Book Title: Jain Adarsh Prasango Part 09
Author(s): Bhadreshvarvijay
Publisher: Bhadreshvarvijay
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005433/1

JAIN EDUCATION INTERNATIONAL FOR PRIVATE AND PERSONAL USE ONLY
Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jA 21162fuzion bhAga paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijaya For Personal & Private Use Only Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A prasaMgo' pustaka viSe keTalAMka abhiprAya 'pa.pU. AcAryadevazrI rAjendrasUri ma.sA. A prasaMgo pustaka (vAMcyA pachI ) anumodanA tathA suSupta satvane jAgrata kare che... jIvanamAM kAMIka paNa zubha kArya karavAno uttama manoratha pedA kare che. AjanA jIvone uttama AlaMbananI jarUra che, jemAM A buka bodhaka, mArgadarzaka, saraLa, zorTa ane svITa jevI che... 'pa.pU. AcArya zrI ratnasuMdarasUri ma.sA. nAnakaDI paNa bhAre preraNAdAyI pustikA.. A anumodanIya prayAsa aneka AtmAone ArAdhanAmAM TakI rahevA mATe AlaMbana rUpabane tevo paNa che..." | muni saumyaratnavijayajI vyAkhyAnamAM A prasaMgo kahevA jevA zreSTha che. A pustakane khUba AkarSaka banAvo tevI vinaMtI che. tethI ghaNA vAMcaze ane vAMcavAthI ghaNAne khUba lAbha thaze........ (4 pAnAnuM TuMkAvIne) ( bhadrezabhAI, bhUtapUrva pramukha : pAMcakuvA kApaDa mahAjana amadAvAda: beMgloramAM gayelo. UMgha na AvatAM mitra pAse vAMcavA pustaka mAgyuM. khUba suMdara pustaka che ema kahI mitre jaina AdarzaprasaMgo vAMcavA ApyuM. vAMcatA hRdaya pulakita banI gayuM !!! ApaNA AtmAnI unnati mATe ApaNe kazuM karatAM nathI. prasaMgo vAMcI preraNA maLI, dilamAM bhAva jAgyA ke dharma ArAdhanA mATe paNa ApaNe samaya phALavavo khUba ja jarUrI che." rAjendrabhAI : "pU.zrI ! A prasaMgo pustaka mArA suzrAvikAe vAMcyuM. khUba gayuM.... vAMcI ghaNAM badhAnuM kayANa thAya te bhAvanAthI A suMdara pustakanA pracAramAM amAre rUA. pa000no lAbha levo che..!!" AvA prazaMsApUrNa anya anekonA paNa abhiprAya AvyA che. taraphathI bheTa For Personal & Private Use Only Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ OM hrIM ahaM namo nama: prema-bhuvanabhAnu-jayaghoSasUribhyo namaH jenA A prANI AvRtti: tatI (satya, vartamAna, zreSTha, ghArmika daSTAMto) bhAga-navamo preraka : paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijayajI gaNi saMpAdaka : muni yogIratnavijayajI ma.sA. ke tA. 10-4-2013 | kiMmata AkRti jIva << nakala 0,000 | 2 2-00 prAptisthAno ! amadAvAda : mitezabhAI : 1, sujala plekSa, annapUrNA holanI bAjumAM, navA | vikAsa gRha roDa, pAlaDI, ama.7 pho. : 27605352, 9427613472 tiraMjanabhAI: 11, bhUmi epA. 38, AnaMdanagara, phatehapurA, bhaThThA, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-380007 phota. 2668127, pI.pI. 2633616 ( muMbaI :. prabodhabhAI : yumeko, 103, nArAyaNa dhuva sTrITa, 1lo mALa, muMbaI-4ooo03: phona :23438758, 9222279986 nIlezabhAI bI-201, suyoga sosA., sahArA sAme, esa.vI. roDa, goregAMva (vesTa). phonaH 28714617, mo. : 9221024888 jaiina Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 8 (pAkA puMThAnI) kansezanathI rU. 35 jena Adarza prasaMgo chuTA bhAga 1 thI 8 dareka bhAganI kiMmata rU. 3 bhAga 9 thI 12 darekanI kiMmata rU. 2 jaina Adarza kathAe~ ( hindI ) bhAga 1 se 6 pratyeka kA ru.6 zubha prasaMge prabhAvanA karavA jevuM sastu pustaka prasaMgonA badhA bhAganI kula 5,49,000 nakala chapAI For Personal & Private Use Only Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ . prastAvanA: vartamAnanA satya preraka prasaMgonA A pustakothI ghaNAne anumodanA, avanavI ArAdhanAno umaMga vagere ghaNA lAbha thayA che. dareka jaina paNa A pustako vAMcI AtmasAdhanA vadhAravAnI preraNA jarUra meLave. kathAprasaMgo hovAthI sarvene saraLatAthI samajAya; vAraMvAra vAMcavA game; phora kalaranA benamUna TAITalone kAraNe pustako jovA game; dAtAone kAraNe taddana najIvI kiMmate maLe vagere ghaNA kAraNe dareka dharmapremIe A pustako svajanone vAMcavAnI preraNA tathA prabhAvanA karI maphatanuM vizeSa puNya meLavI levA jevuM che. A bhAga navamAnI mAtra 2 varSamAM 15,000 nakala vecAI gaI. have A trIjI AvRtti pragaTa thAya che. pustakapremI mitroe A suMdara, sastA pustakanI prabhAvanA zubha prasaMgoe karI jJAnabhakti karavA jevI che. saujanya isanapura, tapAgaccha zve.mU.pU. jainasaMgha, amadAvAda. 1. vIracaMdabhAI narasIdAsa ha. manaharabhAI 2. atulabhAI somAlAla zAha 3. komalabhAI bhUrAlAla jaina 4. prazama, mokSala abhayabhAI zAha ha. yogezabhAI 5. dilIpabhAI ena. zAha 6. sva. bhAratIbena vasaMtalAla zAha ha. alpeza vI. 7. uSAbena navInacaMdra koThArI 8. bIpInabhAI manasukhalAla sukhaDIyA 9. navInacaMdra choTAlAla zAha 10. arUNAbena hasamukhalAla zAha anya : sva. maulikanA AtmazreyArthe, ha. bIpInabhAI hIMmatalAla, - kAMkarIyA, amadAvAda For Personal & Private Use Only Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (3) jaina Adarza prasaMga bhAga - navamo 1. zAsanaprabhAvaka tIrthayAtrA saMgha mAlagAMva (rAjasthAna) nivAsI, udAradila zAsanabhakta zrI ke.pI. saMghavIe mAlagAMva thI rANakapurajI tIrthano aitihAsika tIrthayAtrA saMgha kADhyo. 265 ki.mI.nI lAMbI majalano saMgha kula 18 divasano hato. saMdhamAM 450 jeTalA pUjya sAdhu-sAdhvAjI bhagavaMto tathA 6100 ArAdhaka zrAvaka-zrAvikAo hatA. dareka yAtrikane yAtrAnI zarUAtamAM ja bAvana jeTalI jarUriyAtanI vastu yukta lagabhaga rUA. 4,000 nI mUlyavALI eka kITabega bheTa ApI hatI. jemAM dAMta khotaraNI paNa hatI je cAMdInI hatI. roja yAtriko, mahemAno, darzanArthIo, gAmanA saMgho Adi maLI daza thI paMdara hajAra jeTalI vyaktio pAMca mIThAI, phruTa, pharasANa, mevA Adi 40-45 jeTalI bhojananI AITamonuM besIne bhojana karatA hatA. rasoDAmAM jIvavirAdhanA na thAya tenI savizeSa kALajI levAtI hatI. eka sAthe be-traNa IyaLa Adi zAkamAMthI vINI lAvanArane turata ja 50 rUpiyAnuM InAma apAtuM hatuM. ethI kAma karanArA nokaro paNa jayaNAvALA banyA hatA. saMghamAM cAMdInA 9 2thamAM 9 jinAlayo hato. dareka jinAlayamAM roja 1000 thI 1500 jeTalA ArAdhako darzana vaMdana pUjana caityavaMdana karatA hatA. saMghavIjIe vihAramAM AvatA kula 35 gAmonA 84 derAsaromAM aDhI kilo zudhdha cAMdInA kalAtmaka saMtAnonA susaMskArono aMtima saMskAra na thAya te jojo. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - (4) toraNo bAMdhyA hatA. dareka gAmanA ajaina maMdiromAM cAMdInuM chatra bheTa ApyuM hatuM. vihAramAM AvatA dareka jainasaMghane 1 lAkha rUpiyAthI 15 lAkha rUpiyAnuM sAdhAraNa khAtAmAM dAna ApyuM hatuM. rastAnA gAmonA ajaina gharomAM sTIlanA DabbAmAM 500-500 grAma lADavA bharIne 1 lAkha 20 hajAra sTIlanA DabbAmAM kula 60 hajAra kilo lADavA prItidAna tarIke vaheMcyA hatA. pratyeka 200 DabbA doTha 4 grAma sonAnI eka ginI ane pratyeka 50 DabbA dITha 10 grAma cAMdInA eka sikko aMdara nAkhI guptadAna karyuM hatuM. saMghamAM abola pazuo mATe kula 15 karoDa rUpiyAnuM phaMDa thayuM hatuM. rAya saMdhavIe kaherAta karI hatI ke amAre pAvApurI pAMjarApoLa (4000 pazuo che) mAM jIvadayAnI rakamanI jarUra nathI. A badhI rakama bhAratabharanI pAMjarApoLamAM ApI devAze. saMghanI pUrNAhUti bAda pratyeka yAtrIone 200 grAma zuddha cAMdIno sikko, rUA. 900 rokaDA Adi aneka prakAranI prabhAvanA thaI hatI. saMghavajI parivAranA dareka sabhyoe 18 divasa sudhI roja AyaMbilano tapa karyo hato ane vinaya-namratApUrvaka yAtrikonI sevAbhakti karI hatI. saMghavI parivAranI udAratA, "savi jIva karuM zAsana rasI"nI bhAvanA, adbhuta sAdharmika vAtsalya, bhAvabhakti, nirAbhimAnatA Adi joIne sau koI bolatA hatA ke, "teoe vastupALa-tejapALanI yAda tAjI karAvI che." 18 divasamAM lagabhaga 25 karoDa rUpiyA dharma khAte vAvIne saMghavI parivAre lakhalUTa kamANI karI. dhanya che temane !! vartamAnamAM AvA aneka saMgho nIkaLI rahyA che tyAre ApaNe paNa saMkalpa karIe ke jyAM sudhI huM cha'ri pAlita saMgha na kADhuM tyAM sudhI eka vastuno tyAga. dIkarAne zuM banAvazo? kuLadIpaka ke zAsanadIpaka? For Personal & Private Use Only Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2. sidhdhAcala zikhare dIvo re mULa kaccha lAyajAnA hAlamAM goregAma muMbaI nivAsI . TokarazIbhAI ane bacubene AdIzvara prabhunA caraNomAM jANe jIvana samarpita karyuM che. aneka ArAdhanAo uparAMta zatruMjaya girirAjanI temanI ArAdhanAo vAMco. (1) chaThThanA pAraNe chaThTha karI 25 divasamAM 99 yAtrA karI. - (2) 108 saLaMga aTTama karyA jemAM dareka aTTamamAM 15 yAtrA karI. (3) vIsa sthAnaka tapa daramyAna cAravAra 99 yAtrA karI. (4) varSItapamAM 99 yAtrA - 11 vAra karI. (5) zatruMjaya nadImAM nahAvA sAthe 3 gAu karavA pUrvaka 9 yAtrA karI. A sivAya paNa aneka vividhatAsabhara rIte 99 yAtrA atyAra sudhImAM kula 22 thI paNa adhika vAra karI che. AvA ja eka parama bhakta rAjubhAIe 21 vAra 99 yAtrAno saMkalpa karyo che. hAlamAM 17 ke 18mI cAlI rahI che. upara caDatA jAya ane dilanA pukAro cAlo "sidhdhAcala zikhare dIvo re, AdIzvara alabelo re," nAma paDI gayuM rAjubhAI alabelA. prajJAcakSu ramezabhAIe patnI sAthe 99 jAtrA karI. jemAM covihAra chaThTha karI sAta jAtrA paNa karI. amerikAnA araviMdabhAIe 99 yAtrA karI jemAM dareka jinabiMbo samakSa namuskurNa sUtrathI bhakti karI. girirAjanA dareka pagathiye aSTaprakArI pUjA karanArA bhAviko AtmAne ujjavaLa banAvI rahyA che. saMtAna tamArA krodhanuM rIphalekTara na bane te jojo. Jain Educator international For Personal & Private Use Only Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - - (6) kaccha godharAnA vayovRdhdha mAjI lAcImA e bAvIsa vAra 99 yAtrA pUrNa karI che. 85 varSanI uMmare sAta mAsakSamaNa dAdAnI nizrAmAM pUrNa karyA che. junAgaDhanA bhadrikabhAIe pauSadhamAM AyaMbilanI oLI karavA pUrvaka roja chagAunI jAtrA karavA pUrvaka 99 yAtrA pUrNa karI. cha gAunI jAtrA karI bapore 2 vAge Adapara gAme pahoMce tyAM ja mukAma. bapore 3-30 vAge AyaMbila kare. hAlamAM pAlitANA tIrthamAM ekama.sA.e saLaMga cha mahinAnA upavAsanuM pAraNuM karyuM. pAlItANAmAM rAtribhojana saMpUrNa rIte baMdha thAya te mATe suzrAvikA kiMjalabene saLaMga 180 upavAsa pUrNa karyo che. bhUrIbhUrI anumodanA ! covihAro chaThTha karI sAta yAtrA 108 vAra karavAnA saMkalpavALA puNyazALIo paNa che to AkhA girirAjanA dareka pagathiye