Jyare Tyare

Author(s): Ratnasundarsuri
Publisher: Ratnasundarsuriji
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008926/1

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haoNTalomAM, thiyeTaromAM bhaTakatA rahIne dhanano durupayoga karI rahela mANasa, gALo bolatA rahIne, niMdA-kUthalI karatA rahIne vacanano durupayoga karI rahela mANasa, bhogasukhomAM ALoTato rahIne tanano durupayoga karI rahela mANasa, durbhAva-durgAnamAM grasta rahIne manano durupayoga karI rahela mANasa jyAre bhikhArIne paisA ApavAnI vAta Ave che tyAre bhikhArI e paisAno durupayoga to nahIM kare ne?' e pAkuM karavA jAya che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. eka karoDanA phaleTamAM raheto, varase-dahADe be-pAMca karoDano dhaMdho karato, pAMca-dasa lAkhanI gADImAM pharato, be-pAMca mobAila rAkhato, zarIra para be-pAMca hajAranAM vastro paridhAna karato ane hAlatAM ne cAlatAM mojazokhamAM pAMca-paMdara hajAra kharacI nAkhato mANasa jyAre rikSAvALA sAthe, majUra sAthe ke zAkabhAjIvALA sAthe pAMca-paMdara rUpiyA khAtara taDAphaDI karato jovA maLe che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. potAnI jAtane saMskArI mAnato, prabhubhakta ane gurubhakta mAnato, dharmI ane udAra mAnato ane chatAM avAranavAra thiyeTaronI mulAkAta leto raheto mANasa, koka divasa thiyeTaramAM potAnI bAjunI ja sITa para saMskArahIna bhikhArIne beThelo joIne ene 'tuM bhIkha mAgato bhikhArI ahIM thiyeTaramAM ? ane e ya bAlkanImAM ?' AvuM jyAre AkrozamAM saMbhaLAvI bese che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che.

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mana vinA paNa kokanA lagnamAM jato, patnIne sADIo lAvI Apato, dIkarAne mobAila lAvI Apato, bajAramAM dhaMdho karavA nIkaLI paDato ane saMsAranA saMkhyAbaMdha vyavahAro sAcavato raheto mANasa jyAre ema bolato phare che ke "mana vinAnA dharmanI koI kiMmata nathI. dharma karavAnI nA nathI paNa mana vinA? bilakula nahIM !' tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. adhyAtmanI e ja vAto sAMbhaLavAnI ke je tAttvika hoya ane UMcI hoya, adhyAtmane lagatuM e ja sAhitya vAMcavAnuM ke je mArmika hoya ane tAttvika hoya, evA ja mANasanA saMgamAM rahevAnuM ke je mANasa adhyAtmano rasiyo hoya, AvA adhyAtmanA ja zravaNa-vAMcana ane saMganA AgrahI mANasane jyAre halakuM jIvana jIvato, halakA zabdo bolato ane halakuM vicArato jovAya che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. WW jalasA jeTalA paNa che e badhA pApIo ja kare che, bAkI dharmIo to badhA duHkhI ja che' AvA atratatra-sarvatra lavArA karato raheto mANasa jyAre potAnA parivAranA sabhyone pApanA raste jatAM aTakAvato rahe che ane dharmanA raste kadama mAMDavA Agraha karato rahe che tyAre enA A visaMvAdI manovalaNane joIne, enA A virodhabhAsI Agrahane joIne sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che.

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guMDAone huM gharamAM pravezavA deto nathI kAraNa ke ghara mAruM che. oNphisamAM bekAra mANasone huM ghUsavA deto nathI kAraNa ke oNphisa mArI che. goDAunamAM huM saDelA mAlane pravezavA deto nathI kAraNa ke goDAuna mAruM che' Avo dAvo karI rahela mANasa jyAre 'mArA manamAM huM nathI icchato to paNa halakA vicAro pravezI ja jAya che' evA rodaNAM raDato rahe che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. kUkara, gharaghaMTI, hITara, gIjhara, vaoNziMga mazIna, mobAIla vagere saMkhyAbaMdha sAdhanone gharamAM-oNphisamAM ane jIvanamAM praveza ApI daIne samaya bacAvavAmAM saphaLa banI gayela mANasa jyAre e bacelA samayane TI.vI., InTaraneTa, vebasAITa, kamyuTara, viDIyo, haoNTala, thiyeTara vagere zetAnanA caraNe koI paNa jAtanA hicakicATa vinA dharI de che tyAre e joIne sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. rAtanA UMghamAM paNa zvAsa kevI rIte cAle che eno javAba na ApI zakato mANasa, zarIramAM lohI pharatuM zI rIte rahe che eno javAba na ApI zakato mANasa, rAtanA sUI gayA pachI savAranA ApaNane uThADe che koNa, eno javAba na ApI zakato mANasa, jyAre prabhu jevI koI cIja hoya to mane tarkathI siddha karI Apo' evI vAhiyAta dalIla kare che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. / /

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saDelA zAkane zAkavALAne tyAM ja rahevA daIne sArA zAka kharIdI lAvato mANasa, saDelA ghauMne dukAnamAM ja rahevA daIne sArA ghauM kharIdI lAvato mANasa, nabaLAM pharnicarane tyAM ja rahevA daIne sAruM pharnicara kharIdI lAvato mANasa, jyAre sAmI vyaktinA jIvanamAM rahelA saguNo pratye AMkhamIMcAmaNAM karato rahIne enAmAM rahelA doSo ja joto rahe che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. vadhumAM vadhu aparAdho koNa AcarI rahyA che? sAkSaro! jagatamAM vadhu ne vadhu pradUSaNa koNa phelAvI rahyuM che? sAkSaro ! nirakSarone vadhu ne vadhu koNa chetarI rahyuM che? sAkSaro ! karoDonA goTALAo koNa karI rahyuM che? sAkSaro! baoNmba koNa sarjI rahyuM che? sAkSaro ! hAtha-kaMkaNa ane ArasI jevI A spaSTa vAstavikatA hovA chatAM ya jyAre sAkSaratA abhiyAno calAvavA para cAre ya bAjuthI jora lagAvAI rahyAnA samAcAra kAne Ave che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. ahiMsA e dharma che, namratA ane paropakAra e dharma che. sadAcAra ane pavitratA e dharma che. nikhAlasatA ane saraLatA e dharma che ane AjanA rAjanetAo ema kahI rahyA che ke 'rAjakAraNamAM dharmano hastakSepa na ja thavo joIe' aneka lokonAM mukhe anekavAra jyAre AvuM sAMbhaLavA maLe che paNa 'rAjakAraNamAM adharmano hastakSepa na ja thavo joIe' evuM sAMbhaLavA nathI maLatuM tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che.

