke duHkha kI jar3a hai| dinoMdina duHkha hI utpanna hote rahate haiM, varnA AtmA prApta hone ke bAda duHkha kaise utpanna ho sakatA hai? yaha to bhayaMkara doSa kahalAtA hai| varnA isase to duHkha ho to bhI calA jAe aura sukha aae| sabhI acchI cIz2e A mileN| AtmA prApta huA, taba sArI suvidhAe~ saralatA se prApta hotI raheM, paddhati anusAra hotI rheN| yoM hI gappa nahIM calegI na! yaha to vItarAgoM kA vijJAna hai! saccA sukha nahIM milA hai, isalie ye sabhI viSaya bhoga rahe haiM, varnA viSaya kyoM bhogate? AtmA viSayI hai hI nahIM, AtmA nirviSayI hai| yaha to karmoM ke pratApa se duHkha hotA hai, vaha sahana nahIM hone kI vajaha se aise gaTara meM hAtha DAlate haiN| gaTara meM mu~ha DAlakara gaTara kI gaMdagI pIte haiN| jJAna nahIM thA isalie sahana nahIM hotA thA, aba yaha jJAna diyA hai to Apa meM sahana karane kI zakti utpanna ho gaI hai| Apako judApana kA bhAva raha sakatA hai| to phira viSaya kyoM hone cAhie? lekina phira bhI pariNAma koI bhI nahIM badala sakatA, kyoMki ye pudgala pariNAma haiM aura yaha to riz2alTa haiN| riz2alTa nahIM badalA jA sakatA lekina rijalTa para kheda, kheda aura kheda rahe to Apa chUTa jaaoge| Apako yadi kheda hai, to Apa mukta ho aura rijalTa meM ekAkAra ho to baMdhana hai| yaha vijJAna itanA suMdara hai! Aja taka kisI ne yaha spaSTa nahIM kiyA ki isa vyakti ne pUraNapUrI khAI, to usake lie vaha gunahagAra hai kyA? taba hama kyA kahate haiM ki nahIM, vaha gunahagAra nahIM hai, phira bhI jagat ne use gunahagAra mAnA hai| usakA kAraNa yaha hai ki usake pIche usake pUraNapUrI khAne ke bhAva hote haiM ki pUraNapUrI bahuta acchI hai yA phira bahuta kharAba hai| isalie ye loga pUraNapUrI nahIM khAne dete| yadi aMdara se bhAva nahIM palaTeM

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viSayI-spaMdana, mAtra jokhima 201 to viSayoM meM koI harja nahIM hai| aura hamane vaisA hI jJAna diyA hai| isa jJAna se aMdara bhAva nahIM palaTate, isalie bAhara ke lie hamane koI etarAz2a nahIM utthaayaa| Apa pUraNapUrI khA sakate ho aura bhItara Apa apane zuddhAtmA meM raha sakate ho aura dekha sakate ho| aisA hai yaha vijnyaan| pUraNapUrI meM tanmayAkAra hue bagaira nahIM raha skte| yadi koI bhakta ho to dveSa karatA hai ki, 'pUraNapUrI kyoM banA rahe haiM?' yAnI 'aisI cIz2a nahIM banAnI cAhie', varnA usImeM citta calA jAtA hai| jabaki pUrI duniyA to rAga karatI rahatI hai ki 'pUraNapUrI to bahuta acchI hai, banAe~ to acchaa|' usImeM citta rahA karatA hai! satsaMga se utare jaMga isalie hamane halakA(kama) kara diyA hai| isa jagat ne jo mAnA hai na, sthUla bhAga ko hI dharma kI zurUAta mAnA hai| lekina hamane kahA ki sthUla bhAga ko hI nikAla do! isa kaliyuga meM sthUla bhAga ko pakar3ane gae usI kI to yaha saba mAra hai na! sthUla bhAga to roMga hI hai aura kaliyuga meM jo sthUla bhAga rUpaka meM hai, usameM se eka bhI rAiTa nahIM hai| isalie hamane kahA ki jahA~ divAlA hI hai, bAhara kA vaha bhAga pheMka do, kaTa oNpha kara do| vaha to rijalTa hai, use aba leTa go kro| praznakartA : Aja bahuta acchA satsaMga milaa| dAdAzrI : hA~, brahmacarya para bAta nikalI na! jaMga laga gayA hai, use jhAr3anA to par3egA na? jitane bhI purAne gunAha hue hoM, unheM mAfa kara dene ko taiyAra hU~, lekina vaisA nayA kucha bhI nahIM clegaa| aba Apako saccA sukha milA hai| jaba taka saccA sukha nahIM thA, taba taka Aropita sukha bhogaa| lekina aba khuda kA sukha, paramasukha ki jo Apa jaba bhI mA~go taba mile aisA hai, to phira aba Apako yaha saba kyoM cAhie! koI kahe ki pichalA karma bAdhA DAla rahA hai| to vaha bAdhaka ho sakatA hai, lekina pichalA karma bAdhA DAla rahA hai, aise kaba kaha sakate haiM ki manuSya anajAne se kue~ meM gira jAe na, taba aisA kaha sakate haiM ki pichalA karma bAdhA DAla rahA

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202 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) hai| varnA yadi aisA nizcaya ho ki mujhe giranA hI nahIM hai, aise viSaya ke kue~ meM giranA hI nahIM hai, aisA nizcaya honA caahie| phira bhI yadi gira par3e to usakA gunAha mAfa kara dete haiN| lekina jo jAna-bUjhakara kue~ meM giratA hai, usakA gunAha mAfa nahIM krte| lekina apane yahA~ to maiM sAre gunAha mAfa karatA huuN| phira aba aura kitanI mAfI deM? jahA~ jokhima nahIM ho, vahA~ chUTa dete hI haiM na, sabakucha khAne-pIne kI chUTa dete hI haiM na? kyA nahIM dI hai sArI chUTa? yaha to isa kAla kA Azcarya hai| yaha to gyArahavA~ Azcarya hai! AdamI strI ke sAtha rahate hue jagat ke duHkhoM kA abhAva anubhava kare, aisA kabhI huA nahIM hai! jahA~ pUrA jagat duHkhI hai, vahA~ saMsArI duHkha kA abhAva, vaha to sabase bar3A puruSArtha kahA jAegA! aba ApakA yaha pUrNa huA, aisA kaba mAnA jAegA? jaba Apako dekhakara sAmanevAle ko samAdhi mahasUsa ho, Apako dekhakara sAmanevAlA du:kha bhUla jAe, taba pUrNa huA mAnA jAegA! ApakA hAsya aisA dikhAI de, ApakA AnaMda aisA dikhAI de ki sabhI ko hAsya utpanna ho, taba samajhanA ki khuda ke sAre du:kha gae! Apa sabhI ko abhI Tenzana rahatA hai aura vaha 'Tenzana' bhI hamArI AjJA meM nahIM rahane ke kAraNa hai| AjJA to itanI suMdara hai aura bahuta AsAna hai| lekina aba jo kucha bhogane kA ho, usase baca nahIM sakate na?! aura usameM hama hastakSepa nahIM kara sakate na! lekina kabhI na kabhI isameM se bAhara nikala jaaoge| kyoMki jaba sahI rAstA mila jAe, usake bAda koI vyakti mArga nahIM cUkegA na?

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[2] viSaya bhUkha kI bhayAnakatA asaMtoSa kI bhUkha, aba kaba chUTegI ? kisI puruSa ko striyoM ke sAmane nahIM dekhate rahanA cAhie aura kisI strI ko puruSa ke sAmane nahIM dekhate rahanA caahie| jo khuda kA hai, usI kI chUTa hai| halavAI kI dukAna meM loga dekhate nahIM rhte| kyoMki ve jAnate hai ki hamArI nahIM hai| lekina ye puruSa, striyoM ko dekhate rahate haiM aura striyA~, puruSoM ko dekhatI rahatI haiN| are! isameM dekhane kA hai kyA? ye to tarabUje jA rahe haiM sbhii| inameM kyA dekhanA hai? aisA koI nahIM batAtA! 'calane do', saba aisA hI kahate rahate haiM na! lekina yaha to bhayaMkara jokhima hai| khuda ke haka kA bhogo| khuda kI pariNItA strI ho, usa strI ke mAtA-pitA zAdI karavAte haiM aura gA~vavAle bhI zAmila hote haiM, yAnI sabhI loga 'eksepTa' karate haiM na? usa haka meM etarAz2a nahIM hai, lekina bAkI kucha to dekhanA hI nahIM caahie| anyatra kahIMbhI dRSTi nahIM bigAr3anI caahie| lekina aisA upadeza kisI ne nahIM diyaa| aisI hI pola calane dI, isalie gAr3I ulTI clii| yaha to jagat hai, kahA~-kahA~ dRSTi nahIM bigar3egI? kyoMki taraha-taraha ke AmoM kA saMgrahAlaya hai yaha to| hAphUsa ke Ama, ratnAgiri ke, Adi taraha-taraha ke Ama to phira AdamI becArA kyA kare? itanA 'kaMTrola' kaise ho sakegA? yaha jJAna liyA ho to 'kaMTrola' rakha sakatA hai| bAkI, aNahakka kA bhogane kA vicAra Ae, tabhI se jAnavara gati meM jAtA hai| logoM ke mana meM aisA hotA hai ki 'merA kyA ho sakatA hai?' isalie loga bhaya nahIM

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204 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) rkhte| lekina yaha jagat to pUrA bhaya kA hI kArakhAnA hai| isalie sAvadhAna rahakara clnaa| bhayaMkara kaliyuga hai| dinoMdina 'DAuna' kAla AtA jA rahA hai| vicAra Adi saba bigar3ate hI jaaeNge| ataH yadi mokSa meM jAne kI bAta karoge, to zAyada kucha ho skegaa| kucha loga aise hote haiM ki jo acchI maz2edAra miThAI yA namakIna dekheM, phira bhI unheM bhAva yA abhAva nahIM hotaa| aise paMdraha pratizata loga haiM to shii| lekina ye jo strI-puruSa haiM, unheM to dekhate hI bhAva yA abhAva utpanna hotA hai| unameM se do pratizata manuSyoM ko chor3akara, zeSa sabhI ke mana bigar3e bagaira rahate hI nhiiN| yadi cAcA kA beTA ho phira bhI lar3akI kA mana bigaDatA hai aura cAcA kI beTI ho phira bhI lar3ake kA mana bigar3atA hai| miThAI ke lie kyoM nahIM bigar3atA? kyoMki vahA~ use saMtoSa hai| lekina viSaya meM to asaMtoSa hai na! lekina isameM asaMtoSa rakhane jaisA hai hI kyA? ye bhI Ama hI haiM na? jise bhojana meM asaMtoSa hai, usakA citta khAne kI cIz2oM meM jAtA hai aura jahA~ hoTala dekhe, vahA~ khiMcatA hai, lekina kyA sirpha bhojana kA hI viSaya hai? yaha to pA~ca indriya aura usameM kitane hI viSaya haiN| jise bhojana se asaMtoSa ho, usakA citta khAne kI cIz2oM meM cipaka jAtA hai| usI taraha jise dekhane meM asaMtoSa ho, vaha yahA~-tahA~ naz2ara ghumAtA rahatA hai| puruSa ko strI kA asaMtoSa rahatA hai aura strI ko puruSa kA asaMtoSa rahatA hai isalie phira citta vahIM cipakatA hai| ise bhagavAna ne moha kahA hai| dekhate hI cipaka jAtA hai| strI dekhI ki citta cipaka jAtA hai| ye loga kyA sIdhe rahate hoMge? yaha to kahIM para bhI sukha nahIM milatA isalie vyartha prayatna meM lage haiN| zAyada hI koI puNyazAlI hogA, jo vyartha prayatna meM nahIM lagA hotaa| taba phira vaha lobha meM par3A hotA hai| koI vyakti bahuta bhUkhA ho, to kyA vaha kapar3e kI dukAna kI ora dekhegA? nahIM, vaha to miThAI kI dukAna dekhegA, yA phira hoTala dekhegaa| jaba deha kI bhUkha nahIM hotI, taba mana kI bhUkha khar3I hotI hai| jaba ye donoM bhUkha nahIM hotIM, taba vANI kI bhUkha khar3I hotI hai| loga aisA kahate haiM na, ki 'use to maiM sunAe bagaira choDUMgA hI nahIM?' vahI vANI kI bhuukh|

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viSaya bhUkha kI bhayAnakatA ghara para hama kucha khA rahe hoM aura bhikhArI A jAe to apane bujurga nahIM kahate, 'are, sa~bhAlanA, naz2ara na laga jAe ?' yaha naz2ara laganA yAnI kyA ki jisakI bhUkha lagatI hai, usameM citta kA cipakanA, vaha / strI ko puruSa kI bhUkha ho, to strI kA citta puruSa meM cipaka jAtA hai| strI kI bhUkha ho, to strI ko dekhate hI puruSa kA citta strI meM cipaka jAtA hai / isa taraha naz2ara lagane se bigar3A hai yaha saba / sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko hI kisI kI naz2ara nahIM lgtii| koI una para naz2ara gar3Ae phira bhI 'jJAnIpuruSa' usake zuddhAtmA hI dekhate haiM, isalie kucha chUtA nahIM / ye choTe bacce khUbasUrata hote haiM, isalie gharavAle usake kapAla para kAlA TIkA lagAte haiN| tAki naz2ara na lage! koI bhUkhA vyakti use dekhe, phira bhI citta na cipake / isalie kAlA TIkA lagAte haiM I darzana moha se khar3A hai saMsAra anaMta janmoM se darzana moha ke kAraNa hI yaha saMsAra jaMjAla khar3A ho gayA hai| jaba samyak darzana hotA hai, taba darzana moha TUTatA hai| jagat kyoM khar3A hai? darzana moha se / itanA kucha karane ke bAvajUda bhI kyoM mukti prApta nahIM kara pAte ? darzana moha bAdhaka hai / kisI vyakti ne rAta ko khAnA khAyA, lekina savere phira se z2oradAra bhUkha lage, to vaha sunAra kI dukAna yA sAr3I kI dukAna nahIM dekhatA / lekina use to halavAI kI dukAna hI dikhAI degii| aisA kyoM ? usakA citta khAne ke lie hI bhaTakatA rahatA hai ? deha meM jaba bhUkha kA 'iphekTa' hone lage, taba khAne kA moha hotA rahatA hai, vaha darzana moha hai| deha ko viSaya kI bhUkha lage to strI ke prati moha jAgatA hai| isa taraha isa darzana moha se to agale janma ke bIja DAlatA hai na? isase agale janma kA saMsAra khar3A karatA hai / vItarAga ko kisI kI naz2ara nahIM lgtii| ataH yadi saMsAra se chUTanA ho to vItarAga bn| lekina vItarAga kaise bana sakate haiM ? jisase darzana moha TUTe, aisA koI upAya kara! darzana moha se saMsAra khar3A hai| 205 Apane kahIM acchI bhiMDiyA~ dekhIM, to ApakI A~kheM vahIM cipaka jAtI haiN| kucha acchA dekhe, vahIM naz2ara cipaka jAtI hai / naz2ara cipakI ki

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) saMsAra khar3A ho gyaa| yaha jagat khulI A~khoM se dekhane yogya hai hI nahIM / usameM bhI kaliyuga meM to bhayaMkara asara hotA hai| ina A~khoM se to pUrA saMsAra khar3A ho jAtA hai| 206 isa jagat meM to sabhI cIjeM aisI hI haiM na ki jo bhramita kareM ? jahA~ mana hI kaccA hai, vahA~ kyA ho sakatA hai ? isameM dekhane jaisA hai hI kyA? yaha to dekhane kI burI Adata hai / jo dikhAI detA hai, usake prati moha hotA hai / insAna ko to ina sabhI paryAyoM kA jJAna hai nahIM! yadi khAne ke bAda ulTI ho jAe to jo ulTI huI, vaha khAyA thA usIkA hissA hai, aisA eTa- e - TAima lakSya meM nahIM rahatA na ? jaise ki ye Ama hote haiM, unameM baura Ate haiM, phira phala lagate haiM, choTe-choTe Ama Ate haiN| ve kasaile lagate haiM, phira khaTTe hote jAte haiM, usake bAda mIThe hote haiM / ve hI phira sar3a jAte hai, bigar3a jAte hai, badabU mArate haiM / ye sAre paryAya eTa-e-TAima hAz2ira raheM to phira Ama ke prati moha hI nahIM hogA na ? khAne lAyaka, dekhane lAyaka to satyuga meM thA / Aja kI striyA~ dekhane lAyaka nahIM hotIM, puruSa dekhane yogya nahIM hote / ye to bigar3e hue Ama jaise dikhate haiM / are! isa bigar3e hue mAla meM dekhane jaisA kyA lagatA hai tujhe ? strI, vaha puruSa kA saMDAsa hai aura puruSa, vaha strI kA saMDAsa hai I jinheM mokSa meM jAnA hai, unheM strI jAti ko yA strI ko puruSa jAti ko dRSTi gar3Akara dekhanA hI baMda kara denA cAhie / varnA isakA niber3A hI nahIM aaegaa| yaha camar3I nikAla dI jAe to kyA dikhAI degA ? lekina ye loga to yoM bhI itanI badabU mArate haiM ki aisA hotA hai ki 'na jAne ye kaise loga haiM ?' pahale ke samaya meM aisI striyA~ hotI thIM, padminI - striyA~, jinakI sugaMdha AtI thii| kucha dUrI para baiThI hotIM phira bhI yahA~ taka sugaMdha AtI thii| Ajakala to puruSoM meM barakata hI nahIM hai aura striyoM meM bhI barakata nahIM hai| sArA pheMka dene jaisA mAla, nikAla dene jaisA mAla hai, rabiza mttiriyls| usake prati phira moha karatA hai / are ! isameM moha karane jaisA kyA lagA tujhe ? kyoM, gorI camar3I hai, isalie ? sIlabaMda peTrola ke Dibbe hoM, jinameM se havA taka na nikala pAe aise hoM, phira bhI isa rUma meM koI

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viSaya bhUkha kI bhayAnakatA 207 bIr3I pIe, phira bhI Dibbe jala uttheNge| ataH strI-puruSoM ko 'bIveyara oNpha peTrola' aisA borDa lagAnA caahie| strI-puruSa ke dRSTiroga kA ilAja kyA? isa jagat meM strI ko puruSa kA aura puruSa ko strI kA AkarSaNa kucha umra taka rahatA hI hai| dekhane se hI kaoNz2ez2a utpanna hote haiN| loga kahate haiM, 'dekhane se kyA hotA hai?' are! dekhane se to nire kaoNz2ez2a hI utpanna hote haiN| lekina yadi 'dRSTi' dI huI ho to dekhane se kaoNz2ez2a utpanna nahIM hoNge| pUrA jagat vyU poinTa se dekhatA hai| jabaki sirpha jJAnI hI 'phula' (pUrNa) dRSTi se dekhate haiN| loga kyA kahate haiM ki, mujhe strI ke lie bure vicAra Ate haiN| are! tU jaba dekhatA hai, tabhI philma taiyAra ho jAtI hai| vaha phira rUpaka meM AtI hai, taba phira usake lie zora macAtA hai ki aisA kyoM hotA hai ? ye philma kaoNz2ez2a haiM aura rUpaka iphekTa hai| hamAre aMdara kaoNz2ez2a hI nahIM pdd'te| jinheM kaoNz2ez2a par3ate hI nahIM, unheM dehadhArI paramAtmA hI kahA jAtA hai| strI to, AtmA para eka taraha kA iphekTa hai| strI bhI iphekTa hai, puraSa bhI iphekTa hai| usakA iphekTa apane para nahIM par3e to ThIka hai| aba strI ko AtmA rUpa dekho, pudgala meM kyA dekhanA hai ? ye Ama suMdara bhI hote haiM aura sar3a bhI jAte haiM, inameM kyA dekhanA? jo sar3e nahIM, bigar3e nahIM, vaha AtmA hai| use dekhanA hai| hameM to strI bhAva, puruSa bhAva hI nahIM hai| hama usa bAz2Ara meM jAte hI nhiiN| _ 'yaha strI hai' aisA dekhate haiN| jaba puruSa ke aMdara roga hogA tabhI use strI dikhegI, varnA AtmA hI dikhegA aura jaba strI aisA dekhatI hai, ki 'yaha puruSa hai' to vaha usa strI kA roga hai| nirogI banegA to mokSa hogaa| isa samaya hamArI nirogI avasthA hai| isalie mujhe aisA vicAra hI nahIM aataa| paikiMga alaga haiM, sirpha aisA rahatA hai, vaha svAbhAvika hai| lekina aisA lakSya rahe ki yaha strI hai aura yaha puruSa hai, aisA saba jhaMjhaTa nahIM hai| vaha to yadi aMdara roga hogA, tabhI taka aisA dikhAtA haiN| jaba taka

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) yaha roga hai, taba taka hameM paraheja meM kyA karanA cAhie ? ki upayoga jAgRta rakhanA caahie| aisA dikhe ki turaMta hI zuddhAtmA dekha lo| aisI bhUla huI, use 'dekhatabhUlI' kahate haiM / puruSa ko puruSa kA roga nahIM hogA, to 'yaha strI hai' aisA nahIM dikhegA aura strI ko strI kA roga nahIM hogA, to 'yaha puruSa hai' aisA nahIM dikhegaa| sabhI meM AtmA dikhegaa| praznakartA : itanI jAgRti nahIM raha pAtI na ? dAdAzrI : jAgRti nahIM rahegI, to mAra hI khAnI pdd'egii| yaha brahmacarya to jise bahuta jAgRti rahe, usIke kAma kA hai| 208 kramika mArga meM to strI ko pAsa meM rakhate hI nahIM, kyoMki vaha bahuta bar3A jokhima hai| strI, vaha puruSa ke lie jokhima hai| puruSa, vaha strI ke lie jokhima hai| lekina merA kahanA hai ki isameM strI kA doSa nahIM hai, strI to AtmA hai, doSa tere svabhAva kA hai| dAdAjI ke alAvA, nahIM chU sakatA koI bhI hama to, Apa jo mA~goMge vaha deNge| kyoMki hama meM, hama akhaMDa brahmacArI haiM, jinheM jJAna hone ke bAda aTThAIsa sAla se Aja taka kabhI bhI strI kA vicAra hI nahIM AyA / isIlie hama strI ko chU sakate haiM na / varnA strI ko chUA nahIM jA sktaa| pacAsa haz2Ara loga haiM apane yahA~, lekina unameM se eka ko bhI aisI chUTa nahIM hai ki strI ko Apa chU sakate ho, kyoMki usa sparza kA guNa bahuta hI viSama hai| sabhI aise hote haiM, aisA nahIM hai| lekina ho sake taba taka usameM nahIM par3anA caahie| hameM chUTa hai| kyoMki hama to kisI bhI jAti meM nahIM haiM / maisakyulina yA phImela yA aisI kisI jAti meM nahIM haiN| hama jAti se pare ho gae haiM / strI-puruSoM ko eka-dUsare ko chUnA nahIM cAhie, bahuta jokhima hai| jaba taka pUrNa nahIM hue haiM taba taka nahIM chU sakate, varnA yadi eka bhI paramANu viSaya kA bhItara praveza kara gayA to kitane hI janma bigAr3a degA / hama meM to viSaya kA eka bhI paramANu nahIM hai / eka bhI paramANu bigar3e to turaMta

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viSaya bhUkha kI bhayAnakatA hI pratikramaNa karanA hogA / pratikramaNa karane se sAmanevAle ko bhAva utpanna nahIM hotaa| 209 strI ko chUne kA adhikAra kisI ko bhI nahIM hai| kyoMki strI ko chUe to paramANu kA asara hue bagaira rahegA nahIM / parastrI ko z2arA sA bhI chU liyA ho, to ghaMTebhara dhonA pdd'egaa| sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke hI caraNoM ko chUkara striyA~ vidhi kara sakatI hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' to viSaya ke sAre bIja ukhAr3akara pheMka cuke hote haiM / unameM viSaya kA bIja hI nahIM hotA / chUne kA adhikAra kise hai? navA~ guNasthAnaka pAra kara diyA ho use / kyoMki unheM to viSaya saMbaMdhI vicAra taka nahIM Ate na ! ve vicAra hI baMda na ! aisA hone ke bAda to unheM dimAg2a meM Urdhva vicAra hI Ate haiM, sArI zaktiyoM kA UrdhvakaraNa hI hotA hai / yaha jJAna hone ke bAda hameM kabhI-bhI viSaya kA vicAra hI nahIM aayaa| jinheM viSaya kA vicAra taka nahIM Ae, jinakA manobala z2abaradasta jJAnapUrvaka ho gayA ho, phira unheM koI harja nahIM hai / isIlie to striyA~ hamAre caraNoM ko chUkara vidhi kara sakatI haiM na ! lekina anya kisI ko bhI striyoM ko chUne kI chUTa nahIM hai aura striyoM ko bhI kisI ko chUne kI chUTa nahIM hai, chU hI nahIM sakate / anyoM ko to strI ke chUne se pahale hI viSaya kA vicAra khar3A ho jAtA hai / hameM to 'thrI viz2ana' se eka hI sekanDa meM saba ArapAra dikhAI detA hai / hamArA darzana itanA ucca hai ki phira roga utpanna hI kaise ho ? I aura hameM pudgala ke prati rAga hI nahIM hai na ! mere hI pudgala ke prati mujhe rAga nahIM hai| pudgala se maiM sarvathA judA hI rahatA huuN| khuda ke pudgala ke prati jise rAga hotA hai, use dUsaroM ke pudgala ke prati rAga hotA hai| anaMta janmoM se yahI kA yahI bhogA hai phira bhI nahIM chUTatA / yaha Azcarya hI hai na! jaba kitane hI janmoM se viSaya sukha kA virodhI ho cukA ho, viSaya sukha ke bAre meM AvaraNa rahita dRSTi se bahuta hI socA ho, jaba z2abaradasta vairAgya utpanna ho cukA ho, taba viSaya chUTa sakatA hai| vairAgya kaba utpanna hotA hai? use aMdara jaisA hai vaisA dikhAI de, taba /

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210 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) jAgRti meM dekheM, garbha se bur3hiyA hone taka vItarAga itanA hI dekhate the ki manuSya kI prAkRtika zakti kA utpanna honA, vyaya honA aura vartamAna zakti, una sabhI zaktiyoM ko trikAla jJAna se dekhate the| utpanna, vyaya Adi ko saMpUrNa rUpa se jAnate the isalie phira unheM rAga utpanna nahIM hotA thaa| yaha rAga kA utpanna honA, vaha to sirpha vartamAnakAla ke jJAna se hotA hai| eka to khuda ke svarUpa kA ajJAna aura vartamAnakAla kA jJAna, taba phira use rAga utpanna hotA hai| lekina yadi use yaha samajha meM Ae ki yaha garbha meM thI taba aisI dikhatI thI, janma huA taba aisI dikhatI thI, choTI baccI thI taba aisI dikhatI thI, phira aisI dikhatI thI, Aja aisI dikhatI hai, phira aisI dikhegI, bUr3hI hone para aisI dikhegI, pakSAghAta hogA taba aisI dikhegI, arthI uThegI taba aisI dikhegI, aisI sabhI avasthAe~ jinake lakSya meM hai, unheM vairAgya sikhAnA nahIM par3atA! yaha to, Aja jo dikhatA hai, use dekhakara hI jo mUrchita ho jAte haiM, unheM vairAgya sIkhanA hai| vItarAga to bahuta samajhadAra the| bhale hI koI bhI cIz2a Ae lekina unheM mUrchA utpanna nahIM karavA sakatI thI kyoMki usa cIz2a ko vItarAga tInoM kAla se dekha sakate the| yaha jo cIz2a hai, isakI kyA-kyA avasthAe~ utpanna hotI haiM ? miTTI meM se utpanna huA, usameM se ghar3A banAyA, aba aisI avasthA huI, aisI avasthA huii| phira aba vaha vinAza ke patha para jAegA, aisI sArI avasthAe~ batA sakate haiM, Aqhira meM phira se miTTI bana jaaegii| praznakartA : una sabhI avasthAoM kA jJAna eka hI bAra meM rahatA hai? dAdAzrI : eka hI bAra meM! maiMne vaha jo kahA na ki manuSya ko moha kyoM utpanna hotA hai? taba kahe, donoM javAna haiM isalie aura usa samaya vahA~ para hoza nahIM rahatA, ki yaha moha TikAU hai yA TemparerI hai? phira isa samaya jo hai, vaisA hI unakI kalpanA hamezA ke lie DhU~DhatI hai| aba phira bur3hApe meM kyA hotA hai? kalpanA kaisI ho jAtI hai?

