Book Title: Jain Adarsh Prasango Part 06
Author(s): Bhadreshvarvijay
Publisher: Bhadreshvarvijay
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005430/1

JAIN EDUCATION INTERNATIONAL FOR PRIVATE AND PERSONAL USE ONLY
Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A zo ) bhAga = 6. paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijaya Healt= = = == Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prasaMgo" pustaka viSe keTalAka abhiprAya 'papU.AcArya zrI ratnasuMdarasUri ma.".nAnakaDI paNa bhAre preraNAdAyI pustikA..A anumodanIya prayAsa aneka AtmAone ArAdhanAmAM TakI rahevA mATe AlaMbana rUpa bane tevo paNa che." muni zrI jayapaghavijayajI "anaMta kALe maLela mAnava bhavamAM zreSTha kamANI kevI rIte thAya? ATalA alpa AyuSyamAM anaMtA karmono nAza kevI rIte karavo? AvA ghaNA praznonA javAba suMdara jaina Adarza prasaMgonA 3 bhAga ApazrIe mahenata karIne jaino tathA sarva samakSa mUkyA te vAMcavAthI ja maLI jAya che. ApazrInuM kArya khUba prazaMsanIya che." muni zrI yugadarzanavijayajI: " jaina Adarza prasago pustaka khUba vAMcavA jevA che. pahelo prasaMga vAMcyA pachI pustaka purUM na thAya tyAM sudhI mUkavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. sArA zrAvakonI anumodanA A rIte A pustaka vAMcanArA ghaNAM badhAM karatAM haze ane uttama manoratho sevatA thaI gayA haze te badhA ja puNyAnubaMdhI pUNyanA bhAgI ApazrI banyA cho. A copaDI meM jyAre jyAre vAMcI tyAre tyAre lagabhaga te pUrI karIne ja Ubho thayo chuM. Avo anubhava aneka vAcakone thayo haze. vizeSamAM pratyeka prasaMge tame je vastI ochI preraNA karo cho te to khUba ja uttama kArya karyuM che. tenAthI to UMdhato paNa jAgI jAya." lakezabhAI, bhUtapUrva pramukha pAMcakuvA kApaDa mahAjana: " atyAre beMgloramAM mArA mitranA gharethI A patra lakhuM chuM prAtaH kALe pakSIonA madhura kalaravathI vAtAvaraNa AhalAdaka banI gayu che. UMgha na AvatAM mitra pAse vAMcavA pustaka mAgyuM. khUba suMdara pustaka che ema kahI mitre jaina Adarza prasaMgo vAMcavA ApyuM. vAMcatA hRdaya pulakita banI gayuM. ApaNA AtmAnI unnati mATe ApaNe kazuM karatAM nathI. prasago vAMcI preraNA maLI, dilamAM bhAva jAgyA ke dharma ArAdhanA mATe paNa ApaNe samaya phALavavo khUba ja jarUrI che." - -- sAsacaka anya anekonA paNa abhiprAya AvyA che. taraphathI bheTa For Personal & Private Use Only Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ OM hrIM ae namonamaH prema-rAmacaMdra-bhuvanabhAnu-jayaghoSasUribhyo namaH jaiina Adarza prasaMgo (satya zreSTha zrAvakonA daSTAMto) 'bhAga - 6-7, lekhakaH paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijaya sahAyaka muni yogI ratnavijaya vizeSa saujanyaH pATaNa mitra maMDaLa marInaDrAIva jaina ArAdhaka TrasTa - muMbaI (sastu sAhitya ane dharmano pracAra pUjA, pravacana, tapazcaryA, zibira, bartha De, 'cAtrA, paryuSaNA, snAtra, pAThazALA, pratikramaNa ' vageremAM prabhAvanA karavA yogya pustaka. mudraka navanIta prinTarsa (nikuMja zAha) amadAvAda phona: pa625326 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAga 6 ane 7 Ent & Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ANTI !!601Ǥ. 0091 nUtana varSAbhinaMdana Ta nUtana saMvatsaranA praharIzrI,........ eka kuMpaLane parNa banavAnI mahecchA che; eka kaLIne phUla thavAnI maniSA che; eka phUlane phaLamAM pariNamavAnI AkAMkSA che; eka maMjarIne mahorapaNuM pAmavAno manoratha che; eka AMbA para Avela mahorane kerI banavAnI titikSA che. A badhuM thavAne mAtra eka sUryanA kiraNano sparza thavo jarUrI che. ane ugatA sUrajanA tAmravarNa kiraNo jayAre dhImethI sparze che tyAre... DALa DALa khoLyA, pAna pAna koLyA; phUla phUla phoryA, mheka mheMka mahoryA. AvI ja rIte pratyeka jIvane ziva thavuM che; pratyeka janane jina banavuM che; pratyeka purUSane purUSottama thavuM che; pratyeka mAnavane mahAmAnava banavuM che; pratyeka rakhAtamAne paramAtamApaNuM pAmavuM che! AjanA suvarNima prabhAte ApaNe jIvanane navakAranA mAdhyame samAdhimaya banAvIe; uvasaggaharaMnA smaraNe tanane dharmamAM joDIe; bRhad-zAMtinA udghoSe vizvane zAMtinuM pradAna karIe tevI manokAmanA. tamArA sauno jIvana-dIpaka jJAnaprakAzamaya banI rahe tevI prArthanA! samUha prArthanA : Avo ! A nUtana varSe parama kRpALu paramAtamAM ApaNA sarvano jIvanabAga AcAra ane vicAranI pavitratA dvArA guNothI suzobhita, hRdayathI svaccha ane manathI Atmika AnaMda, sukha, zAMtimaya banAve evI ApaNe sahu sAthe aMtarathI prArthanA karIe. (mAro saMkalpa : sAMcana, satsaMga ane hitazravaNa roja 15 miniTa karIza..... lI. sthaLa : 3 nA nUtana varSAbhinaMdana kaDa For Personal & Private Use Only Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke huM che che ke dvArA 99) (mAre kAMika kahevuM che nUtana varSAbhinaMdana sahita pragaTa thatA A pustakamAM preraka zreSTha prasaMgo. vAraMvAra mamaLAvavAthI AtmAne puSTa karaze. anaMtaguNI AtamAno sahaja svabhAva guNaprema che. haLukarmI jIvone bIjA guNIjanone joi, sAMbhaLI, Atmika AnaMda, prasannatA, skUrti pragaTe che! tethI ja kAMIka viziSTadharma, guNo vagere A pustakamAM vAMcI ghaNAM A vAraMvAra vAMce che. vatto-ocho dharma jIvanamAM vadhAre che! na karI zakanArane thoDuM paNa huM karato nathI vagere vasavaso manamAM rahyA kare che. ema A pustako vAMcavAthI badhAMne thoDo-ghaNo lAbha thAya che! AtmArthIoe pAramArthika lAbha meLavavA A UcA dharmAtmAone sAcA dilathI praNAma karI, emanA pratye Adara-bahumAna khUba vadhArI A badhI ArAdhanAo paikI badhI ke bhAvanA-ullAsa pramANe vattI-ochI sAdhanA kAyama ke parve ke 4-8 mAse karavA saMkalpa karavo. je zakaya hoya tenI noMdha karI te DAyarI roja ke aThavADiye vAMcavI jethI jIvana dharmamaya banaze. kalikALanA viSama vAtAvaraNamAM sarvatra svArtha ane pApAcAro vadhI rahyAM che. tyAre AvA dharmAtmAone khUba khUba dhanyavAda ke je potAnuM kalyANa to kare che. sAthe temanA sadAcAra joi, sAMbhaLI aneka bhavyone AvI ArAdhanAonI viziSTa preraNA maLe che. prasaMgonI A pustikA viSe ghaNAM kahI gayAM ke prasaMgo khUba suMdara, preraNAdAyI che. mAtra vAMcavAthI paNa dhaNAMne harSa, zradhdhA, preraNAM, hiMmata, ullAsa, anumodanA vagere ghaNAM lAbha thAya che. vAMcI seMkaDo bhAvikoe bIjAonA Atmahita mATe AnI seMkaDomAM prabhAvanA karI che. sva. gurUdeva 5.pU.A.bha.zrI vijaya rAmacaMdra surIzvarajI ma.sA., sva. 5.pU.A.bha. zrI vijaya bhuvanabhAnu surIzvarajI ma.sA., pa.pU.A.bha.zrI vijaya jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. Adi aneka pUjayonA upakArono huM RNI chuM. prakAzanamAM paMnyAsajI zrI guNasuMdaravijayajI, vaDodarAnA suzrAvako kirITabhAi dhruva, amarIzabhAi zAha Adi anekonA sahakArathI A satkArya zakaya banyuM che. ApaNA jevA bhavyonA A sukRtone bhaktibhAvathI vAMcI, vicArI, anekone vaMcAvI saMkalpa ane satvathI dharma vadhArI anumodI sva-para Atmahita sAdho e aMtaranI zubhecchA. AvA preraka prasaMgo mokalazo. AmAM bhUla jaNAvazo. jinAjJA virUdhdha kAMi paNa lakhAyuM hoya to trividha trividha micchAmi dukkaDaM. vaDodarA. panyAsa bhadrezvara vijaya For Personal & Private Use Only Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ M ke zI 99 che , ) BQ che (1. mAMgalikano camatkAra) mAMgalika sAMbhaLavAthI eka garIba zrAvaka khUba zrImaMta thai gayo ! A vartamAnano satya camatkAra vAMcI tame badhA zradhdhA ane AdarapUrvaka nUtana varSe mAMgalika zrI gurUmukhe zravaNa karI AMbhika AnaMda, zAMti meLavavA nirNaya karazo. sonagaDhamAM AzramamAM cAritravijaya mahArAja