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________________ ( tasvIrakAra :-aravIMda zAha paMcAsarA pArzvanAtha derAsaranA staMbhanuM zi95 (pATaNa)
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________________ mittIme savva bhUeSa veraM majhaM na keNaI / badhA jIvo sAthe mAre dastI che; duzmanI mAre kaI sAthe narthI didhamAM varasa 5 : saLaMga aMka 56 kAryAlaya | 10 julAI ! lavAjama CodhanezaenDa ku 1964 5 (bhArata) rA. pa-00 paradeza . 7-88 ! 1921 pIkeTa kosalena chuTaka nakala 50 navA paisA ! muMbaI-2 taMtrI : IMdirA zAha ) sahataMtrI : bhagavAna zAha saMpAdaka : guNavaMta zAha prema gItA (mULa saMskRtamAM) le : sva. zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI. mAro prema to bhAI ! zuddha ane buddha che. e dehane nathI joto; dehanA bhItarane e juve che. ane e bhItaramAM ya te, e te satya-ziva ane suMdara ja jevAne Agraha kare che. mAro prema te bhAI ! zuddha ane buddha che. (ra)
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________________ 2] ' buddhiprabhA [tA. 10-7-1964 AtmA e to mAre ArAdhya deva che. premathI huM enI pUjA karuM chuM. bhakitanA diIpa enA deha gabhAre peTAvuM chuM ane, mane tame jarA e to kaho ke kayA dehadhArImAM AtamA nathI hota ? te basa, huM badhAja jene prema karuM chuM. tyAM mAre kaI ja baMdhana nathI. na dezanuM, na jatinuM. (3) are e prema ! huM te tAre kayA zabdomAM AbhAra mAnuM ? tArI eka ja najara mane zubha kAryanI preraNA daI jAya che. e mane mArA ArAdhya devanI pUjA karAve che. mArA gunI bhakti karavAnuM paNa tuMja he che. paraMtu ethIya vadhu te tAre upakAra A che. tuM mane sArAya jagata sAthe advaita sAdhI Ape che. (6) o mArA prema ! tArA vinA mane jagata zunya lAge che. bega ane upabhoga tArA vinA besvAda lAge che. tyAga ane vairAgya paNa tArA vinA mane nirasa jaNAya che. kharekhara e prema ! tuM mAnavIne prANa che. mAnavInuM jIvana che. -- guNavaMta zAha bhAvAnuvAdaka,
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________________ wwwwwwwwwwwwww izvara e te prArabdha ane puruSArtha vacceno dalAla che. strInI jiMdagI e samarpaNanI mUMgI kathA che ne saMgharSanuM saMgrAma gIta. bALakane dUdha nahi Ape te paNa te nirAMte sUI jaze; paraMtu mAnuM je tene mIThuM cuMbana nahi maLe te e raDI raDIne marI jaze. AthI ja te kahuM chuM - bALakanA dUdhanI nahi; pahelAM tenI mAnI ciMtA karo. E - rAtanuM rAta e te saMdhyAnuM zokagIta che, jayAre tejalatA AzA gIta ! enA ane mArA vacce ATale ja taphAvata che. ene tAjA ne sugaMdhI kula pasaMda che jyAre mane tINa ne rUkSa kAMTA para pyAra che. TUMkamAM kahuM te ene mAdaka ane mulAyama baMdhanuM ghena pasaMda che jyAre mane kaMTaka vedanAnI jAgRti. che ajaba che tArI mAyA e Akha! tuM koInI AratI e utAre che ane e ja tuM kaI para jyAre aMgArA paNa varasAvI de che. - imer praNaya ne prema vacce ATale ja taphAvata che. pahelAmAM pAvaDaranuM dUdha che jayAre bIjAmAM mAnuM dhAvaNa. -guNavaMta zAha
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________________ [ tA. 10-6-1964 buddhiprabhA saMpAdakIya. bhagavAna mahAvIranA janma kalyANaka prasaMge amee InAmI harIphAInI jAherAta karI hatI. jaina temaja jainetara bhAIbahenone jainadharma tarapha abhimukha karavAno amAro e nA prayoga hato. Aje jyAre tenA parINAmanI jAherAta karIe chIe tyAre duHkha sAthe kahevuM paDe che ke e prayogane ame pUrepUro ne yazasvI rIte saphaLa banAvI zakayA nathI. A prayoga mATe amane lekhaka mitrAno je sAtha ne sahakAra, utsAha ne umaMga maLavo joIe te maLyo nathI. lagabhaga base jeTalA vyakitagata patro lakhIne amee lekhaka mitrono saMparka sAdhyo hate. "jaina samAjanA lekapriya evA "sughASA" ne "kalyANa sAmayikomAM A aMgenI jAhera khabara ApI hatI. temaja daherAsaraupara paNa bababevAra pempaleTa lagADayAM hatAM. jeone rUbarU maLI zakAyuM teone rUbarU maLIne paNa A hariphAImAM bhAga levA Agraha karyo hato. paraMtu hajAronI saMkhyA dharAvatA ApaNA jaina samAjamAMthI mAtra bAra ja hariphae A harIphAImAM bhAga lIdho che. A anubhava mAtra amane ja thAya che evuM nathI. bhUtakALamAM bIjAone paNa AvA ja anubhava thayAnuM amane jANavA maLyuM che. samAjanI A sAhitya udAsInatA temaja mA zAradA pratyene vairAgya e kharekhara duHkhada che. Aja sudhI ApaNe samAja je Takayo che te ApaNA sAhityane AbhArI che. jainetara leke ApaNuM dhana vaibhava ne bAdazAhI mahetsAmAMthI preraNA nathI letA. e preraNuM te temane ApaNuM sAhitya ja pAya che. gAMdhIjInI rAjakIya ahiMsA le ke naherunI paMcazIlanI nIti le te enA mULa ApaNuM AgamasUtramAM jovA maLaze, ApaNuM tIrthakaronA jIvanamAMthI te jaDaze. pR. vinebAjIe "sarvodaya' zabdanA saMdarbhamAM eka jagAe kIdhuM che ke-A mULa zabda jaina maharSione che." Ama jagata pAra na dharma tarapha jANe ajANe mUkatuM jAya che tyAre ApaNe je ApaNA.
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________________ tA. 10-7-1964 buddhiprabhA [pa sAhitya taraphathI mAM pheravI laizuM te eka divasa chate paise ApaNe devALIyA banI jaIzuM. sAhityanI mAMga Aje pahelA kadIya naheAtI tevI vadhI rahI che. rAja tuM ja prakAzana thAya che. huM vajraya paNa che. temAM jatu paNa vaMcAya che ane navuM paNu, ane sAhitya kI junu nathI banatuM. mAtra pharaka eTale ja che ke tenI rajuAta badalAya che. ane e jarUrI paNa che. jamAnAnA mudalAvA sAthe ApaNe ApaNI kriyAo vageremAM ghaNAM pheraphAra karyA che, te pachI sAhityane e pheraphAramAMthI zA mATe bAkAta rAkhavuM ? Aje e samaya pArTI cUkayA che ke ApaNe ApaNA amara sAhityane navA rUpa raMgamAM, navI mAyAjanA ne navAM sakalatamAM raju karavuM joize. jagatane vizva zAMtine jo ApaNe saMdezA ApavA haze teA vizva tenI bhASAmAM samajI zake e rIte e sadeza ApaNe jagata samakSa mUkavA paDaze. ane e sadeza-vAhanuM kAma ApaNA sAhityakAra ja karI zakaze. ApaNA samAjanA nAnA, meTA, navedita ne labdhapratiSTha tamAma lekhakane mArA nazra anurodha che ke jagata Akhuya enI bhASAmAM samajI zake evI suMdara zI ne bhASAmAM, mahAvIranA sa Mdezane tamArI kalamamAM vaNI le. ane gatanA caraNe tamArI e kalamane dharI dye. ' ' budhdhimabhA " ne lagatA tamAma patra vyavahAra A saranAme karA 'buddhiprabhA ' C/o dhaneza enDa mAM.. 19 / 21, pIkeTa kreTasa lena, smeAla Ajha kArTa pAse, muMbai ra lekhakane puraskAra ApavAmAM Ave che. oncep DONGRADOST Anconadas
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________________ nibaMdha harIphAInuM parINAma. prathama temaja dvItiya kakSAnA niSedha maLyAM nathI. tRtIya kakSAnA sAta nibaMdhe maLyAM che. temAMthI prathama inAmanA vijetA che. zrI kumArapALa vimaLabhAI zAha ( vijApuravALA ) teozrIe f jagata saMskRtimAM bhagavAna mahAvIranuM pradAna ' e viSaya para nidha lakhyA che. prastuta nibaMdha 24 eprila 1964 nA buddhiprabhAnA mahAvIra janma kalyANaka akanA pAna naM. 10 para pragaTa karyo che. vArtA hariphAi A mATe amane cha harIphe maLyAM che. paraMtu temAMnA cAra jaNAnuM lakhANa na te vArtAnuM che ke na te nibaMdhanuM vArtAnI kakSAmAM mUkA zakAya tevI mAtra be ja vArtA amane maLI che, hirApta mATe vArtAnI pUratI saMkhyA nahi maLavAthI A hariphAI amAre rada karavI paDI che. je e vArtA maLI che tenA lekhake che zrI bApulAla kAlIdAsa sadhANI (vIrabAla) ane zrIyut bI. TI. khAnnA. buddhiprabhAnA mahAIra malyANuka aMkamAM teeAnI vArtA anukame prabhuznana ( pAna naM. 74) tema ja abhayamUrti bhagavAna mahAvIra ( pAna naM. 85) para pragaTa karavAmAM AvI che. parIkSakA, bhagavAna zAha (sahata trI) guNavaMta zAha (sa'pAdaka)
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________________ samAja, suzrAvaka, 7 cAga ne adhyAtmane sparzatA patro guru de va nA 1------------------- rAgya dharma lAbha. vaseA. tamArA patra paheAMcyA. vi. jaina gurukuLa sthApavAmAM Ave te jainono udaya thAya. tenI yojanA paNa ghaDavAmAM Ave ane te ceAgya puruSodvArA calAvavAmAM Ave ema vicAra karuM chuM. hAla huM vihAramAM chuM. AryasamAjI vagere potAnA dharmanI unnati mATe bahu prayAsa kare che. jenAmAM hAla soMkucita dRSTi ane vArAnA nADAnI jevI dhakAya pravRtti prAyaH jovAmAM Ave che. vArA phaMDe ane vANIe vADe e kahevata pramANe jenA hAla bAhara dhAmadhumamAM lAkho rUpiyA kharcI nAMkhe che. je satya che te satyanA prakAza karavA mATe bhAgavatI dIkSa lIdhI che. vicArAnAM bIja vAvIzuM ane te game tyAre paNa aMkurI pragaTAvaze. jainadhamanI sevA karavI e ja amArI jiMdagInA mULa siddhAM che, je manuSya duniyAnA sava dhama vALAeAnI caLavaLa jAte
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________________ buddhiprabhA ( tA. 10-71964 nathI te prAyaH pitAnA dharmanI unnati kaI dizAe karavI te jANato nathI. suratamAM taDAM paDayAM te bAbatamAM lakhavAnuM ke temAM jenonuM zreya jarAya jaNAtuM nathI. ane huM to te bAbata pratye lakSa nahi ApatAM, mArA kAryanI dizA sAmuM joIne dharma pravRtti karyA karuM chuM. eka divasa evo Avaze ke mUrkhAonI aMdhazraddhAvaDe vidvAnane ghaNuM lAgI Avaze. gurukuLa mATe gAmogAma sArA vicAro phelAvuM pazcAta e kAryane game te upADI le. sad vicArone phelAve kare e amArI pharaja che. pazcAta je dezamAM zurA jeno haze te dezamAM gurukuLa sthApavAno vicAra teo amalamAM mUkaze. keI puNyazALI ja A kArya pAra pADI zake tema che. hAlane samaya A mATe anukULa jaNAtuM nathI A mATe ekadama utAvaLa karavAmAM Avaze nahi kAraNa ke zubha saMgenI apekSA rAkhavI ghaTe che. ane yogya jeno gurukuLanuM kArya upADI le tevA pAkaze tyAre teo A vicArane amalamAM mUkaze. zUravIra jaino ja A kAryane upADI leze. dharma sAdhana karaze. eja li. buddhisAgara - 1 , , - - - - ma - - -
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________________ mAma vararakara samAja kathA, | lAgaNInA pUrane karyo saMsArI jIva reDI zake che? eka anAtha bALakInI lAgaNImAM taNAtA mAmAnI bhANejanI aMtara valovI nAMkhatI eka karuNa kathA, nyA. -saMpAdaka.] vAta 25 varSa jUnI che. tyAre mAmA che tyAre te raDI paDI. ane reDiyo upara bALakanA kAryakrama jyAre huM tenAM AMsu lUchavA lAgyo Apate hato. kAryakrama sAMbhaLanArA tyAre te jorathI raDavA lAgI, dasa bALakomAMthI keTalAMka mane patra lakhatAM bAra varSanI chokarI haze. keTalI ane huM tenA javAba ApatA hatA. sundara ! jyAre te pAMca-cha varSanI paNa te divase je patra Avyo hato tyAre tene koI AzramamAM mUkI e ajaba hate. e patra eka AvyuM hatuM. tyArabAda keie tenI chokarIe lakhyo hato. ane tenA khabara lIdhI na hatI. upara anAthAzramanuM saranAmuM hatuM. meDA sudhI tenI sAthe vAta karyA patramAM lakhyuM hatuM --"huM ahI pachI huM tene hasAvI zako. ane rahuM chuM. mAre mA-bApa nathI. sagA jyAre te hasI tyAre hIrA jevA saMbaMdhI keI nathI. loko kahe che te. camanA dAMtamAMthI jANe mohinI Apa badhAnA mAmA che. zuM tame varasI rahI. tenA jamaNA gAla upara mArA paNa mAmA banI zake che? pAvalI jevuM kALuM lAgyuM hatuM kadAca ApanI bhANejI." vizeSa lakhyuM hatuM najara lAgavAnA bhayathI khuda brahmAe ke "Apa mane maLavAnI kRpA karazo. e kALuM nizAna karyuM haze. zuM mArA mAmAnAM mane darzana thaI mamatva divase divase gADha thatuM zakaze ! ?" gayuM. mArI A bhANejI mArA hRdayamAM bIje ja divase huM e anAtha premano adhikAra pAmavA lAgI. AzramamAM gayo. meTrana e chokarIne ekAda be aThavADiye huM tene elAvI lAvI. ane jyAre teNe tene maLavA jato. tenA mATe kaI vAra mAro paricaya Apo ke A tArA parataka laI jate te kaI vAra mIThAI
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________________ 10] buddhiprabhA [tA. 10-1964 laI jate. mane dekhatAM ja te mAmA vItI gayAM. mane kadi kadi tenI yAda AvyA ! mAmA AvyA! bolavA maMDI AvatI. mane thatuM ke chokarI meTI paDatI ane khuza khuza thatI. meTrana thaI mAruM saranAmuM avazya meLavaze. pAsethI jANavA maLyuM ke badhAM bALa- e AzA saphaLa na thatAM meM mAnI. kethI alaga udAsIna ja besanArI A lIdhuM ke te jarUra potAnA sukhI chokarI have hasavA ramavA lAgI che. jIvanamAM mane bhUlI gaI che. eka varSa vitI gayuM. amArA keTalAka divaso pachI nAgapuranA maLavAnI maryAdA paNa vadhatI gaI. eka vidyAlayamAM huM vyAkhyAna ApavA eka vAra te be mahine tene maLavA gayo hato. vaMdemAtarama' gIta samApta gayo. tyAre mane kahyuM ke koI thatAM eka chokarI AvI ane mArA dhanavAna mANasa tene potAnI beTI pagamAM mAMthuM jhukAvI dIdhuM. tenAM banAvIne laI gayo. jatI vakhate teNe AMsuethI mArA paga pIgaLI gayA. pitAnA mAmAne maLavAnI icchA "manu ja che ne tuM ? teNe gardana batAvI hatI. paNa mAmAnuM ThAma ThekANuM halAvI hA kahyuM. ame bahAra AvyA jANatI na hovAthI mAmA Ave to te eka suMdara kAra sAme paDI hatI. temane mAre ghera jarUra mokalazo. ema manue mane aMdara besADayo ane kahI gaI che. "mArA ghera' zabda pote mArI pAse beThI. sAMbhaLI mArA manane zAnti maLI. huM tenA ghera gayo. tene navAM mAruM ghara kahevAnI hayAsa tRpta karavA mA-bApane maLyuM. meM manane pUchyuM : te janmathI ja majabUra hatI! "manu, have te tuM moTI thaI ane meTrana pAsethI saranAmuM laI huM kolejamAM jAya che. chatAM te be tenA ghera pahoMce. paNa tenA pitAe lAina paNa na lakhI. huM nAmavihIna e sthAna badalI nAkhyuM hatuM. pADo- te na hatA ne ? zIoe eTaluM ja kahyuM ke, kadAca tenI AMkho AMsuthI bharAI teo nAgapura gayA hoya ke kalakattA, AvI. tenA pitAjIe javAba Apyo paNa koI saranAmuM jANatA nathI. "kSamA karaze, e mATe huM devI chuM. e te haMmezA kahyA karatI ke nA e pramANe jIvanamAM acAnaka pAya te reDiyAnA saranAme patra lakhe AvelI vAta ekAeka cAlI gai. paNa meM tene na lakhavA dIdhe amAruM ATha dasa varSa ema ne ema mAnavuM hatuM ke teno bhutakALa keI
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________________ dhamabhA tA. 1-7-1964] budhipabhA [11 rIte pratyakSa na tha joIe. huM pharI manu paNa tyAMja hatI. mane jotAMja : ApanI mAphI mAguM chuM." tenA moM uparanuM teja uDI gayuM. ' tenA mA-bApa badhAne emaja raDavAne rokavAne te prayatna karatI kahetAM ke te potAnI ja chokarI che. hatI. huM tene mArA rUmamAM laI gayo. kelejamAM paNa te prathama AvatI hatI. tyAM te potAnA abuonI saritAne e vakhate te bI. e. nI parIkSAmAM rokI na zakI. raDatAM raDatAM ja teNe besavAnI hatI. vidAya thatAM tenA kahyuM ke, "mane gharamAMthI kADhI mUkI che pitAe mane sogaMda levaDAvyA ke tArA patie?" huM tene pUrva itihAsa koI paNa teNe garadana halAvI hA kahyuM. rIte prakaTa thavA nahi dauM. pachI AkhI vAta kahI saMbhaLAvI. - tyAra pachI pAMca mahinA bAda "eka vAra mArAM sAsu ane ekAeka nimaMtraNa maLyuM. eka sArA anAthAzramanAM meTrana bane ekAeka gharanA ejInIyara yuvaka sAthe tenuM maLI gayAM. baMnene jano paricaya lagna thavAnuM hatuM. lagna prasaMge meM hato. vAta vAtamAM rahasya udhADuM thai tene eka pustaka bheTa mekavyuM hatuM. gayuM. AzramanI chokarI che, e vAta ekAda varSa pachI tenA pitAnuM jANatAM huM badhAnI kepabhAjana banI. prANathI adhika prema karanAra pati avasAna thayuM, ane tenA thoDA divaso pachI tenI mAtAnuM mRtyu thayuM. paNa aLagA thaI gayA. ane jyAre vArasAnAmuM na hovAne kAraNe teonI mane ThukarAvI dIdhI tyAre huM darekanAM pagamAM paDI enA gherathI cAlI nIkaLI badhI saMpatti temanA keI bhatrIjAne chuM. pahelAnA jevI anAtha banI maLI. A banAvanA eka mahinA gaI chuM. jarUra paDI, mAmAne yAda pachI manune patra ke, "jaldI * karyA. have zuM thaze? Avo.' patra nA upara tenAM AMsuenA nizAna hatAM. mAruM hadaya have zuM thaze? kevo prazna kare che. kaMpI uThayuM. tArA pitAnI saMpatti bhale bIjA tarataja kalakattA javA mATe ravAnA kene maLI hoya, paNa temaNe tane thaze. tyAM tenA patinI pharma hatI. huM bhaNAvI te che ne ? tuM bhUkhI nahi he mabamAM badhAne mATe ja che. "mahArASTra maMDaLa" mAM utArA mATe tene paNa nokarI maLI jaze. cAla game te Azcaryacakti banI gaye. mArI sAthe."