anaMtA siddhone vaMdana karavA pUrvaka khamAsamaNA ApanArA traNa sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto paNa che. AvI to aneka verAyaTIo sAthe girirAjanI bhakti ane jAtrA karanArAmAM chellI AITama have mANI lo. mATuMgAnA kumArapALabhAIe 15-17 majuronA mastake virATa kadanA phaLa - naivedyanA thALa bharAvyA. jarakazI jAmA paheryA. page ghugharA bAMdhyA. cAreka motInA thALa bharAvyA. cAreka thALa puSponA bharAvyA. akSatonA thALa sajAvyA. lAMbI dhUpasaLIo prajavALI sugaMdhI attaranI jhArIo bharI. girirAjanA guNagAna karatA yAtrA cAlI, motIothI akSatothI phUlothI girirAjane vadhAvatA girirAjanI jAtrA pUrNa karI. devatAo konA mAlikane name? sonAnA ke sadgaNonA? ) Jain Education mematura orfersorrar a Private use om www.jattelibrary.org Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (7) anaMta sidhdhanI bhUmi sidhdhAcala ne kroDo praNAma ane tenI bhakti karanArA bhAvika bhaktonI bhAvanAnI bhurI bhurI anumodanA! vartamAnamAM covihAro chaThTha karI sAta jAtrA karanArA aneka bhAvikone eka vRddha kAkA no camatkAra anubhavAyo che tema sAMbhaLyuM che. khUba thAka lAge, jAtrA bAkI hoya, kAkA Ave, Teko Ape, upara pahoMcADe ane jyAM pAchaLa juvo ke kAkA gAyaba! koNa haze e kAkA? covihAro chaThya karI sAta jAtrA karI trIje bhave mokSanuM rIjharvezana karAvI lenArA aneka bhAvikone to dhanyavAda. sAthe temanI vaiyAvacca karanArA bhAvikone paNa dhanyavAda !! hArlamAM chaThThA varSe paNa unALAnA vekezanamAM mInI ArAdhakonI 99 yAtrA seMkaDonI saMkhyAmAM cAlu hatI ane cAlu che. chellA varSomAM girirAjanI yAtrAnI rekorDabreka ArAdhanAonI tejI kudake ne bhusake AgaLa vadhI rahI che. Age-Age dekhate jAva abhI to bahuta rekorDa breka honevAle hai !! A badhI verAyaTImAMthI tamane kaI verAyaTI levAnI icchA jAgI che jarA kahejo hoM !! 3. enjInIyaranI dharmadaDhatA aDhAra varSano e yuvAna. nAma hatuM enuM nIrava, bAramA dhoraNamAM khUba sArA mArke pAsa thaIne IlekTronIksa enjInIyarIMgamAM bhaNato hato. paryuSaNanA divasomAM aThThAI karavAnI bhAvanA jAgI. keTalAke kahyuM ke thoDA divasa pahelAM tane jherI melariyA thayo hato ane hajI to bahu sAruM thayuM nathI ane tuM aThThAInI vAta kare che. paraMtu yuvAnanI bhAvanA joradAra. bhAvathI aThThAI karI. aThThAI daramyAna ghaNA dharmI zAtA pUchavA Ave tyAre dIkarAne lADathI lorDa na banAvatA. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - (8). vAta karatA ke aThThAI pachI rAtre na khavAya. nIravane bhAvanA jAgI . ke pAraNAnA divasathI rAtri bhojana tyAga karIza ! kharekhara karyuM. - ekAda mahinA bAda kolejanA eka mitrane tyAM barthaDe pArTI hatI. kolejanA chokarA-chokarIo badhA bhegA thavAnA hatA. rAtre jamavAnuM hatuM. nIrava vicAramAM paDyo ke have zuM karavuM? paryuSaNanA eka mahinA pUrve AvI ja eka pArTImAM badhAnI sAthe rAtre jamyo hato. have nA kevI rIte pADavI? javuM to paDaze ja. A to badhA kolejiyana yuvAna-yuvatio. covihAranI vAta karIe ne badhA mazkarI kare ke A vaLI dharmanuM puchaDuM che, vediyo che. nIkaLyA moTA A uMmare dharma karavA.' - savArathI gaDamathala cAlI ke pArTImAM jaIne jamavuM ke ghare covihAra karIne javuM? aMte sAMje cAra vAge covihArano saMkalpa makkamatAthI kyo ! jamI covihAranuM paccakhANa laIne ja pArTImAM gayo. pArTI cAlu thaI. thoDIka vAranI vAto bAda jamavAnuM zarU thayuM. nIrave DIza nA lIdhI. badhAe pUchatAM kahyuM ke mAre covihAra che. ajaina bhAIbaMdho pUche ke covihAra eTale zuM? samajAvyuM ke rAtre nA khavAya. manamAM to gabharAyo ke mazkarI karavA mAMDaze. paraMtu covihAra dharmanA prabhAve ekAda minITa sAmAnya pUchatAcha karyA pachI badhA potAnA jamavAmAM paDI gayA. jenI pArTI hatI te kahe ke pahelAM jaNAvyuM hota to tane covihAra mATe vahelo bolAvata! amane to khabara ja nahI. cAlo, je paNa gaNo, covihAra sacavAI gayo. thoDAka samaya pachI pitAjInA mitrane ghare prasaMge sAMje javAnuM thayu. mitra jaina hatA eTale covihAra karanAra sahune vahelA - saMtAnanA vakIla nahi vaDIla banajo. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bolAvyA hatA. paraMtuM bahArathI je rasoI banAvI lAvanAra hato e cheka sUryAstanA 15 miniTa pahelA Avyo. nIrave vicAryuM ke jo have jamavA besIza to sUryAsta thaI jaze. ghare jaI be pavAlA pANI pIdhuM ane covihAranuM paccakakhANa karyuM. pAcho tyAM gayo. badhA kahe "cAla nIrava, rasoI taiyAra thaI gaI, tAre covihAra nathI karavAno?" nIrava kahe ke mAre covihAra thaI gayo. keTalAka kahe ke jo hajI to ajavALuM che. ApaNe hAthe karIne thoDuM moDuM karyuM che? cAla, khAI le. paNa nIrave makkamatApUrvaka na ja khAdhuM, bI.I. IlekTronIksa DIsTIMkzana sAthe pAsa thanAra nIrave dharmamAM AgaLa vadhatAM dIkSA lIdhI. zuM ApaNe paNa A yuvAnanI jema daDhatApUrvaka covihArAdi ArAdhanA karIzuM ne ? 4. yugalonAM AjIvana brahAcarya vrata anaMta siddhonuM sthAna zrI zatruMjaya girirAja upara 14 derAsaronA zikharo upara 14 suvarNakaLazonI sthApanA-pratiSThA karavAnI hatI. A kaLazonI pratiSThA rUpiyAnI bolIthI nahIM paNa je yuvAna yugalo AjIvana brahmacaryavrata dhAraNa kare temanA hAthe karavAnuM zeTha ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhIe nakkI karyuM !! jAherAta thaI. 14 yuvAna yugalone badale 22 yuvAna yugaloe caitra suda pUnamane divase aneka sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI upasthitimAM AjIvana brahmacaryavratano svIkAra karI pratiSThA karI!! AmAMnA 24 varSIya muMbaInA eka yuvAna yugalanA lagna 2 mahinA pahelA thayA hatA. have teo AjIvana bhAI-bahenanI jema raheze!temanA A mahAna tyAgane lAkha lAkha dhanyavAda. brahmacaryavrata mATe zAstro kahe che ke - "e vrata jagamAM dIvo mere pyAre, e vrata jagamAM dIvo." prabhu pharamAve che ke eka ja vAra maithunasevanathI saMtAnanA susaMskAranI mAvajata kare te mAvatara. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (10) ApaNA jevA paMcendriya jIvo 2 lAkha thI mAMDI 9 lAkha sudhInI saMkhyAmAM janma le che. jemAMthI eka ke be - cAra jIve ane bAkInA badhA mAtAnA peTamAM ja gaNatarInI paLomAM motane bheTe che. zuM lAkhonI saMkhyAmAM ApaNA jevA manuSyanA jIvAtmAonI hiMsAnuM pApa ane bhAvimAM tenuM duHkha veThavA taiyAra chIe ? 5. bhAve bhAvanA bhAvIe pU.A.zrI bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajInI 16mI svargArohaNa tithi nimitte vi.saM.2065mAM 194 thI 26/4, pAMcamI aSTadivasIya zibiranuM Ayojana goThavAyuM. babalapurA tIrtha, dahegAma pAse nirmANa pAmyuM che. aneka mInI zrAvakoe vividha ArAdhanA karI, vividha niyamo lIdhA, pAlaDIno 18 varSIya yuvAna prathamavAra zibiramAM Avyo ane e yuvAne lIdhelA niyamo anumodanIya che. kumArapALa rAjAnI AratIno caDAvo 5001 biyAsaNAmAM lIdho. jemAMthI hAla Azare 800 thI adhika biyAsaNA jeTalo tapa pUrNa karyo che. sAthe roja davA ane pANI sivAya vadhumAM vadhu 7 dravya vAparavAno niyama 5 varSa mATe lIdho, je Aje paNa suMdara rIte pALe che. vIza viharamAna prabhune yAda karI roja 20 khamAsamaNA ApavAno niyama 15 varSa mATe lIdho. A ja yuvAne vi.saM.2066 kalikuMDa tIrthazibiramAM kumArapALa rAjAnI AratIno caDAvo 12 varSanA covihAranA niyamathI lIdho ! pU.A.zrInI svargavAsa tithinA divase sAMje TagamagatA dIvaDAo sahunA hAthamAM hatAM. kumArapALa rAjAnI bhavya AratI sahu yuvAnoe bhAvapUrvaka utArI. jenA prabhAve AratI bAda saMtAnane mavAlI banAvatA aTakAve te vAlI. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - (11) aneka camatkAro sahune anubhavAyA ! jemAMthI keTalAka nIce mujaba che. (1) AdinAtha prabhunI AMkhomAMthI amIjharaNA thayAM. (2) mULanAyaka zrI simaMdharasvAmInA mAthA para rahelA pa 7 phUlo svayaM prabhunA khoLAmAM paDyA. (3) rAtre 1 vAgyA sudhI prabhujInI AMkho pharatI hatI. (4) badhA prabhujInI AMkhonA khUNA gulAbI tathA gAla hasatAM dekhAvA lAgyA. (5) AdinAtha prabhunI AMkho nAnI moTI thatI hatI. (6) ghaMTanuM lolaka divaso sudhI jAte ja halyA karatuM hatuM. kharekhara Aje paNa adhiSThAyaka devo ApaNI uttama bhAvanAno prabhAva batAvatA hoya che. 6. dharmInuM vasiyatanAmuM pAlaDInA e puNyazALIe vIla banAvyuM. jemAM lakhyuM che ke mArI hayAti bAda mArI mUDI vyAje mUkI tenA vyAjanI rakama mArA vArasadArone dhArmika ArAdhanA kare te pramANe maLe. heya choDavA jevuM) dA.ta. rAtribhojana tyAga, abhakSya tyAga, barapha, AIskrIma tyAga, TIvI tyAga, ubhaTa veSa tyAga vagere ane upAya karavA jevuM, darzana, pUjA, pratikramaNa, tapa, svAdhyAya vagere lagabhaga trIseka ArAdhanA sAme tenI vArSika bahumAnanI rakama noMdhI che. varSamAM be vakhata parivAra milana, jamaNa sAthe bahumAnapUrvaka A bahumAnanI rakamanI vaheMcaNI karavI! Ane kahevAya dharmI AtmAnuM vasiyatanAmuM. saMtAnane adhikAromAM nahI pharajomAM jAgRta karajo. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (12) 7. uvasaggaharaM stotrano prabhAva lagabhaga AjathI bAreka varSa pUrve thANAnA eka zrAvikA benane kAnanI nIcenA bhAgamAM moTI gAMTha thaI hatI. du:khAvo asahya, moDhuM phare paNa nahIM. thUMka paNa nIce utAre to duHkhe. tethI malADamAM moTA DaoN. ne batAvyuM. DaoNkTare kahyuM ke oparezana karAvavuM paDaze. oparezanano TAIma traNa divasa pachIno Apyo. te pahelAM be traNa TesTa karavAnAM kahyA. oparezananAM nAma mAtrathI bena gabharAI gayA. tarata davAkhAnethI sIdhA derAsara gayA. prabhune vaMdana karI namana (prakSAla) hAthamAM laI uvassaggaharaM stotra traNa vAra gaNI namana vALo hAtha jyAM gAMTha thaI hatI tyAM pheravyo. traNa divasa saLaMga AvI rIte karI trIjA divase derAsarathI sIdhA davAkhAne dAkhala thavA gayA ane DaoN. ne batAvyuM. benane dardamAM paNa phAyado thayo hato, gAMTha paNa mAmUlI jevI ja dekhAtI hatI. DaoN. e Aje gAMThanA rIporTa karAvyA ane rIporTa joIne kahyuM ke bena, ke riporTa normala che. ne gAMTha paNa besI gaI che ! oparezananI jarUra nathI. tame ghare jAo. bena khUba ja khuza thaI gayA. pUrve Aja benane DAbA hAthanA kAMDAmAM gAMTha thaI hatI ne te paNa A ja rIte maMtrajApathI dUra thaI hatI ! vartamAnamAM navakAra + uvasaggaharaMno 27 ke 41 vAra jApa karI enuM pANI pIvAthI ke lagAvavAthI ghaNAne sAruM thayAnuM sAMbhaLela che. 8. jaya ho ahiMsA dharmano ! zAha prabhAvatIbena cinubhAI zAha, hAla uMmara-88 varSa, hAla kAMdIvalI (vesTa) muMbaI 2he che. I.sa. 2001nI sAlamAM teo bimAra paDayA. bimArI bhayaMkara. DaoNkTara kahe, "100 saMtAnane ApavAno prema ane samaya, paisAmAM na AMkazo. