Book Title: Prarthana Part 01
Author(s): Niswarth
Publisher: Parmarth Pariwar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/032872/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAga-2 V prArthanA jayavIyarAya sUtra 'te niHsvArtha Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prArthanA jayavIyarAya sUtra bhAga-2 je ni:svArtha : prakAzaka : paramArtha parivAra * * * . karI * * jAya = kAma karatA karI kema karI che takanIkI it. 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TEEngt; it joke , ha ' ' Sta daE lI the ki. f, WHEN kilara i5I3 from mI., Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sukRta sahabhAgI zrI sidhdhAcala bhADatIrthAdhipati zrI AdinAthAya nama: zrI saMbhavanAtha svAmIne namaH zrI padama-jIta-hIra-kanaka-devendra-kaMcana-kalApUrNa-kalAprabhasUri sadRgurUbhyo nama: adhyAtmayogI pa.pU.A.de.zrI.vi.kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA ziSyaratna pravacana prabhAvaka pa.pU.A.de.zrI.vi.pUrNacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nI preraNAthI sarvazreSTha tIrthAdhirAja zatruMjaya mahAtIrthe pAlItANA nagare AvelA zrI kaccha vAgaDa - sAta - covIsI jaina samAja saMcAlita zrI velajI dAmajI bhaNazAlI jaina yAtrika bhavanamAM thayela jJAnakhAtAnI upajamAMthI pustaka prakAzanano lAbha lIdho che. tenI khuba khuba anumodanA : noMdha : gRhastha A pustakanI mAlikI karatAM pUrve 2.40 jJAnakhAtAmAM jamAM karavAnAM raheze. Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : noMdha: A pustaka Apane anya koI nAme prakAzita karavuM hoya to aMdaranI meTara yathAvat rAkhIne prakAzita karavAno hakka paramArtha parivAra Apane Ape che. A pustaka vAMcyA pachI jarUra na hoya to nIcenA ThekANe parata karavI Ara. ke. meTala IMDasTrIjha 4/e, javAhara menzana bilDIMga, grAunDa phlora, phaNasa vADI, vinaya hoTalanI bAjumAM, muMbaI - 400 004 mo. 9820441030 para na ra - - kAkI ht " 'koma 48. Rang dareka :- ** rAjakaMediAnAra FEaa nika sec dhArAsa * 1 HEaa kana ke, che naka nA - - - kare RTE nA EMI Editing : kArataka - - kaka * : -makara ** amArU diyara kAkA-kAke ke, kaDaHka mADamanA /id=0. che. mAdA kasa ka THE- ka ka , ; kakakakakakaka 11mahavi kakakara liai' , nA karakara - E roja eka kAkA thayA che cr":"'"iii kare che ke jika kAkara RTH REH.. : kaDaka che & rITALI you? - Etpako kAkA efore - - B keka - : ka, koTaka gi he che ke mArA atharva vanartainment konIjha, " * * ja. www.edu/ - hakika dA R. B. . Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prastAvanA bilDIMgamAM eka ghare putrano janma thayo. bilDIMgamAM sarvatra AnaMda chavAI gayo. bAjunI bilDIMgamAM yuvAnanAM lagna hatAM. saMgIta saMdhyAno kAryakrama cAlato hato, tyAre ja, jenAM lagna hatAM te yuvAnanuM mRtyu thayuM. bilDIMgamAM sarvatrazoka chavAi gayo. A ghaTanAnI vAta ame gurubhagavata karI tyAre gurubhagavaMte amane eka paMkti samajAvI, "eka ghare dhavalamaMgalahuve, eka ghare rubahunAra re, ekarAmArame kaMtazuM eka cheDe zayala zaNagAra re." dekhAtAM vizvamAM rojanA prAyaH 1 sekaMDamAM cAra manuSyano janma thAya che ane be manuSyanuM mRtyu thAya che. tethI rojanA 3,45,600 manuSyano janma thAya che, tathA 1,72,800 manuSyanuM mRtyu thAya che. saMsAranuM kAramuM svarUpa jotAM ame dhrUjI UThyA. gurubhagavaMtane kAramA saMsArano aMta kevI rIte lAvavo? e prazna pUchyo. guru bhagavaMte saMsArano aMta lAvavA mATe amane "prArthanAsUtra"nI samaja ApI. gamatAno gulAla e nyAye "prArthanA" pustaka paramArtha parivAra prakAzita karI rahyo che. prArthanA-pustakamAM jinAjJAviddha tathA guru bhagavaMtanA Azayaviruddha nirupaNa thayuM hoya to micchAmidukkaDam.... dhyAna doravA namra vinaMtI sAthe.. paramArtha parivAra Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ' anukramaNikA 01 23 48 paDAva 6 ... jhaka paDAva 7 jhaka paDAva 8 jhaka paDAva 9 jhama paDAva 10 ... paDAva 11 ......................... 71 - che jif &ii. /WWay b '. - # n 5-7 stirazarreforms tA.rarAja * ja. :: che nA artist , [mAthAnA kAmamAM kAyadAkaWNL+TIFE hA ! 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' hka, ke.kA 15th E- Ek' " - : , N: : ; . , IT'S 1 & 13 para jana- DEEPA E! 1 : ress as 1. * 3 d First : pi ke . . s, na kara [' - to te nA Id f.'', ' karI * * f*ltis arry Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ || zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH | I anaMtalablinidhAna-gautamasvAmine namaHll paDAva : 6 jaLa bharI saMpuTa patramAM,yugalIka nara pUMjata RSabha caraNa aMguThaDe, dAyaka bhavajala aMtaH dayAnaMda sarasvatI ApaNe bhavano aMta lAvavA mATe bhegA thayA chIe. ekavAra svAmI dayAnaMda sarasvatI maMdiramAM gayA hatA tyAM emaNe zivaliMga para uMdara pharato joyo ane emane vicAra Avyo ke je potAnuM rakSaNa nathI karI zakato e mAruM zuM rakSaNa karaze? jayAM jayAM bhagavAnanI mUrti che tyAM tyAM bhagavAne rakSA karavA AvavuM paDe evI dayAnaMda sarasvatInI mAnyatA che kema ke temane bhagavAnanA svarUpano bodha ja nathI. jyAM jyAM potAnI mUrti che tyAM e mUrtinI rakSA karavA bhagavAne AvavuM paDe to e bhagavAna na kahevAya, cokIdAra kahevAya. bhagavAnanuM maMdira bane ke tUTe enAthI bhagavAnane koI matalaba na hoya. jo bhagavAna maMdira bane ke tUTe enuM dhyAna rAkhe che to eno matalaba bhagavAnamAM rAga che ane jenAmAM rAga hoya e bhagavAna na kahevAya. ghaNA pUche che ke dharatIkaMpamAM derAsara kema paDyuM? derAsaranI rakSA bhagavAne kema na karI? derAsaranI rakSA karavAnuM kAma zAsanarAgI deva-devI Adi kare. bhagavAna thoDA kare? deva-guru-dharmanA svarUpanI samajaNa indrabhUti gautama yajJa karAvatA hatA, tyAM sudhI deva-guru-dharmanA bodhamAM goTALo hato. paNa samavasaraNamAM bhagavAna pAse deva-guru-dharmanuM svarUpa samajyA. jevuM deva-guru-dharmanuM svarUpa samajAyuM ke tarata agiyAreya prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 6 Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gaNadharoe bhagavAnane jIvana samarpita karI dIdhuM. gaNadhara bhagavaMta ApaNane paNa kahe che ke jo tamAre kalyANa karavuM hoya to bhagavAnanI upAsanA-bhakti karavAnI ane bhagavAnanI bhakti karyA pachI prArthanA karavAnI, jo ke tame bhakti karo to enuM phaLa maLavAnuM ja che, chatAM bhagavAna pAse prArthanA karavAthI zubhakAmanAono daDha saMkalpa thaze. tethI zubha bhAvanAonI vRddhi thaze. saMsArIjIvo AzAvAdI duniyAmAM moTA bhAganA lokone saMsAra parathI vairAgya thato nathI. kAraNa ke, saMsArI jIvo saMsAramAM 100% AzAvAdI che. sabhAH "kaI rIte?" gurujIH "Disembara mahinAmAM opana grAunDamAM eka yuvAnanAM lagna hatAM. aNadhAryo varasAda Avyo. lagnanI sAjasajAvaTa para pANI pharI vaLyuM. saMsArI jIvoe potAno ola inDiyA reDiyo cAlu karyo. phalANo keTarara hota to badhuM phAsTa meneja thaI jAta. jo grAunDamAM Domahota to vAMdho na Avata. devatAoe banAvelI chappana karoDa jAdavonI nagarI dvArikAno jo nAza thaI zake to tArA dIkarAnAM lagnamAM aNadhAryo varasAda na AvI zake? kharekhara to ahIM saMsAranA svarUpano vicAra karavo joIe ke pudgala dhokhebAja che. e kyAre dhokho Ape-dago kare- eno koI bharoso nathI. enI jagyAe saMsArI jIvo AzAvAdI darajI che. beThAM beThAM AzAonAM thIMgaDAM mAryA ja karaze." sabhAH "saMsArI jIva AzAvAdI darajI kema banyo che?" gurujI: "dhIre dhIre prIta kero dIvaDo pragaTAvyo. prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 6 Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anAdi kALathI saMsArI jIvane bhramanA kAraNe bhautika sukhomAM ja sAcA sukhanI AsthA besatI gaI. bhautika sukha jANe AtmAno svabhAva na hoya! evI dRDha mAnyatA thatI gaI." sabhAH "AvuM kema banyuM?" gurujIH "gurunAM rakhopAMnAM ghUMTaDenA DhAMkyo. gurunAM hitavacana sAMbhaLavA jIvataiyAra nathI." sabhAH "hita vacano eTale zuM?" gurujI: "bhautika sukho vikArI che. jenI AgaLa-pAchaLa duHkha ja hoya che. bhautika sukho duHkhopacAra che. gurunA AvAM hitavacano na sAMbhaLyAM. tethI kavi AgaLa kahe che, vAyaro vAyo re bheMkAra, upara mehulAno mAra, dIvaDo nahI re. pragaTe..." arthAt sAcA sukharUpI dIvaDo nahIM pragaTe. sabhAH "eno matalaba ke ame AzAvAdI darajI maTIne saMsAranA be TukaDA karI nAMkhIe evA luhAra banIe.." gurujI: "paraphekTa, gaNadhara bhagavaMta prathama prArthanAmAM jIvane je pudgala rasikatA arthAt bhavAbhinaMdIpaNuM enA be TukaDA nahIM paNa cUrecUrA karI nAkhavA eTale ja bhava-nivvao arthAt prathama prArthanA. bIjI prArthanAmAM gaNadhara bhagavaMta bhagavAnane kahe che ke mArAmAMthI kadAgraha cAlyo jAya. kadAgrahanA kAraNe je mArga hoya te mArga barAbara samajI nathI zakAto. sabhAH "zrAvakamAM kadAgrahano tyAga hoya?" gurujI: "zAstramAM bhAvAvakanAM lakSaNo ApyAM che temAM lakhyuM che ke "vyasthAnisI" sarvaviSayamAM kadAgraharahita." prArthanAH 2 paDAva : 6 Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trIjI prArthanA- "iSTaphalasiddhi" koI jIvane 'bhavanibeo", maggANusAriA AvI gayA che pachI paNa icchAo to rahevAnI ja che. saMsArI jIva icchA vagarano na hoya. icchA be prakAranI cheH Atmika icchA ane bhautika icchA. iSTaphalasiddhimAM Atmika icchA nathI levAnI paNa bhautika icchA levAnI che. bhautika icchA be prakAranI cheH (1) dharma avirodhI (2) vAsanApUrti kare tevI. arthAt sRSTasiddhiH virodhitna niSpatti. bhavanirvedamAM ane maggANusAriA pAmelA jIvanA AtmA upara paNa pApakarma lAgelAM che. tethI jIvanI dharmasAdhanAne DAyarekTalI ke inaDAyarekTalI pApakarma DisTarba na kare, enA mATe trIjI prArthanA iSTaphalasiddhi." loga-viruddhaccAo AtmavikAsa mATe hRdayanI komaLatAo jarUrI che. AthI ja potAnA AtmAnI jema bIjAno vicAra paNa e rIte rAkhavAno che ke ApaNA nimitte ene cittasaMkleza na thAya. ApaNe evI beparavAI na karAya yA kaThoratA na rakhAya ke jethI ApaNI manamAnI pravRttinA kAraNe bIjAone saMkleza thAya. A doSa TALavA mATe loka-viruddha AcaraNano tyAga karavAno che. sabhAH "lokaviruddhamAM zuM Ave?" gurujI: "niMdA, droha, koInAM nANAM pAchAM na ApavAM vagere.. tame jenI niMdA karI tene saMkleza thatAM karma baMdhAya che ane AgaLa jatAM dharama tarapha durbhAvavALA bane che. tethI bhavAMtaramAM paNa ene bodhi, dharmaprAptidurlabha bane che. prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 6 Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ udyo na joifpato" nindu-sutyAyAm' e dhAtu parathI nindA zabda banyo che. jugupsA arthamAM 'kutsA" artha vAparIe chIe. kutsA=avakSepa. kSepa = pheMkavuM. avakSepa = nIce pheMkavuM. niMdA karavI eTale zuM? nIce pADavo, nIcuM utAravuM, imeja, presTija, pratibhA nIce pADavI. koIne najaramAMthI nIce utAravuM te niMdA." sabhAH "niMdAno janaka koNa che? niMdA zAmAMthI janme che? arthAt tenuM brIDiMga senTarakyuM?" gurujI: vAMdAnAM utpattisthAno gaMdakI, gaTaranI morI vagere che. ema niMdAnA utpattisthAno irSyA, jugupsA, lobha, abhimAna, krodha vagere che, je AtmAne pIDA ApanArA che. tamAre sArA lAgavuM che tethI bIjAmAM khAmI hoya ke na hoya tene AgaLa karIne sAmevALAne halakA cItaravAM enuM nAma niMdA. IrSyAnI bhUmikA rUpamAM kAmadevane zaramAve, sAmarthyamAM indrane paNa pAcho pADe evo rAvaNa sItA pAchaLa kAmAMdha che. karagare che, chatAM sItAe rAvaNa sAmuM joyuM nathI." sabhAH "vyabhicArI naTa-naTIo kyAMka najare caDhI jAya to ame UbhA rahIne TagaraTagara joyA karIe chIe. emanI sAthe selphI levA paDApaDI karIe chIe." gurujIH vicAravA jevuM che. dazaratha rAvaNanI cAkarI karatA. gAmegAma rAvaNanA nAmanA rAsaDAo levAtA hatA evA rAvaNane paNa jovAnI sItAne icchA nathI. tame naTa-naTIone jovA UbhA rahI jAva. emanI sAthe phoTA paDAvo. emanA oTogrApha lo. kharekhara to naTa-naTIoe prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 6 Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mekaapanA lapeDAo ja lagADelA hoya che. jayAre rAvaNa kudaratI sauMdaryavAna che chatAM sItA enI sAme jovA taiyAra nathI." sabhAH "rAvaNa vyabhicArI che?" gurujI: "naTa-naTIonI chApa satI strI ke mahApuruSa tarIkenI che? naTanaTIonAM lapharAMo, parAkramo tamArA dhyAnamAM nathI? rAvaNanA jIvanamAM vyabhicAra to dUranI vAta che, kevA sajjana che te ApaNe joIe. rAvaNa digvijaya karavA nIkaLyA che. naLakuberano vijaya karavA kuMbhakarNa rAvaNanI AjJAthI gayA. naLakubere AzALI vidyA vaDe potAnA nagaranI AsapAsa so-yojana paryata agnimaya killo karelo hato. temAM evA agnimaya yaMtro goThavelAM hatAM ke jemAMthI nIkaLatA kaNIyA jANe AkAzamAM agni utpanna karatAM hoya tevA dekhAtA hatA. AvA durjaya killAno Teko laI, krodhathI prajavalita agnikumAranI jema e naLakubera subhaTothI viTaLAIne rahyo hato. sUIne UThelA puruSo jema grISma RtunA madhyAhna kALanA sUryane joI zake nahIM tema kuMbhakarNa vagere jItavAnI vAta to dUra rahI, killAnI sAme paNa joI zakyA nahIM. tethI A durladhya pura kharekhara durladhya che evuM samajI utsAhabhaMga thavAthI pAchA AvyA. tethI rAvaNa pote tyAM AvyA ane killAne jItavAnA upAyono bhAIo sAthe vicAra-vimarza karavA lAgyA. e daramiyAna naLakuberanI patnI uparaMbhAe eka dUtIne mokalIne samAcAra mokalyA ke uparaMbhA tamArI sAthe krIDA karavAne icche che. tamArA guNothI tenuM mana to harAI gayeluM che. mAtra zarIra ja ahIM raheluM che. te mAnada ! A killAne rakSaNa karanArI AzALI nAmanI vidyA che te uparaMbhA potAnA zarIranI jema tamane AdhIna karI deze. jethI hatheLImAM rahelA prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 6 Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AmaLAnI mAphaka A nagarane naLakuberasahita prApta karazo." vibhISaNe dUtIne kahyuM, "vamastu'. ema kahIne vidAya karI. gussAmAM rAvaNa vibhISaNane bolyA ke are ! kulaviruddha kArya te kema svIkAryuM? re mUDha ! ApaNA kuLamAM koI puruSe raNabhUmimAM zatruone pRSTha ane parastrIne hRdaya kadI ApyuM nathI. are vibhISaNa! AvA vacanathI paNa teApaNA kuLane kalaMka lagADyuM che. tArI AvI mati kema thaI? sItAno tyAga thavAnuM kAraNa khAnadAna ane sadAcArI evA rAvaNanI sAme paNa jovA taiyAra na hatA evA sItAjI laMkA-vijaya pachI ayodhyAmAM sukhethI rahe che. kALakrame sItAjI garbhavatI thayA. pativratA strInuM sthAna kyA patinA hRdayamAM na hoya? emAM paNa garbhavatI thAya eTale patnInuM mAna ora vadhI jAya che. tethI sItAnI zokyanA dilamAM tela reDAya che. zokyanA dilamAM irSA utpanna thaI che. tethI sItAne halakI cItaravA mATe kapaTapUrvaka strIoe sItAne kahyuM ke, ame rAvaNanA rUpanAM vakhANa bahu sAMbhaLyAM che. rAvaNanuM rUpa AlekhIne batAvo ne? sItAjIe kahyuM ke rAvaNa azokavATikAmAM mane maLavA Avato tyAre mArI dRSTi nIcI rahetI hovAthI, meM rAvaNanAM sarva aMgo joyAM nathI, mArI daSTi enAM caraNa upara ja paDI che. tethI huM rAvaNane zI rIte AlekhI batAvuM? sapatnIonA AgrahathI saraLa prakRtivALA sItAjIe rAvaNanAM caraNa AlekhyAM ane te ja samaye rAma tyAM AvI caDyA eTale zokyo bolI, "svAmI ! juo tamArI priyA sItA adyApi rAvaNane saMbhAre che. he nAtha ! juo. sItAjIe pote rAvaNanA be caraNa AlekhyA che. haju sItA rAvaNanI ja icchA kare che. te Apa dhyAnamAM rAkhajo. te sAMbhaLI rAme gaMbhIrapaNe moTuM mana rAkhyuM ane sItAdevIne na jaNAya tema tyAMthI tatkALa prArthanAH 2 paDAva : 6 Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAchA vaLI gayA. sItAnI IrSyAthI A vAta dAsIo dvArA zokyoe lokamAM phelAvI. tethI loka paNa sItAnI niMdA karavA lAgyuM. kharekhara sItAnI irSyAthI zokyone zuM phAyado thayo? rAme sItAno tyAga karyo tethI traNa khaMDano svAmI lakSmaNa raDe che. rAma duHkhI, satI sItAne patino viyoga. zuM phAyado thayo?" sabhAH "ahIM sItAjInI bhUla na hatI chatAM zokyoe khoTI vAta karI e bhUla. paNa kharekhara koI kaMjUsa hoya ene to A kaMjUsa ema kahevAya ne?emAM to pApa na lAge ne?" gurujI: "dazavaikAlika nAmA AgamamAM dazamuM "sabhikSu" adhyayana che. emAM lakhyuM che ke " paraM vAli mayaM surIjo" je bIjAne koI divasa ema na kahe ke A kuzIla, halako, durAcArI, abhimAnI, nirdaya, mAyAvI, jUTho, labADa vagere che. evuM na kahete bhikSu che. kaMjUsane paNa kaMjUsa kahe to tene dveSa thAya tethI "netra penna na to vajJA?' jenAthI bIjAne krodha thAya tevAM vacano kahevAM nahIM." sabhAH "eka vyakti amArA dhyAnamAM che. abajopati che chatAM maiyA pAse zAka paNa rAtre sauthI chelle vadhyuM hoya tevuM levA Ave. kapaDAM paNa jyAM sela lAgyuM hoya tyAMthI le. dIvALInuM bonasa vocamenane pAMca rUpiyA ja Ape. AvI vyaktinI niMdA thaI jAya che, to zuM karavuM?" gurujI: samajo ke koI vyakti atyaMta kaMjUsa che, to e eno durguNa che. evI vyaktinI niMdA na thaI jAya mATe, 14 pUrvadhara zayyabhavasUri ma.sA.ApaNane davA Ape che "nALiye patteya punna-pAva" tamAre vicAravAnuM che ke potAnA karelA puNya-pApa dareka pote bhogave che. koI mANasa baLato aMgAro hAthamAM le to e pote baLaze. huM kAMI baLavAno prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 6 Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ chuM? e je kaMjUsAI kare che, enAthI e badanAma thaze. huM badanAma thavAno nathI." sabhAH "eMThA moMDhe bole to?" gurujI: "tamArI javAbadArI AvatI hoya to kahevAnuM, bAkI mAthuM mAravAnuM nahIM." sabhAH "deva-guru-dharmanI niMdA kare to paNa cUpa rahevAnuM?" gurujI: "nindo na boDapa to koInI paNa niMdA na karavI. emAM adhama eTale pApI, madhyama eTale laukika sadguNIo, uttama eTale lokottara sadguNIonI niMdA na karavI e artha levo. paNa je adhamAdhama arthAt je jagatane pApa tarapha laI janArA che tenI to niMdA karavAnI. ninyo na phoDapi nozeno artha vyAkaraNa mujaba sarvatra niMdAtyAga thAya che. jyAre dharmazAstra mujaba je loko jagatamAM unmArga pravartAve che temanA sivAyanI niMdAno tyAga. naviniMdA mAraga kahetA gozALo potAnI jAtane sarvajJa tarIke oLakhAve che. jagatamAM unmArganuM sthApana karI rahyo hato tethI samavasaraNamAM badhAnI vacce bhagavAne kahyuM ke tuM jUTho che, tuM daMbhI che. tuM e ja makhalIputra gozALo che. mArI pAsethI ja nimittazAstra bhaNIne potAnI jAtane sarvajJa kahevaDAve che. bhagavAna evuM bolyA ke gozALo AkheAkho Ubho saLagI gayo." sabhAH "Ane niMdA na kahevAya?" gurujIH "navi niMdA mAraga kahetA, sama pariNAme gahagahatA. sagA bApane maracuM lAgI jAya evuM mayaNA jAheramAM chaDecoka bolI che. kAraNa ke pitA jAheramAM unmArganI sthApanA karI rahyA che. Aje paristhiti bahu kharAba che. raste rakhaDato mANasa paNa ApaNA dharmane TapalI prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 6 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mArI jAya evI hAlata che. kalikAla sarvajJanI badaboI karavA maMjarI nAmanuM kalpita pAtra lakhI enI sAthe premanI vAtovALI navalakathAo lakhAya che ane vaMcAya che. mAkubhAIno saMgha nIkaLyo ane manubhAI paMcolIe TikA-TippaNa karatI navalakathA lakhI che. varSo pUrve zrAvako sametazikhara yAtrA karavA nIkaLyA. dilhImAM neharujI maLyA. neharujIe pUchyuM ke kyAM jAo cho ? to kahyuM ke sametazikhara. to neharujIe kahyuM ke bhAkharA-nAMgala jAva, e sAcAM tIrtho che. e zrAvakone basanI vyavasthA karAvIne bhAkharA-nAMgala javA ravAnA karI dIdhA. deva-guru-dharmanI niMdA karato hoya to tamArI zakti hoya to teno pratikAra karavo joIe. zakti na hoya to UbhA thaI zakAya, UbhA thavAnI zakti na hoya to kAnamAM AMgaLI nAkhI devAnI. deva-guru-dharmanI niMdA sAMbhaLavAthI pAyamAla thaI javAya." mAtra zabdakozanA AdhAre arthana karAya. sabhAH "bhagavAna mahAvIre mAMsabhakSaNa karyuM evuM bhaNAvavAmAM Ave che." gurujIH "zabdonA artha mAtra kozanA AdhAre na thAya. siMdha dezamAM be vastu prominanTa che. siMdha dezamAM mIThuM pedA thAya che, jene siMdhAlUNa kahevAya che. bIjuM siMdha dezanA ghoDA prakhyAta che. siMdha dezamAM je pedA thAya tene saindhava kahevAya. vyakti jamavA beThI che tyAre saidhava Anaya (mIThuM lAvI bolyA to tyAM saindhavano artha mIThuM thAya che. ane yuddhanA medAnamAM saidhava Anaya bolyA to tyAM ghoDo arthakarAya. prArthanA 2 10 paDAva : 6 Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dareka dravyamAM cha rasamAMthI koI ne koI rasa hoya che. vastunA guNadharma, vIrya, vipAka jovuM paDe. sUMTha uSNavIrya che, paNa vipAke madhura che. tIkhI vastu pitta utpanna kare che. gaLI vastu pittanuM zamana kare che. AmaLAmAM pAMca rasa che. bIjI eka vanaspatimAM paNa pAMca rasa che. AmaLA ane bIjI vanaspatimAM guNa-vIrya-vipAka sarakhuM che paNa prabhAva sarakho nathI. mATe prabhAva paNa jANavo paDe. davA mATe kyuM dravya anupAnamAM vAparavuM, na vAparavuM enI jANakArI joIe. A badhI jANakArI vagara kevaLa kozanA AdhAre artha karavA jAya to bhagavAnane mAMsAhArI kahevA jevuM thAya. bhalA bhAI ! mAMsa uSNavIrya che. enAthI koI divasa lohInA jhADA maTe? pittavarane nAzaka auSadha levuM paDe." mArkAra eTale bilADI artha thAya. ema mArjara nAmano vAyu paNa che. e vAyune nAza kare mATe evA auSadhane mArjari