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________________ 2] gherathI te khAlI hAthe hatI, e ema paNu pUchyuM huM kayAM rahIza ?" buddhiprabhA nIkLI nahiM mArI pAse bannenI TikiTanA paisA hatA, nahi tA kayAMya hAtha lAmA karavA paData. kadAca tenI kathanI sa'bhaLAvavAne vakhata Avata. enI pRchA hatI ke kalakattAmAM te tenA vAta ughADI na paDavI joie. kemake tyAMnA samAjamAM tenI sArI pratiSThA hatI. sabhA samArabAmAM jatI ane utsava mATenAM krUDamAM sArI rakama maLa tIhatI. eja divase ame banne cAlI nIphaLyAM. rAtanI gADImAM tene dhADa udha AvI, ethI mane sattASa thayeA. mArA paheAMcyA pahelAM kevIM khAvarI hatI, kalakattA cheADayA pachI tenA mananA keTalAya bhAra halakA thaI gayA hatA. savAranA cakadharapura sTezane amArA DabbAnA badhA musAphA utarI gayA. ame banne ja rahyAM. jyAre amArI baMnenI vAta thai rahI hatI tyAre eka vRddha bAz2a amArA bbAmAM caDI. ane sAmenI meca upara esI gai. [sa 17194 teNe jevuM mRtyu sAme joyu ke tarata cAMkI uddI hAya, ema mane lAgyuM. ne ekITaze manu sAme beI rahI hatI. tenI vezabhUSA eka vidhavA mahArASTrIyana jevI hatI. teNe ekAeka mAM pheravI lIdhu' ane sADInA cheDAthI peAtAnI AMkhanAM AMsu lucyAM ane jAyuM ke, te raDavAnA Avegane rokavAnA prayatna karI rahI hatI, te tenI jagAethI chUTI ane manu pAse AvI besI gai, peAtAnA bhAvAvezane dabAvatAM teNe manune pUchyuM, tArUM nAma zuM bheTI ? tArA pitAjInuM zuM nAma ?" mane DIka na lAgyuM. manune vyAkuLa zvetAM meM... ja uttara ApyA ke 'tame kANu che! ?" teNe kAI javAba na Apya manunA gAla uparanA nizAnane te ei rahI ane pUchyuM ke, A kaI nizAna tA nathI jaNAtuM, jamanI khADa lAge che. meM hA kahI ane tenI AMkhAmAM AMsu bharAI AvyAM, AMsuone lUchtAM te khelI 'rA bAtharUmamAM AvIza bheTI ' Ave aA prazna sAMbhaLI manu
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________________ 13 tA. 10-1964] buddhiprabhA vadhAre gabharAI gaI. mane paNa tene nirvina samajI zarIranuM cetana paNa vyavahAra vicitra jaNAyo. meM tene kahyuM gumAvI dIdhuM hatuM. durbhAgyanAM keTalAM "kevI vicitra vAta kare che ? keI tophAno e bicArIe sahana karyA paricaya vinA bAtharUmamAM laI javAnuM hatAM. anAtha AzramamAM tenuM poSaNa kema kaho cho ? huM spaSTa karyuM che tenA thayuM paNa sukha vaibhava saMpanna gharamAM te zarIra upara ratIbhara nuM nathI." meTI thaI. UMcA gharamAM vahu banIne AvI. pachI eka tarapha mA-bApa marI vAkaya puruM thAya e pahelAM to belI, "mApha karajo, AvuM bIjuM gayAM, bIjI tarapha sAsaruM chuTI gayuM... nizAna tenA zarIra upara che ke nahi patinI hayAtImAM vidhavA banI. tenI e jovA huM mAMgatI hatI. AvuM mAtAne june itihAsa ane pachI nizAna..." kahetAM kahetAM te rAI jANavA maLyo. paNa tene pragaTa na kara vAnAM mane sogaMda levaDAvyA hatA. paDI. tenA hRdayamAM bhAre uthala pAthala thaI rahI hatI. "bAtharUmamAM javAnI e baMne nAgapura utarI gayAM. jadara nathI," manue kahyuM, "mArI baMne mArA pagamAM mUkI gayAM. "mArA pIDanI nIce DAbI bAju AvuM ja mAmAe mane mA apAvI. zarUthI ja." eka rUpiyA barAbara nizAna che." meM tenA moM upara hAtha dabAvatAM kahyuM, te rAMka avAjamAM pUchayuM, "zuM tuM mana e vAta cheDa. have tuM tArI muMbaInA gurUdeva AzramamAM hatI ?" mA sAthe ghera jA. AnaMdathI raheje. manune vyAkuLa joI meM hA kahyuM. mAmAne bhUlIza nahi." te uThI ane manune pitAnI chAtI manuM DUsakAM letI letI bolIH sAthe dabAvI raDavA lAgI. te belI rahI hatI. "mArI beTI ! mArI beTI paNa "mAmA bhUlI na jatA." acAnaka manune mA maLI, te huM paNa raDavA lAgyo. gaLa baMnenA moM maLatAM AvatAM hatAM. bharAI AvyuM. vAta na karI zake. e meM pahelethI joI lIdhuM hatuM. gADI cAlavA lAgI. te mA dIkarI meTA marmadrAvaka prasaMga hato. manue baMne AMkho lUchatI, hAtha UMce karI mAtAnI bhujAomAM pitAne nizciMta, mane dUrathI sata karatI hatI. uThI ane lAgI re
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________________ - nInu majhumadAra eka hato cako ane bIjI hatI... lAvyA ?" (bALakathA) | [ junI kathAne navA svAMga ne zailImAM raju karatI jeTalI A bALavArtA che teTalI ja moTerAMo mATe bAdhakathA paNa che. nAnA moTA sau A vArtA vAMce. saMpAdaka) eka hato cakalo ne eka hatI "rAjAjI! rAjAjI! tamAre kALe cakalI. kUtaro mArI khIcaDI khAI gaye che." cakalI lAvI cekhAne dANe ne cakalIe pharIyAda karI. cakale lA caNe. rAjAjI kahe, "tane kema khabara cakalI kahe, "tame caNe kema , ' paDI ke mArA kALo kUtara tArI cakale kahe, "khIcaDI karavA." khIcaDI khAI gayo che? te ene je hate ?" cakalI kahe, "caNA ne cAkhAnI te kAMI khIcaDI thatI haze?" cakalI kahe, "nA huM te pANI bharavA gaI hatI paNa tamArA kALA cale kahe, "kema na thAya ? kUtarA sivAya bIjuM koNa khAI jAya ?" karIe te badhuMya thAya." rAjajI kahe"tArI ATalI khAtrI cakalI kahe, paNa e lAge kevI ? ja che te sAMbhaLa ke mArI pAse kALe cakale kahe, "e te karI e - kUtaro ja nathI." to khabara paDe. dara vakhate dALano cakalI kahe, "te bIjA keAI raMgane jANe lAvIne ekanI eka jAtanI kUtare khAI gayo haze ! khIcaDI khAI kaMTALI gayo chuM eTale rAjAjI kahe, "A hA ! cakalI caNe lAvyo chuM. tuM vadhAre cakacaka karyA vinA khIcaDI mUkIne pANuM bharavA ke bAI, A vakhate huM tamAre mATe taiyAra ja beTho chuM. mArA kAI paNa jatI rahe te sAruM." cakalIe te kacavAte mane khIcaDI kutarA para tame ALa caDhAvI zakazo ja martha ane pachI rAbetA mujaba pANI nahi kAraNa ke mArI pAse kaI paNa raMgano ekake kUtare ja nathI.' bharavA gaI. khIcaDI taiyAra thaI gaI cakalIne vahema AvyuM ke tyAre eTale cakale khAI gayo ane pachI AMkhe pATA bAMdhI suI gaye. cakalI rAjAjI pote ja khIcaDI nahi khAI pANI bharIne AvI tyAre joyuM ke gayA hAya! paraMtu e vAta e moTethI khIcaDI khalAsa! e te gai sIdhI bolI zakI nahi. rAjAjI enA mananI rAjAjI pAse, vAta pAmI jaine belyAH
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________________ tA. 10-7-194] buddhiprabhA [1pa ane meM paNa tArI khIcaDI khAdhI paNa rIte vaMkAI gaI che eTale cUpa nathI. eka cokhA ane eka dALanA Ubho rahyo. dANAnI khIcaDIthI mAruM peTa na bharAya." rAjAjI kahe, "enuM peTa phADIne cakalI kahe, "dALane dANe nahi, caNe.' jeo, eNe khIcaDI khAdhI haze te rAjAjI kahe, 'e zuM gheluM gheluM aMdarathI nIkaLaze." bole che? piTa phATaze e bIke cale kabUla cakalI kahe, "khIcaDI khAne karI UThaye. dANa ane caNAnI hatI." nA, nA, rAjAjI ! meM ja khIcaDI rAjAjI kahe, "evI te khIcaDI hoya? khAdhI che." cakalI kahe, huM "paNa e ja kahetI cakalI kahe, "kevI hatI ? hatI paNa cakale kahe ke dALakhAnI cakale kahe, "bahu ja sarasa ! khIcaDI khAI khAI kaMTALI gayA hatA tArA jevuM kAI rAMdhatuM nathI.' eTale e caNa laI AvyuM.' cakalI saramAIne kahe, "jAo jAo, - rAjAjI kahe, "huM, have cora pakaDAI tame te amathuM mane sArUM lagADavA ja gayo che. pitAne meDhe ja kahyuM ke kahe che." dALakhAnI khIcaDI khAI khAI cakale kahe, "nA, nA, mArA sama !" kaMTALI gayo chuM eTale pahelAM paNa cakalI kahe, huM mAnuM ja nahi ne." e ja khAI jato hato ane have paNa cakalo kahe, "tuM kahe e rIte eNe ja khAdhI che. are ! keI hAjara manAvuM. kahe. te AkAzamAMthI cAMde che ke? pelA DhoMgI cakalAne ahIM teDIne tArA paga pAse dharI dauM. kahe lai Avo." te malayAgirIthI caMdananuM vRkSa lAvI sipAIe cakalAne upADI lAvyA. tAre AMgaNe vAvuM, kahe te- rAjAjI pUche, "kema re allA cakalA ! khIcaDI tuM khAI gayo che ne ? rAjAjI kahe, "basa, basa! tamAre cakalo UMghamAthI UDIne mUDha thaI lavAro baMdha karo. jAo sipAIo Ubho hato. tene ciMtAtura thaI cetavaNI A dhUrta cakalAne kUvAmAM nAkhI do. ApavA cakalIe IzArA karyA paNa ane hA-jatAM pahelAM rANIne rasoDAmAM cakalAnI AMkhe te pATA hatA eTale kahI do ke Aje mAre mATe cokhA e kAMI joI zakatA na hatA eTale ane caNAnI khIcaDI rAMdhe. cakalI cakacaka karI uThI. rAjAjI enI sipAIe pUche, "khA ne dALanI sAme joI tADukyA. ke cokhA ne caNAnI?" "khabaradAra cakalI ! A bAbatamAM rAjAjI kahe, DahApaNa nahi joIe ! tAre vacce bolavAnuM nathI." meM kahyuM ke cekhA ne caNAnI eTale cakalo samajI gayA ke vAta ke cokhA ne caNAnI, samajyA ?
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________________ buddhiprabhA 16 } sipAIe! teA navAI pAmIne jatA rahyA ane cakalI zeka karatI pAchaLa gaI. raseDAmAM rANIne rAjAjInI sUcanA ApyA pachI cakalAne phUvAmAM nAMkhI dIdho. cakalI bAI ! vAnI pALa para meTAM. eTalAmAM tyAMthI eka gAyAne geAvALa nIkaLye. cakalI melI, gAyAnI geAvALa bhAI gAyAnA geAvALa ! mArA cakalAne kUvAmAMthI kADhaze te! senAne pATale besADIne khIra purI jamADIza.' gAvALe camakIne AjubAju joyuM, paNa cakalI sivAya kAI dekhAyuM nahiM. eTale phUvA pAse jai pUchyuM, 'tu hamaNAM kAMI khelI ? cakalI kahe, 'hA.' geAvALa kahe, 'kamAla che ! cakalIe paNa AjakAla kheAlavA maDI paDI che ne! zuM melI ena ?" cakalI kahe, gAyAnA gAvALa bhAI gAceAnA geAvALa ! mArA cakalAne kUvAmAMthI kADhaze te sAnAne pATale besADIza ane khIra pUrI jamADIza.' gAvALa kahe, ' paNa e paDayA zI rIte ?" . kUvAmAM cakalIe mAMDIne badhI vAta kahI eTale geAvALa utAvaLA javA mAMDayA. cakalI kahe, 'mArA cakalAne nahi kADhe te khIra pUrI nahiM maLe.' gAvALa kahe, mAre khIrapUrI khAvAM nathI, mAre te! ceAkhA caNAnI khIcaDI khAvI che ane rAjU khAi tA. 107-1964 jAya te pahelAM emane rasADe pahAMcI jAu te mane thoDI maLe.' kahIne e jatA rahyo. tyAra pachI be zAne geAvALa, bakarInA govALa, UMTanA gAvALa, gadheDAne geAvALa vagere dhA AvI gayA, paNa badhA ja cokhA te caNAnI khIcaDI khAvA rAjAjIne tyAM pahAMcI gayA. sipAione paNa kRtUhala thayu hatu eTale e badhA rasa cAkhA ne caNAnI khIcaDI khAvA TALe maLyA hatA ane rANIne nIma hatuM ke khAraNe AvelAne jamADayA pachI ja pAte ane rAjAe jamavuM. aTale mANasAmAM khIcaDI khalAsa thaI ane bhaMDAranA cokhA ne rANA paNa khalAsa thaI gayA. jyAre rAnajI khAvA AvyA tyAre emane mATe kAMI ja khAvAnuM na hatuM eTale gusse thaine rAjapATa cheDI e vanamAM tapa karavA. badhA gama tA rahyA. A bAju kUvAmAM cakalAne eka khI" cakalI maLI gaI hatI. te maganA puDalA sArA banAvatI hatI eTale eNe pATe cheDIne enI sAthe ja saMsAra mAMDyA ane kUvAmAMthI bahAra nIbhye ja nahi. pahelI cakalI kUvA parathI kaTALIne thAIvAra pachI UMDI gaI ane AkhI jindagI ekalA cAkhAnA dANAnA bhAta para kADhI ne khAdhuM ne majA karI. edhaH-phrAinI agata vAtamAM kAe paDavuM nahiM.
