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________________ pratikramaNa vidhi pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAna kI sAkSI meM dehadhArI ke mana-vacana kAyA ke yoga, bhAvakarmadravyakarma - nokarma se bhinna aise he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna, ApakI sAkSI meM Aja dina taka jo jo ....' ** hue hai, usake lie kSamA mA~gatA hU~, hRdayapUrvaka pazcAtApa karatA hU~ / AlocanA, pratikramaNa pratyAkhyAna karatA hU~ aura aise doSa phira se kabhI bhI na karU~ aisA dRDha nizcaya karatA huuN| mujhe kSamA karo, kSamA karo, kSamA kro| doSa * he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe aisA koI bhI doSa na karane kI parama zakti do, zakti do, zakti do| * jisake prati doSa huA ho, usa vyakti kA nAma lenaa| ** jo jo doSa hue ho, ve sAre doSa mana meM jAhira krnaa| [ Apa zuddhAtmA hai aura jo doSa karatA hai, usake pAsa pratikramaNa karavAnA hai| candubhAI (pAThaka candrabhAI kI jagaha khuda kA nAma samajhe) ke pAsa doSoM kA pratikramaNa karavAnA hai ] / ISBN 978-81-89933-07-4 9788189 933074 dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita pratikramaNa
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________________ KAP dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita prakAzaka : zrI ajIta sI. paTela mahAvideha phAunDezana 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kaoNleja ke pIche, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda -380014, gujarAta. phona - (079) 27540408, 27543979 E-Mail: info@dadabhagwan.org pratikramaNa All Rights reserved - Shri Deepakbhai Desai Trimandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Post - Adalaj, Dist.-Gandhinagar-382421, Gujarat, India. prathama AvRtti : 2000 pratiyA~, julAI 2007 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' aura ___ 'maiM kucha bhI nahIM jAnatA', yaha bhAva! dravya mUlya : 20 rupaye lez2ara kampoja : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana, ahamadAbAda. mUla gujarAtI saMkalana : DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna mudraka anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa : mahAvideha phAunDezana (prinTiMga DivIz2ana), pArzvanAtha caimbarsa, naye rijarva bainka ke pAsa, inkamaTaiksa, ahamadAbAda-380014. phona : (079) 30004823
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________________ samarpaNa atikramaNa kA kAravA~ anaMta; karmoM kA pala pala ho rahA baMdhana! mokSa to kahA~, dharma dhare mauna; caDhAe~ Dagara, pAra kare kauna! akrama vijJAnI dAdA tAraNahAra; pratikramaNa kA diyA hathiyAra! mokSa mArga kA sahI sAjhIdAra; tAz2a bana kara sohAyA dAdA darabAra! trimaMtra 'pratikramaNa' saMkSipta meM kriyAkAra; chur3Aye baMdhana mUla ahaMkAra! pratikramaNa vijJAna atra sAkAra; samarpita vizva ko macAo jaya jayakAra! -DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna
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________________ nivedana AtmajJAnI zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, jinheM loga 'dAdA bhagavAna' ke nAma se bhI jAnate haiM, unake zrImukha se Atmatattva ke bAre meM jo vANI nikalI, usako rikArDa karake saMkalana tathA saMpAdana karake graMtho meM prakAzita kI gaI hai| pratikramaNa' pustaka meM apane doSoM ko kaise dhoyA jAye tathA kaise usase mukti pAyI jAye usake bAre meM sArI buniyAdI bAteM saMkSipta meM saMkalita kI gaI haiN| sujJa vAcaka ke adhyayana karate hI AtmasAkSAtkAra kI bhUmikA nizcita bana jAtI hai, aisA anekoM kA anubhava hai| 'aMbAlAlabhAI' ko saba'dAdAjI' kahate the| 'dAdAjI' yAne pitAmaha aura 'dAdA bhagavAna' to ve bhItaravAle paramAtmA ko kahate the| zarIra bhagavAna nahIM ho sakatA hai, vaha to vinAzI hai| bhagavAna to avinAzI hai aura use ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' kahate the, jo jIvamAtra ke bhItara hai| prastuta anuvAda meM yaha khyAla rakhA gayA hai ki vAcaka ko dAdAjI kI hI vANI sunI jA rahI hai, aisA anubhava ho| unakI hindI ke bAre meM unake hI zabda meM kaheM to "hamArI hindI yAne gujarAtI, hindI aura aMgrejI kA mizcara hai, lekina jaba 'TI' (cAya) banegI, taba acchI bnegii|" jJAnI kI vANI ko hindI bhASA meM yathArtha rUpa se anuvAdita karane kA prayatna kiyA gayA hai kintu dAdAzrI ke AtmajJAna kA sahI Azaya, jyoM kA tyoM to, Apako gujarAtI bhASA meM hI avagata hogaa| jinheM jJAna kI gaharAI meM jAnA ho, jJAna kA sahI marma samajhanA ho, vaha isa hetu gujarAtI bhASA sIkheM, aisI hamArI namra vinatI hai| anuvAda saMbaMdhI kamiyoM ke lie Apa ke kSamAprArthI haiM / ( dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA prakAzita pustakeM ) hindI 1. jJAnI purUSa kI pahacAna 8. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 2. sarva duHkhoM se mukti 9. TakarAva TAlie 3. karma kA vijJAna 10. huA so nyAya 4. Atmabodha 11. ciMtA 5. maiM kauna hU~? 12. krodha 6. vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 13. pratikramaNa 7. bhUgate usI kI bhUla English 1. Adjust Everywhere 14. Ahimsa (Non-violence) 2. The Fault of the Sufferer 15. Money 3. Whatever has happened is Justice 16. Celibacy : Brahmcharya 4. Avoid Clashes 17. Harmony in Marriage 5. Anger 18. Pratikraman 6. Worries 19. Flawless Vision 7. The Essence of All Religion 20. Generation Gap 8. Shree Simandhar Swami 21. Apatvani-1 9. Pure Love 22. Apatvani-2 10. Death : Before, During & After... 23. Noble Use of Money 11. Gnani Purush Shri A.M.Patel 24. Life Without Conflict 12. Who Am I? 25. Spirituality in Speech 13. The Science of Karma 26. Trimantra dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA gujarAtI bhASA meM 70 se bhI jyAdA pustakeM prakAzita huI hai| vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org para se bhI Apa ye sabhI pustakeM prApta kara sakate haiN| dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA hara mahIne hindI, gujarAtI tathA aMgrejI bhASA meM dAdAvANI megez2Ina prakAzita hotA hai|
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________________ 'dAdA bhagavAna kauna? jUna 1958 kI eka saMdhyA kA karIba cha: baje kA samaya, bhIr3a se bharA sUrata zahara kA relve stteshn| pleTaphArma naM. 3 kI beMca para baiThe zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela rUpI dehamaMdira meM kudaratI rUpa se, akrama rUpa meM kaI janmoM se vyakta hone ke lie Atura 'dAdA bhagavAna' pUrNa rUpa se prakaTa hue| aura kudarata ne sarjita kiyA adhyAtma kA adbhuta aashcry| eka ghaMTe meM unako vizva darzana huaa| maiM kauna? bhagavAna kauna? jagat kauna calAtA hai? karma kyA? mukti kyA?' ityAdi jagat ke sAre AdhyAtmika praznoM ke saMpUrNa | rahasya prakaTa hue| isa taraha kudarata ne vizva ke sanmukha eka advitIya pUrNa darzana prastuta kiyA aura usake mAdhyama bane zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, carotara kSetra ke bhAdaraNa gA~va ke pATIdAra, kAnTraikTa kA vyavasAya karane vAle, | phira bhI pUrNatayA vItarAga puruSa! unheM prApti huI, usI prakAra kevala do hI ghaMToM meM anya mamakSa janoM ko bhI ve AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the, unake adbhuta siddha hue jJAnaprayoga se| use akrama mArga khaa| akrama, arthAta binA krama ke, liphTa mArga. zaoNrTa kaTa aura krama arthAt sIr3hI dara sIr3hI, kramAnusAra Upara cddh'naa| ApazrI svayaM pratyeka ko 'dAdA bhagavAna kauna?' kA rahasya batAte hue kahate the ki "yaha dikhAI denevAle dAdA bhagavAna nahIM hai, ve to e.ema.paTela' hai| hama jJAnIpuruSa haiM aura bhItara prakaTa hue haiM, ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiN| dAdA bhagavAna to caudaha loka ke nAtha haiN| ve Apa meM bhI haiN| sabhI meM haiN| Apa meM avyakta rUpa meM rahe hue haiM aura yahA~' saMpUrNa rUpa se vyakta hue haiN| dAdA bhagavAna ko maiM bhI namaskAra karatA huuN|" 'vyApAra meM dharma honA cAhie, dharma meM vyApAra nahIM', isa siddhAMta se unhoM ne pUrA jIvana bitaayaa| jIvana meM kabhI bhI unhoM ne kisI ke pAsa se paisA nahIM | liyaa| balki apanI kamAI se bhaktoM ko yAtrA karavAte the| AtmajJAna prApti kI pratyakSa lIMka ! 'maiM to kucha logoM ko apane hAthoM siddhi pradAna karanevAlA huuN| pIche anugAmI cAhie ki nahIM cAhie? pIche logoM ko mArga to cAhie na?" - dAdAzrI parama pUjanIya dAdAzrI gA~va-gA~va, deza-videza paribhramaNa karake mumukSu janoM ko satsaMga aura AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the| ApazrI ne apane jIvanakAla meM hI pUjanIya DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna (nIrUmA~) ko AtmajJAna prApta karavAne kI jJAnasiddhi pradAna kI thii| dAdAzrI ke dehavilaya pazcAt nIrUmA~ vaise hI mumukSujanoM ko satsaMga aura AtmajJAna kI prApti, nimitta bhAva se karavA rahI thii| pUjya dIpakabhAI desAI ko dAdAzrI ne satsaMga karane kI siddhi pradAna kI thii| nIrUmA~ kI upasthiti meM hI unake AzIrvAda se pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzo meM kaI jagahoM para jAkara mumukSuoM ko AtmajJAna karavA rahe the, jo nIrUmA~ ke dehavilaya pazcAt jArI rhegaa| isa AtmajJAnaprApti ke bAda hajAroM mumukSu saMsAra meM rahate hue, jimmedAriyA~ nibhAte hue bhI mukta rahakara AtmaramaNatA kA anubhava karate haiN| graMtha meM mudrita vANI mokSArthI ko mArgadarzaka ke rUpa meM atyaMta upayogI siddha ho, lekina mokSaprApti hetu AtmajJAna pAnA jarUrI hai| akrama mArga ke dvArA AtmajJAna kI prApti Aja bhI jArI hai, isake lie pratyakSa AtmajJAnI ko milakara AtmajJAna kI prApti kare tabhI saMbhava hai| prajvalita dIpaka hI dUsarA dIpaka prajvalita kara sakatA hai|
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________________ saMpAdakIya kA prayoga kaise kareM ki jisase jaldI mokSa taka pahu~ca pAye? kAyaratA kise kahanA? pApI puNyazAlI ho sakeM? kaise ho sakeM? isa Ara.DI.eksa jaisI agana meM sArI jiMdagI jalatI rahI, use kaisai bujhAyeM? rAta-dina patnI kA prabhAva, putra-putriyoM kA tApa aura paise kamAne kA utpAta-ina sabhI tApoM se kaise zAtA prApta karake naiyA pAra utAreM? guru-ziSyoM ke bIca, gurumAeM aura ziSyAyoM ke bIca, niraMtara kaSAyoM ke phere meM par3e hae upadezaka kaise lauTa sakeM? anAdhikAra kI lakSmI aura anAdhikAra kI striyoM ke pIche mana-vacana-vartana yA dRSTi se doSa hae to usakA tiryaca athavA narkagati ke sivA kahA~ sthAna ho sakatA hai? usameM se kaise chuTakArA pAye? usameM saceta rahanA ho to kaise raha sake aura mukta ho sake? aise aneka ulajhanabhare sanAtana praznoM kA hala kyA ho sake? -DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna hRdaya se mokSamArga para jAnevAloM ko. pala pala satAte kaSAyoM ko kATane, mArga para AgekUca karane, koI acUka sAdhana to cAhie ki nahIM cAhie? sthUlatama se sUkSmatama TakarAva kaise TAleM? hameM yA hama se anyoM ko duHkha ho to usakA nivAraNa kyA? kaSAyoM kI bamamArI ko rokane ke lie yA vaha phira se nahIM ho usakA kyA upAya? itanA dharma kiyA, japa, tapa, anazana, dhyAna, yogAdi kiye, phira bhI mana-vacana-kAyA se honevAle doSa kyoM nahIM rukate? aMtarazAMti kyoM nahIM hotI? kabhI nijI doSoM ke naz2ara Ane ke pazcAt usakA kyA karanA? unheM kisa prakAra haTAnA? mokSamArga para Age baDhane, aura saMsAra mArga meM bhI sukha-zAMti, maMda kaSAya aura premabhAva se jIne ke lie koI Thosa sAdhana to honA cAhie na? vItarAgoM ne dharmasAra meM jagat ko kyA bodha kiyA hai? saccA dharmadhyAna kauna-sA hai? pApa se vApasa lauTanA ho to usakA koI acUka mArga hai kyA? agara hai to naz2ara kyoM nahIM AtA? dharmazAstroM se bahuta par3hA jAtA hai, phira bhI vaha jIvana meM AcaraNa meM kyoM nahIM AtA? sAdhu, saMta, AcArya, kathAkAra itanA upadeza karate haiM phira bhI kyA kamI rahatI hai use caritArtha karane meM? pratyeka dharma meM, pratyeka sAdhu-saMto kI jamAtoM meM kita-kitanI kriyAe~ hotI haiM? kita-kitane vrata, japa, tapa, niyama ho rahe haiM, phira bhI kyoM phaladAyaka nahIM hotA? kaSAya kyoM kama nahIM hote? doSoM kA nivAraNa kyoM nahIM hotA? kyA, isakI jimmedArI gaddI para baiThe upadezakoM kI nahIM hotI? aisA yaha jo likhA jAtA hai vaha dveSa yA bairabhAva se nahIM lekina karUNAbhAva se haiM, phira bhI use dhone ke lie koI upAya hai yA nahIM? ajJAna dazA meM se jJAna dazA aura aMtata: kevalajJAna svarUpa dazA taka pahu~cane ke lie jJAniyoM ne, tIrthaMkaroM ne kyA nirdeza diyA hogA? RNAnubaMdha vAle vyaktiyoM ke sAtha rAga yA to dveSa ke baMdhanoM se mukta hokara vItarAgatA kaise prApta ho? 'mokSa kA mArga hai vIra kA, nahIM kAyara kA kAma' lekina vIratA pratyeka manuSya apane jIvanakAla daramiyAna kabhI-kabhI saMyogo ke dabAva meM aisI paristhiti meM pha~sa jAtA hai ki saMsAra vyavahAra meM bhUleM nahIM karanI ho phira bhI bhUloM se mukta nahIM ho sakatA, aisI paristhiti meM hRdaya se sacce puruSa lagAtAra ulajhana meM rahate haiM, unako bhUloM se chuTakArA pAne kA aura jIvana jIne kA saccA mArga mila jAye, jisase apane AMtarika sukha-caina meM rahakara pragati kara sake, usake lie kabhI bhI prApta nahIM huA ho aisA adhyAtma vijJAna kA ekameva acUka AlocanA-pratikramaNapratyAkhyAna rUpI hathiyAra tIrthaMkaroM ne, jJAnIoM ne jagat ko arpaNa kiyA hai| isa hathiyAra ke dvArA doSarUpI vikasita vizAla vRkSa ko mukhya jar3a sameta nirmUlana karake anaMta jIva mokSalakSmI ko prApta kara sake haiN| aise mukti denevAle yaha pratikramaNa rUpI vijJAna kA rahasyodghATana yathArtharUpa se jyoM kA tyoM prakaTa jJAnI puruSa zrI dAdA bhagavAna ne kevala jJAna svarUpa meM dekhakara kahI gaI vANI dvArA kiyA hai, jo prastuta graMtha meM saMkalita huI hai, jo sajJa pAThaka ko AtyaMtika ve sArI bAteM kalyANa ke lie upayogI siddha hogii| jJAnI puruSa kI vANI dravya-kSetra-kAla-bhAva tathA bhinna-bhinna
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________________ anukramaNikA peja naM. nimittoM ke adhIna nikalI huI hai, usa vANI ke saMkalana meM bhAsita kSatiyoM ko kSamya mAnakara jJAnI puruSa kI vANI kA aMtara Azaya prApta kareM yahI abhyarthanA! jJAnI puruSa kI jo vANI nikalI huI hai, vaha naimittika rUpa se jo mumukSu-mahAtmA sAmane Aye usake samAdhAna ke lie nikalI hotI hai aura vaha vANI jaba graMtharUpa meM saMkalita ho taba kabhI kucha virodhAbhAsa lge| jaise ki eka praznakartA kI AMtarika dazA ke samAdhAna ke lie jJAnI puruSa dvArA 'pratikramaNa yaha jAgRti hai aura atikramaNa DiscArja hai' aisA pratyutara prApta ho aura dUsare sUkSma jAgRti kI dazA taka pahu~ce mahAtmA ko sUkSmatA meM samajhAne ke lie jJAnI puruSa aisA khulAsA kareM ki 'atikramaNa DiscArja hai aura pratikramaNa bhI DiscArja hai, DiscArja ko DiscArja se bhA~janA hai|' to donoM khulAsA naimittika taura para yathArtha hI haiN| lekina sApekSa taura para virodhAbhAsI lge| aise praznakartA kI dazA meM pharka hone kI vajaha pratyuttara meM virodhAbhAsa najara Aye phira bhI saiddhAMtika taura para usameM virodhAbhAsa hai hI nhiiN| sajJa pAThakoM ko jJAna vANI kI sakSmatA AtmasAta karake bAta ko samajhe isalie sAhajika rUpa se yaha sUcita kiyA gayA hai| jaya saccidAnaMda noMdha : 1. isa pustaka meM svarUpa jJAna nahIM pAye huoM ke prazna mumukSu ke taura para pUche gaye haiM, usa pUre zIrSaka ke nIce kI bAta usakI hI smjhe| usake sivA praznakartA ke taura para pUchanevAle akrama mArga ke svarUpa jJAna prApta mahAtmAoM ke haiM aisA sajha pAThaka smjheN| jahA~ jahA~ candubhAI nAma kA prayoga kiyA gayA hai, vahA~ vahA~ sujJa pAThaka svayaM ko smjhe| 1. pratikramaNa kA yathArtha svarUpa 2. pratyeka dharma prarUpita pratikramaNa 3. nahIM hai 've' pratikramaNa mahAvIra ke 4. aho! aho ! vaha jAgRta dAdA 5. akrama vijJAna kI rIta 6. raheM phUla, jAyeM kA~Te... 7. ho zuddha vyApAra 8. 'aise' TUTegI zRMkhalA RNAnubaMdha kI 9. nirlepatA, abhAva se phA~sI taka 10. TakarAva ke pratipakSa meM 11. purUSArtha - prAkRta durguNoM ke sAmane... 12. chUTe vyasana, jJAnI ke kahe anusAra 13. vimukti, Arta-raudra dhyAna se 14. nikAle kaSAya kI koTharI meM se 15. bhAva ahiMsA kI Dagara para... 16. du:khadAyI baira kI vasUlI... 17. mUla, abhiprAya kA 18. viSaya vikAra ko jIte vaha rAjAoM kA rAjA 19. jhUTha ke AdI ko 20. jAgRti, vAkdhArA bahe taba... 21. prakRti doSa chUTe aise... 22. nipaTArA, cikanI phAiloM se 23. mana manAye mAtama taba ... 24. AjIvana bahAva meM bahate ko tAre jJAna 25. pratikramaNa kI saiddhAMtika samajha
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________________ pratikramaNa pratikramaNa 1. pratikramaNa kA yathArtha svarUpa mumukSu : manuSya ko isa jIvana meM mukhyarUpa se kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : mana meM jaisA ho, aisI vANI bolanA, aisA vartana krnaa| hameM jo vANI se kahanA hai, aura usake lie mana burA ho to usakA pratikramaNa krnaa| pratikramaNa kisakA karoge? kisakI sAkSI meM karoge? taba kahe, 'dAdA bhagavAna' kI sAkSI meM pratikramaNa kreN| jo dikhate haiM ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' nahIM haiN| ye to bhAdaraNa ke paTela haiM, e. ema. paTela haiN| 'dAdA bhagavAna', jo bhItara cauda loka kA nAtha prakaTa ho gayA hai ve haiN| isalie unake nAma se pratikramaNa kareM ki he dAdA bhagavAna, merA mana bigaDA usakI kSamA mA~gatA huuN| mujhe kSamA kro| maiM bhI unakA nAma lekara pratikramaNa karatA huuN| acche karma kareM vaha dharma kahalAye aura burA karma kareM vaha adharma khlaaye| aura dharma-adharma se pare ho jAnA vaha Atmadharma khlaaye| acche karmoM kI vajaha se kreDiTa (jamArAzi) utpanna hotA hai aura vaha kreDiTa bhogane jAnA pdd'egaa| bure karma karoge to DebiTa (udhArarAzi) utpanna hogA aura vaha DebiTa bhogane jAnA pdd'egaa| aura jisa bahIkhAte meM kreDiTa-DebiTa nahIM hai, vahA~ AtmaprApti hogii| mumukSu : isa saMsAra meM Aye isalie karma to karane hI hoMge na, jAneanajAne meM bure karma ho jAyeM to kyA karanA? dAdAzrI : ho jAye to usakA upAya hogA na phir| hamezA burA karma hone para turanta pachatAvA hotA hai, aura sacce dila se, sinsiyAriTI se (niSThA se) pachatAvA karanA caahie| pachatAvA karane ke uparAMta phira se aisA ho jAye to usakI ciMtA mata kreN| phira se pachatAvA karanA caahie| usake pIche kyA vijJAna hai usakA Apako khayAla nahIM AtA, isalie Apako aisA lage ki yaha pachatAvA karane para bhI baMda nahIM hotA hai| kyoM baMda nahIM hotA, usake pIche bhI vijJAna hai| isalie Apa pachatAvA karate hI rheN| sacce dila se pachatAvA karanevAle ke sAre karma dho jAte haiN| burA lagA isalie pachatAvA karanA hI caahie| praznakartA : zarIra ke dharmoM kA AcaraNa karate haiM to usake prAyazcita karane hoMge? ___dAdAzrI : hA~ bilakula! jaba taka 'maiM AtmA hU~' aisA bhAna nahIM hotA taba taka pachatAvA nahIM hone para karma jyAdA cipkeNge| pachatAvA karane se karma ke baMdhana Dhile ho jAte hai| varanA usa pApa kA phala bahuta burA AtA hai| manuSyapana bhI calA jAye, aura agara manuSya ho to bhI para use hara taraha kI musIbateM jhelanI pdd'e| khAne kI, pIne kI aura mAna-pratiSThA to kahIM kabhI dikhAI nahIM pdd'tii| sadaiva apmaan| isalie yaha pachatAvA Adi anya sabhI kriyAe~ karanI par3atI hai| ise parokSa bhakti kahate haiN| jaba taka AtmajJAna nahIM hotA taba taka parokSa bhakti karanI jarUrI hai| aba pachatAvA kisakI upasthiti meM karanA cAhie? kisakI sAkSI meM karanA cAhie? Apa jise mAnate haiM, kRSNa bhagavAna ko mAnate haiM yA dAdA bhagavAna ko mAnate haiM, jise bhI mAnate ho use sAkSI mAna kara karanA caahie| kiMtu, upAya na ho aisA isa duniyA meM hotA hI nahIM hai| upAya kA janma pahale hotA hai, usake bAda darda paidA hotA hai| yaha saMsAra khar3A kaise huA? atikramaNa se| kramaNa meM koI harja nahIM hai| hamane haoNTala meM koI cIz2a ma~gavAkara khAI. aura do rakAbiyA~ apane hAthoM TUTa gaI, para usake paise dekara bAhara nikaleM to usameM koI atikramaNa nahIM huA, to phira usake pratikramaNa kI jarUrata nahIM hai| para rakAbI TUTane
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________________ pratikramaNa pratikramaNa para hama kaheM ki tumhAre AdamI ne tor3I hai, to ho gayA zurU phira, atikramaNa kiyA, usakA pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| aura atikramaNa hue binA rahatA nahIM, isalie pratikramaNa kreN| bAkI saba kramaNa hai| sahaja bAta huI vaha kramaNa hai, usameM koI Apatti nahIM hai| lekina atikramaNa hue bagaira nahIM rhtaa| isalie usakA pratikramaNa kreN| praznakartA : yaha atikramaNa huA aisA khuda ko kaise mAlUma ho? dAdAzrI : vaha khuda ko bhI mAlUma hogA aura sAmanevAle ko bhI mAlUma hogaa| hameM mAlUma hogA ki usake cehare para asara ho gayA hai aura Apako bhI asara ho jaaye| donoM ko asara hotA hai| isalie usakA pratikramaNa karanA anivArya hogA hii| krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ve sabhI atikramaNa khlaaye| yaha atikramaNa huA, usakA pratikramaNa kiyA, to krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha gye| atikramaNa se yaha saMsAra khar3A huA hai aura pratikramaNa se naSTa hotA nimitta hai aura hamArA hI hisAba hai| yaha to nimitta ko kATane daur3ate hai aura isI ke jhagar3e haiM sbhii| ulaTe cale usakA nAma atikramaNa aura vApasa lauTa Aye usakA nAma prtikrmnn| jahA~ jhagar3A hai vahA~ pratikramaNa nahIM hai aura jahA~ pratikramaNa hai vahA~ jhagar3A nahIM hai| lar3ake ko piTane kA koI adhikAra nahIM hai, samajhAne kA adhikAra hai| phira bhI lar3ake kI pITAI kara dI aura pratikramaNa nahIM kiyA to sAre karma cipakate hI raheMge na? pratikramaNa to honA hI caahie| __'maiM candubhAI hU~' yahI atikrmnn| phira bhI vyavahAra meM use 'leTa go' (sanI-anasanI) kreNge| lekina Apase kisI ko duHkha hotA hai? du:kha nahIM hotA to vaha atikramaNa nahIM huaa| dinabhara meM khada se kisI ko duHkha pahu~cA ho to vaha atikramaNa huaa| usakA pratikramaNa kiijie| yaha to vItarAgoM kA vijJAna hai| atikramaNa adhogati meM le jAyegA aura pratikramaNa urdhvagati meM le jAyegA aura aMtataH mokSa taka pratikramaNa hI helpa kregaa| pratikramaNa kise nahIM karanA hogA? jisane atikramaNa nahIM kiyA ho use| praznakartA : vyavahAra, vyApAra aura anya pravatti meM anyAya hotA lage aura usase mana meM glAni ho, usameM yadi vyavahAra ko nukasAna pahu~ce taba usake lie kyA karanA? hama se agara aisA anyAya hotA ho to usakA prAyazcita kyA? dAdAzrI : prAyazcita meM AlocanA, pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna honA caahie| jahA~-jahA~ kisI ko anyAya hotA ho vahA~ AlocanA, pratikramaNa honA cAhie aura phira anyAya nahIM karU~gA aisA taya karanA caahie| jisa bhagavAna ko mAnate ho, unake pAsa pazcAtApa lenA caahie| AlocanA karanI cAhie ki mujha se logoM ke sAtha aisA burA doSa huA hai, aba phira se praznakartA : to pratikramaNa mAne kyA? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa arthAt sAmanevAlA hamArA jo apamAna karatA hai, to hameM samajha lenA cAhie ki isa apamAna kA gunahagAra kauna hai? vaha jo apamAna karatA hai, vaha gunahagAra hai yA bhugatanevAlA gunahagAra hai| pahale hameM yaha DisIjhana (nirNaya) lenA caahie| to isameM apamAna karanevAlA kataI gunahagAra nahIM hotaa| eka senTa (pratizata) bhI gunahagAra nahIM hotaa| vaha nimitta hotA hai aura hamAre hI karma ke udayAdhIna vaha nimitta ikaTThA hotA hai| arthAt yaha hamArA hI gunAha hai| aba pratikramaNa isalie karanA hai ki usa para bure bhAva hote ho to pratikramaNa karane caahie| usake prati, vaha nAlAyaka hai, luccA hai, aisA vicAra mana meM A gayA ho to pratikramaNa karane kaa| aura aisA vicAra nahIM AyA ho aura hamane use upakArI mAnA ho to pratikramaNa karanA jarUrI nahIM hai| bAkI koI bhI gAlI de to vaha hamArA hI hisAba hai, denevAlA to nimitta hai| jeba kATe vaha kATanevAlA
