Atmani Tran Avasthao

Author(s): Ramchandrasuri, Kirtisurishwar
Publisher: Sanmarg Prakashan
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/001171/1

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pUjyapAda AcArya zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUri smRti graMthamALA. 133 AtmAnI traNa avasthAo ja pravacanakAra ja suvizALagacchAdhipati vyAkhyAnavAcaspati, pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA saMpAdaka ja vardhamAnataponidhi pUjya AcArya zrI vijayaguNayazasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA ziSyaratna pUjya AcArya zrI vijayakIrtiyazasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.

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AtmAnI xNa avasthAo ISBN 81-87163-14-3 mUlya : rU. 20-00 prakAzaka:janmAstra pradAna Tva. mU. tapa. jaina ArAdhanA bhavana pAchIyAnI poLa, rIlIpha roDa, amadAvAda-380001. prathama AvRtti - nakala: 3000, vi.saM. 2055, vaizAkha suda-6, budhavAra, tA. 21-4-99 >>->> saMparkasthAna - prAptisthAna - amadAvAda : * bAbubhAI kakaladAsa zAha - TrasTI C/o. kIrtilAla bAbulAla enDa kuM. ratanapoLa, golavADa, amadAvAda-1. phona : (o) 5357648, (gha) 5356995 ke. nItina enDa kuM. 21, AnaMda zopiMga senTara, ratanapoLa, golavADa, amadAvAda-1. phona : 5356380 zAha haricaMdabhAI pratApacaMda - ceramena 38, sahajIvana sosAyaTI, zAMtinagara, usmAnapurA, amadAvAda-13. phona : (o) 383046, () 7551877 DaoN. ramezabhAI zAMtilAla vorA - maMtrI devasAnA pADAnI sAme, kAlupura, amadAvAda-1. phona : (o) 2162303, (gha) 466466 zAha vAghajIbhAI bhudarabhAI - sahamaMtrI svAminArAyaNa maMdira roDa, kAlupura, amadAvAda-1. phona : (o) 2165346, (gha) 5351861 surata : zAha navinacaMdra tArAcaMda - maMtrI C/o. vipula DAyamaMDa, 205-206. AnaMda, bIje mALa, jadAkhADI. mahIdharapurA, surata-3. phona : 0. 421205, R. 220405 muMbaI : mahetA jayaMtakumAra zAMtilAla - maMtrI C/o. zAMtilAla enDa sansa, 2, pahele mALa, kAcavAlA bilDIMga. 63, dhanajI sTrITa, muMbaI-3 phona : 3693853, Fax - 3630340 viravADIyA praphalakumAra zAMtilAla 401/sI, caMdrapurI, kedAramala roDa, malADa (pUrva), muMbaI-400097. phona : 8835339, R. 8838920 anilakumAra DI. zAha mahAjana". DA0, prasAda cembarsa, operA hAusa, muMbaI-400004 phona : 3610218 - 3619928 rAjubhAI bI. zAha DI. ena. Ara. DAyamanDa 205/zrIjI darzana, prasAda cembara sAme, operA hAusa, muMbaI-400004 phona : 364 2930-1-3 pheksa : 368 38 88 navasArI : DI. ena. Ara. DAyamanDa AzAnagara, bombe hAusa epA nI sAme, navasArI. phona : 50464, pheksa : 52944

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muMbaI muMbaI muMbaI muMbaI muMbaI AdhAra thaMbha sanmArga prakAzananA zubhakAryamAM AtmIyabhAve atyaMta mahattvano phALo ApI AdhArasthaMbha bananArA puNyavAnonI zubha nAmAvali 1. bhorolatIrtha nivAsI mahetA zAMtilAla harIlAla muMbaI 2. hasamukhalAla cunilAla modI 3. ramIlAbena mahendrabhAI cImanalAla zAha 4. mANekalAla moholAla jhaverI 5. bhorolatIrtha nivAsI saMghavI svarUpacaMda maganalAla ha. vADIlAla muMbaI 9. bhorolatIrtha nivAsI voharA jevatalAla svarUpacaMda muMbaI 7. zAha premacaMda IzvaralAla 8. zrImatI kaMcanabena sArAbhAI zAha ha. virendrabhAI (sAInTIphIka leba) amadAvAda 9. jhaverI kumArapALa bAlubhAI muMbaI 10. zAha joItAlAla TokaradAsa ha. zAha dinezabhAI je. muMbaI 11. zAha chabIladAsa sAkaLacaMda parivAra 12. zAha bhAIlAla vardhIlAla (rAdhanapura) ha. zAha rAjubhAI bI. navasArI 13. bhorolatIrtha nivAsI saMghavI maNIbahena manajIbhAI ha. caMpakabhAI surata 14. zAha dalapatabhAI kakalabhAI (pIlucAvALA). surata 15. saMghavI zAMtilAla vADIlAla surata 13. zAha bAbulAla maMgaLajI parivAra uMbarI 17. zrImatI kaMcanabena kAMtilAla maNIlAla jhaverI pATaNa hastagiri pratiSThA smRti nimitte 18. pAlanapura nivAsI zAha zazIkAMta pUnamacaMda muMbaI 19. zAha camanalAla cunIlAla dhAnerAvALA muMbaI 20. zAha maMgaLadAsa mAnacaMda liMbodrAvALA 21. jhaverI jItubhAI jhaveracaMda 22. zAha lAlacaMda chaganalAla parivAra piMDavADAvALA muMbaI 23. dhAnerA nivAsI zAha caMdanabena kanaiyAlAla ha. narezabhAI navasArI 24. suzIlAbena pratApabhAI dalAla pATaNa 25. sAlecchA ukacaMdajI jugarAjajI amadAvAda 23. zAha jayaMtilAla AtmArAma amadAvAda 27. zrImatI praviNAbena caMpakalAla gAMdhI muMbaI muMbaI muMbaI

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sahayogI sanmArga prakAzananA zubhakAryane potAnuM mAnI Agavo phALo ApI sahayogI bananArA puNyAtmAonI zubha nAmAvali. muMbaI 1. hemacaMdabhAI motIcaMdabhAI jhaverI 2. amulakhabhAI pUnamacaMdabhAI mahetA ha. kumArabhAI Ara. zAha surata 3. ramaNikabhAI revacaMdabhAI zAha dhAnerAvALA ha. araviMdabhAI Ara. zAha surata 4. saMghavI sohanarAjajI rUpAjI muMbaI 5. zrImatI nirmaLAbena hiMmatalAla dozI ha. zrI bharatabhAI hiMmatalAla dozI muMbaI 6. zrI kezavalAla dalapatalAla jhaverI zrI suMdaralAla dalapatabhAI jhaverI muMbaI 7. zrI maNIlAla nIhAlacaMda zAha ha. ratilAla maNIlAla zAha muMbaI 8. sva. zAha mULacaMda dharmAjI tathA bhAMDotarA temanA dharmapatnI pArUlabahena mULacaMdajI parivAra 9. sva. bhIkhamacaMdajI sAkaLacaMdajI zAha ratanacaMda phulacaMda muMbaI 10. zAha pArUbahena mayAcaMda varaghAjI jetAvADA 11. zAha maNIlAla haragovanadAsa nesaDAvALA ha. praviNabhAI surata 12. zrImatI jayAbahena pAnAcaMda jhaverI ha. pAnAcaMda nAnubhAI jhaverI muMbaI 13. zrI dIpacaMda lallubhAI tAsavALA surata 14. zAha bAbulAla nAgaradAsa paTosaNa (u.gu.)vALA muMbaI 15. zAha amIcaMda khImacaMda parivAra ha. yogezabhAI tathA nikuMjabhAI muMbaI 16. zAha mANekalAla nAnacaMda 17. zAha mayAcaMda mulakacaMda parivAra muMbaI 18. zAha babAbhAI DAhyAlAla rokANI (jUnA DIsAvALA) muMbaI 19. zrI cunIlAla mANekalAla daDIyA muMbaI 20. vIracaMda punamacaMdajI dalAjI (bApalAvALA) muMbaI ha. tulasIbena, kasuMbIbena, samubena 21. a.sau. puSpAbena maphatalAla dalIcaMdajI zAha AlavADA 22. meghajI sAMgaNa caralA ha. mAlazI - khetazI meghajI caralA AdhoI-kaccha 23. sva. rasIkalAla trikamalAla jhaverI ha: abhayabhAI muMbaI 24. zrImatI maMjarIbena manojabhAI kapAsI muMbaI muMbaI

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pUjayapAda gacchAdhipati, vyAkhyAna vAcaspati AcAryadeva zrImavijaya rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA

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hArdika anumodanA sabhA prakAzana dvArA Ayojita pUjyapAda AcArya zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUri smRti graMthamALAnA upakrame prakAzita thatA AtmAnI traNa avasthAo pustaka prakAzanano lAbha lenAra jaina zAsananA jyotirdhara, saMghasanmArgadarzaka, vyAkhyAna vAcaspati, suvizALa tapAgacchAdhipati pUjyapAda AcAryadeveza zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI amogha dharmadezanAnA prabhAve dharmamArge vaLelA teozrIjInI ja preraNAnA prabhAve dhIkhatA vyApAra-dhaMdhAno tyAga karI saMtoSabharyuM nivRtti jIvana jIvavA bhAgyazALI banelA ane teo zrImadranA puNyAnugrahane jhIlI zakti anurUpa nAnI-moTI anekavidha zAsana ArAdhanA-prabhAvanAnAM kAryo dvArA jIvanane kRtArtha banAvanAra, jIvananA chellA zvAsa sudhI saMsAra kyAre chUTe? saMyama kyAre maLe? zivapada-mola kyAre maLe? e ja eka bhAvanAthI jeo bhAvita hatA te zreSThivarNa suzrAvaka sva. zrI kapUracaMdajI anarAjajInA sukRtyonI anumodanArthe temanA tapa-svAdhyAyanirata dharmapatnI suzrAvikA gulAbabena kapUracaMdajI, sAdaDIvALA Ape karelI zrutabhaktinI amo hArdika anumodanA karIe chIe ane bhaviSyamAM paNa Apa uttarottara uttama kSAnI zrutabhakti karatA raho evI zubhecchA pAThavIe chIe. li. sabhA prakAzana WWW.jainelibrary.org

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prakAzakIya jaina zAsananA jyotirdhara, saMghasanmArgadarzaka, vyAkhyAnavAcaspati, suvizALa gacchAdhipati pUjyapAda AcAryadeveza zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe AThaATha dAyakA sudhI akabaMdha avirata vItarAga vANIno je dhodha vahevaDAvyo hato, tene suMdaratama rUparaMgamAM bhavya jIvo sudhI pahoMcADavAnuM bhagIratha kArya amoe zarU karela che. pUjyazrInA puNya nAmathI pavitra banela graMthamALA tarIke pAMca varSamAM 108 pustako uparAMta anya keTalAMka daLadAra ane upayogI pustako paNa ame prakAzita karI zakyA chIe. e ja mALAnA nUtana maNakA tarIke "AtmAnI traNa avasthAo' nAme sadara pustaka prakAzita karIe chIe. jemAM bahirAtmA-aMtarAtmA ane paramAtmA : ema AtmAnI traNe avasthAone lakSyamAM laI viziSTa zailImAM pU. pravacanakArazrIjIe ApelAM ane jaina pravacanamAM chapAyelAM pravacanone ahIM AvarI levAyAM che. amArA dvArA thatI zrutabhaktinI vardhamAna vikAsa yAtrAnA asAdhAraNa kAraNarUpa - - paramatAraka paramAtmA, - paramatAraka paramagurudeva vyAkhyAna vAcaspati pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA, - parama vAtsalyanidhi suvizALa gacchAdhipati pUjyAcArya zrImad vijaya mahodayasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA - vardhamAna taponidhi pUjyAcArya zrImad vijaya guNayazasUrIzvarajI mahArAja temaja prastuta graMthanuM suMdara saMpAdana karI ApanAra, zAstrIya mArgadarzaka, - pravacana prabhAvaka pUjyAcArya zrImad vijaya kIrtiyazasUrIzvarajI mahArAja A sarve paramapUjyonA caraNe vaMdanAvalI arpavApUrvaka teozrIjInA upakAronuM ame smaraNa karIe chIe. amArA prakAzanone umaLakAbhera vadhAvI lenAra vizALa jijJAsu-vAcaka varganA ame AbhArI chIe. zrutabhaktinI AvI suMdara tako uparA uparI amone maLyA ja kare e ja zAsanadevane prArthanA. - janmA prata

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AtmAnI traNa avasthAo bahirAtmA-aMtarAtmA-paramAtmA zarIrathI bhinna evA AtmAnuM astitva hoI tene svIkAravAnI jarUra A AryadezamAM AtmAnA astitvane koI ne koI svarUpe svIkAranArAonI che saMkhyA eTalI moTI che ke nAstikane paNa potAnA matano pracAra karavA mATe, potAnA matane na chAje evI paNa keTalIya vAto karavI paDe che. nAstiko paNa samaje che ke "A dezamAM ane A vargamAM jo ApaNe ApaNA matano pracAra karavo hoya, to evI paNa thoDI-ghaNI vAto karyA vinA cAle nahi : evI vAto karyA vinA ApaNe ApaNo pracAra karI zakIe, e ghaNuM ja muzkela che. Ama chatAM paNa, e vAta vicAravA jevI che ke jeTalA mANaso AtmAnA astitvano svIkAra kare che, teo mAtra mukhethI ja AtmAno svIkAra kare che ke temanuM hRdaya paNa AtmAnA astitvane kabUla rAkhe che ? "AtmA che' ema mukhethI bolavuM ane vartavuM evI rIte ke AtmAne mAnatA ja na hoIe, to e zuM kahevAya ? jyAM sudhI AtmA e zarIrathI jUdI ja evI eka vastu che e haiyAmAM jaze nahi, tyAM sudhI sAcI unnatino vicAra karavAmAM Ave ke tene sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave, to paNa te hRdayane sparzavo muzkela che. jeo AtmAnA astitvane ja svIkAratA na hoya, zarIrathI bhinna evA AtmAnI vidyamAnatAne ja svIkAratA na hoya, teone A upadeza saMbhaLAvavo eno bahu artha nathI. upadeza sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM zarIrathI bhinna evA AtmAnI pratIti thaI jAya ane pachI upadezanI asara thAya e judI vAta che; paNa jene AtmAnA astitvamAM ja vizvAsa nathI, evAnI daSTie "ApaNe kevA chIe, ApaNe kevA banavuM joIe ane jevA banavuM hoya tevA banavA mATe zuM zuM karavuM joIe ?' eno vicAra karavAno che ja nahi. je mANasa AtmAnA astitvane mAnato na hoya, A jIvanamAM je kAMI sAruM-narasuM huM karuM chuM tenuM mAre bhaviSyamAM pachInA janmamAM phaLa bhogavavuM paDaze - ema mAnato na hoya ane je ema ja mAnato hoya ke ahIM maryA eTale sarva khela khalAsa, te game tevI kara dRSTivALuM jIvana paNa jIvato hoya, to ya ApaNe kahevuM paDe ke evo atddi nuNddi kiNdki jiipiiddi AtmAnI traNa avasthAo

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AdamI e pramANe varte e svAbhAvika che. e mAne che ke "maryA eTale pAchaLa kAMI che nahi, to atyAre je kAMI bhogavyuM te kharuM !' je mANaso ema mAne che ke "A deha pAMca bhUtothI ghaDAelo che, pAMca bhUtonA yogathI ApaNe amuka jAtinI hAla-cAla Adi karI zakIe chIe ane e pAMca bhUtono viyoga thayo eTale ApaNe ya nathI ane ApaNAM karmo ya nathI' AvI mAnyatAvALAone zAstranI uttamamAM uttama vAto paNa rucikara na nivaDe, to e asaMbhavita nathI. evA lokone AstikatAnAM yathArtha evAM paNa varNano upara aruci janme, to te ya saMbhavita che. AtmAnA astitva upara jyAM sudhI akhaMDa vizvAsa na janma, tyAM sudhI je vicAro ThasAvavA jarUrI che, te ThasAvI zakAya nahi. ApaNe pahelAM nakkI karavuM joIe ke ApaNe zarIrathI bhinna evA AtmAnA astitvane sAcA hRdayathI svIkArIe chIe ke nahi ? AtmAnA astitva mATenA jarUrI vizvAsa sivAya, je vAto vicAravAnI ApaNI icchA che, te jevI rIte vicAravI joIe tevI rIte vicArI zakAya, e zakya nathI. Ama to ApaNe kyAM nathI jANatA ke ApaNe kevA chIe ? ane ApaNane kevA banavAnI icchA che, e paNa lagabhaga nizcita jevuM ja che ne ? tamArI icchA zI che, e kahuM ? tamane ema lAge che ke duniAmAM atyAre ApaNe kAMI nathI; ApaNI pAse che zuM ? ane kevA banIne maravuM che ? jagatamAM mArA jevo bIjo koI na hoya evA ne ? tamane, tame kevA cho eno vicAra karatAM ane tamAre kevA banavuM che eno vicAra karatAM paNa, AMkha sAme dunyavI saMpatti sivAya kAMI dekhAya che kharuM ? e dRSTie ja atyAre tamane ema lAge che ke "ame kAMI nathI ane e dRSTie ja tamAre evA banavuM che ke sArI ya duniyA tamArI sAme joyA kare ! paNa ApaNe ahIM je vicAra karavo che. te e dRSTie karavo nathI. AtmAnA astitvane barAbara dhyAnamAM rAkhIne ja ApaNe vicAra karavo che. atyAre tamArI je mAnyatA che temAM ane anaMtajJAnIoe upadezyA mujaba huM je kahevA mAguM chuM temAM, AsamAna ane jamIna jeTaluM aMtara che. karmasattA paNa che ja : AtmAnA astitvano svIkAra kevaLa maukhika hoya tethI kAma cAle nahi. anaMtajJAnIoe AtmAne jevA svarUpe varNavyo che, te svarUpa pratye akhaMDa udduNddddNtttdddiiyddrddipddiuNddttddmrn uNddddbiiddu pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUSTi smRtigraMthamALA - 233

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vizvAsa jAmavo joIe. AtmAnA astitvane svIkAravAnI sAthe karmasattAnA astitvano svIkAra paNa thaI ja jAya che. karmasattAnA astitvane svIkAryA vinA, jagatamAM je kAMI banyuM che, banI rahyuM che ane banaze, teno yathArtha nirNaya thaI zake e zakya ja nathI. DAhyo mANasa te kahevAya, ke je kArya ane kAraNa-ubhayano vicAra kare. kArya-kAraNane je je rIte yojavAM joIe, te te rIte yojyA vinA kAma cAle nahi. karmasattAne na mAnIe to jagatamAM banatI ghaTanAo asaMbhavita banI jAya. barAbara vicAra karavAmAM Ave, to zarIrathI bhinna evA AtmAnuM astitva paNa svIkAravuM paDe, ene asara upajAvanAra cIjanuM astitva paNa svIkAravuM paDe ane e beyanA saMbaMdhanuM paNa anAdikAlIna astitva svIkAravuM paDe. AtmA anAdikALathI che, karmasattA paNa anAdikALathI che ane AtmA tathA karmano saMbaMdha paNa anAdikALathI che. A vAta, UMDA utarIne, nirmaLa buddhithI, vivekapUrvaka vicAravAmAM Ave to koIne paNa svIkAryA vinA cAle tema nathI. AtmAne dhruva tarIke svIkArIe chIe ? A dazAmAM, huM AtmA chuM e vAtane na svIkAratA hoIe to ? "mAro AtmA A dazyamAna jagatathI, mArA A zarIrathI paNa jUdo che; atyAre e AtmA kevo che ane mAre ene kevo banAvavo joIe A jAtino vicAra mAre tamArI pAse karAvavo che. huM kevaLa bolI jAuM ane tame kevaLa sAMbhaLI lo ema nahi thavuM joIe. ethI kAryasiddhi na thAya. ApaNe badhA Astika gaNAIe chIe ne ? AtmA che - e vAtano InakAra karanArA ApaNe nathI. kadIka kadIka ApaNe AtmAne yAda paNa karIe chIe. A badhuM chatAM ApaNe AtmAne dhruva tarIke svIkArIe chIe kharA ? ApaNe jo AtmAne dhruva tarIke svIkAratA hoIe, to ApaNuM jIvana AvuM hoya ? huM te A zarIra nahi ane mAruM che ke je AtmAnuM potAnuM hoya, paNa A badhuM (bAhya saMpatti Adi) mAruM nahi.' - A mAnyatA dRDha hoya, to jagatanuM AjanuM gAMDapaNa jIvaMta rahe ? je cIjo mATe mathe chatAM dhAryA mujaba maLe nahi, saMbaMdha rAkhavA icche to ya jenI joDe dhAraNA mujabano saMbaMdha rAkhI zake nahi, e cIjone potAnI mAne ane ene meLavavA - sAcavavA Adine mATe mana, vacana ane kAyAno vyApAra lagabhaga ekameka jevo banAvI de - emAM aviratapaNe khUMcyo rahe, e bane ? paNa aa ydyvNtbddiddi jiiddi ttiiviijiijiijiiddipiiddisi almAnI traNa avasthAo

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ApaNe AtmAne kevo ane keTalo mAnIe chIe, e ja vicAravA jevI vAta che. huM te zarIra nathI, zarIrathI bhinna evo AtmA chuM ane ethI mAruM to te ja che ke je AtmAnuM svarUpa che temAM AvatuM hoya'- A vAta sunizcita thaI jAya, to ema lAgyA vinA rahe ja nahi ke "huM vartamAnamAM je svarUpamAM che te vastutaH mAruM svarUpa nathI ane atyAre huM je rIte mane ane mArApaNAne mAnIne vartI rahyo chuM, te rIte jyAM sudhI mAnuM ane varte tyAM sudhI huM mArA sAcA ane pUrNa svarUpane pragaTa karI zakuM ja nahi." A vastune samajAvavAne mATe parama upakArI zAstrakAra mahApuruSoe AtmAnI avasthA-vizeSane joIne traNa vibhAga darzAvyA che. AtmA svarUpe anaMtajJAnAdimaya hovA chatAM vartamAnamAM kevo che? tame jANo cho ke dekhAvamAM sArAmAM sArI, AMkhane joyA ja karavAnuM mana thAya evI, najare paDe enI sAthe ja AMkha tyAM coMTI jAya evI paNa cIja jyAre svarUpAMtarane pAme che, vicitra AvaraNothI kadarUpI banI jAya che, tyAre te jovI paNa gamatI nathI. makAna sArAmAM sAruM hoya, paNa te ghaNA vakhatathI avAvaruM paDyuM hoya to ene jovuM game che ? nahi. e ja rIte kATa caDI gaeluM vAsaNa ke ghaNuM meluM thaI gayeluM vastra paNa AMkhane jovuM gamatuM nathI. ApaNane ema thaI jAya che ke "A makAna, vAsaNa ane vastrane upayogamAM tyAre ja levAya, ke jyAre enA upara je AvaraNo AvI gayAM che te dUra thaI jAya." ApaNane e vastuono khapa hoya, to e vastuone svaccha banAvavAnI bhAvanA paNa ApaNAmAM utpanna thayA vinA rahetI nathI. ene svaccha banAvavAnI bhAvanA utpanna thAya che eTaluM ja nahi, paNa keTalIka vAra to e svaccha na bane tyAM sudhI ApaNane cena paNa paDatuM nathI. ene svaccha banAvavAnI thAya teTalI mahenata karavA-karAvavAnuM mana thayA ja kare che. evI dazA ApaNe AtmAnA viSayamAM utpanna karavI che. ApaNe AtmA chIe, paNa atyAre ApaNo AtmA malina banelo che, ema to lAge che ne ? AtmA jo malina banelo na hota, to A dehanA baMdhanamAM jakaDAelo zAno hota ? AtmA malina che, mATe to karmasattA ene phAve tyAM ane phAve tema dhakelI zake che. karmanA AvaraNoe AtmAnA mULabhUta svabhAvane dabAvI dIdho che. AtmA nija svarUpe kevo che ? AtmA nija svarUpe anaMta darzanamaya bhku tn vNtu tddi tddu pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUSTi smRtigraMthamALA - 233

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che, anaMta jJAnamaya che, anaMta cAritramaya che, anaMta vIryamaya che ane anaMta sukhano bhaMDAra che. anaMtajJAnI puNyapuruSoe AtmAne AvA svarUpe Alekhyo che, paNa vartamAnamAM ApaNI hAlata kevI che ? ApaNuM jJAna keTaluM ? pAchaLa zuM bane che, tenI paNa ApaNane khabara na paDe. AgaLa paNa keTalI khabara paDe ? jyAM sudhI dRSTi pahoMce tyAM sudhInI khabara paDe. dRSTi paDe tyAM sudhInI khabara paNa tyAre ja paDe, ke jyAre ApaNe sAvadha hoIe. dRSTi paDatI hoya ane ApaNe sAvadha paNa hoIe, paNa je vastu upara dRSTi paDatI hoya te vastunA svarUpanI ApaNane gama na hoya to ? jema ke A (zAstranuM) pAnuM je bhASAmAM lakhAeluM che te bhASAnuM jene jJAna na hoya, evA AdamIne A pAnuM vAMcavA ApIe to zuM thAya ? pAnuM jUe, lipinuM jJAna hoya to akSaro ya vAMcI le, paNa bhASAnuM jJAna na hoya to zuM thAya ? lipinI paNa khabara na hoya, to to vaLI vadhAre muzkelI, ene tame aDadho kalAka ke kalAka sudhI pAnuM batAvo, paNa e zuM kahe ? ema ja kahe ne ke kAgaLa ane zAhI sivAya bIjuM kAMI huM samajI zakato nathI ! tyAre vicAra karo ke svabhAve anaMtajJAnamaya evo paNa AtmA vartamAnamAM keTalo badho jJAnarahita ane keTalo badho ajJAnayukta banI gayo che ke 52nI sahAya vinA te kazuM ja jANI zakato nathI. AMkhanI sahAya maLe, sAvadhagIrI barobara hoya ane te chatAM sAmenI vastunA svarUpanI pichANa na hoya, to svabhAve anaMtajJAnamaya svarUpavALo AtmA paNa atyAre evo banI gayo che ke sAmenI te vastune pichANI zakato nathI. AthI nizcita thAya che ke AtmAne varNavanArA, AtmAnA svarUpano khyAla ApanArA darzanakAromAM jeo uMcAmAM uMcI koTinA tattvajJAnI darzanakAro thaI gayA che, teoe AtmAnuM je svarUpa darzAvyuM che, te svarUpamAM atyAre ApaNo AtmA nathI : chatAM ApaNane ApaNA AtmAnuM e mULabhUta svarUpa praTAvavAnI icchA thAya che kharI ? jema avAvaruM makAnane, kATavALA vAsaNane ke melA vastrane jotAMnI sAthe, te svaccha hoya to sAruM ke svaccha bane to sAruM - evI icchA janme che, tema 'mAro AtmA potAnA svarUpane pAme to sAruM' AvI icchA tamane kyAreka paNa janmI che kharI ? AvI icchA na janmI hoya to tame AtmAnA astitvanI bAbatamAM haju anizcita cho, AtmAnA astitvane akhaMDapaNe svIkAranArA nathI, ema mAnavuM ? tevA prakAranA saMyoga na maLyA hoya ne na vicAryuM hoya, paNa saMyoga cccccccce PPPPPPRRP AtmAnI traNa avasthAo

