Papni Saja Bhare Part 09

Author(s): Arunvijaymuni
Publisher: Dharmanath Po He Jainnagar Swe Mu Jain Sangh
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/001494/1

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adAthI krodha INICIE mAthAM sAcA GIII SCIE abhyAgI6 paimUlya raMdarota REL paraspariMvAda siMdhyAtva pravacanakAra pU. a7, zrI suboIMskRle.. GYZ vichUTa pU. mu#i2768 98ii a371viThaya. ma. sini bhAyAbhUSAvA pApa ? jA sAruM dUUgIda HISE OT - Shkragati tirArthAta - krodha kaSAyane kevI rIte jItaze ? vi. sa. 204pa ( 9 ) tA. 17-2-89 bhAdaravA vada-2 vivAra

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pravacana-muM chaThuM pApasthAnaka - "krodha krodha kaSAyane kevI rIte jItIe ? paramapUjyapAda paramanAtha paramahaMn carama tIrthaMkara zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA caraNa kamaLamAM seMkaDo namaskAra pUrvaka. kohaM mANaM ca mAyaM ca, lobhaM ca pAvavaDaDhaNaM / vame cattAri dose u, icchanto hiyamappaNo // pitAnA AtmAnA hitanI IcchA rAkhavAvALA manuSyoe pApane vadhAranArA krAdha-mAna-mAyA ane lobha e cAre doSane tyAga kare joIe. Atma guNene vikAra-kaSAya - anAdi-anaMta carAcara A vizvamAM mULabhUta dravya be ja che. eka jIva ane bIje ajIva. jIva eka jJAna-darzana vagere guNavALe cetana dravya che. jyAre ajIva jJAna-darzana vagerethI rahita vaNa-gaMdha rasa-sparzAtmaka jaDa dravya che. svayaM jJAnavAna AtmAnA mukhya ATha guNomAM trIjo guNa che "anaMta cAritra" athavA "yathAkhyAta svarUpa" arthAt yathA=jevuM pitAnuM zuddha svarUpa che," je khyAta="kahevAyuM che" tevA zuddha svarUpane yathAkhyAta kahyuM. tene ja anaMta cAritra guNa paNa kahe che. saMsArI avasthAmAM anAdi rAga-dveSanA kAraNe AtmA malina ja che. jevI rIte senuM prathama avasthAmAM khANamAM ja malina che, mATInI sAthe maLeluM che tevI rIte AtmA paNa nigodarUpI khANamAM prAthamika

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376 avasthAthI ja rAga-dveSa grasta karmamalathI malina ja che. anaMta cAritra guNa upara kamaLanuM AvaraNa AvavAthI guNanI prakRtio dabAI gaI che ane vikRtio sAme AvI gaI che. jevI rIte dUdhanI prakRti zuM hatI? ane emAM khaTAza maLavAnA kAraNe phATI javAthI vikRtinuM nirmANa thAya che. have phATI gayelA dUdhanA guNadharma badalAI gayA. evI rIte AtmArUpI zuddha-svaccha dUdhamAM rAga-dveSanI khaTAza maLavAthI AtmArUpI dUdha phATI gayuM, malina thayuM karmamaLasaMyukta AtmA anAdi kALathI karmathI baMdhAyele Aje paNa azuddha dravya che. - trIjA anaMta cAritra-yathAkhyAta svarUpanA guNa para AvelA karmanA AvaraNanuM nAma che "mehanIya karma" je moha-mamatva utpana kare che, e ja meha rAga bhAva che. jevI rIte dArU-zarAba pIdhele manuSya sAcuM jJAna, viveka bhUle che ane nazAmAM kaMInuM kaI karI bese che tevI rIte mohanIya karmathI maha grasta jIva sAra-asAranuM jJAna bhUke che. viveka bhUle che. pitAnuM vAstavika svarUpa bhUlIne bAhya jaDa padArthomAM Asakta thAya che. je potAnA guNa che tene bhUlIne..prakRtine choDIne je pitAnA nathI, je pitAnI prakRti nathI tene apanAve che, svIkAre che. mArI-mArI kahIne..mArApaNAnI vikRti-moha-mamatva nirmANa kare che, jevI rIte kAla sudhI je kanyAnI pAchaLa koI rAga na hatA, meha na hato ane Aje prema thaI gayuM che te have tenI pAchaLapAchaLa premamAM Asakta- pAgala banIne phUla paranA bhamarAnI jema pharate rahe che. basa, tene khAtA-pItA, divase-rAtre premikA ja dekhAya che. tevI rIte potAnI prakRti, potAnA mULabhUta svabhAvane bhUlI gayelA jIvane have vikRti janya meha dazAmAM divase-rAtre, khAtA-pItA.. mAru mAruM A badhuM dekhAya che. A ja jIvanI meha dazA che. mohanIya karma che. AThe karmomAM sauthI prabala keI kAma hoya to te mehanIya karma che. mohanIya karmanA aneka bheda che. enuM kArya aneka kSetra saMbaMdho che.

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daza na meAhanIya (3) 377 mAhanIya karmonA bheda kaSAya meAhanIya 16 cAritra mAhanIya (25) krAya 4 + leAla 4 = 16 mAhanIya kamanA cAritra mAhanIya vibhAgamAM kaSAya mAhanIya kama che, kaSAya meAhanIyanA mukhya cAra bheddemAM krAya-mAna-mAyA-aAbhanA samAveza che. vicArIe te A cAra kaSAya ja saMsAranI jaDa che. saMsAranu sauthI moTu' kAraNa che. zrI dazavaikAlika AgamamAM spaSTa ja kahyu che ke. mAna 4 + mAyA 4 + 9 nAkaSAya meAhanIya koho a mANo a aNiggahIyA, mAyA a lobho apavaDDhamANA / cAri ee kasiNA kasAyA, sicanti mUlAI puNabbhavassa || vaza nathI karyAM evA krAya ane mAna, ane vadhatA jatA mAyA ane leAbha e cAre duHkhada kaSAya janma janmAMtararUpa sa sAravRkSanA jaDa--mULa te pANI pIvaDAve che, siMcana kare che, saMsArane vadhAre che arthAt bhava saMsArane vadhAravAmAM sauthI mATu kAraNa kAinu hoya tA te mAtra kAyAnuM che. kaSAyanA zabdArtha rr kaSa + Aya = kaSAya, kakSa ane Aya e e zabdo maLavAthI kaSAya. zabda ane che kaSanA atha che sAMsAra ane Ayane atha che lAbha, lAbhano zu artha karavAno ? saMsArano lAbha arthAt sa MsAranI vRddhi janma-maraNa rUpa je A 84 lAkha jIvayeAniemAM paribhramaNa karavAnuM cakkara che temAM bhaTakatA rahevAnuM. A bhava sa'sAranI vRddhi thAya,

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janma-maraNanI paraMparA vadhe, saMsAramAM amArI bhavasaMkhyA vadhe A saMsAra lAbha kaSAyana zabdArtha thaye kaSAya zabdanI AgaLa " pratyaya kartavAcI zabda banAvavAnA arthamAM lagADAya te "pArsa zabda bane have kaSAya zabdane zuM artha che? tame tenA prasiddha artha ne jANe che. "pA" arthAt = kasAIkhAnA-katalakhAnAmAM je gAya-bheMsa-gheTAM-bakarA kApe che te "kasAI" hA, A artha paNa ThIka che. ahIMA kasAI zabda A arthamAM rUDha thaI gayo che tene khATakI paNa kahevAya che. kaSAya zabdano uparokta arthane ahIM paNa lagADavAthI spaSTa artha nIkaLe che je satata hiMsA jIvavadha karIne pitAne saMsAra vadhArato ja jAya che te kasAI che ane bIjI vAta A ke teo jIva vadha hiMsA karavAne mATe satata krodha vagere kaSAyeno Azraya le che. pazuone kApavA mATe teone paNa satata krodha-lobhamAM ja rahevuM paDe che. tethI satata kaSAya vRttimAM rahevAvALA teo paNa kaSAya ja che. AthI ahIM "SAruM" zabda pazu hatyArA, jIvavadha karavAvALA A arthamAM rUDha thaI gayuM che. have bIje sIdho artha joIe. je kaSAya kare che te kaSAyI kahevAya che. krodha-mAna-mAyA lebha A cAre kaSAyone je jIvanamAM sthAna Ape che, sevana kare che te paNa "pI" kahevAya che. tyAM kaSAI pazu vadha kare che. ahIM ame sAmAnya krodha vagere kaSAya karIne paNa keInuM mana dubhAvIe chIe, koInA AtmAne duHkha pahoMcADIe chIe. A paNa ochI mAtrAmAM ja kema na hoya? hiMsA ja thaI kahevAya. vAcika hiMsA mAnasika hiMsA thaI kahevAya AthI krodha vagere karavAvALA paNa kaSAyI banyA. teo vacana hiMsA karIne keInA AtmAne duHkha pahoMcADIne pApa bAMdhe che ane potAne saMsAra vadhAre che. saMsAra vRddhine mukhya AdhAra kaSAya para che. saMsAra kevI rIte bane? pANI kevI rIte bane che? tenI prakriyAne batAvatA vijJAne H20,=Water nuM sUtra batAvyuM che arthAt hAIDrojananA be bhAga ane okasIjanano eka bhAga maLIne trIjuM pANI dravya rUpe pariNAma pAme che ane pAchuM bane che. AthI pANInA mukhya ghaTaka dravya hAIDrojana

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379 ane ekasIjana e e thayA. tevI ja rIte sa`sAra kevIrIte banyA ? jyAre AvI vAta thAya chetyAre leAkeA kahe che, emAM zu' meATI vAta che ? emAM vicAravAnu zu che? bhagavAne sauMsAra banAvye che. zA mATe anAvyA? basa, peAtAnI lIlAne mATe manAvyeA che. lIlA zA mATe ? asa, IzvaranI IcchA. IcchA zuM che? zA mATe thAya che? kevI rIte utpanna thAya che? kevI rIte ane che? zuM icchA tattvamAM rAga-dveSanI mAtrA nathI ane jyAre rAgAdi bhAve Avaze tyAre krAdi kaSAyA paNa AvIne UbhA raheze. A rIte AkhA kama sauMsAra AvIne ubhe thaI jaze. * AthI Izvare soMsArane nathI banArvyA sa`sAra banAvavAne mATe IzvaranI AvazyakatA nathI. sarva jIva mAtra petapeAtAnA rAgadveSa anusAra saMsAra banAvatA ja rahe che. sava jIvAe peAta-peAtAnA sasAra banAvyeA che, nirmANu karyAM che. zAsrakAra maharSi e sa`sAranI utpattinuM sUtra Formula khatAvatA kahyuM "viSaya+kaSAya=sa sAra kAmavAsanA, kAmecchAne viSaya kahevAya ane dha vagere cArane kaSAya kahyA che. A rIte ane jyAM bhegA thayA ke sa`sAra anyA, saMsAra vacce, badhuM ja AvI gayu e ane eka mAtra mAhanIya kama'nA ja ghaTaka che, kamanI ja vAta che. ane kama te ATha che, pachI ATha kamerramAM mULabhUta kama tA mAhanIya kama che. A ja kama saMsAra banAve che. ane vadhAre che. A kama che ane karmonA kartA jIva svaya che. AthI ema paNa kahevAya ke jIva-ka nA sayAganu nAma che saMsAra. kaSAyeAnu paNa mULa zu che. ? tenA javAkha umAsvati mahArAja prazama-- rati graMthamAM ApatA kahe che ke "" mAyA mAyA lobha kaSAya svetyetad rAgasaMjJitaM dvandvam / krodho mAnasya punadveSa iti samAsa nirdiSTa || mAhanIya zama { leAbha krodha mAta

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380 mAyA ane leAbha e rAganA gharamAM ane krodha tathA mAna e baMne dveSanA cugalamAM gaNAya che. Akhare Anu' mULa AnI jaDatA rAga dveSa ja che. (4 krodhAdi kaSAyAne 18 pApasthAnakamAM zA mATe gaNyA che ? 18 prakAranA pApeAnA vivecananuM A pustaka " pApanI sajA bhAre ' mAM pApasthAnakAne vicAra pahelAM paNa karyAM che. pAchalA pustakamAM pAMca pApasthAnaka sudhInuM vivecana karyuM che, have ahIMthI krAdi kaSAyAnuM vivecana zarU thAya che. AthI e prazna UbhA thAya che ke krepa, mAna, mAyA, lAbha vagerene pApasthAnAmAM zA mATe gaNyA che ? krodhAdine pApa kevI rIte kahI zakAya ? zA mATe kahyu ? AthI 18 pApasthAnAmAM dravya ane bhAva pApanA bheda je karyAM che te draSTithI 18 pApAne dravya ane bhAva pApanA bheda re karyAM che te dRSTithI 18 pApeAne dravya ane bhAva e be vibhAgamAM judA karyAM che-- dravya pApa (mAhya) 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, kala3, abhyAkhyAna, vaizUnya, paraparivAda 18 pApa I 18 pA5 vyavahAra pApa hiMsA, jUTha, cerI, maithuna, parigraha, kalaha, abhyAkhyAna, vaizunya, rati-ati, papariyAda. bhAva pApa (AbhyaMtara) krodha, mAna, mAyA, lAbha, rAga, dveSa, rati-ati, mAyA mRSAvAda, mithyAtva. zalya nizcaya pApa krodha, mAna, mAyA, leAbha, rAga, dveSa, mAyAmRSAvAda mithyAtva zalya

