Aai Vadil Aani Mulancha Vyavhar

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Aradhana Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/030001/1

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Yuan dAdA bhagavAna kathita AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra (saMkSipta)

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dAdA bhagavAna kathita AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra (saMkSipta) mULa gujarAtI saMkalana : DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa

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prakAzaka : ajita sI. paTela dAdA bhagavAna ArAdhanA TrasTa, dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kaoNlejacyA mAge, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda - 380 014, gujarAta. phona - (079) 39830100 All Rights reserved - Deepakbhai Desai Trimandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Adalaj, Dist.-Gandhinagar-382421, Gujarat, India. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission from the holder of the copyright prathama AvRtti : 3,000 oNgaSTa, 2014 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' ANi ____ 'mI kAhIca jANata nAhI', hA bhAva ! dravya mUlya : 25 rupaye mudraka : aMbA ophaseTa pArzvanAtha caimbarsa, navyA riz2arva ba~ke javaLa, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda-380 014. phona : (079) 27542964

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trimaMtra vartamAnatIrthaMkara che. zrIsImaMdharasvAmI namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM namo uvajjhAyANaM namo loe savvasAhUNaM eso paMca namukkAro, savva pAvappaNAsaNo maMgalANaM ca savvesiM, paDhamaM havai maMgalam // 1 // OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya // 2 // OM namaH zivAya // 3 // jaya saccidAnaMda

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mr dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezanacI prakAzita pustake marAThI 1. bhogato tyAcI cUka 7. ciMtA 2. eDajesTa evharIvheara 8. pratikramaNa 3. je ghaDale toca nyAya 9. bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma 4. saMgharSa TALA 10. AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 5. mI koNa Ahe ? 11. pati-patnIcA divya vyavahAra 6. krodha hindI 1. jJAnI purUSa kI pahacAna 24. mAnava dharma 2. sarva duHkhoM se mukti 25. sevA-paropakAra 3. karma kA siddhAMta 26. mRtyu samaya, pahale aura pazcAta 4. Atmabodha 27. nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa 5. maiM kauna hU~? 28. guru-ziSya 6. vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 29. pati-patnI kA divya vyavahAra 7. bhUgate usI kI bhUla 30. kleza rahita jIvana 8. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 31. ahiMsA 9. TakarAva TAlie 32. satya-asatya ke rahasya 10. huA so nyAya 33. camatkAra 11. ciMtA 34. pApa-puNya 12. krodha 35. vANI, vyavahAra meM... 13. pratikramaNa 36. karma kA vijJAna 14. dAdA bhagavAna kauna ? 37. AptavANI - 1 15. paisoM kA vyavahAra 38. AptavANI - 2 16. aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 39. AptavANI - 3 17. jagata kartA kauna ? 40. AptavANI - 4 18. trimaMtra 41. AptavANI - 5 19. bhAvanA se sudhare janmojanma 42. AptavANI -6 20. prema 43. AptavANI - 7 21. samajha se prApta brahmacarya 44. AptavANI - 8 22. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA vyavahAra 45. samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) 23. dAna * dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana dvAre gujarAtI, hindI ANi aMgrejI bhASeta suddhA barIca pustake prakAzita jhAlI Ahe. vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org vara suddhA ApaNahI sagaLI pustake prApta karU zakatA. * pratyeka mahinyAta hindI, gujarAtI ANi aMgrejI bhASeta dAdAvANI megejhIna prakAzita hota Ahe. Mr

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dAdA bhagavAna koNa? jUna 1958 saMdhyAkALacI aMdAje sahAcI veLa, surata sTezanavara aloTa gardI hotI. pleTaphArma naMbara tInacyA relvecyA bAkAvara basalele zrI. aMbAlAla muLajIbhAI paTela rupI dehamaMdirAta naisargika svarUpAta kityeka janmAMpAsUna vyakta hoNyAsAThI AtUra asalele 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa jhAle ANi nisargAne sarjana kele adhyAtmAce adbhUta Azcarya! ekA tAsAta vizvadarzana lAbhale! ApaNa koNa? bhagavaMta koNa? jaga koNa cAlavata Ahe ? karma mhaNaje kAya? muktI kazAlA mhaNatAta? ityAdI jagAtIla sarva AdhyAtmika praznAMce saMpUrNa nirAkaraNa kele! ANi jagAtIla sarva AdhyAtmika praznAMcA saMpUrNa ulagaDA jhAlA. azA prakAre nisargAne vizvAlA pradAna kele eka advitIya, saMpUrNa darzana ANi hyAce mAdhyama banale aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, je hote gujarAtace carotara jilhyAtIla bhAdaraNa gAvace pATIla, kaMTrAkTacA vyavasAya karaNAre ANi tarIhI pUrNa vItarAga puruSa. tyAMnA jJAna prApti jhAlI tyAca pramANe te phakta dona tAsAta itara mumukSunAM suddhA AtmajJAna prApti karUna deta hote, tyAMcyA siddha jhAlelyA adbhUta jJAna prayogAdvAre. tyAlA akrama (kramavirahIta) mArga mhaNatAta. akrama mhaNaje kramAzivAyacA ANi krama mhaNaje pAyarI pAyarIne, kramAkramAne vara caDhAyace! akrama mhaNaje liphTa mArga! zaoNrTa kaTa!! te svataH pratyekAlA 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa?' hyAbaddalacI phoDa karUna detAnA mhaNAyace kI, "he disatAta te dAdA bhagavAna' nAhIta. he tara e.ema. paTela Aheta. AmhI jJAnIpuruSa Ahota ANi Ata pragaTa jhAle Aheta te dAdA bhagavAna Aheta. te caudalokace nAtha Aheta, te tumacyAta paNa Aheta, sarvAMmadhye Aheta! tumacyAta avyakta rupAta basalele Aheta ANi 'ithe' saMpUrNapaNe vyakta jhAlele Aheta! mI svataH paramezvara nAhI. mAjhyA Ata pragaTa jhAlele 'dAdA bhagavAna' tyAMnA mI paNa namaskAra karato." vyApArAta dharma asAvA paraMtu dharmAta vyApAra nasAvA. hyA siddhAMtAne te saMpUrNa jIvana jagale. tyAMnI jIvanAta kadhIhI koNAkaDUnahI paise ghetale nAhIta, ulaTa svata:cyA vyavasAyAtUna jhAlelyA phAyadyAtUna bhaktAMnA yAtrA karavIta asata.

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AtmajJAna prApticI pratyakSa lIMka mI tara, kAhI lokAMnA mAjhyA hAtUna siddhi prApta karUna deNAra Ahe. mAjhyA naMtara koNI tarI pAhije kI nAhI! naMtara lokAMnA mArga (dAkhaviNArA) havA kI nAhI? - dAdAzrI parama pUjya dAdAzrIMnA je jJAna prApta jhAle, te adbhuta AtmajJAna, tyAMnI deza-videza paribhramaNa karUna, dusar2yA lokAMnA suddhA dona tAsAta prApta karUna dile hote, tyAlA jJAnavidhi mhaNatAta. dAdAzrIMnI ApalyA jIvanakALAtaca pUjya DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna (nIrUmA)yAnAM AtmajJAna deNyAcI jJAnasiddhi pradAna kelI hotI. dAdAzrIMcyA dehavilaya pazcAt nIrUmA AtAparyaMta mumukSujanAMnA satsaMga ANi AtmajJAnAcI prApti, nimittabhAvAne karata hotyA. tyAcabarobara pUjya dIpakabhAInAMhI dAdAzrIMnI satsaMga karaNyAcI siddhi pradAna kelI hotI. pUjya nIrUmAMcyA upasthitItaca tyAMcyA AzIrvAdAne pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzAta kitItarI ThikANI jAUna mumukSUnA AtmajJAna prApti karUna deta hote, je pUjya nIrUmAMcyA dehavilaya pazcAt Aja paNa cAlU Ahe. hyA AtmajJAna prApti naMtara hajAro mumukSu saMsArAta rAhUna, sarva jabAbadAr2yA sAMbhALUna suddhA mukta rAhUna AtmaramaNatecA anubhava karata Aheta. pustakAta lihilelI vANI mokSArthIlA mArga dAkhaviNyAcyA hetUne atyaMta upayogI siddha jhAlI Ahe. paraMtu mokSa prAptisAThI AtmajJAna prApta karaNe jarurI Ahe. akrama mArga dvArA AtmajJAnAcI prApti Aja paNa cAlU Ahe. tyAsAThI pratyakSa AtmajJAnIlA bheTUna AtmajJAnAcI prApti karela tevhAca he zakya Ahe. prajvalita divAca dusarA divA prajvalita karU zakato.

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nivedana AtmajJAnI zrI aMbAlAla muLajIbhAI paTela, jyAMnA sarvajaNa 'dAdA bhagavAna'hyA nAvAMne oLakhatAta. tyAMcyA zrImukhAtUna AtmatattvAsAThI jI vANI nighAlI, tI rekaoNrDa karUna saMkalana va saMpAdana karUna graMtharUpAne prakAzita karaNyAta AlI Ahe. hyA pustakAta parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAnAMcyA zrImukhAtUna nighAlelyA sarasvatIcA marAThI anuvAda kelA Ahe. hyAta tyAMce uttama vyavahArajJAna ANi AtmavijJAna samAviSTa Ahe. sujJa vAcakAne adhyayana kelyAvara tyAlA AtmasAkSAtkArAcI bhUmikA nizcita hote, ase kityekAMce anubhava Aheta. te 'dAdA bhagavAna' tara tyAMcyA dehAta asalelyA paramAtmAlA mhaNata hote. zarIra he paramAtmA hovU zakata nAhI. kAraNa zarIra vinAzI Ahe. paramAtmA tara avinAzI Ahe ANi je pratyeka jIvamAtracyA Ata Ahe. prastuta anuvAdAmadhye vizeSa lakSa Thevalele Ahe kI pratyeka vAcakAlA pratyakSa dAdAMcI vANIca, aikata Ahota asA anubhava vhAvA. jJAnIMcyA vANIlA marAThI bhASeta yathArthapaNe anuvAdita karaNyAcA prayatna kelA Ahe. paraMtu dAdAzrIMcyA AtmajJAnAcA kharA uddeza 'jasA Ahe tasA ' ApalyAlA gujarAthI bhASeta avagata hoIla. jyAMnA jJAnAcA gahana artha samajUna ghyAyacA asela, jJAnAcA kharA marma jANAyacA asela, tyAMnI hyA hetUne gujarAtI bhASA zikAvI, asA AmacA anurodha Ahe. anuvAdAsaMbaMdhI uNIvAMsAThI Apale kSamAprArthI Ahota. 7

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samarpaNa anAdi kALApAsUna, AI-vaDIlAMcA vyavahAra; rAga-dveSAce baMdhana ANi mamatecA mAra ! na sAMgU zake, na sahana karu zake, karAve tarI kAya? koNAsa vicAru, koNa dAkhavela tyAce khare upAya? goMdhaLalele rAma, dazaratha ANi zreNikarasAkhe rAjAhI; zravaNAcyA mRtyuveLI kiMkALI nighAlI AI-vaDIlAMcI! lagnAnaMtara vicArato 'guru' patnIlA padopadI; hayA trikoNAta suce nAhI kAya karAve kharokharI ! AjacI mule goMdhaLAta AI-vaDIlAMmuLe ; aMtara jhAle moThe, janarezana gaeNpa muLe ! mokSAce dhyeya, tyAne pAra karAvA saMsAra ; koNa banaNAra sukANI, nAva Ahe majhadhAra ! AtAparyaMtacyA jJAnInI darzavile vairAga; mula-bALa asalele aDakale, kase vhAyace vItarAga? dAkhavile nAhI koNI saMsArAsaha mokSamArga; kaliyugAce Azcarya dAdAMnI dile akramamArga! saMsArAta rAhU na suddhA hotA yete vItarAga; svata:hUna dAdAMnI prajvalita kele cirAga! tyA cirAgAcyA rozanIne mokSa pAvatAta mumukSu; khare jijJAsu prApta karatAta nakkI yethe divyacakSu ! tyA rozanIce kiraNa prakAzita jhAle hyA graMthAta; AI-vaDIla mulAMcA vyavahAra saraLa hoto mArgAta! divyAne divA prajvalita hoto pratyekAcyA Ata; jagAsa sarmapita hA graMtha, prApti karA jhapATyAta !

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saMpAdakIya koNatyA janmAta apatye jhAlI nAhIta? AI-vaDIlAMzivAya koNAce astitva saMbhava Ahe kA? sarva bhagavaMtAne suddhA AIcyA poTIca janma ghetale hote.azA prakAre AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra anAdi anaMta Ahe. hA vyavahAra kazA prakAre Adarza vhAvA, tyAsAThI sarvaca rAtraMdivasa prayatna karatAnA disatAta. tyAtahI hyA kaliyugAta tara pratyeka bAbatIta AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcyAmadhye je matabheda disUna yetAta, te pAhUna lokAMcA tharakApa uDato. satyugAmadhye suddhA bhagavAna rAma ANi lava-kuza yAMcyAtIla vyavahAra kasA hotA? RSabhadeva bhagavAnanAMpAsUna vegaLA saMpradAya cAlavaNAre marIcI suddhA hote ca nA? dhRtarASTracI mamatA ANi duryodhanacI svacchaMdatA anoLakhI Ahe kA? bhagavAna mahAvIracyA kALAmadhye zreNika rAjA ANi putra koNIka mughalAMcI AThavaNa karuna detAta kI nAhI? moghala bAdazAha jagaprasiddha jhAle, tyAveLI ekIkaDe bAbara hote kI jyAMnI humAyuce jIvana vAcaviNyAsAThI Apale jIvana samarpita karaNyAcI allAjavaLa prArthanA kelI hotI, tara dusarIkaDe zahAjahAMlA turuMgAta TAkUna auraMgajeba svata: rAjagAdIvara basalA hotA. tara bhagavAna rAma vaDIlAMsAThIca vanavAsAta gele hote. zravaNAne AIvaDIlAMnA kAvaDImadhye basavUna tyAMnA tirthayAtrA ghaDavalI (mukhapRSTha) ase rAga-dveSAcyA jhokyAvara helakAve gheta AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra pratyeka kALAta hotA. vartamAnAta dveSAcA vyavahAra vizeSa karuna pAhaNyAta yeta Ahe. azA veLI samatApUrvaka Ardaza vyavahAra karuna nighUna jANyAce mArga akrama vijJAnI parama pUjya dAdAbhagavAnAM(dAdAzrIM)cyA vANI dvAre yethe prarupita jhAle Ahe. AjacyA yuvAvargAcI mAnasikatA pUrNapaNe jANUna, tyAMnA jiMkaNyAcA mArga dAkhavalA Ahe. paradezasta bhAratIya AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcI, dona dezAmadhIla bhinna bhinna saMskRtImadhye, jIvana jagaNyAcyA kaThINa samasyAMce suMdara nirAkaraNa prasaMgAnurupa bAtacIta karuna sAMgitale Ahe. eka Adarza jIvana jagaNyAsAThI he mArgadarzana variSTha vAcakAMnA ANi yuvakavarga yAMnA khUpa-khUpa upayogI siddha hoNAra.

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prastuta pustaka dona vibhAgAta prakAzita hota Ahe. pUrvArdha : AI - vaDIlAMcA mulAMprati vyavahAra. uttarArdha : mulAMcA AI - vaDIlAMprati vyavahAra. pUrvAdhAta parama pUjya dAdAjIMce aneka AI-vaDIlAMsobata jhAlelyA satsaMgAMce saMkalana Ahe. AI-vaDIlAMcyA aneka mAnasika vyathA dAdAzrIMsamora vaLoveLI vyakta jhAlyA hotyA ANi tyAvara dAdAzrIMne acUka upAya sAMgitale Ahe jyAmuLe AI-vaDIlAMnA svataHcyA vyavahArika samasyAMsAThI samAdhAna miLatAta. taseca tyAMnA Apale vyavahArika jIvana sudhAraNyAsAThI killyAhI miLatAta. tyA vyatirikta dainaMdina jIvanAta mulAMsobata vyavahAra karatAnA yeNAr2yA aDacaNIMcehI aneka samAdhAna prApta hotAta. jeNe karuna saMsAra vyavahAra sukhamaya paripUrNa hovo. AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMmadhye je rIleTIva saMbadha Aheta, tAtvika dRSTine jyA jyA vAstavikatA Aheta tyA suddhA jJAnI puruSa samajAvatAta, jeNe karuna mokSamArgAvara puDhe jANyAsAThI AI-vaDIlAMcI mUrchita avasthA dUra hote va tyAMcI jAgRti umalata jAte. he sarva kAhI pustakAcyA pUrvAdhAta saMkalita karaNyAta Ale Ahe. ANi uttarArdhamadhye parama pUjya dAdAzrIMce lahAna mulaM ANi taruNa mulA-mulIMsobata jhAlelyA satsaMgAMce saMkalana Ahe. jyAta mulAMnI ApalyA jIvanAtIla vyaktigata samasyAMvara samAdhAna prApta kele Aheta. AIvaDIlAMsobata kazAprakAre vyavahAra karAvA hyAcIhI uttama samaja prApta hota Ahe. vivAha karaNyA saMbaMdhIhI azI uttama samaja prApta hota Ahe kI jyA muLe taruNapiDhI ApalyA jIvanAta satya samajUna vyavahArAce pUrNapaNe nirAkaraNa karu zakela. mulAMnA ApalyA AI-vaDIlAMcyA sevece mahAtmya ANi sevA karaNyAcA pariNAma samajAve hyA sAThI dilele mArgadarzana uttarArdhAta samAviSTa jhAle Ahe. DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna hyAMce jaya saccidAnaMda 10

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prastAvanA AI-vaDIla mulAMcA Ahe vyavahAra; anaMtakALApAsUna, tarIhI Ale nAhI pAra! mI vADhavale, mI zikavale sAMgU zakata nAhI tumhAsa koNI zikavale? tevhA kAya mhaNAla? anivArya Aheta kartavya sarva mulAMprati; tujhe hI karaNAre hoteca nA tujhe vaDIla! ugIca daTAvUna deU nako saMtApa; moThI hoUna mule detIla tulA manastApa! azI mulaM havIta hI icchA tumhI karata; svataH doghe kase bhAMDatAta te tara nAhI baghata ! AI muLA ANi bApa asela gAjara ! mulaM sapharacaMda kazI hotIla kharokhara? ekA mulAcyA saMgopanAcI jabAbadArI; bhAratAcyA paMtapradhAnAhUna nakkIca bhArI! tujhyAhUna adhika pAhilI mI divALI; tumhI pAhilI paNatIta AmhI tara vIjeta, mule mhaNAlI! AI-vaDIlAMcI bhAMDaNe bighaDavate bAlamAnasa; guMtAguMtIta mUle phasatAta mAnatAta tyAMnA bogasa! dhamakAvUna nAhI samajata AjacI mule kadhI; premAneca hoNAra ujjavala ekavIsAvI sadI! mArale, rAgAvale tarIhI ghaTata nAhI prema jithe; premAcyAca prabhAvAne mule hotAta mahAvIra tithe! navIna piDhI Ahe heldI mAInDavAlI; bhogavAdI asela tarI nAhIta kaSAyavAlI! 11

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krodhAcA pratighoSa nAhI visarata mule; bApAhUna varacaDha krodhI hotAta mule ! gharogharI prAkRtika zeta hote satyugAta; niranirALyA phulAMcyA bAgA Aheta kaliyugAta ! mALI banAla tara bAga suMdara zobhela; nAhItara bighaDUna kaSAyAta DUbela ! karu naye kadhI mulIMvara zaMkA; nAhItara aikA barabAdIcA ghaMTA ! vArasAhakkAta mulAMnA deNAra kevaDhe; tumhAlA miLAle vaDIlAMkaDUna tevaDhe! jAsta dyAla tara karela udhaLapaTTI; dArUDyA banUna kADhela tujhI kharaDapaTTI! karAla mulAMvara rAga jitake; badalyAta hoIla dveSa titake ! rAga-dveSAtUna suTaNyAsAThI ho tu vItarAga; bhavapAra hoNyAcA basa hAca eka mArga! mokSa hetu, mula nAhIta te mahApuNyazAlI ! ghara nAhI khAlI paNa vahIkhAte Ahe khAlI. koNatyA janmAta navhatI apatye ? AtA tarI Avara, ho mumukSu sacce. AI-vaDIla mulAMce saMbaMdha Ahe saMsArI; vArasAhakkAce dile nAhI tara korTAta takrArI ! rAgAvale dona tAsa tara tUTela asA hA saMbaMdha; samajUna jA AtA he tara smazAnApUrate saMbaMdha ! asata nAhI kadhI dRSTIne sagaLI mule samAna; rAga-dveSAcyA baMdhanAmuLe pharaka paDato deNyA-gheNyAta ! 12

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hizoba pheDatAnA trAsu nako kazyAzI; samaMjasapaNe pheDUna TAka nAhItara Ahe phAzI! mhaNatAta AIlA tara sagaLImule ekasamAna; nAhI aho ! rAga-dveSa Ahe karma hizoba pramANa! ekaca AI-vaDIlAMcI mule Ahe vega-vegaLI; pAUsa Ahe samAna paNa bI pramANe ropaTI! nisarga niyamAne ekatra hotAta ekA gharAta; juLata asalele paramANuca khecale jAtAta! ekatra hotAta dravya-kSetra-kALa ANi bhAva; ghaTanA tevhA ghaDate hAca 'vyavisthatazakti' cA svabhAva! zreNika rAjAlA turuMgAta TAkale poTacyA mulAne; mulAlA ghAbarUna svataH melA hIrA cokhalyAne ! AtmyAcI nAhI koNI mule soDA mAyA sudhArA puDhacA janma! 13

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anukramaNikA AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra (pUrvArdha) 1. siMcana, saMskArAce.... 2. kartavyAcI gANI kAya gAyacI! 3. nAhI bhAMDAyace, mulAMcyA upasthitImadhye... 4. anasarTiphAiDa phAdarsa eNDa madarsa! 5. samajAvalyAne sudharatAta mule 6. premAne sudhArA cimukalyAMnA 7. 'vikRti' azI suTUna jAIla 8. navIna janarezana, heldI mAInDacI! 9. AI-vaDIlAMcyA takrArI! 10. zaMkAMce zULa 11. vArasA hakkApramANe mulAMce kitI? 12. mohAcyA mArAne melo anekadA 13. bare jhAle, nAhI aDakalo saMsArajALyAta.... 14. nAtI, rileTIva kI riala? 15. te Ahe gheNe-deNe, nAtaM nAhI mulAMcA AI-vaDIlAMprati vyavahAra (utarArdha) 16. 'TInejarsa' (taruNapiDhI) sobata 'dAdAzrI' 17. patnIcI nivaDa 18. patI cI nivaDa 19. jagAmadhye sukhAcI sAdhanA, sevene 14

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AI - vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra (pUrvArdha) 1. siMcana, saMskArAce....... praznakartA : yethe amerikAmadhye paisA Ahe, paraMtu saMskAra nAhIta ANi javaLapAsace vAtAvaraNaca ase Ahe, tara tyAsAThI kAya karAve ? dAdAzrI : prathama AI-vaDIlAMnI saMskArI vhAyalA pAhije. maga mule bAhera jANAraca nAhIta. AI-vaDIla ase asAveta kI, tyAMce prema pAhuna mule tyAMcyApAsUna dUra jANAraca nAhIta. AI - vaDIlAMnI ase premaLa asAyalA have. mulAMnA jara sudhArAyace asela tara tumhI jabAbadAra AhAta. mulAMsobata tumhI kartavyAMnI bAMdhalele AhAta. tumhAlA samajale kI nAhI ? ApaNa mulAMnA khUpa ucca pratice saMskAra dyAyalA haveta. amerIkAmadhye barIca loka sAMgatAta kI AmacI mule mAMsAhAra karatAta ANi ase bareca kAhI karatAta. tevhA mI tyAMnA vicArale, 'tumhI mAMsAhAra karatA kA?' tara mhaNAle, 'hoya, AmhI karato' tevhA mI mhaNAlo, tara maga mule karaNAraca nA. Apaleca saMskAra ! ANi jarI ApaNa karata nAhI tarI suddhA te karatIla, paraMtu te dusar2yA ThikANI jAUna karatIla. paNa Apale kartavya itakeca kI jara ApaNa tyAMnA saMskArI karAyace Ahe tara ApaNa Apale kartavya cukAyalA nako. AtA mulAMkaDe ApaNa lakSya dyAyalA have kI, te yethIla ase - tase jevaNa khANAra nAhIta. ANi jara ApaNa khAta asAla tara AtA he jJAna prApta jhAlyAnaMtara ApaNa he sarva baMda kele pAhije. arthAt te Apale saMskAra baghaNAra tase karaNAra. pUrvI Apale AI-vaDIla saMskArI kA mhaTale jAta hote ? te

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra khUpa niyamavAle hote ANi tevhA tyAMcyAta saMyama hotA. ANi AjakAlace AI-vaDIla tara asaMyamI Aheta. praznakartA : hI sarva mule moThI jhAlyAnaMtara tyAMnA AmhI dharmAce jJAna kazyA prakAre dyAyalA pAhije? dAdAzrI : ApaNa dharmasvarupa vhAyace mhaNaje tehI hotIla. ApalyAta jase guNa asatIla tase mule zikatIla. mhaNUna ApaNaca dharmiSTha hoUna jAyace. Apale pAhUna pAhUna zikatIla. jara ApaNa sigAreTa pIta asAla tara te suddhA sigAreTa pyAyalA zikatIla, ApaNa dArU pIta asAla tara te suddhA dArU pyAyace zikatIla. mAMsa-maTana khAta asAla tara te suddhA mAMsamaTana khAyace zikatIla. je ApaNa karIta asAla taseca te suddhA zikatIla. te vicAra karatIla kI, AmhI yAMcyApekSA savAI hoU ase mhaNatIla. praznakartA : zikSaNAsAThI cAMgalyA skUlamadhye ghAtalyAne cAMgale saMskAra nAhI yeta? dAdAzrI : paraMtu te sagaLe saMskAra nAhIta. mulAvara tara AIvaDIlAMzivAya dusare koNAce saMskAra nAhI yeta. saMskAra AI-vaDIla ANi guru yAMceca. ANi thoDe-phAra saMskAra tyAce javaLapAsace loka, mitra maMDaLI, saMyoga hyA sarvAMpAsUna miLata asatAta. tarI sagaLyAta jAsta saMskAra AI-vaDIla yAMceca! AI-vaDIla saMskArI asatIla tara tI mule saMskArI hotAta, nAhItara saMskArI hoNAra ca nAhI. praznakartA : AmhI mulAMnA zikSaNAsAThI bhAratAta pAThavUna dile, tara AmhI Amace kartavya cukalo ase tara nAhI hota nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, ApaNa cukata nAhI. ApaNa tyAcA sarva kharca dyAvA. tethe azA skUla Aheta kI jithe hindusthAnace lokaM suddhA ApalyA mulAMnA zikSaNAsAThI pAThavata asatAta. khANe-piNe tethe ANi rAhaNyAce suddhA tetheca, azA bar2yAcazA cAMgalyA skUla Aheta!! praznakartA : dAdAjI, ghara-saMsAra sarva zAMtIpUrNa rahAve ANi aMtarAtmAce suddhA jatana vhAve ase karuna dyA.

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra dAdAzrI : ghara-saMsAra sarva zAMtIpUrNa rahAve evaDheca nAhI, mule suddhA Apale pAhUna adhika saMskArI hovota, ase hoU zakate. he tara sarva AIvaDIlAMnA bighaDalele pAhUna mule suddhA bighaDUna gelI Aheta. kAraNa kI, AI-vaDIlace AcAra-vicAra upayukta nAhIta. pati-patnI suddhA, mule basalele asatIla tevhA maryAdAhIna cALe karIta asatAta, te pAhUna mule bighaDaNAra nAhI tara kAya hoNAra? mulAMvara kase saMskAra paDatIla? maryAdA tara ThevAyalA havI nA? hyA agnicA kasA prabhAva Ahe? lahAna bALa paNa hyA agnicI bhItI Thevato nA? AI-vaDIlAMce mana phreMkcara jhAle (tuTUna gele) Ahe. mana vivhaLa hoUna gele Ahe. dusar2yAMnA du:khadAyI hoIla azI vANI bolata asatAta. tyAmuLe mule bighaDUna jAtAta. patnI azI bolata asate kI patIlA du:kha hoIla ANi patI asA bolato kI patnIlA du:kha hoIla. hindusthAnAce AI-vaDIla kase asAyalA haveta? paMdharA varSAcyA Ataca te mulAMnA saMskAra ghaDavatAta. praznakartA : AtA hA jo saMskAracA stara Ahe to ghasarata Ahe. tyAmuLe hyA sarva samasyA Aheta. dAdAzrI : nAhI, nAhI. saMskAraca lupta hoU lAgale Aheta. yAcyAta AtA dAdA miLAle mhaNUna punhA mULa saMskAra ANaNAra. satyugAta hote, ase saMskAra punhA ANaNAra. hindusthAnAcyA pratyeka mulAta saMpUrNa vizvAce ojhe ucalU zakela evaDhI bharapUra zakti Ahe. phakta tyAlA puSTI deNyAcI AvazkatA Ahe. he tara bhakSaka nighAleta, bhakSaka mhaNaje sva-sukhAsAThI dusar2yAlA sarva prakAre lUTAyace! jyAne svata:cyA sukhAcA tyAga kelA Ahe. toca dusar2yAMnA sarva sukha deU zakato. paraMtu yethe tara zeTha pUrNa divasa phakta lakSmIcyAca vicArAta ramalele asatAta. tevhA malA zeThajIMnA sAMgAve lAgate kI, 'zeTha tumhI lakSmIcyA mAge lAgalA AhAta ANi ikaDe ghara udhvasta hota Ahe!' mulagI moTAragADI gheUna ekIkaDe jAte, mulagA dusarIkaDe ANi zeThAnI kAhI bhalatIcakaDe jAte! zeThajI tumhI tara sagaLIkaDUna lUTale jAta AhAta!' tevhA zeTha vicAratAta, 'mI kAya karAve?' mI sAMgitale, 'vastusthitI samajA ANi kazA prakAre jIvana jagAyace, he samajA. kevaLa paizAMcyA mAge paDU nakA.

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra zarIrAcI kALajI ghyA. nAhItara hArTaphela hoUna jAIla. zarIrAkaDe lakSa, paizAMkaDe lakSa, mulIMcyA saMskArakaDe lakSa, sagaLe kopare sAMbhALAyace Aheta. tumhI phakta ekaca koparA sAMbhALa-sAMbhALa karIta AhAta, AtA baMgalyAtalA ekaca koparA sApha kelA ANi bAkI sagaLyA jAgeta kacarA par3ana rAhilA tara kase vATela? kAne-kopare sarvaca sApha karAyace Aheta. hyA rItIne jIvana kase jagatA yeIla?' arthAt tyAMcyA barobara cAMgale vartana ThevA, mulAMnA ucca saMskAra dyA. tyAMnA ucca saMskArI banavA, ApaNa svataH tapa karA, paraMtu tyAMnA saMskArI banavA. praznakartA : AmhI tyAMnA sudhAraNyAsAThI sarva prayatna karIta asato, tarI suddhA te nAhI sudhArale tara maga Adarza vaDIlAMnI te prArabdha samajUna soDUna dyAyace kA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, paNa tumhI tumacyA rItIne prayatna karatAta nA? tumacyA javaLa sarTIphikeTa Ahe ? malA dAkhavA? praznakartA : AmacyA buddhIlA jase sucate tyAnusAra prayatna karato. dAdAzrI : tumacI buddhI mhaNaje mI tumhAlA sAMgato kI, eka manuSya svataH nyAyAdhIza, svataH gunhegAra ANi vakIla suddhA svataH asela, tara to kasA nyAya karaNAra? arthAta tyAMnA kadhIpaNa soDUna dyAyalA nako. tyAMcyAvara nehamI lakSa Thevale pAhije. soDUna dile tara maga sarva naSTa hoUna jAIla. lahAna mUla Apale saMskAra gheUnaca yetAta. paraMtu tyAcyAta tumhAlA madata karuna tyA saMskArAMnA raMga caDhavaNyAcI AvazkatA Ahe. praznakartA : ho, ase karIta asato, paraMtu zevaTI tyAMnA prArabdhAvara soDUna dyAyace kA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, soDU zakata nAhI. ase soDAve lAgata asela tevhA mAjhyAkaDe gheUna yA. mI oNparezana karuna sudhAruna deIla. ase soDU zakata nAhI, dhokA Ahe.

