Book Title: Sahajta Hindi
Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Aradhana Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/034326/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdA bhagavAna kathita sahajatA prAkRta sahaja - asahaja - pUrNa sahaja Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdA bhagavAna kathita sahajatA svarUpa jJAna ke sAkSAtkAra prApta kie hue akrama mArga ke mahAtmAoM ke lie kevalajJAna kI zreNiyA~ car3hAne vAlA graMtha mUla gujarAtI saMkalana : pUjya dIpaka bhAI desAI anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa MORCAN OM Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzaka : ajIta sI. paTela dAdA bhagavAna ArAdhanA TrasTa 'dAdA darzana', 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kaoNleja ke pIche, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda - 380014, gujarAta phona - (079) 27540408 All Rights reserved - Shri Deepakbhai Desai Trimandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Post - Adalaj, Dist.-Gandhinagar-382421, Gujarat, India. prathama saMskaraNa : 2000 pratiyA~ navambara 2018 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' aura 'maiM kucha bhI jAnatA nahIM', yaha bhAva! dravya mUlya : 50 rupae mudraka : aMbA oNphaseTa B-99, ilekTronIksa GIDC, ka-6 roDa, sekTara-25, gAMdhInagara-382044 phona : (079) 39830341 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samarpaNa aho, kalikAla, meM adbhuta Azcarya sarjita hue, jJAnI kRpA se, svarUpa ke lakSa prApta hue| AtmA-anAtmA ke, siddhAMtika vivaraNa samajha meM Ae, Atmajyota ke prakAza se, mokSa kI ora kadama bddh'aae| prakRti se alaga hokara, puruSa pada meM sthira hue, pratiSThA baMda huI, 'pratiSThita' ke jJAtA bne| nija aprayAsa se, mana-vANI-kAyA ko alaga dekhA, aham-buddhi ke vilaya hone se DakhoDakhala baMda hue| 'vyavasthita' ke udaya se, DiscArja ke jJAtA rahe, prakRti ke sahaja hone para, nirAlaMba khuda hue| sahaja 'isa' anubhava se, 'sahaja' kA marma samajha meM AyA, 'sarvajJa' svarUpa 'isa' jJAnI ko, sahaja rUpa se phcaanaa| jJAnI kI sahaja vANI se, zAstra race gae, kaisI karuNA jagakalyANI ! sahaja rUpa se samarpita hue| Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trimaMtra namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM namo uvajjhAyANaM namo loe savvasAhUNaM eso paMca namakkAro, savvapAvappaNAsaNI maMgalANaM ca savvesiM, paDhamaM havar3a maMgalam 1 OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya 2 OM namaH zivAya 3 jaya saccidAnaMda Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'dAdA bhagavAna' kauna ? jUna 1958 kI eka saMdhyA kA karIba chaH baje kA samaya, bhIr3a se bharA sUrata zahara kA relave sTezana, pleTaphArma naM. 3 kI beMca para baiThe zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela rUpI dehamaMdira meM kudaratI rUpa se, akrama rUpa meM, kaI janmoM se vyakta hone ke lie Atura 'dAdA bhagavAna' pUrNa rUpa se prakaTa hue| aura kudarata ne sarjita kiyA adhyAtma kA adbhuta aashcry| eka ghaMTe meM unheM vizvadarzana haa| 'maiM kauna? bhagavAna kauna? jagat kauna calAtA hai ? karma kyA? mukti kyA?' ityAdi jagat ke sAre AdhyAtmika praznoM ke saMpUrNa rahasya prakaTa hue| isa taraha kudarata ne vizva ke sammukha eka advitIya pUrNa darzana prastuta kiyA aura usake mAdhyama bane zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, gujarAta ke carotara kSetra ke bhAdaraNa gA~va ke pATIdAra, kaoNnTraikTa kA vyavasAya karanevAle, phira bhI pUrNatayA vItarAga puruSa! 'vyApAra meM dharma honA cAhie, dharma meM vyApAra nahIM', isa siddhAMta se unhoMne pUrA jIvana bitaayaa| jIvana meM kabhI bhI unhoMne kisIke pAsa se paisA nahIM liyA, balki apanI kamAI se bhaktoM ko yAtrA karavAte the| unheM prApti huI, usI prakAra kevala do hI ghaMToM meM anya mumukSu janoM ko bhI ve AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the, unake adbhuta siddha hue jJAnaprayoga se| use akrama mArga khaa| akrama, arthAt binA krama ke, aura krama arthAt sIr3hI dara sIr3hI, kramAnusAra Upara cddh'naa| akrama arthAt liphTa mArga, zaoNrTa kaTa! ve svayaM pratyeka ko 'dAdA bhagavAna kauna?' kA rahasya batAte hue kahate the ki "yaha jo Apako dikhate haiM ve dAdA bhagavAna nahIM hai, ve to 'e.ema.paTela' hai| hama jJAnIpuruSa haiM aura bhItara prakaTa hue haiM, ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiN| dAdA bhagavAna to caudaha loka ke nAtha haiN| ve Apa meM bhI haiM, sabhI meM haiN| ApameM avyakta rUpa meM rahe hue haiM aura 'yahA~' hamAre bhItara saMpUrNa rUpa se vyakta hue haiN| dAdA bhagavAna ko maiM bhI namaskAra karatA huuN|" Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmajJAna prApti kI pratyakSa liMka "maiM to kucha logoM ko apane hAthoM siddhi pradAna karanevAlA huuN| bAda meM anugAmI cAhie yA nahIM cAhie? bAda meM logoM ko mArga to cAhie na?" - dAdAzrI parama pUjya dAdAzrI gA~va-gA~va, deza-videza paribhramaNa karake mumukSujanoM ko satsaMga aura AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the| ApazrI ne apane jIvanakAla meM hI pUjya DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna (nIrU mA~) ko AtmajJAna prApta karavAne kI jJAnasiddhi pradAna kI thii| dAdAzrI ke dehavilaya pazcAt nIrU mA~ usI prakAra mumukSujanoM ko satsaMga aura AtmajJAna kI prApti, nimitta bhAva se karavA rahI thiiN| pUjya dIpakabhAI desAI ko dAdAzrI ne satsaMga karane kI siddhi pradAna kI thii| nIrU mA~ kI upasthiti meM hI unake AzIrvAda se pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzoM meM kaI jagahoM para jAkara mumukSuoM ko AtmajJAna karavA rahe the, jo nIrU mA~ ke dehavilaya pazcAt Aja bhI jArI hai| isa AtmajJAna prApti ke bAda haz2AroM mumukSu saMsAra meM rahate hue, z2immedAriyA~ nibhAte hue bhI mukta rahakara AtmaramaNatA kA anubhava karate haiN| graMtha meM mudrita vANI mokSArthI ko mArgadarzana meM atyaMta upayogI siddha hogI, lekina mokSaprApti hetu AtmajJAna prApta karanA z2arUrI hai| akrama mArga ke dvArA AtmajJAna kI prApti kA mArga Aja bhI khulA hai| jaise prajvalita dIpaka hI dUsarA dIpaka prajvalita kara sakatA hai, usI prakAra pratyakSa AtmajJAnI se AtmajJAna prApta kara ke hI svayaM kA AtmA jAgRta ho sakatA hai| Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nivedana AtmavijJAnI zrI aMbAlAla mUlajI bhAI paTela, jinheM loga 'dAdA bhagavAna' ke nAma se bhI jAnate haiM, unake zrImukha se adhyAtma tathA vyavahAra jJAna saMbaMdhI jo vANI nikalI, usako rikaoNrDa karake, saMkalana tathA saMpAdana karake pustakoM ke rUpa meM prakAzita kiyA jAtA haiN| jJAnIpuruSa saMpUjya dAdA bhagavAna ke zrImukha se adhyAtma tathA vyavahArajJAna saMbaMdhI vibhinna viSayoM para nikalI sarasvatI kA adbhuta saMkalana isa AptavANI meM huA hai, jo naye pAThakoM ke lie varadAnarUpa sAbita hogii| prastuta anuvAda meM yaha vizeSa dhyAna rakhA gayA hai ki vAcaka ko dAdAjI kI hI vANI sunI jA rahI hai, aisA anubhava ho, jisake kAraNa zAyada kucha jagahoM para anuvAda kI vAkya racanA hindI vyAkaraNa ke anusAra truTipUrNa laga sakatI hai, paraMtu yahA~ para Azaya ko samajhakara par3hA jAe to adhika lAbhakArI hogaa| jJAnI kI vANI ko hindI bhASA meM yathArtha rUpa se anuvAdita karane kA prayatna kiyA gayA hai| prastuta pustaka meM kaI jagahoM para koSThaka meM darzAye gae zabda yA vAkya parama pUjya dAdAzrI dvArA bole gae vAkyoM ko adhika spaSTatApUrvaka samajhAne ke lie likhe gae haiN| jaba ki kucha jagahoM para aMgrejI zabdoM ke hindI artha ke rUpa meM rakhe gae haiN| dAdAzrI ke zrImukha se nikale kucha gujarAtI zabda jyoM ke tyoM iTAliksa meM rakhe gae haiM, kyoMki una zabdoM ke lie hindI meM aisA koI zabda nahIM hai, jo usakA pUrNa artha de ske| hAlAMki una zabdoM ke samAnArthI zabda artha ke rUpa meM koSThaka meM aura pustaka ke aMta meM bhI diye gae haiN| anuvAda saMbaMdhI kamiyoM ke lie Apase kSamAprArthI haiN| Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prastAvanA parama pUjya dAdAzrI kI jJAnavANI kA saMkalana arthAt vyavasthita zakti se saMyogoM dvArA nimittoM kI saMkalanA kA pariNAma / jJAnIpuruSa parama pUjya dAdAzrI ko anaMta janmoM ke paribhramaNa se hue aneka anubhava unakI nirmohI dazA kI vajaha se unheM tAdRza bartAte the| unakA isa janma meM, nimitta ke adhIna sahaja jJAnavANI ke nikalane se AtmA aura anAtmA jor3a para ke guhya rahasyoM ke sUkSma spaSTIkaraNa milate gae / pUjya nIrU mA~ ne isa saMsAra para asIma kRpA kI, ki parama pUjya dAdAzrI ke ekaeka zabda ko TeparikaoNrDara ke dvArA saMgrahita (rikaoNrDa) kiyaa| pUjya nIrU mA~ ne dAdAzrI kI vANI kA saMkalana karake caudaha AptavANiyA~ tathA pratikramaNa, vANI kA siddhAMta, mA~-bApa baccoM kA vyavahAra, pati-patnI kA divya vyavahAra, AptasUtra, hindI AptavANI, nijadoSa darzana se nirdoSa, paisoM kA vyavahAra aura samajha se prApta brahmacarya aura sAtha hI unake saMkSipta, aneka pustakeM banAI / aura aba, unakI sthUla deha kI anupasthiti meM yaha javAbadArI A gaI hai lekina bahuta se brahmacArI bhAI-bahanoM tathA sevArthI mahAtmAgaNa ke AdhAra se pustakoM ke lie isa vANI ke saMkalana kI prakriyAe~ Age cala rahI haiN| jaise kArakhAne meM saba sAmAna ikaTThA hokara phAinala proDakTa banAtA hai, usI prakAra se isa jJAnavANI ke kArakhAne meM dAdA kI jJAnavANI kI pustakeM banatI haiN| bahuta se mahAtmAoM kI gupta mauna sevA se, dAdAzrI kI vANI kaiseTa meM se likhI jAtI hai| vANI likhane ke bAda usakI cekiMga hotI hai aura phira ricekiMga karake, vANI kI zuddhatA ko jyoM kA tyoM banAe rakhane kA pUrNa prayAsa kiyA jAtA hai / phira sabjekTa ke anusAra kalekzana hotA hai, phira usa kalekzana kA vividha prakAra ke dRSTikoNa vAlI bAtoM meM vibhAjana hotA hai / parama pUjya dAdAzrI kA satsaMga eka hI vyakti ke sAtha cala rahA ho, vaise bhAvapUrvaka ajJAna se, jJAna aura kevalajJAna taka ke sabhI jor3oM kA pUrNa spaSTIkaraNa karatI vANI kA saMkalana hotA hai| aMta meM prUpha rIDiMga hokara priMTiMga hotI hai| isameM sUkSma I Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ meM parama pUjya dAdAzrI kI kRpA, pUjya nIrU mA~ ke AzIrvAda, deva - deviyoM kI sahAyatA se aura hara eka DipArTamenTa meM aneka mahAtmAgaNa kI sevA ke nimitta se, aMta meM yaha pustaka Apake hAtha meM A rahI hai| dAdAzrI ne aneka mahAtmAoM aura mumukSuoM ke sAtha bIsa sAla meM bahuta se satsaMga kie haiM, unameM se kitane hI Tukar3oM ko isa taraha se saMkalita karane kA prayAsa kiyA gayA hai ki mAnoM yaha satsaMga eka hI vyakti ke sAtha ho rahA hai I jaise eka philma ke lie proDyUsara-DAyarekTara alaga-alaga klipeM banAtA hai, eka kalAkAra ke jIvana meM bacapana, vivAha aura mRtyu kazmIra meM hotA hai to vaha eka sAtha usakI pUrI philma banA letA hai, phira skUla, javAnI aura vyApAra vagairaha dillI meM hotA hai, ghUmane ke lie perisa, sviTz2aralaiMDa gayA ho, isa prakAra aneka klipa hotI haiM lekina usake bAda eDiTiMga hokara, hameM bacapana se lekara mRtyu taka ke sIna (dRzya) dekhane milate haiN| isI prakAra dAdAzrI kI vANI meM eka sabjekTa ke lie biginiMga se enDa (zuruAta se aMta) taka kI sabhI bAteM milatI hai / alaga-alaga nimittoM dvArA, alaga samaya meM, alaga kSetra meM nikalI huI vANI, eDiTiMga (saMkalita ) hokara aba hameM yahA~ pustaka ke rUpa meM milatI haiN| AtmA aura anAtmA ke jor3a (saMdhi) para rahakara pUrA siddhAMta khulA kiyA hai| hama isa vANI ko par3heMge, sTaDI kareMge jisase ki unhoMne jo anubhava kie, vahI hameM samajha meM Ae aura aMta meM anubhava meM aae| dIpaka bhAI desAI 6 Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMpAdakIya zrImad rAjacaMdra (kRpAludeva) ne kahA hai ki jIvana kI sahaja sthiti hone ko hI zrI vItarAga bhagavAna ne mokSa kahA hai| aisI sthiti prApta karanI hai, jisake lie logoM ne athaka prayatna kie haiN| jaise ki mujhe karma khapAne haiM, mujhe kaSAya nikAlane haiM, mujhe rAga-dveSa nikAlane haiM, mujhe tyAga karanA hai, mujhe tapa karanA hai, dhyAna karanA hai, upavAsa karanA hai aura vaha mArga bhI galata nahIM hai lekina jaba tIrthaMkara bhagavAna hAz2ira rahate haiM taba unake adhIna ghara, vyavahAra, saba parigraha chor3akara loga bhagavAna kI zaraNa meM pahu~ca jAte the aura bhagavAna kI AjJA kA ArAdhana karake kevala jJAna prApta karake mokSa meM cale jAte the| kramika mArga kA rivAz2a hI hai ki jitane parigraha chor3ate jAoge utanI mamatA chUTatI hai, kaSAya chUTate haiM, vaise karate-karate krodha-mAnamAyA-lobha ko khatma karate-karate, jaba ahaMkAra meM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kA eka bhI paramANu nahIM rahatA taba vaha zuddha ahaMkAra kevala AtmA meM abheda hokara pUrNatA prApta karatA hai| vaha cauthe Are meM (saMbhava) ho jAtA thaa| parama pUjya dAdAzrI ne aisI khoja kI, ki isa kAla meM mana-vacanakAyA kA ekAtma yoga khatma ho gayA hai| bAhya dravya aura aMtara bhAva kI ekatA TUTa gaI hai| to isa kAla meM rAga-dveSa, kaSAyoM ko nikAlatenikAlate khuda kA dama nikala jAtA hai| to anya kyA upAya hai ? mUla AtmA sahaja hai, zuddha hI hai, ajJAnatA kI vajaha se yaha vyavahAra AtmA asahaja ho gayA hai| jisase prakRti, mana-vacana-kAyA asahaja ho gae haiN| isalie vyavahAra AtmA ko aisA zuddha svarUpa kA jJAna do jisase vaha khuda sahaja ho jaae| usake bAda prakRti ko sahaja karane ke lie pA~ca AjJA dI, AjJA meM rahane se dhIre-dhIre prakRti sahaja hotI jaaegii| / jaise ki tAlAba meM pAnI sthira ho aura yadi usameM eka patthara DAleM to pAnI meM taraMgeM uThane se usameM halacala ho jaaegii| aba yadi pAnI ko sthira karanA ho to kyA karanA par3egA? phira se patthara DAleMge _10 Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ to jaldI sthira ho jAegA? pAnI ko, sabhI ko pakar3anA par3egA? nahIM! kucha bhI nahIM karane se vaha sthira ho jAegA, to khuda ko kyA karanA hai? dekhate rahanA hai, to oNTomeTika sthira ho hI jaaegaa| ___ kudarata kA niyama hai, khuda eka hI bAra geMda pheMkatA hai, usake paccIsa gunA, pacAsa gunA aura sau gunA ribAunsa hokara geMda ke Tappe par3ate haiN| usameM khuda ulajhana meM par3a jAtA hai aura jaise hI geMda ko pakar3akara sthira karane jAegA vaise-vaise geMda aura adhika uchalegI, sthira nahIM hogii| to usakA upAya kyA hai? kyA hotA hai use dekhate rho| geMda ko sthira karane kA prayatna bhI nahIM karanA hai| to vaha apane Apa thor3e Tappe par3ane ke bAda phira khuda hI sthira ho jaaegii| isI taraha se parama pUjya dAdAzrI kI adbhuta khoja hai ki prakRti kI asahajatA kA mUla kAraNa khuda kI ajJAnatA hai| ajJAnatA se prakRti meM dakhalaMdAjI hone se, prakRti kI asahajatA ho gaI hai| aba isameM se sahaja hone kA kyA upAya hai? pahale khuda jJAna prApta kara leM to nae spaMdana baMda ho jaaeNge| pahale khuda sahajAtmA ho jaaegaa| phira dhIre-dhIre prakRti sahaja ho jaaegii| dAdAzrI jJAna ke bAda pA~ca AjJA aisI dete haiM ki jinakA pAlana karane se prakRti meM dakhala honA baMda ho jAtA hai aura khuda kA jJAtA-dRSTA pada zurU ho jAtA hai| aMta meM khuda ke kamplITa jJAna meM rahane se isa tarapha prakRti saMpUrNa rUpa se sahaja hotI jAtI hai aura yadi donoM sahaja ho gae to pUrNa dazA kI prApti ho jaaegii| sahajAtma svarUpa parama guru aise kAruNyamUrti parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAna ke zrImukha se sahaja nikalI isa pratyakSa sarasvatI ko yahA~ 'sahajatA' graMtha meM saMkalita kiyA gayA hai| prastuta saMkalana meM, zuddhAtmA pada meM sthita hone ke bAda aprayatna dazA meM rahakara, puruSArtha karake pUrNa dazA prApta karane taka ke sopAnoM kA varNana dAdAzrI kI jJAnavANI meM khulA huA hai| mahAtmAoM ko to aMtima dazA kA citra samajha lenA hai aura jIvana ke aMtima dhyeya ke rUpa meM lakSa (jAgRti) meM rakhanA hai, ki kabhI na kabhI aisI sahaja, aprayatna dazA prApta 11 Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ho, usake bagaira pUrNAhuti nahIM hogii| taba taka pragati ke lie jJAnI kA jJAna aura AjJA kI ArAdhanA se Age kI pragati hotI rhegii| aneka mumukSuoM aura mahAtmAoM ke sAtha varSoM se alaga-alaga kSetra meM nimitta ke adhIna nikalI huI vANI ko yahA~ para eka samAna saMkalita karake akhaMDa banAne ke prayAsa hue haiN| sujJa pAThaka ko yadi kahIM kucha kamI lage to vaha saMkalana kI galatI ke kAraNa hai, kyoMki jJAnIpuruSa kI avirodhAbhAsa, syAdvAda vANI, sahajatA kI pUrNa dazA meM rahakara nikalI huI, mAlikI bagaira kI vANI hai, isalie usameM kisI bhI prakAra kI galatI ho hI nahIM sktii| - dIpaka desAI Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upodghAta [1] sahaja 'lakSa' svarUpa kA, akrama dvArA 'sahajAtma svarUpa parama guru' aise jJAnIpuruSa dAdAzrI kI kRpA se do ghaMTe meM 'yaha' AtmajJAna milane ke bAda 'khuda' samyak dRSTi vAlA huaa| pahale 'khada' mithyA dRSTi vAlA thaa| jJAnI jaba ina roMga bilIphoM (mithyA dRSTi) ko phrekcara kara dete haiM, taba rAiTa bilIpha baiTha jAtI hai| rAiTa bilIpha arthAt samyak drshn| isalie phira 'maiM caMdUbhAI nahIM, maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', aisI bilIpha baiTha jAtI hai, phira 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' kA dhyAna apane Apa hI AtA hai, vaha sahaja kahalAtA hai| isameM 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', vaha raTana yA smaraNa nahIM hai| vaha to aMza anubhava hai| jo akrama dvArA sahaja rUpa se prApta hotA hai| jaise-jaise jAgRti bar3hatI jAtI hai, usake bAda pUrI bAta samajhanI par3atI hai| phira jJAnI ke paricaya meM rahakara, jJAna samajha lenA hai| jaise-jaise pragati karoge vaise-vaise anubhava bar3hatA jaaegaa| jJAnI kI AjJA meM rahane kA puruSArtha karanA hai aura yadi nahIM raha pAe to bhItara kheda rakhanA hai ki aise kaise karma ke udaya lekara Ae haiM ki jo hameM zAMti se nahIM baiThane dete| khuda kA dRr3ha nizcaya aura AjJApAlana kA abhyAsa, usakI pragati krvaaegaa| yaha rileTiva aura riyala dekhane kA abhyAsa, pA~ca-sAta dina taka karane se vaha dekhanA sahaja ho jaaegaa| aba, prazna yaha uThatA hai ki eka tarapha to dAdA kahate haiM ki Apako ApakA sahaja svarUpa prApta ho gayA hai, aba abhyAsa yA raTana karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai aura dUsarI tarapha aisA kahate haiM ki sAmane vAle ko zuddhAtmA dekhane kA thor3A-thor3A abhyAsa karo, phira sahaja ho jaaegaa| dekhane meM to ye donoM bAteM virodhAbhAsa lagatI haiM lekina nahIM! donoM bAteM apanI jagaha para yogya hI haiN| jaba svarUpa ke lakSa ke lie jJAna diyA jAtA hai taba kRpA se hI sahaja pratIti baiTha jAtI hai| jise yadi khuda jAna-bUjhakara nahIM ukhAr3egA to mokSa meM jAne taka vaha sahaja pratIti nahIM 13 Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaaegii| jaba vyavahAra meM sAmane vAle ko zuddhAtmA rUpa se dekhane kA samaya AtA hai taba bharA huA mAla bIca meM A jAtA hai isalie abhyAsa kI z2arUrata par3atI hai| pahale ajJAnatA thI, isalie yaha maiMne kiyA aura yaha maiMne jAnA' aise khuda kartA aura dRSTA donoM bana jAtA thA, ataH asahaja thaa| jJAna lene ke bAda sahaja hone kI zuruAta ho jAtI hai| __ yaha kRpA se jo prApta huA, vaha zuddhAtmA pada hai, jaba vaha prApta huA tabhI se mokSa hone kI muhara laga gii| aba yadi jJAnI kI AjJA kA pAlana kareMge to dhIre-dhIre nirAlaMba hokara rheNge| jJAna prApti ke bAda, Atma darzana hone ke bAda, nirAlaMba kI taiyAriyA~ hotI rahatI haiM, avalaMbana kama hote jAte haiN| mahAtmAoM ko yaha bAta jAna lenI cAhie ki yadi jJAna meM bahuta U~cI dazA rahatI ho... udAharaNa ke taura para niraMtara zuddhAtmA kA lakSa sahaja rUpa se rahatA ho, vyavahAra meM ciMtA va krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nahIM hote ho, to bhI vaha mUla AtmA taka pahu~cane vAlI dazA nahIM hai| yaha zuddhAtmA, vaha zabdAvalaMbana hai| mokSa ke pahale daravAz2e meM ghusa gae haiN| mokSa hogA hI, usameM do mata nahIM hai lekina jo nirAlaMba mUla AtmA prApta karanA hai vijJAna svarUpa pada, vaha abhI bhI Age ke dhyeya ke rUpa meM lakSa meM rakhanA hai| ina pA~ca AjJA ke pAlana se zabdAvalaMbana dhIre-dhIre chUTatA jAegA aura mUla 'kevalajJAna svarUpa' darzana meM AtA jaaegaa| vaha Ate-Ate, khuda ke selpha meM hI anubhava rahA karegA, vaha aMtima dazA hai| dAdAzrI khuda isa kAla meM aisI mukta dazA meM rahate the! [2] ajJa sahaja - prajJa sahaja jitanA sahaja hotA hai utanA aizvarya prakaTa hotA hai| ye jAnavara, pazu-pakSI sabhI sahaja haiM, bAlaka bhI sahaja hai aura yahA~ kI striyoM ke bajAya phaoNrena vAle (isameM koI apavAda ho sakatA hai) z2yAdA sahaja haiN| kyoMki unake krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha phullI Develapa 14 Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahIM hue haiN| isalie unakI sahajatA ajJAnatA ke kAraNa hai| ajJa sahaja arthAt jo prakRti svabhAva hai usameM hI tanmayAkAra rahanA, dakhala nahIM karanA, vh| prAkRtika DevelapamenTa meM athavA ajJAnatA meM prakRti ekadama sahaja lagatI hai, koI baira bhAva nahIM, dakhala nahIM, saMgraha karane kI vRtti nahIM, jaisA hai vaisA bola dete haiM, mAno ki AtmajJAnI ke jaisA sarala vyavahAra ho vaisA hI lagatA hai| phira bhI vaha pUrNAhuti nahIM hai| zuruAta meM niyama se prakRti sahaja meM se asahaja hotI hai| eka-eka pudgala paramANuoM kA anubhava karatA hai, phira vahI vApasa jJAnI ke pAsa se yA tIrthaMkara ke pAsa se AtmajJAna prApta karatA hai aura khuda kI asahajatA ko khAlI karatekarate saMpUrNa rUpa se sahaja ho jAtA hai aura phira mokSa calA jAtA hai| yaha prAkRta sahaja aisI cIz2a hai ki jisameM bilkula bhI jAgRti nahIM rhtii| bhItara se jo udaya meM AyA usake anusAra vyavahAra karanA, use sahaja kahate haiN| prANiyoM meM aura bAlaka meM limiTeDa buddhi hotI hai, vahA~ sahaja svabhAva hotA hai aura jJAnI kI to buddhi hI khatma ho gaI hotI hai, isalie jJAnI to bilkula sahaja hote haiN| yaha ajJAnatA meM sahaja hai, usameM se jaise-jaise krodha-mAna-mAyAlobha bar3hate jAte haiM vaise-vaise z2yAdA asahaja hote jAte haiN| asahajatA meM TaoNpa para jAne ke bAda jalana ko pUrI taraha se dekhatA hai, anubhava karatA hai, usake bAda nizcita karatA hai ki paise meM sukha nahIM hai, strI meM sukha nahIM hai, baccoM meM sukha nahIM hai, isalie aba yahA~ se bhAgo, aisI jagaha para jahA~ kucha mukta hone kI jagaha hai, vhaaN| tIrthaMkara mukta hue, usa rAste para clo| yaha saMsAra aba nahIM pusAtA, phira mokSa jAne kA bhAva ho jAtA hai| [3] asahaja kA mUla gunahagAra kauna? mUla AtmA sahaja hI hai| AtmajJAna kI prApti ke bAda yadi khuda 15 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ isa jJAna meM rahegA to prakRti sahaja hI hotI jaaegii| sthUla prakRti rAgadveSa vAlI hai hI nahIM, vaha to pUraNa-galana (cArja-DiscArja) svabhAva kI hai| yaha to ajJAnatA se ahaMkAra utpanna huA hai aura vaha ahaMkAra, 'pasaMda' vAlI cIz2a para rAga karatA hai aura 'nApasaMda' vAlI cIz2a para dveSa karatA hai, jisase prakRti asahaja ho jAtI hai| jJAna milane se prakRti alaga ho gaI lekina DiscArja rUpa se rahI hai use vyavasthita ke tAbe meM hai aisA kahA jaaegaa| jo mUla AtmA hai vaha nizcaya AtmA zuddha hI hai| saMyogoM ke dabAva se ajJAnatA meM jo vibhAva utpanna huA, 'maiM caMdU hU~' vaha vyavahAra AtmA hai| vaha pratiSThA karatA hai ki 'yaha maiM hU~, maiM karatA hU~', usa bhAva se agale janma kA pratiSThita AtmA utpanna hotA hai| isa vyavahAra AtmA ko jJAnavidhi meM bhAna huA ki 'maiM caMdU nahIM lekina maiM zuddhAtmA hU~, maiM kartA nahIM hU~, vyavasthita kartA hai'| tabhI se jIvita ahaMkAra calA gyaa| aba sirpha, mRta ahaMkAra rhaa| pUrva meM ajJAnatA se cArja kiyA thA, vaha Aja 'caMdU' svarUpa se DiscArja ho rahA hai, vaha nizcetana cetana hai, vahI Aja kA pratiSThita AtmA hai, usakA nikAla (nipaTArA) karanA hai| vyavahAra AtmA meM aMza jAgRti utpanna huI, phira bhI abhI jo ajAgRti hai, jo mRta ahaMkAra ke rUpa meM hai, vaha DiscArja pratiSThita AtmA meM tanmayAkAra ho jAtA hai| aba yadi pA~ca AjJA kI jAgRti rakheMge to vyavahAra AtmA tanmayAkAra nahIM hogaa| DiscArja pratiSThita AtmA apane Apa sahaja rUpa se mukta ho jAegA, galana (DiscArja honA) ho jaaegaa| aba yadi prajJA meM baiThakara pratiSThita AtmA kI dakhalaMdAjI ko dekhate raheMge, to phira deha bhI mukta aura AtmA bhI mukt| zuddhAtmA ke alAvA anya kauna sA bhAga rahA? caMdU aura caMdU kI prakRti rhii| caMdU kI prakRti jo bhI karatI ho usameM hameM aisA nahIM kahanA hai ki 'tU joza se kara yA tU nahIM krnaa'| yadi hama jJAtA-dRSTA raheMge to prakRti khAlI hogii| aise breka mAreMge yA to pakar3a rakheMge ki 'hama se nahIM hogA' to bhI saba asahaja ho jaaegaa| vahA~ para agara Agraha nahIM kareMge to sahaja ho jaaegaa| ataH prakRti kI kriyA DiscArja hai jo sahaja rUpa 16 Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ se ho rahI hai, usameM khuda 'rAga-dveSa se, karanA hai, nahIM karanA hai, acchA hai, kharAba hai', aise dakhala karatA hai, usase prakRti asahaja hotI hai| yadi 'dekhane vAle' raho to prakRti kA acchA-kharAba hotA hI nahIM, 'dekhane vAlA' huA isalie jJAnI huaa| prakRti ke udaya meM caMdU bhAI tanmayAkAra raheMge, use hameM jAnanA hai| usase prakRti ke nukasAna kI bharapAI apane Apa hI ho jaaegii| abhI, kabhI-kabhI ajAgRti se dakhala ho jAtA hai, use prajJA meM baiThakara jAnanA hai ki yaha asahaja huA, to dhIre-dhIre aMta meM sahaja hotA jaaegaa| yadi prakRti sahaja ho jAe to bAhara kA bhAga bhI logoM ko bhagavAna jaisA dikhAI detA hai| sahaja kSamA, namratA, saralatA, saMtoSa, kisI bhI prakAra kI bAhara kI kisI bhI cIz2a kA asara nahIM, potApaNuM nahIM rahatA, aise guNa utpanna ho jAte haiN| [4] AjJA kA puruSArtha, banAtA hai sahaja jJAna milane ke bAda lakSa niraMtara rahatA hai, vaha sahaja AtmA ho gayA kahA jAtA hai| aba mana-vacana-kAyA sahaja karane ke lie, jaisejaise AjJA kA pAlana hotA jAegA vaise-vaise mana-vacana-kAyA sahaja hote jaaeNge| ye jo pA~ca AjJA haiM, ve sahaja banAne vAlI haiN| kyoMki jitanA AjJA meM rahA utanA khuda kA dakhala khatma ho gayA aura tabhI se prakRti sahaja hone lagatI hai| yaha caMdUbhAI alaga aura Apa zuddhAtmA alaga ho vaha jAgRti rahanI caahie| khuda zuddhAtmA meM rahe aura sAmane vAle ko bhI zuddha rUpa se dekhe, vaha zuddha upayoga rakhA kahalAtA hai| ghara ke vyaktiyoM meM agara 'zuddhAtmA' dekheMge to usakA asara hogA aura dRSTi meM aisA rakheMge ki yaha to aisA hai, vaisA hai to usakA alaga asara hogaa| sTezana jAne para patA calatA hai ki gADI leTa hai, thoDI dera bAda patA calatA hai ki abhI aura AdhA ghaMTA leTa hai, taba prakRti ajJAnatA ke 17 Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AdhAra se uchala-kUda karatI hai| jJAna ke AdhAra se use sahaja meM lAnA hai| yadi gADI leTa hai to vaha vyavasthita hai| jitanA AjJA meM rahA utanA khuda kA dakhala calA gayA, isalie prakRti sahaja hotI jAtI hai arthAt jJAtA-dRSTA raha sakate haiN| usake bAda phAila naM-2 yA dUsarI anya phAiloM ke sAtha jhagar3e hue hoM yA jhaMjhaTa huI ho to unakA bhI samabhAva se nikAla kara dete haiM lekina phAila naM-1 kA samabhAva se nikAla karanA bAkI rahA hai| ahaMkAra se use asahaja kara diyA hai| kisI sabhA meM baiThA ho aura yadi pezAba karane jAnA ho to do ghaMTe taka nahIM jAtA, hoTala meM khAne baiThA ho aura khAnA svAdiSTa ho to z2yAdA khA letA hai, sone kA TAima ho gayA ho aura koI acchI kitAba mila gaI to par3hatA hI rahatA hai, nATaka dekhane gayA ho aura deha ko nIMda AtI ho to bhI z2abaradastI jAgakara dekhatA hai, nIMda ko absTraikTa karatA (rokatA) hai| deha ko aniyamita kara rakhA hai isalie asahaja ho gayA hai| aba, isa phAila naM-1 kA samabhAva se nikAla (nipaTArA) karake vApasa use sahaja karanA hai| AjJA pAlana kA phlAI vhIla 181 DigrI taka ghUmane ke bAda vaha apane Apa khuda ke bala se hI ghUmatA rahegA, taba taka hI z2ora lagAnA hai| usake bAda bojha halkA hotA jAegA, sahaja hotA jaaegaa| ye pA~ca AjJA pUre varlDa ke sabhI zAstroM kA arka hai| pA~ca AjJA kA pAlana karane ko hI puruSArtha kahate haiN| sahI puruSArtha kyA hai? taba kahate haiM jJAtA-dRSTA rahanA, vh| pahale AjJA rUpI puruSArtha, usake bAda usameM se svAbhAvika puruSArtha utpanna hotA hai isalie khuda sahaja svabhAva meM bagaira AjJA ke raha sakatA hai, sahaja samAdhi niraMtara rahatI hai| [5] trikaraNa isa taraha se hotA jAtA hai sahaja sAhajika arthAt mana-vacana-kAyA kI jo kriyA ho rahI hai, usameM dakhala nahIM krnaa| mana ke dharma meM yA kisI aura meM dakhala nahIM kre| mana-vacana-kAyA kAma karate rahe, unakA nirIkSaNa karate rhnaa| _18 Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAhajika mana, vANI aura kAyA vAle kA pratyeka kArya sarala hotA hai| zarIra, mana, vANI kI jitanI nirogitA utanI AtmA kI shjtaa| mana-vacana-kAyA apane Apa DiscArja hote rahate haiN| unameM yadi khuda ekAkAra ho jAegA taba roga utpanna hotA hai| bhale hI bharA huA mAla ulTA-sIdhA, sahI-galata nikale, usameM tanmayAkAra nahIM honA hai| use mAtra dekhate rahanA hai to vaha khAlI hotA jaaegaa| saMsAra apane Apa sahaja rUpa se calatA rahatA hai| buddhi-ahaMkAra prikaoNzana lene jAte haiM vaha eka prakAra kI caMcalatA hai| varnA, apane Apa sabakucha ho hI jAtA hai| mAtra use dekhate hI rahanA hai ki kyA hotA hai ! vicAra karanA, vaha mana kA dharma hai| hameM vicAroM se dUra rahakara dekhane kI z2arUrata hai| vicAroM ko dekhane vAlA AtmA hai| AtmA khuda nahIM dekhatA lekina vAstava meM to apanI jo prajJA zakti hai, vaha dekhatI hai| jaba taka nirAlaMba nahIM ho jAtA taba taka prajJA phula (saMpUrNa) kAma nahIM krtii| jaise-jaise vicAroM ko jJeya banAte jAoge vaise-vaise jJAtA pada maz2abUta hotA jaaegaa| vicAroM ko jJeya rUpa se dekhanA, vaha zuddhAtmA kA viTAmina hai| hama zuddhAtmA bana gae isalie mana ke sAtha koI lena-dena hI nahIM rhaa| jJAtA-dRSTA pada ho gayA to mana vaza ho gayA kahalAtA hai| yaha jJAna mana ko vaza meM hI karane vAlA hai| isase bAda meM logoM kA mana Apake vaza meM hotA jaaegaa| mana vaza honA arthAt kyA ki hama jo kahe usI anusAra unakA mana eDajasTa hI hotA jAtA hai| vANI, vaha TeparikaoNrDara hai, vaha sAhajika cIz2a hai| sAhajikapana ke lie khuda jJAtA-dRSTA rahe to sAhajikapana aaegaa| jo kartA hai use kartA rahane do aura jo jJAtA hai use jJAtA banane do| jaisA hai vaisA hone do to sabakucha ThIka ho jaaegaa| isa jJAna kA nicor3a hI yaha hai| AtmA, AtmA kA pharja bajAe, caMdUbhAI, caMdUbhAI kA pharja bajAe, 19 Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ donoM kA jJAtA-jJeya kA saMbaMdha rahanA caahie| pA~ca indriyoM ke dharma ko jAnate rahanA hai aura tabhI mana kI, vANI kI aura zarIra kI sahajatA AtI jaaegii| jaba aisI sahajatA A jAegI taba pUrNAhuti khlaaegii| deha sahaja ho gayA, usakA mApadaMDa kyA hai? taba kahate haiM, yadi deha ko koI kucha bhI kare to bhI hameM rAga-dveSa utpanna na ho| sahaja arthAt svaabhaavik| isameM vibhAvika dazA nahIM hai, khuda 'maiM hU~' aisA bhAna nahIM hai| jJAniyoM kI bhASA meM yadi deha sahaja ho jAe to dehAdhyAsa calA gyaa| udaya AyA utanA hI kre| potApaNuM (merApana) nahIM rkhe| jabaki logoM kA to abhI potApaNuM kaisA hai ki prakRti kA rakSaNa to karate haiM, balki ulTA aTaika bhI karate haiN| prakRti kA rakSaNa karanA, vahI potApaNaM hai| usakA rakSaNa karane se hI sahaja nahIM ho paataa| arthAt aba mUla cIz2a ko prApta karane ke bAda ahaMkAra kA rasa khIMca lenA hai| apamAna kisI ko bhI pasaMda nahIM hai lekina vaha to bahuta helpiMga hai| arthAt yadi sahaja honA ho to DiscArja krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, ahaMkAra kA rakSaNa nahIM krnaa| bharA huA mAla to pasaMda vAlA bhI nikalegA aura nApasaMda vAlA bhI nikalegA, yadi use hama 'dekheMge' to hama sahaja hoNge| jaba prakRti sahaja hogI, donoM sahaja ho jAe~ge taba hala A jaaegaa| [6] aMta:karaNa meM dakhala kisakI? buddhi saMsAra meM caMcala banAtI hai, zaMkA karavAtI hai| jabaki jJAna se 'vyavasthita hai' aise yA phira jAgRti rahe to sahaja raha sakatA hai| yadi jJAna se buddhi ko bAjU meM biThAe to sahaja sukha baratatA hai| yaha mana-buddhi-citta-ahaMkAra ye cAroM hI aMta:karaNa ke rUpa meM haiM, vyavahAra meM usakA harja nahIM lekina z2arUrata se z2yAdA jo eksTrA buddhi hai usakA dakhala hai| potApaNuM ke sUkSmatara ahaMkAra ke sAtha jo buddhi hai vaha eksTrA buddhi hai, vizeSa buddhi hai| yadi khuda taya karegA ki isa buddhi kI vailyU nahIM hai, to vaha kama hotI jaaegii| loga to buddhi bar3hAne ke 20 Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upAya khojate haiM jabaki yaha saMsAra hI buddhi kA bakher3A hai| yadi buddhi nahIM hotI to saMsAra aisA rahatA hI nahIM / isa akrama jJAna se to anupama AnaMda rahatA hai, lekina buddhi ke jAne ke baad| jo buddhi hai vaha dakhala karatI hai / buddhi saMsAra ko suMdara banA detI hai, mokSa meM nahIM jAne detI / isa jJAna ke bAda prajJA utpanna hotI hai, vaha TheTha mokSa meM le jAtI hai| prajJA kahatI hai, jo hArTilI vyakti hogA use maiM helpa karU~gI, mokSa meM le jaauuNgii| aMtaHkaraNa kI buddhi kI saMsAra meM jitanI, jahA~-jahA~ z2arUrata hai, utanA sahaja prakAza vaha detI hI hai aura saMsAra ke kAma ho jAte haiM lekina yadi isa viparIta buddhi kA upayoga karoge to sarva duHkhoM ko invAiTa (AmaMtrita) kroge| yadi buddhi samyak ho gaI to sAre duHkha khatma ho jaaeNge| manuSya ne buddhi kA durupayoga kiyA, isalie nirAzritapanA bhugatatA hai| jabaki manuSya ke alAvA karor3oM jIva haiM, ve Azrita haiM, sahaja rUpa se AnaMda meM haiN| yadi AtmajJAnI ke darzana kie ho aura vahA~ zraddhA baiThI ho to samyak buddhi utpanna hotI hai aura phira sahaja bhAva se mokSamArga mila hI jAtA hai| vyakti jo kriyA karatA hai usa kriyA meM koI dikkata nahIM hai, usameM buddhi kA upayoga huA to turaMta hI kaoNz2ez2a utpanna ho jAte haiM / buddhi bagaira kI kriyA sahaja kahalAtI hai / jaba sAmane vAlA vyakti gAlI detA hai taba buddhi kA upayoga hotA hai, 'mujhe kyoM dI' ? isalie krodha utpanna hotA hai, dveSa karatA hai, vaha kaoNz2ez2a hai / Apa khAte ho, vaha kaoNz2a nahIM hai, 'maz2A nahIM AyA, use kharAba kahA, vaha kaoNz2a hai yA to khuza ho gae, vaha bhI kaoNz2a hai / isa jJAna ke bAda buddhi dakhalaMdAjI karatI hai, yadi aisA patA cala jAe to hameM usake pakSa meM nahIM rahanA cAhie / dRSTi badala lenI cAhie, usakI dakhalaMdAz2I ke virodha meM rahanA cAhie to vaha dhIre-dhIre baMda hotI 21 Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaaegii| ye to jaba taka use mAna deMge, usakA svIkAra kara leMge, usakI salAha mAneMge, taba taka buddhi dakhalaMdAjI karatI hI rhegii| buddhi imozanala karavAtI hai| imozanala hone para jAgRti nahIM rhtii| yadi imozanala bilkula bhI nahIM hue to vahA~ para jJAtA-dRSTApanA saMpUrNa rUpa se rahA, vahI sAhajikatA hai| usake kAma hanDreDa parasenTa hote haiN| caMdUbhAI kyA kara rahe haiM use dekhate rahanA hai, unake jJAtA-dRSTA rahanA hai| yadi sudhArane jAe~ge, karane jAe~ge, to bigar3egA aura yadi dekhate raheMge to sudhregaa| eka avatAra kA sArA hisAba lekara Ae haiN| ATA taiyAra lekara Ae haiM, use phira se pIsane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| 'maiM kartA hU~' usI pAgalapana kI vajaha se bigar3a jAtA hai| varnA, isa zarIra meM to bahuta z2abaradasta sAinsa (vaijJAnika rUpa se) calatA hI rahatA hai| dakhala karane kI z2arUrata hI nhiiN| buddhi to bheda karavAtI hai, yaha acchA aura yaha kharAba, vaha imozanala karavAtI hai| vaha kAma kI nahIM hai| jAgRti se jo bheda hue haiM to ve kAma Ae~ge ki 'yaha maiM hU~' aura 'yaha maiM nahIM huuN'| yaha hitakArI hai aura yaha hitakArI nahIM hai, isa taraha se sUjha par3atI hI rahatI hai| vaha kAma AtI hai| buddhi ajaMpA (azAMti, becainI) karavAtI hai| prajJA meM ajaMpA nahIM hotaa| yadi z2arA bhI ajaMpA huA to samajhanA ki buddhi kA calana hai| sUrya kA ujAlA hone ke bAda momabattI kI z2arUrata nahIM rahatI na! usI prakAra se AtmA ke jJAnaprakAza ke bAda buddhiprakAza kI z2arUrata nahIM rhtii| ___mahAtmA bhare hue mAla ke pariNAma ke samaya ulajhana meM par3a jAte haiM, vahA~ para jJAna kI jAgRti se unheM mor3a leM ki ye to parAe pariNAma haiM, DiscArja haiM aura unakA sAtha na deM, unheM dekhate hI rahe, to ve khuda muktatA kA anubhava kreNge| isa prakAra kI jAgRti se citta kI zuddhi hotI hI rahatI hai aura citta kI zuddhi saMpUrNa rUpa se hone taka yaha yoga jamAnA hai| sahaja ahaMkAra se, DiscArja ahaMkAra se yaha saMsAra sahaja rUpa se cale aisA hai| lekina yaha jIvita ahaMkAra lar3atA hai, jhagar3atA hai aura Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karma cArja karatA hai| usI se ye sArI ulajhaneM haiN| manuSya ahaMkAra kA upayoga karake adhogati bA~dhate haiN| ahaMkAra, vaha to ghora ajJAnatA hai| jJAna prApti ke bAda jisase saMsAra utpanna huA thA, vaha ahaMkAra calA gayA lekina yaha DiscArja ahaMkAra khAlI karanA bAkI hai| jo krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha bhare hue haiM, ve DiscArja ahaMkAra se khAlI hote jAte haiN| sthUla deha meM rahA huA aura sUkSma aMta:karaNa kA ahaMkAra, vaha laTU ke jaisA hai, DiscArja hai, vaha bAdhaka nahIM hai| jo sUkSmatara, potApaj (merApana) kA ahaMkAra hai, vaha dakhala karane vAlA hai| vaha calA jAe to sahaja ho jaaegaa| ahaMkAra aMdhA hai, vaha kAma ko pUrI taraha se saphala nahIM hone detA aura agalA janma bA~dhatA hai| yaha ajJAna dazA meM jo bhI kriyA karatA hai, usameM 'maiM karatA hU~', vaha bhAna sajIva ahaMkAra hai| jJAna dazA meM khuda ko sirpha nizcaya karanA hai, usake bAda vyavasthita kAma pUrA krvaaegaa| lekina khuda 'maiM karatA hU~, mere bagaira koI nahIM kara sakatA' aisA kahegA to sabakucha bigAr3a degaa| pratyeka jIvita cIz2a meM AtmA sahaja svabhAva kA hotA hai aura prakRti bhI sahaja svabhAva meM hotI hai| manuSya meM buddhi aura ahaMkAra ne dakhala karake prakRti ko vikRta kara diyA hai| vikRta prakRti ke kAraNa AtmA meM vikRta kA phoTo dikhAI detA hai| usake bAda AtmA bhI (vyavahAra AtmA) vikRta ho jAtA hai| jaba nIMda AtI hai taba z2abaradastI jAgatA hai, isa taraha se asahaja hotA hai| sirpha, manuSya ko hI sahaja hone kI z2arUrata hai| ye krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, ahaMkAra ye saMyogoM ke dabAva se, ajJAnatA se, aMdhakAra kI vajaha se utpanna hue haiN| jo jJAna hote hI ujAle se, apane Apa sahajAsahaja baMda ho jAe aisA hai| bAkI, cAhe kitane bhI kaSTa sahana kare to bhI yaha vaMzAvalI khatma nahIM hotii| khuda vikalpI, apane Apa nirvikalpI kisa taraha se ho sakegA? yadi mukta puruSa kI zaraNa meM jAegA to sahaja rUpa se kAma ho jaaegaa| 23 Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsAra kI kriyA ho rahI hai usameM koI harja hI nahIM hai / usameM jo caMcalatA utpanna hotI hai, jo sAhajikatA TUTatI jAtI hai, usase karma baMdhate haiN| isa jJAna ke bAda bAhara kI kriyA apane Apa hotI hai| khuda kI z2arA bhI dakhala nahIM rahatI / isase sahajatA rahatI hai / yaha caMcalatA calI gaI, use hI sAhajikatA kahate haiN| nae karma kyA bAhya prakRti ke dvArA hote haiM ? nahIM, ve to ajJAna dazA meM khuda ke jIvita ahaMkAra aura Aja kI samajha aura jJAna para AdhAra rakhate haiN| usase karma ulTe yA sIdhe baMdha jAte haiM aura usake bAda prakRti hameM, unake phala svarUpa se aise saMyogoM meM rakhatI hai / baMdhe hue karma ko chor3ane ke lie kisI kI z2arUrata to par3egI na? isalie prakRti kI bAhya kriyA to hogI hI, vaha kriyA karma se chUTane ke lie hai| usake lie DiscArja ahaMkAra cAhie, lekina vaha karma nahIM bA~dha sktaa| khuda, khuda ke AtmA ke bhAna meM A gayA, kartApanA chUTa gayA usake bAda udaya svarUpa hI rahatA hai, vaha apane Apa calatA hai| yAnI yadi dehAdhyAsa calA gayA to deha, deha ke kAma meM aura AtmA apane kAma meM, vahI sahaja dazA hai I jJAna ke bAda jIvita ahaMkAra calA jAtA hai, usake bAda DiscArja ahaMkAra bhI khatma ho jAtA hai| usake bAda deha kriyA karatI hai| vaha bilkula sahaja kriyA kahalAtI hai / usa samaya AtmA bhI sahaja, donoM shj| yadi pudgala meM dakhalaMdAjI nahIM ho to sApha hotA hI rahatA hai / jaise ki enjina meM koyalA aura sabakucha bharakara rakhA ho aura yadi DrAivara nahIM ho to bhI vaha calatA hI rahatA hai, aisA isakA svabhAva hai lekina yadi bIca meM dakhala karane vAlA baiThA ho to khar3A rakhegA, cAlU kregaa| dakhalaMdAz2I karane vAle kauna haiM ? ajJAna mAnyatAe~ aura bhUlacUka (doss)| [7] jJAnI karavAte haiM anokhe prayoga par3he-likhe buddhizAlI jaba ikaTThe hote haiM to 'dAdA bhagavAna ke 24 Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asIma jaya jayakAra ho' kitane loga bolate haiM ? eka bhI nahIM bolatA / kyoMki unakI buddhi itanI bar3ha gaI hai ki unakA zukla aMta:karaNa hI khatma ho gayA hai| aise tAlI bajAkara kyoM gAnA cAhie ? asahajatA ko nikAlane ke lie| dAdA bhagavAna aise anokhe prayoga se asahajatA ko dUra karavAte the 1 yaha jJAna to mila gayA lekina aba, pUrNa sahajatA AnI cAhie na? maMdira se darzana karake Ae to nae jUte corI ho gae ho, yA to rAste meM kisI ne kapar3e utaravA lie ho taba bhI hameM saMkoca rahatA hai, vahI asahajatA hai| yAnI aMdara isa prakAra se taiyArI, seTiMga karake pahale se hI saMkoca ko dUra kara lo aura sahajatA laao| isa saMsAra meM kisI bhI prakAra kA bhaya nahIM rahanA caahie| kaisI bhI sthiti meM sahaja rahegA to mokSa hogaa| asahajatA se ye eTikeTa ke bhUta cipake haiM / jo pUrNa sahaja ko bhajeMge to ve bhI sahaja ho jAe~ge / tAlI bajAne yA nahIM bajAne se mokSa meM jAe~ aisA koI niyama nahIM hai| mokSa meM jAne ke lie to vyakti kitanA sahaja rahatA hai, vahI niyama hai| cupacApa baiThe rahanA, tAlI nahIM bajAnA, eTikeTa meM rahanA, aisI sabhI cir3ha ghusa gaI haiM / isa cir3ha ko nikAlane ke lie dAdAjI garabA karavAte, bhakti karavAte, mAtA jI ke darzana, mahAdeva jI ke darzana, maMdiroM meM darzana karavAte, masjidoM meM darzana karavAte, ina saba se asahajatA khAlI hotI jAtI hai| apanA vijJAna kyA kahatA hai ki kisI bhI taraha se sahaja ho jaao| sahaja arthAt kyA ki logoM se DaranA nahIM / yadi koI dekha legA / to? gAya-bhaiMsoM se nahIM Darate to logoM se kyoM Darate ho ? AtmA to sabhI meM samAna hI hai lekina manuSyoM se zarma AtI hai / asahajatA kA roga nikAlane ke lie dAdA kabhI kisI ko gale meM hAra pahanakara ghara jAne ke lie kahate, yAtrA meM jahA~ bar3A sTaoNpa AyA ho vahA~ sTezana para utarakara garabA krvaate| vahA~ sabhI mukta mana se garabA karate / ve kisI se dabe hue nahIM, kisI kI zarma nahIM, aise sahaja dazA meM rahate haiM / 25 Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaisA sabhI kare vaisA khuda bhI kre| khuda kA alaga nhiiN| potApaNuM rakhanA hI nahIM cAhie, to sahajatA utpanna hotI hai| jaba sabhI gA rahe ho taba khuda bhI gAne lge| arthAt mujhase aisA nahIM hogA, aisI sabhI akar3a calI jAnI cAhie to sahaja ho sakate haiN| satsaMga meM sabhI jaisA kare vaisA karane se judAI nahIM rhegii| (khuda kA) phoTo alaga nahIM AnA caahie| sabhI meM mila jAnA caahie| khuda kI Diz2Aina anusAra nahIM rahanA caahie| jisakA khuda kA kucha bhI alaga nahIM, vaha sahaja hai| khuda kI DraoNIMga alaga banAe use kaheMge sahajatA cUka ge| jJAna se pUrva jo kucha bhI rAga-dveSa kie hoM, hameM pasaMda nahIM ho, boriyata hotI ho, yaha galata hai, aisA nahIM kara sakate, aise sabhI roga bhare hue hoM, ve sabhI khatma ho jAne caahie| yahA~ satsaMga meM jo kucha bhI hotA hai, usa udaya meM caMdU ekAkAra rahe aura yadi khuda use dekhate rahe to asahajatA kA roga khatma hotA jAtA hai aura sahaja hokara rahatA hai| eTikeTa ke roga khatma hue bagaira dharma pariNAma nahIM pAtA na! logoM ko dekhakara eTikeTa kI nakaleM kI haiM jisase yaha roga ghusa gayA hai| usa roga ko nikAlane ke lie dAdAzrI ne yukti kI hai, jo par3he-likhe logoM ko sahaja banA detI hai| tAlI nahIM bajAnA, vaha eka prakAra kA ahaMkAra hai aura ye bhaktigarabA, tAlI bajAkara asIma jaya jayakAra karane se to ahaMkAra kA nAza ho jAtA hai kyoMki, vaha khuda kartA nahIM hai, caMdUbhAI karate haiM n| isalie yahA~ sArI kriyAe~, roMga bilIpha ko chur3avAne vAlI hai| hameM to 'caMdU kyA karatA hai. caMda ne kaisI tAlI bajAI, kaise garabA meM ghUmA,' vaha dekhanA hai| yaha to pUrva meM jo cir3ha-tiraskAra kie haiM ve plasa-mAinasa hokara khatma ho jAte haiN| prakRti kA jo sArA bhAga hai, vaha to mAtA jI hai, ve Adyazakti svarUpa se haiN| isalie mAtA jI kI bhakti karane se prAkRtika zakti utpanna hotI hai| yahA~ 'caMdU' ke pAsa mAtA jI kI bhakti karavAne se prakRti sahaja hotI jAtI hai| dAdAzrI kahate ki hama aMbe mA~ ke ikalaute lAla 26 Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ haiM, yadi hamArI ciTThI lekara mAtA jI ke darzana karane jAoge to mAtA jI svIkAra kreNgii| mAtA jI ke AzIrvAda se saMsAra ke vighna dUra hote haiM lekina mokSa to AtmajJAna ke dvArA hI prApta hotA hai| [8] aMta meM prApta karanI hai aprayatna dazA saMsAra bhI bAdhaka nahIM hai aura saMsAra kI z2immedAriyA~ bhI bAdhaka nahIM haiM, khAne ke bAda bhItara sahaja rUpa se calatA hai usake bajAya bAhara z2yAdA sahaja calatA hai| hameM kyA ho rahA hai use dekhate rahanA hai| kyoMki bAhara kI kriyA vyavasthita ke tAbe meM hai, apane tAbe meM nahIM hai| vyavasthita arthAt kyA ki sahaja bhAva se raho aura jo ho rahA hai use hone do| to hama aprayatna dazA meM raha pAe~ge aura jJAna pariNAma paaeNge| aMta meM yaha dazA prApta karanI hai| khAne ke bAda kyA dekhane jAnA par3atA hai ki bhItara pAcaka rasa Dale, pAcana kisane karavAyA, apane Apa hI sArI kriyA hokara sabakucha alaga-alaga ho jAtA hai na? bhItara kauna karane gayA thA? rAta ko nIMda meM zarIra sahaja hotA hai, aMdara kA apane Apa hI calatA hai| to kyA bAhara kA nahIM calegA? 