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381 A rIte je dravya pApa ane bhAva pApanA bhedathI vivecana karIe. . athavA vyavahAra pApa ane nizcaya pApanA bhedathI vicAra karIe, bAhya pApa ane atyaMtara pApanA bhedanI draSTithI keIpaNa rIte vivecana karIe te krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha, rAga, dveSa, mAyA mRSAvAda mithyA vazalya e to avazya ja AMtarika pApa che. bhAva pApanA svarUpamAM tenI gaNatrI karAya che ane te rIte te nizcaya pApa gaNAya che. kema ke karmabaMdhanA kAraNomAM paNa kaSAyenuM mukhya kArya che. mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kaSAya ane yoga e pAMca prakAranA karmabaMdhanA hetuomAM kaSAya dvArA ja mukhya rasabaMdha thAya che ane rasabaMdhanA AdhAra para ja karmonI sthiti baMdhAya che. karmagraMthamAM spaSTa kahyuM che. ke IT papapa kirU vadhumAM jaNAvA" prakRti baMdha ane pradeza baMdhane mukhya AdhAra "ga" mana vacana kAyAnA yoga para che, jyAre kamane sthiti baMdha ane rasabaMdhane mukhya AdhAra kaSA. upara che. tamArA adhyavasAye vicAre) mAM kaSAyane mAtrA keTalI che? tamArA mAnasika pariNAma je ochA-vattA kaSAya vRtithI yukata hoya te tenA AdhAra para sthiti ane rasa baMdha hoya che. je kaSAnI mAtrA ochI hoya te karmabaMdhanI sthiti (Time Limit-samaya maryAdA) ochI haze ane je koIpaNa prakAranI kama pravRttimAM je kaSAye nI mAtrA vadhAre pramANamAM haze, lezyAo vadhAre azubha haze te. karmabaMdhanI sthiti teTalA pramANamAM vadhu lAMbI haze. arthAta teTalA lAMbA samaya sudhI AtmAne te kamanI sajA bhogavavI paDaze. jevI rIte bhagavAna mahAvIre trIjA marIcinA janmamAM bAMdhelI nIcagAtra karmanI sthiti keTalI lAMbI rahI hatI ke aMtima sattAvIzamAM bhave paNa mahAvIra prabhune devAnaMdA mAtAnI kukSImAM 82 divasane mATe javuM paDyuM eka karma je bAMdhyuM hatuM temAM 24 janmane keTale mATe lAMbA samaya nIkaLI gayo? tevI rIte 18mAM tripRSTha vAsudevanA janmamAM zayyA pAlakonA kAnamAM garama-garama tapeluM sAcuM nAkhavAnAM pApanuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke be vAra narakamAM gayA te paNa 27 mAM janmamAM temane kAnamAM khIlA ThokAyA! arthAta eka kama keTalA

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382 lAMbA samaya sudhI AtmAnI sAthe rahe che? A sthiti baMdha pratyeka karmane alaga-alaga che. mehanIya karmanI utkRSTa sthiti 70 koDAkaDi sAgaropamanI che. jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNaya, aMtarAya karma ane vedanIya karma A cArenI utkRSTa sthiti 30 kaDAkaDi sAgaropama che, nAma- getra karmanI 20 ke.keDi sAgaropama che ane AyuSyanI sthiti 33 sAgaropama che. A rIte eka-eka karmanI samaya maryAdA je ATalI 1 lAMbI che tenuM kAraNa zuM che? kaSAya! kaSAyanI mAtrAmAM je ochAvattAnI taratamatA rahe che tene AdhAre tenI ochIvattI lAMbI samaya maryAdAnuM karma baMdhAya che. tevI rIte 2sabaMdha (anubhAga baMdha) ne AdhAra paNa kaSAye upara che. kaSAyamAM je ochI-vattI taratamatA, (mAtrA) rahe che tenA AdhAre ane kaSAyamAM je zubha-azubha lezyA rahe che tenA AdhAre jIne kamabaMdha thAya che rasabaMdhanA kAraNe jAne karmanA udaya kALe ochA-vattA pramANamAM duHkhane anubhava thAya che. dA. ta., roga badhAne udayamAM Ave che. paraMtu keIne mAthuM peTa sakhata dukhe che asahya vedanA thAya che, te keIne sau-ochI vedanA thAya che. roga te ja che, rogane prakAra samAna hovA chatAM paNa vedanAmAM jUnAdhika sahya -asahyA tete jInA karmanA sabaMdha para AdhAra rAkhe che. evI rIte karmonI sthitine, baMdhane ane rasanA baMdhane bannene mukhya AdhAra kaSAya che. AthI je saMsAra vadhAre- bhava vRddhi kare tene pApa kema na gaNAya? avazya gaNavuM ja paDe. kaSAya saMsAra vRddhinuM kAraNa che-prazamaratimAM spaSTa kahyuM che ke evaM krodho mAno mAyA lobhasya duHkhahetutvAt / satvAnAM bhava saMsAra durgamArga praNetAraH // krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobha e cAre kaSAya duHkhanA hetu che, duHkhanA mULa kAraNa che, chane naraka vagere tIvra duHkhadAyI gatiomAM liI janAra che ane bhava saMsAranA bhayAnaka mArgane batAvavA.

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383 vALA che. AvA mAga para laI janAra che. AthI je duHkhanuM mULa kAraNa che, te bhava saMsAranA hetu che, sa'sAranA lAbha karAvanAra, bhava sa'sArane vadhAranAra ane bagADanAra che tene pApakama na kahIe te zu kahIe ? te pApakama` ja che, SaDaripu emAM paNa krodha-mAna-mAyA-lezabha- rAga ane dveSa e 6 duzmana kahyA che. kayAMka kAma, kaidha, mada, mAna mAyA, lAbha e rIte paNa 7 gaNAvyA che. paraMtu A kramamAM mada ane mAna ane ekAka (samAnA ka) che, ane kAmanA te Ama paNa rAgamAM ja samAveza thaI jAya che. AthI uparokta pahelA kramamAM batAvela cha duzmana kharAkhara che. A bhAvapApa che te AtmAmAM rahevAvALu che. nimitta vagara paNa utpanna thAya che. tethI AMtarika abhyaMtara pAya kahevAya che. A nizcayathI pApa kahevAya che. vyavahAra pApanA AcaraNamAM te pApa lAge athavA na paNa lAge paraMtu A kAyAne sevavAthI te nizce pApa lAge ja che, nizce kama baMdha thAya ja che tethI A nizcaya pApa kahevAya che. arihaMta-vItarAgI ame jenI pUjA karIe chIe, upAsanA karIe chIe, nAma smaraNu maMtra, jApa karIe chIe. namaskAra mahAmatramAM jemanA pATha karIe chIe. vicArA! te namaskaraNIya mahApurUSane mATe prayeAjAyelA "arihaMta' padanA zuM artha che? 'ari' arthAt AMtara zatru-AtmAnA zatru. amAre bAhya zatruo sekaDI che, paraMtu AMtara zatru te mAtra rAga-dveSa-krodha-mAna-mAyA-lAbha che. 'ta" arthAta AnA jeNe nAza karyAM che, vijaya prApta karyAM che. Ane jItyA che evA rAga-dveSa rahita vItarAgI arihaMta bhagavAna ja amArA parama AzaSyapAda che. teo ja amArA mATe namaNIya che, pUjanIya che ane AthI ja temane pUjIe chIe ke temaNe teA badhA rAga-dveSAdri jityA che. jIvanamAMthI kADhI mUkA che ane amArAmAM hAla te ja rAga dveSAdghi paDelA che. AthI ame te guNavALAnA guNNAnI stuti karIne te ucca Adarzane joIe chIe jethI amane puN amArAmAM rahelA rAga-dveSa-krodhAdi kaSAyAno kSaya-(nAza)karavAnI preraNA maLe, zakti maLe mATe jina-pUjA, jina -

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384 bhakti jinadarzana jinaguNa stavanA pUba ja UMce Adarza che, A. utkRSTa kerinI sAdhanA che. kaSAnuM svarUpa svabhAva" zabda che je tamane pUchavAmAM Ave ke vabhAva"no zuM artha tame karaze ? AjakAla to svabhAva zabda, badhA jIvonA judA judA kIdhI, mAnI, mAyAvI, kapaTI, luccA, lebI,-lAlacu vagere arthomAM rUDha thaI gayuM che. joke ghaNIvAra kahe che, are sAheba! A te bahu krodhI che, bahu garama gussAvALA che Ane svabhAva te bahu lAlacuM che ane A te kapaTI che, mAyAvI che. A rIte leke svabhAvane artha kare che, paraMtu A bilakula khoTuM che. zabda racanA upara dhyAna rAkhe svabhAva= svabhAva! svathI AtmA ane bhAvathI AtmAnA guNadharmo. zuM AtmAnA guNadharma kodhI mAnI che? nA, AtmA te jJAnamaya darzanamaya cetana. dravya che tene mULabhUta svabhAva te jJAnadarzanAtmaka che. pachI tene krodhI, mAnI kevI rIte kahI zakAya? "prakRti jJAnAdi AtmAnI prakRti che. te ja mULa svabhAva che. paraMtu AtmAnA jJAnadi guNo para AvaraNa AvI gayuM che ane AtmA te karmothI dabAI gaye che. pariNAma svarUpa have te karmonI je prakRti che. karmone je svabhAva che teno ja vyavahAra AtmAne mATe paNa karAI rahyo che. hA, mehanIya kAmamAM krodha-mAnamAyA-lobha vagerenA bheda-prabheda ghaNA che. tenuM AropaNa AtmA para karIne leke vyavahAra kare che. paraMtu A AtmAnuM sAcuM svarUpa nathI. A krodha-mAna vagere AtmAno svabhAva nathI vibhAva che. vikRta bhAva vibhAva. A prakRti nathI vikRti che. A rIte Aje ame krodhAdine svabhAva mAnI lIdhuM che, A amArI sauthI moTI bhUla che. A krodhAdi te karma janya avasthA vizeSa che. A avasthAne ame amArA mULabhUta svabhAva mAnavAnI bhUla na karIe. amAre satata jAgRta rahevuM joIe. sAvadhAna rahevuM joIe ke ame ane cheDI daIe. A krodhAdine pAse paNa na AvavA daIe. A amArA atara zatru che. AnAthI AtmAne nukazAna thAya che. khaTAzathI jema dUdhane nukazAna thAya che. tenA guNadharma

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385 badalAI jAya che tevI rIte krodhAdi kaSAyothI AtmAne ghaNuM moTuM nukazAna thAya che. janma-janmAktaramAM duHkha ane sajA bhogavavI paDe che. krodhAdi kavAnuM kAryakSetra karmajanya A krodhAdi kaSAyo paNa pita-pitAnuM kAryakSetra rAkhe che. e badhAnI pita-potAnI vizeSatA che. zrI dazavaikAlikamAM kahyuM che ke kohI pIIpaNAsei, mANI viNaya nAsaNo / mAyA mittANi nAsei lohA savva viNAso / / koi prIti (prema) no nAza kare che. mAna vinayane nAza kare che, mAyA mitratAno nAza kare che ane lebha sarva vinAzaka che. badhA sadguNene nAza lobha kare che, A rIte cAre kaSAya nukasAna karavAvALA ja che. koI paNa phAyado karavAvALA nathI. Aja sudhI kaI paNa samaye kaI paNa kaSA keIne paNa phAyade nathI karyo. adhyAtma kalpadrumamAM kahe chezuM tame saMsAramAM kaSA vagara jIvI ja zakatA nathI? ko guNastava kadA ca kaSAyairnimame bhajasi nityabhimAn yat / kiM na pazyasi doSamamISAM, tApamatra narakaM ca paratra / tamArA kaSAyoe zuM phAyade karyo che? zuM guNa karyo che. ane e ko upakAra karyo che ke tame enuM sevana haMmezA karyA ja kare che ? kaSAyoe A janmamAM saMtApa-pIDA, ane du:kha ja ApyuM che ane pUrvabhava ane punarbhamAM naraka gati ApavAnI kSamatA jenAmAM che evA kaSAyanA doSane zuM tame sArI rIte nathI jANatA? zuM tame kaSAnA svarUpathI sArI rIte paricita nathI? ane jo tame paricita che te pachI zA mATe cerane potAnA gharamAM ghUsavA do che lUMTArAone kema AvavA do che? zAmAM vadhAre sukha che? kaSAya karavAmAM ke choDavAmAM? canitaM tava rahyuM, ane ghanima ja ! tadvizeSamathavaitadudarka, savibhAvya bhaja dhIra viziSTam // .

