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________________ AtmasAkSAtkAra prAptIce saraLa ANi acUka vijJAna Marathi jJAnI puruSa dAdAzrI ( dAdA bhagavAna)
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________________ jJAnIpuruSa parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAnAMcI divya jJAnavANI saMkalana : pUjya zrI dIpakabhAI desAI AtmasAkSAtkAra prAptIce saraLa ANi acUka vijJAna prakAzaka : ajIta sI. paTela, dAdA bhagavAna ArAdhanA TrasTa, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda - 380014. phona : (079) 39830100 (c) pUjya zrI dIpakabhAI desAI, trimaMdira, aDAlaja, jilA : gAMdhInagara, gujarAta. prathama saMskaraNa: 5,000 dvItIya saMskaraNa : 2,000 dravya mUlya : 10 rupaye bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' ANi 'mI kAhIca jANata nAhI', he bhAva ! mudraka aMbA oNphaseTa B-99, ilekTronIksa GIDC, ka-6 roDa, sekTara-25, gAMdhInagara- 382044 phona : (079) 39830341 novheMbara, 2016 jAnevarI, 2018 :
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________________ dAdA bhagavAna koNa? jUna 1958. saMdhyAkALacI aMdAje sahAcI veLa. surata sTezanavara aloTa gardI hotI. relvecyA pleTaphaoNrma naMbara tInacyA bAkAvara basalele zrI. aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela rupI dehamaMdirAta naisargika svarUpAta kityeka janmAMpAsUna vyakta hoNyAsAThI AtUra asalele 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe prakaTa jhAle ANi nisargAne sarjana kele adhyAtmAce adbhUta Azcarya! ekA tAsAta vizvadarzana lAbhale. mI koNa? bhagavaMta koNa? jaga koNa cAlavata Ahe ? karma mhaNaje kAya? muktI kazAlA mhaNatAta? ityAdI jagAtIla sarva AdhyAtmika praznAMce rahasya pUrNapaNe prakaTa jhAle. azA prakAre nisargAne vizvAlA pradAna kele eka advitIya, saMpUrNa darzana ANi yAce mAdhyama banale aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela. je hote gujarAtacyA carotara jilhyAtIla bhAdaraNa gAvace pATIla. kaoNnTraeNkTacA vyavasAya karaNAre ANi tarIhI pUrNa vItarAga puruSa. tyAMnA je jJAna prApta jhAle taseca phakta dona tAsAta itara mumukSUnA suddhA AtmajJAna prApta karUna deta asata tyAMcyA siddha jhAlelyA adbhUta jJAna prayogAdvAre. tyAlA akrama (kramavirahIta) mArga mhaTale jAte. akrama mhaNaje kramAzivAyacA ANi krama mhaNaje pAyarI pAyarIne. kramAkramAne vara caDhaNe. akrama mhaNaje liphTa mArga - zaoNrTa kaTa...! te svataH pratyekAlA 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa?' yAbaddalacI phoDa karUna detAnA mhaNAyace kI, "he disatAta te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nAhIta. he tara e.ema. paTela Aheta. AmhI jJAnIpuruSa Ahota ANi Ata prakaTa jhAle te dAdA bhagavAna Aheta. dAdA bhagavAna tara 'caudAloka' ce nAtha Aheta, te tumacyAta paNa Aheta, sarvAMmadhye Aheta. tumacyAta avyakta rupAta Aheta ANi 'yethe' mAjhyA Ata saMpUrNapaNe vyakta jhAlele Aheta. mAjhyA Ata prakaTa jhAlele 'dAdA bhagavAna' yAMnA mI paNa namaskAra karato." vyApArAta dharma asAvA paraMtu dharmAta vyApAra nasAvA. yA siddhAMtAne tyAMnI Apale saMpUrNa jIvana vyatIta kele. sAr2yA jIvanAta tyAMnI kadhIhI koNAkaDUnahI paise ghetale nAhIta. ulaTa svata:cyA vyavasAyAtUna jhAlelyA phAyadyAtUna bhaktAMnA yAtrA karavita asata.
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________________ akrama vijJAna AtmasAkSAtkAra prAptIce saraLa ANi acUka vijJAna 1. manuSya jIvanAce dhyeya kAya? he tara saMpUrNa jIvanaca phaeNkacara jhAle Ahe. kazAsAThI jagata Ahota yAce suddhA bhAna nAhI. dhyeya nasalele jIvana yAlA kAhI arthaca nAhI. paise yetAta ANi khAUna piUna majA karAyacI ANi divasabhara ciMtA kALajI karata rahAyacI yAlA jIvanAce dhyeya kase mhaNatA yeIla? durmiLa manuSya janma Ahe to asA vAyA ghAlaviNyAta kAya artha Ahe? tara maga manuSya janma prApta jhAlyAnaMtara svata:cyA dhyeyAparyaMta pohocaNyAsAThI kAya karAyalA have? saMsArika sukha, bhautika sukha have asela tara tumacyAjavaLa je kAhI asela te lokAMmadhye vATata rahA. ___ yA jagAcA niyama ekAca vAkyAta samajUna ghyA, yA jagAtIla sarva dharmAMcA sAra hAca Ahe kI jara tumhAlA sukha have asela tara itara jIvAMnA sukha dyA ANi duHkhaM have asela tara duHkhaM dyA. tumhAlA je anukUla asela te dyA. AtA koNI mhaNela kI AmhI itarAMnA sukha kase dyAyace, AmacyA javaLa paise tara nAhI. tevhA phakta paizyAMnIca sukha detA yete ase thoDeca Ahe, tara tyAMcyA prati tumhI oNblAijiMga necara (paropakArI svabhAva) ThevU zakatA, tyAlA kAhI ANAyace asela tara ANUna deU zakatA. tyAlA cAMgalA sallA deU zakatA. ase puSkaLa mArga Aheta oNblAija karaNyAsAThI.
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________________ dona prakArace dhyeya, saMsArika ANi AtyaMtika dona prakArace dhyeya nizcita kele pAhijeta. ApaNa saMsArAta ase jagAve kI ApalyAmuLe koNAlAhI trAsa hoU naye, koNAsahI du:khaM hoU naye. azA prakAre ApaNa uttama satsaMgI puruSa, khar2yA puruSAMcyA sahavAsAta rAhAve, ANi kusaMgAmadhye paDU naye, ase kAhI dhyeya asAyalA have. ANi dusar2yA prakAracyA dhyeyAmadhye pratyakSa jJAnI puruSa bheTale tara (tyAMcyAkaDUna AtmajJAna prApta karUna) tyAMcyA satsaMgAta rAhAve, tyAmuLe tumacI sarva kAme hotIla, sarva koDI soDavalI jAtIla. (ANi mokSa prApta hoIla.) mhaNaje manuSyAce aMtima dhyeya kAya asAve? mokSAlA jANyAceca! heca dhyeya asAyalA have. tumhAlAhI mokSAlA jAyace Ahe nA? kuThaparyaMta bhaTakAyace? anaMta janmAMpAsUna bhaTaka-bhaTaka... bhaTakaNyAta kAhIca bAkI Thevale nAhI nA! kazAmuLe bhaTakaNe jhAle? kAraNa 'mI koNa Ahe' heca jANale nAhI. svata:ce svarUpaca oLakhale nAhI. svata:ce svarUpa oLakhale pAhije. 'svataH koNa Ahe' yAcI oLakha karAyalA nako kA? itake phirUna suddhA tumhI oLakhale nAhI? kevaLa paise kamAvaNyAcyA mAge paDalAta? mokSAsAThI paNa thoDephAra kAhI karAyalA have kI nAhI? vAstavAta manuSya paramAtmA banU zakato, svataHce paramAtmapada prApta karaNe heca aMtima dhyeya Ahe. mokSa, dona TappyAta praznakartA : sAmAnyapaNe mokSacA artha AmhI janma-maraNApAsUna muktI asA karato. dAdAzrI : ho, he barobara Ahe. paNa jI aMtima mukti Ahe, tI sekanDarI sTeja (dusarA TappA) Ahe. prathama mokSa mhaNaje saMsArI du:khAMcA abhAva. saMsArAtIla du:khAta paNa duHkhaM vATata nAhI, upAdhimadhye paNa samAdhI rAhate, hA pahilA mokSa ANi maga hA deha suTalyAnaMtara AtyaMtika mokSa
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________________ Ahe. paNa pahilA mokSa itheca jhAlA pAhije. mAjhA mokSa jhAlAca Ahe nA! saMsArAta rAhUna saMsAra sparzata nAhI, asA mokSa vhAyalA pAhije. yA akrama vijJAnAmuLe ase hoU zakate. 2. AtmajJAnAmuLe zAzvata sukhAcI prAptI pratyeka jIva kAya zodhato? AnaMda zodhata Ahe, paraMtu kSaNabharahI AnaMda miLata nAhI. vivAha prasaMgAta gelAta kiMvA nATaka baghAyalA gelAta paraMtu parata duHkhaM he yeteca. jyA sukhAnaMtara duHkhaM yete tyAsa sukha kase mhaNAve? to tara mUrchitapaNAcA AnaMda mhaTalA jAIla. sukha tara paramenanTa (kAyamace) asate. he tara TempararI (tAtpurate) sukha Ahe ANi te suddhA kAlpanika Ahe, mAnalele Ahe. pratyeka AtmA kAya zodhato? nehamIsAThI sukha, zAzvata sukha zodhata asato. te 'hyAcyAtUna sukha miLela, tyAcyAtUna miLela, gADI ghetalI tara sukha miLela.' ase karata rAhato paNa tarIhI sukha kAhI miLata nAhI. ulaTa adhikAdhika jhaMjhaTImadhye guMtalA jAto. sukha svata:cyA Ataca Ahe, AtmyAtaca Ahe. mhaNUnaca AtmA prApta kelA tara (sanAtana) sukha prApta hoIla. sukha ANi duHkhaM jagAta sarvaca sukha zodhatAta paNa sukhAcI vyAkhyA nizcita karata nAhIta. sukha ase asale pAhije kI tyA sukhAnaMtara punhA kadhIhI duHkhaM yeNAra nAhI. ase eka tarIhI sukha yA jagAta asela tara zodhUna kADha, jA. zAzvata sukha tara svata:cyA Ata-svamadhyeca Ahe. svata:ca anaMta sukhAce dhAma Ahe ANi tarI nAzavaMta vastUMmadhye loka sukha zodhAyalA nighAle Ahe! sanAtana sukhAcA zodha jyAlA sanAtana sukha prApta jhAle, ANi tyAnaMtara jara tyAlA saMsArika
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________________ sukhAcA sparza jhAlA nAhI tara tyA AtmyAcI muktI jhAlI. sanAtana sukha hAca mokSa Ahe. dusar2yA koNatyAhI mokSAce AmhAlA kAya karAyace Ahe ? AmhAlA sukha have Ahe. tumhAlA sukha AvaDate kI nAhI AvaData? te malA sAMgA. praznakartA : tyAsAThIca tara dhaDapaData Ahota. dAdAzrI : ho, paNa te sukha tAtpurate asela tara cAlata nAhI. tyA sukhAnaMtara parata duHkhaM yete, mhaNUna te AvaData nAhI, sanAtana sukha asela tara punhA kadhI du:khaM yeNAra nAhI, ase sukha pAhije. jara ase sukha miLAle tara toca mokSa Ahe. mokSa mhaNaje kAya? tara saMsArI duHkhAMcA abhAva toca mokSa! nAhItara du:khAMcA abhAva hota nAhI, koNAlAhI nAhI! ekatara, yA bAheracyA vijJAnAcA abhyAsa, te tara jagAtIla vaijJAnika karataca asatAta nA! ANi dusare, he aMtara vijJAna mhaTale jAte kI, je svataHlA sanAtana sukhAkaDe gheUna jAte. mhaNaje svata:cyA sanAtana sukhAcI prAptI karavUna dete, tyAsa AtmavijJAna mhaTale jAte. ANi he je TempararI eDajasTamenTavAle sukha dete te sarva bAhyavijJAna mhaTale jAte. bAhyavijJAna tara zevaTI vinAzI Ahe va vinAza karaNArA Ahe ANi he akrama vijJAna sanAtana Ahe ANi sanAtana karaNArA Ahe! 3. I & My are separate (mI ANi mAjhe vegaLe Aheta.) 'jJAnI' ca maulika spaSTIkaraNa detAta. 'I' (mI) he bhagavaMta Ahe ANi 'My' (mAjhe) hI mAyA Ahe. 'My' is Relative to I'. 'I' is real AtmyAcyA guNAMcA 'I' madhye AropaNa kele tarI 'tumacI' zaktI khUpaca vADhela. mULa AtmA jJAnIzivAya
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________________ miLU zakata nAhI, paraMtu he 'I' ANi 'My' agadI vegaLeca Aheta. ase jara sarvAnAMca, paradezI lokAMnAhI jara samajale tara tyAMce duHkhaM phAra kamI hoIla, he vijJAna Ahe. akrama vijJAnAcyA yA AdhyAtmika risarcacI hI agadI navInaca paddhata Ahe. 'I' hA svAyatta bhAva Ahe. ANi My mAlakIbhAva Ahe. separeTa I enDa My tumhAlA sAMgitale kI, separeTa 'I' and 'My' vitha separeTara, tara ApaNa 'I' ANi 'My' lA separeTa (vegaLe) karU zakaNAra kA? 'I' ANi 'My' lA separeTa karAyalA have kI nAhI? ANi he kadhI nA kadhI tara jANAveca lAgela nA. separeTa 'I' ANi 'My' jase dudhAsAThI separeTara asate nA, tyAtUna malaI vegaLI karatAta nA? aseca he vegaLe karAyace Ahe. tumacyA javaLa 'My' sArakhI kuThalI goSTa Ahe ? 'I' ekATAca Ahe kI 'My' sobata Ahe? praznakartA : 'My' sobata asaNAraca nA. dAdAzrI : koNakoNate 'My' Ahe ApalyAjavaLa ? praznakartA : mAjhe ghara ANi gharAtIla sagaLayA vastU. dAdAzrI : sarva ApalI mhaNaNAra? ANi patnI koNAcI mhaNaNAra? praznakartA : tI paNa mAjhI. dAdAzrI : ANi mule koNAcI? praznakartA : tI paNa mAjhI. dAdAzrI : ANi he ghaDayALa koNAce ? praznakartA : te paNa mAjhe.
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________________ dAdAzrI : ANi he hAta koNAce? praznakartA : hAta paNa mAjheca Aheta. dAdAzrI : maga mAjhe Doke, mAjhe zarIra, mAjhe pAya, mAjhe kAna, mAjhe DoLe ase sAMgAla. yA zarIrAcyA sagaLyA vastUMnA mAjhe mhaNatAta, tevhA mAjhe mhaNaNAre 'ApaNa' koNa AhAta? yAcA vicAra nAhI kelA? 'My' nema iz2a 'caMdulAla' mhaNaNAra ANi maga bolaNAra 'mI caMdulAla Ahe.' yAta virodhAbhAsa nAhI vATata? (caMdulAlacyA jAgI vAcakAMnI svata:ce nAva samajAyace) praznakartA : vATata Ahe. dAdAzrI : tumhI caMdulAla AhAta, paNa yAcyAta 'I' ANi 'My' dona Aheta. he 'I' ANi 'My' ce dona relve lAina vegaLyAca asatAta. parelalaca (samAMtara) asatAta, kadhIhI ekatra yeta nAhIta. tarIpaNa ApaNa ekatra mAnatA, yAlA samajUna yAtUna 'My' lA separeTa karA. ApalyAta jo 'My' Ahe tyAlA ekA bAjUlA ThevA. 'My' hArTa, tara tyAlA ekA bAjulA ThevA. yA zarIrAtUna ajUna kAya kAya separeTa karAve lAgela? praznakartA : pAca indriye. dAdAzrI : ho, sarvaca. pAca indriye, pAca karmendriye. ANi maga 'mAya mAIMDa' mhaNatAta kI 'Aya ema mAIMDa' mhaNatAta? praznakartA : 'mAya mAIMDa' (mAjhe mana) mhaNatAta. dAdAzrI : mAjhI buddhI mhaNatAta nA? praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : mAjhe citta mhaNatAta nA? praznakartA : ho.