hatA. devakaraNa nAmanA eka nirdhana zrAvaka te mahAtamA tathA AzramanI dila daisevA karatAM! temanI ni:svArtha sevAthI khUza thai temane sukhI banAvavA mahAtamAe eka divasa devakaraNane bolAvI kahayuM, "devakaraNa ! kAle vahelI paroDhe Avaje. mAMgalika saMbhaLAvIza !! tane khUba lAbha thaze." e to rAjI rAjI thai gayo. paroDhiye koi AvyuM. cAritravijaya mahArAje pUchayuM, "koNa?'' AvanAre kahyuM, "huM devakaraNa.'' aMdhArAmAM ochuM dekhAtuM hovAthI devakaraNabhAioLakhAtA na hatA, paraMtu mahArAjazrIe kAle karelI vAta pramANe e ja che ema vicArI mAMgalika saMbhaLAvyuM. pachI kahayuM, "tAro beDo pAra thai jaze... AvanArane Azcarya thayuM. A devakaraNa to bIjo koi ajANyo hato. ahIM AvavAnuM thayuM tethI mahArAjazrIne bhaktibhAvathI vaMdana karelA ! paraMtu aMdhArAmAM na oLakhavAthI samajapherathI mahArAjazrI pAse AnA bhAgyodaye mAMgalika sAMbhaLavA maLI gayuM!! mahArAjazrInA bhAvabharyA AzIrvAdathI A to rAjI rAjI thai gayo. AziSa meLavI e gayo. thoDI vAre bIjA eka zrAvaka mahArAjazrI pAse AvI kahe, "pUjayazrI ! huM devakaraNa. kAle Ape paroDhiye AvavA kaheluM tethI AvI gayo chuM." "are devakaraNa! tuM hamaNAM Avyo? thoDIvAra pahelAM bIjA eka devakaraNa AvelA. mane ema ke te tuM hato. ene mAMgalika saMbhaLAvI dIdhuM.""sAhebajI! samajaphera thai gaI" " bhAi! mane ochuM dekhAya che. aMdhArAmAM goTALo vaLyo. jevI uNddru | diidiidiidiidii For Personal & Private Use Only Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - jo A 996 [ , MB he bhavitavyatA. enA bhAgye e mAMgalika pAmI gayo! ene dhaNo lAbha thaze! mAre to tArI bhaktithI tane sukhI banAvavo hato. paraMtu tAruM bhAgya nahIM hoya. kAMI nahIM. have ene zodhI tuM ahIM bolAva". pelo devakaraNa kahe, "gurUdeva ! huM abhaNa pheriyo chuM. mArA bhAgyamAM vaLI dhana kayAMthI hoya?" mahArAjazrI "puNyodaye tane maLaze. paNa tArI icchA keTalAnI che?" eNe kIdhuM, "sAhebajI! 10 hajAra maLI jAya to ghaNuM ghaNuM" haju vadhu mAMga' gabharAtAM te bolyo, "eka lAkha" jA maLaze. paNa tethI vadhu jeTalAM maLe teTalAM dharmamAM vAparavAno niyama le !" pelAne A azakya ja lAgatuM hatuM. teNe to tarata ja te svIkArI lIdho ! paraMtu varSo pachI te to devakaraNa zeTha banI gayA. eka vAra patnI pUtaLIbAisAthe pAlItANA yAtrAe nIkaLyA. rastAmAM sonagaDha pAse moTaramAMthI sonagaDha Azrama joyo. jotAM varSo pahelAM mahArAjazrI pAse sAMbhaLela mAMgalika ane lIghela abhigraha yAda AvI gayo !! DrAivarane rokI, utarI zeThANIne badhI vAta karI kahe "A badhuM dhana to meMdharmane ApI dIdhuM che. mANasa dilano cokhkho. pachI teNe 2 putrIne 50-50 hajAra ApI bAkInuM dharmAdA karI dIdhuM !!! dhaNAM upAzrayo baMdhAvavA vagere dharmakAryo karyA. mAMgalika, vAsakSepa, AzIrvAda vagereno camatkArika prabhAva che ja. tapa, saMyama, jJAna vagerenuM baLa jeTaluM vadhu teTalo prabhAva paNa vadhu! tame badhA paNa nUtana varSe sau prathama prabhubhakti, mAMgalika-zravaNa vagere zradhdhAthI bhAvapUrvaka ArAdhI Atmika AnaMda vagere pAmo ane prabhune dilathI prArthanA karo ke Avo prabhAvavaMto dharma roja vadhu ne vadhu karavAno umaMga, ullAsa ne zakti arpe. - nUtana varSanA je prabhAte anaMta lablinidhAna zrI gautama mahArAjAne kevaLajJAnanuM pradAna karyuM te ja prabhAta he gautama svAmijI ! ApanI kRpAthI amane AtmajJAna ane tattvajJAna arpaNa karo ! A maMgaladine prasannatA, khuzAlI ane AnaMda pragaTo. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * 00), eka ke 2. zatruMjaya bhaktithI roganAza 12 varSano arihaMta camatkAra varNavatAM kahe che ke mArA gharanAM badhAMne zrI zatruMjayanA dAdA zrI AdinAthajI para dRDha zradhdhA che. mArA kAkInA paganI pAnImAM pANI bharAtuM hatuM ane DhIMcaNanuM darda sakhata hatuM. DaoNkaTarane batAvI pANI kaDhAvyuM. vaLI pAchuM bharAtuM. vaidyanI davA pharI. koi phAyado nahIM. ema 6 mAsa thai gayA. gharethI badhAMe pAlItANA yAtrAe javA vicAryuM. kAkIne manamAM du:kha ke badhAM sAthe javAnuM to che paNa mAre yAtrA nahIM thAya. badhAM kahe ke tamAre ya jAtrA karavAnI che. tyAre kAkIe manathI nakkI karyuM ke jAtrA karIza to caDIne ja karIza ! pAlItANA pahoMcI jAtrA mATe dharmazALAthI cAlatA nIkaLyA. taLeTI pahocyA. dAdAne bhaktibhAvathI kAkI vinave che, '"he dAdA ! tArA prabhAve ATale to AvI gai. tuM mane caDhIne caDhavA mAMDayuM. 3 kalAke Apa meLe pahoMcI gayA !! pUjA karI prabhunuM dhyAna karyuM. vedanA bilakula na hatI! sArI rIte nIce utaryA! te darda gayuM te pachI 4 varSamAM kayAreya thayuM nathI! dAdAnA A prabhAvathI kAkIno bhaktibhAva vadhI gayo. te dara varSe 3 vAra zrI zatruMjayanI yAtrA kare che !! yAtrA karAva zrI zAzvata tIrthano A prabhAva AvA kalikALamAM paNa ghaNAMe anubhavyo che. AvA tIrthAdhirAjanI tame bhAvathI yAtrA karI AtmAne nirogI banAvo tathA yAtrAmAM koi vighna AvI paDe to AvA prasaMgo yAda karI dAdA ane kapardI yakSane gadgad haiye prArthanA karI hiMmatathI yAtrA karo. vighna TaLI jaze !!! ... nUtana varSanAM parama pavitra divase he bhaktavatsala ! tArA A bhaktanA haiyAmAM zrI zreNika mahArAjA vagere jevI utkRSTa bhakti pragaTAvo. s d Se s d d d d 7 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (3. yAtrAmAM supAtradAna ! bALa munine vihAramAM unALAmAM khUba tarasa lAgI hatI. lIdheluM pANI khalAsa thai gayuM hatuM. gurUjI samajAvI vihAramAM AgaLa calAvatA hatA. paNa thoDI vAra pachI thAkIne tarasa sahana na thavAthI besI gayAM. pANI pANI karavA lAgyA. badhAM sAdhu muMjhAi gayA ke have zuM karavuM ? tyAre eka jIpa pasAra thatI hatI. hAtha batAvyo. ubhI rahI vAta karI ke puNyazALI ! A bALamuninI dIkSA hamaNAM thai che. khuba tarasa lAgI che. najIkagAmamAMthI ukALelA pANInI jarUra che. jIpavALA kahe "mahArAjazrI ! ame jaina chIe. amArI pAse ja ukALeluM pANI che! lAbha Apo." A bhAgyazALIne bALamunino Avo moTo lAbhA maLI gayo! A jANI vaDodarAnA eka bahene nirNaya karyo ke yAtrA pravAsamAM huM kAyama pANI sAthe rAkhIza! ane rastAmAM maLe te sAdhu - sAdhvI bhagavaMtone vinaMtI karIza. acAnaka mane kadAca lAbha maLI jAya. vihAramAM ghaNI vAra amane sAdhuone mAilo sudhI mArgamAM page cAlato eke mANasa maLato nathI. gAmaDiyA paNa have basa vageremAM ja jAya che. rasto bhUlA paDayAM hoya to paNa vihAramAM vaMdana karanAra zrAvaka pAse rasto sAdhune jANavA maLe! sAdhvIjI Adine vihAramAM durjano vagereno bhaya acAnaka AvI gayo hoya to Ama pUchavAthI temanA rakSaNa vagere viziSTa moTo lAbha maLI jAya !! eka suzrAvaka pAlItANA yAtrA mATe AvelA rastAmAM jeTalA sAdhu-sAdhvI maLe te badhAne vaMdana kare. ne khapa mATe pUchIne jarUra hoya temanI bhakti kare !! thoDA varSo pahelAM dhaNAM zrAvako pAlItANAmAM badhAM upAzraye badhAM sAdhu sAdhvIne vahorAvavAno lAbha letA ! Aje AtmahitArthIoe eTalo to sahelo lAbha levo ke badhAMne 'marthIeNa vaMdAmi' kahI khapa hoya to pUchI supAtradAna karavuM. ddiiddiiddiittiiddii & diidiidiidiidii For Personal & Private Use Only Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (4. AyaMbilano camatkAra luNAvADAno himAMzu vidyAnagaramAM ilekaTrIkala. ejInIyarIMgamAM bhaNe che. hamaNAMnI ja vAta che. trIjA semIsTaramAM 2-3 prekaTIkala cUkI gayela. te viSayanI parIkSAmAM koleje tene besavAnI manA karI dIdhI. tene bahu du:kha thaigayuM. ApattimAM mANasa zuM kare? tenA dharanA badhAMne AyaMbilamAM apAra zradhdhA hatI. ane dharanI takalIpho AyaMbilanA prabhAvathI dUra thayelI te tene khabara hatI. tene paNa A Apatti nivAraNa mATe AyaMbila karavAnI icchA thai. himAMzue jIMdagImAM kadI AyaMbila