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AvI maLe tyAre to evI icchA janmavI joIe ne? AtmAnA svarUpano kAMIka paNa khyAla maLyo hoya, AtmAne tenA sAcA svarUpe ApaNe zaMkArahitapaNe svIkAratA hoIe ane tema chatAM ApaNane zarIramAM phasAelA AtmAnI A dazA khaTake nahi, e bane ? koIne kaho ke "mokSa joIe che ke nahi ?" to sAmAnya rIte e nA nahi pADe : prAyaH rUDhi mujaba hA pADaze : paNa koIka vAra ekAMtamAM beTho hoya, tyAre paNa vicAra karatAM ene vartamAnanuM potAnuM svarUpa khaTakyuM hoya ane AtmAnuM je mULabhUta svarUpa che te pragaTAvavAnI tAlAvelI lAgI hoya, evA AtmAo keTalA maLe ? havA vinA na jIvAya-eya parAdhInatA : huM AtmA chuM ane mAruM svarUpa anaMtajJAnAdimaya che' evuM hRdayamAM sunizcita thaI jAya, to e vAtano paNa jhaTa khyAla AvI jAya ke vartamAnamAM ApaNe kevA chIe ane have ApaNe kevA banavuM joIe ! anaMtajJAnIoe pharamAvelI je vicArazreNi huM tamArI samakSa rajU karavAne icchuM chuM, tene jo tamAre tamArA haiyAmAM sthApita karavI ja haze, to AtmAnA viSayamAM tamAre khUba ja nizcita banI javuM paDaze. ApaNane ApaNA AtmAnuM mULabhUta svarUpa khyAlamAM AvI jAya ane e svarUpane pragaTAvavAnI ApaNAmAM abhilASA pragaTI jAya, to e pachI "AtmAnA svarUpane pragaTAvavA mATe zuM karavuM joIe ?" - e vAta sahelAIthI nakkI thaI zake. evo AtmA, AtmAnA je guNo che temAM lIna banavAno prayatna kare, emAM ja ene sukhano anubhava thAya, tamane je vastuo khUba ja jarUrI lAgI che, te te vastuomAMthI te amukano upayoga kare to ya tene te kAmacalAu mAne; ene e sAle; ema thaI jAya ke - A parAdhInatA zI ? jIvavA mATe havA joIe, khAnapAna joIe, e badhAthI ene ema lAge ke "mAro AtmA baMdhanamAM phaselo che, mATe mAre A badhA vinA cAlatuM nathI. vastutaH AtmAne jIvavAne mATe havAnI ke khAnapAnanI jarUra che - evuM che ja nahi. havA, khAnapAna Adi baMdhanamAM jIvavA mATe che. jema agni loDhAmAM bhaLe che to ghaNA khAvA paDe che. agni ekalo hoya, bhaDake baLato hoya, to ene ghaNa mAravA koI jAya che? nahi ja. A to agni loDhAmAM pese che, to loDhA bhegA ene paNa ghaNa khAvA paDe che. e ja rIte, havA ke khAnapAnanI je jarUra paDe che, te paNa AtmA zarIramAM phaselo che mATe ! 555555555555555555555 pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 233

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bAkI koI paNa cIjanI apekSA hoya evuM ke koI paNa cIja vinA jIvI zakAya nahi evuM, AtmAnuM svarUpa che ja nahi. cakravartInuM siMhAsana paNa baMdhana lAge? AtmAnuM svarUpa jyAre paripUrNapaNe pragaTe che, AtmA jyAre karmanA saMbaMdha yoge janmelI vibhAva-dazAmAMthI mukta banIne pUrepUrI svabhAva-dazAne pAme che, tyAre ene jIvavA mATe havA-pANInI paNa AvazyaktA rahetI nathI. havA-pANI vinA paNa e anaMtakALa paryata jIvI zake che. e pachI ene mATe koI paNa kALa evo Avato ja nathI, ke jyAre ene havA- pANInI paNa jarUra paDe. A vAta bese che ? A vAta jevI rIte heye besavI joIe tevI rIte besI jAya, to ApaNane ApaNI vartamAna dazA mATe kAramuM duHkha utpanna thayA vinA rahe nahi. kamakamAM AvI jAya ke - "mArA AtmAnI A dazA ? huM ATalo badho parAdhIna ?" Ane badale Aje ApaNI kayI dazA che, teno vicAra karo. ApaNane ApaNA AtmAnA guNonI mamatA che ? ke je vastuo AtmAnI nathI, ulaTI AtmAne baMdhanamAM jakaDanArI che, enI mamatA che ? Ajano abajopati kAle kaMgALa banI jAya, e bane ne ? ane tema chatAM, je lakSmI potAnI nathI, potAne pAgala banAvanArI che, evI paNa lakSmInI mamatA keTalI ? abajopati jyAre kaMgALa bane che, tyAre enA roma romamAMthI jANe vedanAo nIkaLatI hoya ema thAya che. ene eTaluM duHkha thAya che ke joyuM jAya nahi. ene ema thaI jAya ke - "have huM jIvIza kema ?" lakSmIne gumAvanArA koI pAgala banI gayA, koIe jhera khAdhAM ane koIe nRpApAta karyo. zA mATe ? lakSmI gaI mATe ! lakSmIne kevI mAnelI ? mArI ! nahitara vicAra karavo joIe ke "gayA to gayA, mArA kyAM hatA ?' paNa e to kaheze - "abajo gayA ! sAmAnya vAta che ?' alyA, paNa abajo eTale zuM ? duniyAnA kayA khuNAmAM samAI jAya eTalA ? abajo rUpIA duniyAno keTaloka bhAga roke ? duniyAbharanI lakSmI bhegI karo to ya keTalIka jagyA roke? paNa jyAM dRSTi jUdI hoya che, lakSmInI mamatA hoya che, tyAM abajo sAMbhaLatAM moTuM bharAI jAya che. AtmAnA svarUpamAM lIna banelA AtmAne to tevuM kAMI ja lAge nahi. ene abajo sAMbhaLatAM moMDhAmAM pANI chUTe nahi. jema sAkara tame khAvA mAMDo to zera paNa na khAI zako : aDadho zera khAtA-khAtAMmAM to viiddiyjeeyNddipoovlisipootiiyvtiiyttikitiiy AtmAne traNa avasmao WWW.jainelibrary.org

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moTuM evuM thaI jAya che - pachI eka TUkaDo paNa moMDhAmAM mukavo game nahi. paNa e ja sAkara darIyAmAM nAkho to? darIAmAM zera sAkara kyAM gaI eno patto ya lAge nahi. e ja rIte jyAre AtmasvarUpa vikase tyAre jagata kevuM lAge ? sUkSma. AtmasvarUpanI sAcI pichANa thaI jAya, eTale jagatanAM sukho tuccha bhAsyA vinA rahe nahi. pachI A amanacamananAM AtmAne AnaMda Ave nahi. evA AtmAone koI cakravartInA siMhAsane besADI de, to paNa ene e baMdhana rUpa lAge. ene lAge ke "A paNa parAdhInatA che." tamane to parAdhInatA paE khaTakavAne badale AnaMda upajAve che ? kAraNa ke - svAdhInatAno svAda cAkhyAM nathI, svAdhInatAnuM sukha samajAyuM nathI. AtmAnuM mULabhUta svarUpa khyAlamAM AvI jAya, eTale to ema paNa thAya ke "mAre ne jIvavA mATe havA-pANI joIe ? bahu jUlma. A kema sahAya? "koInI paNa sahAya vinA anaMtakALa payaMta jIvI zakuM - evA svarUpavALo huM, atyAre evo banyo chuM ke havA vagere vinA huM jIvI zakato nathI ?' jene A jAtinA vicAro Ave, te bAhya dRSTie game teTalo kaMgALa paNa hoya, chatAM paNa te mahA Astika che. AtmAmAM anaMta sukha bhareluM che ? sabhA: A prakAranuM ciMtana AvuM joIe. A ciMtana, e sAmAnya cIja nathI. ATaluM ciMtana AvI jAya, te pachI AtmAne potAnuM svarUpa pragaTAvatAM vAra lAge nahi. kiMmatI mAtrAonA moTA bATalA hoya nahi. enI phAkI mAravAnI hoya nahi. vaidya keTalI mAtrA Ape ? eTalI thoDI ke - paDIke UghADatAM na AvaDe to hAthamAM paNa Ave nahi. paNa e mAtrA ApanAra vaidya kahe ke - "amuka nahi khavAya ne amuka nahi pIvAya. have bhogo baMdha karavA paDaze." tema A ciMtana e paNa mAtrA che. A mAtrA letAM AvaDe to A dazAmAM paDelo-parAdhIna banI gaelo AtmA, jota-jotAmAM svAdhIna banI jAya ! enI anaMta zakti alpa kALamAM ja pragaTI jAya ! paNa A ciMtana AvavuM muzkela che. AkhI dRSTi karavI joIe. A ciMtana Ave eTale jagata rAMkaDuM bhAse. jagata AkhuM enI sAme nAce, to ya e enI sAme na jUe. ene jagatanI sukha mATenI dhAMdhala joI dayA Ave. AtmAnA svarUpa Adi saMbaMdhI A vicAro jyAM sudhI haiyAmAM sthiratA na pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUSTi smRtimALA - 233

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pAme, tyAM sudhI anaMtajJAnIonA kahyA mujabano upadeza ApyAnI A mahenata jevI saphaLa nivaDavI joIe, tevI saphaLa nivaDI zake nahi; paNa te kone mATe ? anaMtajJAnIonI AjJA mujaba sva-paranA hitanI ja kAmanAthI A upadeza apAto hoI, mArI mahenata mAre mATe to saphaLa ja che. tamAre mATe A mahenata kyAre saphaLa nivaDe, e ja vicAravAnuM che. tamane A rIte zarIranA paNa baMdhana vinA ane havA-pANI paNa lIdhA vinA jIvavAnuM pasaMda che ke nahi ? muMjhAtA nahi, ApaghAtanI salAha huM nahi ApuM, kAraNa ke ApaghAta karye baMdhana chUTI jAya ema nathI. ApaghAta karavo e to mUrkhAI che. uttama prakAranuM jIvana jIvatAM zIkhavuM joIe. jIvana evuM uttama banAvavuM joIe ke baMdhana jAya. A jIvanamAM tame adhogatimAM ghasaDAva nahi ane uttama koTinA jIvana tarapha vaLo, e mArI icchA che. A sAdhujIvana evuM che ke anaMtajJAnIonI AjJA mujaba A jIvanane jIvanArane ema lAge che ke - 'mAruM svarUpa pragaTa thavAnAM vAjAM vAgI rahyAM che.' zAnAM vAjAM ? koInI paNa apekSA vinA anaMtakALa paryaMta sukhe jIvavAnAM ! tamArAM paNa evAM vAjAM vAgatAM thaI jAya, evI mArI icchA che. tamane paNa AbAdInI sAthe sukha-zAMti to joIe che ne ? AtmAmAM anaMta sukha bhareluM che, paNa atyAre AtmAnuM te svarUpa karmanA AvaraNathI dabAeluM che. e AvaraNa TaLe eTale sukha ja sukha che. amArI mahenata e sukhane pragaTa karavAnI che. amAre evI sukhamaya dazAne pragaTAvavAnI che. tame paNa AvI mahenata karanArA banI jAo, evI abhilASAthI ja A upadeza apAya che. zrImaMtAI paNa bojArUpa lAgavI joIe : ApaNe cetana chIe, ApaNe AtmA chIe, paNa atyAre ApaNI hAlata lagabhaga jaDa jevI banI gaI che. atyAre ApaNe jaDane AdhIna banyA chIe ane te evA ke potAnA svarUpane paNa bhUlyA chIe ! koInA AdhAre jIve, e cetana ke jaDa ? potAnA svarUpe jIvavA mATe jene koInA paNa AdhAranI jarU2 nathI e AtmA che. ApaNI dazA jUdI che. jaDavat banelA ApaNe jAgatA banIe; to cetana banatAM vAra lAge nahi. ApaNane ema thavuM joIe ke mane koInI paNa apekSA rAkhavI paDe, e mArI vibhAva-dazA che. jaDa koIne AdhIna rahe, huM zAno ISBEURC/C/BES 5058 AtmAnI traNa avasthAo

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AdhIna rahuM? tame kevA cho ? cetana cho ke jaDa ? cetana chatAM jaDa jevA bane. gayA cho ne ? tame ahIM sAMbhaLavA AvyA cho, to mAre paNa kahevAjonuM kahevuM joIe ne ? sAMbhaLavA mATe to tame vyAkhyAnanA samayathI vahelA AvIne jagA roko cho. pAchaLathI AvavA chatAM AgaLa AvavAno prayatna karo cho, ATalI bhIDamAM bhIcaDAIne besavuM paDe che te chatAM paNa zAMtithI beso cho ane tema chatAM paNa huM jo saMbhaLAvavAjoguM tamane saMbhaLAvuM nahi, to to huM gunhegAra ja TharuM ne? tame kAMI ahIM tamAzo jovA mATe thoDA ja AvyA cho ? tamAzo jovo hoya to tamAre mATe nATaka, sInemA, vagere kyAM ochAM che ? evAM sthAnomAM AnaMda kone Ave ? jaDa jevA banI gaelA, potApaNAne bhUlI gaelA AtmAone ja ne ? AtmAnA svarUpamAM lIna banavAnI bhAvanAvALo evA tamAzAnAM ThekANAMe AnaMda lUMTavA jAya kharo ? tyAM jene AnaMda lUMTavA jevo che ema lAge, ene jaDa ja kahevA paDe ne ? vastuno khyAla ApavAne mATe jaDa-cetanano vibhAga to karavo ja paDe. ApaNe atyAre kevA chIe ? e vicAravuM che, to ApaNI parAdhInatA jovI paDaze ne ? A zarIrane khorAka na maLe to hAlatuM-cAlatuM baMdha thaI jAya. pANI na maLe to moDhA uparanuM teja uDI jAya ane havA na maLe to guMgaLAI mare. vaLI vyasanIone to evI evI paNa cIjo joIe, ke je sabhya samAjamAM bolI paNa zakAya nahi. cetana AvA jaDa bane te sahAya ? sabhA atyAre to karmanA baMdhanamAM chIe ne ? enI nA che ja nahi. ene dhyAnamAM rAkhIne ja A vAta thAya che. AtmAnuM mULabhUta svarUpa khyAlamAM Ave, e mATe A vAta cAle che. ApaNane je bhUkhatarasa lAge che, te AtmAnI bhUkha che? AtmAno svabhAva evo nathI ke ene bhUkha lAge. A zarIranuM baMdhana che mATe bhUkha lAge che. tapAvelA loDhAne luhAra kAMI bheTe nahi. ene hAtha paNa aDADe nahi. e jANe che ke atyAre loDhuM ane agni ekameka thaela che. e aDe tyAre, ke jyAre loDhuM agnirahita banI jAya. e ja rIte atyAre "na ja khAvuM, na ja pIvuM" e mATe khAIe pIIe chIe ? AtmAnuM svarUpa praTAvavAnI mahenata barAbara thaI zake e mATe ? AtmAnA svarUpane pragaTAvavAnI mahenata daramyAnamAM zarIrane nibhAvavuM paDe, sAcavavuM paDe e jUdI bhvi 20 ddi viddividdivddin ddijiijiihaadooyddini veeddi pU.A. rAmacaMdrasU smRtigraMthamALA - 233

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vAta che, paNa e vakhate ya e parAdhInatA khaTake to kharI ja. ApaNane ema lAge che ? ane ema lAge to Aje khAvA-pIvA AdimAM je rasa Ave che, te Ave kharo ? AtmAne barAbara mAnatA thAva, eTale bhogano rasa uDyA vinA rahe ja nahi AtmAne barAbara mAnanAro maLelAM bhogasukhone paNa harAma kare che ane bhogave che to ya temAM tene pahelAM jevo rasa Avato hato tevo rasa Avato nathI. na chUTake bhogave. nAstikone A moTo bhaya che. AtmAne mAnyo ke bhogasukhono rasa uDyo ! evo bhaya na hota to duniyAmAM koI nAstika zAno hota ? nAstikane paNa zarIrathI bhinna evA AtmAnA astitvano virodha karavo muzkela thaI paDe che, kAraNa ke je che tenAthI tene taddana viparIta kahevuM che. tattvajJAnI maharSiono khajAno evo che ke e sAMbhaLatAM bhalabhalAnuM mAthuM hAlI jAya, paNa jyAM AtmAno barAbara svIkAra kare eTale bhoganI lAlasA upara pULo mUkAyA vinA rahe nahi. e pAlavatuM nathI, mATe ja nAstikatAnuM astitva che. AtmAnuM yathArtha svarUpa jene haiye vase, tene paisA potAnA na lAge ane pahelAMnI jema thelIo upADavI na game, thelIo upADavI, ene majurI karavA jevuM lAge. jema majura mAthe sonuM mUkIne jato hoya, chatAM ene zuM lAge ? bojo. koI kahe ke - "bojo nathI paNa sonuM che' to e kahe ke - "sonuM che paNa mAruM nathI : mAre mATe to bojo ja che." e ja rIte, jene barAbara ema lAgI jAya ke huM te zarIrathI bhinna evo anaMta jJAnAdimaya AtmA chuM' tene A duniyAnuM cAhe tevuM sukha paNa, sukha rUpe lAge nahi. ene emAM paNa duHkhano ja bhAsa thAya. evo AtmA zrImaMtAIne paNa bojo mAne, to emAM navAI zI che. apekSA sAlavI joIe ? AtmAne mAnanArAomAMnA paNa evA ghaNAe ajJAna che, ke jeone AtmAnA svarUpano khyAla nathI. evAone e khyAla Ave e mATe vicAra karavAno che. AtmAne potAnA svarUpamAM jIvaMta rahevA mATe vastutaH koI paNa bahAranI vastunI apekSA nathI. ApaNane vartamAnamAM apekSA rahe che, kAraNa ke ApaNe cetana chatAM jaDanA saMyogamAM phasIne lagabhaga jaDa jevA banI gayA chIe. AtmAnA svarUpano khyAla AvyA pachI paNa apekSA ekadama TaLI javAnI nathI, kkkk kkkkkkkkkkkkkk kkkkkkkk mAtmAnI traNe avasthA

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paNa e apekSA sAlaze e cokkasa che. eka vAra e nizcita thaI javuM joIe ke mAro AtmA koI paNa vastunI apekSA vinA anaMtakALa paryata jIvI zake evA mULabhUta svarUpane dharanAro che, mAruM e svarUpa anAdikALathI avarAeluM che ane e AvaraNonA pratApe ja huM apekSA rAkhuM chuM. mAre mArA avarAela e svarUpane pragaTa karavuM che." A dhyeya AvyA vinA sAcI vastunuM darzana zakya nathI. AtmAnA yathArtha svarUpanI khAtrI thaI gayA pachI, kaI vastu meLavavA jevI lAge ? atyAre to ApaNI e hAlata che ke - amuka vastu na maLe to ya duHkha, te adhika maLe to ya duHkha ane thoDI maLe to ya duHkha. zarIrane khorAka na maLe, adhika maLe ke ocho maLe, to te sahI zake che ? nahi. A zAthI? jaDa karmonA saMyogathI A dazA utpanna thaI che. have tamane lAge che ke ApaNe cetana chatAM jaDasvarUpI banI gayA chIe ? AvA hoIe te chatAM paNa jo Avo ikarAra samajapUrvaka na thAya, to ApaNe kevA thavuM che ane jevA thavuM che tevA thavA mATe ApaNe zuM zuM karavuM joIe, e vagere vAto je rIte saMbhaLAvI joIe te rIte sAMbhaLI zakAze nahi. bahirAtmA chIe ke aMtarAtmA? atyAre ApaNe je kAMI duHkho bhogavavAM paDatAM hoya, te pratApa AtmAno nathI, paNa jaDanI sobate AtmA jaDa jevo banyo che, teno e pratApa che. je jaDanI sobate ApaNI AvI dazA karI mUkI che, te sobatano ApaNe aMta lAvavo che. ApaNe nakkI karavuM joIe ke have to mAre A jaDa karmanI sobata joIe ja nahi; paNa AtmAnA svarUpa pratye AkarSaNa thayA vinA e bane nahi. ApaNane AtmAnA svarUpa tarapha AkarSaNa che ke AtmAnA svarUpane malina karanArI vastu tarapha ApaNuM AkarSaNa che ? AtmAnA svarUpane malina banAvanArI vastuo pratye jenuM AkarSaNa che ane AtmAnA svarUpa prati jenuM AkarSaNa nathI ene bahirAtmA kahevAya che. ApaNe Aja-kAlanA nahi, paNa anAdikALathI jaDanA saMyogamAM chIe. jaDa karmonA saMyogathI ApaNe Aje ne Aje mUkAI jaIe, e zakya nathI : paNa ApaNane ApaNI vartamAna dazA khaTake che ke nahi ? A dazAmAM-jaDa karmonA A saMyogavALI avasthAmAM ya ApaNe bahirAtmA chIe ke aMtarAtmA ? jaDanuM TAiTa hAhAhAhATakaTa pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUTa smRtigraMthamALA - 233

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AkarSaNa khaTakatuM hoya ane AtmAnA svarUpanuM AkarSaNa thatuM hoya, to ApaNe bahirAtmA nathI paNa aMtarAtmA chIe ane aMtarAtmA hoIe to to ApaNane e kola maLI jAya che ke - thoDA ja kALamAM ApaNe pa2mAtma-padane, eTale ke - ApaNA AtmAnA mULabhUta suvizuddha svarUpane pAmavAnA ! AjanA upadezano sAra A ja che. bahirAtma-dazA TaLe, aMtarAtma- dazA pragaTe ane aMte paramAtmadazAe pahoMcAya, evuM pariNAma ApaNe lAvavuM che. tame jaDanA saMyoga ane jaDanA saMyoganI anukULatA vinA atyAre jIvI zako tema nathI - e vAta huM . barAbara jANuM chuM, paNa AkarSaNa kyAM che e nakkI karavuM che. AtmA mULabhUta svarUpe anaMta jJAnamaya, anaMta darzanamaya, anaMta cAritramaya, anaMta vIryamaya ane anaMta sukhamaya che. e svarUpanuM AkarSaNa che ke nahi ? e svarUpanuM AkarSaNa na hoya to e sAbIta thAya che ke ApaNe bahirAtmA chIe. AtmAnA vAstavika svarUpano jo suMdara khyAla hoya, to jaDanuM AvuM AkarSaNa hoya ? ane jaDanuM AkarSaNa thaI jAya to ya te khaTakayA vinA rahe kharUM ? jaDanuM AkarSaNa jAya ane AtmasvarUpanuM AkarSaNa thAya, to cetananuM svarUpa pragaTatAM vAra lAge nahi. tamane kadI paNa ema thayuM che ke - 'jIvavA mATe havA-pANInIya jene jarU2 nathI, evo mAro AtmA che ?' mAre mArA AtmAnuM e svarUpa pragaTAvavuM joIe, evo manoratha paNa kadI thayo che ? jo nA, to ApaNe bahirAtmA ja chIe ne ? * sukhe jIvavA mATe jarUrIAta keTalI ? bahirAtma-dazAno ja e pratApa che ke 'A joIe, te joIe, AnA vinA na cAle, tenA vinA na cAle' - evo vaLagADa thaI gayo che. tamane sukhe jIvavA mATe keTalI cIjo jarUra lAge che ? kadAca e cIjonI noMdha karAvavA mAMDo to noMdha ka2nA2 paNa thAke ! bahirAtma- dazAne bhogavatA rAjAo AdinA nokaro rADa pADI jAya che. e rAjAo Adi jyAre musApharIe nIkaLavAnA hoya che, tyAre enI jarUrIyAtone pUrI pADavA mATe rokAelA nokaro moTA pagAradAra hovA chatAM paNa muMjhAI jAya che. kahe che ke - 'be mahinA pahelAMthI to noMdha ka2vI paDe che ! kaye vakhate zuM joIze - ene yAda karatAM karatAM lohInuM pANI thaI jAya che. koNa jANe kaye vakhate zuM mAgI besaze ? temane A joIze ne te joIze, e vicAratAM magajanAM taMtuo tUTavA jevuM thaI jAya che !' Aje sAmAnya paNa mANaso TOP HP HP HP HP AtmAnI traNA avasthAo 30303 13

