Book Title: Death Before During and After Marathi
Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Aradhana Trust
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdA bhagavAna kathita mRtyUveLI AdhI ANi naMtara kuThalyAhI vastucA janma jhAlA, mhaNaje tyAcA mRtyU avazya hoto. he janma-maraNa AtmyAce nAhI, AtmA paramananTa vastU Ahe. Marathi Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ HNODY VICA dAdA bhagavAna kathita mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara mULa gujarAtI saMkalana : Do. nIrUbahana amIna anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzaka : zrI ajita sI. paTela dAdA bhagavAna ArAdhanA TrasTa, dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kaoNlejacyA mAge, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda - 380014, gujarAta. phona - (079 ) 39830100 All Rights reserved - Shri Deepakbhai Desai Trimandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Adalaj, Dist.-Gandhinagar-382421, Gujarat, India. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission from the holder of the copyrights. prathama AvRtti : 3000 oNkTobara 2016 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' ANi 'mI kAhIca jANata nAhI', hA bhAva! dravya mUlya : 10 rupaye mudraka : aMbA oNphaseTa B-99, ilekTronIksa GIDC, ka-6 roDa, sekTara-25, gAMdhInagara-382044 phona : (079) 39830341 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trimaMtra vartamAnatIcaMkara da... zrI sImaMdharavAmAM namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM namo uvAjhAvANaM namo loe sabbasAhUrNa eso paMca namukAro, savva pAvappaNAsaNI maMgalANaM ca savvesi, paDarma havAi maMgalam 1 OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya 2 OM namaH zivAya 3 jaba saccidAnaMda Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezanacI prakAzita pustake marAThI 1. bhogato tyAcI cUka 11. pApa-puNya 2. eDajesTa evharIvheara 12. AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 3. je ghaDale toca nyAya 13. pati-patnIcA divya vyavahAra 4. saMgharSa TALA 14. samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 5. mI koNa Ahe ? 15. mAnava dharma 6. krodha 16. mRtyuveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara 7. ciMtA 17. sevA-paropakAra 8. pratikramaNa 18. dAna 9. bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma 19. trimaMtra 10. karmAce vijJAna 20. vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI hindI 1. jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna 20. prema 2. sarva duHkhoM se mukti 21. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA vyavahAra 3. karma kA siddhAMta 22. samajha se prApta brahmacarya Atmabodha 23. dAna maiM kauna hU~? 24. mAnava dharma 6. vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara... 25. sevA-paropakAra 7. bhugate usI kI bhUla 26. mRtyu samaya, pahale aura pazcAta 8. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 27. nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa 9. TakarAva TAlie 28. pati-patnI kA divya vyavahAra 10. huA so nyAya 29. kleza rahita jIvana 11. ciMtA 30. guru-ziSya 12. krodha 31. ahiMsA 13. pratikramaNa satya-asatya ke rahasya 14. dAdA bhagavAna kauna ? 33. camatkAra 15. paisoM kA vyavahAra 34. pApa-puNya 16. aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 35. vANI, vyavahAra meM... 17. jagata kartA kauna ? 36. karma kA vijJAna 18. trimaMtra 37. AptavANI - 1 se 8 aura 13 (pUrvArdha) 19. bhAvanA se sudhare janmojanma 38. samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pUrvArdha-uttarArdha) * dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana dvAre gujarAtI, hindI ANi iMgrajI bhASeta suddhA barIca pustake prakAzita jhAlI Ahe. * pratyeka mahinyAta hindI, gujarAtI ANi iMgrajI bhASeta dAdAvANI megejhIna prakAzita hota Ahe. 3 WWW Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdA bhagavAna koNa? jUna 1958 saMdhyAkALacI aMdAje sahAcI veLa, surata sTezanavara aloTa gardI hotI. pleTaphArma naMbara tInacyA relvecyA bAkAvara basalele zrI. aMbAlAla muLajIbhAI paTela rupI dehamaMdirAta naisargika svarUpAta kityeka janmAMpAsUna vyakta hoNyAsAThI AtUra asalele 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa jhAle ANi nisargAne sarjana kele adhyAtmAce adbhUta Azcarya! ekA tAsAta vizvadarzana lAbhale! mI koNa? bhagavaMta koNa? jaga koNa cAlavata Ahe ? karma mhaNaje kAya? muktI kazAlA mhaNatAta? ityAdI jagAtIla sarva AdhyAtmika praznAMcI rahasye saMpUrNapaNe prakaTa jhAlI. azA prakAre nisargAne vizvAlA pradAna kele eka advitIya, saMpUrNa darzana ANi hyAce mAdhyama banale aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI| paTela, je hote gujarAtace carotara jilhyAtIla bhAdaraNa gAvace pATIla, kaMTrAkTacA vyavasAya karaNAre ANi tarIhI pUrNa vItarAga puruSa. tyAMnA jJAna prApti jhAlI tazI te phakta dona tAsAta itara mumukSunAM suddhA AtmajJAna prApti karavIta asata, tyAMcyA siddha jhAlelyA adbhUta jJAna prayogAdvAre. tyAlA akrama (kramavirahIta) mArga mhaTale jAte. akrama mhaNaje kramAzivAyacA ANi krama mhaNaje pAyarI pAyarIne, kramAkramAne vara caDhaNe! akrama mhaNaje liphTa mArga! zaoNrTa kaTa !! te svataH pratyekAlA 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa?' hyAbaddalacI phoDa karUna detAnA mhaNAyace kI, "he disatAta te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nAhIta. he tara e.ema. paTela Aheta. AmhI jJAnIpuruSa Ahota ANi Ata pragaTa jhAle te dAdA bhagavAna Aheta. dAdA bhagavAna tara caudAlokAce nAtha Aheta, te tumacyAta paNa Aheta, sarvAMmadhye Aheta! tumacyAta avyakta rupAta Aheta ANi 'yethe' mAjhyA Ata saMpUrNapaNe vyakta jhAlele Aheta! mAjhyA Ata pragaTa jhAlele 'dAdA bhagavAna' yAMnA mI paNa namaskAra karato." vyApArAta dharma asAvA paraMtu dharmAta vyApAra nasAvA.yA siddhAMtAne tyAMnI Apale saMpUrNa jIvana vyatIta kele. saMpUrNa jIvanAta tyAMnI kadhIhI koNAkaDUnahI paise ghetale nAhIta, ulaTa svata:cyA vyavasAyAtUna jhAlelyA phAyadyAtUna bhaktAMnA yAtrA karavIta asata. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmajJAna prApticI pratyakSa lIMka mI tara, kAhI lokAMnA mAjhyA hAtUna siddhi pradAna karaNAra Ahe. naMtara koNItarI havA kI nako! naMtara lokAMnA mArga tara havAca nA? - dAdAzrI parama pUjya dAdAzrI gAvo-gAvI, deza-videzI paribhramaNa karuna mumukSUnA satsaMga ANi AtmajJAna prAptI karavIta hote. dAdAzrIMnI ApalyA hayAtItaca pUjya DaoN. nIrubahana amIna (nIrumA) yAMnA AtmajJAna prApta karavUna deNyAcI jJAnasiddhI pradAna kelI hotI. dAdAzrIMcyA dehavilayAnaMtara nIrumA tyAMcyApramANeca mumukSUnA satsaMga va AtmajJAprAptI nimitta bhAvAne karavita asata. pUjya dIpakabhAI desAI yAMnA dAdAzrIMnI satsaMga karaNyAcI siddhI pradAna kelI hotI. pU. nIrumAMcyA upasthitItaca tyAMcyAca AzIrvAdAne pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzAta kityeka ThikANI jAUna mumukSUnA AtmajJAna prAptI karavana deta hote, he kArya nIrumAMcyA dehavilayAnaMtara AjasuddhA cAlUca Ahe. yA AtmajJAna prAptInaMtara hajAro mumukSu yA saMsArAta rAhUna, sarva jabAbadAr2yA saMbhALata asatAnA suddhA mukta rAhUna AtmaraNatecA anubhava gheta Aheta. pustakAta mudrita vANI mokSArthIlA mArgadarzanAsAThI atyaMta upayogI siddha hoIla, paraMtu mokSapraptisAThI AtmajJAna prApta karaNe garajece Ahe. akrama mArgAne AtmajJAna prAptIcA mArga AjasuddhA cAlU (mokaLA) Ahe. jasA prajvalita divAca dusar2yA divyAlA prajvalIta karu zakato, tyAcapramANe pratyakSa AtmajJAnIMkaDUna AtmajJAna prApta karunaca svata:cA AtmA jAgRta hoU zakato. Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nivedana parama pUjya 'dAdA bhagavAna' yAMcyA praznottarI satsaMgAta vicAralelyA praznAMce uttara detAnA tyAMcyA zrImukhAtUna adhyAtma ANi vyavahAra jJAnAsaMbaMdhI jI vANI nighAlI, tI rekaoNrDa karUna, saMkalana va saMpAdana karUna pustakAMcyA rupAta prakAzita kelI jAta Ahe. tyAca sAkSAta sarasvatIce adbhUta saMkalana hyA pustakAta jhAle Ahe, je AmhA sarvAMsAThI varadAnarupa Tharela. prastuta anuvAdAcI vAkyaracanA marAThI vyAkaraNAcyA mApadaNDA vara kadAcita kharI TharaNAra nAhI, paraMtu dAdAzrIMcI gujarAtI vANIce zabdazaH marAThI anuvAda karaNyAcA prayatna kelelA Ahe, kI jeNe karuna vAcakAMnA asA anubhava vhAvA kI dAdAjIMcIca vANI aikalI jAta Ahe. paNa tarIsuddhA dAdAzrIMcyA AtmajJAnAce acUka Azaya, jase Ahe tase tara tumhAlA gujarAtI bhASetaca avagata hoIla. jyAMnA jJAnAcA gahana artha samajUna ghyAyacA asela, jJAnAcA kharA marma jANAyacA asela, tyAMnI yA hetUne gujarAtI bhASA zikAvI azI AmacI namra vinaMtI Ahe. anuvAdAtIla truTIMsAThI ApalI kSamA prArthIto. vAcakAMnA... * hyA pustakAtIla mudrita pAThyasAmagrI mULata: 'mRtyu samaye, pahelA ane pachI' yA gujarAtI pustakAce marAThI anuvAda Ahe. jithe jithe 'caMdUbhAU' hyA nAvAcA ullekha kelA Ahe, tithe vAcakAMnI svataHce nAva samajUna vAcana karAve. pustakAtIla koNatIhI goSTa jara tumhAlA samajalI nAhI, tara pratyakSa satsaMgAta yeUna tyAce samAdhAna miLavAve azI namra vinaMtI. dAdAzrIMcyA zrI mukhAtUta nighAlele kAhI gujarAtI zabda jase cyA tase 'iTAliksa' madhye Thevale Aheta, kAraNa tyA zabdAMsAThI marAThImadhye taseca koNatehI zabda upalabdha nAhIta kI jyAmuLe tyAcA artha pUrNapaNe samajatA yeIla. paNa tarIhI tyA zabdAce samAnArthI zabda () kaMsAta lihilele Aheta. Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMpAdakIya mRtyU manuSyAlA atizaya bhayabhIta karato, kitItarI zoka utpanna karato ANi kevaLa duHkhAtaca buDavUna Thevato. pratyeka manuSyAlA jIvanAta koNAcyAtarI mRtyUce sAkSI banAveca lAgate. tyAveLI mRtyUsaMbaMdhI zekaDo vicAra manAta yetAta, kI mRtyUcyA svarUpAcI vAstavikatA kAya asela ? paraMtu tyAce rahasya na ulagaDalyAmuLe tetheca to aDakUna paDato. mRtyUce rahasya jANaNyAsAThI pratyeka vyakti utsuka asateca. tyA bAbatIta bareca kAhI aikaNyAta kiMvA vAcaNyAta yete. lokAMkaDUnahI kAhI mAhitI miLate paraMtu te mAtra buddhIce tarkaca asatAta. mRtyU kAya asela ? mRtyUcyA AdhI kAya hota asela ? mRtyUcyA veLI kAya hota asela ? mRtyUnaMtara kAya hota asela ? mRtyUcA anubhava sAMgaNArA koNa ? jyAcA mRtyU hoto to ApalA anubhava sAMgU zakata nAhI. jyAcA janma hoto, to ApalI pUrvIcI avasthA, sthitI jANata nAhI. azAprakAre janmAAdhIcI ANi mRtyUnaMtaracI avasthA koNI jANata nAhI. mhaNUna mRtyU AdhI, mRtyUveLI ANi mRtyUnaMtara koNatyA dazetUna jAve lAgela, yAce rahasya, he rahasyaca rAhate. dAdAzrIMnI ApalyA jJAnAta pAhUna he sagaLe rahasya, jasecyA tase, yathArtha rUpAne ughaDale Ahe, je yethe saMkalita kelele Aheta. mRtyUce rahasya samajale kI mRtyUce bhaya nighUna jAte. ApalyA priya vyakticyA mRtyUsamayI ApaNa kAya karAyalA pAhije ? Apale khare kartavya kAya Ahe ? tyAcI gatI kazAprakAre sudhArAyalA havI ? priya vyakticyA mRtyUnaMtara ApaNa kAya karAyalA have ? ApaNa kazAprakAre samatA ThevalI pAhije ? ANi jyA lokamAnyatA Aheta, jase kI zrAddha, terAvaM, brAhmaNa bhojana, dAna, garuDa purANa ityAdIcI satyatA kitI ? maraNAr2yA vyaktiparyaMta Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAya kAya pohocate ? he sagaLe karAyalA have kI nako? mRtyUnaMtara gatIcI sthiti, i. sarva khulAse ithe spaSTa hotAta. azI bhayabhIta karaNArI mRtyUcI rahasye jevhA ulagaDatAta tevhA manuSyAlA tyAcyA jIvanakALAtIla vyavahArAta yeNAr2yA azA prasaMgI nizcataca sAMtvanA prApta hote. 