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________________ prANAtipAta mAhA SCIE 20172 paraparivAda to mRSAvAda bhAyA abhyAkhyAna mAyAbhRSAvAda adattAdAna manuSya gAta papUchya mithyAtva zabda maithUna lobha rAga tiagrata {{{ namra sUcana isa grantha ke abhyAsa kA kArya pUrNa hote hI niyata meM zIghra vApasa karane kI kRpA kareM jisase anya vAcakagaNa isakA upayoga kara sakeM. jIva rigraha dveSa pravacanakAra 7 pU.A.zrI subodhasUri ma. O vijaya pU. munirAja zrI ajJa vijaya ma. bhAre devagRta ThAko tAMyati maiM "rati-ati" = priya-apriyanA pApA vi. sa'. 2046 kArataka Dha-emal ( 17 ) phodha tA. 19-1089 ravivAra
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________________ tA 11. zrI kalyANabhAI sI. gAMdhI 12. zrI narezabhAI ratIlAla parIkha zrI caMdrakAnta ratIlAla zrI hemendrabhAI ramaNalAla zrI jayaMtilAla kezavalAla vakIla zrI rasIkalAla kezavalAla 17. zrI arUNabhAI jayaMtilAla dalAla zrI arUNabhAI sArAbhAI zrI surendrabhAI zAntIlAla zrI pramodabhAi trIkamalAla zrI ramezacaMdra maphatalAla vakhArIyA zrI bAbubhAI cImanalAla zrI mukuMdabhAI navInacaMdra saMghavI 24. zrI jayaMtibhAi rAjendrabhAI zrI vinodabhAi maNIlAla (ke.opTa) zrI ajayabhAi mahendrabhAi (ke.enTa) 27. zrI jayezabhAI caMpakalAla bhaNasAlI (ke.enTa) (munIma zrI 2mezabhAI sI. zAha) 0 01 ucation International
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________________ pravacana-17 rati-arati " 15muM pApasthAnaka anaMtAnaMta upakArI anantajJAnI anAdazanI anantazaktimAna caramatIrthapati paramAtmA zrI mahAvIrasvAmInA caraNakamaLomAM ananta namaskArapUrvaka .. Adau rAgastata : dveSastasmAt klezaparamparA / tadvadAdau ratizcAratistata : karma bandhanam // pahelA rAga utpanna thAya che, pachI temAMthI zreSane prAdurbhAva thAya che ane te baMnethI kalezanI paraMparA ubhI thAya che. jevI rIte rAgadveSanuM A cakra cAle che, tevI ja rIte rati-aratinuM cakra paNa cAle che. sau prathama kaI vastu ke vyakti upara rati utpanna thAya che pachI te ISTa prApti na thavI, ahaMkAranA gharSaNathI vigere kAIpaNa kAraNasara te vyakti upara athavA anya vyakti, vastu upara arati (arUci) utpanna thAya che. A baMnethI karmabaMdha thAya che ane A caka cAla ja che. eka tarapha AmA rAga-dveSanA viSacakamAM phasAyo che jenA pariNAme te kaleza-kaSAyanI paraMparAthI mukta rahI zakato nathI ane bIjI bAju tevuM ja viSacakra rati-aratinuM ubhuM che. A cakramAM paribhramaNa karIne kamabaMdha karatA karatA AtmAno anaMtakALa pasAra thayo che. chatAM paNa ghAMcInI ghANInA baLadanI jema goLa goLa pharatA tene aMta Avato nathI. A viSavartuLamAMthI chuTIne, bhAgIne jIva je bahAra Ave to te AmA svataMtra rUpe potAnA viSayamAM kaMI vicArI zake. * mAnasazAstranA abhyAsapUrvaka ApaNe ApaNu vRttionuM avalekana karIe te samajAze ke rAga-dveSa thavAmAM paNa rati-aratine
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________________ 700 pariNAma javAbadAra che. tamane kaI vastu gamI rati thaI to te vastu pratyenI mamatA ubhI thaI, prayatnapUrvaka tene tame meLavI ane rAganuM AsvAdana karyuM, te ja pramANe kaI vastu pratye arUci aratine bhAva thayo ane tenAthI aLagA thavA prayatna karyo paNa saMcAgavazAt tamAre te vastuno vega prApta thayo, aratine pariNAma tIvra banatAM dveSamAM rUpAMtara pAmyo. Ama rAga-dveSa thavAmAM kAraNabhUta rati-aratinA bhAvo che eTale ke rAga-dveSanI pUrva bhUmikA rati-arati heI zake che. have A ti-aratinI pUrve paNa zubha-azubhanA saMkalpa beThA che. te ja tamane rati aratine pariNAma pedA karAve che. eTale sauthI prathama tame jJAnathI vastu jANI jJAna zuM che? jJate pariddhi vastu ane ri nam ! jenA vaDe vastu jaNAya te jJAna che. have AmAM vikRti zuM thAya che? te samaje. vastunuM jJAna thayA pachI tarata ja zubha-azubhanA saMkalpa thAya che. A jJAnane atikama thaye, pachI rati-aratinA vikape thAya che. te jJAnamAM vyatikrama thaye. tyArabAda rAgadveSa thAya che. e jJAnamAM aticAra thAya che ane parakSetre je rAgadveSa thAya che te jJAnamAM anAcAra svarUpa bhAse che eTale ke IpaNa vastu joyA pachI saMkalpa-vikalpanI hAramALA baMdha karIne mAtra te rUpe padArthane jJAtA draSTA bhAve baMdha karo joIe. sAkSIbhAvanI upasthitithI rAgAdi paristhitinuM nirmANa thatuM nathI. eTale jJAnanI aMdara mehanIya karmanI azudhine je TALavAmAM Ave to rati-arati vigere vikalpa nAmazeSa thaI zake che. AnA mATe AtmAnuM zudha svarUpa samajavuM atyaMta jarUrI che. AmAnuM zuddha svarUpa ananta jJAnAdi ATha mahAguNethI paripUrNa AtmA pitAnA zuddha svarUpamAM che. AtmAnA A ATha guNe pUrNa, saMpUrNa, paripUrNa che. jagatanI aMdara e kaI eka paNa guNa nathI je AbhAmAM paripUrNa rUpe na heya. arthAta AtmAmAM jarUrI badhA guNa carama sImAmAM paripUrNa rUpathI bharelA paDayA che. AtmAne eka paNa guNa bahAra levA javAnI jarUra nathI. athavA kadAca mAnI lo ke AmAM bahAra guNa levA jAya te paNa tenI pAse jAya? ajIvanI pAse javuM paDaze. kAraNake brahmADamAM mULabhUta padArtho mAtra be ja che.
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________________ 701 mULabhUta ra-dravya jIva (cetana) ajIva (jaDa) dharmAstikAya adhamastikAya AkAzAstikAya kALa pudgalAstikAya acarAcara jagatamAM mULa dravyo be che. jIva ane ajIva temAM ajIvanA vibhAgamAM pAMca dravya che ane jIvane temAM bheLavatAM dravya 6 dU thAya che. AnAthI vadhAre sAtame guNane dhAraka keI dravya saMsAramAM nathI. have tame vicAre ke AtmA (cetana) ne ajIva pAsethI kayA guNa levAnI jarUrIyAta UbhI thAya che? A ajIva dravyo to potapotAnA eka eka guNa laIne beThA che. jayAre enI sAme AmA pitAnA ATha mULabhUta guNavALo eka svataMtra dravya che ane A ja mULa ATha guNanA bheda prabhedane sAthe vicArIe te anantA guNa AtmAmAM bharelA paDyA che. have AtmAmAM kayA guNanI uNapa che ke tene ajIva pAse te guNa levA mATe javuM paDe? e eka paNa guNa nathI ane ajIvane guNa laIne cetana karaze paNa zuM? AtmAnA je guNe che tenI AMzika sadazyatA akSaya sthiti vigere guNonI upalabdhi AkAzAdimAM paNa dekhAya che. paraMtu jJAnAdi mukhya guNene aMza mAtra paNa AkAzAdi keI ajIvamAM nathI. AthI anaMta guNenA dhAraka AtmAne keIne eka paNa guNa levAnI jarUra nathI. mAtra potAnA maulika guNo jJAna, sukha, prema vigere je vikRta thayA che tenI vikRtine dUra karIne prakRtimAM lAvavAnA che. AtmAnuM jJAna Aje jJAna (apUrNa jJAna) ane ajJAna (mithyAjJAna) mAM parivartana pAmyuM che. AtmAne anaMta avyAbAdha sukha guNa e zAtA ane azAtA rUpe vikRtine pAmyA che. ApaNane zAtAmAM rati thAya che ane azAtAmAM arati thAya che paNa A ajJAna che. zAtA e puNya. karmane vipAka che. guNane rodhaka che. to tenA para kevI rIte prIti
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________________ 702 saMbhave? ane azAtA e pApa karmane vipAka che, guNane redhaka che. tenA para aprIti karavAnI jarUra nathI paNa zAtAmAM lIna banyA vagara ene azAtAmAM dIna banyA vagara karmanA udayane zAMtIthI bhegavavAnA che jethI te kameM jogavAI jatAM AtmAnuM zudadha svarUpe pragaTa thAya. zatAvedanIya uparathI rati TaLI jAya. zAtA vedanIya e sukhane hetu che. evuM ajJAna TaLI jAya te AtmA potAnA saccidAnaMda svarUpa mATe mahenata kare. ApaNe prema svabhAva Aje rAga-dveSamAM parIvartana pAme che. rAgAdi amuka kSetra amuka dravya, vyaktimAM sImita che. jyAre prema e vyApaka che tene dravyAdi keIne pratibaMdha nathI. ApaNe ApaNI pAse sattAmata rUpe rahelA je guNe che. tene prApta karavAnA nathI, mAtra tenA upara doSanuM je AvaraNa AvI gayuM che tene TALavAnuM che ane te dene TALavA mATe kSApazamika guNone keLavavAnA che. A upacarita guNonA abhyAsathI AtmA nirAvaraNa bane che ane nirabhUta sattAne AvirbhAva thAya che. AtmAnI aMdara ja karmanA AvaraNanI nIce AtmAnuM je zuddha svarUpa avarAyeluM paDayuM che te ja svarUpa karmanuM AvaraNa nAza pAmatAM pragaTa thAya che eTale AtmAnA kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzana, yathAkhyAta cAritra, anaMta vIya vigere guNe e prAptanI prApti che. sAvaraNamAMthI nirAvaraNa karavAnI prakriyA jIve karavAnI che. bahArathI koI guNe lAvIne AtmasAt karavAnA nathI. AtmA pAse AtmAnA kevaLajJAna Adi guNe anAdikALathI che. ane AtmA pAse karmane saMga paNa anAdikAlIna che. te prazna e. thAya che ke A baMnenuM anAditva sarakhuM che? te vicAratAM samajAze ke AtmA pAse kevaLajJAna anAdikALathI che ja. jyAre karmane saMyoga, pravAhathI anAdi che. vyaktithI keIpaNa karma anAdikAlIna nathI kAraNa ke karma e paravastu che. vibhAvadazAnA kAraNe jIva kAmaNavargaNAnA amuka cokkasa pradezamAM prakRti, sthiti ane rasa dAkhala karIne tene AtmA sAthe kSIra naravat ekameka kare che ane karma kahevAya che. AthI e karma e foreign material thaI AtmAe karmanI sattA lAvavI paDe che. sAcavavI paDe che enuM sAtatva jALavI :
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________________ 603 rAkhavu paDe che. jayAre kevaLajJAna te vaikAlika sattAmAM paDyu che. kAM teA manAvavA paDe che paNa Aka`pravAha ane AtmAnA sacaiAga anAdikAlIna che. A sayeAga naSTa thatAM AtmAnA anaMtA guNu! pragaTa thAya che. emAM trIjo guNa anaMta cAritra che, jenuM zAstrIya nAma cathAkhyAta cAritra che. jevu' sajJa bhagavAne kahyu che tevuM ja zudhdha svarUpa AtmAnu che. A guNamAM ramaNa karavAvALA AtmAne mATe khAdya kAI jaDa paulika padAnI jarUra ja nathI te svarUparamaNatA mAM ja rahe che. svabhAvadazAnI ramaNatA karavI e ja A guNanI upAsanA che. mAhanIya kanuM AvaraNa sasAra cakramAM phasAyelA A AtmAe rAga-dveSanI pravRttimAM aneka karmo bAMdhI lIdhA jo ke AtmAnI pUrNatAnuM avaleAkana karavAmAM Ave te AtmAne rAgadveSanI koI jarUra ja nathI paraMtu apUrNa evA sasArI AtmAe zarIra vigere mATe rAga-dveSa karyAM ane rAga-dveSa karIne AtmA kathI bhAre banI gayA. A rAga-dveSa ja kanu... khIja che. rAgadveSa karavAthI kama` baMdhAyA ane basa AnAyo AtmAne mATe saMsAra UbhA thaI gayA ane A ka`nA pi MjarA rUpI sa'sAramAM AtmA anAdi anantakALathI paribhramaNa karI rahyo che.rAga-dveSa kama rUpI vRkSanuM mULa khIja che ane tenA upara saMsAra cakranu nirmANa thayuM che. A karmAmAM mAhanIya kama pramala che je AtmAnA anata cAritra ane kSAyika sakita guNa upara AcchAdana kare che, eTale ke meAhanIya kama ApaNI samyagdaSTi tathA samyag vana upara AcchAdana kare che. pramA mehanA AvaraNa nIce dabAyelA AtmAnA ana ta cAritra guNanI sAmAnya jhAMkhIne AbhAsa mAtra Aje thaI zake che. khasa enAthI adhika kAMI nahIM. ATaluM. prakhala mAhanIya kama che. vratAnI aMdara brahmacaya duCra che, IndriyAnI aMdara rasanedriyane vijaya duSkara che, guptInI aMdara manAguptI duSkara che. tevI rIte 'AEALa moMnIya 'kamamAM meAhanIya mA~ jItavuM muzkela che. enA bheda prabheda nIce pramANe che.
