Book Title: Anandghan Ashtapadi
Author(s): Prashamrativijay
Publisher: Pravachan Prakashan Puna
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/009088/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrIvAcakajasaviracita zrI AnaMdaghana aSTapadI AsvAda munizrI prazamarativijayajI pravacana prakAzana asta/aanada/2nd proof AvRtti : prathama mUlya C pUnA : 20-00 : PRAVACHAN PRAKASHAN, 2009 muMbaI prAptisthAna : pravacana prakAzana 488, ravivAra peTha, pUnA-411002 phona : 020-32922069, mo. 9890055310 Email : pravachanprakashan@gmail.com website : www.pravachanprakashan.org amadAvAda : azokabhAI ghelAbhAI zAha 201, oesIsa, aMkura skUlanI sAme, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-380007 phona : 079-26633085, mo. 9327007579 : sevaMtIlAla vI. jaina 20, mahAjana galI, jhaverI bajAra, muMbaI - 400002 phona : 22404717, mo. 9820174081 akSarAMkana : virati grAphikasa, amadAvAda phona : 079-22684032 Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ praveza... -zrutapremI DaoN. dIpakabhAI kAmadAra zrImatI hInAbena kAmadAra rohita jinala nAgapura nizcayanI gahana yAtrA. jJAnayogano anubhUtikhaMDa. dehabhAvathI nirlepa thanAro vicArapatha. adharuM ane UMcuM che A badhuM. sAdhAraNa kakSAno dharmAtmA na samajI zake tevI A ciMtanadhArA che. pada eTale pagaluM. virATanuM eka pagaluM AsamAnane AMbe. ahIM ATha pagalAM che. pratyeka pagalAnI pAchaLa pAchaLa cAlavAno prayAsa karyo che. aSTapadIno nigUDha rahasyArtha sAdhakane ja samajAya. A aSTapadIne sArA saMgItakAranA kaMThe gavAtI sAMbhaLIne je bhAvo jAgyA te AlekhyA che. aSTapadIno paramArtha AThahajAra pAnAmAMya samAya tema nathI. kevaLa 80 pAnAnI pustikAmAM zuM samAya ? chatAM daMtakathAnusAra zrIAnaMdaghanajI mahArAjA ane zrIsu sajI mahArAjAnI milanakathAnI A racanAne bhaktibhAve zabdothI pArakhavAno prayatna karyo che. mArI saMyamasAdhanA ane sAhityasAdhanA para jemano anahada upakAra che, vAcaka jasa-nI laganI jemanA thakI lAgI che tevA paramazAsanaprabhAvaka pUjayapAda AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijayakIrtiyazasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAne A AsvAdanuM arpaNa. phAgaNa suda 6 | vi.saM. 2065 prazamarativijaya amarAvatI Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zlokAMtara yAtrA'naMdaghanasya gItisarasA datte pramodaM paraM rUpaM tasya vilakSaNaM nRpativat trailokyajid bhAsvaram / saMgo'nAratamasya yaH zubhadhiyA jAto hyabhaMgo'styasau vArtAlApavidhAnamatra yazasA sAkSAdupasthApyate / mAraga calata calata gAta AnaMdaghana pyAre rahata AnaMda bharapUra tAko sarUpa bhUpa tihuM loka the nyAro barasata mukha para nUra sumati sakhi ke saMga nita nita dosta kabahu na hota hI dUra jaza vijaya kahe suno ho AnaMdaghana hama tuma mile hajUra ciMtana nathI samajAtuM, ' AvuM je saMvedana Ave che te paNa guru Ape che. sAva saheluM bolIne guru ApaNane rAjI karI de emAM vikAsa na thAya. thoDuM agharuM bole ne samajAya nahIM teno tanAva Ave tyAMthI vikAsa zarU thAya. -2 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asta/aanada/2nd proof dIvo baLI rahyo hato. saMte dIvAnI jayota sAme AMgaLI tAkIne bALakane pUchyuM : "A jyota kyAMthI AvI che ?" nAnA bALake dIvAne phUMka mArI. jayota bujhAI gaI. bALake saMtane pUchyuM : A dIvAnI jyota kyAM gaI? saMta mIThuM malakyA. bALake kahyuM : "A jayota jayAM gaI che tyAMthI ja e AvI hatI." jyota upara vahI jAya che. enI pAchaLa pAtaLI dhUmasera upara caDatI rahe che. upara uThavAno pavitra svabhAva AtmAne maLyo che. AtmAne eka zarIra maLe che. te pUrve AtmA bIjA koI zarIramAM hoya che ane AgaLa navAM navAM zarIro sAthenuM bhaviSya UbhuM ja hoya che. eka zarIramAMthI bIjA zarIramAM javuM te saMsAra che. zarIradazAmAMthI azarIradazAmAM javuM te mokSa che. saMsAra sahaja thaI gayo che. mokSa asahaja lAge che. A ajJAna che. saMsAra ane ajJAnanI jugalabaMdImAM jIva barabAda thaI rahyo che. gurunAM zrImukhe sAMbhaLavA maLe che. mokSamArganI vAto. UMcI ane agharI lAge che e vAto. magajamAM e vAto turaMta nathI UtarI zakatI. vAra lAge che. guru to ArAmathI badhuM bolI jAya che. samajatA vAra lAge che. gaDa bese che, paNa sAva dhIme. guru bole che to emane e rIte bolavAno adhikAra che. guru je jIve che te ja bole che. guru bolyA te gurunuM parama jJAna. ApaNane na samajAyuM te ApaNuM ajJAna. 'nathI samajAtuM AvuM je saMvedana Ave che te paNa guru Ape che. sAva saheluM bolIne guru ApaNane rAjI karI de temAM vikAsa na thAya. thoDuM agharuM bole ne samajAya nahIM teno tanAva Ave tyAMthI vikAsa zarU thAya. potAnAM ajJAnanuM bhAna thavuM e adhyAtmanuM prAraMbhabiMdu che. ajJAnI ajJAnamAM masta rahe che tethI abhimAna Ave che. ajJAnanuM bhAna thavAthI ajJAna to nathI tUTatuM paNa abhimAna bhAMgI jAya che. guru kahe tema karavAnuM mana thAya che bhaktane. guru kahe tema vicAravAnuM mana thAya che ziSyane. bhakta karavAmAM zro. ziSya vicAravAmAM pAvaradho. karavAnuM stara zarIranuM. vicAravAnuM stara mananuM. ajJAnanuM hovuM, ochuM khataranAka che. ajJAna che teno khyAla na hovo, bahu khataranAka che. ajJAnanI hAjarI DaMkhI te ja ghaDIthI paga pAchA pharavA lAge. bhUmi saMsAranI hoya, paga saMsArI jIvanA hoya paNa pagalAM pAchAM pharI rahyA hoya A mokSamArganI bhUmikA. aSTapadIno AnaMda ahIMthI prakaTe che. mAraga calata calata gAta paMtha to baMne bAju jato hoya. pravAsInI dizA paMthanI dizA bane. pravAsI Ubho rahI jAya to paMtha baMne bAju vaheto dekhAya. pravAsI cAlato hoya to paMtha pAchaLanI dizAne dUra pheMke ne AgaLanI dizAne najIka kheMce. avaLA mArge caDI gayelo AdamI, sAcA mAraga sudhI pahoMcyo na hoya paNa pote je mAraga lIdho che te khoTo che eTaluM samajato hoya toya ghaNuM che. e have AgaLa nahI cAle. e aTakaze. e Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tapAsa karaze. e sAcA mAraganuM saranAmuM zodhaze. e cAlaze khoTA mAraga para ane enI dizA haze sAcA mAraga taraphanI. dUra dekhAto sAco mAragaDo ene hAzakAro Apaze. e socaze : pAchaLanA khoTA raste cAlatA rahyA hota to, zuM thAta ? bhaluM thayuM. bacI gayA. A mULa mAraga AvI gayo. have ciMtA nathI. jhaDapathI UMcakAtA paga gAya che. valata patnata gAta. khoTI dizAne khoTI dizA tarIke oLakhI lo eTale sAcI dizA hAthamAM AvI ja samajo. pravAsa Akho bAkI hoya, dhIkhatI bapora vIMdhIne nIkaLavAnuM hoya paNa eka rAjIpo hoya--sAcA mAraga para chIe, moDuM bhale thAya paNa pahoMcazuM e nakkI. guru maLyA. preraNA maLI. dharma karavA mAMDyA. samaja paDatI nathI. eTalo badho rasa paNa nathI Avato. gurunAM vacane eTaluM ja, phakta samajAyuM che ke--'AtmA mATe A badhuM lAbhakArI che.' ATaluM yAda rahyuM che ne dharma karI rahyA chIe. huM zarIra nathI, huM zarIramAM chuM. huM zarIra nathI. huM AtmA chuM A bodha ughaDI rahyo che. meM Acarelo dharma mArA AtmAne lAbhAnvita karI rahyo che--A pratIti manamAM jIvI rahI che. khUba khuzI maLI rahI che. rata AnaMta bharapUra dharma karavo eka vAta che. dharmamAM AnaMda pAmavo bIjI vAta che. dharma nAmanAM phUlamAMthI AnaMdanI aDhaLaka suvAsa nIkaLavI joIe. suvAsa vinAnuM phUla nakAmuM, AnaMda vinAno dharma nakAmo. dharmano AnaMda nakkara che, UMDo che, aDhaLaka che ne e AnaMda parANe vahAlo lAge che. AnaMSana pyAre. ~4~ dharma gaMbhI2 che, jaDa nathI. dharma zAMta che. zUnya nathI. dharma prasanna che, caMcaLa nathI. dharmanI vAta anerI che. unmArganA parihAranI bhAvanA e dharma che. unmArgano parihAra karavAno prayatna e dharma che. sanmArganA svIkAranI bhAvanA e dharma che. sanmArgano svIkAra karavAno prayatna e dharma che. A dharma AcaravAmAM adbhuta AnaMda samAyelo che. dharmanA siddhayogI dharmanI vyAkhyA karI Ape te barobara che. dharmanA prAraMbhika ArAdhakane dharmanI vyAkhyA karavAnuM kaho to e na karI zake. ene eTaluM samajAya ke A anubhava duniyAdArI nathI. ene eTalI samaja paDe ke A AnaMda sAdhAraNa nathI. ene khyAlamAM AvI jAya che ke dharmano AnaMda alaukika che. tAko sarUpa bhUpa tihuM loka the nyAro bhautika staranAM jeTalAM paNa sukha hoya tenAthI dharmanuM sukha sAva juduM che. bhautika sukhanuM varNana bhASA karI zake, aMtaraMga sukhanuM varNana bhASA na karI zake. kabIradAsajI kahe che tema, dekhana sarikhI bAta hai, bolana sarakhI nAhI. mAraga para cAlavAno AnaMda, prabhukathita ArAdhanA karavAno AnaMda che. prabhue Apelo mArga vikaTa ane virATa che paNa ApanAra prabhu che te bahu moTI vAta che. mArga, prabhuno dIdhelo che to mArge cAlavAnI tAkAta paNa prabhu deze. AtmavizvAsa jAge che barasata mukha para nUra Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asta/aanada/2nd proof kalyANakArI vAtonuM zravaNa karyA pachI e vAto para vicAravAnuM hoya che. jema jema vicAratAM jaIe tema tema aMdara utsAha prakaTe, manorathanI hAramALA cAle. kalyANakArI pravRttinuM AcaraNa na hoya athavA thoDuM thoDuM hoya paraMtu kalyANakArI ciMtana ekadhAruM cAluM hoya to e mArI che. "sAcuM che te maLyuM che, sAruM che te maLyuM che have enuM amalIkaraNa karuM eTalI vAra. lAbha thavAno ja che" A manobhAva mArI che. paisA ghaNA maLe che te vaparAtA nathI toya khuzI Ape che. kema? paisA che to jyAre--jyAM vAparavA haze, vaparAza, kAma thaze evo vizvAsa paisA Ape che. khIsAmAM rahelA paisA vaparAya nahIM toya vizvAsa Ape che. manamAM rahelo dharma, AcaraNa na hoya toya joza Ape che. paisA ane dharma, maLe eTale enI asara jIvana para jovA maLe ja. emanuM joza ja evuM hoya che. varasata muva para nUra. dharmanI mATe vicAravAthI sauthI moTo phAyado e thAya che ke saMsAra mATe vicAravAnuM ochuM thaI jAya che. vicAramAMthI saMsAranI jeTalI bAdabAkI thAya che teTalo vivekabhAva jAgRta thAya che. zarUAta saraLa vAto para vicAravAthI thAya che. pachI thoDuM navuM, thoDuM agharuM. vicAratA rahIe tema preraNA maLatI rahe, vicAratA raho cho tema gati maLatI rahe che. vicAra jeTalo spaSTa, gati teTalI tIvra. vicArathI bhAvanAo bane che. vicArathI zraddhA bane che. vicArathI zakti ghaDAya che ane keLavAya che, vicAranuM kendra ane vicAranI dizA spaSTa hoya tene sumati kahevAya. sumati savuiM ke saMf | suvicAra satata cAlavo joIe. pravRttithI sad-no sparza satata na hoya to vicAraNAthI sa6-no sparza meLavatA rahevuM joIe. bhagavAnanI vANI e ja mArI che. e AcArayAtrAne paNa calAve che ane vicArayAtrAne paNa calAve che. AcAra zaktinI maryAdAmAM paLAya, samayanI maryAdAmAM paLAya. vicAra to zakti ane samayanAM baMdhanathI mukta rahIne cAle che. vicAra rtimaMta bane tema AcAra javalaMta bane. vicAra thakI AcArane baLa maLe. AcAra na paLAto hoya tyAreya vicAra vaheto hoya, AcAra paLAto hoya tyAre vicAra umaLakAbhera saMgAtha Apato hoya. sumati sakhike saMga, nita nita dosta kabahu na hota hI dUra jaza vijaya kahe suno ho AnaMdaghana hama tuma mile hajUra dharmakriyA samajapUrvaka karatA hoIe to eka lAgaNI manamAM satata rahyA kare : mAro mokSa najIka AvI rahyo che." A lAgaNI sumati che. A saMvedanA dharmakriyAmAM parama ullAsa bhare che. A saMvedanA mitra che, tenI hUMpha dharmane Teko Ape che. A saMvedanA jaladI jAgatI nathI paNa eka vAra A saMvedanA jAgI to pachI A saMvedanA kayAreya bhUMsAtI nathI. mokSanI najIkamAM javAno AnaMda dharmakriyAnAM kaSTane gauNa banAvI de che. mokSa najIkamAM AvI rahyo che tenI romaharSaka kalpanA, saMsAra sAthe keTalIya bAMdhachoDa karavAnI tAkAta ApI de che. 'mane mokSa maLaze tevo AtmavizvAsa jAgI gayo che. have bIjI paMcAtamAM paDavAnuM mana nathI.' A utkRSTa sarvicAra AtmA sAthe vArtAlApa karAve che. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsArI jIva, potAnA zarIramAM vaselA cetanajIne kahI zake che ke "Aja sudhI ApaNe zarIra dvArA eka hatA. Aja samajAyuM che ke ApaNe zarIra dvArA ja judA paDyA chIe. zarIra mitra nathI. zarIra zatru nathI. zarIra mAdhyama che. saMsAra game to zarIra saMsAra sAdhavAnuM mAdhyama. dharma game to zarIra dharma sAdhavAnuM mAdhyama. zarIra vinAno ekalo AtmA maLavAlAyaka che te have samajAtuM thayuM che. ApaNe have zarIra vinA maLIzuM.' A saMkalpa thayo. saMkalpa karyo che tenI siddhi to maLaze ja. e kSaNe keTalo AnaMda haze ? sAhibanuM nAma laIne parvata caDI gayA. thAkI javAno prazna upasthita thayo nathI. paheraNa uparanA DAghanI sAme na jo e dosta dilano khUNo jarAya kalaMkita thayo nathI. saMsArI jIva, saMsArathI bacavAno ane mugati pAmavAno saMkalpa karIne bhAvadharma prAraMbha te mAra che. sAdhaka zarIrathI mukta thavAno ane siddha banavAno utkaMTha saMkalpa kare te mAre che. mArI khuda eka gati che, gAna che. venata vartata TIta. Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asta/aanada/2nd proof zlokAMtara saivA''naMdaghanaM stavityavikalaM yaH syAd yazasvI svayaM gaMgAyAM laharIvadasya hRdaye jAgarti samyagmatiH / ciMtAsaMtativAraNena vihitA cetovizuddhiH zubhA raktaH svIyarase kathaM na labhate saukhyaM niraMtaM pumAn / AnaMdaghana ko AnaMda sujaza hI gAvata rahata AnaMda sumati saMga sumati sakhi aura navala AnaMdaghana mila rahe gaMga taraMga mana maMjana karake nirmala kiyo hai citta tA para lagAyo hai avihaDa raMga jazavijaya kahe sunata hI dekho sukha pAyo bota abhaMga ciMtana prazasta AlaMbana potAno pUrepUro prabhAva sAdhakane batAve che. aprazasta AlaMbana potAno pUrepUro parAjaya sAdhaka samakSa svIkArI le che. -11 -12 Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurune ziSya page lAgyo. kahe : ApanA AzIrvAdathI mane saphaLatA maLI. gurue kahyuM : mArA AzIrvAdathI saphaLatA nathI maLI. ziSya kahyuM : to zenAthI saphaLatA maLI ? gurue kahyuM : tArI mahenatathI saphaLatA maLI. ziSyae kahyuM : mahenatathI saphaLatA maLI ? gurue kahyuM : nA. saphaLatA mahenatathI paNa nathI maLI. saphaLatA teM karelA saMkalpathI maLI. ziSya kahyuM : meM saMkalpa karyo tenAthI saphaLatA maLI. paNa e saMkalpa karAvyo koNe ? gurue kahyuM : meM saMkalpa samajAvyo ne teM e saMkalpano svIkAra karyo. te svIkAra na karyo hota to saphaLatA maLata ja nahIM, ziSyone, ziSya paraMparAne parama bodha ApanArA be guru bhegA thAya to ? be gurudevatAo potapotAnA gurunuM smaraNa kevA ahobhAvathI karatA hoya, te kevaLa kalpanAthI ja samajavAnuM che. sonAmAM sugaMdha bhaLe, sugaMdhamAM suMdaratA bhaLe, suMdaratAmAM sahajatA bhaLe te jovAno lahAvo ghaNI vAra lIdho che. be anubhUtisiddha sAdhako maLe te jovAno lahAvo nathI lIdho. eka alaga ja duniyA che sAdhakonI. vANI nirarthaka ane mauna sArthaka. zravaNa anivArya ane uccaraNa parihArya. phaLanI apekSA nahIM ane phalanI siddhi avazyabhAvi. zrIAnaMdaghanajI mahArAjA ane zrIsu jasajI mahArAjAnuM milana, agama agocarano Alekha karanAruM maMgala milana hatuM emAM koI zaka nathI. be premI maLe to beyane ema thAya : 'tArA sivAya mane koI samajI zakatuM nathI.' be yogI maLe to baMneno anubhava bulaMdI para hoyabeyane ema thAya ke 'mAro aMtaraMga anubhava Amane samajAya to samajAya, bIjA mArA anubhavane samajI ja nahIM zake." AnaMdaghana ko AnaMda sujasa hI gAvata pahelA ajJAna hatA. pachI bhakta banyA. pachI dAsa banyA. mAthe deva-gurune dhAraNa karyA. keTalIya parIkSAo ApI. ociMtA Adeza thayA te zire caDAvyA. aNadhAryA prazno AvyA te saMbhALIne suvAMga samajIne mAmalo saMbhALyo. ajJAna pAchuM paDyuM. bhItaramAM mosUjhaNuM thayuM. mAMhyaluM bhaLabhAMkhaLuM zItala, ujavaLa kSaNo laIne AvyuM. jenI sAme hArI jatA hatA tene have harAvIe chIe. jeno sAdhanAnAM kSetranuM A satya che. guru doravaNI Ape te mahattvanuM che ane ziSya doravaNI mujaba cAle te mahattvanuM che. ApanArane khabara hoya che ke meM zuM ApyuM che. lenArane khabara hoya che ke mane zuM maLyuM che. baMnemAMthI eka paNa bekhabara nathI. pUrNa samAnatA che. guru pAtratA joyA bAda ja Ape che. ziSyane je maLe che tenAthI pote kRpApAtra banyo teno ahobhAva che. siddhi to AgaLa jatAM maLaze. Aje gurukRpA siddha thaI teno harakha sAdhakane pulakti banAve che. be gurukRpApAtra ziSya sAthe maLIne vAte caDe che temAM gurunA mahimAnuM gAna prathamathI carama paMkti sudhI cAlatuM rahe che. Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asta/aanada/2nd proof bojo raheto hato te have halakuM phUla lAge che. pote pAmara hatA te Aja paramanA saMge AvI UbhA chIe. be samadukhiyA potAnAM duHkhane barobara samajAvI zake, arasaparasa. be samasukhiyA, sukha vAMcI zake, arasaparasa. kalpanA thAya che : eka kevaLajJAnI, anya kevaLajJAnInAM kevaLajJAnane kaMI najare jue ? ajJAnanI bhASAmAM kalpanA che. eka kevaLajJAnI, anya sarva kevaLajJAnInAM kevaLajJAnane sahaja najare jue. saMsAra jevo che tevo jue. kevaLa jJAna jevuM che tevuM jue. pote jue te potAnAM kevaLajJAna dvArA. anyanAM kevaLajJAnane jue teno matalaba vizvane te kevaLajJAnamAM pratibiMba rUpe jue. pote potAnAM jJAnamAM joyuM te viSayarUpe. anyanAM jJAnamAM joyuM te pratibiMbarUpe. jJeya e ja che. paryAya badalAya che. jJAnIne samajavA jJAnI thavuM paDe. jJAnI thAya tene ja jJAnInI garimA samajAya. rAgadveSa jItI le tene rAgadveSanA vijetAnI tAkAta khabara hoya. dariyo tarI jAya tene sAyaranA taravaiyAnI sAcI kadara hoya. sAdhanA karI ane sAdhanAnuM phaLa cAkhyuM tene anyanI sAdhanA ane sAdhanAnuM phaLa sArI rIte samajAya. rahata AnaMda sumati saMga sAdhakane potAnI sAttvika prasannatAnI jANa che. ene A prasannatA maLyAno saMtoSa paNa che. potAnI jevA ja sAdhakanI sAttvika prasannatA vAMcIne sAdhaka aDhaLaka umaMga anubhave. keTalo puruSArtha karyo haze sAdhake, tenI samaja paDe che. potAne je mathAmaNo thayelI tevI ja Amane thaI haze, teno khyAla Ave che. ane aMte- ~94~ je zikhara para pote che te zikhara para A che evo sAhacaryabhAva anubhavAya che. zikhara kayuM ? sumati saM. utkaTa sadvicAra. zuddha AjJAnusArI vicAra. utkRSTa tattvaciMtana. dehabhAvathI uparakta banelo vicAra. vibhAvadazAmAMthI AvanAro vicAra nAmazeSa. karmodayathI sarvAMze prabhAvita vicAra nathI. mohanIya karmanA kSayopazamamAMthI jAgelo vicAra che. zAMta ane udAtta mAnasikatA che. apekSA nathI mATe apekSAbhaMgajanita duHkha nathI, AnaMda che. ahaMkAra nathI mATe spardhAdijanita du:kha nathI, AnaMda che. Asakti nathI mATe saMyogasApekSa duHkha nathI, AnaMda che. rahata AnaMda sumati saMga sumati sakhi aura navala AnaMdaghana mila rahe gaMga taraMga zubhavicArano praveza, zuddha AnaMdano prakAza laIne thAya che. vicAranuM zubha tattva pravardhamAna. AnaMdanuM zuddha tattva pragatimAna. gaMgAmAM pANI jema vadhe, tema tenAM mojAM uchaLe. pANInuM UMDANa mojAne uchALa ApatuM hoya che. vicAranI gahanatA AnaMdane prakarSa ApatI hoya che. A piMjaramAMthI mukta uDAna bharI rahelA paMkhIno AnaMda che. A AnaMda zabdomAMthI vaMcAto nathI, zabdomAM lakhAto nathI. A AnaMda kevaLa saMvedita thAya che. bIjA vAto kare. sAdhaka anubhava kare. -16 Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'tame premanI vAto karajo, ame karIzuM prema' A zabdo akSarazaH sAcA che. A anubhUti sudhI pahoMcavAnI eka prakriyA che. ___ manamaMjana karake nirmala kiyo hai citta vicAranA be prakAra che. AvI rahelA vicAra. AvI cUkelA vicAra. AvI rahelA vicAra sArA ja hoya teno Agraha rAkhyo che. AvI cUkelA vicAramAMthI kharAbI dUra thatI rahe teno upayoga rAkhyo che. manovargaNAnA pudgalo to jaDa che. te AtmAnuM zuM bagADI levAnA hatA ? samasyA bhAvamananI che. mohanIya karma sattAmAM che, udayamAM che ane baMdhAI paNa rahyuM che. A karmanI pakkaDamAMthI mukta hoya tevo vicAra ja kAmano gaNAya. cAra stare kaSAya jIvatA hoya che. eka eka starane toDatAM toDatAM AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. paheluM stara anaMtAnubaMdhIne toDavuM paDe. AnAthI mithyAtvano nAza thAya che. A stara tuTyuM tene je gaDo jItyo kahevAya kema ke A stara anAdikALanI otha laIne beThuM hoya che. manamenanano artha che mohanIya karmanuM parimArjana, kramika zuddhikaraNa. sAdhaka bIjA starane bhedIne, trIjA starane bhedIne cothA stare Ubho che. apratyAkhyAnI ane pratyAkhyAnAvaraNanI AgaLano rasto che sAdhakano. saMjavalananI galImAM sAdhaka pagalAM mAMDI rahyo che. ahIMthI sIdhuM bAramAM guNaThANe pahoMcavAnuM che. saMjavalane chaTTa sAtame rokI rAkhyA che sAdhakajIne. kaSAyo pAtaLA paDyAM che te manamaMjana, kaSAyo maTyA nathI paNa kaSAyanI pakkaDa ghaTI gaI che te nirmaLa citta, ATaluM ochuM hatuM to enI para virDa na lagAvyo. saMjavalana kaSAyano rAga, UMcA AlaMbanane ja pasaMda kare che. saMjavalana kaSAyamAM jJAnIne rAga hoya tethI rAganuM AlaMbana prazasya ja hovAnuM. savAla kevaLa, nirAlaMbanathI dUrI hovAno hoya che. prazasta AlaMbana potAno pUrepUro prabhAva sAdhakane batAve che. aprazasta AlaMbana potAno pUrepUro parAjaya sAdhaka samakSa svIkArI le che. prabhuvIrane zramaNaavasthAnAM sADAbAra varasamAM vaiSanAM, du:khI thavAnAM agaNita AlaMbano maLyAM hatAM, badhAM ja hAryA. indra jevA bhakto paNa AvatA hatA. rAganAM, sukhI thavAnAM AlaMbano hatA e sau. prabhune tenI asara nA thaI. mahAtmA balabhadrajI, mahAtmA bAhubalIjI, mahAtmA metAryajI samakSa AlaMbano hatA ja du:khI thavAnA. temaNe AlaMbanone niSphaLa banAvyA. A ja to che mana maMjana kara ke nirmala kiyo hai citta / AnI para suvAsa che vida raMganI. AtmAnA anaMta guNonI samRddha kalpanA sAdhaka karI zake che. vibhAvadazAthI dUra thavAmAM sAdhaka saphaLa to bane che, sAdhakane hiMmata Ape che AtmaguNanI smRti. badhA ja guNo jANyA nathI. thoDA jANyA che. je jANyA che te tamAma meLavyA nathI, sAva thoDAka meLavyA che. e guNo thakI maLelo AnaMda, navA guNo meLavavAnI preraNA Ape che. sAdhaka potAne kaheto hoya che : navA guNo Avaze tema navo AnaMda maLaze. maLelA guNo maLyA che teno AnaMda vida6 raMga che. nathI maLyA te guNo maLaze teno AnaMda va6 raMga che. pariNAmanI kalpanA pravRttine vegavAna ane skUrtivAna banAvI de che. jazavijaya kahe sunata hI dekho - 17 - - 18 - Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asta/aanada/2nd proof kevI majAnI vAta ? pahelAM lakhyuM : sukhasa dvI gAvata. have lakhyuM : sunnata hI relo. gAya che zrI sujasajI. sAMbhaLavAnuM elAna Ape che zrI sujasajI. potAne potAnAthI alaga karIne jue te sAdhaka. navinaya deM A zabdo dvArA A aSTapadInA sarjaka potAne susa karatAM alaga gaNAve che. 'mAro Adarza che sukhasa avasthA. mAro Adarza che AnaMdyananI samAMtara avasthA.' navinaya teno bhAvArtha A che. sAdhakanI saphaLatA sAdhanAnI UMcAI pAmavAmAM che tema sAdhakanI saphaLatA anya sAdhakanI sAdhanAnI UMcAI tAgavAmAM paNa che. potAnI sAdhanAne anubhavanI najare jovAnI che. anyanI sAdhanAne ahobhAvanI najare jovAnI che. potAnI sAdhanAnuM pote varNana na karAya. anyanI sAdhanAnuM varNana karAya. te varNana karatAM karatAM potAnI sAdhanAnuM varNana svayaMbhU thaI jAya. 'A sAdhakano A AnaMda ATalo adbhuta che' ema kahenAra sAdhaka, e anya sAdhakanI sAdhanAnI kathA kahevAnI sAthe potAnI AtmakathA paNa kahI ja de che kema ke sAdhanA karyA vinA, sAdhanA siddha karyA vinA-- anyanI sAdhanAnuM varNana karavAnI tAkAta AvI zakatI nathI. sAdhaka samakSa tenI sAdhanAnuM tAdeza varNana, anumodanAnA bhAve karo tyAre sAdhaka joze : A vAcALatA che ke saccAI ?' jo vAcALatA haze to sAdhaka javAba paNa nahIM Ape, pratibhAva paNa nahIM Ape. jo saccAI haze to sAdhaka vicAraze : A prazaMsA karanAra mArI sAdhanAnI bhUmikAne mahadaMze samajI rahyo che. Ano artha e thayo ke A varNana karanAra khuda eka sAdhaka che. - 19 - potAnI samakSa eka sAdhaka Avyo che te jANIne e sAdhaka ajaba AnaMda anubhavaze. sukha pAyo bota abhaMga baMne sAdhaka ekabIjAnI sAdhanAne vAMcIne rAjI thaze. baMne sAdhakane potAnI sAdhanA samajanAra eka samasiddha yogI maLyA che. e parama kakSAno AnaMda vota =ghaNo hoya, amaMga =akhaMDa hoya te zabdAtIta satya che. beya sAdhake kyAMkathI prAraMbha karelo. Aje beya sAdhaka UMcA mukAme bhegA thaI gayA che. e sAdhakone prAraMbha karAvanAra guru mahA. e sAdhakono haraghaDI, harapaLa jIvaMta rahelo saMkalpa mAn. -20~ Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zlokAMtara ko'trAnaMdaghano jagatyatha ca ko'trAnaMdavAn jAyate ko'trAnaMdarasaM vicArayati ko vA varNayatyapyalam / saMtoSena guNena doSavilaye'ntastejasacodbhave pazyannAtmani sarvamekamamalaM taM vetti taddhyAnavAn / AnaMda koU nahI pAve joI pAve soI AnaMdaghana dhyAve AnaMda kauna rUpa? kauna AnaMdaghana ? AnaMda guNa kauna lakhAve? sahaja saMtoSa AnaMda guNa pragaTata saba duvidhA miTa jAve jasa kahe sohI AnaMdaghana pAvata aMtarajyota jagAve ciMtana kazuM khovA jevuM che ja nahIM tethI ciMtA nathI ane du:kha nathI. kazuM meLavavAnuM bAkI che ja nahIM tethI raghavATa nathI ane sukha nathI. yA mAdhyAmi idam tRtIyam cha. Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMte sabhAne pUchyuM : zUnyano saravALo zUnya sAthe thAya to javAba zuM Ave ? sabhA kahe : zUnya. saMte pUchyuM : zUnyano guNAkAra zUnya sAthe karo to ? sabhA kahe : zUnya. saMte pUchyuM : zUnyano bhAgAkAra zUnya sAthe karo to ? sabhA kahe : zUnya. saMte pUchyuM : zUnyanI bAdabAkI zUnyamAMthI karo to ? sabhA kahe : zUnya. asta/aanada/2nd proof saMte kahyuM : sAdhanAnI carama avasthAe AtmAmAM virATa zUnyatA AvI jAya che. sAdhakane saMsAra zUnya bhAse che. sAdhaka khuda zUnya thaI jAya che. A zUnyatA ja siddhi che. O saMsArI jIvane na samajAya evI vAta che. arIsAnI sAme koI dRzya ja na hoya to arIso zenuM pratibiMba batAvaze ? dRzyanI sAme arIso ja na hoya to pratibiMba paDaze zI rIte ? dRzya ane arIso baMne gAyaba hoya to dRSTi joze zuM ? ane dRSTi ja nahIM hoya to dazya, arIso ane pratibiMba kAmanAM ja nahIM rahe. zarIrano eka aMza tUTe to zarIra, zarIra ja gaNAya che. zarIramAMthI AtmA nIkaLI jAya to zarIra, mRtaka gaNAya che. parivartana ane pUrNatAmAM pharaka hoya che. parivartanamAM thoDo pheraphAra thAya che. pUrNatAmAM AkhI vAta ja badalAI jAya che. zUnyatA e ~ 230 pUrNatAnI uparanuM tattva che. jovAnuM dazya hAjara hoya, jovAnI dRSTi sateja hoya paNa jovAnuM mana ja na hoya to dazya ane dRSTi kazA khapanAM rahetAM nathI. AtmAe zUnyatA sAdhI lIdhI eTale pachI saMsAra ApameLe zUnya lAgavA mAMDe che. saMsAra rAga karAvato hato e anAdinI ghaTanA hatI. dharmanAM prazasta AlaMbano rAga karAvatA hatA te yogasAdhanAnI pavitra ghaTanA hatI. saranAmuM badalAvAthI jagyA badalAya che, mANasa nathI badalAto. rAga thavo--e samasyA jIvaMta hatI. Akhare e samasyA paNa maTI gaI. rAga maTI gayo, rAganI pAchaLa cAlI Avato dveSa maTI gayo. vahetuM pANI barapha banI gayuM. have paththara pheMko to e aMdara DUbato nathI ne taraMgo uThatA nathI. rogamukta thavAno jema AnaMda hoya che tema rAgamukta thavAno paNa AnaMda hoya che. paNa e AnaMdanuM saMvedana koNa kare ? pratibhAvacetanA rahI ja nathI, aMdara umaLako jAge tevuM vAtAvaraNa ja AtmA pAse bacyuM nathI. AnaMda koU nahIM pAve saMsAramAM khovAyelo jIva vibhAvamAM aTavAyo che, ene AnaMda nathI maLato. sAdhanAmAM khovAyelo jIva svabhAvamAM DUbelo che, ene AnaMda nathI sparzato. eka AnaMdathI dUra che, eka AnaMdathI nirlepa che. aSTapadImAM nirlepa avasthAnuM saMkIrtana che. zUnyatAnI prApti thAya e vAkya khoTuM. zUnyatA ghaTita thAya e vAkya sAcuM. zUnyatAmAM viSayano abhAva nathI. AkhuM jagata zUnyatAmAM dRzyamAna hoya che. te pUrvenI zUnyatA, samAdhibhAvamAM hoya tyAre saMparkavartI jagata ane AtmavartI karmo tathA saMskAro dRzyamAna hoya che. cetanAnI sAme viSaya avazya hoya che, cetanA ~240 Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e viSayathI prabhAvita nathI thatI. cetanAnI zuddhi thAya che, prabhAvita na thavAne lIdhe ane cetanAnI zuddhi thavAne lIdhe, cetanAnuM dezyamAna vizva vizALa banatuM jAya che. virATa svarUpe duniyA dekhAya che, karmonA gaMja dekhAya che, zAstrAbhyAsathI jANelAM padravyonA aneka aneka paryAya dekhAya che. samI sAMje, kesariyA raMge raMgAyelAM vAdaLAo joIne ApaNe vismaya ane AnaMda anubhavIe chIe. sRSTinAM gaMjAvara satyo ane rahasyo dazyamAna hovA chatAM sAdhaka vismaya ane AnaMdathI alipta rahe che. sAdhake khuza thavA mATe, rAjIpo rAkhavA mATe kAMI karyuM ja nahotuM. sAdhake mukta banavA mATe ja badhuM karyuM hatuM. sAdhakanuM hRdaya jJAnacetanAthI bharAI gayuM che, tyAM kSullaka bhAvanAone avakAza nathI rahyo. sAdhanAmAM zubha tattva sAthe anusaMdhAna ane zuddha svarUpanuM dhyAna ATaluM ja upalabdha hoya che. joI pAve soI AnaMdaghana dhyAve AnaMda, ghana bane che tyAre parama tRpti Ave che. vaheto ane uchaLato AnaMda prAraMbhika bhUmikAe hoya che. sthira ane zAMta anubhUtine prasannatA gaNo ane e prasannatAne AnaMda gaNo to evo AnaMda ucca bhUmikAe hoya che. e avasthA parama dhyAnanI hoya che, pratibhAvazUnyatAe divya tRpti ApI che teno khumAra hoya che tyAM. e ja upalabdhi. ene AnaMda gaNIe to paNa e AnaMda gahana-gaMbhIra che. prANAyAmanA dhArAbaddha UMDA zvAsa jevo e dhIra prazAMta anubhava hoya che. dhyAna, e bhUlI javAthI mAMDIne khovAI javA sudhInI avirata yAtrA che. roga maTavo e AnaMda che. thAka utaravo e AnaMda che. ema rAga ane dveSa maMda thAya te, dhyAna che, rAga-dveSa maTe te dhyAna che ane A dhyAna sAdhanAnuM pariNAma che mATe saphaLatAnuM pratIka gaNAya che. sAdhAraNa AdamI mATe saphaLatA e AnaMdanI bAbata che. sAdhanAnI vAto na samajI zake tene ema lAge ke sAdhanA pUrI thAya temAM AnaMda maLato haze. e dhAraNAne badalavA mATe ja A spaSTatA karI che. AnaMda kauna rUpa? kauna AnaMdaghana ? AnaMda guNa kauna lakhAve ? acchA, mAnyuM ke sAdhanAnI saphaLatAnuM carama zikhara khuzIthI ghaDAyuM che. e khuzInI rUparekhA zuM ? hasato cahero ? uchaLato avAja ? amApa nRtya ? tALIono gaDagaDATa ? tumula jayaghoSa? tejatarrAra saMgIta ? paMcama sUrano AlApa ? Abhane raMgatA abIlagulAla ? sAtaraMgI phUlono varasAda ? javAba che nA. A badhuM to bhautika ane mAnasika AnaMdanI abhivyaktimAM bane che. sAdhanA Ape che AtmAno vAstavika anubhava. zarIra ane mana, baMnene gauNa banAvI detI sAdhanAmAM-uparachallo AnaMda hoI zakato nathI. sAdhAraNa vyaktine to kevaLa jovAnI Adata hoya, uparachallo AnaMda dekhAya che mATe AnaMda che tevuM sAdhAraNa vyakti samaje che. je AnaMda bhItarachallo che te, che ja nahIM evuM sAdhAraNa vyakti mAnI na le mATe A alaga anubhavanI yAda apAvI che. AtmA, AnaMdathI upara UThIne potAnA guNonI anubhUti pAmavA sudhI pahoMcI gayo che. tyAM guNo sivAya kAMI ja nathI. guNonI anubhUti utkRSTa che mATe-AnaMda jevo nAno zabda tenAmAM - 25 ja - 26 - Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asta/aanada/2nd proof baMdhabesato nathI. AnaMva jaina rUpa ? saMtano artha che harakhAvuM. A no artha che badhI rIte. Ja = badhI rIte, taMdra = harakhAvuM--te AnaMda. A pratibhAvacetanAvALI vyAkhyA che. adhyAtmanI paribhASAmAM bIjo zabda che, nijAnaMda. potAnI saMpUrNa guNavattAthI harakhAvuM te nijAnaMda. A nija=AnaMda mATe ja, AtmAnaMda, paramAnaMda-zabda prayojAya che. A guNono sAkSAtkAra dehAtIta che, zabdAtIta che. jeNe A guNo potAnAmAM anubhavyA te kRtArthabhAve paramazAMta banI gayo. bIjAne, enA e guNo dekhAtA nathI ne e guNono saghana anubhava zuM che te samajAtuM nathI. anubhava karanAra, pote guNasaMvedanAnI taMdrAtulya anubhUtimAM evo vahI gayo che ke tene potAne AtmA ane guNa beyane judA karavAnuM Avazyaka nathI lAgatuM tethI mAtra guNa-avasthAmAM vartI rahyo che. guNo sivAyanI kazI sUjJavUjJa nathI to anubhavakartAnuM astitva alagathI dekhAya zI rIte ? jaina AnaMdhana ? be bAbata agama agocara che. guNano anubhava thAya ane guNAnubhavanI kSaNe AtmAno alaga astitvabodha thAya, A be spaSTa rIte samajAtA nathI tethI enuM varNana paNa muzkela lAge che. AnaMda guNa kauna lakhAve ? prazna eka avazya thaze : jo AnaMda nathI to, cetanAne game tevuM zuM che ? javAbamAM kAThiyAvADI zabda yAda Ave che : dharava. maLavAnuM hatuM te maLI gayuM ane mANavAnuM hatuM te mANI lIdhuM. have kazuM meLavavuM nathI ne kazuM mANavuM nathI A ahesAsane dharava kahe che. saMskRtano zabda che, tRpti. 27 - sahaja saMtoSa AnaMda guNa pragaTata peTa bharIne jamI lIdhuM, upara eka doDha galAsa chAsa gaTakAvI lIdhI, have khAvAnuM-pIvAnuM yAda na Ave. peTa bharAI gayuM, dharAI gayA. have lAMbA thaIne sUI javAnuM. saMtoSa. je karavAnuM hatuM te barobara thaI gayuM. e badala saMtoSa. have kazuM ja karavAnI jarUra nathI, e saMtoSa. saMsAranuM bhautika sukha thoDI thoDI vAre pajave che. naI gillI ane nayA dAMvanI ramata saMsAranAM sukha mATe cAlatI rahe che. AtmA sivAyanuM tattva kazuMka Ape che te sahaja nathI hotuM. AtmA ane sAdhanA dvArA je pragaTe che te sahaja hoya che. temAM tRpti hoya, nijAnaMda hoya ane AtmaguNano AvirbhAva hoya. AnA pachI kazuM bAkI nathI rahetuM. saba duvidhA mITa jAve be TukaDA joDAya to tirADa bace. be TukaDA ogaLI jAya to bhedabhAva maTI jAya. sukha ane duHkha, duvidhA che. rAga ane dveSa, duvidhA che. janama ane maraNa, duvidhA che. viSaya ane kaSAya, duvidhA che. AtmaguNone A tattvo DhAMkI rAkhe che. sAdhanAnI utkrAMtimAM duvidhAono aMta AvI jAya che. zUnyanI pachInA AMkaDA duvidhA sarje che. eka, be, traNa, cAra. saMsAranuM kAunTaDAuna ekathI zarU thAya che. sAdhanAnuM kAunTaDAuna, dasathI zarU thAya che. dasa, nava, ATha, sAta, cha, pAMca, cAra, traNa, be, eka. ane pachI zUnya. saMsAra ekathI zarU kare che mATe lAkho, karoDo, abajo sudhI pahoMcIneya dharAto nathI. sAdhanA eka para AvIne kAma khatama kare che. ekathI nIce utaravuM te sAdhanA. ekathI AgaLa vadhavuM te ~28x Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsAra. sAdhanA karyA pachI, sAdhanAnuM phaLa pAmyA pachI, kAMI bAkI nathI rahetuM. jasa kahe sohI AnaMdaghana pAvata aMtara jyota jagAve ghera AvyA. daravAjo vAsyo. duniyA bahAra mUkI dIdhI. nAno dIvo ghaTane ujAsa ApI rahyo che tenA bharose besI gayA. ArAma. AtmAnI anubhUti maLI. dehabhAva ane kartAbhAva chUTyo. saMyogo ane saMbaMdho nakAmA banI gayA. aMtaraMga guNonuM ajavALuM jAjavalyamAna che. saMtoSa. AMsu sUkAya te duHkhano abhAva che. hAsya bhUMsAya te sukhano abhAva che. AMsu ane hAsya baMne gAyaba thAya te saMsArI dharmano abhAva che. kazuM khovA jevuM che ja nahIM tethI ciMtA nathI ne duHkha nathI. kazuM meLavavAnuM bAkI che ja nahIM tethI raghavATa nathI ne sukha nathI. A AdhyAtmika dram tRtIyam che. aMtara jota nIve A mArmika zabdo che. UMDo bodha paNa adhUro gaNAya. sAdhakane pUrNa bodha maLyo che. e bodha nAza nahIM pAme. e doSanuM saMpUrNa parimArjana karIne maLelo bodha che. e bodha bhUla nahIM karAve. e bodha, AjJAtattvathI AcchAdita che. e bodha, bacAvaze AtmAne. e bodha, AtmAnI mULa zaktinuM anAvaraNa have tANAvANA ukalI gayA che. have ArapAra dIse che badhuM. have sIdhI uDAna che, thAka nathI lAgavAno. bodhano AvirbhAva traNa stare hoya. 1. avirata avasthAe. 2. dezavirata ane sarvavirata avasthAe. 3. vItarAga avasthAe. avirata avasthAno bodha paNa UMco ane addabhuta hoya, virata avasthAno bodha paNa anubhUtisaMpanna ane bhAvasamRddha hoya che. vItarAga avasthAno bodha avarNanIya hoya che. aSTapadInuM lakSya trIjo bodha che. zarIra na rahyuM have AtmAnuM varNana zI rIte karazo ? A savAla che ne ? Avo ja savAla A aSTapadI kare che.. jJAnAvaraNa ane mohanIya nathI rahyAM, have cetanAnuM varNana zI rIte karazo ? che. bodha thayo. have zaMkA nathI. have prazna nathI. have gUMcavADo nathI. have samasyA nathI. have bhUlAmaNI nathI. bodha thayo. have badhuM spaSTa che. have badhuM ja samajAI gayuM che. Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asta/aanada/2nd proof zlokAMtara naivAnaMdaghana: sthaleSu vividheSvAlokyate kutracid AnaMdo'yamapAstaratyaratike nirvastuke'sti sthale / chidrAnveSaNatparasya yazasA bADhaM nirAse kRte pUrNAnaMdarase nimajjatu jano gAyan guNAn dRSTimAn // AnaMda Thora Thora nahI pAyA AnaMda AnaMda meM samAyA rati arati doU saMga lIya varajita aratha ne hAtha tapAyA kou AnaMdaghana chidra hI pekhata jasarAya saMga caDI AyA AnaMdaghana AnaMda rasa jhIlata dekhata hI jasa guNa gAyA ciMtana saMsAranAM AlaMbana kharAba che ane saMsAranAM AlaMbanathI prabhAvita thavAnI nabaLAI paNa kharAba che. pahelAM AlaMbanathI baco. pachI nabaLAI para kAma karo. -u2 Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurue AzIrvAda ApatAM kahyuM : 'khUba AgaLa vadhaje.' ziSya stabdha. gurue AzIrvAda ApyA ke Thapako Apyo ? gurunI vAta Ama juo to spaSTa hatI. vaDIla hoya te A ja AzIrvAda Ape 'AgaLa vadhaje.' ziSyane ema lAgyuM ke mAre hajI AgaLa vadhavAnuM bAkI che mATe guru Ama kahe che. teNe pUchyuM : hajI AgaLa vadhavAnuM che ? gurue kahyuM : tArI to zarUAta ja thaI nathI. tAre ekaDo zIkhavAno che. ziSya mUMjhAyo. gurue hasIne kahyuM: 'sAdhanAmAM AgaLa ane pAchaLano hisAba nathI hoto. bhASAmAM aTavAyo te sAdhanA cUkayo. sAdhanAmAM praveza karo te puruSArthanI bAbata che. praveza thayA bAda ApoApa AgaLa vadhavAnuM cAlatuM rahe che. tane huM kahuM chuM--AgaLa vadhaje. tuM ema samaje ke te badhuM meLavI lIdhuM che tethI tuM guMcavAya che. te kazuM meLavyuM nathI. te kazuMka choDyuM che. sAdhanA, chUTatA javAnI ghaTanA che. te je choDyuM te mahattvanuM nahotuM. tuM je choDIza te paNa mahattvanuM nahIM hoya. mahattvanI ghaTanA haze, choDavuM. 