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nArI dehane khullo karavAnI eka paNa takane jatI na karanArA, nArI dehane megejhInomAM ane mAsikomAM, vartamAnapatromAM ane jAherAtomAM pradarzita karatA rahIne hajAro-lAkho-karoDo rUpiyA kamAnArA, strIzarIrane bajAru banAvI devAnA eka mAtra mizanane laIne beThelA buddhinA vyabhicArIo jyAre "strI-svAtaMtrya' aMge seminAro yoje che, lekho lakhe che hajAronI sabhAo gajave che ane relIo kADhe che tyAre e badhuM joIne sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. jIvanamAM saMkhyAbaMdha pApo, ane aparAdho karavA chatAM enI sajA hajI sudhI mane kema nathI maLI e badala Azcarya vyakta karavAne badale mANasa jyAre jIvanamAM mAmUlI dharmanuM sevana karyuM hovA chatAM, AMgaLInA veDhe gaNI zakAya eTalAM ja satkAryo karyA hovA chatAM e dharmanuM ane satkAryonuM phaLa mane maLatuM kema nathI, hajI sudhI mane maLyuM kema nathI, evI phariyAdo karato rahe che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. mitranuM makAna saLagI gayuM ane e AzvAsana ApavA doDI gayo. mitrane dhaMdhAmAM jabaradasta phaTako paDyo ane e hUMpha ApavA pahoMcI gayo. mitranuM koke apamAna karyuM ane e enA bacAvamAM Ubho rahI gayo paNa mitre navuM makAna banAvyuM, dhaMdhAmAM jabaradasta napho karyo, koka saMsthAe enuM sanmAna karyuM, e abhinaMdana ApavA na gayo te na ja gayo. du:khamAM AzvAsana paNa sukhamAM abhinaMdana nahIM. A vRtti jyAre jovAmAM Ave che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che.

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vadhI rahela nakhane kApI nAkhavA ja joIe, AvuM mAnanAra mANasa; vadhI gayela vALane ochA che karI ja nAkhavA joIe, AvuM mAnanAra mANasa, vakarI gayela rogane zarIramAMthI ravAnA karI ja devo joIe AvuM mAnanAra mANasa jyAre ema kaheto phare che ke saMpatti to vadhatI ja rahevI joIe, khyAti to vadhatI ja rahevI joIe, pratiSThA to vadhatI ja rahevI joIe tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. gharanI bArI pazcima dizAnI ja, sUryodaya nihALavA na maLe emAM Azcarya zuM ? ghara gaTaranI ja bAjumAM, suvAsa anubhavavA na maLe emAM navAI zuM ? covIse ya kalAka kupathyanuM ja sevana, taMdurastI anubhavavA na maLe emAM vismaya zuM? paNa satata nakArAtmaka abhigama ja laIne beThelo mANasa 'jIvanamAM prasannatA anubhavavA nathI maLatI'nI jyAre phariyAda karato rahe che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 1 ? ja 0 A bhUkha dasa roTalInI hoya che ane mANasa pAMca roTalI khAya che to ya kama se kama aDadhI bhUkha to zame ja che. tarasa be glAsa pANInI hoya che ane mANasa eka glAsa pANI pIe che to ya kama se kama aDadhI tarasa to maTe ja che; paraMtu lobhanI bhUkha eka karoDanI hoya che ane mANasane pacAsa lAkha maLI jAya che tyAre bhUkha be karoDanI thaI jAya che. A anubhava chatAM ya mANasa lobhanI bhUkha zamAvavA jyAre doDato ja rahe che tyAre e joIne sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. | /

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prasannatA anubhavavA mATe mANase makAna badalyuM, prasannatA anubhavavAmAM ane saphaLatA na maLI. gADI badalI, mitro badalyA, sthAna badalyuM, vastro badalyA, bhojana badalyuM, are, bevakUphInI hada to tyAre AvI gaI ke jyAre eNe patnI paNa badalI nAkhI. chatAM prasannatA enI anubhUtino viSaya na ja banI. A kaTu anubhavo pachI ya mANasa jyAre potAnA manano abhigama badalavA taiyAra thato nathI tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 19 je tamAkune gadheDA jevo gadheDo paNa khAvA taiyAra thato nathI, je dArUne kIDI jevI kIDI paNa pIvA taiyAra thatI nathI, mAMsanA je TukaDAne kabUtara jevuM kabUtara paNa khAvA taiyAra thatuM nathI e tamAkunuM ADedhaDa sevana karI rahela mANasa jyAre jovA maLe che, e dArUne ane e mAMsane hoMze hoMze potAnA peTamAM padharAvI rahela mANasa jyAre jovA maLe che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. eka ja nAnakaDA dharmanA utsAhapUrvakanA sevanamAM jiMdagIbhara karelAM pAponA phaLane khatama karI nAkhavAnI pracaMDa tAkAta dharabAyelI che AvuM sAMbhaLIne rAjIno reDa thaI jato mANasa jyAre "eka ja vakhatanA rasapUrvakanA pApasevanamAM jiMdagIbhara sevelA dharmanA phaLane khatama karI nAkhavAnI pAzavI tAkAta dharabAyelI che" AvuM sAMbhaLatA vyathita thaI jAya che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che.

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pikcara Aje ja jovA maLatuM hoya to kAla para mulatavI rAkhavAnI zI jarUra che ? paeNmenTa Aje ja maLI jatuM hoya to AvatI kAlanI rAha jovAnI zI jarUra che ? jalasA Aje ja thaI zakatA hoya to kAla para mulatavI rAkhavAnI zI jarUra che ?' AvI mAnyatA dharAvato mANasa jyAre Aje paNa thaI zakatA dharmane AvatI kAla para mulatavI rAkhavA taiyAra thaI jAya che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 22 ATha varasanI vayanA bAbAnuM aThThAvana kilo vajana thaI jatAM bAbAnA pappAne je hade ciMtita thaI jatA joyA e joIne ema lAgyuM ke emanI A ciMtA vAjabI che paraMtu e ja bAbAnI ATha varasanI vaye aDhAra varasanI buddhi jotAM bAbAnA pappAne je hade pAgala banatA joyA e jotAM ema lAgyuM ke emanI A pAgalanA emanA mATe jokhamI ja banavAnI che. AjanA dareka pappAonI A ja mAnasikatA jyAre jovA maLe che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. gharamAM AvelA mahemAna javAnuM nAma ja nathI letA, mANasa akaLAI jAya che. zarIramAM dAkhala thato khorAka maLa vATe bahAra nathI nIkaLato, mANasa trAsI jAya che. bhADAnA dharamAM raheto bhADuAta, dhara khAlI nathI karato, makAnamAlika akaLAI jAya che; paraMtu je-je padArthone ane vyaktione mANase potAnA manamAM sthAna ApyuM che e tamAmane jIvananA aMta samaye paNa mANasa jyAre manamAMthI dUra nathI karI zakato tyAre e joIne sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 24

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mANasa ghara evuM pasaMda kare che ke jyAM eka bArImAMthI pavana Avato hoya ane bIjI bArImAMthI pavana ravAnA thato hoya, mANasa rasto evo pasaMda kare che ke jyAM eka bAjuthI praveza thaI zakato hoya ane bIjI bAjuthI nIkaLI zakAtuM hoya, paraMtu mANasa jyAre saMpattinI bAbatamAM sAva viparIta abhigama ja - paiso Avavo joIe, javo to na ja joIe - apanAvI bese che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 25 mane zrImaMta evo ja game ke je udAra hoya, mane zaktizALI evo ja game ke je namra hoya, mane buddhizALI evo ja game ke je saraLa hoya, mane rUpavAna evo ja game ke je sadAcArI hoya, mane sAmarthyavAna evo ja game ke je dayALu hoya. TUMkamAM, mane guNavAna hoya evo ja puNyavAna game paNa mArA khudanA jIvanane jyAre meM tapAsyuM tyAre mane khyAla Avyo ke mane mAtra puNya ja game che, guNo nathI ja gamatA. mArI AvI vRtti jovA maLe che jyAre, tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 'je vAta tame tamArA mitrane khullA dile karo cho e ja vAta tame tamArA duzmanane paNa karo kAraNa ke Ajano duzmana AvatI kAle tamAro mitra banI jAya evI pUrI zakyatA che' pravacanamAM A vAta sAMbhaLIne harSita thaI jato mANasa jyAre potAnA duzmanane je vAta nathI karato e vAta potAnA mitrane paNa - AvatI kAle e mAro duzmana to nahIM banI jAya ne ? - e bhaye karavAnuM TALe che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya

