Kalyan 1952 05 Ank 03

Author(s): Somchand D Shah
Publisher: Kalyan Prakashan Mandir
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/539101/1

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samAja, sAhitya ane saMskAranuM nUtana mAsika |o chene. TAMruti .nuM aMda2LCALLhas FGUU ||shivmstu sarvajagata ja ne ja pAEka:somacaMda Sii.. !! - varSa 9; a kahI, jena. mAmAliyara { vaizAkha 1008,

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lekhaka, varSa : vaizAkha ' ja 9 3 * rIta : a'ka 3: 195ra 2008 | | kathA vArtA he SAMka tAM sthaLa kayA va saMkocanA kAraNe rAhI javA pAmelAM le khAne A a' mAM sthAna apAyu che. Ata maMDaLanA sabhyonI lekhaka je nAmAvali payu paNanA viroSAMkamAM pApabhAvanAnA paDachAyA zrI 117 apAro.. raMga chAMTaNAM -bara 118 | sAmAyika yeAga e nAmanuM parivartana | zrI amRtalAla che. zAha 119 | pustaka 'kalyANa 'nA saMkhyAne bheTa rAma vanavAsa . 5. zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivara 121 | ravAnA thayu che je koine kepaNa vacanA, 1. pU. pU. zrI pratANI jamajI gaNi 12 1ra4 | kAraNa sara na mAnyuM hoya teo e sAce ba hmaNa huM tAre jaNe vadhu. | mu. zrI niyana da jayajI ma. 125 mananI sAkSI zrI nine imu 12 8. tI ya nA temaja dhuma mahAtma vanA phATAe kalAvavA. avasare rAmAyaNanAM pavitra mAtrA pU. A. zrI vijayarAmaca drazna jI . 13 1 | * kulyANu' na rAkamAM chapAze. zrI a 1 tisukumALa zrI sava'lAla ina 133 | lavAjama ke patra vyavahAra tapanI sA do. pU. mu. zrI lalIta i ma. 13 6 karatI vakhate grAhaka naMbara' avazya sAcA upAya zrI kuMja mazI jI ThAlAla zAla 137 lakhave. zAMtinI zodhamAM che. prIti kumAra vArA 139 | - lekha kAgaLanI eka jha, ju rAjapurUSane A maphatalAla saMdhavI 141 | ane svaccha akSarathI lakhI mA kula AjanuM amerikA zrI jayakati 14pa He 'kalyANu'nA aMke kAI vakhata AjanI keLavaNI zrI jayacaMdra dAmajI lAdarIyA 147 nuM mULavAmAM eka karatAM vadhu kAraNe samayanI yAda zrI pannAlAla ja, mazAlIA 149 che. Apane eka nuM manyA hoya te 22 mI tArIkha pUchI jaNAvuM . traNa musAphara pU. mu. zrI rUcakavijayajI ma. 153 navAM daza grAhaka batAvI bAlajagata judA judA lekhakA 154 ApanArane eka vadhu kalyANuM" &ii jaina samAjanu la kapriya agragaNya mAsika * ke cA mAM , varSe 600 pAnAnuM vAMcana ApavA chatAM vArSika lavAjama peTeja sahita rUA. pa-0-0 | paradeza mATe rUA. 6-00. la chekayA prakAzana maMdira pAlItANA [ saiArASTra . lavAjama manIorDarathIjame ka| lavuM ThIka che, kAraNa ke vI. pI. thA me kalavA mAM nAhaka ADe AnA vadhu kharca Ave che ane kula 5ANuM ? meA maLe che. ne keTalAka grAhaka baMdhuo lavAjama purU thaye lavAje me me kalatA navA temaja vI. pI nahi me kalavA kArDa paNa lakhatA nathI ane jayAre vI. || thAya che tyAre pAchuM pusta kare che ane nAka 0-6-8 kheATe kharca kAryAlayane tha ya che. Ama na bane e mATe kArDathI lakhI jaNAvavuM

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pApa bhAvanAnA paDachAyA........zrI. 6 mAnava jIvananI mahattA jo koinA yoge hoyate te e ke, " mAnava svaya' vicAra karI zake che, sArAsArane niya karavAnuM sAmarthya mAnavamAM che. sAthe sadvicArane amalamAM mUkavAnI dRDhatA, sAttvikatA tathA aDagatA mAnavamAM rahelI che. vicAra karavAnI tAkAta mAnava jIvananI AzirvAda tathA zrAparUpa banI zake tevI zakti che. mAnava jyAre meha, svA` ke ajJAnane AdhIna bane che, tyAre tenI vicAra zakti aneka pApe, anyAyeA tathA atyAcArAnI janmadAtrI bane che. paNa mAnavanu dhArela jyAre kAMija thatuM nathI, te mAnava zA mATe azubha saMkalpAThArA vAtAvaraNane bhagADatA haze vA2e ? svAnA kAraNe anyanuM kharAba vicAranAra ke icchanAra kadAca mAnatA haze ke, ' mArUM dhAreluM jarUra thaze. ' paNa A enI gaMbhIra bhUla che. saMsAramAM koinuM kharAba karavAnI tAkAta, enA potAnA aNubodaya sivAya, anya koinI nathI. mATeja mAnavasamAje eTaluM RsmajI levu joie ke, mArU kharAba karavAnI zakti kAimAM nathI, temaja mArUM sArUM karavAnuM sAmarthya, mArI zubhabhAvanA sivAya anya koInA hAthamAM nathI, mATe mAre kAInuM kharAba ciMtavavu nahi ke kharAba karavA mATe prayatna paNa kharekhara naja karavA ! Aje jagatanI comera je azAMti, udvega, paritApa, duHkha-dardI phATI nIkaLyAM che, tenuM kharU kAraNa mAnavasamAjanI pApabhAvanA ja kahI zakAya. svA, dveSa, lAbha tathA masaratA prerAyeleA mAnava, kAinuM sArU karavAnI bhAvanA haiyAmAM saMdharI zakatA nathI. ene rAta-divasa, sarvanu' azubha karavAnA ja saMkalpo jAge che. enuM zatara, buddhi, zakti Aje Aja eka kAme lAgI gai hoya ema uMDu vicAratAM sheje jaNAI Ave che. mAnava samAja Aje potAnuM sukha, eza-ArAma, zAMti ke svAne mATe darekane bharakhavAneAja jANe dhaMdhA laine eke che. AmAM bhaNelA zikSitava ane abhaNavaga te sarakhA che. tIDa, rojha, haraNa, vAMdarA, kutarA, uMdara Adi mAnavetara sRSTinA nAzathI mAMDI mAnava sRSTinA paNa nAza karavA Aje A badhAyane rogacALA-haDakavA lAgu paDayA che, eTale A buddhimAna gaNAtA mAnava AMdhaLA banIne ' jIvAne jIvavA dho' ke ' rIte jIvADe! ' te pavitramaMtra bhUlI gayA che. " pariNAma Aje ApaNI svAme che. nathI Rtu anukUla, nathI jamInamAM rasa-kasa, pRthvInA mAla sUkAtA jAya che, nadI-nALAnAM nIra sUkAi jatA thayA che. dudha, ghI ke anna, vastra Adi badhIe vastuopara jANe pApabhAvanAnA eLA paDatA hoya ema lAgI rahyuM che. ATa-ATalI yejanA, vaijJAnika sAdhate!, lAkhkhA-karaDAnA vyaya; A badhuM karavA chatAM dezapara duSkALaneA kAramA paMjo paDI rahyo che. mAnavanA nura sUkAtAM jAya che, kheDUta akaLAya che, majura rANA rUve che. madhyamavargane kakaLATa cAlu che, jyAre zrImata gaNAtA samAja akaLAi uThayA che. sattAsthAne rahelAone dina-pati navI majhA AvIne emanA dila-dimAgane mecena karAvI jAya che. A badhI paristhiti ApaNI pa-pabhAvanAnAja paDachAyA nathI to bIju zuM che ? kharekhara vicAra karavAnI jene zakita-saMpatti maLI che, e mAnave haMmezA zuvicAro, satsa paiAthI hakyane niSpApa, pavitra tathA svaccha rAkhavuM joie, teja sa'sAramAM enI zakti AzirvAdarUpa khatI jAya, AjatA mAnavasamAja ekaja zubha nizraya AjathI karI le ke, amAre amArAM sukha, zAMti, svArtha ke jIvananI khAtara krAinAM sukha, zAMti, svAtha tathA jIvananI ADe kadi AvavuM nathI, eve vicAra sarakhA paNu amArA haiyAmAM ame nahi AvavA daie, jema amAre sukha joie che, tema saMsAramAM pratyeka AtmAne sukha joie che, mATe sahu kAi sukha meLave, emanA sukhane bhAga niya bane! jo Aja sasAra A nizcayane vadhAvI, peAtAnI bhAvanA pavitra, zubha tathA zudhdha rAkhe te saMsAramAM Aje pharI zAMti, sukha tathA AAdi sthapAya, e niHza Mka che.

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raMgachA 8 NAM.......zrI jyAM jeTalA pramANamAM pavitratA rahelI che, tyAM teTalA pramANamAM prabhutA paNa rahelI che, mATe he manuSye ! pavitra ane ! pavitra anA! prakRtinA niyama tamane DaMkA vagADIne kahe che, ke pavitra mA. saceAgAne Adhina thavAmAM nahi paNa sAgAne Adhina karavAmAMja kharI vIratA rahelI che. svabhAva zAntimaya tyAreja thai zake che, ke jyAre krodhAdi kaSAyenI maMdatA, mananI sthiratA, ane AtmAnI ujavaLatA hAya che. thaelI kSaNe kSaNe sa`sAranuM vismaraNa ane Atma upayoganI jAgRti rAkhA. jee brahmacarya mAM zreSTha che, te patathI paNa mahAna che, meATA che. merI huM ane mArUM e meAharAyanA gupta mahAmatro che, tethI AtmA kama maLathI chuTA thaI zakatA nathI, mATe huM ane mArU hradayathI dUra karavA mathIe. e mAnavIe ! tamArI vANIthI AMbA vAveA. sadA phaLa nahIM maLe te chAyA tA maLazeja, paNa cAra ke bAvaLa na vAveA. chAyA na maLatAM tenA kAMTA tamane ane bIjAne vAgaze ApattinA prasaMgamAM ane unnatinA samayamAM ATalA akSaro yAda rAkhajo ke, A paNa cAlyu jaze. du:kha manulyeAnA mahAna guru che, te dvArA vicAra khIle che, satya zodhAya che, ane doSa dUra thAya che, mATe duHkhathI na kaTALatAM duHkhane sukhanuM sAdhana samajo, jyAM svA che, tyAM sevA nathI svArthathI karavAmAM AvatAM paramArthAnA ane kAryo jIvanane ugArI zakatAM nathI. kAraNa ke svA tyAganI kharI mUti eja vizvamAM mahAna bane che. jo tame paramAtmAnA mArgamAM caDhavAne taiyAra hA tA AgaLa Ave! mahAtmAe tamane mada devA taiyAra che. sneha evI cIja che, ke tyAM mAna, apamAna, ke meTA, nAnAnI gaNanA rahetI nathI. aviveka ke avinaya te akhaMDa rasanA pravAhamAM lIna thaI jAya che. vrata, zruta, vidyA, vinaya, cAritra, ane jJAnAdi uttama guNAnu' khIja sata sevA che. sAMja-savAra be vakhata peAtAnA vananI samAlecanA karI javI ke mArI krUraja barAbara khajAvuM chuM ? ceAgyatA keLavavA prayatna keTale ? dveSa rAkhanAra tarapha premALu vicArA mekaleA tethI tenA dveSa sAma rahita thaze, kAraNa, dveSa karatA prema vadhAre maLavAna che, mATe dveSanA jaya prema vaDeja thavA joie. namratA, aMtaHkaraNanI pavitratA, saccAritra ane sevAbhAva A cArathI kA-sidhdha thAya che, vizvamAM kAI paNa sArA ke khATA banAva ApaNA mATe ane che, te evA nathI hete ke, tenuM kAraNa ApaNe te na heAie. je khAdha pustakAmAMthI nathI maLatA, te medha A duniyAmAMthI maLI zake che, mATe sadguNI banavAnI IcchAvALA manuSyae A duniyAne gurU banAvI temAMthI saddaguNA zeAdhatA ja rahevuM, jethI jarUra sadguNI thavAze. kIti teA manuSyanA sadAcAranA paDachAyA che, te satkarmanI pAchaLa potAnI meLe ja Ave che, kIti khATavA karAtAM satkAryo vyartha che.

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5 ri va te na............ zrI amRtalAla cha. zAha [ gatAMkathI AgaLa] bIje divase zAMtilAla zeThe azoka ane zreNIkane zeThanA javAbathI saralAbahenane jarAye Aya temanI pAse bolAvI, vepAra dhaMdhAnI lagAma temanA thayuM nahiM. paraMtu have A taMgaparisthitine aMta lAvahAthamAM soMpI. vepArI jIvanamAMthI nivRtta thavAnI vAno Aje temaNe makkama nirNaya karyo hato, ane pitAnI IcchA pradarzita karI, ane saMsAramAM rahIne tethI temaNe zeThane kahyuM..." nahi...? te pachI paraNIne sAdhunA jevuM jIvana jIvavAnI zarUAta karI. A gharasaMsAra mAM zA mATe ? dIkSA laI levI zAMtilAlazeThanA vicAro ane vartanamAM thayelA A hatIne ?" ocIMtA parivartanathI saralAbahena avApha banI gayAM saralAbahenanA AjanA vartananI zeThe dhAraNuM rAkhI hatAM, emanI zAMti ane dhIraja have parAkASTAe pahoMcyAM hatI, ane tethI temaNe paNa AjanI paristhitine hatAM. zeThe grahaNa karelA mArgamAMthI temane pAchA vaLavA pahoMcI vaLavAnI taiyArI karI hatI ane saralAbahenane mATe pote samartha che ke kema ? athavA samajAvaTathI javAba ApatAM temaNe kahyuM -- dhIme dhIme vairAgyanA paMthe vALavAnI temanI icchA saphaLa Aje mane ema lAge che. ke dIkSA lIdhI hatI thaze ke nahI ? tenA vicAramAtrathI saralAbahena manamAM te sArU hatuM. paraMtu mArA bhogakarme mane saMsAramAM pharI .. tapI jatAM, paraMtu pAchAM gama khAI jatAM. ekaMdare A nAMkhe. have AtmA jAgRta che. mATe rAjIkhuzIthI tuM bhArelA agni jevI zAMtie zeThanA gharamAM gaMbhIra kahetI hoya, tAro hakkane tane sopI Ajeja A vAtAvaraNa ubhuM karyuM hatuM. - ghara choDIne bahAra nIkaLI javA huM taiyAra chuM....." pratikramaNa, sAmAyika, jinezvaranI sevA-pUjA, zeThanA zAMtibharyA javAbathI salAbahenanI AMkhe vyAkhyAnamAM niyamita hAjarI, navarAzanA samaye mahAna tapasvIonAM jIvana caritranuM vAMcana, ane kAusagga bhInI thaI ane teo bolyAM-"dhana, dolata, moTara laI dhyAnamagna rahevuM e zAMtilAla zeThane have pachI ke baMgalAnI bhUkhI nathI, A ghara tamArUM che, azoka ane aiNika paNa tamArA putro che, ane huM paNa rojano krama banyo hato, ane Ama zeThanA sAdhumaya tamArIja chuM ane tame amArA mATe sarvasva cho..." jIvanathI saralAbahenanuM jIvana zuSka ane nIrasa banatuM jatuM hatuM. A saMsAramAM mAruM koI nathI, ane huM paNa ane Ama divase vItatA jatA hatA. koIne nathI, vakhata Avaze tyAre tame ja mane bAMdhIne eka divasa zeTha mahAna tyAgI sthUlabhadrajInuM jIvana bahAra kADhazo..." caritra vAMcI rahyA hatA, ane temanAM patnI saralAbahena "eTale...!" saralAbahene pUchayuM. bAjunA oraDAmAM AMsu sArI rahyAM hatAM. rAtanA daza "puNyarUpI prakAzanuM ekaja kIraNuM tamArI AjJAvAgyAno samaya hate. thoDIvAra pachI saralAblena raDatAM natA rUpI aMdhakArane bhedaze tyAre tane ene javAba baMdha thayAM ane temanA oraDAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLI, maLI raheze. varita gatie temanA patinA oraDAmAM gayAM, zeTha saralAbahena samajI gayAM ke temanA svAmIne vairAgyanA vAMcanamAM magna hatA. salAbahena, ekI najare temanA paMtha parathI pAchA vaLavA have azakya che, tethI patine nIrakhI rahyAM hatAM. zuM kahevuM ? tenI ghaDIbhara temanA vicAre parivartana pAmyA, sAcA sAthIdAra te temane sujha paDI nahi. paraMtu te pachI tarataja tarIke, temanA patinA AtmAne ajavALavA mATe, temane krodha pUrvalita thayo, ane zeThanA hAthamAMnuM sahakAra ApavAno temaNe nirNaya karyo. sthUlabhadranA pustaka AMcakI laI temaNe puchayuM "tamArA jIvanamAM jIvana caritranuM pustaka zeThanA hAthamAM pAchuM sepyuM AnAthI vadhAre vahAluM kaI che ke nahi ?" nahi... ane sajaLa nayane temanA ghelachAbharyA vartananI saralAzeThe zAMtithI javAba Ape. hene temanA pati samakSa kSamA yAcI. eTalAmAM

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: 120 : pariyana; sAmenA baMgalAmAMthI kAramA phanane avAja Avyo. vhelI savAranA keTalAka DAghue koi yuvAnanA mRtadehane nanAmImAM bAMdhIne baMgalAnI bahAra kADhatA hatA. A karUNu ghaTanAnA samAcAra azAka ane koNike temanA mAtApitAne ApyA ane khabara paDI ke, e baMga lAnI vidhavA mAlIkanA ekanAeka 20 varSanA yuvAna putranu' akasmAtathI avasAna thayu` hatu`. zAMtilAlaze ane temanAM patnI temanA makAnanI gelerImAM ubhAM rahI mRtyu pAmelA yuvAnanI vidhavA mAtAnA haiyAphATa rUdana, ane svajanAnA kAramA vilApa sajaLa AMkhe joI rahyA hatAM ane zeTha svayaM babaDatA hatA......'' hajupaNu samajIne dharanI bahAra nIkaLe, nahitara jene tame tamArAM samajo che, teeja tamane bAMdhIne bahAra kADhaze...... '' ane saralAbDene temanA e hAthA vaDe, temanA kAna dakhAvI dIdhA, ane doDatAM- doDatAM temanA oraDAmAM jai, palaMga para sUi gayAM. thoDA visA pachI, zAMtilAlazeke, temanI patnI samakSa, dharane! tyAga karI, pAlItANA javAnI icchA pragaTa karI. saralAbDene sAthe AvavAnu kahyuM, paraMtu zeThe javAba ApyA, ke mArA mAga kAMTAthI bharelA che--tyAM kAInuM kAma nathI. paraMtu saralAbDene kahyuM" e kAMTA mArA mATe pulanI zayyA banI raheze, tamArA AtmAne ajavALavA mATe, tamArA vananA paDachAyA banIne prayatnazIla rahIza..." temanI patnInA javAbathI zeThanI AMkhamAM harSoMnA AsuM AvI gayAM, ane temanA mukhamAMthI ugArI sarI paDayA..." dhanya che... !" patravyavahAra karI : bIje divase zAMtilAlazeThane laIne saralAmhana pAlItANA gayAM......ane tyAM jai zrI siddhakSetranI pavitra chAyAmAM zeThe kaThIna tapazcaryAnI zarUAta karI, saralAbvenanI paNa dharmapratyenI bhAvanA have dRDha banI hatI ane zeTha-zeThANI baMnee AtmAnA kalyANa mATe ka vyanA paMthe Daga mAMDayA. jaina dhArmika abhyAsanI uttama sagavaDa ++++ jaina vidyArthIne vagara phI' e paNa khAnapAnanI uttama sagavaDa sAthe dAkhala karAya che. : ma'zrI : zrI vardhamAna jaina tattva pracAraka vidyAlaya zivagaja pA. erapurA, ( rAjasthAna )

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rA ma va na vA sa....... praveza 1 lA (IkSvAkuvaMzanA mahArAjA dazarathe rAjadhAnI ane yeAdhyA nagarImAM dhama mahAtsava mAMDayA che, nagarInAM jinamadirAmAM snAtramahAtsava ujavAi rahyo che, zAMtisnAtranuM pavitra jaLa mahArAjAe aMtaHpuramAM rANIone paheAMcADavA mATe sevakone mokalyA che, anya rANIone snAtrajala pahoMcI jAya che paNa paTTarANI kauzalyAdevIne hajI snAtrajala paheAMcyuM" nathI.) kauzalyA(manamAM) kharekhara svAmInAtha mane bhUlI gayA lAge che! aMtapuramAM darekane snAtrajala maLyu che, mane hajI kema nathI maLyuM? jyAM ApaNA bhAgya nabaLAM hoya tyAM kAinA zu doSa ? (eTalAmAM priyavadAdAsI tyAM Ave che) A priyavA-bA Aje Apa Ama udAsIna kema che ? ApanA mukha para zAkanI chAyA kema jaNAya che ? kauzalyA-hena ! zu kahevu, kone kahevuM? sa'sAramAM mArA jevuM nirbhAgI kANu che? jo te ? rAjakulamAM dareke dareka Aje kA AnaMda mANe che, jyAre huM kevI hInabhAgya chuM ke, prabhunuM snAtrajala paNa mArA bhAgyamAM nahi. priyava dAnA, Avu na le!! samagra saMsAramAM ApanA jevI puchyA Aja kAne maLI che ? zrI rAmaca drajI jevA putraratnanA Apa janetA cheA, e ApanA jevA mATe ochA gauravanI vastu nathI ? mahArAjAe ApanA mATe snAtrajala avazya meAkalAvyu hAvuM joie, huM jate A viSe mahArAjAne khabara ApuM chu, Apa Ate a Mge raheja paNa kheda na kare ? (priyavaMdA tyAMthI nIkaLe che, ceDIvAramAM dazaratha mahArAjA tyAM Ave che, ciMtAgrasta kauzalyAne joine pU. paMnyAsa zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivara, maLyuM che, mArAM bhAgya eTalAM mALAM ke Apa svA mInAthanI kRpA mArA para ochI thaI che. khInna thAya che. #zaratha-zuM hajI sudhI snAtranu` magaLajaLa ahiM` Abu' nathI ke ? Ama kema banyu... ? sahuthI pahelAM ahi' mokalavA mATe kaMcukIne ravAnA karyAM che, hajI te AvyA kema nathI ? kauzalyA-svAmI ! emAM mArA puNyanI khAmI che, jyAre a'tapuramAM dareka rANIone snAtrajala dazaratha-(kAMika adhIratAthI) AmAM evu kAMija nathI, tamArA jevA samajI-vicArazIla zrIratnane AvA vikalpe na chAje tamArA mATe pahelAMja mANusane mekalyA che, hu' hamaNuAMja tapAsa karAvu chu, ke, Ama zAthI banavA pAmyuM? (eTalAmAM vRddha kaMcukI hAthamAM ratnajaDita suvaNu - pAtramAM snAtrajala laI tyAM hAjara thAya che) dezatha-kema ATaluM. badhuM moDuM thayuM ? tane sahu pahelAM ahiM AvavA mATe mAnyeA hatA ane have Ave che? kaMcukI-(thaDakate dale, ka Mpate svare) mahArAjA ! AmAM mAre doSa nathI. A mArI kAyAnIrahAme najara kare ! zuM karUM ? zarIra have kAma Apatu' nathI, huM lAcAra chuM, pahelA jevuM have mArAthI dhAryuM kAryo thatu nathI. (mahArAjA dazarathanI daSTi vRdhdha kacukI para paDe che, zarIra dheALI pUNI jevu nisteja, aMgeaMgamAM karacALIo paDelI kAyA namI paDelI, AMkhamAMthI pANI vahI rahyuM che, bhammara paranA dheALA vALa AMkhane DhAMkI rahyA che. nAka-mA'mAMthI lALa paDyA kare che. kAyA kaMpI rahI che, paga carathara dhrUjI rahyA che. kaMcukInA jarAthI jarita dehane joi dazaratha mahArAjA kSaNabhara vicAramagna banI jAya che) dazaratha-ahe ! kharekhara zarIranI A dazA ? vRdhdhAvasthAmAM AvatAM zarIra keTa-keTaluM dhyAjanaka banI jAya che ! kharekhara kAcI mATInA vAsaNa jevI ghaDikamAM nAza pAmI jAya te sthitinI che, are zarIranI khAtara prANIo jIvanamAM keTa-keTalAM pADe Acare che, e zarIranI chevaTe Aja sthiti ne ? te! have A zarIra kAma Ape che tyAM sudhI bhAre AtmaDhita sAdhI levu joie. kaizavyAsvAmInAtha ! Apa A badhA vicAra zA mATe kare che ! Apane Atmahita sAdhavu hoya to khuzIthI Apa sAdhI zaqA che, paNa hajI e mATe utAvaLA thavAnu nathI, avasare Apa A kalyANanA mAge prayANa karajo !