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra eka lahAna bALa vaDIlAMcyA mizA oDhata hotA, tara vaDIla khuSa jhAle, ANi mhaNAle, vAha kase bALa Ahe! baghA, mAjhyA mizA oDhato! ghyA? AtA tyAcyA ase bolaNyAvara lahAna mulagA mizA pakaDato ANi parata parata oDhato tarI paNa te kAhI bolale nAhI tara maga pariNAma kAya hoNAra? mhaNUna dusare kAhI nAhItara bALAlA jarA cimaTA kADhA, cimaTA kADhalyAvara to samajela kI he cukIcI goSTa Ahe. mI je karato Ahe, 'te vartana cukIce Ahe.' ase tyAlA kaLela. tyAlA jAsta mArAyace nAhI, phakta haLUca cimaTA kADhAyacA. vaDIlAMnI mulAcyA AIlA bolavile, tevhA tI poLyA karIta hotI, AI mhaNAlI, 'kAya kAma Ahe? mI poLyA karIta Ahe.' 'tU ikaDe ye, lavakara ye, lavakara ye lavakara ye!' AI paLata paLata yeUna vicArate, 'kAya Ahe ?' tevhA vaDIla bolatAta, 'pahA, pahA, mulagA kitI huzAra jhAlA. pahA, pAyAMcyA TAcA uMcavUna khizAtUna paMcavIsa rupaye kADhale.' mulagA he pAhUna vicAra karato kI, 'are! mI Aja khUpa cAMgale kAma kele, ase kAma mI Aja zikalo.' ANi naMtara to cora jhAlA, tara kAya hoNAra? tyAlA 'khizAtUna paise kADhaNe cAMgale Ahe' ase jJAna prakaTa jhAle hote. tumhAlA kAya vATate? bolata kA nAhI? ase karAyalA have? ase cakrama kuThUna paidA jhAleta! te bApa hoUna basaleta! lAja nAhI vATata? tyA mulAlA kase protsAhana miLAle, he kaLate kA? tyAlA vATale kI khUpa moThA parAkrama kelA Ahe. azyAprakAre lUTale jANe ApaNAMsa zobhate kA? kAya bolalyAne mulAMnA 'enkarejamenTa' (protsAhana) miLela ANi kAya bolaNyAne nukasAna hoNAra, evaDhI samaja tara asAyalA havI nA? he tara 'anaTesTeDa phAdara (ayogya pitA)' ANi 'anaTesTeDa madara (ayogya mAtA)' Aheta. bApa muLA ANi AI gAjara, tara maga mule sapharacaMda thoDIca hoNAra?! arthAta kaliyugAtalyA hyA AI-vaDIlAMnA ase sarva jamata nAhI ANi cukIce 'enkarejamenTa' deta asatAta. kAhI tara tyAlA sArakhe ucalUna phirata asatAta. patnI mhaNate, 'yAlA ucalUna ghyA.' tara patI mulAlA ucalUna ghetAta. kAya karaNAra? ANi jara to kaDaka asela ANi mulAlA ucalale

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra nAhI tara patnI mhaNela, 'kAya mAjhyA ekaTIcA Ahe ? miLUna sAMbhALAyace Ahe.' ase tase bolalI tara patIlA mulAlA ucalAveca lAgate, suTakAca nAhI nA? jANAra kuThe? mulAMnA ucalUna-ucalUna sinemA pahAyalA jANe, ghAvapaLa karaNe. maga mulAMnA saMskAra kazA prakAre miLatIla? ekA ba~kecyA menejarane malA sAMgitale, 'dAdAjI, mI tara kadhIhI vAiphalA kI, mulAMnA eka akSara suddhA bolata nAhI. kAhIhI cUka kelI, kAhIhI kele tarI paNa mI bolata nAhI.' tyAlA vATale asela kI, dAdAjI mAjhI khUpa prazaMsA karatIla! to kAya apekSA karata hotA te kaLale kA? paNa mI tyAcyAvara khUpa ciDalo, kI tumhAlA koNI ba~ka menejara banavile? tumhAlA mula-bALa sAMbhALatA yeta nAhI ANi patnIlA sAMbhALatA yeta nAhI! tevhA to tara ghAbarunaca gelA bicArA. ulaTa mI tyAMnA sAMgitale, 'tumhI agadI zevaTacyA pAyarIce phAlatu manuSya AhAta! hyA jagAta tumhI kAhI kAmAce nAhIta!' to mANUsa manAmadhye samajalA asela kI mI ase sAMgitale tara 'dAdAjI' moThe bakSIsa detIla. veDapaTa, are, yAce kAya bakSIsa dyAyace asate? mUla cUkIce karIta asela tevhA tyAlA ApaNa 'tU ase kA kelesa? punhA ase karu nakosa.' azA ta-hene nATakIya paddhatIne bolAyalA pAhije. nAhItara mUla aseca samajela kI to je kAhI karato Ahe te 'karekTa' (barobara) ca Ahe, kAraNa kI vaDIlAMnA 'eksepTa' kele (svikArale) Ahe. ase na bolalyAmuLeca, gharAta udreka hotAta. sarva kAhI bolAyace, paNa nATakIya paddhatIne! mulAMnA rAtrI basavUna samajAvayAce, bAtacIta karAyacI. gharAtIla sarva kAnAkopar2yAtalA kacarA tara sApha karAvAca lAgela nA? lahAna mulAMnA jarAse halaviNyAcIca garaja Ahe. tase saMskAra tara asatAta, paraMtu Takora karAvI lAgate. tyAMnA halaviNyAta kAhI gunhA Ahe? lahAna mulAMnA-mulIMnA samajAvAyace kI sakALI aMghoLa karuna bhagavaMtAcI pUjA karAvI ANi roja thoDakyAta bolAyalA sAgAMyace kI, 'malA ANi sagaLyAMnA, jagAtalyA sarvAMnA sadbuddhI dyA, jagAce kalyANa karA.' evaDhe bolale tara tyAMnA saMskAra miLAleta, ase mhaTale jAIla ANi AIvaDIla karmabaMdhanAtUna suTatIla. dusare, tumhAlA mulAMnAM 'dAdA bhagavAnAMcA

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra asIma jaya-jayakAra ho' dararoja bolaNyAsa sAMgAyalA pAhije. tyAmuLe hindusthAnAtIla mule evaDhI sudhAralI gelI Aheta kI sinemAlA suddhA jAta nAhIta. suruvAtIlA do-tIna divasa jarA kaMTALA karatIla, paraMtu maga donatIna divasAnaMtara sarva zAMta, jhAlyAvara Ata tyAcA svAda utaralyAvara, te svataHca AThavaNIne karatIla. 2. kartavyAcI gANI kAya gAyacI! svaicchika kAryAce bakSIsa asate. paraMtu eka bhAU kelelyA kartavyAce bakSIsa zodhata hotA! sarva jaga bakSIsa zodhata Ahe kI 'mI itake kAhI kele, tumhAlA kAhI kaLata nAhI kA? tumhAlA mAjhI kiMmata nAhI' are veDyA kazAcI kiMmata zodhata Ahesa, he je tu kAhI kele te tara tujhe kartavya hote teca kelesa! eka mANUsa svata:cyA mulAbarobara vAda ghAlata hotA, tevhA mI tyAcyAvara rAgavalo. to mhaNata hotA, 'karja kADhUna mI tulA zikavile. mI jara karja kADhale nasate tara tU zikalA asatAsa kA? bhaTakata rAhilA asatA.' are, veDyA, vinAkAraNa baDabaDatosa kazAlA? he tara tujhe kartavya Ahe, ase bolU naye. ulaTa hA mulagA samaMjasa Ahe. jara tyAne 'tumhAlA koNI zikavale?' ase vicArale asate tara? tumhI tyAlA kAya uttara dile asate? ase veDyAsArakhe baDabaData asatAta nA loka? azikSita mANasaM, bhAnaca nAhI. bebhAna nustI! mulAMsAThI sarva kAhI karAyalA have. paraMtu mulagA mhaNela kI, nAhI bAbA AtA pure jhAle. tarI suddhA vaDIla soData nAhI, tevhA kAya karAyace? mule lAla jheMDA dAkhavatAta tevhA tarI ApaNa samajAyalA have kI nako? tumhAlA kase vATate? naMtara to sAMgela, malA dhaMdA karAyacA Ahe. tara ApaNa vyavasAyAsAThI kAhI tarI mArga karuna dyAyalA havA, paNa maga yAcyAhi puDhe jAsta kholAta ziraNArA bApa murkha Ahe. to jara nokarIlA lAgalA asela tara ApalyA javaLa jI jamA puMjI asela, tI gAThIzI ThevUna dyAyalA havI. ekhAdyA veLI mulagA aDacaNIta sApaDalA asela tara hajAra-dona hajAra pAThavUna dyAyace. paraMtu he tara sArakhe tyAlA vicArata asatAta. tevhA mulagA mhaNato, 'tumhAlA

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra nAhI mhaNata asato kI mAjhyA goSTIMmadhye DhavaLADhavaLa karu nakA.' tyAvara he vaDIla kAya mhaNatAta, 'ajUna tyAlA akkala nAhI mhaNUna ase bolato.' are, he tara tumhI nivRtta jhAlAta! cAMgaleca jhAle. saMsArAcyA jALyAtUna mukta jhAlAta!! mulagA svata:hUna ca nAhI mhaNato Ahe nA! praznakartA : yogya mArga koNatA? AmhI tethe mulAMnA sAMbhALAyace kI svataHcyA kalyANAsAThI satsaMgamadhye yAyace? dAdAzrI : mule tara svata:hUnaca sAMbhALalI jAta Aheta. mulAMnA tumhI kAya sAMbhALaNAra? Apale svata:ce kalyANa karuna gheNe hAca mukhya dharma Ahe. bAkI, hI mule tara sAMbhALalelIca Aheta nA! mulAMnA kAya tumhI moThe karatAta? bAgeta gulAbAcI rope lAvalIta tara rAtrI vADhatAta kI nAhI vADhata? paNa ApaNa ase mAnata asato kI mAjhe gulAba, paraMtu gulAba tara heca samajato kI mI svata:ca Ahe. mI koNAcAhI nAhI. sagaLe ApalyA svata:cyA svArthane prerita Aheta. he tara ApaNa veDA ahaMkAra karato. veDepaNA karato. praznakartA : jara gulAbAlA ApaNa pANI dile nAhI tara te komejUna jANAra? dAdAzrI : pANI nAhI dile ase hotaca nAhI nA! mulAsa cAMgalyA prakAre Thevale nAhI tara tI cAvAyalA dhAvatIla athavA DhekULa tarI mAratIla. mhaNUna AtA sAMsArIka kartavya bajAvatAnA dharma va kArya yAMcA samanvaya kazA prakAre sAdhatA yeIla? mulagA jarI ulaTa uttara deta asela tarI ApalA dharma na cukavatA kartavye bajAvAyacI Ahe. ApalA dharma kAya? mulAce pAlana-poSaNa karuna moThe karaNe, ANi tyAlA satmArgAvara caDhavAyace. AtA jara to bare-vAITa bolata asela ANi tumhI paNa barevAITa bolAla tara kAya hoIla? to bighaData jAIla. tyAsAThI tumhI tyAlA premAne samajAvayAlA pAhije kI baisa bALa, he pahA, ase Ahe, tase Ahe. arthAt sagaLyA kartavyAMsobata dharma vhAyalAca pAhice. dharma nasela tara tyA vekyumamadhye (rikAmyAjAgI) adharma yeUna basela. kholI rikAmI rAhaNAra nAhI. AtA yethe ApaNa hI kholI rikAmI ThevalI asela tara loka kulUpa ughaDUna ghUsUna jAtIla kI nAhI ghUsaNAra?

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra gharAmadhye striyAMcA kharA dharma koNatA? AjUbAjUcyA sagaLyA striyAMnA, puruSAMnA ase mhaNAve lAgela kI vvA! mAnale pAhije hyA bAIlA. hI bAI azI kartavya nibhAvate kI javaLapAsace sagaLe khUSa hoUna jAtAta. arthAt striyAMcA kharA dharma Ahe kI, mulAMce pAlana-poSaNa karaNe, tyAMnA cAMgale saMskAra deNe, patImadhye saMskArAMcI uNIva asela tara saMskAra siMcana karaNe. Apale sarva kAhI sudhArAyace, tyAce nAMva dharma. sudhArAve nAhI kA lAgata? kAhI loka tara kAya karatAta? bhagavaMtAcyA bhaktimadhye tanmayAkAra rAhatAta. paraMtu mulAlA pAhUna te ciDAta. jyAMcyA madhye prakaTa bhagavaMta Aheta azA mulAMnA pAhUna te ciDatAta ANi tethe bhagavaMtAcI bhakti karatAta, tyAce nAMva bhagata! hyA mulAMvara ciDAyalA have kA? are! hyAMcyAta tara prakaTa bhagavAna Aheta. 3. nAhI bhAMDAyace, mulAMcyA upasthitImadhye... jara ApaNa mAMsAhAra nAhI karata, dArU nAhI pIta ANi, gharAmadhye patnIsobata bhAMData nAhI, tara mule pAhatAta kI pappA khUpa cAMgale Aheta. dusar2yAMce AI-vaDIla bhAMDaNa karIta asatAta paNa mAjhe AI-vaDIla bhAMDaNa karata nAhI. evaDhe pAhUna tara mule suddhA zikatAta. patI dararoja patnIsobata bhAMDato tara mule 'A' karuna pAhataca rAhatAta. 'he vaDIlaca ase Aheta' ase samajatAta. kAraNa kI mulagA jarI lahAna asalA, tarI suddhA tyAcyAta nyAyAdhIza sArakhI nyAya karaNArI buddhi Ahe. mulIMmadhye nyAyAdhIza buddhi nasate. mulI kadhIpaNa AIcIca bAjU gheta asatAta. paraMtu mulagA tara nyAyAdhIza buddhivAlA, jANato kI vaDIlAMcAca doSa Ahe! dona-cAra mANasAMlA vaDIlAMce doSa sAMgatA-sAMgatA to svataH nizcaya karato kI moThA jhAlyAvara dAkhavUna deIla! naMtara maga moThA jhAlyAvara to tase karato suddhA. cAMgalyAprakAre dAkhavUna deto! ghe tujhIca anAmata tulA parata ! mhaNUna mulAMcyA upasthitIta bhAMDAyace nAhI. ApaNa saMskArI vhAyalA have. tumacI cuka asela tarI paNa patnI mhaNela, 'kAhI harakata nAhI.' ANi patnIcI cuka asela tara tumhI suddhA mhaNAyace, 'kAhI harakata nAhI.' mule ase pAhatAta tevhA tara oNlarAiTa (cAMgale) hota jAtAta. ANi jara

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AI - vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra bhAMDAyaceca asela tara vATa pAhAyacI. jevhA mule skUlamadhye jAtIla tevhA tAsabhara bhAMData basA. paraMtu mulAMcyA upasthitIta ase bhAMDaNa - mArAmArI jhAlI tara mule pAhAtAta ANi maga tyAMcyA manAta lahAnapaNApAsUna AI-vaDIlAMcyA bAbatIta virodhI bhAvanA tayAra hote. tyAcA sakarAtmaka bhAva suTUna nakarAtmakatA suru hote. arthAt AtA tara mulAMnA bighaDaviNAre AIvaDIlaca Aheta! 10 mhaNUna ApalyAlA bhAMDAyace asela tara ekAMtAmadhye bhAMDA, mulAMcyA upasthitIta nAhI. ekAMtAmadhye daravAjA baMda karuna doghe samorAsamora bhAMDAyace tara bhAMDA. mahAga AMbe ANale ANi AmarasAsobata poLyA tayAra karuna patnIne jevAyalA vADhale ANi jevaNAcI suruvAta jhAlI. thoDe khAlle ANi puDhe jase kaDhIta hAta ghAtalA ANi kaDhI jarA khAraTa lAgalI tara DAiniMga Tebalavara ThokUna oraDato kI, 'kaDhI khAraTa karuna TAkalI Ahe. ' are ! saraLa jevaNa khAUna ghe nA ! gharAcA mAlaka nA, tethe dusarA koNI tyAcA variSTha nAhI. to svata:ca baoNsa, mhaNUna kharaDapaTTI kADhAyalA suru karato. mule bicArI ghAbaruna jAtAta kI pappA ase veDyAsArakhe kA jhAleta ? paraMtu bolU nAhI zakata. kAraNa kI mule dabalelI Aheta, paraMtu manAmadhye abhiprAya bAMdhUna ghetAta kI, vATate pappA veDeca Aheta ! mhaNUna mule sagaLI kaMTALUna jAtAta. te mhaNatAta kI phAdara - madara (AI-vaDIla) vivAhita Aheta, tyAMce (vyaMgI) sukha pAhUna AmhAlA kaMTALA AlA Ahe. mI vicArale, 'kA? kAya pAhileta ?' tevhA mule sAMgatAta kI dararojacI kaTakaTa, kleza baghUna AmhI samajUna gelo Ahota kI lagna kelyAne duHkha miLate. mhaNUna AtA AmhAlA lagnaca karAyace nAhI. 4. anasarTiphAiDa phAdarsa eNDa madarsa ! eka bApa sAMgAyacA, 'hI sagaLI mule mAjhyA viruddha jhAlI Aheta. ' mI sAMgitale, 'tumacyAta barakata nAhI he ughaDa jhAle.' tumacyAta barakata asela tara mule virodha kazAlA karatIla ? mhaNUna azA prakAre ApalI abrU ughaDI karu nakA.

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra __ ANi mulAMnA daTAvata rAhilyAne tI bighaDUna jAtAta. tyAMnA sudhArAyace asela tara AmhI tyAMnA AmacyA javaLa bolavUna tyAMcyAzI ardhAtAsa bAtacIta karato, tevhA te sudharatAta. mhaNUna mI pustakAta lihale Ahe kI, 'anakvaoNliphAiDa phAdarsa eNDa anakvaoNliphAiDa madarsa' ('yogyatA nasalele AI-vaDIla.') tevhA mule suddhA hI azIca asatIla nA! mhaNUna malA sAMgAve lAgate kI (yogya) bApa hoNyAcyA lAyakIce sarTiphikeTa AdhI miLavA ANi maga lagna karA. yAMnA tara jIvana kase jagAyace te paNa yeta nAhI. kAhI suddhA jamata nAhI! saMsAra-vyavahAra kazA ta-hene karAyacA, heca tyAMnA jamata nAhI. mhaNUna mulAMnA dhopaTatAta. are tyAMcI dhulAI karAyalA te kAya kapaDe Aheta, jo dhuta asato? mulAMnA azyA prakAre sudhAratosa, mAra-pITa karuna, hI kuThalI? paddhata Ahe? jase kI pApaDace pITha roMdhatosa. musaLIne pApaDAce pITha roMdhato tyAprakAre ekA mANasAlA svata:cyA mulAlA mAra-pITa karatAMnA mI pAhile hote. __ AI-vaDIla tyAMnA mhaNAyace kI jarI mulagA vAITa mArgAvara gelA asela, tarI suddhA jevhA ekA divazI AI-vaDIla mhaNatIla, 'beTA, he ApalyAlA zobhata nAhI, he tu kAya kelesa?' tyAvara dusar2yA divazApAsUna sagaLe vAITa mArga baMda karaNAra! ase premaca kuThe Ahe? he tara prema nasalele AI-vaDIla! he jaga premAneca vaza hote. AjacyA hyA AI-vaDIlAMnA mulAMvara kitI prema Ahe ? tara gulAbAcyA ropaTyAvara mALIlA jevaDhe prema asate tevaDhe! tyAMnA AI-vaDIla kase mhaNAyace? praznakartA : mulAMcyA zikSaNAsAThI kiMvA saMskArAsAThI ApaNa koNatAhI vicAra nAhI karAyacA? dAdAzrI : vicAra karaNyAsa harakata nAhI. praznakartA : zikSaNa tara zALeta hote paraMtu ghaDavAyace kase? dAdAzrI : ghaDaviNe sonArAvara sopavUna dyAyace, tyAcA ghaDaviNArA tyAlA ghaDavela. mulagA paMdharA varSAcA hoIparyaMta tyAlA ApaNa sAMgAyace, ANi toparyaMta ApalyAlA jase have tase ghaDavAyace. naMtara maga tyAcI patnI

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra tyAlA ghaDavela. mulAMnA ghaDavaNyAsa jamata nAhI tarI suddhA loka ghaDavataca asatAta nA? mhaNUna tara cAMgale ghaDavaNe hota nAhI. murti cAMgalI banata nAhI. nAka aDIca iMcAaivajI sADe cAra iMcAce karuna TAkatAta! naMtara maga mulAcI patnI yete, tI tyAcyA nAkAlA kApUna ThIka-ThAka karAyalA jAte. tevhA mulagA paNa tice nAka kApAyalA jAto. azA prakAre maga te doghehI samorAsamora yetAta. praznakartA : 'sarTiphAiDaTa' phAdara-madara cI vyAkhyA kAya Ahe? dAdAzrI : 'ansarTiphAiDaTa' AI-vaDIla mhaNaje svata:cA mulagA svataHcyA mhaNaNyAnusAra vAgata nAhI, svata:cA mulagA svata:cyA AIvaDIlAMcA Adara karata nAhI, hairAna karato! azA AI-vaDIlAMnA ansarTiphAiDa AI-vaDIla aseca bolAve lAgela nA! nAhItara mule azI hotaca nAhIta, mule AjJAdhArI asatAta. paraMtu AI-vaDilaca dhaDa nAhIta. jamIna azI Ahe, bIja ase Ahe. mhaNUna tara pIkAta barakata nAhI! varuna sAMgato kI, 'mAjhI mule mahAvIra hoNAra Aheta.' mahAvIra hotIla kA? mahAvIra cI AI tara kazI asAvI!! vaDIla asAtasA asalA tarI cAlela, paraMtu AI tara kazI asAvI?! yAtIla kAhI goSTI tumhAlA AvaDalyA? praznakartA : hI goSTa AvaDate tyAmuLeca tara tyAcA pariNAma jhAlyAzivAya rahAtaca nAhI. dAdAzrI : bareca loka mulAlA mhaNatAta kI, tU mAjhe sAMgitalele aikata nAhI.' mI sAMgitale, 'tumacI vANI mulAlA AvaData nAhI.' jara AvaDalI asatI tara pariNamita jhAlIca asatI. ANi vaDIla mhaNatAta, 'tU mAjhe sAMgitalele aikata nAhI.' are! tulA vaDIla hoNe yeta nAhI. hyA kaliyugAta lokAMcI sthitI tara pahA! nAhItara satyugAta AI-vaDIla kase hote! malA he zikavAyace Ahe kI, tumhI azyAprakAre bolA kI mulAMnA tumacyA sAMgaNyAta iMTaresTa yeIla. ANi tumhI sAMgitalyA pramANe karatIlaca.

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 13 tumhI malA sAMgitale nA kI, mAjhe sAMgaNe tumhAlA AvaDate tara tumacyAne suddhA evaDhe hoIlaca. praznakartA : ApalyA vANIcA prabhAva azyAprakAre hota asato kI, je koDaM buddhine soDavatA yeta nasate te hyA vANI suTate. dAdAzrI : hRdayasparzI vANI. hRdayasparzI vANIlA tara madaralI (mAtRtvamayI) mhaTalI jAte. hRdayasparzI vANIne jara kAhI vaDIla ApalyA mulAsa bolale, tara te sarTiphAiDa phAdara mhaTale jAtIla! praznakartA : evaDhe sahajapaNe mule aikata nAhIta. dAdAzrI : maga kAya hiTalarijama (jora-julamAne) ne aikatAta? hiTalarIjamane kele tara te helpaphula hota nAhI. praznakartA : te aikatAta, paNa khUpa samajAvalyAnaMtara. dAdAzrI : tarI harakata nAhI. tehI niyamAne Ahe. khUpa samajavAve lAgate, tyAce kAraNa kAya Ahe? kI tumhI svataH samajalele nAhI, mhaNUna jAsta samajavAve lAgate. samaMjasa mANasAlA tara ekadAca samajavAve lAgate. he ApaNa svataH samajAyalA nako? bhale tumhI khUpa samajAvatA paNa tyAnaMtara tarI te samajatAta nA? praznakartA : ho samajatAta. dAdAzrI : tara hA sarvAta cAMgalA mArga Ahe. nAhItara mAruna-muTakUna samajavAyalA jAtAta! kAraNa kI bApa hoUna basale Aheta nA, ANi te samajatAta kI ajUnaparyaMta jagAmadhye koNI bApaca jhAle nAhI! mhaNUna je samajAvUna-umajAvUna azA prakAre vAgatAta, tyAMnA malA ana-kvaoNliphAiDa nAhI mhaNAyace. vaDIlAMcA sad-vyavahAra kasA asAyalA havA? mulAMbarobara dAdAgIrI tara nAhIca, paraMtu saktI suddhA nako. tyAsa vaDIla mhaNatAta. praznakartA : mulagA trAsa deta asale tara? mulagA trAsa deta asela tara vaDIla mhaNUna kAya kele pAhije? tarI tethe saktIne vAgayalA nako?

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14 AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra dAdAzrI : mule vaDIlAMmuLeca trAsa detAta. vaDIlAMmadhye nAlAyakI asela taraca mule trAsa detAta. hyA jagAcA kAyadA asAca Ahe! bApAta barakata nasela tara mule trAsa dilyAzivAya rAhata nAhI. praznakartA : mulagA vaDIlAMce sAMgitalele aikata nasela tara kAya karAyace? dAdAzrI : 'ApalI cUka Ahe' ase samajUna soDUna dyAyace! ApalI cUka Ahe tevhAca aikata nAhIta nA! vaDIla hotA Ale asate tara svata:cA mulagA svata:ce aikata nAhI ase jhAle asate kA? paraMtu vaDIla hotA Aleca nAhI nA! praznakartA : ekadAce vaDIla jhAlyAvara maga pille (mule) vaDIlAMnA soDatIla kA? dAdAzrI : soData asatIla kA? pille tara pUrNa jIvanabhara DaoNga ANi DaoNgIna ('kutrA' ANi 'kutrI') doghAMkaDe pAhAtaca asatAta, kI kutrA bho bho karato ANi kutrI tyAce lacake toDate. 'kutrA' bho bho kelyA zivAya rAhata nAhI. paNa zevaTI doSa tyA 'kutryAcAca' nighato. pille tyAMcyA AIcyAca bAjUne hotAta. mhaNUna mI ekA mANasAlA mhaNAlo hoto, moThI jhAlyAvara hI mule tulA mAratIla, mhaNUna bAyakobarobara saraLa hoUna rahA! hI mule tara tyAveLI pAhAtaca asatAta. tyAMcI majala pohacata nAhI toparyaMta ANi ekadA kA tyAMnI majala gAThalI tara te kholI baMda karuna mAratIla. lokAMcyA barobara ase suddhA jhAle Ahe ! mulAne tyA divasApAsUnaca manAta nakkI kelele asate kI moThe jhAlyAvara mI vaDIlAMnA paratapheDa karela. mAjhe kAhIhI hovo, paraMtu tyAMnA dhaDA zikavaNAraca ase Tharavato. he sarva suddhA samajaNyAsArakhe Ahe. praznakartA : mhaNaje sagaLA doSa hA vaDIlAMcAca? dAdAzrI : ho, vaDIlAMcAca! doSa vaDIlAMcAca Ahe. vaDIlAMmadhye vaDIla hoNyAcI pAtratA nasela, tara tyAcI patnI suddhA tyAcyA viruddha vAgate. vaDIlAMmadhye tazI yogyatA nasalyAmuLeca ase ghaDate nA! te tara maga kase base karuna samajUna ghetA. khUpa muzkilIne saMsAra gADA cAlavatAta. kuThaparyaMta samAjAcyA bhItIne bhIta rAhaNAra?

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra praznakartA : aseca asate kA, kI nehamI vaDIlAMcIca cuka asate? dAdAzrI : vaDIlAMcIca cuka asate. tyAlA vaDIla hotA Ale nAhI, mhaNUna he sarva binasale. gharAmadhye jara vaDIla vhAyace asela, tara tyAcI strI tyAcyAjavaLa viSayAsAThI bhIka mAgela, azI tyAcI dRSTI jhAlI taraca vaDIla hotA Ale ase hoIla. praznakartA : vaDIla gharAmadhye vaDIlapaNA rAkhata nAhI, vaDIlapaNA rAkhata nAhI tevhA tyAcI cuka gaNalI jAte? / dAdAzrI : tevhA tara sagaLe kAhI ThIka hoIla. praznakartA : tyAnaMtara tarI mule vaDIlAMce sAMgitalele aikatIla, yAcI khAtrI Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : Ahe nA! Apale 'karekTara' (cAritrya) cAMgale asela, tara sarva jaga karekTaravAle (cAritryavAna) Ahe. praznakartA : mule TukAra nighAlIta tara tyAta vaDIla kAya karaNAra? dAdAzrI : muLa doSa vaDIlAMcAca asato. to kA bhogato Ahe ? pUrvI suddhA AcaraNa bighaDaleleca hote, tyAmuLe hI dazA jhAlI nA? jyAce svata:cyA AcaraNAvarace kaMTrola (aMkuza) koNatyAhI janmAmadhye bighaDalele nasela tara tyAcyAsobata ase ghaData nAhI, he mI sAMgU icchito! pUrvakarme kazI jhAlIta? muLAtaca Apale kaMTrola navhate tevhA nA! mhaNaje AmhI kaMTrolamadhye mAnato. kaMTrola mAnya karaNyAsAThI tumhAlA tyAce sarva niyama samajUna ghyAyalA have. hI mule ApalA ArasA Aheta. ApalyA mulAMvaruna kaLate kI ApalyAta kitI cUkA Aheta! jara ApalyAta zIla nAMvAcA guNa asela tara vAgha suddhA ApalyAlA vaza hoto. tara mulAMcI kAya majala? ApalyAtaca zIlacA ThikANA nasalyAmuLe, hI sagaLI bhAnagaDa Ahe. zIla samajalAta nA? praznakartA : zIla koNAlA mhaNAyace? tyAcyA bAbatIta jarA vistArAne sarvAMnA samajela azA prakAre sAMgA nA!

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16 AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra dAdAzrI : koNAlAhI kiMcit-mAtra duHkha dyAve asA manAta bhAva nAhI. ApalyA zatrUlA suddhA duHkha pohacaviNyAcA bhAva vhAyalA nako. tyAcyAta 'sinsiyAriTI' (niSThA) asAvI, 'morAliTI' (naitikatA) asAvI, sarva guNa samAviSTa asAveta. kiMcit-mAtra hiMsaka bhAva nasela tara to 'zIlavAna' mhaTalA jAto. tethe vAgha suddhA zAMta hoUna jAto. praznakartA : AjakAlace AI-vaDIla ase sarva kuThUna ANatIla? dAdAzrI : tarI suddhA tyAtale thoDe phAra, nidAna paMcavIsa Takke tarI pAhije kI nAhI? paraMtu ApaNa hyA kALAmuLe AIskrIma ce kapa khAta rAhato ase hoUna gelo Ahota. praznakartA : vaDIlAMce cAritrya kase asAyalA have? dAdAzrI : mule dararoja mhaNatIla kI, pappA AmhAlA bAhera karamataca nAhI. tumacyAsobata khUpaca cAMgale vATate. ase cAritrya asAyalA have. praznakartA : he tara ulaTa hota asate, vaDIla gharAta asatIla tara mule bAhera jAtAta ANi vaDIla bAhera gele tara mule gharAta asatAta. dAdAzrI : mulAMnA pappAMzivAya karamata nAhI ase asAyalA have. praznakartA : tara tase hoNyAsAThI pappAMnI kAya karAyace? dAdAzrI : malA mule bheTatAta nA, tyA mulAMnA mAjhyAzivAya karamata nAhI. mhAtAre bheTatAta, tara tyAMnA paNa mAjhyA zivAya cAMgale vATata nAhI. yuvaka bheTatAta, tara tyAMnA paNa mAjhyA zivAya cAMgale vATata nAhI. praznakartA : AmhAlA suddhA ApalyA sArakhe vhAyace Ahe. dAdAzrI : hoya, jara tumhI suddhA mAjhyA sArakhe karaNAra tara tase hoUna jANAra. tumhI mhaNaNAra, 'pepsI ANa.' tara to sAMgela, 'nAhI Ahe' tarI kAhI harakata nAhI, maga pANI gheUna ye. paNa tumhI tara tevhA mhaNAla, 'pepsI kA ANUna ThevalA nAhI?' tara hI jhAlI bhAnagaDa maga. AmhI tara dupAracI jevaNyAcI veLa jhAlI asela ANi AtUna sAMgitale kI, 'Aja jevaNa nAhI banavile' tara mI mhaNato kI, 'ThIka Ahe, maga pANI ANa thoDe piUna

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra gheto, basa jhAle ' 'tU svayaMpAka kA nAhI kelAsa?' ase bolaNAre phaujadAra hoUna jAtAta. tethe ase phaujadArI karAyalA lAgatAta. 5. samajAvalyAne sudharatAta mule ase kaTakaTa karaNyAaivajI mauna rAhilele cAMgale, na bolaNe cAMgale. mule sudharaNyAaivajI bighaDatAta, mhaNUna eka zabda suddhA bolAyacA nAhI. mule bighaDalyAcI jabAbadArI ApalI Ahe. hI samajaNyAsArakhI goSTa Ahe nA? ApaNa sAMgato kI ase karu nako tevhA to ulaTaca karato. 'mI karaNAraca jA, tumhAlA je kAhI karAyace te karA.' he tara ajUna jAsta bighaDavatAta! mule ApalI abrU mAtIta misaLavatAta. hyA bhAratIyAMnA jIvana jagaNe suddhA Ale nAhI! vaDIla hoNe jamale nAhI tarI vaDIla hoUna basaleta. mhaNUna malA ase-tase karuna samajavAve lAgate, pustake prakAzita karAvI lAgatAta. nAhItara jyAMnI Apale jJAna ghetale Ahe, te tara mulAMnA khUpa cAMgale ghaDavU zakatAta. mulAlA javaLa basavUna, DokyAvara hAta phiravUna vicArAyace kI, 'beTA tujhyAkaDUna hI cuka jhAlI Ahe, ase nAhI kA vATata!' tara inDiyana philosaoNphI (bhAratIya tAttvika samaja) kazI asate? AI-vaDIlAMpaikI eka jaNa rAgAvata asela tara dusarA mulAcI bAjU gheto. mhaNUna to jara sudharata asela, tara sudharAyace rAhile bAjUlA, varuna mulagA kAya samajato kI 'AI cAMgalI Ahe ANi pappA vAITa Aheta, moThA jhAlyAvara mI tyAMnA mArIla.' ___ mulAMnA sudhArAyace asela tara AmacyA AjJenusAra calA. mulAMnI vicArale taraca bolAyace ANi tyAnA sAMgUna paNa TAkAyace kI malA nAhI vicArale tara uttama. mulAMcyA bAbatIta ulaTa vicAra Aleta tara lageca tyAce pratikramaNa karuna TAkAyace. koNAlA sudhArAyacI zakti hyA kALAta saMpUna gelI Ahe. mhaNUna sudhAraNyAcyA apekSA soDUna dyA. kAraNa kI mana-vacana-kAyA yAMcI ekAtmatA asela taraca samoracA sudharu zakato. manAta jase Ahe tase vANItUna nighAle ANi taseca vartanamadhye asela taraca samoracA sudharela.

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra hallIcyA kALAta tase nAhI Ahe. gharAmadhye pratyekAsobata kasA vyavahAra asAvA tyAcI 'naoNramAliTI' (sarvasAmAnya paristhitI) ANalI pAhije. AcAra, vicAra ANi uccAra yAmadhye cAMgalA pheraphAra jhAlA tara svata: paramAtmA banu zakato ANi tyAcyA ulaTa viparIta badala jhAlA tara rAkSasa suddhA hoU zakato. loka samoracyAlA sudhAraNyAsAThI sarva kAhI phrekcara karuna TAkatAta. prathama svataH sudharA magaca dusar2yAlA sudhAru zakAla. paraMtu svataH sudharalyAzivAya samoracA kasA sudharela? ApaNa mulAMsAThI bhAvanA karIta rAhAyace kI mulAMcI buddhi cAMgalI hovo. ase karatA karatA khUpa divasAnaMtara pariNAma AlyA zivAya rAhaNAra nAhI. te tara haLU-haLU samajela, tumhI bhAvanA karIta rAhA. tyAMcyAvara saktI karaNAra tara ulaTa bighaDatIla. mhaNUna jema tema karuna saMsAra nibhAvUna gheNyAsArakhA Ahe. mulagA dArU piUna yeto ANi tumhAlA du:kha deto, tevhA tumhI malA sAMgAla kI hA mulagA malA khUpa duHkha deta asato. tara mI sAMgela kI cuka tumacI Ahe, mhaNUna zAMtapaNe, gappa rAhUna bhAva na bighaDavatA sahana karuna ghyA. hA bhagavAna mahAvIrAMcA niyama Ahe ANi jagAcyA lokAMcA niyama tara vegaLA Ahe. jagAtale loka sAMgatIla kI 'mulAcI cuka Ahe.' ase sAMgaNAre tumhAlA yeUna bheTatIla ANi tumhI suddhA tATha hoNAra kI, 'mulAcIca cuka Ahe, mAjhI samaja tara barobara Ahe.' moThe Ale samajavAle! bhagavAna mhaNatAta, 'cuka tujhI Ahe.' tumhI mulAMsobata phrenDazipa (mitratA) kelI tara te sudharatIla. tumacI phrenDazipa asela tara mule sudharatIla. paraMtu AI-vaDIlAMsArakhe rahAla, rUbAba karAyalA jAla, tara dhokAca Ahe. phrenDa (mitra) sArakhe rahAyalA pAhije. jeNe karuna bAhera phrenDa zodhaNAraca nAhIta, azA prakAre rahAyalA pAhije. jara tumhI phrenDa AhAta, tara tyAcyA barobara kheLAyalA have. phrenDa sArakhe sagaLe karAyalA pAhije! tU AlyAnaMtara AmhI cahA piNAra, ase sAMgAyalA have. ApaNa sagaLe ekatra basUna cahA piU. tumacA mitra Ahe azA prakAre vartana

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra karAyalA pAhije tevhA mule tumacI banUna rahAtIla. nAhItara mule tumacI banUna rAhaNAra nAhIta. khare tara mule koNAcI nasatAtaca. ekhAdA manuSya maruna gelA, tyAcyA mAge tyAcA mulagA marato kA kadhI? sagaLe gharI yeUna khAtAtapitAta. hI mule, mule nAhI Aheta. he tara phakta nisarganiyamAcyA AdhAre tase disate evaDheca. 'yuvara phrenDa' (tujhA mitra) sArakhe rahAyalA pAhije. tumhI prathama nakkI kele tara phrenDa sArakhe rAhU zakatA. jase mitralA vAITa vATela ase bolata nAhI, to ulaTa karIta asela tarI ApaNa mitrAlA kuThaparyaMta samajAvata asato? tara to mAnya karela toparyaMta ANi nAhI mAnya kele tara zevaTI tyAlA sAMgato kI, 'jazI tujhI icchA!' ANi manAmadhye phrenDa banaNyAsAThI suruvAtIlA kAya karAyalA pAhije? bAhya vyavahArAmadhye mI tyAcA vaDIla Ahe, paraMtu Ata manAmadhye ApaNa mAnale pAhije kI mI tyAcA mulagA Ahe. tevhAca phrenDazipa hoNAra! nAhItara nAhI hoNAra? vaDIla phrenDa kase banatIla? tyAcyA levala (pAtaLI) lA Alo taraca. tyA levalalA kazA prakAre yAyace? tara manAmadhye ase mAnAyace kI 'mI tyAcA mulagA Ahe.' jara ase mhaTale tara kAma phatte hoNAra. bareca loka ase mhaNatAta, ANi tyAMce kAma hoUna jAte! praznakartA : ApaNa sAMgatA kI mule soLA varSAcI jhAlyAnaMtara phrenDa banAyace, paraMtu soLA varSApUrvI paNa tyAMcyAsobata phrenDazipaca ThevAyacI kA? dAdAzrI : tase asela tara khUpaca cAMgale. paraMtu dahA-akarA varSAparyaMta ApaNa phrenDazipa TheU zakata nAhI. toparyaMta tyAcyAkaDUna cuka-bhUla hota asate. mhaNUna tyAlA samaja dyAyalA havI. ekhAdI cApaTa paNa mArAvI lAgate, dahA-akarA varSAparyaMta. to vaDIlAMcI mizI oDhata asela tara cApaTa paNa mArAvI lAgate. je bApa banAyalA geleta nA, te mAra khAUna meleta. pratyekAne ApalyA mulAMnA sudhAraNyAsAThI sagaLe prayatna karAyalA have. paraMtu prayatna saphaLa vhAyalA haveta. bApa jhAlAta paNa mulAMnA sudhAraNyAsAThI bApapaNA soDatA yeIla kA ? 'mI bApa Ahe' he soDaNAra kA? praznakartA : paNa to jara sudharata asela tara aham bhAva, dveSa, sarva soDUna tyAlA sudhAraNyAcA prayatna karAyalA pAhije?