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________________ sva. zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI racita kAvya saMgrahomAMthI saMkalita karela kAvyanuM rasa dazana karAvI jatI kAvya kaTAra udAsa ane malAna vadane e beThI che. enI AMkhamAM pI. zokanAM aSADhI vAdaLe gagaDI rahyAM che, ne dhIme dhIme, tUTelI mALAthI eka pachI eka motI sare tema AMsu sarI rahyA che. Tapu , Tapa kaI pAtAnA ujAgarA haze ! AMkha lAla ghUme che. mAM sUjeluM che. heDa bagIna ne mauna che. bArazAkha para e beThI che, ghaDIe ghaDIe e dUra-suddara najara nAMkhe che. paNa hAya! enI AMkho jene jovA mAMge che. e dekhAto nathI. ane AMsu dadaLe jAya che !! enA jIvane cina nathI. enI AMkhane ArAma nathI kAraNuM- eno prItama have ene bhUlI bajAromAM bhaTakavA lAgyo che. basa ene e ja DaMkhyA kare che. e kahe che. koI! mArA prItamane lAvI do. enA vinA mArA prANa taraphaDe che. ane kaI enA prItamane laIne pAchuM phare che. prItamane jotAM ja enI jiMdagI harakhAI UThe che. gherAyelAM zokanAM vAdaLa vIkharAI jAya che. enAM romeroma jhaNajhaNI UThe che. haiyuM AnaMdanuM gIta gAI UThe che. prItama-preyasI-prema-ane patananI mulAyama lAgaNIonA saMgharSane AdhyAtmika kapanAnA udyanamAM vaNI letuM A soraThI rAganuM bhajana sva. zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijInI ustAda kalamano paricaya ApI jAya che. ka
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________________ 8 ] buddhiprabhA prItama muja kabahu na nijaghara Ave, paraghara bhaTakata yAcaka hAkara vezyA sa`gI kahAve prItama muja kabahu na nija ghara Ave. mAha deiza vezyA pAkara nAca vividha nacAve ghaTa Rddhi sahu phelI khAve bhramaNA mAMhI bhulAve. prItana muja kabahu na nija ghara Ave. jAo sakhI muja svAmI manAvAM, rIjhI yathA ghara Ave; paraghara mahArA dAva na phAve kahIyu phogaTa jAve. tA. 10-7-1964 prItama muja kabahu na nija ghara Ave. lAvI prItama sakhI vahAM jAkara atyAna dharAve buddhisAgara siddha su kara seje pati padharAve. ( prItama=AtamA, preyasI jiMdagI, sakhI=subuddhi, vezyA=vAsanA ) (bhajana saMgrahe bhA. 1 pAna naM. 6)
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________________ tA. 10--i964 } buddhiprabhA [ 19 haiye haiyu daLAya evI dhUma gIrdI che. utAvaLA mANuse jANe ahIM cAlatA nathI; dADe che. doDatAM athaDAya che. mANasa tarapha kadI gussAnI te kadI mAphInI ghaDI ane pharI raghavATamAM mAsa cAlavA mAMDe che, athaDAtAM e sAmA najara karI le che. evI ja keAI gIrdImAM saunI sAthe athaDAtI kUTAtI, keAInI gALa sAMbhaLatI e dhIme pagale, dIna najare cAle che. kAine enA sAmuM jevAnI phurasada nathI. jevAnI phurasada che. te ghaDI joI le che. ane bicArI' kahI cAlavA mAMDe che, tA vaLI kAka enA para dayA khAIne ene baTaku roTalo Ape che. tA kAi pasA e paisA Ape che. paNa bhUkhyuM peTa, lagharavaghara vALa, besI gayelAM jaDakhAM, UMDI UtarI gayelI AMkheA, sAMTA jevA hAtha ne paga, cAreya bAju mAMdalI ne hADapiMjara tabiyatanI cADI khAtAM phATela tUTela kapaDAM, hArDa udAsI, haiye maNa maNanA citAnA bhAra, cAlamAMya ekIbekI ramatI evI ene, gheADI phekelI madadathI zuM rAhata maLe ? ane paisA tA ThIka, nathI enA pratye kAine mamatA ke nathI koine enA para jyAra hara najara ene dhRNAthI jIve che. hura zabda ene tiraskArathI dhutkAre che. sAce ja karamanI kaDaNAInI e jIvaMta kaThapUtaLI che. tamAre jANavuM che e kANu che? kayAM rahe che ? te jANAHe che garIbAI. e garIbAinI nAgacUDamAM bhIMsAtAM garIbene joi zrImadjInu haiyuM valAvAI jAya che. ane temane AzvAsana ApatAM kahe che, * amArI zaktithI banatuM, karIzuM ne karAvIzuM, kriyAyAge karI sevA, mudhdhi magalA vazuM.'
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________________ 20]. buddhiprabhA ta, 10-1964 hRdaya raDe che. kavvAlI nihALuM bahu garIbane, tanu duHkhe rUve bhArI; ghaNAM aMdhA ghaNA lulA, hRdayamAM bahu dayA Ave. dukALa pIDiyA bhArI, ghaNA loke bhame jyAM tyAM; rudana karatAM nihALIne, hRdayamAM bahu dayA Ave. phare kaMgALanAM ToLAM, mane nahi nokarI dhaMdho; phare che hAya ! hA ! belI, hadayamAM bahu dayA Ave. paDela dhULamAM bALo, garIbenAM raDe che bahu; dhaNAM vecAya che bALaka, hadayamAM bahu dayA Ave. nathI paheraNa nathI baMDI, nathI jotara nathI TopI: kaDAkAM bhUkhanAM veke, hadayamAM bahu dayA Ave. nathI AdhAra vanane, nathI dhana ke nathI vidyA; nathI sattA garIbone, hRdayamAM bahu dayA Ave. nathI vidyA nathI Azraya, sahe che duHkhane agni: kharelAM azruo dekhI, hadayamAM bahu dayA Ave. jaNAtuM dUdha nahi svAne, mane nahi svapnamAM lADu, paDyA para pATu paDatI, hadayamAM bahu dayA Ave. hRdayadrAvaka vade bele, ghaNI AjIjI karatA; garIbone nIhALyAthI, hRdayamAM bahu dayA Ave. bane belI garIbonA, sudhAre zakitathI te, dayALu satya jagamAMhI, amArA dharmane sevaka. amArI zaktithI banatuM, karIzuM ne karAvIzuM, kriyAyoge karI sevA, "budadhyabdhi maMgale varazuM. (kAvya saMgraha bhA. 7. pAna naM. 4)
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________________ harisatya bhaTTAcArya ema. e. bI. ela. ahiMsAnA avatAra (dharma kathA) ( zrIyut bharAyAjIe mULa baMgALImAM bha. pAnAthajInu saMkSipta caritra lakhyuM hatuM tene anubhava sva. zrI suzIle karyo hate. eka janetaranA hAthe lakhAyela A saMkSipta caritra eTaluM badhuM suMdarane suvAcya che ke atre tene raju karavAno lAbha huM ja karI zakuM tema nathI. ---saMpAdaka.] maMtrI vibhUtie eka divase marabhUtine soMpyo. marabhUti pitAnAM mAthAnA kALA-bhammara jevA kezagucchAmAM vinaya ane cAritrabaLe mahArAja acAnaka eka dhoLA vALa ugate araviMdane mAnIte thaI paDaye, che. A ja rIte A badhA kezanI mahArAjAne e vizvAsapAtra banyA. paDatI thavAnI, yauvana saritA paNa mahArAjAnI gerahAjarImAM rAjataMtranI Akhare sUkAi javAnI, evA evA lagAma marabhUtinA hAthamAM rahetI. aneka vicAre maMtrInA manamAM ubharAI eka divase acAnaka vajIvIrya nIkaLyA. eka ugatA dhoLA vALa nAmanA pratispardhI mahArAjAe yuddhane uparathI emaNe saMsAranI asthiratA, zaMkha kaMko. mahArAjA araviMda, asAratAnuM anumAna kahADayuM. pachI marUbhUtine rAjya soMpI potAnA sainya te potanapuranA A maMtrIe eka sAthe bahAra paDayA. marUbhUti hayAta strI, be putro ane aDhaLaka ezvaryane hoya tyAM sudhI mahArAjA araviMdane. tyAga karI muktino mArga lIdhe. pitAnA rAjyanI kazI ciMtA na hatI. , maMtrIne be putro hatA, temAM araviMda mahArAja yuddha karavA. ekanuM nAma kamaTha ane bIjAnuM nAma gayA eTale kamaThanA julamanI paNa marabhUti. kamaTha moTo hato, marabhUti rAjyamAM hada na rahI. ene sago hAno hate. bhAI mahArAjAne sthAne besa. kamAne moTo hovA chatAM kamaTha ghaNo thayuM ke have mane pUchanAra koNa che? murakha hate. vizvabhUti maMtrIe pitAne kamaTha vivAhIta hatuM. enI strInuM maMtrI tarIkene adhikAra kamAne badale nAma varUNa hatuM. chatAMya te pitAnA
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________________ 22] buddhiprabhA [tA. 10-6-1964 nAnAbhAinI strInuM rUpa nIhALI pAtanapuramAM pAchA pharyA tyAre temaNe mAhamugdha thayeA. ghaNA mANasAnA mukhathI e atyA cAranI kathA sAMbhaLI, emane ve krodhane agni vAce, ubhe ekavAra kaDhe vasuMdharAne udyAnamAM chUTathI haratI pharatI ei. kayAMya surpI te enI tarapha ekITase netA rahyo. nirakhavA mAtrathI tRpti na thai. e najara bahAra tyAre teNe eka meATA niHzvAsa nAkhyA, ane thaI kamarmAnA mitra kalahuse ene ghaNI ghaNI rIte samajAvyuM. " parastrIne mAtA ja mAnavI joie, nhAnA bhAinI strI te peAtAnI sagI putrIrUpaja gaNAya. chatAM, kamaThanI kAma pipAsA zAMta na thaI. . kANu jAya tepaNu mane kabUla che; eka vAra vasuMdharAne mArI patnI na batAvuM tyAM sudhI vana nakAmuM che." kamahetu sArUM zarIra dhrujatuM hatu. enI AkhAmAMthI asvAbhAvika teja varasatuM hatuM. kulahuse jaI vasuMdharAne khabara ApyA. "ahIM pAsenA latAmapamAM tamArA jeTa mUrchita banIne paDayA che. tamAre enI sAravAra karavA javuM oIe." lasanAM kapaTavAkaya sAMbhaLI vasuMdharA doDatI, bebAkaLI, kamaTha pAse paheAMcI. hariNI vAdhanA pUjAmAM phasAya evI ja sthiti ahIM vasuMdharAnI thai. kamaThanA pApaneA ghaDA paNa bharAI gayA. mahArAjA araviMda zatrune tI "tame pAte ka navI beAlatAM, paNa kamAna huM sakhatamAM sakhata sajA karavA mAguM chuM. mArA rAjyamAM huM e anyAya calAvI levA nathI mAgate. tame ja kahe.. ane zI sAtha jo e ?" arpavRMda mahArAjAe, ma`trI marUbhUtine pUchyuM. marUbhUti mANasa hate. kamaThanA atyAcArAe enA haiyAmAM paNa hALI saLagAvI hatI. chatAM te udAratA ane kSamAnA zItaLa jaLathI e Aga olavavA aheAniza peAtAnA aMtara sAthe yuddha karatA. teNe kahyuM. vakhate eka vAra ene javA de." 241 marUbhUtinA svabhAvanI madhuratA joI mahArAjA vismita thayA. emaNe, kahyuM, "have te! huM pAte ja badhu joi laiza. tamArI jIbha nahIM upa. tame khuzIthI tamArA mahele jaI zake che." mahArAjAe kamaThanA hAM upara rameza cApaDI, gadheDA upara besADI AkhA zaheramAM pheravye ane have pachI kAI vAra paNa peAtAnA dezamAM dAkhala na thavAnA TUMkama ApyA. apamAnita kahe, pachI tAtApasa banyA. vairAgya vinAnA, dharma nI
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________________ buddhiprabhA tA. 10-7-1964 gadha vinAnA kamA, bhUtAcala nAmanA parvata upara tApasenA AzramamAM jaI kaMDAra tapazcaryA karavA lAgyA. marUbhUtie peAtAnA mATA bhAinI, tapazcaryA saMbaMdhI badhI vigata sAMbhaLI vicAra karyA. "kharekhara, mArA bhAinuM dIla have pazcAttApanA pANIthI zuddha thaI gayuM che," mahArAjAe ene bahu ah rIte samajALyA ke kAlasA game eTalA dheAie tApaNa dheALA na thAya. duvyaritra mANasa kadAca thoDA divasa sadAcArI ane tA te ulaTA e vadhAre bhayaMkara gaNAya. mATe have tamAre enI sAthenA badhA sababanA tyAga karavA enja cita che. paNa marUbhUtinA aMtaramAM badhRtAnuM leAhI uThaLanuM hatuM. bhrAtRvAtsalye enA dIla upara purA adhikAra jamAvyA hate. enAthI na rahevAyu. te kamaTha pAse jaI pagamAM paDayA. kahyuM, "mane kSamA kare. mahArAjAe mArUM sAMbaLyA vinA ja tamane dezapAra karI dIdhA. ve Apa ghera padhAro. tamArI A kaThina tapazcaryAM jethI mAruM hRdaya cIrAI jAya che." kamA e vakhate e hAthamAM bhAre vajananA be maheATA patthara ucchI rAkhI, ubhA ubhe| tapazcaryA karate hute. peAtAnA nhAnA bhAinA vinayI madhura zabdee, enA dIlamAM bharA meDelA [ 13 krodharUpI sarpane chaMcheDacA. kAMi vadhu vicAra nahIM karatAM, hAthamAMnA bhAre patthara teNe nAnA bhAInA mAthA upara pachADaye|. marUbhUti tyAM ne tyAMja mRtyu pAmyA. kamanA AvA niSThura vyavahAra nei, AsapAsanA tapasvIe paNa khaLabhaLI uThyA. emaNe ene AzramamAMthI hAMkI kADhyA. kamagna bhIla leAkAno eka pallImAM jaIne bharAyA. tyAM rahIne teNe cerIluMTaphATa Adine upadrava phelAvavA mAMDayA. eka avadhijJAnI munirAje mahArAjA aravi Mdane, marUbhUtinA mRtyunA samAcAra sabhaLAvyA. mahArAjAne e vAta sAMbhaLI bahu ja du:kha thayuM. me ja ene jatAM vAryA hatA. na mAnyuM; Akhare e dure peAtAnA sagA bhAInA paNa nirdayapaNe ghAta karyAM." mahArAjA manamAM melyA. (2) pRthvI upara krANu amara rahyuM che ? kama ane enI strI varUNA paNa paralokanA paMthe cAlI nIkaLyAM che AkAzanA eka khuNAmAM varasAdanuM vAdaLa dhIme dhIme gherAtu jAya che. e vAdaLa nathI. jANe ke eka citrakAra nirAMte eThe beThe AkAza rUpI paTa upara navAM navAM citrA derI rahyo che.