'jJAnIpuruSa' mhaNaje je dehApAsUna, dehAcyA sarva avasthAMpAsUna, janmApAsUna, mRtyUpAsUna vegaLeca rAhile Aheta. tyAce te niraMtara jJAtA-dRSTA rAhatAta, ANi ajanma-amara AtmyAcyA anubhava dazeta rAhatAta te! jIvanAcyA AdhI, jIvanAnaMtara ANi dehAcyA aMtima avastheta, ajanma - amara azA AtmyAcyA sthitIcI hakIgata kAya Ahe, he jJAnIpuruSa jJAnadRSTIne agadI spaSTapaNe sAMgatAta. AtmA tara sadaiva janma - mRtyUpAsUna muktaca Ahe, kevaLajJAna svarUpaca Ahe. kevaLa jJAtA - dRSTAca Ahe. janma - mRtyU he AtmyAlA nAhIca. tarIsuddhA buddhIneca janma mRtyUcyA paraMparece sarjana hota rAhate, jI manuSyAlA anubhavAta yete. tevhA svAbhAvikapaNe mULa prazna samora yeto kI janma-mRtyU koNatyA prakAre hota asatAta ? tyAveLesa AtmA ANi tyA sobata koNa-koNatyA vastU asatAta ? tyA sagaLayAMce kAya hote ? punarjanma koNAcA hoto? kasA hoto ? AvAgamana koNAce asate ? kAryAmadhUna kAraNa ANi kAraNAMmadhUna kAryAcI paraMparA yAMce sarjana kase hote? te kase kAya thAMbU zakela ? AyuSyAce baMdha koNAtyA prakAre paDatAta ? AyuSya koNatyA AdhArAvara nizcita hote ? azA sanAtana praznAMcI sacoTa-samAdhAnakAraka, vaijJAnika samaja jJAnIpuruSAMzivAya koNa deU zakaNAra ? ANi tyAhIpuDhe, gatImadhye praveza karaNyAce kAyade koNate asatIla ? Atmahatyece kAraNa ANi pariNAma kAya ? pretayonI kAya asela ? bhUtayonI Ahe kA ? kSetra parivartanAce niyama koNate ? bhinna-bhinna gatIMcA AdhAra Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAya? gatImadhUna muktI kazI miLate? mokSagatI prApta karaNArA AtmA koThe jAto? siddhagatI kAya Ahe? yA sagaLayA goSTI yethe spaSTa hotAta. AtmasvarUpa ANi ahaMkAra-svarUpAcI sUkSma samaja jJAnIMzivAya koNIca samajAvU zakata nAhI! mRtyUnaMtara parata marAve lAgaNAra nAhI, parata janma ghyAvA lAgaNAra nAhI, tI dazA prApta karaNyAsaMbaMdhI sagaLI spaSTatA, yethe sUkSmarUpAne saMkalita jhAlelI Ahe, jI vAcakAMsAThI saMsAra vyavahAra ANi AdhyAtmika pragatIsAThI hitakArI Tharela. - Do. nIrUbahana amIna Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara muktI, janma-maraNApAsUna praznakartA : janma-maraNAcyA jhaMjhaTItUna kase suTAyace? dAdAzrI : khUpa chAna vicArale. kAya nAva Ahe tumace? praznakartA : caMdUbhAU. dAdAzrI : kharokhara caMdUbhAU AhAta? praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : caMdUbhAU tara tumace nAva Ahe, nAhI kA? praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : tevhA tumhI koNa? tumace nAva caMdUbhAU Ahe, he tara AmhA sagaLyAMnA kabUla Ahe, paraMtu tumhI koNa? praznakartA : mhaNanUca mI Alo Ahe. dAdAzrI : te jANUna ghyAla, tevhA janma-maraNAcyA jhaMjhaTItUna suTakA hoIla. AtA tara mULa tyA caMdUbhAUcyA nAvAvaraca he sarva cAlale Ahe nA? sarvaca caMdUbhAUcyA nAvAvara?! are, hA tara dhokA hoIla? thoDe tarI tumacyAvara ThevAyalA pAhije hote nA? Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara pretayAtrA mhaNaje nisargAcI japtI! kazI japtI? tevhA mhaNe, nAvAvara jo ba~ka baeNlansa hotA to japta jhAlA, mulaM japta jhAlI, baMgalA japta jhAlA, he kapaDe je nAvAvara hote tehI japta jhAle. sarvakAhI japtIta gele. tevhA mhaNato, 'sAheba, AtA malA tithe kAya sobata gheUna jAyace?' tara mhaNe. 'lokAMbarobara jevaDhe guMte nirmANa kele hote, tevaDheca sobata gheUna jA.' arthAt yA nAvAvara je Ahe te sagaLe japtImadhye jANAra Ahe, mhaNUna ApalyAlA svataHsAThI kAhI karAyalA pAhije nA? nako kA karAyalA? pAThavA, puDhacyA janmAcI gAThoDI je Amace nAtevAIka nAhIta, azA parakyA lokAMnA kAhI sukha dile asela, tyAMcyA kAmAsAThI pher2yA mAralyA asatIla, tyAMnA dusarI kAhIhI madata kelI asela, tara tI 'tithe' pohocate. nAtevAIkAMsAThI nAhI, paraMtu parakyAMsAThI. maga yethe lokAMnA auSadhAsAThI paise dile asatIla, auSadhadAna maga dusare AhAradAna dile asela, naMtara jJAnadAna dile asela ANi abhayadAna, he sagaLe dile asela tara te sarva tithe sobata yeIla. yAtIla kAhI detA kI maga aseca Ahe sarva? khAUna TAkatA? jara sobata gheUna jAtA Ale asate tara hA tara asA Ahe kI tIna lAkhAMce karja karuna jANAra. dhanya Ahe nA? he jaga aseca Ahe, mhaNUna sobata gheUna jAtA yeta nAhI heca cAMgale Ahe. mAyecI karAmata janma mAyA nirmANa karate, lagna mAyA nirmANa karate ANi mRtyU he suddhA mAyAca nirmANa karate. pasaMta aso vA naso, paNa suTakAca nAhI. paraMtu aTa evaDhIca asate kI mAyece sAmrAjya nAhI. mAlaka tumhI AhAta. arthAta tumacyA icchenusAra hota Ahe. mAgIla janmI ApalI jI icchA hotI, tyAcA hizoba nighAlA ANi tyAnusAra mAyA cAlavata Ahe. tevhA maga AtA AraDAoraDa karuna cAlaNAra nAhI. tumhIca mAyelA sAMgitale hote kI hA mAjhA tALebaMdhI hizoba (lekhA-jokhA) Ahe. Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara AyuSya eka turuMga praznakartA : ApalyA hizobAne AyuSya kAya Ahe? dAdAzrI : mAjhyA hizobAne AyuSya, hA eka turuMga Ahe turuMga! tI cAra prakAracI turaMge Aheta. eka najarakaida Ahe. devaloka najarakaideta Aheta. he manuSya sAdhyA kaideta Aheta. janAvare kaDaka majUrIvAlyA kaideta Aheta ANi narakAtIla jIva janmaThepecyA kaideta Aheta. janmApAsUna cAlUca Ahe karavata he zarIra zuddhA pratyeka kSaNI marata Ahe, paNa lokAMnA kAya tyAcI jANIva Ahe ? Apale loka tara, lAkaDAce dona tukaDe jhAle ANi khAlI paDale, tevhA mhaNatIla, 'kApale gele' are, he tara kApaleca jAta hote. karavata cAlUca hotI. mRtyUce bhaya he niraMtara bhaya vATela ase jaga Ahe. ekA kSaNAsAThI dekhIla nirbhayatA yA jagAta nAhI, ANi jitakI nirbhayatA vATate, titakA tyAcyA mUrcIta avastheta Ahe to jIva. ughaDyA DoLyAMnI jhopalele Aheta, mhaNUna he sagaLe cAlale Ahe. praznakartA : ase mhaTale jAte kI AtmA marata nAhI, to tara jivaMtaca asato. dAdAzrI : AtmA marataca nAhI, paraMtu joparyaMta tumhI AtmasvarUpa jhAle nAhIta, toparyaMta tumhAlA bhItI vATata rAhate nA? maraNAcI bhItI vATate nA? AtA jara zarIrAta kAhI AjArapaNa Ale tara 'jAve lAgela, marAve lAgela' azI bhItI vATate. dehadRSTI nasela, tara svataH marata nAhI. paraMtu he tara 'mIca Ahe, hAca mI Ahe,' ase tumhAlA zaMbhara Takke pakke vATate. tumhAlA hA caMdUlAla to mIca Ahe, azI zaMbhara Takke khAtrI Ahe nA? Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara yamarAja kI niyamarAja? yA hiMdustAnAtIla sarva gairasamajA malA kADhUna TAkAyacyA Aheta. saMpUrNa deza bicArA yA saMbhramAtaca behAla jhAlA Ahe. mhaNUnaca yamarAja nAvAcA koNIca jaMtU nAhI, ase mI pUrNa gaeNraMTIne sAMgata Ahe. tevhA koNI vicArela, 'paNa kAya asela? kAhItarI aselaca nA?' tevhA mI sAMgitale, 'niyamarAja Ahe !' he mI pAhUna sAMgato. mI kAhI vAcalele bolata nAhI. he mI mAjhyA darzanAne pAhUna, yA DoLyAMnI nAhI, mAjhe je darzana Ahe, tyAne pAhUna mI he sarva sAMgata Ahe. mRtyUnaMtara kAya? praznakartA : mRtyUnaMtara koNatI gatI hoNAra? dAdAzrI : saMpUrNa AyuSyAta jI kArye kelI asatIla. AyuSyabhara je dhaMde cAlavale asatIla, kele asatIla, tyAcA tALebaMdI hizoba maraNAcyA veLI nighato. maraNyAcyA eka tAsa AdhI tALebaMdI hizoba samora yeto. yethe je je binahakkAce hisakAvale asela, paise hisakAvale asatIla, bAyakA paLavilyA asatIla, sarvakAhI binahakkAce hisakAvatAta buddhIne, vATela tyAprakAre baLakAvatAta. tyA sagaLyAMnA janAvara gatI prApta hote ANi jara AyuSyabhara sajjanatA ThevalI asela tara manuSyagatI prApta hote. maraNoparAMta cAra prakAracyA gatI asatAta. jo sAr2yA gAvAce pIka jALUna TAkato, ApalyA svataHcyA svArthAsAThI, ase asatAta nA ithe? tyAMnA zevaTI narakagatI miLate. apakArA samora dekhIla upakAra karatAta, ase loka supara hyumana asatAta. te maga devagatIta jAtAta. yoga upayoga paropakArAya mana-vacana-kAyA ANi AtmyAcA upayoga lokAMsAThI kara. tujhyA svataHsAThI karazIla tara rAyaNI(jhADAce nAva) cA janma miLela. maga pAcaze varSa bhogataca rahA. maga tujhI phaLe lokaM khAtIla. lAkaDe jALatIla. Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara lokAM dvAre tujhA kaidyAsArakhA upayoga karuna ghetalA jAIla. mhaNUna bhagavaMta mhaNatAta kI, tujhe mana-vacana-kAyA ANi AtmyAcA upayoga dusar2yAMsAThI kara, ANi maga tulA jara koNatehI duHkha Ale tara malA sAMga. ANakhI kuThe jANAra ? praznakartA : deha suTalyAnaMtara parata yAve lAgate kA ? 5 dAdAzrI : dusare kuTheca jAyace nAhI. ithalyA itheca, ApalyA AjUbAjUlA je baila-gAya bAMdhatAta, javaLapAsa je kutre rAhatAta nA, ApalyA hAtAMnIca khAtAta, pitAta, ApalyA samoraca baghata asatAta, ApalyAlA oLakhatAta, te Apaleca mAmA Aheta, kAkA Aheta, sagaLe teca, ithalyA itheca asatAta. mhaNUna tyAMnA mAru nakA. khAyalA dyA. te tumacyA javaLaceca nAtevAIka Aheta. tumhAlA cATAyalA suddhA yetAta, baila suddhA cATatAta. riTarna tikITa praznakartA : gAyI-mhazIMcA janma madhyeca kA miLato ? dAdAzrI : he tara anaMta janmApAsUna, he loka sagaLe Ale Aheta, te sarva gAyI- mhazImadhUnaca Ale Aheta. ANi ithUna je jANAra Aheta, tyAtUna paMdharA Takke soDUna bAkI sagaLe tithale riTarna tikITa gheUna Ale Aheta. koNa-koNa tethIla tikITa gheUna Ale Aheta ? tara je bhesaLa karatAta, je binahakkAce baLakAvatAta, binahakkAce upabhogatAta, jithe binahakkAce asela tithe janAvarAcA janma miLato. mAgIla janmAMcI vismRtI praznakartA : AmhAlA AmacA mAgIla janma kA AThavata nAhI ? ANi samajA AThavalA tara kAya hoIla ? dAdAzrI : to koNAlA AThavato kI jyAlA marateveLI jarA suddhA duHkha jhAle nasela ANi yethe cAMgalA AcAra-vicAra karaNArA asela, Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara tevhA tyAlA AThavate. kAraNa kI mAtecyA garbhAta tara apAra duHkha hote. paNa yA duHkhAsobata dusarehI duHkha asate, mRtyU jhAlA Ahe tyAcehI duHkha, he donhI asatAta. tyAmuLe to bebhAna hoUna jAto du:khAmuLe. mhaNUna tyAlA AThavata nAhI. 6 aMtima samayI gAThoDI goLA kara nA.... eka aiMzI varSAMce kAkA hote, tyAMnA davAkhAnyAta dAkhala kele hote. malA jANavale kI he dona-cAra divasAta jANAra Aheta yethUna. tarI suddhA malA mhaNatAta, 'te caMdulAla tara malA yethe bheTAyalAhI yeta nAhI.' AmhI sAMgitale kI, 'caMdulAla tara Ale hote.' tevhA mhaNatAta, maga 'tyA nagInadAsace kAya ?' aMtharuNAvara paDalyA paDalyA noMda karata rAhato kI koNa-koNa bheTAyalA Ale hote. are, svataHcyA tabyetIcI kALajI ghe nA! dona-cAra divasAta tara jANAra Ahesa. AdhI tU ApalI gAThoDI sAMbhALa. ithUna sobata gheUna jAyacI tujhI gAThoDI tara goLA kara. nagInadAsa nAhI Ale tyAce tulA kAya karAyace Ahe ? tApa AlA ANi Tappa mhAtAre kAkA AjArI asatIla ANi tumhI DaoNkTarAMnA bolAvale, sagaLe ilAja kele paNa tarIsuddhA mRtyU pAvale. naMtara zoka pradarzita karaNAre asatAta nA, te AzvAsana dyAyalA yetAta. maga te vicAratAta, 'kAya jhAle hote kAkAMnA ?' tevhA tumhI sAMgatA kI, 'khare tara maleriyAsArakhe vATata hote, paNa naMtara DaoNkTarAMnI sAMgitale kI he tara jarA phlUsArakhe Ahe. ' tevhA te vicAratIla kI, 'koNatyA DaoNkTaralA bolAvale hote ? ' tumhI sAMgAla, kI amakyAlA, tyAvara te mhaNatIla, 'tumhAlA akkala nAhI. hyA nAhI, tyA DaoNkTaralA bolAvaNyAcI garaja hotI. ' naMtara parata dusarA koNI yeUna tumhAlA rAgavela, ' ase karAyalA have hote nA ! azI murkhAsArakhI goSTa karAyacI asate kA?' yAcA artha pUrNa divasa lokaM yeUna tumhAlA daTAvataca rAhatIla. loka ulaTa ApalyAvaraca caDhUna basatAta. ApalyA Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara sAdhepaNAcA phAyadA ghetAta. mhaNUna mI tumhAlA sAMgato kI, lokaM jevhA dusar2yA divazI yeUna vicAratIla tevhA tumhI kAya sAMgAyace kI, 'bhAU, kAkAMnA jarA tApa AlA ANi Tappa jhAle; ANakhI kAhIhI jhAle navhate. samoracA vicArela tevaDheca bolA. ApalyAlA samajAyalA have kI vistArAne sAMgAyalA gelo tara jhaMjhaTa hoIla. tyApekSA, rAtrI tApa AlA ANi sakALI Tappa jhAle, ase sAMgitale kI maga koNatIca jhaMjhaTa urata nAhI nA ! 