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kahe che ne ke - "bIDI vinA na javAya ! bIDImAMthI sIgAreTa ne sIgAreTamAMthI cIrUTa joIe. enA vinA peTa nathI bharAtuM mATe ? AjanA buDhAo karatAM paNa AjanA juvAnIyAonI jarUrIyAta moTI. buThTho vadhAre baLavAna che ane juvAna vadhAre nabaLo che, mATe ? buDho to kahe ke mAre eka vAra khAvAnuM maLaze to ya cAlaze. ane juvAnIo ? e to kahe che ke huM pathArImAMthI uThuM tenI sAthe mAre garamAgarama cahA joIe!gaLAne ane chAtIne bALI mUke mATe ? garamAgarama paNa kevI ?. sabhA sTroMga. kaDaka kahevA do ne ! e kahe che ke e cahA devInI sevA vinA mArI AMkhamAMnI UMgha uDI zake nahi ! A pachI paNa jarUrIyAto keTalI ? zuM tamane ema lAge che ke A badhA vinA sukhe jIvI zakAya ja nahi ? sukhe jIvI zakAya ane AtmasvarUpane pragaTAvavAnI mahenata karI zakAya - e mATe jarUrIyAta keTalI, ema jo tame mane pUcho ane huM kahuM to bahirAtmAone kadAca ema paNa lAge ke "A to jaMgalInI jema jIvavAnI vAto che ! mane zuM khavAya, kema khavAya ne kema bhogavAya, e badhI vAtonI kazI gama ja nathI." nAstikanI e ja khUbI che. nAstika to ema ja mAne che ke jeTaluM khAdhuM, pIdhuM ne bhogavyuM te kharuM maryA pachI rahyuM te gayuM ! eTale e koI sArI cIja maLe te na bhogave, e na bane. na bhogavI zakAya ne na bhogave, e vAta jUdI ! A nAstikatA jyAM sudhI jIvanamAMthI na TaLe, tyAM sudhI koI paNa sArI vAta ruce ja nahi. AtmAne bhUlAya to? tamane ema lAge che ke amane bhogavatAM nahi AvaDatuM hoya ? amArAM zarIra evAM thaI gayAM hatAM ke duniAmAM ame kazuM ja bhogavI zakIe nahi, mATe ame A saMyama svIkAryuM, ema ? ema nathI. zuM kema bhogavAya enI amane paNa thoDIghaNI gama to che, paNa amane AtmAnuM bhAna che ! AtmA che, te anaMta jJAnAdimaya che, zarIrathI bhinna che, evuM evuM je amane "nAstikonI dRSTie bhUta' vaLagyuM che, teno ja e pratApa che ke ame tyAga karyo che ane amane tyAga karavAmAM rasa Ave che. jene A kahevAtA bhUtanI thoDI-ghaNI paNa asara nathI, te Astika nathI. e moDhethI - "AtmA che, AtmA che' - ema bolato hoya, to paNa hRdayano nAstika jiivitNlooni biijeepii vdn tuddiki 5.a. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 233

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che. tamArAmAM e nAstikatA hoya to TaLe, ene mATe ja A tamArA ravivArI parvanI pasaMdagI karavAmAM AvI che. Aje tame jJAnIoe kahelAM AThama-dazama Adi parvone lagabhaga tIlAMjali dIdhI che ane ravivArI parva svIkAryuM che. huM paNa deza- kALano jANa eTale meM ya vicAra karyo ke - "A ravivArI parvavALAne paNa kAMIka khyAla AvI jAya, temanAmAM nAstikatA hoya to te saLagI jAya ane emanAmAM AstikatA pragaTI jAya evuM ApaNe ya karavuM." eTalA ja mATe ravivAre huM roja karatAM aDadho-poNo kalAka paNa vadhAre vakhata vyAkhyAna cAlu rAkhuM chuM. vAta e hatI ke amane bhogavatAM AvaDatuM nathI ema nahi, paNa AtmAnA svarUpanuM bhAna hovAthI bhogo amane AkarSI zakatA nathI ane bhUla thaI jAya to te khaTakyA vinA rahetI nathI. ame jo AtmAne bhUlI jaIe, to tamArA karatAM paNa badatara banI jaIe. jJAnI jo AtmAne bhUle, to ajJAnI karatAM vadhAre pApI bane. sonI AMkhamAM dhULa nAkhIne e bhayaMkara paNa pApo AcarI zake. tyAre ame je pApathI bacIe, te pratApa AtmAnI ciMtAno che. jo zarIrathI bhinna evA AtmA jevI koI vastu ja na hoya, ahIM je kAMI karmo AcaravAmAM Ave teno badalo bhogavavAno na hoya, to corI karIne paNa ghI-dUdha khAvAmAM vAMdho zo ? zA mATe bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara kRtyo karIne paNa lherathI khAvuM-pIvuM nahi ke sAhyabI bhogavavI nahi ? nAstika taka maLavA chatAM ane sapaDAya tevuM nahi hovA chatAM corI na kare, to te tene mATe ochuM ja gaNAya; paNa potAne Astika manAvatA tame jo thoDI paNa corI karo to te ghaNuM kahevAya : kAraNa ke tame to "AtmA che' ema kaho cho ! AtmAne mAnanAra corI kare ? kadAca corI kare to ya e kaMpyA vinA to kema ja rahe ? ene avasare paNa ema na thAya ke - meM mArA AtmAnuM svarUpa vadhu vakhata DhaMkAI rahe evo A dhaMdho karyo ? jaDanI sahAya letAM kyALe hAtha jAya che ? jaDanuM AkarSaNa ApaNI pAse kyAM pApo nathI karAvatuM ? AtmAno khyAla na hoya ane jaDanuM AkarSaNa prabaLa hoya, to AtmA taka maLatAM kayuM pApa nahi kare te kahI zakAya nahi. AthI ApaNe sauthI pahelAM A kAma karavA jevuM che, atyAre jaDanI sahAya vinA cAle tema nathI : e vinA badhI sAdhanA DhIlI paDI jAya tema che : paNa AkarSaNa jaDanuM nahi hovuM joIe. ApaNe jaDano AdhAra letA hoIe, jiiddipddi jiivnNloo tn ttidditddiki tiiyvhaarN AtmAnI tra7 avasthAo pa

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eTalA mAtrathI bahirAtmA nathI. AtmAnA svabhAvanuM AkarSaNa thayA pachI paNa jaDanI sahAya levI paDe che, paNa jaDa tarapha pUrvavatuM AkarSaNa rahetuM nathI ane AkarSaNa thaI jAya to te khaTake che. dharmakriyA karanArAomAM paNa jemane e khyAla na hoya, temanAmAM A khyAla pedA thavo joIe. pachI A zarIra jaDa vinA kadAca karamAze, to paNa cetana jhabakArA mAraze. nokarane UMDe UMDe paNa zeTha thavAnI icchA hoya che. sArAmAM sAro nokara pramANikapaNe kAma kare e bane, pharaja karatAM savAyuM kAma ApIne zeThane prasanna karavA mathe e bane, paNa ene nokarI kevI lAge ? mana daIne sAruM kAma kare, eTalA mAtrathI ene nokarI game che - ema to na kahevAya ne ? - ene pUcho ke "tAre nokarI kyAM sudhI karavI che ?' e kapALe hAtha deze. kaheze ke "bhAgyamAM jyAM sudhI zeThAI nathI tyAM sudhI !' ema ApaNane paNa thavuM joIe ke - "A jaDanI sahAya levI paDe che, e ThIka to nathI ja ! kyAre e samaya Ave ke jaDanI sahAya vinA ja huM jIvI zakuM !" tamane koI pUche ke - "A baMgalA vagerenuM AkarSaNa kyAM sudhI rahevAnuM ?' to evA vakhate kapALe hAtha jAya che ? ema thAya che ke kyAre A AkarSaNa TaLe ? nokarano hAtha kapALe jAya che ane zeThAI nathI maLatI e vicAre enuM moDhuM paNa utarI jAya che. ema tamane kadI AtmAnI bAbatamAM thayuM ? tamArAmAM e dazA pedA karavI che. aMtarano Ataza bALyA vinA na rahe? jaDanuM AkarSaNa che mATe ja tame kAramI paNa Apattione gaNakAratA nathI ne? jaDanuM AkarSaNa na hota to tame tamAruM zAMta sthaLa choDIne ATale dUra AvIne vasata kharA ? ahIM AvIne paNa kevA banI gayA cho ? kAma cAlI zake eTaluM maLavA chatAM ahIMthI bhAgI javAnI icchA thatI nathI ne ? ApaNe evA mANasane javAnuM kahIe to ya kaheze ke "eTaluM pAtharaNa thaI gayuM che ke javAya tema nathI." paNa e vicAra na kare ke "huM Akho ne Akho AmAM patharAI rahyo chuM, tenuM zuM? AtmAnI dazAno to khyAla ja na maLe ! e jaDanA AkarSaNanI ja khUbI che ne ? jaDanA AkarSaNathI dazA kevI thAya che ? krodhathI dhamadhamatI, ghamaMDAIthI bharelI, prapaMcamaya ane lauMlauMno jANe haDakavA thayo hoya evI ! jaDanA AkarSaNavALo avasare ghara para khIjAya, peDhI para khIjAya, gharanAM mANaso upara khIjAya, nokaro upara khIjAya, vepAradhaMdhA upara khIjAya, ADatIyA upara khIjAya, grAhaka upara khIjAya ane chevaTa abhipoov ddiddittiittthitthitibhjit 26 pU.A. rAmacaMdrasU smRtigraMthamALA - 233

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bajAramAMthI koI raLIne jato hoya to tenA upara paNa khIjAya? jaDanA AkarSaNa yoge aMtaramAM evo Ataza saLagyA kare che ke ene joI zakAya nahi ane tema chatAM e bALyA vinA rahe paNa nahi. emAMthI taNakhA jhare nahi, bhaDakA nIkaLe nahi, paNa e jenA haiyAmAM hoya, tene aMdara ne aMdara saLagAvI mUkyA vinA paNa rahe nahi. Avo AtmA e bahirAtmA ja che. amane to jaDanA AkarSaNamAM phaselA tamane joIne dayA ja Ave. tamArI moTara AMkhe caDe to ya - "A daza hajAranI haze ke vIsa hajAranI haze" evA vicAra amane na Ave, paNa ema thAya ke - "AvA mArakaNA sAdhanane A choDe to sAruM !' tamane ema na lAge, kAraNa ke - dRSTibheda moTo che. amane ya jo tamArA e sAdhanane joIne keTalAnuM che ema pUchavAnuM ane tamane gamatuM bolavAnuM mana thaI jAya, to e amAruM paNa jaDanuM ja AkarSaNa che. amAre to tamArA jevAothI bahu sAvadha rahevuM paDe. tamane joIne amane jaDanuM AkarSaNa na thaI jAya, enI kALajI to rAkhavI paDe ne ? (atre pU. AcAryadeve paramahaMta zrI kumArapALa mahArAjAnA caritramAM Avato "suvarNasiddhine lagato eka prasaMga vistArathI kahI saMbhaLAvyo hato. e pachI vivecana karatAM pharamAvyuM hatuM ke :-). jaDanuM AkarSaNa jabaruM che ? ApaNe ApaNA AtmAne jaDa karmonA saMyogathI mukta banAvI devo che, jaDanI sahAya vinA nija svarUpamAM anaMtAnaMta kALa sudhI jIvaMta rahe evo banAvavo che, paNa e mATe sauthI pahelAM jaDanA AkarSaNathI mukta banavAno prayatna karavAnI jarUra che. vartamAnamAM tamArAmAM jaDanuM AkarSaNa kevuM che te vicArI lo. jaDanA prabaLa AkarSaNe to guNa guNa rUpe pragaTe e jogI sthiti paNa rahevA dIdhI nathI. e AkarSaNa maMda banyA vinA, udAratAmAM paNa luccAI AvyA vinA nahi rahe. tame badhA ja AvA cho, ema kahevAno mAro Azaya nathI ja. je AvA na hoya te bhAgyazALI che. ahIM 'tame' agara "ApaNe" tarIke je kAMI kahevAya, te badhAne ja lAgu paDe che ema mAnavAnuM nathI. upadezamAM ema kahevAya, paNa je koI evA hoya teone mATe ja e kahevAya che, ema mAnavAnuM che. je koI guNasaMpanna AtmAo che, teonI to ame paNa anumodanA ja karIe chIe. aaddi vddi vddivddi uddiddividdipooybiibiiy AtmAnI traNa avasthA 27.

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vAta e che ke jaDanA AkarSaNe cetananA vicAra upara devatA mUkI dIdho che. koIka vAra cetana saMbaMdhI vicAra Avato hoya to paNa te kevo ? smazAnIyA vairAgya jevo ja ne ? ghaNA DAghu evA paNa hoya che, ke jemane muDaduM sAme hoya to ya vairAgya Ave nahi. tyAM ne tyAM muDadA upara ujANI karI zake evA ya DAghuo hoya che. tyAM kadI vairAgya Ave to ya muDaduM baLe tema vairAgya baLe. kAraNa ? jaDanuM AkarSaNa jabarUM che ! tamane ahIM beThAM ADatIyA yAda Ave ke peDhImAM beThAM ame yAda AvIe ? peDhI upara koI amArI yAda Ape to e vakhate zuM ema na ja thAya ke e vAta ahIM nahi ?jaDanuM AkarSaNa keTaluM kAramuM che, eno vicAra karo ! e AkarSaNa TaLe, enI kheMca maTI jAya ane ema lAgI jAya ke - 'A AkarSaNa mAruM svarUpa pragaTa thavAmAM bhayaMkara aMtarAyabhUta che' to ya te ochI vAta nathI. aMtaracakSu mIMcAela hoya to bAhya cakSu bhayaMkara che : A aMtaracakSune kholavAnI vAta che. aMtaracakSu ughaDe to A cakSu lAbha kare ane aMtaracakSu mIMcAyA chatAM A cakSu ughADuM hoya to bhayaMkara ja nivaDe ne ? aMtaracakSu baMdha hoya ane aMtaracakSune pragaTa karavAnI vRttiya na hoya, to AMkha lAbha karanArI ke hAnI karanArI ? sabhA H hAnI karanArI. evI cIja hoya te sArI ke na hoya te sArI ? cakSu khUllAM-dekhe evAM kyAre joIe ? aMtaracakSu khUle tyAre ? e vinA na hoya to sAruM ne ? AvuM icchuM to pApa lAge, ema to nahi kaho ne ? ema to nahi bolo ne ke 'badhA AMdhaLA thAya to sAruM' - evuM mahArAje kahyuM ? sabhA : evuM kahyuM che ja kyAM ? evuM kahyuM ja nathI, paNa evuM ya pracArakArya karanArAo paNa Aje jIve che. tamArI aMtaracakSu khUlavI joIe. jenI aMtaracakSu khUlI nathI ane jaDanA AkarSaNathI je pAgala banyo che, ene joIne to ziSyone kadAca ema paNa thAya ke 'Avo AdamI bajAramAM na Ave to sAruM.' evAnI AMkhamAM paNa keTalIka vAra jhera AvI jAya che. evo AdamI bIjAnA sArAne zubha dRSTithI joI zake, e bhAgye ja bane. rastA upara paNa enI AMkho kyAM kyAM bhamatI hoya, te kahevA jevuM che ? A badhI bahirAtma-dazA che. aMtarAtma dazAvALAne jaDanuM kAramuM AkarSaNa 28 ddudd pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 233

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hoya nahi ane jaDanuM AkarSaNa thaI jAya to ya te ene khaTakyA vinA rahe e bane ja nahi. avasare ene enI jaDanI AdhInatA sAlyA vinA rahe ja nahi. anaMtAnaMta siddho jUe che H ApaNe to Astika chIe. bahirAtma-dazA, anaMtarAtmadazA ane paramAtmadazA, evI traNe ya AtmadazAone ApaNe mAnIe chIe. AthI ApaNe ema paNa mAnIe chIe ke - anaMtAnaMta AtmAo zrI paramAtma-padane pAmyA che ane e sarva siddhAtmAo potAnI jJAnacakSuthI ApaNa sarvane joI rahyA che. e anaMtA siddhonI AMkhamAM tamAre nAgA dekhAvuM che ke DhAMkyA ? ApaNane lAge ke anaMtAnaMta anaMtajJAnIo mane joI rahyA che, to pApa karatAM kaMpArI na Ave ? ApaNe pUratA prakAzamAM beThA hoIe ane hajAro ApaNane jotA hoya, to pAsemAM pAse paNa paDelA pArakA kohInurane coravA mATe ApaNo hAtha laMbAya kharo ? kohInura lAkhkhono hoya ke karoDono hoya, levAnuM mana ghaNuM ya thatuM hoya, manamAM kadAca eme ya thAya ke - A prakAzamAMthI kyAre aMdhakAra thAya, koI jUe nahi ne huM laI lauM, paNa jyAM sudhI prakAza hoya ne jonAra hajAro hoya, tyAM sudhI e kohInurane coravAne mATe hAtha laMbAya to nahi ne ? nAstika to paramAtmasvarUpavALA AtmAone paNa mAnato nathI eTale enI vAta bAjUe rAkho, paNa tame to Astika ! ApaNane jonArA keTalA, eno vicAra tamane na Ave ? parama jJAnIone ane siddhAtmAone to jovA mATe bahAranA prakAzanI paNa AvazyakatA nathI. e to jJAnacakSuthI sarva kALe sarva kAMI joI zake che. bAhya cakSuthI na dekhAya evuM paNa e joI zake che - jUe che : to e jaDanA AkarSaNathI ApaNe kevA kevA khela khelI rahyA chIe, e nahi jotA hoya ? tamane Avo vicAra thAya che ? kaho to je lAgyuM hoya te kahejo. mane kadAca 2mADI zakazo, paNa jJAnIone nahi chetarI zako. dIkSAnI bhAvanA bhUlye na cAle : jaDanA AkarSaNathI chUTavuM e jarUrI che ema lAge che ke nahi ? A to vyAkhyAna che. tamane sudhAravAne mATe, tamane vastuno khyAla ApavAne mATe ekanI eka vAta paNa aneka vAra kahevAya. huM kAMI digdarzaka mAtra nathI. huM sIdhe sIdhuM kahye ja jAuM, ethI phAyado thAya ? huM to tamane ekanI eka vAta paNa vAraMvAra eeeeeee 05 AtmAnI trA avasthAo E

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kahIne tene tamArA aMtaramAM jacAvavAno prayatna karuM; kAraNa ke- mAre tamane sudhA2vA che. tame jaDanA AkarSaNathI mukta bano ane chevaTe jaDa karmo ke jenA yoge AtmAnuM svarUpa AvarAeluM che - tenAthI paNa mukta bano, evI mArI icchA che. e mATe huM A maMthana karI rahyo chuM. maMthana kevuM hoya ? sAmAnyapaNe hAtha halAvye mAkhaNa na nIkaLe. mAkhaNa kADhavuM hoya to khUba khUba mathavuM joIe. 2vaiyAne khUba khUba ghumAvavo paDe. e na AvaDe to dahIM bagaDe ane mAkhaNa maLe nahi. ApaNuM paNa A maMthana che. sAmAnya prArthanA ane bhajana AdimAM paNa ekanI eka kaDI vAraMvAra bolAya che ne ? eno hetu zo ? AtmA dhIme dhIme emAM ekatAna bane. dhIme dhIme svarahIna jevo banIne dhyAnArUDha bane. ema AmAM paNa samajavAnuM che. jaDanuM AkarSaNa kADhavAnI vAta che. dIkSAnI vAta huM bhUlI gayo nathI. dIkSAnI vAta bhUlanAra sAdhuno to odho lAje. atyAre huM e vAta vadhAre nathI karato, kAraNa ke moko joI rahyo chuM. jaDanuM AkarSaNa TALavAnI bhAvanA pedA thayA vinA dIkSAnI bhAvanA paNa janme nahi ane jaDanuM AkarSaNa TALavAnI bhAvanA pragaTyA pachIthI dIkSAnI bhAvanAne utpanna thatAM vAra lAge nahi. AthI jaDanA AkarSaNane TALavAnI vAta lIdhI che. emAM paNa UMDe UMDe dIkSA ja che. AtmAnA svarUpane pragaTAvavAno utkaTa koTino prayatna, e ja dIkSA che ne ? tyAre eno samAveza A vAtamAM paNa thaI ja jAya che : kAraNa ke jaDanA AkarSaNa upara agni mUkAyA vinA dIkSAnI sAcI abhiruci pragaTavI e paNa muzkela che. haMsanI cAMca jevI tAkAta joIe : ApaNane ema lAgI javuM joIe ke mane jaDanI apekSA hoya ja nahi. mAruM mULabhUta svarUpa evuM che ke jaDanI apekSA vinA na jIvAya e bane ja nahi. A to jaDanA saMyoge mAruM mULabhUta svarUpa anAdikALathI avarAeluM che ane vartamAnamAM paNa jaDano e saMyoga che, mATe ja mane bIjI jaDa cIjonI apekSA rahe che. ATaluM dhyAnamAM AvyuM, eTale jaDa ane cetanano viveka pragaTyo. atyAre AtmA ane jaDano saMyoga dudha ane pANI jevo thaI gayo che. dudha-pANI eka thaI jAya tyAre tame baMnene jUdAM pADI zako A dudha ane A pANI - ema jUdAM pADIne pArakhI zako ? tame na karI zako e haMsa karI zake che. AtmA ane jaDanA saMyoganI bAbatamAM tame haMsa jevA bano. ema na mAnatA ke manuSya maTI haMsa ra 20 Gee pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 233

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banavAnuM kahyuM ! manuSyamAMthI tiryaMca banavAnuM kahyuM, ema to nahi kaho ne ? huM to ema kahuM chuM ke haMsanI cAMcamAM e tAkAta hoya che ke te ekameka jevAM banI gayelAM dUdha-pANIne paNa jUdAM pADI zake che. haMsanI cAMcamAM jevI dudha-pANIne chUTAM pADavAnI tAkAta che, tevI tAkAta AtmA ane jaDa karmane chUTAM pADavAnI tamArAmAM janme, e mArI icchA che ane A vAtamAM tenI ja sUcanA che. narakanI vedanA : AtmA ane jaDanA saMyogano jevo joIe tevo viveka thaI jAya, pachI tamArI indriyo jeTalI teja teTalo lAbha vadhAre. e vinA indriyonI jeTalI tejI teTalI barabAdI vadhAre. ekendriya marIne kadI narake na jAya ane paMcendriya bhUle ne pApAsakta bane to narake gayA vinA rahe nahi. AthI tame ekendriya bano ema nahi, paNa paMcendriyapaNAmAM suvivekI bano e ja kahevuM che. vivekahInane tenI indriyo narakamAM dhakelI jAya; to e navAIno viSaya nathI. ekendriyamAM to vedanA avyakta hoya che, paNa narakamAM vedanA vyakta hoya che. naraka koNe joI che ? narakane huM mAnato nathI !' - AvuM bolavuM e bahu saheluM che, paNa e vedanA ghaNI bhayaMkara che. tyAM vedanAthI akaLAtAM jhera khAvuM haze to ya jhera maLaze nahi. narakamAM javAnI taiyArI karI rahelA AtmAone jotAM AstikatAnuM hRdaya dayAthI hacamacI jAya. narakanI vedanAno jene khyAla hoya, te to pApathI kaMpI uThe. avasare nAstika mANasone paNa AstikanI jema zubhAzubha karmanI asarane svIkAravI paDe che. nAstika paNa jyAre zubhodaya bhogavyA pachIthI azubhodayanI kAramI asaramAM jhaDapAya che, tyAre rADa pADI jAya che ane kapALe hAtha de che. bhAgyane raDe ja che. gaI kAle e jyAM jAya tyAM dhAryuM kAma karAvI Avato, sArAmAM sArA ThekANe jAya to pUchAtuM ke - "kema zeTha ! zuM kAma che ?' joIe teTalAM nANAM aDadhI rAte maLatAM paNa Aje ene azubhodayanA pratApe bhaiyo baMgalAmAM pesavA paNa na de. kahI de ke "zeTha bahAra gayA che. khAnagImAM eme ya kahe ke "zeTha aMdara che, paNa tamane AvatA joIne ja zeTha nathI ema kahevAnI AjJA karI che !" ene ema thAya ke - "mArI lAgavaga kyAM saLagI gaI ? gaI kAla sudhI jyAM jAuM tyAMthI dhAryuM karyA vinA pAcho pharato nahi ane Aje daravAjA baMdha ?' A enAthI sahana thatuM nathI. e poka mUke che ! e kahe che ke "mane maiyAe nA pADI !" ApaNe kahIe Jin Jiang Jiang Jiang Jiang Jiang Jiang Yan Zhu Hai Gang You You You Yan Yu Yu Yu Yu AtmAnI traNe avasthAo

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ke 'bhalA mANasa ! mAtra nA ja pADI che ne ? jutuM mArIne kADhyo to nathI ne ? azubhodaye to jutAM ya paDe ane tyAM kadAca tuM mAthuM paTakIne marI jAya to ya te aMdara laI jAya nahi, paNa bahAra kyAMka pheMkAvI ke phuMkAvI de !' AvA vakhate AtmA yogya hoya che to nAstika maTI Astika banI jAya che, vivekI banI jAya che ane pachI to duHkhamAM paNa sukhe jIvatAM zIkhI jAya che ! ene e vakhate khyAlamAM Ave che ke - ahIMnA A duHkha karatAM paNa narakamAM kaMI guNuM vadhAre duHkha che ane ethI te cetI jAya che! maratAM muMjhavaNa na thAya H tamAre kyAre cetavuM che ? maraNanI nobata to vAgI ja rahI che. tamAruM AyuSya jhaTa pUrUM thaI jAya, tame marI jAva evI mArI icchA nathI, paNa maraNa thavAnuM e nakkI vAta che. e vakhate tame sukhe marI zakazo ? jIvana evuM banAvavuM joIe ke maratAM paNa jarA ya mUMjhavaNa thAya nahi. maravA paDayA ho ane DaoNkTa2 AvIne kahe ke 'baco tema nathI.' to e vakhate paNa tame kahI zako ke 'koI phIkara nahi. A to tame zahe2nA nAmAMkita DaoNkTara hatA ane mane ema thayuM ke upAya hoya to ajamAvI lauM, bAkI mane nirAMta che. huM mAruM samAlIne beTho chuM. huM pudgalanA AkarSaNathI chUTelo chuM. pudgalanA AkarSaNathI chUTIne mane maLelAM ke meLavelAM pudgalano meM thAya teTalo sadupayoga karavAno prayatna karyo che. jyArathI samaja AvI tyArathI evI rIte jIvyo chuM. ke mane mArA bhaviSyanI ciMtA nathI !' ATalI zAMtithI tame kyAre marI zako ? jaDanuM AkarSaNa TaLe nahi, maMda paNa paDe nahi, cetana-jaDano viveka pragaTe nahi, to AvuM samAdhipUrNa mRtyu pAmI zakAya nahi. Aje pudgalanuM AkarSaNa keTaluM che ? baMgalAmAM pesatAM zuM yAda Ave ? baMgalAne jotAM 'sAro baMgalo joIe' ema thAya, pAMca lAkha hoya to 'pacAsa lAkha joIe' ema thAya, pacAsa lAkha hoya to 'eka karoDa kema na thAya' ema thAya, moTa2mAM besatAM 'huM moTo' ema thAya, koIne detAM 'huM ja daI zakuM chuM' ema thAya e vagere zuM sUcave che ? jaDanuM AkarSaNa. e AkarSaNa TaLe ane thoDuM paNa jaDanuM AkarSaNa thaI jAya to ya jene te khaTake, te aMtarAtmA che. aMtarAtma dazA prApta thaI jAya, to sukhe jIvI paNa zakAya ane sukhe marI paNa zakAya. cccccccccccccces pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 233 22