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (13). dardImAMthI mAtra 1 jIvI zake evo A bhayaMkara jIvaleNa roga che. huM emanI TrITamenTa karuM chuM. paNa sauthI chellA pariNAma mATe tamo taiyAra rahejo." prabhAvatIbena khUba dharmI ane emanA putro paNa khUba vivekI. dharmamArga samajelA. emaNe davA sAthe ja dararoja eka jIvane abhayadAna ApavAnuM zarU karyuM. 40 divasa roja eka jIva bacAvavAnuM cAlu rAkhyuM! 21 divasa sudhI pANInA TIpA vagara rahelA prabhAvatIbenane pachIthI jIvonI jANe duA maLI. 40 divasamAM teo taMdurastI tarapha javA lAgyA ane kramazaH saMpUrNa taMdurasta banyA. Aje 88 varSe paNa teo dharmArAdhanAmAM khUba dilacaspI dharAve che. ahiMsA paramo dharmanI jaya ho ! prabhue "jIvadayA dharma sAra kahyuM che. zarIramAM AvanAra badhA rogonuM mULa kAraNa jIvahiMsA che. jIvadayAnuM pAlana nirogI zarIrathI mAMDI mokSa sudhI pahoMcADe che. ApaNe paNa jIvadayA pALI jIvonI duvA levAno saMkalpa karIe ! 9. gAya banI deva draupadIbenanA jIvanamAM banelI ghaTanA emanA ja zabdomAM vAMcIe. saMvata 2028mAM jabalapuramAM banelI A ghaTanA che. bapore doDha ' . ' mArA gharanAM kaMpAunDamAM eka ajANI gAya bimAra thaIne paDI. meM ene ghAsa pANI ApyuM. paNa mane enI sthiti sArI na lAgI. tethI tenI najIka jaI tenA kAnamAM navakAramaMtra saMbhaLAvavA zarU karyA. sAMbhaLatA ene kaMIka zAMti maLatI hoya ema lAgyuM. mane joIne tenI AMkhamAMthI AMsu saravA lAgyA. tethI Akho divasa jatA-AvatAM lAgaNIpUrvaka ene navakAramaMtra saMbhaLAvatI rahI ! sAMje pharI enI pAse besI navakAramaMtra cAlu karyo ane gAya paNa jANe pUrNa zradhdhApUrvaka dIkarAnI karIyara ke kerekTara, zuM uMcu banAvazo? For Personal & Private Use Only Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (14) ekITase mArI sAmuM joIne pIDAmAM paNa premathI sAMbhaLatI rahI! meM tene sAgArika aNasaNa karAvI siddhagirinuM zaraNu ApyuM. tathA tenI yAtrA karavAnI preraNA karI. aMte navakAra maMtra sAMbhaLatA enuM prANa paMkheruM UDI gayuM. priya svajananI mAphaka meM tene khADAmAM daphanAvI mATI tathA 5 kilo mIThuM tenA para nAMkhyuM. cha mahinA pachI mArA pati acAnaka bimAra paDayA. rAtre huM sUtI hatI. to mane ekadama divya prakAza dekhAyo. pahelAM huM thoDI DarI gaI. paNa navakAranuM smaraNa karatAM thoDI makkamatA AvI. meM hiMmata karI pUchyuM "tame koNa cho ? A prakAza zAno che? mane samajAtuM nathI." tyAM ja e prakAzapuMjamAMthI eka divya AkRti pragaTa thaI ane kahyuM, 'mane na oLakhI ? huM tane madada karavA AvI chuM? ema kahI gAyanuM rUpa lIdhuM ane kahyuM ke teM mane navakAramaMtra saMbhaLAvyo, tenA prabhAve huM devI thaI chuM... meM kaMI paNa mAMgaNI na karI. chatAM devIe kahyuM tArA patine kAle savAre 9 vAge UMghavA deje. sAjA thaI jaze. ema ja banyuM. savAranA 9 thI sAMjanA 5 sudhI UMghatA ja rahyA. tabiyata sArI thaI gaI. patine paNa zradhdhA beThI. saM.2041mAM poSa mahinAmAM punaH devIe svapnamAM kahyuM ke tamArA saMtAnane mahAkaSTa AvavAnuM che. saMbhALajo. mArA baMne putrone be divasa gharamAM rokI rAkhyA. koleja paNa na javA dIdhA. be divasamAM samAcAra AvyA ke mArI amadAvAda rahetI putrI AzA chAparA parathI paDI gaI che. sIrIyasa che, sau amadAvAda gayA. saMkaTa jANI devIne yAda karyA. bacAvavA vinaMtI karI paNa temaNe kahyuM ke tenuM AyuSya TUMku hovAthI bacAvavAnI mArI zakti DuMgaLI khAnAranA bhAvi bhavanI kuMDaLI khUba kharAba che. For Personal & Private Use Only Jain Education international www.janelibrary.org Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - (15) - nathI. tamArI putrI budhavAre savAre 9 vAge mRtyu pAmaze. aMtima ghaDI najIka jANI, AzAne aMtima ArAdhanA karAvavAmAM sagAvahAlAno ghaNo ja virodha, kaDavA vacano sAMbhaLavA paDyAM. paNa AtmAnI gatino prazna hato tyAre e virodhane kema gaNakArAya? ane sAcce ja AzAe savAre 9 ne 5 miniTe navakAra zravaNa karatAM karatAM dehatyAga karyo. tenA cakSudAna karavAnI saMmati tenI pAsethI meLavI lIdhI hatI ane te mujaba cakSudAna karyuM.. A rIte akALe putrInuM avasAna thavAthI mana zokamagna rahyA karatuM hatuM. tyAre eka rAtre pharI devIe svapnamAM kahyuM "ciMtA na karo. navakAra maMtranA prabhAve tamArI putrInI sadgati thaI che'. meM mArI putrInAM darzana karAvavAnI IcchA vyakta karI ane te devIe eka divasa mArI putrI ke je paNa navakAra zravaNanA prabhAve devI thaI che, tenAM mane darzana karAvyAM. eTaluM ja nahi paNa tenA cakSu je vyaktine ApavAmAM AvyA hatAM, tenA paNa darzana karAvyAM. tethI mane khUba saMtoSa thayo. te devIe potAnI pAsethI dhana vigere kAMI paNa mAMgavA mATe aneka vakhata mane Agraha karyo che. paNa meM hajI sudhI tenI pAsethI tevuM kAMI paNa mAMgyuM nathI. kharekhara A ghaTanAthI navakAra pratyenI mArI zradhdhA ekadama daDha banI gaI che. sahu koI zradhdhApUrvaka navakAramaMtranI ArAdhanA karI potAnuM AtmakalyANa sAdho eja zubha bhAvanA ! 10. pracaMDa sattva cAra karmagraMthathI paNa akiabhyAsa karI rahelanaDiyAdano amIta motA pU.A.zrI nararatnasUrIzvarajInI nizrAmAM pAMca ( duHkhanuM smaraNa eTaluM na karazo ke sukhanuM maraNa thaI jAya. ) For Personal & Private Use Only Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (16) divasIya zibiramAM godhAvI tIrthamAM gayo hato. bapore upakaraNa vaMdanAvalIno kAryakrama goThavAyo hato. savArathI enI IcchA hatI ke game tevo kaparo niyama Ave paNa mAre jJAnanI pothI to levI ja che. tethI tIrthamAM mahAvIra svAmI dAdAnI pratimA pAse ubhA ubhA prArthanA karI ke "dAdA ! game te thAya paNa mane tamArA zAsananuM mUlyavAna ghareNuM samAna pothI maLo." niyamamAM gAthAno niyamano caDAvo Avyo ane 2 varSamAM 2300 navI gAthAno niyama lIdho. e ja divase sAMje zrI kumArapALa mahArAjAnI AratInuM Ayojana karavAmAM AvyuM. niyama hato rAtribhojana tyAga. eka zarUAta thaI 8 mAsanA niyamathI.amIte ra varSa kahyuM. tyAre eka zibirArthIe 10 varSano kudako bAjI pheravI nAkhI. amIta vicAramAM paDI gayo. aDhAra dezamAM amArI pravartana karAvanAra ane prabhunA paramabhakta evA kumArapAla rAjA banavAno lAbha ema thoDo javA devAya. chevaTe amIte hiMmatathI AjIvana tivihAra kahI caDAvo laI AratI utArI paNa ... pachI amItane yAda AvyuM ke ghare to pUchayuM ja nathI. zuM karuM? tyAre pharI zrI mahAvIra svAmI bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM yAda AvyuM. prabhu vIrane raDatAM raDatAM eTalI prArthanA karI ke he prabhu ! gharanA badhA niyama pUrNa karavAmAM sAtha Ape. jo Ama thaze to huM rojanI traNa bAMdhI navakAravALI gaNIza. ghera AvatAM to camatkAra thaI gayo. ghare mammI-pappAnA caherA para khuzI chalakAtI hatI. pappAe amItane khUba ja sArI rIte gaLe lagADyo ane kahyuM ke zAbAza beTA ! je pApa huM nathI choDI zakyo te pApa te jiMdagIbhara mATe choDyuM. dhanyavAda ! dhanyavAda ! beTA ! hiMmatapUrvaka niyama lIdho che to sattvathI saMsAramAM samasyA che ema nahi saMsAra ja samasyA che. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - (1) jiMdagIbhara pALaje. mArA tane AzIrvAda che. dhanyavAda che enA mAtA-pitAne !! kevA uttama saMskAra ApyA haze !! - he vAcako ! tame paNa tamAruM saMtAna AvI ArAdhanA kare to rAjI thazo ne? AgaLa vadhArazo ne? 11. bALakono kezaloca borIvalI (muMbaI)nA dolatanagaramAM Azare 3 varSa pUrve pU. zAsanasamrATa nemisUrIzvarajInA samudAyavartI pU.paM. zrI rAjahaMsavi. cAturmAsamAM birAjamAna hatA. temaNe vyAkhyAnamAM preraNA karI ke "zrAvake paNa karmakSaya mATe locanuM kaSTa sahavuM joIe." AvI preraNA pAmI lagabhaga 150 jeTalA ArAdhakoe kezaloca karAvyo ! jemAM 10 jeTalA bALako 8thI 15 varSanI uMmaranA hatA. dhanya che A nAnA bALakonI sahanazIlatAne ! dhanya che locanI preraNA karanArane ! 12. prANo se bhI pyArA hai dahegAmano kevala. uMmara 14 varSanI AsapAsa. jaina Adarza prasaMgo vAMcyA bAda 9 lAkha navakAra gaNavAnA zarU karyA. enI bhAvanA enA zabdomAM vAMcIe. mArI zALA khristI che. mArI zALAmAM jyAre khristIonI prArthanA zarU thAya tyAre huM manamAM navakAra gaNavA mAMguM chuM. paraMtuM koI vAra mAro avAja navakAra bolatA bolatA vadhI jAya ane jyAre TIcara ne khabara paDe tyAre mane acuka panIzamenTa maLe che. paraMtu huM samatAbhAve tathA khuzIthI tene sahana karuM chuM. kAraNake panIzamenTa' karatAM navakAra mAre mATe agatyano che. tamArA saMtAno kaI skulamAM bhaNe che? vAnagIo joIne jIbhamAMthI pANI chUTe ke AMkhamAMthI? * For Personal & Private Use Only Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ------ (18) 13. ajaba gajabanI dayA vanI bhagata koThArIyA gAmamAM rahe. koThArIyA vaDhavANathI 8 ki.mI. che. bhagata khUba ja dayALu che. AvakamAM vadhatI rakamanA roTalA karI bhUkhyA mANaso, pazuone khavarAve. manamAM bhAvo uchaLe ke he prabhu! ghaNA badhA duHkhI che. kyAre badhAnA duHkha dUra karIza. eka sAdhAraNa mANasa dilano kevo amIra che ke badhI Avaka kharcI nAkhIza to kAle zuM khAIza! enI paNa ciMtA karato nathI. amerikA rahetA temanA bhAIe potAnI sAthe amerikA rahevAnuM kahyuM to bhagatajI kahe "duHkhIone sahAya karavAmAM mane ahIM adbhuta sukha ane zAMti maLe che ! amerikAmAM AvI zAMti na maLe. tame paNa AvA kAma karI zAMti meLavo." bhAIne vAta beThI nahIM. amerikA pAcho jato rahyo. eka vAra bhAva thatAM bhAIe amerikAthI duHkhIo mATe paisA mokalyA. duHkhInI duAthI tene zAMti maLI !! tethI lAkho rUpiyA mokalavA lAgyA. dara varSe mokale. lagabhaga 8 varSa pahelAM trivarSIya dukALa paDyo. pazuo bhUkhe maratAM. dayAthI A bhagatajI udhAra ghAsa lAvyA. paisA kyAMthI cukavavA? paNa bhagatajInI zubha bhAvanAthI camatkAra thayo. tyAM eka ajANyo mANasa moTI rakamanuM dAna ApI gayo! te bhagatajI tyAM kAyamI annakSetra calAve che. nAma che "rAma roTI annakSetra.' roja 4 hajAra roTalA banAvIne AjubAjunA gAmamAM paNa bhUkhyA mAnavI tathA pazuo mATe roTalA mokale. pakSI tathA kIDIone paNa roTalAno curo khAMDa bheLavIne khavarAve ! AvuM uttama kAma sAkSAt joI eka darabAre potAnA kharce badhAne zAka ApavA kahyuM. surendranagaranA eka zemAM rasa che? pradhAna banavAmAM ke pradAna karavAmAM? For Personal & Private Use Only Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - (19) bhAvika goLano kharco roja ApavA mAMDyo. zAka ane goLa maphata khavaDAve. roja 2000 mANasone chAza maphata Ape. vihAramAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjI tyAM Ave temane paNa joIe teTaluM bhAvathI bhagatajI vahorAve! gAmamAM jaina gharo nathI paNa sAdhuone gocarI nirdoSa maLI jAya. saMsthAmAM jainone TrasTI banAvyA che. eka garIba mANasa paNa ekale hAthe zubha saMkalpa baLe kevo camatkAra sarjI zake che e A prasaMgamAMthI jANI tame badhA yathAzakti duHkhIone madada karo ane evuM puNya kamAvo ke kyAreya tamAre duHkhI na thavuM paDe. bhagatajInI jema tame kadAca badhI Avaka AvA kAmamAM na kharco to paNa "mAre vArSika AvakamAMthI amuka TakA AvAsatkAryamAM vAparavA evuM nakkI karI dhanano sadupayoganuM mahAna puNya meLavo e zubhecchA. 