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viSaya bhUkha kI bhayAnakatA 211 praznakartA : usa samaya use boriyata hotI hai| dAdAzrI : ina logoM ko kyA ho rahA hai, vaha maiM jAnatA huuN| acchA nahIM lagatA lekina kaheM kise aba? kyoMki buddhi to yaha svabhAva dikhaaegii| yAnI yaha janma lene se pahale kaisA thA! lar3akA yA lar3akI janma ke bAda kaise hote haiM ? vaha itanI sI thI, taba kyoM moha utpanna nahIM hotA thA, bAda meM kucha bar3I huI taba kyoM moha utpanna nahIM hotA thA? yAnI ina sArI avasthAoM ko dhyAna meM rakhate haiN| aura moha utpanna hotA hai, usa avasthA ko bhI dhyAna meM rakhate haiM phir| usase Age kI avasthA, praur3hAvasthA, phira vRddhAvasthA, phira lakave kI avasthA, sabhI meM kyA sthiti hotI hai? usake bAda arthI nikAlate samaya kI avasthA, agnidAha ke samaya kI avsthaa| agnidAha kI avasthA dekhI ho aura usa ghar3I prema karane ko kahe to? yaha to zAdI ke bAda mUrkha banate haiM lekina kaheM kisa se? jahA~ sabhI mUrkha haiM vahA~ ? striyA~ bhI isa mUrkhatA ko samajhatI haiM, ki aisI mUrkhatA hai yaha ! dekhakara pati DhU~DhA lekina pati lAkara ceharA laTaka jAtA hai na, sUrata utara jAtI hai na, kyA se kyA ho jAtA hai, A~kheM calI jAtI hai, kAna se sunAI nahIM detA! aura jise yaha saba dhyAna meM ho use vairAgya rahatA hai! jise avasthAe~ lakSya meM rahatI hai, use vairAgya sikhAnA nahIM par3atA! jitanI likhI haiM na, utanI avasthAe~ hamAre lakSya meM rahatI haiM, ett-e-ttaaim| aisI bAteM bAhara nahIM hotii| aisI bAteM yahIM para hotI haiM ! loga to khA jAte haiM, aisI baateN| isa taraha vairAgya ke vicAra lAe, taba kucha ho pAegA varnA kucha nahIM bdlegaa| jaba mUla bAta ko, vairAgya ke mUla kaoNz2ez2a kA nAza nahIM kiyA jAe, taba taka vairAgya kaise A sakatA hai? praznakartA : yuvAvasthA meM jo moha hotA hai, vaha moha kaise utpanna nahIM ho? yadi eTa-e-TAima sArI avasthAe~ dekhe, to... dAdAzrI : to moha nahIM hogA lekina eTa-e-TAima to avasthAe~ kaise dekha sakatA hai ! manuSya kI bisAta nahIM hai na! utanI zakti nahIM hotii| dAla-cAvala-roTI-sabjI khAnevAlA ho yA mA~sAhAra karanevAlA ho kisI kI aisI bisAta nahIM hai| koI apavAda hI ho sakatA hai| bAkI isa mAmale

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) meM koI nahIM hotaa| usakA mana pasaMda dikhAe to moha utpanna hotA hI hai / praznakartA : sATha sAla kI umra meM yadi kahA jAe, vaha eka bAta hai aura paccIsa sAla kI umra meM kahA jAe, vaha dUsarI bAta hai, taba aisI jAgRti rahanI caahie| 212 dAdAzrI : jAgRti alaga cIz2a hai| paccIsa sAla kI umra meM kahanA, vaha koI aisI AsAna bAta nahIM hai / taba to moha se aMdha hotA hai, 'mohAMdha' / isalie usa samaya, dekhate samaya phira kisa kI salAha mAnatA hai ? mana kI aura buddhi kI, khuda kA to kucha rahA hI nahIM! khuda kA DisIz2ana nahIM / mana aura buddhi kI salAha mAnatA hai, mana to ukasAtA hI rahegA bAra - bAra / praznakartA : Apa hameM aisI jar3I-bUTI batAie tAki hama kaha sakeM ki 'bhAI, caubIsa sAla kI umra meM yaha vicAra yAda rakhanA / ' dAdAzrI : itanI sArI avasthAoM kI jAgRti Apako eka sAtha nahIM aaegii| hama jo vaha thrI viz2ana dete haiM na, usa para yadi socatA rahe to thrI viz2ana utpanna ho jaaegaa| ve vicAra jaba utpanna ho jAte haiM, to usakI vajaha se kaI loga baca jAte haiN| mujhe patra likhakara batAte haiM ki, 'Apake thrI viz2ana ne to merA bahuta kAma kara diyaa|' ve sArI avasthAe~ nahIM AtIM, yaha to maiM kahatA hU~ utanA hI hai ! merI kahI huI bAta se Apako vicAra AtA hai ki, 'hA~, yaha bAta sahI hai ! '

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[3] viSaya sukha meM dAve anaMta apavAda se brahmacArI.... viSaya meM sukha to pUrA jagat, jIvamAtra mAna rahA hai| sirpha yahA~ jo tyAgI haiM aura vahA~ devaloka meM jo samakitI deva haiM, sirpha ye donoM hI viSaya meM sukha nahIM maante| jAnavara bhI viSaya ko sukha mAnate haiN| lekina becAre jAnavara, ve to karmAdhIna bhogate haiN| unheM aisA kucha nahIM hai ki hameM hamezA ke lie aisA hI caahie| manuSyoM ko to hamezA ke lie hI caahie| pati paradeza gayA ho to patnI ko acchA nahIM lgtaa| patnI yadi mAyake calI jAe cha: bAraha mahInoM ke lie, to parezAna ho jAtA hai kyoMki usane sukha mAnA hai usmeN| kisa meM mAnA hai? ina tyAgiyoM ko kyoM lagA hogA ki 'isameM duHkha hai?' kyA isameM sukha nahIM hai? aisA hai na ki ye gehU~, cAvala, bAjarA, jalebI, laDDU, vagairaha sabhI sukha nahIM ddhuuNddhte| ye jo sAre phrUTa hote haiM, koI phrUTa sukha DhU~DhatA hai? ye dUdha, dahI, ghI, Adi saba sukha DhU~Dhate haiM ? praznakartA : nahIM ddhuuNddhte| dAdAzrI : bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki 'jo sukha DhU~Dha rahA ho, vahA~ sukha mata ddhuuNddhnaa| jo khuda, sukha DhU~Dha rahA ho vahA~ sukha mata DhU~DhanA, jo sukha nahIM DhU~Dha rahA, vahA~ sukha DhU~DhanA', kahA hai| yAnI jo sukha DhU~Dha rahA hai, usa bhikhArI ke vahA~ yadi hama sukha lene jAe~ to kyA phAyadA? yAnI bhUmikA hI nahIM hai, yaha to eka prakAra kA kAlpanika phigara hai sirph| kalpanA khaDI kI

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) huI hai yaha to| jo sukha nahIM DhU~Dhe usake sAtha to kisI prakAra kI parezAnI nahIM AtI na? praznakartA : AtI hI nahIM / I dAdAzrI : mahaMge acche Ama Ate haiM, kaI cIjeM AtI haiM, kaisIkaisI miThAiyA~ hotI haiM saba ! dekhane kI kaisI-kaisI cIjeM hotI haiM ! jabaki yaha to jUThana meM sukha khojatA hai| pUre gA~va kI jUThana kahalAtI hai / aura phira vaha bhI sukha DhU~Dha rahI hotI hai| Apa usameM sukha DhU~Dho aura vaha ApameM sukha DhU~Dhe, to vahA~ donoM kA mela kaise baiThegA? Apako krikeTa dekhane jAnA ho aura vaha kahe ki sinemA dekhane jAnA hai, to ApakA jhagar3A kaba khatma hogA ? 214 praznakartA : nahIM hogA / dAdAzrI : aisA hai, yadi Apako sukhI honA ho to isa jagat meM sabhI cIjeM bhognaa| kyA ? jise badale meM bhogane kI icchA nahIM ho, vaha khuda bhogane kI icchAvAlA nahIM ho, use bhoganA / jalebI meM bhogane kI icchA hotI hai, jalebI meM? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : to Apa jalebI khAo na ! anya sabhI cIjeM khAne kI chUTa hai| sAmane icchAvAlA hogA, taba to phira Apa mAre hI jAoge na ? praznakartA : jo sukha DhU~Dha rahA ho, vahA~ sukha nahIM DhU~DhanA cAhie ? dAdAzrI : hA~, vahA~ sukha nahIM DhU~DhanA caahie| yAnI anya sabhI cIz2oM ke alAvA eka hI, sirpha yaha strI viSaya hI aisA hai ki vaha khuda sukha kI icchA rakhanevAlI hai aura Apa bhI icchAvAle, to phira donoM kA mela kaba par3egA ? praznakartA : mela nahIM par3egA /

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viSaya sukha meM dAve anaMta 215 chor3o sirpha viSaya ko praznakartA : jabaki Aja to saMsAra meM sarvatra yaha chor3o, ise kaMTrola karo, yaha khAnA, yaha mata khAnA, aisA cala rahA hai| dAdAzrI : are! khAne-pIne kI bAta to chor3o! sabakucha khAo ArAma se! lekina sirpha yahI chor3a do na ! sirpha isI meM hAtha mata ddaalnaa| khAne meM sAmanevAle kI tarapha se zikAyata nahIM hai| jabaki strI to zikAyata karatI hai, anaMta avAtara ke lie baira bA~dha detI hai| vaha chor3atI nahIM hai phir| ina cAra indriyoM ke viSayoM meM se koI parezAna nahIM karatA aura yaha pA~cavA~ jo viSaya hai, sparza viSaya hai, vaha to sAmane jIvaMta vyakti ke sAtha hai! vaha dAvA kare, aisI hai| ata: sirpha isa strI viSaya meM hI etarAja hai| yaha to jItI-jAgatI 'phAila' hai| Apa kaho ki, 'aba mujhe viSaya baMda karanA hai|' taba vaha kahegI ki, 'aisA nahIM clegaa| phira zAdI kyoM kI thI?' yAnI vaha jIvita 'phAila' to dAvA karatI hai aura dAvA kare to vaha pusAegA hI kaise? ata: jIte-jAgate vyakti ke sAtha viSaya karanA hI mt| dAvA to dAyara karatI hI hai lekina phira dhamakAtI hai aura ApakA tela nikAla detI hai| hama to bhagavAna se bhI dabakara nahIM rahanA cAhate to phira kyA aise patnI ke dabAva meM raha sakate haiM? kyA sukha hai usameM? aura Apa kitane sukhI ho gae? aura kitane moTe ho gae? balki teja naSTa ho jAtA hai| isameM se kyA pAnA hai? pUrA pudgala kA sAra khatma ho jAtA hai! vaha sAra zarIra meM rahe taba dimAg2a khilegA, vANI kaisI nikalegI! jAgRti kaisI rahegI! usakI to bAta hI alaga hai na? usa sAra ko phira kho detA hai na, to phira kyA hogA? kaisI jAgRti rahegI! viSaya se baneM qarAra ina jhagar3oM kI vajaha se saba dAvA karate haiN| pati kA pUrA hone lage taba taka to patnI dAvA karatI hai, phira pati dAvA karatA hai| yahI eka viSaya aisA hai ki strI kA aura puruSa kA jo viSaya hai, usameM yadi Apa kaho ki, 'nahIM bhAI, aba merI icchA nahIM rhii|' taba

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) kahegI, 'nahIM calegA / ' vahA~ to dAvA karegI / yahI eka aisI cIz2a hai ki sAmanevAlA dAvA karatA hai / ataH yahA~ sa~bhAlakara kAma nikAla lenA hai / ApakI samajha meM AyA, yaha dAvA karanA, vaha ? usI se ye sArI ulajhaneM paidA huI haiN| ataH yahI eka bhoga aisA hai ki jo bahuta duHkhadAyI hai| 216 yaha jItA-jAgatA parigraha hai / isalie isameM dAvA karate haiM, baira bhI bA~dhate haiN| kaI puruSoM ne striyoM ko jalA DAlA hai| kaI striyA~ bhI puruSoM ko z2ahara de detI haiM / ina sabhI se baira ba~dhatA hai / praznakartA: kramika mArga meM bAhara sabhI jagaha viSayoM ke tyAga ko prathama sthAna kyoM diyA hai ? dAdAzrI : sirpha ina viSayoM kA hI jhaMjhaTa hai, anya saba cIz2oM kA bahuta jhaMjhaTa nahIM hai| usakA kyA kAraNa hai ? hamane cAhe kitanI hI maha~gI pakaur3iyA~ lI hoM, lekina usake bAda hameM jitanI khAnI hoM, utanI khAte haiN| bAkI jo nahIM khAnI hoM aura kisI ko de deM to ve pakaur3iyA~ hama para dAvA nahIM kareMgI! ve dAvA kareMgI ? praznakartA : nahIM kreNgii| dAdAzrI : yaha itra kA phAhA aise kAna meM DAleM aura phira hama kisI ko de deM to kyA vaha itra dAvA karegA ? philma dekhane gae hoM, to vahA~ jitanI dekhanI ho utanI dekhI aura phira z2arA nIMda Ae aura so gae, to kyA vaha philma dAvA karegI Apa para ki, 'tUne kyoM mujhe nahIM dekhA ? TikaTa liyA hai to aba tujhe mujhe dekhanA hI par3egA, ' koI aisA dAvA nahIM karatA / ThaMDa par3e to tvacA ko ThaMDa lagatI hai taba or3hakara baiTha jAe~ to ThaMDa koI dAvA nahIM karatI aura sirpha isa viSaya meM hI sAmane cetana hai, isalie dAvA karatA hai / Apa kaho ki 'aba mujhe isakA tyAga karanA hai ' to vaha kahegI ki 'yaha nahIM calegA, zAdI kyoM kI thI ?' yAnI yaha pakaur3I jaisA nahIM hai| bahuta bar3A jokhima hai ! yadi pakaur3I jaisA hotA to hama Apako chUTa de dete ki, bhAI, tujhe aise jo bhI viSaya karane hoM ve karanA, lekina isa strI viSaya meM z2arA sAvadhAna rhnaa| kyoMki vaha dAvA to aisA

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viSaya sukha meM dAve anaMta 217 dAyara karegI, ki jahA~ usakI gati hogI vahIM para Apako bhI le jaaegii| kyoMki usake sAtha qarAranAmA ho gayA phira kyA ho sakatA hai ? keralavAloM ke yahA~ gae hoM aura vahA~ se pA~ca-sau rupaye udhAra lie hoM aura phira vApasa nahIM lauTAo to usakA dAvA vaha kahA~ dAyara karegA? are! vaha to phira kerala kI bhAga-daur3a meM, kirAe meM hI pA~ca-sau rupaye kharca ho jAe~ge! aura vApasa vahA~ jAkara cukAne par3eMge, vaha alg| ataH yadi dAvA kare to vaha jahA~ ho Apako vApasa vahIM para jAnA par3egA, aisA hai| ataH aise dAvA nahIM ho, yaha dekhnaa| bahuta jokhimadArI hai! aura jitanI phAileM hoM unakA jhaTa-paTa nikAla kara denA aura naI phAila khar3I mata krnaa| AsAna hai yA muzkila hai yaha? praznakartA : pratikramaNa karate raheM to kyA AsAna ho jAegA? dAdAzrI : hA~, AsAna ho jaaegaa| hamane Apako mokSa hAthoM meM diyA hai| aba Apako jitanA mokSa bhoganA Ae, utanA aapkaa| isameM dAvA kare aisI 'phAila' hai, isalie kramika mArga meM isake lie bahuta sakhtI se kahA gayA hai aura hama bhI yahA~ para isake bAre meM sakhtI rakhane ko kahate hI haiM ki isameM sAvadhAna rhnaa| ___ 'mizracetana' to dAvA karegA hI strI to mizracetana hai| cetana se zAdI karanA, jabaki ye to mizracetana se zAdI karate haiN| mAtA-pitA ko mAlUma hI nahIM hai na, dhyAna hI nahIM rakhate ki beTA kauna se mIla para khar3A hai aura use kyA becainI hai? mAtA-pitA apane du:kha meM aura beTA apane du:kha meM! yaha mizracetana to dAvA karatA hai! unheM sinemA dekhane jAnA ho aura Apako pasaMda nahIM ho, phira bhI vaha kahegI ki, 'Apako AnA pdd'egaa|' to Apako jAnA par3egA! itanA hI nahIM, lekina 'Apako bacce ko bhI uThAnA pdd'egaa|' aisA bhI khegii| are! baccA bhI uThavAyA mujhase? haaN| lekina kyA ho sakatA hai? yadi bevakUpha bananA ho to zAdI karanA isa kAla meM! praznakartA : lekina jisane zAdI kara lI hai, aba vaha kyA kare?

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) dAdAzrI : apanI icchAnusAra thor3e hI hotA hai ? 'vyavasthita' kI jo philma hai, vaha chor3atI nahIM na use ? 218 pahale to itanA acchA thA ki cAhe kaisI bhI bIvI lene jAe, phira bhI bahuta huA to bIvI kI do-tIna zarteM hotI thiiN| 'pAnI kI maTakI kabUla ?' taba vaha kahatA, 'kabUla / ' ' lakar3I kA gaTThara kabUla ?' taba pati kahatA, 'kbuul|' nikAha par3hate samaya itanI zarteM kabUla karavAtI thI / 'jo pAnI bharakara lAe, jaMgala meM se lakar3iyA~ le Ae, vaha acchA hai / ' lekina Aja kI patniyA~ to kyA kaheMgI ? ' isa samaya sinemA meM AnA par3egA, varnA Apake dosta ke sAtha kabhI jAte dekha liyA to ApakI khaira nahIM !' ' are ! maiMne tujhase zAdI kI hai yA tUne mujhase zAdI kI hai ?' isameM kisa ne kisa se zAdI kI? lekina yaha to mizracetana hai / aura phira ye to par3hI-likhI haiM aura yadi unase kaha diyA ki 'tU nahIM samajhegI' to ApakA tela nikAla degI! isameM sukha hai hI nahIM, isase to 'phAila' bar3hatI hai| ina 'phAiloM' ke sAtha phira kleza hotA hai, phira ghara kI ho yA bAhara kI ! ataH mizracetana ke sAtha hisAba zurU mata karanA, varnA vaha klema karegI ! yadi bistara para nahIM soe aura patthara para so jAe~ to kyA bichaunA dAvA karegA ki kyoM mujhe chor3akara patthara para so rahe ho ? aura mizracetana to dAvA karatA hai ki Aja kyoM alaga ho gae ? chor3atI nahIM / alaga karane jAe~ to balki pAsa AegI ! ataH mizracetana ke sAtha jhaMjhaTa meM mata par3anA ! AlU ke sAtha anabana ho aura AlU nahIM lAe~ to AlU zora nahIM macAe~ge aura unheM nahIM khAe~ phira bhI kucha nahIM boleMge ! lekina mizracetana to aisI lapeTa meM letA hai ki anaMta janmoM taka bhI vaha chUTa nahIM paataa| isalie bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki mizracetana se dUra rahanA ! strI se dUra rahanA ! varnA mizracetana to mokSa meM jAne se roke, aisA hai ! ye pAna - - bIr3I bhI laphar3A hI kahalAte haiM / lekina ina laphar3oM se to, aisA mAno na, ki kisI dina chUTa sakeMge, lekina ve laphar3e to nahIM chuutteNge| jIvita laphar3e haiM na ! hama jIvita ko laphar3A kahate haiN| una laphar3oM ko to calA sakate haiN| ve to nirjIva hI haiM na ? sirpha apanI hI zikAyata

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viSaya sukha meM dAve anaMta 219 hai na? hama zikAyata karate haiM tabhI taka na? bAkI unakI kisI taraha kI zikAyata nahIM hai na! unheM chor3a deM to z2abaradastI hai kucha? aura jIvita laphar3oM ke sAtha to koI parezAnI huI to dAvA karatI hai| Apa dAvA chor3a do, phira vaha dAvA karatI hai| vahI bahuta musIbata hai! do mana, kabhI nahIM ho sakate eka do mana ekAkAra ho hI nahIM skte| isalie dAve zurU ho hI jAte haiN| isa viSaya ke alAvA anya sabhI viSayoM meM sirpha eka mana hai, eka hI pakSa hai| isalie vaha dAvA nahIM karatA! jabaki manavAloM ke sAtha to jokhima hai| eka hI bAra jisake sAtha viSaya bhoga kiyA ho to usakI kokha se janma lenA par3egA, varnA vaha jahA~ jAe, vahA~ jAnA par3egA! mizracetana ke sAtha zAdI kara lI to phira kyA ho sakatA hai ? mizracetana ke dAvoM kI to bar3I musIbateM haiM! hameM bilkula paravaza kara detA hai| isalie mizracetana kA khAtA rakhane jaisA hI nahIM hai| phira bhI yadi ho use kyA karanA hai? phira usa khAte kA samabhAva se nikAla kara DAlanA hai| khAtA thor3e hI phAr3a sakate ho? pheMka dene para to aura jyAdA cipkegaa| ataH niraMtara jAgRta rahakara usakA nikAla kara denA hai| zAdI karane meM harja nahIM hai| lekina hamezA donoM kA mana alaga hI hotA hai aura vahIM para vyApAra karane jAe~, to dveSa hue bagaira nahIM rhtaa| phira bhale hI koI bhI vyApAra karo na! phira vahA~ cAhe kitanA bhI puruSArtha karo phira bhI bheda par3e bagaira nahIM rahatA na! alaga manavAloM meM ekatA kaise saMbhava hai? vaha to vyApAra kA svAda jitane samaya ho, utane se samaya taka ke lie hI donoM ke manoM kI ekatA rahatI hai! lekina yadi usa svAda meM saMtoSa nahIM mile to phira tUfAna khar3A ho jAtA hai| ataH bheda par3e bagaira rahatA nahIM na! kyoMki vaha 'phAila' hai isalie dAvA kara sakatI hai| yadi Apa kaho, 'mujhe tyAga lenA hai|' taba vaha kahegI, 'nahIM, nahIM jAne duuNgii|' yaha pUrA jagat mizracetana kI lapeTa meM hI hai| yadi mizracetana samajha meM A jAe, taba to yaha jagat lapeTa meM nahIM hai| ye anya sabhI zauka lapeTa

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) meM leM aise nahIM hote| isa mizracetana meM to Amane-sAmane dAve dAyara hote haiN| eka bAra jAla meM Ane ke bAda nikalanA muzkila hai / usa jhaMjhaTa meM pha~sane ke bAda, usameM se koI nikala nahIM pAyA hai / hamArA yaha vijJAna aisA hai ki donoM ko jJAna de deM to donoM samabhAva se nikAla karanA sIkha jAte haiM aura hala A jAtA hai| varnA lAkhoM janmoM taka bhI nahIM chodd'e| Apako chor3ane kI icchA ho, taba vaha Apako nahIM chor3atA aura use chor3ane kI icchA ho taba Apa use nahIM chodd'te| isa taraha kabhI bhI donoM kA TAimiMga mila nahIM pAtA aura iMjana mokSa kI ora jA nahIM pAtA, aisA hai yaha mizracetana! khAne-pIne meM parezAnI nahIM hai / cAra pUraNapUrI khAkara so jaanaa| 'dAdA' kA nAma lekara vaha bhoga bhoganA, lekina yaha mizracetana to mahA jokhima hai! yahI saMsAra kA bIja hai / eka rAjA ko jIta liyA to usakI senA apane kAbU meM A gaI / usakA rAjya bhI apane kAbU meM A gyaa| kRpAludeva ne taMga Akara yaha kahA hai / jo saMsAra meM laTakAnevAlA hai, usa para unhoMne bahuta bhAra diyA hai ki kyA aisI hAlata ? ve khuda kahate the ki, 'saMsAra se to bahuta samaya se, kaI janmoM se taMga A cukA thA / ' lekina Akhira unhoMne kATa DAlA / yahA~ se kATA, vahA~ se kATA aura tez2I se khatma kara diyaa| g2az2aba ke puruSa the, jJAnIpuruSa the ! ve to cAhe so kareM ! viSaya to jIvita jokhima hai| anya sabhI jokhima to mRta kahalAte haiN| ve to bahuta puNyazAlI puruSa the isalie sabhI jokhima khatma ho gae aura khuda pAra utara gae aura baira nahIM ba~dhe / 220 do taraphA sukha, kareM dAvA viSaya sukha do taraphA hai / anya indriya sukha eka taraphA haiN| aura yaha do taraphAvAlA to dAvA karegA / vaha kahe ki, 'sinemA dekhane calie / ' aura taba Apa kaho ki, 'nahIM, Aja mujhe z2arUrI kAma hai / ' taba vaha dAvA kregii| hotA hai yA nahIM hotA aisA ? praznakartA : aisA hI hotA hai / isIlie aisA hotA hai na ? dAdAzrI : aba yadi patnI pahale se hI jAnatI ho ki unake karma

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viSaya sukha meM dAve anaMta ke udaya kI vajaha se manA kiyA hai to samajhadArI se clegii| lekina aisA bhAna nahIM hai| vaha to kahegI 'inhoMne hI nahIM kiyA / ' praznakartA : moha ghera letA hai / dAdAzrI : moha ghera letA hai / aura kauna kara rahA hai, yaha khuda ko mAlUma nahIM hai| vaha to aisA hI samajhatI hai, ki 'ye hI kara rahe haiM / nahIM, ve hI nahIM A rahe haiM / inakI hI icchA hai, nahIM Ane kI / ' 1 221 praznakartA : ye pikcara, nATaka, sAr3I, ghara, pharnIcara vagairaha kA moha hai, usameM harja nahIM hai na ? dAdAzrI : aisA kucha nahIM hai, bahuta huA to usake lie Apako mAra pdd'egii| 'isa' sukha ko nahIM Ane deMge, lekina ye sAmane dAvA nahIM kareMge na? jabaki ve to 'klema' kareMge, isalie sAvadhAna ho jAo ! bhoge rAga se, cukAe dveSa se praznakartA : viSaya rAga se bhogate haiM yA dveSa se ? dAdAzrI : rAga se| usa rAga meM se dveSa utpanna hotA hai / yaha mizracetana to 'phAila' kahalAtI hai, lekina pUrvajanma kA hisAba baMdha cukA hai, 'dekhatabhUlI' kA hisAba ho cukA hai, isalie usase baca hI nahIM sakatA na? usakI icchA nahIM ho, Aja taya kiyA ho, phira bhI zAma ko jA pahu~catA hai, baca hI nahIM sktaa| vaha AkarSaNa se khiMca jAtA hai| aMdara se vaha AkarSaNa hotA hai aura khuda yaha samajhatA hai ki 'maiM gayA / ' nahIM jAnA ho phira bhI calA jAtA hai| isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? ki vaha AkarSaNa se khiMca jAtA hai| praznakartA : jo mizracetana se saMbaMdhita phAila hotI hai, usameM eka ora jAgRti bhI rahatI hai, eka ora mana meM miThAsa bhI lagatI hai, dUsarI ora vaha acchA nahIM lagatA / jJAna manA karatA hai ki yaha saba yogya nahIM hai| isalie dvidhA hotI rahatI hai| dAdAzrI : vaha pasaMda nahIM hai, usakA matalaba ki vaha chUTa rahA hai !