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________________ buddhiprabhA [ tA. 10-AE1964 ghaDImAM eka citra dere che, te ghaDI viharatAM, mArgamAM salakI nAmanuM eka pachI pAchuM bhUMsI nAkhe che. ghaDImAM moTuM araNya AvyuM. araviMda muninI eka navoja AkAra najare paDe che. sAthe bIjA paNa ghaNA munio hatA. mahArAjA araviMda meghanI A saMlakInA araNyamAM e sau utaryA. lIlA tallInatA pUrvaka joI rahyA che. munione saMgha maLyo hato, vAdaLa-citrakAre e ka jinamaMdira eTalAmAM eka gAMDe hAthI madattaracItaravAnuM AdaryuM. mahArAjAne e paNe vRkSone mULamAMthI ukheDIne phekatA citra bahuja gamI gayuM. teo paNa pitAnI tarapha AvatA emaNe je, eka pIMchI tathA cheDe raMga laI, enI mahAtmA araviMda dhyAnastha hatA. teo nakala utAravA besI gayA. A vAdaLanA netra ughADe te pahelAM ja gAMDA hAthIe AkAranuM evuM ja eka bIjuM jina- emane suMTathI pakaDayA. mahAtmAe maMdira caNAvavAnI emanI bhAvanA hatI. jarAye vyAkuLatA na batAvI. e to eTalAmAM te vAdaLa vIMkhAyuM. parvatanI jema potAnA Asane besI rahyA. maMdiranuM AkhuM svama uDI gayuM. hAthIne garva gaLI gayo. ene "saMsAra ATale badhe asthira mayira muni araviMdanI chAtI upara zrIvatsanuM che?" mahArAjanA aMtaramAMthI pAkAra cihna joyuM. e ciha jotAM ja hAthIne uThe. A rAjya, A saMpadA, A potAnA pUrvabhavanI smRti jAgI. eka jIvana, e badhuM zuM A vAdaLanA maMdira hA sarakhA nIzAnamAM AkhA jevuM ja kSaNika haze? e badhAne bhavanI lAbI-saLaMga kathA lakhAelI vIMkhAtAM zI vAra? zA sArU asthira eNe vAMcI lIdhI. hAthIe suMDha namAvI saMsAra pAchaLa mAruM jIvana vitAvI mahArAjAne praNAma karyA. rahyo chuM ?" "zA sArU A prakAranI vyartha araviMda mahArAjAe potAnA putrane hiMsA kare che ?" munie araviMda rAjasiMhAsane sthApI tyAga mAgane hAthAne saMbodhI kAma vANImAM kahevA paMthe cAlI nIkaLyA. e rIte keTalAka lAgyA : hiMsA jevuM bIjuM eka pApa varSo vahI gayA. nathI. akALa mRtyunA pariNAme to te samrATa araviMda Aje araNya hAthane-jAnavarane bhava meLavyo che. vAsI che. nispRha muni sarva hajI paNa pApathI kAM nathI hoto ? AcAra pALe che. dharmane pathe vicara! vratAdinuM pAlana eka vAra sameta zikhara tarapha kara ! keka divase sArI gati pAmaze
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________________ [25 tA. 19-7-1964 buddhiprabhA akALe ApaghAta-mRtyune bhega ene mudala citA nathI. aheniza banela maMtrI-marabhUtine jIva A parameSThI maMtra jApa jape che. araNyamAM hAthI rUpe avataryo hate. kamaThanI patnI-varUNuM enI hAthaNI eka divase tarasane lIdhe akaLAyela rUpe hatI. hAthInuM nAma vajas. vadheSa pANI pIvA mATe vegavatI vajaghoSa saghakI vanamAM bhamato. hAthiNI nadI tarapha jatuM hatuM. tyAM kInAre ja rUpe varUNuM enI priyatamA banI hatI. karkaTa nAmane eka sarpa rahe. e vidhinA vidhAno keTalAM vilakSaNa sApa joSane DaMkhyo. A sApa hoya che? kamAna chava hato. pApakarmane lIdhe e sApane bhava pAmyo hato. vaSane vaSane pitAne pUrva bhava yAda jenAM ja sApane pitAnuM pUrva vera Avyo. asAdhAraNa duHkha ane pazcA- sAMbhaLI AvyuM. e verano A rIte ttApane lIdhe enuM citta valovAI rahyuM. eNe badalo lIdhe. araviMda muninA pAdapadmamAM manabhAve mRtyu samaye vadhe AtaM-raudra eNe pitAnuM mastaka kAvya: pratinA dhyAna na sevyuM. e vratanA pratApe lIdhI ke "have hiMsA nahi karuM, AThamAM-rahassAra svargamAM deva thaye. tyAM teNe sattara sAgaropama ati cAvajIvana bAra vrata pALIza." sukha-vilAsamAM vitAvyA. devanA bhavamAM munivara araviMda vihAra karIne paNa e tane mahimA na bhUlyo, gayA tyAre vazeSa hAthI paNa ghaNe eTale ke puNyanoja A badho mahimA dUra sudhI emane vaLeTAvA gayo. have che ema mAnato. devapaNAmAM paNa e to e ahiMsA pALate thayo che. roja tyAlayamAM pUjA-bhakita karato mAtra bhUkhanuM nivAraNa karavA DAM sUkAM ane mahAmera naMdIzvara Adi dIpomAM tRNa khAya che. apakArIne paNa e jaI bhagavAnanI pratimAone vAMda. kSamA kare che. zatru ke mitrane paNa e samAna gaNe che. parvanA divasomAM te devane paNa mRtyu te hoya che ja. upavAsa kare che, brahmacarya pALe che. sattara sAgaropamane aMte enI devatapatho krame krame enuM zarIra kI lIlA pUrI thai. lAkaDI jevuM thaI gayuM. paNa e vAtanI (vadhu AvatA aMke)
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________________ 26 ] buddhiprabhA tA. 10-9-1964 guNavaMta zAha pustaka paricaya temaja samAlocanA [A vibhAga mATe dareka lekhaka temaja prakAzaka bhAIne vinaMtI che ke teo temanuM pustaka kAryAlayane saranAme samAlocanA mATe mAlI Ape.] bhajana sa graha bhA.1 vadhAvI che, ane vAMcI che. bhajana saMgraha bhA. 1 lInI cha cha AvRtti leH sva. zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI. bahAra paDI cUkI che e ja batAve che - sva. zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI ke vAMcakee temanA kAvyone keTalA eka saMta hatA. sAdhaka hatA. jainAcArya badhA umaLakAthI gAyA che, kaMi karyA che. hatA. ane siddhaharata kavi temaja ane kharekhara temanA badhA ja bhajana lekhaka paNa hatA. emanuM jIvana jo ke saMgrahamAM A prathama saMgraha aphalAtUna che. ekalakSI hatuM. mukitanI khoja e emanuM lakSa hatuM. chatAMya e khojamAM A AkhAya saMgrahanI viziSTatA temaNe vaividhya sabhara jIvana gujAryuM che. ta e che ke tenuM tame kaI paNa pada, - sata vana , sAkSara jIvana, saMta jIvana, AdhyAtmika bhajana ke tene bhajana ke stavana le to te madhura kavana, sAmAjika jIvana, sudhAraka rAgathI gAI zakAya tevuM che. jIvana AvA aneka bheda jIvananA pADI vaLI bIjI viziSTatA e che ke temanA jIvanane joI zakAya tema che. A saMgrahamAM ghaDA apavAda bAda e badhA ja kSetrone temaNe raparza karatAM jhAjhA kAvyo te sarvadharmIo karyo che. Ama bahumukhI pratibhA dharA- pitAnA ja dharmanA gIta che ema samavatA zrImadjInA sarjanamAM paNa bahu- jIne gAI zake tevA che. jo ke adhyAtma vidhatA Ave e svAbhAvika ja che. ne AmA pratye zrImadjIne apUrva rAga ane AthI ja ema kahI zakAya ke hoi A saMgrahamAM AtmAnulakSI temanA gadya lakhANe karatAM vAMcakee kAvyonuM bAhulya ghaNuM che. chatAM paNa temanI kAvya sarjanAne vadhu umaMgathI e AtmAnA kALe paNa evI sahaja
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________________ tA. 10-3-1964] buddhiprabhA | [ 27 saraLatAthI sarjAyA che ke vAcakane parakhIne lejo nANuM re, e vAMcatAM ke gAtAM kayAMya paNa tatva A AvyuM uttama TANuM re ciMtanane bhAra nathI lAgato. saMgrahamAMnuM prathama ja bhajana le-tenI 2 Te karatAM turata vAramAM, trIjI kaDImAMnuM vitarAganuM varNana evA Ave jamanuM ANuM re. te lAghavathI karyuM che ke emAMthI tame nANuM TANuM, ANuM evA prAsAnune ekAda zabda paNa A pAche prAsa te dareka bhajanamAM jovA maLe che. karo ke kADhI nAkho to e AkhuMya to jaDa-jhamaka jevA alaMkAre paNa bhajana pAMgaLuM banI jaze. kayAMya kayAMya dekhA de che. jevA ke harihara brahmA tuM khare re, 41 mA bhajanamAM lAlacu, laMpaTa, lucco banI te, karI kusaMge yArI re, zivazaMkara mahAdeva, to ceto cittamAM caTapaTa, samaje doSa aDhAre kSaya karyA re, narane nArI re. mAyA na tArI re. vagere. suranara karatAM seva; bhajana 7 muM prItama muja khudA tuma akalagati nyArI, kabahu na nijadhara Ave, bhajana niraMjana brahmadazA tArI." 50 muM saguNa sanehA svAmI AvAM lAghavayukta varNana te A mahele padhAre jevA AkhAya kAvya suMdara rUpakamAM vaNAyelAM jovA maLe che. saMgrahamAM Thera Thera jovAM maLe che. 37mAM bhajanamAM Atamane paricaya karAvatAM keTalAka bhajanone ughADa eTale teozrI lakhe cheH to suMdara ne sumadhura che ke e paktio vAre vAre gaNa gaNavAnuM mana thAya alUkha agocara nirbha dezI, tevI che. - siddha samevaDa tuM bhArI bhajana 9 muM jIvalaDA ghATa navA, anubhava amRta bhogI haMsA, zIda ghaDe, palakanI khabara tane, akalagati vate tArI, nahi paDe. bhajana 41 muM. mAyA na murakha kAvyane zaNagAratAM evAM bhAtIgaLa tArI re, zuM mAne mArI mArI re, alaMkAro te ApaNane A saMgrahamAM mArI mArI karatAM tArI, ummara khUba ja jovA maLe che.. sahu paravArI re.........
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________________ 28] buddhiprabhA ( tA. 10-1964 bhajana 55 muM. keI na karaze pharIthI AvRttimAM bAda karavAthI jeneprIta, catura nara kaI na karaze tene paNa A saMgraha khUba ja prati ..* bhAvI jaze. bhajana 88 muM. priyA mama chaTakI bhaTakI aTakI, kheMcI tANI gharamAM vivecana nahi vicAra vistAra ghAlI, te paNa jAva chaTakI...vagere. zrImada buddhisAgarajI kRta A badhA uparAMta A saMgrahamAM bhajana para bhAvArtha saMgraha kakakAvalIne samAveza paNa karavAmAM (vivacana sAthe) Avyo che. bArAkhADInA dareka akSara AcArya zrImad kIrtisAgara para cAra cAra paMktinI eka eka TUMka lakhI che. temanA kAvyano chelle sUrIzvarajI ma. graMtha je kamAvalI subodha che tenA | bhajana pada bhAvArtha saMgraha paDaghAM AmAM saMbhaLAya che. (vivecana sAthe) A pustakamAM lekhakasaMsAranI tamAma nAnI moTI bAe sva. zrImad buddhisAgara surIzvaraciMtAo cheDI daI ke ekAMta jInA 108 pado para vivecana karavAne zrama uThAvyA che. ApaNA pUrvAcAyata khUNe prakRtinI godamAM ne AtmAnI stavana, satabAyo va. kAvya para ghaNA virAmatAmAM, cittanI kaI zAMta paLe, ochIoe pitAnI vivecanAtmaka ke A saMgrahamAMnuM kaI paNa bhajana gAtAM samAlocanAtmaka kalama calAvI che. ke gaNagaNatAM AtamAM eka anero tyAre AvuM kAI pustaka lakhAya ne ja AnaMda anubhave che. pragaTa thAya e jarUra AvakAra dAyaka A saMgrahanI je pharIthI Avani gaNAya. jo ke A pustaka e bahAra pADavAmAM Ave te tenA prakA. gurubhakitanuM ja pariNAma che. A zakane A mAruM namra sacana che ke pramANe potAnA zradheya gurudevanA kAvyo A saMgrahamAnA AtmAnalakSI tema ja para kaMIka lakhIne lekhakazrIe potAnI upadezAtmaka kAvyone ja saMgraha gurubhaktinAM ja darzana karAvyAM che. karavAmAM Ave ane anukrame te badhA puratakanA nAma sAthe vivecana eka sAthe saMkalita karavAmAM Ave. zabda joDAya che kharo paraMtu AkhAya stavana, guru gIta tema ja gahelIne pustakamAM vivecana thoDuM che jyAre e
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________________ tA. 12-7-1964 buddhiprabhA [29 sivAya (vivecana) bIjuM ghaNuM che. je ApyAM che. AvAM ghaNAM vAkayo meTrika ke phAinala bhaNatA vidyArthIone batAvI zakAya tema che. pustaka presamAM ekAda be paMkitao para lakhavAnuM ApatAM pahelAM tenuM mULa meTara je kahevAmAM Ave ane teo je lakhe dhyAnathI vAMcI-vaMcAvI vicArAyuM hatuM . te ahIM mAtra vicAra vistAra ja to AvI bhUlo jarUra dUra karAi ja thayela che. vivecananuM je baMdhA- zakAI hota. raNa ane tenA je nIti niyamo che bIjI vastu paNa, je A saMgratenA A pustakamAM sadaMtara abhAva hanI bIjI AvRtti bahAra paDe tyAre che. kAvyanI khUbI, tenI kalpanA dhyAnamAM levA jevI che. amuka vicAra vaibhava, tenA alaMkAre, samakAlIna raju karavA mATe eka ja zabdanA be kAvya sAthenI tenI tulanA ve. kyAMya traNa paryAyavAcaka zabdo eka ja sAthe jovA maLatAM nathI. AthI A sAya ApI devAmAM AvyAM che. tethI vicApustaka vivecana karatAM vicAra vistA- rane vadhu mokaLAza na maLatAM vicAra ramAM ja patharAyeluM che. pite ja guMcavAI jAya che. najara- padanA kamAMka e A pustakanI daSTi; hita-kalyANa-abhyadaya, paDieka ujaLI bAju che. eka padano tAI huzIyArI, mada-gumAna-magarUrI vagere AvA joDakAM na ApatAM vicAra vistAra pUro thatAM bIjA pada sAthe te sAruM evuM anusaMdhAna AmAMthI ekAda zabda A heta meLave che. te paNa cAlI zakata. bIjI AvRttimAM A sivAya paNa eka vAta te khAsa A mATe AcAryazrIe bhASA dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jevI che. jo ke e sAdI vAparI che. paraMtu kayAMka kayAMka lekhaka-AcAryazrInI bhUla nathI. pura vAko evA asaMdigdha ne adhUrAM che rIDare praznArtha ane Azcarya vAcaka ke vAcakane vicAra meLa meLavatAM saheja cihnamAM jarAya phera joyo ja nathI. muzkelI paDe che, dA. ta. pAna naM. 12 AthI A pustakamAM e cihane lIdhe, vAMce AvA lAkho game upAya karIne AcAryazrIne vicAra samajavAmAM are jIva! ciMtA, zoka-saMtApAdika khUba ja goTALo Ubho che. karI sukha zAMti prApti karI che ne ? tuM uttara ApIza nahi. zo javAba ekaMdare A purataka sva. zrIma Ape ?" pAna naM. 56 te AkhuM ja buddhisAgarasurIzvarajInA bhajano samaasaMdigdha che. A to mAtra be namunA javAmAM eka upayogI sAdhana pUruM