karyuM na hatuM. chatAM hiMmatathI teNe AyaMbila karyuM! parIkSAnI AgalI sAMja sudhI parIkSAmAM besavAnI rajA na maLI. tethI luNAvADA dhare javA taiyArI karavA maMDI. tyAM acAnaka kolejamAMthI prophesarano phona Avyo ke tuM kAle parIkSA ApI zake che! sAMbhaLI AnaMdano pAra na rahayo. ciMtAthI teNe parIkSAnI pUrI taiyArI karI na hatI. paraMtu AyaMbilanA prabhAve praveza maLyo to pAsapaNakaraze, ema vicArI AkhI rAta taiyArI karI. parIkSAmAM sArA mArksathI pAsa thai gayo!!! tenI ane tenA dharanAnI zradhdhA khUba vadhI gaI! AyaMbila prabhAve dvArikAmAM 12 varSa sudhI taipAyana vra paNa kazuM na karI zakayo !! A mahAmAMgalika AyaMbila tapa baMne zAzvatI oLImAM tathA mahine ochAmAM ochuM eka to karavuM ja joIe. saMkalpa karo to jarUra thAya. aThThAi vagere karanAra keTalAka tapa premIo paNa AyaMbila karatA nathI e rasanI laMpaTatA che. AyaMbilamAM to jamavAnuM paNa maLe che. ane sAthe karmakSaya, jIvA-iMdriyano vijaya, zArIrika nirogIpaNuM vagere dhaNAM lAbha che. A vAMcI he dharmIo! nirNaya karo ke A mahinAmAM mAre AyaMbila karavuM ja che. pachI vAraMvAra karI tame dharmane. ArAdho e zubhecchA. he prabhu! gautamasvAmijI jevuM guru-samarpaNa mane Apo * uddiiddiittiiddii (c) ddiiddiittiittiiddii For Personal & Private Use Only Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ DPT 009ne che TA 5. jJAnadIpake dharmaprakAza jhagamagAvyo (pustake ajainane jaina banAvI dIdhI !) eka brAhmaNa chokarI jainane paraNI. sAsarInA jaina AcAro te paNa AcaratI. amadAvAdamAM sva. pa. pU. AcArya zrI bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA "jaina dharmano saraLa paricaya'' pustaka para parIkSA rakhAi. A vhene paNa parIkSA ApavA e pustaka anekavAra vAMcyuM. e nhena pustakanA anubhavelA upakArane varNavatAM kahe che, ''huM manathI jaina banI na hatI. paNa A pustaka vAMcatA jaina dharmanI mahAnatA samajAi ane kharekhara have jaina dharma dilathI svIkAruM chuM ! brAhmaNane dvija arthAt 2 vAra janmanAra kahe che. brAhmaNa evI mArA traNa janma thayA. jaina dharmanI bhAvathI prApti e mAro trIjo janma !!'' eka uttama pustaka kayAreka jIvone keTalo badho moTo lAbha kamAvI Ape che ! parIkSAnA inAmanuM lakSya hovA chatAM jo suMdara pustaka ajaina evI strInuM paNa hRdya-parivartana karI de to jaina zrAvaka evA tamane mAtra AtmahitanI bhAvanAthI dhyAnathI dhArmika vAMcana keTalo badho lAbha karI Ape ? te vicArI zAstra-abhyAsa khUba khUba vadhAro. he pustaka premIo ! TI.vI. nA AjanA mAholamAM paNa tamAro pustakaprema e tamArI eka viziSTa uttamatA sUcave che. tame A lAyakAtane vadhune vadhu vAMcana dvArA vikasAvI anya phAlatU sAMsArika ane pApI pravRtionI rUcine naSTa karavAnI eka mahattvanI sAdhanA dvArA khUba ja Atmahita sAdho e aMtaranI abhilASA, dharmavAMcanathI saMsArasvarUpa, Atmavaibhava, satya, tattva, svahita vagere samajAvAthI nirbhayatA, zAMti, AtmAnaMda vagere ghaNuM maLaze. * he devAdhideva ! zAlibhadrajI jevo gurubhaktibhAva arpI * che (1) Do For Personal & Private Use Only Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ DijI ke 906 che , 8 M BNa che (6. dharmasaMskAranA amRtaphaLa uSAbahenamAM bALapaNathI mAtA pitAe dharmanA susaMskAra siMcelA. pitA dharma karavAthI pratiSThita hatA. sukhI hatA. mAtA pitA garIbone ghaNI madada kare. putrInA lagna dharmI mAtApitAe khAnadAnA kuLamAM karyA. jo ke sAsarU khUba garIba. badhA sAsariyAno svabhAva khUba sAro. paNa dharmamAM pUrA ajJAna, paryuSaNamAM paNa darzana na kare. vyAkhyAna na sAMbhaLe. kaMdamuLa khAya. uSAe prathama paryuSaNamAM pravacana, prabhu darzana karavAnI bhAvanA jaNAvI. gharanA e rajA na ApI. tene thayuM saMvatsarI pratikramaNa karavuM joie. patine kahyuM, "cAlo, pratikramaNa karavA jaie.' pati kahe, cAla ! tane lai jAuM' ema kahI Tokijha para lai gayA. uSAnI bhAvanA ghaNI. paNa sAsaruM dharma rahita. tethI cUpa thai gai. ema 14 varSanA vahANA vAyA. avasare samajAvatA kaMdamuLano sAsarIvALAe parvatithioe tyAga karyo. pratikramaNa karavA javAnI chUTa ApI. jo ke pati kare nahiM. uSAno putra 12 varSano thayo. mAtApitAnA saMskArothI 12 varSanI uMmare uSAe 16 upavAsa karelA. te vicArI teNe putrane preraNA karI, "beTA!meM to 16 upavAsa karelA. zuM tuM aThThAina karI zake?" vAtsalyamaya mammInA kahevAthI bAbAe be upavAsa karyA. ghera padhArelA mahAtmAe jANI ne kahyuM, " tamArA bAbAne aThThAI jarUra thai jaze." putrano paNa ullAsa vadhyo. aThThAi suMdara rIte putre purI karI. ! bAbAnI aThThAithI pati paNa dharma tarapha vaLatA gayA.! dharmabhAva vadhatA ane sAdhu mahAtmAnA paricayamAM AvatA patideva dharmamAM AgaLa vadhI pUjA, navakArazI, covihAra, ukALelu pANI, kaMdamuLa-tyAga, gurUbhakti, kayAreka pratikramaNa Adi ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. uSAbahena to khuza khuzAla che. "he karUNAnidhi ! mevakumAra jevo jIvadayA guNa mAre joIe * ttiittiiddiittiiddii @ uddiiddiittiiddii For Personal & Private Use Only Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ M) 99cho , M. Bh 7. vAnarIne navakArathI sabudhdhi zrI tAraMgA tIrthanI 201panA mAgazara mAsanI A satya dhaTanA che. dharmazALAmAM rUma pAse paDALImAM eka zrAvikAe potAnA 2-3 mAsanA saMtAnane ThaMDI uDADavA taDakAmAM godaDI para sUvADayuM hatuM. pote kAmamAM rUmamAM hatA. pAse vRkSo para vAMdarAM mastI karatAM hatAM. yAtriko thoDe dUra taDako khAtAM UbhA hatAM. acAnaka eka vAMdarI chalAMga mArI osarImAMthI bALakIne uThAvI chAtI sarasI bhIDAvI nAThI. jhADanI UMcI DALI para jai besI gai! badhAM sanna thai gayAM. jANIne bALakInI mAM atyaMta AkraMda karavA lAgI. sagAM-snehIo, yAtriko badhAM ciMtita banI gayAM. aTakacALI vAMdarI bALakIne pIMkhI nAMkhaze ? nIce paTakaze? koNa jANe zuM karaze ? dhaNAM badhAM ekaThAM thaI gayAM. paNa karavuM zuM ? koine kazuM sUjhatuM nathI. tyAre jayaMtibhAi yAtrike zreSTha eka mAtra upAya rajU karyo ke ApaNe badhAM zrI navakAra maMtra raTIe ane bolIe ! badhAMe svIkAryuM. sAthe ajItanAtha prabhunI stuti vagere paNa gAvA. mAMDayA. mAtra pAMca ja miniTe vAnarI dhIrethI nIce AvI !osarImAM godaDI upara bALakIne hatI tema suvADI dIdhI !!! ne jhADa para pAchI jatI rahI. chokarI raDavA lAgI. mA vageree tapAsa karI. jarA paNa ijAnA hatI pahoMcADI !! saune hAzakAro thayo. jayaMtibhAie vAMdarI tarapha joyuM to te AMkho DhALI nIcI najare pazcAtApa karatI hoya tema udAsa beThelI! kharekhara ! AvI game tevI Aphato navakArathI bhAgI jAya che !!! ApattimAM eka ja kAma karavuM. zradhdhA ane Adara sAthe zrI navakAra, arihaMta, guru bhagavaMta ane dharmanA zItaLa chAMye pahoMcI javuM. Aja sudhImAM anaMtA jIvonuM navakAra vagerethI ApattinAza, sukhaprApti vagere badhuM kalyANa thayuM ja che. 09 90 90 09 90 90 90 09 00 ddiittiittiiddiidii @ diidiidiidiidii 12 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ EP 00 8. tapanI bhAvanA kharekhara che ? smRtibahenane jo vAraMvAra yAda karI temanA anubhavamAMthI tame bodhapATha lo to cokkasa mahAmaMgalakArI tapa tame karI zakazo. tapanA dhaNAM badhAM lAbha che. Aje lokomAM vizeSa dharma eka mAtra tapa che. saMsAramAM phasAyelAM paNa tapa to jarUra karI zake. smRtibahenano jAta anubhava temanA zabdomAM vAMco : ghaNAM varSothI rAtre sUtI vakhate roja eka du:kha avazya mane thatuM ke huM koi paNa tapa karI zakatI nathI ! ghaNAM loko upavAsa, AyaMbila Adi karyAM kare che. haiyu bharAi jatAM ghaNI vakhata AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jatA. saMkoca hovA chatAM bhAvanA