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra dAdAzrI : tumhAlA bApa asalyAce bhAva soDAvA lAgela. praznakartA : 'hA mAjhA mulagA' ase mAnAyace nAhI ANi 'mI vaDIla Ahe' asehI mAnAyace nAhI? dAdAzrI : tara tyAcyA sArakhA dusarA niyamaca nAhI. mAjhyA premaLa svabhAvAmuLe azI dona-cAra lokaM malA premAne 'dAdA' mhaNAyace. itara sagaLe tara 'dAdA kevhApAsUna AlAta?' ase varakaraNI vicAyAyace. mI sAMgAyaco paravA Alo. tad-naMtara kAhIca nAhI, dikhAvaTI namaskAra! paraMtu te tara regyulara namaskAra karAyace. mI zodhUna kADhale kI tyAMnI malA 'dAdA' mhaTale tevhA mIhI manAtUna tyAMnA 'dAdA' mhaNAyace, arthAt plasa-mAyanasa (berIja-vajAvAkI) karAyaco, bheda uDavAyaco. mI tyAMnA manAtUna dAdA mhaNAyaco tyAmuLe mAjhe mana khUpa cAMgale rahAyalA lAgale, halake vATAyalA lAgale. tase tase tyAMnA 'aTrekzana' (AkarSaNa) jAsta vhAyalA lAgale. mI tyAMnA manApAsUna dAdA mAnAyaco mhaNUna tyAMcyA manAparyaMta mAjhe sAMgaNe pohacata hote nA! tyAMnA vATAyace ohoho! mAjhyAvara kitI premabhAva Ahe. hI khUpa samajaNyAsArakhI goSTa Ahe. azI goSTa kevhA tarI nighate. tara he tumhAlA sAMgato. tumhAlA jara ase karatA Ale tara kalyANa hoUna jAIla ase Ahe. maga kAya kele? asA vyavahAra nehamI cAlAyalAcA mhaNUna tyAMcyA manAmadhye aseca vATAyace kI dAdA sArakhA koNI mANUsa kuThehI miLaNAra nAhI. praznakartA : vaDIla ase vicAra karatAta kI mulagA malA eDajasTa (anukUla) kA hota nAhI? dAdAzrI : he tara tyAMcyA vaDIlapaNA Ahe mhaNUna bebhAnapaNA Ahe. vaDIlapaNA mhaNaje bebhAnapaNA, dhanIpaNA he bebhAnapaNA jethe 'paNA' zabda AlA tethe bebhAnapaNAca AlA. praznakartA : ulaTa bApa ase mhaNato kI mI tujhA bApa Ahe, tU kA mAjhe aikata nAhIsa? mAjhA mAna Thevata nAhIsa?

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 21 dAdAzrI : ekAlA tara mI ase bolatAnA aikale hote 'tulA mAhita nAhI kI mI tujhA bApa Ahe te!' kazyAta hece cakrama janmale Aheta? he suddhA bolAve lAgate? je jJAna pragaTapaNe sarva jagAlA mAhita Ahe, te suddhA bolaNyAcI veLa AlI Ahe? praznakartA : dAdA, yAcyA puDhacA DAyaloga (saMvAda) suddhA mI aikalA Ahe kI tumhAlA koNI sAMgitale hote kI AmhAlA janmAlA ghAlA! dAdAzrI : ase mhaNAlA tara ApalI abrU kAya rAhilI maga? 6. premAne sudhArA cimukalyAMnA praznakartA : tyAMcI cuka hota asela tara TokAve tara lAgela nA? dAdAzrI : tevhA ApaNa tyAlA ase vicArale pAhije kI, he tU je kAhI karata Ahe, te tulA yogya vATate kA? tU te sarva vicArapUrvaka kelesa nA? tevhA to sAMgela kI malA yogya vATata nAhI. tara ApaNa sAMgAyace kI bALa, maga ApaNa ugIca ase kA karAyace? ase tumhI svataH vicArapUrvaka sAMgA nA! sagaLe svataH nyAyAdhIzaca Aheta, sarvajaNa samajatAta, cukIce hota Ahe, he svataH mule suddhA jANatAtaca ! paraMtu tumhI tyAlA, 'tU mUrkha Ahesa, gADhava Ahesa, tU ase kA kelesa?' ase bolalAta tara to ulaTa haTTAlA peTato, kAhI nAhI, 'mI karato Ahe teca barobara Ahe jA.' ase mhaNUna ulaTe karela. tevhA maga ghara kase cAlavAyace te hI jamata nAhI. jIvana kase jagAyace te jamata nAhI. mhaNUna jIvana jagaNyAcyA sagaLyA yuktyA yethe dilelyA Aheta kI, kazAprakAre jIvana jagAyace te? samoracyAcA ahaMkAra jAgRta hoNAraca nAhI. AmacA AvAja sattAyukta nasato. arthAt sattA asAyalA nako. mulAMnA tumhI kAhIhI sAMgA paNa AvAja sattAyukta nasalA pAhije. praznakartA : saMsArAta rahAta asatAnA kitI tarI jabAbadAr2yA pAra pADAvyA lAgatAta, ANi jabAbadAr2yA pAra pADaNe hA eka dharma Ahe. hA dharma bajAvatAnA akAraNa vANI bolAvI lAgalI tara te pApa kI doSa Ahe? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe nA, kI kaTU vANI bolatAnA ApalA ceharA

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra kasA hoUna jAto? gulAbAcyA phulAsArakhA? nAhI? tara ApalA ceharA bighaDalA kI samajAyace pApa lAgale. ApalA ceharA bighaDela azI vANI nighAlI tara samajAyace pApa lAgela. kaTU vANI bolU nakA. thoDe zabda bolA paraMtu haLU AvAjAta samajAvUna sAMgA. prema ThevA, tevhA eka divasa jiMkU zakAla. kaTUtAne jiMkU zakaNAra nAhI. ulaTa to virodhAta jAIla ANi ulTe karma bAMdhela. to mulagA ulaTe pariNAma yeIla ase karma bAMdhela. 'AtA tara mI lahAna Ahe mhaNUna ase daTavatAta, paraMtu moThe jhAlyAvara mI baghUna gheIna.' ase abhiprAya Ata bAMdhata rAhato. arthAta ase karu nakA, tyAlA samajavA. eka divasa prema jiMkela. donaca divasAta tyAce phaLa yeNAra nAhI. dahA divasa, paMdharA divasa, mahinyAparyaMta tyAcyAsobata premAne rahA. maga pahA, hyA premAcA pariNAma kAya yeto, he pahA tara! praznakartA : AmhI bar2yAcadA samajAvale paraMtu to samajata nAhI tara kAya karAyace? dAdAzrI : samajAvaNyAcI AvazkatA ca nAhI. prema ThevA. tarI suddhA ApaNa haLUvAra tyAlA samaja deta rahA. ApalyA zejAr2yAMzI suddhA ApaNa ase kaTu vacana bolato kA kadhI? jase vistavAlA ApaNa kAya karato? cimaTyAne pakaDato nA ? cimaTA Thevato nA? ANi jara asAca hAtAta vistava pakaDalA tara kAya hoIla? praznakartA : caTakA lAgela. dAdAzrI : mhaNUna cimaTA ThevAvA lAgato. praznakartA : maga koNatyA prakAracA cimaTA ThevAyalA pAhije? dAdAzrI : ApalyA gharAtIla eka mANUsa cimaTyAsArakhA Ahe, to svataH jaLata nAhI ANi samoracyA jaLAlelyAlA pakaDato, ApaNa tyAlA bolAvUna sAMgitale pAhije kI, 'bhAU, mI jevhA yAcyAzI bolela tevhA ta malA sAtha de.' tyAnaMtara to sarva ThIka karuna deIla. kAhItarI mArga kADhAyalA havA. nusatyA hAtAneca vistava pakaDAyalA gelAta tara kAya hoIla?

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra Apale bolaNe phaLata nasela tara ApaNa gappa rAhile. ApaNa mUrkha Ahota, ApalyAlA bolAyalA jamata nAhI, tara maga gappa basale pAhije. eka tara Apale bolaNe phaLata nasela ANi ulaTa Apale mana bighaDela AtmA bighaDela. ase koNa karaNAra? __ praznakartA : AI-vaDIla ApalyA mulAMsAThI jI oDha dAkhavatAta, tyAveLI bar2yAcadA ase vATate kI he ati hota Ahe. dAdAzrI : te sarva imozanala (bhAvUka) Ahe. kamI dAkhavaNArA suddhA imozanala Ahe. normala (sAmAnya) asAyalA pAhije. normala mhaNaje phakta banAvaTI, 'DrAmeTika'. jase nATakAtIla strIsobata nATaka karatAta, tevhA te vAstavika, ekjekTa asate. lokAMnA khareca vATata asate. paraMtu bAhera AlyAnaMtara to kalAkara tilA sAMgela kI 'cala mAjhyA sobata?' tara tI sobata jANAra nAhI, mhaNela kI te tara nATakApUrateca hote. he samajale nA? hyA jagAlA sudhAraNyAcA mArgaca prema Ahe. jagAtIla loka jyAlA prema mhaNatAta te prema nAhI, tI tara Asakti Ahe. hyA bebIvara prema karatAta, paraMtu tI glAsa phoDela tevhA prema rAhate kA? tevhA tara ciDatAta ticyAvara, mhaNUna tI Asakti Ahe. mule prema zodhata asatAta, paraMtu prema tyAMnA miLata nAhI, mhaNUna tyAMcyA samasyA teca jANatAta, sAMgU hI zakata nAhI, ANi sahanahI hota nAhI. AjacyA taruNAsAMThI mAjhyAkaDe mArga Ahe. hyA jahAjAcI dhurA kazA prakAre sAMbhALAyacI, tyAce mArgadarzana malA AtUna miLate. mAjhyA Ata ase prema utpanna jhAle Ahe kI je kadhI vADhata nAhI ANi ghaTata hI nAhI. vADhaNe-ghaTaNe tyAlA Asakti mhaNatAta. je vADhata nAhI ANi ghaTata hI nAhI te paramAtma prema Ahe. mhaNUna tara koNatAhI mANUsa vaza hoto. malA koNAlA vaza karAyace nAhI, tarI suddhA premAne sagaLe vaza hota asatAta. jyAlA khare prema mhaNatAta nA, te tara pahAyalA suddhA miLata nAhI. jagAne prema pAhileca nAhI. kadhIkALI jJAnI puruSa athavA bhagavaMta asatIla tevhA prema pAhU zakatAta. prema kamI-jAsta nAhI hota, anAsakti asate. heca prema. jJAnIMce prema heca paramAtmA Ahe.

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24 AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra lahAna mulAMcyA sobata Amace khUpa jamate. mAjhyAbarobara phrenDazipa (mitratA) karatAta. AtA mI jevhA Ata yeta hoto nA, tevhA eka evaDhAsA mulagA hotA, to malA ghyAyalA AlA ANi mhaNAlA 'calA. yethe AlyAbarobara ghyAyalA AlA. AmacyA sobata phrenDazipa karatAta. tumhI lADa karatAta. AmhI lADa nAhI prema karato.' praznakartA : he jarA samajavA nA dAdAjI, lADa karaNe ANi prema karaNe. he sarva udAharaNa deUna samajavA. dAdAzrI : are, ekA mANasAne tara svata:cyA mulAlA dAbale, ase chAtIvara! dona varSAMpAsUna tyAlA bheTalA navhatA ANi ucalUna ase dAbale! tevhA te mula khUpa dAbale gele, tyAcyAkaDe kAhI paryAya uralA nAhI, mhaNUna zevaTI tyAne bApAlA cAvalA. hI kAya rIta Ahe? hyA lokAMnA tara bApa hoNe suddhA nAhI jamata! praznakartA : ANi premavAlA asela, to kAya karato? dAdAzrI : ho, to tyAcyAvara premAne hAta phiravato, gAlAvara hAta phiravato, asA pAThIvara haLUca thopaDato. ase-tase karuna khuza karato. nAhItara kAya tyAlA ase dAbUna TAkAyace? maga to bicArA gudamaralA tara cAvaNAraca nA! zvAsa koMDalA gelA tara cAvaNAra nAhI? ANi mulAMnA kadhI mAru nakA. jara kAhI cuka-bhUla jhAlI tara avazya samajavA, haLUvAra DokyAvara hAta phiravUna tyAlA jarura samajavA. prema dile tara mule samaMjasa hotAta. 7. 'vikRti' azI suTUna jAIla DriMksa (dArU) vagaire kAhI ghetA kA? praznakartA : kadhItarI jevhA gharAmadhye bhAMDaNa hota asate tevhA. he mI khare bolato Ahe. dAdAzrI : te baMda karuna TAkA. tyAmuLe lAcAra hoUna gelAta. ApalyAlA he nAhI cAlaNAra, he nAhI pAhije. gheUca nakosa. sparza suddhA

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 25 karu nakosa tU, dAdAcI AjJA Ahe, mhaNUna azyA vastUMnA sparza karAyacAca nAhI. taraca tumace jIvana cAMgale vyatIta hoIla. kAraNa kI, AtA tulA tyAcI AvazkatA vATaNAra nAhI. he caraNavidhi ityAdi vAcaNAra tara tulA tyAcI garaja paDaNAra nAhI ANi bharapUra AnaMda rAhIla, khUpa AnaMda rAhIla. samajale nA? samajale kI nAhI? praznakartA : vyasanAMpAsUna mukta kazA prakAre rAhAyace? dAdAzrI : vyasanAMpAsUna mukta hoNyAsAThI 'vyasana vAITa vastu Ahe.' azI ApalI pratIti jhAlI pAhije. hI pratIti DhilI paDatA kAmA naye. ApalA nizcaya DagamagAyalA nako, ase asela tara manuSya vyasanAMpAsUna dUraca rAhato. paNa tyAta kAhI harakata nAhI.' ase bolalyAbarobara vyasana ajUna pakke hote. praznakartA : bar2yAca kALApAsUna koNI dArU pIta asela kiMvA Dragsa (nazIle padArtha) ghetale asatIla, tara sAMgatAta kI tyAcA pariNAma tyAcyA meMdUvara jhAlelA asato. tyAmULe to nazA baMda karato tarI paNa tyAcA pariNAma tara rAhatoca. tara tyA pariNAmAMpAsUna mukta hoNyAsAThI dAdA ApaNa kAya sAMgAla? kazA prakAre bAhera paDAyace, tyAsAThI kAhI mArga Ahe? dAdAzrI : nAhI, paraMtu naMtara parata riekzana yete tyAcI. je paramANU Aheta te sagaLe zuddha jhAle pAhijeta nA! AtA tara pyAyace baMda karuna dile Ahe nA? maga AtA tyAce kAya karAyace Ahe ? 'dArU piNe vAITa Ahe' ase nehamI bolata rAhAyace. hoya, soDalyAnaMtara suddhA ase bolata rAhAyace. paraMtu cAMgalI Ahe ase kadhIca bolU naye. nAhItara punhA tyAcA pariNAma hoNAra. praznakartA : dArU pyAyalyAne meMdUvara kazA prakArace nukasAna hota asate? dAdAzrI : tyAmuLe bhAna harapate nA, tyAveLI AtIla jAgRti vara AvaraNa yeta asate. naMtara nehamIsAThI te AvaraNa haTata nAhI. manAta ApalyAlA vATate kI te nighUna gele, paraMtu nighata nAhI, ase karatA karatA AvaraNa yeUna, yeUna maga.... mANasAvara jaDatva yete. naMtara maga tyAlA cAMgale

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra vicAra suddhA yeta nAhIta. paNa jI mANasaM Devalapa (vikasita) jhAlelI Aheta, tyAMcA meMdU hyAtUna bAhera paDalyA naMtara khUpa cAMgalA Devalapa hota jAto! tyAlA maga punhA bighaDavAyace nAhI. praznakartA : dArU pyAlAmuLe meMdulA je kAhI DaeNmeja (nukasAna) jhAle Ahe, meMdUce paramANU DaeNmeja jhAlele Aheta, tara to DaeNmeja jhAlelA bhAga punhA ripeara kazA prakAre hoIla? dAdAzrI : tyAvara kAhI upAya nAhI. te tara kAhI kALAnaMtara haLUhaLU hoIla. pyAyalyA zivAyacA jo kALa jAIla, tasa tase nirAvaraNa hota jAIla. lageca hoNAra nAhI. dArU ANi mAMsAhAra yAMcyAmuLe je nukasAna hota asate, dArU ANi mAMsAhArapAsUna je sukha bhogato, te sukha 'ripe' (paratapheDa) karatAMnA tyAlA pazuyonImadhye jAve lAgate. he jevaDhe kAhI sukha tumhI ghetA tyAlA 'ripe' karAveca lAgela, azI jabAbadArI ApalyAlA samajAyalA havI. he jaga pokaLa Dhola nAhI Ahe. te tara cukate karAveca lAgela ase jaga Ahe. phakta hyA AMtarika sukhAce 'ripe' karAve nAhI lAgata! itara sarva bAherace sukha 'ripe' karAve lAgate. jevaDhe AmhAlA jamA karAyace asela te karA paNa maga te paratapheDa tara karAve lAgela!! praznakartA : yeNAr2yA janmAmadhye pazU hoUna 'ripe' karAve lAgela, te tara barobara Ahe. paraMtu hyA janmAmadhye kAya hoNAra? hyA janmAce kAya pariNAma Ahe? dAdAzrI : hyA janmAmadhye tyAlA svata:vara AvaraNa yetAta mhaNaje jaDa sArakhe, pazU sArakhAca jhAlelA asato. lokAMmadhye 'presTija' (abru) rahAta nAhI, lokAMmadhye sanmAna rahAta nAhI, kAhI suddhA rahAta nAhI. aMDI aso kI pillU asota donhI ekaca Aheta. koNAce aMDe khANe ANi koNAce pillU khANe hyAta pharaka nAhI. pillU khANe tulA pasaMta Ahe? dusar2yAMce pillU khANe AvaDela? praznakartA : aMDyAMmadhye suddhA zAkAhArI aMDI asatAta azI lokAMcI mAnyatA jhAlI Ahe.

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra dAdAzrI : nAhI, hI tara cukIcI mAnyatA Ahe. jyA aMDyAMnA nirjIva aMDI mhaNatAta, tI jIvarahita vastU Ahe. jyAcyAta jIva nAhI, tI vastU khAU zakata nAhI. praznakartA : hI goSTa vegaLIca vATate, kRpayA vistArAne samajavA nA! dAdAzrI : vegaLI mhaNaje, ekjhekTa (taMtotaMta) goSTa Ahe. he tara zAstrajJAMnI suddhA sAMgitalele Ahe kI nirjIva vastU kadhIca khAU zakata nAhI, jIvIta vastUca khAllI jAte. jyAta jIva asato paraMtu vegaLyA prakAracA jIva, paNa tevhA lokAMnI tyAcA gairaphAyadA karuna ghetalA. are tyAlA tara sparza suddhA karAyalA nako. mulAMnA aMDe khAU ghAtalyAmuLe kAya hote? zarIra itake vikArI Avezamaya hoUna jAte kI maga tyAMcyA niyaMtraNAta rahAta nAhI. Apale 'vhejeTeriyana phUDa' (zAkAhArI jevaNa) tara khUpaca utkRSTha asate, bhale kacce aso. DaoNkTarAMcA yAmadhye doSa nAhI. DaoNkTara tara tyAMcI svata:cI samaja ANi buddhicyA AdhAre sAMgatAta. ApalyAlA ApalyA saMskArAMce rakSaNa tara karAyalA have nA! ApaNa saMskArI gharAtale loka Ahota. praznakartA : ameriketa dAdAMnI kitI tarI mulAMnA ekadama 'Tarna' (badala) karuna dileta. dAdAzrI : hoya, tyAMce AI-vaDIla takrAra gheUna Ale hote kI AmacI mule bighaData cAlalI Aheta, tyAMce kAya karAyace? mI sAMgitale, 'tumhI kevhA sudharalele hotA kI mule bighaDUna gelI Aheta! tumhI mAMsAhAra karatA?' tevhA te mhaNAle, 'hoya, kadhI kadhI.' 'dArU pitA kA?' tara mhaNAle 'kadhI kadhI' mhaNUnaca hyA mulAMnA vATate kI mAjhe vaDIla karatAta mhaNaje hI hitakArI vastu Ahe. je hitakArI asela teca mAjhe vaDIla karatIla nA? arthAt ase karaNe tumhAlA zobhata nAhI. maga tyA mulAMnA mAMsAhArAtUna soDavale. tyA mulAMnA vicArale kI 'tU hA baTATA kApU zakato kA? hI papaI kApU zakato kA? he 'eppala' kApU zakato kA?' 'hoya, sarva kApU zakato.' mI sAMgitale, 'bhopaLA evaDhA moThA asalA tara?' 'hoya, tyAlA suddhA kApU zakato' 'kAkaDI evaDhI moThI

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra asela tI suddhA kApU zakato.' 'tyAveLI 'hArTa' vara pariNAma hoIla?' tevhA mhaNAlA, nAhI hoNAra.' naMtara mI vicArale, 'bakarI kApU zakatosa?' tevhA mhaNAlA, nAhI.' koMbaDI kApU zakatosa? tevhA mhaNAlA, 'nAhI, mAjhyAne nAhI kApalI jANAra.' mhaNUna tujhe hArTa kApaNyAsa 'eksepTa' (svikAra) karela, tevaDhyAca vastU tU khAyacyA. tujhe hArTa eksepTa nAhI karata, hArTalA pasaMta nAhI, rucata nAhI tyA vastU nAhI khAyacyA. nAhItara tyAcA pariNAma viparIta hoIla ANi te paramANU tujhyA hArTavara pariNAma karatIla. tevhA mule sarva kAhI cAMgalyA prakAre samajalI ANi mAMsAhAra soDUna dilA. eka prasiddha lekhaka 'banArDa zaoN' yAMnA koNI tarI vicArale, 'tumhI mAMsAhAra kA nAhI karata?' tevhA te mhaNAle, 'mAjhe zarIra kabrastAna nAhI Ahe, he koMbaDA-koMbaDIce kabrastAna nAhI Ahe.' paraMtu tyAta kAya phAyadA? tevhA te mhaNAleta, 'AI vaoNnTa TU bI e sivilAijDa mena.' (malA susaMskRta manuSya vhAvayAce Ahe.) tarI suddhA karatAta, kSatriyAMnA hA adhikAra Ahe. paraMtu tyAMcyAta kSatriyatA asela tara adhikAra Ahe. praznakartA : hyA lahAna mulAMnA magasa (eka prakAracI jAsta tupAtalI miThAI) khAU ghAlata asatAta, tI khAyalA deU zakato kA? dAdAzrI : nAhI khAyalA dyAyacI, magasa nAhI khAyalA dyAyace. lahAna mulAMnA magasa, DiMkapAka, pakvAnna azI miThAI khAyalA dyAyacI nAhI. tyAMnA sAdhe jevaNa dyAyace ANi dUdha paNa kamI dyAyalA have. mulAMnA he sarva dyAyalA nako. Apale loka tara dUdhApAsUna kelelyA vastU sArakhe-sArakhe khAyalA deta asatAta. are! azyA vastU khAU ghAlAyacyA nAhI. uttejanA vADhela ANi bArA varSAcA jhAlyAbarobara tyAcI dRSTI bighaDela. uttejanA kamI hoIla ase jevaNa mulAMnA dyAyalA have. he sarva tara mAhita ca nAhI. jIvana kase jagAyace, yAcI samajaca nAhI nA! praznakartA : barobara Ahe, AmhAlA kAhI bolAyace nAhI, paraMtu samajA kI AmacA mulagA corI karIta asela tara tyAlA corI karu dyAvI kA?

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra dAdAzrI : dAkhavaNyAsAThI virodha karA, paNa Atamadhye samabhAva ThevA. bAhera disaNyAsa virodha ANi to corI karato Ahe, tyAvara nirdayatA kiMcit-paNa hoU deu nakA. jara AtIla samabhAva tuTuna gelA tara nirdayatA hoIla. sarva jaga nirdaya hota asate. tyAlA samajavA kI 'jyAcI corI kelI, tyAce ase pratikramaNa karAyace ANi pratikramaNa kitI veLA kele te malA sAMgAyace, tara maga ThIka hoUna jAIla. yApuDhe tU corI karaNAra nAhI yAbaddalacI pratijJA kara. punhA corI karaNAra nAhI ANi jI kelI gelI tyAcI kSamA mAgato. azAprakAre sArakhe-sArakhe samajAvalyAmuLe he jJAna pakke hoUna jAte. tyAmuLe puDhacyA janmI corI nAhI karaNAra. hA tara phakta iphekTa (pariNAma) Ahe, dusare navIna AmhI zikavAyace nAhI. tara maga navIna ubhe rAhaNAra nAhI. hA mulagA AmacyA javaLa sagaLyA cUkA kabUla karato. corI kelI tI suddhA kabUla karato. AlocanA tara gajaba puruSa asela tetheca hoU zakate. jara ase sarva jhAle tara hindusthAnAcA AzcaryakAraka parivartana hoUna jAIla! 8. navIna janarezana, heldI mAInDacI! dAdAzrI : ravivArI tumacyA javaLapAsaca satsaMga hota asato, tara kA yeta nAhI? praznakartA : ravivAracyA divazI TI.vhI. pAhAyacA asate nA, dAdAjI! dAdAzrI : TI.vhI ANi tumacA kAya saMbaMdha? hA, caSmA lAvalA Ahe tarI suddhA TI.vhI. pahAtA? AmacA deza asA Ahe kI TI.vhI. pahAvA lAgata nAhI, nATaka pahAve lAgata nAhI, te sarva yethalyA yethe rastyAvara hota asate nA! praznakartA : yA vATevara pohacalo tevhA baMda hoIla nA? dAdAzrI : kRSNa bhagavAna gItemadhye sAMgUna gele kI manuSya veLa vAyA ghAlavata Aheta. kamavaNyAsAThI nokarIlA jANe anartha mhaTale jAta nAhI. joparyaMta tI dRSTI nAhI miLata toparyaMta hI dRSTI suTata nAhI. loka suddhA pazU sArakhe aMgAvara ghANeraDA cikhala kevhA copaDatAta?

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AI - vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra tara jevhA tyAMnA jaLajaLate tevhA. he TI.vhI, sinemA, sagaLe ghANeraDA cikhalA sArakhe Aheta. yA sarvAMtUna kAhIhI sAratattva nighata nAhI. AmacA TI. vhI. lA kAhIhI virodha nAhI Ahe. pratyeka vastU pAhaNyAcI sUTa Ahe paraMtu ekIkaDe pAca vAjUna dahA miniTalA TI. vhI cA kAryakrama asela va dusarIkaDe satsaMga asela, tara kAya AvaDela? akarA vAjatA parIkSA asela ANi akarA vAjatA jevAyace asela tara kAya nivaDaNAra ? azI samaja asAyalA pAhije! 30 praznakartA : rAtrI uzIrAparyaMta TI. vhI pahAta asatAta, mhaNUna maga jhopataca nAhI nA? dAdAzrI : paraMtu TI.vhI tara tumhI vikata ANalA tevhA pAhatAta nA ? tumhIca hyA sagaLyA mulAMnA bighaDavale Ahe. hyA AI-vaDIlAMnIca mulAMnA bighaDavale Ahe, varuna TI. vhI ANatAta gharAta ! agodaraca kAya kamI tuphAna hote, tyAta punhA ekAcI bhara ? navIna paeNnTa ghAlUna ArazyAta sArakhe pahAtAta. are, ArazyAta kAya pahAto Ahe ? hI koNAcI nakkala karatAta te tara samajA! adhyAtmavAlyAMcI nakkala kelI kI bhautikavAlyAMcI nakkala kelI ? jara bhautikavAlyAMcI nakkala karAyacI asela tara tyAsAThI te AphrikAvAle Aheta, tyAMcI nakkala kA nAhI karIta ? paraMtu he sAhebAsArakhe disaNyAsAThI, nakkala karato. paNa tujhyAta kAhI barakata tara nAhI ! kasalA sAheba hoUna phiratosa ? paNa to tara sAheba hoNyAsAThI ase ArazyAmadhye pahAto, kesa vaLavato ANi samajato kI AtA mI 'oNlarAiTa' jhAlo. ANi paeNnTa ghAlUna mAgUna thopaDathApaDa karIta phirata asato. are, ugIca kazAlA thopaDathApaDa karatosa? koNIhI baghaNAra nAhI. sagaLe ApaApalyA kAmAta vyasta Ahe. sagaLe ApaApalyA ciMteta Aheta. tulA pahANyAsAThI koNa rikAmA basalA Ahe ? sagaLe ApaApalyA vivaMcaneta paDalele Aheta. paraMtu svataHlA kAya samajUna basale Aheta ? junyA piDhIvAle jara mulAMsobata kaTakaTa karata asatIla tara mI tyAMnA vicAru icchito kI tumhI lahAna asatAnA tumace vaDIla suddhA tumhAlA kAhI

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra sAMgata hote kA? tevhA sAMgatAta kI, te suddhA azIca kaTakaTa karAyace. tyAMcyA vaDIlAMnA vicArale kI tumhI lahAna hote tevhA? te suddhA azIca kaTakaTa karAyace. tyAMcyA vaDIlAMnA vicArale kI tumhI lahAna hote tevhA? te suddhA sAMgatAta kI, Amace vaDIla dekhila kaTakaTa karAyace. mhaNUna he 'purvApAra cAlata Alele Ahe !' 'Age se calI AyI!' mulagA junyA goSTI svikArAyalA tayAra nAhI. mhaNUna hyA sagaLyA aDacaNI ubhyA rAhilyA Aheta. mI bApAlA maoNDarna (Adhunika) hoNyAsa sAMgato paNa te hota nAhI. kase hoNAra? maoNDarna hoNe hI kAhI sopI goSTI nAhI. ApalA deza yujhalesa (bekAra) hoUna gelA Ahe! kAhI jAtIMcA khUpa tiraskAra karata asatAta. eka-dusar2yA sobata basata nAhI, bhedabhAva karIta asatAta. vara hAta TheUna prasAda detAta! paraMtu hI navIna piDhI heldI mAInDavAlI Ahe. khUpaca cAMgalI Ahe! mulAMsAThI cAMgalI bhAvanA karataca rahA. sarva cAMgale saMyoga juLUna yetIla. nAhItara hyA mulAMmadhye kAhI sudhAraNA hoNAra nAhI. mule sudhAratIla paraMtu ApaApalyA parIne, nisarga sudharavela tyAMnA. mule cAMgalyAta cAMgalI Aheta. koNatyAhI kALAta navhatI azI mule Ahate Aja! hyA mulAMmadhye ase koNate guNa asatIla kI mI ase sAMgato Ahe kI koNatyA kALAta navhatI ase guNa hyA mulAMmadhye Aheta! bicAr2yAMmadhye koNatyAhI prakAracA tiraskAra nAhI. kAhI suddhA nAhI. phakta mohI Aheta! sinemA pahAyalA, dusare kAhI pahAyalA bhaTakata asatAta. paNa pUrvI tara itakA tiraskAra hotA kI brAhmaNAMcI mule dusar2yAMnA zivata navhatI. AjakAla AhekA azI DokephoDI? praznakartA : AtA ase kAhI nAhI. jarA suddhA nAhI. dAdAzrI : sagaLA mAla svaccha jhAlA Ahe. lobha suddhA nAhI, mAnAcI suddhA parvA karata nAhI. AtAparyaMta tara sagaLA khoTA (malIna) mAla hotA, mAnI-krodhI-lobhI ! ANi he tara mohI Aheta bicAre.