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________________ pratikramaNa pratikramaNa aisA nahIM kruuNgaa| hameM bAra-bAra pazcAtApa karanA pdd'e| aura phira aisA doSa ho jAye to phira se pazcAtApa lenA caahie| aisA karate-karate doSa kama hogaa| Apako nahIM karanA ho phira bhI anyAya ho jaayegaa| ho jAtA hai vaha abhI prakRtidoSa hai| yaha prakRtidoSa Apake pUrvajanma kA doSa hai, Aja kA doSa nahIM hai| Aja Apako sudharanA hai, para yaha ho jAtA hai vaha ApakA pahale kA doSa hai| vaha Apako parezAna kiye bagaira rahegA nhiiN| isalie AlocanA, pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna karate rahanA pdd'egaa| praznakartA : hameM sahana karanA par3atA hai, to usakA rAstA kyA? dAdAzrI : hama to sahana kara hI leM, binA vajaha zoragula nahIM mcaayeN| sahana kareM vaha bhI phira samatApUrvaka sahana kreN| sAmanevAle ko mana meM gAliyA~ dekara nahIM, para samatApUrvaka ki bhaiyA, tUne mujhe karma se mukta kiyaa| merA jo karma thA, vaha mujhe bhugatAyA aura mujhe mukta kiyaa| isalie usakA upakAra smjhnaa| vaha kucha muphta nahIM sahanA par3atA, hamAre hI doSa kA pariNAma hai| praznakartA : aura pratikramaNa to, dUsaroM ke doSa naz2ara Aye usake hI pratikramaNa? dAdAzrI : kevala dUsare ke doSoM kA nahIM, pratyeka mAmale meM, jhUTha bolanA par3A ho, ulaTA ho gayA ho, jo kucha hiMsA ho gaI ho, paMca mahAvrata kA bhaMga huA ho, una sabhI kA pratikramaNa kreN| 2. pratyeka dharma prarUpita pratikramaNa bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna ke sivA dUsarA vyavahAra dharma hI nahIM hai| para vaha kaiza (nagada) hogA to, udhAra nahIM clegaa| kisI ko gAlI dI, kisa ke sAtha kyA vyavahAra huA, ise lakSya meM rakha aura AlocanA, pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna kaiza kr| bhagavAna ne use vyavahAra-nizcaya donoM khaa| kiMtu vaha hogA kisase? samakita hone ke pshcaat| taba taka karanA cAhe to bhI nahIM hogaa| vaha samakita hotA bhI nahIM na! phira bhI koI hamAre yahA~ se AlocanA pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna sikha jAyegA, to bhI kAma bana jaayegaa| cAhe binA AdhAra sikha jAyegA to bhI harja nahIM hai| use samakita sAmane Akara khar3A rahegA!!! jisake AlocanA, pratikramaNa sacce ho, use AtmA prApta hue bagaira rahegA hI nhiiN| praznakartA : pachatAvA karatA hU~ yaha pratikramaNa aura aisA nahIM karU~gA vaha pratyAkhyAna? dAdAzrI : hA~, pachatAvA yaha pratikramaNa khlaaye| aba pratikramaNa kiyA to phira se aisA atikramaNa nahIM hogA, to 'phira se aba aisA nahIM karU~gA' usakA nAma prtyaakhyaan| phira aisA nahIM karU~gA, isakA promisa (vacana) detA huuN| aisA mana meM taya karanA aura phira aisA ho jAye to eka parata to gaI, usake bAda dUsarI parata AyI to usameM ghabarAne kI jarUrata nahIM, bAra-bAra yahI karate hI rhnaa| praznakartA : AlocanA mAne kyA? dAdAzrI : AlocanA mAne hamane koI burA kAma kiyA ho to jo hamAre gurujI ho agara to jJAnI ho unake pAsa ikarAra krnaa| jaise huA ho usI svarUpa meM ikarAra krnaa| arthAta hameM pratikramaNa kisakA karanA? taba kaheM, 'jitanA atikramaNa kiyA ho', jo logoM ko svIkArya yogya nahIM ho, loga niMdA kare aise karma, sAmanevAle ko du:kha ho aisA huA ho ve saba atikrmnn| vaisA huA ho to pratikramaNa karanA jarUrI hai| karma kauna bA~dhatA hai? use hameM jAnanA caahie| ApakA kyA nAma mumukSu : cndulaal| dAdAzrI : to 'maiM candulAla hU~' vahI karma kA baaNdhnevaalaa| phira rAta
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________________ pratikramaNa pratikramaNa meM so jAyeM, to bhI sArI rAta karma ba~dhate haiN| 'maiM candulAla hU~' isalie sote sote bhI karma ba~dhate haiN| usakI vajaha kyA? kyoMki vaha Aropita bhAva hai| isalie gunAha lAgU huaa| 'khada' vAkaI candalAla nahIM hai aura jahA~ Apa nahIM haiM vahA~ 'maiM hU~' aisA AropaNa karate haiN| vaha kalpitabhAva hai, aura niraMtara usakA gunAha lAgU hogA na! ApakI samajha meM AtA hai?! phira maiM candulAla, isakA sasura hotA hU~, isakA mAmA hotA hU~, isakA cAcA hotA hU~ ye sabhI Aropita bhAva haiM, una se niraMtara karma ba~dhate rahate haiN| rAta ko nIMda meM bhI karma ba~dhate rahate haiN| usase aba koI chUTakArA hI nahIM hai para yadi ajJAna dazA meM bhI 'maiM candulAla hU~' usa ahaMkAra ko yadi Apa nirmala kara deM to Apako kama karma bNdhege| ahaMkAra nirmala karane ke pazcAt phira kriyAe~ karanI hoNgii| kaisI kriyAe~ karanI par3egI? ki savere ApakI putravadhU ke hAthoM kapa-rakAbI TUTa gaye, isa para Apane kahA ki, 'tere akla nahIM hai|' isalie use jo duHkha huA, usa samaya hamAre mana meM aisA honA cAhie ki yaha jo maiMne use daHkha diyA, usakA pratikramaNa honA caahie| du:kha diyA vaha atikramaNa kahalAye aura atikramaNa para pratikramaNa kareM to vaha dhula jaaye| vaha karma halakA ho jaaye| use kucha duHkha ho aisA AcaraNa kareM to vaha atikramaNa kahalAye aura atikramaNa kA pratikramaNa karanA caahie| aura vaha bAraha mahine bAda karate hai vaisA nahIM, 'zUTa oNna sAiTa' (doSa hote hI turaMta) aisA honA caahie| taba ye du:kha kucha kama hoNge| vItarAga ke kahe gaye matAnusAra caleM to duHkha jaayeNge| varanA to du:kha jAyeMge nhiiN| praznakartA : vaha pratikramaNa kaise kiyA jAye? dAdAzrI : hamane yadi jJAna prApta kiyA ho to usakA AtmA hameM mAlUma hogaa| isalie AtmA ko saMbodhita karake karane kA, athavA to bhagavAna ko saMbodhita karake karane kA; he bhagavAna! pazcAtApa karatA hU~, mAfI mA~gatA hU~ aura aba phira se nahIM kruuNgaa| basa vaha pratikramaNa! praznakartA : vaha dhula jAyegA kyA? dAdAzrI : hA~, hA~, nizcitarUpa se dhula jAyegA !! pratikramaNa kiyA isalie phira rahatA nahIM na! bahuta bhArI karma ho to jalI huI rassI ke bhA~ti dikhegA magara hAtha se chune para jhar3a jaayegaa| praznakartA : yaha pachatAvA kaise karU~? sabake sAmane karU~ yA mana meM karU~? dAdAzrI : mana meM, mana hI mana dAdAjI ko yAda karake ki yaha merI bhUla huI hai, aba phira se nahIM karU~gA aisA mana meM smaraNa karake karane kA, arthAt phira aisA karate-karate vaha du:kha sArA vismRta ho jaayegaa| vaha bhUla nikala jAtI hai| kiMtu aisA nahIM kareM to phira bhUleM bar3hatI jaayeNgii| yaha eka hI rAstA aisA hai ki khuda ke doSa naz2ara Ate jAyeM aura zUTa (khatma) hote jAyeM, aisA karate-karate doSa khatama hote jaayeN| praznakartA : eka ora pApa kiyA kareM aura dUsarI ora pachatAvA kiyA kreN| aisA to calatA hI rheN| dAdAzrI : aisA nahIM karanA hai| jo manuSya pApa kare aura vaha yadi pachatAvA kare to vaha nakalI pachatAvA kara hI nahIM sktaa| usakA pachatAvA saccA hI hogA aura pachatAvA saccA hone para pyAja kI parata kI taraha eka parata dUra hogI, usake bAda phira dikhane meM to parI pyAz2a dikhe| bAda meM dUsarI parata httegii| hamezA pachatAvA vyartha jAtA nahIM hai| praznakartA : magara sacce mana se mAfI mA~ge na? dAdAzrI : mAfI mA~ganevAlA sacce mana se hI mAfI mA~gatA hai| aura jhuThe mana se mA~gegA to bhI calAyA jaayegaa| taba bhI mAfI maaNgnaa| praznakartA : taba to phira use Adata-sI ho jAyegI? dAdAzrI : Adata ho jAye to bhale ho jaaye| magara mAfI maaNgnaa| binA mAfI mA~ge to zAmata AI samajho!!! mAfI kA kyA artha hai? vaha pratikramaNa kahalAtA hai| aura doSa ko kyA kahate hai? atikrmnn|
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________________ pratikramaNa 10 pratikramaNa koI brAnDI pItA ho aura kahe ki maiM mAfI mA~gatA huuN| to maiM kahU~gA ki mAfI maaNgnaa| mAfI mA~gate rahanA aura pIte rhnaa| lekina sacce dila se mana meM taya karanA ki mujhe chor3a denI hai| eka dina usakA aMta aayegaa| yaha merA zata-pratizata kA vijJAna hai! yaha to vijJAna hai !!! phalita hue binA nahIM rhtaa| turanta hI phala denevAlA hai| 'dIsa ijha dI kaiza bainka oNpha DivAIna solyazana'"kaiza bainka' yahI sahI! dasa lAkha varSa meM nikalA hI nahIM aisA bainka ! do ghaMTe meM mokSa le jAIe!! yahA~ para tU jo mA~gegA vaha dene ko taiyAra huuN| tU mA~gatA bhuule| eka manuSya ko corI karane ke pazcAt pachatAvA hotA hai, use kudarata najaraaMdAja karatI hai| pazcAtApa kiyA, usakA bhagavAna ke yahA~ koI gunAha nahIM hai| magara jagat ke loga daMDa kareM vaha isa janama meM bhugata lenA par3atA cAhie / AjJA yahI hI dharma aura AjJA yahI hI tp| magara vaha gar3abar3a kiye binA rahatA nahIM na! anAdi se burI Adata jo par3I hai| 3. nahIM hai 've' pratikramaNa mahAvIra ke praznakartA : anAdikAla se pratikramaNa to karatA AyA hai, phira bhI chuTakArA nahIM huaa| dAdAzrI : sacce pratikramaNa nahIM kiye haiN| sacce pratyAkhyAna aura sacce pratikramaNa kare to usakA hala nikle| pratikramaNa zUTa oNna sAiTa honA caahie| aba mujha se eka zabda jarA TeDhA nikala gayA, isalie majhe bhItara pratikramaNa ho hI jAnA caahie| turanta hI, oNna dI momenTa (usI kssnn)| isameM udhAra nahIM cltaa| yaha to bAsI rakhA hI nahIM jaataa| pratikramaNa mAne pachatAvA karanA, to pachatAvA Apa kisakA karate ho? praznakartA : pachatAvA nahIM kara skte| kriyAe~ karate rahate haiM sbhii| dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa mAne vApasa lauTanA, pApa jo kiye ho, krodha kiyA ho, usakA pachatAvA karanA use pratikramaNa kahate hai| pratikramaNa kise kaheMge? ki jo karane se doSa kama ho| jo karane se doSa baDhate raheM, use pratikramaNa kaise kaheMge? arthAt bhagavAna ne aisA nahIM kahA thaa| bhagavAna kahate haiM, samajha sako usa bhASA meM pratikramaNa kro| apanI-apanI bhASA meM pratikramaNa kara lenaa| varanA loga pratikramaNa nahIM samajha paayeNge| taba yaha mAgadhI bhASA meM rakha chor3A hai| aba jo gujarAtI apanI bhASA ThIka se nahIM samajhate, usako mAgadhI meM pratikramaNa karane se kyA fAyadA hogA? aura sAdhu-AcArya bhI samajhate nahIM, unameM bhI koI doSa kama nahIM huaa| isalie isameM aisI paristhiti ho jAtI hai| _ 'ye saba galata hai, aisA nahIM karanA cAhie', aisA sabhI bolate haiM magara Upara-Upara se bolate haiN| 'suparaphluasa' bolate haiM, 'hArTilI' (dila se) nahIM bolte| bAkI yadi aisA 'hArTilI' boleM to use kucha samaya meM gaye binA chuTakArA hI nahIM! ApakA kitanA bhI barA doSa ho kiMtu usakA Apako 'hArTilI' bahuta pachatAvA hogA to vaha doSa phira nahIM hogaa| aura phira se ho jAye to bhI usameM koI harja nahIM, magara usakA pachatAvA bahuta krnaa| praznakartA : pratikramaNa aura pazcAtApa meM kyA aMtara? dAdAzrI: pazcAtApa aspaSTa rUpa se hai. krizciyana itavAra ko carca meM pazcAtApa karate haiN| jo pApa kiye the usakA aspaSTa rUpa se pazcAtApa karate haiN| aura pratikramaNa to kaisA he ki jisane golI dAgI, jisane atikramaNa kiyA, vaha pratikramaNa kare, tatkSaNa! 'zUTa oNna sAiTa' use dho DAle!! AlocanA-pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna mahAvIra bhagavAna ke siddhAMta kA sAra hai| aura akrama mArga meM 'jJAnI puruSa' vaha sAra hai, itanA hI samajhanA bhagavAna ne mAgadhI bhASA meM kevala eka navakAra maMtra akelA hI bolane ko kahA thA aura vaha bhI samajhakara bolnaa| arthAt mAgadhI meM rakhane jaisA kevala yaha navakAra maMtra akelA hI hai, kyoMki ve bhagavAna ke zabda
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________________ pratikramaNa pratikramaNa haiN| pratikramaNa meM pahale to usakA artha samajhanA cAhie ki yaha maiM pratikramaNa karatA hU~! kisakA? kisI ne merA apamAna kiyA athavA maiMne kisI kA apamAna kiyA, usakA maiM pratikramaNa karatA huuN| pratikramaNa mAne kaSAyoM ko samApta kara denaa| ye loga sAla meM eka bAra pratikramaNa karate haiM, taba naye kapar3e pahanakara jAte haiN| vaha pratikramaNa kyA zAdI-byAha hai ki kyA hai? pratikramaNa karanA mAne kitanA gaharA pachatAvA karanA! vahA~ naye kapar3o kA kyA kAma hai?! vahA~ kucha byAhanA hai? Upara se rAyazI aura devazI (prtikrmnn)| jaba subaha kA khAyA zAma ko yAda nahIM AtA, taba pratikramaNa kisa prakAra kareMge? vItarAga dharma kise kahate hai ki jisameM pratidina pA~ca sau-pA~ca sau pratikramaNa kreN| jaina dharma to hara jagaha hai para vItarAga dharma nahIM hai| bAraha mahIne meM eka bAra saMvatsarI para pratikramaNa kare. use jaina kaise kaheMge? phira bhI saMvatsarI pratikramaNa kare usakA hameM virodha nahIM hai| hama aisA kaThora bolate haiM, lekina hamane to bolane se pahale hI pratikramaNa kara liyA hotA hai| Apa hamAre jaisA mata bolnaa| hama aisA sakhta bolate haiM, bhUla nikAlate haiM, phira bhI hama sabhI ko nirdoSa dekhate haiN| lekina saMsAra ko samajhAnA to hogA na? yathArtha, saccI bAta to samajhAnI hogI na? AtmajJAna yaha mokSamArga hai| AtmajJAna prApti ke pazcAt ke pratikramaNa mokSamArga deMge, usake pazcAt kI sabhI sAdhanAe~ mokSamArga deNgii| praznakartA : to vaha pratikramaNa use AtmajJAna hone kA kAraNa bana saMsAra ke loga pratikramaNa karate haiM, jo jAgRta haiM ve rAyazI-devazI donoM pratikramaNa karate haiM, isalie utane doSa kama ho gye| para jaba taka darzana-mohanIya hai taba taka mokSa nahIM hogA, doSa utpanna hote hI rheNge| jitane pratikramaNa hoMge utane doSa jaayeN| arthAta isa kAla meM hAla 'zUTa oNna sAiTa' kI bAta to rahI hI nahIM lekina zAma ko kahate hai ki, sAre dina kA pratikramaNa krnaa| vaha bAta bhI kahA~ rahI? saptAha meM ekAdhabAra karane kI bAta bhI kahA~ calI gaI? aura pAkSika bhI kahA~ gayA? aura bAraha mahIne meM eka bAra kare, usakI bhI samajha nahIM hai aura acche kapar3e pahanakara ghUmate rahate haiN| arthAt aise riyala (saccA) pratikramaNa koI nahIM krtaa| isalie doSa bar3hate hI cale jAte haiN| pratikramaNa to use kahe ki doSa ghaTate hI jaayeN| yaha nIrUbahana ko Apake lie jarA-sA ulaTA vicAra AyA ki 'ye phira AyeM aura mere lie musIbata kyoM khaDI kI?' utanA vicAra bhItara Aye lekina Apako patA nahIM calane degii| mu~ha ha~satA rkhegii| usa samaya pratikramaNa kregii| ulaTA vicAra kare vaha atikramaNa kiyA khlaaye| vaha pratidina pA~ca sau-pA~ca sau pratikramaNa karatI haiN| praznakartA : vaha to bhAva pratikramaNa hai, kriyA pratikramaNa to hogA hI nahIM na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, kriyA meM pratikramaNa hotA hI nahIM, pratikramaNa to bhAva pratikramaNa kI hI jarUrata hai, jo kArya kreN| yahA~ kriyA pratikramaNa nahIM hotaa| praznakartA : dravya pratikramaNa aura bhAva pratikramaNa mAne kyA yaha thor3A smjhaaie| dAdAzrI: bhAva aisA rakhanA ki aisA nahIM honA caahie| yaha bhAva pratikramaNa kahalAtA hai| aura usa dravya se to pUre zabda-zabda bolane pdd'e| jitane zabda likhe ho ve sabhI hameM bolane par3e, vaha dravya pratikramaNa khlaaye| sake? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| yaha purAnoM kA pratikramaNa kare aura phira moha ke naye atikramaNa khar3e hote haiN| moha baMda nahIM huA na? moha rahA hai na? darzana moha hai, isalie purAne sabhI pratikramaNa kare, ve vilaya ho jAye aura naye paidA hote rheN| pratikramaNa kare usa ghaDI puNya bNdhegaa|
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________________ pratikramaNa 13 to yaha pratikramaNa dekha kara, yadi Aja bhagavAna hote to, ina sabhI ko jela meM aMdara kara dete / pratikramaNa mAne eka gunAha kI mAfI mA~ga lenA, sAfa kara denaa| eka dAg2a lagA ho, usa dAg2a ko dho kara sAfa kara ddaalnaa| vaha jaisI thI vaisI ki vaisI jagaha svaccha kara denA usakA nAma pratikramaNa / aba to nirI dAg2avAle kapar3e naz2ara Ate hai| yaha to eka doSa kA pratikramaNa kiyA hI nahIM aura nire doSoM ke bhaMDAra ho gaye haiN| yaha nIrUbahana hai, usake sabhI AcAra-vicAra kaise ucca hue hai? taba kaheM, pratidina pA~ca sau pA~ca sau pratikramaNa karatI thI aura aba to batAtI hai, ki bhItara bAraha sau bAraha sau pratikramaNa hote haiN| aura ina logoM se eka bhI pratikramaNa nahIM hotA ! hamezA hI jo karate hai usakA AvaraNa AtA hai| AvaraNa Ane se bhUla Dha~ka jAtI hai, isalie bhUla naz2ara hI nahIM aatii| bhUla to AvaraNa haTane se naz2ara AyegI aura jJAnI puruSa ke pAsa vaha AvaraNa TUTegA, varanA khuda se AvaraNa TUTatA nhiiN| jJAnI puruSa to sAre AvaraNa phrekcara karake (toDakara) ur3A deM! praznakartA: pratikramaNa ko kaise zuddha mAneM? saccA pratikramaNa kaise hotA hai? dAdAzrI : samakita hone ke pazcAt saccA pratikramaNa hogA / dRSTi sulaTI hone ke bAda, AtmadRSTi hone ke pazcAt saccA pratikramaNa ho ske| lekina taba taka pratikramaNa kareM aura pachatAvA kareM to usase saba kama ho jaaye| AtmadRSTi nahIM huI ho aura saMsAra ke loga, galata hone ke bAda pachatAvA kareM aura pratikramaNa kareM to isase pApa kama bNdheNge| AyA samajha meM? pratikramaNa, pachatAvA karane se karma naSTa ho jAyeM! kapar3e para cAya kA dAg2a lagate hI turanta use dho DAlate ho aisA kyoM? 14 pratikramaNa praznakartA: dAg2a nikala jAye islie| dAdAzrI : vaise hI bhItara dAg2a lagane para turanta dho DAlanA caahie| yaha dAg2a loga turanta dho dete haiN| koI kaSAya utpanna huA, kucha huA turanta dho DAle to sAfa hI sAfa, sundara hI sundara! Apa to bAraha mahIne meM eka dina karate haiM, usa dina sAre kapar3e DUbo deM ! hamArA pratikramaNa zUTa oNna sAiTa khlaaye| arthAt Apa jo karate haiM vaha (saccA) pratikramaNa nahIM khlaaye| kyoMki ApakA eka bhI kapar3A dhulatA nahIM hai| aura hamAre to sabhI dhulakara svaccha ho gaye / pratikramaNa to usakA nAma kahalAye ki kapar3e dhulakara svaccha ho jAyeM / kapar3e rojAnA eka-eka karake dhonA pdd'e| taba jaina kyA karate haiM? bAraha mahIne hone para bAraha mahInoM ke kapar3e eka sAtha dhote haiM! bhagavAna ke vahA~ to aisA nahIM clegaa| ye loga bAraha mahIne para kapar3e ubAlate haiM ki nahIM? yaha to eka-eka karake dhonA pdd'e| pA~ca sau pA~ca sau kapar3e (doSa) rojAnA dhuleMge taba kAma hogaa| jitane doSa dikhAI par3e, utane kama hoNge| inako rojAnA pA~ca sau doSa dikhAI par3ate haiN| aba dUsaroM ko nahIM dikhAI par3ate, usakI kyA vaz2aha ? abhI utanA kaccApana hai, kyA kucha binA doSa kA ho gayA hai, jo nahIM dikhAI par3ate ? ! bhagavAna ne rojAnA (apane doSoM kA ) bahIkhAtA likhane ko kahA thA, abhI bAraha mahIne para bahIkhAtA likhate hai, jaba paryuSaNa AtA haiM taba / bhagavAna ne kahA thA ki saccA vyApArI ho to rojAnA likhanA aura zAma ko lekhA-jokhA nikaalnaa| bAraha mahIne para bahIkhAtA likhatA hai, phira kyA yAda hogA? usameM kauna sI rakama yAda hogI? bhagavAna ne kahA thA ki saccA vyApArI bananA aura roja kA bahIkhAtA roja likhanA aura bahIkhAte meM kucha galatI ho gaI ho, avinaya huA ho to turanta hI pratikramaNa karanA, use miTA denA /
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________________ pratikramaNa pratikramaNa 4. aho! aho! vaha jAgRta dAdA isa duniyA meM sabhI nirdoSa haiN| para dekhie aisI kaThora vANI nikalatI hai na?! hamane to ina sabhI ko nirdoSa hI dekhe haiM, doSita eka bhI nahIM hai| hameM doSita naz2ara hI nahIM AtA, kevala doSita bolA jAtA hai| aisA bolanA hameM zobhA degA? hamAre lie bolanA kyA anivArya hai? kisI ke bhI bAre meM nahIM bolanA caahie| usake pazcAt turanta hI usake pratikramaNa calate rheN| yaha hamArI cAra DigrI kI kamI hai, usakA yaha pariNAma hai| kiMtu pratikramaNa kiye bagaira nahIM clegaa| hama (sAmanevAle kA roga nikAlane ) dakhalaMdAjI kareM, kaThora zabda boleM, vaha jAna-bujha kara bolate haiM para kudarata ke prati hamArI bhUla to huI hI na! isalie hama usakA pratikramaNa (e.ema.paTela ke pAsa) krvaayeN| pratyeka bhUla kA pratikramaNa hotA hai| sAmanevAle kA mana Ta nahIM jAye aisA hamArA abhigama hogaa| mujha se jo 'hai' use 'nahIM hai' aisA nahIM kahA jAyegA aura 'nahIM hai' use 'hai' aisA nahIM kahA jaayegaa| isalie mujha se kucha logoM ko du:kha hogaa| yadi 'nahIM hai' use maiM 'hai' kahU~ to Apake mana meM bhrama paidA hogaa| aura aisA bolane para ve loga (pratipakSiyoM) ke mana meM ulaTA asara hogA ki aisA kyoM bolate haiM? isalie aisA bolanA paDe to mujhe rojAnA usa ora kA pratikramaNa karanA par3egA! kyoMki usako duHkha to honA hI nahIM caahie| vaha mAne ki yahA~ isa pIpala ke per3a meM bhUta hai aura maiM kahU~ ki bhUta jaisI vastu nahIM hai isa per3a meM, usakA use du:kha hogA, isalie phira mujhe pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| vaha to hamezA karanA hI par3egA na! praznakartA : dUsaroM kI samajha se galata lagatA ho to usakA kyA karanA? dAdAzrI : ye jitane satya haiM ve sabhI vyAvahArika satya haiN| ve sabhI galata haiN| vyavahAra ke jariye satya haiN| mokSa meM jAnA ho to sabhI galata haiN| sabakA pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| maiM AcArya hU~' usakA bhI pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| 'haM, maiMne apane Apako AcArya mAnA' usakA bhI pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| kyoMki 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' isalie ye saba jhUTha haiN| terI samajha meM aisA Aye ki nahIM Aye? praznakartA : Aye hii| dAdAzrI : saba jhuutthaa| saba loga nahIM samajhane kI vajaha se kahate haiM ki 'maiM satya kahatA huuN'| are, satya kaheM to koI pratyAghAta hI na ho| aisA hai na, hama jisa samaya bolate haiM usI samaya hamAre joradAra pratikramaNa calate ho, bolate vakta sAtha meM hii| praznakartA : kiMtu jo saccI bAta hai vaha Apa kahate haiM usameM kyA pratikramaNa karanA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, phira bhI pratikramaNa to karane hI hoMge n| kisI kA gunAha tUne kyoM dekhA? nirdoSa hone para bhI doSa kyoM dekhA? nirdoSa hai phira bhI usakI niMdA to huI na? niMdA ho aisI saccI bAta bhI nahIM bolanI cAhie, aisI saccI bAta vaha gunAha hai| (kisI ko dukhadAyI ho) aisI saccI bAta saMsAra meM bolanA vaha gunAha hai| saccI bAta hiMsaka nahIM honI caahie| yaha hiMsaka bAta khlaaye| AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna vaha mokSamArga hai| hamAre mahAtmA kyA karate haiM? sArA dina AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna hI kiyA karate haiN| aba unheM kaheMge ki 'Apa isa ora cleN| vrata-niyama kreN|' to kaheMge, 'hameM vrata-niyama ko kyA karanA hai? hamAre bhItara ThaMDaka hai, hameM cintA nahIM hai| niraMtara samAdhi meM rahA jAtA hai| phira kisa lie upadhAna tapa aura phalA~ tapa?' vaha kleza khlaaye| vaha to duvidhAvAle loga kareM sb| jise jarUrata ho, zauqa ho| isalie hama kahate haiM ki yaha tapa, vaha to zauqIna logoM kA kAma hai| saMsAra ke zauqIna ho, unheM tapa karane caahie| praznakartA : kiMtu aisI mAnyatA ho ki tapa karane se karmoM kI nirjarA hotI hai|