kahevAya. A saMdarbha phorena skolarone khabara na hovAthI zabdArtha karIne mUkavAthI AvA goTALA thayA che. ApaNA bhagavAna mATe gametema bolAyachatAM zAMtithI beThA rahIe te kema cAle? roja dADo Uge ne moMkANanA samAcAra Ave chatAM ApaNe kuMbhakarNanI UMghamAMthI UThatAM ja nathI. kANAMga sUtramAM 6 kAraNa ApyAM che jenA kAraNe vyaktimAM unmAda pedA thAya che. te 6 kAraNamAMthI 4 kAraNa niMdAnAM ApyAM che. emAM (1) arihaMtonI (2) emaNe batAvela dharmanI (3) bhAvAcArya, upAdhyAyanI (4) caturvidha saMghanI niMdA. uparokta cAra niMdAthI jIva pAgala banI jAya prArthanA : 2 11 11 paDAva : 6 Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ arihaMtAdinanIniMdAna thAya sabhAH "arihaMtAdiparamAtmAnI niMdA kevI rIte thAya?" gurujIH "arihaMta paramAtmAnA atizaya, jojanagAmInI vANI, meruparvata DolAvyo, emanA jJAnalakSmI, gAMbhIryAdi guNo magajamAM na bese mATe emanA mATe paNa elaphela bole. A rIte arihaMta paramAtmAnI niMdA kare che." sabhAH "AcAryabhagavaMtanI paNa niMdA thAya?" gurujI: "niMdA karavAvALA koIne nA mUke. A AcArya to amArA khoLAmAM moTA thayA che. meM emanA seDAM lUkyAM che. Aje AcArya thayA eTale zuM? amArA aMdhArAmAM gayA e ajavALAnI vAto kare?" sabhAH "zAstrIya udAharaNa kharuM?" gurujI: "kalikAlasarvajJa nAnI uMmaramAM AcArya thayA che. brAhmaNone zramaNo sAthe vera tethI majAka uDADavA hemacaMdrasUri ma.sA.ne pUchyuM, "ta pItam ? (chAza pIdhI?) pIta zabdanA be artha thAya-pIdhuM ane pILuM. kalikAlasarvajJajIe vaLato javAba Apyo "tatraM na tu pati pi tu zvetanuM? eTale ke chAza sapheda che, pILI nahIM. AvuM ja eka vAra digambarAcArya kumudacaMdrasUrie rAjasabhAmAM sabhAjano vacce kahyuM ke A bALaka mArI sAthe vAda karaze ? tyAre to kapaDAM paheryA che. je kapaDAMna pahere te bALaka kahevAya!" sabhAH "najIkanA bhUtakALamAM gurubhagavaMtanI niMdAno javAba Apyo hoya tevuM udAharaNa kharuM?" eka vAra eka zrAvake vRddhicaMdra ma.sA.ne vAta karI ke Apa melAM kapaDAM pahero cho paNa mUlacaMdajI ma.sA. to dhoLAM, svaccha kapaDAM pahere che. prArthanA: 2. paDAva 6. | 12 kiraNa karIne ja n H I 18 , '' #In[ SSA It we+ *H, New Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kharekhara to zrAvake be sAdhubhagavaMto vacce soyanuM kAma karavuM joIe. enA badale A zrAvake kAtaranuM kAma karyuM. ahIMyA guNiyala AcArya bhagavaMtanI niMdA thaI rahI hatI. tethI vRddhicaMdrama.sA.e khUba sarasa javAba Apyo ke huM gayA bhavamAM kheDUta hato eTale mArAmAM melA rahevAnA saMskAra rahI gayA che. jyAre mUlacaMdajI gayA bhavamAM brAhmaNa hatA. tethI brAhmaNanA saMskAra rahI gayA che tethI dhoLAM, svaccha kapaDAM pahere che. paNa tuM gayA bhavamAM caMDAla hato.tethI tArI najara cAmaDA para che, tethI ja bAhya jue che, AtmIka guNIyalatA joto nathI. dharmavirodhI bolanArane tarata baMdha karAvatA paNa AvaDavuM joIe. enAthI sulabhabodhithavAya. eka sthAnakavAsI bhAIe eka gurubhagavaMtane kahyuM ke patharA pUjavAthI mokSa maLato hoya to huM DuMgare DuMgarA pUchuM ! A kaMI prazna pUchavAnI rIta che ? taraNatAraNa bhagavAnanI pratimA mATe patharo zabda vAparyo. guru ma.sA.e IMTano javAba paththarathI Apyo ke moDhe kapaDuM bAMdhavAthI mokSa maLato hoya to huM kapaDAMnA tAkAne tAkA bAMdhuM. jIve sulabhabodhi thavAno rasto (1) arihaMta paramAtmA (2) emaNe prarUpita dharma (3) AcAryaupAdhyAya (4) caturvidha saMgha (pa) devalokanA devatA A pAMcanA varNavAda, prazaMsA, guNastava karavAthI jIvasulabhabodhi bane." sabhAH "he bhagavAna! ApanA samayAAgama)mAM niyANuM karavAnI nA pADI che. chatAMya bhavobhava tamAruM zAsana maLajo ema bolavAthI zAsana maLe ne?" gurujIH "zAsana meLavavA puNya to bAMdhavuM paDazene? - uparokta pAMcanA varNavAda karavAthI puNya baMdhAze, zAsana maLaze. | prArthanA : 2 13 paDAvaH 6 Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ deva-guru-dharmanI niMdA na thAya evuM karavuM joIe enA badale tame deva-guru-dharmanI niMdA thAya evuM karyuM-karAvyuM eTale "paDisiddhANaM karaNe " doSa Avyo. uttama puruSonI imeja prabhAva vadhe evuM karavuM joIe. evuM na karyuM tethI kiANamakaraNe doSa lAgyo." sabhAH "uttama puruSonI mahAnatA vadhe evuM kArya koNe karyuM che?" gurujI: "gozALo svabhAve TIkhaLI che. game tyAM game tenI sAthe paMgo laI le. gozALAe eka jagyAe zrApa Apyo ke mArA gurunA tapanA tejathI mahollo baLI jAya ! vyaMtara devoe prabhunI bhaktinA kAraNe mahollo bALI nAMkhyo." sabhAH "A vyAjabI kahevAya?" gurujI: "vAstavamAM vanaspati, kIDI, vAMdA vagere jIvonI hiMsA thaI chatAM vyAjabI eTalA mATe ke moTA puruSonI hInatAna thAya enA mATeno prayatna che. indra mahArAjA bhagavAnanA janma vakhate uddaghoSaNA karAve che ke bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanI mAtAnuM koIe ahita vicAryuM to enA mastakanA sAtaTukaDA karI nAkhIza. Indra mahArAjAe A jAherAta dvArA prabhune loka najarathI upara UThAvavAnuM kAma karyuM che. moTA puruSone halakA pADavA, imeja toDI nAkhavI e bahu moTuM pApa che. vartamAnanuM tamAruM bhautika zikSaNa deva-guru-dharmane halakA pADavAnuM moTA pAye kAma kare che. nyUjha peparo paNa deva-guru-dharmanI niMdA karavAmAM pAchI pAnI karatA nathI.AvA nyUjhapeparane kharIdavA e paNa parokSa rIte deva-guru-dharmanI niMdA karI kahevAya." sabhAH "ApaNo dharmato maitrIbhAvamAM nathI mAnato?" prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 6 Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurujIH "maitrI nikhila sattvapu. maitrIno artha zuM? parahitaciMtA e maitrI che. samaSTinuM hita karavA mATe adhamAdhama jIvane toDI pADavo e paNa maitrI kahevAya. ghaNIvAra adhamAdhama jIvone cUpa karavAmAM paNa maitrI che. maitrI eTale paMpALavuM evo artha nahIM samajavAno. gozALAnI unmArgagAmI pravRtti toDI pADI e paNa prabhujInI maitrI ja hatI. nAgazrInI kathA nAyadhammakatAmAM draupadInA pUrvabhavanI vAta che. caMpAnagarImAM somadeva, somabhUti ane somadatta nAme traNa sahodara baMdhu hatA. temane anukrame nAgazrI, yajJazrI ane bhUtazrI nAme traNa strIo hatI. vArApharatI eka-eka divasa sarve eka- ekane ghare bhojana karavA jatAM. ekavAra nAgazrIe ajANatAM kaDavI tuMbaDInuM zAka rAMdhyuM. tene hiMga vagere dravyathI sArI rIte vaghAryuM. pAchaLathI jarA cAkhatAM tene jarAka kaDavuM lAgyuM. eTale temAM thayela dravyano kharca vyartha na jAya te mATe pAtramAM juduM rAkhI mUkyuM. bIjA bhojanathI badhAMne jamADyAM. evAmAM dharmaghoSasUrinA dharmaci nAme muni mAsakSamaNane pAraNe nAgazrInA ghare AvyA. nAgazrIe "A zAkamAM thayelo kharca vRthA na thAo" evuM vicArIne kaDavuM zAkate munine vahorAvyuM. aho ! A strInI buddhine dhikkAra che, jene ghera tapanA tejathI kAMcanagiri jevA munivara padhAryA temane teNIe ukaraDA jevA gayA. kalpavRkSa, sUrya, kAmakuMbha ane puNyodaya jevA munine e pApI strIe AkaDo, rAhu, kuMbhArano kuMbha ane khAbociyA jevA gaNyA. AhAra laIne muni guru pAse AvyA. jJAnI gurue te AhAra ayogya (viSamizrita) jANI ziSyane kahyuM, "niravadya sthAne jaIne paraThavo jI, tame cho dayAnA jANa re, bIjo AhAra ANI karI che, tame karo | prArthanA : 2 15 usid :$ Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ niradhArare." dharmaruci ma.sA.e zAka thoDuM paraThavyuM. zAkamAM svAdiSTa padArtho nAkhelA hovAthI kIDIo AvI. zAka khAtAM kIDIo marI gaI. "dIThA dIThAre jIvonA saMhArare!" ma.sA. vicAre che, "jo huM bIjA jIvone abhayadAna ApuM ane A AhAra vAparuM to mArI jiMdagIno aMta thAya che paNa te sAthe bhavano paNa aMta thavo saMbhava che. ane paravaza to kIDIonI virAdhanA thavAthI bhavanI vRddhi thaze." sabhAH "guruAjJA to paraThavavAnI hatI ane pote vAparI gayA to guruAjJA bhaMgano doSa na lAge?" gurujI: "guruAjJAnAmAtravarDasa(zabdo)ne pALavAnA nathI. guruvacananA aidaMparyane paNa pALavAnuM che. guruAjJAnuM audaMparya paNa teo samajelA hatA." sabhAH "e zenA AdhAre kaho cho?" gurujI: "sajhAyamAM spaSTa lakhyuM ke "tame cho dayAnA jANa re" arthAta dharmaruci ma.sA.jJAnI che mATe ja vicAre che ke mArA gurunI paNa AjJA che ke zuddha sthAne jaIne A AhAra paraThavI devo. to mArA peTa jevuM zuddha bIjuM sthaLa kyAMya paNa jovAmAM AvatuM nathI. mahAtmA AvyA nahIM tethI sahavartI jovA jAya che. mahAtmA kALadharma pAmyA. caMpAnagarImAM dharmaghoSasUri ma.sA.nA ziSyo mahollemaholle, galI-galIe, poLe-poLe kahe che ke anyA, apuNyA, pApINI, durbhagIomAM lIMboLI jevI. sabhAH "lIMboLI jevI eTale zuM?" gurujIH "koI paNa vyakti bhUkhI hoya to pIpaLAnAM pAna khAya paNa A prArthanA : 2. 16 ysia : $ Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lIMboLI na khAya. evI atyaMta anAdeya nAgazrIe kaDavI tuMbaDInuM zAka vahorAvIne sAdhune mArI nAkhyA. caMpAnagarInA loko pAsethI somadeva vagere brAhmaNoe vAta sAMbhaLI. brAhmaNo bhayaMkara gusse thayA. brAhmaNonA AgevAno bhegA thaI enA ghare Ave che. aprArthita evA mRtyunI icchAvALI thaI che?caudazanA divase bhAgyazALIono janma thato hoya che. jyotiSInI daSTie e kahe che ke tuM hInacaturdazInA divase janmelI che, pApINI. AkrozabharyA zabdo saMbhaLAve che. enA kulanuM abhimAna nIce pADe che. kapaDAM, dAgInA badhuM laI le che. tarjanA, tADanA kare che. enI niMdA kare che, lAkaDIothI mAre che, dhikkAre che, dhUke che. gharamAMthI kADhI mUkI. haDakAyA kUtarAnI jema koI ene gAmamAM paNa rAkhavA taiyAra nathI. koI UbhI paNa rahevA detuM nathI. sAMdhAvALA jUnAM kapaDAM lAja DhAMkavA rahevA dIdhA che. hAthamAM eka tUTeluM ThIkaruM ane pANI mATe phUTelo ghaDo rahevA dIdho che. mAkhIono samudAya chaThThI narakamAM gaI." sabhAH "bIcArInI AvI hAlata karI? kSamA na rAkhavI joIe?" gurujI: "A bIcArI nathI. adhamAdhama jIva che. asthAne kSamA e guNa nathI. kapUra guNakArI chatAM nALiyeranA pANImAM na naMkhAya. nALiyeranA pANImAM nAkho to mRtyulAve. konI niMdA karavAthI pApanabaMdhAya? uttama puruSonI niMdA kyAreya nahIM karavAnI. madhyama eTale mArgane pAmelAnI paNa kyAreya nidAna karavI. laukika sadguNInI niMdA na karavI. adhama loko cora-kasAInI paNa niMdA na karavI. karI ke , mA prAthanA :). 17 paDAva 6 . ja kAkI , | kanakAika, kaws &; ,, Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ doSadRSTivALA kAgaDA jevA hoya che. ene ukaraDo ane marelA uMdaro ja dekhAya. bagIcAmAM UgelAM phUlo na dekhAya. saMvatsarInA divase khAya enI paNa niMdA na karAya. niMdA kevaLa potAnA doSonI ane je adhamAdhama jIvo che, je mArgane dhakko pahoMcADe che, unmArgane sthApe che, zAsananA pratyanika che. e badhAMnI niMdA nahIM karo to pApa baMdhAze." sabhAH prabhAvanA mATe baheno paDApaDI karatAM hoya che, enI niMdA karAya?" gurujI: "prabhAvanA mATe paDApaDI karanAranI paNa niMdA na karAya. ene guru ma.sA. samajAvaze. paNa tamAre niMdA na karavI. varSo pahelAM duSkALa vagere kAraNasara anAja vitaraNa karavA nIkaLelA yuvAno gADIo corAmAM ThAlavI jAya ane kahe ke ame AgaLanA gAmamAM jaIe chIe. tame tamArI rIte laI lejo. kAryakartA pAchA AvyA. anAjanA DhagalA jemanA tema. eka dANo paNa ocho na thAya. ApavA chatAM jAte le nahIM. ApaNI vRtti nIce gaI kema ke zrImaMta gharanI strIo paNa prabhAvanA mATe paDApaDI kare. A ApaNI tuccha vRtti, azubha lezyAnA pratIka che. prabhAvanA mATe jhUMTAjhUMTI na hoya. ivana mAMgavuM e keTaluM nAnapabharyuM haze ke zAMtanu zeThe corI karI paNa mAMgyuM nahIM. khAnadAna mANasamAgI zake nahIM." sabhAH "ame to phrenkalI kahI daIe ke mArI Agraha karavAnI Teva nathI. tame jAte mAMgI lejo." gurujI: "tamArI Agraha karavAnI Teva nathI e koI guNa nathI, paNa e to doSa che. Agraha karavAnI Teva nathI to Teva pADa. kazuM ja phrenkalI maMgAya nahIM." sabhAH "sAdhu bhagavaMto vagere to vasati vagerenIyAcanA kare che?" | prArthanA : 2 18 paDAva : 6 Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurujIH "mAMgavAno janma zAmAMthI thayo e jovAnuM. sAdhubhagavaMta paNa mAge che ane bhikhArI paNa mAge che. paNa baMnemAM pharaka che. bhikhArI lAcArInA kAraNe mAge che. jyAre sAdhu bhagavaMtane ahiMsaka jIvana jIvavuM che. ahiMsaka rIte AjIvikA calAvavA mATe yAcanA sivAya bIjo koI upAya jagatamAM nathI. ahiMsaka AjIvikA calAvavAnI vRtti che. mATe e koI doSa nathI, guNa che. prajAnuM kauvata haNAI jaI rahyuM che. jeTaluM maphatamAM maLatuM hoya eTaluM gharabheguM karo evI vRtti pedA thaI rahI che. mAgavAmAM mAgavAmAM phera che mAgavAnI vRttinA avaguNanA cheDA cheka AcArya padavI mAMgavA sudhI pahoMcatA hoya che. sAbaramatImAM suzrAvaka javAnamalajI pratApacaMdajI beDAvALA. potAnI zrAvikA zAka pIrasavAnuM bhUlI gaI hoya to khAlI roTalI vAparIne UbhA thaI jAya paNa zrAvikA pAse zAka mAgyuM nathI. | mULa vAta, deva-guru-dharma tathA ene pUraka vyavasthAnI niMdA karanAranI niMdA karavI paDe." sabhAH "rIta-rivAjonI niMdA na thAya?" gurujI: "nA, pUrvakALamAM mANasa bAjoTha para thALI rAkhIne vAparato hato. tamane A paraMparA orthoDoksa lAge che. jyAre eka phorenara inDiyA Avyo. tene vAparavA mATe bAjoTha Apyo to eNe potAnI DAyarImAM lakhyuM ke inDiyAmAM dareka vyaktine vyaktigata DAyaniMga Tebala ApavAmAM Ave che. komana DAyaniMga Tebala nathI. e khUba khuza thayo. kharekhara Arya rIta-rivAjo e dharmanA pUraka hatA enI niMdA na karAya ane koI niMdA karato hoya to bacAva karavo. | prArthanA : 2 19 paDAvaH 6 Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mULa vAta, niMdA e pArTanarazipavALo bijhanesa che. emAM be jaNa hoya to jAme, ekalA niMdA kAme nahIM. ahIM eTaluM dhyAna rAkhavuM ke lokaviruddha niMdA ityAdi pravRtti jIvanamAM na joIe. rAvaNanA jIvanamAM bhavanirveda che. saMsArane asAra mAne che tethI ja dharaNendra rAvaNanI bhakti karavA icche che tyAre rAvaNa bhaktinA phaLa tarIke mokSa ja mAMge che. arthAt saMsArane asAra ja mAne che to ja mokSa mAge ne! mokSa mAge che tethI mArganusaritA paNa che. jIvanamAM bhautika suvidhAo paNa che ke jenAthI jIvana astavyasta na thaI jAya. arthAt iSTaphalasiddhi paNa che. jyAM sudhI sItAnuM apaharaNa nahotuM karyuM tyAM sudhI lokaviruddha eka paNa pravRtti na hatI. traNa khaMDano mAlika che chatAM enA jIvana upara koI AMgaLI cIMdhI zake evo eka paNa avaguNa nathI. 100% jenTalamena che. rAvaNanA jIvanamAM eka paNa vastu lokaviruddha nahIM dekhAya. nikAcita karmanA kAraNe sItAnuM apaharaNa thayuM. rAma sAthe yuddha cAlu che. je divase marI gayo te divase paNa bhagavAnanI bhakti karavA jAya che tyAre ema nathI kaheto ke huM jItI jAuM. paNa bhagavAnane kahe che ke prabhu, mane samAdhi maLajo bhavobhavatamAruM zAsana maLajo. ApaNA jIvanamAM anaMtIvAra logaviruddhaccAo, gurujaNapUA, paraWkaraNa AvyuM che. 4,5,6 prArthanAghaNIvAra jIvanamAM AtmasAt paNa 1lI, rajI prArthanA jIvanamAM na hoya to 4,5,6nI koI tAttvika velyu nathI." sabhAH "logaviruddhaccAo, gurujaNapUA, paraFkaraNa jenA jIvanamAM hoya paNa bhavanirveda, mArgAnusAritA nahato kalyANa na thAya." gurujI: "4, 5,6 jenA jIvanamAM che paNa 1lI, rajI prArthanA jenA prArthanA : 2 20 paDAva : 6 Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIvanamAM nathI ene dharmapamADavo sahelo. jenA jIvanamAM saMskRti, maryAdA hoya tene dharmapamADavo sahelo. 1lI, rajI prArthanA vinA 4, 5, 6 prArthanA jIvanamAM anaMtIvAra AvI hatI. tethI gaNadhara bhagavaMte 1lI, rajI prArthanA pachI 4thI, pamI,6ThThI prArthanA mAgI." sabhAH "jenA jIvanamAM lokaviruddha pravRtti che, dA.ta. smagalara che ene dharma karavAnuM mana thAyato dharma karI zake?" gurujIH "jenA jIvanamAM lokaviruddha pravRtti che evA jIvoe jAheramAM dharma na karAya." sabhAH "kema na thAya?" gurujIH "zAsananI apabhrAMjanA thAya." sabhAH "dharmamAM Avaze to smagaliMgano dhaMdho chUTI jaze." gurujI: "dharmamAM AvavAnI nA nathI pADI. upAzrayanA daravAjA khullA che. sajjana mobhAdAra vyakti game tyAre AvI zakaze, jyAre moTI lokaviruddha pravRtti karanAra jAheramAM dharmanakarI zake. dAna paNa jAheramAM na ApI zake. smagaliMga karIne paisA lAvyo eTale khoTI rIte kamAyo che, mATe tene jAheramAM dAna nahIMthAya." sabhAH "smagalara jAheramAM derAsara banAve to zuM karavAnuM?" gurujIH "saMghamAM ApaNuM koI nathI sAMbhaLavAnA.bAkI saMghAcArya pagalAM laI zake. dA.ta. AvA smagalare banAvelA derAsaramAM paga paNa mUkAya nahIM ane koI paga na mUke. mAruM comAsuM muluMDamAM hatuM. saMvatsarInI rAtre huM prAyaH 12.30 vAge mAtru paraThavavA nIce Avyo. maMDapamAM ja mAtrAnI kUMDI hatI tyAM rasoDAmAMthI dhUmADo nIkaLatAM joyo. meM tyAM tapAsa karI to zIro, maga prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 6 " 2 21 Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 12.30 vAge thaI gayA hatA. meM pUchyuM ATaluM vaheluM kema banAvyuM? to rasoiyo kahe ke cAra orDara che, zuM karuM? have huM tamane kahuM ke A madhyarAtre baneluM che. vAsI che, khAtAM nahIM. to tame mAno?" ..vizeSa vAto avasare. prArthanA 2 prArthanA : 2 2 2 paDAva 6 paDAva : 6 Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paDAva : 7 jaLa bharI saMpuTa patramAM,yugalIka nara pUMjata RSabha caraNa aMguThaDe, dAyaka bhavajala aMtaH bhavano aMta lAvavA mATe ApaNe sudharmAsvAmI bhagavaMte banAvela jayavayarAya sUtranI vicAraNA karI rahyA chIe. (1) bhavanirveda (2) mArthAnusAritA (3) iSTaphalasiddhi (4) lokaviruddhano tyAga (5)gurujanapUjA (6) parArthakaraNa (7)sadguruno yoga (8) temanA vacananI sevA.. AbhavamakheDA gaNadhara bhagavaMte ahIM sudhI ja sUtra banAvyuM che. pachInI je mAMgaNIo che te pUrvAcAryakRta che. sabhAH "gaNadhara bhagavaMte kema adhUruM sUtra banAvyuM?" gurujIH "gaNadhara bhagavaMte kema 8 prArthanA sudhI ja sUtra banAvyuM te vicArIe. tame kahyuM ke gaNadhara bhagavaMte kema adhUruM sUtra banAvyuM. sUtra adhUruM choDavAnuM saMbhavita kAraNa (1) vyaktine AvaDatuM na hoya to adhUruM choDe (2) vyaktinA kAmamAM ThekANuM na hoya to adhUruM choDe. (3) kArya karatAM kAMI gaNadhara bhagavaMte ATha prArthanA sudhI ja sUtra banAvyuM paNa AgaLanuM sUtra na banAvavAmAM eka paNa uparokta kAraNa nathI. (1) gaNadhara bhagavaMto zratanA pAragAmI che. tethI temane AvaDatuM nathI evuM to nathI ja. (2) tIrthakara bhagavaMtanA paTTadharanA kAmamAM ThekANuM na hoya e vAtamAM dama nathI. (3) jayavIyarAyasUtra banAvatAM koI vipna paNa AvyuM nathI. chatAM..." sabhAH "te kALe AgaLanI prArthanAonI jarUra nahIM hoya." prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 7 Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurujI: "nA, te kALe paNa AgaLanI prArthanAnI jarUra hatI. dA.ta. bhave bhave tumhacalaNA -bhavobhava mane tamAruM zAsana maLajo . cothA ArAmAM paNa pUrepUro caturvidha saMgha mokSamAM nathI javAno tethI temane paNa jayAM sudhI mokSa na thAya tyAM sudhI bhavobhava prabhunuM zAsana maLajo evI prArthanAnI jarUra che ja." sabhAH "pahelI ATha prArthanAnI aMtargata pAchaLanI prArthanAo AvI jatI haze." gurujIH "barAbara, tame mahenata karo to badhA javAba AvaDI jAya evI tamArI zakti che. bhAratanuM baMdhAraNa eka copaDImAM lakhAI jAya paraMtu baMdhAraNanuM arthaghaTana karavA mATe hajAro pustako ochAM paDe. eTale gaNadhara bhagavaMte 8 prArthanAmAM je mAMgyuM hatuM te ApaNA jevA maMda kSayopazamavALA na samajI zake eTale vistRta karIne ApyuM." sabhAH "prathama ATha prArthanAmAM "bhave bhave tumha calaNANa" bhavobhava tamAruM zAsana maLajo evI prArthanAno samAveza kyAM karavAmAM Avela che?" gurujI: "saddaguru jogo.."mAM AvI jAya. sadguru zAsanamAM ja hoya. zAsana bahAra saguru che ja nahIM tethI InDAyarekTalI to A vAta AvI jatI hatI. paNa ApaNe na samajI zakIe tethI anDaralAina karIne arthAt separeTa samajAvI hoya athavA dvibaddha subaddha e nyAye paNa lakhI hoya. gaNadhara bhagavaMte karela ATha prArthanAne yathArtha samajIne pUrvAcArya bhagavaMtoe e prArthanAone ApaNA bodha mATe vistRta karI che." sabhAH "udAharaNathI samajAvo ne!" gurujI: "laukika udAharaNa laIe. vaDIlo kahetA ke gAmegAma ghara bAMdhavA joIe. A paMktino zabdArtha thAya che ke dareka gAmamAM ghara hovuM joIe. bhAratamAM 6 lAkha gAmaDAM che. cha lAkha gAmamAM ghara bAMdhavA mATe puSkaLa prArthanAH 2 24 paDAvaH 7 kipa Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paisA joIe. eTalA paisA kamAvavAmAM mANasa TenzanamAM UMdho vaLI jAya. kadAca puNya hoya ane puSkaLa paisA che tethI bihAramAM ghara lIdhuM. tamane koI pUche ke bihAramAM ghara kema lIdhuM? mArA pitAjI kahI gayA ke gAmegAma ghara hovA joIe. mATe bihAramAM koI svajana nathI chatAM ghara lIdhuM. kharekhara tamArA pitA je kahI gayA che teno matalaba evo thAya che ke dareka vyakti sAthe evA mIThA saMbaMdho rAkhavA ke anya gAmamAM javAnuM thAya to parAyuM na lAge. potAnuM ja ghara lAge. ethI e gAmamAM paga mUkavAmAM saMkoca na thAya. samajo ke tamAre amadAvAda javuM che ane tyAM covihAra karavA che. tame pADozI sAthe sArA saMbaMdha rAkhyA che. temanI putravadhU amadAvAdanI che to tarata kaheze ke mArA piyara jajo. tyAM badhI vyavasthA thaI jaze. mArA piyariyAMne ja tamArA covihArano lAbha Apajo. tamArA pitA kahI gayA ke gAmegAma ghara bAMdhavA arthAt tAro svabhAva sAro rAkhaje. AjubAjuvALA sAthe kaTakaTa karato nahIM. kacarAnA DabbA vagere mATe mAthAkUTa karato nahIM. bAjuvALA nAnA chokarAM gaMdakI karI jAya to jhaghaDavA mATe jato nahIM. AvI lAkho hitazikSAo gAmegAma ghara bAMdhavAmAM rahelI che." sabhAH "gAmegAma saMbaMdha rAkhavA ema ja lakhyuM hota to?" gurujI: "varasAda paDe to loko kahe ke A varase sonuM varasyuM. kharekhara to sonuM nathI varasyuM paNa pANI varasyuM che. kAraNamAM kAryano upacAra karIne A rIte bhASA bolAtI hoya che. bhASAnI amuka prakAranI maryAdAo AvavAnI tethI samajavAmAM takalIpha thAya.mATe ja gurunI jarUra paDe. mATe sAdhu bhagavaMtonA pampasUtramAM topambamsa navAina paDhie... ahIMkramano vyutkama karyo che. prArthanAH 2 25 paDAva : 7 Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sabhAH "kramazuM hoya?" gurujI: "je na bhaNya, na bhaNAvyuM ne badale je na bhaNAvyuM na bhaNyuM. Ama lakhavA pAchaLa zAstrakAra gurugamathI bhaNavAnI vAta kare che. mATe kramano vyutkrama karIne lakhyuM che." sabhAH "A artha TIkAmAM lakhyo che?" gurujI: mane bhaNatAM prazna thayelo tethI meM suvizAlagacchAdhipati pUjya jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne Ano artha pUchAvyo. to emaNe A artha karI Apyo. mane khUba saMtoSa thayo. | mULa vAta, baMdhAraNanI copaDIo bajAramAM maLe che chatAM vakIlo pAse tamAre artha samajavA javuM paDe che. neTa upara sarca karo to davAnI mAhitI maLe chatAM DaoNkTaranI jarUra paDe che. jIesaTInA niyamo gupta nathI chatAM sI.e. pAse javuM paDe che." sabhAH "sI.e. jeTaluM jIesaTInuM jJAna nathI mATe javuM paDe che." gurujI: pUrvAcAryo jeTaluM jJAna ApaNane nathI tethI ja pUrvAcAryoe je Agamo upara TIkA, bhASyAdi jo lakhyAM che te mULa AgamanA ja artha che. chatAM e bhASyAdine mAnavA nahIM e bahu gaMbhIra bhUla che. dA.ta. tamArA pitA kahI gayA ke samAjamAM koInI sAthe bagADato nahIM. emAM paDozIno ullekha na karyo hoya to paNa samajavAnuM ja hoya ke paDozI sAthe bagADAya ja nahIM. tame tamAro kakko laIne besI jAva ke pitAjI kyAM lakhIne gayA che ke paDozI...pitAjI to samAja sAthe na bagADavAnuM lakhI gayA che. A ja kakko kharo karo e vyAjabI nathI. ATha mAgaNInI aMdara gaNadhara bhagavaMte je mAMgyuM, emAM badhuM AvI gayuM hatuM. zuM maMgAya eno pUrepUro bodha emanI pAse hato. chatAM pUrvAcArya dibadhdha subaddham nyAya athavA to spaSTa bodha thAya evA udAtta prArthanA : 2 26 paDAva : 7. Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AzayathI AgaLanI prArthanAo banAvI che. ApaNI vAta cothI prArthanA logaviruddhaccAonI cAlatI hatI. loga-sArA, sajjana loko ane e lokone je na gamatuM hoya teno tyAga enuM nAma "logaviruddhaccAo. ahIM sarjana loko ja levA paDaze. sajjana=ziSTa jana. jaina levA evuM na samajavuM. TUMkamAM, duniyAmAM jeTalA ziSTajana che e lokone nathI gamatuM evI vastuno tyAga eTale logaviruddhaccAo." sabhAH "ziSTajana arthAt sajjana kone gaNavA?" gurujI: "jene sukRto sahaja gamatAM hoya, sArAM kAmo gamatAM hoya ane kharAba kAmo na gamatAM hoya. ene ziSTajana arthAt sarjana kahevAya. loka viruddha pravRtti be prakAranI AvazeH 1) je pravRtti sIdhesIdhI niMdya lAgaze jema ke, vezyAno dhaMdho karavo, katalakhAnuM calAvavuM, smagaliMga karavuM, jugAra ramavo A badhI spaSTa ayogya pravRttio che. AmAM bahu samajavAnI jarUra na paDe. jyAre bIjI loka viruddha pravRttimAM spaSTa, sIdhuM, dekhItuM pApa na dekhAya. dA.ta. vaDIlothI judAM rahevAnuM, dAru, smagaliMga -vezyAnA dhaMdhAmAM sIdhuM pApa dekhAze. tame vaDIlothI judAM svataMtra raho emAM AvuM sIdhuM pApana dekhAyachatAM evI pravRttiono paNa tyAga karavA.'' sabhAH "Aje to dekhItuM pApa dekhAya emAM samajAvavA jaIe to paNa sAme gaLe vaLage." gurujI: "tamArI vAta sAcI che, eka yuvAnane eka sajjanabhAI samajAvavA gayA ke tuM mahine 15 hajAra rUpiyA dArU-sigAreTa pAchaLa UDADI nAkhe che. 12 mahinAnA 1 lAkha 80 hajAra thAya ane 10 varSanA 18 lAkha rUpiyA thaI gayA. A 18 lAkha rUpiyA bacAvyA hota to tArI prArthanA : 2 27 paDAva : 7 Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAse Aje 60 tolA sonuM hota. vyasanI yuvAne kAkAne vaLato savAla karyo ke tamArI uMmara keTalI thaI? to kAkAe javAba Apyo ke 60 varSa. yuvAne pharI savAla karyo ke tame dArU, sigAreTa pIo cho? to kAkA kahe ke nA, to tamArI pAse 360 tolA sonuM hovuM joIe ne! che tamArI pAse 360 tolA sonuM? jaDa ane vakra loko evA hoya che ke tame ene samajAvavA jAva to tamane gaLe vaLage. koI sajjane dArU, sigAreTanuM sevana jIvanamAM kyAreya karyuM nathI chatAM kensara thAya to kaheze ke dArU-sigAreTa na pIdhAM chatAM kensara thayuM to amane zAMtithI pIvA do. mAthAkUTa na karo. bhalA mANasa ! sigAreTa vagere pItA na hatA chatAM kensara thayuM to vicAra kara ke je pIe che tene to kensaranA cAnsa keTalA vadhI jAya?" sabhAH "vaka jaDa to kaheze ke mArA dAdA rojanI 60bIDI pItA hovA chatAM kAMIna thayuM, 83varSa jIvyA." gurujI: "AvA jaDa, vakrane samajAvI na zakAya. vyasano paNa mAtra bhautika AzayathI nathI choDavAnA." sabhAH "Ape gaI kAle kahyuM ke "ninho noDapi to emAM adhamAdhama jIva sivAya bIjA koInI niMdA na karavI. amArA ghare koI vastu corI jAya to enI paNa niMdA na karAya?" gurujI: "nA, tame AryadizanI satyaghaTanAothI paricita nathI. bAkI kevA kevA adbhuta udAharaNo tamane sAMbhaLavA maLe. mukundarAya pArAzaryajIe potAnI mAnI vAto lakhI che te vAMco to samajAya. mArAM bAnAM avasAna pahelAMnA traNeka varSe banelI hakIkata che. bAnA piyaranA gAma morabImAM eka bhAI rahetA hatA. paNa bhAvanagara Ave tyAre bA pAse AvatA rahetA. teo mArI mAne phaI kahetA ane prArthanA : 2 28 paDAva : 7 Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ chevaTanAM varasomAM to vAraMvAra AvatA. koI paNa kAraNe temane hastalAghavanI(corI) Teva paDelI te chUTatI ja na hatI. pachInAM varasomAM sAva nirdhana thaI javAthI e Teva vadhI hoI, be-cAra miniTa paNa oraDAmAM ekalA paDavA dIdhA hoya to kaMIka vastu to jAya ja. chatAM bA temane jamIne javAnuM ke bapora pachI chAMyo DhaLe javAnuM kahetAM tyAre mane ghaNo cittakleza thato. bAne A bhAInI Teva bAbate khabara hatI. chatAM paNa teo temane hetathI avanavuM khavaDAvatAM. miSTAnna banAvI detAM ane avanavA athANAM kADhI khavaDAvatAM. unALAmAM to bA temane paMkho ya nAkhatAM. vAta sAcI ke e bhAI bahu bhAvathI jamatA ane vAraMvAra phai-phaI kahI bALapaNanI vAto saMbhAratA. eka vAra teo savAramAM mArA ghare AvyA. bAe jamavA rokyA.bA gharamAM hatAM ane huM bAjunI oraDImAM be-traNa pustako mUkavAne eka pustaka levA gayo. pustaka gotatAM be-traNa miniTa thaI. pAcho Avyo tyAre Tebala parathI be nAnI vastuo gayelI. meM aMdara jaIne bAne kahyuM, ApaNe sahu jANIe chIe ke e bhAI Ave che tyAre kaMIka vastu jAya che. toya besavAnuM, jamavAnuM zA mATe kahevuM?" bAe kahyuM, "bhAI! huM jIvuM chuM tyAM sudhI re 'vA de."kahI bA mUMgA thaI gayAM. bAe zrIkhaMDa karI khavarAvyo. paMkho nAMkhatAM, jUnI vAto saMbhAratAM baMne beThAM. huM rasoDAmAM jaI lusalusa jamI ophise javA nIkaLyo. jatAM jatAM kaheto gayo ke mane A badhuM gamatuM nathI. ophisethI pAcho ghera Avyo tyAre meM bAne pUchyuM, "huM garama thaI, bolIne ophisa gayo tyAre tamAre mane kaMI kahevuM hatuM? bAe kahyuM ke tane AvaDA moTAne mAre zuM kahevAnuM hoya? meM kahyuM ke tame mArI sAme jotA'tA tyAre zuM vicAra AvatA'tA?" prArthanA : 2 29 paDAva : 7 Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bAe kahyuM ke mane to tyAre tArA bApA yAda AvatA'tA. ame ekavAra ApaNA gAmaDe gayA. tyAre oraDAnI cAvI jenI pAse hatI te kamarUddInabhAIe kahyuM ke tamArA phalANA sagA paMdara di'pahelAM AvyA hatA ane cAvI mAMgI ke tame sAmAna rAjakoTa maMgAvyo che, mATe levA AvyA che. ema kahI eka moTuM kabATa, eka peTI, tAMbA-pittaLanA ke rUpAnAM vAsaNa laI gayA che. tArA bApu kaMI bolyA nahIM. pachI oraDAmAM gayA. paTAro ughADyo. tyAM tALuM toDI ghareNAM vagere laI gayA hatA. mane A vastusthiti jotAM duHkha thayuM tyAre tArA bApAe kahyuM ke A vAta koIne, bA suddhAne nA kahevI. mUMgA rahetA ane khamI khAtAM zIkhavuM. ApaNA nasIbanuM nahotuM ema mana manAvavuM. e yAda AvatAM mane thayuM ke e bApano tuM dIkaro thaI Ama kema va?tamane samajAyuM haze ke tamAre gharethI koI vastu corI jAya to niMdA to bahudUranI vAta che." sabhAH "zrAvaka AvI rIte koI corI karI jatuM hoya te sahana kare ? kyAM sudhI sahana karavAnuM?" gurujIH "bhautika nukasAnamAM jeTaluM sahana thAya teTaluM karavuM. sahana karazo to sAruM che. jayAM sudhI tamArI samAdhiTakatI hoya tyAM sudhI sahana karavAmAM koI vAMdho nathI. mULa vAta, lokaviruddha be prakAre cheH (1) jemAM pApa spaSTa dekhAya, (2) jemAM pApa spaSTa na dekhAtuM hoya. jema ke mA-bApathI alaga rahevuM vagere. tamArI bahena vidhavA thaI che. enA sAsarIpakSamAM koI nathI. tyAre bhAI tarIke tamArI javAbadArI vidhavA bahenanA bharaNapoSaNanI Ave. tamAre cUM ke cA karyA vagara bharaNapoSaNa karavAnuM. tame gADIomAM pharo ane bahenanuM bharaNapoSaNa na karo to na cAle paNa Aje samAja prArthanA : 2 30 paDAva : 7 Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyavasthA tUTI gaI che. tame hAtha UMcA karI nAkho to koI kahenAra rahyuM nathI. bAkI samAjavyavasthA hoya to sajjano tamAro hAtha pakaDaze. mAya lAIpha Ijha mAya lAipha e vAta ahIM na cAle. ahIM sajjano paNa Involve thaze. ahIM cUko to gaNadhara bhagavaMto tamane cUkyA kaheze. mATe gaNadhara bhagavaMto bhagavAna pAse prArthanA kare che. lokaviruddhaccAo." sabhAH " 12 vratadhArI zrAvaka hoya ane enI vidhavA bahenanA bharaNapoSaNanI javAbadArI chatI zaktie na le to lokaviruddha pravRtti kahevAya?" gurujIH "hA, 100% lokaviruddha pravRtti kahevAya. zAstrakAro jenAmAM jeTalI bhUmikA mujaba khAmI haze te khAmI taTasthatApUrvaka jarUra batAvaze. bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM jarA paNa mArAtArAno bhedabhAva nathI. lokaviruddha pravRttimAM mIrAMnA jIvanane joIe. mIrAMnA lagna rAjagharANAmAM thayelAM che. aMbANI phemilInI putravadhUono dabadabo kevo hoya? enuM sTeTasa kevuM hoya? enI pAse paisAnI relamachela kevI hoya?" sabhAH "ATalA paisAvALAne to pArTI, zopiMga, phezanamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAno TAima janamaLe." gurujIH "mIrAM rAjarANI che. emane koI gRhakArya vagere karavAnAM na hoya. mIrAMnAM navAM navAM lagna thayAM che ane patinuM mRtyu thaI jAya che ane mIrAM vidhavA thayAM che. tame hova to mIrAMne zuM zikhAmaNa Apo?" sabhAH "bIjAM lagna karI le. AkhI jiMdagI kevI rIte nIkaLaze?" gurujI: "bIjo pati karaze eTale jiMdagI nIkaLI jaze? bIjo pati nahIM mare enI geraMTI che? AryadezanI vAto sAMbhaLo to khabara paDe. gaMgaDozInI vAta che. gaMgunAM lagnanAM be-traNa varSamAM ja pati marI gayo. bIjAM lagnanI vAta karI prArthanA 2 31 paDAva : 7 Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (emanA samAjamAM gharagharaNAM-bIjAM lagna- thatAM hatAM). to gaMguvahu ciDAine kahetI ke AvI vAta mArI AgaLa nahIM. je dhaNIne meM jIva dIdho enuM gAmataru (mRtyu) thayA keDe huM ene cheha (dago) dauM to huM kyA bhavamAM chUTuM?" sabhAH "nAnI uMmaramAM vidhavA thAya to jiMdagI nIkaLe kevI rIte?" gurujIH "dharmamAM mana lagADavAthI jiMdagI sukhapUrvaka nIkaLI jAya." sabhAH "dharmagamavo to joIe ne?" gurujI: "dharmamAM na gamavA jevuM zuM che? bIjo pati be varSamAM marI jaze to? pati nathI to zuM thayuM? parivAramAM sAsu-jeThANI vagere to che ja ne?dharmamAM mana lagADavAnuM. sAmayika pratikramaNa karI zakAya. bAkInA TAimamAM gharanAM kartavya Avaze. patinA sAthe je TAima maLato hato te dharmamAM lagADI devAno. mIrAM vidhavA thayAM. bIjAM lagnanI vAta nathI. zrIkRSNanI bhaktimAM potAnuM mana lagADI de che. bIjAM lagnano vicAra suddhAM nathI karatAM. mIrAMnA pado vairAgyamaya che. chatAM mIrAMnA jIvanamAM lokaviruddha pravRtti che." sabhAH "zuM che?" gurujIH "zrIkRSNanI bhakti game tyAM rastA upara paNa karavA besI jAya. vINA vagADe, bhagavAnanAM gIto gAya. AdizanI strIo Ama rastA para na gAya. rAsaDA paNa na le. game tyAM besI na javAya. game tyAM bhajana na kare. game tyAM nAce nahIM." sabhAH "bhajana ja gAyachene?" gurujIH "strIothI jAheramAM game tyAM bhajana karavuM, nAcavuM vagere na thAya." prArthanA 2 32 paDAva : 7 32. Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sabhAH "maMdodarIe aSTApada parvata para nRtya karyuM che." gurujIH "maMdodarIe bhagavAnanI sAme nRtya karyuM che." sabhAH strIthI bhagavAnanI sAme nRtya thAya?" gurujI: "satI maMdodarIe karyuM te khoTuM che? maMdodarI strI nathI?" sabhAH "maMdodarIe bhagavAna sAme nRtya karyuM te sAruM ke khoTuM?" gurujI: "satI maMdodarIe bhagavAna sAme nRtya karyuM e sAruM che. mIrAe karyuM e khoTuM che." sabhAH "maMdodarI ApaNAM che eTale sAruM ane mIrAM bIjA dharmanAM che mATe khoTuM?" gurujI: "vAha bhAI vAha! kRSNa kare te lIlA ane bAkI badhAM kare te guno evuM nathI maMdodarIe bhagavAna sAme nRtya karyuM e khoTuM nathI kAraNa ke tyAM koI puruSanI hAjarI nathI." sabhAH "rAvaNa hAjara che ne?" gurujI: bhAI, puruSano artha ahIM parapuruSa levAno che. rAvaNa to teno pati che. Arya dezamAM strI potAnA pati sivAya anya koI paNa puruSanI hAjarImAM nRtya na kare. jyAre mIrAM bhajana gAtAM rastA upara nAce tyAre tyAM aneka parapuruSo hoya mATe khoTuM che. mArAtArAno bheda nathI. zrAvikA baheno paNa rastA para nAce to khoTuM ja kahevAya. bhale e bhagavAna mahAvIranA upAsaka hoya. khoTuM to khoTuM ja kahevAya. temAM bhedabhAva na hoya." sabhAH "koI pati-patnI baMne derAsaramAM Ave. anya koI puruSa nathI to strI bhagavAna sAme nRtya karI zake?" gurujIH "hA, karI zake. emAM kAMI khoTuM nathI. mahilAmaMDaLa pUjA bhaNAvatI vakhate dAMDiyA vagere rame che te khoTuM nathI. baheno derAsaramAM A prArthanA : 2 33 paDAva : 7 Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rIte bhakti karatAM hoya tyAre bhAIoe viveka rAkhavo joIe. AryadezanI vAto sAMbhaLazo to AnaMdacakita thaI jazo. tAnasene rAjadarabAramAM ekavAra kaheluM ke dareka rAgonI viziSTa tAkAta hoya che. hiMDoLa rAgathI hiMDoLA ane zeraDInA saMcAo cAle che. zrI rAgathI akAlane mArI haTAvAya ane lIlI hariyALI thAya che. bhAgyazrI rAga zuddha rAgamAM gavAya to sarasvatI mAtAnuM sarjana thAya che. tevI ja rIte dIpaka rAga gAvAthI agni vagara dIpaka pragaTa thaI jAya che. rAjAne Azcarya thayuM ke jo kharekhara tamArA dIpaka rAgamAM tAkAta hoya to ahIMyA ghInA dIvAo tame dIpaka rAgathI pragaTAvI Apo. tyAre tAnasene javAba Apyo ke rAjAdhirAja e huM nahIM karI zakuM kema ke sAme meghamalhAra rAga gAvo paDe. nahIM to cha mahinA sudhI mAre taLAvamAM chAtIsamANA pANImAM besavuM paDe tyAre temAMthI pragaTelo dAha zAMta thAya. rAjAe kahyuM ke tame cha mahinA darabAramAM nahIM Avo to cAlaze. paraMtu mAre tamArA dIpaka rAganI tAkAta jovI che. rAjAbhiyogane kAraNe vaDApradhAna zrI narendra modIjInA gAma vaDanagaramAM saMgItanI kasoTI thaI ane tAnasena dvArA dIpaka rAga gavAtA badhA dIpaka agni vagara pragaTyA. paraMtu tAnasene rAganA pratApe zarIramAM lAgelA dAhane kAraNe doDIne taLAvamAM jhaMpalAvyuM ane chAtIsamANA pANImAM rahevAnuM zarU karyuM. bIje divase savAre te gAmanI nAnI dIkarIo pANI bharavA AvI ane temaNe tAnasenane jotAveta ja kahyuM ke ApanuM nAma tAnasena che ne? ane ApanA iMgita parathI jaNAya che ke Ape dIpaka rAga gAyo lAge che. tAnasene pUchyuM ke beTA tamane kevI rIte khabara paDI? baMne dIkarIoe javAba Apyo ke ame paNa saMgItanA upAsaka chIe ane Apa amAre tyAM padhAro. ame tamane meghamalhAra saMbhaLAvIzuM ane prArthanA : 2 34 paDAva : 7 Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Apano dAha zAMta thaI jaze. paraMtu Ape amane eka vacana ApavuM paDaze ke Apa amAruM nAma gupta rAkhazo. kAraNa ke e jamAnAmAM parapuruSanI hAjarImAM jAheramAM strIo gAtI na hatI. tAnasenane AvakArIne tAnA rIrI potAnA ghare temanuM svAgata karIne meghamalhAra rAga saMbhaLAve che ane tAnasenano dAha zAMta thaI jAya che. ane e ja divase tAnasena rAjasabhAmAM hAjara thAya che. rAjAe tarata pUchyuM ke tame to kahetA hatA ne ke huM cha mahinA sudhI nahIM AvI zakuM to Aje Apa kevI rIte AvI gayA? tyAre tAnasene kahyuM ke huM vacanathI baMdhAyelo chuM eTale nAma nahIM ApuM paNa raiyatamAM be nAnI dIkarIo che teo taLAvamAM pANI bharavA AvI ane mArA iMgita AkAra parathI temaNe kahI dIdhuM ke tame dIpaka rAga gAyo che ane temaNe mane meghamalhAra rAga saMbhaLAvyo che ane mAro dAha zAMta thayo che. A paNa saMgItanA sAta sUronI sUrAvalinI kamAla che. rAjAe have jida pakaDI ke mane e baMne dIkarIonAM nAma Apo. tAnasene AnAkAnI to ghaNI karI paNa rAjAbhiyoganA kAraNe temaNe baMnenAM nAmo ApyAM. ane baMne dIkarIone rAjyasabhAmAM hAjara thavA kaheNa mokalavAmAM AvyuM. baMne dIkarIoe rAjayasabhAmAM javAne badale potAnA gharamAM ja samAdhi lIdhI ane Aje paNa te baMne dIkarIonA balidAnane saMgItakAro AlApanI aMdara tAnArIrInAM nAmo vAparIne aMjali Ape che. Aje jovAlAyaka sthaLomAM A baMnenAM balidAnanI yazogAthArUpa daherIonAM darzana mATe loko ToLe vaLe mIrAM to bhajana gAtAM hatAM paNa tame to inDiyana AiDiyalamAM tamArI dIkarIone halakAM gIto gAma vacce gAvA mATe protsAhita karo evA cho. prArthanA : 2 35 paDAva : 7 Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AryadizamAM kevI maryAdA hatI te A be panihArIonI vAta uparathI tamane samajAze." sabhAH "strIone goMdhI ja rAkhavAnI ne?" gurujI: "tamAruM mAthuM ThekANe nathI mATe tamArA moDhAmAMthI AvA zabdo nIkaLe che. bAkI... jaliyAvAlA bAganI ghaTanAthI duHkhI saradAra udhamasiMha phorenamAM pahoMcyA. tyAM ghaNA aMgrejone mAryA ane jayAre saradAra bhAgatA hatA tyAre eka yuvatIe jANI karIne potAno paga ADo karIne saradAra ujamasiMhane nIce paTakyA. paDavAnA kAraNe pakaDAI gayA tyAre lokoe pUchyuM ke tamArI pAse baMdUka to hatI ja. tame kema e yuvatI para baMdUka na calAvI? tyAre ujamasiMhe kahyuM ke huM bhAratIya chuM. ame chokarI para AMkha paNa nathI UThAvatA to baMdUka to kevI rIte UThAvuM? bhAratIya saMskRti tamane khabara hota to kadAca AvuM na bolatA ke strIone gAMdhI ja rAkhavAnI?" sabhAH "rAma, lakSmaNa , sItA vanavAsamAM gayA tyAre eka mahAtmA sAme sItAe nRtya karyuM ane rAma lakSmaNe vAjiMtra vagADyA. sItA mATe lakSmaNa parapuruSa hatA to sItAjInI A pravRtti logaviruddha na kahevAya?" gurujI: "ahIM sItAjInA jIvanamAM logaviruddha nahIM batAvI zako. kAraNa ke lakSmaNa atyaMta maryAdAvAna che. sItAjInA apaharaNa bAda sItAjInA dAgInAo maLyA to lakSmaNa kahe che ke meM kyAreya paNa bhAbhInI sAme joyuM nathI. tethI hAra, kuMDala, baMgaDI vagere nahIM oLakhI zakuM. paNa roja emanA caraNe namaskAra karato hato tethI temanA pAyalane oLakhI zakIza. AvA lakSmaNa diyara che mATe cAle bAkI bIjA koIdiyara hoya to cAle." sabhAH "amArAM bhAbhIo to baMgaDI paheratAM ja nathI." prArthanAH 2 36 paDAva : 7 Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurujI: "pUrvakALamAM vidhavA strI hAthamAM baMgaDI vagere paheratI nahotI. Aje sadhavA strIo paNa baMgaDI paheratI nathI te lokaviruddha che. je vidhavA hAthamAM baMgaDI pahere te paNa lokaviruddhamAM Avaze. jeTalA paNa ziSTapuruSamAnya rItarivAjo che te rIti-rivAjono lopa te lokaviruddhamAM Avaze.' sabhAH "ame baMne pati-patnI chIe ane gurumahArAja padhAryA hoya to mArI patnI guru ma.sA.nI sAme nRtya karI zake ne? sItAjIe ma.sA.nI AgaLa nRtya karyuM hatuM ne?" gurujIH "karI zake. paNa pahelAM bhUmikA jovI paDaze ke ma.sA. kaI bhUmikAnA che, mArA jevA sthavira kalpI hoya to na thaI zake. samatAnI bhUmikAvALA hoya ane kare to vAMdho nahIM. kadAca amAro praveza vagere che ane baheno harSamAM nAcavAnuM cAlu kare to mAre kahevuM paDe ke maryAdA rAkhavI paDaze. cothA ArAmAM maMdodarIne parapuruSanI sAme nAcavAnI chUTa na hatI. e kALa to atyaMta maryAdAvALo hato. chatAM niSedha che. to paMcama kALamAM to sutarAma niSedha karavo ja paDe." sabhAH "dIkarA-dIkarInAM lagnamAM nAcatAM na AvaDatuM hoya to 50-50 hajAra rUpiyA ApIne koriyogrAphara rAkhe che!" gurujI: "tamArI to vAta thAya tema nathI ! ghaNAMne lagna vageremAM nAcavuM nathI. ghaNAne gharamAM TIvI lAvavuM nathI, gharamAM e.sI. lAvavuM nathI. chatAM kema lAve che ?" sabhAH "sTeTasa thaI gayuM che mATe !" gurujI: "nA, lokasaMjJAnA kAraNe. badhAMnAM lagnamAM saMgItasaMdhyA hoya eTale ApaNe rAkhavI ja paDe. badhAMnA ghare TIvI hoya eTale ApaNe TIvI prArthanA : 2 37 paDAvaH 7 Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lAvavuM ja paDe. badhAMnA ghare e.sI. hoya to ApaNe e.sI. rAkhavuM ja paDe. AnuM nAma che lokasaMjJA. loka eTale ahIM