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2 AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra praznakartA : ApaNa sAMgatA kI AjacI janarezana 'heldI mAInDavAlI' Ahe ANi dusar2yA bAjUne pahAve tara sarva vyasanI hoUna gele Aheta, ANi mAhIta nAhI ajUna kAya kAya Ahe te? dAdAzrI : bhale te vyasanI disata asatIla, paraMtu tyA bicAr2yAMnA yogya mArga nAhI miLAlA tevhA maga kAya karaNAra ? paNa tyAMce mAInDa heldI Ahe. praznakartA : heldI mAInDa mhaNaje kAya ? dAdAzrI : heldI mAInDa mhaNaje mAjhe-tujhe hyAcI jAsta parvA karata nAhI. ANi AmhI tara lahAna hoto tevhA bAhera koNAce kAhI paDalele asela, kiMvA koNI kAhI dile tara gheNyAcI icchA hota ase. koNAkaDe jevAyalA gelo tara gharI khAto tyApekSA thoDe jAsta khAta asU. lahAna mulAMpAsUna te mhAtAr2yAMparyaMta sagaLe mamatAvAle hote. are! hI 'Dabala beDa' cI sisTama hindusthAnAta hotI kA? janAvarAM sArakhe loka ? hindusthAnAtIla strI-puruSa kadhI ekatra ekA kholIta nasatAta! nehamI vegaLyA kholItaca rahAta asata! tase na hotA Aja he pahA nA! AtA tara bApaca beDaruma banavUna deto, Dabala beDa! hyAmuLe mule samajUna gelI kI, he jaga azA prakAreca cAlate. tumhAlA kalpanA Ahe kI pUrvI strIpuruSAMce aMtharuna vegaLyA-vegaLyA kholIta asAyace. tumhAlA mAhIta nAhI? he sarva mI pAhilele hote. tumhI he Dabala beDa baghitale hote kA kadhI? 9 AI-vaDIlAMcyA takrArI ! eka bhAI malA sAMgata ase, mAjhA putaNyA dararoja naU vAjatA uThato. gharAmadhye koNateca kAma karIta nAhI. maga gharAtIla sagaLyAMnA vicArale kI hA lavakara nAhI uThata hI goSTa tumhA sagaLyAMnA AvaData nAhI kA? tara sagaLe mhaNAle, 'AmhAlA AvaData nAhI, tarI paNa to lavakara uThataca nAhI.' mI vicArale, 'sUryanArAyaNa ugavalyAvara tara uThato kI nAhI uThata?' tevhA mhaNAle, 'tyAnaMtara suddhA eka tAsAnaMtara uThato.' tyAvara mI sAMgitale kI, 'sUryanArAyaNacI suddhA maryAdA Thevata nAhI, to tara maga khUpa moThA mANUsa asela!' nAhItara loka suryanArAyaNa ugavaNyAcyA agodaraca jhopetUna jAge hotAta, paraMtu hA tara suryanArAyaNAcI suddhA parvA karata nAhI.' maga tyA lokAMnI

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 3 sAMgitale, tumhI tyAlA thoDe rAgavA. mI sAMgitale, 'AmhI rAgavU zakata nAhI. AmhI rAgavAyalA nAhI Alo, AmhI samaja dyAyalA Alo Ahota, AmacA rAgavaNyAcA vyApAraca nAhI, AmacA tara samaja deNyAcA vyApAra Ahe.' maga tyA mulAlA sAMgitale, 'darzana karuna ghe, naMtara dararoja bola kI dAdA malA lavakara uThaNyAcI zakti dyA.' evaDhe tyAcyAkaDUna karavUna ghetalyAnaMtara gharAtIla sarva lokAMnA sAMgitale, kI AtA tara hA cahAcyA veLevarahI uThalA nAhI tara tyAlA vicArAyace kI, 'bhAI, he pAMgharuna deU tulA? hivALyAcI thaMDI Ahe, oDhAyace asela tara pAMgharuna deU kA tulA?' maskarI mhaNUna nAhI, paraMtu kharokhara tyAlA pAMgharuna pAMgharAyace. gharAtIla lokAMnI tase kele. pariNAma svarupa sahA mahinyAtaca to mulagA evaDhA lavakara uThAyalA lAgalA kI, gharAtIla sagaLyA lokAMcI takrAra baMda jhAlI. praznakartA : hallIcI mule abhyAsApekSA kheLaNyAta jAsta lakSa detAta, tyAMnA abhyAsAkaDe vaLaviNyAsAThI tyAMcyAkaDUna kazAprakAre kAma ghyAyace kI, jyAmuLe mulAMcyA prati kleza nirmANa hoNAra nAhI? dAdAzrI : inAmI yojanA kADhA nA! mulAMnA sAMgA kI, jyAcA pahilA naMbara yeIla tyAsa evaDhe bakSIsa deNAra ANi sahAvA naMbara yeIla, tyAlA evaDhe bakSIsa ANi pAsa hoIla tyAlA evaDhe bakSIsa. tyAMcA utsAha vADhela ase kAhI karA. tyAlA tvarita phAyadA hoIla ase kAhI dAkhavA, taraca maga to AvhAna svikArela. dusarA kAya upAya karaNAra? nAhItara tyAcyAvara prema ThevA. jara prema asela tara mule sarva kAhI svikAratAta. mAjhyAkaDe mule sarva kAhI svikAratAta. mI je sAMgena te karaNyAsa tayAra asatAta, mhaNaje ApaNa tyAMnA satata samajAvata rAhile pAhije. maga te je karatIla te khare. praznakartA : mukhya samasyA hI Ahe kI abhyAsa karaNyAsAThI mulAMnA AmhI bar2yAca prakAre samajAvata asato, paraMtu AmacyA sAMgaNyAne mule samajata nAhI, Amace aikataca nAhI. dAdAzrI : nAhI, te aikata nAhI, kAraNa kI tumhAlA AI hotA Ale nAhI mhaNUna. jara AI hotA Ale asate tara kA nAhI aikaNAra? tyAcA

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34 AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra mulagA aikata kA nAhI? tara mhaNe, 'tyAne svata:cyA AI-vaDIlAMce kadhI ekaleca navhate nA!' praznakartA : dAdAjI, tyAta vAtAvaraNAcA doSa Ahe kI nAhI ? dAdAzrI : nAhI, vAtAvaraNAcA doSa nAhI. khare tara AI-vaDIlAMnA AI-vaDIla hotA Aleca nAhI. AI-vaDIla banaNe hI tara sarvAta moThI jabAbadArI Ahe. pradhAnamaMtrI hoNyAcI jabAbadArI hI tyApekSA kamI Ahe. praznakartA : te kase? dAdAzrI : pradhAnamaMtrI hoNyAta tara lokAMce oNparezana Ahe. yethe tara svataHcyA mulAMceca oNparezana vhAyace Ahe. gharAmadhye AlyAbarobara mule khuza hoUna jAtIla ase asAyalA have. ANi AjakAlacI mule tara kAya mhaNatAta? 'Amace vaDIla gharAta nAhI Aleta tara bare.' are, murkhA ase asela tara kAya hoNAra? mhaNUna AmhI lokAMnA sAMgata asato, 'bhAU, soLA varSAnaMtara mulAMnA phrenDa mhaNUna svikArA.' ase sAMgitale kI nAhI ! 'phrenDalI Tona' (maitrIpUrNa saMvAda) asela nA, tara ApalI vANI cAMgalIca nighate, nAhItara dararoja vaDIla banalAta tara tyAtUna koNate hI sAra nighaNAra nAhI. mulagA cALIsa varSAcA jhAlA asela tarIhI ApaNa bApapaNA dAkhavata rAhaNAra tara kase hoNAra? praznakartA : paraMtu dAdAjI, vRddha loka suddhA AmacyAzI ase vartana karatAta, tyAMce vicAra junATa (june) asatIla, tara AmhI tyAMnA kase hainDala (hAtALAyalA) karAyace ? koNatyA prakAracyA buddhine? dAdAzrI : aina ghAIcyAveLI gADI jara paMkcara jhAlI tara kAya ApaNa ticyA vhIlalA (cAkAlA) mAra-mAra karato kA? praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : aina veLI ghAI asela ANi TAyara paMkcara jhAle tara vhIlalA mArAyalA pAhije kA? tevhA tara sarva paTApaTa sAMbhALUna Apale kAma

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 35 karuna ghyAyalA have. bicAr2yA gADIlA jase paMkcara hota asatAta. taseca vRddha lokAMnA suddhA paMkcara hota asatAta. AmhI sAMbhALUna ghyAyalA have. gADIlA mAra-Thoka karuna cAlela kA? praznakartA : dona bhAvaMDe ApaApasAta bhAMData asatIla, ApaNAsa mAhIta Ahe kI doghehI samajavaNyA palIkaDace Aheta, azA veLI ApaNa kAya kele pAhije? dAdAzrI : ekadA doghAMnA basavUna tyAMnA sAMgAyalA have kI, ApaApasAta bhAMDaNyAta phAyadA nAhI, tyAmuLe tara yeNArI lakSmI jAta rAhate. praznakartA : paraMtu te jara aikAyalAca tayAra nAhIta tara kAya karAyace, dAdAjI? dAdAzrI : rAhU dyAyace. jase Ahe tase rAhU dyAyace. praznakartA : mule ApaApasAta bhAMDatAta ANi te jara vikopAlA gele tara AmhI mhaNato kI he ase kase jhAle? dAdAzrI : tyAMnA bodha gheU dyA nA, ApaApasAta bhAMDalyAmuLe svataHcI svata:lAca samaja yeIla nA? ase punhA-punhA Avara ghAlata rAhilyAne bodha nAhI hoNAra. jaga phakta nirIkSaNa karaNyAyogya Ahe. jagata tara jANaNyAyogya Ahe. hI apatya koNAcI hotaca nAhIta, he tara mAthI yeUna paDalelI jaMjALa Ahe ! mhaNaje tyAMcI madata avazya karAvI paNa AtUna nATakIya rAhUna. takrAra karAyalA prathama koNa yeta asate? kaliyugAta tara jo gunhegAra asela, toca prathama takrAra gheUna yeta asato ! ANi satyugAta jo nirdoSa asela to takrAra gheUna yeta ase. hyA kaliyugAta nyAya karaNAre dekhila ase Aheta kI jyAce prathama aikale tyAcyA bAjUne hoUna jAtAta (tyAMcIca bAjU ghetAta.) gharAta cAra apatye asatIla, tyAtIla doghAMcI kAhIca cuka nasela tarI suddhA vaDIla tyAlA sArakhe daTAvata asatAta ANi dusare dona cUkA

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3 6 AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra karata asatIla tarI suddhA tyAMnA koNI kAhI bolaNAra nAhI. ase sarva ghaDate te tyAcyA mAge asalelyA rUTakaoNjha (muLa kAraNA) muLe. ApalyA gharI dona apatye asatIla, tara doghe samAna vATAyalA havIta. jara ApaNa ekAcyA bAjUne asAla kI, 'hA moThA dayALU Ahe ANi lahAna kamI paDato.' tara sarva bighaDUna jAte mhaNUna doghehI samAna vATAyalA haveta. praznakartA : mulagA ghaTakyA-ghaTakyAlA rusato. dAdAzrI : khUpa mahAga Ahe nA! khUpa mahAga, maga kAya hoNAra? mulagI svasta Ahe, mhaNUna rUsata nAhI bicArI. praznakartA : he rUsane kA hota asela, dAdAjI? dAdAzrI : he tara manavAyalA jAtAta nA, mhaNUna rUsato. mAjhyAkaDe rUsUna dAkhavA tara! mAjhyA javaLa koNI rUsata nAhI. mI punhA bolavaNAraca nAhI nA! punhA bolaNAra nAhI, khAvo kiMvA na khAvo, paNa mI kAhI bolAyalA jAta nAhI. malA mAhita Ahe, azAmuLe ulaTa vAITa savaya lAgate, jAsta vAITa savaya lAgate. nAhI, nAhI, bALa jevaNa karuna ghe, bALa jevaNa karuna ghe, are, bhUka lAgela tara bALa ApaNahUna khAUna gheIla, kuThe jANAra Ahe? tazyA tara malA dusar2yA kalA suddhA yetAta. khUpa AkhaDU asela tara bhUka lAgalelI asaNAra tarI suddhA nAhI khANAra. ase asela tara AmhI Ata tyAcyA AtmyAjavaLa vidhI karato, tumhI ase nAhI karAyace. tumhI je karIta AhAta teca karA. bAkI mAjhyA javaLa nAhI rUsata ANi yethe mAjhyAkaDe rUsUna suddhA kAya phAyadA kADhaNAra? praznakartA : dAdAjI, hI kalA zikavA nA, kAraNa kI he rUsanemanavaNe tara sagaLyAMnA nehamIceca hoUna gele Ahe. jarA azI ekAdhI cAvI dyA kI sagaLyAMce nirAkaraNa hoUna jAIla. dAdAzrI : ApalyAlA khUpa garaja asela tara to asA rUsUna basato. evaDhI sarva garaja dAkhavAyacIca kazAlA maga? praznakartA : mhaNaje yAcA artha kAya, mI samajalo nAhI, khUpa garaja asela tara asA rUsUna basato? koNAlA garaja asate?

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AI - vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra dAdAzrI : samoracyAlA garaja asate nA tevhA. rUsaNArA mANUsa samoracyAlA tyAcI garaja asela tevhA tara rUsUna basato. praznakartA : mhaNaje AmhAlA garajaca nAhI ase dAkhavAyace ? 37 dAdAzrI : garaja asAyalAca nako, garaja kazAsAThI ? karmAcyA udayAnusAra je hoNAra Ahe te hoNAraca maga tyAcI garaja kA ThevAyacI ? ANi maga karmAcA udayaca Ahe. garaja dAkhavalyAmuLe ulaTa jiddilA peTatAta. praznakartA : lahAna mulAMcA rAga dUra karaNyAsAThI tyAMnA thoDakyAta kase samajAvayAce ? dAdAzrI : tyAMcA rAga dUra karuna kAya phAyadA ? praznakartA : AmacyAsobata bhAMDaNAra nAhIta. dAdAzrI : tyAsAThI dusarA kAhI upAya karaNyAaivajI tyAMcyA AIvaDIlAMnI azAprakAre rahAyalA have kI tyAMce rAgavaNe mulAMnA disUca naye. tyAMnA rAgavatAnA baghatAta tyAmuLe mulAMnA vATate kI mAjhe vaDIla karatAta, tara mI tyAMcyAhUna savvApaTIne rAgavena tevhAca khare. jara tumace baMda jhAle, tara tyAMce ApoApaca baMda hoUna jAIla. mI baMda kele Ahe, mAjhe rAgavaNe baMda hoUna gele Ahe, mhaNUna mAjhyAzI koNI rAgavataca nAhI. mI sAMgato rAgava tarI suddhA koNI rAgavata nAhI. mule suddhA nAhI rAgavata, mI mArato tarI suddhA rAgavata nAhI. praznakartA : mulAMnA cAMgalyA mArgAvara vaLavaNyAce AI-vaDIlAMce kartavya tara pAra pADAyalA pAhije nA, tyAsAThI rAgAvAve tara lAgate nA ? dAdAzrI : kazAlA rAgavAve lAgate ? aseca samajAvUna sAMgaNyAsa kAya harakata Ahe ? tumhI rAgavata nAhI, tumacyAkaDUna rAgAvale jAte. rAgAvale jAte tyAlA rAgAvale, ase mhaNatA yeNAra nAhI. tumhI svataH jara rAgAvalAta taraca, he tumhI dhamakAvale, te nAhI, tyAlA rAgavaNe mhaNata nAhI. mhaNaje rAgavAyace paNa tumhI tara svataH rAgavaNAre hoUna jAtAta. rAgavAyalA harakata nAhI. praznakartA : rAgavaNyAce kAraNa kAya ? dAdAzrI : vikanesa, hI 'vikanesa' (nirbalatA) Ahe. mhaNaje to

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38 AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra svataH rAgavata nAhI, tara rAgavUna jhAlyAnaMtara tyAcyA lakSAta yete kI he cukIce hoUna gele, ase vhAyalA nako hote, mhaNaje he tyAcyA tAbyAta nAhI. hI mazIna garama jhAlelI Ahe, mhaNUna tyAveLI ApaNa thoDe thaMDa rahAyalA pAhije. jevhA ApoApa thaMDa hoIla tevhA hAta lAvAyacA. mulAMvara tumhI ciDatAta te navIna karja ghetalyAsArakhe Ahe, kAraNa kI ciDaNyAsa harakata nAhI, paNa tumhI 'svataH' ciDatAta tyAsa harakata Ahe. praznakartA : joparyaMta mulAMnA rAgavata nAhI toparyaMta zAMta hotaca nAhIta, tyAmuLe rAgavAve tara lAgate nA! dAdAzrI : nAhI, rAgAvaNyAsa harakata nAhI paraMtu 'svataH' rAgavatAta mhaNUna tumacA ceharA bighaDUna jAto, tyAcI jabAbadArI Ahe. tumacA ceharA bighaDaNAra nAhI ase rAgavA, ceharA cAMgalA TheUna rAgavA, khUpa rAgavA! tumacA ceharA bighaDato, mhaNaje tumhI je rAgAvatAta te tumhI ahaMkArAne rAgavata asatAta. praznakartA : tevhA tara mulAMnA ase vATela kI, he khoTe-khoTe ca rAgavata Aheta! dAdAzrI : tyAMnA jara evaDhe kaLale tarI puSkaLa jhAle. tara tyAMcyAvara pariNAma hoIla, nAhItara pariNAmaca hoNAra nAhI. tumhI khUpa rAgAvalAta tara te samajatAta kI he kamakuvata Aheta. mule malA sAMgatAta, Amace vaDIla khUpa kamakuvata manuSya Aheta, khUpa ciDa-ciDa karatAta. praznakartA : ase rAgavAyalA nako kI svata:lAca manAta vicAra yeta rAhatIla ANi svata:vara tyAce pariNAma hoIla! dAdAzrI : he tara cukIce Ahe. rAgAvaNe ase nAhI vhAyalA pAhije. rAgavAyace varakaraNI, jase kI nATakAta bhAMDato, tyApramANe asAyalA have. nATakAta bhAMData asato, 'tU ase kA karatosa ANi ase tase' sarva bolata asato paNa Atamadhye kAhI suddhA hota nAhI, ase rAgavAyace Ahe. praznakartA : mulAMnA sAMgaNyAsArakhe vATate tevhA rAgAvata asato, tevhA tyAMnA duHkha suddhA hota asela tevhA kAya karAyace?

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra dAdAzrI : naMtara ApaNa AtUna mAphI mAgayacI. hyA bahINIlA khUpa jAsta bolale gele asela ANi tilA duHkha jhAle asela tara tumhI hyA bahINIlA sAMgAyace kI mI tumacI kSamA mAgato. jara he sAMgatA yeIla ase nasela tara atikramaNa jhAle mhaNUna AtUna tyAce pratikramaNa karAyace. tumhI tara 'zuddhAtmA AhAta' mhaNUna tumhI 'caMdUbhAIlA' (vAcakAMnI yethe svata:ce nAMva samajAyace.) sAMgAyace kI, 'pratikramaNa karA.' tumhAlA donhI vibhAga vegaLe ThevAyace Aheta. ekaTe asAla tevhA Atamadhye ApaNa ApalyAlAca sAMgAyace kI 'samoracyAlA duHkha hoNAra nAhI ase bolAyace.' tarIsuddhA mulAlA duHkha jhAle tara 'caMdUbhAIlA' sAMgAyace, 'pratikramaNa karA.' praznakartA : paraMtu ApalyApekSA lahAna asela, ApalA mulagA asela tara kSamA kazI mAgayacI? dAdAzrI : AtUna kSamA mAgAyacI, hRdayApAsUna kSamA mAgAyacI. ase dAdA disatIla ANi tyAMcyA sAkSIta alocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna tyA mulAce kele tara te lageca tyAlA pohacate. praznakartA : AmhI koNAlA rAgavato, paraMtu tyAcyA bhalyAsAThI rAgavale asela, jase mulAMnAca rAgavato tara te pApa gaNale jAIla kAya? dAdAzrI : nAhI, tyAmuLe puNya bAMdhale jAte. mulAcyA bhalyAsAThI rAgAvale-mArale tarI suddhA puNya bAMdhale jAte. bhagavaMtAcyA gharI anyAya hotaca nAhI nA! mulagA kAhI ulaTa vAgata asalyAmuLe svata:lA asvastha vATata asela mhaNUna tyAcyA bhalyAsAThI tyAlA dona thappaDa mAralyAta, tarI suddhA tyAce puNya bAMdhale jAte. tyAmuLe jara pApa gaNale gele asate tara he kramika mArgAtIla sAdhU-AcArya yApaikI koNAcAhI mokSa hoUca zakalA nasatA. divasabhara ziSyAMprati asvastha hota asatAta, rAgavatAta paraMtu tyAmuLe puNya bAMdhale jAte. kAraNa kI dusar2yAMcyA bhalyAsAThI te krodha karatAta. svata:cyA bhalyAsAThI krodha karaNe pApa Ahe. hA kitI suMdara nyAya Ahe! kitI nyAyapUrNa Ahe ! bhagavAna mahAvIrAMcA nyAya kitI suMdara Ahe! hA nyAya tara dharmakATAca Ahe nA!! mhaNUna mulAMnA tyAMcyA bhalyAsAThI rAgavata asAla, mArIta asAla tarI

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AI - vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra tyAce puNya bAMdhale jAta asate. paraMtu 'mI bApa Ahe, tyAlA thoDe mArAyalA tara have nA?' Atamadhye jara ase bApa asalyAce bhAva yeta asela tara maga pApa bAMdhela. arthAt jara yogya samaja nasela tara maga tyAta ase vibhAjana hota asate ! arthAt vaDIla mulAMvara ciDale tara tyAce phaLa kAya ? puNya bAMdhale 40 jAIla. praznakartA: vaDIla tara ciDatAta, paraMtu mulagA suddhA samora ciData asela tara kAya hoNAra ? dAdAzrI : mulagA pApa bAMdhato. kramika mArgAta 'jJAnIpuruSa' ziSyAvara ciDale tara te jabaradasta puNya bAMdhata asatAta, puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhata asatAta. he ciDaNe vyartha jAta nasate. he he ziSya nAhIta tyAMcI mule, kI nAhI kAhI gheNe-deNe, tarI suddhA tyAMcyAvara ciData asatAta. AmacyAjavaLa yethe rAgavaNe bilakula hota nAhI ! rAgAvalyAvara mANUsa spaSTa nAhI bolU zakata, kapaTa karato. yAmuLeca he sarva kapaTa jagAta utpanna jhAle Aheta! hyA jagAmadhye rAgAvaNyAcI AvazkatA nAhI. mulagA sinemA pAhUna AlA asela ANi ApaNa tyAlA rAgAvale tara dusar2yA divazI kAhItarI bahANA karuna, 'skUlamadhye kAhI kAryakrama hotA' ase sAMgUna sinemA pAhUna yeIla! jyAMcyA gharAmadhye AI kaDaka asela, ticyA mulAMnA vyavahAra zikaNe jamata nAhI. praznakartA : mulagA khUpa pepsI pito, khUpa koka pito, caoNkaleTa khUpa khAto, tyAveLI mI rAgAvato. dAdAzrI : tyAta rAgAvaNyAcI kAya garaja Ahe ! tyAlA samajAvayAlA pAhije kI, jAsta khAlyAne kAya nukasAna hoNAra. tumacyAvara koNa rAgAvata asate? hA tara variSThapaNAcA khoTA ahaMkAra Ahe! moThI, 'AI' hoUna basalI Ahe !! AI hoNe tara yeta nAhI ANi divasabhara mulAlA rAgavata rAhate! tujhyAvara jara sAsU rAgavela tara tulA kaLela. mulAlA rAgAvaNe koNAlA AvaDela kA? mulAlA suddhA ase vATela kI hI ( AI ) tara sAsUpekSAhI

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AI - vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra vAITa Ahe. mhaNUna mulAsa rAgavaNe soDUna de. tyAlA zAMtapaNe samajAvayAce kI he ase khAU nako, tyAmuLe tujhI tabbeta bighaDela. 41 to cukIce karIta asela tarI paNa tyAlA sArakhe-sArakhe mAraNe yogya navhe. cukIce vAgata asela mhaNUna sArakhe-sArakhe mArale tara kAya hoIla ? eka mANUsa tara jase kapaDe dhutAta, tyAprakAre mulAcI dhulAI karIta hotA. are murkhA! bApa asUna mulAcI hI kAya kAya dazA karato Ahe ? tyAkSaNI mulagA manAta kAya Tharavata asato, mAhIta Ahe kA ? sahana hota nasalyAmuLe to manAta Tharavato, kI,' moThe jhAlyAvara mI tumhAlA mArela, baghAca tumhI.' asA pakkA nizcaya karuna TAkato. ANi naMtara moThe jhAlyAvara tyAlA roja mAratahI asato. mAralyAne jaga sudharata nAhI. rAgAvaNyAne kiMvA ciDalyAne suddhA koNI sudharata nAhI. yogya te karuna dAkhavilyAvara sudhArate. jevaDhe bolAla tevaDhA veDepaNA Tharela. eka bhAI hote. te rAtrI dona vAjatA kAya-kAya karuna gharI yeta asata! tyAce varNana karaNyAsArakhe nAhI. tumhIca samajUna jA. maga gharAtIla lokAMnI Tharavile kI tyAlA rAgavAyace kI gharAta ghusU nAhI dyAyace ? koNatA upAya karAvA? naMtara tyA lokAMnI anubhava ghetalA. tyAcA moThA bhAU sAMgAyalA gelA tara to tyAlA mhaNe, 'tulA mAralyA zivAya soDaNAra nAhI. ' maga gharAtIla sagaLe malA vicArAyalA Aleta kI, 'hyAce kAya karAve ? hA tara asA bolato. ' tevhA mI gharacyAMnA sAMgitale kI, 'koNI eka akSara suddhA bolAyace nAhI. bolalAta tara to ajUna jAsta urmaTa hoIla, gharAta yAyalA dile nAhI tara tumacyA jIvAvara uThela. tyAlA jevhA yAyace asela tevhA yeU dyA ANi jevhA jAyace tevhA jAU dyA. ApaNa tyAce 'rAiTa' (khare) paNa nAhI bolAyace ANi 'rA~ga' (khoTe) paNa nAhI bolAyace. rAga paNa nAhI karAyacA, dveSa paNa nAhI karAyacA. samatA ThevAyacI Ahe, karuNA ThevAyacI Ahe.' tIna - cAra varSAnaMtara to bhAI saraLa mArgAvara AlA ! Aja to vyApArAmadhye khUpa madata karato Ahe. jaga vAyaphaLa nAhI Ahe, paraMtu kAma karavUna ghetA yAyalA have. sarvAMcyA Ata bhagavaMta Aheta ANi sagaLe vegavegaLe kArya gheUna basale Aheta, mhaNUna nApasaMta ase mata ThevU naye.

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42 AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra eka mANUsa saMDAsAcyA daravAjyAlA lAthA mArIta hotA. mI vicArale, 'lAthA kA mArato Ahesa?' to mhaNAlA, 'khUpa sApha karato tarI suddhA durgaMdhI yeta rAhate.' bolA, AtA hI kevaDhI moThI murkhatA mhaNAyacI! saMDAsAcyA daravAjyAlA lAthA mAralyAvara suddhA durgaMdhIca yete! hyAta cuka koNAcI? kityeka loka tara mulAlA khUpa mAratAta, hI kAya mAraNyAcI vastU Ahe? he tara glAsa veara (kAcecyA vastU) sArakhe Ahe. 'kAcecI vastU' sAMbhALUna ThevAyalA havI. 'kAcecI vastU' azI phekalI tara? 'haeNnDala vitha keara.' arthAt sAMbhALUna ThevA. AtA ase nAhI karAyace. __ ase Ahe kI, hyA janmAcyA mulAMcI ciMtA ApaNa karIta asato, paraMtu mAgacyA janmAta jI mule hotI tyAMce kAya kele? pratyeka janmAta mule soDUna AlA AhAta, jethe janma ghetalA tyA janmAtIla sagaLI mule soDUnaca Alo Ahota. evaDhI lahAna-lahAna kI bicArI bhaTakUna jAtIla, azA mulAMnA soDUna Alo Ahota. tethUna yeNyAcI icchA navhatI, tarI dekhila yethe Alo Ahota. naMtara visaralo ANi maga hyA janmAta dusarI mule AlI! mhaNUna mulAMcyA bAbatIta kleza kazAlA karatA? tyAMnA dharmAcyA mArgAvara vaLavA, tI cAMgalI hotIla. eka mulagA tara itakA tirasaTa hotA kI kaDU auSadha pAjale tara pyAyacAca nAhI, ghazA khAlI utarU dyAyacA nAhI, paraMtu tyAcI AI suddhA pakkI hotI. mulagA jara evaDhA tirasaTa asela tara tyAcI AI kaccI asaNAra kA? tara AIne kAya kele, tyAce nAka dAbale ANi auSadha ekA jhaTakyAta ghazyAta utarale. pariNAma svarupa mulagA ajUna pakkA jhAlA! dusar2yA divazI tI jevhA auSadha pAjata hotI ANi nAka dAbAyalA gelI tara tyAne phUUUU karuna AIcyA DoLyAta uDavile! hI tara tazIca 'kvaoNliTI'! AIcyA poTAta naU mahine binabhADyAne rAhilA to naphA ANi varUna phUUUU karato! eka vaDIla malA sAMgata hote kI 'mAjhA tIna naMbaracA mulagA khUpa vAITa Ahe. dona mule cAMgalI Aheta.' mI vicArale, 'to vAITa Ahe tara tumhI kAya karaNAra ?' tevhA mhaNAle, 'kAya karaNAra? dona mulAMnA malA

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 43 kAhIhI sAMgAve lAgata nAhI ANi hyA tisar2yA mulAmuLe mAjhe sarva jIvana barbAda hota cAlale Ahe.' mI vicArale, 'kAya karato tumacA mulagA?' tevhA te mhaNAle, 'rAtrI dIDa vAjatA yeto. dArU DhosUna yeto.' mI vicArale, 'maga tumhI kAya karatA?' tevhA mhaNAle, 'mI dUrUnaca baghato tyAlA, jara mAjhe toMDa dAkhavale tara zivyA deta rAhato. mI dUrUnaca khiDakItUna pahAta rAhato kI kAya karato Ahe?' tevhA mI vicArale, 'dIDa vAjatA gharI AlyAvara kAya karato?' tevhA mhaNAle, 'khANyA-piNyAce tara kAhI bolAyalAca nako, jAUna tyAce aMtharuna ghAlUna dyAyace. ANi to yevUna lagecaca jhopUna jAto ANi ghorAyalAhI lAgato.' yAvara mI vicArale, maga tujhI dazA kAya hote? tara mhaNAlA, to tara lagecaca jhopUna jAto, binadhAsta 'tara maga ciMtA koNa karata asato?' tevhA mhaNAle, 'te tara mIca karata asato.' naMtara sAMgato kI, tyAcI hI avasthA pAhUna malA tara rAtrabhara jhopa yeta nAhI.' mI sAMgitale, 'yAta doSa tujhAca Ahe.' to tara ArAmAta jhopUna jAto. tumacA doSa, tumhIca bhogata asatAta. mAgacyA janmAta dArUce vyasana lAvaNArA tUca Ahe.' tyAlA vyasana lAvUna saTakalAsa. kazAsAThI savaya lAvalI? lAlaca hotI mhaNUna. mhaNaje mAgacyA janmAta tyAlA bigaDavalesa, vAITa mArgAvara caDhavalesa, tara AtA ase zikavaNyAce phaLa Ale Ahe hyA janmAta. AtA Alele phaLa bhogA nivAMtapaNe! bhogato tyAcI cuka. pahA, to tara ArAmazIra jhopalA Ahe nA? ANi bApa rAtrabhara ciMtA karata rAhato. dIDa vAjatA tyAlA jANIva suddhA hote kI AtA to AlA Ahe paNa tyAlA kAhI bolU zakata nAhI. vaDIla bhogato, mhaNUna cuka vaDIlAcI Ahe. sUnelA ase vATate kI sAsare dusar2yA kholIta basalele Aheta. mhaNUna tI dusar2yAMzI bolata asate kI, 'sAsar2yAMnA thoDI akkala kamI Ahe.' AtA tyAveLI ApaNa tethe ubhe asU tara ApalyAlA te aikAyalA yeIla, tara ApalyA Atamadhye tyAcA pariNAma hoNAra. tevhA ApaNa kAya samajAyalA pAhije kI ApaNa dusar2yA kholIta basalelo asato tara kAya jhAle asate? tevhA koNatAca pariNAma jhAlA nasatA. mhaNaje yethe Alo tyA cukIcA hA pariNAma Ahe ! ApaNa hI cuka sudhArUna ghyAvI, ase samajUna kI ApaNa

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44 AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra dusarIkaDeca basalelo hoto ANi he sarva ApaNa aikaleca navhate. azAprakAre cuka sudhArUna ghyAyacI. __ mahAvIra bhagavaMtAcyA pAThImAge suddhA loka (ulaTa-sulaTa) bolAyace. loka tara bolatAtaca, ApaNa ApalI cuka saMpavAyacI. tyAlA yogya vATale tase bolela. ApalyA vAITa karmAMcA udaya asela tevhAca tara ase ulaTasulaTa tyAcyAkaDUna bolale jAte. mulAMcA ahaMkAra jAgRta jhAlyAnaMtara tyAMnA kAhIca sAMgU zakata nAhI ANi kAhI bolAyaceca kazAlA? tyAlA Theca lAgela tevhA zikela. mule pAMca varSAcI hoIparyaMta tyAMnA bolAyacI suTa Ahe. ANi pAca te soLA varSAcyA mulAMnA kadAcita kadhI tarI dona TapalyAhI mArAvyA lAgatIla. paraMtu vIsa varSAcA taruNa jhAlyA naMtara ase karU zakata nAhI. tyAlA eka zabda suddhA bolU naye. bolaNe hA gunhA Ahe. nAhItara ekAdyA divazI tumacyAvara baMdUka jhADela. 'mAgItalyA zivAya sallA deU naye' ase AmhI lihilehI Ahe! jara koNI ApalyAlA bolale kAhI vicArale, tevhA ApaNa sallA dyAvA ANi tyAveLI je yogya vATela te sAMgAve. sallA dilyAnaMtara he suddhA sAMgAyace kI tulA anukUla asela tase kara. AmhI tara tulA he sAMgitale. mhaNaje tyAlA vAITa vATela ase koNatehI kAraNa rahAta nAhI. arthAt AmhAlA he je sarva karAyace Ahe te vinayapUrvaka karAve. hyA kALAta kamItakamI bolaNe yAcyA sArakhe dusare kAhIhI nAhI. hyA kALAmadhye vANI dagaDAsArakhI AghAta karaNArI nighate, sarvAMce aseca hota asate. mhaNUna bolaNyAce kamI kelele jAsta cAMgale Ahe. koNAlA kAhI bolaNyAsArakhe nAhI. bolalyAne ajUna bighaDate. tyAlA jara bolalo kI, 'gADIvara lavakara jA.' tevhA to uzIrAneca jAIla ANi kAhIhI nAhI bolalAta tara veLevara jAIla. AmhI nasalo tarI sarva cAlela ase Ahe. hA tara svata:cA khoTA ahaMkAra Ahe. jyA divasApAsUna mulAMsobatacI kaTakaTa baMda hoIla, tyA divasApAsUna mule sudharAyalA lAgatIla. tumace zabda cAMgale nighata nAhI mhaNUna samoracA ciDato. tumace zabda svikArale jAta nAhI

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 45 paNa ulaTa te zabda parata yetAta. ApaNa tara mulAMnA khANyA-piNyAce banavUna dyAyace ANi Apale kartavya nibhAvayAce, dusare kAhI bolaNyAsArakhe nAhI Ahe. bolaNyAcA phAyadA nAhI ase tumhAlA vATate? asA tumacA niSkarSa nighato? mule AttA moThI jhAlIta, tI kAya ziDI varUna paDatIla? tumhI tumacA Atmadharma kA cukatA AhAta? hyA mulAMsobatacA tara rileTiva dharma Ahe. tethe vyartha DokephoDI karaNyAsArakhI nAhI Ahe, kleza karaNyAaivajI mauna rAhaNe uttama hoIla. klezamuLe svataHcehI bighaDate ANi samoracyAcehI bighaDate. te tumhAlA vAITa bolatIla, tumhI tyAlA vAITa bolaNAra! maga vAtAvaraNa duSita hote ANi bhaDakA uDato. mhaNUna tumhI tyAlA cAMgale mhaNAve, koNatyA dRSTIne tara eka dRSTI manAta pakkI karA. kI 'AphTara oNla hI ija e guDa maeNna' (zevaTI tara to cAMgalA mANUsa Ahe.) praznakartA : saMgharSa hoto tevhA mulAMsobata kase vAgAyalA have? dAdAzrI : rAga-dveSa vhAyalA nako. tyAne kAhI bighaDavile asela, kiMvA kAhI nukasAna kele asela tarI suddhA tyAcyAvara dveSa hoU deU nakA. ANi tyAlA 'zuddhAtmA' yA rUpAta pahA. basa. arthAt rAga-dveSa jhAlA nAhI tara sarva nirasana hoUna gele ANi Apale jJAna rAga-dveSa hoU deta nAhI ase Ahe. ApalyA manAmadhye thoDIzI paNa dvidhA asela tara tI ApalI svata:cIca Ahe, dusar2yA koNAcIca nAhI, he ApaNa samajUna ghetale pAhije. dvidhAvasthA kA jhAlI? AmhAlA pAhatA nAhI Ale tyAmuLe. AmhI 'zuddhAtmA'ca pahAyacA Ahe. sarva dvidhA saMpavAyacyA Aheta 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe,' bAkI sarva ** vyavasthita zakti' Ahe. ase 'saoNlyuzana (upAya) mI dile.' mulAce lagna jhAlyAvara sUna alyAnaMtara kaMTALUna jAvUna cAlaNAra nAhI, mhaNUna AdhIca sAvadha vhA. ekatra rAhaNAra tara kleza hoNAra. tyAmuLe tyAce jIvana bighaDela ANi tyAsobata ApalehI bighaDavela. jara prema miLavAyace asela tara tyAlA vegaLe rAhU dyA ANi prema japA, nAhItara AyuSya bighaDavUna ghyAla ANi tyAmuLe prema suddhA ghaTela. tyAcI patnI *vyavasthita zakti = rIjhalTa oNpha sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa. mhaNajeca vaijJAnika saMyogika purAve ekatra hovUna AlelA pariNAma...

