Book Title: Buddhiprabha 1911 08 SrNo 05
Author(s): Adhyatma Gyan Prasarak Mandal
Publisher: Adhyatma Gyan Prasarak Mandal
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Reg. No. B. 376 1 zrI jenazvetAMbara mUrtipUjake bAIMganA hitArtha prakaTa thatu'. ane buddhiprabhA. che (Light of Reason:) varSa 3 jI. sane 1911. agaSTa, ajIka 5 me, 1 sarva paravazaM duHkhaM, savamAtmavazaM sukham / etaduktaM samAsena lakSaNe sukhaduHkhayoH // nAhaM pudalabhAvAnAM kattoM kArayitA na ca / nAnumantApi cetyAtma-jJAnavAn lipyate katham / / pragaTaka ttA, | adhyAtmajJAna prasAraka maMDaLa, vyavasthA5rka, zrI jaina zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka beDAMga taraphathI, | suprInTenDanTa za karalAla DAhyAbhAI kApaDIA. | nAgorIsarAhu-amadAvAdaH | vArSika lavAjama-paTeja sAthe rU. 1-4-0. sthAnika 1-0-0 amadAvAdathI 'satyavijaya' presamAM sAMkalacaMda harIlAle chApyuM. Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pRSTha 13 viSayAnukramaNikA viSaya, pRSNa, viSaya, pAmI janma bhavamAM karI zI mAgonusArInA pAMtrIza guNa.... 151 kamANI. dUrajatAputrapratye pitAnI zikSA. 154 vacanAmRta. devI prArthanA.. *** kapAya catuSTaya--mAyA. tIrthayAtrAnuM vimAna ne jaina Adhunika samaya. gurUkuLa. jagatakadva vAda carcA. .. 14ra dayAnuM dAna ke devakumAra. ... 1 - sadAcAra... ... 143 zrI amadAvAdanI zrAvikA udyogazALAne mAhe julAI sane - 1911 no vRtAMta. 137. 13e gayA mAsanI sIlaka rU 51-7-6. jamA-zA. puMjAbhAI hIrAcaMda taraphathI mAhe junanA rU. 30-0-0. zrI vyAja khAte rU 3-8-0. zrI udyoga kharca khAte rUA. 7-12-0 zrI majurI khAte rUA. 1-8-0 zrI para* curaNa kharca khAte rU 0-ra-3. zrI bhekhAte amadAvAda pAMjarA poLanA cAkasI kIlAbhAI UjamazI taraphathI rU 10-0-0, kula rU 7-5-. temAMthI bAdakharcazrI pagAra khAte mAhe junanA rU 34-8-0 zrI paracuraNa kharca khAte rUA. 15-3-huM zIkhanAra bAIone sahAya ApavA khAte rUA. 0-1-0 zrI udyoga kharca khAte rUA. 0--0 zrI majurI khAte rU. 1-8-0. zrI makAna bhADA khAte rU. 16-0-0, kula rU. 6 7-12-9. bAkI sIlaka rUA. 29-9-0 zIkhanAra bAIonI jAtavAra saMkhyA vIzA zrI mALI 80. dazA zrI mALI che. vIzA esavALa 8. dazA esavALa 1. vIzA poravADa 13. dazA poravADa 3, paracuraNa 2. kula naMbara-116. dararAjanI sarAsarI hAjarI 68. dhaMdhAvAra saMkhyA- bharata bharanAra-89, zIvaNa karanAra -19. kuMthaNa karanAra-8. sthiti vAra saMkhyA sadhavA 60, vIdhavA 28. kumArI 28. zrI << buddhiprabhA AnTIsa tarapha. te zA, manasukha anopacaMda, vanA tA, 2 jI oNgasTa sane 1911 , nararI sekreTarI. Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ buddhiprabhA. (The Light of Reason ) brahmAnandavidhAnake paTutaraM zAntigrahadyotakam // satyAsatyavivekadaM bhavabhaya-bhrAntivyavacchedakam // mithyAmArgAnavartakaM vijayatAM syAdvAdadharmapadam / roje sUryanamasa% zuddhi mATe mAsa che varSa 3 ju. tA. 15 mI agai. sana 1911 aMka 5 me. .. . - vasaMta tilakA. pAmI nRjanma bhAvamAM karI zI kamANI. * huM keNa chuM ? jagatamAM kaI vastu hArI, GDo vicAra karatAM chava khuba muMjhe; moTo thaye have are mana je vicArI, pAmI nRjanma bhavamAM karI za kamANa. vAto karI bahu nirarthaka Ayu gADhyuM, leke laDAvI jagamAM bahu karma bAMdhyuM; ajJAnavAsita mana thaI khUba hAle; pAmI nRjanma bhAvamAM karI zI kamANa. vizvAsaghAta paranA bahu vAra kIdhA. nindA karI avarane bahu ALa dIdhAM che bahu dhamadhame karI krodha bhArI, pAmI nRjanma bhavamAM karI zI kamANI. Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ juhu vA divasamAM bahu vAra lobhe, corI karI avaranI chaLa khUba tAkI; kAmAbhilASa manamAM nahi cittazuddhi, pAmI nRjanma bhavamAM kara zI kamANuM. hArUM karI mana viSe bahu pApa kIdhuM, durbananA vaza thaI zubha nA vicAryuM; dIdhuM na dAna parane karUNA karIne, pAmI nRjanma bhAvamAM kara zI kamANa. sevA karI ne gurUnI bahu bhAva lAvI, kIdhI na bhakti gurUnI nahiM jJAna lIdhuM; satasevana karI nahi zubha buddhi lAvI, pAmI nRjanma bhAvamAM kara zI kamANI. duSkRtyanA vaza thaye zubha kRtya bhulya, mehe are bhavapAdhi na pAra pAme; kIdhI na uttama dayA jagamAM chAnI, pAmI janma bhAvamAM karI zI kamANI. che Aza dAsa jagamAM mana mAnyuM khAvuM, zobhA karI tanu taNI bahu khela khe; sevyA pramAdaripune bahu prema lAvI, pAmI nRjanma bhavamAM ka zI kamANI. hAMsI karI avaranI khuba citta rIye, mAnI banI mana viSe khalu khUba phUlya; bhUle paDa bhava viSe thaI meha ghele, pAmI nRjanma bhAvamAM kara zI kamANa. vAMcyuM ghaNuM nahi rahyuM mana ThAma kayAre, vaktA thaI karyuM nahi zubha kArya sAruM; jJAnI thaI dharI nahi paramArthavRtti. pAmI nRjanma bhavamAM kara zI kamANI. Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 131 citta dharI nahi are karUNuM banI, preme dharI nahi are manamAM ja maitrI madhyastha bhAva manamAM zubhanA vicAryo, pAmI nRjanma bhavamAM kara zI kamANI. kIdhI dhamAdhama bahu karI khUba carca, vAvyAM ane mahIM viSe bahu kaleza bIje; bhUlyA bhaNuM tajI are zubha khAtmavRtti, pAmI nRjanma bhavamAM karI zI kamANuM. kAntA viSe mana didhuM dharI moha mAyA, zudhdha paga manamAM ghaDIe na dhAryo; zikSA dharI mana viSe nahi satya zodhyuM, pAmI nRjanma bhavamAM karI zI kamANa. svArtho tacha nahi karyo paramArtha kAryA, dhAryo ne prema jagamAM sahu jIva sAthe bhUlo paDaye haiMkha lo nahi eka Are, pAmI nRjanma bhavamAM karI zI kamANI, kopI thaI jhaTa karyA bahu karma kALAM, ghAta karI mana vize parajIvanI re; sAthuM na sAdhu thaI saMvara kArya sAruM, pAmI nRjanma bhAvamAM karI zI kamANa. bhU have pharI gaNuM thaI zuddha vRtti, nakkI dharUM mana viSe paramAtma bhakti; jA have mana dharUM paramAtma vANI, buddhacabdhi dharma dharine karI zuM kamANa. saMvata 1967 AzA vadi 1 muMbaI lAlabAga, Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ' 12 5 vacanAmRta. (lekhaka muni buddhisAgara. ) dharmanA phelAvA karanArA vidvAnA che. mUkhya dharmanA eMdha devAne ane tene phelAvA pharavA zaktimAna thatA nathI. je dhamAM dharmanA netAonuM pada mukho bhAgave che te dharmanI paDatI thayAvinA rahetI nathI. jJAnavinA dharmanuM svarUpa samajAtu nathI. jJAnavinA kriyAnAM rahasya samajAtAM nathI. je dharmamAM jJAvinA mUlAcAre dharmanI kriyA karavAmAM Ave che te dharmanA manuSyA kuvAnA deDakA samAna che. peAtAnA dharmanI prazaMsA to dareka dharmavALA kare che ane pratyeka dharmavALA pAtAtAnA dharmane satya kaheche paNa satyane apekSAe samajyAvinA pratyeka dharmavALAe bhUla kare che. jaina dharmezAsana apekSAe sarvava tuenA dharmane grahaNu kare che. mATe sarvadA sarvathA jainazAsana sarvAM dharmAMnA satyAMzane grahaNu kare che tethI te mahAna dhama kahevAya che. 3 kAInA dharmanI nindA karavAmAtrathI peAtAnA dharmanA udaya thatA nathI. anya dharma pALanArAo upara dveSa na pragaTavA joie. kintu karUNAbhAva pragaTavA joie. jainadharmanI unnati karavI hAya te jainadharmanAM tattvanA prasAra kareA. jainatattva jagatane samajAve ane sajIvane zuddha premathI dharmanuM svarUpa samajAvA paNa kAinA upara Tepa kareA nahi. anya dhama pALanArAnA ThekANe tame paNa kAI vakhata hatA paNa temanuM murUM na citavatAM anyAnuM bhalu karavA prayatna kareA. AkhI duniyAmAM kaye dharmAM vizeSa phelAya ane te zAthI te tenA uttaramAM kahevu paDaze ke tenAmAM satya yA ane zuddhaprema haze te dhama jagatamAM phelAze-vizAla daSTithI dharmanA phelAvA thAya che ane saMku. cita dRSTithI dharmanA vADe vALI zakAya che. madhyastha dRSTithI jagatanA sarvadharmonAM tattvA vicAre ane pakSapAta tyAgIne je je dharmomAM je je aMze satya rahyuM hoya tene svIkAra kare.. samajavAthI satya dharma prApta thAya che. rAga ane dveSanI malIna daSTithI satyadharmanuM rahasya samajI zakAtuM nathI. satyatattva samajavAne mATe jJAniyeAnI saMgati kareA-satyanI siddhi ane asatyane juduM pADavAnI zakti prApta kareA, Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 7 syAdvAda dharmanuM svarUpa gurUgamapUrvaka samajavAmAM Ave te satya hAtha mAM Avaze ane pakSapAtaSTino nAza thaze-pUrvakAlamAM jainadharma jagatamAM sarvatra phelAye hatuM tenuM kAraNa Aja hatuM. jainadharmanuM svarUpa je nayonI apekSAo paripUrNa samajAya che to duniyAnA sarvadharmonuM svarUpa samajI zakAya che. 8 dharmane phelAvo karanArA sAdhuo che. sAdhuo paNa vidvAna levA joI che. temanI bhakti karavI joIe. sAdhuo tatvajJAnanA mArgamAM praveza karaze ane jagatanA kalyANa mATe sarva manuSyone pitAnA AtmasamAna gaNuM badha Apaze tyAre jainadharmane udaya thaze. 