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________________ pratikramaNa pratikramaNa pratikramaNa aura prtyaakhyaan| vahI hamArA yaha mokSamArga hai| usameM kriyAkAMDa aura aisA saba nahIM hotA na! AlocanA, pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna vahI yaha mokssmaarg| kitane hI avatAroM se hamArI yaha lAina (mArga), kitane hI avatAroM se AlocanApratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna karate karate yahA~ taka pahu~ce haiN| kaSAya nahIM karanA aura pratikramaNa karanA ve do hI dharma haiN| aura pUrvakarma ke anusAra kaSAya ho jAye unake pratikramaNa karanA yahI dharma hai| bAkI aura koI dharma jaisI cIz2a nahIM hai| aura ye do AiTama (cIz2e) hI ina sabhI logoM ne nikAla dI hai! dAdAzrI : aisA kabhI nahIM hotaa| kisa tapa se nirjarA hogI? AMtarika tapa caahie| adRzya tapa, jo hama kahate haiM na ki ye saba hamAre mahAtmA adRzya tapa karate haiM; jo tapa A~khoM se nahIM dikhAI pdd'taa| aura A~khoM se naz2ara AnevAle tapa aura jAne gaye tapa una sabakA phala puNya aura adRzya tapa arthAt bhItarI tapa, AMtarika tapa, bAhara dekhane meM nahIM AtA, una sabakA phala mokss| ye sAdhvIjiyA~ jAnatI haiM ki hameM sArA dina kaSAya hote haiM, to unheM kyA karanA cAhie? zAma ko baiThakara eka pUrA guNasthAna, isake sAtha yaha kaSAya bhAva huA, usake sAtha yaha kaSAya bhAva huA, aise baiThakara unake pratikramaNa kareM aura phira pratyAkhyAna kareM ki aisA nahIM karU~gI, aisA nahIM karU~gI, to ve mokSamArga para cala rahIM haiN| aisA to kucha karate nahIM ve becAreM, phira kyA ho? aise mokSamArga samajheM to usa para cala sakeM na, samajhane kI jarUrata hai| praznakartA : jaba taka usase pratyakSa kSamA nahIM mA~geM, taba taka usako khaTakA to rahegA hii| isalie pratyakSa kSamA to mA~ganI hI par3e na? dAdAzrI : pratyakSa kSamA mA~ganI jarUrI nahIM hai| bhagavAna ne nA kahI hai| yadi Apa pratyakSa kSamA mA~goge, to bhalA AdamI ho to usase kSamA mA~ganA aura kamajora manuSya hogA to kSamA mA~gane para sira pe capata lgaayegaa| aura vaha jyAdA kamajora hogaa| isalie pratyakSa pratikramaNa mata karanA aura pratyakSa karanA ho to bahuta bhalA manuSya ho to krnaa| kamajora to Upara se maaregaa| aura saMsAra sArA kamajora hI hai| badale meM capata lagAyegA. 'haM. maiM kahatI thI na, tU samajhatI nahIM thI, mAnatI nahIM thI, aba AI tthikaane|' are mue, vaha ThikAne para hI hai, vaha bigar3I nhiiN| tU bigar3I hai, vaha sudharI hai, sudhara rahI hai| mokSamArga meM kriyAkAMDa yA aisA kucha nahIM hotA hai| kevala saMsAramArga meM kriyAkAMDa hotA hai| saMsAramArga mAne, jise bhautika sukha cAhie, anya kucha cAhie, usake lie kriyAkAMDa hai| mokSamArga mAne kyA? AlocanA, aba Apane unase ulaTA kahA to Apako pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| lekina unheM bhI ApakA pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| unako kyA pratikramaNa karanA cAhie ki, 'maiMne kaba bhUla kI hogI ki inako mujhe gAlI dene kA prasaMga utpanna huA?' arthAt unako apanI bhUla kA pratikramaNa karanA hogaa| unheM apane pUrva janama kA pratikramaNa karanA hogA aura Apako apane isa janama kA pratikramaNa karanA par3egA! aise pratikramaNa rojAnA pA~ca sau-pA~ca sau kareM to mokSa meM jAye! yadi itanA hI karo to dUsarA koI dharma nahIM khojoge to bhI harja nhiiN| itanA pAlana karo to kAfI hai aura maiM tujhe gAranTI detA hU~, tere sira para hAtha rakha detA huuN| jA, mokSa ke lie, aMta taka maiM tujhe sahakAra dUMgA! terI taiyArI caahie| eka hI zabda kA pAlana karegA to bahuta ho gayA! 5. akrama vijJAna kI rIta hamArA akrama kyA kahatA hai? use pUche ki, 'tU kaI dinoM se corI karatA hai?' taba vaha kahe ki, 'haaN'| prema se pUchane para saba btaayegaa| kitane sAloM se karatA hai?' to vaha kahe, 'do-eka sAla se karatA huuN|' phira hama kaheM, 'corI karatA hai usameM koI harja nhiiN|' usake sira para hAtha phiraayeN| 'kiMtu pratikramaNa karanA itnaa|' pratikramaNa kiyA, to sArI corI dhUla gii|
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________________ pratikramaNa pratikramaNa abhiprAya badala gyaa| yaha jo kara rahA hai usameM khuda kA abhiprAya eksepTa (svIkAra) nahIM krtaa| noTa hIjha opIniyana (khada kA abhiprAya nahIM)! dAdAjI kA nAma lekara usakA phira pachatAvA krnaa| corI kI, yaha galata kiyA hai aura aba aisA dubArA nahIM karU~gA, aisA use sikhalAyeM! aisA use sikhalAne ke pazcAt phira usake mAtA-pitA kyA kahate haiM? 'phira se corI kI?' phira se corI ho jAye taba bhI phira se pachatAvA krnaa| pachatAvA karane se kyA hotA hai, yaha maiM jAnatA huuN| chUTane ke lie aura koI cArA hI nhiiN| arthAt yaha akrama vijJAna aisA sikhAtA hai ki yaha jo bigar3a gayA hai, vaha sudharanevAlA nahIM hai, magara isa tarIke se use sudhaar| sabhI dharma kahate haiM ki, 'Apa karma ke kartA haiM, tyAga ke kartA haiN| Apa hI tyAga karate haiN| Apa tyAga nahIM krte|''nhiiN karate' kahanA vaha bhI 'karate haiM', kahane ke samAna hai| isa prakAra kartApana kA svIkAra karate haiN| aura kaheMge, 'mujha se tyAga nahIM hotA' yaha bhI kartApana hai| aura kartApana kA svIkAra, vaha saba dehAdhyAsI mArga hai| hama kartApana kA svIkAra hI nahIM krte| hamArI pustaka meM kisI jagaha 'aisA karo' aisA nahIM likhA hogaa| arthAt karane kA raha gayA aura 'nahIM karane kA' karavAte haiN| 'nahIM karane kA' hotA nahIM phir| hogA bhI nahIM aura binA vajaha bhItara vesTa oNpha TAima eNDa enarjI (samaya aura zakti kA durvyaya), kyA karane kA hai vaha alaga cIz2a hai| jo karane kA hai vaha to Apako zakti mA~ganI hai| aura pahale jo zakti mA~gI thI vaha abhI ho rahA hai| praznakartA : pahale kA to iphekTa (pariNAma) meM hI AyA hai| dAdAzrI : haaN| iphekTa meM aayaa| arthAt kaoNjhijha rUpa meM Apako zakti mA~gane kI hai| hamane nau kalamoM meM zakti mA~gane kA kahA hai, usameM pUrA zAstra A jaaye| utanA hI karane kaa| duniyA meM karane kA kitanA? itanA hii| zakti mA~ganA, agara kucha kartAbhAva se karanA ho to| praznakartA : vaha zakti mA~gane kI bAta hai na? dAdAzrI : haaN| kyoMki sabhI mokSa meM thor3e jAte haiM?! kiMtu kartAbhAva se karanA ho to itanA kIjie, zakti maaNgie| zakti mA~gane kA kartAbhAva se kIjie, aisA kahate haiN| praznakartA : arthAt jJAna nahIM liyA ho usake lie yaha bAta hai? dAdAzrI : haaN| jJAna nahIM liyA ho, yaha jagat ke logoM ke lie hai| varanA abhI loga jisa rAste para cala rahe haiM na, vaha bilakula ulaTA rAstA hai| isalie koI bhI manuSya apanA zreya z2arA bhI nahIM prApta kregaa| 'karanA hai magara hotA nahIM', karma kA udaya Ter3hA ho to kyA ho sakatA hai? bhagavAna ne to aisA kahA thA ki udaya adhIna rahakara ise jaanie| karane kA nahIM kahA thaa| 'ise jAnie' itanA hI kahA thA, usake bajAya 'yaha kiyA magara hotA nhiiN| karate haiM magara hotA nhiiN| icchA bahuta hI hai magara hotA nahIM' kahate haiN| are, lekina use binA vajaha gA-gA kyoM karatA hai. nikammA, 'mujha se hotA nahIM, hotA nhiiN|' aisA ciMtana karane se AtmA kaisA ho jAye? patthara ho jaaye| aura yaha to kriyA karane hI calA hai aura sAtha meM 'nahIM hotA, nahIM hotA, nahIM hotA' bolatA hai| maiM kahatA hU~ ki aisA nahIM bolanA caahie| 'nahIM hotA' aisA to bola hI nahIM skte| tU to anaMta zaktivAlA hai, hamAre samajhAne para to 'maiM anaMta zaktivAlA hU~' bolatA hai| varanA aba taka nahIM hotA' aisA hI bolatA thaa| kyA anaMta zakti kahIM calI gaI hai?! manuSya svabhAva kucha nahIM kara sktaa| kyoMki manuSya kara sake aisA nahIM hai, kyoMki karanevAlI parasattA hai| ye jIva kevala jAnanevAlA hI haiN| isalie Apako yaha jAnate rahanA hai aura Apa yaha jAnoge to galata para jo zraddhA huI thI vaha nahIM rhegii| aura Apake abhiprAya meM parivartana hogaa| kyA parivartana hogA? 'jhUTha bolanA acchA hai', vaha abhiprAya nahIM rhegaa| vaha abhiprAya nahIM rahA, usake samAna isa duniyA meM aura koI purUSArtha nahIM hai| yaha bAta sUkSma hai, para gaharAI se vicAra ne yogya hai|
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________________ pratikramaNa 21 praznakartA: nahIM, kiMtu bAta laoNjikala (tArkika ) hai sArI / dAdAzrI : saMDAsa jAnA bhI parasattA ke hAtha meM hai to 'karane kA ' Apake hAtha meM kaise ho sakatA hai? aisA koI manuSya paidA nahIM huA ki jisake hAtha meM kucha bhI karane kI sattA ho| Apako jAnanA hai aura nizcaya karanA hai, itanA hI Apako karane kA hai| yaha bAta samajha meM baiTha gaI to kAma nikala jAyegA / abhI samajha meM baiTha jAye itanI AsAna nahIM hai| ApakI samajha meM AtA hai? kucha karane ke bajAya jAnanA behatara? karanA turanta ho sakatA hai? praznakartA: Apa jo kahate haiM vaha samajha meM aayaa| bAta sahI hai| magara yaha samajhane ke bAda bhI 'karane kA' to rahatA hI hai na? jaise karane kI sattA nahIM hai vaise jAnane kI bhI sattA to nahIM hai na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, jAnane kI sattA hai, karane kI sattA nahIM hai| yaha bahuta sUkSma bAta hai| itanI bAta agara samajha meM A jAye to bahuta ho gyaa| eka lar3akA cora ho gayA hai| vaha corI karatA hai| maukA milane para logoM ke paise curA le| ghara para gesTa Aye ho use bhI nahIM chor3atA / aba usa lar3ake ko hama kyA sikhAyeMge? ki tU dAdA bhagavAna ke pAsa isa janama meM, corI nahIM karane kI zakti mA~ga / aba, isameM usakA kyA lAbha huA? koI kahegA, isameM kyA sikhAyA? vaha to zakti mA~gatA rahatA hai aura coriyA~ bhI karatA rahatA hai| 'are, bhale coriyA~ hI karatA ho, para yaha zaktiyA~ mA~ga-mA~ga karatA hai ki nahIM?' hA~, zaktiyA~ mA~ga-mA~ga karatA hai| to hama jAnate haiM ki yaha davAI kyA kAma kara rahI hai| Apako kaise patA cale ki davAI kyA kAma kara rahI hai ! praznakartA: haqIkata ve jAnate nahIM haiM ki davAI kyA kAma rahI hai| isalie mA~gane se lAbha hotA hai ki nahIM yaha bhI nahIM smjhte| dAdAzrI : arthAt isakA bhAvArtha kyA hai? ki eka to vaha lar3akA 22 pratikramaNa mA~gatA hai ki mujhe corI na karane kI zakti diijie| arthAt eka to usane apanA abhiprAya badala diyaa| 'corI karanA burI bAta hai aura corI nahIM karanA acchA hai|' aisI zaktiyA~ mA~gatA hai, isalie corI nahIM karanI cAhie aise abhiprAya para A gyaa| sabase bar3I bAta to yaha abhiprAya badala gayA ! aura jaba se abhiprAya badala gayA taba se vaha gunahagAra hone se baca gyaa| phira dUsarA kyA huA ? bhagavAna se zakti mA~gatA hai, isalie usakA parama vinaya prakaTa huA / he bhagavAna! zakti diijie| isase ve turanta zakti deN| aura koI cArA hI nahIM na! sabako deM, mA~ganevAle caahie| isalie kahatA hU~ ki mA~ganA na bhuuleN| Apa to kucha mA~gate hI nhiiN| kabhI nahIM mA~gate / zakti mA~ge yaha bAta ApakI samajha meM AI? dAdA ke pAsa mAfI mA~ganA, sAtha hI sAtha jisa vastu ke lie mAfI mA~ge, usake lie mujhe zakti dIjie, zakti diijie| aise zakti mA~ga lenA / apanI khuda kI zakti kharca mata karanA, varanA apane pAsa jo hai vaha khatama ho jAyegI aura mA~ga kara kharca karoge to khatma nahIM hogI aura bar3hegI, ApakI dukAna meM kitanA mAla (zakti) hove ? hara eka bAbata meM, 'dAdA, mujhe zakti dIjie, aise zakti mA~ga-mA~ga karake le hI lenA / pratikramaNa cUka jAye to pratikramaNa paddhati anusAra karane kI mujhe zakti diijie| sArI zaktiyA~ mA~ga lenaa| hamAre pAsa to Apa mA~gate bhUleM itanI zakti hai| 6. raheM phUla, jAyeM kA~Te..... prakRti kramaNa se paidA huI hai, lekina atikramaNa se phaila jAtI hai, usakI zAkhA prazAkhAe~ sabhI ! aura pratikramaNa se vaha sArA phailAva kama ho jAtA hai, isalie use sabhAnatA AtI hai| arthAt maiM kyA kahanA cAhatA hU~ ki abhI hama kisI jagaha darzana
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________________ pratikramaNa 23 pratikramaNa mA~ga lenA aura vaha doSa sahI hai aisA kabhI bhI mata bolanA varanA vaha Dabala ho jaayegaa| galata karane ke pazcAt kSamA mA~ga lo| praznakartA : jisane jJAna nahIM liyA ho, use apanI bhUleM naz2ara Aye to vaha kaise pratikramaNa kareM? dAdAzrI : jJAna nahIM liyA ho, kiMtu aise thor3e jAgRta manuSya ho ki jo pratikramaNa ko samajhate haiM, ve yaha kreNge| dUsare logoM kA yaha kAma hI nahIM hai, lekina pratikramaNa zabda kA artha hama use pazcAtApa karane ko kheN| pratikramaNa karane se kyA hotA hai? ki AtmA apane 'rileTiva' para apanA dabAva DAlatI hai| kyoMki, atikramaNa arthAta kyA haA ki riyala para dabAva karatA hai| jo karma atikramaNa hai, aba usameM inTaresTa (rasa) ho gayA to phira bar3ha jAtA hai| isalie hama galata ko galata nahIM samajheM, vahA~ taka gunAha hai| isalie yaha pratikramaNa karavAne kI jarUrata hai| karane gaye, aura vahA~ mAlUma huA ki hamArI dhAraNA jJAnI kI thI aura ye to nikale DhoMgI! aba hama vahA~ gaye yaha to prArabdha kA khela hai, aura vahA~ usake lie mana meM jo bure bhAva paidA hue ki arere, aise nAlAyaka ke yahA~ kyoM AyA? vaha hamAre bhItara negeTiva (niSedhAtmaka) puruSArtha huaa| usakA phala hameM bhugatanA pdd'egaa| use nAlAyaka kahane kA phala hameM bhugatanA hogA, pApa bhugatanA pdd'egaa| aura vicAra AnA svAbhAvika hai, kiMtu turanta bhItara kyA karanA cAhie phira? ki arere, mujhe kyoM aisA gunAha karanA cAhie? aisA turanta hI, sulaTA vicAra karake, hameM poMcha denA caahie| hA~, 'mahAvIra' bhagavAna ko yAda karake yA kisI ko bhI yAda karake, 'dAdAjI' ko yAda karake, pratikramaNa kara lenA cAhie ki, arere ! vaha kaisA bhI ho, mere hAthoM ulaTA kyoM huA? acche ko acchA kahane meM doSa nahIM, kiMtu acche ko burA kahanA doSa hai, aura bure ko burA kahane meM bhI bhArI doSa hai| jabaradasta doSa! kyoMki vaha khuda barA nahIM hai, usake prArabdha ne use burA banAyA hai| prArabdha mAne kyA? usake saMyogoM ne use burA banAyA, usameM usakA kyA doSa? yahA~ se striyA~ sabhI jA rahI ho, unameM se koI hameM dikhAyeM ki, dekho vaha vezyA, yahA~ AI hai, kahA~ se ghusa gaI? aisA vaha kahegA, isalie hamane bhI use vezyA kahA, to vaha bhayaMkara gunAha hameM lgegaa| vaha kahatI hai ki saMyogavaza merI yaha hAlata huI hai, usameM Apa yaha gunAha sira para lene jaisA kyoM karate haiM? Apa kyoM gunAha karate haiM? maiM to apanA phala bhugata rahI hU~ kiMtu Apa gunAha kara rahe haiM? vaha vezyA apane Apa huI hai? saMyogoM ne banAI hai| kisI jIvamAtra ko barA hone kI icchA hI nahIM hotii| saMyoga hI karavAte haiM saba, aura phira usakI prekTisa (Adata) sI ho jAtI hai| zurUAta use saMyoga karavAte haiN| praznakartA : jise jJAna nahIM haiM, ve kucha prakAra ke doSa hI dekha sake? dAdAzrI : vaha basa itanA hI, doSa kI mAfI mA~ganA sikheM aisA saMkSipta meM kaha denaa| jo doSa Apako naz2ara Aye, usa doSa kI mAfI praznakartA : hama se atikramaNa ho gayA, maiM usakA pratikramaNa karU~, magara sAmanevAlA mujhe mAfa nahIM kare to? dAdAzrI : sAmanevAle kI cintA mata kreN| Apako koI mAfa kare yA na kare, yaha dekhane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| Apa meM se yaha atikramaNa bhAva ur3a jAnA caahie| Apa atikramaNa ke virodhI haiM, aisA honA caahie| praznakartA : aura sAmanevAle ko du:khatA rahatA ho to? dAdAzrI : sAmanevAle kA kucha dekhane kA nhiiN| Apa atikramaNa ke virodhI haiM aisA taya honA caahie| atikramaNa karane kI ApakI icchA nahIM hai| abhI jo huA usake lie pachatAvA hotA hai aura aba Apako phira se aisA karane kI icchA nahIM hai| pratikramaNa to hameM usa abhiprAya ko nikAlane ke lie karanA hai| aba hama usa mata meM nahIM raheM, hama isa mata se virUddha haiM aisA dikhAne ke lie pratikramaNa karanA hai|
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________________ pratikramaNa pratikramaNa praznakartA : hamAre pApakarmoM ko abhI kisa prakAra dhoe? dAdAzrI : pApakarma ke jitane dAg2a lage ho utane pratikramaNa karanA, vaha dAga gaharA ho to phira bAra-bAra dhote rhnaa| praznakartA : vaha dAg2a nikala gayA yA nahIM nikalA yaha kaise mAlUma ho? atikramaNa kareM utanA hI pratikramaNa karanA haiN| yadi pratikramaNa na kareM to hamArA svabhAva nahIM badalegA, vaisA kA vaisA hI rahegA! terI samajha meM AyA ki nahIM AyA samajha meM? varanA virodhI ke rUpa meM yadi jAhira nahIM hue to phira vaha mata Apake pAsa rhegaa| krodha karane para hama krodha ke pakSa meM nahIM haiM, isalie pratikramaNa karanA hai| varanA krodha ke pakSa meM haiM aisA taya ho gayA haiM aura pratikramaNa kareM to hama krodha ke pakSa meM nahIM haiM aisA jAhira huA khlaaye| arthAt usameM se hama alaga ho gye| mukta ho gaye hama, jimmedArI kama ho gii| hama usake virodhI haiN| aisA jAhira karane ke lie kucha sAdhana honA cAhie na? krodha hama meM rakhanA hai ki nikAlanA hai? praznakartA : vaha to nikAlanA hai| dAdAzrI : yadi nikAlanA hai to pratikramaNa kreN| to phira hama krodha ke virodhI haiN| varanA krodha se sahamata hai, yadi pratikramaNa nahIM karate haiM to| pratikramaNa kaba kahalAye ki bhItara halakA ho jAye. halakApana mahasUsa ho, phira se vaha doSa karate samaya use bhItara bahuta kaSTadAyI lge| jabaki yaha to atikramaNa karake doSa kA guNana karatA hai| Apane koI saccA pratikramaNa dekhA, eka bhI doSa kama ho aisA? praznakartA : nahIM, vaha yahIM dekhane meM aayaa| dAdAzrI : jJAna lene ke pazcAt hameM bhItara mAlUma hogA ki yaha doSa huA hai, tabhI pratikramaNa hogaa| vahA~ taka pratikramaNa nahIM hogA! jJAna lene ke pazcAt usakI jAgRti rahegI ki, jaise atikramaNa ho ki turanta Apako mAlUma hogA ki yaha bhUla huI, isalie turanta hI pratikramaNa kreN| ata: usake nAma kA saba paddhati anusAra pratikramaNa hotA hI rhegaa| aura pratikramaNa huA ki dhula gyaa| dhula jAne se phira sAmanevAle ko daMza (vairabhAva) nahIM rhetaa| varanA phira jaba hama dubArA mile to sAmanevAle ke sAtha bheda par3atA jaaye| dAdAzrI: vaha to bhItara mana svaccha ho jAye, to mAlama ho jaaye| cehare para mastI chA jaaye| Apako mAlUma nahIM ho ki dAg2a nikala gayA? kyoM mAlUma nahIM hogA? harja kyA hai? aura nahIM dhulAI huI to bhI hameM harja nahIM hai| tU pratikramaNa kr| tU sAbuna lagAte hI rahanA ! pApa ko tU pahacAnatA hai? pApa kI tujhe pahacAna hai kyA? praznakartA : dAdA kI AjJA kA pAlana nahIM ho mAne pApa? dAdAzrI : nahIM, aisA nahIM hai| use pApa nahIM khte| sAmanevAle ko du:kha ho vaha pApa; kisI jIva ko, phira cAhe vaha manuSya ho, jAnavara ho, yA per3a ho| per3a ko bhI, binA vajaha patte tor3a-tor3a kareM to use bhI duHkha hogA, ata: vaha pApa khlaaye| aura AjJA pAlana nahIM ho to vaha Apako hI nukasAna hogaa| pApakarma to kisI ko du:kha ho vaha kahalAye arthAt kisI ko jarA-sA bhI, kiMcitmAtra du:kha nahIM ho aisA honA caahie| hama pratikramaNa kareM to bahuta acchaa| hamAre kapar3e svaccha hoMge (doSa dhulegeM) na? hamAre kapar3oM meM kyoM maila rahane deM? dAdAjI ne aisA rAstA dikhAyA hai to kyoM svaccha nahIM kara DAleM?! kisI ko hama se kiMcitmAtra du:kha ho to samajhanA ki hamArI bhUla hai| hamAre bhItara pariNAma Upara-tale ho ataH bhUla hamArI hai aisA samajha meM aaye| sAmanevAlA vyakti bhugata rahA hai isalie usakI bhUla to pratyakSa hai lekina nimitta hama hue, hamane use jhir3akAyA isalie hamArI bhI bhuul| dAdA ko kyoM bhugatanA nahIM par3atA? kyoMki unakI eka bhI bhUla rahI nahIM
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________________ pratikramaNa 28 pratikramaNa hai| hamArI bhUla se sAmanevAle ko kucha bhI asara ho, yadi kucha udhArI ho jAye to turanta hI mana se mAfI mA~gakara jamA kara lenaa| hamArI bhUla ho to udhArI hogI lekina turanta hI kaiza-nagada pratikramaNa kara lenaa| aura yadi kisI ke prati hama se bhUla ho to bhI AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna karake mana, vacana, kAyA se pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAna kI sAkSI meM kSamA mA~ga-mA~ga karate rhnaa| praznakartA : kramika ke pratikramaNa karate the taba dimAg2a meM kucha baiThatA nahIM thA aura aba yaha karate haiM to halake phUla jaise ho jAte haiN| dAdAzrI : para vaha (saccA) pratikramaNa hI nahIM hai na! ve sabhI to Apane nAsamajhI meM khar3e kiye hue pratikramaNa! pratikramaNa mAne turanta doSa kama honA caahie| usakA nAma pratikramaNa khlaaye| hama ulaTI dizA meM gaye the, vahA~ se vApasa lauTe usakA nAma pratikramaNa khlaaye| yaha to vApasa maDe nahIM aura vahIM ke vahIM hai! vahA~ se Age baThe ulaTI dizA meM!!! ata: use pratikramaNa kaise kahA jAye? jaba jaba gutthI ulajhane lage, taba taba 'dAdAjI' avazya yAda A hI jAyeM aura gutthiyA~ nahIM uljhe| hama to kyA kahate haiM ki gutthiyA~ mata ulajhAnA, aura kabhI gutthI ulajha jAye to pratikramaNa krnaa| yaha to 'gutthI' zabda turanta hI samajha meM aaye| ye loga 'satya, dayA, corI mata karo' sunasuna kara thaka gaye haiN| gutthI rakha kara so nahIM jAnA caahie| gutthI bhItara ulajhI par3I ho to usa gutthI ko binA sulajhAye so nahIM jAnA caahie| gutthI kA hala nikAlanA caahie| Akhira koI hala nahIM nikale to bhagavAna ke pAsa kSamA mA~ga-mA~ga karanA ki isake sAtha gutthI ulajha gaI hai usakI bAra-bAra kSamA mA~gatA hU~, usase hI nikAla (nipaTArA) A jaaye| kSamA hI sabase bar3A zastra hai| bAkI doSa to niraMtara hote hI rahate haiN| sAmanevAle ko DA~Tate ho usa samaya Apako aisA qhayAla kyoM nahIM AtA kI Apako DA~Ta paDe to kaisA lagegA? yaha qhayAla meM rakhakara ddaaNttie| sAmanevAle kA qhayAla rakhakara pratyeka kArya karanA usakA nAma mAnava ahaMkAra aura hamArA qhayAla rakhakara pratyeka ke sAtha vartana karanA aura parezAna karanA, to usakA nAma kyA kahalAye? praznakartA : pAzavI ahNkaar| dAdAzrI : aisA koI kahe ki, 'terI bhUla hai' to hameM bhI kahanA cAhie, 'candubhAI, ApakI bhUla huI hogI tabhI ve kahate hoMge na? varanA vaise yu hI kahatA hai koI?' kyoMki yU~ hI koI kahegA nahIM, kucha bhI bhUla honI caahie| ataH hameM khuda se kahane meM harja kyA? bhaiyA, ApakI kucha bhUla hogI isalie kahate hoNge| ataH kSamA mA~ga lo, aura 'candubhAI' kisI ko du:kha dete hoM to hama kaheM ki pratikramaNa kara lijie| kyoMki hameM mokSa meM jAnA haiN| aba hamArI manamAnI nahIM clegii| dUsare kA doSa dekhane kA adhikAra hI nahIM hai| isalie usa doSa kA pratikramaNa krnaa| paradoSa dekhane kI to pahale se use hebITa (Adata) hI thI, usameM nayA kyA hai? vaha hebITa ekadama se nahIM chuuttegii| vaha to isa pratikramaNa se chuuttegii| jahA~ doSa naz2ara AyA, vahA~ pratikramaNa kIjie, zUTa oNna sAiTa! praznakartA : abhI pratikramaNa jitane hone cAhie utane hote nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : vaha to jo karanA ho na, usakA nizcaya karanA par3atA hai| praznakartA : nizcaya karanA arthAt usameM karane kA ahaMkAra AyA na phira yaha kyA cIz2a hai vaha jarA smjhaaie| dAdAzrI : kahane hetu hai, kahane khAtira hai maatr| praznakartA : mahAtmAoM meM se kaI loga aisA samajhate haiM ki hameM kucha bhI karane kA hai hI nahIM, nizcaya bhI nahIM karane kA hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM, mujha se pUchege to maiM unheM kahU~gA ki, vaha nizcaya mAne kyA ki DisAiDeDa rUpa se krnaa| DisAiDeDa mAne kyA? yaha nahIM aura 'yaha' hI bs|