7 , svajanAMcA aMtimakALI sAMbhALa praznakartA : ekAdyA svajanAcA aMtakALa javaLa AlA asela tara tyAcyAzI javaLacyA nAtevAIkAMcI vAgaNuka kazI asAyalA havI ? dAdAzrI : jyAcA aMtimakALa javaLa AlA asela, tyAMnA tara atizaya cAMgalyAprakAre sAMbhALAyalA have. tyAcA pratyeka zabda sAMbhALAyalA havA. tyAlA nArAja karu naye. sagaLyAMnI tyAlA khUza ThevAyalA have, ANi to jarI kAhI ulaTa bolalA tarIhI ApaNa tyAcA svIkAra kelA pAhije kI, 'Apale barobara Ahe !' te mhaNatIla kI, dUdha dyA, tara lagecaca dUdha ANUna dyAyace. te mhaNatIla kI, 'he tara pANyAsArakhe Ahe, dUsare ANA. ' tara lageca dusare dUdha garama karuna ANUna dyAyace. ANi sAMgAyace kI, 'he zuddha ANi cAMgale Ahe.' mhaNaje tyAMnA anukUla rAhIla aseca kele pAhije. aseca sagaLe bolAyalA have. praznakartA : mhaNaje tyAta khar2yA- -khoTyAcyA bhAnagaDIta paDU naye ? dAdAzrI : khare-khoTe tara yA jagAta nasateca. tyAMnA bare vATale kI basa, tyAnusAra sarvakAhI karAyalA have. tyAMnA anukUla vATela aseca vartana karAyalA have. lahAna mulAMsobata ApaNa kazAprakAre vAgato ? mulAne kAcecA glAsa phoDalA tarI ApaNa tyAlA rAgAvato kA ? dona varSAcA mulagA asalA tarI tyAlA vicArato kI, kA phoDalAsa ? kiMvA ase tase kAhI ? mulAMbarobara jasA vyavahAra karato, tasAca vyavahAra tyAMcyAbarobarahI karAyalA havA. Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara aMtima kSaNI dharmadhyAna praznakartA : aMtima tAsAMmadhye TharAvika lAmAMkaDUna kAhI kriyA karuna ghetAta. manuSya jevhA mRtyU zayyevara asato, tevhA tibeTIyana lokAMmadhye ase mhaTale jAte kI te loka tyAcyA AtmyAlA mhaNatAta kI, tU azAprakAre jA athavA ApalyAta jo gItApATha kelA jAto kiMvA je cAMgale zabda aikavatAta tyAmuLe tyAMcyAvara aMtima tAsAMmadhye kAhI pariNAma hoto kA? ___dAdAzrI : kAhI suddhA hota nAhI. bArA mahinyAMce vahIkhAte tumhI lihitA, tevhA dhanatrayodazIpAsUna tumhI phakta naphA jamA karata rAhAla ANi toTA mAMDaNAra nAhI tara cAlela kAya? praznakartA : nAhI cAlaNAra. dAdAzrI : ase kA? praznakartA : te tara pUrNa varSAceca yete nA. dAdAzrI : tyAcapramANe hA dekhIla saMpUrNa AyuSyAcA tALebaMdI hizoba samora yeto. he tara loka phasavatAta. lokAMnA mUrkha banavatAta. praznakartA : dAdAzrI, manuSyAcI aMtima avasthA asela, jAgRta avasthA asela, azAveLesa tyAlA koNI gItecA pATha aikavela kiMvA dusar2yA zAstrAtIla kAhI aikavela, tyAcyA kAnAta kAhI sAMgela.... dAdAzrI : to svataH sAMgata asela tara, tyAcyA icchenusAra asela tara mhaNAyalA pAhije. marsI kiliMga praznakartA : jyAlA atizaya vedanA hota asela tyAlA vedanA sahana karu dyAyace, ANi samajA jara tyAlA mArUna TAkale tara tyAlA puDhacyA janmAta vedanA sahana karaNyAce bAkI rAhIla, hI goSTa yogya vATata nAhI. Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara to atizaya vedaneta asela tara tyAcA aMta ANAyalAca pAhije, tyAta kAya cukIce Ahe? dAdAzrI : asA adhikAra koNAlAhI nAhI. AmhAlA ilAja karaNyAcA adhikAra Ahe, sevA karaNyAcA adhikAra Ahe, paraMtu koNAlAhI mAraNyAcA adhikAra nAhIca. praznakartA : tara tyAta Apale kAya bhale jhAle? dAdAzrI : tara mAraNyAne kAya bhale jhAle? tumhI jara tyA vedaneta asalelyA vyaktilA mArUna TAkale tara tumace manuSyatva nighUna jAte ANi to upAya mAnavatecyA siddhAMtAbAheracA Ahe, mAnavatecyA viruddha Ahe. sobata, smazAnAparyaMta hI uzI asate tice abhre (kavara) badalata rAhatAta, paraMtu uzI tara tIca asate. abhre phATUna jAtAta ANi badalata rAhatAta, taseca hA abhrA suddhA badalata rAhato. bAkI he jaga sAre polamapola Ahe. tarI paNa vyavahArAne bolalo nAhI, tara samoracyAcyA manAlA du:kha hote. paraMtu smazAnAta sobata jAUna tithe citeta koNI uDI ghetalI nAhI. gharAtIla sagaLe jaNa parata yetAta. sagaLe huzAra, samajadAra Aheta. tyAcI AI asela, tI suddhA raData-raData parata yete. praznakartA : maga tyAcyA nAvAne chAtI baDavatAta kI mAge kAhIca ThevUna gele nAhI, ANi jara dona lAkha Thevale asatIla tara kAhIca bolata nAhI. dAdAzrI : ho, assaM. he tara mAge kAhI ThevUna gelA nAhI tyAce raDaNe Ahe. 'maruna gelA ANi mAruna gelA' ase suddhA AtalyA Ata bolata rAhatAta. 'kAhIca Thevale nAhI ANi AmhAlA mArUna gelA,' AtA to kAhI ThevUna gelA nAhI, tyAta tyA bAIce nazIba kacce mhaNUna Thevale Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara nAhI. paNa jo marato tyAlA zivyA khANe lihilele hote, bharapUra zivyA detAta! mhaNUna khAllyA. Amace je loka smazAnAta jAtAta, te parata yeta nAhI nA, kI sagaLe parata yetAta? arthAta hI tara eka prakAracI phajitI Ahe ! raDale tarI duHkha ANi nAhI raDale tarI duHkha khUpa raDale tara loka mhaNaNAra kI, 'itarAMkaDe koNI marata nAhIta kA, kI tumhI itake raData AhAta ? ghanacakkara AhAta kI kAya ?' ANi nAhI raDale tara mhaNaNAra kI, 'tumhI dagaDa AhAta. ' hRdaya dagaDAsArakhe Ahe tumace.' arthAta kuThe jAyace hIca samasyA Ahe. sarvakAhI paddhatazIra asAyalA have, ase mhaNatIla. tithe smazAnAta jALaNArahI ANi sobata javaLacyA haoNTelamadhye basUna cahA-nAzTAhI karatIla, nAzTA karatAta nA lokaM ? praznakartA : nAzTA sobataca gheUna jAtAta nA ! dAdAzrI : ase hoya, kAya sAMgatA? mhaNaje, ase Ahe he sAre jaga. azA jagAta kase rahAve ? yeNyA-ja - jANyAcA saMbaMdha ThevatAta, paNa DokyAvara kAhI gheta nAhIta. tumhI ghetA kA DokyAvara AtA ? DokyAvara ghetA ? patnI kiMvA anya koNAceca nAhI ? praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : kAya sAMgatA? ANi to tara ajUna bAyakolA zejArI basavUna Thevato. mhaNato kI, tujhyAzivAya malA karamata nAhI. paraMtu smazAnAta sobata mAtra koNIca jAta nAhI. jAto kA koNI ? mRtyUtithIcyA veLI praznakartA : kuTuMbAta koNAcI tithI AlI kI tyA divazI kuTuMbIyAMnI kAya karAyalA have. Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara 11 dAdAzrI : paramezvarAlA prArthanA karAyalA havI kI tyAMce bhale hovo. naMtara kuThe gele te mAhita paData nAhI praznakartA : koNAce nidhana jhAle asela, ANi AmhAlA jara he jANUna ghyAyace asela kI tI vyakti AtA kuThe Ahe, tara te kase mAhita paDela ? dAdAzrI : te tara TharAvika jJAnAzivAya disaNAra nAhI nA ! TharAvika jJAna have tyAsAThI ANi te jANUna gheUnahI tyAcA kAhI artha nAhI, paraMtu ApaNa bhAvanA kelI tara tI bhAvanA mAtra pohocate. ApaNa AThavaNa kADhalI, bhAvanA kelI tara tI pohocate. te tara, jJAnAzivAya dusare kAhIca mAhita paData nAhI nA ! tulA koNAcI tarI mAhitI kADhAyacI Ahe kA ? tujhe koNI nAtevAIka geleta kA ? praznakartA : mAjhA sakhkhA bhAU AttAca mRtyU pAvalA. dAdAzrI : to tujhI AThavaNa kADhata nAhI ANi tU tyAlA AThavata rAhatosa? he mRtyU hoNe yAcA artha kAya Ahe, he tU samajato ? vahIkhAtyAcA hizoba pUrNa hoNe, hA Ahe. mhaNUna ApaNa kAya karAyace, kI jara AmhAlA tyAcI khUpa AThavaNa yeta asela tara vItarAga bhagavaMtAMnA sAMgAyace kI tyAlA zAMtI dyA. AThavaNa yete, mhaNUna tyAlA zAMtI miLAvI ase mhaNAyace. dusare ApaNa kAya karu zakato ? allAhacI amAnata tumhAlA je vicArAyace asela te vicArA. allAjavaLa jANyAsAThI jyA kAhI aDacaNI yetAta, tyA AmhAlA vicArA, AmhI tyA dUra karUna deU. praznakartA : mAjhyA mulAce apaghAtAta nidhana jhAle, tara tyA durghaTanece kAraNa kAya asela ? Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara dAdAzrI : yA jagAta je kAhI DoLyAMnI disate, kAnAMnI aikAyalA yete, te sAre 'rileTIva karekTa' ( vyavahAra satya) Ahe. agadI kharI goSTa nAhI hI. he zarIrahI Apale nAhI, tara mulagA ApalA kasA asU zakato ? he tara vyavahArAne, loka - vyavahArAne ApalA mulagA mAnatAta. vAstavAta to ApalA mulagA nasatoca, khare tara he zarIra suddhA Apale nAhI. mhaNaje, je ApalyA javaLa Ahe tevaDheca Apale ANi dusare sAre parake Ahe! mhaNUna mulAlA ApalA mulagA mAnata rahAla, tara upAdhI hoIla ANi azAMtI rAhIla. to mulagA AtA gelA. khudAcI azIca marjI Ahe, tara tyAlA AtA 'leTa go' karA. 12 praznakartA : te tara ThIka Ahe, allAhacI amAnata AmacyAjavaLa hotI, tI ghetalI. dAdAzrI : ho, basa. hA sArA bAga allAhacAca Ahe. praznakartA : tyAcA jo azA prakAre mRtyU jhAlA, tara te Amace kukarma asela ? dAdAzrI : ho. mulAcehI kukarma ANi tumacehI kukarma. cAMgale karma asate tara cAMgaleca jhAle asate. pohocatAta mAtra bhAvaspaMdana mulAMcA jara mRtyU jhAlA asela tara tyAMcyA mAge ciMtA kelyAne tyAMnA duHkha hote. Apale loka ajJAnatemuLe ase sarva karatAta, mhaNUna ApalyAlA jase Ahe tase samajUna, zAMta rAhile pAhije. vinAkAraNa DokephoDI karAla, tyAlA kAya artha Ahe ? sagaLyA ThikANI, koNIhI ase nAhI kI jyAMcyA mulAMnI yA jagAcA niropa ghetalelA nAhI. he tara kevaLa saMsArika RNAnubaMdha Aheta, deNyA-gheNyAcA hizoba Ahe. AmhAMlA suddhA mulagA-mulagI hote. paraMtu te hI vArale. pAhuNe Ale hote, te pAhuNe nighUna gele. te Apale sAmAnaca kuThe Ahe ? ApalyAlA suddhA nAhI kA Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara jAyace? ApalyAlAhI jAyace Ahe tithe, maga he kAya cAlavale Ahe ? tyApekSA je jivaMta Aheta tyAMnA zAMtI dyA. gele te gele, tyAMnA AThavAyace soDUna dyA. yethe jivaMta Aheta, Azrita Aheta tyAMnA zAMtI dyA, itakeca Apale kartavya. he tara gelelyAMnA AThavata rAhatAta ANi je Aheta tyAMnA zAMtI deU zakata nAhI, ase kase? yAcA artha, tumhI tumace kartavya cukata AhAta. ase tumhAlA vATate kA? gele te gele. khizAtUna lAkha rUpaye khAlI paDale ANi parata sApaDale nAhI tara ApaNa kAya karAyalA have? Doke phoDAyalA have? hA ApalyA hAtacA kheLa nAhI ANi tyA bicAr2yAlA tithe duHkha hote. ApaNa ithe duHkhI hoto, yAcI asara tyAlA tithe pohacate. tyAlA hI sukhI hoU deta nAhI ANi ApaNahI sukhI hota nAhI. mhaNUna zAstrakArAMnI sAMgitale Ahe kI, 'gelyAnaMtara upAdhI karu nakA' mhaNUna ApalyA lokAMnI kAya kele kI, 'garuDa purANa karA, amake karA, pUjA karA ANi manAtUna kADhUna TAkA.' ApaNa ase kAhI kele hote? tarIhI visaralAta, nAhI kA? praznakartA : paraMtu tyAlA visarU zakata nAhI, vaDilAMcA va mulAcA vyavahAra khUpa cAMgalA hotA. mhaNUna tyAlA visarU zakata nAhI. dAdAzrI : ho. visaru zakU ase nAhI. paraMtu ApaNa jara visaralo nAhI, tara ApalyAlA du:kha hote ANi tyAlAhI tithe du:kha hote. ApalyA manAta tyAcyAsAThI du:kha bALagaNe, te vaDIla yA nAtyAne ApalyA kAmAce nAhI. praznakartA : tyAlA kazAprakAre duHkha hote? dAdAzrI : ApaNa ithe duHkhI Ahota, tyAcA pariNAma tithe jhAlyAzivAya rAhata nAhI. yA jagAta tara sarva phonasArakhe Ahe, TelIvijanasArakhe Ahe he jaga. ANi ApaNa ithe upAdhI kelI tara to parata yeNAra Ahe kA? Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : koNatyAhI mArgAne yeNAra nAhI? praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : upAdhI karAla tara tyAlA pohocate ANi tyAcyA nAvAvara ApaNa dharma-bhaktI karu, tarIhI ApalI bhAvanA tyAcyAparyaMta pohocate. ANi tyAlA zAMtI rAhate. tyAlA zAMtI deNyAcI goSTa ApalyAlA kazI vATate? tyAlA zAMtI miLAvI he Apale kartavya Ahe nA? mhaNUna ase kAhI karA kI tyAlA cAMgale vATela. ekhAdyA divazI zALetIla mulAMnA peDhe khAU ghAlA, ase kAhItarI karA. mhaNaje jevhA tumhAlA mulAcI AThavaNa yeIla, tevhA tyAcyA AtmyAce kalyANa hovo, ase bolA. 