8 pitAno dharma sAro che ema te pratyeka manuSya kahe che. paNa pitAnA dharmanI khubIo batAvyAvinA teno svIkAra thato nathI. ajJAnI manabe pazuo jevA che teone game te dharmane vidvAna pitAnA dharma mAM laI jAya che. ajJAnIo nAnA bALaka jevA che tenAthI dharmano phelAvo thaI zakato nathI ane teo AMkha mIcIne mikSanA mA rgamAM deDe che. 10 dayA, prema, satya, samatA, bhakti surata, sarvatra, samAnabhAva, ane vairAgya AdisadaguNavinAne vidvAna bAvaLanA vRkSa samAna jagatamAM kalezanA kAMTA vere che ane jagatamAM pitAno dharma phelAvI zakato nathI. saguNothI manuSyanuM dharmamAM AkarSaNa karI zakAya che. koI paNa dharmanA tattanI asatyata: je je aMze heya tene tame dalIlothI asatya TharAvI zake te te gya che paNa anyadhamInA para arUci deza ane tenI jAtaniMdA karavAne tamane adhikAra nathI. anya dharma onI nindA karavAthI pitA nI tathA pitAnA dharmanI unnati thaI zakatI nathI. anyadharmIone satya dharma ane asatyadharmano bheda samajAve paNa teonI jAta nindA kara zo te AtmAne gunho karaze. koinI jAtanindA karI tenI lAgaNI duHkhayavAna tamane koIe haka Ape nathI. keInI jAtanindA karavI te eka prakAranI hiMsAja che. 11 koinA upara juve tyAre manamAM maitrI bhAvanA rAkhazo. tamArAmAM ja sarva sadaguNe che ane anya sarve doSI che evI daSTithI koIne dekho nahi. tame anyane jevA dhAre che tevA tamane paNa anya dhAratA haze. tame anyane devI dekhazo te anya tamane devI dekhaze. tamAre duni Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 134 thAmAMthI sArU grahaNa karavuM hoya te sarvatra gaNadaSTithI guNa levAno abhyAsa pADavo. para mUkhanA vicAre sAMkaDA ane ajJAnathI bharapUra che. bhUkha vidvAne mATe game tevo abhiprAya bAMdhe tethI vidvAnoe DarI javuM nahi. lAkho nirakSara abhaNa manuSyonA abhiprAya karatAM eka tattvajJAnI mahAtmAnA abhiprAya upara laya ApavuM-mUrkhAonI vAhavAhathI ane teonI bhaktithI tame pitAne mahAna dhAraze nahi, jJAnine abhiprAya amUlya che. rAga, dveSa, sAMkaDI daSTi, mamatva, deva, nindrA, kaleza,vira Adi puNe jenAmAM che tevA mUkhIo popaTanI peThe bhale bhaNuM gayA hoya paNa teonuM hadaya ucca hetuM nathI tenA vicAra pramANe cAlanArAo. duHkhathI mukta thatA nathI. 13 dharma banAvavAnA pahelAM manuSya bane. manuSyapaNuM sadguNo vinA kahI zakAtuM nathI. dareka bAbatane vicAra kare. pitAnI akkala dharANe mUkIne anyanI akkalanA derAyA cAlIne pazu samAna na bane. tamArI akkala keka paNu prakAre kaI vastune nizcaya karavA samartha na thAya tyAre tame jJAnI gItArthanA vacanapara vizvAsa rAkho paNa sAmAnya akalavALA kaMi kahe te upara ekadama abhiprAya bAMdhazo nahi. koI paNa bAbatano abhiprAya bAMdhatAM pahelAM cAre bAjuethI tapAsa karaze. mudata laMbAvaze. dhIraja rAkhazo paNa ekadama manamAM Ave te pramANe karI deze nahi. parIkSApUrvaka tattvane grahaNa karaze. 14 koIpaNa manuSya saMbaMdhI abhiprAya bAMdhatA pUrve pUrNa vicAra karaze adhurAne koIpaNa bAbatano abhiprAya ApavAne hakka nathI. adhurAne parIkSAne haka nathI. adhurAnI daSTi adhurI hoya che tethI te koI paNa bAbatanuM pUrNa svarUpa vilokI zakato nathI. adhurAnI paNa parIkSA karavI te paNa vicAravA paDyA che. 15 hajAra mUkha, kaleza ane avinayI ziSya karatAM jJAnI saguNu ane vinayI eka ziSya sAre. ziSyanA dharma samajyA vinA ziSya thavAne adhikAra nathI ziSyane dharma samajyA vinA ziSya thavuM te eka guhe che. gurUne dharma samajyA vinA gurU thavuM te paNa eka jAtane gunha che. 16 kaI paNa padavI 5 letAM pahelAM tenA guNe prApta karavA joIe. padavI prApta karIne mokalAze nahi kinuM svaparanI unnati karavAmAM Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kIkI tamArA pravRtti kare. Ioe avanatinuM mULa che. je manuSya anyane khADAmAM pADavA prapa race che te potAne hAthe masANa ane gharane banAve che. 17 pitAnI nindA ane stuti tarapha baherA banaze, tamAruM svarga tamArA AtmAmAM che ane naraka paNa tamArA AtmAmAM chematalaba ke tamArA AtmA ucca thaze te svargamAM jazo ane tamArA AtmA durgaNethI nIca banaze te narakamAM jaze. 18 lahamavatane lakSamIthI mAna maLatuM nathI paNa lakSmInA tyAgathI mAna maLe che. koI paNa sthAnamAM lakSmI vAparyA vinA athavA vAparaze evuM jANyA vinA lakSmIvantane koI mAna ApatuM nathI. kharI lakSmI tamArI AtmAmAM che ane jUhI lakSmI tamArI AMkha AgaLa che. jUhI lakSmInA dAsa banavA mATe manuSyajanma nathI paNa kharI lakSmInA svAmI banavA mATe manuSyajanma che. 19 tame tamArI je kismata dAvo che tenA karatAM adhika kismata kaI karaze nahi. tamArI vRtta jevA tame thaze. tamAruM bhaviSya, vartamAnamAM tame racA che. tamArA bhaviSyanA nasIbanA tame vartamAnamAM svAmI che. 20 Atma vizvAsa eja sukhanuM mULa che. tamAruM hadaya jevuM che tevA tame che. duniyAnA kahevA upara AdhAra rAkhazo nahi. tamArI parIkSAne duniyAne ze hakaka che. tamArI parikSA tame jAte ja karI zake che. 21 je lakhe te duniyAnA uddhAra mATe lakhe. duniyAmAM sarSanI chaThThA dhAraNa kare nahi. rAkSasI vicAra karI naha. meTA sadaguNothI mahAna thavAya che. paNa koIne nAza karIne kadI mahAna thavAnA nathI. 22 sadAkAla nirbhaya rahe. nirbhaya AtmA sarvatra abhayane dekhe che abhaya rU5 tame che. zA mATe bhayanA vicAra karI duHkhI thAo che. huM deha nathI. mana nathI parabrahma chuM. mane koI jAtano bhaya nathI evI uttama bhAvanA bhAvo. gAmaDAomAM bAtinAM cinha batAvatAM zerIonAM kUtarAM bhase che. anyone zaMkA paDe che. nirbhayatAmAM duHkhanuM svanuM che. 23 duniyAmAM satya sarvatra che. satya dharma koine tyAM rajIsTara karI Apo nathI. jAti ane jAtinA bhedemAM satya dharma che. satya dharmanA sarve adhikArI che. satyane ajJAna be bhinna bhinna che. satyanI bhAvanA kare. zrI kevali prabhue satyadharmane upadeza Apyo che te lakSyamAM dhAre satya dharmanA kiraNone prakAza pitAnI meLe satyatAne nizcaya karAvI zakaze. mana maLI nahi , Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24 satyadharma AtmAmAM che tene prakAza kare. satya sukha AtmAmAM che. kSaNika sukhamAM vyartha jIvana ho nahi. mana vANI ane kAyAne svastha kare. AmAnA prakAzathI sarvane prakAze. tamArA AtmAnI barabarI karanAra koI ja varatu nathI. jaDa vastuonA tame dAsa nathI mATe jaDa vastuonuM mamatva dUra karo. jJAnavinA tamAro AtmA ane dAsa che. tatvajJAnanI prApti karI. 25 duniyA tamArAthI virUddha paDe tethI tame gabharAtA nahi. tamArA AtmAne pavitra banAve. tame pavitra che te jagatanA TezabdothI tamAruM kAMI buruM thavAnuM nathI. 26 Adhi naSTa thatAM vyAdhi naSTa thaze. mAnasika nirmalatAthI zarIra taMdurasta rahe che. manuSya manathI ghaNuM rogonI utpatti kare che. bhaya, zeka, cittA, dInatA vagere nA vicArone manamAMthI kADhI nAkhe. aneka prakAranA hemane dUra karo. pazcAta rogane AvatA tame aTakAvI zakaze. 27 svArtha buddhi tyAgIne paropakAra karo. pratibadale levAnI buddhi tyAgIne tame dAna vagere karaze te tethI tamAruM ucca jIvana thaze. anyane kaMI paNa ApavAthI ucca zi. kaMjusAI ane dInatAnA vicArane dUra kare. 28 tamArA mArgamAM tame hAthe kAMTA na vere. tamArA mArga khule kare. sarvanA bhalA mATe tamAruM hRdaya khulluM karo. tamArA hRdayathI sarva jIvone bheTo ane anyanAM azruo phuvo. tamArA sarala satya mArgamAM A gaLa vadho. duniyA zuM kaheze ? tepara laya na Ape. kalezanA kAMTAone pagataLe dabAvIne te upara cAlo. tame sahanathI saMkaTa veThIne tamAruM kArya sAdhaze te ane duniyA tamArA kAryane prazaMsaze. jAhera himmata dhAraNa kare. tamArA satyane jagatamAM bahAra lAve. satyanI prarUpaNa karo. satyane prakAza ane raheze nahi satyathI tamAre uddhAra thavAno che. 30 jagatanA bhalA mATe kaMIka bhaluM kArya karo. bhaviSyanI cintA na karo. tamArI pAse je kaMi sArU che te sarvanA mATe che ema mAnI tenuM dAna kare. 31 sarva jIvonI sAthe baMdhubhAva dhAraNa kare. tamArA tha7enuM paNa bhaluM ciMta. 32 duniyAmAM koI paNa bAbata mATe be abhiprAya paDe che. duniyAnA bela vApara ekadama vizvAsa na mUke. jAte tapAsa karo ane tenI parIkSA kare. vicAra karyA vinA koI paNa jAtane abhiprAya bAMdhavo nahi. temaja ekadama kaI bAbatane abhiprAya badala nahi. Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 137 kaSAyacatuSTaya. mAyA, (lekhaka. bhIkhAbhAI chaganalAla zAha. ) (bIjA varasanA aMka bAramAnA pAne 9 thI anusaMdhAna.) mananuM malInapaNuM teja mAyA che. daMbha, chAnuM pApa, guNa bAjI, Thaga vivA, rUDa kapaTa, sarvatra avizvAsa, paranyAsApahAra, chaLa, maMtrabheda, kuTilapaNa, gUDhImAripaNuM vizvAsaghAta, vigere vigere mAyAnA paryAyo prANune koDA game bhavabhayamAM nAkhe che. mAyA te mananI vizuddhine AvaraNa karanArI maLIne chAyA che. rAtrInI chAyA ( aMdhakAra ) jema suSTine zunya kare che kAzarahita kare che tema A chAyA mananI zuddhine rokI, arthAt hRdayamAM aMdhakAra phelAvI AtmAne athaDAve che. "juThuM bolavuM, koIno vizvAsa na rAkha, pitA upara koI paNa vizvAsa na rAkhe tevuM pite AcaraNa rAkhavuM, "abI belyA abI phoka" e pramANe vartavuM, "cakrane pharatAM jeTalIvAra teTalI pAtAne pitAnI belImAM pharI jatAM vAra " te pramANe cAlavuM, dareka mANasa sAthe svArthapura ja sneha rAkho pachI tene tarachoDI mela, pitAno svArtha sAdhavA mATe pArakAnuM game teTaluM nukazAna thatuM hoya te te thavA devuM, vigere vigere tamAma ana e mAyAnAja pariNAma che. jagatamAM cerI, chInALI vigere mAyA mATeja-mAyAthI ja thAya che ane AkhuM jagata mAyAmaja lubdha che. mAyA svArthanIja mAtA che ane tethI AkhuM jagata svArthI kahevAya che. meharAjAnuM prANIone phasAvavAnuM amogha-bANa hoya to te mAyAja che. mAyA jItI teNe saghaLuM karyuM. mAyA kahe ke azuddha mana kahe te ekanuM ekaja che. AkhuM jagata mAthAmAM phasAyeluM che ane tethI ja tevI durjaya mAyAne jItanAra mahAtmAo lekayapUjanIya pada pAme che. mallInAtha prabhu tapazcaryAne aMge paNa heja mAtra mAyAne vaza pUrvabhavamAM thavAthI strIpaNuM pAmyA te Dagale ne Dagale ane paLe ne pratipaLe mAyA mAMja ramI rahelA ApaNuM zI dazA thaze tene koI vakhata vicAra karyo che ke ! kipAkaphaLa jevuM mIThuM ane madhuruM che te mAyAja che ke jenA pratApe ApaNe hajI A bhavATavImAM bhaTakatA ne laTakatA rahyA chIe. Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 18 kugati karkazA (pizAcaNI )nI kamIzana ejaTa-IjAradAra-ekasaporaTara-mAla mokalanAra kumati kulaTAnI dAsI teja mAyA che. je mAyAmAM phasAyo teja sarvatra sarvathA phasAyo. kumatinI kapaTajALamAM paNa te valo. vA ane aMte kugatine kiMkara thayo. eka pagathIuM lapasyo te nIce ja Ave che tema saheja paNa mAyAmAM phasAye te patana pAme che. mAyAthI virata teja jagatathI virakta che. mAyA teja jagata. mAyAthI Aso teja jagatathI-bhavabhramaNutAthI-du:khanI rAzithI Asakata che. je jogI paNa mAyA na taje te te virakta nathI-virAgI nathI. dhobInA tarAnI mAphaka te " ane bhraSTa, tate bhaSTa " che. vata: zIkharaNa chaMda vA rogI khAya, tapa karI pALe nahi kharI, vilAsa vilAse, niti niyama bhAgI dUra karI; dilAse rogIne, bhIMtara bhaDa bhAgI paNa nahi, thayA jethI duHkha, bhaTakatuM mana phekaTa sahI. rogI davA khAte hoya paNa patha na pALe to te jema phekaTa che, sAdhu dharma na banatuM hovAthI bhale grahasthadharma pALe, paraMtu saMsAranA vi. lAsamAM nItine vegaLI kare te te phAkaTa che, rogIne mAyA vaDe dilAse dIdho paNa tenI bhIDa bhAgI nahi te te phAkaTa che temaja dhana-dhAnyanA du:khe ke anya koI saMtApathI gI thayA-mAthuM muMDAvyuM paNa jo mana na muMDAvyuM ane bhAgI ja rahyA athAta mana bhaTakatuM rahyuM, mAyA na tA. NI, ane muktinI sAmagrI na sajANa te te phekaTa che. gIonuM patha ja mAyAnA tyAga che. mAyA e vivanIja velI che. mAyA e pitaja mUrtimAna badalI che ane dareka kSaNe dareka sthAne te judAjudA rUpe vaselI che. dravyamAM mAyA, kAyAmAM mAyA, kAyAnA paDachAyAmAM paNa mAthA, strI, putra parivArAdi vaMzamAM paNa mAyA, vyavahAra vaNajano AdhAraja mAyA, jIvananuM vahana paNa mAyAthIja, mitramAM paNa mAyA, thayumAM paNa mAyA, sugaMdhamAM paNa mAyA, durga dhamAM paNa mAyA, sAkaramAM paNa mAyA ne vijhAmAM paNuM mAyA. jamInamAM paNa mAyA, bolavAmAM paNa mAyA, cAlavAmAM paNa mAyA, haravAmAM karavAmAM, khAvAmAM, pIvAmAM, khavaDAvavAmAM, pIvaDAvavAmAM, dareka kAryamAM mAyA-mAyAne mAyAja-vAyuM, ne svArtha -ne svAthaja-dharmamAM paNuM daMbhaja-mAyAja. Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 139 deva-gurU na dharmanA kAryomAM paNa dabhattija-mAyAja kaDA. mAyAnA nivAsa kAM nathI ! tenAthI virakta rahetAr mahAmAnA dehamAM hRdayamAM ja nathI. anyatra satra che. jema khANamAM jyAM jue tyAM patharA tema atre paNa jyAM juo tyAM mAyA ! cAlo tyAre te khANanI UMDANamAM tapAsIe kAMika maLaze. Adhunika samaya. paMcamakALanI prabaLatA phaLIne kApa ( lekhaka tribhuvanadAsa malukyuMda zAh, mu. sANaMda ) ( anusadhAna caiAdhA aMkanA pAne 112 dhI. ) zAntinAthajI mahArAjanA jIve pUrve pAtAnA rAjabhavamAM dhyAnvita thaI potAnu mAMsa pArevAnI barAbara nahotuM ApyuM ! ApaNe ApaNA rAsA ne dharmazAstrA tarapha najara dADAvIe chIe te avazya mAlUma paDe samajI ke dayAnI khAtara mahAt puchyAe AtmabhAga ApyA che. teoe yA eja potAnuM dhana, saMtita, krAMti ne dharmanu mUla che. ema peAtAnuM nAma A kSaNika dunIomAM amara karyuM che, e samaya have kANuMjANe kAlanA kayA vAtAvaraNamAM lupta thaI paDadhA mArI mAnavInA hradayane yAti banAvI mUkayAM che e samajavuM bahu muzkila che. atyAre laga bhaga hindustAnamAM 20 dvAra gAvadha thAya che, e ApaNe yAsAgara kahevAtAone A roga pAmavA jevuM che ? gaNita gaNatAM ApaNane tethI lAkho ne kareDAtu nukazAna thAya che. je nukazAnanA bacAva arthe ApaNI pAMjarApoLA ne gAzALAe te mAtra nimittaja che. tenA ba cAva mATe te ApaNe ApaNA aMtaHkaraNanI majabUta pAMjarApoLa anAva vAnI jarUra che. atyAre ApapeAtAnI sagI dikarIne dravyaleAbhanI khAtara vecI pharneDAnA duSTa pAsamAM nAMkhI tenI danI upara saMsAranA kSAra samudranuM pANI pherave che. bandhue A! zuM? ApaNA upara A lagnarItie keTalI mArI asara karI che. ApaNAM DAcAM bheMsI gayAM che, hAtha paga ne peTa e gaLI gayAM che maratAM maratAM zabdoccAraNa karIe chIe, zuddha sAMsArajJAna rahita, ne vyavahArajJAnarahita chIe, ApaNe te ApaNI prajA khaLahIna, kAyara ne Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 140 vicArazunya chIe, ApaNe buddhi je smaraNazakti maMda ne asthira che tenuM kAraNa zuM? e sarvanuM kAraNa ApaNu lagnanI viSamatA e ja. kayAM maraNanI bheTa Ichate 80 varSano buTTo khokhalo ? je kayAM vinAbhilASA rAkhatI 10-12 varSanI mugdha bAlikA? mitro! AzuM ochuM ayogya karta vya che. zakti-vIrya -hina, buddhizunya, virya zunya, ne soTI jevA pAtaLA zarIravALA buTTAne kanyA ApI dhanavAna thaI mAla malIdA uDAvavA e kayAMne nyAya ? sahastravAra dhikkAra che evAM duSTa mAbApone ? temanuM mAtra A ekaja karma temane narakAdhikArI banAvavA ne mATe basa che. sajjane ! ApaNe have AMkha ughADavAnI che. kanyAvikyanA ne kajoDAnA rivAje Apache ne ApaNuM pavitra dharmane kSaya karI lAMchana lagAvyuM che. Ama chatAMya jo ApaNe te rivAjane vaLagI rahIe to te ochI mUI na kahevAya? kharUM pUchAvo te ApaNuM rAjya, ApaNI smRddhi, ApaNI sattA ApaNuM sukha je ApaNe jAhojalAlI gaI e soe duSTa rivAjane pratApeja. dikarI te bicArI gAya jevI che tene te kyAM laI jaze tyAM jaze paraMtu mAbApa ne vaDIlAe vicAravAnI jarUra che. ApaNuM sukha je vAsta. vika mekSa e ApaNuM putrIone saMtuSTa karavAmAM che. ApaNe je temane AzIrvAda prApta karIzuM te ApaNe saMpatti Adi labhya che. samayanuM vAtAvaraNa bahu vicitra che, pUrvakALamAM kanyAo gRhastanuM eka aMga gaNutuM eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu tenA kahevA pramANeja gRhanuM amuka kArya thatuM. jyAre atyAre bicArI kanyAone kamaakkala gaNa hasI kahAvAmAM Ave che. khayara ! paNa AmAM bIjAne deva de. kALa evo viparIta che. pUrva jamAne dhamane adhIna hato. jamAnAupara dharma ne dharmAcAryo muvImahArAjAonI satA cAlatI tyAre atyAranA jamAne dravyane adhIna che ne jamAnA upara dravya ne dravyAdhikArIonI sattA vane che. atyAranA mAnavInuM ne pUrvanA mAnavInuM aMga eka sarakhuM che paraMtu vicAramAM bahu viSamatA che. pUrve kIrtinI khAtara mAnavI dravyane tuccha gaNatuM tyAre atyAre mAnavI dravyanI khAtara kAti vegaLI mUkI nIcamAM nIca kAma karavA pAchuM paDatuM nathI. pUrve dharmanI khAtara mAnavI pitAnI ane gaLa dolatane jIvanI paNa avagaNanA karI potAno prANa ApatuM tyAre atyAranuM mAnavI dravyanI khAtara pitAne vaMzaparaMparAne pavitra dharma tyajI de che. prathamanuM mAnavI mAtRsevA pitRsevA ne AcAryasevAmAM ja khare dharma Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 141 gatuM tyAre atyAranuM mAnavI e uttama sevAnA tiraskAra karI jJAnane, samajaNane DahApaNane tilAMjalI ApI dharmane nAme miyA ADaMbara karI AmanI adhAtinA prayatna kare che. prathamanuM mAnI satya, zIlatA nai DahrApaNumAMja pAtAnuM vAstavika karttavya samAyeluM che ema samajatu tyAre atyAranuM mAnavI jANavA chatAMya svArtha-lAbhanI khAtara haDahaDatuM jITu melI majJAna. adharma ne atyAcArathI janasamAja je gavA prayatna karI rahyuM che. andhue ! pAMcama kALe mAnavI upara evI saccATa asara karI che : te asaranA nivAraNArthe mAnavI game teTaluM maMthana karo tepaNu temAM bhAgye phaLIbhUta thaI zako. e asara mAnavInA hRdayanI uDAmAM uDI guhAmAM dhara karI sthira thai evI che. vadhAre tA dilagIrI eTalA mATe ke AvI nukasAnakAraka asaranA bahiSkAra karavA je badale atyAranAM mAnavIe tenA ravIkAra karavAmAM mAna ne mahattA samaje che. haze jana bhagavAna e vAmane samruddhi ApA ! atyAranI phIlasuInuM jamAnAnI jIta e pariNAma mAnavI hradayanI kaiMka ni`LatA che. " evu eka sUtra che. A sUtramAM saja satya che ema svIkAravu ke rrAha e pratyekanI sattAnI vAta che; parantu temAM satya che ke nahi e anubhavavu atA pratyeka havA ceAgya che. e nyu.e ApaNe ApaNA hradamane sthira-nizrita-ne pheravAvI khIlIe lagADIzuM te huM nizcayapUrvaka kahuM chuM ke A kALanA vicitrapaNAmAMthI ApaNe ka mukta thaIzu. eTaluMja nahi parantu ApaNA dravya lekSa, mAnanI mahattA vadhAravAne ADaMbara, dhamAM ayogya vahema, vagerene buddhipUrvaka tajI zakIzuM. AthI vizeSatA te! nahi paraMtu ApaNe ApaNA sAMsAranI sthitimAM dhArIzu. eTalA sudhArA ne saralatA karI zakIzu. sivAya ApaNe ApaNI prajAne naitika, vicAravaMta ne saddaguNAbhilASI banAvI zakIzuM. agaro paMcama kALanI prabaLatAe svAbhAvika che, eTale tenA upara sadaMtara ta meLavIe aitA naja khanI zake . parantu ApaNI ne tenI laDAimAM ApaNe te prabaLatAne pAchI kaDhAvIe te banI zake evuM che ne tevu AgaLanA vakhatamAM thayuM hoya ema paN sabhave che. satI mAtA dApadIe mahA vizvALa kALa sAthe yuddha karI peAtAnA zItvanA prabhAvathI karavAnI bharacaka sabhAmAM dhAtAnI pavitra lakhyAnuM rakSaNa karyuM hatu.. AvI rIte satI devI subhadrAe kAce tAMtaNe cAlaNI vaDe kuvAmAMthI pANI kheMcyuM che. AvAM Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 142 dRSTAMta ApaNe zAstrArA, aitihAsika rIte vA gurU mukhadvArA zravaNa karIe chIe paraMtu aphasa che ke e samaya have vyatita thayela che. amArA namra mata pramANe ApaNe je dhArmika netika ne vyavahArika kelavaNI ApavAnI zarUAta karIe athavA te te tarapha kaMIka vizeSa laya ApIe te ema nizcayapUrvaka kahI zakAya che ke suvarNamaya prAcIna samayana ne arvAcIna samayano kaMika saMnikarSa thAya. jethI ApaNuM jIvana dharma, artha, kAma ne mane pavitra mArga grahaNa kare. jagatakartRtvavAda carcA. (lekhaka, zA. rIkhavacaMda ujamacaMda, mu. muMbAI) (anusaMdhAna aMka cothAnA pAne 114 thI) prazna.