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________________ dana mAhanIya-3 kaSAyamAhanIya-16 / 1 hAsya 2 rati 3 ati 704 mAhanIya kuma-28 I cAritra mAhanIya-25 nAkaSAya mAhanIya-9 T veda mADunIya-3 4 zAka bhrugupsA meAhanIya kanI kula 28 kama prakRti che. A 28 mAM ja prabhedonA vibhAgIkaraNathI tenA bhinna bhinna prakAra ane che. AmAM 16 bheda kaSAya meAhanIyanA che. krodha, mAna mAyA ane leAbha A cAra kaSAyA anaMtAnukha dhI apratyAkhyAnIya pratyAkhyAnIya ane saMjavalana rUpe hAvAthI cAre kAyAnA cAre guNatAM 16 bheDha thayA 9 nAkaSAyamAM je 'nA' zabda che te niSedhavAcI nathI paraMtu sahAyaka athamAM vaparAyelA che. AthI nAkaSAyanA atha e thaye ke je svayaM kaSAya nathI. paraMtu mULa je kreAdha mAna vigere kaSAya che ene jagADe che, enA uddIpaka che. enA preraka che. nAkaSAyanA eka vibhAgamAM 3 veda Ave che. ahI veda vaiyika vRttinA athamAM che. viSaya vAsanAnA athamAM che. srIne purUSa pratye purUSane-zrI pratye ane napuMsakane ane pratye je kAmavAsanAnI saMjJA thAya che. te A vedameAhanIyanu kAya che. rati-ati meAhanIya karmInI prakRti che. 5 bhaya hAsyAdiSaTTaka 6 nAkaSAya mehanIyane khInne vibhAga hAsyAdi SaTraka (6)nA che. hAsya-husavuM. majAka mazkarI karavI te, rati priya anukUlapaNAnA bhAva-arati=apriya-pratikUla, bhaya=Dara, zeka kheda viSAda duHkhanI-- lAgaNI, jIsA durgAcchA, dhRNA, tiraskAranA bhAva,
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________________ 705 A cha prakRti mAhanIyanA gharanI che. AtmAnA guNAnI A pravRtti nathI. AtmAne haMsavu', raDavu, priya, apriya vigere kazu nathI. A adhI vicAradhArAe mAtra kaeNma janya vikRti che. prakRti ane vikRti ane avasthA che. AtmaguNeAnI pravRttie prakRti che. dA. ta. ApaNe jJAna, dhyAna, svAdhyAya karIe chIe. e prakRti che. AtmAnA jJAna guNa che. AthI te guNane anurUpa tevA prakAranI pravRti karavI e prakRti che. AthI AtmaguNenI upAsanAnI pravRttine ja dhama kahevAya che. svarguNa sAdhanA athavA svarNeApAsanA e ja dhama tattva che. para tu evI se kaDI pravRttie sa`sAramAM cAlI rahI che, je AtmagunI nathI paNa kA~janya pravRtti che. AthI te vikRti che. svabhAva nathI paNa vibhAva parabhAva che. saMsAramAM jIva mAtra karmAdhIna che. kane vaza che. kanA khadhanamAM phasAyele che. AthI ke vaza jIva se'kaDo pravRti karI rahyo che, eTalu ja nahI. paraMtu ApaNI pratyeka pravRttinuM avaleAkana karI e tA 90thI 95 TakA ApaNI pravRttie karmojanya, kama prerita hAya che. have bAkI rahelI pathI 10 TakAmAM AtmAnI pravRtti haze. mAkI tAkama janya vikRti ja vadhAre che ane mATe ja mAlikanI cAbuka khAIne paravaza parAdhIna khIcArA khaLada athavA dhADe cAle che. tevI ja rIte kama vaza kamanI cuMgAlamAM parAdhInapaNe sapaDAyeleA jIva bacArA sa'sAramAM pravRtti kare che. ahI' e prazna upasthita thAya ke saMsAra e kama nI mAyA jALa che. ane tenA pAtra jIva che. te jIve mAtra teA kaThaputaLInI jema karmonA tAlabadhdha gaNita pramANe cAlavAnuM che. teA jIva purUSAtha zI rIte karI zake ? ka sAmrAjyane svIkAra karavAthI AtmAnA paurUSatva, puruSArtha upara zu prahAra nathI thatA? khIcAre! AtmA zuM kare? meAkSa mAganA purUSA kuMThIta thate jANe dekhAya che. paNa nA ka`nA baMdha, udaya udIraNA ane sattA e cAra vibhAga che. emAM kane madhavAmAM, tathA tenI udIraNA karavAmAM jIva svAdhIna che. emAM ene puruSArtha kAmayAma ane che. game tevA vikaTa sajogeAmAM paNa AtmAnI nne jAgRti hoya te kama adha thaI zakatA nathI. paNa kema udayamAM AvI jAya pachI temAMthI
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________________ 706 jIvane chuTakAro thato nathI. te avasthA jIvane prApta karavI ja paDe che TUMkamAM saMgo maLavAmAM kama kAraNabhUta che ane te te saMyogomAM zAMtI ke azAMtIthI rahevuM temAM AtmAne savaLo ke avaLo purUSArtha kAraNa che, ane je A pramANe vyavasthAne svIkAra karavAmAM na Ave ane karmakRta kRtRvanA paNa parAdhInapaNe ja vartavAnuM hoya to AtmA nA puruSArthane ghAta thAya che paNa evuM nathI. AtmAne aghAtI karmanI vyavasthAmAM pheraphAra karavAnI zakti nathI paNa jAgRtinA prabhAve sAdhaka ghAtI karmane kSayopazama karI zake che ane tethI ja mokSa mArga paNa cAlu rahe che. mehanIya karma upara vijaya meLavavAthI mekSa maLe che ane je mehanIyanI jALamAM phasAI jaIe to saMsAra maLe che. mehanIya karmanI 28 prakRtio jIvane 28 prakAranI vividha pravRttio karAve che. emAM rati-aratinI A pravRtti paNa te te karmane AdhIna che. vikRti che, vibhAva che, je muktAtmAo karmane AdhIna nathI. siddha buddha mukta thayA che emane ke kamajanya vikRti nathI. ane karmajanya kaI pravRtti paNa temane karavI paDatI nathI. emane hasavAnuM nathI ravAnuM nathI, rAjI ke nArAja thavAnuM nathI. Dara ke zoka nathI kAMI ja karavAnuM zeSa rahetuM nathI. te siddha paramAtmA te sarva karmarahita mukta che. niraMjana nirAkAra che. janma maraNa zarIrAdi rahita zuddhAtma svarUpI che. saccidAnaMdamaya che, AnaMda dhana svarUpa che. jagatamAM siddho ja phakata azarIrI hoya che. hasavuM, raDavuM rAga-dveSa karavA, DaravuM, laDavuM, udvega karo priya vastu upara rati karavI, apriya upara arati karavI. A badhI karmavaza pravRttio che. karmajanya nATaka che. bIju kAMI nathI vikRti svarUpa che ane vaLI bIjI vAta te e che ke te te karmane udayathI jIva tevI tevI pravRti karate jAya che ane pharI te pravRttithI navA navA kama bAMdhate jAya che. A caka saMsAramAM satata cAlu che. karmathI pravRtti ane pravR- vRttithI kama A rIte saMsAra calAvatA ja rahevuM ane karma bAMdhatAM ja rahevuM ene kyAMya aMta ja nathI dekhAte. anaMtakALa pasAra thaI gayo hovA chatAM Aje jyAM hatAM tyAM ja chIe jevA hatA tevA ja chIe. te vaLa cAlI ja rahyuM che. have Ane ukela zI rIte ANu zakAya? tene eka ja javAba che ke AtmAnuM jJAna meLavI
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________________ 707 karmInA udayane vibhAva mAnI svabhAvadazAmAM lIna rahevA prayAsa karavA AthI navA kamaba dha eche. thaze, jUnA karmAM kharI jaze ane AtmAnuM zuddha svarUpa je avarAyelu che te pragaTa thaze. aneka janmAnI samAna pravRttie AtmA e A sAMsAramAM anata janma! karyAM che. ana ta janma maraNu cukta A saMsAramAM jyAre paNa je paNa pravRttie karI che. te badhI eka sarakhI samAna che. dAkhalA tarIke AhAra, nidrA bhaya, maithuna sevana viSaya vAsanAnI kAma krIDA, hasavuM, rAlu, khAvuM, pIvu zubha azubha padArthA ke vyakita pratye rAga dveSa karavA, kaleza kaSAya, harSa, zeka, bhAga, upabhega vigerenI hArI pravRttie pratyeka jIve peAtAnI aMnata janma paraparAmAM karI che. Aje kAI paNa jIva navI eka paNa pravRtti karatA nathI. aneka janmeAnA karma janma sa MskAra jIva upara paDelA che ane ene AdhIna parAdhIna thaIne jIva pravRtti karI rahyo che. bhUtapUrva janmAnA saMskAravaza Aje A janmamAM ane A janmanA saMskAra vaza vaLI punaH janmAmAM jIva pravRtti karaze. kama`janma pravRttinuM A cakra anaMta janma janmAntarImAM cAlatuM hatuM. ane ta janma sudhI cAlu raheze. para tu jo pramaLa puruSArtha karIne jIva pravRttimAM parivatana kare te karI zake che. anAdikAlIna saCjJAnusAra pravRttine jo zrI arihaMtanI AjJAnusAra pravRttimAM pheravI nAMkhe te A janma maraNanI paraparAnA aMta AvI zake che. ane jo A parAkrama na pherave te kavaza je pravRttinuM' viSayacakra cAlI rahyuM che te cAlu ja raheze. ahIthI marIne pazu-pakSI, naraka devanI game te duniyAmAM jAya teA paNa A te cAlu ja che. AthI vicAro ke Aje jIva navuM zuM kare che ? kAMi nahIM. sa'sAra e mAtra vAsanAnuM punarAvata na che. nUtana sarjana kAMI ja thatu nathI. jevI rIte mAtA-pitAnI taraphathI vArasAgata AnuvaMzika rUpamAM saMskAra maLe che. tevI ja rIte pUrvajanmanA sa`skAra paNa janmAMtarIya Anuva'zikatAnA rUpamAM maLe che. have A 'skArAnI cuMgAlamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnA prabaLa puruSArtha karavA joI e. A "deDha sa'kalpa karIne kamajanya pravRttine AchI karavI joie cheDI devI joIe ane
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________________ 708 AtmaguNujanya pravRtti karavI joIe. AtmaguNajanya athavA AtmaguNAnurUpa pravRtti karavAthI ja jIva karmajanya pravRttinA cakathI chUTI zakaze. pachI kamabaMdha ja nahIM thAya ane tenA phalasvarUpa jIvane karmarahita pitAnI zuddha-avasthA prApta thaze. pravRttimAM sahAyaka traNa karaNa ekale AtmA saMsAramAM kAMI karI zakato nathI. AthI AtmAne saMsAramAM rahevA mATe zarIra joIe. kAyika pravRtti jIva zarIrathI kare che. vANInA vyavahAra mATe vacana ga joIe ane eja pramANe, vicAra karavA mATe makAna dravya joIe. AtmAne saMsAra kheDavA mATe mana, vacana ane kAyAnA traNa mukhya sAdhane maLyA che. badhI pravRttimAM A traNa prabaLa kAraNa che. AthI A traNe karaNa svarUpa kahevAya che, mana, vacana, kAyA A traNe kharAba paNa nathI ane sArA paNa nathI. A te jaDa che. pudgala rUpa che. pudgalamAM sArUM ane kharAba zuM hoI zake ? temAM koI sArA narasAno bheda nathI. A traNano upayoga AtmA kevI rIte kare che. enA upara AdhAra che. talavAra ke pistola sArI che ke kharAba ? ene javAba to enA upaga upara AdhArita che. zastro rakSaNa paNa karI zake che ane svahatyAthI bhakSaNa paNa karI zake che. baMne kAryo che baMne kAryomAM te nirdoSa che doSa rahita che. kAraNa ke jaDano AdhAra te cetana para avalaMbe che. cetana AtmA je jaDane yathArtha upaga kare che te ThIka; te zubha bane ane cetana-AtmAe je tene durUpaga karyo te tene azubhatAnI prApti thAya te kharAba pUravAra thAya. basa AvI ja rIte mana-vacana-kAyAne upaga paNa jIva jevA prakArane kare che. enA upara teno AdhAra che. A traNe yego karma. baMdhananuM kAraNa banI zake che ane karmakSayanuM paNa kAraNa banI zake che ane kAraNa hovAthI tene karaNa kahevAya che. A traNe karaNenuM pita-pitAnuM kArya che. manathI vicAravuM, vacanathI bolavuM, vANane. vyavahAra kare ane zarIrathI kAyAthI badhI pravRtti karavI.