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pudgalanI bAjI : tame tamArI dazAno vicAra karo. A vicAra karavA jevo che. jaDanuM AkarSaNa eTaluM badhuM che ke jema jema jaDa vadhe che, tema tema khumArI vadhe che. e kaI dazA che ? have ema karavuM che ke jaDanI vRddhi jyAre jyAre haiyAmAM khumArI pedA kare, tyAre tyAre te divasane mATe AhAra- pANI baMdha ? evI khumArIvALA, jaDa ghaNuM hovA chatAMya sukhe jIvI zakatA nathI. haiyAmAM valopAta cAlyA ja kare che. evAo lagabhaga pAgala jevuM jIvana gujAre che. AtmAnI pichANa thaI jAya ane jaDanI vRddhithI khumArI pragaTe, e bane ? jaDanI lIlAmAM ene AnaMda Ave ? eka kavizrIe kahyuM che ke jaDanI vRddhimAM nAcanArA ghaDImAM kAjI ne ghaDImAM pAjI bane che, paNa amane to lAge che ke e sarva pudagalanI bAjI che. jaDanA saMyogaviyogamAM je khumArI ke kaMgAliyata Ave che, te zAthI ? jaDanuM kAramuM AkarSaNa che mATe ! AtmA oLakhAya to jaDa Ave ke jAya, paNa ema lAge ke - AtmAe bAMdhelA karmapudgalanI ja A bAjI che. jaDanI vRddhithI nAce, e bahirAtmA. ene Thokara mAratAM zIkhe, e aMtarAtmA. ApaNe kevA chIe ane kevA banavuM che - enI A pIThikA che. bahirAtma dazAne TALavI, aMtarAtmadazAne pragaTAvavI ane e dvArA paramAtma-dazAne sAdhavI, e ja kahevAnuM che. e mATe ja ATalI vAto karI che. ApaNane ApaNI dazAno sAco khyAla Avavo joIe. Acho Acho paNa sAco khyAla Ave, to ApaNA jIvananI dizA pharI jAya. jaDanA AkarSaNanuM kAmaNa ? tamane lAge che ke tamArA vartamAna jIvanamAM lagabhaga badhI ja pravRttiomAM jaDanA AkarSaNanI asara che ? pudgalanA AkarSaNathI ATalI jIMdagImAM tame zuM zuM karyuM che, kevA kevA vicAro karyA che ane kevI kevI pravRttio AcarI che, te kahI zako tema cho ? tame manamAM ne manamAM saMbhALavA mAMDo to ya tamane tamArI jAta mATe kaMpArI Ave, e bane ke nahi ? tamane lAge che ke - "ame jevA chIe tevA ughADA svarUpamAM duniAnA sabhya samAjanI vacce jIvavAne lAyaka chIe ? tamane ema nathI lAgatuM ke jevA tame cho tevA ja jo AkhA ne AkhA jAhera thaI jAva, to kadAca tamAro prANavAyu paNa thaMbhI jAya ? tamArI sAcI dazAnA khyAnanuM borDa taiyAra karIne vAMcavA mAMDo to ya tamane zuM zuM thaI jAya, e kahevAya tema nathI. aayn jiiddipddin ddijiijii tiisipoodiijii ddikiipiiddi AtmAnI gayA avasyAo 23

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be- pAMca lAkha gumAvatAM jene hArTa pheIla jevuM thaI jAya che, te cama cama karato Avato hoya ane sAme enI sAcI dazAnuM borDa coDheluM bhALe, to enI zI dazA thAya ? A badhI vAtono vivekapUrvaka vicAra karavA jevo che. ATaluM sAMbhaLyA pachI paNa jo ema lAge ke pugalanA AkarSaNe mane to pAyamAla karI nAkhyo che, to AjathI e AkarSaNane TALavAno prayatna zarU thAya. jyAre jyAre pudgalanuM AkarSaNa satAve, jyAre jyAre pudgalanI vRddhi Adine joIne khumArI Ave, tyAre tyAre upavAsa karavo, evo niyama karavo che ? sabhA vicAra to Ave, paNa TakatA nathI. daza lAkha jAya to khAvAnuM bhAve ? enA duHkhamAM to bhUkha paNa jANe marI jAya che. ene khavaDAvavA mATe saMbaMdhione mahenata karavI paDe che. be divasa bhUkhamAM jAya, chatAM kyAM gayA tenI gama paNa paDe nahi. kAraNa ? pudgalanuM AkarSaNa. evuM AkarSaNa jo AtmAnA svarUpa prati thaI jAya, to zuM na bane ? vAta e che ke pudgalanuM AkarSaNa khaTakavuM joIe. ApaNane pudgalanuM AkarSaNa khaTake che ? pugalanA AkarSaNamAM paDelA tame, tamane na mAne evAne paNa potAnAM-mArAM mAnIne dhapAvye rAkho cho. gharamAM badhAM tamane mAne che ? e to tamane pudgalanuM AkarSaNa che ane ethI tame TAImasara peDhIe jAva cho, paNa jo peDhIe na jAva to "A gharamAMthI kyAre jAya ?' evuM koI icche kharuM ? thoDI cIja mATe vAMdho paDe, to tamArI sAthe kajIo kare ane jIMdagIbhara tame enuM je kAMI karyuM-karAvyuM ... hoya tene dhULamAM meLave, evuM koI gharamAM che ja nahi? paNa pudgalanA AkarSaNanuM kAmaNa evuM thayuM che ke e sUjhe nahi. jenA upara kAmaNa thayuM hoya te pArakI AMkhe joto thaI jAya che, tema pudgalanuM AkarSaNa chatI AMkhe paNa AMdhaLA jevA banAvI de che. kuTuMbio sAtheno tamAro saMbaMdha jaDanA AkarSaNa vinAno che ? tamArA kahevAtA premamAM paNa jaDanA AkarSaNa sivAya che zuM? A AkarSaNa jyAM sudhI TaLe nahi, tyAM sudhI paramAtmapade pahoMcAya nahi. ApaNe to zrI paramAtmapade pahoMcavuM che ne ? e mATe ApaNe aMtarAtmadazAne prApta karavI joIe. aMtarAtmadazA kyAre pragaTe ? AtmAnA sAcA svarUpano zraddhApUrvakano khyAla Ave to ! e khyAla AvyA bAda jaDa vastuo AjanI jema AkarSI zakaze nahi ane je thoDuMghaNuM paNa jaDanuM AkarSaNa thaze te khaTakyA vinA raheze nahi. jaDanuM AkarSaNa AjathI paNa 24 pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 233

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jo khaTakavA mAMDe ane AtmAnA mULabhUta svarUpanuM AkarSaNa pedA thaI jAya, to paNa jeTaluM jIvavAnuM bAkI che, emAM evI sAdhanA thAya ke AtmAnuM svarUpa thoDA ja kALamAM paripUrNapaNe pragaTyA vinA rahe nahi. gulAmane badale mAlika bano : AjanI dazAmAM tamane kayAM zAMti che, e to batAvo ! jaDanI sahAya jIvanArAonI kevI hAlata thAya che, e na joyuM ? gADIono akasmAta kevo kAramo ? Ama chatAM evI gADIomAM besavAnA koDa thAya che ? jaDe cetavaNI ApI, kudarate cetavaNI ApI, paNa ApaNane zuM lAgyuM ? pUra AvyuM ne DUbuM DUbuM thatAM bacI gayA, evuM ya banyuM ne ? puNya jIvatuM hatuM mATe pUra aTakyuM, nahi to janAvaranI jema taNAI jAta ne ? ahIM paNa darIo uchaLe to ? puNyazALI hoya ne evuM na bane, paNa vicAravA jevI vAta nathI ? kudarata ATalI viphare che, chatAM jaNaze rUpIA gaNo cho ne ? keTalIka khUllI ne keTalIka khAnagI mIlkata gaNyA karo cho ne ? rUpI gaNatAM gaNatAM chAparUM tUTya, vijaLI paDI ane chAtI besI gaI to ? A lakSmI ApaNI che ? mahA mahenate meLavelI ane sAcavelI lakSmI ahIM rahe ane ApaNe kyAMka pahoMcI jaIe, ema paNa bane ne ? paNa A vicAra nathI Avato, e pratApa jaDanA AkarSaNano che. jaDanA AkarSaNe jaDanA gulAma banAvI dIdhA che. mAre tamane gulAma maTADI mAlika banAvavA che. jaDanA saMsargamAM hoIe to ya kahIe ke "amane pAlavaze tema vartazuM. tAro upayoga karatAM paNa lAgaze ke emAM ya tArI karAmata che, to lAta mArIne pheMkI dezuM." Aje ne Aje jaDanA saMsargathI chUTAya tema nathI, paNa prayatna e dizAno thavo joIe. Aje ApaNe jaDanA AkarSaNathI to TaLI zakIe tema chIe ne ? aMtaracala ughaDe to ja e bane. tyAgI bano agara tyAgInA bhakta bano: Aje ApaNe jaDanA AkarSaNane TALavAnI vAta nakkI karI. pudgalanuM AkarSaNa e viSayonuM AkarSaNa che, paNa tame jANo cho ne ke jaDa sAmagrI game teTalI hoya te chatAM paNa puNya na hoya to bhogavI zakAtI nathI ! bhUkha chatAM khAI zakAya nahi, tRSA chatAM pI zakAya nahi ane havA Ave to ya te na game, evI paNa dazA thAya deDaka885555555 = 'ese 46 - '46 '4 45 46 4G ' 6* * * * * * va AtmAnI traNa avasthA raya

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che. evI dazA thaI jAya tyAre paisA gaNavAnuM mana thAya ? A vicAramAM ya muMjhAva cho ? kadAca mana thAya ema lAge che ? indriyo jyAre viSayone grahaNa karavAmAM ne bhogavavAmAM buThThI banI jAya che, tyAre kazuM ja gamatuM nathI. paisA raLyAno tAra Ave ne tame saMbhaLAvo, to ya e kahe ke "paNa ene karavAnA zuM?" paisA upare ya kaMTALo Ave. tyAre jaDanA saMyogomAM sukha ke duHkha ? tenAthI sukha maLe to ya te duHkhanA kAraNa jevuM ja ne ? A samajAI jAya to saMsArano rasa uDI jAya. khAya, paNa te rasathI nahi. tamAre evI dazA keLavavI joIe, ke jethI tame ema kahI zako ke - ame ahIM rahyA chIe paNa amane ahIM rahevAmAM rasa nathI : nIkaLavuM che paNa nIkaLavAnA saMyogo nathI mATe rahevuM paDyuM che : taka maLI jAya to have ahIM ubhA na rahIe!" ATaluM tamArAmAM AvI jAya, eTale mane khAtrI thaI jAya ke Ane taka maLe eTalI vAra che, taka maLI jaze eTale A ame jyAM hoIzuM tyAM amane doDato ne zodhato Avaze. Aje to pudgalanA AkarSaNe pAgala banAvyA che ane ethI indriyo UMdhe mArge doDI rahI che. jyAM sudhI pudgalanuM AkarSaNa tajavA jevuM nahi lAge ane AtmasvarUpanuM AkarSaNa pedA nahi thAya tyAM sudhI indriyo UMdhe mArge vahevAnI ane jIvananI jarUrIyAto vadhatI javAnI ! vastuta: jIvavA mATe jarUra keTalI ? A dazAmAM paNa roTalI-dALa AdithI cAlI na zake ? jenA vinA na ja jIvI zakAya evI anna-pANI Adi vastuo to ame paNa laIe chIe. e levAnI jJAnIonI manA nathI, paNa vRtti e joIe ke - "kyAre ATaluM paNa na levuM paDe evI dazA pamAya !" tyAre tame A rIte jIvavAne iccho cho ? A rIte na jIvI zako tema ho ne saMsAramAM rahevuM ja paDe tema hoya, to saMsAramAM rahIne paNa tyAgI mahAtmAo AdinI bhaktithI tarI zakAya che. AjathI nirNaya karavo che? tyAgI banavuM ane tevA na banAya tyAM sudhI tyAgInI bhaktine cUkavI nahi ! tyAgInI bhakti paNa tyAga vahelo maLe e mATe ja karavAnI ! e tyAre ja bane, ke tame A vastuone samajo, je koI bahirAtma-dazAmAM ho te temAMthI nIkaLo, aMtarAtma-dazAmAM sudRDha bano ane aMte paramAtma-dazAne pAmo, e ja eka bhAvanA sAthe AjanuM vyAkhyAna samApta karAya che. uddipddinNdditnNtrNddi nddiNcttNddiddisiddittiddi uNddiuNdi' pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 233 26

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pravacana bIjuM AstikanI icchA : anaMta upakArI mahApuruSonuM e pharamAvavuM che ke AtmAne mAnanArI duniyAe to avazya karIne AtmAnA svarUpane samajavAno prayatna karavo joIe. AtmAnuM suvizuddha svarUpa kone kahevAya - teno khyAla meLavavo joIe, potAnA AtmAnI vartamAna dazA kevI che - tenI vivekapUrvaka vicAraNA karavI joIe ane je je upAyo dvArA AtmAne unnatine Toce pahoMcADI zakAya tema che, te te upAyono zakya amala karavA dvArA potAnA AtmAne unnatinI Toce pahoMcADavA mATe taiyAra thaI javuM joIe. je AtmA, AtmAnA suvizuddha svarUpane jANavAnI ane AtmAnA suvizuddha svarUpane jANIne e dazAe potAnA AtmAne pahoMcADavAnI, sAmagrI saMpanna dazAmAM paNa taiyArI vinAno che, te AtmA, vAstavika rIte athavA to anaMtajJAnIoe jevA rUpamAM Astikane varNavyo che tevA sAcA rUpamAM Astika che ema kahI zakAya nahi : duniyAmAM ApaNe joIe chIe ke je jemAM mAne che. temAM te tenI uccamAM ucca kakSAe pahoMcavAnI icchA paNa kare che ane e mATeno zakya prayatna paNa kare che. Astika haMmezAM AtmAne mAnanAra hoya che ane ethI ja ema kahI zakAya ke sAmagrI saMpanna dazAmAM e potAnA AtmAne uccamAM ucca kakSAe pahoMcADanArA zakya prayatnathI, sadAne mATe vimukha ja rahe e zakya ja nathI. sAcA Astika AtmAo to vAraMvAra e manoratha karyA kare che ke "kyAre mAro AtmA potAnA suvizuddha svarUpane prApta kare ! mAtra manoratha ja kare ema paNa nahi; e manorathane saphaLa karavAne mATe je kAMI karavA yogya hoya, tene vicArIne AcaravAne mATe paNa mathe. e ja AstikatAno sAco amala che. "huM A je dekhAuM chuM te zarIra nathI, paraMtu AnI zarIranI aMdara rahelo chuM paNa dekhAto nathI te huM chuM : AvuM AvuM uMcAmAM uMcI kakSAnA tattvajJAnI mahApuruSoe nirUpyA mujabanuM AtmAnuM svarUpa che' evuM mAnanArA AtmAone, potAnA AtmAne unnatinI Toce pahoMcADavAnI icchA ja na janme, e zakya che ? sAmagrI saMpanna dazAmAM paNa jo AtmAne evI icchA na janme, to e Astika che ? sAcA Astikane to sAmagrI saMpanna dazAmAM AtmAne paramAtmadazAe pahoMcADavAnI icchA thayA vinA rahe ja nahi. aayn tnyuddu yyy yyy yNddi aAtmAnI traNa avasthAo che.

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sAdhaka ane bAdhaka avasthA: potAnA AtmAne paramAtmadazAe pahoMcADavAnI icchA jamyA pachIthI paNa, ene anurUpa vartana karavAnI jarUra ubhI ja rahe che. AtmAne paramAtma-dazAe pahoMcADavAnI icchA mAtrathI ja, AtmA paramAtma-dazAne prApta karI zakato nathI. AtmAne paramAtma-dazAe pahoMcADavA mATe, e dazAnI bAdhaka avasthAne TALavI joIe ane e dazAnI sAdhaka avasthAne pragaTa karavI joIe. bAdhaka dazAthI chUTavuM, sAdhaka dazAne prApta karavI ane e rIte AtmAnI je parama vizuddhAvasthA che te svAbhAvika avasthAne pragaTAvavI, e ja ApaNI sarva vicAraNAono sAra che. AtmAnI uMcAmAM uMcI avasthA, te paramAtma-dazA che : e paramAtma-dazAnI bAdhaka evI je avasthA che, te bahirAtma-dazA che ane e paramAtma-dazAnI sAdhaka evI je avasthA che, te aMtarAtma avasthA che. A traNa avasthAonA svarUpano khyAla rAkhIne ja ApaNe e vicAra karavo joIe ke vartamAnamAM ApaNe kevA chIe ? vartamAnamAM ApaNe jo bahirAtma-dazAmAM hoIe to ApaNe ApaNI e bahirAtma-dazAthI mukta banIne aMtarAtma-dazAne prApta karavI joIe kAraNa ke A aMtarAtma-dazA prApta thayA vinA paramAtmadazAe pahoMcAya e zakya nathI. bAdhakane tajIe, sAdhakane svIkArIe ane sAdhakamAM khUba khUba otaprota banI jaIe, to ja pariNAme ApaNe ApaNI paramAtma-dazAnuM pragaTIkaraNa karI zakIe. AtmAno vikAsa kyAre ? jyAM sudhI AtmAne paramAtma-dazAe pahoMcADavAnuM dhyeya nizcita thAya nahi, tyAM sudhI ApaNe kevA chIe ane kevA banavuM joIe- e viSenA jevA vicAro thavA joIe te thaI zake nahi ane koI tevA vicAro saMbhaLAve to ya jeTalA premathI e saMbhaLAvA joIe teTalA premathI te sAMbhaLI zakAya nahi : pachI amalanI vAta to rahI ja kyAM ? ApaNane ema thaI javuM joIe ke paramAtma-dazA e ja mArI suvizuddhAvasthA che ane jyAM sudhI e dazAe huM na pahoMcuM, tyAM sudhI mAro vikAsa adhuro che. paramAtma-dazAnI prApti e ja mAro paripUrNa ane vAstavika vikAsa che. AvuM ja mAne ane evA vikAsanI prAptine je icche, te ja sAco Astika che. Aje Astika to ghaNA kahevAya che, paNa Astika tarIke 28 pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 33

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gaNAtAomAM paNa AtmAnA svarUpano, AtmAnI vartamAna dazAno ane AtmAne suvizuddha svarUpamAM sthita karavAne mATe zuM zuM karavuM joIe e vagereno vicAra karanArA keTalA nIkaLe, e eka moTo savAla che. Astika ne nAstika ? huM te A zarIra nahi paNa AtmA" A vastu jo ApaNA haiyAmAM barAbara nathI hoya, to ApaNane ema lAgyA vinA rahe ja nahi ke vartamAnamAM huM je avasthA bhogavI rahyo chuM, te mArI potAnI svAbhAvika avasthA nathI ja. AtmA ane jaDanA sarvAga svarUpanA, uccamAM ucca kakSAnA jJAtA maharSioe, AtmAno mukhya guNa caitanya agara to jJAna che ema pharamAvyuM che. e jJAnanA viSayamAM traNeya lokano, traNe ya kALano ane sarva padArthono samAveza thaI jAya che. jema arisAnI sAme rahelI vastuo arisAmAM pratibiMbita thAya che, tema traNe lokamAM rahelA sarva padArthonAM traNe kALanAM saghaLAM ja parivartano e jJAnaguNathI eka ja samaye AtmAmAM pratibiMbita thAya che. jyAre sArA ya jagatanI sarva kALanI saghaLI ja avasthAo e jJAnaguNathI jANI zakAya, tyAre e jJAnaguNamAM apUrNatA nathI ema mAnI zakAya. ApaNA AtmAmAM AvI jJAnaguNa che, paNa atyAre to te avarAelo che. AvA svarUpe AtmAne mAnanAro atyAranI avasthAmAM rAce, e saMbhavita che ? AvA svarUpe AtmAne mAnanArAmAM e svarUpane pAmavAnI icchA ya na janme, e saMbhavita che ? AtmAnA svAbhAvika svarUpane pAmavAnI icchA keTalAne ? AvI icchA na hoya, chatAM e kahe ke - "huM to AtmAne barAbara mAnuM chuM' to e sAcuM che ? keTalAka AtmAo pote Astika che' e mAnyatAmAM eTalA badhA haThAgrahI banI gayA hoya che ke emane ApaNe jo ema kahIe ke badhI icchAo janme che ane AtmAnA mULabhUta svarUpane pragaTAvavAnI icchA sarakhI paNa janmatI nathI - e sUcave che ke vAstavika svarUpanI AstikatA nathI, to e bIcArAone khaMjarano ghA lAgavA jevuM duHkha thaI jAya che. emane ema thaI jAya che ke "huM ne nAstika ? ATalI ATalI kriyAo karuM chuM, maMdira ane upAzraye jAu-AvuM chuM, tenuM zuM?' paNa e ema na vicAre ke "maMdira ane upAzraye jAuM chuM, kriyAo karuM chuM, paNa te zA mATe ?' nAstikatA khaTake nahi ane nAstikatAno koI khyAla jy jy jy jy jyjymu almAnI nA avasthAo 29.

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Ape to te khaTake, e zuM kahevAya ? nAstika kare evI amuka amuka kriyAo Astika na ja kare evo niyama nathI, paNa ekanI eka kriyA nAstika ane Astika baMne kare to paNa te bemAM mAnasika aMtara ghaNuM hoya che. Astikane e pApakriyAno tevo rasa hoto nathI. avasare avasare ene te te kriyAdi badala pazcAtApa thayA vinA paNa raheto nathI. keTalIka vAra to ene potAne ema paNa thaI jAya ke - "huM te kevA prakArano Astika chuM ? mane A rIte vartavuM e kema ja chAje ?' Astikane sAmagrI saMpanna dazAmAM AtmAno khyAla na Ave ane AtmAnA vizuddha svarUpane pragaTAvavAnI icchA na janme e bane nahi. bAkI to sAmAnya nIti AdinI bAbatamAM, jabbara evA paNa keTalAka nAstikonuM vartana evuM hoya che, ke je kahevAtA AstikonA sAmAnya vartanane TapI gayA vinA rahe nahi. nIti AdimAM evA nAstiko eTalA custapaNe jIvanArA hoya che ke potAne Astika mAnanArA kadAca eTalA custa na paNa rahI zake. mATe nAstikaAstikanA taphAvatano vicAra karo. avasare AtmAne zuddha avasthA prApta karAvavAnI icchA sarakhI paNa jene kadI janme nahi, evA AtmAo Astiko tarIkenI pragati sAdhI zake e zakya nathI. ApaNe ATalA sahavAsavALA banIe, amAro ane tamAro ATalo sahavAsa thAya ane chatAM tame vAstavika koTinI AstikatAthI vaMcita rahI jAva, AtmAne paramAtma-svarUpamAM sthita karavAnI bhAvanA vinAnA rahI jAva, to amane e ruce to nahi ja : ane mATe ja ame avasare evuM evuM saMbhaLAvavAno prayatna karIe, ke jethI tamArI bhavitavyatA sArI hoya to tamArA aMtaramAM sAcI AstikatA pragaTI jAya ane A jIvanamAM tame tamArA AtmAne paramAtma-dazAe pahoMcADavAnI dizAmAM pragatizIla banAvI zako. tamArI zrImaMtAIne joIne aMjAI janArA, tamArI AMkhathI dabAI janArA, tamane koI paNa rIte khoTuM nahi lagADavAnI vRttivALA ane tamArA bhaviSyanI paravA vinAnAo tamane "mahA Astika' kahe to e paNa banavAjoga che ane tamane "parama dharmAtmA' tarIkenA ilkAbo Ape to emAM ya Azcarya pAmavA jevuM kAMI nathI; paNa tamAre vicAra karavAno che ke "jJAnIonI dRSTimAM huM Astika chuM ke kema ? ApaNe A sAmAnya koTinI AstikatAnI vAta karIe chIe. e 30 TaTaTaTaTaTaTaTakkawwTaka8885%@5 pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 233

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dRSTie ja tamAre vicAra karavAno che ke 'huM kharekhara Astika chuM ? meM kadI paNa AtmAnA svarUpane jANavAno prayatna karyo che ? AtmAnuM sAcuM svarUpa kevuM che e vAtane sAMbhaLavAnI mane jyAre jyAre taka maLI, tyAre tyAre koI veLA paNa mane e icchA janmI che kharI ke huM mArA e svarUpane pragaTa karuM ? ema thayuM che ke evA svarUpavALo huM Aje kevI kAramI viDaMbanA bhogavI rahyo chuM ?' AtmAnuM anAdikAlIna astitva : -- tame sAcA svarUpamAM Astika ho, temAM ja huM rAjI chuM. tame vAstavika svarUpanA Astika na ho to tevA bano, e ja mArI icchA che. A prayatna eTalA ja mATe che ke - tamArAmAM sAcuM Astikya na hoya to te pragaTe ane hoya to te vizeSa nirmala ane vizeSa dIptimaMta bane. tamane ekAda divase ekAda vAra paNa e vicAra Avyo che kharo ke 'mAruM astitva anAdikAlIna che ane anaMtakALa paryaMta rahevAnuM che ?' koI kALa evo hato nahi ke jyAre huM nahoto ane koI kALa evo Avaze paNa nahi ke jyAre huM nahi houM. traNe kALamAM huM to hato, chuM ane rahevAno chuM ! 'AvA sarva kALanA astitvavALA mAre A jIvanamAM kevI rIte vartavuM joIe, ke jethI mAro anaMto bhaviSyakALa bagaDe nahi' e jAtino vicAra tame karyo che ke nahi ? sabhA : A zarIra to utpanna thaeluM che ne ? ApaNe to AtmAnI vAta karIe chIe. A zarIra to mAtAnA udaramAM utpanna thaeluM che ane eka di'chUTI javAnuM che. bIje bIjuM zarIra hatuM, paNa A nahi, anAdikALathI zarIro to badalAye ja jAya che, paNa AtmAnuM astitva koI kALe paNa jokhamAtuM nathI. AtmA asaMkhya pradezAtmaka che ane te koI paNa zarIramAM TakI rahe che. emAM vadha-ghaTa thatI nathI. koI kALa evo nathI ke jyAre AtmAnuM astitva na hoya. A badhI janma-maraNanI paMcAta paNa AtmAnuM svarUpa avarAI gayuM che mATe che. AtmAnA asaMkhya pradezo upara anaMtAnaMta karmANuonuM AvaraNa AvI gayuM che ane ethI ja AtmA atyAre A dazAne bhogavI rahyo che. kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzana, anaMtacAritra, anaMtavIrya ane anaMtasukha AtmAmAM to che ja, paNa atyAre e AvirbhUta nathI paraMtu tIrobhUta che. ApaNane evo vicAra thavo joIe ke - 'A tIrobhUta dazA anAdikALanI che, mAruM astitva Bevvvv Jeevelese AtmAnI traNa avasthAo 32