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386 kaSAyanA sevanathI arthAt krodhAdi kaSAya karavAthI tamane je sukha thAya che, je majA Ave che ane kaSAyaneA nAza karavAthI niSkaSAya bhAvamAM tamane je sukha thAya che, majA Ave che athavA kaSAya karavAthI zuM pariNAma Ave che ? ane kaSAyeAnA tyAga karavAthI zuM lAbha maLe che? kevuM pariNAma Ave che? A bannenI sArI rIte tulanA karIne huM buddhizALI ! A be mAMthI je lAbhakArI hAya zreyaskara lAge tenuM AcaraNa karo. tethI kayAreya paNa kaSAya karavAmAM majA che ja nahIM, jo vadhAre kaSAya karavAmAM lAbha hAta, phAyadA hAta tA kAI kaSAya cheData ja nahIM, svayaM tIthakara bhagavAna paNa kaSAyanA tyAga karavAnA upadeza na Apata tame tIrthaMkara bhagavatanA aneka jIvana caritra sAMbhaLyA haze, vicAre ! kayAreya kaI paNa tIrthaMkare peAtAnA jIvanamAM kaSAya karyAM hoya ? evuM eka paNa draSTAnta tamane khyAlamAM hAya tA khatAvA. dIkSA lIdhA pachI tA nahI ja... paraMtu gRhastha jIvanamAM paNa kayAreya koIpaNa tItha kare kaSAya karyAM hoya evuM ekapaNa draSTAnta tamane keAI paN samaye caritra graMthamAM ke zAstramAM jovA paNa nahI maLe ane sAMbhaLavA paNa nahI maLe. tamAre manAmathana karavuM paDaze ane sAthI pahelAM te AtmAne pUchIne e nirNaya karavA paDaze ke huM Atman ! zuM tAre kaSAyAnI mAvazyakatA che? zuM kaSAyA vagara tArA jIvana vyavahAra kayAreya cAlI nathI zakatA? tame tamArI chAtI upara hAtha rAkhIne aMtarAtmAne pUchI jue. zu javAkha maLe che? kAI kahe che are mahArAja ! sa'sAramAM rahevu' ane kaSAyAthI bacavuM e kevI rIte zakya bane ? kaSAya karIe * ja nahI. te amArA 'sAra cAle kevI rIte? nathI cAlI zakate. AthI sa`sAra calAvavA mATe thADA ghaNe! paNa kaSAya te karavA ja paDe. AMkhA thADI lAla na karIe tA chekarAe mAthA para caDI bese, thADA gusso na karIe teA nokara amAru sAMbhaLe ja nahIM, gheADA garama thaIne dhAka-dhamakI na rAkhIe te patnI paNa AjJAmAM na rahe, ceADu' mAnaabhimAna na karIe te samAjamAM UbhA rahevAnuM bhAre paDe, gheADI mAyA na karIe te peTa paNa na bharAya ane leAbha vinA teA vyApAra

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387 ja kevI rIte karAya? AjIvikA kevI rIte calAvIe? A rIte ghaNA leAkeA prazna kare che. paraMtu bahu ga MbhIratAthI vicAra| tA tamane ema lAgaze ke ... are. 2 ... A te me mArA svabhAva teveA banAvye che. mATe mane AvA vicAro Ave che, paraMtu saMsAramAM keTalAya parivAra evA paNa che je ghaNI zAMtithI peAtAno jIvana-vyavahAra calAve che. keTalAka mauna avasthAmAM peAtAnu jIvana vItAve che, keTalAMka kaSAya vagara peAtAno saMsAra mahu ja zAMtIthI vItAve che. koI takalIpha nathI. tame pahelethI jevA svabhAva manAvA che. tadanusAra jIvana vyavahAra vItAvI zake che. are ! theADu' vicAra! ! sa MsAra calAvavA mATe tame kaSAyeAno Azraya levA gayA ane te kAraNe tamAga saMsAra se| gaNA vadhI gayA tA pachI te vadhI gayelA, bagaDelA lAkhA varSanA ane lAkhA janmAno saMsAra kANu saMbhALaze ? pachI zuM karaze? A tA Aga bujhAvavA gayA ane maLI gayA evI vAta thaI. AthI kAyAne upazAMta karyAM vagara, tyAga vinA koI vikalpa . ja nathI, emAM ja ApaNI buddhimattA che, vizeSatA che, lAbha che. kaSAye e je guNAne rAkayA che, dabAvyAM che, te guNeA te te kaSAyAnA ph thavAthI pragaTa thaze. te kayA guNA pragaTa thaze? jevI rIte sUryanI sAmethI vAdaLa dUra thavAthI cAre mAju prakAza phelAI jAya che, AvaraNa khaseDI levAthI chUpAyelI ( DhaMkAyelI) vastu pragaTa dekhAya che tevI rIte kaSAya . paNa AtmAnI upara AvaraNa rUpa kama che. tene dUra karavAthI AtmAmAM rahelA anaMta jJAnAdi guNu, anaMta cAritra, cathAkhyAta svarUpa vagere guNNA pragaTa thavA lAgaze ane je divase sa`thA kaSAyAnuM AvaraNa khasI jaze te divase AtmA savaguNI vItarAgI, saguNa sapanna sarvajJa-pUnAnI, pUrNa svarUpI banI jaze. jevI rIte mela nAza pAmavAthI kapaDAM zuddha svarUpane pAme tevI rIte kamarUpa mela dhAvAI javAthI AtmA zuddha svarUpamAM pragaTa thAya che. AthI kaSAyeAnA nAza karavA mATe jJAnI bhagavA e sekaDA upAya batAvyA che. kayA kaSAyane.. kevI rIte jItIe ? e khatAvatA kahyuM ke uvasameNa haNe kohaM, mANaM maddavayA jiNe / mAyaM cA'jjava bhAveNa, lobhaM saMtosao jiNe //

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388 upazama bhAva dvArA zAMtIthI kodhane jItIe, mRdutA namratA (vinaya) guNathI mAnane jItIe, AvabhAva arthAt saralatA jUtAnA sahAre mAyAne jItIe ane saMtoSavRttithI lAbha kaSAyane chatIe. A rIte cAre kaSAyone upazama vagere cAre bhAvenI sahAyathI sArI rIte saraLatAthI jItI zakAya che. cAre kaSAyamAM kayA vadhAre kharAba che.? A kaSAya te badhA kharAba ja che. koI sArA nathI te paNa jo pari- NAmonA AdhAra para tulanA karAya athavA leka vyavahAramAMthI jevA jaIe to khabara paDe ke kaye kaSAya vadhAre kharAba karyo e che kharAba che? ahIM kaMIka taratamatA dekhAya che. tevI rIte cAre kaSAyanI krama vyavasthA paNa je joIe te konI pachI mAna, mAnanI pachI mAyA, mAyAnI pachI lobha A krama vyavasthA che. A te kharAbanI apekSAe paNa A kamathI joIe te krodhathI kharAba mAna che, mAnathI vadhAre kharAba mAyA che ane lebhane te badhA pApane bApa kahyo che. e te sauthI vadhAre kharAba che. AthI lAbhane sarva vinAzaka kahyo che. konAmAM keTalA kaSAya che? saMsAramAM anaMta jIve che. ekendriyathI paMcendriya sudhInI -jAtiomAM ane deva-manuSya naraka tiryaMca vagere cAre gatimAM 84 lAkha jIvaninA paribhramaNamAM anaMta jIva bhaTakI rahyA che. sarve ja kaSAyathI pIDita che. je saMsArI hoya ane kaSAya rahita hoya e zakaya ja nathI. sarva jIvemAM badhA prakAranA kaSAya che. hA, paNa eTaluM jarUra che ke keInAmAM krodha vadhAre che te keInAmAM lebha. A rIte pratyeka jIvamAM kaSAnI ochI vastI mAtrA te rahelI ja che. keImAM kAdha vadhAre che te bIjA traNa kaSAya 10-10 TakA haze ane krodha 70 TakA raheze. AvI rIte 70 TakA kAdhanI mAtrA rahevAthI krodhanI prAdhAnyatAthI ene kopI kahevAmAM Avaze. paraMtu bIja kaSAye nathI evI kaI vAta paNa nathI, bIjA badhA kaSAya avazya che ja. mAtra pramANu hInAdhika che. tevI rIte koInAmAM mAnanI adhikatA che. te

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389 keInAmAM mAyA prabaLa che, ke InAmAM lebha vadhAre ane bIjA kaSAyo ochA che. eka mAtAne cAra chokarA che te ApaNane jovA maLaze ke ke cAreya eka sarakhA krodhI nathI, eka chokarAmAM krodha vadhAre che. te bIjAmAM mAna ane trIjAmAM lobha. A rIte kaSAya badhAmAM sarvatra paDelA ja che. vizeSa bahulatAe ema kahevAya che ke purUmAM kola ane mAnanuM pramANa vadhAre rahe che ane strIomAM mAyA ane lebhanuM pramANa vadhAre rahe che. Ane artha e nathI ke purUSamAM mAyA ane lebha nathI rahetAM athavA strIomAM krodha ane mAna nathI rahetuM. AvI vAta nathI. badhAmAM cAreya kaSAya che. badhA tArA TamaTame che, prakAzamAna varUpamAM camake che. te paNa pravane tAro vizeSa camake che. zukane tAro kaMIka pitAnI AgavI vizeSatA rAkhe che. maraghI paNa UDI zake che. paraMtu tenI uDavAnI zakti ochI che ane jamIna para cAlavAnI zakti vadhAre che. te kAgaDA-keyala ane popaTanI jema AkAzamAM dUra sudhe UDI nathI zakatI. pAMkha yukta pakSI hovA chatAM paNa uDavAnI zakti ochI ane jamIna para cAlavAnI vRtti vadhAre che. tevI rIte strI-purUSAmAM paNa A dazA che. je sthUla rUpamAM vadhAre pramANamAM dekhAya che temAM purUSamAM krodha ane mAna vadhAre pramANamAM che. jyAre strIomAM svAbhAvika ja mAyA ane temanI pradhAnatA hoya che. kavAya paNuM pUrva janmanA saMskArAdhIna che saMsAramAM koIpaNa jagyAe kodha-mAna kevI rIte karavA ? e zIkhaDAvavAnI kaI skUle nathI. te paNa badhA bALakane nAnapaNathI ja A badhuM AvaDatuM hoya che. jyAre bALaka 10-12 mahinAnuM hoya ane bolatAM paNa zIkhe nathI evA samaye te gusse kare che, hAthamAM je vastu Ave tene pheke che, teDa-pheDa kare che. eTaluM ja nahIM, je kaMI hAthamAM Ave tenAthI te bIjAne mAravA mATe paNa daDe che. dhIrethI ekAda thappaDa mAne paNa mArI de che. paraMtu mAne te sArI lAge che, mIThI paNa lAge che. paraMtu bALake pitAnI zArIrika zakti anusAra ja gusse karyo che, krodha karyo che. sau saunA pramANamAM krodha-gussa vagere karatA hoya che.