gADariyo pravAha evo artha levAno che. sabase bUrA roga, kyA kaheMge loga." sabhAH "leTaAuTa phIla thAya che." gurujIH "hA, ene thAya ke huM mArkeTamAMthI bahAra pheMkAI jaIza.lagnamAM rAtribhojana tyAga, saMgItasaMdhyA nahIM, AiskrIma, breDa, pAMuM jevI abhakSya koI vastu nahIM. A badhuM karavA jaIza to badhuM hacamacI jaze. sAheba! mane mAro chokaro kaheze ke pappA, A mArI dIkSA nathI, mArAM lagna che. Ane kahevAya lokasaMjJA. lokasaMjJA e doSa che. logaviruddhaccAo e guNa che. lokasaMjJAmAM gADariyA pravAhano Dara che, je doSarUpa che jyAre logaviruddhaccAomAMziSTa puruSono Dara che, e guNarUpa che. TI.vI. AvyuM to TAima bagaDyA, mana bagaDyA, jIvana bagaDyA, zarIra bagaDyAM chatAM tame TI.vI. gharamAM lAvyA. A lokasaMjJA che. yuvAnone kothaLA jevA jInsa anukULa AvatA nathI. leMghojhabhbho anukULa che chatAM kothaLA jevA jInsa pahere che." sabhAH "amAre svajanano zoka hoya to leMghA-jhabhbhA paheravAM paDe che." gurujI: "tamArA jevAmAMthI ja eka yuvAna mane maLyo. ene enA pitAnuM zoka hovAthI ra mahinA legho-jhabhbho paheryA. mane kahe ke sAheba! atyaMta kampharTa lAge che. zarIra pataluM thAya, jADuM thAya, penTamAM to Tenzana paNa leMghAmAM nADuM hovAthI koI Tenzana nahIM. chatAM paheratAM nathI, kAraNa? lokasaMjJA. TeTu karAve, duHkhe chatAM badhAM karAve to ApaNe paNa karAvo. A che lokasaMjJA. prArthanA : 2 38 paDAva : 7 Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ phorena gayA. skAyaDAiviMgamAM Dara lAge chatAM nahIM karIe to loko zuM kaheze? A che lokasaMjJA. soLa varasanI chokarI sADI pahere to koNa leze ? A che lokasaMjJA." lokasaMjJA thakI lokabahubAhulo rAulo dAsasavi uvekhe, eka tuja ANazuM jeharAtA rahe, tehane enijamitra dekhe. badhAM ja AvA nathI hotA. eka bahene mane vAta karI ke huM sADI paheruM chuM. mArI dIkarI skUlamAM bhaNe che. enI mITiMga hoya to skUlamAM paNa sADI paherIne jAuM chuM." sabhAH "bI.ema.sI.nI skUla haze." gurujI: "enI chokarI jyAM bhaNe che tyAM jUhI cAvalAnI dIkarI paNa enA ja klAsamAM bhaNe che. evI moDarna skUlamAM paNa A bahena sADI paherIne ja jAya. badhAM emane phona karIne pUche ke A sADI kyA DijhAInara pAse taiyAra karAvI? uparanA udAharaNamAM mAro kahevAno artha eTalo ja che ke saMskRti, sadAcAra, dharma mATe ApaNane garva hovo joIe." sabhAH "saMskRti, sadAcAra viruddha vartana karanArAone inphiriyara phIla karAvatAM AvaDavuM joIe." gurujI: "hA, AvaDavuM joIe. na AvaDatuM hoya to zIkho paNa saMskRtisadAcArone choDIne tame vesTarna kalcara apanAvI lo te na cAle." laukika sauMdarya-lokottara soMdarya prArthanAsUtramAM pahelI 6 prArthanAne laukika sauMdarya kahyuM che. pachInI prArthanAne lokottara sauMdarya kahyuM che. zAstramAM khUba sarasa vAto Ave. tapanA bAra prakAra batAvyA ene be bhAgamAM vibhAjita karyA che bAhya ane che prArthanA : 2 39 paDAva : 7 Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ atyaMtara. upavAsa e bAhya tapa che. AlocanA svAdhyAya e atyaMtara tapamAM samAI jAya che. sabhAH "je bahArathI thAya te bAhya tapa ane je aMdarathI thAya te atyaMtara?" gurujI: "Avo artha nathI levAno. jinazAsana sivAya bIje paNa maLe tene bAhyamAM lIdhuM che ane je jinazAsanamAM ja maLe tene atyaMtaramAM lIdhuM upavAsa mAsakSamaNa e bAhya tapa che. bIjA dharmamAM paNa mRtyuMjaya tapa vagere Ave che." sabhAH "mRtyuMjayatapamAM pharALa, phuTa levAya?" gurujI: "upavAsamAM pharALa, phuTavagere je cAlu thayuM te temanA dharmanI khAmI na kahevAya. e cAlu karanAranI khAmI kahevAya. jaina dharmamAM rAtribhojananI nA che. chatAM tame karo to te tamArI khAmI kahevAya, jaina dharmanI nahIM. anya dharmamAM upavAsamAM kazuM khAvAnuM na hoya tethI tapa tyAM paNa che ane ApaNe tyAM paNa che. mATe bAhya tapamAM lIdhA. jyAre svAdhyAyAdi to ApaNe tyAM ja che." sabhAH "svAdhyAya eTale dhArmika pustakanuM vAMcana-paThana ja ne? e to anya dharmomAM paNa che. to svAdhyAyane anya dharmamAM nahIM ema kema kIdhuM?' gurujI: tame svAdhyAyano artha zuM karyo?sophA para besIne copaDI vAMcavI te? e artha ApaNe tyAM nathI. svAdhyAya karavo hoya to sauthI pahelAM tamArA jIvanamAM pApatyAgano saMkalpa joIze. AlocanAno svAdhyAya tyAre ja gaNAyake jyAre tame iriyAvahiyamU karIne saMkalpapUrvaka beso." sabhAH "iriyAvahiyam karatA to 1 miniTa lAge emAM zuM navAi?'' gurujIH "hastameLApanI kriyA be miniTanI ja hoya che paNa jiMdagIbhara prArthanA : 2 40 paDAva : 7 Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tamArI paduDI nIkaLI jAya che ne ! bhale iriyAvaliyam sUtramAM 1 miniTa lAge paNa temAM 1824120rIte mAphI mAgavAnI hoya che." sabhAH "1824120rIte mAphI?" gurujI: "pa63prakAranA jIvonI hiMsA rAgathI ane dveSathI ema be prakAre thAya che. (2) te jIvonI hiMsA abhiThyA, vatiyA vagere 10 prakAre thaI zake.manathI,vacanathI, kAyAthI traNa prakAre. hiMsA karavI ane karAvavI ane anumodavI ema traNa prakAre thaI zake. bhUtakALamAM hiMsA thaI hoya, vartamAnakALamAM thatI hoya ane bhaviSyamAM thavAnI hoya ema traNa prakAre mAphI mAMgavAmAM Ave che. vaLI te mAphI arihaMta, siddha,sAdhu,deva, guru ane AtmA emanI sAkSIe mAgavAmAM Ave che tethI : pa6342 410x3x3x36 =1824120rIte mAphI maMgAya che. anya darzanIyone pApa keTalI rIte lAge che eno khyAla nathI. emanA dhyAnamAM ja nathI ke AvI rIte paNa pApa lAgI zake. dA.ta. kamaTha saMnyAsa laIne beTho che. khullA roDa para unALAmAM paMcAgni tapa kare che. unALAmAM, upAzrayamAM garamI lAge che to roDa upara kevI garamI hotI haze! emAM covihAra upavAsa karIne dhyAna kare. atyAre ApaNA kyA ma.sA. AvuM kare che?" sabhAH "enAmAM ajJAnatA che." gurujI: "khAlI koIne kahI do ke e ajJAna che teTalA mAtrathI na cAle. sAthe sAthe samajAvavuM paDe ke ajJAnatA zuM che ? jema saMsAramAM koIne dAnavIra batAvavo hoya to enI traNa-cAra pravRttio dAnavALI jaNAvavI joIe. pachI loko ene dAnavIra jAhera karaze. sabhAH "kamaThamAM ajJAnatA zuM?" gurujI: "kamaThane khabara nathI ke pote sAdhu che? ATalI bhaDabhaDatI agni prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 7 Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pragaTAve che. zarIranuM bhale kaSTa sahana kare paNa agni to sarvabhakSI che. emAM keTalAM badhAM jIvaDAM, pataMgiyAM vagere baLIne khAkha thaI jAya? have jene sarvabhakSI agnimAM pApa dekhAtuM nathI e vyakti e pApa kevI rIte choDaze ? pApa choDyA pahelAM pApa, pApa to lAgavuM joIe ne? pApa samajAya to ja pApa choDazo. samayAvinA pApa kevI rIte choDazo? gAMdhIjI to opana mAInDeDa hatA ke mArA jIvanamAM je bhUlo thaI che te game tenI sAme kabUla karavAmAM mane jarAya khoTuM lAgatuM nathI. ApaNAM zAstro game tenI sAme pApo kansesa karavAnI nA pADe che. pApa to saMvijJagItArtha guru AgaLa ja prakAzita karavAM joIe." sabhAH "pApa, game tenI AgaLa kabUla kema na karAya? A to nikhAlasatA na kahevAya?" gurujI: "tame kadAca jIvanamAM kusaMganA kAraNe sigAreTa pIdhI hoya to tamAro dIkaro nAno che tene kahevAya? nA.kema?" sabhAH "bApa sigAreTa pIto hato to dIkarAne zuM nA pADaze? mATe dIkarAnI bagaDavAnI pUrI zakyatA che. tethI dIkarAne na kahevAya." gurujI: "badhI vastumAM viveka joIe. dA.ta. kadAca bila geTsa rojanuM 1 karoDanuM dAna kare che ane mane AvIne kahI jAya ke 1 varSanuM dAna jyAM jarUra hoya tyAM mane lAbha Apajo. A vAta tamane meM kahI dIdhI. pAlItANA tIrthanI rakSA mATe 10 karoDanI jarUra che to tarata tame zuM kahezo? bila geTse kIdhuM che to tyAMthI maMgAvI lyo. tame je 1-2 karoDa vAparavAnA hatA te paNa baMdha thaI jAya. kAMI paNa kahetA pahelAM viveka joIe. ema prAyazcita game tenI pAsethI na levAya." sabhAH "pAdarIo prAyazcita Ape che. prAyazcitanI vidhi emanA zAstramAM batAvI che. to Ape kahyuM ke AlocanA atyaMtara tapa che e anya dharmamAM prArthanA : 2 42 paDAva : 7 Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nathI. to A virodhAbhAsana Avyo?" gurujIH "pAdarI prAyazcita Ape che. emanA graMthomAM prAyazcitanI vAta paNa lakhI haze chatAM AlocanA emanA dharmamAM nathI, kAraNa ke emane pApa kone kahevAya enI samaja ja nathI." sabhAH "khUna karIe to pApa lAge e to pAdarI paNa mAne." gurujI: manuSyanuM khUna karo to pApa lAge e to pAdarI paNa mAne. paNa, tamArA skUTara nIce uMdarakacaDAIne marI gayo to enuM prAyazcita tame pAdarI pAse levA jazo to prAyazcita nahIM Ape kAraNa ke emanA dharmamAM manuSya sivAya bAkInI jIvasRSTine jIva mAnyo ja nathI. jIva ja nathI mAnyo to tenI hiMsAnuM prAyazcita kyAMthI Apaze?" sabhAH "pAdarI arthAt anAryadarzana manuSya sivAya bIjI jIvasRSTimAM jIva nathI mAnatA mATe prAyazcita nahIM Ape. jayAre AryadarzanamAM to manuSya sivAya bIjI jIvasRSTimAM jIva mAnyo che. e to prAyazcita ApI zake ne?" gurujI: "manuSya sivAya bIjI jIvasRSTimAM paNa jIva che evuM Aryadarzana mAne che paraMtu pApa-puNyanA phaMDA barAbara kliyara nathI." sabhAH "udAharaNathI samajAvo ne?" gurujI: "ceDA rAjAnI dIkarI ekavAra jaMgalamAM bhUlA paDyAM hatAM. tyAM eka saMnyAsIno Azrama Avyo. saMtoe ceDA mahArAjAnI dIkarI che evI khabara paDatAM bolyA ke ceDA rAjA amArA rAjA hatA. ane rAjakumArIne rasto batAvavA AvyA. thoDe sudhI cAlyA pachI dUrathI ja nagarano rasto batAvI dIdho paNa pote AgaLa sudhI mUkavAna AvyA." sabhAH "kema?" prArthanA : 2 43 paDAva : 7 Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sabhA phUlo ke zaheramaeNghara ho apanA, vALI vAtanuM zuM? gurujI: koI phUlonAM zaheramAM ghara nathI, cAre bAju maDado hoya ene smazAna kahevAya. sabhAH "ame 500-1000nI noTamAM nityatvanI buddhi karIne beThA hatA tethI ja ATha navembaranA DImoneTAijhezana AvyuM tyAre noTo anitya thaI gaI ane badhAM TenzanamAM AvI gayA." gurujI: "tame je paisAne hAranI jema sAcavIne beThA cho e tamane kAma Avaze ke nahIM e pachInI vAta che. paNa paisAnA kAraNe tame keTalA duHkhI thAva cho? e paisA bhegA karatAM keTalo dama nIkaLI gayo? 5-10 lAkha chupAvIne bhegA karyA. tamane ema hatuM ke chUpI rIte bhegI karelI kaTakI mane kAma Avaze paNa e noTo nakAmI thaI gaI. e noTo sApanA bhArA jevI lAgavA lAgI. tamArI chUpI kaTakI to bahAra nIkaLI sAthe sAthe tame parivAra sAthe karelo dago paNa bahAra Avyo. gharamAM svajanone paisAnI jarUra hatI chatAM ApyA nahIM. ane 8 navembaranA roja bahAra kADhyA. tamArI kaTakIjhaghaDAnuM kAraNa banI." sabhAH "anitya bhAvanA bhAvazuM to ame keralesa thaI jaIzuM. dA. ta. kAcanoglAsa tUTI gayo to amane thaze ke anitya ja hato ne, vAMdho nahIM." gurujI: "anitya bhAvanA barAbara keLavo to tame keralesa nahIM paNa keraphula thazo. dA.ta. A duniyAmAM sauthI DelikeTa vastu jo koI hoya to e ApaNuM zarIra ja che. kaI ghaDIe zuM thaI jAya, kAMI khabara nA paDe. savAramAM haTTAkaTTo lAgato mANasa sAMje khATalA bhego thaI jAya. thoDIvAra pahelA haTTAkaTTA lAgatA sanatkumAra cakravartI ekAda kalAkamAM rogavyApta thaI gayA.' sabhAH "edAka kalAkamAM ja!" prArthanA : 1 44 paDAva : 3 Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAMDavo ane kauravo vacce je jhagaDA hatA te bhautika bAbate hatA mATe ene dharmayuddha na kahevAya. jene pApa-puNyanA phaMDA kliyara nathI to propara prAyazcita kevI rIte Apaze? saMvijJa-gItArtha guru ja sAMgopAMga AlocanA ApI zake. AlocanA e jaina zAsananI monopolI che. evI rIte (1) bhavanirveda,(2) mArthAnusAritA, (3) iSTaphaLasiddhi, (4) lokaviruddha tyAga (5) gurujanapUjA ane (6) parArthakaraNa. A cha prArthanAmAM je mAgaNIo karI che te tame anya dharmamAM paNa pAmI zako cho. suhagurujogo ane taayaNa sevaNA AbhavamakhaMDA e lokottara sauMdarya che. jainadharma atyaMta prAmANika che ke je darzanamAM jeTalo vikAsa thaI zake teTalo ullekha kare che. cha prArthanA pachI AgaLano vikAsa koI sAdhakamAM dekhAya to emAM te-te dharmazAstro vagere kAraNa nathI paNa aMtarano sahaja ughADa thatAM kevalajJAnAdi prApta thAya che. 84 lAkha jIvAyonimAM 14 lAkha manyuSya che. emAM saMjJA paMcendriya manuSya kevala aDhIdvIpamAM che. emAM moTA bhAganA manuSyo anArya che. emanAmAM kAMIdharma jevuM nathI. vartamAna duniyAnA pariprekSyamAM joIe to manuSyanI moTI saMkhyA khristIo ane musalamAnonI che. pachI hindu vagere Ave. emAM jainadharma pALanArA bahu ochA. emAM paNa sAdhu to khUba ja ochA che." sabhAH "mAikro mAInoriTI che." gurujIH "vAta sAcI che. sAdhuonI saMkhyA mAikromAinoriTImAM che. saMvijJa-gItArtha zuddha prarUpaka paMca mahAvratadhArI sAdhu bhagavaMtanAM tamane darzana thAya to tamane lAge ke A yunika che." prArthanA : 2 45 paDAva : 7 Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sabhAH "amane atyaMta ahobhAva thAya." gurujIH "khAkha ahobhAva ? AvA gurubhagavaMtanI niMdA thAya ? gurubhagavaMta vyAkhyAna 5-10 miniTa moDuM mUke to tamAruM mana UMca-nIcuM thAya ane tamAro bakavAsa cAlu thaI jAya. yunika vyaktine pAmIne mana UMcuMnIcuM karAya? tamArA mATe sugara lokottara nahIM laukika ja che." sabhAH "amane kema suguru lokottarana kahevAya?" gurujIH "kadAca zAsanarakSAnuM koI kArya tamane suguru bhaLAve to, emAM paNa bArgeniMga karAvo evA cho. kadAca koro to ela.AI.sI.nA meDiklemanA jema haptA bharo ema hapta-hapta kAma karo evA cho. emAM jo phorsa karyo to to amAruM AvI ja banyuM. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIrasvAmI ane zreNika mahArAjA jevuM kAma nathI karAvI zakyA tevuM kAma kalikAlasarvajJa zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ane kumArapALa mahArAjAnI joDI karAvI zakI che. guru para bahumAna kevuM gajabanuM ! eka vAra guru ma.sA.e mAdarapATanAM kapaDAM paheryA tyAre kumArapALa mahArAjAe kahyuM ke Apa mArA guru thaIne AvAM kapaDAM pahero to mArI AbarUnuM zuM? tyAre guru ma.sA. kahe che ke tane tArI AbarUnI ciMtA che. tArA sAdharmikanI koI ciMtA kharI? tarata lAkho rUpiyAno savyaya sAdharmika mATe karyo. Ane kahevAya suhaguruno yoga. mane nathI lAgatuM ke guru ma.sA.e izAro karyo hoya ane kumArapALa mahArAjAe kAma na karyuM hoya. guru ma.sA. kALa karI gayA tyAre raDe che ke mArA gharanA anAjano eka paNa dANo gurunA peTamAM nathI gayo." sabhAH "sAhebajI, ame e apekSAe to nasIbadAra ne ! ke amAre tyAM to gurubhagavaMta gocarI AvI zake che?" gurujI: "o nasIbadAro ! 15-20-40me mALe kema rahevA gayA cho?" prArthanAH 2 paDAva : 7 46 Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sabhAH "uparathI dekhAya ne ke guru AvI rahyA che. amAre nayasAranI jema jhADa para caDhIne jovuM na paDe mATe 40me mALe rahevA gayA chIe." gurujI: "tamArI bhaktinA utkRSTabhAva jotAM eka sUcana karavAnuM mana thAya che ke uparathI guru dekhAtAM tamane vaMdananI tAlAvelI lAgaze. 40mo mALa ane guru vaccenuM aMtara 14 rAjaloka jeTaluM lAgaze. 40mA mALethI sIdho kUdako mAratAM nahIM. nahIMtara tamArA rAma ramI jaze. tamArI bhaktinI khUba khUba anumodanA. A to thaI majAka...! rAjakoTanA ajaina parivAranI vAta che. emaNe emanA ghare saMnyAsIne jamavA AmaMtraNa ApyuM hatuM. badhuM thoDuM thoDuM pIraseluM. thALImAM pUraNapoLI eka ja mUkelI. saMnyAsIe aDadhI pUraNapoLI khAdhI eTale gharanA mAlika garamAgarama bIjI pUraNapoLI pIrasavA lAgyA. tyAre saMnyAsIe potAno saMkalpa kahyo ke pote pUrNapAtra ja jame che (arthAt pAtramAM ekavAra jeTaluM lIdhuM hoya teTaluM ja vApare che. bIjI vAra letA nathI.) te divase gharanA mAlika ane temanAM patnI savAre ja nahIM, sAMje paNa na jamyA. emaNe prAyazcita rUpe upavAsa karyo. potAnI bekALajIthI divasamAM eka ja vakhata pUrNapAtra bhojana lenAra vRddha saMnyAsIne bhojana mATe nimaMtrI temane bhUkhyA rAkhyA e khedanA kAraNe koLiyo ja moMmAM jaI zake evuM ja na hatuM. tamArA AMgaNe gurubhagavaMtonA pagalAM ja thatAM nathI. kyAreka pAchA jAya to tamane aphasosa thAya che? ...vizeSa vAto avasare... prArthanA : 2 47 paDAva : 7 Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paDAva : 8 jaLa bharI saMpuTa patramAM,yugalIka nara pUMjata RSabha caraNa aMguThaDe, dAyaka bhavajala aMtaH ApaNe bhavano aMta lAvavA mATe prArthanAsUtranI vicAraNA karI rahyA chIe. bharatacakrIe daMDaratnathI aSTApadanA dAMtA pADyA, tethI aSTApada parvata sIdhA-UMcA staMbhanI jema caDI na zakAya tevo thayo. emAM bharatacakIe parvatanI pharatA mekhalA jevA tathA manuSyothI ullaMghana na thaI zake tevA eka ekayojanane aMtare ATha pagathiyAM banAvyAM. ATha yojananAM pagathiyAM caDhIne jAo to tamane bharata mahArAjAe banAvelAM adbhuta tIrthanAM darzana thAya. tevI ja rIte (1) bhavanibaeNo, (2) maggANusAriA, (3) iTTAphalasiddhi, (4) logaviruddhaccAo (5) gurujaNapUA, (6) paraFkaraNa, (7) suhaguru jogo (8) tayaNa sevaNA.... aSTApada parvatanA ATha pagathiyAM caDho to bhagavAnanAM darzana thaze ema prArthanAsUtranAM ATha pagathiyAM caDyAM to ApaNI aMdara paramAtmA pragaTa thaze. arthAta ApaNAmAM AMtarika sauMdarya pragaTe. sabhAH "amArI aMdara prArthanAsUtranA ATha sTepsa pAmavAmAM zuM rUkAvaTa Ave che?" gurujI: "thiyeTaramAM skina para lakheluM Ave ke rUkAvaTa ke liye kheda che, tyAM rUkAvaTanuM kAraNa philmanI paTTI Adi kapAi javuM che. ema ApaNI aMdara prArthanAsUtranA AThasTepsamAM rUkAvaTanAM kAraNo nIce mujaba che: (1) saMsAranA svarUpano vicAra karatAM ja nathI tethI bhavanirveda Avato prArthanAH 2 paDAva : 8 48 Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nathI, bhavanA svarUpanuM ciMtana karIe to vairAgya Ave. bhavanuM ciMtana nathI eTale vairAgya nathI Avato. saMsAra asAra che emAM koI zraddhAnI jarUra nathI. pratyakSa dekhAya ja che. saMsAranuM svarUpa kevuM vicitra che. jigarajAna mitro duzmana thAya, pati-patnI jhagaDe. patnI patithI alaga paisA bhegA kare. pati-patnI ekabIjA para kesa kare. mA-dIkaro jhagaDe. mA-bApathI saMtAno alaga rahevA jAya.' sabhAH "eka patideva ophisathI ghare vahelA AvI gayA. patnIe pUchyuM ke kema Aje ophisathI vahelA ghera AvyA? to patideve javAba Apyo ke Aje eka kAmamAM bhUla thaI to zeThe kahyuM ke narakamAM jA. tethI huM ghare Avyo kema ke mArA mATe ghara e naraka ja che." sabhAH "tame bIjAnuM udAharaNa laIne kahevA mAgo cho, ke amAruM ghara e naraka che, paNa zAstro to zAlibhadranA gharane paNa naraka ja kaheze. gurujI: paNa tame bhavAbhinaMdIpaNA (saMsAramAM sukha che) nAM cazamAMthI saMsArane juo cho tethI ghara eka maMdira mAno cho tethI vairAgya thato nathI. bAkI A saMsAramAM kyAMya paNa najara karo, vairAgya thayA vagara raheze nahIM. (2) ApaNAmAM prajJApanIyatAno abhAva hovAthI "mArgAnusArIpaNuM AvatuM nathI. mATe saraLa banavAnI jarUra che. (3) "iSTaphalasiddhi nathI tenI pAchaLa saMkalpano abhAva che. mATe daDha saMkalpavAna banavAnuM. (4) "logaviruddhaccAo" ApaNAmAM nathI enuM kAraNa, maryAdAo ApaNane gamatI nathI. mATe maryAdAvAna banavAnI jarUra che. (5) "gurujaNapU" jIvanamAM nathI kema ke kRtajJatA guNa ja nathI. mATe kRtajJa banavAnI jarUra che. prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 8 xu Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (6) "paratthakaraNa" jIvanamAM nathI enuM kAraNa svArtha che. mATe ApaNe niHsvArtha banavAnI jarUra che. (7) suhaguru-(8) temanI sevA na gamavAnuM kAraNa ApaNane anuzAsana gamatuM nathI. mATe ApaNe samarpita banavAnI jarUra che. ApaNI mULa vAta, logaviruddhaccAonI cAlI rahI che. narasiMha mahetAne bhagavAnanA bhajanamAM rasa che. emane saMsAranI paMcAtamAM rasa nathI. navAM navAM bhajano banAve che. eka sajjanaimAnadAra-guNiyala vyakti che. jyAre tamane bhagavAnanAM stavana banAvatAM AvaDe? are! bIjAe banAvelastavano pAkAM karI zako? narasiMha mahetA pote bhajano banAve che. eTale emanAmAM buddhi che, e to sAbita thAya che. ApaNA jevA mUrdhanathI. dhAre to buddhi hovAthI dhaMdho karI paisA kamAI zakavAnI emanAmAM AvaData che. paNa saMsAranI pravRttiomAM rasa nathI. bhagavAnanAM navAM navAM bhajana banAvavAmAM ane gAvAmAM rasa che." sabhAH "A to guNa kahevAya. Ane thoDI khAmI kahevAya?" gurujI: "narasiMha mahetAe lagna karyA che. emanI dIkarI kuMvarabAIne brahmacarya pALavAnA adhyavasAya nathI tethI lagna karAvavAnI javAbadArI mA-bApanA zire Ave. jAnanI, kariyAvara vagerenI vyavasthA mArA bhagavAna karaze. bhagavAnanA bharose beThA che. jyAre gharamAM hAMDalA-kustI cAle che ane pote bhajanamAM masta che. sAdhu 24 kalAka dharma karI zake, gRhastha 24 kalAka dharma nathI karI zakato. jene 24 kalAka dharma ja karavo hoya tene bhagavAne kahyuM che ke tAre saMsAra choDI sAdhu thavuM paDe. koI kahe ke mane saMsAranI javAbadArIo phAvatI nathI. A javAbadArIothI kaMTALyo chuM ne pAcho kahe ke saMsAramAM prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 8 Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rahevuM che to zAstramAM to kahyuM ja che ke saMsAramAM rahevuM hoya to javAbadArI Avaze. ekalo dharma ja gamato hoya to sAdhudharma svIkAra. bhagavAnanI AjJA che ke je bhUmikAmAM tame cho te bhUmikAnI javAbadArImAMthI chUTavAnI vAta nathI. dharmanA anuyAyIone bejavAbadAra banAvavA nathI mAgato. paraMtu, saguNI, saMskArI, kartavyaniSTha banAvavA mAge che. tethI ja bhagavAnanI AjJA che ke mAtra dharmaArAdhanA karavI hoya to sAdhudharma che. sAdhudharma ArAdhavA jevo lAge paNa ArAdhI na zake enA mATe gRhasthadharmache. tame lagna karyA che tethI arthopArjana karavAnI tamArI javAbadArI Avaze.arthopArjana karavAnA samaye paNa tame bhagavAnanAM bhajana gAyAM karo e ucita nathI. gharamAM hAMDalAM kustI karatAM hoya ane tame kaho ke huM to bhajana gAyA karIza to e gRhastha tarIke ucita na kahevAya. narasiMha mahetA keTalA sIdhA, sAdA ane sadAcArI che. chatAM emanI AbarU kevI kharAba thaI?" sabhAH "zuM kharAba thaI?" gurujI: "narasiMha mahetAne AvatA jue ane dukAnadAro AghApAchA thaI jAya. sajjana mANasa che. ene nA kevI rIte pADavI? pAchuM maphatamAM ne maphatamAM keTalI vAra ApavuM? AvA sajjana vyaktinI AbarU bekAra thaI saMsAramAM beThA cho to sAMsArika javAbadArI vahana karavI ja paDaze. anya koI saMtAnAdi javAbadArI vahana karI zake ema nathI to tamArA zire arthopArjana Avaze." sabhAH "ceDAmahArAjA hastha hatA chatAM temaNe potAnI dIkarIone huM lagna nahIM karAvuM evI bAdhA lIdhI, te ucita che?" prArthanA : 2 51 paDAva : 8 Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurujIH "pitA tarIkenI tamArI je javAbadArI AvatI hoya te javAbadArI vahana karanAra koI anya vyakti hoya to tame e javAbadArImAMthI mukta thaI zako cho. ceDAmahArAjAnI javAbadArI vahana karanAra anya maMtrI Adi hoya to emaNe bAdhA lIdhI hoya to anucita nathI. UlaTuM ucita che. enI anumodanA karavI joIe. narasiMha mahetAne kuMvarabAInAM lagnanI javAbadArI lenAra nathI. ghare jAna AvavAnI che. chatAM koI taiyArI nathI. A ucita na kahevAya." sabhAH "bhagavAna ja ApaNI javAbadArI vahana karaze." gurujI: bhagavAnanI kRpAthI ja badhuM thAya che paNa eno matalaba evo nathI karavAno ke puruSArtha baMdha karI devAno. tame to kAle savAre UThIne bhagavAnano jApa karazo ane kahezo ke bhagavAna AvIne rasoI banAvI jaze. to AvuM kazuM karavAnuM nathI." sabhAH "emanA jIvanamAM bIjI koI lokaviruddha pravRtti?" gurujI: "sAdhu evA mane bhagavAnanI bhakti karavAnI chUTa che, chatAM bhaktimAM maryAdA Avaze. jema ke huM rastAmAM rAsaDA levAnuM cAlu karI dauM e cAle? derAsaramAM stavano bolatAM nAcavAnuM cAlu karuM e cAle? derAsaramAM bhagavAnanI sAme ALoTuM to cAle? bhagavAnanuM nAma levuM hoya to jamatAM jamatAM levAya? azucisthAnomAM bhagavAnanuM nAma levAya? evI rIte eka gRhastha tarIke paNa amuka eriyAmAM bhagavAnanuM nAma na levAya chatAM tyAM paNa nAma le, bhajana gAya te ucita na kahevAya." sabhAH "A pArziyala eproca-bhedabhAvano abhigama na kahevAya?" gurujI: paisAnA kAraNe bhedabhAva kare te cAle. TrenamAM pharsTaklAsa khAlI jAya. sekaMDa klAsa Akho khIcokhIca bharelo hoya chatAM pharsTaklAsamAM prArthanA : 2 para paDAva : 8 Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ besavA na de. tyAM koI bhedabhAva tamane lAgato nathI. 