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________________ maneyeganI pApa pravRtti zAstrakAroe manane sAruM paNa kahyuM che ane kharAba paNa kahyuM che. je ke mana to sAruM paNa nathI ane kharAba paNa nathI, paraMtu pravRttinI zubhAzubhatA upara mananI zubhAzubhatA jaNAya che. jJAnI bhagavaMtee pharamAvyuM che. ke, " mana parva manuSyALa vAraNAM vaMdha-me . " mana ja manuSyane karmabaMdha karAvavAmAM kAraNa che ane A ja mana karmakSaya karAvavAmAM paNa sAdhana che. A mana mekSamAM laI javA mATe sahAyaka banI zake che ane A mana saMsAra bhavanI paraMparA vadhAravAmAM paNa kAraNa banI zake che. have zuM karavuM ? karmakSaya kare ke baMdha karavo ? A te jIva upara nirbhara che. jIva je I che te karI zake che. AthI mana kharAba paNa nathI ane sAruM paNa nathI. te jaDa pigalika che. AtmAnA adhyavasAya upara mananI zubhAzubhatA rahelI che. mane e pravAhI jevuM che. pravAhIne jema svataMtra AkAra nathI. jevuM vAsaNa evo AkAra te le che. basa, tevI ja rIte bahulatAe jevA zubhAzubha nimitto maLe tevuM mana zubhAzubha bane che. AthI vivekI uttama AtmAee haMmezA zubha nimittonuM deva-gurU-dharmanuM avalaMbana levuM joIe ane azubha nimittathI lAkhe pejana dUra rahevuM joIe. jema Agane ahIe te dAjhIe ane na aDIe te na ja dAjhIe-basa tevI rIte manane zubha pravAhamAM rAkhanAra sAdhake uMcA AlaMbano uttama sAhitya guNasaMpana mitrone Azraya karavo joIe. mANasamAM saMtatA ane zetAnIyata baMne rahelI che. kene prAdurbhAva karavo che ? te nakkI karIne tevA nimitene sevavA joIe. jIva pite ja manaH paryApta vaDe. manaH prANa pedA kare che. ane enA sAmarthyathI manaHvargaNAnA. pudgalonuM grahaNa karI vicAra rUpe pariNumAvI avalaMbana karI visarjana kare che. A rIte jIvanI vicArazakti kAma kare che. zubha-azubha dhyAnanI dhArA have jIva mananA mAdhyamathI je paNa vicAra kare che, te badhA ja zuM zubha vicAra ja hoya che ? nA, jIva, sArA narasA baMne prakAranA vicAra kare che. vAraMvAra AvatA vicAronuM kendrIkaraNa karavuM ane je viSayanA vicAro Ave che. temAM mana ne ekAgra karavuM e ja dhyAna kahevAya.
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________________ che. AthI hemacaMdrAcAya mahArAje caitrazAstramAM dhyAna ne mATe 'vicaya' zabdanA prayAga paNa kacef che. vicayae vicAranuja paryAyavAcI nAma che. ahI vicaya dhyAna arthamAM vaparAyelA che. vicAra jyAre dhyeya rUpa padArthanI sAthe tanmaya thaI jAya che. tyAre te dhyAna banI jAya che. mananA zubha-azubha vicArAnA AdhAra upara dhyAnanA paNa mukhya e vibhAga karavAmAM AvyA che. sArA vicAronuM dhyAna zubha hoya che. ane kharAkha vicAronuM dhyAna azubha hoya che. T zubha dhyAna 710 dhyAna I T azubha dhyAna I dhama yAta 4 zukaladhyAna 4 rodradhyAna 4 zubha dhyAna ane azubhadhyAnanA mukhya be vibhAga thayA. zubhayAnanA peTAbhedya rUpe dhama dhyAna ane zukaladhyAna che ane azubhadhyAnanA peTAbheda rUpe A dhyAna ane raudradhyAna che. dhama dhyAnanA 4 prakAra che. (1) jInezvara prabhunI AjJAne vicAra karavA te AjJAvicaya (2) jInezvara prabhunI AjJA na mAnIe te kevAM nukazAna thAya che. tenu citavanae apAya vicaya (3) karmInA phaLanA vicAra karavA te vipAkavicaya ane (4) saMsthAna saMdhI je vicAra karavA te sasthAna vicaya dhama dhyAna che. avirati samyagraNI jIva mukhyatAe AjJAvicayanuM avalaMbana le che. dezavaratidharane mATe apAya vicayanuM avalaMbana mukhtAe hoya che. saviratidharane parISaha ane upasarga vakhate jyAre daDhatA khUTe che tyAre karmanA vipAka ne najarasamakSa 6AkhIne dharmadhyAnamAM sthira rahe che. ane apramata munI saMsthAna vicayanuM dhyAna karI temAM sthira thaI guNazreNImAM AgaLa vadhI zake che. A dhama dhyAnathI AgaLa vadhI jIva jyAre zukaladhyAnamAM praveza kare che. tyAre zukaladhyAnanA viSaya te vadhu ne vadhu sukSma khanatA jAya che. te zukaladhyAnanA cAra prakAra che. temAMthI bIjA prakAramAM AgaLa vadhatA jIvane kevaLajJAna prApta thAya che. A dhyAna ra
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________________ 711 bhagavAna mahAvIra prabhu tathA jemaNe jemaNe kevaLajJAna meLavyuM che. te badhAne zukaladhyAnamAM ja prApta thayuM che. Aje te zukaladhyAnane viccheda che. AjakAla te dharmadhyAnanuM pramANa paNa ghaNuM ghaTI gayuM che ane azubhadhyAnanuM pramANa ghaNuM vadhI gayuM che. je AtmAnA mATe upayogI nathI, karmabaMdha karAvanAra che. te azubha mAna che. jyAre dharmadhyAna te karmakSayakAraka, nirjarAmAM sahAyaka che. AthI te zubha che. Aje azubhadhyAnanI pravRtti ghaNuM vadhI gaI che ane manuSya jevuM vicAre che ane tadanusAra kiyA-pravRtti paNa karI le che. vRtti ane pravRttine aMtara rahetuM nathI. pUrve to vRttimAM eka pApa praveze te paNa tenI heyatAnuM bhAna thatAM pravRttimAM pApane praveza thato na hate athavA vilaMbe thatuM hatuM. vivekanA mAdhyamathI A kArya banatuM Aje vivekanA abhAvamAM A vastu jovA maLatI nathI. AthI jyAM vicAramAM ja malinatA che tyAre AcAramAM pavitratAnI gaMdha paNa kyAMthI jevA ! maLe? eTalA mATe Ata-raudradhyAnathI prerita thaIne jIva je pravRtti kare che te azubha che. pApa pravRtti che aDhAra pApasthAnakemAM tame vicAre ke maneAga dvArA keTalA pApa karma baMdhAya che? 18 pApa' sthAnakamAM maganA pApa | | | | | | | | krodha mAna mAyA lebha rAga dveSa rati-arati mithyAtva have je vicAravAmAM Ave te aDhAre pApa sthAnakanuM mULa utpatti sthAna mana ja che. hiMsA, jUTha, cerI maithuna vigere sarva pApa prathama te manamAM ja utpana thAya che. pachI vacananA vyavahAramAM Ave che ane pachI kAyAma-zArIrathI pApa thAya che. chatAM paNa aDhAra pApasthAnamAM keTalAka pApamAM maneyoganI pravRttinI pradhAnatA che. uparokata 8 pApamAM manAyeganI pradhAnatA che. mRSAvAda, kalaha, abhyAkhyAna, pazunya, pariparivAra, mAyA mRSAvAda vigere vacanaganI pradhAnatAvALA pApa che ane prANAtipAta, cerI, mithuna, parigraha vigere aneka pApamAM. Jaih Education International
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________________ 712 kAyayoganI prAdhAnyatA che. AthI A rIte mana, vacana, kAyAnI pradhAnatA te te pApasthAnakamAM rahelI che. chatAM paNa vacana ane kAyAne saMcAlaka mana hovAthI mananI tapAsa rAkhavIe vadhu upayogI che. Ama te jovA jaIe to manamAM uddabhavelA azubha vicArethI bIjAne kaI nakkara nukazAna thatuM nathI. vacanathI bolAyelA zabdothI bIjAne mAnasika duHkha thaI zake che paNa kAyika vedanA sahana karavI paDatI nathI jyAre kAyAthI koInI hiMsA vigere thAya to bIjA jIvane jokkasa sahana karavuM paDe che. Ama jovA jatAM kAyAnA pApothI vadhu nukazAna dekhAya che. paNa A te sthUladaSTinuM gaNita che. sUkSma daSTithI jotAM 100 vAra vicAra Ave tyAre 1 vAra vacana Ave che. eTale mana e ja vacana ane kAyayogane niyAmaka che mATe ja gurjara dezanA parama AhaMta zrI kumArapALa rAjAe e abhigraha dhAraNa karela ke manamAM keI azubha vicAre Ave te tenA daMDa rUpe eka upavAsa kara vacanathI kAMI agya bhASA prayoga thaI jAya te tenA daMDa rUpe eka bIla karavuM ane kAyayeganA azubha AcaraNa pratye eka ekAsaNune daMDa rAkhela. AnA rahasyane vicAra karIe to samajAze ke jeNe managa upara ATaluM kaDaka niyaMtraNa mukayuM che tenA pApe vacana ane kAyAgamAM avatare ja kayAMthI? rati-arati e ma ganuM pApa che. prastuta pustakamAM Aje je pApasthAnakanuM vivecana karAI rahyuM che te rati-arati nAmanuM paMdaramuM pApasthAna che. rati ane aratine sAmAnya zabdArtha A prakAre che. rati eTale priya lAgavuM AnaMda tha. anukuLa padArthomAM sukha mAnavuM ane arati eTale barobara tenAthI viparIta apriya lAgavuM, duHkha thavuM, pratikuLa vyakti ke vastumAM aprIti, arUcI, glAni ke dukha thavuM te aratine artha che. A rati-aratinA zabdArtha jeyAthI tamane suspaSTa rIte jaNAyuM haze ke A baMne mAnasika-vaicArika pApa che. manamAM-vicAradhArAmAM A pApe utpanna thAya che. pachI mana-vacana ne Adeza Ape che ke tuM mAruM ATaluM kAma pUruM karI Apa ane e rIte kAyAne paNa Adeza Ape che ane kAyAnA sahAre bIjAnuM apamAna tiraskAra karAvavA vigere pitAnI
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________________ 713 melI murAdane pAra pADe che. chevaTe mana paNa bicAruM ekaluM zuM kare? vicAra karavAthI vadhAre bIjI kaI kSamatA (sAmarthya) tenAmAM che ja nahI. AthI svayaM vicAra karIne pachI vacana coga ane kAyayoga dvArA pitAnI dhAraNAnusAra kAma karAvI le che paraMtu rati-aratinI utpatti te mananI vicAradhArAomAMthI ja thAya che. AthI pU. vAcakavaryajI yazovijyajI mahArAje paMdaramA pApasthAnaka ratiaratinI sajhAyamAM jaNAvyuM che ke "mana kahipata rati-arati che ja nahIM satya paryAya, nahIM to vecI vastumAMjI, kima te savi mITa jAya" rati-arati e te mana dvArA karAyelI kalpanA mAtra che. AthI emane manakalpita kahyA che. vAstavamAM te koI padArthanI aMdara rati rahetI nathI. ke arati paNa rahetI nathI. AthI rati-arati e kaI ravataMtra guNa paryAyathI yukta dravya nathI. je AvuM na mAnIe te vicAre ke je vastumAM pahelAM rati utpanna thaI hatI, sukhanI lAlasA pragaTI hatI te vastu vecI devAthI te rati kema nAza pAmI gaI ? rati-aratine bhAva je mane gata na hatI ane mAtra vastugata ja heta te vastumAM ja haMmezA te rahetA ane pachI vastunA kaya-vijyane vyavahAra saMbhavita na thAya. ApaNe vastune vecata ja nahIM. paraMtu vastu upara game teTale meha hoya ke rAga hoya chatAM avasara upasthita thatAM jyAre vastu vecI daIe chIe tyAre vastu parano rati bhAvanAza paNa pAmI zake che. AthI kahyuM che ke rati-arati ane manakalpita mAnasika kalpanA mAtra che. vicArenI pedAza che. ApaNuM svIkArelI kalpanA che. sukha-duHkha zuM padArthomAM rahe che ? ratinI pAchaLa sukhanI lAlasA rahelI che to aratinI pAchaLa dukhathI nivRtta thavAnI tamannA rahelI che. anAdi anaMtakAlathI saMsAramAM rahelA jIve mAtra be ja prayatna pUrajozamAM karyo che. eka sukha kevI rIte maLe ane bIjuM duHkha kevI rIte TaLe? A baMne lakSayane kendramAM rAkhIne jIve ananta janmamAM satata prayatna karyA che. AnI pAchaLa anaMta kALa pasAra thayo anatAnta janma vItAvyA.