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: 122 : rAma vanavAsa; dazaratha-priye ! AtmakalyANanA samayane have kekecI-svAmInAtha ! amane mUkIne A5 Ama kazIja vAra nathI, A zarIrane vizvAsa che hAi cAlyA jazo, te A saMsAramAM amAro AdhAra zake? samudranA taraMga jevA caMcaLa zarIradhArA zrI koNa? ApanI pAchaLa bharata paNa pitAnA pagale jinezvara bhagavaMtanA saMyamamArganI ArAdhanA karI cAlavA usuka banyo chehave amArA mATe saMsAra levI eja have mArA mATe ucita che, rAmane aye- e kharekhara smazAna jevoja thaI jaze. dhyAnA rAjasiMhAsana para abhiSeka karI, saMsAra tyAga vaka karI, saMsAra tyAga dazaratha mahArAjA-tamAre A vicAra kara dAratha mahArA karavAne have huM taiyAra thaIza, tamArA jevAe mane vAna hoya nahi. rAma, lakSmaNa, bharata tathA zatrudgha mArA mArgamAM sahAyaka banavuM joIe, A sivAya jevA savinIta putro tamArA paDyA bolane jhIlI levA tamArA taraphathI anya kaI apekSA huM rAkhI zakuM ? sadA sajja che, tamAre koI paNa prakAranI ciMtA kauzalyA- jevI Apa svAmInAthanI IchA. karavA jevuM nathI, AtmahitanA mArgamAM tamAre sahAya karavI joIe je nividane huM mAruM AtmakalyANa praveza 2 je. sAdhI zakuM. rAmacaMdra-pitAjI ! jyAre ApanI bhAvanA (dazaratha mahArAjAnuM mana saMsAra parathI virakta saMsArane tyajI saMyamamArgane svIkAra karavAne prabalabanyuM che. zarIranI kSaNabhaMguratA najare joyA bAda paNe jAgI che, te ame ApanA mArganuM kalyANa zrI paramezvarI pravajyA svIkAravAne teo utsuka IcchI rahyA chIe, ApanI caraNarajasamA mane Apa banyA che, A kAraNe zrI rAmacaMdrajInA zira para ayodhyAne rAjamukuTa mUkavAne teo IDa che, rAja je kAMI Adeza heya te kRpA karI pharamAvazo. kula tathA adhikArI maMDaLane bolAvI mahArAjA mahArAjA-priya rAma ! saMsAranA bhoga e pari. pitAnI bhAvanA vyakta kare che. ) NAme rogarUpa che, ema samajIne ApaNA pUrvajo yauvanavaye saMsAra tyajI virakta banI saMyamanA paMthe dazaratha-mArUM mana saMsAra parathI have uThI gayuM che, hakuvaMza mArA pUrvajo mAthA para dheLA prayANa karatA hatA, mArA pitA araNya mahA rAjAe bAlyAvayanA mArA vaDilabaMdhu anaMtarathanI vALa dekhAya te pahelAM saMsAra tyajI saMyamane svI. sAthe dIkSA grahaNa karI hatI, huM atyAra sudhI saMsAkAratA, huM te haju sudhI saMsAramAM paDI rahyo chuM. ramAM mehavaza banI rahyo. have prabhunA kalyANakara tyAgamArI bhAvanA have jaladI saMyama svIkAravAnI che, dharmane svIkAravA mATe AtmA ukaMThita thayo che, mATe rAmane adhyAnA siMhAsana para besADI huM, ayodhyAnA samagra rAjyabhAra AjathI huM tane teM dIkSA levA IcchuM chuM. chuM, thoDA divasomAM rAjyamaMtrIo tane rAjyAbhiSekanuM maMtrImaMDaLa-svAmInAtha ! Apa jyAre saMyama tilaka karaze, dharmanA pAlanapUrvaka rAjyane tuM sAcasvIkAravA utsuka banyA che, te Apane kalyANakara va! tArI mAtAonI sAthe khUbaja sadabhAvapUrvaka mArgamAM sahAyaka thavA ame ApanI AjJAne zire- vaje! tArA bhAI lakSmaNa, bharata, zatrughane sanmAnadhAryA karIe chIe. kharekhara yuvarAja rAmacaMdra pUrvaka rAkhaje! sahunA pratye vinaya, viveka tathA ApanA sthAnane dareka rIte zobhAvaze. aucitya jALavIne raheje! tArA jevA vivekazIla bharata-pitAjI! Apa jyAre saMsAra tyajI putrane AthI vadhAre anya kazuM kahevA jevuM nathI, tyAganA paMthe vicaravAnI abhilASA rAkho cho, te tuM samaju cho mATe tArA pratyenA snehavAtsalya tathA huM ApanI pAchaLa ApanA mArge AvavAne icchuM chuM. premathI A kahevAya che. ApanA vinA A saMsAra mAre mATe zUnya jevA rAmacaMdra-(gadgad svare) pitAjI ! ApanA che, ApanA vinA A saMsAramAM mAruM koNa? jevA zirachatranI sevAviheNuM rAjapATa e mAre manA

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kalayANa me 1952 : 123 : te bhArarUpa che, ApanI sevAmAM rahIne jaMgalamAM lakSmaNabhAI bharata! mAtA ke kayIne tArA rahevAnuM hoya che e mAre mATe rAjamahela jevuM che. javAthI khUbaja AghAta lAgaze ene tane khyAla Apane AtmA jyAre saMsArathI virakta bane che. che ne ? tArA jevA suvinIta putre mAtAjInI lAgaNI te have saMsAramAM Apane rAkhavAno Agraha ame samajavI joIe, mAtAjInI anujJA meLavI emanI , na ja karI zakIe, ApanI zikSA amArA hitane prasannatA jaLavAI rahe tema karavuM joIe, pUjaya mATe che, te ame sadabhAvapUrvaka zirodhArya karIe pitAjInuM mana saMsAra parathI uThI gayuM che. emane chIe. AtmA Aje saMyama svIkAravA talapApaDa bane che, bharata-pitAjI! ApanI sAtheja saMcamamAga emanuM hRdaya vA jevuM dRDha che, eo kaI rIte svIkAravAne mAruM mana talapApaDa che. ApanA vinA rokAI zake tema nathI. pitAjInA javAthI amArA saMsAramAM huM nahi rahI zakuM, saMsAra jyAre Apane para je bhAra tUTI paDaze, tene e che karavA tuM amArI bhayarU5 lAge che, te e bhayarUpa saMsAramAM mane sAthe rahe evI amArI icchA che. tArA virahathI nirAdhAra mUkIne A5 kema cAlyA jAva cho. amane keTa keTalo AdhAta lAgaze. ene tAre vicAra kare joIe. mahArAjA-priya bharata ! Ama Agraha na karIe. (vizeSa bhAga AgAmI aMke, . tArI mAtAne tArA vinA badhuM akAruM lAgaze, mArI gerahAjarImAM mAtAnI sevAmAM rahevAnI tArI pharaja che, mATe A viSe have bahu Agraha na karavo ? jinamadirAke upayogI rAmacaMdra-bhAI bharata ! pitAjI je kAMI kahe che te barAbara che, mAtA kaikeyIne tArA javAthI keTalo tho tatha, hAthI, davalA, jAphI, grTTa, AdhAta lAge e tane khabara che ? saMyamanA mArge na bhaMDAra peTI, zAstrokta padati anusAra tIna pratimAjI sthApana karanekA siMhAsana, lkjavAnI tArI bhAvanA kharekhara atyuttama che. pitAjInA pagale-pagale emanI sevA karavA tuM jAya, emAM nA DekA kAtarakAma banAke usake para sone-cAMdI ke kahevI e amAre mATe zaramarUpa che, paNa mAtAjIne pata () rAvaje. keTa-keTaluM du:kha thaze, te tArI samaja bahAra ochuM vaMtrI jIja kara taMtrapAta siche? eka bAju pitAjI jAya. ane eka bAju tuM mane ja rivara vanAvaje. grI garA cAlyo jAya, A sthitimAM mAtAjIne mATe ane 3 caNa re amArA mATe tAro viyoga asahya banaze ! ra sukAna re ma jAma bharata-vaDilabaMdhu ! ApanA jevA suvinIta putra vanA mela sAte che. beThA che, tyAM mArA mAtA kaikeyIne heja paNa ochuM AvavAnuM hoyaja zAnuM ? mArA karatAM mAtAjInI zrI yA mI. * sevA Apa khUbaja saddabhAva, sneha tathA samarpitapaNe mistrI brijalAla rAmanAtha kare che, eTale mAtA kekeyIne AghAta lAgavAnuM kAMI kAraNa nathI, pitAjInA mArge javAnI Apa muA. pAlItANA [sArASTra mane saMmati Apa ! Apa jevA baMdhane tyajIne . -mIMTane garara de jevA mana nA pADe che, paNa bIjI bA jA pitAjI to harSa - pUThe saMyamanA kalyANakara mArge javA hRdaya ati mA te hai. Atura banyuM che.

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TaMkazALI vacanAmRtA pApI karatAM pApanA pracAraka vadhu bhayaMkara che. pApI peAtAnA AtmAne DubADe che, jyAre pApanA pracAraka aneka AtmAene durgatinA kupamAM paTake che ! mUrtine tADanArA karatAM mUrti pratyenI bhAvanAne tADanArA vadhu bhayaMkara che. pApanA sthAnAmAM kAIne vairAgya thatA hAya te temAM bhavitavyatA, ane samyag jJAnaja kAraNa che, parantu pApanAM sthAna te ekAMte tyAjyaja che. nAthavALA baLada kahevAya che, ane nAtha vinAnA sAMDha kahevAya che, nAyaka vinAnu TALu paNa sAMDha jevuM che. koI paNa gaccha, pakSa, ke vADAnA amAne meha nathI, kha dhana nathI, ema khelanArAe paNa eka jAtanA vADAmAM purAyelAja che. dharmI duniyAne nukazAna pahoMcaDanArI cIja che, ema khelanArA ane lakhanArA kevaLa mithyAtvarUpa sannipAtamAM gherAyelA bhayaMkara dardIo che. je jamAnAmAM svacchannatA ane zithIlatAne pracAranArAM sAdhanA vadhu hoya te jamAnAmAM dharmAMnA niyameAne khUba majabuta banAvavAnI jarUra che. jInA junA itihAsanI zeAdhakhALa karanArAoe, huM kayAM hatA ? ane kayAM AvyA ? e peAtAnA itihAsa paNa jANavAnI jarUra che. koI cIjanI achatanA ane garajALu gharAkanI garajanA lAbha uThAvI te vastunA meAM mAMgyA dAma levA e paNa eka jAtanI anItija che. naTa bhavana,ArisA bhavana, ane hastiskandha ArAhaNa', e meAkSa mArganAM sAdhanA pU. paMnyAsa zrI pravINavijayajI gaNivara nathI, paNa tenAM sAdhanA samyagdarzana, samyag jJAna ane samyak cAritraja che. muninA nAmane ane veSanA meha rAkha nArAe tene anukULa cAritra pAlanane paNa meha rAkhavA jarUrI che. para paMcAtanI paTalAI karavAmAM Aja sudhI AtmAe ghaNuM gumAvyu, have te potAnA AtmAnI paMcAta karavAmAM maLelI suMdara takanA upayAga karavA, eja DahApaNa bharelu che. rAmarAjyanI sthApanA karavAnI bhAvanAvAlAe lAkhkhA varSo pahelAMnI saMskRtine apanAvavI paDaze ane AjanI saskRtine bhagADavI paDaze. cauda varSanI chekarI kAi kelejIyananA premapAsamAM paDI bhAgI javAnuM samajI zake paNa teja ummaranI cheAkarI dIkSA levA taiyAra thAya teA te peAtAnA hitane samajI zakatI nathI, evA nyAya teAlanArA bhejA mATe hindustAne magarUra banavAnI jarUra che. AlAkathI paraleAkamAM ane paraleAkamAMthI AlAkamAM paribhramaNa karI rahelA leAkanI te paribhramaNa baMdha karavA mATenA upAye khatalAvanArAja sAcI lAkasevA bajAvI rahyA che. tamArUM ane tamArA bALakanuM bhAgyaka kevuM che, jANavA mATe maMgAveA: jaina (jyAtiSa) nakSatra zAstra kIMmata e bhAganA khAra AnA. pelTeja alaga. premacaMda ma. mahetA C/o. jazavaMtalAla enDa kuAM, 716/3 sAkarabajAra amadAvAda.

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sAcA brAhmaNa pU. munirAjazrI nityAnaMdavijayajI mahArAja keTalIka veLA mANasa potAnI nIti mATe vadhu paDatuM mahattva ApI. niraka dhaDa dharAve che, paNa vaNu karatAM satkarmIne paNa mahattva che, e bhulavu jotuM nathI A hakIta ahiM rajU thaI che. lekhaka munizrI avAra-navAra kalyANa' mATe lekhA mAlyA kare che. sAhitya pratye temane rasa che. A rIte navA-navA viSayeA para tee lakhatA rahe tema ApaNe icchIe. vANArasI nagarImAM vidvAna, yajJa Adi karmone karanArA e brAhmaNa bhAie vasatA hatA. meTAnu nAma vijayadreSa ane nAnAnuM nAma jayadheASa, bannemAM paraspara atyaMta prIti hatI. eka vakhate jayadyeSa gaMgA nadImAM snAna karI, kInAre AvI, potAnuM nityakarmAdi kare che, tyAM eka bhayaMkara sarpa rAkaDAmAMthI nIkaLate joyA, te sarpe theDe dUra ja eka deDAne pakaDayA, deDake bhayamAM AvI paDeleA heAvAthI cIMcIM . avAja karavA lAgyA. sapa` tene khAvA mATe pravRtta thayA, eTalAmAM eka jaMgalI khIlADAe trApa mArI sate mArI nAkhyA. A dRzya jovAmAM Avyu A upara sauMsAra svarUpa vicAra karatAM tene vairAgya utpanna thaye| ane vicAravA lAgyA ke, ahe duni yAmAM jIvita keTalu` kSaNabhaMgura che.' A sarpa je deDakAne khAvA mATe AvyA hatA paNa poteja bhakSaNa thai gayA. satya che ke, mamAramAM je baLavAna che, te niLane ghAta kare che, tethI paNa baLavAna kALa che, ke je sarva jIvAne bhakSya karI le che. koine moDe ke kAine vahelA. dharmaja aneka samAramAM jo koi zaraNabhUta hoya te che. ahiMsAdi lakSaNavALA dhama, prANIne prakAranA du:khe:mAMthI mUkAvI saMsAramAM paNa sukha ane zAMti ApIne yAvat mekSanagaramAM pahAMcADe che, AthI mAre paNa tevA dharmanuM zaraNa karI sa duHkhathI mukata banavuM, AveA vicAra karI jaina muninI pAse jaI dharma' sAMbhaLI dIkSA aMgIkAra karI, pAMca mahAvratanu suMdara rIte pAlana karavA lAgyA. saMyama, svAdhyAya AdimAM te munivare lIna thai yogya jIvane dharmAMmACmAM sthApana karatA, gAmeAgAma vicaravA lAgyA. tapa, A bAju vijayagheSa brAhmaNa, peAtAnA bhAIne lAMkhe| vakhata thayA chatAM pAchA AvelA jANyA nahi, eTale tapAsa karAvI, paNa koi jAtanA samAcAra prApta thayA nahi, AthI vicAra karavA lAgyA, ke nakakI pANImAM DUbI gayA haze. have bhAInA melApa kayAre thaze, tyAdi vilApa karatA atyaMta zeka pAmyA, ane zAstravidhi mujaba sadhaLI audaihika kriyA karI. A vAtane cAra varSa pasAra thai gayA bAda teNe eka mATe yajJa maMDAvyeA. jemAM dezadezanA aneka vidvAna pa`Ditane AmaMtraNathI kheAlAvyA, ane mahA ADa MbarapUrNAMka yajJa zarU thayA. vicaratA-vicaratA jayadyoSa mahAmuni yajJa cAlI rahyo che, te TAme teja vANArasI nagarImAM AvyA. te vakhate mAsApavAsI hatA. pANA divase yana karAvatA potAnA bhAi vijayadhoSanA pratiSedha mATe pharatA-pharatA te yajJa maMDapamAM AvI bhikSA mATe mAMgaNI karI. tyAM temaNe kai eLakhI zakayu nahi. eTale sAmAnya rIte jainadhamanA dUSI evA vijayagheSa Adi brAhmaNAe apamAnajanaka zabdo rA bhikSA ApavAne niSedha karyo, AthI samatAvALA te munine jarA paNa dveSa na thayA, vaLI brAhmaNA e lavA lAgyA ke, A taiyAra karavAmAM Avelu. bhAjana vedane jANavAvALA, yajJa karavALA, jyotiSane jANunArA, dharmazAstronA pAragAmI ane AtmAnA uddhAra karavAmAM sama evA brAhmaNAne mATe che, mATe tame ahIMthI cAlyA jAo. AkSepavALA vacana sAMbhaLI te muni badhAnA pratikSeAdhane mATe kahevA lAgyA ke, he brAhmaNA tameA badhA vidvAna ane samajI hovA chatAM vedanu mukha, yajJanuM mukha, nakSatronu mukha ane dharmanu mukha kANu che ? te tame jANatA nathI, jo jANatA hoya te kaheA.' A prazno sAMbhaLI AkhI sabhA vicAramAM paDI gai ane javAba ApavA asama thai eTale vijayadheASa potAnA manamAM vicAravA lAgyA, ke A yajJamAMDapamAM aneka prakADa vidhAtAnI

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: 126 : sAce brAhmaNa, sAme je nirbhayatApUrvaka prazno pUche che, te avazya nakSatronuM mukha caMdramA che, caMdra nakSatrone vedanA taranuM yathArtha jJAnavALA mahAna bhikSu havA svAmI che, caMdra vinAnI rAtrI amAsa kahevAya che. joIe, AthI AkhI parSadA sahita vijayadhoSa te dharmonuM mukha kAzyapa-bhagavAna RSabhadeva che, munine vinayapUrvaka hAtha joDIne kahevA lAgyA, ke he kAraNake A avasapINInA kAlanA trIjA ArAnA mahAbhikSaka vedanuM mukha, yajJanuM mukha, nakSatronuM mukha, pAchalA bhAgamAM bhagavAna RSabhadeve dharmanI prarUpaNa ane dharmanuM mukha kahyuM kahevAya, te Apaja kRpA karI karI che. brahmAMDa purANamAM kIdhuM che, ke dayAku amane jaNAve. kAraNake ame ApanA praznone vaMzamAM utpanna thayelA nAbhirAjAnA putra, bharUdevI javAba ApI zakIe tema nathI." mAtAnA maMna mahAdeva RSabhe daza prakArano dharma ( A pramANenAM vinayavALA vacane sAMbhaLI jaya pite Acaryo che, AthI sarva dharmomAM pradhAna RSabhacheSa muni te praznonA javAba samajAvatA kahevA lAgyA :- 1 - je prakAre agnihotra Adi karma ravarUpa tame mAno cho te barAbara nathI, paraMtu meM je yathArtha bhAva kI te satya che, vaLI he yajJavAdI brAhmaNo ! tame brAhmaNanI vidhA ane saMpadAthI ajJAne jaNAe che, kAraNake kharA brAhmaNanI vidyA adhyAtma vidhA che ane saMpadA akiMcana bhAva che. tamArAmAM te baneno abhAva che svAdhyAya ane tapanA viSayamAM paNa mohavALA jaNAe che, kemake bhasmathI DhAMke agni aMdara uSNa hoya che, tema tame paNa bahArathI kadAca zAMta jaNAtA he, paNa aMtarathI te kaSAya rUpa agnivALA che. * vedanuM mukha agnihotra che, arthAta agnihotra Gra, sAce brAhmaNa koNa kahevAya te jANavAnI tamane pradhAna veda che, veda eTale jJAna vijJAne' veda - icchA hoya te tame ekacitte sAMbhaLo ! " zabda 'laka' dhAtu uparathI banyA che, jyAre jJAnathI svajanAdi saMbaMdhijane maLavA chatAM paNa temane nijonuM svarUpa jANyA pachI, potAnA AtmAne karma. saMga karatA nathI, dIkSita thayA pachI gAmogAma janma saMsAsthI mukta karavA mATe, tarUpa agnidAra vicaratA zoka karatA nathI, sarvajJa bhagavAnanA vaca 5 izvanane bALI nAkhI, sadabhAvanA Ahati nomAM ramatA kare che, ane nispRha rahe che. te nAkhe che. A agnihotra vedanuM mukha che, vaLI brAhmaNa kahevAya che. je rAga, dveSa ane bhayathI rahita thaI, agnithI varga gha nA , dUDhA mAvanAra: zuddha thayelA suvarNanI jema tejasvI ane nirmaLa dharmAnAnA nAtha, rIkSitenA nAnA thAya che, te brAhma nuM kahevAya che. je tapasvI, indriyone damanAra, zarIramAMthI mAMsa | dharmadhyAna rU5 agni vaDe, karmavarUpa injanane ane lohIne sukavI nAkhanAra, vatayukta, paramazAMtirUpa bALI, sadabhAvanArUpa Ati karavI, A rIte nirvANane prApta karavAnI IcchA che khanAra, te brAhma dIkSite agnihotra karavo joIe, kahevAya che. - thoThArA karmo kSaya kare te yajJanuM mukha che, je trasa jIvo ane sthAvara jIvonuM jJAna kamane kSaya kare te bhAvayA che. meLavI, mana, vacana, ane kAyAthI hiMsA karatA nathI,

