Aptavani 01

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Foundation

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playing. He would not be able to articulate even a word, if he were to meticulously prearrange it. Only that which has been recorded will play.
Does it not often occur that even though you firmly make up your mind that you do not want to talk back to your motherin-law or your husband, you end up doing so anyway? What is it that spills out in the form of words? You had no desire to talk back. Your husband had no desire to be verbally abused. Then what makes you talk back? It is the prerecorded record that is playing, and absolutely no one can change it once it has been recorded.
There are times when you decide to confront and say certain things to a person but when you see that person with five other people, do you not return without uttering a word? Even if you want to say something you will be tongue-tied, does that not happen? If speech were under your control, you would be able to say what you desire, but does that happen? How can that happen? The speech of this Ambalal Muljibhai too is in the form of a record, despite having a body in which the Supreme Lord has completely manifested. I have no power or control over my speech. All I do is know and observe the kind of speech that is being uttered by Ambalal. Speech is completely inanimate. But this speech first touches the Lord present within before it flows outward and that is why it is spiritually alive. It is Saraswati (Goddess of speech) herself. The Goddess Saraswati you see in the pictures is an indirect form of Saraswati, whereas my speech is direct Saraswati, and one which destroys your sins of infinite lives.
an aspirant seeking the real 'gem'). But where can one find such a jeweler in this day and age? The poor wretched souls of today place a value of five rupees on a diamond worth five billion! And so the diamond itself has to disclose its own value. That is why today I myself have to say to you that I am God (The Enlightened One). Not even that but I am above God. I am completely vitarag. God, himself, has given me this status as his superior. He said, 'I was looking for a qualified person and I see that in you. I am completely vitarag and liberated. I cannot help anyone now. You are the omnipotent manifest form and despite having a physical body you too are completely vitarag and that is why I give you my power and make you my superior.' Today, I am the superior of the Lord of the fourteen worlds. This is the incarnation of Gnan with all the special powers. So come and kindle your lamp' and move on. Don't try to scrutinize everything. How can you measure the worth of the Gnani Purush who is immeasurable? How can you measure a Gnani Purush when at home your wife scolds vou and calls vou senseless? What qualifications do you have to assess a Gnani? Do you have that expertise? If you try to assess me, your intellect will become assessed instead. Instead, why don't you bundle your obstinacy and dispose it in a sewer and come to your senses. Accept with humility that you do not know anything and ask to be liberated from the wanderings of infinite lives. That is all you need to ask for and I will solve your puzzle of life. A Gnani can do whatever he chooses because he has the power to grant liberation. How many Gnanis can you find in this world? Five, ten? Alas! Gnanis are very rare indeed and a Gnani of the Akram path comes about once every million years and that too only in the peculiar time like the current cycle of Kaliyug! He will directly take you up in an 'elevator' instead of you having to climb steps and exhaust yourself. Thread your necklace with this priceless pearl; since this flash of lightening (manifestation of Akram Gnan) has occurred, thread this pearl in your necklace.
My speech is completely vitarag, completely syaad vaad (does not hurt anyone). The easiest way to recognize a Vitarag is through his speech. The value you place on this speech is dependent upon the level of your expertise as a jeweler' (as