vadhavAthI pU. sAdhvIjI ma. ne mArI aMtaranI vyathA jaNAvI. temaNe mane niyamothI sArUM thaze ema AzvAsana ApyuM. dara 3 kalAke bhUkhathI 12 AnI jamavuM. mAtra ukALelu pANI pIvuM. sAMje pratikramaNa ne sUtA cAre AhAranuM paccakkhANa karavuM. evA niyama ApyA. Aja sudhI mane bhUkha dhaNI lAge. vAraMvAra thoDuM thoDuM khAvuM ja paDe. chatAM zradhdhAthI A niyamo lIdhAM, thoDA divaso takalIpha paDI. paNa tapano bhAva ghaNo ane dharmamAM zradhdhA. tethI A niyamo cAlu ja rAkhyA. paNa pachI to dharma prabhAve ane zarIra ema TevAvAthI saheluM thai gayuM ! Ama Akho divasa khAnArA paNa hiMmata karI to aThThama vagere paNa karatAM thai gayA. tame paNa dRDha manathI AvA UMcA dharmane karavA mAMDo. jarUra saphaLatA maLaze. saMsAranI javAbadArIomAM paNa bahenoe yathAzakti roja ane parvadivasoe tapa karavo joie. tapathI aNAhArI pada, nirjarA, puNya, aMtarAya nAza, labdhio, sarvatra sukha ane zAMti, bhavobhava dharmasAmagrI vagere badhuM cokkasa maLe. vaLI TevathI paryuSaNA vagere zreSTha divasomAM paNa moTo tapa karI zakAya. * * he vajra svAmijI ! ApanA samAna jJAnarAga amane pradAna karo my 2 13 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke 999 M , 8 A, B 9. prasaMgo pustakano prabhAva vaDodarAnA praphullabhAie dharmano prabhAva sAkSAt anubhavyo, to pustakapratye temano bhaktibhAva anekagaNo vadhI gayo!temane ja ApaNe sAMbhaLIe : "tA. 17/9/99 e jaina Adarza prasaMgo bhAga-1 vAMcavA mAMDayo. vAMcatA dharma prabhAvanI zradhdhA vadhatI gai. tyAM ophisamAM ociMtA inspekaTaro cekIMgamAM AvyA. badhuM batAvyuM. teo dhaMdho nItithI kAyadAnusAra ja karatA hatA. chatAM lobhathI inspekaTaro mane phasAvavA prayatna karatA hatA. huM paNa bhayabhIta thai gayo. ispekaTara game tema phasAvavA mAMge che. Ama kadAca sarakArI AMTIghUMTI-cakkaramAM phasAvI deze. Avela ApattithI bacavA zradhdhAthI pustakanA lakhanAra gurUjIne kalpanAthI yAda karI bhAvathI vinaMtI karI, "gurUdeva ! koi mArga batAvo !" tyAre cA-nAsto karatA inspekaTaranI dRSTi "jenA AdarzaprasaMgo' pustaka para paDI. pustako joyA. tarata ja mane ispekaTara kahe, "praphullabhAi! tamArA copaDA sAcA che. paNa sattAno lAbha levA tamane phogaTa prazno pUchI guMcavI rahyo hato. copaDIo jotAM thai gayuM ke tame mArA sAdharmika cho. mArAthI tamane herAna karavAnuM bhayaMkara pApa na karAya! tamane du:khI karyA. mane mApha karo!" kSamA mAMgatA raDavA lAgyA !!! bolyA ke saMvatsarI pratikramaNa pachI A nokarInA kAme sauthI pahelAM tamArI ophise Avyo. meM tamane du:khI karyA. mane khUba pastAvo thAya che. ema bolI, UThI, page paDI "mane mApha karo' emAM bolavA lAgyA ! huM temane bheTI paDayo, baMne e ekabIjAne mAphI ApI. jatAM temaNe saranAmuM ApI ghera AvavA bhAvathI AmaMtraNa ApyuM ! pachI aparicita gurujInuM pustaka para nAma vAMcyuM. manamAM gadgad thai temane prArthanA karI, "gurudeva! tamArI kRpAthI Aje bacI gayo ! A prasaMga jIMdagIbhara yAda raheze. tyArabAda praphullabhAi pepara ApavA AvyA. temane mAruM comAsu kayAM che te khabara na hatI. temane vaMdananI khuba udttddiiddii (1) diidiidiidiidii 14 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ i ta 999 M che . ( rama bhAvanA thai. tethI peparamAM chelle parIkSakane vinaMtI karI kema.sA. vaDodarA Ave tyAre mane jaNAvazo to mArI vaMdananI sAcI bhAvanA pUrNa thAya. paNa upAzrayamAM huM maLI gayo. to khUba khUza thai gayA. pagamAM ja paDI gayA. gadgathai gayA. potAne je camatkAra anubhavavA maLyo tethI dilathI AbhAra mAnavA lAgyA. pustakanA nimite jaina ispekaTarane khyAla AvI gayo ke A bhAI jena che. tethI sAdharmikanI bhakti karavAne badale temane trAsa ApuM chuM tema vicAratA mAphI vagere mAMgI. pustako vAMcatA jJAna, dharma, zradhdhA, sadAcAra, nirjarA vagere ghaNAM lAbha che. dhArmika pustako vAMcI Atmahita sAdho e zubhecchA ! (10. kolejIyana yuvatI rANI banI dakSiNamAM uTI nAmanuM eka sauMdaryanIkharatu gAma che. uTIne loko parvatonI rANI (Queen of hils) kahe che. e rANImAM janmelI eka bALA kharekhara Azare 2 varSa pahelAM vizvanI rANI banI gai, jema kRSNa mahArAje potAnI so kuMvarIne rANI banAvI hatI. A bAlikAnI mAtA sAcI zrAvikA hatI. teNe potAnI A suputrIne sukhI banAvavA saMskAro siMcavA mAMDayA. bharayuvAnavaye rUpa, koleja-zikSaNa, dhana vagere badhI rIte AgaLa paDatI A yuvatIne zrI kalikuMDa tIrthanI pavitra bhUmimAM dIkSA mATe ogho lai nAcatI joI hajAro lokonA dila dhabakatA baMdha thaI gayA ! tenA zabdomAM tenI diladhaDaka kathanI be hAtha joDI tame vAMco to tamAro AtamA pAvana thai jaze. " Aje paNa mArI mAtAnA e anaMta upakAro yAda karatAM AnaMda sAgaramAM snAna karavA mAMDu chuM. mammIe vAtsalya sAthe ghaNAM sukhanI vacce apArasaMskAro paNa siMcyA! jJAnIoe ATha varSe dIkSA levAnI ApaNane Alabela pokArI che. mane e garva che ke ATha varSe dIkSA to na maLI paNa dIkSAnI sAcA dilanI bhAvanA to thai gai. eTalI huM nazIbadAra kharI ja! 84608 (15) 6888 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che 999che zuM che ? A B ( paramopakArI, paramapUjaya, gurUdevazrI AcAryadeva zrImavijaya bhadraguptasUrIzvarajIma.sA.nA ATha varSanI uMmare pavitra darzana thatAM ja mane dhikSAnI bhAvanA pedA thaI gaI! nAcatI-kUdatIka huM sAthe gAtI ke "nava kaivaDI hoLI, tevatIkSA gI!" * pachI to pUjyazrInA bALako mATenA aMgrejI pustako vAMcavAnA zarU karyA. eTalI badhI majhA AvI ke emAM AgaLa ne AgaLa vadhatI ja gaI. meM to pUjayazrInA badhAM aMgrejI, hindI pustako vAMcI nAMkhyA, jema eka krikeTarasika chokaro sacinane ramato jovo zarU kare pachI kalAko sudhI enI aphalAtUna beTiMga mAyA ja kare. ane..... ane... A jJAne to vayathI laghu evI mane jJAna ane samajathI khuba moTI banAvI rahI ! mArAmAM daDha vairAgya pedA thai gayo. moTI thayA pachI kolejamAM sAhityano abhyAsa Adaryo. roTekTa kalabanI sabhya banI. - pappA, mammInA vAtsalyamAM nhAtI, sukha-sagavaDatAnA DhagalAmAM ALoTatI, badhAM vaibhava sukho jotI, AnaMda-vilAsa anubhavatI. paraMtu AsamAne tRpti na thatI. kaMika sunakAra, khAlIpo, anubhavAto. AsamAne thatuM ke A badhuM to cAra dinanI cAMdanI che. AvA tuccha sukha mATe to mAruM A kiMmatI jIna nathI ja! dhaNIvAra prakRtinA abhuta sukho jotI. saMdhyAnuM sauMdarya cArekora chavAi gayuM che. sUrya DUbI rahayo che. AkAzane divya raMgothI saMdhyA rANIe raMgaberaMgI banAvI dIdhuM che. vRkSoe raMgaberaMgI puSpothI AkhI dharatIne suvAsathI maghamaghAyamAna banAvI ghadhI che. paNe sarovaramAM haMso vagere pakSIo mukatapaNe nAcI-kUdI rahayA che. keTaluM varNana karU?....... divya dazyo jotAM AnaMdato thato. paNa sAthe manamAM maMthana paNa karatI ke vAha! cAre bAju sauMdarya verAIne paDayuM che. paraMtu A badhI to mAyA che. hamaNA ja badhuM vikharAi jaze ne cAre bAju aMdhakAra chavAtAM A badho AnaMda lUMTAi jaze. ddiiddiittiittiiddii aa udeedii For Personal & Private Use Only Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ama ciMtana karatAM thatuM ke kharekhara to suMdara, nirmaLa, pavitra koi cIja hoya to te AtamA che....... ene sadA mATe pavitra banAvanAra che dharma..... saMyama! vizvamAM dareka mANasanuM dhyeya hoya che. darekane sukha joie che. sukha aMgenI mAnyatA darekanI bhinna hoi zake che. ghaNAMne dhana, sagavaDatA vageremAM khUba majhA Ave che. chatAM Aje paNa keTalAka bhaNelA sukhI yuvAno paNa dharma, saMyama AdimAM UMcuM sukha mATe ja che. emAM ghaNAM du:kho hovA chatAM pariNAme eka advitIya AnaMda maLe ja che, evuM ghaNAM anubhavIo kahe che. mArI pUrvanI koi UMcI sAdhanA, mAtAdinA saMskAra, gurujanonI kRpA vagerethI mane sAcA sukha mATe saMyama ja zreSTha upAya lAgyo ! vhAlA kuTuMbIjanoe dilathI saMmati paNa ApI ane mane tIrthamAM saMyama maLI gayuM !!! saMyamanA eka varSanA anubhave lAge che ke mArA AtamAno avAja kharekhara tadana satya che. saMyamamAM thoDo Atmika AnaMda to atyArathI ja jarUra anubhavu chuM ! paNa te uparAMta ahIM je jJAnanI mastI, sadAcArIonI sevA, covIse kalAka pavitra vicAro, sAdhanAmaya vAtAvaraNa, saMsAranI badhI upAdhio, Tenzano vagerenI muktithI zAMti vagere dhaNuM badhuM mane cokkasa maLI gayuM che !!! vadhu to zuM kahyuM? sacinanI beTiMgano avarNanIya AnaMda jeNe mANavo hoya tene meca jovA jAte javuM paDe tema A AkAzI AnaMdane anubhavavA tamAre paNa ahIM ja AvavuM paDe ! jagatanA sarva jIvo sAcA Atmika sukhane pAmo e ja prabhune prArthanA." &&&&& (17) &&&&& For Personal & Private Use Only Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ##.. 