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krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobhathI juduM khelatA nathI, sacitta (sajIva) ke acitta (nirjIva) evI kAi paNa cItra ApyA vinA grahaNa karatA nathI, deva, manuSya, tiya ca sambandhi maithuna mana, vacana ane kAyAthI sevatA nathI, tathA kAdavamAM utpanna thayela ane jaLathI vRddhi pAmela jema kamaLa, kAdava ane jaLathI alipta rahe che tema kAmabhogothI utpanna thai vRddhi pAmI kAmabhegothI alipta rahe tathA lelupatA vinAnA mudha jIvI anAra, dhana vinAnA temaja gRhasthanA paricayathI dUra rahe te brAhmaNa kahevAya che. jemaNe mAtApitAnA sambandha tyAga karyo che. sambandhijaneAnA mehathI dUra che, ane tyAga karelA begamAM Asakata thatA nathI te brAhmaNa kahevAya che. upara mujaba kahelA guNovALA ja digendra che, ane saMsAra samudra pAra pAmAne samartha che. kevaLa mAthu muMDAvAthI zramaNa, kAra kahevAthI brAhmaNa, jaMgalamAM rahevAthI muni, kusa AdinA vastra dhAraNa karavAthI tApasa (tapasvI) thai zakAtuM nathI, paraMtu samabhAvathI zramaNa, brahmacarya pALavAthI brAhmaNa, jJAnathI muni, ane tapa karavAthI tapasvI kahevAya che. na vAM pra kA za nA A dharma meM mArI buddhitA kahyo nathI. paNa hemala prakriyA [saTippana] pU. upA. vinaya sajJa, rAga-dveSa vinAnA jinezvara devAe kalyo che. vijayajI viracita vyAkaraNanA suMdara graMtha krarmo -30, pR' 480 kIMmata rUA. 1-0upadeza prAmA bhA.-3 pU. A. vijayakSasI sUrijI viracita vyAkhyAna upaceAgI ga karmA 35 kIMmata rU|. 10-0-0 upadeza prAsAda bhA.-4-65ra pramANe 1-0-0 bhagavAna AdinAtha, le. pU. muni zrI niraMjana vijayajI mahArAja. sacitra. 40 citra sAthe suMdara thAnaka che. kIMmata rUA. 28-0 hAmIyApethIka cikitsAsAra bhA. 12. haze. Do. trikamalAla amathAlAla hemIyApethIka raMge sArAmAM sArI rIte spaSTatA karavAmAM AAla che ane sAmAnya daradIne paNa sugamatA paDe tema che. kIMmata rUA 5-0-0 vadhu mATe bRhat sacipatra magAve ! jazavaMtalAla giradharalAla zAha. 1238, rUpAsuracaMdI pALa-amadAvAda. A pramANe jayadreSa muninI vANI sAMbhaLI, vijayagheSa brAhmaNane sazaya dUra thayA, ane vAtacItathI petAnA laghu adhavanI eLakhANa paDe che. prazna thayelA vijayazveSa hAtha joDIne jayadveSa munine kahevA lAgyA. he bhagavana Ape zra!hmaNapaNAnuM yathAsthita svarUpa batAvyuM. Apaja sAcA yajJane karavAvALA, vedenA jJAtA. jyeSane jANanAra, ane dhanA pAragAmI che. he paramAttama bhikSu Apa potAnA tathA bIjA aneka AtmAone udAra karavA mATe samartha che, have Apa mArA upara kRpA lAvI bhikSAne grahaNa kare.' kalyANa; me 1952 : 129 : je jIve zabda, rUpa, rasa, gaMdha ane sparza Aphri viSayAmAM lAgI rahe che, te javA duSTa karmo bAMdhe che, ane je jIve viSayAne tyAga kare che, te jave karmone khapAve che, je mATIneA bhIteA ame sukA goLA bhIMta upara pheMkavAthI bhIne cUMTI jAya che, ane sukA nIce paDe che . tema viSayAdhIna jIve bhInA gALAnI jema samAramAM phasAi rahe che. viSayAthI vimukha banelA jIvA saMsAramAMthI kharI paDe che arthAt zAzvata sukhanA sthAnabhUta mekSane 5me che. A pramANe jayagheSa muninA upadezathI vairAgyane pAmelA vijayaceSa H hmaNe dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. e jIvA bhadrika prakRtivALA hoya che, te chavA sanmAne jaladI pAmI zake che. jayaghoSa muni kahevA lAgyA ke, mAre bhikSAnu prayAjana nathI, paNa tame zIghra dIkSAne grahaNa kare, jethI bhavanA AvattarUpa sa`sAra cakramAM bhame nahi. tapa, saMyamamAM rata banelA jayazceSa muni atai vijayISamuni saghaLA krame'ne khapAvI, kevaLajJAna pAmI. punarAvRtti zUnya, sa` pradhAna, zAzrvata abhyA khAdha meAkSagatine pAmyA.

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mananI sAkSI........... zrI nirmaLa manomana sAkSI che." e kahevata ApaNe sAMbhaLIe chIe. ApaNuM mana nirmaLa heya hAmAna manapaNa tevuM ja rahe che. A hakIkata ahiM lekhaka rajU kare che. lekhakanI zailI vedhaka tathA saraLa che. prema ke zreSa mananI lAgaNIo-vicAraNA karato hoya! paNa kharekhara! AvA kAbeliyata ene avala be che. bahArathI mAkhaNa lagADo dharAvatA vepArIonI paNa puNya-pApane naTTake kaDakamAM kaDaka zabdo kahe tenI bahu asara toTo kADhavAmAM temanI kAbeliyata kema adrazya prema ke dveSamAM rahetI nathI, te hakIkata A thaI jatI haze ! te eka AzcaryanI vAta che. kahI jAya che. caMdana kharIdI pitAnA gAma AvI - eka bahu vicArazIla vaNIka hatuM, te paheo. have bIje baMdha karavA mATe tenI eka vakhata potAnA kuTuMba sAthe yAtrAthe parya pAse bIjI milakata nahatI. sagAMvahAlAM Tana karatAM malayAcala jaI caDa. "vANIo pAsethI paNa eka vakhatanI lIdhelI milkata haMmezAM vepAramAM kAbeliyata dharAve ane game pAchI nahiM pahoMcatAM pharI malI zake. tema te kAmamAM vepArane lagatA kAryane AgaLane rahyuM nahi, tema caMdanano pAInaya vakaro AgaLaja rAkhe tema A bhAI paNa ke IpaNa thato na hato. ThekANe jAya tyAre tyAMne zuM mAla kayAM kayAM vANI karavA gaye kAbeliyata paNa be pioSAya ? temaja A pradezamAM bIjA dezonuM rIte mUMjhA, caMdanane lenAra keI zeTha zAhukAra zuM piSAya, tene vicAra karato hato, temAM ke rAjA-mahArAjA nIkaLe nahiM. jethI naphe malayAcalanI eka vastu potAnA vepArI AvavAnI vAtato dura rahI paNa moTI vyAja kSetranI saphaLatA mATe pitAnA magajamAM barA- khAdha lAgavA mAMDI temaja bIje dhaMdhe nahi bara vyavasthita jaNAI. te vastu bIjI kaI thatAM gharakharcanA paNa sAMsA paDavA lAgyA, nahi paNa malayAcalanuM prasiddha caMdana. jethI tenuM mana dinapratidina durbala thavA malayAcalamAM maphatanA bhAve caMdana maLatuM lAgyuM. hatuM. vANuyAnuM mana tene khUbakhUba kharIdavA A vaNika pratidina rAjasabhAmAM jAya, mATe lalacAyuM, naphAnuM pramANa ghaNuM dekhAtuM rAjAne moTI moTI nIce namIne salAma-vaMdanA hete ghara vecIne ke devuM karIne paNa mAla kare, mIThAM mIThAM vacane bole, rAjAne kaI levAmAM vANIye pAchuM paDatuM nathI, tema A jAtano gunho-aparAdha paNa na kare chatAM vANIyAe paNa pitAnI pAse je mIlakata rAjAne haMmezAM manamAM thayA kare ke, vANIhatI te ochI lAgatAM AbhUANe vecyAM, yAne huM kayAre mArI nAkhuM. teTalI milakata paNa kharIdImAM ochI jaNAtAM rAjAne pratidina vicAra AvyA kare ke sagAM-saMbaMdhIo pAsethI jeTalI maLI bIjA keI upara nahIM, are guno karanAra teTalI uchInI laI banI zakayuM teTaluM vadhAre upara paNa nahIM ane A vANIyA upara caMdana kharIdayuM. sAme naphe dekhAte heya te pahelAM keI vakhata nahIM, ane hamaNAM-hamaNAM devuM karIne paNa dhaMdho kI vANI nahi mArI mAnasika lAgaNIomAM kema vikRti

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kalyANa me 1952 : 129 : AvI? ghaNo ghaNo vicAra karavA chatAM te prazna te jIvananI mahAna bhUlane e namune che. tene praznAvalionA cakkaramAM mUke paNa kaI pradhAne kahyuM "tevuM zuM che ! kaho te kharA ! jAtane ukela AvI zake nahiM. vANIyAe caMdana kharIdyAnI vAta jaNa keIpaNa mANasane potAnA mAnasika praznonuM vavA sAthe te paNa kahI dIdhuM ke, AvuM samAdhAna na thAya tyAre hRdaya kholIne keI seMghAmaluM caMdana AvA zuSka gAmamAM kharajagyAe vAta karyA sivAya mAnasika beje danAra keImaLyuM nahi, paNa rAjA marI jAya haLave thato nathI, tema rAjAne paNa keI te tene upayoga thavA sAthe mArI muDI jagyAe vAta karI bhArekhama mana halakuM kara- vyAja sAthe pAchI pharI jAya.' vAne talasATa AvatAM mitra samAna pradhAnane vANI bolatAM te bolI gaye, paNa vANIyA uparanI mAnasika vikRtinI vAta karI bIjI kSaNe A ha kenI pAse zuM bolyo ! ane sAthe sAthe tema thavAnuM kAraNa zodhA te vicAra AvyuM. vANIye che, bhUlathApa lAvavAnuM jaNAvyuM. khAI gayA hoya te paNa pheravI tege ane pradhAnajIe kAraNa zodhI lAvavAnuM mAthe bhUla sudhArI le tema A vANIe paNa pheravI lIdhuM. kAraNa zodhI lAvavuM heluM te nathIja teluM kechatAM buddhimAna mANasane te ramata samAna che. je je he pradhAnajI Ama huM nathI pradhAnane rADa badalAye pratidina javA-AvAvAne krama vANIyAnA ghara pAsethI rAkhe. zarU kahete paNa jene aMtaranI vAta karuM chuM te AtamAM sAmA maLatAM paraspara smita hasavAne, AvI salAha Ape che, mArAthI te vaLI pachIthI salAma karavAnuM ane tenAthI AgaLa lAkhonA pAlanahAranuM AvuM ciMtavAya? ahiM vadhatAM bolavA-cAlavAno ane cA-pANI kara pradhAne gAMThavALI paNa te kaMI halakaTa vRtti vALa Daja hato ! vAne vahevAra cAlu thayo, te vahevAra tyAM sudhI pahoMcI gaye ke divasamAM 1-2 vakhata maLa jeThamAsane sakhta tApa paDavA lAge. vAnuM na bane te cena na paDe. sUya jANe agni ja na varasAvato hoya ! eka vakhata vANIyAne tyAM putranAM lagna rAjAthIte bahAra na nIkaLAya eTaluM ja nahI AvyAM, lagna je avasara hoya tyAre aga. paNa mahelamAM sukhAsanamAM paNa suMdara khasanI tamitra pradhAnajIne na bolAve te bane kema TaTIe bAMdhI ArAma karavAnuM hovA chatAM pradhAnajIne lagabhaga ghaNo TAIma vANIyAne kaI rIte garamI sahana thaI zake ja nahi. tyAM rahevAne TAIma AvyuM te prasaMge pradhAna pradhAnajIe buddhine upayoga karI pilA najInI najara eka DhagalA upara paDatAM, A vANIyAnuM caMdana maMgAvI, ghasAvI rAjanA zuM che ! ema AMgaLI cIMdhI te saMbaMdhI zarIre vilepana karAvatAM rAjAe svapna nahi hakIkata pUchI. vANIyAe paNa nikhAlasapaNe dhArI hoya tevI zItalatAM utpanna thaI. hakIkata kahevA mAMDI. pradhAne taka sAdhI kahyuM, "A.zitalatA mArI vaNikapaNAnI bhUla kahe yA je kahe kSaNika raheze, jyAre AvA caMdanane eka

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: 130 : mananI sAkSI mahela banAvAtA daravarSe garamInI Rtu sahe lAithI ane AnaMdapUrvaka pasAra karI zakAze.' sukhazIla rAjAone-sattAdhIzone kayAM kheMcanA AMkaDAo sAme jovAnu hAya che. game teTalA khaca karIne paNa caMdananA mahela banAvavAnA pradhAnane orDara apAi gayA. pradhAne pazu kharIdI karatAM dazagaNA bhAva ApI vANIyAnuM caMdana kharIdI lIdhu. ahiM vANIyAne vica:ra AvyA. 'ghaNuM jIvA te rAjA ke prajAnI bhUla sudhArI tene Agekuca karAvavAnI udAratA darzAva che.' Ama satata bhAvanA bhAvavA lAgyuM. rAjasabhAmAM jai vANIyAnA pratidina tene teja kAryakrama heAvA chatAM rAjAnI vRttie badalAI. A vANIyAne huM aMgata mitra nUtana prakAzane Ajeja ma gAvA! sva. A. zrI sAgarAnasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanAM AcArAMga sUtra, SoDaSaka prakaraNa, ane sthAnAMga sUtra AdinAM vyAkhyAtA temaja byA. vA, A. zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanAM jAherapravacane AdhyAtmika lekhA eTale1 jIvavAnI kaLA. [vyAkhyAno ane jAhera pravacanA] 1-8-0 2 DhaMDherA athavA gurUmaMtra [AcArAMga ane SoDazakanAM vyAkhyAna. 3-0-0 3 mahAvratA ane AdhyAtmika lekha-divyaenDa, kAzmIrI, zAMti, bhAratamAtA mALA. sthAnAMgasUtranAM vyAkhyAna ane lekhA. -0-0 ~: lakhA :-~~ zAhe ratanacaMda kAla banAvuM, mArA sAcA salAhakAra banAvu, ema vicArAnA palaTa thavAthI pharI pradhAnajIne elAvI jaNAvyuM' ke, 'A vANIyA upara have mArI premanI lAgaNIo thai, AnuM kAraNa zuM ? pradhAne abhayadAnanI zarate jaNAvyu ke, vANIyAne ane vakhata tamArA mATenI maraNu jIvananI mAnasika bhAvanAe thai jethI tamArI bhAvanAe pazu tevIja thaI eTale parasparanAM mana hamezAM prema ke dveSa utpanna kare che. rAjAeteA vAta sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe era karyo ke, prajAjana tarIke vANIyAnA AvA ciMtavana mATe tene phAMsInI zikSA kare, tyAre pradhAnajIe peAtAnI zarata pramANe vANIyAne abhayadAna apAvavA sAthe prema ke dvezvamAM. AMtarikahetu mAnasika valaNa-mananI sAkSInA siddhAnta pure pADayA. 3. bhavAnI peThe punA2. seAmacaMda DI. zAha pAlItANA. [sArAT] daherAsaro mATe spezIyala agarabattI daherAsarA, madirA ane dhArmika sthaLAmAM jenI suvAsa judIja tarI Ave che, te umadA ane kiMmatI padArthomAMthI banAvelI. divya agarabattI ghaNuMja suMdara vAtAvaraNa sarje che, Apa pavitra ane suvAsita agarabattI maMgAvI khAtrI karA ! amArI bIjI spezIyAlIsTa, namunA mATe lakhA. dhI naDIAda agarabattI vasa De. sTezanaroDa, naDIAda seAla ejanTa. zAha nAgaradAsa khetasIdAsa De. amadAvAdI bajAra, naDIAda

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rAmAyaNanAM pavitra pAtro pU0 AcAryadeva zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasurIzvarajI ma. rAmAyaNanAM ekeeka pAtrane jovA besIe te kharekhara A dezanI saMskRti te pratyeka patramAM jIvaMta thatI joI zakAya che. e badhAM pAtrone viSe pU. AcArya devazrIe je jAhera pravacane ApelAM temAMthI saMkalita karIne A vibhAga taiyAra karavAmAM AvyuM che. AjakAla sukha-zAnti bhogavI zakAya che ane e zAMti A jamAnAmAM na rahe eno artha. rahyo nathI, mATe ja aneka du:khamAM sukhe jIvavuM che ke, te kALe je bhaNatara hatuM te Aja nathI ne ? . eja kharI mAnavatA che, e tyAre ja zIkhAya, jyAre rAme te pitAnI vAta sAMbhaLI AnaMda anubhavyuM, mahArAjA dazaratha jevA mahApurUSanuM citra najara samakSa ane kaikeyImAtAe bharata mATe rAja mAgyuM e sArU heya. mahAsAmrAjya jemaNe calAvyuM ane mUkavAnI- karyuM ema kahyuM. A prasaMga Aje bane te veLAe ATaluM moTuM rAjya kema mUkAya e dhAMdhala macyA vinA rahe ! AjanA samayamAM kekevI' vicAra sarakho jene na Ave, ane kekevIne vratta- zuM bole tenI kalpanA Ave che? rAmAyaNamAM saMskRniSedha vinA temaNe vacana mAgavAnuM kahyuM. kaikeyIne tine zuM Adaza ha te enA pApAtre lAve vizvAsa hateA. ke pati rokAze nahi, tamArA para tamArA che. rAvaNane paNa lAve che ane e rAvaNuM tamArA gharanAno A vizravAsa khare ? tamArA vacana para karatAM paNa kharAba hate ema mAnavuM paNa duniyAno vyavahAra cAle ! kekeyIe vacana letAM dazaratha bhUla bhareluM che. rAmAyaNanAM pAtro viSaya ke kavAyanA rAjA pAse sahI nahotI karAvI, Aje e cAle ? gulAma nahetA rAma pATavI hatA, paNa rAjyanA hakko ane na ca le te ema nathI lAgatuM ke mAnavatA viSe emane kadi kalpanA AvI hatI. kemake pitAnI saDI gaI che ? vyavahAra vacane cAle ke dastAvejo ? caraNasevAmAM vaibhava ane rAjya karatAM temane mana vadhu paNa Aje dastAvejeye vyavahAra nathI cAlate. sukha hatuM. rAmanuM eya hatuM. potAnA taraphathI pitAne dastAveja lakhatI veLA kAyadAnI bArIkI jevAya che AnaMda maLyA kare. huM puchuM ke ghara kenuM tamAruM ke ane e kAyadAnI bArIkIeja haLI saLagAvI che. tamArA mA-bApanuM! Arya saMskRti e zuM che e kaikeyIe bhArata mATe rAjagAdI mAMgaNI emAM hetu e ke, samajo ! jyArathI lebhAgu ane labADAe AryasaMskabharata jAya nahi. dazarathe rAja ApyuM. tamane thaze tinI vAta karavA mAMDI che. tyArathI AryasaMskRti ke choDavuM hatuM eTale ApyuM, paNa na choDavuM heta hINa banI gaI. Aje te putra kaheze mA-bApanA deva ne bhAgata teye Apata ! pitAne maLelI cIja kahevAmAM vAMdhe zuM ? mAtra na kahevAya doSa ene bIjAne upayogI hoya, enAthI zAMti thatI hoya ane enI bAyaDIne. te tame Apo kharA ! - zrI rAmacaMdrajInI IcchA hatI ke potAnA jya upara rAmane haka hatA. dazaratha mahA- kAraNe mA-bApane duHkha na thAya. rAme dazarathanuM vacana rAjA e samajatA hatA chatAM temane vizvAsa hato AvakAryuM, ane kekeyIne zera lehI caDhayuM. keyI ke huM game tene rAja ApI dauM ane rAma hakka oramAna mAtA hatI, paNa rAmane mana e bheda karate Ave te asaMbhavita che. mahArAjA dazarathe hate. dazarathane aneka strI hatI. paNa temane saMsAra calAvela hatuM, ane e suMdara jIvananI parasparano vartAva, temanA bALakone ekabIjA tarapha asara sahu upara hatI. rAmane dazaratha mahArAjAe vartAva, e eka jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA hatI, saMskRtti bolAvI badhI vAta karI ane sAmrAjya choDI saMyama hatI. rAme kahyuM ke, Ape mane pUchayuM te maherabAnI levAne potAno nirNaya jaNAvyo. temaja kaikeyIe paNa mane duHkha thayuM ke lokomAM huM avinayI kahevAze mAMgelA vacananI hakIkata paNa kahI. A jamAnAmAM ke dazarathane paNa rAmane paNa pUchavuM paDayuM hatuM. ' AvuM banyuM hoya te zAMti rahe ? na rahe. kema pitAne AvuM pUchavuM paDe e putrane avinaya gaNAya. A jamAne zikSIta nathI. vadhu zikSIta che ne ? gharanI badhI cIja mA bApanI hAjarImAM kenI

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: 132 : rAmAyaNanAM pavitra yAtra gaNAya? tamArA dhaMramAM ka kAyado ? rAjane kAyado che? vatA dhana-bhogano tyAga mAge che. Aje bhAga- tamAre gharamAM rAja zA mATe ghAlavuM paDe ? Aje lAlasA vadhI che. pahelAMnA mahApurUSonI bhega-lAlasA koi mA-bApane kAMI pUchIe to kaheze 'bhAI'ne marI gaI hatI, ane bhoga puNya vadhu hatuM. Aje pUchavuM paDaze. prajA sArI rIte jIvana jIve te rAja bhoganuM punya ochuM ane bheganI bhUkha vadhu che. vacamAM na AvI zake. A dezanA saMskAra jIvanamAM dazaratha mahArAjA bharatano rAjyAbhiSeka karavA utAravA mahApurUSanA daSTAMte najara sAme rAkhavA mAMgatA hatA, paNa bhAratano te sAme vAMdho hate. te joIe, ke pitA prasanna thaI bhale badhuM Ape paNa te dazaratha sAtheja javA taiyAra hatA. kekeyI meha putrane mAMgavAne haka nathI. putra samaje ke mAbApe paravaza hatAM paNa putramoha paravaza nahatA. rAme janma ApI upakAra karyo che. A rIte ghara cAlatuM bharatane kahyuM hatuM ke, tane rAjagAdIne garva nathI paNa hoya te barAbara cAle. pitAnA vacananI saphaLatA khAtara e levI joIe. - Aje vaDila jevuM kAMI rahyuM che kharuM? pahelA pitA-mAtA-vaDIlabhAI badhAnI sammati hoya te e yuga hatuM ke, putra mAtApitAnA caraNenI sevA- pachI bharatane rAjagAdI levAmAM vAMdho hate ? AvI mAMja sudhI saMpatti mAnate. ApaNe e yuga taka tamane maLe te ? paNa bharata te rAmacaMdrajInA Aje lAve che, jyAre mAtApitA taraphathI AbhAnI caraNomAM DhaLI paDayA hatA. ane kahyuM ke, huM gAdI unnati jakAtI hoya evI vAte thatI taja putra lauM te A bApane dIkaro ane tamArA bhAI na virodha karatA. Aje kamAvAne azakta banelA gaNAuM. bharata rAja levAnI nA pADatA hatA te zuM mAbApane dikarA ane vahunI AjJAmAM rahevuM paDe che, rAja sArUM nahatuM ? rAmane lAgyuM ke mArI hAjarI paNa AmAM chokarAone kevaLa doSa nathI, A badhAya haze tyAM sudhI bharata gAdI nahi le, eTale rAme mA-bApa Na javAbadAra che. tame kaI divasa dIka- jaMgalamAM javAno nirNaya karyo. rAne anIti na karavAnuM zikSaNa ApyuM ? Aje te Aje mAnavI jeTalI nItinI vAta bole che, zikSaNa ThagAya nahi e mATe apAya che. paNa koIne teTalI tene haiye hoya che kharI ! rAmacaMdrajInAM haiye na Thage te mATe nahi. ane hoThe nItinI vAta hatI. rAme jaMgalamAM javAne - bhega puNya chuM ane bhUkha vadhu: nirNaya karyo, ane bharata mukatakaMThe royA. dazarayane kekeyIe bhArata mATe rAja mAMgyuM, tyAre lakSmaNanI cakkara AvyA. keyIne AzAne saMcAra thaye paNa mAtA kAMI na belI ane rAmanI mAtAe paNa dazarathane lAgyuM ke, vananA duHkha rAma kema sahI kevI sAme dAMta na kacakacAvyA, A tyAga kAne zakaze. rAmane lAgyuM ke vacana pALavuM hoya te vakhANa ? rAmane ke badhAMne ? paTTarANIpade rAmanAM snehanA mehamAM kheMcAvuM na joIe, e cAlI mAtA hatA. rAjagAdInA hakkadAra rAma hatA, chatAM nIkaLyA, rAme kauzalyA pAse jaI hakIkta kahI. rAmane kauzalyA kAMI bolyA nAha, kemake temanA saMsArane vanavAsa jatA sAMbhaLIne mAtA kauzalyA kSaNabhara pAye majabuta hate. tamAro saMsArane pAye mUcha pAmyA; rAme mAtAne samajAvyuM ke, "tuM mAro evo majabUta kare che keyIe bhArata mATe rAja pitAnI dharma nI che, te kAyara strIne ucita A mAyuM. ane ayodhyA uMcInIcI thaI gaI. dazarathanA che ? vIranI patnI vIra joIe. rAma siMhane rAjyamAM rAja levAne nahi, rAja na levAno karyo dIkaro che ene vanane bhaya che ? raDatI-dhrujatI ubhA thayA hatA. teo mAnatA ke rAja mAnava mATe mAtAe rAmane rajA ApI. AmAM kone mahAna taraNA jevuM halaka ane dhana karatA mAnava jIvana mAnavA dazaratha mahArAjAne. rAmacaMdrane, bharatane. kIzakiMmatI hatuM. tame mAnavatA mATe bannenA bhega ApI tyAne ? badhAja mahAna hatA. zake kharA? Aje tamArI pAse mAnavatA zuM mAMge rAma A rIte vanavAsa javA taiyAra thayA temaNe che? Aje Akhe deza ApattimAM che, ane mAna- sItAne pUchavuM nahotuM. mane lAge che, tamAro A