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gharaAMgaNe gADI eka ne badale traNa AvI gaI. ene kyAM rAkhavI enI mANasane ciMtA thaI gaI. gharamAM TI.vI. ekane badale traNa AvI gayA. sophAseTa benA badale pAMca AvI gayA. kapaDAM cAra joDIne * badale ATha joDI banI gayA. A badhAMyano gharamAM samAveza kyAM karavo enI ciMtAmAM garakAva banI jatAM mANasane jyAre A jagatanA tamAma padArtho meLavI levAnA dhakhArA sevato jovAmAM Ave che tyAre sAce ja ke * stabdha thaI javAya che. 28 chUTAcheDA mATe korTamAM hAjara rahelA patine nyAyAdhIze chUTAcheDA mATenuM kAraNa pUchyuM, 'mArI patnIne badhI ja vAto yAda rahe che" patie javAba Apyo. nyAyAdhIze patnIne kAraNa pUchyuM, 'mArA patine koI vAta yAda rahetI nathI' patnIe javAba Apyo. mANasanA manane samajavAnuM ane sudhAravAnuM eka mAtra kArya A jIvanamAM karavA jevuM hovA chatAM mANasa enA pratye sarvayA udAsIna ja jyAre jovA maLe che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 29 na joItA bALakane tame peTamAM ja patAvI do. kAyado tamArI tarapheNamAM ja raheze. na gamatI patnIne tame chUTAcheDA ApI do. kAyado tamArI tarapheNamAM ja raheze. gharamAM 'vadhArA'nA lAgatAM mAbApane tame vRddhAzramamAM mokalI Apo. kAyado tamArI tarapheNamAM ja raheze. 'jananInI joDa sakhI nahIM jaDe re lola'nI uktinI, patnIne "dharmapatnI'nA maLela gauravanI ane mAtA-pitAne maLelA 'vaDalA'nA vizeSajJanI jyAre A mazkarI thatI jovA maLe che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 30

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'dArUDiyAnA hAthamAM gADI na soMpAya' 'nAnakaDA bAbAnA hAthamAM charI na soMpAya' 'jugArIne dhaMdho na soMpAya' 'vyabhicArIne ajANI strI ne sopAya' 'labADa nokaranA hAthamAM tijorInI cAvI na soMpAya' rakhaDela dIkarAnA hAthamAM dhaMdhAno vahIvaTa na soMpAya' 'vyasanInA hAthamAM dIkarI na soMpAya' A tamAma bAbatanI jANakArI dharAvatA A dezanA prajAjano jyAre 'sattA' game tenA hAthamAM soMpI devA taiyAra thaI jAya che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. vasaMta RtumAM vRkSo phaLa ApavAmAM koI ja kRpaNatA dAkhavatA nathI. uparavAsamAM varasAda hoya che tyAre nadI be kAMThe vahetI rahIne pANI ApavAmAM koI kaMjUsAI dAkhavatI nathI. AkAza nirabhra hoya che tyAre sUrya prakAza ApavAmAM koI kRpaNatA dAkhavato nathI paNa vipula saMpatti hAthamAM hovA chatAM ya mANasane dAna detA hAtha TUMko karato jyAre jovAmAM Ave che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. H / pANIne DhALa ApIne ene gaTara tarapha dhakelI devAnI bevakUphI DAhyo mANasa karato nathI. zaradInA dardIne dahIM ApIne ene haoNspiTala tarapha kadama mAMDavA koI sajjana mANasa majabUra karato nathI. kamajora zrImaMtane guMDAnI galI tarapha javA daIne ene lUMTAI javA majabUra koI DAhyo mANasa karato nathI; paraMta nimittavAsI jIvone saMkhyAbaMdha nabaLAM nimitto ApIne emane pApI banAvavA mIDiyAvALA jyAre majaburA kare che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che.

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kerInA vRkSa pAsethI jamarUkhanI apekSA nahIM rAkhato mANasa, nadI pAsethI dUdhanI apekSA nahIM rAkhato mANasa, kApaDanI dukAnamAM ghareNAMnI apekSA nahIM rAkhato mANasa, vAsaNa bajAramAM ghauM-cokhAnI apekSA nahIM rAkhato mANasa ane gAya pAsethI dahIM maLI javAnI apekSA nahIM rAkhato mANasa jyAre eka ja vyaktimAM namratA-saraLatA-paropakAra-tapa-tyAga vagere tamAma guNonI apekSA rAkhe che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 34 vAtAvaraNamAM vAvAjhoDuM phUMkAyuM hoya che ane enA kAraNe dhULanI DamarIo caDI hoya che tyAre DAhyo mANasa potAnA gharane dhULathI vyApta thatuM bacAvI levA vAvAjhoDAne gALa devA nathI lAgato paNa potAnA gharanAM bArI-bAraNAM ja baMdha karI daIne gharamAM thatAM dhULa pravezane aTakAvI de che. cAre ya bAju phelAyela vilAsanA vAyarAnI asarathI mukta rahevA jAta para niyaMtraNo mUkI devAne badale mANasa jyAre vilAsI vAyarAne ja gALo deto phare che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. mANasa badAma khAya ane chatAM enAM moDhA para camaka na Ave e banatuM hoya che to ya emAM kAMI navAI nathI lAgatI. bhikhArI karoDapati banI jAya ane chatAM enI raheNI-karaNImAM koI pharaka jovA nathI maLato to emAMya manamAM koI Azcaryano bhAva pedA nathI thato; paraMtu varasothI jenA jIvanamAM dharmArAdhanAo puSkaLa pramANamAM cAlu che enA svabhAvamAM ke vyavahAramAM koI samyak parivartana jovA jyAre nathI maLatuM tyAre to sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. -

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ghoDAne khabara hoya che ke jo huM ghAsa sAthe ja dostI karI lauM to pachI khAuM zuM? gRhiNIne khabara hoya che ke jo huM gaeNsa sAthe ja dostI karI lauM to pachI rasoI banAvI zakuM ja zI rIte ? vidyArthIne khabara hoya che ke jo huM ArAma sAthe ja dostI karI lauM to pachI bhaNI zakuM ja zI rIte ? paNa, jo huM paisA sAthe ja dostI karI lauM to pachI dAnadharma karIne mArA paralokane saddhara karI zakuM ja zI rIte ? AvuM vicAravA ya zrImaMta kapaNa taiyAra thato nathI tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. rAmAyaNanuM yuddha zarU thatAM pahelAM rAvaNa pAse bibhISaNa pahoMcI ja gayo hato ne? mahAbhAratanuM yuddha zarU thatAM pahelAM duryodhana pAse kRSNa pahoMcI ja gayA hatA ne? paNa rAvaNe bIbhiSaNanI salAha na svIkArI, duryodhane kRSNanI salAha na svIkArI ane rAmAyaNa-mahAbhAratanA yuddho sarjAI gayA ! koI paNa prakAranuM pApa karatA pahelAM aMtaHkaraNa mANasa pAse Ave ja che paNa mANasa enI jyAre avagaNanA ja karato jovA maLe che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. huM karuM zuM ? mAre pavitra rahevuM to che ja paraMtu cAre ya bAju vAtAvaraNamAM vilAsa che" "dhaMdhAmAM mAre nItimattAnuM dhoraNa jALavI rAkhavuM to che ja paraMtu bajAramAM vAtAvaraNa ja anItinuM che." "mAre jIbha para saMyama rAkhavo to che ja paNa e aMgenuM koI vAtAvaraNa ja nathI" jAtanI nabaLAIne chupAvavA jAtajAtanAM bahAnAM kADhato mANasa jyAre prabhubhaktinA suMdara mAholamAM ya pavitratA TakAvI rAkhavAmAM niSphaLa jato dekhAya che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 39