95-96% AvyA hoya chatAM eDamizana na maLe ane 50% vALAne e ja phekalTImAM eDamizana Ape. A bhedabhAva nathI? pUrvanA RSimunioe jAti vagereno guNanA AdhAre bheda karyo to ene pArziyala eproca kahevo e ucita nathI. mULa vAta, amuka karmo udayamAM AvatAM vAra lAge paNa lokaviruddha pravRttimAM tatkALa tenuM mAthuM pariNAma jovA maLatuM hoya che. thoDA vakhata pahelAMnI vAta che. eka ophisare 50 lAkha rUpiyAnI lAMca lIdhI. sIbIAivALAne DAuTa gayo ke A ophisara phUTelo lAge che. tethI tapAsa jArI rAkhI ane ophisara raMge hAtha pakaDyo. tethI tene kasTaDI thaI. pUchaparacha cAlatI hatI e daramiyAna enI dIkarI ane patnIne atyaMta AghAta lAgyo ke lokone moTuM zuM batAvavuM? tethI baMnee ApaghAta karI lIdho. eka rUmamAM mAnI lAza laTake che. bIjI rUmamAM bahenanI lAza laTake che.joIne dIkaro stabdha thaI gayo.bApane kasTaDImAM samAcAra maLyA. kaoNrTamAM arajI karI ke mane javA do. mAro dIkaro ghare ekalo che. e gAMDo thaI jaze ke ApaghAta karI leze. ene jAmIna maLyA. bIjA divase bApadIkarAe ApaghAta karI lIdho. lokaviruddhanuM kevuM phaLa maLyuM? rAvaNa traNa khaMDano dhaNI che. sItAnuM apaharaNa karyuM to yuddhanA medAnamAM maravAno vakhata Avyo.yudhiSThire lokaviruddha kArya-jugAra ramyo to jaMgalamAM javuM paDyuM." sabhAH "yudhiSThira jevA mahApuruSane paNa sahana karavuM paDe?" gurujI: "lokaviruddha karo to bhalabhalAne sahana karavuM paDe. bhagavAna mahAvIra jene mahAtmA kahe che e satyakI vidyAdhara je kSAyika samyakta prArthanA : 2 53 paDAva : 8 Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAmyA che e pAmavAmAM ApaNane keTalA bhavo thaze e to bhagavAna jANe. evA satyakI vidyAdharane lokaviruddhanA kAraNe kamote maravAno vakhata Avyo. lokaviruddhano tyAga karavo hoya to, "mahAjano yena gata sa patthA: uttama puruSonA mArga para cAlavAnuM ane emanuM ja anukaraNa, anumodana karavuM emAM jajIvananI saphaLatA che." gurujaNapUA 1) bhavanirvedathI saMsAra paranI daSTiUThI javAthI saMsAra asAra lAgyo. 2) mArthAnusAritAthI citta saraLa banyuM tethI tattva tarapha jhoka Avyo. 3) iSTaphalasiddhithI citta svastha banyuM. 4) logaviruddha pravRttinA tyAgathI cittamAM komaLatA AvI. sadgurunA yoganI bhUmikA majabUta karatAM gaNadhara bhagavaMta AgaLa prArthanA kare che, "mArA jIvanamAM gurujananI pUjA ho." sabhAH "gurujanapUjAmAM kono samAveza thAya?" gurujI: "gurujana pUjAmAM mAtA-pitA, upakArIyA guNiyala vaDIla pUjaya puruSonI pUjA arthAt vinaya-sevA-bhakti. ahIMyA gurujanamAM sAdhubhagavaMtane nathI levAnA. (1) mAtA-pitAdi Ave eTale UbhA thavuM, hAtha joDavA, emane Asana devuM, (2) trikALa praNAma karavA (3) levA-mUkavA javuM (4) emanI hAjarImAM UMcA sAde bolavuM nahIM, (5) koInI sAthe e vAta karatAM hoya tyAre vacce bolavuM nahIM, (6) emanAthI nIcA Asane besavuM. | prArthanA 2 54 paDAva : 8 Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (7) koI Adeza kare tyAre Adezane hA jI,tathAstu vagerethI svIkAravo. (8) emane pUchIne badhuM karavuM. (9) emanA jamyA pahelAM jamavuM nahIM. (10) bIjAnI AgaLa emanA ja guNa gAvA. (11) emane ja AgaLa lAvI, jaza apAvavo. A vinayanA prakAro che." sabhAH "sevA ane bhaktimAM zuM pharaka che?" gurujI: sevAmAM (1) emane ApaNA potAnA karatAM sArI vastu ApavI. dA.ta. sArAM khAnapAna, mulAyama vastra, gAdalAM vagere (2) roja emanI pagacaMpI karavI, (3) emanI bImArImAM khAsa samaya kADhI emanI sevAmAM rahevuM. (4) emanuM kAmakAja karavuM vagere. bhaktimAM (1) aMtaramAM emanA pratye athAga bahumAna rAkhavuM. (2) bahumAna pramANe emanI adaba jALavavI ane (3) vizeSa bhakti kArya karavuM. tathA (4) bIjAo AgaLa emanuM gaurava vadhAravuM. (5) kadI emanI niMdA karavI nahIM ke sAMbhaLavI paNa nahIM. paNa (6) emanA doSa DhAMkavA ane guNa gAvA. emano svabhAva ugra hoya to paNa sahana karI levo. paNa emane dhikkAravA nahIM." sabhAH "sAhebajI ! Apane nathI lAgatuM ke A badhI vAto pustakamAM sArI lAge. vAstavika jIvanamAM zuM A zakya che? mA-bApanI AvI sevAbhakti karIe to loko mAvaDIyo na kahe?" gurujIH "itihAsathI paricita nathI eTale nahIM paNa najIkanA bhUtakALathI paNa paricita nathI mATe AvuM bolo cho. bAkI vAMco. mukuMdarAyajIe potAnA mAtuzrInI vAto lakhI che. paraNIne AvIne kAma upADI lIdhuM. huM anAja sApha karuM ne jo dANo heThe paDe to sasarAne ke bAijIne na game. I dANo nIcethI upADAya nahIM. vINIne cokamAM paMkhI mATe naMkhAya. paNa jhADu kADhIne e dANo na levAya. roja be-be prArthanA 2 55 paDAva : 8 Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kilo jAra savAra-sAMja pArevAMne naMkhAtI. paNa dANA vINatAM A kALajI rAkhavAnI vAta sAsujIe ekavAra kahI pachI bhUla na thaI. mukuMdarAyanA mAtuzrI kahe che ke huM navI paraNIne AvI. dIvAsaLInI DabbI navI-savI AvelI. savAre eka saLI vaparAya. bapore devatA(agni)bharavAno. sAMje devatAne cetAvIne (phUMka mArIne) rAMdhavAnuM, koDiyAM peTAvavAnAM. mArA pitAjIne tyAM dIvAsaLI bahu joI hatI eTale agni bharavAnI Teva nahIM. eka divasa savAramAM ja be dIvAsaLI ane sAMje devatA sarakho bharelo nahIM eTale trIjI dIvAsaLI vAparavI paDI. A vAtanI sasarAne khabara paDI eTale "Aje divasa sAro che, murata sAruM che" kahI amane alaga karyA. vaDIlonuM anuzAsana kevuM? karakasara khavarAvya-pIvarAvyuM nahIM, paNa evI ke dANo sApha karatI vakhate eka paNa dANo DhoLAvo na joIe.pArevAMne be-cAra gaDiyAM (mApa) jAra naMkhAya. paNa letAM ke nAMkhatAM dANo DhoLAvo na joIe. vADAmAMthI ghera soMsaravI nIraNa lAvI Dhorane nAMkhavA savAre-rAtre nIkaLavAnuM paNa taNakhaluM heThe na paDavuM joIe. chANa letAM, chANAM thApatAM, sUkavatAM chANa coMTI na rahevuM joIe. dhoyelAM kapaDAM evI rIte saMkelavA ke paheratI-oDhatI vakhate vAra ja na lAge. A badhI vAtomAM bhUla thAya to dAdAne na game. karakasara evI ke cAra divase eka dIvAsaLI (mAcIsanI saLI) vAparuM." sabhAH "amAre to jamatAM jamatAM keTalAya dANA nIce paDe." gurujI: "dakSiNa bhAratanA prasiddha kavi tiruvalluvare lagna pachI patnIne kahyuM ke huM jamavA besuM tyAre pATalA parasoyo (cIpiyo) ane pANIno eka vATako acUka mUkavA. patnIe patinI AjJA svIkArI. savAre ane sAMje pati jamavA bese tyAre badhI sAmagrI sAthe soyo-vATako paNa acUka mUke. prArthanA : 2 pa6 paDAvaH 8 Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pacAsa varSa lagnajIvananAM pUrNa thayAM, chatAM eka paNa vAra soyAno upayoga thayo nathI. ane chatAM patnIne pUchavAnuM mana thayuM nathI ke roja be vakhata soyA-vATakAne mUkavAnI, lUchavAnI A badhI kaDAkUTa zA mATe? eka divasa patie ja pUchyuM ke soyo-vATakAne mUkavAnI A kaDAkUTa zA mATe evo praznatane thato nathI? patnI kahe che ke kaDAkUTa zAnI? tame kaho te karavAmAM to AnaMda ja Ave ne ! A che vaDIlonI bhaki." sabhAH "pati soyo zA mATe mUkAvato hato?" gurujI: "eka divasa patie khulAso karyo. bhAtano eka paNa dANo nIce paDI jAya to, soyA vaDe ene laI pANImAM DUbADI, zuddha karIne e dANo khAI levo e AzayathI soyo-vATako mUkavAnuM kaheluM. patine 50 varSamAM eka paNa vAra soyAno upayoga karavo na paDyo paNa 50 varSa sudhI A rIte soyo mUkyA karavo ane e saMbaMdhI manamAM prazna paNa na thavo e kAMI nAnI-sUnI ghaTanA na hatI. | mULa vAta, mukuMdarAyanA mAtuzrInI vAta,sahunAM kapaDAM nadIe dhoI Ave. gAyane nIraNa-pULo kare, dohe ane enA chANAMya e thApe. mukuMdarAyanA dAdA kahetA ke koI mA enAM jaNyAMnI saMbhALa le enA karatAM vahu gAyanI vadhAre saMbhALa le che. saunAM kapaDAM evAM bagalAnI pAMkha jevAM UjaLAM hoya ane karacalI vagaranA hoya jethI evo vahema paNa na jAya ke A vahuThAma mAMjIne ke chANA thApIne UThI che. gharanuM badhuM daLaNuM vahu ja daLe ane chatAM kAmamAM kyAMya doDAdoDana lAge. moDhA para kyAMya thAka na vartAya. eka divasa dAdA jamavA beThA. pApaDa joIne dAdAe pUchyuM: A pApaDa kyAMthI? mArI phaie kIdhuM ke bhAbhIe vaNyA che. A sAMbhaLatAM dAdAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. jamIne eka cUMka ane rUpAnI kaMkAvaTIdAdAe prArthanA : 2 pa7 paDAva : 8 Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAtuzrIne ApyAM. mAsIbA ghare AvelAM tyAre mAtuzrI mATe kahyuM ke vahumA to ekalapaMDe so mANasane hetathI khavarAve evAM che. eka vAra jamavAmAM seva hatI. dAdAne khabara paDI ke seva vahue vaNI che. to dAdIne kahyuM ke tame vahune kAmamAM hAtha detA hova to?dAdIe kahyuM ke vahu mane hAtha aDADavA nathI detAM. jUnApAnAM kapaDAMnAM godaDAM sIve che. mane kahe che ke tame karatAM hova I karo. tame gAzo, bolazo e sAMbhaLIza. huM navarI besI nathI zakatI eTale karuM chuM. | mArA pitAjInAM lagna pachI be varSe dAdInI AMkho cAlI gaI. dAdI kahetAM ke vahu eTale mUla na thAya. e gharanAM mANasonI to zuM paNa pArakAnI ye saMbhALa le che. rAjakoTamAM roja 60 mANasa ApaNe tyAM jamatuM. savAra ane sAMja gharamAM huM AMdhaLI, tame sau chokarAM nAnAM, rasoiyo ke mANasa na hatuM. e ekale hAthe rAMdhatI. e joIne koIne paNa thAya ke A ekalapaMDe kAmamAM kema pahoMcatI haze?" sabhAH "bhale ATalI badhI vaDIlonI bhakti kare paNa sAsu-AMsuja." gurujI: "A tamArI bhUla che. dAdI AgaLa kadAca koI mArA mAtuzrInI bhUla kADhe to dAdI sAMbhaLavA paNa taiyAra na thAya. dAdI phariyAda karanArane kahI deke tame to zuM paNa mArI sagI dIkarI ke dIkaro AvIne mane kahe toya huM A vAta mAnavA taiyAra nathI. mArI vahunI bhUla thAya ja nahIM. ne koka vAra thAya to e evI sIdhI paDe ke temAM sahunuM bhaluM ja hoya." AgaLa vAta karatAM dAdI kahe ke, eTalI vAta sAcI ke tame koI enA upara vAMka DhoLo, ALa caDhAvo toya e bacAvana kare ne huM pUchIza to e evo javAba deze ke jemAM koInuM ye ghasAtuM I nahIM bole. bahu thAya to prArthanA : 2 58 paDAva : 8 Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eTaluM kahe ke ene ema lAgyuM haze, ema rAkho. mane zuM pUcho cho? eTale mArI pAse mArI vahuno vAMka kADhavA koIe AvavuM nahIM. nahIMtara mane tamArA para vizvAsa nahIM rahe. mArI putravadhUto mAMjIne pANiyAre UgatA sUraja sAme melyuM hoya evI tAMbAnA beDAM jevI cokhkhIne UjaLI che. vicAravA jevuM che ke sagA dIkarA-dIkarI para jeTalo vizvAsa nathI eTalo vizvAsa putravadhU para che. chatAM tame kahetA ho ke sAsu = AMsu to tamArI mAnyatA tamane mubAraka." sabhAH "pUrvakALanI ghaNI vAtomAM zravaNa jevA dIkarAnI vAto Ave che. to Aje zravaNa kema pAkatA nathI?" gurujIH "zravaNa pAkatA nathI. emAM traNa vAto che. (1) laoNrDa mekolenuM bhaNatara mA-bApanA upakArone bhUlAve che. (2) mA-bApane saMtAno mATe samaya nathI. (3) saMtAnonuM ghaDatara karatAM AvaDatuM nathI mATe zravaNa nathI pAkatAM." sabhAH "ghaDatara kevI rIte karAya?" gurujI: "ApaNe mukuMdarAyanAM mAtuzrInI vAta karI, emanI ja ghaTanAthI tamane samajAvuM. ekavAra mukuMdarAyajI paDozanA chokarA sAthe ramatAM ramatAM jhagaDyA. emAM chokarAne pachADI, chAtI upara caDhI besI enA momAM dhULa bharelI. eTale enI mA i chokarAne teDIne phariyAde AvelI. meM ghare AvIne mAtuzrIne kIdhuM ke I gALa zeno kADhe? gALa kADhe eTale moMmAM dhULa to bharuM ja ne? mAtuzrIe kIdhuM ke enA moDhAmAM dhULa bharavAthI have pharI vAra e gALa nahIM kADhe emane lAge che? ke vadhAre tArI hAre bAjhaze? prArthanA : 2 pa9 paDAva : 8 Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e chokarAnI mA to A pahelAM ApaNe tyAM AvI nathI. I chokarAnA mAvatara A ghara mATe kevA mata bAMdhaze? ApaNe zuM chIe, kevA chIe e kAMI jANatA nathI.potAnA chokarA karatAM tuM kharAba che ema ja mAne. eka vAra tArI ane A gharanI chApa kharAba paDI te I pAchA enAM sagAM oLakhItAmAM saune kahe to e chApa bhUMsAtAM keTalI vAra lAge ?tArA kapaDAM para zAhI DhoLAya to eno DAgha kADhatAM keTalI kaDAkUTa thAya?keTalo vakhata bagaDe? tuM DAhyo dIkaro thaIne sauhAre samajIne re 'to hova to? eNe gALa kADhI tyAre enI hAre bAjhavAne badale te ene kIdhuM hota ke bhAI! tuM hoMziyAra. tane na phAvatuM hoya to ramata baMdha. ema kahyuM hota to jhagaDo na thAta." sabhAH "A rIte saMtAnone samajAvavAM jaIe to to phesabuka, vhoTsaepa havA khAya." gurujI: "phesabuka cho ne havA khAtI. nahIMtara tamAre gharaDAMgharanI havA khAvAno vakhata Avaze." sabhAH "gurujaNapUAmAM mA-bApanI bhakti karavAnuM kahyuM to mA-bApanI kaI kaI icchAo pUrI karavAnI?" gurujI: "gurujaNapUAmAM tamArA upakArI, mA-bApa vagere lIdhAM che. tamArA upakArI mA-bApa dhArmika ja hoya evo koI niyama nathI. e saMsArI jIvo che. jemaNe tamArI upara upakAra karyA che. emano svabhAva sAro, guNiyala, dhArmika hoya evo ekAMta nathI. ahIM mA-bApa vagerenI bhautika tathA dhArmika icchAo paNa pUrI karavAnI Avaze. e gurujaNapUAmAM jaze. dhyAna eTaluM rAkhavAnuM ke, bhautika icchAo saMskRti, sadAcAra, dharmane avirodhI joIe." prArthanA : 2 6) paDAva : 8 Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sabhAH "pitAjI zorTalAvavAnuM kahe te lAvI ApavI?" gurujIH "nA, zaoNrTasaMskRtiviruddha che mATe na lAvI apAya." sabhAH "pikyaranI TikiTa.?" gurujI: "nA, parastrIne miksaramAM jovI e sadAcAramAM Avaze? AvI ApaNI saMskRti che? mATe pikyaranI TikiTana lAvI apAya." sabhAH "pitAjI rimerejanI vAta kare to?" gurujIH "pitAjI rimerejanI vAta kare emAM pAtra vidhavA, anyanI strI na hoya, kuMvArI kanyA hoya ane tamAre vrata na hoya to pitAjInAM lagna karAvI ApavAM e gurujaNapUmAM Avaze." sabhAH "AnuM zAstramAM udAharaNa che?" gurujI: "hA ! eka tApasIe ceDAmahArAjAnI dIkarI suSThAnuM citra AlekhIne zreNika mahArAjAne batAvyuM. zreNika mahArAjAe tApasIne pUchyuM ke, A strInuM citra tame tamArI buddhithI AlekhyuM che ke koI strInA rUpadarzanathI doryuM che? tApasIe kahyuM ke jevuM rUpa meM joyuM che tevuM yathAzakti doryuM che. rAjAe pUchyuM ke he bhadra! muktAvali(motInI mALA)nI jema A bALA konA vaMzamAM utpanna thaI che? caMdralekhAnI jema te hAla kaI nagarIne alaMkRta kare che? kSIrasAgarane lakSmInI jema kyA dhanya puruSanI e putrI che ?kyA pavitra akSaro enA nAmamAM AvyA che?sarasvatIe kaI kaLAthI tenA para anugraha karyo che? koI puruSa ne tenA karane grahaNa karyo che? tApasIe javAba Apyo ke he rAjan ! vaizAlI nagarInA adhipati ane haidya vaMzamAM utpanna thayelA ceTaka rAjAnI te kumArI sarvakaLAno bhaMDAra che ane sujeThA tenuM nAma che." sabhAH "zreNika rAjAe nAma khUba sarasa rIte pUchyuM ke kyA pavitra akSaro prArthanA : 2 6 1 paDAva : 8 Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ te bALA nAmamAM AvyA che? bIjuM te bALA keTaluM bhaNelI che ? e pUchavAnI rIta paNa sarasa hatI ke sarasvatIe kaI-kaI kaLA dvArA tenA para kRpA karIche?" gurujI: "rUci anuyAyI vIrya hoya che.je philDamAM tamArI rUci hoya e pramANe kSayopazama thAya. mULa vAta, bIjA divase zreNika rAjAe sujeSThAnI yAcanA karavA mATe eka dUtane zIkhavIne caTaka rAjA pAse mokalyo. saMdezo ApavAmAM hoMziyAra dUta tarata vaizAlI pahoMcIne caTaka rAjAne namIne bolyo, ke he rAjana! mArA svAmI magadhapati zreNika tamArI kanyA sujeSThAnI mAMgaNI kare che. mahAna puruSone mATe kanyAnI mAMgaNI karavI te kadI paNa lajjAkAraka nathI. ceTaka rAjA bolyA, "are dUta! tAro svAmI potAthI ajANyo lAge che. je vAhIkuLamAM utpanna thaI haihaya vaMzanI kanyAne icche che. samAnakuLanA varakanyAno vivAha thavo yogya che. mATe huM zreNikane kanyA nahIM ApuM. tuM cAlyo jA." dUte AvIne te vRttAMta zreNika rAjAne kahyo. tethI zatruothI parAbhava pAmyo hoya tema te ghaNo kheda pAmyo. te vakhate abhayakumAra pitAnA caraNakamaLamAM bhramararUpe thaIne Ubho hato. te bolyo ke pitAjI ! zoka na karo. huM ApanI icchA pUrNa karIza." sabhAH "ahIMvidhavA ke anya strI hota athavA abhayakumArane vrata hota to A vAkya na bolata. barAbara?" gurujI: hA." sabhAH "pachI zuM thayuM?" gurujI: "72 kaLAmAM mAsTara abhayakumAre zreNika mahArAjAnuM citra doryuM. guTikAthI varNa (kalara) tathA svara (avAja) badalAvI, vaNikano veza laIne prArthanA 2 6 2 paDAvaH 8 Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ maithunanA saMskAra ekendriyamAM paNa che. vanaspatimAM paNa amuka vanaspati evI che ke zRMgAra sajelI yuvAna strI enI para picakArI chAMTe to jhADa jaladI vadhe. papaiyAnAM jhADa mATe sAMbhaLyuM che ke nara ane mAdA jhADa bAjubAjumAM UgADe to ja phaLa Ave. nahIMtara nA Ave." sabhAH "zAstramAM to kahyuM che ke ekendriya napuMsaka hoya che, to emAM naramAdA kyAMthI AvyuM?" gurujI: "vAta sAcI paNa je napuMsakamAM puruSa jevA lakSaNa hoya te puruSa napuMsaka ane jemAM strI jevAM lakSaNa hoya te strI napuMsaka samajavuM. ane e apekSAe nara-mAdA samajavuM. bAkI ekendriya, vikasendriya, samUcchima paMcendriyane napuMsaka vedano ja udaya hoyache. mULa vAta, anAdi kALathI maithuna saMjJAnA saMskAra hovA chatAM A vyaktioe brahmacarya pALavAno puruSArtha karyo. paraMtu emanA dharmamAM batAvelI maryAdAonA pAlanamAM cUkyA. mATe AvuM pariNAma AvyuM." sabhAH "dharmamAM batAvelI maryAdAonuM pAlana karyuM hoya chatAM cUke, to zuM samajavuM?" gurujI: "dharmamAM batAvelI maryAdAnuM pUrepUruM pAlana karyuM hoya chatAM cUke to samajavAnuM ke koI pUrvanA karmano udaya thayo ane patana thayuM. zAstramAM Adra kumAra, naMdISaNamuni vagere je cUkyA tyAM pUrvanuM karma pradhAna che. maryAdApAlanamAM kyAMya cUkyA nathI." sabhAH "ArdrakumAra muninI ghaTanA zuM che?" gurujI: "zreSThIputrI zrImatI udyAnamAM ramate caDI. emAM vara varavAnI ramatamAM maMdiramAM UbhelA svarUpavAna navayuvAna Adramunine joIne te bolI, "mAro vara A." ane tarata devavANI thaI, "mugdhA! tuM yogya varane varI che. tyAM to duMdubhi gaDagaDavA lAgI ane devoe puSpoprArthanA : 1 paDAvaH 4 Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ratnono varasAda karyo. gabharAyelI zrImatI e muninA page vaLagI paDI. anukULa upasargathayo jANI Adramuni tyAMthI cAlatA thayA. have zrImatIe e ja munine paraNavAno Agraha rAkhyo. tenA pitAe kahyuM ke bhramaranI jema