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________________ pratikramaNa 30 pratikramaNa dAdAzrI : to usakA pratikramaNa kara lenA ki yaha jAgRti nahIM rahI, usake lie pratikramaNa karatA huuN| he dAdA bhagavAna, mujhe kSamA krnaa| praznakartA : pratikramaNa karane kA bahuta dera ke bAda yAda Aye ki, isa manuSya kA pratikramaNa karanA thaa| dAdAzrI: lekina yAda to AtA hai na? satsaMga meM adhika baiThane kI jarUrata hai| saba kucha pUcha lenA cAhie, bArIkI se| yaha to vijJAna hai| saba kucha pUcha lene kI AvazyakatA hai| praznakartA : bhItara utpAta hotA ho, taba 'zUTa oNna sAiTa' usakA nikAla karanA nahIM Aye, lekina zAma ko dasa-bAraha ghaMTe pazcAt aisA vicAra Aye ki, yaha saba galata huA to usakA nikAla ho jAtA hai kyA? dera se aisA ho to? dAdAzrI : hA~, dera se ho to bhI usakA pratikramaNa karanA caahie| galata huA phira pratikramaNa karanA ki, he dAdA bhagavAna ! yaha merI bhUla huii| aba phira se nahIM kruuNgaa| turanta nahIM hotA to do ghaMTe bAda kreN| are, rAta ko kareM, rAta ko yAda karake kreN| rAta ko yAda karake nahIM ho sakatA ki Aja kisa se TakarAva meM Aye? are, saptAha ke aMta meM kreN| saptAha ke bAda sabhI sAtha meM kiijie| saptAha meM jitane atikramaNa hue ho, una sabhI kA ikaTThA hisAba kiijie| praznakartA : kiMtu vaha turanta honA cAhie na? dAdAzrI : turanta ho jAye usake samAna to koI bAta hI nhiiN| hamAre yahA~ to bahutere sabhI 'zUTa oNna sAiTa' hI karate haiN| dekhe vahA~ golI mArie / dekhA vahA~ golI maarii| praznakartA : maiM jaba dAdA kA nAma lU~ yA AratI karU~ to bhI mana kahIM aura bhaTakatA hai| phira AratI meM kucha aura hI gAtA huuN| phira paMktiyA~ alaga hI gAne lguuN| phira tanmayAkAra ho jaauuN| vicAra Aye usameM tanmayAkAra ho jAtA huuN| phira thor3I dera ke bAda usI meM vApasa A jAtA doSa dikhanA AsAna vastu nahIM hai! phira hama to ekadama khulA kara dete haiM, kiMtu use dRSTi ho ki mujhe dekhane haiM to naz2ara AyA kreN| arthAt khuda ko bhojana karate samaya thAlI se hAtha to Upara uThAnA hogA na? aise hI khAnA mere mu~ha meM jAye! sirpha aisI icchA karane se mu~ha meM thor3A jAyegA? prayatna to karanA hI cAhie na! manuSya se doSa honA svAbhAvika hai| usase vimakta hone kA rAstA kyA? akele 'jJAnI puruSa' hI vaha rAstA dikhAyeM, 'prtikrmnn'| bhItara pratikramaNa apane Apa hotA rhe| loga kahate haiM, 'kyA apane Apa pratikramaNa ho jAtA hai?' maiMne kahA, hA~. taba aisA kaisA mazIna maiMne lagAyA hai? jisase sArA pratikramaNa zurU ho jAtA hai| terI vRtti caukasa ho taba taka saba taiyAra ho| dAdAzrI : vaha hakIkata hai dAdAjI, pratikramaNa sAhajika huA karatA hai aura dUsarA yaha vijJAna aisA hai ki jarA-sA bhI dveSa nahIM hotaa| praznakartA : yaha bhAI kahatA hai ki mujha jaise se pratikramaNa nahIM hotA vaha kyA kahalAye? dAdAzrI : ve to bhItara hoteM ho magara qhayAla nahIM aataa| ata: eka bAra aisA bolane para ki 'mujha se nahIM hote', vaha baMda ho jaaye| jaisA bhajana vaisI bhakti, vaha to bhItara hotI rhe| kucha samaya ke bAda hogii| dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, usa dina pratikramaNa krnaa| vicAra Aye to usameM koI harja nhiiN| vicAra Ane para hama 'candulAla' ko alaga dekha sakate haiM, ki candulAla ko vicAra Ate haiM, ye saba dekha sakate haiM to 'hama' aura ve donoM alaga hI haiN| para usa samaya jarA kacce par3a jAte hai| praznakartA : usa samaya jAgRti hI nahIM rhtii|
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________________ pratikramaNa pratikramaNa praznakartA : hamase kisI ko du:kha ho yaha bAta hameM pasaMda nahIM aatii| basa itanA hI rahatA hai| phira Age nahIM bar3hatA hai| pratikramaNa jaisA nahIM hotaa| dAdAzrI : vaha to hama bhItara jaisA boleM aisA mazIna lagA rakhA hai, vaha calatA hai! jaisI bhajanA vaisA ho jaaye| Apa kaheMge ki. 'majhe aisA nahIM hotA hai' to vaisA hogaa| aura kaheMge, 'itane sAre pratikramaNa hote haiM ki maiM thaka jAtA haiN|' to bhItara vaha thaka jaayegaa| ataH pratikramaNa karanevAlA karatA hai| tU apane Apa calAtA rahe Age, pA~ca sau-pA~ca sau pratikramaNa ho rahe hote haiN| tU calAtA rahe na ki 'mujha se pratikramaNa hote haiN|' ho sake taba taka 'zUTa oNna sAiTa' rakhanA yAnI doSa hote hI pratikramaNa krnaa| aura na ho sake to zAma ko sAtha meM krnaa| kiMtu aisA karane se do-cAra raha jaayeNge| unheM kahA~ rakheMge?! aura kauna rakhegA unheM? vaha to 'zUTa oNna sAiTa' kA apanA dhaMdhA hai! hai| jisa lAipha meM maiM jo vyavasthita detA hU~ usa vyavasthita meM badalAva ho sake aisA nahIM hai| ataH hI maiM Apako khulA chor3a detA huuN| arthAt maiM dekhakara kahatA hU~. aura isalie mujhe DA~TanA bhI nahIM paDatA, ki gharavAlI ke sAtha kyoM ghUmate the? aura kyoM aisA-vaisA?! ata: majhe kabhI DA~TanA nahIM pdd'taa| dUsarI lAipha ke lie nahIM, para yaha eka lAipha ke lie| yu Ara noTa risponsibala eTa oNla! (Apa bilakula hI jimmedAra nahIM) itanA saba kucha kahA hai phir| praznakartA : byAja khA sakate haiM ki nahIM khA sakate? dAdAzrI : byAja candulAla ko khAnA ho to khAyeM, para use kahanA ki bAda meM pratikramaNa krnaa| isa pratikramaNa se sAmanevAle para asara paDe aura vaha paise lauTA de| sAmanevAle ko aisI sadbuddhi utpanna hogii| pratikramaNa se yoM sulaTA asara hotA hai| taba hamAre loga ghara jAkara udhArIvAle ko gAliyA~ dete haiM to usakA ulaTA asara hogA ki nahIM hogA? ulaTA loga adhika se adhika ulajhAte haiN| sArA asaragrasta saMsAra hai| praznakartA : hama kisI lenadAra kA pratikramaNa kareM taba bhI vaha mA~gatA to rahegA na? dAdAzrI : mA~gane-na mA~gane kA savAla nahIM hai, rAga-dveSa nahIM hone caahie| lenA to rahegA bhI sahI! jaba se doSa dikhAI par3A taba se hI samajha lenA ki aba mokSa meM jAne kA TikaTa mila gyaa| khuda kA doSa kisI ko naz2ara nahIM aataa| bar3ebar3e sAdhu-AcAryoM ko bhI apanA doSa naz2ara nahIM aataa| mUlata: bar3I se bar3I kamI yaha hai| aura yaha hamArA vijJAna hI aisA hai ki, vaha Apako niSpakSapAta rIti se jajamenTa(nirNaya) detA hai| hameM apane sAre doSa dikhA deN| bhale hI doSa hone ke bAda dikhAI deM, kiMtu doSa khulA kara detA hai na! abhI jo huA so huA! vaha bAta alaga hai, gAr3I kI spIDa (gati) tez2a ho to kaTa jAyegA lekina taba mAlUma to huA na! 7. ho zuddha vyApAra praznakartA : Apa aise candubhAI ko khulA chor3a deM to vaha to kucha bhI kareM? dAdAzrI : nahIM, vaha isIlie hI maiMne vyavasthita kahA thA ki eka bAla jitanA bhI badalAva karane kA adhikAra eka jindagI ke lie nahIM eka AdamI kahatA hai, 'mujhe dharma nahIM caahie| maiM bhautika sukha cAhatA huuN|' use maiM kahU~gA, 'prAmANika rahanA, nIti kA pAlana krnaa|' maMdira jAne ko nahIM khuuNgaa| dUsare ko tU detA hai vaha devadharma hai| kiMtu dUsare kA, anAdhikAra letA nahIM hai vaha mAnavadharma hai| arthAt prAmANikatA vaha sabase bar3A dharma hai| 'DisaoNnesTI ijha dhI besTa phalIzanesa' (aprAmANikatA sarvottama mUrkhatA hai)!!! oNnasTa (prAmANika) ho nahIM sakatA, to kyA maiM jAkara dariyA meM chalA~ga lagAU~? mere 'dAdAjI' sikhAte haiM ki tU DisaoNnesTa
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________________ pratikramaNa 33 pratikramaNa he usakA pratikramaNa krnaa| agalA janama terA ujAgara ho jaayegaa| DisaoNnesTI ko, DisaoNnesTI jAna le aura usakA pazcAtApa kr| pazcAtApa karanevAlA manuSya oNnesTa hai yaha nizcita hai| abhI sAjhedAra ke sAtha matabheda ho jAye, to Apako turanta mAlUma ho jAyegA ki, yaha jarUrata se jyAdA bolanA huA, isalie turanta usake nAma kA pratikramaNa krnaa| hamArA pratikramaNa kaiza (nagada) pemenTa honA caahie| yaha bainka bhI kaiza kahalAtA hai aura pemenTa bhI kaiza kahalAtA hai| oNphisa meM paramITa (paravAnA) lene gaye, magara sAhaba ne nahIM diyA taba mana meM hogA ki, 'sAhaba nAlAyaka hai, aisA hai, vaisA hai|' aba isakA phala kyA AyegA yaha mAlUma nahIM hai| isalie yaha bhAva badala denA, pratikramaNa kara ddaalnaa| ise hama jAgRti kahate haiN| isa saMsAra meM aMtarAya kaise AtA hai yaha Apako samajhAtA huuN| Apa jisa oNphisa meM naukarI karate haiM, vahA~ Apake AsisTanTa (sahAyaka) ko kamaakla kaheM, vaha ApakI akla para aMtarAya AyA! bolie, aba isa aMtarAya meM sArA saMsAra pha~sa-pha~sakara isa manuSya avatAra ko vyartha ga~vAtA hai! Apako koI rAiTa (adhikAra) hI nahIM hai, sAmanevAle ko kamaakla kahane kaa| Apa aisA boleMge ata: sAmanevAlA bhI ulaTA bolegA, isalie usako bhI aMtarAya AyegA! bolie aba, isa aMtarAya meM se saMsAra kaise chUTa sakatA hai? kisI ko Apa nAlAyaka kaheMge to ApakI liyAqata para aMtarAya hotA hai ! Apa isake turanta hI pratikramaNa kareM to vaha aMtarAya Ane se pahale dhula jAtA hai| praznakartA : naukarI ke pharja adA karate samaya maiMne bahuta kar3AI se logoM ke apamAna kiye the, dutakAra diyA thaa| dAdAzrI : una sabhI kA pratikramaNa karanA hogaa| usameM ApakA irAdA burA nahIM thA, apane khuda ke lie nahIM, sarakAra ke prati vaha sinsiyArITI (vafAdArI) khlaaye| 8. 'aise' TUTegI zRMkhalA RNAnubaMdha kI praznakartA : pUrvajanma ke RNAnubaMdha se chUTane ke lie kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : hamArA jinake sAtha pUrva kA RNAnubaMdha ho aura vaha hameM pasaMda hI nahIM ho, usake sAtha sahavAsa acchA hI nahIM lagatA ho aura phira bhI sahavAsa meM rahanA par3atA ho, anivArya rUpa se, to kyA karanA cAhie? ki bAhara kA vyavahAra usake sAtha jarUra se rakhanA cAhie, para bhItara usake nAma ke pratikramaNa karane caahie| kyoMki hamane pichale janama meM atikramaNa kiyA thA usakA yaha pariNAma hai| kojhijha kyA kiye the? taba kahe, usake sAtha pUrvabhava meM atikramaNa kiyA thaa| usa atikramaNa kA isa avatAra meM phala AyA, isalie usakA pratikramaNa kareMge to plasa-mAinasa (jor3aghaTAva) ho jaayegaa| ata: bhItara meM Apa usakI kSamA mA~ga leN| kSamA mA~gate raho bAra-bAra ki maiMne jo-jo doSa kiye ho usakI mAfI cAhatA hai| kisI bhI bhagavAna ko sAkSI karake, to saba khatama ho jaayegaa| sahavAsa pasaMda nahIM Ane se bAda meM kyA hotA hai? usake prati doSita dRSTi se dekhane se, kisI purUSa ko strI pasaMda nahIM hotI to bahuta doSita naz2ara AyA kare, ata: tiraskAra hogaa| isa se Dara lgegaa| jisakA hameM tiraskAra hogA usakA hameM Dara lgegaa| use dekhate hI ghabarAhaTa hone lge| ata: samajhanA ki yaha tiraskAra hai| isalie tiraskAra chor3ane ke lie bArabAra mAfI mA~gate raho, do hI dina meM vaha tiraskAra baMda ho jaayegaa| use mAlUma nahIM ho kiMtu Apa bhItara bAra-bAra mAfI mA~gA kareM. usake nAma kI jisa ke prati jo jo doSa kiye ho, he bhagavAna! maiM kSamA cAhatA huuN| yaha doSoM kA pariNAma hai, Apane kisI bhI manuSya ke prati jo jo doSa kiye ho, to bhItara Apa mAfI mA~ga-mA~ga kareM, bhagavAna ke pAsa, to saba dhula jaayegaa| yaha to nATaka hai| nATaka meM bIbI-baccoM ko kAyama ke lie khuda ke banA leM to kyA munAsiba hogA? hA~, nATaka meM boleM aise bolane meM harja
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________________ pratikramaNa nahIM ki 'yaha merA bar3A beTA, zatAyu / ' lekina sabhI Upara-Upara se, nATakIya / yaha sabhI ko sacce mAna lie usI ke hI pratikramaNa karane par3ate haiN| yadi saca nahIM samajhe hote to pratikramaNa nahIM karane pdd'te| jahA~ satya mAnane meM AyA, vahA~ rAga aura dveSa zurU ho jAte haiM aura pratikramaNa se hI mokSa hai| yaha 'dAdAjI' dikhAte haiM vaha AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna se mokSa hai| 35 kisI ke hAtha meM parezAna karane kI bhI sattA nahIM hai aura kisI ke hAtha meM sahana karane kI bhI sattA nahIM hai| ye to sabhI pUtaleM hI haiN| ve sabhI kAma kiyA karate haiN| hamAre pratikramaNa karane para pUtale apaneApa sIdhe ho jaayeNge| bAkI, kaisA bhI pagalA manuSya ho paraMtu vaha hamAre pratikramaNa se sayAnA ho sakatA hai| eka manuSya ke sAtha Apako bilakula anukUla nahIM AtA, usakA yadi Apa sArA dina pratikramaNa kareM, do-cAra dina karate raheM to pA~cave dina to vaha Apako khojatA khojatA yahA~ AyegA / Apa ke atikramaNa doSa kI vajaha se hI yaha saba rUkA huA hai| praznakartA: isameM kabhI-kabhI hameM duHkha hotA hai ki, maiM itanA kucha karatA hU~ phira bhI yaha merA apamAna karatA hai? dAdAzrI : hameM usakA pratikramaNa karanA caahie| yaha to vyavahAra hai| isameM hara taraha ke loga haiN| ve mokSa meM nahIM jAne deN| praznakartA: vaha pratikramaNa hama kisa lie kareM? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa isalie kareM ki isameM mere karma kA udaya thA aura Apako (sAmanevAle ko) aisA karma bA~dhanA pdd'aa| usakA pratikramaNa karatA hU~ aura phira se aisA nahIM karU~gA ki jisase anya kisI ko mere nimitta se karma bA~dhanA par3e ! jagat kisI ko mokSa meM jAne de aisA nahIM hai| hara tarapha se a~kur3e pratikramaNa se yU~ khIMca hI laayegaa| isalie hama pratikramaNa kareM to a~kur3A chuTa jAyegA, isalie mahAvIra bhagavAna ne AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna ye tIna cIz2e eka hI zabda meM dI hai| dUsarA koI rAstA hI nhiiN| aba khuda pratikramaNa kaba kara sakatA hai? khuda kI jAgRti ho taba, jJAnI purUSa ke pAsa jJAna prApta ho taba yaha jAgRti utpanna hogI / hama pratikramaNa kara leM, phira hama jimmedArI se mukta hue| praznakartA: kisI manuSya ke Upara se hamArA vizvAsa uTha gayA ho, usane hamAre sAtha vizvAsaghAta kiyA ho aura hamArA vizvAsa uTha gayA ho / usa vizvAsa ko punaH sthApita karane ke lie kyA karanA cAhie? 36 dAdAzrI : usake lie jo bure vicAra kiye ho na, unakA pazcAtApa karanA caahie| vizvAsa uTha jAne ke pazcAt hamane jo jo burA vicAra kiye ho, unakA pazcAtApa karanA hogA, phira DhaMga se cala niklegaa| isalie pratikramaNa karane hoNge| 9. nirlepatA, abhAva se phA~sI taka praznakartA: sAmanevAle manuSya ko duHkha huA yaha kaise mAlUma hogA ? dAdAzrI : vaha to usakA ceharA dekhane se mAlUma ho jaaye| cehare para se hAsya calA jaaye| usakA ceharA utara jaaye| ata: turanta mAlUma hogA na ki sAmanevAle ko asara huA hai, aisA mAlUma nahIM par3egA? praznakartA: pdd'egaa| dAdAzrI manuSya meM itanI zakti to hotI hI hai ki sAmanevAle ko kyA huA vaha mAlUma par3e ! praznakartA: paraMtu kaI aise sayAne hote haiM ki cehare para eksaprezana ( hAva-bhAva ) nahIM Ane dete| dAdAzrI : phira bhI hameM to mAlUma hotA haiM ki ye zabda bhArI nikale
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________________ pratikramaNa 37 pratikramaNa haiM hamAre, isalie use lageMge jruur| ata: isa samajhadArI se pratikramaNa kara ddaalnaa| bhArI zabda nikalA ho to hameM mAlUma nahIM hogA ki use lagA hogA?! praznakartA : mAlUma hogaa| dAdAzrI : yaha bhI usake lie karanA nahIM hai| para hamArA abhiprAya usameM nahIM hai| hamAre abhiprAya se dUra hone ke lie hai| pratikramaNa mAne kyA? vaha pahale ke abhiprAya se dUra hone ke lie hai aura pratikramaNa se kyA hotA hai ki, sAmanevAle ko jo asara hotA ho vaha nahIM hogA, bilakula hI nahI hogaa| mana meM taya kareM ki, mujhe samatA bhAva se nipaTArA karanA hai| to usa para asara hogA aura usakA mana aise sudharegA, aura Apa mana meM taya kareM ki isakA aisA kara DAlU~ aura vaisA kara DAlU~ to usake mana meM bhI vaisA hI rIekzana (pratikriyA) hogaa| praznakartA : kisI bhI manuSya ko dutakAra kara phira pachatAvA ho to vaha kyA kahalAye? dAdAzrI : pachatAvA hone para phira datakArane kI Adata chaTa jAyegI. thor3A samaya dutakArakara pachatAvA nahIM kre| aura maiMne kaisA acchA kiyA aisA mAne to vaha narka meM jAne kI nizAnI hai| burA karane ke pazcAt pachatAvA to karanA hI caahie| praznakartA : sAmanevAle kA dila tor3A ho to usase chUTane ke lie kyA kareM? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa kareM, aura vaha sAmane A jAye to kahanA ki bhaiyA, maiM kamaakla hU~, mujha se bhUla ho gii| aisA kahane se usake ghAva bhara jaayeNge| praznakartA : kyA upAya karanA ki jisase dutakAra ke pariNAma bhugatane kI bArI nahIM Aye? dAdAzrI : dutakAra ke lie dUsarA koI upAya nahIM hai, eka pratikramaNa kiyA kareM baar-baar| jaba taka sAmanevAle ke mana kA parivartana nahIM ho taba taka kreN| aura rUbarU mila jAye to phira madhura bhASA meM kSamA mA~ganA ki, 'bhaiyA, mujha se to bhArI bhUla ho gaI, maiM to mUrkha hU~, kamaakla haiN|' isase sAmanevAle ke ghAva bharate jaayeNge| hama khuda kI niMdA kareM to sAmanevAle ko bhalA lage, taba usake ghAva bhreNge| hameM pichale janama kI dutakAra kA pariNAma naz2ara AtA hai| isalie to maiM kahatA hU~ ki, kisI ko dutakAranA nhiiN| majadUra ko bhI dutakAranA nhiiN| are. Akhira sA~pa ho kara bhI badalA legaa| dutakAra se chuTakArA nahIM hai| eka pratikramaNa hI bcaayegaa| praznakartA : kisI ko hama duHkha pahu~cAyeM aura phira pratikramaNa kara leM magara use jabaradasta AghAta, Thesa pahu~cI ho to usase hameM karmabaMdhana hogA na? dAdAzrI: hama usake nAma ke pratikramaNa karate raheM aura use jitanI mAtrA meM duHkha huA ho usI mAtrA meM pratikramaNa karane hoNge| eka jaja ne mujha se kahA ki, 'sAhaba, Apane mujhe jJAna to diyA, aura aba mujhe vahA~ korTa meM dehAntadaMDa kI zikSA karanI yA nahIM?' taba maiMne use kahA, 'dehAntadaMDa kI zikSA nahIM karoge, to usakA kyA karoge?' vaha kahe, 'para majhe doSa lgegaa|' maiMne pUchA, "Apako maiMne 'candulAla' banAyA hai ki 'zuddhAtmA' banAyA hai?" taba usane kahA, 'zuddhAtmA banAyA hai|' to candalAla karate ho to usake Apa jimmedAra nahIM hai| aura jimmedAra honA ho to Apa candulAla haiN| Apa svecchApUrvaka sAjhedAra hote haiM to hameM harja nahIM hai para sAjhedAra mata honaa| phira maiMne use rIta batAI ki Apa yaha kahanA ki, 'he bhagavAna, mere hisse meM yaha kAma kyoM AyA' aura usakA pratikramaNa karanA, dUsare gavarnamenTa (sarakAra) ke kAnUna anusAra kArya karate rhnaa| samajha meM AyA? praznakartA : pratikramaNa karane se chuTA jAye aisA khayAla yadi hama rakheM to saba logoM ko svacchaMdatA kA lAyasansa mila jaayegaa| dAdAzrI : nahIM, aisI samajha mata rakhanA, bAta aisI hI hai| hameM
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________________ pratikramaNa pratikramaNa pratikramaNa karanA hai| pratikramaNa kiyA ki hama mukt| ApakI jimmedArI se Apa mukt| phira vaha ciMtA karake, sira phor3akara, mara bhI jAye, usakA Apako kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| hama se bhI kisI na kisI manuSya ko du:kha ho jAtA hai, hamArI icchA nahIM hotI, phira bhI aba hama se aisA hotA hI nahIM hai, paraMtu kisI ekAdha manuSya ke sAtha ho jAtA hai| aba taka, paMdraha-bIsa sAla meM dotIna manuSyoM ke sAtha huA hogaa| vaha bhI nimitta hogA isalie na? hama pIche phira usakA pratikramaNa karake usa para phira bAr3a lagA deM tAki vaha gira nahIM jaaye| jitanA hamane usako Upara car3hAyA hai vahA~ se nIce nahIM A jAye, usake rakSaNa ke lie saba AdhAra rakha deN| hama saiddhAMtika Thahare, ki bhaiyA, yaha per3a lagAyA, use lagAne ke bAda roDa kI lAinadorI meM AtA ho to roDa ko haTAyeMge magara per3a ko kucha nahIM hone deNge| aisA hamArA siddhAMta hogaa| aise kisI ko girane nahIM dete| praznakartA : koI manuSya bhUla kare, phira hama se kSamA cAhe, hama kSamA kara deM, nahIM mA~gane para bhI mana se kSamA kara deM, kiMtu ghar3I-ghar3I vaha bhUla karatA rahe to hama kyA kareM? dAdAzrI : prema se samajhAyeM, samajhA sakeM utanA samajhAyeM, dUsarA koI upAya nahIM hai aura hamAre hastaka koI sattA nahIM hai| hamAre kSamA karane para hI chuTakArA hai isa saMsAra meN| agara nahIM mAfa karoge to mAra khAkara mAfa karanA par3egA aapko| dUsarA upAya hI nahIM hai| hama samajhAyeM, vaha bArabAra bhUla nahIM kare, aisA bhAva parivartana ho to bahuta ho gyaa| usakA bhAva parivartana ho jAye ki aba bhUla nahIM karanI hai| phira bhI ho jAye yaha alaga bAta hai| laDake ko sabjI lene bhejeM aura vaha usameM se paise sarakA le to phira jAnane se kyA phAyadA hai? vaha to jaisA hai vaisA hI nibAha lenA, use thor3A pheMka deMge? kyA dUsarA lene jAyeMge? dUsarA milegA hI nhiiN| koI becatA thor3e hai? 10. TakarAva ke pratipakSa meM praznakartA : kabhI kabhAra jyAdA, bar3ha-car3hakara takarAra ho gaI ho to, laMbA baMdhana hogaa| usake lie pratikramaNa do-cAra bAra yA adhika bAra karane hoMge yA phira eka bAra karane se kAma cala jAyegA? dAdAzrI : jitanA ho sake itanA kareM aura phira sAmUhika kara ddaaleN| pratikramaNa bahuta sAre ikaTThA ho jAyeM, to sAmUhika pratikramaNa kreN| 'he dAdA bhagavAna! ina sabhI kA maiM sAtha meM pratikramaNa karatA huuN|' phira sulajha gayA saba kuch| jise TakarAva nahIM ho use tIna janama meM maiM mokSa kI gAranTI detA huuN| TakarAva ho jAye to pratikramaNa krnaa| TakarAva pudgala kA hai aura pudgala, pudgala kA TakarAva pratikramaNa se naSTa hotA hai| vaha bhAga karatA ho to hama guNana kareM, isase rakama Ur3a jaayegii| sAmanevAle ke bAre meM socanA ki, 'usane mujhe aisA kahA, vaisA kahA,' yahI gunAha hai| yaha rAha calate samaya khaMbhA TakarAne para usake sAtha kyoM nahIM jhagar3ate? per3a ko jar3a (nizcetana) kyoM kaheMge? jisase coTa lage, ve sabhI hare per3a hI haiM! praznakartA : sthUla TakarAva kA udAharaNa dIjie, phira sUkSma, sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama ke udaahrnn| sUkSma TakarAva kaisA hogA? dAdAzrI : tujhe phAdara (pitAjI) ke sAtha hote haiM ve sAre sUkSma ttkraav| praznakartA : arthAt kaisA kahalAye? dAdAzrI : usameM mAra-pITa karate ho? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : vaha sUkSma ttkraav|
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________________ pratikramaNa pratikramaNa praznakartA : sUkSma mAne mAnasika? vANI se hotA ho vaha bhI sUkSma meM jAyegA? dAdAzrI : vaha sthUla meN| jo sAmanevAle ko mAlUma nahIM par3e, jo naz2ara nahIM Aye, ve sabhI sUkSma meM jaayeN| praznakartA : vaha sUkSma TakarAva TAle kisa taraha? dAdAzrI : pahale sthUla, phira sUkSma, phira sUkSmatara aura bAda meM sUkSmatama TakarAva ttaaleN| praznakartA : sUkSmatara TakarAva kise kaheMge? dAdAzrI : tU kisI ko mAratA ho, aura yaha bhAI jJAna meM dekhe ki maiM zuddhAtmA hU~, yaha vyavasthita mAratA hai| aise saba dekhe para mana se turanta z2arA-sA doSa dekhe, vaha sUkSmatara ttkraav| praznakartA : phira se kaheM, ThIka se samajha meM nahIM aayaa| dAdAzrI : yaha tU sabhI loga ke doSa dekhatA hai na, vaha sUkSmatara TakarAvA praznakartA : arthAt dUsaroM ke doSa dekhanA, vaha sUkSmatara ttkraav| dAdAzrI : aisA nahIM, khuda ne taya kiyA ho ki dUsaroM meM doSa hai hI nahIM aura phira bhI doSa dekhe, ve sUkSmatara ttkraav| aise doSoM kA tujhe patA calanA cAhie, kyoMki vaha hai to zaddhAtmA, aura usakA doSa dekhate praznakartA : mAnasika TakarAva aura jo doSa... dAdAzrI : ve mAnasika nahIM haiN| praznakartA : arthAt yaha sUkSmatara TakarAva ho usa ghar3I sUkSma TakarAva bhI sAtha hI hogA na? dAdAzrI : vaha hameM nahIM dekhanA hai| sUkSma alaga hotA hai aura sUkSmatara alaga hogaa| sUkSmatama mAne to AkhirI baat| praznakartA : eka bAra satsaMga meM hI aisI bAta kI thI ki, candulAla ke sAtha tanmayAkAra honA vaha sUkSmatama TakarAva khlaaye| dAdAzrI : hA~, sUkSmatama TakarAva! use ttaaleN| bhUla se tanmayAkAra ho jAye na! bAda meM mAlUma hotA hai ki, yaha bhUla ho gii| praznakartA : aba kevala zuddhAtmA ke sivA isa saMsAra kI koI bhI vinAzI cIja majhe nahIM caahie| phira bhI yaha candubhAI ko tanmayAkAra avasthA kabhI-kabhAra rahatI hai| ataH vaha sUkSmatara TakarAva huA na? dAdAzrI : vaha to sUkSmatama khlaaye| praznakartA : to vaha TakarAva TAlane kA upAya kevala pratikramaNa hI hai yA aura kucha hai? dAdAzrI : dUsarA koI hathiyAra hai hI nhiiN| praznakartA : paraMtu dAdAjI, hameM pratikramaNa karanA par3e, vaha hamArA aham nahIM kahalAye? dAdAzrI : nahIM, arthAt hameM pratikramaNa nahIM karanA hai| vaha gunAha candabhAI kA hai, zuddhAtmA to jJAtA hai, zuddhAtmA ne gunAha nahIM kiyA hai| isalie 'use' vaha nahIM karanA pdd'taa| kevala gunAha kiyA ho 'use', vaha candubhAI pratikramaNa kareMge aura atikramaNa se hI saMsAra khar3A huA hai| atikramaNa kauna karatA hai? ahaMkAra aura buddhi donoM sAtha milkr| ho? praznakartA : to ve jo mAnasika TakarAva kiye ve? dAdAzrI : ve sabhI to sUkSma meM gye| praznakartA : to ina donoM ke bIca pharka kahA~ par3atA hai? dAdAzrI : yaha to mana se Upara kI bAta hai|
