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________________ Now // siddhaye varddhamAnassyAt, tAmrA yannakhamaJjarI / pratyUhazalabhaploSe, dIpradIpAGkurAyate // abhI nahIM to kabhI nahIM or Never Dile isa Denjarasa Heart to Heart sukRtanA manorathane zIdhra saphaLa karavA mATe eka hArdika saMvAda priyam Plz. Hurry up prAptisthAna - bAbulAla saremalajI siddhAcala baMglojha, hIrA jaina sosAyaTI, sAbaramatI, amadAvAda - 380015 Mobile-9426585904 email - ahoshrut.bs@gmail.com
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa "vadhAI ho...vadhAI ho...vadhAI ho... mahArAjAne khUba khUba vadhAI ho... mahArAja ! ApanA pitAjI...rAjA RSabha... eTale ke...rAjarSi RSabha emanA pAvana caraNa kamaLothI vasuMdharAne pAvana karatA karatA Aje sAMje ApaNI takSazilA nagarInI bahAra udyAnamAM padhAryA che ane dhyAnamAM parvata jevA nizcala UbhA rahyA che..." hajI to udyAnapAlakanI vAta pUrI thaI che, tyAM to mahArAjA bAhubali UbhA thaI gayA, phakta emanA mAthAno mugaTa bAkI rahyo. udyAnapAlakanI pAchalI sAta peDhInI saMpatti bhegI karIe enA karatA anekagaNI saMpatti enI AgalI sAta peDhIne maLI gaI. mahArAjA bAhubalinA eka eka roma TaTTAra thaI gayA che. AMkhomAMthI TapoTapa AnaMdanA azruo paDI rahyA che.
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa mArA AMgaNe prabhu padhAryA... huM dhanya thaI gayo...kRtArtha thaI gayo... atyAre to rAta che, kAle savAre vAjate gAjate AkhA ya nagara sAthe prabhune vaMdana karavA jaIza. emane joIne A tarasI AMkhonA pAraNA thaI jaze, emanI stuti karatA mAro kaMTha gad gad thaI jaze, huM emane vaMdana karavA jhukIza ne mAruM AkhuM ya astitva emanA pratye DhaLI paDaze. mArA parama upakArI...mArA pitA... mArA prabhu.. basa, huM emane animeSa nayane joyA ja karIza joyA ja karIza... "mahAmaMtrIne bolAvo...' mahArAjAno Adeza laIne mahAmaMtrI kAme lAgyA. AkhI ya takSazilA nagarI indrapurInI jema zobhavA lAgI. 3
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa ghera ghera AnaMda chavAI gayo. savAre paheravAnA kapaDAM ne ghareNA.... jAjaramAna rathonI sAja-sajjA.... bhagavAnane dharavA mATenI bheTa-sogAdo... dhavala-maMgalanA gItonI pUrvataiyArI.. che to madharAta paNa AkhI ya nagarImAM madhyAhna jevI cahala-pahala che. maLaske to hAthIonI garjanAo ghoDAonI haNahaNATIo ne rathonI jhAlaronA jhaNakArAoe AkhI ya takSazilAne mukharita karI dIdhI virATa caturaMgI senA... hajAro bhATa-cAraNo-gItakAro-nRtyakAro - saMgItakAro-kalAkAro-hAsyakAro-krIDAkAro ne lAkhonA lAkho prajAjano sAthe mahArAjA bAhubalie prasthAna karyuM. eka bAju sUrajanA sonerI kiraNo comera prasarI rahyA che, ne bIjI bAju mahArAjAnA aMtaranuM svarNima svapna sAkAra thavAnI pratIkSA karI rahyuM che... e dekhAya udyAna...
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa e AvyuM...e AvyuM... hamaNA prabhunA darzana thaze... hamaNA A AMkho pAvana thaze... basa, AvI gayuM udyAna.. AmAM prabhu kyAM haze ? A prazna thatAnI sAthe najara sAme ughAnapAla dekhAya che... "padhAro mahArAja padhAro... prabhu A bAju che...'' mahArAjA bAhubalinI pAchaLa virATa medanI cAlI rahI che. e lAkho AMkhomAM prabhudarzananI pyAsa taravarI rahI che... "padhAro mahArAja...A bAju... are, prabhu sAMje to ahIM ja hatA... prabhu kyAM jatAM... oha...A pagalAM parathI to evuM lAge che, ke prabhue to...'' udyAnapAla je na bolI zakyo, e ya mahArAjAne saMbhaLAI gayuM. e tyAM ne tyAM phasaDAI paDyA... 5
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa emanuM hRdaya jANe bhAMgIne bhukko thaI gayuM... emanI AMkhomAMthI zrAvaNa-bhAdaravo varasavA lAgyA. "prabhu khuda mAre AMgaNe AvyA ne huM emanA darzana suddhA na karI zakyo... huM keTalo abhAgiyo ! huM keTalo bhArekarmI ! dhikkAra che mane... mane jeTalA dhikkAra ApuM eTalA ochA che... huM samajato hato ke huM utsava karI rahyo chuM, mane lAgatuM hatuM ke huM taiyArI karI rahyo chuM, paNa have khyAla Avyo ke huM to vilaMba karI rahyo hato. e madharAta savAra karatAM ya vadhu sohAmaNI thaI zakI hota, paNa meM abhAgiyAe A savArane madharAta karatAM ya vadhu bihAmaNI banAvI dIdhI. lakSmI khuda mane cAMdalo karavA AvI, ne huM moDhuM dhovA rahyo... re..have prabhu pharI kyAre???" lAkho AMkho jANe vAdaLa banI che, ne AkhA ya udyAnanI dharatI bhInI bhInI thaI rahI che.
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa aphasosano koI pAra nathI paNa have aphasosa karavAno koI artha nathI. bAhubalinI A ghaTanA ApaNane A ja saMdeza Ape che - Delay is dangerous. avApya dharmAvasaraM vivekI, kuryAd vilambaM na hi vistarAya / yato jinastakSazilAdhipena, rAtriM vyatikramya na vanditazca // dharmano avasara maLI jAya, pachI vivekIe emAM leza paNa vilaMba karavA jevo nathI. pachI bhale ne e vilaMba e dharmane vistRtapaNe karavA mATe ja kema na hoya ? tame joyuM ne ? takSazilAnA svAmIe mAtra eka rAtrino vilaMba karyo ne prabhune vaMdana karavAnuM saubhAgya gumAvI dIdhuM. vilaMba e eka jAtanuM ajJAna che athavA to mithyAjJAna che, 7
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa jemAM ApaNe evo dAvo karIe chIe ke "ATalA samaya pachI huM AvuM karIza." paNa A dAvo khoTo che. e sAco paDI jAya to ya khoTo che. kAraNa ke e dAvo karatI vakhate ApaNane ApaNI AgalI kSaNanuM paNa nizcita jJAna nathI hotuM. parama pAvana zrI dazavaikAlikasUtra kahe che - jamaTuM tu Na jANejjA evameyaM ti No vae / je vastune tame jANatA nathI te A rIte che ema na kahevuM. jattha saMkA bhave taM tu evameyaM ti No vae / je bAbatamAM tamane thoDI paNa zaMkA hoya te A rIte che ema na kahevuM. kAraNa ke A paNa eka jAtano mRSAvAda che. zAMtithI vicAra karIe to lAge che, ke 'vilaMbamAM paNa kaMIka AvuM ja bane che. emAM ApaNe khoTA hoIe chIe kAraNa ke ApaNA khoTA paDavAnI pUre pUrI saMbhAvanA che.