bhamatAM muni kevI rIte zodhavA? tuM oLakhIza kevI rIte ? mATe koI bIjA managamatA varane varavuM DahApaNabharyuM che. zrImatIe kahyuM ke pitAjI, Apa kema bhUlI jAva cho ke uttama rAjAo ane sarjano ekavAra boleluM avazya pALe che. ane kanyA to eka ja vAra koIne vare che. tame pUcho cho ke temane kevI rIte oLakhIza? huM temanA paga joIne tarata oLakhI laIza. kevA ghATIlA, bharAvadAra ane suDoLa paga hatA! AvA pagato haju sudhI koInA joyA nathI. AnA mATe thaIne 12 varSa sudhI sAdhuone vahorAvavA lAgI. 12-12 varSanAM vahANAM vAI gayAM. te muninA vAvaDa paNa na maLyA. chatAM aDaga vizvAsa ane UMDI dhIratA laI te vATa jotI rahI. eka divasa Akasmika rIte te ja muni zrImatIne tyAM AvI gayA. mULa vAta, ahIM karma mAnavuM ja paDe. maryAdA cUkyA nathI." sabhAH "roja roja peparomAM bAvAonAM parAkramo Ave che. AvAmAM koI pUche ke dIkSA levAya ke nahIM, to zuM salAha apAya?" gurujI: "mArgAnusArI to eka ja vAta kare. bhagavAne batAvelI maryAdAonA pAlanathI hita zakya che. e maryAdAo cUko to prazna Ave. bIjuM nikAcita karmano udaya thAyato prazna Ave. nikAcita karma AtmA upara che ke nahIM e to ApaNe kahI na zakIe. tethI nikAcita karmane AgaLa karIne dIkSA aTakAvAya nahIM. paNa, jenAmAM mArgAnusArI kSayopazama nahIM hoya te vicAraze ke sAdhupaNAmAM keTalAM dhatiMga cAle che, keTalAM kaubhAMDo, jhaghaDAo, irSyA badhuM prArthanA : 1 paDAvaH 4 Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUrajozamAM cAle che mATe je dharma karavo hoya te ghare rahIne karo. jayAre mArgAnusArI kSayopazamavALo ema kaheze ke jo dIkarA! dhaMdhAmAM roja keTalAya vepArIo UThI jAya che. to zuM huM tane ghare besADI dauM? tane kahIza dhaMdho kara-paNa saMbhALIne kara. evI ja rIte dIkSA levI che? sattara vAra vicArIne le. dIkSA levAnI koIne nA nathI paNa lIdhA pachI barAbara pALavI hoya to ja leje." sabhAH "roja amukanAM prakaraNo bahAra AvatA hoya to paNa dIkarAne dIkSA levAnuM kahevAnuM?" gurujIH "zAstramAM brahmacarya pALavAnI jeTalI maryAdA kahI che temAM koI vyakitae bhUla karI, emAM dharmano zo vAMka?" sApanuM gamana vAMkuMcUMkuM hoya che paNa jyAre potAnA bilamAM praveza kare tyAre sIdho cAle che. sApane khabara che ke jo bilamAM praveza karatAM ADoavaLo thaIza to zarIra para ujharaDA paDaze. ema mArgAnusArI haMmezAM sIdhuM arthaghaTana karaze." sabhAH mahArAjasAhebo potAnI nizrAmAM pratiSThA thAya, potAnuM nAma thAya tethI derAsara baMdhAvavAno upadeza Ape che. AmAM mArgAnusArI kevI rIte vicAre?" gurujI: "badhA mahArAjasAhebo potAnI nAmanA, nizrA mATe ja derAsara banAvavAno upadeza ApatA nathI. samajo ke, kadAca koI sAdhu potAnI nAmanA mATe upadeza Ape tyAre mArgAnusArI jIvanI vicAraNA ApaNe joIe. tamArI bilDIMgamAM sAdhubhagavaMta padhAryA ane bilDIMgamAM derAsara banAvavAno upadeza potAnI nAmanA mATe ja Apyo. prArthanA : 1 65 paDAva : 4 Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tyAre mArgAnusArI jIva vicAre ke.. bilDIMgamAM derAsara thAya to sAruM, derAsara dUra hoya to lokone javAno kaMTALo Ave. tethI darzana-pUjA karyA vagaranA rahI jAya. vaLI bilDIMganI cArebAju derAsara che to zuM vAMdho? jema ke dIkarAnI eka ophisa che ane bIjI thAya to zuM vAMdho? bIjI-trIjI-cothI ophisa videzamAM thAya to vAMdho nathI, to derAsaramAM vAMdho zuM ? bhagavAnanI mUrtino AkAra ja evo che ke jagatanuM kalyANa thayA ja kare. derAsaramAM koI jIva Avaze to pAmaze. bilDIMgamAM derAsara banAvavAmAM jagyA nahIM vAparIe to jima banAvaze ane jimamAM jaIne zuM ukALI levAnA chIe? bilDIMgamAM derAsara hoya to gharaDAM-bALako jAte jaI zake. eksiDanTano Dara na rahe. dUra hoya to mA-bApa bALakone ekalAM pUjA karavA mokale nahIM ane pote samaya kADhI na zake to bALako pUjAthI vaMcita rahI jAya." vagere vagere sabhAH "mahArAja sAheba potAnI nAmanA mATe upadeza Ape che to ?" gurujI: "kadAca nAmanAno bhAva haze to e emano viSaya. paNa tamane to 100% phAyado che, kema ke, tame to derAsara 100% vidhipUrvaka ja banAvo cho...emAM tamane nukasAna zuM?" sabhAH "je ma.sA. pAse jaIe te paisA kharcavAno ja upadeza Ape che. eka ma.sA.e derAsarano upadeza Apyo, bIjA ma.sA. AvyA temaNe upAzrayano upadeza Apyo, trIjA ma.sA.e tIrtharakSAno upadeza Apyo, cothAe cha'ripAlita saMghano upadeza Apyo, pAMcamAM ma.sA.e jJAnabhaMDArano upadeza Apyo, ame zuM paisA pedA karatI phekaTarIchIe?" gurujI: "tame ja kaho, anaMtakALathI khAvA-pIvA-haravA-pharavA sivAya ApaNA AtmAe kazuM karyuM che? A bhavanI ja vAta karuM to eka vyaktinA prArthanA : 1 66 paDAva : 4 Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ khAvA-pIvA, haravA-pharavA, davA-kapaDAM-ghara vagere badhAMnuM ToTala mArIe to varSe 2 lAkha rUpiyA jevo kharca thAya. 50 varSanI uMmara sudhImAM potAnI jAta pAchaLa, zarIra pAchaLa ochAmAM ochA 1 karoDa rUpiyA vAparyA haze. pa0 varSamAM ATalA rUpiyA potAnI jAta pAchaLa vAparIne tame zuM prApta karyuM?" sabhAH "pApanAM poTalAM." gurujI: "je zarIra pAchaLa karoDo rUpiyA vAparyA e zarIra rAkha thaI jaze. marI gayA pachI zarIra to eka divasa vadhAre rAkhI na zakAya. vAsa mAre, kIDA paDavA mAMDe evA zarIra pAchaLa karoDo rUpiyAnI caTaNI karI nAkhI. AvA zarIrane smazAna sudhI laI javAnA paisA ApavA paDe. eTaluM ja nahIM, ene bALavA mATe lAkaDAM paNa paisA ApIne levA paDe tema che. zarIra mATe tamArA badhAMno sAmUhika kharco jozo to chAtInAM pATiyAM besI jaze. bhAratamAM 70 karoDa strI-puruSo mahine vALa kapAvavA pAchaLa phakta 50 rUpiyA kharca to 70 karoDa rUA. 50=rUA.3500 karoDa. 3500 karoDaX12mahinA=rU.42,000 karoDathAya. ahIM to mAtra vALa kapAvavAno kharca batAvyo. bAkI to abajonA abajo rUpiyA zarIra pAchaLa vAparI nAkhIe chIe, e paNa pAchA anaMta kALathI. Ama chatAM kaMTALo, thAka, vadhAre thayuM ema nathI lAgatuM ane becAra ma.sA.e bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba anuSThAnano mAtra upadeza ja Apyo che. to paNa mahArAja sAheba mATe kharAba bolIe ke sAdhuone to paisA ja joIe che. hATaDI kholIne beThA che... AvA zabdo mArgAnusArI kyAreya na bole." sabhAH "ma.sA.nA upadezathI koIne vAta besI jAya ke derAsara vagere prArthanA : 1 paDAva : 4 Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ banAvuM, to ame bolIe ke ma.sA.nA hAthamAM bakaro sAro AvI gayo che." gurujI: "tamArI jIbha kAtaranuM kAma kare che. bhavAMtaramAM jIbha nahIM maLe." sabhAH "agnizamane guNasena upara dveSa thayo temAM agnizarmAnI mArgAnusAritA kyAM khUTI?" gurujI: "guNasane traNa-traNa vAra pAraNAMnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM chatAM koIka kAraNasara agnizamanuM pAraNuM na thayuM tyAre agnizama vicAre che ke guNasena rAjA haju mane herAna karavA mAMge che. haju paNa emanA manamAM mArA mATe napharata-dveSa che.kharekhara eNe vicAravuM joIe ke huM bhUkhanA lIdhe duHkhI chuM ane bhUkha zarIranA kAraNe che. zarIra nA hota to koInI tAkAta nathI ke mane herAna kare. huM guNasenanA kAraNe duHkhI nathI. jema caMdragrahaNamAM caMdra DhaMkAI jAya che ema saMsAra=zarIra-indriyamananI icchAo AtmagrahaNa che. jemAM AtmADhaMkAI jAya che. AtmA DhaMkAI javAnA kAraNe ApaNe doSano Topalo bIjAnA mAthe nAkhIe chIe. agnizarmAe paNa A ja karyuM. zarIranA kAraNe bhUkha lAgI ane potAnA duHkhanI varamALA guNasenane paherAvI dIdhI." sabhAH "ApaNane AvI samaja AvI jAya to saMsAramAM koIduHkhI na karI zake." gurujIH "Arya! tArI vAta sAcI che. ApaNe duHkhI ApaNA AMtarika doSo moha-mAyA-lobha vagerenA kAraNe chIe. bahAranI duniyAmAM jeTalAM paNa duHkho dekhAya che te badhAM doSonAM phaLa che. marIcie abhimAna karyuM to nIcagotra karma bAMdhyuM. enA kAraNe halakA bhavomAM javuM paDyuM. marIcie kuLamada karyo tyAre e duHkhI hatA potAnA mAnanA kaSAyanA kAraNe. aMte je halakA bhavomAM javuM paDyuM te mAna prArthanA 1 68 paDAva : 4 Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kaSAyanuM phaLa hatuM. vyakti potAnA AMtarika doSo ane doSanAM phaLanA kAraNe ja du:khI che, enA sivAya du:khI thavAnuM trIjuM koI kAraNa hoya to batAvoApaNe vicAraNA karIe.'' samAH "sAsuno svabhAva kharAba hoya to?" gurujIH "sAsuno svabhAva bhale game teTalo ghaTiyA hoya, tame duHkhI tamArA AMtarika kaSAya ane tenA phaLathI thazo. bAkI tamane lalitA pavAra jevI sAsu maLe to paNa du:khI nahIM karI zake." sabhAH "mArgAnusArI jIvane saMvijJa gItArtha guru maLe to jhaDapI vikAsa thAya." gurujI: "hA, mArgAnusAritA che ane emAM saMvijJa gItArtha guru maLI gayA to kalyANa capaTImAM thaI jAya." sabhAH "udAharaNa?" gurujIH "mASatuSa muniemano jJAnAvaraNIya kSayopazama sAmAnya paNa nathI. koI gajaba koTinI vaiyAvacca karI hoya tevo paNa ullekha vAMcyo nathI. chatAM saMvijJa-gItArtha gurue batAvela mArgadarzana mujaba mA-ruSa, mA-tuSa lAMbo samaya gokhatA rahyA. enA pariNAme kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. ApaNuM kevuM? guru ma.sA. kahe jIvavicAra bhaNo to ApaNI icchA stutinI hoya. guru kahe karmagraMtha bhaNo to ApaNane kaMIka alaga ja sUjhe." sabhAH "eno artha guru kahe ema karavAnuM?" gurujIH "saMvijJa-gItArtha guru kahe ema ja karavAnuM." sabhAH "saMvijJa-gItArtha gurunA sAMnidhyathI mAlatuSa muninuM hita thayuM paNa je mArgAnusArI hoya ane guru maLyA hoya evuM udAharaNa Apo ne?" prArthanA : 1 69 paDAva : 4 Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurujI: "meghakumAra pUrve hAthInA bhavamAM dAvAnaLa lAgelo joIne jAtismaraNa thavAthI tRNa-vRkSa vagerenuM umUlana karIne yUthanI rakSAne mATe te nadInA kinAre traNa sthaDilo karyA. Akho eriyA sApha karyo. eka paNa nokara nathI, nathI eka paNa madada karanAra, badhuM kAma jAte karavAnuM, ATalI moTI jagyAnI potAne jarUra nathI, chatAM bIjA mATe sApha kare che. 500 mANasono jamaNavAra hoya, tame eka-be kalAka pIraso to kamara dukhI jAya ne?hAthInuM zarIra ane tamAruM zarIra-baMnemAM kadAvara zarIra konuM? chatAM ATalA moTA kadAvara zarIre ghAsa kevI rIte sApha karyuM haze? tamAre to vAMkA vaLavuM hoya to vaLI zako cho,paNa hAthI kevI rIte vaLI zake? chatAM ekadama niTa enDaklIna traNa caMDila (nirdoSabhUmi) taiyAra karyA. athathI iti sudhInuM potAnuM yogadAna che evA spaMDilamAM potAne UbhA rahevA jagyA nahIM. mAMDa mAMDa jagyA maLI emAM zarIrane khaNavA mATe eka paga UMco karyo tyAM prANIonI bhIDamAM phasAI gayeluM eka sasaluM pagavALI jagyAe AvIne UbhuM rahyuM. dayApUrNa hRdayavALo hAthI eka paga UMco rAkhI traNa page aDhI divasa Ubho rahyo. dAvAnaLa zAMta thatAM prANIo potapotAne ThekANe cAlyA gayA. tyArabAda sudhA-tRSApIDita hAthI pANIne mATe doDavA gayo paraMtu paDI gayo. bhUkha-tarasanA duHkhathI trIje divase mRtyu pAmyo. hAthIne haju guru nathI maLyA. guruno upadeza nathI sAMbhaLyo to paNa sasalA para kevI dayA ! paga akaDAI gayo chatAM sasalA para paga na mUkyo." sabhAH "kema?" gurujI: mane koI kacaDI nAkhe to mane nathI gamatuM to pachI e sasalAne kevI rIte game? aDhI divasa eka paga upara Ubho rahe che. jyAre ApaNane guru maLyA che. guruno upadeza sAMbhaLyo che chatAM saMvatsarI pratikramaNa UbhA prArthanA : 1 70 paDAva : 4 Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ UbhA karavA taiyAra nathI. 4-khamAsaNA beThAM beThAM ApIe." sabhAH "dharma mATe tyAga karavAno kahezo to nahIM thAya. bAkI amArA dIkarA-dIkarIonA skUla eDamizana mATe kalAko lAInamAM UbhA rahIe chIe." gurujI: "bALakonA eDamizananI vAta pachI. baheno dararoja rasoDAmAM UbhA UbhA kalAka rasoI kare ane bhAIo TrenamAM kalAka sudhI TIMgAtA jAya, paNa upAzrayamAM jarAya tyAga karavA taiyAra nathI. jANe gharano thAka UtAravA upAzrayamAM AvatA na hoya. mULa vAta- hAthIe ATalo moTo eriyA sApha karyo, eka sasalA mATe aDhI divasa traNa page Ubho rahyo, ane mArgAnusAritA kahevAya. Ane ja bhagavAnanA AzIrvAda kahevAya. Ane ja gurunI kRpA kahevAya. ApaNA AtmAne je hitakara hoya e karavuM enuM nAma mArgAnusAritA. jyAre ApaNI vAta karIe. ApaNI samaja kevI che?tamArI vicitratA juo. gharanA oTale kUtaruM AvIne beThuM, tame kevuM haTa haTa karazo ! jyAre hAthI eka sasalA mATe kevuM balidAna ApI zake che!" sabhAH "amane dharmamAM kazI ja khabara paDatI nathI." gurujIH "evuM nathI. avasare tame philosophara banI kalAka vyAkhyAna ApI zako ema cho. ane tyAM tamAro upadeza koI sAMbhaLe to thAya ke mahArAja sAheba bolI rahyA che. sabhAH "thoDAMka sempala Apo ne?" gurujI: "saMdhyAnA raMgo jevuM asthira ApaNuM jIvana che, emane motano AbhAsa thaI gayo haze. eTale ja upadhAna karAvI lIdhAM. badhAM sArAM kAmo karAvIne gayA che. aphasosa na karavo. sArA mANasonI jarUra to badhe ja hoya che. emanI pAchaLa tame raDazo to emane aMtarAya thaze. mana makkama prArthanA : 1 71 paDAvaH 4 Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karo. dIkarA-dIkarIne moTA karavAnAM che. tame to dharma samajelA cho, jyAM saMyoga che tyAM viyoga che. aphasosa karIne zuM phAyado ? cothanI pAMcama thavAnI nathI. je jJAnIe joyuM haze te ja thaze. emAM ApaNe zuM karI zakIe? A to thaI mRtyu vakhatanI vAta. paNa koInI dIkarI sAsarethI pAchI AvI hoya tyAre tamane samajAvavAnuM kahe to tame aTako?" sabhAH "jarAya nahIM." gurujIH "sItA, caMdanabALA vagere satIoe je sahana karyuM hatuM tevuM sahana tAre kyAM karavAnuM che? hamaNAM sahana karIza to pachI sukha ja sukha che. huM tamane samajAvatAM jouM tyAre mane paNa mana thaI jAya ke be-cAra poinTsa lakhI lauM, jIvanamAM kAma lAgaze." sabhAH "amAre to DAhI sAsare jAya ane gAMDI zikhAmaNa de evuM che." gurujI: "bhale gAMDI zikhAmaNa detI hoya, paNa zikhAmaNa gAMDI nathI. zikhAmaNa levA jevI hoya che. mULa vAta, kUtaruM karaDI jAya to kadAca 14 iMjekzana levA paDe paNa vAMdAnI to koI herAnagati nathI ne? chatAM gharamAM vAMdo dekhAya to zuM karazo?" sabhAH "sUpaDImAM laI bahAra phekIzuM." gurujI: "bAjuvALAnA gharamAM?" sabhAH "ame eTalA kharAba nathI." gurujI: "amArI pAse tamArI rAmAyaNo Ave che. muMbaInA DaoNlara eriyAmAM bilDIMganI nIce rahelA upAzraya upara tathA AjubAjunI jagyAmAM vadhelo loTa, zAka, dALa vagere nIce pheMke che. vaLI bAjumAM ja derAsara che. derAsara jotAM bolavAnuM mana thaI jAya ke "suMdaratA surasadanathI prArthanA : 1 72 paDAva : 4 Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ re adhika..." evA suMdara derAsara upara je vastuo zrAvaka-zrAvikAo pheMke che teno eka sAdhu tarIke ullekha na karI zakAya. mane te bilDIMgano vocamena kahe ke tamArA zrAvakone to mAravA joIe. meM pUchyuM kema? to kahe sAhebajI, ame derAsaranA uparanA bhAganI zuddhi karIe chIe tyAre evI vastuo maLe che ke mane be jhApaTa mAravAnuM mana thAya evI gaMdI vastuo jaino pheMke che. tamArAM AvAM apalakSaNo jotAM tame bAjuvALAnA gharamAM vAMdo nAMkho emAM mane kazuM Azcarya nathI thatuM. chatAM tame nA pADo cho to mAnI laIe ke tame bAjuvALAnA gharamAM nahIM nAMkho paNa mAro savAla che ke vAMdAne gharamAMthI bahAra kema kADho cho?" sabhAH "vAMdAne gharamAMthI bahAra na kADhIe to tenuM malTIplikezana thAya." gurujI: "malTiplikezana thAya to zuM problema che? tamAro dIkaro lagna karIne Ave che to tamArA dIkarAnuM malTiplikezana na thayuM? vAMdo to ema paNa nathI kaheto ke mAre sUvA mATe ghoDiyuM joIze. jyAre tamAre pautra thAya to ghoDiyuM lAvavuM paDe che ke nahIM?" sabhAH "vAMdo AkhA gharamAM pharyA kare che." gurujI: "tamAro pautra thaze to e gharamAM nahIM phare ? Ivana, holamAM pezAba-saMDAsa paNa karI jaze. to zuM pautrane gharamAMthI kADhI nAkho cho?" sabhAH "vAMdAne jotAM dveSa thAya che jyAre pautrane jotAM AnaMda thAya che." gurujIH "ghaNAne rajanIkAMta kALo hovAthI nathI gamato, paNa e sAuthamAM suparasTAra che. lAkho-karoDo loko enA dIvAnA che. tenA maMdiro che. A sAMbhaLatAM bhale tamane rajanIkAMta gamato na hoya chatAM tame vicArone ke kAMIka to dama lAge che rajanIkAMtamAM. je vAMdAne joIne tamane napharata thAya che e ja vAMdAonI munio jIvadayA pALe che to tamane thavuM joIe ke vAMdAmAM jIvatva che. pUjaya gurubhagavaMto enI jIvadayA kare che to mArAthI | prArthanA 1 paDAva : 4 Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ene tarachoDAya to nahIM ja." sabhAH "vAMdo bImArI phelAve che mATe gharamAMthI kADhI mUkIe chIe." gurujI: "chIpakalI(garoLI)nI lALamAM jhera hoya che. kadAca e lALavALuM tame khAva to tamArA rAma ramI jAya. vaijJAniko kahe che ke maccharathIDegyameleriyA thAya che. AyurvedamAM meleriyAnuM kAraNa macchara nathI kahetA evuM mArA dhyAnamAM che.) paNa vAMdAthI koI roga thato nathI. bIjI vAta, moTA moTA DAyanAsora vagere khatama thaI gayA paNa vAMdo Aja sudhI Takyo che. tethI vAMdo yunika vastu thaI. tamane to yunika vastuo bhegI karavAno zokha chene? to have vAMdo tamArA gharamAM rAkhazo ne?" sabhAH "vAMdAne gharamAM rAkhavAmAM vAMdho che." gurujIH "vAMdAne gharamAM rAkhavAmAM vAMdho zuM? e bolo." sabhAH "e vAMdo che e ja vAMdho che." gurujI ghara moTuM che paNa mArA gharamAM meM jene mArAM mAnyAM che e raheto vAMdho nathI. jema ke dIkaro mAro che mATe e rahe to vAMdho nathI. paNa dIkaro je divase enI patnIno thaI gayo te dIvase dIkarAne paNa gharamAMthI bahAra kADhI mUkIzuM. gharamAM 10jaNa chIe. ghara khIcokhIca che to paNa emAM jamAIne rAkhIzuM! kema ke mArAM ane mArAM mAnelAM badhAM A gharamAM rahI zake che. bhale pachI badhuM eDajasTa karavuM paDe. paNa je mArA nathI athavA mArAM mAnelA nathI, ene huM A gharamAM rahevA daIza nahIM." sabhAH "hAthI AtmA vagere mAne che?" gurujI: "meghakumArano pUrvabhava hAthI. e bhavamAM jAtismaraNajJAna thayuM hatuM tethI AtmA, puNya, pApa, paraloka badhuM spaSTa dekhAyuM mATe AtmA vagerene mAne che. | prArthanAH 1 paDAva : 4 74 Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tamArI jAtane hAthI sAthe sarakhAvajo. hAthIne guruno yoga, upadeza kazuM nathI maLyuM chatAM enuM levala vicAro. enA ja kAraNe bIjA bhavamAM bhagavAnanA bhakta zreNika rAjAne tyAM rAjakumAra thayo ane bhagavAnano ja ziSya thayo." sabhAH "gharamAM vAMdo thAya to 1ravratadhArI zrAvaka zuM kare?'' gurujI: gharamAM vAMdo thAya ja nahIM enI tamAre takedArI rAkhavI joIe. chatAM vAMdo pedA thayo to zrAvakanI vicAraNA evI hoya ke A jIva gharamAM koInA pagamAM Avaze to marI jaze. vaLI gharamAM rAkhIza to vAMdAnI saMkhyA vadhI jatAM jIvadayA pALavAnI muzkelI thaze mATe yathAyogya vyavasthA karuM AvI vicAraNA zrAvakanA jIvanamAM hoya. tame uparokta vicAraNAthI gharamAMthI vAMdo kADho cho ke A ghara mAruM che emAM bIjo kevI rIte rahe? hAthI keTaluM kaSTa sahana karavA taiyAra che. jyAre tame manuSya thaIne paNa jarAya sahana karavA taiyAra nathI." sabhAH "AvuM kema che?" gurujI: "mArgAnusAritAno abhAva che." sabhAH "mArgAnusAritA lAvavA zuM karavuM?" gurujIH "mArgAnusAritA lAvavI hoya to eka kAma karavAnuM. je vastumAM cAMca na DUbe tyAM taTastha rahevAnuM. jeTaluM khabara paDe eno svIkAra karI levAno. samajo ke derAsaramAM bhagavAnane prakSAlanI vidhi che. guru mahArAjane akSatathI vadhAvavAnI vidhi che. A vidhi mATe o.ema.jI.vALA bolaze ke bhagavAnane kema dUdhathI prakSAla? garIbone dUdha pIvA maLatuM nathI ane tame bhagavAnanI mUrti upara dUdha DhoLI nAkho cho. prArthanA : 1 75 paDAva : 4 Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AvI vAta tamArA dhyAnamAM AvI to sauthI pahelAM to taTastha rahevAnuM. pachI satya-asatya, lAbha-nukasAna badhuM samajavAnI koziza karavAnI. koI paNa bAju DhaLI nahIM javAnuM. na samaja paDe to taTastha raho. jene mArgAnusArI banavuM che teNe taTastha rahetAM zIkhavAnuM. dA.ta. tame ma.sA.ne gocarI mATe vinaMtI karI hatI. ma.sA.tamArA ghare padhAryA. tame ophisa gayA hatA. bIjA divase tame upAzraya gayA. tarata ja ma.sA. tamane khijAyA ke "DhAMkaNImAM pANI laI DUbI maro." have tamAre zuM karavAnuM? vicAravAnuM ke ma.sA. koI divasa AvAM kaTu vacano bole nahIM chatAM Aje mane AvatAMnI sAthe AvuM jAheramAM bolyA tethI nakkI mArI kAMIka bhUla thaI lAge che. tethI ma.sA.ne kahevAnuM ke mArI bhUla batAvo, ane enuM prAyazcita Apo. ane gurumahArAja tamane bhUla batAve ke tamArA ghare vahoravA AvyA. tamArI 20varSanI dIkarI nAnI caDDI paherIne pharatI hatI. A cAle? paNa tame enI jagyAe sAme dalIla karo evA cho ke sAhebajI, AvAM kapaDAM to have badhAMnA gharamAM paherAya che. emAM kaMI khoTuM nathI. tamAre AvavuM hoya to sukhethI padhArajo. paNa tamAre amane A rIte khakhaDAvavAnI jarUra nathI. A to mahArAja sAhebane sAmo javAba Apyo ane vaLI manamAM evI gAMTha bAMdhazo ke bhaviSyamAM A ma.sA.ne upAzrayamAM paga mUkavA nahIM dauM." sabhAH "zAstrIya koI udAharaNa kharuM ke gurue saMtAnonAM kAraNe mAbApane Thapako Apyo chatAM zAMtithI sAMbhaLyo hoya?" gurujIH zAstramAM ahaMdatta ane purohitaputranI vAta Ave che. ahaMdatta rAjakumAra che paNa khUba vaMThI gayela che. enA ghare je sAdhuo Ave ene herAna kare che. eka divasa jogAnujoga e