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________________ buddhiprabhA (tA. 10-7-1964 pADe che. A pustaka vinA mUlya maLe vine bAkA mananIya pravacano che. meM che. pa. pU. paMnyAsapravarazrI subodha- temaja mArA sahakAryakaroe vinobAnuM sAgarajI mahArAjanA vineyAntavAsI pravacana jANIne ja e copaDI vAcavI pU. munirAjazrI manahara sAgarajI ma. zarU karI hatI. paraMtu amAre paNuM sA. pAsethI A pustaka maLI zakaze. pelA thiyeTaronA mAlikonI mAphaka bIjI vAto vAMcavI paDI. chApa iglenDanI, mAla banAvaTI vinAbAchavuM pravacana mATe te A pustikAmAM mAtra ATha ja pAnA bhArata para bhagavAna mahAvIrakA rokAyelA che jayAre bAkInA 40 asIma upAra. pAnAmAM A pravacananA uddagamano ( saMta vinobAkA eka vistRta ane sacitra paricaya Apa mananIya pravacana) vAmAM AvyA che. pravacana zA mATe, saMpAdaka : paM rUdradeva trIpAThI ema. e. kayAM, ane kAne AvyuM e vAta che sAhitya--sAMkhya-gAcArya. pAnAmAM samAI zakI heta paraMtu ema nathI banyuM. tethI pravacana bAjue kahevAya che ke citra nirmAtAo rahI jAya che. ane pravacananA kArathiyeTaranA mAlikane, amuka citra mAM ja guMcavAI javAya che. pustikA levA mATe bIjA junA citrA paNa pUrI vAMcI rahetA vinobAjInA zabda parANe Ape che. e junA citro le karatAM vadhu to paM. dhIrajalAlanI ja te ja temane navuM citra ApavAmAM vAto kAnamAM athaDAyA kare che. chekamAM Ave che. ane davA temaja kApaDanA vinobAjInuM pravacana ahIM bIjI badhI dhaMdhAmAM te A vAta have jagajAhera vAtomAM dabAi jAya che. thaI che ke kayAMka kyAMka paradezanI chApa vinobAjIe A pravacananI zarUheThaLa dezI mAla bajADI devAmAM Ave che. avejI mAlanuM A dUSaNa sAhi- AtamAM graMtha samarpaNanA samAroha tyamAM paNa kyAMka kayAMka dekhAya che. viSe je spaSTa ane nikhAlasa vAta A hiMdI pustikAmAM e dUSaNe karI che te graMthanA samarpaNa samAdekhA dIdhI che. pustikAnuM nAma bhagavAna rohanA Ayojakoe khUba ja vicA. mahAvIrakA asIma upakAra (saMta ravA jevI che. te kahe che -
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________________ tA. 10-7-1964] buddhiprabhA mAnate hato ane Aje temaja jainetare vAMcavA ne vicAravA paNa mAnuM chuM ke AvA graMthi jevuM che. rAga-dveSathI dUra rahenArA evA A pustikAnA saMpAdaka agara bIjA ke, temanA A pravacananI paramAtmAne ja samarpaNa karavA alaga pustikA, temAM bIjuM kaMI joIe. bheLaseLa karyA vinA pragaTa karI jagata saMskRti para bha. mahAvIranuM vaheMcAze te, e eka mahAna puNya kArya banI raheze. keTaluM kahyuM che ane Aje temanA upadezanI jagatane keTalI badhI jarUra A puritakA, dazapura-sAhitya saMvardhana-saMsthAna, maMdasaura (ma. pra.) che e samajavA mATe pU. vinobAjInuM saMsthA taraphathI pragaTa thaI che. pragaTa thayeluM A pravacana dareka jena kimata. 0-80 nA pai. ahiMsA e mAnavamAtranA mahAmaMtra che. tenA vyavasthita pracAra vinA samAjanA abhyadaya thaI zake naIM. temAM je viSama saMgAnA pariNAme dharmabhUlyA che, temane te ahiMsAne mahAmaMtra avazya - saMbhaLAvavo joIe. A kArya mAtra zabdanA svaritaka puravAthI thatuM nathI. te mATe ekaniSTa banI, akhaMDa-avirata prayatna karavAnI jarUra che. gujarAtanuM gauravazALI jaina mizana. paramAra kSatriya janadharma pracAraka sabhA. je beDelI ane tenI AsapAsanA pradezamAM ahiMsA dharmane vyavasthita pracAra karI rahyuM che. ane tenuM pariNAma uttarottara suMdara AvatuM rahyuM che. chellA paMdara varSathI kArya karI rahela A saMsthAne paricaya meLavo ane sahakAra Apo. ne ApaNe ema icchatA hoie ke ahiMsA dharmane pracAra vadhe ane bIjA hajAro bhAIe tenA jhaMDA nIce AvI pitAnuM kalyANa sAdhe te A saMsthAne chuTA hAthe paisAnI madada karavI ghaTe che. beDelI ane tenI AsapAsanA derAsaranI paMcatIrthInA darzana karavA padhAre. ane A kArya kSetranuM nirikSaNa kare. madada mokalavAnuM ThekANuM | kAryAlaya : | mAnad maMtrIo : zeTha vADIlAla rAghavajI [457, saradAra vI. pI. roDa, jeThAlAla lakSmIcaMda zAha 61, trAMbA kAMTA, 2 je mALe, ke IzvaralAla kasturacaMda 1. muMbaI 3. muMbaI 4, sALavI
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________________ DaoN. madhusudana pArekha vasmaraNanA vamaLamAM ( hAsya kathA ) [ kaMIka vAta ke prasaMga, keinuM nAma ke gAma bhUlI janArA ghaNAM che. paraMtu e bhUlI javuM kyAreka kyAreka khUba jarUrI bane che. ane evA kaDavA prasaMge bhUlavA mATe mAnavI kaMi hajAra prayatna kare che. bhUlavAnI e kaLAne haLavI rIte raju karato A lekha ApaNane hasAve che ne sAthe sAthe ApaNane eka mahAmUluM pAtheya ApI jAya che. -saMpAdaka | mArA vaDIle, mitrA ane mArI ene pAkI zraddhA che. koI vAra varasatA panI e badhAne mArI virakRti para varasAdamAM huM chatrI laIne koleja javA bhAre vizvAsa che. koIpaNa kAma bhUlI nIkaLuM eja vakhate Avate mahine javAnuM mane hamezAM yAda rahe che evI navI strInA bajeTanI vAta e avazya temanI daDha mAnyatA che. mArA vaDIlee karavAnI. huM mArA mitrone keTalIkavAra mArA vize eka daMtakathA pracalita karI thoDA paisA uchInA ApuM eTale e che ke huM ja tyAre raDayA na hatA. hisAbanI copaDImAM gayA khAte ja bALaka janme tyAre raDavuM e tene mATe lakhe. mane saMbhaLAve paNa khara; "mane sAva svAbhAvika che. paNa huM to tamAre temaja tamArA mitrAno baMnene raDavAnuM ja bhUlI gayo hato eTale vizvAsa che, tamArA mitro pisA pAchA janmathI ja huM bhUlakaNuM chuM. Apaze ja ema mane zraddhA che ane pisTamAM nAkhavA mATe mane kAgaLa tamane te e mAgavAnuM yAda nahi ja kAe kaI vAra soyo hoya to Ave enI paNa mane cokkasa khAtrI che." e kAgaLa sAMje ema ne emaja pAcho mArA mitrA kaDhapaNe mArA viSe Ave e mArI patnIne draDha vizvAsa prata dharAve che ke jamIne tarata , vArtA che. ane kaI vAra meM jAte ja kALajI- ke nATaka lakhavAmAM tallIna thaI gayo pUrvaka kAgaLa lakhIne posTamAM nAMkhyo houM ane mArI patnI kalAka pachI, hoya to enI upara huM saranAmuM lakha- AkhuM bhANuM pharI pIrasIne lAve te. vAnuM cokkasa bhUlI gayA hoiza evI huM "khera, Aje kema ATaluM badhuM
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________________ tA. 10-3-1964] buddhiprabhA [ 33 moDuM karyuM ema kahI ghaDIyALa sAme prasaMga mane hajI sudhI yAda rahyo, mArI joi tarata jamavA besI jAuM. smRtimAM jaLavAi rahe tenI kadara na mAro ni vize jagatamAM ATale thaI paNa huM smRtigU zA mATe ba! pravatatA joI huM e bhrama khAto hato tenI paNa mane vikRta thaI e emane mArI pati viruddha bhA che e mArA bacapaNanI vAta sabaLa purA lAge. katA. zALamAM bhaNave tyAre para rAja rAti nabaLI hatI. mArI umRti sateja havAnA huM dila la bAdazAhanI vaMzAvaLI bIjA aneka dAkhalA ApI zakuM chuM. e vAra vAMkhyA pachI pazu bAbaranA keTalAM varSa pUrve banela sAva najIvA mAyu - kabara sudhI pahoMcatAM te prasaMge paNa hajI mArI rakRtimAM sAjA mArI kamRti- kabara thaI jatI. ne tAjA rahyA che. nizALamAM ekavAra bhaMgALamAM paNa pariNAma goLI ja parIkSA vakhate huM kAgaLamAM kApI karIne AvatuM. eka vAra mArI bAne salAha laI gayo hato paNa kAgaLiyuM kADhaApI, " e rasRtigRNa khavaDAvA, vAnuM ja jhUlI nApAsa thai pAchA yAdazA enI meLe udhaDaze. mArI mAvyA hatA. maMdiramAM eka vAra meM bAe mane roja cUraNa khavaDAvavA ghasAyelI AnI nAkhI hatI. e ma yuM. eka mahinAmAM mArI muti saMge hajI mane yAda che. mAre bhUlavA to nahi paNa vismRti ughaDI. mahanA che chatAM e bhUlAtA nathI. huM navo pachI viTanano eTalo badho vikAsa nA jyAre sAyakala zI hatA che ke eka divasa mane cUraNa khAtA tyAre zAka vecanArI vAgharaNa sAthe joI mArA eka mitra mane pUchyuM: 'A athaDAmaNa thaI te prasaMge e sAkSAta 'cUraNa zene mATe khAya che ? huM vicAramAM sarasvatI svarUpa vAgharaNe stragdharA chaMdanI paDI gayA. smRti cUraNa zene mATe paMkti jevI lAMbI svasti mane suNAvI khAte hato tenI mane vismRti thaI hatI. e AkhI pati haju mane gaI hatI ! " akSare akSara yAda che. eka vAra methInI che A dAkhale TAMkIne kahe ke lAine badale kothamIra laI AvyA mane bacapaNano A prasaMga ke akSare pachI mArI patnIe khAnagImAM enI akSara yAda che ? ane chatAM tane mArI bahenapaNIne mATe mArA viSe kevo mRti vize zaMkA uThAvavAnuM zuM samartha abhiprAya uccAryo hato te huM prayojana paNa mArI vAta badhAM hajI bhUlI zakatA nathI. bAtharUmamAM hu hasavAmAM kADhI nAkhatAM. e mane A bulaMda avAje gIta gAte hato tyAre
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________________ 34] buddhiprabhA : tA. 10-3-1964 paDazaNe kahyuM tamArA gharamAM bilADe IzvarI bakSisa che. viskRtinA aneka prakAra bharAyA lAge che. ene kAje nahiMtara che. keTalAkane caherAnI vismRti thAya padha paDaze, ema mArI patnInI pAse che, keTalAka prasaMge ja bhUlI jAya udagAra karyA hatA. te to mane roja che. keTalAkane nAma yAda rAkhavAnI nahAtI vakhate yAda Ave che. mAre muzkelI hoya che. keTalAkanA cittamAM eka mitra mArI pAsethI ekavAra pAvalI to mRti viratinI saMtAkukaDI ja uchInI laI gayo hato. e vAtane cAlatI hoya che. Aje dasa varSa thai gayA paNa e amArA mitramaMDaLamAM eka jANItA mitrane jotAM ja mane 'pAvalI" yAda kavi che. emane vAtava jagata sAthe Ave che ane pAvalImAM mArA mitranuM baha nibata nathI. ghaNuM kharuM to e pratibiMba dekhAya che! kavilekamAMja vasatA hoya che. vaTavahevAra kolejamAM bhI khonI ramatamAM to emanI patnI kare tyAre ! sagAM eka chokarIe mane AuTa karyo tyAre nehInAM nAma paNa patnI mukhe aDadhAM badhAe khUba tALIo pADI hatI e paDadhA sAMbhaLyA hoya te ja. ekavAra prasaMga yAda kara mane jarAya gamato patnInI haTha AgaLa kavine namatuM nathI chatAM rakRtimAMthI e khasato ja jokhavuM paDayuM ane patnI sAthe koIka nathI. AvA te eka prasaMge mArI sagA saMbaMdhInA lagnamAM javA nIkaLyA, skRtinA bacAva mATe TAMkI zake. AvA rastAmAM emanA keTalAka saMbaMdhIo prasaMgo parathI huM te mAnuM chuM ke yAda maLyAM. panIe eka bahenanI oLakhANa rAkhavuM saheluM che-bhUlI javuM agharuM che, karAvatAM kahyuM, "A nalinI. ApaNA viskRti e zakita che. ramati azakita vinubhAI sAthe gaye varSe paraNI che." che. jagatano vahevAra smRti karatAMya nalinInA hAthamAM bAbo joine vizeSa te vismRti upara ja cAlI kAvanI kalpanA cagI, "eha, nalinI rahele dekhAya che. Aje aMgrejo ane bahena, majhAmAM ke ? bAbe be traNa ke varSo pahelAMnI vera vRti tAjI ja varSane lAge che, kharuM ! cAlatAM zIkhyo rAkhe athavA hiMdu-musalamAne sakAo ke nahi ? pUrvenAM yuddhone smRtimAM saMgharI rAkhe nalinIbahena bicArAM khasiyAnuM te zI paristhiti thAya ? bhagavAne paDI gayAM. kavinAM patnI paNa DaghAI mANasane smRti echI ApI che. paNa gayA. "tamane te kAMI bhAna che ke nahi ? mAnavajAti ane vikRti pAra vinAnI hajI gaye varSe te nalinI paraNI.. bakSI che. eTale vismRti ne jIvADanArI ne...ne be traNa varSane ene bA !"