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zreSThIputra zrI avaMtIsukumAla - zrI sevaMtilAla jaina prayo" carama tIrthapati bhagavAna zrI mahAvIrasvAmInA vizALa rastAo ane gaganacuMbI jinamadirathI nirvANa pachInA pAMcamA ArAmAM paNa ghaNuM evA zahera ramaNIya lAgatuM hatuM. Aja nagarImAM dhana mahApurU thaI gayA che, ke jemanAM carItro vAMcatA samRddha zrImatane tyAM avaMtIsukumALane janma thaye ApaNe ApaNuM Atma kalyANanA mArgamAM vikAsa che. mAtAnuM nAma bhadrA hatuM. mahelanA sAtamA mALe sAdhI zakIe. mahApurUSonA jIvana caritro mojuda avaMtIsukamALanuM nivAsasthAna che. mehanuM evuM hovA chatAM, je rIte tene samajavA joIe, je rIte sAmrAjaya che, ke te temane ghaNI ja suMdara rIte uchere tenA guNagAna gAvA joIe te rIte ApaNe nathI che. pukhtavaye temane 32 rAjakanyAo sAthe pANikaratA tethI ja ApaNe ApaNI jAtane nabaLI mAnIe grahaNa karAvavAmAM Ave che. ke I jAtane vepAra" ke chIe. avaMtIsukumALanuM jIvana evuM addabhUta che. rojagAra, majurI ke mAthAkuTa temane karavAnI nathI. ke je vAMcatAM ApaNI bahAnA kADhavAnI Teva nIkaLI tyAre zuM karavAnuM ? phakata pote karelA puna mITha jAya. ApaNe dharma pAmyA chIe tenI oLakhANuM phaLa bhegavavAnAM. zuM ? ApaNA jIvananuM ane AtmAnuM parAvartana AvA avasare AryasahastI mahArAja zahera e evuM ke ApaNA sagAsnehIo paNa kahe ke bahAra padhAryA che, ane be sAdhuone vasati (mukha)nA bhAI te have pharI gayA" mAnavabhava te dhULe tapAsa karavA mokalyA che. be munirAje bhadrA zedivasa che. jyAre bIjA bha rAtrI jevA che. dheLAM ne tyAM AvyA. vise gunho kare tenI majA moTI hoya che. mAnava- bhadrA-padhAro munirAja, apane koNe mokalyA bhavamAM karelI bhUlanI zikSA paNa bhayaMkara hoya che. te che ? konA ziSya che ? Aje ApaNane sudharma maLe che, te tenuM AlaMbana munirAja- AryasahastI mahArAjanA ziSya laI jIvananuM parAvartana karI bhUlomAMthI bacavuM joIe. chIe, ane mukAmanI tapAsa karavA mekalyA che. ' AryasahastI mahArAja ane saMpratI "mahA- bhadrA-padhAro, ahiM ghaNI jagyA che. ema rAjAno A kALa hate. ujajayinI nagarI ghaNI kahI khUba AturatA batAvI ane ghaNIja dhAmadhUmathI jAheja sAlI bhogavI rahI hatI. uMcAM-uMcAM mahela, AcArya mahArAjane sanmAnapUrvaka pitAne dharelAvyA. sAme virodha uThe khare ? tamAre rAma ke dazaratha jevA ane teNe alaga jagyA kADhI ApI. ane pitAnA thavuM che ne ? rAme sItAne pUchavuM nahotuM, tenA jIvanane dhanya mAnavA lAgI. sItAne AghAta nahe. paNa A samAcArathI teo kAraNake te kALanA loko jANatA hajA ke jeTaluM AnaMda pAmyA ane rAmacaMdrajI pAchaLa javA taiyAra svArthamAM jAya, ane paramArthamAM na jAya te khArA sArA thayAM. vartamAnamAM AvuM hoya te zuM bane ? ghera dramAM jAya che, mATe paramArtha karI laIe, A che dhera dazatha mahArAjA jevA bApa, rAmacaMdra jevA putra pitAnAja du:kha yAda Ave che. bhale te pApanA ume. ane sItA jevI vahu tathA kauzalyA jevI sAthe hoyapaNa te du:khI zA mATe, kahe pApasthAnake hoya te saMsAra kharekhara svarga banI jAya. ramata cAlu che mATe, arthAta sahela sakhI ane

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: 134 : avaMtIpakamAla; raMgarAganI tRSNA bahu vadhI che mATe, AjanA duHkhanI paDe. mane ahiM jarAye cena nahi paDe, kayAM e je koI jaDa hoya che te pApasthAnakonI gulAmI che. nalInIgulma vimAnanAM sukha ane kayAM A gaTarIyA | munirAja roja navA navA sutrane svAdhyAya karatA sukha. hoya che. eka vakhata saMdhyAno samaya che, sUrya munirAjanAM darzananI sAthe ja AtmAmAM parivartana pazcimamAM Dubate hoya che. paMkhIo potAnA mALAo thAya che, ane avaMtIkumALanI saMsAra pratyenI tarapha pAchA phare che. madhura zItaLa pavana vAya che. AsthA uThI jAya che. munine sAce mArga batAvavA malanA sAtamA mALe avaMtIsukamALa jharUkhAmAM beThA prArthanA kare che. ' che, te ja samaye munirAja madhura svare svAdhyAya karatA munirAja: he bALa, nalInInAM sukha saMyamathI hoya che. nalInIgubha vimAnanI sajhAya cAlatI maLe che, ane anuttara vimAnanA sukha paNa saMyamathI na hatI. te sUtranuM pArAyaNa karatA hatA. temAM ATalA maLe che, paNa te sukha te kSaNika che, jhAMjhavAnAnIra jevA khUNA, amaka thAMbhalA, tenI uMcAI-pahoLAI ane che, adhUrAM che. saMyamathI te mokSanuM akSaya sukha paNa tenA jharUkhA vagerenuM varNana thatuM hatuM. meLavI zakAya che. saMsAranA viSayanAM sukha eTale - avaMtIsukumALa varNana sAMbhaLatAM ja camakI tarasyAne khArA pANInAM sukha, te Dabala tarasa lagADyA u, ane lAgyuM ke AvuM meM kayAMka joyuM che. vinA rahe nahi. tenA karatAM mokSanA paramasukhane tarata ja vartamAna jIvana bhUlyo ane jAtismaraNaya meLava ke jethI saMsAranA-caugatInA bhavabhamraNamAMthI jJAna thayuM. teja nalInIgulma vimAna ke jyAMthI te dUra thavAya. asaMkhya varSanA sukha bhogavIne Avela che. te tene avaMtI-te basaprabhu mane cAritra Ape. sAkSAta dekhAya che, ane tarata ja nIce utarI muni- have huM thaI gayuM chuM. have raNamAM devuM mAre rAjane pUchavA jAya che. munirAja pAse jaI vaMdana mATe saheluM che. evuM saMyamanuM zaraNa Ape ke karI bese che ane pUche che. mane Apa nahi eLa- karmanI sAme bhISaNa laDAI karI, bhavajalane pAra utaruM. khatA he, paNa huM bhadrA mAtAno putra chuM, ane jagatanAM sukha bekAra che, muphalIsa che, kAyama majurI eka khAsa vAta jANavA icchuM chuM. karAvI ghaNuM tela kaDhAvI cAra Ape, ane jema munirAja-khuzIthI pUcho, gabharAzo nahi. baLadIo khuza thAya che, tevI ja ApaNI sthiti che. avaMtI-Ape je nalInIgulma vimAnanuM varNana ApaNane kALI majurI karAve, ane puNya thoDuM karyuM. te Ape kyAMthI jANyuM ? , sukha Ape eTale ApaNe rAjI thaIe chIe. munirAja-A badhuM zAstramAM bhaluM paDayuM che. munirAja-ghare pUchate khare, mAtAnI rajA levI tethI ame jANIe chIe. jarUrI che. prabhu, nalInI gumamAMthI te huM tarataja upara Ave che ane mA pAse jAya che ahiM AvuM chuM, tame je varNana kare che tevuM ja mAtAnA caraNamAM vaMdana karIne vinaMti kare che, ane tyAM che, ane mane paNa ema lAge che, ke tame pachI kahe che, ke he mAtAjI! mane anumati Ape ke tyAMthI ja Ave che, paNa prabhu, tyAM have javAya AyaMsuhastI mahArAja pAse mAre mAnavajanma saphaLa kevI rIte te mane batAvo, tyAM te che ratna ane. karUM. mAyAnA pAMjarAmAM purAelA mane A baMdhana metInA jhaghajhagATa, devAMganAonAM nRtya, nATaka, ceTaka, gamatAM nathI, mane rajA Ape ane mArA Atmaane gIta-saMgIta sAgara. caMdrane paNa bhUlAve kalyANanA mArgane saraLa banAvo." tevI zitaLatA, nathI tyAM gaMdI kAyA, roga, zoka virAgInA AtmAnI pahelI vANIne paDagho ane majurI bharyuM jIvana. ahiM te khIcaDIne svAda kuTuMbamAM ke paDe. ku sAro ke jevo avAja levo hoya te paNa hAtha bagADa paDe, meM bagADavuM kare e te paDa maLe, paNa kuTuMbamAM avaLe paDe che.

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kalyANa me 1952 : 13pa : mA : kahe che-putra, tArUM teja Ama kema thaI gayuM. zivapurI jauM. gurUe tenI aDaga zraddhA joI anu tyAM khAvAnA khela nathI. tyAM te talavAranI dhAra para mati ApI. badhAnI sAthe kSamApanA karI, gurUnI rajA cAlavAnuM che. mINanA dAMte lokhaMDanA caNA cAvavAnA laI cAlI nikaLyA. hoya che. ema tane rajA nahiM ApI zakAya. smazAnamAM rastA tarapha cAlI nikaLyA. aMdhAruM paNa AtmAnA pariNAma badalAyA che. mokSanA chavAI gayuM che. tArA pitAne prakAza pRthvI para paramasukhanI tAlAvelI lAgI che. tethI mAre kahe che. pAtharavA azaktimAna banyA che, ghera rAtrImAM ghaNI ke he mA, tuM mane kema AvI avaLI zikhAmaNa karo lAgI che. keLanA jevA ane gulAbanI kaLI ve che je saMyame pApIne paNa tAryA che, ane je jevA komaLa patramAMthI lohInI sero phuTI nikaLe che. ApaNA pApa ochA haze te Apane paNa jarUra tAraze. ghera ane zAMta smazAnamAM Ave che, jagyA pUche zuM karavA phogaTane rAga kare che. je sukha meM joyA ane IzAna khuNA tarapha "namuzkaNuM' sUtra beDale che. che tenI AgaLa A sukha te jANe mArI kara mazkarI prabhu jANe samavasaraNamAM beThA che jagatamAM karI rahyAM hoya tema mane lAge che. chone tAre che, ane mane paNa tAraze. paNa mA hA' nA karyA kare che. A tene jarAye dharmanuM zaraNuM aMgIkAra karI, nAsikA tarapha daSTI gamatuM nathI, rAkhI kAussagnamAM ubhA che. kAussaga eTale avaMtIkumALe tarata ja aMdara jaine potAnA sthAna, bAna ane mananI nizcalatA. jyAM sudhI ? hAthe lonca karyo ane sAdhunAM kapaDAM paherI dharmalAbha jyAM sudhI dehamAM AtmA hoya tyAM sudhI. kahI AvI ubhA. dUra rahelI ziyALaNa lohInI sugaMdhathI pitAnA mAtA-teM A zuM karyuM ? tArA mukhane joIne bALa sAthe phALa bharatI, kudatI ane deDatI tyAM je sukha dekhAtuM hatuM, te du:khane paNa ThArI nAkhatuM AvI. pUrvabhavanI verI che. caTacaTa dAMtathI evaMtIhatuM. tAro viyoga mArAthI kema sahana thaI zake ? sukumALanI cAmaDI cUMTavA mAMDI, ghaTaghaTa lohI ane tArI strIomAM zuM avaguNa jo ? tArI sevA mAMsa pIvA mAMDI ane traDa Da nase teDavA mAMDI. karatI hatI. tArI desI thaIne rahetI hatI. temane jevA ziyALaNanA kaSA vadhAravAnA saMga, zuM thaze ? jarA vicAra te kara. paNa avaMtIsukamALa tevA evaMtIsukamALanA kayA ghaTADavAnA saMyoga. aDaga hatA, acaLa hatA, tethI ekanI be na thaI, eka paga kheMcavA mAMDayo. cAmaDI teDe chanAM kAuane tethI temanI jita thaI mAtAe rajA ApI sagamAM ubhelA avaMtI jarAye bolatA nathI, zA ane strIoe paNa raDatAM-raDatAM anumati ApI. mATe nathI bolatA? zuM joyuM ? saMyamathI sukha che. kuMvara ghaNo khuza thaze ane nAcI uTha, ane ane saMyamamAM kaSTa haze te vadhAre sukha che. traNa kahe che tamAro upakAra bhUlyo nahi bhUlAya. kalAka sudhI eka paga karyo, pachI bIjo paga paNa gurU pAse Ave che ane cAritrane grahaNa kare che. traNa kalAka karyo. chatAM mRtyu nathI, te asamAdhi bhadrA mAtA paNa tyAM Ave che. ane gurUne kahe che. paNa nathI. eka dhAyuM; kalAka sudhI ubhA rahevuM. mahArAja ! mAre haiyAne hAra che, kalejAnI kora che kAyA kapAtI hoya chatAM belavAnuM nahi. trIjA pahere ane no prANa che, tene saMbhALajo. bhAi je vrata sAthaLa kApI ane cothA pahere peTa karaDayuM. avaMtIle tene barAbara pALaje ane AtmAnuM ane kuLanuM sukamALa paDI gayA ane deha tyajya ane nalInIkalyANa karaje. gulma vimAna meLavyuM. avaMtI: prabhu mArAthI lAMbe tapa thaI zake tema savAre mAtA gurU pAse Ave che. pitA putra nathI, ane lAMbu cAritra paNa paLAya tema nathI, paNa dekhAto nathI tethI gurUne pUche che. mAro lADIle kema kahe te anazana karI dauM ane thoDA ja vakhatamAM dekhAtuM nathI ? gurUe kahyuM. " te te mArI rajA laIne

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tapana sere... pU. munirAjazrI lalitavijayajI mahArAja jainazAsanamAM tyAganI mahattA che, tyAga paDatAM joyA, oLakhyA, Ate bAlyAvasthAmAM kAyamano tyAga mATe have joIe, tyAga ane kriDA karatAM harAvatA, mAratA, paTakatA saMsAranA rAga mATe thAya te rAganI sAmagrI vigere bAlyAvasthAnuM vaira yAda AvyuM, khUba male, Do TAIma lahera karAve, paraMtu duHkhanI hasI ToNo mAryo ke, are ! tArUM bala kayAM paraparA ubhI kare, bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra gayuM, vAraMvAra mane harAvate, mArate, uchALato devanA selamA bhavane vizvabhUti rAjakumArane eka mUThInA jore kaThAnA vRkSane hacamacAvI A prasaMga che. mUkanAra A namAle kema thaI gayo? munie bhagavAna mahAvIradeva selamA bhavamAM sAMbhaLyuM, belanArane oLakhe, samatA gaI, vizvabhUti rAjakumAra tarIke jIvana jIvI, bhAga- abhimAne sthAna jamAvyuM. krodha paNa sAthe vatI dIkSA grahaNa karI eka hajAra varSa utkaTa AvyA, ane bolI uThayA ke, are ! naphaTasaMyamI jIvananI ArAdhanA karatAM zarIranI nirlaja huM te ene eja chuM, tAre mAruM paNa paravA karI nahI. zarIra dubala banAvI bala jevuM che, joI le, ema kahIne eja dIdhuM, daivayege eka vakhata vizvabhUtI munizrI gAyanA ziMgaDAM pakaDI AkAzamAM bhamAvI, mathurAnagarImAM gocarIe pharatAM gAyanI aDa- A drazya joI vizAkhAnaMdI rAjakumAra bhayane pheTamAM AvatAM paDI gayA, paDatAM-paDatAM paNa mAryo palAyana thaI gaye, krura mazkarI rUpe IrSA samitinuM barAbara pAlana kare che, e TeNe mAranAra bhAgI gaye paraMtu e TeNe avasare eja nagarImAM potAne bhAI vizAkhA- muninA haiyAmAM rahI gaye, keme karI jAya nahi naMdI paraNavA Avele, teNe munine gAyanAge ane saMyamanA tapane seda karI nAkhe, - jugArI jema jugAranA dAvamAM AgaLa-pAchaLa ramazAnamAM gayo. have tamane nahi maLe gurue jJAnathI na jotAM sarvasva hoDamAM mUkI de, tema muni joI lIdhuM hatuM. mA ane putravadhUo jaMgalamAM zrI vizvabhUti munie saMyamanA badalArUpe cAlyA. tyAM AvIne jue che, te hADapIMjara cavAI gayeluM paDayuM hatuM. mA AgaLa AvIne kahe che. tuM baLa mAgI lIdhuM. je saMyama mukti ApanAra ATalo nirdaya kema bane. te bhale amane tyajayA hatuM, tevA hajAra-hajAra varSanI saMyamanI paNuM tArA dehane kema tyaja. are amane choDyA ArAdhanAne akhUTa khajAno ekaTho paNa tArA gurUne zA mATe cheDyA. batrIza strIo kare te puTIkaDI jevA balanI mAgaNImAM ane sAsu vairAgye caDhe che. paNa eka garbhavaMtI vecI nAkhe. dharmate mAge te ApavAne hatI. sAsue kahyuM tamAre hajI vAra che. tame pachI baMdhAyelo che, paNa mAganAra bhAnabhUle te nahi dIkSA grahaNa karajo. 31 strIo ane sAsu mAgavAne mAMgI duHkha ane du:khanI paraMparA cAritra laI le che. garbhavatI strIne putra thAya che. teNe pAzvanAthanuM smazAnamAM maMdira baMdhAvyuM, temAM vahorI le che, banyuM paNa emaja ke vizvabhUtie pitAnA nAma parathI avaMtI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI sa yamanI ArAdhanA AyuSyanA aMta payata mUrti sthApanA karI. duzmae tene vera vikhera karyuM karI, paNa karelI bhayaMkara bhUlanI AlecanA tyAre siddhasena divAkarasUrie kalyANa maMdira tetra racI karI nahi, sattaramA bhAvamAM devalekanuM Ayutene pharI sajIvana karyuM. je Aje paNa mojuda che. pUrNa karI, aDhAramA bhavamAM, pUve karelA tapanA

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gharSaNe TALavAne sAco upAya....... zrI ujamazI juThAlAla zAha ghaNIveLA najIvA matabhedamAMthI ugra manabheda ubho thatAM paraspara kaDavAza janme che. Ane aMge Aje ApaNe zuM karavuM joIe te vastu lekhaka jaNAve che. lekhakanI zailI sarala tathA svaccha che. kalyANa" mAM niyamIta rIte teo lakhe che. teo svataMtra maulika vicAraNI dharAve che. saralabhAve samatA dharI, virodhIone karIe te ApaNe save keTalA badhA najIka paNa sAMbhaLavAne je ApaNe eka bIjA prayatna rahI zakIe ? ane ApaNe ApaNA vicArane sadAne mAlarUpa bala AvI gayuM. traNa khaMDanA kevA suMdara rIte majethI khIlavI zakIe? mAlIka tripRSTha vAsudeva thayA, be abaja paraMtu pUrvagrahathI ApaNe evA baMdhAI siMhanuM bela, zuM utpAta na macAve. satyA- gayA hoIe chIe, ke sAthe besIne vicAronI nAza vAlI nAkhyuM, bhayaMkara raudra pariNAme Apa le karatAM bhUle cuke je ApaNAM maMtanya yuddha karyA garIba zayyApAlakanI najIvI virUddha kAMI carcAyate ApaNe sahiSatA bhUlanI yAcanA bharelI mAgelI mAphI paNa gumAvI lAla-pILA banI jaIe chIe, ane ApI nahi, balanA ghamaMDe zayyApAlakanA tyAMthI khasI tyAMthI khasI nIkaLIe chIe. are ! ghaNIveLA kAnamAM atizaya tapAveluM sIsuM reDI mArI te pharIthI sAthe besIne ekabIjAne sarala nAkhyA, mAgelA bale eka bhavamAM emanuM bhAve dekhavA jeTalI draSTi paNa beI nAkhIe dhAreluM thavA dIdhuM, paraMtu ogaNIsamA bhavamAM chIe. sAtamI narake, vIsamA bhavamAM siMha ane je amuka viSaye viSe ApaNA vicAro ekavizamA bhAvamAM pAchA cothI narake javuM pUrvagrahathI baMdhAI gayA hatA te viSane paDayuM. babbe vakhata narakanA bhayaMkara duHkhe bhAga- spaze nahi tevA, vaLI ApaNA Adazane vavAM paDayAM, baLe corAsI lAkha varSa lahera baMdha besatA, nyAyI ane bInatakarArI anya karAvI paNa asaMkhya varSo sudhI kAramI pIDA viSaye pratye jyAM ApaNe eka bIjA saMmata narakanI sahana karAvI. jyAM koI dhaNI nahi. hoIe tyAM milana zIdane na karavuM ? tyAM eka bhavanI keDI AbAdIe traNa bhavanI paNa pUrvanA virodhane zA mATe khaDo kare ? barabAdI ubhI karI, AvAM sacoTa draSTAMte vicArabhedane kAraNe virodhI banavuM, dhune ghaNAM che, mATe he cetana! dharma pAse te cAra vadhu dura javuM, ane pharIthI najadIka AvavAnA gatinA pherA TALI paMcamagati mokSa mAgavAnuM dvAra sadaMtara baMdha karavAM e zANapaNa nathI hoya, dAnapaNu mokSa mATe, zIla, tapa ane ke samatAne te rAha paNa nathI. bhAva A badhuM mokSa mATe thAyato mokSa male ghaNIveLA kaI kaI virodhIo sAthe bese tyAM sudhI je bhava karavA paDe te te bhavamAM che, chatAM paNa teo saralatA ane samatA dharI saMsArika sukha sAthe mekSanI ArAdhanAnI ekabIjA para amIdraSTi veratA nathI. aMtaranAM sAmagrI paNa suMdararIte maLavAnI, AtmAnI zalya kADhatA nathI tethI teo paNa eka jAgRtI jIvatI-jAgatI rahevAnI mATe dhamane bIjAnI najadIka jaI zakatA nathI. sado pIddagalika sukha mATe heya nahi, e kharekhara! virodhI pratye paNa amala je bhUlavuM joItuM nathI. amIdraSTi verAya te virodhI vyaktigata virodha