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kAyamI che ane mAre evo prayatna karavo joIe, ke jethI kAyamane mATe mAruM je mULabhUta svarUpa che, te tIrabhUta banyuM rahe nahi.' Avo vicAra ApaNane Avyo che ke nahi ? zarIrathI para, zarIrathI jUdo chatAM zarIranI aMdara rahelo AtmA jemane vAraMvAra yAda Avato hoya. evA zodhavA muzkela paDe ke nahi ? "zarIra te huM nahi, paNa aMdarano te huM' - A vicAra Ave to kevuM parivartana Ave, e jANo cho ? covIsa kalAkamAM AdamI jeTalI "huM'nI ciMtA kare che, teTalI paranI ciMtA kare che kharo ? tamane jeTalI tamArI ciMtA che, teTalI paranI ciMtA che ? nahi; ane tamane jeTalI tamArAM nikaTanAM saMbaMdhIo AdinI ciMtA che, teTalI tamArI sAthenA saMbaMdha vinAnAonI ciMtA che ? nahi. "huM"nI ane potAnAnI ATalI badhI ciMtA dharAvanArA tame, jo "huM eTale A zarIra nahi paNa AtmA' ema barAbara mAnatA thaI jAva, to tamArI AtmaciMtA keTalI badhI hoya, e kahevuM paDe ? Aje tamane zarIranI ciMtA vadhAre ke AtmAnI ciMtA vadhAre ? sAcA Astikane to zarIra paNa baMdhana ja lAge. jene zarIra paNa baMdhana lAge, te bhAnamAM hoya to zarIranuM baMdhana majabUta bane evI kriyA AnaMdapUrvaka kare e bane kharuM ? ene e kriyA upayoga AvatAM khaTake nahi, e bane ? potAnuM baMdhana majabUta bane evo prayatna karavAmAM AnaMda mAnanAro bevakUpha A jagatamAM zodhyo paNa jaDe ? sabhA amArI dazA evI che. baMdhana jevA rUpe baMdhana tarIke lAgavuM joIe tevA rUpe baMdhana tarIke nathI lAgyuM, mATe e dazA che. zarIra e baMdhana che - ema sAMbhaLatAM kaMTALo na Ave? huM te zarIra nahi paNa AtmA' evI pratIti jyAM sudhI nahi thAya, tyAM sudhI zarIrane huM baMdhana kahyA karIza to tamane kaMTALo Avaze ane e pratIti thaI gayA bAda, e vAta huM vAraMvAra kahIza to ya AnaMda Avaze. ApaNI mAnelI cIjanI vAta kAlA-ghelA zabdomAM koI kaheto hoya, to ya te game che. gAMDA jevA AdamI paNa ApaNI mAnelI cIjanI vAta kahevA Ave, to te AnaMdathI saMbhaLAya che. enA kAlA-ghelA zabdothI kaMTALo Avato nathI, paNa kadAca sAmethI pUchIne pharIthI paNa sAMbhaLavAnuM mana thAya che. have huM "zarIra te baMdhana' e vAta vAraMvAra kahuM, to ethI kaMTALo Ave ke nahi ? kaMTALo Ave to samajavuM joIe ke je jAtino prema AtmA 3e pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 233

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upara jAgavo joIe, te jAtino prema AtmA upara jAgyo nathI ane mATe ja "zarIra te baMdhana'- e vAta vadhAre vAra sAMbhaLatAM kaMTALo Ave che. e prema jAgyA pachI to, raste cAlato AdamI bolato hoya ane pote bhUlyo hoya, to huM te zarIra nahi, paNa AtmA : zarIra to AtmA uparanuM baMdhana e vAta sAMbhaLavA mATe kAna saravA banyA vinA rahe nahi. tame rastethI cAlyA jatA ho ane koI be jaNA evI vAta karatA hoya ke je sAMbhaLavAthI tamane lAbha thavAno saMbhava che ema tamane lAge, to tame zuM karo ? e vAta karanArAonI najadikamAM AMkha bIjI dizAe ane kAna tyAM mAMDIne ubhA raho, ema bane ke nahi? evA vakhate koI kahe ke - "pUruM saMbhaLAtuM nathI, chatAM kema Ubho che ?" to zuM kaho ? evA vakhate kahenArA kahe che ke - "bhale ne badhI vAta sAMbhaLI zakAya nahi, paNa jo be zabdo ya kAne paDI jAya to e be zabdomAMthI paNa huM badho bhAva kADhI levAnI tAkAta dharAvuM chuM!" AvI rIte tamane AtmAnI vAta sAMbhaLI levAnuM mana thAya kharuM ? game tyAre paNa AtmAnI vAta kAne paDatAM AnaMda ja Ave, evA keTalA ? bahu thoDA ja ne ? AthI ja kahuM chuM ke - huM AtmAne mAnuM chuM ema kahe eTale ene AtmA aMge kahevAjoguM kAMI kahevAnI jarUra nathI ema mAnI levA jevuM nathI. zarIranI ciMtA : "AtmA che, ame AtmAne mAnIe chIe' ema kahenArAo to ghaNA che, paNa AtmAne tenA vAstavika rUpamAM mAnanArA keTalA che - enI to avasare khabara paDe. tamane tamAro nokara ema kahe ke "zeTha ! ApanI peDhIne huM mArI peDhI ja mAnuM chuM. ApanI peDhInA lAbhamAM ja huM lAbha mAnuM chuM ane ApanI peDhInA nukazAnamAM huM nukazAna mAnuM chuM' to tamane zuM thAya ? tamane ema na thAya ke huM samajuM chuM ke vadhAre bonasa levAne mATe tuM A vAta kare che : bAkI peDhI saLage to mArA haiyAmAM je bhaDakA uThe te A tArA haiyAmAM na uThe !tamane ema thAya che, kAraNa ke tame samajo cho ke nokara e nokara. peDhInuM mane lAge eTale ene koI kALe lAge nahi ! jema eka dRSTAMta apAya che. eka zeThe potAnA nokaranI saccAInI khAtrI karavA mATe nokarane pUchayuM ke "ahIM koI vAra peDhI saLage ane e ja vakhate tArI dADhI saLage, to tuM pahelo kone olavavA mathe ? mArI peDhIne ke tArI dADhIne?" nokara kahe che ke "emAM te, zeTha ! udyN nuNddi nddipiNcin ttiiddiipiini ttii AtmAnI na avasthAo 33

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pUchavAnuM zuM hoya ? mAruM game te thAya, paNa huM to peDhIne olavavA ja doDuM !" zeThe tarata ja kahI dIdhuM - "mAre tArA jevA nokarano khapa nathI.' pelo kahe che ke "Avo sarasa javAba meM Apyo, chatAM Apa Ama kema kaho cho ?" zeTha kahe che ke "tuM khoTuM bolyo mATe ! evA vakhate tuM pahelo peDhIne olavavA doDe, e bane ja nahi. mAMdA mANasanI pAse mAMkha uDADavA beThelo AdamI paNa, potAnA moMDhA upara mAMkha AvIne bese to pahelAM potAnA moMDhA uparanI mAMkha uDADe che ane pachI mAMdA upara beThelI mAMkhone uDADe che. kema ? duniyAno e svabhAva che mATe ! mAMdAnA zarIra upara so mAMkho beThI hoya ane potAnA zarIra upara eka mAkha beThI hoya, chatAM mANasa potAnA zarIranI mAMkhane pahelI uDADe che ane pachI mAMdAnA zarIra uparanI mAMkhone uDADe che. evA vakhate pUcho to kadAca bacAva paNa kare ke "ahIM (mArA zarIra upara) beThelI mAMkhane pahelI uDADuM, to AnA mAMdAnA) zarIra upara beThelI mAMkhone jhaTa uDADI zakuM, mATe mArA zarIra uparanI mAMkhane pahelI uDADI !" e ja rIte ApaNe vicAra karavo joIe ke ApaNane A zarIranI jeTalI ciMtA che, teTalI AtmAnI ciMtA che ? kone khabara nathI ke A zarIra nAzavaMta che ? A zarIramAM huM kyAMthI Avyo chuM ane ahIMthI mAre kyAMka javAnuM che, ema tame nathI jANatA ? A zarIramAM je Avyo che te ane A zarIrane choDIne je janAro che te huM chuM, paNa A zarIra te huM nathI. e vAtamAM tamane zaMkA che ? tyAre je Avyo che ane je janAro che te huM chuM ema jANavA chatAM paNa, ciMtA kevaLa zarIranI; AtmAnI ciMtA ja nahi, to enuM kAraNa zuM ? sabhA karmanAM daLIyAM bhegAM che ne ? barAbara, e vAta avasare karIzuM, paNa A zarIra te tame nahi, e to cokkasa ne ? chatAM covIse kalAka ciMtA zarIranI ane ene lagatAM sAdhanonI ja ne ? covIsa kalAkamAM AtmAnI ciMtA kyAre ? ame tamArI unnatimAM ja rAjI : kyAre ya paNa tamane AtmAnI thavI joIe tevI ciMtA na thAya, chatAM mAre mAnI levuM ke tame sAcA Astika ja cho ? jene tamArA upara bhAvadayApUrNa prema na hoya, jene tamArA satyAnAzanI ciMtA na hoya, jene koI paNa rIte tamArI pAsethI vAha-vAha ja meLavavI hoya, te tamAre moMDhe bhale tamane game tema kahe, paNa 8888885 iMDajaMDapha phaDa u555 pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 233 34

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mane to ema thAya che ke - A badhAnuM amArA nimitte paNa sadhAya to kalyANa ja sAdhavuM. ame to tamArI sAcI unnatimAM ja rAjI, eTale amArAthI evI vAta to kema ja thAya ke je vAta sAMbhaLavI atyAre to kadAca tamane game, paNa pariNAme tamAruM satyAnAza kADhe ? AthI ja pUchuM chuM ke tame kaho cho ke ame AtmAne mAnIe chIe, to e kaho ke "tamane AtmA yAda kyAre Ave che ? AtmAnI unnati kone kahevAya, eno tame vicAra karyo che ke nahi ane AtmAnI unnati thAya e hetuthI e hetuno sAdhaka zakya prayAsa paNa karyo che ke nahi ?' kuTuMbIo kevA che ? AvI vAta kadi paNa tame tamArA kuTuMbIonI sAthe karI che? AvI vAta tame jo tamArA kuTuMbIonI sAthe karatA ho, to kuTuMbIo kevA hoya ? bApe dIkarAne ke dIkarAe bApane AvI vAta karI che kharI ? vyAkhyAna karuM ne tamArA doSane aDuM nahi, to tamane phAyado zI rIte thAya ? doSa kADhavA che ane guNa pragaTAvavA che, eTale doSano khyAla to Apavo ja rahyo. bApane ema thAya che ke "dIkaro na hoya to nAma koNa rAkhe ? A vAraso koNa bhogave ?' paNa ema thAya che ke "mAro dIkaro durgatie na ja javo joIe ?' dIkarAne paNa bApa pAsethI zI AzA rahe che ? ene ema thAya che ke "bApAjI potAnA AtmAnuM ane amArA AtmAnuM kalyANa sAdhe to sAruM ?" paNa nahi; jyAM beu uThAugIra jevA bane, tyAM e vicAra Ave zAno ? AtmAnuM bhAna na hoya, to dIkaro jarA sAro eTale peDhI calAvavAmAM huMzIyAra hoya, to DAhyo paNa bApa pAgala bane ! bApa kahe ke "A (peDhI vagerenuM) barAbara dhyAna rAkho, nahiM to sukhI nahi thAva' paNa ema na kahe ke "AtmAne bhUlyA to sukhI nahi thAva !' A zuM kahevAya ? dIkarAne dunyavI vastuonA mohamAM gulatAna banAvanAra bApane huM zuM kahuM ? avasare huM to kahuM, ke - "A jhera ene na pA ! tAro ne eno A saMbaMdha thoDA kALano che. A thoDA kALanA saMbaMdhamAM enI anaMtakALanI hoLI saLage emAM nimitta tuM kAM thAya che?" keTalAkone huM kaDavo lAguM chuM, tenuM A kAraNa che. avasare hitakArI vAta kahyA vinA cAle nahi ane enAmAM e sAMbhaLIne hitAhitano vicAra karavAjogI lAyakAta na hoya, to prabhuzAsanane anusarato upadeza paNa kaDavo lAge te svAbhAvika che. uNddi uuyyy yyy yyy yyy abhAnI traNa avasthAo 35

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AtmAnA kalyANanI vAta sAMbhaLavI na game, e AstikatAnuM lakSaNa che ke nAstikatAnuM ? ApaNe nAstika hoIe te chatAM paNa ApaNe jo ApaNane Astika mAnI laIe, to nAstikatA jAya kyAre ? tamane nAstika kahevAthI amArI nAmanA vadhatI haze, ema ? koI pUche ke - "nAstikonA ToLAmAM tame beso kharA ?' ame kahIe ke - "hA, nAstikone Astika banAvavA mATe besIe paNa kharA !" e kaheze - "AvAo sAthe besavAmAM tamArI AbarU zI ?' amAre kahevuM paDe ne ke "A lokonI apekSAe amArI AbarU joIza to mAra khAIza ?' bajAramAM tamane koI amArI apekSAe jUe to ? ene ema ja thAya ne ke "ahIM besanAro ne Avo ?' tamArI nAstikatA amane jeTalI khaTake che, teTalI tamArA sagA bApane paNa nahi khaTakatI hoya. sAcA upakArI AtmAone jagatanA sarva jIvonI nAstikatA khaTake ane ema thAya ke "A sarva kyAre Astika bane ane kalyANa sAdhe" sAcI upakAravRttine pAmelA AtmAomAM evI umadA bhAvanA pragaTe che, emanA aMtaramAMthI evo bhAvadayAno dhodha vahe che, ke jeTalI umadAbhAvanA ane dayA tamAre mATe tamArA vahAlAmAM vahAlA, ati nikaTanA saMbadhImAM paNa na pragaTI hoya. tamArI mAe, tamArA bApe, tamArI gharavALIe, tamArA chokarAe, tamArA kuTuMbaparivAre ke tamArA ADatIyA Adie koI vAra paNa AvI vAto tamane kahI che ? A (sAdhu) veSamAM rahelAo AvI vAto tamane jarUra karI zake, paNa teya jo tamArI AMkhothI aMjAI jAya to bhale ApaNane "huM zarIra nathI paNa AtmA che" ema kahenArA joIe ne ? je bApa-dIkarA AvI vAto karatA hoya, te mahA puNyavAna che. ahIM A badhuM badhAne ja vicAravAnuM che, jene lAgu paDatuM hoya teNe cetavAnuM che, paNa badhA ja evA che ema mAnI levAnuM nathI. pote potAnI dazAno vicAra karavo. zarIra poSAya che paNa AtmA haNAya che ? AtmAnI ciMtA che nahi, eno nirNaya koNa karaze ? tamAre karavo paDaze. tamAre vicAravuM ke "zarIra te huM nahi, paNa huM to AtmA ema huM kahuM chuM to kharo, paNa AtmAnI ciMtA kyAre karuM chuM? ane zarIrane puSTa banAvavA mATe zuM karato nathI ?" zarIra puSTa bane e mATe zuM joIe eno vicAra karo cho ke bhiibhvnjiivtNtdditddi jiiddi ttiddi 36 pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 233

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nahi ? zarIrane puSTa banAvavA mATe savAre dUdha joIe, dUdha paNa garamAgarama, temAM paNa kesara-badAma vagere masAlAvALuM ! vaLI kaheze ke - badAma cAvIne khAdhI hoya to vadhAre puSTi maLe, eTale e ArogavA mAMDe. savAranA nAstAmAM paNa cIjo keTalI ? e badhI cIjo khAtAM vAra keTalI ? peTa bharavA mATe ATalI cIjo joIe ane ATalI vAra thAya, ema ? sabhA sAdhanane surakSita to rAkhavuM joIe ? e vAta rahevA do ne!tame AtmAnA mULabhUta svarUpanA pragaTIkaraNa mATe A zarIra e paNa eka sAdhana che, ema mAnIne ja A zarIrane AhArAdi Apo cho, ema ? mokSanI sAdhanA sArI rIte thaI zake, eTalA pUratuM ja tame tamArA zarIrane jALavo cho, ema ? je divase tame tamArA zarIrane kevaLa paripUrNa AtmasvarUpanA pragaTIkaraNa mATenuM ja sAdhana banAvI dezo te divase to tamArA mAnapatrano meLavaDo haze to temAM paNa huM AvIza. Aje tame evA mAnapatrane lAyaka cho ? AjanAM mAnapatrono meLAvaDo eTale moTe bhAge zuM ? eka nAgAne so nAgA ughalAvavA nIkaLe, e ja ke bIjuM kAMI? jene mAnapatra apAya che te AdamI, mAnapatramAM enA jeTalA guNo gAvAmAM AvyA hoya che tene lAyaka hoya che ? mAnapatra lenAramAM e guNo hoya nahi ane mAnapatra denArA paNa evA maLe, tyAre ene zuM kahevAya? eka khoTA guNa gAya ane bIjo phulAya, e vyAjabI che ? ahIM evAM mAnapatro maLe nahi. zarIrane eka vAra sAdhana banAvo ane te pachI enI rakSAnI vAta karo. A to AtmAno Acho paNa khyAla nahi, covIse kalAka ciMtA zarIrAdinI ja ane AvI vAtamAM eno ene sAdhana tarIke gaNAvIne bacAva karavAnI dhRSTatA ! jyAM sudhI tamane khAtAM vAra lAge che, enuM kAraNa zuM? ahIMthI tahIM, tahIMthI ahIM, ema ThekANe ThekANe hAtha pheravavA joIe ! eka cIjamAM rasa na Avyo to bIjI ne bIjImAM rasa na Avyo to trIjI, ema keTalIka cIjo joIe ? A badhuM koNa mAge che ? sAdhana pAsethI sAdhana tarIkenuM suMdaramAM suMdara kAma laI zakAya, e mATe ATalI badhI paMcAta karatA hazo, ema ? dhRSTatA rahevA do ane vastuno vastusvarUpe vicAra karo. e badhI cIjo upara hAtha pheravatAM ema thavuM joIe ke AnAthI zarIra to poSAya che, paNa AtmA haNAya che. jamatAM jamatAM ke di' AtmA yAda Avyo ? ke di' ema thayuM ke "A badhuM mArA AtmAne pAyamAla karanAruM che ?' evo koI vicAra tamane prsipoovNtti bhybhvnNttiveekvnvjiivnni AtmAnI traNa avasthAo 37

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Ave nahi ane te chatAM mAre ema mAnavuM ke tame AstikaziromaNi cho, ema?" zarIrane khorAka Adi ApyA vinA AtmAnuM hita sAdhavAnI pravRttimAM huM TakI zakuM tema nathI' ema mAnIne je khAvA beTho hoya, tene jema jema vadhAre ne vadhAre vAnagIo maLatI jAya, tema tema teno AnaMda vadhato jAya e bane ? tamane khAvAmAM vadhAre vAnagIo meLavavAnI icchA kharI ke nahi? khAvAnI vAnagIo jema jema vadhe, tema tema khAvAno rasa vadhe, haiyAmAM AnaMda vadhe, ema bane ke nahi ? sabhAH vadhAre vAnagIo maLe emAM to AnaMda thAya ja ne? jene khAvAnI vAnagIo vadhAre maLe emAM AnaMda ja Ave, koI di' e AnaMda mATe pazcAtApa thAya nahi, e vastutaH Astika nathI paNa nAstika ja che. jema jema adhika vAnagIo, tema tema zarIranuM poSaNa vadhAre - e mAnyatA paNa khoTI che. adhika vAnagIomAM adhika rasa Ave ane ethI e pramANathI adhika khavAya, eTale zarIra puSTa to na bane paNa bImAra bane. evuM khAvAnuM maLI jAya ane khAnAra sAvaceta na rahe, to tyAM ne tyAM jhADA ne ulaTI thAya ema paNa bane. Ama chatAM paNa, adhika vAnagIo khAvAmAM adhika AnaMda Ave, e kai dazA ? AtmAnI ciMtA karo : khAvAmAM sukha ja che, e vAta nAstikoe upajAvI kADhelI che. Astikane khAvuM paDe ane khAya, paNa ene thAya ke "A karmavazatAne lIdhe che. huM karmavaza na houM to mAre khAvuM na paDe. khAvuM paDe che ane khAuM to te eTalA mATe ke - na khAvuM paDe evI avasthA pedA karavAno prayatna sArI rIte karI zakuM.' Astikane khAvA mATe amuka amuka cIjo vinA na phAvatuM hoya, toya ene ema to thAya ja ke - "A badhA pudgalanA khela che." jeo potAne Astika mAnatA hoya, temaNe to khUba khUba samajavA jevuM che. nAstika khAvA-pIvA AdimAM ja AnaMda mAne, khAvA-pIvA AdinI vAnagIo jema jema vadhAre maLe tema tema e vadhAre praphulla bane e zakya che : kAraNa ke e anaMtajJAnAdimaya svarUpavALA AtmAne ane e AtmAnuM mULabhUta svarUpa karmathI AvarAeluM che e vagere sAcI paNa vAtone mAnato nathI. Avo mANasa sAruM sAruM khAvA-pIvA AdimAM ja AnaMda mAnato hoya, to e ene mATe svAbhAvika che; paNa je potAne Astika mAnato hoya, enI manodazA evI kema ja hoya ? tame evA nAstikonI TIkA karavAnuM choDo ane tamArA AtmAnI udyN tNjyddhiibhviddi vddi vddivddin ddisittii 38 pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 233

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ciMtA karo ? tame tamArI dazAno barAbara vicAra karI zakazo, to tamane lAgaze ke 'enI TIkA karavAno mane zo hakka che ? e to AtmAne nathI mAnato eTale game tema kare, paNa AtmAne mAnanAro huM AvI rIte kema ja vartI zakuM ?' jenA gharamAM kaMthA phATelI hoya, hAMlluM paNa phuTeluM hoya ne je savAre uThe tyAre peTamAM nAkhavAnI ciMtA karato ja uThato hoya, evo AdamI kadAca gharanuM bAraNuM baMdha karatAM bhUle to te bevakUpha Thare ke tame gharanuM bAraNuM baMdha karavAnuM bhUlo to bevakUpha Tharo ? sabhA : ame. kAraNa ? kAraNa e ja ne ke jenA gha2mAM mAtra phATelI kaMthA Adi ja che, tenA gharanuM bAraNuM kadAca ughADuM paNa rahI jAya to ya corAvA jevuM zuM che ? Astika jo ke vyavahAra khAtara, duniyAmAM gAMDo na gaNAya e khAtara, puNya-pApanI thekaDI karavAnuM koIne nimitta na maLe, e khAtara ane pote je sthitimAM beTho che te sthitimAM ema karyA vinA cAlatuM nathI e vagere khAtara bAraNuM baMdha kare, paNa ene e vicAre ya Ave to kharo ja ke - puNya vinA lAkha tALe paNa AmAMnuM kAMI mArI pAse jaLavAI 2he e banavAnuM nathI !' pAchA mahArAje bAraNuM vAsavAnuM kahyuM ema na kahezo. bAraNuM vAsavuM paDe ane vAso toya puNya-pApane na bhUlo, e ja sUcana che. have jema tame gharanuM bAraNuM vAsavuM bhUlI jAva to bevakUpha Tharo cho ane sAva daridrI AdamI jANI-joIne bAraNuM na vAse to ya bevakUpha Tharato nathI, tema nAstika AtmAne mAnato nathI eTale e AtmAnI ciMtA na kare ane mAtra pugalanI ciMtA kare to emAM ajugatuM kAMI nathI, paNa tame to AtmAne mAno cho ne ? sabhA : hAjI. to have ghera jazo eTale ghara kedakhAnA jevuM lAgaze ? bhogasukho jherathI paNa vadhAre bhayaMkara che ema lAgaze ? tamane tamArA zarIranI ciMtA vadhe ane AtmAnI ciMtA bhUlAya evI kAravAI karanArA nikaTanA saMbadhIo hoya to paNa te duzmana jevA lAgaze ne ? sabhA : nAjI. tyAre tamArI AtmA viSenI mAnyatA kevI ? AvuM pUchIe eTale koI have bolaze nahi; kAraNa ke ema thaze ke bolyA eTale badhuM amArA u52 Avaze. eve AtmAnI traNa avasthAo 39

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vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatAM durgAna ? paNa tame ahIM Avo ane kazuM ja tamArA upara na Ave to karavAnuM zuM? tame jo ahIM sAMbhaLavAne Avo cho te pArakAne mATe ja AvatA ho, sAruM bolatAM zIkhAya e mATe ja AvatA ho, sArA kahevAIe evI buddhithI AvatA ho agara to A badhuM sAMbhaLyuM-jANyuM hoya to duniyAmAM samaju ane zANA tarIkenI nAmanA pAmI zakAya - e vRttithI AvatA ho, to to kahevuM paDe ke tame AvyA cho te kamAvAne mATe nahi paNa devALuM kADhavAne mATe AvyA cho ! tamAre to dareka vastu mAre mATe ja kahevAya che' - ema mAnIne vicAra karavo joIe ke "AmAMnuM mane zuM zuM lAgu paDe che? ahIM je je doSo kahevAya che, te doSo mArAmAM che ke nahi ? ane che to ene kADhavA mATe mAre zuM zuM karavuM joIe?' AvI vRtti hoya ane jo AkhA vyAkhyAnamAM koI vAta ApaNA doSane spaSTa karanArI na Ave, to ema thAya ke - "mahArAjanI dRSTimAMthI Aje huM nIkaLI gayo, e mArI kamanazibI che!" A vRtti na hoya ane ulTI vRtti hoya, to sarva sAdhAraNa rIte kahevAtI vAta mATe paNa ema thAya ke "A mArI ja niMdA cAlI rahI che. mahArAjane huM ja khUMcuM chuM." AvA AdamIne zrI bhagavatIjInAM ke zrI AcArAMgAdinAM vAkyo paNa jhera jevAM lAge, kAraNa ke ahIM emAMnuM ja kahevAtuM hoya, paNa e mAne ke "A badhI mArI niMdA ja cAle che. ene ema paNa thaI jAya ke - "Aje to AvI phasyo te AvI phasyo, paNa have kadi AvuM nahi.' AvI rIte bhayaMkara durgAnamAM caDyo hoya ane e vakhate enA AyuSyano baMdha paDI jAya to zuM thAya? e ghaNuM kharAba ja AyuSya bAMdhe ne ? evAo banatAM sudhI sArA sAdhuonAM vyAkhyAnomAM jatA nathI, kAraNa ke emanAmAM potAnA bhayaMkara paNa doSanI vAtane hitazikSArUpe sAMbhaLavAnI lAyakAta paNa hotI nathI. vicAra karavo joIe ke vyAkhyAnamAM doSarUpe kacarAne sApha karavAnI ane guNarUpa svacchatAne pragaTAvavAnI vAta na hoya, to hoya zuM ? doSane kADhavAnI ane guNane pragaTAvavAnI vAta sAMbhaLatAM to AnaMda thavo joIe. ene badale AvA sthaLamAM paNa durbhAna Ave to e ochA duHkhanI vAta nathI. zarIranuM vajana vadhe emAM AnaMda? AtmAne jevA svarUpe mAnavo joIe tevA svarUpe barAbara mAnavAmAM Ave, to AvI durdazA na thAya. ApaNane ema thavuM joIe ke huM eTale trikAlAbAdhita. huM ddivddivddi vddi vddivddin ddijittiijiittii pddin ddijiddi pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUPi smRtigraMthamALA - 233 YO