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) pasaMda nahIM ho phira bhI vaha qarAra pUrA karanA cAhie na ? jo pasaMda nahIM ho vaha phira cipakatA hI nahIM hai / aMdara z2arA pasaMda ho tabhI cipakatA hai / jo pasaMda nahIM ho, vaha cipakatA bhI nahIM aura z2yAdA dina TikatA bhI nahIM hai| eka-do sAla meM, pA~ca sAloM meM phira hala A jAtA hai / isalie harja nahIM hai| yadi jAgRti rahI to phira kyA cAhie Apako ? yaha pasaMda nahIM hai, yaha bAta nizcita ho gaI / 222 yaha to qarArI mAmalA hai, kudarata ke qarAra ApakI sahamati se hue hai| aba usa qarAra kA bhaMga kareM, to calegA hI nahIM na ! pulisavAlA pakar3akara le jAe, vaisA lagatA hai ? praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : pulisavAlA pakar3akara le jAe to usameM ApakA z2arA sA bhI gunAha nahIM hai| rAz2I - khuzI ke saude meM bhUla mAnI jaaegii| jaba taka svarUpa kA jJAna nahIM hai, taba taka pulisavAlA pakar3akara le jAe, vaha bhI gunAha hai| use jo karma pasaMda nahIM hai, vahA~ use 'nApasaMdagI' kA karma ba~dhatA hai aura yadi karma pasaMda hai to vahA~ 'pasaMdagI' kA karma ba~dhatA hai| 'nApasaMda' meM dveSa kA karma ba~dhatA hai, dveSa ke pariNAma hote haiM / jise yaha 'jJAna' nahIM ho, to use kyA hogA ? praznakartA : dveSa ke pariNAma hone se balki karma z2yAdA ba~dheMge na ? dAdAzrI : nirA baira hI bA~dhatA hai / ataH jise jJAna nahIM hai, use yadi kucha pasaMda nahIM ho to bhI karma ba~dhatA hai aura pasaMda ho to bhI karma ba~dhatA hai| aura 'jJAna' ho, to use kisI prakAra kA karma nahIM ba~dhatA / 'kAma' nikAla lo ataH jahA~-jahA~, jisa-jisa dukAna meM ApakA mana ulajhe, usa dukAna ke aMdara jo zuddhAtmA hai, ve hI Apako chur3avA sakate haiN| isalie unase mA~ga karanA ki 'mujhe isa abrahmacarya viSaya meM se mukta kIjie / ' mukta hone ke lie yoM hI aura sabhI jagaha prayatna karoge to vaha nahIM clegaa| usI dukAna ke zuddhAtmA Apako isa viSaya meM se chur3avAe~ge /

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viSaya sukha meM dAve anaMta 223 aba aisI ApakI bahuta dukAneM nahIM hotIM, thor3I hI dukAneM hotI haiN| jisakI bahuta dukAneM hoM, use z2yAdA puruSArtha karanA pdd'egaa| bAkI, jisakI thoDI sI hoM, use to cokhA karake 'ekz2ekTalI' kara lenA caahie| khAne-pIne meM koI harja nahIM hai| lekina isa viSaya meM harja hai| strI viSaya aura puruSa viSaya, ye donoM baira khar3A karanevAle kArakhAne haiN| isalie jaisetaise karake niber3A laao| praznakartA : isI ko Apa kAma nikAla lenA kahate haiM? dAdAzrI : aura nahIM to kyA? ye jo saba roga haiM, unheM nikAla denA hai| inameM se maiM Apako kucha bhI karane ko nahIM kahatA huuN| sirpha jAnane ko hI kahatA huuN| yaha 'jJAna' jAnane yogya hai, karane yogya nahIM hai| jisa jJAna ko jAnA, vaha pariNAma meM Ae bagaira rahegA hI nhiiN| ata: Apako kucha bhI nahIM karanA hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kahA thA ki, 'vItarAga dharma meM karomi, karosi aura karoti nahIM hotaa|' viSaya se bar3he aura mizracetana ke sAtha vyavahAra karane jaisA hai hI nahIM aura karanA par3e to anivArya rUpa se karanA pdd'egaa| usase to baca hI nahIM skte| jo saMsArI hai use to anivArya rUpa se vyavahAra karanA hI pddegaa| jaise jela meM gayA huA AdamI jela meM khuda kI jagaha sApha karake lIpa rahA ho to hama samajhate haiM ki use jela kA zauka hogA, isalie lIpa rahA hogA? nahIM, use jela acchI to nahIM lagatI, lekina yahA~ para A gayA hai, aba pha~sa cukA hai, to yahA~ aba sone ke lie sAdhana to cAhie na? lekina use jela meM ruci nahIM hotii| vaha jagaha lIpatA z2arUra hai, lekina vahA~ usakI icchA nahIM hai| vahA~ use jela kA zauka nahIM hai| usI prakAra isa viSaya kA zauka bahuta socakara khatma kara dene jaisA hai| viSaya sabase bar3A roga hai| pUrA jagat isI kAraNa laTakA hai| sirpha viSaya se hI baira khar3e hote haiM aura baira se saMsAra calatA rahatA hai| sabhI baira Asakti meM se khar3e hote haiN|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) praznakartA : yAnI aisA hI huA na ki viSaya se hI yaha sArA saMsAra khar3A ho jAtA hai? 224 dAdAzrI : viSaya Asakti se utpanna hote haiM, aura phira unameM se vikarSaNa hotA hai / jaba vikarSaNa hotA hai taba baira ba~dhatA hai aura baira ke 'phAunDezana' para yaha jagat khar3A hai| Ama ke sAtha baira nahIM hai aura AlU ke sAtha bhI baira nahIM hai| AlU meM jIva haiM, bahuta sAre jIva haiM, lekina ve baira nahIM rakhate haiN| unase kevala nukasAna kyA hotA hai ki Apako dimAg2a se z2arA dikhanA kama ho jAtA hai, AvaraNa bar3hAtA hai / anya kisI taraha kA baira nahIM rakhate / baira to manuSya meM AyA huA jIva rakhatA hai isa manuSya jAti meM hI baira baMdhA huA hai / yahA~ se jAkara, vahA~ sA~pa banatA hai aura phira kATatA hai / bicchU banakara kATatA hai| baira bA~dhe bagaira kabhI bhI aisA kucha nahIM ho sktaa| praznakartA : Aja dekhane meM koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai, lekina eka-dUsare ke bIca koI baira khar3A ho, to kyA vaha pahale koI viSaya saMbaMdha huA hI hogA ? dAdAzrI : baira sirpha pUrvabhava ke udaya kI vajaha se hI hotA hai| praznakartA : lekina vaha viSaya ke kAraNa yA binA viSaya ke bhI ho sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, viSaya ke binA bhI ho sakatA hai| anya aneka kAraNa ho sakate haiN| lakSmI ke kAraNa baira ba~dhatA hai, ahaMkAra ke kAraNa baira ba~dhatA hai, lekina yaha viSaya kA baira bahuta z2aharIlA hotA hai / sabase z2yAdA z2aharIlA, isa viSaya kA baira / paisoM kA, lakSmI kA, ahaMkAra se baira ba~dhA huA ho, to vaha bhI bahuta z2aharIlA hotA hai / praznakartA : kitane janmoM taka calatA hai ? dAdAzrI : anaMta janma taka bhaTakatA rhegaa| bIja meM se bIja DalatA

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viSaya sukha meM dAve anaMta hai, bIja meM se bIja DalatA hai, bIja meM se bIja DalatA hai / vaha seMkanA nahIM jAnatA hai na? kaise seMkA jAe, aisA jAnatA nahIM hai na ? praznakartA : jaba taka seMkanA nahIM jAnatA, taba taka calatA hI rahegA ? 225 dAdAzrI : hA~, basa bIja par3ate hI rahate haiM / praznakartA : Apane aisA bhI kahA hai ki kucha cAritramoha aise prakAra ke bhI hote hai ki jo jJAna ko bhI ur3A deM / to vaha kisa prakAra kA cAritramoha ? dAdAzrI : vaha viSaya meM se khar3A honevAlA cAritramoha hai| vaha phira jJAna ko aura sabako ur3A detA hai / abhI taka viSaya se hI yaha saba rukA huA hai| mUla viSaya hai aura usameM se isa lakSmI para rAga huA, aura usakA ahaMkAra hai| ataH yadi mUla viSaya calA jAe, to saba calA jaaegaa| viSaya bIja sikatA hai aise praznakartA : yAnI bIja ko seMkanA AnA cAhie, lekina use kaise seMkanA hai ? dAdAzrI : vaha to apane isa pratikramaNa se / AlocanA-pratikramaNapratyAkhyAna se| praznakartA : vahI ? dUsarA koI upAya nahIM hai ? dAdAzrI : dUsarA koI upAya nahIM hai / tapa karane se to puNya ba~dhatA hai, samajha meM AyA na? aura bIja ko seMkane se niber3A A jAtA hai| yaha saMsAra abrahmacarya se khar3A hai aura aisA na jAne kitane hI samaya taka calatA rhegaa| jo nikAcita duHkha haiM, ve abrahmacarya ke haiN| nikAcita duHkha yAnI sahana karane para bhI haTate nahIM / cAhe kitane bhI upAya kareM to bhI haTa nahIM / anya sabhI duHkha to AsAnI se cale jAte haiN| jabaki nikAcita meM to dUsare vyakti kA klema rahatA hai / anya cIjeM klema nahIM karatIM, lekina

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226 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) isa viSaya meM to Apa 'prasaMga' chor3a do, phira bhI vaha dAvA karatI hai, yA phira Apake sAtha baira bA~dhatI hai| usase phira klema hI khar3e hote haiM! praznakartA : eka patnI ke alAvA jo viSaya hotA hai vaha? dAdAzrI : nahIM, eka patnI ke sAtha ho, phira bhI eka hI viSaya sukha meM do pArTanara hote haiM na? usameM agara Apa kaho ki 'ukatA gayA', taba vaha kahegI, 'maiM nahIM ukatAI', taba kyA hogA? / yaha 'samabhAva se nikAla' karane kA niyama kyA kahatA hai, tU kisI bhI prakAra se aisA kara ki usake sAtha baira nahIM ba~dhe, baira se mukta ho jaa| baira kA kArakhAnA hameM yahA~ eka hI cIz2a karanI hai ki baira nahIM bar3he aura baira bar3hAne kA mukhya kArakhAnA kauna sA hai? yaha strIviSaya aura puruSaviSaya! praznakartA : usameM baira kaise ba~dhatA hai? anaMtakAla ke lie baira bIja par3atA hai, vaha kaise? dAdAzrI : aisA hai na ki koI mRta puruSa yA mRta strI ho aura aisA mAna lo ki usameM koI davAI bharakara aura puruSa, puruSa jaisA hI rahe aura strI, strI jaisI hI rahe to harja nahIM hai| usake sAtha baira nahIM ba~dhegA, kyoMki vaha jIvita nahIM hai, jabaki yaha to jIvita hai, yahA~ baira ba~dhatA hai| praznakartA : vaha kyoM ba~dhatA hai? dAdAzrI : abhiprAya meM 'Dipharensa' hai, islie| Apa kaho ki, 'mujhe abhI sinemA dekhane jAnA hai|' taba vaha kahegI ki, 'nahIM, Aja to mujhe nATaka dekhane jAnA hai|' yAnI TAimiMga mela nahIM khaataa| yadi ekjekTa TAimiMga se TAimiMga mile tabhI zAdI krnaa| praznakartA : phira bhI kucha aise hote haiM ki unake kahe anusAra hotA bhI hai| dAdAzrI : vaha to koI g2az2aba ke puNyazAlI hoM, taba jAkara unakI

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viSaya sukha meM dAve anaMta strI niraMtara unake adhIna rahatI hai / phira usa strI kA khuda kA aura kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| khuda kA abhiprAya hI nahIM hotA, vaha niraMtara adhIna hI rahatI hai| 227 nahIM milatI, adhInatA meM rahe aisI aisA hai, ina saMsAriyoM ko jJAna diyA hai / sAdhu banane ko maiMne nahIM kahA hai, lekina jo 'phAileM ' haiM, unakA 'samabhAva se nikAla' karanA, aisA kahA hai! aura pratikramaNa karanA / ye do upAya batAe haiM / ye do karoge to ApakI dazA ko ulajhAnevAlA koI hai nahIM / upAya nahIM batAe hote to kinAre para khar3e hI nahIM raha pAte na ? kinAre para jokhima hai| I ApakA vAipha ke sAtha matabheda hotA thA, taba rAga hotA thA yA dveSa ? praznakartA : vaha to, bArI-bArI se donoM hote haiM, mujhe 'sUTebala' ho to rAga hotA hai aura 'opoz2iTa' ho to dveSa hotA hai| dAdAzrI : yAnI yaha saba rAga-dveSa ke adhIna hai| abhiprAya ekAkAra nahIM hote haiM na? koI hI aisA puNyazAlI hotA hai ki jisakI strI kahe, 'maiM Apake adhIna rhuuNgii| bhale hI kahIM bhI jAo, citA meM jAo phira bhI adhIna rhuuNgii|' vaha to dhanyabhAgya hI kahalAe~ge na ! lekina aisA kisI-kisI ko hI milatA hai| yAnI isameM maz2A nahIM hai| hameM nayA saMsAra khar3A nahIM karanA hai| aba mokSa meM hI jAnA hai, jaise-taise karake / naphA-nukasAna ke sabhI khAtoM kA nikAla karake lenA-denA khArija karake hala nikAla denA hai / yaha vAstava meM mokSa kA mArga hai| kisI kAla meM koI nAma taka nahIM de, aisA yaha jJAna diyA hai, lekina yadi Apa jAna-bUjhakara ulTA karoge to phira bigdd'egaa| phira bhI kucha samaya meM to hala nikAla hI legA / ataH ekabAra yaha jo prApta ho gayA hai, ise chor3ane jaisA nahIM hai / viSaya sukha, 'rI pe' karanA par3egA kevalajJAna yAnI 'aibsalyUTa' / ise gujarAtI meM kahanA ho to nirAlaMba kaha sakate haiN| hameM kisI prakAra ke avalaMbana kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, ataH

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228 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) hameM koI cIz2a sparza nahIM krtii| vaha hamArA svarUpa! Apako, 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' kA bhAna huA yAnI mokSa kA 'vIz2A' mila gayA aura ApakI gAr3I cala par3I, lekina vaha zabda rUpa meM bhAna huA hai| jaba vaha aMta meM nirAlaMba taka pahu~cegA, taba vaha kevalajJAna kahalAtA hai| praznakartA : to hamAre jo avalaMbana haiM, vyavahAra ke, cIz2oM ke aura mana ke bhAva una sabhI ko chor3anA hai? dAdAzrI : ve to apane Apa hI chUTa jaaeNge| praznakartA : phira bhI hamAre bhAva meM se nahIM chUTatA hai| aisA lagatA rahatA hai ki yaha acchA hai, yaha burA hai| phira usameM sukha utpanna hotA hai| aisA lagatA hai ki avalaMbana kA mUla kAraNa yahI hai| matalaba hamAre ye avalaMbana jAte nahIM haiN| dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, ina avalaMbanoM kA jitanA sukha Apane liyA hai, vaha saba udhAra para liyA huA sukha hai, 'lona' pr| aura 'lona' yAnI jo 'rI pe' karanA par3atA hai| jaba 'lona' 'rI pe' ho jAe, phira Apako koI jhaMjhaTa nahIM rhegaa| Apako jo cIjeM milatI haiM, una cIz2oM meM se sukha nahIM miltaa| Apa unameM se jo sukha lete ho, vaha 'lona' lene ke barAbara hai| vaha 'lona' Apako 'rI pe' karanA pdd'egaa| praznakartA : lekina yaha pUrA vyavahAra to eka-dUsare ke avalaMbana se hI calatA hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha to saba aise hI calatA hai| phira jaise-taise karake dhakelate rahate haiM, aisA vyavahAra hai saaraa| praznakartA : to ina avalaMbanoM ko chor3ane ke lie kyA puruSArtha karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : kucha bhI nahIM chor3anA hai| isa duniyA meM kucha bhI chor3A jAtA hogA? chor3anA to, sirpha 'roMga bilIpha' hI chor3anI haiN| lekina vaha Apase, apane Apa se nahIM chuuttegii| kyoMki Apane 'roMga bilIpha' khar3I

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viSaya sukha meM dAve anaMta 229 kI haiN| jaise-jaise unheM chor3ane jAoge, vaise-vaise aura jyAdA 'roMga bilIpha' khar3I hotI jaaeNgii| vaha to jaba 'jJAnIpuruSa' 'rAiTa bilIpha' biThA dete haiM, taba 'roMga bilIpha' chUTa jAtI haiN| AtmA kA sukha nahIM bhogate aura pudgala se sukha mA~gA Apane! AtmA kA sukha hotA, to harja hI nahIM thA lekina pudgala se bhIkha mA~gI hai to vaha lauTAnI pdd'egii| vaha 'lona' hai| jitanI miThAsa AtI hai, utanI hI usameM se kar3avAhaTa bhugatanI pdd'egii| kyoMki pudgala se 'lona' liyA hai| use 'rI pe' karate samaya utanI hI kar3avAhaTa aaegii| pudgala se liyA hai isalie pudgala ko hI 'rI pe' karanA pdd'egaa| praznakartA : hamane rupaye lie hoMge to vApasa rupaye hI dene par3eMge na? to phira hamane usase miThAsa lI to hama miThAsa hI vApasa kyoM nahIM lauTAte? aisA saMbaMdha kyoM nahIM AtA? kar3avAhaTa hI kyoM AtI hai? dAdAzrI : aisA kahIM hotA hogA? jo 'lona' liyA, use vApasa karanA hai| rupaye lie to ve rupaye vApasa karane haiN| aba miThAsa, use denA nahIM khte| aisA hai na, jaba sonA liyA usa samaya acchA lagatA hai, lekina sonA 'rI pe' karane jAo to kar3avAhaTa hI lagatI hai| liyA huA kucha bhI vApasa karate ho, taba usa samaya kar3avAhaTa bartatI hai, aisA niyama hai aura vApasa kie binA cArA bhI nahIM hai na! praznakartA : lekina kyA loga prema se vApasa nahIM dete? dAdAzrI : jisane jo cIz2a lI hai, use chor3anI par3e to vaha use khuda ko acchA nahIM lgtaa| ataH pratyeka cIz2a ko 'rI pe' karane meM bhayaMkara duHkha hotA hai| praznakartA : isameM sukha liyA usake pariNAma svarUpa hI ye jhagar3e aura kleza hai? dAdAzrI : isImeM se khar3A huA hai yaha sb| aura sukha kucha bhI nahIM hai| Upara se subaha-subaha araMDI kA tela pIyA ho, aisA ceharA ho

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230 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) jAtA haiM, mAno araMDI kA tela pIyA ho! use to, socate hI ghina AtI hai! praznakartA : varnA phira bhI yadi logoM ke du:khoM ke pariNAma itane adhika vicitra haiM to ve kaba chUTa pAe~ge? itane sAre duHkha sahana karate haiM ye loga, itane se sukha ke lie| dAdAzrI : vahI, isIkA lAlaca aura kitane du:kha bhugatane par3ate haiN| praznakartA : pUrI lAipha khatma kara detA hai usmeN| pUrA jIvana pratidina vahI haimriNg| vahI kA vahI ttkraav| praznakartA : rI pe karate samaya jo duHkha hotA hai, vaha to isa para AdhArita hai na ki ApakI kitanI Asakti yA lobha hai| dAdAzrI : vaha to jitanI z2yAdA Asakti utanA adhika duHkh| kama Asakti rahI to kama du:kha hotA hai| vaha saba to Asakti para AdhArita hai na? Apako kabhI dAda huA hai? use jitanA khujalAo, utanA z2yAdA maz2A AtA hai na? aba vaha sukha Apa kisa se lete haiM ? pudgala se| donoM ko 'rabiMga' karake ghisa-ghisa kara, 'iciMga' karake, sukha DhU~Dhate ho| aura jaise hI hAtha rukA ki turaMta jalana zurU ho jAtI hai| dekho, pudgala use turaMta hI duHkha detA hai na? pudgala kyA kahatA hai ki mujha meM se kyA sukha DhU~Dha rahe ho? Apake pAsa to sukha hai na? yahA~ hama se sukha loge to Apako 'rI pe' karanA pdd'egaa|' dAda kA anubhava nahIM huA hai Apako? matalaba ye sabhI 'rI pe' karane kI cIjeM haiN| isa dAda meM bar3A maz2A AtA hai na? jaba vaha khujalAtA hai, usa samaya usake cehare para kitanA AnaMda hotA hai na? taba dekhanevAle ko aisA lagatA hai ki, 'he bhagavAna, mujhe bhI dAda denaa|' loga aisA karate haiM yA nahIM? praznakartA : aise khujalAne meM AnaMda kahA~ se hogA? dAdAzrI : nahIM-nahIM, khujalAte samaya usake mu~ha para bahuta AnaMda

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viSaya sukha meM dAve anaMta 231 hotA hai| isase sAmanevAle vyakti ke mana meM aisA hotA hai ki ye loga to AnaMda bhoga rahe haiM aura hama raha ge| ve bhagavAna se mA~gate haiM ki mujhe bhI kucha diijiegaa| praznakartA : aisA koI thor3e hI mA~gatA hai ? balki aisA hI socatA hai ki yaha to gaMdagI hai| dAdAzrI : yaha viSaya bhI vaisA hI hai| khujalI jaisA hI hai yh| sirpha gharSaNa hai| usa gharSaNa se 'ilekTrisiTI' utpanna hotI hai, phira vaha jaba vApasa AtA hai, 'beka' mAratA hai, to vaha jor3oM ko tor3a detA hai| usameM kahIM sukha hotA hogA? usameM AtmA nahIM hotaa| usameM cetana bhI nahIM hotaa| cetana to sirpha usakA nirIkSaka hI hai| yAnI yaha to viparIta dazA ko khuda sukha mAna letA hai| ___yaha jJAna to bahuta acchA hai, lekina aba usa cetaka ko maz2abUta kara lenA hai| jaba lage ki viSaya meM sukha hai, to vahA~ para 'cetaka' baiThAne kI z2arUrata hai| viSaya kA ArAdhana to isa taraha se honA cAhie ki jaise pulisavAlA z2abaradastI karavA rahA ho| yaha cetaka hamane ApameM baiThA diyA hai| lekina isa cetaka ko itanA maz2abUta kara lenA hai ki pulisavAle kA bhI virodha kre| lekina yadi Apa usa cetaka kI nahIM sunoge to cetaka nirmAlya ho jaaegaa| Apa yadi usa cetaka kA sammAna karoge, use khurAka doge to use puSTi milegI! Apa usa cetaka ke jJAtA-dRSTA ho aura cetaka 'caMdUbhAI' ko cetAvanI detA rahegA, 'caMdUbhAI' cetaka kI sunate haiM yA nahIM, vaha Apako dekhanA hai| sukha kI 'bilIpha' to svarUpa meM hI rahanI caahie| viSaya meM sukha hai, aisA 'bilIpha' meM rahanA hI nahIM caahie| vaha to, kevaladarzana kI taraha svarUpa meM hI sukha hai, aisA 'bilIpha' meM rahanA caahie| isa taraha yadi cetaka maz2abUta kara liyA to phira harja nhiiN|