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa vilaMba sAro ke nahIM ? A praznanA be javAba che. vilaMba sAro paNa che ane kharAba paNa che. pApamAM vilaMba sAro che, dharmamAM vilaMba kharAba che. phakta kharAba ja nahIM, khataranAka che. Delay is dangerous. khataranAka eTalA mATe ke enA kAraNe anaMta kALe anaMta puNyanA udayathI maLelI taravAnI zakyatA samApta thaI jAya che ane AtmA pharI bhavasAgaramAM DubI jAya che. aphasosa zabda sAva ja moLo paDI jAya eTalI A duHkhada ghaTanA che. ApaNuM aMtara tarka kare che, ke vilaMba karyA bAda AtmA DubI ja jAya evuM kyAM che ? bhale amuka samaya bAda, paNa kAma to thaI zake che. vilaMba kare eTale kAma na ja thAya evuM to nathI. But we don't know. vilaMba e vighnonuM nimaMtraNa che. 9
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________________ 10 vilaMbano artha che anAdara. ApaNane je kAma apriya hoya ene ApaNe pachI karatA hoIe chIe. je kAma ApaNane priya hoya, ene ApaNe pahelA karatA hoIe chIe. bALakane kahevAmAM Ave ke "tAre eka kalAka bhaNavAnuM che, ane eka kalAka 2mavAnuM che. bola, tAre pahelA zuM karavuM che ?" to e pahelA zuM karavuM pasaMda karaze ? ramavAnuM ne ? AnuM nAma Adara. ApaNe jene prAyoriTI ApIe chIe, ApaNane je karavAmAM vadhu rasa che, enA pratye ApaNane Adara che. sukRta pratyeno Adara sukRtanA vighnone dUra kare che. sukRta pratyono anAdara sukRtanA vighnone kheMcI lAve che. AmAM garbhita kAraNa e che ke sukRtamAM karAto vilaMba tevA prakAranA anAdarayukta adhyavasAyothI Dile isa Denjarasa
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa pratipakSI karmabaMdhamAM nimitta bane che. jema ke cAritraprAptimAM karAtA vilaMbathI cAritra mohanIya karma baMdhAya che. A bhItarI vighna bAhya vighnone lAvatuM jAya che. AtmA vadhu ne vadhu phasAto jAya che. vilaMba vadhato jAya che. cAritra mohanIya prabaLa thatuM jAya che, ne cAritra prApti vadhu ne vadhu durlabha thatI jAya che. jIva anaMta vAra upara Avyo bhAvacAritranI samIpa Avyo, paNa AvI koIka-thoDI kSatithI pAcho paDyo, pharI pAcho taLiye pahoMcI gayo. One wrong step may give you a great fall. AnAthI viparIta cAritranI adamya jhaMkhanA ane cAritrane pAmavA mATeno prabaLa puruSArtha cAritra mohanIya karmanA viziSTa kSayopazamanuM amogha kAraNa bane che. enAthI bahAranA vighno hoya to ya TaLI jAya che
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________________ 12 je je pratikULatA hoya te te anukULatAmAM pheravAI jAya che. cAritra mohanIyano viziSTa kSayopazama cAritranI jhaMkhanAne ane enA pAmavAnA puruSArthane vadhu prabaLa...prabaLatara...prabaLatama banAve che... pariNAme rahyA-sahyA paNa bAdhaka karmanA bhukke bhukkA bolAI jAya che ane prabaLa AtmavIryollAsa sAthe vardhamAna pariNAmanI dhArA sAthe e AtmA cAritrane prApta kare che A vidhi-prApti enA cAritrane satata vizuddhatara banAve che, ene ucca-uccatara saMyamasthAno para ArohaNa karAve che niSkalaMka saMyamajIvanano avasara Ape che ane zIghra muktinuM varadAna Ape che. jyotiSanA saMdarbhamAM kahIe to tithi, vAra, nakSatrabaLa, tArAbaLa, kuMDaLI ane nimitta, zukana vagere karatAM paNa sarvotkRSTa baLa koInuM hoya to e utsAhanuM che. prabaLa utsAha...uchaLato ullAsa Dile isa Denjarasa
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa 13 e tithidoSa vagerene ghoLIne pI jAya che. zAstrakAro kahe che - utsAho balavAnArya ! nAstyutsAhAt paraM balam / sotsAhasya lokeSu, na kiJcidapi durlabham // he Arya ! utsAha baLavAna che utsAhathI moTuM bIjuM koI ja baLa nathI. jene utsAha che, ene duniyAmAM koI paNa vastunI prApti durlabha nathI. uchaLato utsAha e eka cheDo che ane vilaMba e bIjo cheDo che. A baMne cheDA kadI maLatA nathI. vilaMba asahya banyA vinA na rahe enuM nAma che uchaLato utsAha. vilaMba azakya ja banI jAya enuM nAma che uchaLato utsAha. vilaMbanA badhAM ja kAraNo jyAMthI vidAya laI le enuM nAma che uchaLato utsAha. udyamaH sAhasaM dhairya, buddhiH zaktiH parAkramaH / SaDete yatra vartante, tatra daivaM sahAyakRt // udyama, sAhasa, dhIratA, buddhi, zakti ane parAkrama
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________________ 14. Dile isa Denjarasa A che jyAM hAjara hoya che, tyAM bhAgya sahAya kare che. In short bhAgyanI anukULatA e saMyogane AdhIna nathI, ApaNA puruSArthane AdhIna che. utsAhathI zIdhra prApti + zuddha prApti thAya che ane sarvotkRSTa phaLa maLe che. vilaMbathI prApti jhapATAbaMdha dUra jAya che, kadAca A bhavamAM ane bhavobhavamAM paNa prAptithI vaMcita thaI javAya che, ne kadAca prApti thaI paNa jAya, to ya e eTalI zuddha nahIM thAya, kAma thaI jAya to ya eTalI bhalIvAra nahIM Ave, mAtra maLavuM eTaluM pUratuM nathI sarasa rIte phaLavuM paNa jarUrI che. to vAta tyAM ja AvIne UbhI rahe che - Delay is dangerous. vilaMba hovA chatAM ApaNe sAcA hoIe kharekharI bhAvanA dharAvatA hoIe,