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390 tiryaMca gatimAM pazu-pakSIone paNa ApaNe laDatA-jhagaDatA joyA che. kabutarene paNa eka gharanI chata para laDatA-jhagaDatA joyA che. temAM paNa kaSAyanI mAtrA che. have prazna e ubho thAya che ke jyAre koIe nathI zIkhaDAvyuM tyAre krodhAdi kaSAyo AvyA kayAMthI? ame zIkhya kayAMthI? nathI te mAtA-pitAe zIkhaDAvyuM ke nathI te skUlamAM keda zikSake zIkhaDAvyuM! zAstrakAra maharSi kahe che ke A kaSAya-pUrva jamanA saMskArathI prApta thayelA che. janma-janmAktaranA saMskAra paDelA che. tame kahezo ke pUrva janmamAM kayAMthI AvyA? are! enI pahelAnA janmamAMthI! A rIte anaMta janmonI paraMparA che, tevI rIte deva-manuSya-nAka-tiya"ca e cAre gatimAM kalAnuM akhaMDaeka chatrI sAmrAjya che. devalokanA devatAomAM paNa kaSAyavRtti bharelI paDI che. naraka gatinA nArakI mAM te krodhAdi kaSAyenI mAtrA ApaNAthI hajAra gaNI che. kayAM nathI? sarvatra che. mRtyunI pachI zarIra te ahIM baLIne bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che. eka mAtra AtmA ja eka gatimAMthI bIjI gatimAM, eka jamamAMthI bIjA janmamAM jAya che. AtmAM ekale ja Avyo che ane eka ja javAno che. AmAM tenI sAthe kaMIpaNa lAve che ane laI jAya che te te mAtra pote karelA sArA-kharAba, zubhAzubha karma. ethI vadhAre kaI ja nahIM. AthI janma-janmAktaranA kaSAyAnA saMskAra AtmA sAthe lAve che ane sAthe laI jAya che. jIva abhyAsa dvArA pita pitAnA svabhAvamAM parivartana sAruM paNa thaI zake che ane kharAba paNa thaI zake che. banne prakAre parivartana thAya che. jIva kayAreka svabhAva bagADI nAMkhe che, ane kayAreka potAnI jAtane samajAvIne bUjhavIne svabhAva sudhArI paNa le che. kene kevuM vAtAvaraNa prApta thAya che? tenA upara AdhAra che, gharamAM je vAtAvaraNa ja kalAdi kaSAyeDanuM haze te svAbhAvika bALaka para paNa te ja saMskAra paDaze. kadAca Aje te bALaka nahIM bele paraMtu te bALakanA mana rUpI kemerAmAM be AMkhe rUpI lensa dvArA gharanA vAtAvaraNane Akhe phoTo tenI buddhinI philma upara te avazya utare ja che. emAM koI zaMkA nathI. AjanI kheMcAyelI pheTe philma keTalAMka divasa pachI dhovAIne Avaze. tevI rIte keTalAka divaso pachI,

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391 keTalAMka samaya pachI bALakanA mananI te kaSAyanI philama-pharaze- projekaTara maLaze to emAM pharaze ane jevuM drazya joyuM hatuM tevuM drazya UbhuM karaze. AthI ame IcchIe ke bALaka para sArA saMskAra pADavA mATe tene ApaNuM krodhAdi kaSAyonA svabhAvathI dUra rAkhIe te pariNAma sAruM Ave. amArI chApa, amArA zabdonI chApa, amArA krodhAdi kaSAyanI chApa bALaka upara na paDe. tenuM khAsa dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe. kedha kaSAyanuM svarUpa krodhathI ke aparicita che? A badhAnA anubhavanI vastu che. ame badhA sArI rIte krodhanA svarUpane jANIe chIe. krodha jyAre paNa Ave che tyAre amane tenI khabara paDe che. krodha kayAreya UMghamAM nathI AvatuM, bezuddha avasthAmAM nathI Avate amArI jAgRtimAM ja Ave che. eTaluM ja nahIM, ame bolAvIe te ja Ave che, vagara AmaMtraNe nathI Avate. krodha jyAre Ave che tyAre paNa khabara hoya che ane AvyA pachI paNa khyAla hoya che ke A krodharUpI cAra gharamAM ghusI gayA che. AMkha lAla thavA mAMDe che, hoTha kaMpavA lAge che, paga dhruje che, zarIra. garama thaI jAya che ane lehI paNa garama thavA lAge che. zarIra potAnuM samatalapaNuM kayAreka-kyAreka gumAvI bese che. avAja moTo thaI jAya che ane garamI paNa AvI jAya che. sAmAnyathI ApaNe je prakAranA avAjamAM belatA hatA tenI apekSAe vadhAre uMcA avAje bolavA lAgIe chIe. zabdonuM samatolana paNa lathaDIyA khAya che, zabdo para aMkuza nathI rahetuM. kaMIka belivuM hoya che ane kaMIka belAI jAya che. Avega ane Aveza ane zabdomAM gati vadhAre che. prAyaH apazabdonI vipulatA rahe che. dhanuSyanI trijyA parathI chUTelA tIranI jema mukhamAMthI jIbhanI trIjyA parathI zabdane varasAda tIvratAnI sAthe zarU thaI jAya che. zabda ja zastranuM kAma kare che. krodhanI avasthAmAM badhuM kAma zabda ja kare che. gALenI mAtrA vadhI jAya che. tIra-baMdUka athavA bhAlA pheMkavAmAM te pahelA nizAna tAkavuM paDe che paraMtu zabdane pheMkavAmAM nizAna nathI tAkavuM paDatuM. tIra-baMdUkanuM

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nizAna je barAbara na lAge te prahAra khAlI jaze. paraMtu zabdanA prahAro khAlI nahIM jAya. koIpaNa jAtanA nizAna vagara ja te bIjAnA kALajAnA be TukaDA karIne ArapAra nIkaLI jAya che. zAstrane jakhama (ghA), golIne janma te kayAreka kayAreka zaA kriyA dvArA sAre paNa thaI jAya che, paraMtu zabdarUpI ghA keTa-keTalAM varSo sudhI duHkhI kare che, satAve che pIDA pahoMcADe che. AvA marmaspazI zabdone ghA lAMbA kALa sudhI paNa rUjhAtuM nathI. kayAreka-kayAreka varSo sudhI to kayArekakayAreka janmojanma sudhI satAve che. mAnasika svasthatA nAza pAme che. mAnasika kheMcANa ghaNA pramANamAM vadhe che. AvA tIvra krodhamAM blaDaprezara ghaNuM vadhI jAya che. magajanI nasomAM kheMcANuM thatuM hoya evuM dekhAya che. keIvAra lehInuM dabANa vadhI jAya che, paribhramaNa vadhI jAya che. keIvAra potAnI zArIrika zaktithI adhika jyAre krodha vadhI jAya che tyAre AvI avasthAmAM mAthAnI nasa paNa tUTI jAya che. breIna hemareja thaI jAya che, kayAreka asvastha ane azakta manuSya ghA -prahAra karavA tarapha namI jAya che. je hAthamAM Ave tene UThAvIne pheke che. te samaye vastu-sAdhana kaMIpaNa hoya, caMpala, ITa, paththara athavA lAkaDI je hAthamAM Ave tenAthI te ghA kare che. vaLI kaI to khurazI ane Tebala UThAvIne pheMke che. AvI sthitimAM manuSya potAnI jAtane saMbhALI zakato nathI. Aveza khUba kharAba hoya che. potAnI zArIrika zakti na hovA chatAM paNa khabara nathI paDatI ke kodhanA samaye ATalI badhI zakti kayAMthI AvI jAya che? krodhamAM paNa zArIrika zakti dazagaNI vadhAre vaparAya che ane vIsagaNuM vadhAre mAnasika sthiti nAza pAme che. krodha karanAranI dazA kharAba thaI jAya che, kalAka be-cAra kalAka pachI krodha jyAre zAMta thAya che tyAre krodha karanAra bicAro be-cAra mAIla jhaDapathI doDIne thAkI gayelA manuSyanI jema thAkI ne letha thaI jAya che. thAkane anubhava karato, maDadAnI jema paDayA rahevAnuM pasaMda kare che. chevaTe krodhamAM paNa ghaNI badhI zakti kharcAI jAya che. jevI rIte eka DolamAM rahelA parimita pANImAMthI eka-eka vAsathI keI kapaDA dhoIne pANI bacAve che, ane Aje eka naLanI nIce...ghaNA pANInA pravAhamAM kapaDAM dhuve che. te

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33 pANI bacAvatuM nathI ane nAhakanuM DhaLe che. Akhare prajana te eka ja che. kapaDAM dhovAnuM. paraMtu eka kapaDuM eka Dela pANIthI paNa dhoI zakAya che ane te kapaDuM naLanI nIce paNa joI zakAya che....paNa emAM pANIne ghaNe apavyaya thAya che. tevI ja rIte keIpaNa vAta maryAdita zabdomAM zAMtithI paNa kahI zake che ane kodhanA AvezamAM khullA naLanI jema zabdonA prahAre varasAdanI jema varasAvIne paNa kahI zakAya che. temAM dazagaNI zaktine nAza thAya che. jarUriyAtathI vadhu balavuM paDe che. krodhI prAyaH viveka bhUlI jAya che, mAna khAI bese che jema-tema bele che. kabaramAM dATI dIdhelI vAte paNa ukhADe che. agnidAhamAM baLI gayelA maDadAnI rAkhamAMthI paNa zabda zodhe che. vinaya-vivekane bhUlele krodhI vicAra zaktine paNa toDI nAMkhe che. vagara vicAre ghaNuM bele che. vadhAre bolavAmAM kramane khyAla nathI rahetA ane puna: rukita doSa krodhInA zabdomAM vAraMvAra jovA maLe che. eka ja vAta dasa-vIsa vAra bele te paNa tene saMtoSa thato nathI. mA-bApa sadhInI gALe ane evI gaMdI azlIla gALo bole che ke bIjA sAMbhaLavAvALA paNa tenI kiMmata karI jAya che. kodhI karmathI caMDALa bane che varNAzrama vyavasthAmAM te kaI brAhmaNa, koI kSatriya, keI vaizya to koI zudra kahevAya che. ahIM te zUdra e janmajAta zadra che. AvA caMDALanA ghare tene janma maLe che. tethI zuM karI zake? mATe janmajAta zudra athavA caMDALa te sArA paraMtu " kopI paNa samAjamAM aspRzya-zadra gaNAya che keI tenI sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhavAnuM pasaMda nathI karatuM eka te pitAnI halakI varNa (jAti) ane halakA kAryanA kAraNe caMDALa gaNAya che, jyAre bIjo pitAnA halkA zabda prayogathI caMDALa gaNAya che. gaMdI gALo gaMdA zabdonA kAraNe krodhI manuSya caMDALanI upamAne pAme che. caMDALa zabdathI saMbodhana paNa karAya che. caMDa zabdane tIvra krodhanA rUpamAM prayoga karAya che ane kayAreka-kayAreka g? upasargane vadhAre joDIne "ghara" zabda banAvAya che jevI rIte pracaMDa Aga lAgI che." pracaMDa zabdane artha bhayaMkara paNa thAya che.

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394 caMDakauzika vihAra karatA sAdhu mahArAjanA paganI nIce deDake dabAI gaye ane marI gaye. ziSya gurUnuM dhyAna paNa kheMcyuM paraMtu gurUne apamAna jevuM lAgyuM. krodha bhayaMkara AvI gaye. krodhavRttimAM ziSyane mAravA deDayA paraMtu vacamAM ja thAMbhalA sAthe TakarAyA ane mAthuM phUTI gayuM. lohI vahevAthI mRtyu thaI gayuM. kodhamAM marIne AzramanA tApasa banyA. tenuM netra kauzika hatuM. loke gotranA nAmathI tene bolAvatA hatA. pUrva janmanA kodhana saMskAra A janmamAM Dabala thaI gayA, bhayaMkara kodha karate hate. AthI lokee caMDa zabda tenA gotranA nAmanI AgaLa joDIne caMDakauzika-caMDa kauzika kahIne bolAvavA lAgyA. - eka bagIcAmAM AMbAnI rakSA mATe karAonI ToLIone mAravA mATe te caMDakauzika pAchaLa doDa. eTalAmAM khADAmAM paDI gaye. hAthamAM rahelA dAtaraDAM para mAthuM TakarAyuM pracaMDa krodhamAM marIne tiryaMca gatimAM sApa thaye keTale bhayaMkara krodha? te sApe prabhu mahAvIrane caraNamAM AvIne DaMkha dIdhe. karUNa sAgara kRpALu deve zAMta mudrAmAM sApane saMbodhana karIne tenA pUrva janmanuM nAma laIne kahyuM "bujha bujhacaMDa kauzika !" he caMDakauzika ! zAMta thA! zAMta thA! A sAMbhaLatAM ja sApane AtmA jAgRta thaI gaye jAti maraNa jJAna pragaTa thaI gayuM teNe pitAnI jAtane saMbhALI lIdhI te sajAga thaye oha! bhayaMkara pracaMDa krodha karavAvALe caMDakauzika huM ja chuM are re...! eka krodhathI meM traNa traNa janma bagADyA? teNe sUtelA AtmAne jagA ane svastha zAMta cittathI traNa janmanA krodhanI kSamA mAMgI, krodhanA pApane pazcAtApa ane prAyazcita karyo. gati sudharI gaI, janma saphaLa thaI gaye are! svargamAM gayo. prastuta daSTAMtathI e spaSTa samajAya che ke je krodhAdikavAnuM udavIkaraNa, zamana karavAmAM na Ave te tene vyApa vadhatuM ja jAya che. caMDakauzikanA jIve sau prathama ziSya upara krodha karyo tyAre tenA je dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAva hatA te uttarottara vadhatA jAya che. sau prathama mAtra ziSya upara karela kodha, bIjA bhavamAM chokarAonI ToLI upara thayo tyAMthI vadhatAM vadhatAM jaMgalanA tamAma jIve upara krodha