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________________ tA. 20-9-1964 buddhiprabhA (35 kavi paristhiti pAmI gayA. vAta " are piluM....zuM piluM e phiravatA kahyuM "are bhUlya, mUlya, are haiye che ne hoThe nathI AvatuM... nAmamAM jabare geTALo thaI gayo. kaMIka "la" para hatuM. lIlA to nahi ?" bAkhe to kAntAbahenano che kema?" maMkeDe vADakAmAM geLa meLa phare badhAM saDaka thaI gayAM. kavinAM tema kavie TebalanI AsapAsa AMTA patnI to bicArAM zaramIMdA thaI gayAM. mAravA mAMDayAH "mane lAge che "va'. tamane te koI vicAra ke nahi ?" para hatuM, "vanitA" te nahi. ?' 'kAntAbahena paraNyAM cheja kyAM? "latA to nahi ? phAve tema zuM bAphe che ? bAbA te madanabhAbhIne che." tyAre navanitA ?" madanabhAnI? sudhAkarabhAI sAthe jemane...' sudhAkarabhAI tyAM ja ubhA mitA? kanakalatA ? hatA. e ekadama camakayA. are madanabhAbhI te madhukarabhAIne "nA nA vanalatA kharuM ?" tyAM paraNyAM te.. tameya sAva.' nA e paNa nahi. haze paNa , tame jamI to le. nAma te pachI vArtAlApa vadhAre calAvyA vinAja jaDaze." badhAM kyAM paDyAM. paNa kavine jamavAmAM zo rasa ekavAra eka rUpALAM bahena kavine maLavA AvyAM. kavine emanuM nAma "lalitA to nahi?" emaNe khUba gamI gayuM. pitAnA eka kAramAM pAtra tarIke e bahenanuM ja nAma pUchyuM. rAkhavAnuM temaNe nakkI kyuM. thoDA "nA, nA. taralA ke saralA evuM vakhata pachI kAvyanI emane phariNA kaMIka hatuM.' thaI. paNa pelAM bahenanuM nAma hoTha sADA traNa kalAka kavi ane kavipara caDavuM nahi. patnI vacce ukhANAM cAlyAM, strIonA - " are savitA,': kavie patnIne nAmane kAza Akho dI kADhayo paNa bUma pADI, "ApaNe tyAM pelAM bahenA haiyAmAM ramatuM nAma hoTha para na AvyuM. AvyAM hatAM te divase sAMje , tenuM .. acAnaka bAbAe buma pADI nAma zuM hatuM?" bA, A TamIe lavaMga veryA." Ave
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________________ buddhiprabhA 36 ] hAM. lava'galatA ' baMne eka sAthe melI paDayAM ane cAra vAge haLave haiye rasADAmAM doDayAM. eka bIjA prephesara che. temane itihAsanAM rAjAonI vaMzAvaLI, sAla, sa vatA-tArIkhe, zaeNrabajAranA bhAva badhuM ja jIbhane Terave rahe che. paNa bicArAne emanAM nava daza che|karAnAM nAma yAda rahetAM nathI. eka vAra te gussAmAM AvIne bhulamAM te bhulamAM emaNe peAtAnA chekarAne badale paDe?zInA che!karAne TIpI nAMkhyA hatA. nathI. eka jANItA phileAseAphara vize evI daMtakathA pracalita hatI ke philaphrI sivAya temane kazuM ja yAda rahetu hi. emanI patnInuM mukha te TIka paNa patnI paNa yAda rahetI philAsAkara rAja dhera Ave patnI sau prathama emanI heTa, hatrI ane kheDA barAbara saMbhALI letA. tAM varasamAM traNa chatrI, be breDa khuTa ane pANA Dajhana dhaeNTa tA davAM ja paDatAM. tyAre kharI eka vAra lisAkara ane temanI patnIne kArya samAraMbhamAM sAthe javAnuM AmatraNa maLyuM. te sAthe gayAM. philAsAphara purUSa vargamAM eka levA gayA tyAre patnIe Agale divase kharIdelI navI chatrI saMbhALavAnI pacAsa vAra sucanA karI. philAsAMkara [k, 10-7-64 te vyAkhyAne badale chatrImAM ja tallIna thaI gayA. samAraMbha pRza ye, chatrI barAbara sabhALIne emaNe cAlavA mAMDayuM. paNa emane manamAM kaIka gaDamathala thavA mAMDI. kaIka khUTe che ema emane lAgavA mAMDyuM. badhAM gajavAM tapAsyA. heTa kADhIne karI paherI joI. chatrI udhADavAsa karI paNa che. yAda na AvyuM. ghera AvIne e to philasuphInA prathamAM DUbI gayA. eDIvAra pachI babaDatI phaDatI patnI AvI. emanA copaDA kheMdha karI dIdho. tame te daivA mAsa che ?" kema ? chatrI ! barAbara sAcavIne lAvyo chuM. Aje te kazuM bhUlyA nathI.' are paNa mane ja bhUlI gayA te ?" philasAphara guMcavAyA. mane MIka khaTakayA pharatuM hatuM kharuM. meM khissAM paNu tapAsI joyAM paNu mane zIkhAra ke tane ja bhUlI gayo haIza !' ekavAra emanAM patnI TrenamAM bahAragAmathI AvavAnAM hatAM patnInA khAsa AgrahathI te sTezana para tene teDavA gayA. gADI meADI hatI. eTale e te relve sTAla para rAdhAkRSNananA eka pustakamAM pAvAI gayA. philasUphImAM evI DUbakI mArI ke be kalAka nIkaLI gayA, theDIvAra pahelAM ja gADI UpaDI gaI hatI. acAnaka cApaDImAMthI temanI najara bahAra gai. peAte hajI lAyabrerImAM
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________________ buddhiprabhA hatA. tA. 10-7-1964 ] ja beThA che. evI bhramaNAmAM e sAmethI mega laine eka strI emanA tarapha AvatI hatI. philAsAkara vicAramAM paDayA, mA bahenane kayAMka naiyAM lAge che !' paNa kayAM evAM haze te nakkI thaI zakayuM nahiM. pelI teA pAse AvavA mAMDI. emanA sAmuM jJeyu. kilesAphara guMcavAyA. pahelAM bahene kahyuM: 'cAlA' philAsekara tA tA hajI 'lAyabrerI' nA ja muDamA hatA. 'cAleA' sAMbhaLIne ke vadhAre guMcavAyA. lAyabrerImAM A ajANI strI emane krama kheAlAvatI haze ? emaNe kahyuM 'mApha karo tamane kayAMka joyAM lAge che...tame... me }}} >> I [ 37 tame' tyAM te| patnInI bega para peAtAnuM nAma vAMcI ekadama kUdayA 'are tuM... .......huM ta...huM te...' have tuM huM tuhuM karatAM cAle te chAnAmAnA ghera." kahIne rakhArI gAyane dhasaDI jAya tema eka philasApharane ghasaDI gaI. Ama mahAna vyaktimAM vistRtine vizeSa guNu izvare mUkaye ch. keTalAka mAne che ke vismRti mahAna puruSane varelI hoya che. vismRtine varelA vaijJAnikA ane tattvaciMtakAe vizvane mahAna siddhienI bheTa ApI che. eTale ja smRti karatAM vismRtine mahimA mATA che. ucca banAvaTa maneAhara ghATa vizuddha mAla vyAjabI bhAva BRAND rAjakamala sTenalesa sTIlanAM vAsaNA vApareA. utpAdAH--ratIlAla nagInadAsa enDa kAM eksi phezana H 3para11 118, ka'sArA cAla, muMbaI 2. sIDasa phezana H 332086
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________________ r sy dy [sva. zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI maM. nA. vividha 'thAnI sakalita gadya kaTAra, ] jogI ane jamAnA je choDavA upara sUryanAM kiraNo paDatAM nathI te choDano vikAsa thato nathI, te ja pramANe je dharmanA samAja upara jJAnarUpI sUnAM kiraNo paDatAM nathI te samAjano vikAsa dhatA nathI. kharekhara jaina samAjanA vikAsa mATe jJAnarUpI sUcikaraNAnI atyAre khUba ja jarUra che. je vRkSane udhaI lAge che te vRkSano aMte temaja je samAja vRkSane irSyA-vaira Adi rUpa samAjano aMte nAza thayA vinA raheto nathI. nAza thAya che. udhaI lAge che te jo manuSyane kSaya roga lAgu paDe ane tenA yeAgya ilAnta karavAmAM na Ave to e mANasa marI jAya che. te ja pramANe je samAjamAM kusu'parUpI kSaya jaMtuono praveza thAya che, teno jo yogya upAya levAmAM na Ave to te samAjano paNa aMte nAza thAya che. je samAjanAM mANasA saMpIlA ane gaMbhIra nathI, te samAjathI duniyAmAM kazuM mahAna sukAya thaI zakatu nathI. je dharmano samAja potAnI zakti upara potAnI zakti upara vizvAsa rAkhIne Atmabhega ApatA nathI, te samAjano vikAsa paNa kharAbara thato nathI. je dharmAMnA mANase sadguNo e ja muktino mArga che ema kahe che paraMtu te pramANe pravRtti karatAM nathI teo potAnA dharmane ja vacceve che. ane peAtAnA Athe ja peAtAno nAza kare che.
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________________ tA. 17-1964 buddhiprabhA [39 je dharmanAM pravartakemAM uttama saguNa hotA nathI, teo pANIyArAne munazInI jema potAnA dharmane, potAnA gharanI bahAra phelAvo karavA samartha thatAM nathI. je manu duniyAne tAravA Icche che teoe to ghaNI dayA rAkhavI joIe. jene dareka jIva upara dayA nathI temaja je koI du:khIne joIne karuNa lAvato nathI te mANasanA rUpamAM rAkSasa che. tevA mANaso prabhunA dharma pALavAne lAyaka nathI. je dharmanAM samAjanuM baMdhAraNa uttama hetuM nathI te dharmanA samAjanI pragati barAbara thaI zakatI nathI. janasaMgha temaja jene samAjanuM baMdhAraNa vyavasthita karavAnI hAla khUba ja jarUra che. jaina samAjanuM baMdhAraNa je atyAre sudhArIne pharIthI suvyavasthita rIta ghaDavAmAM nahi Ave to bhaviSyamAM khUba ja nukazAna thaze. jainasaMghanAM suvyavasthita baMdhAraNanA abhAvane lIdhe, hAlanAM suvarNa maya samayamAM jenomAM jhagaDAnA viSavRkSo Uge che ane dinapratidina vadhatAM ja jAya che. jamAno vIjaLInA vege AgaLa vadhI rahyuM che jyAre jene kIDI vege cAlI rahyA che. A rIte jene jamAnAne zI rIte pahoMcI zake ?--A mATe bhAvabhAva prabaLa che ema mAnI besI rahevuM e koI paNa rIte yogya nathI. pAMcamA ArAno deza che ema mAnIne je jeno nikkIya ja banI raheze te bhaviSyamAM teo bahu AgaLa nahi vadhI zake. o mATe koI paNa jAtanI dhArika pragatinI kriyA karavI ja joIe. A mATe bhAvinA udaramAM zuM che te jovAnI jarUra nathI. ApaNe te ApaNI dhArmika, sAmAjika unnatinA zikhare ja pahoMcavAno prayatna karavo joIe. sAruM kAma karavAthI sAruM ja phaLa maLe che ema nizcaya karIne AgaLa vadhavA prayatna karavo ja joIe. dhArmika gadya saMgraha, pA. 352 ]
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________________ 40] buddhiprabhA [tA. 10-7-1964 pragatinI pagathAra bhege maLe ane paraspara pragatinA vicAra kare tevI vyavasthA zrAvakAe 1. bhinna bhinna gaNa saMghaDAmAM ane zrAvikAoe karavA yogya che, kahecAvalA zrAvaka, zrAvikAo svachIya ane te teoe upADI levI ane sAdhuo ane sAthIonI pragati thAya AcArya sAdhuone vijJA karI vArSika evA gacchanAyaka AcAryAdi je je gaccha pariSada meLavavI. upAya batAve che te upAya pramANe i. sarva ga matAdivALamAM jenonAM pravartavA prayatnazIla thavuM. bALake bhaNe evI jena kolejo ughA2. zrAvako ane zrAvikAoe DavI joIe ane sarva jenenuM ekaya dhamIonI saMkhyA vadhe evA upAyone thAya tathA teonI pragati thAya, evuM AcAryAdinI anujJA pUrvaka grahaNa temAM dhArmika zikSaNa ApavuM joIe karavA ane gurukuLa vagerenI sthApanA ke jethI mahAsaMdhanA pratyeka aMganI karIne jaina bALakone dharma saMskAra vidhyamAM puSTi tathA pragati banI rahe. pUrvaka uttamattama keLavaNuM ApavA che sarva ga7matAdi bhara viziSTa prayatna karo. zrAvake e ane zrAvikAo e ja varSe 3. jenA kAmanI saMkhyA vRddhimAM amuka tIrtha sthaLe eka mahAsaMgha meLapratibaMdhaka evI pravRttione haThAvavI vavo joIe. sarva ganA AcAryoane jena kAmanI saMkhyA vadhe tathA upAdhyAye-sAdhuo ane sAdhvIone jenAmAM paraspara saM5, vizALa daSTi temAM besavAnI yathAyogya vyavasthA karavI ane paraspara sahAya maLe evA vicAra ane sarva sAdhuone ane sAthIone phelAvavA prayatna karo. ekaThA thavA vinami karavI. pazcAta 4. svagaracha AcAryAdionI tathA jee bhegA thAya temAM eka va mahAsaMghanA prahastha netAonI sAthe evA tAtkAlika je je upAyA levA aikayabhAva dhAraNa karIne zrAvakoe ane dhaMTe te levA ane caturvidha mahAsaMda zrAvikAoe jaina dharmanI sevAmAM varSo varSo agara ba La apramattapaNe Atmabhoga ApavA tatpara praga pragati kare evA pAca levuM. 8. zrAvakAe ane zrAvakAoe 5. svagaNanA AcAryanA pramukha sAMsArika keLavaNInI abhivRddhi thAya, paNa nIce sAdhuo, sAvIe, zrAvake evI lazIpa dvArA sthAe ane zrAvikAone ane ga7 saMdha karavI ane jaina vyApAranI vRddhi thayA, thavuM.
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________________ tA. 17-7-1964 ] buddhiprabhA 41 evA uddezathI vyApArika kendaransA gAmAgAma, zaherA zahera, dezA deza bhara. vihAranI sagavaDatA karI ApavI ane teonI sevA bhikatamAM sarvatra sa zrAvaka upayAgI rahe evA badAkhasta karaveza. 9. paraspara AvakAe ane zrAvikAee eka bAne sahAya karavI ane eka mehu lAkho karoDo rUpiyAnA kuMDamAMthI pArasIenI peOM jene jeTalI dhana sahAyatAnA khapa heAya, teTalI tene amuka niyamita niyama pUrvaka ApavI. 10. jeneAnA jhaghaDA jenA keTalAka zAnta kare evI mahAsaMdhanA agragaNyA dvArA vyavasthA karavI. 11. jama nAne anusarI nAnI vyAvahArika pragati thAya tathA dhArmika pragati thAya evA mAge janetA lakSmI kharcAya evI vyavasthA karavI ane lakSmInA je je mArge vatamAna samaye vyaya na karavA jevI hrAya te te mArge vyaya thatA aTakAve. 12. deva dravya, jJAna dravya, sAdhAraNu dravya vagere je je khAtAM bhAratavarSamAM gAmeAgAma, zaherA-zahera ane toya sthAmAM cAlatA hoya teone paraspara amuka vyavasthita niyameAthI joDI ne tene eka mahAsattA taLe rAkhavAM ane te khAtAMeAnI vyavasthA sabhALIne sarva khAtAMe sudhAravAM. 13. AcAryone, upAdhyAyeAne, pAsAne, sAdhuone ane sAdhvIone 14. hAnikAraka rIvAjone aTakAva karavA. pharIvAjone tyAga karavA ane jaina AnamAM sarvatra jainonI pragati thAya evA DarAveA karAvavA ane te pramANe vartAvavA prayatna karavA, 15. jaina sAdhuena, sAdhvInI helanA nidA karanArAone aTakAvavA prayatna karavA, garIba jenAne vyApArAdika vadhu khAnagImAM sahAya karavI ane jaina gaNAtA manuSya keIpaNu sthAne bhIkha mAMgate na kare evA jainAbamA sthApavA, 16. varSe yA e varSe mahAsaMgha bharavAmAM Ave. temAM bheda-taDa vagere paDayA hoya tene samAvavA eka jaitAnI agragaNya kamiTI nImI amuka vakhata sudhI prayatna kare evA praznadha karavA; nAnI saMkhyA sAthI ghaTe che tenA upAyA gAMdhI jeneA vadhe evA TharAveA pasAra karavA ane te pramANe vartavu (zrI sagha pragati mahAmatra, pAna naM, 54 thI 57)
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________________ kara] buddhiprabhA [tA. 10-7-1964 mukhaDA dekho darapanameM nathI, ane te sukha-kalyANa meLavavA * janmathI te maraNa paryata apAra prayatna deha devaLamAM asaMkhya pradeza deva karo che. vase che, evuM tame zraddhApUrvaka mAne game tevA bhayaMkara sthaLamAM ke cho tenI khAtarI zI? jo tame dezAtara javuM hoya te sukhane mATe mAnatA ja che ke zarIramAM paramAtmA tame jAo che, maraNano bhaya paNa che to tyAM tame tene zodha. paNa tame gaNatA nathI, tenA karatAM jemAM satya tyAM nathI zodhatA e zuM darzAve che ? anaMta sukha raheluM che. evA AtmarUpa e ja tamane zarIramAM vyApI rahelA paramAtmAnA sAmu te kadi paNa jotA asaMkhya pradezI paramAtmA sattAe che nathI, paramAtmAnuM jJAna paNa sadgurU pAsethI sAMbhaLatA nathI, ane sadguru tenI khAtarI nathI, khAtarI thai heya je tamane te AtmarUpa prabhunuM te paNa tamane agatya ja nathI. svarUpa samajAve che te paNa tamane te tarapha kUvAmAM jaLa che evuM jANavA chatAM prIti thatI nathI, A sarva zuM batAve tRSAtura manuSya kUvAmAMthI jaLa kADhavAnA che? ke tame te paramAtmAnA sukhane prayatna na kare te zuM samajavuM? eja anubhava ja nathI ane te tarapha ke tene haju tarasa barAbara lAgI nathI lakSya ApyuM nathI. athavA ALasano edI che. tema tame kharekhara sukha aMtaramAM che. bAhya paNa zarIramAM paramezvara chatAM tenI padArthamAM sukha nathI, zAMti kharekhara khAtarI karI tenuM smaraNa karatA nathI. AbhAmAM ja che, bAhya nathI, jJAnavAna tethI ema siddha thAya che ke tamAre sukhane potAnAmAM zuM che tyAre tenI jarUra nathI, athavA tame ALasunA ajJAnI sukhane jagatanA drazya padArthomAM edI che. dhe che. yAda rAkhe, yAda rAkhe ke sukha AtmA e zuM che? sarva sukhanuM AtmAmAM che, AtmAmAMthI ja te sukha nidhAna che, samagra kalyANane bhaMDAra prApta karavA prayatna sevA e kadI paNa che. samagra zaktino mahodadhi che. vilya niSphaLa na jAya e amedha upAya che. jJAnane nidhi che. sukha, azvarya, sujJa sukha sAdhake ! samaje ke kalyANane te tame rAtrI divasa cha hajamAM athavA TAMkImAM bahArathI che. e prApta karavA to tame rAtrI ANIne bhareluM jaLa thaDA divasamAM divasa marI phITa che. e prApta karavA khAlI thai jAya che, paraMtu pAtALa mATe rAtrI ke divasa tame jotA nathI. phoDIne kuvAmAM kADheluM pANI sadA akhUTa taDake TADha, bhUkha ke tarasa tame jotA rahe che, lATa te pANIne pAMca pAMca