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________________ dAdAzrI : ANi 'mAya igoijhama' bolatAta kI 'Aya ema Igoijhama' bolatAta? praznakartA : 'mAya igoijhama' (mAjhA ahaMkAra). dAdAzrI : 'mAya igoijhama' mhaNAla tara tyAlA vegaLe karU zakAla. paNa tyAcyA puDhe je Ahe, tyAcyAta tumacA hissA kAya Ahe, he tumhI jANata nAhI. mhaNUna maga pUrNapaNe separezana nAhI hoU zakata. tumhI tumace kAhI maryAdeparyaMtaca jANU zakatA. tumhI sthUla vastUca jANatA, sUkSmacI oLakhaca nAhI. sUkSmalA vegaLe karaNe, naMtara sUkSmatara vegaLe karaNe, naMtara sUkSmatama vegaLe karaNe he tara jJAnI puruSAMce ca kAma Ahe. paNa eka eka karata sagaLe sperapArTasa vegaLe karata gele tara 'I' ANi 'My' donhI vegaLe hoU zakatAta nA? 'I'ANi 'My' donhI vegaLe kelyAnaMtara zevaTI kAya uraNAra ? 'My' lA ekA bAjulA Thevale tara zevaTI kAya uraNAra? praznakartA : 'I' (mI). dAdAzrI : ho 'I' teca ApaNa AhAta. basa, yA 'I' lAca riyalAIjha karAyace Ahe. tithe AmacI (jJAnIMcI) AvazyakatA asate. mI tumhAlA he sarva vegaLe karUna deIla. tyAnaMtara tumhAlA mI zuddhAtmA Ahe yAcA anubhava yeIla. anubhava AlA pAhije. ANi tyAcabarobara divyacakSu suddhA deto jyAmuLe Atmavata sarva bhUteSu, (sarvAMmadhye AtmA) disela. 4. 'mI' cI oLakha kazI? japa-tapa, vrata va niyama praznakartA : vrata,tapa, niyama he sarva Avazyaka Ahe kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : tyAce ase Ahe, kI auSadhacyA dukAnAta jitakyA
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________________ auSadhI asatAta, tyA sarva Avazyaka asatAta paNa te itara lokAMsAThI, tumhAlA tara jyA auSadhAcI AvazyakatA Ahe teca auSadha ghyAyace asate. tyAcapramANe vrata, tapa, niyama yA sarvAMcI AvazyakatA Ahe. yA jagAta kAhIca cukIce nAhI paNa he pratyekAcyA dRSTIne pratyekAcyA apekSene satya Ahe. praznakartA : tapa ANi kriyemuLe muktI miLate kA ? dAdAzrI : tapa ANi kriyene phaLa miLate muktI miLata nAhI. kaDUliMbAce jhADa lAvale tara kaDU phaLe miLatIla ANi AMbyAce jhADa lAvale tara goDa phaLe miLatIla. tulA jase phaLa have asela tase bI pera. mokSaprAptIce tapa tara vegaLeca asate, te aMtaratapa asate. loka bAherIla tapAMnA tapa samajUna basale Aheta. je tapa bAherUna disatAta te tapa mokSAsAThI upayogI paDaNAra nAhIta. tyA tapAce phaLa puNya Ahe. mokSAlA jANyAsAThI aMtaratapAcI AvazyakatA Ahe, adITha tapa have. praznakartA : maMtrajapAne mokSa miLato kI jJAnamArgAne mokSa miLato ? dAdAzrI : maMtrajapAne tumhAlA saMsArAta zAMtI miLate, manAlA zAMta karato te maMtra, tyAmuLe bhautika sukha miLatAta ANi mokSa hA jJAnamArgAzivAya hoU zakata nAhI. ajJAnAmuLe baMdhana Ahe ANi jJAnAmuLe muktI Ahe. yA jagAta je jJAna cAlata Ahe te indriyajJAna Ahe, tI bhrAMtI Ahe. atIndriya jJAna heca khare jJAna Ahe. jyAlA svataHcyA svarUpAcI oLakha karUna mokSa prApta karAyacA Ahe, tyAlA kriyecI garaja nAhI, bhautika sukhAMcI kAmanA Ahe, tyAMnA kriyecI garaja Ahe. mokSAsa jAyace asela tyAMnA tara jJAna ANi jJAnIcI AjJA, yA donaca goSTIMcI garaja Ahe. jJAnIca oLakha karUna detAta 'mI' cI praznakartA : ApaNa mhaNAlAta kI tumhI svataHlA oLakhA, tara svataHlA oLakhaNyAsAThI AmhI kAya karAve ? 8
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________________ dAdAzrI : tyAsAThI tara mAjhyAkaDe yA. malA sAMgA kI AmhAlA svata:cI oLakha karUna ghyAyacI Ahe, tevhA mI tumhAlA tumacI oLakha karUna deIla. praznakartA : 'mI koNa Ahe' he jANUna gheNyAcI jI goSTa Ahe, tI yA saMsArAta rAhUna kazI zakya hoU zakate? dAdAzrI : tara kuThe rAhUna jANU zakato tyAsa? saMsArAzivAya ANakhI kuThalI jAgA Ahe jethe rAhU zakato? yA jagAta sarva saMsArIca Aheta ANi sarva saMsArAtaca rAhatAta. ithe 'mI koNa Ahe' he jANaNyAsa miLela ase Ahe. 'ApaNa koNa AhAta' heca vijJAna samajAyace Ahe ithe. ikaDe yA, AmhI ApalyAlA oLakha karUna deU. mokSAsAThI sopA-saraLa upAya je mukta jhAlele Aheta tyAMcyAkaDe jAUna ApaNa tyAMnA sAMgAve kI sAheba, mAjhI muktI karUna dyA! hAca aMtima upAya. sarvAta cAMgalA upAya. 'svataH koNa Ahe' he nakkI jhAlyAvara tyAlA mokSagatI miLela ANi joparyaMta AtmajJAnIMzI bheTa hota nAhI toparyaMta AtmajJAnIMcI pustake vAcalI pAhijeta. AtmA vaijJAnika vastU Ahe. pustakAtUna prApta hoIla azI vastU nAhI. AtmA svataHcyA guNadharmAsahita Ahe, cetana Ahe ANi toca paramAtmA Ahe. tyAcI oLakha jhAlI mhaNaje jhAle, kalyANa jhAle ANi te tumhI svataHca AhAta. mokSamArgAta tapa-tyAga ase kAhIhI karAve lAgata nAhI. kevaLa jJAnI puruSa bheTale tara jJAnIcI AjJA hAca dharma ANi AjJA heca tapa. ANi heca jJAna, darzana, cAritra ANi tapa Ahe, jyAce pratyakSa phaLa mokSa Ahe. jJAnI puruSa bheTale taraca mokSAcA mArga sopA ANi saraLa hoUna jAto, khicaDI banaviNyApekSA suddhA sopA hoto.
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________________ 5. 'mI' cI oLakha-jJAnI puruSAkaDUna AvazyakatA gurucI kI jJAnIcI? praznakartA : dAdAjIMnA bheTaNyApUrvI koNAlA guru kele asela tara azA vyaktInI kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : tyAMcyAkaDe jAve. ANi jara jAyace nasela tara nakA jAU, tase he AvazyakahI nAhI. tumacI icchA asela tara jA ANi nAhI tara nakA jAU. tyAMnA du:khaM hoU naye, mhaNUna suddhA jAyalA have. tumhI vinaya ThevalA pAhije. ithe 'AtmajJAna' ghete veLI malA koNI vicArela kI , 'AtA mI guruMnA soDUna deU?' tevhA mI sAMgena kI 'nako soDU, are, tyA guruMcyA pratApAmuLe tara ithaparyaMta pohacU zakalAta.' saMsArAce jJAna paNa guruzivAya hota nAhI ANi mokSAce jJAna paNa guruzivAya hota nAhI. vyavahArAce guru 'vyavahArAsAThI' Aheta ANi jJAnI puruSa 'nizcaya' sAThI Ahe. vyavahAra rileTivha Ahe ANi nizcaya riyala Ahe. rileTivhasAThI guru haveta ANi riyalasAThI jJAnI puruSa haveta. praznakartA : ase suddhA mhaNatAta nA kI guruzivAya jJAna miLata nAhI. dAdAzrI : guru tara rastA dAkhavatAta, te mArga dAkhavatAta ANi 'jJAnI puruSa' jJAna detAta. jJAnI puruSa mhaNaje je sarvaca jANatAta, tyAMnA jANaNyAsAThI kAhIca bAkI rAhile nAhI. svataH tadsvarUpAta basale Aheta, mhaNUnaca, 'jJAnI puruSa' tumhAlA sarva kAhI detAta ANi guru tara saMsArAta tumhAlA mArga dAkhavatAta. tyAMnI sAMgitalyA pramANe kele tara saMsArAta sukhI hotA yete. ANi je Adhi, vyAdhI, ANi upAdhImadhye suddhA samAdhI avastheta ThevatAta te 'jJAnI puruSa.' praznakartA : guru dvArA jJAna prApta hote paraMtu jyA guruMnA AtmasAkSAtkAra jhAlA Ahe tyAMcyAkaDUnaca jJAna prApta hote nA? dAdAzrI : te 'jJAnIpuruSa' asale pAhijeta ANi te suddhA kevaLa
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________________ AtmasAkSAtkAra ghaDavUna dilyAne kAhI hota nAhI. 'jJAnI puruSa' tara, he jaga kase cAlata Ahe ? svataH koNa Ahe? he koNa Ahe ? ase sarva spaSTIkaraNa detIla tevhAca kArya pUrNa hoIla ase Ahe. paNa jara pustakAtaca guMtUna rAhilAta tara pustake tara 'madatanIsa' Aheta. te sAdhAraNa kAraNa Ahe asAdhAraNa (mukhya) kAraNa nAhI. asAdhAraNa kAraNa koNate Ahe ? te mhaNaje 'jJAnI puruSa!' arpaNa vidhI koNa karavU zakato? praznakartA : he jJAna gheNyA agodara arpaNa vidhI karavUna ghetAta nA, tara samajA yA pUrvI dusanyA koNA guru samakSa arpaNavidhI kelI asela ANi yethe punhA arpaNa vidhI kelI tara te yogya TharaNAra nAhI nA? dAdAzrI : guru arpaNavidhI karavUna ghetaca nAhIta. yethe ApaNa kAya kAya arpaNa karAyace? AtmyAzivAya itara sarvakAhI. mhaNaje sarvakAhI arpaNa tara koNI karataca nAhI nA! arpaNa hotahI nAhI ANi koNI guru tase sAMgatahI nAhI. te tara tumhAlA mArga dAkhavitAta. te mArgadarzakA cyA rUpAne kAma karatAta. AmhI guru nAhI, AmhI tara jJAnI puruSa Ahota ANi he tara bhagavaMtAce darzana karAyace Ahe. AmhAlA arpaNa karAyace nAhI, bhagavaMtAlA arpaNa karAyace Ahe. AtmAnubhUtI kazAprakAre hota asate? praznakartA : 'mI AtmA Ahe' he jJAna kazA prakAre hote? kAya kele tara svataH anubhUtI karU zakela? ___ dAdAzrI : tI anubhUtI karaviNyAsAThI tara 'AmhI' (jJAnI) yethe basalelo Ahota. AmhI jevhA jJAna deto tevhA 'AtmA' ANi 'anAtmA' yAMnA vegaLe karUna deto ANi maga tumhAlA gharI pAThavato.. jJAnaprAptI ApaNahUna hota nAhI. jara ApaNahUna jhAlI asatI tara 11
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________________ sarva sAdhU, saMnyAsI prApta karUna basale asate. paraMtu te tara jJAnI puruSAMce kAma Ahe. 'jJAnI puruSa' tyAce nimitta Aheta. jase auSadhAsAThI DaoNkTarAMcI garaja Ahe kI nAhI? kI maga tumhI svataHca gharI auSadha banavUna ghetA? tethe kase jAgRta rAhatA kI kAhI cUka jhAlI tara marUna jAU! ANi AtmyAsaMbaMdhI svataHca 'mikzcara' banavUna ghetA. zAstre gurukaDUna samajUna gheNyAaivajI svata:cyA buddhIne vAcalI ANi mikzcara banavUna piUna TAkale. yAlA bhagavaMtAnI svacchaMda mhaTale Ahe. yA svacchaMdAmuLe tara anaMtajanmAce maraNa jhAle! to tara ekaca janmAcA mRtyU hotA. akrama jJAnAmuLe rokha mokSa / sadhyA jJAnI puruSa pratyakSa hajara Aheta mhaNUna mArga suddhA miLela, nAhItara loka suddhA puSkaLa vicAra karatAta, paraMtu tyAMnA mArga sApaData nAhI va cukIcyA mArgAne cAlata rAhatAta. 'jJAnI puruSa' tara kadhIkALI ekhAdeca prakaTa hotAta, ANi tyAMcyAkaDUna jJAna miLate va AtmAnubhava hoto. mokSa tara yetheca rokha miLAyalA havA. yetheca dehAsahita mokSa anubhavAsa AlA pAhije. yA akramajJAnAmuLe rokaDa mokSahI miLato ANi anubhava suddhA yeto, ase Ahe! jJAnIca karavitAta AtmA-anAtmAcA bheda jase yA aMgaThIta sone ANi tAMbe donhI misaLalele Aheta. hI aMgaThI ApaNa gAvAta gheUna jAUna koNAlA sAMgitale kI, 'bhAU, yAtIla sone ANi tAMbe vegaLe karUna dyA nA!' tara kAya koNIhI karUna deila? koNa karU zakela? praznakartA : sonAraca karU zakela. dAdAzrI : jyAce he kAma Ahe, jo yAta eksaparTa Ahe, to sone ANi tAMbe donhI vegaLe karela. zuddha zaMbhara naMbarI sone vegaLe karela,
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________________ kAraNa to donhIMce guNadharma jANato, kI sonyAce gaNadharma ase Aheta ANi tAMbyAce guNadharma ase Aheta. taseca jJAnI puruSa AtmyAce guNadharma jANatAta ANi anAtmAce guNadharma paNa jANatAta. jase aMgaThImadhye sone ANi tAMbe mizraNa svarUpAta asela tara tyAlA vegaLe karatA yete. paNa jara sone ANi tAMbe donhI kampAunDa svarUpa jhAlele asela tara tyAMnA vegaLe karatA yeta nAhI, kAraNa yAmuLe guNadharma vegaLyAca prakArace hoUna jAtAta. azAprakAre jIvAcyA Ata cetana ANi acetanace mizraNa Ahe, te kampAunDa svarUpa nAhI. mhaNUnaca punhA svataHcyA svabhAvAlA prApta karU zakatA. kampAunDa jhAle asate tara kaLaleca nasate. cetanace guNadharma paNa kaLale nasate ANi acetanace guNadharma paNa kaLale nasate ANi tisareca guNadharma utpanna jhAle asate. paNa ase ghaDalale nAhI. he kevaLa mizraNa jhAle Ahe. jJAnI puruSa jagAtIla greTesTa sAyaMTisTa jJAnI puruSa heca jagAtIla greTesTa sAyaMTisTa (sarvazreSTha zAstrajJa) Aheta teca jANata asatAta ANi teca AtmA-anAtmAce vibhAjana karU zakatAta. evaDheca nAhI, tara tumacyA pApAMnA jALUna bhasmibhUta (rAkha) karU zakatAta, va divyacakSu detAta ANi he jaga kAya Ahe? kase cAlata Ahe? koNa cAlavita Ahe ? ityAdI sarva spaSTa karUna sAMgU zakatAta. tevhAca Apale kAma pUrNa hote. karoDo janmAMcI puNyAI udayAsa yete tevhA jJAnIce darzana ghaDU zakate. nAhItara darzana kuThUna hoNAra? jJAna prApta karaNyAsAThI 'jJAnI' lA oLakha, tyAzivAya dusarA kuThalAhI mArga nAhI. ANi zodhaNAr2yAMnA te bheTatAtaca. 6. jJAnI puruSa koNa? saMta ANi jJAnIcI vyAkhyA praznakartA : he je sarva saMta hoUna geleta tyAMcyAta ANi jJAnI yAMcyAmadhye kAya pharaka Ahe?
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________________ dAdAzrI : je tumacyAtalyA uNIvA dUra karatAta ANi cAMgalyA goSTI zikavatAta. je vAITa goSTI soDavatAta ANi cAMgalyA goSTI karaNyAsa zikavatAta, te saMta mhaTale jAtAta. pApakarmAMpAsUna vAcavatAta se saMta Aheta. paraMtu je pApa ANi puNya donhIpAsUna vAcavatAta te jJAnI puruSa. saMta puruSa khar2yA mArgAvara ANatAta ANi jJAnI puruSa muktI miLavUna detAta. jJAnI puruSa tara aMtima vizeSaNa mhaTale jAtAta te tara Apale (mokSAce) kAma siddha karUna detAta. khare jJAnI koNa? kI jyAMcyAta ahaMkAra ANi mamatA he donhIhI nAhI. jyAMnA AtmyAcA pUrNa anubhava AlA Ahe te jJAnI puruSa. te saMpUrNa brahmAMDAce varNana karU zakatAta. sagaLyA praznAMcI uttare deU zakatAta. jJAnI puruSa mhaNaje jagAtIla eka adabhUta Azcarya. jJAnI puruSa mhaNaje prakaTa divA. jJAnI puruSAMcI oLakha praznakartA : jJAnI puruSAlA kase oLakhAve? dAdAzrI : jJAnI puruSa tara kAhI na karatAca oLakhale jAtIla ase asatAta. tyAMcA sugaMdhaca, oLakhalA jAIla asA asato. tyAMce vAtAvaraNa kAhI vegaLeca asate. tyAMcI vANI suddhA vegaLIca asate. tyAMcyA zabdAMvarUnaca kaLate. are, tyAMce DoLe baghatAca jANIva hote, jJAnIkaDe khUpa vizvasaniyatA asate, jabaradasta vizvasaniyatA. ANi tyAMcA pratyeka zabda zAstrarUpa asato, jara samajale tara! tyAMcI vANI-vartana ANi vinaya manohara asatAta, manAce haraNa karaNAre asatAta. azI barIca lakSaNe asatAta. jJAnI puruSa abudha asatAta. kadhIkALI tyAMcA janma hota asato ANi tevhA lokAMce kalyANa hoUna jAte. tevhA lAkho manuSya (saMsArasAgara) pAra hoUna jAtAta. je AtmyAce jJAnI asatAta te parama sukhI asatAta, tyAMnA kiMcItamAtra duHkhaM nasateca. mhaNUna tethe Apale kalyANa hota asate. jyAMnI svata:ce kalyANa kelele Ahe teca Apale 14
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________________ kalyANa karU zakatAta. je saMsArasAgara pAra utarale teca ApalyAlAhI pAra karU zakatAta. tethe lAkho mANasa saMsArasAgara pAra karU zakatAta. zrImada rAjacaMdrAMnI kAya mhaTale Ahe kI 'jJAnI puruSa' koNa ? jyAMnA kiMcita mAtra, kuThalyAhI prakAracI spRhA nAhI, jagAtIla kuThalyAhI prakAracI bhika nAhI, upadeza deNyAcI suddhA jyAMnA bhika nAhI, ziSyAMcIhI bhika nAhI, koNAlA sudhAraNyAcI bhika nAhI, kuThalAhI garva nAhI, gAravatA nAhI, mAlakI bhAva nAhI teca jJAnI puruSa. 7. jJAnI puruSa - e. ema. paTela (dAdAzrI) dAdAzrI : 'dAdA bhagavAna,' caudAlokAce nAtha Aheta. te tumacyAtahI Aheta, paNa tumacyAta prakaTa jhAlele nAhIta. tumacyAta avyakta rUpAta Aheta ANi ithe vyakta jhAlele Ahe, vyakta jhAle te phaLa detAta. ekadA jarI tyAMce nAva ghetale tarI kAma hoUna jAIla ase Ahe. paraMtu oLakhUna bolalo tara kalyANa hoIla ANi sAMsArika goSTIMcI kAhI aDacaNa asela tara tI dekhila dUra hoIla. he disata Ahe te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nAhIta., he je disatAta, tyAMnA tumhI 'dAdA bhagavAna' samajata asAla nA ? paNa he disaNAre tara bhAdaraNace paTela Aheta. mI 'jJAnI puruSa' Ahe ANi Ata prakaTa jhAleta te dAdA bhagavAna Aheta. mI svataH bhagavAna nAhI. mAjhyAta prakaTa jhAlelyA dAdA bhagavAnAMnA mI suddhA namaskAra karato. dAdA bhagavAnAMsobata AmacA vegaLepaNAcAca (bhinnatecA) vyavahAra Ahe. paraMtu loka ase samajatAta kI he svata:ca dAdA bhagavAna Aheta. nAhI, svataH dAdA bhagavAna kase asU zakatIla? he tara paTela Aheta, bhAdaraNa gAvace. (he jJAna ghetalyAnaMtara) dAdAjIMcyA AjJece pAlana karaNe mhaNaje e.ema.paTela yAMcI AjJA nAhI. svataH dAdA bhagavAna je caudAlokAce nAtha Aheta, tyAMcI AjJA Ahe yAcI gaeNraMTI mI deto. he tara mAjhyA mAdhyamAtUna 15