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa evuM paNa zakya banI zake. zarata eTalI ke vAraMvAra ApaNI AMkho ubharAyA ja karatI hoya. cAritraprAptinA saMdarbhamAM kahIe ke mokSayAtrAnA saMdarbhamAM kahIe, to yA hAthamAM ogho che to e mokSayAtrI che, yA AMkhamAM AMsuM che to e mokSayAtrI che. ogho ya nathI ne AMsuM ya nathI, eno artha e che ke e mokSayAtrI ja nathI. vilaMbanI sAthe paLe paLe vyathita rahevuM e agharuM che. prabaLa utsAhathI vilaMbane ja vIkherI devo e saheluM che. e ja AtmAnuM hitakara che. to pachI e ja kema na karavuM ? parama zraddheya upadezamAlA graMtha kahe che paritappieNa taNuo sahAro jai daDhaM Na ujjamai / jaha so seNiyarAyA paritappaMto gao NarayaM // 15
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________________ 16 mAtra pazcAttApa karatA rahevAthI AtmAne bahu Teko nathI maLI jato. pracaMDa puruSArtha karyA vinA AtmAno uddhAra ja nathI. zreNika mahArAjAe ya pazcAttApa to ghaNo karyo hato, paNa eTalA mAtrathI emanI naraka TaLI na zakI. vilaMbano artha che avagaNanA. vilaMba bahu ja sAro che, paNa sAMsArika kSetramAM. tyAM ApaNe vastunI jeTalI avagaNanA karIe eTalI e ApaNane sAmethI AvIne maLe che. dhArmika kSetranI bAbatamAM vilaMbanuM phaLa AnAthI taddana viparIta che. ApaNe jema jema dharmanI avagaNanA karIe, tema tema dharma vadhu ne vadhu durlabha thato jAya che. pa.pU.zrI haribhadrasUri mahArAjA kahe che avadhIrito hi samAcAro janmAntare'pi durlabhaH syAt / Dile isa Denjarasa
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa je yoganI avagaNanA karavAmAM Ave, te yoga bIjA bhavamAM paNa durlabha thaI jAya che. vilaMba ekAMte avagaNanA ja hoya, evuM jarUrI nathI, enuM kAraNa sAcuM paNa hoI zake, bahAranA kAraNo aneka hoI zake, paNa e badhAM nimittamAtra hoya che. kharuM kAraNa to aMdaranuM hoya che, jenuM nAma che nikAcita karma. have savAla e Ave ke ApaNuM karma nikAcita che ke anikAcita? ApaNA puruSArthathI tUTe evuM che? ke AkAza-pAtALa eka karavA chatAM ya na ja tUTe evuM che? zAstrone joIe, caritrone joIe, Asa-pAsanI ghaTanAone joIe ane ApaNo potAno anubhava joIe, to evuM lAgyA vinA na rahe ke hajI sudhI joIe evo puruSArtha nathI pragaTyo.
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________________ 18 nathI hAramAM bhAgyano doSa hoto, rahI hoya che yatnamAM kaMIka khAmI. nikAcita karmonA khAte ghaNI badhI bAbatone nAMkhIne ApaNe nirdoSatAnI anubhUti karatA hoIe chIe. But we don't know. nikAcita karmonI bhoga banelI vyakti virala ja hoya che. moTe bhAge ApaNI potAnI DhIlAzathI karma baLavAna banyuM hoya che. thoDA vadhu spaSTa zabdomAM kahIe to prAyaH ApaNI DhIlAza ja karmanuM baLa hoya che. A eka jAtanuM viSacakra che. DhIlAza...vilaMba...karmabaLa...vighnavRddhi... vadhu DhIlAza...vilaMba...karmabaLa...vighnavRddhi... hajI vadhu DhIlAza...vilaMba...karmabaLa...vighnavRddhi... basa, A viSacakramAM ApaNe phasAI jaIe chIe. ApaNe icchIe to A viSacakranuM sthAna - amRtacakra laI zake che - Dile isa Denjarasa
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa 19 utsAha...avilaMba...karmakSaya...vidgavinAza... vadhu utsAha..avilaMba...karmakSaya...vignavinAza.. hajI vadhu utsAha...avilaMba...karmakSaya...vidgavinAza... yAda Ave suvidhinAtha bhagavAnanuM stavana - have saMpUraNa siddhi taNI zI vAra che? eka AcArya bhagavaMtane tAva Avelo, huM emanI zAtA pUchavA gayela, mane kahe badhA potapotAnA DaoNkTarsa laI AvelA... elopethI, homeyopethI, Ayurveda, ekyuprezara, ekyupaMkyara... tAva Ubho kyAM rahe ?..." A vAta eTalA mATe yAda AvI ke utsAha hajAra rUpa dhAraNa karIne karmo para tUTI ja paDe, pachI karmo UbhA kyAM rahe ? Aje ApaNe e bhUmikA para chIe, jyAM AtmavIryanI pradhAnatA che, jyAM pariNAma puruSArthane AdhIna che. ApaNe icchIe to karmonA mudde bhukkA bolAvI zakIe chIe. ApaNe eka garjanA karIne
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________________ 20 Dile isa Denjarasa badhA ja vidanone UbhI pUMchaDIe bhagADI zakIe chIe. pU. haribhadrasUri mahArAjA yogabindumAM kahe che - evaM ca caramAvarte, paramArthena bAdhyate / daivaM puruSakAreNa, prAyazo vyatyayo'nyadA // caramAvarta e evI dazA che, jyAM puruSArthathI bhAgyane hAra mAnavI paDe che. hA, acaramAvartamAM prAyaH karIne AnAthI viparIta paristhiti hoya che. paNa caramAvartanI to A vAstavikatA che. zAstrakAro kahe che - daivo'pi zaGkate tebhyaH, vinAn kRtvA'pi khidyati / vighnairanivRttotsAhAH, prArabdhaM na tyajanti ye // nasIba paNa temanAthI gabharAya che. vidanone lAvI lAvIne ya chevaTe thAkI jAya che. jemanA utsAhane viknothI unI AMca paNa AvatI nathI. jemanI lakSya pratyenI yAtrA avirata cAlu ja rahe che. tA duttaro jalaNihI tAva ya tuMgo'ttha maMdaro meru / tA garuA kulaselA dhIrehiM Na jA tulijjaMti // dariyo tyAM sudhI ja dustara che
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa eTale ke muzkelIthI tarI zakAya tevo che, meru parvata tyAM sudhI ja moTo che ne niSadha vagere kula-parvato tyAM sudhI ja virATa che, jyAM sudhI dhIrapuruSo A badhAne mApI detA nathI. utsAha aphATa hoya to meru parvata paNa rastAno paththara che. utsAha alpa hoya to rastAno paththara paNa meru parvata che. vidananI size hiMmezA ApaNA utsAhanI size para depend hoya che. In more clear words - We create vidana. utsAhanI alpatA dvArA vinane vihnarUpe saphaLa thavA devAnuM kArya ApaNe ja karatA hoIe chIe. nItivAkyAmRta graMtha kahe che - utpATitadaMSTra: sarpo'pi rajjUreva / jenI dADha nIkaLI gaI che e sApa nathI paNa doraDuM ja che.