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________________ 714 dareka bhavamAM rati-aratinI vRtti thatI ja rahI! eka kIDI paNa sAkaranA. nAnakaDA dANAne levA mATe rAta-divasa purUSArtha kare che. bilamAMthI bahAra Ave che aMdara jAya che pazu-pakSI manuSya, nAraka deva vigere sarva sukha prAptine mATe avirata prayatnazIla rahe che. have prazna e thAya che ke anAdianaMta kALathI sukhanI IcchAthI ja jIve prabala purUSArtha Acaryo che te mATenA aneka rastAone eDI cUkayo che chatAM Aja divasa sudhImAM saMpUrNa sukhI keNa banI zakayuM che? ane sarvathA duHkhamukta koNa banyuM che? AnA javAbamAM tame koI udAharaNa Ape ke amuka vyakti saMpUrNa sukhI che ane sarvathA dukhathI rahita chete paNa te mAnavA huM taiyAra nathI kAraNake sau prathama saMsAramAM pUrNa sukha che ja nahIM ane je saMsAramAM duHkha rahita saMpUrNa sukha heta te to keIpaNa saMsAra choDIne dIkSA leta ja nahI. zAlibhadra paNa saMsAra choDIne dIkSA lIdhI che. A vAtanI ItihAsa sAkSI pUre che. Aje te zAlibhadranI samakakSa duniyAmAM eka vyakti paNa nathI chatAM zAlibhadde A sukhAbhAsone sarvathA tyAga karyo ane cAritra aMgIkAra karIne Atma sAdhanA karI. ApaNe saMsAranA bhautika-paugalika padArthomAM sukha mAnyuM che te ApaNI keTalI moTI ajJAnatA che? A pudagala padAtha nAzavaMta che, kSaNika che saDana galananA svabhAvavALe che. AvA vinAzI padArthamAM ApaNe zAzvata sukhanI kalpanA karI lIdhI! ApaNe sukha-duHkha padArthonI prAptimAM mAnyuM che paraMtu thaDe vicAra kare, zuM A tamArI mAnyatA satya che! ajJAnamUlaka nathI! tame jApAnathI ra00 rUpiyAne eka suMdara jaga lAvyA. ene joI tame bahu rAjI thayA. tamAru sukha tamArAmAM samAtuM nathI. tame tenI prazaMsA karI che. paraMtu durbhAgyavaza bIjA trIjA divase tamArA chokarAnA hAthathI te ekAeka paDI gaye ane kuTI gaye, TukaDe TukaDA thaI gayA. aMte jaDa vastu ja hatI. phUTavAvALI hatI ane kuTI che. eTaluM ja vizeSa che ke je varSo pachI kuMTavI joItI hatI, tene badale be divasamAM kuTI gaI ane tamane duHkha thayuM nArAja thaI gayuM zuM tame tamArA manane samajAvI zakatA nathI ke kuTavAvALI vastu ja kuTI che. vinAzI pudgalane vinAza thayo che. te kSaNika ja hatuM. eka mAtra cetana tatva ja ajara amara
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________________ 715 zAzvata rahe che. A AtmAnI meha dazA eTalI vicitra che, ajJAna paNa eTaluM prabaLa che, ke je nitya avinAzI zAzvata AtmA che, tene mATe koI prayatna karatA nathI, enA urvIkaraNanI ciMtA nathI ane je nAzavaMta-kSaNika pugalanI pAchaLa lAkho prayatna karIne potAnI zakita veDaphI rahyo che. zuM A viruddha prayatna nathI? are, bhAI vinAzI jaDa tattanA saMga ane viyegamAM rAjI ane nAkhuza zA mATe thAva che? temAM rati arati zA mATe rAkhe che? ane vaLI A bhAve paNa pharatA rahe che. eka vastu eka kALe tamane rati pedA karI zake che. te ja vastu anya kALe tamArA mATe aratinuM kAraNa paNa banatI hoya che, ane AvA viSama bhAvonuM viSamaya cakra sadA mATe cAlu ja che. ane AtmAnI barabAdI thAya che. jene je svabhAva che. svarUpa che, te pramANe te bane che. emAM ApaNe rAjI-nArAjI rAkhavAnI hatI ja nathI, sugaMdha ke durga dha baMne pugalane svabhAva che. te pachI AtmAe zA mATe sugaMdhamAM rati rAkhavI ane dudhamAM arati rAkhavI? pudgalane eNe te baMnemAM jJAnA, daSTAbhAva rAkhIne jIvavuM joIe. kartA, bheTatA bhAva AtmA mATe bAdhaka che mATe tenAthI aLagA rahevuM joIe. rati-arati bhAva utpanna thAya che. tenuM mukhya kAraNa e che ke ApaNI pAse padArthonuM vAstavika tattvajJAna nathI. dravyonuM vAstavika svarUpa ApaNe jANatA nathI mATe A bhUlanuM punarAvartana thAya che. ApaNA jIvananI kamanasIbI e che ke ApaNe jIvanamAM tatvajJAnane sthAna ApyuM nathI, mahattva ApyuM nathI ane yathArtha tatvajJAna vinA samyagajJAna zI rIte Avaze ? ane samyagUjJAna vinA AdhyAtmika jJAna ke sAdhanA zI rIte thaI zakaze? Aje seMkaDo padArtho maLyA pachI paNa ApaNe duHkhI kema chIe? apUrNatAne, asalAmatIne anubhava zA mATe thAya che? moha ane ajJAna AnA mATe javAbadAra che. prabhue sAce ja kahyuM che ke, "nA raghu mAmacaM" ajJAna e mahAbhaya che. A ja bhayaMkara nukazAna karAve che.
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________________ 716 dravyanuM vAstavika svarUpa dravyanuM vAstavika svarUpa batAvatA zrI sarvajJa kevaLI bhagavAne dravyanI traNa avasthA batAvI che. tasvArtha sUtramAM kahyuM che ke, Wtti-kacaca-authayuna sat" sara eTale dravya, padArtha vastu IpaNa dravya jagatamAM utpanna thavAnA svabhAvavALuM, nAza pAmavAvALuM ane nitya rahevAnA svabhAvavALuM che. vastu pitAnA mUlabhUta paramANu svarUpamAM nitya rahe che e suvarNa dravyanA paramANuonA saMjanathI eka divasa vIMTI banI te vITInI utpatti thaI ane eka divasa vIMTI apriya banatA tene nAza karI gaLAnI ceIna banAvI te have zuM thayuM? vIMTI payayane nAza, ceIna paryAyanI utpatti thaI ane sonuM piotAnA mULa svarUpe nitya rahyuM. - gharanI vahue sasarAne vIMTI ApatA kahyuM, ke AnI ceIna banAvI Apo. sasarAjIe sanInI pAse vIMTI gaLAvIne ceIna banAvI ane vahune ApI te vahu khuza thaI gaI. bIje varSa pharI vahue kahyuM, pitAjI have A ceInanI baMgaDI banAvI Ape, sasarAjIe te pramANe karyuM. pachI pharI kamara parane kaMdore temAMthI banAvaDAvyuM. pachI cothA varSe ghaDIyALane paTTa banAvarAvyo.A rIte8-10 varSa sudhI A krama cAlu rahyo. dareka vakhate vahu rAjI thatI gaI. vaLI jyAre nArAja thatI tyAre vastune AkAra badalAvI letI. paraMtu sasarAne zuM thatuM hatuM ? temane rAjI ke nArAjI zA mATe na hatI thatI? tenuM zuM kAraNa? emanI svasthatA ane zAMtInuM kAraNa te ja che ke teo jANe che ke game teTalA tenA paryAya badalAya to paNa senuM te tenuM ja che. suvarNadravya mULabhUta dravyatvanI dRSTithI haMmezA nitya ja che. emane zuM nukazAna thatuM hatuM ? emane dravyanI kiMmata hatI ane te te dareka avasthAmAM samAna ja hatI. jyAre vahune tenI paryAyanI apekSA hatI tethI te rAjI thatI hatI. A rIte vastune A svabhAva ja che ke eka paryAyanI utpatti thAya che. bIjA paryAyano nAza thAya che ane vastu sadA : dhruva-nitya rahe che. ATaluM jJAna je ApaNA badhAne thaI jAya te pachI sukha, duHkha, rati-arati vigere utpanna ja na thAya. A sUtrane jagatanA sarva padArthamAM lagADe.
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________________ 717 A zarIra paNa jaDa pugala padArtha che. have janma thatAM zarIranI utpatti thAya che ane mRtyu thatAM zarIrane nAza thAya che. A rIte janma maraNanI avasthAmAM zarIranI utpatti ane nAza thAya che. paraMtu zarIramAM rahevAvALo AtamA te ajarAmara zAzvata rahe che. AthI mRtyunI pachI thatA janmamAM AtmAne bIjI kaI avasthA (AkRtinI) prApti thaze ane pharI mRtyu thaze, pharI janma thaze ane dareka janma-maraNamAM AtmAnuM nitya te kAyama raheze. senAnA AbhUSaNanI paryAya jema badalAya che tema zarIranA paryAya paNa badalatA rahe che. A utpAda vyaya che. ane dhruva, nitya, zAzvata rahevAvALuM te Atmadravya che. A tatvajJAna ApaNane janmamAM harSa nathI karAvatuM ane mRtyumAM zAka nathI karAvatuM. ATaluM jJAna jIvanamAM zAMti ApavA samartha bane che. AvelA mahemAnane vaLAvavA gayA. eka zeThane ekane eka putra bharayauvanamAM mRtyu pAmyo. acAnaka mRtyu thatAM sau avAku banI gayA. te samaye zeThanA ghare 8-10 mahemAna kaI khAsa kArya mATe AvelA hatA. zeThe teone kahyuM, kRpayA tame 2-4 kalAka ahIM tahIM pharIne Avo be-cAra maMdiranA darzana pUjA karIne Ave. mAre ghaNuM ja jarUrI kArya che. te patAvIne pachI ApaNe maLIe. A bAju mahemAna dazana pUjA karavA gayA ane zeThe thoDA pADezIne bolAvyA. thoDA leko bhegA thaIne smazAnayAtrA kADhI smazAnamAM jaIne agnisaMskAra karIne zeThajI ghare AvI gayA. pelA mahemAna paNa AvI gayA. mahemAnane A vAtanI gaMdha paNa na hatI. te agatyanI vAtamAM paravAI gayA. mahemAnee pUchayuM ke e kayuM anivArya kAryo tamAre hatuM ke jethI tame amane 2-4 kalAka mATe bahAra mokalI dIdhA? zeThe kahyuM ke tamArA AvyA pahelAM kaI mahemAna AvyA hatA, temane javuM hatuM AthI teone pahoMcADavA gaye hatuM. A bAju mahemAne joDe vAtacIta karIne zeThane eka anivArya mITIMgamAM javAnuM hatuM eTale jaldI jaladI vAtacIta karI detA tyAM mITIMgamAM pahoMcI gayA. mITIMgamAM badhA sabhyo AvIne taiyAra beThA hatA ane zeThanI kAgaDoLe rAha joI rahyA hatA. ghaNe samaya pasAra thaI gayuM hatuM, ane zeTha ja
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________________ 718 pramukha hatA. ane enA vinA badhuM kArya zekAI rahyuM hatuM. zeTha pahoMcyA badhAe kArya AgaLa vadhAryuM. teTalAmAM keIe zeThane pUchyuM, zeThajI ! Aje kema meDuM thayuM ? zuM vAta hatI? tyAre zeThe javAba Ape ke are bhAI zuM karuM? eka mahemAna AvyA hatA. tene amArA upara ghaNe saneha hatuM. tene javuM hatuM, tene mUkavA gaye hatuM eTale vilaMba thaye che te jarUrathI kSamA karo badhAe vAta sahajatAthI svIkArI lIdhI. keI enA adaMparyane samajayA nahI. be-traNa divasa pachI vAta bahAra AvI ke zeThane ekane eka chokaro akALe acAnaka avasAna pAmela che. jyAre mITIMganA sabhyoe A vAtane jANI tyAre bahArathI AvelA mahemAna ane badhA sabhya zeThane AzvAsana ApavA AvyA. zeThane svastha joyA pachI pUchyuM ke tame te kahetA hatA ke huM mahemAnane vaLAvavA gaye hatuM ane ahIM te A vAta sAMbhaLI che te temAM satya zuM che? zeThe kahyuM ke baMne vAtenuM svarUpa ane artha to eka ja che. baMne vAta satya che, are bhAI sAMbhaLo ! A saMsAra te cAra divasanI cAMdanI je paMkhIne meLe che. mAre ghera putrane janma thayela tyAre eka atithi mAre ghera Avela kaI be- cAra divasanA mahemAna hoya che keI amuka varSanA mahemAna hoya che. basa, tenI avadhi (maryAdA) pUrI thaI tyAre te ghara choDIne cAlI gayo. have jyAre te game tyAre huM mazAna sudhI vaLAvavA gayo hato. saMsAramAM badhA parivAramAM mahemAnenuM AvAgamana AvI rIte avirata cAlu che ane lokavyavahAra pramANe ApaNe temane vaLAvavA para javuM paDe che. lokone Azcarya thayuM ke zeTha raDatA nathI paNa mukha paNa dilagIrInI rekhA paNa nathI. zeTha jaNAve che ke emAM raDavAnuM keI kAraNa nathI are ene AtmA to zAzvata che. te ajara amara nitya che. A zarIrane eNe ahIMyA banAvyuM hatuM ane ahIM cheDIne cAlyo gayo. zarIrane sAthe laI javAnuM nathI ane vaLI bIjI vAta te e che ke enuM samagra jIvana atyaMta pavitra hatuM. te lokapriya, paragaju ane sAtvika jIvana jIvIne paraloka sIdhAvyo che. have enA guNAnuvAdane ApaNe yAda karIne temAM ja kalyANa che Aje nakvera dehe te ApaNI pAse nathI paNa guNadehe te Aje paNa vidyamAna che. AmAM revAnI jarUra ja nathI mANasane potAne svArtha ghavAya che tyAre revuM Ave