'maiM karatA hU~, mujhe karanA par3egA' aisA mAnakara dakhala karate rahate haiN| bAkI, khAnA-pInA, kAma-vyApAra, vyavahAra sabakucha sahaja bhAva se calatA hai| sahaja bhAva meM buddhi kA upayoga nahIM hotaa| sahaja arthAt aprayatnadazA, khuda kA kisI bhI prakAra kA koI prayatna nhiiN| hA~, caMdU kA prayatna hotA hai, vaha bhI vyavasthita ke adhIna hotA rahatA hai, lekina khuda 'maiMne yaha kiyA', vaha bhAna nahIM hotaa| isa saMsAra meM karane jaisA aura nahIM karane jaisA kucha bhI nahIM hai| kyA hotA hai use dekhate-jAnate rahanA hai| apanI dRSTi kaisI rakhanI hai? sahaja / kyA hotA hai, use dekhanA hai| yadi vyavasthita saMpUrNa rUpa se samajha meM A jAe to kevalajJAna prakaTa hotA jAegA, saMpUrNa sahaja hotA jaaegaa| jJAna milane ke bAda nirvikalpa to ho gae lekina sahaja nahIM hue| jitanA sahaja hote jAe~ge utanI vItarAgatA AtI jaaegii| 27 Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdAzrI kahate haiM, hameM, 'Aja aisA karanA hai', aisA kucha bhI nahIM rhtaa| kyA milatA hai aura kyA nahIM, itanA hI dekhate haiN| apane Apa sahaja rUpa se mila jAtA ho to, varnA kucha nhiiN| isalie yadi koI kAma nahIM hotA to hisAba lagAkara dekhate haiM ki isameM kauna se saMyoga kI kamI hai? aise TAima aura sabhI saMyoga ko dekhate-dekhate sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa saba kA patA calA ki jagat kisa taraha se calatA hai! dravya-kSetra-kAla-bhAva ke ikaTThe hone (milane) para kArya ho jAtA hai| usameM khuda kA kartApanA kahA~ hai ? aMta meM sahaja honA pdd'egaa| sahaja hue bagaira nahIM clegaa| aprayatna dazA se cAya va khAnA jo bhI Ae usameM koI harja nhiiN| sahajatA se khIra-pUrI mile to use khAe aura sabjI-roTI mile to use bhI khaae| eka kA Adara nahIM aura dUsare kA anAdara nahIM, vaha sahaja hai| bAhara ke prApta saMyogoM aura aMdara ke mana, buddhi ke sabhI saMyogoM se para hotA hai, aMdara jo cIkha-pukAra karate haiM, jaba una sabhI ko khuda alaga rahakara dekhegA taba sahaja dazA prApta hogii| yadi do baje khAnA milA to bhI kucha nahIM bolanA, kyA hotA hai use dekhate rhnaa| khAne meM yaha dikkata karegA, vaha dikkata karegA, aisA saba vikRta buddhi vAle ko dikkata karatA hai, sahaja ko kucha nahIM hotaa| sAmane se AyA huA duHkha bhugata le, sAmane se AyA huA sukha bhoga le, sAmane se AyA huA khA le, hameM dakhala nahIM karanA cAhie, use sahaja kahate haiN| sahaja kI prApti, vaha prArabdha ke adhIna nahIM hai, vaha jJAna ke adhIna hai| yadi ajJAna hogA to asahaja hogA aura yadi jJAna hogA to sahaja hotA jaaegaa| yaha to akrama vijJAna hai, krama nahIM, kucha nahIM karanA hai| jahA~ kare vahA~ saMsAra, jahA~ sahaja vahA~ aatmaa| __maiM calAtA hU~, mujhe kucha karanA par3egA, maiM karatA hU~, ve bhAva nahIM, kartApanA kI lagAma hI chor3a denI hai| eka dina aisA bhAva karanA ki dAdA, maiMne Apako lagAma sauMpa dI, aba to maiM jJAtA-dRSTA huuN| mujhe kucha 28 Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahIM calAnA hai| usake bAda dekho calatA hai yA Apako calAnA par3atA hai ? yaha to 'maiM karatA hU~' aise lagAma pakar3akara rakhate haiM isIlie bigar3atA hai| yadi pA~ca indriyoM ke ghor3oM kI lagAma ko chor3a deMge to sahaja rUpa se calatA rhegaa| vyavasthita samajha meM AegA ki roz2a ke bajAya to Aja acchA claa| sabakucha khAnA-pInA, vyApAra vagairaha saba acchA claa| agara dobArA phira se lagAma pakar3a meM le lI ho, dakhala ho jAe to mAphI mA~ga lenI hai / usake bAda prekTisa karate-karate karekTanesa A jaaegii| usase Age kA sTeja, caMdUbhAI kyA bola rahe haiM, use dekhate rahanA hai ki yaha karekTa hai yA nahIM ! yaha sahaja ho gayA, vaha to aMtima dazA kI bAta hai ! sahaja dazA taka pahu~cane ke lie isase Age kA puruSArtha karane ke lie dAdAzrI batAte haiM ki jise jaldI ho use aparigrahI ho jAnA caahie| tU vyavahAra se cipakA hai ki vyavahAra tujhase cipakA hai ? usa vyavahAra kA jhaTapaTa nikAla ( nipaTArA ) kara denA hai aura vyavahAra kitanA rahanA cAhie? aavshyk| havA, pAnI, khurAka lekina z2arUrata se z2yAdA jhaMjhaTa, vaha anAvazyaka kahalAtI hai / vaha upAdhi (bAhara se Ane vAlA du:kha) karavAtI hai aura asahaja banAtI hai aura Avazyaka bhI kucha bhI socavicAra kie binA sahaja honA caahie| apane Apa, isa taraha se aMtima dazA kA citrapaTa lakSa meM hai to usakI pairavI ( koziza) meM rahanA hai / Avazyaka aura anAvazyaka donoM kI lisTa banA lenA, yadi anAvazyaka cIjeM cipaka gaI ho to dhIre-dhIre unheM kaise chor3a deM, usakI pairavI meM rahanA hai| lekina isa jJAna ko jAnakara rakhanA hai, karane nahIM laga jAnA hai| hamAre bhItara meM aisI jAgRti honI cAhie ki ye vastue~ duHkhadAyI lge| anAvazyaka cIz2oM ke lie khuda ke bhAva, khuda ke karAra nahIM rakhane haiN| usake bAda una cIz2oM ko vyavasthita usake samaya para haTA degaa| isa jJAna ke bAda parigraha mAtra DiscArja hai| DiscArja bhale hI rahA, lekina DiscArja meM khuda kA moha chor3a denA hai, mamatA ko vilaya kara denA hai| bharata cakravartI rAjA ke jaisA, parigraha hone ke bAvajUda bhI saMpUrNa rUpa se aprigrhii| maiM aparigraha vAlA hI hU~, merA kucha bhI nahIM hai, yaha sthiti 29 Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdAjI ko baratatI hai| isa janma meM vahA~ taka pahu~canA hai| aMta meM deha ko bhI sahaja karanA hai| [9] nahIM karanA kucha, kevala jAnanA hai sahajatA arthAt aprayatna dshaa| prayAsa karane vAlA khatma ho gayA usake bAda AtmA (prajJA) jAnatA rahatA hai aura mana-vacana-kAyA karate rahate haiN| pUrva meM 'maiM kartA hU~' usa bhAna se asahajatA thii| aba, 'maiM kartA nahIM hU~' usa bhAna se aprayatna dazA zurU ho gaI aura vaha prayAsa karane vAlA, dakhala karane vAlA hI khatma ho gayA hai, usake bAda kevala jAnapanA hI rahatA hai| mana-vacana-kAyA kAma karane vAle haiM, lekina prayAsa karane vAle kI gairahAz2irI se, vaha sahaja dazA hai| kriyA meM harja nahIM hai, prayAsa karane vAlA banane meM harja hai, taba taka vaha asahaja dazA hai| mana-vacana-kAyA aura aMta:karaNa vyavasthita ke adhIna DiscArja hote rheNge| unake kArya meM koI cenja nahIM hone vAlA, yadi prayAsa karane vAlA nahIM ho to| prayAsa karane se dakhala hotA hai| khuda kucha nahIM kara sktaa| jo ho rahA hai usameM roMga bilIpha se 'maiM karatA hU~' mAnatA hai, dakhala karatA hai aura yadi prayAsa karane kI roMga bilIpha chUTa jAe, jJAna hAz2ira rahe to phira aprayAsa dazA rhegii| jo sahaja ho gayA vaha dAdAzrI kI sthiti meM pahu~ca gyaa| ___sahaja dazA meM jo aMtarAya Ate haiM unheM rokanA nahIM hai, unheM dekhanA hai| haTAne meM to haTAne vAlA cAhie aura saMyogoM ko haTAnA, vaha gunAha hai kyoMki kAla ke pakane para usakA khuda hI viyoga ho jaaegaa| saMyoga viyogI svabhAva ke haiM isalie saMyogoM ko dekhane kA puruSArtha karanA hai| svAbhAvika dazA meM Ane ke lie khuda ko kyA karanA hai? dAdAzrI kahate haiM ki vibhAvika puruSArtha karane se nahIM hotaa| nAsamajha vyakti khuda puruSArtha karake samajhadAra nahIM bnegaa| use to samajhadAra kI zaraNa meM jAkara kahanA par3egA ki kRpA karo, to usameM parivartana hogaa| khuda ke dakhala kI vajaha se nae saMyoga utpanna hote haiN| yadi khuda 30 Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kA dakhala nahIM rahA, sahaja rUpa se rahA to ve pichale saMyoga chUTate jaaeNge| mahAtmAoM ko pA~ca AjJA kA puruSArtha hI sahaja bnaaegaa| sahajatA khuda kI hai aura saMyoga para haiM aura parAdhIna haiN| ___mahAtmAoM ko abhI dekhane kA puruSArtha karanA par3atA hai| ve dekhane ke kArya meM lage haiM, aisA kahate haiN| dekhane kA vaha kArya sahaja rUpa se honA caahie| abhI jo dekhane vAlA rahatA hai, use bhI jAnane vAlA usake Upara hai| aMtima UparI ko dekhanA nahIM par3atA, use sahaja hI dikhAI detA hai| bIca kA upayoga prajJA zakti kA hai, use bhI dekhane vAlA jo hai vaha mUla svarUpa hai| jaise AIne meM dikhAI detA hai, AIne ko dekhanA nahIM par3atA, sahaja svabhAva se jhalakatA hai| mahAtmAoM ko mokSa meM jAne kI icchA huI isalie yaha saMsAra bhAva TUTa gayA, apane Apa hii| jaise ki ahamadAbAda kI tarapha Age cale to muMbaI apane Apa hI chUTa jaaegaa| yadi bhAva tyAga barate to usake pariNAma meM bharA huA mAla khAlI ho hI jAegA! yahI akrama vijJAna hai! bharA huA mAla apane Apa hI khAlI ho jAegA, nikAlanA nahIM pdd'egaa| [10] 'sahaja' ko nihArane se, prakaTa hotI hai sahajatA AtmA sahaja hai, aba pudgala ko sahaja karo lekina vaha kisa taraha se sahaja hogA? sahajAtma svarUpa jJAnI ko dekhane se, unakI sahaja kriyAoM ko dekhane se sahaja ho sakate haiN| yadi koI gAlI de rahA ho aura usa samaya yadi jJAnI kI sahajatA dekhane ko mile to khuda meM turaMta hI vaisI sahajatA A jAtI hai| jJAnI ko dekhane kI dRSTi aura unake prati aho bhAva rahA to vaise guNa khuda meM prakaTa ho jAte haiN| jaise ki yadi kisI ko jeba kATane meM eksaparTa banAnA ho to usake ustAda ke pAsa chaH mahIne ke lie chor3a deM to vaha eksaparTa bana jAtA hai| kaoNleja meM par3hane se nahIM bntaa| DaoNkTara ke lie bhI tIna sAla taka eksaparTa DaoNkTara ke anDara meM inTarnazipa karavAte haiM, taba jAkara sarTiphAiDa DaoNkTara banatA hai| ThIka vaise hI yadi jJAnIpuruSa ke pAsa rahakara, unakA rAjIpA (gurujanoM 31 Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kI kRpA aura prasannatA) prApta karegA, kRpA prApta karegA to apane Apa hI sahajatA A jaaegii| ___ parama pUjya dAdAzrI kI sevA meM, sAnidhya meM pUjya nIrU mA~ rahe to vaha sahaja dazA unameM sahaja rUpa se hI prakaTa ho gaI thii| ahaMkAra aura buddhi bagaira kI dazA! ye donoM dazA to jJAnI ke alAvA kahIM aura dekhane ko hI nahIM milatI na! logoM ko vItarAgatA rakhanA nahIM AtA lekina ye jo vItarAga puruSa haiM ve to turaMta hI samajha jAte haiM! phoTogrAphara bhI sahaja ko dekhakara turaMta hI pahacAna jAte haiM aura unake phoTo lete rahate haiM! aise jagat ke sAre niyama haiN| jo deha ke, mana ke, vANI ke mAlika nahIM haiM, aise jJAnIpuruSa ke pAsa pratyakSa samAdhi dazA dekhane ko milatI hai ! yadi koI unheM cATA mAre to bhI unakI samAdhi nahIM jAtI aura Upara se ve AzIrvAda dete haiM! yadi bIca meM dakhala karane vAlA calA gayA to aMta:karaNa se AtmA alaga hI hai| AtmA alaga baratatA hai aura aMta:karaNa aura bAhyaHkaraNa se sAMsArika kArya calate rahate haiN| use hI sahaja kahate haiN| sAhajika arthAt no laoN loN| jaise anukUla Ae vaise rhe| mujhe loga kyA kaheMge, aise vicAra bhI nahIM Ate ! 'maiM karatA hU~' vaha bhAva hI khatma ho gayA aura kriyA svAbhAvika hotI rahatI hai, poTalI ke jaise baratate yadi potApaNuM hI nahIM rahegA to khuda kA mata hI nahIM rhegaa| arthAt parAyoM ke mata se calate rahanA, vahI sAhajikapanA hai| rileTiva meM kudarata jaise rakhe vaise rahe aura khuda niraMtara sAhajikatA meM hI rhe| yadi sahaja ho jAe to niraMtara upayoga meM raha sakate haiN| dAdAzrI kahate haiM, jaba taka hama meM sAhajikatA hotI hai taba taka hameM pratikramaNa nahIM karane pdd'te| jaba sAhajikatA meM pharka hotA hai taba pratikramaNa karane par3ate haiN| __jJAnI kA zubha vyavahAra sahaja bhAva se hotA hai aura ajJAnI ko zubha vyavahAra karanA par3atA hai| jJAnI ko tyAga yA atyAga (grahaNa) kI 32 Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jhaMjhaTa hotI hI nahIM, sahaja bhAva se aisI vizeSa vilakSaNatA hotI hai jisase ki zubha para rAga yA azubha para dveSa, kiMcitmAtra nahIM hotaa| bhagavAna mahAvIra ke kAna meM kIleM ThokI gaIM, kAna meM se kIleM nikAlate samaya unakI deha se cIkha nikalI hogI yA A~khoM meM se A~sU nikale hogeM, phira bhI vaha deha apane sahaja bhAva meM hotI hai aura parapariNAma jo DiscArja svarUpa hai, usameM khuda vItarAga hI rahate haiN| yadi deha ko asara na ho aura sthira rahe vaisA to ahaMkAra se rakha sakate haiM, ve jJAnI kahalAte hI nhiiN| jJAnI kA to sahaja AtmA arthAt sva-pariNAma aura deha apane sahaja svabhAva meM uchala-kUda kre| kIla Thokate samaya bhagavAna mahAvIra ke karuNA ke A~sU the aura kIla nikAlate samaya vedanA ke A~sU the! ye sabhI alaukika bAteM haiM! ahaMkAra kyA karatA hai ki yadi maiM abhI roU~gA to logoM ko merA jJAna galata lagegA, isalie rotA nhiiN| jabaki sahajatA vAloM ko to bhale hI logoM ko kaisA bhI lage, unakA AtmA khuda sva-pariNAma meM hI rahegA, vahI sahaja AtmA hai ! yadi deha jala jAe to asara meM A jAe, hila jAe vaha bhI sahaja svabhAva meM hai| jaba gajasukumAra ke sira para aMgAre kI sigar3I banAkara rakhI taba unakA sira jala rahA thA, use ve jJAna meM rahakara dekhate rheN| usameM jo samatA rakhI ki 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~, kevalajJAna svarUpa hU~, yaha alaga hai|' bhItara bahuta jalana huI, usa jalana kA ehasAsa huA lekina aMta meM hisAba pUrA karake mokSa meM cale ge| jJAnI. tIrthaMkara niraMtara khada ke kevalajJAna svarUpa meM hI rahate haiM aura khuda ke eka pudgala meM hI dRSTi rakhakara dekhate rahate haiN| dAdAzrI kahate haiM, hama meM abhI cAra DigrI kI kamI hai isalie jJAna meM bhagavAna mahAvIra ke jaise to nahIM raha paate| aura vaha cAra DigrI kI kamI bhI hama logoM ke kalyANa ke lie hai| jJAnavidhi ke dvArA jJAna denA, AjJA denA aura usa puruSArtha kA phala hai ki unheM cAra DigrI kI kamI hai, usameM do DigrI bar3hI, aise DigrI bar3hate-bar3hate vaha puruSArtha kevalajJAna ke naz2adIka 33 Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ le jAtA hai| kevalajJAna ho jAne ke bAda koI puruSArtha bAkI nahIM rahatA, usake bAda ekadama sahaja bhAva hI rahatA hai I [11] vijJAna se pUrNatA ke paMtha para yadi eka minaTa bhI sahaja ho gayA to vaha bhagavAna ke pada meM A gyaa| isa akrama vijJAna aura dAdA bhagavAna kI kRpA se mahAtmAoM ko isa sahaja dazA kI zuruAta ho gaI hai / ye pA~ca AjJA, isa vijJAna kI samajha hameM niraMtara sahaja hI banA rahI hai aura pUrNa rUpa se sahaja ho gae arthAt bhagavAna pd| jaba se jJAna diyA taba se sahajatA bar3hatI jAtI hai| aura aMtima dazA kauna sI ? AtmA sahaja sthiti meM aura deha bhI sahaja sthiti meM / nizcaya AtmA to sahaja hai, vyavahAra AtmA ko AjJA meM rahakara sahaja karanA hai aura ve donoM eka ho gae, taba vaha kAyama ke lie paramAtmA bana jAtA hai| sahaja puruSoM ke vAkya saMsAra ke lie hitakArI hote haiM / akrama vijJAna meM sahaja hone ke aise upAya haiM! deha ko sahaja karanA arthAt usakI jo iphekTa hai usameM kisI bhI prakAra kA dakhala nahIM karanA / 'maiM kucha karatA hU~' usa bhrAMti se dakhala ho jAtA hai| 'yaha mujhase nahIM hogA, yaha mujhase ho jAegA, mujhe yaha karanA hai,' vaha saba ahaMkAra hI hai / vahI dakhala sahaja nahIM hone detaa| vyavahAra meM jaba taka saMpUrNa rUpa se taiyAra nahIM hote taba taka saMpUrNa AtmA prApta nahIM hotA / sahajAtma svarUpa vyavahAra meM arthAt kisI kI kisI meM Amane-sAmane dakhala nahIM, ki aisA hotA hai yA aisA nahIM hotaa| kartA puruSa jo kucha bhI karatA hai, use jJAtA puruSa niraMtara jAnatA rahatA hai| kRpAludeva kahate haiM ki jIva kI sahaja svarUpa kI sthiti kA honA, use zrI vItarAga mokSa kahate haiM / dAdAzrI kahate haiM ki hamArI sahaja svarUpa kI sthiti ho gaI hai / mahAtmAoM ko sahaja svarUpa honA hai| 1 34 Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahaja rUpa se sthiti honI arthAt pudgala (jo pUraNa aura galana hotA hai) sahI-galata ho, vaha pUraNa (cArja honA) huA mAla galana (DiscArja honA) hotA hai, use dekhane aura jAnane kI hI z2arUrata hai| aho kaisA adbhuta Azcarya isa akrama vijJAna kA ki saMsAra kI sabhI kriyAe~ ho sakatI haiM aura AtmA kI bhI sabhI kriyAe~ ho sakatI haiM! donoM apanI-apanI kriyA meM rahate haiM, saMpUrNa vItarAgatA meM rahakara! sahajAtma svarUpI ina jJAnIpuruSa dAdAzrI ne atyaMta karuNA kI hai isa kAla ke jIvoM ke prati, aisA Azcaryajanaka adhyAtma vijJAna dekara, bahuta se logoM kA saMpUrNa rUpa se kalyANa kara diyA hai| jJAnIpuruSa kA mauna tapobala anekoM kA kalyANa karake hI rahegA! - dIpaka bhAI desAI ke jaya saccidAnaMda 35 Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rm 339 0 anukramaNikA sahajatA [1] sahaja 'lakSa' svarUpa kA, akrama jahA~ iphekTa ko AdhAra, vahA~ kaoNz2a 30 yahA~ prApta hotA hai, 'sva' kA sAkSAtkAra 1 jJAtA-dRSTA rahane se banatA hai sahaja 31 jo sahaja rUpa se hotA rahe, vaha hai... 2 kheMca-cir3ha-rAga, banAte haiM asahaja sahaja rUpa se baratatA hai lakSa, zuddhAtmA... 3 'dekhane vAle' ko nahIM hai, kharAba... nahIM hai yaha raTana, zuddhAtmA kA 4 'caMdU' udaya meM, 'khuda' jAnapane meM jahA~ prayatna vahA~ anubhava nahIM puruSArtha, tapa sahita sahaja dhyAna, vaha hai kevala darzana jAna liyA to pahu~ca hI pAegA Atma dRSTi kI jAgRti DIkaMTrolDa prakRti ke sAmane... divyacakSu ke upayoga se... 7 prakRti vilaya hogI 'sAmAyika' meM zaddha sAmAyika kI kImata 8 bipharI huI prakRti sahaja hone se... 36 yaha abhyAsa banAtA hai sahaja sahaja jIvana kaisA hotA hai? 36 jahA~ kartA aura dRSTA alaga, vahA~... 9 jahA~ saMpUrNa sahaja, vahA~ bane bhagavAna 37 zuddha upayoga, vahI puruSArtha nirAlaMba banAtI hai pA~ca AjJA 11 [4] AjJA kA puruSArtha banAtA hai sahaja [2] ajJa sahaja - prajJa sahaja aba AjJA kA pAlana sahaja banane... 39 sahaja dazA kI limiTa 40 vaha sahaja bhI prAkRta sahaja 13 zuddha upayoga se banatA hai sahaja ekjekTa sahajatA, lekina ajJAna... 14 zuddhAtmA banakara raho vyavahAra meM aMtara, ajJa sahaja aura prajJa sahaja meM 15 __ zuddha svarUpa se dekhane para, prakRti.... jAgRti ke sTepiMga 16 yadi 'vyavasthita' ko samajhe, to... jitanA kaSAya ugra, utanA asahaja 17 jahA~ dakhala calI gaI vahA~ prakRti... 46 ahaMkArI vikalpI : mohI sAhajika 19 sAhajika dazA kA tharmAmITara ajJa sahaja - asahaja - prajJa sahaja 20 jahA~ samabhAva se nikAla vahA~ sahaja 49 udayAkAra, vaha ulTI sAhajikatA 21 calanA dhyeya ke anusAra, mana ke... 51 AjJA pAlana meM dakhala kisakI? [3] asahaja kA mukhya gunahagAra kauna? pUrva karma ke dhakke... jitanA khuda jJAna meM utanI hI prakRti.. 22 AjJA kA phlAya vhIla isameM rAga-dveSa kise? 22 DigrI bar3hane kA anubhava asahajatA, rAga-dveSa ke spaMdana se... 23 ___ AjJA rUpI puruSArtha : svAbhAvika... 54 jJAna ke bAda pratiSThita AtmA nikAlI 23 [5] trikaraNa aise hotA hai sahaja dakhala hone kI vajaha se asahaja 24 yadi 'vyavahAra AtmA' sahaja, to... 25 iphekTa meM dakhala nahIM, vahI sAhajika 56 asahajatA ke lie z2immedAra kauna? 26 anubhava pUrvaka kI sahajatA 57 sahajatA meM pahalA kauna? 27 ...bAda meM mana-vANI-vartana DiscArja 57 jJAnI, prakRti se alaga 28 jahA~ nirtanmayatA vahA~ nirogitA prakRti meM maThiyA yA usakA svAda? 28 prikaoNzana lenA yA nahIM? prakRti ko racane vAlA kauna? 29 socanA, vaha manodharma alaga rahakara dekhe to sAhajika 30 sahaja bhAva se vyavahAra 36 Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ON mm 65 aMtara, samajhane aura socane meM 62 karma baMdhana kisase? nirAlaMba hone para, prajJA pUrNa kriyAkArI 63 jahA~ dehAdhyAsa chUTA vahA~ sahajatA 92 mana vaza hotA hai, jJAna se ....taba AtI hai sahaja dazA mana vaza rahane kI nizAnI [7] jJAnI prakAzamAna karate haiM anokhe sabhI kA mana vaza rahatA hai, jJAnI ko 66 prayoga sAhajika vANI, mAlikI bagaira kI 67 saMsAra, vaha ahaMkAra kI dakhala 68 aMta:karaNa kI zuddhi ke sAdhana 94 jitanA sahaja utanI samAdhi 69 dAdA karavAte haiM prayoga sahajatA ke lie 95 rakSaNa se rukA hai, sahajapanA 69 eTikeTa nikale to ho jAe sahaja 96 apamAna karane vAlA upakArI 70 garabA se hotI hai prakRti sahaja 97 mAna meM nukasAna-apamAna meM phAyadA 70 Dara yA saMkoca rahita, vaha sahaja 98 jAgRta kI dRr3hatA ke lie 72 potApane se ho gaI judAI kisI ke aham ko dubhAnA nahIM 72 sahajatA ke lakSaNa 100 taba AegA hala 73 vaha cir3ha banAtI hai asahaja 100 una rogoM ko nikAlane kI kalA 101 [6] aMta:karaNa meM dakhala kisakI? hala lAo aise 102 buddhi karavAtI hai asahajatA 75 prakRti sahaja hone ke lie... 104 karo DivailyU, eksTrA buddhi kI 75 [8] aMta meM prApta karanA hai aprayatna samajha samAtI hai buddhi kI dakhala 77 buddhi kI dakhala se rukA hai AnaMda 77 dazA parezAnI hai viparIta buddhi ke kAraNa 78 bAdhaka ahaMkAra, nahIM ki saMsAra 106 buddhi ke upayoga se banate haiM kaoNz2ez2a 79 deha rUpI kArakhAne ko calAtA hai... 106 nahIM mAnanA, buddhi kI salAha ko 80 kyA karanA cAhie aura kyA nahIM? 107 jahA~ imozanala vahA~ asahajatA 80 vyavasthita ko samajhane se prakaTa... 110 jahA~ jJAtA-dRSTA vahA~ sahajatA 81 kartApanA chUTane para khilatA hai darzana 111 sAhajika kA kAma hotA hai sarala 83 aise dikhAI diyA vyavasthita 112 sUjha se hotA hai nikAla sahaja 84 vailyUezana (kImata) kisakI? 113 buddhi yA prajJA, DimArkezana kyA? 84 jJAnI hamezA aprayatna dazA meM _113 aMta:karaNa, vaha pichalA pariNAma sahaja yoga prApta karane kA tarIkA 115 ahaMkAra ke hastAkSara ke bagaira kucha... 86 Adara-anAdara nahIM, vaha sahaja 116 ahaMkAra se ciMtA, ciMtA se... 86 lagAma, kartApanA kI 117 sabhI jIva haiM, Azrita 86 sahaja hone ke lie lagAma chor3a do 118 DiscArja hotA ahaMkAra... 87 vyavasthita kA anubhava hone ke lie... 118 kartAbhAva se bhava baMdha jAtA hai __ karo eka dina ke lie yaha prayoga 120 jahA~ sahaja bhAva vahA~ vyavahAra Adarza 88 jJAna samajhakara, rahanA jAgRta 121 vikRti se asahajatA jAno vyavahAra ko udaya svarUpa 123 ekatA mAnI hai ahaMkAra ne Avazyaka kyA? anAvazyaka kyA? 124 jo sahaja udaya huA hai vaha sahaja... 90 sahajatA kI aMtima dazA kaisI? 126 0 85 5 W 37 Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 152 sahaja dazA taka pahu~cane ke prayatna meM 128 jahA~ no laoN laoN, vahA~ sahajatA 146 parigraha ke sAgara meM saMpUrNa aparigrahI 130 sahajatA, jJAnI kI 147 [9] nahIM karanA kucha bhI, kevala jahA~ potApaNuM nahIM vahA~ niraMtara sahaja 148 jJAnI kA sahaja zubha vyavahAra 148 jAnanA hai jJAnI kI vilakSaNatA 149 sahajatA kA matalaba hI aprayAsa dazA 132 yogI aura jJAnI meM aMtara 149 'dekhane' se cale jAte haiM aMtarAya, nahIM...135 jJAnI ke jJAna se chuTakArA jahA~ saMyoga nikAlI hai vahA~ jhaMjhaTa... 136 150 saMyoga parAye, sahajatA khuda kI 137 ahaMkAra rahita jJAnI 151 aMtara, 'karanA par3atA hai' aura 'baratate...138 vedanA meM deha sahaja svabhAva dazA, sahajAtma svarUpa kI 139 sahaja AtmA vaha sva-pariNAmI 154 'kevalajJAna' ke lie kucha karanA hai? 140 jo vedanA meM sthira, vaha ahaMkArI 155 jahA~ dakhalaMdAjI nahIM, vahA~ apane... 140 dekhanA hai mAtra eka pudgala ko hI 155 [10] 'sahaja' ko dekhane se, prakaTa 'jJAna' denA vaha puruSArtha 156 hotI hai sahajatA [11] vijJAna se pUrNatA kI rAha para karane se nahIM, dekhane se hotA hai... 142 prakaTa hotA hai Atmaaizvarya, sahajapane.. 158 jJAnI kI anokhI sAhajikatA 143 sahajAtma svarUpI haiM 'ye' jJAnI 159 phoTo mUrti kA, khuda amUrta meM 144 Azcaryajanaka kalyANakArI 'yaha'... 160 noTa : mukhyapRSTha (TAiTala peja) ke vistRta rUpa se samajhane ke lie caipTara naMbara 2 (ajJa- sahaja - prajJa sahaja) kA abhyAsa kIjie) 38 Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA [1] sahaja lakSa' svarUpa kA, akrama dvArA yahA~ prApta hotA hai, 'sva' kA sAkSAtkAra dAdAzrI : 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', kyA usakA lakSa (jAgRti) niraMtara rahatA hai? praznakartA : niraMtara rahatA hai, daadaa| 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' kA lakSa hamezA rahatA hai, caubIsoM ghNtte| dAdAzrI : yaha apane lakSa meM rahatA hI hai, vaha AtmadhyAna kahalAtA hai, vaha zukladhyAna kahalAtA hai| varnA, eka pala ke lie bhI AtmA yAda nahIM rhtaa| 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', vaha yAdadAzta nahIM hai, yaha to sAkSAtkAra hai aura abhedatA hai| ___ yaha AtmajJAna milane ke bAda aba vaha 'khuda' samyak dRSTi vAlA banA hai| pahale 'khuda' mithyA dRSTi vAlA thaa| jaba jJAnI ina roMga bilIphoM (mithyA dRSTi) ko phraikcara kara dete haiM, taba rAiTa bilIpha baiTha jAtI hai| rAiTa bilIpha arthAt samyak darzana / isalie phira aisI bilIpha baiTha jAtI hai ki 'maiM caMdUbhAI nahIM hU~, maiM zuddhAtmA huuN'| donoM ahaMkAra kI hI dRSTi hai| pahale vAlI jo rileTiva dRSTi thI, vaha dRzya ko dekhatI thI, bhautika cIz2oM ko, jabaki yaha riyala dRSTi cetana vastu ko dekhatI hai| cetana, vaha dRSTA hai aura bAkI kA saba dRzya hai| dRSTA aura jJAtA, donoM cetana ke guNa haiN| Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA praznakartA : dRSTi, vaha to dRSTA kA kArya hai na? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| praznakartA : to dRSTi kyA hai? dAdAzrI : dRSTi to ahaMkAra kI hai AtmA kI dRSTi nahIM hotii| AtmA ko to sahaja svabhAva se bhItara dikhAI detA rahatA hai, bhItara meM jhalakatA hai! khuda ke aMdara hI saba jhalakatA hai! praznakartA : to phira isa AtmA ko jAnane vAlA kauna hai? yaha jo AtmajJAna hotA hai, vaha kise hotA hai ? dAdAzrI : vaha dRSTi ahaMkAra ko milatI hai| vaha jo mithyA dRSTi thI, usake bajAya 'isameM z2yAdA sukha milatA hai isalie phira vaha ahaMkAra dhIre-dhIre 'isameM' vilaya hotA jAtA hai| ahaMkAra zuddha hote hI vaha zuddhAtmA meM vilaya ho jAtA hai, basa! jaise ki, agara zakkara kI gur3iyA ko tela meM DAlI jAe to vaha nahIM ghulatI lekina agara use pAnI meM DAleM to vaha ghula jAtI hai| yaha bhI isI taraha se hai| arthAt zuddhAtmA dRSTi hote hI saba vilaya hone lagatA hai| taba taka ahaMkAra hai| jo sahaja rUpa se hotA rahe, vaha hai vijJAna praznakartA : 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', kyA vaha jJAna hai ? dAdAzrI : nahIM! vaha jJAna to vijJAna kahalAtA hai| jJAna to ina zabdoM meM likhA huA hai| jo karanA par3atA hai, use jJAna kahate haiM aura jo karanA nahIM par3atA, apane Apa sahaja rUpa se hotA hI rahatA hai, vaha vijJAna hai| praznakartA : sahaja bhAva se AtmA kI dazA prApta karane ke lie dhyAna meM baiThanA cAhie yA nahIM? dAdAzrI : sahaja bhAva usI ko kahA jAtA hai ki koI bhI prayatna kie binA nIMda meM se jAgate ho, taba bhI kyA Apako 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', aisA dhyAna apane Apa A jAtA hai? Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahaja 'lakSa' svarUpa kA, akrama dvArA praznakartA : AtA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha sahaja kahalAtA hai aura anya saba asahaja kahalAtA hai| yaha sahaja kahalAtA hai, 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' apane Apa hI rahatA hai jabaki kahIM aura guru mahArAja maMtra smaraNa dete haiM / vaha yAda Ae yA na bhI aae| usake lie prayatna karanA par3atA hai jabaki yaha to Apako sahaja rUpa se ho gayA hai| ApakA sahajAtmasvarUpa ho gayA hai| ApakA AtmA sahaja ho gayA hai, aba deha ko sahaja karanA hai / vaha pA~ca AjJA kA pAlana karane se sahaja ho sakatI hai / jaba donoM sahaja ho jAte haiM to usI ko mokSa kahate haiM / 3 sahaja rUpa se baratatA hai lakSa, zuddhAtmA kA praznakartA : samakita prApta jIva ko, AtmA kA smaraNa kisa prakAra se rahatA hai ? dAdAzrI : samakitI jIva ko, 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' vaha bhAna apane Apa rahatA hai jabaki aura logoM kA koI ThikAnA nahIM rhtaa| unheM to kabhI kucha samaya ke lie thor3A-bahuta yAda AtA hai ki 'maiM AtmA hU~' lekina samakitI ko to apane Apa rahatA hI hai| jabaki smaraNa karanA par3atA hai usameM bahuta aMtara hai / smaraNa karane se vaha vismRta ho jAtA hai| jo vismRta ho gayA hai, usakA smaraNa karanA hai, arthAt ye sabhI Age bar3hane ke rAste haiM isalie Apako raTanA nahIM hai / raTane se to 'vaha' mUla, sahaja vAlA baMda ho jAegA / sahaja vAlA bhItara se AtA hai, apane Apa hI AtA hai, 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', kA hI lakSa rahA karatA hai I praznakartA : to 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', aisA bolanA nahIM hai ? dAdAzrI : bolanA hai to bolo, varnA usakI koI z2arUrata nahIM / vaha niraMtara caubIsa ghaMTe lakSa meM hI rahatA hai / roz2a rAta ko 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' bolate-bolate so jAnA hai aura pA~ca AjJA kA pAlana karanA, to bahuta ho gyaa| taba yahIM para mukti ho jAegI, sabhI duHkhoM kA abhAva ho jAegA, phira saMsArI duHkha sparza nahIM kareMge / Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA nahIM hai yaha raTana, zuddhAtmA kA praznakartA : 'jJAna' lene ke bAda 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', kA raTana aura bhagavAna kA nAma-smaraNa, ina donoM meM kyA aMtara? dAdAzrI : ohoho! raTane kI to z2arUrata hI nahIM hai| raTana to rAta meM thor3I dera ke lie karanA hai lekina pUrA dina hI, 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', isa prakAra se raTane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| praznakartA : aisA nahIM kare phira bhI 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', aisA apane Apa A jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM! lekina raTane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| raTanA aura apane Apa AnA, donoM meM aMtara hai| apane Apa Ane meM aura raTane meM aMtara hai yA nahIM? kyA aMtara hai? praznakartA : vaha sahaja rUpa se A jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~! sahaja rUpa se A jAtA hai| arthAt jo Apako sahaja hI rahatA hai, vaha to bahuta kImatI hai| agara raTane kI kImata cAra Ane hai, to isakI kImata araboM rupae hai| itane aMtara vAlI bAta ko Apane eka sAtha rakha diyaa| abhI Apake dhyAna meM aisA rahatA hai ki 'maiM caMdUbhAI hU~' yA aisA rahatA hai ki vAstava meM 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~? praznakartA : 'maiM zuddhAtmA huuN'| dAdAzrI : to vaha zukladhyAna kahalAtA hai| Apake dhyAna meM jo zuddhAtmA hai, use zukladhyAna kahA hai aura zukladhyAna, vaha pratyakSa mokSa kA kAraNa hai| arthAt Apake pAsa jo pU~jI hai, vaha abhI hindustAna meM, isa varlDa meM kahIM bhI nahIM hai! isalie isa pU~jI kA upayoga sAvadhAnIpUrvaka karanA! aura usakI tulanA isase mata krnaa| Apane isakI tulanA kisase kI hai? praznakartA : bhagavAna ke nAma-smaraNa se| dAdAzrI : vaha to japa kahalAtA hai aura japa to eka prakAra kI zAMti ke lie z2arUrI hai, jabaki yaha to sahaja cIz2a hai| Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahaja 'lakSa' svarUpa kA, akrama dvArA jahA~ prayatna vahA~ anubhava nahIM kramika mArga meM kitanA prayatna karate haiM, taba jAkara AtmA ke lakSa kA patA calatA hai! vaisA lakSa to rahatA hI nhiiN| use khuda ko lakSa meM rakhanA par3atA hai| jaise ki vyApAra meM hotA hai na, vyApAra kI bAteM hameM lakSa meM rakhanI par3atI haiM, usI prakAra se AtmA ko lakSa meM rakhanA par3atA hai ki AtmA aisA hai! isa taraha jaba use pratIti baiThegI tabhI aisA lakSa meM raha paaegaa| use guNoM para pratIti baiThatI hai| jabaki apanA to yaha AtmAnubhava kahalAtA hai, kyoMki sahajatA ko hI anubhava kahate haiM, jo ki apane Apa prApta hotA hai| jisake lie prayatna karanA par3e, use anubhava nahIM kheNge| kramika meM unheM pratIti vagairaha lAnI par3atI hai| pratIti ke lie prayatna karanA par3atA hai| lekina ApakA jo AtmAnubhava hai, vaha aMza anubhava hai aura akrama dvArA vaha Apako sahaja rUpa se prApta ho cukA hai na, isalie Apako usase lAbha hotA hai lekina abhI jaise-jaise pragati karate jAoge, vaisevaise anubhava bar3hatA jaaegaa| jaise-jaise jAgRti utpanna hogI, usakI bAda pUrI bAta samajhanI pdd'egii| paricaya meM rahakara jJAna samajha lenA hai| praznakartA : jJAna ko sthira karane ke lie kauna se sAdhana apanAne par3ate haiM? dAdAzrI : sAdhana nahIM apanAne haiM, jJAna ko sthira karane ke lie sirpha samajhane kI hI z2arUrata hai| karane se sthira nahIM hogaa| jahA~ karanA par3e, vahA~ sahajatA calI jAegI, sthira nahIM ho paaegaa| samajhanA par3egA tabhI sthira hogaa| sahaja dhyAna, vaha hai kevala darzana praznakartA : kyA zuddhAtmA ko dhyAna meM rakhane ke lie usakA abhyAsa karanA z2arUrI hai? dAdAzrI : abhyAsa karane se to balki usakA dhyAna calA jaaegaa| dhyAna to sahaja svabhAvI hai| sUryanArAyaNa ugate haiM to kyA sUryanArAyaNa ke Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA mana meM aisA hotA hai ki mujhe sabhI jagaha prakAza phailAnA par3egA? nahIM! kaheMge ki 'Apa A gae utanA hI bahuta ho gayA, Apa prakAza mata phailaanaa| mAthApaccI mata krnaa| aisI mAthApaccI meM Apa kahA~ par3a ge|' Apa Ae utanA hI hamAre lie bahuta ho gyaa| arthAt aisA to hogA hI, unheM prayatna nahIM karane pdd'te| vaha sahaja cIz2a, svAbhAvika cIz2a hai| hamArI AjJA meM rahanA vahA~ prayatna va puruSArtha kI z2arUrata hai| vaha puruSArtha vAlI cIz2a hai| anya sabhI jagaha para to sahaja hI hotA rahatA hai| apane Apa hI usakA phala AtA hai| eka seTha kAra meM jA rahe hoM aura acAnaka eksiDenTa (durghaTanA) ho jAe, taba unheM aspatAla le jAte haiN| unakA paira kATanA par3atA hai aura phira calane ke lie unheM lakar3I kA sahArA lenA par3atA hai| aba, ve so jAte haiN| phira nIMda meM se jAgane para turaMta hI unheM khuda ko sahaja bhAva se yAda aaegaa| saba se pahale unheM lakar3I yAda aaegii| isa prakAra sahaja rUpa se dhyAna baiThanA, vaha 'kevala darzana' hai| eka bAra kaoNleja meM pAsa ho jAne ke bAda, kyA use bhUla jAte haiM? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : usI prakAra, eka bAra Apa zuddhAtmA ho gae, to vaha kaise bhUla sakate ho? kaoNleja meM phela ho gae, use bhI kaise bhUla sakate ho? pAsa hue to use bhI kaise bhUla sakate ho? Atma dRSTi kI jAgRti praznakartA : caMdUbhAI aura AtmA alaga haiM, aisA sahaja rUpa se patA calanA cAhie yA hameM prayatna karanA cAhie, praikTikalI? dAdAzrI : nahIM! vaha to jAgRti hI kara degii| vaisI jAgRti rahatI hI hai| jaise ki yadi hamane eka DibbI meM hIrA rakhA ho, to jisa dina DibbI kholI thI, usa dina hIrA dekhA thaa| lekina phira DibbI baMda karake rakha dI, phira bhI hameM usake bhItara hIrA dikhAI detA hai| nahIM dikhAI detA? Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1) sahaja 'lakSa' svarUpa kA, akrama dvArA praznakartA : dikhAI detA hai / dAdAzrI : yaha jo 'dikhAI detA hai' usakA kyA artha hai ? usake bAda Apako hamezA dhyAna rahatA hai na, ki isa DibbI meM hIrA hai / phira kyA aisA kahate ho ki yaha DibbI hI hai yA phira isa DibbI meM hIrA hai, aisA kahate ho ? praznakartA : lekina dAdA, aisA hotA hai ki rAste meM jAte samaya zuddhAtmA dekhate hue jAte haiM lekina jaise eka cIz2a dekhI ki isa DibbI meM hIrA hI hai, to jisa taraha se vaha dikhAI detA hai, utanA spaSTa isameM nahIM dikhAI detaa| dAdAzrI : spaSTa dekhane kI z2arUrata bhI nahIM hai / praznakartA : vaha to phira mikenikala lagatA hai / dAdAzrI : nahIM-nahIM ! vaha to Apako aisA lagatA hai ki dekhA huA hai| apane lakSa meM rahatA hI hai ki hIrA hI hai / divyacakSu ke upayoga se ... ina sabhI meM zuddhAtmA dekhate ho kyA ? praznakartA : dekhatA hU~ lekina kabhI-kabhI vismRta ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : aisA nahIM ki kabhI-kabhI vismRta ho jAtA hai lekina kabhI-kabhI to dekhate ho na ? praznakartA : hA~, dekhatA hU~ / dAdAzrI : yadi use dekhane kA abhyAsa karoge to pUre dina samAdhi rhegii| jaba eka ghaMTe ke lie yoM hI aise bAhara nikale taba zuddhAtmA dekhate-dekhate jAe~ to kyA koI hameM DA~TegA ki kyA dekha rahe ho ? ina A~khoM se rileTiva dikhAI degA aura aMdara kI A~khoM se zuddhAtmA dikhAI degaa| ye divyacakSu haiN| Apa jahA~ dekhoge vahA~ dikhAI degaa| lekina pahale usakA abhyAsa karanA par3egA, phira sahaja ho jaaegaa| phira apane Apa Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA hI sahaja rUpa se dikhAI degaa| pahale kA abhyAsa to ulTA thA, isalie aba isakA abhyAsa karanA par3egA na? yAnI ki kucha dinoM taka hainDala mAranA pdd'egaa| praznakartA : subaha jaba bAhara ghUmane jAte haiM, taba 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~, maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' yoM bolate haiM aura phira jaba AsapAsa per3a-paudhe vagairaha dekhate haiM taba aisA bola dete haiM ki 'zuddhAtmA ko namaskAra karatA hU~', to ina donoM meM se kauna sA z2yAdA acchA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha jo bhI bolate ho, karate ho, vaha saba ThIka hai| jaba dhIre-dhIre yaha bolanA bhI baMda ho jAegA to vaha usase bhI acchA hai| bolanA baMda ho jAegA aura apane Apa hI rahA kregaa| praznakartA : to ina donoM meM se kauna sA acchA hai ? dAdAzrI : donoN| bolanA z2arUrI nahIM hai, phira bhI agara bolate ho to acchA hai| bole bagaira, aise hI namaskAra nahIM kiyA jA sakatA? lekina aMdara hI aMdara bolane meM bhI koI harja nahIM hai| mana meM aisA bole ho, to bhI koI harja nahIM hai| zuddha sAmAyika kI kImata pA~ca vAkyoM (AjJA) meM jitanA raha pAo utanA avazya hI rahanA cAhie aura yadi na rahA jA sake to bhItara thor3A-bahuta kheda rakhanA cAhie ki 'aise to kaise karma ke udaya lekara Ae haiM jo hameM Aja zAMti se nahIM baiThane dete!' dAdA kI AjJA meM rahane ke lie, karma ke udaya kA bhI sAtha cAhie na? nahIM cAhie? nahIM to calate-calate eka ghaMTe taka zuddhAtmA dekhate-dekhate jaanaa| isa taraha eka ghaMTA bitA denaa| lo calatephirate puniyA zrAvaka kI sAmAyika ho gaI ! 'apanI' yaha sAmAyika karate ho, taba bhI prakRti ekadama sahaja kahalAtI hai| praznakartA : bhagavAna mahAvIra ne bhI jinakI sAmAyika kI prazaMsA kI hai, usameM kyA rahasya hai, vaha z2arA smjhaaie| Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahaja 'lakSa' svarUpa kA, akrama dvArA dAdAzrI : vaha zuddha sAmAyika thii| manuSya meM aisI sAmAyika karane kA sAmarthya hI nahIM hai na! zuddha sAmAyika! maiMne Apako jaisI sAmAyika dI hai, vaha divyacakSu sahita sAmAyika thii| ve puniyA zrAvaka ghara meM raheM yA bAhara ghUme, phira bhI unheM zuddha sAmAyika hotI thii| unakI vaha sAmAyika divyacakSu ke AdhAra para thii| ve rUI lAte the aura phira usakI puniyA~ banAkara becate the, isalie ve puniyA zrAvaka kahalAte the| puniyA~ kAtate samaya unakA mana, tAra meM rahatA thA aura citta bhagavAna meM rahatA thaa| isake alAvA ve bAhara kucha bhI dekhate-karate nahIM the| dakhala karate hI nahIM the| mana ko vyavahAra meM rakhate the aura citta ko nizcaya meM rakhate the| vaha sarvocca sAmAyika kahalAtI hai| yaha abhyAsa banAtA hai sahaja praznakartA : yoM to adhikatara riyala-rileTiva rahatA hai lekina phira kucha samaya bAda vApasa calA jAtA hai, aisA hotA rahatA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha to aisA hai na, bahuta samaya kA ulTA abhyAsa thA isalie aisA hotA rahatA hai| phira yoM karate-karate yaha apanA abhyAsa maz2abUta ho jAegA to phira sahaja ho jaaegaa| anaMta janmoM se abhI taka ulTA abhyAsa thaa| to yaha abhyAsa karate rahane se vaisA ho jaaegaa| abhyAsa karanA pdd'egaa| zurU ke pA~ca-sAta dina taka abhyAsa karate rahane se phira sahaja ho jaaegaa| pahale, bAhara rileTiva aura riyala dekhane kA abhyAsa karanA pdd'egaa| abhyAsa karane se phira ho jaaegaa| jahA~ kartA aura dRSTA alaga, vahA~ sahajatA praznakartA : lekina dAdA, Apa kahate ho na ki Apako sahaja ho cukA hai, phira abhyAsa kI kyA z2arUrata hai? dAdAzrI : ise sahaja isalie kahanA cAhate haiM ki jo asahaja ho cukA hai, yadi vaha sahaja ho jAe, vahI kI vahI kriyA dobArA ho aura hamAre kucha bhI mehanata kie bagaira ho jAe, taba hama jAneMge ki Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 sahajatA ohoho, yaha to sahaja ho gayA / ataH sahaja svarUpa utpanna ho gayA / varnA sahaja svarUpa se nahIM ho sakatA / yoM cAya kA pyAlA lAyA aura le gayA, rakhA aura aisA saba kiyA, abhI bhI vahI saba hotA hai lekina vaha caMdUbhAI karate haiM, usameM Apako kyA lenA-denA? Apa caMdUbhAI ko jAnate ho ki caMdUbhAI ne aisA kiyA, vaisA kiyaa| aba aisA asahaja kyoM thA ? to kahatA hai kartA thA aura jJAtA - dRSTA thA, donoM khuda hI thA / ' yaha maiMne kiyA' aura 'ise maiMne jAnA' / are bhAI ! ve donoM dhArAe~ alaga haiM, phira unheM eka hI kara dI, milA dI ina logoM ne| una kaSAyoM kA svAda AtA hai| isa saMsAra kA svAda kaisA AtA hai ? kyoMki do dhArAe~ mila gaI isalie kaSAyoM kA svAda AtA hai aura yadi donoM alaga ho jAe~gI, to mIThA lgegaa| aba usakA alaga ho jAnA, usI ko sahaja kahate haiM / praznakartA : to phira abhyAsa se saba sahaja ho jAegA ? dAdAzrI : jJAna lene ke bAda sahaja hone kI zuruAta hotI hai / jo asahajatA A gaI thI, vaha sahaja hone kI zuruAta hotI hai / bhItara meM pariNAma sahaja rahatA hai aura bAhara iphekTa bhI sahaja rahatA hai / aura khuda kA pariNAma sahaja hone kI kriyA meM rahatA hai / ataH kisI bhI jIva ko kiMcitmAtra duHkha na deM, isa taraha se saba rahatA hai| zuddha upayoga, vahI puruSArtha praznakartA : eka aisI bAta nikalI thI ki jitanA maz2abUta anubhava ajJAna kA huA hai, utanA maz2abUta anubhava jJAna kA honA caahie| dAdAzrI : jJAna kA gAr3ha anubhava hone ke bAda phira upayoga nahIM rakhanA par3atA hai, apane Apa hI rahatA hai / jaba taka gAr3ha anubhava nahIM huA hogA taba taka upayoga rakhanA pdd'egaa| upayoga, vaha puruSArtha kahalAtA hai aura vaha puruSArtha pUrNa taka kaba pahu~cegA ? jaba gAr3ha taka pahu~ca jAe~ge taba puruSArtha pUrNa ho jaaegaa| praznakartA : to jaba ajJAnatA kA anubhava hotA hai taba upayoga rakhane kI z2arUrata hai kyA ? Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahaja 'lakSa' svarUpa kA, akrama dvArA 11 dAdAzrI : upayoga tabhI rakhanA par3atA hai na! praznakartA : tAki usa anubhava ke asara meM khuda na A jaaeN| dAdAzrI : yadi vApasa khuda kA upayoga rakhegA na, to ajJAnatA ke anubhava ke asara meM nahIM aaegaa| vaha samaya khuda kA kahalAtA hai, samayasAra kahalAtA hai| vaha samayasAra ke bagaira nahIM hotaa| varnA samayasAra nahIM kahalAegA, para-samaya khlaaegaa| AtmA kA jitanA upayoga rahA, utanA saba samayasAra / jo samaya 'sva' meM gayA, vaha sArA samayasAra aura jo samaya 'para' meM gayA, vaha sArA pr-smy| praznakartA : ajJAna kA anubhava kise hotA hai aura jJAna kA anubhava kise hotA hai? dAdAzrI : ajJAna kA anubhava buddhi aura ahaMkAra ko hotA hai aura jJAna kA anubhava prajJA ko hotA hai| praznakartA : 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', aisA jo bolatA hai, use bhI prajJA dekhatI hai? dAdAzrI : bolatA hai TeparikaoNrDara, lekina bhAva prajJA kA hai| praznakartA : to vaha sahaja kriyA prajJA kI huI ? dAdAzrI : prajJA kI sabhI kriyAe~ sahaja hI hotI haiM, svAbhAvika hI hotI haiN| nirAlaMba banAtI hai pA~ca AjJA yaha Apako jo diyA hai na, vaha zuddhAtmA pada hai| aba jaba se zuddhAtmA pada milA, tabhI se mokSa hone kI muhara laga gii| zuddhAtmA pada prApta hotA hai lekina 'zuddhAtmA', vaha zabda kA avalaMbana kahalAtA hai| jaba nirAlaMba hogA, taba AtmA ThIka se dikhAI degaa| praznakartA : hA~! to vaha nirAlaMba dazA kaba AegI? dAdAzrI : aba dhIre-dhIre nirAlaMba kI ora hI jA rahe ho| yadi Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA hamArI AjJA ke anusAra caloge, to nirAlaMba kI ora hI cala rahe ho| phira dhIre-dhIre zabda kA avalaMbana chUTa jAegA aura aMta meM nirAlaMba hokara rhegaa| nirAlaMba arthAt phira kisI kI bhI z2arUrata nahIM pdd'egii| agara sabakucha calA jAe to bhI ghabarAhaTa nahIM hogI, bhaya nahIM lagegA, kucha bhI nahIM hogaa| kisI ke avalaMbana kI z2arUrata nahIM pdd'egii| aba dhIre-dhIre Apa usI tarapha cala rahe haiN| abhI Apa 'zuddhAtmA hU~', kiyA karo, utanA hI bahuta hai| praznakartA : arthAt Atmadarzana ke bAda jo sthiti AegI, vaha bilkula nirAlaMba sthiti hI ho sakatI hai na? dAdAzrI : nirAlaMba hone kI taiyAriyA~ hotI rahatI hai| avalaMbana kama hote jAte haiN| aMta meM nirAlaMba sthiti prApta hotI hai| arthAt Apa sabhI mere pAsa zuddhAtmA prApta karate ho| aba zuddhAtmA kA lakSa Apako apane Apa niraMtara hI rahatA hai, sahaja rUpa se rahatA hai, yAda nahIM karanA par3atA, Apako ciMtA-varIz2a nahIM hotI, saMsAra meM krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha nahIM hote, to bhI vaha mUla AtmA nahIM hai| Apako zuddhAtmA (pada) prApta huA hai, isakA matalaba ki Apa mokSa ke pahale daravAz2e meM ghusa gae ho| ataH ApakA yaha taya ho gayA ki aba Apa mokSa ko prApta kroge| lekina mUla AtmA to isase bhI bahuta Age hai| yaha ApakA zabda kA avalaMbana chUTa jAe~, isake lie, ina pA~ca AjJA kA pAlana karane se dhIre-dhIre darzana dikhAI degaa| dikhAI dete-dete khuda ke selpha meM hI anubhava rahA kregaa| phira zabda kI z2arUrata nahIM pddegii| arthAt zaoNrTa kaTa meM to A gae na! Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [2] ajJa sahaja - prajJa sahaja vaha sahaja bhI prAkRta sahaja praznakartA : AtmA kA jo aizvarya hai, vaha sahajapane se hI prakaTa hotA hogA na ? dAdAzrI : sahaja rahane se hI, jitanA sahaja hogA utanA aizvarya prakaTa hogaa| aba sahaja to phaoNrena vAle bhI haiN| apane bacce bhI sahaja haiM, lekina vaha ajJAna sahajatA hai / jabaki yaha jJAnapUrvaka kI sahajatA rahegI, to vaisA hogaa| praznakartA : ajJAna sahajatA kama - z2yAdA mAtrA meM hotI hai ? dAdAzrI : ina puruSoM ke mukAbale, striyA~ (z2yAdA) sahaja haiN| yahA~ kI striyoM se z2yAdA sahaja phaoNrena vAle haiM aura unase bhI z2yAdA, ye jAnavara, pazu-pakSI sabhI ( z2yAdA ) sahaja haiM ! praznakartA : una sabhI kI sahajatA jJAna se hai yA ajJAnatA se ? dAdAzrI : unakI sahajatA ajJAnatA se hai / ina gAya-bhaiMsoM kI sahajatA kaisI hai? gAya uchalakUda kare, sIMga mArane Ae, phira bhI vaha sahaja hai| sahaja arthAt jo prakRti svabhAva hai, usameM tanmayAkAra rahanA, dakhala nahIM karanA, lekina yaha ajJAnatA se sahaja hai| agara gAya ke bachar3oM ko pakar3ane jAe~, to unakI A~khoM meM bahuta duHkha jaisA dikhAI detA hai, isake bAvajUda ve sahaja haiN| isa sahaja prakRti meM jisa taraha bhItara 'mazIna' ghUmatI rahatI hai, usI taraha vaha khuda mazIna Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA kI taraha ghUmatI rahatI hai| khuda ke bhale-bure kA kucha bhI bhAna nahIM hotaa| mazIna bhItara hita dikhAe to hita karatI hai, ahita dikhAe to ahita karatI hai| yadi kisI kA kheta dekhA to usa kheta meM ghusa jAtI hai| praznakartA : usameM ve kucha bhAva nahIM karate na? dAdAzrI : unheM to 'nikAla' karane kA kucha rahatA hI nahIM na! vaha to unakA svabhAva hI vaisA hai, sahaja svabhAva! unakA bachar3A cAracha: mahIne kA hone ke bAda agara bichar3a jAe to unheM kucha asara nahIM hotaa| ve sirpha cAra-chaH mahIne taka hI unakI dekha-bhAla karatI hai| aura apane loga to... praznakartA : marate dama taka karate haiM ? dAdAzrI : nahIM! sAta pIr3hiyoM taka karate haiM ! gAya to apane bachar3e kI dekha-bhAla chaH mahIne taka hI karatI hai jabaki phaoNrena ke loga (bacce) aThAraha sAla ke ho jAe taba taka karate haiM aura apane hindustAna ke loga to sAta pIr3hiyoM taka karate haiN| ____ arthAt yaha prAkRta sahaja cIz2a aisI hai ki isameM bilkula bhI jAgRti nahIM rhtii| bhItara se jo udaya AyA, usa udaya ke anusAra bhaTakanA, use sahaja kahate haiN| jaise ki yaha laTU (TaoNpsa) ghUmatA hai, vaha Upara jAtA hai, nIce AtA hai, kaI bAra girane jaisA hotA hai, eka iMca Upara se bhI kUdatA hai, taba hameM aisA lagatA hai ki 'are! girA, girA', itane meM to vaha phira se baiTha jAtA hai, vaha sahaja kahalAtA hai| ekjekTa sahajatA, lekina ajJAna dazA meM praznakartA : gAya-bhaiMsa meM bhI ahaMkAra rahatA hai kyA? dAdAzrI : hA~! ahaMkAra to rahatA hI hai| arthAt ahaMkAra ke bagaira to unakA bhI kucha nahIM calatA na! lekina limiTezana vAlA hotA hai| unakA ahaMkAra kaisA hotA hai? cArja kare aisA nahIM, DiscArja hone vaalaa| arthAt nayA kArya nahIM karatA, purAne kArya kA niber3A lAtA hai| gAya-bhaiMsoM Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ajJa sahaja - prajJa sahaja 15 meM ahaMkAra kA dakhala nahIM hotaa| agara ve kicana meM khar3I ho na, to yUrina - bAtharUma saba vahIM ke vahIM, unheM aisA kucha nahIM rahatA ki yahA~ nahIM karanA hai| jisa TAima para jaisA udaya ho / jabaki apanI buddhi z2yAdA calatI hai| praznakartA : aise buddhi jAgRta rakhatI hai I dAdAzrI : hA~! yahA~ para viveka utpanna hotA hai ki 'aisA nahIM honA cAhie', vahA~ unameM viveka nahIM hotA / praznakartA : viveka buddhi se hI hotA hai yA sAhajika bhI ho sakatA hai ? dAdAzrI : hA~ ! buddhi se / buddhi ke bagaira nahIM hotA / buddhi ke prakAza se hI viveka rahatA hai I praznakartA : viveka buddhi ke prakAza se, aura vinaya ? dAdAzrI : vinaya bhI buddhi ke prakAza se hI / praznakartA: donoM buddhi ke prakAza se hI haiM / dAdAzrI : aura parama vinaya, vaha jJAna ke prakAza se / aMtara, ajJa sahaja aura prajJa sahaja meM praznakartA : prANiyoM kA bhI sahaja svabhAva hotA hai aura jJAniyoM kA bhI sahaja svabhAva hotA hai, to una donoM meM kyA aMtara haiM ? dAdAzrI : prANiyoM kA, baccoM kA aura jJAniyoM kA, ina tInoM kA svabhAva sahaja hotA hai| jahA~ buddhi bahuta hotI hai, vahA~ para sahaja svabhAva nahIM rhtaa| jahA~ para limiTeDa buddhi hotI hai, vahA~ sahaja svabhAva hotA hai| baccoM meM limiTeDa buddhi, prANiyoM meM limiTeDa buddhi aura jJAnI meM to buddhi khatma hI ho cukI hotI hai isalie jJAnI to ekadama sahaja hote haiN| Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA praznakartA : lekina donoM meM aMtara kyA hai, jJAnI meM aura baccoM meM? dAdAzrI : baccoM meM ajJAnatA se aura jJAnI meM sajJAnatA se haiN| baccoM meM aMdhere meM aura inameM prakAza meN| prakAza ke bagaira to iMsAna sahaja nahIM raha sakatA na! arthAt jaba buddhi jAe~ taba sahaja raha sakatA hai varnA, imozanala hue bagaira nahIM rhtaa| buddhi imozanala hI karavAtI hai| jaba taka jar3atA rahatI hai taba taka imozanala nahIM hotaa| kitane logoM ko to hama DA~Tate rahate haiM phira bhI vaha vicalita nahIM hotaa| lekina kaise vicalita hogA? abhI taka bAta una taka pahu~cI hI nahIM hai ! jabaki buddhizAliyoM ko to bolane se pahale hI bAta samajha meM A jAtI hai| socate hI bAta una taka pahu~ca jAtI hai| jJAnI puruSa aura bAlaka donoM eka samAna kahalAte haiN| sirpha aMtara kyA hai, bAlaka kA ugatA huA sUrya hai aura jJAnI puruSa kA DUbatA huA sUrya hai| bAlaka meM ahaMkAra hai lekina abhI usakA ahaMkAra jAgRta honA bAkI hai jabaki inakA ahaMkAra zUnya ho cukA hai| jAgRti ke sTepiMga pahale pudgala meM jAgRti AnI caahie| AtmA kA bhAna hone ke bAda pudgala meM sotA hai, phira Atma jAgRti utpanna hotI hai| kyA dUdha girane para choTe bacce kica-kica karate haiM? nahIM! kisalie? taba kaheM, 'ajJAna ke kAraNa hii'| phira jaise-jaise ve bar3e hote jAte haiM vaise-vaise pudgala kI jAgRti AtI jAtI hai aura taba ve kica-kica karanA zurU karate haiN| usake bAda Atma jAgRti kI bAta AtI hai| jAgRti kise kaheMge? khuda apane Apa se kabhI bhI, kisI bhI saMyoga meM klezita nahIM ho tabhI se jAgRti kI zuruAta hotI hai phira dUsare 'sTepiMga' meM, dUsaroM se bhI khuda klezita nahIM ho, vahA~ se lekara TheTha sahaja samAdhi taka kI jAgRti rahatI hai| agara jAga cuke haiM to jAgane kA phala milanA caahie| yadi kleza ho, to kaise kaha sakate haiM ki jAga Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ajJa sahaja - prajJa sahaja gae haiM ? kisI ko z2arA sA bhI duHkha deM, to vaha jAgRta kaise kahalAegA? kleza rahita bhUmikA banAnA, vaha ucca prakAra kA puruSArtha kahalAtA hai| ___jAgRta vyakti to g2az2aba kA hotA hai ! mana, buddhi, citta aura ahaMkAra, aMta:karaNa ke cAroM bhAga ke hara eka kArya ke samaya hAz2ira rahe, use jAgRti kahate haiM! jitanA kaSAya ugra, utanA asahaja praznakartA : hindustAna meM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kA pramANa phaoNrenarsa se jyAdA dikhAI detA hai| dAdAzrI : hindustAna meM saba se z2yAdA krodha rahatA hai, saba se z2yAdA lobha aura kapaTa rahatA hai, vaha phullI Develapa kahalAtA hai| phaoNrena vAloM ko to kapaTa karanA hI nahIM aataa| phaoNrena vAle sAhajika hote haiM jabaki yahA~ ke vikalpI hote haiN| apane yahA~ kI striyA~ sahaja haiM, phira bhI phaoNrena ke puruSoM se haz2Ara gunA jAgRta hotI haiN| vahA~ ke logoM kI sahajatA kaisI hai? ve to kaise haiM? jaise ki, marakahI (mArane vAlI) gAya ho, use kucha bhI nahIM kareM to bhI vaha sIMga mAratI rahatI hai| jabaki marakahI gAya nahIM ho, to usake sIMgoM ko kitanA bhI hilAte raheMge, to bhI vaha kucha nahIM kregii| phaoNrena meM jeba kATane vAle, luTere ho, ve utanA hI kAma karate rahate haiM aura jo bhalA iMsAna hai vaha bhalAI hI karatA rahatA hai, use lUTane kA vicAra hI nahIM aataa| jabaki yahA~ para to yadi cAcA ke beTe se gAr3I mA~gI ho, to vaha hisAba karegA ki Ane ke 15 mAila, jAne ke 15 mAila, peTrola ke itane rupae, itane mAila ke lie caahie| isake alAvA sabhI pArTI ghisa jAe~ge aura utane TAima ke lie merI gAr3I kA upayoga koI dUsarA kregaa| agara gAr3I meM kucha bigar3a jAegA to? eka kSaNa meM to taraha-taraha ke kailkyUlezana karake kahegA ki, mere seTha Ane vAle haiM, to maiM gAr3I nahIM de paauuNgaa| khuda kA nukasAna samajha jAtA hai aura turaMta hI bAta palaTa detA hai, yahI phullI Develapa kI nizAnI hai| inakA vyavahAra bhale hI Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 18 sahajatA kharAba dikhe, pUrI duniyA meM kharAba vyavahAra dikhe lekina vahI phullI Develapa haiM / ve phaoNrena vAle jaise - jaise Develapa hoMge vaise-vaise ve bhI vikalpI ho jaaeNge| ye phaoNrena ke loga agara bagIce meM baiThe ho to, Adhe-Adhe ghaMTe taka halacala kie bagaira baiThe rahate haiM ! jabaki apane loga to dharma sthaloM meM bhI halacala macA dete haiM ! kyoMki AMtarika caMcalatA hai / phaoNrena ke logoM kI caMcalatA pAva aura makkhana meM rahatI hai / aura yahA~ ke logoM kI caMcalatA sAta pIr3hiyoM kI ciMtA meM rahatI hai ! praznakartA : una logoM meM bhI lobha rahatA hai na ? dAdAzrI : vaha lobha nahIM kahA jAtA / vahA~ ke to gine-cune loga hI lobhI haiN| laoNrDa yA aisA koI ho, vaha ! yahA~ ke to maz2adUra bhI lobhI hote haiM aura yadi vahA~ ke logoM se kahe ki, 'plIz2a, helpa mI ! mere pAsa to itane dUra jAne ke lie paise bhI nahIM haiM ! ' ve sAhajika loga turaMta hI khuda DrAiviMga karake, khuda ke paise se use chor3a Ae~ge / taba apane yahA~ loga kahate haiM, phaoNrena vAle to bahuta acche, bahuta acche ! are, sAhajika kA kyA bakhAna karanA ? jo nAlAyaka hogA vaha to mArakara le legA aura agara acchA hogA to de degaa| use lene kA vicAra hI nahIM AegA, kyoMki vaha sAhajika hai jabaki yahA~ ke logoM kA to turaMta hI cakkara calegA / vaha kucha alaga kregaa| yaha to inDiyana hai, isakA lobha to sAta pIr3hiyoM taka rahatA hai lekina abhI kI janarezana meM lobha kama ho gayA hai| una phaoNrena vAloM meM, agara viliyama aura merI kamAte ho to ve mA~- - bApa se alaga rahate haiM / jabaki apane yahA~ to beTA kamAe aura maiM khAU~, beTA merA nAma kregaa| kyoMki AdhyAtmika meM phullI Develapa haiM, bhale hI bhautika meM anDaraDevelapa haiN| ve phaoNrena vAle bhautika meM phullI DevelapDa haiN| praznakartA : aura hindustAna ke loga ? dAdAzrI : hindustAna ke loga asahaja haiM, isalie z2yAdA ciMtA Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ajJa sahaja - prajJa sahaja 19 I hai| krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha bar3ha gae haiM, isalie ciMtA bar3ha gaI hai / varnA koI mokSa meM jAe aisA nahIM hai, balki kahegA, 'hameM mokSa meM nahIM jAnA hai, yahA~ bahuta acchA hai|' ina phaoNrena ke logoM se kaheM ki 'calo mokSa meN'| taba ve kaheMge, 'nahIM, nahIM, hameM mokSa kI koI z2arUrata nahIM haiN'| ahaMkArI vikalpI : mohI sAhajika praznakartA : Apane kahA ki puruSoM ke mukAbale striyA~ z2yAdA sahaja hotI haiM I dAdAzrI : strI jAti ko bahuta vikalpa khar3e nahIM hote| striyoM meM sahaja bhAva z2yAdA hotA hai| yadi ahaMkAra ho to vikalpa hote haiN| ahaMkAra to hara eka meM hotA hai lekina striyoM meM bahuta kama hotA hai| moha z2yAdA hotA hai| agara seTha kI dukAna kA divAlA nikalane vAlA ho, aura yadi koI bhikSuka Ae, to bhI seThAnI, use sAr3I detI hai, aura bhI kucha detI hai jabaki yaha seTha to eka paisA bhI nahIM detA / becAre seTha ko to aMdara aisA hotA hai ki aba kyA hogA ? kyA hogA ? jabaki seThAnI to ArAma se sAr3I-vAr3I detI hai, vaha sahaja prakRti kahalAtI hai / bhItara jaisA vicAra Ae vaisA kara detI hai / yadi seTha ko bhItara vicAra Ae ki 'lAo, do haz2Ara rupae dharma meM dAna kre|' to turaMta hI phira mana meM kahegA, 'aba divAlA nikalane vAlA hai, to kyA deM ? aba chor3o na !' aisA karake ur3A detA hai ! I sahaja to mana meM jaisA vicAra Ae vaisA hI karatA hai / arthAt agara bhItara udaya Ae, to mAphI mA~ga letA hai yA na bhI mA~ge lekina yadi Apa mA~ga leMge to vaha bhI turaMta mA~ga legA / Apa udayakarma ke adhIna nahIM rahoge, Apa jAgRti ke adhIna rahoge aura yaha udayakarma ke adhIna rhegaa| vaha sahaja kahalAegA na ? Apa meM sahajatA nahIM aaegii| yadi sahaja ho jAoge to bahuta sukhI rhoge| Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA ajJa sahaja - asahaja - prajJa sahaja praznakartA : pahale kisakA mokSa hotA hai ? sahaja kA hotA hai yA asahaja kA? dAdAzrI : phaoNrena vAle, sahaja (logoM) ko to yahA~ AnA pdd'egaa| isa garmI meM AnA pdd'egaa| yaha, sau Taca ke sone kA zuddhikaraNa (karane) kA kArakhAnA hai| hindustAna arthAt dina-rAta bhaTThI meM! praznakartA : arthAt aisA huA na, ki sahajatA meM se asahajatA meM jAtA hai phira jaba asahajatA 'TaoNpa' para jAtI hai, usake bAda mokSa kI tarapha jAtA hai? dAdAzrI : asahajatA meM 'TaoNpa' para jAne ke bAda jalana ko pUrI taraha se dekheM, anubhava kareM, taba mokSa meM jAne kA nizcaya karatA hai| buddhi, AMtarika buddhi bahuta bar3hanI caahie| phaoNrena ke logoM meM bAhya buddhi rahatI hai, vaha sirpha bhautika kA hI dikhAtI hai| niyama kaisA hai, ki jaise-jaise AMtarika buddhi bar3hatI jAtI hai, vaise-vaise dUsare palar3e meM jalana bar3hatI jAtI hai! praznakartA : asahajatA meM 'TaoNpa' para jAne ke bAda, sahajatA meM Ane ke lie kyA karatA hai? / dAdAzrI : phira rAstA DhU~Dha nikAlatA hai, ki isameM sukha nahIM hai| ina striyoM meM sukha nahIM hai, bacce meM sukha nahIM hai| paise meM bhI sukha nahIM hai, isa taraha se unakI bhAvanA badalatI hai ! ye phaoNrena ke loga to, strI meM sukha nahIM hai, bacce meM sukha nahIM hai aisA to koI bolatA hI nahIM hai n| yaha to (apane logoM meM) jaba jalana paidA hotI hai, taba kahate haiM ki aba yahA~ se bhAgo, jahA~ kucha mukta hone kI jagaha hai| jahA~ apane tIrthaMkara mukta hue haiM, vahA~ clo| hameM yaha nahIM pusaataa| praznakartA : arthAt usa samaya unakA bhAva badalanA cAhie, aisA? dAdAzrI : agara bhAva nahIM badalegA, to hala hI nahIM AegA! ye Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ajJa sahaja - prajJa sahaja derAsara meM jAte haiM, mahArAja ke pAsa jAte haiM, vaha to bhAva badale bagaira to koI jAegA hI nahIM na! udayAkAra, vaha ulTI sAhajikatA praznakartA : jJAna ke bAda kI sAhajikatA kaisI hotI hai, vaha samajhAie na! dAdAzrI : jitanA udaya meM Ae, utanA hI karatA hai| potApaNuM nahIM rkhtaa| jabaki ajJAna sAhajika, vaha potApaNuM sahita hotA hai| pataMga ur3Ane gayA, vaha saahjik| dAdA ne manA kiyA, use nahIM jAnA thA, phira bhI gayA... praznakartA : to vaha dAdA kI AjJA ke viruddha gayA, aisA kahA jAegA na? dAdAzrI : kyA viruddha bhI sAhajika kahalAegA? bhaiMsa banA detI hai, aisI saahjiktaa| praznakartA : bhaiMsa banAtI hai? dAdAzrI : phira kyA hogA? zarIra to moTA milegA! Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [3] asahaja kA mukhya gunahagAra kauna? jitanA khuda jJAna meM utanI hI prakRti sahaja praznakartA : Apa se AtmA kA jJAna liyA hai to prakRti sahaja ho jAnI cAhie yA nahIM? dAdAzrI : vaha to sahaja hotI hI jaaegii| agara khuda isa jJAna meM rahegA to sahaja hI hai! AtmA sahaja hI hai, isa deha ko sahaja banAnA hai| jaba taka 'Apa' asahaja rahoge taba taka vaha asahaja rhegii| yadi 'Apa' sahaja ho jAoge to vaha to sahaja hI hai| Apako sirpha sahaja hone kI hI z2arUrata hai| sahaja kriyA vAlA jJAna diyA hai| isameM rAga-dveSa kise? praznakartA : yadi hamArI prakRti bahuta rAga-dveSa kare to usakA nikAla kaise karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : sthUla prakRti rAga-dveSa vAlI hai hI nhiiN| vaha to pUraNagalana svabhAva vAlI hai| yaha rAga-dveSa to ahaMkAra karatA hai| ise jo acchA lagatA hai usa para rAga karatA hai aura yadi acchA nahIM lagatA to dveSa karatA hai| prakRti to apane svabhAva meM hai| sardI ke dinoM meM ThaMDa par3atI hai yA nahIM? praznakartA : par3atI hai| dAdAzrI : yadi use vaha acchA nahIM lage to use dveSa hotA hai| kitanoM ko to isameM maz2A AtA hai| nahIM AtA kyA? praznakartA : hA~, ThIka hai| Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asahaja kA mukhya gunahagAra kauna? dAdAzrI : aisA hai| prakRti ko sardI ke dinoM meM ThaMDa lagatI hai, garmI ke dinoM meM garmI lagatI hai| matalaba ahaMkAra ye sAre rAga-dveSa karatA hai| yadi ahaMkAra calA jAe to rAga-dveSa cale jaaeNge| praznakartA : arthAt jJAna milane ke bAda prakRti oNTomaiTika sahaja hotI hI jAtI hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, jJAna milane ke bAda prakRti alaga ho gaI lekina DiscArja rUpa meM hai| vaha dhIre-dhIre DiscArja hotI rhegii| jo cArja ho cukI hai, vaha DiscArja hotI rhegii| jIvita ahaMkAra ke bagaira hI DiscArja hotI rahatI hai, apane Apa hii| use hama 'vyavasthita' kahate haiN| asahajatA, rAga-dveSa ke spaMdana se... praznakartA : Apane batAyA ki prakRti rAga-dveSa vAlI nahIM hai lekina ahaMkAra rAga-dveSa karatA hai, vaha kaise? dAdAzrI : prakRti svabhAva se sahaja hI hai| jaise ki koI gur3iyA, kaba taka bolatI hai aura gAnA gAtI hai? jaba taka hama usameM cAbI bharate haiM, taba tk| agara cAbI denA baMda kara deM to? praznakartA : hameM jo cAbI denI hai, vaha kyA kahalAegA? dAdAzrI : ajJAnatA se vyavahAra AtmA meM spaMdana hote rahate haiN| 'yaha mujhe acchA lagA aura yaha mujhe acchA nahIM lagA, yaha aisA hai aura vaisA hai, aise jo spaMdana hote rahate haiM, unase prakRti para asara hotA hai| pratiSThita AtmA asahaja ho jAtA hai| vyavahAra AtmA ke sahaja ho jAne ke bAda deha sahaja ho jaaegii| usake bAda hamAre jaisA mukta hAsya utpanna hogaa| jJAna ke bAda pratiSThita AtmA nikAlI praznakartA : isa pratiSThita AtmA ke bAre meM samajhAie? dAdAzrI : jJAna ke bAda, eka to mUla AtmA hai aura yaha jo Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA DiscArja ahaMkAra hai, vaha pratiSThita AtmA hai, pUrvajanma kaa| ajJAnatA meM jo jIvita ahaMkAra hai vaha pratiSThA karatA hai| 'maiM kara rahA hU~ aura merA hai|' usa taraha naI pratiSThA karane se vaha cakra calatA hI rahatA hai| hama vaha pratiSThA baMda karavA dete haiN| usase apanA cArja honA baMda ho jAtA hai| yadi pratiSThA baMda ho jAe to samajho saba baMda ho gayA! nayA saMsAra khar3A honA baMda ho gyaa| praznakartA : nayA saMsAra khar3A honA baMda ho gayA phira vaha jo vibhAga bAkI bacA, usI ko hama pratiSThita AtmA mAnate haiM na? dAdAzrI : hA~! aura aba jo hai, usakA nikAla (nipaTArA) kara deNge| 'vaha' nikAla hone ke lie hI AyA hai, usakA nikAla karanA hai| dakhala hone kI vajaha se asahaja praznakartA : nikAla hone meM jo dakhala karatA hai, kyA vahI nizcetana cetana hai? dAdAzrI : usameM jo dakhala karatA hai na, vaha nizcetana cetana nahIM hai, vaha mRta ahaMkAra (vyavahAra AtmA) hai| hA~, lekina usameM dakhala karake vaha bigAr3atA hai| bAkI, vaha to apane Apa nikAla hone ke lie hI AyA hai| praznakartA : to phira pratiSThita AtmA ke rUpa meM jo alaga huA hai, yadi usameM kisI bhI prakAra kI dakhala nahIM kareMge to apane Apa hI galana ho jAegA? dAdAzrI : hA~, apane Apa hI sahaja rUpa se chUTa jaaegaa| praznakartA : yadi dakhala karegA, to kyA usameM bakher3A hotA rahegA? dAdAzrI : basa, vaha pichalA ahaMkAra dakhala karatA hai| mRta ahaMkAra dakhala karatA hai aura usa mRta ahaMkAra ko buddhi protsAhana detI hai, basa buddhi parezAna karatI hai| varnA, sahaja bhAva se (karma baMdhana) khulate hI jAte haiN| Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asahaja kA mukhya gunahagAra kauna ? 25 praznakartA : vyavahAra AtmA kise kahate haiM ? dAdAzrI : saMsAra arthAt kyA hai ? ki vyavahAra AtmA dakhalaMdAz2I karane meM par3a gyaa| aura deha kA svabhAva kaisA hai ? sahaja hai / agara vyavahAra AtmA dakhalaMdAjI nahIM karegA, to deha sahaja hI hai / deha bhI mukta aura AtmA bhI mukta / yaha dakhalaMdAz2I kI vajaha se baMdha gayA hai| isalie hama dakhalaMdAz2I baMda karavA dete haiM / tU yaha (caMdUbhAI) nahIM hai, tU AtmA hai isalie vaha dakhalaMdAz2I baMda kara detA hai / ahaMkAra, mamatA cale ge| aba, jitanI dakhalaMdAz2I baMda kara degA utanA tU vaha (AtmA) rUpa ho jAegA, sahaja rUpa / sahaja arthAt dakhalaMdAjI nahIM! yaha apane Apa cala rahA hai aura vaha bhI apane Apa cala rahA hai, ye donoM apaneapane tarIke se hI calate rahate haiM / I vyavahAra AtmA apane svabhAva meM rahatA hai aura yaha deha apane svabhAva meM rahatA hai| dehAdhyAsa cale jAne kI vajaha se donoM kA jo saMdhisthAna thA ekAkAra hone kA, vaha dehAdhyAsa calA gyaa| isIlie deha apane kAma meM aura AtmA apane kAma meM rahatA hai / usI ko sahajatA kahate haiN| praznakartA : bhAva to pratiSThita AtmA hI karatA hai na, dAdA ? zuddhAtmA to karatA hI nahIM na ? dAdAzrI : vAstava meM pratiSThita AtmA bhAva karatA hI nahIM hai na ! zuddhAtmA bhI bhAva nahIM karatA / yaha to jo aisA mAnatA hai ki 'maiM caMdUbhAI hU~', vaha vyavahAra AtmA bhAva karatA hai / pratiSThita AtmA to bhAva se hI banA hai na! yadi bhAva nahIM hotA to pratiSThita AtmA hotA hI nahIM 1 yadi 'vyavahAra AtmA' sahaja, to deha sahaja AtmA kI sahajatA to, mUla AtmA to khuda sahaja hI hai| agara bAhara vAlA sahaja ho jAe na, to khuda sahaja hI hai| bAhara vAlA sahaja nahIM hotA na ! praznakartA : abhI bhI yaha ThIka se samajha meM nahIM AyA / Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA dAdAzrI : agara AtmA sahaja ho jAegA to zarIra apane Apa sahaja ho jAegA, yAnI vaha kyA kahatA hai? yadi yaha vyavahAra AtmA sahaja ho jAe to zarIra sahaja ho hI jAegA lekina mUla AtmA to sahaja hI hai| yaha sArI jhaMjhaTa isa vyavahAra AtmA kI hI hai| asahajatA ke lie z2immedAra kauna? praznakartA : Apane aisA kahA ki AtmA bhI sahaja hai aura prakRti bhI sahaja hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM! vaha to samakita hone ke baad| isa mithyAtva kI vajaha se prakRti asahaja ho jAtI hai| prakRti to apanA phoTo hai| Aine meM dekhane para mu~ha car3hA huA dikhAI detA hai| vaha prakRti hai, to kyA prakRti kA doSa hai? praznakartA : prakRti kA hI doSa hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM! bhItara vyavahAra AtmA meM sthiratA, sahajatA nahIM AI hai| yadi vyavahAra AtmA sahaja ho jAe to prakRti sahaja ho jAtI hai, usakA mu~ha vagairaha saba acchA dikhAI detA hai| praznakartA : dAdA, AtmA sahaja nahIM huA hai, yadi mu~ha car3hA huA hai, to jisa AtmA kI Apane bAta kI , vaha pratiSThita AtmA hai na? dAdAzrI : pratiSThita AtmA hai vaha bAta sahI hai, lekina pratiSThita AtmA arthAt vyavahAra aatmaa| jaba taka pratiSThita AtmA kA calana hai na, taba taka vyavahAra AtmA kA hI doSa mAnA jaaegaa| pratiSThita AtmA pratinidhi ke samAna hai isalie aMta meM z2immedArI usI kI hogii| kisakI hogI? praznakartA : mUla kii| dAdAzrI : nhiiN| vaha (mUla) khuda aisA nahIM hai lekina usake pratinidhi aisA karate haiN| isakA jokhima kisake sira? Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asahaja kA mukhya gunahagAra kauna? praznakartA : agara doSa ho rahA hai, to pratiSThita AtmA kA hI doSa ho rahA hai na? dAdAzrI : vAstava meM doSa vyavahAra AtmA ko lagegA, lekina mUla AtmA taka to pahu~cegA hI nahIM na! yadi vyavahAra AtmA khuda zuddhAtmA bana jAegA to spaMdana honA baMda ho jAe~ge aura spaMdana baMda ho gae to dhIre-dhIre prakRti sahajatA meM A jaaegii| donoM sahajatA meM A jAe~ge, use kaheMge viitraag| sahajatA meM pahalA kauna? praznakartA : jJAna ho jAne ke bAda prakRti sahaja hotI hai yA jaisejaise prakRti sahaja hotI jAtI hai vaise-vaise jJAna prakaTa hotA jAtA hai, isakA krama kyA hai? dAdAzrI : jaba hama yaha jJAna dete haiM na, taba dRSTi badala jAtI hai aura usake bAda prakRti sahaja hotI jAtI hai| usake bAda saMpUrNa sahaja ho jAtI hai| prakRti bilkula sahaja ho jAtI hai aura AtmA to sahaja hI hai| basa, phira ho gayA, alaga ho gyaa| yadi prakRti sahaja ho jAegI phira bAhara vAlA bhAga hI bhagavAna bana jAegA, aMdara vAlA to hai hii| aMdara kA to sabhI meM hai| agara prakRti sahaja ho jAe to AtmA sahaja ho hI jaaegaa| aura AtmA ke sahaja hone kA prayatna hogA to prakRti sahaja ho jaaegii| donoM meM se eka bhI sahaja kI tarapha calA to donoM sahaja ho jaaeNge| isa kAla meM prakRti sahaja nahIM ho sktii| isalie 'hama' sahaja AtmA de dete haiM aura sAtha-sAtha prakRti kI sahajatA kA jJAna bhI de dete haiN| usake bAda prakRti ko sahaja karanA bAkI rahatA hai| isa kAla meM aisA hai ki agara AtmA sahaja svabhAva meM A jAe to prakRti sahaja svabhAva meM A jaaegii| praznakartA : hamArI prakRti jitanI asahaja hotI hai... Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 sahajatA dAdAzrI : usameM koI harja nahIM / yaha prakRti to Apane mujhase milane se pahale bharI hai / praznakartA : prakRti sahaja honI cAhie yA nahIM ? dAdAzrI : vaha to, agara khuda isa jJAna meM rahegA to sahaja ho hI jaaegii| prakRti kA nikAla hotA hI rahatA hai / apane Apa hI nikAla ho jAegA aura naI prakRti to merI hAz2irI meM bharI jA rahI hai| yadi kisI kI z2arA bhArI hogI to ekAdha janma z2yAdA lagegA, eka-do janmoM meM to sabakucha khatma ho hI jaaegaa| yaha saba malTiplikezana vAlA hai| praznakartA : ApakI dRSTi se to yaha saba zuddha hI bharA jA rahA hai yA nahIM? hamArI dRSTi to badala gaI hai lekina jo naI prakRti banegI vaha sIdhI banegI yA nahIM ? dAdAzrI : aba zaMkA rakhane kA koI kAraNa hI nahIM hai na ! aba, agara Apa caMdUbhAI bana jAo to Apa zaMkA rakha sakate haiM / vaha to ApakI zraddhA meM hai hI nahIM na ! jJAnI, prakRti se alaga praznakartA : jJAna hone ke bAda samajha bar3hatI hai lekina prakRti kA nAza thor3e hI ho jAtA hai ? dAdAzrI : nahIM! prakRti kAma karatI hI rahatI hai| jJAnI meM bhI prakRti hotI hai lekina vaha alaga rahatI hai jJAnI se, jJAnI se hanDreDa parasenTa alaga rahatI hai / ve jJAnI kyoM kahalAte haiM ? kyoMki sahaja svarUpa deha aura sahaja svarUpa AtmA, donoM sahaja svarUpa / dakhala nahIM karate / dakhala karanA, vaha asahajatA hai| prakRti meM maThiyA yA usakA svAda ? praznakartA : dAdA, vahA~ ApakI prakRti kaise kAma karatI hai ? Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asahaja kA mukhya gunahagAra kauna? dAdAzrI : hamArI prakRti maThiyA (mauTha ke tIkhe-mIThe pApar3a) khAtI hai, yaha bAta sabhI mahAtmAoM ko patA cala gii| to amarIkA meM jahA~ bhI jAe, vahA~ para mere lie maThiyA banAkara rakhate the lekina isa varSa sirpha do hI logoM ke yahA~ khAe haiM, bs| jo mAphika Ae, vaha prkRti| sabhI ke ghara mAphika nahIM aataa| maiM thor3A sA khAkara rahane detA thaa| isalie yadi koI aisA kahe ki inheM maThiyA pasaMda haiM to vaha bAta mAnane meM nahIM aaegii| maThiye meM rahA huA svAda hai merI prakRti meN| nIrU mA~ : dAdA, yaha to kaisA hai ki ApakI prakRti ko abhI bhAyA phira eka mahIne bAda na bhI bhAe, badala jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : are! tIna dina meM hI badala jAtA hai, eka dina meM bhI badala jAtA hai| Aja parAThA bhAyA aura kala na bhI bhaae| nIrU mA~ : na bhI bhaae| dAdAzrI : Apane kaba isakI sTaDI kI? nIrU mA~ : dAdA ko dekhU to sTaDI ho jAtI hai| sahaja prakRti kisa taraha se kAma karatI hai, vaha dAdA kA dekheM tabhI patA calatA hai| dAdAzrI : nAztA Ae to dekha-dekhakara letI hai, lekina isameM aisA kyA alaga hai? taba kahatI hai, kisa para jyAdA mirca lagI hai? isI ko kahate haiM prkRti| prakRti ko racane vAlA kauna? kisa taraha kI prakRti nahIM hotI, prakRti to taraha-taraha kI hotI hai| jaba bAriza ho taba bulabule kauna banAtA hogA? koI itanA bar3A hotA hai, koI itanA hotA hai, koI itanA hotA, aise prakRti baMdha jAtI hai| kitane hI bar3e hokara yahIM ke yahIM phUTa jAte haiM, kitane to bahuta dUra taka calate haiM, isI taraha se sArI prakati baMdha jAtI hai| saMyoga ke anusAra prakRti baMdha jAtI hai aura prakRti ke anusAra saMsAra calatA hai| yaha prakRti hai, agara Apa use dekhate raho to kucha bhI harz2a nahIM Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA hai| ApakI z2immedArI kA harja nahIM hai| ApakI dekhane kI icchA honI cAhie, usake bAvajUda bhI dekhane meM nahIM AtA, to phira ApakI z2immedArI nahIM hai| jaba prakRti ko saMpUrNa rUpa se jAna leM, taba bhagavAna bana jAtA hai| prakRti meM ekAkAra nahIM huA arthAt use jAnA, varnA yadi prakRti meM ekAkAra ho jAe to jAna nahIM sakatA, tabhI se baMdhana hai| agara use prakRti samajha meM A jAe to vaha mukta ho jaaegaa| alaga rahakara dekhe to sAhajika praznakartA : AptasUtra meM aisA hai ki prakRti aura AtmA ke bIca kI caMcalatA khatma ho gaI, use sAhajikatA kahate haiN| dAdAzrI : bs| praznakartA : yaha bIca kI kA matalaba kyA hai ? dAdAzrI : imozanala hotA hai, usameM prakRti imozanala nahIM hai, agara 'khuda' usameM ekAkAra ho jAe to imozanala ho jAtA hai| praznakartA : khuda kA matalaba, aham prakRti meM ekAkAra hotA hai isalie yaha... dAdAzrI : ekAkAra hotA hai isalie caMcalatA utpanna ho jAtI hai| praznakartA : arthAt yaha khuda kI caMcalatA calI jAnI cAhie? dAdAzrI : aba, yadi alaga rahakara dekhe to sAhajika hogaa| ___ jahA~ iphekTa ko AdhAra, vahA~ kaoNz2a praznakartA : aham kisa taraha se ekAkAra hotA hai ? dAdAzrI : prakRti meM 'iphekTa' to apane Apa hI hotA rahatA hai lekina khuda aMdara 'kaoNz2ez2a' karatA hai, AdhAra detA hai ki 'maiMne kiyA, maiM bolaa'| vAstava meM to 'iphekTa' meM kisI ko karane kI z2arUrata hI nahIM hai| Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asahaja kA mukhya gunahagAra kauna ? 'iphekTa' apane Apa sahaja rUpa se hotA hI rahatA hai lekina hama use AdhAra de dete haiM ki 'maiM kara rahA hU~', vaha bhrAMti hai aura vahIM 'kaoNz2ez2a' haiN| praznakartA : usa 'kaoNz2a' kA kaoNz2a kyA hai ? 31 dAdAzrI : ajnyaantaa| 'rUTa kaoNz2a' ajJAnatA hai / 'jJAnI puruSa' ajJAnatA dUra kara dete haiM 1 jJAtA-dRSTA rahane se banatA hai sahaja sahaja prakRti arthAt jisa prakAra se lapeTA ho usI prakAra se ghUmatI rahatI hai aura anya koI jhaMjhaTa nahIM / jJAna dazA kI sahajatA meM to, agara AtmA isakA jJAtA-dRSTA rahegA to hI vaha sahaja hogA aura yadi usameM dakhala kare to phira se bigar3egA / 'aisA ho to acchA, aisA na ho to acchA' / isa taraha dakhala karane se asahaja ho jAtA hai / zuddhAtmA ke alAvA kauna sA bhAga rahA ? prakRti rhii| vaha gunahagAra hai| prakRti jo kucha bhI kare, usameM yadi hama kaheM 'tU joza se karanA', to aisA bhI nahIM kahanA cAhie aura 'mata karanA' vaisA bhI nahIM kahanA caahie| hameM jJAtA - dRSTA rahanA hai, to 'vyavasthita ' hai / kheMca - cir3ha- rAga, banAte haiM asahaja donoM ramaNatA calatI rahe, use sahajatA kahate haiM / aura bhItara aise khIMcate rahe ki yaha nahIM hI hogA aura khIMcanA arthAt bhItara khIMcanA, breka mAranA ki hama se yaha nahIM hogA yAnI sabakucha asahaja ho gyaa| agara vahA~ para khIMcege nahIM to saba ThIka ho jAegA, kAma ho jAegA / aba yaha bhI aisA nahIM hai ki isakI z2arUrata hai, aisA kucha nahIM hai / yaha to sahaja hone taka hI hai / agara pUche, kyoM asahaja hue the ? taba kaheMge, 'isakI cir3ha thI' / aisA hotA hogA ? usakI cir3ha ghusa gaI / usa cir3ha ko nikAle bagaira sahaja nahIM ho sakate aura rAga ko bhI nikAle bagaira sahaja nahIM ho skte| | Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 32 sahajatA 'dekhane vAle' ko nahIM hai, kharAba yA acchA yadi deha dAtuna kara rahA ho aura use vaha dekhe, AtmA jAne, to donoM sahaja kahalAe~ge / dAtuna karanA, vaha gairakAnUnI nahIM hai| agara gairakAnUnI hotA to loga Apatti uThAte na ? lekina usase alaga rahatA hai| use aisA nahIM lagatA ki yaha maiM kara rahA hU~ / praznakartA : deha kara rahA hai, maiM nahIM kara rahA / dAdAzrI : deha kara rahA hai / kharAba yA galata nahIM hai vahA~ para sahaja hai| dekhane vAle ke lie kharAba yA galata nahIM hotA, karane vAle ke lie hotA hai| jaba taka buddhi hai taba taka kharAba hai| yadi dekhane vAlA banA to jJAnI bana gayA, use kharAba - galata hotA hI nahIM isalie ye kaSAya cale jAte haiN| 'caMdU' udaya meM, 'khuda' jAnapane meM praznakartA : bAhara ke udaya ho usameM khuda kA ahaMkAra ekAkAra ho jAtA hai isalie use eksepTa kara letA hai to aisA nahIM honA cAhie na? use alaga hI rahanA cAhie na ? jaba bAhara ke udaya meM vaha ekAkAra ho jAe taba ? dAdAzrI : ekAkAra ho jAe usameM hameM kyA ? ekAkAra honA to usakA svabhAva hai| praznakartA : yadi aham hai to saMyogo meM ekAkAra hogA hI / agara dAdAzrI : hA~, bs| vaha to hogA lekina taba use dekhanA hai, use nahIM dekheMge to mAra pdd'egii| aisA karate-karate-karate phira usake bAda alaga ho jaaegaa| usake bAda ApakA jaisA yaha jJAna hai, vaisA hI, usa tarapha kA rahegA, yadi dekhane kA abhyAsa hogA to / varnA, samaya lgegaa| praznakartA: dAdA, aba dera nahIM karanI hai / dAdAzrI : aisA nahIM hai, vaha to, niyama to hai hI n| agara dekhane kA abhyAsa rahegA to 'vaha' (pahale kA abhyAsa) narama hotA jAegA / Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asahaja kA mukhya gunahagAra kauna? jo udaya svarUpa hai, usameM dakhala mata krnaa| apanA jJAna aisA kahatA hai ki usa udaya ko jAno, yAnI ki jo udaya hai caMdabhAI usI meM tanmayAkAra raheMge, 'Apako' jAnanA hai| usakA jo bhI udaya ho, use Age-pIche karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| udaya kisakA AegA? jisakA pUraNa (cArja honA) kiyA hai, usakA galana ((DiscArja honA)) hotA rhegaa| nayA pUraNa nahIM hogaa| isalie purAnA, jisakA pUraNa kiyA huA hai, usakA galana hotA rhegaa| jo bhI usake udaya meM Ae, usa udaya meM rho| caMdUbhAI udaya meM raheMge aura Apako' unheM dekhate rahanA hai basa itanA hI kAma hai| agara 'Apa' use dekhate rahoge to AtmA sahaja ho jaaegaa| agara caMdUbhAI udaya meM raheMge to deha sahaja ho jAegA, pudgala sahaja ho gayA khlaaegaa| aba jaba taka prakRti hai taba taka usake pUre nukasAna kI bharapAI ho hI jAegI yadi dakhala nahIM karo to| yadi dakhala nahIM kareMge to prakRti nukasAna kI bharapAI kara degii| prakRti khuda ke nukasAna kI bharapAI khuda hI karatI hai| aba isameM 'maiM kara rahA hU~' kahane se bakher3A ho jAtA hai| puruSArtha, tapa sahita praznakartA : Apane 'vaha' puruSArtha kI bahuta suMdara bAta batAI ki vyavasthita ke udaya ke hisAba se bhItara tanmayAkAra ho jAe lekina usa samaya khuda usameM ekAkAra na ho aura usa samaya vaha puruSArtha meM rahe, use ekAkAra nahIM hone de| ___ dAdAzrI : jo puruSArtha meM rahegA, use koI parezAnI nahIM hogii| vahI puruSArtha kahalAtA hai na! prakRti to hamezA udaya meM tanmayAkAra ho hI jAegI usI se use zAMti milegI aura puruSArtha ekAkAra nahIM hone detA, jisase 'usa' prakRti ko akulAhaTa hotI hai, isalie jalana hotI hai| __ praznakartA : kyA jJAna se aisA ho sakatA hai, ki jaba 'vaha' saMpUrNa rUpa se alaga ho jAe, bilkula bhI ekAkAra nahIM hotA ho, to phira 've' duHkha (aura) jalana baMda ho jAe~ge? Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 dAdAzrI : hA~, ho hI jAe~ge na / bilkula bhI jalana nahIM rahegI na! jaba taka bhItara kacarA hai tabhI taka jalana hai| jalana miTane ke bAda meM yathArtha sAhajikatA utpanna ho jAegI / jalana vAle meM hI sAhajikatA nahIM rahatI, usameM AnaMda - khuzI nahIM rhtii| jAna liyA to pahu~ca hI pAegA praznakartA : hamase to prakRti meM dakhalaMdAz2I ho jAtI hai, to hamArI prakRti sahaja kaba hogI ? sahajatA dAdAzrI : abhI bhI jitanI dakhala ho jAtI hai, utanI hI asahajatA baMda karanI pdd'egii| ise bhI Apa jAnate ho / jaba asahaja ho jAte ho, use bhI jAnate ho| asahajatA baMda karanI hai, vaha bhI jAnate ho / kisa taraha se baMda hogI, vaha bhI jAnate ho / Apa sabakucha jAnate ho| praznakartA : usake bAvajUda bhI nahIM kara sakate / dAdAzrI : vaha dhIre-dhIre hogA, ekadama se nahIM ho paaegaa| yaha dAr3hI banAne kA sephTI rez2ara AtA hai na, isa taraha se aisA kiyA aura ho gayA? thor3A samaya lagatA hai / hara eka ko thor3A TAima lagatA hai / sephTI ke lie, aisA kare to ho jAegA ? praznakartA : kaTa jaaegaa| dAdAzrI : hara eka ko TAima lagatA hai I DIkaMTrolDa prakRti ke sAmane... praznakartA : agara kaMTrola bagaira kI prakRti ho to ? dAdAzrI : lekina vaha to, kaMTrola bagaira kI prakRti apane Apa hI use phala de detI hai, sIdhe hI / hameM, use sikhAne nahIM jAnA par3atA / arthAt agara kaMTrola vAlI prakRti ho to 'use' sukha hI lagatA hai aura kaMTrola bagaira kI ho to apane Apa hI, usakA phala vahIM ke vahIM mila jAtA hai| pulisa vAle ke sAtha kaMTrola bagaira kI prakRti karake dekhanA, Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asahaja kA mukhya gunahagAra kauna ? vahIM ke vahIM phala mila jaaegaa| jahA~ dekho vahA~, ghara meM bhI, sabhI jagaha / arthAt jisakI bagaira kaMTrola kI prakRti hotI hai, use vahIM ke vahIM apane Apa phala mila jAtA hai, bhItara hI phala mila jAtA hai / mile bagaira rahatA hI nahIM hai| jo bagaira kaMTrola ke bhAgadaur3a karate rahate haiM, aMta meM Thokara khAkara ThikAne para A jAte haiM / 35 praznakartA : yadi kaMTrola ho to acchA hai yA nahIM ? dAdAzrI : kaMTrola ho to uttama kahalAtA hai| bagaira kaMTrola ke to use khuda ko mAra par3atI hI hai| kaMTrola ho usake jaisA uttama kucha bhI nahIM hai aura jJAna se prakRti kaMTrola meM raha sakatI hai / praznakartA: jJAna se kaMTrola rahanA arthAt sahaja rUpa se, aisA ? dAdAzrI : sahaja zabda hI nahIM hotA na ! puruSArtha se raha sakatA hai| agara sahaja rUpa se rahatA ho, to phira use Age kucha karanA bAkI hI nahIM rahatA na! khatma ho gayA, kAma pUrNa ho gayA / prakRti, prakRti ke bhAva meM rahatI hI hai| Apako kaMTrola karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| agara 'Apa' sahaja bhAva meM A gae to prakRti to sahaja bhAva meM hI hai| prakRti kA sahaja bhAva arthAt ' jaisA hai vaisA' bAhara dikhAI denA, vaha / prakRti vilaya hogI 'sAmAyika' meM Apa zuddhAtmA ho gae to prakRti sAhajika ho gii| sAhajika to dakhalaMdAz2I karane de aisI nahIM hotI aura sAhajika ho gaI arthAt vaha vyavasthita hai| isalie hama Apako aisA nahIM kahate, ki 'tujhe kharAba vicAra AyA to tU z2ahara pI le|' aba yadi kharAba vicAra AyA to kharAba ko jAnanA aura acchA vicAra AyA to acche ko jAnanA / lekina aba, yaha saba kisa taraha se vilaya hogA ? kitanA kucha to kaMTrola meM nahIM A sakatA, Apa kaha rahe haiM na ki vaha aisI cIz2a hai jo vilaya nahIM Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 36 sahajatA hotii| usake lie hameM upAya karanA par3atA hai| kucha ghaMTe baiThakara jJAtAjJeya ke saMbaMdha se vaha vilaya ho jAegI / jisa prakRti ko vilaya karanA ho vaha isa taraha se vilaya hogI isalie eka ghaMTA baiThakara khuda jJAtA banakara una cIz2oM ko jJeya rUpa se dekho to vaha prakRti dhIre-dhIre vilaya hotI jaaegii| arthAt yaha sArI prakRti yahA~ para khatma ho sake aisI hai| bipharI huI prakRti sahaja hone se.... praznakartA : dAdA Apane aisA kahA ki jaba bipharI huI prakRti sahaja ho jAe taba zakti bar3hane lagatI hai ? dAdAzrI : hA~, zakti bahuta bar3hatI hai / praznakartA : aisA kisa taraha se hotA hai ? dAdAzrI : agara bipharI huI prakRti sahaja ho jAe na, to ekadama se zakti utpanna hotI hai, sabhI zaktiyoM ko bAhara se khUba khIMcatI hai| jaise ki haoNTa (garma) lohA hotA hai na, usa haoNTa lohe ke gole para yadi pAnI DAle to kyA hotA hai ? pUrA pI jAtA hai, eka bUMda bhI nIce nahIM girane detaa| usI taraha se jo prakRti aisI bipharI huI rahatI hai na, vaha haoNTa gole jaisI ho jAtI hai / phira jaise-jaise vaha ThaMDI hotI jAtI hai, vaise-vaise usameM zakti bar3hatI jAtI hai| sahaja jIvana kaisA hotA hai ? aba sahaja rUpa se jIvana jI pAte ho kyA ? koI gAlI de, usa samaya sahaja raha pAte haiM ? praznakartA : mAnasika gussA rahatA hai, bAhara nahIM AtA / dAdAzrI : vaha sahaja jIvana hI nahIM kahalAtA / sahaja jIvana meM to yadi gAlI de taba bhI sahaja rahatA hai / yadi koI jeba kATa le to bhI sahaja rahatA hai| sahaja jIvana arthAt bhagavAna bananA ho taba sahaja jIvana hotA hai| Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asahaja kA mukhya gunahagAra kauna? 37 jahA~ saMpUrNa sahaja, vahA~ bane bhagavAna praznakartA : yadi prakRti saMpUrNa rUpa se sahaja ho jAe, to kyA bAhara kA bhAga bhI bhagavAna jaisA dikhAI detA hai ? dAdAzrI : hA~, vaisI kSamA hI dikhAI detI hai, vaisI namratA dikhAI detI hai, vaisI saralatA dikhAI detI hai, aura vaisA saMtoSa dikhAI detA hai| kisI bhI cIz2a kA iphekTa hI nhiiN| potApaNuM nahIM rhtaa| vaha sabakucha logoM ko dikhAI detA hai| bahuta sAre guNa utpanna ho jAte haiN| ve na to AtmA ke guNa haiM aura na hI isa pudgala (jo pUraNa aura galana hotA hai) ke, aise guNa utpanna ho jAte haiN| kSamA to AtmA kA bhI guNa nahIM hai aura pudgala kA bhI guNa nahIM hai| 'vaha' gussA karatA hai, use hama kSamA nahIM karate lekina yoM sahaja kSamA hI rahatI hai| lekina sAmane vAle ko aisA lagatA hai ki 'inhoMne kSamA kara diyaa|' arthAt yahA~ para pRthakkaraNa ho jAne se hameM samajha meM AtA hai ki mujhe isameM lenA-denA nahIM hai| praznakartA : yaha kSamA ke lie huA, isI prakAra saralatA ke lie kaisA hotA hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, saralatA to hotI hI hai na! sAmane vAle kI dazA ulTI (viparIta) ho, taba bhI sarala ko vaha sIdhA hI dikhAI detA hai| kaisI saralatA hai ! namratA! isameM AtmA kA kucha nahIM hai| praznakartA : arthAt khuda ke krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha cale gae haiM, isalie aise guNa prakaTa hote haiM ? dAdAzrI : lobha ke bajAya saMtoSa hotA hai, isalie loga kahate haiM, 'dekho na, inheM kucha cAhie hI nhiiN| jo bhI ho, vaha clegaa|' jaba aise guNa utpanna hote haiM, taba bhagavAna kahalAte haiN| praznakartA : jaba logoM ko saralatA, kSamA dikhAI detI hai taba ve khuda kisameM rahate haiM? Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 38 sahajatA dAdAzrI : khuda mUla svarUpa meM rahate haiM, loga aisA kahate haiM, pudgala aisA dikhAI detA hai islie| pudgala kA vartana aisA dikhAI detA hai isalie loga kahate haiM, ohoho! kitanI kSamA rakhate haiM ! inheM dekho na, hamane inheM gAlI dI lekina inake cehare para kucha bhI asara nahIM huaa| kitanI kSamA rakhate haiM ! phira vApasa yaha kathana bhI kahate haiM, 'kSamA vIrasya bhuussnnm|' are nahIM hai, vIra bhI nahIM hai, kSamA bhI nahIM hai, ye to 'bhagavAna haiN'| vApasa kahate haiM, kSamA, vaha mokSa kA daravAz2A hai| are bhAI, yaha kSamA nahIM hai, yaha to sahaja kSamA hai| jisa taraha se kSamA sudhAratI hai vaisA koI nahIM sudhAra sktaa| loga jisa prakAra kSamA se sudharateM haiM, vaise kisI anya cIz2a se nahIM sudhara skte| mArane se bhI nahIM sudhara sakate isalie kSamA vIrasya bhUSaNam' kahalAtI hai| Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [4] AjJA kA puruSArtha banAtA hai sahaja aba AjJA kA pAlana sahaja banane ke lie praznakartA : mana-vacana-kAyA kI sahajatA aura AtmA kI sahajatA ke bAre meM thor3A samajhAie n| dAdAzrI : AtmA sahaja hI hai| jJAna milane ke bAda jo zuddhAtmA lakSa (jAgRti) meM AtA hai na, vaha apane Apa hI lakSa meM AtA hai| hameM yAda nahIM karanA pdd'taa| jise yAda karate haiM, usa cIz2a ko bhUla jAte haiN| yaha niraMtara lakSa meM rahatA hai| ise kaheMge ki AtmA sahaja ho gyaa| aba mana-vacana-kAyA ko sahaja karane ke lie jaise-jaise jJAnI puruSa kI AjJA kA pAlana karate jAe~ge vaise-vaise mana-vacana-kAyA sahaja hote jaaeNge| praznakartA : isameM Apa aisA kaha rahe haiM ki 'sahaja bhAva se nikAla karanA hai', to sahaja bhAva lAne kA tarIkA kyA hai ? dAdAzrI : sahaja bhAva arthAt kyA? jJAna milane ke bAda Apa zuddhAtmA bana gae isalie Apa sahaja bhAva meM hI ho| kyoMki jaba ahaMkAra nahIM hotA, taba sahaja bhAva hI rahatA hai| ahaMkAra kI ebasensa (anupasthiti), vahI sahaja bhaav| yaha jJAna liyA hai arthAt ApakA ahaMkAra ebasenTa hai| Apa jo aisA mAnate the, 'maiM cadrUbhAI hU~' aba vaisA nahIM mAnate ho na? to ho gayA! 