'kRpALUdevAce' nAva ghyAla, 'dAdA bhagavAna' bolAla tarIhI kAma hoIla. kAraNa 'dAdA bhagavAna' ANi 'kRpALU deva' AtmasvarupAne ekaca Aheta! dehAne vegaLe disatAta. DoLyAMnI vegaLe disatAta paraMtu vastutaH ekaca Aheta, maga mahAvIra bhagavAnAMce nAva ghetale tarI ekaca goSTa Ahe. tyAMcyA AtmyAce kalyANa hovo, hIca niraMtara bhAvanA tumhAlA karAyacI Ahe. tumhI niraMtara sobata rAhile, sobata khANepiNe kele, mhaNUna kalyANa kase hoIla, azIca bhAvanA karAyalA havI. ApaNa parakyA lokAMsAThI cAMgalI bhAvanA karato, maga hA tara ApalA svajana Ahe, tyAcyAsAThI kA nAhI karAvI? raDaNe, svataHsAThI kI jANAr2yAsAThI? praznakartA : ApalyAlA pUrvajanmAcI kalpanA Ahe, tarIhI gharAta koNAce nidhana jhAlyAvara lokaM kA raDatAta? dAdAzrI : te tara ApalyA svArthAsAThI raDatAta. khUpaca javaLace nAtevAIka asatIla tara te kharaMca raDatAta, paNa dusare sagaLe je raDatAta nA, te svata:cyA nAtevAIkAMnA AThavUna raDatAta, he hI Azcaryaca Ahe nA? he loka Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara bhUtakALAlA vartamAnakALAta ANatAta. he bhAratIya suddhA dhanya Aheta ? bhUtakALAlA vartamAnakALAta ANatAta ANi to prayoga ApalyAlA dAkhavatAta. pariNAma kalpAMtacA 15 ekadA kalpAMta kelA tara 'kalpa'cyA aMtAparyaMta bhaTakAve lAgela. eka pUrNa kalpAcyA aMtAparyaMta bhaTakaNyAce jhAle he ! he 'likeja' karu naye praznakartA : narasiMha mehatAMnI tyAMcyA patnIce nidhana jhAle tyAveLI 'bhalu thayu bhAMgI jaMjALa' (bhale jhAle suTalI jaMjALa) ase bolale, te kAya mhaTale jAIla ? 4 dAdAzrI : paraMtu te khuLyAsArakhe ( AnaMdAne veDe ) bolUna gele kI 'bhalu thayu bhAMgI jaMjALa.' hI goSTa tara manAtaca ThevAyacI hotI kI 'jaMjALa suTale.' te manAtUna 'likeja' vhAyalA nako paraMtu he tara manAtUna 'likeja' hoUna bAhera nighAle. manAta ThevAyacI goSTa jAhIra karaNAr2yA manuSyAlA khuLe mhaTale jAte. jJAnI asatAta khUpa vivekI ANi 'jJAnI' veDe - khULe nasatAta. jJAnI khUpa samaMjasa asatAta. manAtUna ase vATate kI, 'bare jhAle suTalI jaMjALa' paraMtu bAhera kAya mhaNatAta ? arere, khUpa vAITa jhAle. AtA mI ekaTA kAya karaNAra ? ase dekhIla mhaNatAta. nATaka karatAta ! he jaga svayaM nATakaca Ahe, mhaNUna manAtUna jANUna ghyA 'kI, bare jhAle sUTalI jaMjALa' paraMtu vivekAta rAhile pAhije. 'bhale jhAle suTale jaMjALa, sukhAne bhajUyA zrI gopALa' ase nAhI bolAyace, asA aviveka tara koNI bAheracAhI nAhI karata. duzmana asalA, tarIhI to vivekapUrvaka basato. toMDa zokagrasta karuna basato. AmhAlA duHkha kiMvA ase dusare kAhIhI hota nAhI, paNa tarIhI bAtharumamadhye jAUna Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara toMDAlA pANI lAvUna, yeUna basato ArAmAta. hA abhinaya Ahe. dI varlDa ija dI DrAmA iTaselpha, (jaga svayaM eka nATaka Ahe.) tumhAlA nATakaca karAyace Ahe, kevaLa abhinayaca karAyacA Ahe, paraMtu abhinaya 'sinsiaralI' karAyacA. jIva bhaTakato terA divasa? praznakartA : mRtyUnaMtara terA divasAMcA resTa hAUsa asato, ase mhaTale jAte. dAdAzrI : terA divasAMce tara yA brAmhaNAMce asate, maraNAr2yAlA tyAce kAya? he brAmhaNa ase mhaNatAta kI, resTa hAusa Ahe. gharAvara basUna baghata rAhIla, are murkhA kazAsAThI baghata rAhila? kasA hA goMdhaLa ! aMgaThyAitakAca Ahe, ANi kaulAvara basUna rAhato. ase mhaNatAta! ANi Apale loka he khare mAnatAta. ANi he jara khare mAnale nasate tara terAvaM kele nasate yA lokAMnI. terAvaM karaNyAcyA phaMdyAtaca paDale nasate. praznakartA : garuDa purANAta lihile Ahe kI aMgaThyAitakAca AtmA Ahe. dAdAzrI : ho, tyAce nAvaca garuDa purANa Ahe nA, purANe (june) mhaTale jAte. mhaNe aMgaThyA itakA AtmA, mhaNUna prAptIca hota nAhI nA, divasaca phirata nAhI, pragati hota nAhI! karAyalA gele sAInTiphika, hetU sAInTiphika hotA paraMtu thiMkiMga (vicArasaraNI) sagaLe bigaDUna gele. he loka tyAcyA nAvAvara kriyA karatAta ANi kriyA karaNyAAdhI brAmhaNAMnA dAna detAta. tevhA dAna deNyAyogya brAmhaNa hote, tyA brAmhaNAMnA dAna dilyAvara puNya ghaData hote. AtA tara sagaLe jarjarita jhAle Ahe. brAmhaNa ithUna palaMga gheUna jAto, tyA palaMgAcA saudA AdhIca jhAlelA asato. kI hA palaMga donaze rupayAta tulA deIla, godaDIcA saudA kelelA asato, cAdarIcA saudA kelelA asato. ApaNa dusare sagaLe deto, kapaDe, sAdhana vagaire sarva, te suddhA vikUna TAkatAta. maga he tithe AtmyAparyaMta pohocela, ase kase mAnUna ghetale lokAMnI? Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara praznakartA: dAdAjI, AtA tara kitI loka brAmhaNAMnA sAMgatAta kI, tumhIca sagaLe ANA, AmhI TharAvika paise deU. 17 dAdAzrI : he tara Aja nAhI, kitItarI varSAMpAsUna karata Aheta, TharAvika paise deU, tU gheUna ye. ANi to dusar2yAne dilelI khATa gheUna yeto! AtA bolA! tarIhI lokAMnA he cukIce Ahe ase mAnatA yeta nAhI, ANi gADI tara jazIcyA tazI cAlataca rAhate. jaina ase karata nAhIta. jaina phAra pakke asatAta. mhaNUna te ase - tase karata nAhI. ase - tase kAhI nAhIca. ithUna AtmA nighAlA kI saraLa tyAcyA gatImadhye jAto, yonI prApta hoUnaca jAte. mAraNAr2yAlA nAhI kAhI gheNe-deNe praznakartA : maraNAr2yAcyA mAge bhajana-kIrtana karAyace kI nAhI ? tyAcyAne kAya phAyadA hoto ? dAdAzrI : maraNAr2yA vyaktilA tyAcyAzI kAhIca gheNe-deNe nAhI. praznakartA : maga yA jyA AmacyA dhArmika vidhI Aheta, mRtyUnaMtara jyA kAhI vidhI kelyA jAtAta, tyA barobara Aheta kI nAhI ? dAdAzrI : yAmadhIla eka akSara dekhIla khare nAhI. gele te gele. lokaM tara ApalyA ApaNaca karatAta ANi samajA ase sAMgitale kI ApalyAsAThI karA nA, tara mhaNatAta, 'nAhI bhAU, veLaca nAhI malA. '... jara vaDilAMsAThI karAyalA sAMgitale, tara tevhAhI karaNAra nAhIta azI Aheta hI lokaM. paraMtu zejArI mhaNatAta kI, 'are melyA, tujhyA vaDilAMce kara, tujhyA vaDilAMce kara.' te zejArace jabaradastIne karAyalA lAvatAta. praznakartA : maga he garuDa purANa basavatAta. te kAya Ahe ? dAdAzrI : garuDa purANa tara, je raData rAhatAta nA, te garuDa purANamadhye jAtAta, mhaNaje phakta zAMtI miLaviNyAsAThI he sagaLe mArga Aheta. Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara he sarva vAha-vAha sAThI praznakartA : mRtyUnaMtara bAravaM-terAvaM karatAta, bhAMDI vATatAta, bhojana ThevatAta, tyAce mahatva kitI Ahe? dAdAzrI : tI anivArya vastU nAhI. te tara mAge vAha-vAha miLavaNyAsAThI karatAta. ANi samajA kharca kelA nAhItara lobhI banato. dona hajAra rupaye dile asatIla tara khAta-pita nAhI ANi dona hajArAmAge paise joData rAhato. mhaNUna asA kharca kelA kI mana zuddha hote ANi lobhahI vADhata nAhI. paraMtu tI anivArya vastU nAhI. javaLa asela tara karA, nAhI tara kAhI harakata nAhI. zrAddhAcI kharI samaja praznakartA : yA zrAddhAmadhye pitUMce je AhvAna kele jAte, te yogya Ahe? zrAddha pakSAcyAveLI pitR yetAta? ANi kAvaLyAlA bhojana(ghAsa) detAta, te kAya Ahe? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe nA, mulAsobata saMbaMdha asela tara to yeIla nA. sarva saMbaMdha pUrNa hoto tevhA tara deha suTato. gharacyAMzI koNatyAhI prakAracA saMbaMdha uralA nAhI, mhaNUna hA deha suTato. naMtara koNI bheTata nAhI. naMtara punhA jara navIna saMbaMdha bAMdhalA gelA asela tara parata tithe janma hoto. bAkI koNI yeta nAhI. pitR koNAlA mhaNaNAra? mulAlA mhaNaNAra kI bApAlA mhaNaNAra? mulagAhI pitR hoNAra Ahe ANi bApahI pitR hoNAra Ahe, AjobAhI pitR hoNAra Aheta, maga pitR koNAlA mhaNaNAra? praznakartA : AThavaNa kADhaNyAsAThIca yA kriyA kelyA jAtAta, aseca nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, AThavaNa kADhaNyAsAThIhI nAhI. he tara Apale loka mRtakAcyA mAge dharmAcyA nAvAvara cAra ANe suddhA kharca karatIla Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara ase nAhIta. mhaNUna maga tyAMnA samajAvale kI bhAU, ApalyA vaDilAMce nidhana jhAle tara kAhItarI kharca karA. ase karA, tase karA, tevhA te ApalyA vaDilAMparyaMta pohocela. tevhA lokaMhI tyAlA rAgAvUna sAMgatAta kI bApAsAThI kAhItarI tara kara nA, zrAddha kara, kAhI cAMgale kara! tara ase karUna donaze-cAraze, je kAhI kharca karAyalA lAvatAta, dharmAcyA nAvAvara, itakeca tyAce phaLa miLate. bApAcyA nAvAvara karato ANi naMtara tyAce phaLa miLate. jara vaDilAMce nAva ghetale nasate tara yA lokAMnI cAra ANe suddhA kharca kele nasate. yAcA artha aMdhazraddhevara he sagaLe cAlale Ahe, ApalyAlA samajale nA? nAhI samajale? he vrata-upAsa karatAta te sagaLe Ayurvedika Ahe. AyurvedAta kazA tahene phAyadA hoIla, yAsAThI vrata-upAsAcI vyavasthA kelI Ahe. pUrvIcyA lokAMnI cAMgalI vyavasthA kelI Ahe. yA mUrkha lokAMnAhI tyAmuLe phAyadA hoIla, mhaNUna aSTamI, ekAdazI, paMcamI, ase sarva prabaMdha kele ANi he zrAddhahI karatAta nA! zrAddha, tara khUpa cAMgalyA hetUsAThI kele Ahe. praznakartA : dAdAjI, zrAddhAta kAvaLyAMnA ghAsa detAta, tyAce tAtparya kAya? ajJAnatA mhaTalI jAIla tI? dAdAzrI : nAhI, ajJAnatA nAhI. he eka prakAre lokAMnI zikavale Ahe kI yA prakAre zrAddha karma hotAta. ApalyA yethe tara zrAddha karaNyAcA moThA itihAsa Ahe. tyAce kAya kAraNa hote? zrAddha kevhApAsUna suru hotAta tara bhAdrapada zukla paurNimepAsUna te bhAdrapada kRSNa amAvasyeparyaMta zrAddhapakSa mhaNatAta. soLA divasAMce zrAddha. AtA hI zrAddhAcI paraMparA lokAMnI kA suru kelI? khUpa buddhimAna prajA Ahe. zrAddha je suru kele Ahe, tI tara sarva vaijJAnika paddhata Ahe. ApalyA iMDiyAta AjapAsUna kAhI varSAMpUrvI gAvAMmadhye pratyeka gharAMmadhye eka khATa TAkalelI asAyacI. maleriyA jhAlelI eka-dona mANasaM khATevara jhopalelI asAyacIca. koNatyA mahinyAta? tevhA mhaNe, bhAdrapada mahinyAta. AmhI gAvAta jAta, tara pratyeka gharAbAhera ekhAdI khATa paDalelI asAyacI ANi tyAvara AjArI mANUsa jhopalelA Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara asAyacA, cAdara oDhUna. tApa hotA, maleriyAcyA tApAne pIDIta, bhAdrapada mahinyAta macchara khUpa asAyace, mhaNUna maleriyA khUpa pasarata hotA, mhaNaje maleriyA hA pittAcA jvara mhaTalA jAto. to vAyU athavA kaphAcA jvara nAhI. pittAcA jvara, tara itake adhika pitta vADhata hote. pAvasAce divasa ANi pittajvara ANi tyAvara macchara cAvatAta. jyAlA jAsta pitta asate tyAlA cAvatAta. mhaNUna mANasAMnI, yA zodhakartyAMnI he zodhale hote kI, yA hiMdUstAnAta kAhItarI mArga zodhUna kADhA. nAhItara janasaMkhyA ardhI hoUna jAIla. AtA tara macchara kamI jhAle Aheta, nAhItara manuSya jivaMta rAhilA nasatA. mhaNaje yA pittAcyA tApAce zamana karaNyAsAThI, azI zamana kriyA karaNyAsAThI zodha lAvalA hotA kI he loka dUdhapAka, khIra, dudha ANi sAkhara ityAdI khAtIla tara pitta zamela ANi maleriyApAsUna suTakA miLela. AtA hI lokaM gharace dudha asale tarIhI khIra-bIra banavata navhate. khIra khAta navhate, azI hI lokaM hotI! khUpa naoNrmala nA (!) maga kAya hoNAra te ApaNa jANatA? AtA dudhapAka, khIra roja khANAra tarI kazA prakAre? AtA vaDilAMnA tara eka akSara suddhA pohocata nAhI. paNa yA lokAMnIca zodhUna kADhale hote kI, hiMdustAnAtIla loka cAra ANyAcAhI dharma karatIla, ase nAhIta. itake lobhI Aheta kI dona ANehI dharma karaNAra nAhIta. mhaNUna ase ulTe kAna pakaDAyalA lAvale kI, 'nidAna tujhyA bApAce zrAddha tarI kara!' ase sagaLe bolAyalA yetAta. azA prakAre zrAddhAce nAva pADale. mhaNUna lokAMnI naMtara suru kele kI bApAce zrAddha tara karAveca lAgela nA! ANi mAjhyAsArakhA koNI aDUna basaNArA asela ANi to jara zrAddha karata nasela tara kAya mhaNatAta? 