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: 138: sAce upAya jarUra visarI jAya paraMtu ApaNA aMtaramAM jIvana che tevA netAoe, AgevAnoe ke chUpe chUpa paNa virodhI pratyene vyaktigata vaDilee prajAne sahiSNutA ane audAryane virodhI sUra gu jyA kare che, eTale bahAranA sAco pATha ApavA, virodhIo sAthe paNa badhA prayane vadha rahe che. vicAronA matabhedane suvivekapUrvaka saralabhAve milana zarU karavuM. jyAre ApaNe vyaktigata matabhedamAM pheravI vAMcaka e avaLe atha na kare ke" nAkhIe chIe tyAre moTAM gharSaNe janme che. virodhIone potAnAmAM samAvI levA.vyaktie virodhIone ApaNI pratyeka vyaktigata nyAyI siddhAMtonI bAMdhachoDa karavI" paraMtu vidha ApaNe na bhUlAvI zakIe temAM ApaNe kahevAne mULa Azaya e che ke, ApaNA dareke ApaNeja deSa jevAne che, parane nirNayono Agraha; ApaNuM jAtane dAya, haragija nahi. sahiSNutA, namratA, dAkSiNya Adi guNothI ApaNe ApaNuM maMtavyamAM sAcA chIe dura pheMkI, ApaNane nIce na paTake tenI tevI ApaNane saMpUrNa zraddhA hoya to ApaNe cIvaTamAM ApaNe niraMtara rahevuM. ApaNA gya prayAsa aTakAvI nirdoSa cacAnA yAda rAkhavuM ke, vyakitanI uparokata cIvaTa dvAra zA mATe baMdha karI devAM? ane heje zA vahelAM ke. moDAM potAnA virodhIo vaccenuM mATe haLavuM-maLavuM nahi? aMtara avazya pheDaze, ane virodhane dura vyakita jyAre sAcA rahe Thare che, tyAre haTAvI, vizvane vadhu ne vadhu satyanI saMmukha tenI pAse be ane be cAra jevI nakkara hakIkato laI jaze. khaDI thAya che, te veLA te apamAnathI muMjhAte je vyakti Atmadhama khIlavI svamAM nathI ke kaI para reSa karato nathI, paNa sthira thavA cAhanA rAkhe che ane je te mATeja samabhAve rahevA maLe che. satya bhaNI DhaLI maLe che tene tyAM samatA ane saralatA vAsa kare paDe che ane virodhI pratye udAsIna bane che. che. mAna-apamAna tene pIDatAM nathI. pariNAme paraMtu ApaNe mamatva bhaNI eTalA badhA tenAM jJAnAvaraNIya kama bhedAya che. tene samyaga ghasaDAI rahyA chIe ke ApaNuM Atmadhana jJAna guNa pragaTa thAya che, reya ane upAdeyane haNAtuM ApaNI narI AMkhe dekhavA chatAM suviveka jAge che. ApaNe virodha miTAvatA nathI, paNa ulaTo varasAdathI dharatI para jema ghAsa purI nikaLe virodha vadhAratA jaIe chIe, ane satya che, tema AtmAmAM suviveka jAgatAM kudaratI samajavA chatAM satyane virodha karIe chIe. vizvanA dravyanuM sAcuM jJAna nIkaLe che, pachI satya samajavA chatAM na AcarAya te tyAM mamatva TakatuM nathI. saMbhavita che, paraMtu satya samajavA chatAM satyane mATe jene vizvanA gharSaNo sAle che, te InkAra ane satya virUddha udgheSaNa te eka sarvee virodhIo joDe virodha nahi sevatAM karUNa ghaTanA che. virodhIo pratye paNa sadA amIdraSTi veravI - e eka bInA TAMkavI khAsa Avazyaka ane sarala bhAve prema vyakta kare eTale che ke, jenA netRtva heThaLa kuLa, gaNa ke jUthanuM ApoApa ghaSaNa aTakaze ane ekaya sadhAze.

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zAMtinI zodhamAM zrI kIrtikumAra vorA zAMtinI bUmo Aje comera saMbhaLAya che, paNa ene meLavavAnAM sAcA sAdhanone meLavavAnI mahenata bahuja ochA kare che. lekhake ahiM zAMti mATenA jagatanA prayatno darzAvI.. zAMti meLavavA ochAmAM ochuM zuM karavuM joIe, te jaNAvyuM che. zAntine kaNa nathI cAhatuM ? dareka cAhe ghera AvelA putrane mAtA-pitA ke bhAI bahena che. kaI paNa evI vyakti nathI ke jene zuM pUchaze ? azAMti pasaMda hoya ? ane hoya paNa zA "bhAI zuM kamAye ?" mATe? zAnti darekane pasaMda paDe che. Adhi- basa pahelIja paisAnI vAta, kaI kaheze, vyAdhi ane upAdhi rUpa azAnti keIne ke anIti keTalI karI ? juThuM keTaluM belyo ? paNa gamatI nathI. prapaMca keTalo karyo ? are koI pUchaze, ke paraMtu sAcI zAnti maLe kema? e kaI deva-guru ane dhamanI bhakti keTalI karI ? are vicAre che? are zAnti zuM cIja che, e ghaNI khammA, deva-guru Aje te paisAne ja paNa kaI vicAre che? kharI zAnti AtmAnI manAya che ne ? ke pudgalanI ? are Aje AtmAnI zAntinuM " hAro paramezvarane huM pisAno dAsa" te kaI nAma ja letuM nathI. bele AthI vadhAre zuM hoya ? A Ajeto zAntine badale azAtinA kahevata Ajete lAgu paDI rahI che. paisAnI ukaraDA vALanAra paise bhego karavAmAM ja badhA prApti pAchaLa manuSya keTalI viTaMbaNA rAcyAmasyA rahe che. jyAM juo tyAM tuM keTalA bhogavI keTalAya kALAMdhaLAM karI, keTalAya kamAye. amAre sAluM savaLuM ja nathI AvatuM ! kAvAdAvA kare che, ane chatAMya maLela pi AvIja svArtha bharelI vAte thayA kare che. sAcavavAnI upAdhi thatAM chevaTe tene to azA paraspara eka-bIjA maLe tyAre vyApAra, nija rahe che. AvI azAnti ubhI karAvanAra rojagAra ke pArakAM naLIyAM gaNavAnI ja vAta. pesa letAM-meLavatAM, meLavyA pachI pite rAjI kaI AzamI nabaLI paDI gaI, kaI AzAbhI thAya che. paraMtu e paiso keIne ApavA ThIka che, koNe valaNa cukavyuM, koNe nA pADI, vakhata Ave che, tyAre pAghaDI pheravatAM te jarAya keNu DITara thaye, basa evIja vAte saTTA acakAto nathI. bajAramAM, bIjuM hoya paNa zuM? muMbaInA saTTAbajAramAM keTalAya kareDAmuMbaI, amadAvAda, kalakattA ke raMgunathI dhipatIo thaI gayA, Aje emane paisA

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ka 140 : zAMtinI zodhamAM ApavA vAre (valaNa cukavavAne vAra) A lAkhene dhUmADe karI devAmAM Ave che, chatAM tyAre cha AnI, ATha AnInI vAta kare che, bolazeke, "bhAI zAntithI kayAMya TharI besavA bhalA pise te keTale yAra! AvA mAletujAre ThAmeya nathI." bhalA AvA mANasane zAntinuM ne pUchaze ke, tamAre pUrepUrI zAnti che? tame nAma bolavAne paNa zuM adhikAra che kharo? rAtre barAbara cha-ATha kalAka UMghe che? te te anna, pANI ke kapaDAM vinA nathI cAlatuM zuM kaheze? e mAnI zakAya? paraMtu cA, pAna, bIDI, ' are jhAjhAvALAne jhAjhI paMcAta. chatAM sIgAreTa, nATaka-sInemA, reza, meca vigere Aje te paisA, pisA ne paisAnIja vAta. svArtha vinA na cAlI zake e manAya ja kema? sivAyanI vAtaja nahi. kapaDu paNa zarIrane DhAMkavA joIe che, nahi ke AvI kevaLa svArtha ane pudagala zarIrane zRMgAra karavA ! be betI, be paheraNa saMbaMdhInI vAte pUchanArAone khabara nathI ke ke ekaTapI ke pheTa. Aje te buTa joIze A vAtamAM zuM che? basa zuM kamAye? ane vIsanAM ! ke pacIsanAM. betI jhINI masarAI. pachI pUchaze, zarIrane sAruM che ne? bhalA zarIra jhaDa rUpIA paMdaranI eka vALI maLete codasArUM na hatate e harI-pharI kema zakata ? vALI kema paherAya ? paraNa-koTa rezamI sAcA snehI hete AtmahitanI ja vAte DAyakalInIMga karAvelA heya TepI to kAzmIrI pU. AtmahitamAMja sAcI zAti samAyelI bharatanI. bhalA ATaATale kharca eka pudagala che. sAcI zAti paisAmAM nathI ke pisA tarapha mATe kema karavuM joIe? ATale badhe meha rAkhe che, vicAre ! AvI badhI vastuone beTA geravyAjabI zAlibhadra jevA mahApuruSa jene ghera jenI kharca na karatAM jIvanane tevI svachaMdatAthI sAhAbI jevA mahArAjA zreNika AvyA hatA, bacAvate zAnti tamArI tarapha doDatI Avaze. jene devatAo kareDa seneyA dareja apatA hindamAM bhUkhamarAnI buma paDe che. te lAvanAhatA, evA paNa pitAne A badhA vaibhava rAte ApaNe svacchaMdI ja chIene? pachI vilAsamAM azAnti che, evuM jaNAtAM kSaNa bUma pADavI zA mATe? bhUkhamara, azAnti mAtramAM AvA rAjavaibhava jevI sAhyabIne TALavAnuM tamArA hAthamAM che. taracheDI tyAgI cAlI nIkaLyA zA mATe? Aje vakIle vadhyA ne vaidyo vadhyA ane nIrava zAntinI zodhamAM ! majabuta mane baLa- haju vadhe che. vALA apAraddhi siddhivALA ekAkIpaNe cAlI je bhaNatA haze te meTrIka AgaLa gayA haze, nIkaLyA, enuM zuM kAraNa? ekaja zAnti. temane pUchaze ke kaI lAIna levAne AIDIA che - Aje vaibhavane cheDavAnI vAtane dura ja te zuM kaheze? vakIlanI ke DokaTaranI. Ama rahI, kAraNa Aje te e vaibhava jovA paNa vakIla temaja DokaTaronA vadhavA chatAM kaMI nathI maLatuM, paNa vaibhava meLavavA mATe keTalIye gunDAo ke rega ochA thayA che ? devAdeDa thAya che! tete vaidya ke vakIlanI pAchaLa ne pAchI AgaLa ane vagara jarUrIyAtanI cIje pAchaLa dhapavA mAMDyA che. vedya darada vadhAravA maLe che

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bhAratanA vartamAna rAjapurUSAne zrI matalAla saMdhavI. vartamAna bhArata sarakAra kAyadAe DhasaDe rAkhIne prajAnI sa MskRti, dha tathA nItine nAza karIne je atyA cAra AcarI rahI che, tenI slAme lekhaka lAlabattI dhare che. lekhaka vicArazIla tathA uMDA gaveSaka che. temanI bhASA ala kArika temaja svaccha che. saraLarIte pravAhabaMdha lakhavAnI teonI naisargika zakti che. TADha, tApa ne varasAdanI jIvanane thatI asaranI mAphaka, rAjanIti paNa mAnavajIvanane bhAre asara kare che. vadhu paDatI TADhathI jema nyumeAniyA Adi zIta prakAranA vyAdhi phATI nIkaLe che. garamI vadhatAMnI sAthe uSNuprakAranA jema kelerAAdi vyAdhi phATI nIkaLe che, tema kAyadAnI atizayatAvALI rAjanItithI anIti tyAre vakIlA jhagaDA laDAvavA maLe che. koI vakIla ema kaheze, ke ApasamAM samajIle ? AvAnuM sakhyAbaLa vadhAryAthI zuM lAbha ? jagatamAM kevA mANasA vadhavAthI lAbha thAya che ? vicAra, khUba UMDethI vicAre. se| varasa pahelAMnI mubai nagarImAM Aje keTalA pheraphAra che ? vepAra vadhyA, kArakhAnA vadhyA, vakIlA ne DAkaTaro vadhyA,seAlIsITarA vadhyA, merIsTarA vadhyA, dhArAzAstrIe vadhyA, saTTAkhArA vadhyA, enkA vadhI ne zarAfA vadhyA, badhu vadhyuM. chatAM ATalI azAnti kema ? khaseA ke ase| varasa pahelAMnI zAnti kayAM gai ? X pravRtti na sudhare, manapara kAbu na rakhAya, icchA, tRSNA para aMkuza na mUkAya tyAM sudhI zAnti zI rIte pAmI zakAya ? Adi mahAvyAdhi mAnavasamAjamAM phelAI jAya che. kAyadAnI atizayatAvALI rAjanIti eTale kAyadAnA ghaDatara pratyenA ekAMtika Jaka. rAjanIti karatAM paNa vadhu udAtta, moMgala tattvane rAjanItine caraNe namAvavAnA ahitakara prayAsa karavA te. svataMtra gaNAtA bhAratanA vartamAna rAja puruSA vadhu paDatA kAyadAvALI rAjanItinI ekAMtika upAsanAmAMja mAnatA hoya tevu temanA rAja kharAjanA bhASaNA uparathI jaNAya che. nahiMtara javAharalAla neharu jevA custa leAkazAsanavAdI janatAnA aMtaranI lAgaNIne vyakta karanArAM manAtA vatamAnapatrAne khaMdhAraNe ApelI svataMtratAmAM navA sudhArA rajI karI tene kuThita karavAnI dizAmAM naja deAravAta. * ApaNA rAjapuruSonI vadhu paDatA kAyadAnI huMphavALI rAjanIti pratyenI asima bhaktine kAraNe, A dezanI prajAmAM anItinA mahA vyAdhi phATI nikaLyo che. pUrvakALamAM rAjanIti ane tenA ghaDanArA upara A draSTA mahApuruSanA aMkuza rahetA. rAjapuruSo je najare rAjanIti

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: 14ra : bhAratanA vartamAna rAjapurUne; ghaDatA, tene te mahApuruSe abhyAsI jatA ane vAstavika daSTibindu vihoNuM pratIta thAya ane pachI tene kAyadAnuM svarUpa maLatuM. che. apUrNatA calAvI levAya, kAraNa ke chevaTe ArSadraSTAo ane saMtajanonA aMkuzathI te apUrNa mAnavane ja lAgu pADavAnI che. sarvathA mukta bhAratanA hAlanA rAjapuruSa- paraMtu yogya daSTibindune abhAva kema calAvI dIrghadraSTiviheNA kAyadAo ghaDI prajAnA paraM levAya? eTale ke tenuM je daSTibindupUrvaka parAgata sAMskRtika jIvanane je rIte cuthI ghaDatara thayuM che, ane thatuM jAya che, temAM rahyA che, tevuM pUrvakALamAM koIpaNa rAjavInA moTe bhAge bhAratIya prajAonA jIvanane anurAjyaamala daramyAna banyuM hoya tevuM kayAMya rUpa to abhAva hovA uparAMta, paradezI vAMcavAmAM AvyuM nathI. vyaktigata bhUlane kAyado zikSaNe siMcelA saMskAronI vizeSa asara gaNI zakAya nahIM. dAkhala thatI jAya che, ane paradezI rItone nijanijanA vyakitagata Adazane prajAne vega ApanArI ejansI rUpe haya, te samastane Ada banAvavA mATe pArlAmenTamAM bhArata vadhu spaSTa thato jAya che. te aMge bhASaNa karatA, TharAva ghaDatA, bahu- - A uparathI eTaluM ja kaLI zakAya matinA dhoraNe tene pasAra karAvatA ane pachI che, ke bhAratamAM rahI bhAratanI prajAnIvatI kAyadAnuM svarUpa ApatA. ApaNA dezanA zAsana calAvatA bhAratIya rAjapuruSe bhAratanAja suzikSita strI-puruSane mArI vinaMti che, ke bagIcAmAM ucharelA hovA chatAM, temanA mAnasa "kaI paNa dizAmAM navuM pagaluM bharatAM pahelAM moTe bhAge paradezI saMskArothI bharapUra che. tame pote bhAratiya saMskRtine varelAM bhAratIya je tema na hota, to temanA cAra varSanA prajAjane che, e kadI na bhUlaze. ane je rAjyaamala daramyAna prajAnA duHkhamAM jarUra navuM pagaluM bharo, te bhAratamAM bhAratIya Dhabe be TakA jeTalo paNa ghaTADo thAta. ghaTADAnI jIvana vyatIta karatI prajAne anukULa thaze vAta te dura rahI, paraMtu aMgrejo je vakhate ke kema? teno pUrepUro vicAra karo. ahIMthI gayA, te vakhatanI A dezanI prajA heziyAra vaidya te gaNAya, ke jenI davAthI enI sthiti vacce paNa moTuM aMtara paDI dardIne vyAdhi nAbUda thavA uparAMta, tene lAMbI gayuM che. je pUravA mATe sAcA ke' saMskRmudata sudhI keI na vyAdhi lAgu na paDe. tipremI rAjapuruSane ochAmAM ochA daza varSa jyAre ApaNu manAtA rAjyapuruSoe ghaDelI sudhI satata prayAsa karavA paDe. kema ke dardInI ane kAyadAdvArA ApaNane lAgu paDelI nADa pArakhyA sivAya tene apAtI davA jema rAjanItithI ApaNe rASTramaya vadhu banyA ke lAgu paDatI nathI, paNa ulaTo tenA dardamAM rASTramAMja vasatA hovA chatAM jANe ApaNe vadhAre kare che, tema te te rASTranI prajA ane ane rASTrane kazIja levAdevA na hoya tevA tenI prAcIna saMskRtinuM hAda barAbara pArakhyA kerA mAnasanA banyA ? sivAya karavAmAM AvatA kAyadA te prajAne kAyadAnI atizayatAvALI havA uparAMta sukhI karavAne badale vadhu duHkhI banAvI de che, bhAratanI vartamAna rAjanIti ghaNA aMze apUrNa ane AjanA bhAratIya prajAjanonI teja sthiti

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kalyANa; me 15ra : 143 : che, ne cetavAmAM nahIM Ave, te te temAM ghaDavI joIe. nahi ke AjanA jevI kAyadAnI vadhAro thaze. atizayatA ane kanTrolanI bhAvanAvALI. AMkha ughADe ! bhAratanA he rAjapuruSa! navI paraMparA sarjavAnI dhUnamAM tame prajAe tamArA upara mUkelA vizvAsane du- jUnIne je rIte saMhAra karI rahyA che, tene paga na kare. prajApakAra haiye dhare, tene sthAne je teTalA ja mUlyavALI navI racI zakaze pratyAghAtI baLee phelAvelI jUThANanI vAta te ThIka, nahiMtara, bhAratIya prajAjane tamane mAnI phagAvI na de. bhAratanI prajAne bhAratIya prajAdrohIonA nAme ja saMbodhaze. te vakhate Dhabe keLavavAnI dizAmAM eka DagaluM te AgaLa tame kadAca sattAsthAne haze te temane bAlatA vadhe. tamane temAM sUjha na paDatI hoya, te baMdha karI zakaze, paraMtu AvanAro samaya siddha saMta, mahatuM ane AcAryone saMga sAdhe. karaze, ke-"prajAe enA eka samayanA rAjakIya kaMI bhArata hajI sAdhu sunuM nathI banI cUkayuM. AgevAnone temanI paradezI saMskArevALI game tevA sattAzAlI toya tame rAjapuruSe khaMDita rAjanItine kAraNe dura khaseDI nAkhyA gaNAo. tamAruM rAjapuruSa tarIkenuM kAryakSetra ane kadAca prajAne barabAda karI mAtra rASTranA maryAdita ja rahevuM joIe, prajAnA saMrakSaNanI kalevarane sajavAno raMga tamane koNe lagADo? javAbadArI yathArtha rIte pALI je rIte tenI nahero, pulo ane navAM sTezanenI lAMbA ke sukha-sagavaDo vadhe, teja paddhatie tamAre TuMkA gALAnI lAMbI ke TuMkI janAo tamArI zAsana calAvavuM joIe. kintu, vadhu paDatA prajAnuM kalyANa zuM sAdhaze ? ane kadAca karaverAvALI sukha-sagavaDane kazo ja artha sAdhaze te paNa te kayAre? keTalA varSo bAda? nathI. e te nAnA baccAne pIparamIMTa batAvIne paraMtu yojanAo tamArI mata svarUpa pakaDe tenA hAthanI vIMTI taphaDAvI levA je ja te pUrve te tamArI ja rAjanIti sace viSama prAga thaye gaNAya ! kALa prajA kema karIne vyatIta karI zakaze? bhAratanI prajA pikAre che. ke "tame tene tame khyAla karyo che? ke pachI taraMgI bhAratamAM rAjya calAvavA IcchatA ho te, banIne hAMke ja rAkho cho ? bhAratIya prajAnA jIvananA guNatanA grAhaka tamArI zuddha bhAratIya daSTiviheNa rAjabanIne ja rAjya kare, AMtararASTrIya pratiSThAne nItie verelA aMgArAthI bhAratIya prajA dAjhI maha phagAvI daI, svarASTrajanane sukhI karI rahI che, tene aMgeaMgamAM lAhya vadhatI jAya zakaze teya khUba che. gharanuM barAbara saMbhALI che. nirdoSa prajAne A rIte damIne tame zuM nathI zakatA te bahAranI dhamAlamAM zA mATe pAmaze? erAo che? ane ema bahAranA yazanI cheDI de? cheDI de? kanTrolanA anAvazyaka zI mahattA hoI zake ? chaMda. paradezI najare nihALavAne zekha. AMtaprajA kalyANa eja tamArI rAjanI. rarASTrIya kItinuM svapna dUragAmI janAotinuM lakSya hovuM joIe, ane tene paripUrNa dvArA dezanA uddhAranI janAone nAda. karavA mATe tamAre tevAja prakAranI rAjanIti