000, 11. prathama AyaMbilano camatkAra pAlanapuranA e vatanI hAla suratamAM rahe che. emanuM nAma girIzabhAi . emane hoTalamAM khAvAnuM, rAtre khAvAnuM ekadama sAmAnya. koi thALI dhoine pItA hoya ke AyaMbilanuM bhojana jamatAM hoya to paNa temane ubakA Ave. eka vakhata potAnA bahena - banevI ane patnI sAthe hoTalamAM teo majhethI khAtA hatA ane patnIe eka AyaMbila karavAnuM dabANa karyu. bahena - banevIe A vAtane Teko Apyo. girIzabhAi kahe ke Agraha hoya to upavAsa kheMcI kADhuM paNa AyaMbila to mArAthI thai ja nA zake. $ = chevaTe badhAnA dabANathI emaNe jIMdagInuM sau prathama AyaMbila karyuM. emane e khuba anukuLa AvI gayuM ! bIje divase paNa karyuM ! lagabhaga 32-33 AyaMbila satata thayA ! sadgurUnI preraNAthI emaNe lAgaTa 108 AyaMbila karyA !! girIzabhAi nI AyaMbila. gADI have cothA giyaramAM AvI gai hatI emaNe satata 175 AyaMbila purA karyA !!! je saMbaMdhIo AyaMbila karavA Agraha karatA hatA eja have pAraNuM karAvavA AgrahavALA banyA. zarIranuM vajana 94 kIlomAMthI 74 kIlo para AvI gayu hatuM paNa girIzabhAi ne eno vAMdho na hato. emaNe 1008 AyaMbilano potAno nirdhAra jAhera karyo ! saMbadhIo A paDakAra jhIlI zakavA samartha nA banyA, badhAnA ati AgrahathI emaNe 181 AyaMbile pAraNuM karavuM paDyuM. hAla ( caitra 2055 ) emane varSItapa pUrNa thavAnA Are che ! e satata bIjo varSItapa karavA thanaganATa anubhave che. ( manasvI kAyAthI du:kha ne paNa gaNakAryA vagara zuM zuM karI zake che e vAta ahIM bahu spaSTa jaNAi Ave che.) azakya evuM A vAMcatA AzcaryamAM DubelA tame have bhAnamAM AvyA? kyAreka evuMvizvamAM banatuM hoya che ke mANasane je 9 18) Da Da For Personal & Private Use Only Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke mA 996) ka & M. B h je zakya ja na lAgatuM hoya te karavA mAMDe to khabara paDe ke A to sAva saheluM che ane koine to e eTaluM gamI jAya che ke pachI e AtmasAta thai jAya che. tethI tame paNa nakkI karo ke prabhue kahelA badhAM anuSThAno ApaNe avAranavAra karavA. ema kyAreka eka anokhA AnaMdane meLavavAnI cAvI tamArA hAthamAM AvI jaze. (12. navakAre bhUtathI bacAvyo ! vaDodarAnA parezano A svAnubhava ApaNane navakAranA pavitra zabdomAM jJAnIoe varNavelA prabhAvanI sididha karAve che ! parezakumAranA zabdomAM ja vAMco: 18 varSa pahelAM huM paMcamahAla jIllAnA eka zaheramAM dhaMdhArthe gayelo. eka saMbaMdhInA dhAbe ekalo zrI navakAra gaNI sUto. uMdhamAM ja mArA khabhA para dabANa khUba vadhatuM gayuM. AMkha kholI. koi dekhAyuM nahIM. DarathI AMkho mIMcI dIdhI. adazya zakitanI kalpanAthI bhaya vadhyo. zrI navakAranuM smaraNa karyuM. bhUte jora vadhAryuM. pachI to jema bhayathI meM jhaDapathI navakAra gaNavA mAMDayA tema preta tenuM jora vadhAratuM gayuM. meM navakAra cAlu ja rAkhyA ! acAnaka meM mArA zarIrane lagabhaga 4 phUTa UMcethI pathArImAM paDatuM joyuM ! bhaya ghaNo vadhI gayo. AMkho kholI na zakayo. coraso kheMcI oDhayo. navakAra gaNavA cAlu rAkhyA. uMdha AvI gai! savAre uThayo. uThAya nahIM. bhIMtanA Teke besI rAtano banAva vicAratA tAva caDhayo. kAma patAvI mArA gAma javA nIkaLyo. parezabhAi kahe che tyAre navakAre mane bacAvyo. he puNyAtmAo! tame paNa nirNaya karo ke bhayaMkara ApattimAM nirbhayapaNe zrI navakAranuM zaraNuM svIkArazuM ! navakArae rakSaNa, puNya, sukha, sadgati ane zivagati badhuM ja Ape che. "he sthUlibhadrasvAmi ! A sevakamAM brahmateja pragaTAvo * diidiidiidiidii aa urddiiddiiddii For Personal & Private Use Only Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nI nI 99chu nuM che 13. tIrathanI AzAtanA navi karIye ! vaDodarAnI zrAvikA AzAtanAnA mAThA phaLa anubhavI ApaNane cetave che ke bhAIo! tIrtha vagerenI zakya eTalI bhakti karo. paNa mAro. Agraha che ke AzAtanA to thoDI paNa na karatA. Amane ApaNe dharmajJA nAma ApIe. A bahena lakhe che :- meM karelI e AzAtanA mArAthI jIMdagIbhara bhUlAze nahi. 24 varSanI umare pAlItANA pahelI vAra yAtrA karavA maLI. 2 yAtrA karyA pachI thAkathI pagamAM khUba kaLatara thatuM hatuM. cAlatA paga ADA avaLA paDatA hatAM. dardathI kaMTALI mArAthI bolAi gayuM, 'bApare!AvI trAsadAyaka yAtrA karavA bIjI vAra nahIM AvuM" sAMbhaLI sagAoe mane ghaNuM samajAvyuM ke AvuM na bolAya. paNa koinuM mAnyuM nahIM. 5-7 varSa pachI pharI kAkAjI nA saMghamAM javAnuM thayuM. tyAre yAtrA karyA pachI khuba paga darda thavAthI pharI evuM ja bolI paDI. pachI paNa A bhaMyakara pApano pastAvo paNa na thayo. koNa jANe A pApane kAraNe ja pachI 14 varSa sudhI yAtrA karavA na maLI! pAlItANA yAtrA karavAnA progrAma ghaNIvAra ghaDyA paNa koine koi vipna AvI paDe ne yAtrA thAya ja nahIM. AvuM dhaNIvAra thavAthI mana vicAre caDyuM tyAre khyAla Avyo ke meM be vAra A bhaMyakara AzAtanA karI. tethI 14-14varSathI yAtrA thatI nathI. tethI khUba ja pastAvApUrvaka dAdAne aMtarathI ghaNIvAra kAkalUdI kare, mAphI mAMge. chokarAone paNa samajAve ke tIrthanI AzAtanA kadI na karavI. 14 varSa pachI naNaMda saparivAra pAlItANA nI yAtrA karavA jatA hatA. AmaMtraNa ApavAthI. A bahene potAnA be saMtAnane sAthe mokalavA vicAryuM. potAne 2 dvisa ghaNo pazcAtApa thayo ke 14 varSathI yAtrA thatI nathI. mAre paNa yAtrA thAya to kevuM sArU? bhale ! atyAre putra putrI ne to thAya che na! temanA dhanya bhAgya ! pote paNa dAdAne yAtrAe bolAvavA AjIjI karI ke "sajA mApha karo. have kyAreka koIpaNa tIrthanI AzAtanA nahIM karuM." diidiidiidiidii @ diidiidiidiidii For Personal & Private Use Only Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAlItANA nIkaLatAM naNaMda bA kahe, "bhAbhI, tame paNa cAlo. mArA bhAie tamane paNa AvavA rajA ApI che. ! 