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395 thaye. te tenI mAtrA vadhatAM trilokanAtha prabhu arihaMta paramAtmA pratye thaze. bIja rUpe rahele krodha vadhIne vaDale thaI gaye. kSetramAM paNa sau prathama upAzrayanuM kSetra hatuM tyAMthI vadhIne samasta jaMgalanA kSetramAM krodha thavA lAge che. anAcita krodha kALa ane bhAvanI sImAne paNa vadhAro jAya che. mATe ja naukAnA eka nAnA kANAnI jema koinA sUphama paryAthI paNa sAdhake sAvadhAna rahevuM jarUrI che. caNarUdrAcArya-AcArya mahArAjano krodha caNDarUdrAcArya e AcArya mahArAjanuM nAma che. A nAmanA prasiddha AcArya thaI gayA. paraMtu bhayaMkara pracaMDa kodhanA svabhAvanA kAraNe badhA ziSya paNa bhAgI gayA. te ekalA rahevA lAgyA. vicaravA lAgyA. ekavAra gAmanI bahAra vRkSanI nIce beThA hatAM. tyAre jAna pasAra thaI rahI che. eka vararAjA mitro sAthe tyAM AvyA AcAryazrInI pAse AvIne majAka karatAM belyAM mahArAja ! Ane dIkSA levI che. dIkSA Ape. AcAryazrIe najIkamAM ghUMkavAnA mATe paDe rAkhane vATake lIdhe. vararAjAnA vALa pakaDIne kheMcI lIdhA chekarAo bUma pADatA rahyA ane mahArAje te vALa kheMcIne loca karI nAMkhyo. mAthuM mUDI nAMkhyuM have zuM kare? bIjA badhA chokarAo te bhAgI gayA tene maharAjanA kapaDA paherAvyA, sAdhu banAvyA gussAmAM ja A kAma karyuM hatuM. ziSya ghaNe samajadAra hatA. te paristhitine sArI rIte samajI ga. sarala zAMta svabhAvI ziSyane AcAryazrInI dayA AvI. kayAMka evuM na banI jAya ke jAnaiyAo badhA doDI Ave ane mahArAjane mAra pITa karI de. AthI nava dIkSita ziSya kahyuM. gurUjI! have to jadI vihAra karIne ahIMthI bhAgavuM paDaze. gurUe kahyuM-are bhAI! huM te vRddha chuM, ochuM dekhAya che, sAMja paDI gaI che ane rAta paDI jaze pachI te mane bilakula ja nahIM dekhAya kevI rIte vihAra karUM? ziSya kahyuM- gurUjI! have je apavAdanuM paNa sevana karIne vihAra nahIM karIe te zAsananI niMdA thaze, hIlanA thaze. ane jAnaiyAo badhA ahIM AvI jaze te anartha thaI jaze. gurUjIe kahyuM-sAruM, bhAI! have tuM ja batAva ke zuM karIe? navadIkSita ziSya kahyuM-

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396 gurUjI ! Apa mArA khabhA para besI jAo ane huM jaldI-jaladI cAlIza, A rIte ahIMthI dUra nIkaLI jaIzuM te sAruM paDaze. tema ja thayuM. gurU-ziSya cAlyA jatA hatA, rAta paDI gaI hatI. barAbara na dekhAvAnA kAraNe paga Ama-tema vAMkAcUMkA paDatA hatA. kayAreka nAnA-meTA khADAmAM paNa paDI jatuM hatuM. tenA phaLasvarUpa khabhA para beThelA gurU mahArAja paNa thoDA Ama-tema khasI jatA hatA temane AMcake AvatuM hatuM. svabhAvathI ja atyanta kopI evAM gurUjI AvA samaye ziSyanA mAthA para DaMDA mAratA hatA. te paNa ziSya vicAryuM - kaMI nahIM, barAbara che. Akhare che te gurU ja eka bAju te tAje leca karele hatA ane tenA para gurUjIe DaMDAne mAra mAryo.be... cAra iMDA khAvAthI lehI nIkaLavA lAgyuM. gurUjI khabhA para beThA hatA, lehInI dhArA vahevA lAgI to paNa gurUjI DaMDA mAratA rahyA. eyasIdho cAla, dekhato nathI? ATalA konI sAme paNa ziSya ghaNI samatAnI sAthe AtmAne samajAvate gayo ane mane maMthana karato ciMtananI dhArAmAM caDa. karmonI nirjarA adbhUta thavA lAgI. DIvAramAM ja hera phATavAnA uSAkALanI pahelAM zubha adhyavasAyanI dhArAmAM ziSyane kevalajJAna pragaTa thayuM. have te kaI savAla ja nathI. jJAnacakSu pragaTa thaI gayA hatA. tethI aMdhArAmAM AMkho baMdha karIne cAle te paNa badhuM spaSTa dekhAvA lAgyuM. sArI rIte cAlavA lAgyo. gurUjIe kahyuM- kema? DaMDA paDayA eTale sIdhe cAlavA lAgyo. have ke sIdhuM cAle che? ziSya gurUjI! have te badhuM dekhAya che. gurUjI kahe are? atyAre te rAta che ne kevI rIte badhuM dekhAya che? ziSya kahyuM-gurUjI! ApanI kRpAthI have te AMkha baMdha karuM chuM te paNa dekhAya che, ane khullI rAkhuM te paNa dekhAya che. rAtrimAM, aMdhArAmAM prakAzamAM badhuM spaSTa dekhAya che. A zabdo sAMbhaLIne gurUjIne Azcarya thayuM. are!... gajaba thaI gayo. are! UbhuM rahe...UbhuM rahe. AMkha baMdha rAkhe to paNa aMdhArAmAM dekhAya che te zuM tane jJAna thayuM che? zuM tuM jJAnathI jove che ke AMkhethI ? ziSya kahyuM-gurUjI! jJAnathI jouM chuM. are! te kevuM jJAna thayuM che? pratipAtI ke apra. tipAtI ? ziSya kahyuM-gurUjI! ApanI kRpAthI apratipAtI arere! Ubho rahe UbhuM rahe. mane nIce utaravA de, ane AcAryazrI nIce

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397 UtarIne ziSyanA caraNAmAM namIne khamAvavA lAgyA, potAnA aparAdhanI kSamAyAcanA karavA lAgyA. ane temanI pAse besIne AkhAmAMthI azrudhArA vahAvatA pazcAtApanI dhArAmAM kSapakazreNi zarU karI. AtmAne dayAnano dhArAmAM caDAce. karmInI nirjarA thavA lAgI. savAranA samaya thatAM thatAM te peAtAnA krodhanA pazcAtApa karatAM karatAM AcAya zrI caRsrUdrAcAya ane paNa kevalajJAna pragaTa thayuM. dhanya dhanya...jainazAsana! kevA kevA krodhI paNa kevalajJAna pAmyA ? ane lagna mATe jAnamAM AvelA vararAjAe paNa kevI rIte dIkSA lIdhI ? majAkamAM dIkSA lIdhI ane eka rAtrImAM kevalajJAna ! keTi...kATivAra vaMdanA....Akhare samatAnA sAdhI ja sAdhanAnA phaLane meLave che. krodha kaSAya te! badhI sAdhanA upara pANI pheravI de che. krodhe koDa pUravataNu saMyama phaLa jAya-- krodha kaSAyathI keTalu nukazAna thAya che? te joIe, jevI rIte 1 divasanA tAvamAM paNa cha mahinAnI zakti khalAsa thaI jAya che. tAva e tApa che ane krodha paNa tApa che, agni che, jevI rIte agni badhuM khALIne bhasmasAta karI de che, je Ave te badhuM ja svAhA karI jAya che tevI rIte krodhane paNa agninI upamA ApI che. Aga uThe je ghara thakI te pahelu ghara mALe, jaLanA joga be divamaLe, tA pAsenu para jALe." dhAro ke koI gharamAM Aga lAgI che ane jo pANI na maLe tA mAjunuM bIjuM ghara paNa maLI jAya. evI rIte krodhI-krodhanI AgamAM maLI rahyo che ane AvA samayamAM jo tene zAMta karavAvALu-ThaMDu karavAvALuM koi na maLe teA saMbhava che ke AjumAjunA ane ne nukazAna paheoMcADaze. caDakauzika sApane jo prabhu mahAvIra na maLyA hAta te! te sApa na jANe khIjA keTalAone nukazAna paDaeNAMcAData ane keTalAene mArI nAkhata ! paraMtu mahAvIra prabhu maLI gayA. temaNe. caDakauzikane bujsa-prujajhanA be zabdonI vANIrUpI pANIthI zAMta ThaMDA karI dIdhA. caMDakauzikanA krodhanI Aga huM mezane mATe bujhAI gaI. tenA AtmAnA nistAra thaI gayA.

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398 cAritra (dIkSA) laIne varSo sudhI tenuM pAlana karIne, varSonA cAritra paryAyane bhego karIe, e rIte karatA rahIe te eka koDapUrva varSane cAritra paryAya keTalA janmamAM bhege thAya? vicAra! thaDe hisAba kare ! jema ke dA. ta. Aje amArUM 80-100 varSanuM AyuSya hoya ane temAM vIsa varSanI AsapAsamAM dIkSA laIe te lagabhaga 60 athavA 80 varSano cAritra paryAya bhege thAya. A rIte pachI bIjA janmamAM, pachI trIjA janmamAM, e rIte keTalA janmamAM dIkSA laIe te eka koDa pUrvanuM cAritra bheguM thAya? jema ke tame eka varSamAM eka lAkha rUpiyA kamAyA, bIjA varSe bIjA eka lAkha rUpiyA kamAyA, e rIte tame so varSa sudhI kamAtA ja rahe te eka karoDa rUpiyA kamAI zakaze. paraMtu vicAro A eka karoDa rUpiyA kamAtA se varSa thayAM. jiMdagI sudhInI mahenata, lehIne parasevo ane keTalI mahenata? ATaluM badhuM karyA pachI je tamArA gharamAM corI thaI gaI, DAkuoe lUMTa calAvI te eka miniTamAM, eka kalAkamAM eka karoDa rUpiyA jaI paNa zake che. tamArI pAsethI jatA rahe che barAbara evI rIte ja joIe ke eka koDa pUrvane cAritra paryAya aneka janma mAM bhego karyo hoya ane teTale kiMmati cAritra paryAya eka kSaNanA krodhathI nAza pAme che. krodharUpI cera je AtmAnA gharamAM ghUsIne AtmaguNenI ceirI kare te eka kSaNamAM dAMDIyA DUla karI de, badhuM pANI pheravI de. jevI rIte eka divasanA tAvathI 6 mahinAnI zArIrika zakti khalAsa thaI jAya che tevI rIte A paristhiti bane che. kaSAya keTalA prabala che? A krodha kaSAya keTale sazakta zaktimAna che? have je te kaSAyane nahIM jItIe, jIvanamAMthI nahIM kADhIe te e keTaluM nukazAna karaze ? enI kaI kalpanA ja nathI. keTalo bhava saMsAra bagADI deze? aneka zAstrakAra mahApurU krodhanA nukazAnanA viSayamAM pitAnI kalama kevI rIte calAve che tenA thoDA namUnA joIe. krodhanA kAraNe keTaluM nukazAna thAya che ? krodha zuM kare che? krodhaH paritApakaraH sarvasyogakArakaH krodhaH / vairAnuSaGga janakaH krodhaH krodhaH, sugatihantA // paritApa-saMtApa-pIDA, dukha, AganI jema baLavuM.