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[ 4 ] viSaya bhoga, nahIM haiM nikAlI viSaya bhoga ko 'nikAlI bAta' kauna kaha sakatA hai ? 'yaha' jJAna lene ke bAda viSaya ke alAvA anya koI cIz2a bAdhaka nahIM hai aura jo ahaMkAra bAdhaka hai, vaha ahaMkAra hamane le liyA hai| aba isameM sirpha viSaya hI eka aisI cIz2a hai ki jo kabhI-kabhAra mAra khilA de| viSaya to jalana zAMta karane kA eka taraha kA sAdhana hai / ApameM to nirAkulatA utpanna ho gaI hai, ataH isa sukha kI z2arUrata hI kahA~ rahI? Apane to aba AtmA prApta kara liyA hai / lekina abhI taka mana meM ghusA nahIM hai, jokhima mAlUma hI nahIM hai na ? hisAba hI nahIM lagAyA hai na? varnA aisI hiMsA kauna kare ? bhagavAna yadi kabhI viSaya se honevAlI hiMsA kA varNana kareM to manuSya mara jaae| loga samajhate haiM ki isameM kyA hiMsA hai? hama kisI ko DA~Ta nahIM rahe haiN| lekina bhagavAna kI dRSTi se dekheM to isameM hiMsA aura Asakti donoM sAtha meM haiM, isalie pA~coM mahAvrata TUTate haiN| aura usase bahuta doSa lagate haiM, eka hI bAra ke viSaya se lAkhoM jIva mara jAte haiM / usakA doSa lagatA hai| yAnI icchA nahIM hone ke bAvajUda bhI isameM bhayaMkara hiMsA hai / ataH raudra svarUpa ho jAtA hai / varnA yaha jJAna prApta hone ke bAda to niraMtara samAdhi rahe, aisA hai yaha jJAna / ataH jaba taka saMsArIpana hai, strI viSaya hai, taba taka vaha ahiMsA kA ghAtaka hI hai I isa deha ke saMga viSaya haiM, isalie puruSArtha meM kaccA par3a jAtA hai| varnA, jisa dina jJAna detA hU~, taba vAstavika AnaMda kA anubhava karatA hai / lekina dUsare dina phira a~gIThI meM hAtha DAla detA hai / kyoMki anAdi kA

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viSaya bhoga, nahIM haiM nikAlI paricaya hai na? a~gIThI meM hAtha DAle usameM bhI harja nahIM hai, lekina naI philma banAtA hai, usameM harja hai| praznakartA : to phira yaha viSaya - vikAra kyoM ho jAtA hai ? dAdAzrI : vaha to ho jAtA hai aura ApakI bAta alaga hai| Apa to zAdIzudA ho| Apako to 'samabhAva se nikAla' karanA hai / yadi zAdI kara leM to inheM bhI 'samabhAva se nikAla' karanA par3egA, varnA patnI ko du:kha phuNcegaa| lekina apanA jJAna aisA hai ki jise brahmacaryavrata lenA ho, vaha usameM raha sakatA hai| 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aisA niraMtara, jisake lakSya meM rahatA hai, vahI sabase bar3A brahmacarya / lekina jise vyavahAra meM 'cAritra' lene kI icchA hai, use bAharI brahmacarya kI z2arUrata hai / 233 yaha jJAna aisA hai ki ekAvatArI banA de, lekina satarka rahanA cAhie aura mana meM z2arA sA bhI dag2A nahIM rakhanA cAhie / yaha viSaya zauka kI cIz2a nahIM hai, nikAla karane jaisI cIz2a hai| use mile ekAvatArI baoNnDa praznakartA : lekina dAdA, eka janma meM hI mokSa pAnA ho, to kyA karanA cAhie? vaha batAie na! Aja hama vahI taya kara leM / dAdAzrI : eka jaina ho, use pulisavAlA pakar3akara tIna dina bhUkhA rakhe aura phira mA~sa khAne ko de aura kahe ki tujhe yahI khAnA par3egA aura phira vaha use khAe, to vaha baMdhana meM nahIM AtA / aisA pulisavAle ke dabAva se hai, usakI khudakI icchApUrvaka nahIM hai| manuSya agara usI taraha viSaya bhogegA to vaha ekAvatArI banegA, usakA dUsarA janma nahIM hogA / viSaya svAdhIna nahIM honA caahie| pulisavAle ke adhIna, bhUkha ke adhIna hokara mA~sAhAra karo to Apa gunahagAra nahIM ho / vaisA hI yadi viSaya meM rahegA, to vaha avazya hI ekAvatArI bnegaa| I praznakartA : ApakI isa AjJA kA pAlana kreNge| aba ekAvatArI pada likha diijie|

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234 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) dAdAzrI : yadi hamArI itanI sI bAta kA pAlana kare to hama ekAvatArI baoNnDa likha deNge| ekAvatArI bananA ho to yahI eka cIz2a sa~bhAlanI hai| bAkI anya vyApAra-dhaMdhe meM harja nhiiN| brahmaniSThA biThAe~ jJAnI viSayoM kA svabhAva kaisA hai? Aja se dasa dina ke lie viSaya baMda, aisA taya kareM to usa anusAra calatA rahegA aura tIsare dina se hI AnaMda bar3hane lagegA, lekina yadi viSaya meM par3A to phNsaa| phira bAhara nahIM nikala paaegaa| viSaya ke bAre meM nirNayAtmaka honA caahie| niSThA apane Apa nahIM baiThatI, vaha to jJAnIpuruSa hI baiThA sakate haiN| jagat para se niSThA uThAne ke lie aura brahma meM niSThA baiThAne ke lie hameM jJAna denA par3atA hai| praznakartA : Apa brahma kI niSThA baiThAte haiM to brahmacarya kI niSThA kyoM nahIM baiThAte? dAdAzrI : yadi zAdIzudA hai, to kyA usameM maiM hastakSepa karU~gA? vaha to, yadi yahA~ Akara mA~ga kare to hama dete haiN| yaha jJAna ho, phira bhI ekz2ekTa brahmacarya ke binA AtmAnubhava to nahIM ho sktaa| vAstavika AnaMda aura hamAre jaisA pada, yaha saba cAhie to saMpUrNa brahmacarya honA cAhie aura TheTha aMta meM to viSaya ke prati cir3ha bhI nahIM aura rAga bhI nahIM rahe, aisA ho jAe taba vAstavika anubhava hotA hai| lekina pahale to viSayoM ke prati cir3ha utpanna honI caahie| tAki phira citta aura adhika zodha kare aura aisA karate-karate citta chUTatA jAegA, phira aMta meM cir3ha bhI nahIM rhegii| udayakarma ke nAma para pola praznakartA : hamAre jaise zAdIzudA hoM, jinheM kabhI viSaya meM par3anA par3e, lekina aMdara bilkula bhI acchA nahIM lage, taba bhI AtmA kA anubhava nahIM hogA? dAdAzrI : kucha aMzoM taka ho sakegA, lekina hamAre jaisA nahIM ho skegaa|

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viSaya bhoga, nahIM haiM nikAlI 235 praznakartA : merI icchA nahIM ho aura 'phAila naMbara TU' kI icchA se gaDDhe meM giranA par3e, to kyA karanA cAhie? phAila kA samabhAva se nikAla karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : phAila kA samabhAva se nikAla karanA hI par3egA na! jaba taka no-oNbjekzana sarTiphikeTa nahIM milatA, taba taka kyA ho sakatA hai ? jaba majabUrana karanA par3e, taba prakRti kA nAza hotA hai| pahale zAdI meM jAte the, taba rAz2I-khuzI se jAte the, aura aba majabUrana zAdI meM jAnA par3e, taba vahA~ jAne se pahalevAlI prakRti kA nAza hotA hai| ata: isa prakAra viSaya kA hara taraha se pRthakkaraNa karane ke bAda aisI sTeja AtI hai ki isa viz2ana se thor3I-thor3I jAgRti utpanna hotI hai| phira, viz2ana yAnI dhuMdhale viz2ana se, use viSaya rahatA hai, lekina khuda ko pasaMda nahIM hotaa| jaise bhUkha lagI ho aura khAnA par3e, nahIM bhAe phira bhI khAe, isa prakAra taMga Akara bhoganA par3atA hai| jabaki dUsarA jo rAz2IkhuzIvAlA bhogavaTA (sukha yA duHkha kA asara) hotA hai, vaha bhogavaTA to bahuta mUrchApUrvaka hotA hai| isa taraha ke bhogavaTe ke bAda anekoM sTepsa gaz2arane ke bAda aMtima bhogavaTA hotA hai jisameM use pUrNa aruci hotI hai| bhogavaTA bhI do prakAra kA hotA hai| eka icchApUrvaka aura eka icchA nahIM hone ke bAvajUda karma ke udaya se| udayakarma pUrA nahIM huA ho, taba kyA ho sakatA hai? udayakarma pUrA ho jAe tabhI chUTa sakatA hai, lekina taba taka use bhugatanA to pdd'egaa| taba kyA hotA hai ? aruci utpanna hotI rahatI hai| sirpha isa viSaya meM hI hama maryAdA rakhate haiN| maryAdA nahIM rakheM to udayakarma ke nAma para durupayoga kregaa| 'mujhe udayakarma bAdhaka hai' aise kahatA phiratA hai| vAstava meM udayakarma kise kahate haiM? udaya ke adhiin| khuda kI icchA hI nahIM hotI! praznakartA : pahale kA cArja karake lAyA ho aura samajhakara samabhAva se nikAla kare to? dAdAzrI : samajhakara hI samabhAva se nikAla karate haiM, phira bhI abhI

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236 viSaya bhoga, nahIM haiM nikAlI aMdara use aisA abhiprAya rahatA hai ki 'isameM sukha hai'| yaha to khuda hI vakIla, khuda hI jaja aura khuda hI abhiyukta / isalie phira jajamenTa apanI ora khIMca le jAtA hai / hama abhiprAya - brahmacarya ko brahmacarya kahate haiM / nirviSayI honA hI par3egA nirviSayI honA pdd'egaa| brahmacaya ke bAre meM koI bAta hI nahIM karatA na? kyoMki loga vyApArI ho gae haiM / brahmacarya kI bAta karanI caahie| kaSAyoM kI bAta karanI cAhie / viSaya kaSAya kI vajaha se hI mokSa meM nahIM jA rhaa| jina ke pAsa krodha - mAna-mAyA - lobha kI pU~jI hai, taba taka vaha inheM nikAlane kI bAta kara hI nahIM sakatA na / jaba taka khuda ke pAsa itanI sArI pU~jI ho, taba taka anya kisI ko kahegA hI nahIM / jaba khuda ke pAsa pU~jI nahIM rahe, tabhI sAmanevAle se isa bAre meM bAta kI jA sakatI hai| praznakartA : viSaya se saMbaMdhita aisI bAteM anyatra kahIM huI hI nahIM dAdAzrI : viSaya ko loga Dha~kanA cAhate haiN| khuda gunahagAra haiM, isalie Dha~kate haiN| kRpAludeva khuda kahate the ki, 'yaha viSaya pasaMda nahIM hai, phira bhI maiM bhoga rahA hU~ / ' aura taba unhoMne kitanA suMdara bhaktipada likhA! aba usa bhaktipada meM aisA saba par3heM taba logoM ke mana meM aisA ho jAtA hai ki yaha to bIvI-bacce chor3a dene kI bAta hai / isalie loga parezAna ho jAte haiN| taba phira loga par3hA huA, eka tarapha rakha dete haiM aura kahate haiM ki yaha unhoMne likhA hai / ve to bhale hI likhate rheN| isake bAvajUda unakI beTiyA~ thiiN| yAnI vastusthiti meM aisA hai / loga bAhara kA dekhate haiM ki, 'kRpAludeva to zAdIzudA the, aura unakI beTiyA~ thiiN|' isake bAvajUda bhI unhoMne khuda hI kahA hai ki, 'yaha galata hai, phira bhI maiM bhoga rahA hU~ / ' praznakartA : jina-jina bhUloM ke hone kI vajaha se vaha ho gayA, vaha phira se nahIM AnevAlA, lekina aba to aisA rahatA hai ki yaha kaisI bhUla ho gaI ? yaha to bahuta galata hai|

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viSaya bhoga, nahIM haiM nikAlI 237 dAdAzrI : kyoMki jaba taka kisI hitakArI jJAnIpuruSa ne bAta nahIM samajhAI hai, taba taka aisA ulTA calatA rahegA, lekina jaba samajha meM Ae taba khuda ko vizvAsa ho jAtA hai ki sahI bAta to yahI hai aura hamane jo kiyA, vaha galata kiyA hai| praznakartA : koI bhI sAdhu-saMta hoM, ve bhajana-kIrtana sikhAte to haiM, lekina bhautika sukha kI ora hI le jAte haiM na? dAdAzrI : vaha to unakI nIyata hI aisI hotI hai, to phira kyA ho? hamezA hI, jo jitanA sApha hogA, vaha utanA hI sApha bola paaegaa| aba caritra se saMbaMdhita, viSaya se saMbaMdhita kyoM nahIM bolate? taba kyoM cupa? kyoMki vaha khuda jitanA sApha hai, utanA hI sApha bola sakatA hai| nahIM calegI pola, bhItara meM eka mahArAja the, ve vyAkhyAna meM viSaya para bahuta kucha bolate the, lekina jaba lobha kI bAta Ae, taba kucha nahIM bolate the| koI vicakSaNa samajha gayA ki ye kabhI lobha kI bAta kyoM nahIM karate? sabhI taraha kI bAteM karate haiM, viSaya para bhI bAteM karate haiN| phira vaha mahArAja ke yahA~ gayA aura akele meM unakI gaTharI kholakara dekhii| to pustaka ke bIca sone kI eka ginnI rakhI huI thI, jo usane nikAla lI aura lekara calA gyaa| phira mahArAja ne jaba gaTharI kholI to ginnI nahIM milii| bahuta khojane para bhI ginnI nahIM milii| dUsare dina mahArAja ne vyAkhyAna meM lobha para bAta karanI zurU kara dI ki lobha nahIM karanA caahie| jaba taka ginnI thI, taba taka lobha kI bAta nahIM ho pAtI thii| khuda ke mana meM itanA kapaTa hai, isalie phira lobha kI bAta bolI hI nahIM jA sakatI na? usa AdamI ne khoja nikaalaa| use koI aisA hoziyAra mila gayA aura mahArAja kA lobha turaMta nikala gyaa| usane bhA~pa liyA ki isake pIche koI kapaTa hai| __ aba Apa yadi viSaya kI lAina para bolanA zurU kara do to yadi ApakI vaha lAina hogI to bhI TUTa jaaegii| kyoMki Apa mana ke virodhI bana ge| mana kA voTiMga alaga aura ApakI voTiMga alaga ho gii| mana

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) samajha jAtA hai ki, 'ye to hamAre virodhI ho gae haiM, aba merA voTa nahIM clegaa|' lekina bhItara kapaTa hai, isalie loga nahIM bolate aura aisA bolanA utanA AsAna bhI nahIM hai na ! pablika ko yadi sahI sikhAyA jAe to pablika to sabakucha samajha jAe, kyoMki bhItara AtmA hai na ? isalie dera nahIM lgtii| lekina koI kahatA nahIM hai na ? lekina vaha kahe kaise ? kyoMki unake bhItara bhI pola rahatI hai na ? maiM bIr3I pIU~ aura Apase aisA kahU~ ki bIr3I nahIM pInI cAhie to merA prabhAva kaise par3egA ? merA bilkula sTroMga hogA, sApha hogA tabhI merA prabhAva pdd'egaa| yadi eka hI manuSya pyora ho to kitane hI manuSyoM kA kAma ho jAe / ataH khuda kI pyoriTI cAhie / Apa cAhe saMsArI hoM yA tyAgI hoM, bhagavAna ko kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai, vahA~ to pyoriTI cAhie / impyora golDa vahA~ kAma nahIM aaegaa| bhagavA hoM yA sapheda hoM, lekina jaba taka impyora hogA, taba taka kAma nahIM AegA / ApakA prabhAva hI nahIM par3egA na ? zIlavAna bananA cAhie / cArja - DiscArja kI bhedarekhA apanA yaha vijJAna aisA hai ki kAma kara de ! lekina yadi usake prati sinsiyara rahe aura hamAre kahe anusAra rahe to viSaya kI nivRtti ho jAe, varnA viSaya kA svabhAva hI aisA hai ki yadi eka hI bAra viSaya bhoga kiyA ho to vaha vyakti tIna dinoM taka kisI bhI prakAra kA dhyAna nahIM kara sakatA ! eka hI bAra ke viSaya se tIna dinoM taka kisI bhI prakAra se dhyAna nahIM ho pAtA, dhyAna ho hI nahIM pAtA na ! sthira hI nahIM ho pAtA na ! phira insAna kyA kare ? kitanA kare ? isIlie ye jaina AcArya tyAga lekara baiThe haiM na ! yaha vItarAgoM kA dharma vilAsiyoM kA dharma nahIM hai ! viSaya ho to samajha se chUTa jAnA caahie| viSaya acchA kaise lagatA hai ? mujhe to yahI Azcarya hotA hai! viSaya pasaMda hai, usakA matalaba yahI hai ki samajha hI nahIM hai I praznakartA : viSaya- kaSAya kI jalana hotI hai na ? dAdAzrI : jalana to lAkhoM mana bhArI ho sakatI hai| usase matalaba nahIM hai| jalana to pudgala ko hotI hai| 238

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viSaya bhoga, nahIM haiM nikAlI praznakartA : viSaya - kaSAya kI jalana kA varNana, maraNa se bhI z2yAdA kahA gayA hai| yAnI usake bajAya manuSya maranA pasaMda karegA / 239 dAdAzrI : nhiiN| usane to mRtyu kI qImata hI nahIM rkhii| usane to anaMta janmoM se yahI kiyA hai, pAzavatA hI kI hai, anya kucha bhI nahIM kiyaa| lekina mRtyu to behatara hai / mRtyu to svAbhAvika cIz2a hai aura yaha to vibhAvika cIz2a hai / samajhadAra ko viSaya zobhA nahIM detA / eka ora lAkha rupaye mila rahe hoM aura usake sAmane viSaya kA saMyoga ho to lAkha ko jAne de, lekina viSaya kA sevana nahIM kre| viSaya hI saMsAra kA mUla kAraNa hai, jagat kA kaoNz2a yahI hai na ? hamane to yaha viSaya kI chUTa isalie de rakhI hai ki nahIM to isa mArga ko koI prApta hI nahIM kara pAtA / isalie hamane yaha akrama vijJAna DiscArja aura cArja ke rUpa meM samajhAyA hai / yaha viSaya DiscArja hai, aisA samajhane kI zakti nahIM hai na sabhI meM ? inakA sAmarthya kyA? varnA hamArA jo zabda hai na, 'DiscArja', yaha viSaya DiscArja svarUpa hI hai| lekina yaha bAta samajhane kA utanA sAmarthya hI nahIM hai na ? kyoMki ye saba rAta-dina viSaya kI jalanavAle haiN| varnA yaha cArja aura DiscArja hamane jo rakhA hai vaha ekz2ekTalI vaisA hI hai / yaha to bahuta U~cA mArga batAyA hai, varnA inameM se koI dharma prApta kara hI nahIM pAtA na? ye bIvI-baccoMvAle dharma kaise prApta kara pAte ? praznakartA : kaI loga aisA samajhate haiM ki 'akrama' meM brahmacarya kA koI mahatva hI nahIM hai / vaha to DiscArja hI hai na! I " dAdAzrI : akrama kA artha aisA hai hI nhiiN| aisA artha karanevAlA 'akrama mArga' ko samajhA hI nahIM hai| yadi samajhA hotA to mujhe use viSaya ke saMbaMdha meM phira se kahanA hI nahIM par3atA / akrama mArga yAnI kyA ki DiscArja ko DiscArja mAnA jAtA hai / lekina ina logoM ke lie DiscArja hai hI nhiiN| yaha to, abhI lAlaca hai aMdara ! ye saba to rAz2I - khuzI se karate haiN| DiscArja ko kisI ne samajhA hai ? varnA hamane jo mArga diyA hai, usameM phira brahmacarya ke saMbaMdhita kucha kahane ko rahatA hI nahIM! yaha to, khuda kI bhASA meM manacAhA artha kareMge bAda meM !

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240 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) jo vyakti khAnA khA cukA ho, use yadi phira se khAne ke lie baiThAe~ to vaha bahuta zarmAegA, lekina phira vaha khAegA j'ruur| lekina vaha kyA karegA? kyA vaha sacamuca khAegA? isI taraha se viSaya meM honA caahie| viSaya-vikAra to dekhanA bhI acchA nahIM lage, socate hI ka~paka~pI A jAe, socate hI ulTI hone lage, aisA honA caahie| 'DiscArja' kisa bhAga ko kahate haiM, ise loga samajhate nahIM haiM aura 'DiscArja' kA artha apanI bhASA meM karate haiN| praznakartA : 'DiscArja' kisa bhAga ko kahate haiM? dAdAzrI : calatI gAr3I se kitanI bAra gira jAte ho? tuma calatI gAr3I se gira jAo to vaha 'DiscArja' khlaaegaa| vahA~ tuma gunahagAra nahIM ho, lekina kyA koI jAna-bUjhakara giratA hai kyA? vahA~ usakI z2arA sI bhI icchA hotI hai? Apako yaha bAta samajha meM AI? bAta samajhane yogya hai na? praznakartA : bilkul| pakkA samajha meM A gyaa| dAdAzrI : kAna pakar3akara kaha rahe ho kyA? varnA 'DiscArja' kI bAta meM to bhItara pola mAratA hai| sirpha isa viSaya ke bAre meM hI pola nahIM mAranI hai| praznakartA : pola kaise mArate haiM? dAdAzrI : jaise calatI gAr3I se gira jAe, use hama 'DiscArja' kahate haiN| usI taraha khuda ke ghara meM bhI niyama to honA cAhie na? yaha to aisA hai na, ki khuda ke haka kI strI ke sAtha kA viSaya, vaha anucita nahIM hai| lekina phira bhI sAtha-sAtha itanA samajhanA cAhie ki usameM anekoM 'jarsa' mara jAte haiN| ata: akAraNa to aisA honA hI nahIM cAhie na? kAraNa ho to bAta alaga hai| vIrya meM 'jarsa' hI hote haiM aura ve mAnavabIja ke hote haiN| ataH jaba taka ho sake, taba taka isameM sAvadhAna rhnaa| yaha hama Apako saMkSepa meM batA rahe haiM, bAkI isakA to aMta hI nahIM hai na!

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viSaya bhoga, nahIM haiM nikAlI 241 jalana kA mArA khoje, viSaya ko yaha to jise kisI bhI prakAra kA Atmika sukha nahIM Ae, use to isa saMsAra meM viSaya ke alAvA aura kyA ho sakatA hai? kyoMki itanI jalana, jalana.... satyuga meM, dvApara meM bhI aise vikAra nahIM the| yaha to kaliyuga kI jalana ke kAraNa becAre viSaya meM par3ate haiM, kyA kareM? aura pUrA dina jalate rahate haiM, 'aise ghATA huA, usane gAliyA~ dI, usane aisA kiyaa|' aisI saba jalana hotI haiM, kisI tarapha se sukha nahIM milatA, isalie becArA majabUrana isa gaDDhe meM giratA hai| aba yaha AtmA kA sukha milane ke bAda, yaha viSaya use pasaMda hI kaise AegA? jaba taka AtmA kA sukha nahIM Ae, taba taka hama use aisA to nahIM kaha sakate ki, 'bhAI, Apa aisA kyoM kara rahe ho?' ve kahA~ jAe~ge becAre? yadi pazu hote to ve niyama meM hote, ina manuSyoM meM to buddhi hai, pazuoM ko to lAcArI hai, unake lie yaha 'DiscArja' hai! 'cArja-DiscArja' kA bheda samajhanA cAhie yA nahIM? yaha to bheda samajhe bagaira kucha bhI kahate rahate haiN| yaha jJAna yadi pUrI taraha se samajha jAe aura yaha 'DiscArja' pUrI taraha se samajha jAe to mujhase phira se pUchane Ae hI nahIM! 'DiscArja' jo hai, vaha caritra-mohanIya hai aura caritra mohanIya ko jo dekhatA hai, vaha samyak caritra hai! ahaMkAra kI mAnyatA kA sukha viSaya ke virodha meM to maiM kitanA bolatA rahatA hU~, phira bhI logoM kI samajha meM nahIM AtA to phira hama kyA kareM? paMpa lagA-lagAkara mAla bharakara lAe haiM, z2arA sA bhI 'skopa' nahIM diyA, avakAza hI nahIM diyA na? mAno yadi viSaya nahIM hogA to jI hI nahIM pAegA, aise mAnakara Ae jo viSaya ko jIta le, usa para tIna loka ke nAtha rAz2I hote haiN| isameM kucha hai hI nahIM, lekina logoM ne aisI roMga mAnyatA banA dI hai! bAkI

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) isameM koI sukha hai hI nhiiN| jalebI meM sukha hai, per3e meM sukha hai, civar3e meM sukha hai, lekina isameM sukha nahIM hai / jalebI meM se bahuta sugaMdha AtI hai, sparza acchA lagatA hai, svAda bhI AtA hai, A~khoM se dekhanA bhI acchA lagatA hai| khAte samaya mu~ha meM kar3akar3a AvAz2a AtI hai, kAnoM se vaha sunanA bhI acchA lagatA hai| yaha tAz2I - tAz2I jalebI khAne meM pA~coM indriyoM ko acchA lagatA hai| jabaki viSaya meM to yadi sabhI indriyoM se kAma lene jAe~ to ve pIche haTa jaaeNgii| A~khoM se dekhane jAe~ to ghabarAhaTa ho jAe / nAka se sU~ghane jAe to bhI ghabarAhaTa ho jAe, jIbha se cakhane jAe to bhI ghabarAhaTa ho jAe ! 242 praznakartA : isameM 'ekcualI' jo AnaMda letA hai, vaha ahaMkAra hI letA hai na ? dAdAzrI : sukha mAnA hai, isalie ! usameM roMga bilIpha hai, sirpha ! tujhe kabhI dAda huI hai ? dAda ko khujalAne jaisA hai, yaha ! aura phira koI baiThA huA ho to mana meM ghabarAtA hai ki khujalI karU~gA to kharAba dikhegaa| usa samaya phira tU nahIM karatA aura koI nahIM hotA taba tU khujalAtA hai, usameM miThAsa AtI hai tujhe ! kRpAludeva ne viSaya ke sukha ko dAda kI khujalI jaisA sukha kahA hai I praznakartA : viSaya sukha se dUra rahane ke lie jo prayatna kie jAte haiM, unheM puruSArtha kahate haiM ? dAdAzrI : haaN| lekina vaha sukha hai hI nahIM, vaha kevala mAnyatA hI hai / ' roMga bilIpheM' hI haiM / vyavahAra meM logoM se yaha bAta nahIM kaha sakate, saMsAra vyavahAra ke lie yaha kAma kA hai hI nahIM / yaha bAta saMsAra vyavahAravAle logoM se kaheM to unheM duHkha hogaa| kyoMki sirpha isI eka sukha kA avalaMbana hai, vaha bhI una becAroM kA hamane le liyA ! yaha bAta to jinheM jJAna ho, unase kI jA sakatI hai, varnA bAta bhI nahIM kI jA sktii| hA~, kisI ke sukha ke lie nahIM, lekina yadi viSaya saMtAna prApti ke lie ho to bAta alaga hai| putreSNA ke zamana hetu ho to ThIka hai| lekina yaha

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viSaya bhoga, nahIM haiM nikAlI 243 to nirarthaka, 'yUz2alesa' hotA hai, jo kutte-kutiyA ko bhI zobhA nahIM de, aisA! isa jJAna ko jAna lo jJAna aisI cIz2a hai, jise jAna lene kI z2arUrata hai| jJAna ko jAna lenaa| jJAna jAnanA hai aura vaha jAnA huA jaba darzana meM AtA hai, 'bilIpha' meM AtA hai, taba sabhI viSaya gAyaba ho jAte haiN| yaha to hama viSaya se saMbaMdhita bahuta gaharI carcA nahIM karate, usakA kAraNa yaha hai ki ye loga bAhya dRSTi chor3a deM, to bhI bahuta bar3I bAta hai| bAhya dRSTi yAnI, bAhara jo 'dekhatabhUlI' hotI hai, yadi vaha nahIM ho, to bhI bahuta ho gyaa| isalie hamane kahA hai ki bAhara dRSTi bigar3e to turaMta hI pratikramaNa kara lenaa| use khuda ke haka kA viSaya chor3ane ko nahIM khte| kyoMki yadi use haka kA viSaya chor3ane ko kaheMge, to phira bAhara usakA bigar3a jaaegaa| akrama vijJAna ne dI chUTa..... praznakartA : lekina jo loga viSaya sukha bhogate haiM, unheM utanA nukasAna to hogA na? dAdAzrI : jitanA-jitanA cArja' huA hai, usameM to hameM etarAz2a nahIM praznakartA : lekina vaha 'cArja' huA hai, aisA kaha hI kaise sakate haiM? vaha to ghara meM patnI ke sAtha raha rahe hoM to yaha viSaya to sAdhAraNa ho cukA hotA hai aura kaI bAra ho jAtA hai to bhI vaha 'cArja' huA kahalAegA? dAdAzrI : jo 'cArja' ho cukA hai, usase z2yAdA nahIM ho paaegaa| jo 'cArja' ho cukA hai, usase z2yAdA ho jAe, aisA nahIM ho sktaa| isIlie to hama viSayoM ke lie aise chUTa dete haiM na! varnA kyA chUTa dete? vaha to z2immedArI hai aura kisI ne aisI chUTa dI bhI nahIM hai na?