'tuM kazuMka kare che.' tevo bhAva paNa choDI de. tuM choDI zake che mATe tane kahuM chuM. AgaLa vadha.' ziSya gadgada. lAyaka ja hoya che evuM paNa nathI hotuM. lAyaka hoya che tene paNa sAdhanA karatAM AvaDI ja jAya evuM paNa nathI hotuM. AvaDe tene paNa sAdhanA turaMta siddha thaI jAya tevuM nathI hotuM. sAdhanA, TIpa TIpe bharAtuM sarovara che. bharAI jAya pachI samajAya ke A sarovara TIpAonuM banyuM che. TIpuM TIpuM alaga pADI zakAtuM nathI. jhINavaTa hoya che paNa e jhINavaTano hisAba thaI zakato nathI. - sAdhanA durlabha che. sAdhanA pratye lakSa hoya ke durlakSa, sAdhanA to durlabha ja che. AnaMda Thora Thora nahIM pAyA sAdhanA pIDA hoI zake, sAdhanA ciMtA hoI zake. dhyAnanuM AlaMbana ane dhyAnanI tIvratA dvArA dhyAnanuM stara nakkI thAya che. AnaMdra AtmasAkSAtkAranI avasthA che. AnaMdra maLato nathI tenI vedanA e dhyAna che. AnaMH maLaze ja tevo vizvAsa e dhyAna che. AnaMdra A rIte maLe che evI zraddhA e dhyAna che. mAtaMdra atyaMta mahattvanuM sAdhya che ane e zramasAdhya lakSya che tevuM mUlyAMkana paNa dhyAna che. vicAra ane bhAvanAnuM joDANa je viSayamAM thAya te viSayanuM dhyAna ghaTita thAya. AnaMH maLaze kharo paNa ghaNIbadhI mahenata karavI paDaze. AnaMda maLI jaze to khabara paNa nahIM paDe ke AnaMda AvI gayo, AnaMda kharekhara to maLyo ja nahIM hoya chatAM tevuM lAgavA mAMDaze ke-A AnaMda maLyo. durgama che, na samajAya tevo che AnaMno lAbha, AnaMdranI sAdhanA, AnaMdra nAmanuM sAdhya ane AnaMdranI prApti badhuM ja durgama che. sAdhanA jeNe karI teNe e AnaMH pAmI lIdho. e sAdhanAnI pravRtti saune nathI maLatI. jene maLe che te sau ene 33 - 34 - Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asta/aanada/2nd proof AnaMdane, pArakI AMkhe samajavAnuM paNa durgama che. AnaMdane pAmavAno rasto eka ja che, AnaMdane cUpacApa pAmI lo. AnaMda AnaMda meM samAyA AnaMda maLe nahIM tyAM sudhI badhuM ja adhUruM. AnaMda maLe pachI badhuM ja pUruM. A nizcaya naya che. tame pariNAma zuM hAMsila karyuM te mahattvanuM che. tame rAga bhUMsyo ? tame kaSAya jItyA ? tame viSayasaMgathI vegaLA thayA ? A badhuM karyuM hoya to vAta karo. jo A badhuM bAkI rAkhyuM che to tame vyavahAranayamAM cho. sAdhanAno zIkhAuM vidyArthI vyavahAra nayanA vargamAM beTho hoya che. nizcayanayane to UMDANa khape. vAto nahIM karavAnI, kAma karIne batAvo. rati arati doU saMga liya varajita cAritra mohanIya karmano nokaSAya vibhAga ocho mAthAbhAre nathI. rAganA AlaMbana dvArA rAganuM saMvedana thAya che ratimAM, duHkhanAM AlaMbanamAM duHkhanuM saMvedana thAya che gatimAM. saMvedana nIpaje che te samasyA che. A saMvedana anaMtanI virodhI bAbata che. thimemAM A saMvedananI tIvratA ghaTatI hoya che. ne chatAM bIjuM apUrvakaraNa karavuM paDe che. dharmasaMnyAsa thAya te pUrve yogasaMnyAsa karavAno che. dajhADe tenAthI dUra thavAnuM. aratha ne hAtha tapAyA. aratha eTale jenA dvArA saMsAra poSAya che tevI sAmagrI. aratha eTale rAga ane dveSanA, sukha ane duHkhanAM tamAma AlaMbana. ghara, parivAra, paisA, sAdhanasaraMjAma, sAjasajAvaTa, zarIra, vastro, zaNagAro, parigraha, saMbaMdha, saMbaMdhI. bIjuM paNa ghaNuM badhuM. vAMka A badhAno nathI. vAMka ajJAnano che. -34~ aratha AdhArita vicArajagata che rati ane ati. A be nirAlaMbana nathI hotA. baMne sAlaMbana che. AlaMbana chIDe caDe che mATe cora gaNAya che. rathane hAtha tapAyA. eka vidvAna lakhI rahyA hatA. patnIe jamavAnA samaye temane bolAvyA. vidvAn patnIne kahe : A zarIramAM peTa na hota to keTaluM sAruM thAta ? peTa che mATe Ama khAvAnA samaye UbhA thavuM paDe che. peTa ja na hota to UbhA thaIne svAdhyAyathI aLagA thavAno vAro na Avata. peTa sAdhana che. peTane gALo paDe che. aratha che mATe tenI para AkSepa che ke te tApa Ape che. jo AtmA emanI asaramAM Avato ja na hota to emano vAMka gaNAta nahIM. vAMka AtmAno. badanAmI athanI. sAdhanAnA krama tarIke A jarUrI samajaNa che. saMsAranAM AlaMbana kharAba che ane saMsAranAM AlaMbanathI prabhAvita thavAnI nabaLAI paNa kharAba che. pahelAM AlaMbanathI baco pachI nabaLAI para kAma karo. sAkSIbhAva zabdanuM eka khoTuM arthaghaTana AjakAla pracalita che. nimitto enI jagyAe bhale rahyA, AtmA zuddha rahe eTaluM karavAnuM, ema samajAvI devAya che. A te kevI vAta ? nimittothI tuphAna thAya che toya nimittothI bacavAnI vAta nathI. phakta AtmAne zuddha rAkhavAnI korIdhAkora vAta che. nimitta che te asara batAvaze ja. vahetuM pANI, paththaramAMya bAkoruM pADI de che tema nimittonI upasthiti, sAdhakaneya kamajora banAvI de che. saMsArInuM to koI gajuM nathI. e tharonA tharo thakI lepAya che saMsAramAM. peInakIlarathI duHkhAvo dabAya che, maTato nathI. enesthesiyAthI bhAna bhUlAya che, bhAna maTatuM nathI. asara utaratA ja duHkhAvo ne 360 Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAna AvavA mAMDe che. emane kAyamI IlAja nathI gaNatA. nimitta hoya ane te jarAya asara karI na zake tevuM kAThuM kADhavuM te lakSya sAcuM jarUra che paraMtu A lakSya sudhI pahocavA mATe nimittane dumana gaNIne dUra karavAnuM paNa nitAMta Avazyaka che. nimitta bahArano saMsAra che. rati-arati bhItarano saMsAra che. mAtra bhItarano saMsAra kharAba che tevuM nathI, bahArano saMsAra paNa kharAba ja che. nimitto para dveSabhAva na rAkhavo, eTaluM sAcavavuM, bAkI nimittamAtrathI dUrI to banAvavI ja joIe. nimittanI bhAgoLamAM cAlanAro, nizcayano sImADo AMbI zakato nathI. nizcayanA anubhava pachI nimitta nirarthaka banI jAya che te sAcuM che ane nimittanI hAjarImAM nizcaya sudhI pahoMcAtuM nathI te paNa sAcuM che. rati arati dou saMga liya varajita aratha ne hAtha tapAyA be muddA ekadama spaSTa che : saMsAranAM tamAma AlaMbano kUDAM bhAse che, eka. AlaMbananI tamAma asaro parihArya lAge che, be. A baMne saMgAthe cAle che, DAbI-jamaNI AMkhanI jema. saM] tiya varanatano eka bhAva e paNa che ke AlaMbanane lIdhe rati-arati na thAya te sarvottama bInA che. paNa jo rati-arati thAya ja che to e paNa nimittanI jema kUDI bhAse che. nimittanI asara thaI te samajAya ane te badala raMja anubhavAya te paNa saMganuM varjana che. heya vastu chUTI to zreSTha, na chUTI to heya vastu mATeno upAdeya bhAva to chUTavo ja joIe. UMcA lakSyane paNa pUravAra thavuM paDe che. kaThina hoya che e lakSya, tethI turaMta to gamatuM ja nathI. e spaSTa thAya to ja game. anyathA enAthI dUra bhagavAnuM mana thAya. koU AnaMdaghana chidra hI pekhata jasarAya saMga caDI AyA AtmAnI vAto badhA svIkAravAnA nathI. ghaNAne A vAto kaMTALo Ape che. ghaNA Ano virodha kare che. ghaNA to AtmAne svIkAryA bAda, kriyAmArga ke bhAvanAmArgamAMthI ekane mAne che ne bIjAne uvekhe che. kAMTALI keDI che. bajAramAM samajavA nIkaLazo to gUMcavADA thavAnA che. eka cokkasa mArgadarzaka maLI jAya to bacAze. mAnaMdra nI zodha karavA nIkaLe tene rokavAvALA maLe che ane mAravAvALA paNa maLe che. vAMdho AtmAnI sAme hoya che. potAne huM AtmA chuM' e mAnavuM nathI. bIjAne 'huM AtmA chuM' evuM mAnavA devuM nathI. sAdhanAnA raste AvA mANaso bhaTakAya che. emanI vAta para dhyAna na apAya. saMsAranAM nimittothI bacavuM teno vyApaka artha che anAtmabhAva-nAM tamAma AlaMbanothI bacavuM. saMsAranAM nimittothI bacavA mATe manane samajAvavuM paDe che tema AtmavirodhI vAtothI bacavA mATe manane majabUta banAvavuM paDe che. UMdhA mANaso sAthe carcAmAM paDavAnuM ja nahIM. ene harAvavAnI dhUnamAM kyAMka ApaNe aTavAI gayA to nukazAna moTuM thaI jAya. e loko carcA karIne samajavA mAMge che evuM nathI. e loko carcA karIne kevaLa ApaNane harAvavA mAMge che. AvI bAjI nahIM ramavAnI. sAdhanA ekalA rahIne karavAnI che, AtmasAkSIe. sAthe sAthe 370 - 38 - Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asta/aanada/2nd proof A sAdhanA karavA mATe eka mArgadarzakano saMga paNa jIvaMta rAkhavAno che. sAdhanA, zarIramAM rahIne thAya che ne zarIra saMsAra cALe pharatuM rahe che. koI paNa kSaNe koI paNa akasmAta thaI zake che. khoTo tarka AvIne vicAranuM gaLuM ghUMTe, asphaTa bhAvanA vikAsane muMdhavA mAMDe, bUrA anubhava pachI mana paDI bhAMge, navI mAnyatAmAM aTavAI javAya, sAdhaka sAva ekalo haze to bheravAI jaze. sAdhano sAdhanAvikAsa thato hoya che gurUsAkSIe. guru samakSa mananI mUMjhavaNa vyakta karato rahe te sAdhaka anAtmabhAvathI potAne bacAvI zake che. A eka vAta che. bIjI vAta e che ke sAdhaka manamAM mUMjhAyelo che enI sAdhakane khabara paDe ke na paDe paNa gurune tenI avazya khabara paDe che. jasarAya saMga caDI AyA guru paNa vahAre dhAya ne sahasAdhaka paNa vahAre dhAya. sAdhanAno sAdharmika sAdhakane salAmatI bakSe che. sAdhaka AtmAnI dRSTie ekalo hoya che. jIvanacaryAmAM sAdhaka guru sAthe hoya athavA samAnadharmI sAthe hoya. manane bacAvavA, sahavartI sAkSIo satata Avazyaka gaNAya che sAdhanAmAM. sahavartInI sAdhanAmAMthI satata preraNA le che sAdhaka, potAnuM mana kamajora thaI rahyuM che tevuM sAdhakane samajAya to sAdhaka, guru ke samAnadharmInI sAdhanAne jovA lAge che. mana thoDuM kamajora thayuM che paNa sAdhanAnA saMskAro to che ja. guru ke samAnadharmI kevuM majabUta mana laIne beThA che ? enuM mauna ane aMgata avalokana karIne sAdhaka potAne hiMmata, Thapako, tAkAta, samajaNa Ape che. AnaMdaghana AnaMda rasa jhIlata dekhata hI jasa guNa gAyA sAdhakanI sAdhanAne jovA mATe samyagu dRSTi joIe ane emAMthI preraNA pAmavA mATe suvarNapAtratA joIe. sAdhakanuM jagata karmonI sAme vAvaMToLa lAvatuM hoya che. karmo sAmuM jora karIne moTI AMdhI lAve tevuM akasara bane che. sAdhakanuM lakSya che sAdhanAmAM TakI rahevAnuM ne AgaLa vadhavAnuM. sAdhanAmAM je custa rIte pAlanarata che ane kaTTarabhAve kriyAmagna che tene sAdhaka joyA kare che. saMsAranA rAgadveSanI pakkaDane sAva kamajora banAvI denAra sAdhakanuM mana, e sAdhanAne ekarAga bhAve nihALe che. sAdhakane sthiratA Ape che e avalokana, mana jarA thAkeluM tyAre e avalokanamAMthI tAkAta meLavelI. mana majabUta thayuM eTale e avalokanamAMthI satata jusso maLavA lAgyo. anAtmabhAvanI nAgacUDane toDanArA sAdhakone salAma. 