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________________ pratikramaNa 43 pratikramaNa praznakartA : sAmanevAle para zaMkA nahIM karanI ho, phira bhI zaMkA hotI hai to use kaise dUra karanA? dAdAzrI : vahA~ phira usake zuddhAtmA ko yAda karake kSamA maaNgnaa| usakA pratikramaNa krnaa| yaha to pahale bhUleM kI thI isalie zaMkA hotI 11. purUSArtha - prAkRta durguNoM ke sAmane... binA rAga kI to lAipha (jindagI) hI koI gaI nhiiN| jahA~ taka jJAna prApta nahIM hotA, vahA~ taka rAga aura dveSa do hI kiyA karate haiN| tIsarI vastu hI nahIM hotii| praznakartA : kiMtu dAdAjI, dveSa to rAga kA hI pharajaMda hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha pharajaMda usakA hai, paraMtu usakA pariNAma hai, pharajaMda mAne usakA pariNAma hai| rAga adhika mAtrA meM hone se, jisa para rAga hotA hai, vaha eksesa (adhika mAtrA meM) ho jAye, pariNAma svarUpa usa para dveSa hogA phir| koI bhI cIz2a usake pramANa se bAhara jAyegI to hameM apriya hone lagegI aura apriya honA usakA nAma dveSa! AyA samajha meM? praznakartA : hA~, samajha meM aayaa| dAdAzrI : vaha to hameM samajha lenA cAhie ki, hamAre hI rIekzana (pratikriyA) Aye haiM sbhii| hama use (sAmanevAle ko) sammAna se bulAe~, aura hameM lage ki usakA mu~ha phulA huA naz2ara Aye hai to hameM samajha lenA cAhie ki yaha hamArA rIekzana hai| isalie kyA karanA? pratikramaNa krnaa| dUsarA koI upAya nahIM hai saMsAra meM, taba isa saMsAra ke loga kyA karate haiM? usa para apanA mu~ha phulAte haiM Upara se! arthAt phira se jaisA thA vaisA hI saMsAra khar3A kreN| hama zuddhAtmA hue, isalie samajhA-bujhAkara hamArI bhUla eksepTa (svIkAra) karake bhI chor3a denA caahie| hama to jJAnI purUSa hokara bhI sabhI bhUleM eksepTa karake kesa pUrA kara dete haiN| praznakartA : jo IrSyA hotI hai vaha nahIM ho, isalie kyA karanA? dAdAzrI : usake do upAya hai| IrSyA hone ke bAda pazcAtApa karanA aura dUsarA, IrSyA hotI hai vaha IrSyA Apa nahIM krte| IrSyA vaha pUrva janama ke paramANu bhare hue haiN| usako eksepTa (svIkAra) na kreN| usameM tanmayAkAra nahIM hone se IrSyA ur3a jaayeNgii| Apako IrSyA hone para pazcAtApa karanA vahI uttama hai| jaMgala meM jAne para laukika jJAna ke AdhAra para 'Dakaita milegA to?' aise vicAra Aye, athavA zera milegA to kyA hogA? aisA vicAra Aye to usI samaya pratikramaNa kara ddaalnaa| zaMkA huI isalie bigdd'aa| zaMkA nahIM hone denaa| kisI bhI manuSya ke lie kucha bhI zaMkA Aye to pratikramaNa krnaa| zaMkA hI duHkhadAyI hai| zaMkA hone para pratikramaNa karA leN| aura hama Thahare isa brahmAMDa ke svAmI, hameM zaMkA kyoM hogI?! manuSya haiM isalie zaMkA to hogii| lekina bhUla huI ataH naqada pratikramaNa kara leN| jisake lie zaMkA huI usakA pratikramaNa krnaa| varanA zaMkA Apako khA jaayegii| kisIke lie jarA-sA bhI ulaTA-sulaTA vicAra AyA ki, turanta use dho ddaalnaa| vaha vicAra yadi thor3I dera ke lie rahegA to sAmanevAle ko pahu~ca jAyegA aura phira aMkurita hogaa| cAra ghaMTe, bAraha ghaMTe yA do dina ke bAda use asara hogaa| isalie spaMdana kA bahAva usa ora nahIM jAnA caahie| hamezA kisI bhI bure kArya kA pachatAvA karoge, to usa kArya kA phala bAraha Ane naSTa ho hI jAtA hai| phira jalI haI rassI hotI hai na. usake jaisA phala degaa| usa jalI huI rassI ko agale janama meM aise hI hAtha meM lene se hI vaha ur3a jaayegii| koI bhI kriyA yU~ hI vyartha jAtI hI nahIM hai| pratikramaNa karane se vaha rassI jala jAtI hai paraMtu usakI DijhAina (AkRti) vaisI kI vaisI hI rahatI hai| kiMtu agale janama meM kyA karanA par3egA? aise hI jhAr3ane se ur3a jaayegii|
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________________ pratikramaNa pratikramaNa praznakartA : Apane sabere 'cAya' pIte samaya kahA ki hamane pratyAkhyAna karane ke bAda cAya pI hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, vaise 'cAya' to maiM pItA nahIM hU~, phira bhI pIne ke saMyoga A milate haiM aura anivArya rUpa se khar3A hotA hai| taba kyA karanA par3atA hai? yadi pratyAkhyAna kiye binA jo pIlU~ to 'vaha' A cipkegii| isalie tela lagAkara raMgavAlA pAnI uNddelnaa| hA~, hama pratyAkhyAnarUpI tela lagAyeM, phira hare raMgavAlA pAnI u~Dele paraMtu bhItara cipakatA nhiiN| isalie pratyAkhyAna karane ke pazcAt maiMne cAya pI! yaha itanA samajhane jaisA hai| pratyAkhyAna karake kIjie yaha sb| samajha meM AyA na? pratikramaNa to jaba atikramaNa ho taba kiijie| cAya pInI pdd'e| vaha atikramaNa nahIM khlaataa| vaha to pratyAkhyAna nahIM karoge to, tela nahIM lagAne para thor3A cipaka jaayegaa| aba tela lagAkara hI karanA saba! 12. chUTe vyasana, jJAnI ke kahe anusAra praznakartA : mujhe sigareTa pIne kI burI Adata par3a gaI hai| dAdAzrI : to usake bAre meM 'tU' aisA rakhanA, ki yaha galata hai, burI cIz2a hai, aisaa| aura yadi koI kahe ki sigareTa kyoM pIte ho? to usakI taraphadArI mata krnaa| burA hai, aisA khnaa| yA to yaha merI kamajorI hai, aisA kahanA to kisI dina chUTegI varanA vaha nahIM chuuttegii| hama bhI pratikramaNa karate haiM na, abhiprAya se mukta honA hI caahie| abhiprAya raha jAne meM harja hai| pratikramaNa kare to vaha manuSya uttama se uttama vastu pA gyaa| arthAt yaha TeknikalI hai| sAyanTiphikalI usameM jarUrata nahIM rahatI lekina TeknikalI jarUrata hai| praznakartA : sAyanTiphikalI kaise? dAdAzrI : sAyanTiphikalI phira usakA vaha DiscArja hai, phira use jarUrata hI kyA hai?! kyoMki Apa alaga haiM aura vaha alaga hai| itanI sArI zaktiyA~ nahIM haiM una logoM kI! pratikramaNa nahIM karane se vaha abhiprAya raha jAtA hai| aura Apane pratikramaNa kiyA isalie abhiprAya se alaga hue, yaha bAta caukasa hai na?! kyoMki jitanA abhiprAya rahegA. utanA mana rhegaa| kyoMki mana abhiprAya se baMdhA huA hai| hamane kyA kahA ki abhI vyasanI ho gayA hai usakA mujhe virodha nahIM hai, para jo vyasana huA ho, usakA bhagavAna se pratikramaNa karanA ki he bhagavAna! yaha zarAba nahIM pInI cAhie. phira bhI pItA huuN| usakI mAfI mA~gatA huuN| yaha phira se nahIM pIne kI zakti denaa| itanA karanA bhaiyaa| taba loga virodha uThAte haiM ki tU zarAba kyoM pItA hai? are, tU use aisA karake jyAdA bigAr3atA hai| usakA ahita kara rahA hai| maiMne kyA kahA, tU kitanA bhI bar3A gunAha karake AyA ho, to isa taraha pratikramaNa krnaa| hameM azAtA kama hogii| dekhie na, hameM mahInA bhara kaisA rahA ki dAdAjI ko eksiDanTa kA samaya aayaa| phira jo huA, mAnoM dIyA bujhanevAlA ho aisA ho gayA thaa| praznakartA : aisA kucha honevAlA nahIM hai, daadaajii| dAdAzrI : nahIM, aisA nahIM, 'hIrAbA' (dAdAjI kI dharmapatnI) gayIM to, 'yaha' (e.ema.paTela) nahIM jAnevAle? vaha to kauna-sA vedanIya karma AyA? praznakartA : azAtA vedniiy| dAdAzrI : loga samajhate haiM ki hameM vedanIya hai, lekina hameM vedanIya chUe nahIM, tIrthaMkaroM ko bhI chUe nhiiN| hameM hIrAbA ke jAne kA kheda nahIM hai| hameM asara hI nahIM hotA kucha, logoM ko aisA lage ki hameM vedanIya AyA, azAtA vedanIya aayaa| kiMtu hameM to eka minaTa, eka sekanDa bhI azAtA chuI nahIM hai, ye bIsa sAla se! aura yahI vijJAna maiMne Apako diyA
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________________ pratikramaNa 48 pratikramaNa hai| aura yadi Apa kacce paDeM to ApakA nukasAna / samajhadArI se kacce par3ate hI nahIM na kabhI?! praznakartA : aMbAlAlabhAI ko to chUe na? 'dAdA bhagavAna' ko to vedanIya karma nahIM chuutaa| dAdAzrI : nahIM, kisI ko bhI nahIM chuutaa| aisA yaha vijJAna hai| chUtA ho to pAgala hI ho jAye na? yaha to nAsamajhI ke duHkha hai| samajhadArI ho to isa phAila ko bhI nahIM chuue| kisI ko bhI nahIM chuue| jo bhI duHkha hai vaha nAsamajhI kA hI hai| yaha jJAna yadi samajha le na, to du:kha hI kyoM hogA? azAtA bhI nahIM hogI aura zAtA bhI nahIM hogii| 13. vimukti, Arta-raudra dhyAna se praznakartA : ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna kSaNa-kSaNa hote hI rahate haiM. to ArtadhyAna kise kaheM aura raudradhyAna kise kaheM, isakA jarA spaSTIkaraNa kara diijie| dAdAzrI : khuda, khuda ko hI, kisI ko bIca meM lAye binA, kisI ko golI nahIM lage, aise samhalakara khuda apane Apa duHkha jhelatA rahe vaha ArtadhyAna hai aura anya kisI ko golI dAga deM vaha raudradhyAna hai| ArtadhyAna to khuda ko jJAna nahIM ho aura 'maiM candulAla hU~' aisA ho jAye, aura mujhe aisA hogA to kyA hogA? lar3akiyA~ caubIsa sAla kI hone para byAhanI pdd'e| para yaha pA~ca sAla kI ho taba se ciMtA kare, vaha ArtadhyAna kiyA khlaaye| AyA samajha meM? khuda ke lie ulaTA socanA, ulaTA karanA, khuda kI gAr3I calegI yA nahIM calegI, bImAra hue aura mara jAyeMge to kyA hogA, yaha saba ArtadhyAna khlaaye| raudradhyAna to hama dUsaroM ke lie kalpanA kareM ki isane merA nukasAna kiyA, vaha saba raudradhyAna khlaaye| aura dUsaroM ke lie vicAra kareM, dUsaroM kA kucha na kucha nukasAna ho aisA vicAra AyA, to vaha raudradhyAna huA khlaaye| mana meM vicAra AyA ki kapar3A khIMcakara denaa| to khIMcakara denA kahA taba se hI grAhakoM ke hAtha meM kama kapar3A jAyegA aisI kalpanA kI aura usase jyAdA paise mAra leMge aisI kalpanA kI, vaha raudradhyAna khlaaye| dUsaroM kA nukasAna karane kA dhyAna, vaha raudradhyAna khlaaye| aba jabaradasta raudradhyAna kiyA ho, lekina pratikramaNa se vaha ArtadhyAna ho jAtA hai| do vyaktiyoM ne eka hI taraha se raudradhyAna kiyA ho, donoM ne kahA ki, 'phalA~ ko maiM mAra ddaaluuNgaa|' aise do vyaktiyoM ne mArane kA bhAva kiyA, vaha raudradhyAna khlaaye| kiMtu eka ghara jAkara pachatAvA kare ki 'maiMne aisA bhAva kyoM kiyA?' isalie vaha ArtadhyAna ho gayA aura vaha dUsare bhAI ko raudradhyAna rhaa| arthAt pachatAvA karane para raudradhyAna bhI ArtadhyAna ho jAtA hai| pachatAvA karane para narkagati aTaka kara tiryaca gati hotI hai| aura adhika pachatAvA kareM to dharmadhyAna hotA hai| eka bAra pachatAvA karane para ArtadhyAna hogA aura bAra-bAra pachatAvA karatA rahe to dharmadhyAna ho jaayegaa| arthAt kriyA vahI kI vahI, para dhyAna badalatA rahatA hai| praznakartA : 'hama' khuda alaga raha kara pratikramaNa karavAyeM to vaha kyA huA kahalAye? dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, hama zuddhAtmA hue, magara isa pudgala kA chuTakArA honA cAhie na? isalie jaba taka usake pAsa pratikramaNa nahIM karAoge taba taka chuTakArA nahIM hogaa| arthAt jaba taka pudgala ko dharmadhyAna meM nahIM rakhoge taba taka chuTakArA nahIM hogaa| kyoMki pudgala ko zukladhyAna hotA nahIM hai| isalie pudgala ko dharmadhyAna meM rkhie| ata: bAra-bAra pratikramaNa krvaayeN| jitanI bAra ArtadhyAna ho, utanI bAra pratikramaNa krvaayeN| ArtadhyAna honA vaha pUrva kI ajJAnatA hai isalie ho jAtA hai| to 'hameM usake pAsa pratikramaNa karavAnA hai|
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________________ pratikramaNa pratikramaNa praznakartA : dUsaroM ke doSa dekhane se ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna hotA hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha dUsaroM ke doSa dekhane kA mAla bhItara bharakara AyA hai, isalie aisA dekhegaa| phira bhI vaha khuda doSa meM nahIM aataa| use pratikramaNa karanA cAhie ki aisA kyoM hotA hai? aisA nahIM honA caahie| basa itanA hii| vaha to jaisA mAla bharA hogA vaisA niklegaa| use hama bharA huA mAla' aisA sAmAnya bhASA meM kahate haiN| aba rAta ko dasa-bAraha vyakti Aye aura 'candubhAI hai kyA?' aisA kahakara AvAz2a deN| Apake gA~va se Aye ho aura unameM eka-do Apake pahacAnavAle ho, aura dUsare unake pahacAnavAle ho, aura unake AvAz2a dene para rAta ke sAr3he gyAraha baje Apa una logoM ko kyA kaheMge? daravAjA kholeMge yA nahIM kholeMge? aba phira bhI hama kyA kaheMge? hamAre saMskAra choDeMge nahIM na? dhIre se kaheM ki, 'thor3I... thor3I... thor3I...' are magara kyA thor3I? taba kaheM, thor3I-sI cAya... taba aise khulA kahanevAle hote haiM ve kaheMge, 'candubhAI, isa vakta cAya rahane dIjie, isa vakta khicar3I-kar3hI banAie, bahuta ho gyaa|' aba dekho terI gharavAlI kI hAlata ! rasoIghara meM huDadaMga maca jAyegA na? aba bhagavAna kI AjJA kyA hai? jise mokSa meM jAnA hai use kyA karanA cAhie? isa vaqta kahA~ se Tapake, aisA bhAva A hI jAyegA manuSya ko; isa samaya to isa duSamakAla kA dabAva aisA hai, vAtAvaraNa aisA hai, ataH use (aisA vicAra) A jaayegaa| raIsa hogA use bhI A jaayegaa| aba yaha tU kisa lie bhItara aisA citrita karatA hai? bAhara acchA dikhAvA karatA hai aura bhItara ulaTA citrita karatA hai| arthAt hama yaha jo acchI taraha se bulAte haiM vaha pichale avatAra kA phala bhugatate haiM aura yaha aMdara ke hisAba se 'isa vakta kahA~ se ttpke'| (aisA mana meM bhAva bigAr3akara) ulaTA bA~dhate haiN| aise naye agale janama kA karma bA~dhate haiN| ataH vahA~ usa vakta hama bhagavAna se kSamA mA~gakara kaheM ki, bhagavAna, merI bhUla ho gii| isa vAtAvaraNa ke dabAva meM Akara bola gayA paraMtu merI aisI icchA nahIM hai| ve bhale hI rheN| aise Apa poMcha deM, vaha ApakA purUSArtha khlaaye| aisA hogA to sahI, aisA to bar3e-bar3e saMyamadhAriyoM ko bhI hogaa| yaha kAla aisA vicitra hai| kiMtu yadi Apa poMcha deM to Apako aisA phala milegaa| praznakartA : sAmAnyatayA eka ghaMTe meM pA~ca-pacIsa atikramaNa ho jAte praznakartA : hA~, kholeNge| dAdAzrI : aura phira kyA kaheMge, una logoM ko? vApasa jAIye aisA kaheMge? praznakartA : nahIM, nahIM, vApasa jAIye, aisA kaise kaha sakate haiM? dAdAzrI : taba kyA kahoMge? praznakartA : aMdara bulAyeMge hm| 'Aie aNdr'| dAdAzrI : 'Aie, padhArie, pdhaarie|' hamAre yaha saMskAra hai na? isalie 'Aie, padhArie' kaheMge, sabhI ko sophAseTa para bitthaaeNge| sophe para baccA soyA par3A ho to jaladI-jaladI uThA leMge aura sophe para bitthaaeNge| kiMtu mana meM aisA hogA ki, 'mue, ye isa vaqta kahA~ se Aye?!' aba yaha ArtadhyAna nahIM hai, raudradhyAna hai| sAmanevAle manuSya ke prati hama yaha bhAva bigAr3e; ArtadhyAna to khuda apanI hI pIDA bhagatanA use kahate hai| yaha to dUsaroM kI pIDA khuda ke Upara lekara dUsaroM para yaha 'blema' (Aropa) lagAyA, 'isa vakta kahA~ se Tapake?' dAdAzrI : ve ikaTThA karake kareM, eka sAtha bhI ho sakate haiN| ve sAre pratikramaNa ikaTThe karatA hU~, kheN| praznakartA : vaha kaise karanA? kyA kahanA?
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________________ pratikramaNa pratikramaNa dAdAzrI : ye saba bahuta atikramaNa ho gaye haiM isalie inakA sAmUhika pratikramaNa karatA huuN| doSa bolakara ki isa doSa ke sAmUhika pratikramaNa karatA hU~, khnaa| ataH hala nikala aayaa| aura phira bhI bAkI rahA to use dho ddaaleNge| Age dho deNge| lekina usa para samaya mata gNvaanaa| samaya bigAr3ane se to sArA kA sArA (pratikramaNa) hI raha jaayegaa| gutthiyA~ ulajhAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai| 14. nikAle kaSAya kI koTharI meM se praznakartA : kisI para bahuta gussA AyA, phira bolakara baMda ho gaye, bAda meM yaha jo bolanA huA isalie jI bAra-bAra jalA kare to usameM eka se jyAdA pratikramaNa karane hoMge? dAdAzrI : usameM do-tIna bAra sacce dila se kareM aura ekadama caukasa huA to samApta ho gyaa| 'he dAdA bhagavAna! bhayaMkara bAdhA aaii| jabaradasta krodha huaa| sAmanevAle ko kitanA duHkha huA! usakI mAfI mA~gatA hU~, ApakI sAkSI meM bahuta jabaradasta mAfI mA~gatA huuN|' praznakartA : kisI ke sAtha jarUrata se jyAdA vivAda ho gayA. to usase mana meM aMtara bar3hatA jAtA hai| aura kisI ke sAtha kabhI ekAdhado bAra vivAda ho jAye, to usameM do-cAra bAra, aise adhika bAra pratikramaNa karane hoMge ki eka bAra karane se saba kA samAviSTa ho jAyegA? dAdAzrI : vaha nAbUda ho ki nahIM ho, yaha hameM nahIM dekhnaa| hama to apane hI kapar3e dho kara svaccha rheN| Apako mana meM nahIM bhAtA phira bhI ho jAtA hai na? praznakartA : krodha ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : isalie hameM use nahIM dekhanA, hameM pratikramaNa karanA hai| hama kaheM ki, 'candubhAI, pratikramaNa kiijie|' phira ve jaise kapar3A bigar3A hogA, aisA dho DAleMge! Apa bahuta duvidhA meM nahIM pdd'naa| varanA hamArA phira se bigdd'egaa| praznakartA : aba niMdA kI, taba bhale use jAgRti nahIM hotI, niMdA huI ki gussA AyA usa samaya niMdA ho jAtI hai| dAdAzrI : use hI kaSAya kahate haiN| kaSAya huA mAne dUsare ke aMkuza meM A gyaa| usa samaya vaha bole, paraMtu phira bhI vaha jAnatA ho ki, yaha galata ho rahA hai| kabhI mAlUma ho aura kabhI bilakula hI mAlUma nahIM ho, aise hI calA jaaye| phira thor3I dera bAda mAlUma ho| arthAt huA usa ghar3I 'jAnatA' thaa| praznakartA : hamAre oNphisa meM tIna-cAra sekreTarI haiN| unheM kaheM ki aise karanA hai, eka bAra, do bAra, cAra bAra, pA~ca bAra kahane para bhI vahI kI vahI galatI karate rheN| taba phira gussA Aye, to kyA kare usakA? dAdAzrI : Apa to zuddhAtmA ho gaye haiN| aba Apako to gussA kahA~ AtA hai? gussA to candulAla ko aayegaa| usa candulAla se phira hama kaheM, aba to dAdAjI mileM haiM, jarA gussA kama kIjie na! praznakartA : lekina una sekreTariyoM meM kucha impruva (sudhAra) nahIM hotaa| to unakA kyA kareM? sekreTarI se kucha kahanA to par3egA na, varanA ve to vaisI kI vaisI bhUla kiyA kareMgI, ve kAma barAbara nahIM krtiiN| dAdAzrI : vaha to hama 'candubhAI se' kaheM, ki unako DA~Tie, jarA samabhAva se nikAla karake ddaaNttie| yU~ hI nATayAtmaka rUpa se DA~TanA ki, dAdAzrI : jitanA ho sake utanA karanA aura aMta meM sAmuhika kara denaa| bahuta sAre pratikramaNa karane ikaTThe ho jAyeM to sAmuhika pratikramaNa karanA ki ina sabhI karmoM ke pratikramaNa mujha se alaga alaga nahIM hote| ina sabhI kA sAtha meM pratikramaNa karatA huuN| hameM dAdA bhagavAna se kaha denA, vaha pahu~ca gyaa| praznakartA : hama sAmanevAle para krodha kareM phira turanta hama pratikramaNa kara leM, phira bhI hamAre krodha kA asara sAmanevAle manuSya para se turanta to nAbUda nahIM hotA na?
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________________ pratikramaNa 54 pratikramaNa kI gairahAjirI meM bhoktA haiM, isalie yaha miTa jaaye| aura isa saMsAra meM loga kartA kI hAjirI meM bhoktA haiN| isalie pratikramaNa karane para use thor3A DhIlA hogA, paraMtu ur3a nahIM jaayegaa| phala diye binA rahatA nahIM aura Apako to vaha karma hI ur3a jaayegaa| aisA saba karogI to tumhArI sarvisa (naukarI) calI jaayegii| praznakartA : lekina usa samaya usako duHkha hogA aura Apane kahA hai, ki dUsaroM ko du:kha mata denaa| dAdAzrI : duHkha nahIM hogaa| kyoMki jaba hama nATayAtmaka rUpa se boleMge to unheM duHkha nahIM hogA, sirpha unake mana meM jAgRti AyegI, unake nizcaya badala jaayeNge| hama duHkha nahIM dete haiN| duHkha to kaba hogA? yadi hamArA irAdA duHkha dene kA hogA na, ki unako sIdhI kara DAlU~, to unheM du:kha utpanna hogaa| kisI ke doSa nahIM dikhe to samajhanA ki 'sarva viratI' pada hai, saMsAra meM rahane para bhI! aisA yaha 'akrama vijJAna kA' 'sarva viratI' pada alaga taraha kA hai| saMsAra meM baiThe, sira meM tela DAlate, kAna meM itra kA phAyA DAlakara ghUmatA ho phira bhI use kisI kA doSa naz2ara nahIM aayegaa| vItadveSa* huA vaha ekAvatArI kahalAtA hai| vItadveSa meM jise kaccA rahA ho, unake do-cAra avatAra hoNge| 15. bhAva ahiMsA kI Dagara para... praznakartA : mokSa meM jAne se pahale, kisI bhI jIva ke sAtha lenadena ho to hama usake pratikramaNa kiyA kareM to hameM chuTakArA mila jAye? dAdAzrI : haaN| krodha kA jJAtA-dRSTA rahe, isalie zuddha ho kara krodha calA gyaa| ve paramANu zuddha hokara cale gye| jJAtA-draSTA rahanA utanA ApakA pharja hai| praznakartA : krodha karane ke pazcAt pratikramaNa kareM to vaha puruSArtha kahalAyeM yA parAkrama? dAdAzrI : vaha puruSArtha kahalAye, parAkrama nahIM khlaataa| praznakartA : taba phira parAkrama kise kaheMge? dAdAzrI : parAkrama to isa puruSArtha se bhI Upara jaayegaa| aura yaha parAkrama nahIM hai| yaha to jalana hotI ho aura davAI lagAyeM. usameM parAkrama kahA~ se AyA? una sabako jAne, aura yaha jAnanevAlA usako jAne usakA nAma praakrm| aura pratikramaNa kareM usakA nAma puruussaarth| AkhirakAra yaha pratikramaNa karate karate saba zabdoM kA jaMjAla kama hotA jaayegaa| saba kama hotA jAyegA apane aap| niyama se hI saba kama hotA jaayegaa| kudaratI rUpa se saba baMda ho jaaye| pahalA ahaMkAra jAye, phira bAkI saba jaaye| saba apane-apane ghara cle| aura bhItara ThaMDaka hai| aba bhItara ThaMDaka hai praznakartA : para usake lie kyA bolanA? dAdAzrI : jina-jina jIvoM ko mujha se kucha bhI duHkha ho, ve sabhI mujhe kSamA kreN| praznakartA : jIvamAtra? dAdAzrI : jIvamAtra ko| praznakartA : arthAt usameM phira vAyukAya, teukAya sabhI jIva A jAyeM? na? pratikramaNa se sAre karma miTa jaayeN| kartA kI gairahAjirI hai, isalie sarvathA miTa jaayeN| kartA kI gairahAjirI meM ye karma hama bhugata rahe haiN| kartA dAdAzrI : vaha saba bole, isalie usameM sabhI A jaaye| praznakartA : kisI jIva kI anajAne meM hiMsA ho jAye to kyA kareM? * AtmajJAna pAne ke bAda AjJApAlana karanevAle kI dazA
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________________ pratikramaNa 55 pratikramaNa dAdAzrI : anajAne meM hiMsA ho jAye kiMtu mAlUma hone para hameM turanta hI pazcAtApa honA cAhie, ki aisA na ho| phira se aisA na ho usakI jAgRti rkhnaa| aisA hamArA udezya rkhnaa| bhagavAna ne kahA thA, kisI ko mAranA nahIM hai aisA dRDha bhAva rkhnaa| kisI jIva ko jarA-sA bhI duHkha nahIM denA hai, aisI hararoja pA~ca bAra bhAvanA krnaa| 'mana, vacana, kAyA se kisI jIva ko kiMcitmAtra duHkha na ho' aisA pA~ca bAra sabere bola kara saMsArI prakriyA zurU krnaa| ata: jimmedArI kama ho jaayegii| kyoMki bhAva karane kA adhikAra hai, vaha kriyA apanI sattA meM nahIM hai| praznakartA : bhUla se ho gayA ho to bhI pApa lagegA na? dAdAzrI : bhUla se Aga meM hAtha DAleM to kyA hogA? praznakartA : jala jaaye| dAdAzrI : choTA baccA nahIM jalegA? praznakartA : jlegaa| dAdAzrI : vaha bhI jalegA? arthAt kucha chor3egA nhiiN| anajAne meM kIjie yA jAnabUjha kara kIjie, kucha chor3egA nhiiN| praznakartA : kisI mahAtmA ko jJAna ke pazcAt, rAta meM macchara kATateM ho to vaha rAta meM jAgakara mArane lage, to use kyA kaheMge? dAdAzrI : vaha bhAva bigar3A khlaaye| jJAna jAgRti nahIM khlaaye| praznakartA : vaha hiMsaka bhAva kahalAye? dAdAzrI : hiMsaka bhAva to kyA, para jaisA thA vaisA ho gayA khlaaye| lekina bAda meM pratikramaNa kare to dhula jaayegaa| praznakartA : dUsare dina phira aisA hI kare to? dAdAzrI : are, sau bAra kare to bhI pratikramaNa se dhula jaayegaa| mAra DAlane ko to socanA bhI nhiiN| koI bhI cIz2a anukUla na Aye to use bAhara chor3a aanaa| tIrthaMkaroM ne 'mAra' zabda hI nikAla bAhara kiyA thaa| 'mAra' zabda kA uccAraNa bhI nahIM karanA, kahate haiN| 'mAra' jokhimavAlA zabda hai, itanA sArA ahiMsAmaya, itanI mAtrA meM paramANu ahiMsaka hone caahie| praznakartA : bhAvahiMsA aura dravyahiMsA kA phala eka hI prakAra kA AyegA? dAdAzrI : bhAvahiMsA kI phoTo dUsarA koI nahIM dekha sakatA aura jo sinemA kI taraha yaha jo bAhara calatA hai na, use hama dekhate haiM vaha saba dravyahiMsA hai| bhAvahiMsA meM to vaise sUkSma (bhItara) barate aura dravyahiMsA to najara aaye| pratyakSa, mana-vacana-kAyA se jo jagat meM dikhAI par3atA hai, vaha dravya hiMsA hai| Apa kaheM ki jIvoM ko bacAne jaisA hai, phira bace yA na bace, usake jimmedAra Apa nahIM haiM! Apa kaheM ki ye jIvoM ko bacAne jaisA hai, Apako sirpha itanA hI karanA hai| phira hiMsA ho gaI, usake jimmedAra Apa nahIM hai ! hiMsA huI usakA pachatAvA-pratikramaNa karanA, phira jimmedArI sArI calI gii| praznakartA : ApakI kitAba meM paDhA ki, 'mana, vacana, kAyA se kisI jIva ko kiMcitmAtra du:kha nahIM ho' paraMtu hama to Thahare kisAna, isalie taMbAku kI phasala ugAte haiM, taba hameM pratyeka paudhe kI koMpala, mAne usakI garadana tor3anI par3atI hai| to isase usako duHkha to huA na? usakA pApa to lagegA hI na? aise lAkhoM paudhoM kI garadane kucala dete haiN| to isa pApa kA nivAraNa kisa taraha kiyA jAye? dAdAzrI: yaha to bhItara mana meM aisA honA cAhie ki aisA dhaMdhA hamAre hisse meM kahA~ se AyA? basa itanA hii| paudhe kI koMpala kaatte| kiMtu mana meM pazcAtApa honA caahie| aisA dhaMdhA nahIM karanA cAhie, aisA mana meM honA cAhie, bs| praznakartA : kiMtu yaha pApa to hogA hI na?