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244 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) praznakartA : kisI ne bhI chUTa nahIM dI hai| isameM to bahuta 'sTrikTa' dAdAzrI : isameM 'sTrikTa' haiM, isalie loga prApti nahIM kara paate| satya hakIkata nahIM jAnane kI vajaha se isameM 'sTrikTa' rahate haiN| isalie loga prApti nahIM kara paate| saMsArI to aisA hI kahate haiM ki, 'bhAI, hama to saMsArI haiM, hamArA kalyANa to ho hI nahIM sakegA na?' khuda ke bAre meM ye loga aisA mAnakara baiTha gae haiN| ataH yaha 'sTrikTa' honA galata hai| 'hama' jJAna dvArA alaga taraha kA dekhate haiM! praznakartA : jitane samaya taka 'DiscArja' hotA hai, to utanA AvaraNa nahIM bar3hatA? dAdAzrI : apane 'jJAna' vAloM meM AvaraNa nahIM bar3hatA, hamArI AjJA hai na! hamane haka ke viSaya ke lie manA kiyA hI nahIM hai na! manA kiyA hotA to ina sabake ghara meM kyA hotA? praznakartA : Apane yadi usa ke lie manA kiyA hotA to bahuta bar3A tUfAna ho jAtA! dAdAzrI : lekina hama aisA kaheM hI nhiiN| kisI ko bhI du:kha ho aisA varNana hI nahIM karate na! praznakartA : abhI taka maiM isI dvaMdva meM thaa| mujhe aisA lagatA thA ki viSaya se AvaraNa AtA hai| dAdAzrI : lekina duniyA ne jo dekhA hogA, maiMne usase kucha naI hI taraha kA dekhA hai| tabhI maiM aisI AjJA de sakatA hU~, varnA detA hI nahIM na! yaha to jokhimadArI hai! maiMne aisA vijJAna dekhA hai, tabhI maiMne Apako chUTa dI hai, varnA chUTa nahIM dI jA sktii| maiMne Apako kisa taraha kI chUTa dI hai? hamane haka ke viSaya kI chUTa dI hai, tAki phira bAhara dRSTi nahIM bigdd'e| agara bigar3a gaI ho to sudhAra lenaa| lekina haka kI jagaha kA eka hI sthAna taya ho gayA, isalie phira Apako 'alAu' karate haiN| lekina yaha kyA sirpha Atmasukha hai yA dUsarA koI sukha hai, itanA jAnane

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viSaya bhoga, nahIM haiM nikAlI ke lie Apase kahate haiM ki cha: mahInoM ke lie viSaya chor3akara to dekho ! sirpha patA lagAne ke lie ki yaha sukha AtmA meM se AyA yA viSaya meM se AyA? 245 praznakartA : itanA to patA calatA hai ki viSaya kI vajaha se sacce sukha kA patA nahIM calatA, phira bhI vaha ho jAtA hai I dAdAzrI : ho jAe, usameM harja nahIM hai| yaha 'akramavijJAna' hai, bahuta alaga taraha kA vijJAna hai / varnA vahA~ kramika meM to eka bhI 'DiscArja' nahIM calane dete| hamane to pUrI jiMdagI ke 'DiscArja' calA lie haiN| yaha to 'akramavijJAna' hai! vijJAna yAnI kyA, ki koI usakI barAbarI nahIM kara ske| bhagavAna ke tAbe meM yA strI ke ? tabhI hamane kahA hai na, ki bhAI, pUrI duniyA ne jisake lie aisA kahA hai ki viSaya, vaha viSa hai| hama usake lie kahate haiM ki viSaya, vaha viSa nahIM hai| sAdhu samajhate haiM ki hama pAra utara gae aura ye saMsArI DUba ge| are, koI bApa bhI pAra nahIM utarA hai aura tU DUbA bhI nahIM hai| tU kyoM ghabarAtA hai? patnI yadi DubotI to bhagavAna zAdI hI nahIM karate na! patnI nahIM DubotI, terI nAsamajhI DubotI hai / tujhe ArAdhanA kaise karanI cAhie, nikAla kaise karanA cAhie, vaha tU nahIM jAnatA / mahAvIra bhagavAna tIsa sAla taka patnI ke sAtha rahe the aura beTI bhI huI thI aura Akhira mahAvIra bhagavAna ko bhI alaga honA par3A thA / AkhirI bayAlIsa sAla strI ke bagaira aise hI rahe the| Apake to AkhirI paMdraha sAla strI ke binA guz2areM, mana-vacana-kAyA se yaha chUTa jAe to bhI bahuta ho gayA, aisA kahate haiM / varnA aMtima dasa sAla nikale to bhI bahuta ho gyaa| aura kucha nahIM, to aMta meM aisA brahmacarya honA caahie| aba vaha udaya kaba AegA? jaba isase saMbaMdhita jJAna sunoge taba udaya AegA / sune bagaira jJAna kabhI bhI darzana meM nahIM AtA aura jaba taka darzana meM nahIM Ae, taba taka 'roMga bilIpha' nahIM TUTatI / brahmacarya to bahuta uttama cIz2a hai, lekina yadi vaha udaya meM A jAe

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246 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) to usake jaisA aura koI pada hai hI nahIM! ye 'phAileM' to paravazatA lAtI haiN| kyoMki donoM ke dravya-kSetra-kAla aura bhAva alaga hI hote haiM na? eka pati mujhase kaha rahA thA ki, 'merI bIvI mujhase aisA kaha rahI thI ki Apa mujhe pasaMda nahIM haiN| Apa mujhe chUnA nhiiN|' isakA kyA kareM? yaha gAr3I kisa gA~va pahu~cegI aba? usakI tulanA meM ina brahmacAriyoM ko koI parezAnI hI nahIM hai na! unakA kisI se qarAra hI nahIM hai na aura ve kahate haiM ki hameM qarAra karanA bhI nahIM hai| aura jinhoMne qarAra kie haiM, unase kahatA hU~ ki pUrA kro| praznakartA : jo aisA kahate haiM ki 'qarAra nahIM karane haiM, ve roka nahIM rahe haiM? dAdAzrI : jAna-bUjhakara koI gaDDhe meM giratA hai? khulA gaDDhA dikhAI de, phira usameM kauna giregA? aba hameM aisI garamI nahIM lgtii| garamI lage to ThaMDaka khojane kIcar3a ke gaDDhe meM gir| ina brahmacAriyoM kI 'phAileM' nahIM hai, isalie yathArtha sukha bartatA hai! 'phAila' to hameM kahegI ki, 'aba isa samaya Apa mitra ke yahA~ mata jaanaa|' to vahA~ ApakA kyA hAla hogA? are! bhagavAna ke tAbe kI bajAya tere tAbe meM rahane kA vakta A gayA merA? praznakartA : qarAra kie haiN| dAdAzrI : hA~, qarAra kie haiN| yAnI usameM koI harja nahIM hai| dRSTi mata bigaadd'naa| bAhara dekhane meM bahuta jokhimadArI hai| vaha harahAyA pazu kahalAtA hai| maiM to kahatA hU~ ki 'harahAyA pazu banane ke bajAya zAdI kara le| mere sAmane zAdI kara, maiM tujhe azIrvAda dUMgA!' kyA maiM galata kaha rahA hU~? aisI chUTa kisI ne dI hai ? itanI chUTa dI hai ? aura isake binA insAna becArA mokSamArga para kaise jA pAegA? jo isa roga se grasta hai, vaha kaise jA pAegA? yaha to vijJAna hai, isalie 'sephasAiDa' kara detA hai! akrama vijJAna kyA kahatA hai? pudgala kA jora kama ho, aise saMyoga haiM hI kahA~ abhI? jaba

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viSaya bhoga, nahIM haiM nikAlI 247 jJAnIpuruSa yaha jJAna dete haiM, AtmA meM lakSya biThA dete haiM, taba pudgala kA z2ora ekadama kama kara dete haiN| lakSya biThA dete haiN| usake bAda vApasa pudgala kA z2ora bar3hatA hai| lekina ekabAra lakSya baiTha gayA to phira vaha chUTatA nahIM hai aura lakSya baiThane ke bAda pudgala tez2I se khatma ho jAtA hai| pahale to roz2a pudagala kI kamAI thI aura roz2a kA kharca thaa| aba vaha kamAI baMda ho gaI aura sirpha kharca hI rhaa| isalie aba pudgala kA z2ora bahuta maMda ho jaaegaa| ___aba isa 'jJAna' ke bAda koI bhI pudgala bAdhaka nahIM hai| yadi dekhane jAe~ to isameM koI kriyA bAdhaka nahIM hai| lekina kucha-kucha kriyAe~ bahuta 'phorsa' vAlI haiM, isalie bAdhaka hotI haiN| usameM sabase z2yAdA 'phorsa' vAlA kucha ho to vaha caritra hai| duzcaritra to phira usase bhI jyAdA 'phorsa' vAlA hai aura sucaritra kama 'phorsa' vAlA hai| lekina 'phorsa' vAle to donoM hI haiN| anya kucha bhI, yaha khAne-pIne kA, Apako jo khAnA ho, khaanaa| vaha bAdhaka nahIM hai| bAla jaise kaTavAne hoM, vaise kaTavAnA, tela DAlanA ho to DAlanA, senTa lagAnA ho to lagAnA, sinemA dekhane jaanaa| usameM mujhe koI etarAz2a nahIM hai| vaha pudgala z2yAdA nukasAnadeha nahIM hai| vaha 'phorsa' vAlA nahIM hai, lekina duzcaritra to bahuta hI phorsavAlA hai| sucaritra bhI phorsavAlA hai, lekina usa sucaritra kA bhI dhIre-dhIre nikAla to karanA hI par3egA na? nikAla kise kahate haiM ki kAma Upara se A pdde| yoM bAz2Ara meM DhU~Dhane nahIM jAnA par3e, use nikAla kahate haiN| baca hI nahIM sakeM, aisA hotA hai| jisameM apanI icchA hI nahIM ho, use A par3A kAma kahate haiN| yAnI AtmA judA hI hai, lekina 'judA hai', aisA anubhava meM kyoM nahIM AtA? pudgala kA phorsa z2abaradasta hai, itanA adhika phorsa hai ki usake kAraNa AtmA hAtha meM A hI nahIM paataa| loga yaha bhI nahIM jAnate ki AtmA kaisA hai| vaha to jaba jJAnIpuruSa AtmajJAna dete haiM taba, AtmA aisA hai aura aisA nahIM hai, aise do vibhAjana kara dete haiM, taba lakSya baiThatA hai, varnA AtmA kA lakSya hI nahIM baiTha sakatA na! praznakartA : sucaritra aura duzcaritra kI ThIka se paribhASA batAie na?

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248 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) dAdAzrI : sucaritra yAnI khuda ke haka kA bhognaa| haka kA caritra bhognaa| aura kucaritra yAnI aNahakka kA bhognaa| aNahakka kA to muMbaI meM istemAla hI nahIM hotA na? praznakartA : bagaira aNahakka vAlA to koI rAstA hI nahIM dikhAI detA dAdAzrI : kAphI kucha mAla aisA hI bharA huA hai| koI AdamI khuda hoTala meM jAkara mA~sAhAra kare aura dUsare eka AdamI ko pulisavAlA pakar3akara le jAe aura use mArapITakara kahe ki mA~sAhAra karanA hI par3egA taba phira use khAnA par3e to ina donoM meM thor3A-bahuta aMtara hai na? isa para bhagavAna ne kahA ki jaise pulisavAle dvArA pakar3A gayA ho, usa prakAra se viSaya kA ArAdhana karegA to hameM usameM etarAz2a nahIM hai| caritra vahI kA vahI, lekina pulisavAle dvArA pakar3A gayA ho, aisA ho to bhagavAna usameM bilkula bhI etarAz2a nahIM krte| viSaya, dUra karAe AtmAnubhava maiMne Apako AtmA to diyA hai, lekina kauna sI cIz2a Apa para usakA asara nahIM hone detI? viSaya! yaha viSaya kahIM roz2a-roz2a nahIM hotaa| kabhI-kabhI hotA hai| lekina usake bAda usakA asara bahuta parezAna karatA hai aura viSaya kA abhiprAya bahuta mAra khilAtA hai| brahmacarya kA bhaMga huA, isalie jaMtu kA asara huA na? yadi aisA bhaMga ho hI nahIM, taba to kitanA acchA rahe? ina jaMtuoM kA sUkSma asara itanA adhika kharAba par3atA hai ki ghar3Ibhara bhI caina se nahIM baiThane detaa| praznakartA : zuddhAtmA pada meM rahane ke lie mukhya cIz2a kauna sI cAhie? dAdAzrI : yadi viSaya meM se mukta ho jAe to phira zuddhAtmA meM raha paaegaa| zAdIzudA ho to usameM hameM etarAz2a nahIM hai, lekina harahAyA meM etarAz2a hai| patnI ke sAtha pA~ca mahAvratoM meM se, eka mahAvrata kA, brahmacarya kA bhaMga hotA hai aura isa kaliyuga meM to eka-dUsare meM aise jaMtu hote haiM

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viSaya bhoga, nahIM haiM nikAlI 249 ki phira donoM ko caina se baiThane hI nahIM dete| kyoMki ina bAhara bhaTakanevAloM ko 'jarnsa' bahuta hI nukasAna karate haiN| jisakA khuda ko patA nahIM cltaa| isalie maiM kahatA hU~ na ki eka se zAdI kr| kyoMki yaha terI nesesarI cIz2a hai| khuda ne pUrvajanma meM brahmacarya ke bhAva nahIM kie hote isalie zAdI karanI par3atI hai| khuda kI strI ke sAtha ke viSaya meM bhI niyama honA caahie| kRpAludeva ne kahA hai ki mahIne meM do dina, pA~ca dina yA sAta dina ke lie tU jJAnIpuruSa kI upasthiti meM taya kara, taba phira ve jJAnIpuruSa yaha z2immedArI khuda ke sira le lete haiN| aura phira hama vidhi kara dete haiN| hamArI AjJA ho jAe to harja nahIM hai| hamArI AjJAnusAra ho, use koI bAdhA nahIM aaegii| praznakartA : isa jJAna ke bagaira vaha lakSya baiThanA bahuta muzkila hai| dAdAzrI : isa jJAna ke bagaira phiTa hI nahIM hogA na? phira bhI ye sAdhu haiM, unheM phiTa ho jAtA hai| usakA kyA kAraNa hai? pichale janmoM meM unhoMne aisI bhAvanA kI hotI hai ki 'viSaya nahIM bhoganA hai,' Aja usakA phala AyA hai| aura unheM vaha milatA bhI nahIM hai| unheM vaha acchA bhI nahIM lgtaa|

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[5] saMsAravRkSa kI jar3a, viSaya kaoNmanasensa se TaleM TakarAva anaMta janmoM se zAdI karatA AyA hai, phira bhI kyA strI kA moha calA jAtA hai ? hara janma meM bacce paidA kie, phira bhI baccoM kA moha calA jAtA hai ? are, kisa janma meM bacce nahIM hue ? praznakartA : ye jo TakarAva aura kaSAya hote haiM, unakI jar3a viSaya hI hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, sabakucha viSaya ke kAraNa hI hai / vaha viSaya meM eksaparTa ho jAtA hai| viSaya meM 'TesTaphula' ho jAtA hai, isalie aMdara svArtha rahatA hai aura svArtha ke kAraNa TakarAva hote haiM / jahA~ svArthamaya pariNAma hote haiM, vahA~ kabhI kucha bhI dikhAI nahIM detA / svArthI hamezA aMdhA hotA hai| svArthI, lobhI aura lAlacI, sabhI aMdhe hote haiM / isa duniyA kA pUrA AdhAra pA~ca viSayoM para hI hai / jina meM viSaya nahIM hai, una meM TakarAva nahIM hote praznakartA: khuda meM viSaya nahIM hai, lekina usake kAraNa kyA kisI aura ko TakarAva ho sakatA hai ? dAdAzrI : kisI ko kyoM hogA ? hA~, kisI ko yadi hotA hai, to vaha usakI bhUla hai| jo nyAyapUrvaka hogA, use duHkha nahIM hogA, lekina phira apane Apa mAnakara duHkha mola letA hai, usakA kyA ho sakatA hai? ho sake taba taka use samajhautA karanA Ae to acchA hogaa| praznakartA: sAtha meM jJAna ho to turaMta 'breka' lagAyA jA sakatA hai ?

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saMsAravRkSa kI jar3a, viSaya 251 dAdAzrI : kucha bhI kahA nahIM jA sakatA, vApasa phisala bhI sakatA hai| jJAnavAle bhI slipa ho jAte haiN| yadi koI kaoNmanasensavAlA ho, kaoNmanasensa yAnI kyA ki evarIvhera eplikebala, aisA koI ho to vaha mArga nikAla legaa| sabhI tAle kholakara mArga nikAla legaa| TakarAva meM se rAstA nikAla legA, lekina vaha eksaparTa nahIM hotaa| praznakartA : use, kaoNmanasensavAle ko jalana rahatI hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, yadi jalana rahegI to kaoNmanasensa utpanna hogA hI nhiiN| jalana viSayavAloM ko hotI hai| jaba taka jalana hai, taba taka viSaya rahegA aura jaba taka viSaya hai, taba taka jalana rhegii| ___ pharka, viSaya aura kaSAya meM praznakartA : viSaya aura kaSAya, ina donoM me mUlabhUta pharka kyA hai? dAdAzrI : kaSAya agale janma kA kAraNa hai aura viSaya pichale janma kA pariNAma hai| ina donoM meM bahuta pharka hai| praznakartA : ise jarA vistAra se smjhaaie| dAdAzrI : ye jitane bhI viSaya haiM, ve pichale janma ke pariNAma haiN| isalie hama DA~Tate nahIM haiM ki Apako mokSa cAhie to jAo, akele par3e rho| Apako ghara se bAhara nahIM hA~ka dete| lekina hamane hamAre jJAna se dekhA hai ki viSaya pichale janma kA pariNAma hai| isalie kahA hai ki jAo, ghara jAkara so jAo, ArAma se phAiloM kA nikAla kro| hama agale janma kA kAraNa toDa dete haiM aura jo pichale janma kA pariNAma hai, usakA chedana hama se nahIM ho sktaa| kisI se bhI chedana nahIM ho sktaa| mahAvIra bhagavAna se bhI chedana nahIM ho skegaa| kyoMki bhagavAna ko bhI tIsa sAla taka saMsAra meM rahanA par3A thA aura beTI huI thii| viSaya aura kaSAya kA sahI matalaba aisA hotA hai, lekina isa bAre meM logoM ko kucha patA hI nahIM calatA na? vaha to sirpha bhagavAna mahAvIra hI jAnate the ki isakA artha kyA hotA haiN|

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252 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) praznakartA : lekina viSaya Ae, tabhI kaSAya utpanna hote haiM na? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| sabhI viSaya, viSaya hI haiM, lekina jaba viSaya meM ajJAnatA hotI hai, taba kaSAya khar3e hote haiM aura jJAna ho to kaSAya nahIM hote| kaSAya kahA~ se janme? taba kahe, viSaya meM se| ataH ye jitane bhI kaSAya khar3e hue haiM, ve saba viSaya meM se khar3e hue haiN| lekina isameM viSaya kA doSa nahIM hai, ajJAnatA kA doSa hai| rUTa kaoNz2a kyA hai? ajnyaantaa| kramika mArga meM pahale viSaya baMda karane par3ate haiM, tabhI kaSAya baMda hote haiN| isIlie to sabhI viSayoM kA tyAga kara-karake Dhakkana lagAnA par3atA hai na! ve bhI aise pecavAle Dhakkana ki jo apane Apa khula na jaaeN| aise Dhakkana nahIM hoMge to Dhakkana DhIle par3a jaaeNge| bhojana meM sabakucha eka sAtha milAkara khAte haiM tAki jIbha kA viSaya nahIM cipke| usI prakAra A~kha kA viSaya nahIM cipake, kAna kA viSaya nahIM cipake, nAka kA viSaya nahIM cipake, sparza kA viSaya nahIM cipake, aise pecavAle Dhakkana lagAne par3ate haiN| doSa hai ajJAnatA kA praznakartA : jo-jo viSaya cipakeM aura una viSayoM meM sAtha meM jJAna bhI rahe ki isakA pariNAma yaha AegA, to use nahIM cipakegA na? dAdAzrI : 'aisA pariNAma AegA' vaha nahIM dekhanA hai| vaha to saba cipakegA hii| viSaya ke ArAdhana kA matalaba hI hai cipknaa| ajJAnatA se vaha cipaka jAtA hai| yaha hamArA sAinsa eka naI hI khoja hai, adbhuta khoja hai! kramika mArga meM pA~coM indriyoM ko Dhakkana lagAte-lagAte karor3oM janma bIta jAte haiN| are, eka Dhakkana lagAne meM hI karor3oM janma bIta jAte haiM na! Apa yadi samakita meM raho to Apako viSaya bAdhaka nahIM hogaa| kyoMki viSaya, pichale janma kA pariNAma hai, isa janma kA nahIM hai vh| samakita meM rahanA aura kaSAya, ve donoM eka sAtha nahIM ho skte| kaSAya to parabhava kA kAraNa hai| isa taraha yadi kaSAya aura viSaya ko judA kiyA hotA to loga viSaya se itane bhayabhIta nahIM hote, lekina ve to kaheMge ki aisA to ho hI nahIM sakatA na! viSaya to honA hI nahIM cAhie na?

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saMsAravRkSa kI jar3a, viSaya 253 yadi doSa viSaya kA hotA to ina sabhI jAnavaroM meM bhI kaSAya khar3e ho jaate| ata: doSa ajJAnatA kA hai| ina jAnavaroM kI ajJAnatA gaI nahIM hai| unameM ajJAnatA hai lekina unake viSaya limiTeDa haiN| isalie kaSAya hote hI nahIM, kaSAya bar3hate hI nhiiN| jabaki logoM ke kaSAya to anlimiTeDa hote haiN| kramika meM vicAroM dvArA pragati praznakartA : ekAvatAra meM karma khapA dene hoM to ve kaise khapa sakate haiM? dAdAzrI : jJAnIpuruSa to kucha bhI kara sakate haiM, akrama vijJAnI jo cAheM so kareM! kramika ke jJAnI nahIM khapA skte| ve to khuda kA bhI nahIM khapA sakate aura sAmanevAle kA bhI nahIM khapA skte| khuda kA to sirpha kitanA khapA sakate haiM? ki vicAroM dvArA jitane karma khapAe jA sakate haiM, utane karma khapA dete haiN| kyoMki unake vicAra jJAnAnkSepakavaMta hote haiN| yAnI lagabhaga usake jaisA, saMpUrNa nahIM, lekina vicAradhArA niraMtara calatI rahatI hai| lekina vaha AtmA nahIM hai| AtmA to, vicAradhArA se Age kA nirvicAra pada hai aura nirvicArapada se bhI Age kA sTezana AtmA hai| vicAradhArA, vaha AtmA nahIM hai, lekina 'kramika mArga' meM AtmA prApta karane kA vahI eka sAdhana hai, anya koI sAdhana nahIM hai| praznakartA : 'kara vicAra to pAma' aisA kahate haiM na! dAdAzrI : hA~, utanA hI sAdhana hai| hama kahate haiM ki 'ye loga saMsAra meM strI ke sAtha rahate haiM, phira bhI inake ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna baMda ho gae haiN|' aisI bAta kramika mArgavAle kaise 'eksepTa' kareMge? praznakartA : aisA kyoM? dAdAzrI : unakI jAnakArI aisI ho gaI hai ki viSaya meM se hI kaSAya utpanna hote haiM, isalie viSaya baMda ho jAne caahie| ve loga to

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254 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) dekhate haiM ki yadi viSaya baMda ho gae haiM, to inakI bAta sahI hai aura yadi viSaya baMda nahIM hue haiM to, 'rahane do| Apa kI bAta gappa hai|' aisA kheNge| Apa saMsAra meM raha rahe hoM aura Apa aisA kaho ki Apake ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna baMda ho cuke haiM to unake mana meM hogA ki, 'yaha z2arA z2yAdA hI aklamaMda hai| ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna baMda ho jAe~, aisA to ho hI nahIM sakatA na! yaha to nAsamajhI kI bAta kara rahA hai|' lekina vaha yaha nahIM jAnatA ki yaha kauna sA vijJAna hai! varlDa kA Azcarya hai ! gyArahavA~ Azcarya hai! jo mujhase milA, usakA kalyANa ho jAegA, lekina milanA caahie| kisa apekSA se viSaya baMdhana svarUpa? praznakartA : kAmavAsanA ko no-kaSAya meM kyoM rakhA gayA hai? dAdAzrI : to use kisa meM rakheM phira? kaSAya meM rakhe to rakhanevAlA mAra khAegA, zAstra galata sAbita hoNge| usameM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nahIM hai, lekina ve jJAnI meM nahIM hai, jabaki ajJAnI meM haiN| isalie use nokaSAya meM rakhA hai| vaha kaSAya nahIM hai| tU Ter3hA hai to yaha Ter3hA hogA, tU sIdhA ho jAegA to yaha sIdhA hI hai| praznakartA : phira bhI brahmacarya ko mahAvrata meM rakhA gayA hai aura viSaya ko no-kaSAya meM rakhA hai, aisA kyoM? dAdAzrI : brahmacarya ko to mahAvrata meM rakhanA par3atA hai aura viSaya ko no-kaSAya meM rakhanA par3atA hai| kyoMki isameM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nahIM haiN| lekina yadi krodhI yA mAnI ho, to usa para vaisA hI asara hogaa| praznakartA : lekina kAmavAsanA, vaha rAga to hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina use jJAnI kI sthiti meM cAritramoha kahA jAtA hai| aura saMsAra ke logoM ke lie to yaha saba rAga hI hai na! isalie bhagavAna ne kaisA mAnane ko kahA hai ? saMsArI ke lie aisA mAna sakate haiM aura jJAnI ke lie aisA mAna sakate haiN| praznakartA : to kyA use aisA kaheMge ki yaha kaSAya nahIM hai?