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra AlyAvara tyAlA sobata ThevAla tara to sadaiva patnIce sAMgitaleleca aikela, tumace aikaNAra nAhI. tyAcI bAyako sAMgela, Aja 'AI azA mhaNata hotyA, ni tazA mhaNata hotyA.' tevhA mulagA mhaNela, 'hoya, AI tazIca Ahe.' ANi maga Ale tuphAna. dUrUnaca sagaLe cAMgale rAhate. praznakartA : mule paradezAta Aheta tyAMcI AThavaNa yeta asate, tyAMcI ciMtA hI hote. dAdAzrI : hI mule tara tethe khAUna-piUna majA karIta asatIla, AIcI AThavaNa suddhA karIta nasatIla ANi AI yethe ciMtA karIta rAhate, hI kazI goSTa? praznakartA : mule tethUna lihitAta kI tU yethe ye. dAdAzrI : ho, paNa jAyace kAya ApalyA hAtAta Ahe? tyAaivajI ApaNaca jase Ahe tase samAdhAna karuna ghyAyace. tyAta kAya cukIce Ahe? te tyAMcyA gharI, ApaNa ApalyA gharI! ApalyA poTI janma ghetalA mhaNUna kAya te sagaLe Apale jhAleta? Apale asatIla tara ApalyA barobara yetIla paraMtu yete kA koNI hyA jagAta? gharAta pannAsa vyaktI asatIla, paraMtu ApalyAlA oLakhatA yeta nAhI mhaNUna matabhedAne kleza hota rAhaNAra. tyAMnA oLakhAyalA pAhije nA? he gulAbAce ropa Ahe kI koNate ropa Ahe, he zodhAyalA nako kA? purvI kAya hote? ekA gharAta sagaLe gulAba ANi dusar2yA gharAta sagaLe mogarA, tisar2yA gharAta caMpA! AtA kAya jhAle Ahe kI, ekA gharAta mogarA Ahe, gulAba Ahe, caMpA Ahe! gulAba Ahe tara kATe asaNAraca ANi jara mogarA asela tara kATe nasaNAra, mogar2yAce phUla pAMDhare asela, gulAbAce gulAbI asela, lAla asela. hyA kALAta azI vegavegaLI rope ekatrI AlI Aheta. hI goSTa tumacyA lakSAta AlI kA. satyugAta je zeta hote, Aja kaliyugAta te bagIcyA sArakhe hoUna gele Ahe ! paraMtu tyAlA pahAtA yeta nAhI, tara kAya hoNAra? jyAlA yogya prakAre pahAtA Ale nAhI tara tyAsa duHkha hoNAraca nA? lokAMnA ase

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 47 pahANyAcI dRSTIca nAhI. koNIhI vAITa nasate. he matabheda tara ApaApalA ahaMkAra Ahe. pahAtA yeta nAhI tyAce ahaMkAra Ahe. pahAtA Ale asate tara du:kha jhAle ca nasate! malA saMpUrNa jagAta koNAsobatahI matabheda hota nAhIta. malA pahAtA yete kI hA gulAba Ahe kI mogarA Ahe. hA dhatUrA Ahe kI kaDU zirALIce ce phUla Ahe, ase sagaLyAMnA oLakhato. hyA prakatilA oLakhatA yeta nAhI mhaNUna mI pustakAta lihale Ahe, 'ghara he bagIcA jhAle Ahe, mhaNUna kAma sAdhUna ghyA, hyA kALAta.' jo svataH 'nobala' (udAra) asela ANi mulagA kaMjUSa asela tara mhaNela, 'mAjhA mulagA khUpaca kaMjUSa Ahe.' tyAlA tU mArapITa karuna 'nobala' karU pahAto paNa tase nAhI hoNAra. tyAcA mAlaca vegaLA Ahe, paraMtu AI-vaDIla tyAlA svataH sArakhe banavU icchitAta. are, tyAlA umalU dyA, tyAcyA jyA zakti Aheta tyA umalUna bAhera yeU dyA. koNAcA svabhAva kasA Ahe, te pAhUna ghyAyace Ahe. are murkhA, tyAMcyAzI bhAMDatosa kazAsAThI? arthAt hA bagIcA oLakhaNyAsArakhA Ahe. mI 'bagIcA' mhaNato tevhA loka samajUna jAtAta ANi naMtara maga ApalyA mulAlA oLakhatAta. are veDyA, prakRtilA oLakha! ekadA mulAlA oLakhUna ghe ANi tyApramANe vyavahAra kara nA? tyAcI prakRti pAhUna vyavahAra kelA tara kAya hoIla? mitrAcyA prakRtilA 'eDajasTa' hotA kI nAhI? taseca prakRtilA pahAve lAgate, prakatilA oLakhAve lAgate. oLakhana ghetale tara gharAmadhye bhAMDaNa-taMTA hoNAra nAhI. yethe tara mArUna-muTakUna 'mAjhyA sArakhe banA,' ase sAMgata asatAta. paNa te tase kase banu zakatIla? sarva jaga azA vyavahAra jJAnAcyA zodhAta Ahe. hA dharma nAhI Ahe. he jJAna saMsArAta rahANyAcA upAya Ahe. saMsArAta eDajasTa hoNyAce upAya Ahe. vAiphasobata eDajasTamenTa kazI ghyAyacI, mulAMsobata eDajasTamenTa kazI ghyAyacI, yAce upAya Aheta. gharAta bhAnagaDa hote, tevhA hyA (jJAna) vANIce zabda ase Aheta kI sagaLyAMce du:kha dUra hotAta, hyA vANIne sarva cAMgale hote. du:kha dUra hotIla, azI vANI loka zodhata asatAta. kAraNa kI koNI ajUna asA upAya dilAca nAhI nA! saraLa upayogAta ghetA yeIla ase upAyaca nAhIta nA!

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48 AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 10. zaMkAMce zULa eka mANUsa mAjhyAkaDe yeta ase. tyAlA eka mulagI hotI. mI tyAlA suruvAtIlAca samajAvale hote kI, 'he tara kaliyuga Ahe, hyA kaliyugAcA pariNAma mulIMvara suddhA hota asato. mhaNUna sAvadha rahAyace.' to mANUsa samajUna gelA ANi jevhA tyAcI mulagI dusar2yA mulAbarobara paLUna gelI, tevhA tyA mANasAne mAjhI AThavaNa kADhalI ANi mAjhyAjavaLa yeUna malA mhaNAlA, 'ApaNa sAMgitalelI goSTa kharI hotI. jara ApaNa malA tI goSTa sAMgitalI nasatI tara malA viSa pyAve lAgale asate.' ase Ahe he jaga, polaMpola! je ghaDela te svikArAyace, tyAsAThI kAya viSa pyAyace? nAhI, murkhA tU veDA TharazIla. he tara kapaDe jhAkUna abrU sAMbhaLatAta ANi sAMgatAta kI AmhI khAnadAnI Ahota. eka AmacA javaLacA nAtalaga hotA, tyAcyA cAra mulI hotyA. to khUpa jAgRta hotA, malA sAMgAyacA, 'hyA mulI moThyA jhAlyA Aheta, kaoNlejalA jAtAta, paraMtu mAjhA tyAMcyAvara vizvAsa basata nAhI.' tyAvara mI tyAlA sAMgitale, sobata jA, 'kaoNlejalA sobata jAta jA ANi tyA kaoNlejamadhUna nighAlyA kI tyAMcyA mAge mAge jAyaje.' azAprakAre eka veLA jAzIla paraMtu dusar2yAveLI kAya karazIla? bAyakolA pAThavazIla? are, vizvAsa kuThe ThevAyacA ANi kuThe nAhI ThevAyacA, evaDhe suddhA kaLata nAhI? ApaNa mulIMnA evaDhe sAMgUna dyAyace kI, 'pahA mulIMno, ApaNa cAMgalyA gharacI mANasaM Ahota, ApaNa khAnadAnI, kulavAna Ahota.' azA prakAre tyAMnA sAvadhAna karAyace. naMtara maga je ghaDela te 'karekTa', tyAvara zaMkA nAhI karAyacI. zaMkA gheNAre kitI asatIla? je hyA bAbatIta jAgRta asatAta te zaMkA karatAta. asA saMzaya gheta rAhilyAsa kadhI pAra yeIla? mhaNUna koNatyAhI prakAracI zaMkA hota asela tara tI utpanna hoNyAcyA ogadaraca ukhaDUna phekUna TAkAyacI he tara mulI bAhera phiraNyAsa jAtAta, kheLAyalA jAtAta, tyAta suddhA zaMkA ghetAta ANi zaMkA utpanna jhAlI tara Apale sukha-caina TikUna rAhate kA? jara kadhI mulagI rAtrI uzIrA gharI AlI tarI paNa zaMkA gheU nakA.

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 49 zaMkA kADhUna TAkalI tara kitI phAyadA hoIla? vinAkAraNa ghAbarata rAhaNyAta kAya artha Ahe? ekA janmAta kAhI pheraphAra hoNAra nAhI. tyA mulIMnA vinAkAraNa duHkha deU nakA, mulAMnA du:kha dyAyace nAhI. mAtra evaDhe avazya sAMgAyace kI, 'bALa, tU bAhera jAtesa paraMtu uzIra karu nakosa. ApaNa khAnadAnI loka Ahota, ApalyAlA he zobhata nAhI, mhaNUna jAsta uzIra karu nakosa.' yA prakAre sarva samajAvUna sAMgAyace. paraMtu zaMkA gheNe yogya TharaNAra nAhI, 'koNAsobata phirata asela, kAya karata asela?' ANi kadhI rAtrI bArA vAjatA AlI, tarI suddhA dusar2yA divazI sAMgAyace kI, 'bALa, ase vhAyalA nako.' tilA jara gharAbAhera kADhale tara tI koNAkaDe jANAra tyAcA kAhI ThikANa nAhI. phAyadA kazAta Ahe? kamItakamI nukasAna hoIla tyAtaca phAyadA Ahe nA? tyAsAThI mI sarvAMnA sAMgitale Ahe kI, 'rAtrI mulagI uzIrA gharI AlI tarI tilA gharAta ghyAyace.' tilA bAhera ghAlavU nakA. nAhItara bAheracyA bAhera ghAlavatAta, ase kaDaka svabhAvAce loka asatAta! kALa kevaDhA vicitra Ahe! kitI duHkhadAyI kALa Ahe !! ANi te hI kaliyugAta, mhaNUna gharAmadhye basavUna tilA samajavAyace. praznakartA : samoracA jara koNI ApalyAvara saMzaya gheta asela tara ApaNa tyAce nirasana kase karAve? dAdAzrI : to saMzaya gheta Ahe, he ApalyAlA asalele jJAnaca visarUna jAyace. praznakartA : tyAlA jara ApalyAvara saMzaya AlA, tara ApaNa tyAlA vicArAyalA have kI, kasalA saMzaya AlA Ahe? dAdAzrI : vicAraNyAta kAhI majA nAhI Ahe, ase vicArAyace paNa nAhI. ApaNa lagecaca samajUna ghyAyace kI, ApalI kAhItarI cuka jhAlI Ahe, nAhItara tyAlA zaMkA kA yAvI? 'bhogato tyAcIca cuka' he sUtra vAparale kI nirasana hote. zaMkA karaNArA bhogato Ahe kI jyAcyAvara zaMkA hota Ahe, to bhogato Ahe ? te pAhUna ghyAyace.

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 11. vArasA hakkApramANe mulAMce kitI? praznakartA : puNyodayAne garaje pekSA jAsta lakSmI prApta jhAlI tara? dAdAzrI : tara satkAryAsAThI vAparUna TAkAyacI. mulAMsAThI jAsta TheU nakA. tyAMnA zikavAyace, ghaDavAyace he sarva karuna sarvhisalA lAvAyace, arthAta maga te tyAMcyA kAmAlA lAgale, mhaNaje jAsta TheU nakA. evaDhe lakSAta ThevAyace kI, jevaDhe ApalyAsobata yeIla tevaDheca Apale. praznakartA : hA bhAU, yethUna sobata kAhI gheUna jAU zakaNAra Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : AtA kAya gheUna jANAra? tyAcyA javaLa je hote te sarva yethe yeUna kharca karuna saMpavUna TAkale. AtA mokSAsAThI yethe yeUna mAjhyAkaDUna kAhI miLavale tara jIvana sudharela. ajUna AyuSya urale Ahe. ajUnahI jIvanAta pheraphAra kara. jAge jhAle tevhApAsUna sakALa. puDhacyA janmAta sobata gheUna jANyAsAThI koNatI vastu Ahe? yethe tumhI je kharca kele te sarva gaTArAta gele, tumacyA maujamajesAThI, tumacyA rahANyAsAThI je paNa keleta te sarva gaTArAta gele. phakta dusar2yAMsAThI je kAhI kele tevaDhAca tumacA ovaraDrAphTa (jamA) Ahe. ekA mANasAne malA prazna kelA kI mulAMnA kAhIca dyAyace nAhI? mI sAMgitale, 'mulAMnA dyAyace, tumacyA vaDIlAMnI tumhAlA jevaDhe dile asela tevaDhe sarvaca dyAyace. madhalA, jo tumhI kamavalelA mAla Ahe to tumhAlA yogya vATela tethe dhArmika-kAryAta vAparuna TAkA.' praznakartA : ApalyA vakilAMcyA kAyadyAta paNa aseca Ahe kI vaDilopArjita proparTI (saMpattI) asela, tI mulAMnA dyAyalAca pAhije ANi svata:kamavalelyA saMpattIcA vApara bApAlA jasA karAyacA asela tase karu zakato. dAdAzrI : hoya, je karAyace asela te karu zakatA, ApalyA hAtAneca karAyace. ApalA mArga kAya sAMgato kI tujhA svata:cA mAla asela to vegaLA karuna vApara, tara to tujhyAsobata yeIla. kAraNa kI he 'jJAna' prApta kelyAnaMtara

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AI - vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra ajUna eka-dona janma bAkI rAhile Aheta, tyAsAThI sobata tyAcI garaja paDela nA? bAheragAvI jAto tevhA sobata thoDI zidorI gheUna jAto. taseca yethe suddhA sobata kAhI asAyalA pAhije nA? 51 mhaNUna mulAMnA tara phakta kAya dyAyalA pAhije, eka 'phlaiTa' (ghara) dyAyacA, ApaNa rahAta asU to. te suddhA asela tara dyAyacA. tyAlA sAMgAyace kI, 'beTA AmhI jyA divazI hyA jagAta nasU tevhA he sarva tujhe, toparyaMta mAlakI AmacI! veDepaNA karazIla tara tulA tujhyA bAyakosobata bAhera kADhUna TAkela. AmhI Ahota toparyaMta tujhe kAhIhI nAhI. AmhI gelyAnaMtara sarva kAhI tujhe.' vila (mRtyupatra) karuna ThevAyace. tumacyA vaDIlAMnI dile asela tevaDhe tumhI tyAlA dyAyace Ahe. tevaDhAca tyAcA hakka Ahe. zevaTaparyaMta mulAcyA manAta ase rAhile pAhije kI, 'AtA vaDilAMjavaLa pannAsaeka hajAra ajUna Aheta.' ApalyA javaLa lAkha asota. paNa to manAta samajela kI 40-50 hajAra tara detIla. tyAlA tyA lAlacamadhye zevaTaparyaMta ThevAyace. to tyAcyA bAyakolA sAMgela kI, 'jA, vaDilAMnA pharsTa klAsa jevaNa vADha cahA-pharALa ANa. ' ApaNa rUbAbAta rahAyace. arthAta ApalyA vaDIlAMnI je ghara dile asela te tyAlA dyAyace. koNI svataH sobata kAhIeka gheUna jAU deta nAhI. ApaNa gelyAvara ApalyA zarIrAlA jALUna TAkatAta. tevhA maga mulAMsAThI jAsta soDUna gelo tara? mulAMsAThI jAsta soDUna gelAta tara mule kAya karatIla ? te mhaNatIla kI, 'AtA nokarI-dhaMdA karaNyAcI kAhI garaja nAhI. ' mule dArUDe hoUna jAtIla. kAraNa kI tyAMnA tazI saMgata miLate maga. he sagaLe dArUDeca jhAle Aheta nA! mhaNUna mulAMnA tara paddhatazIrapaNe dyAyalA have. jara jAsta dile tara maga durUpayoga hoIla. nehamI jaoNba (nokarI) karIta rAhila ase karuna dyAyalA have. rikAmA basalA tara dArU piNAra nA ? ekhAdA bijhanesa tyAlA AvaData asela tara to karuna dyAyacA. koNatA vyavasAya AvaDato te vicArUna, tyAlA jo vyavasAya yogya vATata asela to karuna dyAyacA. paMcavIsa-tIsa hajAra baeNnketUna karja kADhUna dyAyace, mhaNaje to svata:ca pheData rAhila ANi thoDe paise ApalyA javaLace dyAyace. tyAlA garaja asela tyAtIla ardhI rakkama ApaNa dyAyacI ANi ardhI rakkama

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra baeNnketUna karja kADhUna dyAyace. mhaNaje paMcavIsa hajArAce karja baeNnketUna, kADha ANi hyA karjAce hapte tU bharata jA, ase tyAlA sAMgAyace, mulagA hapte bharata rAhato ANi to samaMjasahI hoto naMtara. mhaNUna mulAsa rItasara paddhatIzIra jevaDhe dyAyalA have tevaDhe deUna, bAkI sagaLe lokAMcyA sukhAsAThI cAMgalyA mArgI vAparAyace. lokAMnA sukha kevhA vATela? jevhA tyAMcyA hRdayAlA gAravA pahocela tevhA! tara hI saMpattI tumacyA sobata yeIla. azI rokaDa nAhI yeta paraMtu ovaraDrAphTacyA (jamArAzIcyA) rUpAta yeta asate. rokaDa tara sobata neU detaca nAhI nA! yethe azA prakAre jamArAzI banavA, lokAMnA khAyalA dyA, sagaLyAMcyA hRdayAlA gAravA pohacavA. koNAlA aDI-aDacaNIta madata karA. hA mArga Ahe puDhe DrAphTa pAThavaNyAcA. arthAt paisAcyA sadupayoga karA. ciMtA karu nakA. khAyace-pyAyace, khANyA-piNyAta kaMjUzI karu nakA. mhaNUna mI sAMgata asato kI, ' vAparuna TAkA ANi jamArAzI banavA.' mI tyAcyA mulAMnA vicArale kI hI sarva saMpattI tumacyA vaDilAMnI tumacyAsAThIca jamavilI Ahe, tokaDe dhotara nesUna (kaMjUzI karuna). tevhA te mhaNAle, 'tumhI AmacyA vaDilAMnA oLakhata nAhI.' mI vicArale 'te kase?' tevhA te mhaNAle, 'jara yethUna paise sobata neU zakale asate nA, tara Amace vaDIla tara lokAMkaDUna usaNe gheUna dahA lAkha sobata gheUna gele asate ase pakke Aheta. tyAmuLe hI goSTa manAta ThevaNyAsArakhI nAhI Ahe.' tyA mulAneca malA hI samaja dilI. mI mhaNAlo kI, AtA malA kharI goSTa samajalI!' malA je jANAyace hote te malA kaLAle.' ___ ekulatA eka mulagA asela, tyAlA vArasa karuna sarva sopavUna dile. mhaNAle, 'beTA, he sarva tujheca Ahe, AtA AmhI doghe dharmAce karU.' 'AtA hI sarva saMpattI tyAcIca tara Ahe', ase bolatAta tara phajitI hoIla. kAraNa kI, tyAlA sarva saMpattI deUna TAkalyAne kAya hoIla? vaDIlAMnI sarva saMpattI ekulatyAeka mulAsa deUna TAkalI tara mulagA AI-vaDilAMnA kAhI divasa sobata Thevela paraMtu eke divazI mulagA mhaNela, 'tumhAlA akkala nAhI, tumhI ase ekA jAgI basUna rahAtAta yethe.' tevhA maga vaDilAMcyA manAta ase yete kI mI yAcyA hAtI lagAma

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 53 kA sopivale?! asA pazcAtApa hoIla, tyApekSA tase na hoU detA ApaNa lagAma ApalyA hAtAtaca ThevAyalA pAhije. ekAne tyAcyA mulAsa sAMgitale kI, 'hI sarva saMpattI tulAca dyAyacI Ahe.' tyAvara mulagA mhaNAlA kI, mI tumacyA saMpattIcI AzA ThevalI nAhI. ticA vApara tumhI tumacyA icchenusAra karA, zevaTI nisargAcA nirNaya hI vegaLI goSTa Ahe. paraMtu tyAcA nizcaya, ANi tyApramANe tyAne ApalA abhiprAya dilA nA! mhaNUna to sarTiphAiDa (pramANIta) hoUna gelA, tyAlA AtA maujamajA kAhI rAhilI nAhI. 12. mohAcyA mArAne melo anekadA praznakartA : mule moThI hotIla, maga ApalI rahAtIla kI nAhI koNAsa ThAUka? dAdAzrI : hoya, koNI Apale rahAte kA? he zarIra ca Apale rahAta nAhI tara! he zarIra suddhA naMtara ApalyApAsUna ghetale jAte. kAraNa kI parakI vastU ApalyA javaLa kitI divasa rAhaNAra? mulagA 'pappAjI, pappAjI' bolato tevhA mohApoTI pappAjI haveta taraMgAyalA lAgatAta. ANi 'mammI, mammI' karato tara mammI paNa haveta taraMgate, pappAMcyA mizA oDhalyA tarI paNa pappAjI kAhIca bolenAta. hI lahAna mulaM tara ase bareca kAhI karata asatAta. jara pappA-mammIce bhAMDaNa jhAle asela tara hI mulaca madhyasthI banUna nikAla lAvatAta. bhAMDaNa tara nehamI hotaca asate nA! pati-patnImadhye tara tase tU-tU, mI-mI hotaca rahAte, tevhA mulagA kazA prakAre samAdhAna karato? sakALI te cahA pita nasatIla, thoDese rUsale asatIla, tara strI mulAmArphata kAya sAMgate kI, beTA, jA pappAMnA sAMga, 'mAjhI AI cahA pyAyalA bolavate, pappAjI calA nA!' maga mulagA pappAMkaDe jAUna bolato, 'pappAjI, pappAjI' ase aikUna to sarva kAhI visarUna lageca cahA pyAlA yeto. azA prakAre sarva kAhI cAlata asate. beTA 'pappAjI' bolalA kI, ahAhA! mAhita nAhI koNatA maMtra bolalA! are, AtAca tara sAMgata hotA kI malA cahA pyAyacA nAhI? ase Ahe he jaga! hyA jagAmadhye koNI koNAcA mulagA jhAlA nAhI. sarva jagAmadhye asA

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5 AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra mulagA zodhUna ANA kI jyAcyAvara vaDIla tIna tAsa rAgavale tyAnaMtara suddhA to mhaNela kI, 'he pUjya pitAzrI, tumhI kitIhI rAgAvale tarI suddhA tumhI ANi mI ekaca Ahota.' ase bolaNArA zodhUna ANAla? he tara ardhA tAsa 'TesTa' (parIkSA) vara ghetale asela tara phuTUna jAIla? baDhuMkItIla TikalI phuTAyalA veLa lAgela, paraMtu hA tara lageca phuTato. thoDese rAgaviNyAsa surU kele, tara tyA agodaraca phuTato kI nAhI? mulagA 'pappAjI, pappAjI' karata asela tevhA kaDU lAgale pAhije. jara goDa lAgale tara te sukha udhAra ghetale ase hoIla. maga te duHkhAcyA rUpAta parata karAve lAgela, mulagA moThA jhAlyAvara tumhAlA mhaNela kI, tumhI tara bina akkalece AhAta.' tevhA tumhAlA vATela kI he ase kase jhAle? tumhI je udhAra ghetale hote, te to vasula karato Ahe. mhaNUna AdhIpAsUnaca satarka vhA. AmhI tara udhArIce sukha gheNyAcA vyavahAraca soDUna dilA hotA. aho! svata:cyA AtmAmadhye anaMta sukha Ahe ! tyAlA soDUna hyA bhayaMkara ghANIta kA paDAyace? eka sattara varSAcI mhAtArI hotI. eke divazI gharAbAhera yeUna AraDA-oraDa karAyalA lAgalI, 'jaLo hA saMsAra, kaDU viSAsArakhA, malA tara itakA suddhA AvaData nAhI! he bhagavaMtA, malA ucalUna ghe.' tevhA eka mulagA rastyAne jAta hotA to mhaNAlA, 'kAya AjI dararoja tara cAMgalA mhaNata hotI, dararoja tara goDa drAkSAsArakhA lAgata hotA ANi Aja kaDU kasA jhAlA?' tevhA mhaNAyalA lAgalI, jaLo, mAjhA mulagA mAjhyAzI bhAMDato. hyA mhAtArapaNI malA mhaNato, 'cAlatI ho yethUna.' pUrvI upakArI zodhAyalA bAhera jAve lAgata hote ANi Aja tara upakArI gharacyA gharIca janmale Aheta. mhaNUna mulagA je kAhI deto Ahe te zAMtapaNe svikArAyace. mahAvIra bhagavanAMnA suddhA upakArI miLata navhate. Arya dezAta upakArI miLAle nAhI tyAmuLe tara tyAMnA maga sATha maila dUra anArya dezAta jAve lAgale hote, ANi AmhAlA gharI basalyA upakArI miLAle Aheta. mulagA mhaNato, 'AmhAlA uzIra jhAlA tara kaTakaTa karAyacI nAhI. tumhAlA

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 55 jhopAyace asela tara jhopUna jAyace cUpacApa.' vaDIla vicAra karatAta, 'AtA jhopUna jAyace cUpacApa, AtA tara cUpacApa jhopaleleca bare! he ase sarva malA mAhita navhate, nAhItara saMsAra mAMDalAca nasatA.' AtA je jhAle te jhAle. AmhAlA surUvAtIlA ase kAhI asela te mAhita navhate nA, mhaNUna tara saMsAra thATalA, ANi naMtara phasalo! praznakartA : nAvaDate Ale tara tyAsa AtmahetUsAThI upayogAta ANAyace, asA artha hoto? dAdAzrI : nAvaDate Ale te AtmyAsAThI hitakArIca asate. te AtmAce viTAminaca Ahe. dabAva AlA kI lageca AtmAmadhye rAhato nA? AtA koNI zivIgALa kelI tyAveLI saMsArAta na rahAtA lagecaca ApalyA AtmyAmadhyeca ekAkAra hoUna jAto paraMtu jyAlA AtmAce jJAna jhAlele Ahe toca ase karU zakato. praznakartA : tara maga mhAtArapaNI AmacI sevA koNa karaNAra? dAdAzrI : sevA-cAkarIcI apekSA kA karAyacI? AmhAlA trAsa nAhI dilA tarI miLavale. sevecI apekSA karAyacI nAhI. zaMbharAtIla pAca Takke sevA karaNAre miLatIla. bAkI 95 Takke tara trAsa detIla aseca Aheta. aho! mule tara kAya karatAta? eka mulagA tyAcyA vaDIlAMnA sAMgato kI, 'tumhI malA mAjhA hissA deUna TAkA, dararoja kaTakaTa karatAta te mI khapavUna gheNAra nAhI.' tevhA tyAcyA vaDIlAMnI sAMgitale, 'tU malA evaDhA trAsa dilA Ahe kI mI tulA itakA suddhA hissA deNAra nAhI.' hI mAjhI svata:cI kamAI Ahe, mhaNUna mI tulA hyA saMpattItUna kAhIca deNAra nAhI.' tevhA mulagA mhaNAlA, 'he sarva mAjhyA AjobAMce Ahe mhaNUna mI korTAta dAvA dAkhala karena.' mI korTAta laDhena paraMtu soDaNAra nAhI. arthAt vastutaH hI mule ApalI kadhI nasatAtaca. vaDIla jara mulAbarobara eka tAsa bhAMDale, itakyA ghANeraDyA zivIgALa kelyA, tevhA mulagA kAya mhaNato? 'tumhI kAya samajatA?' vArasAhakkAne miLaNAr2yA saMpattIsAThI to korTAta dAvA suddhA dAkhala karato.

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra maga tyA mulAsAThI ciMtA hoIla kA? mamatA suTalI kI ciMtA paNa suTate. mhaNela AtA to mulagA malA nakoca. hI ciMtA hota asate, tI mamatAvAlyAMnA hota asate. tyAcA sADU AjArI asela nA, tara bArA veLA haoNspiTalamadhye bheTAyalA jAto ANi vaDIla AjArI asela tevhA tInaca veLA bheTAyalA jANAra. are melyA, ase tU koNatyA cAvIcyA AdhArAvara karatosa? gharAta patnI cAvI mArate, kI 'mAjhyA mehuNyAMnA bheTUna yA.' mhaNaje patnIne cAvI mAralI kI lageca tayAra! ase patnIMcyA AdhIna Ahe he jaga. tasA tara mulagA cAMgalA asato, paraMtu jara tyAlA guru (patnI) miLaNAra nasela tara. paNa gurU miLAlyAzivAya rahAta nAhI nA! malA kAya mhaNAyace Ahe kI maga guru paradezI aso kI inDiyana aso, paNa tI AlyAnaMtara ApalyA hAtAta lagAma (kAbU) rahAta nAhI. mhaNUna lagAma paddhatazIra ApalyA hAtAta ThevAyalA pAhije. praznakartA : mAgIla janmAta koNAzI vaira bAMdhale asela, tara te koNatyA na koNatyA tarI janmAta tyAsa bheTUna pheDAve lAgate nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, ase nAhI Ahe. azA prakAre vaira saMpata nAhI. vaira baMdhanAne Atamadhye rAga-dveSa hotAta. mAgIla janmAta mulAsobata vaira bAMdhale gele asela tara ApalyAlA vicAra yetAta kI koNatyA janmAta pUrNa hoIla ? azA prakAre maga AmhI kevhA ekatra yeU? tara to mulagA hyA janmAta mAMjara hoUna yeIla. tumhI tyAlA dUdha dile tara to tumacyA toMDAvara paMjA mArela! ase tumace vaira cukate hota asate. tara ase Ahe he sarva! paripAka hoNe hA kALAcA niyama Ahe mhaNUna thoDyA avadhIta hizoba pUrNa hoUna jAto. kAhI jaNa vairabhAvA ne bheTata asatAta. samajA asA mulagA bheTalA tara to vairabhAvAne piLUna tela kADhela Apale. samajale kA? zatrUbhAvAne AlA tara ase hoIla kI nAhI? praznakartA : malA tIna mulI Aheta, tyAMcyA bhaviSyAbAbata malA tyAMcI ciMtA vATata asate. dAdAzrI : ApaNa bhaviSyAcyA bAbatIta vicAra karaNyApekSA AjacI

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AI - vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra sepha sAiDa (surakSItatA) karuna ghetalelI barI. pratyeka divasAcI sepha sAiDa karaNe cAMgale. puDhace vicAra je karatAta te vicAra koNatyAhI prakAre 'helpiMga' (sahAyyaka) nAhIta, paraMtu nukasAnakArakaca Ahe. tyAaivajI ApaNa pratyeka divasAcI sepha sAiDa karIta rahAyace hAca sarvAta uttama upAya Ahe. 57 tumhAlA mulAM-mulIMce pAlaka hoUna, TrasTI hoUna rahAyace Ahe. tyAMcyA lagnAcI ciMtA karAyacI nAhI kAraNa te ApalA hizoba gheUna Alele Aheta. mulIcyA bAbatIta tumhAlA ciMtA karAyalA nako. mulIce tumhI pAlaka AhAta. mulagI svataH sAThI mulagA suddhA gheUna AlelI asate. AmhAlA koNAlA sAMgAyalA jANyAcI AvazkatA nAhI kI AmacI mulagI Ahe, ticyAsAThI mulAlA janma dyA. ase sAMgAyalA jAve lAgate kA ? arthAt tI Apale sarva kAhI gheUnaca AlelI asate. tevhA vaDIla sAMgatAta, 'hI paMcavIsa varSAcI jhAlI, paNa ajUna tice lagna juLata nAhI, ase, tase, ' divasabhara gAta rahAtAta. are ! tikaDe mulagA sattAvIsa varSAcA jhAlA Ahe paNa tulA bheTalA nAhI, kazAlA boMbAboMba karatosa ? jhopUna jA nA zAMtapaNe'! mulagI ApalI kALa-veLa sarva nizcita karunaca AlelI Ahe. ciMtA kelyAne tara ulaTa aMtarAya karma bAMdhale jAtAta, tyA kAryAlA vilaMba hoto. ApalyAlA koNI sAMgitale asela kI amakyA ThikANI eka mulagA Ahe, tara ApaNa prayatna karAyace. bhagavaMtAMnI ciMtA karaNyAsa manAI kelI Ahe. ciMtA kelyAne tara aMtarAyAta bhara paData asate. ANi vItarAga bhagavAnAMnI tara kAya sAMgitale Ahe kI, 'tumhI ciMtA karata rAhatA tara tumhIca mAlaka AhAta kA ? tumhIca jaga cAlavita AhAta kA ?' tase pAhile tara lakSAta yeIla kI ApalyAlA tara saMDAsa jANyAcI suddhA svataMtra zakti nAhI. te jara baMda hoUna gele tara DaoNkTarAMnA bolavAve lAgate. toparyaMta ase vATate kI hI zakti AmacI Ahe, paraMtu hI zakti AmacI nAhI Ahe. hI zakti koNAcyA AdhIna Ahe he jANUna ghyAyalA nako ? he tara zevaTacyA ghaTakelA khATevara paDalele asatAnAhI, lahAna mulIcI ciMtA karata rAhato kI, hice lagna lAvAyace rAhUna gele. azA ciMteta ANi ciMtetaca marUna gelA tara maga pazU yonIta janma gheNAra. pazUyonIta janma

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra niMdanIya Ahe, paraMtu manuSya janma miLAlyAvarahI saraLapaNe rahAta nAhI tara kAya hoIla? 13. bare jhAle, nAhI aDakalo saMsArajALyAta.... dAdAzrI : ciMtA-biMtA karatA kA kadhI? praznakartA : ciMtA khUpa nAhI, paraMtu kadhI kadhI ase vATata asate kI, tase tara sarva kAhI Ahe paNa mula nAhI Ahe. dAdAzrI : ahAhA!!! mhaNaje khANArA koNI nAhI Ahe. evaDhe sarva kAhI Ahe, khAyAyace sarva Ahe tarI paNa khANArA koNI nasela tara upAdhIca nA! kvacitaca ekhAdyA khUpa puNyavaMtacA janama lAbhalA asela tevhA mula nasate. kAraNa kI mula hoNe na hoNe sarva ApalyA karmAcyA vahIkhAtyAcA hizoba Ahe. hyA janmAta tumhI mahA puNyavAna AhAta kI tumhAlA mula jhAle nAhI. ase loka khUpa puNyavAna mhaTale jAtAta. tara veDyA, tulA koNI ase zikavile? tevhA mhaNAlA, 'mAjhI bAyako sArakhI kaTakaTa karata rAhate.' mI mhaNAlo, 'mI yeIla tithe.' naMtara maga tyAcyA patnIlA samajAvale maga tI samajUna gelI. mI sAMgitale kI pahA, yAMnA tara kAhI samasyA nAhI Ahe. tumacyA vahIta khAteca nAhI, he khUpa cAMgale Ahe, nAhI kA? mhaNUna tumhI tara parama-sukhIca AhAta. ekahI apatya nasela ANi maga mula janmale tara te mula bApAlA khUSa karate, tyAMnA khUpa AnaMdita karate. paNa maga jAtAnAhI te tevaDheca raDavUna jAte. mhaNUna ApaNa he samajUna ghyAve kI, Ale Aheta te jevhA jAtIla, tevhA kAya kAya hota asate? mhaNUna AjapAsUna hasAyaceca nAhI, tara maga kAhI bhAnagaDaca uralI nAhI nA! __ mule mhaNaje ApalyA rAga-dveSAcA hizoba Ahe. paizyAMcA hizoba nAhI, rAga-dveSAce RNAnubaMdha asatAta. rAga-dveSAcA hizoba pheDAyalA hI mule bApAce piLUna tela kADhatAta. zreNika rAjAlA paNa mulagA hotA ANi to tyAMnA roja cAbakAne phaTake mArAyacA, turUMgAta paNa ghAlAyacA.