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bhUtakALamAM hato, vartamAnamAM chuM ane bhaviSyamAM paNa hoIza. A zarI2 saLagI jaze to ya huM to 2hevAno ja. A zarIra mAruM nathI, nAzavaMta che, eTale A zarIrano ane mAro viyoga nizcita che, paNa A zarIra chUTaze to ya huM to rahevAno ja chuM !' AvuM lAgI jAya to Aje jema A zarIranI ciMtA thAya che, tema AtmAnI ciMtA thAya ke nahi? Aje to aNasamajane kAraNe zarIra AdinI pragatinI ja mahenata thAya che, paNa pachI AtmAnI pragatinI mahenata thAya ke nahi ? zarIranI bAla, yuvAna, madhyama, prauDha ane vRddha Adi avasthAonI tamane khabara che ke nahi ? che, ane koI AtmAnI avasthAo keTalI che ema pUche to ?zarIranI badhI avasthAo yAda, e avasthAomAM kema kema vartavuM enI khabara ane AtmAnI kazI ja khabara nahi, enuM kAraNa zuM ? mANasa uMmaramAM vadhe che tema kAMTe paNa vadhavo joIe - evI tamArI mAnyatA che ne ? tamane lAge che ne uMmara vadhe tema vajana paNa vadhavuM ja joIe ? ane kAMTe caDhatAM vajana ghaTyuM ema mAlUma paDe to ? DaoNkTa2 ke vaidya Adine pUchyA vinA raho ? tyAre zarIranI keTalI ciMtA ? e ja rIte, thoDuM vajana vadhyuM hoya to keTalo AnaMda thAya ? e vakhate AtmA Akho ne Akho bhUlAI ja jAya che ne ? zarIranA vajanamAM AnaMda anubhavAya, to ethI AtmA uparanA melano bojo vadhe ke ghaTe ? kaho ke e vicAra ja kone che ? AtmAne mAnanArAe AtmAnI avasthAone jANavI joIe. bahirAtmaavasthA, aMtarAtma avasthA ane paramAtma-avasthA, e AtmAnI traNa avasthAo che. A avasthAono ane A avasthAonA svarUpano khyAla che ?. mAre mArA AtmAne paramAtma- avasthAe pahoMcADavo che, evo vicAra tamArA aMtaramAM sphure che kharo ? jenA aMtaramAM AtmAne 52mAtma-dazAe pahoMcADavAnI sAcI bhAvanA pragaTe, e vAstavika koTino Astika che. paramAtmAnuM darzana karatI veLAe paNa tamane tamArI malinatA yAda Ave che kharI ? zarIranA premIne jema zarIranI ciMtA hoya che ane zarIranuM vajana nakka25Ne vadhe to AnaMda thAya che, tema vAstavika koTinA Astikane AtmAnI ciMtA hoya che ane potAnA AtmAne yogya prayatno dvArA paramAtma-avasthAe pahoMcADavAnI bhAvanA hoya che. AtmAne tenA vAstavika svarUpamAM mAnanArane, potAnA AtmAne paramAtmA-avasthAe pahoMcADavAnI bhAvanA ja na Ave, e banavAjoga che ? jema Bec AtmAnI trA avasthAo 4

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duniAmAM tame je je vastuomAM unnati kalpI che, temAM temAM tamane haMmezAM ema thayA kare che ke "mAre AgaLa vadhavuM che. tyAM koI moTo zrImaMta hoya to te khaTake che : chevaTa ema paNa thAya che ke huM evo nahi : jyAre enAthI paNa vadhAre moTo banuM! e ja rIte, potAnI pAse jeTaluM hoya teTaluM paNa jenI pAse na hoya te kevo lAge che ? nIco, daridrI tame tamArAthI moTAnI apekSAe potAne paNa daridrI mAno cho ne ? huM AnI pAse kAMI nathI' ema tamane thAya che ne ? evI rIte, tamane AtmA yAda Ave che ? paramAtmAnAM darzana karavA jAva, to e tArakanI mUrtine jotAM jotAM paNa ema thAya che kharuM ke e mahA nirmaLa ane huM mahA malina ? e vakhate paNa karmamalathI rahita evA sAcA nirmaLa banavAnI bhAvanA Ave che ? arisAmAM moTuM jotA ho ane DAgho dekhAya to ? tyAM to DAgho dekhAya enI sAthe ja sApha karavAnI doDadhAma. jyAM hoya tyAMthI pANI laIne DAgha sApha kare tyAre upe. ahIM evuM thAya che ? paramAtmAnuM svarUpa, e paNa eka ariso che. e svarUpanI nirmaLatA vicArIe, eTale ApaNA svarUpanI malinatA khyAlamAM AvyA vinA rahe nahi. evo AtmA prabhune navaDAvatAM navaDAvatAM potAnA AtmAne ja navaDAve. derAsaramAM keTalAne potAnA doSo yAda AvyA ane guNaprAptino vicAra Avyo ? paramAtmAnI mUrti sAme paNa tamArI bhAvanA kaI ? tyAM paNa UThAM bhaNAvavA jevo dhaMdho na ja karo, ema bane ? tyAM zarIra AdinI ciMtA na Ave, dunyavI sukhonI kAmanA na Ave, kevaLa ema ja thAya ke tArI sevA dvArA mAre mArA AtmAne paNa tArA jevo ja nirmaLa banAvavo che, AvA keTalA ? cetavaNIthI AnaMdaH jyAM sudhI AtmAnI avasthAono vicAra karanArA na bano, AtmAnI vartamAna kALanI malinatAne pichANanAra na bano ane AtmAne paramAtmaavasthAe pahoMcADavAnA dhyeyamAM nizcita na bano, tyAM sudhI yogya paNa upAlaMbha jevI rIte saMbhaLAvo joIe, tevI rIte sAMbhaLavAnI lAyakAta Ave kharI ? gaNadhara bhagavAna zrI gautamasvAmijI jevAne paNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmA vAraMvAra zuM kahetA hatA ? "samaye yama ! pamAyaNa " zuM e eTalA badhA pramAdI hatA agara bhUlakaNA hatA, ke jethI bhagavAnane evuM vAraMvAra kahevuM paDe ? emane kaMTALo na Ave ? paNa nahi, gaNadharabhagavAna zrI aaddiyN tdditddi tddi tdditddi pddin pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 33 42

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gautamasvAmIjI mahArAjAne to e sAMbhaLatAM paNa AnaMda ja thato. emanuM mana praphulla banatuM. emane ema thatuM ke 'A tAraka na hoya to mArI ATalI khabara koNa le ?' zuM evI dalIla na karI zakata ke 'A to cAlatA baLadane poNo mAravA jevuM che : huM ATalo badho apramata rahevAno prayatna karuM chuM, chatAM Apa mane - 'eka samaya paNa pramAda na karIza' evuM vAraMvAra kahyA karo te kema cAle ? e to huM sAro chuM te rahuM chuM, bAkI bIjo to bhAgI ja jAya ?" paNa AvI dalIla evA paramapuruSo kare ja nahi. chadmasthane pramAdano saMbhava che ane e na Ave e mATe jJAnI cetave, ethI aMtarAtma-svarUpI banelA ane paramAtma-svarUpI banavAnA dhyeyavALA AtmAone AnaMda ja thAya. e to ema ja icche ke AvI cetavaNI ApanA2A paramopakArIono mane sadAno yoga hajo ! zrI gautamasvAmIjInA AghAtanuM rahasya : bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmA nirvANa pAmyA, e vAtanI jANa thatAM, gaNadharabhagavAna zrI gautamasvAmIjI mahArAjAne jevo tevo AghAta nathI thayo; paNa e AghAtamAMya e bolyA zuM ? 'have huM bhagavAna kone kahIza ane mane have gautama koNa kaheze ?' emano AghAta e jAtino hato, bhagavAna mokSamAM gayA enuM emane du:kha nahi hatuM, paNa emane to e ja eka vAtanuM du:kha hatuM ke - 'have mithyAtvarUpa aMdhakAra prasaraze ane kutIrthiko garjavA mAMDaze : bhagavAna vinAnuM A bharatakSetra, dIvA vinAnA bhavana jevuM thaI gayuM ! have huM konA caraNomAM praNAma karato thako vAraMvA2 prazna pUchIza ? athavA to huM bhagavAna kone kahIza ane mane gautama koNa kaheze ?' gaNadharabhagavAna zrI gautamasvAmIjIne je duHkha thayuM che, te A jAtinuM thayuM che. A duHkha bhagavAna nirvANa pAmyA enuM nathI, paNa potAnI ane jagatanI upara upakAra karanAruM je eka anupama sAdhana vidyamAna hatuM, te sAdhanano abhAva thaI gayo enuM ja che. A viSayamAM dUrAMka devano eka prasaMga samajavA jevo che. eka vAra evuM banyuM ke - Indre potAnI sabhAmAM zrI zreNikanA ArhatapaNAnI prazaMsA karatAM kahyuM ke 'atyAre jeTalA Arhato che, te sarve zreNikanI heTha che. zreNika e sarvazreSTha Arhata che.' indranI A vAtamAM dardUrAMka nAmanA eka devane avizvAsa upajyo ane ethI ddudduddpddddddudduddu dduddu dduddu dduddu dduddudduddu AtmAnI traNa avasthAo 43

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te zreNikanI parIkSA karavA taiyAra thayo. e mATe eNe eka kuSThInuM rUpa dhAraNa karyuM. kuSThI tarIkenA rUpane dhAraNa karIne e dadUrAMka deva tyAM Avyo, ke jyAM bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAnI dezanA cAlu hatI ane zrI zreNika Adi mahAnubhAvo e pavitra dezanAnuM zravaNa karI rahyA hatA. e kuSThIe AvIne bhagavAnane namaskAra karyo ane namaskAra karyA pachI bhagavAnanI pAse ja te beTho. bhagavAnanI pAse besIne e kuSThIe potAnA zarIramAMthI je rasI jharI rahI hatI, te rasI laI-laIne caMdananI mAphaka bhagavAnanAM caraNo upara vAraMvAra vilepana karavA mAMDyuM. e dRzya joIne zrI zreNikanA krodhano pAra rahyo nahi. zrI zreNika gussAmAM AvI jaIne vicAre che ke "A pApI AvI rIte A traNa lokanA nAthanI AzAtanA karavAmAM tatpara banyo che, mATe ahIMthI e uThe ke tarata ja eno vadha karI nAkhavo joIe." zrI zreNika haju to A pramANe vicAra karI rahyA che, tyAM to bhagavAnane chIMka Ave che. bhagavAnane chIMka AvatAnI sAthe ja pelo kuSThI kahe che ke - "maro !" thoDI vAra pachI zrI zreNikane chIMka AvatAM, e kuSThI kahe che ke - "jIvo !" te pachI zrI abhayakumArane chIMka AvatAM te kuSThI kahe che ke - "jIvo agara maro ! ane kAlasaurika nAmanA kasAIne chIMka AvatAM, e kuSThI kahe che ke "tuM mara paNa nahi ane jIva paNa nahi !' A rIte pelA kuSThIe bhagavAnane "maro" ema kahyuM, ethI to zrI zreNikano gusso ekadama vadhI gayo. zrI zreNike tarata ja potAnA sainikone AjJA karI ke - "A kuSThI ahIMthI uThe eTale tarata ja ene pakaDI levo !" bhagavAnanI dezanA pUrI thaI, eTale pelo kuSThI ubho thayo ane bhagavAnane namaskAra karIne jevo te tyAMthI cAlI javA lAgyo, ke tarata ja zrI zreNikanA subhaToe tene rUMdhI lIdho; paNa A to deva che : e je vAtanI khAtrI karavA Avyo hato te vAtanI ene khAtrI thaI gaI, eTale zrI zreNikanA subhaTo jotA rahyA ane e kuSThI divya rUpa dhAraNa karIne e ja kSaNe AkAzamAM uDIne ravAnA thaI gayo. prti niNddi uNttuNdi tpp tdditddiki tn jiivitN pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 233

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zrI zreNikane A vAtanI khabara paDatAM ghaNuM ja Azcarya thayuM ane ethI bIje divase temaNe bhagavAnane e viSenI pRcchA karI. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAe e dUrAMka deva saMbaMdhI vRttAMta kahIne pharamAvyuM che ke tyAre sarva Arhato zreNikathI hIna che, evA indranA vacana upara avizvasta banelo te deva, tArI parIkSA karavAne mATe ja ahIM Avyo hato. eNe mArAM caraNo upa2 rasInuM nahi, paNa gozIrSa caMdananuM ja vilepana karyuM hatuM. A vakhate zrI zreNika pUche che ke 'bhagavan ! Ape chIMka khAdhI tyAre eNe Apane mATe maro evuM amAMgalya vacana kema uccAryuM ane bIjAone mATe mAMgalyaamAMgalya evAM vacano kema uccAryAM ?' zrI zreNikanA A praznano uttara ApatAM, bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra 52mAtmAe je kahyuM, te khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jevuM che. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra 52mAtmAe khUlAso karyo che ke 'e deve mane je 'maro' ema kahyuM. temAM teNe e ja sUcavyuM hatuM ke 'haju paNa tame A saMsAramAM kema rahyA cho ? jaldI mokSe jAva !' e ja rIte, e deve tane jIvavAnuM kahIne ema sUcavyuM ke 'tane jIvatAM ja sukha che, kA2Na ke maryA pachI tArI gati narakamAM thavAnI.' abhayakumA2ne e deve, 'jIva agara mara' ema baMneya vAto kahI : kAraNa ke e ahIM jIvatAM dharma karavAno che ane marIne anuttara vimAnamAM sura tarIke utpanna thavAno che. kAlasaukarikane mATe e deve 'na jIva, na ma2' ema je kahyuM, tenuM kAraNa e che ke jIvatAM thakAM e pApamAM tatpara che ane marIne e sAtamI narake javAno che.' A prasaMga upa2thI paNa e vAta spaSTapaNe samajI zakAya tema che ke bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevo nirvANane pAme-mokSane pAme, e vastu zoka karavA lAyaka che ja nahi. gaNadhara bhagavAna zrI gautamasvAmIjIne paNa 'bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmA nirvANa pAmyA' eno AghAta nahi hato, paNa 'potAnA ane jagatanA eka parama upakArIno potAne ane jagatane mATe je abhAva thayo' - enuM emane du:kha thayuM hatuM. aSTa karma gayAM ane je avasthA prApta thaI, te zuM rovA lAyaka avasthA che ? rovAnuM to tene mATe hoya, ke je pApakarmo bAMdhIne maryo hoya. pApIonuM mRtyu ja zokanA sthAnarUpa che. A to bhagavAnanI vAta che, paNa tamArA ja gha2mAM koI AtmA uttama prakAranI ArAdhanA karIne maryo hoya, to tame enA maraNane rUo B AtmAnI traNa avasthAo 45

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kharA ? enA maraNane tame rovA lAyaka mAno ke uttama prakAranuM mAno ? gaNadharabhagavAna zrI gautamasvAmIjI mahArAjAne e ja vAtanuM duHkha hatuM ke 'mAro ane jagatano tAraka gayo. mane bhagavan tarIke saMbodhanArA to ghaNA che, paNa huM kone bhagavan kahIza ane have mane koNa gautama kahIne bolAvaze ?' emane e gamatuM hatuM ane tamane ? tamane svAmI kahevaDAvavuM game ke sevaka ? AtmAne mAnanAranI dazA kevI hoya, to ke AvI ! gaNadhara bhagavAna zrI gautamasvAmIjInI AvI dazAno abhyAsa ka2vA jevo che. AtmAne je yathArtha rUpe mAnato hoya, tene koI vyAjabI upAlaMbha de to e bahu game, tene koI tenA doSa samajAvI saMbhaLAvanAra maLI jAya to ene mahA upakArI mAne, koI enAmAM na hoya tevA te guNa kahe to paNa ene TaTTAra banavAnuM nahi paNa nIcuM jovAnuM mana thAya. ApaNI dazA kevI che ? ApaNane ApaNAmAM na hoya tevA paNa guNo ApaNAmAM che ema koI kahe e game ke ApaNA doSo ApaNA dhyAna upara lAve te game ? gaNadharabhagavAna zrI gautamasvAmIjIne thaelA AghAtanuM rahasya samajo. jaDa rahevuM che ke jIva banavuM che ? ApaNane maMdiramAM prabhumUrtinI sanmukha paNa AtmAnuM mULabhUta svarUpa pragaTAvavAno vicAra Ave che ? AtmAne yathAsthita svarUpe mAnanArane paramAtmasvarUpa pAmavAnI icchA na thAya e bane ? jo nA, to e vicAro ke huM kyAre pa2mAtmadazAne prApta karuM, evo vicAra ApaNane Ave che kharo ? paramAtma-dazA, e ja AtmAnI vAstavika ane svAbhAvika avasthA che. jIvanI vyAkhyA karatAM ema paNa kahevAya che ke - potAnA guNonA AdhAre je jIve te jIva. nizcaya naya to kahe che ke jIva zabdano vAstavika prayoga siddhAvasthAmAM ja saMbhave, kAraNa ke kevaLa potAnA guNonA AdhAre AtmA jIvato hoya, to te e ja eka avasthAmAM jIve che. e rIte nizcaya naya to tamane ne amane-sarva saMsArI jIvone jaDa kahe che. e kahe che ke anaMtajJAnAdimaya AtmAnI je paripUrNa vizuddhAvasthA che, te vizuddhAvasthA jyAM sudhI na pragaTe tyAM sudhI jIva paNa jaDa che : kAraNa ke jyAM sudhI e dazA na pragaTe tyAM sudhI jIva paNa jaDanA AdhAra vinA jIvI zakato nathI. ApaNe jaDa rahevuM che ke jIva banavuM che ? AkhI sabhAmAMthI e avAja nIkaLavo cemes pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 233 46

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joIe ke "amAre harakoI prayatna jIva ja banavuM che.' AtmAne mAnanAranA aMtaramAM Avo umaLako na uThe, e kema ja bane ? sabhA bolAya evuM nathI. ApaNe eTale AryadezamAM janmelA, A badhI sAmagrIne pAmelA, AtmAne mAnanArA, chatAM jIva banavAno nizcaya na maLe-e zuM kahevAya ? e nizcaya na hoya, to ema ja kahevuM paDe ne ke AtmAne mAnIe chIe ema kahevuM saheluM che, paNa vastuta mAnavuM e saheluM nathI; AtmAne mAnIe chIe - ema kahenArA ghaNA paNa AtmAne jevA svarUpe mAnavo joIe tevA svarUpe mAnanArA thoDA ! AtmAne jevA svarUpe mAnavo joIe tevA svarUpe barAbara manAI jAya, to nirveda, saMvega AdithI AtmA dUra rahe e bane nahi : kAraNa ke - vAstavika koTinI AstikatA nirveda, saMvega Adine lAvanArI che. ApaNAmAM nirveda ane saMvegano chAMTo paNa na hoya ane e nathI enuM duHkha paNa na hoya, to e ApaNI AstikatA saMbaMdhI khAmI che, ema lAge che ? atyAre ApaNe svarUpe jaDa nahi hovA chatAM paNa jaDa jevA banI gayA chIe, ema lAge che ? ApaNane to icchA paNa jaDanI, AnaMda paNa jaDathI ane zoka paNa jaDathI ! bhagavAna zarIrarahita banyA eno gaNadhara bhagavAna zrI gautamasvAmIjIne zoka nahoto, paNa "potAne ane jagatane je cetavaNIno sUra sAMbhaLavA maLato hato e gayo' - eno zoka hato. ApaNane zoka kevo thAya ? anukULa lAgelA jaDano saMbaMdha tUTe ane ApaNe na roie, e bane ? sabhA ahIM to badhA vyavahAramAM beThA che, eTale nizcayanI vAto kema kAma lAge? tamAro dunyavI vyavahAra ane anaMta upakArIo jene vyavahAra naya kahe che, emAM moTo taphAvata che. tamAro vyavahAra to jIvane adhika ne adhika jaDa jevo banAvanAro che. upakArI mahApuruSoe to evA vyavahArane pharamAvyo che ke je vyavahArane Acarate Acarate ApaNAmAMthI jaDanI AdhInatArUpa jaDatA nIkaLI jAya ane jIva jIvana pragaTI jAya. tattvajJAnI mahApuruSoe bahirAtmavyakita, anaMtarAtmavyakti ane paramAtmavyakti e traNeyanAM lakSaNo darzAvyAM che. nirNayamAM viruddhabhAva na joIe: jIva potApaNAne pAmelo kyAre kahevAya ? tyAre ja, ke jyAre te zAzvata aayn yNdu yuvtnu tn muNdu nuNcuNdi atmAnI kathA avazya

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jIvanavALo bane ane zAzvata jIvana jIvavA mATe tene koI paNa cIjanI apekSA na hoya ! evuM jIvana meLavavAnI jenAmAM icchA ja na hoya, te Astika hoya to paNa te nAmano Astika che, paNa vAstavika koTino Astika nathI. tamane evuM jIvana meLavavAnI icchA thAya che ke nahi ? e mATeno prayatna ocho thato hoya, to eTalA mAtrathI muMjhAvA jevuM nathI. eka vAra e dizA nakkI thaI javI joIe. pachI tame kahI zako cho ke 'jevA thavA mATenI tamArI doDa che, tevA thavA mATenI amArI cAla che.' badhA ja doDI zake evo niyama nathI. koI doDI zake ane koI cAlI zake : koI vadhAre pAMgaLo hoya to kyAre calAya ane kyAre pahoMcAya evI bhAvanAmAM paNa rahe : paraMtu pahoMcavAnA sthaLano ane mArgano nirNaya viruddhabhAva vinAno banI javo joIe. pachI sau koI kahe ke 'mAre 52mAtma-svarUpa pAmavuM che.' evA AtmAone A badhI vastuonI jarU2 khUMcyA vinA rahetI nathI. tyAre tame vicAro ke 'ApaNe Astika chIe ke nahi ?' tAttvika varNano thatAM hoya, te veLAe 'huM Astika chuM' evI 'hA' pADavI e jeTaluM saheluM che, teTaluM e 'hA'ne pUravAra karavI e kaThina che : paNa e 'hA' jo sAcI pUravAra thaI jAya, to mAnavuM ke have ApaNe je meLavavA mAgIe chIe, te maLavAmAM lAMbo kALa javAno nathI. bajAramAM ghaNA ane dharmasthAnomAM thoDA-enuM kAraNa zuM ? Astika gaNAtI ane potAne Astika mAnatI-manAvatI duniyAne paNa dharmasthAnonuM AkarSaNa keTaluM ane bajAranuM AkarSaNa keTaluM ? bajAramAM janArA kamAIne ja Ave che, ema tame kahI zakazo ? AjanAM keTalAMka bajAro to evAM che ke tyAM gayelAomAMthI lagabhaga 80 TakA to raDIne Ave che, chatAM bajAramAM gIradI keTalI ? bajAramAM javAno rasa keTalo ? jAhera vAhanothI kAma na saryuM, to vAhanone gharamAM ghAlyAM. zuM karavA ? bajAromAM ane bajA2ne lagatAM kAmomAM doDadhAma thaI zake, e mATe ! je bajAromAMthI 80 TakA lagabhaga roIne Ave, daza TakA lagabhaga rUe nahi to ya muMjhavaNamAM rahyA kare ane mAtra daza TakA lagabhaga kamAIne Ave, AvuM pratyakSapaNe jovA chatAM tame enI ciMtAthI TevAI gayA cho, rasa evo che tamane ciMtA e ciMtA lAgatI nathI, bAkI tyAM janArAo potAnI jAtane ochA jokhamamAM mUkatA nathI. ahIM evuM kAMI jokhama che ? duHkha tyAM ke ahIM ? tyAM ! chatAM tyAM keTalA ane ahIM keTalA ? ochA. bajAramAM janArAo Ban Ban 48 SBI pU.A. AmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 233