'maiMne vakAlata kI aura maiMne use chur3avAyA, maiMne use aisA kiyA!' Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA 'maiM saMDAsa jAkara AyA', kahatA hai| 'ohoho! kala kyoM nahIM gae the?' taba kahe 'kala to DaoNkTara ko bulAnA par3A thA, aTaka gayA thA aNdr|' ahaMkAra kI vajaha se sakriyatA hai| ahaMkAra kI vajaha se sabakucha bigar3a gayA hai| agara, vaha ahaMkAra calA jAe to saba regyulara ho jAegA, usake bAda sAhajika ho jaaegaa| ahaMkAra saba bigAr3atA hai, khuda kA hI bigAr3atA hai jabaki sAhajikatA ho to saba acchA rahatA hai| hamane Apako jo AjJAe~ dI haiM na, ve sahaja hI banAtI haiN| vaha sahaja hI banAne vAlI haiN| saba kAma sahaja rUpa se pUrNa ho jAe aisA hai usakA, cAhe kaisI bhI parezAnI ho| dekho na, yaha kaisI parezAnI AI hai! kainsara huA hai aura phalAnA huA hai aura parezAna hote rahate haiM, nahIM? are! huA hai to use huA hai, usameM mujhe kyA huA hai ? hamane jAnA ki par3osI ghabarA gae haiN| par3osI ke lie koI bahuta nahIM rotA, hai na? abhI ye jo sAtha vAle seTha haiM, unheM yadi kucha duHkha A jAe to kyA hama rone laga jAe~ge? unase jAkara kaheMge ki 'bhAI, hama haiM na Apake sAtha, Apa ghabarAnA mt| sahaja dazA kI limiTa praznakartA : sahajatA kI limiTa kitanI? dAdAzrI : niraMtara sahajatA hI rahatI hai| sahajatA rahegI lekina jitanA AjJA pAlana karoge utanI rhegii| AjJA hI dharma aura AjJA hI tapa hai, itanI hI mukhya cIz2a hai| hamane kyA kahA hai ki agara AjJA pAlana karoge to hamezA samAdhi rhegii| koI gAliyA~ de yA mAre, phira bhI samAdhi nahIM jAegI, aisI smaadhi| subaha-subaha nizcaya hI karanA hai ki dAdA, ApakI AjJA meM hI raha sakU~ aisI zakti diijie| aisA nizcaya karane ke bAda dhIre-dhIre bar3hatA jaaegaa| praznakartA : jJAna lene ke bAda zuruAta meM jaise-jaise usa anusAra Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjJA kA puruSArtha banAtA hai sahaja karate jAte haiM aura jaise-jaise apanA bhAva pakkA hotA jAtA hai, vaise-vaise aura bhI z2yAdA AjJA meM raha pAte haiM / dAdAzrI : aura bhI z2yAdA raha pAte haiM / apane jJAna meM, akrama vijJAna meM, sAmAnya rUpa se caudaha sAla kA korsa hai| usameM jo bahuta kacce hote haiM na, unheM z2yAdA samaya lagatA hai aura jo bahuta pakke hote haiM, unheM gyAraha sAla meM ho jAtA hai, jaise niSThA bar3he vaise lekina caudaha sAla meM sahaja ho jAtA hai / mana-vacana-kAyA bhI sahaja ho jAte haiM / 41 Apa DakhoDakhala (dakhalaMdAz2I) nahIM karU~ aisI zakti dIjie', caraNa vidhi meM roz2a bolate haiM na, to logoM ko usakA acchA pariNAma milatA hai lekina yadi vaha jAnatA hI na ho ki dakhalaMdAz2I nahIM karanI hai, to usase bAra-bAra dakhalaMdAz2I ho jAtI hai aura phira pachatAvA hotA / vaha kaisA hai ? jaise ki 'kalyANa ho' aise bhAva hamane kie hoM to usakA asara hotA hai aura yadi aisA kucha bhI nahIM boleM ho to vaisA asara nahIM hogaa| usase ulTe pariNAma Ate haiN| ThIka se acche nahIM A I zuddha upayoga se banatA hai sahaja ye caMdUbhAI alaga haiM aura Apa zuddhAtmA alaga ho, aisI jAgRti rahanI caahie| phira agara sAmane vAlA vyakti ulTA bole, Ter3hA bole taba bhI hamAre lakSa meM se yaha nahIM jAnA cAhie ki vaha zuddhAtmA hI hai| kyoMki vaha jo bola rahA hai, vaha apanA udaya karma bola rahA hai| usa udaya karma kA Amane-sAmane lena-dena hai| yAnI ki pudgala kA lena-dena hai| isase usake zuddhAtmA meM kucha badalAva nahIM hotaa| yAnI khuda ko zuddha upayoga rakhanA cAhie aura sAmane vAle ko bhI zuddha dekheM, use zuddha upayoga rakhA kahA jaaegaa| khuda ne evarIvhera (sabhI jagaha) zuddha dekhA, use zuddha upayoga aura usI ko samatva yoga kahate haiM / samatva yoga ko pratyakSa mokSa kahA gayA hai| hameM niraMtara samatva yoga rahatA hai / dakhalaMdAjI dikhAI de to bhI samatva Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA yoga rahatA hai| hAtha U~cA-nIcA kare phira bhI harja nahIM hai, vaha Ter3hA ho jAe taba bhI harja nahIM, nahIM kare taba bhI harja nhiiN| lekina jo khuda buddhi lagAkara aisA kahe ki yaha mujha se nahIM hogA to vahA~ para ahaMkAra hai| sahaja bananA hai| ___ zuddhAtmA banakara raho vyavahAra meM agara koI vyakti jela meM se chUTakara pradhAnamaMtrI bana jAe to pradhAnamaMtrI banane ke bAda vaha dina-rAta yaha nahIM bhUlatA ki 'maiM pradhAnamaMtrI hU~', nahIM bhUlatA na? vaha nahIM bhUlatA isalie vaha kAma meM bhI nahIM cuuktaa| koI agara prazna pUche na, to vaha aisA samajhakara hI javAba detA hai ki 'maiM pradhAnamaMtrI huuN'| isI prakAra hama zuddhAtmA bana gae haiM na, to hameM bhI, 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~,' aisA samajhakara hI javAba denA hai| jisa rUpa bana cuke haiM, usa rUpa kA hai yh| samajha jaao| bAhara karma ke udaya z2ora mAreM to vaha alaga bAta hai| ve to pradhAnamaMtrI ke bhI z2ora maareNge| karma ke udaya se koI patthara mAratA hai, koI gAliyA~ detA hai| vaise sabhI karma ke udaya to unake bhI haiM na, lekina jisa prakAra ve pradhAnamaMtrI ke rUpa se apanA pharz2a nibhAte haiM, usI prakAra se hameM bhI zuddhAtmA kA pharja nibhAnA pdd'egaa| isase vaha yaha nahIM bhUla jAtA ki 'maiM caMdUbhAI huuN'| aisA bhUlane se calegA kyA? sabakucha lakSa meM hI rahatA hai na? zuddha svarUpa se dekhane para, prakRti hotI hai sahaja praznakartA : yadi sAmane vAle ke sAtha eDajasTa honA ho to usameM zuddhAtmA hI dekhanA cAhie na? agara hama zuddhAtmA ke rUpa se dekheMge tabhI eDajasTa ho sakeMge na? dAdAzrI : hA~! aura kyA? jo AjJA kA pAlana karate haiM, ve eDajasTa ho hI jAte haiN| AjJA pAlana karo aura zuddhAtmA dekho, usakI phAila ko bhI dekho| rileTiva ko aura riyala ko, donoM ko dekho| praznakartA : khuda kI prakRti ko, sAmane vAle kI prakRti ke sAtha eDajasTa karavAne ke bajAya aba, yadi 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aura sAmane vAle Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjJA kA puruSArtha banAtA hai sahaja ko 'zuddhAtmA' rUpa se dekhU, to prakRti apane Apa eDajasTa ho jAegI na? dAdAzrI : ho hI jaaegii| yadi mAreMge to prakRti uchalegI, varnA yoM hI sarala-sahaja bhAva meM A jaaegii| yaha khuda asahaja huA na, isalie vaha prakRti kUdatI rahatI hai| praznakartA : lekina jinhoMne jJAna liyA hai, unakI prakRti sahaja rahatI hai, paraMtu sAmane vAle ne nahIM liyA ho, unakI thor3I na, sahaja rahatI hai? dAdAzrI : lekina jo jJAna vAlA hai, vaha dUsare kI prakRti ke sAtha sahaja rUpa se kAma kara sakatA hai, yadi mRta ahaMkAra bIca meM dakhala na kare to| praznakartA : do vyakti Amane-sAmane ho, eka ne dAdA kA jJAna liyA hai to vaha khuda kI prakRti ko sahaja karatA jAtA hai, isa taraha se jJAna meM rahakara, pA~ca AjJA kA pAlana karake, lekina sAmane vAlA vaha vyakti, jisane dAdA kA jJAna nahIM liyA hai, usakI prakRti kaise sahaja hogI? dAdAzrI : nahIM, usase kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| praznakartA : aba usakI prakRti to sahaja nahIM hogI lekina kyA hameM usase koI dikkata AegI? dAdAzrI : apanI to, ye jo pA~ca AjJAe~ haiM na, ve Apake lie sabhI taraha se sephasAiDa hai| agara Apa unameM rahoge na, to koI bhI Apako parezAna nahIM karegA, bAgha-siMha koI bhii| bAgha ko jitane samaya taka Apa zuddhAtmA ke rUpa se dekhoge, utane samaya taka vaha apanA pAzavI dharma, pazu yoni kA jo dharma hai, use bhUla jaaegaa| yadi vaha apanA dharma bhUla gayA to phira kucha nahIM kregaa| praznakartA : arthAt sAmane vAle meM zuddhAtmA dekhane se usameM koI parivartana AtA hai kyA? dAdAzrI : oNpha korsa (pakkA) isIlie maiM kahatA hU~ na ki ghara Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA ke logoM ko 'zuddhAtmA' rUpa se dekho| kabhI dekhA hI nahIM na! Apa ghara meM ghusate hI bar3e beTe ko dekhate ho to ApakI dRSTi meM aisA kucha nahIM rahatA hai| bAhara kI dRSTi se to, 'kaise ho, kaise nahIM', sabakucha karate haiM lekina yadi bhItara meM kaho ki, 'sAlA nAlAyaka hai', to isa prakAra se dekhane para usakA asara hogA aura yadi 'zuddhAtmA' dekhAge to usakA bhI asara hogaa| yaha saMsAra sArA asara vAlA hai| yaha itanA z2yAdA iphekTiva hai na ki bAta mata puucho| jaba hama vidhi karate haiM na, taba hama aisA hI karate haiM, asara DAlate haiM, viTAmina DAlate haiM isalie ye zaktiyA~ utpanna hotI haiN| varnA, zakti kaise milatI? maiM anaMta janmoM kI kamAI lekara AyA hU~ aura Apa yoM hI rAha calate A ge| praznakartA : Apa ne kahA ki hama zuddhAtmA ko zuddhAtmA ke rUpa meM dekhate haiN| bhItara meM ye zuddhAtmA to nirdoSa hI haiM... dAdAzrI : ve to bhagavAna hI haiN| praznakartA : lekina hameM usakI prakRti bhI nirdoSa dikhAI detI hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha prakRti nirdoSa dikhanI caahie| praznakartA : aMta meM prakRti bhI nirdoSa dikhAI de, jaba donoM nirdoSa dikhAI deMge taba sahajatA A jAegI? dAdAzrI : hA~, apanA yaha mArga to vahA~ taka kA hai, kahate haiM ki Apa meM kapaTa ho, use bhI dekho| jabaki kramika mArga meM to kapaTa calatA hI nahIM na! ahaMkAra ko hI bilkula zuddha karate rahanA par3atA hai, vahA~ nahIM cltaa| arthAt isa taraha se karate-karate yadi do-tIna janmoM meM bhI pUrA ho jAe taba bhI bahuta ho gayA na! are! yadi dasa janmoM meM ho taba bhI kyA nukasAna ho jAegA? lekina koI doSita nahIM hai| Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjJA kA puruSArtha banAtA hai sahaja yadi 'vyavasthita' ko samajhe, to bana jAegA sahaja 'jJAna' se pahale, yadi Apa sTezana gae ho aura vahA~ Apako patA cale ki gAr3I pAva ghaMTA leTa hai to Apa taba taka iMtaz2Ara karate haiN| usake bAda phira patA cale ki abhI aura AdhA ghaMTA leTa hai to Apa aura AdhA ghaMTA baiThate haiN| usake bAda yadi phira se patA cale ki abhI aura AdhA ghaMTA leTa hai to Apa para kyA asara hogA? praznakartA : boriyata ho jAtI aura ina relave vAloM ko gAliyA~ bhI de detaa| dAdAzrI : jJAna kyA kahatA hai ki yadi gAr3I leTa hai to vaha 'vyavasthita' hai| 'avasthA mAtra kudaratI racanA hai, jisakA koI bApa bhI racane vAlA nahIM hai aura vaha vyavasthita hai|' itanA hamane bolA, to jJAna ke ina zabdoM ke AdhAra para sahaja raha paaeN| prakRti anAdikAla se asahaja banAtI AI hai| jJAna ke AdhAra para use sahaja karanI hai| vAstava meM to yaha prakRti sahaja hI hai lekina khuda ke vibhAvika bhAva kI vajaha se asahaja ho jAtI hai| jJAna ke AdhAra para use sahaja svabhAva meM lAnA hai| yadi rileTiva meM dakhala karanA baMda ho gayA to AtmA sahaja ho jAtA hai| isakA matalaba kyA ki khuda jJAtA-dRSTA aura paramAnaMda ke pada meM rahatA hai| ___ yaha jJAna hAz2ira rahe to agara Trena AdhA-AdhA ghaMTA karake pUrI rAta bhI bitA deM na, to bhI hameM kyA harja hai? jabaki ajJAnI to Adhe ghaMTe meM kitanI hI gAliyA~ de degA! ve gAliyA~ kyA Trena ko pahu~ceMgI? gArDa ko pahu~ceMgI? nahIM, kIcar3a to vaha apane Apa para hI ur3AtA hai| agara jJAna ho to parezAnI meM parezAnI ko dekhatA hai aura sukha-suvidhA meM sukha-suvidhA ko dekhatA hai, usI ko sahaja AtmA kahate haiN| hamArA yaha jJAna aisA hai ki bilkula bhI boriyata nahIM hotii| phA~sI para car3hanA par3e taba bhI parezAnI nahIM hotii| phA~sI para car3hanA to 'vyavasthita' hai aura rokara bhI phA~sI para to car3hanA hI hai, to phira ha~sakara kyoM nahIM? Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 46 sahajatA praznakartA : agara vyavasthita ko nirdhArita samajhe, to phira kucha karane kA rahA hI nahIM na? dAdAzrI : yadi jJAna kA durupayoga kareMge to ve dakhala kie bagaira raheMge hI nahIM! isalie dakhalaMdAjI nahIM karanI hai| sahaja bhAva se rahanA hai! hama rahate haiM na sahaja bhAva se ! 'maiM' 'paTela' ko kahatA hU~ ki roz2a cAra baje satsaMga meM jAnA hai, varnA, phira raha hI jAegA na! isa taraha se 'nirdhArita' kahane se to khatma ho jaaegaa| nirdhArita nahIM kaha skte| hai nirdhArita, lekina vaha jJAnI kI dRSTi se nirdhArita hai aura yaha bAta jJAnI Apako avalaMbana ke rUpa meM dete haiN| yaha ekjekTa avalaMbana hai lekina isakA upayoga hamArI batAI huI samajha ke anusAra krnaa| ApakI samajha ke anusAra isakA upayoga mata krnaa| ___ jaba taka Apako kevala darzana nahIM huA taba taka hama kahate haiM ki bhAI, baiMka meM se bAhara Ao to jeba saMbhAlakara rkhnaa| jahA~ 'biveyara oNpha thIvsa' likhA ho, vahA~ para jeba saMbhAlakara rakhanA hai aura usake bAvajUda bhI agara ve A~kha meM mirca DAlakara jeba kATa leM to hameM kahanA hai ki 'vyavasthita' hai| apanA prayatna thaa| bahuta samajhane jaisA hai| vyavasthita to bahuta U~cI cIz2a hai! jahA~ dakhala calI gaI vahA~ prakRti sahaja jise yaha 'jJAna' milA hai, use bhI gAr3I meM car3hate samaya aisA vicAra AtA hai ki kahA~ jagaha hai aura kahA~ nhiiN| vahA~ sahaja nahIM raha paataa| bhItara khuda dakhala karegA, phira bhI agara 'jJAna' meM hI raho, 'AjJA' meM hI raho to prakati sahaja ho jaaegii| phira cAhe jaisA bhI ho taba bhI, bhale hI vaha logoM ko sau gAliyA~ de phira bhI vaha prakRti sahaja hI hai| kyoMki hamArI AjJA meM rahA isalie usakI khuda kI dakhala khatma ho gaI, aura tabhI se prakRti sahaja hone lagatI hai| kramika mArga meM TheTha taka sahaja dazA nahIM hotii| vahA~ ' yaha tyAga karo, yaha tyAga karo, aisA kara sakate haiM, aisA nahIM kara sakate haiN|' TheTha taka aisI jhaMjhaTa rahegI hii| Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjJA kA puruSArtha banAtA hai sahaja 47 sAhajika dazA kA tharmAmITara praznakartA : sahajatA lAne ke lie isa phAila naMbara eka kA bhI samabhAva se nikAla (nipaTArA) karanA par3egA? dAdAzrI : isa eka naMbara kI phAila ke sAtha kucha jhaMjhaTa nahIM hai na? kisI bhI prakAra kI nahIM hai? ohoho! aura eka naMbara kI phAila kA gunAha nahIM kiyA hai? maiM apane mahAtmAoM se pUchatA hU~ ki 'pahale naMbara kI phAila kA samabhAva se nikAla karate ho na?' taba ve kahate haiM, 'pahale naMbara kI phAila kA kyA nikAla karanA hai?' are, asalI phAila to pahale naMbara kI hI hai| hama jo du:khI hai na, hameM yahA~ para jo duHkha lagatA hai na, vaha asahajatA kA duHkha hai| mujhase kisI ne pUchA thA ki 'yaha phAila naMbara vana, use agara phAila na mAne to kyA harja hai? vaha kisa kAma kA? yaha isameM kucha khAsa helpiMga nahIM hai|' taba maiMne aisA javAba diyA ki 'isa phAila ke sAtha to bahuta z2yAdA mAthApaccI kI hai isa jIva ne, ise asahaja banA diyA hai|' taba kahate haiM, 'ina dUsarI phAiloM ko hamane kucha nukasAna pahu~cAyA ho, vaha to samajha meM AtA hai lekina apanI phAila ko, pahale naMbara kI phAila ko kyA nukasAna pahu~cAyA, vaha samajha meM nahIM aataa|' ye saba nukasAna kie hoM, jaba ise acchI taraha se samajhAe~ge taba samajha meM AegA, bhaaii| ina sabhI phAiloM kA 'samabhAva se nikAla karate haiN| phira, do naMbara kI phAila ke sAtha to jhagar3e hue haiM, jhaMjhaTeM huI haiM to isakA samabhAva se nikAla (nipaTArA) karate haiM lekina yaha phAila naMbara eka, apanI hI phAila hai| isakA kaise nikAla karanA hai?' lekina logoM ko yaha patA nahIM calatA ki kyA nikAla karanA hai ! isake to behisAba nikAla karane haiN| taba maiMne unheM smjhaayaa| taba ve kahate haiM, 'yaha bAta bhI bahuta socane lAyaka ho gaI, yaha to|' bAhara pradhAnamaMtrI aura una sabhI ke bhASaNa cala rahe ho, usa samaya yadi thUkanA ho na, to ve thUkate nhiiN| sabhA meM baiThe ho na, pezAba karane Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 48 sahajatA jAnA ho to Der3ha-do ghaMTe taka nahIM jaate| aisA hotA hai yA nahIM? saMDAsa jAnA ho taba bhI eka ghaMTe ke baad| varnA, sabhA meM se uThegA to iz2z2ata calI jAegI na? yadi saMDAsa jAnA ho to ghaMTe bhara rokakara rakhatA hai kyA? praznakartA : hA~, taba bhI rokakara rakhatA hai| jaba nahIM roka pAtA taba jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : lekina yaha saba jo kiyA hai na, usase deha kA jo sahaja svabhAva thA, vaha sahaja svabhAva TUTa gyaa| ise sahaja rahane hI nahIM diyaa| arthAt kaI jagaha para aisA kiyA hai| yAnI ki pahale naMbara kI phAila ko bahuta nukasAna pahu~cAyA hai| isa deha ko sahaja nahIM rahane diyA, isalie aba, ApakI pahale naMbara kI phAila kA samabhAva se nikAla karanA hai| sabhI vRttiyoM ko dabAkara rakhane se asahaja ho gayA hai| thakane para bhI calatA rahatA hai| kisI hoTala meM khAne baiThA ho aura pahale naMbara kI phAila kA peTa bhara gayA ho aura vaha khAnA svAdiSTa ho to khAtA hI rahatA hai, vaha nukasAna karatA hai| pahale naMbara kI phAila ko to loga bahuta parezAna karate haiN| ___ agara koI acchI pustaka ho to par3hate hI rahatA hai, sone kA TAima ho gayA ho taba bhii| use thor3A inTaresTa A jAtA hai na! praznakartA : lekina dAdA, yaha pahale naMbara kI phAila aisI hai, vaha kalpanA meM bhI kahA~ se AtA hai ? dAdAzrI : hA~, 'maiM hI hU~' sbkuch| praznakartA : haaN| vaha to Apake pAsa Ae aura Apane kucha aisA jAdUmaMtara kiyA taba jAkara patA calA ki aba, yaha hamArI phAila hai| varnA, hama bhI aise hI the| dAdAzrI : 'maiM hI hU~' taba tU pIche kyoM par3atA hai ? taba kahe 'abhI Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjJA kA puruSArtha banAtA hai sahaja merI parIkSA cala rahI hai| are, 'tU hai' to kara na, par3ha na? taba kahe, 'nahIM, nIMda A jAtI hai|' taba to vaha tU nahIM hai? taba use bheda samajha meM nahIM aataa| yadi nATaka dekhane jAnA ho aura phAila naM-1 ko sonA ho to sone nahIM detA aura nATaka dekhane jAtA hai| tIna baje taka nATaka dekhatA hai aura nATaka meM aise ekAdha jhapakI bhI A jAtI hai| utane meM koI kahegA, 'bhAI, nATaka dekho na, aisA kyoM kara rahe ho?' vApasa jAgatA hai| phira bhI nahIM ho to AkhoM meM kucha lagAkara baiThatA hai| lekina isase kisI bhI taraha se, mAra-pITakara kAma le liyaa| isa phAila kI nIMda meM bhI absTrakzana (rukAvaTa) ddaalaa| kisalie? nATaka dekhane ke lie, vaha nIMda meM absTrakzana karatA hai| jahA~ samabhAva se nikAla, vahA~ sahaja yaha aniyamita ho gayA hai| aniyamita hai isalie asahaja hotA hai| asahaja rahatA hai isalie AtmA ko asahaja karatA hai| jisakI deha sahaja, usakA AtmA shj| isalie pahale phAila naMbara vana ko hI sahaja karanI hai| jAgaraNa karatA hai yA nahIM? puNyazAlI ho, Apake hisAba meM nATaka vagairaha nahIM hai| hamAre hisAba meM to bahuta nATaka the| pahale naMbara kI phAila kI hai koI galatI? pahale naMbara kI phAila ko dekhane jaisA hai yA nahIM? praznakartA : pahale naMbara kI phAila ko hI dekhane jaisA hai, daadaa| dAdAzrI : loga yahA~ se gAr3I meM muMbaI jAte haiM, to nIMda meM absTrakzana karate haiM yA nahIM? nIMda meM bhI, jaba vaha gAr3I meM baiThatA hai muMbaI jAne ke lie, taba sArI rAta jAgatA hai| zarIra to aise-aise hilatA rahatA hai| koI sAtha meM ho na, usake Upara gira jAtA hai! taba apane ko aisA lagatA hai ki 'ye itane bar3e AdamI hokara, kaoNnTraikTara hokara, mere Upara girate haiM!' Upara se apane koTa ko bhI tela vAlA karatA hai| aba unase kyA kaheM? hama kaha bhI kyA sakate haiM? kyoMki unakA koI gunAha nahIM hai| hama baiThe isalie hamArA gunAha hai, unakA kyA gunAha ? ve to Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA sahaja rUpa se sote haiM becAre! lekina deha ko sahaja nahIM rahane diyA aura asahaja ho gayA, usakA yaha saba hisAba hai| bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM, 'deha ko sahaja kro|' jabaki inhoMne asahaja kiyaa| yadi gAr3I meM thaka gae ho to bhI nIce nahIM baitthte| pahale naMbara kI phAila kyA kahatI hai, 'bahuta thaka gayA hU~' phira bhI ye iz2z2atadAra loga nIce nahIM baitthte| aisA hotA hai yA nahIM? maiM kahatA hU~ ki 'aba baiTho na, baittho|' 'ye loga dekheMge na!' lekina inameM se Apako kauna pahacAnatA hai aura yadi pahacAnate bhI ho to bhI kyA? kyA inameM se koI iz2z2atadAra hai? gAr3I meM tujhe koI iz2z2atadAra dikhAI diyA? agara koI iz2z2atadAra hogA to apanI iz2z2ata jaaegii| maiMne to bahuta iz2z2atadAra loga dekheM haiN| isalie mujhe to samajha meM A gayA na, jaba maiM tharDa klAsa ke Dibbe meM saphara karatA thA, taba baiga ko nIce rakhakara usa para baiTha jAtA thA, yadi baiga kharAba hogA to harja nhiiN| ___ arthAt merA kahanA hai ki isa deha ko asahaja karate haiM aura phira kahate haiM ki mujhe bhUkha nahIM lgtii| jaba bhUkha lagI ho usa samaya 'hotA hai ki jaldI kyA hai? abhI bAtacIta calane do|' isa taraha se DeDha ghaMTA nikala jAtA hai hara roz2a aisA hI karatA hai n| phira kahatA hai, 'aba merI bhUkha bilkula mara gaI hai|' are bhAI, vaha kisa taraha se jIvita rahegI? tUne prayoga hI aise kie haiM na! are, bhUkha lagane ke do ghaMTe bAda khAtA hai, usa samaya vaha tAza khelane baiThA hotA hai, kitane loga to mauja-zauka meM raha jAte haiM na, 'hogA, hogaa'| phira do ghaMTe ke bAda bhUkha mara jAne bAda khAte haiN| isa taraha se saba asahaja ho gayA hai| are, maiMne to eka AdamI ko dekhA thA, Aja se tIsa sAla phle| usane sTezana para cAya ma~gavAI aura cAya vAle ne kapa usake hAtha meM diyaa| taba gAr3I calane lagI, aba usake mana meM aisA AyA ki cAya ke paise bekAra cale jAeMge, usane cAya mu~ha meM DAla dI aura jala gayA, yaha to maiMne khuda dekhA thaa| hA~, cAya kA pUrA kapa hI aMdara DAla diyaa| pahale rakAbI kI pI lI aura usake bAda paunA kapa cAya bacI thI, itane meM gAr3I calane lagI to vaha dukAna vAlA kahane lagA, 'are, pI lo, pI Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjJA kA puruSArtha banAtA hai sahaja lo|' to isane pI lii| pI lene ke bAda to itanI jalana huI, becArA bahuta parezAna ho gayA! apane loga to bahuta hoziyAra haiM, paise bekAra nahIM jAne dete na! eka bhI paisA bekAra nahIM jAne dete| ___ isalie jaba samajhAyA, to kahate haiM, 'ohoho! aisI to bahuta sI cIjeM kI haiN'| taba maiMne kahA, 'Apa Aie, maiM Apako saMkSepa meM samajhAtA hU~, isa para se samajha jAo na!' phAila naM-1 kA samabhAva se nikAla (nipaTArA) nahIM kiyA hai| isalie isa phAila ko bhI sahaja karanI hai, samabhAva se nikAla krke| calanA dhyeya ke anusAra, mana ke anusAra nahIM praznakartA : aisA nizcaya kiyA ho ki dAdA ke sAtha rahakara kAma nikAla lenA hai, pA~ca AjJA meM rahanA hai aura usake bAvajUda isameM kamaz2ora par3a jAte haiM, to usake lie kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : lo! kyA karanA cAhie yAnI? yadi mana kahe ki 'aisA karo' aura hama jAnate haiM ki yaha to apane dhyeya ke viruddha hai, balki isase dAdAjI kI kRpA kama ho jaaegii| isalie mana se kaheMge, 'nahIM, dhyeya ke anusAra aisA karanA hai'| dAdAjI kI kRpA kisa taraha milegI, vaha jAnane ke bAda hameM usa taraha apanA kArya karanA caahie| arthAt mana ke kahe anusAra calane se hI ye sabhI jhaMjhaTeM hotI haiN| kAphI samaya se yaha kaha rahA hU~ ise| yahI samajhAte rahatA huuN| isalie aba mana ke kahe anusAra nahIM calanA caahie| apane dhyeya ke anusAra hI calanA cAhie varnA, vaha to jisa gA~va jAnA hai, usake bajAya kisI aura gA~va le jAegA! dhyeya ke anusAra calanA, use hI puruSArtha kahate haiM na! aise to, mana ke kahe anusAra to ye aMgrez2a-va~grez2a sabhI cala hI rahe haiM na! ina sabhI phaoNrena vAloM kA mana kaisA hotA hai ? sIdhA hotA hai jabaki apanA mana dakhala vAlA hotA hai| kucha na kucha ulTA hotA hai| isalie to hameM apane mana kA svAmI khuda bananA par3atA hai| apanA mana, apane kahe anusAra cale aisA honA caahie| praznakartA : jaba yaha bAta nikalatI hai to paMdraha-bIsa dinoM taka Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA usI ke anusAra calatA hai| vApasa aisA kucha ho jAtA hai na, to vApasa badala jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : badala jAtA hai lekina vaha to mana badala jAtA hai, hama kyoM badala jAe~ ? hama to vahI ke vahI hai na! AjJA pAlana meM dakhala kisakI? praznakartA : AjJA pAlana ke lie sahaja kyoM nahIM ho jAtA? dAdAzrI : vaha to khuda kI kamaz2orI hai| praznakartA : kyA kamaz2orI hai? dAdAzrI : kamaz2orI, jAgRti kI, thor3A-bahuta upayoga rakhanA par3atA hai na? eka AdamI leTe-leTe vidhi kara rahA thaa| vaise to baiThe-baiThe, jAgate hue karane meM paccIsa minaTa lagate haiM, lekina leTe-leTe karane meM use DhAI ghaMTe laga ge| kyoM? praznakartA : bIca meM jhapakI A jAtI hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM! Alasa A jAtA hai na, isalie phira kahA~ taka bolA, vaha vApasa bhUla jAtA hai| dobArA phira se bolatA hai| apanA vijJAna itanA acchA hai| kucha bhI dakhala ho, aisA nahIM hai| thor3I-bahuta rahatI praznakartA : eTa e TAima pA~ca AjJA kA pAlana karanA, itanA sarala nahIM hai na! vaha (Alasa) mana ko khIMca letA hai! dAdAzrI : aise rAste meM calate-calate zuddhAtmA dekhate hue jAe, usameM kaisI kaThinAI? kyA kaThina hai? yadi DaoNkTara ne kahA ho ki Aja se ATha-dasa dinoM taka sIdhe hAtha se khAnA mata khAnA to use yAda rakhanA itanA hI kAma hai na? ataH thor3I-bahuta jAgRti rakhanA, basa itanA hI kAma hai na? jAgRti nahIM rahatI isalie dUsarA hAtha usameM calA jAtA hai| anAdi kA ulTA abhyAsa hai| Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjJA kA puruSArtha banAtA hai sahaja 53 yoM pA~ca vAkya to bahuta z2abaradasta vAkya haiN| ye vAkya, samajhane ke lie to besika haiM, lekina besika bahuta kaThina hai| dhIre-dhIre samajha meM Ate jaaeNge| aise dikhane meM sarala lagate haiM, haiM bhI sarala, lekina dUsare bahuta aMtarAya haiM na! mana meM vicAra calate rahate haiM, bhItara uthala-puthala calatI rahatI hai, akulAhaTa hotI rahatI hai, to vaha kisa taraha se rileTiva aura riyala dekhegA? pUrva karma ke dhakke... praznakartA : dAdA, ApakI jo pA~ca AjJA haiM, unakA pAlana karanA thor3A muzkila hai yA nahIM? dAdAzrI : muzkila isalie hai ki hamAre jo pichale karma haiM, ve parezAna karate rahate haiN| pichale karmoM kI vajaha se Aja khIra khAne ko milii| aba khIra jyAdA khA lI, usakI vajaha se DojiMga ho gayA isalie AjJA kA pAlana nahIM ho paayaa| aba yaha akrama hai| kramika mArga meM to kyA karate haiM ki khuda sabhI karmoM ko khapAte-khapAte Age bar3hate haiN| khuda karma ko khapAkara, anubhava lekara aura bhugatakara phira Age bar3hate haiN| jabaki yaha karma ko khapAe bagaira kI bAta hai| isalie hama aisA kahate haiM ki 'bhAI, ina AjJA meM raho aura yadi nahIM raha pAe to cAra janma z2yAdA lageMge, usameM kyA nukasAna hone vAlA hai? praznakartA : ve AjJA bhI kitanI hI bAra sahaja rUpa se rahatI haiM ? dAdAzrI : dhIre-dhIre sabhI sahaja hotI jAtI haiN| jise pAlana karanI hai, usake lie sahaja ho jAtI hai| isalie phira khuda kA mana hI usa, sA~ce meM Dhala jAtA hai| jise pAlana karanI hai aura jisakA nizcaya hai, usake lie koI parezAnI hai hI nhiiN| yaha to saba se ucca, sarala vijJAna hai aura niraMtara samAdhi rahatI hai| yadi gAlI de to bhI samAdhi nahIM jAtI, nukasAna ho taba bhI samAdhi nahIM jAtI, ghara ko jalatA huA dekhe to bhI samAdhi nahIM jaatii| praznakartA : prajJAzakti kA itanA vikAsa hotA hai ki sabhI AjJA usameM samA jAtI haiM? Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 54 sahajatA dAdAzrI : samA jAtI haiN| prajJAzakti pakar3a hI letI hai| ye pA~ca AjJA, ye jo pA~ca phaMDAmenTala senTensa haiM na, ve pUre varlDa ke sabhI zAstroM kA arka (nicor3a) hai! AjJA kA phlAya vhIla agara AjJA kA phlAya vhIla eka sau ikyAsI taka pahu~ca gayA matalaba gADI calane lgii| eka sau assI taka pahu~cane ke lie hameM mehanata karavAnI hai| eka sau ikyAsI taka pahu~cane ke bAda vaha apane khuda ke bala se clegaa| ye jo bar3e phlAya vhIla hote haiM na, use yahA~ se yahA~ taka, yahA~ se Adhe taka U~cA karane ke bAda vaha apane Apa, apane khuda ke bala se hI bace hue Adhe hisse meM ghUmate haiN| ThIka usI prakAra se yaha bhI dUsarA AdhA apane Apa hI ghUmatA hai| hameM vahA~ taka z2ora lagAnA hai, bs| phira to vaha apane Apa hI sahaja ho jAegA, pUrA vhIla ghuumegaa| DigrI bar3hane kA anubhava praznakartA : yaha nabbe DigrI taka pahu~cA yA sau DigrI taka, usakA patA kaise calatA hai ? dAdAzrI : vaha to, khuda ko bojha halkA lagatA hai aura khuda sahaja hotA jAtA hai| jaise-jaise sahaja hotA jAtA hai vaise-vaise saba ThIka hotA jAtA hai| sahaja hotA jAtA hai, shj| kyA bojhA kama nahIM lagatA? bojha kama lagatA hai aura usakA saba kAma ho jAtA hai| AjJA rUpI puruSArtha : svAbhAvika puruSArtha pA~ca AjJA kA pAlana karanA, use puruSArtha kahate haiM aura pA~ca AjJA pAlana ke pariNAma svarUpa kyA hotA hai? jJAtA-dRSTA pada meM raha pAte haiN| yadi koI hama se pUche ki sahI puruSArtha kise kaheMge? taba hama kaheMge, jJAtA-dRSTA rahanA, vh| ye pA~ca AjJA, jJAtA-dRSTA rahanA hI sikhAtI haiM na? jaba riyala aura rileTiva dekha rahe ho taba ve jo Age-pIche ke vicAra Ate haiM, unheM 'vyavasthita' kahakara baMda kara do| agara dekhate samaya Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjJA kA puruSArtha banAtA hai sahaja Age kA vicAra use parezAna kara rahA ho taba 'vyavasthita' kaha deM to vaha baMda ho jaaegaa| ataH apanA dekhanA vApasa zurU rahatA hai| usa samaya koI phAila parezAna kara rahI ho to samabhAva se nikAla karane ke bAda bhI apanA vaha zurU rahatA hai| isa taraha se AjJA jJAtA-dRSTA ke pada meM rakhatI hai| hamArI AjJA meM rahanA, vaha puruSArtha hai| puruSa (AtmA) banane ke bAda aura kyA puruSArtha hai ? aura yadi AjJA kA phala A cukA ho, to khuda bagaira AjJA ke sahaja svabhAva meM raha sakatA hai| vaha bhI puruSArtha kahalAtA hai, bahuta bar3A puruSArtha kahalAtA hai| yaha AjJA se puruSArtha hai jabaki vaha svAbhAvika puruSArtha hai ! praznakartA : svAbhAvika puruSArtha meM A jAne ke bAda, vaha puruSArtha karane kI z2arUrata hai kyA? dAdAzrI : usake bAda z2arUrata nahIM hai n| vaha to apane Apa chUTa jAtA hai| praznakartA : jaba jJAnI milate haiM taba svAbhAvika puruSArtha utpanna hotA hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, svAbhAvika utpanna hotA hai na! pahalA AjJA rUpI puruSArtha, usameM se phira svAbhAvika puruSArtha utpanna hotA hai| apanI pA~ca AjJA sahaja hone ke lie dI haiN| ina AjJA se puNya baMdhatA hai| usase eka yA do janma hote haiN| yadi hamArI AjJA kA pAlana kareMge to niraMtara sahaja samAdhi rhegii| Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [5] trikaraNa aise hotA hai sahaja iphekTa meM dakhala nahIM, vahI sAhajikatA praznakartA : Apake anusAra sAhajika arthAt kyA? dAdAzrI : sAhajika arthAt mana-vacana-kAyA kI jo kriyAe~ ho rahI haiM, unameM dakhala nahIM krnaa| yaha saMkSepa meM, eka hI vAkya meM btaayaa| isameM kitanA samajha meM AyA hai ? yadi samajha meM nahIM AyA ho to Age dUsarA vAkya rakheM? mana-vacana-kAyA kI jo kriyAe~ ho rahI haiM, unameM dakhala karane se sAhajikatA khatma ho gaI hai| jaba 'maiM caMdUbhAI hU~', vaha bhAna calA jAtA hai taba sahaja hotA hai| sAhajika arthAt kyA? yaha aMdara vAlI mazIna jisa tarapha calAe usI tarapha calate rahanA, khuda kI dakhala nhiiN| bhItara vAlA jisa taraha se calAe, usI taraha se clnaa| deha, deha kA dharma nibhAtA hai, hameM apanA dharma nibhAnA hai| saba apanA-apanA dharma nibhAte haiM, use jJAna kahate haiM aura sabhI ke dharmoM ko 'maiM nibhAtA hU~' aisA kahe, use ajJAna kahate haiN| mana Upara-nIce hotA hai, Age-pIche hotA hai, vaha usakA svabhAva hI hai| vaha apanA dharma bajAtA hai| una saba ko hamane dekhA aura jAnA to use koI phariyAda hI nahIM rhii| dekhA arthAt jo cArja ho cukA thA, vaha DiscArja ho gyaa| AtmA jJAtA-dRSTA ho gayA isalie sahajAtmA ho gyaa| kisI meM dakhala nahIM karatA, mana ke dharma meM yA anya kisI meM aura mana kA, una Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trikaraNa aise hotA hai sahaja 57 sabhI kA dharma sahaja ho jAtA hai, yadi deha sahaja ho gaI to saba sahaja ho gyaa| AtmA to sahaja hI hai, svabhAva se hI sahaja hai, deha ko sahaja karanA arthAt usake pariNAma meM dakhala nahIM krnaa| usakA jo iphekTa hotA hai, usameM kisI bhI prakAra kA dakhala nahIM karanA, use sahaja kahate haiN| pariNAma ke anusAra hI calate rhe| sahaja arthAt kyA? mana-vacana-kAyA calate rahe, unakA nirIkSaNa karate rho| anubhava pUrvaka kI sahajatA praznakartA : to kyA mana-vacana-kAyA apane mUla svabhAva meM A jAte haiM? dAdAzrI : hA~! svaabhaavik| ye hamAre mana-vacana-kAyA saba svAbhAvika hai| svAbhAvika jaisA hai vaisA svAbhAvika, unameM dakhala vagairaha nahIM krte| agara Apako isa para thor3A gussA A gayA ho to bhI use svAbhAvika kahA jAtA hai| mana-vacana-kAyA svAbhAvika kahalAte haiN| arthAt bhItara vAlA mAla nikalA, aisA kahate haiN| usameM dakhala nahIM karate, vaha svAbhAvika hai| sAhajika mana-vacana (vANI) aura kAyA ke pratyeka kArya sarala hote haiN| yadi anubhava asahaja ho to ve kArya nahIM hote| anubhava ke sAtha sAhajikatA honI cAhie taba kArya hotA hai| ...bAda meM mana-vANI-vartana DiscArja praznakartA : jaise AtmA kI jJAnazakti aura usakI avasthA badalatI hai vaise mana-vANI-vartana bhI badalate haiM kyA? dAdAzrI : mana to, jo hai vahI rUpaka meM AtA hai, jo philma banI hai vahI philma dikhAI detI hai| mana meM nayA kucha nahIM karanA pdd'taa| praznakartA : lekina jaba vaha mana calatA rahatA hai, taba bhItara roMga Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA bilIpha kI kucha gA~The par3a jAtI haiM agara ve chUTa jAe~ to mana baMda ho jAegA? dAdAzrI : aisA kucha nahIM hai, mana to calatA hI rahatA hai| mana to apane Apa calatA hai| philma apane Apa calatI hI rahatI hai ! praznakartA : jaise mana kudaratI rUpa se calatA rahatA hai to kyA vANI bolate samaya bhI aisA hI hotA hai ? dAdAzrI : vANI bhI kudaratI rUpa se hI nikalatI rahatI hai| praznakartA : aura kisI bhI prakAra kA vyavahAra (vartana)? dAdAzrI : vyavahAra bhI kudaratI rUpa se hI calatA rahatA hai| jahA~ nirtanmayatA vahA~ nirogitA zarIra-mana-vANI kI jitanI nirogitA utanI AtmA kI shjtaa| praznakartA : yaha zarIra-mana-vANI kI nirogitA arthAt kisa taraha se nirogitA? dAdAzrI : vyavahAra AtmA ke sahaja hone ke bAda jo vANI nikalatI hai, vaha nirogI nikalatI hai| jinakI vANI nirogI hotI hai unakA AtmA sahaja hotA hai| yaha hama jo kucha bhI bolate haiM na, vaha saba nirogI kahalAtA hai| arthAt bhItara AtmA sahaja hI rahatA hai aura vaha sahajAtma svarUpa parama guru kahalAtA hai| aise sahajAtma svarUpa kI bhakti krnaa| donoM alaga, khuda bhItara dakhala nahIM krtaa| dakhala kI vajaha se sahajatA calI gii| praznakartA : lekina nirogI vANI arthAt rAga-dveSa bagaira kI vANI, dAdA? dAdAzrI : hA~, bilkula rAga-dveSa bagaira kii| praznakartA : to mana ko nirogI kaise banAnA hai, daadaa| Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trikaraNa aise hotA hai sahaja dAdAzrI : mana to khuda kA nahIM hai isalie mana to apane Apa DiscArja hotA rahatA hai / jaba bhItara ekAkAra ho jAtA hai taba roga hotA hai / yadi ekAkAra hI nahIM hogA to rogI kaise hogA ? bhale hI kitanA bhI Ter3hA ho yA ulTA ho, phira bhI bhItara Ter3he yA ulTe kI kImata nahIM hai| acchA-burA to samAja ke adhIna hai| bhagavAna ke yahA~ kucha hai hI nhiiN| bhagavAna to kahate haiM ki yaha saba dRzya hai, acchA-burA karanA hI nhiiN| dRzya ko dekhanA hai, jJeya ko to jJAna se jAnanA hai T 59 praznakartA : dAdA, lekina laukika dRSTi se, acche-bure ke vicAra A jAte haiM usakI vajaha se kabhI kisI ke prati dveSa bhI ho jAtA hai / dAdAzrI : nahIM, vaha to mana meM hotA hai, use to Apa jAnate ho na! vaha jo bharA huA mAla hai, vaha nikalatA hai / use Apako dekhate rahanA hai / bhItara pUchakara nahIM bharA thA / jo nikala gayA, vaha dobArA nahIM AtA aura yadi aba thor3A-bahuta hogA to AegA lekina bAda meM nahIM AtA / jitanA mAla pAipa meM bharA hai utanA hI AegA / prikaoNzana lenA yA nahIM ? praznakartA : sahaja bhAva se soceM ki yadi barasAta ho jAe to aisA kareMge, aisA jo hotA hai, to kyA vaha vikalpa kahalAtA hai ? socavicAra karane ke bAda jo huA, vaha ThIka hai lekina soca-vicAra karanA, kyA vaha dakhala kahalAtA hai yA vikalpa kahalAtA hai ? dAdAzrI : jinhoMne 'jJAna' nahIM liyA hai, unake lie to sabhI vikalpa hI kahalAte haiM / jinhoMne 'jJAna' liyA hai na, ve samajha jAte haiM / unheM phira vikalpa nahIM rahate / zuddhAtmA ke rUpa meM 'hameM' jarA bhI socavicAra nahIM karanA pdd'taa| jo apane Apa Ate haiM, una vicAroM ko hai jAnanA I praznakartA : isakA artha aisA huA ki koI 'prikaoNzana' hI nahIM lenA hai ? dAdAzrI : 'prikaoNzana ' ( sAvadhAnI) hote hoMge ? jo apane Apa Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 60 sahajatA ho jAe, use 'prikaoNzana' kahate haiM / aba isameM 'prikaoNzana' lene vAlA kauna rahA ? dina ke ujAle meM Apa Thokara khA jAte ho ! usameM 'prikaoNzana ' lene vAle Apa kauna hote ho ? kyA iMsAna 'prikaoNzana' le sakatA hai, jisameM saMDAsa jAne kI bhI svataMtra zakti nahIM hai, vahA~ ? sArA saMsAra 'prikaoNzana' letA hai, usake bAvajUda bhI kyA 'eksiDenTa nahIM hote?' jahA~ 'prikaoNzana' nahIM lete vahA~ kyA eksiDenTa nahIM hote ! 'prikaoNzana' lenA, vaha eka prakAra kI caMcalatA hai, kucha z2yAdA hI caMcalatA hai / usakI z2arUrata hI nahIM hai| saMsAra apane Apa sahaja rUpa se calatA hI rahatA hai| praznakartA : kartA bhAva se sAvadhAnI nahIM, lekina 'oNTomaiTika' to ho jAtI hai na ? dAdAzrI : vaha to apane Apa ho hI jAtI hai / praznakartA: kartA nahIM, lekina yadi sahaja rUpa se vicAra A jAe to phira viveka buddhi se karanA hai, aisA ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, apane Apa hI sabakucha ho jAtA hai 'Apako ' 'dekhate' hI rahanA hai ki kyA hotA hai ! apane Apa hI sabakucha ho jAtA hai ! aba, bIca meM Apa kauna ho ? vaha mujhase kho| Apa 'zuddhAtmA' ho yA 'caMdUlAla' ho ? praznakartA : Apa pUcha rahe ho ki bIca meM Apa kauna ho ? to bIca meM to mana hai na ? dAdAzrI : mana ko hamane kahA~ manA kiyA hai ? mana meM to apane Apa kudaratI rUpa se hI vicAra Ate rahate haiM aura kabhI vicAra nahIM bhI aate| aisA hai, mana to aMtima janma meM bhI hara kSaNa calatA rahatA hai, sirpha, usa samaya gA~ThoM vAlA mana nahIM hotA, jaisA udaya Ae vaisA hotA hai| Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trikaraNa aise hotA hai sahaja 61 socanA, vaha manodharma isa saMsAra meM socane jaisA kucha hai hI nahIM / socanA, vahI gunAha hai / jisa samaya z2arUrata ho, usa samaya vaha vicAra A hI jAtA hai| vaha to thor3e samaya sirpha kAma ke lie hI, usake bAda vApasa baMda ho jAtA hai / phira soca-vicAra karane ke lie eka minaTa bigAr3anA, vaha bahuta bar3A gunAha hai| eka minaTa soca-vicAra karanA par3e, vaha bahuta bar3A gunAha hai isalie hama soca-vicAra meM nahIM pdd'te| I hama, hara samaya Apake sAtha khelate haiM, carcA karate haiM, phalAnA karate haiM vaha saba hama nirdoSa rUpa se karate haiM, jisameM rAga-dveSa nahIM hotA, manoraMjaka, AnaMda bar3hAe isa taraha kA ho, usameM rahate haiM / bAhara vAle bhAga ko kucha to cAhie na ? aura AtmA, basa use jAnatA hai ki ohoho ! kyA-kyA kiyA aura kyA-kyA nahIM, vaha saba hama jAnate haiM / karatA bhI hai aura jAnatA bhI hai| kyoMki eka minaTa se z2yAdA soca-vicAra nahIM karanA hai| vaha to usakI z2arUrata ke anusAra apane Apa vicAra A hI jAte haiM, usakA niyama hI kucha aisA hai aura apanA kAma ho jAtA hai| z2yAdA socane se, tanmayAkAra hokara karane se pUre gA~va kI gaMdagI bhItara ghusa jAtI hai kyoMki usa samaya (tanmayAkAra ke samaya) 'vaha' khulA rahatA hai| jaise ki yaha eyara kampresara rahatA hai, vaha havA khIMcatA hai na aura yadi vaha bAMdrA (muMbaI) kI khAr3I para khIMcegA to ? saba meM badabU Ane lgegii| yadi ise khulA rakheMge na, to sArI gaMdagI hI ghusa jAegI isalie khulA hI nahIM rakhanA, sparza hI nahIM karanA / taba koI pUche ki socanA, vaha kyA merA dharma hai ? taba hama kaheMge ki nahIM, terA nahIM hai / vaha to, mana kA dharma hai / usameM terA gunAha nahIM hai lekina hameM, usase alaga rahakara dekhane kI z2arUrata hai / ye loga to apanA dharma nahIM nibhAte / apanA dharma kyA hai ? I praznakartA: dekhane kA / dAdAzrI : hA~, dekhane kA / usameM tanmayAkAra nahIM honaa| bAkI, Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA socanA to DiscArja hai, vaha apane Apa hotA hI rahatA hai yadi thor3Ibahuta bAta huI to apanA kAma ho jAtA hai| sahaja bhAva se vyavahAra __ hama jo kucha bhI bolate haiM, yadi use socakara boleMge na to? eka bhI akSara nahIM bola pAe~ge, balki ulTA hI niklegaa| jo loga socavicAra karake korTa meM gae na, unhoMne gavAhI bhI galata dii| bahuta socavicAra karake gayA ki aisA kahU~gA aura aisA kahU~gA, isa taraha se socakara phira korTa meM jAtA hai| usa samaya vaha kyA bolegA? praznakartA : 'vyavasthita' meM jo bolanA hai vahI bolegaa| dAdAzrI : usakA vyavasthita hI saba avyavasthita ho cUkA hai, ghoTAlA kara detA hai| agara bagaira soce jAegA na to ThIka se bola paaegaa| AtmA kI anaMta zaktiyA~ haiN| vahA~ para pUrva yojanA karane kI z2arUrata hI nahIM rhtii| ___mAno ki Apako vakIla ne kahA ho, Apako gavAhI dene ke lie korTa meM jAnA hai, dekho! aisA bolanA hai, aisA bolanA hai| usake bAda Apa use bAra-bAra yAda karo ki aisA kahA, aisA kahA, aisA bolane ke lie kahA hai, aura usake bAda vahA~ bolane jAoge to kucha aura hI bologe| isalie sahaja bhAva para chor3a do| sahaja kI itanI adhika zakti hai! yaha saba hamArA sahaja hI Apa dekhate ho na, hai yA nahIM? jaba Apa javAba mA~gate ho taba hama javAba dete haiM yA nahIM? javAba hAz2ira hI rahatA hai| varnA, ApakA kucha kAma nahIM hogaa| __ aMtara, samajhane aura socane meM socane se, socakara jo kucha bhI karma kiyA jAtA hai, usase ajJAna utpanna hotA hai aura nirvicAra se jJAna hotA hai| vaha sahaja hotA hai ! socakara kiyA gayA, vaha jJAna nahIM khlaataa| vicAra arthAt vaha saba mRta jJAna kahalAtA hai jabaki yaha sahaja, yaha vijJAna kahalAtA hai| yaha cetana hotA hai| kAryakArI hotA hai jabaki socakara kiyA gayA sabakucha Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trikaraNa aise hotA hai sahaja ajJAna kahalAtA hai, jJAna nahIM kahalAtA hai| vaha kriyAkArI nahIM hotA, pariNAma nahIM paataa| usake bAda kahatA hai ki maiM jAnatA hU~ lekina hotA nhiiN| maiM jAnatA hU~ lekina hotA nhiiN| aisA raTatA rahatA hai| Apane kisI vyakti ko aise bolate hue kabhI sunA hai kyA? praznakartA : bahuta se bolate rahate haiN| dAdAzrI : sabhI aisA kahate haiM, yahI kahate haiN| yadi jAna cUkA hai to avazya honA hI cAhie aura yadi nahIM hotA hai to samajhanA ki usane jAnA hI nhiiN| jabaki socA haA jJAna, vaha jJAna nahIM khlaataa| vaha to jar3a jJAna kahalAtA hai| jar3a vicAroM se jo utpanna hotA hai, vaha to jar3a hai| vicAra hI jar3a hai| praznakartA : yaha jo jJAna hai, vaha sahaja rUpa se AtA hogA yA sahaja rUpa se hotA hogA, usakA kyA kAraNa hai ? dAdAzrI : usane pUrva ke janmoM meM jo bhI mAla bharA haiM na, vaha saba samajhakara bharA hai| vaha sahaja rUpa se nikalatA hai| samajhakara va jAnakara bhItara mAla bharA hai| socA huA kAma meM nahIM aataa| agara samajhakara bharA ho to kAma meM AtA hai| praznakartA : agara samajhakara bharA ho to vaha sahaja meM A jAtA hai? dAdAzrI : agara sahaja meM AegA tabhI vaha vijJAna khlaaegaa| varnA, vijJAna hI nahIM khlaaegaa| nirAlaMba hone para, prajJA pUrNa kriyAkArI praznakartA : jaba vicAra karane vAlA vicAra karatA hai taba dekhane vAlA kauna rahatA hai? dAdAzrI : dekhane vAlA AtmA hai| vAstava meM to apanI jo prajJAzakti hai na, vahI saba dekhane vAlI hai| vahI AtmA hai lekina vaha AtmA khuda nahIM dekhtaa| khuda kI jo zakti hai, vaha kAma karatI hai| Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 64 sahajatA usane dekhA to basa ho gyaa| Apa jJAtA-dRSTA bana ge| arthAt vaha jo prajJA hai, mUla AtmA kA bhAga, usase sabakucha dekha sakate haiN| Apa meM prajJA utpanna ho cukI hai lekina jaba taka nirAlaMba nahIM hoMge taba taka prajJA pUrNa rUpa se kAma nahIM kregii| abhI to Apa graMthiyoM meM hI rahate ho na! jaba ye graMthiyA~ khatma ho jAe~gI taba kAma Age bddh'egaa| praznakartA : taba kyA socane vAlA AtmA nahIM hai? dAdAzrI : mUla AtmA ne socA hI nhiiN| AtmA ne kabhI bhI socA hI nahIM hai| vaha vyavahAra AtmA kI bAta hai| aisA hai, vyavahAra AtmA ko nizcaya AtmA se dekhate rahanA hai| vyavahAra AtmA kyA kara rahA hai, use dekhate rahanA hai| praznakartA : eka sAtha do kriyAe~ ho sakatI haiM kyA? dAdAzrI : eka hI kriyA ho sakatI hai| kriyA to apane Apa sahaja rUpa se hI hotI rahatI hai| hameM dekhane kA puruSArtha karanA hai| dUsarA saba to hote hI rahatA hai| agara isameM Apa nahIM dekhoge to ApakA dekhane kA bAkI raha jAegA isalie (hameM) dekhane vAle ko (dekhane kA) puruSArtha karanA hai| vaha to hotA hI rahatA hai| philma to cala hI rahI hai| usameM Apako kucha nahIM karanA pdd'taa| vaha apane Apa sahaja rUpa se calatI rahatI hai| ___ jaise-jaise vicAroM ko jJeya banAoge vaise-vaise jJAtA pada maz2abUta hotA jaaegaa| Apa vicAroM ko jJeya svarUpa se dekho, vaha zuddhAtmA kA viTAmina hai| jise vicAra hI nahIM Ate, vaha kyA dekhegA? phira use viTAmina kisa taraha se mileMge? mana vaza hotA hai, jJAna se jaba taka 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~', vaha jJAna hai, vaha bhAna hai taba taka mana ke sAtha lenA-denA hai| taba taka mana ke sAtha tanmayAkAra hotA hai| aba hama zuddhAtmA bana gae to mana ke sAtha lenA-denA hI nahIM rhaa| jJAtA-dRSTA pada A gayA isalie mana vaza ho gayA kahA jaaegaa| Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trikaraNa aise hotA hai sahaja praznakartA : mana vaza hone ke bAda phira jJAtA-dRSTA pada svAbhAvika cIz2a ho jAtI hai kyA ? 