14. hanuM choDe te rAma bInalabena lakhe che ke A ja mArA lagnane 17 varSa thayA. huM mArA sAsarAmAM paraNIne AvI ke tarata mArA mAthe cAra mAbApanI dAdA-dAdI, sAsu-sasarAnI javAbadArI AvI paDI. emAM dAdA-dAdInA to saMDAsa-bAtharUma, ekanA 4 mahinA ane ekanA 5 varSa meM karyA. dAdI maryA tyAre emanI baMgaDI temaNe navI ja karAvI hatI je mane ApavAnuM kahyuM hatuM. paNa sAsue te mArI naNaMdane ApI dIdhI. dAdA-dAdInA vakhatamAM mane ghareNAM dAgInA paheravA dAdAjI ApatA paNa mArA sAsune na game. to Aja sudhI mane nathI ApatA. pote paheravA na Ape ane bahAra kahe e kAMI paheratI nathI. tyAre duHkha thatuM. ghaNIvAra jhaghaDIne paheruM. jaina Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 7 no prasaMga 23 mAM hakanuM choDe te rAma ( dIkarAne zramaNa na banAvI zako to zravaNa to banAvajo ja. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -- - (20) - prasaMga vAMcyA pachI have A badhAno tyAga manathI karI dIdho. mArA gharethI zrAvaka paNa kahe ke pitAjI ApaNane A ghara-dAgInA kAMI nahi Ape. to have mane dAgInA ke ghara para moha nathI rahyo. kharekhara A prasaMge ja mAruM mana badalyuM che. have manamAM prasannatA AvI gaI che. mane mArA piyarathI ApelA dAgInAmAM ja saMtoSa thaI gayo che. manamAM koIpaNa jAtano khacakATa nathI. kharekhara hakanuM choDIne karelA tyAgamAM ATalo badho AnaMda Ave che te anubhava Aje Azcarya pedA kare che. 15. jinAjJApAlana ja sukhadAyaka svITIbena, bhAyaMdara jaNAve che ke bALapaNathI covihAra karuM chuM. paraNIne sAsare gayA pachI paNa covihAra cAlu rAkhyA hatA. preganansI daramiyAna zArIrika kamajorInA kAraNe rAtre dudha levAnI ane AhAramAM gAjara, bITano jyusa levAnI DaoNkTare salAha ApI hatI. kaMdamULa kyAreya paNa ghare lAvyA na hatA. e vakhate A ja pustakanA bhAga 1thI 7 vAMcavA mATe koIke ApyA. khAvuM na khAvuM duvidhAmAM phasAyeluM mana pAchuM malma thayuM hatuM. kaMdamULa to na ja lIdhuM paNa nava mahinA makkamatAthI covihAra pALyA ! DIlIvarInA divase rAtre sADA bAra vAgye DIlIvarI thaI, chatAM kazuM ja na khAtA e divase paNa covihAra karyo, je Aje dIkaro aDhI varSano thayo tyAre paNa cAlu che. have pachI jIvanamAM game tevI ApattiomAM paNa prabhunI AjJAne ja mukhya karI mAre A mAnavabhava saphaLa karavo che. tame sahu paNa mArI jema jinAjJAnuM pAlana karatA ja hazo ne !! vevizALa pUrve dila vizALa banAvavuM jarUrI che. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - (21) 16. japo navAra paMkaja sosAyaTI, amadAvAda sthita prabodhabhAI mAstaranA jIvanamAM anubhavAyela navakAra mahAmaMtrano prabhAva temanA ja zabdomAM vAMco. mAre skuTarano eksIDanTa thayelo. temAM paganuM upara nIcenuM baMne paDa cIrAI gayeluM. oparezana be vakhata karAvavA chatAM macyuM nahi ane pagamAM paruM thaI gayuM. paga kapAvavo paDe tevuM DaoNkTaranuM jajamenTa AvI gayuM. chevaTe mane A.zrI bhaMdrakarasUrIzvarajInA ziSya paM.zrI nararatna vijayajIe kahyuM ke tame dararoja 10 bAMdhI navakAravALI gaNazo to paga pAvo nahIM paDe. temanA kahevAthI meM roja 10 bAMdhI navakAravALI gaNavI zarU karI. cha mAsa pachI pagamAMthI parU thavAnuM baMdha thaI gayuM ane kazuM ja kapAvavuM nA paDyuM! ane Aje lagabhaga cAramAsathI huM sevA pUjA karato thaI gayo. pagamAM bilakula sArUM enI meLe davA vinA thaI gayuM che. Aje prabodhabhAIe anubhavela bIjo prasaMga vAMco. mane eka AMkhamAM bahu ja duHkhAvo thato hato. tethI huM eka DokaTarane tyAM gayo. te DaoNkTarathI bhUlathI AMkhamAM ojAra vAgI gayuM. lohI nIkaLyuM. DaoNkTara zaramIMdo banI gayo. AthI huM DaoNzreNIka zAhane batAvavA gayo. 10 divasa sudhI mArI AMkhe pATA bAMdhI hospiTalamAM TrITamenTa karI. chevaTe te paNa chuTI paDyA ke AMkha jatI rahe tevuM lAge che. meM badhAM upAyo karyA che te chatAM maTatuM nathI. hospiTalamAMthI rajA ApI. kAMI phAyado na thayo. chevaTe huM zaMkhezvara gayo ane paramAtmAne vinaMtI karI ke dAdA ! huM ApanI bhakti tathA dharma dhyAna, pratikramaNa Adi sArI rIte karI joba nAme eka moja ke boja? For Personal & Private Use Only Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ----- (22) - zakuM te mATe mane AMkho Apa. mArI vinaMtI svIkArI mArI AMkha sArI karI Apazo. tyAMthI ghare gayo ane eka aThavADiyA bAda teja AMkhe sArI rIte dekhato thaI gayo ! yAda rAkhajo ke jaba koI nahIM AtA to mere dAdA Ate haiM!! 17. khamIravaMto (a) jaina saMgItakAra zeTha zrI bakubhAI maNilAlanA gRhajinAlayamAM darzana snAtra maMDaLa varSothI snAtra bhaNAvatuM hatuM. tenA sabhyonI sAthe Dholaka vagADanAra mukundabhAI mahaMta. varSothI Aje paNa prabhupUjAo bhaNAvatA khUba bhakti karI rahyA che. pArTI ke saMgha je kAMI paisA cUkave temAMthI 15%rakama turaMta alaga mukI de, jemAMthI jIvadayA, mAnava rAhata, samAjanA zubha kAryomAM lAbha le. abhyAsa mATe phI tathA pustakonI madada paNa kare che. potAnA sAthIdArone paNa jarUra paDe to turaMta khacakATa vagara madada kare. keTalAkane anAja pUruM pADe che. saMkalpathI amuka progrAmo thayA bAda sTAphane saparivAra zatruMjaya ane zaMkhezvara jevI tIrthanI jAtrA karAvI che. pUjAo bhaNAvatA jAya, samajAvatA jAya, khUba bhAvavibhora banI jAya. zAstrIya saMgIta para khUba sArI pakaDa che. ajaina chatAM jainonI pUjAo bhaNAvanArA AvA saMgItakAronI uttama bhAvanAonI bhUrI bhUrI anumodanA !! 18. samAdhilakSmInI prApti amadAvAda kRSNanagaranA e punyazALI roja vyAkhyAnamAM samaya pUrve Ave. sAmAnyathI be sAmAyika kare. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI zarIranI nirbaLatA karatAM AtmAnI nirmaLatA vadhu jarUrI che. - T-star-ause IST Jain Educator international Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (23) vaiyAvaccanA kAryo khUba kare, utsAhapUrvaka kare. vartamAnanA jIvonI dRSTie samyajJAna paNa khUba sAruM. meM eka vAra pUchyuM ke tamArI dukAna keTalA vAge kholo cho ? mane kahe ke lagabhaga dasa vAgyAnI AsapAsa. meM kahyuM "e vakhate tame to ahIM vyAkhyAnamAM hova cho to dukAne koNa ?'" mane kahe ke e to mANasa rAkhelo che. huM agiyAra vAgyAnI AsapAsa jauM. meM kahyuM "paNa tame dukAne nA hova ane grAhaka Ave, paisA ADAavaLA thAya, kadAca rAkhelo mANasa goTALo kare to ?'' mane kahe ke ma.sA. ! evuM che ke jo vyAkhyAnAdi dharmArAdhanA karavI hoya to mANasa para vizvAsa rAkhIe to ja gADI cAle. e mANasa kadAca goTALo karato paNa hoya to paNa huM to eTaluM ja vicAruM chuM ke mane mahine maLatAM naphAmAMthI mArA gha2mAM paisA jarUra pUratA maLI jAya che to pachI bhalene nokara laI jAya to vA52ze. evA avizvAsanA vicAromAM rahIe to dharmArAdhanA rahI jAya. dharma ka2vo che to saMsArane bAjue mUkavo ja paDe. dukAna vahelI kholavI paDe che to mANasa para bharoso rAkhavo ja paDe. ApaNA pApano udaya haze to kALajI rAkhavA chatAM jatA rahe che. enA karatAM Tenzana vagara jarUra puratA paisA maLe che to mAre ciMtA rAkhavI nathI. vartamAnamAM paisAne paramezvaranI jema pUjanArA seMkaDo maLavAnA. rAta-divasa dhana bheguM karavAnI ciMtA, navuM meLavavAnI ciMtA, AvI aneka ciMtAomAM jIvanamAM zAMti nAmanI rANI chUTAcheDA laIne cAlI jAya che. lakSmIrANInI pAchaLa pAgala banelAonA jIvanamAM kharekhara bAhya sukha-sagavaDo DhagalAbaMdha hovA chatAM satata Tenzana, DIprezana jevA aneka rogo zarIramAM ApaNI krIDA koIkanI pIDA bane tevA kIDA na banatA. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (24) aDDo jamAvIne beThA hoya che. 50OOO/- nA pagAradAra majUro savAranA nava vAgyAnA gayA bAda rAtre 10-11 vAge majUrI karIne pAchA AvatA hoya che. mAtra paisAnuM lakSa rAkhanArAne jJAnIoe paisAdAra bhikhArI kahyAM che. jAgatA rahejo !! saMkalpa karo ke dhanarUpI lakSmIne badale jIvanamAM samAdhirUpI lakSmInI ciMtA karazuM. A ja puNyazALIne pUrvakarmanA yoge thoDA samaya pUrve zarIramAM bhayaMkara bimArI AvI, bebhAna thaI gayA. thoDA kalAko pachI bhAnamAM AvyA. DaoNkTare hArTaeTeka vi.nI vAto karI, sagAsaMbaMdhIo khabara aMtara pUchavA lAgyA. paraMtu e bhAgyazAlI pUrNa samAdhimAM. thavAnuM hatuM e thaI gayuM. thoDA divasamAM svastha thayA bAda e ja ArAdhanAo yathAvat cAlu karI dIdhI! - cAlo, ApaNe paNa jIvanamAM saMtoSa rAjA ane samAdhilakSmInI mukhyatA karI mAnavabhava saphaLa banAvI daIe. 19. 108 pArzvanAtha vaMdanA naroDA, goDIjI pArzvanAtha prabhunI chatrachAyAmAM eka divasa rokAvAnuM thayuM. keTalAka bhAviko muMbaIthI jAtrA karavA AvyA hatA. pUchatA khabara paDI ke teo 108 pArzvanAthanI sAkSAt pUjAjAtrA karavA nIkaLyA che. copaDImAM 108 pArzvanAtha dAdAnA darzanathI AgaLa vadhI dareka dAdAnA sAkSAt darzana-pUjA karavAnI, caityavaMdanAdi vidhipUrvaka ArAdhanA karavAnI. vAsaNA, caMdranagaranI AsapAsanA keTalAka bhAviko ane yuvako paNa Aja rIte 108 pArzvanAtha prabhunI jAtrA karI rahyA che. kRSNanagaranA bhUtapUrva TrasTI goviMdabhAI paNa saparivAra AvI devAlayamAM rasa che ke dehAlayamAM? For Personal & Private Use Only Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (25) jAtrA karI rahyA che. koIkane 40 pUrI thaI gaI che to koIkane 65 pUrI thaI che. kalikAlamAM hAjarAhajUra pragaTaprabhAvI evA pArzvanAtha prabhune koTi koTi vaMdanA. muMbaInA eka yuvA grupe AkhA muMbaInA badhA ja derAsaronA vArApharatI darzana cAlu karyA che. rajAnA divasomAM hoTalo, risorTI choDI prabhudarzana tathA pUjA mATe doDanArA bhaktonI bhAvanAne aMtaranI urmithI vadhAvazo ne? anumodanA ! anumodanA ! anumodanA vAraMvAra ! 