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________________ adhiprabhA at. 10-7-1964 ] kesa vaDe kADhavAmAM Ave tA paNu te khUTatuM nathI A zuM tamArA samajavAmAM nathI ? samaje che. te paNa te pramANe vartAtu nathI; A zu AchI khedakAraka nAta che? AtmA e pAtALI che, ane karavAne temane temAMthI sukha rUpa jaLa prApta jee aMtara prayatna seve che, sukha anata maLe che, AtmAnuM satyaM sukha kadApi naSTa thavAtu nathI. A kathananuM tApa zuM e ja ke Atma svarUpa prati mukhatA sAdhI-Atma svarUpamAM salA thavuM, vRttinI ekAgratA pUrvaka AtmadhyAna karavuM, e sarva prakAranA prayatnamAM zreSTha prayatna che. e siddhAMta satya bhAsata hAya te e siddhAMta svIkArA, adhazraddhAthI svIkAratA nahi. paraMtu nyAya puraHsara vicAra karIne te siddhAMta svIkAre. yathArtha svIkAravAnI tathA yathArtha kadAnIja prathama AvazyaktA che. tame! saMkalpa vikalpa dUra karI. vicAra ochA karI ane Atmaprati abhimukhatA sAdhA. AtadhyAna ane rAdradhyAnanA saMkalpa vikalpathI ja amuka prakAranA zarIranI racanA thAya chaeN. parabhAva saMkalpa vikalpa eja gati A gatine hetu che. kIDIozanI peThe tamArA manamAM kharAba vicAra ubharAvA dA nahi. kAi paNa vastu saMbaMdhI ciMtAnA vicAra kare| nahiM, citAne vicAra udheDI samAna che. jema dheDI che ? abhi [ 43. jene vaLagI tenA nAza kare che. tema ciMtAnA vicAre. jene lAgyA tene nAza kare che. tame kharAba vicArane manamAM rahevAnI jagyA Ape| he. ne te manama MdiramAM kharAba vicAre e praveza karyAM te AkhA manama`dirane kharAba karI nAMkhavAnA, ane tethI manamadiramAM AtmarUpI paramezvara birAjamAna thaze nahIM. e kharAba vicArAthI manamadira apavitra thaI jaze. mATe kharAba vicAra AvatAM turata tene kavA, ane sArA vicAra karavA, agara sArAM adhyAtma pustakA vAMcavA besI javuM. kharAba vicAra| eka pachI eka prasa`gavazAt jethI manamAM pesavA Ave ane te tema karyA khase nahi te tame UMce svarethI sArAM sArAM vairAgyakAraka pado, bhajana, stavanA gAjo ane te sthAna badalo eTale kharAba vicArAnuM jora cAlaze nahIM ane peAtAnI meLe vidAya thaze eTale tamArI manamadira pavitra raheze, ane AtmAnA vicAra karavAthI turata tamane AnaMda zAMti sukha maLaze, ane tamAzo AtmA navIna kathI malina thaze nahi. Anu hu manana karo, ane pratyeka kSaNe A pramANe vartavAnI Teva pADavAthI tamArA AtmA saheje uttama guNavALA tharo, ane tame mekSa sukha prakaTAvA ema tamane vizvAsa Avaze,
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________________ strI buddhiprabhA [tA. 1 81964 javAharalAla puruSanI najare ane benanAM pitAnAM te AcAra jIvadayA vicAranAM ThekANAM nathI ane ! [ 1938 nI A vAta che. sAdhu saMsthAnA zithilAcAranAM gastha vaDA pradhAna javAcarcApatro lakhe che ? haralAla naheru, zrImati pUrNimA benarajI temaja benane ghera moDuM thAya eTale che hAlanA ApaNA vaDA pradhAna le deva rekhA ne mUka mAre che.' zrI. lAlabahAdura zAstrI, cuMTaNI pravAse nIphanyA hatA. ema karI bhAge che paNa rastAmAM che e pravAsanI eka yAdagAra benapaNI sAthe khAsa kalAka bhAMgI . smRti ahIM raju karavAmAM nAMkhe che ! 8 Ave che. vAcake joI zakaze ke bahArthI nAstika dekhAtAM bene oLInuM pAraNuM te zrI nahera aMtarathI keTalA hajI Aje ja karyuM che ane sAMje Astika ane ahiMsA premI to dALanA masAlA mATe vahunI hatAM, - saM.] . vaLa kADhI nAkhI ! zrI. zAstrI naherujInI sAthe ke moTaramAM dilhI jaI rahyA hatAM. bena upAzrayanA sAmaNa che ke moTaranuM DrAyavIMga khUda naheru. eTale pitAne jANe lazkarI vaDA na karatA hatAM--A prasaMganI eka samaja sAdhvIjI mahArAjane paNa vAta che. dhamakAvI nAkhe che ? naherujIne vinaMtI karI ke mane " AnaMda bhavana' utArI de. bena sInemAnI TIkiTa levA | tyAMthI huM mAre tyAM cAlyo jaIza. te kalAka kalAka sudhI lAInamAM | UbhA rahe che jyAre prabhAvanA vakhate na te te dhakkA mUkI ja kare che ! -samIra phI * Amane
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________________ [45 tA. 10-7-1964 budhdhiprabhA paNa teo mAyA nahi. ane mArA makAna sudhI mane mukavA AvyA. DuiM thaI gayuM hatuM eTale temaNe -strInI najare mATaranI gati theDI teja karI ane bhAI kuMkuma tilaka karAvavA kamanasI moTaranA bAraNAnA hAthA mATe te AnA kAnI kare che. paNa sAthe eka gAya TakarAI | dere pUjA karyA vinA paNa e te tena zIMgaDAmAM thoDI ina thai. moTe ane zikharabaMdhI ja cAle tyAM kAI ja hatuM nahi chatAM javAhalAle meTara baMdha karI, gAya pAse gayA. mane kahe- have enuM zuM bhAI cuMTaNI sabhAmAM moDa karavuM joie ? paDe che te joDA pAse ya goThavAI ame lagabhaga daza miniTa tyAM zALyA. thoDIvAramAM vAM ghaNA loko jAya che paraMtu vyAkhyAnamAM te meDA paDatAM, pATa pAse ja besabhegA thaI gayAM. gAyane mAlika paNa temAM ha. neharAjIne jotAM ja vAne Agraha rAkhe che ! teNe kahyuM ke ciMtA karavAnI jarUra bhAI vyAkhyAnamAM te moTA nathI. Apa jai zake che. ke avAje "jI-taharI' bole che paraMtu jatAM pahelA javAharalAle paraMtu guru bhagavaMta jayAre kAmanI tenA mAlikanuM nAma ane saranAmuM laI lIdhuM. AjJA kare che tyAre to bhAI e ja prathama mane mAre tyAM pahoMcADI kholatA nathI ! teo AnaMda bhavana gayA. bhAI netA ane abhinetAane bIje ja divase savAranA paheramAM gAyanI sAravAra mATe tenA enI chabIo te cikkAra lAve mAlikane, temaNe trIsa rUpiyA che, paNa bhagavAna ke guru bhagavaMtane mokalI ApyA. A pheTa lAvavA mATe AzAtanAnuM -zrI, lAlabahAdura zAstrI I bahAnuM kADhe che ! 1 bhAI zAMtinAtramAM te ThAThamAThathI jAya che. paNa sAthe TrAnjhI. sTara laI javAnuM bhUlatA nathI ! -samIra sAmane
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________________ - -' down a gyme DP: NCIDE UiND -1 |@D) ||{e UID Slee (@FD) |e hm Regi[D) )( @ buddhiprabhAnA AgAmI AkarSaNa - jaina jAtinA aitihAsika divase nimitte "buddhiprabhA huM pa prAsaMgika aMka bahAra pADe che. Aja sudhImAM kalikAla sarvajJa che. zrI hemacaMdrAcArya smRti aMka temaja mahopAdhyAyajI yazovijayajI smRti aMka pragaTa thaI cukyA che. have bahAra paDaze. gAMdhI smRti aMka" sana 1893 mAM bharAyela cikA pariSadamAM reva. zrI vIracaMda rAdhavajI gAMdhIe jana saMskRtine vijya vaja pharakAvyuM hatuM. 2i e gAMdhInA dehAMta thayAne ogasTa mAsamAM pUrA so mAsa thaze. e zatAbdi nimitte " buddhiprabhA' mAhe ogasTamAM S bahAra pADaze. gAMdhI smRti aMka" tyAra bAda parvAdhirAja payurSaNa nimitta bahAra pADavAmAM Avaze. paryuSaNa vizeSAMka kIMmata doDha rUpiye. A aMka sAranI dasamIe pragaTa thaze. NODAVUDOVZDALUDW:VZD mil jo h r sir.B, T[ NMD [F Utte die. DnA / ::
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________________ rajanIkAMta paTela pApanA paMthethI ( satya ghaTanA) bhagavAna mahAvIrano eka paNa zabda nahi sAMbhaLavAno eNe nirNaya karyo hato. paraMtu rastAmAM page sajajaDa Thesa lAgI, kAna para dAbele hAtha chuTI gaye. ane enA kAne ajANe paNa bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLI lIdhI. ane e dezanAnA pratApe aDaMga uThAvagIra, cAra rohiNI eka saMta banI gaye !! evA ja eka AjanA jamAnAnA uThAvagIra-khIsAkAtarUnI pApanA paMthethI pAchA vaLatI hRdayadrAvaka ne maMgaLa evI satya ghaTanA. - saMpAdaka. muMbaInA mAdhavabAga eTale sasaM. najara pherave ema eNe najara pheravI gIonuM ThekANuM. gayA varSe "punita lIdhI. najara pheravatAM pheravatAM tenI mahArAje tyAM moTe samAraMbha yojele. najara punita mahArAja para paDI. covIse kalAka tyAM satsaMganI dhArA vahe. najara tyAM ja sthira thaI gaI. najara jayAM mAnava maherAmaNa UmaTe, tyAM ga kare tyAM sthira thaI eTale kAna paNa sthira thayA. hAthacAlAkI karanArA paNa pitAne mahArAjazrI kahI rahyA hatA. dAva ajamAvI jAya. bhagavAne kalA ApI che, ene durasatsaMgIonA khissA upara hAtha payoga thaI rahyo che. khissAkAtarune ajamAvavA eka aThaMga uThAvagIra te tame jANo cho ne ? bharabajAre Avyo. mahArAjazrInuM bhajana cAle. ApaNuM khisse haLavuM karI nAMkhe zrotAjana bhajanarasamAM taraboLa thaI - teya ApaNane samajaNa na paDe, e che , gayelAM. kevI kaLA ! huM paNa eka divasa khissAkAtarue eka bAjue emanA jhapATAmAM AvI gayo hato. Asana jamAvyuM. bAja jema zikArI tame badhA jANe che ke bhagatanA
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________________ buddhiprabhA 6 tA. 19-7-1964 gharamAM bhUle cuke uMdaraDa pese te ene ya najara mahArAjazrInA punita vadana para apavAsa thAya. te A khissAkAta- jaDAyelI che. dhIme pagale te pAse rUo mArA khissA upara bleDa mUke Avyo ane caraNamAM mAthuM DhALI daI te zuM meLave ? emaNe meLavyuM, pisa pona AMsue raDI. amUlya dhana meLavyuM. paNa emane mana te e nirarthaka hatuM. eka hatI mahArAjazrInA varadahaste enA mAthe tulasInI mALA, bIje have mArA pharI rahyo. UbhA karIne pUcha; bhAI prANapyArA prabhune nAnakaDe pheTo A A5 kayArthI Ave che? ATaluM be vastuo teo laI gayA hatA te badhuM raDo cho kema ? kA duHkha che?" teo sArthaka thaI jAta, paNa e eNe UbhA thaine luchI laI gayA pAMca pacIsa rUpiyA, lAuDa ane savistara vAta kahI. mahArAjazrIe spIkaranI eka paramiTa ane bIjA kahyuM: "bhAI, jAgyA tyArathI savAra paracuraNa kAgaLiyAM. AvI kaLA gaNA. aNahakakanuM khAvAnA vicAra jANanArA potAnI kaLA sArA raste mAMDI vALA. ke e dinabhara kALI vApare te jIvana sArthaka thai jAya, majUrI karIne pAMca paMdara rUpiyA paNa Aje to mAnavI potAnI kaLA bacAvyA hoya ane tamArI eka ja avaLe mArge vAparI rahyo che ? leDa phara ke bicArA hAtha ghasato mahArAjazrInA amRta jharatA zabda rahI jAya. enA AtmAne keTaluM duHkha khissAkAtaranA kAne athaDAvA, e te thatuM haze? eka vAta yAnI bhIMta para manamAMne manamAM UMDe utarI gayo. eno lakhI rAkhaje ke tame je pApakaryA AtmA jAgI gayo. potAnAM pApI rAhe vicarI rahyA cheenAthI tame kAmo upara ene tiraskAra Avyo. manamAnyA paisA meLavatA haze, paNa kaThaNa patharA jevuM jenuM hRdaya hatuM te emAM aMtarano AnaMda nahi hoya. Aje saheja kUNuM paDayuM. sasaMgane aMtarane AnaMda meLavavo hoya te paDachAye paNa na UbhuM rahenAra Aje mahenata kare ane je maLe emAMthI nirvAha karo." satsaMganI saritAmAMthI amUlAM motI vINuM rahyuM. mahArAja tamArI vAta sAcI che, che huM A TALIno eka sabhya chuM. AkhA bhajana pUruM thayuM. satsaMgIo ghara 4 tarapha vaLyA. Aje khissAkAtaruonI muMbaImAM jyAM jyAM khissAM kapAya che najara lekanA khIssA tarapha nathI. tenI tyAM tyAM amArA mAse ja hoya che.
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________________ tA. 10-7-1964 budhiprabhA [40, emAMthI amane je kAMI maLe che te raDAvIne AnaMda mAne che, ene badhuM amArA hAthamAM Ave che. rokaDa bhagavAna paNa raDAvIne AnaMda mAne upaje evA daradAgInAne te vecIne che, aMtarane hasatuM rAkhavuM hoya te ThekANe pADI daIe chIe. bAkI lokonI AMkha hasatI rahe tema vartaje!" nakAmAM jevA kAgaLiyAM paDayAM rahe che !" mahArAjazrIne khoLe mAthuM mUkIne tyAre to mArAM paNa kAgaLiyAM Na himAM e cAlatA thaI gaye. bIje divase AvyAM haze ?" mahArAje pUchyuM. e Avyo. pelI lAuDaspIkaranI paramiTa, bIjAM becAra kAgaLiyAM ane 'hA tamArAM kAgaLiyAM paNa haze. pacIsa rUpiyA-mahArAjazrInA pagamAM enI tapAsa karIne AjakAlamAM A badhuM mUkatAM kahyuM. mahArAja, A ApI jaiza." tamArA pacIsa rUpiyA ane A bIjA "bhAi, e kAgaLiyAM maLe na maLe, kAgaLiyAM. Aja sudhI meM jALavyAM, enI ciMtA nathI. paNa bhalA thaIne have A thApaNa Apane saMpuM chuM." A pApabharyo rAha choDajo. bhagavAna e divasathI eNe pApabharyo rAha emAM rAjI raheze. eka satya haiyAmAM choDyo ane punita paMthe prayANa karyuM. dhI rAkhajo, je vyakita duniyAne * __cha jac.tes D & MA KID D D. D. RD @ = we gatAMkano mahattvano sudhAre sujJa zeThazrI bAbubhAI, savinaya vinaMtI sAthe lakhavAnuM ke juna buddhiprabhA nA zAsana che samAcAramAM ApanI zubha pravRttionI neMdha letA, ajANatAM ja che ane bekhabarathI ApanA pUjaya pitAzrI popaTalAlabhAinI mArAthI che. beTI mAhitI apAI gaI che. te badala huM ApanI tathA tamArA pUjya pitAzrInI vividha kSamA mAguM chuM. ApanA pitAzrI hAla harakIzana horapITalamAM sAravAra laI rahyA che. temanI taMdurastI jaladI banI rahe e ja prabhune prArthanA. lI. guNavaMta zAha, saMpAdaka, jia Rw RH =E >> % - 8 8 che
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________________ TET kh) lekhanA jIvanamAM anelI bharapUra dAstAna. eka darda lagabhaga cAra varSa pahelAMnI vAta che. gheADA mahInAe pahelAM ja mArI patnI bhayaMkara prANaghAtaka rAgamAMthI mukata thaI hatI, enI mAMdagImAM mArI jIvanabharanI kamANI svAhA thaI gai hatI. khuzI eTalI hatI ke mArAM cAra bALAnI ranehumayI mAne prANadIpa, mRtyunA jhaMjhAvAta sAthe Takkara jhIlatA, peAtAnI khyAti prakAzita rAkhavAmAM saphaLa thayA. paraMtu IzvaranI kaMika judI ja IcchA hatI. eka divasa acAnaka bAtharUmamAM patnIne paga lapasI gayA. enA DAbI bAjunAM phephsAmAM tarADa jevuM thai gayuM. paga ane kammaramAM paNa vAgyuM. ane sAthe sAthe me mAsane garbhapAta thaI gaye.. raktasrAva ane atizaya pIDAe vaLI pAchI mArI patnIne mRtyunA mhAMmAM kaDelI dIdhI. DaoN. rAmayatanasiMha ( bhramara ) ene jema tema davAkhAne paheAMcADI. ghaNI vikaTa paristhiti hatI, khissAmAM paisA nahotA. DAkaTaroe davA ane inphekazanenI lAMbI sUci ApI. mitrAnAM bAraNAM khakhaDAvIne thoDA paisA bhegA karyA. ' TIe pAMca cha lAka tanatoDa mahenata karI paraMtu lehInuM dakhANa 60 thI upara na AvyuM. aMte teeA nirAza dhane mAlyA, * misTara siMha, prayatna tA khUba karyo paraMtu kaMi AzA dekhAtI nathI. kadAca lehI ApavAthI kaMIka phera paDe. chello prayAsa che. AgaLa izvarecchA !' me" svIkRti ApI dIdhI. bALakA mA vinAnAM bane te pahelAM emane emanI janmadAtrInAM aMtima darzana karAvI dauM, e vicAre mArA bhAine ghera jayaMne bALAne la AvavAnuM karyuM. gheADA samayamAM e badhAM davAkhAne paheoMcI gayAM. pAMca varSanA munnA (anila) mane jene, bApujI, bApujI' khelatA khelato mArA taraka dhaDayA.