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________________ yA sarva goSTI nighAlyA Aheta evaDheca, mhaNUna tumhI yA AjJece pAlana karA. mAjhI AjJA nAhI, dAdA bhagavAnAMcI AjJA Ahe. mI suddhA tyAMcyA AjJetaca rAhato nA! 8. kramika mArga - akrama mArga mokSAlA jANyAce dona mArgaH eka 'kramika' mArga ANi dusarA 'akrama' mArga. kramika mhaNaje pAyarI pAyarIne vara caDhaNe. jase jase tumhI parigraha kamI karata jAla, tase tumhI mokSAparyaMta pohocaNAra. te suddhA bar2yAca kALAnaMtara, ANi he akrama vijJAna mhaNaje kAya ? pAyar2yA caDhAyacyA nAhI. liphTamadhye basAyace ANi theTa bArAvyA majalyAvara pohocAyace, asA hA liphTacA mArga nighAlA Ahe. saraLaca liphTamadhye basUna, bAyako mulAMsobata ANi mulA-mulIMce lagna karavUna, sarva kAhI karUna mokSAlA jAyace. he sarva karUna suddhA tumacA mokSa haravaNAra nAhI. asA hA akramamArga, apavAda mArga suddhA mhaTalA jAto. to dara dahA lAkha varSAnaMtara prakaTa hota asato. tevhA je yA liphTamArgAta basaleta tyAMce tara kalyANa jhAle. mI tara nimitta Ahe. je hyA liphTamadhye basale tyAMce prazna tara suTaleca nA! upAya tara karAvA lAgela. AmhI mokSAlA jANAraca Ahota paNa tyA liphTamadhye basalyAcI khAtrI - purAve suddhA asAyalA have kI nAhI ? tyAcI khAtrI mhaNaje krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha hota nAhI. ArtadhyAnaraudradhyAna hota nAhI, mhaNaje maga kAma phatte jhAle nA. akrama karavito saraLatene AtmAnubhUtI kramika mArgAta atyAdhika prayatna kelyAnaMtara AtmA Ahe ase jANavate, te suddhA agadI aspaSTa ANi lakSa tara rAhataca nAhI. tethe tyAMnA lakSa ThevAve lAgate kI AtmA asA Ahe ANi akrama mArgAta tara tumhAlA saraLa AtmAnubhavaca hoUna jAto. Doke dukho, bhUka lAgo, bAhera bhale kitIhI aDacaNI yevota paNa AtIla zAtA (sukha pariNAma ) 16
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________________ kAhI jAta nAhI yAsa AtmAnubhava mhaTale Ahe. AtmAnubhava hA duHkhAlA suddhA sukhAta badalavito. ANi mithyAtvIlA tara sukhAta suddhA duHkhaM bhAsata asate. he akrama vijJAna Ahe mhaNUnaca itakyA lavakara samakita hota asate. he tara ati ucca prakArace vijJAna Ahe. AmhI AtmA ANi anAtmAmadhye mhaNaje ApalI ANi parakI vastU yAce vibhAjana karUna deto. he evaDhe tumace ANi he tumace nAhI. donhImadhye phakta vidhIna vana avara lAIna oNpha DimArkezana ( ekA tAsAtaca bhedareSA) AkhUna deto. tumhI svataH jarI kitIhI mehanata kelI, tarI lAkho janmAnaMtara suddhA he zakya hoNAra nAhI. 'malA' bheTalA toca adhikArI praznakartA : hA mArga itakA sopA Ahe, tara maga adhikAra, (pAtratA) ase kAhIca pAhAyace nAhI ? pratyekAMsAThI he saMbhava Ahe kA ? dAdAzrI : loka malA vicAratAta kI, 'mI adhikArI Ahe kA ?' tevhA mI sAMgitale, 'malA bheTalA, mhaNUna tU adhikArI Ahesa.' he bheTaNe mhaNaje tyA mAge sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa Ahe. mhaNaje malA jo koNI bheTalA, tyAlA mI adhikArI mAnato. he kazAcyA AdhArAvara bheTatAta? tara, adhikArI Aheta yA AdhArAvara te malA bheTatAta. malA bheTalyAnaMtarahI jara tyAlA prAptI hota nAhI, tara tyAce aMtarAya karma tyAla bAdhaka Aheta. kramAta karAyace ANi akramAta...... ekadA, ekA bhAU ne prazna kelA kI krama ANi akramamadhye pharaka kAya Ahe ? tevhA mI sAMgitale kI, krama mhaNaje, jase kI sagaLe sAMgatAta kI he ulaTe (cukIce) soDA ANi sulaTa (cAMgale ) karA. nehamI sarvAMnI 17
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________________ heca sAMgitale, yAce nAva kramika mArga. krama mhaNaje sarva soDAyalA sAMgaNe, kapaTa-lobha soDA ANi cAMgale karA. heca ApaNa pAhile nA AjaparyaMta? ANi he akrama mhaNaje, karAyace nAhI, karomi-karosikaroti nAhI! akrama vijJAna tara phAra moThe Azcarya Ahe, 'AtmajJAna' ghetalyAnaMtara lageca dusar2yA divasApAsUnaca manuSyAta parivartana hote. he aikatAca lokaM yA vijJAnAcA svIkAra karatAta va ithe AkarSita hoUna yetAta. akramamadhye mULAta AtUnaca suruvAta hote. kramika mArgAta zuddhatA AtUna hoU zakata nAhI. tyAce kAraNa tazI kepesiTI(kSamatA) nAhI, azI mazInarI nAhI mhaNUna bAheracI paddhata avalaMbavilI Ahe, paraMtu bAheracI paddhata Ata kevhA pohocaNAra? tara jevhA mana-vacana-kAyecI ekatA asela tevhAca Ata pohocaNAra ANi naMtara Ata suruvAta hoIla. mULAta (sadhyA) mana-vacana-kAyecI ekatAca rAhilI nAhI. ekAtmayoga tuTalyAmuLe apavAdarupAta prakaTalA akrama jagAne sTepa bAya sTepa (pAyarI pAyarIne) kramazaH puDhe jANyAcA mArga zodhUna kADhalA Ahe paNa to mArga toparyaMtaca yogya hotA kI joparyaMta vyaktI manAta asela taseca vANIne bolata asela ANi taseta vartana karIta asela. toparyaMta asA mokSamArga cAlU zakato. anyathA hA mArga baMda hoUna jAto. paNa hyA kALAta mana-vacana-kAyecI ekatA tuTalI Ahe mhaNUna kramika mArga phrakcara jhAlA Ahe, yethe sarva kAhI alAU (svIkAra) hota asate. tU jasA asazIla tasA. tU malA yethe bheTalA nA, tevhA basa! mhaNaje ApalyAlA ANakhI dusarI kAhI jhaMjhaTaca karAyacI nAhI. jJAnI kRpeneca prAptI praznakartA : tumhI hA jo akrama mArga sAMgitalA to tumacyAsArakhyA
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________________ jJAnIsAThI ThIka Ahe, saraLa-sopA Ahe paNa AmacyAsArakhyA sAmAnya, saMsArAta rAhaNAr2yA, kAma karaNAr2yA, lokAMsAThI he kaThINa Ahe. tyAvara kAya upAya Ahe? dAdAzrI : jJAnI puruSAta bhagavAna prakaTa jhAlele asatAta, caudAlokace (brahmAMDAce) nAtha prakaTa jhAlele asatAta, ase jJAnI puruSa lAbhale maga kAya bAkI rAhIla? tumacyA zaktine karAyace nAhI, tyAMcyA kRpeneca hoNAra Age. kRpemuLeca sarva pheraphAra hote. mhaNaje yethe tumhI je mAgAla te sarva hizoba pUrNa hotAta. tumhAlA kAhIca karAyace nAhI. tumhAlA phakta jJAnI puruSAMcyA AjJetaca rAhAyace. he akrama vijJAna Ahe. mhaNUna yA pratyakSa bhagavAnAMkaDUna kAma sAdhUna ghyAyace Ahe ANi te tumhAlA kSaNokSaNI (hajara) rAhate, eka dona tAsa nAhI paNa satata. praznakartA : mhaNaje tyAMnA sarva sopavalyAvara teca sarva kAhI karatAta? dAdAzrI : teca sarva kAhI karatIla. tumhAlA kAhIca karAyace nAhI, kelyAne tara karmabaMdhana hoIla. tumhAlA phakta liphTamadhye basAyace ANi pAca AjJA pALAyacyA. liphTamadhye basalyAnaMtara Ata uDyA mArU nakA. hAta bAhera kADhU nakA, evaDheca tumhAlA karAyace Ahe. kadhItarI asA mArga nighato, to puNyazAlI lokAMsAThIca Ahe, jagAtale he akarAve Azcarya Ahe! apavAdAtmaka jyAlA miLAle tyAce kAma jhAle. _ 'akrama mArga' cAlUca Ahe yAta mAjhA hetU evaDhAca Ahe kI mI je sukha prApta kele te sukha tumhI suddhA prApta karAve. mhaNaje ase je he vijJAna prakaTa jhAle Ahe te kAhI aseca dabUna rAhaNAra nAhI. AmhI AmacyA mAge jJAnIMcI vaMzavela soDUna jAU. Amace uttarAdhikArI soDUna jAU ANi tyAcyA naMtara jJAnIcI liMka cAlU rAhila. mhaNUna sajIvana mUrti zodhA, tyAzivAya mArga nighaNAra nAhI.
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________________ mI tara kAhI lokAMnA ApalyA hAtAne siddhi pradAna karaNAra Ahe. naMtara koNI have kI nako? naMtara lokAMnA mArga tara havA nA? 9. jJAnavidhI kAya Ahe? praznakartA : ApalI jJAnavidhI kAya Ahe ? dAdAzrI : jJAnavidhI tara pudgala (anAtmA) ANi AtmyAce separezana karate. zuddha cetana ANi pudgala donhIce separezana. praznakartA : hA siddhAMta tara barobara Ahe, paraMtu tyAcI paddhata kAya Ahe? dAdAzrI : yAcyAta deNegheNe kAhI hota nAhI, kevaLa ithe basUna jase Ahe tase bolAyacI AvazyakatA Ahe ('mI koNa Ahe' tyAcI oLakha, jJAna prApta karavUna deNyAcA dona tAsAcA jJAnaprayoga Ahe. tyAta aThecALIsa miniTa AtmA-anAtmAcA bheda karaNArI bhedavijJAnAcI vAkye bolavUna ghetalI jAtAta. jI sarvAMnI ekatra basUna samUhAta bolAyacI asatAta. tyA naMtara ekA tAsAta pAca AjJA udAharaNaM deUna savistara samajAvalI jAtAta, kI AtA bAkIce jIvana kase vyatIta kele pAhije kI jyAmuLe navIna karma bAMdhalI jANAra nAhIta ANi jUnI karma pUrNapaNe saMpatIla, tyAcabarobara 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe' he lakSa nehamI rAhila.) 10. jJAnavidhImadhye kAya kele jAte? AmhI jJAna deto, tyAmuLe karma bhasmIbhUta hotAta ANi tyAveLI puSkaLa AvaraNaM tUTatAta. tevhA bhagavaMtAcI kRpA hote tyAca sobata to svataH jAgRta hoto. jAgalyAnaMtara hI jAgRti jAta nAhI. naMtara niraMtara jAgRta rAhU zakato, mhaNaje niraMtara pratIti rAhaNAraca. AtmyAcA anubhava jhAlA, mhaNaje dehAdhyAsa suTalA. dehAdhyAsa suTalA, mhaNaje karma bAMdhaNe thAMbale. pahilI muktI ajJAnatepAsUna miLate. maga eka dona janmAnaMtara aMtima muktI miLate.
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________________ jJAnAgnine hotAta karma bhasmibhUta jyA divazI he 'jJAna' detAta tyAdivazI kAya hote ? jJAnAgnine tyAMcI jI karma Aheta, tI bhasmibhUta hoUna jAtAta. dona prakAracI karma bhasmibhUta hotAta. ANi eka prakArace karma bAkI rAhatAta. jI karma vApha rupeta Aheta, tyAMcA nAza hoto. ANi jI karma pANIsvarUpa Aheta, tyAMcA suddhA nAza hoto paNa jI karma barphasvarUpa Aheta, tyAMnA mAtra bhogAveca lAgate. kAraNa tI jamalelI Aheta ANi tI karma phaLa deNyAsAThI tayAra jhAlelI Aheta, tI maga soData nAhI. paNa pANI ANi vAphasvarUpa jI karma Aheta, tyAMnA jJAnAgni uDavUna lAvate, mhaNUna jJAna miLatAca loka ekadama halake hoUna jAtAta, tyAMcI jAgRti ekadama vADhate. kAraNa joparyaMta karma bhasmibhUta hota nAhIta toparyaMta jAgRti vADhataca nAhI mANasAcI. je barphasvarUpa karma Ahe te tara ApalyAlA avazya bhogAyace rAhileta. ANi te paNa saraLapaNe kase bhogAyace tyAce sagaLe mArga AmhI sAMgitale kI, 'bhAU, yA 'dAdA bhagavAnAMcA asIma jaya jayakAra ho' bolA, trimaMtra bolA, naU kalame bolA. ' saMsArI du:khAMcA abhAva to muktIcA pahilA anubhava mhaTalA jAto. AmhI 'jJAna' dilyAnaMtara lageca dusar2yAca divazI tumhAlA hA anubhava yeto. maga zarIrAce ojhe, karmAce ojhe he sarva tuTatAta to dusarA anubhava. maga itakA AnaMda hoto kI tyAce varNanaca hoU zakata nAhI ! ! ! praznakartA : tumacyAkaDUna jJAna miLAle teca AtmajJAna Ahe nA ? dAdAzrI : miLAle te AtmajJAna nAhI, tumacyA Ata je prakaTa jhAle te AtmajJAna Ahe. jJAnavidhIta AmhI tumacyAkaDUna bolavUna gheto ANi tumhI bolatA tyAsobataca pApaM bhasmibhUta hotAta ANi Ata jJAna prakaTa hote. tumacyA Ata te prakaTa jhAle Ahe nA ? praznakartA : ho, jhAle Ahe. dAdAzrI : AtmA prApta karaNe hI kAhI sopI goSTa nAhI. tyAmAge 21
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________________ (jJAnavidhIcyA veLI) jJAnAgnine pApa bhasmibhUta hotAta. ANakhI dusare kAya hote? AtmA ANi deha vegaLe hoUna jAtAta, tisare kAya hote kI bhagavaMtAcI kRpA utarate. tyAmuLe maga niraMtara jAgRtI utpanna hote ANi prajJecI suruvAta hote. dvitIyetUna paurNimA AmhI jJAna deto tevhA anAdikALApAsUna, mhaNaje lAkho janmAcI amAvasyA hotI. amAvasyA samajate kA tumhAlA? 'no mUna' anAdikALApAsUna kALokhAtaca jagata Aheta sarva. ujeDa hA pAhilAca nAhI. caMdra pAhilAca nAhI! AmhI jJAna deto tevhA caMdramA prakaTa hoto. tevhA prathama dvitIyecyA caMdrAsArakhA ujeDa hoto. AmhI deto pUrNa jJAna paNa tarI suddhA Ata prakaTa kitI hote? dvitIyecyA caMdrAitakAca. naMtara hyA janmAta tumhAlA paurNimeparyaMtace kAma karuna ghyAyace. naMtara dvitIyetUna tRtIyA, tRtIyetUna caturthI, caturthItUna paMcamI hoNAra.... ANi paurNimA jhAlI kI maga to pUrNa jhAlA! arthAt kevaLajJAna prApta jhAle. karma bAMdhale jANAra nAhIta, karma bAMdhAyace thAMbatIla. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha baMda hotIla. pUrvI vAstavAta tumhI svata:lA caMdubhAU mAnata hotA, tIca bhrAMtI hotI. mhaNaje vAstavAta mI caMdubhAU Ahe hI bhrAMtI gelI. AtA tumhAlA jyA AjJA dilyA Aheta tyA AjJAMmadhye rAhAyace. ___ tumhI jevhA jJAnavidhIta yAla tevhA tumacI sarva pApe mI dhuvUna TAkela, naMtara tumhAlA svataHce doSa disAyalA lAgatIla. ANi jevhA svataHce doSa disAyalA lAgale tevhA samajA kI mokSAlA jANyAcI tayArI suru jhAlI. 11. AtmajJAna prAptInaMtara AjJApAlanAce mahattva. AjJA, jJAnAcyA rakSaNAsAThI AmhI jJAna dilyAnaMtara tumhAlA AtmAnubhava hoto. tyA naMtara koNate 22
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________________ kAma urale? jJAnI puruSAcyA AjJece pAlana karaNyAce. AjJA hAca dharma ANi AjJA heca tapa. AmacyA AjJA saMsAra vyavahArAmadhye bilakula bAdhaka hota nAhIta. saMsArAta rAhUna suddhA saMsArAcA pariNAma hota nAhI, ase he akrama vijJAna Ahe. sadhyAcA hA kALa asA Ahe kI sarvatra kusaMga Ahe. svayaMpAka gharApAsUna te oNphisaparyaMta, gharAta, rastyAta, bAhera, basamadhye, Trenamadhye sagaLIkaDeca kusaMga Ahe. kusaMga Ahe mhaNUna he je jJAna mI tumhAlA dona tAsAta dile Ahe tyAsa hA kusaMgaca khAUna TAkela. kusaMga nAhI kA khANAra? mhaNUnaca tyAsAThI pAca AjJAMce proTekzana mhaNajeca saMrakSaNAMce kuMpaNa dile kI tyAcyA rakSaNAta rAhilAta tara AtIla sthitIta jarA suddhA pharaka paDaNAra nAhI. he jJAna tyAlA jase dile Ahe tyAca sthitIta rAhila. jara kuMpaNa tuTale tara te jJAna naSTa hoIla. sarva dhuLIta miLela. he jJAna tara mI tumhAlA dile ANi bhedajJAnAne vegaLe paNa kele paNa AtA te vegaLeca rAhU dyA. yA sAThI proTekzana deto kI jyAmuLe hA jo kaliyuga Ahe, he kaliyugavAle tyAlA luTUna na nevo. 'bodhabIja' cA aMkura ugavalyAnaMtara pANI vagaire ziMpaDAyalA have nA? jopAsanA tara karAvI lAgaNAra kI nAhI? 'jJAna' naMtara kuThalI sAdhanA?' praznakartA : yA jJAnAnaMtara AtA kuThalyA prakAracI sAdhanA karAyalA havI? dAdAzrI : sAdhanA tara, yA pAca AjJAMce pAlana karatAta nA tIca! AtA ANakhIna kuThalI sAdhanA nAhI. dusarI sAdhanA baMdhanakartA Ahe. yA pAca AjJA soDavaNAr2yA Aheta. praznakartA : yA jyA pAca AjJA Aheta, yAcyA vyatirikta ANi kAhI Ahe?