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saMsAravRkSa kI jar3a, viSaya dAdAzrI : no-kaSAya yAnI nahIM ke barAbara kaSAya arthAt nhiiNvt| kyoMki manuSya ko usameM majabUrana par3anA par3atA hai / jaise calatI gAr3I se koI gira jAtA hai, aise karanA par3atA hai| calatI gAr3I se jAna-bUjhakara koI giratA hogA ? 255 bhaya hai na, use bhI no-kaSAya kahA hai, kyoMki bhaya lagane se zarIra kA~pa uThatA hai| lekina vaha saMgIcetanA kA bhaya hai, AtmA kA bhaya nahIM hai| usI prakAra viSaya bhI saMgIcetanA kA hai / jJAniyoM ke lie vaha saba alaga taraha kA hai, vaha nirjarA ( Atma pradeza meM se karmoM kA alaga honA) kA kAraNa hai| ajJAnI ke lie viSaya, baMdha kA kAraNa hai aura jJAnI ke lie viSaya, nirjarA kA kAraNa hai / isalie use no- kaSAya meM rakhanA hogA / praznakartA : yaha bAta to jJAnI ke lie hI hai na ? jJAnI ke alAvA anya kisI ke lie nahIM hai na ? dAdAzrI : jJAnI kauna ? jinheM yaha jJAna prApta huA hai, ve bhI jJAnI kahalAte haiM aura unake alAvA anya kisI ko to no- kaSAya jaisA hotA hI nahIM hai| unameM to paccIsoM prakAra ke kaSAya haiM, vahA~ to pUrI dukAna hI bar3I hai na! isa jJAna ke bAda ApameM to krodha - mAna-mAyA - lobha nahIM rahe, aisA kahanA ho to kaha sakate haiM 1 viSaya ko kahA, no-kaSAya vAstava meM dekhA jAe to insAna ko viSaya kI z2arUrata hai hI nhiiN| saba loga jo kahate haiM, vaha to ajJAnI kI apekSA ( ke naz2ariye ) se haiM / bAkI jJAna kI apekSA ( ke naz2ariye ) se manuSya ko viSaya kI z2arUrata hai hI nhiiN| aura ajJAna kI apekSA se viSaya ke binA cale aisA nahIM hai / lekina jaba taka vaha use sahI tarIke se seTa karanA nahIM AegA, to taba taka saba kaccA par3a jAegA / jJAnI kI caritra mohanIya aisI hotI hai isalie, varnA jJAnI ko to viSaya kI z2arUrata hI nahIM hai| nau prakAra ke no- kaSAya batAe gae haiM matalaba nahIM ke barAbara aura anya solaha kaSAya, ve to bahuta 'sTroMga' kahe jAte haiN|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) praznakartA : hAsya ko bhI no- kaSAya kahA gayA hai / hAsya to AtA hai, lekina kabhI na kabhI aMta meM to use nikAlanA hI par3egA na ? 256 dAdAzrI : kisI ko bhI nahIM nikAlanA hai, apane Apa nirjarA ho jaaegii|'yh' jJAna prApta hone ke bAda, aba Apa kartA nahIM ho, isalie nikAlane kA rahA hI nahIM na ? kartA hotA to nikAlanA hotaa| apane yahA~ to apane Apa nirjarA hotI hI rahatI hai / hAsya, viSaya, sabhI kI nirjarA hotI rahatI hai aura zAyada thor3I-bahuta cAritra mohanIya bacI hogI to vaha agale eka janma meM khAlI ho jaaegii| koI viSaya kA durupayoga nahIM kare isalie zAstrakAroM ne kahA hai ki jo viSaya ajJAnI ke lie baMdha kA kAraNa hai, vahI viSaya jJAnI ke lie nirjarA kA kAraNa hai / lekina yadi usakA ulTA artha nahIM nikAle to! phira yadi aisA samajha le ki, 'calo, yaha to hama para muhara lagA dI, isalie aba isameM harja nahIM hai|' to vaisA nahIM clegaa| isakA durupayoga nahIM kara skte| isalie yaha bAta z2Ahira nahIM kara sakate na ? aisA z2Ahira nahIM karanA cAhie lekina phira bhI bAta nikalI, to z2Ahira ho jAtA hai na ? jo zarIra se risate haiM na, ve sabhI no- kaSAya haiM / zarIra se risatA hai, mana se risatA hai, vANI se risatA hai, ve tInoM vAstava meM to no- kaSAya hI haiN| aura yaha zarIra to pUrA hI no- kaSAya hai, no-karma hI kahA jAegA ise ! bar3A doSa, viSaya kI tulanA meM kaSAya kA praznakartA : viSaya doSa hI bar3A doSa mAnA jA sakatA hai yA nahIM ? dAdAzrI : yadi Apa isa samaya 'caMdUlAla' ho, to doSa mAnA jAegA aura 'zuddhAtmA' ho to mata mAnanA / phira kahA~ taka baiThe raheMge usake pAsa ? hama apanA kAma kareMge yA phira doSa ko silate raheMge ? doSita doSa karatA rahegA aura Apa apanA kAma karate rahanA / jaise khAnevAlA khAtA hai aura doSita doSa karatA rahatA hai|

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saMsAravRkSa kI jar3a, viSaya praznakartA : lekina kauna sA doSa bar3A haiM, vaha 'caMdUlAla' ko samajhanA to par3egA na ? 257 dAdAzrI : hA~, 'caMdUlAla' ko samajhanA par3egA, 'caMdUlAla' se kahanA ki, 'samajho, aisA nahIM clegaa| hA~, varnA dAdAjI ko batA dU~gA / ' aisA khnaa| praznakartA: aura yaha bAta sahI hai yA nahIM ki viSaya doSa, kaSAya se bhI bar3e hote haiM ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, viSaya doSa hote haiM, lekina viSaya aisI cIz2a hai ki viSaya, vaha iphekTiva hai / kaSAya, ve kaoNz2ez2a haiN| yAnI iphekTa to usakA sArA iphekTa dekara calA jaaegaa| ye jitane viSaya haiM na, ve mAtra iphekTiva haiM aura kaSAya kaoNz2a hai / isalie kaSAya hI duHkhadAyI haiM aura kaSAya se hI saMsAra khar3A hai / lekina yaha samajhane kI z2arUrata hai ki vaha kisa taraha se iphekTiva haiN| ata: use bahuta mahatva mata denaa| usake lie caMdUbhAI se kahanA, 'aisA nahIM ho to acchA!' aisA kahanA kabhI do-tIna dinoM meM ekabAra kahane ke lie hI thor3A kahanA, vaha bhI phrenDalI Tona meM! praznakartA : z2yAdA kahane kI z2arUrata hI nahIM par3egI ? dAdAzrI : binA vaz2aha kyoM becAre ko / apane sAtha rahate haiM, par3osa meN| aba usakA koI AdhAra bhI nahIM rhaa| jo AdhAra thA, vaha bhI nirAdhAra ho gayA, besahArA ho ge| ataH yadi kabhI cir3ha jAe aura Dipresa ho jAe to AIne ke sAmane le jAkara ka~dhA thapathapAnA aura kahanA ki, 'hama haiM tere sAtha, ghabarAnA mata, bhAI / ' phira kahanA, lekina phrenDalI Tona meM kahanA ki, 'aisA kisalie ? aba kisalie? kyA phAyadA hai ? aura dAdAjI jAneMge to acchA lagegA ?' aisA kahanA / praznakartA : lekina yadi ve gA~TheM jaldI nahIM jAe~ to kabhI kucha karanA nahIM par3egA?

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) dAdAzrI : usa jhaMjhaTa meM mata par3anA, rAga- - dveSa nahIM hoM, vahI dekhanA, basa / aura viSaya yAnI kyA ? thAlI bhI viSaya hai / khAnA AyA, kyA vaha viSaya nahIM hai? aba Apane kala pUrA dina upavAsa kiyA ho aura aba bhUkha lagI ho aura Apako bhojana parosA / aba gyAraha baje khAnA parosA, maz2edAra Ama Adi saba parosA ho aura turaMta hI thAlI uThAkara le jaaeN| aba khAnA khAyA taka nahIM, usase pahale to thAlI uThAkara le jAte haiN| aba usa samaya aMdara pariNAma nahIM badaleM, to samajhanA ki aba isameM harja nahIM hai / aura viSaya meM to isa hada taka parezAnI hai ki viSaya kI yAcakatA nahIM honI cAhie / lAcArI yA yAcakatA nahIM honI caahie| Apa zuddhAtmA ho gae haiM, aba ! yAcakatA zabda samajha meM AtA hai na? 258 praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : 'yaha Apako bAunDrI batA rahA hU~ / ' kisI bhI cIz2a kI yAcakatA yAnI kyA ki jalebI nahIM milegI to, 'jalebI lAo na! thor3I jalebI lAo' kahatA hai ! chor3a na bhAI ! anaMta janmoM se jalebiyA~ khAI haiM, phira bhI abhI taka yAcakatA rakhate ho ? jisakI lAlasA hotI hai na, usakI yAcakatA hotI hai manuSya ko ! aisI yAcakatA nahIM honI caahie| anya sabakucha khAnA-pInA saba karanA, lekina yAcakatA nahIM honI cAhie / yAcakatA, vaha lAcArI hai eka taraha kI ! viSaya, vaha hai iphekTa praznakartA : yaha z2arA vistAra se samajhAie ki ye sAre viSaya iphekTa haiN| dAdAzrI : viSaya, ve iphekTa hI haiM / hamezA ve iphekTa hI haiN| lekina jaba taka kaoNz2ez2a samajha meM nahIM Ate, taba taka viSaya bhI kaoNz2ez2a svarUpa hI haiN| aisA hai na, yaha bAta bAhara z2Ahira meM nahIM kaha sakate ki viSaya kaoNz2ez2a nahIM haiM, sirpha iphekTa hI haiM / jo kaoNz2ez2a ko kaoNz2ez2a samajhate haiM, unake lie viSaya iphekTa hai|

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saMsAravRkSa kI jar3a, viSaya praznakartA: dAdA, Apa se 'jJAna' milane ke bAda hameM yaha samajhakara rakhanA hogaa| 259 dAdAzrI : hA~, rakhanA hai ki yaha iphekTa hI hai| praznakartA : aise sabhI spaSTIkaraNa mileM isIlie yahA~ Akara baiThate haiM aura pUchate haiN| dAdAzrI : isIlie yahA~ Akara baiThanA aura spaSTa rUpa se dekha lenaa| sArI bAteM, aisA batAte haiM na ! koI kAnoM meM itra ke do phAhe DAlakara Ae aura loga mujhase kaheM ki, 'dekhie, yaha kitane mauja-maz2e karatA hai?' taba maiM kahU~gA ki, 'bhAI, karane do na, ve mokSa meM bAdhaka nahIM haiM / usake phAhe yadi koI nikAla le aura usake prati use dveSa ho jAe to vaha dveSa mokSa meM jAne meM bAdhaka hai / ' hai kudaratI, lekina limiTa meM honA cAhie praznakartA : yaha viSaya to kudaratI avasthA hai na / dAdAzrI : lekina usameM hama aisA kara sakate haiM ki kudaratI avasthA meM bhI usakI eka prakAra kI koI limiTa hotI hai ! isalie hama yadi cAheM to utanA puruSArtha kara sakate haiN| AtmA, vaha puruSa huA aura puruSArtha kare to parivartana lA sakatA hai, vaha hala nikAla sakatA hai! khAne baiThe isakA matalaba kyA yaha hai ki khAte hI raho ? praznakartA: nahIM, bilkula bhI nahIM / dAdAzrI : Apa sAtha meM rahate ho, lekina Apa kahanA ki, 'caMdUbhAI kyA-kyA leMge ?' taba vaha kahe, 'sabz2I, roTI aura thor3A sA cAvala !' isa para Apa kaheM, 'nahIM, Aja ye tIna hI lo na! Aja dAdAjI ke pAsa satsaMga meM jAnA hai na?' aisA karake, samajhA-bujhAkara kAma lenA / ve phira vaise hI leMge, unheM aisA kucha nahIM hai ! unheM to kahanevAlA caahie| salAha denevAlA caahie| aura Apako harja bhI kyA hai ? kauna sA nukasAna hai ? kaba nahIM

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) khAyA hogA? jaba se duniyA meM Ae tabhI se khA hI rahe ho na ! aura yaha kyA nayA zurU kiyA hai kucha ?! aba se sAvadhAna praznakartA : pahale se abrahmacarya kA mAla bharakara lAyA hai na ? to phira isa janma meM kyA kare vaha ? 260 dAdAzrI : use isa janma meM naye sire se samajhanA cAhie ki pahale brahmacarya kA mAla nahIM bharA thaa| aba naye sire se yaha bharanA caahie| pichalA jo galana ho rahA hai, vaha phira se khar3A nahIM honA cAhie / jJAna milane ke bAda, ye sArI vyAvahArika ciMtAe~ karane ke bajAya mUla svabhAva kA bhAna rakhanA / vyavahAra se saMbaMdhita jhaMjhaTa kahA~ karane jAe~ ? praznakartA : svabhAva kA bhAna rakhanA yAnI ? dAdAzrI : 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aura ina pA~ca vAkyoM meM dhyAna rakhanA / aura vyAvahArika meM vaha saba jo nukasAna hogA, jo honA hogA so hogA, usakA jo daMDa milegA, use dekha leMge, daMDa bhugata leNge| usakI ciMtA meM par3e to yaha mUla cIz2a raha jaaegii| jise yaha nahIM milA ho, use sabhI ciMtAe~ karanI haiN| pA~ca AjJA meM rahe to usameM sabakucha A gyaa|

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[ 6 ] AtmA akartA - abhoktA vijJAna kI dRSTi se viSaya kA bhoktA kauna ? khAo-pIo, viSaya bhogo, lekina saba limiTa meM honA cAhie / naoNrmeliTI se sabhI meM raho na ? viSaya bhogane ke lie bhagavAna ne manA nahIM kiyA hai| viSaya ke sAtha bhagavAna kA jhagar3A nahIM thA / bhagavAna bhI tIsa sAla taka ghara para rahe the| yAnI yadi viSaya ke sAtha hI jhagar3A hotA to pahale se hI kyoM nahIM chor3a diyA ? aisA nahIM hai / viSaya kA aura AtmA kA lenA-denA nahIM hai| AtmA kabhI-bhI viSayI huA hI nahIM hai aura yadi viSayI huA hotA to usakA rUpAMtara alaga hI taraha kA ho gayA hotA ! usake guNadharma hI badala gae hote ! vaha to paramAtmA kA paramAtmA hI rahA hai! itanI sArI yoniyoM meM jAne ke bAvajUda khuda kA paramAtmApana nahIM chor3A, yaha bhI Azcarya hai na! khuda ke guNadharma nahIM badale / AtmA aura anAtmA kampAunDa ke rUpa meM nahIM haiN| AtmA - anAtmA, donoM tela aura pAnI ke miksacara jaise rUpa meM haiM / jJAnIpuruSa usakA aisA rAstA nikAla dete haiM ki tela-tela alaga ho jAe aura sArA pAnI bhI alaga ho jaae| kyoMki jJAnI AtmA ko pahacAnate haiM, isIlie yaha kara sakate haiN| tela aura pAnI meM to do hI cIjeM haiN| jabaki isameM to AtmA aura anya pA~ca cIjeM haiN| 'AtmA kA kriyAvAdapanA ajJAnatA kI vajaha se hai / ' jabaki loga kahate haiM ki AtmA ne yaha kiyA, AtmA ne vaha kiyA / lekina AtmA atyaMta sUkSmatama vastu hai / viSaya ekadama sthUla haiM / A~khoM se dekhe jA sakeM, aise viSaya haiM, sparza se anubhava hoM, aise viSaya haiM / aba viSaya, ve ekadama sthUla haiN| choTe bacce bhI samajha jAe~ ki isa viSaya meM mujhe AnaMda AyA / 4

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262 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) are, sthUla kA aura sUkSmatama kA mela kaise par3e? una donoM meM kabhI mela ho hI nahIM sakatA aura mela huA bhI nahIM hai| viSaya kA svabhAva alaga hai aura AtmA kA svabhAva alg| AtmA ne pA~ca indriyoM ke koI bhI viSaya kabhI-bhI bhoge hI nhiiN| jabaki loga kahate haiM ki mere AtmA ne viSaya bhogA! are, AtmA kabhI viSaya bhogatA hogA? isalie kRSNa bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'viSaya, viSaya meM bartate haiN|' aisA kahA phira bhI logoM kI samajha meM nahIM aayaa| aura yaha to kahatA hai ki, 'maiM hI bhoga rahA huuN|' varnA loga to kahate ki, 'viSaya, viSaya meM bartate haiM, AtmA to sUkSma hai, isalie bhogo|' isa prakAra usakA bhI durupayoga kara lete| yadi ina zabdoM kA durupayoga kare taba to mAra hI ddaalegaa| isalie ina logoM ne bAr3a banAI tAki koI durupayoga nahIM kre| AtmA ne kabhI bhI viSaya bhogA hI nahIM hai| mujhase loga kahate haiM ki, 'aisA kahakara Apa pUre zAstra ur3A rahe haiM ?' taba maiMne kahA, 'nahIM, zAstra nahIM ur3A rahA huuN|' Apa jo kahate haiM ki 'maiMne viSaya bhogaa|' vaha ApakI roMga bilIpha hai, vaha roMga bilIpha hI Apako parezAna karatI hai| bAkI, AtmA ne kabhI viSaya bhogA hI nhiiN| lekina Apako jo 'maiMne viSaya bhogA' aisA aMdara khaTakatA hai, vaha duHkha miTAne ke lie jJAnIpuruSa ApakI roMga bilIpha phraikcara kara dete haiN| anya kucha hai hI nhiiN| praznakartA : 'maiMne bhogA' vaha bhI igoiz2ama hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, kevala igoiz2ama hai| 'maiMne aisA kiyA aura maiMne nahIM kiyA', vaha saba igoiz2ama hai| praznakartA : aba isa bAta kA durupayoga ho sakatA hai na? mAno lAisensa mila gayA ho, aise durupayoga kara lete haiN| dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, yaha bAta to kaisI hai? sone kI kaTAra hotI hai na, use kaise istemAla karanA, usakA eka niyama hI hotA hai| aba usakA koI durupayoga kare aura peTa meM mAra de to use kaise manA kara sakate haiM? kyoMki jo sulTA kAma kare, vaha ulTA kAma bhI kara sakatA hai| lekina

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AtmA akartA - abhoktA 263 maiM to sAinsa batA rahA hU~, jo vijJAna hai vaha batA rahA hU~ ki AtmA ne kabhI-bhI viSaya bhogA hI nhiiN| sirpha igoiz2ama hI hai ki 'maiMne yaha kiyaa| vaha kartAbhAva maiM chur3avA detA hU~ ki, bhAI, tU kartA nahIM hai| yaha to 'vyavasthita' kartA hai| Apako samajha meM A jAe, maiM aise ekjekTa samajha detA hU~ ki 'vyavasthita' hI kartA hai| vAstava meM vyavasthita' hI kriyA karatA hai| yaha to Apane AropaNa kiyA hai ki 'maiMne kiyA' aura igoiz2ama ke taura para Apako usakA phala milatA hai| praznakartA : AropaNa karate haiM isIlie AvaraNa AtA hai na? AropaNa bhAva, vahI AvaraNa hai? dAdAzrI : aura kauna sA AvaraNa? vahI AvaraNa hai aura vahI agale janma kA bIja! yadi AropaNa nahIM hai, to agale janma kA bIja hI nahIM rahegA, phira to Apa mukta hI ho| muktatA kI paribhASA samajhanI pdd'egii| Apa mukta hI ho, isa samaya bhI Apa mukta ho| lekina usane' jo bilIpha meM mAnA huA hai ki 'maiM baMdhA huA hU~', isalie baMdhana mahasUsa hotA hai| vaha baMdhanavAlI bilIpha phraikcara ho jAe aura 'kisa prakAra se maiM mukta hU~' yaha bhAna ho jAe, to Apa mukta hI ho! isalie pahalI bAra hamane pustaka meM likhA hai ki viSaya, viSa nahIM haiM lekina viSayoM meM niDaratA, vaha viSa hai| niDaratA yAnI kyA ki kucha loga kahate haiM ki, 'dAdA ne mujhe jJAna diyA hai, to aba mujhe koI viSaya bAdhaka nahIM hai| mujhe to bhogane meM koI harja hI nahIM hai na?' to khatma ho gyaa| isalie bAta ko smjho| itane sAre janma hue, lekina AtmA ne eka bhI viSaya bhogA hI nhiiN| usane yadi viSaya bhogA hotA to Aja taka to vaha kaba kA Uba cukA hotaa| use to Apa jaba kabhI dekho taba phurasata meM aura sirpha phurasata meM hI dikhAI degaa| jisane bhogA ho use jhaMjhaTa hai na? aura isa gaMdagI meM vaha hAtha DAlegA hI nahIM na? AtmA ko kucha chU hI nahIM sakatA, isalie use nirlepa kahA hai|

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264 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) 'jJAnIpuruSa' ne AtmA dekhA huA hotA hai, anubhava kiyA hotA hai, isalie phira 'jJAnIpuruSa' jahA~ se bhI vANI boleM, vaha zuddha hI hotA hai sArA ! AtmA ko jAnane ke lie yaha sabakucha hai na! AtmA jAna liyA yAnI apanA kAma pUrA ho gayA / isalie kabhI na kabhI AtmA jAne bagaira cArA hI nahIM hai| jabaki loga to kahate haiM, 'hama Aja haiM, to bhoga leN|' are! lekina tU kucha bhogatA hI nahIM hai / tU ulTA mAnakara baiThA hai ki 'yaha maiMne bhogaa|' tU ahaMkAra hI kara rahA hai / ve loga, 'maiMne yaha nahIM bhogA', aisA ahaMkAra karate haiN| sirpha ahaMkAra hI karate haiM, aura kucha nahIM krte| kyoMki AtmA sUkSmAtisUkSma hai, yAnI sUkSmatama kaheM to calegA aura ye viSaya sUkSmatara haiM, sUkSma haiM, sthUla haiM / una donoM kA mela kaise ho sakatA hai? yAnI AtmA ne aisA kucha bhogA hI nahIM / ye viSaya to, bahuta gaharAI meM jAo na, to ve sUkSma hote haiM, phira sUkSmatara banate haiN| sUkSmatara sabhI anaMga hote haiN| praznakartA: isa hada taka ke to sabhI dekha lie| dAdAzrI : ve saba to sthUla kahalAte haiN| praznakartA : to Apa kise sUkSmatara kahate haiM ? dAdAzrI : ve to taraha-taraha ke anaMga viSaya hote haiM / sthUla viSaya to yoM pratyakSa dikhAI dete haiM / sUkSma kA vedana hotA hai aura sUkSmatara meM aMdara ve sabhI anaMga bhAva hote haiN| lekina ve AtmA ko sparza nahIM kara skte| phira Apa mAthApaccI karo yA kucha bhI karo / maiMne jo AtmA diyA hai, use viSaya sparza nahIM kara skte| lekina ApakI jAgRti nahIM hone ke kAraNa Apa ke lie yaha baMdhana rakhate haiN| Apa saMpUrNa zuddha upayoga meM raha pAo aisA nahIM hai aura ina pA~ca AjJAoM meM bhI raha sako, aisA nahIM hai / isalie Apa para ye baMdhana rakhane par3ate haiM, sAvadhAna karanA par3atA hai / varnA sAvadhAna nahIM karanA par3atA, eka akSara bhI nahIM kahanA pdd'taa| yaha vijJAna to bahuta alaga taraha kA hai /