-AryasamAjanI mAnyatA, paramAtmA tathA cho tathA prakRti e traNa vastu anAdI akRtrima che ne paramAmA e jIvo tathA prakRtivaDe A jagatanI racanA karI che. te evI rIte ke jIvo karma kare che tenuM phaLa para mAtmA te chevone Ape che. je svataMtrapaNe karma kare che eTale jIvone svataMtra karma karatAM paramAtmA rokI zakatA nathI paNa te karmanuM phaLa jIvone paramAtmA ApavA samartha che ne AthI ja A jagatanI racanA teNe karI che. te viSe temano prazna je AvI rIte mAnavAmAM tame jenone zuM duSaNa Ave che? uttara-AvI rIte mAnavAmAM moTu duSaNa e che ke paramAtmA che. vone svataMtrapaNe karma karatA rokavA asamartha ne tene sajA ApavA samartha e chevuMja asaMbhavita che. prakAMta-jIva karatAM paramAtmA vadhAre samarthavAna che. te konI pAse hamezAM paramAtmA hoya che evI te tamArI mAnyatA cheja tyAre te paramAtmA jIva karatAM pote samarthavAna jIva pAse dareka paLe hovA chatAM karma karatAM na roke (eTale asamartha bane) ne sajA ApavA samartha (tayAra) thAya e nyAya nathI paNa karatA che. e siddhAMta che ke eka jIva bIjA jIvane kaI gunhA badala mArI zake che. te jIva pelA bIjA nabaLA stranI pAse hovA chatAM gunho karatAM aTakAvavA asamartha che e hoI zake ja nahI. jIvane kamI karatAM paramAtmA na rokI zake ne tene sajA ApI zake e mAnavuM ja bhUla bhareluM che. A dekhyA vinA tathA khAtrI karyA vinA mAnI levA jevuM che. ame tamane prathA pramANathI batAvI Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApIe chIe ke je pote karma kare che tenuM phaLa pati bhegave che. draSTAMta. jIva anna rAMdhe che tenuM phaLa pite khAvAnuM meLave che. eka mANasa udyama karI rUpIA meLave che te rUpIA bhAga mA lAbha te meLave che. koI jIva jhera khAya che te te duHkhI thAya che. uparanAM phakta thoDAja draSTAMtathI ema sAbIta thAya che ke jIva pote kare che te pote bhagave che temAM kAMI para. mAmAnuM nAma nizAna nathI AvI rIte pratyakSa dekhAya che te dareka karma jIva pite kare che ne tenuM phaLa te pite bhogave che ema anumAna karaja vyAjabI che. prazna-te viSe tame Arya samAja A savAla karaze ke eka mANasa aA rahe che ne khAvAnI taiyArI kare che paNa te vakhate khAI zakato nathI tenuM zuM kAraNa ane paramAtmA vinA keNa karI zake ? uttara, anna rAMdhavAnuM phaLa sIdhuM tene khAvAnuM che temAM te paramA bhAnuM nAma nizAna jaNAtuM nathI. e te pratyakSa siddha che paNa khAvAnI teyArI karatAM te nathI khAI zakati ema bane che tenuM kAraNa paNa potAnAM pUrvanAM karma che. pite pUrve koIne khAtAM viddha karyuM hoya to A vakhate tene paNa vina Ave che, uparanAthI sApha sAbIta thAya che ke jIva pote karma kare che tenuM phaLa pote bhogave che. koI phaLa bhegavavA vacce AvatuMja nathI. e to pratyakSa che ke jIva pote karela karmanuM phaLa aneka saMjogo vacce bhagave che te aneka saMjogo potAnA karmAnusAra maLe che. te karmanI sattAne kadAca temA vidhi kahe lekha kahe bhavitavyatA kahe deva kahe prabhu kahe yA game te nAma Apa te amane kaMI aDacaNa nathI. sadAcAra. (lekhaka. zaMkaralAla DAhyAbhAI kApaDIA) (anusaMdhAna aMka thAnA pAne 128thI) eka vakhata vagaDAmAM jatAM eka bicArI buddei DozIne eka mANUsa ghoDA upara svArI karelo maLe, te vakhate te buddhi DozIe pelA cheDA vALAne kahyuM ke bhAI mArI ATalI pATalI tArA ghoDApara mUka. kAraNa ke mane thAka lAge che tyAre te paiDAvALAe javAba Avyo ke "huM kAMI tArI piTalI levAne nathI" pachI AgaLa jatAM te gheDAvALAnA manamAM ema vicAra Avyo ke te dezanI pahelI gheADA upara mukI dheDo doDAvI mukIzuM to te poTalI Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 144 ApaNane pacaze, evA vicArathI teNe gheDa thobhAvyo ane DozInI vATa je mo. pachI thoDIvAre te DozI AvI eTale teNe DozIne kahyuM ke "buddimA ! lAvo tamAruM poTaluM mArA haiDApara mUke, " te vakhate DozInA manane paNuM evo vicAra Avyo ke vakhate pioTaluM mukuM ne jatuM rahe te huM tene kyAM kheLavA jAuM tathA tenI mukhAkRti uparathI DozIne zaka lAge tethI karI teNIe kahyuM ke have mAre pATaluM mukavAnI jarUra nathI pilA dhADAvALAe kahyuM ke kema DozImA, nA pADI che. te vakhate te DezIe tene kahyuM ke bhAI. " jevuM tArA manamAM tevuM mArA dilamAM " A uparathI spaSTa samajAya che ke je ApaNA mananA zubha saMskAra hoya che te te saMbaMdhamAM AvanAra janone taddarUpe lAge che. mATe ja sadAcArI mANasa sarvadA pitAnA dhaMdhAmAM phAvI zake che, ane sadAcAra vinAnA phAvI zakatA nathI " dagA kIsIkA nahi sagA, na kayAM hoya te kara dekho " prapaMcI, chaLakapaTa karanAra, badadAnatanA mANaso kadI potAnA dhaMdhAmAM phAvI zakatA nathI. " satya jaya ane pApa kSaya, mATe sadAcArI mANasane vakhate potAnI saccAI vigere saNane lIdhe sahana karavA vakhata Avaze te paNa chevaTe tene tenuM phaLa sArUM ja maLe che. satya cAlatAM du:kha Ave te vakhate te satyanI kaTIgaNa satvagrAhI sajajanoe veThI levuM ane khAtarI samajajo ke satyanuM phaLa te satyaja Avaze. vaLI sadAcArI manuSya levaDa devaDanA kAmamAM paNa ghaNuM pramANika hoya che. te vyavahAramAM koIne ThagavA prayatna karatA nathI tema mAla paNa adalo badalo karI ApatA nathI. mApa vigeremAM paNa ratimAtrano phera rAkhatA nathI ne bhAva paNa vyAjabI le che. te potAnI zAkha kadI gumAvatA nathI. - sadAcAra vinAne mANasa babara levaDa devaDanA kAmamAM pitAnuM pramANikapaNe jALavatA nathI tethI tene chevaTe nukazAna thAya che. loko tene tucchakAre che. tene be vyavahAra nahi hovAne lIdhe loko tenA para vizvAsa rAkhatA nathI, tethI karI tene aMte nukazAna thAya che. mATe phAve teTaluM duHkha paDe topaNa zAkha javA devI nahi. gujarAtanA prasiddha kavi dayArAma kahe che ke - lAkha gumAvI zAkha rAkhaje; zAkhe maLaze lAkha), lAkha kharacatAM zAkha nava ma; zAkha gae hai khAkha. mATe phAve teTalI musIbatamAM utaravuM paDe te paNa dharma rAkhI duHkha Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 145 khamavuM ane zAkha javA devI nahi, vaLI sadAcArI manuSya potAnuM vacana pALavAne paNa pAchI pAnI karatA nathI, kAraNake te jANe che ke "je koI mANasa sAmA mANasane koI vAta mATe vacana athavA kela Ape che, te vacana ApanArA taraphathI chelyA pramANe kAma thavAmAM sAmA mANasanA hitAhitane ghaNuM karIne saMbaMdha rahyA hoya che ne jeNe vacana ApyuM hoya che tenA upara bharoso rAkhIne te mANasa pitAnA kAmanI vyavasthA kare che. tethI je vacana ApanAre pitAne bela pALe nahi, to te sAmo mANasa ghaNe nirAza thAya che eTaluM ja nahi paNa ethI tene moTuM nukasAna thavAno paNa saMbhava rahe che. manuSya nA agara meTo game te he paNa tene potAnA bolavA pramANe hamezAM cAlavA mATe bahu khabaradArI rAkhavI joIe. keTalIka nAnIsunI vAtAnA saMbaMdhamAM ApaNe chelyA pramANe kAma na karIe to temAM kadAca nukazAna thavAno saMbhava nathI te te paNa tema karavuM e geravyAjabI che ne AgaLa jatAM tenAthI ApaNane ghaNuM nukazAna thAya che." kAraNa ke vacana pALavAnA saMbaMdhe bekALajI rAkhavAnI eka vakhata kuTeva paDI jAya che te pachI AgaLa moTA kAmamAM bedarakArInuM vatena thaI jAya che ane tene lIdhe te pata khue che, nAdAna kahevAya che. eTalA mATe koI paNa vacana ApatAM pahelAM pukhta vicAra karavo ne pachI yogya lAge to ApavuM kiMvA nahi ApavuM paNa ekavAra vacana ApyuM eTale game tema thAya te paNa te pALavAmAM bIlakula kasura karavI nahi. eja sadAcArInuM lakSaNa che. " mukhethara mAnavI veNa mukayuM, gathiI te nahi gaLAya cukyuM. " vacana bahAra nIkaLyA pachI jema guMthuM gaLAtuM nathI tema pachI te pAchuM kheMcI levAtuM nathI. IgrejImAM kahevAya che ke " Think before you speak" bolatAM agAu paNe vicAra kara. sadAcArI mANasa dAnatano cokha hoya che, keI vakhata vepAra vigere bAbatomAM tene dhake pahoMce che to paNa te gaMbhIrAithI ane namratAthI leNadArane javAba Ape che ane devAne mATe hamezAM phIkara rAkhe che ne te vALavAne mATe hameza khaMtIlA ne udyAgI rahe che. IglAMDanA brisTala zaheramAM Denama nAmano eka vepArI hato te ghaNe