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________________ pratikramaNa 57 dAdAzrI : vaha to hogA hii| vaha Apako nahIM dekhanA hai| hotA rahatA hai vaha pApa nahIM dekhanA yaha nahIM honA cAhie aisA Apako taya karane kA, nizcaya karanA caahie| yaha dhaMdhA kyoM milA? dUsarA acchA milA hotA to hama aisA nahIM krte| pahale pazcAtApa nahIM hotaa| yaha jAnA nahIM ho na vahA~ taka pazcAtApa nahIM hotaa| khuza hokara paudhe ukhAr3a pheNke| Apako samajha meM baiThatA hai? hamAre kahane ke mutAbika krnaa| ApakI sArI jimmedArI hamArI paudhA ukhAr3a pheMke usameM harja nahIM hai, pazcAtApa honA cAhie ki yaha mere hisse meM kahA~ se AyA? | khetIbAr3I meM jIva-jantu mareMge usakA doSa to lgegaa| isalie khetIbAr3IvAloM ko pratidina pA~ca-dasa minaTa bhagavAna se prArthanA karanI cAhie ki ye doSa hue usakI mAfI cAhatA huuN| kisAna se kahate haiM ki tU yaha dhaMdhA karatA hai usameM jIva marate haiM, usakA isa taraha pratikramaNa krnaa| tU jo galata karatA hai usameM mujhe harja nahIM hai paraMtu tU usakA isa taraha pratikramaNa kara / praznakartA: Apane vaha vAkya kahA thA ki kisI jIvamAtra ko mana, vacana, kAyA se duHkha na ho| itanA sabere bole to calegA yA nahIM calegA? dAdAzrI : vaha pA~ca bAra bole to calegA, paraMtu yaha isa taraha bolanA hogA ki paise ginate samaya jaisI sthiti ho, usa taraha rupaye ginate samaya jaisI citta kI avasthA ho, jaisA aMtaHkaraNa ho aisA bolate samaya rakhanA pdd'egaa| 16. duHkhadAyI vaira kI vasUlI.... praznakartA: hama pratikramaNa na kareM to phira kisI samaya sAmanevAle ke sAtha cukatA karane jAnA par3egA na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, use cukatA nahIM karanA hai| hama baMdhana meM rhe| sAmanevAle se hameM kucha lenA-denA nhiiN| praznakartA: kiMtu hameM cukatA karanA par3egA na? pratikramaNa dAdAzrI : isase hama hI ba~dhe hue haiN| isalie hameM pratikramaNa karanA caahie| pratikramaNa se miTa jaaye| isalie to Apako hathiyAra diyA hai na, pratikramaNa ! 58 praznakartA: hama pratikramaNa kareM aura baira chor3a deM paraMtu sAmanevAlA baira rakhe to ? dAdAzrI : bhagavAna mahAvIra para kitane sAre loga rAga karate the aura dveSa rakhate the, usameM mahAvIra ko kyA ? vItarAga ko kucha chUegA nahIM / vItarAga mAne zarIra para binA tela lagAye bAhara ghUmate haiM aura anya sabhI tela lagAkara ghUmate haiN| isalie telavAloM ko saba dhUla lgegii| praznakartA: ina do vyaktiyoM ke bIca jo baira baMdhatA hai, rAga-dveSa hotA hai, aba usameM maiM khuda pratikramaNa karake mukta ho jAU~, paraMtu dUsarA vyakti baira nahIM chor3atA, to vaha phira agale janama meM Akara usa rAgadveSa kA hisAba to pUrA karegA na? kyoMki usane to apanA baira chor3A nahIM hai na? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa se usakA baira kama ho jaayegaa| eka bAra meM pyAz2a kI eka parata jAyegI, dUsarI parata, jitanI parateM hoMgI utanI jaayeNgii| Apako samajha meM AyA? praznakartA: pratikramaNa kare usI samaya hI atikramaNa ho jAye to kyA kare? dAdAzrI : phira thor3I dera ke bAda krnaa| hama AtizabAz2I bujhAne gaye taba eka paTAkhA aura chUTA to hama phira se jaayeN| phira thor3I dera ke bAda phira se bujhAnA, aise to paTAkhe chUTate hI rheNge| usIkA nAma saMsAra / vaha ulaTA kare, apamAna kare taba bhI hama rakSA kreNge| eka bhAI mere sAtha ghRSTatApUrvaka peza Aye the| maiMne sabhI se kahA, eka akSara bhI ulaTA mata socnaa| aura ulaTA vicAra Aye to pratikramaNa krnaa| ve acche AdamI haiM kiMtu ve loga kisake adhIna haiM? kaSAyoM ke adhIna haiN| ve AtmA ke
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________________ pratikramaNa 59 adhIna nahIM haiN| jo AtmA ke adhIna hogA vaha aisA sAmane nahIM bolegA / ataH kaSAya ke adhIna manuSya kisI bhI taraha kA gunAha kare vaha kSamA ke pAtra hai| vaha khuda ke adhIna hI nahIM becArA ! vaha kaSAya kare usa samaya hameM DhIlA chor3a denA caahie| varanA usa ghar3I saba ulaTa-pulaTa kara degA / kaSAya ke adhIna mAne udayakarma ke adhIna, jaisA udaya hogA vaisA phiregaa| 17. mUla, abhiprAya kA sAmanevAlA kaisA bhI bhAva, acchA yA burA bhAva lekara Apake pAsa AyA ho, lekina usake sAtha kaise peza AnA vaha Apako dekhanA hai / sAmanevAle kI prakRti Ter3hI ho to usa Ter3hI prakRti ke sAtha mAthApaccI nahIM karanI caahie| prakRti se hI vaha cora ho, hama dasa sAla se usakI corI dekhateM hoM aura vaha Akara hamAre paira chUe to kyA hameM usakA vizvAsa karanA cAhie ? nahIM, corI karanevAle ko hama kSamA kara deM ki jA tujhe chor3a diyA, hamAre mana meM tere lie koI durbhAva nahIM hai, lekina usakA vizvAsa nahIM kara sakate aura phira usakA saMga bhI nahIM kara skte| yadyapi saMga kiyA aura phira vizvAsa nahIM kiyA to vaha bhI gunAha hai| vAstava meM saMga karanA hI nahIM cAhie aura kiyA to usake prati pUrvagraha nahIM rakhanA caahie| jo hogA vaha sahI aisA rkheN| praznakartA: phira bhI ulaTA abhiprAya ho jAye to kyA karanA ? dAdAzrI : ho jAye to mAfI mA~ga leN| jisake lie ulaTA abhiprAya ho gayA ho usakI mAfI mA~ga leN| praznakartA: acchA abhiprAya denA yA nahIM denA? dAdAzrI : koI abhiprAya hI mata deN| aura agara de diyA to use miTA deMge hama miTAne kA sAdhana haiM, Apake paas| AlocanA-pratikramaNapratyAkhyAna kA amogha 'shstr'| praznakartA: gAr3ha abhiprAya kaise miTAye ? 60 pratikramaNa dAdAzrI : jaba se taya kiyA ki miTAne haiM, taba se ve miTane zurU ho jaayeNge| bahuta gAr3ha ho unheM pratidina do-do ghaMTe ukhAr3ate raheM to ve miTa jaayeNge| AtmaprApti ke pazcAt purUSArtha dharma prApta huA kahalAye, aura purUSArtha dharma parAkrama taka pahu~ca sake, jo kaise bhI avarodha ko ukhAr3akara pheMka ske| kiMtu eka bAra samajha lenA cAhie ki isa kAraNa se yaha paidA huA hai, phira usake pratikramaNa kreN| abhiprAya na bAMdhA jAye itane jarA sAvadha rhie| sabase jyAdA saMbhalanA hai abhiprAya se aura koI harja nahIM hai| kisI ko dekhane ke pahale hI abhiprAya bAMdhA jAye, yaha saMsAra jAgRti itanI bhArI hai ki abhiprAya bAMdhA hI jaaye| isalie abhiprAya hote hI use miTA deN| abhiprAya ke bAre meM bahuta sAvadhAna rahane kI jarUrata hai| arthAt abhiprAya baMdhege jarUra, para turanta hameM miTA denA caahie| prakRti abhiprAya bAMdhatI hai aura prajJAzakti abhiprAya se chUr3AtI rahatI hai| prakRti abhiprAya bAMdhatI rahegI, kucha samaya taka bAMdha bAMdha karegI lekina hama unheM miTAte rheN| abhiprAya baMdhA gayA usakA to yaha saba jhaMjhaTa hai| praznakartA: abhiprAya baMdhA jAye, use miTAnA kaise ? dAdAzrI : abhiprAya miTAne ke lie hameM kyA karanA cAhie ki, 'yaha bhAIjI ke lie merA aisA abhiprAya baMdhA gayA, vaha galata hai, hama se aisA kyoM ho?' aisA kahane para abhiprAya miTa jaayegaa| hama jAhira kareM ki 'yaha abhiprAya galata hai| isa bhAIjI ke lie aisA abhiprAya kahIM baMdhA jAegA bhalA? yaha Apa kyA kara rahe haiM?' isa taraha usa abhiprAya ko galata karAra diyA, isalie vaha miTa jaayegaa| pratikramaNa nahIM kiyA to ApakA abhiprAya kAyama rahA, isalie Apa baMdhana meM rheN| jo doSa huA usameM ApakA abhiprAya rhaa| yaha pratikramaNa karane para ApakA abhiprAya TUTa gyaa| abhiprAyoM se mana paidA huA hai| dekhiye, mujhe kisI manuSya ke lie koI bhI abhiprAya nahIM hai, kyoMki eka hI bAra dekha lene ke bAda maiM abhiprAya badalatA nahIM huuN| koI
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________________ pratikramaNa 62 pratikramaNa manuSya saMyogAnusAra corI kare, aura maiM khuda dekhU to bhI maiM use cora nahIM kahU~gA, kyoMki (yaha) saMyogAnusAra hai| jagat ke loga kyA kahate haiM ki jo pakar3A gayA use cora kahate haiN| saMyogAnusAra thA yA kAyamI cora thA, aisA jagat ke loga kucha paravAha nahIM krte| maiM to kAyamI cora ko cora kahatA huuN| aura saMjogAnusAra (hue cora) ko maiM cora nahIM kahatA huuN| arthAt maiM to eka abhiprAya baMdhA jAye, phira dUsarA abhiprAya badalatA hI nahIM huuN| kisI bhI manuSya ke lie maiMne Aja taka abhiprAya badalA nahIM hai| hama zuddha hue aura candubhAI ko zuddha karanA yaha hamArA pharja hai| yaha pudgala kyA kahatA hai ki bhaiyA, hama zuddha hI the| Apane bhAva karake hameM bigAr3A aura isa hAlata taka hameM bigaadd'aa| varanA hamAre meM lahU, pIba, haDDiyA~ kucha nahIM thaa| hama zuddha the, Apane hameM azuddha kiyaa| isalie agara Apako mokSa meM jAnA ho to Apake akele zuddha hone se guz2ArA nahIM hogaa| hamArI zuddhi karoge to hI ApakA chuTakArA hogaa| 18. viSaya vikAra ko jIte vaha rAjAoM kA rAjA praznakartA : eka bAra viSaya kA bIja par3a gayA ho, to vaha rUpaka meM to AyegA hI na? dAdAzrI : bIja par3a hI jAyegA aura vaha rUpaka meM AyegA kiMtu jahA~ taka usakI jar3e jamI nahIM, vahA~ taka kama-jyAdA ho sakatA hai lekina marane se pahale vaha zuddha ho jaayegaa| isalie hama viSaya ke doSavAloM se kahate haiM ki, viSaya ke doSa hue ho, anya doSa hue ho, to tU itavAra ko anazana karanA aura sArA dina yahI soca-vicAra kara use bAra-bAra dhote rhnaa| aise AjJApUrvaka karegA na, isase kama ho jaayegaa| abhI kevala A~kha kA khayAla rkhnaa| pahale to bahuta nekIvAle manuSya viSaya-vikAra ke doSa hote hI A~kheM phor3a DAlate the| hameM A~kheM nahIM phor3anI hai| vaha mUrkhatA hai| hameM A~kheM phirA denI hai| aisA karate bhI, dekha liyA to pratikramaNa kara lenaa| eka minaTa ke lie bhI pratikramaNa mata cuuknaa| khAne-pIne meM ulaTA huA hogA to clegaa| saMsAra kA sabase bar3A roga hI yaha hai| ise lekara hI saMsAra khar3A rahA hai| isakI jar3oM para saMsAra khar3A hai| yahI usakI jar3a hai| haqa kA khAye to manuSya meM AyegA, binA haqa kA (harAma kA) khAye to jAnavara meM jaayegaa| praznakartA : hamane harAma kA to khAyA hai| dAdAzrI : khAyA hai to pratikramaNa kIjie, aba bhI bhagavAna bcaayeNge| aba bhI derAsara (maMdira) meM jAkara pazcAtApa kiijie| harAma kA khAyA ho to aba bhI pazcAtApa kIjie, abhI jIvita ho| isa deha meM ho vahA~ taka pazcAtApa kiijie| praznakartA : eka Dara lagA, abhI Apane kahA ki sattara pratizata loga vApasa cAra paira meM jAnevAle haiM to aba bhI hamAre pAsa avakAza hai ki nahIM? dAdAzrI : nahIM, nhiiN| avakAza rahA nahIM hai, isalie aba bhI sAvadhAnI barato kucha... praznakartA : mahAtmAoM kI bAta karate haiN| dAdAzrI : mahAtmA, yadi merI AjJA meM rahe to usakA nAma isa duniyA meM koI lenevAlA nahIM hai| arthAt logoM se kyA kahatA hU~ ki aba bhI sAvadhAna ho sakeM to ho jaaie| aba bhI mAfI mA~ga leMge na, to mAfI mA~gane kA rAstA hai| hamane kisI riztedAra ko, itanA lambA kAgaz2a likhA ho, aura aMdara hamane bahuta sArI gAliyA~ likhI ho, sArA khata kevala gAliyoM se hI bharA ho, aura phira nIce likheM ki Aja vAipha ke sAtha jhagaDA ho gayA hai,
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________________ pratikramaNa isalie Apako aisA likha diyA hai para mujhe kSamA kara diijiyegaa| to sArI gAliyA~ miTa jAyeMgI yA nahIM miTa jAyegI? arthAt par3hanevAlA sArI gAliyA~ par3hegA, khuda gAliyA~ svIkAra bhI karegA aura phira mAfa bhI karegA ! arthAt aisI yaha duniyA hai| isalie hama to kahate haiM na ki mAfI mA~ga lenA, Apake iSTadeva se mA~ga lenaa| aura nahIM to mujha se mA~ga lenaa| maiM Apako mAfa kara duuNgaa| para bahuta vicitra kAla A rahA hai aura usameM candubhAI apanI manamAnI karate hai, usakA koI artha nahIM hai na! jIvana jimmedArI se bharA hai ! isalie sattara pratizata to maiM Darate-Darate kahatA hU~ / aba bhI Apako cetanA ho to ceta jaaie| yaha AkhirI bharosA Apako dete haiN| bhayaMkara duHkha ! abhI bhI pratikramaNa rUpI hathiyAra dete haiN| pratikramaNa kareMge to abhI bhI bacane kA kucha avakAza hai aura hamArI AjJA se kareMge to ApakA turaMta kalyANa hogaa| pApa bhugatane hoMge magara itane sAre nahIM / 63 hajAroM logoM kI upasthiti meM koI kahe ki, 'candubhAI meM akla nahIM hai|' taba hameM unheM AzIrvAda dene kA dila ho ki aho, aho, hama jAnate the ki candubhAI meM akla nahIM hai para yaha to ve bhI jAnate haiM, taba judApana rahegA! yaha candubhAI ko hama roja bulAyeM ki Aie, candubhAI Aie ! aura phira eka dina nahIM bulAyeM, usakI kyA vajaha? use vicAra AyegA ki Aja mujhe Age nahIM bulaayaa| hama use car3hAye-girAyeM, car3hAye- girAyeM, aisA karate-karate vaha jJAna paayeN| hamArI pratyeka kriyA jJAna prApta karAne hetu hotI hai| pratyeka ke sAtha alaga-alaga hogI, usakI prakRti nikala hI jAnI cAhie na ! prakRti to khatama karanI hI hogii| parAyI cIz2a kahA~ taka hamAre pAsa rahegI? praznakartA: saca bAta hai, prakRti khatama kiye bagaira chuTakArA nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : hN| hamArI to kudarata ne khatama kara dI, hamArI to jJAna se khatama huii| aura ApakI to hama khatama kara deMge, hama nimitta haiM na ! na? pratikramaNa 19. jhUTha ke AdI ko praznakartA : hama jhUTha boleM ho, vaha bhI karmabaMdhana huA hI kahalAye dAdAzrI : avazya hI ! para jhUTha bolane se bhArI karma to jhUTha bolane kA bhAva kareM, vaha khlaaye| jhUTha bolanA to mAnoM karma phala hai| jhUTha bolane kA bhAva hI, jhUTha bolane kA hamArA nizcaya, usase karmabaMdhana hotA hai| ApakI samajha meM AyA? yaha vAkya ApakI helpa (madada karegA kucha ? kyA helpa karegA? praznakartA: jhUTha bolane se thamanA caahie| dAdAzrI : nahIM, jhUTha bolane kA abhiprAya hI chor3a denA caahie| aura jhUTha bola diyA to pazcAtApa karanA cAhie ki 'kyA karU~? aisA jhUTha bolanA nahIM caahie|' lekina jhUTha bolA jAnA baMda nahIM ho sakegA, para vaha abhiprAya baMda ho jaayegaa| 'aba Aja se jhUTha nahIM bolU~gA, jhUTha bolanA yaha mahApApa hai, mahA duHkhadAyI hai, aura jhUTha bolanA vahI baMdhana hai|' aisA ApakA abhiprAya yadi ho gayA to Apake jhUTha bolane saMbaMdhI pApa baMda ho jaayeNge| 'rIleTiva dharma' kaisA honA cAhie? ki jhUTha bolA jAya to bolie, magara usakA pratikramaNa kiijie| na? 20. jAgRti, vAkdhArA bahe taba .... mana kA utanA harja nahIM, vANI kA harja hai| kyoMki mana to gupta rIti se calatA hogA, para vANI to sAmanevAle kI chAtI meM ghAva kre| isalie isa vANI se jina-jina logoM ko duHkha huA ho una sabhI kI kSamA cAhatA hU~, aise pratikramaNa kara sakate haiN| praznakartA: pratikramaNa se vANI ke ve sAre doSa mAfa ho jAyeMge
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________________ pratikramaNa 65 66 pratikramaNa dAdAzrI : isa vAkya kA AdhAra le hI nahIM skte| usa samaya to Apako pratikramaNa kA AdhAra diyA gayA hai| sAmanevAle ko du:kha ho aisA bolA jAye to pratikramaNa kara lenaa| aura sAmanevAlA kucha bhI bole, taba vANI para hai aura parAdhIna hai, usakA svIkAra kiyA, isalie Apako sAmanevAle kA du:kha rahA hI nahIM na? dAdAzrI : doSoM kA astitva rahegA, para jalI huI rassI ke samAna rhegaa| yAnI agale janama meM hamane 'yu' kiyA ki saba jAyeM, pratikramaNa se, usameM se sattva Ur3a jAye saaraa| kartA kA AdhAra hone para karma bNdhege| aba Apa kartA nahIM hai. phira bhI pichale karma jo the, ve phala de kara jaayeNge| naye karma baMdhege nhiiN| praznakartA : manuSya akulAkara bole vaha atikramaNa nahIM huA? dAdAzrI : atikramaNa hI khlaaye| praznakartA : kisI ko duHkha ho aisI vANI nikala gaI aura usakA pratikramaNa nahIM huA to kyA hogA? dAdAzrI : aisI vANI nikala gaI, taba usase to sAmanevAle ko ghAva hogA, isalie use du:kha hogaa| sAmanevAle ko duHkha ho yaha hameM kaise bhAye? praznakartA : usase baMdhana hogA? dAdAzrI : yaha kAnUna ke viruddha kahalAye n| kAnUna ke virUddha sahI na? kAnUna ke virUddha to nahIM honA cAhie na? hamArI AjJA pAle, vaha dharma khlaaye| aura pratikramaNa karane meM nukasAna kyA hai hameM? mAfI mA~ga leM aura phira se nahIM karU~gA aise bhAva bhI rkhnaa| basa itanA hii| thor3e meM nibaTAnA, usameM bhagavAna kyA kare? usameM nyAya kahA~ dekhane ko jAye? yadi vyavahAra ko vyavahAra samajhA, to nyAya samajha liyA! par3osI ulaTA kyoM bola gaye? kyoMki hamArA vyavahAra aisA thA islie| aura hama se vANI ulaTI nikale to vaha sAmanevAle ke vyavahAra ke adhIna hai| para hameM to mokSa cAhie, isalie usakA pratikramaNa kara leN| praznakartA : sAmanevAlA ulaTA bole taba apane jJAna se samAdhAna rahatA hai, lekina mukhya savAla yaha hai ki, hamAre se kaDuA nikalatA hai, usa samaya hama 'vANI para hai aura parAdhIna hai' isa vAkya kA AdhAra leM to hameM ulaTA lAyasansa mila jAtA hai| praznakartA : paramArtha hetu thor3A jhUTha bolane para doSa lagegA? dAdAzrI : paramArtha arthAta AtmA ke lie jo kacha bhI kiyA jAye. usameM doSa nahIM lagatA aura deha ke khAtira jo kucha bhI kiyA jAye, kucha galata kiyA to doSa lagegA aura acchA kiyA to phAyademaMda lgegaa| AtmA ke lie jo kucha bhI kiyA jAye usameM harakata nahIM hai| hA~, Atmahetu ho, usake saMbaMdhI jo jo kArya ho, usameM koI doSa nahIM hai| sAmanevAle ko hamAre nimitta se duHkha pahu~ce to doSa lagatA hai| praznakartA : pratikramaNa kA asara nahIM hone kA kAraNa kyA hai? hamane pUrNa bhAva se nahIM kiyA yA sAmanevAle vyakti ke AvaraNa hai? dAdAzrI : sAmanevAle vyakti ko hame nahIM dekhanA hai| vaha to pAgala bhI hogaa| hamAre kAraNa usako du:kha nahIM honA cAhie, basa! praznakartA : arthAt kisI bhI taraha, use duHkha hone para, usakA samAdhAna karane kA hameM prayatna karanA caahie| dAdAzrI : use duHkha hone para samAdhAna avazya karanA caahie| vaha hamArI 'risponsibiliTi' (jimmedArI) hai| hA~, du:kha nahIM ho usake lie to hamArI lAipha (jindagI) hai| praznakartA : para mAna lijie ki aisA karane para bhI sAmanevAle kA samAdhAna nahIM hotA ho, to phira hamArI jimmedArI kitanI? dAdAzrI : rUbarU jAkara yadi A~khoM se bana sake to A~khoM meM naramI
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________________ pratikramaNa 68 pratikramaNa praznakartA : vaha to vinoda khlaaye| aisA to hotA rahatA hai na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, phira bhI hameM pratikramaNa karane hoNge| Apa nahIM kare to clegaa| para hameM to karane hoNge| varanA hamArA yaha jJAna, yaha TeparikArDa bajatA hai (jo vANI nikalatI hai) na, vaha phira dhuMdhalA nikle| bAqI, maiMne hara taraha ke maz2Aka kiye the| hamezA hara taraha kA maz2Aka kauna karegA? bahuta TAiTa brena (teja dimAg2a) hogA vaha kregaa| maiM to mauja meM Akara sabhI kA majAka kiyA karatA thA, acche-acche logoM kA, bar3ebar3e vakIloM kA, DaoNkTaroM kA majAka uDAtA thaa| aba vaha sArA ahaMkAra galata hI thA na ! vaha hamArI buddhi kA durupayoga hI kiyA na! majAka ur3AnA yaha buddhi kI nizAnI hai| praznakartA : maz2Aka ur3Ane meM kyA-kyA jokhima hai? kisa taraha ke jokhima Ate hai? dikhaanaa| phira bhI aise mAfI mA~gane para bhI Upara se capata lagAye to samajhanA ki yaha nAlAyaka hai| phira bhI nipaTArA karane kA hai| mAfI mA~gane para capata par3e to samajhanA ki isake sAtha bhUla to huI hai, para nAlAyaka manuSya hai isalie jhUkanA baMda kara deN| praznakartA : hetu acchA ho to phira pratikramaNa karane kA? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa to karanA par3egA, usako duHkha huA islie| vyavahAra meM loga kaheMge ki dekhie yaha aurata, marada ko kaisA dhamakAtI hai| phira pratikramaNa karanA pdd'e| jo A~kha se dikhAI par3e usakA pratikramaNa karane kaa| aMdara hetu ApakA sone kA ho magara kisa kAma kA? nahIM calegA aisA hetu| hetu naradama sone kA ho phira bhI hameM pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| bhUla hone para pratikramaNa karanA hogaa| yaha sabhI mahAtmAoM kI icchA hai| aba jagatakalyANa kI bhAvanA hai| hetu acchA hai para phira bhI nahIM clegaa| pratikramaNa to pahale karanA hogaa| kapar3e para dAg2a lagane para dho DAlate ho na? aise ye kapar3e para ke dAg2a haiN| praznakartA : vyavahAra meM koI galata karatA ho to use TokanA par3atA hai| isase use du:kha hotA hai, to usakA nipaTArA kaise kareM? dAdAzrI : vyavahAra meM TokanA par3e, para usameM ahaMkAra sameta hotA hai isalie pratikramaNa karanA caahie| praznakartA : Toke nahIM to vaha sira pe car3ha jAye na? dAdAzrI : TokanA to cAhie para kaise kahe vaha jAnanA caahie| kahanA nahIM jAne, vyavahAra nahIM jAne, ata: ahaMkAra sameta TokanA hotA hai| isalie bAda meM usakA pratikramaNa kreN| Apa sAmanevAle ko TokeMge isase use burA to lagegA, para usakA bAra-bAra pratikramaNa karane para, chaha-bAraha mahIne meM vANI aisI nikalegI kI sAmanevAle ko mIThI lgegii| aba hama bhI kisI kA vinoda kareM to usake bhI pratikramaNa hameM karane par3ate haiN| hameM bhI jyoM kA tyoM aisA nahIM clegaa| dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, kisI ko thappar3a mArA ho aura jo jokhima Aye usase aneka gunA jokhima maz2Aka ur3Ane meM hai| usakI buddhi nahIM pahu~catI thI, isalie Apane use ApakI buddhi kI lAiTa (prakAza) se Apake qabje meM kiyaa| praznakartA : jise nayA Tepa nahIM utAranA ho, usake lie kaunasA mArga? dAdAzrI : kucha bhI spaMdana nahIM hone deN| saba kucha dekhA hI kreN| para aisA hotA nahIM na! yaha (deha) bhI mazIna hI hai aura Upara se parAdhIna hai| isalie hama dUsarA rAstA dikhAte haiM ki Tepa utarane bAda turanta miTA deM to clegaa| yaha pratikramaNa miTAne kA sAdhana hai| isase ekAdha janama meM parivartana hokara saba (phijUla) bolanA baMda ho jaayegaa| praznakartA : zuddhAtmA kA lakSya hone se niraMtara pratikramaNa jArI hI rahatA hai|
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________________ pratikramaNa 69 dAdAzrI : isalie ApakI jimmedArI nahIM rhtii| jo bolanA huA usakA pratikramaNa kareM isalie jimmedArI nahIM rhetii| kar3A boleM magara rAgadveSa rahita ho kara boleN| kar3A bolane para turanta pratikramaNa kara leN| mana-vacana-kAyA kA yoga, bhAvakarma-dravyakarma-nokarma, candulAla aura candulAla ke nAma kI sarva mAyA se bhinna aise 'zuddhAtmA' ko yAda karake kahanA, 'he zuddhAtmA bhagavan, mere se U~cI AvAja meM bolA gayA vaha bhUla huii| ataH usakI mAfI mA~gatA huuN| aura vaha bhUla aba phira se nahIM karUMgA aisA nizcaya karatA huuN| aisI bhUla nahIM karane kI zakti diijie|' zuddhAtmA ko yAda kiyA athavA 'dAdA' ko yAda kiyA aura kahA ki, 'yaha bhUla ho gaI' arthAt vaha AlocanA, usa bhUla ko dho DAlanA vaha pratikramaNa aura aisI bhUla dobArA nahIM karU~gA aisA nizcaya karanA vaha pratyAkhyAna hai| praznakartA : pratikramaNa ke pazcAt hamArI vANI bahuta acchI ho jAyegI, isI janma meM hI? dAdAzrI : usake pazcAt to kucha aura hI taraha kI hogii| hamArI vANI sarvazreSTha kakSA kI nikalatI hai usakA kAraNa hI pratikramaNa hai aura nirvivAdI hai usakA kAraNa bhI pratikramaNa hI hai| varanA vivAda hI hogaa| sarvatra vivAdAspada vANI hI hogii| vyavahArazuddhi ke bagaira syAdvAda vANI nikalegI hI nhiiN| vyavahArazuddhi pahale honI caahie| 21. prakRti doSa chUTeM aise..... isa satsaMga kA pojhana (jahara) pInA acchA hai magara bAhara kA amRta pInA burA hai| kyokiM yaha pojhana pratikramaNa yukta hai| hama jahara ke sAre pyAle pIkara mahAdevajI hue haiN| praznakartA : Apake pAsa Ane ko bahuta socateM hai magara A nahIM dAdAzrI : Apake hAtha meM kauna-sI sattA hai? Ane ko soceM, kiMtu paate| pratikramaNa A nahIM pAte usakA mana meM kheda rahanA caahie| hama use kaheM ki candubhAI, pratikramaNa kIjie, jaldI hala niklegaa| nahIM jA pAte isalie pratikramaNa kIjie, pratyAkhyAna kIjiye, aisI bhUla-cUka huI, isalie aba dobArA bhUla-cUka nahIM kruuNgaa| 70 aura abhI jo bhAva Ate haiM ve kyoM jyAdA Ate haiM? aura kArya kyoM nahIM hotA? bhAva Ane kI vajaha yaha hai ki kamiMga IvenTasa kAsTa dera zeDojha bIphora (jo honevAlA hai usakA pratighoSa pahale par3egA ) / ye sabhI bAteM honevAlI hai| praznakartA : yaha ciMtA ho jAye usakA pratikramaNa kaise karanA ? dAdAzrI : 'yaha mere ahaMkAra ke kAraNa ciMtA hotI hai| maiM usakA kartA thor3e hI hU~? ataH dAdA bhagavAna! kSamA kiijiye|' aisA kucha na kucha karanA to par3egA na? usa binA kaise Tike? praznakartA: hama 'bahuta ThaMDa par3atI hai, bahuta ThaMDa par3atI hai' kaheM to vaha kudarata ke khilApha bole to usakA pratikramaNa karane kA ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, pratikramaNa to jahA~ rAga-dveSa hotA ho, 'phAila' ho vahA~ kreN| kar3hI khArI ho usakA pratikramaNa mata kreN| lekina jisane khArI banAI usakA pratikramaNa kreN| pratikramaNa se sAmanevAle kI pariNati parivartita hotI hai| pezAba karane gayA vahA~ eka cIMTI baha gaI to hama pratikramaNa kreNge| upayoga nahIM cuukte| baha gaI vaha 'DiscArja' rUpa se hai para usa samaya atikramaNa doSa kyoM huA? jAgRti maMda kyoM huI? usakA doSa lgegaa| par3hate samaya pustaka ko namaskAra karake kahanA ki, 'dAdAjI, mujhe par3hane kI zakti diijie|' aura yadi kabhI bhUla gaye to upAya krnaa| dobAra namaskAra karanA aura kahanA ki 'dAdA bhagavAna, merI icchA nahIM thI, phira bhI bhUla gayA, isalie usakI mAfI cAhatA huuN| aba phira se aisA nahIM hogaa|'
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________________ pratikramaNa 72 pratikramaNa samaya para vidhi karanA bhUla jAyeM aura bAda meM yAda Aye to bAda meM pratikramaNa kreN| 'DiscArja meM' jo atikramaNa hue haiM usake hama pratikramaNa karate haiN| sAmanevAle ko duHkha pahu~cAye aise 'DiscArja' ke pratikramaNa karane haiN| yahA~ mahAtmAoM kA athavA dAdAjI kA kucha bhalA kiyA ho usake pratikramaNa nahIM karane hoMge lekina bAhara kisI aura kA bhalA kiyA ho to usakA pratikramaNa karanA par3egA kyoMki sva-upayoga cUkane para usakA pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| praznakartA : pratikramaNa karane para sAmanevAle ko pahu~cegA? dAdAzrI : sAmanevAle ko pahu~ce, narama hotA jaaye| use mAlUma ho yA na ho, lekina usakA hamAre prati bhAva narama hotA jaaye| hamAre pratikramaNa to bahuta asarakArI hai| yadi eka ghaMTA prAmANika rUpa se hue ho to sAmanevAle meM parivartana A jAtA hai| hama jisakA pratikramaNa kareM vaha hamAre doSa to nahIM dekhegA para hamAre lie usako sammAna utpanna hogaa| praznakartA : pratikramaNa kareM to nayA 'cArja' nahIM karateM? dAdAzrI : AtmA kartA hone para karma bNdhegaa| pratikramaNa AtmA nahIM karatA hai| candubhAI kareM aura Apa usake jJAtA-dRSTA rheN| nijasvarUpa kI prApti ke pazcAt sacce pratikramaNa hoNge| pratikramaNa karanevAlA cAhie, pratikramaNa karAnevAlA caahie| hamArA pratikramaNa mAne kyA? ki gar3ArI kholate samaya jitane TUkar3e ho use jor3akara svaccha kara DAleM vaha hamArA pratikramaNa hai| praznakartA : nIMda meM se jAgate hI pratikramaNa zurU hote haiN| dAdAzrI : yaha 'pratikramaNa AtmA' huaa| zuddhAtmA to hai para yaha pratiSThita AtmA vaha 'pratikramaNa AtmA' ho gyaa| logoM ko kaSAyI AtmA hai| isa saMsAra meM koI eka bhI pratikramaNa kara sake aisA nahIM hai| jaise jaise naqada pratikramaNa hotA jAye vaise vaise zuddha hotA jaaye| atikramaNa ke sAmane hama pratikramaNa naqada kareM, ata: mana-vANI zuddha hote jaayeN| pratikramaNa mAne bIja bhunakara bonaa| AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna mAne pratidina kA lekhA-jokhA nikaalnaa| jitane doSa dikhAI par3e utanA kmaaye| utane pratikramaNa krnaa| praznakartA : pratikramaNa na ho vaha prakRti doSa hai yA vaha aMtarAya karma hai? dAdAzrI : vaha prakRti doSa hai aura vaha prakRti doSa hara jagaha nahIM hotaa| kucha jagaha doSa hogA aura kucha jagaha nahIM hogaa| prakRti doSa meM pratikramaNa nahIM ho, to usameM harja nahIM hai| hameM to yahI dekhanA hai ki hamArA bhAva kyA hai? dUsarA kucha hameM nahIM dekhanA hai| ApakI icchA pratikramaNa karane kI hai na? praznakartA : hA~, puurnntyaa| dAdAzrI : phira bhI pratikramaNa nahIM hotA, to vaha prakRti doSa hai| prakRti doSa meM Apa jimmedAra nahIM hai| kabhI-kabhI prakRti AvAja uThAyegI aura kabhI nahIM bhI utthaaye| yaha to bAjA kahalAye, bajegA to bajegA, varanA nahIM bhI bjtaa| ise aMtarAya nahIM khte| praznakartA : 'samabhAva se nipaTArA' karane kA dRDha nizcaya hone para bhI jhagar3A khar3A rahatA hai, aisA kyoM? dAdAzrI : kitanI jagaha aisA hotA hai? saueka jagaha? praznakartA : eka hI jagaha hotA hai| dAdAzrI : to vaha nikAcita karma hai| vaha nikAcita karma kaise
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________________ pratikramaNa 73 74 pratikramaNa dhulegA? AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna se| usase karma halakA ho jaayegaa| usake pazcAt jJAtA-draSTA rahA jaaye| usake lie to pratikramaNa niraMtara karanA pdd'egaa| jitane 'phorsa' (prabalatA) se nikAcita huA ho, utane hI 'phorsa'vAle pratikramaNa se vaha dhulegaa| praznakartA : hama taya kareM ki bhaviSya meM aisA nahIM krnaa| aisI bhUla phira karanI hI nahIM hai| aisA haMDeDa parasenTa (zata pratizata) bhAva ke sAtha taya kareM, phira bhI aisI bhUla dobArA hogI ki nahIM hogI? vaha apane hAtha meM hai kyA? dAdAzrI : vaha to hogI na dobaaraa| aisA hai na ki Apa eka geMda yahA~ lAye aura mujhe dii| maiMne nIce paTaka dii| maiMne aisA eka hI bAra kiyaa| maiMne to geMda eka hI bAra pttkii| aba maiM kaha~ ki aba merI icchA nahIM hai| tU uchalanA baMda kara de, to kyA vaha uchalanA baMda kara degI? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : taba kyA hogA? praznakartA : vaha to tIna-cAra-pA~ca bAra uchlegii| dAdAzrI : arthAt apane hAtha se phira necara (kudarata) ke hAthoM meM gii| phira necara jaba baMda kare taba; to aisA yaha saba hai| hamArI jo bhUleM haiM, ve necara ke hAtha meM jAtI hai| _ 'jJAna' nahIM liyA ho to prakRti sArA dina ulaTI hI calA karegI aura aba to sulaTI hI calA kre| tU sAmanevAle ko sunA degA, para bhItara se AvAja AyegI ki, 'nahIM, nahIM, aisA nahIM karanA caahie| sunA dene kA vicAra AyA usakA pratikramaNa kiijie|' aura jJAna se pahale to sunA hI detA aura Upara se kahatA ki aura sunAne jaisA thaa| manuSyoM kA svabhAva kaisA hai ki jaisI prakRti ho vaisA khuda ho jaaye| jaba prakRti meM sudhAra nahIM hotA to kahegA, 'pIchA choDo'! are, bAhara nahIM sudhare to kucha harja nahIM hai, tU khuda ko bhItara sudhAra! phira hamArI risponsibiliTI (jimmedArI) nahIM hai!! itanA bhArI yaha 'sAiMsa' (vijJAna) hai!!! bAhara kucha bhI ho usakI risponsibiliTI hI nahIM hai| itanA samajha meM A jAye to hala A jaaye| 22. nipaTArA, cikanI phAiloM se bahuta se loga mujhe kahate haiM ki, 'dAdAjI, samabhAva se nipaTArA karane jAtA hU~ magara hotA nahIM hai!' taba maiM kahatA hU~, are bhaiyA, nipaTArA karane kA nahIM hai! tujhe samabhAva se nipaTArA karane kA bhAva hI rakhane kA hai| samabhAva se nipaTArA ho yA nahIM ho| tere adhIna nahIM hai| tU merI AjJA meM rahA kara na! usase terA bahuterA kAma pUrA ho jAyegA aura pUrA na huA to vaha 'necara' ke adhIna hai| sAmanevAle ke doSa dikhAI par3anA baMda ho to saMsAra chuuttegaa| hameM gAliyA~ sunAyeM, nukasAna kareM, pITeM taba bhI doSa dikhAI nahIM par3e taba saMsAra chuuttegaa| varanA saMsAra chUTegA nhiiN| aba sabhI logoM ke doSa dikhAI par3anA baMda ho gaye? praznakartA : hA~, daadaajii| koI bAra doSa naz2ara Ane para pratikramaNa kara letA huuN| dAdAzrI : rAstA yaha hai ki 'dAdAjI kI AjJA meM rahanA hai', aisA nizcaya karake dUsare dina se zurUAta kara deN| aura jitanA AjJA meM rahA praznakartA : necara ke hAtha meM gayA, to phira pratikramaNa karane se kyA lAbha hotA hai? dAdAzrI : bahuta asara hogaa| pratikramaNa se to sAmanevAle para itanA bhArI asara hotA hai ki yadi eka ghaMTA eka AdamI kA pratikramaNa karoge to usa AdamI ke aMdara kucha naI taraha kA, bhArI, jabaradasta parivartana hogaa| pratikramaNa karanevAle ne to yaha jJAna prApta kiyA huA honA caahie| zuddha huA, 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aisI samajhavAlA, to usake pratikramaNa kA bahuta bhArI asara hogaa| pratikramaNa to hamArA saba se bar3A hathiyAra hai|
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________________ pratikramaNa 75 76 pratikramaNa nahIM jAye unake pratikramaNa karate rhe| aura ghara ke sAre sadasyoM ko saMtoSa de, samabhAva se nipaTArA krke| phira bhI ghara ke sabhI uchalakUda kareM to hama dekhA kreN| hamArA pichalA hisAba hai isalie uchalakUda kreNge| yaha to Aja hI taya kiyaa| arthAt ghara ke sabhI ko prema se jiiteN| vaha to phira khuda ko bhI patA calegA ki aba saba ThikAne laga rahA hai| phira bhI ghara ke loga abhiprAya deM tabhI to mAnane yogya khlaaye| Akhira to usake pakSa meM hI hoMge, ghara ke log|' praznakartA: hama jo pratikramaNa karate haiM usa pratikramaNa kA pariNAma isa mUla siddhAMta para hai ki, 'hama sAmanevAle ke zaddhAtmA ko dekhate haiM to usake prati jo bhAva hai, burA bhAva hai, ve kama hoMge na?' dAdAzrI : hamAre bure bhAva TUTa jaayeN| hamAre khuda ke lie hI hai yaha sb| sAmanevAle ko lenA-denA nahIM hai| sAmanevAle meM zaddhAtmA dekhane kA itanA hI hetu hai ki hama zuddha dazA meM, jAgRta dazA meM haiN| praznakartA : to usako hamAre prati jo burA bhAva hogA vaha kama hogA na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, kama nahIM hogaa| Apa pratikramaNa kareM to hogaa| zuddhAtmA dekhane se nahIM hotA, para pratikramaNa kareM to kama hogaa| praznakartA : hama pratikramaNa kareM to usa AtmA ko asara hogA ki nahIM? dAdAzrI : asara hogaa| zuddhAtmA dekhane para bhI phAyadA hogA lekina turaMta phAyadA nahIM hogaa| bAda meM AhistA, AhistA, AhistA! kyoMki zuddhAtmA rUpa se kisI ne dekhA hI nahIM hai| acchA AdamI aura burA AdamI isa dRSTi se dekhA hai| bAkI zuddhAtmA dRSTi se kisI ne dekhA nahIM hai| yadi bAgha ke sAtha pratikramaNa kareM to bAdha bhI hamAre kahane ke mutAbika kAma kre| bAgha meM aura manuSya meM kucha pharka nahIM hai| pharka Apake spaMdano kA hai, jisakA usako asara hotA hai| bAgha hiMsaka hai aisA Apake dhyAna meM hogA, vahA~ taka vaha khada hiMsaka hI rahegA aura bAgha zuddhAtmA hai aisA lakSa meM rahe to vaha zuddhAtmA hI hai aura ahiMsaka rhegaa| saba kucha saMbhava hai| eka bAra Ama ke per3a para baMdara AyA ho aura Ama toDa DAle to pariNAma kahA~ taka bigar3egA? ki yaha Ama kA per3a kATa deteM to acchaa| aisA soca ddaaleN| aba bhagavAna kI sAkSI meM nikalI vANI kyA vyartha thor3I jAyegI? pariNAma nahIM bigar3atA to kucha bhI nahIM hai| saba zAMta ho jAye, baMda ho jaaye| ye sabhI hamAre hI pariNAma hai| hama Aja se kisI ke lie spaMdana karane kA, kiMcitmAtra kisI ke lie socanA baMda kara deN| vicAra Ane para pratikramaNa karake dho ddaalnaa| ataH sArA dina binA kisI spaMdana ke gayA! isa prakAra dina gujarA to bahuta ho gayA, yahI puruSArtha hai| yaha jJAna prApta hone ke pazcAt naye paryAya azuddha nahIM hote, purAne paryAyoM ko zuddha karane hai aura samatA rakhanI hai| samatA mAne viitraagtaa| naye paryAya bigar3ate nahIM, naye paryAya zuddha hI rheNge| purAne paryAya azuddha hue ho, usakA zuddhikaraNa kreN| hamArI AjJA meM rahane se usakA zuddhikaraNa hogA aura Apako samatA meM rahanA hogaa| praznakartA : dAdAjI, jJAna prApti se pahale ke isa jIvana ke jo paryAya ba~dha gaye ho, usakA nirAkaraNa kaise hogA? dAdAzrI : abhI hama jIvita hai, vahA~ taka pazcAtApa karake unheM dho DAleM, para ve kucha hI, sArA nirAkaraNa nahIM hogaa| para DhIlA to jarUra ho jaayegaa| DhIlA par3ane para agale janama meM hAtha lagAyA ki turanta gAMTha khula jaayegii| praznakartA : ApakA jJAna prApta hone se pahale narka kA baMdha par3a gayA ho to narka meM jAnA hogA na?