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________________ 22 AnI sAmeno cheDo e che ke doraDuM paNa jo gaLA para bhIMsAI jAya to e sApa banI zake che. athavA to doraDAne sApa mAnIne je gabharAIne bhAgI chUTe enA mATe paNa e sApa ja che. vilaMba e kharekhara vikarALa che. sApa karatA paNa vadhu vikarALa. anaMta puNyanA udayathI thayelI thoDI dharmabhAvanAne vilaMba evA DaMkha mAre che, ke e dhIme dhIme marI paravAre che. bhagavatIsUtra, jJAtAdharmakathAsUtra, aMtakRddazAsUtra, anuttaropapAtikadazAsUtra jevA AgamomAM evI ghaTanA Ave che jemAM koI puNyAtmA prabhu pAse saMyamasvIkAranI bhAvanAne raju kare che, e dareka puNyAtmAne prabhue eka hitazikSA ApI che mA paDibaMdha tuM kyAMya rAga na karato. aTavAto ke mUMjhAto nahIM. Dile isa Denjarasa
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa eka paLano paNa vilaMba na karato. mAtA kadAca bebhAna thaIne paDaze. patnI kadAca dhrusake dhrusake raDaze. bALako kAlI-ghelI bhASAmAM ame tamane nahIM javA daIe' - ema kaheze. mohanA badhAM ja tophAno tArI sAme upasthita thaze. vairAgyanI agniparIkSA jevI e kSaNa haze. jo tuM jAgRta nahIM rahe, jo tuM DhIlo paDIza, to ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM badhuM ja jJAna, badho ja viveka ane badho ja vairAgya ogaLI jaze. tuM phasAI jaIza ne pharI A sAdhanA kadAca anaMtakALe paNa durlabha banaze. sAvadhAna ! mA paDibaMdhaM / vilaMba e moharAjAnA pratye karelI zaraNAgati che. vilaMbano artha e ja che, ke bhavasAgaramAM DubatA evA ApaNane bacAvavA mATe
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________________ 24 Dile isa Denjarasa je hAtha laMbAyo che, e hAthane jarA rAha jovA kahevuM. kharo savAla e nathI ke e hAtha rAha joze ke nahIM, kharo savAla to e che ke ApaNe pharI e hAthane hAtha AvazuM ke pachI DubI gayA hoIzuM? vairAgyazataka kahe che - jaM kalle kAyavvaM, taM ajjaM ciya kareha turamANA / bahuvigyo hu muhutto, mA'varaNhaM paDikkheha // je kAle karavAnuM che, tene Aje ja karo ane jaldImAM jaldI karo. eka muhUrtanI aMdara paNa keTakeTalA vidgonI phoja khaDI thaI zake che. tamane savAre bhAvanA thaI hoya to bapora sudhIno paNa vilaMba na karatAM. zakya che, ke ATalA ja vilaMbathI paNa tamArA badhAM ja abharakhA adhurAM rahI jAya. vaidika graMthomAM paNa kahyuM che - yadahareva virajet, tadahareva pravrajet / je divase tamane vairAgya thAya,
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________________ 25 Dile isa Denjarasa e ja divase tame dIkSA laI lejo . na jANyuM jAnakInAthe - kAle zuM thavAnuM che ?" vilaMba e eka prakAranuM jokhama uThAvavA jevuM che. jema ke dhasamasatI gADI AvI rahI hoya, ne sAva ja AMdhaLukiyA karIne krosa karI devA mATe doDI javuM e eka jokhama che. emAM paNa bhAvi ajJAta hoya che ane vilaMbamAM paNa bhAvi ajJAta hoya che. kAryasiddhi baMnemAM sAMzayika (Doubtfull) hoya che. ane durghaTanAnI saMbhAvanA pUrepUrI hoya che. jene jIvavuM che e kadI paNa evI rIte rasto krosa karato nathI. evI rIte rasto krosa karavA jevuM, e eka prakArano ApaghAta che. barAbara e ja rIte jene dharma karavo ja che e paNa vilaMba zA mATe karaze ? vilaMba karavo e jAte ja dharmathI vaMcita thavA barAbara che.
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________________ 26 Dile isa Denjarasa parama pAvana zrI uttarAdhyayanasUtramAM kahyuM che - kusagge jaha osabiMdue thovaM ciTThai laMbamANae / evaM maNuyANa jIviyaM, samayaM goyama ! mA pamAyae // je rIte kuza-vanaspatinA dhAradAra agrabhAga (point) para jhAkaLabindu laTakI rahyuM hoya, te kyAM sudhI Ama laTakI raheze ? basa, pavananI eka nAnakaDI lahera ne e bindu khalAsa. AvuM che manuSyanuM jIvana. kSaNavAramAM hatuM - na hatuM.. kSaNavAramAM khalAsa. mATe he gautama ! tuM samayamAtrano paNa pramAda karIza nahIM. ApaNI Aju-bAjumAM ja ApaNe keTa-keTalI evI ghaTanAone joI rahyA chIe ! ApaNI sAthe hasatI-ramatI-bolatI vyakti eka Dead body rUpe ekAeka ApaNI sAme upasthita thAya e zuM sahaja ghaTanA nathI? zuM Aje ne hamaNAM ja
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa ApaNI potAnI sAthe paNa AvuM na thaI zake ? If yes, to pachI vilaMbano artha zuM thaze ? It means No. jugAra ramavAno artha ja e che. ke hAravAnI pUrI taiyArI che. jenI saMbhAvanA che enI taiyArI rAkhyA vinA koI chUTako ja nathI. vilaMba karavAno artha ja e che, ke dharmasAdhanA kadAca na thAya to paNa ApaNane vAMdho nathI. bhale, ApaNane A zabdo thoDA bhAre lAge, bhale ApaNuM aMtara Ano virodha kare, paNa ApaNI pravRttino to A ja artha thato hoya che. That means vilaMba karavo e pote ja potAne chetaravA jevuM che. vilaMba karavo eTale ApaNe je biskula nathI icchatA e ja karavA jevuM che. parama pAvana zrI upadezamAlA kahe che -
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________________ 28 dehaMtarasaMkamaNaM karei jIvo muhutteNa // ekAeka pittaprakopa...acAnaka vAtika zULa... saDana oNpha kapha-eTeka...hRdaya zULa... dhAtukSobha...zastraprahAra...akasmAt... AvA to keTakeTalA kAraNo che, jenAthI jIva mAtra e ghaDInI aMdara mRtyu pAmI jAya che. be ghaDI pahelA to kazuM ja hatuM nahIM ne be ghaDI pachI kazuM ja bacyuM nahIM. Really, Delay is dangerous. parama pAvana zrI uttarAdhyayanasUtramAM eka ghaTanA che - be dIkarAo pitA pAse saMyamajIvananA svIkAranI anumati mAMge che. pitA emane rokavA mATe bhogo bhogavavA mATe samajAve che. parivAranuM nirmANa karavA mATe lalacAve che. vedonuM adhyayana karavAnI preraNA Ape che. paNa dIkarAMo jhaLahaLatA vairAgya sAthe emanI eka eka vAtano javAba Ape che. pitAne badhAM ja saMtoSakAraka javAbo maLe che. have bIjuM koI bahAnuM to ApI zakAya tema nathI. paNa hajI pitA sammati ApatA nathI. tyAre e bhAIo kahe che - Dile isa Denjarasa