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vepArIe apamAna karI dIdhuM hovA chatAM vepArI pAse ugharANI mATe vAraMvAra jato mANasa, gharamAM patnI apamAna karatI hovA chatAM patnI sAthe mITho saMbaMdha jALavI rAkhavA mathato mANasa, gharAkanI gALo sAMbhaLavA chatAM gharAka sAthe mIThI vAto karato mANasa, dharmasthAnamAM enuM apamAna, agavaNanA ke tiraskAra thatAveMta jyAre dharmasthAnamAM AvavAnuM baMdha karI de che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. eka karoDa rUpiyA mArI pAse thaze tyAre huM keTalo badho sukhI thaI jaIza ?' karoDa rUpiyA mArI pAse na hovA chatAM karoDanI kalpanAmAM huM sukha anubhavI rahyo hato; paraMtu sAce ja jyAre mArI pAse karoDa rUpiyA thaI gayA tyAre pelI kalpanAmAM anubhavelA sukhanuM to bASpIbhavana thaI gayuM hatuM. 'kalpanAmAM sukha, anubhavamAM duHkha' jIvana daramyAna vAraMvAra anubhavela A vAstavikatA chatAM ya mANasa kalpanAnA sukhathI jyAre pAcho pharavA taiyAra thato nathI tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. kayUTaramAM huM je kAMI nAkhuM chuM enI ja ri-prinTa jyAre bahAra nIkaLe che tyAre ene svIkArI levAmAM huM koI ja hicakicATa karato nathI. jamInamAM huM jenuM bIja vAvuM chuM e ja jyAre UgI nIkaLe che tyAre ene ya huM prasannatApUrvaka svIkArI lauM chuM paNa meM ja pote bhUtakALamAM AcarelAM galata kAryonA phaLasvarUpe jIvanamAM du:kho jyAre Ave che tyAre ene svIkArI levA mAruM mana taiyAra thatuM ja nathI tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che.

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AMkhe aMdhApo hoya ane sAme rahela makAna joI na zakAya e to samajAya che. hAthe lakavA lAgI gayo hoya ane bhojana na karI zakAya e ya samajI zakAya che; paraMtu zIla-sadAcAra premIone Aje evA kALamAM jIvavAnuM AvyuM che ke chatI AMkhe ane chate hAthe teo TI.vI. cAlu karI zakatA nathI, chApAMo vAMcI zakatA nathI ane rastA paranA horDiMgo joI zakatA nathI. sthiti A hovA chatAM jyAre sajjanone enA pratye niSkriya beThelA jovAmAM Ave che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 43 keTalIka pensilo evI hoya che ke rabara enI pAchaLa ja lAgeluM hoya che jyAre keTalIka pensila ane keTalAka rabara evA hoya che ke je alaga alaga hoya che. bIjAnAM jIvananA kAgaLa para pensila banIne sukho lakhI zake evI kSamatA dareka pAse na hoya e samajI zakAya che paraMtu rabara banIne bIjAnA jIvananA kAgaLa para lakhAI cUkelAM duHkhone bhUsI nAkhavAnI kSamatA hovA chatAM mANasane e kSamatAno upayoga na karato jovAmAM Ave che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. I / NI TAvI, mArI saphaLa thayela icchAoe mane sukhano anubhava jeTalo karAvyo che enA karatAM anekagaNo to duHkhano anubhava karAvyo che. mane maLela saMpattie mane nirbhaya jeTalo banAvyo che enA karatAM anekagaNo to bhayabhIta banAvyo che. prApta thayela padArthoe mane prasannatA jeTalI bakSI che enA karatAM anekagaNI to udvignatA bakSI che ane e pachI paNa mAruM mana jyAre saphaLatA, saMpatti ane padArtho mATe ja jhAMvA nAkhyA kare che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che.

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rUpiyA mArI pAse keTalA che, e vicAruM tyAM sudhI to barAbara che. gharamAM pharnicara keTaluM che, kabATamAM kapaDAM keTalA che, laoNkaramAM ghareNAM keTalA che, jIvanamAM mitro keTalA che, baMgalAmAM oraDA keTalA che e badhuM vicAruM tyAM sudhI ya barAbara che paNa jyAre huM mArA manamAM AvatA vicAro keTalA che e ja tapAsyA karuM chuM paNa kevA vicAro AvI rahyA che e tapAsavAnI darakAra paNa nathI karato tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 4 Ll e dArUnuM sevana karato thaI gayo kAraNa ke enA mitro badhA dArUDiyA ja hatA. jugArI mitronA saMgamAM e ya jugArI banI gayo. jhUMpaDapaTTI vistAramAM lukhAonI sAthe rahetA rahetA e ya gALo bolato thaI gayo ane rogInI dostImAM e ya rogano zikAra banI gayo paNa varasothI prabhunI bhakti karavA chatAM ane gurubhagavaMtanAM pravacano sAMbhaLavA chatAM mArA vyavahAramAM ke svabhAvamAM kazuM ja samyak parivartana jovA nathI maLatuM tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. gALa saMbhaLAvanArane mANasa gALa saMbhaLAvI devAmAM vilaMba karato nathI. potAnI sAthe kaTu vyavahAra AcaranAra pratye kaTu vyavahAra dAkhavatA mANasa paLabharano ya vicAra karato nathI. potAne koke dADhamAM rAkhyo che enI jANa thayA pachI mANasa ene ya dADhamAM rAkhI dIdhA vinA raheto nathI. kAraNa pUchatAM mANasa javAba ApI de che ke 'thAya tevA thaIe to gAma vacce rahIe' paNa A ja mANasane dAnezvarI-prabhubhaktakSamAzIla vacce rahevA chatAM enA jevo banI jato jovA nathI maLato tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 48

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dharma mota pachI paralokamAM paNa sAthe Ave che. jAgRti rAkhavAmAM Ave che to dharma mota sudhI sAthe rahe ja che ane jyAM sudhI hRdayamAM dharma rahe che tyAM sudhI cittanI prasannatA anubhavAya che. AvuM jANavA chatAM ya mota pachI sAthe na AvatA, mota sudhI sAthe na rahetA ane jyAM sudhI sAthe hoya che tyAM sudhI paNa citta prasannatAnI bAMhedharI na ApatA paisA pAchaLa mANasane pAgala banIne bhaTakato jovAmAM Ave che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. muMbaI jatI vakhate ya dillIvAsInA mukha paranuM smita akabaMdha hoI zake che kAraNa ke ene khAtarI hoya che ke muMbaInuM kAma patAvIne huM pAcho dilhI pahoMcI ja javAno chuM paraMtu potAnI AMkha sAme ja badhuM ya choDIne ane badhAyane choDIne paralokamAM ravAnA thaI gayelA saMkhyAbaMdha mANasone jovA chatAM ya, paralokamAMthI koIne ya pAchA pharelA na jovA chatAM ya mANasa badhI ja jAtanAM pApo Acarato rahe che e joI sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. pa0 eka hajAra rUpiyA ApIne ramakaDuM kharIdI lAvatA dIkarAne bApa kadAca lApho lagAvI de che; paraMtu paisA meLavavAnI, TakAvavAnI ane vadhAravAnI lhAyamAM e ja bApa jyAre A = eTekane, B = blaDa prezarane, C = kaoNlasTrolane ane D = DAyAbITisane zarIramAM DerA-taMbU nAkhavAnI paravAnI ApI deto jovAmAM Ave che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che.