70 Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zlokAMtara kutrA''naMdaghano'sti darzayatu naH prazne'tra jAte zubhe ziSyaM sadgururuktavAn vihagatAM cAMcalyavAn saMtyaja / haTTe nAyamavApsyate'rthavirato'lakSyo dazAdarzanaH taM prAptaH kila maunameva bhajati prAgaTyavAnAtmanaH / / AnaMda kou hama dikhalAvo kahA~ DhUMDhata tU mUrakha paMkhI? AnaMda hATa na bekAvo aisI dazA AnaMda sama prakaTata tA sukha alakha lekhAvo joI pAve soI kachu na kahAvata sujasa gAve tAko vadhAvo ciMtana sAdhaka cabarakhI jevo hoya. lakhAya, ne kAma pate eTale khovAI jAya. -41 -42 Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asta/aanada/2nd proof mArA praznano javAba Apa ja ApI zakazo.' ziSya bole 'prazna pUchavAvALo tuM koNa ?' guru kahe che. Apa javAba dezo tevo vizvAsa che mATe zraddhAthI pUchuM chuM'. ziSya pharI bole che. javAba ApavAvALo huM koNa ?" guru kahe che. sAdhanAmAM eka kSaNa evI paNa Ave che, jemAM sAdhakane muMjhavaNa pArAvAra thavA lAge che, manane zAMta ane zuddha karavAno prAmANika puruSArtha karyA pachI paNa aMdarathI samajAya ke UMDe UMDe azAMti che, azuddhi che. atyAre bhale naDI nathI zakatI paNa, kacaro aMdara hoya to, game tyAre vAsa mAraze ja. je AvaDatuM hatuM, jeTaluM thaI zakatuM te badhuM ja karI lIdhuM. hajI paNa pariNAma adhUruM rahe to kyAM javuM ? AnaMda kou hama dikhalAvo kadAca, kriyA karatAM AvaDI nathI mATe kriyAnuM phaLa nathI maLyuM. kadAca, arthano bodha ja nathI mATe sUtrano uccAra zuddha nathI. kadAca, vidhino krama jALavyo nathI mATe dharma jIvaMta banato nathI. saMbhAvanA ghaNI che ApaNAmAM ja kamI hovAnI. potAnI adhUrapa samajAtI nathI tyAra sudhI vAMka bIjAno ja dekhAya che. sAdhanA karuM chuM evuM mAnIne cokkasa zubha pravRtti sAthe joDAyA to kharA. samaya ghaNo gayo ne svabhAva badalAyo nahIM eTale prAmANika mane zodhakhoLa AdarI. mArA dharmano prabhAva mArA svabhAva para paDyo ke nahIM ? Aje tapAsa cAlIe chIe tethI vadhu sArA thavAnuM lakSya hatuM. dekhAyuM ke chIe evA ja chIe. have zuM karavuM ? thoDuM manomaMthana potAnI pAtratA bAbata cAlyuM. dhImedhIme aprAmANika mane baLavo pukAryo : A paMthamAM majA nathI. vItarAgapraNIta mArga pratyenI anAsthA jAgI. anyamArgo mATenI jijJAsA UbhI thaI. koI rajanIza, koI ravizaMkara, koI rAmadeva tarapha AkarSaNa jAgyuM. mA prema na kare eTale mA tarIke maTI nathI jatI. dharma prabhAva na dekhADe eTale dharma tarIke maTI jato nathI, prema ane dharma pAmavAnA hoya che. emAM herApherI na hoya. kahAM DhUMDhata tU mUrakha paMkhI paMkhI DALe DALe Asana banAve, TharIThAma na bese, paMkhI bagIce bagIce UjANI manAve, eka jagAe jaMpIne na bese. paMkhInuM nAma ja caMcaLatA. e manuSya nathI eTale eno svabhAva ene mubAraka. ApaNAmAM ekaniSThA hovI joIe. zAMtinI khoja cAlavI joIe, paNa savaLA mane ja e calAvAya. sAdhanAnuM parama lakSya che : vItarAga avasthA. vItarAga bhagavaMtanI pradhAnatA, vItarAgabhagavaMtanI utkRSTatA ane vItarAga bhagavaMtanI tArakatA pratyenI zraddhA DAmADoLa thaI jAya tevuM ciMtana ke AcaraNa ApaNI mATe kazA kAmanuM nathI. eka kavitA vAMcI hatI eno bhAvArtha e hato ke 'varasAdamAM majA na AvI ema na bolAya, varasAda Avyo paNa majA letAM na AvaDI--evuM ja bolAya.' sAdhanAthI zAMti na maLI evuM na bolAya. sAdhanA pAsethI zAMti meLavatA na AvaDI evuM bolAya. bIjA mArgonuM sAcuMkhoTuM tattva socavAno A samaya Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nathI. e enI meLe samajAze. ApaNI vicArazailInuM sAcuMkhoTuM tattva zodhavAno samaya AvI pahoMcyo che, bahAra zodhavA jazo to aTavAzo. aMdara zodhavAnuM che. thoDAka pUrvagrahone dUra karavAnA che. A gRhItoe sAdhanAne niSphaLa banAvI rAkhI che H 1. ApaNe je karatAM hoIe tenA karatAM kaMIka juduM karIe to majA Ave. je karavAmAM majA na Ave te choDI daIe to majA Ave. 2. 3. jemAM samaja na paDe temAM majA na Ave, jemAM samaja paDe temAM ja majA Ave. 4. sAdhanAnA samaye sAdhanA karavAnI. majA karavAnA samaye majA karavAnI. be bhegA na thAya. 5. potAnI samajaNa mujaba ja karavAnuM. samajaNa ApanAre potAnI vAta jabaradastI zIkhavADavAnI nahI. huM karuM te sAcuM. 6. copaDIo vAMcIne ane keseTsa sAMbhaLIne sAdhanA samajI levAnI. sAdhako ane guruothI dUra rahevAnuM. 7. je AvaDe che temAMthI thoDuM thoDuM karatA rahevAnuM. A uMmare have navuM zIkhavA kyAM javAya ? 8. A jamAnAmAM kaDaka niyamo rAkhavAnA ja na hoya. badhAne phAve tevuM ja rAkhavAnuM. A badhI dhAraNAonA javAba to che ja paNa tenI mATe A jagyAe avakAza nathI. A dhAraNAo sAdhanAnA sAcA mArgathI dUra 45 laI janAruM prabaLa AlaMbana che. dareka vastunI jema sAdhanAmAM paNa asalInakalIno taphAvata samajatAM AvaDavuM joIe. meLavaNa nAMkhyA pachI dahIM jAme tenI rAha ja jovAnI hoya, avizvAsa na rakhAya. sAdhanA maLI tenuM pariNAma Avaze ja. dhIraja rAkhavAnI hoya. kahAM DhUMDhata tU mUrakha paMkhI AnaMda hATa na bekAvo sAdhanAnI dukAno maMDAtI nathI. sAdhanAnuM eka ghara sajAvavAnuM hoya che. bilADInuM baccuM ghara badale, vAraMvAra badale te eno svabhAva che. ApaNo svabhAva Avo na hovo joIe. rasoDAmAM kAMI khUTatuM hoya to bajAramAM e levA nIkaLAya. dharmamAM kAMI khUTatuM hoya to ? A savAla ja galata che. ApaNAmAM badhuM eTaluM khUTI rahyuM che ke ApaNane dharma paNa sAco nathI lAgato. dharma, saMpradAya tarIke oLakhAya che tyAre dharmanI cokkasa vyavasthAno nirdeza thato hoya che. vyavasthA vinA kyAMya kazuM cAlatuM nathI. dharmanI cokkasa AcArasaMhitA ane vicArasaMhitA enA anuyAyIne bAMdhavA mATe nathI balke ene sthiratA ApavA mATe che. bALaka nAnuM hoya to vadhAre dhyAna rAkhavuM paDe tema sAdhaka navo hoya to tenI mATenuM mArgadarzana vigatavAra hovuM joIe. saMpradAya zabdanI sUga rAkhanArA, mUratu paMhI che. sArI skUla potAno DresakoDa, silebasa ane samayasAraNine vaLagI rahe te khoTuM nathI gaNAtuM. tenA vakhANa thAya che. dharma potAnI vidhi, potAno AcAramArga ane potAnI upadezapaddhatine vaLagI rahe tene saMpradAya gaNAya che to e zIda aNagamatuM ? nAca na jAne, AMgana teDA. -46 - Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asta/aanada/2nd proof aisI dazA AnaMda sama prakaTata tA sukha alakha lekhAvo majAno zabda che dazA. avasthAno ja paryAyavAcI zabda che dazA. paraMtu dazA pragaTe che. avasthA pragaTatI nathI. dezA AtaMtrI pragaTe che. sAdhanAnI dareka kriyA 'zA' prakaTa karI Ape che. + sadvAMcana ane sUtranuM punarAvartana, dazA prakaTAve che. + gurusevAnuM kArya karyuM. e kArya thayuM che te jANyA bAda gurue saMtoSa vyakta karyo, tenAthI dazA prakaTe che. + gokhavA beThA ne ghaDIkamAM daza gAthA moDhe thaI gaI, vAMcavA beThAne be ghaDImAM doDhaso zloka vaMcAI gayA, saMkhyA mahattvanI nathI, saMpannatA mahattvanI che. enA thakI nIpaje che dazA. + jinavacananuM vAMcana karatAM ke gurumukhe zravaNa karatAM parama saMtoSa maLyo ne UMcI preraNA paNa maLI teno sahaja rAjIpo thAya te dazA. + prabhusanmukha rAgapUrvaka stuti gAtAM AMkho bharAI AvI te dazA, punarAvartanathI Ave. dazA, pUrvataiyArIthI Ave. dazA, prAmANika prayatnathI Ave. dazA, premAdara rAkhIe tenAthI Ave. dazA, pariNAmazuddhithI Ave. dazA, prabuddha ciMtanathI Ave. A dazAmAM AnaMda prakaTe che. AnaMdra sama eTale-AlaMbana vinA maLanAro nijAnaMda to UMco che ja, A dazA paNa e AnaMdra jevI ja adbhuta che. sArAM AlaMbane sAro prabhAva pAtharyo AtamAM para, e dazA che. AtamAM AlaMbanathI nirlepa banI gayo te AnaMdra che. dazAmAM bUrA AlaMbanonI asara nAmazeSa thAya. AnaMmAM AlaMbanamAtranI asara nAmazeSa thAya. dazAnuM sukha kevuM che ? , yogamArgano A pANIdAra zabda, A ane -nA komala uccAra pachI huM-no khaDakasparza karAvIne jIvane DhaMDhoLato rahe che. ane+vano matalaba che, tarata na samajAya tevo anubhava. je anubhavanuM varNana thavAnuM ja nathI te 3manA che, alakSya. A sukha bajAramAM nathI maLatuM. hArTa 1 vaiAvo. alakha niraMjana, avadhUta yogIonI udghoSaNA che. niraMjana eTale ame koInA kAbUmAM nathI. alakha eTale amane bAMdhavAnI koziSa karazo nahI, tamane nahI AvaDe, amane pADavAnI koziSa karazo nahI, tame nathI phAvavAnA. amane jItavAnI koziSa karazo nahI, tamAruM gajuM nathI. amane harAvavAnI koziza karazo nahI, tamArI tAkAta nathI. alakha sukha mATe sAdhaka tarasyo rahe che. alakha sukha mATe sAdhaka samarpita rahe che. sukha jIvano svabhAva che. khoTAM sukhamAM jIva aTavAyo che. khoTuM sukha chUTI jAya te alakhe. dazI. + pratikramaNanAM sutro para ciMtana cAlyuM ne pApano prabaLa pastAvo umaTI Avyo. dazA. sabhAnatApUrvaka karAtI kriyA pravRtti rUpe saMpanna thAya che tenI samAMtare eka bhAvadhArA banAvI mUke che. A bhAvadhArAnuM AlaMbana dharmakriyA che mATe A bhAvadhArAnI anubhUtine ja dazA kahevAya che. Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ joI pAve so kachu na kahAvata alakha lagI pahoMcI gayo te bolavAnuM bhUlI jAya. sAcI anubhUtine tattvasaMvedana kahevAya che. pAmanAro avAk thaI jAya. AtmAno Achero sAkSAtkAra jabaradasta juvALa jagADI de che. stabdha karI de evo anubhava. A duniyAnI koI bhASA sAkSAtkAranuM varNana na karI zake. bhASA mArgadarzana ja Ape, bhASA anubhava karAvI ApatI hota varNana dvArA, to sAdhanA karavAnI AvazyakatA raheta ja nahIM. bhASA kevaLa nakazo che. bhASA gati nathI, pragati nathI. eTale je gati sAdhIne pragati pAmI cUkyo che te bhASAne choDI de che. e mUka na thaI jAya. e bole kharo. paraMtu AtmAnI anubhUtinuM varNana e kare ja nahIM. jJAnI azakya pravRtti Adare nahIM. azakya pravRtti Adare te jJAnI nahIM. na zahIMvata. anubhUti pAmanAro potAnI prazaMsAmAM na mAne, potAnI nizrAmAM prasaMgo thAya emAM na mAne, pote prabhAvanA karI rahyo che tevuM na mAne. audayika bhAve je thAya che te pApapuNyano khela che. kSayopazamabhAve je thAya che te Azrava-saMvarano khela che. sAdhakane pApodaya ke puNyodayanI paravA na hoya. jeno udaya cAlato hoya tene pasAra thaI javA de. potAnuM dhyAna AzravasaMvara para rAkhe. Avo sAdhaka potAno pracAra na karAve, potAnA bhakto vadhAravAmAM rasa na le. potAnuM varcasva jamAvavAno ene muddala zokha na hoya. potAnuM nAma itihAsanA copaDe noMdhAya temAM sAdhakane rasa na hoya. sAdhaka cabarakhI jevo hoya. lakhAya, ne kAma pate eTale khovAI jAya. dastAvejanAM pAnAo bharavAmAM sAdhakane zo rasa ? cakravartInAM nAmo amara nathI rahyA to bIjA konAM nAma amara thaI zakavAnA hatA ? nizcayanI bhUmikAe pahoMcelA AvA sAdhakane kazuM khapatuM nathI. paNa, khIlelA phUlanI suvAsa to phelAya ja che. zrIkhemaRSijI jayAM pAraNA karatA tyAM bhakto pa racAvatA kemake A mahAtmAjI bhaktothI dUra bhAgatA hatA. sAdhanAmAM uparanI tarapha najara rAkhavI e niyama che. nizcayanA yogI eTalA upara che ke emane AtmA sivAya kAMI dekhAtuM nathI, vyavahAranA sAdhakonI najara upara che. temane A nizcayayogInAM darzana thAya che. sujasa gAvata tAko vadhAvo siddhayogInAM maunane vyAkhyAna kahevAya che. mauna vyArAna. sAdhakanI guNadRSTine bodha kahevAya che. sAdhaka mATe, uparanI bhUmikAno sAdhaka siddha che. nizcayano sAdhaka siddha. vyavahArano sAdhaka, prakriyAvartI sAdhaka. nizcayanA sAdhakane pUrve vyavahAranA sAdhaka banavA maLyuM te pachI ja e nizcayano sAdhaka banyo.vyavahArano sAdhaka, nizcayanA sAdhakane joIne potAnAM bhaviSyanI surekha kalpanA kare che. siddha banelA sAdhakanI siddhine sAdhanA karI rahelo sAdhaka vadhAve che. jinazAsananI yogasAdhanAmAM haMmezA A anara9nI sAdhanA thatI AvI che. itihAsamAM noMdhAyA vinA ja siddhi sudhI pahoMcelA siddhapuruSo paNa che ane potAnI sAdhanAnA utkarSathI sahasA prasiddha banelAM pUjaya puruSo paNa che. ApaNe sAdhanAthI vaMcita chIe te ApaNuM ja kamanasIba. jinazAsane to saune nyAla karyA che. Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asta/aanada/2nd proof zlokAMtara prAptAnaMdaghanapratItiracalaM saukhyaM padaM durgamaM jIvo'yaM labhate svabhAvasubhagaM pUrNaprazaMsAspadam / AvirbhAvitasadyazasyanupame dhanyo'nubhUtyA''kSaye jAte'smin vilasanti bhAvavidhurA zreyaHsamiddhA dazAH / / 6 AnaMdakI gata AnaMdaghana jAne vAi sukha sahaja acala alakha pada vA sukha sujasa bakhAne sujasa vilAsa jaba pragaTe AnaMda rasa AnaMda akSaya khajAne aisI dazA jaba pragaTe citta aMtara sohi AnaMdaghana pichAne ciMtana zarIra, karma ane pudgala. A traNa tattvomAMthI sukhadu:kha AvyA kare che. zarIramAM AtmA che. karma AtmAmAM che, pudgalano anubhava AtmAne adhUrapathI bharyA kare che. traNeyanI chuTTI karAvI de te sahaja sukha. -52 Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mUMgo hato. jaMgalamAM raheto hato. AdivAsI hato. rAjA bhUlo paDelo tene rasto dekhADyo. rAjA tene potAnAM nagaramAM laI gayo. pahelI vAra jaMgalanI bahAra Avelo. majA AvI gaI. rAjAe ene bharapUra mIThAI khavaDAvI. e pAcho ghera Avyo. sau pUche : kyAM jaI Avyo. hAtha UMco karIne kahe : tyAM. sau pUche : tyAM eTale kyAM ? bhoLAbhagata IzAro karIne kahe : bahAra. sau pUche : bahAra? bIjA jaMgalamAM? AdivAsI IzArAthI nA kahe ne vaLI navo IzAro karI kahe : tyAM. sau pUche : tyAM zuM karyuM? A kahe, IzArAthI : khAdhuM. sau pUche : zuM khAdhuM? have mUMgo gUMcavAya. je khAdhuM hatuM tenuM nAma khabara nahIM. je khAdhuM hatuM teno svAda yAda to hato paNa samajAve zI rIte ? badhA IzArA vyartha gayA. prAraMbha thAya. karmonI tIvratA tUTatI jAya tema sAdhanAnuM baLa vadhatuM jAya. karmo sAva kamajora thaI jAya tyAre sAdhanAnuM zikhara Ave. karmo khatama thAya. e sAthe ja sAdhanA paNa khatama thAyasAdhanAnuM varNana hajI thoDuM samajAya. sAdhanA pachI je ghaTita thAya che tenuM to varNana paNa ochuM maLe che ane e samajAya che paNa ochuM. saMsArI avasthA, karmodayanI vividha avasthA, cAragatinI vibhinna avasthA, apunabaMdhakathI mAMDIne caudamAM guNasthAnaka sudhInI avasthAnuM varNana maLe che. vAMcIne vicAratA jaIe tema te te jIvonuM bhAvajagata ane svabhAvajagata samajAvA lAge. siddhanuM abhAvajagata samajAtuM nathI. siddhane potAnuM svarUpa samajAya, bIjuM samajAya kevaLajJAnIne. AnaMda kI gata AnaMdaghana jAne ATha karmomAM aTavAyelA jIvane potAnuM duHkha paNa samajAtuM nathI, e siddhanAM sukhane samajI na zake. vAi sukha sahaja acala alakha pada vA sukha sujasa bakhAne siddhanuM sukha sahana che. sAthe rahe, sAthe Ave ne sAtha Ape te sana. cetanA sAthe rahe che, sAthe AvI che ane sAthe Avaze. cetanA, ekAkI cetanAmAMthI nIpajeluM sukha, sahana sukha che, nijI astitvanuM saMvedana e sahana sukha che. zarIra vinA, mana vinA, karma vinA AtmacetanAno saghana anubhava levo te saraMga sukha che. AtmA sAthe AtmA sivAya bIjA koIno saMbaMdha na rahe te sahana sukha che. ApaNA AtamarAmane to nAma ane kAmanI khabara paDe. nAma vinAnuM kAma te ja sahana sukha. prayatno karavA ane pariNAma meLavavuM A che tana ane AdivAsI 'tyAM' evo IzAro karI zake che, AdivAsI 'te' evo IzAro karI zake che. 