rAjyamAM ahaMdatanA kAkA prArthanA 1 paDAva : 4 Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ma.sA. padhAryA jemaNe varSo pUrve dIkSA lIdhelI che. ahaMdatta emanI paNa majAka-mazkarI kare che ke sAhebajI, Apa nAco ne! kAkA ma.sA. 7ra kaLA bhaNelA che. emaNe kahyuM ke huM nAcuM paNa saMgIta koNa vagADaze? bIjuM, saMgItamAM tAla tUTe to mAro pitto jAya. rAjakumAre saMgIta ApyuM. ma.sA. nAcyA ane nRtyamAM evAM sTepsa lIdhAM ke rAjakumAra saMgIta na ApI zakyo. ma.sA.e ahaMdattane hAthamAM lIdho-enAM hADakAM utArI nAkhyA. rAjakumArane asahya vedanA thAya che. ma.sA. upAzraya gayA. A bAju rAjAne hakIkatanI khabara paDI. rAjA upAzraye Ave che tyAre ma.sA. keTaluM saMbhaLAve che! rAjAne ghaNo Thapako Apyo chatAM rAjA zAMtithI sAMbhaLe che. ema ahIMyA tamAre paNa zAMtithI guru ma.sA.no Thapako sAMbhaLI levAno ke 20 varSanI tamArI dIkarI AvA ubhaTa kapaDAM pahere che te kema calAvI levAnuM?" sabhAH "amAruM amArAM saMtAno AgaLa cAlatuM nathI." gurujI: "mane UThAM na bhaNAvo. tamArA dIkarA-dIkarIone bagADanAra koNa? nAnA hatAM tyArathI e bALakone tame ubhaTa kapaDAM paherAvyAM, have e kema mAnaze?nAnapaNamAM bALaka vaDIlonA saMpUrNa niyaMtraNamAM hoya che. tyAre tame zA mATe ubhaTa kapaDAM paherAvyAM? hajI tamArI bhUla samajAtI nathI?" sabhAH "mArgAnusArI banavAmAM amane takalIpha zuM Ave che?" gurujI: "mArgAnusArI banavuM hoya to svabhAvamAMthI krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha vagere kaSAyone dUra karavA paDe, kaSAyo mArgAnusArI banavA detA nathI. tamane baTeTAM, kAMdA, anaMtakAya khAvAno lobha che. eka zarIramAM anaMta jIvo hovAthI ame teno tyAga karavAnuM kahIe. paNa tame tamArI prArthanA : 1 Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIbhaDInA lobhane mATe amane badanAma karo cho ke ma.sA.pAse jaIe eTale bAdhA ApI de bhalA bhAI! vicAra to kharo ke ame bhIMDAM, dUdhInI ejansI to nathI lIdhI ke tene calAvavA mATe baTeTAM baMdha karAvIe chIe. jyAM jyAM UMdhI buddhi che tyAM tyAM kyo kaSAya kAma kare che e vicArazuM to avazya eka divasa ApaNe mArthAnusArI banI jaIzuM. sau jaladIthI jaladI mArgAnusArI banIe e ja zubhAbhilASA saha.." prArthanA 1 prArthanA : 1 78 78 paDAva : 4 Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paDAva : 5 jaLa bharI saMpuTa patramAM,yugalIka nara pUMjata RSabha caraNa aMguThaDe, dAyaka bhavajala aMtaH bhagavAnanAM svarUpano bodha bhavano aMta lAvavA mATe ApaNe bhegA thayA chIe. duniyAmAM paramAtmAnI upAsanA karanArA, bhagavAnamAM vizvAsa rAkhanArA ghaNA loko che. phorDa eka moTara kaMpanInA mAlika che. ene ekavAra roga thayo. ghaNA ilAjo karyA paNa kAMI pharaka na paDyo. DaoNkTaroe ene anakyorebala jAhera karyo. phorDane bhagavAna para vizvAsa eTale bhagavAna pAse gayo. bhagavAna sAthe vAta karI ke he bhagavAna! mArI kaMpanInI gADI bagaDI jAya to ene ripera karI ApavAnI mArI javAbadArI che. mAruM zarIra teM banAvyuM che. tArI kaMpanIno mAlabagaDI gayo che to have ene ripera karavAnI javAbadArI paNa tArI. phorDane bhagavAna para atUTa vizvAsa che. gaNadhara bhagavaMtone paNa bhagavAnamAM atUTa vizvAsa che. paNa pharaka mAtra eTalo ke phorDane bhagavAnanA svarUpano bodha nathI. bhagavAnane jagatkartA tarIke oLakhe che. jayAre gaNadhara bhagavaMtone bhagavAnanA svarUpano bodha che tathA sukhaduHkhanI pUrNa samaja che. tethI gaNadhara bhagavaMta A saMsArano aMta lAvavA bhagavAna! mane vinayI banAvaje! bhagavAna! mArAmAM kSamA lAvaje! AvI koI mAgaNI na karatAM emaNe pahelI mAgaNI karI bhavanibeonI. bhagavAna tArA prabhAvathI mane saMsAra asAra lAgo, A jagata sArabhUta che evI mArI buddhi nAza pAmo, bIjI mAgaNI karI je mokSano mArga che emAM mAruM gamana thAo. mane e ja mArga sAco lAge. huM kyAMya bhaTakAI na jAuM. prArthanA : 1 79 paDAvaH 5 Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIva acaramAvartamAM hoya tyAM sudhI limiTa bahAra saMsAra vadhI rahyo che. caramAvartAmAM Ave eTale limiTamAM AvI gayA. tAtvika vairAgya jenA jIvanamAM hoya to teno mokSa avazya thaze, jyAre saMsAra kapAvAnI geraMTI mArgAnusAritAthI Ave che. arthAt mokSanI geraMTI bhavanibaeNothI Ave che. tamane saMsAra asAra lAgI gayo, to DephineTalI tamAro mokSa thaze. paNa tamAro mokSa kyAre thaze?keTalo jaladI thaze? enI geraMTI mArgAnusAritA Ape che. bhava-nirvedathI saMsArano kinAro dekhAI gayo. paNa kinAro dekhAvA chatAM UlaTI dizAmAM jazo to bhava vadhyA kare. kinArA taraphanI gatie mArgAnusAritA che. mArgAnusArIpaNAnI AvazyakatA mArgAnusArIpaNAno guNa atyaMta Avazyaka che. sAdhanA mArgamAM jo A guNa prApta na karI zakIe to phaMTAyA ja karazuM. mATe prathama to dizA badalavI paDaze. bhavanirveda= saMsAra kharAba lAge, eTale vairAgya Ave. eTale Aja sudhI ApaNuM moTuM saMsAra mArga tarapha hatuM e cenja thayuM, paNa haju mokSamArganathI Avyo. phakta ApaNuM moTuM pharyuM che, paNa haju cAlavAnuM bAkI che, tethI gaNadhara bhagavaMta bhagavAnane prArthanA kare che ke mane buddhi evI thAva ke mAruM cAlavAnuM paNa sAcuM thAya.anAdikALanI ApaNI UMdhI cAlane badalavAnI che. anAdikALathI UMdhI cAlanA saMskAra ApaNA AtmAmAM aDDo jamAvIne beThA hovAthI, ApaNuM mAthuM UMdhuM che, tethI ja badhI upAdhi che. saMsAra asAra lAgI gayo tethI dharmamAM AvyA, paraMtu mArgAnusArIpaNuM nahIM hoya to dharmamAM paNa UlaTuM ja pakaDAze. samavasaraNamAM kone kyAM besavAnuM enI AkhI vyavasthA hoya che. prArthanA 1 paDAva : 5 8O Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ indramahArAjAnI sITa sauthI AgaLa rijharva hoya kadAca indramahArAjA na AvyA hoya to jagyA khAlI rahe, paNa tyAM bIjA na bese. mArgAnusArI kSayopazama nahIM hoya, to dimAga phATe, "badhe paisA ane sattAnI ja bolabAlA che."kharekhara, dharmamAM paNa behada pakSapAta! samavasaraNanI vyavasthA pAchaLanAM kAraNo na samaje ane ulkApAta karyA kare.samajo ke mArA comAsAmAM koI zrAvake dara zanivAra-ravivAra koI ne koI anuSThAna rAkhyAM. huM to phakta nizrA ApuM chuM, dravyastava zrAvaka mATe dharma che. ane zrAvake karAvyo che. potAnA paisA che. e sArA mArge vAparI rahyo che. paraMtu mArgAnusArI kSayopazama nahIM hoya to vicAravAnuM bolavAnuM cAlu thazeH "AkhuM comAsuM anuSThAna ane jamaNavAra cAlyA. khAo, khAo ane khAo-ame to A vakhate AkhuM comAsuM khAdhuM ja che." kharekhara to jeNe sAdharmika bhakti karI ane tamane jamADyA e zrAvaka mATe dharma hato. tAre na vAparavuM hoya to tuM nahIM Ave, paNa niMdA zA mATe kare che? pAcho paDalAmAM pahelAMnI jema badhA ja jamaNavAramAM pahelo hoya, chatAM bakabaka cAlyA ja kare. mArgAnusArI kSayopazama haze te khoTA dharmamAM paNa jeTaluM sAruM haze teTaluM pakaDaze. jyAre mAnusArI kSayopazama nahIM hoya te sAcA dharmamAMthI paNa khoTuM pakaDaze. sabhAH "udAharaNathI samajAvo ne!" gurujI: anya dharmomAM vidhAna maLe ke amuka yajJa karo to paisA maLaze, amuka yajJa karo to putra maLe, amuka yajJa karo to zarIra sAruM maLe. jayAre anya dharmamAM rahelo mArgAnusArI jIva vicAraze. dIkaro thayo to koNa sukhI thayuM che? dIkaro thAya eTale upAdhi vadhe che, ene bhaNAvo, gaNAvo, prArthanA : 1 81 paDAva : 5 Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhaMdhe lagADo, paraNAvo. keTalI upAdhi! paisA to badhA anarthonuM mULa che, paisA vadhe to abhimAna Ave, bhaya vadhe, irSA vadhe. dIkaro, paiso vagere karatAM to dharma karavo bahu sAro che. anya dharmamAM paNa je rAga-dveSa na karavAnI vAto haze, vikAra vAsanAne toDe evI vAto haze, e mArgAnusArI jIvane gamaze, jyAre mArgAnusArI kSayopazama nahIM hoya to sAcA dharmamAMthI paNa UlaTuM ja pakaDaze. derAsaramAM Avaze to nirvikArI tIrthakaramAM enuM mana nahIM coTe. enA magajamAM je vidhi vagere besI gayuM haze, temAM ja mAthuM mAryA karaze. enA magajamAM je vidhi vidhAna seTa thaI gaI haze e vidhi ke vidhAna bIjAmAM nahIM dekhAya to ziMgaDAM bharAvaze." sabhAH "mArgAnusArIe zuM karavAnuM?" gurujI: "AkhA saMghano huM nAyaka nathI, saMghamAM thatI avidhio sudhAravAno mAro adhikAra nathI. to vagara adhikAra mAthuM nahIM mAre. kyAMya avidhi vagere cAlu haze to javAbadAra vyaktine dhyAna doraze, paNa mAthAphoDa nahIM kare." mArgAnusAritAnA abhAvanuM udAharaNa sabhAH "mArgAnusAritAno abhAva hoya evA jIvanI mAthA mAravAnI pravRttinuM udAharaNa Apo ne?" gurujI: "samajo, koI sonAnI vATakI laIne pUjA karavA AvyuM ane vATakIne bhaMDAra upara mUkIne hAtha dhovA gayuM, to eno jIva emAM ja raheze ke sonAnI vATakI Ama mUkIne javAya?kadAca sonAnI vATakI khovAI gaI, to kaheze ke ame to kahetA ja hatA, ke jamAno khUba kharAba che. loko dharmasthAnamAM corI karatAM paNa acakAtAM nathI." sabhAH "sI.sI.TI.vI. kemerA hoyachene?" prArthanA : 1 8ra paDAva : 5 Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurujI: "jo tame ene kIdhuM ke sI.sI.TI.vI. kemerA che, to tarata sAme javAba Apaze ke moTI moTI dukAnomAM keTalAya sI.sI.TI.vI. kemerA hoya che, chatAMya corIo nathI thatI? sonAnI vATakInA badale cAMdInI vATakIthI pUjA karata to tamane zuM pharaka paData? cAMdInI vATakIne sonAnuM polIza karAvI levuM joIe. jyAre ahIMyA jenI sonAnI vATakI khovAI che, e abajopati vyakti che. ene ekAdavATakI khovAIto kazo pharaka paDato nathI. mane kaho zuM sonAnA dAgInA khovAtAM ja nathI? jeTalA divasa uttamadravyathI bhagavAnanI pUjA karI e lAbho maLyo ne?" sabhAH "manamAM thayA karaze ke sonAnI vATakI khovAI gaI." gurujIH "sonAnI vATakI khovAI gaI e yAda Avaze tyAre puNya ja baMdhAze." sabhAH "aphasosa thAya to puNya thoDuM baMdhAya?" gurujI: "ahIM aphasosa zuM thAya che? have mAre cAMdInI vATakIthI pUjA karavI paDe che, arthAt sonAnI vATakIthI thatI pUjA yAni dharma na thayAno aphasosa che. dharmana thayAno aphasosa hoya to puNya baMdhAya ke pApa?" sabhAH "puNya." gurujI: "jayAre eNe sonAnI vATakIthI pUjA karI tyAre zuM baMdhAtuM hatuM?" sabhAH "puNya." gurujI: "vATakI hatI tyAre puNya baMdhAyuM, vATakI khovAI tyAre paNa puNya baMdhAyuM. have sonAnI vATakI kema lAvyA hatA vagere upadeza ApavAnI jarUra zuM?" sabhAH "vATakI khovAi tyAre duHkha thayuM ne?" gurujI: "samajo, saMghamAM koIe sAmUhika siddhitapa karAvyAM. eka prArthanA : 1 paDAva : 5 Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ puNyAtmA na karI zakyA, have jyAre jyAre paNa vAta nIkaLe ke saMghamAM siddhitapa sArAM thayAM, tyAre tyAre e puNyAtmAne thaze ke huM na karI zakyo, Avo aphasosa thaze, enAthI puNya baMdhAze ke pApa?" sabhAH "puNya." gurujIH "dharma na karI zakyAnA aphasosathI puNya baMdhAya. ane sonAnI vATakI khovAI gaI, have cAMdInI vATakIthI pUjA karavI paDe che A aphsosathI paNa puNya baMdhAya. paNa enI jagyAe ArtadhyAna karo ke mArI 30 hajAranI vATakI khovAI gaI to pApa baMdhAya. mArgAnusArI nahIM hoya to gurunI, sahavartInI, ArAdhaka badhAnI hAlata kharAba thaze. ApaNAmAM mArgonusAripaNuM AvatuM nathI. kAraNa ke ApaNAmAM svadoSano bhayaMkara koTino kadAgraha che. koI javAbadAra vyakti yogya rIte ApaNA doSo batAve to paNa sAMbhaLavA mATe ApaNe jarAya taiyAra nathI. badhA mitro bhegA thayA cho. tame vAta cAlu karI ke mAruM DrAiviMga evuM phAsTa che ke kalAkanuM aMtara 15 miniTamAM pUruM thaI jAya. huM bhAyakhalAthI thANA 10 miniTa ane 25 sekaMDamAM pahoMcI zakuM ! tamArAthI ATaluM phAsTa DrAiviMga thaI zake? A savAla koIe pUchyo, tarata tame bolyA ke ATalA varSothI ghAsa thoDuM kApyuM che? bharavADone gADI AvaDI jAya to ApaNane na AvaDe? ophisamAM mAro sTApha ekadama DisiplinamAM ja rahe. sTAphe peparavarkanuM kAma barAbara na karyuM hoya, to pepara sIdhuM moDhA para mArI dauM. jematema nahIM cAle. samAjamAM koInAM lagna hoya to kapaDAMnI kharIdI karavA mane ja bolAve. zeravAnInA kalara, DijhAina vagerenI mane khabara paDe evI koIne prArthanA : 1 84 paDAva : 5 Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nA paDe. ivana ekatA kapUra pote mane phona kare ke mArI siriyalamAM kyA pAtrane kyAM kapaDAM paherAvavAM e nakkI karI Apo ne! virATa kohalIno lagna pahelAM phona Avyo hato ke mAre lagnanuM AmaMtraNa pIemane devA javuM che to sAthe Ava ne ! meM spaSTa nA pADI ke huM hamaNAM mArA kajhinanAM lagnamAM bIjhI chuM. pahelAM gharanAM pachI gAmanAM. vAta barAbarane ! anaMta aMbANIno phona Avyo hato, meM kaTa karI nAMkhyo. kadAca ene zopiMga javuM haze. - tamArI baDAI cAlyA ja karI, sabhA barakhAsta thaI. pachI tamArA javAbadAra vaDIle tamane sAiDamAM bolAvIne zAMtithI tamane kahyuM ke ekeya Topika evo nathI nIkaLyo ke jemAM te ApavaDAI na mArI hoya. tane badhI ja khabara paDe che? tuM zahenazAha che? dareka vAtamAM abhimAna kema kare che? abhimAnathI zuM phAyado che? vaDIla zAMtithI hitabuddhithI samajAve che ke ApavaDAI karavAthI ApaNI chApa bagaDe, paNa potAnA doSono evo kadAgraha che ke UlaTAnuM vaDIlanA gaLe paDaze ke mArI nAmanA thAya che, tethI tamane mArI irSA Ave che. jene mArgAnusArI banavuM hoya teNe potAnA doSono kadAgraha choDavo paDe." jiddIpaNuM choDavuM sabhAH "uparokta udAharaNa saMsAranI bAbatanuM thayuM. dhArmika bAbatanuM AvuM jidIpaNAnuM udAharaNa Apo ne?" gurujI: samajo, ma.sA. vahoravA AvyA. be ThANAM ja hatAM. tethI tame ADedhaDa vahorAvavA jida karI ane tamane javAbadAra vyaktie yogya samaye Takora karI, to tame sAMbhaLI zako?UlaTAnuM tame kahezo ke tamane dharmamAM khabara na paDe, Ama ja karAya. samajo vaDIla koI ma.sA.ne pUche ke prArthanAH 1 85 paDAva : 5 Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AvI jida ucita kahevAya ke anucita? ane ma.sA. paNa ema kahe ke A anucita jida che, to ma.sA. navA che temane paNa khabara nathI paDatI ema bolI nAkhe. svadoSano pakSapAta haze tenAmAM jakkIpaNuM Avaze. tethI tenAmAM mArgAnusArIpaNuM nahIM Ave. zAstrIya udAharaNa joIe: rAjagRhI nagarImAM vizvanaMdI rAjAne vizAkhAnaMdI nAmano putra tathA vizvabhUti nAmano bhatrIjo hato. yuvAna vizvabhUti ekavAra aMtaHpurasahita naMdanavananA puSpakaraMDaka nAmanA udyAnamAM krIDA karavA gayo. te krIDA karato hato tevAmAM vizAkhAnaMdI tyAM krIDA karavAnI icchAthI Avyo. paNa vizvabhUti aMtaHpura sAthe tyAM hovAthI proTokola pramANe vizAkhAnaMdI aMdara jaI na zakyo. potAnA dIkarA vizAkhAnaMdIne udyAnamAM javA na maLyuM A samAcAra dAsIo pAsethI sAMbhaLIne priyaMgurANI risAIne kopabhuvanamAM jaIne beThI. rAjAe rANInI icchA pUrNa karavA mATe yAtrAbherI vagaDAvI ane kapaTavaDe sabhAmAM kahyuM ke ApaNo puruSasiMhanAmano sAmaMta uddhata thaI gayo che, mATe teno vijaya karavA huM jaIza. A vAta sAMbhaLIne saraLa svabhAvI vizvabhUti upavanamAMthI rAjasabhAmAM Avyo ane bhaktithI rAjAne pAchA vALI pote lazkara sAthe prayANa karyuM. te puruSasiMha sAmaMta pAse gayo. tyAM sAmaMtane samarpita joI pAcho Avyo. mArgamAM puSpakaraMDaka vana pAse Avyo. tyAM dvArapALe jaNAvyuM ke aMdara vizAkhAnaMdI kumAra che. A sAMbhaLIne te ciMtavavA lAgyo ke mane kapaTa vaDe puSpakaraMDaka vanamAMthI kADhavAmAM Avyo che. gusse thayelA vizvabhUtie tyAM muSTi vaDe kAMThAnA vRkSa para prahAra karyo. jethI tenAM sarva phaLo tUTI paDavAthI pRthvI phaLothI AcchAdita thaI prArthanA 1 paDAva : 5 86 Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gaI. tyAre vizvabhUti bolyo ke jo vaDIla pitAzrI para mArI bhakti na hota to huM A koThAnA phaLanI jema tamArA sarvanAM mastaka bhUmi para pADI nAkhata. paNa temanA pratyenI bhaktithI huM tema karI zakato nathI. paraMtu A vaMcanAyukta bhogonI mAre jarUra ja nathI. tyArapachI teNe saMbhUti muni pAse dIkSA lIdhI. vizvanaMdI rAjA tyAM AvyA. vizvabhUtine namI-khamAvI rAjya levA mATe prArthanA karI. paraMtu vizvabhUtine rAjyanI icchA vagaranA jANIne rAjA pAchA pharyA. tapasyAthI atizaya kRza thayelA vizvabhUtimuni ekavAra mathurAnagarImAM mAsakSamaNane aMte vahoravA pravezyA. tyAre vizAkhAnaMdI paNa mathurAnagarImAM Avela che. vizvabhUtimuni kRza zarIranA kAraNe gAya sAthe athaDAvAthI paDI gayA. A joIne vizAkhAnaMdI hasIne bolyA ke koThAnAM phaLo pADavAnuM tAruM baLa kyAM gayuM? A sAMbhaLI vizvabhUtie krodhathI te gAyane zIMgaDethI pakaDIne AkAzamAM bhamAvI. mokSamArgamAM satata elarTa rahevuM paDe. kharekhara A zarIra nAzavaMta che. enI tAkAta nAza pAmI emAM zuM thaI gayuM, ema vicAravAne badale vizvabhUti gusse thaI gayA ke tuM mane pUche che ke mArI tAkAta kyAM gaI, to le tyAre te gAyane zIMgaDethI pakaDIne AkAzamAM bhamAvIne uchALI. vizvabhUtine aprazasta abhimAnane kAraNe azubhabhAva Avyo, mArgAnusAritA gaI. ane niyANuM karyuM. mane evuM baLa maLo ke jethI mane koI parAbhava na pamADI zake evA parAkramavALo huM thAuM ane vizAkhAnaMdInA motanuM kAraNa banuM." sabhAH "niyANuM kare eTale icchita vastu maLI ja jAya?" gurujI: "nA, evuM nathI. niyANuM karanAra vyaktinA sTaoNkamAM je vastunuM prArthanA : 1 paDAva : 5 Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ niyANuM karyuM che te vastu prApta karAvI Ape tevuM puNya paNa joIe. vizvabhUtie saMyamanI khUba sarasa ArAdhanA karI hatI. mATe sTokamAM puNya hatuM tethI vAsudeva thayA. bAkI keMgo maLe. tame beMkamAM karoDo rUpiyA DipojhITa karyA hoya to ja eka bharo to maLe. bAkI ceka bAunsa thAya, tema ahIM paNa niyANuM kare eTale maLI ja jAya evuM nahIM. niyANuM bAunsa thAya. sAthe sAthe durgati paNa thAya. bhUla hoya ke na hoya, bIjAM hase tohasavAdo A to zAstranI vAta thaI paNa tamAre ane mAre paNa AmAMthI bodha levAno che. samajo, huM caumAsI pratikramaNamAM abhuSThio khAmatI vakhate 4mAsANa, 8pakhANuM. bolavAnuM hatuM enI jagyAe 8 mAsANuM bolyo, badhAM hasyAM, to mAre zuM karavuM joIe? mArI bhUla thaI to hase emAM gusse thavAnI jarUra zI? bhUla sudhArI levI joIe. ane jo mArI bhUla thaI nathI chatAM badhAM hase che to bhale hasatAM. enAthI mAre zuM levAdevA? ema tamAre paNa tamArA jIvanamAM A ja zIkhavAnuM che. tamAre be dIkarA che anuja ane Adi. tamane koIe pUchyuM ke tamArA moTA dIkarAnuM nAma zuM? tame kahyuM anuja ane sAmevALo hasyo, to tamane zuM thaze?" sabhAH "Igo harTathaze." gurujI: "pahelAM e to pUcho ke kema hasyA? tamane koI kahe ke moTA dIkarAnuM nAma anuja na rakhAya kAraNa ke anujano matalaba thAya nAno, pazcAt gAyate ti anuna: eTale ke je pAchaLathI janmyo che. arthAt enI pUrve saMtAna hovA joIe. tamane to "aparathI anuja nAma gamyuM eTale rAkhI dIdhuM. nAmano artha to vicAravo joIe ne!" sabhAH "arjunane anuja kahe che." gurujI: "arjunathI moTA be bhAIo che mATe yudhiSThira arjunane anuja prArthanA : 1 88 paDAva : 5 Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kahIne bolAve che. nAnA dIkarAnuM nAma Adi rAkhyuM. Adino artha thAya prathama. nAnA dIkarAne kevI rIte Adi kahevAya? tamArI AvI bhUla thaI hoya to svIkArI levAnI. mArgAnasArIpaNuM lAvavuM haze to tamAre nakkIpaNuM choDavuM paDaze. kAraNa ke, jakkIpaNA pAchaLa koI ne koI kaSAya kAma karato ja haze. tamArI bhUla nathI chatAM loko hase che? bhale hasatAM. mArgAnusArI banavuM haze to svabhAvamAMthI jakkIpaNuM choDavuM ja paDaze. tame dharmamAM AvyA. tamArI sAme ghaNI vAto Avaze. je vAtamAM samaja na paDe temAM taTastha rahevuM. amuka jakkI loko gurune evA ekAMte pakaDaze ke emanA sivAyanA bIjA badhA guruo akkala vagaranA." sabhAH "udAharaNathI samajAvo ne?" gurujI: "dIkSA lIdhelA sAdhuoe svajanadhUnana karavAnuM che. meM mArA ziSyAdine thoDAM varSo svajano sAthe vAta nahIM karavAnI bAdhA ApI hoya tyAre mArA jakkI bhakto A vAtane ekAMte pakaDaze ane bIjA sAdhuonI niMdA karaze. nUtana dIkSita sagA mA-bApa sAthe vAta karatAM nathI. khUba sarasa. paNa koI anya ma.sA. pAse koIe dIkSA lIdhI ane tyAM nUtana dIkSita bIjA ja divase potAnAM svajanonI sAthe vAta karatAM joze eTale tarata ja kAgAroLa macAvaze ke "apane yahAM aisA nahIM hai.' utsarga mArga ane apavAda mArga sabhAH "nUtana dIkSite mA-bApa sAthe vAta karAya ke nahIM? padArtha zuM che?" gurujIH "svajanadhUnana karavAnuM hovAthI nUtana dIkSita svajano sAthe vAta na kare to sAruM. paNa nUtana dIkSitanA gurune ucita lAge ne vAta karavA de to emAM koI kAgAroLa macAvavAnI jarUra nathI. koI nUtana dIkSite be-pAMca varSa vAta na karI to kAMI dhannA aNagAra banI jatA nathI. ane koI nUtana | prArthanA : 1 89 paDAva : 5 Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dIkSite vAta karI to moTuM pApa karI nAkhyuM che evuM paNa nathI. gurune ucita lAge to pahelA ja divase vyAkhyAna paNa karAve." sabhAH "evuM kyAreya thayuM che?" gurujI: "gaNadhara bhagavaMtone tIrthaMkara prabhu dIkSAnA prathama divase ja vyAkhyAna karAve che." sabhAH "vartamAna kALamAM AvuM thayuM che kharuM?" gurujI: "tapasvIsamrATa rAjatilaka sUrIzvarajI ma.sA.e nUtana munivara muktivallabha vi. (hAla A. muktivallabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne dIkSAnA prathama divase ja vyAkhyAna karAvyuM hatuM. | mULa vAta, jakkI valaNavALA ekAMtane ja pakaDaze. meMdIkSA laIne