'bApAce zrAddhahI karata nAhI.' AjUbAjUce sarva kicakica karatAta, mhaNUna maga to zrAddha karato, ANi lokAMnA khAU ghAlato. tevhA paurNimepAsUna khIra khAyalA miLate ANi te paMdharA divasa khIra miLataca rAhate. kAraNa kI Aja mAjhyAkaDe, udyA tujhyAkaDe ANi lokAMnAhI he jamale kI, 'aso, pALI pALIneca khAyace Ahe nA! lubADale Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara jAyace nAhI. ANi maga khAyalA dyAyace kAvaLyAlA.' he ase zodhUna kADhale. tyAne pitta sAre zamate. mhaNUna yA lokAMnI hI vyavasthA kelI hotI. mhaNUna Amace loka tyAveLI kAya sAMgata asata kI soLA divasAMcyA zrAddhAnaMtara jara jagalA tara navarAtrIta AlA ! 21 sahI kelyAzivAya maraNa suddhA nAhI nisargAcA niyama asA Ahe kI to koNatyAhI manuSyAlA ithUna gheUna jAU zakata nAhI. maraNyAr2yAne sahI kelyAzivAya tyAlA ithUna gheUna jAtA yeta nAhI. loka sahI karIta asatIla kAya ? ase mhaNatAta nA kI, 'he bhagavaMtA, ithUna jAyalA miLAle tara cAMgale.' AtA ase kA bare bolatAta ? te ApaNa jANatA kA ? kadhI ase AtUna duHkha hote, tevhA maga duHkhAmuLe trAsalelA mANUsa ase bolato kI, 'hA deha suTalA tara bare.' tyAveLI sahI ghetalI jAte. tyAAdhI karA 'mAjhI' AThavaNa praznakartA: dAdAjI, ase aikale Ahe kI AtmahatyenaMtara ase sAta janma hotAta, he khare Ahe ? dAdAzrI : je saMskAra paDatAta, te sAta - ATha janmAnaMtara jAtAta. mhaNUnaca ase kAhI vAITa saMskAra paDU deU nakA. vAITa saMskArAMpAsUna dUra paLA. ho, ithe vATela tevaDhe duHkha asela te sahana karA, paNa goLI mAru nakA, AtmahatyA karu nakA. mhaNUna baDodA zaharAta AjapAsUna kAhI varSAMpUrvI sagaLyAMnA mI sAMgitale hote kI, AtmahatyecA vicAra AlA tara mAjhI AThavaNa kADhA ANi mAjhyAkaDe yA. azI mANasaM asatAta nA, jokhImavAlI mANasaM, tyAMnA mI ase sAMgUna Thevato te maga mAjhyAkaDe yetAta tevhA tyAMnA samajAvato. tyAmuLe tyA divasApAsUna tyAce AtmahatyA karaNe baMda hoUna jAte. 1951 naMtara sagaLyAMnA kaLavale hote kI jyAMnA AtmahatyA karAyacI asela tara tyAne AdhI malA bheTAve ANi naMtara AtmahatyA karAvI. ase koNI Ale kI malA AtmahatyA karAyacI Ahe Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara tara mI tyAlA samajAvato. AsapAsace kaoNjesa (kAraNe), sarkala, AtmahatyA karaNyAsArakhe Ahe kI nAhI, he sarva tyAlA samajAvata ANi parata phiravata. 22 Atmahatyece phaLa praznakartA: ekhAdA manuSyAne AtmahatyA kelI tara tyAcI gatI kAya hote ? bhUta-preta banato ? dAdAzrI : AtmahatyA kelyAne preta banato ANi preta banUna bhaTakAve lAgate. mhaNaje AtmahatyA kelyAnaMtara ulaTa trAsa vADhavUna gheto. ekadA AtmahatyA kelI, tyAnaMtara kitItarI janmAMparyaMta tyAcA pratidhvanI umaTata rAhato. ANi hI jI AtmahatyA karato te kAhI navIna nAhI karata. te tara mAgIla janmI AtmahatyA kelI hotI, tyAcyA pratidhvanImuLe karato. hI jI AtmahatyA karato, te tara mAgacyA janmI kelelyA AtmahatyA karmAce phaLa yete. mhaNUna ApalyA ApaNaca AtmahatyA karato. he ase pratidhvanI paDalele asatAta kI tasecyA taseca karata AlelA asato. mhaNUna ApalyA ApaNaca AtmahatyA karato ANi AtmahatyA kelyAnaMtara parata avagatIvAlA jIva hoto. avagatIvAlA mhaNaje dehAzivAya bhaTakaNArA jIva. bhUta banaNe kAhI sope nAhI. bhUta tara devagatIcA avatAra Ahe, tI sopI goSTa nAhI. bhUta tara yethe kaThora tapa kele asatIla, ajJAna tapa kele asatIla, tevhAca bhUta hoto ANi preta, hI tara vegaLI vastU Ahe. vikalpAzivAya jagatA yeta nAhI praznakartA : Atmahatyece vicAra kA yeta asatIla ? dAdAzrI : te tara manAtIla vikalpa saMpalele asatAta mhaNUna. vikalpAcyA AdhArAvara manuSya jagato. vikalpa saMpale kI maga AtA kAya karAyace, tyAce kAhIca darzana disata nAhI. mhaNUna maga AtmahatyA karaNyAcA vicAra karato. mhaNaje he vikalpa suddhA kAmAceca Aheta. Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara sahaja vicAra baMda hotAta, tevhA he sagaLe ulaTe vicAra yetAta. vikalpa baMda jhAle mhaNUna je sahaja vicAra yeta hote, te hI baMda hotAta. agadI aMdhAraca hoto. maga kAhIca disata nAhI. saMkalpa arthAta 'mAjhe' ANi vikalpa arthAta 'mI.' he donhI baMda hotAta, tevhAca maraNyAce vicAra yetAta. Atmahatyece kAraNa praznakartA : hA jo tyAlA vicAra AlA, AtmahatyA karaNyAcA tyAce ruTa(mULa) kAya Ahe? dAdAzrI : Atmahatyece ruTa ase asate kI tyAne koNatyAhI janmAta AtmahatyA kelI asela tara tyAcA pratidhvanI sAta janmAMparyaMta rAhato. jase kI ApaNa ekhAdA ceMDU tIna phuTAvarUna TAkalA, tara to ApalyA ApaNaca dusar2yAMdA aDIca phuTa, naMtara eka phuTa uDUna khAlI paDela, ase hote kI nAhI? tIna phuTa pUrNa nAhI uData. paNa svataHcyA svabhAvAnusAra aDIca phuTa uDUna parata khAlI paDato, tisar2yAMdA dona phuTa uDUna khAlI paDato, cauthyAMdA dIDa phuTa uDUna parata khAlI paDato, parata eka phuTa uDUna khAlI paDato. asA tyAcyA gatIcA niyama asato. aseca nisargAcehI niyama Aheta. jara tyAne AtmahatyA kelI nA, tara sAtajanmAMparyaMta AtmahatyA karAvIca lAgate. AtA tyAta kamI jAsta pariNAmAne AtmahatyA ApalyAlA pUrNaca disate, paraMtu pariNAma kamI tIvratece asatAta ANi kamI hota-hota, pariNAma saMpUna jAtAta. aMtima kSaNI marateveLI pUrNa AyuSyAta je kele hote, tyAce sAra yete. te sAra pAUNa tAsAparyaMta vAcata rAhilyAnaMtara deha bAMdhalA jAto. zevaTI dona pAyAtUna cAra pAyAMmadhye jAto. yethe poLI khAtA khAtA, tithe gavata khAto. yA kaliyugAce mAhAtmya aseca Ahe. he manuSyatva parata miLaNe avaghaDa Ahe, asA hA kaliyugAcA kALa..... Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24 mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara praznakartA : aMtima veLesa koNAlA mAhita kI kAna baMda hoUna jAtIla ? dAdAzrI : aMtima veLesa tara Aja je ApalyA vahikhAtyAta jamA Ahe nA, te samora yete. mRtyU veLIcA tAsa, je guNasthAna ye nA, te sAra Ahe ANi to tALebaMdI hizoba phakta saMpUrNa jIvanAcA nAhI, paraMtu AdhI jo janma ghetalA ANi naMtaracA, yA madhalyA bhAgAcA hizoba Ahe. mRtyUveLI loka kAnAmadhye bolatAta kI, 'bolA rAma, bolA rAma' are murkhA rAma kA bolAvato Ahesa ? rAma tara gele kadhIce ! paNa lokAMnI ase zikavale kI ase kAhItarI karAve. paraMtu te tara Ata puNya jAge asela taraca aeNDajesTa hote. ANi to maraNArA tara mulIcyA lagnAcyA ciMtetaca paDalelA asato. yA tIna mulIMce lagna jhAle ANi hI cauthI rAhUna gelI. yA tighI vivAhita jhAlyA paNa hI dhAkaTI tevaDhI rAhilI. rakkama mAMDalI kI maga tI puDhe yeUna ubhI rAhate. ANi te lahAnapaNI cAMgale kelele yeNAra nAhI, paNa mhAtArapaNI cAMgale kelele yeIla. nisargAcA kitI suMdara kAyadA mhaNaje yethUna jAto, to suddhA nisargAcA nyAya, ThIka Ahe nA ! paraMtu vItarAga sAvadhAna karatAta kI bhAU, pannAsa varSe jhAlI AtA sAvadha ho ! paMcyAhattara varSAce AyuSya asela tara pannAsa varSAta pahilA phoTo nighato ANi sATha varSAce AyuSya asela, tevhA cALIsAvyA varSI phoTo nighato. ekyAMzI varSAce AyuSya asela tara caupanAvyA varSI phoTo nighUna jAto. paraMtu toparyaMta itakA TAima phrI oNpha kaoNsTa (mophata) miLato, dona tRtIyAMza hissA phrI madhye miLato ANi eka tRtIyAMza bhAgAta tyAcA maga phoTo nighata rAhato. kAyadA cAMgalA Ahe kI jora-jabaradastIvAlA Ahe ? jora-jabaradastIvAlA nAhI nA ? nyAyasaMgata Ahe nA ? dona tRtIyAMza bhAgAta Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara 25 uDyA mAralyA asatIla, tyAcI AmhAlA ApattI nAhI, paNa AtA tarI saraLa ho nA, ase sAMgatAta. kSaNokSaNI bhAva maraNa praznakartA : dehAcA tara mRtyU mhaTalA jAto nA? dAdAzrI : ajJAnI manuSyAce dona prakAre maraNa hote. roja bhAva maraNa hota asate. kSaNokSaNI bhAva maraNa ANi zevaTI dehAcA mRtyU hoto. paraMtu tyAce maraNe-raDaNe rojaceca. kSaNokSaNI bhAva maraNa. mhaNUna kRpALUdevAMnI lihile Ahe kI, 'kSaNa-kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAva maraNe kAM aho rAcI rahyo! (kSaNokSaNI bhayaMkara bhAva maraNa, kA are prasanna Ahesa!') he sarvajaNa jagatAta, te maraNyAsAThI kI kazAsAThI jagatAta? samAdhI maraNa mhaNUna mRtyUlA sAMgAve kI, 'tulA lavakara yAyace asela tara lavakara ye, uzirA yeNAra asazIla tara uzirA ye, paraMtu 'samAdhI maraNa' banUna ye! __ samAdhI maraNa arthAta AtmyAzivAya dusare kAhIca AThavata nAhI. nijasvarUpa zuddhAtmA zivAya dusar2yA ThikANI citta nasateca. mana-buddhicitta-ahaMkAra Dagamagata nAhI! niraMtara samAdhI! dehAlA upAdhI asalI tarI tI sparzata nAhI. deha tara upAdhIvAlA Ahe kI nAhI? praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : kevaLa upAdhIvAlAca nAhI, tara vyAdhIvAlAhI Ahe kI nAhI? jJAnInAM upAdhI zivatahI nAhI. vyAdhI jhAlI asela tara tI suddhA zivata nAhI, ANi ajJAnI tara vyAdhI nasela tarI vyAdhIlA bolavato. samAdhI maraNa arthAta 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe' ase bhAna asaNe, ApalyA Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara kitItarI mahAtmyAMce mRtyU jhAle, tyA sagaLyAMnA 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe,' 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe' ase bhAna rAhata hote. gatIcI nizANI praznakartA : mRtyUcyA veLI azI koNatI nizANI Ahe kI jyAmuLe samajela kI yA jIvAcI gatI cAMgalI jhAlI kI nAhI? ____ dAdAzrI : tyAveLI 'mAjhyA mulIce lagna jhAle kI nAhI? ase jhAle nAhI,' azA kAraNAMnI sagaLe ghara jara DokyAvara gheta asela, upAdhI karata asela, tara samajAyace kI tyAcI adhogatI jhAlI. ANi jara AtmyAta rAhata asela arthAta bhagavaMtAMcyA nAmAta rAhata asela tara cAMgalI gatI jhAlI. praznakartA : paraMtu kAhI divasa bezuddhIta asela tara? dAdAzrI : bezuddhIta asela, tarIhI AtUna jJAnAta asela tara cAlela. he jJAna ghetalele asAyalA have. maga to bezuddha asalA tarIhI cAlela. __ mRtyUcI bhItI praznakartA : tara sagaLyAMnA mRtyUcI bhItI kA vATata asate? dAdAzrI : mRtyUcI bhItI tara ahaMkArAlA asate. AtmyAlA kAhIca nasate. bhItI ahaMkArAlA asate kI, mI maruna jAIla. mI maruna jAIla. ____ yA dRSTIne baghA tarI.... ase Ahe nA, bhagavaMtAcyA dRSTIne yA jagAta kAya cAlale Ahe? tevhA mhaNatAta, 'tyAMcyA dRSTIne koNI marataca nAhI,' bhagavaMtAcI jI dRSTI Ahe tI dRSTI jara ApalyAlA prApta jhAlI, ekA divasAsAThI tyAMnI tI dRSTi ApalyAlA dilI, tara ithe kitIhI loka mele tarIhI ApalyAvara tyAcA pariNAma hoNAra nAhI. kAraNa bhagavaMtAcyA dRSTIne koNI marataca nAhI. Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara ___27 jIva tara maraNa, ziva tara amara kadhI nA kadhI tara solyUzana kADhAve lAgela nA? jIvana-mRtyUce solyUzana nAhI kA kADhAve lAgaNAra? kharokhara svataH maratahI nAhI ANi jagatahI nAhI. hI mAnyatAca cukIcI Ahe kI svata:lA jIva mAnUna basalA Ahe. svata:ce svarupa ziva Ahe. svataH ziva Ahe paraMtu he svata:lA samajata nAhI ANi svata:lA jIva svarUpa mAnUna basalA Ahe! praznakartA : ase pratyeka jIvAlA samajAyalA lAgale tara jaga cAlaNAra nAhI nA? dAdAzrI : ho, nAhIca cAlaNAra nA, paraMtu he pratyeka vyaktilA samajelaca ase nAhI nA! he tara pajhala (koDe) Ahe sagaLe, atyaMta guhya, atizaya guhyatama. guhyatamacyA kAraNAmuLe tara he sarva ase polampola jaga cAlata rAhate. jagato-marato, to koNa? hA janma-mRtyU AtmyAlA nAhI. AtmA paramanenTa vastU Ahe. janmamRtyU igoijamalA (ahaMkArAlA) Ahe. igoijama janma gheto ANi igoijama marato. vAstavAta AtmA svataH marataca nAhI. ahaMkAraca janma gheto ANi ahaMkAraca marato. Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, mRtyU AdhI ANi mRtyUnaMtara AtmyAcI sthitI janma-maraNa kAya Ahe? praznakartA : janma-maraNa kAya Ahe ? dAdAzrI : janma-maraNa tara hotAta, ApaNa baghato kI tyAta kAya Ahe, tyAta vicAraNyAsArakhe kAhI nAhI. janma-maraNa arthAta tyAcyA karmAcA hizoba pUrNa jhAlA. ekA janmAcA jo hizoba bAMdhalA hotA, to pUrNa jhAlA, mhaNUna maraNa yete. mRtyU mhaNaje kAya? praznakartA : mRtyU mhaNaje kAya? dAdAzrI : mRtyU tara, ase Ahe nA, hA zarTa zivalA arthAta zarTAcA janma jhAlA nA, ANi janma jhAlA mhaNUna mRtyU jhAlyAzivAya rAhata nAhI! koNatyAhI vastUcA janma hoto, tyAcA mRtyU avazya hoto. ANi AtmA ajanma-amara Ahe, tyAcA mRtyU hotaca nAhI. mhaNaje jitakyA vastU janmatAta, tyAMcA mRtyU avazya hoto ANi mRtyU Ahe mhaNUna janma hoNAra. janmAbarobara maraNa joiMTa jhAle Ahe. janma Ahe tithe mRtyU avazya hotoca. praznakartA : mRtyU kazA karatA Ahe? dAdAzrI : mRtyU tara, ase Ahe nA, yA dehAcA janma jhAlA to eka saMyoga Ahe, tyAcA viyoga jhAlyAzivAya rAhata nAhI nA! saMyoga nehamIca Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara viyogI svabhAvAceca asatAta. ApaNa zALeta zikAyalA gelo tevhA suruvAta kelI hotI kI nAhI, biginiMga? maga enDa (aMta) AlA kI nAhI? pratyeka goSTa biginiMga ANi enDavAlIca asate. ithe yA sagaLyA goSTIMcA biginiMga ANi enDa hotoca. nAhI samajale kA tulA? praznakartA : ho, samajale nA! dAdAzrI : yA sagaLyA goSTI biginiMga-enDavAlyA Aheta, paraMtu biginiMga-enDa yAsa jANaNArA koNa Ahe ? sagaLyA vastU biginiMga-enDavAlyA Aheta tyA TempararI (asthAyItAtpuratyA) vastU Aheta. jyAce biginiMga hote, tyAcA enDa hoto, suruvAta Ahe tyAcA aMta avazya Aheca. yA sagaLyA vastU TempararI Aheta, paraMtu TempararIlA jANaNArA koNa Ahe ? tU paramananTa Ahe, kAraNa kI tU yA vastUMnA TempararI mhaNatosa, mhaNUna tU paramananTa Ahe, jara sagaLyA goSTI TempararI asatIla tara maga TempararI mhaNaNyAcI garajaca navhatI. TempararI sApekSa zabda Ahe. paramananTa Ahe tara TempararI Ahe. mRtyUce kAraNa praznakartA : tara mRtyU kA yeto? dAdAzrI : te tara ase Ahe, jevhA janma hoto, tevhA he mana-vacanakAyecyA tIna 'baeNTar2yA' Aheta, jyA garbhAmadhUna iphekTa (pariNAma) deta jAtAta. to iphekTa pUrNa hoto, 'baeNTarIcA' hizoba pUrNa hoIparyaMta tyA baeNTar2yA rAhatAta ANi naMtara saMpUna jAtAta, tyAlA mRtyU mhaNatAta. paNa tevhA parata puDhacyA janmAsAThI Atamadhye navIna baeNTar2yA cArja jhAlelyA asatAta. puDhacyA janmAsAThI Atamadhye navIna baeNTar2yA cArja hota asatAta ANi junyA 'baeNTar2yA' 'DiscArja' hota rAhatAta. ase 'cArja-DiscArja' hotaca rAhate. kAraNa tyAlA 'roMga bilIpha' (cukIcI mAnyatA) Ahe. mhaNUna 'kaoNjesa' utpanna hota rAhatAta, joparyaMta 'roMga bilIpha' Ahe, toparyaMta rAga-dveSa ANi Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara kaoNjesa utpanna hota rAhatAta ANi jevhA tI 'roMga bilIpha' badalate ANi 'rAITa bilIpha' basate tevhA maga rAga-dveSa ANi kaoNjesa utpanna hota nAhIta. purnajanma praznakartA : jIvAtmA melyAnaMtara parata yeto nA? dAdAzrI : tyAce ase Ahe kI, phaoNrenavAlyAMcA parata yeta nAhI, muslimAMcA parata yeta nAhI. paraMtu tumacA parata yeto. tumacyA bhagavaMtAcI itakI kRpA Ahe kI tumacA parata yeto. ithUna melA kI tithe dusar2yA yonIta praveza karato. ANi tyAMcA tara parata yeta nAhI. AtA kharokhara parata yeta nAhI ase nAhI. tyAMcI mAnyatA azI Ahe kI yethUna melA mhaNaje melA, paraMtu vAstavAta parata yetoca. paNa he tyAMnA samajata nAhI. purnajanmaca samajata nAhIta. tumhAlA purnajanma samajato nA? zarIrAcA mRtyU jhAlA kI te jaDa hoUna jAte. tyAvarUna siddha hote kI tyAcyAta jIva hotA to nighUna dusar2yA ThikANI gelA. phaoNrenavAle tara mhaNatAta kI hA toca jIva hotA ANi toca jIva melA. ApaNa sarva he kabUla karata nAhI. ApaNa purnajanmAta mAnato. ApaNa 'Devhalapa' (vikasita) jhAlelo Ahota. ApaNa vItarAga vijJAnAlA jANato. vItarAga vijJAna sAMgate kI, purnajanmAcyA AdhArAvara sarva ekatra Alo Ahota, ase hiMdustAnAta samajatAta. tyA AdhArAvara ApaNa AtmyAlA mAnAyalA lAgalo. jara purnajanmAcA AdhAra nasatA tara AtmyAlA kase kAya mAnale asate? purnajanma koNAcA hoto? tevhA sAMgatAta, AtmA Ahe tara purnajanma hoto, kAraNa kI deha tara melA, tyAlA jALale gele, ase ApaNa baghata asato. arthAta AtmA samajalA tara nirAkaraNa hoIla nA! paraMtu te samajela ase nAhI nA! mhaNUna tamAma zAstrakArAMnI sAMgitale kI, 'AtmA jANA.' Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara tyAlA oLakhalyAzivAya je kAhI kele jAte, te sagaLe tyAlA phAyadyAce nAhI, kI helpiMga nAhI. AdhI AtmA jANAla tara pUrNa nirAkaraNa hoIla. purnajanma koNAcA? praznakartA : purnajanma koNa gheto? jIva gheto kI AtmA gheto? dAdAzrI : nAhI. koNAlAhI ghyAvA lAgata nAhI, miLUna jAto. hA saMpUrNa jaga 'iTa hepansa'ca (ApalyA ApaNaca cAlaNAre) Ahe. praznakartA : ho, paNa to (purnajanma) koNApAsUna hoto? jIvApAsUna hoto kI AtmyApAsUna? dAdAzrI : nAhI, AtmyAlA kAhI gheNe-deNe nAhI. sarvakAhI jIvApAsUnaca Ahe. jyAlA bhautika sukha pAhije, tyAlA yonImadhye praveza karaNyAcA 'rAITa' (adhikAra) Ahe. jyAlA bhautika sukha nako asela? tyAcA yonImadhye praveza karaNyAcA rAITa rAhata nAhI. saMbaMdha janmojanmIcA praznakartA : manuSyAcyA pratyeka janmAcA purnajanmAzI saMbaMdha Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : pratyeka janma hA purnajanmaca asato. pratyeka janmAcA saMbaMdha purnajanmAzIca asato. praznakartA : paraMtu purnajanmAce yA janmAzI kAya gheNe-deNe Ahe ? dAdAzrI : are, puDhacyA janmAsAThI hA pUrvajanma jhAlA. AdhIcA janma, to pUrvajanma Ahe, tara hA janma Ahe to puDhacyA janmAcA pUrvajanma mhaTalA jAIla. praznakartA : ho, hI goSTa kharI Ahe. paNa pUrvajanmAta ase kAhI ghaDate kA, jyAcA yA janmAta kAhI saMbaMdha asato? Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 32 mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara dAdAzrI : khUpaca saMbaMdha, pUrvajanmAta bIja paDate ANi dusar2yA janmAta phaLa yete. tara tyA bIjAta ANi phaLAta pharaka nAhI kA? saMbaMdha AlA kI nAhI? ApaNa bAjarIce dANe peru, to pUrvajanma ANi kaNIsa Ale, to hA janma, parata yA kaNasAtUna bIjarupAta dANA paDela to pUrvajanma ANi tyAcyAtUna kaNIsa Ale, to navIna janma, samajale kI nAhI? praznakartA : eka mANUsa rastyAvaruna cAlata jAta Ahe ANi dusarI suddhA kitItarI mANasaM rastyAvaruna cAlata Aheta, paNa ekhAdA sApa TharAvika mANasAlAca cAvato, tyAce kAraNa purnajanmaca? dAdAzrI : ho. AmhI heca sAMgU icchito kI purnajanma Ahe. mhaNUna to sApa tumhAlA cAvato. purnajanma nasatA tara tumhAlA sApa cAvalA nasatA. purnajanma Ahe, to tumhAlA tumacyA hizobAcI paratapheDa karato. he sagaLe hizoba pheDale jAta Aheta. jase vahIkhAtyAtale hizoba pheDale jAtAta taseca sarva hizoba pheDale jAtAta. ANi 'DevhalapamenTa' muLe he sarva hizoba ApalyAlA samajatAta suddhA. mhaNUnaca ApalyA ithe kityeka lokAMnA purnajanma Aheca azI mAnyatAhI basalelI Ahe nA! paraMtu te purnajanma Aheca ase sAMgU zakata nAhI. 'Aheca' ase purAve deU zakata nAhI. paraMtu azA sagaLyA udAharaNAMmuLe tyAMcyA zraddheta pakke basalele Ahe kI purnajanma Ahe he nakkI. yA tAI mhaNatIla, tilA sAsU cAMgalI kA miLAlI ANi malA kA azI miLAlI? mhaNaje saMyoga sagaLe vegavegaLe miLatIla. sobata ANakhI kAya jAte? praznakartA : eka jIva dusar2yA dehAta jAto. tithe sobata paMcendriye ANi mana he sarva pratyeka jIva gheUna jAto? dAdAzrI : nAhI, nAhI. kAhIhI nAhI. sagaLI indriye tara ekjhosTa(rikAmI) hoUna saMpUna jAtAta. indriya tara maruna gelI. mhaNUna Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara 33 tyAcyAsobata indriya vagaire kAhIhI jAta nAhIta. kevaLa he krodha-mAnamAyA-lobha jAtAta, tyA kAraNa-zarIrAta krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha he sagaLeca yetAta. ANi sUkSma zarIra kase asate? joparyaMta mokSAlA jAta nAhI, toparyaMta sobata rAhate. kuThehI janma hoU de, paNa he sUkSma zarIra tara sobataca asate. ilekTrikala baoNDI AtmA dehAlA soDUna ekaTA jAta nAhI. AtmyAbarobara sarva karma, je kAraNa zarIra mhaTale jAte te, maga tisare ilekTrikala baoNDI (tejasa zarIra). he tinhI sobata nighatAta. joparyaMta ___ hA saMsAra Ahe, toparyaMta pratyeka jIvAta ilekTrikala baoNDI asateca! kAraNa zarIra banale kI ilekTrikala baoNDI sobataca asate. ilekTrikala baoNDI pratyeka jIvAta sAmAnya bhAvAne asateca ANi tyA AdhArAvara Apale sarva cAlata asate, jevaNa jevato te pacavaNyAce kAma ilekTrikala baoNDI karate. rakta vagaire banate, rakta zarIrAta varatI caDhavaNe, khAlI utaravaNe he sagaLe kArya Atamadhye karata rAhate. DoLyAMnI disate, to lAITa yA ilekTrikala baoNDIcyA kAraNAne asato. ANi he krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha te suddhA yA ilekTrikala baoNDIcyA kAraNAneca hotAta. AtmyAmadhye krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha nAhIca. he ciDaNe he sagaLe ilekTrikala baoNDIce zaoNka (AghAta) Aheta. praznakartA : mhaNaje 'cArja hoNyAmadhye' ilekTrikala baoNDI kAma karata asela nA? dAdAzrI : ilekTrikala baoNDI asela, tevhAca cArja hote. ilekTrikala baoNDI nasela, tara he sarva cAlaNAraca nAhI. 'ilekTrikala baoNDI' asela ANi AtmA nasela tarIhI kAhIca cAlaNAra nAhI. he sAre samuccaya 'kaoNjesa' Aheta. Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara garbhAta jIvAcA praveza kevhA? praznakartA : saMcAra hoto tevhA jIva praveza karato, prANa yeto, ase vedAMmadhye sAMgitale Ahe. dAdAzrI : nAhI. hyA sagaLyA goSTI Aheta. tyA goSTI anubhavAcyA nAhIta. khar2yA goSTI nAhIta. tI laukika bhASA jhAlI. jIvAzivAya kadhIhI garbha dhAraNa hota nAhI, jIvAcyA upasthitItaca garbhadhAraNA hote, nAhItara dhAraNa hota nAhI. tyA AdhI tara to aMDyAsArakhA bebhAna avasthemadhye rAhata asato. praznakartA : koMbaDIcyA aMDyAta cheda banavUna jIva Ata ziralA kA? dAdAzrI : nAhI. te tara laukikateta ase Ahe. laukikAta tumhI mhaNatA, aseca lihile Ahe. kAraNa kI garbhadhAraNa hoNe to kALa, sarva sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziala eviDensa, kALahI miLela, tevhA dhAraNA hote. naU mahine garbhAta jIva rAhato tevhA prakaTa hoto ANi sAta mahinyAMcA jIva asela, tevhA kamI mahinyAta janma jhAlA mhaNUna kaccA asato. tyAce Doke-bIke, (meMdu) sagaLe kacce asate. sagaLe aMga kacce asatAta. sAtavyA mahinyAta janma jhAlA mhaNUna ANi aTharA mahinyAne janma jhAlA tara tI goSTaca vegaLI, khUpa ucca koTI buddhimatA asate. arthAta naU mahinyApekSA jitake jAsta mahine hotAta titakI tyAcI 'TaoNpa' huzArI asate. mAhitI Ahe ase? kA bolata nAhI? ApaNa he aikale nAhI kA, kI hA aTharA mahinyAMcA Ahe ase! aikale Ahe? AdhI aikaNyAta Ale nasela, nAhI kA? kI jAU dyA, tyAcI AI tara, hA aTharA mahinyAMcA Ahe, ase sAMgate. to tara khUpa huzAra asato. tyAcyA AIcyA poTAtUna bAhera nighataca nAhI. aTharA mahinyAparyaMta aiTIta rAhato tithe! Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara madhye veLa kitI ? praznakartA : hA deha soDaNe ANi dusarA deha dhAraNa karaNe, yA donhIMmadhye asA kitI veLa lAgato ? 