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 59 tarIhI sAMgatAta kI malA mule nAhIta, veDyA mulAMce karAyace tarI kAya Ahe? azI mule jI trAsa deNArI asatIla tI kAya kAmAcI? tyAaivajI tara zera mAtI (mula) nasalelI barI. ANi koNatyA janmAta tulA zera mAtI navhatI? AtA hA manuSya janma moThyA kaSTAne miLAlA Ahe, tara murkhA, ithe tara saraLapaNe rahA nA! ANi kAhI mokSace sAdhana zodhUna kADha ANi Apale kAma sAdhUna ghe. praznakartA : mAgacyA varSI yAMcA mulagA marUna gelA, tevhA tyAMnA khUpa duHkha jhAlele ANi mAnasika rityA khUpa sahana karAve lAgale hote. tara sAMgatAtakI AmhAlA ase jANUna ghyAyacI icchA hote kI mAgacyA janmAta AmhI ase kAya kele asela, kI jyAmuLe ase ghaDate ? dAdAzrI : tyAce ase Ahe kI, jyAcA jevaDhA hizoba asela tevaDheca te ApalyA sobata rAhate, hizoba pUrNa jhAlyA barobara ApalyA vahIkhAtyAmadhUna vegaLA hoUna jAto. basa evaDhAca tyAcA niyama Ahe. praznakartA : kAhI mule janmalyAbarobara lagecaca maratAta, tevhA kAya tyAMce tevaDheca gheNe-deNe hote? dAdAzrI : AI-vaDIlAMsobata jevaDhA rAga-dveSAcA hizoba Ahe, tevaDhA pUrNa jhAlA, mhaNUna AI-vaDIlAMnA raDavUna jAto, khUpa raDavato, AIvaDIla Doke suddhA phoDatAta. mulagA DaoNkTarAcA kharca paNa karAyalA lAvato, sarva kAhI karAyalA lAvato ANi naMtara to nighUna jAto. bALAcyA mRtyunaMtara tyAcyAsAThI ciMtA kelyAne tyAlA duHkha hote. Apale loka ajJAnatAmuLe ase sarva karatAta. mhaNUna tumhI jase Ahe tase yathArthapaNe samajUna zAMtIpUrvaka rahAyalA pAhije. naMtara vinAkAraNa DokephoDa karaNe tyAlA kAya artha Ahe? ___ mulaM kuThe nAhI marata? he tara saMsArika RNAnubaMdha Ahe. gheNyAdeNyAcA hizoba Ahe. Amace suddhA mulagA-mulagI hote, paNa te marUna gele. pAhUNe Ale hote te pAhUNe geleta, te Apale kuThe Aheta? AmhAlA suddhA eka divasa nAhI jAyace kA? tara AtA je jivaMta Aheta tyAMnA ApaNa

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60 AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra zAMtI dyAvI. jo gelA to gelA. tyAcI AThavaNa karaNe suddhA soDUna dyA. yethe je hayAta Aheta, jevaDhe ApalyA Azrita Aheta, tyAMnA zAMtI dyA, evaDheca Apale kartavya. he tara gelelyAMcI AThavaNa kADhatAta ANi yethe hayAta asalelyAMnA zAMtI deta nAhI, he kase? mhaNaje tumhI tumace sarva kartavya cukata AhAta. tumhAlA he kaLate kA? gelA to gelA. khizAtUna lAkha rUpaye kuThe tarI paDUna gele ANi naMtara te miLAle nAhI tevhA AmhI kAya karAyalA have? tara kAya Doke phoDAyace? praznakartA : visarUna jAyace. dAdAzrI : ho, arthAta hA sarva asamaMjasapaNA Ahe. kharokhara tara ApaNa vaDIla-mulagA koNatyAhI prakAre nAhI Ahota. mulagA marUna gelA tara tyAta ciMtA karaNyAsArakhe kAhIca nAhI. kharokhara tara saMsArAta ciMtA karaNyAsArakhe jara kAhI asela tara te AI-vaDIlAMcA mRtyu jhAlA taraca manAta ciMtA vhAyalA havI. mulagA marUna gelA tara mulAbarobara Apale kAya gheNe-deNe? AI-vaDIlAMnI tara ApalyAvara upakAra kele hote. AIne tara ApalyAlA naU mahine poTAta sAMbhALale, maga moThe kele. vaDIlAMnI zikSaNAsAThI phI dilI, sarvaca kAhI dile. ApaNAsa mAjhe bolaNe samajate nA? mhaNUna AtA jevhA AThavaNa AlI tevhA evaDhe bolA nA kI, 'he dAdA bhagavAna, hA mulagA ApaNAsa svAdhIna kelA!' yAmuLe tumhAlA samAdhAna vATela. tumacyA mulAcI AThavaNa karuna tyAcyA AtmyAce kalyANa hovo ase manAta bolata rahA, DoLyAta pANI nAhI yeU dyAyace. tumhI tara jaina thiorI (siddhAMta) samajaNAre manuSya AhAta. tumhAlA tara mAhita Ahe kI koNAce nidhana jhAlyAnaMtara azI bhAvanA karAyalA pAhije kI, tyAcyA AtmyAce kalyANa hovo! he kRpALudeva tyAMcyA AtmyAce kalyANa karA.' tyAaivajI ApaNa manAta kamakuvata hoto he tara yogya nAhI. ApalyAca nAtalagAMnA duHkhAta TAkAyace he Apale kAma nAhI. tumhI tara samajadAra, vicArazIla ANi saMskArI loka AhAta, mhaNUna jevhA-tevhA mRta mulAcI AThavaNa AlI tevhA ase bolA kI, tyAcyA AtmyAce kalyANa hovo! he vItarAga bhagavAna, tyAcyA AtmyAce kalyANa karA.' ase bolata rAhAyace. kRpALudevAce nAMva gheNAra, kiMvA dAdA bhagavAna

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra bolAla tarI suddhA Apale kAma hoIla. kAraNa kI dAdA bhagavAna ANi kRpALudeva AtmasvarUpAne ekaca Aheta, zarIrAne vegaLe disatAta. DoLyAMnI vegaLe disatAta, paraMtu vAstavika te ekaca Aheta. ANi mahAvIra bhagavAnAMce nAMva dile tarI paNa teca Aheta. tyAcyA AtmyAce kalyANa hovo, evaDhIca bhAvanA ApalyAlA niraMtara karAyacI Ahe. ApaNa jyAcyA sobata niraMtara rAhilo, sobata khAlle-pille, tara ApaNa tyAce kazAprakAre kalyANa hoIla azI bhAvanA karata rAhAyace. ApaNa parakyAMsAThI cAMgalI bhAvanA karata asato, maga he tara Apale svajana Aheta, tyAMcyAsAThI bhAvanA kA nAhI karAyacI? mhaNUna AmhI pustakAta lihile Ahe kI, tulA 'kalpa'cyA zevaTaparyaMta bhaTakAve lAgela. tyAce nAMva 'kalpAMta', kalpAMtacA artha koNI kelAca nAhI nA? tumhI Aja pahilyAMdA aikalA nA? praznakartA : hoya dAdA, pahilyAMdA aikalA. dAdAzrI : mhaNUna hyA 'kalpa'cyA zevaTaparyaMta bhaTakAve lAgate ANi loka kAya karatAta? khUpa kalpAMta karatAta. are veDyA kalpAMtacA artha tara vicArUna pahA kI kalpAMta mhaNaje kAya? kalpAMta tara koNI ekhAdA manuSya karIta asato. kalpAMta tara koNAcA ekulatA eka mulagA asela, tyAcA acAnaka mRtyu jhAlA asela azAveLI kalpAMta hoU zakato. praznakartA : dAdAjIMcI kitI mulaM hotI? dAdAzrI : eka mulagA ANi eka mulagI hotI. 1928 madhye mulagA janmalA tevhA mI mitrAMnA peDhe khAU ghAtale hote. naMtara 1931 madhye mulagA mRtyu pAvalA. tevhA punhA mI sarvAMnA peDhe khAU ghAtale. surUvAtIla tara sarvAMnA ase vATale kI dusarA mulagA janmalA asela, mhaNUna peDhe khAU ghAlata asatIla. peDhe khAIparyaMta mI spaSTIkaraNa kele nAhI. peDhe khAUna jhAlyAnaMtara mI sarvAMnA sAMgitale, 'te 'gesTa' (pAhUNe) Ale hote nA, te gele!' te sanmAnapUrvaka Ale hote, tara AmhI tyAMnA sanmAnapUrvaka niropa dyAyacA. mhaNUna hA sanmAna kelA. yAvara sarva malA rAgavAyalA lAgale. are, ase rAgAvU nakA, sanmAnapUrvaka niropa dyAyalA pAhije.

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AI - vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra naMtara mulagI janmAlA AlI hotI. tilA suddhA sanmAnapUrvaka bolavile ANi sanmAnapUrvaka niropa dilA. hyA jagAta je yeta asatAta, te sagaLe jAta hI asatAta. tyAnaMtara koNI nAhI, mI ANi hIrAbA (dAdAjIMcyA dharmapatnI) AmhI dogheca Ahota. 62 (1958 madhye) jJAna hoNyA agodara hIrAbA mhaNAyacyA, 'mulaM marUna gelIta ANi AtA AmacI mulaM nAhI, tara kAya karAyace ApaNa ? vRddhApakALI ApalI sevA koNa karaNAra ?' tyA suddhA ciMtIta jhAlyA hotyA! nAhI kA hoNAra ciMtIta ? tevhA mI tyAMnA samajAvale, 'AjakAlacI mule damachAka karatIla tumacA. mule dArU piUna yetIla tevhA tumhAlA bare vATela?' tevhA tyA mhaNAlyA, 'nAhI te tara bare vATaNAra nAhI.' maga mI sAMgitale, he Ale hote te geleta, mhaNUna mI peDhe vATaleta. tyAnaMtara jevhA hIrAbAMnA anubhava jhAlA, tevhA malA sAMgAyalA lAgalyA, 'sagaLyAMcIca mule khUpa duHkha deta asatAta. ' tevhA mI sAMgitale, 'AmhI tara AdhIca sAMgata hoto, paraMtu ApaNa mAnata navhatyA ! ' je parake Ahe, te kadhI Apale hota asatAta kA ? ugIca hAyatobA kA karAyacI. eka tara he zarIraca parake Ahe, ANi hyA zarIrAce te parata nAtalaga ! he zarIra parake ANi hyA parakyAcI hI sarva saMpattI. hI kadhI ApalI hoU zakate ? praznakartA : ekaca mulagA Ahe, to paNa AmacyApAsUna vegaLA jhAlA Ahe, kAya karAyace ? dAdAzrI : te tara tIna asatIla tarI vegaLe hotAta ANi jara te vegaLe nAhI jhAle tarI ApalyAlA tara jAve lAgela. maga te jarI ekatra rAhata asatIla tarIpaNa eke divazI ApalyAlA sarva kAhI soDUna jAve lAgela. soDUna jAve nAhI lAgaNAra ? tara maga hAyatobA kazAsAThI ? mAgacyA janmAcI mule kuThe gelIta? mAgacyA janmAcI mule kuThe rAhata asatIla ? praznakartA : te tara IzvaralAca mAhIta ! dAdAzrI : ghyA! mAgacyA janmAcyA mulAMce mAhita nAhI, hyA janmAtIla mulAMce parata ase jhAle. hyA sarvAMcA aMta kadhI yeIla ? mokSAta jANyAce

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 63 bolA nA, nAhItara vinAkAraNa adhogatImadhye jAla. samasyAMmuLe jevhA upAdhI, kaMTALA yeta asela, tevhA koNatI gatI hoIla? yethUna maga manuSya yonImadhUna koNatyA yonImadhye janma hoIla? pazU yonIta. atyaMta niMdanIya kAma kele asela tara naraka yonImadhye paNa jAve lAgate. naraka yonI va pazU yonI he sarva pasaMta Ahe? pratyeka janmAmadhye bhayaMkara mAra khAllA Ahe, paraMtu purvIcA khAllelA mAra visarUna jAto ANi navIna mAra khAta rAhato. mAgacyA janmAcyA mulAMnA soDUna yeto ANi hyA janmAcyA navIna mulAMnA kavaTALata asato. 14. nAtI, rileTIva kI riala ? he rileTiva saMbaMdha Aheta! sAMbhALUna sAMbhALUna kAma karuna ghyAyace Ahe. he rileTiva saMbaMdha Aheta, mhaNUna tumhI jevaDhe rileTiva svikAraNAra tevaDhe rAhaNAra. tumhI jase ThevAla tase rAhila, yAceca nAMva vyavahAra Ahe. tumhI mAnatA kI mulagA mAjhA Ahe, mhaNUna kuThe jANAra Ahe? aho! mulagA tumacA Ahe, paraMtu ghaTakyAta virodhI hoUna jAIla. koNI AtmA vaDIla-mulagA nasato. he tara parasparAMcA deNyA-gheNyAcA hizoba Ahe. paNa bagha hAM, gharI gelyAvara ase bolU nakosa, kI tumhI mAjhe vaDIla nAhIta. tase te vyavahArane vaDIla Ahetaca nA! ___ saMsArAta nATakIya rahAyace Ahe. 'yA ho tAIsAheba', 'ye bALa', yApramANe, ANi he sarva suddhA suparaphluasa (varakaraNI) karAyace. tevhA ajJAnI kAya karato kI mulIlA javaLa gheUna mAMDIvara basavU pAhato, tyAvara tI mulagI suddhA tyAcyAvara ciDate. jJAnI puruSa vyavahArAta suparaphluasa rahAtAta. mhaNUna sagaLe tyAMcyAvara khuSa asatAta, kAraNa kI, lokAMnA 'suparaphluasa' vyavahAra havA asato. jAsta Asakti lokAMnA pasaMta nAhI. mhaNUna ApaNa suddhA suparaphluasa rahAyace. hyA sarva bhAnagaDIta paDAyace nAhI. jJAnI kAya samajatAta? kI mulIcA vivAha jhAlA tara, to paNa vyavahAra ANi mulagI bicArI vidhavA jhAlI, to paNa vyavahAra. he 'riala' nasate. he donhIhI vyavahAra Aheta, rileTiva Ahe ANi tyAsa koNI badalU zakata nAhI ase Ahe ! tara loka kAya karatAta? jAvaI marUna gelA, tyAcyA

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64 AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra mAge Doka phoDatAta, tevhA maga DaoNkTara bolavAvA lAgato. mhaNaje he rAgadveSAcyA AdhIna Ahe nA! vyavahAra, vyavahAra Ahe ase samajale nAhI mhaNUnaca nA! mulAMnA rAgavAve lAgale, patnIlA dona zabda sAMgAve lAgale tara nATakIya bhASeta zAMta rAhUna rAgavAyace. nATakIya bhASA mhaNaje kAya kI AtUna zAMtatA TheUna bAhera rAgavAyace. yAlA mhaNatAta nATaka! 15. te Ahe gheNe-deNe, nAtaM nAhI bAyako-mule jara ApalI asatIla nA, tara hyA zarIrAlA khUpa trAsa hota asela tara tyAtUna patnIne thoDA ghetalA asatA, 'ardhAMginI' mhaTalI jAte nA! ardhAMgavAyU jhAlA asela tara mulagA gheNAra kA? te tara koNI gheta nAhI. hA tara sarva hizoba Ahe! vaDIlAMpAsUna jevaDhA tumacA mAgaNyAcA hizoba hotA, tevaDhAca tumhAlA miLato. ekA mulAlA kAhIhI cuka nasatAMnA tyAcI AI tyAlA sArakhI mArata rAhate ANi eka mulagA khUpaca mastIkhora asela, tarI suddhA tyAce lADa karata rAhate. pAcahI mule tyAca AIcI asatAta paraMtu pAcahIsobata vegavagaLe vartana karata asate, tyAce kAraNa kAya? praznakartA : tyAta pratyekAcA karma udaya vega-vegaLA asAvA? dAdAzrI : hA tara hizobaca cukatA hota Ahe. AIlA pAcahI mulAMvara sArakhA bhAva ThevAyalA havA, paNa to rAhaNAra kasA? ANi maga mule mhaNatAta, mAjhI AI tyAcIca bAjU gheta asate. azI takrAra karatAta. hyAcIca bhAMDaNaM Ahe hyA jagAta. praznakartA : tara tyA AIlA tyA mulAvara asA vairabhAva kA hota asato ? dAdAzrI : AIce kAhI pUrvajanmIce vaira Ahe. dusar2yA mulAsobata pUrvajanmIcA rAga (Asakti, moha) Ahe. mhaNUna rAga karIta asate. loka nyAya zodhAyalA jAtAta kI pAcahI mule ticyAsAThI sArakhI kA nAhIta ?

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 65 kAhI mule ApalyA AI vaDIlAMcI sevA karata asatAta, azI uttama sevA karatAta kI khANe-piNe suddhA visarUna jAtAta. mhaNaje sarvAMsAThI ase nAhI Ahe. ApalyAlA je miLAle te sarva ApalAca hizoba Ahe. ApalyA doSAmuLe te ApalyAlA miLAle. hyA kaliyugAmadhye ApaNa kA Alota? satyuga navhate? satyugAta sagaLe saraLa hote. kaliyugAta sagaLe vAkaDe bheTatAta. mulagA cAMgalA asalA tara vyAhI vAkaDe bheTela, bhAMDaNa-taMTA karata rAhaNAre, sUna bhAMDakudaLa bheTela jI bhAMDataca rAhila. koNI nA koNI ase vAkaDe bheTataca asatAta ANi gharAmadhye bhADaNa-taMTe cAlUca rAhatAta. praznakartA : 'vanaspatita paNa prANa Ahe' ase mhaNatAta. AMbyAce jhADa Ahe, tyA jhADAcyA jevaDhyA kair2yA asatIla, tyA sarva kair2yAMcI cava eka sArakhI asate, paraMtu mANasAMmadhye pAMca mule asatIla tara tyA pAcahI mulAMce vicAra-vANI-vartana vegavegaLe, ase kA? dAdAzrI : AMbyAMmadhye paNa vegavegaLI cava asate, tumacI samajaNyAcI zakti itakI sUkSma nAhI Ahe. paraMtu pratyeka AMbyAcI cava vegavegaLI asate, pratyeka pAnAmadhye suddhA pharaka asato. ekasArakhe disatAta, ekAca prakAracA sugaMdha asato, paraMtu kAhI nA kAhI pharaka asato. kAraNa hyA jagAcA niyama Ahe kI, 'spesa' (jAgA) badalalyAsa pharaka hotoca! praznakartA : sarvasAdhAraNapaNe mhaNatAta nA kI hI sarva kuTuMbe vaMza paraMparene ekatra yeta asatAta. dAdAzrI : hoya, te sarva tara ApalyA oLakhIceca. Apaleca vartuLa, sarva sobata rAhaNAra. samAna guNavAle Aheta, mhaNUna rAga-dveSAcyA kAraNAne tithe janma ghetAta ANi rAga-dveSAcA hizoba pheDaNyAsAThI ekatra yetAta. DoLyAMnI ase disate te tara bhrAMtImuLe disate paraMtu jJAnadRSTine tase nAhI Ahe. praznakartA : dAdAjI, hA jo janma gheNArA Ahe, to ApalyA karmAne janma gheto nA ? dAdAzrI : nakkIca. to gorA Ahe athavA kALA Ahe, TheMgaNA Ahe

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra athavA uMca Ahe, he sarva tyAcyA karmAne Ahe. he tara lokAMnI hyA DoLyAMnI pAhile va juLavUna ghetale kI, mulAce nAka tara ekadama tasecyA tase disata asate, mhaNUna vaDIlAMceca guNa mulAmadhye utarale Aheta, ase mhaNatAta! arthAt vaDIla jagAta kRSNa bhagavAna jhAleta, mhaNaje kAya tyAcA mulagAhI kRSNa bhagavAna jhAlA? ase tara kityeka kRSNa bhagavAna hoUna geleta. sarva prakaTa puruSa kRSNa bhagavAnaca mhaTale jAtAta. paraMtu tyAMcA eka tarI mulagA kRSNa bhagavAna jhAlA? arthAta hyA sarva vAyaphaLa goSTI Aheta! jara vaDIlAMce guNa mulAmadhye yeta asatIla tara maga sarva mulAMmadhye te sArakheca yetIla. he tara vaDIlAMcyA mAgacyA janmAtale je oLakhIce Ahe, phakta tyAMceca guNa juLata asatAta. tumacyA oLakhIce sarva kase asaNAra? je tumacyA buddhIzI juLate, tumacyA hetUzI juLate aseca. tara jyAMce guNa tumacyAzI juLata asela, te hyA janmAta punhA mulaM hoUna janmAlA yetAta. kAraNa tyAMce guNa tumacyAzI juLatAta, paraMtu vAstavAta te tyAMce svata:ceca guNa dhAraNa karata asatAta. sAyaMTisTa (vaijJAnika)yAMnA ase vATata asate kI he guNa paramANumadhUna yeta asatAta paraMtu te tara Apale svata:ceca guNa dhAraNa karIta asatAta. maga koNI vAITa, nAlAyaka asela tara koNI dArUDyA paNa nipajata asato. kAraNa kI jase jase saMyoga tyAne ekatra kele Aheta, taseca tethe ghaData asate. kAhIMnA vArasAhakkAne kAhIca miLata nAhI. mhaNaje vArasAhakka hA phakta dikhAvA Ahe. paraMtu vAstAvAta pUrvajanmAmadhye je tyAce oLakhIce hote, teca Ale Aheta. praznakartA : mhaNaje jo hizoba pheDAyacA Ahe, RNAnubaMdha pheDAyace Ahe te pheDalyAvara hizoba pUrNa hoto? dAdAzrI : hoya, te sarva pheDale jAtAta. mhaNUna malA yethe he vijJAna khule karuna sAMgAve lAgale kI, are, tyAta vaDIlAMcA kAya gunhA Ahe ? tU krodhI, tujhe vaDIla krodhI, paraMtu hA tujhA bhAU zAMta kA Ahe? jara tujhyAmadhye tujhyA vaDIlAMce guNa Ale asatIla tara tujhA hA bhAU zAMta kA Ahe? he sarva samajata nAhI, mhaNUna loka vinAkAraNa kAhIhI sAMgata asatAta ANi je bAherUna disela, tyAlA satya mAnatAta. hI goSTa barobara samajUna gheNyAsArakhI Ahe atizaya kholavaracI goSTa Ahe hI. he tara mI

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AI - vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra je sAMgitale tevaDhIca nAhI, tara khUpa kholavaracI goSTa Ahe ! he tara sarva hizobAne ghetale jAte ANi dile jAte ! 67 AtmA koNAcA mulagAhI nasato ANi koNAcA vaDIlahI nasato. AtmA koNAcI patnI hota nAhI, kiMvA koNAcA patI hota nAhI. he sarva RNAnubaMdha Aheta. karmAcyA udayAne ekatra Ale Aheta. AtA (hyA janmAtIla) lokAMnA tase bhAsata Ahe. ANi ApalyAlA suddhA ase bhAsate, tara he phakta bhAsate evaDheca. vAstavAta tara disataca nAhI. vAstavAta asate tara koNI laDhaleca nasate. hI tara ekA tAsAtaca bhAnagaDa hoUna jAte, matabheda hoUna jAtAta, tevhA laDhatAta kI nAhI laDhata ? ' mAjhe-tujhe' karatAta kI nAhI karata ? praznakartA : karatAta. dAdAzrI : arthAt phakta bhAsyamAna Ahe, 'ekjhaeNkTa' (vAstavika) nAhI Ahe. kaliyugAta AzA TheU nakA. kaliyugAta AtmAce kalyANa hoIla ase karA, nAhItara kALa khUpa vicitra yeta Ahe, puDhe yeNArA kALa bhayaMkara vicitra yeta Ahe. ajUna yeNArI hajAreka varSe cAMgalI Aheta, paraMtu tyAnaMtara bhayAnaka kALa yeNAra Ahe. naMtara kevhA saMdhI miLela ? mhaNUna AtmakalyANa karuna ghyA. jaya saccidAnaMda

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mulAMcA AI-vaDIlAMprati vyavahAra (utarArdha) 16. 'TInejarsa' (taruNapiDhI) sobata 'dAdAzrI' praznakartA : Adarza vidyArthyAcyA jIvanAta koNa-koNatyA lakSaNAMcI AvazyakatA Ahe ? dAdAzrI : vidyArthyAlA tyAcyA gharAta jevaDhyA vyakti asatIla, tyA sarvAMnA khUSa ThevaNyAcI AvazyakatA Ahe ANi taseca skUlamadhye paNa jyA mANasAMsobata asela, Apale je TIcara (zikSaka) asatIla, tyA sarvAMnA khUSa ThevaNyAcI AvazyakatA Ahe. ApaNa jethe jethe jAto tethe sarvAMnA khUSa ThevAyalA have ANi ApalyA abhyAsAkaDe paNa lakSa dyAyalA have. dAdAzrI : tU kadhI jIva-jaMtu mArale Ahesa ? praznakartA : hoya, dAdAjI. dAdAzrI : kuThe kuThe mArale hote ? praznakartA : bAgeta, vADyAcyA mAge. dAdAzrI : koNate jIva-jaMtu hote ? kokroca (jhuraLa) vagaire hote ? praznakartA : sarvAMnA mAralele Ahe. dAdAzrI : manuSyAcyA bALAlA paNa mArUna TAkato kA? praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : bALAlA nAhI mArU zakata ? koNAce bALa asela tara tyAlA mArU nAhI zakata ?

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : ase kA ? AtA tU jyA jaMtUlA mAralesa, tasAca eka banavUna malA deU zakatosa ? eka lAkha rUpaye bakSIsa deNAra. jara eka jIva banavUna dAkhavalAsa tara lAkha rUpaye bakSIsa deNAra. tU banavU zakazIla ? praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : tara maga ApaNa kase mArU zakato ? tevhA hyA jagAta koNI eka tarI jIva banavU zakato kA ? kAya he zAstrajJa banavU zakatIla? praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : tara maga je banavU zakata nAhI, tyAlA ApaNa mArUhI zakata nAhI. hI khurcI banavu zakato, hyA sarva vastU banavu zakato, tara tyAMnA naSTa karU zakato. tujhyA lakSAta Ale ? praznakartA : hoya. dAdAzrI : AtA kAya karaNAra ? praznakartA : koNAlA nAhI mAraNAra. dAdAzrI : tyA jaMtUlA maraNyAcI bhitI vATate kharI? AmhI mArAyalA gelo tara to paLUna jAto kA ? praznakartA : hoya. dAdAzrI : tara maga kase mArU zakato ? ANi hyA gahU, bAjarIlA bhitI nAhI vATata, tyAsa harakata nAhI, kAya ? gahU, bAjarI dUdhI he sagaLe dUra paLatAta kA ? ApaNa surI gheUna gelo tara dUdhI dUra paLate kA ? praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : tara maga tyAcI bhAjI banavUna khAU zakato. tulA maraNyAcI bhItI vATate kI nAhI ?

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70 AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra praznakartA : bhItI vATate. dAdAzrI : ho, tara taseca tyAlA suddhA bhItI vATata asate. anahakkAcA khaDDA tara khUpaca khola ! tyAmadhUna punhA vara yeUca zakata nAhI. mhaNUna dakSatene cAlaNe cAMgale. mhaNUna tU sAvadha ho. AtA tara tujhI yuvA avasthA Ahe, je vRddha hoNAre asatIla, tyAMnA AmhI kAhI sAMgata nAhI. he bhaya-signala tulA dAkhavita Ahota. praznakartA : hoya, hoya, gheUna jANAra nAhI, dusar2yAcyA patnIlA gheUna jANAra nAhI. dAdAzrI : ho, barobara Ahe. gheUna jANyAcA vicAra suddhA karAyacA nAhI. ekhAdyA strIprati AkarSaNa jhAle tarI suddhA, 'he dAdA bhagavAna ! malA kSamA karA' ase mhaNAyace. mulAMsAThI AI-vaDIlAMnI kAya karAve ? tara mule bAhera kuThe mAna zodhaNAra nAhIta ase vAgAyalA have. te jara mAnAce bhukele nasatIla tara bAhera mAnAcyA haoNTelamadhye mAna khAyalA jANAra nAhIta. tyAsAThI kAya karAyace ? tara to gharI AlyAvara tyAlA ase bolAyace, 'bALa, tU tara khUpa zahANA Ahesa, asA Ahesa, tasA Ahesa,' tyAlA thoDA sanmAna dyAyacA, arthAt tyAcyAzI maitrIbhAva ThevAyalA havA. tyAcyA sobata basUna, tyAcyA DokyAvarUna haLUvAra hAta phiravUna ApaNa mhaNAyace, 'bALa cala, ApaNa jevAyalA basUyA, ApaNa ekatra nASTA karUyA' ase sarva vhAyalA have. tara maga to bAhera prema zodhaNAra nAhI. AmhI tara pAca varSAcA mulagA asela tara tyAcyAsobata paNa premAne vAgato. tyAcyAsobata phrenDazipa (maitrI) karato. praznakartA : pappA athavA mammI mAjhyAvara rAgAvaleta tevhA kAya karAyace ? dAdAzrI : 'jayasaccidAnaMda' bolAyace, 'saccidAnaMda, saccidAnaMda, saccidAnaMda jayasaccidAnaMda' bolAyace. ase bolatAta nA, tara te zAMta hoUna jAtIla. pappA, mammIcyA barobara bhAMDaNa karAyalA lAgaleta tevhA sarva mulAMnI

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 71 'saccidAnaMda, saccidAnaMda' mhaTale tara tyAmuLe sarva baMda hoUna jAIla. bicAr2yA doghAMnA lAja vATela! dhokyAcI ghaMTA vAjavalI tara tvarita baMda hoUna jAte. AtA tujhyAmuLe gharAtIla sarva lokAMnA AnaMda hoIla ase vAgAyace. tulA tyAMcyAmuLe duHkha jhAle tara samabhAvAne nikAla karAyacA. ANi tujhyAmuLe sarvAMnA AnaMda hoIla ase vAgAyace. maga tU tyA lokAMce prema pahA, kase prema Ahe te pahA! he tara tU tyAMcyA premAlA brekaDAuna karato, toDUna TAkato. tyA lokAMce prema Ahe ANi tU mAtra tyAvara dagaDa TAkata rAhilAsa tara sarva prema tuTUna jAIla. praznakartA : tara vRddhaca kA jAsta garama hota asatAta ? dAdAzrI : hI tara khaTArA gADI hoUna gelI Ahe, jara gADI junI jhAlI asela tara nehamI garama hote. paNa navIna gADI asela nA tara tI garama hota nAhI. mhaNUna vRddhAMce bicAr2yAMce kAya...(vaya jhAlyAmuLe navInapiDhIsobata eDajasTamenTa gheU zakata nAhI ANi tyAmuLe saMgharSa hota rAhato.) ANi gADI garama jhAlI tara ApaNa tilA thaMDa karAyalA nako kA? bAhera koNAbarobara kAhI bhAnagaDa jhAlI asela, rastyAta polIsAMsobata, tevhA ceharA imozanala (bhAvUka) jhAlelA asato. tyAveLI tumhI asA ceharA pAhilA tara kAya mhaNAla? 'jevhA pahAve tevhA tumacA ceharA utaralelAca disato, nehamIca laTakalelA.' ase nAhI bolAyace. ApaNa samajUna ghyAyalA have kI kuThalyA tarI aDacaNIta sApaDalele Aheta. tevhA maga ApaNa gADI thaMDa hoNyAsAThI thAMbavato. nAhI kA ? hyA vaDIladhAr2yAMcI sevA karaNe hA tara sarvAta moThA dharma Ahe. tarUNapiDhIcA dharma kAya? tara sAMgatAta, vaDIladhAr2yAMcI sevA karaNe. junyA gADIlA DhakalUna gheUna jANe, taraca maga ApaNa jevhA mhAtAre hoU tevhA ApalyAlA DhakalaNAre miLatIla. he tara deUna ghyAyace Ahe. jara ApaNa vaDIladhAr2yAMcI sevA kelI tara ApalI sevA karaNAre yeUna miLatIla. ApaNa jara vaDIladhAr2yAMnA dhamakAvata rAhilo tara ApalyAlA paNa dhamakAvaNAre bheTatIla. tara maga tumhAlA jase karAyace asela, tase karAyacI suTa Ahe.

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72 AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 17. patnIcI nivaDa jI yojanA jhAlelI Ahe, tyAta kAhIhI badala hoNAra nAhI! jara lagna karaNyAcI yojanA jhAlelI Ahe, tara maga AtA ApaNa ase nakkI kele kI, malA lagna karAyace nAhI, tara tI arthazUnya goSTa Ahe. tyAta maga tumace kAhIhI cAlaNAra nAhI ANi lagna tara karAveca lAgela. praznakartA : hyA janmAta ApaNa jyA bhAvanA kelyA asatIla, tyA puDhacyA janmAta phaLatIla nA ? dAdAzrI : hoya, hyA janmAta jyA bhAvanA kelyA, tyA puDhacyA janmAta phaLaNAra. paraMtu AtA mAtra tyApAsUna suTakAca nAhI! vartamAnAta tyAta koNAcehI cAlata nAhI nA! bhagavaMta jarI vaLavAyalA gelenA, kI lagna karU nako, tarI tethe bhagavaMtAce suddhA cAlaNAra nAhI ! mAgacyA janmAta lagna nAhI karAyace azI yojanA kelIca nAhI, mhaNUna AtA binalagnAcA rAhaNe zakya hota nAhI. jI yojanA kelI asela tIca yeIla! jase zauca kelyAzivAya koNAce nAhI cAlata, taseca lagna kelyAzivAya suddhA cAlela ase nAhI! tujhe mana kumAra asela, tara harakata nAhI. paNa jethe mana vivAhita Ahe, tethe lagna kelyAzivAya cAlata nAhI ANi koNAcyA sahAyA (sobatI) zivAya mANUsa rAhU zakata. nAhI. sahAr2yAzivAya koNa rAhU zakato? tara phakta 'jJAnIpurUSa' ekaTeca, jethe dusare koNIca nasela tethe suddhA rAhU zakatAta, kAraNa kI te svataH nirAlaMba jhAlele Aheta, koNatyAhI avalaMbanAcI tyAMnA garajaca nAhI. mANUsa bicArA sahAr2yA zivAya nAhIca jagU zakata. vIsa lAkha rUpayAcA moThA baMgalA asela ANi rAtrI ekaTyAlA jhopAyalA sAMgitale tara? tyAlA sahArA pAhije. manuSyAlA sahArA pAhije, mhaNUna tara lagna karatAta nA ? vivAha paddhata kAhI cukIcI nAhI Ahe. to nisargacA niyama Ahe. mhaNUna lagna karaNyAta sahaja prayatna karAyacA, manAta bhAvanA ThevAyacI kI cAMgale sthaLa miLAle kI lagna karAyace Ahe, naMtara maga te sTezana AlyAvara utarUna jAyace. sTezana yeNyApUrvIca dhAvapaLa kelI tara kAya hoIla...? tulA tyA agodara dhAvapaLa karAyacI Ahe ?

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 73 praznakartA : nAhI dAdAjI, sTezana AlyAvara. dAdAzrI : hA... sTezanalA ApalI garaja Ahe ANi ApalyAlA sTezanacI garaja! 'AmhAlA' ekaTyAlAca sTezanacI garaja Ahe ase nAhI. sTezanalA suddhA ApalI garaja Ahe, ho kI nAhI ? praznakartA : ApalyA saMghAta joDalI jANArI kumAra- kumArikA lagna karAyace nAhI ase mhaNatAta, tevhA ApaNa tyAMnA khAjagIta kAya upadeza detA ? dAdAzrI : mI khAjagIta tyAMnA lagna karA ase sAMgata asato. kI bhAI, tumhI jara lagna kele tara thoDyA-phAra mulI kamI hotIla ANi tyAMcA nivADA hoIla. tumhI lagna karuna AlAta tarI paNa mAjhI kAhI harakata nAhI. hA AmacA mokSa mArga vivAhitAMsAThIca Ahe. mI tara tyAMnA sAMgato kI lagna karAla tara mulI kamI hotIla ANi yethe lagna kelyAmuLe mokSa aTakela ase kAhI Ahe! paraMtu tyAMnI kAya zodhUna kADhale kI lagna kelyAne khUpa bhAnagaDI ubhyA rAhatAta. te sAMgatAta, 'kI AmhI AmacyA AI - vaDIlAMce sukha (!) pAhile Ahe. mhaNUna ase sukha ( !) AmhAlA AvaData nAhI.' mhaNaje svata:cyA AI-vaDIlAMcyA sukhAce dAkhale detAta. AjakAla AIvaDIlAMcI bhAMDaNe mule gharAta pahAtAtaca ANi tyAmuLe te kaMTALalele asatAta. mulAvara dabAva ghAlU nakA. nAhItara tumacyA mAthI yeIla kI mAjhyA vaDIlAMnI bighaDavale. tyAlA nibhAvatA yeta nasalyAmuLe tyAce bighaData asate paNa ALa mAtra tumacyAvara yeIla. tyAMnA bolavUna sAMgA, 'AmhAlA mulagI pasaMta Ahe, AtA tulA jara mulagI pasaMta asela tara sAMga ANi pasaMta nasela tara ApaNa AtA radda karUyA.' tevhA jara mulagA mhaNAlA, 'malA pasaMta nAhI.' tara te sthaLa soDUna dyA. mulAcI svikRtI avazya karA, nAhItara mulagA paNa virUddha hoIla. praznakartA : lava maeNreja (prema vivAha) pApa gaNale jAte ?