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patnI khUba game che, pati potAne gamatI evI vastuo ene Apato rahe che. putra para pappAne pyAra che, pappA managamatI vastuo lAvIne putrane ApatA rahe che. mitrane mitra gamato hoya che, priya vastuo mitrane bheTa dharato rahe che paNa gamatI evI yuvAnI prabhune na ApatA aNagamato evo buDhApo ja prabhune ApavAno nirNaya karI cUkela mANasa jyAre khudane prabhuno bhakta jAhera karato rahe che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. para saMgharSa thaI javAnI zakyatA UbhI thaI javA chatAM mANasa potAno kadAgraha choDavA taiyAra nahoto. kaeNnsara thaI javAnI saMbhAvanA chatAM mANasa guTakhA choDavA taiyAra nahoto. saMbaMdha para pUrNavirAma mukAI javAnI saMbhAvanA chatAM mANasa ugharANI choDavA taiyAra nahoto. 'huM tyAga-bAgamAM mAnato ja nathI' A eno javAba hato paNa A ja mANasa sUtI vakhate badhI ja vastuo ane badhA ja vicAro tyAgI devA jyAre taiyAra thaI jAya che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 53 bAbo khoTo hoya che to ya mammIne gamato ja hoya che kAraNa ke mammI ene 'mAro' mAnatI hoya che. bAbo kharAba hoya che to ya mammIne enA pratye pakSapAta ja hoya che kAraNa ke mammIne e 'mAro' lAgato hoya che paNa prabhu ekadama sAcA hovA chatAM ane saMpUrNapaNe sArA hovA chatAM ya 'mArA' na lAgatA hovAnA kAraNe emanA pratye zuSka haiyuM dharAvato mANasa jyAre paricayamAM Ave che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 54

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pacAsa pacAsa kAMTAo vacce rahelA puSpanA sauMdaryanI prazaMsA karatA mANasa thAkato nathI. ukaraDA vacce paDela sonI noTa uThAvI letA mANasane koI ucATa thato nathI. so saDI gayela kerIo vacce rahela eka sarasa karIne khAvAmAM mANasane koI takalIpha nathI; paraMtu saMkhyAbaMdha guNo saMgharIne beThela vyaktimAM ekAda doSa paNa jovA maLatAM mANasa jyAre e vyakti para tUTI paDe che tyAre e joIne sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. papa bagIcAmAM hasatAM hasatAM dAkhala thato mANasa, bagIcAmAMthI hasatAM hasatAM bahAra nIkaLI zake che, thiyeTaramAM dAkhala thatI vakhate prasanna dekhAto mANasa, bahAra nIkaLatI vakhate ya prasannatA anubhavI zake che, haoNTalamAM khuza thaIne dAkhala thato mANasa khuza thaIne haoNTalamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI zake che; paraMtu gharamAMthI bahAra nIkaLatI vakhate ane gharamAM praveza karatI vakhate dIvela pIdhA jevuM moTuM dharAvato mANasa jyAre jovA maLe che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. maMdInA samayamAM pAMca lAkhano oNrDara lAvanAra dalAlane vepArI be-pAMca TakA dalAlI hoMze hoMze Ape to che ja paraMtu sAthe kahI paNa de che ke jo hajI vadhu oNrDara lAvIza to dalAlInA TakA vadhArI ApIza; paraMtu parivAranA sabhyo pAsethI saMkhyAbaMdha anukULatAo bhogavyA pachI ekAda bAbatamAM thoDIka paNa pratikULatA veThavAnI Ave che ane mANasa jyAre parivAranA sabhyo para tUTI paDe che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. pa7

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musApharI baLadagADAmAM nahIM, sAIkala ke skUTara para nahIM, gADImAM ke TrenamAM ya nahIM paNa vimAnamAM ja karavAnI vAta ane pachI badhe kahetA pharavAnuM ke 'mane jamIna para rahelAM vRkSo ke makAno dekhAtAM nathI" bAlizatA ja lAge ne? paNa paisA pAchaLa raoNkeTanI gatithI bhAgI rahela mANasa jyAre badhAne ema kaheto phare che ke mane mArA dIkarA pAse paNa besavAno samaya maLato nathI tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. haoNspiTalamAM dAkhala thaIne oNparezana karAvI ghare AvanAra mANasanA caherA para AnaMda jarUra hoya che paNa enA manamAM kAMI evo ahaMkAra nathI hoto ke "ApaNe haoNspiTalamAM jaIne oNparezana karAvI AvyA !' paNa sAdhanA karatA rahIne karmono, saMskArono ane doSono khAtmo bolAvI rahelA sAdhakanA caherA para AnaMda dekhAvAnA badale enA manamAM jyAre ahaMkAra saLavaLato jovAmAM Ave che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. tRSA pANIthI ja chipAya che, peTrolathI nahIM. maMjila cAlavAthI ja Ave che, besI rahevAthI nahIM. gaLapaNano anubhava sAkarathI ja thAya che, lImaDAthI nahIM. ThaMDaka pavanathI ja anubhavAya che, agnithI nahIM. A tamAma prakAranI jANakArI dharAvato mANasa "sukha dharmathI ja maLe che, pApathI nahIM' A jANakArI dharAvavAnA kSetre jyAre kaMgALa hovAnuM jovA maLe che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. | 60

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sAkarathI mIThAza ja anubhavAya, kaDavAza nahIM. peTrolathI gADuM ja cAle, baLadagADuM nahIM. pavanathI ThaMDaka ja anubhavAya, ukaLATa nahIM, bhojanathI peTa ja bharAya, peTI nahIM. AgathI suvarNa ja zuddha thAya, kAgaLiyA nahIM. paisAthI hIrA-mANeka vagere sAmagrI ja kharIdAya, kacaro nahIM. AvI tamAma prakAranI samajaNa dharAvato mANasa jyAre "dharmathI sukha ja maLe, du:kha nahIM' AvI samajaNa dharAvato jovAmAM nathI Avato tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 'roga Aje nahItara kAle paNa jaze ja' A zraddhA sAthe mANasa davA leto ja rahe che. 'ugharANI Aje nahIM to kAle paNa pataze ja' e zraddhA sAthe mANasa ugharANI karato ja rahe che. 'maeNcamAM Aje nahIM to kAle paNa vijaya maLaze ja' A zraddhA sAthe khelADI potAno utsAha TakAvI ja rAkhe che; paraMtu prabhubhaktinA phaLa svarUpe prabhu mane Aje nahIM to kAle maLaze ja' A zraddhAno prabhubhaktamAM jyAre abhAva jovA maLe che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 3 LI mANasa sAbunA upayoga dvArA vastrone ujjavaLa banAvavAmAM saphaLa bane che to AnaMdita thAya che, davAnA sevana dvArA zarIrane rogamukta banAvavAmAM kAmayAba bane che to AnaMdita thAya che, paisA cUkavavA dvArA devAmukta bane che to AnaMdita thAya che paNa kemono, kusaMskArono, doSono saphAyo karavA sAdhanAnA mArge jyAre AgaLa dhape che tyAre AnaMdita banavAne badale ahaMkArI banI jato jovAmAM Ave che tyAre A - sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. ke na ni rikana