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________________ tA. 107-1964] buddhiprabhA | [pA varaDAmAM mUkelI beMca sAthe aphaLAIne bALakIone laIne mRtyu mukhI mA te paDI gayo, mAthAmAMthI lehInI pAse pahoMcyA. e DUsakAM bharatI hatI, dhArA vahevA lAgI. hadaya para paththara munnAe ene joI e enI chAtI mUkIne meM mujAnA mAthA parathI lehI para mUkI gayo. enA mAthA parathI lUchayuM, "he bhagavAna, A kevI parIkSA lehInuM eka TIpuM mAnA hRdaya para mArA mahemAMthI nisAse sarI paDayo. paDayuM ane DusakA bharatAM chokaro eTalAmAM DokaTare AvIne kahyuM, belyo, "mA." * misTara siMha, cha bATalI lehI mAruM rUrivuM cItkAra karI uhyuM, caDAvyuM, paraMtu have jIvananI AzA paraMtu evAmAM mAnAM DUsakAM aTakI vyartha che." DokaTarane joine cheka gayAM. enA hoTha jANe kaMIka kahetA cupa thaI gayo. hatA, "beTA, ane thoDIvAra pachI te ekAda bATalI haju ApI DekaTaronA nirAza he khIlI UThyAM, juo ThekaTara, mAro kaMTha rUMdhAI gaye. "Azcarya kahevAya, mi. siMha, rogI kaI phAyado nahi thAya. aMtima have bhayamukata che. tamArA dIkarAne ghaDIo che. bALakane meLavI che. bhAgya baLavAna che." kahIne DokaTara cAlyA gayA. munAne rogINuM dhIredhIre bhAnamAM AvatI teDIne UyA eTale eNe pUchayuM, hatI. huM munAne meLAmAM laine, bApujI, mAne lehInI jarUra che? tyAM ja pAgalanI jema raheto hato. hA beTA, huM AMsune zakI ne mArI AMkhamAMthI satata dhArA vahetI zaka, hatI. badhuM be besIne paNa huM lehI ApavAthI te sAjI thaI prasanna hato, sukhI hato, khuza hatA. jaze ? mArI patnIe eka vAra pharIthI motane harAvI dIdhuM. e munnAnA mAthAmAMthI nIkaLelA chellA niSa TIpAthI DarIne te mAruM lehI Ape. juone nAsI gayuM. e kSaNa mArA jIvananI mArA mAthAmAMthI keTaluM lehI vahe che, sauthI AnaMdamaya kSaNa hatI. haju e bheguM karIne Apo eTale mA munnAnA mAthA para e chellA TIpAnI sAjI thaI jAya." nizAnI che, je ApIne te mAne hoTha dabAvatA huM munnA ane mRtyu pAsethI pAchI lAvyo hate.
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________________ zrImad buddhisAgarajI mahArAjanI jJAna-pratibhA 3. padmA phaDiyA M. A. P. I. D. AkAzamAM aneka tArAo Uge che; paraMtu emAMthI kAka tejasvI tArakanu' teja sArAye AkAzane zAbhAyamAna banAvI de che, e ja rIte A duniyAmAM hArI, lAkhA, mAnavI janme che te jIve che te mRtyune patha paravare che, paraMtu emAMthI kAka vIralA ja A duniyAne emanA guNa ane buddhinI prakhara tejasvitAthI ajavALI jAya che. avadhuta banaze enI kAine khukhara ja na hatI. haiyAmAM parama vidvAna banavAnI emanI bhAre AkAMkSA hatI, ane e AkAMkSAne pUrI karavA mATe ja zramakajIvIonAM guNAnI peThe emaNe paNa bALapaNathI ja mA sarasvatIne kheALe mAthuM' namAvI dIdhuM. divase vItatA gayA abhyAsa vadhatA gayA. ciMtana ane manana rAtadivasa manamAM dhuMTAvA lAgyuM. ane Akhare sAmAnyatAmAMthI asAmAnyatA pragaTatI gai. bahecaradAsa aMte muhisAgara banyA. eka kavi, eka sa ka, eka ciMtaka ane eka jaina mahAmuninuM parama svarUpa te pAmyA. mAnavI peAtAnA puruSAtha thI, daDha maneAbaLathI mahAna banI zake che e vAta sahu samajI zakAi. mAnavI krame ane dhame sarakAra pAme che. ema keTalAka mAne che. paraMtu kharI rIte tA te tenA vAtAvaraNe, abhyAse, anubhave ane dRDha manekha mahAna bane che. pachI te bhalene sAmAnya kuLamAM janmyA hoya ke kAI meTA amIra umarAvane tyAM pedA thaye! hAya. zrImad buddhisAgarajI mahArAja sAmAnya mAnavIne tyAM sAmAnya kuLamAM janmyA. vijApura enuM janmasthAna pitA zivadAsa' ane mAtA aMbAbAI. eka vaiSNava dharma pALe ane bIjA rovadharmane anusare. A banne bhinna bhinna dharmanA pravAhamAM taNAtA, khetI karIne jIvana jIvatAM, pazue sAthe avanavA khele khelatA A nAnA jIva bahecaradAsa banIne A sasAramAM Ave che, paNa AzramajIvI bALa peAtAnA jJAnayane pharIne ja eka prakhara sarjaka, AcArya, bALa jaina dharmanA be mukhya siddhAMta ahiM'sA-dayA ane tapa. prANI mAtra pratye dayA te bALapaNathI ja emanA haiye vasI gaI hatI ane Apa tA jJAnI thavAnI abhilASAe ja AvI paDayuM hatuM. jo jJAnI banavuM hAya tA pramAdanA tyAga karavA, pravRttimaya jIvana gALavuM, adhyayana karavuM ane karAvavuM, AtmAnI kheAja karavI, ndriyA para sayama rAkhavA, ciMtana tathA pharavuM ane ema karatA karatA prakAza meLavavA. sAnInuM A kArya che, zrImad buddhisAgarajI mahArAje Atma manana Atma d
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________________ tA. 10-7-1964 ] prakAzanI khAjamAM sArIye kharcI nAMkhI. buddhiprabhA jiMdagI guru pratye emane mRtya bhaktibhAva hatA. graMthA pratye vAtsalyabhAva hatA. sAdhunuM jIvana abhyAsanA raTaNamAM ja ramI rahe; ane sAdhu te sarva kAmo. emanI pAse te ne kAI rAya ka phAI ra. na kAI jAta ke na phAI bhAta, je kArya jJAna mATe temanI pAse Ave to te huMmeza jJAnanI paraba khullI ja rAkhatA. kAvya, bhajana, pada, kavvAlI, gahuMlI, smRti gItA, jeneAnI prAcIna ane arvAcIna sthiti vagere keTakeTalAya prathA emaNe lakhyA che. bhajana, kAna, maraNu ane sevA e zAzvata anubhavA che, sattAthI mAnavI kazuM ja pAmAM zakatA nathI, mAnavInA aMtaramAM ghaNI supta zakti paDelI che. caitanya tA maNi che, je cetananu dhyAna dharIe te ahu bhAva nAza pAme. rAgadveSa, sukhadu:kha, annAe badhuM ja cAlyuM jAya. manI AtmA ..judA che, je mAnavI AtmAnA svabhAvathI jIve to ene parama zAMti maLe che. sAcI zraddhA, vizvAsa, sadgurunA saMga, nizcaya ane AtmabhAna heya tA mAnavI UMce caDe che. samabhAvathI mAnavI rahe, manane jIte, sayama dharI bhAganA tyAga kare, cidAna dane jANe te! tenA karmAvaraNA dUra khase che, cetanane samajavAnuM saunuM [53 prathama kA che. A cetanane samajavA mATe bhaktinI jarUra che. bhakti sa guNAnI khANu che. bhaktithI ja jIva ziva bane che. cetana bhaktimAM ja zuddha prema hAya che ane premamAM humezAM kSamA rahelI che. bhaktithI AtmAnuM jJAna prApta thAya che. zrImad buddhisAgarajI Ama cetana bhaktine mAne che. tyAre bIjI tarapha cetana ja jIva, zakti, bhakti, karatAM hatA ane paramAtama svarUpa che ema teo mAne che. cetananA sevana ane darzanathI ja mAnavI zAzvata sukha mAne che, bIjI vastu bhAva che. bhAva khe mAnavImAM hAya ! te cetanane oLakhe che. emane mana cetananuM sAcuM jJAna e ja sAcI siddhi che. zrImad buddhisAgarajI AtmajJAnane mahattva Ape che e keTaluM vAstavika ane buddigrAhI che. know thyself ane ttpatti tuM tArA AtmAne eLakha, e tuM ja che. A ' ane siddhAnto sAthe zrI mahArAjajInA siddhAMta tu tArA AtmAne ALakha keTale! maLatA Ave che? vaLI teo sarvadharma samabhAvI che ema paNa jaNAya che. teo kahe che ke rAgadveSane nAza pharIte AtmAnI zuddhi karavI, jJAna, darzana ane cAritryane mArgI roAdhave, satya tattvane svIkAra karavA teA ja mAnavI peAtAne eLakhI zake che.
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________________ le : guNavaMta zAha saMpAdaka buddhiprabhA abhinava zelI, Adhunika upamAo ane saraLa bhASAmAM carama tirthaMkara bhagavAna mahAvIranI sAthe jIvana gAthA vaNI letI eka anokhI ja pustikA (pesTeja alaga) kIMmata pacAsa navA paisA Adhunika mahAvIra abhinava vara kIMmata pacAsa navA paisA (pisTeja alaga ) A aMkanA pahelA be pAnA tame vAMcyA ? sva. zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI mahArAje saMskRta bhASAmAM lagabhaga cha kaleka pramANu prema gItA lakhI che. tene rasaLatI zailImAM bhAvAnuvAda karavAmAM AvyuM che. premanuM pRthakkaraNa samajavA mATe vAMce. --: lakho :- prema gItA bhagavAna zAha bhAvAnuvAdaka guNavaMta zAha C/o buddhiprabhA 1921, pIkaTa kosalena muMbaI 2 HiC===(c) - EAja====
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________________ ekasana ke sArA mA cArA amadAvAda pUjyapAda adhyAtma jJAna dIvAkAra yoganiSTha, sAhitya samrATa saMta, yoganiSTha zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInI 39 mI puNya tithi prasaMge atre jhaverIvADa AMbalI paLanA upAzraye bhavya e samAreluM ujavavAmAM Avyo hato. A prasaMgane bAdazAhI banAvavA mATe zaMkhezvara taraphathI khAsa A prasaMga mATe ja vihAra karIne munirAja zrI dulabhasAgarajI ma. sA. atre padhAryA hatAM. temanI zubha preraNAthI ja A prasaMga bhAre dhAmadhUma ne ullAsathI ujavAze hato. A prasaMganuM sArUMya AyeAjana atranA jANItA kApaDanA vepArI zrI lAlabhAI DAhyAbhAI nareDAvALAe karyuM hatuM. A sAreya prasaMga vadhu yAdagAra banyuM teno jaza temanI khaMta ane kArya kuzaLatAne temaja AMbalIpoLa vagerenA nave poLanA yuvAna kAryakarane phALe jAya che. A prasaMga sAthe AMbalIpoLanA upAzrayamAM gurudeva ane sayAjIrAva gAyakavADanA moTA phoTAnI anAvaraNa vidhi karavAmAM AvI hatI. A vidhi gujarAta rAjyanA zikSaNa khAtAnA pradhAna zrI Indumatibena zeThe karI hatI. te uparAMta gurudevanA apratima graMtha karmayoganuM apaNa paNa karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. DepyuTI meyara zrI narottamadAsa ke jhaverIe, A prasaMganA mukhya atithio zrI vijayakumAra trivedI ( anAja ane puravaThA khAtAnA pradhAna), zrI utsavabhAI parIkha (khetIvADI khAtAnA pradhAna), zrI IndumatIbena zeTha (zikSaNa khAtAnA pradhAna) A maga apazu karyo hato. rAjya pradhAne uparAMta varaseDAnA ThAkora sAheba zrI jorAvarasiMhajI temanA putro sAthe padhAryA hatA. ane khaMbhAtathI paMDita zrI chabIlahAsa kesarIcaMda saMghavI paNa padhAryA hatAM. mukhya atithiomAM ke, padmAbena phaDIyA pI. eca. DI. e paNa A prasaMge hAjarI ApI hatI, | mukhya atithioe ghaNI ja sacoTatA ane saMkSiptamAM zrImajIne bhAvabharI aMjali ApI hatI. A prasaMge upasthita thayela pUjaya muni bhagavomAM zrI yazovijayajI ma. sA. temaja munirAja zrI dulabhasAgarajI ma. sA. paNa prAsaMgIka pravacano karyA hatAM. sabhA, pUjA temaja bhAvanAmAM saMgIta dhUna mAgha maMDaLavALA zrI zAMtilAla motIlAla paTela, zrI kanubhAI pAdarAkara temaja gaNezabhAI paramAre saMbhALI hatI. te A sAro prasaMga pUjyapAda AcArya deveza zrImad ddhisAgarasUrijI ma. sA. nI nizrAmAM ujavAyo hate.
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________________ * * * ke . * * che . * * , * * * che .., . : : ' * ' ka - : : kara na 1 * A - << che * * * , ke: * , * , hAjara -* " ke ? * ::. " * * gujarAta rAjyanA zikSaNa khAtAnA pradhAna zrI IdumatIbena zeTha, gurudeva ane gAyakavADanA tilacivanuM anAvaraNa kare che. * * : * * "."* * * A A naka zAha bIra nI ra : " ' S ** . . . . * * * * * - SS
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________________ tA. 17-1964 buddhiprabhA [ paNa - -- : +: * A. bha. zrI addhisAgarasUrijI, munirAja zrI niraMjana vijayajI temaja munirAja zrI durlabhasAgarajI ma. sA. MIT 5 ka zrI IndumatIbena zeTha zrImajInA zikSaNa ane cAritryane aMjali ApI rahyAM che,
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________________ 58] buddhiprabha [nA. 0-7-1964 ka '' : * :: :ka' 3 R zrI vijayakumAra trivedI zrImaddajInI udAra bhAvanAne prazamI rahyAM che. IF I TILA zrI utsavabhAI parIkha zrImadjInI yuga daSTine abhinaMdI rahyAM che. sudhArA puNya smRti aMka (juna) mAM pragaTa thayela THE JAIN PROPHET nAmano aMgreja lekha zrIyata mAgIlAla eca. udANI eDavokeTe lakhyo hato.
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________________ tA. 1-7-194! buddhiprabhA ku. padmAbena phaDIyA zrIjInA sAhityane AvakArI rahyAM che. sabhAnI belatI tasvIra
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________________ 60 ] buddhiprabhA [ni. 10-1964 eka prasaMgane saphaLa banAvanAra yuvAna kArya kare!nuM jutha jamaNI bAju caramAvALA, hAtha joDIne UbhA che te zrI lAlabhAI DAhyAbhAi naroDAvALA che. jamaNI bAju hAtha joDI UbhA rahelA, A prasa`ganI 'gIta dhUna saMbhALanAra, mAdhama maDaLavALA zrI zAMtilAla mAtIlAla paTela che. (A tamAma tasvIro zrI bhogIbhAI zAh, phevarITa phATela hAusa amadAvAde pADI che. mAlika, mudraka ane prakAzaka : iMdirA guNavaMtalAla zAha 66 mudraNAlaya : jaina vijaya ' priTiga presa, gAMdhIyeka-surata,
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________________ tasvIrakAra :-ararveda zAha pacAsarA pArzvanAtha derAsaranA sta'bhanuM zi95 (pATaNa)
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________________ July 1964 BUDDHIPRABHA Regd Nu. 472 haThIsIMganuM derAsara gujarAtanuM gaurava bleka-zrI rameza sI. zAhanA saujanyathI. kavara chapAI : umA prinTarI (prA.) lI. prInsesa sTrITa, -ra.