35 dAdAzrI : kAhIca veLa lAgata nAhI. ithUna yA dehAtUna ajUna nighata Ahe ANi tithe yonImadhye hajara hoto, kAraNa he TAImiMga Ahe. vIrya ANi raja yAMcA saMyoga hoto tyA veLelA. ithUna dehApAsUna suTaNAra Ahe ANi tithe to saMyoga juLUna yeto, he sarva ekatra hote tevhA ithUna jAto. nAhItara to ithUna jAtaca nAhI. arthAta manuSyAcyA mRtyUnaMtara to AtmA ithUna saraLa dusar2yA yonImadhye jAto. mhaNUna puDhe kAya hoIla yAcI kAhIhI ciMtA karaNyAsArakhe nAhI. kAraNa kI melyAnaMtara dusarI yonI prApta hoUnaca jAte. ANi tyA yonImadhye praveza karatAca lagecaca tithe jevaNa vagaire sarva miLate. tyApAsUna sarjana hote kAraNa dehAce jaga bhrAMtIce Ahe, te kriyAnAM baghate. dhyAnAlA baghata nAhI. dhyAna puDhacyA janmAcA puruSArtha Ahe ANi kriyA mAgIla janmAcA puruSArtha Ahe. dhyAna he puDhacyA janmAta phaLa deNAra Ahe. dhyAna jhAle kI tyAveLI paramANu bAherUna oDhale jAtAta ANi te dhyAna svarUpa hoUna Ata sUkSmapaNe saMgrahita hotAta ANi kAraNa - dehAce sarjana hote. jevhA RNAnubaMdhAne mAtecyA garbhAta jAto, tevhA kArya - dehAcI racanA hote. manuSya marato tevhA AtmA, sUkSma zarIra taseca kAraNa - zarIra sobata jAtAta. sUkSma zarIra pratyekAce kaoNmana asate paraMtu kAraNa - zarIra pratyekAce tyAcyAdvAre kelelyA kaoNjesa anusAra . vegavegaLe asate. sUkSma - zarIra he ilekTrikala baoNDI (tejasazarIra) Ahe. kAraNa- kAryAcI zrRMkhalA mRtyUnaMtara janma ANi janmAnaMtara mRtyU Ahe, basa. he niraMtara cAlUca Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara rAhate. AtA hA janma ANi mRtyU kA jhAle Aheta? tevhA mhaNatAta, 'kaoNjesa aeNnDa iphekTa, iphekTa aeNnDa kaoNjesa' kAraNa ANi kArya, kArya ANi kAraNa. tyAta jara kAraNAMcA nAza kelA gelA, tara he sAre 'iphekTa' baMda hotIla, maga navIna janma ghyAvA lAgaNAra nAhI. ithe AyuSyabhara 'kaoNjesa' ubhe kele Aheta. te Apale 'kaoNjesa' koNAkaDe jANAra? ANi 'kaoNjesa' kele Aheta mhaNUna te ApalyAlA kAryaphaLa dilyAzivAya rAhata nAhIta. 'kaoNjesa' tayAra kele Aheta, ase tumhAlA samajate kA? pratyeka kAryAta kaoNjesa tayAra hotAta. tumhAlA koNI nAlAyaka mhaTale tara tumacyA Ata 'kaoNjesa' tayAra hotAta. 'tujhA bApa nAlAyaka Ahe' he tumace 'kaoNjesa' mhaTale jAtAta. tumhAlA nAlAyaka mhaTale te tara niyamAnusAra mhaTale gele ANi tumhI tyAlA bekAyadezIra karUna TAkale. he samajale nAhI tumhAlA? kA bolata nAhI? praznakartA : barobara Ahe. dAdAzrI : arthAta 'kaoNjesa' yA janmAta hotAta. tyAcA iphekTa puDhacyA janmI bhogAvA lAgato! he tara 'iphekTiva' (pariNAma) mohAlA 'kaoNjesa' (kAraNa) moha mAnale jAte. tumhI kevaLa ase mAnatA, kI 'mI krodha karato' paraMtu hI tara tumhAlA bhrAMtI Ahe toparyaMtaca krodha Ahe. bAkI, hA krodha nAhIca, hA tara iphekTa Ahe. ANi kaoNjesa baMda jhAle, tevhA iphekTa ekaTAca rAhato, ANi he 'kaoNjesa' baMda jhAle mhaNUna 'hI ija naoNTa rIsponsibala phaoNra iphekTa' arthAta (pariNAmAsAThI svataH jabAbadAra nAhI.) ANi 'iphekTa' ApalA prabhAva dAkhavilyAzivAya rAhata nAhI. kAraNaM baMda hotAta kA? praznakartA : deha ANi AtmA yAMcyAta saMbaMdha tara Ahe nA? Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara 38 dAdAzrI : hA deha Ahe, to AtmyAcyA ajJAna dazecA pariNAma Ahe. je je 'kaoNjesa' kele, tyAcA hA 'iphekTa' Ahe. koNI tumhAlA phalaM vAhIlI tara tumhI khuza hoUna jAtA ANi koNI tumhAlA zivyA dilyA tara tumhI ciDatA. yA ciDaNyAta ANi khuza hoNyAta bAhya darzanAcI kiMmata nAhI, aMtarabhAvAmuLe karma cArja hotAta, tyAcA maga puDhacyA janmAta 'DiscArja' hoto. tyAveLI te 'iphekTiva' Ahe. he mana-vacana-kAyA tinhI 'iphekTiva' Aheta. 'iphekTa' bhogateveLI dusare navIna kaoNjesa' utpanna hotAta, je puDhIla janmAta parata 'iphekTiva' hotAta. yA prakAre 'kaoNjesa aeNnDa iphekTa, iphekTa aeNnDa kaoNjesa' hA krama niraMtara cAlUca rAhato. kevaLa manuSyajanmAtaca kaoNjesa baMda hoU zakatIla ase Ahe. anya sagaLyA gatIMmadhye kevaLa 'iphekTa' ca Aheta. ithe 'kaoNjesa aeNnDa iphekTa' donhI Aheta. AmhI jJAna deto tevhA 'kaoNjesa' baMda karato. maga navIna 'iphekTa' hota nAhI. toparyaMta bhaTakAyace Ahe.... 'iphekTiva baoNDI' arthAta mana-vacana-kAyecyA tIna baeNTar2yA tayAra hoUna jAtAta ANi tyAtUna parata navIna 'kaoNjesa' utpanna hota rAhatAta. arthAta yA janmAmadhye mana-vacana-kAyA DiscArja hota rAhatAta. ANi dusar2yA bAjUne Atamadhye navIna cArja hota rAhato. mana-vacana-kAyecyA jyA baeNTar2yA cArja hota rAhatAta, tyA puDhacyA janmAsAThI Aheta ANi hyA mAgIla janmAcyA jyA Aheta, tyA Aja DiscArja hota Aheta. 'jJAnI puruSa' navIna 'cArja' baMda karUna detAta mhaNUna june 'DiscArja' hota rAhate. mRtyUnaMtara AtmA dusar2yA yonIta jAto. joparyaMta svata:ce 'selpha' ce riyalAija (AtmyAcI oLakha) hota nAhI toparyaMta sagaLyA yonImadhye bhaTakata rAhato. joparyaMta manAta tanmayAkAra hoto, buddhIta tanmayAkAra hoto toparyaMta saMsAra ubhA rAhato. kAraNa tanmayAkAra hoNe arthAta yonImadhye bIja Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara paDaNe ANi kRSNa bhagavaMtAMnI sAMgitale Ahe kI yonImadhye bIja paDate ANi tyAmuLe hA saMsAra ubhA rAhilA Ahe. yonIta bIja paDaNe baMda jhAle kI tyAcA saMsAra samApta jhAlA. 38 vijJAna vakragatIce Ahe praznakartA: 'thiarI oNpha ivolyuzana' (utkrAMtIvAda ) cyA anusAra jIva eka indriya, dona indriya ase 'Devhalapa' hota-hota manuSyAta yeto ANi manuSyAtUna parata janAvarAta jAto. tara yA 'ivolyuzana thiarI' madhye jarA virodhAbhAsa vATato. te jarA spaSTa karAla ? dAdAzrI : nAhI. yAta virodhAbhAsAsArakhe kAhIca nAhI. 'ivolyuzanacI thiarI' sagaLI barobara Ahe. kevaLa manuSyAparyaMtaca 'ivolyuzanacI thiarI' karekTa Ahe. maga tyAcyA puDhacI goSTa tI lokaM jANata nAhIta. praznakartA : manuSyAtUna pazumadhye parata jAto kA ? prazna hA Ahe. dAdAzrI : ase Ahe. AdhI DArvinacI thiarI 'utkrAMtIvAdA'cyA anusAra 'Devhalapa' hota-hota manuSyAparyaMta yeto ANi manuSyAta AlA mhaNUna 'igoijama' (ahaMkAra) sobata asalyAmuLe kartA hoto. karmAcA kartA hoto, mhaNUna maga karmAnusAra tyAlA bhogaNyAsAThI jAve lAgate. 'DebiTa' (pApa) karela tevhA janAvarAta jAve lAgela ANi 'kreDiTa' (puNya) karela, tevhA devagatIta jAve lAgela kiMvA maga manuSya gatIta rAjapada miLela, arthAta manuSyAta AlyAnaMtara parata 'kreDITa' ANi 'DebiTa' vara avalaMbUna Ahe. naMtara nAhIta caur2yAMzI yonI praznakartA : paraMtu ase mhaNatAta nA kI, mAnavajanma kI jo caur2yAzI lakSa yonImadhye bhaTakalyAnaMtara miLato, tara tyAlA parata evaDhe bhaTakAve lAgate tyAnaMtara mAnavajanma miLato ? dAdAzrI : nAhI. ase kAhI nAhI. ekadA manuSyajanma miLAlA tara Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara parata pUrNa caur2yAMzI lakSa bhaTakAve lAgata nAhI. tyAlA jara pAzavatece vicAra Ale tara jAstIta jAsta ATha janma tyAlA pazUyonIta jAve lAgela. te hI kevaLa ze-donaze varSAsAThI. tyAnaMtara parata ithalyA itheca manuSyAta yeto. ekadA manuSya jhAlyAnaMtara caur2yAMzI lAkha pher2yAta bhaTakAve lAgata nAhI. praznakartA : ekaca AtmA caur2yAMzI lAkha pher2yAta phirato nA? dAdAzrI : ho. ekaca AtmA. praznakartA : paNa AtmA tara pavitra Ahe nA? dAdAzrI : AtmA pavitra tara AtA, yAveLIhI Ahe. caur2yAMzI lAkha yonImadhye phirUnahI pavitraca rAhilA Ahe. pavitra hotA ANi pavitraca rAhIla!! vAsanecyA anusAra gatI praznakartA : maraNAAdhI jazI vAsanA asela, tyAca rupAta janma hoto nA? dAdAzrI : ho, tI vAsanA, ApalI lokaM mhaNatAta nA kI maraNAAdhI azI vAsanA hotI. paNa tI vAsanA kAhI azIca ANU zakata nAhI, to tara hizoba Ahe, saMpUrNa jIvanAcA. AyuSyabharAta tumhI je kAhI kele asela, tyAcA mRtyUveLI zevaTacA jo tAsa asato tevhA hizoba samora yeto ANi tyA hizobAnusAra tyAcI gatI hote. manuSyAtUna manuSyaca banato kA? praznakartA : manuSyAtUna manuSyAtaca jANAra Aheta nA? dAdAzrI : hI svata:cI cukIcI samaja Ahe. bAkI strIcyA poTAtUna manuSyaca janma gheto. tethe koNI gADhava janmAlA yeta nAhI. mAtra to ase samajato kI mI melo tarIpaNa parata manuSya mhaNUnaca mAjhA janma hoIla tara Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara tI cUka Ahe. are murkhA, tujhe vicAra tara gADhavAce Aheta, maga tU manuSya hoNAra tarI kasA? tulA vicAra yetAta, koNAce upabhogU, koNAce hisakAvUna gheU, binahakkAce bhogaNyAce vicAra yetAta, te vicAraca gheUna jAtAta tyA tyA gatImadhye.. praznakartA : jIvAcA asA kAhI krama Ahe kA kI manuSyAta AlyAnaMtara parata manuSyAtaca yeIla kI dusarIkaDe jAIla? dAdAzrI : hiMdustAnAta manuSyajanmAta AlyAnaMtara cArahI gatImadhye bhaTakAve lAgate. phaoNrenacyA mANasAce ase nAhI. tyAMcyAta dona-pAca Takke apavAda asatAta, dusare sagaLe vara caDhataca rAhatAta. praznakartA : loka jyAlA vidhAtA mhaNatAta te koNAlA mhaNatAta? dAdAzrI : te nisargAlA vidhAtA mhaNatAta. vidhAtA nAvAcI koNI devI nAhI. sAyanTiphika sarakamasTaeNnziala eviDansa (vaijJAnika saMyogika purAve) teca vidhAtA Ahe. ApalyA lokAMnI Tharavale Ahe kI, sahAvyA divazI vidhAtA lekha lihUna jAto. vikalpAMnI he sagaLe ThIka Ahe ANi jara vAstavika jANUna ghyAyace asela tara he khare nAhI. yethe tara kAyadA asA Ahe kI jyAne binahakkAce ghetale asela tyAce dona pAyAtUna cAra pAya hoUna jAtIla. paraMtu te nehamIsAThI nAhI. jAstIta jAsta donaze varSa ANi khUpa jhAle tara sAta-ATha janma janAvara gatIta jAtIla. ANi kamIta kamI pAcaca miniTAta janAvarAta jAUna parata manuSyAta yeto. kityeka jIva ase Aheta kI ekA miniTAta satarA janma badalatAta. arthAta asehI jIva Aheta. mhaNUna janAvarAta geleta, tyA sagaLyAMnAca ze-donaze varSAce AyuSya miLela ase nAhI. he samajate lakSaNAMvarUna praznakartA : he janAvara yonIta jANAra Ahe, yAcA kAhI purAvA tara sAMgA. tyAlA vaijJAnika AdhArAvara kazAprakAre mAnAyace? Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara dAdAzrI : ithe koNI bhuMkata rAhato asA manuSya bheTalA Ahe tumhAlA ? 'kA bhuMkata rAhatosa?' ase tumhI tyAlA bolale hote ? to tithUna, kutryAcyA yonItUna AlA Ahe. koNI mAkaDAsArakhyA hAlacAlI karela, ase asatAta ! te tithUnaca Alele asatAta. koNI mAMjarI sArakhe ekaTaka baghata asatAta, Apale kAhI gheNyAsAThI, hisakAvaNyAsAThI, te tithUna Alele asatAta. arthAta, te ithe kuThUna Ale Aheta tehI oLakhU zakato ANi kuThe jANAra Aheta he hI oLakhU zakato, ANi te suddhA kAyamasAThI nAhI. he loka tara kase Aheta, yAMnA pApa karatA dekhIla yeta nAhI. 41 yA kaliyugAta lokAMnA pApa karaNe yeta nAhI ANi karatAta hI pApaca! mhaNUna tyAMcyA pApAce phaLa kase asate ? khUpa jhAle tara pannAsazaMbhara varSa janAvarAta jAUna parata ithalyA itheca yetAta. hajAro varSa kiMvA lAkho varSa nAhI. ANi kityeka tara pAca varSAtaca janAvarAta jAUna parata yetAta, mhaNUna janAvarAta jANe hA gunhA samajU nakA. kAraNa kI te lagecaca parata yetAta bicAre. kAraNa kI ase pApaca karata nAhIta nA ! tyAMcyAta zaktica nAhI ase pApa karaNyAcI. niyama, hAnI - vRddhIcA praznakartA : yA manuSyAMcI saMkhyA vADhataca cAlalI Ahe, yAcA artha asA kI janAvare kamI jhAlI Aheta ? dAdAzrI : ho. khare Ahe. jevaDhe AtmA Aheta tevaDheca AtmA rAhatAta. paNa 'kanvarjana' (rupAMtara) hota rAhate. kadhI manuSya vADhatAta tevhA janAvara kamI hotAta, ANi kadhI janAvara vADhatAta tevhA manuSya kamI hotAta. ase kanvarjana hota rAhate. AtA parata manuSya kamI hotIla. AtA sana 1993 pAsUna suruvAta hoIla kamI vhAyalA. tevhA lokaM kaeNlkyulezana (mojaNI ) karatIla kI sana 2000 madhye ase hoIla ANi tase hoIla. hiMdustAnAtIla janasaMkhyA vADhela, maga AmhI kAya khANAra? ase kaeNlkyulezana karatAta, nAhI kA ? te kazAsArakhe Ahe ? 