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________________ pratikramaNa 77 dAdAzrI : aisA hai na ki yaha jJAna hI aisA hai ki sAre pApa bhasmIbhUta ho jAte haiM, baMdha khula jAte haiN| narka meM jAnevAle ho magara ve pratikramaNa kareM, jIvita ho vahA~ taka, to usakA dho jaayegaa| patra posTa meM DAlane se pahale Apa likha de ki uparokta vAkya likhate samaya mana kA ThikAnA nahIM thA to vaha miTa jAyegA / praznakartA: prAyazcita se baMdha khula jAyegA ? dAdAzrI : hA~, khula jaayegaa| kucha hI prakAra ke baMdha haiM, jo karmoM kA prAyazcita karane se doharI gA~Tha se r3hIle ho jaayeNge| apane isa pratikramaNa meM to bahuta zakti hai| dAdAjI ko hAjira rakhakara kareM to kAma bana jaaye| karma ke dhakke se janama hone hoMge ve hoMge, zAyada eka-do janama, para usake bAda sImaMdhara svAmI ke pAsa hI jAnA hogaa| yaha yahA~ kA dhakkA, pahale se ba~dhe hisAba anusAra, kucha cikanA kiyA huA, vaha pUrA ho jaayegaa| usameM chUTakArA hI nahIM! yaha to raghA sunAra kI tarAjU hai| nyAya, jabaradasta nyAya ! zuddha nyAya ! pyAra nyAya ! usameM nahIM calatA polampola / praznakartA: pratikramaNa karane se karma ke dhakke kama hoMge? dAdAzrI : kama hoMge na! aura jaldI nibaTArA ho jaaye| praznakartA : jisakI kSamApanA mA~gane kI hai usa vyakti kA dehavilaya ho gayA to kyA kareM? dAdAzrI : dehavilaya ho gayA ho, phira bhI hama usakI phoTo ho, usakA caherA yAda ho, to kara sakate haiN| caherA jarA bhI yAda nahIM ho aura nAma mAlUma ho to nAma lekara bhI kara sakate haiM, to use saba pahu~ca jaaye| 23. mana manAye mAtama taba mahAtmAoM ko bhAva- abhAva hotA hai magara vaha nikAlI karma hai| bhAvakarma nahIM hai| krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha-rAga-dveSa aura bhAvAbhAva, ve pratikramaNa sabhI nikAlI karma haiN| unakA samabhAva se nipaTArA karane kA hai| ina karmoM kA pratikramaNa ke sAtha nipaTArA hotA hai, vaise ke vaise nipaTArA nahIM hogA / 78 praznakartA: kabhI hamArA apamAna ho jAye to vahA~ mana kA pratikAra jArI rahatA hai, vANI se pratikAra zAyada nahIM ho| dAdA zrI usa vakta kyA ho gayA, usameM hameM koI harja nahIM hai| are, deha se bhI pratikAra ho gayA, taba bhI vaha jitanI jitanI zakti hogI, usake anusAra vyavahAra hotA hai| jisakI saMpUrNa zakti utpanna ho gaI hai, usakA mana kA pratikAra bhI baMda ho jaayegaa| phira bhI hama kyA kahate haiM? mana se pratikAra jArI rahe, vANI se pratikAra ho jAye, are! deha se bhI pratikAra ho jaaye| to tInoM prakAra kI nirbalatA prakaTa huI, isalie vahA~ tInoM taraha kA pratikramaNa karanA hogaa| praznakartA: vicAra ke pratikramaNa karane hoMge? dAdAzrI : vicAroM ko dekheM, usake pratikramaNa nahIM karane hote / kisI ke lie bahuta bure vicAra ho to usake pratikramaNa karane hoNge| paraMtu kisI kA nukasAna karanevAlI cIz2a hone para hI aise hI Aye, kahIM se kucha bhI Aye, gAya- -bhaiMsa ke sabhI taraha ke vicAra Aye, ve to jJAna hAjira karake dekheM to ur3a jaayeN| unheM kevala dekhanA hai| usake pratikramaNa nahIM hote| pratikramaNa to hamArA tIra kisI ko lagA ho, to hI karane hote hai| yaha hama yahA~ satsaMga meM AyeM aura yahA~ kucha loga khaDe ho, to mana meM hogA ki ye loga yahA~ kyoM khar3e haiM? isase mana ke bhAva bigaDeMge, usa bhUla ke lie usakA pratikramaNa vahIM kA vahIM karanA pdd'e| praznakartA : pratikramaNa karmaphala ke kareM yA sUkSma ke kareM? dAdAzrI : sUkSma ke hoNge| praznakartA: vicAroM ke yA bhAvoM ke?
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________________ pratikramaNa pratikramaNa praznakartA : pratikramaNa pratyakSa honA cAhie na? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa pIche se ho to bhI koI harja nahIM hai| praznakartA : maiMne ApakI avahelanA kI ho, azAtanA kI ho to mujhe Apake sammukha Akara pratikramaNa karanA cAhie na? dAdAzrI : bhAvoM ke| vicAra ke pIche bhAva hogA hii| atikramaNa huA to pratikramaNa karanA hI caahie| atikramaNa to mana meM burA vicAra Aye. isa bahana ke lie burA vicAra AyA, taba 'vicAra acchA honA caahie|' aisA kahakara use phirA deN| mana meM aisA lagA ki yaha nAlAyaka hai, to aisA vicAra AyA hI kyoM? hameM usakI lAyakI-nAlAyakI dekhane kA rAiTa (adhikAra) nahIM hai| aura aspaSTa rUpa se kahanA ho to boleM ki 'sabhI acche haiM' acche hai, kahoge to karmadoSa nahIM hogA, para yadi nAlAyaka kahoge to vaha atikramaNa kahalAyegA, isalie usakA pratikramaNa avazya karanA hogaa| zuddha mana se nApasaMda sahA jAyegA tabhI vItarAga ho skoge| praznakartA : zuddha mana mAne kyA? dAdAzrI : zuddha mana mAne sAmanevAle ke lie burA vicAra nahIM Aye vaha, mAne kyA? ki nimitta ko kATane nahIM daudde| kadAcit sAmanevAle ke lie burA vicAra Aye to turanta hI pratikramaNa kareM aura use dho ddaaleN| dAdAzrI : yadi sammukha Akara kareM to acchI bAta hai (jaldI pUrA ho jAyegA) / pratyakSa nahIM hone para pIche se karane para bhI samAna hI phala milegA (lekina samaya jyAdA lagegA aura pratikramaNa jyAdA karanA pdd'egaa)| hama kyA kahate haiM, 'Apako dAdAjI ke lie aise ulaTe vicAra Ate haiM, isalie usakA pratikramaNa kiyA kreN|' kyoMki usa becAre kA kyA doSa? virAdhaka svabhAva hai| Aja ke sabhI manuSyoM kA svabhAva hI virAdhaka hai| duSamakAla meM virAdhaka jIva hI hoNge| ArAdhaka jIva sabhI cale gye| taba Aja jo bace haiM, unameM se sudhAra ho sake aise kaI jIva haiM, bahuta u~cI AtmAe~ haiM abhI inameM! praznakartA : zuddha mana ho jAye vaha to aMtima sTeja kI bAta hai na? aura jaba taka pUrNatayA zuddha nahIM huA taba taka pratikramaNa karane hoMge na? dAdAzrI : haaN| vaha sahI hai, para amuka viSaya meM zuddha ho gayA ho aura amuka viSaya meM nahIM huA ho, ve sabhI sTepiMga (sIr3hiyA~) haiN| jahA~ zuddha nahIM huA ho vahA~ pratikramaNa karanA hogaa| hama zuddhAtmA kA bahI khAtA zuddha rkheN| ataH candubhAI se rAta ko kaheM ki jina-jina kA doSa najara AyA ho, unake sAtha bahI khAtA zuddha kara ddaaloN| mana ke bhAva bigar3a jAyeM to pratikramaNa se saba zuddhikaraNa kara DAleM, anya koI upAya nahIM hai| inkamaTaiksavAlA bhI doSI najara nahIM Aye aisA pratikramaNa karake rAta ko so jaayeN| sArA saMsAra nirdoSa dekhakara phira candubhAI se so jAne ko khnaa| hamAre lie ulaTA vicAra Ane para pratikramaNa kara ddaaleN| mana to 'jJAnIpuruSa kA' bhI mUla ukhAr3a pheNke| mana kyA nahIM karatA? dagdha mana sAmanevAle ko jlaayegaa| dagdha mana to bhagavAna mahAvIra ko bhI jlaayegaa| praznakartA : 'jo gaye ve kisI kA kucha bhalA nahIM karate' to bhagavAna mahAvIra kA avarNavAda unako pahu~cegA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, ve nahIM sviikaarte| isalie riTarna vItha theMksa (sAbhAra parata), Dabala (do gunA) ho kara aaye| isalie khada, khada ke khAtira bAra-bAra mAfI mA~gate rheN| hameM jaba taka vaha zabda yAda nahIM AtA, taba taka mAfI mA~ga-mA~ga kreN| mahAvIra kA avarNavAda kiyA ho to, mAfI mA~ga-mA~ga kareM, isalie turanta miTa jAye, bs| choDA gayA tIra pahu~cegA jarUra magara ve svIkAra nahIM krte|
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________________ pratikramaNa pratikramaNa 24. AjIvana bahAva meM bahate ko tAre jJAna praznakartA : yAda karake pichale doSoM ko dekha sakate haiM? dAdAzrI : pichale doSa vAstava meM upayoga se hI najara AyeMge, yAda karane se nahIM najara aayeNge| yAda karane meM to sira khujalAnA pdd'egaa| AvaraNa Aye isalie yAda karanA par3e na? kisI ke sAtha jhaMjhaTa huI ho to usakA pratikramaNa karane para vaha vyakti (citta meM) hAjira ho jaaye| vaha upayoga hI rakhane kA hai, hamAre mArga meM yAda karane kA to hai hI nhiiN| yAda karanA to 'memarI' (smRti)ke adhIna hai| jo yAda AtA hai vaha pratikramaNa karavAne ke lie AtA hai, zuddha karavAne ke lie| 'isa saMsAra kI koI bhI vinAzI cIz2a mujhe nahIM cAhie' aisA Apane taya kiyA hai na? phira bhI yAda kyoM AtA hai? isalie pratikramaNa kiijie| pratikramaNa karane para phira se yAda Ane para hama samajheM ki yaha abhI phariyAda hai! isalie phira se pratikramaNa hI karane kaa| yAda rAga-dveSa kI vajaha se hai| yadi yAda nahIM AtA to ulajhI gutthI bhUla jaate| Apako kyoM koI phorenarsa (videzI) yAda nahIM Ate? aura mare hue yAda Ate hai? yaha hisAba hai aura vaha rAga-dveSa kI vajaha se hai| usakA pratikramaNa karane se coMTa miTa jAtI hai| icchAe~ hotI haiM vaha pratyAkhyAna nahIM hue islie| yAda AtA hai vaha pratikramaNa nahIM kiye islie| praznakartA : pratikramaNa mAlikIbhAva kA hotA hai na? dAdAzrI : mAlikIbhAva kA pratyAkhyAna hotA hai aura doSoM kA pratikramaNa hotA hai| praznakartA : pratikramaNa karane para bhI bAra-bAra vaha gunAha yAda Aye to usake mAne, usameM se abhI mukta nahIM hue haiM kyA? dAdAzrI : yaha pyAja kI eka parata nikala jAye to dUsarI parata apane Apa A kara khar3I rahegI, aisI kaI paratoMvAle gunAha hai, isalie eka pratikramaNa karane para eka parata haTegI aisA karateM karateM, sau pratikramaNa karane para vaha khatama hogaa| kucha doSoM ke pA~ca pratikramaNa kareM, taba ve khatama hoMge, kucha ke dasa aura kucha ke sau hoNge| usakI jitanI parateM ho utane pratikramaNa hoNge| lambA cale utanA lambA gunAha hogaa| praznakartA : yAda Aye usakA pratikramaNa karanA aura icchA ho usakA pratyAkhyAna karanA, yaha jarA smjhaaie| dAdAzrI : yAda Ane para samajhanA ki yahA~ para jyAdA cikanA hai, isalie vahA~ pratikramaNa karate rahane se vaha saba chUTa jaayegaa| praznakartA : vaha jitanI bAra yAda Aye utanI bAra karanA? dAdAzrI: hA~, utanI bAra krnaa| hama karane kA bhAva rkheN| aisA hai na, yAda Ane ke lie samaya to cAhie na! to isakA samaya milane para, rAta ko kucha yAda nahIM Ate hoMge? praznakartA : vaha to koI saMyoga hone pr| dAdAzrI : hA~, saMyogo ko lekr| praznakartA : aura icchAe~ ho to? dAdAzrI : icchA honI mAne sthUla vRttiyA~ honaa| pahale hamane jo bhAva kiye ho ve bhAva aba phira se prakaTa hote haiM, to vahA~ para pratyAkhyAna krnaa| praznakartA : usa samaya 'dAdAjI' ne kahA hai ki yaha vastu aba nahIM honI caahie| hara vakta aisA kahA kreN| dAdAzrI : yaha vastu merI nahIM hai, use samarpita karatA huuN| ajJAnatAvaza maiMne ina sabhI ko bulAyI thiiN| para Aja yaha merI nahIM hai, isalie samarpita karatA huuN| mana-vacana-kAyA se samarpita karatA huuN| aba mujhe kucha nahIM caahie| yaha sukha maiMne ajJAnadazA meM bulAyA thA, kiMtu Aja yaha sukha merA nahIM hai, isalie samarpita karatA huuN|
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________________ pratikramaNa 83 pratikramaNa hai? taba kahe, ina parivAravAloM ko yAda kara-karake karate hai| AtmA dRSTA hai, vaha dekhA hI kre| aura koI dakhala hai hI nahIM, isalie bahuta zuddha upayoga rhegaa| pratikramaNa to eka bAra karavAyA thA, merI upasthiti meM khuda maiMne hI karavAyA thA, bahuta sAla pahale kI bAta karatA hU~ aura vaha viSaya-vikAra saMbaMdhI pratikramaNa karavAyA thaa| taba vaha karate karate saba itanI gaharAI meM utare, bAda meM ghara jAne para bhI baMda nahIM hotA thaa| una sabhI ko to sote samaya bhI calatA rahatA thA aura khAte samaya bhI calatA rahatA thaa| phira mujhe svayaM baMda karavAnA pdd'aa| pha~se the sabhI, nahIM?! pratikramaNa apane Apa niraMtara, rAta-dina calatA hI rhe| aba pratikramaNa karane ke bAda, 'baMda karo, aba do ghaMTe ho gaye' aisA kahane meM AyA, phira bhI apane Apa pratikramaNa calatA rhe| baMda karane ko kahe to bhI baMda nahIM huaa| mazInarI saba cAlU ho gaI, isalie bhItara calatA hI rhe| yaha akrama vijJAna kA tAtparya hI sArA 'zUTa oNna sAiTa' (doSa dekhate hI khatama karo) pratikramaNa kA hai| usake besamenTa (nIva) para khar3A rahA hai| bhUla kisI kI hotI hI nahIM hai| sAmanevAle ko hamAre nimitta se yadi koI nukasAna ho, to dravyakarma-bhAvakarma-nokarma se mukta aisI usakI zuddhAtmA ko yAda karake pratikramaNa kreN| praznakartA : lekina hara bAra pUrA lambA bolanA hogA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, aisA kucha nhiiN| zaoNrTa (saMkSipta) meM nibaTA lenaa| sAmanevAle kI zuddhAtmA ko hAjira karake use phona lagAnA ki 'yaha bhUla huI, kSamA kreN|' aura dUsarA, ghara ke logoM ke bhI rojAnA pratikramaNa karane caahie| Apake mAtA-pitA, bhAI-bahaneM sabhI kA rojAnA pratikramaNa karanA pdd'e| sAre kuTuMbiyoM kA, kyoMki usake sAtha bahuta cikanA phAila hogaa| isalie pratikramaNa karoge na, yadi eka ghaMTA kuTuMbiyoM ke lie pratikramaNa karoge na, apane parivAravAloM ko yAda karake, najadIka se lekara dUra-dUra ke sabhI, bhAIoM, unakI aurateM, cAcA, cAcAoM ke lar3ake aura ve sAre loga, jo eka phemilI (parivAra) hoMve na, to do-tIna-cAra pIr3hiyoM taka ke, una sabhI ko yAda karake, pratyeka ke lie eka ghaMTA pratikramaNa hogA na, to bhayaMkara pApa bhasmIbhUta ho jaayeNgeN| aura hamArI ora se una logoM ke mana sApha ho jaayeNgeN| isalie hamAre najadIkI, sabhI ko yAda kara-karake pratikramaNa kreN| aura rAta nIMda nahIM AtI ho usa ghar3I yaha prabaMdha kiyA ki cala pdd'aa| aisA prabaMdha nahIM karate? aisI yaha vyavasthA, vaha philma zurU huI to usa ghar3I bar3A AnaMda aayegaa| vaha AnaMda samAyA nahIM jAyegA! kyoMki jaba pratikramaNa karateM haiM na, taba AtmA kA pUrNarUpa se zuddha upayoga rahatA hai, isalie bIca meM kisI kA dakhala nahIM hotaa| pratikramaNa kauna karatA hai? candubhAI karate hai, kisake lie karate 'candubhAI' se 'Apako' itanA kahanA par3e ki pratikramaNa kiyA kreN| Apake ghara ke sabhI logoM ke sAtha, Apako pahale kucha na kucha duHkha huA ho, usake pratikramaNa Apako karane haiN| saMkhyAta ki asaMkhyAta janmoM meM jo rAga-dveSa, viSaya-vikAra, kaSAya se doSa kiye ho unakI kSamA mA~gatA huuN| aise rojAnA ghara ke pratyeka vyakti kA eka-eka ko le lekara krnaa| phira irda-girda ke, pAsa par3osa ke sabhI kA upayoga rakhakara yaha karate rahanA caahie| Apake karane para yaha bojha halakA ho jaayegaa| vaise ke vaise halakA nahIM hotaa| hamane sAre saMsAra ke sAtha aise nivAraNa kiyA thaa| pahale aisA nivAraNa kiyA, taba to yaha chuTakArA huaa| jaba taka hamArA doSa Apake mana meM hai, taba taka hameM caina nahIM lene degA! isalie hama jaba aise pratikramaNa kareM taba vahA~ para miTa jaaye| pratikramaNa to Apa lagAtAra kiyA kareM, Apake sarkala meM pacAsasau jitane bhI loga ho, jisa-jisa ke sAtha Apane ragar3a-ragar3a kiyA ho una sabhI ke, phurasata milane para ghaMTA-ghaMTA bhara baiThakara, eka-eka ko
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________________ pratikramaNa khoja-khojakara pratikramaNa krnaa| jitane logoM ko ragar3a-ragar3a kiyA hai vaha phira dhonA par3egA na? bAda meM jJAna prakaTa hogA / 85 phira isa janama, pichale janama pichale saMkhyAta, pichale asaMkhyAta janmoM meM, gata anaMta janmoM meM dAdA bhagavAna kI sAkSI meM, koI bhI dharma kI, sAdhu AcAryoM kI jo jo azAtanA, virAdhanA karI - karAI ho to usake lie kSamA mA~gatA huuN| dAdA bhagavAna kI sAkSI meM kSamA mA~gatA huuN| kiMcitmAtra aparAdha nahIM ho aisI zakti diijie| aise sabhI dharmoM ko lekara kreN| are, usa samaya ajJAna dazA meM hamArA ahaMkAra bhArI, 'phalA~ aisevaise' taba tiraskAra, tiraskAra, tiraskAra hI tiraskAra .... aura kisI kI tArIfa bhI kre| eka kI isa ora tArIfa kare aura dUsare kA tiraskAra kre| phira 1958 meM jJAna huA taba se 'e. ema. paTela' se kaha diyA ki, 'ye jo tiraskAra kiye haiM, aba unheM sAbUna lagAkara dho DAlie', taba pratyeka ko khoja - khoja kara sabhI kA bAra-bAra dhotA rhaa| isa ora ke par3osI, usa ora ke par3osI, isa ora ke kuTumbI, mAmA, cAcA, sabhI ke sAtha tiraskAra hue the, una sabhI ko dho ddaalaa| praznakartA : to mana se pratikramaNa kiyA, rUbarU jAkara nahIM? dAdAzrI : maiMne aMbAlAla paTela se kahA ki yaha Apane ulaTe kAma kiye haiM, ve saba mujhe dikhAI par3ate haiN| aba ve sabhI ulaTe kiye kAma ko dho DAliye! isa para unhoM ne kyA karanA zurU kiyA? kaise dhoyeM? taba maiMne samajhAyA ki use yAda kiijie| nagInadAsa ko gAliyA~ dI, sArI jindagI DA~TA, tiraskAra kiye, una sabhI kA varNana karake, aura 'he nagInadAsa ke mana-vacana-kAyA kA yoga, dravyakarma-bhAvakarma- nokarma se bhinna prakaTa zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! nagInadAsa ke bhItara baiThe zuddhAtmA bhagavAna! yaha nagInadAsa kI bAra - bAra mAfI mA~gatA hU~, vaha dAdA bhagavAna kI sAkSI meM mAfI mA~gatA huuN| phira se aise doSa nahIM kruuNgaa|' arthAt Apa aisA kiijie| phira Apa sAmanevAle ke cehare para parivartana dekha lenaa| usakA caherA badalA huA naz2ara AyegA / yahA~ Apa pratikramaNa kareM aura vahA~ parivartana hone lage / pratikramaNa hamane kitanA dhoyA taba bahIkhAtA cukatA huaa| hama to lambe arase se khuda dhote Aye haiM taba bahIkhAtA cukatA huaa| Apako to maiMne rAha dikhAI, isalie jaladI chUTa jAyegA / 86 hama to pratikramaNa kara leN| isalie jimmedArI se mukta ho gaye! mujhe zurU-zurU meM sabhI loga 'aiTeka' karate the na! para phira saba thaka gye| yadi hamArA pratiAkramaNa rahegA to sAmanevAlA nahIM thkegaa| yaha saMsAra kisI ko bhI mokSa meM jAne de aisA nahIM hai| itanI sArI buddhivAlA saMsAra hai| isameM saMbhalakara caleM, sameTakara caleM to mokSa meM jaayeN| yaha pratikramaNa karake to dekho, phira Apake ghara ke sAre logoM meM cenja (parivartana) ho jAye, jAdUI cenja ho jaaye| jAdUI asara !!! aisA hai, jaba taka sAmanevAle kA doSa khuda ke mana meM hai taba taka caina nahIM lene degaa| yaha pratikramaNa karane para vaha dhula jaayegaa| rAga-dveSavAlI pratyeka cikanI 'phAila' para upayoga rakhakara, pratikramaNa karake, zuddha kreN| rAga kI phAila hone para usake to pratikramaNa qhAsa karane caahie| hama gadde para so gayeM hoM aura jahA~-jahA~ ka~kar3a cubhe, vahA~ se Apa nikAla deMge ki nahIM? yaha pratikramaNa to, jahA~-jahA~ cubhatA ho vahIM hI karane haiN| Apako jahA~ cubhatA ho vahA~ se nikAla pheMko, aura usako cubhatA ho vahA~ se vaha nikAla pheMke ! pratikramaNa hara manuSya ke alaga-alaga hoMge ! kisI ke lie bhI atikramaNa hue ho to, sArA dina usake nAma ke pratikramaNa karane hoMge, tabhI khuda kI mukti hogii| yadi donoM hI AmanesAmane pratikramaNa kareMge to jaldI mukta hoNge| pA~ca hajAra bAra Apa pratikramaNa kareM aura pA~ca hajAra bAra sAmanevAlA pratikramaNa kare to jaldI chuTakArA hogaa| kiMtu yadi sAmanevAlA nahIM kare aura Apako chUTanA hI ho to, dasa hajAra bAra pratikramaNa karane hoNge| praznakartA: jaba aisA kucha raha jAtA hai to mana meM khaTakatA rahatA hai ki yaha raha gyaa|
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________________ pratikramaNa 87 dAdAzrI : aisA kleza nahIM rakhane kA phira bAda meM eka dina baiTha kara sabhI kA sAtha meM pratikramaNa kara ddaalnaa| jisa-jisa ke ho, jAnapahacAnavAloM ke, jisake sAtha jyAdA atikramaNa hotA ho, unake nAma de kara eka ghaMTA kara DAlA to phira saba ur3a jaayegaa| lekina hameM aisA bojha rakhane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| yaha apUrva bAta hai, pahale sunI na ho, par3hI na ho, jAnI na ho, aisI bAteM jAnane ke lie yaha parizrama hai| hama yahA~ pratikramaNa karavAne ke lie biThAte haiM usake bAda kyA hotA hai? bhItara do ghaMTe pratikramaNa karavAteM haiM na ki bacapana se lekara Aja taka jo jo doSa hue ho una sabhI ko yAda karake pratikramaNa kara DAlie, sAmanevAle ke zuddhAtmA ko dekhakara aisA khe| aba choTI umra se jaba se samajhazakti kI zurUAta hotI hai, taba se hI pratikramaNa karane lage, to aba taka ke pratikramaNa kreN| aisA pratikramaNa karane para usake sabhI doSoM kA bar3A hissA A jaaye| phira dUsarI bAra pratikramaNa kre| taba phira choTechoTe doSa bhI A jaayeNge| bAda meM phira se pratikramaNa karane para usase bhI choTe doSa A jAyeMge, aise una doSoM kA pUrA kA pUrA hissA hI khatama kara ddaaleN| do ghaMTe ke pratikramaNa meM sArI jindagI ke pichale cipake doSoM ko dho DAlanA, aura phira kabhI aise doSa nahIM karU~gA aisA taya karanA / arthAt ho gayA pratyAkhyAna | yaha Apa pratikramaNa karane baiThe na, taba amRta ke biMdu Tapakane lageM eka ora, aura halakApana mahasUsa hone lge| bhaiyA, tumhAre se pratikramaNa hote hai? taba halakApana mahasUsa hotA hai? kyA tumhArA pratikramaNa karanA zurU ho gayA hai? pUre jora se pratikramaNa cala rahe haiM? sabhI doSa khoja, khoja, khojakara pratikramaNa kara ddaalnaa| khoja karane lagoge to bahuta kucha yAda AtA jaayegaa| ATha sAla pahale kisI ko lAta mArI ho vaha bhI dikhAI degaa| taba rAstA bhI najara AyegA, lAteM bhI dikhAI pdd'egii| yaha saba yAda pratikramaNa kaise AyA? aise to yAda karane para kucha yAda nahIM AyegA aura pratikramaNa karane lage ki turanta liMkavAra (kramAnusAra) yAda A jAyegA / Apane bAra sArI jindagI kA kiyA thA? 88 praznakartA kiyA thaa| : dAdAzrI : abhI mUla bhUla samajha meM AyegI, taba aura AnaMda hogaa| pratikramaNa se yadi AnaMda nahIM hotA to pratikramaNa karanA nahIM aayaa| atikramaNa se yadi duHkha nahIM hotA to vaha manuSya, manuSya nahIM hai| pahale to bhUla hI naz2ara nahIM AtI thii| aba naz2ara AtI hai vaha sthUla naz2ara AtI hai| abhI to Age dikhegaa| praznakartA: sUkSma, sUkSmatara, sUkSmatama ... dAdAzrI : jAgRti se sArI bhUleM dikhAI degii| jaba Apa sArI jindagI ke pratikramaNa karate haiM, taba Apa nA hI to mokSa meM yA nA hI saMsAra meM hote haiN| pratikramaNa ke samaya vaise to Apa pichale sabhI kA vivaraNa karateM haiN| mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra sabhI kI phona lAineM Thappa hotI haiN| aMta:karaNa baMda hotA hai| usa vakta mAtra prajJA hI akelI kAma para hotI hai| AtmA kA bhI isameM kucha kAma nahIM hotA / doSa hone ke pazcAt Dha~ka jAtA hai| phira dUsarA leyara (parata) aaye| aise leyara para leyara Ate jAyeM, aura mRtyu samaya aMtima eka ghaMTe meM ina sabhI kA lekhA-jokhA aaye| bhUtakAlIna sAre doSa vartamAna meM dikhAI de vaha 'jJAnaprakAza' hai; vaha memarI (smRti) nahIM hai| praznakartA: pratikramaNa se AtmA para iphekTa hogA kyA? dAdAzrI : mUla AtmA para to koI bhI iphekTa (asara) hogA hI nahIM (vyavahAra AtmA ko asara hotA hai)| yaha to AtmA hai, jo haMDreDa parasenTa DIsAIDeDa (zata pratizata nizcita) hai jahA~ memarI (yAdadAsta nahIM