65 dAdAzrI : Apako mana vaza ho hI gayA hai, aba prekTisa karane kI z2arUrata hai / jaise-jaise merI bAta sunate jAoge vaise-vaise maz2abUta banate jAoge, hamAre vacanabala se / hamArA vacanabala hI kAma karatA rahatA hai| praznakartA : abhI to hamArA mana vaza nahIM rahatA, to mana vaza karane ke lie kyA puruSArtha karanA hai ? dAdAzrI : vaha jJAna se vaza meM rhegaa| hamane jo jJAna diyA hai, vaha mana ko vaza karane vAlA hI hai| usase phira Apako logoM kA mana vaza meM rhegaa| praznakartA : nahIM dAdA, pahale hameM apane mana ko vaza meM karane do| dAdAzrI : pahale ApakA mana, Apake vaza meM ho jAegA aura agara ApakA mana Apake vaza meM ho gayA to anya logoM kA mana bhI Apake vaza meM ho jAegA / jitanA dUsaroM kA mana Apake vaza ho gayA, utanA ApakA mana Apake vaza ho gayA / bAhara vAloM ke Upara se phira Apa apanA nApa lenA / praznakartA : kyA usakA TesTa yaha hai ki agara hamArA mana, hamAre vaza meM rahegA to dUsare kA mana bhI hamAre vaza meM rahegA ? dAdAzrI : hA~! anya kitanoM kA mana Apake vaza rahatA hai, kitane aMza vaza meM rahatA hai, vaha saba Apako dekha lenA hai / mana vaza rahane kI nizAnI praznakartA : sAmane vAle kA mana vaza meM rahe, usa bAre meM thor3A vistAra pUrvaka udAharaNa dekara samajhAie na, to sabhI ekz2ekTalI (jaisA hai vaisA) samajha sakeMge / dAdAzrI : Apa aisI jagaha para gae ho ki vahA~ dasa vyakti Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 66 sahajatA pI.eca.DI. ho, dasa vyakti grejyueTa ho, dasa vyakti maiTrika pAsa ho, dasa vyakti gujarAtI hI par3he ho, dasa vyakti anapar3ha ho, dasa choTe bacce Der3ha-do sAla ke aura dasa bujurga sATha- paiMsaTha sAla ke, ve sabhI ikaTThe hokara jAe~ to vahA~ para dharma hai / arthAt jahA~ para choTe bacce bhI baiThe raheM, striyA~ baiThI raheM, bujurga aurateM baiThI raheM aura vivAhita loga baiThe raheM, vahA~ dharma hai| kyoMki jahA~ para sAmane vAle kA mana vaza kara sakane vAlA ho, vahA~ para hI ve baiTha sakate haiM varnA, nahIM baiTha skte| jinakA khuda kA mana apane vaza ho gayA ho, ve hI sAmane vAle kA mana vaza kara sakate haiM / jo svataMtra rUpa se calate haiM, jinakA mana saMpUrNa rUpa se vaza meM hai, vahA~ kAma hotA hai! agara mana vaza ho jAe to Apa sabakucha kara sakate ho| loga Apake kahe anusAra caleMge varnA, Apa sikhAne jAoge na to koI eka akSara bhI nahIM sIkhegA balki ulTA clegaa| isa kaliyuga kI havA hI aisI hai ki jisase ulTA clegaa| yadi koI ulTA calatA hai, vaha ulTAsIdhA bolatA hai to bhI hama usakA sAtha nahIM chor3ate / sabhI kA mana vaza rahatA hai, jJAnI ko praznakartA : dAdA, itane sAre vyaktiyoM ko dAdA ke sAtha abhedatA rahatI hai, vaha kisa prakAra se rahatI hogI ? dAdAzrI : vahI Azcarya hai na! aura lagabhaga paccIsa haz2Ara loga abhedatA rakhate haiM! apane mahAtmAoM kA mana hamAre vaza rahatA hai, jinheM caubIsoM ghaMTe dAdA ke alAvA dUsarA kucha nahIM / jitanA maiM kahU~ utanA hI karate haiN| striyA~ aura puruSa, sabhI ke / usameM striyoM kA z2yAdA rahatA hai / striyA~ to sAhajika haiN| sAhajika arthAt jo sahaja ho cuke haiM unake hI vaza meM rahegI, varnA vaza meM nahIM rahatI na ! / I praznakartA : striyoM ko koI dakhala hI nahIM rahatA na ? samarpaNa se striyoM ko jaldI prApti ho jAtI hai na ? Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trikaraNa aise hotA hai sahaja dAdAzrI : lekina striyoM kA hI mana vaza karanA AsAna nahIM hai / puruSoM kA to AsAna hai, striyoM kA to bahuta kaThina hai / kyoMki jahA~ para mana ko vaza kara sakeM aise ho, vahA~ para hI ve baiTha sakatI haiM, varnA nahIM baiTha sktii| praznakartA : Apako yaha saba patA cala jAtA hai ? dAdAzrI : sabakucha patA cala jAtA hai ki isa vyakti kA mana saMpUrNa rUpa se vaza meM rahatA hai| saMpUrNa rUpa se mana vaza rahanA arthAt kyA ki hama jo kucha bhI kaheM, unakA mana hamAre kahe anusAra eDajasTa ho hI jAtA hai ! sAhajika vANI, mAlikI bagaira kI 67 praznakartA : sAhajika vANI arthAt kyA ? dAdAzrI : jisameM kiMcitmAtra ahaMkAra nahIM, vh| maiM isa vANI kA eka sekanDa bhI mAlika nahIM banatA arthAt hamArI yaha vANI sAhajika vANI hai| praznakartA : hamArI vANI meM to sAhajikatA nahIM hai / yadi use chUTa de dete haiM to jhagar3A karatI hai aura breka lagAte haiM to aMdara tUphAna karatI hai| dAdAzrI : Apako kucha nahIM karanA hai / chUTa bhI nahIM denA hai aura breka bhI nahIM lagAnA hai| vaha to, jaba kharAba bolA jAe taba hameM 'caMdUbhAI ' se aisA kahanA hai, ki 'caMdUbhAI, yaha zobhA nahIM detaa| Apane atikramaNa kyoM kiyA ? pratikramaNa kro|' 'hameM' to alaga hI rahanA hai / kartA 'caMdUbhAI' hai aura 'Apa' jJAtA - dRSTA ho, donoM kA vyavahAra hI alaga hai| praznakartA : jJAtA-dRSTA rahane se 'caMdUbhAI' kA kAma ThIka se, ekz2ekTa hotA hai ? dAdAzrI : bahuta acchA, ekz2ekTalI ho jAtA hai| praznakartA : kucha bhI prayatna kie bagaira ekz2ekTalI ho jAtA hai ? Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 68 sahajatA dAdAzrI : prayatna karane se hI bigar3atA hai| 'caMdUbhAI' sAre prayatna kreNge| ise maiM TeparikaoNrDara kyoM kahatA hU~ ? kyoMki yaha sAhajika cIz2a hai| isameM maiM hAtha nahIM DAlatA isalie phira yaha bhUla bagaira kI nikalatI hai| aisI kitanI hI 'Te' bharI huI haiM aura yadi Apako eka 'Tepa' bharanI ho to ulaTA-sIdhA kara doge kyoMki sAhajikapanA nahIM hai| sAhajikapanA AnA cAhie na? sAhajikapanA lAne ke lie yadi khuda jJAtA-dRSTA rahegA to sAhajikapanA aaegaa| jo kartA hai, use kartA rahane do aura jo jJAtA hai, use jJAtA rahane do| 'jaisA hai vaisA' hone do to saba ThIka ho jaaegaa| isa jJAna kA sArAMza hI yaha hai| donoM apanI-apanI pharja bajAte haiN| AtmA, AtmA kI pharja bajAtA hai aura 'caMdUbhAI', 'caMdUbhAI' kI pharja bajAte haiN| jJAtA-jJeya kA saMbadha rahanA caahie| deha kisa tarapha jA rahI hai, deha ke kaise-kaise nakhareM haiM, ve dikhAI dene caahie| vANI kaThora nikalatI hai yA sarala nikalatI hai, vaha bhI Apako dikhAI denA cAhie lekina vaha bhI rikaoNrDa hai, vaha dikhAI denI caahie| kaThora yA madhura vANI bolanA, ve sabhI vANI ke dharma haiM aura ina pA~ca indriyoM ke dharma, ina sabhI dharmoM ko jAnate rahanA hai| isI kAma ke lie yaha manuSya janma hai| ve sabhI dharma kyA kara rahe haiM, unheM jAnate rahanA hai| anya bAtoM meM nahIM par3anA hai| tabhI mana kI sahajatA, vANI kI sahajatA, deha kI sahajatA AtI hai na! vaha usakA phala hai| dehAdhyAsa chUTate-chUTate sahajatA AtI hai| jaba sahajatA AtI hai taba pUrNAhuti kahalAtI hai kyoMki AtmA to sahaja hI hai aura isa deha kI sahajatA A gii| saMsAra, vaha ahaMkAra kI dakhala deha sahaja arthAt svAbhAvika, isameM apanA dakhala nahIM rhtaa| jisameM ahaMkAra kA dakhala nahIM rahatA, vaha deha sahaja kahalAtI hai| yaha hamArI deha sahaja kahalAtI hai arthAt AtmA sahaja hI hai| ahaMkAra kA Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trikaraNa aise hotA hai sahaja dakhala samajha gae Apa? ahaMkAra calA gayA arthAt saba calA gyaa| yaha sArA saMsAra igoiz2ama kI vajaha se hai| sArA igoiz2ama kA hI AdhAra hai| dUsarA kucha bhI bAdhaka nahIM hai, yaha igoijama bAdhaka hai| 'maiM', 'maiM'! jitanA sahaja utanI samAdhi praznakartA : vaha to, Apane sahaja deha kA prakAra batAyA lekina vaha sahaja kaba hotI hai? dAdAzrI : sahaja to Apako yaha jo jJAna diyA hai na, yadi vaha jJAna meM pariNAma pAkara ye sabhI karma kama ho jAe~ge to khuda sahaja hotA jaaegaa| abhI sahaja ho rahA hai lekina aMza rUpa se ho rahA hai| vaha aMza-aMza sahaja hote-hote saMpUrNa rUpa se sahaja ho jaaegaa| abhI sahaja ke tarapha hI jA rahA hai| dehAdhyAsa chUTane se sahaja kI tarapha bar3ha rahA hai isalie abhI sahaja hI ho rahA hai| jitane aMza sahaja ho jAegA utane aMza samAdhi rhegii| agara deha ko koI kucha bhI kare to bhI hameM rAga-dveSa nahIM hote| yaha hamArI deha sahaja kahalAtI hai| Apako anubhava karake dekha lenA hai| hameM rAga-dveSa nahIM hote isalie hamArI deha sahaja hai| ataH sahaja kise kaheMge, vaha samajha lenA hai| sahaja arthAt svaabhaavik| kudaratI rUpa se svaabhaavik| usameM vibhAvika dazA nahIM rhtii| 'khuda maiM hU~' aisA bhAna nahIM rhtaa| rakSaNa se rukA hai, sahajapanA praznakartA : dehAdhyAsa kaba jAtA hai? dAdAzrI : agara koI jeba kATa le aura Apako koI asara na ho to dehAdhyAsa calA gyaa| deha ko koI kucha bhI kare aura yadi khuda use svIkAra le to vaha dehAdhyAsa hai| mujhe kyoM kiyA?' to vaha dehAdhyAsa hai| jJAniyoM kI bhASA meM deha sahaja ho gaI arthAt dehAdhyAsa calA gyaa| praznakartA : jJAna ke bAda vaha sAhajikatA kaisI rahatI hai ? use samajhAie na! Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 70 sahajatA dAdAzrI : jitanA udaya meM AyA ho utanA hI kre| potApaNuM nahIM rkheN| abhI to logoM kA potApaNuM kaisA hai? prakRti kA rakSaNa karane kI bAta to hai hI, balki ulTA 'aTaika' bhI karate haiM, sAmane vAle para prahAra bhI karate haiN'| isalie yaha potApaNuM nikAlanA hai na! prakRti kA rakSaNa karanA, vaha potApaNuM hai| apane mahAtmA karate hoMge kyA? isIlie sahaja nahIM ho pAte, bhaaii| yaha to, z2arA sA apamAna kare usase pahale hI rakSaNa kara lete haiM, z2arA sA kucha aura kare vahA~ rakSaNa kara lete haiN| vaha saba sahajapanA hone hI nahIM detA na! apamAna karane vAlA upakArI __ mUla vastu prApta karane ke bAda aba ahaMkAra kA rasa khIMca lenA hai| yadi rAste meM koI kahe, 'are, Apa beakla ho, sIdhe calo' to usa samaya ahaMkAra khar3A hotA hai, cir3ha hotI hai| usameM rUThane kA rahA hI kahA~? aba hameM cir3ha jaisA kucha rahatA hI nhiiN| ahaMkAra kA jo rasa hai use khIMca lenA hai| apamAna kisI ko bhI acchA nahIM lagatA, lekina hama kahate haiM ki vaha to bahata helpiMga hai| mAna-apamAna, vaha to ahaMkAra kA kar3avAmIThA rasa hai| apamAna karane vAlA to ApakA kar3avA rasa khIMcane ke lie AyA khlaaegaa| 'Apa beakla ho' aisA kahA arthAt vaha rasa sAmane vAle ne khIMca liyaa| jitanA rasa khIMca gayA utanA ahaMkAra calA gayA aura vaha bhI bagaira mehanata ke dUsare ne khIMca liyaa| ahaMkAra to rasavAlA hai| jaba koI anajAne meM nikAlatA hai taba jalana hotI hai| isalie jAna-bUjhakara, sahaja hI ahaMkAra ko khatma ho jAne denA hai| yadi sAmane vAlA sahaja hI rasa khIMca letA ho to usase acchA aura kyA hai? sAmane vAle ne kitanI jyAdA helpa kI kahalAegI! mAna meM nukasAna-apamAna meM phAyadA praznakartA : dAdA, yaha jo pUje jAne kI bhIkha hai vaha kaise jAegI? Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trikaraNa aise hotA hai sahaja 71 usake sAmane kisa taraha se eDajasTamenTa lenA hai? usameM kaisA upayoga rakhanA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha to, jaba hama apamAna kI Adata DAla degeM tb| praznakartA : prApta karanI hai ayAcaka dazA jabaki aMdara to hara eka bAta kI bhIkha hai| dAdAzrI : ayAcakapanA to jAne do na, lekina yadi bhIkha calI jAe to bhI bahuta ho gyaa| yaha bhIkha to, aba yadi hama kisI ke kampAunDa meM se hokara jAte ho aura vaha vyakti gAlI detA ho to roz2a vahA~ se hokara jAnA cAhie, roz2a gAlI khAnI cAhie lekina upayogapUrvaka sahana karanA caahie| varnA, use Adata par3a jAegI, bezarma ho jaaegaa| praznakartA : upayogapUrvaka sahana karanA arthAt kyA? dAdAzrI : agara koI ApakI bahana ko uThAkara le gayA ho, to usa uThAne vAle ke Upara Apako prema AegA? kyA hogA? praznakartA : dveSa hogaa| dAdAzrI : taba vaha nIMda meM rahatA hai yA upayogapUrvaka rahatA hai ? hanDreDa parasenTa upayogapUrvaka rahatA hai, ekadama upayogapUrvaka rahatA hai| phira jaba corI karane jAtA hai, taba vahA~ upayogapUrvaka jAgRti rakhatA hogA yA sotA hogA? praznakartA : upayogapUrvaka rahatA hai| dAdAzrI : ataH upayoga samajha jaao| yahA~ mokSamArga meM to upayoga vAle hI kAma Ate haiN| jaba koI apamAna kare taba mu~ha bigar3a gayA hai, yadi aisA patA cale to phAyadA-nukasAna nahIM hotaa| no laoNsa, no prophiTa aura yadi bAhara mu~ha bigar3A to nukasAna hotA hai| nukasAna kise hotA hai? pudgala ko, AtmA ko nahIM aura yadi bAhara mu~ha nahIM bigar3A, kliyara rahA to utanA AtmA kA AnaMda rhaa| AtmA kA phAyadA hotA hai na? praznakartA : yadi mu~ha bigAr3A to pudgala ko kyA nukasAna hogA? Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 72 dAdAzrI : pudgala ko to nukasAna ho hI gayA na ! praznakartA : lekina yadi vaha jAgRtipUrvaka rahA to usakA mu~ha nahIM bigar3A / sahajatA dAdAzrI : kitanoM ko to, apamAna huA yA use gussA A gayA to khuda ko patA cala jAtA hai / bAda meM maiM pUchatA hU~ ki Apako patA calA kyA? taba kahatA hai, hA~ ! patA claa| lekina vaha chor3egA kisa taraha se? usake bAvajUda bhI use chor3a denA hai / aMta meM sahaja hI karanA hai / vaisA sahaja to, jaba bahuta samaya taka sunatA rahegA taba sahaja hotA jAegA / jAgRta kI dRr3hatA ke lie praznakartA : hamArI kamI kahA~ raha jAtI hai ? dAdAzrI : utanI zakti, utanI jAgRti utpanna nahIM huI hai / jAgRti kamaz2ora hai| hara kSaNa kI jAgRti caahie| hameM eka kSaNa bhI koI doSita nahIM dikhAI detaa| doSita dikhane kI vajaha se hI to ye sabhI jhaMjhaTeM haiN| kyoMki yaha vijJAna hI aisA hai / koI doSita hai hI nahIM aura agara doSita dikhAI detA hai to upavAsa karanA caahie| caMdUbhAI se kahanA ki upavAsa kro| praznakartA : dUsare dina koI doSita nahIM dikhAI degaa| dAdAzrI : doSita hai hI nahIM / praznakartA : upavAsa karane ke bAda phira dUsare dina koI doSita nahIM dikhAI degA? dAdAzrI : nahIM! Apako upavAsa karane ko kahA, usakA kAraNa kyA hai ki utanI maz2abUtI rahanI cAhie, sTrikTa bananA caahie| sTrikTanesa rakhanI cAhie, nirdaya nahIM bananA cAhie / kisI ke aham ko dubhAnA nahIM praznakartA : udAharaNa ke taura para inkama Taiksa meM merI eka phAila Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trikaraNa aise hotA hai sahaja 73 bAkI hai| aba usa inkama Taiksa oNphisara ko yaha jJAna nahIM milA hai, arthAt use ahaMkAra hai| aba vaha ahaMkAra se merA kucha bigAr3a sakatA hai kyA? dAdAzrI : nahIM! ApakA kucha nahIM bigAr3a sakatA, agara Apa use ahaMkAra se javAba nahIM do, to|| praznakartA : maiM to usake pAsa jAtA bhI nhiiN| mujhe usake pAsa jAne kI z2arUrata bhI nahIM par3atI lekina yaha phAila rUTIna meM AtI hai| dAdAzrI : usameM koI dikkata nahIM hai| praznakartA : lekina yadi vaha oNphisara ahaMkArI ho to mujhe kucha nahIM kara sakegA? dAdAzrI : use saMDAsa jAne kI zakti nahIM hai to ApakA kyA karegA? ApakA kaba karegA ki jaba Apa aisA kaho ki aise oNphisara ko maiM dekha luuNgaa| praznakartA : aisA to koI nahIM kregaa| dAdAzrI : hA~, Apa sahaja ho, namra ho to Apako kucha nahIM hogaa| yadi Apa use duHkha nahIM dete to vahA~ vyavasthita meM koI badalAva nahIM hogaa| usakI zakti hI nahIM hai, becAre kI! praznakartA : aba eka tarapha to Apa aisA kahate ho ki use saMDAsa jAne kI zakti nahIM hai aura dUsarI tarapha kahate ho ki use ahaMkAra hai| dAdAzrI : vaha to, yadi use duHkha deMge to| sAmane vAle ko duHkha dene kI zakti usameM hai isalie hamArA koI bhI zabda aisA nahIM nikalanA caahie| taba AegA hala praznakartA : isa saMsAra meM dakhalaMdAjI kie bagaira kyoM nahIM raha pAte hoMge? Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 74 sahajatA dAdAzrI : vaha to, usakI prekTisa hai / aba, prekTisa baMda karanI par3egI ki isa taraha se dakhalaMdAz2I kabhI bhI nahIM ho / jaba isa cAbI kA upayoga bAra-bAra kareMge taba phira jo dUsarA thor3A-bahuta mAla bacA hai usake nikala jAne ke bAda baMda ho jAegA / praznakartA : kyoMki agara hameM sahaja honA hai aura dekhate rahanA hai to dakhalaMdAz2I bilkula bhI kisI kAma kI nahIM / dAdAzrI : vaha to, pahale kA jo mAla bharA huA hai, vaha nikale bagaira nahIM rhegaa| bharA huA mAla to nikale bagaira rahegA hI nahIM na ! bharA huA mAla acchA na lage to bhI nikalatA hI rahatA hai / use hama dekheM to sahaja hI hai| jaba (prakRti) sahaja hogI, donoM sahaja hoMge taba hala A jAegA lekina agara abhI eka sahaja ho gayA to bhI bahuta ho gyaa| Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [6] aMtaHkaraNa meM dakhala kisakI? buddhi karavAtI hai asahajatA prakRti kaba sahaja hogI? jaba buddhi bahana vizrAma legI taba prakRti sahaja hogii| jaba taka kaoNleja meM par3hate the taba taka buddhi bahana AtI thI, lekina aba par3hAI pUrI hone ke bAda usakI kyA z2arUrata hai? aba, use kaha do ki 'Apa ghara para raho, hameM ApakI z2arUrata nahIM hai|' use peMzana de denA hai| buddhi caMcala banAtI hai isIlie AtmA kA jo sahaja svabhAva hai usakA svAda cakhane ko nahIM miltaa| bAhara kA bhAga hI caMcala hai, lekina yadi buddhi ko bAjU meM baiThAe rakhe to sahaja sukha barategA! yadi kuttA dikhA to hI buddhi kahegI, 'kala use kATA thA, usI ke jaisA yaha kuttA dikhAI de rahA hai, yadi mujhe kATa degA to?' are, usake hAtha meM kyA sattA hai ? 'vyavasthita' meM hogA to kaattegaa| buddhi, tU bAjU meM baiTha jaa| agara khuda kI sattA hotI to loga khuda kA sIdhA nahIM karate? lekina sIdhA nahIM huaa| buddhi to zaMkA karavAtI hai| zaMkA hone se dakhala hotA hai| hameM to apane ni:zaMka pada meM rahanA hai| saMsAra to zaMkA, zaMkA aura zaMkA meM hI rahane vAlA hai| karo DivailyU, eksTrA buddhi kI mana-buddhi-citta-ahaMkAra ye cAroM jo aMta:karaNa ke rUpa meM haiM usameM koI dikkata nahIM, lekina yaha jo eksTrA buddhi hai vaha kisI kAma kI nahIM hai| yaha saMsAra hI buddhi kI dakhala hai| yadi yaha buddhi nahIM hotI to saMsAra rahatA hI nhiiN| hamArI buddhi khatma ho gaI hai isalie hameM buddhi ke Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 76 sahajatA Upara kA jJAna rahatA hai| hamArI buddhi khatma ho cukI hai| hama meM buddhi nahIM hai, hama abudha ho gae haiN| yaha hamArI sahajatA jJAna pUrvaka kI hai| praznakartA : sabhI prakAra kI kuzalatA prApta karane ke lie buddhi cAhie yA phira sahajatA se bhI prApta ho jAtI hai ? dAdAzrI : sahajatA se z2yAdA prApta hotI hai| buddhi se ulajhaneM hotI haiM, usake bAvajUda bhI buddhi vyartha nahIM hai| buddhi bAda meM hala lA detI hai| sahajatA ke bajAya jyAdA acchA hala lA detI hai lekina pahale bahuta ulajhana meM DAla detI hai| jabaki sahajatA bahuta hitakArI cIz2a hai| praznakartA : yadi buddhi vAle vyakti ko sahaja honA ho to kyA karanA par3egA? dAdAzrI : vaha to, buddhi apane Apa kama hotI jaaegii| yadi vaha khuda taya karegA ki isa buddhi kI vailyU nahIM hai to vaha kama hotI calI jaaegii| Apa jisakI kImata z2yAdA mAnate ho, vaha bhItara meM bar3hatI jAtI hai aura jisakI kImata kama ho gaI, vaha ghaTatI jAtI hai| pahale isakI kImata z2yAdA mAnI thI isalie yaha buddhi bar3hatI gii| praznakartA : buddhi kA jo maila hai, buddhi kA AvaraNa hai, vaha dhula jAnA cAhie na? dAdAzrI : jaba taka hameM z2arUrata hai taba taka vaha rhegii| abhI to loga buddhi bar3hAnA cAhate haiM aura buddhi kaise bar3he, usake upAya DhU~Dha nikAlate haiN| yaha to, buddhi kA hI poSaNa karatA rahatA hai| phira usameM khAda DAlatA hai| usase buddhi bar3ha gii| sirpha, manuSya hI z2arUrata se jyAdA sayAne haiN| buddhi kA upayoga bahuta jyAdA karate haiN| praznakartA : yadi koI jJAna lie bagaira bhI vaha sIdhe-sAde, sarala mArga se jAtA hai aura usakI samajha ke anusAra vyavahAra meM satya aura niSThA pUrvaka rahatA hai to vahA~ para jo kleza kA abhAva rahatA hai aura yahA~ para jJAna lene ke bAda jo kleza kA abhAva rahatA hai, unameM kyA Dipharensa (aMtara) hai? Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMta:karaNa meM dakhala kisakI? 77 dAdAzrI : vaha jo kleza kA abhAva thA na, vaha Apa buddhi pUrvaka karate the| aura yaha jo kleza kA abhAva hai, vaha sahaja bhAva se rahatA hai| isameM kartApana chUTa jAtA hai| samajha samAtI hai buddhi kI dakhala praznakartA : to buddhi ko khatma kara diijie| AptavANI samajhane ke lie to buddhi kA panA (sAmarthya) bhI kama par3a jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : isalie buddhi ke sAtha thor3I samajha bhI bar3hAnI hai| jo jJAna nahIM kahalAtA aura buddhi nahIM kahalAtI, aisI samajha le aao| samajha, jo buddhi bhI nahIM kahalAtI hai aura jJAna bhI nhiiN| jaba vaha samajha pUrNa ho jAtI hai taba use jJAna kahate haiN| buddhi kI dakhala se rukA hai AnaMda buddhi ke cale jAne ke bAda AnaMda bahuta bar3hatA jAtA hai| yaha AnaMda kA dhAma hI hai lekina bIca meM buddhi dakhala karatI hai| praznakartA : yaha jo AnaMda kA dhAma hai, vaha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : maiMne Apako jo diyA hai, vaha AnaMda kA dhAma hI diyA hai, mokSa hI diyA hai| buddhi bIca meM AtI hai isalie dakhala karatI hai| jo buddhi saMsAra meM helpa karatI thI... praznakartA : arthAt jo riekzanarI AnaMda hai, aisA AnaMda nahIM hotA lekina kyA isase bhI U~cA AnaMda rahatA hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM! U~ce kA matalaba mUla AnaMda svarUpa hI hai| Apako AnaMda hI diyA hai lekina isameM yaha buddhi jo saMsAra meM bar3A banAtI thii| jo buddhi hameM maz2abUta karake bar3A vyApAra karavAtI thI, vahI buddhi abhI bIca meM A rahI hai| yahA~ hindustAna meM, jitane buddhizAlI, buddhi ke dharma haiM, unameM se kisI meM bhI mokSa kA mArga nahIM hai| buddhi kA matalaba mokSa se dUra aura jo kabhI bhI mokSa meM nahIM jAne de, use buddhi kahate haiN| Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 78 sahajatA praznakartA : buddhi, vaha z2yAdA baMdhana vAlA mArga hai| dAdAzrI : saMsAra meM saba acchA kara detI hai, pharsTa klAsa acchA kara detI hai lekina kahatI hai, 'vahA~ nahIM jAne duuNgii|' arthAt isa tarapha buddhi kA khiMcAva hai aura usa tarapha prajJA kA khiMcAva hai / prajJA kahatI hai, jo vyakti hArTilI ho, use maiM helpa phula karU~gI, Age le jAU~gI, TheTha taka le jAU~gI, mokSa meM le jaauuNgii| hamArI buddhi calI gaI isalie hamArA hArTa itanA z2yAdA pyora hai na, ekadama pyora ! mujhe kahate the ki hArTilI vANI... praznakartA : 'hRdaya ko sparza karane vAlI sarasvatI, isa vANI kA lAbha anokhA hai !' yaha vANI itanI asaradAyaka hai ki jisa paz2ala kA hala buddhi se nahIM AtA, usakA hala yaha vANI lA detI hai / dAdAzrI : yaha vANI pratyakSa sarasvatI kahalAtI hai| parezAnI hai viparIta buddhi ke kAraNa bhAva karma-no karma aura dravya karma ke jAla ko haTA do, phira dekho abudha adhyAsa se ! yadi abudha adhyAsa hogA to ve jAle haTa jAe~ge, buddhi se ve jAle nahIM htteNge| buddhi to apanA kAma karatI rahegI lekina usakA upayoga nahIM karanA hai| yaha to, jahA~ sA~pa ho vahA~ buddhi ke lAiTa se dekhane para ajaMpA (becainI, azAMti, ghabarAhaTa) hotA hai jabaki 'vyavasthita' kahatA hai yadi 'tU tere rAste se jAegA na, to koI bhI nahIM kATegA!' taba nirAkulatA rahatI hai| buddhi to saMsAra meM jahA~-jahA~ usakI jitanI z2arUrata hai utanA usakA sahaja prakAza detI hI hai aura saMsAra kA kAma ho jAtA hai, lekina ye to viparIta buddhi kA upayoga karate haiM ki yadi sA~pa kATa legA to! vahI upAdhi karavAtI hai / samyak buddhi se sabhI duHkha cale jAte haiM jabaki viparIta buddhi sabhI duHkhoM ko invAITa (AmaMtrita) karatI hai| buddhi to yaha dekhane ke lie hai ki sAmane vAle ko kisa taraha se lAbha ho, lekina yaha to durupayoga karatI hai, use vyabhicAriNI buddhi kahA Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMtaHkaraNa meM dakhala kisakI ? hai / buddhi se yaha kucha bhI karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai / sahajAsahaja prApta ho jAe aisA yaha saMsAra hai / yaha to bhoganA hI nahIM AtA, varnA aisA hai ki manuSya ke janma meM bhoga sakate haiM, lekina yaha manuSya bhoga hI nahIM sakatA aura vApasa inake Taca (saMparka) meM Ae hue sabhI jAnavara bhI duHkhI hue haiN| anya karor3oM jIva haiM usake bAvajUda bhI sirpha yaha manuSya hI duHkhI hai, kyoMki saba kA durupayoga kiyA, buddhi kA, mana kA, sabhI kA hii| sirpha yaha manuSya hI nirAzrita hai / yadi cora sAmane A jAe to 'merA kyA hogA' aisA vicAra ina manuSyoM ko hI AtA hai / 'maiM kaise calAU~gA? mere bagaira calAegA hI kauna ?' isa prakAra kI jo ciMtA karate haiM, ve sabhI nirAzrita hI haiM, jabaki jAnavara bhagavAna ke Azrita haiN| unheM to ArAma se khAnA-pInA milatA hai / unake lie DaoNkTara, haoNspiTala jaisA kucha bhI nahIM hai aura una logoM ke lie akAla jaisA bhI kucha nahIM hai| hA~! jo jAnavara, manuSya ke sAtha meM rahate haiM, jaise gAya, baila aura ghor3A vagairaha vApasa duHkhI hue haiM / 79 buddhi tIna prakAra kI haiM, eka, avyabhicAriNI buddhi, dUsarI, vyabhicAriNI aura tIsarI, samyak buddhi / ina tInoM prakAroM meM, jinhoMne kisI janma meM 'jina ( tIrthaMkara) ' ke darzana kie ho, unheM samyak buddhi prApta hotI hai| yadi zuddha 'jina' ke darzana kie ho aura vahA~ para zraddhA baiThI ho to vaha bIja vyartha nahIM jAtA, isIlie abhI samyak buddhi prApta hotI hai aura phira sahaja bhAva se mokSamArga mila jAtA hai| buddhi ke upayoga se banate haiM kaoNz2ez2a manuSya jo kriyA karatA hai, usa kriyA meM koI dikkata nahIM hai / yadi usameM buddhi kA upayoga huA to turaMta hI kaoNz2ez2a baMdhate haiN| varnA, jo kriyA buddhi bagaira kI hotI hai, vaha sahaja kahalAtI hai| buddhi kA upayoga hone se kaoNz2a baMdhA / arthAt yahA~ para rAga-dveSa karatA hai na, kisI ke sAtha krodha karatA hai, mAna yA lobha karatA hai, usameM buddhi kA upayoga kie bagaira nahIM rahatA aura usase kaoNz2ez2a baMdhate hI haiM / jaba buddhi kA upayoga hotA hai taba krodha karatA hai na ? jaba sAmane vAlA vyakti gAlI Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 80 sahajatA detA hai taba buddhi kA upayoga karatA hai ki mujhe gAlI dI, usameM buddhi kA upayoga huA, isalie use turaMta krodha A jAtA hai / agara koI mere jaisA ho jisameM buddhi nahIM hai to gAlI de taba bhI kyA aura nahIM de taba bhI kyA ? jaba choTe bacce ko kar3avI davA pilAte haiM na, taba vaha mu~ha bigAr3atA hai, use dveSa kahate haiM, vaha bhI kaoNz2a kahalAtA hai aura yadi acchI cIz2a dete haiM to vaha khuza ho jAtA hai, vaha bhI kaoNz2a kahalAtA hai / khAnA, vaha kaoNz2a nahIM hai| yadi Apa tAr3a kA phala khAo to usameM bhI kaoNz2a nahIM baMdhate / kaoNz2a to sirpha kharAba bolane para hI baMdhate haiN| Apako kharAba ke sAtha kyA kAma hai ? aba khA lo na cupacApa ! lekina ve z2yAdA sayAne banate haiM na ! nahIM mAnanA, buddhi kI salAha ko praznakartA : yadi abhI bhI buddhi dakhalaMdAjI karatI hai to kyA karanA cAhie ? dAdAzrI : yadi buddhi isa tarapha dakhalaMdAz2I kare to hameM vahA~ se dRSTi phera lenI cAhie / yadi hameM rAste meM koI nApasaMda vyakti mile to hama isa tarapha mu~ha phera lete haiM yA nahIM ? usI taraha se jo ApameM dakhalaMdAz2I karatA hai usase ulTI dizA meM dekhanA ! dakhalaMdAz2I kauna karatA hai ? buddhi ! buddhi kA svabhAva kyA hai ki saMsAra se bAhara nahIM nikalane detii| praznakartA : buddhi kaba khatma hogI ? dAdAzrI : agara Apa usakI tarapha z2yAdA dekhoge nahIM, dRSTi badaloge to phira vaha samajha jAegI, vaha khuda hI calI jaaegii| jaba taka Apa use bahuta mAna deMge, usakA eksepTa kareMge usakI salAha mAneMge, taba taka vaha dakhalaMdAjI karatI rhegii| jahA~ imozanala vahA~ asahajatA praznakartA : isakA matalaba mUla bAta yaha hai dAdA, ki yadi hama imozanala kama hoMge to hamArA kAma acche se hogA ? Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMta:karaNa meM dakhala kisakI? dAdAzrI : yadi bilkula bhI imozanala nahIM hue to bahuta acchA hogA, hanDreDa parasenTa kAma hogaa| praznakartA : jJAtA-dRSTApanA kI nIMva jitanI pakkI hogI utanA imozanala nahIM hoMge, jitanA imozanala nahIM hue utanA jJAtA-dRSTApanA pakkA hai? dAdAzrI : yadi imozanala hue to jJAtA-dRSTApanA kaccA rhegaa| agara bilkula bhI imozanala nahIM hue to saMpUrNa jJAtA-dRSTApanA rahA, use sAhajikatA kahate haiN| yadi imozanala huA vyakti korTa meM gavAhI degA na, to vaha klamz2I (anagar3ha) degaa| kaisA degA? ThikAnA bagaira kA degA aura sAhajika vyakti to bahuta acchA degaa| praznakartA : korTa meM jo gavAhI dete haiM, ve to lucce aura hoziyAra vyakti hI acchI taraha se dete haiN| dAdAzrI : ve prekTikala ho cuke haiN| dUsare logoM kA kAma nhiiN| dUsare loga to imozanala ho jAte haiN| jo prekTikala ho cuke haiM ve jar3a ho cuke haiN| jahA~ jJAtA-dRSTA vahA~ sahajatA praznakartA : vyavahAra meM saphala hone ke lie hameM kisa dizA meM Age bar3hanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : Apako to, jahA~ para imozanala na ho aisI dizA meM Age bar3hanA caahie| ve loga to imozanala se bhI Age, jar3a ho cuke haiN| ve imozanala nahIM haiN| praznakartA : hA~, lekina aise loga vyavahAra meM jIta jAte haiN| unake jaise saphala hone ke lie kyA jar3a honA par3egA? dAdAzrI : ve bezarma ho gae haiN| praznakartA : to kyA saphala hone ke lie hameM bezarma honA hai? Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA dAdAzrI : nahIM! yadi Apa bezarma ho jAoge to phira nIce gira jaaoge| Apako to jJAtA-dRSTA bananA hai| praznakartA : to kyA hameM imozanalapanA chor3a denA hai ? dAdAzrI : chor3anA nahIM hai| isa taraha se kucha nahIM chuutttaa| yadi jJAtA-dRSTA raheMge to saba chUTa jaaegaa| chor3ane se nahIM chuutttaa| jJAtA-dRSTA rahoge na, to chUTa jaaegaa| eka hI dina, ravivAra ke dina, eka dina zuddhAtmA kI kursI para baiThanA, phira sabakucha acchA calegA! sirpha, jJAtA-dRSTA rahanA hai| caMdUbhAI kyA kara rahe haiM, unheM dekhate rahanA hai| praznakartA : aba caMdUbhAI galata kare yA sahI kare, unheM dekhanA hai? dAdAzrI : galata karate haiM yA nahIM, vaha galata yA saca hotA hI nhiiN| saccA-jhUThA samAja ke adhIna hai| bhagavAna ke vahA~ saca-jhUTha nahIM hai| bhagavAna ke vahA~ phAyadA-nukasAna bhI nahIM hai| praznakartA : to samAja aura vyavahAra ke adhIna hamArA jo bhAva hai, hamAre jIvana kA vyavahAra bhAga, use kaisA rakhanA hai? dAdAzrI : vyavahAra to aisA rakhanA hai ki loga usakI prasaMzA kare, use Ardaza kahe, aisA rkho| loga kahe ki, 'bhAI, caMdUbhAI kI bAta nahIM karanA, ve bahuta acche vyakti haiN|' jabaki ye to khuda ke ghara meM hI acche nahIM dikhte| bhAI, agara par3osI acchA na kahe to harja nahIM lekina ghara meM bhI acche nahIM dikhte| praznakartA : lekina usakA kyA upAya hai? dAdAzrI : yaha jo batAyA vahI, jJAtA-dRSTA rhnaa| praznakartA : hama jJAtA-dRSTA to rahate haiM lekina yadi caMdUbhAI se ulTe-sIdhe kAma ho jAte ho aura pariNAma galata Ate ho, to unheM sudhArane ke lie hameM kyA karanA hai? Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMta:karaNa meM dakhala kisakI? dAdAzrI : kucha bhI nahIM sudhAra skte| ulTA bigaadd'oge| agara abhI assI pratizata bigar3A hai to use nabbe pratizata kroge| praznakartA : caMdUbhAI kA suparaviz2ana karanA hai aura use gAiDensa vagairaha kucha nahIM denA hai? dAdAzrI : suparaviz2ana kA matalaba sirpha dekhanA aura jAnanA hai, gAiDensa vagairaha kucha nahIM denA hai| praznakartA : sudhAranA yA koI kartApada meM nahIM rahanA hai, sudhArane kI z2arUrata hI nahIM hai? dAdAzrI : sudharatA hI nhiiN| balki sudhArane jAtA hai to khuda bigar3a jAtA hai| agara ina puruSoM ko eka dina ke lie rasoI sauMpa deM na, to saba bigAr3a deNge| kar3hI-sabjI bigAr3a deMge, phira dAla bigAr3a deMge, namaka, mirca, sabjI bhI bigAr3a deMge, sabakucha bigAr3akara rakha deNge| kyoMki buddhi vAlA aisA socegA ki yaha z2yAdA ho jAegA, aisA hogA, vaisA hogaa| imozanala ho gayA isIlie bigdd'aa| sAhajika kA kAma hotA hai sarala praznakartA : striyA~ to pacAsa logoM kA khAnA banA sakatI hai, yadi sau logoM ke lie khAnA banAnA ho to puruSa banAte haiN| dAdAzrI : ve saba sAhajika ho gae haiN| jo sAhajika ho gayA hai, vaha eksaparTa bana jAtA hai| praznakartA : vaha to hamArA kAma nahIM hai, isalie bigar3atA hai na, daadaa| hama apane vyApAra-dhaMdhe ke phIlDa meM eksaparTa hai| caMdUbhAI ko kisI phIlDa meM eksaparTa to banAnA par3egA na? dAdAzrI : hameM kyA banAnA hai? vaha banakara hI AyA hai| praznakartA : to phira, vaha kisa phIlDa meM eksaparTa hai use jAnanA to par3egA na? vaha jisa phIlDa meM eksaparTa hai, use usa kAma meM to lagAnA par3egA na? Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 84 sahajatA dAdAzrI : hameM nahIM lagAnA hai, apane Apa saba calatA rhegaa| phIlDa vagairaha saba hai| lAe hue ATe ko phira se pIsane kI Apako z2arUrata nahIM hai| aMdara itanA bar3A sAinsa calatA hai! yadi eka hI dina aMdara thor3A bAIlsa yA kucha kama par3a jAegA to khatma ho jaaegaa| aMdara bahuta z2abaradasta calatA hai, saMbhAlane vAle haiN| yaha bAhara to Apa nimitta mAtra ho| ApameM pAgalapana A jAtA hai, 'yaha maiM hU~, maiM karatA huuN|' are, maiM kucha nahIM krtaa| agara Apako una bAIlsa ko DAlane kA kahA hotA na, to Apa z2yAdA DAla dete| kyA karate? kala acchA pcegaa| pakaur3e khAe~ge aura laDDU-jalebI khaaeNge| aMdara z2yAdA DAla dete| phira dasa dina ke bAda bilkula bhI khAyA na jAe aisA ho jAtA hai kyoMki usane jyAdA koTe kA upayoga kara liyaa| kudarata ne jo koTA taya kiyA hai, vaha ThIka hai| sUjha se hotA hai nikAla sahaja praznakartA : hamArI buddhi aMtara (bheda) karatI hai ki yaha acchA aura yaha galata? dAdAzrI : ve buddhi se jo bheda kie haiM, ve kAma meM nahIM aate| jAgRti se bheda karoge, ve kAma aaeNge| praznakartA : vaha samajha meM nahIM aayaa| dAdAzrI : buddhi to imozanala karavAtI hai| usase jo bheda kie haiM, ve apane kisa kAma ke? jJAna hI iTaselpha (svayaM) bheda karatA hai ki yaha sahI nahIM hai aura yaha sahI hai, vaha sUjha par3atI hI rahatI hai| AgeAge sUjha par3atI rahatI hai aura mana ke DiscArja meM Adara karane yogya kucha hai hI nhiiN| jo Adara karane yogya hai, vaha apane Apa sahaja hI ho jAtA hai| jJAna jAgRti, jo sUjha hai, vaha saba alaga hI kara detI hai| buddhi yA prajJA, DimArkezana kyA? praznakartA : yaha kAma prajJA ne kiyA hai yA buddhi ne, usakA patA kisa taraha se calegA? buddhi aura prajJA kI vyAkhyA kyA hai? kucha bAta Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMta:karaNa meM dakhala kisakI? hotI hai taba buddhi daur3Ate haiM, taba kahate haiM ki buddhi calAI, to buddhi kyA hai? dAdAzrI : jo ajaMpA (becainI, azAMti, ghabarAhaTa) kare, vaha buddhi hai| prajJA meM ajaMpA nahIM hotaa| hameM z2arA sA bhI ajaMpA huA to samajha jAnA ki buddhi kA calana hai| yadi Apako buddhi kA upayoga nahIM karanA ho to bhI usakA upayoga hotA hI hai| vahI Apako zAMti se nahIM baiThane detI hai| vaha Apako 'imozanala' karavAtI hai| usa buddhi se hameM aisA kahanA cAhie ki 'he buddhi bahana! Apa apane mAyake calI jaao| aba Apake sAtha hameM kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai|' sUrya kA ujAlA hone ke bAda momabattI kI z2arUrata hai kyA? arthAt AtmA kA prakAza hone ke bAda buddhi ke prakAza kI z2arUrata nahIM rhtii| aMtaHkaraNa, vaha pichalA pariNAma praznakartA : mana-buddhi-citta-ahaMkAra para apanA prabhAva par3anA cAhie na? dAdAzrI : mazIna para kabhI bhI prabhAva nahIM par3atA, arthAt mana-buddhi-citta-ahaMkAra para prabhAva par3atA hI nhiiN| vaha to, yadi aMta:karaNa khAlI ho jAe to apane Apa saba ThIka ho jAtA hai| akrama mArga ke mahAtmAoM ke aMtaHkaraNa kI sthiti kaisI rahatI hai? unakI dakhalaMdAjI baMda ho jAtI hai| lekina jaba pichale pariNAma Ate haiM taba khuda ulajhana meM par3a jAte haiM ki yaha 'merA' hI pariNAma hai| jabaki usase pUche ki, 'khuda ke pariNAma hai yA kisI aura ke?' taba maiM kahatA hU~ ki, 'ye to kisI aura ke pariNAma haiN|' / yadi hama unakA sAtha nahIM deM aura unheM 'dekhate' hI raheM to hama alaga hI haiN| jaba taka hama unheM dekhate raheMge, taba taka citta kI zuddhi hotI rhegii| yadi sirpha citta hI ThIka ho jAe to sabakucha ThIka ho jaaegaa| azuddhi ke kAraNa citta bhaTakatA rahatA hai isalie citta kI zuddhi hone taka hI yaha yoga ThIka se biThA lenA hai| Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA ahaMkAra ke hastAkSara ke bagaira kucha nahIM hotA praznakartA : ahaMkAra hamezA avarodhaka hai yA upayogI bhI hai? dAdAzrI : ahaMkAra ke bagaira to isa duniyA meM yaha bAta bhI nahIM hogii| agara eka ciTThI likhanI ho na, to use bhI ahaMkAra kI gairahAz2irI meM nahIM likha skte| ahaMkAra do prakAra ke haiN| eka DiscArja hotA huA ahaMkAra, jo TaoNpsa (laTU) ke jaisA hai aura dUsarA cArja ho rahA jIvita ahaMkAra, jo zUravIra ke samAna hai| lar3atA bhI hai, jhagar3atA bhI hai, sabakucha karatA hai| jabaki usa DiscArja ahaMkAra ke hAtha meM to kucha bhI nahIM hai, laTU ke jaisA hai| arthAt ahaMkAra ke bagaira to duniyA meM kucha bhI nahIM hotA lekina vaha ahaMkAra DiscArja ho rahA hai| Apako parezAna nahIM kregaa| ahaMkAra ke bagaira to kAma hI nahIM hotaa| hameM aisA kahanA par3atA hai ki maiM saMDAsa gayA thA, mujhe saMDAsa jAnA hai| jaba vaha DiscArja ahaMkAra hastAkSara karatA hai tabhI kArya hotA hai, varnA, kArya nahIM hotA hai| ahaMkAra se ciMtA, ciMtA se... saMsAra meM jo bAi proDakTa kA ahaMkAra hotA hai, vaha sahaja ahaMkAra hai, jisase saba sahaja calatA hai| vahA~ ahaMkAra kA hI kArakhAnA banAyA aura ahaMkAra biphara gayA, kArakhAnA itanA adhika bar3hAyA ki ciMtA kI koI sImA hI nahIM rhii| ahaMkAra ko hI bar3hAtA rhaa| sahaja ahaMkAra se hI yaha saMsAra calatA hai, naoNrmala ahaMkAra se| vahA~ para ahaMkAra ko bar3hAne kI z2arUrata hI nhiiN| phira itanI umra meM cAcA kahate haiM ki 'mujhe ciMtA hotI hai|' usa 'ciMtA' kA phala kyA? Age jAnavara gati milegI, isalie sAvadhAna ho jAo! abhI bhI sAvadhAna ho sakate haiM! jaba taka manuSya (ke janma) meM ho taba taka sAvadhAna ho jAo! jahA~ ciMtA hogI vahA~ jAnavara gati kA phala milegaa| sabhI jIva haiM, Azrita saMsAra, vaha to samasaraNa mArga hai| usameM hara eka mIla para, hara eka phalga para rUpa bdleNge| manuSya ko ina rUpoM meM tanmayatA rahatI hai Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMta:karaNa meM dakhala kisakI? isIlie mAra khAtA rahatA hai| pUrA saMsAra sahaja mArga vAlA hai, sirpha, manuSya ke janma meM hI mAra khAtA hai| jaise kauA, kabUtara, machalI, una sabhI ke lie kyA koI haoNspiTala banI hai ? kyA unheM roz2a nahAnA-dhonA par3atA hai ? usake bAvajUda bhI kitane suMdara dikhAI dete haiM ! kyA unheM kucha saMgraha karane kA rahatA hai? ve sabhI to bhagavAna ke Azrita haiN| jabaki sirpha, ye manuSya hI nirAzrita haiM, sbhii| phira cAhe ve sAdhu ho, saMnyAsI ho yA aura kucha ho| jinheM kabhI bhI aisA lage ki 'merA kyA hogA' ve sabhI nirAzrita haiM! jo bhagavAna para bharosA nahIM rakhate aura saMgraha karate rahate haiM, ve sabhI nirAzrita haiM, isIlie to ciMtA-parezAnI hai| sabhI jIvoM meM sirpha, manuSya hI aisA hai ki jo ahaMkAra kA upayoga karatA hai aura isIlie yaha saMsAra ulajhA huA hai| yadi sabhI meM sahaja bhAva rahA hotA jAnavaroM ke jaise, bhagavAna ke jaise, taba to mokSa kI tarapha hI Age bddh'te| lekina ahaMkAra kA upayoga karatA hai na isalie tiryaMca gati milatI hai| varnA, gadhA, kuttA kauna banatA? phira kumhAra kisase miTTI DhotA? ataH gadhe, kutte, aura gAyeM sabhI saMsAra kI sevA karate haiN| pahale to jaise prakRti nacAe vaise Apa nAcate the| lekina usameM bhI yadi phaoNrenarsa ke jaise sahaja rUpa se rahe hote to bhI acchA thaa| lekina dakhalaMdAjI kie binA nahIM rahatA na, vApasa ahaMkAra karatA hai| ahaMkAra, vaha to ghora ajJAnatA hai| DiscArja hotA ahaMkAra... usake bAvajUda bhI ahaMkAra to upayogI hI hai| ahaMkAra ke bagaira to gAr3I nahIM cltii| mUla ahaMkAra calA gyaa| jisase saMsAra thA, vaha ahaMkAra calA gyaa| aba to, yaha jo DiscArja hotA ahaMkAra hai, use khAlI karanA hai| vaha ahaMkAra, udaya meM Ae bagaira khAlI nahIM hogA na! jo krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha bhare hue haiM, ve sabhI ahaMkAra se hI khAlI hoMge na! praznakartA : jinhoMne jJAna liyA hai unake lie haiM na? Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA dAdAzrI : hA~, unake lie| auroM ke lie to yaha koI kAma kA hI nhiiN| yaha bAta sunane se bhI koI phAyadA nhiiN| kisa taraha se mela hogA? TikaTa kisa gA~va kI aura Trena kahA~ jAtI hogI! praznakartA : phira aMta meM to sUkSma ahaMkAra rahatA hogA na, Akhira meM, DiscArja ho jAne ke bAda? dAdAzrI : aMtaHkaraNa kA sUkSma ahaMkAra, vaha kabhI-kabhI sthUla meM bhI (deha meM samAyA) rahatA hai lekina vaha ahaMkAra laTU (TaoNpsa) ke jaisA rahatA hai, isalie hameM parezAna nahIM kregaa| praznakartA : to usa DiscArja meM apanA ahaMkAra kaisA rahatA hai ? dAdAzrI : vaha sahaja ho cukA hotA hai| isalie jahA~ sahaja hotA hai vahA~ ahaMkAra nahIM rhtaa| kartAbhAva se bhava baMdha jAtA hai praznakartA : jahA~ use aisA lagatA hai ki mere bagaira nahIM calegA, use Apa sajIva ahaMkAra kahate ho? dAdAzrI : jise hara eka kriyA meM, 'maiM karatA hU~' aisA bhAna hai na, vahI sajIva ahaMkAra hai| nAI ko bhI taya karanA par3atA hai ki mujhe inakI hajAmata karanI hai to vaha ho hI jAtI hai aura yadi kabhI aisA kahe ki 'maiM karatA hU~, mere bagaira koI nahIM kara sakatA', to balki khUna nikAlegA! ___ isalie sahaja hone para sau pratizata phala milegaa| phira yadi kucha aura karane gayA to cAlIsa pratizata phala milegaa| ataH sahaja kA bahuta U~cA phala milegaa| ahaMkAra aMdhA hai, vaha kAma ko pUrI taraha se saphala nahIM hone detA aura vApasa agalA janma bAMdhatA hai, so alaga! jahA~ sahaja bhAva vahA~ vyavahAra Adarza Adarza vyavahAra ho aura usa vyavahAra meM khuda na ho| vyavahAra, Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMtaHkaraNa meM dakhala kisakI ? vyavahAra ke rUpa se calatA rhe| khuda kI gairahAz2irI meM vyavahAra calatA rhe| sacamuca vyavahAra aisA hI hai, lekina bhrAMti se yaha ekatA lagatI hai| yaha bhrAMti kisa AdhAra para hotI hai ? jAgRti nahIM hai, islie| jAgRti kI kamI se bhrAMti ho jAtI hai| phira cUka jAtA hai, vApasa jAgRti AtI hai lekina yaha vyavahAra jAgRti hai, nizcaya jAgRti nahIM hai / vyavahAra jAgRti meM to pUrA vyavahAra hI yAda AtA rahatA hai| balki z2yAdA yAda AtA hai aura vyavahAra meM to logoM ko jitanI jAgRti rahatI hai utanI Thokara lagatI hai| vyavahAra meM sahaja bhAva se rahanA hai, ajAgRti kisI kAma kI nahIM hai, jAgRti bhI kAma kI nahIM hai / sahaja bhAva se rahane meM Thokara nahIM lagatI / vikRti se asahajatA 89 isa gulAba ke paudhe kA nikAla (nipaTArA karanA hai, kyA ? nahIM, vaha to usake sahaja svabhAva meM hI hai| ina manuSyoM ne apanA sahaja svabhAva kho diyA hai| praznakartA : manuSya jAti ko isa meM bheda hai, yaha acchA hai, yaha aisA hai aura nakala karatA hai| lekina inheM to koI bheda hai hI nahIM / dAdAzrI : arthAt kyA hai ki sahaja svabhAva kho diyA hai| sahaja svabhAva! sabhI prakRtiyoM kA sahaja svabhAva hai| AtmA to sahaja svabhAva meM hI hai| hara eka jIvita vastu meM AtmA sahaja svabhAva meM rahatA hai aura prakRti bhI sahaja svabhAva meM rahatI hai / sirpha ina manuSyoM kI hI prakRti vikRta hai| arthAt prakRti vikRta hone kI vajaha se AtmA meM vikRtatA kAhI phoTo dikhAI detA hai isalie vyavahAra AtmA bhI vikRta ho jAtA hai / manuSya ko sahaja hone kI z2arUrata hai / khAo - pIo lekina sahaja / jabaki yaha asahaja rahatA hai / jaba nIMda AtI hai taba jAgatA hai aura jaba nIMda nahIM AtI taba so jAtA hai / ekatA mAnI hai ahaMkAra ne vaha praznakartA : isakA matalaba aisA huA ki jo asahaja hai, sahaja ko bA~dha letA hai ? Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA dAdAzrI : jaba taka ekatA mAnI hai taba tk| praznakartA : ekatA kisane mAnI hai? dAdAzrI : ahaMkAra ne ekatA mAnI hai, islie| praznakartA : jaba taka bheda jJAna prApta nahIM huA ho taba taka vaha kaise samajha meM AegA? dAdAzrI : samajha meM AtA hI nahIM na! jaba taka ahaMkAra hai taba taka 'iTa haipansa' kaise kaheMge? jaba taka ahaMkAra hai taba taka vaha kisa prakAra kA pAgalapana karegA usakA kyA bharosA? jabaki Apake ahaMkAra kA amuka bhAga 'jJAna' lene ke bAda calA jAtA hai| jo cArja ahaMkAra hai, jo dakhala karane vAlA ahaMkAra hai vaha calA jAtA hai aura jo 'iTa haipansa' vAlA DiscArja ahaMkAra hai, vaha rahatA hai| isIlie saba samajha meM A jAtA hai| praznakartA : DiscArja karane ke lie, nikAla karane ke lie ahaMkAra rahatA hai| dAdAzrI : 'iTa haipansa' meM jo cAhie, vaha DiscArja ahaMkAra rahatA jo sahaja udaya huA hai vaha sahaja asta hotA hai praznakartA : lekina usa kartApanA ke sAtha aham kA bhAva zAmila hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha? praznakartA : ye jo saMsArI jIva haiM na, inameM jo kartApanA kA aham rahatA hai, use khatma kara denA koI AsAna bAta nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM, saba se AsAna bAta vahI hai| jo saba se AsAna bAta hai, vaha hai ahaMkAra ko khatma karanA! krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ko baMda karanA, vaha saba se AsAna bAta hai| bAkI, kaSTa sahana karane se Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMta:karaNa meM dakhala kisakI? krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kabhI bhI khatma nahIM hote| cAhe kitane bhI kaSTa saha leM, kitanI bhI mehanata kara leM to bhI vaha ahaMkAra nahIM jaataa| sahaja rUpa se ahaMkAra bilkula calA jAtA hai| usakA upAya hI sahaja hai! lekina khuda sahaja nahIM kara sakatA na ! jo khuda vikalpI hai, vaha nirvikalpI kaise bana sakatA hai? vaha to, jinheM akartA pada prApta ho cukA hai, jo mukta puruSa haiM yadi hama unake pAsa jAe~ge to vahA~ ve sahaja rUpa se yaha kAma kara deNge| arthAt ahaMkAra, vaha sahaja rUpa se calA jAtA hai kyoMki vaha sahaja rUpa se hI utpanna huA hai| vaha mehanata se utpanna nahIM huA hai aura khatma ho jAtA hai, vaha bhI sahaja rUpa se! balki jitanI mehanata karate haiM na, utanA ahaMkAra bar3hatA jAtA hai ! __yaha jo saMsAra kI kriyA ho rahI hai, usameM koI dikkata nahIM hai lekina usameM jo caMcalatA utpanna hotI hai, usameM dikkata hai| kriyA baMda nahIM karanI hai| baMda hogI bhI nhiiN| usameM jo caMcalatA utpanna ho jAtI hai, jo sahajatA TUTa jAtI hai, usase karma baMdhate haiN| yaha jo kriyA karate haiM usameM koI dikkata nahIM hai, sabhI kriyAoM meM koI dikkata nahIM haiM lekina usameM caMcalatA nahIM honI caahie| jJAna prApti ke bAda unameM caMcalatA nahIM rahatI, sahajatA rahatI hai| z2arA sA bhI khuda kA dhakkA nahIM hotA, bAhara kI kriyA apane Apa hI hotI rahatI hai| prakRti aura AtmA ke bIca kI caMcalatA calI gaI, use sAhajikatA kahA jAtA hai| karma baMdhana kisase? praznakartA : jo nae karma baMdhate haiM, ve bAhya prakRti ke kAraNa hI baMdhate haiM? Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA dAdAzrI : ve jo nae karma baMdhate haiM, ve to apane ahaMkAra aura Aja kI apanI samajha aura jJAna ke AdhAra se baMdhate haiN| karma ulTe aura sIdhe donoM taraha ke baMdhate haiM aura bAda meM prakRti hameM aise saMyogo meM rakhatI hai| yaha bahuta sUkSma bAta hai| praznakartA : sahaja rUpa se jo kriyA hotI hai, usameM koI karma nahIM baMdhatA? dAdAzrI : baMdhatA hI nahIM! yaha Apake DiscArja meM bhI karma nahIM bNdhtaa| DiscArja ahaMkAra aisA hai ki vaha karma nahIM bA~dha sktaa| vaha ahaMkAra karma se chur3avAne ke lie hai| baMdhe hue karmoM ko chuDavAne ke lie vaha ahaMkAra hai| jo baMdhe hue haiM, unheM chur3avAne ke lie koI to cAhie na? ataH vaha chur3avAne vAlA ahaMkAra hai| jahA~ dehAdhyAsa chUTA vahA~ sahajatA praznakartA : aba, AtmabhAna meM Ane ke bAda meM usakA jo sArA vyavahAra hotA hai, kyA vaha sahaja vyavahAra hotA hai ? dAdAzrI : khuda ke bhAna meM A jAne ke bAda vyavahAra meM kucha lenA-denA hI nahIM rahA na! vyavahAra calatA hI rahatA hai| praznakartA : arthAt usakA vyavahAra udaya rUpa hotA hai kyA? dAdAzrI : basa, aura kucha hotA hI nhiiN| kartApana chUTane ke bAda AtmabhAna meM AtA hai| kartApana chUTA to udaya svarUpa rhaa| phira yaha apane Apa calatA hai aura vaha bhI apane Apa calatA hai, ve donoM apanI apanI taraha se calate hI rahate haiN| dehAdhyAsa cale jAne se AtmA, apane svabhAva meM rahatA hai aura deha, apane svabhAva meM rahatA hai| dehAdhyAsa meM donoM kA mela thA, ekAkAra hone kaa| vaha dehAdhyAsa calA gayA, isalie yaha deha, apane kAma meM aura AtmA, apane kAma meM, use sahajatA kahate haiN| Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMta:karaNa meM dakhala kisakI? ...taba AtI hai sahaja dazA DiscArja ahaMkAra pUrA hone ke bAda, deha jo kriyA karatI hai, vaha sahaja kriyA kahalAtI hai, ekadama shj| usa samaya AtmA bhI sahaja aura yaha bhI shj| donoM alaga aura donoM shj| ataH jaba yaha DiscArja ahaMkAra pUrA ho jAtA hai taba sahaja dazA AtI hai| pudgala, apane svabhAva meM A gyaa| pudgala niyama meM A gyaa| kyoMki jo dakhala karane vAlA thA vaha calA gyaa| pudgala hamezA niyama ke anusAra hI rahatA hai lekina yadi dakhala karanevAlA nahIM rahA to! jaise ki enjina meM koyale vagairaha bharakara sabakucha kamplITa kara deM aura yadi DrAIvara na ho, to vaha apane Apa calatA hI rahegA, usakA svabhAva hI hai| yadi dakhala karane vAlA bhItara baiThA ho to vaha rokegA, phira cAlU kregaa| yadi pudgala meM dakhalaMdAjI na ho to yaha ekadama sApha hotA hI rahegA lekina yaha dakhalaMdAjI karatA hai| dakhala karatA hai isalie phira dakhalaMdAjI ho jAtI hai| dakhalaMdAjI karane vAle kauna haiM? ve sabhI ajJAna mAnyatAe~ aura ApattiyA~! Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [7] jJAnI prakAzamAna karate haiM anokhe prayoga aMtaHkaraNa kI zuddhi ke sAdhana praznakartA : yaha buddhi jo hameM sahaja nahIM hone detI, use zuddha karane ke lie pA~ca AjJA ke alAvA anya koI sAdhana hai kyA? dAdAzrI : yadi yahA~ para sabhI DaoNkTaroM ko ikaTThA kare to ve 'dAdA bhagavAna nA asIma jaya jayakAra ho' boleMge kyA? kitane boleMge? eka bhI nahIM bolegaa| buddhi ghusa gaI hai na, isalie zukla aMtaHkaraNa khatma ho gayA! praznakartA : arthAt bauddhika parigraha bar3he, isalie buddhi bar3hI? dAdAzrI : hA~, isalie sahaja hone kI z2arUrata hai| usameM aisA sahaja honA cAhie, sAtha meM phira pratikramaNa bhI karanA cAhie ki 'kitane dinoM se maiM yaha bolanA cAhatA hU~, mujhase bolA nahIM jAtA, to mere aMtarAya dUra kiijie|' aisA karate-karate saba ThIka ho jAegA aura acchI taraha se bolA jaaegaa| phira tanmayAkAra hokara acchI taraha se bolA jaaegaa| yadi buddhi z2arA sI bhI bar3hI to zukla aMta:karaNa khatma ho jAtA hai| khuda alaga ho gayA yAnI ki khuda ko apane Apa se alaga kara liyA aura phira 'dAdA bhagavAna nA asIma jaya jayakAra ho' gAne meM tanmayAkAra ho gayA to mana meM jo vicAra A rahe hoM, ve bhI baMda ho jAe~ge! aMta:karaNa zuddha hotA jaaegaa| praznakartA : arthAt par3hAI karane se buddhi bar3hI hai na? to usa hisAba se to anapar3ha rahanA acchA hai? Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnI prakAzamAna karate haiM anokhe prayoga dAdAzrI : aba logoM ko yaha kaise patA calegA? kRpAludeva ne itanA hI kahA ki zukla aMta:karaNa, lekina zukla aMta:karaNa kise kaheMge, vaha kisa taraha se samajha meM AegA? mokSamArga pUrA hArTilI mArga hai| hama meM eka parasenTa bhI buddhi nahIM hai, tabhI to pUrA mokSamArga khulA huA hai na? dAdA karavAte haiM prayoga sahajatA ke lie apane yahA~ z2ora se tAlI kisa lie bajAte haiM ? sahajatA lAne ke lie| jo asahajapanA thA, usako khatma karane ke lie yaha saba hai| yaha sahaja prayoga hai| sahajatA A jAne ke bAda kisI prakAra kA bhaya hI nahIM rahatA na! bhaya nahIM rahatA, ghabarAhaTa nahIM hotii| aisA kara sakate haiM aura aisA nahIM kara sakate, jinake mana meM aise vikalpa hote haiM, unheM bhaya lagatA hai| Apako to kisI prakAra kA bhaya hI nahIM rahA n| sAre bhUta nikala jAne caahie| yadi koI rAste meM kapar3e utaravA le to phira Apako saMkoca rahA karegA na yA nahIM? praznakartA : aba nahIM rhegaa| dAdAzrI : aba kisI prakAra kA saMkoca nahIM rhegaa| isalie yaha sahajatA karavAte haiM ki kisI bhI sthiti meM saMkoca utpanna hI na ho| ____ bar3audA meM ghar3iyAlI pola meM upAzraya hai, jJAna hone se pahale maiM vahA~ gayA thA, usa upAzraya meM darzana karane ke lie, vahA~ koI mahArAja Ae hoNge| usa samaya maiM sapheda koTa pahanatA thA aura jUte abhI ke jaise nahIM pahanatA thA, thor3e camakIle pahanatA thaa| una dinoM thor3A rauba thA na! vahA~ para Der3ha ghaMTe taka baiThane ke bAda bAhara nikalA to ve jo camakIle jUte the, unheM koI le gyaa| jo acche jUte hoM unheM hI koI le jAegA na? unheM le gayA usakA kheda to nahIM huA lekina aba bAz2Ara meM kaise jAU~gA? laMbA koTa aura paira meM jUte nahIM to bhItara saMkoca huaa| phira vahA~ ghar3iyAlI pola meM se nikalate hI turaMta rikzA kara liyA aura ghara Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA A gyaa| lekina saMkoca huA aisA maiMne anubhava kiyaa| isalie mujhe aisA vicAra AyA ki yadi koI kahegA, ki kapar3e nikAla do to kyA karU~gA? to kyA saMkoca hue bagaira rahegA? yAnI pahale se hI saMkoca dUra karo, sahajatA laao| isalie ye sAre sahajatA ke prayoga karavAte haiN| jJAna to Apako hai hI lekina sahajatA honI cAhie na? kisI bhI prakAra kA bhaya nahIM rahanA cAhie, cAhe kaisI bhI sthiti ho / yadi sahaja ho jAoge to mokSa hogA, to bhagavAna svarUpa ho jaaoge| khuda bhagavAna ho aisA bhAna hogaa| jahA~ asahajatA se ye sabhI eTikeTa ke bhUta rahate haiM na, vahA~ kucha bhI nahIM hotA, isalie sahaja hone kI z2arUrata hai| aMta meM sahaja hI honA hai| dinoMdina sahaja hI honA hai| yahA~ para, ye sabhI sahaja hone ke sAdhana haiN| praznakartA : dAdA kahate haiM vaisI pUrNa sahaja sthiti kisa taraha se AegI? dAdAzrI : jo ina dAdA ko bhajate haiM na, ve sahaja sthiti ko hI bhaja rahe haiM isalie Apa utane sahaja ho jaaoge| eTikeTa nikale to ho jAe sahaja praznakartA : to dAdA, usa samaya to maiM aise tAlI bajAne kA virodha karatA thA lekina Aja to sabhI ke bajAya maiM z2yAdA z2ora se tAlI bajAtA hU~, to aisA kyoM hotA hogA? dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, aisA koI niyama nahIM hai ki tAlI bajAne se hI mokSa hogA aura aisA bhI koI niyama nahIM hai ki cupacApa baiThakara par3hate raheMge to mokSa hogaa| mokSa jAne kA niyama arthAt kaisA hai? vyakti sahaja rahatA hai yA nahIM, utanA hI, sahaja! cupacApa baiThe rahanA aura tAlI nahIM bajAnI, (pada gAnA) par3hanA usameM eTikeTa A gayA, thor3A sA tiraskAra A gayA aura ye loga kaheMge, tAlI bajAne se citta ekAgra nahIM Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnI prakAzamAna karate haiM anokhe prayoga rahA, sthiratA calI gii| ina donoM kI z2arUrata nahIM hai / yaha jo cir3ha ghusa gaI hai na, usa cir3ha ko nikAlane ke lie yaha saba karate haiM / anaMta janmoM se jo yaha cir3ha ghusa gaI hai, usa cir3ha ko nikAlane ke lie plasamAinasa karake sahaja honA hai / 97 isameM jaina rahate haiM, sabhI rahate haiM lekina kisI ko koI dakhala hI nahIM, kisI ko Apatti hI nahIM / jabaki pUrA saMsAra Apatti aura parezAnI meM hI pha~sA huA hai| Apatti, parezAnI aura niyama meM hI sabhI pha~se hue haiN| yahA~ para Apatti bhI nahIM aura parezAnI bhI nhiiN| yahA~ to choTe baccoM ko bhI acchA lagatA hai, bUr3hoM ko bhI acchA lagatA hai, anapar3ha ko bhI acchA lagatA hai, par3he likhe ko bhI acchA lagatA hai, hara eka ko yahA~ para acchA lagatA hai / isa vAtAvaraNa meM sabhI ko AnaMda hI rahatA hai| isalie choTe bacce bhI yahA~ se chaH ghaMTe taka nahIM httte| jahA~ yathArtha dharma rahatA hai vahA~ para sabhI rahate haiM aura jahA~ eTikeTa vAlA rahatA hai vahA~ para dharma jaisI cIz2a hI nahIM hotI / garabA se hotI hai prakRti sahaja apane yahA~ ye jo garabA kara rahe haiM, ve sahaja hue haiM jabaki bAhara vAle asahaja haiN| arthAt yaha hama bIca meM kisalie baiThate haiM, hamAre baiThane kA kyA kAraNa hai ? Apako sahaja karanA hai / kisI bhI taraha se Apa T sahaja ho jaao| yaha sArI kriyA kyA aisI hai ki jo jJAnI ko zobhA deM ? kyA jJAnI aise tAliyA~ bajAte hoMge ? apanA vijJAna kaisA hai ki sahaja rUpa se karo, kisI bhI taraha se sahaja ho jaao| jaba hama yAtrA para gae the na taba eka sau paMdraha logoM kI do bogiyA~ thI, jaoNinTa kI huI / to kicana aMta taka calatA rahatA thaa| cAya pAnI bhI aMta taka calatA rahatA thA / rasoI vahIM kI vahIM saba / aba, sabhI yAtrA meM nikale ho to aise gAr3I meM hI kaba taka baiThe raheMge ? isalie jaba bar3A sTezana AtA to vahA~ para utara jAte the / vahA~ para bIsa minaTa taka gAr3I khar3I rahatI, utane samaya taka sabhI gola-gola ghUmakara garabA krte| Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 98 sahajatA Dara yA saMkoca rahita, vaha sahaja praznakartA : to kyA aise rAste para nAcate-nAcate jAe~ to vaha sahaja huA kahalAegA ? dAdAzrI : sahaja hI huA khlaaegaa| sahaja arthAt kyA? logoM se DaranA nhiiN| kisI se nahIM DaranA, use sahaja kahate haiN| apane yahA~ eka bhAI Ate haiM, eka dina maiMne unheM phUloM kI mAlA pahanAI aura kahA, 'lo, aba isa mAlA ko pahanakara yahA~ se ghara taka jAo / ' yAnI, yaha to AjJA ho gaI isalie aba unake pAsa AjJA kA pAlana kie bagaira koI cArA nahIM, to phira kyA huA ? jaise hI ve galI meM se bAhara nikale to unake mana meM aisA lagA ki koI dekha legA to ? isalie unhoMne kyA kiyA ki aisA rAstA DhU~Dha nikAlA ki jisameM mAlA nahIM nikAlanI par3e aura AjJA kA pAlana bhI ho jAe aura logoM ke zikaMje meM nahIM aae| isalie vahA~ se hI unhoMne rikzA kiyA aura A~kheM baMda karake baiTha gae aura ghara ke daravAz2e ke sAmane rikzA rukvaayaa| phira dUsare dina mujhe yaha saba btaayaa| taba maiMne kahA, 'kisalie Darate ho ? ina gAya-bhaiMsoM se kyoM nahIM Darate ? unameM bhI aisA hI AtmA hai aura inameM bhI ThIka vaisA hI hai / inase kyoM nahIM Darate ?' taba kahane lage 'vahA~ para zarma nahIM aatii|' taba maiMne kahA, 'unameM aura inameM pharka nahIM hai / sirpha dekhane meM manuSya dikhAI detA hai, utanA hI pharka hai / ' praznakartA : lekina phira bhI aisA kucha hotA hai to prakRti nahIM karane detI, taba kyA karanA cAhie ? dAdAzrI : hA~ ! yadi nahIM karane deM to Apako use bhI jAnanA caahie| ApakI icchA hai aura nahIM karane detI, usake lie Apa z2immedAra nahIM ho| yAtrA meM to hara eka sTezana para yaha saba, aise garabA karate the / phira bhI thakAna nahIM lagatI / mukta mana se, kisI ke dabAva meM Ane kI z2arUrata nhiiN| kisI kI kaisI zarma ? yadi zarma lagane lage to Apako samajhanA nahIM cAhie ki caMdUbhAI kacce par3a rahe haiM / Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnI prakAzamAna karate haiM anokhe prayoga praznakartA : dUsaroM kA to kucha rahatA hI nahIM, khuda ke aMdara hI rahatA hai| 99 dAdAzrI : khuda kA bhaya hI UparI hai, dUsaroM ko to phurasata hI nahIM hai| potApane se ho gaI judAI sahaja arthAt kyA? jo saba kare vahI khuda ko karanA hai, khuda kA apanA nhiiN| potApaNuM nahIM rakhanA caahie| ye to saba apanA-apanA alaga kara lete haiM na? phira aMdara kur3hate rahate haiM aura yadi saba kare vaisA hI kareMge na, to potApaNuM nahIM rhegaa| sahaja hoMge, sahajatA aaegii| hameM vaha bahuta pasaMda hai| prakRti kI asahajatA ke kAraNa AtmA asahaja huaa| isalie mUla isa prakRti ko sahaja karanA hai / jisa samaya sabhI bola rahe ho usa samaya bolanA caahie| gA rahe ho usa samaya gAnA cAhie, isIlie to apane yahA~ gAne gavAte haiN| varnA, gAne gavAne kA kAraNa kyA hai ? prakRti ko sahaja karane ke lie hai / mana meM se nikala jAe ki mujhase aisA nahIM hogA aura mujhase aisA hogA, aisA saba nikala jAe / satsaMga meM judAI nahIM par3anI caahie| jaisA saba kare vaisA hI Apako karanA cAhie / agara Apako aMdara sthira karanA ho to Apa aise sthira ho jAe~ge to hogaa| vaha prakRti sahaja arthAt kyA ki bAhara kA hama jaisA kareMge vaisA hI karanA hai / yadi khuda kA alaga karane jAegA to usakA alaga se dikhAI degaa| alaga karane vAle ko Apa pahacAnate ho kyA ? aba ye bhAI, ina pA~ca-sAta logoM kI TolI alaga baiThI hai| are bhAI, jJAnI puruSa khuda itane z2ora-z2ora se AvAz2a lagAkara bulA rahe haiM, to kucha hogA yA nahIM ? lekina yaha saba ovaravAIz2apanA ( sayAnApana ) hai / yadi prakRti ko sahaja karoge to kAma hogaa| sahaja arthAt varka vhAila yU varka enDa ple vhAila yU ple / phira aisA dikhAI degaa| ye sabhI sAtha calane vaale| Apa to saMpUrNa prakAra se sAtha haiM aura ye to judAI Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 100 sahajatA rakhe aise vyakti, lekina dhIre-dhIre saba kama kara diyA, phira ekatA ho gii| judAI rakhane meM kyA hotA hai ? vaha alaga hI dikhAI detA hai| sahajatA ke lakSaNa sahaja kise kahA jAtA hai ki yahA~ eka vyakti pA~ca baje AyA, vaha nau baje yahA~ se utthe| taba taka sabhI kI samUha kriyA kyA cala rahI hai, sabhI dAdA bhagavAna bolate haiM to vaha bhI dAdA bhagavAna bolatA hai| sabhI gAte haiM to vaha bhI gAtA hai phira sabhI garabA gAte haiM to vaha bhI garabA gAtA hai| vaha saba sahaja, usameM khuda kA kucha bhI nhiiN| khuda kI Diz2Aina anusAra nahIM kreN| aba yadi vahA~ khuda kA DraoNiMga banAe to vaha sahajatA cUka gayA kahA jaaegaa| vahA~ loga khuda kA DraoNiMga banAte haiM na? kyoMki apanA vijJAna hI aisA hai ki yadi Apa mana ko aisA kaha do, ye saba kahe usake anusAra hI karanA hai to mana khuza ho jAegA aura ina sabhI ke jaisA karane meM use AnaMda bhI hotA hai| lekina yadi apane mana meM thor3A sA bhI khuda kA DraoNiMga banAyA to phira DUbakI lagAnI par3atI hai| vaha DojiMga (sahajatA cUka gae) kahA jAtA hai| isalie jaba ve loga gAte hoM, usa samaya hameM gAnA hai, ve kUda rahe hoM taba kUdanA hai| yahA~ sabhI kUda rahe hoM taba hameM bhI kUdanA hai| yadi kUda nahIM sakate to baiThe rahanA hai, dekhate rahanA hai| yaha apanA jo vijJAna hai na, usameM jo kucha bhI hotA hai vaha saba pratikramaNa hai| pahale jo kucha bhI rAga-dveSa kie hoM, kucha dekhA ho aura hameM acchA nahIM lage, boriyata lagatI ho to bhItara ve paramANu bhara gae haiM, isalie unheM aisA 'dekhane' se ve saba cale jAte haiN| sabhI abhiprAya khatma ho jAne cAhie ki yaha galata hai aura yaha acchA hai| ___arthAt ApakA jo bhI udaya Ae, 'caMdUbhAI' usameM ekAkAra ho jAe use 'Apako' dekhate rahanA hai, donoM ko apane-apane kAma meM rahanA hai| vaha cir3ha banAtI hai asahaja muMbaI meM hameM pUchate haiM ki Apake yahA~ Akara bhI tAlI bajAnI Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnI prakAzamAna karate haiM anokhe prayoga 101 par3atI hai, usakA kyA artha hai ? maiMne kahA, isase pahale anaMta janmoM meM jo cir3ha kI hai na, usa cir3ha ko nikAlane ke lie ye saba karate haiN| cir3ha ko nikAlanA to par3egA na? cir3ha ko lekara vahA~ jA sakate haiM kyA? isalie ve tAlI bajAte haiM na! vahA~ para vaha cir3ha kI hai, use nikAlane ke lie yaha saba hai| yadi Apa khuda karoge to vaha nikala jaaegii| varnA, aisA kAma karane se mujhe kyA phAyadA? maiM to jJAnI puruSa aura jJAna meM aisA saba nahIM hotA na! kyoMki yaha akrama vijJAna hai, yaha saba to khAlI kara denA hai| kramika meM aisA nahIM cltaa| kramika meM to sAtha meM rakhakara mAra bhI khAnI par3atI hai| yahA~ para to khAlI hI karanA hai| zuddhAtmA banane ke bAda phira rahA kyA? isa taraha se kramika meM zuddhAtmA nahIM bana sakate aura jaba zuddhAtmA bana jAte haiM to usI janma meM mokSa meM cale jAte haiN| jabaki Apa zuddhAtmA bana gae to vyApArI vyApAra kara sakatA hai, aisA apanA akrama hai| dekho na, ye bhAI ArAma se karate haiM na! Apako samajha meM AyA? praznakartA : hA~, mujhe samajha meM aayaa| dAdAzrI : aba, Apa isa taraha socnaa| praznakartA : hA~, j'ruur| una rogoM ko nikAlane kI kalA dAdAzrI : isa akrama vijJAna meM laoN hai hI nahIM, yaha tAlI bjaanii| vaise tAlI bhI nahIM bajAnI hai lekina jinameM eTikeTa hai, unakA roga nikAlane ke lie hai| praznakartA : lekina dAdA, usake bAda bahuta sahaja rUpa se bolA jAtA hai, aba to hotA hai| aba to caina nahIM pdd'taa| dAdAzrI : usa eTikeTa ke roga ko nikAlane ke lie hI yaha hai| eTikeTa jAe bagaira, dharma kabhI bhI pariNAma nahIM paataa| jo eTikeTa ke bAhara rahatA hai vahA~ para dharma pariNAma pAtA hai| isalie ye bhI aisA kahate the, yahA~ tAliyA~ bajAnI hai? taba maiMne kahA, roga nikAlane ke lie hai yh| Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 102 sahajatA kisI bhI vyakti ne khuda kI buddhi se eTikeTa nahIM sIkhA hai| buddhi rahatI hI nahIM na! ye eTikeTa to sabhI nakala haiN| isIlie yaha roga ghusa gayA hai| isa roga ko nikAlane ke lie maiMne yaha kiyaa| praznakartA : vaha ThIka hai daadaa| hama jo TAI pahanate haiM use samajhakara kabhI bhI nahIM phnte| sabhI pahanate haiM, isalie hama pahanate haiN| dAdAzrI : saba ne dekhakara hI ye eTikeTa sIkhe haiN| hindustAna meM saba ne jo eTikeTa sIkhe haiM na, aura jaba taka ve eTikeTa haiM taba taka dharma jaisI cIz2a hI nahIM hai| jahA~ kucha bhI eTikeTa hai vahA~ dharma jaisI cIz2a hI nhiiN| jahA~ sahajatA hai vahA~ dharma hai| hala lAo aise apane satsaMga meM ye jo bolate haiM, karate haiM, ve saba bAhara se Ae hue loga, 'unake lakSa meM aisA alaga hI rahatA hai ki jJAna vAle kaise rahate haiM' jaba ve aisA dekhate haiM taba unake mana meM aisA hotA hai ki jJAna kise kahA jAtA hai? lekina unheM yaha samajha meM nahIM AtA ki ye loga jJAna grahaNa kara rahe haiM aura ajJAna ko chor3a rahe haiN| kyoMki hama aise nahIM the ki kabhI tAlI bajAe lekina vaha mAnyatA galata hai aisA mAnA thA, usake prati tiraskAra rahatA thaa| aba, usa mAnyatA kA hama samabhAva se nikAla (nipaTArA) kara dete haiN| hama tAlI bajAe~ge to chUTa jaaeNge| yadi tiraskAra rahatA ho to nikAla denA aura rAga AtA ho to use bhI nikAla denaa| donoM ko yahA~ para nikAla denA hai| logoM ko isa para tiraskAra rahatA hai yA nahIM? to kyA usa tiraskAra ko sAtha meM lekara jAnA hai? isalie yahA~ para hI nikAla denA hai, plasa-mAinasa kara denA varnA, hamAre yahA~ bAhara vAle to aisA hI kahate haiM ki vApasa yaha saba kyA kara rahe ho? itane par3he-likhe hokara dAdAjI ke pAsa kyA raMga lagA hai? Apa yaha grahaNa kiyA huA mAla roMga bilIpheM, unakA nikAla kara rahe hoN| una becAroM ko patA hI nahIM hai| Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnI prakAzamAna karate haiM anokhe prayoga 103 hama sabhI paryAyoM ko samajhate haiM ki aisA paryAya honA cAhie lekina kisake lie? kramika mArga se Ae hue logoM ke lie nahIM hotA kyoMki ve saba nikAla karake Ae hue haiN| aura yahA~ to nikAla kie bagaira kA mAla isalie isa prakAra se nikAla karane se sahaja hotA hai| kisI bhI prakAra se deha ko sahaja karanA hai| tAlI nahIM bajAnI vaha eka prakAra kI roMga bilIpha hai| tAlI bajAnI vaha bhI eka roMga bilIpha hai| tAlI nahIM bajAnI vaha eka prakAra kI bilIpha ahaMkAra ko bar3hAne vAlI hai aura yaha ahaMkAra ko khatma karane vAlI hai aura Apa usake kartA nahIM ho| yaha to caMdUbhAI karate haiM, Apa kahA~ karate ho? arthAt apane yahA~ kI sArI kriyAe~ roMga bilIpha chor3ane ke lie haiN| bahuta sI bilIpheM to maiMne phrekcara kara dI haiM, lekina abhI bhI kitanI hI aMdara par3I haiM lekina sahaja rUpa se nikala jaaegii| yahA~ para koI Apatti bhI nahIM uThAtA na! khuda kA sTeja (sTeTasa, pratiSThA) hI bhUla jAte haiN| pahale to mujha se aisA nahIM hogA, nahIM? lekina phira bhI Apako kahA~ karanA hai? Apake lie karane kA rakhA ho to btaao| Apako to caMdabhAI kyA karate haiM use dekhate rahanA hai, ki 'ohoho, caMdabhAI ne kaisI tAlI bajAI, mokSa jAne ke lie| Apako bhI chUTanA hai aura unheM bhI chur3avAnA hai|' varnA, caMdUbhAI ko tAlI bajAnI acchI lagatI hogI? yaha to maiM (tAlI bajAkara) Apako sikhAtA huuN| bAkI, aba mujhe isakI koI z2arUrata nahIM hai| Apako sikhAkara niber3A lA detA huuN| mujhe ina kriyAoM ko karane kI kyA z2arUrata hai? yaha to niber3A lA denA hai| yaha koI kaoNleja yA skUla nahIM hai| yaha to, kisI bhI taraha se hala lAnA hai| yadi isameM buddhi kA upayoga kiyA na to buddhi pUrI rAta sone nahIM deMgI aura buddhi se samajha sakate haiM? lekina yadi ApakI samajha meM pharka A jAegA to pUrI rAta nIMda meM bhI lagegA ki dAdA, aisA kyoM karavAte haiM ? are, lekina Apako Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 104 sahajatA kahA~ karanA hai ? jisane tiraskAra kiyA, use karanA hai / use plasa - mAinasa kara hI lenA cAhie na ? prakRti sahaja hone ke lie... arthAt yaha saba sahaja, yahA~ to garabA vagairaha saba ghUmate haiM, yahA~ saba calatA hai| yahA~ mahAdeva jI ke darzana karate haiM, mAtA jI ke darzana karate haiM, sabhI ke darzana karate haiM lekina saba sahaja pariNAma haiN| I aisA hai na, ina mAtA jI kI bhakti karane se prakRti sahaja hotI hai| aMbA mAtA, durgA devI, sabhI deviyA~ prakRti bhAva ko sUcita karatI hai / ve sahajatA ko sUcita karatI hai| agara prakRti sahaja ho jAe to AtmA sahaja ho jAtA hai, athavA AtmA sahaja ho jAe to prakRti sahaja ho jAtI hai|'hmeN' mAtA jI kI bhakti khuda kI prakRti ke pAsa karavAnI hai| 'hameM' AtmabhAva se nahIM karanI hai, 'caMdUlAla' ke pAsa se devI jI kI bhakti karavAnI hai aura tabhI prakRti sahaja hotI jaaegii| yahA~ hindustAna meM to logoM ne mAtA jI ke alaga-alaga nAma rakhe haiN| yaha sAinsa kitanA bar3A hogA ! kitanI sArI khojabIna ke bAda aMbA mAtA, sarasvatI devI, lakSmI devI kI khoja huI hogI! jaba yaha saba kiyA taba sAinsa kitanA U~cA rahA hogA ! vaha saba abhI khatma ho gayA isalie mAtA jI ke darzana karanA bhI nahIM AtA ! mAtA jI ve Adyazakti haiM ! ve prAkRta zakti detI haiN| mAtA jI kI bhakti karane se prAkRta zakti utpanna hotI hai| aMbA mA~ to saMsAra ke vighnoM ko dUra kara detI hai lekina mukti to jJAna dvArA hI prApta hotI hai| yadi darzana karanA A jAe to cAroM mAtA jI pratyakSa hAz2ira hI haiM, jaise aMbA mAtA, bahucarA mAtA, kAlIkA mAtA, bhadrakAlI mAtA / mAtA jI pApa nahIM dhotI lekina prAkRta zakti detI haiN| aMbA mAtA jI hamArA kitanA rakSaNa karatI haiM ! hamAre AsapAsa sabhI bhagavAna hAz2ira hI rahate haiM / hama bhagavAna se pUche bagaira, unakI AjJA ke bagaira eka kadama bhI Age nahIM bar3hate / sabhI bhagavAna kI kRpA hama para aura hamAre mahAtmAoM para barasatI hI rahatI hai ! Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnI prakAzamAna karate haiM anokhe prayoga 105 aMbA mAtA jI arthAt sahaja prkRti| hara eka devI ke niyama rahate haiN| una niyamoM kA pAlana karane se deviyA~ khuza rahatI haiN| hama aMbe mA~ ke ikalaute lAla haiN| yadi Apa mAtA jI ke pAsa hamArI ciTThI lekara jAoge to ve svIkAra kreNgii| jaise ki yaha ApakA beTA hai aura naukara hai lekina yadi naukara Apake niyama meM hI rahatA hai to Apako naukara pyArA lagegA yA nahIM? lagegA hii| hamane kabhI bhI aMbe mA~ ke, lakSmI jI ke aura sarasvatI devI jI ke niyama nahIM todd'e| niraMtara unake niyama meM hI rahate haiM isIlie ve tInoM deviyA~ niraMtara hama para prasanna rahatI haiN| yadi Apa bhI unheM prasanna rakhanA cAhate ho to Apako unake niyama kA pAlana karanA caahie| praznakartA : aMbA mAtA ke kyA niyama haiM? hamAre ghara sabhI aMbe mA~ kI bhakti karate haiM lekina unake kyA niyama haiM, unheM hama nahIM jaante| dAdAzrI : aMbA mAtA jI arthAt kyA? ve prakRti kI sahajatA ko sUcita karatI hai| agara sahajatA TUTa gaI to aMbA jI Apa para prasanna hI kaise hoMgI? ina aMbA jI kA to kyA kahanA? ve to mAtA jI haiM, mA~ hai| baMgAla meM ve durgA kahalAtI haiN| ve hI ye aMbA jI haiN| sabhI deviyoM ke alaga-alaga nAma rakhe haiM lekina z2abaradasta devI hai! pUrI prakRti hai| pUrI prakRti kA jo bhAga hai to ve mAtA jI hai| yadi prakRti sahaja ho gaI to AtmA sahaja ho hI jAtA hai| AtmA aura prakRti, una donoM meM se eka sahaja kI tarapha calA to donoM sahaja ho jAe~ge! Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [8] aMta meM prApta karanA hai aprayatna dazA bAdhaka ahaMkAra, nahIM ki saMsAra praznakartA : isa saMsAra kI jo javAbadAriyA~ adA karanI haiM, unameM sahaja kaise raha sakate haiM ? dAdAzrI : nahIM raha sakate / vaisA sahaja yoga to koI araboM meM ekAdha vyakti hI kara sakatA hai, kisI samaya ! sahaja rUpa se to, ye sabhI bAteM karane jaisI nahIM haiM / usake bajAya koI dIpaka prakaTa huA ho, una jJAnI se kaheMge, 'sAhaba, merA dIpaka prakaTa kara do|' to ve prakaTa kara deNge| jhaMjhaTa khatma ho gii| hameM dIpaka prakaTa karane se hI matalaba hai na ? jJAnamArga para sahaja rahA jA sakatA hai / hama to niraMtara sahaja hI rahate haiM, niraMtara sahaja ! phira saMsAra kI javAbadAriyA~ bAdhaka nahIM hotI kyoMki saMsAra aisI cIz2a hai ki AsAnI se cle| jaise ki khAne ke bAda aMdara sahaja rUpa se calatA hai usake bajAya bAhara z2yAdA sahaja rUpa se calatA hai| deha to apanA kAma kara hI legii| hameM dekhate rahanA hai| vaha vyavasthita ke tAbe meM hai, apane tAbe meM nahIM hai / vaha khAegI - pIegI, ghUmanA- -phiranA sabakucha karegI / vyavasthita kA artha kyA hai ki sahaja bhAva se jo bhI ho use kie jaao| deha rUpI kArakhAne ko calAtA hai kauna ? isa elembika ke kArakhAne meM kitane sAre loga kAma karate haiM, taba jAkara kaimikala banate haiM aura vaha bhI eka hI kArakhAnA hai, jabaki yaha deha to aneka kArakhAnoM kI banI huI hai, lAkhoM elembika ke kArakhAnoM Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMta meM prApta karanA hai aprayatna dazA 107 kI banI huI hai| vaha apane Apa calatI hai| bhAI, rAta ko hA~DavA (gujarAtI vyaMjana) khAkara so gayA, usameM bhItara kitanA pAcakarasa girA, kitanA pitta girA, kitanA bAIla girA, usakI jA~ca karane jAtA hai kyA tU? vahA~ tU kitanA elarTa rahatA hai, bhAI? vaha to, subaha apane Apa hI sabhI kriyAe~ hokara, pAnI, pAnI kI jagaha se aura saMDAsa, saMDAsa kI jagaha se alaga hokara nikala jAtA hai aura sArA satva (sAra) khUna meM samA jAtA hai| to kyA vaha saba tU calAne gayA thA? are bhAI, jaba yaha aMdara kA apane Apa calatA hai to kyA bAhara kA nahIM calegA? 'tU karatA hai !' aisA kisalie mAnatA hai? vaha to calatA rhegaa| rAta ko nIMda meM zarIra sahaja rahatA hai| ye bhAI to asahaja! dina meM to loga aisA kahate haiM ki maiM zvAsa letA hU~, thor3I zvAsa letA hU~, U~cI zvAsa letA hU~ aura nIcI bhI letA hU~ to bhAI, rAta ko kauna zvAsa letA hai ? rAta meM jo zvAsocchvAsa calate haiM ve naoNrmala haiN| unase hI saba acche se pAcana hotA hai| sahaja bhAva meM buddhi kA upayoga nahIM hotaa| subaha bistara se uThe to braza karate ho, cAya pIte ho, nAztA karate ho, vaha saba sahaja bhAva se hotA hI rahatA hai| usameM mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra kA upayoga nahIM karanA pdd'taa| jisameM ina sabhI kA upayoga hotA hai, use asahaja kahate haiM, vikalpI bhAva kahate haiN| agara Apako koI cIz2a cAhie aura sAmane vAlA vyakti Akara kahe ki, 'yaha cIz2a lo|' to vaha sahaja bhAva se milA khlaaegaa| __Apane kucha socA bhI nahIM ho| Apako z2arUrata ho lekina usake pAsa se lene kA ApakA irAdA na ho| phira bhI AsAnI se mila jAtA hai, loga aisA nahIM batAte ? sahaja arthAt aprayatna dshaa| kisI prakAra kA prayatna nhiiN| kyA karanA cAhie aura kyA nahIM? sabakucha sahaja rUpa se cala rahA hai jaba aisA bhAna hogA taba AtmajJAna hogaa| aba, sahaja arthAt kyA? jo bagaira prayatna ke cala rahA Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 108 sahajatA hai use loga kahate haiM, 'maiMne aisA kiyA aura vaisA saba kiyaa|' yaha saba kisa taraha se samajha meM AegA ? aura kisI ne banAyA nahIM / kisI ne kiyA nahIM, karane jaisA hai bhI nahIM / yaha to, onlI sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa haiM / praznakartA : to isa akrama jJAna ko prApta karane ke lie sabhI ko kyA prayatna karane cAhie ? dAdAzrI : prayatna koI karatA hI nahIM / praznakartA : to phira, Apake pAsa Ane kI kyA z2arUrata hai ? dAdAzrI : merA par3osI bhI koI prayatna nahIM karatA aura maiM bhI par3osI ko nahIM kahatA ki akrama jJAna le lo / jo yahA~ para Ae, mujhase mile, unase maiM bAta karatA hU~, varnA, nahIM karatA / praznakartA : karane kI z2arUrata bhI kyA hai ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, sahaja bhAva se jo ho jAe, vaha acchA hai| praznakartA : sahaja bhAva se jo honA hai vaha to hotA hI rahatA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, usake jaisA hI / hameM aura koI dakhala nahIM karanA hai| abhI to, Apake sAtha sahaja bhAva se hI ye sArI jhaMjhaTeM haiN| isameM nayA koI dakhala nahIM hai / sirpha, Apa sahaja bhAva meM nahIM ho| hama to sahaja bhAva meM hI rahate haiM / aba, Apa sahaja bhAva meM Ane kA prayatna kara rahe ho| haiN| ye phaoNrena vAle, ve to becAre sahaja hI haiM / ye gAya-bhaiMseM bhI sahaja I praznakartA : aisA to mujhe bahuta bAra lagatA hai, ye jo gAya-bhaiMseM aura ye sabhI jo jAnavara haiM na, inameM rAga yA dveSa nahIM haiM / aura bhI... isalie aisA lagatA hai ki manuSya ke bajAya to ye loga z2yAdA sukhI haiN| I dAdAzrI : kyoMki ve rakSita haiM aura ve to Azrita haiM aura koI Azrita duHkhI nahIM rahatA / ye to sirpha hindustAna ke loga hI nirAzrita haiN| Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMta meM prApta karanA hai aprayatna dazA 109 praznakartA : to phira manuSya deha ko unase z2yAdA acchA kaise mAneMge? dAdAzrI : yaha mokSa ke lAyaka ho gayA hai| praznakartA : mokSa kyA hai? dAdAzrI : mokSa arthAt khuda kI aMtima, svAbhAvika dshaa| praznakartA : yadi vaha bhI sahaja rUpa se hI Ane vAlI hai to manuSya ko prayatna bhI kyoM karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : vaha sahaja rUpa se hI A rahI hai| praznakartA : to phira prayatna karane kI koI z2arUrata hI nahIM na? dAdAzrI : prayatna koI karatA hI nahIM hai| ye jo prayatna karate haiM, ve to khuda ahaMkAra karate haiN| 'maiMne yaha prayatna kiyaa|' praznakartA : maiM yahA~ para AyA to maiM aisA hI mAnatA hU~ ki maiM prayatna karake aayaa| dAdAzrI : vaha to, Apa aisA hI mAnate ho ki maiM yaha kara rahA huuN| maiM jAnatA hU~ ki Apa sahaja rUpa se Ae ho aura ApakA igoiz2ama Apako aisA dikhAtA hai ki maiM thA to huA, hama mile, aisA huA, vaisA huA aura Apa eDajasTamenTa le lete ho| basa, utanA hI huaa| sabhI kriyA svAbhAvika ho rahI haiN| praznakartA : to phira karane jaisA kucha rahatA hI nahIM? dAdAzrI : nahIM karane jaisA bhI nahIM rhtaa| praznakartA : nahIM karane jaisA to karate hI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : karane jaisA bhI nahIM rahA aura nahIM karane jaisA bhI nahIM rhtaa| praznakartA : to kyA karanA hai ? dAdAzrI : saMsAra, jAnane jaisA hai| Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 110 sahajatA praznakartA : kaise jAnanA hai? dAdAzrI : yaha abhI kyA hotA hai, use dekhate rahanA hai aura jAnate rahanA hai, bs| vyavasthita ko samajhane se prakaTa hotI hai sahajatA aba, Apa AtmA hI bana gae to phira rahA kyA? praznakartA : arthAt jaba AtmA zuddha ho jAtA hai to usakI dazA kaisI rahatI hogI? to kahA ki pUrI aprayatna dazA utpanna ho jAtI hai| cappala pahanane kA bhI khuda kA prayatna nahIM hotaa| dAdAzrI : abhI to yaha aprayatna dazA hI hai| prayatna to jaba ahaMkAra rahatA hai taba kahalAtA hai| praznakartA : Apane kahA ki gADI se jAne ke lie jaba relave sTezana gae ho taba sTezana para jAkara dekhate haiM ki gADI A rahI hai yA nahIM? yoM sira jhukAkara nahIM dekhte| dAdAzrI : vaise dekhane meM kyA harja hai ? usake bAda khuda ko patA calatA hai ki yaha thor3I galatI ho gii| yAnI sahaja bananA hai aisA bhAva rakhanA hai| apanI dRSTi kaisI rakhanI hai ? shj| usa samaya kyA ho rahA hai, use dekhanA hai| dhyeya kyA rakhanA hai ki dAdAjI kI sevA karanI hai aura bhAva sahaja rakhanA hai| dAdAjI kI sevA milanI, vaha to bahuta bar3I cIz2a hai na? vaha to jaba bahuta jyAdA puNya ho taba milatI hai, varnA nahIM milatI na? aise to hAtha hI nahIM lagA sakate na? eka bAra hAtha lagAne milA to bhI bahuta bar3A puNya kahalAegA aura yadi mila gayA to mana meM samajhanA ki bahuta dinoM bAda prApta huaa| utanA bhI kyA kama hai ? bAkI, kisI bhI taraha se zuddha upayoga meM rahanA hai| praznakartA : sahaja to tabhI hote haiM na, jaba saMpUrNa rUpa se vijJAna aMdara khulA ho jAtA hai tabhI sahaja ho sakate haiM na? dAdAzrI : jaba 'vyavasthita' saMpUrNa rUpa se samajha meM AtA hai taba Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMta meM prApta karanA hai aprayatna dazA saMpUrNa rUpa se sahaja hotA hai| aba to vaha apane Apa hotA hI rahatA hai| usakA aisA bahuta jyAdA nahIM rakhanA hai yA usake lie rAha dekhate nahIM baiThanA hai| yadi rAha dekheMge to usakA koI pAra hI nahIM AegA lekina yadi vyavasthita samajha meM A jAe to turaMta sahaja ho jaaegaa| praznakartA : sahaja hone ke lie vyavasthita pUrI taraha se samajha meM A jAnA cAhie na? dAdAzrI : yadi vyavasthita pUrI taraha se samajha meM A jAegA to pUrA sahaja ho jaaegaa| bAkI, vyavasthita jitanA samajha meM AtA jAegA utanA sahaja hotA jAegA to phira ghabarAhaTa hI nahIM hogii| yadi vyavasthita samajha meM A jAe to isa duniyA meM jhaMjhaTa hai hI nhiiN| vyavasthita jitanA samajha meM AtA jAtA hai utanA kevalajJAna khulA hotA jAtA hai| utanA sahaja hotA jAtA hai| praznakartA : jaba vyavasthita samajha meM nahIM AtA tabhI upayoga ke bAhara jAtA hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, tabhI jAtA hai| varnA, upayoga ke bAhara jAegA hI nahIM na, aura yadi jAegA to asahaja ho jaaegaa| vyavasthita jitanA samajha meM AtA jAegA utanA sahaja hotA jaaegaa| jaise-jaise vyavasthita samajha meM AtA jAtA hai, usakI parateM haTatI jAtI haiM vaise-vaise sahaja hotA jAtA hai| nirvikalpa to hue haiM lekina sahaja nahIM hue| nirvikalpa to jaba jJAna diyA tabhI se hue haiN| jitanI sahaja avasthA utpanna hotI hai na, vaise-vaise vANI, vartana sabhI badalate jAte haiM, vItarAgatA AtI jAtI hai| kartApanA chUTane para khilatA hai darzana hamane jo vyavasthita zakti batAI hai na, to isa zarIra ke sabhI avayava usake adhIna haiN| arthAt hameM sahaja bhAva meM 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aisA mAnakara vyavasthita ko sauMpa denA hai aura dakhalaMdAjI nahIM karanI hai| 'kAma para nahIM jAe~ge to kyA bigar3a jAegA?' aisA kucha nahIM bola skte| vaha dakhalaMdAjI kahalAtI hai| kAma para jAnA apanI sattA meM nahIM hai to phira aisA kaise bola sakate haiM? vaha dakhalaMdAjI karatA hai na, usake Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 112 sahajatA kAraNa bAta samajha meM nahIM aatii| varnA, bahuta hI saralatA se kAma pUrA ho jAtA hai| saMsAra to aisA hai ki bahuta acchI taraha se calatA hai| aba to aisA hai ki yadi isa vyavasthita ko yathArtha rUpa se samajha leMge na to oNphisa meM ATha ghaMTe kA kAma eka ghaMTe meM ho jaaegaa| eka hI ghaMTe meM pUrA ho jAe itanA U~cA darzana prApta hotA hai| aise dikhAI diyA vyavasthita praznakartA : kisI bhI kArya ko hone meM dravya-kSetra-kAla aura bhAva, cAra cIz2oM kI z2arUrata par3atI hai to ve kyA haiM? udAharaNa dekara smjhaaie| dAdAzrI : mujhe apane ghara ke kamare meM baiMca para baiThe-baiThe do-tIna dinoM se aise vicAra Ate rahate haiM ki mujhe bAla kaTavAne haiN| vicAra Ane ke bAda turaMta kAma nahIM hotaa| varnA, jaise-jaise dina bItate jAte haiM vaisevaise aMdara bodarezana bar3hane lagatA hai| boriyata hotI hai| arthAt pahale mujhe bhAva huaa| dravya-kSetra-kAla-bhAva meM se pahale bhAva huaa| phira eka dina taya kiyA, Aja to jAnA hI hai| ghara meM kaha diyA ki koI bhI Ae to baiThAkara rakhanA, maiM jAkara AtA huuN| aba vahA~ para likhA ho, Aja maMgalavAra hai isalie baMda hai| kisa kAraNa se? kSetra nahIM milaa| dukAna jAkara vApasa aayaa| jisa dina jAkara vApasa Ate haiM na, usake bAda pUre dina yahI yAda AtA rahatA hai ki calo jAnA hai, jAnA hai| phira dUsare dina gayA, vahA~ usa bAla kATane vAle ke lar3ake ne dukAna kholI thii| vaha kahatA hai ki 'cAcA Ao, baittho|' maiMne pUchA, 'bAla kATane vAlA kahA~ gayA?' taba kahane lagA, 'vaha to abhI gayA hai cAya pIne ke lie| vaha dasa minaTa meM A jaaegaa|' arthAt usakA daMDa to agale dina milA to samajha gayA ki paMdraha minaTa meM kucha bigar3ane vAlA nahIM hai| aba bhAva huA, kSetra milA, dravya nahIM milaa| yadi dravya mile to kAla milatA hai| phira vaha AyA aura kAla ke milate hI kaTa, kaTa, kaTa karake bAla kATa die| isalie maiM bar3audA meM kyA karatA thA? jaba jJAna nahIM thA taba bhI Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMta meM prApta karanA hai aprayatna dazA aisA hI karatA thaa| ghara se vahA~ jAtA, yadi vahA~ dukAna baMda ho to hama jAna jAte ki Aja saMyoga ikaTThe nahIM hue| hama aisA saba hisAba nikAla lete the| hama saba khoja kara lete the ki kisa saMyoga kI kamI hai ? 