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karatAM ahIM AvanArAo ochA ja hoya, kAraNa ke - moMghI cIjanA grAhaka haMmezane mATe ochA ja hoya che. bajAramAM javAmAM ane ahIM AvavAmAM moTo bheda che. bajAramAM to, mA, bApa ane bAyaDI paNa "tame jAva' ema haiyAthI icche che, kAraNa ke bajAramAM jeno rAga vadhe che tenA ja rAga upara ahIM kApa paDe che. ahIM ghaNI moMghI cIjano vyApAra cAle che. ahIM AvelAomAM paNa ahIM je cIjano vyApAra cAle che, tenI kharIdI karavAmAM tatpara keTalA ? thoDA ja ne ? bajAramAM jatAM duHkha thAya che? ahIM AvelAne jo potAnuM paramAtma - svarUpa pragaTAvavAnI bhAvanA na jAge, to duHkha thavuM joIe. paramAtma-svarUpano arthI banelo, AjanI jema bajAromAM bhaTake kharo? grAhakone chetaravAmAM, e rasa mANe ?"eka ja bhAva'nuM borDa mArIne aneka bhAvo karavAmAM, e kuzaLatA mAne ? jevo AdamI tevI vAta karIne ene sIsAmAM utAravAmAM, e potAnI huMzIyArI mAnIne AnaMda anubhave ? AtmA jevo AtmA Aje bajAromAM bhaTake che, grAhakone chetaravAmAM rasa mANe che, eka ja bhAvanuM borDa mArIne aneka bhAvo karavAmAM kuzaLatA samaje che ane jevo AdamI tevI vAta karIne sAmAne sIsAmAM utAravAmAM AnaMda anubhave che, e kai dazA ? AstikatAnuM lakSaNa che ? peDhI upara jatAM AtmAmAM khaTakAro thAya che ? kevo? paramAtma-dazAno svAmI banI zake evo AtmA cAlyo bhikhArIveDA karavA ! bajAramAM javuM paDe to ya jatAM du:kha thavuM joIe. ApaNe koNa? svarUpe anaMtajJAnAdinA svAmI, paNa atyAre kevA ? ApaNane ApaNA svarUpano khyAla to hovo joIe ne ? amane pustaka jovuM paDe che ane joIe chIe. paNa ema thAya che ke anaMta jJAnano svAmI atyAre evo che ke ene jaDanA AdhAra vinA cAlI zakatuM nathI. AtmAmAM jJAnaguNa kevo ? akSaronA jeTalA jeTalA saMyogo saMbhavita che, te sarva akSarasaMyogonA arthane jANI zake evA zrutakevalI paNa kevaLajJAnI pAse kevA? kevalajJAna pAse emanuM jJAna, sAgara, pAse biMdu samAna che. evuM kevalajJAna AtmAmAM che, paNa hAla avarAeluM che. paNa jo ApaNA e zAnaguNano khyAla hoya, to jANavA mATe pustakano AdhAra levo paDe - evI dazA na khaTake, e kema bane ? anaMta jJAnanA svAmIne pustakano AdhAra zAthI levo paDe che ? e jaDa jevo banyo che mATe ! ApaNe AvA vicAro mnsin mnvddisipooyyyjeeyNddi almAnI traNa avasmo re

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karIe, to jarUra lAge ke huM mArA svAbhAvika svarUpane pragaTAvI zakyo nathI, mATe ja A parAdhInatA che. tamane Avo zraddhApUrvakano khyAla AvI jAya, to tamane bajAramAM jatAM duHkha thAya ne ? anaMta sukhano svAmI AtmA bajAramAM sukhanuM sAdhana zodhavA jAya ane eno vicAra karatAM paNa ene e dazA khaTake nahi, to kahevuM paDe ke haju AtmAmAM vAstavika koTinI AstikatA pragaTI nathI. ghara ke peDhIe javuM paDe to ya javuM game nahi? ahIMthI ghera javAnuM mana thAya che ke ghera javuM paDaze ? ahIMthI ghera javAnuM mana na hoya, paNa javuM paDe eTalI avasthA Ave. toya tame ghaNuM pAmyA ema kahI zakAya. vyAkhyAtAnuM kAma zuM ? tamane tamArI avasthAnuM bhAna thAya, tamArI sAcI avasthA pragaTAvavAnI tamane icchA thAya ane tamArAmAM tamArI vAstavika dazAne pedA karavAno ullAsa jAge, evuM tamane saMbhaLAvavuM e vyAkhyAtAnuM kAma kharuM ke nahi ? ApaNI svAbhAvika avasthA, e paramAtma-dazA ja che. paramAtma-dazA pAmelAne ghara, kuTuMba, paiso, gADI Adi joIe ? gharamAM kuTuMba parivAra AdinA ToLAmAM beThelo AtmA paNa jyAM paramAtma-dazA pAme, eTale gharamAM rahe ke ravAnA thAya ? paramAtma-dazA pAmelAne ghara ke peDhI Adi kazAnI jarUra paDatI nathI. ApaNane ApaNI e avasthAno khyAla hoya to peDhIe javuM game ke nahi ? amuka vinA na cAle ne tamuka vinA na cAle, evI badhI je AjanI vicAraNA che te ApaNI paramAtma-dazAnI sAdhaka che ke bAdhaka che ? sabhA : bAdhaka. bAdhaka lAge to e karavI game ? karavI paDe e bane, paNa karavI game nahi. upayoga-dazAmAM e khaTakayA vinA rahe nahi. tame ahIM Avo cho kevI rIte ane ahIMthI jAva cho kevI rIte ? jatI veLAe paga doDe che ke pAchA paDe che ? tamane ahIMthI ghara ke peDhI tarapha jatAM utsAha keTalo ? tamane sudhAravAnI bhAvanAthI mAre tamArI cAla paNa jovI paDe che. tame grAhakane kevI rIte jUo cho ? grAhakanAM haiyAne pArakhavA matho cho ke nahi ? tema mAre paNa tamane A vastu ApavI che, eTale huM ya avasare avasare joI lauM chuM. tame ahIMthI ghara ke peDhI tarapha jAva toya tamArI cAla uparathI ema jaNAI AvavuM joIe ke Ane javuM paDe che te jAya che, bAkI javAmAM AnaMda nathI. paramAtmAvasthAnI AtmAmAM sAcI ruci pragaTI jAya, wwwTaTaTaTaTaTaTI pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 233 No

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to A dazA AvavI e bahu kaThina kAma nathI paNa ati saheluM kAma che. ApaNI vartamAna avasthA paramAtma-dazAnI bAdhaka che ke sAdhaka atyAre ApaNe paramAtma-dazAne pAmelA nathI, e to nizcita vAta che : paNa ApaNe e dazA pAmavI che ke nahi ? e dazA jemane pAmavI nathI, temane mATe A vAta nathI. paramAtma-dazA pAmavAnI bhAvanAvALAone mATe agara to e bhAvanA pragaTe evI yogyatAvALAone mATe ja A upadeza che. AthI ApaNe vicAra karavo joIe ke ApaNI vartamAna avasthA ApaNI mULabhUta svAbhAvika avasthAnI sAdhaka che ke bAdhaka ? koI vastunI apekSA vinA anaMto kALa jIvI zakavAnuM sAmarthya dharAvanArA ApaNe, atyAre to jaDa jevA banI gayAM chIe - ema lAge che ? e lAgyA vinA ApaNe sAdhaka jIvana jIvI rahyA chIe ke bAdhaka jIvana jIvI rahyA chIe, eno vAstavika nizcaya tame karI zakazo nahi. paramAtma-dazAnI bAdhaka avasthA te bahirAtma-dazA che ane paramAtma-dazAnI sAdhaka avasthA te aMtarAtma-avasthA che. ApaNe kevI avasthAmAM chIe ? anAdikALathI ApaNe cetana chatAM jaDa jevA, jIva chatAM ajIva jevA ane AtmA chatAM anAtmA jevI banI gayA chIe - A vicAramAM sthira banyA vinA, vartamAnanI ApaNI avasthA sAdhaka che ke bAdhaka che ? enA vicAro jevA janmavA joIe, tevA janmI zakaze nahi. vicAra karo ke ApaNI vartamAna avasthA kevI ? ApaNe bahirAtma hoIe to aMtarAtmA banavuM joIe ane aMtarAtmA hoIe to paramAtmA banavAnA ApaNA prayatnamAM apramattabhAva Ave evo prayatna karavo joIe. tame kevA cho ? sabhA : thoDA bahirAtmA ane thoDA aMtarAtmA. dehare upAzraye aMtarAtmA ane bIje badhe bahirAtmA. tamAro dharma maMdira ane upAzraya pUrato ja ne ? dharmane mAtra maMdira ane upAzrayamAM ja rAkhI denArA ane haiyAne dharmano sparza nahi thavA denArAoe to, dharmasthAnonI sAme nahi jonArAonA karatAM paNa, dharmanuM vadhAre satyAnAza kADhayuM che. evAono dharmanI niMdAmAM ghaNo ja moTo hisso che. jyAM sudhI bahAranI avasthA khaTake nahi, jeTalo samaya maMdirAdimAM jAya che teTalo ja sAro - bAkI kharAba ema lAge nahi ane dharmakriyA sivAyanI je koI paNa kriyA thAya te yy poottiittiiddi ttiiddiipiini ttiittiiddii ceesin AtmAnI traNa avamo

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ahitakara che ema lAge nahi, tyAM sudhI tame dharmakriyA karanArA cho e rUpe AgaLa na Avo, to e kadAca vadhAre sAruM che. dharmakriyA karanAra koI paNa pApakriyAne na ja kare ema nahi. paNa pApakriyA karavI ene gamavI to na ja joIe. dharmakriyA karanArA paricitane ema lAge ke 'Ane pApanI ruci nathI' evI dazA dharmakriyA karanAre keLavavI ja joIe. gunho karanAra beDIthI jakaDAelo hoya che, tyAre jyAre jyAre ene beDI yAda Ave che tyAre tyAre gunho paNa yAda Ave ja che. ApaNe karmanI beDImAM jakaDAelA chIe. AtmAnA asaMkhyAtA pradezo che ane temAM eka paNa pradeza evo nathI ke je anaMtAnaMta karmANuonI beDIothI jakaDAelo na hoya. A beDIno vicAra karo, to pApa yAda na Ave ? pApa karatAM kaMpArI na chUTe ? ApaNe ApaNA AtmAne AvI rIte karmanI beDIthI jakaDAelo mAnIe, to e beDI majabUta bane evI koI paNa kriyA mATe upayoga-dazAmAM duHkha na thAya, e bane ? A prazna vicAravA jevo che. vartamAnamAM ApaNe kevA chIe, teno A rIte vicAra karavo joIe. ApaNane lAgavuM joIe ke mAruM A vAstavika svarUpa nathI. atyAre to huM cetana chatAM jaDa jevo, jIva chatAM ajIva jevo ane AtmA chatAM anAtmA jevo banI gayo chuM. ApaNI A dazAnuM ApaNane duHkha thavuM joIe ane ApaNuM jIvana paramAtma-dazAnuM sAdhaka bane evo prayatna karavo joIe. ApaNuM jIvana paramAtma-dazAnuM sAdhaka hoya, to te aMtarAtma-dazA che ane ApaNuM jIvana paramAtma-dazAnuM bAdhaka hoya, to te bahirAtma-dazA che. hitaciMtA : maMdiramAM ya ApaNe bAdhaka jIvanathI para hoIe chIe, ema kahI zakazo ? maMdira ane upAzraya AdimAM to kevaLa paramAtma-svarUpanI sAdhaka ja avasthA ApaNe bhogavIe chIe evuM kahI zakavA jogI hAlata che ? paramAtma-svarUpane pragaTa thavAmAM bAdhaka nivaDe evI koI paNa kriyA manathI, vacanathI ke kAyAthI nahi ka2vAnI sAvacetI ane thaI jAya teno khaTakAro-AvI dazA jyAM sudhI prApta na thAya, tyAM sudhI ApaNe ApaNA jIvanane jevuM sAdhaka banAvavuM joIe tevuM sAdhaka banAvI zakIe nahi. tamAruM jIvana evuM bane e mArI icchA che ane e mATe ja tamane kadAca ekadama na paNa game to paNa tamArA hitanI vAta kahevAya che. tame para 580000000000 pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 233

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vivekazIla bano, to tamane lAge ke jaina sAdhuone tamArA hitanI jeTalI ciMtA che, teTalI tamArA hitanI ciMtA tamArA sagA bApane paNa nathI. jaina sAdhuo tamArA hitanI jevI ciMtA karanArA hoya che, tevI ciMtA karanArA jo tamArA bApa hoya to ethI amane AnaMda ja thAya, paNa e bApa zuddha devane ane zuddha gurune ja samarpita hoya. gharamAM sArI vAtono prakAza karo: chokarAnA bApa chokarAne samarpita che ke bhagavAnane samarpita che? bhagavAnane, gurune kevA samarpita banavuM joIe, e jANo cho ? bhagavAnane ke gurune khamAsamaNuM devuM hoya, to paNa AjJA mAgavAnI vidhi che. khamAsamaNa devAmAM AjJAnuM zuM kAma ? enA sevakathI enI AjJA vinA kAMI na thAya, e mATe ! jene enI AjJAnI darakAra nathI, tenuM khamAsamaNa e paNa eka prakAranA kAyakaSTa jevuM che. deva-gurune samarpita bApa to avasare dIkarAne kahI de ke - "bApa tAro paNa sevaka eno ! rAtanA bAra vAge tuM dUdha pIe ethI mane jo AnaMda thAya, to huM tAro sAco bApa nahi ane eno sAco sevaka paNa nahi.' bacyuM jyAre nAnuM hoya che, tyAre enuM gaLuM zoSAI na jAya, e bhUkhe TaLavaLe nahi, e mATe dhavaDAvavuM paDe agara dUdha pAvuM paDe to ya samaju mAtAne ema thAya che ke - Ane paNa AvA khoTA saMskAro na paDe to sAruM ! e mATe e divase vadhAre ApIne ane rAtanA thoDuM ApIne Teva pADatI jAya che ane raphate raphate baccAne rAtanA ApavAnI jarUra na rahe evI sthiti ubhI karI de che. tame to 25 varSano chokaro paNa rAtanA dUdha pIto hoya, to jhaTa bacAva karo ke "ene to joIe. ene kAma keTaluM ? e dUdha na pIe e na cAle." 25 varSanI uMmarano sAjo-tAjo dIkaro rAtanA dUdha pIe, e je bApane khaTake nahi ane eno Avo bacAva karavAnuM sUjhe, evA bApane to samaju dIkarAe kahI devuM joIe ke bApA! bApA bano! bApA banIne zA sArU verI thAva cho?' ahIM sAMbhaLavA AvelAomAM bApa paNa che ane dIkarA paNa che temaja pati paNa che ane patnI paNa che. emAMthI bApa ke dIkaro agara pati ke patnI jAgI jAya, to gharamAM AvI vAtono prakAza thavA mAMDe ! gharamAM prakAza karazo Aje ? amuka kriyAo kare eTalA mAtrathI aMtarAtmA che ema na kahevAya? tamAruM jIvana tamArA paramAtma-svarUpanA pragaTIkaraNamAM bAdhaka che ke sAdhaka che? mnumddiNp nynN vNddi vddisi musi musi musi nvyu ( 53.

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bAdhaka hoya to tame bahirAtmA cho ane sAdhaka hoya to tame aMtarAtmA cho. tame bahirAtmA ho chatAM aMtarAtmA tarIke tamane oLakhatA ho, to tamAro e bhrama bhAgI jAya ane sAcuM aMtarAtmapaNuM Ave, e mATe ekanI eka vAta paNa vAraMvAra pheravIpheravIne kahevAya che. tame potAne aMtarAtmA ane bIjAne bahirAtmA mAnatAM pahelAM vicAra to karo ke - "kharekhara, huM aMtarAtmA chuM? huM jo aMtarAtmA houM, to mane mArA AtmAnI ciMtA che? mArA AtmAne paramAtma-svarUpe prApta thAya evI ja karaNIo mane game che ane e sivAyanI sarva karaNIo mane khaTake che ? potAne aMtarAtmA mAnanArAomAM keTalAka evA paNa che, ke jemane ema pUchIe ke "tame aMtarAtmA zAthI ?' to kahe ke - "huM maMdiramAM jAuM chuM, upAzrayamAM jAuM chuM, amuka amuka kriyAo karuM chuM mATe !" ane tema chatAM e aMtarAtmA na hoya ! evAne pUchIe ke "dehare, upAzraye to jAva cho ane amuka amuka kriyAo to karo cho, paNa jene tame abhuDhio khAmo cho, tene tame tenI gerahAjarImAM ghasAtuM bolI zako cho ke nahi? mAtra ghasAtuM ja nahi, paNa emane AkhAne AkhA ghasI nAkhavA jevuM bolo cho ke nahi?' AmAM jo e makkamatAthI nA na pADI zake to zuM mAnavuM? aMtarAtmA abhuDhio khAya kharo ane pAchaLa ghasAtuM boleya kharo, evo hoya ? koI navA sAdhunAM darzana thAya to aucitya AdinI khAtara zrAvaka, pheTAvaMdana Adi kare, paNa pachI e banatI khAtrI kare ke - A sAdhu che ne! ane tevI khAtrI thaI jAya pachI vidhipUrvakanuM vaMdana kare. AvI rIte vaMdana karanAro emanuM pAchaLa jarA paNa ghasAtuM bole e kema ja bane ? eka mANasa derAsaramAM pUjA ke gurune vaMdana Adi kare che, eTalA mAtrathI e aMtarAtmA ja che evuM kAMI nathI. aMtarAtma- dazAne anurUpa evI paNa kriyAone bahirAtmAo to na ja Acare evo niyama nathI. je hAthe tame bhagavAnane tilaka karo cho, te hAtha bhagavAnanI AjJAthI viparIta evI koI paNa kriyAmAM kola ApavA taiyAra na thAya, evI tamane khAtrI che ? kadAca evI khAtrI na hoya, paNa evo vicAra Ave kharo ke - A hAtha bhagavAnane aDADavAne lAyaka nathI, chatAM e lAyakAta Ave e mATe ja aDADuM chuM ? ema thavuM joIe ke A mAthuM premathI kone name ? paramAtmAne ane paramAtmAnI AjJAne dharanArAone ! bIje namAvavuM paDe to haiye cIro paDe. AvI dazA hoya, to te aMtarAtma-avasthA che. tamAro dazero evA kAbumAM che ? tamane prabhune ane prabhunI AjJAne dharanArAo pAse ja pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALo - 233

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mAthuM jhukAvatAM AnaMda, bIje mAthuM jhukAvavAnI taiyArI nahi ane kadAca na chUTake jhukAvavuM paDyuM to haiyAmAM enI baLatarA, AvI dazA che ? sAcI aMtarAtma-dazA AvyA vinA AvI dazA Ave e saMbhavita nathI, mATe vicArajo ke tame aMtarAtmA cho ke bahirAtmA ? huM bhavya ke abhavya' te jANavAno upAya: AtmAne jevI rIte mAnavo joIe tevI rIte je koI mAnato hoya, tene potAnA AtmAne paramAtmA banAvavAnI icchA na thAya e saMbhavita nathI. jIva be prakAranA che, ema sAMbhaLatAM jIvane mAnanArane e be prakArone jANavAnI icchA thAya. jJAnI kahe ke - bhavya ane abhivya, eTale e pUche ke "bhavya kone kahevAya ane abhavya kone kahevAya ?'jJAnI kahe ke "muktigamananI yogyatAvALA je jIvo te bhavya ane bIjA abhavya." A sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe ja ene ema thAya ke "tyAre huM kevo ? bhavya ke abhavya ?" jJAnI kahe ke "jenA haiyAmAM Avo prazna uThe te bhavya ja hoya." bhavyatA e anAdikAlIna cIja che. jenAmAM bhavyatA hoya, tene bhavyatAno paripAka thayethI potAnA svabhAvika svarUpanuM varNana sAMbhaLatAM AnaMda thAya ane e svarUpane prApta karavAnI e svarUpane pragaTAvavAnI icchA janme, anaMtajJAnIonI AjJA mujaba AtmAne mAnanAramAM muktine pAmavAnI icchA hovI ja joIe ane te na hoya to mAnavuM joIe ke haju AtmAne anaMtajJAnIonI AjJA mujaba mAnato nathI. evI rIte AtmAne je mAne tene paramAtma-svarUpanI bAdhaka avasthA khaTake ane sAdhaka avasthA game. evA AtmAmAM AtmAnI zuddhAvasthAnuM varNana sAMbhaLatAM paNa AnaMdanI laharIo uThe. jyAM sudhI bAdhaka avasthA khaTake nahi, tyAM sudhI svAbhAvika svarUpa pragaTe nahi. bAdhaka avasthAnA yoge ja AtmAnuM svAbhAvika svarUpa anaMtakALathI AvarAeluM che, eTale AtmAnA mULabhUta svAbhAvika svarUpanA arthI AtmAne tenI bAdhaka avasthA to khUba khUba khaTake. bInasAvacetI AvI jatI hoya, eTale ene DuMTImAMthI prazna uThe ke "huM koNa hoIza? mArI A dazA kema ?" AvA AtmAne bAdhaka avasthA zULanI jema khaTake ane pApa karato hoya to ya pApa kare ne khaMjara vAgavAnI jema e vedanA anubhave, to emAM navAI pAmavA jevuM kAMI aapoo vddivddipootdditddi jiijiijii ddividdividdivddi uddi AtmAnI traNa avasthAo papa

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che ja nahi. paramAtma-svarUpanA pragaTIkaraNane mATenI jJAnioe vihita karelI kriyAo jevI rIte karavI joIe tevI rIte na thatI hoya ane pApa kriyAo thaye jatI hoya, to ene ema thAya ke - "na mAlama, haju keTalo saMsAra bAkI che !' AvuM AvuM jene thAya, te aMtarAtmA che. aMtarAtma-dazAne pAmelo AtmA saMsAranI kriyA na ja kare ema nahi, paNa e karatAM eno hAtha ne haiyuM kaMpe. paisA yogya mArge detAM eno hAtha ne enuM haiyuM jora kare ane paisA levAnI vakhate ene khaTakAro thAya. ene ema thAya ke kyAre A dazAthI huM mUkAuM !' maLelAno sadupayoga karI lo. tamAro hAtha paisA letAM dhrUje ke detAM dhRje ? maMdiramAM paNa gajavAmAMthI hAtha pAcho kADhatAM vAra kema lAge che ? tyAM paNa paisAne badale aDadho (ATha AnI) nA AvI jAya, enI ciMtA ! maMdiramAM mUkavA mATe paiso vINavAnuM mana thAya, tyAre ema thavuM joIe ke "mUrkha ! AvI jagAe mUkavA mATe sonaiyo kADhavAnuM mana thavuM joIe, ene badale tane paiso zodhavAnuM mana thAya che, te tAruM bhAgye ja tAMbA jevuM che !" maMdira tAMbIyAne lAyaka ane gajavuM sonaiyAne lAyaka ema ? evAmAM bhUlecUke sonaiyo AvI gayo ne mUkAI gayo to ? tyAM ne tyAM nizcaya kare ke - "have bahu ja sAvadha rahuM ! Aja to bhUla thaI gaI te thaI gaI, paNa have barAbara joIne mUkuM. jo ke atyAre to paisAne badale sonaiyo mUkAI jAya, evuM prAyaH che ja nahi; kAraNa ke sonuM ghaNuM kheMcAI gayuM che ane je kAMI bAkI che te paNa raheze ke kema, e eka moTo savAla che. Aje vilAyatamAM kapaDAM upara paNa jyAM maryAdA mUkAI cUkI che, tyAM tame sone maDhayA pharI zakazo kema ? tyAre evI koI rIte sonuM jAya, ene badale eno sadupayoga karI lo ne ? ahIM sonuM bheguM karavuM che ? sabhA ahIMdhI nahi lai jAya? e mATe tamAre muMjhAvA jevuM nathI. AvaDe to sonAno patthara banAvI zakAya evI kArIgarIvALA pattharo Adi taiyAra karAvI zakAya ke TopAvALAone paNa ene jotAM, levAnuM mana thavAne badale Topo utAravAnuM mana thAya.tame mUrchA utArIne ahIM ApavA mAMDo to evA aneka mArgo che ke jemAM vaparAelAne koI laI jaI zake nahi ane aneka AtmAonA vistAramAM tamArI udAratA kAraNabhUta banyA vinA rahe nahi. paNa A bane kyAre ? potAnI bahirAtma-dazA bhAlAnI jema bhoMkAya tyAre ! jy vijittiviiddu udhiiddiyyjeeybeejiibiittiitti pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 233 pa6

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tame motI cho ke kalacara ? A kALamAM lakSmIno lobha hoya ke lakSmInI mUccha utAravAnI hoya ? Aje evA paNa mANaso che, ke je kahe che ke kamAIe temAMthI bAra AnAthI vadhAre bhAga to sarakAra laI le che, A TekSa ne te TekSa. have to ATaluM paNa raheze ke nahi enI ciMtA che. huM pUchuM chuM ke AvuM jANavA, bolavA ane anubhavavA chatAM paNa lakSmI uparanI tamArI mamatA haThatI nathI, enuM kAraNa zuM? AvA avasare ya pApa karIne meLavelI lakSmIno sadupayoga karavAnI bhAvanA na jAge, to e DahApaNa che ke mukhaI che ? Aje paNa eka AMkaDe daza lAkha ApI zake tevA jaina jIve che, paNa jyAM e pANI na hoya tyAM thAya zuM ? motI pANI vinAnuM hoya ? ane pANI vinAnuM motI kalacara kahevAya ne ? tame kalacara cho ke motI, e huM joI rahyo chuM. huM icchuM chuM ke - mAre tamane kalacara jhaverIo mAnavA na paDe. jhaverIo patharA parakhe che ane huM mANasane parakhavAno prayatna karuM chuM. vicAra karo ke AvA bhayaMkara kALamAM lakSmIno sadupayoga karavAne badale, jIvavA AdimAM vAMdho Ave tema na hoya te chatAM, lakSmI meLavavAnI mahenata kayo zANo kare ? je maLyuM che teno sAre ThekANe upayoga karI devAnuM sujhe ane mokSane mATe vadhAre ne vadhAre prayatnazIla banavAnuM mana thAya to mAnuM ke bahirAtmadazA TaLI ane aMtarAtmadazA pragaTI. tame konuM kahyuM mAno cho? atyAre ke jyAre zuM raheze ane zuM jaze, kema raheze ne kema jaze, evI ciMtAmAM loko paDyA hoya, tyAre A vAta kahevI to joIe ne? huM to tamane avasarajoga cetavaNI ApuM. kahuM ke rAkhavAnI muMjhavaNa choDo ane Apatti Ave te pahelAM sadupayoga karI laIne nirALA banI jAo ! paNa tame badhA ema mAno evA thoDA ja cho ? DAhyuM chokaruM potAnI mAnI zikhAmaNa mAne ane mUrkha chokaruM pArakI mAnI zikhAmaNIe caDhe. tame kone mAno ? mane nahi mAnanArAne paNa sarakArano hAtha phare che to mAnavuM paDe che ne ? tyAMthI teDuM Ave ke "calAva, copaDA lAva!" to laI javA paDe ne ? e jeTalA mAge teTalA bharavA paDe ne ? lAkho rUpIAno daMDa kare, to e ya bharavo paDe che ne ? ane ahIM koI TIpa AvI hoya to ? e vakhate tame kaho ke "zakti nathI, kamANI nathI ane huM copaDA mAMguM to ahIM na Apo, paNa pelA mAge to tyAM ApyA vinA cAle nahi. tyAM copaDA gayA hoya ne lakhavA jy jy jy jy yyy yyy yyynni AtmAnI traNe avasyAo pa7