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa abbhAhayammi loyammi, savvao parivArie / amohAhiM paDatIhiM, gihaMsi Na raI labhe // pitAjI ! duniyA AkhI kacaDAI rahI che - chUMdAI rahI che. cAre bAjuthI gherAI gaI che ane eka amogha tattva satata jaI rahyuM che. A sthitimAM ame gharamAM rahI zakIe e zakya ja nathI. amane ahIM bilkula game ema nathI. pitA kahe che - "jarA kholIne vAta karo to khabara paDe." putroe kahyuM - maccUNA'bbhAhao loo, jarAe parivArio amoddA vaLI vuttA, vaM tAya ! viyAAda // pitAjI ! duniyA AkhIne kacaDI ne chUMdI nAkhanAra che mRtyu, duniyAne gherIne duHkhI duHkhI karI denAra che ghaDapaNa ane amogha tattva che rAta. Apa Ane samajavAno prayAsa karo. jA jA vaccai rayaNI, Na sA paDiniyattai / ahammaM kuNamANassa, ahalA jaMti rAIo // eka eka divasa ne eka eka rAta je jatAM rahyA 29
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________________ 30 Dile isa Denjarasa te pharI kadI paNa pAchA AvavAnA nathI. bhale bIjA karoDo - abajo varSo jatA rahe, bhale bIjo asaMkhya ke anaMtakALa jato rahe je divasa-rAta gayA te gayA. have ApaNA hAthamAM pharI kadI te samaya nahIM Ave. pitAjI ! je divasa-rAta dharmasAdhanA vinA jAya che, te niSphaLa jAya che. sonA jevA e samayane ApaNe loDhA jevo banAvI daIe chIe. mAtra loDhA jevo ja nahIM, paNa pApo dvArA loDhAnA charA jevo banAvI daIe chIe. je charo pachI ApaNI ja chAtImAM bhoMkAvAno hoya che. jA jA vaccai rayaNI, Na sA paDiNiyattai / dhammaM ca kuNamANassa, sahalA jaMti rAIo // pitAjI ! je je divasa-rAta jAya che, te kadI paNa pAchA AvatA nathI. je dharmasAdhanA kare che, teno e samaya saphaLa thaI jAya che. pitAjI ! Apa amArA para kRpA karo,
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa 31 zuM Apa amArA samayane niSphaLa banAvIne amane kaMgALa karavA mAMgo cho ? ke pachI ene saphaLa banAvIne amane nyAla karavA mAMgo cho. Apa jevA putravatsala pitA mATe bIjuM zuM kartavya hoI zake ? Apa maherabAnI karIne amane saMyama svIkAravAnI anumati Apo. pitA gaMbhIra ciMtanamAM garakAva thaI jAya che. thoDI kSaNo ema ja vItI jAya che ne pachI pitA potAnA taraphathI chellI vAta kare che - egao saMvasittANaM, duhao sammattasaMjuA / pacchA jAyA bhavissAmo, bhikkhamANA kale kule // beTA ! tamArI badhI vAta sAcI. saMyama ja A jIvanano sAra che, e vAta huM paNa svIkAruM chuM. paNa tame atyAre ne atyAre saMyama levAnI vAta na karo. ApaNe samyaktano aMgIkAra karIne hamaNA zrAvakarUpe saMsAramAM ja rahIe. pachI tame jarUra dIkSA lejo.
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________________ 32 Dile isa Denjarasa mAtra tame ja nahIM, ame paNa tamArI sAthe dIkSA laIzuM." pitAnI vAta AzvAsanajanaka che. vizvAsa besI jAya ne mAnI levAnuM mana thAya evI che. paNa putronI samajaNa bahu ja spaSTa che. teo pitAne javAba Ape che - jassa'tthi maccuNA sakkhaM, jassa va'tthi palAyaNaM / jo jANe Na marissAmi, so u kaMkhe sue siyA // "pitAjI, 'ApaNe kAle dharma karazuM," AvuM koNa kahI zake ? khabara che ? yA to jenI mota sAthe mitratA hoya, yA to je motathI bhAgI chUTavA mATe saMpUrNa rIte samartha hoya, ne yA to jene evuM jJAna thaI gayuM hoya ke huM maravAno nathI. AvatIkAlanI dIkSAnI vAta enA moDhe zobhI zake, enI ja A vAta yogya TharI zake. kAle.' A zabdano uccAra eka jAtanuM sAhasa che.
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa 33 kAle'no artha e che ke ApaNe evI jagyAe kUdavA jaI rahyA chIe jenA nIcANano ApaNane khyAla ja nathI. e be phUTa paNa hoI zake, daza phUTa paNa hoI zake, so phUTa paNa hoI zake, ane hajAra phUTa paNa hoI zake. be phUTano artha che kUdako, daza phUTano artha che durghaTanA, so phUTano artha che ApaghAta, ane hajAra phUTano artha che bhayaMkara ApaghAta. bhale ApaNo bhAva to kUdakAno ja hato, paNa vAstavikatA ApaNA bhAvane baMdhAyelI nathI. e je che te che. pachI ApaNe raDIe, kaNasIe ke marI jaIe, ApaNo bhAva mAtra eka bhAva banIne rahI jAya che. eno koI ja bacAva ApaNane maLI zakato nathI. This is kAle." pitAjI, kAle'mAM bilkala paDavA jevuM nathI.
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________________ 34 ajjeva dhammaM paDivajjayAmo, jahiM pavannA na puNabbhavAmo / aNAgayaM Neva ya atthi kAI, saddhAkhamaM Ne viNaittu rAgaM // pitAjI, amAre to Aje ja saMyamano svIkAra karavo che. saMyamano svIkAra e ja mokSano svIkAra che. kAle...bhaviSyamAM...pachI... AnA upara amane jarA paNa vizvAsa nathI. e badhuM khUba ja chetarAmaNuM che... bihAmaNuM che...khUba ja jokhama bhareluM che." pitA putrone anumati Ape che eTaluM ja nahIM, paNa svayaM temanI sAthe dIkSA le che, e paNa sajoDe. emano Adarza laIne e nagaranA rAjA-rANI paNa dIkSA le che. cha ye jaNa suMdara sAdhanA kare che ane e ja bhavamAM muktipadane prApta kare che... savve te pariNivvuDe / 'Aja'nI majA ja kaMIka ora che. Dile isa Denjarasa
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa putro jo 'kAle' para rahyA hota to emanI ya 'kAla'no bharoso na hato to mAtA-pitAnI 'kAla to kyAMthI Avata ?' ne rAjA-rANI bicArA rAjA-rANI ja rahI jAta. 'Aja'mAM majA che. 'kAla'mAM sajA che. ApaNe tyAM be junI kahevata che "thayuM e kAma." "karyuM e kAma." je samajadAra che ene mana 'karazuM' A zabdano koI ja artha hoto nathI. nItizAstro kahe che kariSyanna prabhASeta, kRtAnyeva tu darzayet // tame zuM karavAnA cho, e na bolo. tame je karyuM che, te ja bolo. kAraNa ke je karavAnuM bAkI che, te kAyama mATe bAkI ja rahI jAya = evI pUrI saMbhAvanA che. sAra A che - samaya para kAma thaI gayuM e thaI gayuM. samaya vItato jAya, eTale kAma vadhu ne vadhu agharuM thaI zake che. 35
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________________ 36 Dile isa Denjarasa nItivAkyAmRta graMtha kahe che - kAlahApanAt nakhacchedyamapi syAd vajrachedyamachedyaM vA / samaya gayo eTale tame gayA. je vastu pahelA nakhathI chedAI jAya evI hatI, te vastu have vajachedya thaI jAya che athavA to achedya thaI jAya che. jene chedavI e zakya ja nathI. vilaMbano artha che ApaNI jAte ja ApaNuM kAma bagADavuM. bIjA zabdomAM amuka kAma karavAmAM huM vilaMba karuM chuM eno artha e che ke e kAma mAre nathI karavuM. Trena pleTaphorma parathI prasthAna karI rahI che, mANasa bAMkaDA para beTho che, koI ene pUche che ke "tAre AmAM nathI javuM ?" e mANasa zAMtithI javAba Ape che - "javuM to che." "to pachI ahIM kema beTho rahyo che ? jA jaldI, caDI jA emAM."