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________________ 719 che. zeThe tatvajJAnane jANyuM hatuM ema nahI' paNa pacAvyuM hatu', AtmasAt karyuM hatu. eTale rUdana, zeAka, kakaLATa, ukaLATa, rita, ati, sukha, duHkhanA prazna ja upasthita thatA nathI, zAMta svastha citte jJAnI gaMbhIra zeTha prasaMgamAMthI samyag rIte pasAra thaI rahyA che. gAtasya puchyo mRtyu-- je janmyA che te jarUrathI maraze. emAM tA ke!i zakAne sthAna nathI. AthI manuSya mAtra maraNAdhIna che. janma e ja mRtyunI AmaMtraNa patrikA che. A jagatane zAzvata niyama che. eTale Aie mRtyumAMthI khacavu hAya tA ajanmA banavu joIe. tIthakara mahAvIra prabhu jevA paNa nirvANa pAmyA, emane paNa maravu paDyu. hA emanA mRtyumAM ane mApaNA mRtyumAM a`tara che. emaNe mRtyunuM mRtyu karyuM, svayaM marIne nirvANa, mAkSa prApta karyAM. sadA mATe janma-maraNanA A viSacakramAMthI te mukta thai gayA. emanu nirvANu paNa amArA mATe kalyANa karavAvALuM kalyANaka khanI gayuM.. paraMtu ApaNuM maraN te ApaNu paNa kalyANa karavAvALuM anatu nathI pachI bIjAnA kalyANanI tA vAta ja kayAM che? AthI jAtasya dhruve. mRtyu A siddhAMta bilakula sAcA che, je janmyA che te jarUra maraze, paNa je mare che te janme paNa kharI ane na paNa janma, mRtyu pahelAM jeNe AyuSyakama, gati vigere nAma kama khAMdhyu' che, eTale ke AgaLane janma nizcita karIne je mare che. tene avazya janma dhAraNa karavA paDe che. paraMtu jee mRtyune paNa mArIne mare che, mRtyune upara vijaya meLavIne mare che, emane pharI janma levA paDatA nathI, mRtyune mahAtsava manAvavA e ja moTI vAta che, meAtathI DaravAnu nathI paNa mRtyune DarAvIne maravAnuM che emAM ja AnaMda che. jagatanA vAstavika varUpane avale kana karIne peAtAnA ke anyanA janma-maraNamAM rati-ati na thAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhavuM jarUrI che, janma maraNanA nimitto rati-ati, gharamAM khALaka janmavAnA che. te pahelAM ja ciMtA thAya che ke karA Avaze ke karI? janma bAda samAcAra maLyA ke chekarAnA janma thayA che te! te sAMbhaLatAM atyaMta AnaMda thAya che. jIva nAcavA mAMDe che, peMDAnI prabhAvanA kare che. IcchA mujaba thavAthI rati bhAva
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________________ 720 vadhI jAya che ane mAne ke chokarIne janma thaye te pachI ekadama dukhI thAya che, jANe ke himAlayane pahADa tUTI paDaye, dacchiA virUddha kArya thatAM dIvela pIdhA jevuM moDuM thaI jAya che. mAravADanA koI dezamAM rivAja che ke chokarAne janma thAya to thALI vagADe ane chekarIne janma thAya te supaDuM vagADe. ATalI arati zA mATe thaI? jenI IcchA na hatI te thayuM mATe arati thaI are A badhuM karmAdhIna che temAM ATalA rAga-dveSa zA mATe kazyA joIe? ratibhAva e rAganI pUrvAvasthA che. jevI rIte gADI Ave che tyAre eMjIna pahelAM Ave ane pachI DabbA Ave che mAtra baMne vacce traNa-cAra kuTanuM ja aMtara che basa tevI ja rIte ratinI pAchaLa rAga Ave che ane aratinI pAchaLa dveSa Ave che. mATe janmAdi prasaMge chokarAkarIne nimitta banAvIne zA mATe nirarthaka rati-aratinuM sevana karavuM ? 32 chokarA marI gayA te paNa arati nathI thaI. mahAsatI sulasA jevI parama zrAvikAne koI saMtAna nathI. patideva nAgasArathi e ghaNA prayatna pachI daivI sAdhanAmAM saphaLatA prApta karI ane daivI phaLa phulasAne khavaDAvyuM. gAnuyeAga bhavitavyatA vaza sulasAe 32 bALakone janma Apyo. A 32 saMtAna magadha samrATa zreNikanA aMgarakSaka banyA, vIra yauddhA banyA. ceDArAjAnA yuddhamAM batrIse putre marI gayA. jyAre A samAcAra sulatAne maLyA tyAre vicAre ke ene zuM thayuM haze ? ApaNI kalpanA karatAM bIjI ja ghaTanA banI. sulasAe aMzamAtra paNa kalpAMta karyuM nathI. 32 putra na hatA tyAre paNa koI aphasa, duHkha, ciMtA, arati na hatI ane 32 putre thaI gayA te paNa keI harSa, AnaMda nathI. teNe rati-aratine bhAva ja rAkhe nathI. ThIka che, saMsAra che sAruM-kharAba, saMyoga viyega badhuM ja thaI zake che. saMyoga viyoganA garbhane dhAraNa karIne janma le che. karmanI vicitratAvALo A saMsAra che. saMsAramAM AvuM nahIM thAya to bIje kayAM thaze? A dRSTithI teNe manane samajAvI lIdhuM. AnA uparathI bedha leje ke anukuLatAmAM rati rAkhavI ane pratikuLatAmAM arati rAkhavI. A baMne avasthA duHkhadAyI che. arati
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________________ 721 dukhadAyI che. e te badhAne samajAya che. paNa rati e paNa kaleza karanArI che e te jJAnI ja samajI zake. rati-aratine pApa zA mATe kahevAya che? kadAca tamArA manamAM prazna thaze ke rati-aratine pApa zA mATe kahevAya che? A te sAMsArika jIvane samayAnusAra, nimittA ke prasaMgavaza ke paristhitivaza manamAM upasthita thatA vaicArika bhAva che emAM pApa zuM ? anukuLa paristhitimAM, saMcAgamAM AnaMda the e to svAbhAvika bhAva che ane te ja rIte pratikULa paristhitimAM, saMyogamAM arati, aprIti thavI ke duHkha thavuM e svAbhAvika che. emAM pApane prazna ja kayAMthI saMbhave ? tamAro prazna ThIka che - have tame thoDA dhyAnathI vicAra kare. ahIM ko viSaya che? AtmA mULabhUta cetana tatva che. anantajJAna darzana cAritra vigere guNavAna caitanya che. pitAnuM mULabhUta pUrNa zuddha svarUpa karmanA AvaraNathI DhaMkAI gayuM che. AcchAdita thayuM che. AvI karmamaLathI azuddha cetanAne ApaNe karmabaMdhanathI mukta, siddha, baddha banAvavI che ane enA mULa nivAsasthAna sIddhidhAma mekSamAM sthApana karavI che. eTale ke saMsAramAM karmanA baMdhanathI rahita karavI che, have tame e te jarUthI mAne che ke karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa pApa pravRtti che. AmAM karma kSayanA mATe potAnA hitamAM je kAMI kare te dharma che. lAbhadAyI che. ane karmabaMdha karanArI pravRtti AtmA mATe ahitakAraka che, nukazAna kAraka che. ananta sukhano svAmI saccidAnaMda varUpa to AtmAmAM chupAyeluM paDayuM che. have tene bAhya padArthomAM sukha mAnavAnI jarUrIyAta ja kayAM che? ane bAhA jaDa padArthonA saMcaya saMgrahamAM AtmAne sukha mAnavAnI kayAM jarUra che? ane tene prApta karavAnI paNa jarUra nathI. AtmA potAnuM mULa svarUpa bhUlIne athavA cheDIne ke parapadArtha ke bAhya vastu ke vyaktimAM zA mATe rAgI bane che? A pravRtti zuM AtmAne hitakArI che? nA, kayAre ya nahI. ane tethI kamane baMdha thAya che. A pApa pravRti che, AvI 18 prakAranI pApa pravRttio batAvAI che, emAM 2ti-aratinuM sthAna paMdaramuM che, para padArtha pratyenuM AkarSaNa ke apAkarSaNa zuM AtmA mATe hitakArI che? A pravRttithI
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________________ 722 AtmA mokSa tarapha gati karaze? A pravRtti zuM AtmAne svaguNe pAsa nA ke kamakSacamAM sahAyaka banaze? saMbhava ja nathI, AdhyAtmika dRSTikoNathI vicArIe te vAstavikatA jarUrathI samajAze. tame sAMsArika, vyAvahArika daSTikoNathI juo che eTale ti-arati pAparUpe dekhAtA nathI. paraMtu A yathArtha satya svarUpa nathI. mAnI le ke seMkaDe padArtho upara rati-prIti karIne tene ghaNe saMgraha paNa karyo kaI keTalAya mANase pratye paNa prItipUrNa vyavahAra karyo? paraMtu aMte zuM thaze ? mRtyunA samaye jyAre zarIra, sagA-saMbaMdhI, snehI svajana ane seMkaDe padArthone choDIne jyAre javuM paDaze tyAre emAMthI tamArI sAthe zuM Avaze? A badhuM ekI sAthe cheDatAM AtmAne duHkha nahIM thAya ? maratAM samaye ghaNuM ja atyaMta du:khI thatAM jovA maLe che. temanI AMkhamAMthI gaMgA-jamanAno pravAha vahete jovA maLe che, vicAro ke te vakhate te jIvenI kevI avadazA thAya che? meM ja ubhe karela samasta saMsAra mArI samakSa upasthita che ane badhAne cheDIne mAre ekalAe nirAdhArapaNe jatAM rahevAnuM !!! anicchA hovA chatAM ahIM bIje kaI vikalpa nathI. yamarAjA AgaLa koInuM kaMI paNa cAlatuM nathI. mRthu upara jIvane sauthI vadhu aprIti che, arati che, mRtyunA bhayanuM meTuM duHkha che. paNa teno upAya zuM che? eka kSaNamAM badhu jotAM jotAM javuM paDaze. emAM keI apavAda nathI, AMkhe sadA kALa mATe baMdha thaI jaze. ciranidrAdhIna banavuM paDaze, nAca vo mRtyu, janmelAne maraNa nice che. ane mRtyu samaye eka aMza mAtra ratibhara senuM, cAMdI, dAgInA, AbhuSaNa, sagA-saMbaMdhI kaI sAthe AvanAra nathI, rAgadveSanA saMskAro, puNya-pApa sAthe AvanAra che. te vivekI jIve A lekanI upAsanA karatAM paralokanuM bhAthuM paNa avizeSa paNe bAMdhavuM joIe. sukha-duHkhanI vRti paNa pApa karAve che. zuM manamAM suSuptapaNe rahelI sukhanI lAlasA keI pApa nathI karAvatI? ane eja rIte manamAM rahelI duHkha nivRttinI tamannA zuM kaI pApa nathI karAvatI? are dhyAnathI vicArIe te ene jeTalI pApa karAvavAvALI
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________________ 723 bIjI kai vRtti che? aDhAra pApasthAnakAnA sevananI pAchaLa sukhaprAptinI IcchA pramaLa kAraNa che. kei paNa rIte mane sukha maLavu joIe ane mArU duHkha jaldIthI TaLavu joIe! duHkha eka divasa paNa Ave teA jIvane gamatu nathI, kAraNake duHkha apriya che ane che sukha haMmezA anya rahe e mATe jIva divasa rAta sukhanI pAchaLa doDadhAma kare kare che. keAI ahI tA kAI paradezamAM, koI vyApAra mATe tA koi pharavA mATe doDI rahyo che. duniyAbharanI vastuone! saMgraha karyAM. gharanI sajAvaTa karI, agalA dhAnyeA. badhuM ja karyuM, kAraNake jaDa vastuothI sukha maLaze evI mAnyatA teNe svIkArI che, A ja meTuM ajJAna che. ka kha dhanu kAraNa che. sukha e AtmAnA svabhAva che, jaDane nahIM. AthI jaDa paudgalika padAthermAM nathI sukha ke nathI du:kha! sukha ane duHkha AtmAnI bhrAnta avasthA che. je vastumAM rAga che, Asakti che, rati che, tyAM sukha che ane tamane je vastu pratikULa lAgI emAM ati, aprIti du:kha che. sukha duHkha koI vastumAM rahetA nathI. vastunA sa Mgraha ke tyAgamAM sukha duHkha nathI, paNa jIve ajJAnavaza ISTa vastunA saMceAgamAM sukha ane viceAgamAM duHkha mAnyuM che. ane tethI jIva duHkhI thAya che, paNa pANImAM ghI zeAdhA te kayAMthI "maLe? pANIne leAvavAthI mAkhaNa kayAMthI nIkaLavAnuM che? sa, tevI ja rIte jaDa padArthAMmAM sukha zeAdhavAthI nahI' maLe ! ulTu jenA prabhAve tame Aje sukhI che, te ja vastu tamane AvatIkAle duHkha ApanArI nIvaDaze. garama unanuM sveTara ThaMDImAM sukhada che paNa garamInI RtumAM te ja duHkhadAyI bane che. jIve padArthImAM ArApita bhAva karIne sukha duHkhanI kalpanA ubhI karI dIdhI, paNa hakIkata te nathI. pa. pU. upAdhyAyajI mahArAja spaSTa kahe che ke, ti-ati che vastuthI cha, te upaje manamAMhi. aMgaja vallabha suta heAve jI, yukAdika nahIM kAMhI. ' rati-arita arthAt sukha-duHkha jaDa vastuomAMthI ja utpanna thAya che e mAnavu vyAjI nathI. rati-aratinI kalpanA mAnasika saMskRtamAM aMga ja zabdanI baLAt nAcate kRti jJa ema vyutpatti che, je peAtAnA zarIramAMthI utpanna thAya te aMgaja kahevAya.