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zAkamAM je zAka saDeluM hoya che e zAka mANasa choDI de che. kerImAM je kerI saDelI hoya che e kerI mANasa dura rAkhI de che. pharnicaramAM je pharnicara bekAra hoya che e pharnicara mANasa eka bAju rAkhI de che. are, rUpiyAnI noTomAM je rUpiyAnI noTa khoTI hoya che ene svIkAravAnI mANasa nA pADI de che; paraMtu potAnI thatI prazaMsAmAM keTalAka zabdo khoTA hovAnuM jANavA chatAM e zabdone mANasa svIkArI ja le che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. kacarAmAM paDelI sonI noTa uThAvI levAmAM mANasane koI ja jAtano saMkoca thato nathI, ukaraDe UgelA gulAbanA puSpane hAthamAM laI levAmAM mANasane koI zarama naDatI nathI, bagaDI cUkela anAja vacce rahela sArA anAjane kharIdI letAM mANasane koI jAtano vAMdho Avato nathI; paraMtu potAnI thaI rahela TIkAmAM ke niMdAmAM keTalIka vAto sAcI hovAnuM jANavA chatAM mANasa jyAre eno svIkAra karavA taiyAra thato nathI tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 65 davA levAnI sAthe kAzmano tyAga karavo ja joIe e svIkAravA mANasa taiyAra che, sArthakanI dizAmAM AgaLa vadhavuM hoya to vyarthanI dizAmAM kadama mAMDavAnA baMdha karavA ja joIe enIya mANasane samaja che, paisA banAvavA hoya to guMDAo sAthe haravA-pharavAnuM baMdha karavuM ja joIe enI ya mANasa pAse akkala che; paraMtu Atmadravyane jo zuddha banAvavuM che to dharmasevananI sAthe pApatyAga paNa karavo ja joIe e samaja mANasa pAse jyAre jovA nathI maLatI tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che.

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peparamAM je kAMI chapAya che mANasa, ene sAcuM mAnI levA taiyAra che. megejhInomAM je kAMI chapAya che ene ya satya mAnI levA mANasa taiyAra che. pharavA javAnA sthaLe tyAMnI dIvAlo para je kAMI lakhAya che ene sAcuM mAnI levAmAM ya mANasane koI takalIpha nathI. are, nanAmI patrikAnA lakhANane ya satya mAnavA mANasa taiyAra che paNa zAstromAM lakhAyela prabhuvacanone satya mAnavA jyAre e taiyAra thato nathI tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 67 mANasa oNphisanuM ke phaeNkTarInuM udghATana kare che tyAre AmaMtritone je kArDa mokale che emAM lakhe che ke ame navI oNphisa kholI rahyA chIe' dIkarAnA lagnanI patrikA AmaMtritone mokale che tyAre emAM chapAve che ke "amArA suputra ramezanA lagna ame niradhAryA che' paraMtu gharamAM koInuM mota thaI jAya che tyAre paricitone je patra mokale che emAM lakhe che ke 'bhagavAnane je gamyuM te kharuM' jyAre A vAMcavAmAM Ave che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. gaNitanA dAkhalAmAM thaI jatI bhUla sudharI javI joIe evuM vidyArthI icche che. ramatamAM thaI jatI bhUla sudharI javI joIe evuM khelADI icche che. dhaMdhAmAM thaI jatI bhUla sudharI javI joIe evuM vepArI icche che. adhyApanamAM thaI jatI bhUla sudharI javI joIe ema zikSaka icche che paNa jIvanamAM Thera Thera ane vAraMvAra thaI jatI bhUlo sAmA mANase bhUlI javI joIe evuM icchato mANasa jyAre jovAmAM Ave che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che.

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raMgarogAna karela dIvAla na bagaDI jAya enI takedArI mANasa rAkhe che. svaccha vastro bagaDI na jAya enI sAvadhagIrI rAkhavA mANasa taiyAra che. rAtanI UMgha na bagaDe e aMge ya mANasa sAvadha rahe che. rUpiyAnI noTa para DAgha na lAgI jAya enI ya mANasa takedArI rAkhe che paraMtu anaMtakALe maLela A mAnavajIvana ane ati kImatI evuM mana pApomAM ke doSomAM na bagaDI javA joIe evuM mANasa jyAre vicArato ya nathI tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 70 mANasa pizcara jovA jAya che tyAM TikiTanA bhAva ghaTADavAnI mAthAphoDa karato nathI. haoNTalamAM jAya che tyAM DizanA bhAva ghaTADavA rakajhaka karato nathI. haoNspiTalamAM dAkhala thAya che tyAM oNparezananA bhAva ghaTADavA prayatnazIla banato nathI. TrenamAM ke vimAnamAM musApharI kare che tyAM TikiTanA bhAva ghaTADavA prayatno karato nathI paNa majUrane jyAre sAmAna upADavA Ape che ke zAka levA jAya che tyAre bhAva ghaTADavA je taDAphaDI kare che e joIne sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. thALImAM sapheda bhAta AvI gayA pachI mANasa 'bhojana-virAma' karI de che. yuddhanA medAnamAM sapheda dhajA pharakI jAya che pachI senAdhipati "yuddha virAma' karI de che. aMtaramAM zukladhyAna lAgI gayA pachI sAdhaka 'kaSAya virAma' karI de che paraMtu mAthA para sapheda vALa AvI gayA pachI ya mANasa 'kleza-virAma' karI devAne badale saphedavALane 'kALA' karI devAnI ghelachAno zikAra banato jovAmAM Ave che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che.

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mANasa puSpanI suvAsane AMkhanA mAdhyame paDakAravA nathI jato. kerInA svAdane kAna dvArA anubhavavA nathI jato. sparzanI anubhUti mATe nAkane kAme nathI lagADato. zabdazravaNa mATe jIbhane AgaLa nathI dharato paraMtu dharmane ane satyane samajavA ke anubhavavA Dagale ne pagale jyAre tarkane ja AgaLa dharato rahe che, potAnI buddhine ja kAme lagADato rahe che tyAre e joIne sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. hITalaranA astitva aMge mANasanA manamAM koI ja zaMkA nathI. caMgIjhakhAnanI vidyamAnatA aMge paNa mANasanuM mana koI dvighAmAM nathI. kaMsa ane rAvaNa thaI gayA ja hatA e svIkArI levAmAM ene koI ja hicakicATa nathI. duryodhananA hovA aMge paNa ene koI vAMdho ke zaMkA nathI paraMtu 'rAma'nI jyAre vAta Ave che tyAre enuM mana prazna uThAvavA lAge che ke kharekhara rAma thaI gayA haze kharA?' mANasanI A manovRtti jotAM sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 74 paisAnI bhIkha mAgatA mANasane "bhikhArI' kahevA mana taiyAra thaI jAya che. roTalAnI bhIkha mAgatA mANasane 'bhikhArI' mAnI levAmAM mana paLabharanI vAra lagADatuM nathI. matanI bhIkha mAgatA rAjanetAone ya "bhikhArI' mAnI levA mana eka vAra to taiyAra thaI jAya ja che; paraMtu sAmI vyaktinA abhiprAyonI satata bhIkha mAgatuM rahetuM mana jyAre khudane bhikhArI mAnavAno InkAra karI bese che tyAre e joIne sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 75