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________________ dAdAzrI : pAca AjJAMce eka kuMpaNa Ahe, tumacyAsAThI. jyAmuLe Ata tumacA mAla koNI coru zakaNAra nAhI, he kuMpaNa jara tumhI sAMbhALUna Thevale tara Ata AmhI je dile Ahe te ekjhekTa, tasecyA taseca rAhila, ANi kuMpaNa kamajora jhAle tara koNI Ata ghusUna bighaDavela. tevhA parata malA ripera karAyalA yAve lAgela. mhaNUna yA pAca AjJAMmadhye rAhAla toparyaMta niraMtara samAdhIcI AmhI gaeNraMTI deto. AjJApAlanAmuLe vegAne pragatI praznakartA : Apale jJAna prApta kelyAnaMtara AmacI, mahAtmyAMcI jI pragatI hote tyA pragatIce vega kazAvara avalaMbUna asela ? kAya kelyAne vegAne pragatI hoIla ? dAdAzrI : pAca AjJA pALalyA tara sarva kAhI vegAne hoIla, pAca AjJAca pragatIce kAraNa Ahe. pAca AjJA pALalyAne AvaraNe tuTU lAgatAta. zaktI prakaTa hoU lAgatAta. jyA zaktI avyakta Aheta tyA vyakta hoU lAgatAta. pAca AjJAMce pAlana kelyAmuLe aizvarya vyakta hota asate. sarva prakAracyA zaktI prakaTa hotAta. sarvakAhI AjJApAlanAvara avalaMbUna Ahe. AmacyA AjJecyAprati sinsiyara rAhaNe to sarvAta moThA, mukhya guNa Ahe, AmacyA AjJAMce pAlana kelyAmuLe jo abudha jhAlA to AmacyA sArakhAca hoNAra nA! paraMtu joparyaMta AjJAMce sevana karata Ahe, toparyaMta AjJemadhye pheraphAra vhAyalA nako. maga kAhIca harakata nAhI. dRDha nizcayAneca AjJA pAlana ! dAdAjIMcyA AjJAMce pAlana karAyace Ahe, hIca sarvAta moThI goSTa Ahe. AjJAMce pAlana karAyacA nizcaya karAyalA havA. AjJAMce pAlana hota Ahe kI nAhI te tumhAlA pAhAyace nAhI. AjJAMce pAlana jitake hoU zakela titake barobara, paNa tumhAlA nizcaya karAyalA havA kI AjJAMce pAlana karAyace Ahe. 24
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________________ praznakartA : AjJA kamI-jAsta pALalI gelI tara kAhI harakata nAhI nA? dAdAzrI : 'harakata nAhI' ase nAhI. tumhI nizcaya karA kI AjJA pALAyacyAca Ahe! sakALapAsUnaca nizcaya karA kI, 'pAca AjJAMmadhyeca rAhAyace Ahe, AjJA pALAyacyAca Aheta.' nizcaya kelA, tevhApAsUnaca mAjhyA AjJeta AlAta, malA itakeca have Ahe. AjJA pAlana karAyalA visaralAta tara pratikramaNa karA, kI 'he dAdAjI, he dona tAsa visaralo, ApalI AjJA visaralo paNa malA tara AjJA pALAyacyAca Ahe, malA kSamA karA.' tara mAgace sAre mApha, zaMbharA paikI zaMbhara mArka pUre, maga tyAcI jokhimadArI rAhilI nAhI. AjJeta yeUna gelAta tara saMsAra sparza karU zakaNAra nAhI. AmacyA AjJece pAlana kelyAmuLe tumhAlA kAhIhI sparza karaNAra nAhI. ___ 'AjJA' pALalyAne khar2yA puruSArthAcI suruvAta mI tumhAlA jJAna dile tevhA tumhAlA prakRtIpAsUna vegaLe kele. 'mI zuddhAtmA' mhaNaje puruSa ANi tyAnaMtara kharA puruSArtha Ahe, riyala puruSArtha Ahe hA. praznakartA : riyala puruSArtha ANi rileTivha puruSArtha yA doghAMmadhIla pharaka sAMgA nA! dAdAzrI : riyala puruSArthAta karAyace kAhIca nasate. doghAMmadhye pharaka hA Ahe kI riyala puruSArtha mhaNaje 'pAhaNe' ANi 'jANaNe.' ANi rileTivha puruSArtha mhaNaje kAya? bhAva karaNe. mI ase karena.. tumhI caMdubhAU hote ANi tevhA je puruSArtha karata hote to bhrAMtIcA puruSArtha hotA. paraMtu jevhA 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe' yAcI prAptI kelI ANi tyAnaMtara puruSArtha karAla, dAdAMcyA pAca AjJAMmadhye rahAla to hoIla riyala puruSArtha. puruSa hoUna puruSArtha kelA ase mhaTale jAte.
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________________ praznakartA : jJAnabIja perale toca prakAza Ahe, tIca jyotI Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : ho, toca! paraMtu te kevaLa bIjarupAne. AtA haLUhaLU paurNimA hoIla. pudgala ANi puruSa vegaLe jhAlyAnaMtara kharA puruSArtha suru hoto. ANi jithe puruSArtha suru jhAlA tithe dvitIyepAsUna paurNimeparyaMta pohocela. ho! AjJA pAlana kelyAmuLe ase ghaDate. ANakhI kAhI karAyace nAhI, phakta AjJAMce pAlana karAyace Ahe. praznakartA : dAdAjI, puruSa jhAlyAnaMtaracyA puruSArthAce thoDe varNana sAMgAla kA? tI vyaktI maga vyavahArAta kazI vAgata asate? dAdAzrI : he sarva vyavahArAtaca Ahe nA, Apale sarva jJAna ghetalele mahAtmA pAca AjJAMmadhye rAhatAtaca nA! pAca AjJA teca dAdA, toca riyala puruSArtha. pAca AjJA pALAyacA hAca puruSArtha. ANi pAca AjJA pALaNyAcA pariNAma svarUpa kAya hote? jJAtA-dRSTA padAmadhye rAhatA yete. ANi AmhAlA koNI vicArale kI kharA puruSArtha kAya? tara AmhI sAMgU jJAtA-dRSTA rAhAyace hAca. yA pAca AjJA jJAtA-dRSTA padAta rAhaNyAceca zikavatAta nA! AmhI pAhato jithe jithe jyAne khar2yA manAne, hRdayApAsUna puruSArtha suru kelelA Ahe tyAMcyAvara AmacI kRpA avazya asaNAraca. 12. AtmAnubhava tIna TaNyAta, anubhava-lakSa-pratitI praznakartA : AtmyAcyA anubhavAnaMtara kAya hote? dAdAzrI : AtmyAcA anubhava jhAlA mhaNaje dehAdhyAsa suTalA. dehAdhyAsa suTalA mhaNaje karma bAMdhAyace thAMbale. yAcyAhUna adhika kAya have? 26
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________________ agodara caMdubhAU kAya hote ANi Aja caMdubhAU kAya Ahe he samajatA yete. he parivartana kase ghaDate? tara AtmanubhAvAmuLe. Agodara dehAdhyAsAcA anubhava hotA, ANi AtA hA AtmAnubhava Ahe. pratIti mhaNaje mAnyatA pUrNa zaMbhara Takke badalalI ANi 'mI zuddhatmAca Ahe' hIca goSTa nizcita jhAlI. 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe' azI zraddhA basate paNa parata tI tuTate paraMtu pratIti tuTata nAhI. arthAt zraddhA badalU zakate paNa pratIti mAtra kadhIhI badalata nAhI. pratitI mhaNaje samajA AmhI yethe eka kAThI ThevalI AtA jara tyA kAThIvara khUpa dabAva AlA tara tI jarA azI vAkaDI hoIla paraMtu sthAna soDaNAra nAhI. jarI kitIhI karmAcA udaya AlA, agadI vAITa udaya AlA paNa tarIhI sthAna soDaNAra nAhI. 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe' he kadhI lupta hoNAra nAhI. anubhava, lakSa ANi pratitI he tInahI rAhatIla. pratitI nehamIsAThI rAhIla. lakSa kadhI-kadhI rAhIla. vyApArAta kiMvA kuThalyAtarI kAmAta vyasta jhAle kI lakSa haravela paNa kAma saMpalyAvara te punhA prApta hoIla. anubhava kevhA yeIla kI jevhA kAma vagaire sarvAtUna nivRtta hoUna ekAMtAta basale asAla tevhA anubhavAcA svAda yeIla. tase anubhava tara vADhataca jAto. anubhava lakSa ANi pratitI pAyA Ahe. to pAyA banalyAnaMtaraca lakSa utpanna hote, tyAnaMtara 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe' he niraMtara lakSAta rAhate. jevhA ArAmAta nivAMta basale asAla ANi kAhIveLesAThI jJAtA-dRSTA rAhile tevhA te anubhavAta yete. 13. pratyakSa satsaMgAce mahattva guMtAguMtIcyA samAdhAnAsAThI satsaMgAcI AvazyakatA yA akrama vijJAnAcyA mAdhyamAtUna tumhAlA dekhIla AtmAnubhavaca 27
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________________ prApta jhAlA Ahe. paraMtu te tumhAlA sahaja prApta jhAlA Ahe mhaNUna tumhAlA svataHlA phAyadA hoto, pragatIcI suruvAta hote. jJAnIcyA paricayAta jAstIta jAsta rAhUna samajUna gheNyAcI garaja Ahe. he jJAna khUpa sakhola samajAve lAgela. kAraNa kI he jJAna ekA tAsAta dile Ahe. kitI moThe jJAna! karoDa varSAta suddhA nAhI hoU zakela te jJAna yethe mAtra ekA tAsAta hota asate! paraMtu te besika (pAyAbhUta) jJAna prApta hote tevhA savistara samajUna ghyAve lAgela nA? tyAsa savistara samajaNyAsAThI jara tumhI mAjhyA javaLa basUna prazna vicArAla tara mI tumhAlA samajAvela. mhaNUnaca AmhI mhaNata asato kI satsaMgAcI nitAMta AvazyakatA Ahe. tumhI jasajase vicArata jAla tasatasA tumacA guMtA ulagaData jAIla. jyAMnA Tocata asela tyAMnI vicArAve. bIja rovalyAnaMtara pANI ziMpaDaNe Avazyaka praznakartA : jJAna ghetalyAnaMtara dekhIla 'mI zuddhatmA Ahe' he dhyAnAta ThevAve lAgate te thoDese kaThINa Ahe. dAdAzrI : nAhI, ase (ApoApa) vhAyalA pAhije. ThevAve lAgata nAhI, te ApoApaca rAhIla. tyAsAThI kAya karAve lAgela? tyAsAThI mAjhyAjavaLa yeta rAhAve lAgela. bI rovalyAnaMtara pANI ziMpaDAyalA pAhije te ziMpaDale jAta nAhI mhaNUna tara sagaLyA aDacaNI yetAta. tumhI vyApArAta lakSa dile nAhI tara kAya hoIla? praznakartA : vyApAra basela. dAdAzrI : ho, aseca yAta suddhA Ahe, jJAna prApta kelyAnaMtara tyAvara pANI ziMpaDAve lAgela, tevhAca ropaTe moThe hoIla. choTe ropaTe asate nA, tyAvara suddhA pANi ziMpaDAve lAgate. tara kadhI mahinyA dona mahinyAne thoDe pANI ziMpaData jA tumhI. 28
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________________ praznakartA : gharI ziMpaDato nA. dAdAzrI : nAhI, gharI asalele cAlaNAra nAhI. ase kadhI cAlela kA? jJAnI pratyakSa yethe Ale asatIla ANi tarI tumhAlA tyAcI kiMmataca nAhI! zALeta gelelAta kI nAhI? kitI varSe gelAta? praznakartA : dahA varSa. dAdAzrI : maga tevhA tithe kAya zikalAta? bhASA! hI iMgrajI bhASA zikaNyAsAThI dahA varSe kADhalI, maga yethe mAjhyAjavaLa tara mI phakta sahA mahineca sAMgato. sahA mahineca jara mAjhyA mAge phirata rAhilAta tara tumace(mokSAce) kAma hoUna jAIla. dRDha nizcaya asela tara aMtarAya tuTatIla praznakartA : mAjhe bAherace sarva kAryakrama Tharale Aheta tyAmuLe yeNyAsa aDacaNa hoIla. dAdAzrI : he tara ApalA bhAva sTrA~ga asela tara tyA aDacaNI dUra hotIla. tumacA bhAva majabUta Ahe kI pokaLa Ahe te baghUna ghyAyace. gaeNraMTI satsaMgAne, saMsArAcyA phAyadyAcI dAdAzrI : mAjhyAkaDe sarva vyApArI yetAta nA, te ase vyApArI asatAta kI te jara dukAnAta eka tAsa uzirA gele tara pAcaze-hajAra rupayAMce nukasAna hoIla. tyAMnA mI sAMgitale, tumhI yethe yAla tevaDhA veLa, tumace nukasAna hoNAra nAhI ANi jara madhyeca rastyAta koNAcyAtarI dukAnAta ardhA tAsa thAMbalAta tara tumace nukasAna hoIla. yethe yAla tara jabAbadArI mAjhI. kAraNa yAta malA kAhI deNegheNe nAhI. tumhI yethe tumacyA AtmyAsAThI Ale AhAta. mhaNUna mI sarvAMnAca sAMgato kI jara yethe yAla tara tumace kuThalyAhI prakArace nukasAna hoNAra nAhI.
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________________ dAdAMcyA satsaMgAcI alaukikatA jara karmAcyA udayAce jora khUpa jAsta asela tevhA tumhAlA samajUna ghyAyace kI hA udaya bhArI Ahe, mhaNUna zAMta rAhAyalA have. ANi maga tyAsa thaMDa karUna satsaMgAmadhye basUna rAhAyace. ase tara cAlataca rAhaNAra. kase kase karmAce udaya yetIla he sAMgatA yeta nAhI. praznakartA : jAgRtI adhika vADhAvI tyAsAThI kAya karAve. dAdAzrI : tyAsAThI tara satsaMgAta jAstIta jAsta veLa basUna rAhAyace hAca upAya Ahe. praznakartA : ApalyAjavaLa sahA mahine basalyAsa tyAcyAta sthULa parivartana hoIla, naMtara sUkSma parivartana hoIla, ase mhaNAyace Ahe kA ApalyAlA. dAdAzrI : ho, phakta basaNyAneca parivartana hota rAhIla, mhaNaje yethe AmacyA paricayAta rAhAyalA have. dona tAsa, tIna tAsa, pAca tAsa. jitake jamA kele titakA lAbha. loka jJAna ghetalyAnaMtara ase samajatAta kI AtA AmhAlA kAhIca karAyace nAhI! paraMtu ase nAhI! kAraNa adyApa parivartana he tara jhAleleca nAhI. jJAnIcyA visInITImadhye rahA praznakartA : pUrNapada prApta karaNyAsAThI mahAtmyAMnA kAya garajece Ahe ? dAdAzrI : jevaDhe zakya asela tevaDhe jJAnIMcyA sahavAsAta jIvana vyatIta karAve tevaDhIca garaja Ahe. ANakhI kuThalI garaja nAhI, rAtraMdivasa, jarI kuThehI asale tarI dAdAMjavaLaca rAhile pAhije. tyAMcI (AtmajJAnIcI) visIniTIta (dRSTI paDela ase) rAhile pAhije. yethe satsaMgAta basalyA basalyA karmAce ojhe kamI hota jAte
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________________ ANi bAhera tara karmAMce ojhe vADhataca rAhate. tithe tara kevaLa aDacaNIca samora yetAta. AmhI tumhAlA gaeNraMTI deto kI jevaDhA veLa tumhI 'yethe' satsaMgAta basAla tevaDhyA veLesAThI tumacyA kAma-dhaMdyAta kadhIhI, kAhIhI nukasAna hoNAra nAhI ANi tumhI jara hizoba kADhAla tara tumhAlA ADhaLela kI ekaMdarI phAyadAca jhAlA Ahe. hA satsaMga kAya sAmAnya satsaMga Ahe ? kevaLa AtmyAsAThIca jo veLa kADhela tyAlA saMsArAce nukasAna kase hoU zakela ? nivvaLa phAyadAca hota asato? paNa he jara tyAlA samajale tara kAma hoIla nA ? yA satsaMgAta to basalA mhaNUna tyAce yethe yeNe aseca vAyA jAta nAhI ? hA tara kitI suMdara kALa AlA Ahe ! bhagavaMtAcyA kALAta jara satsaMgAlA jAyace asela tara cAlataca jAve lAgata hote! ANi Aja tara basa kiMvA Trenamadhye basale kI lageca satsaMgAta pohacU zakato. pratyakSa satsaMga te sarvazreSTha yethe satsaMgAta basalele asAla ANi jarI kAhIhI kele nAhI tarI suddhA Ata parivartana hotaca rAhIla. kAraNa hA satsaMga Ahe, sat arthAta AtmA, AtmyAcA saMga ! he prakaTa jhAlele sat tyAMcyA saMgamadhye basale AhAta. hA aMtima prakAracA satsaMga mhaTalA jAto. satsaMgAta basUna rAhilyAne he sarva saMpela. sarva saMpuSTAta yeIla. kAraNa AmacyA sobata rAhilyAmuLe, AmhAlA (jJAnIlA) pAhilyAne AmacyA DAyarekTa zaktI prApta hotAta, tyAmuLe jAgRti ekadama vADhate. satsaMgAmadhyeca rAhatA yeIla ase kAhI Ayojana karAyalA pAhije. 'yA' satsaMgAcA satata sAtha rAhilA tara kAma pUrNa hoUna jAIla. kAma kADhUna gheNe mhaNaje kAya ? jamela titake jAsta veLa darzana gheNe. zakya tevaDhe jAsta satsaMgAta yeUna pratyakSa jJAnIMcA lAbha ghyAvA. pratyakSa jJAnIMcA satsaMga. te jara zakya nasela tara zevaTI tyAsAThI kheda vyakta karAvA ! jJAnI puruSAMce darzana karAyace ANi tyAMcyAjavaLa satsaMgAta basUna rAhAyace. 31