20.ItanI zakti hame denA emanuM nAma zazIkAntabhAI zAha. zarIre vikalAMga ane Arthika rIte sAmAnya. koI vakhate amadAvAdanI ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhImAM pahoMcI gayA to khabara paDI ke emanA pitAjInA nAme devadravya AdinuM devuM che. koInI rAtI pAI paNa harAmanI nahIM rAkhavAnA umadA svabhAvavALA zazIkAMtabhAIe potAnI Arthika sthiti evI saddhara na hovA chatAM rUA.100200-500nI rakama peDhIne cUkavavAnuM zarU karyuM. snehI-saMbaMdhIone A vAtanI khabara paDI,eo kahe "devuM khUba jUnuM che- pitAjI to have nathI - tamArI Arthika sthiti barAbara nathI - devuM to mudata bahAra thaI gayuM che. e tamAre devAnI zI jarUra?" paraMtu "devuM to koInuM mAthe na ja rakhAya." emAM paNa A to dharmanuM devuM. e to rakhAya ja nahI". evA saMskAravALA zazIkAMtabhAIne saMbaMdhIonI A vAta gaLe utare ja zAnI. zazIkAMtabhAI kahe "mArA pitAjI amuka pArTI pAse varSo pahelAM rU.5000 nA leNadAra hatA. samAcAra AvyA che ke jo tamo - gharamAM rAjarANI che ke rAjakAraNI? For Personal & Private Use Only Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (26) --- snehI-saMbadhI mArI Arthika sthitinI spaSTa rajuAta emane karo to e deNadAra rUpiyA eka lAkha paNa mane ApavA taiyAra che." saMbaMdhIo kahe "amo tamAro kesa khUba majabUta banAvIzuM - cAlo ApaNe e deNadAranI peDhIe !" zazIkAMtabhAIe A vAta banAvaTI ja kahI hatI. eo kahe "tamo mArA leNA mATe A rIte vasula karavAmAM madadagAra banavA taiyAra cho to mArA pitAjInA deNA bharavA mATe mane zA mATe rUkA Ta karo cho ?" saMbaMdhIo zazIkAMtabhAInI prAmANikatA upara ovArI gayA. hA... A kaLikALamAM paNa parama satyavAdI paramAtmAnA vacanapAlana mATe sahana karanArA che ja. dhanya! dhanya! hamaNAM ja eka puNyazALI maLyA hatA. mane kahe ke ma.sA. ! varSo pUrve keTalAka kAraNosara be lAkha jevuM devuM thaI gayuM hatuM. gAma choDI amadAvAda bhAgI AvyA. paraMtu bAdhA lIdhI hatI ke jyAM sudhI devu cukate na karuM tyAM sudhI ghI vAparavuM nahi. varSo sudhI e niyama pALyo. jyAM sudhI mAthe devuM hoya tyAM sudhI jarUra vagaranA mojazokha ke amanacamana karavA e dharmI sajjana AtmAnA lakSaNa nathI. homa lona, vAhana lona jevI aneka lona e mAthe devuM ja kahevAya. amerikAnI maMdImAM mukhya kAraNomAMthI eka kAraNa lona sIsTama che jemAM aneka loko nAhyA, sAthe aneka abajonI kaMpanIoe paNa nAhI nAkhyuM. kokanuM devuM karatA pahelA ane bAkI rAkhatA pahelAM eTaluM vicArI lejo ke jenuM devuM bAkI rahI jaze temAM gharamAM AvatA bhave nokara ke baLada thaIne janma levAnuM phAvaze ne? ( lokamAM samAnatA karatA sabhAnatA lAvavA matho. Jain Education international or personal Private ose my Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (27) amadAvAdanA eka zrImaMta jaina paryuSaNAdimAM varSo pUrve rU.10000no caDAvo bolyA. juvAna uMmaranA A bhAIne ema ke thoDA divasomAM paisA jamA karAvI daIzuM. acAnaka hArTaeTekamAM gaNatarInI paLomAM cAlyA gayAM. be cAra mahine paNa bolInI rakama nA bharatAM saMghavALAe zAMtithI vAta temanI patnIne karI ke A rakamanI bolI tamArA pati bolyA hatAM. patnIe phaTa daIne javAba Apyo ke je bolyA hoya temanI pAsethI levAnA. amAre emAM zuM? karoDonA mAlikane rUA.10000 nuM dharmanuM devuM keTalA bhava duHkhI karaze e to jJAnIo jANe !! tame jAgatA rahejo!! 21. risepzanamAM jIvadayA jAmanagaramAM eka zrAvake lagna prasaMge mahemAnonA praveza daravAjA pAse eka sUcanA moTA akSaromAM lakhAvI. "koIpaNa prakArano cAMllo levAno nathI. tamArI bhAvanA mujaba bAjumAM rahelI jIvadayA peTImAM tamArA dhanano sadvyaya karavA vinaMtI." bAjumAM jIvadayAnI peTI mUkAvI. dhanya che AvA jIvadayA premIo ne ! vAcakone bhalAmaNa karIza ke ekavAra tamArA gharanAM prasaMge abola pazuonI duvA levAnuM cUkatA nahi. ekavAra hiMmatapUrvaka AvI sArI paraMparA zarU karazo to aneko anukaraNa karaze. Do you like it? sAdharmika bhakti kaccha, lAkaDIyA gAmanA puNyazALI dhanajIbhAI gAlAe vartamAnanA maMdInA mAholamAM 400 kacchI kuTuMbonI 1-1 lAkha rUpiyA ApIne bhakti karI. 400 lakhapatinI gAmane bheTa kaI tirADo sAMdhavI sahelI? divAlanI ke dilanI? For Personal & Private Use Only Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (28) dharanArA bhAgyazALInI bhAvanA to samagra lAkaDIyA gAmane lakhapati banAvavAnI che. dhanya sAdharmika bhaktine !! 23. ajena banyA jenaratnA Do.IkabAlabhAI zekha.(ema.DI. uMmara 65 varSa) janmathI musalamAna. hRdayanA pariNAmo khUba sArA. kRSNanagara, naroDA cAturmAsanI yuvA zibiro vakhate dIpa pragaTAvavA mahemAna tarIke temanA mitra DaoN. kuriyA temane AmaMtraNa ApI lAvelA. kuTuMbamAM pahelethI zrImaMtAI ghaNI. lagna samaye vicAryuM ke huM dhArIza to sArAmAM sArI, zrImaMta kuTuMbanI kanyA maLaze. chatAM jene pagano poliyo lAgu paDyo hato tevI strI sAthe lagna karyA. AvI strIno hAtha koNa pakaDe? mAre tene sahAnubhUti ApavI che. te strInA hRdayamAM apaMganI laghutAgraMthi na rahe ane utsAhabhera jIvI zake mATe anekonA virodha vacce AvI strI sAthe lagna karyA! vI.esa. hospiTalamAM aneka dardIo Ave. garIba dardIone jayAre riporTa karAvavAnA thAya tyAre potAnI lAgavaga lagAvI ochA paisAmAM karAvI Ape. ghaNIvAra to potAnA pagAramAMthI temane madada kare ! potAnI phI na le. DaoNkaTara thayA pachI zarIranA vADhakApanI sAthe paisAnI vADhakApa karanArA vartamAnanA hajAro DokTaro vacce eka Adarza che. jaina zAsana pratye khUba ahobhAva. pote aAI paNa karelI che. mitra DaoNkTaromAMthI ghaNA jaina che. DaoN. mahendrabhAI ke jeoe hamaNAM thoDA varSa pUrve dIkSA lIdhI teonI sAthe paNa ghaNo paricaya. dravyathI musalamAna hovA chatAM anya pratye karUNA ane maitrI bhAva dAkhavanArA bhAvathI jaina DaoNkTarane khUba dhanyavAda! mAnavabhava bhavAI mATe nahi, bhalAInI malAI mATe che. te for Personal Private use my Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -------- (29) 24.mArI AMkhomAM AdinAtha Avajo re pAlaDInA nilezabhAI pAlItANA moTI TuMkamAM jAtrA karavA gayA. nAhIne TuvAla dorI para bharAvatA hatA. pUjAnA kapaDA paherelA hatAM. acAnaka dorIno vAyara moTuM pAchaLa pheravatAM eka AMkhamAM vAgyo. mAMsano loco bahAra AvI gayo. badhAnA moDhAmAMthI cIsa nIkaLI gaI. joDevALo yuvAna tathA sahu kahevA lAgyA ke hamaNAM ne hamaNAM DoLI karI nIce pahoMco ane hospiTalamAM laI jAva. nilezabhAI kahe ke hajI dAdAnA darzana bAkI che. pahelA darzana karIza. pachI ja nIce utarIza. badhAe ghaNo Agraha karyo paNa dAdA para zradhdhA. kadAca AMkho kAyama mATe cAlI gaI to dAdAnA darzana nahI maLe to. lAva pahelAM prabhu darzana karI lauM pachI AMkhanuM je thavuM hoya te thaze. dAdAnA darabAramAM khUba bhAvavibhora banIdarzana ryA. AnaMdita thayA. nIce utaravA mAMDyA. hospiTalamAM DaoNkTare oparezana karyuM. DaoNkTara kahe ke dAdAnI kRpAthI AMkhonI kIkI bacI gaI che. nIce khUba moTo ghA lAgyo che. samaya jAya eTale khabara paDe. hAlamAM e AMkha ghaNI sArI rIte rIkavara thaI gaI che aDhI jeTalA naMbara che. paraMtu AMkhe dekhAya che. AvI paristhitimAM dAdA para kevI joradAra zradhdhA ke AMkhanI ciMtA choDI ne AMkha denArA dAdAnI ciMtA karavI e kharekhara mahAAzcarya che ! jIvanamAM Apattio Ave tyAre dAdA para zradhdhA rAkhI duHkhane vadhAvI levuM e samakatInuM lakSaNa che. tIrthamAM bapore bAra vAge pahoMcyA pachI pahelAM peTa pUjA ke prabhupUjA ? bhajana ke bhojana ? nakkI karo ke jIvanamAM haMmezA prathama paramAtmA ane ( vADI levI game che ke vADakI ApavI game che? ) For Personal & Private Use Only Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (30) tyArabAda ja khAvA pIvAnuM. Apatti Ave emAM navAI nathI paraMtu ApattimAM samAdhi rAkhavI e mahAna che. 25. saMsAranI muDI vArasAmAM amadAvAdanA eka saMghanI peDhImAM munijI tarIke vartamAnamAM kArya karI rahelA dinezabhAI. peDhImAM ekavAra eka zrAvaka caDAvAnA rU. 25,000 bharavA mATe AvyA. rU. 25,000/nI pahoMca banAvI hAthamAM ApI tyAre zrAvakane acAnaka khyAla Avyo ke utAvaLamAM gharethI nIkaLatA rakama lAvavAnI bhUlI gayo chuM. munimajIne zrAvake kahyuM ke hamaNAM ja ghare jaI rU. 25,000/ApavA AvuM chuM. hamaNAM pahoMca ApI rAkho. paricita ane bhAvika zrAvaka. ghare gayA pachI acAnaka kAma AvI jatAM sIdhA kAme nIkaLI gayA. thoDA samaya pachI yAda AvatAM ghare phona karI dIkarAnI vahune rU. 25,000 peDhImAM munimajIne pahoMcADavA tAkIda karI. vahu rUA. 25,000/- laI munimajIne ApI ghare pAchI AvI. have dhyAnathI vAMco. | munimajIe 100nA be peka baMDala ane 50nuM eka peka baMDala samajI rUA. 25,000/- lIdhelA, paraMtu thoDIka vAra pachI baMDala kholatA khyAla Avyo ke 100nA baMDalamAM noTo 100ne badale 1000nI che. 1000nA be baMDala pramANe kula 2 lAkha ane 50 nuM eka baMDala pramANe 5,000/- thayA. 25,000/- ne badale be lAkhane pAMca hajAra nIkaLyA. eka lAkhane 80 hajAra vadhAre nikaLatA turaMta sabhyonA rajisTaramAM phona naMbara joI zrAvakane phona karyo ke hamaNAM ja vadhArAnI rakama pAchI laI jAva! zrAvakane dIkarAnI vahunI bhUla samajAtA kahyuM ke tamArI dAnata sArI che dIkarAnI kadara karazo to e tamAro Adara karaze. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - (31) eTale ja to phona karyo che. have amane ciMtA nathI. be divasamAM AvI zrAvaka vadhArAnI rakama pAchI laI gayA. vAstavikatA e che ke munimajI khAdhe pIdhe bhale sukhI che paraMtu evA zrImaMta nathI ke koIne rUA. 1000/- dAnamAM ApI zake. je kalikAlamAM cArebAju abajopatio paNa hajI vadhu paisA, hajI vadhu sagavaDo bhogavI levAnA mUDamAM rAta-divasa lobhathI jema dhananI pAchaLa paDyA che tevA yugamAM AvA saMskArI jaino maphatamAM maLatA lAkho rUpiyA sAmethI choDI devA taiyAra che te zuM ochI navAI che! jo kadAca pote vadhArAnA paisA rAkhI lIdhA hota to koIneya khabara kyAM paDavAnI hatI, chatAM prAmANikatAnA saMskAra ane rucinA prabhAve lAkho rUpiyA parata karI zakyA. munimajIne pAchA ApI devAnuM kAraNa pUchatAM temaNe je hakIkata jaNAvI te vAraMvAra vicAravA yogya ane amalamAM mUkavA yogya che. munimajIe jaNAvyuM ke ame mULa koTha gAmanA. varSo pUrve juvAnImAM pitAjInI dukAne besatA tyAre dhaMdho karavAno thato. pitAjI bahAra gayA hoya tyAre ame dukAne vecANa karatAM. jyAre pitAjI bahArathI Ave ane koI gharAka mAla laI rahyo hoya tyAre gharAkane pUche ke A vastu te keTalAmAM mArA dIkarA pAsethI lIdhI? rUA. 6 nI vastunA rUA. 6.70 levAnuM kaheluM hoya ane jo gharAka rUA. 7 mAM ApI ema kahe to tarata bApujI lApho ThokatA. 