'similI' (upamA) sAMgU ? Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 42 mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara eka caudA varSAMcA mulagA asela, tyAcI uMcI cAra phuTa ANi cAra iMca asela ANi aTharAvyA varSI pAca phuTa uMcI asela. tevhA mhaNatAta kI cAra varSAta ATha iMca vADhalA. tevhA to satarAvyA varSI kitI vADhela? ase kaeNlkyulezana karato, azAca prakAre he janasaMkhyece kaeNlkyulezana karatAta. mulAMnA duHkha kA? praznakartA : nirdoSa mulAlA zArIrika vedanA bhogAvI lAgate, tyAce kAraNa kAya? dAdAzrI : mulAcyA karmAcA udaya mulAlA bhogAyacA Ahe ANi 'AI'lA to baghUna bhogAyacA Ahe. mULa karma mulAce Ahe, tyAta AIcI anumodanA hotI. mhaNUna 'AI'lA te baghUna bhogAyace Ahe. mhaNaje karaNe, karaviNe ANi anumodanA karaNe he tIna karmabaMdhanAcI kAraNe Aheta. manuSya jIvanAcI mahattA manuSya dehAta AlyAnaMtara anya gatImadhye jase kI deva, tiryaMca athavA narakAta jAUna AlyAnaMtara parata manuSyadeha prApta hoto. ANi bhaTakaMtIce aMta, he suddhA manuSya dehAtUnaca miLate. hA manuSya deha jara sArthaka karatA AlA tara mokSAcI prAptI hoU zakela ase Ahe, nAhI tara bhaTakaNyAce sAdhana vADhavela, asehI Ahe ! dusar2yA gatIMmadhye kevaLa suTata jAto. paraMtu yAta donhIhI Ahe. suTato ANi sobataca bAMdhalA jAto. durlabha manuSya deha prApta jhAlA Ahe tara tyApAsUna Apale (mokSAce) kAma kADhUna ghyA. anaMta janma AtmyAne dehAsAThI ghAlavale Aheta. eka janma jara deha AtmyAsAThI kADhela tara kAmaca hoUna jAIla. manuSya dehAtaca jara jJAnI puruSa bheTale tara mokSAcA upAya hoIla. devatAhI manuSyadehAsAThI vyAkuLa asatAta. jJAnI puruSAMzI bheTa jhAlyAne, tAra juLalyAne, anaMta janmAparyaMta zatrU samAna jhAlelA hA deha parama mitra Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara banato. mhaNUna yA dehAta ApalyAlA jJAnI puruSa bheTale Aheta tara pUrNasaMpUrNa kAma kADhUna ghyA. pUrNa tAra joDUna taDIpAra utaruna jA. ajanma - amaralA AvAgamana kase asaNAra ? praznakartA: paraMtu AvAgamanAcA pherA koNAlA Ahe ? dAdAzrI : jo ahaMkAra Ahe nA, tyAlA AvAgamana Ahe. AtmA tara mULa dazetaca Ahe. ahaMkAra maga baMda hoto. mhaNUna tyAce phere baMda hoUna jAtAta! 43 maga mRtyUcIhI bhItI nAhI praznakartA : mAtra hI sanAtana zAMtI prApta kelI tara tI yA janmApUratIca asate kI janma-janmAMparyaMta asate ? dAdAzrI : nAhI. tI tara paramananTa jhAlI. maga kartAca rAhilA nAhI, mhaNUna karmabaMdhana nAhI. eka kiMvA dona janmAMnaMtara mokSa hotoca. suTakAca nAhI. cAlataca nAhI. jyAlA mokSAlA jAyace nasela, tyAne hA dhaMdA karAyacA nAhI. yA lAInIta paDAyaceca nAhI. jyAlA mokSa pasaMta nAhI, tyAne yA lAInIta paDAyaceca nAhI. praznakartA : he sagaLe jJAna Ahe, te dusar2yA janmAta gelyAvara AThavate kA ? dAdAzrI : sarvakAhI tyA rupAtaca asaNAra. badalaNAra nAhI. kAraNa kI karma ( navIna) bAMdhale jAta nAhIta, mhaNUna punhA guMtA nirmANa hotaca nAhI. praznakartA : tara yAcA artha asA jhAlA kI AmacyA mAgIla janmAcI azI karma asatAta, jyAmuLe guMtA cAlUca rAhato ? dAdAzrI : mAgIla janmAta ajJAnatene karma bAMdhale, tyA karmAMcA hA iphekTa Ahe. iphekTa bhogAveca lAgatAta. iphekTa bhogatA bhogatA jara jJAnI bheTale nAhI, tara parata navIna kaoNjesa ANi pariNAma svarUpa navIna Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara iphekTa utpanna hotaca rAhatAta. iphekTamadhUna parata kaoNjesa utpanna hoNAra ANi te kaoNjesa parata puDhacyA janmI iphekTa detIla. kaoNjesa aeNnDa iphekTa, iphekTa aeNnDa kaoNjesa, kaoNjesa aeNnDa iphekTa, iphekTa aeNnDa kaoNjesa, kaoNjesa aeNnDa iphekTa, he cAlUca rAhate. mhaNUna jJAnI puruSa jevhA kaoNjesa baMda karatAta tevhA phakta iphekTaca bhogAve lAgatAta. mhaNUna karmabaMdhana baMda hoUna gele. mhaNUna sarva 'jJAna' lakSAta rAhate, evaDheca nAhI, tara svataH te svarupaca hoUna jAto. maga maraNAcIhI bhItI vATata nAhI. kazAcIca bhItI vATata nAhI, nirbhayatA rAhate. aMtima veLI jAgRtI jivaMta Ahota, toparyaMta praznakartA : dAdAzrI, jJAna gheNyAAdhI yA jIvanAta je paryAya bAMdhale gele Aheta, tyAce nirAkaraNa kase hoIla? dAdAzrI : AtA jivaMta Ahota, toparyaMta pazcAtApa karuna tyAMnA dhuvUna TAkAyace, paraMtu te TharAvikaca, pUrNa nirAkaraNa hota nAhI. paraMtu saila tara hotAtaca. saila hotIla mhaNUna puDhIla janmAta hAta lAvatAca lageca gATha suTUna jAte. praznakartA : prAyazcittAne baMdha suTatAta? dAdAzrI : ho, suTatAta? TharAvika prakArace karma baMdha Aheta, te karma prAyazcita karaNyAne majabUta gAThItUna saila hotAta. ApalyA pratikramaNAta khUpa zaktI Ahe. dAdAMnA sAkSI ThevUna karAla tara kAma hoIla. he jJAna miLAlyAnaMtara hizoba mahAvidehacA karmAcyA dhakkyAne je janma hoNAra asatIla te hotIla. kadAcita Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara eka-dona janma. paNa tyAnaMtara sImaMdhara svAmIM javaLaca jAve lAgela. hA ithalA dhakkA, ithalA hizoba AdhIca bAMdhalA gelA Ahe, thoDA cikaTa jhAlA Ahe, paNa to pUrNa hoUna jAIla. tyApAsUna suTakAca nAhI nA. praznakartA : pratikramaNa kelyAne karmAce dhakke kamI hotAta ? dAdAzrI : kamI hotAta nA! ANi lavakara saMpUSTAta yeIla. 'AmhI' ase kele nivAraNa vizvAsobata 45 jitakyA cukA saMpavilyA pratikramaNa karatA karatA, titakA mokSa javaLa AlA. praznakartA : tyA phAIlI parata tara cikaTaNAra nAhIta nA, dusar2yA janmAta ? dAdAzrI : kazAsAThI ? ApalyAlA dusar2yA janmAta kazAlA ? ithalyA itheca itake sAre pratikramaNa karuna TAkA. veLa miLAlA kI tyAsAThI pratikramaNa karataca rAhile pAhije. 'caMdUbhAU 'lA 'tumhI' evaDheca sAMgAyalA pAhije kI pratikramaNa karataca rahA. tumacyA gharAtIla sagaLyA sadasyAMnA pUrvI tumacyAkaDUna kAhI nA kAhI duHkha jhAle ase tyAsAThI tumhI pratikramaNa karAve. saMkhyAta athavA asaMkhyAta janmAMpAsUna je rAga-dveSa, viSaya, kaSAyace doSa kele asatIla, tyAcI kSamA mAgato. ase roja ekaeka vyaktice, aseca gharAtIla pratyeka vyaktilA AThavUna karAyalA pAhije. naMtara AsapAsace, zejArI-pAjArI sagaLyAMnA AThavUna upayoga ThevUna he karAyalA pAhije. tumhI ase kelyAnaMtara he ojhe halake hota jAIla. aseca kAhI halake hoNAra nAhI. AmhI pUrNa vizvAsobata azA prakAre nivAraNa kele Ahe. AdhI ase nivAraNa kele hote tevhAca tara suTakA jhAlI. joparyaMta AmacA doSa tumacyA manAta Ahe toparyaMta malA caina paDaNAra nAhI. mhaNUna AmhI jevhA ase pratikramaNa karato tevhA tithe pusalA jAto. Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 46 mRtyUveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara mRtakAMce pratikramaNa praznakartA : jyAcI kSamA mAgAyacI Ahe tyA vyakticA dehavilaya jhAlA asela, tara pratikramaNa kase karAyace? dAdAzrI : dehavilaya jhAlA asela, tarI paNa jara tyAcA phoTo asela, tyAcA ceharA AThavata asela, tara pratikramaNa karU zakatA. ceharA jarI AThavata nasela ANi nAva mAhita asela, tara nAva gheUnahI karU zakatA, tarIhI tyAlA pohocela sarva. praznakartA : mhaNaje mRtaka vyaktice pratikramaNa kazAprakAre karAyace? dAdAzrI : mana-vacana-kAyA, bhAvakarma, dravyakarma, nokarma mRtakAce nAva taseca tyAcyA nAvAcI sarva mAyepAsUna bhinna azA tyAcyA zuddhAtmyAlA AThavAyace. ANi naMtara 'azI cUka jhAlI hotI' te AThavUna (AlocanA) tyA cukAMsAThI malA pazcAtApa hota Ahe ANi tyAsAThI malA kSamA karA (pratikramaNa). azA cukA punhA hoNAra nAhIta asA dRDha nizcaya karato, ase nakkI karA. (pratyAkhyAna). 'tumhI' svataH caMdUbhAUce jJAtA-dRSTA rahAyace ANi jANAyace kI caMdUbhAUne kitI pratikramaNa kele, kitI suMdara kele ANi kitI veLA kele. Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMtima veLecI prArthanA jyAcI aMtima veLa javaLa AlI asela, tyAne azAprakAre prArthanA karAyalA pAhije. 'he dAdA bhagavAna, he zrI sImaMdhara svAmI prabhU, mI mana-vacana-kAyA ...* (jyAcI aMtima veLa AlI asela tyA vyaktIne svataHce nAva ghyAve) ' tathA ...*... nAvAcI sarva mAyA, bhAvakarma, dravyakarma, nokarma ApaNa prakaTa paramAtmA svarUpa prabhUcyA sucaraNI samarpita karIta Ahe. he dAdA bhagavAna, he zrI sImaMdhara svAmI prabhU, mI Apale ananya zaraNa svIkArata Ahe. malA Apale ananya zaraNa miLo. aMtima kSaNI hajara rahA. mAjhe boTa dharuna mokSAsa gheUna jA. zevaTaparyaMta sobata rahA. he prabhU, malA mokSAzivAya yA jagAtIla dusarI koNatIhI vinAzI vastU nako. mAjhA puDhIla janma ApalyA caraNI ANi zaraNIca hovo. 'dAdA bhagavAnAMcA asIma jaya jayakAra ho' bolata rahAve. (azAprakAre tyA vyaktine vAraMvAra bolAyace athavA tyAcyAkaDUna koNIhI vAraMvAra bolavUna ghyAve.) Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRta vyaktisAThI prArthanA ApalyA koNI mRta svajanAsAThI kiMvA mitrAsAThI azA prakAre prArthanA kelI pAhije. 'pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAnAMcyA sAkSIne, pratyakSa sImaMdhara svAmIMcyA sAkSIne, dehadhArI... *(mRta vyaktice nAva ghyAve)cyA mana-vacana-kAyecA yoga, bhAvakarma-dravyakarma, nokarmAne bhinna ase he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna, ApaNa azI kRpA karA kI ..*.. jethe asatIla tethe tyAMnA sukha-zAMtI miLo, mokSa miLo.' Aja divasAcyA adyakSaNAparyaMta mAjhyAkaDUna ..*.. cyAsAThI je kAhI rAga-dveSa, kaSAya jhAle asatIla, tyAbaddala mI mAphI mAgato. hRdayapUrvaka pazcAtApa karato. malA kSamA karA ANi punhA ase doSa kadhIca hoNAra nAhIta, azI malA zaktI dayA. (azA prakAre vAraMvAra prArthanA kelI pAhije. naMtara jevhA jevhA mRta vyakticI AThavaNa yeIla, tevhA hI prArthanA kelI pAhije.) Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zuddhAtmA prati prArthanA he aMtaryAmI paramAtmA ! ApaNa pratyeka jIvamAtrAMmadhye virAjamAna AhAta, taseca mAjhyAmadhye paNa virAjamAna AhAta, Apale svarUpa heca mAjhe svarUpa Ahe, mAjhe svarUpa zuddhAtmA Ahe. he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! mI ApalyAlA abhedabhAve atyaMta bhaktIpUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. ajJAnatemuLe mI je je doSa kele Aheta, tyA sarva doSAMnA ApalyA samakSa jAhIra karIta Ahe. tyAce hadayapUrvaka khUpa pazcAtApa karIta Ahe ANi ApalyAjavaLa kSamA prArthita Ahe. he prabhU! malA kSamA karA, kSamA karA, kSamA karA ANi punhA ase doSa karU naye azI ApaNa malA zakti dyA, zakti dyA, zakti dyA. he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! ApaNa azI kRpA karA kI Amace bhedabhAva miTUna jAve ANi abheda svarUpa prApta vhAve. AmhI ApalyAta abheda svarUpAne tanmAyAkAra rAhU. (je je doSa jhAle asatIla te manAta jAhIra karAve. ) pratikramaNa vidhi pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAnAMcyA sAkSIne dehadhArI ...... (jyAcyA prati doSa jhAlA asela tyA vyaktice nAva) cyA mana-vacana-kAyece yoga, bhAvakarma, dravyakarma, nokarmAhUna bhinna ase he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! ApalyA sAkSIne, AjacyA divasAparyaMta je je doSa jhAle Aheta, tyAMcI kSamA mAgata Ahe, hRdayapUrvaka khUpa pazcAtApa karIta Ahe. malA kSamA karA, kSamA karA, kSamA karA. ANi punhA ase doSa kadhIhI karaNAra nAhI, asA dRDha nizcaya karIta Ahe, tyAsAThI malA parama zaktidyA. ** krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, viSaya-vikAra, kaSAya ityAdIpAsUna tyA vyaktilA duHkha dile gele asela tyA sarva doSAMnA manAta AThavAyace. 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