3-4 divasa tamArA badhAM vinA bhAI potAnuM badhuM saMbhALI leze.' dAdA e potAne mApha karI, ema vicArI dharmajJA bahena to rAjI rAjI thai pAlItANA javA tarata taiyAra thai gayA. nIkaLyA paNa uDe uDe bhaya lAgato ke bhayaMkara pApa karyA che. koi vipna to nahIM Ave ne ? mAMDa puNyodya jAgyo che to dAdAnI yAtrA to thazene ? paraMtu sAcA pazcAtApanA kAraNe hemakhema pAlItANA pahoMcyA tyAre AnaMda AnaMda thai gayo. bIje di' yAtrA karavA gayA. bahena nI tabiyata asvastha hatI. tethI naNaMda vageree DoLImAM besavA khUba Agraha karyo, paraMtu 14 varSe bhAgya jAgyuM che tethI manamAM ullAsa jAgyo ke game te thAya paNa yAtrA to caDhIne ja karavI che. umaMgathI upara pahoMcyA. tyAre dharmajJAbahenano manamoralo nAcI. uThaDyo! dAdAnA darzana karatA AbhAsa thayo ke jANe dAdA mane AvakAra ApI rahyA che. harSAzru sAthe ghadAno khUba khUba AbhAra mAnavApUrvaka bhAvathI khUba bhakita karI. bIjI be yuvatIo paNa yAtrAe gayelI. khUba thAka thI paga dukhavAthI eke vicAryuM ke AvI yAtrA pharI nahi karuM. pachI bhAna AvatAM pazcAtApa karyo. he jeno ! tame zubha bhAvathI zatruMjaya jAva cho. dAdA ane kavaDa yakSane nirvighna yAtrAnI vinaMtI karI yathA zakti dhIme caDavuM ne dhIme utaravuM, bhaktibhAva vadhAravo ane AzAtanAnA pApo. tyajavA. dAdAno aciMtya prabhAva che ke bimArane paNa khUba sArI rIte yAtrA cokkasa thaze !!! AbhuSaNa bananeke liye soneko galanA paDatA hai, bAta bAtame mata ruTho yAro, cillAnese kyA milatA hai ? mahApuruSa banane vAloM ko, dharatIkI taraha sahanA hotA hai| ddiiddiittiiddiiddii @ ddiiddiittiittiiddii For Personal & Private Use Only Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AM ( 90 hatuM , je 20) BNa che 14. pApabhaya thI lagnano tyAga gujarAtanI e lagabhaga 20 varSanI navayauvanAnI A taddana satya vAta che. ene ApaNe mRdulA kahIzuM. ghara dharmI, sAdhu sAdhvI nI paNa khuba bhakti kare. yuvatI samaya maLe tyAre sAdhvIjI pAse bhaNe. dharmanI vAto sAMbhaLe. enI dharmazradhdhA daDha thai gai. kanyA ghaNI rUpALI. potA karatAM aneka gaNA sukhI yuvAna sAthe lagna mATe vAta cAlI. yuvaka rUpALo, bhaNelo hato. banne pakSa lagna mATe saMmata thai gayA. kAkAe chokarIne chelle puchyuM, ''lagna nakkI karIe chIe. tAre kaiM kahevuM che?" hRdaya bharAi javAthI yuvatI raDavA lAgI. paMdareka minITa te rabdha rokI nA zakI. tene bhAvi pApanA vicAre kamakamATI thatI hatI. chevaTe kAkAe kahyuM, "beTI ! raDa nahIM. tArA dilamAM je kaMi hoya e kahI de. ApaNe teno rasto kADhazuM. paraMtu Avo muratiyo Aje ApaNane maLavo khuba muzkela gaNAya." dharmarAgI e kanyA gadgadsvare kAkAne kahe che, "e yuvAnanA gharanAM kaMdamULa khAya che. zuM mAre anaMta jIvone mAravAnuM pApa karavAnuM? ane te paNa roja? bhale ghaNuM badhuM sukha maLavAnuM che paNa A pApa to hu nahIM karI zakuM !!" kAkA samaju hatA. temaNe kahyu, " dikarI ! ApaNe emane kaMdamuLa baMdha karAvI na zakIe. paraMtu tArI icchA virUdhdha ame koi nirNaya nahIM karIe." kanyAvALA bahAnuM kADhI muratiyA pAsethI pAchA AvyA. - mAtAe A jANI suputrIne khUba khakhaDAvI. paNa pitA ne kAkA yuvatInA pakSe ubhA rahayA. mA saMsAra premI che tethI kaMdamULanA anaMta pApano bhaya nathI. ane hAthamAM AvelA AvA sukhane putrI haDaselI de che tethI gusse thAya che. jayAre bharayuvAna vayavALI kuMvArI yuvatI pUrvabhavamAM sAdhanA karIne AvI haze to bharacaka sukha maLavA chatAM pApa udyddiiddii @ uNdddu For Personal & Private Use Only Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ M Hii brA 99) C ( ) maka karavA e taiyAra nathI ! dhanyavAda e dharmI kanyAne. yuvAna vaya che tethI pitA bIjA mUratIyAnI zodhano vicAra kare che. paraMtu A kALano koI naTakhaTa yuvAna kamabhAgye lamaNe jhIMkAze to kaMdamuLa rAMdhavA vagere koNa jANe keTalA pApa karavA paDaze evuM kAMI vicArI saMsAra parathI vairAgya AvI javAthI vinaMtI kare che ke hamaNAM e vicAra nathI. pU. sAdavIjI pAse dhArmika abhyAsa karIza. pachI bhAva jAgaze ne Apa AzIrvAda Apazo to Atma-kalyANa karIza. (15. bAlikA ke sAdhikA A prasaMga vAMcyo tyAre manane AnaMda to atyaMta thayo paNa Azvaryano paNa pAra na rahayo. mAtra pAMca varSanI bAlikA paNa kevI dharmI hoya che te tame paNa khUba Adara sAthe vAMco. magajamAM kensaranI gAMThavALI A chokarIe mAtra pavarSanI jIMdagImAM keTalA du:kho veThayA te jANI ApaNI to chAtI besI jAya! adhUrA mAse janma thavAthI DaoNkaTarone Azcarya thayuM. tAtkAlika upacAro karyA. bacI gaI. peTImAM 3 mAsa rAkhavI paDI. janmatA ati rUpALI joi badhAne vhAlI thai paDI ! mAtA pitAe A puNyazALI bALAne zrI zatruMjayanI 3 vAra ane zrI zaMkhezvarajInI 1vArayAtrA karAvI. ekavAra tene kamaLo thai gayo. thoDA vakhata pachI mAthAmAM pAchaLanA bhAgamAM du:khAvo thayo. eksare tapAsathI magajamAM kensaranI gAMThanuM nidAna AvyuM. hospiTalamAM dAkhala karI. bilakula raDe nahIM. DaoNkaTarone atyaMta Azcarya thAya ke magajanA kensaramAM samaju, sahanazIla hoya to paNa rADo pADI mAthA pachADe. A zuM koi devI che? kevI rIte A ATalI bhayaMkara pIDA sahana kare che? pAchI 5 varSanI TeNI ! samaja, jJAna kazuM ya nahIM. uparathI te tenI mammIne zAMta rAkhe. tene thatuM haze ke huM raDIza to mammIne paNa ghaNuM du:kha thaze. tethI badhuM sahana kare! ddiiddiittiittiiddii 3 ddiiddiittiittiiddii For Personal & Private Use Only Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ FPT 009. ha H == dharmI A bALAe kAkA pAse vacana lIdhuM ke sArI thai jAuM to mane zrI zAzvatagirinI ane zaMkhezvarajInI yAtrA ane pUjA karAvavAnI! khabara pUchavA AvanArAone saMsAranI koi vAta na karavA de. ATalA dardamAM paNa mAtra dharma ane navakAranI vAto ja tene sAMbhaLavI game !!! kensaranA oparezananA AgalA divase zrI navakAra, uvasaggaharaM maMtrathI maMtrita pANI vAparyuM. paraMtu AyuSya khalAsa thayuM haze. na bacI. navakAra sAMbhaLatA sadgatimAM sidhAvI gai. na pUrvajanmamAM A bAlikA koi viziSTa sAdhanA karIne AvI haze. jethI ATalI ajJAna bALavayamAM paNa eNe mAtra ArAdhanA ja karI! ApaNe to sukhamAM ke rogamAM, are sAmAyikamAM paNa vAtonA gapATA, tuccha manoraMjananA doSo sevIe chIe. jayAre virala nAmanI A chokarI 18 varSa pahelAM ladhuvayamAM UMcI sAdhanA karI gai ! samatA vagere guNonI suvAsathI A bALAe badhAnA dilamAM dharmanI prabhAvanA karI !!! AvI sahanazIlatA, samaja, dharmaprema vagere vatte oche aMze amArAmAM paNa Ave evI he sAdhako! tame paNa paramAtamAne sAcA dilathI prArthanA karo. mArI nitya prArthanA he utkRSTa paropakArarata paramAtamAM! A ciMtamaNitulya mAnavabhavane zrAvakAcArothI huM pavitra banAvI, sadguNothI suzobhita karI, zubha ane zudhdha bhAvo rUpa alaMkArothI zobhAvI, kramaza: sAco zrAvaka ane susAdhu banI zivagatine zIghra meLavuM evo bhavya puruSArtha sAdhavAno ullAsa pragaTAvo ! Wan 5 s s j s s Wan 24) Da For Personal & Private Use Only Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nakkI kare 99cho nuM , cha , ke 16. dharma umaMgathI paga daI - nAza) hemAbena vaDodarAnA che. mAtAe dharmanA gADha saMskAra ApelA. temane jamaNA page ghaNAM mahinAthI khUba darda thatuM hatuM. uThatA, cAlatA, besatA takalIpha ghaNI thAya. hemAbenane A paryuSaNamAM zrI kalpasUtra levAnI aMtaramAM bhAvanA jAgI ! paNa bIjA bhAgyazALIe lAbha lIdho. chatAM bhAvanA joradAra. tethI pachI janma vAMcana avasare bhagavAna padharAvavAno caDAvo lIdho! bhagavAnane vAjate gAjate ghare lai gayA. haiyAmAM harSano pAra nathI. rAtri jago karyo. sakala saMgha sAthe prabhunA guNagAna gAtAM bhAva nirmaLa thai gayo. karma khapI gayA ne paga daI tyAre ja gAyaba thai gayuM ! A svAnubhavathI hemAbena ane sagAonI dharma paranI zradhdhA anekagaNI vadhI gai! bhagavAnane ghare padharAvo to ATalo badho lAbha thAya. to tame vicAro ke AvA atyaMta pavitra evA paramAtmAne aMtaramAM padharAvo to tame khuda prabhu banI jAva e zAstravacanamAM zradhdhA kone na thAya ? ' 17. prArthanAno prabhAva paryuSaNa parvAdhirAjamAM nIlezvarI vhananI aMtaranI bhAvanA pUjA, pravacana, vaMdana Adi ArAdhanA AThe divasa karavAnI hatI. paraMtu zikSikAnI nokarI hovAthI nokarImAMthI rajA maLavAmAM muzkelI hatI. pahelA paNa kAraNe rajA mUke to khUba takalIpha paDatI. tethI paramAtmAne prArthanA karI ke, devAdhideva! rajA maMjUra karAvajo.' ane A zrAvikA to bhagavAnanI kRpA joI cakita thai gai. rajA pAsa thai. zrAvikAe to pUjA vagere uparAMta sAMje paNa darzana, rAtre covihAra, potAnA bALakane ya AThe divasa pUjA vagere