30 paisA vadhAre kema lIdhA? ema kahIe ke bAjunI dukAnavALo to A ja vastu rUA. 8 mAM Ape che. tyAre bApujI eTaluM ja kahetA ke e bhale game te bhAve vece ApaNe 12 thI vadhAre napho nahi ja levAno. dhaMdhAmAM 12% thI vadhAre napho anIti kahevAya. ApaNe vadhAre paisA nathI joItA. pahelA prAmANikatA ane pachI paisA. lApho mAravo sahelo che, lApho khAvo agharo che. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - (32) - AvA prAmANiktAnA bApujIe ApelA saMskAranA prabhAve Aje paNa prAmANiktAno guNa sAcavI zakyA chIe. he mA-bApo ! tame tamArA saMtAnone zuM saMskAra ApyA che? bhegu karavAnA ke bhegu rahevAnA? vArasAmAM zuM ApIne javAnA? saguNono ke saMpattino vAraso? parIkSAmAM bAjuvALAmAMthI kopI karIne vadhAre mArka lAvanAra dIkarAne vadhAre mArka AvyAnI zAbAzI ApavAne badale eTalI to salAha ApI zakazo ke bhale mArka ochA Avaze to cAlaze paNa corI to bhUle cUke nahi ja karato. taiyAra cho? eTaluM dhyAna rAkhajo ke Ajano mArkacora dIkaro AvatIkAle dANacora banaze to vAMka kono gaNAze? sAcI salAha nahi ApanAra mA-bApano ke khoTe raste mArka lAvanAra dIkarAno? vadhAre mArka lAvavAthI sArI nokarI ane sAro pagAra maLe che e vAtamAM koI mAla nathI. puNya hoya to ja sArI nokarI ane sAro pagAra maLe che. ema na hota to sArA mArke pAsa thanAra hajAro zikSito Aje bekAra tarIke pharatA na hota. vicArajo hoM.!! 26.pApa bhaya kRSNanagara, amadAvAdano eka yuvAna vaMdana karavA Avyo hato. vaMdana bAda vAta karatAM eNe pUchayuM ke pUjyazrI ! hamaNAM ja covihAra chaThTha karI sAta jAtrA karIne Avyo. deva-gurUkRpAe jAtrA dhAryA karatAM khUba sArI rIte thaI. thoDIka jAtrA bAda thAka khUba lAgyo hato. emAM paNa pANInI tarasa lAgI hatI. vaiyAvacca karanArAoe gulAbajaLanI boTala mArI para chAMTI. ema samajo prabhune yuvAnI ke ghaDapaNa zuM ApavuM che? For Personal & Private Use Only Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (33) ke chAMTatA chAMTatA hu lagabhaga nAhyo. e pANI je girirAjanA pagathiyA para paDayuM ane AvI rIte vadhu paDatuM chaMTAvyuM tenuM mane prAyazcita Apo. je girirAja para pANI paNa na pIvAya, bAtharUmAdi paNa na karAya, are zarIrano mela paNa na naMkhAya tenI para A rIte nAhyo tenI mane AlocanA Apo. uparAMta, thAkane kAraNe caDavAmAM takalIpha hatI. vaiyAvaccavALAoe Teko to Apyo paraMtu sAthe 99 yAtrA karanArI eka-be chokarIoe paNa mArI jAtrA pUrNa thAya eTale Teko Apyo. Ama to ma.sA.e vakhate chokarIo pratye evA koI kharAba bhAva nahotA AvyA. are evo vicAra paNa nahoto Avyo chatAM kadAca Teko ApanArI chokarIo pratye koI rAgano bhAva Avyo hoya to tenuM paNa prAyazcita Apo. paisA bacAvavA mATe rIkSAomAM bhAIonI joDe nizrcitapaNe besI janAra beno jarA vicArajo ! zIlapAlanamAM jeTalI makkamatA keLavazo teTalo ja AtmA mokSa tarapha AgaLa vadhaze. muMbaImAM eka yuvAna maLavA mATe Avyo hato. gurUdevane pUche ke huM je bilDIMgamAM rahuM chuM tyAM savAranA mAre phleTanI moTara cAlu karavI paDe che. AkhA phleTa mATe pANI uparanI TAMkImAM caDe. huM jeTaluM pANI vAparuM tenu ja pApa lAge ke AkhI TAMkInA pANInuM pApa lAge ? gurUdeve kahyuM ke AkhI TAMkInuM pApa lAge. yuvAna kahe ke to pachI ma.sA. A makAna choDI bIje jyAM AvuM pApa na karavuM paDe tevI jagyA rahevA mATe zodhIza. mAre AvuM pApa nathI joItuM. dhanya che AvA yuvAnomAM rahelA pApanA bhayane ! vAsaNAno eka yuvAna aThThamanuM paccakakhANa levA Avyo hato. kAraNa puchatAM kahyuM ke rastAmAM gADI calAvatA acAnaka Ajano yuvAna pahelA premamAM paDe che, pachI vahemamAM paDe che, chevaTe DemamAM paDe che. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - (34) - kyAMkathI galuDiyuM doDatuM AvyuM ane gADI nIce AvI gayuM.gADI tarata ubhI rAkhIne bacAvavAno prayatna khUba karyo paNa bacAvI na zakyA. mane kahe ke meM A nimitte gADI calAvavAnuM hamaNAM thoDA divasa baMdha karI dIdhuM. AlocanA rUpe aThThama to karavAnuM nakkI jAte karyuM che ane eTale ja paccakakhANa levA Avyo chuM. e uparAMta koI AlocanA karavAnI hoya to jaNAvo. to hu karavA taiyAra chuM. jJAnIoe dharma karavAnI yogyatA mATenA jarUrI guNomAM sauthI mahattvano guNa pApabhaya batAvyo che. dharmanI dareka ArAdhanAomAM A ja kAraNe jayaNA batAvI che. je AtmAmAM bIjA jIvo mATe komaLatA nathI, evA niSphara AtmAo dharmanA kSetramAM ayogya che. samakitI AtmAne pApano khUba bhaya hoya che. pApa bane to na kare paraMtu karavuM paDe tyAre atyaMta aphasosa kare, pazcAtApa kare. pApa karavuM paDe tyAre pApano bacAva na karatAM AMkhamAMthI AMsu pADe. cAlo ApaNe paNa AtmAmAM pApano bhaya pedA karI dharmanI yogyatA pedA karIe. yogyatAno vikAsa karIe. 27. tArA zaraNe Avyo chuM emanuM nAma bInAbena harezabhAI ThAra. mULa bhAvanagaranA ane hAla vApImAM rahe che. emanA cAra varSanA putra vIralane AMkhamAM takalIpha thaI. jANakAra DaoNkTarane batAvatAM emaNe kahyuM, AMkhamAM ekAeka reTInAnI takalIpha UbhI thaI che, enI AMkhanI dRSTi lagabhaga 85 TakA jatI rahI che, enI hamaNAM kAMI sAravAra thaI zake tema nathI, enI uMmara soLa varasanI thaze pachIthI davA-upacAra AdithI dhIre dhIre sAruM thaze." DaoNkTaranAM kama khAva tana svastha, gama khAva mana svastha Jain Education internationa Por Personal Private Use Only Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - (35) vacano sAMbhaLI kuTuMbIjano vyathita banyA paNa bInAbena samaju hatA. "mArA arihaMta deva kalpavRkSa, kAmadhenu, kAmakuMbha, aciMtya ciMtAmaNI samAna che. bhAvarogo kADhI ApanArA e tAraka dravyarogo paNa zA mATe na kADhe?" AvuM vicArI pAMca-pratikramaNa, jIvavicAra, navatattva vagere artha sahita jANanArA e bena zakya banyu tyAM aMjanazalAkA vagere prasaMgo para jina pratimAjIone cakSupradAna karavA lAgyA. lo vAMco enA prabhAva. zraddhAvALA e benanI zraddhA saphaLatAne pAmI. emanA putranI AMkho je 85 TakA daSTi gumAvI cUkI hatI. emAM sudhAro thato gayo. have e AMkho 60-70 TakA kAma karanArI banI gaI che.DaoNkTarane punaH batAvatA e kahe, "Azcarya banyuM che. have A bALakanI dRSTimAM kramazaH sudhAro thaze." dAdaranA benanA bAbA mATe paNa pUrve AvuM ja baneluM. namutthaNe sUtramAM prabhu mATe "cakhudayANa' vizeSaNa vaparAyuM che. kharekhara dravyacakSu + bhAvacakSu ApanArA paramAtmAne koTIzaH vaMdanA ! 28. tattvajijJAsA nAraNapurA vistAramAM eka yuvAna caudase pratikramaNa karyA bAda satsaMga karavA beTho. ghaNAM suMdara prazno pUchyA bAda gurUdeve pUchyuM ke satsaMganI bhAvanA kema jAgI? yuvAne vAta karI ke ahIM ejInIyarIMga pUrNa karI amerikAmAM ema.esa. karyuM. tyArabAda tyAM ja joba cAlu karI. amerikAmAM dharmanuM jJAna meLavatAM keTalAMka dharmI AtmAono dharma-AcAra joI AdhyAtmika mArga jANavAnI IcchA jAgI. jema jema jANato gayo tema jijJAsA vadhatI cAlI. e ja arasAmAM pU.A.zrI yazovijayasUrIjI ma.sA.nI copaDI haLImaLIne sAthe khAvuM te premabhojana, ekalA khAvuM te pretabhojana) For Personal & Private Use Only Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - (36) --- adhyAtmanI vAMcavA maLI, khUba rasa paDyo! bIjI paNa evI copaDIo vAMcatA khUba AnaMda AvavA mAMDyo. bhAratamAM Ave tyAre gurUbhagavaMto pAse jAya, bese, jijJAsAnA samAdhAna meLave ane AnaMdita thAya. pU.A.zrI yazovijayasUrIjI joDe paricaya vadhyo. anya gurUomAM pU.paM.zrI yazovijayajI sAthe paNa paricaya vadhyo. manamAM thayuM ke amerikAmAM gurUbhagavaMto nathI maLatAM. nirNaya karyo ke mAre bhAratamAM ja rahevA javuM che! chellAM 5 mAsathI bhAratamAM AvI gayo che. bhale pagAra ocho maLaze te cAlaze paraMtu satsaMga ane mAtA-pitAnI sevA mATe bhAratamAM ja AkhI jiMdagI rahevAno nirNaya karyo che. dharmarahita amerikAvAsI jaine mAtra jANavA khAtara dharmanuM jJAna meLavavAnuM zarU karyuM, to dharmanI tAtI jarUriyAta samajAI gaI ane vadhu jJAna meLavavA, bhAratamAM rahevAnuM, ochI kamANImAM paNa saMtoSapUrvaka rahevAnuM nakkI karyuM che ! evA paNa jijJAsuo che ke jeo varSamAM amuka mahinA bhAratamAM bhaNavA mATe Ave che ! he jaino ! tamAre paNa tamArI bhavobhavanI zAMti Adi meLavI ApanAra dharmanuM tattva roja 1-2 kalAka jJAnI sAdhuo pAsethI tathA pustakomAMthI meLavavAnuM Aje ja zarU karI devuM joIe. AvA bIjA paNa bhAgyazALIo amane maLyA che. dhanyavAda che temanI tattvajijJAsAne !! - 29. tIrtharakSA mATe aThThama tapa 20 tAraka tIrthakaronI nirvANabhUmi zrI sametazikharajI tIrthanI rakSAnI pAvana bhAvanAthI thoDA varSa pUrva amadAvAdanA brahmacaryavratadhArI suzrAvikA a.sau. darzanAbena nayanakumAra zAhe eikavAra khAya te yogI, be vAra khAya te bhogI, traNa vAra rogI, cAra vAra bhikhArI For Personal & Private Use Only Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (37) aTTamanA pAraNe aThThamatapano jApa-dhyAna sAthe vidhipUrvaka zubha prAraMbha karyo. hAlamAM temaNe 1500 aThThamatapa pUrNa karyA che. chellA keTalAya aTTamanA pAraNe AyaMbila karI rahyA che. enI upara pAcho akrama. hAlamAM paNa potAnuM saMpUrNa jIvana A rIte tIrthabhaktimAM samarpaNa karavAnI bhAvanAthI temanI aTTamanI ArAdhanA cAlu ja che. dhanya che temanI tIrthabhaktine!! 30. saMyama raMga lAgyo kAMdivalI, dahANukaravADImAM roSakALamAM rokAyA hatA tyAre eka bhAgyazALI sAMje vinaMtI karavA AvyA. "gurUdeva ! mArA ghare eka jaNa sIrIyasa che. Apa mAMgalika saMbhaLAvavA padhAro to sAru! huM sAthe gayo. gharamAM praveza bAda eka rUmamAM laI gayA. 16 varSano chokaro palaMgamAM sUto hato. gaLAthI nIcenA bhAgamAM paga sudhI oDheluM hatuM. moTuM tathA mAthuM AkhuM kALuM paDI gayeluM. dIkarAnA pappAe vAta karI ke mArA dIkarAne blaDa kensara tharDa sTejanuM che. enA mAmA 2000 karoDanI pArTI che. cheka amerikAmAM ceka karAvA laI gayA. khUba prayatno karyA paNa DaoNkTaranuM kahevuM hatuM ke have bace evA koI cAnsa nathI. bhArata pAcho pahoMce toya nasIba. ghare pAchA lAvyA chIe. 2000 karoDa paNa jIva bacAvI zake tema nathI. enI mAsI DaoNkTara che. satata dhyAna rAkhe che. paraMtu have keTalo samaya bace te geraMTI nathI. Apa mAMgalika saMbhaLAvo. aDadho kalAka mAMgalika-navakAra saMbhaLAvyA. mArI najara uparanA mALiyA para paDI. mALiyAnA henDala para eka rajoharaNa laTakAveluM hatuM. meM te aMge pUchyuM eTale mane kahe ke mAro dIkaro bhAnamAM hato tyAre kaheto hato ke jo huM sAjo thaIza to dIkSA laIza. mane dIkSA khUba game che. 16 varSanI uMmare Avo uttama ( peTa ane peTI (dhana) thoDA uNA rAkho nahi to apaco thaze. ) For Personal & Private Use Only Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - (38) bhAva ! enI bhAvanAne lIdhe ja A ogho upara laTakAvyo che. kadAca bhAnamAM Ave ane upara najara paDe ane e bhAva enA jAge ! ' A bALakane zI khabara ke dIkSAnA bhAvo thayA bAda mane nahI maLe. moTA thaIzuM ane dIkSA laIzuM evA khoTA vicAromAM ghaNAM rahI jatA hoya che. AvatIkAle ApaNe jIvatAM hoIzuM ke nahi te zI khabara ? - pachI to rAtre 9 vAge pharI vinaMtI karavA AvyA. sAmAnyathI ame pratikramaNa bAda bahAra na jaIe. paraMtu samAdhi mATe, mAMgalika saMbhaLAvavA mATe AvI sIrIyasa avasthAmAM jaIe. rAtre 9-30 vAge tenA ghare jaI pharIthI aDadho kalAka-eka kalAka navakAranI dhUna moTethI vArApharatI cAlu rAkhI. aMte rAtre 10 nI AsapAsa huM pAcho Avyo. e ja rAtre e bALaka kALa karI gayo. saMyamanA bhAvo ane aramAno emane ema ja rahI gayA !! 