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399 krodha satApa karAve che. cAre bAjuthI khALe che, AthI paritApa karAve che. dAhavara jevI krodhanI sthiti che, badhA jIvAne udvega karAvanAra krodha che. gharamAM krodha kAI eka vyakti kare paraMtu udvega te! badhAne ja thAya che. krodha badhAne bhaya utpanna karAve che, veranI para parA UbhI kare che ane sadUgatinA nAza kare che. sadgati arthAt mAkSane paNa ghAtaka krodha ja che. zAstromAM jeenA nAma AvyA che evA subhUma cakravatI ane parazurAma jeoe peAtAnA krodhanA kAraNe dharatI para hAhAkAra macAvI dIdheA hateA. " dharaNI parazUrAme, kroce niHkSatrI kIdhI " / dharaNI subhUmarAye joSanikSI jIvI " parazurAme peAtAnA pracaMDa krodhathI AkhI dharatI kSatriya vagaranI karI dIdhI arthAt badhA kSatrIyeAne khatama karI dIdhA. sapUrNa` kSatriya jAtanA AtyaMtika vinAza karIne dharatIne pANInI jagyAe jANe leAhIthI bharI dIdhI. ane tevI rIte subhUma jevA cakra vI e AkhI dharatIne nibrahmI brAhmaNa rahita banAvI dIdhI. samasta brAhmaNAnI katala karIne tene meAtanA ghATe utArIne leAhInI nadIo vahevaDAvI. AvA adhama manuSyAe peAtAnA vyaktigata krAyanA kAraNe -athavA koI eka vyaktinA krodhanA nimitte AkhI jAtine nAza karI dIdheA aMte ATalA ugra krodha karyAM pachI zuM tenI sadgati sabhave ? nA kayAreya paNa nahIM. cakravatI thavA mAtrathI zuM thaI gayuM ? aMte marIne sAtamI nakamAM gayA. have tyAM 33 sAgaropama jeTalA asakhya varSInA dIdha`kAla sudhI duHkha sahana karavA sivAya bIjo keI vikalpa ja nathI. mATe krodhanA karUNa aMjAmAne joIne AtmAe temAMthI pAchA krUravu joIe. kaSAyAnuM mULa viSayAsakti ane vicArAnA Agraha che eTale AtmA jo viSacakramAM anAsakti ane vicArIne sAkSI bhAva keLave tA avazya kaSAcA upara vijaya meLavI zake che. krodho nAzayate buddhimAtmAnaM ca kulaM dhanam / dharmanAzeo bhavet kopAt, tasmAt taM parivarjayet // krAdha buddhinA nAza kare che. khuda peAtAnA ane kula tathA dhananA paNa nAza kare che. dhama nA nAza paNa krodhathI ja thAya che. AthI krApanA

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400 tyAga ja karavuM joIe. A kalekamAM keTaluM nukazAna batAvyuM che? " uDuM pA" kedha prIti premane nAza kare che. krodha koInA paNa gharamAM jaIne UbhuM rahe che. pachI te sAdhu-saMta, gurU-ziSyanI vacce hoya athavA bApa-beTA, mA-beTI, sAsu-vahu athavA pati-patni keInI paNa vacamAM AvIne UbhuM rahe che te samajI levuM ke tyAM prItipremanA saMbaMdhane pahelA teDe che kedha haMmeza mATe kAtaranuM kAma kare che. ekanuM be karavA ghara teDavuM saMbaMdha teo vagere tenA kAryo che. krAdhe keIpaNa samaye sAyanI jema saMghInuM kAma nathI karyuM. A tene sauthI moTo deSa che. eka divasa e hatuM jyAre be sagA bhAIo eka ja thALImAM sAthe besIne bhojana karatA hatA to pachI zA mATe eka divasa judA thaIne ja rahe che? evA paNa divase Ave che jyAre banne ekabIjAnuM mukha paNa jovAnuM pasaMda nathI karatA kayAreya te jaMdagIbhara ekabIjAnI sAthe nathI besatA. AvuM zA mATe thAya che ? sAmAnya dhanA kAraNe banenI vacce kAMI bolAcAlIthI evI bAjI bagaDI ke ekabIjAnA zabda kaI vakhata varSo sudhI magajamAM ghUme che. krAdha bhayaMkara anei pedA kare che. kahe che. utpadyamAna H prathamaM yahatyeva svamAzrayam / krodha : kRzAnuvat pazcAdanyaM yahati vA na vA. // kayAre kaI paNa nAnuM moTuM nimitta maLatAM ja krodha utpana thaIne sau prathama te pitAnA ja Azraya sthAnane ke jemAM te rahe che tene bALe che krodha Azraya sthAnarUpa zarIramAM rahe che ane zarIrane ja sau prathama bALe che. zarIra baLavA lAge che athavA potAnuM ghara maLavA lAge che. pachIthI agninI jema bIjAne bALe athavA na paNa bALe, paraMtu te pitAnA AtmAne te jarUra bALe che. je sAmenI vyakti kSamAzIla, samatAne sAdhaka hoya to tene nahIM paNa bALe paraMtu pote pitAne te avazya bALaze ja, paraMtu bhInA vRkSane to dAvAnaLa paNa bALI zakato nathI. krodhanI pracaMDa tAkAtane paricaya te tyAre thAya che ke jyAre 8 varSa jUnA pUrva koDa varSanA dIrdha cAritra paryAya yukta sAdhakanI sAdhanA paNa rUmAM lapeTelI AganI jema kSaNavAramAM bhasmIbhUta

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401 thaI jAya che. A krodha agni karatAM paNa vadhAre prajavalanazIla che. agni karatAM paNa tenI saMhAra zakti vadhu tIvra che. atizaya puNyanA saMcayathI ekaThuM kareluM samatArUpI pANI krodharUpI viSanA eka khUMdanA sparza mAtrathI pIvA cagya nathI. rahetuM. jevI rIte rasoDAmAM dhUmADo cAre bAju phelAIne gharanA raMgane kALe karI. nAMkhe che tevI rIte krodharUpI agnine dhUmADe paNa sajananA seMkaDo guNo para kALo kUcaDe pheravI de che. arthAt aneka guNo hovA chatAM krodha karavAne eka nAnakaDo durgaNa paNa seMkaDo guNone DhAMkIne kUcaDe. pheravI de che. keTalIkavAra aneka guNa saMpanna sArA-sArA sajajane, saddabhAgI paNa ceDA krodhI svabhAvanA kAraNe yaza prApta karI zakatA nathI ne karImAMthI chUTA karAya che, bhAgIdArI tUTI jAya che ane eTalI hada sudhI ke cAritra jevuM kiMmati ratna paNa hAthamAMthI cAlyuM jAya che. krodha keTalIka vakhata ucca sAdhakane vairAgyane paNa hAsa karIne saMsAramAM catanAbhimukha banAve che. kAryasiddhi hAthaveMtamAM hovA chatAM paNa kSaNika krodha tene haDaselIne sAdhakane siddhithI vimukha banAve che. siddhi hAthakALI ApIne chaTakI jAya che. lakSamI tamAco mArIne nAsI jAya che. A rIte seMkaDo deSa krodhanA che. krodhathI tapa paNa nAza pAme che : haratyekadinenaiva, teja : pANmAsikaM jvara : : / krodha : puna : kSaNenApi, pUrva koyArjitaM tapaH // eka divasane tAva te cha mahinAnI badhI zaktine nAza karI nAkhe che. paraMtu koi te tenA karatAM paNa vadhAre ugra nukazAna karI zake che. krodhathI pUrva koDa varSanuM karAyeluM tapa paNa niSphaLa thaI jAya che. tapazcaryA karavI kaI sahelI vAta nathI. asahya sudhAne sahana karavI kaI ramata nathI ! AvI dukkara asahya vAta paNa tapasvI jIvanamAM AcarI zake che. paraMtu aphasosanI vAta to e che ke ATalI sudhAne sahana karavAvALo tapasvI paNa koInA be zabda sahana karI zakato nathI, ane keInA pratikULa zabdo sAMbhaLatAM ja bAjI bagaDI jAya che, ane samarata tapazcaya para pANI pharI vaLe che. eTaluM ja nahIM, paraMtu tapasvI

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402 jayAre krodha kare che tyAre mahAanarthonuM sarjana kare che. dvaipAyana vaSinuM draSTAnta A vAtanI sAkSI pUre che. dvaipAyana trASi parvatanI guphAmAM tapazcaryA karatAM dayAnamAM magna hatA. AvI sAdhanAmAM zAMbana pradyune dArUnA nazAmAM temanI majAka mazkarI karI, temane satAvyA. AthI RSi krodhe bharAyA. gusse bharAyA ane krodhanuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke dvaipAyana RSi svayaM krodhAgnimAM potAnI jAtane bALatAM chatAM samagra dvArikA nagarIne bALI nAMkhI. prajA sahita saMpUrNa dvArikA nagarI baLI ane bhasma thaI gaI. eTaluM ja nahIM, paNa samasta yAdavakuLane AtyaMtika nAza karyo. jagatamAM krodhanI keIsImA ja nathI. jagatamAM ghaNA prakAranA krodhAbdha che. ke janmAdha, dhanAlva, madAnta, kAmAnya vagere, temAM krodhAdhunI jagatamAM paNa eka prakAranA aMdha tarIkenI gaNatarI karavAmAM AvI che. kema ke kodhI mANasa paNa AMdhaLAnI jema AgaLa-pAchaLanuM kaMI joI nathI zakate ane te vicAra, vinaya, viveka ane draSTi vagarane banI jAya che. mANase tapamAM krodha na karo. joIe ane krodhanA AvezamAM AvIne tapa na karavo joIe. kemake banne niSphaLa jAya che Akhare krodhAdi kaSA dvArA je karmo bAMdhyA che tenA kSaya mATe te tapa karAya che ane pachI je tapa karIne paNa krodha ja karIe te bIjA navA karmone baMdha thAya che. jevI rIte dUdhane ukALavAthI pANI baLI jAya che ane dUdha jADuM thAya che ane pharI pAchuM pANI nAMkhIe te dUdha pAtaLuM thaI jAya che ane pharI ukALavuM paDe che ema pharI pAchuM pharI dUdha, e rIte vAraMvAra krama cAlyA ja kare te zuM phAyado? A te mUrkhatAnuM pradarzana kahevAya evI rIte krodha karIne nAkhuza thaIne nArAja banIne gussAnA AvegamAM tapa kare ane pharI pAcho tapamAM krodha kare e rIte pharI tapa pharI krodha ane te aMta ja kayAM Ave? tapasvI paNa krodha karIne badhuM I nAMkhe che. tapa karIne varanuM niyANu "odho rahya zarama" keIka vAra je krodhane zAMta karavAmAM na Ave te krodha veranI paraMparAne vadhAre che. A veranI paraMparAnuM je kaI kAraNa hoya to te krodha ja che. agnizamA tApasa mAsakSamaNanA pAraNe mAsakSamaNa karatA hatAM paraMtu traNa vAra saMjogavazAta pAraNuM

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43 na thavAnA kAraNe bhayaMkara guse AvyuM, ane te gusse vadhate ja rahyo, kSamAbhAva jAgrata na thaye ane guNasena mATe evI zreSanI gAMTha. bAMdhe che ke jajanmatene nAza karavAvALo huM ja thAuM evuM ghara niyANuM karIne tapane dhoI nAkhe che, vecI nAMkhe che ane janma paNa bagADe che, pachInA bhAmAM guNasenanA AtmAne vAraMvAra mAravAnuM ghera pApa karIne ghaNIvAra narakamAM jAya che ane saMsAra bagADe che. tevI rIte kamaThe pitAnA ja sagA nAnA bhAI marUbhUti para bhayaMkara krodha karIne paththara upADIne mAthA para pheka ane mAthuM pheDI nAkhyuM. ane ghera niyANuM karyuM ke- janma....janmaAne mAranAra huM ja banuM! tema ja thayuM dasa-dasa me sudhI veranI paraMparA cAlI ane badhA bhavamAM kamaTha marUbhUtinA AtmAne mArate ja rahyo ane mArIne mahApApa upArjana karI ne vAraMvAra narakamAM gaye aMtamAM marUbhUti dasamA bhavamAM pArzvanAtha banIne mekSamAM gayA ane kamaTha Aje paNa saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karI rahyo che. vizvabhUti rAjakumAra je ke bhagavAna mahAvIrane ja jIva che.. te 16 mAM bhavamAM...mAsakSamaNanI tapazcaryA karIne vizAkhAnaMdI para kodha kare che ane niyANuM kare che ke have pachInA janmamAM paNa tene mAranAra huM banuM. chevaTe tema ja banyuM ane 18 mAM janmamAM tripuSTha vAsudeva banIne aMte siMhane phADI nAMkhyo, keTalAka karmo bAMdhIne-19 mA janmamAM te sAtamI narakamAM gayA. krodha eka miniTane, eka kSaNane.... ane sajA keTalA varSonI! keTalA janmanI ? vicAre! AvA krodhathI phAyado zuM? tapazcaryAmAM krodhanuM pariNAma ane samatAnuM phaLa* kuragaDu muni zArIrika azaktinA kAraNe tapa karI zaktAM na hatA. ane zeDo paNa AhAra maLI jAya te teTalAmAM te saMteSa mAnIne calAvI letA hatA. jo ke temane AhAranI lelupatA na hatI paraMtu sudhAvedanIya karmanA tIvra udaye temane avazya AhAra le ja paData. kura ane gaDu zekha ane kaI evA vizeSa khAdya padArthanA. kAraNe kuragaDu evuM nAma paDayuM hatuM. sAthe rahevAvALA bIjA munie