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________________ 14. dAdAMcI pustake tathA megejIna vAcaNyAce mahattva AptavANI, kazI kriyAkArI ! hI jJAnI puruSAcI vANI Ahe ANi tI suddhA tAjI Ahe. AttAce paryAya Aheta mhaNUna tI vAcatAca Apale sarva paryAya badalata jAtAta va AnaMda utpanna hota jAto. kAraNa hI vItarAgI vANI Ahe. rAga-dveSa virahita vANI asela taraca kAma hote anyathA kAma hoU zakata nAhI. bhagavaMtAcI vANI vItarAga hotI tyAmuLe tyA vANIcA prabhAva AjaparyaMta paData Ahe. tara 'jJAnI puruSAMcyA vANIcA suddhA prabhAva paDato.' vItarAga vANIzivAya itara koNatAhI upAya nAhI. pratyakSa paricaya zakya nasela tevhA praznakartA: dAdAjI, jara AmhAlA paricayAta rAhatA yeta nasela tara pustake kitaparyaMta madata karatAta. dAdAzrI : te sarva madata karatAta. yethIla hI pratyeka vastU dAdAMcI, pustakAtIla zabda dAdAMce Aheta, Azaya dAdAMcA Ahe, mhaNaje yA sarva vastU madata karatAta. praznakartA: paraMtu sAkSAta paricaya ANi yAta pharaka Ahe nA ? dAdAzrI : tase jara pAhAyalA gelo tara sarvAMmadhyeca pharaka asato. mhaNUna tumhAlA jyAveLI je upalabdha asela te karAyace. dAdA nasatIla tevhA kAya karAla? tara dAdAMcI pustake vAcAvita, pustakAta dAdAca Aheta nA? nAhItara DoLe miTale kI lageca dAdA disatIla. 15. pAca AjJAMmuLe jagata nirdoSa. AtmAjJAnAnaMtara surUvAta nijadoSa darzanAcI 'svarUpa jJAnA' zivAya tara (svata:cI ) cUka disataca nAhI. yAce 32
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________________ kAraNa 'mI caMdubhAU' ANi mAjhyAta tara kuThalehI doSa nAhI. mI tara zahANA-samaMjasa Ahe aseca vATate. ANi 'svarUpa jJAnA'cI prAptInaMtara tumhI niSpakSapAtI jhAle, mana-vacana-kAyevara tumacA pakSapAta rAhilA nAhI. mhaNUnaca tumhAlA tumacyA cukA disatAta. jyAMnA svata:cI cUka samajela, jyAMnA kSaNokSaNI svata:cI cUka disate, jithe jithe cUka asela tithe disate, to svataH 'paramAtmA svarUpa' jhAlA! 'mI caMdubhAU nAhI, mI zuddhAtmA Ahe' he samajalyAnaMtaraca niSpakSapAtI hotA yete. itara koNAcA jarA suddhA doSa disaNAra nAhI ANi svata:ce sarva doSa disatIla tevhA svataHce kAma pUrNa jhAle ase mhaTale jAIla. svata:ce doSa disAyalA lAgale tevhApAsUnaca AmhI dilele 'jJAna' pariNamita hoNe suru hote. jevhA svataHce doSa disAyalA lAgatAta tevhA dusar2yAMce doSa disata nAhIta. dusar2yAMce doSa disatAta hA tara phAra moThA gunhA mhaTalA jAto. yA nirdoSa jagAta jethe koNIca doSita nAhI, tevhA maga koNAsa doSa dyAvA? doSa Ahe toparyaMta ahaMkArAce nirmulana hoNAra nAhI. ahaMkArAce nirmulana hoIparyaMta svata:ce doSa dhuvAyace. AttA suddhA koNI doSIta disata asela tara tI ApalIca cUka Ahe, kevhA nA kevhAtarI nirdoSa pAhAveca lAgela nA? he sarva ApalyA hizobAnusAraca Ahe itake thoDakyAta jarI samajUna ghetale tarI khUpa upayogI paDela. AjJApALalyAne vADhate nirdoSa dRSTI ___malA jaga nirdoSa disata Ahe. tumacI azI dRSTI hoNAra tevhA he koDe suTela. mI tumhAlA asA prakAza deIla ANi itakI pApaM dhuvUna TAkela kI jyAmuLe tumhAlA prakAza rAhaNAra ANi tumhAlA nirdoSa disata rAhIla. ANi sobata pAca AjJA deIla. tyA pAca AjJAMmadhye rAhAla tara je dilele jJAna Ahe, tyAsa jarA suddhA phraMkcara hoU deNAra nAhI. 33
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________________ tevhApAsUna jhAle samakita svata:cA doSa disalA tevhApAsUna samakita jhAle ase mhaTale jAIla. svata:cA doSa disalA tevhA samajAyace kI svataH jAgRta jhAlo. nAhItara sarva jhopetaca cAlale Ahe. doSa samApta jhAle kI nAhI yAcI jAsta kALajI karaNyAsArakhe nAhI paraMtu kharI AvazyakatA jAgRtIcI Ahe. jAgRtI jhAlyAnaMtara navIna doSa ubhe hoNe baMda hote ANi je june doSa Aheta te nighata jAtAta. AmhAlA tyA doSAMnA pAhAyace kI kazA prakAre doSa hota Aheta ! jitake doSa titakeca pAhije pratikramaNa anaMta doSAMce bhAjana Ahe tara titakeca pratikramaNa karAve lAgatIla. jitake doSa bharUna ANale asatIla te sarva tumhAlA disatIla. jJAnI puruSAMnI jJAna dilyAnaMtara doSa disAyalA lAgatAta, nAhItara svataHce doSa svataHlA disata nAhIta, yAceca nAva ajJAnatA. svata:cA ekahI doSa disata nAhI ANi dusar2yAMce baghAyace asatIla tara bharapUra disatIla, tyAsa mhaNatAta mithyAtva. dRSTI svata:cyA doSAMpratI he jJAna ghetalyAnaMtara manAta vAITa vicAra Ale tyAMnA pAhAve, cAMgale vicAra Ale tyAMnAhI pAhAve. cAMgalyAvara rAga nAhI ANi vAITAvara dveSa nAhI. cAMgale-vAITa baghaNyAcI ApalyAlA garajaca nAhI. kAraNa muLAta tI sattAca ApalyA tAbyAta nAhI, mhaNUna jJAnI kAya pAhatAta? saMpUrNa jagAlA nirdoSa pAhatAta. kAraNa he sarva DiscArjamadhye Ahe, tyAta tyA bicAr2yAMcA kAya doSa? tumhAlA koNI zivI dilI to 'DiscArja' Ahe, baoNsa tumhAlA goMdhaLAta ghAlela to suddhA DiscArjaca Ahe. baoNsa tara nimitta Ahe. jagAta koNAcAhI doSa nAhI. doSa disatAta tI sarva svataHcIca cUka Ahe. ANi teca 'blaMDara' Ahe ANi tyAmuLeca he jaga kAyama Ahe. doSa pAhilyAne, ulaTe pAhilyAne vaira bAMdhale jAte. 34
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________________ eDajasTa evarIvhera pacavA ekaca zabda 'eDajasTa evarIvhera'. mhaNaje 'sarvAMsobata juLavUna gheNe' phakta hA evaDhAca zabda jara tumhI jIvanAta aMgIkAralA tarI khUpa jhAle. tumhAlA zAMti ApoApaca miLela. kaliyugAtIla azA bhayaMkara kALAta tumhI jara eDajasTa jhAlA nAhIta tara saMpUna jAla! __ saMsArAta dusare kAhI karatA Ale nAhI tarI harakata nAhI paNa 'eDajasTa' hotA tara Aleca pAhije. samoracI vyaktI 'DisaeDajasTa' hota asela ANi ApaNa eDajasTa hota rAhilo tara ApaNa saMsArasAgara taruna jAU. jyAlA dusar2yAMzI anukUla hotA Ale, to kahIdhI duHkhI hoNAra nAhI. 'eDajasTa evarIvhera'. eDajasTa hoNe hAca sarvAta moThA dharma. yA kALAta tara vegavegaLyA prakRtI, tevhA eDajasTa jhAlyAzivAya kase cAlaNAra? he AIskrIma ase mhaNata nAhI kI, tumhI mAjhyApAsUna dUra vhA. tumhAlA khAyace nasela tara nakA khAU, paNa hI mhAtArI mANase tyAvara ciDatAta. he matabheda tara jaga badalalyAmuLe jhAle Aheta. hI mule tara jagApramANe vAgatIla. AmhI kAya sAMgato, kI jagApramANe eDajasTa vhA. mulagA navIna TopI ghAlUna AlA tara ase mhaNU nakA kI hI kuThUna gheUna AlAsa? tyApekSA eDajasTa hoUna tyAlA vicArA 'azI chAna TopI kuThUna baraM ANalIsa?' kitIlA ANalIsa? khUpa svasta miLAlI! ase eDajasTa vhA. ___ApalA dharma kAya mhaNato kI asuvidhAmadhye suddhA suvidhA zodhA. rAtrI malA vicAra AlA kI hI cAdara maLalelI Ahe, paNa maga mI eDajasTamenTa kelI, naMtara tI itakI maU vATU lAgalI kI vicArU nakA. 35
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________________ paMcendriyAMce jJAna asuvidhA dAkhavate ANi AtmajJAna suvidhA dAkhavate. mhaNUna AtmyAta rahA. he tara cAMgale kiMvA vAITa mhaTalyAmuLe te ApaNAsa trAsa deta asate. ApaNa tara yA donhI goSTI samAna karuna TAkAvyA. ekAsa cAMgale mhaTale mhaNUna dusare vAITa jhAle, maga te dusare ApalyAlA trAsa deta rAhate. koNI khare sAMgata asela tyAcyAsobata ANi koNI khoTe sAMgata asela tyAcyAhIsobata eDajasTa vhA. AmhAlA koNI mhaTale kI, 'tumhAlA akkala nAhI' tara AmhI lagecaca tyAlA eDajasTa hoUna jAto, ANi tyAlA mhaNato kI, 'tI tara AdhIpAsUnaca navhatI! tU AtA kA bare zodhAyalA AlAsa? tulA tara he Aja kaLale paNa malA he lahAnapaNApAsUnaca mAhita Ahe,' ase mhaTalyAne bhAnagaDaca miTate nA? maga punhA to ApalyAjavaLa akkala zodhAyalA yeNAraca nAhI. ___ patnIsobata eDajasTamenTa ApalyAlA kAhI kAraNAmuLe uzIra jhAlA ANi bAyako ApalyAlA ulaTa-sulaTa, vATela tase bolAyalA lAgalI, 'evaDhyA uzIrA yetA, malA he ase cAlaNAra nAhI,' vagaire. tice Doke phirale tara ApaNa ase mhaNAyalA have kI, 'ho tujhe mhaNaNe barobara Ahe, tU jara mhaNata asazIla tara mI parata jAto, nAhItara tara Ata yevUna basato.' tevhA tI mhaNela, 'nAhI, parata nakA jAU, mukATyAne yethe jhopA AttA!' maga ApaNa vicArAyace, 'tU mhaNazIla tara jevato, nAhItara jhopUna jAto.' tevhA tI mhaNela, 'nAhI, AdhI jevUna ghyA.' mhaNaje maga ApaNa tice aikUna jevUna ghyAve. arthAta ApaNa eDajasTa jhAlo. maga tI sakALI masta paikI cahA deIla. paNa jara ApaNa tilA rAgAvalo tara sakALI cahAcA kapa ApaTUna Thevela ANi he sarva tIna divasAMparyaMta aseca cAlata rAhIla. jevaNAta eDajasTamenTa vyavahAra nibhAvalA mhaNajeca tumhI 'eDajasTa evarIvhera' jhAlA! 36
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________________ AtA hA DevalapamenTacA kALa AlA. matabheda vhAyalA nako! mhaNUna AtA mI lokAMnA he sUtra dile Ahe, 'eDajasTa evarIvhera !' kaDhI khAraTa jhAlI tara samajUna jAyace kI dAdAjIMnI eDajasTamenTa karaNyAsa sAMgitale Ahe. maga tI kaDhI thoDIzI khAUna ghyAvI. jevatAnA loNace have asalyAsa sAMgAve kI loNace gheUna ye paraMtu bhAMDAyace nAhI, gharAta bhAMDaNa vhAyalA nako. ApaNa jara kadhI aDacaNIta asalo ANi ApaNa svata:ca tithe 'eDajasTamenTa' ghetalI tara saMsAra zobhUna disela. jamata nAhI tarIhI nibhAvUna ghyA. tujhyAzI jo koNI DisaeDajasTa hota asela, tyAMcyAzIhI tU eDajasTa hoUna jA. dainaMdina jIvanAta jara sAsU-sUneta kiMvA jAvAjAvAmadhye DisaeDajasTamenTa hota asela paNa jyAlA yA saMsAra cakrAtUna sUTAyace asela, tyAne eDajasTa vhAyalAca have. patI-patnI daughAMpaikI jara eka AraDAoraDa karata asela tara dusar2yAne tyAlA sAMbhALUna ghyAyalA have. taraca te saMbaMdha TikatIla ANi zAMtatA rAhila. yA sApekSa satyAta Agraha, jiddIpaNA thoDAsuddhA nako. mANUsa mhaNaje koNa ? tara jo evarIvhera eDajasTebala asela. sudhArAyace kI eDajasTa vhAyace ? pratyeka goSTIta ApaNa samoracyAzI eDajasTa jhAlo tara kitI sope hoIla. ApaNa sobata kAya gheUna jANAra Ahota ? koNI mhaNela kI, 'bhAU, bAyakolA saraLa kara' 'are tilA saraLa karAyalA jAzIla tara tU vAkaDA hoUna jAzIla.' mhaNUna bAyakolA saraLa karAyacA prayatna karU nakA. tI jazI Ahe tazIca barobara Ahe. ticyAbarobara Apale kAyamace nAte asate tara goSTa vegaLI. he tara hyA ekA janmA naMtara doghehI vegaLe hoUna jAtIla. doghAMcA maraNakALa vegaLA, doghAMcI karme vegaLI! kAhIca deNyA gheNyAce saMbaMdha nAhI ! yethUna maga tI koNAkaDe jAte te ApalyAlA 37
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________________ mAhita nAhI? ApaNa tilA saraLa karAyacI ANi puDhacyA janmI tI jAIla koNA dusar2yAcAca vATyAlA!! mhaNUna tumhI tilA saraLa karU nakA ANi tinehI tumhAlA saraLa karAyace nAhI, je miLAle te sonyAsArakhe! koNAcIhI prakRtI kadhIhI saraLa hota nAhI, kutryAce zepUTa vAkaDe te vAkaDeca rAhAte. mhaNUna ApaNa sAvadha rAhilela bare. tI jazI Ahe tazI ThIka Ahe. 'eDajasTa evarIvhera'! vAkaDyAsobata eDajasTa vhA vyavahAra tara tyAsa mhaNatAta kI 'eDajasTa' hotA yeta asela. mhaNaje maga zejAracAhI mhaNato kI 'sagaLyAMcyA gharI bhAMDaNaM hota asatAta paNa yA gharI mAtra kadhIhI bhAMDaNa hota nAhI.' jyAcyAzI Apale paTata nAhI titheca zaktI vikasIta karAvI lAgate. jithe paTate tithe tara zaktI Aheca. paTata nAhI hA tara kamakUvatapaNA Ahe. mAjhe sagaLyAMsobata kA jamate? jevaDhe eDajasTamenTa ghyAla tevaDhI zaktI vADhela, ANi azaktiI dUra hoIla. dusar2yA sagaLyA viparIta samajUtIMnA kulUpa lAgela, tevhAca yogya samaja prApta hoIla. saraLa-sAdhyA mANasAMzI sagaLe jaNa 'eDajasTa' hotIla paNa vAkaDe, kaThora, tApaTa svabhAva asalelyA mANasAMzI, sagaLyAMzIca 'eDajasTa' hotA Ale tara kAma hoIla. DokaM phiruna tara cAlaNAra nAhI. jagAtalI koNatIhI vastU ApalyAlA 'phiTa'(anukUla) hota nasate, tevhA ApaNaca jara tyAlA 'phiTa' jhAlo tara he jaga suMdara Ahe. paNa jara tyAlA 'phiTa' karAyalA gelo tara hI duniyA vAkaDI Ahe. mhaNUna 'eDajasTa evarIvhera'. ApalyAlA garaja asela tara samoracA vAkaDA asela tarI tyAcyAzI samajUtIne vyavahAra karAyalA havA. sTezanavara hamAla havA asela ANi to paizAMsAThI vAda karIta asela tara tyAlA cAra ANe jAsta deUna suddhA tyAce samAdhAna karAve. ANi jara tase kele nAhI, tara tI baeNga maga ApalyAlAca ucalAvI lAgela nA! 38
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________________ takrAra? nAhI, eDajasTa gharAta suddhA eDajasTa hotA Ale pAhije. tumhI satsaMgAtUna uzIrA gharI gelAta tara gharAtIla mANase kAya mhaNatIla? veLa suddhA japalI pAhije nA? maga ApaNa lavakara gharI jAve he kAya cukIce Ahe? AtA tyAMnA asA mAra kA khAvA lAgato? kAraNa pUrvI (mAgacyA janmAta) puSkaLa takrArI kelyA hotyA tyAcA hA pariNAma AlA Ahe. tyA divazI sattevara AlA, tevhA sArakhI takrAra karata hotA. AtA sattA nAhI mhaNUna takrAra kelyAzivAya rAhAyace. mhaNUna AtA 'plasa-mAinasa' karuna TAkA. samoracyA vyaktIne zivI dilI tara tI jamA karUna ghyAvI. ApaNa phiryAdI hovUca naye. patI-patnI yA doghAMnI jara nizcaya kelA kI malA 'eDajasTa' vhAyace Ahe, tara doghAMce samAdhAna hoIla. tyAne jAsta khecale tara ApaNa 'eDajasTa' hoUna jAyace, mhaNaje doghAMce samAdhAna hoIla. eDajasTa evarIvhera' nAhI jhAlAta tara veDe vhAla. samoracyAlA Divacata rAhatA mhaNUnaca veDe jhAle AhAta. jyAlA 'eDajasTa' vhAyacI kalA jamalI to jagAtUna mokSAkaDe vaLalA. eDajasTamenTa ghetalI yAsa mhaNatAta 'jJAna'. jo eDajasTamenTa ghyAyalA zikalA tyAcA beDA pAra. kityekAMnA rAtrI uzIrA jhopAyacI savaya asate ANi kAhI jaNAMnA lavakara jhopAyacI savaya asate. tara tyA doghAMcA meLa kasA basela? ANi ekA kuTuMbAtaca sarva jaNa ekatra rAhata asatIla tara kAya hoIla? gharAta eka jaNa asehI bolaNArA nighela kI tumacyAta akkala kamI Ahe, tevhA ApaNa samajAve kI, hA asAca bolaNAra. mhaNaje ApaNaca 'eDajesTa' vhAve. tyA aivajI ApaNa tyAlA samora kAhI uttara dile tara ApaNaca thakUna jAU. kAraNa to tara ApalyAvara ApaTata Ahe (vAda, bhAMDaNa karata Ahe) paNa jara ApaNahI tyAcyAvara ApaTalo tara ApalyAlA suddhA DoLe nAhIta azI khAtrI jhAlI nA!