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa "hA, mAre caDavuM to che." "to pachI jaldI kara, Trena jaI rahI che." "hA, paNa huM jouM chuM." "are, jovAno samaya gayo. have biskula TAIma nathI, javuM hoya to doDa jaldI." "javuM to che." "jo bhAI, yA doDa ne yA kahI de ke tAre nathI javuM. javuM che kahevuM ne beThAM rahevuM e be vAta vacce to koI meLa ja nathI." samayasara e mANasa besI jAya to Trena pakaDavI khUba ja saraLa che. horna vAgI jAya ne dhakkAmukkI thatI hoya tyAre e vAta thoDI agharI bane che. Trena cAlavA lAge tyAre e vAta vadhu agharI bane che Trena vadhu gati pakaDe tyAre e vAta khUba agharI bane che ne Trena doDavA lAge
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________________ 38 tyAre e vAta azakya banI jAya che. to vilaMbano artha A che - ApaNA sAva saraLa kAmane agharuM ke azakya banAvI devuM. sAdhanAnI jene icchA jAge eNe haMmezA ema samajavuM joIe ke mArI AvanArI AkhI ya jiMdagInI tulanAmAM sAdhanA mATenI sarvotkRSTa anukULatA Aje che. AjanuM zarIra, AjanI samaja, AjanA saMyogo... A badhuM evuM che ke emAM sAdhanA thavI khUba saraLa che. AnA karatA vadhu anukULatAnI AzAe sAdhanAnI vAta kAla upara nAMkhavI e eka moTuM jokhama levA jevuM che. bhaviSyamAM AnAthI vadhu anukULatA thaze ke pachI AnAthI vadhu pratikULatA thaze te koNa jANe che ? parama pAvana zrI AcArAMga sUtra kahe che khaNaM jANAi paMDie kharo samajadAra e che je avasarane oLakhe che, Dile isa Denjarasa
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa 39 ne avasarane jhaDapI le che. samaya e zuM hoya che ? jyAre mANasa bole che ke samaya kharAba che eno artha zuM hoya che ? parama pAvana zrI bhagavatIsUtranI eka ghaTanA che - gautamasvAmI prabhune prazna kare che - "he prabhu! A je 'samaya' kahevAya che, te zuM hoya che?" prabhu javAba Ape che - "nIvA veva navA ceva - jIva ane ajIva e ja samaya che." samaya kharAba che - Ano artha e nathI ke ghaDiyALa kharAba thaI gaI che. maMdI, moMghavArI, corI, asalAmatI, dagA-phaTako AvI badhI paristhitimAM ema kahevAya che ke samaya kharAba che. mANasa mAMdo paDyo hoya, to ema kahe che, ke 'samaya kharAba che." prabhunuM vacana keTaluM sacoTa che ! jIva ne ajIva - te ja samaya.
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________________ 40 Dile isa Denjarasa jyAre ApaNe samaya bagADIe chIe, tyAre hakIkatamAM ApaNI jAta bagADIe chIe. ApaNe ApaNane potAne bagADIe chIe. samaya phogaTa thayo eTale ApaNe phogaTa thayA. samaya vyartha gayo eTale ApaNe vyartha gayA. avAra navAra mane evo anubhava thAya che - koI jijJAsu kahe che - "mAre Apano thoDo samaya joIe che." manomana huM thoDo hasI paDuM chuM. e vyaktine lAge che ke e mArI pAse bahu ja nAnI mAMgaNI karI rahI che. paNa hakIkata to e che ke e mArI pAse mArI jAtane ja mAMgI rahI che. je mAruM badhuM ja che, je huM pote chuM. parArtha karavAmAM koI ja problema nathI. e to mokSArthInuM kartavya che. ahIM to vAta e che, ke 'phakta 15 miniTano artha keTalo gaMbhIra hoya che ! ne ApaNe keTalI chIcharI dRSTithI ene mUlavatA hoIe chIe. e veDaphAI zake evI zakyatA tyAre ja UbhI thAya
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa jyAre enuM mUlyAMkana karavAmAM ApaNe thApa khAI gayA hoIe. bahu moTI thApa. vilaMbano artha e che ke ApaNA lakSyanI yAtrAne choDIne ApaNe enAthI UMdhI dizAnI yAtrA karI rahyA chIe. In other words lakSya ja badalAI jAya enuM nAma vilaMba. jIvasvabhAvamAM zUnyatA zakya nathI. koI ne koI yAtrA to avazya cAlu raheze. jo lakSyanI yAtrA nahIM thAya to a-lakSyanI yAtrA thavA lAgaze. a-lakSya ja lakSya banI jaze. keTalo chetarAmaNo che A zabda - vilaMba. ApaNe samajIe chIe, ke eno artha che - amuka samaya bAda karavuM. ne e to keTakeTalA bihAmaNA artho enI bhItaramAM laIne beTho che ! enA karatA to eka apekSAe radabAtala zabda ocho kharAba che.
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________________ 42 kAraNa ke emAM paristhitinI spaSTatA che. vilaMbamAM ApaNe addhara hoIe chIe. ApaNe nirAdhArapaNe jhaMpalAvyuM hoya che. Pospond is worse than cancel. jJAnIo ApaNane nItaratA vAtsalya sAthe kahe che - nanu punaridamatidurlabha-magAdhasaMsArajaladhibhraSTam / mAnuSyakaM khadyota - taDillatAvilasitapratimam // vatsa ! UMDANanI badhI ja abhivyaktio chIcharI paDI jAya, eTalo UMDo che A saMsAra. manuSyatva vagere tane je sAmagrI maLI che, te eka aNamola ratna jevI che. jo te ene gumAvI dIdhuM ne eka vAra agAdha saMsAramAM A ratna paDI gayuM, to pachI pharI anaMtakALe paNa A badhuM pharI tAre hAtha lAgaze ke nahIM, e bahu moTo savAla che. vatsa ! AtmakalyANanI sAdhanA karavAmAM tuM zA mATe vilaMba kare che ? tane khabara che ? ke anaMtAnaMta kALa sudhI Dile isa Denjarasa
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa 43 tuM sAva ja aMdhArAmAM rahyo che, ne Aje je ajavALuM maLyuM che eno samaya eTalo nAno che ke e khajuA ke vIjaLInA camakArA jevuM ja che. emAM tuM pramAda karIza ne vilaMbamAM rahIza to pachI gADha aMdhArA sivAya bIjuM kAMI ja nahIM hoya. vIjaLInA camakArAnA prakAzamAM soyanA kANAmAM doro nAMkhI devAno hoya to jeTalo apramAdabhAva joIe, jeTalI utAvaLa joIe, jeTalI samaya-sUcakatA joIe, eTalI ja samayasUcakatAthI tAre kAma karavAnuM che. jo tuM e karI zake to tAruM kAma thaI gayuM. jo tuM e na karI zake to tAruM kAma rahI gayuM. Delay is dangerous. vilaMba e eka prakAranI bebhAnI che. bedarakArI che. roganI sabhAnatAmAM mANasanI sthiti kevI hoya che ? keTalo ucATa...keTalI utAvaLa. keTalo raghavATa...