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gatAMkamAM bA main gatAMkamAM bAkI rahelo bhAga HIVAMI, 10611NBSB un eventos 4 zrI jayakIti. == gumhArAja-dara vase eka guDe nAgarika mAphaka sabhya hoI zake che, paraMtu jene ApaNe sarvocca sabhya deza kahIne A guMDAo ke je saMpUrNa amerikA upara pokArIye chIe ane jenI sabhyatA levA chavAI gayA che, te ja vAstavika rIte-parAkSa lalacAIye chIe te dezanI bhItaramAM eka draSTi rIte amerikAnA sAcA kartA-hartA ne vizvAkSepa kare ! khabara paDaze ke, amerikA sabhyane yaka che. sAdhAraNa amerikana nAgarika vivA deza che ke guDAono ? che, paravaza che. amerikAnA patita jIvana "pheDarala beDa opha InavesTIgezana' dvArA mATe te javAbadAra nathI, paraMtu te pite tyAM adhikRta rupe rekeDa rakhAya che. A tene grAsa che, te patita jIvanane karUNa sarakArI rekeDamAM jyAre tyAMnA aparAdhinI keLiye che. saMkhyA vAMcIye chIe tyAre meM AzcaryathI A amerikana guMDAo mATe amerikI pahoLuM thaI jAya che. rekorDa sUcita kare che.- sIneTanI aparAdha tapAsa samitie hAlamAM ja amerikAmAM aparAdhinI saMkhyA pitAne rIporTa prakAzita karyo che, temAM [mAtra?] 60,00000 sATha lAkha che." jaNAve che - eTale ke, amerikAmAM dara vIsa manuSya "amerikAnA mukhya guMDAonDAkuo eka manuSya aparAdhI che, eTaluM ja nahIM adhikatara dharapakaDathI mukta rahe che. arthAt paNa te nAgarika sarakArI daSTie krimInala pakaDavAmAM AvatA nathI. [ Criminal] che. kAraNa ? " te pachI-yuvaka-yuvatInA milananI ama- kAraNa e che ke, te guMDAone guMDAgIrI yAda chuTa hovA chatAM paNa, amerikAmAM dara varSe karavAnI paramITa prApta hoya che, tamane lagabhaga ekalAkha banAva baLAtkAranA ane Azcarya thaze ke, A zuM lakhe che, zuM zuM'DAtemAM Azcarya jevuM zuM che? gIrI karavAnI paramITa maLe che ? amerikA pAse bhale virATazakti hoya, hA, bIje kyAMya na maLatI hoya te aparimita yantrabaLa hoya, aDhaLaka dhanasaMpatti bhale, paNa amerikAmAM maLe che, kevI rIte? hoya, aparisIma udyogabaLa heya, te paNa emane ! AvI rIteHsadAcAranI daSTie amerikA sauthI pachAta ne vidhi-vidhAyaka adhikArIone sIdhA patita dezaja gaNI zakAya ! rUpiyA ApavAthI, rAjanaitika saMgamAM ene artha e nathI ke AkhuMya amerikA phALa bharavAthI, dhArmika saMsthA tathA samAna aparAdhI che, tyAM badhAja guMDA rahe che, sAdhA- cAra patrone muktadAna karavAthI, athavA uparathI raNa amerikana nAgarika keIpaNa anyadezanA pratiSThita dekhAtA vyApArIo tathA vakIle

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: 146 : Ajanu amerikA sAthe ghaniSTha Arthika sabaMdha sthApIne A "saMgati aparAdhane amArA samAjaguMDAgIrInI paramITa maLI zake che. .. mAMthI saMpUrNa rIte nAza kayAreya paNa karI spaSTa che ke, A guMDAo amerikI zakAya tema nathI rAjyanA vidhAyaka che, eTaluM nahi paNa sarvasva vastutaH e sarvathA ThIka che ke, ameche, eTale ja amerikI janavAdanA jANabhedue rikAnA naitika adhaHpatanane dUra karavuM haze ene "guMDAjanavAda. kahe che. te aparAdhI tathA zeSaNaparasta guMDAone amerikAnI nIti-rIti jotAM lAge che miTAvavA mATe sabaLa prayatna karavo ja joIze. ke, sAceja amerikA guMDA-janavAdanuM eka e prayatna nahIM thAya athavA te e spaSTa pratibiMba che. prayatna saphaLa nahIM thAya tyAM sudhI amerikA sIneTanI aparAdhazedhaka samiti pitAnA sAceja aparAdhinuM krIDAMgaNa banI raheze. nivedanamAM svIkAra kare che - Tveira anuvAda - sametazIkhara vagerenI yAtrAe jatAM A pustakane sAthe rAkhe. sametazIkhara yAne jena tIrthabhUmi 'citranA Alabama sAthe kiMmata rU. 2-0-0] * zrI yazovijayajI jaina graMthamALA che. herIsa roDa, bhAvanagara = : nUtana prakAzana maMgAvo! jaina saMskRti ane cAMdIjaDIta paryuSaNa stavanAdiH 3ra peja 272 lAkaDAnI kArIgarI pija mUlya 1-0-0 caityavaMdana, payuSaNanAM ! stavana, theya, sajhAya vagerene saMgraha che, ApaNAM maMdiramAM cAMdInA ratha, siMhA nidhAna stavanAdi saMgraha : 16 pacha sana, bAjoTha, bhaMDAra, pAraNAM, mAtAnAM svapnAM, 136 peja mUlya 1-0-0 caityavaMdane, the, samavasaraNa, pAlakhI, vagere ghaNuM vastuonuM stavane ane saMjhAne saMgraha. zAstrIyane moTuM mahatva che. devavaMdanamALA : mauna ekAdazInI ane eTale ja sahu koI zAstrIya ane kathA. gANuNuM tathA devavaMdana trIpunamanA, ane kalApUNa kArIgarI mATe hamAre tyAM padhAre che. cemAsInA mUlya 1-0-0 tame paNa tamArI maMdira upayogI jarUrIzrI manahara mahimA pUjA prema | yAta mATe Aje ja pUchA. saMtoSakAraka pustikA : Adhunika rAganAM stavane mUlya javAba maLaze. bIjA pustake mATe nIcenA sthaLe pachA. sokeInuM jANItuM sthaLa: nAgaradAsa prAgajIbhAI mIstrI cImanalAla aMbAlAla enDa ku. ke, dezIvADAnI piLa amadAvAda hIrAbAga, khAragalI. sI. pI. Teka. muMbaI. 4 0-pa-0

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AjanI keLavaNInAM dUSaNa..........zrI jayacaMdra dAmajI leharI vartImAna keLavaNIe hiMdane anekarIte pAyamAla karI mUkayuM che. gulAmI mAnasa ubhuM karavAmAM ane ucharatI peDhIne adhaHpatananA mArge dvAravAmAM ene hIssA jevA tevA nathI. lekhake A hakIkata ahiM mUkI che. lekhaka AjanI ugatI peDhIneA yuvAna vidhArthI che. eTaleja te peAtAnA anubhava ahiM raju kare che. AjanI keLavaNI bALakanA vikAsa thatA aTakAve che. AkhA divasa aMdhArA khUNAmAM besI rahevAthI vidhArthInA mAnasika vicAre| AgaLa vadhI zakatA nathI. aMdhArA oraDAmAM mANasane rAkhavAmAM Ave ane pachI te guMgaLAi jAya che, tema bALakanA vicAro adhArI zALAmAM guMgaLAI jAya che. ApaNA bhAione AjanI keLavaNInA me!ha lAgyA che, para Mtu te abhyAsamAM rahetuM adhUrApaNa abhyAsInI jiMdagIne kharAbakhasta karI nAkhyA sivAya rahetu nathI. meTrIka sudhI pahoMcelA ke kolejamAM ekAda e varSa rahelA, evA vidyArthIe potAnA adhUrA abhyAse gRhAsthAzramamAM paDe che; eTale gabharAi gayA sivAya rahetA nathI. svataMtra dhaMdhA karI zake teTalI sAhasikatA temanAmAM AvatI nathI. joke teo potAnAM abhyAsamAM rasAyana, bhUgoLa, khagoLa bhUmiti yAdi avanavA zAstro bhaNelA hoya che, paraMtu vyavahAramAM te taddana nirUpayogI nIvaDatA hovAthI temane emaja jaNAya che, ke jANe ApaNe kAMi abhyAsaja karyo nathI. pustako vAMcI pAvaradhA banelA teeAnI sthiti ghaNIja pheDI thai paDelI jovAmAM Ave che. teone nekarI mATe phAMphAM mAravA paDe che ane nekarImAM rAkhanA rAe paNa AjakAla popaTiyA jJAna karatAM vyavahArU jJAnavALAne vadhAre pasada kare che, AthI teo sArA pagAranI nekarI meLavavA paNa bhAgyazALI thatA nathI. saMpUrNa kaLavaNI meLavI hoya tAja temAM pAra pAmI zakAya che, eTale ke te sArA pagAranI nAkarI meLavavA bhAgyazALI thAya che, ane tevA svataMtra dhaMdhA ke vyApAra calAvavA jevI sthitimAM to bilakula hotA nathI, paNa meTrIka pAsa thayela vidhArthI Aje bApune kaheze ke, mArA mATe nAkarI zeAdhI ApeA.' kharekhara AjanI keLavaNI svataMtra dhaMdhA karavA jeTaluM zauya ApaNI UcharatI prajAmAM dAkhala karI zakatI nathI. paraMtu te keLavaNI pAteja yAMtrika amuka niyama pramANe cAlI jatI hovAthI vidhArthIone paNa yAMtrika banAvI mUke che. tevAone mana emaja hAya che, ke sIdhe mAge doDI javAya tevI nekarI maLI ke jANe gaDha chatAyA. AvI parata Mtra athavA to bIjA zabdomAM kahIe tA gulAmagIrI zikhavanArI keLavaNI levAthI ApaNI UcharatI prajAmAM cAturyaMnA praveza kevI rIte thaI zakaze ? ' AjanI keLavaNImAM zaramALapaNuM keTaluM che ? ApaNe eka meTrIkavALA vidhArthIne kahIza ke 'bhAi ! bajAramAMthI eka thaLAmAM anAja lar3a Ave. paNa bhAizrI vicAra kare che, ke kothaLA upADavAya to pAjhIzanamAM vAMdho AvI jAya che, chevaTe te thelImAM kothaLA nakhI anAja laI Ave che. A urSathI ApaNe jo zakazu ke, AvAM jIvana upayogI kAme AjanA vidhArthI na karI zake, to emaja mAna chuM, ke jo bhAratane garIbI AvI hoya te temAM amuka hissA A keLavaNInA che. varSo` 2 meTALAM vidhArthIeAnAM meTrIkamAMthI pAsa thAya che. tegmAmAMnA dhaNA vidhArthIe nokarI mATe kAMkAM mATe che, paNa badhAne nekarI kayAMthI maLI zake? A AsuthI temAMnA dhaNA rakhaDe che, kemake upayogI kAme paNa vidhArthIe karI zake nahiM. A ApaNI keLavaNI ? eka meTrIkavALA vidhArthI peAtAnA anubhava uparathI kahe che, ke kAI paNa svataMtra dhaMdhA karavAthI lakSmInI vizeSa prApti thAya che, ane vaLI cAturya paNa Ave che. paraMtu Aja sudhI nizALamAM goMdhAi rahevAnA TevathI ane pustakamAMja mAthu dhAlI rahyAthI dhaMdho kevI rIte karavA vagere bAbatamAM huM kAMi mamajI za nathI. ke dhaMdho calAvavAnI hiMmata bhArAmAM hoya tema paNa mane bhAsa thatA nathI. bIjo meTrIkavALA vidyArthI kahe che, ke " meTrIka pAchaLa sAta-sAta varSa gALyA pachI A dunIna

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: 148 : AjanI keLavaNInAM dUSNeA; badhA Avaze, ke kadAca tamAre dharanA bAraNAM paNu badha karI deze. koika vakhata anubhava karI jojo. atyAranI moMdhavArImAM ghaNAM mAbApA potanAM bALakane bhaNAvI zakatA nathI. kAraNake AjanA kharcA te bajArAmAM mArI kaMi kiMmata ja nathI. kAnA doSa nathI, paNa deSa che ApaNI zikSaNa prathAne, ke Aje ATalA varSo bagADayA pachI paNa mAsanI kiMmataja thatI nathI. atyAre huM moTI moTI imAratA tarapha najara nAkhatA bhaTakayA karUM chuM. thAkI jAuM tyAre dariyA kinAre hatAza thaine esa... chuM. vAMcakA ! vicAra karo ke amArA jevA meTrIka bhaNelA vidyArthIonA bhAgyamAM khIju... zuM hoi zake ? nAkarI. Akhare nAkarI paNa malI paNa kevI maLI haze? vicAra karaNIja avyavasthita rAkhavAthI vidyArthI kAryo karI zakatA nathI. pAMcamI ke chaThThI aMgrejI bhaNatAM vidhArthIone kATapenTa sivAya skule avAyaja nahi, eve vicAra Ave che, ane amalamAM mUke che. nahitara mazkarI thAya che te uparAMta ghaNA khATA kharcA vidhArthIe kare che, garIba mAbApA AvA sa MjogomAM vidhArthIne bhaNAvI zaktA nathI. A che keLavaNInA kSetranI vAto ! pUrA pADI zakatA nathI. bIjA dezonA vicAra karIe tyAM amuka vakhata bhaNavAnuM ane bAkIne vakhata vidhArthI potAnI rAjI meLavavA mahenata kare che paNa kamabhAgye bhAratamAM vakhata ( bhaNavA mATene ) Apa dhAratA harA ke sArI ephIsamAM athavA peDhImAM nAkarI maLI haze, paNa huM tenA pratyuttara ApuM ? junAgaDhanA navAbanA kutarA sAcavavAnI nAkarI maLI che. thADA divase bAda temAMthI eka kutarA maraNa pAmyA. navAba sAhebe mArA Upara Aropa mUkI mane paNa chuTA karyAM. pharIvAra pahelAMnI mAphaka Amatema bhaTakayA karUM chuM. ane AjanI keLavaNI viSe vicAra karU chuM. ' bhAratamAM keTalA meTrIkavALA vidhArthIo ane * keTalA neAna-meTrIkavALA vidhArthIo rakhaDe che ? tenA jo kAi vAMcakane anubhava karavA hoyato eka upAya che. tame vatamAnapatramAM jAherAta Ape ke meTrIka pAsa athavA nameTrIka mAsa joie chIe. lakhA yA maLeA. ' tamane eTalI badhI arajIo AvI paDaze, ke e ghaDI tame vicAra karazeAke bhAratamAM ATalA mANusA rakhaDe che ane mulAkAta lenArAe paNa eTalA vaDileA ! khUba vicAra karIne bALakane kAcI jelamAM purajo. AjanI keLavaNI karatAM vidyArthIne sArAM udyoge zikhavI temanAM jIvanane vikAsa karajo. sAcAM saddaguNa temanA jIvanamAM utArI bhaviSyamAM mahAna banAvajo. jo nAnapaNathI udyoga zIkhavaze to bhAvaSyamAM tamane kAipaNa jAtanI ciMtA raheze nahi, ane tame gharamAM saMskArathI rahezeA te| bALakamAM gharanA saMskAranuM siMcana thaze, tethI tamArI mahenata saphaLa thaze. zabdAtI palaTAtI vyAkhyAo zAMti : jene mATe dareka dezA laDI rahyA che. dIvALI : vyApArInI nANAMbhIDa. cuMTaNI : janatAnI cuMthaNI, dhArAsabhA : zabdonA saTTA bajAra vyApArI : vamAna zAsanamAM bicArU baneluM adha prANI. janasevA : peTa sevAnA purUSA. davAkhAnuM : pANImAMthI paisA pedA karavAnuM mazIna bajeTa: nasIbadAra nANAMmaMtrInI ramatanu pyAdu. pagAra zeThanA TADhIe tAva. mAnapatra-samAraMbha : nAta-nAtanuM jame, musAbhAInA vA' te pANI. sastu : pariNAme mebru. cAkakhu' thI : pyAra vejITebala. hakka : AjanA saMsAraneA nave haDakavA. akhabAra : juThThANAnA holasela vyApAra. sInemA : luMTa-phATa, atyAcAra - * anAcAranuM vidhAlaya. tejI : sadharAkhArAnI TaMkazALa, akrasmAta : vijJAnane zrApa. hALI : tAkAnIonI dIvALI. maMdI : saDelA gUmaDAparanuM nastara,

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samayanI yAda... AjathI traNa varSa pahelAMnI vAta karUM chuM. " bhAi, tame pAraNAnA dAOM pAlItANA Avaze ? huM... ! ' bahene pUchyuM. " are vAha, bahenanuM pAraNuM haze te ame ahIM besI rahIzu` kAM! ' * Avaze ? " bahena harakhabharI nAcavA-kUdavA lAgI, bahenanA vizuddha premanA raNakA tame kadI sAMbhaLyA che ? evAja premathI vasue mane kahyuM, " jarUra Avajo hoM ! mArA sama che ! '" jarUra AvIza " meM kahyuM. phUla jevI sukumAra, eTalIja pavitra ane chatAM eTalIja nAnI, khAra varSoMnI vasubahene varasItapanA enA pAraNAnA divasa upara siddhagiri AvavAnu mArI pAsethI vacana lIdhuM. enA haiyAmAM nitya meM A ekaja prema joyA che, saritAnA jaLa jevA niLa, vizudhdha ane pavitra. ane nA paNa kevI rIte pADI zaku? dhanya che e suMdara tapAbhUmine ke jyAM AvI bhAra-bAra varSoMnI navapavita khAlikAe potAnA jIvanakayarAmAM tapAdi su Mdara kriyAenuM sIMcana kare che, kevaLa tapazcaryAja ekalI nahi, eTalI vayamAM tA cha-cha kragraMtha a sAthe grahaNa karI vanamAM jJAnane ujvala praka`za pAtharI zake che. 66 AvI vasu ane satA jevI baheneAne keTalA dhanyavAda ApuM! dhanya rAdhanapura ! vaizAkha suda 1. pAlItANAnI TIkITa lIdhI. gADImAM eTalI badhI giradI hatI ke jANe kaMDIyArAM ubharAyAM ! bAph paNa eTalI sakhata lAgatI hatI, ke basa paraseve nAhyAja kace ! suda 2 + savAranA ame sonagaDha AvI gayA. ahIM amAre utarI javu paDayuM. kAraNa, amArI mADI khUba moDI hatI, zihoravALI gADI pakaDI zakAvAnI muddala saMbhAvanA na hatI. kharA TANeja ame rakhaDI paDyA. amArA peTamAM eka sarakhA dhAsaMkrA paththo, jANe havA bagaDI grai hatI. AbhalAnA AMtraNe jema tArA ubharAya enra sTezana upara yAtrikonI saMkhyA ubharAtI hatI. eka eka pra zrI pannAlAle ja, mazAlI yAtrika muMjhavaNumAM mukAi gayA hatA. na samajI zakAya tevA vIle mAM e badhA ubhA hatA. samaya jhaDapathI pasAra thaye jatA hatA. ahIMthI moTI to maLatI hatI, paNa haju TrenamAMthI utarIe te pahelAM to caTa bharAi bharakhane te ravAnA thaI jatI hatI hajI sakhyAbaMdha yAtrikA bhAkI rahetA hatA. ThAma-ThekANe pahoMcI javAnI sote sarakhIja tAlAvelI lAgI hatI. zatruMjayamA pavitra girirAja dUrathI dekhAto hato. mArI dRSTi enA sAthe maLI hatI. enI snehAda nAkhe. mane vaza karI lIdhA hatA, zatru'jayane kA)e drinA airAvaNu hAthInI upamA ApyA che. paNa mane tA e kAi bharata yogIrAja jevA lAgyA. mAthe ugelu dhAsa e enI jaTA che, yAtrikAne esavA mATenA visAmAe e bhikSApAtrA jevA che, sUryakuMDa e enu kamAMDala che ane pavitra rAyaNanu vRkSa enA daDa che, padmAsanavALI e ekA che ane jAge bhagavAna RSabhadevanu niraMtara dhyAna kare che ! droe khuzI thaI enA mastaka upara ArasanA devAlayarUpI jANe zveta puSpAnrA Dhagale vALyA che ! zI adbhUta zAMbhA ! game te rIte sAMja sudhImAM 1 sidhdhagiri padmacavuM rahyuM ! kAla savAramAM te bahenanA hAthe prabhune ikSrasathI abhiSeka thaze, mahinA sudhInA enA vratanuM pAraNuM thaze ! tyAre Apelo kAla niSNa jaze zuM ? eka kSaNamAM kaMI sekaDe, vicAra mArA taiyAmAM AMTApherA karavA lAgyA. have ? .. eTalAmAM te sAmethI kaMika bhIme sAda AkhyuM, traNe girirAja maunapaNe pokAratA kahI rahyA hatA. cAlye Ava mArA lAla ! gurAya che. zAne? tArI to rAha joto huM ahIM pralAMThI vALI meDI chuM. Ava, ApaNe maLIe ane majhAnI suMdara vAve karIe ! hu' to AzcaryamAM garaka thai gayA. mane cUpa joi eNe AgaLa calAvyuM. tane khUba tA haze, bhUtakALamAM ahIM saMkhyAAna jha

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* 150 : samayanI yAda; purUSA padhAratA hatA, emanA pavitra aNuethI mAra ekeeka patthara pavitra che, tyAga ane anazananI emanI vArtAmAM zarakhatanA hajAra-hajAra pyAlAe karatAMye vadhAre mIThAsa hatI. AtmamastIbharI emanI tapazcaryAe eTalI teA bhavya ane suMdara hatI ke enI maheAbbatanI chApa mArA haiyAmAMthI kAi kadI bhUMsI zake tema nathI. huM, Aje evA mahAnubhAve nathI rahyA, paNa evA mahAnubhAvAnI pavitra jhalaka hajI nathI gai. anazana nathI rahyA paNa bAra bAra mahinA sudhI cAlatA AkarA varasItAnAM suMdara dasya hajI paNa najare paDI rahyAM che, teya hajAra- hunnaranI saMkhyAmAM ! mIThA mIThA bhAvamAM ! cAlyeA Ava ! thArA jevA yAtrALuonA sAdRzya vagara eka kSaNavAra paNa mane cena nathI. devAdhidevanA zradhdhALu bhakatA vinA mArA jIvanamAM jarAye umaMga. nathI, tame yAtrikAeja mArA dehane ra'gonI bhabhakathI bharI khAga bhAga banAvI dIdhA che, dharmAtmAenA jIvananI madhu sugaMdhIthIja mArU jIvana ATaluM mhe'kI rahyuM che, yugAdinAthanI jayanI mIThI mIThI kalolathIja mArUM haiyuM ATaluM. pravrullita banI rahyuM che, suputrA ! tamane bhALuM chuM te mArI chAtI gaja gaja uMcI AvI rahI che ! " mArA lAla jhaTa Ava !' " huM AvuM to chuM, paNa jhaTa kevI rIte AvuM ? mArI pAse te kAMi maMtra ke vidhA thoDIja che, ke uDIne AvI zaku? A meTara hatI 14 upaDI gai'' meM girirAjane namana karI kahyuM. .. letu " pagapALA Ava ! '' jANe girirAje mastaka uMcu karI javAba ApyA, " pahelAM te badhA ahIM cAlIneja AvatA. vAhananuM nAma sudhdhAM ke nahi, enI zradhdhA ane bhakti sheje phalita thatAM, paNa A yuganA leAkeA to thoDA sukhanI ceSTAmAM lIna banI javAthI have kAi cAlIne AvatuM ja nathI ! - girirAje jarA cAlIne AgaLa calAvyuM, e to ThIka...paNa have A lAke to ahIM AhAranihAra badhu ja kare che, dhaNuM sahana karatA kheTho chuM, paNa have AvI AzAtanAM to mArAthI nahi sahana cAya, bhAi ! ' girirAja uDA vicAramAM paDI gayA. e pachI kAMi paNa khelatA saMbhaLAyA nahi. haiyAmAM du:kha thavAthI ane lAgaNIomAM chaMda paDavAthI jANe e mauna banI esI gayA ! paNa pAMcamA ArAnA jaDa ane vakra loko enI A dAdanA khyAla karaze kharA ? mArA priya sAdharmika dhuone huM A sthaLethI page lAgI-lAgIne kahuM chuM, ke teo potAnI A su'vALapane bhUlI jAya. " jyAM asakhya uddhArA, asakhya pratimA ane asaMkhya caityu thayAM che evA pavitra girirAja uparanI AhAra-nihAranI ane evI bIjI tamAma AzAtanAothI bacI jAya, kevaLa peAtAnI khAtara acI jAya, paNa emane mArI A dalIla ke aMtaranI jhaMkhanA bharI AjIjI asara karaze kharI? girirAja ! amane eka vakhata mApha kara ! me page cAlIneja javAnA vicAra karyo. hajI pAlItANA AThathI daza mAila dUra hatuM. traNa kalAkanA rana hatA. mArA gAmathI za Mkhezvara tI aThThAvIsa mAila dUra che, ame mitro dara caitra mAsanI pUrNimA upara hAMzabharyAM cAlIneja jaie chIe, tyAre ekaja rAtamAM tyAM pahoMcI jae chIe ! rAta thAkI jAya paNa ame thAqIeja nahi ! sarakhe sarakhA mitro hovAthI majhA paNa khUba Ave. suMdara majhAnI vAto karatA-karatA cAlyA ja e, kayAreka gItonI ramajhaTa lagAvIe. paNa e te khunnumA ajavALI rAta ! dUdha jevI zveta majhAnI rAta ! ane atyAre ? atyAre te AkAzanA mAMDavA saLagI uThayA hatA. bALIne bhasmazAt banAvI de eve garama garama parvana cogaradama ukAi rahyo hato. sUrya mahArAja paNa hajhAra hajhAra kiraNA prasArI lAlaceALa banI bhabhUkI rahyA hatA. ane chatAMya AlU varasatA bhayaMkara mAM hu pagapALA AgaLa vadhyA; paNa ghaDI adhadhaDImAMja parasevAmAM snAna karatA, rekhajhA nItarato banI gayA. mukha lAla lAla thaI gayuM. chevaTa eka nAnA vRkSa pAse ubho rahyo. vaLI cAlye, ane vaLI ubhA rahyo!