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________________ AmhI prakRtIlA oLakhato tyAmuLe tumhI ApaTaNyAsAThI (vAdavivAdAsAThI) phirata asAla tarI mI tumhAlA ApaTU deNAra nAhI, mI bAjUlA hoIla. nAhItara doghAMcA eksiDanTa hoIla ANi doghAMce sperapArTasa tuTUna jAtIla. ekhAdyAcA baMpara tuTalA tara gADIta basalelyAMcI kAya avasthA hoIla? Ata basalelyAMcI durdazA hoUna jAIla. mhaNUna prakRtIlA oLakhA. gharAtila sarvAMcI prakRtI oLakhUna ghyAvI. hI bhAMDaNe kAya rojacyA roja thoDIca hota asatAta? he tara jevhA ApalyA karmAcA udaya hoto tevhA hotAta tevaDhyA purate ApaNa 'eDajesTa' vhAyace. gharAta patnIsobata bhAMDaNa jhAle tara bhAMDaNa jhAlyAnaMtara bAyakolA haoNTelAta gheUna jAyace ANi chAna jevU ghAlUna khUza karAyace. AtA mAtra taMta rahAyalA nako. je tATAta vADhale asela te khAve. je samora Ale te saMyoga Ahe ANi bhagavaMtAnI mhaTale Ahe kI jara saMyogAlA dhakkA mArazIla tara to dhakkA tulAca lAgela! mhaNUna jarI nAvaDate padArtha AmacyA tATAta vADhalele asatIla tarIhI AmhI tyAtalyA dona padArtha khAto. 'eDajesTa' hotA yeta nAhI azA mANasAlA mANUsa kase mhaNAyace? jo saMyogAlA vaza hoUna eDajasTa hoto tyA gharAta kAhIca jhaMjhaTa hoNAra nAhI. tyAMcA lAbha ghyAyacA asela tara eDajasTa vhA. he tara kAhI lAbha hota nAhI ANi vaira bAMdhale jAte te adhika! pratyeka vyaktIcyA jIvanAta kAhI prinsipala (siddhAMta) asAyalAca haveta. paNa tarI saMyogAnusAra vAgAyalA have. saMyogAnusAra eDajasTa hoto to mANUsa. jara pratyeka paristhitIta eDajasTamenTa karAyalA jamalI tara theTa mokSAparyaMta pohocatA yete ase he phAra AzcaryakAraka hatyAra Ahe. DisaeDajasTamenTa hAca mUrkhapaNA ApalI goSTa samoracyA vyaktIlA eDajasTa jhAlIca pAhije. ApalI 40
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________________ goSTa jara samoracyAlA 'eDajasTa' jhAlI nAhI, tara tI ApalIca cUka Ahe, vItarAgIMcI goSTa 'evarIvhera eDajasTamenTa' cI Ahe 'DisaeDajasTamenTa' hAca mUrkhapaNA Ahe, 'eDajasTamenTa' lA AmhI nyAya mhaNato, Agraha, durAgraha yAsa kAhI nyAya mhaNatA yeNAra nAhI. AttAparyaMta ekahI mANUsa, AmhAlA 'DisaeDajesTa' jhAlelA nAhI. ANi lokAMnA tara svata:cyA gharAtIla cAra sadasya suddhA 'eDajesTa' hota nAhIta. eDajasTa hoNe jamela nA? kI nAhI jamaNAra? ase ApalyAkaDUna hoU zakela kI nAhI? pAhilyAnaMtara ApalyAlAhI te jamelaca nA! yA jagAcA niyamaca asA Ahe kI jevaDhe tumhI pAhatA tevaDhe tara tumhAlA jamUnaca jAte. tyAta maga kAhI zikaNyAsArakhe urale nAhI. saMsArAta dusare kAhIhI jamale nAhI tarI kAhI harakata nAhI. vyApAra karatA kamI Ale tarI cAlela, paNa 'eDajesTa' hotA mAtra Ale pAhije. arthAt vastUsthitIta 'eDajesTa' vhAyalA zikale pAhije. yA kALAta 'eDajasTa' hotA Ale nAhI tara marUna jAla. mhaNUna 'eDajasTa evarIvhera' hoUna kAma sAdhUna gheNyAsArakhe Ahe. 41
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________________ saMgharSa TALA nakA paDU saMgharSAta 'koNAzI hI saMgharSa karU nakA ANi saMgharSa TALA. ' AmacyA yA vAkyAce jara ArAdhana karAla tara theTa mokSAlA pohocAla. tumacI bhaktI ANi Amace vacanabaLa sarvaca kAma karUna deIla. Amace he ekaca vAkya jara koNI amalAta ANale tara to mokSAlA jAIla. AmacA eka zabda eka divasa jarI pALalA tarI gajabacI zaktI utpanna hoIla! Ata evaDhI apAra zaktI Ahe kI koNI kitIhI saMgharSa (vAdavivAda, bhAMDaNa) karAyalA Ale tarI tyAlA TALatA yeIla. cUkuna jarI tU koNatyAhI vAdAta aDakalAsa, tara lageca tyAce samAdhAna karUna TAka. tyA vAdavivAdAtUna gharSaNAcI ThiNagI uDU na detA sahajapaNe tithUna nighUna jA. TrAphikacyA niyamAMmULe saMgharSa TaLatAta pratyeka saMgharSAta nehamIca doghAMcehI nukasAna hote. tumhI samoracyA vyaktIlA duHkhaM dile, tara tyAcakSaNI ApoApa tumhAlAhI duHkhaM jhAlyAzivAya rAhaNAraca nAhI. hI Takkara (saMgharSa) Ahe mhaNUna mI he udAharaNa dile Ahe kI rastyAvarIla vAhatUkicA kAya dharma Ahe kI koNAlA Takkara dilI, dhaDaka dilI tara tumhI maruna jAla. Takkara mAraNyAta dhokA Ahe mhaNUna koNAlAhI Takakara mArU nakA. tyAca prakAre vyavahArika kAryAta suddhA saMgharSa karU nakA. ekhAdA mANUsa bhAMDAyalA AlA, tyAce zabda baoNmbagoLyAsArakhe nighata asatIla tevhA ApaNa he lakSAta ghyAyalA have kI saMgharSa TALAyacA Ahe. dhyAnI manI nasatAnA acAnakaca ApalyA manAvara kAhI pariNAma hoU lAgalA tara ApaNa lakSAta ghyAve kI samoracyA vyaktIcA prabhAva 42
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________________ ApalyAvara hota Ahe, azA veLesa ApaNa thoDe bAjUlA vhAve. he sarva saMgharSa Aheta. he jasajase tumhAlA kaLata jAIla tasatase tumhI he saMgharSa TALata jAla. saMgharSa TALalyAne mokSa miLato! saMgharSAmuLe he jaga nirmANa jhAle Ahe. bhagavaMtAne tyAlA vairAmuLe nirmANa jhAle Ahe ase mhaTale Ahe. pratyeka mANUsa, prANImAtra vaira Thevato. vAda jara pramANAbAhera vADhalA asela tara vaira ThevalyAzivAya rAhata nAhI. maga koNIhI aso te vaira ThevatAta. sagaLyAMcyAta AtmA Ahe. AtmazaktI sarvAMmadhye sArakhIca Ahe. kAraNa pudgalacyA nirbalatemuLe sahana karAve lAgata asate. paNa sahana karaNyAsobata vaira ThevalyAzivAya rAhata nAhI. ANi puDhacyA janmI to tyA vairAce badalA gheto! ekhAdA mANUsa khUpa bolato tevhA tyAcyA vATela tazA bolaNyAnehI ApalyAlA saMgharSa hotA kAmA naye. ApalyAmuLe samoracyAlA vAITa vATela ase bolaNe hA phAra moThA gunhA Ahe sahana karu nakA, solyuzana zodhA saMgharSa TALA yAcA artha sahana karaNe nAhI. sahana karAla tara te kItI karAla? sahana karaNe ANi 'spriMga' dAbaNe. he donhI sArakheca Ahe. 'spriMga' dAbUna ThevalyAvara tI kitI divasa rAhila? mhaNUna sahana karAyalA tara zikUca nakA. upAya karAyalA zikA. ajJAnadazeta tara sahanaca karAve lAgate. paNa maga eka divasa spriMga usaLalI tara sarva udhvasta karUna TAkate. dusar2yAMcyA nimittAne je kAhI sahana karAve lAgale, to ApalAca hizoba asato. paraMtu te ApalyAlA kaLata nAhI kI, hA koNatyA khAtyAtalA ANi kuThalA mAla Ahe, tyAmuLe ApalyAlA ase vATate kI to hA navAca mAla deta Ahe. navA mAla koNI detaca nAhI. ApaNa dilelAca parata yeto. he je kAhI samora Ale, te mAjhyAca karmAcyA udayAmuLe Ale Ahe. samoracA tara nimittamAtra Ahe. 43
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________________ saMgharSa, ApalyAca cukImuLe yA jagAta koNAzIhI saMgharSa hoto tI tumacIca cUka Ahe, samoracyAcI cUka nAhI. samoracA tara dhaDakaNAra Aheca. 'tumhI kA bare dhaDakalAta?' tara mhaNAla, 'samoracA dhaDakalA mhaNUna.' mhaNajeca tumhI AMdhaLe va to hI AMdhaLA. vAda jhAlA kI ApaNa samajAve kI 'ase kase mI bolUna gelo kI tyAmuLe hA bhAMDaNa jhAlA!' svataHcI cUka samajalI kI samAdhAna hoIla. naMtara pajhala saoNlva hoIla. nAhItara ApaNa joparyaMta 'samoracyAcI cUka Ahe' ase zodhata rAhU toparyaMta he pajhala saoNlva hoNAraca nAhI. 'ApalI cUka Ahe' yAcA ApaNa svIkAra karu tevhAca yA jagAtUna suTakA hoIla. koNAzIhI saMgharSa jhAlA tara tI ApalyA ajJAnatecI nizANI Ahe. samajA AttA jara kA eka mulAne dagaDa mAralA ANi tumhAlA rakta nighAle, tevhA tyA mulAlA kAya karAla? tara rAgavAla. paraMtu tumhI jAta asatAnA DoMgarAvaruna eka dagaDa paDalA to lAgalA ANi rakta nighAle tevhA tumhI kAya karAla? tumhI rAgavAla? nAhI. yAce kAraNa kAya? tara to dagaDa DoMgarAvaruna paDalA Ahe mhaNUna! tyA mulAlA tara naMtara pazcAttApahI hota asela, kI he mAjhyA hAtUna ase kase ghaDale? ANi DoMgarAvarUna paDalA, te koNI kele. sAyansa, samajaNyAsArakhe praznakartA : ApalyAlA bhAMDAyace nasela paraMtu ekhAdI vyaktI samorUna bhAMDAyalA lAgalI tara kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : jara yA bhiMtIsobata bhAMDalAta tara kitIveLa bhAMDU zakAla? yA bhiMtIvara jara kadhI Doke ApaTale, tara ApaNa ticyAsobata kAya karAve? Doke ApaTale mhaNaje bhiMtIbarobara bhAMDaNa jhAle, mhaNUna kAya ApaNa bhiMtIlA mArAyace? tyAca pramANe je khUpa kleza detAta tyA 44
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________________ sarva bhiMtIca Aheta! yAta ApaNa samoracyAce kAya baghAyace? ApaNa svataHca samajUna ghyAyace kI te bhiMtIsArakheca Aheta. maga kAhIca prazna urata nAhI. bhiMtIlA oraDaNyAcI sattA ApalyAlA Ahe kA? taseca tyA samoracyA vyaktIsAThIhI Ahe. ANi tyAcyA nimittAne je saMgharSa hoNAra Ahe, te tara hoNAraca. te kAya soDaNAra nAhI, maga ugAca AraDAoraDa karaNyAta kAya artha ? tyAcyA hAtAta sattAca nAhI! mhaNUna tumhI bhiMtIsArakhe hovUna jA nA! tumhI bAyakovara sArakhe khekasata rAhilAta tara ticyA Ata paNa paramezvara basalelA Ahe to noMda karela kI hA mAjhyAvara khekasato. ANi ti jara tumacyAvara khekasata asela tara tevhA tumhI tyA bhiMtIsArakhe hoUna jA, tara tyAveLI tumacyAta basalelA paramezvara tumhAlA madata karela. ___ ekhAdyAbarobara matabheda hoNe ANi bhiMtIvara ApaTaNe yA donhI goSTI sArakhyAca Aheta. yA donhIta pharaka nAhI. hA bhiMtIvara ApaTato te na disaNyAmuLe ApaTato ANi matabheda hoto te suddhA na disalyAmuLeca hoto, puDhace tyAlA disata nAhI. tithe tyAlA upAya sucata nAhI tyAmuLe matabheda nirmANa hotAta. he krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha vagaire je karatAta te na disalyAmuLeca karatAta! tara hI goSTa samajUna ghyAyalA havI nA. jyAlA lAgale tyAcA doSa, bhiMtIcA tyAta kAya doSa? ase yA jagAta sarva bhiMtIca Aheta. bhiMtIvara ApaTato tevhA ApaNa ticyAzI khare-khoTe karAyalA jAta nAhI nA? kI he mAjhe khare Ahe' ase TharavAyacyA bhAnagaDIta ApaNa paData nAhI nA? ase hehI sarva bhiMtIsArakheca Ahe. tyAMcAzI khare-khoTe karaNyAcI kAhI AvazyakatA nAhI. saMgharSa, hI ajJAnatAca Ahe ApalI saMgharSa hoNyAce kAraNa kAya? ajJAnatA. joparyaMta koNAsobatahI matabheda hota asato tI tumacyA nirbalatecI nizANI Ahe, loka cUkIce nAhIta. matabhedAmadhye cUka tumacIca Ahe. lokAMcI cUka nasateca. to
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________________ jANUna-bujUna karata asela tara tithe tumhI mAphI mAgUna ghyAvI kI, 'bhAU, malA he samajata nAhI.' jithe saMgharSa hoto tithe ApalIca cUka Ahe. gharSaNAne zaktI kamI hote sarva Atmazakti jara kadhI saMpata asela tara tI gharSaNAmuLe. gharSaNAta jarA suddhA ApaTalo tarI khalAsa! samoracA ApaTalA tarI paNa ApaNa saMyamapUrvaka rAhile pAhije! saMgharSa tara vhAyalAca nako. maga hA deha jAyacA asela tara jAvo paraMtu kuThalyA hI paristhitIta saMgharSa vhAyalA nakoca. kevaLa hA saMgharSa nasela tara manuSya mokSAlA jAIla. jara kuNI itakeca zikalA asela kI malA saMgharSAta paDAyaceca nAhI, tara maga azA mANasAlA gurucI kiMvA koNAcyAhI kRpecI AvazyakatA nAhI, eka-dona janmAtaca to saraLa mokSAlA jAIla. 'gharSaNAta yAyaceca nAhI' azI zraddhA jara tyAcyAta nirmANa jhAlI ANi tyAne tase ThAma Tharavale tevhApAsUnaca tyAlA samakita jhAlA! pUrvI je gharSaNa jhAle hote ANi jo toTA jhAlA hotA. toca parata yeto. paNa AtA navIna gharSaNa ubhe kele mAtra zaktI nighUna jAIla, AlelI zaktI paNa nighUna jAIla. ANi jara ApaNa gharSaNa hoUca dile nAhI, tara zaktI utpanna hotaca rAhIla! __yA saMsArAta vairAne gharSaNa hote. saMsArAce mULa bIja vaira Ahe. jyAce vaira ANi gharSaNa baMda jhAle tyAcA mokSa jhAlA! prema naData nAhI, vaira saMpale tara prema utpanna hote. kaoNmanasensa, evarIvhera eplikebala koNI ApalyAzI saMgharSa kelA tarI ApaNa koNAzIhI saMgharSAta paDU naye, azA prakAre rAhilo tara kaoNmanasensa utpanna hoto. paraMtu ApaNa mAtra koNAsobatahI saMgharSa karAyalA nako, nAhItara kaoNmanasensa nighUna jAIla. ApalyAkaDUna saMgharSa vhAyalA nako. samoracyA mANasAcyA saMgharSAne 46
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________________ ApalyAta 'kaoNmanasensa' utpanna hoto. AtmyAcI zaktI azI Ahe kI. saMgharSAcyA veLelA kase vAgAve yAcA sarva upAya dAkhavUna dete, ANi ekadA dAkhavilyAnaMtara te jJAna jAta nAhI. ase karatA karatA 'kaoNmanasensa' vADhata jAto. yA bhiMtIsAThI ulaTa-sulaTa vicAra Ale tara harakata nAhI, kAraNa te ekatarphI nukasAna Ahe paraMtu jivaMta lokAMsAThI eka jarI vAITa vicAra AlA tara mAtra jokhIma Ahe. donhIpakSI nukasAna hoNAra. paraMtu ApaNa tyAnaMtara pratikramaNa kele tara sarvaca doSa nAhIse hotAta. mhaNUna jithe jithe gharSaNa hota Ahe tithe naMtara pratikramaNa karA mhaNaje gharSaNa saMpUna jAIla. jyAlA saMgharSa hota nAhI tyAcA tIna janmAta mokSa hoIla yAcI gaeNraMTI mI deto. saMgharSa jhAlAca tara pratikramaNa karUna ghyAve. kAraNa saMgharSa tara hoNAraca. joparyaMta viSayavikAra Ahe, saMbaMdha Ahe toparyaMta saMgharSa hoNAra. saMgharSAce mULa kAraNa viSayavikAra heca Ahe. jyAne viSayavikAra jiMkalA, tyAlA koNI haravU zakaNAra nAhI. koNI tyAce nAvahI gheNAra nAhI. tyAcA prabhAva paDela. 47
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________________ je ghaDale toca nyAya nisarga tara sadA nyAyIca Ahe. nisargAcA jo nyAya Ahe tethe eka kSaNa suddhA anyAya jhAlA nAhI. eka kSaNa suddhA hA nisarga anyAyI jhAlA nAhI. korTAta anyAya jhAlA asela, paraMtu nisarga kadhI anyAyI hota nAhI. nisargAcyA nyAyAlA jara nITa oLarAla kI 'ghaDale toca nyAya' tara tumhI yA jagAtUna mukta hoU zakAla. paNa jara nisargAlA jarA suddhA anyAyI samajAla tara mAtra tumhI yA jagAta guraphaTUna jAla. nisargAlA nyAyI mAnaNe yAlAca jJAna mhaNatAta. 'jase Ahe tase' samajaNe, yAce nAva jJAna, 'jase Ahe tase' na samajaNe yAce nAva ajJAna. yA jagAta nyAya zodhU nakA. nyAyAmuLeca sAr2yA jagAta laDhAyA jhAlyA Aheta. jaga he nyAyasvarUpaca Ahe. mhaNUna yA jagAta nyAya zodhUca nakA. 'je ghaDale toca nyAya.' je ghaDUna gele toca nyAya. he korTa vagaire banaleta, te nyAya zodhAyalA nighAlAta mhaNUnaca nA! are mANasA! tithe nyAya hoto kA? tyApekSA kAya ghaDale te pAhA nA! hAca nyAya Ahe. nyAya-anyAyAce phaLa he sAre hizobAne yete ANi ApaNa ApalA nyAya tyAcyAsobata jaoNinTa karAyalA (joDAyalA) jAto. mhaNUna maga korTAtaca jAve lAgela nA? ApaNa koNAlA eka zivI dilI tara to ApalyAlA dona-tIna zivyA deIlaca. kAraNa tyAce mana ApalyAvarIla rAgAne dhumasata asate. tevhA yAvara loka kAya mhaNatIla? tU tyAlA tIna zivyA kA dilyA? hyAne tara ekaca zivI dilI hotI. tara yAta nyAya kAya Ahe ? tyAne AmhAlA tIna zivyA dyAyacyA azAca hizobaca hotA. mAgacA hizoba to vasUla karaNAra kI nAhI? nisargAcA nyAya Ahe kI mAgacA hizoba 48
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________________ asela to sarva hizoba ekatra joDUna samora ANato. Aja patIlA tyAcI patnI trAsa deta asela, to nisargAcA nyAyaca Ahe. patI samajato kI hI patnI khUpa vAITa Ahe, ANi patnIlA kAya vATate kI patI vAITa Ahe. paraMtu hA nisargAcA nyAyaca Ahe. hI tara hyA janmAcI ghAmAcI kamAI Ahe paraMtu pUrvIce sarva hizoba Ahe nA! vahIkhAte bAkI Ahe mhaNUna, nAhItara koNIhI Apale kAhIhI gheU zakata nAhI. koNAlAhI gheNyAcI zaktica nAhI. ANi gheto Ahe to ApalA mAgacA kityeka janmAcA hizoba Ahe. yA jagAta koNI asA janmAlA AlA nAhI kI jo koNAlA kAhI karu zakela. itake niyamabaddha he jaga Ahe. pariNAmAvaruna kAraNa kaLate hA sArA nikAla Ahe. jasA parIkSecA nikAla lAgato nA, gaNitAta zaMbhara paikI paMcyANNava guNa miLAle ANi iMgrajIta zaMbhara paikI paMcavIsa guNa miLAle. tara kAya ApalyA lakSAta yeta nAhI kI, ApalI kuThe cUka jhAlI? yA pariNAmAvaruna koNakoNatyA kAraNAne cukA jhAlyA te ApalyAlA samajate nA? he sarva saMyoga je ekatra hotAta, te sAre pariNAma Aheta. ANi pariNAmAvaruna tyAmAge kAraNa kAya hote te ApalyAlA kaLate. ithe rastyAta sarva mANase yeta-jAta asatAta ANi rastyAtaca bAbhaLIcyA kATyAcI moLI paDalelI asate. rastyAtUna itake loka yetajAta asatAta paNa tI moLI tazIca paDalelI asate. ApaNa kadhI bUTa, cappala ghAtalyAzivAya nighata nAhI, paraMtu tyA divazI koNAkaDe gelo asatAnA acAnaka tithe AraDAoraDa jhAlI kI, 'cora AlA, cora AlA' tevhA ApaNa anavANI pAyAne paLato, ANi to kATA ApalyA pAyAta ghusato, tara to hizoba ApalA! 49
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________________ paramezvarAkaDe kase asate ? paramezvara nyAyasvarUpa nAhI taseca anyAyasvarUpahI nAhI. koNAlA duHkhaM hoU naye hIca paramezvarAcI bhASA Ahe. nyAya-anyAya hI tara lokabhASA Ahe. cora, corI karaNyAta dharma samajato, dAnezvara dAna deNyAta dharma samajato, hI lokabhASA Ahe, paramezvarAcI bhASA nAhI. paramezvarAkaDe ase kAhIca nAhI. paramezvarAkaDe tara evaDheca Ahe kI, 'koNatyAhI jIvAlA duHkhaM hoU naye, hIca AmacI AjJA Ahe !' nijadoSa dAkhavato anyAya phakta svata:cyA doSAmuLe sarva jaga bekAyadezIra ( anyAyakAraka ) vATate. jaga bekAyadezIra koNatyAhI kSaNI nasate. pUrNapaNe nyAyasaMgataca asate. ithalyA korTAcyA nyAyAta pharaka paDU zakato. to khoTA Tharu zakato paNa nisargAcyA nyAyAta mAtra pharaka hota nAhI. ANi ekA sekandAsAThI suddhA nyAyAta badala hota nAhI. jara anyAyI asate tara koNI mokSAlA geleca nasate. koNI mhaNela, kI cAMgalyA mANasAMnA aDacaNI kA yetAta? paNa itara koNIhI azI aDacaNa ubhI karU zakataca nAhI. kAraNa jara svataH kazAtahI hastakSepa kelA nAhI, tara koNAcI hiMmata nAhI kI tumace nAva gheIla. ApaNa svataHca hastakSepa kelA hotA mhaNUna he sAre ghaDale. jagata nyAya svarUpa he jaga khoTe nAhI. jaga nyAyasvarUpa Ahe. nisargAne kadhIhI anyAya kelelA nAhI. nisarga mANasAlA kApUna TAkato, apaghAta hoto, he sAre nyAyasvarUpa Ahe. nyAyAbAhera nisarga jAta nAhI. vinAkAraNa ajJAnatemuLe loka kAhIhI bolata rAhatAta ANi jIvana jagaNyAcI 50
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________________ kalAhI avagata nAhI. nusatI ciMtAca ciMtA... mhaNUna je ghaDale, tyAsa nyAya mhaNA. 'je ghaDale toca nyAya, ' he jara samajale tara saMpUrNa saMsArasAgara pAra hoIla. yA jagAta eka sekanDa paNa anyAya hota nAhI. nyAyaca hota rAhilA Ahe. mhaNaje buddhI ApalI phasagata karavate kI, yAlA nyAya kase mhaNatA yeIla ? mhaNUna AmhI mULa goSTa sAMgU icchito kI he nisargAce nyAya Ahe, ANi buddhIpAsUna tumhI vegaLe hovUna jA. arthAta yAta buddhI ApalyAlA phasavite. ekadA samajUna ghetalyAnaMtara maga buddhIce ApaNa aikAyace nAhI. je ghaDale toca nyAya. korTAcyA nyAyAta cukabhUla hoU zakate, paraMtu hyA nyAyAta pharaka hota nAhI. nyAya zodhUna zodhUna tara dama nighUna gelA Ahe. mANasAcyA manAta ase vicAra yetAta kI mI yAce kAya bighaDavale Ahe, kI to mAjhe bighaDavata Ahe ? nyAya zodhAyalA nighAle mhaNUna tara sarvAMnA mAra paData Ahe. yAsAThI nyAya zodhUca naye. nyAya zodhalyAmuLe yA sarvAMnA mAra khAUna vaLa umaTale tarI zevaTI jhAle tara teca. zevaTI hotA tithalA titheca. tara maga Adhica kA nAhI samajUna ghyAyace ? hI tara kevaLa ahaMkAracI dakhala Ahe. vikalpAMcA aMta hAca mokSamArga AtA buddhI jevhA vikalpa karavite nA, tevhA buddhIlA sAMgAve kI 'je ghaDale toca nyAya'. buddhI nyAya zodhate kI mAjhyApekSA lahAna Ahesa, tarI mAjhI maryAdA Thevata nAhI. maryAdA ThevalI hAhI nyAya ANi nAhI ThevalI tohI nyAya. buddhI jitakI nirvivAda hoIla titakeca ApaNa nirvikalpa hoU ! nyAya zodhAyalA nighAle mhaNaje vikalpa vADhataca jANAra ANi hA naisargika nyAya vikalpAMnA nirvikalpa banavita jAto. je 'ghaDale toca nyAya' 51
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________________ Ahe ANi tarIhI pAca vyaktIMcA paMca jo nirNaya gheto tehI nemake tyAcyA viruddhaca jAte. mhaNUna tyA nyAyAlAhI to svIkArata nAhI, mhaNaje to koNAceca aikata nAhI. tyAmuLe maga vikalpa vADhataca jAtAta. svataHcyA avatIbhavatI jALeca guMphata rAhato, asA mANUsa kAhIca prApta karU zakata nAhI. vinAkAraNa atizaya duHkhI hoto! tyApekSA pahilyApAsUnaca zraddhA ThevAvI kI je ghaDUna gele toca nyAya. ANi nisarga nehamI nyAyaca karIta asato, niraMtara nyAyaca karIta Ahe paNa purAvA deU zakata nAhI. purAve 'jJAnI' detAta kI, nyAya kazA ta-hene Ahe? kase ghaDale, he sarva 'jJAnI' sAMgU sakatAta. tyAlA saMtuSTI detAta ANi tevhA dvidhA saMpate va samAdhAna miLate. nirvikalpI jhAlo tara samasyA saMpUSTAta yete.