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________________ pratikramaNa pratikramaNa pahu~catI, vahA~ AtmA ke prabhAva se hotA hai| AtmA anaMta zaktimAna hai, yaha usakI prajJAzakti pAtAla phor3akara dikhAtI hai| isa pratikramaNa se to khuda halakApana mahasUsa kare, ki aba halakA ho gayA aura baira chUTa jAye, niyama se hI chUTa jaaye| aura isa pratikramaNa karane ke lie vaha sAmanevAlA kA sAtha nahIM ho to usameM bhI koI harja nahIM hai| isameM rUbarU dastakhata kI jarUrata nahIM hai| jaise yaha korTa meM rUbarU dastakhata kI jarUrata hai aisI jarUrata usameM nahIM hai kyoMki ye gunAha rUbarU nahIM hae haiN| yaha to logoM kI gairahAjirI meM gunAha hue haiN| isa bhAMti logoM ke rUbarU meM hue haiM, paraMtu rUbarU dastaqhata nahIM kiye haiN| dastakhata aMdara ke haiM, rAga-dveSa ke dastakhata haiN| kisI dina ekAMta meM baiThe ho aura aise pratikramaNa yA aisA kucha karate karate karate bhItara meM thor3A AtmAnubhava ho jaaye| usakA svAda A jaaye| vaha anubhava khlaaye| jaba ghara ke loga nirdoSa dikhAI de to samajhanA ki ApakA pratikramaNa sahI hai| vAstava meM nirdoSa hI hai, sArA saMsAra nirdoSa hI hai| unake doSa se nahIM, Apake apane doSa se hI Apa ba~dhe hue haiN| aba aisA jaba samajha meM AyegA taba kucha hala nikalegA! praznakartA : nizcaya meM to vizvAsa hai ki jagat sArA nirdoSa hai| dAdAzrI : vaha to pratIti meM AyA khlaaye| anubhava meM kitanA AyA? vaha bAta itanI AsAna nahIM hai| vaha to khaTamala ghera leM, macchara ghera leM, sA~pa ghera leM, taba nirdoSa naz2ara Aye to shii| lekina hameM pratIti meM rahanA cAhie ki nirdoSa hai| hameM doSita naz2ara Ate haiM yaha hamArI bhUla hai| usakA pratikramaNa karanA caahie| hamArI pratIti meM bhI nirdoSa haiM aura hamAre vartana meM bhI nirdoSa haiN| tujhe to abhI pratIti meM bhI nahIM AyA ki nirdoSa hai, tujhe abhI doSita lagate haiN| koI kucha kare, usake lie phira pratikramaNa karatA hai lekina zurUAta meM to doSita lagate haiN| praznakartA : zuddha upayoga ho to atikramaNa hogA? dAdAzrI : hogaa| atikramaNa bhI hogA aura pratikramaNa bhI hogaa| hameM aisA lage ki yaha to hama upayoga cUka kara ulaTeM rAste cle| taba upayoga cUke usakA pratikramaNa karanA pddegaa| ulaTA rAstA mAne vesTa oNpha TAima eNDa enarjI (samaya aura zakti kA durvyaya) hotA hai, phira bhI usake pratikramaNa nahIM kareM to clegaa| usameM bahuta jyAdA nukasAna nahIM hai| eka janama abhI zeSa hai, isalie leTa go kiyA thA (jAne diyA thA) para jise upayoga chor3anA hI nahIM ho use upayoga cUkane para pratikramaNa karanA hogaa| pratikramaNa mAne vApasa lauttnaa| kabhI bhI vApasa lauTA hI nahIM hai na! hama kisI jagaha vidhi nahIM rkhte| auraMgAbAda meM hama anaMta avatAra ke doSa dhula jAyeM aisI vidhi rakhate haiN| eka ghaMTe kI pratikramaNa vidhi meM to sabhI kA ahaMkAra bhasmIbhUta ho jAtA hai! hama vahA~ auraMgAbAda meM to bAraha mahinoM meM eka bAra pratikramaNa karavAte the| taba do sau-tIna sau loga royA kare aura unakA sArA roga nikala jaaye| kyoMki aurata ke usakA AdamI paira chUeM, vahA~ para mAfI maaNge| kitane hI janamoM kA baMdhana huA thA, usakI mAfI mA~ge, taba bahuterA zuddha ho jaaye| vahA~ hara sAla, isake pIche hameM bahuta bar3I vidhi karanI par3e, sabhI ke mana zaddha karane ke lie, AtmA (vyavahAra AtmA) kI zuddhi ke lie, bar3I vidhi karake vahA~ rakha choDeM, ki sabhI zuddha ho jAyeM usa ghdd'ii| kampalITa klIara (saMpUrNa zuddha), khuda ke dhyAna meM bhI na rahe ki maiM kyA likhatA hU~, para saba spaSTa likha kara laaye| phira 'klIara' ho gyaa| abhedabhAva utpanna huA na, eka minaTa mujhe sauMpa diyA ki maiM aisA hU~ sAhiba, vaha abhedabhAva ho gyaa| isalie usakI zakti bar3ha gii| aura phira maiM tere doSa jAnU~ aura doSa ke Upara vidhi rakhatA rhuuN| yaha kaliyuga hai, kaliyuga meM kauna-sA doSa nahIM hogA? kisI kA doSa nikAlanA yahI bhUla hai| kaliyuga meM dUsaroM kA doSa nikAlanA yahI khuda kI bhUla hai| kisI kA doSa nikAlanA nhiiN| guNa kyA hai, yaha dekhane kI
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________________ pratikramaNa pratikramaNa jarUrata hai| usake pAsa kyA bacA hai? zeSa kyA rahA hai yaha dekhane kI jarUrata hai| isa kAla meM kucha zeSa hI nahIM rahatA na! kucha zeSa rahA hai aise yaha sAre hamAre (AtmajJAna pAye) mahAtmA Atmika u~cAI para haiM na! jo hamArI sAtha ho, pahale bhI the aura Aja bhI haiM, ve hamAre dharmabaMdhu kahalAyeM aura inhI dharmabaMdhuoM ke sAtha hI kaI janamoM ke baira ba~dhe hote haiN| unake sAtha kucha baira baMdhA ho to, usake lie hama Amane-sAmane pratikramaNa kara leM to sArA hisAba cukatA ho jaaye| eka bhI manuSya kA Amane-sAmane pratikramaNa karanA nahIM bhuuleN| sahAdhyAyI ke sAtha hI jyAdA baira ba~dhatA hai, aura usake pratyakSa pratikramaNa kareM to dhula jaayeN| yaha auraMgAbAda meM jo pratikramaNa karavAte haiM aise pratikramaNa to varlDa (duniyA) meM kahIM bhI nahIM hoNge| praznakartA : vahA~ sabhI rote the na! bar3e-bar3e seTha loga bhI ro rahe the| dAdAzrI : hA~, saba kitanA rote the! aba aisA pratikramaNa sArI jindagI meM eka hI kiyA ho to bahuta ho gyaa| praznakartA : bar3e logoM ko rone kI jagaha kahA~ hai? yaha koI ekAdha hI hogii| dAdAzrI : hA~, saca hai| vahA~ to sabhI bahuta rote the| praznakartA : maiMne to aisA pahalI hI bAra dekhA ki aise sabhI samAja ke pratiSThita kahalAnevAle loga khule mu~ha vahA~ rote the!!! dAdAzrI : khule mu~ha rote the aura apanI bIbI ke pairoM meM par3akara mAfI mA~gate the, Apane vahA~ aisA nahIM dekhA thA? praznakartA : hA~, anyatra aisA dRzya koI jagaha dekhA nahIM thA! dAdAzrI : hogA hI nahIM na! aura aisA akrama vijJAna nahIM hogA, aisA pratikramaNa nahIM hogA, aisA kucha hogA hI nhiiN| praznakartA : aise 'dAdAjI' bhI nahIM hogeM! dAdAzrI : haaN| aise 'dAdAjI' bhI nahIM hogeN| manuSya ne saccI AlocanA nahIM kI hai| vahI mokSa meM jAne meM bAdhArUpa hai| gunAha meM harja nahIM, saccI AlocanA ho to koI harja nahIM hai| aura AlocanA gaz2aba ke puruSa ke pAsa karanI caahie| khuda ke doSoM kI AlocanA jindagI meM kisI jagaha kI hai? kisake pAsa AlocanA karate? aura AlocanA kiye binA chuTakArA nahIM hai| jahA~ taka AlocanA nahIM karoge to ise mAfa kauna karAyegA? jJAnI puruSa cAhe so kara sakate haiM, kyoMki ve kartA nahIM haiM islie| yadi kartA hote to unheM bhI karmabaMdhana hotaa| para kartA nahIM hai isalie cAhe so kre| vahA~ hameM AlocanA gurujI ke pAsa karanI caahie| para AkhirI gurujI yaha 'dAdA bhagavAna' khlaaye| hamane to Apako rAstA dikhA diyaa| aba AkhirI gurujI dikhA diyeN| ve Apako uttara diyA kareMge aura isalie to ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiN| jaba taka ve pratyakSa nahIM hote. taba taka 'yaha' dAdA bhagavAna ko bhajane hoNge| unake pratyakSa hone ke pazcAt apane Apa Ate-Ate phira vaha mazIna cAlu ho jaayegaa| arthAt phira vaha khuda 'dAdA bhagavAna' ho jaaye| jJAnI puruSa ke pAsa ba~ka kara rakhA mAne khatma ho gyaa| loga khullA karane ke lie to pratikramaNa karate hai| vaha bhAI saba lekara AyA thA na? taba ulaTe khulA kara de jJAnI ke pAsa! to vahA~ koI i~kegA to kyA hogA?!!! doSa DhaMkane para ve Dabala (do gune) hoNge| aurata ke sAtha jitanI jAna-pahacAna hai, utanI pratikramaNa ke sAtha jAna-pahacAna honI caahie| jaise aurata bhalAI nahIM jAtI vaise pratikramaNa bhulAnA nahIM caahie| sArA dina mAfI mA~ga mA~ga mA~ga kiyA kre| mAfI mA~gane kI Adata hI ho jAnI caahie| yaha to dUsaroM ke doSa dekhane kI dRSTi hI ho gaI hai! jisake sAtha vizeSa atikramaNa huA ho, usake sAtha pratikramaNa
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________________ pratikramaNa pratikramaNa dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa karane para halake ho aura pratikramaNa nahIM karane para vahI kA vahI bojha phira se aaye| phira chaTaka jAye bAda meM, binA cArja hue arthAt pratikramaNa se halake kara-karake bAda meM nipaTArA huA kregaa| praznakartA : Apa kahate haiM ki atikramaNa nyuTrala (bhAvAbhAva rahita) hI hai, to phira pratikramaNa karane kA hI kahA~ rahA? dAdAzrI : atikramaNa nyuTrala hI hai| para usameM tanmayAkAra hone kI vajaha se bIja par3atA hai| lekina atikramaNa meM tanmayAkAra nahIM hote to bIja nahIM pdd'taa| atikramaNa kucha bhI nahIM kara sktaa| aura pratikramaNa to 'hama' tanmayAkAra nahIM hote to bhI kre| candubhAI tanmayAkAra ho gaye use bhI Apa jAne aura nahIM hue use bhI Apa jaane| Apa tanmayAkAra hote hI nhiiN| tanmayAkAra mana-buddhi-citta-ahaMkAra hote haiM, unheM Apa jAnate haiN| yajJa zuru kara denaa| atikramaNa bahuta kiye haiM aura pratikramaNa kiye hI nahIM, usakA yaha saba pariNAma hai| yaha pratikramaNa to hamArI sUkSmAtisUkSma khoja (AviSkAra) hai| yadi yaha khoja samajha meM A jAye to kisI ke sAtha koI jhagar3A nahIM rhegaa| praznakartA : doSoM kI lisTa (sUci) to bahuta lambI hotI hai| dAdAzrI : vaha lambI ho to, mAna lo ki yaha eka manuSya ke sAtha sau taraha ke doSa ho gaye ho to saba kA sAtha meM pratikramaNa kara DAlanA ki ina sabhI doSoM kI maiM Apa se kSamA cAhatA hU~! praznakartA : aba yaha jindagI kA DrAmA (nATaka) jaladI pUrA ho to acchA! dAdAzrI : aisA kyoM bole? praznakartA : Apa bIsa dina the yahA~, paraMtu eka jagaha bhI nahIM A skaa| dAdAzrI : isalie deha pUrI kara denI cAhie kyA? isa deha se 'bhagavAna' ko phcaanaa| isa deha kA to itanA upakAra hai ki koI bhI davAI karanI paDe to vaha karanI caahie| isa deha se to 'dAdAjI' kI pahacAna huii| anaMta deha kho diye, sabhI vyartha gye| isa deha se jJAnI ko pahacAne, isalie yaha deha mitra samAna ho gyaa| isalie usa deha kA jatana krnaa|'deh jaladI samApta ho jAye' aisA kahA, usakI mAfI mA~gatA huuN| isalie Aja pratikramaNa krnaa| 25. pratikramaNa kI saiddhAMtika samajha praznakartA : tanmayAkAra ho jAye isalie jAgRtipUrvaka pUrA-pUrA nipaTArA nahIM hotaa| aba tanmayAkAra hone ke pazcAt khayAla Aye, to phira usakA kucha pratikramaNa karake nipaTArA karane kA koI rAstA hai kyA? praznakartA : tanmayAkAra candubhAI hue isalie candubhAI se pratikramaNa karane ko kahanA hogA na? dAdAzrI : haaN| candubhAI se kahane kaa| praznakartA : sapane meM pratikramaNa ho sake? dAdAzrI : hA~, bahuta acche ho ske| sapane meM pratikramaNa hoMge ve abhI hote haiM. unase acche hoNge| abhI to hama binA soce-samajhe kara ddaale| sapane meM jo kAma hotA hai, vaha sArA kA sArA paddhati anusAra hotA hai| sapane meM 'dAdAjI' naz2ara Aye to aise 'dAdAjI' to hamane dekhe hI nahIM ho aise 'dAdAjI' naz2ara aaye| jAgRti meM bhI aise dAdAjI nahIM dikhate, aise sapane meM bahuta sundara dikhe| kyoMki sapanA vaha sahaja avasthA hai aura yaha jAgRta vaha asahaja avasthA hai| kramika mArga meM AtmaprApti ke pazcAt pratikramaNa nahIM hotaa| pratikramaNa 'poijhana' (jahara) mAnA jAtA hai| hamAre yahA~ hameM bhI pratikramaNa
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________________ pratikramaNa 96 pratikramaNa hotA nahIM hai| hama pratikramaNa 'candubhAI' ke pAsa karavAte haiN| kyoMki yaha to akrama, yahA~ to sArA mAla bharA huaa| hama to sAmanevAle ke kisa AtmA kI bAta karate haiM? pratikramaNa kisa se karate haiM, vaha jAnate ho? pratiSThita AtmA se nahIM karate, hama usakI mUla zuddhAtmA se karate haiN| yaha to zuddhAtmA kI hAjirI meM yaha usake sAtha huA, usake lie hama pratikramaNa karate haiN| arthAt usa zuddhAtmA ke pAsa hama kSamA mA~gate haiN| phira usake pratiSThita AtmA se hameM lenA-denA nahIM hai| pratikramaNa bhI ahaMkAra ko hI karanA hai, para cetAvanI kisakI? prajJA kii| prajJA kahatI hai, 'atikramaNa kyoM kiyA? isalie pratikramaNa kiijie|' sUkSma se sUkSma doSa hamArI dRSTi ke bAhara nahIM jaataa| sUkSma se sUkSma, ati ati sUkSma doSa kA hameM turanta hI patA cala jAyeM! ApameM se kisI ko patA nahIM calegA ki merA doSa huA hai| kyoMki doSa sthUla nahIM hai| praznakartA : Apako hamAre bhI doSa naz2ara Aye? dAdAzrI : sAre doSa naz2ara aaye| para hamArI dRSTi doSoM ke prati nahIM hotii| hameM turanta hI usakA patA cala jaaye| para hamArI to Apake zuddhAtmA ke prati hI dRSTi hogii| hamArI Apake udaya karma ke prati dRSTi nahIM hotii| hameM mAlUma ho hI jAyegA, sabhI ke doSo kA hameM patA cala jaayegaa| doSa naz2ara Aye lekina hameM bhItara usakA asara nahIM hotaa| hamAre pAsa jitane daMDa ke yogya haiM unako bhI mAfI hogI. aura mAfI bhI sahaja hogii| sAmanevAle ko mAfI mA~ganI nahIM hogii| jahA~ sahaja mAfa kiyA jAtA hai vahA~ ve loga zuddha hote haiN| aura jahA~ aisA kahA jAtA hai ki, 'sAhiba, mAfa krnaa|' vahIM azuddha hue hote haiN| sahaja kSamA hogI vahA~ to bahuta zuddhi ho jaaye| jaba taka hameM sahajatA hogI, taba taka hameM pratikramaNa nahIM hotaa| sahajatA meM Apako bhI pratikramaNa karane nahIM hoNge| sahajatA meM pharka AyA ki pratikramaNa karanA hogaa| hameM Apa jaba bhI dekheMge taba sahajatA meM hI dekheNge| jaba dekhe taba hama vahI svabhAva meM naz2ara aayeNge| hamArI sahajatA meM pharka nahIM aataa| hama Apako pA~ca AjJA dete haiM, kyoM ki jJAna to diyA, para vaha ga~vA baitthoge| isalie ye pA~ca AjJA meM rahoge to mokSa meM jaaoge| aura chaThavA~ kyA kahA? ki jahA~ atikramaNa ho jAye vahA~ pratikramaNa kiijie| AjJA pAlanA bhUla jAye to pratikramaNa kre| bhUla to jAyeMge, manuSya hai| lekina bhUla gaye usakA pratikramaNa kare ki 'he dAdAjI, ye do ghaMTe bhUla gayA, ApakI AjJA bhUla gyaa| para mujhe to AjJA pAlanI hai| mujhe kSamA kreN|' to pichalA sabhI pAsa, sau ke sau aMka puure| yaha 'akrama vijJAna' hai| vijJAna mAne turanta phala denevaalaa| karanA par3e aisA nahIM ho, usakA nAma 'vijJAna' aura karanA par3e aisA ho, usakA nAma 'jJAna'! vicArazIla manuSya ho use aisA to lage na, ki hamane yaha kucha bhI kiyA hI nahIM, aura yaha kyA hai?! yaha akrama vijJAna kI balihArI hai| 'akrama', krama-brama nhiiN| jaya saccidAnaMda
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________________ (namaskAra vidhi * pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAna kI sAkSI meM vartamAna meM mahAvideha kSetra meM vicarate, tIrthaMkara bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmI ko atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karatA huuN| (40) * pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAnakI sAkSI meM vartamAna meM mahAvideha kSetra aura anya kSetro meM vicarate' OM parameSTi bhagavaMto' ko atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karatA hai| * sAre brahmAMDa ke jIvamAtra ke 'riyala' svarUpa ko atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karatA huuN| * 'riyala' svarUpa vahI bhagavad svarUpa hai| isIlie sAre jaga ko bhagavad svarUpa' meM darzana karatA huuN| 'riyala' svarUpa vahI zuddhAtmA svarUpa hai| isIlie sAre jaga ko 'zuddhAtmA svarUpa' meM darzana karatA huuN| * 'riyala' svarUpa vahI tattva svarUpa hai| isIlie sAre jaga ko 'tattvajJAna' se darzana karatA huuN| (vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI ko parama pUjanIya zrI dAdA bhagavAna ke mAdhyama dvArA pratyakSa namaskAra pahU~cate hai| kausameM likhI saMkhyA ke anusAra pratidina eka bAra pddh'eN|) * pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAna kI sAkSI meM vartamAna meM mahAvideha kSetra aura anya kSetroM meM vicarate paMca parameSTi bhagavaMto' ko atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karatA huuN| * pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAna kI sAkSI meM vartamAna meM mahAvideha kSetra aura anya kSetro meM viharamAna tIrthaMkara sAhiboM' ko atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karatA huuN| (nau kalameM ) * vItarAga zAsana deva-devIyoM ko atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karatA huuN| 1) * niSpakSapAtI zAsana deva-devIyoM ko atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskArakaratA * caubIsa tIrthaMkara bhagavaMto ko atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karatA huuN|(5) * 'zrI kRSNa bhagavAna' ko atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karatA huuN| (5) * bharata kSetra meM hAla vicarate sarvajJa 'zrI dAdA bhagavAna' ko nizcaya se ___ atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karatA huuN| * 'dAdA bhagavAna' ke sabhI samakitadhArI mahAtmAoM ko atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskara karatA huuN| he dAdA bhagavAna! mujhe koI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA kA kiMcitmAtra bhI ahama na dubhAya, na dubhAyA jAya yA dubhAne ke prati na anumodanA kI jAya aisI parama zakti do| mujhe koI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA kA kiMcitmAtra bhI ahama na dubhAya aisI syAdavAda bAnI, syAdavAda vartana aura syAdavAda manana karane kI parama zakti do| he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe koI bhI dharma kA kiMcitmAtra bhI pramANa na dubhAya, na dubhAyA jAya yA dubhAne ke prati na anumodanA kI jAya aisI parama zakti do| mujhe koI bhI dharma kA kiMcitmAtra bhI ahama na dubhAya aisI syAdavAda bAnI, syAdavAda vartana aura syAdavAda manana karane kI parama zakti do|
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________________ 4) havA 3) he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe koI bhI dehadhArI upadezaka sAdhu, sAdhvI yA AcArya kA avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karane kI parama zakti do| he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe koI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA ke prati kiMcitmAtra bhI abhAva, tiraskAra kabhI bhI na kiyA jAya, na karAyA jAya yA kartA ke prati anumodanA na kI jAye aisI parama zakti do| he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe koI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA ke sAtha kabhI bhI kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA na bolI jAya, na bulavAI jAya yA bulavAne ke prati anumodanA na kI jAya aisI parama zakti do| koI kaThora bhASA, tIlI bhASA bole to mujhe mRdu-Rju bhASA bolane kI parama zakti do| he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe koI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA ke prati, strI, puruSa agara napuMsaka, koI bhI liMgadhArI ho, to usake saMbaMdha meM kiMcitamAtra bhI viSaya-vikAra ke doSa, IcchAe~, ceSTAe~ yA vicAra saMbaMdhI doSa na kiyA jAya, na karavAyA jAya yA kartA ke prati anumodanA na kI jAya aisI parama zakti do|| he dAdA bhagavAna! mujhe koI bhI rasa meM lubdhapanA na ho aisI parama zakti do| samarasI khurAka lene kI parama zakti do| he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe koI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA kA pratyakSa yA parokSa, jIvaMta yA mRta, kisI kA kiMcitmAtra bhI avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na kiyA jAya, na karAyA jAya yA kartA ke prati anumodanA na kI jAya aisI parama zakti do| he dAdA bhagavAna! mujhe jagata kalyANa karane meM nimitta banane kI parama zakti do, zakti do, zakti do| (itanA Apako dAdA ke pAsa mA~gane kA hai| yaha hararoja par3hane kI cIja nahIM hai, dila meM rakhane kI cIja hai| yaha upayogapUrvaka bhAvanA karane kI cIja hai| isameM tamAma zAstro kA sAra A gayA hai|) prAptisthAna dAdA bhagavAna parivAra aDAlaja : trimaMdira saMkula, sImaMdhara sITI, ahamadAbAda- kalola hAIve, posTa : aDAlaja, ji. gAMdhInagara, gujarAta - 382421. phona : (079) 3983 0100 E-mail: info@dadabhagwan.org ahamadAbAda : dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kaoNleja ke pIche, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda-380014. phona : (079)27540408, 27543979 rAjakoTa : trimaMdira, ahamadAbAda-rAjakoTa hAI ve, taraghaDIyA cokaDI. posTa : mAliyAsaNa, jI. rAjakoTa. phona : 99243 43416 muMbaI : zrI megheza cheDA, phona : (022) 24137616, 24113875 beMglora : zrI azoka jaina, 9341948509 kolakattA : zrI zazIkAMta kAmadAra, 033-32933885 U.S.A. : Dada Bhagwan Vignan Institue : Dr. Bachu Amin, 100, SW Redbud Lane, Topeka, Kansas 66606. Tel: 785-271-0869, E-mail : bamin@cox.net Dr. Shirish Patel, 2659, Raven Circle, Corona, CA 92882 Tel. : 951-734-4715, E-mail : shirishpatel@sbcglobal.net U.K. : Dada Centre, 236, Kingsbury Road, (Above Kingsbury Printers), Kingsbury, London, NW9 OBH Tel. : 07956476253, E-mail: dadabhagwan_uk@yahoo.com Canada : Dinesh Patel, 4, Halesia Drive, Etobicock, Toronto, M9W6B7. Tel.:4166753543 E-mail: ashadinsha@yahoo.ca Website : www.dadabhagwan.org, www.dadashri.org