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durathI kAnajIsvAmIne Azrama dekhAtA hatA. saurASTranI dharApara niyativAdanI eka navI akalpya AMdhI utaratI hatI. Aga, khUna, corI, lUMTa e badhuMja niyata che, thavAnuM hoya teja thAya che. samaya samayane ane dareka dravyane kAryakrama niyata che, kAMija pheraphAra thai zake nahi. eve A niyativAdane bhrAmaka sidhdhAMta che. A niyativAdanA pracArathI pariNAme mudvyavahAra ane sadAcArane lApa thavAja sarjAyA che ! puruSArthInuM nAma mAtra rahevu nathI ! svAmIjIne maLavAnuM dIla thatu hatu. manamAM ema paNa thatuM hatu` ke emanI sAthe jarA vAda vivAdeya karI lauM, pariNAma game te Ave! paNa ema karatAM acuka moDuM thAya, ane kAla sUryodaya pahelAMte siddhagiri hAjara thavuMja rahyuM ! vaLI mA kuca AgaLa cAlI. ukaLATa paNu eTale sakhata thatA hatA. ke tabAhu tekhAya. dharatImAMthI jANe varALa ubharAye jatI hatI. pagamAM jhajelA uThI AvyA hatA. thoDIvAra visAmA levA vicAra karyAM. paNa huM thAkIne nIce besuM e pahelAM te duthI AvatI meTaranI dharadharATI mArA kAne athaDAvA lAgI. yAtrikAe vaga lagADI eka pesyala meATara karI hatI, emAM jagyA thai javAthI huM besI gayA. sAMbhaLe ! A jharaNAMone surIlA avAja, kavA mAMThAnATho lAge che ? jANe parama moMgala tIrthAdhirAjate saMgItathI rIjhavavA kAe sA sA sarIe sAthe cheDI che ! jIe ! juo ! A suMdara nAnI-moTI TekarI, tamArA rakSaNa mATeja ceka karatI ubhI nathI zuM ? ene praNAma karI ! 1 A AMbAnA lIlAMchama vRkSo jhukAjhukIne tamane namI rahyAM che ! pelI sAnerI dADamaDIe hasI hasI dUrathI paNa tamArA kA satkAra kare che ? zatruMjyanA ammara yAjkiA ! saurASTranI A pUNyadharA amIjhumI tamArUM kevu svAgata kare che ? tame paNa namI namI enA Adarane mIThe javAba Apo ! sUrya mahArAja pazcimanI rezamI zayyAmAM ALoTI jAya e pahelAM te| ame AyAya pAdaliptanI prAcIna nagarImAM khUzIthI pravezI cukayA hatA, kalyANa; me 19pa2 : 151 akSayatRtiyAnI savAre to badhu meAka svapna jevu lAgyuM. zatru MjyanI pavitra TekarI para adhe suvaNu DhaLatuM hatu, tyAre eka vizALa meghanamAM hajhAra hajhAra tapasvIe mIThA kSurasudhI pAraNA ujavI rahyA hatAM. e samaye mAnava medanI kayAMye samAtI na hatI. saunA me| hasuM hasuM thai rahyAM hatAM. Ama te haiyAmAM mAte nathI tapasvIone koi kSurasa apa Na kare che, to koi sAnerI vIMjhaNAthI vAyu DhaLe che, te krAi vaLI karI karIne A mahAtaparavIne sAtA pUchI rahyA che. koine ahIMthI uDavu te gamatuM ja nathI. Ate ve! jalsA ? kaliyugamAMye Ate dhama no kevA prabhAva ? tapasvIone IkSurasa ApI meM paNa khUba AnaMda anubhavyA. dhanya varasItapanA karanArA nara-nArIe. tamane ! dhanya tamArI amRta sarakhI mIThI bhAvanAone tamArA mahAmUlA tapanI ame vAravAra anumena karIe chIe ! tamArI bhAvanAone evIja rIte praNAma karIe chIe ! phaayAtanA nAza mATe deASa rahita upAya lakSmI chApa sata isabagula vAparA maLavAnAM sthaLe. kacchI meDIkala sTora-pAlItANA mahArAjA meDIkala sTArsa-bhAvanagara, gAMdhI ravajI devajI-jAmanagara zAha meDIkala sTArsa rAjakoTa

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tra Na mu sA pha 2........ pU0 munirAja zrI rUcakavijayajI mahArAjA eka nAjuka ane ramaNIya zahera che, e lUMTArA akaLAyA, vividharaMgI rUpaka, musAphara zaheranI hAranA bhAgamAM eka moTuM jaMgala badhuM samajI gaye, teNe lUMTArAone eka prahAra che. e jaMgalamAM eka lAMbo dhorI rasto che e Ape ke lUMTAra jamIna bhegA. ane e rastAmAM ghaNe dUra gayA pachI eka basa, have A nAmane musAphara nibhayameTuM bihAmaNuM bhayasthAna Ave che, e tAthI AgaLa vadhe, anukrame nAjuka ane * bhayasthAnamAM be baLavAna lUTAra vase che. ramaNIya zaheramAM pahoMcI gayo. yuddhane zrama, eka vakhata, jeo haMmezA svAbhAvika rIte mAgane zrama, zaheramAM poMe ane AnaMmusApharI karI rahyA che, tevA ja-va ane nAmanA damAM pheravAI gayuM. "tA, samo juvo traNa musAphare, musApharI karatA karatA jagalamAM zaheramAM musAphara ghaNe sukhI bane. dhorI raste dAkhala thayA ane AgaLa vadhavA zAstramAM noMdhAyeluM, vastune samajavAmAM lAgyA raste vadhu moTo hoI tene kApatA temane prerakabaLa ApatuM, A eka draSTAMta che. A samaya paNa ThIkaThIka lAge. anukrame teo bihA- banAva jagatanI sapATI para bano asaMbhavita maNa bhayasthAnanI najIkamAM AvI pahoMcyA. nathI. samyakatvanI prAptine samajavAmAM, A ThIkaThIka samaya sudhI ghaNo paMtha kApIne draSTAMta khUba prerakabaLa Ape che. AnIjema bIjA bhayasthAnanI najIkamAM AvI pahoMcelA musA paNa draSTAMte che. "hithi vici nagur, phironA vAtAvaraNane pAmIne bhayasthAnamAMthI be ahiM jaMgala te saMsAra che. musApharo te baLavAna luMTAra zIdhra bahAra AvyA, musA- jevo che. lAo dhorI raste te karmanI sthiti karIne temane bheTa thaye. traNeya musAphare che. bihAmaNuM bhayasthAna te rAga dveSanuM atyaMta e te lUMTArAne joyA. eTalAmAM ja nAmane jera ane luMTArA te rAga dveSa che. nAjuka ane musAphara kAyaratAnA kAraNe tyAMthI ja pAcho ramaNIya zahera te samyakatvavaLe, rastAnI vadhu moTI laMbAI, jaMgalanI bhayA- traNa musApharamAMthI ja nAmane musAphara, nakatA bihAmaNA bhayasthAnanI bhayaMkaratA ane be bhayasthAnane oLaMgI luMTArAone jera karI jema baLavAna lUTArAne AkAra pAmIne teNe nakakI zaheranA sukhane pAme, tema saMsArI AtmAe kahyuM ke, AmAM ApaNuM kAma nahi, A raste rAga-dveSanI nibiDatAne teDI rAga-dveSane jItI ApaNe laMghI zakIe nahi, Ama te asala samyakatvane pAmI muktisukhane pAmavuM joIe. sthAne pAcho vaLe. i mAsa nitto. | muktisukhane pAmavAmAM samyakatva e - a nAmane musAphara kAyara na hatA, teNe AdikAraNa che. samyakatvanI hAjarI hoya te ja lUMTArAne yudhdha ApyuM, tenI sAthe gujha jJAna, e jJAna ane cAritra e cAritra bane che. paNa lUMTArA baLavAna hoI tenI parAkramazakti samyakatvanI gerahAjarImAM jJAna ane cAritra bInakAmacala banI lUTArAe tene pakaDI lIdho, te pakaDAyo. vA nA . game teTalAM utkaTa keTinAM hoya teya te have rahyo 4 nAmano mUsAkara, dhaMTArAe muktisukhanI icchA dharAvanAra AtmAe tenuM tene mApI lIdhe, teNe luTArAne mApI lIdhA, Adi kAraNa samyaktva meLavavA ja nAmanA musA. paraspara yuddha apAyuM ane khelAyuM. lUMTArAoe pharanI jema rAga-dveSanA nibiDa jerane teDavA navIna dAvapeca lIdhA, musAphare toDI nAMkhyA, utsAhita banavuM joIe-eja zubhAbhilASA.

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'kalyANa' bAlakizora vibhAga bAlamitro ! ApaNe vicArIe ! vhAlA dAstA ! kalyANanA 'kathA-vArtA aMka' tame joi lIdhA haze ? tamane e aMka jarUra gamI gayA haze ? tamArAmAMnA dhaNA destonA patro amArA para AvI rahyA che, amane ghaNAye bAlamitroe abhinadana ApyA che, tamArA e abhinadana mATe ame tamArA RNI chIe. Amitro ! bAlajagata' mATe keTa-keTalAye lekhA amArA para AvI rahyA che, kathA-vArtA aMka mATe mAkalAvelA lekha haju prasiddha thavA bAkI che, A 'kamAM e lekhAne paheluM sthAna maLyu che, ethI bAkInA lekhA rahI javA pAmyA che, havethI niyamIta rIte tamArA lekha prasiddha karatA rahIzuM. taduparAMta 'bAlajagata'ne vividha viSayothI samRddha karavA ame nakkI karyu che, te rIte AgAmI a kAmAM aneka citro, kArTunA tathA upayogI viSayA pragaTa thatA raheze. 20 bAlajagata'nA navA vibhAga e zu kare ?' nA javAba tame badhA khAlamitro tamArI samajaNu mujaba amane mokalI Apaze, A veLA amArA para anekanA javAeA AvyA che, te badhAyamAMthI je prasidhdha karavA jevA che, te AgAmI aMkamAM pragaTa thaze, temaja "patra mitra vibhAga-udhADI khArI' mATe je je patro maLyA che, te havethI niyamIta pragaTa karatA rahIzuM. kathA-vArtA aMkamAM jenI kathA sArI haze tene pAratASikarUpe puraskAra ApavAnuM ame je nakkI karyuM che, tene a Mge A aMkamAM kathAo pragaTa thayA pachI, vAcakonA vicAra jANIne ame AgamI aMkamAM amAza niNaeNya jAhera karIzuM', gatAMkamAM praddi thayelI vArtAomAM prauDha lekhakomAM bhAi pannAlAla masAlIyAnI vArtA savazreSTha pUravAra thai che, teja rIte bAlalekhakakizAralekhakAmAM bhAi kiArakAMta gAMdhInI vArtA 'dakSe'praza'sa pAtra TharI che, temaja khAlajagatamAM nhAnI vayanA bhAi guNavaMtakumAra-mATuMgA varSa 11 nI vArtA 'rAMkyA pachInuM DahApaNuM' vayanA pramANamAM uttejanapAtra che, temaja anya khAlalekhAmAM zrI surajamala jaina-kalyANuvALA, vinAdacaMdra nagInadAsavejalapura, hemacaMda vherA-kaTArIyA, rajanIkAMta verA punA, zrI caMdrakaLA haeNna-khaMbhAta, A badhA lekhake e paNa sArI mahenata laI bAlajagata mATe suMdara kathAo mAla AA che, tenI vArtAe paNa zreSTha che. priya bAlamitrA ! tamane khabara haze ke, 'kalyANu' Aje je rIte prasidhdha thai rahyuM che, te pra'idhdhinI pAchaLa 'kalyANu'te dara varSe sArI jevI rakamaneA khADA rahe che, sabhyo temaja zubhecchakonI Arthika sahAyathI 'kalyANa' dara bAra mahine mahAmuzkelIe sarabhara thAya che, A sthitimAM 'kalyANu'nA 1000 grAhake| hAla thAya to tene dareka rIte vikAsa thAya, atyAre enI grAhaka saMkhyA jainasamAjanA koi paNa mAsika karatAM vadhu che, chatAM hajI eka hajAra grAhakanI TaeNla tamArI samakSa ame mUkI che, tame 'kalyANa'nA grAhako vadhAratA rahejo ! je bAladosta 'kalyANa'nA pAMca grAhaka karI lAvaze, tene za. 3)nAM pustaka khAlasAhityanAM bheTa tarIke maLaze. cAlA mitro ! tyAre have pharI pAchA ApaNe maLIzu, tyAre tamArA taraphanA grAhakonI nAmAvila amane pahoMcADajo, kema pahoMcADazene ? mAlabaMdhue ! kalyANu-bAlajagata' mAM suMdara vArtA, pravAsakathA ke caritra temaja sArAM sArAM dhArmikanaitika vAye! tamArI meLe sapAdita karIne mokalavA, ame ene avazya sthAna ApIzuM. gatAMkanA bAlajagata'mAM lagnanI bheTa jevI nItikathA je lIlAvatI sI. zAhe lakhelI hatI, te suMdara hatI. AvI vArtA temaja zrI arUNA Ara. zAhanA 'suvAsita ku umeA'nA vAkayA mananIya tathA sacATa hatA, temaja jayasukha pI. zAhe mokalela 'pATaNathI jesalamera' vALeA pravAsalekha paNa sArA hatA, AvA vividha viSaya paranA lekhA (bAlajagata' mATe jarUra meAkalAvI Apaze.

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kalyANa me 1952 : 155 : Alajagata' mAM gayA aMkamAM je bAlajagata'ne avasare niraMjanane zuM karavuM ucita che? tame A spibleka hatuM, te citra bhAvanagara-sphoTanivAsI bhAI timAM kadAca mUkAI gayA ho to tame zuM karo ? . harSada ke. zAha dAThAvALAe mokaleluM che, temaja phUlapAMkhaDIomAM bAlajagata' chUpAyuM che, te citra paNa temaNe mekalAvyuM che, te sivAya zAMtilAla dozInA tyAga karo te citro hatA. tame paNa sArA citro avasare amane 1 tyAga karo te abhimAnane ja tyAga karaje. jarUra mekalI Apaje, kema kharuM ne ? lo, dosta 2 tyAga karo te mAyA ane mamatAne tyAga karajo. tyAre have ApaNe AvatA mahine pharI maLIzuM, 3 tyAga karo te kharAba saMgatano tyAga karajo. ThIka tyAre belo jaya jainazAsanama. 4 tyAga karo te rAtribhojanane ja tyAga karajo. 5 tyAga karo te abhakSya-anaMtakAyane tyAga karaje, e zuM kare ? 6 tyAga karo te lokaniMdAne tyAga kajo. 7 tyAga kare te vairabhAvane tyAga karajo. niraMjananA pitA DAhyAbhAI Ama badhI vAte 8 tyAga kare te ADaMbarane tyAga karaje. vyavahArU che. paNa dharmanI vAtomAM emane mULathI ja 9 tyAga karo te ekAMtano tyAga karaje. rasa nathI. derAsare ke upAzraye javuM emane bilakula 10 tyAga kare te mohaddaSTino tyAga karaje. gamatuM nathI. niraMjanane svabhAva mUlathI dharmI che. 11 tyAga kare te e.TI prazaMsAno tyAga karajo. derAsara ke upAzraye jevA e haMmezA Atura rahe che, ( 12 ane chevaTe tyAga kare te saMsArane ja tyAga karajo. paNa bApAnA svabhAva AgaLa e ghaNIveLA namatuM mUke che. niraMjananI mA, tenA moTA bhAIo A zrI 2sIkabALA lAlajI zAha, badhAone sAmAnya rIte dharma ke dharmakriyAo pratye rasa ocho che. gharamAMthI eka nirU vAraMvAra dere ke upAzraye jA-Ava kare che, e Da hyAbhAIne bilakula pasaMda pratijJA pAlana nathI. avasare avasare teo nirUne TokyA kare che. paNa eka gAmamAM jinadatta nAme eka garIba zrAvaka niraMjana te enI pravRttiomAM o-pa rahe che rahetuM hatuM. tene vasumatI nAme strI hatI. teonI sthiti eka divasa nirUnA pitAno haripha ane jenA ghaNIja garIba hovAthI nokarI karIne potAnuM gujarAna kaTa banI sAthe DAhyAbhAIne vara cAlyuM Ave che. te calAvatA hatA. eka divasa jinadatta jinezvaradevanI tribhovanabhAIe pitAnI poLanA derAsaramAM dhArmika pUjA karIne gurUmahArAja vyAkhyAna ApatA hatA, mahotsava ye che, zAMtisnAtra che. te mahe- tyAM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA gaye. gurU mahArAje jinasavamAM niraMjana dararoja derAsare pUjA bhAvanAmAM dattane kahyuM ke, "Aja tuM kaIpaNa pratijJA le ! tyAre jAya che. DAhyAbhAIthI e sahana thatuM nathI. e jinadatta ApyA vagaranuM na levAnI pratijJA lIdhI. dhRvAkuvA thayA kare che. emAM chellA divase eka divase jinadatta kAMIka kAmasara bahAra gaye. zAMtisnAtra che. Aju-bAjAnA saMbaMdhIone svAmi- tyAMthI pAchA vaLatA rastAmAM teNe eka sonAmahevAtsalyanuM notaruM che. A khabara DAhyAbhAIne malyA rothI bharelo kaLaza joyo. jANe tenI parIkSA levA ja temaNe bhaDAko karyo, ne niraMjanane cekanuM kahI dIdhuM; A banAva na banyuM hoya ? jinadatta te kaLaza hAthamAM jo khabaradAra! pUjAmAM zAMtisnAtra ke jamaNamAM lIdhe ke tarata ja tene gurUmahArAja pAse lIdhelI | ? mArA gharamAM tane paga mUkavA nahi dau. pratijJA yAda AvI. eTale kaLaza"jyAM paDayA hatA mAro dIkaro thaIne mArI sAta peDhInA duzmanane tyAM tyAM mukI pitAnA raste cAlate thayo vAha ? kevuM jaine tAre jaIne tAre mAruM nAka kApavuM che ?' A pratijJA 5.lana keTalI aDagatA, sAMje te ghera gaye..

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" 156 : bAla jagata; jamIne rAtanA sUI gayo, sUtA sUtA te vAta pitAnI jIvI DozI zAnti ane lalitAnI vAta sAMbhaAne kahI. bIe te vAtane anumodana ApyuM. LIne kahetA ke, "hA, ghareNuM ane rUpiyA badhuM che, te vakhate evuM banyuM ke, jinadattanA ghere cAra paNa cAkarI kare tene badhuM ApI javAnI chuM. mATe core cerI karavA AvelA hatA. teoe tenI e 0 . cAkarI karaze te bhAkharI pAmaze cAka vAta sAMbhaLI vicAra karyo che. A garIbane tyAM ja have DallAnI AzAe dIkaro ane dIkarAnI vahu zuM maLavAnuM hatuM ?cAlone te kaLaza laie ema ciMtavI jIvI DozInI khUba cAkarI karavA lAgyAM, kudaratane teo jyAM kaLaza paDayo hato tyAM gayo, paNa temanA bhAgyamAM karavuM ane thoDAM varSo pachI jIvI DozInA dehamAMthI na hoya te bhale kayAMthI ? jyAM temAM hAtha nAMkhe jIva nIkaLI gayo, thoDA divasa pachI jIvI DozInA ke, vichIonA DhagalAM! AthI eka aTakyAlA kahevA pramANe pelI mATalI kADhavAmAM AvI, mATalInuM re kahyuM. A kaLaza laI te vANiyAnI upara moTuM ughADIne zAntie eka kothaLA upara Dhagalo nAMkho. AthI badhA core jinadattanA chAparA5ra caDhI karyo, zaktinuM moTuM paDI gayuM, mATalImAM ghareNA "le vANiyA tArUM dhana" ema kahI coro cAlatA nahatA ke nahotA rUpiyA, paNa aMdarathI te patthara nIkaLyA patthara. pitAnI sArI rIte cAkarI karAvavA thayA. aMdara jhaNa, jhaNa, avAja karatI senAmahero jinadattanAM gharamAM paDI. kharekhara bhAgyazALIne bhUta nirdhAna DozIe A caturAI karI hatI, kharekhara svArtha e AMdhaLe che. raLe che. te AnuM nAma! javAnamA phulaca dajI kalyANa. zrI kizorakAMta basukhalAla gAMdhI lIMbaDI, * jIvI DezInI caturAI. savArane nAte. jIvI DozIe gAmamAM vAta vahetI karI hatI ke, jayaMtibhAI page cAlatA thaI gayA. maganabhAI (pitAnA dhaNI) sArI mUDI makIne marI jayaMtibhAIne ghera moTara hatI. dhaMdhe ThIka cAlate; gayA che. tethI gAmanAM loko mAnatA ke. javI dezI * paNa narama tabIyata hovAthI hamaNuM dhaMdhApANI maMda pAse Dallo che, temanA dIkarA zAMtie tathA tenI vaha hatA, eka divasa DokaTare jayaMtibhAIne kahyuM: "Ama lalitAe te Dallo meLavavA mATe ghaNA prayatna karyA pathArImAM paDayA rahe che, enA karatAM zaktinAM paNa te badhA niSphaLa nivaDayAM. ijekazanono kesa che, te laI lo, te tame cheDA TvisamAM page cAlatA thaI jaze. ne DokaTaranA kahevAthI zAMti chavI DozIne ghaNIvAra kahete-bA, je jayaMtilAle Ijekazana levA cAlu karyA, 6 mahinAmAM kAMI heya te kahI ne, tamArA gayA pachI zedhatAM jayaMtilAlane phAyado thayo ke nahi ? e jANavA huM bahu takalIpha paDaze." jayaMtilAlane maLyo, meM temane pUchayuM: "kema jayaMtijIvI DozI kahetA-"mAre reyA, tAre te badhuM bhAI ! IjekazanothI phAyado thayo ke nahi ? have te atyArathI ja laI levuM che ? atyArathI dekhADI dauM te pagamAM zakti AvI gaI ne ?" javAbamAM jayaMtibhAI tame mArI cAkarI ja na karo, mUA pachI badhuM cIDAIne belyA, "bhAIsAba ! DokaTarothI tebA ! huM gotI lejo. kharekhara have te page cAlate thaI gayo chuM, davA- A rIte jIvI DozI maganuM nAma pADe ane darekazana vagerenA bIla bharavAmAM mArI moTara vecI rAtre uThI mATalImAM kaMIka khakhaDAve. nAMkhavI paDI, eTale vagara kahyuM have huM pageja cAluM chuM. rAtre lalitA zAntine jagADIne kahe, "sAMbhaLe che ke ? DezI ghareNuM ane rUpiyA khakhaDAve che"