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mATe eka copaDo joIto hoya to arajI karavI paDe. tyAM batAvo ane ahIM kema nahi ? paNa tamArI to kahevata che ne ke "pArakI mA kAna vIMdhe'. tamAre mATe pArakI mA koNa ane potAnI mA koNa ? mUrkhane pArakI mA game ane DAhyAne potAnI mA game. samyagdaSTi AtmA to gurunI pAse mAtra copaDo ja khUllo mUke ema nahi, paNa AkhuM ne AkhuM haiyuM khUlluM mUkI de. tame koI di' gurune tamAruM haiyuM batAvyuM che? tamArI pAse khAnagI zuM zuM che, te kahyuM che ? pelAne ya tame bane to ramADavA matho. paNa tamAruM ghaNuM kharuM to e jANe ne ? tyAM to evA ya mANaso maLI rahe ke je tamArAmAM phasAya. evA mANaso zAthI thayA ? gUgAra hovA chatAM paNa bInagunhegAra tarIke jIvavA icchanArAo ja polIsane moTe bhAge bagADanArA che. lakSmI AdinA lobhathI tame zuM zuM karatA nathI ? bahirAtmapaNuM jene khaTakyuM hoya, teno A dhaMdho hoya ? tame aMtarAtmA bano e ja mArI icchA : ApaNA haiyAnI, ApaNA jIvananI badabo sApha thAya ane ApaNe nirmala jIvana jIvanArA banI zakIe, e hetuthI ja tamane tamArI vartamAna dazAno khyAla ApavAno prayatna cAlu che. jenA jIvanamAMthI badabo nIkaLI jAya, tene svarga icchavuM na paDe. ene to ema thAya ke "mokSa mArI rAha jUe che ane te daramyAnamAM paNa mane muMjhavaNa thAya evuM have banavAnuM nathI." vyavahAranI malinatAmAM Aje AnaMda Ave che, paNa te tamArI bahirAtma-dazAne ja pragaTa kare che. AtmAnA svAbhAvika svarUpane pragaTa karavAnI AtmA uparanA malane dhovAnI je kriyA, te aMtarAtma-avasthAne ja AbhArI che. zrI jinAjJAthI viparIta evA jeTalA vyavahAro, te malina vyavahAro che ane e na khaTake to mAnavuM ke haju huM bahirAtmA chuM. tame bahirAtmA cho ke aMtarAtmA ? tame bahirAtma ho to aMtarAtmA bano. aMtarAtmA banIne tame lokAgre jhaTa pahoMco, e mArI icchA che. zAstrane AghAM mUkI pUjAvAne badale zAstrane vaLagI tamArA paga nIce chuMdAIne maravuM bahetara che ? bahirAtma-dazA, e bhayaMkara khADo che. e khADAmAM paDelAone duHkhamaya avasthAomAM bhaTakavuM paDe che. e bhUMDA khADAmAMthI jo tame temAM ho to nIkaLI aapoo 58 vddivddivddin ddijiddivddi vddivddi udyN nuNddi pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 233

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jAva, e mArI icchA che; paNa e khADo bhUMDo lAgavAne badale svarga jevo lAge tyAM zuM thAya ? jeo evA na hoya, te mahA bhAgyavAna che. bahirAtma-dazAmAMthI nIkaLelA ane aMtarAtma-dazAmAM ramatA puNyAtmAo, sadAne mATe anumodanIya Adi che. je koI evA na hoya te evA bane e icchAthI ja keTalAkone kaDaka lAge evI paNa vAto kahevI paDe che. bahirAtma-dazAno ja e pratApa che ke puNya para jeTalo vizvAsa nathI, teTalo vizvAsa polIsI upara che. evAonI e mAnyatA che ke "saMsAramAM te ja sukhe jIvI zake ke je paoNlIsIvALo hoya." polIsImAM je AbAdI jUe che, te puNyane mAnanArA che ? ane puNyane mAnanArA hoya to paNa kevA ? paoNlIsI eTale zuM ? jene jALamAM phasAvavo hoya, jenI pAsethI svArtha sAdhavo hoya, jenA vizvAsaghAtI banavuM hoya tene vizvAsu banAvIne sIsAmAM utAravAnI AvaData ke bIjuM kAMI ? paoNlIsI upara to keTalAkane eTalo badho vizvAsa che ke teo Aje amArI pAse paNa polIsI ramatA banI gayA che. pahelAM koIne sAmAyika karato, kriyAkAMDa karato joIne amane enI prazaMsA karavAnuM mana thaI jatuM paNa jyAre evo koI avasara Ave ane amArI sAthenI vAtamAM polIsI bhALIe tyAre zuM thAya ? amane vecANa laIne zAstrane kabATamAM mUkI devAnuM kahevAmAM Ave, ame zAstranI vAta karatA hoIe to ya kahe ke "jarA kALajI rAkhIne bolo. atyAre zAstranI vAta karo te na cAle. zAstranI vAta ThIka che, paNa atyArano jamAno jUo ane ame je rIte jIvI rahyA chIe te rIte jIvavuM e ja ThIka che evuM pUravAra karI Apo to ame tamane devanI jema pUjavA taiyAra chIe." AvA vakhate amane ema ja thAya ke tame kaho cho tevI rIte vartIne devanI jema pUjavAne badale zAstrAnusAra bolatAM ane te mujaba vartatAM amAre kadAca tamArA jevAonA paga nIce chuMdAIne maravuM paDe toya te bahetara che ! sAmAyika, pratikamaNAdi karanArAomAM badhA evA nathI hotA, paNa evAM uttama anuSThAnone AcaranArAo paikInAne paNa evuM bolatA sAMbhaLIne ame vicAra karyo ke anuSThAno karato hoya eTalA mAtrathI enI prazaMsA nahi karatAM, jarA cakAsI jovo ! jydeevN tNbiibiijiitttiiyNddiNttitddisi uNddi AtmAnI traNa avasthAo 59

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ame evA anekone joyA che, ke je dharmakriyAmAM paNa amArI sAthe polIsI ramatA hoya ane amane ramADavAne mathatA hoya. tame evI sthitimAM mUkAva, to evAne mATe zuM bolo ? paNa bhAnabhUlo banIne huM koIne ya mATe elaphela bolyo ya nathI ane boluM paNa nahi ? kAraNa ke amane to e bIcArAonI dayA Ave che. puNyane choDI paoNlIsImAM mAnanArA banelAo bahirAtmA che, pachI bhalene e deva-gurunI pAse mAthuM jhukAvatA hoya ! tamArAmAM bahirAtma- dazA hoya to te nIkaLI jAya e ja amAro irAdo che, kAraNa ke e dazA amane AMkhamAM kaNAnI jema khaTake che. ahIM besIne tamArI polIsInI prazaMsA karavAnuM mana thAya, to huM vyAkhyAna baMdha karavAnuM ja pasaMda karuM. AthI ja tamArA sAcA hitanI kAmanAthI kahuM chuM ke bahirAtma-dazA hoya to te kADho, aMtarAtma dazAmAM khUba khUba ramatA banI ane jema bane tema jaldI paramAtma-svarUpane pAmI zakAya evA prayatnamAM lAgI jAo. mithyAtva ne sakhyattvanAM cha cha sthAna mithyAtvanAM ane sabhyatvanAM cha sthAna : AtmAnA svarUpano khyAla Ave ane AtmAnI unnati kema sadhAya enuM mArgadarzana maLe, e mATe anaMta upakArI mahApuruSoe mithyAtvanAM ane samyaktanAM je cha cha sthAno pharamAvyAM che, te kula bAra sthAno jANI levA sAthe te bAra sthAnonuM svarUpa paNa jANI levuM joIe, mithyAtvanAM sthAno paNa cha che ane samyaktanAM sthAno paNa cha che. mithyAtvanAM cha sthAnomAM paheluM sthAna AtmA nathI, ema mAnavuM." e che. bIjuM sthAna "AtmA che, paNa vastu rUpe AtmA sadAsthAyI eTale nitya nathI ema mAnavuM e che. trIjuM sthAna "AtmA zubhAzubhano eTale puNya pApano kartA nathI, ema mAnavuM" e che. cothuM sthAna AtmA potapotAnA karelA zubhAzubha karmanA phaLano bhoktA nathI, ema mAnavuM' jiyNnu ceeyleedni vNttiNtti pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 233 go

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e che. pAMcamuM sthAna 'AtmAno mokSa nathI, ema mAnavuM' e che ane chaThThuM sthAna 'AtmAnA mokSano upAya nathI ema mAnavuM' e che. A cha sthAno mithyAtvanAM che. 'A cha sthAno che ema svIkAravuM.' e samyaktvanAM cha sthAno che. eTale ke, 'AtmA che ema mAnavuM.' e samyaktvanuM paheluM sthAna. 'vasturUpe AtmA sadA sthAyI eTale nitya che ema mAnavuM.' - e samyaktvanuM bIjuM sthAna. 'AtmA zubhAzubhanopuNyapApano kartA che ema mAnavuM' e samyaktvanuM trIjuM sthAna. 'AtmA potapotAnA karelA zubhAzubha karmanA phaLano bhoktA che ema mAnavuM.' e samyaktvanuM cothuM sthAna. AtmA atyAre baddha che paNa eno mokSa che ema mAnavuM.' e samyaktvanuM pAMcamuM sthAna ane 'mokSane pAmavA icchanAro AtmA potAno mokSa sAdhI zake evo upAya A jagatamAM vidyamAna che ema mAnavuM' e samyaktvanuM chaThThuM sthAna che. AtmA che ane te nitya che : ApaNe to samyaktvane pAmelA chIe athavA samyaktva na hoya, to samyaktvane pAmavAnA rasiyA chIe, e vAta to sAcI ne ? eTale 'AtmA che.' e vAtamAM to ApaNane zaMkA che ja nahi ne ? ApaNe pote AtmA chIe, ema ja tame badhA mAno cho ne ? jema ApaNe pote AtmA tarIke A jagatamAM vidyamAna chIe, tema anaMtAnaMta AtmAo A jagatamAM vidyamAna che ne ? jagatamAM vidyamAna anaMtAnaMta AtmAomAMnA ApaNe eka AtmA chIe, te tame jANo cho ne ? AtmA evA ApaNe, kyAre ya nahotA, ema paNa banyuM nahotuM ane kyAre ya nahi hoIe, ema paNa nahi bane. ApaNe hatA paNa kharA, chIe paNa kharA ane rahevAnA chIe paNa kharA. AtmA tarIke ApaNuM astitva ane pratyeka AtmAnuM astitva anAdikALathI che. anaMtAnaMta kALa gayo, to ya AtmAnuM astitva maTI gayuM nathI ane anaMtAnaMta kALa jaze, to paNa AtmAnuM astitva to banyuM ja rahevAnuM che. A rIte AtmA nitya che, evuM nakkI thaI jAya che. nitya evA paNa AtmAnA paryAyomAM parivartana AvyA kare che, paNa paryAyomAM je parivartana Ave che, e AtmAnAM ja paryAyamAM parivartana Ave che, eTale AtmA nitya che, evuM pUravAra thaI jAya che. paryAya rUpe AtmAne anitya mAnIe, tethI vAstavika rIte to AtmAnuM nahi, paNa paryAyanuM ja anityatva manAya che. AtmA nitya hovA chatAM paNa, paryAya AtmAno ja hoIne ane AtmA 630300050 AtmAnI traNa avasthAo 565656 ka

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sadA kAyama raheto hoIne nityAnitya bhale kahevAya, paNa vastu rUpe AtmAnuM astitva to nitya ja che, sadAsthAyI che. eTale ApaNe pote jema AtmA chIe, ema mAnIe chIe, tema ApaNe pote AtmA tarIke nitya chIe, ema paNa mAnIe chIe. A rIte jagatanA saghaLA ja AtmAo eTale anaMtAnaMta AtmAo paNa nitya che. jagatamAM eka paNa AtmA evo nathI ke, jene tenA astitvanI apekSAe anitya kahI zakAya. AtmA ja kartA ane AtmA ja bhoktA : AtmA nitya che, e ja rIte pratyeka AtmA jyAM sudhI saMsAramAM che, tyAM sudhI pote ja potAnAM puNya-pApano kartA che. ApaNA puNya-pApanA kartA ApaNe ja chIe ane te kartA paNa ApaNe anAdikALathI chIe. bhUtakALamAM ApaNe ApaNA puNya-pApanA kartA hatA. vartamAnamAM ApaNe ApaNAM puNya-pApanA kartA chIe ane bhaviSyamAM paNa ApaNe jyAM sudhI karmasahita hoIzuM, tyAM sudhI prAyaH ApaNe ApaNA puNya-pApanA kartA rahevAnA ja chIe. Ama jagatamAM eka mAtra siddhigatine pAmelA AtmAo sivAyanA sarva AtmAo, potapotAnAM zubhAzubha karmonA kartA che. siddhigatine pAmelA AtmAo jema zubhAzubha karmanA kartA nathI, tema zubhAzubha karmanA phaLanA bhoktA paNa nathI. karmanuM phaLa to karma je kare, tene ja bhogavavAnuM hoya ne ? siddhAtmAone karma che nahi ane e AtmAo karma karatA paNa nathI, eTale e AtmAone mATe karmanA phaLanA bhoktApaNAno prazna ja upasthita thato nathI. e sivAyanA je AtmAo A jagatamAM che, te badhA ja, jema potapotAnAM zubhAzubha karmanA kartA che, tema potapotAnAM zubhAzubha karmanA phaLanA bhoktA paNa che. ahIM eka vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhI levAnI che. te vAta e che ke, saMsAramAM rahelA jIvane chelle chelle evo paNa kALa AvI lAge che ke, je kALe e jIva karmano kartA hoto nathI, paNa karmanA phaLano bhoktA jarUra hoya che. A pahelAM ApaNe caudamA guNasthAnakane pAmelA AtmAonI vAta karI hatI. e AtmAone siddhigati prApta thavAmAM, a i u R ? e pAMca hrasva akSara madhyama svare bolAya ne emAM jeTalo kALa lAge, teTalo kALa bAkI hoya che. mAtra evA AtmAone ja karmanuM kartRtva hotuM nathI ane chelluM chelluM karmanuM bhotRtva uuuuddvdd kara ndduputuNdddd pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 233

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hoya che. e AtmAo haju siddhigatine pAmyA nathI, e apekSAe saMsAramAM che ema gaNAya che, bAkI to lagabhaga siddha samAna ja e AtmA banyA hoya che. eTale ahIM ApaNe jyAre jyAre siddhAtmA sivAyanA AtmAonI vAta karatA hoIe, tyAre tyAre e caudamA guNasthAnakavartI AtmAonI vAtane bAkAta rAkhIne ja ApaNe vAta karIe chIe, e vastu dareke dareka vakhate dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI che. e dhyAnamAM rAkhIne ApaNe kahIe chIe ke, siddhigatine nahi pAmelA sarva AtmAo jema potapotAnA zubhAzubha karmanA kartA che, tema potapotAnA zubhAzubha karmanA phaLanA bhoktA paNa che. ghaDImAM sukha, ghaDImAM duHkha ane janma-jIvana-maraNa cAlyA ja kare, to te pasaMda che ? tame A jIvanamAM sukha ane du:kha bhogavo cho ne ? hA. to jyAre jyAre sukha maLe, tyAre tyAre tamane yAda Ave ke, 'A mArA puNyanuM phaLa ?' ane jyAre jyAre duHkha Ave, tyAre tyAre tamane yAda Ave ke, 'A mArA pApanuM phaLa ?' sukha Ave to te puNyanuM phaLa ane du:kha Ave to te pApanuM phaLa, evuM to tame mAno cho ne? jene sukha maLe, tene te sukha tenA potAnA puNyanA yoge ja maLe ne ? ane jene duHkha Ave, tene paNa tenA potAnA pApanA yoge ja Ave ne ? have ApaNe e vicAra karavo che ke, ghaDImAM sukha Ave che ane ghaDImAM du:kha Ave che, to enI AtmA upara zI asara thAya che ? tamane koI di' evI ciMtA thAya kharI ke, 'Ama sukha ane duHkha AvyA kare, evuM ja ApaNe cAlyA karavAnuM? ahIM ApaNe janmyA chIe. hamaNAM ApaNe ahIM jIvIe chIe. paNa eka di' maraNa AvavAnuM che ne bIje kyAMya pAchuM janmavAnuM che. tyAMya jIvAya teTaluM jIvavAnuM ne maravAnuM cAlyA ka2vAnuM che ? ane emAM jIvatAM koI vAra sukha ne koI vAra duHkha bhogavyA karavAnuM che ?' AvI ciMtA koI vAre ya tamArA haiyAmAM pedA thaI che ke nahi ? AvuM janmavAnuM, jIvavAnuM ne temAM sukha-duHkha bhogavyA karavAnuM, pachI maravAnuM ne phera janmavAnuM, e ja rIte sukha-duHkhamAM jIvavAnuM ne maravAnuM, evuM keTalA vakhatathI cAle che ? ApaNe jyArathI astitvamAM chIe, tyArathI AvuM cAlyA ja kare che ane ApaNuM astitva anAdikALathI che eTale anAdikALathI ApaNe Ama ja asthirapaNe jIvatA AvyA chIe ne ? Iveccle Bevelesseeve AtmAnI traNa avasthAo 63

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tamArI ne amArI badhAnI A vAta che, eka vAra kahyuM hatuM ne ke, ApaNe badhA uMmaramAM sarakhA chIe ? zAthI sarakhA chIe ? ApaNe sau astitvamAM anAdikALathI chIe mATe ! eTale Ama janma, jIvana ane maraNa karatAM karatAM ApaNe anaMtAnaMta kALa pasAra karI dIdho che. have ApaNane ema thAya che ke, AvuM hajI kyAM sudhI cAlyA karavAnuM ? atyAra sudhInI jema sukha-duHkha bhogavatAM bhogavatAM janmavuM, jIvavuM ne maravuM, evuM jo cAlyA ja kare, to te ApaNane game? temAM ApaNane vAMdho kharo ? "sukha maLaze to sukhamAM jIvIzuM ne duHkha Avaze to dukamAM jIvIzuM ne karatA AvyA chIe, tema janma-maraNa karyA karIzuM.' AvuM manamAM che ? ke AmAMthI chUTavAnuM mana che ? anAdikALathI ApaNI je AvI sthiti thatI AvI che, tethI koI di' muMjhavaNa thaI che kharI ? ghaDImAM sukhI thaIe, ghaDImAM duHkhI thaIe, janmyA tyAre bALaka hatA. pachI yuvAna thayA ne have buDhA thayA ke thavA AvyA, pahelAM je baLa hatuM te Aje nathI, maravAnuM najIkamAM AvatuM jAya che, A badhuM meLaveluM, sAcaveluM, saMghareluM choDIne ja javuM paDavAnuM, ahIMthI marIne bIje janmavAnuM ne tyAM paNa pharI mAMDavAnuM ne maravAnuM ! AvuM anAdikALathI banatuM AvyuM che, paNa AvuM badhuM ApaNe mATe banyA kare, e ApaNane pasaMda che ? ApaNe mATe AvuM badhuM bane, e jo pasaMda na hoya, to bIjAne mATe AvuM badhuM bane te paNa pasaMda paDe ja nahi. eTalA mATe ApaNe pahelI vAta ApaNI karIe chIe. jemane AvuM badhuM bane, te pasaMda nA hoya, te jIvone mATe ja mokSanI vAta che. janma-maraNa nimitte mokSa yAda Avelo ? A pUrve AtmAnA svarUpanI vAta karatAM ApaNe "AtmA karmano kartA paNa che ane karmanA phaLano bhoktA paNa AtmA che.' e vAta karIne AtmAnA parinirvAtApaNAnI vAta karI hatI. AtmAno mokSa thato hoya, to ja AtmAmAM kharekharuM parinirvAtApaNuM ghaTe ne ? je koI AtmA mokSane icche ane mokSane meLavavA mATe mathe, teno mokSa thayA vinA raheto ja nathI. e mATe ja AtmAne parinirvAtA tarIke paNa oLakhAvAya che. have ApaNe dareke pote ja vicAra karavo rahyo ke, ApaNane mokSa yAda Ave che ke nahi ? dharma karavA nIkaLelAne to mokSa sadA yAda Avavo joIe ne ? dharmanI icchAvALAne ya mokSa yAda Ave, kAraNa ke dharma karavAnuM kharekharuM mana ja mokSa meLavavAnuM mana thAya tyAre thAya ne ? tamane bhvdkhi viiddi pooymni bhyy 64 pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 33

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mokSa yAda Ave che ? koI di' tamane kharekhara mokSa yAda Avelo ke nahi, ema pUchuM? tamArA gharamAM janma-maraNa thayAM che ke nahi ? koInA gharamAM hamaNAM na thayAM hoya, to kuTuMbamAM janma-maraNa thayAM che ke nahi ? chevaTa paDozamAM ne gAmamAM ghaNA janme che ne ghaNA mare che, enI to khabara che ne ? evA koI janma ke maraNanA banAva vakhate tamane ema thayeluM kharuM ke, jIvane Ama janmavAnuM ne maravAnuM kyAM sudhI ? janma, jIvana ne maraNa dvArA ApaNe bhaTakyA karavAnuM kyAM sudhI ? Avo koI vicAra tamane koI nimitta pAmIne paNa Avelo, emAMthI mokSano vicAra Avelo ne emAMthI mokSa pAmavAnuM mana thayeluM, evuM kAMI che kharuM ? koInA janmamaraNa vakhate ya gharamAM koI mokSanI vAta saMbhAratuM nathI ? tame keTakeTalI kANamokANamAM gayelA ? temAM koI di' mokSanI vAta thayelI kharI ? mokSanI zraddhA hoya, to evA vakhate to mokSa khAsa yAda Ave ne ? mokSanI yAdathI muMjhavaNa TaLyAnuM yAda che ? mokSa nathI ema mAnavuM e jema mithyAtvanuM sthAna che, tema mokSa che ema mAnavuM e samyaktanuM sthAna che. mokSa mAnIe to ja dharmanI vAta AgaLa cAle. mokSane mAnyA vinA, AtmAnI unnatinI vAta thAya nahi. to mokSa che e vAta tamArA mAthAmAM peThI che ke nahi ? ane e tamAre haiye beThI che ke nahi ? mokSa che ane mAro mokSa thavAno che, vahelo ke moDo paNa eka di'mAro mokSa jarUra thavAno che ne ApaNe A badhAthI chUTavAnA chIe, AvuM haiyAmAM beTheluM che ? A badhI bhaTakavAnI moMkANa gamatI nathI, paNa hajI bhaTakavuM paDe ema lAge che, chatAM paNa haiye eka e vAtanI eTalI zAMti che ke, eka di' jarUra A badhAthI chUTavAnA chIe ne mokSa pAmavAnA chIe, AvuM kAMIka tame kahI zako evuM che ke nahi ? sukhImAM sukhI gaNAto mANasa, sArAmAM sAro gaNAto mANasa jotajotAmAM marI gayo, evuM tame sAMbhaLeluM ? evuM sAMbhaLo ne evo vicAra Ave kharo kemAre paNa maravAnuM AvavAnuM ja che ? te vakhate ema paNa thAya ke, A badhuM meM meLaveluM, sAcaveluM, saMghareluM mAre mUkavAnuM che ? AvA vicArathI kadAca saheja muMjhavaNa thaI hoya, paNa tarata vicAra Avelo kharo ke, AvuM to ApaNe gAphela rahIe chIe, tyAM sudhI ja banavAnuM che ne ? bAkI to jyAM huM sajja banyo ne mAro mokSa sAdhavA nIkaLyo, eTale mAro mokSa thavAno ja che. Avo vicAra Avyo hoya ane ethI kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk abhAnI trachA avasthAo Su

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pelI muMjhavaNa TaLI gaI hoya tathA zAMti anubhavAI hoya, evo koI dahADo tamArA jIvanamAM Avyo che ke nahi ? sabhA pAMcamo Aro kaThaNa che, dharma karaze te taraze, evuM evuM maraNanA kAgaLamAM lakhIe chIe. pAMcamo Aro kaThaNa che, e vAta sAcI che. dharma karaze te taraze, e vAta paNa sAcI che. paNa bIjuM badhuM maraNa pAchaLa je karo te khoTuM che ne ? bhagavAnane gamyuM te kharuM evuM je lakhAya che, te jainanI bhASA che ke lokabhASA che? loka bole tema jaina bole ke jaino enI e vAta paNa siddhAMta na haNAya, tevI rIte bole ? pAMcamo Aro kaThaNa che, paNa je dharma kare tene mATe to e sAro nIvaDyo kahevAya ne ? mokSano upAya che ane te bhagavAne batAvelo che ? AtmA, AtmAnuM nityatva, AtmAnuM karmakartutva, AtmAnuM karmaphala-bhostRtva, AtmAno mokSa ane AtmAnA mokSano upAya, A je cha sthAno che, te cha bAbatomAM judAM judAM darzano judI judI mAnyatA dharAve che. temAM ApaNe AtmA che, ema mAnIe chIe, AtmA vaDurUpe nitya che, ema ApaNe mAnIe chIe, AtmA zubhAzubha karmano kartA che, ema mAnIe chIe ane e zubhAzubha karmanA phaLane e zubhAzubha karma karanAro AtmA ja bhogave che, ema ApaNe mAnIe chIe. e pachI ApaNe AtmAno karmathI mokSa che, ema paNa mAnIe chIe ane AtmA karmathI mukta banI zake evo upAya vidyamAna che, ema paNa ApaNe mAnIe chIe. ApaNI AvI mAnyatA che, eTale ja vAta karI ke, tamane koI di' tamArA mokSanA vicArathI zAMti thaI hoya, evo koI dahADo yAda Ave che ? pachI thayuM hoya ke, "mokSa meLavavo e mArA hAthanI vAta che ane te mAre mArA puruSArthathI ja meLavavAno che." evo ya koI dahADo sAMbhare che ? pachI evuM paNa thayuM hoya ke "jemane huM bhagavAna mAnIne pUjuM chuM ne namuM chuM, e bhagavAne mokSano upAya batAvelo che, huM e upAya sevavA mAMDuM ane e upAyane sevavAnA phaLa rUpe mane mokSa maLavAmAM jeTalo samaya jAya, eTalo ja samaya mAre A saMsAramAM bhaTakavAnuM che, pachI to sadAnI zAMti che !" evo koI dahADo che ? ATalI vAto samajo, to samyaktanI badhI vAta AvI gaI gaNAya. - "AtmonnatinAM sopAnamAMthI bhiimnnidii ddiijiipii mheejiiloo poottiiddoojoomymnni pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri smRtigraMthamALA - 33

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