varSo sudhI vArSika ja kApa kADhyo che to mArA bhakto jakkI valaNavALA haze to kaheze ke sAdhue kApa zenA kADhavAnA hoya? sAdhue thoDuM TIvInI eDamAM kAma karavAnuM che? koI sAdhu kApa na kADhe to sArI vAta che. paNa eno matalaba ema nathI ke koI sAdhu jene zArIrika koI takalIpha che athavA mananI makkamatA nathI. ane kApa kADhyo to e sAdhu na kahevAya. jakkI valaNavALA dharmamAM je paNa pakaDaze, te evI jaDatAthI pakaDaze ke bIjAne labaDadhakke letAM jAya. mane koIe pUchyuM ke sAheba Apa vyavahArika keTaluM bhaNelA cho? kaI kolejamAM bhaNelA cho? saMsArIpaNe kyAM rahetA hatA? vagere savAlo pUchayAM. meM pelA bhAIne kahyuM ke amArAthI sAMsArika vAtonA javAba na apAya. jakkI valaNavALA bhAI tyAre mArI bAjumAM ja beThA hatA. eka vAra te anya koI bIjA ma.sA.ne vaMdana karavA gayo che tyAM koI bhAIe mahArAjasAhebane AvA ja savAlo pUchayA. ma.sA.e javAba Apyo, prArthanA 1 90 paDAva : 5 Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "meM ema.bI.bI.esa. karyuM hatuM mATuMgA rUIyA kolejamAMthI. huM ane mAdhurI dIkSita klAsameTa hatA." jakkI valaNavALA bhakta A vAta sAMbhaLI. tarata ja enI TeparekorDara cAlu thaI jaze ke je ApaNA ma.sA. custa che. A ma.sA. zithila che, ApaNA ma.sA. sAcA che. A ma.sA. barAbara nathI. hakIkatamAM meM utsarga mArge kahyuM hatuM ke amArAthI saMsArI jIvananI vAta na thAya. ane bIjA ma.sA.e sAmevALAnA jIvananuM hita thAya ema haze to apavAde javAba Apyo haze ke huM ema.bI.bI.esa. hato. ema.bI.bI.esa. bhaNIne paNa dIkSA ja levI paDI. tuM samajI jA vagere.. jyAM utsargathI phAyado hoya tyAM utsarga mArge cAlavuM joIe. ane jyAM apavAda mArge phAyado hoya tyAM apavAda mArge cAlavuM joIe. utsarga-apavAda baMne mArga che. tamArA manamAMthI kADhI nAkho ke apavAda zithilatA. eTaluM dhyAna jarUra rAkhavuM ke jayAM utsarga mArge cAlavA jevuM hoya tyAM khoTekhoTA apavAda mArgano sahAro laIe to hADakAM bhAMgI jAya. utsargathI sAdhu gocarI jAya tyAre upadeza ApavA na bese. paNa koI yuvAne savAla pUchyo ke sAhebajI ! o.ema.jI.nI badhI vAto sAcI che? A yuvAna upAzrayamAM paga mUkato nathI. vaLI sAdhu-bhagavaMtano paricaya paNa nathI. mATe jIva yogya lAge ane sAdhue apavAde 5-10 miniTa samajAvyuM hoya ke loko dharmathI lUMTAyA nathI, vyasanothI lUMTAya che, herAna thAya che. vyasano baMdha thAya enA mATe gavarnamenTamAM halacala macAvo vagere vagere samajAvyuM. prArthanA : 1 91 paDAva : 5 I , s Re Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaMbusvAmInA bhAImahArAja potAnA saMsArI ghare vahoravA gayA. pAchA vaLatAM vAto kare che ane potAnA pAtrA bhAInA hAthamAM ApI dIdhA. emane thayuM ke pAtrA hAthamAM haze to upAzraya sudhI bhAI mUkavA Avaze ane mAre je kArya karavuM che te thaI jaze. kharekhara evuM ja thayuM. ane ApaNane jaMbusvAmI maLyA. AvuM ja koI vartamAna sAdhue karyuM hoya to enI para moTI rAmAyaNa karavAnI hoya? kadAca sAdhubhagavaMtathI cUkAI gayuM ane lAMbo upadeza ApI dIdho. to emane emanA guru samajAvaze. AkhA gAmanI javAbadArI tamArIche? tame AkhA gAmanA nAyakacho?" paNa AvA jakkIonI eka ja mAMpATa cAlyA ja karaze. "apane ma.sA. acche haiM, dUsare ma.sA. meM dama nahIM." AvA jIvomAM mArgAnusArItA nathI. AvA jIvo mahAsaMyamI, vivekI, tyAgI sAdhuonI AzAtanA karIne pApa bAMdhe che. mAganusArI kSayopazamavALA potAnA hita-ahitane lagatA ja savAla pUchaze. jyAre mArgAnusArI kSayopazama nahIM hoya te bIjAnI ja paMcAta karyA karaze. dA.ta... jeno mArgAnusArI kSayopazama haze te savAlo pUchaze ke AjanI skUlonA bhaNataramAM AtmA-paraloka-puNya-pApa badhuM bhUlAI jAya evuM che. emAM mArA bALakane bhaNAvuM to mane kevuM pApa lAgaze? mAro dIkaro nAstika thaI jAya to? enuM pApa mane lAgaze? pitA tarIke mAruM kartavya zuM ? paraMtu mArgAnusArI kSayopazama nahIM hoya to bIjAne lagatA ja savAlo pUchaze. sAhebajI ! zrAvakonA chokarAone bhaNAvavA mATe jaina skUla banAvavAno upadeza sAdhuthI apAya ? AmAM je involva thAya te sAdhu kahevAya ? vagere vagere.." sabhAH "sAdhu bhagavaMtomAM 100% mArgAnusArItA hoyane?" prArthanA : 1 92 [ paDAva : 5 Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurujI: "saMvigna-gItArthane mArgano 100% bodha hoya, kyAre kyuM pagaluM levuM, kone dIkSAnI vAta karavI, kone dIkSAnI nA pADavI vagere barAbara jANe." sabhAH "tyAga karavA mAgato hoya tene nA pADe?" gurujIH "hA, tyAga karavA mAgato hoya chatAM vadhAre hita dekhAya to nA paNa pADe. pethaDazAha maMtrI guru ma.sA. pAse pa hajAranuM parigraha parimANa mAMgatA hatA tyAre gurunA pADe che. emane pAMca hajAranA badale pAMca lAkha rUpiyAnuM parigraha parimANa vrata ApyuM. giranAra tIrthanI rakSA mATe pethaDazAha maMtrIe e jamAnAmAM 11200 kilo sonAnI bolI bolIne giranAra tIrthanI rakSA karI. kadAca pethaDazAha na hota to anaMtAnaMta tIrthakaronI kalyANakabhUmigiranAratIrtha Aje ApaNA hAthamAM na hota. saMvignagItArtha gurunI gItArthatAnAM darzana pethaDazAhane ApelA parigraha parimANa vratamAM thAya che. bAkI mArganA bodha vagaranA mAre tamAre AvAM pagalAM levA nahIM." svadoSadarzana thAya to mArgAnusAritA Ave. sabhAH "ApanAmAM to mArgAnusAritA haze ne?" gurujI: "bhailA, zuM vAta karavI? svadoSa darzananI bAbatamAM bApe mAryA vera che." sabhAH "Apato zAstro bhaNo eTale mArgAnusAritA Ave ne?" gurujIH vidyA bhaNyo huM vAda mATe keTalI kathanI kahuM ? udAharaNathI samajAvuM to tamane mArI vicitratA samajAze. | prArthanA : 1 93 paDAva : 5 Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ triSaSThInA dazamA parvanA pahelA sargamAM. RSabhasvAmi nirvANAdUrdhvaM sAdhu sa sAdhubhiH / viharan prabodhya bhavyAn prAhiNot sAdhu sannidhau / / 10- parva, 1-sarga, 60 | RSabhasvAmInA nirvANa pachI paNa sAdhuonI sAthe vihAra karato marIci bhavyajanone bodha karI karIne sAdhuonI pAse mokalato hato. bhagavAnanA nirvANa pachI kapilano bheTo thayo. A 10mA parvamAM ullekha SiSThInA pahelA parvamAM anyadA svAminaH pAdapadmAnte dUra bhavyakaH / kuto'pi kapilo nAma rAjaputra samAyayau / parva-1, sarga-6, zloka-639 dharmAntara tu zuzruSuH, kSipan dRSTimitastataH / prekSakUvo marI + svAmi ziSya vistakSam | parva-, 6, sno-jarU. anyadA mahAtmA RSabhasvAmI vizvano upakAra karavAmAM varSARtunA megha samAna dezanA ApatA hatA tyAM kapila nAme koI rAjaputre AvIne dharma sAMbhaLyo. bIjA prakAranA dharmane sAMbhaLavAnI icchAvALA e kapile Amatema daSTi pheravI eTale svAmInA ziSyomAM vilakSaNa vezavALA marIcine teNe joyo. | dazamA parvamAM kapila RSabhasvAmInA nirvANa pachI maLyo.jayAre pahelA parvamAM RSabhasvAmInI hAjarImAM maLyo. A virodhAbhAsa batAvIne huM kalikAlasarvajJa hemacaMdrasUri ma.sA.ne nIcA pADavAnI koziza karIza ke emanI graMtharacanAmAM skUlanA rahI gaI che. sAthe sAthe vartamAnanA guru bhagavaMtone A dhyAnamAM na AvyuM? kharekhara zAstra bhaNe che ke ghAsa kApe che? prArthanA : 1 84 paDAva : 5 Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhakto-bhaktANIo pAchaLa ghelAone kyAMthI dekhAya? basa upadhAna, comAsAM, 99o karAvavI che. occhava-mocchavamAM ja racyApacyAM che. vagere..vagere.. mArA dilamAM jeTalI napharata bharI haze te A nimittane pAmIne bahAra UlaTI karIza." sabhAH "AvuM zA kAraNe thAya?" gurujI: "mAna kaSAyanA kAraNe." sabhAH "kharekhara AvirodhAbhAsavALA pATha vAMcIne zuM karavuM joIe?" gurujIH "ahIM je virodhAbhAsa che te mAtra mAhitIsvarUpa che. tenAthI kazuM Atmika nukasAna na thAya. heya-upAdeya vagere bAbatano virodhAbhAsa hoya to saMvigna-gItArthapAse vicAra-vimarza karavo joIe. A vAta parathI mULa pakaDavAnuM hatuM ke kapilamAM mArgAnusAritAno abhAva che. kapila bhagavAnanA nirvANa pahelAM maLyo ke pachI, e mahattvanuM nathI. paNa kapilamAM mArgAnusAritA nathI e samajavAnuM che. kema ke tIrthakara prarUpita dharma na rUcyo. ema mArAmAM mArgAnusAritA nahIM hoya to mAruM kalyANa paNa agharuM che. svadoSadarzana thAya to mArgAnusAritA Ave. kapila mATe lakhyuM che ke...jema cakravAkane cAMdanI, dhuvaDane divasa, vAyunA rogavALAne zItapadArtha, bakarAne megha na rUce tema kapilane prabhuno kahelo dharma rUTyo nahIM. tethI bIjA prakAranA dharmane sAMbhaLavAnI icchAvALA kapile Amatema daSTi pheravI. vilakSaNa vezavALA marIci tenA dhyAnamAM AvyA. marIcie prathama Ahata dharma batAvyo paNa tene rUcyo nahIM. tethI kapile savAla pUchyo, tamArI pAse dharma nathI? tyAre marIcie utsutra bhASaNa karyuM ane mArgathI patana pAmyA. kaI ja nahiM, | prArthanA : 1 95 paDAva : 5 Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ marIci atyAre 11 aMga bhaNelA che. nayasAranA bhavamAM samyagdarzana pAmyA tyAre emanAmAM je mArgAnusAritA hatI te marIcinA bhavamAM utsutra bhASaNa karavAthI mArgAnusAritA cAlI gaI. nayasAranA bhavamAM samyaggadarzana pAmyA pachI sAdhu nathI thayA chatAM emanAmAMthI mArgAnusAritA gaI nathI. jayAre marIcimAM jovA jevuM che. 11 aMganA pAThI, aneka bhavyajIvonA pratibodhaka, RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA hAthe dIkSita, ane saMsArI pautra 12 vratadhArI bharata cakravartInA putra ane chatAM mArgonusAritA cAlI gaI. ane 1 koTAkoTi sAgaropama saMsAra vadhAryo." sabhAH "dharma ahIM paNa che ane tyAM paNa che ATaluM ja bolyA, emAM marIcimAM mithyAtva AvI gayuM? mArgAnusAritA cAlI gaI? ane kRSNa mahArAjAe ame ja jagatakartA chIe, ame ja dvArakA racI hatI ane svargamAM javAnI icchAthI ame ja pAchI saMharI lIdhI che. amArA sivAya bIjo koI kartAhartA nathI, ame ja svargalokane ApanAra chIe.. vagere vagere .. potAno mithyA pralApa jagatamAM phelAvaDAvyo chatAM kRSNamahArAjAmAMthI mArgAnusAritA kema na gaI?" gurujI: "kRSNa mahArAjAmAM kSAyika samyagudarzana che. tethI mArga ane mArgaviruddha tattva-atattvane barAbara jANe che. kRSNa mahArAjAne khabara che, mArI nAmanAno bhAva, mAro igo mane saMtApa ApI rahyo che. huM mAna kaSAyanA kAraNe baLI rahyo chuM. kRSNa mahArAjAnuM samyagdarzana jIvatuM che. tethI mArga viruddha pravRtti karavA chatAM mArgabhraSTa thayA nathI." sabhAH "ame dIkSAnI vAta vaDIlo AgaLa karIe to teo dIkSAnI kaThinatA jaNAve che, pAchAM vaDIlo pUjA-pratikramaNa badhuM kare che." gurujI: "meghakumAre dIkSAnI vAta karI tyAre abhayakumAre kahyuM ke tame bahu prArthanA : 1 96 paDAva : 5 Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ suMdara vAta karI. paraMtu dIkSA lIdhA pachI pAlana karavAnI zakti che? kAmadevane jItavo muzkela che. pravrajyAnA pariNAma kAyama TakAvI rAkhavA duSkara che. pariSado sahana karavA te sahelI vAta nathI. ahIM abhayakumAra meghakumArane dIkSAnI nA nathI pADatA paraMtu dIkSA keTalI agharI che ema samajAve che. ema tamArA vaDIlo tamArA vairAgyanI cakAsaNI nathI karatA ne ? cakAsaNI karavA mATe tamane dIkSAnAM kaSTonuM varNana karatAM hoya to kaMI khoTuM nathI." sabhAH "zreNika mahArAjA paNa abhayakumAranA vairAgyanI cakAsaNI karavA mATe nA pADatA hatA?" gurujIH "nA, ahIM zreNika mahArAjA putra uparanA rAganA kAraNe abhayakumArane dIkSA mATe nA pADatA hatA. paraMtu zreNika mahArAjA tyAre paNa dIkSA levA jevI che ema mAnatA hatA." sabhAH "halakA dharmane UMco mAne enAmAM mArgAnusAritA hoya?" gurujI: "nA, halakA dharmane UMco mAne ke UMcA dharmane halako dharma mAne enAmAM mArgAnusArIpaNuM nathI. sau prathama to moTA bhAganA loko sAruM kAma karavA taiyAra nathI. ane je sArAM kAma karavA taiyAra thAya emane sArAM kAmano khyAla spaSTa nathI ke kyo dharma kyAre thAya? keTalo thAya?kyAM thAya?A kazI khabara hotI nathI." sabhAH "anukaMpA dharma kyAre thAya? keTalo thAya?kyAM thAya?" gurujI: "anukaMpA dharma traNa kAraNe thAya. 1)svadayA mATeH dIna-duHkhI tamArI pAse hAtha lAMbo karI rahyo che. zakti hovA chatAM tame garIbane dAna na karo to tamArAmAM niSpharatA AvI jAya. mATe dAna karavuM joIe. prArthanA : 1 97 paDAva : 5 Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2) zAsana prabhAvanA mATeH varaghoDA AdimAM je anukaMpA karAya che te zAsana prabhAvanA mATe che. 3) zAsana apabhrAjanAnuM nivAraNa karavA mATe duSkALa, bhUkaMpa vagere kudaratI Aphato vakhate jo jaino anukaMpAnuM kAma na kare to lokone thAya ke AmanA dharmamAM dayA jevI koI vAta ja nathI lAgatI. mATe anukaMpA karavI joIe. - uparokta traNa kAraNe anukaMpAdAna karavAnuM che. anukaMpAdAna ja tamane sauthI zreSTha dharma lAge to khoTuM. supAtradAna UMco dharma che. jema dUdhapAkamAM dUdha mahattvanuM hoya che. ilAyacI, kesara gauNa hoya che. evI ja rIte supAtradAna e UMco dharma che. enA badale anukaMpAne ja sauthI mahAna dharma mAnI lyo e khoTuM che. AvA prakAranI khoTI buddhi Ave to mArgAnusAritA cAlI jAya che." sabhAH "saMsAra asAra lAgyo ane mAganusAritA AvI, eTale samyaggadarzana AvI gayuM kahevAya?" gurujI: "nA, mArgAnusAritA mATe zAstramAM sadadhanyAnI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. mArgAnusArI AMdhaLo che paNa nasIbadAra AMdhaLo che kema ke tenAM pagalAM jyAM daravAjo che e tarapha paDe che. aMdha kahyo tethI samyagudarzana nathI AvyuM ema kahevAya. tAmalI tApasanI vAta tAmalI tApase saMnyAsa lIdho che. 60000 varSa tapa karyo. tyAgI hovAthI indriyonI eka paNa Asakti emanA jIvanamAM nathI. pote saMnyAsI hovAthI bhikSA upara jIvananirvAha kare che. pote je bhikSA lAvyo hoya tenA cAra bhAga kare che. emAMthI eka bhAga khecarane, eka bhAga sthalacarane ane eka bhAga jalacarane nAMkhe ane cotho bhAga pote vApare. prArthanA 1 98 paDAva : 5 Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dA.ta. teNe eka bhAga sthalacara bilADIne khavaDAvyo. bilADI saMsArI jIva che. bilADI khAIne uMdara mAre athavA anya koI aviratijanya pravRtti kare to e pravRttinuM pApa tAmalI tApasIne lAge. kAraNa ke, pote saMnyAsI thaIne aviratidharanuM poSaNa kare che. paraMtu aviratidharanuM poSaNa thAya che e tene nahIM samajAya. AnI jagyAe 12 vratadhArI bharata mahArAjAnA jIvanamAM abajo, abajo AraMbha samAraMbha che. aviratijanya ghaNI pravRttio hovA chatAM te samaje che ke mane kaI kaI rIte pApa lAge che. tAmalI tApasanA jIvanamAM koI vastu tamane kharAba-khoTI nahIM dekhAya. koI enA avarNavAda karaze, niMdA karaze to paNa e jIva upara durbhAva nahIM kare. negeTiva eproca nahIM rAkhe. chatAM tenAmAM samyagadarzana nahIM hovAthI sUkSma guNa-doSanI ene khabara nahIM paDe. mATe mArgAnusArIne ahIMsadaMdhanyAyathI oLakhAvyo che. sadadhanyAya eTale zuM? sabaMdha hovAthI hita tarapha gati thAya evA ja bhAvatUra. zAstramAM 1500 tApasonI vAta Ave che. emane bhava-nirveda eTale saMsAra 100% asAra lAge che. pote anya dharmanA tApaso che paNa emanAmAM mAganusAritA evI che ke emane mArgane anurUpa ja kSayopazama thAya che. aSTApada tIrtha jainonuM hovA chatAM emaNe kyAMkathI sAMbhaLyuM haze ke aSTApada parvata para je svalibdhithI jAya eno e ja bhavamAM mokSa thAya. mokSanI abhilASA che paNa enA mATe ADA-avaLA raste na jatAM emane sIdho rasto ja sUjhe che. emanA jIvanamAM eka Asakti na dekhAya. ApaNe saMvatsarIno eka upavAsa karyo hoya ane sAkaranuM pANI gaLAmAM jAya to TADhaka lAge ! | prArthanA : 1 99 usid : 4 Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tRpti thAya! jayAre emanI indriyo ApaNA jevI che paNa kyAreya upavAsa, chaTha,aThThamanA pAraNe maganuM pANI, sAkaranuM pANI ke goLanuM pANI vAparyuM nathI. pAraNe sUkI lIla-phUga vApare che. A sUkI lIla-phUgamAM TesTa zuM Ave? tamane koI araDUsInAM pAna Ape to khAzo ? ke ghU ghU karazo?araDUsInA pAnathI kaMI indriyane tRpti maLe? tRSA zAMta thAya? emanA jIvanamAM 1% paNa Asakti dekhAya nahIM. 100% bhavanirveda ane sAthe sAthe mArgAnusArI buddhi hovAthI aSTApada parvata para gayA che. bIje nathI gayA. pAchuM je aSTApada tIrtha mokSa mATe AvyA hatA te aSTApada tIrthanI yAtrA karIne nIce UtaratAM gautamasvAmIne joyA ke tarata emanuM zaraNuM svIkArI lIdhuM. have jAtrA paNa nathI karavI. A guru ja mokSe lai jaze A je buddhi thaI te temanI mArgAnusAritA ja che." sabhAH "to pachI AmanAmAM mithyAtva zuM?" gurujI: "1500 tApasI saMnyAsI che ane pAraNe sUkI lIla-phUga vApare che. jyAMthI sUkI lIla-phUga le che tyAM sUkSma adattAdAnanuM pApa lAge. svAmInI rajA vagara laI le che. kAraNa ke sUkSma adattAdAnanI emane khabara na paDe." sabhAH "mAlikanI rajA nA le?" gurujI: "jema ke makAna ityAdimAM UtaravuM hoya to rajA letAM paNa hoya paNa nAnI-nAnI bAbatamAM sUkSma adattAdAnane samajI zake nahIM. mATe tyAM sudhI mithyAtva lAge. sarUdaSTine 1OO% guNa-doSano viveka hoya. samyagadaSTine doSamAM duHkhanuM saMvedanA ane guNamAM sukhanuM saMvedanathAya. mArgAnusArIpaNuM kadAgrahatyAgathI Avaze ane kadAgrahatyAga svadoSadarzanathI thaze." sabhAH "mArgabhUlelA jIvanapathikane mArga cIMdhavA Ubho rahuM." prArthanA : 1 100 paDAva : 5 Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurujI: "tyAre sonAno sUraja Ugyo samajajo . bhavanirvedavALA, mArgAnusArI jIvanA AtmA upara paNa ghaNAM karmo lAgelA che. anaMtakALathI bhavabhramaNa karatA ApaNA AtmAe karmo bAMdhavAmAM pAchuM vaLIne joyuM nathI. sabhAH "nAnA bALakane paNa pApa baMdhAya?" gurujI: "thoDA vakhata pUrve eka bahena garbhavatI hatI. e khurazI para besavA jatAM hatAM tyAM 4-5 varSanA eka chokarAe khurazI mastInA mUDamAM haTAvI lIdhI. bahena paDI gayAM ane misakereja thayuM. paMcendriya jIva marI gayo. e jIvane mAravAnuM pApa kone lAge? A rIte anaMtakALathI ApaNA AtmA upara pApa-karmo lAgelAM che ane e pApa-karmonA kAraNe AtmAnA guNo upara AvaraNa che. AtmaguNonAM AvaraNa be prakAranAM che. tame ophisathI ghare AvI rahyA cho. TrAphikamAM tamArI gADI phasAI gaI. na tame AgaLa jaI zako, na tame pAchaLa jaI zako. AnI jagyAe tame kabUtara hota to UDIne jaI zakata paraMtu tamArI UDavAnI zakti kuMThita thaI gaI che. tame tamArI zrAvikAne ghare phona karI meseja mokalAvo cho ke Aje huM leTa thaIza. paNa mobAilamAM saMbhaLAya che zuM ke "Isa rUTa kI sabhI lAIne vyasta hai, kRpayA thoDI dera bAda phona kare. "pahelAM roDa TrAphika hato paraMtu have to neTavarkano paNa TrAphika AvI gayo che. AnI jagyAe hAthI paga pachADIne meseja mokalAve tyAM bIjA hAthIne meseja maLI jAya. paga pachADavA dvArA jamInamAM kaMpana pedA thAya ane e kaMpana dvArA bIjo hAthI samajI jAya ke hAthI zuM meseja mokalavA mAge che. jayAre tame paga pachADo to gharamAM tamArI zrAvikA kazuM nahIM samaje. ane paga pachADavAthI pagadu:khaze. prArthanA : 1 101 paDAva : 5 Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e naphAmAM. hAthamAM A zakti che, paNa tamArAmAM A zakti kuMThita thaI gaI che. bila geTsa rojanA 6 karoDa rUpiyA dAnamAM Ape to paNa baso soLa varSa sudhI khUTe nahIM eTalA paisA enI pAse che. jayAre tamArI pAse ATalA paisA nathI. tethI tame ATaluM moTuM dAna na karI zako. tame kabUtaranI jema UDI nathI zakatAM, hAthInI jema meseja nathI mokalAvI zakatAM, bila geTsanI jema dAna nathI ApI zakatAM chatAM tamAruM AtmakalyANa aTakatuM nathI. jo tamArAmAM bhavanirveda Adi guNo che to ApaNe sau mArgAnusArIpaNuM pAmIe e ja prabhune prArthanA.." prArthanA 1 prArthanA : 1 102 102 paDAva : 5 Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ noMdha Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : noMdha: A pustaka Apane anya koI nAme prakAzita karavuM hoya to aMdaranI meTara yathAvat rAkhIne prakAzita karavAno hakka paramArtha parivAra Apane Ape che. A pustaka vAMcyA pachI jarUra na hoya to nIcenA ThekANe parata karavI Ara. ke. meTala IMDasTrIjha 4/e, javAhara menzana bilDIMga, grAunDa phlora, phaNasa vADI, vinaya hoTalanI bAjumAM, muMbaI - 400 004 mo. 9820441030 karI ( rAjabhA : ira tag OOD # **#ja D htent" # nika Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paramArtha-parivAra dvArA prakAzita pustako : (01) sArAMza 02) sukhanA samIkaraNo 03) zrAviko (4) samaja 05) samarpita 09) saMyukta parivArano mahimA 07) atithI saMkora eTale vihAra sevA grupa 08) saccaurI maMDaNa 09) mane veSa zramaNano maLajo... 10) roga bhAga - 1 (komaraNa, teharaNa, daSTiga) 11) raNa bhAga - 2 (komaraNa, haraNa, daSTiroga) 12) kSamAdharma bhAga - 1 (upakArIkSamA, apekorIkSamAM 13) kSamAdharma bhAga - 2 (vipAkakSamAM) 14) kSamAdharma bhAga - 3 (vacanamAM, dharmakSamAM) 15) prArthanA bhAga - 1 (jayavIyarAya sUtra) 16) prArthanA bhAga - 2 (jayavIyarAya sUtra) 17) adbhuta 18) puruSArtha 19) avatAra mAnavIno... 20) ziro 21) vANI 22) ItihAsa 23) zrAvi (hindI) 24) saMyukta parivAra mahimA (hindI) 25) tithI sAra (hindI) 26) Final Verdict (sArAMza) 27) Authentic Sukh (sukhanA samIkaraNo) 28) IdealHouse Wife (zrAviko) 29) Importance of Joint Family (saMyukta parivArano mahimA) 30) Wish You All the Best (jA saMyama paMthe dIkSArthI) 31) Dedicated (samarpita) 32) Marvelous (reca) 33) Journey of Enlightenment (2422bel Hset) 34) Vihar Seva Group (vihora sevA gru5) 35) Understanding (samaja)