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404 -mAsakSamaNanI tapazcaryA karatA hatA. paraMtu sAthe kaSAyanI mAtrA paNa ghaNI hatI. A kuragaDu muni haMmezA gocarIe jatA hatA ane AvIne tapasvI munione batAvatA hatA. AhAra jatAM ja tapasvI munione ghaNe gusso AvatuM hatuM ane dhamakAvatA hatA-are! roja...roja zuM khA ...khA ...karo cho ? anAjanA kIDA! khAvAmAM ja rahI jaze ATalA zabdo sAMbhaLavA chatAM paNa khUba samatApUrvaka rahetA kuragaDu muni kaThera tapasvI munione vaMdanA karatAM anumodanA karatA hatAM. ane pitAmAM tapanuM sAsthaya na hovAnA kAraNe pazcAtApa sAthe bera- bAra jeTalAM AMsu pADatAM hatAM. ekavAra te teo tapasvI munione gocarI (AhAra-pANI) batAvavA gayA- te teone eTale kola Avyo ke teo tenA pAtramAM ghUMkayA te paNa samatAnA sAdhaka muni te AhArane laIne aMdara ekAMtamAM gayA ane AtmAne samajAvatA vAparavA beThA. he jIva! tuM Aje dhanya banI gaye che. kRtArtha-kRtapuNya banI gayela che. tapasvI munionI labdhi tane Aje prApta thaI gaI che. he prabhu! mAre paNa tapane aMtarAya karma tUTe A bhAvanAthI tapasvI munione thUkele. kaphane pahela keLIye moDhAmAM mUkyo ke kSapakazreNImAM pazcAtApanI dhArAmAM caDelA kuragaDu munie ghAtI karmono kSaya karyo... ane anaMta kevalajJAna pragaTa thayuM. sarvajJa kevalI banyA. deva- devIo AvyA AvA samaye deva-devIone aMdara kuragaDu muni pAse jatAM joIne Azcarya thayuM ! Akroza paNa thaye, are ! mAsakSamaNanA tapasvI to ame chIe ane A deva-devIo te ja khAvAvALAnI pAse kema jAya che? aMte deva-devIoe kahyuM-kevalI mahArAjanI AzAtanA na kare ! samatA rAkhe che. A zabdoe mAsakSamaNanA tapasvIonA AtmAne jAgRta karI dIdhuM ane te tapasvI munio kevalI muni pAse kSamA mAMgavA lAgyA pote karelA krodhanA aparAdhane khamAvavA lAgyA. teo paNa pazcAtApanI dhArAmAM caDhayA ane aMte teone paNa kevalajJAna prApta thayuM kevalI banyA. chevaTe kSamA-samatA vagara te AtmAnA uddhArane keAI vikalpa ja nathI. te ja dizA pakaDavI paDe che ghaNA samaya pachI jIvana bagADIne paNa chevaTe kSamA samatAne apanAvavA

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405 paDe che. te pachI zA mATe Aje ja na apanAvIe? kIcaDamAM paga kharAba karyA pachI paga dhAvA tenI apekSAe te pahelethI ja paga, Ie te cheDA pANIthI ja kAma thaI jAya. Ama karavAthI paga devAmAM thoDo samaya jAya che jyAre kAdavamAM bagADayA pachI chevAthI te vadhAre takalIpha paDe che. krodhI nirdaya-krUra banatuM jAya che - jevI rIte eka vyasanI manuSya eka divasa dArU pIe che ane pachI dararoja thoDe thoDe pIvAthI Teva paDI jAya che tevI rIte krodhAdi kaSAya paNa vAraMvAra karavAthI Teva paDI jAya che. pachI manuSya krodhane vyasanI banI jAya che. svAbhAvamAM evuM cIDiyApaNu AvI jAya che - ke sIdhI-sAdI vAta paNa kodhanI adAthI kare che. sAmAnya vAta paNa krodhanA caherAthI kare che. kema ke mAnasika vRrtimAM tAmasipaNanuM pramANa ghaNuM vadhAre hoya che. te atyaMta teja maracA, kaDaka cA ane atyaMta jalada uSNa padArthonuM ja sevana karate hoya che. enAthI paNa tenI mAnasika vRtti tAmasi banI jAya che, enA zabdomAM vedhaktA Ave che. talavAra jevI dhAradAra bhASA bolavA lAge che je sAMbhaLatAM ja sAMbhaLavAvALAnA kalejAnA TukaDA thaI jAya, jevI rIte vAraMvAra dArU pInAra zarabI nazAmAM ja rahe che, nazAmAM ja bese che. ane cAle te paNa lathaDIyA khAte-khAte nazAmAM ja cAle che. tevI rIte tIvra kodhIkrodhanA AvezamAM ja lAMbA samaya sudhI rahe che. je ke kodha karatAM baMdha paNa thaI gayA hoIe--jenA para krodha karatA hatA te manuSya paNa jato rahyo che te paNa mana vicAranA pravAhamAM phodhanI mAtrAne vadhArate ja rahe che. jyAre AvI avasthAmAM krodhanI vezyA atyaMta kura banI jAya che tyAre te dUra kRNa lezyA maravuM-mAravuM nA vicAra para pahoMcI jAya che. krodhanI aMdhadazAmAM kaMIpaNa khabara paDatI nathI. vicAra zakti ane buddhi, tathA vivekazakti kuMThIta thaI jAya che. tenA pariNAmasvarUpa hAthamAM je kaMI zastra vagere Ave tenAthI prahAra karIne, AkramaNa karIne sAme rahelAne mArI paNa nAkhe che, khUna karI nAMkhe che. A krodhanI aMtima avasthA che. dArUDIyAne naze utaryA pachI tene kaMIka sArA-kharAbane vicAra Ave che. tevI rIte kodhIne

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406 Aveza zAMta thayA pachI pote karelA kharAba kAryo para ane azubha zabdo para vicAra Ave che. pachI aphasosa thato hoya che ke are... re...! A zuM karyuM? arere! A zuM thaI gayuM! keTalIka vAra krodhI mANaso krodhamAM beTAne (putrane) uparathI phekI de che. gussAnI. aMdara te patnIne saLagAvI de che. koInuM khUna paNa karI nAMkhe che. kayAreka-kayAreka sagA-saMbaMdhI sAthe vyApAramAM paNa potAnA grAhaka vagerene paNa kyAMya paNa-evuM kharAba kAma karI bese ane tenA pariNAma rUpe jiMdagI sudhI tene duHkhI thavuM paDe che. krodha te ekAda -be miniTa ekAda-be kalAka athavA ekAda-be divasa sudhI hoya che. krodhanA AvezamAM vagara vicAryuM kaMIka karI bese ane jyAre pakaDAI jAya che athavA khUnanA Aropasara pakaDAI jAya athavA evA kaI gunAnA kAraNe pakaDAI javAthI varSonI sajA, jiMdagI sudhInI kALA pANInI sajA thAya che tyAre mAthuM pachADI pachADIne rahevuM paDe. che. AthI pahelethI samajIne cAle te lAbha ja che. krodha vadhAratA rahevAnI Teva sarvathA hitAvaha nathI. ekAMte nukazAnakAraka che. krodha karatA rahevAthI svabhAvamAM nirdayatA-krUratA Ave che. mAnavInuM mana nirdaya-kura banatuM jAya che. pachI te bIjAne ghAta karanAra hiMsaka banato jAya che. kodha para jamAnAnI asara :\ AjathI se varSa pahelA, keIka te pacAsa varSa pahelAMnI vAta karatA kahe che ke amArA bApa-dAdAnA samayamAM loke eTalA saraLa ane zAMta prakRtinA hatAM ketheDI-nAnI vAtamAM paNa kSamA mAMgatA hatA. temanA paga pakaDIne-hAtha joDIne mAphI mAMgatA hatA. are! bhAI mArI bhUla thaI gaI. mAre paNa tamane lAgI gayA. A rIte ghaNe sabhyatAne samaya hate, ghaNuM samatA zAMtine samaya hato ke pApabhIrU ane ghaNuM dharmazraddhALu hatA. pApane Dara hato. AhAra vagere paNa eTale vadhAre tAmasi na hatuM. sAtvikatA ghaNI hatI. AthI satvazALI manuSya khAvA-pIvAmAM paNa sAtviktAne khyAla rAkhatA hatA. have jamAno badalAI gayuM che jIvanamAMthI khAvA-pIvAmAMthI sAtvikatA nAza pAmI rahI che. sinemA, nATaka, TI. vI. vageree

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407 tamArA magaja upa2 kAmukatA ane tAmasipaNAnI pakaDa jamAvI dIdhI che. tenA pariNAma svarUpa uparathI dekhA te e vadhArI dIdho che ke jANe Ajane rAjA A ja che! paraMtu bhabhakAdAra kapaDAM ane kRtrima sauMdaryanA sAdhane vagerethI zuM manuSyamAM samatA vagere guNe thoDA Avaze? bhUtakALane ja te jamAne vyatIta thaI gayo ke jyAre guNene pradhAnatA ApavAmAM AvatI hatI, guNeja jevAtA hatA ane Aje guNe nathI jovAtA paraMtu cAmaDAnuM rUpa, paisA, bhabhaka ane ThAThamATha jovAya che. badhuM ja paisAnI mApadaMDa mApavAmAM Ave che. AthI AjanA A samayamAM bhale tame kahe ke manuSya ghaNe sukhI banyo che, paisA ghaNA vadhI gayA che, vijJAnayuganI sAdhana-sAmagrIo ghaNI vadhI che, sukhanA sAdhane Aje ghaNA vadhyA che. paraMtu mApha karajo! badhu vadhavA chatAM paNa huM kahuM chuM ke...sahanazIlatAnuM pramANa ghaTI gayuM che. guNanuM pramANa ghaTayuM che, sAtvikatA te pUrNatAne kinAre pahoMcI gaI che. kSamA, namratA, saraLatA vagere bhAva ochA thaI gayA che. pApabhIratA dharmazraddhAnuM dhoraNa ghaNuM nIce AvI gayuM che. aparAdha vadhatA gayA che, tAmasipaNu vadhI gayuM che. A rIte aneka dUSaNe vadhyAM che. ke samaya AvyuM che? ke Aje sAmAnya vAtamAM loke khUna karI nAMkhe che. dasa paisA mATe khUna! be zabdo sahana na thayA ke AtmahatyA! A rIte cArebAjuthI vicAra karavA chatAM paNa A jamAnAmAM guNenI apekSAe da ja vadhAre dekhAya che. Aje krodhAdi kaSA paNa lekamAM vadhAre jovA maLe che. samatA-kSamA te nAma mAtra ja rahI che.

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krodhAdi cAre kaSAnA cAra bheda ane tenuM phaLa svarUpa - saMjavalana samaya maryAdA anaMtAnubaMdhI apratyAkhyAnIya pratyAkhyAnIya AjIvana | 1 varSa | 4 mAsa ! naraka gati baMdhaka | tiryaMca gati baMdhaka ! manuSya gati baMdhaka 15 divasa - gati badhI devagati baMdhaka guNa ghAtasamyakatva guNanAzaka dezavirati guNadhaka | sarvavirati guNarodhaka, vItarAganA guNodhaka pratikramaNa saMvatsarI pratikramaNa cAturmAsika pratikramaNa pAkSika pratikramaNa parvatanI rekhA | dharatImAM paDelI taDI retImAM paDelI rekhA pANImAM paDelI rekhA. 'ha08 krodhanI upamA... yogazAstranA plekamAM ane A keThAmAM krodhAdi kaSAyanA mukhya cAra bhedanuM svarUpa batAvyuM che. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha e cAre kaSAnA cAra-cAra bheda e sate 16 bheda thAya che. (1) anaMtAnuba dhI, (2) apratyAkhyAnIya, (3) pratyAkhyAnIya, (4) saMjavalana ahIM krodhane viSaya cAlI rahyo che. AthI mukhyarUpe krodhanA viSayamAM vicAra karIe.