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________________ 44 DaoNkTaranuM ya mAthuM khAI jAya ne je enI pAse Ave tenuM ya mAthuM khAI jAya. roganI sabhAnatAmAM vilaMba azakya hoya che. je vilaMba kare enA mATe ema kahevAya ke ene enA roganI kAMI paDI ja nathI. pa.pU. haribhadrasUri mahArAjA yogadRSTisamuccaya graMthamAM kahe che bhava eva mahAvyAdhi-rjanmamRtyuvikAravAn / vicitramohajanana - stIvrarAgAdivedanaH // kensara vagere rogone kyAMya pAchaLa pADI de, evo eka mahAroga che. jenuM nAma che saMsAra. kensaramAM ziradarda vagere vikAro hoya che, saMsAramAM janma ane maraNa-vikAro hoya che. kensaramAM mANasa sUjha-bUjha gumAvI de che, saMsAramAM jIva jAta jAtanA moha-unmAdano bhoga bane che. kensaramAM tApa vagerenI vedanA hoya che saMsAramAM tIvra rAga-dveSanI vedanA hoya che. Dile isa Denjarasa
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________________ Dile isaDenjarasa 45 kensara e zarIrano roga che, saMsAra e AtmAno roga che. kensara e paDozIno roga che saMsAra e ApaNo potAno roga che. kensaranI gAMThanuM oparezana karAvavA mATe mANasane jeTalI utAvaLa hoya, enA karatA lAkhagaNI utAvaLa ApaNane saMsAra-roganI cikitsA mATe hovI joIe. jo ApaNane evI utAvaLa nathI to ApaNe bahu moTI bhUla karI rahyA chIe. bahu moTuM jokhama vahorI rahyA chIe. ratnatrayI e saMsAra-roganI cikitsA che. enA mATe ApaNe talasIe, enI ApaNane talapa jAge enA vinA taraphaDATa jevI vedanA thAya, eno vilaMba atyaMta asahya bane ne ene pAmavA mATe ApaNe sarvazaktithI puruSArtha karIe, to samajavuM, ke ApaNe saMsAra-roga pratye sabhAna chIe, ene ApaNe samajyA chIe,
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________________ 46 ne jo evuM kazuM ja ApaNane na hoya to Sorry to say, 'mAMdA sAthe gAMDA' jevI ApaNI sthiti che. to vilaMbano artha che eka prakAranuM gAMDapaNa. jyAM zIghra kartavya evA kAmane choDIne ApaNe nakAmA kAryomAM vyasta thaI jaIe chIe. kensaranI upekSAnuM pariNAma hajI ya sastu che. saMsAranI upekSAnuM pariNAma khUba ja moMghuM che. moTe bhAge vilaMbano artha A upekSA ja hoya che. AtaMkavAdIe ApaNA gharamAM bomba mukI dIdho che, ATalI jANa thayA pachI evA kayAM progrAmsa ke rijhansa hoya, je ApaNane vilaMba karAvI zake ? evI kaI takalIpha hoya, je ApaNane doDatA rokI zake ? hajAra rijhansane haDaselo mArIne paNa ApaNe doDazuM. badhI tAkAta lagAvIne paNa Dile isa Denjarasa
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa ApaNe e bombane DiskanekTa karavA mATe prayAsa karazuM. paristhitinI gaMbhIratA samajAI hoya tyAM eka paLano paNa vilaMba zakya ja nathI. sAdhanAnA kSetramAM ApaNe vilaMba karIe chIe eno e ja artha che ke ApaNI paristhitinI gaMbhIratA ApaNane bilkula samajAI nathI. e gaMbhIratA je hakIkatamAM bomba-blAsTanI zakyatA karatAM ya vadhu gaMbhIra che. to vilaMbano artha che aMdhAruM. jemAM ApaNane khabara ja nathI ke ApaNe kyAM UbhA chIe ? e khabara hota to vilaMba na ja hota. pa.pU.dharmadAsa gaNi mahArAjA upadezamAlA graMthamAM kahe che - bhavasayasahassadulahe, jAijarAmaraNasAgaruttAre / jiNavayaNammi guNAyara !, khaNamavi mA kAhisi mAyaM // he guNanA sAgara ! varSonA vilaMbanI vAta to dUra che, mahinAo ke divasono vilaMba paNa bhayaMkara che ja. 47
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________________ 48 Dile isa Denjarasa paNa huM to ema kahuM chuM ke jinavacananA pAlanamAM tuM eka kSaNano paNa pramAda karIza nahIM. lAkho bhavamAM ya durlabha che A jinavacana, janma-jarA-mRtyunA sAgarathI pAra utAranAra che A jinavacana. ene pAmIne ya pramAda karavo e potAnA ja paga upara kuhADo mAravA jevI ceSTA che. tuM AvI mUrkhatA bhUlecUke ya na karato. anaMta kALanA duHkho dvArA tAre AnI kiMmata cUkavavI paDaze. Delay is dangerous. saMbhavanAtha bhagavAnanuM samavasaraNa che. dezanAno pravAha khaLa khaLa vahI rahyo che. ne eka rAjakumAra emAM bhIMjAI rahyo che. palaLI rahyo che. eno badho ja moha e amRtadhArAmAM dhovAI dhovAIne dUra thaI rahyo che. dezanA pUrI thaI ne e rAjakumAra Ubho thAya che.
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa 49 enA aMge aMgathI vairAgya nIsarI rahyo che. "prabhu! eka paLa mATe paNa mAre saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. Apa mArA upara kRpA karo, mane bhavasAgarathI pAra utAro. huM hamaNA ja mAtA-pitAnI anumati laIne AvuM chuM." rAjakumAranA nizcala vairAgyanI sAme mAtA-pitAe namatuM jhUkavuM paDyuM. jene bAMdhI zakAya che e rAga che. lAkha prayAsa chatAM je jhAlyo na rahe te vairAgya che. mAtA-pitAnI icchA hatI - aSTAlikA mahAmahotsava sAthe dIkSA ApavAnI. paNa rAjakumArane ATha divasano to zuM ATha miniTano vilaMba paNa mAnya na hato. nadInA dhasamasatA pUra jevo hato eno vairAgya. e zI rIte Ubho rahe? badhAM gayA bhagavAna pAse, "prabhu ! samajAvo Ane.. ame kyAM nA pADIe chIe ? phakta ATha divasa." prabhuno dhIra-gaMbhIra svara vAtAvaraNamAM gUMjI uThyo, "enI icchA pUrI thavA do. vilaMbamAM sAra nathI."