113 praznakartA : dUsare dina jAo to, pA~ca-chaH loga bAla kaTavAne ke lie baiThe ho aura apane pAsa TAima nahIM ho ki abhI to pAva ghaMTe meM mujhe vApasa jAnA hai to phira vApasa A jAnA par3atA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, aisA hotA hai / isalie hameM to aise TAima aura saba dekhate-dekhate sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa saba samajha meM AyA ki yaha saMsAra kisa taraha se calatA hai ? hameM aisA nahIM rahatA ki Aja aisA hI karanA hai| milatA hai yA nahIM utanA hI dekhate haiM aura agara apane Apa sahaja hI mila jAtA ho to, varnA kucha nhiiN| loga isa taraha se nahIM dekhate, nahIM ? to loga kisa taraha se dekhate haiM ? ' maiM vahA~ gayA aura vahA~ vaha nahIM milA, merA kAma nahIM huA' aisA kahegA / vailyUezana (kImata ) kisakI ? kitanI hI hitakArI cIjeM hotI haiM, yadi vaha apane Apa sahaja rUpa se prApta hotI ho to acchI bAta hai / yadi ho sake to hone denA aura nahIM ho sake to kucha nahIM, ekadama sahaja rahanA / dakhala nahIM karanA / jo cIz2a sahaja nahIM rahane de, use dakhala kahate haiM / dakhala karane se kitane hI janma bar3ha jAe~ge / isakI vailyUezana bhI nahIM karanA aura DivailyUezana bhI nahIM hone denA / vyavahAra kI vailyUezana nahIM karanA aura AtmA kI DivailyUezana na ho aisA dekhakara vyavahAra karanA / vyavahAra bagaira calegA hI nahIM, aisA nahIM bolanA / yadi kabhI bolanA par3e to nizcaya bagaira nahIM calegA, aisA bolanA / isa viveka ko samajha lenA hai| jJAnI hamezA aprayatna dazA meM kauna jJAnIpuruSa kahalAte haiM ? jinheM niraMtara aprayatna dazA baratatI hai| Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 114 sahajatA aba, jagat prayatna meM hai lekina Apa prayatna meM nahIM ho, Apa yatna meM ho| hA~, yaha dakhala huA hai, use sahI-galata mAna baiThe ho| are bhAI, lekina Apa apanI jagaha para baiThe raho na, Age-pIche kisalie hote ho? vaha sahI-galata to pudgala (jo pUraNa aura galana hotA hai) kA hotA hai, usameM kabhI bhI pudgala kI vaMzAvalI nahIM gii| pudgala kI vaMzAvalI kabhI nahIM jaatii| Apako usakI ciMtA nahIM karanI hai| unake mana meM aisA rahatA hai ki pudgala kI vaMzAvalI calI jAegI to kyA hogA? acche kI vaMzAvalI calI jAegI aura galata kI bar3ha jaaegii| isa pudgala kI vaMzAvalI kabhI bhI nahIM gii| jJAtA-dRSTA, akriya, aisA AtmA hai| yatna bhI nahIM hotA aura prayatna bhI nahIM hotaa| praznakartA : Apako to AtmA alaga hI baratatA hai arthAt hara eka pradeza meM sabhI jagaha vaha alaga hI baratatA hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, sabhI jgh| hai hI alaga, ApameM bhI alaga hai| praznakartA : hai to alaga hI, lekina yaha baratane kI bAta hai na? dAdAzrI : baratanA arthAt khuda kA jJAna saMpUrNa rUpa se hai| jitanA ajJAna utanA nahIM brttaa| __praznakartA : lekina isakA artha aisA huA ki usI anusAra pUre zarIra meM baratatA hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, usI anusAra baratatA hai| jitanA barategA utanA shj| jJAna hone ke bAda deha sahaja hotI hai kyoMki jahA~ krodha-mAnamAyA-lobha khatma ho gae vahA~ sahajatA utpanna hotI hai| praznakartA : sahaja honA vahI saba se bar3I bAta hai| dAdAzrI : bar3I bAta hI nahIM, aMtima bAta hai! aMta meM to sahaja hI honA par3egA na? aMta meM sahaja hue bagaira nahIM clegaa| sahaja para se saahjiktaa| sahaja arthAt aprayatna dshaa| aprayatna dazA se cAya Ae to harja nhiiN| aprayatna dazA se khAnA Ae to harja nhiiN| Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMta meM prApta karanA hai aprayatna dazA 115 praznakartA : yadi khAnA yAda Ae, cAya yAda Ae, una saba ke vicAra AyA kare to vaha sahajatA TUTa gaI kahI jAegI? dAdAzrI : sahajatA TUTa hI jAegI na! sahajatA ke TUTane se AtmA kucha nahIM khAtA, vaha to khAne vAlA khAtA hai| aMta meM deha ko sahaja karanA hai| AhArI huA lekina sahaja karanA hai| sahaja hI hone kI z2arUrata hai| sahaja hone meM TAima lagegA lekina sahaja arthAt puurnntaa| sahaja yoga prApta karane kA tarIkA praznakartA : deha ko sahaja hone ke lie kucha sAdhana to cAhie na? dAdAzrI : hA~, sAdhana ke binA sahaja kaise ho pAoge? aura phira jJAnI puruSa ke die hue sAdhana cAhie, kaise? praznakartA : koI bhI sAdhana nahIM calegA? kisI kA bhI diyA huA nahIM calegA? dAdAzrI : yadi sahaja yoga prApta karanA hai, jise ajJAna dazA hai, bhrAMti kI dazA hai, usameM bhI sahaja rUpa se rahane kI zuruAta karegA taba sahaja mArga prApta hogaa| subaha koI cAya de jAe to pI lenA, nahIM dI to kucha bhI nhiiN| khAne kA de to khA lenA, varnA, mA~gakara nahIM khaanaa| vahA~ aise-aise izArA karake bhI nahIM khA skte| isa kAla meM vaha sahaja yoga bahuta kaThina hai| satyuga meM sahaja yoga acchA thaa| abhI to mA~ge bagaira loga dete hI nahIM na! vaha sahaja yoga vAlA to mArA jAegA becArA, yaha kaThina cIz2a hai| yadi yahA~ so jAo aisA kahe to so jaanaa| mA~gane kA maukA nahIM AnA caahie| sahaja prApta saMyogoM meM hI rahanA par3e to vaha sahaja yoga hai| bAkI, dUsare sabhI to logoM ne kalpanA karake nirmita kie hue dharma haiN| sahaja yoga hotA hI nhiiN| vaha koI laDDu khAne jaisA khela nahIM hai| sabhI ne kalpanAe~ nirmita kI haiN| yadi eka mahIne taka sahaja raheMge to phira aura koI sahaja yoga Page #155 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 116 karane jaisA hI nahIM rhegaa| agara eka hI mahIne taka sahaja rahegA to bahuta ho gyaa| sahajatA Adara - anAdara nahIM, vaha sahaja praznakartA : agara eka dina sahaja rUpa se nikAlanA ho to kaise nikAleMge? usakA vartana kaisA honA cAhie ? dAdAzrI : sahaja prApta saMyogoM, bAhara aura aMdara ke jo mana ke, buddhi ke saMyogoM se para hotA hai, taba sahaja prApta hotA hai / aMdara jo mana vagairaha sabhI cIkha-pukAra karate haiM, una sabhI se alaga rahakara khuda yaha saba dekhe - jAneM aura bAhara sahaja prApta saMyoga / yadi do baje taka khAnA nahIM milA to kucha bolanA nhiiN| tIna baje, sAr3he tIna baje mile to usa samaya, jaba mile taba ... sahaja rUpa se jo bhI mile cAhe vaha khIra-pUrI aura mAlapuA ho, use khA lenA / jitane khA sako utane / usake bAda yadi sabz2I-roTI milI ho to bhI khA lenaa| mAlapuA aura khIra kA Adara nahIM karanA aura roTI kA anAdara nahIM karanA / aba, eka kA Adara karatA hai aura dUsare kA anAdara karatA hai, kAma hI kyA hai ? praznakartA : dAdA, sahaja honA, sahaja honA, vaha saba par3hA to bahuta thA lekina sahaja kaise ho sakate haiM, vaha Apane batAyA ki yadi khIra mile to khAnA aura roTI mile to bhI khAnA, vaha ApakI bAta para se phira vaha cIz2a patA calI ki sahaja kisa taraha se honA hai, vaha samajha meM A jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : eka kA anAdara nahIM aura dUsare kA Adara nahIM, vaha shj| jo sAmane se A milA use sahaja kahate haiM / phira bhale hI aisA kahe ki bhAI, talA huA hai, talA huA hai, nukasAna karegA na ? bhAI, talA huA to vikRta buddhi vAloM ko nukasAna karatA hai / sahaja ko kucha nukasAna nahIM krtaa| sAmane se A milA use khAo / sAmane se A milA duHkha bhugata lo, sAmane se A milA sukha bhI bhugata lo| jJAnI ko to sukhaduHkha hotA hI nahIM na! lekina sAmane se AyA huA / Page #156 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMta meM prApta karanA hai aprayatna dazA 117 aura yadi kar3avA lage to rahane denA hai? praznakartA : nahIM, nikAla denA hai| dAdAzrI : isalie yadi 'mu~ha bigar3atA hai' to hone denA hai| hamane dakhala nahIM kI, use sahaja kheNge| yaha pUrA mArga sahaja kA hai| praznakartA : 'sahaja milA so dUdha barAbara', aisA kahate haiM to yadi sahaja kI prApti prArabdha ke adhIna hai, to puruSArtha meM kyA aMtara hai? dAdAzrI : sahaja kI prApti prArabdha ke adhIna nahIM hai, vaha jJAna ke adhIna hai| ajJAna hone se asahaja hotA rahatA hai aura yadi jJAna ho to sahaja hotA rhegaa| ajJAna se hI to sArA jagat asahaja hai na? yaha to akrama vijJAna hai, krama vagairaha kucha nahIM, kucha karanA hI nhiiN| jahA~ karanA par3e vahA~ AtmA nahIM hotaa| jahA~ karanA par3e vahA~ saMsAra aura jahA~ sahaja ho vahA~ AtmA! lagAma, kartApanA kI praznakartA : aba, hameM kitane baje uThanA cAhie? subaha ke kAryakrama kisa taraha se karane cAhie aura jIvana kisa taraha se jInA cAhie? z2arA smjhaaie| dAdAzrI : hA~, samajhAte haiN| aisA hai ki eka dina ke lie lagAma chor3a do, zanivAra kI rAta se yA ravivAra ke dina subaha se lagAma chor3a denI hai ki aba, mujhe kucha bhI nahIM calAnA hai| phira dekho, calatA hai yA Apako calAnA par3atA hai? abhI taka to lagAma pakar3akara rakhI thI isalie Apako aisA lagatA thA ki maiM hI calAtA hU~ lekina jaba lagAma chor3a dete ho taba calatA hai yA nahIM? praznakartA : calatA hai| dAdAzrI : subaha cAya-nAztA nahIM milatA? mujhe lagatA hai, subaha uThate hI nhiiN| nahIM uThate? praznakartA : uTha jAte haiN| Page #157 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 118 sahajatA dAdAzrI : tUne yaha prayoga karake nahIM dekhA? eka dina ke lie lagAma chor3a do na, taba dUsare dina patA calegA ki yaha to balki acchI taraha se claa| lagAma pakar3ane se hI bigar3atA hai| sahaja hone ke lie lagAma chor3a do praznakartA : lagAma chor3a denI hai vaha ThIka se samajha meM nahIM aayaa| lagAma chor3a denI arthAt kyA? dAdAzra : jaise apane ghara ke baila hoM, jinhoMne apanA ghara dekhA hai, una bailoM ko lagAma pakar3akara khiMcate rahe aura becAroM ko parezAna kare, usake bajAya chor3a do na, ve ghara hI phuNcaaeNge| ve gaDhDhe meM nahIM giraaeNge| yadi unheM galata lagegA to turaMta ghUmakara jAe~ge, kyoMki unheM khuda kI sephasAiDa dekhanI hai na? aura agara koI mUrkha hA~kegA to mAra ddaalegaa| isI taraha jo udayakarma hai na, vaha pharsTa klAsa rAstA DhU~Dha nikAlatA hai| yaha hA~kane vAlA (ahaMkAra) to ulTI dizA meM hA~katA hai| phira saba bigAr3a detA hai| samajha hI nahIM hai na! isalie hama kahate haiM ki tU cupacApa lagAma chor3a de na! eka dina calatA hai yA nahIM, vaha dekha to sahI? taba use vizvAsa ho jAegA, to phira dUsare dina bhI clegaa| praznakartA : to usa dina sahaja rUpa se jo calatA ho, use calane denA hai? dAdAzrI : lagAma nahIM pakar3anI hai| jo cala rahA hai vaha ThIka hai| tU jo sahaja zabda samajha rahA hai, vaha sahaja alaga prakAra kA hai| abhI yahA~ sahaja nahIM khlaataa| sahaja to aMtima sTezana kI bAta hai| praznakartA : nahIM, to dAdA, udayakarma ke anusAra apane Apa hI jo cala rahA ho, usI anusAra saba calane denA hai? dAdAzrI : udayakarma jaisA karavAte haiM usI anusAra karane denA hai| vyavasthita kA anubhava hone ke lie... praznakartA : to isameM kartA-akartA, donoM bhAva ko kisa taraha se siddha karanA hai? Page #158 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMta meM prApta karanA hai aprayatna dazA 119 dAdAzrI : ravivAra kA dina ho to Apako aisA taya karanA hai subaha uThate hI dAdA se kahanA ki Aja maiM lagAma chor3a detA huuN| lagAma chor3akara baiThanA hai| jaise vaha hA~kane vAlA vyakti lagAma chor3akara baiTha jAtA hai na, vaise hI lagAma chor3akara baiTha jAnA hai aura phira dekhate rahanA hai, gAr3I cala rahI hai yA baMda ho gaI yA gaDDhe meM jA rahI hai, vaha saba dekhanA hai| jaba taka lagAma pakar3atA hai taba taka khuda hA~kane vAlA bana jAtA hai, DrAivara bana jAtA hai| aba tujhe lagAma chor3a denI hai aura dAdA ko lagAma sauMpa denI hai| phira Apako dekhanA hai, calatA hai yA nahIM? balki z2yAdA acchA clegaa| aisA calA-calAkara to dama nikAla diyA hai isIlie sAre eksiDenTa hote haiM na! yaha lagAma hAtha meM hai, isIlie to eksiDenTa hote haiN| Apako vyavasthita samajha meM A gayA to Apako anubhava meM A gyaa| aura yadi anubhava meM nahIM AyA ho to lagAma chor3a do, pA~coM (indriyoM ke) ghor3oM kI aura phira ratha kisa tarapha jA rahA hai, use dekho| usake bAda kahatA hai, yaha to bahuta acchA huA, sabakucha itanA acchA ho gayA aura ghor3oM kI nAka meM se jo khUna nikalatA thA, vaha bhI baMda ho gyaa| jise hA~kanA nahIM AtA ho, vaha kyA karatA hai? jaba car3hAI AtI hai taba lagAma khiMcatA hai aura DhalAna Ane para, jaba utAra AtI hai taba DhIla detA hai, isalie use Thokara laga jAtI hai| isI ke jaise hA~kane kA bhI rahatA hai| aba ise bhAna hI nahIM hai aura hA~kane baiTha gayA hai isIlie usa becAre kA rakta (khUna) nikala gayA hai| ve becAre ghor3e bhI samajha jAte haiM ki Aja yaha koI ghanacakkara mila gayA hai| ye ghanacakkara seTha mile haiN| jaba koI acche seTha mileMge taba apanI dazA sudhregii| taba koI rAstA mila jaaegaa| yAnI aisA hai, isake bajAya tU chor3a de n| use chur3avA diyA usake bAda kahatA hai, 'yaha to bahuta acchA huA vyavasthita, bahuta suMdara!' taba maiMne kahA, 'thor3A sA vyavasthita ko sauMpa de bhAI, lagAma nahIM pkdd'naa|' sirpha ravivAra ke dina aisA nahIM kara sakate? mahIne meM cAra dina? praznakartA : kara sakate haiN| Page #159 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 120 sahajatA dAdAzrI : yadi cAra ravivAra lagAma chor3a doge to patA cala jAegA, Apako anubhava meM A jAegA, kartA-akartA bhaav| subaha uThate hI lagAma ko hAtha meM le letA hai| bhAI pakar3anA nahIM, chor3a de yahA~ se| hamArI lagAma to hamezA chUTI hI rahatI hai| hamAre hAtha meM lagAma rahatI hI nhiiN| ghor3e calate hI rahate haiN| Apa bhI aisA abhyAsa kabhI kara sakate ho na? hamArA to hamezA ke lie hotA hai| lagAma chor3a denI hai yA chor3ane meM Dara lagatA hai ? karo eka dina ke lie yaha prayoga praznakartA : lagAma arthAt 'maiM karatA hU~' isa bhAva ko chor3a denA hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, lagAma arthAt 'maiM karatA hU~' vaha bhAva nahIM, sabhI bhaav| lagAma hI chor3a denI hai| hara dina lagAma hI pakar3ate haiM n| usa dina lagAma chor3ane ke bhAva pakke kie, 'dAdA, Apako yaha lagAma sauMpa dI, aba to maiM jJAtA-dRSTA huuN|' to phira kucha rahA hI nahIM na! usake bAda to pUrA dina patA cala jAtA hai ki cAya milatI hai yA nahIM milatI? khAnA milatA hai yA nahIM? khAne meM mirca milatI hai yA nahIM, yadi mirca cAhie to? saba milatA hai| yaha to, manuSya ko dhIraja nahIM rahatI na aura aisA bhAna hI nahIM hai na, 'maiM karatA hU~' to hotA hai jabaki varlDa meM saMDAsa jAne kI zakti vAlA koI vyakti nahIM huA hai| jaba aTakatI hai taba patA calatA hai ki yaha merI svataMtra zakti nahIM thii| una DaoNkTaroM ko bhI kaba patA calatA hai? jaba aTakatI hai taba patA cala jAtA hai na? dUsare DaoNkTara ko bulAnA par3atA hai na? taba hama nahIM kahate, 'DaoNkTara, Apa to bahuta bar3e ho na!' taba kahe, 'nahIM! mujhe dUsaroM ko bulAnA par3atA hai' arthAt yaha khuda kI svataMtra zakti nahIM hai| ataH usa dina kartA-akartA donoM bhAva kA patA cala jAtA hai| ve pA~ca karmendriyA~ aura jJAnendriyA~ ve ghor3e ke samAna haiM, aba ye pA~ca ghor3e calate haiN| hA~kane vAle meM samajha nahIM hone ke kAraNa vaha khiMcatA rahatA hai taba ghor3e ko Thokara laga jAtI hai aura gAr3I ulTI gira jAtI Page #160 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMta meM prApta karanA hai aprayatna dazA hai / isI taraha logoM ko hA~kanA nahIM AtA isalie kRSNa bhagavAna ne kyA kahA ki bhAI arjuna, tU aMdara baiTha, tujhe nahIM AegA aura bhagavAna khuda baitthe| bhagavAna baiThe arthAt vyavasthita yaha saba calAtA hai isalie Apako lagAma chor3a denI hai| ghor3e kisa tarapha jA rahe haiM, unheM dekhA kro| taba vyavasthita samajha meM AegA ki ohoho ! pUre dina ke lie lagAma chor3a dI to bhI yaha claa| khAnA-pInA, saMDAsa vagairaha, vyApAra vagairaha sabakucha huA ? taba kaheM, 'hA~, saba acchA huA roz2a ke bajAya bahuta acchA huA / ' 121 sirpha, lagAma chor3a denI hai, isalie rAta meM hI taya kara lenA hai ki subaha uThe taba se dAdA ko lagAma sauMpa denI hai / jaise arjuna ne kRSNa bhagavAna ko sauMpa dI thIM na, usI taraha se sauMpa denI haiN| lagAma chor3a dene kA yaha prayoga Apa saptAha meM eka dina to karake dekho ? ravivAra ho, usa dina subaha ke samaya lagAma chor3a denI hai aura aisA kahanA hai ki 'dAdA, yaha lagAma Apako sauMpI', ina pA~ca indriya rUpI ghor3oM kI lagAma Apako sauMpa denI hai aura Apako to sirpha dekhate hI rahanA hai ki yaha kisa taraha se calatA hai / ve gAr3I ko gaDDhe meM nahIM girane deMge aura kucha bhI nahIM hone deNge| hama Apako saptAha meM eka dina lagAma chor3a dene ke lie kahate haiM / kabhI bhUlacUka ho jAe to 'dAdA, maiMne yaha lagAma phira se pakar3a lI, usake lie maiM mAphI mA~gatA hU~ aura aba nahIM pkdduuNgaa|' aisA bolakara phira dobArA lagAma chor3a denI hai| zuruAta meM bhUla ho jAegI, prekTisa karane meM thor3A samaya lgegaa| usake bAda dUsarI, tIsarI bAra 'karekTanesa' A jAegI phira usake Age bar3hane ke lie Age kA progrAma dekhanA ho to 'caMdUbhAI kyA bola rahe haiM, dekhate rahanA hai ki yaha karekTa hai yA nahIM ?' use jJAna samajhakara, rahanA jAgRta praznakartA: dAdA, lakSa to usa aMtima dazA kA hI hai, usa dazA ke pUrNa hone meM ye jo bhI kamiyA~ haiM, jaba samajha meM AtA hai ki aMtima dazA yaha hai aura aisA hI honA cAhie taba usake lie kyA karanA cAhie ? Page #161 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 122 sahajatA dAdAzrI : vaha to, jaba vaha vyavahAra sabhI taraha se chUTa jAegA taba ApakA kAma hogA / praznakartA : aba aprayatna dazA meM pahu~cane ke lie phAila meM se kisa taraha se nikalanA hai ? dAdAzrI : vaha tujhe patA calatA hai na, vaha kaise ? yaha vyavahAra tujhase nahIM cipakA hai, tU vyavahAra se cipakA hai / hama to sAvadhAna karate haiM ki bhAI, ye sabhI cIjeM nukasAnadAyaka haiN| Apako jo cAhie usameM ye sabhI cIz2eM bAdhaka haiM, itanA hI kahate haiM / phira yadi use acchI lagatI ho to vaha karatA hI rahatA hai / usameM kahA~ merI manAhI hai ? praznakartA : kabhI na kabhI to chUTanA par3egA hI na, usake bagaira to koI cArA hI nahIM hai I dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina phira jJAna ko samajha lenA hai| jinheM jaldI ho unheM aparigrahI bana jAnA caahie| hA~, varnA pakaur3e khAte-khAte jaanaa| donoM meM se eka pakkA honA cAhie / praznakartA : aba jise pUrNatA prApta kara lenI hai, usakI aparigrahI dazA honI caahie| abhI jo pUrA vyavahAra bAkI hai, usakA kaise nikAla (nipaTArA kareMge? usameM aparigrahI dazA kaise lAnI hai ? dAdAzrI : vaha to, terA tujhe khuda ko hI patA cala jAegA / praznakartA : usakI cAbI dIjie na / dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina yaha saba utpanna kisane kiyA ? tUne kiyA ? tU par3hAI karatA thA, to naukarI meM kaise AyA ? tUne kyA kiyA ? vaha to, vyavahAra ko cipakA hai aura phira vApasa kahatA hai ki maiM karatA huuN| yaha saba cipaka gayA hai| praznakartA : agara khuda vyavahAra se cipakA hai to phira jisa samaya chor3anA ho usa samaya vyavahAra ko chor3a sakate haiM kyA ? use kisa taraha se chor3a sakate haiM? Page #162 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMta meM prApta karanA hai aprayatna dazA 123 dAdAzrI : jisa taraha se baMdha gayA usa taraha se chor3a denA hai| praznakartA : usake bAda jo ghara kI phAileM rahI, una ghara kI phAiloM kA kyA? dAdAzrI : una phAiloM kA nikAla bhI Apako karanA hai na? praznakartA : lekina jaba taka vyavahAra hai taba taka vaha bIca meM AyA hI karegA na? dAdAzrI : usa vyavahAra kA to jaldI se nikAla kara denA hai| yadi plena kI TikaTa lenI ho aura bahuta bAriza ho rahI ho to nikAla kie bagaira baiThe rahegA kyA? praznakartA : vaha to rAstA DhU~Dhakara pahu~ca hI jaaegaa| jAno vyavahAra ko udaya svarUpa bhagavAna ne anivArya vyavahAra ko zuddha vyavahAra kahA hai| praznakartA : hA~, to jo naukarI karanI par3atI hai, use? dAdAzrI : nahIM, naukarI vaha anivArya vyavahAra nahIM hai| vaha hai hI nahIM, naukarI karanA hai hI nhiiN| naukarI, vyApAra yA khetI-bAr3I karanA, aisA hai hI nahIM na? praznakartA : to vaha baMda karane vAlI cIz2a ho gaI na? dAdAzrI : usameM to sukha hotA hI nahIM na! jise Age kI dazA prApta karanI hai, use sukha lagatA hI nhiiN| vaha to, jo samabhAva se nikAla (nipaTArA) karatA hogA, use clegaa| praznakartA : aisI Atma jAgRti utpanna honA aura vyavahAra karanA, vaha khuda kI sArI zaktiyoM ko vyartha kharca karake vyavahAra karane jaisA hai| dAdA se jJAna kI samajha prApta karanA aura vahA~ jAkara sArI zaktiyoM ko vyartha kharca kara denA, usake jaisA hotA hai yaha to| dAdAzrI : aisA hai na ki yaha khAnA zarIra ke lie z2arUrI hai, Page #163 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 124 sahajatA nesesittii| isake bagaira zarIra nahIM rahegA, mara jaaegaa| sirpha, utanA hI vyavahAra hai aura vaha bhI bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki eka hI bAra khaanaa| usase maroge nhiiN| vaha bhI mA~gakara khAnA to phira Apako bartana vagairaha lAne kI jhaMjhaTa nahIM rahegI, kapar3A mA~gakara le lenaa| phira sArA dina puruSArtha karate rahanA, upayoga meM rhnaa| praznakartA : yaha udaya svarUpa se hotA rahe aura khuda upayoga meM rahe? dAdAzrI : hA~, yadi sArA dina upayoga meM raheMge na to phira jhaMjhaTa hI nahIM, koI takalIpha hI nhiiN| Avazyaka kyA? anAvazyaka kyA? yaha to khuda hI jaMjAla meM pha~satA jAtA hai| dinoMdina aura adhika pha~satA jAtA hai| ghara meM bagIcA nahIM thA to logoM kA bagIcA dekhakara khuda bagIcA banAtA hai| usake bAda vahA~ khodatA rahatA hai, khAda DAlatA hai, phira pAnI DAlatA rahatA hai| balki yaha jaMjAla bar3hAtA hai, bhaaii| kitanI jaMjAla rakhane jaisI thI? praznakartA : sirpha, khAne-pIne kI hii| dAdAzrI : hA~, jise Avazyaka kahA jAtA hai| Avazyaka arthAt jisa ke bagaira nahIM cltaa| khAe~ge nahIM to kyA hogA? manuSyapanA bekAra meM calA jaaegaa| kyA hogA? arthAt aisA kucha nahIM ki abhI tuma pUranapUrI aura aisA-vaisA sabakucha khaao| jo kucha bhI khicar3I yA dAla-cAvala ho lekina Avazyaka ho, usI ke lie hameM paravaza rahanA thaa| kisake lie? Avazyaka ke lie| praznakartA : ThIka hai| dAdAzrI : aba khAyA to kyA sirpha, khAne se kAma calegA? phira usakA pariNAma AegA, rijalTa to AegA yA nahIM, jo karoge usakA? praznakartA : AtA hI rahatA hai| Page #164 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMta meM prApta karanA hai aprayatna dazA 125 dAdAzrI : khAne kA kyA pariNAma AtA hai? praznakartA : saMDAsa jAnA par3atA hai| dAdAzrI : phira pAnI pIyA to? bAtharUma meM bhAgadaur3a karanI par3atI hai| zvAsa liyA, usakA ucchvAsa hotA hai lekina isakI z2arUrata hai| yadi zvAsa nahIM leMgeM to bhI nukasAna hogA, pAnI nahIM pIe~ge to bhI nuksaan| ye sabhI Avazyaka cIjeM haiN| aba kapar3e bhI Avazyaka haiN| ThaMDa ke dinoM meM kyA hotA hai? kyoMki manuSya ina saba sIz2ana ke adhIna hai, ve sArI sIz2ana manuSya kI prakRti ke adhIna nahIM ho sktii| koI vyakti ThaMDa ke dinoM meM garama kapar3oM ke bagaira raha sakatA hai, jabaki garmI meM usase nahIM rahA jaaegaa| aisA hotA hai na? isalie kaise bhI kapar3e cAhie lekina kapar3e kaise hone cAhie? khAdI ke ho, anya koI bhI ho, cAhe jaise bhI ho, saste aura apane zarIra ko Dhakakara rakheM vaise caahie| yaha maiMne kaoNlara banavAyA hai vaha nahIM caahie| yaha kapha banavAyA hai usakI bhI koI z2arUrata nhiiN| kaoNlara aura kapha banavAte haiM na? anaavshyk| isalie yadi Avazyaka ko hI samajha leM to vyakti ko kisI bhI prakAra kA duHkha nahIM rhegaa| ina jAnavaroM ko duHkha nahIM hai, to phira manuSyoM ko duHkha hotA hogA? yaha to anAvazyaka ko bar3hAtA jAtA hai| sleba DAlA aura Upara se meMglaurI khaparaila ddaalii| sabakucha bar3hAtA hai yA nahIM? Apane thor3A-bahuta bar3hAyA hai, kyA? phira phariyAda karatA hai, 'yA khudA paravaradigAra! pha~sa gayA' kahegA! are bhAI, tumane hI bar3hAyA hai na to phira usameM khudA kyA karegA? Apa anAvazyaka bar3hAe~ge usameM khudA becArA kyA karegA? Apa ko kyA lagatA hai? kucha bolate nahIM? Apa anAvazyaka cIz2oM ko bar3hAo aura phira khudA kA nAma lekara kaho ki he khudA ! maiM pha~sa gyaa| isalie isa saMsAra meM kauna sI cIz2a Avazyaka hai aura kauna sI anAvazyaka hai, vaha pakkA kara lenaa| Avazyaka arthAt avazya hI cAhie aura anAvazyaka to Upara se bar3hAyA, moha ke kaarnn| usake pAsa rAjamahala meM cAhe kitanI bhI anAvazyaka cIjeM ho, phira bhI bAraha-sAr3he bAraha baje AhAra lene ke lie to AnA hI par3egA na? kyoMki vaha Avazyaka cIz2a hai| yadi aura Page #165 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 126 sahajatA kucha nahIM ho to clegaa| pAnI hai, khAnA hai, havA hai, ve sabhI Avazyaka cIjeM haiN| kyA ye kAma kI bAta hai ? praznakartA : ThIka hai| dAdAzrI : aba, anAvazyaka kama ho jAe aisA bhI nahIM hai / koI kahegA, mujhe kama karanA hai phira bhI nahIM hotA / beTe kI patnI phariyAda karatI hai, ghara meM patnI kica-kica karatI rahatI hai| lekina mana meM aisA bhAva rahatA hai ki mujhe kama karanA hai / itanA bhAva huA to bhI bahuta ho gyaa| aisA hai na, hameM jiMdagI meM Avazyaka aura anAvazyaka donoM kA lisTa banA lenA caahie| apane ghara meM hara eka cIz2a dekha lenI cAhie aura Avazyaka kitanI hai aura anAvazyaka kitanI hai / anAvazyaka ke Upara se hameM bhAva haTA lenA cAhie aura Avazyaka ke sAtha to bhAva rakhanA hI par3egA, koI cArA hI nahIM hai na ! jitanA z2yAdA anAvazyaka, utanI z2yAdA upAdhi / Avazyaka bhI upAdhi hI hai usake bAvajUda use upAdhi nahIM kahate, kyoMki ve z2arUrI haiM lekina anAvazyaka ve sabhI upAdhi haiN| hara eka cIz2a, sabakucha Avazyaka, kucha bhI soce bagaira sahaja honI caahie| apane Apa ho jaae| jaise ki pezAba karane ke lie rAha nahIM dekhanI pdd'tii| apane Apa hI ho jAtI hai aura vaha jagaha bhI nahIM dekhtii| jabaki inheM to, buddhizAliyoM ko jagaha dekhanI par3atI hai| unheM to jahA~ pezAba karanA ho vahA~ ho jAe, use Avazyaka kahate haiN| sahajatA kI aMtima dazA kaisI ? praznakartA : yaha to ekadama aMtima dazA kI bAta huI na ? dAdAzrI : aMtima hI hai na! aura dUsarI kauna sI? aMtima dazA ko dhyAna meM rakhakara agara hama Age kI dazA meM bar3hate jAe~ge to aisI dazA utpanna hogI lekina agara Age kI hI dukAna bar3hAte gae to ? aMtima dazA dera se aaegii| Page #166 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMta meM prApta karanA hai aprayatna dazA 127 praznakartA : yadi aMtima dazA kA pikcara sAmane hogA tabhI vahA~ taka pahu~ca pAe~ge na? dAdAzrI : tabhI jA sakate haiN| yaha eka pikcara aMtima dazA kA detA huuN| sirpha Avazyaka hI rhegaa| vahA~ thAlI yA loTA nahIM hotA aura Avazyaka ke lie bhI pezAbaghara Ane taka rAha nahIM dekhtaa| vaha sahaja, vahA~ para hI, gAya-bhaiMsoM ke smaan| unheM zarma vagairaha kucha nahIM hotii| gAya-bhaiMsoM ko zarma AtI hai kyA? kyoM, isa lagna maMDapa ke nIce gAya khar3I ho to bhI? usa samaya ve viveka nahIM karatI? praznakartA : z2arA bhI nahIM, kisI kA viveka nahIM krtii| sabhI ke kapar3e bigAr3a detI hai| to aisI sahaja sthiti ke samaya khuda kA upayoga kaisA rahatA hogA? dAdAzrI : bilkula kamplITa ! yadi deha sahaja to AtmA bilkula kamplITa! praznakartA : to bAhara ke tarapha usakI dRSTi hI nahIM hotI? dAdAzrI : vaha saba kamplITa hotA hai| bAhara vaha saba dikhAI detA hai| dRSTi meM hI A gayA sabakucha aura vaha hI hai sahaja AtmasvarUpa, vaha parama guru hai| jisakA AtmA isa taraha se sahaja rahatA ho, vahI parama guru praznakartA : to phira ye jo abhI kahate haiM na ki yaha, jo pezAba ghara DhU~Dhate haiM yA zarma AtI hai, vaha kise? vaha kyA cIz2a hai? dAdAzrI : viveka to rahA hI na? vaha sahajatA se nahIM rahane detaa| sahajatA meM to kucha bhI viveka nahIM hotaa| sahajatA meM to vaha kaba khAegA ki jaba use koI de taba khAegA, varnA, mA~ganA bhI nahIM, usakA vicAra bhI nahIM, kucha bhI nhiiN| agara bhUkha lagI ho to usameM bhI khuda nahIM rhtaa| praznakartA : jaba bhUkha lage taba kyA karatA hai? dAdAzrI : kucha bhI nhiiN| Page #167 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 128 sahajatA praznakartA : usake udaya bhI aise hote haiM na ki jaba bhUkha lagatI hai taba cIz2a mila jAtI hai| dAdAzrI : vaha to niyama hI hai, mila hI jAtI hai| sabakucha mila jAtA hai, sahaja hii| praznakartA : to phira ye sabhI Avazyaka meM hI AtA hai na jaise ki khAne kA hai, kapar3e nahIM na? Avazyaka meM kapar3e nahIM Ate? dAdAzrI : kucha bhI nhiiN| AvazyakatA meM kapar3e vagairaha kucha nahIM Ate, jo deha ke lie z2arUrI ho, vh| sahaja dazA taka pahu~cane ke prayatna meM praznakartA : abhI hama ina saMyogoM meM haiM aura ye sArI AvazyakatA se bahuta adhika vastue~ haiM, yahA~ se Avazyaka sthiti taka pahu~cane ke lie kauna sA mArga hai? rAstA kauna sA hai? dAdAzrI : yaha jaise-jaise kama hotA hai vaise-vaise| jitanA bar3hAe~ge utanA leTa hogaa| yadi kama kareMge to jaldI hogaa| praznakartA : kama karane ke lie kyA karanA hai? dAdAzrI : yadi tujhe zAdI nahIM karanI hai to kama nahIM hogA? aura jise zAdI karanI ho, use? praznakartA : bar3ha jaaegaa| dAdAzrI : hA~! to bs| kucha nizcaya to honA cAhie na? saba yojanApUrvaka hotA hai yA aise hI gappa? mokSa meM jAnA hai to yojanApUrvaka hogA na? praznakartA : yojanApUrvaka arthAt aisA hai ki khuda ko karanA par3atA hai? khuda ko yojanApUrvaka seTiMga karanA par3atA hai ? aise sabhI Disiz2ana lene par3ate haiM ? dAdAzrI : lene nahIM haiM, ve saba to ho hI cuke haiN| yaha to, hama sirpha bAtacIta kara rahe haiM, isameM se jitanA bhAva kama hotA jAegA utanA Page #168 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMta meM prApta karanA hai aprayatna dazA 129 ThIka rahegA tabhI sahaja ho pAegA, nahIM to kisa taraha se sahaja hogA, vaha ? apane mana kA mAnA huA nahIM cltaa| kyA mana kA mAnA huA eka bhI calA, to vaha calatA hogA ? praznakartA : yadi zAdI nahIM karanI hai to usa dizA kI sArI jhaMjhaTa kama hotI jAegI na ? dAdAzrI : jitanI jhaMjhaTa kama utanA sahaja hotA jAegA aura utanA hI helpa phula hogaa| jhameloM ko Age baDhAe~ge to sahajatA kama hotI jaaegii| jaba se hamane jJAna diyA hai taba se thor3A sA sahaja ho gayA hai, kucha aMza meM aura yadi koI aisA kahegA ki calo na, aba to dAdA ne inheM 'phAila' kahA hai jitanI karo utanI, usameM kyA harja hai ? to kyA hama manA kareMge, yadi use ulTA karanA ho to ? praznakartA : ina bAhara kI cIjoM ko kama karane ke lie aMdara kI jAgRti kaisI honI cAhie ? dAdAzrI : aMdara kI jAgRti aisI rahanI cAhie ki ve vastue~ use duHkhadAyI lagatI rahe / praznakartA : aba Apane aisA batAyA ki AvazyakatA ke alAvA jitanI cIjeM haiM, una sabhI cIz2oM ko jitanI chor3a sake utanI chor3a denI cAhie, aisA hI huA na ? dAdAzrI : hA~! sabhI nahIM honI cAhie / agara cipaka gaI ho to unheM dhIre-dhIre kisa taraha se chor3a deM, usake prayatna meM rahanA cAhie / praznakartA : arthAt vaha chor3a denA, aisA kahA na, vaha kina cIz2oM meM honA cAhie ? dAdAzrI : chor3a denA, isameM zabda nahIM DhU~Dhane haiM / yaha to, hameM aMdara samajha lenA hai ki isase kaba chUTeMge ? yadi khuda ko ahitakArI lagegA to turaMta chor3a degaa| dekho na, zAdI ke lie sApha manA kara detA hai / praznakartA : yaha khuda ko ahitakArI cIz2a lagatI hai, aisA sabhI bAta meM samajha meM AnA cAhie / Page #169 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 130 sahajatA dAdAzrI : jaba sabhI meM lagegA tabhI kAma hogA na ! abhI to dUsare meM inTaresTa hai| Apako zAdI karane meM inTaresTa nahIM hai to sApha manA kara dete ho, nahIM hai merA / yadi bAhara ke saMyoga Ate haiM to bhI pheMka dete ho aisA saba honA cAhie na ? I parigraha ke sAgara meM saMpUrNa aparigrahI praznakartA : to ina parigraha ko kama karanA, vaha limiTa yA parigraha kI maryAdA rakhanI hai ? dAdAzrI : jJAna prApti ke bAda ApakA sabhI DiscArja hai| parigraha bar3hAnA, vaha bhI DiscArja aura parigraha kI maryAdA karanI, vaha bhI DiscArja aura aparigrahI rahanA, vaha bhI DiscArja hai kyoMki aparigrahI rahane kA jo bhAva kiyA thA, usase aparigrahI huaa| lekina vaha bhI DiscArja hai, use bhI chor3a denA par3egA / vaha bhI mokSa meM sAtha meM nahIM aaegaa| vaha to jisa sTezana para helpa karatA ho usa sTezana para helpa karegA / isa sTezana para kucha helpa nahIM kregaa| isa sTezana kA hala to tujhe lAnA hai| ina sabhI ko saoNlva kara lenA hai| praznakartA : jaba aMdara aisA ekadama pakkA hai ki yaha cIz2a merI nahIM hai to agara use koI le jAe to bhI maiM usase alaga hU~ na ? dAdAzrI : hA~, aisA saba honA cAhie usameM harja nahIM hai| una bharata rAjA ko aisA hI thA ki sArA rAjya le leM, yadi rAniyoM ko uThAkara le jAe to bhI ve ha~sate, aise the / yA to phira ye saba honA hI nahIM caahie| yA phira parigraha hone ke bAvajUda saMpUrNa rUpa se aparigrahI honA caahie| hamArA aisA hI hai, sabhI parigraha hone ke bAvajUda bhI saMpUrNa rUpa se aparigrahI! praznakartA : sabhI parigraha hone ke bAvajUda saMpUrNa rUpa se aparigrahI arthAt cIz2a aura khuda, unakA aisA kyA kanekzana kiyA? unheM kisa taraha se alaga kiyA ? dAdAzrI : alaga nahIM kiyA, 'maiM' aparigraha vAlA hI hU~ / Page #170 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMta meM prApta karanA hai aprayatna dazA 131 praznakartA : lekina vaha kisa taraha se? kyoMki abhI ke sabhI saMyoga aise haiM ki eka bhI cIz2a ko haTAne se haTa jAe, aisI nahIM hai| bhAvanA meM to hai lekina pahalA rAstA yaha hai ki una cIz2oM se alaga ho jAnA hai| dAdAzrI : 'Ai' vidAuTa 'mAi' iz2a goNdd| sabhI 'mAi' kI jhaMjhaTa hai| praznakartA : arthAt yadi 'mAi' ko nikAla deMge to bhale hI cIjeM vahIM ke vahIM par3I rahe? dAdAzrI : hA~, basa, aMta meM isa deha ko bhI sahaja karanA hai| jisane z2yAdA citraNa kiyA ho, usane z2yAdA asahaja kiyA hai isalie use sahaja hone meM samaya lgegaa| hamane citraNa nahIM kiyA hai isalie jaldI se hala A gayA! Page #171 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [9] nahIM karanA kucha bhI, kevala jAnanA hai sahajatA kA matalaba hI aprayAsa dazA praznakartA : vaha caraNavidhi meM bolate haiM na, 'mana-vacana-kAyA kI Apake jaisI sahajatA mujhe prApta ho', to vaha sahajatA kaisI? dAdAzrI : sahajatA arthAt moTI bhASA meM kahe to aprayAsa dazA, koI bhI prayAsa nhiiN| AtmA se bhI prayAsa nahIM aura deha se bhI koI prayAsa nhiiN| mAnasika rUpa se bhI prayAsa nahIM aura buddhi se bhI prayAsa nhiiN| praznakartA : usake bAda mana-vacana-kAyA kA sumela to rahatA hai na? dAdAzrI : anAyAsa dazA ho gii| basa, prayAsa nahIM aura usameM se prayAsa karane vAlA calA gyaa| mana-vacana-kAyA kAma karane vAle haiM lekina prayAsa karane vAlA calA gyaa| prayAsa karane vAle kI gairahAz2irI hai isalie vaha sahaja dazA aura prayAsa karane vAle kI hAz2irI, vaha asahaja isalie usa prayAsa karane vAle ke cale jAne se sahaja hai| phira jo bhI kriyA ho rahI ho usa kriyA meM koI harja nahIM, prayAsa karane vAle kI Apatti hai| __ praznakartA : arthAt use yaha prayAsa karane kI pUrva kI Adata hI par3I hai| dAdAzrI : haaN| praznakartA : kyA kisI bhI prakriyA meM sacamuca prayAsa kI z2arUrata hI nahIM hai? Page #172 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahIM karanA kucha bhI, kevala jAnanA hai dAdAzrI : prayAsa kI z2arUrata hai lekina vaha usakA karane vAlA nahIM honA caahie| prayAsa kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, agara aisA kaheMge to phira loga to kAma karanA hI chor3a deMge / chor3a dene kA bhAva kareMge isalie prayAsa kI z2arUrata hai / 133 praznakartA : lekina aMdara kI hakIkata kyA hai, ekz2ekTa ? dAdAzrI : vaha prayAsa karane vAlA hI calA gayA to basa ho gyaa| praznakartA : ye jo mana-vacana-kAyA kI prakriyA hotI hai usa samaya prayAsa karane vAlA vAstava meM hotA hai kyA ? dAdAzrI : prayAsa karane vAlA hai isIlie yaha prayAsa kahalAtA hai| vaha sahaja nahIM kahalAtA / yadi prayAsa karane vAlA calA jAtA hai to vahI cIz2a phira sahaja kahalAtI hai| praznakartA : to yaha mana-vacana-kAyA kI jo prakriyA, prayAsa karane vAlA karatA hai taba jo ho jAtA hai aura prayAsa karane vAlA calA jAtA hai taba jo ho jAtA hai, vaha vAstava meM to donoM mikenikala hI thA na ? hotA? dAdAzrI : hone meM cIz2a eka hI hai, hone meM cenja nahIM hai / praznakartA : arthAt yadi isane prayAsa nahIM kiyA hotA to bhI vahI dAdAzrI : prayAsa meM dakhala hai, vahI jhaMjhaTa hai / praznakartA : dakhala kA bhogavaTA khuda ko AtA hai yA dakhala se mana-vacana-kAyA meM parivartana hotA hai ? dAdAzrI : vaha parivartana (badalAva) hone vAlA hI nahIM hai / prayAsa kiyA isalie aprayAsa nahIM kaheMge / praznakartA : vaha sahI hai lekina vaha jo prayAsa hotA hai, usase mana-vacana kAyA kI prakriyA meM badalAva hotA hai kyA ? dAdAzrI : kucha bhI badalAva nahIM hotA ! Page #173 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 134 sahajatA praznakartA : to phira prayAsa karane se kyA pariNAma AtA hai ? dAdAzrI : vaha to sirpha, usakA ahaMkAra hai, 'maiM kartA huuN| praznakartA : usase agale janma kI z2immedArI baMdha jAtI hai kyA? dAdAzrI : hA~! agale janma kI z2immedArI letA hai, kyoMki vaha roMga bilIpha haiN| praznakartA : aura yadi vaha roMga bilIpha chUTa jAe to kyA prayAsa karane vAlA calA gayA kahalAegA? dAdAzrI : phira aprayAsa dazA, sahaja ho gyaa| hama khAte haiM, pIte haiM, vaha saba sahaja kahalAtA hai| praznakartA : to jaba roMga bilIpha thI taba prayAsa karane vAlA kahalAyA, una roMga bilIphoM ke jAne ke bAda phira kyA hotA hai ? dAdAzrI : kucha nahIM hotA, dakhala calA jAtA hai| praznakartA : lekina jise roMga bilIpha thI usakA astitva phira rahatA hai kyA? dAdAzrI : eka tarapha AtmA aura eka tarapha yaha deha, aprayAsa deha, mn-vcn-kaayaa| usake bAda pudgala to hai hI lekina vaha bIca meM igoiz2ama vAlA bhAga calA gyaa| jise sTrena hotA thA vaha calA gayA, thakAna hotI thI vaha calA gayA, Uba jAtA thA vaha calA gayA, ve saba cale ge| praznakartA : to rahA kauna? dAdAzrI : koI nahIM, yaha sahaja rhaa| kisI dUsare kA bIca meM dakhala nahIM rhaa| praznakartA : yaha deha kI jo kriyA karanI par3atI hai, vANI hai, lekina usameM ahaMkAra kI z2arUrata to par3atI hai na? Page #174 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahIM karanA kucha bhI, kevala jAnanA hai 135 dAdAzrI : koI z2arUrata nahIM pdd'tii| vahA~ kaoNz2ez2a karane vAlA hI calA gayA! sirpha iphekTa raha gii| praznakartA : to phira vaha Apa kahate ho na, ki jaba taka ahaMkAra sAina nahIM karatA taba taka kriyA meM nahIM AtA, to phira vaha ahaMkAra kauna sA hai? dAdAzrI : DiscArja ahNkaar| praznakartA : to isa DiscArja ahaMkAra kI kriyA meM, isake pariNAma meM kyA pharka hotA hai? dAdAzrI : sahaja! prayAsa karane vAlA nahIM rahatA, sahaja hotA hai| praznakartA : hA~! lekina usameM vaha sahaja hotA hai aura vaha prayAsa karane vAlA ahaMkAra nahIM rahatA, lekina DiscArja ahaMkAra to isameM rahatA hai na? dAdAzrI : usameM koI harja nahIM hai| vaha to rahegA hI na! vaha to, usakA to saba mRt| use hI sahaja kriyA kahate haiN| 'dekhane' se cale jAte haiM aMtarAya, nahIM ki haTAne se praznakartA : mokSa prApta karanA, vaha sahaja hai| usa sahaja meM jo aMtarAya Ate haiM, use rokane ke lie yaha puruSArtha hai ? dAdAzrI : hA~! lekina vaha puruSArtha arthAt sirpha 'dekhanA' hai| aMtarAyoM ko dekhanA hai aura kucha nahIM karanA hai| haTAne meM to phira haTAne vAlA caahie| arthAt saMyogoM ko haTAnA, vaha gunAha hai| jo saMyoga viyogI svabhAva ke haiM, unheM haTAnA, vaha gunAha hai isalie hameM dekhate hI rahanA praznakartA : lekina dAdA, yaha bAta saca hai ki mokSa prApta karane meM usakA puruSArtha karane meM kucha bhI kartApana nahIM hai, kyA vaha ThIka hai? dAdAzrI : vaha cIz2a sahaja hai| Page #175 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 136 sahajatA prazna praznakartA : arthAt vaha apanA svabhAva hai, AtmA kA? dAdAzrI : vaha to AtmA kA svabhAva hai| jaise yaha pAnI misIsipI nadI meM se nikalatA hai vahA~ se tIna hajAra mAila ke bAda apane Apa samudra ko khoja hI letA hai| vaha usakA svabhAva hai, sahaja svabhAva hai| praznakartA : usa svabhAva meM Ane ke lie puruSArtha karanA par3egA na? dAdAzrI : vibhAvika puruSArtha kareMge to milegA? pAgala manuSya puruSArtha karegA aura samajhadAra ho jAegA aisA hotA hai kyA? ataH samajhadAra manuSya ke zaraNa meM jAkara kahanA cAhie ki Apa kRpA kiijie| praznakartA : dAdA, Apa aisA kahate ho na ki mokSa do ghaMToM meM hI mila jAtA hai| pahale, yadi jJAnI ke aMtarAya jAe~ge taba na! dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina ve aMtarAya nahIM jAte na! aMtarAya kie haiM na! praznakartA : hA~! lekina vaha Apane kahA thA, ki 'sirpha una aMtarAyoM ko dekhanA hI hai aisA kahA, jJAtA-dRSTA bhAva meM rhkr'| dAdAzrI : dekhane para hI chuTakArA hai| jo aMtarAya haiM ve saMyoga svarUpa se Ate haiM aura ve apane Apa viyogI svabhAva ke haiN| unheM dekhane para hI chuTakArA hotA hai| jahA~ saMyoga nikAlI hai vahA~ jhaMjhaTa kisalie? praznakartA : lekina dAdA, isameM to kitane janma cAhie usase chUTane ke lie? to usake lie yaha saba nikAlI (nipaTArA) hai, aisA samajhanA hai kyA? dAdAzrI : nikAlI hI hai| yaha to, logoM ko samajha meM nahIM Ane se yaha gar3abar3a kI hai! yadi nikAlI hai to samajha lo na! yadi grahaNa karoge to cipaka jAegA, yadi tyAga karoge to ahaMkAra cipaka jaaegaa| Page #176 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahIM karanA kucha bhI, kevala jAnanA hai 137 tyAga karane vAlA bhI ahaMkArI hI hotA hai aura tyAga kA phala phira Age milatA hai| loga kahate haiM na, 'tyAge so aage|' ve kahate haiM ki yadi Apako devagati kA sukha bhoganA hai to yahA~ eka strI ko chor3a do| jabaki hameM to tyAga-grahaNa donoM nahIM cAhie, nikAla hI karanA hai| sabhI saMyoga viyogI svabhAva ke haiM aura ve saMyoga apane dakhala ke kAraNa hI utpanna hue haiN| agara dakhala nahIM kI hotI to saMyoga utpanna hI nahIM hote| jaba taka jJAna nahIM milA thA taba taka dakhala hI karate rahate the aura mana meM aise mAnakara ghUmate the, ki maiM to bhagavAna ke dharma kA pAlana kara rahA hU~! jar3a ne caitanya banne dravyano svabhAva bhinna, supratitapaNe banne jene samajAya che, svarUpa cetana nija, jar3a che saMbaMdha mAtra... - zrImad rAjacaMdra jar3a saMbaMdha hai aura AtmA caitanya hai, khuda hai| khuda saMbaMdhI aura yaha jar3a, saMbaMdha mAtra hai| hameM saMyogoM kA saMbaMdha huA hai| baMdha nahIM huA, saMbaMdha huA hai aura saMyoga phira viyogI svabhAva ke haiN| hama kahate haiM ki yaha cipakA, yaha cipkaa| bhAI, cipakA lekina usa balA ko chur3avAne ke lie ojhA ko bulAnA par3egA jabaki yaha to apane Apa samaya Ane para chUTa jaaegaa| yadi yaha balA kisI ko laga jAe na, to ojhA ko bulAnA par3atA hai taba utaratI hai| jabaki ye saMyoga jo tujhase cipake haiM na, ve viyogI svabhAva ke haiM isalie tujhe ojhA ko nahIM bulAnA pdd'egaa| yadi eka bAra jJAnI puruSa se AtmA prApta kara leM to phira sabhI saMyoga saMbaMdha viyogI svabhAva vAle haiN| saMyoga parAye, sahajatA khuda kI praznakartA : saMyoga meM se sahaja meM gayA to phira chUTa gayA aura phira sahaja meM hI A gayA na? dAdAzrI : sahaja meM rahA isalie saMyoga chUTa jaaegaa| khuda sahaja Page #177 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 138 sahajatA meM gayA isalie saMyoga chUTa gyaa| saMyoga meM se khuda sahaja meM jA sakatA hai aura sahaja meM jAne ke bAda phira saMyoga chUTa jAte haiN| praznakartA : aba, ve saMyoga bhI sahaja meM jAte haiM kyA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, saMyoga meM se sahaja meM jAte haiN| saMyoga sahaja nahIM hote na! sahaja alaga cIz2a hai aura saMyoga alaga cIz2a hai| aMtara, 'karanA par3atA hai' aura 'baratate haiM' usameM praznakartA : eka bAra Apane satsaMga meM kahA thA ki eka sTeja aisI AtI hai ki caMdUbhAI karatA hai aura hama usameM hI tanmayAkAra hote haiN| dUsarI sTeja aisI AtI hai ki caMdUbhAI alaga aura khuda alaga yAnI yaha kartA alaga aura khuda alaga aura tIsarI TaoNpa kI sTeja aisI hai ki caMdUbhAI kyA kara rahe haiM, use bhI dekhatA hai, AtmA caMdUbhAI ko dekhatA hai, vaha samajhAie j'raa| dAdAzrI : usameM kyA samajhanA hai? praznakartA : vaha kauna sA sTeja kahalAtA hai ? dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, yadi dekhane ke kArya meM lage ho to vaha dekhane kA kArya sahaja honA caahie| dekhanA, use karanA par3atA hai, jJAtAdRSTA rahanA par3atA hai isalie use bhI jAnane vAlA Upara hai| jJAtA-dRSTA rahanA par3atA hai| phira, vaha mainejara ho gayA vaaps| vApasa usakA UparI rhaa| usa aMtima UparI ko to dekhanA nahIM par3atA, sahaja hI dikhAI detA hai| praznakartA : arthAt yaha jJAtA-dRSTA dekhanA par3atA hai, 'vaha' kauna aura 'ise' bhI dekhane vAlA hai, vaha kauna? dAdAzrI : 'ise' bhI dekhatA hai, vaha 'mUla' svruup| jise dekhanA par3atA hai vaha bIca vAlA upyog| arthAt ise bhI jAnane vAlA, vaha TheTha aMtima dazA meN| jaise ki AIne ke sAmane hama aise baiThe ho to hama sabhI turaMta AIne meM dikhAI dete haiM na? Page #178 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahIM karanA kucha bhI, kevala jAnanA hai 139 praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : use kyA dekhanA par3atA hai ? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : isI taraha AtmA meM jhalakatA (pratibiMbita hotA hai) hai, sabakucha pUrA jagat aMdara jhalakatA hai| praznakartA : vaha 'bIca vAlA' kauna hai, dAdA? dAdAzrI : upyog| praznakartA : vaha upayoga, lekina kisakA upayoga hai? dAdAzrI : vaha, usa 'prajJA' kaa| yadi prajJA ke upayoga meM A gayA to bahuta ho gyaa| usase Age hameM z2arUrata nahIM hai, vahA~ taka apanA kaoNleja hai! dazA, sahajAtma svarUpa kI yadi upayoga, upayoga meM rahegA to jAgRti, jAgRti meM hI rahegI, bAhara khIMcegI hI nhiiN| bAhara jo bhI dikhAI degA, vaha sahaja dikhAI degaa| praznakartA : dAdA, usa samaya svarUpa kI sthiti kahalAegI na, jaba upayoga meM upayoga rahegA taba? dAdAzrI : vaha to saba se bar3I svarUpa kI sthiti hai| svarUpa kI sthiti to kisake lie likhA hai ki jo asthira ho gayA ho usake lie| jisakI sthiti haTa jAtI ho, use thor3e samaya ke lie rahA to utane samaya ke lie svarUpa kI sthiti rahI, aisA kheNge| lekina jisakA upayoga haTatA hI nahIM, usakI svarUpa kI sthiti kaisI? vahA~ para to svarUpa hI hai| praznakartA : ise to sahaja sthiti kaheMge na? / dAdAzrI : vaha sahaja sthiti hI khlaaegii| sahaja AtmA kahalAegA, shjaatmaa| sahaja sthiti bhI nhiiN| Page #179 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 140 sahajatA 'kevalajJAna' ke lie kucha karanA hai ? saMsAra ke loga kahate haiM, 'kevalajJAna' karane kI cIz2a hai / nahIM, vaha to jAnane kI cIz2a hai / karane kI cIz2a to kudarata calA rahI hai / karanA vahI bhrAMti hai| yaha zakti kitane vaibhava se Apake lie kara rahI hai ! usa zakti ko to phcaano| yaha to 'vyavasthita' zakti kA kAma hai / yaha karo, yaha karo, ve phira karane baiThe ! isIlie to bhagavAna aisI mudrA meM baiThe haiN| aise padmAsana meM isa taraha se baiThe / he bhagavAna! yaha Apa kyA sikhAnA cAhate ho? to kahate haiM, cupacApa yahI karo / sahaja rUpa se cala hI rahA hai, usameM dakhalaMdAjI nahIM karanA / nahIM calAnA hai, aisA bhI nahIM kahanA hai aura calAnA hai, aisA bhI nahIM kahanA hai / to kyA kahanA hai? dakhalaMdAjI nahIM karU~gA / jahA~ dakhalaMdAjI nahIM, vahA~ apane Apa 'vilaya' hotA hai yaha vijJAna kaisA hai? apane Apa hI vilaya hotA hai, nikAlanA nahIM par3atA kyoMki vaha jIvita nahIM hai / isa saMsAra kI jo AdateM haiM na, jinheM jJAna nahIM milA hai, unake lie jIvita haiM aura inakI (jJAna vAle kI) jo AdateM haiM, ve mRta haiM / isalie kabhI na kabhI apane Apa, jaise chipakalI kI pU~cha kaTa gaI ho to bhI vaha hilatI hI rahatI hai, lekina kyA vaha aise hamezA hilatI rahegI ? kaba taka ? usameM jIvana nahIM hai, usameM dUsare tattva haiM, jaba ve tattva nikala jAe~ge, to phira baMda ho jaaegii| aisA hI yahA~ para kucha chor3anA nahIM hai, bilkula kucha bhI nahIM chor3anA hai| apane Apa hI chUTa jAtA hai| praznakartA : yaha jo 'calA jAegA' kahA na, vaha zabda mujhe pasaMda aayaa| maiM aisA socatA hU~ ki kitanA sahaja svabhAva hai, 'calA jAtA hai', isameM ? dAdAzrI : aura jaba taka 'calA na jAe' taba taka Apako 'dekhate' rahanA par3atA hai| praznakartA : prayatna nahIM karanA hai ? Page #180 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahIM karanA kucha bhI, kevala jAnanA hai 141 dAdAzrI : nahIM, dakhalaMdAz2I hI nahIM / praznakartA : arthAt jaba usakA yogya samaya AegA taba calA jAegA ? dAdAzrI : apane Apa hI calA jaaegaa| bhale hI, loga aisA kahanA ho to aisA kaheMge vaisA kahanA ho to vaisA kaheMge, lekina yadi hama bakher3A kareMge to saba dakhala ho jaaegaa| praznakartA : lekina dAdA, Apane to usa per3a ke jar3a meM vaha davAI DAla dI hai na, isalie patte vagairaha dikhAI dete haiM lekina sabhI gira rahe haiM na! aba to dhIre-dhIre hamAre sabhI tijorI meM bharA huA mAla khAlI ho jaaegaa| dAdAzrI : hA~, arthAt tijorI to sAre khAlI hI ho jAe~ge na ! hamArI mokSa meM jAne kI icchA huI isalie yaha saMsAra bhAva calA gayA, apane Apa hI calA gyaa| hameM yahA~ se mAmA kI pola meM jAnA hai, usa tarapha cale gae to phira hama TAvara kI tarapha nahIM jAe~ge, vaha taya ho gyaa| yAnI isa tarapha mokSa kI ora cale to una saba kA tyAga hI ho gayA, bhAva tyAga hI rahA karatA hai / arthAt apane Apa calA jAnA caahie| 'calA jAnA' zabda samajha meM AyA Apako ? I praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : jaba mUrcchA nahIM rahatI taba bharA huA mAla saba khAlI ho jAtA hai| jaba usakA samaya AtA hai taba khatma ho jAtA hai ! Page #181 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ 10 ] 'sahaja' ko dekhane se prakaTa hotI hai sahajatA > karane se nahIM, dekhane se hotA hai sahaja eka hI cIz2a kahane meM AtI hai ki bhAI, AtmA to sahaja hai, aba tU pudgala ko sahaja kara / aba, 'sahaja kaise hogA ?' sahaja ko dekhane se sahaja ho jaaegaa| 'jJAnI' ko dekhane se, unakI sahaja kriyAoM ko dekhane se sahaja ho jAegA / taba kahe, 'kaoNleja meM nahIM sIkha sakate ?' kaoNleja meM nahIM AegA kyoMki una prophesaroM ko bhAna hI nahIM hai, to kaise AegA ? yaha jJAna zabda rUpa nahIM hai, yaha to sahaja kriyA hai / jaise ki cora ke pAsa kisI bacce ko rakhA ho to vaha chaH mahIne meM to pharsTa klAsa cora bana jAegA aura yadi bIsa sAla taka usake (corI karane ke) kaoNleja meM par3hane jAegA to bhI nahIM AegA / isI taraha yadi jJAnIpuruSa ke pAsa rahegA to apane Apa hI sahajatA utpanna ho jAegI / anAdikAla se apAra caMcalatA utpanna ho gaI hai| vaha caMcalatA dhIre-dhIre sthira hote-hote phira sahajatA utpanna ho jaaegii| yadi mujhe koI gAlI de rahA ho usa samaya merI sahajatA ko dekhakara Apake mana meM aisA hotA ho ki 'ohoho!' to vaisA Apako turaMta A jaaegaa| dekhane se hI A jaaegaa| usake bAda yadi Apako gAlI de to bhI sahajatA A jaaegii| varnA, lAkha janmoM meM bhI sIkha hI nahIM pAe~ge / jJAnI puruSa ke pAsa rahane se hI sAre guNa prakaTa huA karate haiM, apane Apa, sahaja rUpa se prakaTa hote haiM I akrama vijJAna jo kahatA hai usakA bhAvArtha bhI itanA hI hai ki sahaja hotA jAtA hai| Page #182 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'sahaja' ko dekhane se, prakaTa hotI hai sahajatA 143 jJAnI kI anokhI sAhajikatA praznakartA: jJAnI ke pAsa par3e raho, aisA jo kahA hai arthAt phira yahI saba dekhanA hai na ? dAdAzrI : hA~, pUre dina unakI sahajatA dekhane milatI hai| kaisI sahajatA! kaisI nirmala sahajatA hai ! kitane nirmala bhAva haiM ! ahaMkAra bagaira kI dazA kaisI hotI hai, buddhi bagaira kI dazA kaisI hotI hai, vaha saba dekhane milatA hai| ahaMkAra bagaira kI dazA aura buddhi bagaira kI dazA, ve donoM dazAe~ to dekhane ko milatI hI nahIM na ! hara jagaha to buddhizAlI ! ve aise bAta kareMge na, to bhI nAka car3hI huI hotI hai ! sahaja kucha bhI nahIM rahatA / phoTo khIMce taba bhI nAka car3hI hotI hai ! jabaki phoTogrAphara hameM dekheM na, to agara use phoTo nahIM lenI ho to bhI le legA ki ye phoTo lene jaise (vyakti) haiM! ve sahajatA DhU~Dhate haiM / yadi car3hI huI nAka dikhe to phoTo sahaja nahIM AtA / isalie jaba hama kisI ke sAtha jAte haiM na, kisI ke samUha meM, vahA~ bhI hamArA mu~ha aisA car3hA huA nahIM dikhAI detA, to ve loga bhI samajha jAte haiM ki nahIM, deyara iz2a samathiMga (kucha to hai)! logoM ko dekhanA acchI taraha se AtA hai| khuda kA rakhanA nahIM aataa| khuda kA ceharA vItarAga rakhanA nahIM AtA lekina sAmane vAle kA ceharA vItarAga hai, use dekhanA bahuta acche se AtA hai, bahuta bArIkI pUrvaka / mu~ha car3hA huA acchA nahIM dikhAI detA, nahIM ? phoTo dekhane para bhI patA cala jAtA hai ki yaha mu~ha car3hA huA hai isIlie ina phoTogrApharoM ko asahaja hue vyakti kI phoTo lenA (anukUla) nahIM aataa| ve sahajatA dekhate haiN| jabaki hamAre lie to khuza hI haiN| jaise ghUmeMge vaise ve khuza, kyoMki sahaja haiN| ve bahuta khuza ho jAte haiM / unheM sahajatA cAhie aura vaha yahA~ sahaja hI mila jAtI hai| jabaki auroM ko to kahanA par3atA hai, ki z2arA sIdhA baiThanA / phira bhI phoTo khIMcavAte samaya loga asahajatA meM rahate haiM isalie unakI phoTo suMdara nahIM dikhatI / sahaja kI phoTo suMdara dikhatI hai| acchA kauna sA dikhAI detA hai ? sahaja ! aura unameM (asahaja logoM meM) ahaMkAra aMdara hI rahatA hai| Page #183 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 144 sahajatA jaba Apa phoTo khIMcate ho taba aisA kahate ho ki Apa hAtha jor3o to hama hAtha jor3ate haiM, bs| mujhe aura kyA? kyoMki hameM mana meM aisA nahIM rahatA ki yaha merA phoTo le rahA hai, varnA, vikRta ho jaaeNge| hama sahaja meM hI rahate haiN| bAhara cAhe kitane bhI phoTo lene ke lie Ae to bhI ve phoTo vAle bhI samajha jAte haiM ki dAdA sahaja meM hI haiN| ve turaMta hI baTana dabA dete haiN| phoTo mUrti kA, khuda amUrta meM praznakartA : phoTo lete samaya, Apako aMdara kyA rahatA hai? kyoMki yaha to merI phoTo le rahA hai isalie jaba Apa aise sthira rahate haiM, taba Apako aMdara meM kaisA pariNAma rahatA hai? usa samaya ApakA upayoga kaisA rahatA hai? dAdAzrI : kucha lenA-denA nhiiN| kucha huA hI nahIM ho, aisA! use khIMcane vAle ko aisA na lage, ki merA phoTo kharAba dikhe aisA kiyA, isalie maiM usake sAmane dekhatA to hU~, utanA hI aura thor3A hAtha jor3a letA huuN| usakI mehanata vyartha nahIM jAnI cAhie na! mere lie to sahaja hii| yadi vaha kahegA, aise baiTho, to maiM vaisA bailuuNgaa| vaisA bhI kruuNgaa| jaba Apa sahaja ho jAe~ge taba ApakA bhI phoTo liyA jaaegaa| sahaja honA caahie| phoTogrAphara sahaja ko DhU~DhatA hai| ye sabhI sau loga baiThe hoM unameM sahaja kauna hai, use phoTogrAphara DhU~DhatA hai| vaha DhU~DhatA hI hai| phoTogrAphara ko usakA anubhava rahatA hai| phoTogrAphara samajha jAtA hai ki ina sabhI meM inakA phoTo lenA cAhie, maiM abhI Apake sAtha nIce bailUMgA aura phira phoTogrAphara se kahU~gA ki ina sabhI meM se DhU~Dha lo ki kisakA phoTo khIMcane jaisA hai? taba kahegA, inakA lene jaisA hai| vaha sthiratA dekhatA hai| phoTogrAphara hamezA sthiratA dekhatA hai| kitanI sthiratA aura sahajatA hai, vaha dekhatA hai| Apa sahajatA samajha gae? Apa bhI aise akar3a jAte ho yA nahIM? praznakartA : ho jAtA huuN| phira mujhe koI dekha rahA hai yA nahIM, aisA saba tarapha dekhatA rahatA huuN| Page #184 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'sahaja' ko dekhane se, prakaTa hotI hai sahajatA 145 dAdAzrI : vaisA dekhane meM harja nahIM hai lekina vaisA hamezA nahIM dekhtaa| vaha dekhane kA sahaja bhAva TUTa jAtA hai| praznakartA : phira kahegA, merA phoTo le rahA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, arthAt jisa vyakti kI phoTo le rahe ho taba yadi vaha sahaja rahatA ho na to usake phoTo bahuta acche Ate haiN| praznakartA : aisA niyama hai ? dAdAzrI : sabhI niyama hI haiM na / jagat, sabhI niyama se hI calatA hai na! praznakartA : phira aisA bhI kahate haiM, ki merA yaha phoTo kitanA sahaja hai! yaha merA naicurala phoTo hai ! dAdAzrI : eka AdamI to mujhase kahane lagA, ki aise to Der3ha DaoNlara phIsa letA thA aura vahA~ para hI phoTo taiyAra karake turaMta de detA thaa| vaha kahane lagA, mujhe inakA phoTo lenA hai to usane turaMta hI phoTo khIMcakara mujhe de dI aura paise nahIM lie! jise dAdA kI phoTo lenA ho vaha apanI g2araz2a se letA hogA, kyA! usake bAda phoTo acche Ate haiM ! lekara ! phira... aba to nIrU bahana bhI phoTogrAphara bana gae haiM na, kaimarA vagairaha praznakartA : taba Apa kahate ho, phoTogrAphara bana gae haiM, isalie dAdAzrI : aisA to kahatA hU~, ve sabhI bAteM to maz2Aka ke lie| vaha thor3I-bahuta to ha~sI-maz2Aka cAhie na ? praznakartA : cAhie / dAdAzrI : ina bhAI ke sAtha kitanA ha~sI-maz2Aka karatA hU~ ! nahIM karatA? Apako patA calatA hai na ki ye maz2Aka karate haiM ? thor3A-bahuta to karanA par3atA hai na ? maz2Aka to hotI hai na! ha~sI-maz2Aka ke bagaira duniyA meM kisa taraha se acchA lagegA ? tere sAtha nahIM karatA ? Page #185 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 146 sahajatA inhoMne dAdAjI kA chattIsa ghaMTe kA vIDiyo banAyA, to inheM phoTo lene kI kitanI icchA rahI hogI? chattIsa ghaMTe kA vIDiyo kA matalaba vaha philma kitane ghaMTe calegI? hameM sinemA dekhane ke lie cAhie na? aise bAraha dinoM taka dekheMge taba jAkara vaha khatma hogI! pUre amarIkA meM mere sAtha ghUmA, sabhI jagaha kI vIDiyo lI! chattIsa ghaMTe kI vIDiyo arthAt bolate-calate sabhI taraha kI! kahate haiM, roz2a dekhate hI rahate haiN| yahI dekhate rahate haiM, hameM aura kyA dekhanA hai ? yahA~ amarIkA se vahA~ inDiyA bhijavAne vAle haiM bAraha ghaMTe kI aisI sabhI thor3I-thor3I lekr| bahuta acchA kahalAegA! loga dekheMge na ! ye sabhI bAteM hama sahaja samAdhi meM karate haiN| hama pUre dina sahaja rahate haiM kyoMki hama isa deha ke eka pala ke lie bhI mAlika nahIM hote, isa vANI ke mAlika nahIM aura isa mana ke bhI mAlika nhiiN| zarIra kA mAlikIpana chabbIsa varSoM se calA gayA aura chabbIsa varSoM se samAdhi nahIM jAtI, eka sekanDa ke lie bhii| yadi hameM koI cATA mAre to bhI hameM samAdhi rahatI hai, hama use AzIrvAda dete haiN| yadi sahaja samAdhi dekhanI ho to hamArI yaha pratyakSa samAdhi dekhanA! jahA~ no laoN laoN, vahA~ sahajatA praznakartA : jJAnI kA aMta:karaNa kaise kArya karatA hai? dAdAzrI : yadi 'khuda' haTa jAe to aMta:karaNa se 'AtmA' alaga hI hai| yadi AtmA alaga ho jAegA to saMsAra ke kArya aMta:karaNa se calate hI rheNge| alaga hone ke bAda jJAnI kA aMta:karaNa khuda hI svAbhAvika rUpa se kAma karatA rahatA hai kyoMki dakhalaMdAjI baMda ho gaI na! isalie aMta:karaNa kA kArya bahuta acchA calatA hai aura jahA~ z2arUrata par3atI hai vahA~ logoM ke lie upayogI ho jAtA hai| AtmA ke alaga ho jAne para saMsAra ke sabhI kArya aMta:karaNa se calate rahate haiM, use hI sahaja kahate haiM! mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra hAz2ira hI rahate haiM, usase saMpUrNa rUpa se jAgRti rahatI hai, vItarAga hI rahate haiN| Page #186 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'sahaja' ko dekhane se, prakaTa hotI hai sahajatA 147 hamArA saba sahaja hotA hai isalie sahajatA para jAnA hai| yaha sahajatA kA mArga 'no laoN laoN,' sahajatA para le jAne ke lie hai| yadi laoN (niyama) hogA to sahajatA kaise hogI? abhI maiM yahA~ baiThA hU~, aise nahIM baitthegaa| aisA kucha AyA ho na to sparza nahIM kregaa| una sabhI bAtoM meM sAhajikatA nahIM hai| sAhajika arthAt jaise anukUla Ae vaise rhe| dUsare vicAra hI nahIM Ae ki ye loga mujhe kyA kaheMge aura aisA-vaisA kucha bhI nahIM rhtaa| sahajatA, jJAnI kI praznakartA : dAdA sabhI ko jo prasAdI dete haiM na, jUte se vaha... dAdAzrI : vaha saba sahaja bhAva se| sahaja bhAva arthAt 'maiM mAratA hU~' vaha bhAna nahIM rahatA, 'maiM mAratA hU~' vaha jJAna nahIM rahatA aura 'maiM mAratA hU~' vaha zraddhA nahIM rahatI, use sahaja bhAva kahate haiN| hama sahaja bhAva se mArate haiM, isalie kisI ko duHkha nahIM lagatA! praznakartA : sahaja bhAva se cATA mAranA, vaha jJAnI ke alAvA aura koI mAra sakegA kyA? dAdAzrI : hA~, yadi sahaja bhAva hogA to mAra skegaa| praznakartA : yadi jJAnI ke alAvA koI aura cATA mAregA to sAmane vAle ko duHkha hue bagaira rahegA hI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : yadi duHkha hotA hai to phira vaha sahajatA nahIM hai| usameM kucha galata hai, varnA, du:kha honA hI nahIM caahie| yaha hamArI sArI kriyA sahaja hotI haiM. ddaamettik| vaha ho gaI phira kucha nhiiN| lenA bhI nahIM aura denA bhI nhiiN| Aja kauna sA vAra hai usakA bhI patA nhiiN| Apa kahate ho ki yaha vAra huA to hama 'hA~' kaheMge aura Apa bhUla se hama se aisA kahane kA kaho ki Aja budhavAra huA, to hama bhI budhavAra hI kheNge| hamArA aisA nahIM lekina sahaja bhaav| hama amarIkA gae, vahA~ poTalI ke jaise gae aura poTalI ke jaise A ge| amarIkA meM sabhI jagaha gae, vahA~ bhI aisA aura sabhI jagaha Page #187 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 148 sahajatA aisA hii| hamArA kucha nahIM / ' vicare udaya prayoga, apUrva vANI parama zruta !' usake jaisaa| jahA~ potApaNuM nahIM vahA~ niraMtara sahaja hamArI yaha sAhajikatA kahalAtI hai / sAhajikatA meM koI harja nahIM / kisI prakAra kI dakhala hI nahIM / Apa aisA kaho to aisA aura vaisA kaho to vaisaa| potApaNuM (merApana ) hI nahIM na ! aura Apa thor3A sA potApaNuM chor3a do aise ho? hameM to aisA kaheM ki 'gAr3I meM jAnA hai' to vaisA / phira vApasa ve kala kaheMge ki 'yahA~ jAnA hai' to vaisA / 'nahIM' aisA nahIM / hameM kucha harja hI nahIM / hamArA khuda kA mata hI nahIM rahatA, use hI sAhajikapanA kahate haiM / parAyoM ke mata se calanA, vaha sAhajikapanA hai| hama aise dikhane meM haiM to bhole, lekina bahuta pakke haiM / bAlaka jaise dikhate haiM lekina pakke hote haiN| kisI ke sAtha hama baiThe nahIM rahate, calane hI lagate haiN| hama apanA 'progresa' kaise chor3a deM ? hama meM sAhajikatA hI rahatI hai, niraMtara sAhajikatA hI rahatI hai| eka kSaNa ke lie bhI sAhajikatA se bAhara nahIM jaate| usameM hamArA potApaNuM nahIM rahatA, isalie jaise kudarata rakhatI hai vaise rahate haiM / jaba taka potApaNuM nahIM chUTegA taba taka sahaja kaise ho sakeMge ? jaba taka potApaNuM rahegA taba taka sahaja kisa taraha se hoMge ? yadi potApaNuM ko chor3a doge to sahaja ho jAoge / sahaja hone para upayoga meM raha sakate haiM / jaba taka hama meM sAhajikatA hotI hai taba taka hameM pratikramaNa nahIM karanA pdd'taa| sAhajikatA meM Apako bhI pratikramaNa nahIM karanA par3atA / yadi sAhajikatA meM pharka huA to pratikramaNa karanA par3atA hai| hameM to, Apa jaba dekhoge taba sAhajikatA meM hI dekhoge / jaba dekho taba hama apane usI svabhAva meM hI dikhAI deNge| hamArI sAhajikatA meM pharka nahIM par3atA ! jJAnI kA sahaja zubha vyavahAra praznakartA: jJAnI kA vyavahAra sahaja hotA hai lekina usake pariNAma meM sArA vyavahAra zubha hI hotA hai ? Page #188 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'sahaja' ko dekhane se, prakaTa hotI hai sahajatA 149 dAdAzrI : zubha vyavahAra to ajJAnI aura jJAnI, donoM kara sakate haiM kyoMki jJAnI ko zubha vyavahAra karanA nahIM rahatA, apane Apa ho jAtA hai| jabaki ajJAnI to karatA hai / ahaMkAra hai na, isalie zubha vyavahAra karatA hai| arthAt agara Apa unase kaho ki Apa hamArA nukasAna kara rahe ho| mujhe Apake sAtha kAma nahIM karanA hai, to vaha bhAI kyA kahegA ? yadi nukasAna ho gayA ho to bhUla jAo lekina aba nae sire se apanA acchA kAma karo na! arthAt hamane azubha kiyA, lekina vaha zubha karatA hai| jahA~ cir3hanA ho vahA~ para cir3hatA nahIM balki ulTA hameM mor3a letA hai| abhI taka jo kucha bhI huA use bhUla jAo aura naye sire se mAno ki kucha huA hI na ho, kucha gunAha hI nahIM huA ho, aisA bhUlA detA hai na? taba gAr3I Age calatI hai varnA, gAr3I Direla hokara khar3I raha jaaeNgii| jo DirelamenTa ho cuke haiM unheM dekhA hai Apane? arthAt zubha vyavahAra ajJAnI aura jJAnI donoM kara sakate haiM / jJAnI kA sahaja bhAva se hotA hai, ajJAnI ko karanA par3atA hai I jJAnI kI vilakSaNatA jJAnI puruSa kise kahate haiM ki jinheM tyAga yA atyAga saMbhava nahIM hotA, sahaja bhAva se hotA hai / ve rAga-dveSa nahIM krte| unameM sirpha, vizeSa vilakSaNatA kyA hotI hai ki rAga-dveSa nahIM hotA / itanI hI vilakSaNatA hotI hai| dUsarI koI vilakSaNatA nahIM hotI! yogI aura jJAnI meM aMtara praznakartA: yogI bhI jJAnI ke jaise sahaja rahate haiM, kyA ? dAdAzrI : ve yogI haiM lekina jJAnI nahIM na ! jJAnI ko aisA vaisA nahIM rahatA na! jJAnI ko saba sahaja rahatA hai| or3hAoge to or3hakara baiTheMge aura yadi strI ke kapar3e pahanAoge to strI ke kapar3e bhI pahaneMge aura yadi nagna kara doge to nagna hI ghUmeMge / arthAt yogI meM aura jJAnI meM to bahuta aMtara hotA hai / jJAnI nirbhaya rahate haiM / praznakartA : arthAt yogI meM ahaMkAra hotA hai ? Page #189 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 150 sahajatA dAdAzrI : ahaMkAra ke binA to isa jamIna para so sakate haiM, aisA saba hotA hI nahIM na! sahaja, kyA cIz2a hai ki jamIna AI to jamIna para, gaddA AyA to gadde para, yadi Apa kaho ki nahIM dAdA, ina tIna gaddoM ke Upara Apa so jAo to hama manA nahIM kreNge| yaha sApekSa cIz2a hai ki jisameM mokSa jAte-jAte aise saba sTezana Ate haiM / isalie kucha chor3ane jaisA nahIM hai kyoMki mUla sTezana ko jAnane ke bAda yaha chor3ane jaisA nahIM hai| yaha galata nahIM hai lekina abhI to isase bahuta Age jAnA hai| yaha koI aMtima sTezana nahIM hai / jaise ki koI mAnegA ki sUrata, vaha baoNmbe senTrala hai, aise mAnakara vaha sUrata meM khar3A rahakara bAta karegA, aisI yaha bAta hai I jJAnI ke jJAna se chuTakArA praznakartA : yogiyoM ko ye saba cakra siddha ho jAte haiM, usake bAda citta bAhara bhaTakane jAtA hai, kyA ? dAdAzrI : citta kA bhaTakanA kaba baMda hotA hai ? yadi jJAnI ke pAsa se jJAna lekara jJAnI kI AjJA kA pAlana kareM to citta kA bhaTakanA baMda ho jAtA hai| I praznakartA : isakA artha aisA huA ki jaba taka ve 'jJAnI puruSa' ke pAsa nahIM Ate taba taka unakI cittavRtti kabhI bhI vApasa nahIM AegI ? dAdAzrI : jaba taka 'jJAnI' nahIM mileMge taba taka kucha nahIM bdlegaa| yaha saba mAthApaccI kI, vaha bekAra hai / jaba taka 'jJAnI puruSa' nahIM mileMge taba taka bhUkhe baiThe raha sakate haiM kyA ? yadi kaMTrola ke gehU~ mile to use khaanaa| jo guru milA usI guru ke pAsa baiThanA / aise bhUkhe nahIM raha skte| bAkI, yadi jJAnI mileMge to chuTakArA hogA / usake alAvA cAhe kahIM bhI jAo lekina chuTakAre kA rAstA nahIM hai / praznakartA : pataMjali ne yoga kI vyAkhyA meM kahA hai ki yoga arthAt cittavRttiyoM kA nirodha aura Apa aisA kahate ho ki ve phira apane Apa vApasa AtI hai| usameM prayatna hai aura isameM prayatna nahIM hai| Page #190 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'sahaja' ko dekhane se, prakaTa hotI hai sahajatA 151 dAdAzrI : hA~, usameM to nirodha karane kA prayatna karanA hai jabaki isameM to sahaja hI AtI hai, vApasa AtI hai| pahale jo cittavRttiyA~ bAhara bhaTakatI rahatI thIM ve sabhI vApasa AtI haiN| jAtI to haiM lekina jAne ke bAda phira vApasa A jAtI haiN| apane Apa nahIM AtI? hameM hA~kane nahIM jAnA pdd'taa| jabaki usameM to hA~kane jAe~ge yA bulAne jAe~ge to bhI vApasa nahIM aatii| ahaMkAra rahita jJAnI praznakartA : jJAnI puruSa ko duHkha kA anubhava hotA hai, kyA? dAdAzrI : jJAnI homa DipArTamenTa (AtmA) meM hI rahate haiM isalie duHkha kA anubhava nahIM hotaa| ve mokSa svarUpa hI rahate haiN| ve phaoNrena (anAtmA) meM ghusate hI nhiiN| unakA phaoNrena ke sAtha vyavahAra hI nahIM rhtaa| jinakA sacala vyavahAra baMda ho gayA hai| sacala haiM, phira bhI sacala sAhajika rUpa se calatA rahatA hai| jinakI sabhI avasthAe~ sAhajika haiM, khAnA, pInA, baiThanA aura uThanA, sabhI sahaja haiN| jinameM ahaMkAra kI z2arUrata nahIM par3atI, aise sahaja haiN| praznakartA : agara zarIra meM vedanA huI ho to jJAnI puruSa bhI cIkhapukAra karate haiM? dAdAzrI : jJAnI puruSa cIkha-pukAra nahIM karate, zarIra cIkha-pukAra karatA hai aura agara zarIra agara cIkha-pukAra nahIM karegA to ve jJAnI nahIM hoNge| dUsare loga samajha jAe~ge isalie ajJAnI ahaMkAra karake dabAtA hai| praznakartA : usake ahaMkAra se dabAtA hai ? dAdAzrI : ahaMkAra se sabakucha baMda ho jAtA hai| ahaMkAra to bahuta kAma karatA hai| jinakA ahaMkAra calA gayA, ve jnyaanii| inase (nIrU bahana se) pUcho to sahI ki injekzana dete samaya hameM kyA hotA hai ? usa bhAga ko zUnya karanA par3atA hai ? behosh| ahaMkAra calA gayA isiilie| varnA, jaba merA ahaMkAra thA na taba to maiMne eka mAcisa kI tIlI (diyAsalAI) Page #191 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 152 sahajatA jalAI aura usake Upara merA a~gUThA rkhaa| maiMne kahA, yahA~ para rkho| taba do diyAsalAI jalAI, donoM jalatI rahI taba taka rahane diyA thA / ahaMkAra kyA kucha nahIM karatA ? ahaMkAra sabakucha kara sakatA hai lekina yaha sahajatA nahIM kara sktii| vedanA meM deha sahaja svabhAva jo para-pariNAma haiM yA jo DiscArja svarUpa se haiM, usameM vItarAgatA rakhane kI z2arUrata hai| dUsarA koI upAya hI nahIM hai / vaha to jaba bhagavAna mahAvIra ke kAna meM kIla Thoke the na ! taba khAlI vItarAgatA hI rakhane kI z2arUrata thI aura jaba ve kIleM khIMcakara nikAla lI usa samaya bhI vItarAgatA hI / phira bhale hI deha kA kucha bhI huA, deha ne cIkha-pukAra kI hogI, use logoM ne galata maanaa| lekina jJAnI kA deha to hamezA hI cIkha-pukAra karatA hai, rotA hai, sabakucha karatA hai / yadi jJAnI kA deha aisA sthira ho jAtA ho, to ve jJAnI nahIM haiM / praznakartA : saba loga to aisA hI mAnate haiM ki jJAnI ko thor3A aisA kaheM to ve hilate nahIM, Tasa se masa nahIM hote / dAdAzrI : logoM ko laukika jJAna hai / saMsAra laukika ke bAhara nikalA hI nahIM hai| yadi aise baiThe aura jalakara mara rahA ho to loga use jJAnI kheNge| lekina jJAnI ko to patA cala jAtA hai ki ye jJAnI haiM, ve aise hila jaaeNge| jabaki ajJAnI nahIM hilate kyoMki ajJAnI taya karatA hai ki mujhe hilanA hI nahIM hai| jJAnI meM to ahaMkAra hI nahIM hotA aura ve sahaja hote haiN| sahaja use kahate haiM ki jaisA zarIra kA svabhAva hai na, vaha vaisA hI hotA rahe U~cA- nIcA saba ! zarIra U~cA - nIcA hotA ho, vaha sahaja aura AtmA meM para-pariNAma nahIM, vaha sahaja / sahaja AtmA arthAt svapariNAma aura zarIra U~cA - nIcA hotA hai, vaha apane svabhAva meM hI uchalakUda karatA hai, aisA / aise diyAsalAI jalatI ho na, to phira nIce pheMkane ke bAda usakA chora U~cA hotA hai / vaha kyA hai ? vaha sahaja pariNAma hai| Page #192 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'sahaja' ko dekhane se, prakaTa hotI hai sahajatA 153 deha ke sabhI pariNAma badala jAte haiN| jabaki ajJAnI ke nahIM bdlte| yadi ajJAnI aise hI sthira huA to vaise kA vaisA hii| ahaMkAra hai na! aura inheM ahaMkAra nahIM, isalie ye roe~ge, sabakucha kreNge| praznakartA : usa samaya jaba unakI prakRti rotI hai taba ve aMdara khuda ke sva-svarUpa meM sthira rahate haiM? dAdAzrI : ThIka hai| praznakartA : ve prakRti ko kucha bhI kaMTrola nahIM karate? dAdAzrI : prakRti, prakRti ke bhAva meM hI rahatI hai| use kaMTrola karane kI Apako z2arUrata nahIM hai| agara Apa apane sahaja svabhAva meM A gae to yaha sahaja svabhAva meM hI hai| yahA~ para hai na, yadi mujhe saMgamaramara ke patthara para se calakara jAnA ho, jUte bagaira, to maiM cIkha-pukAra karU~gA, are jala gayA, jala gayA, jala gayA, to ve jJAnI haiN| varnA, yadi aise dabA deMge, boleMge nahIM to samajha jAnA ki ye bhAI ajJAnI hai| abhI pakkA kare aura pakkA rkhe| sahaja arthAt kyA? jaisA hai vaisA kaha de| jise kevalajJAna prakaTa huA ho na, usakA deha sahaja hotA hai| dauDane ke samaya para dauDatA hai, rone ke samaya para rotA hai, ha~sane ke samaya para ha~satA hai| taba kahate haiM, bhagavAna mahAvIra ke kAna meM se kIleM nikAlI, to ve kyoM ro paDe? are bhAI, ve ro paDe, usameM terA kyA jAtA hai? ve to rote hI haiN| ve to tIrthaMkara haiN| ve koI ahaMkArI nahIM haiM ki A~khoM ko aise rakheMge aura ve aise-vaise kreNge| jabaki ahaMkArI hogA to muzkila kara degaa| mahAvIra bhagavAna ekadama behoza nahIM the| jaba unake kAna meM se kIleM nikAlI taba ve rote bhI the, ha~sate bhI the, sabhI sAhajika kriyAe~ hotI haiN| jJAnI rote bhI haiM, ha~sate bhI haiM, sabhI kriyAe~ sAhajika hotI (bhagavAna mahAvIra ke kAna meM) kIla Thokate samaya karuNA ke Page #193 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 154 sahajatA A~sU the aura nikAlate samaya vedanA ke A~sU the aura ve A~sU AtmA ke nahIM the| yaha deha A~sU vAlI thii| maiMne kahA, yadi A~sU nahIM Ae~ to hameM samajha jAnA hai ki yaha pAgala ho gayA hai yA to phira yaha bhAI ahaMkArI hai, pAgala hai| sabhI kriyAe~ sAhajika hotI haiN| jo jJAnI haiM, unake zarIra meM sabhI kriyA sAhajika hotI haiM! aba, yaha bAta laukika jJAna se bahuta alaga hai isalie jaldI samajha meM nahIM AtI! yaha bAta phiTa nahIM hotI na! yaha alaukika bAta sahaja AtmA vaha sva-pariNAmI isalie kRpAludeva ne kahA hai ki jJAnI puruSa ko yadi sannipAta ho jAe, logoM ko bahuta sArI gAliyA~ dete hoM to bhI tU anya kucha nahIM dekhnaa| ina bAhya lakSaNoM se unheM nahIM dekhnaa| ve saMyogAdhIna haiN| tU asaMyogI ko dekhanA, ve to vahI ke vahI haiN| kRpAludeva ne bahuta sArI bAtoM meM sAvadhAna kiyA hai| praznakartA : yaha bAta bahuta sUkSma hai, mahAvIra bhagavAna ko kIla ThokI aura yadi ve roe~ nahIM to vaha ahaMkAra hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, jabaki bhagavAna ne to kIla nikAlate samaya hI o... o... karake cIkha-pukAra kI taba sacce puruSa ko jAnA ki ye to sacamuca bhagavAna hI haiN| sahaja meM haiM, sAhajika haiM jabaki ahaMkArI sAhajikatA meM nahIM rhte| praznakartA : unheM duHkha hotA ho phira bhI duHkha kA asara ve nahIM hone dete, khAsa rUpa se dikhane nahIM dete| dAdAzrI : vaha ahaMkAra hai na! ahaMkAra to kyA nahIM karatA, vahA~ ? ahaMkAra, vaha to bahuta zakti vAlA hai| prakaTa nahIM hone detA ki mujhe duHkha thaa| mahAvIra ko aisA nahIM thA ve to sahaja svabhAva meM the| unake mana meM aisA nahIM rahatA ki yadi abhI maiM roU~gA to ina logoM ko yaha merA jJAna galata lgegaa| bhale hI galata lage, ve to sahajatA meM hI rahate haiN| Page #194 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'sahaja' ko dekhane se, prakaTa hotI hai sahajatA 155 zarIra U~cA-nIcA hotA hai, yadi koI jalAe to hila jAtA hai, vaha saba deha kA sahaja svabhAva hai aura AtmA para-pariNAma meM nahIM, vaha sahaja AtmA hai| sahaja AtmA arthAt sv-prinnaam| jo vedanA meM sthira, vaha ahaMkArI praznakartA : aisA kahA jAtA hai ki jaba gajasukumAra ke sira para mokSa kI pagar3I bA~dhI, to usa samaya gajasukumAra AtmA kI ramaNatA meM the, arthAt una para usa pagar3I kA asara nahIM huA? dAdAzrI : yadi pagar3I kA asara nahIM huA hotA to mokSa nahIM hotaa| usa pagar3I kA asara huaa| sira jala rahA thA use dekhate rhe| usameM aisI samatA rakhI ki 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~, yaha alaga hai' vaisA dekhA, lekina unheM jo samatA rahI vahI mokSa hai| bhItara jalana ho, sabakucha patA cale, yadi patA nahIM cale to vaha behozI hai| kitane loga aise hote haiM ki isa taraha jalakara mara jAte haiM! to loga Akara mujhase kahate haiM ki ye to z2arA bhI hile nahIM? maiMne kahA, ahaMkAra kA kaMkar3a hai| jJAnI puruSa to yadi hAtha jalatA ho to bhI rote hote haiM, sabakucha karate haiN| yadi ve rote nahIM ho to ve jJAnI hI nahIM haiN| unameM sahaja bhAva hotA hai| ye to ahaMkAra ke kaMkar3a haiN| aise kaMkar3a DAlo to bhI kucha nahIM hotaa| ve kisI ko patA nahIM calane dete, aise loga hote haiN| aisA saba nahIM clegaa| aisA phokaTa kA ilAja nahIM clegaa| ye dAdA Ae haiN| hA~, abhI taka claa| yaha to jaisA hai vaisA hI kahanA hai| abhI taka to nakalI paisA nikalavAyA hogA vahI calA hogA lekina aba, yahA~ para nahIM clegaa| dekhanA hai mAtra eka pudgala ko hI praznakartA : dAdA ne kahA hai, 'terI hI kitAba par3hA kara, dUsarI kitAba par3hane jaisI nahIM hai| yaha khuda kI jo pudgala (jo puraNa aura galana hotA hai) kI kitAba hai, mana-vacana-kAyA kI use hI par3ha, dUsarI par3hane jaisI nahIM hai|' Page #195 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 156 sahajatA dAdAzrI : ise par3hanA sarala nahIM hai, vaha to vIroM kA kAma hai| sarala hone ke bAvajUda sarala nahIM haiN| kaThina hone ke bAvajUda bhI sarala haiN| hama to niraMtara isI jJAna meM rahate haiM, lekina bhagavAna mahAvIra ke jaise nahIM raha paate| unake jaise to vIra hI raha sakate haiM! hama meM to cAra aMza (DigrI) kI kamI hai| vahA~ para to utanA bhI nahIM calatA! lekina dRSTi to vahIM kI vahIM rahane vAlI hai| tIrthaMkara bhagavAna niraMtara khuda ke jJAna meM hI rahate haiN| unakA pariNAma jJAnamaya hI thaa| ve jJAna meM kaise rahate hoMge? jo puruSa kevalajJAna kI sattA para baiThe hoM, unheM aisA kauna sA jJAna bAkI rahatA hogA ki jisase unheM usameM rahanA par3atA hai? taba kahe, ve khuda ke pudgala meM hI dRSTi rakhakara dekhA karate haiN| bhagavAna mahAvIra dekhate hI rahate the ki ye kyA karate haiM, aura kyA nahIM! jaba devatAoM ne khaTamala ke dvArA upadrava kiyA, to ve aise karavaTa lete aura vaise karavaTa lete| unheM, ve khuda dekhate the| 'mahAvIra' aise karavaTeM lete haiM, vaha zarIra kA svabhAva hai (mahAvIra ho yA koI bhI ho) sirpha ahaMkArI loga hI kucha bhI kara sakate haiN| khaTamala to kyA lekina jalAne para bhI ve hilate nahIM kyoMki unakI pUrI Atmazakti isI meM hai| hA~, unhoMne aisA nizcita kiyA hai ki kucha bhI ho jAe, lekina hilanA hI nahIM hai lekina dekho, Atmazakti kitanI ! jabaki ye to sahaja bhAvI, kevalajJAnI aura sabhI jJAnI sahaja bhAvI rahate haiN| ve rote bhI haiM, A~kha meM se pAnI bhI nikalatA hai, cIkha-pukAra bhI karate haiN| khaTamala kATate haiM na, to ve karavaTa badalate haiN| aise palaTate aura vaise plttte| una saba ko ve dekhA krte| pahale karma khapAne meM gyaa| phira dekhane meM gayA, niraMtara dekhate rhe| eka hI pudgala meM dRSTi rkhte| sabhI pudgala kA jo hai, vaha eka pudgala meM hai| khuda ke pudgala ko hI dekhanA hai ki jo vilaya ho jAtA hai! 'jJAna' denA vaha puruSArtha praznakartA : jJAnI aura tIrthaMkara ke puruSArtha meM kyA aMtara rahatA Page #196 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'sahaja' ko dekhane se, prakaTa hotI hai sahajatA 157 dAdAzrI : pUrNa ho jAne ke bAda koI puruSArtha nahIM rhtaa| phira bilkula sahaja bhaav| aura puruSArtha kyA hai ? jJAna hone ke bAvajUda bhI asahaja! praznakartA : jJAna hone ke bAvajUda bhI asahaja? dAdAzrI : ashj| praznakartA : to jJAnI puruSa ko usakA baMdha par3atA hai kyA? usa baMdha ko unheM bhugatanA par3atA hai ? dAdAzrI : hA~, sAmane vAle ke kalyANa ke lie| usakA phala to AegA hI n| lekina vaha phala bahuta ucca prakAra kA AtA hai| vaha jJAnAvaraNa ko haTA de aisA phala AtA hai| jo thor3A-bahuta bAkI ho cAra DigrI kA, usake bAda do DigrI haTA detA hai| usake bAda eka DigrI haTA detA hai| arthAt yaha jo 'jJAna denA' hai, vaha to puruSArtha hai| vaha prakRti nahIM hai, vaha puruSArtha hai| arthAt hamArA z2yAdAtara puruSArtha rahatA hai| Page #197 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [11] vijJAna se pUrNatA kI rAha para prakaTa hotA hai Atmaaizvarya, sahajapane meM se sahaja arthAt kyA? jaisA ki pAnI jahA~ le jAe vahA~ jaae| pAnI phira idhara calA to idhara calA jAe, potApaNuM nhiiN| pAnI jahA~ le jAe vahA~ khuda cale jAe aisaa| yadi eka minaTa bhI sahaja ho gayA to utanA vaha bhagavAna ke pada meM A gyaa| saMsAra meM koI sahaja ho hI nahIM sakatA na! eka minaTa ke lie bhI nahIM ho sktaa| sahaja to, Apa isa akrama vijJAna se hue ho! nahIM to vakAlata karate-karate sahaja hotA hogA? kyA ve vakIla sahaja hote hoMge? phira kesa lekara baiThate haiM na? lekina dekho sahaja ho gae na ! yaha bhI Azcarya hai na! yaha saba se bar3A camatkAra kahalAtA hai| phira bhI hama aisA kahate haiM ki camatkAra jaisI koI cIz2a nahIM hai| logoM ko samajha meM nahIM Ane kI vajaha se, ve ise camatkAra kahate haiN| bAkI yaha saba sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa haiM ! abhI to, Apako yaha jo vijJAna diyA hai, vaha aba Apako niraMtara sahaja hI kara rahA hai aura yadi sahaja ho gae to mere jaise ho jaaoge| mere jaise ho gae arthAt brahmAMDa ke UparI khlaaoge| dAdA bhagavAna ko brahmAMDa ke UparI kahA jAtA hai| usakA kyA kAraNa hai ki ve isa deha ke mAlika nahIM haiN| arthAt isa deha kA mAlika kauna hai? taba kahe ki yaha pablika TrasTa hai| jaba se jJAna diyA taba se sahajatA bar3hatI jAtI hai jabaki vaha (asahajatA) kama hotI jAtI hai| ina saba kA mUla sAra kyA hai? aMtima Page #198 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vijJAna se pUrNatA kI rAha para sTezana kauna sA hai? taba kahe, vyavahAra AtmA sahaja sthiti meM aura deha bhI sahaja sthiti meM, vahI aMtima sTezana / donoM apane-apane sahaja svabhAva meM / 159 aba jo nizcaya AtmA hai vaha sahaja hai, to yadi vyavahAra ko sahaja karoge to donoM eka ho jaaoge| phira hamezA ke lie paramAtmA bana jAoge / praznakartA : vaisI sahajatA kI kalpanA karanA muzkila hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha kalpanA, vaisI kalpanA to nahIM hotI na ! kalpanA meM vaha nahIM AtA na! kalpanA kA dAyarA usakA sarakamapharensa (paridhi ) eriyA itanA choTA rahatA hai, jabaki usakA to bahuta bar3A eriyA rahatA hai| praznakartA: dAdA, Apane sabhI ko thor3A-thor3A, hara eka kI zakti ke anusAra AtmA kA aizvarya batA diyA hai| dAdAzrI : kitanA bar3A aizvarya batAyA hai ! dekho na, cehare para kitanA AnaMda hai, nahIM to araMDI kA tela cupar3A ho, aisA dikhAI detA hai! jo sahaja hue ho unakA eka hI vAkya logoM ke lie bahuta hitakArI hotA hai ! sahaja koI huA hI nahIM hai na! sahajatA kA upAya sirpha apane yahA~ hI hai / aba jitanA sudhara jAegA, sIdhA ho jAegA, utanA shii| sIdhA ho gayA to sahaja ho gayA / sahajAtma svarUpI haiM 'ye' jJAnI AtmA to sahaja hI hai, svabhAva se hI sahaja hai, deha ko sahaja karanA hai| arthAt usake pariNAma meM dakhala nahIM karanA hai| usakI jo iphekTa hai usameM kisI bhI prakAra kA dakhala nahIM karanA, use sahaja kahA jAtA hai| pariNAma ke anusAra hI calate rahe / dakhala karanA, vaha bhrAMti / dakhala karane vAlA vyakti mana meM aisA mAnatA hai ki 'maiM kucha karatA huuN'| 'maiM kucha karatA hU~' vaha bhrAMti hai| 'yaha mujhase hogA aura yaha mujhase nahIM hogA, mujhe isakA tyAga karanA hai', taba taka saba adhUrA hai| tyAga karane vAlA ahaMkArI hotA hai / 'yaha mujhase nahIM hogA,' aisA kahane vAlA bhI ahaMkArI hai, aura 'yaha hama se ho jAegA' aisA kahane vAlA bhI ahaMkArI hai / yaha saba ahaMkAra hI hai / Page #199 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 160 sahajatA jaba taka vyavahAra meM saMpUrNa rUpa se taiyAra nahIM ho jAte, taba taka saMpUrNa AtmA prApta nahIM hotaa| arthAt sahajAtma svarUpa vyavahAra meM, arthAt ki kisI kA koI Amane-sAmane dakhala hI nhiiN| aisA hotA hai yA aisA nahIM hotA hai, aisA koI dakhala nhiiN| kisI meM bhI kisI prakAra kA dakhala hI nhiiN| saba apane-apane kArya kie jaao| kartA puruSa jo kara rahA hai, use jJAtA puruSa niraMtara jAnA hI kre| donoM apane-apane kAryoM meM rhe| kRpAludeva kahate haiM ki 'sahaja svarUpa se jIva kI sthiti honA, use zrI vItarAga mokSa kahate haiN'| usI kI prApti apane mahAtmAoM ko ho gaI hai| Apako bhAna to ho gayA hai, lakSa baiTha gayA hai| jo ho rahA hai yadi usameM dakhala nahIM karo, to vaha sahaja svarUpa kI sthiti hai| hamArI sahaja svarUpa hI ho gaI hai aura Apako sahaja svarUpa honA hai| lekina ApakA vaha pudgala bIca meM AtA hai, usa pudgala ko khapAnA pdd'egaa| vaiSNava kA vaiSNava pudgala rahatA hai, jainoM kA jaina pudgala rahatA hai| una sabhI ko khapAnA pdd'egaa| yadi mere pAsa samajha loge to khapa jaaegaa| sahaja svarUpa kI sthiti honA arthAt pudgala acchA-burA hai, use Apako nahIM dekhanA hai| use acchA-burA mAnane kyoM jAte ho? vaha to jo pUraNa kiyA hai vahI galana ho rahA hai| Apako to sirpha use jAnane kI hI z2arUrata hai| Azcaryajanaka kalyANakArI 'yaha' vijJAna arthAt yaha Apa meM pUrNa rUpa se prakaTa ho cukA hai, isalie sabhI kriyAe~ ho sakatI haiN| saMsAra kI aura AtmA kI sabhI kriyAe~ ho sakatI haiN| donoM apanI-apanI kriyA meM raha sakate haiM vItarAgatA se, saMpUrNa vItarAgatA meM rahakara! aisA yaha akrama vijJAna hai! dekho Azcarya, kitanA Azcarya hai! pUre dasa lAkha varSoM meM yaha saba se bar3A Azcarya hai! bahuta sAre logoM kA kalyANa kara diyA hai ! Page #200 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdAzrI ke Aptavacana * jJAnI kI AjJA sahaja hotI hai| khuda ko helpa phula hotI hai, madada karatI hai aura rakSA bhI karatI hai| * ajJAna ko nahIM par3hanA hai, ajJAna to sahaja bhAva se AtA hI hai- jJAna ko par3hanA hai| * ye striyA~ bolatI haiM, vaha sahaja prakRti hai jabaki puruSa socasamajhakara bolate haiN| sahaja arthAt mUla svbhaav| kisI ko bhI ar3acana nahIM ho, vaha sahaja prakRti hai aura vikRti arthAt vikRta prkRti| ye striyA~ jaba biphara jAtI haiM to behisAba bolatI hai, vaha vikRta prakRti hai| * striyoM meM ajJAna sahajatA hotI hai - dUsarI samajha pUrvaka kI sahajatA hotI hai aura tIsarI jJAna sahajatA hai| * sahaja bhAva se nikalI huI prakRti sahaja hai| kisI aura ko nukasAna kare yA kisI jIva ko duHkha ho jAe, utanI hI prakRti mokSa ke lie bAdhaka hai| anya cAhe jaisI bhI prakRti ho, dera se uThanA huA, jaldI uTha gayA, amuka hotA hai, amuka nahIM hotA, aisI prakRti mokSa ke lie bAdhaka nahIM hai| * buddhi dvaMdva karane vAlI hai aura imozanala karane vAlI hai, buddhi se hI judAI hai, buddhi hI bheda karAne vAlI hai| buddhi se jJAna utpanna hotA hai, lekina vijJAna (AtmajJAna) utpanna nahIM hotaa| vijJAna to sahaja utpanna hotA * sahaja svAbhAvika buddhi hara eka meM hotI hai lekina yadi spardhA meM par3e to buddhizAlI ko bhI buddha banA detI hai| upAya nahIM karanA, vaha bhI ahaMkAra hai aura upAya karane kA prayatna karanA, vaha bhI ahaMkAra hai| 'nirupAya upAya' hotA hai use hone denaa| sahaja rUpa se upAya hone denaa| 'hamArA' sahajAsahaja upAya ho jAtA hai| * jise khuda ko kartApana kA bhAna nahIM, vaha sAhajika hai| Page #201 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * vikalpI svabhAva vAloM ko to khuda kucha bhI nahIM karanA caahie| use to kisI sahaja vyakti ko DhU~Dha nikAlanA cAhie aura ve jaisA kahe vaisA karanA cAhie! * yadi kudarata ke saMcAlana ke anusAra jIe~ge to jIvana acche se jI paaeNge| bhItara se jo preraNA hotI hai usI anusAra sahaja bhAva se rahanA cAhie, lekina dakhala nahIM karanA caahie| * loga kahate haiM ki prayatna kie bagaira kaise hogA! are prayatna karane kA to hotA hI nahIM hai| prayatna to sahaja rUpa se ho hI jAtA hai| jaise sA~pa dikhate hI turaMta kUda jAte haiM - vahA~ yadi Apa prayatna karane jAoge to sA~pa ke Upara hI paira A jaaegaa| prayatna karane se to saMDAsa bhI nahIM hotaa| isa saMsAra meM jitanA satahI rahakara dekhane meM AtA hai utanA kAma acchA hotA hai| upalaka arthAt saahjik| * yaha jagat niraMtara hitakArI hai, yadi sahaja bhAva se calo to jagat Apako Age hI le jAne vAlA hai, lekina loga svacchaMda se calate haiN| * jisa sukha ke lie hameM koI prayatna nahIM karanA par3atA, kisI bhI jagaha para sahaja rUpa se vaha prApta hotA hI rahatA hai| niraMtara hotA rahatA hai| duHkha dekhane meM hI nahIM AtA, use sanAtana sukha kahate haiM! * sahaja bhAva se bolane meM harja nahIM hai lekina abhiprAya nahIM denaa| * jisake lie jitane abhiprAya baMdha gae, utane abhiprAyoM ko yadi hama chor3a deMge to sahaja ho jaaeNge| jisake bAre meM abhiprAya baMdha gae ho, ve hameM kacoTate hI rahate haiM aura yadi una abhiprAyoM ko hama chor3a deMge to sahaja ho jaaeNge| * bAtacIta meM pariNAma U~ce-nIce nahIM hone caahie| sahaja bhAva se bAtacIta kro| vicAra karanA, vaha pApa hai aura vicAra nahIM karanA, vaha bhI pApa hai| vicAra to sahaja rUpa se AnA cAhie jaise ki hameM koI bulAne AtA hai usI prakAra se vicAroM ko Ane denA caahie| Page #202 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * yadi cAritra moha meM dakhala na kare to prakRti sahaja hotI jAtI * jaba vyavahAra ahaMkAra saMpUrNa rUpa se vilaya ho jAe tabhI sahaja vANI nikalatI hai| * mana-vacana-kAyA sahaja svabhAva se kriyAkArI haiN| ve sabakucha karate hI rahate haiM aura sahaja svabhAva se AtmA kA jJAna-darzana kriyAkArI hai| yadi yahA~ para ye sabhI cIjeM rakhI ho to AtmA unheM sahaja svabhAva se dekhatA hI rahatA hai, jAnatA rahatA hai! * abhI to 'kucha nahIM karatA,' vaha bhAna hai isalie AnaMda thor3A kama hotA hai| jaba sahaja ho jAegA taba sArA dina AnaMda aura hI prakAra kA hogA! 'pahale kucha karatA thA,' vaha bhAna thA usake bAda aba 'nahIM karatA' usakA bhAna hai lekina 'mUla cIz2a' donoM se alaga hai| * jo sahajatA ko tor3a deM, ve sabhI cAlAkI haiN| cAlAkI to saMsAra meM bhI nukasAna karatI hai aura apAra apayaza dilavAtI hai| * jahA~ khuda 'plAniMga' nahIM karatA, vaha saba ekadama 'DiscArja' hai| 'plAniMga' karatA hai, usameM 'cArja' hotA hai| 'DiscArja' sahaja svabhAvI hai| usameM duHkha nahIM hotaa| * jaba viSaya para saMpUrNa rUpa se kaMTrola ho taba sAhajika hotA hai, varnA sAhajika nahIM hotaa| * jise kucha bhI nahIM cAhie aura kisI bhI cIz2a kI z2arUrata nahIM par3atI, use sahaja mAnA jAtA hai| * sahaja samAdhi, vaha 'aMtima' sAdhya hai| Page #203 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zuddhAtmA ke prati prArthanA (pratidina eka bAra boleM) he aMtaryAmI paramAtmA! Apa pratyeka jIvamAtra meM birAjamAna ho, vaise hI mujha meM bhI birAjamAna ho| ApakA svarUpa hI merA svarUpa hai| merA svarUpa zuddhAtmA hai| he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! maiM Apako abheda bhAva se atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karatA huuN| ajJAnatAvaza maiMne jo jo ** doSa kiye haiM, una sabhI doSoM ko Apake samakSa jAhira karatA huuN| unakA hRdayapUrvaka bahuta pazcAtApa karatA hU~ aura Apase kSamA yAcanA karatA huuN| he prabhu ! mujhe kSamA karo, kSamA karo, kSamA karo aura phira se aise doSa nahIM karU~, aisI Apa mujhe zakti do, zakti do, zakti do| he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna! Apa aisI kRpA karo ki hameM bhedabhAva chUTa jAye aura abheda svarUpa prApta ho| hama Apa meM abheda svarUpa se tanmayAkAra rheN| ** jo jo doSa hue hoM, ve mana meM z2Ahira kreN| pratikramaNa vidhi pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAna kI sAkSI meM, dehadhArI (jisake prati doSa huA ho, usa vyakti kA nAma) ke mana-vacana-kAyA ke yoga, bhAvakarmadravyakarma-nokarma se bhinna aise he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna, ApakI sAkSI meM, Aja dina taka mujhase jo jo ** doSa hue haiM, usake lie kSamA mA~gatA huuN| hRdayapUrvaka bahuta pazcAtApa karatA huuN| mujhe kSamA kreN| aura phira se aise doSa kabhI bhI nahIM karU~, aisA dRr3ha nizcaya karatA huuN| usake lie mujhe parama zakti dIjie, zakti dIjie, zakti diijie| ** krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, viSaya-vikAra, kaSAya Adi se kisI ko bhI duHkha pahu~cAyA ho, usa doSo ko mana meM yAda kreN| Page #204 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ( dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA prakAzita pustakeM hindI 1. jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna 27. nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa 2. sarva duHkhoM se mukti 28. pati-patnI kA divya vyavahAra 3. karma kA siddhAMta 29. kleza rahita jIvana 4. Atmabodha 30. guru-ziSya 5. maiM kauna hU~? 31. ahiMsA 6. vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 32. satya-asatya ke rahasya 7. bhugate usI kI bhUla 33. camatkAra 8. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 34. pApa-puNya 9. TakarAva TAlie 35. vANI, vyavahAra meM... 10. huA so nyAya 36. karma kA vijJAna 11. ciMtA 37. sahajatA 12. krodha 38. AptavANI - 1 13. pratikramaNa 39. AptavANI - 2 14. dAdA bhagavAna kauna ? AptavANI - 3 15. paisoM kA vyavahAra 41. AptavANI - 4 16. aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 17. jagata kartA kauna ? AptavANI - 5 18. trimaMtra 43. AptavANI - 6 19. bhAvanA se sudhare janmojanma 44. AptavANI - 7 20. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA vyavahAra 45. AptavANI - 8 21. prema 46. AptavANI - 9 22. samajha se prApta brahmacarya (saM.) 47. AptavANI - 13 (pUrvArdha va uttarArdha) 23. dAna 48. 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