31. dhanya gurUbahumAna devAsa, amadAvAdanA e puNyazALI. kAyamI vyAjanI sAmAnya rakama e ja emanI AvakamAM vAta karatAM jANyuM ke pote sAdhu sAdhvIjInI gocarIno to lAbha le che ja paraMtu sAthe pANI paNa ukALavAno lAbha le che. kyAreka vadhAre ghaDA pANInA ukALavA paDe ane vadhu kharca Ave tyAre gharamAM cArane badale be vastu ja banAvI peTa bharI le jethI be vastuno kharca bacI jAya ane te bacelA paisAmAMthI pANI vadhAre ukALavAno lAbha maLI jAya.uMmaramAM khUba vRddha chatAM gurUbhaktine dhanyavAda! loca paNa karAve che. zAMtisnAtra bhaNAvavuM saheluM ke zAMti rAkhavI sahelI? , For Personal & Private Use Only Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (39) 32.maMdira padhAro svAmI salUNA vejalapura vistAramAM eka TenAmenTamAM zrI saMbhavanAtha paramAtmAnI calapratiSThA karavAmAM AvI. eka bArIno kAca kharAba hato. musalamAna ne kAca sarakho karavA najIkanA vistAramAMthI bolAvyo. kAma patI gayA bAda jyAre paisA ApavAnA AvyA tyAre musalamAne nA pADI. kAraNa pUchatAM teNe kahyuM ke mAre keTalIka 2kama amuka vyakti pAsethI levAnI nIkaLatI hatI. ghaNAM prayatna karavA chatAM te Apato na hato. bhagavAnanuM kAma karatAM vicAryuM ke jaino bhagavAnanA camatkAronI khUba vAto karatAM hoya che. AmanA bhagavAna jo sAcA hoya, mane mArI 2kama pelo ApI de to kAcanA kAmanA paisA nahIM lauM. ghare gayA bAda sAmevALAe mArA paisA kharekhara ApI dIdhA. mane vizvAsa besI gayo ke jainonA bhagavAne ja A kAma karyuM che. tamArA paisA mAre levAnA nathI. pharI kAcanuM kAma paDe to bolAvajo . asaMbhavane saMbhava karanArA saMbhavanAtha prabhujIe pUrvabhavamAM dukALamAM anekanI khUba bhakti karelI. e ja puNyanA prabhAve tIrthaMkara nAmakarma sudhI to pahoMcyA ja paNa AgaLa vadhI Aje paNa enA paracA maLe che. bolo zrI saMbhavanAtha prabhuno jaya ho ! vijaya ho ! 33.mahAmaMtra aa jApa ro navA vADajanA eka bhAgyazALI jaNAve che ke mAro ajaina mitra jene meM A pustaka vAMcavA ApyuM. vAMcyA pachI tenI navakAra pratyenI zraddhA khUba ja vadhI gaI. tene mArI pAse AvI navakAra zIkhI ane roja gaNavAnuM zarU karyuM. zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha prabhunA jIvanamAM anekone hAza ApI haze to maryA bAda ItihAsa racAze. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (40) phoTA samakSa besIne te roja jApa kare. tenA pappAthI A sahana thAya nahIM paNa kare zuM ? banyuM evuM ke tenA pappAno paga macakoDAI gayo. ane temaNe dIkarAne eTale ke mArA mitrane kahyuM ke tame to bahu moTA maMtra sAdhaka cho to maTADo mArA paganA dukhAvAne. ane kharekhara mArA mitre akhaMDa zraddhAthI navakAra gaNI ane pANI tenA pappAne pIvA ApyuM ane macakoDanA bhAga para hAtha pheravyo ane camatkAra sarjAyo. gaNatarInI miniTomAM temano paga sAjo thaI gayo ! A banAva pachI teNe tarata ja mane phona karI A ghaTanA kahI. eka ajaina vyakti jene kyAreya navakArano 'na' paNa nahoto sAMbhaLyo tenAmAM AvI gajabanI tAkAta kyAMthI AvI ? tyAre javAba maLyo 'zraddhA.' 34. pratikramaNano prabhAva kailAsabena vAsaNAthI lakhe che ke mane potAne kensara che. savAramAM uThatAM zarIra eTaluM duHkhe ke vicAryuM pratikramaNa nathI karavuM. paNa pAcho vicAra Avyo ke nA, nA. gharanuM kAma to huM karIza to pachI A kema nahi ? pratikramaNa karyuM. navakArazI karI. rasoImAM ukaLatI dALa utAratA sANasInA be bhAga chuTA thaI gayA. dALa DhoLAI ane chAMTA badhA mArI AMkhomAM uDyA. paNa mArI AMkhane ukaLatI dALe paNa kAMI AMca nA AvI ane mane dharma upara zraddhA thaI gaI. manamAM thayuM ke pratikramaNanuM tAtkAlika phaLa dAdAe batAvI dIdhuM. tyArathI mArI zraddhA vadhI gaI che. 35. jaino banyA jaina mahesANA najIka lIMca nAmanuM nAnakaDuM gAma. zikhara baMdhI lagna pUrve vAIpha Ijha lAIpha ane lagna bAda vAIpha Ijha nAIpha (chatrI) ? For Personal & Private Use Only Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (41). AdIzvara dAdAnuM jinAlaya. paraMtu jainanuM eka paNa ghara hAlamAM nathI. traNa varSa pahelAM pU.A. bhadrakarasUrI ma.sA.nA AjJAvartI sA. yazovardhanAzrIjIe comAsuM karyuM ane AkhA gAmamAM jANe ke tapa, dharmanI mosama AvI gaI. gAmamAM dareka gharamAM kaMdamULa baMdha, ghaNA badhA loko ukALeluM pANI pIvA lAgyAM. satsaMganA prabhAve paryuSaNa AvatA sudhImAM to gAmanI AkhI ronaka badalAI gaI. rAtre vyAkhyAna rAkhe to gAmaDAnA loko AkhA divasanI majUrI pachI paNa 350 thI 450nI saMkhyAmAM Ave ! sAdhvIjI ma.sA. ne upAzrayamAM levA badhA jatA ane mUkavA paNa badhA jatA. paryuSaNamAM ekAsaNAnuM tapa karAvyuM. temAM paNa rojanAM 100 ekAsaNA thayA. AyaMbilanI oLIno pAyo paNa ghaNA badhAe nAkhyo. Aje tyAM ma.sA. nathI paraMtu keTalAka loko ajaina hovA chatAM savAra-sAMjanuM pratikramaNa dararoja kare che. ajainonA gAmamAM gurUbhagavaMtonA comAsAdithI aneka ajainonA parivartananA ghaNA prasaMgo hAlamAM banyA che, banI rahyA che. ame jyAre gayA varSe lIMca gayA tyAre ghaNA badhA loko (ajaino) zatruMjayanI jAtrA karavA sAmUhika 2-3 divasa mATe basamAM gayA hatA. 36. navAra japane se jayazrIbena darzana karIne pAchA AvatA hatA. eka gADIvALAe evI Takkara mArI ke AgaLa baLadagADuM ane pAchaLa gADI. baLadagADAmAM emano ekTIvA no kAca bharAI gayo ane lagabhaga pAMca-sAta mInITa sudhI gADA sAthe bharAI ane kheMcAyA. vAhana calAvatI vakhate kAyama jApa cAlu ja hoya. badhA loko bhegA thaI gayA ane bacAvavA AvyA paraMtu jApanA prabhAve emane khAlI AMkhanI upara saheja kheMcAyAnuM DhImaNuM thaI gayuM. e sivAya (derAsaramAM cokhA ghaNI vAra mUkyA, dilathI cokhA kyAre thaIzuM? For Personal & Private Use Only Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - (42) - bIjuM kAMI ja temane ke temanA skUTarane thayuM nahI. tyArathI temanI zradhdhA vizeSathI vadhI. ekavAra jayazrIbena darzana-pUjA karIne lagabhaga eka vAge naroDAthI basamAM nIkaLyA ane kAlupura sTezane basamAMthI utarI cAlatA cAlatA bIjA sTenDa sudhI jatA hatAM. navakArano jApa to cAlu ja hato. evAmAM 81 naMbaranI basano DrAIvara ekadama ja ubhelI basane haMkAravA lAgyo ane ekadama AgaLanA paiDAmAM bena athaDAI ane aMdara AvI gayA chatAM dilamAM eka mAtra ja zrI jinezvara deva ane navakAra upara zradhdhAthI emane kAMI ja thayuM nahi! ane basano DrAIvara tathA badhA loko AzcaryamAM paDI gayA. 37. corInuM dhana nA rahe gharamAM amarelI (gujarAta)nA e sapUta. ela.ela.bI. sudhI bhaNelA. muMbaInI ati prakhyAta moTI kaMpanImAM emano paracejha ophisarano hodo. amarelIthI muMbaI AvyA paNa emane rahevAnI jagA nahotI. eka bahu moTA paracejhamAM emane sku saplAyarsa taraphathI lAMcanI ophara maLI ke amane A orDara Apo. amo tamone pArlAmAM be rUma-kicananuM makAna onarazIpanuM apAvI daIe. nyAya e ja dhana kamAvAno sarvazreSTha upAya che" jevA jinavacano para zradhdhAvALA Amane muMbaImAM rahevAnI ghaNI hADamArI hatI. cAra bALako ane patnInA bhaviSyano prazna hato, chatAM A ophara emaNe na ja svIkArI. dharmI duniyAmAM emanuM sanmAna vadhI gayuM. eo zAMti-samAdhi suMdara prasannatApUrNa jIvana jIvI gayA. e suzrAvakanu zubha nAma cinubhAI nAgaradAsa zAha paTaNI hAla parivAra kAMdIvalI (vesTa) muMbaI. makAnanI uMcAI vadhAravI che ke mananI uMcAI? For Personal & Private Use Only Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (43) 38. nAstikyAMthI Astika malADanA dIpIkAbena lakhe che ke huM to khAlI navakArazI ja karatI, enI jagyAe jaina Adarza prasago pustaka vAMcyA bAda preraNA maLavAthI pratikramaNa ne cauvihAra karatI thaI. ATaluM karatI thaI to mammI ne navAI lAgI ke AnI pAchaLanuM kAraNa zuM? paNa jyAre ene khabara paDI ke A buka vAMcavAthI enA bhAva jAgyA, tyAre to e eTalI khuza thaI ke ene AnI 15-20 buka laIne je sAva nAstIka ja hoya e lokone A buka ApI. e loko paNa vAMcyA bAda mammI pAse navakAra zIkhavA AvavA lAgyA. koI koI to pUjA darzana paNa karavA lAgyA. pAThazALA paNa cAlu karavA lAgyA. e loko to mammIne dhanyavAda ApavA lAgyA. kahevA lAgyA ke amane paNa Avo dharma maLyo hota to kevuM sAruM. ema A buka gotavA mATe muzkelI paDI paNa Akhare maLI gaI ane badhA bhAga vAMcyA ane vAMcyA pachI paNa vAraMvAra vAMcu chuM. kyAreka kyAreka to manamAM evuM vicAruM ke je bhagavAne 24 kalAka ApyA che enI jagyAe 25 kalAka ApyA hota to eka kalAka vadhAre vAMcavA maLata. 39. pustakthI parivartana navasArInA kArtikIbena lakhe che ke mArAthI biyAsaNuM paNa mAMDa mAMDa thAya che. huM AkhA varSamAM phakta paryuSaNanA ATha biyAsaNA karuM. basa jIvanamAM moTo pheraphAra A buka dvArA Avyo. pahelIvAra paryuSaNamAM ekAsaNA karyA. comAsuM zarU thatAM paryuSaNa sudhInA badhA ja (aMtarAya sivAya) pratikramaNa karyA. AIskIma mane bahu ja bhAve che. joIne pANI ja AvI jAya. tenI AjIvana bAdhA lIdhI. pAubhAjI to pAuM vagara kevI rIte navakArano japa, AyaMbilano tapa, brahmacaryano khapa, dUra kare badhI lapa. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - (44) bhAve? to paNa pAuMnI AjIvana bAdhA lIdhI. mAruM joIne mArI nAnI chokarI thoDA thoDA divasa mATe pAMu, keDabarI, pApaDa, AIskrIma jevI ghaNI badhI enI ja pasaMdanI AITamonI bAdhA le che. mArI bebIne traNa mahinAthI TonsIla pAkI gayA hatA. davA paNa cAlatI ja hatI. A copaDInA vAMcana bAda paryuSaNamAM cosaTha praharI pauSadha karavA hatA. DaoNkTare AgalA divase nA pADI. tene TonsIlamAMthI rasI jharatI hatI. moTuM khUba ja vAsa mAratuM. be divasa dezAvagAsika karI davA lIdhI ane pachI jIda karI. pappAne A copaDInAM dRSTAMto vaMcAvI pAchaLa badhA pauSadha karyA !! jene pANI pI zake tevI paNa jagyA gaLAmAM rahI na hatI eNe ahorAtanA pauSadha karyA. copaDI cho paDI ema nahI copaDI badale khopaDI. e vAkya yAda rAkho. lokamAnya TILaka kahetA hatA ke svargamAM copaDI vAMcavA na maLe ane narakamAM copaDI vAMcavA maLatI hoya to huM narakamAM javAnuM pasaMda karIza. cAlo jJAnanI AzAtanAnA bahAnA choDI suMdara pustako vasAvavAno ane vAMcavAno saMkalpa karIe. - 40.sAdharminI zrImaMtAI muMbaInA suzrAvikA paTaNI zakuMtalAbena kasturacaMda zAha (u.va.67) nA jIvanamAM dharma mArge temaja samArge vAvelI lakSmInI yAdI emanA zabdomAM vAMcIe - huM nAnapaNathI sADI vecavAno temaja sADI phola bIDIMganuM kAma karatI. bA tathA pitAjInA avasAna pachI huM mAruM ghara bhADe ApatI. 12 mahinAnuM bhADuM bheguM karI dharmamAM sArA mArge vAparatI. pahelIvAra paisA bhegA thayAM. temAMthI meM virAra ( rAgano tyAga karavo hoya to pahelA tyAgano rAga ubho karo. ) Jain Educator international For Personal & Private Use Only Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - (45) (agAzI)mAM navapadajI AyaMbilanI oLI karAvI. pachI bIjIvAra 12 mahinAnA paisA bhegA thayAM temAMthI pAlItANA tIrthamAM bhAtu ApyuM. trIjIvAranA 12 mahinAnA paisAmAMthI sAtakSetra, AyaMbila khAtuM, gauzALA, sAdhAraNa khAtuM, sAdhusAdhvIjI ma.sA. mATe vaiyAvacca khAte, garama pANI khAte, jIvadayA, sAdharmika, gauzALA, vRdhdhAzrama, pAMjarApoLa, bhAtA khAtuM, sAkaranA pANI temaja cA-ukALAnI bhakti vageremAM vAparyA. cothI vakhata 12 mahinAnA paisAmAMthI zaMtrujayanA AdinAtha dAdAne sonAnI gInI, hIro, aSTaprakArI pUjAno thALa, cAMdInuM bIjorU, kaLaza vagare caDhAvyAM. pAMcamI vakhate 12 mahinAnA paisAmAMthI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha dAdA temaja pAlItANAnA Adezvara dAdA mATe savA traNa tolAnA sonAnA be hAra banAvarAvyA. chaThThI vakhatanA 12 mahinAnA paisAmAMthI eka basamAM pAlItANA ane zaMkhezvaranI jAtrA karAvI temaja banAvelA sonAnA be hAra baMne ThekANe AdIzvara dAdA ane pArzvanAtha dAdAne caDAvyAM. sAthe Avela badhAne kezara bharI cAMdInI DabbI ApI. pachI thoDA paisA bhegA thayA temAMthI rU.5OOO zaMkhezvaramAM upAzraya mATe ApyA. - sAtamI vakhata aDhAra mahinAnA paisAmAMthI bA tathA pitAjInA nAmano pAMca divasano jinendra bhakti occhava karyo. temAM sidhdhacakrapUjana, mahApUjA, traNa maMDaLanI pUjA traNa divasa rAkhI ne zAMtisnAtra bhaNAvyuM. temaja marInaDrAIvanA zaMkhezvara pArzvaprabhu (mULanAyaka) ne sonA ane cAMdI ane mInAno mugaTa karAvI caDAvyo. ATha varSa pahelA 20 hajAra rUpiyAno thayo. eja varSe pribhune saMpattinI jema Apatti (Tenzana)nI paNa bheTa ApatA zIkho.) - For Personal & Private Use Only Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - (46) - varSItapanuM pAraNuM hastinApura karyuM. tyAM cAMdInA vRSabha ane ghaDo caDAvyAM. AThamIvAra 12 mahinAnA paisAmAthI bIjA varSItapanuM pAraNuM vAlakezvara karyuM tyAM bhaktAmAra mahApUjana bhaNAvyuM ne jamaNavAra karyo. navamI vAra 12 mahinAnA paisAmAMthI pAlItANA dAdAnI jAtrA karI nIce utarI badhAnuM (DoLIvALA bhAI baheno sahita) tilaka karI saMgha pUjana karyuM. tyAra pachI mArA gharanA rUA.25 lAkha AvyA temAMthI rUA.12 lAkha TrasTamAM ApyA. paisAmAMthI A.rAjayazasUri ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM meM saha-saMghapati banIne amadAvAdathI pAlItANAno ra1 divasano charI pAlIta saMgha kADhyo. A.bha.jagavallabhasUri ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM poSa dazamInA aThThama karavA gaI to tyAM jANa thaI ke dharmacakra tIrthamAM navakAramaMtranA 68 akSaranA aDasaTha zikharabaMdhI daherAsaranuM nirmANa thavAnuM che. pUjyazrIne mArA mananI bhAvanA jaNAvatA te paikI eka daherAsarajInI derInA nirmANano lAbha maLyo. A suzrAvikA nA dAnAdi dharmanI bhUri bhUri anumodanA !!! A zrAvikAe aneka viziSTa tapo tathA aneka chari pAlita saMghomAM ArAdhanA karelI che. 41. asaMbhavane saMbhava kranArA vi.saM.2065, eprila aMtamAM yuvAnonI zibira babalapurA dahegAma pUrNa thayA bAda vihAra karI kRSNanagara, naroDA AvyA. 1-5-2009nA roja ajANyA be bhAgyazALI vaMdana karavA baporanA samaye AvyA. vaMdana bAda vAta karI ke "mahArAja zrI! (prabhue jagatane banAvyuM nathI, batAvyuM che ane duHkhathI bacAvyuM che.) For Personal & Private Use Only Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (47) ame navA naroDA vistAramAM rahIe chIe. tyAM hAlamAM 40-50 jainanA gharo che. pArzvanAtha TAunazIpanuM derAsara cAlatA 15 miniTa jevuM thAya. najIkamAM bIjuM koI derAsara nathI. derAsara dUra hovAthI ghaNAnI bhAvanA hovA chatAM darzana-pUjA karavA jaI zakatA nathI. comAsAmAM to lagabhaga nahI ja. amArI evI bhAvanA che ke jo najIkamAM derAsara thAya to amArI ArAdhanA sArI thAya, roja darzana-pUjAno lAbha maLe." nAma hatu e bhAgyazALInuM hasamukhabhAI. meM e vistAra joyo nahoto eTale meM kahyuM "eka be divasamAM pahelA vistAra, sthaLa joIe. huM tyAM AvuM tyAre sahune bhegA karajo. badhA bhegA thaI vicArazuM, pachI vAta derAsaranI." be divasa bAda savAre 6nI AsapAsa javAnuM thayuM. 8-10 bhAIo ane 20-25 zrAvikAo bhegI thaI hatI. prAsaMgika 10-15 minITa temanI bhAvanAnI anumodanA karI. prabhune lAvavA sahelA che paNa pachInI sAcavavAnI javAbadArI ghaNI moTI che. prabhujIne lAvyA bAda koNa koNa pUjA karaze te pahelA lIsTa banAvo. ghaNA badhAe pUjA karavA mATe nAma noMdhAvyA ane mane lAgyuM ke ATalA badhAnI bhAvanA che to hAlamAM A ja vistAramAM eka phUleTa bhADe rAkhI paMcadhAtunA paramAtmA trigaDAmAM padharAvIe. badhAe tahatti karyuM. zrI pArzvaprabhu ane sidhdhacakrajI tA.16-5-2009nA eka phuleTa bhADe rAkhI temAM padharAvyA. ghaNA bhAgyazALIo padhAryA. ati bhAvollAsa vacce prabhujInI padharAmaNI bAda navakArazI thaI. jema jema AjubAjumAM khabara paDatI gaI tema jaino pUjA karavAvALA vadhavA lAgyA. zAMtinI IcchA hoya to pahelA IcchAnI zAMti karo. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - (48) eka mahinA sudhI lokonA bhAvanI uttamatA jotA lAgyuM ke A bhAgyazALIonI ATalI badhI sArI bhAvanA che to derAsara banAvavAnI preraNA karIe to vizeSa lAbha thAya. hasamukhabhAI, sacInabhAI vigere aneka derAsaranI preraNAne jhIlI. zAMtinAthanI poLa, caMdraprabhusvAmInA derAsaranA bhoMyarAmAMthI vi.saM.1910mAM bharAvelA zrI saMbhavanAtha prabhujI paNa tyAMnA TrasTIoe udAratAthI ApavA hA pADI. tA.17-6-2009, budhavAra jeTha vada-9, vi.saM. 206pamAM zrI saMbhavanAtha prabhujInI raMge caMge pratiSThA thaI. tyArabAda, to be ArAdhanAbhavana paNa nirmANa thayela che. saMghanuM nAma che zrI lablinidhAna jaina saMgha. 31 IMcanA zrI mANibhadravIra tathA zrI padmAvatI devI paNa padharAvela che. dara besatA mahine tathA dara pUname darzana-pUjA karavA AvanArane bhAtI paNa eka puNyazALI , taraphathI apAya che. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto tathA sahune saMghanI khAsa vinaMtI che ke Apa sahu avazya atre padhAro. naroDA, kRSNanagara, oDhava, nikola sahunI madhyamAM Avelo A saMgha che. sAdharmikane anAjanI sahAya karavI jarUrI che, rakamathI sahAya karI zakAya paNa A badhI madado thoDA samaya mATe upayogI che. jyAre sAdharmikone kAyamI dharmasthAna mATe madada karIe to varSo sudhI teo dharmArAdhanAdi kare tenuM puNya ApaNane maLe. sAdharmika bhaktine badhA dharmomAM zreSTha gaNAvyo che. A ja saMghanA ArAdhanA bhavanamAM lAbha levAnI bhAvanAvALA mATe yojanA Apela che. e bhAga - 9 saMpUrNa For Personal & Private Use Only Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prastAvanA gulAba jevA maghamaghatA A satya prasaMgo vartamAnakALanA hovAthI khUba preraka che. amAsanI aMdhArI rAtre AhalAdaka prakAza relAvatA TamaTamatA tAralA jevA A uttama dharmI zrAvakonA pavitra prasaMgo tamane cokkasa ArAdhanA ane anumodanAnuM puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAvI khUba khUba Atmahita karavA samartha banAvaze. Atmahita sAdhavA AvA prasaMgomAMthI yathAzakti dharma karavAno saMkalpa A vAMcI zIdhra karazo. ane aMte E he vAcaka! pustakagamyuM? = to emAMthI vattI ochI ArAdhanA jIvanamAM lAvavA saMkalpa karI yojanA baddha puruSArtha karavA jevo che. E saMtAnone A prasaMgo premathI kahI susaMskArI banAvavA joIe. = A prasaMgo zAMtithI, vAraMvAra vAMcavAthI khUba ja lAbha thaze. E mitro, svajano, paDozIo vagerene bheTa ApavAthI temanuM jIvana paNa maghamaghatuM upavana banI zake che.! zubha prasaMgo vAraMvAra AvatA hoya che. kyAreka A suMdara pustakanI prabhAvanA karavAthI ghaNAne thoDo ghaNo lAbha thaze. ghaNAM badhAne lAbha thayo paNa che. gAme gAma Ano pracAra thavAthI nAnA-moTA sahune prAyaH A prasaMgothI ArAdhanA, anumodanAnI preraNA maLaze. tamane alpa dhanathI paropakAranuM puNya maLaze. prathama bhAganI mAtra 500 nakalo sAthe prakAzita thayela A pustaka bhAga 1 thI 12 navI 50,000 kopI sAthe pragaTa thayela che. pahelA bhAganI 17 varSamAM 21 AvRtti ane bAkInA bhAganI paNa aneka AvRtti ane hiMdI sAthe, AnI kula 5,49,000nakalo pragaTa thaI che. gha saghaLA bhAga vAMco, vaMcAvo, vasAvo, vicAro, vaheMco. = bhAga 1 thI 8 bhegA ane 1 thI 1ra chuTA kansezanathI maLaze. 5 AvA preraka khAtarI vALA satya prasaMgo pUrI vigata sAthe mane mokalI Apo. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ma" mAre sukha ja joIe che" thI AvI IcchA vizvanA dareka jIvanI hoya che. jIva sukha mATe mahenata paNa kare che paraMtu aphasosa ke saMsAranA sukho mATe anaMto kALa mahenata karI paraMtu haMmezA du:kha ja lamaNe jhIMkAyu che. kaI rIte maLe sukha ? kaI rIte maLelu sukha kAyama Take ? eno eka mAtra uttara che ke sidhdhigatinI prApti. sidhdhigati eTale jyAM AtmAnuM anaMtu sukha, anaMtu jJAna zAzvatA anaMta kALa mATe rahe tevI gati. zIdhrAtizIdhra mokSaprApti mATe paMcasUtramAM traNa upAya batAvavAmAM AvyA che. (1) arihaMtAdi cAranA zaraNa (2) sva duSkatonI niMdA (3) sva - paranA sukRtonI anumodanA. 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