'tyAM' zuM che ane 'te' zuM che te samajAvI zakato nathI. siddhapada, siddhayogIthI paNa uparanI avasthA che. azarIra AtmAnI avasthA, mokSanuM lakSa baMdhAya tyArathI dharmasAdhanAno sAco - pa3 ja - 54 - Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asta/aanada/2nd proof mananuM jIvana. prayatna ane pariNAmathI para thaI gayeluM anaMta jIvana che siddhanuM. je sahaja nathI tenI mATe prayatna karavo paDato hato. sahaja nahotuM te bhUMsI nAMkhyuM. bAkI rahyuM mAtra sadaga. puNya bAMdhatAM hatAM to sukha maLatuM hatuM. pApa bAMdhatA hatA to duHkha maLatuM hatuM. puNya khatama thatuM to du:kha zarU thatA. pApa khatama thatuM to sukha zarU thatA. sukha ane du:khamAM navA pApa ane puNya baMdhAtA. A badhuM asahaja hatuM. siddha bane te pApa ane puNyathI para thaI jAya, sukha ane duHkhathI alaga thaI jAya. sahana thavuM eTale AtmA sivAyanA tamAmanI bAdabAkI karavI. zarIra, karma ane pudgala-A traNa tattvomAMthI sukhadu:kha AvyA kare che. zarIramAM AtmA che. karma AtmAmAM che. pudagalano anubhava AtmAne adhUrapathI bharyA kare che. traNeyanI chuTTI karAvI de che sahana sukha. AtmA che, svataMtra che. AtmA zarIramAM hoya to AyuSya hoya, mRtyu hoya ne janamajanamanI yAtrA hoya. AtmA zarIratattvathI ja vikhUTo thaI gayo che, AyuSya, mRtyu ane janmAMtara, have kayAreya nahIM naDe. zarIra mAM AtmA che to zarIranI satata mAMga rahe che, pAMca indriyanI mAMga. dareka mAMga punarAvartana ane punarAvartana ane punarAvartanamAM ramatI hoya che. zarIrathI AtmA vikhUTo ja thaI gayo che, have mAMga ane punarAvartana baMne maTI gayA. zarIra che mATe roga che. thAka che, mahenata che, zarIra na rahyuM eTale A badhuM paNa gayuM. sahaMga sukha zarIra vinA jIvAtI jIMdagImAM sadA prakAzita hoya che. AtmAne karma satAve che. ATheya karamono moraco alaga che ne ATheyano humalo ekasaMpI che. AtmAnI zarIrarUpI samasyAnuM mULa A karma ja che. karma AMkhe pATo bAMdhe che jJAnAvaraNa thaIne. karma, rokI rAkhe che dvArapALa thaIne. karma, jIbhane cIrI nAMkhe che. karma, vividha raMgo pUre che. karma, AtmAne kevA kevA nAca nacAve che te upamitimavAraMvA zAstramAM vigatavAra varNaveluM che. karmae AtmAnI avadazA karI mUkI che. pAMcamAM anuttara devalokathI mAMDIne sAtamI naraka sudhInAM zarIrabaMdhana karmanI ja dena che. sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAyathI mAMDIne paryApta paMcendriya sudhInI deharacanA karmathI ja banI hoya che. kazuM ja sahaja nathI. pAMca prakAranA zarIra, audArika-vaikriya-AhAraka-taijasa-kAzmaNa jarIka paNa sahaja nathI. abhaNa hovuM ke vidvAn hovuM, kAMI sahaja nathI. garIba hovuM ke zrImaMta hovuM, kAMI ja sahaja nathI. mAMdA hovuM ke sAjA rahevuM, kazuM sahaja nathI. bhUkhyA-tarasyA thavuM ke bharyo bharyo oDakAra khAvo, kAMI sahaja nathI. mUMgA thavuM ke saMgItakAra banavuM, kAMI sahaja nathI. chalAMga bharavI ke ArAmathI besavuM kAMI sahaja nathI. nirakSara hovuM ke seMkaDo kitAbonA sarjaka banavuM, kAMI sahaja nathI. bhIkha mAMgavI ke dAna devuM, kAMI sahaja nathI. corI karavI ke nyAyAdhIza banavuM, kazuM sahaja nathI. sahaja nathI kema ke badhe ja karmano prabhAva che. karmano prabhAva pUrepUro khatama thaI jAya tyAre ja AtmAno saMga AnaMda pragaTa thAya. A sadaMna sukhanI vizeSatA e che ke te sarvatra hoya che. dUdha, madhura hoya che paNa lIMbuno chAMTo paDe to phATI jAya. phUla, suMdara hoya che paNa choDathI chUTuM paDe to karamAI jAya. mIThAI, bhAve evI hoya che paNa samaya vIta pachI bagaDI jAya. pugalanuM sukha, jhaMkhavAI javAno svabhAva laIne ja AvatuM hoya che. dUdha haMmezA evuM ne evuM dUdha ja rahe che ? nA, phUla haMmezA evuM ne evuM Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja rahe che? nA. mIThAI, haMmezA evI ne evI ja rahe che? nA. kema ema ? e badhuM sahaja nathI. e banAvavAmAM AvelI vastuo che. AtmAnuM sahaja sukha, pragaTa thayeluM tattva che. vastuo vinAzI hoya, tattva avinAzI hoya. vastu bane ne pachI bagaDI jAya. sahaja sukha bhale, dhIme dhIme, lAMbA parizramanA aMte pragaTe paNa sahaja sukha prakaTe pachI haMmezA emanuM ema ja rahe. avata.. ekendriya jIvanI kAyasthiti, asaMkhyAta utsarpiNIavasarpiNInI hoya che teno paNa aMta AvI zake che, anuttaradevanuM AyuSya tetrIsa sAgaropamanI adhadha, avadhi dharAvatuM hoya che. teno paNa aMta AvI zake che. saraMga sukha sarvatra che. e Ave pachI kyAreya aMta pAmatuM nathI. sAcA sukhane sarahado bAMdhI nathI zakatI. sAcuM sukha sadAno saMgAtha Ape che mATe ja tene sAruM gaNavAmAM Ave che. A sukha samajAvI zakAtuM nathI, tad, oLakhavA mATe pAtratA joIe, AlekhavA mATe prabhAva joIe. anubhavavA mATe pariNati joIe. zabdonI ramatathI A sukhano aMza paNa samajAto nathI. bhAvanAzIla hRdaya ane jijJAsAzIla mAnasa ja sAdhanAne samajI zake che. sAdhanAne samaje te siddhinAM sukhanAM kalpanA karI zake. bIjAnuM kAma nathI. kalpanA karavA chatAM, e sukha pUrepUruM samajAtuM paNa nathI ane hAthamAM paNa nathI AvatuM, sAdhanAnA tamAma koThAo vIMdhI lo pachI ja e sukha maLe che. saMsArI ane sAdhaka, baMne mATe e sukha, khUba dUra che, anarad. vA sukha sujasa vakhAne sahaja sukha maLe evA saMyogo nathI tenuM du:kha thAya che. pAMcamA ArAmAM Avo alakharasa pIvA nathI maLavAno te jANIne sakhkhata hatAzAno anubhava thAya che. chatAM eka khuzI paNa manamAM jAge che : anag suravanI kalpanA to thaI zake che ? attara suravuM che ane te meLavavAno ma7 upalabdha che. ATaluM jANavA maLyuM te nAnIsUnI ghaTanA nathI. AtamajIne alakha sukha game che mATe AtamajI alakhasukhanI prazaMsA karI zake che. sahaja sukhanI sAdhanA durlabha che. prazaMsA durlabha nathI. sahaja sukhanI prazaMsA karavAthI sahaja sukha mATeno rAga vadhe che. sahaja sukha mATeno rAga, sAdhanAnI tAttvika pAtratA sudhI pahoMcADe che. prazaMsA karI teno vicAra karavo ja paDe che, enuM mahattva samajAya tyAre ja prazaMsA thatI hoya che. sahana suravuM pUrepUruM maLaze tyAre kevo anubhava thaze ane kevo AnaMda maLaze enI ciMtanayAtrA rAtadina cAlu ja rahevI joIe. sujasa vilAsa jaba pragaTe AnaMda rasa AnaMda akSaya khajAne AtamAno mULa svabhAva che sujasavilAsa. karmone baMdhAvanArA AnaMdapramoda saMsArI vilAsa che. karmone khatama karyA pachIno AnaMda ane pramoda e sujasa vilAsa che. AtmAmAM je kAMI paNa hatuM te pragaTa thaI gayuM che, cAMda soLe kaLAe khIlyo che, sUraja hajAra kiraNa sAthe ugyo che, kamaLanI pratyeka pAMkhaDI mahekI UThI che. AtmA, AtmAne, vartamAna avasthAmAM kevaLa AtmA tarIke saMvede che. pUrNajJAnathI sarakhAmaNI karI zake che ke pUrve zarIra hatuM te atyAre nathI, zarIrane kAraNe je du:kho hatAM te atyAre nathI, duHkhone kAraNe karmono Azrava cAlyA karato hato te atyAre nathI. AzravanI sAme saMvara karavo paDato hato te atyAre nathI. saMvara - 57 - - 58 - Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asta/aanada/2nd proof nathI topaNa karmo baMdhAtA nathI. karmo baMdhAtA nathI mATe karmo sattAmAM nathI. karmo sattAmAM nathI mATe temano udaya ke tenI udIraNA nathI. neti neti-no rAsa cAle che. majAnI vAta e che ke badhA ja prazno ane du:kho khatama thaI gayA che chatAM teno harakha paNa nathI. A ja to che neti neti | A AnaMdano khajAno aDhaLaka che. kacaro bhego thAya tene Dhagalo kahevAya. dAgInA bhegA thAya tene khajAno kahevAya. saMsAramAMthI sukha meLavavAnI icchA ane e icchAnI pAchaLa AvanAruM sukha, cakravartInA bhavamAM ghaNuM hatuM paNa e hato kacaro. mAtAne cauda sapanAM dekhADanAruM, cosaTha indronAM siMhAsana kaMpAvanAruM, samavasaraNamAM dezanA apAvanAruM tIrthaMkaranAmakarma-saMsAramAM bAMdhI rAkhanAruM hatuM e arthamAM AtmasvabhAvanuM bAdhake ja hatuM. karma nizcayanayanI dRSTie heya. heyano saMgraha saMsAra. heyano pUrNa tyAga mola, mokSa eTale AnaMdano khajAno. khUTe nahIM, lUMTAya nahIM, gupta evo ke saMsArIne dekhAya ja nahIM. moMdho nahIM paNa aNamola. aisI dazA jaba pragaTe citta aMtara sahaja sukhanI prazaMsA karatAM karatAM, sahaja sukhanI parama romAMcaka kalpanAmAM khovAI jaIe ane dehabhAna, samayabhAna thoDIvAra mATe jatuM rahe te dazAmAM cittane jo laI jaIe, sohi AnaMdaghana pichAne to DUbI gayAno AnaMda, mokSanI jhAMkhI jarUra karAve. A haMmezano niyama che : je pAmavuM che tenI spaSTa kalpanA karo. jevA thavuM che tenuM surekha citra manamAM banAvo. The secret pustaka jagavikhyAta che. eno sAra traNa ja lAInamAM AvI jAya che. Dream it. Believe it. Achieve it. tamArAM lakSanuM tame sapanuM banAvo, eka. e lakSa sudhI tame pahoMcazo ja evo vizvAsa banAvo, be.e lakSa siddha thaI gayuM che ane tamAre je banavuM hatuM te tame banI gayA cho evI sudRDha kalpanA karIne khuza thAo. mokSapadano abhyAsa karavAno. mAre molamAM javuM che evI anubhUti sudhI pahoMcavAnuM. mokSa maLe nahIM tyArasudhI huM du:khI ja rahevAno chuM A vAta manamAM spaSTa karI levAnI. paheluM pagathiyuM A. mAre mokSamAM javA mATe zuM zuM karavuM paDaze tenI rUparekhA banAvavAnI. e mujabanI mahenata huM karIza to mokSa maLavAno ja che evo majabUta vizvAsa manamAM Ubho karI devAno. huM mokSamAM jaIza zakuM chuM evo AnaMdasabhara AtmavizvAsa banAvI levAno. bIjuM pagathiyuM. | mokSanI kalpanA. siddhazilAno malaka, AtmAnuM ekacakrI rAja. AnaMdanuM advaita ane advaitano AnaMda. sadAkALa sukha, sthiratA ane saMvedanA. jIvana svAdhIna. jJAna anaMta, avasthAne anaMta. 'huM mokSamAM chuM ane parama sukhI chuM evI bhAvayatrI karavAnI." trIjuM pagathiyuM A. aisI dazA jaba pragaTe citta aMtara sohi AnaMdaghana pichAne traNa pagathiye manane vahetuM mUkanAro AtmA, sAdhaka ane siddhanI sAcI kiMmata AMkI zake che. traNa pagathiye Ubho rahIne sAdhanAne jonAro jIva ja adhyAtmane samajI zake che : AnaMdra zrI mata AnaMdaghana jAne. - 59 - - 60 Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zlokAMtara adyA''naMdaghanacchaTA vikasitA dRSTvA''nanaM pAvanaM pratyaMgaM parizItalaH pracalitaH sparzazca romAMcakaH / samyagbuddhiranAvilA ca samatA gaMgeva puNyodgatA jIvo'jIvavibhAvanAduparato jAto yazaHsaMgataH // aisI Aja AnaMda bhayo mere tero mukha nirakha nirakha roma roma zItala bhayo aMgo aMga zuddha samajhana samatA rasa jhIlata AnaMda bhayo anaMta raMga aisI AnaMdadazA prakaTI citta aMtara tAko prabhAva calata niramala gaMga vArI gaMgA samatA dou mIla rahe jasa vijaya jhIlata tAke saMga ciMtana bhagavAnanAM jJAnane prema karavo e bhagavAnanI sAcI bhakti che kema ke e jJAna ja bhagavAnanI sAcI zakti che. HE2 Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prabhune prema karavo che. zuM karuM ? : bhaktano prazna. prabhu sivAyanuM badhuM ja bhUlI jAo : saMtano javAba. bhUlavA mATe zuM karavuM ? : bhaktano prazna. prabhumAM khovAI javuM ? : saMtano javAba. khovAI javA mATe zuM karavuM ? : bhaktano prazna. 