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________________ 50 prabhunA hAthe e rAjakumArane rajoharaNa maLyuM. eno manamayUra nAcI uThyo enA rome rome rAsaDAM levAyA. AnaMdanRtya sAthe e prabhune pradakSiNA devA lAgyo. sarvaviratinI prAptino AnaMda AsamAnane AMbyo. AMkhamAMthI AnaMdanA AMsuM vahevA lAgyA. paNa A zuM ? ekAeka e paDI gayo. Dile isa Denjarasa koI kAMI samaje e pahelA to enuM prANa paMkheruM uDI gayuM. parivAra vilApa karavA lAgyo. prabhue kahyuM, "enuM AyuSya hamaNA ja pUruM thavAnuM hatuM, mATe ja meM vilaMba karavAnI nA pADI hatI. A thoDI kSaNomAM eNe Atmahita sAdhI lIdhuM che. enuM mRtyu mahotsava banyuM che. zoka karavAnI koI ja jarUra nathI.'' thoDI ja vAramAM eka mahAtejasvI deva tyAM Ave che ane badhAMne AzvAsana Ape che. e hato e rAjakumArano jIva. Aje asaMkhya varSa pachI paNa A ghaTanA ApaNane saMdeza Ape che - Delay is dangerous. dIkSAnuM muhUrta nIkaLyA pachI eka dIkSArthI TrenamAM kyAMka jaI rahyA hatAM. koI guMDAoe emane lUMTI lIdhA. sTezana para utarI emanI phariyAda na kare
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa e mATe cAlu Trene dhakko mArIne bahAra pheMkI dIdhAM. jIva to bacI gayo, paNa zarIra saMyamajIvana mATe nakAmuM thaI gayuM. AvA to keTakeTalA AtmAo che, jemanA varaghoDAM ya nIkaLelA, kaMkotrIo ya chapAyela paNa Aje teo saMsAramAM ja beThAM che ne AMsu sArI rahyA che. vilaMbanA dIkarAnuM nAma AMsu che. I don't say, kaMkotrI vageremAM na ja paDavuM, vAta to e che, ke jene ApaNe vilaMba paNa na kahIe, enuM phaLa paNa jo AvuM hoI zake, to pramAda ane DhIlAzanuM kevuM phaLa hoI zake ? 99 karoDa sonAmahoro ne 8 apsarA jevI kanyAone choDIne saMyamajIvanane svIkAranArA jaMbUsvAmIe potAnI mAtA pAse jyAre saMyamajIvananI anumati mAMgI hatI tyAre mAtAe aneka prazno uThAvyA hatAM, dareke dareka praznano jaMbUkumAra sacoTa javAba ApatA gayAM. ne chevaTe emaNe be hAtha joDIne kahyuM, "anumita do morI mAvaDI, kSaNa lAkheNI jAya re...'' lAkheNI e vAstavikatA nathI 51
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________________ 52 Dile isa Denjarasa ApaNI kalpanAzaktinI pahoMca che. kSaNanuM mUlyAMkana karavuM zakya ja nathI, 99 karoDa sonaiyAthI paNa nahIM. kSaNano veDaphATa.. kSaNano vilaMba...kSaNano pramAda... e 99 karoDa, nA, balka abajo abajo sonAmahoronA veDaphATa karatAM ya vadhu moTuM nukazAna che. jyAre samajI zakazuM ApaNe A vAstavikatAne? acAnaka deha paDavAno, citAmAM e ja baLavAno, pachI mujane ugaravAno, na rahe koI paNa Aro, adhurAM rahe abharakhAM... adhurAM rahe abharakhAM, evA kadama uThAvuM chuM, A dehanI pUjAmAM dina-rAta vItAvuM chuM... kiMmatI samaya jIvanano, huM rAkhamAM... ApaNAM sapanAne adhurAM rAkhavA mATe eka ja vyakti sakSama che, ane te vyakti ApaNe pote chIe. bALapaNamAM eka gIta mArA hRdayamAM khUba ja sparzatuM hatuM - avatAra mAnavIno, pharIne nahIM maLe.....
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa 53 avasara tarI javAno, pharIne nahIM maLe...ava. suralokamAM ya nA maLe, bhagavAna koIne, ahIMyA maLyA prabhujI, pharIne nahIM maLe...ava. laI jAya premathI tane, kalyANa-mArage, saMgAtha A guruno, pharIne nahIM maLe....ava. je dharma AcarIne, karoDo tarI gayA, Avo dharama amUlo, pharIne nahIM maLe..ava. karazuM dharama nirAMte, kahe tuM gumAnamAM, je jAya che ghaDI te, pharIne nahIM maLe...ava. ekAntamAM zAMta citte A paMktione parAvartita karIe eTale hRdayanA tAro raNajhaNI uThe che ne vilaMbane bhAgI chUTavA mATe e ja raNaziMgA banI jAya che. paramAtmAnI samakSa A ja paMktione evI rIte manamAM lAvIe, ke jANe paramAtmA khuda ApaNane A zabdo kahI rahyA che. anubhava karavAno prayAsa karIe, premathI prabhu ApaNA mAthe hAtha pheravIne ApaNane kahI rahyA che - "je jAya che ghaDI te, pharIne nahIM maLe....
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________________ 54 Dile isa Denjarasa samajI jA ne vatsa ! huM tArA sArA mATe kahuM chuM. tArA hita mATe kahuM chuM. tuM zA mATe tArI gaNatarIomAM rAce che ? zA mATe tArA ekAMta hitanI vAtanI avagaNanA kare che ? mAnI le ne mArI vAta. tArI gaNatarIothI ja to tuM Dubyo che. anAdi kALathI tuM je bhUla karato Avyo che, e ja bhUla karIne tAre tAro AvanAro anaMtakALa paNa bagADI devo che? zA mATe hajI ya tane bIjuM-trIjuM sUjhe che. jene pahelo naMbara ApavA jevo che ene tuM chelle kema haDasele che? je-te baMdhanathI baMdhAIne je-te ciMtAthI bharamAIne A mahAmUlA jIvananI eka eka amUlya paLane tuM zA mATe veDaphI rahyo che ? vatsa, eka vAra phakta eka vAra tuM mArA upara vizvAsa mukI de,
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________________ Dile isa Denjarasa pUrNa vizvAsa. pachI tArI badhI ja javAbadArI mArI che. pachI huM mokSa sudhI tArI sAthe chuM. A mAruM vacana che vatsa ! phagAvI de badhAM ja vilaMbane, AvI jA mArI sAthe, tAruM hArdika svAgata che.'' Please try to listen, he is just telling us. Please try to follow him, wish you all the best. 55 parama tAraka parama Adeya zrI jinAjJA viruddha lakhAyuM hoya, to micchAmi dukkaDam. (syAdvAdamaya zrI jinazAsanamAM koI paristhitimAM vilaMba yogya hoya, evuM paNa banI zake. paNa e saMvijJa gItArtha guru bhagavaMtanA mArgadarzana anusAra hoya, to yogya TharI zake. sarva ArAdhanAno pAyo samarpaNa che. sadgurune haMmezA mAthe rAkhavA e ja mokSArthInuM ananya kartavya che.)
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