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'kabUla, huM khoTuM sahana karI zakato nathI ane eTale ja jyAM paNa khoTuM thatuM jovAmAM Ave che tyAM sAmI vyaktine moDhe moDha huM saMbhaLAvI dauM chuM paNa eka vAta nakkI che ke mArA manamAM e vyakti mATe koI ja durbhAva hoto nathI' AvuM sarvatra bolato raheto mANasa jyAre ene koI moDhe moDha saMbhaLAvI de che tyAre AvezamAM AvIne gALAgALI karavA lAge che tyAre e joIne sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. ajANatAM ya mANasa aMgAro pakaDI le che, paLavAramAM choDI de che. ajANatAM ya mANasa gaTara pAse pahocI jAya che, paLavAramAM tyAMthI dUra thaI jAya che. khabara paDe che. mANasane ke ahIM sarpanuM dara che, e ja paLe tyAMthI ravAnA thaI jAya che. bAjumAM beThela mANasa guMDo che evo khyAla AvI jatAM ja mANasa tyAMthI | cAlatI pakaDe che paNa krodhathI nukasAna ja thayuM hovA chatAM mANasa jyAre 'krodhathI kema chUTavuM ?' ema pUche che, tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. . 77 sarpa dUdha pIe che ane enuM rUpAMtaraNa jheramAM kare che. gAya ghAsa khAya che ane enuM rUpAMtaraNa dUdhamAM kare che. paththara zilpInA hAthamAM AvI jAya che ane enuM rUpAMtaraNa e pratimAmAM karI de che. guMDAnA hAthamAM paththara AvI jAya che ane enAthI e kokanuM mAthuM phoDI nAkhe che. A hakIkatanI jANa hovA chatAM potAnI pAtratA-apAtratAne joyA-jANyA vinA mANasa jyAre jagatanA badhA ja padArtho meLavavA dhamapachADA karato jovAmAM Ave che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 78

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dharma zuM che enI mane khabara che chatAM dharma huM karato nathI (karavA mAgato paNa nathI). pApa zuM che enI mane khabara che chatAM pApa huM choDato nathI (choDavA mAgato paNa nathI) A kathana to duSTa evA duryodhananuM che AvuM bolanAra mANasa khuda paNa potAnI samyak samajanA anusAre dharmasevana mATe ane pApatyAga mATe pravRtta thato nathI ane e vakhate ene koI 'duryodhana' kahI detA jyAre AvezamAM AvI jato jovA maLe che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 79 DabbAmAM mIThAIo hajI paDI che ane chatAM mANasa mIThAI khAtA khAtA kyAMka to aTakI ja jAya che. DabbAmAM sAkara hAjara che chatAM mANasa dUdhamAM sAkara nAkhatAM nAkhatAM kyAMka to aTake ja che. gADImAM peTrola bhareluM ja che chatAM mANasa gADIne kyAMka to rokI ja de che paNa pAMca-sAta peDhI sudhI cAlI jAya eTalI ja saMpatti hAjara hovA chatAM saMpatti kSetre mANasa kyAMya aTakavA taiyAra nathI e joIne sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. vAMdarAne mANasa pAchaLa bhAgato jovAmAM Ave che paNa mANasa vAMdarA pAchaLa bhAgato hoya evuM jovAmAM nathI AvatuM. kUtaro mANasane karaDavA doDyo hoya evuM to joyuM che paNa mANasa kUtarAne karaDavA doDyo hoya evuM to Aja sudhImAM kayAreya joyuM nathI paraMtu AjanA kALe pAna-guTakhA-dArU-jugAra-sigareTa vagere vyasano pAchaLa bhAgI rahela mANasa jyAre jovAmAM Ave che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 81

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'huM sAro mANasa chuM, nItinA mArge cAlanAro chuM, dharmanA mArga para kadama rAkhanAro chuM ane chatAM mane jeTalAM sukho maLyA che enA karatAM vadhu sukho mArA karatAM kharAba mANasane maLyA che. kudaratanA rAjyamAM aMdhera ja aMdhera che' AvI phariyAda karI rahela mANasa, potAnA karatAM vadhu sArA mANasa pAse potAnA karatAM ochAM sukho hovAnuM jANavA chatAM e aMge jyAre saMpUrNa mAna ja rahe che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. yajamAnanI AMkhamAM AvakAra na dekhAyo, mANase enA ghare mahemAna banIne javAnuM TALI dIdhuM. mitranA vartAvamAM premanuM pratibiMba na paDyuM, mANase enI sAthenI mitratA para pUrNavirAma mUkI dIdhuM, 'mArA pratye jene prema na hoya enA pratye huM prema rAkhato nathI' A dalIla karanAra mANasa potAnA pratye sarvathA na udAsIna rahetA paisA pAchaLa jIvana nyocchAvara karI devA jyAre taiyAra thaI jAya che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 83 99** vIsa varasanI vayavALA yuvakane gaLAmAM kaeNnsara thaI gayuM. lagnanI corImAM ja vararAjAne eNTeka Avyo ane e paralokamAM ravAnA thaI gayo. jenI peDhI dhamadhamatI hatI e vepArIe devALuM kADhyuM. sagA dIkarAe bApane lApho mArI dIdho. pAMtrIsa varasanI vaye enA parivAre ene gharanI bahAra kADhI mUkyo. AvA jAtajAtanA samAcAra kAne AvyA pachI ya mANasa potAnI jAtane A tamAmamAM jyAre apavAda ja mAne che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 84

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vepAra karavAmAM paisAnI jarUra paDe e to samajAya che. paisA na hoya to haoNTalamAM jaI zakAtuM nathI e paNa samajAya che. pharnicara kharIdavA khIsAmAM paisA hovA jarUrI che e vAta paNa eTalI ja jarUrI che. bImArI Ave tyAre IlAja karAvavA mATe paisA joIe ja e vAta paNa samajAya che; paraMtu Aje saMbaMdha bAMdhatA pahelAM lAgaNI ke sneha nahIM paNa paisA ja jovAmAM Ave che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 8pa marsiDIsa vinA calAvI letA zrImaMtane joIne eTaluM Azcarya nathI thatuM, baMgalA vinA calAvI letA zrImaMtane joIne ya eTalA stabdha nathI thaI javAtuM. bhojanamAM miSTAnna ke pharasANa vinA calAvI letA zrImaMtane joIne ya eTaluM vismaya nathI thatuM. apa-Tu-DeTa kapaDAM vinA bahAra pharI rahelA zrImaMtane joIne ya eTalI navAI nathI lAgatI paraMtu smita vinA jIvana jIvI rahela zrImaMta jyAre jovAmAM Ave che tyAre to sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. krikeTanI ramatamAM ampAyara to hovo ja joIe evuM svIkAravA mANasa taiyAra che. kustInI ramatamAM repharI hovo ja joIe evuM mANasa mAnavA taiyAra che. hAIkorTamAM nyAyAdhIzanI upasthiti hovAnuM paNa mANasa svIkAre che. sarakAramAM rASTrapatinA astitvane svIkAravAmAM paNa mANasane koI ja takalIpha nathI; paraMtu dhaMdhAnA kSetramAM jyAre mANasa koI paNa prakAranA nIti-niyama ke ziSTa puruSanA astitvane svIkAravAno InakAra karI bese che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che.