pramANika ane vepAramAM khelADu hatA. tene potAnA vipAramAM ghaNe dhakko lAgyo hato tethI teNe zAhukArone bolAvI je che tenI pAse hatuM te ApI dIdhuM ane amerikA gayo. tyAM tenI dAnata sArI hovAne lIce, daivayoge te ghA raLe, tyAre pitAnA dezamAM A Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1 byA ane je je zAhukAre tenI pAse paisA mAgatA hatA temane jamavAne mATe dhera teDayA ane jamavAnI ra}khIe heThaLa darekanA mAgatA rUpIAnA vyAja sAthenI hUMDIe mukI, jyAre badhA jamI rahyA tyAre nAkara rakAbI laI gayA te vakhate saghaLA pAtapeAtAnA mAgatA jeTalA rUpIAnI huDI bei mA pAmyA ane AthI tenu nAma haMmezane mATe IMglAMDanA brisTala zaheramAM nAnIsu thayuM. mATe je mAzusa sadAcArI ne pramANika hoya che tene dhIreluM nANu karI uMccApata thatu nathI. vaLI sadAcArI manuSyeA haMmezAM satya mele che. ave evA saphaTe paNa mahAna rAnna haricaMdra tathA pAMDavAnI paDe pAtAnuM satyapaNuM tyajatA nathI ane aDaga rahe che. asatya khAlavAthI koIpaNa mANasa bharegA karatu nathI te tethI lAbhane badale hAnI thAya che, manamAM khAsa hetu sivAya paNuM sAmA mANasanu mhAM rAkhavAmAM, utAvaLapaNAmAM keTalIka vakhata asatya khAlAya che. mATe sadAcArI manubyAe e kRtyathI aLagA rahevAnI jarUra che. kAInuM hAM rAkhavA asatya caravu e mahAnIya kRtya che. satya aAlavA viSe A nIcenu eka nAnu dRSTAMta pAsa gika viSayane ghApu amulya thaI paDaze. tema samajI atre darzAvu chuM. eka dhIre nadInemAM lAkaDAM cIratA hatA tevAmAM apharamAt tenI lAkaDAM kApavAnI chADI hAthamAMthI chaTakI jaine nadImAM paDI. AthI te nirAzAmAM hateA tethI vanadeve tyAM AvI nadImAMthI eka sAnAnI kuhADI tene kAdI ApI. pazu pelA DIArae lIdhI niha ne kahyuM ke e mArI kuhADI nathI. tyAra pachI rUpAnI kaDhIne ApavA mAMDI tee teNe lIdhI nahi. tyAra pachI trAMbAnIne pittaLanI evI rIte kADhIne ApI tee paNa peAte lIdhI nahi ne kahyuM ke A mArI kuDI na heAya. tyAra pachI pelA vanaDhabe taLAvamAMthI lehAnI kuhADI kaDhI ane te levA kahyuM tyAre teNe kahyuM - AA mArI kuhADI, tethI te dhaNI khuzI thaye. pelA vanadeve tenI satyatA I tene lATAnI kuhADI ApI. eTaluMja nahiM paNa sAnAnI kuddADhI paNa sAthe akSisa ApI. AthI te ghaNo khuzI thA. AnA dAkhalA joI tenA pAzInA manamAM vicAra thayo ke huMe nadImAM kuDDADI nAMkho senAnI laI AvuM. evA vicAra karI te nadImAM gayA ane kuhADI nadImAM nAMkhI dIdhI ne vilApa karavA lAgyo tethI vanadeva AvyA ne tene senAnI kuhADI nadImAMthI kADhIne kahyuM ke A tArI kuhADI heya ke, pelAe hA kahyuM eTale vanadeve te kuhADI nadImAM pAchI nAMkhI dIdhI eTaluMja niha paNa loDhAnI Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 147 paNa nadImAMthI kADhI ApI nahi. mATe asatya bolavAmAM kaze lAbha nathI. kadAca pitAnA hAthe lAkhono vepAra cAlato hoya te paNa pitAnI mahekatANuMne mATe je malatuM hoya te sivAya eka pAInI paNa vepAramAM gaphalata karavI nahi ane satya rIte cAlavuM. caeNnalamAMthI ( pralikA ) mAMthI ghaNuM pANI pasAra thaIne jAya che paNa praNAlikA te pitAnA kada jeTaluM ja pANI rAkhI zake che tema manue paNa potAnA pagAra jeTaluM ja patAnuM gaNavAnuM che. kadAca prANulikA emaja gaNe ke mArAmAMthI je saghaLuM pANI pasAra thAya che te sthaLe huM mArA pitAnAmAM ja rAkhuM te chevaTe te pravAha Avato baMdha thaze agara ema nahiM thAya te praNAlikA pANInA pravAhanA jore TuTI jaze tema manuSya paNa je temanA hAthe lakhano potAnA dhaNIne kAbAra thatuM haze tene nimakaharAma karI pitAnA svArtha tarapha vALaze te temanI paNa praNAlikA jevI sthiti thaze arthAta temanI nokarI TuTI jaze yA nahIM te te badadAnatane mAlama paDaze te tenA hAthe soLe kArobAra thato baMdha thaze. A anumAna siddha che mATe tenA mATe dAkhalA ApavAnI AvazyaktA joto nathI. sadAcArathI zuM alabhya che ? evI kaI padavI che yA evI kaI thini che yA evI kaI vibhuti che je sadAcArIne aprApya che. be kitA kamaLA Ine varyA hoya te te sadAcArI manuneja varyA che. kharekhara je ApaNe ApaNA AryAvatanuM bArIkAIthI avalokana karIzuM te ApaNane spaSTa jaNAze ke hAla temAM sadavartanathI cAlanAra manuSyonI saMkhyA samudramAM biMdu mAtra che ane teja tenI adhogatinuM mukhya kAraNa che. bAkI sadvartanathI keNe jaya patAkA nathI meLavI ? koNa potAnuM hita sAdhi nathI zakayuM ? tenA AgaLa kayuM duHkha TakI rahyuM che ? mahAna sati sItA pitAnA zILa vatanA prabhAva vaDe kevA du:khamAMthI bacI ? sudarzana zeThane zAthI sULI marI siMhAsana thayuM ? A zuM sUcave che. mATe zILa ja zreSTha che. tene dareka vivekapUrvaka sevavuM joIe. enA jevuM eka uttama dhana nathI kAraNake zILa durbhAgyane daLe che ne sadbhAgyane saMpAdana kare che. vaLI te pApanuM khaMDana kare che ne puNyanuM bhaMDoLa kare che mATe te sevavAnI ghaNI agatyatA che. keTalAka ApaNAmAM evA heya che ke derAsara Adi dhArmika sthaLoe jAya che tyAre zuddha bhAva ane bhakitapUrvaka bhagavAnanuM sevana pUjana kare che, vaLI upAzraya Adi sthaLe jAya che tyAre gurU mahArAjAonI prema Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 148 pUrvaka aMtaranA bhAve upAsanA kare che paraMtu jyAre te sthaLethI teo vimukha thAya che tyAre jANe svArthane saradAra ane dayAne ko za hoya tenI peThe pitAnuM vatana rAkhe che. keI vizvAsu Avyo ke tene AMmalI pIpaLI samajAvI chapana UThuM chAsI ne be mukayA chuTanA ema karI bicArAne che. tere che. vakhate mAla paNa hera kera karI de che. khoTAM kharAM karavAmAM paNa zu hoya che. bedI sAhedI puravI hoya to e bhAI sAhebano pahelo naMbara gaNavAne. priya baMdhuo vicAra A kevA prakArano dharmAcAra ? vakhate koI avI zIkhAmaNa Ape ke bhAI guru mahArAja kahetA hatA ke beTA lekha lakhAvavA-dastAveja karAvavA e to mahApApa kahevAya. tyAre tene uttara A paze ke guru mahArAja emano dharma bajAve che. ApaDe ApaDe dhaDama bAvo joI e nahiM To chokarAM bhIkhaja mAge. " e derAsaramAM bhakitabhAva pADamAM te Amaja cAle. " AthI zI rIte kalyANa thAya ? A tA. baMdhuoe yAda rAkhavuM joie ke vepAramAM ne nIti hoya che temaja te vepAra sAro cAlI zake che. ApaNuM bhAvo badho vakhata zuddha ane sArA rAkhavA joIe. kapaTathI kaI taryuM nathI ane taravAnuM paNa nathI. " kapaTa tyAM capaTa " je mANase dagalabAjI karI paisA saMpAdana kare che tenuM kadI ucuM AvatuM nathI tema lokamAM paNa te mAna pratiSThA pAmI zakato nathI. eto chevaTe " dudhanA dudhamAM ne pANInA pANImAM samajavA " mATe vepAramAM paNa sadAcAra jALavavAnI vizeSa jarUra che. sadAcArI manuSya pitAnI kAyika, mAnasika, vAcika zaktio pUrNapaNe khIlavI zake che temaja te adhyAmajJAnanuM AvAhana kare che ane paramAnaMda bhaktA bane che. vaLI sadAcArI manu nirAbhimAnI, nimana ane nispRhatAvaLA thaI zake che. sadAcAra e zabda che ke temAM sarva mAnasika guNe aMrtabhUta che. e kAI paNa guNa nathI ke je sadAcAramAM nahi samAyelA hoya. mATe sadAcAra e save guNonuM sadana che. sukhanuM sAdhana ane mokSanuM bhAjana che. vaLI sadAcArathI samyagajJAnanI prAptI thAya che. savyagAna ene kahevAya che ke je pakSapAta karyA vinA je vastu jevA rUpe karIne bhuSita hoya te vastune tapha karI oLakhavI tene samyaga jJAna kahe che eTale sadAcArI manuSya nyAya niSpanna paNa thaI zake che. vaLI sadAcArI purUnuM vacana vajanadAra ane pratitivALuM hoI zake che, Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 kapaTI purUSA peAtAnu mukha IjAnI AgaLa dAvA rAkhe che. vANI paNa caMdananI zItaLatA jevI prema upaje evI ekale che. paraMtu chevaTe temanu pAgaLa prakAze che tyAre teone bhAra kheAja rahetA nathI vaLI jema bAMdhI mu| lAkhanI hAya che ne UMghADI thai jAya to kArDInI thAya che tema temanI dazA thAya che. mANusa sadAcAranA DhAMga karavA jAya che paNa chevaTe te pu rahetu nathI ane apamAnane pAtra thAya che. eka vakhata kAI rAjAe kAi mabandhuta sanyA sI jevAne potAne ghara pAraNu karavA nAMtaryo. te vakhate pelA bAvAnu mana tenA gharamAM eka tenA heAkarAnI bairI hatI tepara coMTayu tyAre te AvAe te rAjAne samajAvyuM ke tArA gharamAM A je strI che te kharAba pagalAMnI che mATe tene gharamAMthI vidAya karI do athavA jaLazaraNu karI de| nahi te tamArUM saghaLuM UMdhuM vaLI jaze. cyAthI te rAjAe khAvAnI zikhAmaNu mujaba tene eka peTImAM ghAlI nadImAM te peTI vahetI mukI dIdhI. pezA khAvAnA manane huM tene nadImAM vahetI mukAvu eTale e peTI kabajAmAM laI managamatA viSaye tenI sAthe bhAgavuM. teNe potAnA AzramamAM jaI ce lAne hukama karyo ke Aje nadImAM je peTI taNAtI Ave tene laine mArI daranI oraDImAM muko. tene UMghatA karatA nahi. have ema banyu ke te paikI nadImAM taNAtI Avata hatI te kASTa dhye rAjavIra putrae eka ane nadImAM paDI peTI kADhI ne ughADI to adathI apsarA jevI, devakanyA nIkaLI pachI teoe te bAine puchyuM ke he bhAI tArI Ama dazA krama thaI ? tyAre teNIe saghaLe vRttAMta kahyA tyAre te chaeN. rAjakuMvarAe te pe TInI aMdara be cAra meTA vanareza ( vAMdarAM ) peTImAM bharyAM ane nadImAM paiTI vahetI mukI dIdhI pachI pelA bAvAnA mukAma AgaLa AvatAM tenA celAoe te peTI upADIne bAvAnA