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AtmA akartA - abhoktA 265 'sUkSmatama', 'sthUla' ko bhoga sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : nayA nahIM, yaha 'ekjekTa' aisA hI hai| yadi bhoga rahA hotA taba to ahaMkAra aghA jAtA, lekina yaha to bhUkhA kA bhUkhA hI rahatA hai| vaha kyA kahalAtA hai ? ahm-kaar| kisI ne kiyA aura use 'maiMne kiyA' aisA khuda kahatA hai, vahI ahaMkAra hai| 'du:kha bhI maiMne bhugatA', ahaMkAra aisA kahatA hai| are! duHkha bhI indriyA~ bhugatatI haiM, tU kahA~ bhugatatA hai? ahaMkAra bhI sUkSma hai| ahaMkAra koI aisI-vaisI cIz2a nahIM hai| yadyapi sthUla ahaMkAra to zarIra meM hai hI, lekina khuda mUla svarUpa meM sUkSma hai aura sUkSma meM se sthUla banatA hai aura vaha sthUla, 'usa' bhogane meM taiyAra hotA hai| sAtha meM sthUla taiyAra hotA hai, lekina mUla svabhAva sUkSma hai aura isalie khuda sthUla ko bhoga hI nahIM sktaa| AtmA to isameM sirpha jAnatA hai, utanA hI hai| yaha to 'AtmA viSaya bhogatA hai', aisI bhUla ghusa gii| bhUla ghusa gaI hai, vaha karor3oM janmoM kI bhUla miTatI hI nahIM! yaha bhI Azcarya hai na! dekho na, binA vaz2aha mAra khAtA hai na? kauna bhoga rahA hai? use Apane DhUMDha nikAlA na! kauna bhoga rahA hai? vaha ahaMkAra bhoga rahA hai| roz2a bhoge aura eka dina nahIM bhoge na, phira bhI kahatA hai, 'maiMne bhoga liyA hai|' tabhI use aisI tRpti hotI hai na? yAnI nahIM bhogane para bhI kahatA hai ki 'maiMne bhoga liyA' to use tRpti hotI hai| kyoMki ahaMkAra hI karatA rahatA hai, anya kucha nahIM krtaa| aba sAtha-sAtha phira vaha 'khuda' kahatA bhI hai ki 'maiMne bhoga liyA' aisA AropaNa karatA hai| usase phira naI musIbata khaDI hotI hai, phira bhI vaha mAnatA hai ki 'maiMne bhoga liyaa| isalie use saMtoSa bhI hotA hai kyoMki usakI icchA thI na! bAkI, vaha khuda bhogatA hI nhiiN| __ AtmA to zuddha hI hai aura viSaya, viSayoM meM bartate haiN| yaha to binA vajaha 'igoiz2ama' karatA hai| aba jaba taka 'igoiz2ama' nahIM jAtA, taba taka 'igoiz2ama' kie bagaira rahegA nahIM na! 'igoiz2ama' kaba jAegA? usakA AdhAra calA jAegA tb| usakA AdhAra kyA hai? ajJAna! ajJAna kaba jAegA? 'jJAnI vidyamAna hoMge tb|'

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266 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) jJAnI ke zabda sone kI kaTAra yaha to 'bilIpha' hI 'roga' thI, varnA AtmA rAgI bhI nahIM thA aura dveSI bhI nahIM thaa| rAga-dveSa AtmA meM haiM hI nhiiN| AtmA meM ve guNa haiM hI nhiiN| ye sabhI Aropita bhAva haiN| Aropita bhAva kaise haiM ? vyavahAra ke haiN| yAnI ki sirpha ApakI 'bilIpha' hI roMga hai ki 'mujhe rAga ho rahA hai, aura mujhe dveSa ho rahA hai|' jo usa 'roMga bilIpha' ko ukhADa de, vaha 'jnyaanii'| vaha 'bilIpha' ukhar3a sake aisI nahIM hai| ApakI vaha 'roMga bilIpha' hamane ukhAr3a dI hai| praznakartA : ise jarA vistAra se samajhAie na ki 'bilIpha roMga' hai aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' bilIpha ko ukhAr3a dete haiN| dAdAzrI : hama kyA kahate haiM ki AtmA aguru-laghu svabhAva kA hai aura rAga-dveSa guru-laghu svabhAva ke haiN| isalie una donoM meM saMbaMdha bhI nahIM thA aura sAjhedArI bhI nahIM thii| ye jo Aropita bhAva haiM ki AtmA ko rAga hotA hai aura dveSa hotA hai, ve vyavahAra ke bhAva haiN| loga aisA kahate haiM ki mujhe isake prati rAga hai| aba vAstava meM Apako paudgalika AkarSaNa hai! kyoMki Apako maiMne jJAna diyA hai isalie ApakA AtmA alaga ho gayA hai, to aba kyA rahA? paudgalika AkarSaNa rhaa| pudgala meM AkarSaNa nAmaka guNa hai aura vikarSaNa nAmaka guNa hai| aba loga usa AkarSaNa ko rAga kahate haiM aura vikarSaNa ko dveSa kahate haiN| ApakA paira gaMdagI meM par3e aura ghina Ae, to usase jJAna calA nahIM gayA! zAyada kabhI jJAnI ke cehare para bhI asara dikhAI de, isakA matalaba jJAna calA nahIM gyaa| jJAna, jJAna hI hai| isa pudgala meM vikarSaNa nAmaka guNa hai, jisase ghina AI aura cehare para asara ho gayA! nahIM hai lenA-denA AtmA ko isase praznakartA : kyA vaha AtmA ko sparza nahIM karatA? kyA vaha pudgala taka hI sImita rahatA hai? dAdAzrI : AtmA ko koI lenA-denA hai hI nhiiN| hama Apako

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AtmA akartA - abhoktA 267 jo AtmA dete haiM vaha nirlepa aura asaMga hI dete haiN| koI kahe ki striyoM ke sAtha rahate hue AtmA kaise asaMga raha sakatA haiM ? taba hama kahate haiM ki 'AtmA bilkula sUkSma hai! aura ye jo viSaya hai, ve sthUla svabhAva ke haiM ! donoM kA kabhI-bhI mela huA hI nhiiN|' yaha bAta jJAnIpuruSa jAnate haiM aura tIrthaMkara bhI jAnate haiN| lekina tIrthaMkara spaSTa rUpa se batAte nahIM haiN| kyoMki tIrthaMkara yadi spaSTa kaha deM to loga usakA durupayoga kreNge| tIrthaMkara vivaraNa nahIM krte| hama vivaraNa kara lete haiM, vaha bhI gupta rUpa se, kucha hI logoM ke lie, varnA phira usakA durupayoga hone lagegA ki AtmA to sUkSma svabhAva kA hai aura viSaya kA aura AtmA kA koI lenA-denA hai hI nahIM, isalie aba koI harja nahIM hai| aura harja nahIM hai kahA ki bhUta ghusa jAegA! karmoM ke dabAva se yaha kriyA hotI rahatI hai| usameM bhI yaha kriyA sthUla hai, Apa sUkSma ho| lekina yadi yaha jJAna Apake mana meM rahe ki AtmA ko to kucha chUtA hI nahIM hai, to harja nahIM hai| to vaha ulTA kara degaa| isalie hama aisA batAte hI nahIM ki AtmA sUkSma-svabhAvI hai| hama to aisA kahate haiM ki viSayoM se ddro| viSaya, ve viSa nahIM haiM lekina viSaya meM niDaratA vahI viSa hai| niDaratA yAnI kyA ki aba mujhe koI harja nahIM hai| lekina saMpUrNa jJAnI hone ke bAda aura saMpUrNa anubhavajJAna hone ke bAda hI aisA kaha sakate haiM ki AtmA ko kucha sparza nahIM krtaa| yaha anya sabakucha to hama Apako spaSTa karane ke lie samajhAte haiN| sAvadhAna! na ho jAe kahIM durupayoga praznakartA : yadi niDaratA A jAe to phira svacchaMdatA A jAtI hai na? dAdAzrI : svacchaMdatA Ae, usI kSaNa mAra khilA detI hai| isIlie hama yaha batAte nahIM haiN| varnA ina javAna lar3akoM meM ulTA ho jaaegaa| yaha to Apa jaise jo ki kinAre para A gae haiM, unase yaha bAta karate haiN| javAna loga to vApasa kucha ulTA pakAe~ge! lekina ve yadi 'yathArtha jJAna' samajheM

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268 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) aura usa jJAna meM raheM to kucha sparza nahIM kara sakegA, lekina yaha jJAna utanA nahIM raha pAtA na? insAna kI itanI zakti nahIM hai na? anubhava hue binA kAma kA nahIM hai| jaba taka anubhava nahIM hotA, taba taka AjJA meM rhnaa| yaha to kisI ke mana meM aisI zaMkA hotI ho ki, 'saMsAra meM rahate haiM aura viSaya to haiM, to yaha kaise saMbhava hai?' Apako zaMkA nahIM rahe isalie hama yaha bAta kara rahe haiN| varnA loga to durupayoga kreNge| Aja kala ke logoM ko to yaha pasaMda hI hai isalie durupayoga kara leNge| kyoMki viparIta buddhi aMdara taiyAra hI rahatI hai| phira bhI yaha jo jJAna diyA hai, vaha aura hI taraha kA vijJAna hai! hara taraha se rakSaNa kare aisA hai, lekina yadi koI jAna-bUjhakara bigar3anA cAhe to bigar3a jAegA, saba khatma kara DAlegA! isalie hamane kahA hai ki hamArI ina AjJAoM meM rhnaa| hama Apako itanI U~cAI para le gae haiM ki yahA~ se, Upara se yadi Apa lur3hake to phira haDDiyA~ bhI nahIM mila paaeNgii| isalie sIdhe calanA aura z2arA sA bhI svacchaMda mata krnaa| svacchaMda to isameM calegA hI nahIM! _ 'mujhe dAdA kA jJAna milA hai, aba mujhe koI rukAvaTa nahIM hai|' vaha to bhayaMkara roga hai| taba to yaha viSa samAna ho jaaegaa| bAkI, viSaya, viSa nahIM hai, viSayoM meM niDaratA vahI viSa hai| yaha jJAna durupayoga karane jaisA nahIM hai! praznakartA : isameM eka bAta to sIdhI hai ki Apane kahA ki bhagavAna ke lie to yaha sahI hai aura yaha galata, aisA hai hI nhiiN| isalie kyA acchA aura kyA galata, phira yaha prazna hI utpanna nahIM hotA, vaha prazna to gauNa ho jAtA hai na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina vaha bhagavAna kI dRSTi meM hai aura jaba taka hama bhagavAna nahIM ho jAte, taba taka hama gunahagAra haiM! ataH yadi galata huA ho to usakA kheda honA cAhie! yaha maiM jo kaha rahA hU~, ve zabda durupayoga karane ke lie nahIM kaha rahA huuN| Apako bodarezana nahIM rahe, isalie kaha rahA huuN| kisI ke mana meM aisA nahIM lage ki mujhe karma baMdhana ho rahA hogA

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AtmA akartA - abhoktA 269 isalie khulakara kaha rahA huuN| varnA chAna-chAnakara nahIM bolatA ki, 'bhAI, karma to baMdhegA, yadi Apa kabhI aisA karoge to|' lekina maiM to Apako nirbhaya banA detA hU~, nirbhaya nahIM banAtA? viSaya meM kapaTa bhI viSa hai| praznakartA : Apa to bilkula nirbhaya banA hI dete haiN| jaba sabhI nirbhaya ho jAte haiM to phira usakA durupayoga ho jAtA haiN| usIkI to bAta hai na? mukhya muddA vahIM para hai na? / dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, merA kyA kahanA hai? sirpha isa viSaya ke bAre meM hI sabhI jAgRta rhnaa| khuda kI strI yA phira khuda kA puruSa, sirpha usI viSaya kI Apako chUTa de rakhI hai| utanI maiMne chUTa dI hai| lekina yadi dUsarI koI ho to hamase kahakara, hamase maMjUrI le lenA aura hama tujhe maMjUrI deMge bhI shii| isalie hicakicAhaTa mata rkhnaa| lekina use sAvadhAna bhI kareMge ki isa rAste para isa taraha calanA hai| maMjUrI nahIM deMge to calegA hI nahIM na! lekina yadi sirpha khuda ke eka 'strI-puruSa' kA ho, to hamArI maMjUrI lene kI z2arUrata nahIM hai! apane 'jJAna' se do-cAra janma meM kabhI na kabhI, Age-pIche lekina mokSa meM jAegA, paMdraha janmoM meM bhI mokSa meM jAe to usameM harja nahIM hai, lekina isameM se jo laTaka jAe vaha to assI haz2Ara sAloM taka laTakatA rahegA phira bhI ThikAne nahIM lagegA! assI haz2Ara sAloM taka bahuta hI parezAnIvAlA kAla AnevAlA hai| isalie isameM se koI laTake nahIM itanA hameM dekhanA hai| praznakartA : dAdA, kisa meM se nahIM laTake? isameM se yAnI kisa meM se? dAdAzrI : isa 'jJAna' meM se| yaha 'jJAna' lene ke bAda jAna-bUjhakara ulTA kare to phira kyA hogA? praznakartA : 'jJAna' lene ke bAda koI ulTA kara sakatA hai kyA? dAdAzrI : hA~, kara sakatA hai na! Apake ghara ke sAmane paudhe lagAe

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270 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) hoM, bagIcA Apane khuda lagAyA ho, aura Apako ukhAr3a denA ho to koI manA karegA? praznakartA : lekina dAdA, jJAna lene ke bAda use aisA karane kA vicAra taka A sakatA hai kyA? dAdAzrI : koI-koI aisA hotA hai, sabhI aise nahIM hote| use hama cetAvanI deM to zAyada vApasa lauTe! yaha asAvadhAna rahane jaisI cIz2a nahIM hai! asAvadhAnI to mAra DAlegI! isalie hama kahate haiM na ki viSaya viSa nahIM hai, viSayoM meM niDaratA vahI viSa hai| viSaya meM kapaTa karanA, anya kucha bhI karanA, vaha saba viSa kahalAtA hai| vahI mAra DAlatA hai aura aisA hotA ho to nirA kheda, kheda aura kheda honA caahie| niraMtara kheda kie bagaira acchA nahIM lage to samajhanA ki yaha roga calA jaaegaa| varnA ukhAr3a pheMkane kI sattA to khuda kI hai hI na? bilkula sattA vihIna ho jAe, aisA kabhI hotA nahIM hai| sattA to, TheTha 'kevalajJAna' hone taka usakI sattA rahatI hai| phira ulTA karane kI yA sIdhA karane kI, lekina sattA to rahatI hai! jJAnIpuruSa se milane para bhI yadi bhUla khatma nahIM ho to jo vAstavikatA vAlA jagat logoM ke lakSya meM AyA hI nahIM hai, kabhI bhI lakSya meM AyA hI nahIM hai, vaha jaba aise jJAnI hue the, taba lakSya meM AyA thaa| lekina vaha bhI jJAniyoM ke lakSya meM AyA thaa| jJAniyoM ne logoM ko jo batAyA, vaha una logoM ke lakSya meM nahIM aayaa| kucha loga jo mokSa meM gae haiM, ve jJAnI kI kRpA se mokSa meM gae, lekina bAta samajha meM nahIM AI thii| yaha kudarata kI gahana pahelI hai, isameM se koI chUTa nahIM paayaa| jo chUTa gae, ve kahane ko rahe nhiiN| sirpha maiM hI mukta hone ke bAda kahane ko rahA huuN| nApAsa huA, isalie maiM kahane ko raha gayA, isalie saMbhAlakara kAma nikAla lo| hama to ApakA kAma karavAne ke lie baiThe haiN| yaha jJAna hI Apako aisA diyA hai ki kisI cIz2a kI z2arUrata hI nahIM pdd'e| dAdA ke pAsa baiThakara dAdA jaise nahIM bana pAo to vaha ApakA

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AtmA akartA abhoktA - 271 hI doSa hai na? yaha jJAna to kriyAkArI hai / niraMtara aMdara kAma karatA rahatA hai| Apako aMdara kucha karanA par3atA hai kyA ? praznakartA : apane Apa hI hotA rahatA hai I dAdAzrI : aba, aisA kriyAkArI jJAna prApta hone ke bAda bhI yadi mokSa nahIM ho to apanI hI bhUla hai na ? mokSa to yahIM anubhava meM AnA cAhie / mokSa lene nahIM jAnA hai| mokSa yAnI apanA muktabhAva | yaha sabakucha hone ke bAvajUda bhI Apa mukta ho aura yaha sabakucha nahIM ho, aisA kabhI bhI honevAlA nahIM hai, isalie pahale se sAvadhAna ho jaao| ina saba ke rahate hu bhI mukta honA pdd'egaa| baMdhana hogA tabhI muktabhAva kA anubhava kara sakoge na ? baMdhana nahIM hogA to muktabhAva kA anubhava kaise kara sakoge ? muktabhAva kA anubhava kise karanA hai? jo baMdhana meM hai, use anubhava karanA hai / yahA~ ApakI A~khoM para paTTI bA~dhakara khambhe ke sAtha rassI se z2ora se bA~dha diyA ho, phira chAtI ke AgevAlI rassI kI eka lapeTa maiM bleDa se kATa DAlU~ to Apako aMdara patA cala jAegA na ? yahA~ se rassI chUTa gaI, aisA Apako khuda ko anubhava hogA / eka bAra vaha samajha jAe ki mukta ho gayA, to kAma ho jAegA / maiM usI taraha, manuSya ko muktatA kA bhAna honA caahie| vaha mokSa bhAva kahalAtA hai| mujhe niraMtara muktatA kA bhAna rahatA hai, 'enI vhera', 'enI ttaaim'| dravya-kSetra-kAla-bhAva kucha bhI mujhe pratibaMdhita nahIM kara sakatA / cIz2a pratibaMdhita nahIM kara sakatI / yaha to bhaiMse kI bhUla kA daMDa caravAhe ko detA rahatA hai| praznakartA : to phira kauna pratibaMdhita karatA hai ? dAdAzrI : 'svarUpa kA ajJAna' pratibaMdhita karatA hai / maiM yahI kahanA cAhatA hU~ ki Apa ina vikAroM meM nirvikAra raha sakate ho| ye vikAra, vikAra nahIM haiN| yaha to dRSTi meM pharka hai| yaha pratibaddha karanevAlI cIz2a hai hI nhiiN| ApakI dRSTi Ter3hI hogI, tabhI pratibaddha kregii|

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[7] AkarSaNa - vikarSaNa kA siddhAMta AkarSaNa kyA hai? vaha samajha meM Ae to sAvadhAna raha sakeMge AkarSaNa se hI yaha pUrA jagat khar3A hai| isameM bhagavAna ko kucha karane kI z2arUrata nahIM par3I, mAtra AkarSaNa hI hai ! yaha strI - puruSa kA jo hai na, vaha bhI mAtra AkarSaNa hI hai / pina aura lohacuMbaka meM jaisA AkarSaNa hai, vaisA hI yaha strI-puruSa ke bIca kA AkarSaNa hai / sabhI striyoM ke prati AkarSaNa nahIM hotaa| samAna paramANu milate Ae~, taba usa strI ke prati AkarSaNa hotA hai| AkarSaNa hone ke bAda khuda ne taya kiyA ho ki mujhe nahIM khiMcanA hai to bhI khiMca jAtA hai / vahA~ para kyA socanA nahIM cAhie ki mujhe AkarSita nahIM honA hai ? phira bhI AkarSaNa kyoM utpanna hotA hai ? isalie 'deyara Ara sama kaoNz2ez2a', ve 'maigneTika kaoNz2ez2a' haiM ! praznakartA : vaha pUrvajanma ke ho sakate haiM? dAdAzrI : vaha AkarSaNa, hamArI icchA nahIM hai phira bhI hotA hai, usakA matalaba hI pUrvajanma kA hai / ise bhI maigneTika ho cukA hai aura strI ko bhI maigneTika ho cukA hai / pUrvajanma meM sUkSma rUpa meM hotA hai aura yahA~ sthUla rUpa meM hotA hai / ataH phira svAbhAvika rUpa se AkarSaNa hotA hI hai| aba AkarSaNa hotA hai, taba Apako mana meM aisA lagatA hai ki 'maiM khiMca gyaa|' lekina jaba Apa apanA svarUpa jAna jAoge, usake bAda Apako aisA lagegA ki 'caMdUbhAI' AkarSita ho ge| praznakartA : yaha jo AkarSaNa hotA hai, vaha karma ke adhIna hai yA nahIM ? dAdAzrI : karma ke adhIna to pUrA hI jagat hai, lekina sAmanevAle

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AkarSaNa-vikarSaNa kA siddhAMta 273 ke paramANu aura apane paramANu eka jaise hoMge tabhI AkarSaNa hotA hai| praznakartA : lekina usameM karma kA udaya to hai hI na? dAdAzrI : karma ke udaya se to yaha pUrA jagat hai| usa eka phekTara meM to sabhI kucha A gayA, lekina use DivAiDa karo to isa prakAra se alaga hai ki apane paramANu ke sAtha sAmanevAle ke paramANu mela khAe~ tabhI AkarSita hotA hai, varnA AkarSita nahIM hotaa| eka AdamI ne moTI aura dAgavAlI bIvI pasaMda kI, taba maiMne socA ki isa AdamI ne aisI bIvI kaise pAsa kI hogI! ve eka jaise paramANu milate hI turaMta AkarSaNa ho jAtA hai| loga kahate haiM ki, 'maiM lar3akI ko aise dekhUgA, vaise deluuNgaa| aise ghUmo, vaise ghuumo|' lekina jaba bhItara paramANu khiMceMge tabhI hisAba baiThegA, varnA baiThegA hI nhiiN| praznakartA : vaha pUrva kA RNAnubaMdha huA na? dAdAzrI : yadi RNAnubaMdha kaheM na, to pUrA jagat RNAnubaMdha hI khlaaegaa| lekina AkarSaNa honA, yaha cIz2a aisI hai na ki unake paramANuoM kA Amane-sAmane hisAba hai, isalie khiMcate haiM ! abhI jo rAga utpanna hotA hai, vaha vAstava meM rAga nahIM hai| ye jo lohacuMbaka aura pina hote haiM, to usa lohacuMbaka ko aise ghumAne se pina idhara-udhara hotI hai| una donoM meM kahIM jIva nahIM hai, phira bhI lohacuMbaka ke guNoM ke kAraNa donoM meM kevala AkarSaNa rahatA hai| usI prakAra jaba samAna paramANu hote haiM na, taba isa deha ko usIke prati AkarSaNa hotA hai| usameM lohacuMbaka hai| isameM ilekTrikala baoNDI hai! lekina jisa prakAra lohacuMbaka lohe ko khIMcatA hai, anya kisI dhAtu ko nahIM khiiNctaa| usI prakAra khuda kI dhAtuvAlA ho, tabhI AkarSita hotA hai, usI prakAra Apake aMdara sArA khiMcAva aura AkarSaNa hotA hai| lekina vahA~ para jAgRti rahanI cAhie, varnA mAra khA jaaegaa| yadi sirpha AkarSaNa hI ho to use pasaMda karate haiM, lekina phira se vikarSaNa hogaa| thor3I dera acchA lagatA hai, phira vApasa kar3avA lagatA

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) hai / puruSa, kitanA bhI suMdara ho, lekina strI ko yadi do zabda ulTe bola die, ki, 'tU beakla hai' to phira strI ko aisA hotA hai ki, 'mujhe beaqla kahA?' taba phira kar3avA lagatA hai| yAnI sirpha AkarSaNa hI nahIM hai isa jagat meN| AkarSaNa aura vikarSaNa donoM hI haiM, yaha dvaMdvarUpI hai ! yaha jagat dvaMdvarUpI hI hai| isalie sirpha AkarSaNa hI nahIM hotA / vikarSaNa bhI hai hI / vikarSaNa nahIM hogA to phira se AkarSaNa hogA hI nahIM aura yadi sirpha AkarSaNa hI hogA, taba bhI loga Uba jaaeNge| 274 paramANu meM bhara gayA pAvara praznakartA : yaha saba cetana meM kahA~ se ghusa gayA ? aisA kyoM zurU ho gayA ? dAdAzrI : use aisA bhAna huA ki 'yaha to, maiM khiMca rahA hU~' aura itanA samajha le ki yaha putalA usa putale ke sAtha, una donoM meM ilekTrisiTI kI vajaha se donoM khiMca rahe haiM, use 'maiM jAnanevAlA hU~' / lekina aisA bhAna nahIM rahA use| ilekTrikala aiDajasTamenTa kI vajaha se lohacuMbakatva utpanna hotA hai| isalie mujhe nahIM khiMcanA hai phira bhI khiMca jAtA huuN| isalie samajha meM aisA AtA hai ki yaha khuda nahIM khiMca rahA hai| taya kiyA ho ki 'bistara para se idhara-udhara nahIM honA hai / ' lekina vApasa Adhe ghaMTe bAda uTha jAtA hai! taba mana meM aisA hotA hai ki, 'maiM hI kaccA huuN|' 'taya kiyA thA na ? phira tU kaise DhIlA par3a gayA ? yaha to bhItara dUsarA bhUta ghusa gayA hai|' isa para logoM ne mujhase phira pUchA, mujhe kahate haiM ki, 'yaha kyA ho rahA hai?' maiMne kahA, 'yaha to ilekTrikala aiDajasTamenTa kI vajaha se lohacuMbakatva rahatA hai| yAnI lohacuMbaka pina ko hilAtA hai, usa vajaha se donoM meM riztA hai? yaha lohacuMbakatva hai / ' jabaki yaha to kahegA, 'maiM gayA, maiM nirbala ho gayA huuN|' vaha phira nirbala hI hotA jAtA hai|'maiN' gayA hI nahIM, 'maiM' kaise jA sakatA hai ? merA nizcaya hai phira 'maiM' gayA kaise ? lekina kahegA, 'maiM hI kaccA huuN| yaha maiM hI hU~', aisA mAna baiThA hai n| yAnI isa prakAra se ulTA mAna baiThA hai| lekina kisane sikhAyA yaha ulTA ? vaha yaha hai ki usake phAdara ne kahA, 'tU hI hai, tU hI caMdU hai' phira patnI ne

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AkarSaNa-vikarSaNa kA siddhAMta 275 kahA ki, 'Apa mere pati haiN|' aura phira calatI bne| taba, phira use pati kyoM kahatI hai ? lekina phira sunAtI hai! bAta acchI laga rahI hai yA z2arA kaThina hai? praznakartA : bahuta acchI laga rahI hai| pUrA nikAla kara denA hai isalie saba jAnanA hai, abhI to bahuta kucha jAnanA hai| dAdAzrI : lekina loga kyA samajhate haiM, 'maiM khiMca gayA, icchA nahIM thI, phira bhii| mujhase vrata kA pAlana nahIM ho skaa| merA vrata bhaMga ho gyaa|' are! bhaMga nahIM haA hai| tujhe bhrama hai eka taraha kaa| isa vijJAna ko to samajha ki 'kauna khIMca rahA hai?' tujhe nahIM khiMcanA hai, phira bhI kauna tujhe khIMca le gayA? aura kauna mAlika hai bIca meM, jo khIMca le gayA? taba kahatA hai, 'maiM khiMca gayA, merA mana bigar3a gyaa| mana nirbala ho gyaa|' are! terA mana tujhe kyoM khIMcane lagA? mana se terA kyA lenA-denA hai? vaha mikenikala aiDajasTamenTa alaga hai aura tU alg| aba bolo, pUrI duniyA mAra khA jAtI hai na! yaha to ilekTrisiTI kI vajaha se sabhI paramANu pAvaravAle ho jAte haiM aura isalie paramANu khiMcate haiN| jaise, pina aura lohacuMbaka ke bIca kyA koI A gayA hai ? pina ko hamane sikhAyA thA ki tU idhara-udhara honA? praznakartA : use ilekTrisiTI chUe hI nahIM, aisA nahIM ho sakatA? use kaMTrola nahIM kiyA jA sakatA? dAdAzrI : kaMTrola nahIM ho sktaa| kabhI bhI ilekTrikala cIz2a ko kaMTrola nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| kaMTrola to, use aiDajasTamenTa karane se pahale kaMTrola kiyA jA sakatA hai| bAda meM, aiDajasTamenTa taya hone ke bAda phira nahIM ho sktaa| yAnI yaha pUrI deha to vijJAna hai| vijJAna se yaha saba cala rahA hai| aba, jaba khiMcAva hotA hai to use loga kahate haiM ki 'mujhe rAga huaa'| are! AtmA ko rAga to hotA hogA? AtmA to vItarAga hai! AtmA ko