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________________ 724 putra, jU vigere, putra paNa pitAnA ja aMgamAMthI utpanna thAya che. ane jU paNa temAMthI utpanna thAya che. putra vIryathI utpanna thAya che. ane jU vigere pasInAthI utpanna thAya che, baMne aMgaja hovA chatAM putra upara rati che, neha che ane mAthA upara je jU che tenA upara aprIti che. arati-dveSa che. je rati-arati na hoya te baMnemAM koI pharaka nathI. rati-aratinI parivartanazIlatA A baMnemAM bahu jhaDapI parivartana Ave che. Aje rati che, kAle arati thaze, kSaNa kSaNamAM badalAtI A prakriyA che. A manogata vRtti che. AthI mana jevI caMcaLatAne mane gatavRttio paNa anusare che. rAgazreSanA parivartananI sAthe rati-aratinuM parivartana paNa thAya che. garama gulAbI, gaLI cA maLe to te mana rAjI thaI jAya che. paNa ThaMDI, maLI, kaDaka cA maLe te mana nArAja thaI jAya che. tevI cA meMmAM paNa jatI nathI, kadAca guse Ave te kaparakAbI paNa pheMkI de. cAmAM sapramANa sAkara che te rati che. paNa jo bhUlathI patnIe cA mAM mIThuM nAMkhI dIdhuM te ekadama arati thaze. cA garama joIe. pANI te ThaMDu ja joIe. dudha te huMphALuM joIe. A rIte rati-aratinA bhAve kSaNa kSaNamAM badalAtA rahe che, ane mATe ja rati-aratine judI judI karIne savataMtra pApasthAna nathI kahyuM, patine paMdaramuM pApasthAna ane aratine soLamuM pApa ema na kahetAM baMnene paMdaramAM pApasthAnamAM samAveza karyo che. AnuM kAraNa che ke rati-arati je utpanna thAya che te eka ja pagalika vastunA saMga-viyogathI utpanna thAya che. vastu eka ja che. enI saMyeAga viyAganI avasthA judI judI che. AthI ta6 janya rati-arati bhAva paNa bhinna bhinna che, paraMtu mULa udgamarathAna to eka ja vastu ke vyakti che. ane bIjuM kAraNa e che ke A anukuLatAthI ke pratikULatAthI utpana mAnasika kalpanA mAtra che, saMgane viga thAya che, je kAraNa-prasaMgathI mAnasika AnaMda utpanna thayo hato, rati thaI hatI, te kAraNa prasaMganA haTI javAthI, nAza pAmavAthI mAnasika zAka, aprIti dukha paNa thAya che. jagata parivartanazIla che, mATe rati-arati paNa
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________________ 725 parAvartana pAmyA kare che. Aje jyAM rati che tyAM thoDA samaya pachI arati AvI zake che ane jyAM arati beThelI che tyAM kAlAntare rati potAnuM sAmrAjya phelAvI zake che. Ama baMnenI vArA pharatI upasthiti thatI hovAthI jJAnIoe baMnene paMdaramAM pApasthAnakamAM samavatAra karyo che. e ja jJAnI mahApurUSonI dIrdhadarzitA che. saMpattimAM sukha che ke dukha? eka nirdhana garIba bhikhArIne 5 lAkha rUA. nI leTarI lAgI. te atyaMta khuza thayo. AnaMda vibhora banI gayo. eNe yuktipUrvaka vyApAra karyo, bhAgya khIlI uThayuM, kudarata tarapheNamAM rahI ane be-cAra varSamAM bIjA 5 lAkha kamAvI lIdhA. have dasa lAkha rUpiyA thayA, tenA AnaMdanI sImA nathI paraMtu saMdhyAnA raMganI jema bhAgyadazA paravArI ane 5 lAkha rU. nuM dhaMdhAmAM nukazAna thayuM. have te mAthuM pachADIne rUve che. atyaMta duHkhI, vyAkuLa banI gayuM che enI ciMtAne kaI pAra nathI. ene mitra je enI paristhitine jANe che. teNe AvIne samajAvyuM, are bhAI tuM zA mATe ATale duHkhI che? tyAre teNe kahyuM ke pa lAkhanuM nukazAna thayuM che. bahu moTI ciMtA che. A duHkhane sahana karavuM e mArI zaktinI bahAranI vAta che. moTe phaTake paDe che.. mitre tene tAtvika samajaNa ApI ke bhAI ! tArA pa lAkha rUA cAlI gayA tene tuM vicAra kare che? paNa hakIkatane yathAvasthita jevAne prayatna kara. tArI pAse bIjA pAMca lAkha te che ja ne? 10 lAkhamAMthI 5 lAkha gayA, ThIka che. dhaMdhAmAM napho-toTo te cAlyA ja kare che. A te lakSmI che. ene zAstramAM caMcaLa ja kahI che, ane vaLI vicAra kara ke bhUtakALamAM tuM eka divasa bhIkhArI hate. rAmapAtra. sivAya tArI pAse kazuM ja na hatuM tenA mukAbale Aje tA 5 lAkha rUA. rokaDA che, basa A vidhAyaka daSTithI mitranA du:khanI mAtrA ghaTI gaI tharmomITaranA pAre 103 DIgrIthI paDIne 98 upara AvI gaye. badhuM barobara thaI gayuM. ApaNe A svabhAva thaI gayuM che ke ApaNI pAse zuM nathI? keTaluM nathI ? tenI ja vicAraNA pradhAnapaNe karIe chIe. ane tethI
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________________ 726 - vadhAre duHkhI banIe chIe. have mAtra daSTinuM parAvartana karIne nathI nI apekSAe zuM che? e jovAnuM zarU karI daIe te tarata ja tame sukhI banI jaze. sukhI banavAne A saraLatama upAya che. uNapanI upasthiti na karatAM zuM zuM che? tene vicAra je pradhAnapaNe karavAmAM Ave te tarata ja ciMtA dUra thaI jAya che. duHkhane paNa sukha mAnavuM e ja mahAnatA che. patharAne pagathIyuM banAvavAnI kaLA je hastagata thaI jAya te dharatI upara varganuM avataraNa thaI zake !!! rati-aratinA pApathI kamabaMdha mohanIyakarmanA udayathI rati-arati thAya che ane tenAthI pharI mehanIyakarma baMdhAya che. Ama A viSavartuLa cAlu ja rahe che. Aje je je vastu ane vyakti pratye ApaNe ratiarati rAkhIe chIe tenAthI pharI mehanIya karmane prabaLa baMdha thAya che ane pachI bhavAtaMramAM A pApI saMskAra vaza pharI rati-aratinI pravRtti thaze ane pharI kamabaMdha thaze. udayakALe pharI pApabaMdha Ama anaMta parikammAthI paNa tene aMta Avo muzkela che. ene aMta dudhare che. ane tethI anaMta jame vItyA pachI paNa hajI te ThaMdrathI jIvane mukti maLI nathI. aDhAra pApasthAnemAMthI keTalAka pApa pApasthAna paNa che ane keTalAka pApa ravayaM kama prakRti rUpe paNa che. jevI rIte krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha rAga dveSAdi kama prakRti rUpe che. A badhI mehanIyakarmanI prakRti che. e ja rIte rati-arati pApasthAna che. ane mehanIya karmanI navanekaSAyamAM hAsyAdi SaTrakanI aMdara rati aratine samAveza thAya che. have A karmanA udayathI A pravRtti ane pharI e pApa pravRttithI pharI karma prakRtine baMdha. IDA ane maraghI, bIja-vRkSanI jema A krama cAlu che. A karmacakamAMthI chuTakAro kayAre thaze ? chevaTe kayAreka te A kama teha ja paDaze! ene upAya ahIM ja che. Aje ja rati-aratinI pApa pravRtti baMdha karI de, jarUra AgaLa A karma nahIM baMdhAya ane ekavAra A karmabaMdhathI bacI gayA te pachI AgaLa tamAre bacAva suzakaya che. have kamathI je tame bacavA cAhe che to sau prathama pApathI bacavuM jarUrI che. aDhAre pApasthAnakenI nivRtti svIkAro. A badhA heya-tyAjya che. vajarya che. anAcaraNIya che.
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________________ 727 adhyAtma mArganI pravRttimAM avarodhaka pApasthAna guNasthAnakenI zreNI para caDhatA, AtmaguNene vikAsa karatA AtmA mATe tathA adhyAtma mArganI pragati patha para AgaLa vadhatA AtmAne mATe pApasthAna avarodhaka che. gati avadhakanuM kAma kare che. AtmAnI vizuddhine roke che. adhyAtma zuddhine kuMThita kare che. rati- arati paNa A pApasthAnenI zreNImAM che. jenAmAM nAnuM pApa paNa ghaNu khataranAka che. te pApasthAna AvatI vakhate bIjA keTalAya pApasthAnene potAnI sAthe kheMcI lAve che. krodhAdi kaSAyane, kalaha, abhyA khyAna, pazunyAdi keTalAya pApasthAnakene kheMcI ANe che ane tyAM sudhI ke pApAnA rAjA-prANAtipAta-hiMsA ane mRSAvAda-jUTha vigere. badhA pApene kheMcI tANe che ane mahAbhAratanuM sarjana karI bese che. AthI AtmAne vikAsakSetre vinarUpa bane che. karma kSayanI pravRtimAM, dharmArAdhanAmAM te vina rUpa bane che. bhagavadupAsanAmAM aMtarAya rUpa bane che. keIpaNa svarUpe juo te pApa AtmAne mATe lAbhadAyI che. nathI ja. enA sevanathI AtmAne koI phAyado nathI, AthI adhyAtama mArgamAM pragati sAdhanAra sAdhakee pApasthAnethI sAvadhAna rahevuM joIe. ane pApa pravRttithI bacavuM joIe. pragati patha upara caDhelA AtmAne nIce pADavAnuM, e ja pramANe bAhya padArthomAM AkarSaNa karAvavAnuM kAma rati kare che ane emAM ja duHkhane anubhava karAvanAra, kAma arati kare che, AthI A baMnethI bacavuM e ja hitAvaha che. sAhitya darpaNumAM rati-arati bhAva, sAhitya darpaNamAM nava rasanuM vizeSa vivecana karyuM che. jemAM eka zRMgAra rasa batALyA che, je kAmAgnine pradIpta kare che. A nava. rasonA nava sthAyI bhAva batAvyA che. "tata zo ..." AmAM nava sthAyI bhAve che. emAM ratibhAva e zrugAra rasane sthAyi. bhAva che. ahIM ratine artha karatAM kahyuM che ke jAra mUDhAMku ti mA" che zuMgAra rasanA mULabIjanA aMkura svarUpa ratibhAva che. ahIM rati. AnaMda arthamAM che. zRMgAra rasa kAmoddIpaka che. kAmAgnine pradIpta karanAra