batAvelA sthaLe mukI. pelA khAvAe AvIne puchyu ke celAe peTI AvI ke ? tyAre celAoe kahyuM ke hAjI ApanA kahyA pramANe ApanI oraDImAM mukI che. pachI bAvAe kahyuM ke Aje mAre dhyAnamAM aesavAnu che mATe AkhA divasa mane melAvaze nahi tema bAraNAM udhADazo nahi manamAM emake Akho divasa te apsarA sAthe cenakhAjI uDAvIzuM, pachI bAvAjI eDanI sAMkaLa vAsI aMdaranI Ara. DImAM gayA. tyAM haoNllAsamAM peTI udhADI ke je pelA vAnare ghaNA divasanA bhukhyA hatA te tenI kADhe vaLagyA ane tenA prANa lIdhA, mATe je mAsa Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1pavA duguNane aMdhAra paDe eTI saNamAM khapavAne khAlI pakaDamALa kare che tenI chevaTe sArI gati thatI nathI ane aMte AvA bAvAnI che anai pariNAmane prasta thAya che. chevaTamAM lakhavAnuM ke ApaNuM AcaraNa evA prakAranAM hovA joIe ke jethI leke prazaMsA kare ane ApaNe janasamAjamAM niMdAne pAtra banIe nahi. mANasa je vidvAna hoya paNa tenAmAM kAI jAtanuM kulakSaNa hoya te vidyAnA pavitra nAmane te kalaMkita kare che. nIti vinA vighA kadI zobhI zakatI nathI. hamezAM guNIjana pUjavA lAyaka che. gujA: ykALAnuM jivu triduM navavaH puruSa ke strI vRddha ke bALaka game te hoya paNa guNa heya teja pUjAya che. sadAcAra IcchanAra manuSyoe pitAnI IdrIone rAdha kare joIe. tene jIteMdrIyapaNane guNa khIlavavo joIe. niyamita diyapaNAno mahAvaro rAkhyAthI sadAcArI thaI zakAze ane tethI gRhasthAzrama paNa pUrNa kaLAe khIlI nIkaLaze. viSayAdI vikArone dhime dhime niyamamAM lAvavA prayatnazIla thavuM. te ekadama dAbI devAmAM Ave to ghaNuM vakhate AghAta ne pratyAghAta nA niyama mujaba ( Law of action and reaction ) vRttio vizeSa baLathI bIjA rUpamAM pUrI nIkaLe che te vakhate pariNAma sAruM A vatuM nathI. niyamitatA drIya guNa prApta thavAthI saMyamI manuSya banI zake che. manonigraha paNa karI zake che, koI kadAca kaDavA veNa bole topaNa teo pitAnA mananI zAMtI khAtA nathI. vakhate duHkha Ave to paNa teo gaMbhirapaNe samatA bhAve veThe che. pUrvasaMcita karmone lIdhe sukhadu:kha paDyAM jAya che emAM ene atulya zraddhA hoya che. koI mANasa potAnuM aniSTa kare ke huM bole te paNa te pitAnAja karmane vAMka kADhI sAmA upara dayA ciMtave che paNa bIjA lokonI piMDa kutarAnI dRSTidhI joto nathI. kAraNake kutarAne koI lAkaDI mAre ke koI pagarakhuM mAre che te pilI lAkaDIne bhase che ane khAsaDuM karaDe che paNa mAranArane bhasata nathI. je loko potAnuM aniSTa thae yAne pitAnuM koI bhuMDuM bole bIjA upara gusse thAya che, hepa dhare che tema sadAcArI manuSya karatuM nathI. te te potAnA karmane ja agragaNya pada dareka bAbatamAM Ape che eTaluM ja nahi paNa pitAnA para je rosa karatA hoya temane temanA durguNanuM hadayanA prema ane jJAnanuM bhAna karAve che. mATe A dunio temaja para duniAmAM potAnuM sarvasva rIte bhaluM IcchavAnI cAhanAvALA bhavya e sadAcAranA paMthe cAlavuM ane Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nehaaga anItinA tyAga karavA eja dhyeya che kAraNa sadAcAra e chevaTamAM chevaTa akSaya sthitine prApta kare che, AvyamAdha sukha meLave che arthAta siddhadazAne pamADe che kAraNake sadAcArI idrIyA vaza thAya che. keMdrI vaza rAkhavAthI phAya thatAya che. kAya jItAyAthI dhyAMta thAya che ane dhyAnathI chevaTe mekSa prApta thAya che mATe sadAcAra eja kharA sukhanA pAyA che mATe mumukSA janae tene prApta karavA ahoniza udyamavata rahevu ane sarve samaye save sthitimAM tene vaLagIneja rahevu eja. lekhakanA hRdayanI abhilASA che. OM zrI guruH mArgAnusArInA pAMtrIsa guNa. (lekhaka, zeDa mehanalAla lallubhAI amAvADha ), ( anusadhAna beMka trInanA pAne 89 thI ) tathA kAine udvega na thAya evI pravRtti karavI. vapakSa kahetAM purUSa jana parapakSa kahetAM strijanane te viSe kAi paNa prakAranA udvega na thAya evI pravRtti karavI eTale jema temane uddega na thAya tevu mana rAkhavu tA vacana malavuM. kAraNa ke udvegathI samAdhinA lAbha thate nathI. te parane uddeza upanavavA dAraNu pote na ane tA potAne ane parane samAdhi rahe che. ane khanane kArpaNa kArTImAM temaja dharmakAryamAM vighna AvatuM nathI. bharaNapoSaNa karavA yogya hoya tenuM bharaNapoSaNa karavuM. bharaNapeNu karavA yAgya evA je mAtApitA tathA pAtapeAtAne AzrIne rahelA sagAsa baMdhIne samu tathA sevakAdinuM sarjanu bharaNapoSaNa karavu temAM traNa te avasya bharapASaNa karavA ceAgya che. mAtApitA tathA ti evI potAnI strI tathA baLa nahIM pAmelAM evAM karAM, zAstramAM kahyuM che ke vRddha evA mAtApitA tathA sati evI bhAryo tathA nAnA bALaka e sarve seMkaDA duSkara kArya karIne paNa bharaNapASaNa karavA yAgya che ema manue kahyuM che vaLI dhaNeA vaibhava DeAya to khInna paNa pANa karavA cAgya purUSo nIce pramANe che. mahAbhAratamAM bhISmapitA ane yuSTira rAjA temanA saMvAdamAM bhISma yudhiSTapratye kahe che ke huM tAta ! sa pAnDavamAM vRddha hai, yuddhiSThira ! gRhastha dharmamAM rahelA ema lakSmIe sahIta eve tuchu mATe tAre ghera pA Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 152 ghaNuM karavA yogya evAM bIjA cAra paNa nIvAsa karo. tene dekhADe che ke daridi evo mItra tathA prajavinAnI potAnI bahena tathA keIpaNa vRddha heya te tathA dhana vinAne keAI kuLavAna purUSa e cAra prakAranA paNa ghaNuM saMpattivALA gRhasthane pAlaNaSaNa karavA egya che. vaLI te piSaNa karavA ema evA vargane jema jene ghaTe tema tene viniyoga karavo. eTale temane ghaTatA kAmamAM joDavA. upara lakhelA bharaNa paNa karavA e vargane dharma saMbaMdhI kAmamAM athavA bIjA kAmamAM jema ucita hoya tema joDavAM. je te pramANe joDavAmAM nA Ave to teo navarA paDavAthI jugaTu IyAdika vyasanamAM paDI jAya ane temanI zaktine niSphaLa kSaya thavAthI te nirUpayogI thAya eTale ke temanA upara je anugraha karyo hoya te paNa na karyA je thAya arthAta jenuM bharaNapoSaNa karIe tene jarUra hareka kAmamAM joDavo ane je na jeDIe te te nizcitapaNe aneka prakAranA vyasane zIkhe ane tema thavAthI te durgatinuM bhAjana thAya jenuM nimittakaraNa bharaNapoSaNa karanArA thAya vaLI bharaNapaNu karavA yogya vargane je kAma saMpavAmAM AvyAM hoya te hamezAM tapAsI javAM kAraNa ke te pramANe karavAthI teo temane soMpeluM kArya barAbara rIte kare che jethI karI paNa karanAra purUSanuM mana dukhatuM nathI ane potAnuM kArya barAbara thAya che. vaLI te paNa karavA lAyaka varganuM paraloka saMbaMdhI anartha thakI rahaNa karavuM joIe. A loka saMbaMdhI tenuM rakSaNa karavAthI tenA cAlatA vyavahAramAM khAmI patI nathI. temaja lokamAM tenI nIMdA thatI nathI. vaLI tene durjanathI pIDA thatI nathI ema paraloka saMbaMdhI tenuM rakSaNa karavAthI te dugatino bhAjana thata nathI arthAt te sArI gati pAme chevaLI A pramANe thavAthI egya vargane te svAmI kahevAya che kAraNa ke je vega ane kSamA karI Ape che tene zAstrakAre nAtha kahe che. yogya eTale je na pAmelI vastune pamADe te ane zrema eTale pAmelI vastunI rakSA kare te pAvaNa karanAra paba varganuM A be prakAre sAdhana karI ApavAthI te teno svAmI kahevAya che kAraNa ke temane niha te karI Ape che tethI nahI pAmelI vastu te Ape che. ane tethI temanA nivAhanA jeje sAdhana UbhA thayA hoya che tenuM rakSaNa thAya che. vaLI dharma saMbaMdhI joIzuM te mAluma paDaze ke tene dharma saMbaMdhI kAryamAM paNa karanAra joDe che ane te je je dharmanA sAdhana pAmyo hoya che tevuM rakSaNa paNa thAya che. dAkhalA tarIke eka mANasane eka piSaNa karanAra purUSa devabhakti, gurUbhakti vigere kAryomAM jeDI tene vyavahArasamati pamAM che, Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 15 A pramANe je te darAja bhakti kare tA tenuM vyavahAra samakita banyu rahe che. je te bhaktine mukI de eTale peSaNa karanAra purUSa tene bhakti karavAmAM kharAbara rIte udyamavata na rAkhe to te bhaktimAM khAmI AvavAthI teNe je vyavadvAra sAMketa upArjana karyuM heya te paNa jatuM rahe che eTale vyavahAra samakitanuM rakSaNa thatuM nathI tethI ulaTu tenI bhakti niraMtara cAlyA kare to teNe upArjana karelA samakitanuM bhAbhara rAjI thAya che ane prAtne te nizrcaya samakita pAmI maiAkSanA rastA sahelA kare che. A pramANe thavAthI pApaNu karanAra purUSa yAga ane sUtra karAvanAre hAi svAApaNAne prApta thAya che. A uparathI eTaluM samaLyAnuM che. ke pANa karanAra purUSane mAthe be prakAranI purjA rahelI che. eka to pAdhya varganA nirvANu karavo ane bIjI temane dharma kAryamAM jeDI satinA bhAjana karavA. keTalAka pugdhA ema samaje che ke ameM zrAvakAne dhaMdhe lagADI temanu pANu karIe chIe. paraMtu Ama karavAmAM temane sAbiMdu upara lakSa rAkhavAnI jarUra che. sAdhanarahita zrAvakavarganuM kharekhara pANa karyuM. kAre kahevAya ke jyAre pAvarga temanA nirvAha bhalI rIte calAvI dhamAAnamAM sArI rIte neDAya tyAre . paraMtu je tethI ulaTu te loka prathama je dharmonuSThAna karatA hatA te paNa mukI devAnI agavaDamAM Ave tyAre te temane ardhagatimAM nAMkhavA jevu thAya che. kArA mATe nirvAha te| anukaMpAthI khInna lokonA paNa thaI zake che. paNa sAdhI