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AI - vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra dAdAzrI : nAhI, TempararI (tAtpUrate) lava maeNreja asela tara te pApa mAnale jAIla. paramanenTa (kAyamasAThI) lava maeNreja asela tara te pApa mhaTale jANAra nAhI. arthAt te lAIpha lA~ga (jIvanabhara) lava maeNreja asela tara tyAcI harakata nAhI. TempararI lava maeNreja arthAt eka-dona varSApurateca lagna karatAta. lagna karAyace tara ekA barobaraca lagna karAyace. svata:cyA patnIzivAya dusar2yA koNAhIsobata jAsta phrenDazipa TheU nakA nAhItara narakAta jAve lAgela. 74 surUvAtIlAca jara vaDIla mhaNAleta kI, 'he laphaDe kazAlA surU kele ?' tyAvara mulagA ulaTa-sulaTa bolU lAgalA. tevhA maga tyAce vaDIla samajUna gele kI, 'tyAcA tyAlA svataHlAca anubhava gheU dyAvA ! AmacA anubhava svikArAyalA tayAra nAhI. tevhA maga tyAlA svata:lAca anubhava gheU deUyA!' naMtara jevhA to tilA dusar2yAcyA sobata sinemA pAhatAnA baghela nA ! tevhA anubhava hoIla! maga pazcAtApa karela kI vaDIla sAMgata hote, tI goSTa barobara hotI. hA tara laphaDAca Ahe. praznakartA : moha ANi premamadhIla bhedareSA kAya Ahe ? dAdAzrI : hA jo pataMga Ahe nA te divyAvara sArakhI jhaDapa mArato ANi svataH : cI AhutI deto nA ? to svataHce jIvana saMpavUna TAkato. yAsa 'moha' mhaNatAta. paNa prema nehamI TikUna asate, tase tara tyAtahI thoDyA Asaktice duHkha asate. paNa tarIhI te prema TikAU asate mhaNUna te moha nAhI. yethe (cehar2yAvara) bArA mahinyAMpAsUna phoDa AlA asela nA, tara toMDa suddhA baghata nAhI ANi, moha suTUna jAto. jara khare prema asela tara ekaca kAya, paNa dona phoDa asate tarI suddhA prema kamI jhAle nasate. mhaNUna ase khare prema zodhUna kADhA. anyathA lagnaca karU nakA. nAhItara phasAla. naMtara jevhA tI toMDa phugavUna basela tevhA mhaNAla, 'malA hice toMDa pahAyalA AvaData nAhI.' are, paNa tu jevhA tilA pahAyalA gelA hotA tevhA tara toMDa AvaDale hote, mhaNUna tara pasaMta paDalI hotI ANi AtA hI pasaMta nAhI. he tara goDagoDa bolata asela tara AvaDela ANi kaTU bolata asela tara mhaNela, 'malA tujhyAsobata rahAyalA AvaDataca nAhI !'

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 75 praznakartA : 'DeTiMga' surU jhAle asela tara te kase baMda karAve? dAdAzrI : te thAMbavAyace. AtAca nakkI karA kI he thAMbavAyace Ahe. ApaNa sAMgitale kI yethe tujhI phasavaNUka hota Ahe, tara ase phasaNe lageca thAMbava. punhA ase phasU naye. jevhA jAga AlI tevhApAsUna sakALa. jevhA lakSAta Ale kI he cukIce hota Ahe tara te thAMbavAyalA have. vAilDa lAipha (asaMskRta jIvana) asU naye, inDiyana lAipha (susaMkRta jIvana) asale pAhije. tumhI nirmaLa asAla tara tumhAlA patnI paNa nirmaLa miLela. tyAceca nAMva 'vyavasthita', je taMtotaMta asate. praznakartA : koNatIhI mulagI cAlela, mI kalara-valara kAhI nAhI mAnata. jI mulagI cAMgalI asela, amerikana aso kiMvA iMDiyana aso, tyAsa mAjhI harakata nAhI. dAdAzrI : paNa ase Ahe nA, amerikana AMbyAta ANi ApalyA AMbyAta pharaka asato, he tulA mAhita nAhI ? kAya pharaka asato ApalyA AMbyAta ? praznakartA : Apale goDa asatAta. dAdAzrI : ho, tara maga pahA nA. tI goDa cAkhUna tara pahA, ApalyA iMDiyanacI. praznakartA : ajUna cAkhalI nAhI. dAdAzrI : nAhI, paNa ticyAta phasU nakosa! amerikanamadhye phasaNyAsArakhe nAhI. tujhyA mammI ANi pappAMnA tara tU pAhilesa nA? tara tyA doghAta kadhI matabheda hotAta kI nAhI hota? praznakartA : matabheda tara hotaca asatAta. dAdAzrI : ho, tarIhI tyAveLI tujhI mammI ghara soDUna nighUna gelI kA kadhI?

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76 AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra praznakartA : nAhI, nAhI. dAdAzrI : ANi tI amerikana tara 'yU yU' karuna azI baMdUka dAkhavata nighUna jAte ANi hI tara saMpUrNa jIvana ApalyA sobataca rahAte. mhaNUna AmhI tulA samajAvato kI bhAI, ase karU nakosa, tyAbAjUlA vaLalAsa tara pazcAtApa hoIla. hI iMDiyana tara zevaTaparyaMta sobataca rahAte, ho.... rAtrI bhAMDaNa kele tarI sakALaparyaMta ripeara (durusta) hoUna jAte. praznakartA : goSTa kharI Ahe. dAdAzrI : mhaNUna AtA nakkI karuna TAka kI malA bhAratIya mulIzI vivAha karAyacA Ahe. iMDiyanamadhye tulA jI pasaMta asela tI, brAhmaNa, vANI jI tulA cAMgalI vATela, tyAsa harakata nAhI. praznakartA : ApalyA jAtItaca lagna karaNyAta kAya phAyadA Ahe, he jarA sAMgA. dAdAzrI : ApalyA kaoNmyuniTIcI (jAtIcI) patnI asela tara ApalyA svabhAvAzI juLaNArI asela. ApaNa khAyalA kaMsAra ghetale asela ANi ApalyA lokAMnA tara tyAvara tUpa jAsta have asate. paraMtu jara ApaNa dusar2yA jAtIcyA mulIlA lagna karuna ANale asela, tara tI jAsta tUpa vADhaNAra nAhI, ase tupAce bhAMDe khAlI vAkavUna tUpa vADhaNyAta tice hAta dukhatIla. arthAt ticyA bhinna svabhAvazI divasabhara saMgharSa karAvA lAgela. paNa jara ApalyA jAtIcI asela tara ticyAsobata ase kAhI ghaDaNAra nAhI. samajale nA ? ANi tI bhASA bolela nA, tI bhASA suddhA saphAIdAra bolela ANi Apale doSa kADhata basela kI tumhAlA cAMgale bolatA yeta nAhI. ticyA tulaneta ApalI (bhAratIya strI) cAMgalI kI, kAhI bolaNAra tara nAhI, ANi ApalyAlA sunAvaNAra paNa nAhI. praznakartA : ApaNa sAMgatA kI, ApalyA jAtIcI asela tethe bhAMDaNa hota nAhI, paraMtu ApalyA jAtIcI asela, tethe suddhA bhAMDaNe hotAtaca, tyAce kAraNa kAya ? dAdAzrI : bhAMDaNe tara hotAta paNa tyAce samAdhAna suddhA hota asate.

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 77 ticyAsobata divasabhara cAMgale vATate ANi dusarI (vijAtIya)cyA sobata cAMgale vATata nAhI. ekhAdA tAsa cAMgale vATate ANi maga kaMTALA yeto. tI AlI kI saMtApa hoto, kaMTALA yeto. ApalyA jAtIcI asela tara AvaDela, nAhItara AvaDataca nAhI. he sarva je pastAvalele Aheta, tyAMcI udAharaNe deUna sAMgato Ahe. he sarva khUpa phasale gele hote. khUpaca vAITa prakAre phasale gele hote. AtA tara AMtarajAtIya vivAha karaNyAsa harakata nAhI Ahe, pUrvIcyA kALAta thoDA trAsa hotA. praznakartA : ApalyA hAtAta kuThe Ahe ? ApalyA hAtAta tara nAhI Ahe nA, amerikana patnI yeIla kI nAhI te ? dAdAzrI : hAtAta nAhI, tarI dekhila azI DoLejhAka karuna thoDI cAlaNAra Ahe ? tumhAlA sAMgAve tara lAgela nA, 'aika beTA! tU tyA amerikana mulIsobata phirU nakosa ! te Apale kAma nAhI.' ase-tase vara vara oraDAyace tara tyAcA pariNAma hoIla. nAhItara tyAlA aseca vATata rAhila kI hicyAsobata phirato taseca ticyAsobata paNa phirAyace. mhaNUna tyAlA sAMgAyalA kAya harakata Ahe ? ANi parisara jara vAITa asela nA, vAITa parisara iMDiyAmadhye asatAta nA, tara tethe borDa lAvatAta, 'biavera oNpha thIvs',(corAMpAsUna sAvadha rahA.) ase borDa kA lAvatAta? tara jyAMnA sAvadha vhAyace Ahe te sAvadha hoUna jAtAta. ase zabda upayogI paDatAta kI nAhI? kAya, samajale kI nAhI tulA? vaDIlAMcyA pakSAlA kuLa mhaNatAta ANi AIcyA pakSAlA jAtI mhaNatAta. jAtI ANi kuLAce mizraNa jhAlyAvara saMskAra ghaDatAta. phakta jAtI Ahe ANi kuLa nasela tarI saMskAra ghaData nAhI. phakta kuLa Ahe ANi jAtI nasela tarIhI saMskAra ghaData nAhIta. jAtI ANi kuLa yA donhIMce mizraNa ekjhekTanesa (yathArthapaNe) asela taraca saMskArI manuSya janmatAta. jAtI ANi kuLa he donhI pakSa cAMgale juLUna Ale taraca lagnAcyA bolaNIsADhI puDhe jAyace, yA vyatirikta dusar2yA goSTIta puDhe jANyAsa yogya nAhI.

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78 AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra arthAt AI jAtIvAna asAyalA havI ANi vaDIla kuLavAna haveta. maga tyAMcI apatya khUpaca ucca pratIcI asatAta. jAtIta viparIta guNa nasatIla ANi vaDIlAMmadhye kuLavAna prajece guNa asatIla. kuLAcyA thATAmuLe maga te dusar2yAMsAThI jhijatAta. lokAMsAThI khapatAta. khUpaca ucca kuLavAna koNa? donhI bAjUne nukasAna sahana karatAta, gheNyAcyAveLI suddhA ANi deNyAcyAveLI suddhA. nAhItara jagAtIla kuLavAna koNatyA prakArace asatAta? ekA bAjUneca nukasAna sahana karatAta. jase ghetAnA saMpUrNa ghetAta paraMtu detAnA mAtra jarA jAstaca detAta. toLAbhara jAstaca detAta. loka cALIsa toLA detAta, paNa hA svata: ekkecALIsa toLA deto. tyAhI puDhe Dabala kuLavAna koNAsa mhaNaNAra ? svataHsAThI ekoNacALIsa (39) toLA ghetAta, arthAt eka toLA kamIca ghetAta ANi detAMnA samorUna eka toLA jAstIcA detAta, azA lokAMnA Dabala kuLavAna mhaNatAta. donhI bAjUkaDUna jhijatAta (nukasAna sahana karatAta) tara te kamI kA ghetAta? kAraNa samoracA AdhIca svata:cyA du:khAne duHkhI Ahe, tyAmuLe jAvU detAta! tyAce duHkha dUra karaNyAsAThI! yAbAjUne saMvedanazIlapaNe (bhAvanepoTI) vAgatAta ANi dusar2yA bAjUnehI saMvedanazIlapaNe vAgatAta. azA mANasAMnA pahAto tevhA mI kAya mhaNato mAhita Ahe ? he dvApArayugI (dvApArayugAtIla mANase) Aleta. jara AtA ucca kuLa miLAle asela ANi kuLAcA ahaMkAra kelA, tara dusar2yAveLI tyAlA khAlacyA darjAce kuLa miLate ANi namratA ThevalI tara ucca kuLAta janma gheto. hI ApalIca zikavaNa Ahe, ApalIca peraNI Ahe. ase guNa ApalyAlA prApta karAve lAgata nAhI, sahajaca prApta hotAta. ucca kuLAta janma jhAlyAvara ApalyAlA janmApAsUna sarva prakArace cAMgale saMskAra prApta hotAta. he sarva vyavahArAta upayogI paDaNAr2yA goSTI Aheta, hyA jJAnAcyA goSTI nAhIta. tarIpaNa vyavahArAta tara tyA havyAta nA! praznakartA : dAdAjI, ApaNa sAMgitalele barobara Ahe, paNa jJAnAcyA zikharAparyaMta pohacaNyA Adhi tara AmhI vyavahArAtaca Ahota. tara vyavahArAta suddhA jJAnAcyA hyA sarva goSTI upayogI paDaNAraca nA?

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra dAdAzrI : ho, upayogI paDatAta nA! vyavahAra paNa cAMgalA cAlato. 'jJAnIpurUSAcI' vizeSatA asate. 'jJAnIpurUSAjavaLa' bodhakalA ANi jJAnakalA donhIhI asatAta. bodhakalA AMtarika sujhane utpanna jhAlI Ahe ANi jJAnakalA jJAnAne utpanna jhAlI Ahe mhaNUna tethe (jJAnIpurUSAMjavaLa) Apale nirasana hoto. kadhItarI azI bAtacIta karAyalA kAya harakata Ahe ? tyAta ApalA kAya nukasAna Ahe? 'dAdA' paNa basalele asatAta, tyAMcI kAhI phI nasate. phI asela tara harakata hoIla. praznakartA : yuvaka ANi yuvatIMnI lagna karaNyApUrvI strI kiMvA purUSa yAMcI nivaDa kazAprakAre karAvI ? ANi kAya karAve? kAya pahAve? guNa kazAprakAre pahAve? dAdAzrI : te jAsta pahANyAcI AvazyakatA nAhI. yuvaka-yuvatIMnI pahAyalA jAve ANi jara AkarSaNa jhAle nAhI tara baMda ThevAyace. dusar2yA goSTI pahANyAcI AvazyakatA nAhI. AkarSaNa hote kI nAhI, evaDheca pahAyace. praznakartA : koNatyA prakArace AkarSaNa? dAdAzrI : hyA DoLyAMce AkarSaNa hote, AtUna AkarSaNa hote. bAjArAta tumhAlA kAhI vastU kharedI karAyacI asela, tevhA tyA vastUce AkarSaNa jhAle nAhI tara tumhI kharedI karU zakata nAhI. arthAt ticA hizoba asela taraca AkarSaNa hote. nisargAcA hizoba asalyAzivAya koNatAca vivAha hoU zakata nAhI. arthAt AkarSaNa vhAyalA have. kevaDhI moThI thaTTA! hA thaTTA-maskarI karaNyAcA kALa Ahe, mhaNUna striyAMcI maskarI hota Ahe. mulagI pahAyalA jAto, tevhA mulagA sAMgato... ase phira, tase phira. itakI thaTTA! AjakAla tara mule mulIMnA pasaMta karaNyApUrvI barIca kAhI cikitsA karuna nivaDa karatAta. 'khUpa uMca Ahe, khUpa TheMgaNI Ahe, khUpa jADa Ahe, khUpa bArIka Ahe, thoDI kALI Ahe' eka mulagA ase bolata hotA, tara mI tyAlA khaDasAvale. mI tyAlA vicArale, 'tujhI AI paNa vadhU jhAlI hotI. koNatyA prakAracA mANUsa Ahe tU ?' strIcA asA ghora apamAna!

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80 AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra jara lokAMnI malA sAMgitale kI, dAdA tumhAlA suTa Ahe, tumhI hyA mulAlA je kAhI bolAyace asela te bolA. to mulagA paNa mhaNAlA kI tumhAlA je kAhI sAMgAyace asela te tumhI malA sAMgU zakatA, tara mI mhaNela, melyA! tI kAya mhaisa Ahe kI tulA azAprakAre pAhato Ahesa. mhazIlA cArI bAjUne pahAve lAgate, hyA mulIlA paNa? ___ maga hyAcA badalA striyA kevhA ghetAta he mAhita Ahe kA? hI azI thaTTA-maskarI kelI tyAcA pariNAma mulAMnA kAya miLela naMtara? hI tara striyAMcI saMkhyA jAsta Ahe, mhaNUna bicArIcI kiMmata kamI jhAlI Ahe. nisargaca ase karavato. AtA hyAce riekzana kevhA yeIla ? badalA kevhA miLato ? jevhA striyAMcI saMkhyA kamI hote ANi puruSAMcI saMkhyA vADhate. tevhA striyA kAya karatAta? svayaMvara! arthAt tI ekulatI eka lagnavadhU ANi he ekaze vIsa purUSa. svayaMvarAta sagaLe pheTA-bITA bAMdhUna aiTIta yetAta ANi mizAMnA ase pILa deta asatAta! ticI vATa pahAta asatAta kI kevhA malA varamALA ghAlaNAra! tI pahAta pahAta yete, hA samajato malA varamALA ghAlela, azI mAna paNa puDhe karato paNa tI dAda suddhA deta nAhI nA! maga jevhA tice hRdaya AtUna koNI ekAzI ekAkAra hote, AkarSita hote, tyAlAca tI varamALA ghAlate. maga bhale to mizIMnA pILa deta asela kiMvA nasela! tevhA maga (bAkIcyAMcI) thaTTA-maskarI hote. bAkIce sagaLe mUrkha banatAta ANi ase tase karuna nighUna jAtAta maga. tara hI azAprakAre thaTTA-maskarI jhAlI hotI, azAprakAre badalA miLato maga! AjakAla tara agadI saudAbAjI hoUna gelI Ahe, saudAbAjI! prema kuThe rAhile, saudAbAjIca hoUna gelI! tarAjUta ekIkaDe rUpaye ThevA ANi dusarIkaDe AmacA mulagA, taraca lagna hoIla ase mhaNatAta. ekA tarAjUta rUpaye ThevAve lAgatAta. tarAjUcyA tolAvara mojUna mApUna ghetAta. 18. patI cI nivaDa paravazatA, nivvaLa paravazatA! jethe pahAve tethe paravazatA! vaDIla nehamIsAThI mulIsa ApalyA gharI Thevata nAhI. mhaNatAta, 'tI ticyA sAsarIca zobhate' paraMtu sAsarI tara sagaLe phakta tice doSa kADhaNyAsAThI, ticI TIkA

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 81 TIppaNI karaNyAsAThI phaNA kADhUna Tapalele asatAta. tU paNa sAsUlA mhaNate, 'sAsUbAI, tumace mI kAya karu ? malA tara phakta patI havA hotA ?' tyAvara sAsU mhaNate, 'nAhI patI ekaTA thoDIca asato, he laSkara tara yeNAraca sobata. laSkara sahita! lagna karaNyAsa harakata nAhI. lagna karA paraMtu samajUna lagna karA kI, 'aseca nighaNAra Ahe.' ase samajUna maga lagna karA. lagna kelyAzivAya suTakA nAhIca. kAhI mulI azI bhAvanA karuna AlelyA asatAta kI, 'malA dIkSA ghyAyacI Ahe kiMvA malA brahmacarya pALAyace Ahe' tI vegaLI goSTa Ahe. paraMtu bAkIcyAMnA tara lagna kelyAzivAya suTakAca nAhI. mhaNUna agodaraca nakkI karuna maga lagna karAyace kI ase hoNAraca Ahe tara maga kAhI bhAnagaDaca uraNAra nAhI, naMtara maga Azcarya hI vATaNAra nAhI. mhaNUna AdhI ase nakkI karuna magaca bastAna mAMDA. ANi jara sukhaca Ahe aseca mAnUna lagna kele tara maga naMtara upAdhica vATela! vivAha hA tara duHkhAcA sAgara Ahe. sAsUcyA gharAta praveza karaNe hI kAhI sopI goSTa Ahe? AtA navarA ekaTAca asela ase tara kvacitaca ghaDela kI jara tyAcyA AIvaDIlAMce nidhana jhAlele asela taraca. sivilAijDa (saMskArI) loka bhAMData nasatAta. rAtrI doghe jhopUna jAtAta, bhAMDaNa nAhI karata. je an-sivilAijDa (asaMskArI) Aheta nA, te bhAMDaNa karatAta, kleza karatAta. praznakartA : AtA AmhI amerikana mulAMcyA sobata pArTIta jAta nAhI. kAraNa kI tyA pArTIta khANe-piNe (mAMsAhAra-dArU) sarvaca asate. mhaNUna AmhI tyA lokAMcyA pArTIta jAta nAhI, paNa iMDiyana mule jevhA pArTI ThevatAta tevhA AmhI jAto ANi tyAta Amace sarvAMce mammI-pappA ekamekAMnA oLakhata asatAta. dAdAzrI : paraMtu tyAta phAyadA kAya hoto. praznakartA : enjoyamenTa, majA yete ! dAdAzrI : enjoyamenTa !! khANyAta tara khUpa enjoyamenTa hota asate,

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82 AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra paraMtu khANyAcyAveLI kAya karAyalA have ? tyAvara kaMTrola ThevAcalA havA kI bhAI, tulA evaDheca miLela. maga to haLU-haLU enjoya karata karata khAto. paNa tumhI tara jAsta suTa detA nA tyAmuLe enjoya karatA yeta nAhI. mhaNUna maga dusarIkaDe enjoyamenTa zodhatAta. arthAt prathama khANyAta kaMTrola karAyalA havA kI pure, AtA evaDheca miLela, jAsta miLaNAra nAhI. praznakartA : AmhI AmacyA mulA-mulIMnA azA pArTIta jAU dyAyace kA? azA pArTIjlA varSAtUna kitI veLA jAU dyAyace? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe nA mulIMnA tyAMcyA AI-vaDIlAMcyA sAMgaNyAnusAra vAgAyalA have. ApalyA anubhavI lokAMcA zodha Ahe kI mulIMnA nehamI tyAMcyA AI-vaDIlAMcyA sAMgaNyAnusAra vAgAyalA have. lagnAnaMtara patIcyA sAMgaNyAnusAra vAgAyalA have. paNa ApalyA marjInusAra vAgayalA nako. ase ApalyA anubhavIMce sAMgaNe Ahe. praznakartA : mulAMnI AI-vaDIlAMcyA sAMgaNyAnusAra vAgAyalA have kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : mulAMnI paNa AI-vaDIlAMcyA sAMgaNyAnusAra vAgAyalA have, paraMtu mulAMnA thoDIzI DhIla dilI tarI cAlate! kAraNa mulAMnA rAtrI bArA vAjatA jAyalA sAMgitale tara ekaTA jAIla, tyAsa harakata nAhI, paraMtu tulA rAtrI bArA vAjatA ekaTIlA jAyalA sAMgitale tara ekaTI jANAra kA? praznakartA : nAhI jAU zakaNAra, bhitI vATate. dAdAzrI : ANi mulagA asela tara harakata nAhI, mhaNUna mulAMnA savalata jAsta asAyalA havI ANi mulIMnA savalata kamI dyAyalA havI, kAraNa tU rAtrI bArA vAjatA jAU zakata nAhI. arthAt he tumacyA bhaviSyAcyA sukhAsAThI sAMgatAta. bhaviSyAcyA sukhAsAThI mulIMnA manAI karatAta. tumhI jara AtAca yA sarva bhAnagaDIta paDalAta tara tumhI tumace bhaviSya bighaDavUna TAkAla. tumacyA bhaviSyAtIla sukha nAhIse hoIla. tumace bhaviSya bighaDU naye yAkaritA te tumhAlA sAMgata asatAta kI, 'bivera, bivera, bivera (sAvadhAna, sAvadhAna, sAvadhAna).'

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 83 praznakartA : AmacyA hindu phemilIta sAMgatAta, 'mulagI parakyAcyA gharI nighUna jAIla ANi mulagA kamAI karuna posaNArA Ahe, AmhAlA sAMbhALaNArA Ahe.' (sahArA hoNAra) azAprakAracyA apekSA, asA dRSTIkona ThevUna kuTuMbAtIla loka mulIMvara prema Thevata nAhIta, tara he kAya ThIka Ahe? dAdAzrI : prema nAhI Thevata, azI takrAra karaNArI svata:ca cukIcI Tharate, hI takrAraca cukIcI Ahe. hIca ajJAnatA Ahe! prema Thevata nAhI ase kuThalehI AI-vaDIla nasatAtaca. hIca tara samaja tilA nAhI, tara maga kAya hoIla? prema nAhI Thevata ase mhaTalyAvara AI-vaDIlAMnA kitI duHkha hoIla kI, jara tujhyAzI prema nAhI ThevAyace hote tara maga lahAnapaNApAsUna tujhe pAlaNa-poSaNa kele te kazAsAThI? praznakartA : tara maga malA ase kA vATate kI AI-vaDIla malA prema nAhI karata? mAjhI dRSTI azI kA jhAlI? dAdAzrI : nAhI, sagaLe aseca prazna ubhe karatAta, kAya karAyace tyAce? lahAna asatI tara damadATI karuna gappa basavale asate, paNa AtA tU moThI jhAlI, tevhA karaNAra tarI kAya? AtA AmacyA lakSAta Ale, kI tilA hI jI akkala AlI Ahe, bAherUna buddhi miLAlI Ahe nA tI viparIta buddhi Ahe. mhaNUna tI svataH paNa duHkhI hote ANi dusar2yAMnA paNa duHkhI karate. praznakartA : hoya, AjakAla mulIsuddhA lavakara lagna karAyalA tayAra nasatAta! dAdAzrI : mulI lavakara lagna karAyalA tayAra nasatAta. paraMtu hota asela tara lavakara lagna jhAlele bare. ikaDe zikSaNa pUrNa jhAle ANi tikaDe lagna hoUna gele, ase jhAle tara uttama. donhIhI ekAca veLI vhAveta. kiMvA lagnAnaMtara ekhAda varSAta zikSaNa pUrNa hota asela tarI harakata nAhI. paraMtu lagnabaMdhana hoUna jAyalA have, tara 'lAipha' (jIvana) cAMgale jAIla, anyathA naMtara lAipha khUpa duHkhadAyI hote. phrenDa vara moha mhaNaje maitriNIcI goSTa karatesa kI mitrAcI?

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84 AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra praznakartA : nAhI, doghAMcI. dAdAzrI : mitra suddhA! to suddhA mizIvAlA! praznakartA : hoya. donhI. dAdAzrI : ThIka Ahe. tara tyAcyAzI ApaNa samabhAvAne rahAyace. tyAveLI tujhI jAgRti rahAyalA havI. tyAveLI bhAna haravAyalA nako. jyAMnA brahmacarya pALAyace Ahe, jyAMnA mokSa havA Ahe, tyA striyAMnI puruSAMcA paricaya kamIta kamI ThevalA pAhije, te suddhA anivArya paristhItItaca. jyAMnA mokSAta jAyace Ahe, tyAnI evaDhe sAMbhALAyalA have. ase tulA vATate kI nAhI vATata ? tulA kAya vATate? praznakartA : hoya, sAMbhALAyalA have. dAdAzrI : kI maga sadhyA mokSAlA jAyace nAhI? cAlela kA tase? praznakartA : nAhI, mokSAlA tara jAyace Ahe. dAdAzrI : tara maga purUSAMsobata maitrI TheUna kAya karAyace Ahe? hA tara sarva uSTavalelA mAla Ahe. striyAMsobata phirAyace, khAyace-pyAyace, nivAMtapaNe majA karAyacI, paraMtu purUSAMsobata nAhI. praznakartA : dAdAjI, eka mulagI vicArate kI Apale mulAMcyA sobata phakta 'phrenDalI rilezana' (maitrI saMbaMdha) asela, tarI suddhA AIvaDIla zaMkA kA karatAta? dAdAzrI : nAhI, mulAMsobata 'phrenDalI rilezana' TheUca naye. mulAMsobata 'phrenDalI rilezana' hA gunhA Ahe. praznakartA : yAta kAya gunhA Ahe ? dAdAzrI : peTrola ANi agni donhI sobata TheU zakata nAhI nA ? te doghe (mulagA ANi mulagI) saMdhI zodhata asatAta. tI ase vicAra karate kI, kevhA mAjhyA tAvaDIta sApaDato ANi to suddhA tasAca vicAra karato kI kevhA mAjhyA tAvaDIta sApaDate? doghehI zikArAcyA zodhAtaca asatAta, mhaNUna doghehI zikArIca mhaNAyace!

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra praznakartA : ApaNa sAMgitale kI mulA mulIMnI ekamekAMzI maitrI karu naye. dAdAzrI : nAhI, ajibAta karAyalA nako. praznakartA : ajibAta karAyalA nako ase sAMgitale tyA muLe hyAMnA saMtoSa jhAlA nAhI. dAdAzrI : hI phrenDazipa zevaTI poIjhana banela, zevaTI poIjhanaca hoIla, mulIlA jIva deNyAcI veLa yete, mulAce kAhI jAta nAhI. mhaNUna mulAMsobata ubhe dekhila rAhU naye. mulAMcyA sobata phrenDazipa karuca naye. kAraNa te poIjhana Ahe. lAkha rUpaye dile tarI phrenDazipa karu naye. kAraNa zevaTI viSa khAUna marAve lAgate. kitI tarI mulI viSa khAUna maratAta. ___mhaNUna vaya jhAlyAvara ApaNa gharAta AI-vaDIlAMnA sAMgUna TAkAyace kI, ekhAdyA cAMgalA mulagA pAhUna mAjhe saMbaMdha joDUna dyA, punhA saMbaMdha tuTaNAra nAhIta azA ThikANI juLavUna dyA. mAjhyA lagnAsAThI AtA mulagA zodhA. dAdA bhagavAnAMnI malA sAMgitale Ahe kI tu tase AI-vaDIlAMnA sAMga. tara ase tyAMnA sAMgAve. tyAta lAjAyace nAhI. tevhA maga tyAMnA kaLela kI AtA mulIcI khuzI Ahe, tara lagna karuna deU. AdhI samorAsamora pasaMtI karuna lagna juLavAyace naMtara dona varSAnI lagna karAyace ekadA lagna TharalyAvara koNI ApalyAkaDe tase pAhaNAra nAhI. mhaNela kI hice tara Tharale Ahe. hI maitrI cAMgalI nAhI, loka tara dagA-phaTakA karaNAre asatAta. maitrINIMsobata maitrI karu zakate, paNa purUSAsobata maitrI karAyacI nAhI. dhokA deUna nighUna jAtAta sarva. koNI vizvAsa karaNyAyogya nAhI, sagaLe dhokebAja, ekasuddhA kharA nAhI Ahe. bAhera koNAcA vizvAsa TheU nakA. lagna karuna ghetalele cAMgale, ase ikaDe-tikaDe bhaTakata rAhaNyAta hAtI kAhIhI yeNAra nAhI. tujhe AI-vaDIla lagna baMdhanAta Aheta, tara Ahe kA kAhI bhAnagaDa? ase tulA suddhA lagna baMdhanAta bAMdhUna ghyAyalA AvaDela kI nAhI? khuTyAlA bAMdhUna (lagnabeDIta aDakUna) ghyAyalA tulA AvaData nAhI? mukta rahAyalA AvaDate?

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra mulIMnA vicArato kI lagna kA karIta nAhI? tevhA sAMgatAta, 'kAya dAdAjI, tumhI paNa AmhAlA lagna karAyalA sAMgatAta !' tevhA mI sAMgato, 'hyA jagAta lagna kelyAzivAya gatyaMtara nAhI kiMvA maga brahmacarya pALAyace Ahe ase TharavA ANi te suddhA ekadama pakke, ThAma Tharavalele asale pAhije. ase jara hota nasela tara lagna karuna ghyA. paraMtu donhIMpaikI ekAmadhye yeUna jA.' tevhA sAMgatAta, 'kazAlA lagna karAyalA sAMgatA?' mI vicArale, kA bare? tyAta kAya aDacaNa Ahe? koNI cAMgalA mulagA miLata nAhI? tara mhaNAlI, 'cAMgalI mule kuThe Aheta? bAvaLaTa Aheta, azyA bAvaLaTAMbarobara kazAlA lagna karAyace?' he aikUna mI stabdha jhAlo. mI mhaNAlo, 'hyA mulI kazyA Aheta? pahA tara, AtApAsUna hyAMcI evaDhI pAvara Ahe, tara maga naMtara tyAlA kase jagU detIla, bicAr2yAMnA?' mhaNUna barIca mule malA sAMgatAta, 'AmhAlA lagna karAyace nAhI.' mulI mhaNatAta, 'bAvaLaTA barobara kA lagna karU ?' mI sAMgitale,' ase bola nakosa. to bAvaLaTa Ahe he tujhyA manAtUna kADhUna TAka. kAraNa kI lagna kelyAzivAya tara suTakA ca nAhI.' ase nAhI cAlata. manAta bAvaLaTa Ahe ase ghusale tara maga nehamI bhAMDaNe hotIla. tulA to nehamI bAvaLaTaca vATata rAhaNAra. saMpUrNa jaga mokSAkaDeca jAta Ahe, paraMtu mokSAsAThI he sagaLe helpiMga (sahAyyaka) hota nAhI. azI bhAMDaNe karuna ulaTa breka lAvatAta. nAhItara uSNatecA asA svabhAva Ahe kI tI pAUsa khecUna ANate. jethe kuThe asela tethUna khecUna ANate. uSNatecA svabhAva Ahe, vADhata vADhata jAyace ANi pAUsAlA khecUna ANAyace. arthAt he jaga ghAbaruna jANyAsArakhe nAhI Ahe. saMsArAcA svabhAva asA Ahe kI ApaNAsa mokSAkaDe gheUna jAto. mokSalA khecUna ANato. saMsAra jevaDhA jAsta kaThINa asela nA, tevaDhA mokSa lavakara yeto. paraMtu jevhA kaThINa asela tevhA ApaNa khacUna jAyalA nako. sthira rahAyalA have. yogya upAya karaNyAsArakhe Aheta. cukIce upAya kelyAmuLe maga paDAyalA hote. du:kha AlyAvara evaDheca samajAyace kI mAjhyA AtmyAsAThI viTAmina miLAle Ahe. ANi sukha miLAle tara dehAlA viTAmina miLAle, azyA prakAre cAlAyace. ApalyAlA dararoja viTAmina miLata asate, AmhI tara ase mAnUna lahAnapaNApAsUna nivAMta rAhilo hoto.