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| yuvakanuM nAma 'arjana' hoya ane kUtarAnA bhasavAno avAja sAMbhaLavA mAtrathI bhAgI jato hoya to emAM kAMI navAI jevuM lAgatuM nathI. bhAIne loko 'bhImabhAI' kahIne bolAvatA hoya ane nAnakaDI amathI pratikULatAmAM e poka mUkIne raDatA hoya to emAM ya kAMI Azcarya jevuM lAgatuM nathI; paraMtu jemAM nIti' jevuM kAMI ja na hoya e vyavasthAne jyAre "rAjanIti'nuM nAma ApavAmAM Ave che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che.. vAdaLa pANIthI labAlaba thaI jAya che ane varasIne haLavAM thaI jAya che. vRkSa phaLothI lacI paDe che ane phaLone dharatI para ravAnA karI daIne haLavuM phUla banI jAya che. peTamAM maLa bharAI jAya che ane mANasa saMDAsamAM jaIne maLano nikAla karI daIne haLavo phUla thaI jAya che; paraMtu vipula saMpattino mAlika banyA pachI paNa mANasa jyAre saMpattine ghaTADavAne badale vadhAratA rahevAnA prayAsomAM ja vyasta rahe che tyAre e joIne sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 89 mANasa icche che ke peTamAM maLano bharAvo na thavo joIe. gRhiNI icche che ke gharamAM kacarAno bharAvo na thavo joIe. vaDIla icche che ke oNphisamAM phAIlono bharAvo na thavo joIe. DaoNkTara icche che. ke davAkhAnAmAM khAlI bATalIono bharAvo na thavo joIe. rAjanetAo icche che ke dezamAM bhraSTAcArano vadhAro na thavo joIe; paraMtu manamAM duniyAbharanA kacarAo bharAtA hovA chatAM mANasa emAM vadhAro karato ja rahe che e joIne sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che.

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himAlayanA zikhare caDavuM kaThina hovA chatAM mANasa e paDakAra jhIlI levA tatpara che. AI.e.esa.nI parIkSA kaThina hovA chatAM vidyArthI e paDakAra jhIlI levA taiyAra che. maMdImAM dhaMdho karavo kaThina hovA chatAM vepArI e jokhama uThAvavA taiyAra che. oNlimpikamAM suvarNacandraka meLavavo kaThina hovA chatAM khelADI e paDakAra jhIlI levA taiyAra che paNa dharma karavAnI vAta jyAre paNa Ave che tyAre mANasa saraLa rasto pakaDavA ja jAya che e joIne sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. virATa vaDalo lImaDAnA vRkSane nAnuM 'dekhADI' de che. virATakAya baMgalo leMTane nAno 'dekhADI' de che. taDabUca borane nAnuM 'dekhADI' de che. sonI noTa rUpiyAnI noTane nAnI 'dekhADI' de che. bAladI tapelIne nAnI dekhADI de che. sAgara nadIne nAnI 'dekhADI" de che ane daravAjo bArIne nAnI 'dekhADI' de che paraMtu krodha to premane nAno karI ja de che ane e chatAM mANasa jyAre krodhathI pAcho pharavA taiyAra thato nathI tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. mANasa ghaDiyALa ane pharnicara UMcA icche che. kapaDAM ane ghareNAM UMcA icche che, zAkabhAjI ane phaLo UMcA icche che, pensila ane pena UMcA icche che, megejhIna ane mAsika UMcA icche che, sAbU ane daMtamaMjana UMcA icche che, lepaTopa ane mobAIla UMcA icche che. are, saMpUrNa jIvanadhoraNa UMcuM icche che paraMtu mana adhama ane halakuM, tuccha ane daridra hovA chatAM ya enAthI jyAre e akaLAmaNa nathI anubhavato tyAre e joIne sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che.

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viSayukta lADavAthI bhUkha zAMta thatI hovA chatAM mANasa bhUkhyo rahevA taiyAra thaI jAya che paNa e lADavo potAnA peTamAM padharAvavA taiyAra thato nathI kAraNa ? e lADavAnI ADaasara enA khyAlamAM hoya, che. rogane dUra karatI paNa kharAba ADaasara UbhI karatI davA levAthI ya mANasa bacato rahe che paraMtu krodhanuM sevana asarakAraka hovA chatAM vinAzaka che e jANavA-anubhavavA chatAM ya mANasa jyAre krodhanuM sevana karato ja jovA maLe che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. bulabulanI anupasthiti chatAM kAgaDo potAne jagatanA cogAna vacce bulabula tarIke prasthApita nathI ja karato. siMhanI gerahAjarI chatAM gadheDo potAne jaMgalanA cogAnamAM siMha tarIke prasthApita nathI ja karato. AmravRkSanA abhAvamAM lImaDo potAne udyAnamAM lImaDA tarIke ja prasthApita kare che, AmravRkSa tarIke nahIM ja paraMtu sajjananI anupasthitimAM durjana jyAre potAnI jAtane sajjana mAnIne jagatanA cogAna vacce sarjana tarIke prasthApita karato rahe che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. mANasa phUlane cUMthIne le che, pharnicara joIne kharIde che, mATaluM Takoro mArIne pasaMda kare che, kerI cAkhIne pasaMda kare che, DanalopanI gAdI sparzIne le che, vINA sAMbhaLIne kharIde che, tabaluM thapATa mArIne pasaMda kare che, phalaeNTa AMkhethI barAbara nihALIne pasaMda kare che; paraMtu paisAnI jyAre vAta Ave che tyAre e kazuM ja joyA-jANyA-vicAryA vinA ene pasaMda karI bese che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che.

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mIThAza anubhavavA mANasa sAkaranA zaraNe javA taiyAra che. saMbaMdho TakAvavA mANasa vyavahAra sAcavavA taiyAra che. pANI meLavavA mANasa korI nadI pAse javA paNa taiyAra che. sAmagrI kharIdavA mANasa potAnuM mahattva svIkAravA taiyAra che. sudhAne zamAvavA mANasa bhojananA caraNe besavA taiyAra che paNa hRdayane zubha bhAvothI sabhara rAkhavA zubha kriyAone zaraNe javAnI anaMtajJAnIonI salAhane mANasa jyAre avagaNI bese che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. X 6-2 hAthamA lAkaDuM saLagatuM pakaDeluM che ane mANasa Ubho che vaDalAnA vRkSa nIce, ThaMDaka zeM anubhavAya ? pharavA mANasa mAtherAna jaI caDyo che paNa sAthe traNa traNa mobAIla phona laIne gayo che, zAMti ze * anubhavAya ? peTamAM mANasa sAlamapAka padharAvI rahyo che paNa peTa bagaDeluM che. sphUrtino anubhava zuM thAya ? paNa haiyAmAM saMkaleza laIne prabhunAM darzana karI rahela mANasa prasannatA na anubhavavA badala jyAre prabhu *mUrti' ne tAkAtahIna mAnavA lAge che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 98 Aga garama lAge che ane mANasa enAthI dUra dhaI jAya che, kArelAM kaDavA lAge che ane mANasa enAthI dUra haTI jAya che. gaTara pAse durgaMdhano anubhava thAya che ane mANasa tyAMthI dUra thaI jAya che. sAgaranuM pANI khAruM lAge che ane mANasa enAthI dUra thaI jAya che paNa krodha garama lAgavA chatAM, kaDavo lAgavA chatAM, durgaMdhamaya ane khAro lAgavA chatAM mANasa ene gaLe vaLagADIne jyAre sarvatra pharyA kare che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 99

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mANasa Agane "baraphanuM nAma nathI ja Apato. magaphaLIne 'badAma'nuM nAma nathI ja Apato. kAgaLanA TukaDAne 'rUpiyAnuM nAma nathI ja Apato. caLakatA evA pittaLane "sonAnuM nAma nathI ja Apato; paraMtu krodhane jyAre 'kanTroliMga pAvara'nuM, abhimAnane jyAre 'sTeTasa simbola'nuM, mAyAne jyAre 'selsamaeNnazipa'nuM ane lobhane jyAre "InvesTamenTa'nuM nAma ApI bese che tyAre sAce ja stabdha thaI javAya che. 1OO