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________________ 728 che. InA aMgApAMgAdi jevA vigeremAM ratibhAvanuM nirmANa thAya che. kAmazAstra surata krIDAne ratikrIDAnA rUpamAM batAve che. ahIM paNa tinA atha AnaMda ja karyAM che. paraMtu A AnaMda kAma-zrRMgAranA che. viSaya-vAsanAne che. sAme jevA padArtha che tadanusAra jIva temAM ti mAnIne Ana Mda kare che. AthI rati e priya, anukULa padArthAMmAM AnaH-sukhano anubhava karAve che ane khIje kharAkhara enAthI viparIta arpita bhAva che. zRMgAra rasamAM viraha-vedanA viyeAganA duHkhaneA anubhava karAvanAra arati che. virahAgnithI pIDita jIva aritanA Azraya kare che. ratinA pratipakSI bhAva ati che rati ati eka ja sikkAnI e Aju che. sikko eka ja che paNa chApanI dizA judI che. te ja rIte vastu ane vyakti eka ja rahe che, ane anukULatA ke pratikULatAnA kAraNe ratiarati bhAva bhinna bhinna thAya che. citta arati-rati pAMkhazuMjI, uDe poMkhI re nitya, piMjara zuddha samAdhi me'jI, rU MdhyA rahe te mitta." ahI' citta manane poMkhInI upamA ApI che. manuSyanu mana eka pakSI jevu che ane pakSIne jema e pAMkhA heAya che te ja rIte manarUpI pakSIne rati-atirUpe e pAMkhA haiAya che. A be pAMkhAnA sahAre mana uDe che. are, tiya ca gatimAM teA pakSI uDatA uDatA kayAre thAkI paN jAya che ane thAkIne vizrAMti mATe kayAMka esI paNa jAya che, paraMtu A manarUpI pakSI kayAreya thAkatuM ja nathI. ti-ati svarUpa tenI pAMkhA bahu majamuta che. A mana te rAta-divasa, zahera-gAma, nagara, raNa vagere kAMI jotuM nathI ane nira'tara uDI rahyu che. kayAreka ratimAM te kayAreka aratimAM, kayAreka sukhAnubhUtimAM tA kayAreka duHkhAnubhUtimAM tenuM uDDayana avirata cAlu che, AthI mahApurUSA kahe che ke AnuM uDDayana rAkavA mATe dehanu A pAMjarU kAma nahIM lAge. A iMDu pi'jaramAMthI tA te bhAgI jAya che. have jo te samAdhirUpI pi'jarAmAM pUrI rAkhe| te te sthira rahI zakaze. rati-atinI vRtti ochI karavAthI mana zAMta raheze e ja uttama vikalpa che. cittanI asthiratA ja manane rati-ati bhAvamAM paribhramaNa karAve che. manane rUcikara lAge temAM rati mAnavI ane je arUcikara lAge temAM ati
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________________ 729 mAnavI e jIvano svabhAva paDI gayela che. A Tevane choDAvI paDaze. vAratavamAM rati-aratinI nizcitarUpe vyAkhyA ja nathI. kAraNa ke mananuM keI cakkasa ThekANuM ja nathI. zemAM sukha mAnavuM?ane zemAM duHkha mAnavuM e mananA hAthamAM che. je mana I che te dukhada vastu ke vyaktimAM paNa sukha mAnI zake che ane nahIM te sukhada vastumAM paNa duHkha mAnI zake che. jIva cAhe te badAma-pistAne hala kukarAvI zake che ane kalaha ubhuM karI zake che. AthI rati-aratinuM kAMI ThekANuM nathI. kAraNa ke mananuM keI avadhAraNa nathI. paristhatinA badalAvA upara mananI vicAradhArA paNa badalavI rahe che paNa sAdhaka te tene ja kahevAya ke game tevI paristhitimAM paNa mana:sthiti badalate nathI ane AjJAnusArI mananuM pravartana karavA tatpara rahe che. "mavi miSyati A paNa cAlI jaze. eka rAjAnA gaLAmAM bALapaNathI eka tAvIja bAMdheluM hatuM. vArasAgata bApadAdA pAsethI te maLeluM hatuM. eka vAra zatrurAjA joDe yuddha thayuM prabaLa zaktizALI zatru rAjAe A rAjAne harAvI dIdho. parAjaya pAmele te rAjA ekalA thoDA aMgarakSakenI sAthe jaMgalamAM bhAgI gayo atyaMta thAkelo te nirjana sthAnamAM eka vRkSanI nIce beThe hato, cintAgrasta hate. te ekalo ja hatuM. bIjI kaI bAhya pravRtti na hatI tene uMgha AvI rahI hatI. eTalAmAM tene hAtha gaLA upara bAMdhelA tAvIja upara go. rAjAe tAvIja teDI nAMkhyuM ane temAMthI nAnakaDI kAgaLanI ciThThI nIkaLI tenA upara lakhyuM hatuM ke, "mari miSyati eTale ke A paNa cAlI jaze. (This too shall pass away) rAjA A zabdo vAMcIne khavAI gayA ane tatvajJAna prApta thayuM. rati bhAva tha, AnaMdita thaI gayo ke cAle A paNa cAlI jaze. A parAjaya paNa cAlI jaze. A jaMgala vAsane paNa aMta Avaze. A divase paNa pasAra thaI jaze. A dukha javA mATe ja AvyuM che. basa rAjAne AzvAsana maLI gayuM. hiMmata vadhI gaI u thaI gayo ane aMgarakSakane kahyuM, ubhA thAva, hiMmata rAkhe, pharI sainyanI bharatI karo pharI zatru sAthe yuddha karIzuM, laDIzuM, ane jItIne potAnuM rAjya pAchuM laIzuM. tAvIjanA be zabdae rAjAnA cittamAM cetanAno saMcAra karyo. badhA
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________________ 730 jAgRta thaI gayA. senAnuM puna nimANa thayuM ane yuddhanI hAkala mArI ane gAnuyoga bhavitavyatAne vaza rAjAnI jIta thaI. saMpUrNa rAjya pAchuM maLyuM. rAjA pharI rAjyagAdI para ArUDha thayA che. mahInA pasAra thayA ne pharI rAjAne anAyAse te tAvIja upara hAtha gayA. pharI rAjAe tAvI ja khelyuM. ciThThI kAThI vAMcI. zabdo te tenA te ja hatA, zabda badalAyelA nahI. "bapi nira" This too shall pass away ma vaDhA nANA ! A ja zabdone vAMcIne rAjA jaMgalamAM atyaMta khuza thayo hato ane Aje e ja zabdo vAMcatAM atyaMta nArAja thaye. ghaNe gusse thaze. ciMtAgrasta thaI gaye. are, A paNa cAlI jaze? A ghaNI mahenatathI je rAjya maLyuM che te paNa zuM cAlI jaze ? vAta te sAcI ja che ke eka divasa rAjya javAnuM ja che rAjya kadAca raheze to A jIvane paNa javuM ja paDaze. ane java jaze eTale badhuM gayuM ja samaje. te samaye jaMgalamAM ciThThI vAMcIne prasannatA eTalA mATe thaI hatI ke rAjya maLavAnI rati hatI, ratimAM sukha hatuM ane Aje nArAjIciMtA eTalA mATe che ke mane maLeluM rAya, priya rAjya hAthathI cAlyuM jaze. temAM arati che. rati ane arati baMne cintA karAve che. baMnemAM ArtadhyAnanI mAtrA prabaLa che. ratimAM ISTa saMganI ane ISTane vicAga na thAya tenI ciMtA che. to aratimAM aniSTane viga kevI rIte thAya? aniSTane saMga na thAya tenI satata ciMtA che. roga nivRttimAM paNa AdhyAnanI ciMtA che. niyANAmAM prAptinI ciMtA che. A rIte Atta dhyAnamAM rati-aratinI prakriyAe ciMtananI prakriyA kI lIdhI che ane cintAnI prakriyA ghaNI vadhArI dIdhI che. rati-arati baMnemAM ciMtA che. AthI rati-aratinuM sevana karavAvALe prAyaH cintAgrasta rahe che, tamAre kevuM sukha joIe che ? have tamane prazna karavAmAM Ave ke tamane kevuM sukha joIe che? te ene uttara tame zuM Apaze? dA. ta. (1) tamane kSaNika sukha joIe ke nitya sukha joIe? (2) AveluM sukha cAlI jAya tevuM ke haMmezAne mATe Take tevuM joIe?
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________________ 731 (3) zuM duHkha mizrita sukha joIe ke ekaluM zuddha duHkhanirapekSa sukha joIe? (4) svataMtra sukha joIe ke parataMtra, parAdhIna, parAvalaMbI sukha joIe? (5) zuM tamAre bhautika-paugalika sukha joIe ke Atmika AdhyAtmika sukha joIe? (6) zuM tamAre mana, vacana, IdrithI bhegavI zakAya tevuM sukha joIe ke enA vinA paNa svayaM AtmA ja sukhane anubhava karI zake evuM sukha joIe? jevI rIte AMkhe cAlI jAya te paNa AtmAne jevAne AnaMda maLato ja rahe? (7) aMte puchuM chuM ke tamAre sukha joIe che ke AnaMda joIe che? ThIka che. adhyAtma mArganI aMdara AvA keTalAya prazno upasthita. thaI zake che ? paraMtu have tame ja tene sAco uttara Ape. tamArI. IcchA zuM che? eka vAta te nizcita che ke tame keIne paNa pucho te koIpaNa evuM to nahIM ja kahe ke mane kSaNika, AvIne cAlyuM jAya tevuM, athavA dukha mizrita sukha, parataMtra ke parAdhIna sukha joIe che ! AvuM te kaI svapnAmAM paNa nahIM kahe. paraMtu bhautika paugalika sukha joIe ke AdhyAtmika sukha joIe ? A praznane uttara ApavAmAM keTalAya loke bhUla thApa khAI jaze. evI rIte mana-zarIra-indriyothI je jogavI zakAya evuM ke enA vinA paNa bhegavI zakAya evuM sukha? athavA te viSaya vAsanA janya vaiSayika sukha joIe ke nirviSayaka saccidAnaMda, paramAnaMda, svaguNaramaNAtAnuM sukha joIe? A praznonA javAba ApavAnuM kAma muzkela che. kAraNake tame kayAreya paNa AdhyAmika-nitya, svataMtra nirviSayaka, zAzvata, ananta sukhanI kalpanA ja nathI karI. AthI tamArI pAse te mAtra anukuLa padArthomAM ratijanya sukhanI ja kalpanA che. ATaluM ja tamArA jJAnamAM bhAse che. enAthI bhina sukhanA viSayamAM tame kadI ciMtana paNa karyuM nathI. mana-zarIra-Idriya vinA paNa AmA sukhane anubhava karI zake che? e vAta tamArI buddhimAM besatI ja nathI. tethI tame kevI rIte
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________________ 732 tene vicAra karI zake? phalasvarUpe tamArI sukhanI kalpanA zudra che, maryAdita che, eTale ke rati-arati bhAvasvarUpa ja tamArI kalpanA che. paraMtu eTaluM jarUrIthI dhyAnamAM rAkhajo ke je je padArthomAM tame sukhanI kalpanA karI che te padArtha ja nitya nathI. te ja kSaNika che, nAzavaMta che, vinAzI che. have tenA AdhAra upara TakeluM sukha nitya-zAzvata-cirasthAyI kevI rIte haze? A te saMbhavita ja nathI. ethI karIne evA anukuLa priya padArtho ane bhegonI prAptimAM ja rati bhAva janya tamAruM sukha haze ane enA abhAvamAM-viyegamAM aratijanya duHkha paNa tamane thaze. AthI saMsArI jInuM sAMsArika sukha paNa duHkha mizrita ja haze kAraNake jyAM rati che, tyAM arati paNa sAthe ja che, ane te ja pApanI jaDa che. AnAthI ja pApanI utpatti thAya che. eka vakhata rati bhAva tIvra banyuM ke pachI te tenA sukhanI lAlasA seMkaDo pApa karAvaze. keI kaheze ke mane to cArI karavAmAM paNa majA Ave che. koI kaheze ke mane to vyabhicAra maithuna sevananA vaiSayika sukhamAM ja majA Ave che. ane koI vaLI kaheze ke mane te parastrI joDe saMbaMdha karavAmAM ja majA Ave che. A rIte lAkho-karoDa jIvoe pita pitAnI mAnyatA nakkI karI rAkhI che, have zuM thaze? saunI pita patanI mAnyatA pota-pitAnA rati-arati bhAva upara AdhArita che. bicArA bhegI bhagavAnanA zuM hAla thayA? kevaLa vaiSayika sukhane lAlacu, ane lokone sekasanI pAchaLa pAgala karavAvALe, saMgathI samAdhi maLe che evuM pratipAdana karavAvALe ane te rIte potAnI jAtane bhagavAna mAnI beThelA varSo sudhI ene mAravAne mATe ATalA peMtarA zA mATe racAya che? chevaTe bicArA tene zA mATe pitAnA hAthe potAnA vAdanI hoLI saLagAvavI paDI. pitAnI bhogIlAe potAne bhega lIdhe, vAta sAcI ja che ati utkaTa pApanuM phaLa ahIM ja bhogavavuM paDe che. anAcArI, vyabhicArI durAcArInI pApalIlA je ene sajA Ape che. eTalA mATe sAce ja kahyuM che ke, pApanI sajA bahu bhArI thAya che, AthI sanAtana kALathI e kahevAya che ke, "mora mu. vacameca " are bhego bhegavAtA nathI, ApaNe ja bhagavAIe chIe.