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309 krodhanA cAra bhedanuM svarUpa : syuH kaSAyAH krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhAH zarIrINAm / caturvidhAste pratyekaM, bhedaiH saMjvalanAdibhiH // pakSaM saMjvalanaH pratyAkhyAno mAsacatuSTayam / / apratyAkhyAnako varSa janmAnantAnubandhakaH // sirA-cari-zrAddha- STitra ghAtajAH | te devtv-mnussytv-tiryktv-nrkprdaaH|| anaMtAnubaMdhI krodhaH jene jadI aMta nathI e krodha te anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha kahevAya che. te AjIvana rahe che ane pachI janma-janmAktarAmAM paNa rahe che. anaMtAnubaMdhI karma bAMdhavAvALo kaSAya mithyAtva sAthe hevAnA kAraNe anaMta bha sudhI paraMparA cAle che. keIpaNa nimittathI ekavAra krodha kaSAya utpanna thayo ane pachI aTako ja nahI te janma sudhI raheane vairanI paraMparA UbhI karIne pachInA janmamAM paNa sAthe Ave te te anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha kaSAya kahevAya che. tenA phaLarUpe narakagati maLe. che. A samyakatva guNane ghAta karanAra che. avarodhaka che. jyAM sudhI A anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha AtmAmAM sattAmAM paDaye hoya tyAM sudhI devagurU-dharma-tatva para zraddhA nathI thatI, samyakatvanI prApti na thAya. AvA kaSAyane mATe ke je pratikramaNa nathI. AvA kaSAyavALo mANasa kayAreya kSamA nathI mAMgata. draSTAnta citramAM tenI upamA batAvI che ke parvatanI vacce taDa paDI jAya tevuM che. keI bhUkaMpanA kAraNe parvatamAM paDelI taDa-rekhA, kayAreya, hajAro varSo pachI paNa purAtI nathI. e A anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha kaSAya che, je jiMdagI sudhI kSamA nathI mAMgatA. ekarUpe nathI thatuM ane pachInA janmamAM paNa veranI paraMparA cAle che. jema ke kamaTha, agnizamane krodha A prakArane hate. (2) apratyAkhyAnaya : eka varSa sudhI rahevAvALA krodhane apratyAkhyAnIya krodha kahevAya che. A paNa sAre nathI. chatAM paNa tenI eka varSanI maryAdA.

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410 che. tenA nAzane mATe-eka varSane aMte sAMvatsarika pratikamaNuM rAkhyuM che. saMvatsara-arthAta varSa. varSanA aMte sAMvatsarika pratikramaNa karIne paraspara kSamApanA (micchAmi dukkaDa) ApIne A kaSAyane aMta lAvI zakAya che, pUrNAhUti thAya che ane je varSane aMte paNa kSamApanA nA kare te A kaSAya tiryaMca eTale pazu-pakSInI gatimAM laI jAya che. A krodha dezavirati zrAvakapaNu AvavA detA nathI. tene AvatA roke che. A krodhane jamInamAM paDelI taDanI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. haLa calAvavAthI jamIna je phATI jAya che. te kayAre eka thAya? varSamAM ekavAra jyAre varasAda Avaze tyAre pANIthI eka thaI jaze. arthAt A kaSAya varSamAM ekavAra te zAMta thaI ja jAya che... (3) pratyAkhyAnIya cAra mahinA sudhI rahevAnA svabhAvavALe krodha kaSAya pratyAkhyAnIya kahevAya che. jevI rIte chokarAo samudranA kinAre athavA kayAMka stImAM AMgaLIthI rekhA pADIne kaMIka citra vagere banAvIne rame che. te rekhA pachI bhalene game teTalI UMDI kema na hoya? te paNa samudranI eka lahera AvatAM ja te pUrAI jAya che. pavananuM eka ja jhApaTuM rekhAne mITAvI deze. dhULanI bheda rekhA pUrAI jaze te ja A krodha che. A cAra mahinAnA samayanI maryAdAvALe che. tene nAza karavA mATe comAsI (cAturmAsika) pratikramaNanI vyavasthA che. ane je te paNa na karIe te A kodha apratyAkhyAnIyamAM pheravAI jAya che. ahIM sudhI manuSya gati sulabha che. A kaSAya cAritra guNane ghAta kare che. sarvavirati-sAdhupaNAne prApta nathI karavA dete tene roke che. AtmA chaThThA guNAsthAnake nathI jaI zakate. (4) saMjavalana kodha kaSAya sauthI ochA samayanI maryAdAvALe A chello cothe bheda che. A kaSAyanI utkRSTa samaya maryAdA mAtra paMdara divasanI che ane ochAmAM ochI kSaNa mAtranI che. jevI rIte kaI mANasa lAkaDIthI pANImAM rekhA pADe che. evuM citra banAvIe te te kevI rIte bane? eka bAjuthI rekhA pADatA jAva ane bIjI bAjuthI pANI pharI maLatuM ja

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411 - jAya tenA jevA saMjavalana kaSAya che. eka kSaNamAM krodha Avyo kharo... paraMtu ekAda be miniTamAM kSamA mAMgIne pazcAtApathI zuddhi paNa karI * lIdhI. prasannacaMdra rAjapane keAdha Avyo kharo paNa eka kSaNamAM ja mananA vicAro badalAI gayAtethI narakamAM jatAM bacI gayA ane karmo khapAvIne kevalajJAna sudhI pahoMcI gayA che paNa lAMbA samayanI maryAdA 15 divasanI rAkhI che, pAkSika (paMdara) divasane aMte paNa pratikramaNa karavAthI kSamApanAthI A kaSAya dUra thaI jAya che. ahIM sudhI devagati prApta thAya che. A kaSAya vItarAgatA yathAkhyAta cAritra prAptimAM bAdhaka bane che. paNa A che-pAtaLo krodhane sApanI upamA -- : ingerOs.:- an 10, 15 - che. ( = = h" : : - S ApI che. citramAM upara sApanuM citra batAvyuM che. krodhane sApanI -upamA ApI che. sApa potAnI phaNA caDhAvIne gussAthI DaMkhe che. temAM jhera che. jheranI asarathI manuSya marI jAya che. vicAro! sApanA zarIramAM te mAtra dAMtanI dADhAnI nIce ja jheranI thelI che. A jANIne madArI jheranI thelI kADhIne pheMkI de che. pachI bhale tame sApane gaLAmAM laIne

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412 phare te paNa kaMI vAMdhe nahi. tevI rIte manuSyanA zarIramAM jhera che? nA, keI jheranI thelI che? nA, te paNa tame sAMbhaLyuM haze ke AphrikAmAM eka chokarA sApane karaDe che ane sA5-marI jAya che. ghaNuM AzcaryanI vAta che! sApa karaDe ane cheka marI jAya che temAM Azcarya nathI paraMtu chekaro karaDe ane sApa marI jAya e te keTaluM moTuM Azcarya ? manuSyanA zarIramAM kIdha e ja jhera che. sApa karaDe te manuSya marI jAya. paraMtu manuSya mAtra be zabda bole te paNa sAme rahele manuSya marI jAya. AvA aneka prasaMge saMsAramAM bane che. krodha viSa rUpa che. krodhanA AvezamAM nIkaLatA zabda viSanI jema asara pahoMcADe che. tIvra krodha kaSAyanI gatinA kAraNe narakamAM na paNa jAva te paNa pazu, pakSI, sApa, siMha vagerenA janma thAya che. krodha kaSAyanI utpattinA nimitte kAraNe A saMsAra seMkaDe nimittothI bharelo paDayo che. Dagale-pagale kaMdha thaI zake evA nimite paDelA che. keIne paNa jyAre krodha Ave che tyAre kaIne kaI nimitta kAraNa bane che. ane vagara nimitte te mAnasika krodha, vaicArika krodha svapna krodha vagere rahe che. keTalAkane moTAImAM mAna-sattAnA kSetramAM apamAna thavAthI krodha Ave che. keIne kAma vAsanAnI atRpta IcchAnA kAraNe krodha Ave che, keIne potAnI dhAraNAnusAra IcchAnusAra, kAya na thAya tyAre krodha Ave che. gALo ApavI vagerenA kAraNe paNa krodha jAgRta thAya che. aniSTa anicchanIya apriya. saMyoga viyeganA nimitte krodha jAgRta thAya che. mAnasika avasthAnA kAraNe krodha bhaDake che. zArIrika azakti ane mAnasika avasthAtAmAM manuSyone jaladI krodha Ave che. vAraMvAra vAtavAtamAM krodha AvI jAya che. pachI svabhAva cIDiyuM thaI jAya che. AvA cIDiyApaNAne svabhAva paNa vAraMvAra krodhane utpanna kare che. mAnasika kheMcANanI vyagra sthitimAM paNa krodhanI saMbhAvanA jaladI vadhe che. mahAbhAratamAM kahyuM che. "krodhAt bhavati saMmohaH samAhAt smRtibhramaH / smRti vizramAt dinAzaH sunirit kaLasari" kodhathI saMmoha, saMmehathI rasmRtine zrama ane enAthI buddhine nAza paNa thAya che.

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413 koSa kaSAyane kevI rIte jItIe ? samatAnI eka mAtra sAdhanA ja krodhane jItavAmAM samatha che. " uvasameNa daLe hora' kSamAthI (upazAnta) samabhAvathI krodha jItI zakAya che. damadata munija'galamAM kAusagga dhyAnamAM UbhA hatA.... kauravAe AvIne gALA ApI-paththara-DhephAM mAryA-prahAro karyAM ane pAMDavAe stuti karI tA paNa muni zAMta rahyA. AtmAne samajAvI lIdhe huM jIva ! A gALAthI tAru kaMIpaNa bagaDavAnu' nathI, Ape che. AvA de amAre te evuM ja vicAravu joIe istuvantu pAchIiihamo mavantA, vaca- miha tadabhAvAd gAlidAne'sarthAH jagati viditametadIyate vidyamAnaM na tu zazaka viSANaM ko'pi kasmai dadAti / tamAre jeTalI gALA ApavI hAya teTalI Ape- Ape ! kema ke tame gALavALA che. gALeA ApavAmAM samatha che. hu tA gALA ApavAmAM asamartha chuM. hA kharAbara kahyu che jenI pAse je hoya che teo te Ape che. na hAya ! kayAMthI Ape? sasalAnI pAse zi'gaDA nathI teA kayAMthI Ape ? evI rIte gALA sAMbhaLIne manane samajAvI levu joIe. sahuna zIlatA vadhAravI oIe. jagatamAM sarva jIvA kAMdhIna che, kama grasta che. teNe gALa ApI che te tene ja kakha dha thaze huM te! gadheDA nathI khanI zakatA are! keAI zrApa paNa Ape te paNa samatA rAkhavI! * 1 ame badhA kaSAyAthI mukta thaI e evI zubhecchA 1 H // draSAya suddhiH jijI muriSa // 5 dalg

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414 (1) mRSAvAda pApasthAnakanI sajjhAya. bIju pApanuM sthAna, mRSAvAda dudharyAna, Aja heA chaDe re vi, maMDe! dharmAMzu' prItaDIjI. vere kheda avizvAsa, ehuthI doSa abhyAsa. AAja hA thAye rai navi nAce vyAdhi apathyathIjI. rahevu kAlika sUrI, parijana vacana te bhUrI. Aja hI, sahevu' re navi kahevu' jUDa bhayAkrikejI. Asana dharata AkAza, vasunupaDuM suprakAza. Aja hA, jUThe re sUra rUThe ghAlyA rasAtalejI. je satya vrata dhare citta, hAya jagamAMddhi pavitta. Aja haiA tehane re nahi bhaya sUra byaMtara yakSathIjI. je navi bhAMkhe re alika, khAle ThAvu ThIka, Aja haiA, Teka maiM suviveke sujasa te sukha varejI. (1) (2) (3) (4) (5) (6)

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- zrI dharmanAthasvAmine namaH | pa. pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijayasubodhasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. tathA pa. pU. munirAja zrI arUNuvijayajI mahArAja (rASTrabhASA ratna-vardhA, sAhityaratna-prayAga, nyAya darza nAcArya -muMbaI ), Adi muni maDaLanA vi.saM. 20 4panA jaina nagarazrI saMghamAM cAturmAsa daramyAna zrI dhama nAtha pe. he, jainanagara zve.mU jana saMgha-amadAvAda - taraphathI cojAyela 16 ravivArIya - # cAturmAsika ravivArIya dhArmika zikSaNa zibira * 1 nI a'targata cAlatI pa. pU. munirAja zrI arUNavijayajI mahArAjanA ''pA.pa6I. ajA bhAre" @ - viSayaka ravivArIya sacitra jAhera pravacana zreNi -nI prastuta navamI pustikA sva. kasturabhAI mahinalAlanA smaraNArthe saMjIvanI hospITala pAse navA zAradAmaMdira roDa, amadAvAda-7 tarathI..... prastuta pravacana pustiko chapAvI pra9iddha karavAmAM AvI che. na karI For private & Personal use only in Education perhehona mitaka : sAgara prinTasa