bhAIenA nirvAha karavAmAM kaMIka vizeSa sAdhya draSTi rAkhavAnI jarUra che. je te pramANe rAkhavAmAM nA Ave / kharekharUM svAmivAtsalya nathI paraMtu phakta anuka MpAdAna agara ucInadAna che vaLI keTalIka vakhate sAdhahina zrAvaka vargane saMsArika kaeNlavaNI ApavAmAM pazu A draSTi rAkhavAmAM AvatI nathI te paNa mATI bhula che. je loka phakta sauMsArika keLavaNI ApI agara amuka prakAranA udyAgo zIkhavI jaineAnI unnati mAne che ane temAMja ame svAmIbhAi vAsalya karIe chIe evu mAne che te lakA sAdhya draSTi upara pAtAnI najara nahIM rAkhavAthI tevA jaina varganI unnatine badale avanati kare che kAraNa ke kharI unnati ane svAmIvAtsalya te tevA vargane mekSa najIka lAla vAmAM rahelAM che, paraMtu je unnatithI temAthI AvA AvA che te kharI unnati nathI ane te pramANe heAvAthI temAM lAbha mAnanAra puchyA paNa kaMi paNa dhArmika lAbha meLavatA hoya tema zAstraSTIthI jama tu nathI. kadApi ne te pAzcavarga nIMdA karavA lAyaka Acchu kare te 14 Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ piAgha karanAre te bAbatanuM jANapaNuM karavuM tathA potAnA gAapaNanI rakSA karavI. matalaba e che ke pitAnA pivarganI je viruddha anAcarane lIdhe lokomAM niMdA thatI hoya te tenuM samyakajJAna De prakAre saMsaya vipa thaya ane anadhyavasAya rahita jANupaNuM karavuM temaja pitAne gAravane hAnI na pahoMce tema tajavIja karavI. kadApi tevA vidhyavarganA purUSane koIpaNa ThekANe agresarapaNuM ApavAmAM potAnA taraphathI je tajavIja thatI heya te na karavI kemake tema karavAthI pitAnA gauravapaNAne hAnI pahoMce che. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa tevA virUddhAcArI purUSanI anumodanApa doSa Ave che. athavA tevA poba varganuM pAtAthI je gauravapaNuM thayuM hoya te gArapaNunuM nivAraNa karavuM kemake tema na kare te tema karavAthI tenA nArA AcaraNanI anumodanA thAya che. apUrNa "tUranA putragathe pitAnI zikSA ("Shakespeare " nA eka kAvya uparathI ) zArdUlavikrIDita che, hArA zubha vicAra mAtra sarve nahiM bahAra dazAvaje, tevA ardha vicArane kadi nahi ko - rUpAvaje; tyAgI sarva kuNane varatavuM ane sarve thI, dhIre lakSmaNane kazI kara, pachI supUgya mitrAvalI. sattA mitra abhaMga te hRdayamAM kone sadA bhAga, kiMtu mitra pade sahu nagaNane kAdi nahiM sthApaje; (He who hath many friends hath none.-Aristotle) zALa miSTa anila dhIraja taNo, kaleza vyathA cAmaze, vAre putra ! sadeva te analathI, thI irAne prArthaje. khullA kAnathI sarvadA vicaravuM, khullA mukhethI nahi, saMgrahavuM sataNuM kathana, zubha dhAryuM karo ApaNuM; dezana dUra karI sthiti mana dharI, vastrA rUAM dhAravAM, vastrA zuddha batAvaze jagatane, sanmAna tAruM ghaTe. che, de, karane nA kadi jarI , te mane kALo, A who had karaNane keda nI sajA bhogavI Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 11:5 te hevAra tane sadA kasarathI, ge! yAjate rAkhaze; ( P. 1, 0. ) rAtri razmikAntane anusare, (tema ) AtmA prati tU rahe, ( ! ) nyAyI, naeNka thai sahu janaprati, zrIne sadA tU va. zrI jaina zvetAMbara mega C. Ii. Shar. amadAvAda. 19-7-1961 devI prArthanA. ( lekhaka, ze. jezIMgabhAI premAbhAi mu. kapaDavaNaja AnaMdakArI mahezvarI, zuzunIdhI devI pAye lAguM; mAthu mANu dayALu devI, AzIvacane mA. sasala. pharavA dhAryu ti e je satya, do nAna bhAre temAM Ave rasa; vaMdu vArevAre na mAnA nirasa, dA AnaMda ne zAMti, dardI prema sa. vaMdu vaMdu vANi vacane prabhAne uDDI vada, puSpa vadhAvI vijaya vicArI janetA devi pAye lAguM, mAgu 4. tIrthayAtrAnuM vimAna ne jaina gurukuLa. ( lekhaka, gAMdhI AtamArAma premacaMdna sANa ) vhAlA baMdhuo ne he ! uparanA lekha lakhatAM pahelAM zrI paMca parameSTIne namaskAra karIne tathA zrI paMca parameSTIne mane eLakhAvanAra parama pUjya yAnika zrImad buddhisAgarajI mahArAjane 1008 vAra vaNA karU chuM. padma pUnya yArmAna" zrImad buddhisAgarajI mahArAja pAtAnI pravRtti sadaiva suzrAvakAne darzAvyA kare che te pravRttinuM mULa " tIrthayAtrAnu vimAna " e che. ukta pustaka zrImadde eka ana ze. jIvaNubhAi dharmad yAtrA Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 656 karavA javAnA hatA te samaye tIrthasthalamAM yAtrA kaI rItanI raheNI karaNI rAkhI zrI vItarAgabhagavAna pratye saddabhAvanA rAkhavI tenA atyuttama vicAre darzAvyA che. zarUAtamAM zrImada parijharva mamatAno cAna e yAtrALuonuM Avazyaka kartavya che, vAstavika che yAtrA karavA javuM te pApanI vRddhi arthe nahi paratuM tenA kSayane arthe javAnuM che. jyAM sudhI hRdayamAM pApa karavAnI chI hoya tyAM sudhI je pApane laya karavA mAnavI maLe che te mizyA che mATe yAtrAthalamAM to pratyeke ahaMtA tyAga karI sarva vastune tyAga karavo Avazyaka che. jyAre parigrahanI mamatAno tyAga jarUra che tyAre dAnanI mama tAnuM grahaNa Avazyaka che. ApaNo dharma dAna para pakArane che ne tethI zrImada ubhaya sUtrapara vizeSa bhAra daI samajAve che ne tethI ja pUjyazrI jovA vimUta: e sUtrathI popakAranI AvazyakatA darzAve che. paropakAra kare te ApaNuM kartavya che tIrthakaroe ane muniyoe gatanA upara upakAra karyo che teo mahA upakArI hatA mATe A paze paNa papakAra karatAM zIkhavuM joIe. sarva ivAnA prANa bacAvavA, teone je je saMkaTa paDe temAMthI ugAravA, teonA AmAnI unnati arthe badha Apo, tenAmAM rahelA durgA TALavA, teone anna, vastra, - dha, AtmajJAna vigerethI upakAra karavA kadI cukavuM nahi. dararoja gheDe paNa upakAra to karavI ja dae, mATe ja pUjya zrI popakAranI jarUra dekhADe che. mahArAjazrI kahe che ke eka vakhatamAM hiMda vigeremAM thI 40 karoDa jenI hatA ne hAla cAra lAkha mAtra rahyA che tenuM kAraNa mAtra paropakAra ne dAna davAnI jINutA che. jenA bhAio ApaNI agati tarapha lakSa ApavAnuM che, je dareka jenI potAnI pharaja samaja dayA ne papakAra nImite kana dharmane lAvA karavA tana-mana-dhananuM samarpaNa kare to ame khAtrIpUrvaka kahIe chIe ke a85 samayamAM jaina dharmane prAcIna rUpamAM prakAza pa? e nisaMzaya vAta che. yAtrAmAM bhAtRbhAva e yAtrALuonuM cAmuM kartavya che tyAre I. onuM ekIkaraNa thAya che tyAre AmA viruddha bane che tema jayAre yAtrA AnA AtmAnuM ekIkaraNa thai bhrAtRbhAvanI vRddhi thAya tyAre dharmanI unna ti thAya che e nahi bhUlavuM joIe e vAtane atyAre ghaNA kharA jene Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 15 bhUlI jAya che e aphAsakAraka che. teo ghara AgaLa te kadAca rAga hepanA anuyAyI banatA haze paraMtu tirtha samIpamAM paNa rAga dveSane bhUlatA thI e dilagIra bhareluM che. jyAM sudhI rASane aMta:karaNamAM samAsa maLaze tyAM sudhI game teTalA prayane paNa jaina dharmanI unnati thaze nahi e ame khAtrIpUrvaka karIe chIe. yAtrALuoe yAtrAthalamAM bIlakula pApano tyAga karI anya dharmane pitAnuM zreSTAva batAvI A pavAnI jarUra che vaLI khAtrIpUrvaka samajavuM ke tIrtha yAtrAnuM phala rAga banA bhAga sivAya kadI prApta thatuM nathI. dareka yAtrALuoe samajavuM joIe ke ApaNe badhA ina bhagavAnanA putro chIe. yAtrA karavI e kAMI page lAgI pAchuM AvavAnuM nathI paranuM tatvajJAnapUrvaka vicAra karI yAtrAnI saphalatA karavAnI jarUra che. jene tatvajJAna eTaluM saheluM nathI ke kSaNavAramAM zIkhI zakAya tene mATe te bahu samaya joze. pratyeka yAtrAbhilASIe A nahi bhUlavuM e. mane lakhatAM bahu dilagIrI thAya che ke keTalAka jaina baMdhuone ja A jagata kALe rayuM " ema savAla pUchatAM " Izvare " e uttara maLe che, jemAM prathama grAsa malika che tyAM peTa bharavAnI te vAta kyAMthI haiya, jyAre zarUAtamAM ja A agAna che tyAM AgaLa vadhavAnI zI vAta karavI ne te khAtara zrImad buddhisAgara mahArAja " jaina gurukuLanI ?' AvazyakatA darzAve che. te jaina baMdhuo ! je ApaNe jaina dharmanI unnati karavI hoya ane ApaNuM jena baMdhuone anya dharmamAM jatA aTakAvavA hoya te pUjya muni mahArAja zrI buddhisAgarajIe jene gurU kuLane mATe vicAra jaNAvI ApaNA jaina baMdhuonuM dhyAna kheMce che te kharekhara vicAravA gya che ne tethI ja ApaNe atyudaya thavA saMbhava che ne tene mATe je dhyAna ApaNe jaina baMdhuonuM kheMcyuM che te temanI janAne mAna ApI vadhAvI levI te tamAma jainabaMdhuonI pharaja che. bhUtakALamAM jaina gurukuLa heta te ApaNI premanA mana anya dharmamAM jata nahi ane bhaviSyamAM paNa anya dharmamAM na jAya tene mATe " jena gurUkuLa" nI atyaMta AvazyakatA che. huM ba. dhuo ! cato, ApaNI kaDI rithati joi anya dharmanA mana phAvI jAya che mATe AmamAga ApI lAkho rUpiA ekaThA karI te yojanAne vadhAvI , ApaNuM jaina baMdhuo mAna caDasA caDasI, kItI, nAvatarAmAM lAkha piA kharace che parantu teTalA paisA jai jaina gurUkuLa bAbata kharcAya Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 158 te ghaNe ja lAbha thavA saMbhava che. paraMtu mahArAjazrI kahe che temaja jaina baMdhuonA manamAM zrI mahAvIra prabhu barobara vAyA nathI, je mahAvIra prabhu vasyA hota to jarUra dharmAbhimAna vyAkhyA vinA raheta nahi. dakSiNamAM traNa varSa pahelAM ghaNuM jene hatA paNa te jJAna vinAnAja jene hatA tethI anya dharmanA vidvAnoe mahAdeva nA bhakta