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) rAga bhI nahIM hotA aura dveSa bhI nahIM hotA / ye donoM to khuda kI kalpanA hai / use bhrAMti kahate haiM / bhrAMti calI jAe to phira kucha hai hI nahIM / 276 aura phira yaha eka prakAra kA AkarSaNa nahIM hai| baccoM para bhI AkarSaNa hotA hai| yAnI yaha eka prakAra kI ilekTrisiTI se ye sAre paramANu lohacuMbaka jaise ho jAte haiM, usameM yadi sAmanevAle ke milate-julate paramANu Ae~, to vahA~ AkarSaNa hotA hai, anyatra AkarSaNa nahIM hotA / lohacuMbaka kA to hameM anubhava hai na ? usameM kauna kisake prati rAga karatA hai ? aura yahA~ to Apa rAga nahIM karate haiM na, kisI se ? jaisA vaha lohacuMbaka svabhAvika hai, vaisA hI yaha bhI svabhAvika hai / lekina isameM kyA kahate haiM ki, 'maiMne kiyA', 'maiM kara rahA hU~' aisA kahA ki cipakA phira! varnA kaheMge, 'mujhase aisA ho gayA' / are! kyoM pha~satA hai ! AkarSaNa ho jAe taba phira use, 'yaha merA, itanA merA' karatA rahatA hai / are! nahIM hai terA / yaha pU~jI bhI terI nahIM hai aura yaha milkiyata bhI terI nahIM hai| tU kyoM bekAra hI pha~sa rahA hai ? zAdI kI tabhI se 'merI vAipha, merI vAipha' karatA hai / lekina jaba zAdI nahIM huI thI, usa samaya ? taba kahegA, 'usase pahale to merI nahIM thI!' zAdI huI tabhI se DorI se lapeTatA rahatA hai, 'merI, merI ' karatA hai| phira jaba patnI mara jAe, taba rotA hai| zAdI nahIM kI thI taba merI nahIM thI to yaha 'merI' kaise ghusa gayA ? aba 'nahIM hai merI, nahIM hai merI' kara to terA jo lapeTA huA hai, vaha chUTa jAegA! loga kyA kahate haiM? tUne mAyA ko pakar3A hai, use chor3a de| lekina chUTe kaise ? jJAnIpuruSa saba chur3avA dete haiN| jJAnIpuruSa khuda mukta hue haiM, ve sabhI ko mukta karavA dete haiN| unake sAinTiphika tarIke se ve rAstA batAte haiM ki aise chUTA jA sakatA hai, nahIM to chUTane kA aura koI rAstA nahIM hai| yAnI mokSamArga ko samajhanA hai, kevala samajhate rahanA hai ! vahA~ tatvadRSTi se hI mukti akrama yAnI kyA? ki karma khapAe binA jJAna prApta huA hai| abhI taka kisI prakAra ke karma nahIM khapAe haiM / ataH bAta ko samajha lenA hai| isameM anya kucha bAdhaka nahIM hai ! aura yaha viSaya eka aisI cIz2a hai ki

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AkarSaNa - vikarSaNa kA siddhAMta isa jJAna ko ulaTa de| sirpha yaha viSaya hI aisA hai / anya sabakucha bhale hI rhaa| jIbha ke viSaya vagairaha, ve sabhI dAvA nahIM krte| vaha cetana ke sAtha nahIM hai| vaha acetana hai aura yaha to mizracetana hai / isalie isa viSaya meM to ApakI icchA nahIM ho phira bhI vaza meM honA par3atA hai, varnA vaha dAvA kara sakatI hai aura kabhI bhaTakA bhI sakatI hai / ataH isameM bahuta jAgRti rkhnaa| isa vajaha se yahA~ to kucha loga hamezA ke lie vrata hI le lete haiM aura hama dete bhI haiN| yA phira koI sAlabhara ke lie TrAyala ke taura para le to aisA karate-karate zakti bahuta bar3ha jAtI hai / yaha viSaya hai hI aisA ki bhaTakA de / hamane jo AtmA diyA hai, use bhI phikavA de| 277 avasthA dRSTi se dekhane para hI usakA aisA saba asara hotA hai| avasthA dRSTi se hI AkarSaNa - vikarSaNa hai, tatvadRSTi se nahIM hai| avasthA meM tanmayAkAra ho jAe ki turaMta hI aMdara lohacuMbakatva utpanna ho jAtA hai aura usase phira AkarSaNa zurU hotA hai / praznakartA : jaba lohacuMbaka aura pina donoM Amane-sAmane Ate haiM, taba AkarSaNa hotA hai| aba yaha AkarSaNa nAbUda kaba hogA ? dAdAzrI : yaha to hamezA rahegA hI / jaba taka lohA lohe ke bhAva meM hai, taba taka rhegaa| yadi lohacuMbakatva utara jAe to AkarSaNa calA jaaegaa| jahA~ AkarSaNa, vahA~ z2arUrI hai pratikramaNa jahA~ AkarSaNa, vahA~ moha / jahA~ hamArI A~khe khiMceM, jahA~ para aMdara bahuta hI AkarSaNa hotA rahe, vahA~ moha hotA hI hai / isalie zAstrakAroM ne bahuta sAvadhAna kiyA hai ki AkarSaNavAlI jagaha para upayoga rakhanA, zuddha upayoga rakhanA to vaha Apako parezAna nahIM kregii| varnA vaha to AkarSaNavAlI jagaha hai / yadi phisalanavAlI jagaha ho taba hama kyA karate haiM ? praznakartA : vahA~ sAvadhAna rahakara calate haiM /

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278 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) dAdAzrI : vahA~ Apa jAgRti nahIM rakhate? aura loga AvAjeM bhI dete haiM, 'are! caMdUbhAI phisala jAoge, jarA saMbhalakara clnaa|' usI prakAra yaha bhI bar3A phisalanavAlA AkarSaNa hai| ata: yahA~ para bahuta hI jAgRti caahie| yahA~ zuddha upayoga rkhnaa| jahA~ AkarSaNa hotA ho, vahA~ zuddhAtmA dekhakara, pratikramaNa vidhi Adi karake saba sApha kara denaa| kahIM sabhI jagaha AkarSaNa nahIM hotaa| praznakartA : AkarSaNa kA pratikramaNa karanA par3atA hai ? dAdAzrI : hA~ aura kyA! AkarSaNa-vikarSaNa isa zarIra ko hotA ho to Apako caMdUbhAI se kahanA par3egA ki, 'he caMdUbhAI, yahA~ AkarSaNa ho rahA hai to pratikramaNa kro|' to AkarSaNa baMda ho jaaegaa| AkarSaNavikarSaNa, ye donoM hI hameM bhaTakAte haiN| yaha pudgala kyA kahatA hai ki, 'Apa zuddhAtmA ho gae, usameM mujhe harja nahIM hai, lekina ApakA mokSa kaba hogA? hama to zuddha paramANuoM ke rUpa meM the lekina Apane hI hameM bigAr3A hai| isalie hameM zuddha banA do| jaise the vaise banA do, to Apa chUTa jaaoge| jaba taka hameM zuddha nahIM karoge, taba taka Apa chUTa nahIM paaoge|' jaba taka isa pudgala kA nikAla nahIM hogA, taba taka vaha chor3egA nhiiN| isIlie hamane ina sArI phAiloM kA samabhAva se nikAla karane ko kahA hai, ve paramANu zuddha ho jAe~, isalie kahA hai| pudgala kI, khuda kI aisI alaga-alaga zaktiyA~ haiM ki jo AtmA ko AkarSita karatI haiN| una zaktiyoM se hI khuda ne mAra khAI hai na! AtmA, pudgala kI zakti jAnane nikalA ki yaha kyA hai? yaha kauna sI zakti hai? aba usameM vaha khuda hI pha~sa gayA, aba kaise chUTe? yadi khuda ke svarUpa kA bhAna hogA to chUTegA!

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[8] brahmacarya hetu vaijJAnika 'gAiDa' khule rahasya brahmacarya saMbaMdhita dAdAzrI : brahmacarya kI z2arUrata hai yA nahIM ? praznakartA: hai / dAdAzrI : kitanI z2arUrata hai ? praznakartA : bahuta z2yAdA hai| dAdAzrI : brahmacarya yAnI Apako eka tarIkA batAtA hU~ ki pUre hindustAna ke sabhI loga brahmacArI bana jAe~ to rahegA kyA? hindustAna meM kyA rahegA? balki hindustAna kA burA kiyA aisA kahalAegA, nahIM ? hindustAna meM sabhI brahmacArI ho jAe~ge to kyA hogA ? aisA nahIM kahanA caahtaa| thor3e-bahuta brahmacArI hoM aura anya zAdIzudA hoN| praur3hAvasthA meM, saMsAra avasthA meM brahmacarya pAlana kA rAstA honA caahie| usake lie pustaka likhI gaI hai| kyoMki brahmacarya ke binA isa deza kI dazA to dekho, kyA hai ? varnA brahmacarya kI zaktivAle kI dimAg2I sthiratA kitanI acchI hotI hai, manobala kitanA acchA hotA hai ! praznakartA : Apane kharA brahmacArI dekhA hai ? dAdAzrI : kharA brahmacArI kahIM isa kaliyuga meM hotA hogA? isI ko kaliyuga kahate haiM! yAnI isa hindustAna meM RSi-muniyoM ke samaya meM hI brahmacarya kA pAlana hotA thA / bAda meM dhIre-dhIre kama hote gae, jaise

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) jaise yuga parivartana hotA gayA, vaise-vaise / bAda meM phira pustakoM Adi kA nAza ho gayA aura usake bAda brahmacarya kI koI pustaka hI nahIM rahI / isalie loga samajhe ki yaha rivAz2a to hamezA se thA, yaha viSaya bhogane kA rivAz2a hamezA se hai / dUsare naye rivAz2a bane, lekina yaha hamezA kA rivaaj'| isalie brahmacarya kI bAtoM para do pustakeM banIM, uttarArdha aura pUrvArdha / 280 mahAvIra bhagavAna ke pazcAt paccIsa sau sAloM meM brahmacarya se saMbaMdhita pustakeM nahIM nikliiN| brahmacarya kI bAta kauna karegA isa kAla meM ? hara kahIM mana thor3A-bahuta to bigar3A huA hotA hI hai / jaba taka khuda kA bigar3A huA hogA, taba taka brahmacarya se saMbaMdhita bAta nahIM kara paaegaa| vANI hI nahIM nikalegI na ! jJAnI ke alAvA kauna nikAle viSaya roga ? loga viSaya se saMbaMdhita upadeza dete hI nahIM, isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? praznakartA : ve loga upadeza deM, phira bhI asara hogA hI nahIM na ? dAdAzrI : hA~, asara hogA / yadi unakA apanA brahmacarya se saMbaMdhita caritra hogA to| bhale hI unheM AtmA kA jJAna nahIM ho phira bhI yadi upadeza de to vaha phaladAyI hogA / caritra ke binA saba vyartha hai| vaha praznakartA : laukika brahmacarya ke lie ve loga vrata dete haiM, kyA hai ? dAdAzrI : vrata dene kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, vrata kA pAlana kaise kareM, usakA tarIkA batAnA caahie| varnA vrata rakhane ke bAvajUda bhI jaisA thA vaisA hI ho jAegA! praznakartA : kucha loga viSaya ko chor3ane kA upadeza dete haiN| dAdAzrI : aise upadeza kA kyA karanA hai ? vaha upadeza hI nahIM kahalAegA na ? upadezaka to, aise bola bolatA hai ki viSaya para vairAga A jAe ki aisA hai? viSaya ko yadi yAda kare na to vaha to jItA-jAgatA

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brahmacarya hetu vaijJAnika 'gAiDa' 281 narka hai| viSaya ko yadi jJAnIpuruSa se samajha le ki 'ohoho ! pUre jagat kI durgaMdha isameM hai! pUre jagat kA duHkha isameM hai! pUre jagat kI tamAma parezAniyA~ isameM hai!' yaha to, loga kucha jAnate hI nahIM, isalie mUrkhatA ke kAraNa yaha saba ulTA calatA rahatA hai| upadezaka do taraha ke hone caahie| yA to jJAnI honA cAhie aura yadi ajJAnI ho, lekina zIlavAna hogA to calegA! zIla nahIM hogA taba to kisI kA bhalA nahIM ho paaegaa| balki unase milane se duHkha bar3ha jaaeNge| saMpUrNa caritra to kise kaheMge? zIla ko caritra kahate haiN| zIla yAnI viSaya kA vicAra taka nahIM aae| hameM viSaya kA eka bhI vicAra nahIM aataa| hamArA jo caritra hai, vahI caritra kahalAtA hai| saMyama pariNAmI use kaheMge ki jise viSaya kA vicAra hI nahIM Ae! kharA brahmacArI hI bole brahmacarya para praznakartA : kucha mahApuruSoM ne brahmacarya para bahuta z2ora diyA hai| dAdAzrI : z2ora diyA avazya thA lekina pustaka nahIM likhI thI, upAya nahIM batAe the| upAya kaise jAnegA? jaba taka khuda ne saMpUrNa brahmacarya pAlana nahIM kiyA hai? praznakartA : ve brahmacArI hI the| dAdAzrI : ve bhale hI brahmacArI hoM, phira bhI jaba taka upAya nahIM batAe, taba taka pustaka nahIM bana sktii| abhiprAya deM ki brahmacarya pAlana karanA cAhie, lekina sirpha aisA kahane se pAlana nahIM ho skegaa| isalie vaha yUz2aphula nahIM hai| helpaphula nahIM hai| jo vANI hameM brahmacarya kA pAlana karavAe, pAlana karane meM helpa kare, vaha kAma aaegii| vaha to eka Azaya huA ki brahmacarya pAlana karanA caahie| vaha use helpa karatA hai| lekina aba isakA pAlana kaise kare? to usake lie sAdhana to cAhie na? insAna abrahmacarya kI z2immedArI samajhe, taba brahmacarya pAlana kara sakatA hai| kitanA bhArI jokhima hai, jaba aisA samajha meM AegA, tb| use

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) bhAna hI nahIM hai ki abrahmacarya kyA hai ? aura bhAna dilAe aisI eka bhI pustaka hindustAna meM nahIM hai ki jisameM isa bhAna ke bAre meM batAyA ho ! sabhI ne aisA kahA hai ki abrahmacarya galata hai| brahmacarya pAlana karanA cAhie, lekina bhAI, abrahmacarya kaise baMda ho, aisA koI rAstA nahIM btaayaa| isa pustaka meM sabhI rAste haiM / 282 aisA hai ki logoM ko abrahmacarya kI bAta meM kyA nukasAna hai aura kyA phAyadA hai, yaha samajha meM Ae isIlie kahA hai / usameM se yaha pustaka banI hai! ise par3hakara aba loga soceMge ki 'itanA nukasAna hotA hai ? are ! aisA to jAnate hI nahIM the !' zAdI nahIM karanI hai, aisA nakkI kiyA ho to zAdI nahIM karanI hai, kI ora jAnA aura zAdI karanI hai, aisA nakkI kiyA ho to usa ora jaanaa| hameM aisA nahIM hai ki aisA hI karo / praznakartA : binA samajhe le, to kahate haiM ki dUsare janma meM bIvI, bIvI karate hue janma legA ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina aisA to kAma kA bhI nahIM hai, haaN| samajha meM to AnA caahie| samajha ke lie to hamane pustakeM likhI haiN| praznakartA : sahI bAta hai / dAdAzrI : Apa kaise jAnate ho yaha ? buddhi ko bhI samajha meM A jAe, aisI bAta hai| isIlie to apane yahA~ brahmacarya kI pustaka chapa rahI hai / hindustAna meM sabase pahalI ! yAnI AvaraNika dRSTi se ise sukha mAnA gayA hai| kaisA ? ise sukha mAnA gayA hai isalie maiM vaha ukhAr3a pheMkanA cAhatA huuN| isase kaI logoM ke vicAra badala ge| saba loga samajha gae haiN| kitane bhayaMkara doSa haiM isameM, isa para to z2arA socanA zurU karegA na insAna ? praznakartA : lekina yadi isa pustaka ko par3he aura par3hakara yadi thor3Abahuta samajhe to insAna acchI taraha se lAina para A jAe, pUrA kA pUrA /

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brahmacarya hetu vaijJAnika 'gAiDa' 283 __ dAdAzrI : brahmacarya vrata lene mere pAsa Ate hI haiM n| kaI to patnI ke sAtha brahmacarya lene Ate haiN| yAnI yaha pahalI bAra viSaya para aisA likhA gayA hai| pahalI baar| aura viSaya kA yathAvat svarUpa batAyA hai| praznakartA : Apane jo spaSTIkaraNa die haiM, aise spaSTIkaraNa Aja taka hue hI nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : spaSTIkaraNa kaise deMge lekina? jahA~ khuda hI bebhAna hai, usI meM hI par3e hue haiM, tabhI to ye samajha nahIM pAte ki yaha viSaya kyA cIz2a hai? yAnI sIkresI hai vaha, isalie brahmacarya kI bAteM nahIM hotii| isalie mujhe kahanA par3atA hai ina sAdhuoM se, ki kyoM usa tarapha kI sIkresI nahIM kholate? logoM ko haz2AroM sAla taka yaha pustaka kAma meM aaegii| brahmacarya ke bAre kisI ne kucha kahA hI nahIM aura brahmacarya ke bAre meM kisI ne kucha khulakara batAyA hI nhiiN| isa pustaka ko par3hakara pAlana krnaa| pustaka par3he bagaira koI brahmacarya pAlana kare to arthahIna hai| samajhe binA kare to vaha vyartha hai, samajhasahita honA caahie| par3ho, isa pustaka meM jo likhA hai na, use par3hakara hI apane Apa brahmacarya pAlana karane kA mana hotA hai| nahIM kI bAta kisI bApa ne tere bApa ne samajhAyA to hai na tujhe ? praznakartA : nahIM samajhAyA thA itanA sb| Aja kala koI bApa yA anya koI aisI bAta nahIM samajhAtA, aisI bAta koI nahIM karatA! dAdAzrI : bAta hI nahIM karate, nahIM? koI puruSa kisI strI se brahmacarya kI bAta hI nahIM krtaa| isakA kAraNa kyA hai ki aMdara nIyata cora hai sabhI kI aura mAtA-pitA kyoM bAta nahIM karate? to isalie ki unheM zarma AtI hai| khuda pAlana nahIM kara rahe hoM to kaise kaheMge? ataH

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) yadi brahmacarya kI bAta kI jAe to insAna samajhadAra ho jAegA ! brahmacarya zabda sunA hI nhiiN| aura yahA~ para to brahmacarya para do pustakeM likhI gaI haiN| to yadi koI vyakti brahmacarya pAlana nahIM kara rahA ho to bhI pAlana karane kI zurUAta kara degA ! 284 jisane brahmacarya kA kabhI mu~ha taka nahIM dekhA ho, vaha bhI brahmacarya pAlana zurU kara detA hai / paiMtIsa sAla ke donoM sAtha meM Ae, ve mujhase kahane lage, 'hameM brahmacarya vrata lenA hai / ' taba maiMne pUchA, 'kyoM, itanI choTI umra meM donoM eka sAtha ?' taba kahane lage, 'ApakI brahmacarya kI pustaka par3hI, isalie hameM jokhima samajha meM A gyaa| aba hameM vaha saba nahIM caahie|' yaha pustaka kaI logoM meM parivartana lAI hai / bhAna hI nahIM hai na? sabhI loga yaha karate Ae haiM, par3osI karate Ae haiM, presiDenTa karate haiM, pradhAnamaMtrI aisA karate haiM, bAkI sabhI aisA hI karate haiN| sAdhu-AcArya bhI aMdara kitanA kucha ulTA-sIdhA karate rahate haiN| isalie phira loga samajhe ki yahI mukhya cIz2a hai, isa duniyA meN| isalie isa para socA hI nahIM kisI ne ki isameM sukha nahIM hai / jaba se yaha par3hA tabhI se patA cala gayA ki aisA to jAnate hI nahIM the, varnA zAdI hI nahIM karate na ! yaha bhI jAna liyA hamane / jIvana kA sabase acchA samaya aise hI bitA diyA, zIladarzaka ke binA / aba kahate haiM, 'merA kAma ho gayA !' isase to bahuta sukha bartatA hai, kucha logoM ko to itanA adhika sukha bartatA hai ! yaha pustaka par3hane ke bAda samajha meM AyA ki itanA sArA jokhima aura itanA sArA pApa aura itanA sArA doSa hone ke bAvajUda hama isameM par3e hue hai| isa lokasaMjJA kI vajaha se loga isameM par3e hue haiN| isalie isameM par3e haiN| jAnavara par3e, manuSya par3e, koI insAna bacA hI kahA~ ? anya cAra viSayoM meM harja nahIM hai, isI viSaya kA jhaMjhaTa hai / nAsamajhI kI vajaha se yaha saba ulTA cala rahA hai! yaha pustaka par3hane ke bAda aise anubhava hote haiM ki 'viSaya ke vicAra hI nahIM Ate, baMda ho gae !'

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brahmacarya hetu vaijJAnika 'gAiDa' 285 'gAiDa' kA upayoga karake hue pAsa eka bhAI to pustaka par3hakara Ae the| bar3e duHkhI ho rahe the| maiMne pUchA, 'kyA duHkha A par3e haiM ?' taba kahA, 'ApakI pustaka par3hI, isalie yaha duHkha A par3A hai|' 'kauna sI pustaka par3hI jo Apako duHkha huA ?' taba kahA, 'brahmacarya kI pustaka par3hane ke bAda mujhe bahuta duHkha huA, are ! maiM itanA nAlAyaka, maiM aisA jAnavara jaisA' maiMne kahA, 'vaha Apako nApanA hai, mujhe vaha nApane se kyA matalaba hai ? pustaka Apase kyA kahatI hai ? pustaka Apako jAnavara jaisA nahIM khtii|' taba kahA, 'mujhe aba bahuta duHkha ho rahA hai, aisA kyoM ho rahA hai? ye pApa kaise dhuleMge?' maiMne kahA, 'abhI jitanA khula kara batA doge to niber3A A jAegA, vaha pustaka pUrI par3ha lI ?' taba kahA, 'pUrI, hara eka zabda par3ha liyA / bhItara cIre par3a gae, darAreM par3a gaIM kitnii|' maiMne pUchA, 'aba kyA karoge phira ?' taba kahA, 'Apa jo kaheM !' taba maiMne kahA, 'phira se par3hanA / ' brahmacarya se saMbaMdhita jJAna hI hindustAna meM nahIM diyA gayA hai na ? isalie isa hindustAna ke RSi-muniyoM kI saMtAneM pAzavatA kI ora calIM / pazuyoni jaise ho gae / ye vApasa palaTa jAe~ na, to bahuta kAma ho jaaegaa| koI vyakti sahI rAste para, rAiTa ve para ho, to usa sAiDa para dhIre - dhIre calatA hai / usake bajAya agara roMga ve para calakara vApasa AyA ho na, to bahuta spIDI calatA hai| mana meM ThAna liyA hotA hai ki aba isa pAra yA usa pAra / vaha dhIre-dhIre calanevAlA to rAste meM cAya-pAnI karatA huA jAegA / brahmacarya kI yaha pustaka par3hakara Aja hI hameM ciThThI dI hai ki, 'donoM ko brahmacarya vrata de diijie| hameM bahuta duHkha ho rahA hai,' kahate haiN| kyoMki aisA kahanevAlA koI milA hI nahIM ki isameM aise-aise gunAha haiM yA aise doSa haiM ! jo bhI koI kliyara hai, vahI likha sakatA hai, varnA brahmacarya para koI nahIM likha sktaa| yAnI aisI koI pUrI pustaka hI nahIM hai, aisI kliyara koI eka bhI pustaka nahIM hai| pustaka par3hakara bhI pAlana kara sakate haiM brahmacarya brahmacarya kA viSaya to kaoNleja meM rakhane jaisA hai / aura aisI pustaka

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) hindustAna meM banI hI nahIM hai / hindustAna meM brahmacarya kI aisI pustaka khojane jAoge to nahIM milegI / kyoMki jo khare brahmacArI ho cuke haiM, ve kahane ko nahIM rahe aura jo brahmacArI nahIM haiM, ve kahane ko rahe haiM para unhoMne kucha likhA nahIM hai| jo brahmacArI nahIM hoMge, ve kaise likheMge? khuda meM jo doSa hote haiM, unakA koI vivecana nahIM kara sakatA / jo brahmacArI the ve kahane ko nahIM rahe, jo khare brahmacArI the, ve the caubIsa tIrthaMkara ! kRpAludeva ne bhI thor3A bahuta kahA hai| dAdA kareM jIrNoddhAra, mahAvIra zAsana kA kar3avA lagatA hai thor3A-thor3A ? praznakartA: nahIM, nahIM / kSatriya the, isalie isakA maMDAna kiyA thA bhagavAna mahAvIra ne / unake zAsana meM hama kSatriya haiM, jo isakA jIrNoddhAra kara rahe haiM ! anya kisI kA kAma nahIM hai, jIrNoddhAra karane kA / jIrNoddhAra to honA hI cAhie na ! 286 jisane hamArI yaha brahmacarya kI pustaka par3hI ho, vahI brahmacarya kA pAlana kara sakatA hai, varnA brahmacarya pAlana koI AsAna cIz2a hai ? merA to 'opana TU skAi' jaisA hai| eka bAla jitanI cIz2a bhI gupta nahIM rakhI hai| yaha jJAna hone ke bAda maiMne abrahmacarya kA kabhI mana se bhI sevana nahIM kiyA hai| viSaya kA mujhe vicAra taka nahIM AtA / striyoM ko dekhakara mujhameM viSaya utpanna nahIM hotA, kyoMki mujhe AtmA hI dikhAI detA hai / nirvicAra dazA, nirIcchaka dazA, jise kisI bhI prakAra kI icchA hI nahIM hai / Aja aTThAIsa sAla se hameM vicAra hI nahIM AyA hai / nirvikArI dazA, nirvikalpa dazA, koI vikalpa hI nahIM / yaha to jagat kA kalyANa kara degA ! jaya saccidAnaMda

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