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________________ 733 ApaNe ja bhAga levAI gaye. AthI bhaga nivRtti ja satya zAzvata dharma che. A kaLiyuga che. AvA kaLI yugamAM AvA bhegI bhagavAna te keTalAya upasthita thaze ane kharAba hAlatathI adha:patana pAmaze. bhega lAlasA, atRpta tRSNa e ja eka pAgalapana che. enAthI je bace che te bhAgyazALI che. sukhanI sAcI vyAkhyA sarva svavazameva sukha, sarva paravazameva duHkham / etaduktaM samAsena, lakSaNaM sukha duHkhayoM: / / pU. haribhadra sUri ma. sukha duHkhanI vyAkhyA saMkSepamAM karatAM kahyuM ke je AtmAne svAdhIna hAya, svavaza he-te badhuM sukha che. temAM ja sukha che. ane je paravaza-parAdhIna che. te duHkha che, sva=thI AtmA ane parathI. Ametara-vetara=zarIra, mana, vacana, Indriye. bAhya vastu ane vyakti vigere laI zakAya, je ApaNuM sukha Ane AdhIna che, emanA dvArA maLe che to te paravaza-parAdhIna thayuM. paMkhA vinA cAle ja nahIM gAdI takIyA na hoya te uMgha ja na Ave. erakaMDIzana na hoya te cena ja na paDe....gADI, phIjha, TI.vI. vigere badhuM hoya te majA Ave, te ja ame sukhI, anyathA duHkhI A badhuM paravaza- parAdhIna che, mATe duHkha ja che. duHkharUpa che, AthI sAdhake Atmavaza- svAdhIna sukhane meLavavuM joIe. game tevuM sAdhana na hoya te paNa tene vinA takalIpha na thavI joIe. evI ja majA tenA abhAvamAM AvI zake evI paristhitinuM nirmANa karavuM joIe. A ja tIrthakara bhagavaMtano zAzvata siddhAMta che. eTale ja tIrthakarane dharma zAzvata che. zAsana zAzvata che. arthathI zAsana anAdi ananta zAzvata svarUpa che. te aparivartanazIla che, AthI bAhA parAdhIna. paravaza sukhanA cakkaramAM na phasAtA. te beTA rastAne cheDIne vAstavika sAcA-svAdhIna-svavaza-Atmika sukhanI zodha kare. A ja dizAmAM prayAsa kare, pragati kare. AmAM ja kalyANa che. Aja dizAnA aMte AgaLa saccidAnaMda paramAnaMda sukhanI prApti thaze. A pApasthAnaka choDavA jevuM kema che? vAta sAcI che ane vivAdAspada paNa che, jyAre saMsArI jIne
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________________ 734 A priya che, chae ratibhAvathI sukhanI prApti mAnI che te pachI tene pApasthAnaka choDavA jevuM kevI rIte lAgaze? A prazna uTha sAhajika che. chatAM paNa thoDo vicAra kare. bArIkAIthI UMDANamAM jaIne nIrikSaNa kare. aMtarAtmAne A prazna pheravI, pheravIne pUcho. ekavAra prayAga karIne te juo, aMdara beThele AtamarAma kaMI javAba Ape che ke nahIM? parIkSA te kare, huM daDha vizvAsathI kahuM chuM ke aMtara sAthe vAto karavAvALA AMtarakhejI-AMtadvaSTAne avazya mAMga maLe che. AtmA aMdarathI javAba Ape che. eTale rati-arati to zuM? paNa aDhAre pApe mATe tame AtmAne pUchI leje ! AtmA jarUra javAba Apaze. tamArI arajI niSphaLa te nahIM ja jAya ane jo tame A Teva ja pADI do ke aMtarAtmAnI avAjane anusAra ja mAre pratyeka kArya karavA che te tame sArA-khoTA pratyeka kAryo mATe pahelethI ja aMtarAtmAne pUchIne enI salAha laIne ja kAma karaze. tamane vAstavamAM sAcI salAha maLaze kAraNa ke phI nahI lenAro sAco zreSTha salAhakAra te aMdara ja beThe che. te kayAre paNa tamAre vizvAsaghAta nahIM kare. bAhya duniyAnA matalabI salAhakAra kadAca uTI salAha paNa ApI deze, AthI pApa ke puNya baMnenI pravRtti, sArA khATA badhA kAme zAMta citte ekAMtamAM besIne aMtarAtmAne pUchIne ja kare. tame te anusAra karo ke na kare paNa salAha te jarUra maLaze. ane A prakriyAnI vAraMvAra AvRttithI tame AMtardaSTa banI zakaze ane eka divasa anAhata nAdanuM zravaNa paNa thaze. have vAta to e che ke rati-aratinuM pApa choDavA jevuM che ke nahIM? enA guNadoSane paNa vicAra karI levuM joIe. rati- aratinA sevanamAM guNa te kSaNika tRtine thaze, paraMtu temAM deva adhika che. rati-arati bane ja cintAkAraka che, aMtara mAtra eTaluM ja che ke-ratinI cintA priya-ITa-anukuLa padArthanI prAptinA viSayamAM che te aratinI ciMtA aniSTa-apriya-pratikuLa padArthonI nivRtti viSayaka che. chevaTe eka vAta te spaSTa ja che ke baMne eka ja AnaMdhyAnanA vRkSanI be zAkhA che, A maLI jAya te sAruM che. ane maLyA pachI Asakti, rati, AnaMda, majA mAne che. arati vALo A TaLI
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________________ 735 jAya te sAruM che. aniSTa na maLe te sAruM che. A rIte baMne eka ja vRkSanA be phaLa che, mAtra zAkhA, DALI judA judA che. rati arati A baMne vAstavamAM rAga-dveSanI mada mAtrA che. dhImI zarUAta che. ahIMthI ja rAga-dveSanA bIjanuM vayana thAya che. ane sUkSmatAthI avalokana karavAmAM Ave to rAganA bIjathI ratinA aMkura phuTa che ane dveSanA bIjathI aratinA aMkura phuTe che. Aje jevI rIte nAnA be dezanA saMgharSanI pAchaLa mahAsattAo khaDe page ubhI che. tevI ja rIte rati-aratinA nAnA pApanI pAchaLa rAgadveSane moTo himAlaya, mehanIya karmanI mahAsattA ubhI che. AthI kaI paNa upAyathI rati-aratinA pApathI bacavuM ja joIe. rati-aratithI bacavAnA upAya jeha arati rati navi gaNejI, sukha-duHkha heya samAna. te pAme jasa saMpadAjI, vAdhe jaga tasa vAna. je manuSya rati-aratine mahatva nathI Apata, ene nagaNya samaje che, ane sukha-duHkhanI aMdara samAna bhAva rAkhe che te bhAgyazALI yaza saMpadAne prApta kare che. A paMkitamAM jasa (caze.) padathI pU. yazovijayajI upAdhyAyajI kahe che ke te baDabhAgI yaza meLave che, jagata bhara tenI kIti prasare che. AthI samabhAva-samatA ja A pApasthAnathI bacavAne eka mAtra rAmabANa auSadha che. ratiarati janya sukha-duHkhanI paristhitimAM manane tatvajJAnanA pIyUSa pAtA samabhAvamAM sthira karatA karatA kahevuM ke, "hamanA tuM sukhamAM lIna na thA ane duHkhamAM dIna na thA." ApaNe sau A ja upadeza ApaNA manane ApatA rahIe ke jyAre paNa jeTaluM paNa sukha AvI jAya te paNa tuM emAM lIna nA thaIza, tallIna, Asakta na thaIza ane e ja pramANe game teTaluM duHkha tUTI paDe te paNa hiMmata na hAravI, dIna na banavuM. kAraNa ke A vAstavika sukha-duHkha nathI. A paNa paugalika bhAva che. karma janya che. tArUM vAstavika sAcuM sukha te juduM ja che. je tamane sukha joIe che te pahelA te sukha bIjAne ApatA jAo. bIjAne sukhI banAvIne sukhI banavAnI bhAvanA rAkho.
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________________ 736 paraMtu koIne duHkhI karIne sukhI banavAnI halakI adhama vRtti na rAkhe. kAraNa ke karma sattAnA gharamAM viparIta nyAya nathI, aMdhera nathI. tame jevuM vAvaze tevuM laNazo. jevuM Apaze tevuM pAmaze. AthI je tame sukha Icho che te pahelA bIjAne sukha ja Ape. duHkha na Apa. Ane jIvana maMtra banAvI lo. AthI sukha-duHkhanA nimitta kAraNabhUta padArthonI anityatA, kSaNikatAne vicAra karIne samabhAva pragaTa kare. kamaThanA upasarga ane dharaNaMdranI bhakti baMne prasaMga eka sAthe thatA hatA te paNa pArzvanAtha prabhu te samatAbhAvanI tulya mavRttimAM ja sthira rahyA. A ja rIte sthiratAne bhAva lAvIne ApaNe badhA rati-aratinA kSudra pApothI bacIne samacirAthI zAzvata sukhane prApta karIe e ja aMtarecchA rati-arati pApanuM mizrasvarUpa aDhAra pApasthAnemAM 15muM ane 17 muM A be pApasthAne nuM mizra svarUpa che. 10me rAga tathA 11me Sa A banne pApanuM mizra svarUpa 15mAM rati-arati pApamAM karavAmAM AvyuM che. evI ja rIte 17mAM mAyA-mRSAvAda pApasthAnamAM paNa 2 jA mRSAvAda tathA 8 me mAyA A pApane bhegA karIne 17 mAM krame mAyAmRSAvAda pApa ne mizrapApanuM svarUpa ApavAmAM Avela che. eka ja sikkAnI be bAju nI jema rati ane arati haMmezA sAthe ja rahe che. je vakhate ApaNane eka vyakti ke vastu pratye ratibhAva rahe che ja vakhate ApaNane bIjI vyakti ke vastu pratye aratibhAva rahe che. A game ane aNagame jIvanamAM sarva padArthomAM sarva prasaMgamAM sadAkALa raheto hoya che. rAjI-nArAjIpaNuM paNa rati-aratibhAva svarUpaja che. paMgatamAM jamavA beThelA ne ekI sAthe pIrasavAmAM AvatI pa0 vAnagIoemAMthI keTalIka game rahe che. keTalIka pratye aNagame rahe che. keTalIka vAnagIo manapasaMda hoya che. bhAvatI hoya che. jyAre keTalIka vAnagIo na bhAvatI pasaMda nathI hatI. A rati- arati bhAva che. A paNa manda rAga-dveSane ja bhAva che. rAga ane dveSa ane svataMtra hovA chatAM paNa mizrabhAve eTalA badhA goThavAI gayA hoya che ke ApaNane bhinnatAne khyAla paNa nathI AvatuM.
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________________ 737 sa rita ati nA kAraNe ApaNI pariNatI jhaDapathI pharatI hoya che ane tarata ja kalaha Adi nI sthiti sarjAi jAya che. A ti ati pApa A dhyAna vadhu karAve che A dhyAna rati-aratibhAvanu ja banelu hAya che. sRSTi nA sacega, aniSTa nA viyoga e zuM che? rati-ati bhAva che. A dhyAnanA A mukhya prakAro mAM ISTa padArthoM pratye rati bhAva ane aniSTa pAthe+ pratye aratibhAva satata rahetA hAya che. parantu kama saMyoge jyAre viparItatA sarjAya che tyAre khyAla Ave che. jemake ISTanA javiyoga thaI jAya ane aniSTa nA ja sayoga thaI jAya tyAre rati-ati pApa peAtAnI caramakakSAmAM paheAMce che ane ante tIvra rAga-dveSa karIne kalahamAM ghasaDI jAya che. mAnava jo peAtAnA manamAMthI rati-ati bhAva ja kADhI nAMkhe te te rAga-dveSa nA ghaNAM pApeAthI khacI zake tema che. parantu mAnavanuM mana jANe rati-ati bhAva upara ja jIvatu- sevAtu mAnasika pApa che. ane pachI vacana prayogathI vAcika thatA vAra nathI lAgatI, eka ja padArtha che jemAM gheADA samaya pahelA rati hatI ane thoDA samaya pachI ati paNa jAgI jAya che. mALaka, yuvaka, ke strI eka vastu meLavavA mATe tIvra ratibhAvathI jijjU kare che. huM karIne meLavavA mathe che. ane te mATe badhu ja karI chUTIne vastu meLavI le che. parantu ra-4 kalAka ke 2- 4 divasa pachI te ja vastu upara ati-aNagamA jAgatA te ja vastu ne pheMkI- ke cheDI paNa de che. te ja vastu have nathI gamatI have sArI nathI lAgatI. kayAreka vastunA ja nAza thaI jatA arati bhAva pragaTe che. rati-ati e meAhanIya kamanI nakaSAya meAhanIyanI prakRti che A kama prakRti satata udayamAM che tenA satata ApaNane anubhava thAya che. enA udayanA kAraNe vAte-vAte gamA-aNagamA, rAjInArAjIpaNu rahyA kare che. emanA udaye pharIthI ApaNane pApa karavAnu mana thAya che. jIvA tathA prakAranA pApA karIne pharIthI tevA kAM upArjana kare che. pharI pAchA pApeA pharI pAchA karyAM A rIte kama nI paraparA cAle che. ane AtmA A kame+ nI sAMkaLa thI moMdhAyele rahe che.
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________________ 738 AtmA nitya-zAzvata che. ane karmo nitya-zAravata nathI. anitya-asAravata che. AtmA anAdi-ananta che. ane karmo sAdisAnta che. te pachI sAdi-sAta karmo anAdi-ananta kevI rIte thaI gayA? kaI paNa karmo 70 kaDAkeDI sAgaropama thI vadhAre sthitivALA nathI. te te pachI karmone vahele chuTakAre thaI jAya ane AtmA mukta thaI jAya paraMtu karmonI paraMparA cAle che. eka vAra eka karma baMdhAya ane udaye e kSaya pAme tyAre te pharIthI bIjA navA karmo paNa baMdhAI jAya che. ane karma eka ja vAra baMdhAya che ema nathI paraMtu pApo vAraMvAra thatA vAraMvAra karmo baMdhAtA jAya che. evI rIte Adi-sAnta karmo hovA chatA paNa AmAnI sAthe tenI paraMparA che cAlavAthI anAdi-ananta che. sAdhaka karmanuM A svarUpa samajIne tene choDavA purUSArtha kare e ja hitAvaha che. rati-arati nuM pApa e saMsAra bhAvanAnuM AzrayabhUta kAraNa che, jema jema rati-Aratino pA5vRtti vadhatI jaze tema tema sa sAra vadhate javAne. have rati-aratinI dhArA nathI ghaTatI te tenA viSaya ne badalAvIe dharma-dharmopakaraNa, dhamarAdhanA tarapha rati bhAvane vALIe jethI saMsAranA viSayenI sAme dhare ane saMsAranA viSayenI arati ghaTADIe te dharma taraphano zubha rati bhAva vadhe A bane rati-arati pApakarmo ne kADhavA mATe sarvajJa bhagavaMte viratidharmanI prarUpaNa karI che. virati dharmamAM rahevAthI saMsAranA rati-aratinA nimitte TaLatA jAya che. ochA thatA jAya che. virAtidharmathI AtmA mokSanI samIpe pahoMce che. avirati thI saMsAra vRddhi thAya che ane viratithI saMsAra ghaTe che. :; * niHT : 7 F.........
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________________ e ochuM 600 2C94 222091909 zrI dhamanAtha peA. he. jainanagara zve. mU. jaina sagha saMvata 2045 3. 1. zrI yu. ena. mahetA 2. 6. 7. <. 9. 10. 99 99 4. jayaMtilAla phakIracada 5. - 2maNalAla vajecaMda ,, . sumatilAla cheTAlAla 99 ,, 99 ,, 99 Mian dain Education International * menejIMga kamITI * rasIkalAla pApaTalAla bipInacaMdra zAntIlAla 904380009 07 amadAvAda. (pramukha) (Upa-pramukha) (sekreTarI) (khajAnacI) (TrasTI) ,, caMdrakAntabhAi sI. gAMdhI camanalAla zaMkuzAla hematabhAi cImanalAla zAha ' caMdrakAntabhAi sI. mazarUvALA (jo,sekreTarI) 99 99 1000 ka
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________________ para zrI dharma nAthasvAmine nama : F pa. pU. AcArya deva zrImad vijaya subodhasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. tathA pa. pU. munirAja zrI arUNavijayajI mahArAja | (rASTrabhASA 2tna-vardhA, sAhityaratna-prayAga, nyAya-darzanAcArye--mubaI ) Adi muni maMDaLanA vi. saM. 2045 nA jainanagarazrI saMghamAM cAturmAsa daramyAna zrI dharmanAtha pA. hejainanagara che. mU. jaina saMgha-amadAvAda, taraWI jAyela 16 ravivArIya kobA pa. pU. AcArya deva vijaya pa. pU. munirAjazrI subodhasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. arUNavijayajI ma. sA. * cAturmAsika ravivArIya dhArmika zikSaNa zibira * nI aMtagata cAlatI pa. pU. munirAja zrI arUNavijayajI mahArAjanA SF "pA.pa6I. a.jA. bhAre" F - viSayaka ravivArIya sacitra jAhera pravacana zreNi e nI prastuta sattaramI pustikA zrI dharma nAtha pa. hai. jenanagara ve. mU. jana saMdha taraphathI jenanagara-zAradAmaMdira roDa, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-7 prastuta pravacana pustikA chapAvI prasiddha karavAmAM AvI che, ir o nniernational For Private Personal Use Only org