karAvI utsAha, umaMgapUrvaka badhI dilanI bhAvanA saMpUrNa karI ! dhArmika bhAvanAvALA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 6 ke te 99 ) [ , 9 J, je che A zikSikA jaNAve che ke zani, ravi rAtri bhojana tyAga, nokarI jatAM AvatA zrI navakArano jApa, dhArmika pustakonuM vAMcana vagere ArAdhanA karavAnI haiyAnI icchA che. he ArAdhako ! dharma bhAvanAmAM vighna Ave to hatAza thayA vinA sAcA dilathI prabhune prArthanA karavI ke mArI A bhAvanA pUrNa karajo. prabhu-prArthanAno camatkAra adbhuta che! dharmanI icchA sArI rIte saphaLa karAvaze ! (18. pArzvanAthe kSaNamAM nirogI karyA !) vaDodarAnA gIradharabhAi. uMmara 84 varSanI. acAnaka peTamAM bhayaMkara du:khAvo thayo. DaoNkaTarane batAvyuM (pahelAM oparezana karAveluM chatAM) DaoNkaTara kahe, "oparezana karAvavuM paDaze . kharca rUA. 50000 thaze. kAle bapore 1 vAge oparezana karIzuM." darda asahya hatuM. suputra ramezabhAine A sAMbhaLI khUba ciMtA thai ke vRdhdhavaye azakitamAM oparezana saphaLa thaze ? TenzanamAM zaMkhezvara dAdAnA zaraNe javA nakkI karyuM. zradhdhA paNa khUba ja. zaMkhezvara dAdAnA phoTA samakSa dIvo ne dhUpa karI bALakanI lAja rAkhaje' vagere prArthanA khUbA bhakitabhAvapUrvaka karI. navakAravALI gaNavA mAMDI, manamAM vinaMtI karelI ke oparezana na karavuM paDe to rUA. 21000 zrI zaMkhezvara tIrthamAM vAparIza. bIje divase DaoNkaTaro bhegA thayA. tapAsyuM. paNa zarIra badhuM barobara hatuM. vAraMvAra tapAsyuM. paNa koi bimArI ja na hatI. cakita thai gayA. ramezabhAI vagere badhAM paNa jANI khUba harSita thai gayA. zaMkhezvara jAtrA karI. kesara-sukhaDa, AMgI, AyaMbila, bhojanazALA. sAdhAraNa vageremAM rUA. 23000 vAparyA ! pachI 2 varSa jIvyA. . zradhdhAthI zaMkhezvarajI, zatruMjayajI AdinuM zaraNuM svIkArI sAcI bhakita karanAra ghaNAM, AvA camatkAra anubhave che ! du:kha ooddiiddiittiiddii 5 ddiiddiittiittiiddii For Personal & Private Use Only Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hoya teno nAza kare, na hoya tene badhAM sukho Ape. AvA adbhuta prabhAvavaMtA deva, gurU, dharmane pAmI che jeno ! tame du:khamAM ne sukhamAM bhakti Adi karI saMpUrNa sukha pAmo e AziSa. 19. jainapaNuM sadA sAcavo vaDodarAmAM alakApurImAM rahetI eka jaina kanyAe paTela sAthe premalagna karyA. paNa zarata karelI ke huM mAro jaina dharma pALIza. yuvatIne niyama ke vAparatA pahelAM darzana karavA. niyama pALatI. paNa sAsariyAonI nArAjagI ane gharanA kAmamAM darzana karavAmAM muzkelI paDatI. A joI paTela patie zrI mahAvIrasvAmI bhagavAna ghare padharAvyA ! vhanane niyama pALavAmAM ghaNI suvidhA thavAthI khuza khuza thai gayA. niyama sArI rIte pALatA. have to roja pUjA karavA maLI ! khUba bhAvathI pUjA kare che ! dharma prabhAve madhyama sthitivALA sAsare paiso vadhavA mAMDayo. thoDA vakhatamAM karoDapati thaigayA!paTela sAsariyAo paNa AzcaryathI dharma zradhdhALu banI gayAM ! pahelAM manA karatAM teno khUba prazcAtApa thayo. teo paNa jaina dharma pALavA lAgyA! ane dharmamAM dhana vAparavA lAgyA! alakApurImAM zrI saMghe zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha prabhunuM daherAsara baMdhAvyuM temAM zrI mULanAyaka bhagavAnanI temanA patie rUA. 7lAkhanI uchAmaNI bolI pratiSThA karI! bIjA paNa dharmakAryomAM dhaNAM rUpiyAno savyaya kare che. he jeno ! A prasaMgamAMthI hitanI 2 vAto dhyAnamAM rAkhajo. yuvati para-nAtamAM paraNI to paNa svadharmamAM daDha rahI. tamAro to pUro parivAra jena che. tamAre yathAzakti pUjA vagere badho dharma karavo ja joie. bIjuM, paTela pati paNa jo patnIne rAjI rAkhavA prabhune ghare padharAve che ! to tamAre paNa nakkI karavuM joie ke jaina zrAvaka tarIke mAre sakala parivArane badho dharma karavAnI sagavaDatA anukULatA karI ApavI. uddiiddiittiiddii 0 diidiidiidiidii For Personal & Private Use Only Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AM 996 , 8 A, Bh (20, ajainano uMco dharma bacujI ThAkore temanA dharmapatnI devubA sAthe zrI zatruMjaya, zaMkhezvarajI Adi 14 jeTalA jaina tIrthonI yAtrA bhaktithI karI che! kaMdamULano tyAga karyo. aThThAi tapa paryuSaNamAM ane pAMca tithi lIlotarIno tyAga, roja 3 navakAravALI, jugAra, zikAra AdimoTA badhA vyasanono tyAga, pAna, bIDI, masAlAono tyAga, aMtarAyanuM pAlana, nokarImAM atyaMta pramANikatA vagere. ThAkora jo ATalo dharma karatA hoya to ApaNe jainoe to keTalo dharma karavo joie ? pUjA, abhakSya tyAga vagere to badhA jainoe karavo. ja joie. (21. DaoN. khAnanuM jainapaNuM parvAdhirAja paryuSaNamAM 93mAM DaoNkaTara khAnane 16 upavAsanI bhAvanA thai. emane vicAra Avyo ke jeno mAsakhamaNa kare che to mArAthI 16 upavAsa kema na thAya? DaoNkaTare sAbaramatI upAzraye mahArAjazrI ne vAta karI. mahArAja sAhebe upAzrayamAM ja 16 divasa rahevA Agraha karyo. DaoNkaTare svIkAryuM. pAMcame divase patnIe upAzraya AvI kahayuM. "ApaNI jenIphara khUba bimAra paDI gaI che. hospiTalamAM dAkhala karI che...."khAne kahayuM. "huM ghare nahIM AvI zakuM. tame sAravAra karAvo. dharmaprabhAve sArUM thai jaze." patnI pAchI gai. AThame divase AvI patnIe kahyu," hamaNAM ja sAthe cAlo. jenIphara sIrIyasa che. sivilanA veMkaTaroe AzA choDI dIdhI che.' khAne daDha banI patnIne kahyuM, "tame mArI kasoTI na karo. hu mArI sAdhanA nahIM choDuM."patnI khUba raDI. rDokaTara makkama rahyA. chevaTe te jatI rahI. mahArAjazrIne A badhI vAta koie karI. DaoNkaTarane bolAvI ma.zrI e kahyuM "tamane mAtra upavAsa karAvyA che. pauSadha nahIM. tame ghera jai zako cho. vaLI tamArI putrI paNa sIrIyasa che." chatAM khAna kahe, 5 5 . (28) . . For Personal & Private Use Only Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * * 00 0 10044: eham = "huM dharmamAM dRDha chuM. mAre ghera javuM nathIM'' mahArAjazrI e paNa paristhitinI gaMbhIratA samajI DaoNkTarane samajAvyA ke tame eka vAra ghare jAva. pachI bhale pAchA Avajo. DaoNkaTare kahyuM," koine zaMkA paDe ke huM ghare kAMi khAine Avyo hoiza. mATe ghare javuM nathI.'' mahAtmA ane zrAvako e AzrvAsana ApyuM ke, '' amane purNa vizvAsa che. tame khuzIthI ghare jAva.'' DaoNkTara sIdhA sivila jai suputrInI pAse jai 3 navakAra gaNI mAthe hAtha pheravI bolyA, " beTI ! mArI kasoTI na kara. AMkha khola jouM !'' 2 divasa thI bebhAna dikarIe AMkho kholI!!! pANI mAMgyuM. pANI maMgAvI navakArathI maMtrI pAyuM. DaeNAkTarone bolAvI ceka karAvatAM DaoNkTara cakita thai gayA. jenIpharane sAruM thai gayelu !! khAne ghare jai putrane upAzraye mUkI javA kahyuM. putra skUTara para mukI gayo. khAtrI mATe A rekarDa sIvIlamAM tapAsI zako che. DaoNkTara khAna 20 varSa pahelA parama pUjya gurUdevazrI AcArya deva zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebane mitra sAthe maLavA gayelA. tyAre paricayathI lAkhopati,abhimAnI DaoNkTarane gurUdeve yuktithI hiMsA choDAvelI. polTrI phArma, mAMsAhAra choDAvyA. pachI to navakAra zIkhyA. jaina banyA. dara ravivAre sAmAyika paNa karatAM ! idanA divase teo jaina tIrthanI yAtrA kare che. rAtri bhojanano tyAga, ukALelu pANI pIvu vagere paNa dharma karatAM ! khAna prArthanA kare che ke meM svIkArelo dharma dRDhatAthI pALato rahuM evA AzIrvAda Apo. "" ajaina paNa AcAryazrInA saMgathI AvA jaina banI jAya to he jaino! tamAre AtamAne pavitra banAvavA, AcArathI jaina banavA AcAryo vagereno satsaMga, bhakti ane AzIrvAda meLavo. 