'vANIno abhyAsa.' : saMte bhAra ApIne kahyuM . -. asta/aanada/2nd proof bhagavAn game che kema ke bhagavAn AtmAnuM prakaTa svarUpa che. AtmA na gamato hoya to bhagavAn game ja nahIM. bhagavAn na gamatA hoya to AtmA game ja nahIM. ApaNe AtmA chIe paNa ApaNuM svarUpa apragaTa che. bhagavAna AtmA che ane bhagavAnanuM svarUpa prakaTa che. bhagavAne pragaTa svarUpa meLavyuM che mATe bhagavAnane vizvanuM sAcuM jJAna che. bhagavAnanuM prakaTa svarUpa, bhagavAnanAM jJAnanI anaMta avadhi darzAve che. bhagavAnanAM jJAnane prema karavo e bhagavAnanI sAcI bhakti che ke kema ke e jJAna ja bhagavAnanI sAcI zakti che. AtmAsvarUpe bhagavAn alakha che. jJAnasvarUpe bhagavAn sulakha che, maLe tevA che. mokSanI kalpanA karI che ane mokSamAM javAno saMkalpa paNa karyo che. mokSamAM gayelA prabhunAM jJAnanI kalpanA, alagathI karavI hoya to e ochI mahenate thaI zake che kema ke Aje je zAstro upalabdha che te prabhunAM jJAnanuM ja pratibiMba che. zAstro vAMcatA jaIe, prabhunuM jJAna kevuM vizALa ane virATa hatuM te samajAtuM jAya. khUba AnaMda thAya prabhune maLyAno. -63 i airI Aja AnaMda bhayo mere tero mukha nirakha moDhuM joIne prema karavAnuM pAmara gaNita adhyAtmamAM nathI hotuM. mukha pratIka che, udgAranuM, vANInuM. hoTha bole, AMkha bole, eka IzAro thAya ne vAta tamAma samajAI jAya. mukha para sauthI vadhu suMdaratA AMkhanI jovAya. AMkha e ja mukha. AMkha e ja jJAna. sAdhakane mana to hoya ja. sAdhakanuM mana parovAya che sUtramAM. pada ciMtave, padArtha ciMtave ne mahApadArtha ciMtave. sAdhakane e zabdomAM prabhu dekhAya. sAdhakane e zabdonA arthamAM prabhuno avAja saMbhaLAya. sAdhaka e zabdonA AdhAre ciMtana kare teno pravAha, samavasaraNamAM cAlatI dezanAmAM bhaLI rahyo che tevuM te anubhave. zAstrano abhyAsa gahanatAthI karavo joIe, tenAthI sAdhanAmAM UMDANa Ave che.popaTiyuM jJAna, sAdhanAmAM na cAle. gokhaNiyuM jJAna, buddhinuM pradarzana che. sAdhanA, hRdayathI thAya che, sAdhanA sadbodha dvArA thAya che. sAdhaka zAstra vAMcato jAya ne prabhune kaheto jAya : 'meya sAmI ! avitameya sAmI ! asaMvimeya sau !' A vAta sAcI che, A vAta aphara che, A vAtamAM zaMkAne koI avakAza nathI. prabhu ! zuM ApanuM jJAna. prabhu ! zuM ApanuM nirUpaNa ?' zAstranuM vAMcana e prabhu sAtheno gUDha vArtAlApa che. nirakha roma roma zItala bhayo aMgoaMga zAstranuM vAMcana phaTAphaTa patAvavAnuM nathI. jhINavaTathI vAMcavAnuM - 64 Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zAsane. zAstra to prabhue lakhelo patra che. dhyAnathI, ekarasa thaIne vAMcavAnuM zAstrane, eTalI laganathI vAMcavAnuM ke AkheAkhuM yAda rahI jAya badhuM. akSareakSara moDhe thaI jAya, dareka artha, phuTa ane aSTa hoya, bhUmikA ane vizleSaNa paNa ekadama sujJAta hoya. guru vinA jema sAdhaka adhUro, tema zAstra vinA paNa sAdhaka adhUro. sUtro ane zAstro para sauthI vadhu mahenata kare zramaNa. gokhe, punarAvartana kare, arthanI vAcanA le, viSayanuM saMkalana kare, anya zAstro sAthe tulanA kare, jIvanamAM je nathI utAryuM tenuM vizeSa dhyAna rAkhI tAttvika ciMtana kare. zAstrano saMbaMdha, sAdhakane mA jevo mITho ne pitA jevo hUMphALo lAge. bhagavAna, molamAM rahIne paNa sAdhakane sathavAro Ape che A zAstra dvArA. sAdhakane siddha thavuM che, siddha zAstranA zabda rUpe sAdhakanI saMge hoya che te keTalI moTI vAta che ? tabiyata bAga bAga thaI jAya. sadeha avasthAmAMthI adeha avasthAmAM pravezelA, siddhisvarUpa tIrthaMkarabhagavaMtoe potAnuM zarIra choDyuM, karmo choDyA te-potapotAnI mahAvargaNAmAM bhaLI jAya che. audArikavargaNAmAM zarIranAM aNu jatA rahe kArmaNavargaNAmAM karmanA aNu jatAM rahe, tejasu-kAzmaNa zarIra paNa potapotAnA ThekANe goThavAI jAya. bhASAvargaNAnAM pudgalo kevA viziSTa ? prabhue je AkAra ane je saMjJA sAthe emane uccaryA hatA teno pramukha bhAvArtha Ajeya jIve che. prabhunI vAcA aTake che, upadeza nathI aTakato. prabhunA zabdo aTake che, arthasaMketa ane preraNAbodha nathI aTakatA. zAstronAM pAne pAne jANe prabhunI bhASA ja lakhAyelI hoya che. nAma te te graMthakAronAM hoya ne kAma, ekamAtra bhavagAn karatA hoya. graMthane, graMthanA ekAda zlokane, zlokanA ekAda padane vAMcIne citta jhaMkRta thatuM hoya to e prabhuno sAkSAtkAra che. nirakha roma roma zItala bhayo aMgoaMga doSonuM sUthama dizAdarzana, pApabhAvanAnuM UMDuM arthaghaTana, karmabaMdhanAM viziSTa kAraNo, nizcaya-vyavahAranI sajjaDa bhedarekhAo, caudarAjalokanI alAyadI sRSTi....A badhuM zAstronA zabdomAM vAMcatA vAMcatA evo anubhava thAya che ke bhagavAn AMgaLI cIMdhIne badhuM samajAvI rahyA che. bhagavAnano, zuddha AtmAno ATalo badho najIdIkI anubhava romaromane harakhathI bharI de che. (A padanI kaDI mudrita pustakamAM nirakha roma roma e rIte chapAI che te chapAIbhUla hoya ne nirad ne badale hara zabda hoya to-ciMtana vadhu nIkhare che.) niravuM jema jema-mukhane dhyAnathI jovAnI kriyA. caherA para pAMpaNa che, bhavAM-nI kezare khAo che, mAthA para ugelA kajalazyAma vALa caherAne rUpALo banAve che, AMkha-nAka-hoTha haDapacI-gAla-kAna, badhAne ekITase prazastabhAve jovAno AnaMda. saundaryadarzana AMkhone TADhaka Ape. mukha jo zAstravacana che to tenAM ekaeka akSara, pada, vArca, phakaro, prakaraNa, adhyAya, khaMDa, bhAga-samAna layamAM vAMcatA rahevAno AnaMda. vAMcana thatuM jAya tema jijJAsA vadhatI jAya. vAMcana thatuM jAya tema jijJAsA saMtoSAtI jAya. dareka zAstra ane graMtha, pustaka athavA ktiAba, vAMcavAnA zarU thAya teno eka umaMga hoya che ane vAMcavAnuM pUruM thAya teno eka saMtoSa hoya che. viSaya navo hoya to, magaja kasAya para Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asta/aanada/2nd proof che tyAre samaja paDe che temAM majA Ave che. navo viSaya saraLa hoya to ema thAya che ke A to keTalI sarasa vAta che? viSaya jANIto hoya to game che. calo, viSayanuM punarAvartana thayuM ne muddo vadhu spaSTa thayo. khuzI maLatI rahe ane bevaDAtI rahe. zAstravacananuM AlaMbana mana le che. yAda rAkhavuM, vicAravuM ane bhAvita thavuM. traNeya rIte zAstravacanane manamAM avakAza apAya che. AtmAnA adhyavasAyonI jeTalI jagyA zAstravacana AdhArita bhAvo roke che eTalI jagyAmAMthI saMsAranA saMskArono haTavuM paDe che. e saMskAro haTe che tema adhyavasAyane zItalatAno anubhava maLavA lAge che. satata zAstravacanano saMparka satata zItalatA Ape che. zAstravacananA abhyAsamAM zraddhA jeTalI tIvra, AtmAne maLI rahelI zItalatA paNa teTalI tIvra. Ama paNa, zAstravacana thakI je AnaMda maLe che temAM zarIranuM koI khAsa yogadAna hotuM nathI, manamAM cAlI rahelA rAgadveSanuM paNa vizeSa yogadAna nathI hotuM. zAstravacanano AnaMda aMtaraMga anubhUti che. zItana jaya aM aMjA AtamAnA khUNe khUNe sAttvika AnaMda bharI de che. zAstravacana. zAstravacananA viSayanuM Akalana thayA bAda, jIva maMthana paNa kare che ane parivartana paNa kare che. saMsAranAM sukhonAM viSayanuM Akalana saMklezamAM vadhAro kare che, zAstranA viSayanuM Akalana saMklezane ghaTADe che. pariNAma ? zuddha samajhana samatA rasa jhIlata AnaMdaghana bhayo anaMtaraMga saMsArI jIvane sAdhaka banavA taraphanI gati ane mati zAstra dvArA maLe che. sAdhakane siddha thavA taraphanI gati ane mati zAstradvArA maLe che. zAstra ane guru baMne sAdhakane khape. guru zAstranA dezaka che mATe khape. zAstra, guruprasAdIrUpe maLe che mATe game. zAstra buddhivilAsa mATe hoya to jAte vAMcI levAya. evuM nathI. zAstra buddhivijaya mATe che, guru vinA na vaMcAya. kamasekama gurunI AjJA vinA to kadApi na vaMcAya. gurunI najarataLa, zAstra vaMcAtuM hoya che tenAthI eka sudIrtha paraMparAnuM anusaMdhAna racAya che. tIrthakare arthano upadeza gaNadharone Apyo. gaNadharoe tenI vAcanA potAnA ziSyone ApI, e vAcanAno srota sthavirAvalinI paraMparAmAM AjasudhI vaheto Avyo che. guru pAse vAcanA lenAra sAdhaka e srotanA eka jharAno sAkSAta lAbha pAme che. e kevaLa vAcanAnI paraMparA nathI, vAcanA sAthenI zraddhAnI paraMparA che. vAcanA mATenI sAdhanAnI paraMparA che. sUtra, bhASA tarIke je arthano saMketa kare che te vidvAn sAdhaka jAte samajI zake che. sutra mATenI zraddhA, sAdhanA ane niSThA vyakta karavA sAdhakane guru joIe che. gurunAM mukhe vAcanA sAMbhaLavA, sAdhaka gurune vaMdana karete vaMdana AkhI paraMparAne pahoMce. arthazravaNa karatAM je AnaMda maLe te guru samakSa vyakta thAya, te AkhI paraMparAnI anumodanAnuM parva banI rahe. sAdhakanA praznano guru uttara Ape e to prabhu vIra ne guru gautamano sIdho vAraso. A paraMparA ja zuddhi ane nirjarAnuM nimitta bane che. zAstranA viSayanuM gurUmukhe grahaNa thAya tethI khoTo arthabodha thato nathI, svayaMprajJAno ahaMkAra raheto nathI ane ekalA vicAra karavAno ahaMkArI svabhAva dhaDAI zakato nathI. zAstravacana vidhizuddha rIte svIkAravAthI A mujaba, sAcI samaja prakaTavA lAge che ane jeTalI sAcI samaja prApta thaI che tenAthI vizeSa samajaNa meLavI Ape tevo kSayopazama pragaTa thavA lAge che. karmano baMdha cAra prakAre thAya che temAM Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rasabaMdha sauthI kharAba gaNAya che. karmano udaya, rasanI tIvratA anusAra prabhAva batAvato hoya che. kSayopazama bhAva pragaTe che temAM te te karmono 2sa, potAno prabhAva batAvavAmAM nabaLo pUravAra thAya che. karma, mULe kharAba hatuM ne rasa tIvra hato tethI karyodaya herAna karato hato. karmano rasa nabaLo paDI gayo eTale karma udayamAM AvavA chatAM pahelAnI jema herAna karI zakatuM nathI. herAna na thaIe eTale, majA AvI jAya che. herAna thavAnuM ghaTatuM jAya che, majA AvavAnuM vadhatuM jAya che. AnaMdra mo anaMtaraMga. karmanI rasazakti tUTe che tenAthI AtmaguNo ughaDavA lAge che. dareka guNa alaga alaga AnaMda Ape che. guNo ghaNA. AnaMda ghaNo. guNo asIma. AnaMda asIma. aisI AnaMda dazA pragaTI citta aMtara tAko prabhAva calata niramala gaMga manamAM gaMgA jevo agAdha AnaMdarAzi vahevA lAge che. sUtranuM AlaMbana ane gurunuM mArgadarzana, baMnenA AdhAre sAdhanA thaI rahI che. have AtmAnA doSo dUra thavA lAgyA che. AtmAno AnaMda karmanirapekSa banI rahyo che tethI nirmaLa che. saMsArane vadhAranAro AnaMda malIna gaNAya. saMsArane ghaTADanAro AnaMda nirmaLa gaNAya. kaMThastha thaI cUkelA sUtronuM punarAvartana, arthaciMtana sAthe karIe to nirmaLa AnaMda maLe che. arthaciMtananA AdhAre manane vahetuM rAkhIe to nirmaLa AnaMda maLe. eka zAstrano eka viSaya, anya aneka zAstromAM kyAM, kevI rIte varNavAyo che te vicArIe to nirmaLa AnaMda maLe. aneka zAstronA viSayone eka zAstra kevI rIte AvarI le che teno vizada abhyAsa karIe to nirmaLa AnaMda maLe. AnaMda mahattvano nathI, AnaMdamAM rahelI nirmaLatA mahattvanI che. nirmaLatA, * 69 AlaMbanazuddhinI to che ja. nirmaLatA AzayazuddhinI paNa che. vArI gaMgA samatA dou mIla rahe samatA zabda bIjI vAra Avyo. eka samatA, zuddha samajaNa dvArA AvI che, Azayazuddhi. bIjI A samatA, AlaMbanazuddhi dvArA AvI che. zAstra sivAyanAM AlaMbano mana svIkAratuM nathI, zAsra sivAyano vicAra manamAM uThato nathI, zAstra choDIne anya viSayonI vicAraNA mana karatuM nathI, manamAM uThatA tamAma vicAronuM spaSTa mUlyAMkana zAstranA AdhAre thAya che ane mana samakSa AvI rahelA viSayone zAstranA AdhAre ja jovAmAM Ave che A AlaMbanazuddhi che. potAnI svataMtratA choDavI te samatA che, tattvaciMtanamAM. rAgadveSanI parAdhInatA toDavI te samatA che, jIvAtAM jIvanamAM kyAMka svataMtratA toDavAthI samatA maLe che. kyAMka parAdhInatA toDavAthI samatA maLe che. samatA vahetI rahe che, samatA adhyavasAya rUpa che ne karmonI nirjarA svarUpa paNa che. nirjarA gaMgAnI jema vahI rahI che, samAdhino anubhava AtmAne sAMpaDI rahyo che, baMne judI bAbata che chatAMya bheLI thaI gaI che. baMneno meLApa sukhada che. jasa vijaya jhIlata tAke saMga sAdhaka siddha bane, sAdhanAmAM agrasara bane ke bIjI koI avasthAmAM hoya, tene nirjarI rahelA karmo alaga dekhAya ane ughaDI rahelA AtmaguNo alaga dekhAya. sAdhaka beyamAM taraboLa bane. sAdhakane nisabata kevaLa AtmAthI che. karmo ghaTe che te AtmA mATe sAruM che, guNo prakaTe che te AtmA mATe sAruM che. kArya ane kAraNanI carcAmAM sAdhakane rasa nathI. sAdhakane zuddhimAM rasa che, nirjarAmAM paNa ane samatAmAM paNa. ~ 7) ~ Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asta/aanada/2nd proof zlokAMtara jAtA''naMdaghanena kA'pi yazaso'dvaitaMkarI yojanA saMgAd divyamaNerbhavenna kimaya:khaMDaH suvrnntvbhaag| zaddhA dhIrghaTitA sukhaM ca paramaM jAtaM bhavo naSTavAn kSIre nIravadudgataikarasatA sphArA ca siddhirvRtA / / AnaMdaghana ke saMga sujasa hI mile jaba taba AnaMda sama bhayo sujasa pArasa saMga lohA jo pharasata kaMcana hota hI tAke kasa khIra nIra jo mila rahe AnaMda jasa sumati sakhi ke saMga bhayo he ekarasa bhava khapAi sujasa vilAsa bhaye siddhasvarUpa liye dhasamasa ciMtana saMbhAvanA e adhUrI pAtratA che. pariNAma e saMpUrNa pAtratA che. saMbhAvanAne pariNAma banAvavAno AnaMda sAdhanA dvArA maLe che. -72 -11 Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prasanna thayelA saMte sevakane pArasamaNi Apyo. ghaNI sevA karI hatI sevake. saMta dUradezAMtarathI ghaNA vakhate sevakanAM ghare AvyA. saMtane thayuM : 'pArasamaNithI ghaNuM kamAyo haze." daravAjo Thokyo. saMte ghara joyuM. e ja purANA hAlahavAla hatA gharanAM. saMte prazna karyo : pArasamaNi kyAM che ? sevake kabATamAMthI kADhIne saMtane batAvyo. saMte pUchayuM : Ano upayoga nA karyo ? sevake kahyuM : A pArasamaNi loDhAne sonuM banAve tenI mane khabara che. lAkha rUpiyAnuM loDhuM lauM to A maNi tenAM mUla karoDonAM karI deze, pokko khyAla che. mane ema thayuM ke mArA AtmAne Ano sparza ApIne huM ja sonuM banI jAuM. roja mArI chAtIe bAMdhIne sUI jato. mAruM mana, mArA vicAro badalAyA ja nahIM. Ape Apelo maNi to camatkArI che paNa huM kaTAyeluM loDhuM chuM. huM sonuM na ja banyo. gurudeva ! mane mApha karI do. huM A pArasamaNine lAyaka nathI. meM Ano upayoga nA karyo. saMte e sevakane haMmeza mATe potAnI sAthe rAkhI lIdho. pAtratAnA be putra che. eka pAtratA che mULa svabhAva. bIjI pAtratA che svabhAvanI upalabdhi mATenI yogyatA. dareka AtmAno mULa svabhAva anaMta AnaMdamaya che. dareka AtmA pAse e muLa svabhAva sudhI pahoMcavAnI yogyatA nathI hotI. yogyatA nAmanI pAtratA vinA, svabhAva nAmanI pAtratA sudhI pahoMcI zakAtuM nathI. zarIrane AhAra baLa Ape che ke pAcanazakti baLa Ape che ? A praznano javAba saraLa che. pAcanazakti ja baLa Ape che. A pAtratA che. mULa svabhAva to UMcI dazA che. e dazAno alakha AnaMda Aje dUrasudUra dekhAya che paraMtu e AnaMda maLe tevI saMbhAvanA to che ja. saMbhAvanA upara kAma karavAnuM mana thAya te pAtratA che. bIjI pAtratA. sugama ane mAtaMtre A beno meLApa te saMbhAvanA ane pariNAmano meLApa che. saMbhAvanA hovAnI khuzI e prAthamika AnaMda che. saMbhAvanA dvArA eka nakkara pariNAma upalabdha thayuM tenI khuzI e tAttvika AnaMda che. ramavAno moko maLe TImamAM, e pahelI khuzI. TImamAM rahIne ramatA ramatAM TImane jItADavAno moko maLe te bIjI khuzI. saMbhAvanA e adhUrI pAtratA che. pariNAma e saMpUrNa pAtratA che. saMbhAvanAne pariNAma banAvavAno AnaMda sAdhanA dvArA maLe che. AnaMdaghana ke saMga sujasa hI mIle jaba taba AnaMda sama bhayo sujasa sAdhanAnI ekamAtra pUrvazarata che : pAtratA. gurumAM guru tarIkenI pAtratA hovI joIe. ziSyamAM ziSya tarIkenI pAtratA hovI joIe. tALI be hAthe vAge che. be sAdhaka bhegA rahetA hoya to baMnenI potapotAnI svataMtra pAtratA hovI joIe. pAtratA svataMtra hoya, sakriya hoya ane samarpita hoya to vikAsa thAya. Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asta/aanada/2nd proof pArasa saMga lohA jo pharasata kaMcana hota hI tAke kasa loDhuM saMbhAvanA laIne beThuM che. pittaLa ke plAsTikane pArasamaNi aDe to koI camatkAra thato nathI. camatkAra loDhA para ja thAya che. loDhAnI bhItaramAM chUpAyeluM sonuM pArasamaNine dekhAya che. guru pArasamaNi che. sparza dvArA camatkAra thAya che. siddha ane sAdhaka thavAnI pAtratA jIvamAM che. guru jIvane preraNAno sparza Ape che. jIva, sAdhAraNa vyaktimAMthI asAdhAraNa zakti banI jAya che. karma ane AtmA, khIra ane nIranI jema ekarUpa hoya te vibhAvadazA che. saMsAranI dazA che A. karma che mATe cetanA avarUddha che. cetanA parAdhIna che, te mULabhUta du:kha che. du:khanuM nivAraNa icchApUrtimAM nathI, icchAmuktimAM che. mAMDa A vAta jIvane samajAya che. jIvane A vAta sAMbhaLavA chatAM na samajAya tyAra sudhI te bhavAbhinaMdI gaNAya che. bhavyajIva paNa eka tabakke bhavAbhinaMdI hoya che. bIjI pAtratAno abhAva A tabake bhavyajIvamAM paNa hoya che. loDhuM kevaLa loDhuM ja hoya che tevuM nathI, tenI para khAsso evo kATa caDelo hoya che. bhavAbhinaMdI jIvane guru ke zAstranI koI asara nathI thatI. nimittonI asara paNa pAtratA hoya tyAre ja jovA maLe che. pAtratA na hoya tyAM nimitta paNa niSphaLa jAya. jIva apunabaMdhaka bane che. pApa karavAmAM tIvra rasa nathI raheto, saMsAra pratye gADha Asakti rahetI nathI ane maryAdAnuM pAlana vyavasthita thatuM rahe che. A pahelo ujAsa che. ahIMthI AlaMbana kAma karavA mAMDe che. apunabaMdhaka avasthA e dharmanI pahelI pAtratA che. yoganI pUrvasevA apunabaMdhakamAM hoya che. sAdhanAnI bhUmikA pUrvasevAmAM ghaDAya che. loDhuM che paNa kATa utarI gayo che. pArasamaNi aDe eTalI ja vAra che. camatkAra thavAno ja che. zubha AlaMbananA prabhAvaLe jIvanuM vicAravAnuM cAlu thAya che. manoyoganuM zubhadizA tarapha vaLavuM e sAdhanAkSetranI mahattvapUrNa ghaTanA che. mohanAM sAmrAjaya sAme A khatarAnI ghaMTaDI vAgI evuM kahI zakAya che. laDavAnuM jhanUna caDe ne laDatA na AvaDatuM hoya to jItanI saMbhAvanA che kema ke eka maraNiyo sone bhAre paDe che. laDatA AvaDatuM hoya paNa laDavAnuM jhanUna na hoya to jItanI saMbhAvanA nathI. rotA jAya e mUvAnA ja khabara lAve, apunabaMdhakane laDatA AvaDatuM nathI paNa tenAmAM laDavAnuM jhanUna AvyuM che. laDaze jarUra. laDato jaze ne zIkhato jaze. maMda mithyAtva, apUrvakaraNa, graMthibheda, anivRttikaraNa ane samyagdarzanano AvirbhAva, AgaLa vadhatI laDAInAM A lakSaNo che. samyagdarzanathI patana pAmelo jIva, mithyAtva pAme to paNa utkRSTakakSAno karmabaMdha karato nathI A muddo, rasabaMdhasApekSa che to paNa samyagdarzananI sparzanAno mahimA batAve che. je karmadazA pUrve hatI tenI pAse have nathI ja javAnuM-A siddhi anivRttikaraNathI maLI jAya che. A anivRttikaraNa, bIjA apUrvakaraNa pAse laI jAya che. AThamuM guNasthAnaka kramazaH AvI pahoMce che. A apUrvakaraNa bArame laI jAya che. kSINamola avasthA. have kaSAya nathI. laDAI pUrI thaI gaI che. teramuM guNasthAnaka to vijayanI udghoSaNA che. apunabaMdhakathI prAraMbha pAmelI kaSAyasahakRta vicAradhArA zubhatattvakendrita rahI te arthamAM tene sumati kahevAya che. A sumati thakI ja parama AnaMda pragaTa thayo che. uda Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ khIra nIra jo mIla rahe AnaMda jasa sumati sakhike saMga teramuM ke caudamuM guNasthAnaka sazarIra avasthA che, pachIno mokSa azarIra avasthA che, AnaMda traNeyano samAna che. AtmAnI cetanAno saMpUrNa ughADa thayo che teno gajabanAka AnaMda aMtarAtmA avikala bhAve anubhave che. cetanA te ja AnaMda, AnaMda te ja cetanA. AtamA pAse, saMvedanA tarIke samasta vizvano sAkSAtkAra hAjara che. loka-alokano pUrNa bodha. AtamA pAse, zuddhi tarIke nirmoha avasthAnuM abhaMga sAmrAjaya hAjara che. AtamA pAse, anubhUti tarIke AtamAnA = potAnA anaMta guNo akhaMDa bhAve anAvRtta che. AtamA pAse, sukha tarIke potAnuM sarvAgINa caitanya udghATita che. A badhuM ja avarNanIya AnaMda Ape che. AnaMda maLe evuM bolAtuM nathI kema ke je AnaMda pArako hoya te maLe che, maLyA pachI thoDA vakhatamAM osarI jAya che. AmAno ja A AnaMda hoya che. dUdhano pravAhI aMza pANI che. pANI UDI jAya to dUdha cIkaNo mAvo banI jAya. dUdhamAM jema pANI ekarUpa che tema AtamAmAM A AnaMda ekarUpa che. AtamAne AnaMdathI alaga nihALI nathI zakAto. AnaMdane AtamAthI alaga nihALI nathI zakAto. A avasthA lAvI ApanAra sumati che. bhalene e sumati nuM karmasApekSa svarUpa Aje e avasthAmAM maLatuM na hoya paraMtu sumati no anubhava to jIvaMta ja che. rAga nathI, dveSa nathI, moha kahetAM ajJAna nathI. Ano artha ja suta thAya ne. sumati ane AnaMdra paNa eka banI jAya che. bhayo he ekarasa doSano abhAva sumati che. guNano AvirbhAva AnaMda che. pUrNa doSAbhAva suta che. pUrNa guNAvirbhAva pUrNa AnaMda che. sumati pUrve vicAradhArA hatI. have sumati vizuddha pariNati banI gaI che. sumatinA traNa stara thAya che. 1. maMda mithyAtvathI samakita sudhI 2. samakitathI sarvavirati sudhI 3. sarvaviratithI sarvajJabhAva sudhI. kSAyika bhAvanI ajarAmara sumati siddha avasthAmAM che. prAraMbha hato tyAre AtmAnAM astitvano svIkAra karavA rUpe sumati AvI hatI. siddhi maLI tyAre AtmAnI anubhUti rUpe sumati AvI, AvI ane haMmezAnI sakhI banI gaI. sumati nimitta bhAve hatI te upAdAnabhAve ekAkAra banI gaI. AtmA zuddha, buddha, niraMjana, nirAkAra bane che teno yaza sumatine maLavo joIe. sumati sAthenI ekatAno ja prabhAva che ke anAdino bhAva tUTI jAya che. bhayo he ekarasa bhavakhapAi sujasa vilAsa - 7 - Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asta/aanada/2nd proof saMsAra sAme vijayanA vAvaTA pharake che. dhAryuM lakSya siddha thayuM che. mananI pele pArano malaka maLI cUkyo che. sAdhanA karatA hatA tyAre saMsAranI kriyA nahotI paNa-karavAnuM saMvedana hatuM ja, kartutvabhAva banyo raheto hato. bhavano aMta Avyo eTale--hovAnuM saMvedana ja bacyuM che, dRSTAbhAva AvI gayo che. badhuM ja dekhAya che. dekhAya che chatAM akSarazaH koInI kazI asara nathI, arIsAmAM pratibiMba paDe paNa arIso to jaDa ja rahe tema AtamAne badhuM ja dekhAya paNa AtamA to nirlepa ja rahe. karmo khatama thaI gayA che. saMsAra khatama thaI gayo che. ekalarAjA AtamarAma ja pUrNa svarUpe vilasI rahyA che. bhaye siddha svarUpa liye dhasamasa AsamAnane aDI lIdhuM che. eTalo jusso ane eTaluM joza che ke jItavAnuM kazuM bAkI nathI ne hAra ApavA javuM paDe tevI jagyA bacI nathI, teno thanaganATa che. karmo eka AtmA para jeTalA hatA te badhA ja khapAvI dIdhA, anaMta AtmAne lAgu paDelAM anaMta karmonI sAme, eka ja AtmAne lAgu paDelAM karmonI zI gaNanA thAya? siddha banelA AtmAe potAnA eka ja AtmA paranA karmone khAkha karyA che. teTaluM nAnuM kAryakSetra kema rahyuM? bIjA karmo bIjA AtmA para rahyA hatA e karmo jo A AtmA para hota to A AtmA emane khAkha karI nAMkhata. karmo ja thoDA hatA, karmone bALavAnuM baLa to ghaNuM hatuM. Aga hatI moTI paNa, jaMgala khUTI paDyuM temAM Aga zuM kare ? karmo sAmenI bagAvata jabbara hatI AtmAnI, paNa karmo eka ja AtmApUratA toDavAnA hatA to tUTI gayA sau. majA to juo. potAnAM karmone toDI paDyA pachI AtmA sAme kAryaNa mahAvargaNA niSphaLa pUravAra thaI rahI che. thoDAka koDAkoDI sAgaropamanI sthiti dharAvanArAM karmo mAthe hatAM tene DhIlA pADIne kramabaddha rIte toDI nAMkhyA. e karmo vikhUTA paDIne potAnA mULadhare jamA thaI gayA. have eka pA siddha che, bIjI pA AkhI kArmaNa mahAvargaNAno gaMjAvara skaMdha che. majAla che e skaMdhanI ke AtmAne kAMI paNa kare ? caitanyano jusso ane AtmasvabhAvanuM joza-e skaMdhane dUra aTakAvI rAkhe che, yei dhasamasa. AtmAnI anaMta anaMta zakti jAjavalyamAna banI gaI che. koI nahIM naDI zake, siddha svarUpa maLe tene lIdhe siddhabhagavaMtonI samakakSa avasthA maLe che. eka nahIM, be nahIM, lAkha ke karoDa nahIM balka anaMta siddha bhagavaMtonI haroLamAM besavA maLe che. zo ThATha? zo dabadabo ? e siddhabhagavaMtomAM ne A siddhamAM kazo ja pharaka nahIM. bodha, anubhava, avasthA badhuM ja e siddhabhagavaMtonI haroLamAM che. jarAya ochuM ke jhAMkhuM nathI. anaMta siddhabhagavaMtonA AnaMdane e jue. enA AnaMdane anaMta siddhabhagavaMto jue. je jue te badhuM ja pAchuM anubhave paNa kharuM. siddhazilA para birAje e AtamAmAM anaMtanI sarahadano abhedabhAva Alokita thato hoya che. A sthAne koI halAvI nathI zakavAnuM, A sthAnanI garimAne koI khaMDita nathI karI zakavAnuM. saMsAra nIce khaLabhaLATa bhale macAvato. A sthAne kazo pharaka nathI paDato. A sthAne AvelA AtmAomAMthI koI pAchuM jatuM nathI ane samaya vItato jAya che tema A sthAne navA navA AtmAM AvatA ja jAya che. saMsAranA tamAma jIvonAM tamAma sukhasaMvedano dRzyamAna che, - 79 - - 80 Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tamAma du:khasaMvedano paNa dRzyamAna che. e badhuM ja jaDa pudgalanI ramata che. siddhane enI koI asara nathI. bhUtakALa saMpUrNa kharI gayo che. bhaviSyakALa saMpUrNa salAmata che. vartamAnakALa saMpUrNa svastha che. siddha avasthAmAM zuM ghaTita thayuM che? vyaktitvanI saMpUrNa bAdabAkI, astitvanI saMpUrNa anubhUti. = 81 - - 8 -