banAvI dIdhA. uparanAM temanAM vAka zuM sUcave che ? vicAro ! teo kahe che ke jaina gurUkuLanI AvazyakatA che. jaina gurukuLamAM paNa tatva jJAnanI vadhAre jarUra che. ApaNuM jainabaMdhuone tatvajJAna sArI che zIkhavavAmAM Avaze teja lAbhaprada che. tatvajJAna sArI peThe zIkhavyA sivAya jainadharmanI unnati cheja nahi mATe che jena baMdhuo ! temaja pUjya munivare ane zAzananAyaka ( rAke) ! A kAma sakaLa saMghanuM che mATe ApaNuM jaina putranI dAjha hoya te guphaLa bole ne madada karo ane tene uMcca sthitie muke. A bAbatane zrI kAphira paNa prayAsa karavAnI jarUra che ne tene mATe upadezake rAkhI sukRta bhaMDAranI peDa AvA khAtAmAM paNa rakama ugharAvavI te vadhAre jarUranuM che. eka khrIstIbAnue khrIstI banAvavA sArU ATha karoDa rUpiA AyA che ne tenI miTI moTI saMsthAo paNa kADhI che. keTalAka hinduo paNa khrIstI dharma mAM gayA che. lAkha rUpiA khaca manuSyone bhaNAvI hunnara dhaMdhA zikhavI khIratI dharmanI unnati kare che, tyAre jaina jevI uMca kAmamAM paNa khAsa A uparathI paNa jaina gurUkuLa sthApavAnI khAsa jarUra che. jemAM vidvAna jenonA ToTo. che paNa e jaina gurUkuLa sthApavAmAM Ave te hajAra vidyArthIone tevA banAvI zakAya. jaina gurUkuLa bAbata mahArAja nIce mujaba kahe che. "vahAra De, vANIo vaDenI pi vaNika tarIke banelA jene varADA ane nAtavarA AdimAM lAkho rUpiA kharace che. jaina dharmanI unnati mATe camaDI tuTe paNa damaDI na chUTe jevI gana Acare che aho ! jenenuM mana kayAre sudharaze ? AvA jene jainamaMdiramAM jaIne kahe che: he dinAnAtha, zI gatI thAze amArI be vAte mana lalacANuM vahAlA, eka kaMcana dujI nArI AvI rIte bolyA kare che. paNa tene artha samajI jaina dharmanA uddhAra mATe kaI viralAja bhega Ape che. je jaina dharmanA uddhAra mATe Amabhoga ApatA nathI te tIrthaMkaranI ArAdhanA barAbara samajato nathI. je. AnI nasenasamAM jainadharmanI unnati karavA mATe zara vyApatuM nathI evA jene janmIne keInuM ukALI zakatA nathI. baMdhuo ! ApaNuM bApadAdAoe Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 15z jaina dharmanA mATe tana mane dhana arpaNu karyAM hatAM. lAhI raeNDAtAM chatAM paNu hajArA du:kho kharI jaina dharmanI unnati karI saMpUrNa chaMdagI gumAvI hatI tevAenA ApaNe varAne Aja DhIlATapa jevA thaI gayA chIe. je A paNA pUrvocAe zvAsozvAsa paNa nakAmA gAnyA nahAtA, jaina dharmanI unnati mATe yAheAma karI paDayA hatA, hAre duHkhA sahana karyA hatAM. nirAMta vALI jarA mAtra paNa maThThA nahotA, kaMcana ane kAmInIthI nyArA rahI jaina dharmanAM zrIne vAvyAM hatAM. zaMkarAcAryanA vakhatamAM ghAMcInI ghANImAM kacarAyA hatA tApaNu pAtAne dharma phelAvavA pAchI pAnI karI nahAtI ne kharekharA purUSAya batAvyA hatA tevAonA vaMzajo hAla kevI sAMkaDI sthitimAM AvI paDayA che, te vicAratAM eka mATe nizvAsa mUkavA paDe . sarva dharmonI hariphAIne vakhata AvI pahoMcyA che have ceto !!! ahA ! uparanA mahArAjayonA athAga mAdha zuM sUcave che te vicAre ane te pramANe vartana karavA dareka e tapara taiyAra thA. huM vIra prabhu ! tArA zAna rahyA temaja tArA putrone sArI buddhi Apa ane bhaviSyamAM jainagurUkuLa jevI sathAnA vicAra pAra pADa. chevaTe huM lekha pUrNAhutImAM vAMcA pratye lekhamAM kAI DekANe thayela bhUlanI kSamA Iccho ATalethI vi ramu chu. OM zrI gu dayAnuM dAna ke devakumAra. ( lekhaka puNDarIka zarmA, ) CL ( anusAna gata aMphanA pRSTa 121 thI. ) mArM anumAna zuM masAja hAya. '' mukhae kahyuM, * navailikA AlI. :: khATuM che ? rAjadarabAramAM te badhAM tALI haze tema. jema tame dhAtu tema kharUM. tannAnuM osaDa nathI, 12 paNa yAda rAkhavuM ke amArA jevA paNa kAI dArA kAmanA >> che hA " are ! mhArA maherabAna ! kAI dahADA zu Aja kAma che ne? zuM Ama karI naze ke ? navaeNlikA gabharAIne khAlI. 22 " gabharAvyA niha, AtA lagAra mazkarI, tamArA nAma parata A Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AkhuM zarIra kurabAna che. paNa have huM vacana pALaje che ke ? " makhajIe kahyuM. " makhajIrAja ! dhavinAvasthAnI bharatIoTa asthira ne aniyamita heAya che eTale kadAca ugakara ke anugara paNa hoya" nalikA belI. " haze e kadAca hoya paNa tethI bharatIoTa nathI thatI ema te na saMbhavene ? " " are, e zuM bolyA mArA jIvananuM avalaMbana Apa sivAya bIjuM kazuM hoI zake ? nalikAe hAla turatane mATe te makhane mAkhaNa caTADavuM. " are zAbAza nalikA zAbAza ! ! !" makhajI pulIne phALake thaye. have paNa ApaNuM dhArelA kAryamAM kaMI harakata nA AvavI jee." nalikAe prastuta viSaya upADyo. " harakata nahi savAramAM game te prakAre devakumArane maLIza. tamAre to kAma sAradhAra thayuM ema ja samajavuM, rANI mAtAne kahevuM ke bephIkara rahe." makhajIe himata Ape. paNa ema kumAra mazAnamAM Ave evA nathI. bahu butipuraH sara kAma levuM joIze." nalikAe agavaDa darzAvI. " tamAre tenuM zuM kAma che. kAma tamAre phalIbhUta thAya eTale basa, makhajIe kahyuM. basa amAre te eTaluM ja joIe chIe. " madharAtanA mahArAjA samazAnamAM Ave tyAre kuMvara maMtrasAdhanA karatA haze. mATe mahArAjane khabara ApI devI ke kuMvaranI najIka na AvanAM dUrathIja nihALI cAlyA jAya, nahite teonI aMdagI jokhamamAM Avaze. " makhae bIka batAvI. " nizciMta rahe, amA sAthe vizvAsu mANA rakhAvIzuM " navalikA bolI. e mANasAmAMthI paNa eka maMtra bhUmimAM na Avavo joIe." makhajIe bIjI sUcanA karI. che ema thaze. rANI sAhebanuM ne temanA kuMvaranuM jIvana ApanA hAthamAM che eTale amAre te tamArAparaja vizvAsa che paru have bahu vakhata thayo, bA sAheba saha jotAM haze. " nalikAe kahyuM. Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paka che? - 25-0 - 0 46- 0 0 - 1 0-0-0 bADAMga prakaraNa. A mAsamAM AvelI madada. " zeTha dalasukhabhAI lallubhAI mANasA, maranAra zA. kevaLadAsa hirAcaMdanI vAlI AI jaDI te zA. mulacaMda chajAnI vidhavA huM, zA. hirAcaMda saMjANajI. amadAvAda. 20-0-0 rA. rA. velacaMdabhAI chaganalAla mekarsa. vaDedarAkAMpa. pa-0-0 AI jAsuda zA. ratanacaMda premacaMdanI dikarI hu. zA. lallubhAI gokaLadAsa. amadAvAda. cAkasI kIlAbhAI ujamazI 9. zA. punamacaMda gAradhanadAsa. amadAvAda, eNka sa"hastha ha. zA. harilAla ratanazI. 2pa-00 dozI mAdhavajI revAjI bA. bhAI maNilAlanA zubha lagnanI khuzAlI mATe vidyArthIone lADanA jamaNa sArU . vaDAlI. 2pa-0 -0 bAI divALI te zA. choTAlAla motIcaMdanI vidhavA ha. zA. bAlAbhAI kakalabhAI. amadAvAda, 156-7-0 zrI muMbaImAM vasatA nIcenA saMgrahasthAe dara mAse nIce mujaba madada ApavA kahelI te paikI pahelA mAsanI rakama nIce pramANe maLI che.. hA. jhaverI sArAbhAI bhogIlAla. 11-0-0 jhaverI caMdulAla choTAlAla, 11-0-0 jhaverI sArAbhAI bhogIlAla. 10-00 jhaverI maNIlAla savacaMda. 7-0-0 paracuraNa dalAla taraphathI hA. jhaverI amRtalAla mehalAlabhAI. 10-0-0 jhaverI amRtalAla mohallAlabhAI, 10-00 | jhaverI lAlabhAI sArAbhAI. 10-0-0 jhaverI mANekacaMda kapuracaMda. 10-0-0 jhaverI udayacaMda bhAyacaMda.. ) 7-0-0 jhaverI amRtalAla kALIdAsa, 1 -0-0 jhaverI mehanalAla hemacaMda. je 10-8-0 jhaverI bhoLAbhAI bApAlAla. Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ na khara dhaNaja 10-0-7 grevarI bhAgAlAla mAhallAlabhAI, 10 -0-0 javerI lAlabhAI maganalAla. 10-00 ze. maganalAla kaMkucaMda.. pa-0--0 jhaverI jagAbhAI bhoLAbhAInI kuM' pa-0-0 jhaverI mAhalAlabhAI gokaLadAsa. 10-0-0 jhaverI hAthIbhAI maganalAla. 156-0 - 0 25-0=jhaverI kezavalAla haribhAinI kapanI taraphathI bA. darA sAla ApavA kahyA te paikI pahelA varasanA hA. jhaverI sArAbhAI bhogIlAla, muAI. cApaDIA-rA. rA. zeTha mANekalAla cunIlAla taraphathI. gujarAtI InTa IMglIza pokeTa DIkSanarI na. 31) bA. vidyArthIone InAma ApavA mATe. amadAvAda. udAratAnuM stutya pagala. A aiDiga keTalA vakhatathI nANAM sabaMdhI taMgI bhAgave che te vAta jANItI che, te prasaMge je kAMI madada A saMsthAne ApavAmAM Ave te kharekhara ghaNIja kiMmatI lekhI zakAya, ane te madada ApanArAonuM pagaluM" dhaNuMja samayasUcaka ane stutya gaNI zakAya. amane jaNAvatAM ati AnaMda thAya che ke muMbaImAM rahetA jaina jhaverIoe vakhatasaranI madada ApI A saMsthAne potAnA AbhAra taLe mUkI che. teoe kaLavaNI ane dharmajJAna ApavAnA uttama sAdhanarUpa A bADi"gane madada karI mATa' pugya upArjana karyuM che, ane teoe bIjAne anukaraNIya dUkAnta besADayuM che. upara ja gAvelA gRhasthAe dara mAse amuka rakama ApavA kahyuM" che. moTA vepA . rIone AvI 2kama kAMI hisAbumAM paNa gaNAya nahi, paNa TIpe TIpe sarovara bharAya ! ne kAMkare kAMkare pALa baMdhAya " e nyAye AvI madadathI A sa sthAne bahu sArI madada maLI che; A sadagRhasthAne potAnA jena bhAIAne madada ApavAnA AvA udAre kAma sArU kharA ataHkaraNathI dhanyavAda ApIe chIe, ane bIjA sakhI gRhasthAne pagu mAsika ke vArSika kAMI ne kAMI rakama A beDiMgane ApavA savinya vinavIe chIe. A saMsthA sarva jaina bALakonA hitArthe che, te sarva bhAio te kAmane yathAzakti madada karavA pAchI pAnI dherAvo nahi, ( madada ApanAra saddagRhasthonAM nAma cheADI'ga prakaraNamAM ApavAmAM AvyAM che ). ane tue vArAmArImAM vaNI ane pAna na