29 biibiibiibiittii For Personal & Private Use Only Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che ke huM 996 , k), A (22. ciMtanano camatkAra ! gujarAtanA saralAbahene A pustaka dhyAnathI vAMcatA potAnA pUrva pApono pazcAtApa karI Atmahita sAdhyuM. apaMga bALakone tenA mAtA pitAe karAvela dharma ArAdhanA jANI pote karela pApa yAda AvavAthI du:kha thayuM. DaoNkaTare kahela ke bAlagarbhanI hatyA e pApa nathI tethI ajJAnatAvaza te pApa temanAthI thai gayuM. have khyAla AvI gayo. tethI A pApanI bhayaMkaratA samajI AlocanA lai potAnA AtmAne zudhdha kare che. sAthe A pustaka vAMcI temaNe sAmAyika, tivihAra, brahmacarya vagere ArAdhanA karavAno saMkalpa karyo ! ApaNI vAta e che ke Aje AvA dhaNAM suMdara dhArmika pustako bahAra paDe che. vAMcavA khAtara pAnA pheravI jazo to vizeSa lAbha nahIM thAya. paNa TI.vI.nI jema ekAgratAthI vAMcavA sAthe vicAraNA karavAthI ane yathAzakita nAnA, moTA saMkalpa karavAthI dhaNAM badhAM lAbha tame pAmazo. dIpotsava zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra mahArAjAnuMbotera varSanuM AyuSya; Aso mAsanI amAvasyA. prabhu mahAvIra potAnA jIvanamAM saphaLajIva hitakAriNI dezanA ApI, temAM A chellA divasomAM teo mana mUkIne varasyA hoya tema soLa prahara(48 kalAka) sudhI saLaMga dezanA ApI. ApaNe paNa prabhu mahAvIrane tathA gautama svAmIjInA kevaLajJAnane bahumAna pUrvaka yAda karI, ApaNA hRdaya-siMhAsana upara temanA upadezanI pratiSThA karIe. ane pavitra banavA saMkalpa karIe! diidiidiidiidii (30) udyNddii 30 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 996 ke che ( 8 che 23. dharmaprabhAva jANI dharma vadhAro eka nAnA mANasanI sAmAnya prasaMge moTAI jANavA jevI che. zrI jainanagara vagere pAThazALAmAM rAjubhAi bhaNAve che. pagAranA rUA. 800/- khIsAmAMthI paDI gayA. potAne khyAla paNa na hato. jeNe paDatA joyA te pramANika mANase pAchA ApyA. melAM kapaDAM vagerethI tenI garIbI dekhAtI hatI. chatAM tenI pramANikatA vicArI rAjubhAie atyaMta AnaMda pAmI bakSIsa ApI ! mane rAjubhAI kahe "sAhebajI! pelA sajajane pAchA na ApyA hota to mArA to AThaso gayA hota. dharmaprabhAve pAchA maLyA. tethI mAre dharmamAM vAparavA che !!! A jaina Adarza prasaMgo pustakonI pAThazALAmAM bALakone prabhAvanA karIza!' kahyuM, "rAjubhAi! tamArI bhAvanA sArI che. paraMtu te guNavAnanI ja kadara karo. pustakanI prabhAvanA A nimite karavAnI jarUra nathI." rAjubhAi kahe, "te bhAine ghaNo Agraha karyo paNa temaNe parANe mAtra rUA. agiyAra ja lIdhA. tethI ja A suMdara preraka pustaka bALako vAMcI dharma vadhAre e bhAvanA che. ane uttama bhAva thayA pachI dharma tarata ja karI levo evI mArI mAnyatA che.' temaNe 50 pustakonI prabhAvanA karI ! he bhAgyazALIo ! guNIjananI kadara khAsa karavI ja joie. jethI guNInA guNanI sthiratA, vRdhdhi karavAnuM puNya maLe ane pariNAme ApaNAmAM paNa guNo AvavA mAMDe! sAthe ApattimAMthI bacIe, to dharma vadhu karavo joie. rAjubhAinI vAta keTalI badhI anukaraNIya che ke gumAvela paisA dharma pratApe maLyA to mAre thoDA paisA dharmamAM vAparavA! sauthI mahattvanI vAta to e che ke zubha bhAva jaladI AvatA nathI. to. jayAre paNa zubhabhAva Ave ke zIdhra teno amala karavo jethI AtamAM ujaLo bane ! he prabhu! nUtana varSe pragaTatI khuzAlI sadA mATe Apo ! For Personal & Private Use Only Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mai kI 99Na cho , ; , Bhu che 24. mAmalatadAranuM jainatva suzrAvaka je.bI. parIkha vaDodarAmAM 1970 mAM DepyuTI mAmalatadAra hatAM. tophAnamAM pharaja para sAthe polisa TukaDI lAvelA. tophAna khUba vadhI gayuM. polisoe phAyarIMgano orDara ApavA dabANa karyuM. parIkhe vicAryuM ke goLIbArathI ghaNAM mare. jaina evA mAre ATalI badhI hiMsA karavI na zobhe! chatAM saMjogovaza ahiMsaka phAyarano orDara Apavo paDayo. enA paNa tIvra pazcAtApathI AvA moTA hoddA parathI paNa rAjInAmu ApI dIdhuM! pachI upAzraye jai paMcaMdriya hiMsAnuM prAyazcita lIdhuM. potAne enuM eTaluM badhuM lAgI AvyuM ke A pApanA daMDa tarIke aphAi karI ! pachI dharma karavA mAMDayo, varSItapa Adi karyA. polIsanI hiMsaka nokarImAM ke jayAM hiMsA, daMDa, atyAcAra,nirdayatA sahaja che tyAM paNa temaNe jainapaNuM TakAvyuM! dhanya che temane. he zrAvako! tame paNa dhaMdhA, nokarImAM mAnavatA, jainapaNuM dhAro to jarUra sAcavI zako. saMkalpa ne dhyeya joie. A parIkha to atyAre dara aThavADiye 2-3 divasa sva kharce pAlItANA jaI A.ka. peDhInA temaja tIrthanA ghaNAM bhaktikAryo kare che!!!parIkhe pachIthI revanyumAM nokarI karI. pachI dhaMdho karyo. Aje to saMghanA tathA zAsananA ghaNAM bhakitanA kAmo umaMgathI svadravyathI kare che tathA dharmamAM paNa ghaNuM dhanA vApare che ! tame paNa saMghasevAnuM nirmaLa puNya meLavo. chevaTe AvA satkAryonI anumodanA sAcA dilathI karavA atyAre ja be hAtha joDI A parIkha vagere saMghasevakone mAthu namAvI "praNAma' bolo. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 'Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 6 saMpUNa udttddiiddii (3 udyttrii 32. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ane aMte he vAcaka, pustaka gamyuM ? to AmAMthI vattI ochI ArAdhanA jIvanamAM lAvavA saMkalpa karI yojanAbaddha purUSArtha karavA jevo che. to saMtAnone A prasaMgo premathI kahI susaMskArI banAvavA joIe. to A prasaMgo zAMtithI vAraMvAra vAMcavAthI khUba ja lAbha thaze. mitro, svajano, paDozIo vagere 5-25 ne bheTa ApavAthI temanuM jIvana paNa madhamadhatuM upavana banI zake che ! zubha prasaMgo vAMravAra AvatA hoya che. kyAreka A suMdara pustakanI prabhAvanA karavAthI ghaNAMne thoDo ghaNo lAbha thaze. ghaNAM badhAMne lAbha thayo paNa che. gAme-gAma ghare-ghare Ano pracAra thavAthI nAnA-moTA sahune prAyaH A prasaMgothI ArAdhanA,anumodanAnI preraNA maLaze.tamane alpa ghanathI paropakAranuM amApa puNya maLaze. prathama bhAganI mAtra 500 nakalo sAthe prakAzita thayela A pustaka bhAga 1 thI 6, 5000 kopI sAthe pragaTa thAya che. pahelA bhAganI 6 varSamAM 10 AvRtti ane bAkInA bhAganI paNa aneka AvRtti ane hiMdI sAthe. AnI kula 1,33,700 nakalo pragaTa thaI che. OM sadhaLA bhAga vAMco,vaMcAvo,vasAvo,vicAro,vaheMco bhAga 1 thI 4 kansezanathI rU|.3.50/- mAM ane * bhAga 5 kansezanathI rU|.1.50/-mAM ane bhAga 6 rU|. 2/mAM maLaze. AvA preraka satya praMsago mane mAkalI Apo. bhAga-8 prAya : kArataka mAsamAM pragaTa thaze. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2 ) ka 7 STD 7 - == = ra moTA moTA mAthAone para paNa ekAMte asAra A saMsAramAM avAra navAra avanavI che Aphato AvyA ja kare che. . Apattio pApathI ja Ave che. vipattiothI - bacavA ane sAcA sukho meLavavA pApa ghaTADI dharma vadhAravo joIe. he jaino ! tame dharmapremI cho, chatAM A kalikALamAM sarvatra prasarelA pApa ane svArthanA vAtAvaraNathI tame paNa ochA vattA kharaDAyA hazo. A bhayaMkara doSo tamAruM bhayaMkara ahita karaze. koI paNa rIte enAthI bacavuM jarUrI che. he puNyazALIo ! AjIvikA Adi anekavidha ciMtAomAM phasAyelA tamane A mAnavabhavane saphaLa karavA dharma vadhAravAnI ane pApa ghaTADavAnI bhAvanA paNa ghaNI vAra thatI haze. A zreSTha bhAvanA pUrNa karavAno suMdara upAya AmAMnA prasaMgo ekAgratAthI vAMcavA e paNa che. | gulAba jevA maghamaghatA A satya prasaMgo vartamAnakALanA hovAthI khUba preraka che. amAsanI aMdhArI rAtro AlAdaka prakAza relAvatA TamaTamatA tAralA jetA - fonA pavitra prasaMgo tamane Serving JinShasan , ne anumodanAnuM puNyA | e Atmahita karavA AvA prasaMgomAMthI che. samartha yathAza i125490 gyanmandin@kobatirth.org 51 - bha 11 05. Go Go Go mudraka supara Imezana (ajayabhAI), malADa (ve), 6 : 8635371/8747363 kAraNakA gALAnA ISOITUTT a Sony wwujemelibraryuorg