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 87 tumhI tara ekAca prakAracyA viTAminalA viTAmina mhaNatA, te buddhice viTAmina Ahe. paraMtu jJAna tara doghAMnA viTAmina mhaNate. te viTAmina cAMgale kI khUpa kAhI khANyAsa upalabdha asale, tarI suddhA loka tapa karatAta. caviSTa bhAjI-bIjI sarva kAhI asela, tarI suddhA loka tapa karatAta. tapa karatAta mhaNaje duHkha bhogatAta, kAraNa kI AtmAce viTAmina miLAve mhaNUna. he ase tumacyA aikaNyAta Ale nAhI kA? praznakartA : hoya, Ale Ahe dAdAjI. dAdAzrI : ANi he tapa gharI basalyA basalyA ApaNahUna miLate. lava maeNreja mAtra pasaMta karaNyAsArakhI vastU nAhI. udyA tyAcA torA kasA nighela koNAsa ThAUka? AI-vaDIla zodhatIla tyAlA tumhI pAhAve kI to mulagA veDapaTa athavA DiphekTiva tara nAhI nA? veDapaTa asAyalA nako! veDapaTa asatAta kA? ___ ApalyAlA pasaMta paDela asA havA. thoDAsA ApalyA manAlA bhAvela asA havA. buddhicyA limiTamadhye yAyalA havA. ahaMkAra svikArela asA havA ANi citta AkarSita hoIla asAhI havA ? cittalA AkarSita karela asA havA nA? arthAt AI-vaDIla zodhatIla tyAsa kAhI harakata nAhI, paraMtu ApaNa svataH suddhA pAhUna ghyAyalA have. praznakartA : kadhI-kadhI AI-vaDIla suddhA mulagA zodhaNyAta cuka karU zakatAta? dAdAzrI : tyAMcA hetU tasA nasato, tyAMcA hetU tara bhalaM karaNyAcAca asato. tyAtUnahI cuka jhAlI tara te ApalyA prArabdhAcA kheLa Ahe. kAya karaNAra? ANi tumhI je svataMtrapaNe zodhatA tyAta tara cUka hoNyAcI zakyatA jAsta Ahe. barIca azI phela jhAlyAcI udAharaNe Aheta. Apale jJAna ghetalele eka mahAtmA hote, tyAMcA ekulatAeka mulagA hotA. mI tyAlA vicArale, 'are! tulA lagna karAyace Ahe kI nAhI?' to mhaNAlA, 'karaNAra dAdAjI.' 'kazI mulagI pasaMta karaNAra?' tevhA mhaNAlA, 'ApaNa sAMgAla tase karaNAra.' maga svataHhUnaca mhaNAlA, 'mAjhI AI tara

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra mulagI pasaMta karaNyAta huzAra Ahe.' tyA lokAMnI ApaApasAta Tharavale hote kI AI jI pasaMta karela tIca. tara azAprakAre sarva asAyalA have. praznakartA : mAjhI hI lahAna mulagI vicArate kI, ase kase lagna karAyace. maga tara Apale saMpUrNa jIvanaca bighaDUna jAIla nA? tyAmuLe AdhIca mulAlA cAMgalyA prakAre pahAyace ANi mAhitI karuna ghyAyacI kI, mulagA cAMgalA Ahe kI nAhI, naMtara lagna karAyace nA ! ase tI malA prazna vicArate. tara yAvara upAya kAya Ahe dAdAjI? dAdAzrI : sarva pAhUnaca lagna karatAta tarIhI naMtara bhAMDaNa hANAmArI hoteca. jyAMnI na pahAtA lagna kele, tyAMce khUpa cAMgale cAlate kAraNa kI te nisargAne dile Ahe paNa tethe tara ApalI huzArI vAparalI nA. ApalyA eka mahAtmAcyA mulIne kAya kele? tara tine ApalyA vaDIlAMnA sAMgitale kI, 'malA hA mulagA pasaMta nAhI.' AtA mulagA zikalA-savaralelA hotA. mulIcyA AI-vaDIlAMnA sarvAMnA to mulagA khUpaca pasaMta hotA. mhaNUna tice vaDIla vyAkULa jhAle, kAraNa moThyA prayAsAne asA cAMgalA mulagA miLAlA hotA ANi tyAlA hI mulagI nAkArate Ahe. thakalelA mANUsa maga sAvalIkhAlI basato, tase tyAMnI malA he sarva sAMgitale tyAvara mI mhaNAlo. 'tyA mulIlA mAjhyA javaLa ANA.' mI vicArale, 'beTA, malA sAMga kI hyA sthaLAlA tujhI kAya harakata Ahe? mulagA, uMca vATato Ahe ? jADalaThTha Ahe? kiDamiDI Ahe ?' tevhA mhaNAlI, 'nAhI, thoDA blaeNkIza (kALA-sAvaLA) Ahe.' mI mhaNAlo 'te tara mI ujaLUna deIna, ajUna kAhI tulA aDacaNa Ahe ?' tara mhaNAlI, 'nAhI, ajUna kAhI nAhI.' yAvara mI sAMgitale, 'tU hokAra kaLavUna de nA! naMtara mI tyAlA ujaLUna TAkena.' tyAnaMtara mulagI ticyA vaDIlAMnA mhaNAlI, 'tumhI dAdAjIMparyaMta mAjhI takrAra gheUna gelAta?' tevhA kAya karaNAra maga? lagnAnaMtara mI tyA tAIlA vicArale, 'kAya tAI, tyAlA ujaLavaNyAsAThI sAbaNa mAgavUna deU kA?' tevhA tI mhaNAlI, 'nAhI dAdAjI, ujaLaca Ahe.' vinAkAraNa blaeNkiza, blaeNkiza karata hotI! te tara kAhI kALe lAvale tara kALA disela ANi pivaLA lAvalA tara pivaLA disela! khare tara mulagA

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra cAMgalA hotA. malA paNa cAMgalA vATalA. tyAlA kase jAU deU? mulagI kAya samajalI, thoDAsA DhilA Ahe. tara ThIka karuna ghe nA naMtara, paraMtu asA dusarA miLaNAra nAhI!! praznakartA : DeTiMga karaNe pApa Ahe kA? DeTiMga mhaNaje mulAMnI mulIMcyA sobata bAhera jANe ANi mulIMnI mulAMcyA sobata bAhera jANe, tara he pApa Ahe ? tyAlA kAhI harakata Ahe? dAdAzrI : hoya. mulAMcyA sobata phirAyacI icchA hota asela tara lagna karuna ghyAyace. naMtara ekaca mulagA pasaMta karAyacA, eka nakkI karuna TAkAyacA. nAhItara azyAprakAracA gunhA karAyacA nAhI. joparyaMta lagna hota nAhI, toparyaMta tU mulAMcyA sobata phirAyalA nako. praznakartA : yethe ameriketa tara ase Ahe kI, mule-mulI caudA varSAcI jhAlyAvara bAhera phirAyalA jAtAta. naMtara maga jamale tara puDhe hI jAtAta. tyAta jara kAhI binasale, tara maga dusar2yAcyA sobata phirAyalA jAtAta. parata dusar2yAsobata paNa jamale nAhI tara maga tisarA, ase cakra cAlU asate ANi ekAveLI dona-dona, cAra-cArajaNAMsobata suddhA phiratAta. dAdAzrI : TaeNTa ija vAIlDanesa, vAIlDa lAIpha!(hA tara jaMgalIpaNA Ahe, jaMgalI jIvana!) praznakartA : tara tyA lokAMnI kAya karAyalA have? dAdAzrI : mulIlA ekA mulAsobata sinsiyara (pramANika) rahAyalA have ANi mulagA mulIcyA prati sinsiyara rahAyalA havA, ase jIvana asAyalA have. ansinsiyara lAipha te roMga lAipha Ahe. praznakartA : AtA hyAmadhye sinsiyara kase rAhatA yeIla? ekadusar2yAMsobata phirata asatAta, tyAmuLe naMtara mulagA kiMvA mulagI insinsiyara hoUna jAtAta. dAdAzrI : azA veLI phiraNe baMdaca karAyalA have nA! lagna karuna ghyAyalA have. AphTara oNla vI Ara iMDiyana, noTa vAilDa lAipha. (zevaTI ApaNa bhAratIya Ahota, rAnaTI nAhI.)

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra ApalyA yethe lagnAnaMtara doghe saMpUrNa jIvana sinsiyaralI (pramANikapaNe) rahAtAta. jyAMnA sinsiyaralI jagAyace asela, tyAMnI suruvAtIpAsUnaca dusar2yA vyaktisobata phrenDazipa ThevAyacI nAhI. azA bAbatIta khUpaca kaDaka rAhile pAhije. koNatyAhI mulAsobata phirAyace nAhI. ANi phirAyaceca asela tara ekaca mulagA nakkI karuna AI-vaDIlAMnA sAMgUna TAkAyace kI lagna karaNAra tara hyAcA barobaraca karena, malA dusar2yA koNAzIhI lagna karAyace nAhI. insinsiyara lAipha ija vAilDa lAipha. (apramANika jIvanaca rAnaTI javIna Ahe) cAritrya vAITa asela, vyasanI asela, azyA tara khUpa aDacaNI asatAta. vyasanI AvaDato kI nAhI ? praznakartA : ajibAta nAhI. dAdAzrI : ANi cAritrya cAMgale Ahe paNa vyasanI asela tara? praznakartA : sigAreTaparyaMta cAlavUna gheIna. dAdAzrI : khare Ahe tujhe. sigAreTaparyaMta nibhAvU zakato. paNa tyAnaMtara to brAMDIcA pega bharUna piNAra te kase nibhAvAyace? tyAcI kAhI sImA asate. ANi cAritrya tara khUpa moThI vastu Ahe. tU cAritryalA mAnate? cAritrya pasaMta Ahe tulA? praznakartA : tyAzivAya tara jagAyaceca kase? dAdAzrI : ho, pahA! hindusthAnI striyA ! mulI jara evaDhe samajatIla nA tara kAma hoUna jAIla. jara cAritryalA samajalAta tara kAma phatte hoUna jAIla. praznakartA : cAMgalyA vAcanAmuLe Amace vicAra evaDhe uMca jhAle Aheta. dAdAzrI : vAcanAne evaDhe cAMgale saMskAra miLAle nA! bAkI vAstavAta tara he sarva dagA-phaTakA Ahe. tumhA sagaLyAMnA disata nAhI, malA tara sarva kAhI disate, kevaLa dagAca Ahe. ANi dagA dilA

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra asela tara tethe sukha kadhIhI nasate! mhaNUna ekamekAMzI sinsiyara asAyalA have. lagnApUrvI doghAMcyA cUkA jhAlyA asatIla, tyA AmhI svikAra karavUna deto. ANi maga egrImenTa (karAra) karuna deto kI, AtA ekamekAMzI sinsiyara rahAyace. dusarIkaDe pahAyace nAhI. jIvanasAthI pasaMta aso athavA naso, tarI paNa sinsiyara rahAyace. ApalI AI AvaData nasela, ticA svabhAva kharAba asela tarI paNa ticyA prati sinsiyara rAhatoca nA! praznakartA : saMsAra vyavahArAta pUrvI jI karme jhAlI Aheta, tyAcyA udayAnusAra sarva cAlata asate. tyAta kAhI kAvebAjI hota asalyAce mAhita paDale kI mAjhyApAThI kAvebAjI racalI jAta Ahe, tara maga azA paristhitIta 'samabhAvAne nikAla' karaNyAsAThI kAya karAyalA have? dAdAzrI : tirasaTa patI miLAlA asela tara tyAlA kazAprakAre jiMkAyace? kAraNa kI je prArabdhAta lihile gele Ahe te tara ApalyAlA soDaNAra nAhI nA! ANi ApalyA manApramANe hota nAhI asA hA saMsAra Ahe. tara tU malA sAMga kI 'dAdAjI, asA patI miLAlA Ahe.' tara mI lageca tulA te sarva ripeara karuna deIla ANi tulA cAMgale jIvana jagaNyAsAThI killI paNa deIla. auraMgAbAdalA eka musalamAna mulagI AlI hotI. mI tilA vicArale, 'kAya nAMva Ahe tujhe?' tevhA tI mhaNAlI, 'mAjhe nAMva mazarUra Ahe.' mI tilA sAMgitale, 'ye, ikaDe mAjhyA javaLa baisa, kase yeNe kele?' tI AlI. AlyAvara ticyA manAlA bare vATale. ase pAhatAkSaNI tilA bare vATale, AtUna zAMtI vATalI kI he khudAce AsisTanTa (sahAyyaka) asalyA sArakhe vATatAta. ase vATalyAvara maga tI basalI. naMtara maga dusar2yA goSTI nighAlyA. naMtara mI vicArale, kAya karatesa tU ?' tyAvara tI mhaNAlI, 'mI lekcarara (vyAkhAtA) Ahe.' maga mI vicArale, 'lagna-bigna kele kI nAhI kele ?' tara tI mhaNAlI, 'nAhI lagna nAhI kele, paraMtu sagAI (sAkharapuDA) jhAlA Ahe.' mI vicArale, 'sagAI kuThe jhAlI Ahe, muMbaIta?' tara tI mhaNAlI, 'nAhI, pAkistAnAta' 'lagna kevhA karaNAra Ahesa?' tevhA mhaNAlI, 'sahA mahinyAtaca.' mI vicArale, 'koNAsobata? patI kasA zodhUna kADhalAsa?' tara mhaNAlI, 'laoNyara Ahe (vakIla).'

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra naMtara maga mI tilA vicArale kI, 'to patI jhAlyAvara tulA kAhI du:kha nAhI deNAra? AtA tara tulA kuThalyAhI prakArace du:kha nAhI Ahe paNa patI karAyalA jAzIla ANi patIne du:kha dile tara?' mI mhaNAlo, 'tyAcyA barobara lagna jhAlyAnaMtara tujhI kAhI yojanA asela nA kI tyAcyA barobara kase vAgAyace? kI tU yojanAca nAhI kelIsa? tethe lagnAMtara kAya karAyace tyAsAThI tU kAhI yojanA AkhalI aselaca nA, kI lagnAnaMtara tyA laoNyara barobara tujhe jamate kI nAhI yAcI?' tevhA tI mhaNAlI, 'mI sagaLI tayArI karuna ThevalI Ahe. to asA bolalA tara mI tyAlA samoruna ase uttara deIna. to ase bolalA tara mI ase bolela, to asA mhaNAlA tara, azyA pratyeka bAbatIta mAjhyA javaLa uttare tayAra Aheta.' jazI raziyAne amerikA barobara yuddhacI tayArI kelI hotI nA, tazIca tine paNa tayArI karuna ThevalI hotI. donhIbAjUnI purNa tayArI. tine tara matabheda ubhe karaNyAcIca tayArI karuna ThevalI hotI. to bhAMDaNa karela tyA agodaraca hI baoNmba phoDaNAra! tyAne ase peTavale tara mI paNa ase peTavUna deIla. arthAt tethe jANyAcyA agodaraca hallA karaNyAsa tayAra nA! tyAne ase tIra soDale tara ApaNa hyA bAjUne raoNkeTa soDAyace. mI mhaNAlo, 'he tara tU kolDavaoNra(zItayuddha) ubhe karazIla. kadhI zamaNAra he?' zItayuddha kadhI baMda hote kA ? he pahA nA, raziyA-amerikAsAraravyA moTha-moThyA sAmrAjyAvAdyAMce suddhA baMda hota nAhI nA? hyA mulI ase sarva vicAra karatAta, azyAprakAre tyA sarva nakkI karatAta. hI mule tara bicArI bhoLI-bhAbaDI asatAta. mule ase sarva kAhI karata nAhIta. ANi tyA paristhitIta maga mAra khAtAta, bhoLe asatAta nA! he je tumhI sAMgatAta nA, kAvebAjI hota asela tara kAya tayArI karuna ThevAyalA havI? paraMtu tyAmulIne saMpUrNa tayArI karuna ThevalI hotI, bombArDiMga kevhA ANi kazI karAyacI! to asA bolalA tara asA aTaeNka, tasA bolalA tara asA aTaeNka (AkramaNa) 'saMpUrNa tayArI karUna ThevalI Ahe ase sAMgitale!' maga mI madheca tilA vicArale, 'he sarva tulA koNI zikavale? gharAtUna hAkalUna lAvela ANi talAka (ghaTasphoTa) deIla !' ghaTasphoTa deIla kI nAhI deNAra? mI sAMgitale kI yApramANe tara sahA mahinyAta ghaTasphoTa

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra hoIla, tulA ghaTasphoTa havA Ahe ? hI paddhata cukIcI Ahe. naMtara mI tilA sAMgitale, 'tujhA ghaTasphoTa hoU naye tyAsAThI mI tulA he sarva zikavato' tyAvara malA sAMgate, 'dAdAjI mI ase karU nako tara maga kAya karU? nAhI tara to malA dAbUna TAkela.' mI sAMgitale, 'to kAya tulA dAbUna TAkela? bicArA laoNyara! naMtara maga mI vicArale, 'tAI, mAjhe sAMgitalele svikArazIla? tulA sukhAta rahAyace Ahe kI duHkhAta? bAkI jyA striyA sarva tayArI karuna patIkaDe gelyAta, tyA zevaTI duHkhI jhAlyAta. tU mAjhyA sAMgaNyApramANe jA, koNatyAhI tayArIzivAya jA.' maga tilA sarva kAhI samajAvale. gharAta dararoja kleza hoIla tara vakIla mhaNela, 'jaLo, hilA soDUna hicyAaivajI dusarI ANato.' tyAmuLe maga he TiTa phaoNra TaeNTa (jazAsa tase) hoIla. jethe premAce saude karAyace Aheta, tethe ase kazyAsAThI? saude kazAce karAyace Aheta? praznakartA : premAce. dAdAzrI : premAce. bhale Asaktiyukta aso paNa premA sArakhe Ahe nA ! tyAcyAvara dveSa tara hota nAhI nA ! mI sAMgitale, 'ase nAhI karAyace, tU suzikSita Ahesa mhaNUna azI tayArI karuna ThevalI Ahesa? he tara vaoNra (laDhAI) Ahe ? he kAya hindusthAna ANi pAkistAnacI laDhAI Ahe? jagAmadhye sarva heca karata Aheta. hI mule-mulI sagaLe heca karata Aheta. tyAmuLe tara doghAMcehI jIvana bighaDate.' naMtara mI tilA sarva prakAre samajAvale. patIsobata azAprakAre vartana karAyalA have. azAprakAre mhaNaje to tirasaTapaNe vAgata asela tara tu saraLa vAga. tyAce samAdhAna vhAyalA have, mArga kADhAyalA havA. tyAlA bhAMDaNa karAyace asela tarI ApaNa ekatA ThevAyalA havI. to sArakhe vegaLe hoNyAcI bhASA karIta asela tarI tyA paristhitIta suddhA ApaNa sAMgAyace kI ApaNa ekaca Ahota. kAraNa kI, he sarva rileTiva saMbaMdha Aheta. tyAne saMbaMdha toDale ANi ApaNa hI saMbaMdha toDale tara lageca saMbaMdha tuTUna jAtIla. mhaNaje to talAka deUna TAkela.

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra tevhA mhaNAlI, 'mI kAya karAyace?' mI tilA samajAvale, tyAcA mUDa pAhUna vyavahAra karAyalA havA, jevhA tyAcA mUDa ThIka nasela tevhA ApaNa manAtalyA manAtaca 'allA' ce nAmasmaraNa karAyace ANi mUDa ThIka asela tevhA tyAcyAzI bAtacIta karAyacI. to mUDamadhye nasela ANi tU tyAcI khoDa kADhalIsa tara bhaDakA uDela.' tU tyAlA nirdoSa ca pahAyace. to tulA ulaTa-sulaTa bolalA tarI paNa ta zAMta rahAyace. khare prema asAyalA have. Asaktimadhye tara sahA-bArA mahinyAta sarva tUTunaca jAIla. premAta sahanazIlatA asAyalA havI, eDajasTebala (samAdhAnI) asAyalA have. __ tara azI zikavaNa mazarUralA dilI. mI sAMgitale, 'tU kAhIhI karAyace nAhI, tyAne jarI samoruna tujhyAvara tIra cAlavale tarIhI ApaNa ApalI sthiratA ThevUna 'dAdA, dAdA' karIta rahAyace. tU ekapaNa tIra phekU nakosa.' maga mI vidhi karuna dilI. ___ naMtara tilA vicArale kI, 'tujhyA gharI koNa koNa Aheta?' tevhA mhaNAlI, 'mAjhI sAsU Ahe.' mI vicArale, 'sAsU barobara kazI eDajasTamenTa karaNAra?' tevhA mhaNAlI, 'sAsulA tara mAjhA iMgA dAkhavela.' naMtara mI tilA samajAvale. maga tI mhaNAlI, 'ho, dAdAjI, tumhI sUcavalelyA sarva goSTI malA paTalyAta.' tU azAprakAre vAgazIla tara talAka deNAra nAhI ANi sAsUsobata paNa jULUna rAhila. naMtara maga tine malA eka caMdanAcA hAra ghAtalA. mI sAMgitale, 'hA hAra tU gheUna jA ANi tujhyA sobata Theva, hArAce darzana karuna patIsobata ApalA vyavahAra karata jA, tara sarva khUpa chAna cAlela. tine to hAra AjasuddhA ApalyA sobata sAMbhALUna ThevalA Ahe.' tilA cAritryabaLAcyA bAbatIta sAMgitale hote kI patI kAhIhI bolela, tujhyAsobata kasehI vAgela, tevhA tU phakta mauna dhAraNa karuna, zAMtapaNe pAhata rahAzIla tara tujhyAta cAritryabaLa utpanna hoIla ANi tyAcA prabhAva paDela, vakIla asalA tarIhI. to kasAhI rAgAvalA, 'dAdA' ce nAMva ghyAyace ANi sthira rahAyace. tevhA tyAlA vATela kI kazI strI Ahe hI! hI tara harataca nAhI. naMtara maga to svataH harela. maga tine aseca kele,

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra mulagIca tazI hotI. dAdAsArakhe zikavaNAre bheTale tara maga kAya bAkI rAhile ? nAhItara yA pUrvI eDajasTamenTa raziyA ANi amerikA sArakhe hote. tethe baTana dAbatAca cuTakI sarazI sarva paTApaTa peTela, ase hote. hI kAya mAnavatA Ahe? kazAlA ghAbaratAta? jIvana kazAsAThI asate? jethe saMyogaca ase Aheta, tevhA maga kAya karaNAra? je jiMkaNyAsAThI tayArI karatAta nA, tethe tyAMce cAritryabaLa 'lUja' (kamakuvata) hote. AmhI azI koNatyAhI prakAracI tayArI karata nAhI. yA cAritryAcA upayoga, jyAlA tumhI tayArI mhaNatAta, paraMtu tyAmuLe tumacyAta je cAritryabaLa Ahe te 'lUja' hoUna jAte ANi jara cAritryabaLa naSTa jhAle, tara tujhyA patI samora tujhI kiMmataca rahANAra nAhI. azAprakAre tyA mulImadhye yogya samajha cAMgalyA prakAre biMbavalI. naMtara maga tI malA mhaNAlI kI 'dAdAjI, AtA mI kadhIhI haraNAra nAhI, azI gaeNreMTI dete.' ApalyAzI koNI kAvebAjI (kaTa-kArasthAna) karata asela ANi ApaNahI taseca kele tara Apale cAritryabaLa tuTUna jAIla. koNI kitIhI kAvebAjI karata asela tarI svataH kelelyA kAvebAjIta to svata:ca phasato. paraMtu jara tumhI tyA kAvebAjI samora tayArI karAyalA gelAta tara tumhI suddhA tyAta phasAla. AmacyApAThI suddhA bar2yAca lokAMnI kAvejAbI kelI hotI paraMtu tyAta te svataHca phasela geleta. kAraNa kI AmhAlA eka kSaNabharahI kAvebIjI karaNyAcA vicAra Ale nAhIta. jara ase samora tayArI karaNyAce vicAra Ale tara AmacehI cAritryabaLa tuTUna jAto. zIlavAnapaNA tuTUna jAte. zIlavAna mhaNaje kAya? kI samajA to zivIgALa karAyalA AlA asela paraMtu yethe AlyAvara zAMtapaNe basato. AmhI sAMgitale kAhItarI bolA, bolAnA, paraMtu to eka akSarasuddhA bolU zakata nAhI. asA 'zIlacA' prabhAva Ahe! jara ApaNa eka akSara paNa samora bolaNyAcI tayArI kelI nA, tara zIla tuTUna jAIla. mhaNUna tayArI karAyacI nAhI. jyAlA je karAyace asela te tyAne karAve. 'sarvatra mIca Ahe.' bolA. (AtmAsvarUpAne sarvAMcyA sobata abheda Ahe.) samora tayArI karaNyAsa gelo tara ApalyAlA navIna kAvebAjI karAvI

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra lAgate ANi naMtara maga ApaNa slipa hoto (ghasarato). AtA ApalyAkaDe te hatyAraca nAhI Ahe nA! tyAcyAkaDe tara te hatyAra Ahe, mhaNUna bhale to vAparo! paraMtu 'vyavasthitazakti' Ahe nA! mhaNUna zevaTI tyAce hatyAra tyAcyAvaraca palaTate, azI 'vyavasthitazakti' Ahe !! tilA sarva samaja Ata phiTa hoUna gelI. dAdAjIMnI DraoNIMga karuna dilI. malA mhaNAlI, 'azI DraoNIMga sAMgAyacI hotI kA?' mI sAMgitale, 'hoya ase DroIMga.' mAnale pAhije yA mulIlA! maga tyA mulIne ticyA AI-vaDIlAMnA he sarva sAMgitale. te aikUna tice vaDIla je DaoNkTara hote, te darzana karAyalA Ale. pahA, dAdAjIMnA kAhI veLa lAgato kA ? mazarUra sArakhe yethe yAyalA haveta! AlI tara oNparezana hoUna gele jhaTapaTa ! pahA, tethe sArakhI dAdAjI, dAdAjI, mhaNUna dararoja AThavaNa karate nA! sarvAMce kAma hoUna jAIla. Amace eka-eka zabda tvarita samAdhAna karaNAre Aheta. te zevaTI mokSaparyaMta gheUna jAtAta! tumhI phakta 'eDajasTa evarIvhera' karata rahA. 19. jagAmadhye sukhAcI sAdhanA, sevene jI vyakti AI-vaDIlAMce doSa pahAte, tyAcI kadhIhI unnatI hota nAhI. jhAlA tara paisevAlA hoIla, paraMtu tyAcI AdhyAtmika unnatI kadhIhI hota nAhI. AI-vaDIlAMce doSa pahAyace nAhIta. tyAMce upakAra tara kase visarU zakato? koNI cahA pAjalA asela tarI suddhA tyAce upakAra visarU zakata nAhI, tara maga ApaNa AI-vaDIlAMce upakAra kase visarU zakato? ___tulA samajale kA? ho..., arthAt tulA tyAMce khUpa upakAra mAnale pAhijeta, AI-vaDIlAMcI khUpa sevA karAyalA pAhije. te ulaTa-sulaTa bolale tarIhI ApaNa lakSa dyAyalA nako. te bhale ulaTa-sulaTa bolale paNa ApaNa durlakSa karAyace kAraNa te moThe Aheta nA! kI maga tulA paNa tyAMnA ulaTa-sulaTa bolAyalA have kA?

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra praznakartA : ase nAhI bolAyalA pAhije, paraMtu bolUna TAkato tyAce kAya? misTeka hoUna jAte tara kAya? dAdAzrI : ho, maga ghasarUna kA paData nAhI? kAraNa kI, tethe sAvadha rahAtAta ANi tyAtUna ghasalAsa tara vaDIla paNa samajUna jAtAta kI bicArA ghasarUna paDalA. he jara tU jANUna-bujUna ase karAyalA gelA tara 'tU yethe kasA ghasalAsa?' tyAce uttara mI mAgitale. tara te barobara Ahe kI cukIce? zakyato ApalyAkaDUna tase vhAyalA nako, tyAtUna jara tujhyAne tase kAhI hoUna gele tara sagaLe samajUna jAtIla kI nAhI, hA ase karaNArA nAhI Ahe. AI-vaDIlAMnA khuza ThevAyace. te tulA khuza ThevAyacA prayatna karatAta kI nAhI ? tyAMnA sukhI karAve ase tulA vATata nAhI kA? praznakartA : hoya, vATate nA! paraMtu dAdAjI, malA ase vATate kI tyAMnA kaTakaTa karaNyAcI savayaca jhAlI Ahe. dAdAzrI : hoya, paNa tyAta tujhIca cuka Ahe, mhaNUna tara AIvaDIlAMnA duHkha jhAle, tyAce pratikramaNa karAyalA have. tyAMnA duHkha tara vhAyalA nako, 'mI sukha dyAyalA AlI Ahe' ase tujhyA manAta vhAyalA have. 'mAjhI azI kAya cuka jhAlI kI AI-vaDIlAMnA duHkha jhAle' ase AtUna vATale pAhije. vaDIla vAITa Ahe asetara vATata nAhI nA? ANi jara ase vATale tara kAya karazIla ? khare tara vAITa ase yA jagAta kAhIca nAhI. ApalyAlA je miLAle tyA sarva cAMgalyAca vastu asatAta. kAraNa ApalyA prArabdhAne miLatAta. AI miLAlI, tI paNa cAMgalI. kitIhI kALIkUTTa aso, tarI paNa ApalI AI cAMgalIca Ahe. jI ApalyAlA prArabdhAne miLAlI tI cAMgalI. tilA badalUna dusarI ANU zakato kA? praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : bAjArAta dusarI AI vikata miLata nAhI? ANi miLAlI tarI tI kAya kAmAcI? gorI AI AvaDalI tarI paNa

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra ApalyAsAThI kAya kAmAcI? AtA jI Ahe tI cAMgalI. dusar2yAMcI gorI AI pAhUna, 'ApalI AI vAITa Ahe' ase nAhI bolAyace. 'mAjhI AI tara khUpaca chAna Ahe' ase bolAyalA pAhije. praznakartA : vaDIlAMce kAya aikAyalA pAhije ? dAdAzrI : vaDIlAMce? jyAcyAmuLe te rAjI-khuSI rahAtIla asA vyavahAra tyAMcyAzI ThevAyacA. tyAMnA rAjI ThevatA yeta nAhI kA? te rAjIkhuzI rahAtIla ase karA.. AI-vaDIla te AI-vaDIlaca. hyA jagAta sarva prathama sevA karaNyAyogya jara koNa asela tara te AI-vaDIla Aheta. tyAMcI sevA karazIla? praznakartA : hoya dAdAjI, sevA cAlUca Ahe. ghara kAmAta madata karato. dAdAzrI : zAMtIce kAya karazIla? jIvanAta zAMtI ANAyacI Ahe kI nAhI ANAyacI? praznakartA : zAMtI ANAyacI Ahe. dAdAzrI : tara zAMti ANUna deIla, paNa kadhI AI-vaDIlAMcI sevA kelI kA? AI-vaDIlAMcI sevA karazIla tara zAMtI jANAra nAhI. paraMtu Aja-kAla manApAsUna AI-vaDIlAMcI sevA karata nAhI. mulagA paMcavIsatIsa varSAcA jhAlA ANi 'gurU' (patnI) AlI, tI sAMgate kI malA navIna gharI gheUna calA. tumhI gurU pAhilA Ahe kA ? paMcavIsa-tIsa varSAcyA vayAta 'gurU' bheTUna jAto ANi 'gurU' bheTalyAvara sarva kAhI badalate. gurU sAMgate AIMnA tumhI oLakhataca nAhI. surUvAtIlA tara to lakSa deta nAhI. surUvAtIlA tara aikale na aikalyA sArakhe karato, paraMtu dona-tInadA sAMgitalyAvara maga haLU haLU ticyAca bAjUne hoto. AI-vaDIlAMcI jara zuddhabhAvanene sevA kelI tara tyAlA kadhI azAMtI hota nAhI ase he jaga Ahe. he jaga kAhI durlakSa karaNyAsArakhe nAhI. mhaNUna tara jagAtIla vicAratAta kI mulAcAca doSa Ahe nA! mule AI-vaDIlAMcI

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra sevA karata nAhI, tyAta AI-vaDIlAMcA kAya doSa? mI mhaNato, 'tyAMnI tyAMcyA AI-vaDIlAMcI sevA kelI navhatI, mhaNUna tyAMnA sevA miLata nAhI.' azI paraMparAca cukIcI Ahe. AtA junyA paraMparelA bAjUlA sAruna navIna suruvAta kelI tara uttama Tharela. vaDIladhAr2yAMcI sevA kelyAne Apale vijJAna vikasita hota jAte. mUrtIcI sevA karU zakatA kA? mUrtIce kAya pAya duHkhatAta? sevA tara pAlaka, vaDIladhArI kiMvA gurUjana asatIla, tyAMcI karAyacI asate. AI-vaDIlAMcI sevA karaNe hA dharma Ahe. hizoba kasAhI aso paNa sevA karaNe ApalA dharma Ahe. ApalA sevA dharma jevaDhA pALaNAra, tevaDhe sukha ApalyAlA miLela. vaDIladhAr2yAMcI sevA tara hoIlaca, paraMtu tyAsobata ApalyAlA sukha paNa prApta hoIla. AI-vaDIlAMnA sukha dile tara ApalyAlA sukha miLela. vaDIladhAr2yAMcI sevA karaNArA manuSya tara kadhIca du:khI hota nAhI. eka bhAI malA ekA moThyA AzramAta bheTaleta. mI tyA vicArale, 'tumhI yethe kase ?' tevhA tyAMnI sAMgitale, 'mI yA AzramAta gelyA dahAvarSApAsUna rahAta Ahe.' tevhA mI tyAMnA sAMgitale, 'tumace AI-vaDIla utAravayAta gAvI garIbIta khUpaca du:khI Aheta.' tevhA to mhaNAlA, 'tyAta mI kAya karU? mI tyAMcyAkaDe lakSa dile, tara mAjhA dharma rAhUna jAIla.' yAlA dharma kase mhaNaNAra? dharma tara, jo AI-vaDIlAMcI kALajI gheto, bhAvAMnA bolavato, sagaLyAMnA bolavato tyAsa dharma mhaNAvA. vyavahAra Adarza asAyalA havA. jo vyavahAra svata:cyA dharmAcA tiraskAra karato, AIvaDIlAMcyA saMbaMdhAlA paNa dhutkArato, tyAsa dharma kase mhaNU zakato? mI paNa AIcI sevA kelI hotI. tevhA mI vIsa varSAcA hoto. taruNavayAta AIcI sevA kelI hotI. vaDIlAMnA khAMdA dilA hotA, tyAMcI evaDhIca sevA jhAlI hotI. naMtara hizoba samajUna gelo kI are, ase kityeka vaDIla mAgacyA janmI hoUna geleta. tara AtA kAya karaNAra? uttara miLAle, 'je Aheta tyAMcI sevA karA.' maga je gele te geleta. paraMtu AtA je Aheta tyAMcI sevA karA. jara ase koNI asatIla tara ThIka, nasela tara ciMtA karU

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100 AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra nakA. ase tara khUpa hoUna geleta. AtA je Aheta tyAMcI sevA karA. AIvaDIlAMcI sevA hI pratyakSa Ahe. bhagavaMta disatAta kA? bhagavaMta tara disata nAhI, paNa he AI-vaDIla tara disatAta. AtA jAstIta jAsta jara koNI duHkhI asatIla tara 65 varSa (ANi tyAhUna adhika) vayAcI mANasaM khUpa du:khI Aheta. paraMtu te koNAlA sAMgatIla? mule lakSa deta nAhIta. junyA piDhIta ANi navyA piDhIta moThI darI nirmANa jhAlI Ahe. mhAtArA junyA paddhatI soData nAhI, mAra khAto tarI suddhA soData nAhI. praznakartA : pratyekAce vaya 65 varSAce jhAlyAvara heca hAla hota asatAta nA? dAdAzrI : hoya, aseca hAla hotAta. asecyA ase hAla! mhaNUna hyA kALAta vAstavAta karaNyAsArakhe kAya Ahe? ekhAdyA ThikANI hyA vaDIladhAr2yAMsAThI rAhaNyAcI vyavasthA kelI asela tara ati uttama. asA mI vicAra kelA hotA. naMtara AmhI vicAra kelA kI ase kAhI kele asela, tara AdhIca tyAMnA Amace he 'jJAna' dyAyace, maga tyAMcyA khANyApiNyAcI vyavasthA tara dusar2yA sAmAjika saMsthAMkaDe sopavile tarI cAlela. paraMtu jJAna dilele asela tara maga darzana karata rAhileta tarI paNa kAma cAlela! he jJAna dile asela tara bicAr2yAMnA zAMti rAhila, nAhItara kazAcyA AdhAre zAMtI rAhila? tumhAlA kAya vATate? AtA tumacyA gharAtIla mulAMvara saMskAra kase ghaDUna yetIla? tumhI tumacyA AI-vaDIlAMnA namaskAra karA. hyA vayAta tumace kesa pAMDhare jhAlyAvara paNa tumhI tumacyA AI-vaDIlAMnA namaskAra karIta asAla tara mulAMcyA manAmadhye paNa ase vicAra yetIla kI pappA lAbha ghetAta tara AmhI kA lAbha gheU naye? tevhA maga tumhAlA namaskAra karatIla kI nAhI? praznakartA : Aja-kAlacI mule AI-vaDIlAMnA namaskAra karIta nAhIta. tyAMnA saMkoca vATato. dAdAzrI : ase Ahe, AI-vaDIlAMnA namaskAra kA karata nAhI?

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AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 101 tara AI-vaDIlAMce doSa (cUkA) mulAMnA disUna yetAta. tyAmuLe 'AIvaDIla namaskAra karaNyAyogya nAhIta' ase te mAnatAta, mhaNUna tara te namaskAra karata nAhIta. jara AI-vaDIlAMce vicAra va AcaraNa UMca, besTa vATale tara te namaskAra karatIlaca. paraMtu Aja-kAlace AI-vaDIla tara mule samora ubhI asatAnA suddhA bhAMDatAta. AI-vaDIla bhAMDatAta kI nAhI bhAMData? azA paristhitIta mulAMcyA manAmadhye AI-vaDIlAMsAThI asalelA Adara kasA rAhila? hyA jagAta tIna vyaktIMce phAra moThe upakAra asatAta. te upakAra visaraNyAsArakhe nAhIta. tyA vyaktI Aheta AI-vaDIla ANi gurU. jyAMnI ApalyAlA cAMgalyA ANi yogya mArgAlA lAvale, hyA tighAMcehI upakAra kadhIhI visarUca zakata nAhI. jaya saccidAnaMda

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