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________________ bhogato tyAcI cUka nisargAcyA nyAyAlayAta... yA jagAce nyAyAdhIza tara ThikaThikANI Aheta, paraMtu karma jagAcA naisargika nyAyAdhIza tara ekaca Ahe, jo 'bhogato tyAcI cUka' hA ekaca nyAya Ahe. tyAnusAra saMpUrNa jaga cAlata Ahe ANi bhrAMticyA nyAyAne hA saMpUrNa saMsAra ubhA Ahe. eka kSaNa suddhA jaga nyAyAbAhera cAlata nAhI. jyAlA bakSisa dyAyace asela tyAlA bakSisa dete. jyAlA daMDa dyAyacA asela tyAlA daMDa dete paraMtu jaga nyAyAbAhera cAlata nAhI. nyAyAtaca Ahe, saMpUrNa nyAyasaMgataca Ahe. paraMtu samoracyA vyaktIcyA dRSTIsa he yeta nasalyAmuLe tyAlA samajata nAhI. jevhA dRSTI nirmaLa hoIla tevhA nyAya disela. svArthadRSTI aseparyaMta nyAya kasA disaNAra ? ApaNa kA bhogAyace ? ApalyAlA duHkhaM kA bhogAve lAgale te zodhUna kADhA nA ?! he tara ApaNa ApalyA cukImuLe bAMdhalelo Ahota, lokAMnI yevUna bAMdhalele nAhI. tI cUka saMpatAca mukta. ANi khare tara ApaNa muktaca Ahota. paraMtu cukAMmuLe baMdhana bhogata asato. jagAcyA vAstavikatece rahasyajJAna lokAMcyA lakSAtaca nAhI ANi jyAmuLe satata bhaTakAve lAgate, tyA ajJAna - jJAnAcI sarvAMnA mAhitI Ahe. tumacA khisA kApalA, yAta cUka koNAcI ? tyAcA khisA nAhI kApalA ANi tumacAca kA kApalA ? tumhA doghAMpaikI sadhyA bhogato koNa ? bhogato tyAcI cUka. 'dAdAM'nI jJAnAta 'jase Ahe tase' pAhile kI, bhogato tyAcIca cUka Ahe. bhogaNe svataHcyA cukImuLe jo duHkhaM bhogato tI tyAcI cUka ANi sukha bhogato tara te tyAce 53
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________________ bakSisa. paraMtu bhrAMticA kAyadA nimittAlA pakaDato. paramezvarAcA kAyadA, riyala (kharA) kAyadA tara jyAcI cUka asela tyAlAca pakaDaNAra. hA kAyadA ekjhekTa Ahe ANi tyAta koNI badala karU zakela ase nAhIca. jagAta asA koNatAhI kAyadA nAhI kI jo koNAlA duHkhaM deU zakela. svataHcI cUka asela taraca samoracA kAhI bolaNAra nA ? mhaNUna cUka miTavuna TAkA nA! yA jagAta koNatAhI jIva kuThalyAhI jIvAlA trAsa devU zakata nAhI, ase svataMtra jaga Ahe, kuNI trAsa deta asela tara tyAce kAraNa pUrvI jI dakhala kelI hotI tyAcA pariNAma Ahe. mhaNUna tI cUka saMpavA maga tyAcA hizoba rAhaNAra nAhI. jaga duHkhaM bhogaNyAsAThI nAhI, sukha bhogaNyAsAThI Ahe. jyAcA jevaDhA hizoba asela tevaDhe tyAlA miLate. kityeka jaNa kevaLa sukhaca upabhogata asatAta. te kazAmuLe? kityeka jaNa phakta duHkhaMca bhogata Aheta te kazAmuLe? tyAMnI tasA hizoba sobata ANalelA asato mhaNUna. svataHlA je duHkhaM bhogAve lAgata Ahe tyAta svataHcAca doSa Ahe! dusar2yA koNAcAhI doSa nAhI. jo duHkhaM deto tyAcI cUka nAhI. duHkhaM deto tyAcI cUka saMsArAta, ANi jo bhogato tyAcI cUka he paramezvarI kAyadyAta. pariNAma, svataHcyA cukIcA jevhA jevhA ApalyAlA kAhI bhogAve lAgate te ApalyAca cukAMcA pariNAma Ahe. svataHcyA cukIzivAya ApalyAlA bhoga bhogAve lAgata nAhI. yA jagAta asA koNI nAhI jo ApalyAlA kiMcitmAtra duHkhaM deU zakela ANi jara koNI duHkhaM deNArA Ahe tara te ApalyAca cukImuLe Ahe. samoracyAcA doSa nAhI. to tara nimitta Ahe. mhaNUna jo bhogato tyAcI cUka. patI-patnI ApasAta khUpa bhAMData asatIla ANi jevhA doghe jhopAyalA gelyAnaMtara ApaNa gupacupa pAhAyalA gelo tara tI bAI binadhAsta 54
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________________ jhopalelI asate. ANi to bhAU sArakhA kuzI badalata asato tara ApaNa samajUna jAyace kI yAta patIcIca cUka Ahe, kAraNa tI bAI bhogata nAhI. jyAcI cUka asela toca bhogato. ANi jara tyAveLelA to bhAU jhopalelA asela ANi tI bAI jAgI asela, tara samajAve kI tyA bAIcIca cUka Ahe. 'bhogato tyAcI cUka', he tara phAra guhya vijJAna Ahe! sAre jaga nimittAlAca doSa deta asate. paramezvarAcA kAyadA kAya? paramezvarAcA kAyadA tara kAya mhaNato kI jyA kSetrAta, jyA kALAta jo bhogato to svata:ca gunhegAra Ahe. AtA koNAcA khisA kApalA gelA tara tyA kApaNAr2yAsAThI AnaMdAcI goSTa Ahe, to tara mastapaikI jilebI khAta asela, haoNTelAta basUna cahApANI ANi nASTA karIta asela. ANi tyAca veLI jyAcA khisA kApalA gelA to bhogata asela. mhaNUna 'bhogato tyAcI cUka'. tyAne pUrvI kadhItarI corI kelI asela mhaNUna Aja to pakaDalA gelA, ANi khisA kApaNArA tara jevhA to pakaDalA jAIla tevhA tyAlA cora mhaTale jAIla. saMpUrNa jaga samoracyAcIca cUka pAhato. bhogata asato svataH paNa cUka samoracyAcIca pAhato. ulaTa tyAmuLe tara gunhe duppaTa hota rAhatAta ANi vyavahArAtIla gaMtAgaMtIhI vADhata jAte. hI goSTa jara nITa samajalI tara guMtA suTata jAIla. yA jagAcA niyama asA Ahe kI je DoLyAMnI disela, tyAsa cUka mhaNatAta ANi nisargAcA niyama asA Ahe kI, jo bhogata Ahe, tyAcI cUka Ahe. ___ koNAlAhI kiMcitmAtra du:khaM dyAyace nAhI. koNI ApalyAlA duHkhaM dile te ApaNa jamA karUna TAkAyace. tara Apale vahIkhAte cokha hotIla. AtA punhA koNAlA dyAyace nAhI, navIna vyApAra suru karAyacA
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________________ nAhI ANi junA hizoba bAkI asela tara mAMDavalI karuna TAkAyacI mhaNaje to hizoba pUrNa hoIla. upakArI, karmApAsUna mukta karaviNAre jagAta doSa koNAcAca nAhI. doSa kADhaNAr2yAcA doSa Ahe. jagAta doSI kuNIca nAhI. sagaLe jaNa ApApalyA karmAcyA udayAne Aheta. je koNI bhogata Aheta to kAhI, Ajaca gunhA nAhI. he sAre mAgacyA janmIcyA karmAMce phalita Ahe. Aja tara tyAlA pazcAtApa hota asela, paraMtu pUrvI karAra jhAlelA Ahe tyAce kAya? to karAra pUrNa kelyAzivAya tara gatyaMtaraca nAhI. __ sUna sAsUlA duHkhaM dete kiMvA sAsU sUnelA duHkhaM dete, yAta koNAlA bhogAve lAgate? sAsUlA. tara sAsUcI cUka Ahe. sAsU sUnelA duHkhaM deta asela, tara sUnene he gRhItaca dharAyalA have kI yAta mAjhIca cUka Ahe. he dAdAjIMcyA jJAnAcyA AdhArAne samajUna ghyAyalA have kI, mAjhIca cUka asela mhaNUnaca tI zivyA dete. arthAt sAsUcA doSa kADhAyalA jAvU naye. sAsUcA doSa kADhalyAne guMtA vADhato, kaoNmpleksa hote ANi sAsUlA sUna trAsa deta asela tara sAsUne dAdAjIMcyA jJAnAcyA AdhAre samajUna ghyAyalA have kI bhogato tyAcI cUka. tyAmuLe malAca nibhAvUna ghyAyalA have. suTakA karUna ghyAyacI asela tara je kAhI kaDU-goDa (zivyA, apamAna vagaire) yeIla te jamA karUna TAkA, mhaNaje tumacA hizoba pUrNa hoIla. yA jagAta hizobAzivAya najaresa najarahI miLata nAhI! tara maga bAkI sagaLe kAya hizobAzivAya hota asela kA? tumhI jyAMnA jevaDhe dile asela tevaDhe sarva te tumhAlA parata detIla. tevhA tumhI khuza hoUna jamA karUna TAkA ANi mhaNA, bare jhAle! AtA mAjhA hizoba cukatA hoIla! ANi jara cUka karAla tara punhA bhogAveca lAgela!
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________________ svata:cyA cukIneca mAra khAtAta. jyAne dagaDa mAralA tyAcI cUka nAhI paNa jyAlA dagaDa lAgalA tyAcI cUka. tumacyA AjUbAjUcI mule vATela tazA cukA kiMvA duSkRtya karata asatIla paNa tumacyA vara tyAcA pariNAma hota nasela tara tI tumacI cUka nAhI. paraMtu jara tumacyAvara pariNAma jhAlA tara tI tumacI cUka Ahe, he nakkIca samajUna jAve ! ase pRthakkaraNa tara karA cUka koNAcI Ahe ? tevhA mhaNe, koNa bhogata Ahe he zodhUna kADhA. nokarAcyA hAtUna dahA glAsa phUTale tara tyAcA pariNAma gharAtIla mANasAMvara hoNAra kI nAhI? AtA gharAtIla mANasAMmadhye mule tara kAhI bhogata nAhIta, paNa tyAMce AI-vaDIla mAtra ciData rAhatAta. tyAtahI AI thoDyAveLAne nivAMta jhopele, paraMtu tyAce vaDIla hizoba karIta rAhatAta. dahA guNIle pAca, pannAsa rupayAMce nukazAna jhAle ! to jAsTa elarTa (jAgRta) Ahe mhaNUna jAsta duHkhaM bhogela. tyAvaruna 'bhogato tyAcI cUka.' to jara itake pRththakaraNa karata karata puDhe caDhata gelA tara saraLa mokSAlA pohocela. praznakartA : kityeka loka ase asatAta kI AmhI kitIhI cAMgale vAgalo tarI te samajUna ghyAyalA mAgata nAhI. dAdAzrI : je dusar2yAMcI cUka pAhatAta te sApha khoTe Ahe. svataHcyA cukImuLeca nimitta bheTato. he tara jivaMta nimitta bheTalA tara tyAlA cAvAyalA dhAvatAta. paNa maga kATA lAgalA tara kAya karAla? bhara caukAta kATA paDalelA Ahe, hajAro mANase tethUna jAtAta, koNAlAhI kATA rUtata nAhI, paraMtu caMdu tethUna nighatAca kATA jarI vAkaDA asela tarI tyAcyA pAyAta rUtela. 'vyavasthita zaktI' tara kazI Ahe? jyAlA kATA lAgAyacA asela tyAlAca lAgela. tyAsAThI sarva saMyoga ekatra karuna dete, paraMtu yAta nimittAcA kAya doSa? 57
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________________ koNI vicArale kI mI mAjhyA cukA kazA oLakhU? tevhA AmhI tyAlA zikavato kI tulA jithe jithe duHkhaM bhogAve lAgata Ahe, tithe tujhI cUka Ahe. tujhI azI koNatI cUka jhAlI asela kI tulA ase bhogAyacI veLa AlI he tU zodhUna kADha. mULa cUka kuThe Ahe? cUka koNAcI? jo bhogato tyAcI! koNatI cUka? tara 'mI caMdubhAU Ahe' hI tumacI mAnyatAca cukIcI Ahe kAraNa yA jagAta kuNIca doSI nAhI, mhaNUna koNI gunhegArahI nAhI, ase siddha hote. duHkhaM deNArA tara phakta nimitta Ahe. paraMtu muLAta cUka svata:cIca asate. jo phAyadA miLavUna deto tohI nimitta Ahe ANi jo nukasAna karavato tohI nimittaca Ahe, hA sagaLA ApalAca hizoba Ahe, tyAmuLeca he sAre ghaData asate.
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________________ pratikramaNa svataHce doSa dhuNyAce sAdhana - pratikramaNa kramaNa atikramaNa-pratikramaNa saMsArAta je kAhI ghaData Ahe te kramaNa Ahe. joparyaMta te sahajarupAne hote toparyaMta kramaNa Ahe paraMtu jara eksesa (jAsta) jhAle tara te atikramaNa mhaTale jAIla, ANi jyAcyAprati atikramaNa jhAle asela tyAcyApAsUna suTAyace asela tara tyAce pratikramaNa karAveca lAgela, arthAta (doSa) dhuvAve lAgela, taraca svaccha hoIla. mAgacyA janmAta bhAva kelA asela kI amakyAsa cAra thobaDIta mArAyacyA Aheta, tyA kAraNAmuLe hyA janmAta jevhA te rUpakamadhye yete tevhA cAra thobADIta mAralyA jAtAta. tyAsa atikramaNa jhAle ase mhaNatAta, mhaNUna tyAce pratikramaNa karAve lAgela. samoracyA vyaktIcyA zuddhAtmyAlA AThavUna jhAlelyA doSAMce pratikramaNa karAyalA pAhije. kAhI kharAba AcaraNa jhAle tyAsa atikramaNa mhaNatAta. je kharAba AcaraNa jhAle to tara DAga Ahe, naMtara to manAtalyA manAta Tocata rAhato. tyAsa dhuNyAsAThI pratikramaNa karAve lAgatAta. yA pratikramaNAne tara samoracyA vyaktIcA suddhA ApalyAsAThI bhAva badalUna jAto. svataHce bhAva cAMgale hotAta va samoracyA vyaktIcehI bhAva cAMgale hotAta. kAraNa pratikramANAmadhye tara itakI zaktI Ahe kI vAgha suddhA kutryAsArakhA hoUna jAto. pratikramaNa kevhA kAmAta yete? jevhA kAhI ulaTa pariNAma Ale tevhAca kAmAta yeta asate. pratikramaNAcI yathArtha samaja pratikramaNa mhaNaje kAya ? pratikramaNa mhaNaje samoracA jo ApalA apamAna karata Ahe, te ApaNa samajUna ghyAyalA pAhije kI yA apamAnAcA 59
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________________ gunhegAra koNa Ahe ? apamAna karaNArA gunhegAra Ahe kI bhogaNArA gunhegAra Ahe, he ApaNAsa prathama nakkI karAyalA pAhije. tara yAta apamAna karaNArA hA bilakUla paNa gunhegAra nasato. eka seMTa (pratizata) paNa gunhegAra nasato. to nimitta asato ANi ApalyAca karmAcyA udayAdhIna to nimitta bheTato. arthAt ApalAca gunhA Ahe. ApalyAlA AtA tyAcyAsAThI kharAba bhAva hota Aheta evaDhyAsAThIca pratikramaNa karAyalA have. to nAlAyaka Ahe, labADa Ahe, ase vicAra manAta Ale asatIla tara pratikramaNa karAyace. jara ApalyAlA koNI zivI dilI tara to ApalAca hizoba Ahe, to tara nimitta Ahe. khisA kApalA tara to kApaNArA nimitta Ahe ANi ApalAca hizoba Ahe. hA tara nimittAlAca cAvA ghAlata asato ANi tyAcIca bhAMDaNe Aheta hI sarva. divasabharAta jo vyavahAra karata asato tyAta kAhI cukIcA (ulTA) vyavahAra jhAlA asela tara ApalyAlA te mAhita paDate kI yAcyAsobata cukIcA vyavahAra jhAlA Ahe. mAhita paDate kI nAhI? ApaNa jo vyavahAra karata asato, te sarva kramaNa Ahe. kramaNa mhaNaje vyavahAra. AtA jara koNAsobata cukIcA vyavahAra jhAlA, tevhA ApalyAlA kaLate kI yAcyAsobata kaDaka zabda bolale gele kiMvA cukIce vAgalo. kaLate kI nAhI kaLata? tara te atikramaNa mhaTale jAte. __ atikramaNa mhaNaje ApaNa ulaTa cAlalo. ANi titakeca saraLa parata phiraNe tyAce nAva pratikramaNa. pratikramaNAcI yathArtha vidhI praznakartA : pratikramaNAta kAya karAyace asate? mana-vacana-kAyecA yoga, bhAvakarma-dravyakarma-nokarma, caMdubhAU ANi caMdubhAUcyA nAvAcI sarva mAyepAsUna bhinna azA 'zuddhAtmA'lA smarUna mhaNAyace kI, 'he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna, mAjhyAne kaDaka bolale gele 60
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________________ tI cUka jhAlI, tyAsAThI tyAcI mAphI mAgata Ahe, ANi tI cUka punhA karaNAra nAhI asA nizcaya karIta Ahe. punhA kadhI azI cUka na hovo azI malA zaktI dyA.' 'zuddhAtmA' lA smarUna kiMvA 'dAdA'lA smarUna mhaNAyace kI, 'hI cUka jhAlI' arthAt tI AlocanA Ahe ANi tI cUka dhuvUna TAkAyacI he pratikramaNa ANi tI cUka punhA karaNAra nAhI, asA nizcaya karAyacA, te pratyAkhyAna Ahe. samoracyA vyaktIlA nukasAna hoIla ase karaNe kiMvA tyAlA ApalyApAsUna du:khaM hoIla ase vAgaNe he sarva atikramaNa Ahe. tyAce lagecaca AlocanA pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna karAve lAgate.
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________________ niSpakSapAtI trimaMdira kazAsAThI? jevhA mULa puruSa jase kI zrI. mahAvIra bhagavAna, zrI kRSNa bhagavAna, zrI rAma bhagavAna dehadhArI avastheta, sazarIra upasthita asatAta tevhA te lokAMnA dharmAsaMbaMdhI matamatAMtarAtUna bAhera kADhUna AtmadharmAta sthira karatAta. paraMtu kALakramAnusAra mULa puruSAMcyA anupasthitImuLe haLU haLU lokAMmadhye matabheda udabhavatAta va tyAmuLe dharmAta vADe-saMpradAyAMce nirmANa hotAta jyAcyA pariNAmasvarUpa sukha ANi zAMtIcA kramazaH lopa hoto. __ akrama vijJAnI paramapUjya zrI dAdA bhagavAnAMnI (dAdAzrIMnI) lokAMnA AtmadharmAcI prAptI tara karavUna dilI paNa tyAcabarobara dharmAta vyApta 'mAjhe-tujhe' cI bhAMDaNe miTavaNyAsAThI ANi lokAMnA dhArmika pakSapAtacyA durAgrahAcyA jokhimetUna bAhera kADhaNyAsAThI eka agadI vegaLeca, krAMtikArI pAUla ucalale. je Ahe saMpUrNa niSpakSapAtI dharma saMkulAce nirmANa. mokSAcyA dhyeyAcI pUrNAhutI hetU zrI mahAvIra svAmI bhagavAnAMnI jagAlA AtmajJAna prAptIcA mArga dAkhavilA hotA. zrI kRSNabhagavAnAMnI gItA upadezAmadhye arjunAsa 'Atmavata sarvabhUteSu' cI dRSTI pradAna kelI hotI. jIva ANi ziva yAMcA bheda miTalyAvaraca ApaNa svata:ca ziva svarUpa hoUna 'cidAnaMda rUpaH zivohama zivoham' hI dazA prApta karato. azAprakAre sarva dharmAMcyA mULa puruSAMcyA hRdayAtIla goSTa hI AtmajJAna prAptIcIca hotI. jara hI goSTa samajalI tara AtmajJAna prAptIcyA puruSArthAcI suruvAta hote. ANi pratyekAsa AtmadRSTIne pAhilyAmuLe abhedatA utpanna hote. koNatyAhI dharmAce khaMDana-maMDana hoU naye, koNatyAhI dharmAcA pramANa dukhAvalA jAU naye azI bhAvanA niraMtara rAhata asate. parama pUjya dAdAzrI mhaNata asata kI jANate-ajANatepaNI jyAMcI jyAMcI virAdhanA jhAlelI asela, tyA sarvAMcI ArAdhanA kelyAmuLe sarva virAdhanA dhutalyA jAtAta. azA niSpakSapAtI trimaMdira saMkulAta praveza karUna
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________________ tethe virAjamAna sarva bhagavaMtAcyA murtyAMsamora jevhA sahajarUpAne donhI hAta joDUna ApaNa natamastaka hoto tevhA AtIla sarva pakSapAta, pakaDa, durAgraha, bhedabhAvapUrNa mAnyatA gaLUna paDatAta va nirAgrahI hotA yete. dAdA bhagavAna parivArAce mukhya keMdra trimaMdira aDAlaja yethe (ahamadAbAda-mahesANA hAive vara) sthita Ahe. taseca gujarAtamadhIla ahamadAbAda, rAjakoTa, morabI, bhUja, godharA, bhAdaraNa, calAmalI ANi vAsaNA (ji. baDaudA) surendranagara ityAdI sthAnAMvara suddhA niSpakSapAtI trimaMdirAce nirmANa jhAle Ahe, muMbaI ANi jAmanagara yethe trimaMdirAce nirmANa kArya suru Ahe. jJAnavidhI kAya Ahe? G jJAnavidhI hA bhedajJAnAcA prayoga Ahe, jo nehamIcyA praznottarI satsaMgApekSA vegaLAca Ahe. G 1958 sAlI parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAnAMnA je AtmajJAna prakaTa jhAle teca AtmajJAna Aja suddhA tyAMcyA kRpemuLe ANi pUjya nirumAMcyA AzIrvAdAne pUjya dIpakabhAI yAMcyA mAdhyamAtUna sarvAMnA prApta hota Ahe. jJAna kA ghetale pAhije? F janma maraNAcyA cakrAtuna mukta hoNyAsAThI. G svataHcA AtmA jAgRta karaNyAsAThI. F kauTuMbika saMbaMdha ANi kAma-kAjAta sukha ANi zAMtI anubhavaNyAsAThI. jJAnavidhItUna kAya prApta hote? F AtmajAgRtI utpanna hote.
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________________ G yogya samaja prApta hote jyAmuLe saMsAra vyavahAra suraLItapaNe pUrNa karaNyAcyA cAvyA miLatAta. G anaMtakALAcI pApaM bhasmIbhUta hotAta. F ajJAna mAnyatA dUra hotAta. jJAnajAgRtImadhye rAhilyAne navIna karmabaMdhana hota nAhIta ANi junI karma saMpata jAtAta. AtmajJAna prAptIsAThI pratyakSa yeNe Avazyaka Ahe? G AtmajJAna jJAnIMcI kRpA ANi AzIrvAdAce phaLa Ahe. tyAsAThI pratyakSa yeNe Avazyaka Ahe. G pujya nIrUmA ANi pUjya dIpakabhAI yAMce TI.vhI ANi vhIsIDI satsaMga kAryakrama ANi dAdAjIMcI pustake jJAnAcI pUrvabhUmikA tayAra karU zakatAta paraMtu AtmasAkSAtkAra ghaDavU zakata nAhI. G itara sAdhanAMnI zAMti avazya miLate. paraMtu jyA pramANe pustakAtIla divyAce citra prakAza deU zakata nAhI paraMtu pratyakSa prajvalita divAca prakAza deU zakato, tyAca prakAre AtmA jAgRta karUna gheNyAsAThI tara svata: yeUna jJAna prApta karUna ghyAve lAgate. jJAna prAptIsAThI tumhAlA dharma kiMvA guru badalaNyAcI garaja nAhI. jJAna amulya Ahe tevhA jJAna prAptIsAThI koNatehI mulya dyAve lAgata nAhI. SX
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________________ zrI sImaMdhara svAmIMcI AratI jaya 'sImaMdhara svAmI, prabhu tIrthaMkara vartamAna, mahAvideha kSetre vicaratA, (2) bharata RNAnubaMdha. jaya... 'dAdA bhagavAna' sAkSIe, pahoMcAI namaskAra (2) ..( svAmI) pratyakSa phaLa pAmuM huM, (2) mAdhyama jJAna avatAra. jaya... pahelI AratI svAmInI, OM parameSTi pAme (2) ...( svAmI) udAsIna vRttI vahe, (2) kAraNa mokSa seve. jaya... bIjI AratI svAmInI, paMca parameSTi pAme (2) ...(svAmI) paramahaMsa pada pAmI, (2) jJAna-ajJAna laNe. jaya... trIjI AratI svAmInI, gaNadhara pada pAme (2) ...( svAmI) nirAzrita baMdhana chUTe, (2) Azrita jJAnI thaye. jaya... cothI AratI svAmInI, tIrthaMkara bhAvi (2) ..( svAmI) svAmI sattA 'dAdA' kane, (2) bharata kalyANa kare. jaya... paMcamI AratI svAmInI, kevaLa mokSa lahe (2) ...( svAmI) parama jyoti bhagavaMta 'huM', (2) ayogI siddhapade. jaya... eka samaya svAmI khoLe je, mAthu DhALI namaze (2)...( svAmI) ananya zaraNuM svIkArI, (2) muktipadane vare. jaya... sImaMdhara svAmIMcA asIma jayajayakAra ho
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________________ zuddhAtmyA prati prArthanA (dararoja ekaveLA bolAyacI) he aMtaryAmI paramAtmA! ApaNa pratyeka jIvamAtrAMmadhye virAjamAna AhAta, taseca mAjhyAmadhye paNa virAjamAna AhAta, Apale svarUpa heca mAjhe svarUpa Ahe, mAjhe svarUpa zuddhAtmA Ahe. he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! mI ApalyAlA abhedabhAve atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. ajJAnatemuLe mI je je **doSa kele Aheta, tyA sarva doSAMnA ApalyA samakSa jAhIra karIta Ahe. tyAMcA hadayapUrvaka khUpa pazcAtApa karIta Ahe ANi ApalyAjavaLa kSamA prArthita Ahe. he prabhU! malA kSamA karA, kSamA karA, kSamA karA ANi punhA ase doSa karU naye azI ApaNa malA zakti dyA, zakti dyA, zakti dyA. he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! ApaNa azI kRpA karA kI Amace bhedabhAva miTUna jAveta ANi abheda svarUpa prApta vhAve. AmhI ApalyAta abheda svarUpAne tanmAyAkAra rAhU. ** (je je doSa jhAle asatIla te manAta jAhIra karAve.) pratikramaNa vidhI pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAnAMcyA sAkSIne dehadhArI...... (jyAcyA prati doSa jhAlA asela tyA vyaktice nAva) cyA mana-vacana-kAyece yoga, bhAvakarma, dravyakarma, nokarmAhUna bhinna ase he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna! ApalyA sAkSIne, AjacyA divasAparyaMta je je ** doSa jhAle Aheta, tyAMcI kSamA mAgata Ahe, hRdayapUrvaka khUpa pazcAtApa karIta Ahe. malA kSamA karA, kSamA karA, kSamA karA. ANi punhA ase doSa kadhIhI karaNAra nAhI, asA dRDha nizcaya karIta Ahe, tyAsAThI malA parama zakti dyA. ** krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, viSaya-vikAra, kaSAya ityAdIpAsUna tyA vyaktilA du:kha dile gele asela, tyA sarva doSAMnA manAta AThavAyace.
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________________ naU kalame (dararoja tIna veLA bolAyacI) 1. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmyAcA kiMcitamAtra paNa aham dubhAvaNAra (dukhAvaNAra) nAhI, dubhAvilA jANAra nAhI kiMvA dubhAvaNyA prati anumodana kele jANAra nAhI azI parama zakti dyA. malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmyAcA kiMcitamAtra paNa aham dubhAvaNAra nAhI azI syAdvAda vANI, syAvAda vartana ANi syAdvAda manana karaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. 2. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dharmAce kiMcitamAtra paNa pramANa dubhAvaNAra nAhI, dubhAvale jANAra nAhI kiMvA dubhAvaNyA prati anumodana kele jANAra nAhI azI parama zakti dyA. malA koNatyAhI dharmAce kiMcitamAtra paNa pramANa dubhAvale jANAra nAhI, azI syAvAda vANI, syAdvAda vartana ANi syAdvAda manana karaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. 3. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI upadezaka, sAdhu, sAdhvI kiMvA AcArya yAMcA avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. 4. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmyA prati kiMcitamAtra paNa abhAva, tiraskAra kadhIhI kelA jANAra nAhI, karavilA jANAra nAhI kiMvA kartyAcyA prati anumodana kele jANAra nAhI azI parama zakti dyA. 5. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmyAzI kadhIhI kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI (TocaNArI) bhASA na bolaNyAcI, na
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________________ bolAvayAcI kiMvA bolaNyA prati anumodana na karaNyAcI azI parama zakti dyA. koNI kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA bolale tara malA mRdu-Rju bhASA bolaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. 6. he dAdA bhagavAna ! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmyA prati strI puruSa kiMvA napuMsaka, koNatAhI liMgadhArI aso, tara tyAMcyA saMbaMdhI kiMcitamAtra paNa viSayavikAra saMbaMdhI doSa, icchA, ceSTA-cALe kiMvA vicAra saMbaMdhI doSa na karaNyAcI, na karaviNyAcI kiMvA kartyAcyA prati anumodana na karaNyAcI azI parama zakti dyA. malA niraMtara nirvikAra rAhaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. 7. he dAdA bhagavAna ! malA koNatyAhI rasAmadhye lubdhapaNA na karaNyAcI azI zakti dyA. samarasI AhAra gheNyAcI parama zakti dyA. 8. he dAdA bhagavAna ! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmyAcA pratyakSa kiMvA parokSa, jivaMta kiMvA mRtyu pAvalelyA, koNAcAhI kiMcitamAtra paNa avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya kelA jANAra nAhI, karavilA jANAra nAhI kiMvA kartyA prati anumodana kele jANAra nAhI azI parama zakti dyA. 9. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA jagata kalyANa karaNyAce nimitta banaNyAcI parama zakti dyA, zakti dyA, zakti dyA.. (evaDheca tumhI dAdA bhagavAna yAMcyAjavaLa mAgAyace. hI dararoja mekaeNnikalI (yaMtravat) vAcaNyAcI vastU nAhI, aMtarAta ThevaNyAcI vastU Ahe. hI dararoja upayogapUrvaka bhAvanA karaNyAcI vastU Ahe. evaDhyA pAThAta sarva zAstrAMce sAra yeUna jAte.)
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________________ (dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezanacI prakAzita pustake) marAThI 1. bhogato tyAcI cUka 13. pati-patnIcA divya vyavahAra 2. eDajasTa evarIvhera 14. samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 3. je ghaDale toca nyAya 15. mAnava dharma 4. saMgharSa TALA 16. mRtyuveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara 5. mI koNa Ahe ? 17. sevA-paropakAra krodha 18. dAna ciMtA 19. trimaMtra pratikramaNa 20. vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 9. bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma 21. camatkAra 10. karmAce vijJAna 22. satya-asatyAce rahasya 11. pApa-puNya 23. vANI, vyavahArAta 12. AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 24. paizAMcA vyavahAra hindI 1. jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna 21. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA vyavahAra 2. sarva duHkhoM se mukti 22. samajha se prApta brahmacarya 3. karma kA siddhAMta 23. dAna Atmabodha 24. mAnava dharma maiM kauna hU~? 25. sevA-paropakAra 6. vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara... 26. mRtyu samaya, pahale aura pazcAta 7. bhugate usI kI bhUla 27. nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa 8. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 28. pati-patnI kA divya vyavahAra TakarAva TAlie 29. kleza rahita jIvana huA so nyAya 30. guru-ziSya 11. ciMtA 31. ahiMsA 12. krodha 32. satya-asatya ke rahasya 13. pratikramaNa 33. camatkAra 14. dAdA bhagavAna kauna ? 34. pApa-puNya 15. paisoM kA vyavahAra 16. aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 35. vANI, vyavahAra meM... 17. jagata kartA kauna ? 36. karma kA vijJAna 18. trimaMtra 37. AptavANI-1 se 9 19. bhAvanA se sudhare janmojanma 38. AptavANI-13 (pUrvArdha aura uttarArdha) 20. prema 38. samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pUrvArdha aura uttarArdha) dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana dvAre gujarAtI, hindI ANi iMgrajI bhASeta suddhA barIca pustake prakAzita jhAlI Ahe. vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org vara suddhA ApaNa hI sagaLI pustake prApta karU shktaa| * pratyeka mahinyAta hindI, gujarAtI ANi iMgrajI bhASeta dAdAvANI megejhIna prakAzita hota Ahe.
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________________ jJAnavidhI jJAnavidhI hI anaMta janmAMpAsUna svataHcyA svarupAcI mhaNaje AtmyAcI anubhUti karaNyAsAThI AsusalelyA mumukSukarItA jJAnI puruSa dAdA bhagavAnAMcI akrama vijJAnAdvAre dilelI anamola bheTa Ahe. jJAnavidhI hA mI (AtmA) ANi mAjhe (mana-vacana-kAyA) yAta bhedarekhA AkhaNArA, jJAnI puruSAcyA vizeSa AdhyAtmika siddhIdvAre hoNArA vaijJAnika jJAna prayoga Ahe. yA AtmajJAnAne zAzvata paramAnaMdAcI prAptI hote taseca ciMtepAsUna muktI miLU lAgate. tyAcabarobara vyAvahArika guMtA soDavaNyAsAThI suddhA upayogI Tharate tyAmuLe maga sAMsArika saMbaMdhahI zAMtIpUrNa hotAta. -dAdAzrI 9789386 32194 Printed in India dadabhagwan.org Price 10