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liaa * : 1 ': , . . ! : - 6 kusaMgatanuM re che || ke tuM khora utAraje. evAmAM draDhaprayArInI dhAM A huM eka hate rAkhe. ekavAra e vanamAM mA karavA eka jaNe tayAre thaelI khIra joI teNe te bIke mATe che. tyAM rAje eka vRkSanI nIce ArAma ledhA upADI. chokarAo kaLaza lAgyA. eTalAmAM te mATe beThe. e vRkSa upara eka kAgaDe ane e brAhmaNe A te brAhmaNe khUba mathe bharAya. tethI haMsa beThA hatA. e bannenI triI hatAM. kAgaDAne bhegaLa bhorI. baMne jaNe dha mArAmArI thaI svabhAve kAma karavA hAthAM e mATe svare kAra elAmAM draDhaprahArI AvyuM. ane brAhmaNanuM dhaM karavA lA ane rAjAnA mAthA upara carake juduM karI nAkhyuM; phaLIyAmAM bhalA, gAyathI A me rAjAe kAgaDA para gusse thaine tenA para bANa jevA , tethI te gAya draDhaprahArInA te den choDayuM. kAgaDe cAlAka havAthI uDI gayA ane lArI, cothAM draDha hArI gahthane paNa mArI nAkhI. bANa hasane vAgyuM. tethI hasa rajAnI, pAseja bhUmi para brAhmaNanI dhAthI A ne jovAyuM, tethI te aMgALAne paDe. rAjAe tene dhaLa varNavALA joine kahyuM "A rasAda varasAvavA lAgI. pahaMdImAnuM mUlya ane gaDAM paNa ghaLA hoya che , te vakhata kasa ba zrInuM dhaDa judaM kRrI nAMkhyuM | garbhavatI : male kAgaDo nathI, paNa raja haMsa chuM. A nIcanA thaI haDI paDe. zrI ane bALaka bane . zreyAM saMgatathI huM AmaraNaMdezAne pAmyuM chetethI A hatyA thaI tyAM te praharI OM lagAra banI gayo mArA mitro nIcenI saMgata na karavI, e lokothI mAre hAthe Aje cAra hA te AgathI cAle saddA dUra ja rahevuM, nahiM te A haMsanI jema tamArI ane era vana AvyuM. dhanamAM teNe eka munimaha rAje deza deze - joyAM, ane temanA caraNe paDI, adbhava kadarbha ravA = zrI arUNa re. zahuM lAgyAM. muni mahArAje huM mahAnubhAva! zAMta thA vaMdana karavAnuM baMdha kRraNa thI TapArIe kahyuM da munimahArAja ! mAre hAthe AjecaMdara hatyA thaI che; ema huM mahApApa chuM, mAre mATe jegatamAM dhAma thI 6 eka che maNa hatA. tene dudhare nAmane chAje enimahArAje kuMvyuM hatuM samagIruM ane hatA. te avaguNane bhara hatuM, te sArI kara saMthI tArA sarva pApanAza thaze, kSaNe teNe hata, sArI kaMrA para bhegA karatA ane temAMthI zastra mukIne taratuM, dakSI bAkI kerI ane teja te jugAra ramatA jugAramAM te puSkaLa mAM hAravAthI dhakhate e ke yAM sudhI re he te me, corI karavA lAge rAjAne A vAtamI Ave tyAM sudhI e ke pANI levo nahiM. tyArapachI khabara paDavAthI tene gadheDA para besADI gAma bahAre te gAma bahAra paNa dhyAna dharIne Uma che. dhAMyA kaMdI mUka gAma bahAra teNe bhaktinAM jhupaDA jevAM pasAra thatI ke tenA upara pAthare iMTe ke je saMthA te dhaNoja AnaMda thayo. te bhale sAthe tyAM Ama gaLA sudhI patharI ane dhaM. AvI. AthI corI karavA lAgyuM. tene prahAra ke lisa khAlI pAse pAna rUpIvAM lAge. AvI asahya vedanI ja na hato. tethI teM DhahArI kAca te tenI mAsa thaI eyi dhyAna dharAne sahana kurI pachI BLI laMI kezavalA nagare sUTa pAMDavA gaye badhA ne khuba pIM ke pitArI che te sArA saMta che judI judI jagyAe lUMTavA gayAM. eka jaNa brAhaNane saiyA ke temanI caraNe paDache. ame mArI mAta ghara levA gayo. te pUrvanI siM hatuM te bAbhaNa gyA zaripachIthI dohANI eka ThekANethI bALa BrIba hate. te bahmaNa bhIkha mANIne khIra banavaMvAne kaNe phare che, hu ANi ane jAti che sAmAne lAvyA hatA. jyAre tenI brA khAra banAvavAnI ane aneka mArgonAM jayaMtane sudhare che. varTa yAra karaMtI hatI. te vakhate te brAhmaNe tenI ane te aMrte teo sadgatina pa ra da "

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: 158: bAla jagata nyAyane paiso te vAMcIne tarata ja magajamAMthI kADhI mUke che ane heLaka nAmane eka zeTha hato. tene cAra dIkarA pitAnA kAmamAMja lAgu paDelA hoya che, te bAbata hatA. cAre paraNelA. nAnA dIkarAnI vahu ghaNI buddhi. saMpUrNa rIte vicAra karatAM ApaNane jaNAze ke, kharI zAlI hatI. tene jainadharma upara zraddhA hatI. bhUla te mA-bApanI ja che, kAraNa ke, keTalAka mA-bApa A zeThanI dukAne khoTA vajana, mApa rAkhe. vadhAre pitAnA bALakomAM nAnapaNathI ja AvI kuTevane praveza vajanathI le, ane ochA vajanathI Ape. A kare che tethI AgaLa jatAM bALako kharAba dhaMdhA dha che nAnI putravadhUne pasaMda na paDaze. zeThane bolAvI karatA zIkhe che, jalasA karavA mATe cerI karatAM kahyuM ke tame A khATo baMdha karIne narakanuM AyuSya zIkhe che, mA-bApanI pharaja che ke, bALakane sudhAkema bAMdhe che ? zeThe kahyuM, Te dhaMdhe na karIe te ravA ane sAruM jJAna ApavuM. tethI AgaLa jatAM te cAle ja nahIM A duniyAja evI che. putravadhue kahyuM tame sAsArAM kAma karI zake, paNa A te tene badale phakta 6 mahInA te satyano vepAra karI juo. hamaNAM teomAM kuTeva praveza kare che. karatAM vadhu na maLe te nItine vepAra karajo. mane lAge che ke, jJAna e AkAza che ane zeThane putravadhUnI vAta gamI gaI. ane cha mahinA pustako e temAM rahelA caLakatA tArAo che. jJAna nItipUrvakane vepAra kIdhe. cha mahinAmAM pahelA karatAM e samudra che ane pustako e lAbha laI zakAya tevA bamaNuM na thayo, satyathI kamAvelA dhanane koI laI vahANe che. jJAna e sUrya che ane pustako e paNa na jAya. AnI khAtrI karavA zeThe tenuM sonuM ApaNA gharamAM AvI zake tevo prakAza che. jJAna e laI tenA upara lokhaMDa bIDAvI tenA upara pitAnuM. sonAnI khANa che ane pustaka e temAMthI banAvelA nAma chApI Amatema dukAnamAM rakhaDate muko, sAthe kIMmatI dAgInAo che. jJAna e moTAmAM moTI kIMmatI kheTAIthI kamAveluM sonuM paNa Amatema mukayuM. te naTo che ane pustako e ApaNe gharamAM AvI boTAthI mAne che te cheha S zake tevA calaNI sIkakAo che, jJAna e pRthvI che, satyathI kamAyeluM tyAMne tyAMja paDayuM rahyuM. pustaka e rahevA lAyaka makAne che. tyAra pachI zeTha satyane dhaMdhe karI paisA khuba pustako vAMcavAthI je AnaMda thAya che te khuba kamAyA ane jainadharma pUrI rIte pAlavA lAgyA AnaMda A jagatamAM bIjA koIpaNa kAmamAM nathI maLatuM mATe mArA pyArA bALamitro! tame paNa satyathI badhI jAtanI unnatinuM mULa jJAnanI unnatimAM che." zrI harakhacaMda caMdarIA-kenyA: isTa AphrikA - zrI surajamala jaina navakAramaMtrane prabhAva sArAM pustakanAM vAMcanane prabhAva. eka zeTha hatA. tene eka zivakumAra nAmane dIkarI sArAM pustaka eTale zuM? e ApaNe nathI hato. tene kharAba mitranI sabata thaI hatI tethI , samajatA, je samajatA hoIe te ApaNI hAlata te bagaDayo. te dhIme dhIme jugAra ramavA maMDaLe ane AvI na hoya. tene tenI sAthe bIjI paNa ghaNI khoTI Teva paDI. je ApaNe sArA pustaka eTale zuM e sama- teno bApa tene sudhAravA ghaNuM prayatna karate. paNa jatA hoIe agara te jANatA hoIe te kadi paNa te sudharate nahI. teno bApa maraNa pathArIe hatA, ApaNe dArU, sIgAreTa, hA, pIkacara jovA, hoTalomAM tyAre teNe tenA dIkarAne bolAvyo, ane kahyuM ke, tuM meja bhANavI e kaMI paNa karatA nahi. badhI kharAba Teva choDI de, ane jyAre saMkaTa AvI ApaNuM loko ghaNuMkharA sArAM pustaka vAMcI paDe tyAre navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karaje, jethI tAruM jAya che. paNa teno upayoga kaMi nathI karatA, teo du:kha dUra thaI jaze. ATaluM kahIne te maraNa pAme. vepAra karajo.

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kalyANa me 1952 : 159 ! tenA dIkarAe mejazekhamAM badhuM dhana gumAvyuM bhAvathI gaNavA lAge. pilA dhUrtabAvAne maDaduM uThatuM na tenI pAse paisA na hovAthI te jaMgalamAM gayA. tyAM te levAthI zaMkA gaI, tethI teNe zivakumArane puchayuM ke, udAsa vadane beThA hatA. tyAM koI eka dhUrta bA tame kaMi gaNo cho. zivakumAre kahyuM; nA, huM kaI Avyo, ane kahyuM ke, maMtra jANato nathI ane jANa hete ahIM tuM udAsa kema beThA che ? tyAre teNe tene potAnI Avata zA mATe? bAvAne pitAnI ja bhUla lAgI, tethI teNe pharIthI badhI hakIkta kahI saMbhaLAvI. AthI bAvAe kahyuM, are emAM zuM ? cAla mArI sAthe. huM tane jApa japavA mAMDaze. AthI maDaduM beThuM thayuM. zivajoIe teTalA rUpiyA ApuM. lakSmInI lAlacathI kumAra navakAramaMtra gaNatA hatA. tethI te na maratAM pelA bAvAne ja mArI nAkhyo, AthI bA sonAnA zivakumAra tenI sAthe gaye. te tene smazAne laI gayo, yA dehavAge thaI gaye. zivakumAre te tenuM lIdhuM ane tyAM bAvAe eka jApa japavA mAMDayo. te jApane temAMthI te moTo paisAdAra thayA. te dharmamAM sArA mArge prabhAva e hato ke, te jApathI maDaduM beThuM thAya paisA vAparavA lAgyoane pote badhI kharAba Tevo ane pAse je mANasa hoya tene senAne banAvI de. choDI dIdhI. teNe pitAnuM AtmakalyANa sAthuM. te dehamAMthI game teTaluM tenuM kApe te paNa khUTe nahI. A rIte je kharA bhAvathI navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa A bAvAe zivakumAranA dehane senAno deha kare che, tene kaMi du:kha thatuM nathI, ane najIkamAM ke he rA a thata banAvI vaibhavazALI thavA mATe yukti racI. zivakumAre moTo bhaya hoya te paNa dUra thaI jAya che. mATe maDadAMne jApanA prabhAvathI uMcuM-nIcuM thatuM joyuM eTale saue zrI navakAramaMtra daraja gaNo ja joIe. tene bhaya lAgyo. tene navakAramaMtra yAda AvatAM te ekadama - zrI bAbulAba ratilAla dezI To navarasa graMthAvalInA suMdara prakAzana thI jenI aneka patroe temaja vidvA- . jemAM saMsAra jIvananI aneka samazyAo para huM e muktakaMThe prazaMsA karI che tene chupAelI che te : chuM tyAgavIra zAlIbhadra ! garIbInuM gaurava : lekhaka : lekhakaH zAMtikumAra jaya bhaTTa M. A. caMdulAla ema. zAha saMpAdaka : muMbaI samAcAra (sAptAhika) OM mUlya rUA. 4-0-0 TapAlakharca juduM ka mUlyarU. 4-8-0 [ TapAla kharca ju6.] > > > > > > > > ekaja mahAmobhA navakAramaMtra jene agnimAMthI bacAvI lIdhA che : nuM jIvana samajAvatI suMdara saMskArI navalakathA lekhaka : caMdulAla ema. zAha mulya rUA. 4-8-0 > > > > > >: lakhe : > > > > > navarasa graMthAvali, H 20, kIkAsTrITa, muMbaI. 2 gurjara graMtharatna kAryAlaya A megharAja jaina pustaka bhaMDAra gAMdhIroDa, phuvArA sAme, amadAvAda, A kIka sTrITa, geDIjInI cAlI, muMbaI 2 dara ravANI enDa kaMpanI - semacaMda DI. zAha, pAlItANA. phI bAbugenu roDa, kAlabAdevI roDa, muMbaI 2 thI

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ho zA thI meM mu maMDaLa 9, 0,7,0deg che ? 10 o e easo 8 o o * *10 ka.va. da nAma gAma ' : * * , muMbaIthI dIkSAthI maMDaLanA badhuo metazIkhara, kalyANaka bhUmiA, mAravADanI paMcatIthI vagerenI yAtrI kerI caitra suda 6 mA raje ane A siddhagirijInI yAtrA karavA padhArelA jeonA nAma nIce mujaba che. uMmare vyavahArika abhyAsa 1 zrI indravadana kAMtilAla prata pazI 2 zrI hIrAlAla aMbAlAla ! kha bhAta 3 zrI jayaMtilAla cImanalAla 4 zrI kezarIcaMda saMpakalAla surata : || 5 zrI maNIlAla kuMvarajI ! naLIyA (kaccha). 6 zrI dAmajIbhAI kuMvarajI ! ! naLa (kaccha) 9 zrI jayaMtilAla vaDanagaravALA ! !! }} vaDanagara meTrIka 2 eka bhAInuM nAma vagere meLavavuM bAkI rahI gayuM che. A - ATalI nAnI uMmaramAM bhagavati prajyA A mIkAra karavAnA hei pAlItANA zrI jaina saMdha tathA amadAvAdanivAsI ddhivarya zrIyuta, bhagubhAI cunIlAla sutarIyAnA pramukhapaNa nIce motIzA zeThanI dhamakI zALAmAM tA. 1-4para nA roja rAtanA sADA ATha vAge satkAra-abhinaMdanano meLAvaDo yojavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. judA judA vakatAoe dIlathI baMdhuone arvAda ane abhinaMdana pADyAM hatAM. dIkSAthI badhuM zrIyuta indravadana kAMtilAlabhAIe chAbharI zelathI dAkSAnuM mahatva ane ame zAthI dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA ane amArA gurU muhArAjane zuM A deza che ane amArA upara keTale upakAra che vigere hakIkata rocaka, ane ekadhArI liye, raju karI hatI. che ' ! ! | dIkSAthI badhu maNIlAlabhAie paNa mIThI bhASAmAM dareka dIkSAthI badhunI oLakhANa, gAma ThAmAM abhyAsa vagere hakIkata sAthe rajU karI hatI. - chevaTe pramukha sAheba tathA nagarazeTha zrI, vanamALIdAsa bahecaradAse ataranAM abhinaMdana ane AzIva pAThavyA hatA hAra-terAne vidhi thayA bAda harSanA vAtAvaraNa vacce sabhA visarjana thaI hatI.

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sabhyonI nAmAvali mAsika samAcA2 pU. munirAjazrI subuddhivijayajI mahArAja zrI suratanA harihara pustakAlaya taraphathI prakAzita thayela tathA pU. munirAja zrI mahimAvi jayajI mahAjazrInI "sAhitya pAThAvali' nAmanA pAThaya pustakamAM jaina zubhapreraNAthI thayelA sabhyonAM nAmo. dharmanAM siddhAMtonI ThaThThA-mazkarI karato peTamAM deDakArA. 51] zeTha zrI dharmavaralAla gula bacaMda punA. vALe. vANIyA' e pADe ThIka-ThIka carcA jagAvI che, rI. 25 zrI gIradharalAla amaca da sAvarakuMDalA bhAI zrI jayabhikhU jevA prakhara sAkSare carcA patro rUA. 2) zrI amaracada kuMvarajI sAva kuDalA ane lekha lakhI sau koInuM dhyAna doryuM che, e te rUA. 11 zrI muLacaMda velAi sAlApura (prakAzake e pATha navI AvRtimAM 26 karavA paNa rUA. 11) zrI jayaMtilAla vIra. 6 taLAjA jaNAvyuM che, tethI have vizeSa lakhavAnuM kAI rUA. 11) zrI maNIlAla gopAlajI mahuvA dara rahetu nathI. rUA. 11) zrI bAbulAla ratIlAla ahamadanagara pU. zrI siddhakSetranI pavitra chAyAmAM dUra dUra deromAMthI pa'nyAsa zrI pravINavi, yajI mahArAja- varasItapanAM pa raNAM karavA seMkaDe bAvikA Aro zrInA ziSyana pu munirAjazrI mahimAvijayajI mahArAja nI zubhapreraNAthI hato, 10 0 0 lagabhaga pAraNAM karanAra tapUravI joi-- rUA. 11] zeTha jIvaNalAla e dhaDadAma mu aI 2 . henA hatAM ane paMdarathI 17 hajAra yAtrAI bhAIrUA. 11 zrI trikamalAla nAthAlAla punA 1 henA hatAM. rUA. 11 nUtana vastra ba DAre amadAvAda dharmAdA TrasTa ekaTa amalamAM AvI gayo che. rUA. 1 11 zrI devajIbhAI dAmajI kheAnA muMbaI paNuM te aMge zrI saMskRti rakSaka sabhA taraphathI TesTa nI kezavalAla dIpacaMda sAMgalI kesa karavA vicAraNA cAlI rahI che, ekaTa dhArmika rA, 11] zAha bhupatarAya nAraNa 9 khaMbhAta hakakAmAM DakhalagIrI kare che te koI rIte vyAjabI naya. ra. 11 zrI jI. ke. zAha madrAsa zrI karasanuM adhivezana mu baI khAte vajana 2. 11zAha amRtala la ratha da zAhapura, mahInAnI 13-14-15 tArIkhe zarAze. prajAnAM rUA. 11] zAha nAgaradAsa pAnAca da dhaMdhukA cakro gatimAna thayAM che paNuM jaina janatA pUche ke, - rI | zrI kulaca 2' je rIrAjamAda pU. munirAja adhivezanA bharIne zuM karavAnuM ? zrI jayaMkItivijayajI mahArAjazrInI | zeTha zrI karaturabhAI lAlabhAI dukALa rAhata ge zubhapreraNAthI saiArASTranA pravAse padhAryA hatA. rUA. 11) sImalAvata bha ma da vRddhicadajI Azapura | zrI agama maMdiranA gaganacuM bo devAlaya upara rA, 1T] zrI zAmajIbhAI pAMcArIA muMbaI 9. suvarNa kaLaza vaizAkha vadi 6 nA rAja caDhAvavAnA rUA. 11) zrI zIvajIbhAI khetaratI mubaI 9 hAi te aMge aSTAlvikA mahotsava zarU thayA che. rA. 11) zrI vijaya pekIMga kAM. mubaI - zrI yazovijayajI jenuM gurUkuLanA vArSi ke katala rUA. 11) zrI caturabhAI parasottamadAsa pAdarA vaizAkha zudi 4 nA roja amadAvAda nivAsI koDa che rUA. 1] zrI kapura) 4 akkasa surendranagara caMdulAla jezIMgabhAInA pramukharathAne 64 javAmAM rUA. 11 zrI pravINacaMdra va raca'da amadAvAda AvyA hatA. - zrI zatacaMdra sevA samAja nA rajata samAraka aka zrI siddhotra jaina zrAvikAzramane vArSika dara savA prasiddha thanAra che, temAM ApanA khArA a'kane kalakattA nivAsI zeTha zrI choTumala jI surANu nA pramukha dipAvaze che, potAnA dhaMdhAnI jAherAta mATe vepArI sthAne ujavavAmAM AvyA hatA. bAIe e patra mUlakAra A saranAme karave. zrI AmAda jainazALAnA zikSaka zrI ena. bI. zAhanI zAMticaMdra sevA samAja nuM trI, zAha zAMtilAla bharUcanI jainazALAmAM pharIthI nimaNuMka thatAM 26-4-58 vagAbhAI ke. 821 pIranI pALa, amadAvAda. 1 nA roja eka meM mAvaDo yojavAmAM AvyA hutA.

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Reg No. 4925 = . ha = n ke pAThazALA ane prabhAvanA upayogI suMdara ane sastAM prakAzane pAThazALA upayogI H | : prabhAvanA upayogI : sAmAyika sUtra mULa 4-2nA zanavIsI. - 8-10 *g sAmAyika sUtra-hindI . sudhArasa stavanAvali be pratikramaNyuM sUtra mULa -8-9 | nUtana stavanAvali be pratikramaNa mULa-hindI tana stavana sa bodhinI paMca pratikramaNa mULa atasamayanI ArAdhanA-mATI 0-5-0 paMca pratikramaNa mULa-hindI aMtasamayanI AdhinA-nAnI himano be pratikramaNa sAthe. 1-12-4 | ratnAkara paccIsI 0-2- paMca pratikramaNa sAthe 8-12-2 | nemanAthanA hai ki paMca pratikramaNa sAthe -hindI 2-0 | zatru jaya uddhAra 0- 2 - 8 vidhisahita e pratikramaNA 0-1ra cauda niyamanI buka 0-2-0 vidhi sahita paMca pratikamaNI-hindI 2- - 01 rakSayanIdhi tapanI vidhi i-3 - 0 vidhi sahita puca pratikramaNa [gu] 2-8- 0 ATha daSTinI suja jhAya sAthe 0-1- cAra prakaraNa sAthe 1-6- samakata saDasaDa be lano sajajhAya sAthe 8-40 jIvavicAra sAthe 0-12-0 jesalamerane camatkAra daMDaka-saMgrahaNI sAthe 2-4-| devapAla kathA pharmagraMtha sAtha bhA. 1 le ha-12-9 Ama bhAvanA saMgraha karma graMtha sAthe bhA. 2 je +--9 | samI sAmAnI sthA prakaraNu mALA maMtrI*vara ku95ka kathA nisa svAdhyAya stotrAdi saMgraha {thApanAjI . tatvArthAdhigama sUtra [artha sahita]. 3--che akSayatRtIyA kayA 0-2-9 sAdhu sA Mii Avaka kriyAnA sUtre 01 0 40 vimala nyAta nityane dha na (ANu yAtrAnI vidhi saMskRta 1 lI buka guNu sAra kathA 0-6-8 saMskRta 2 jI buka 3- 6 - 2 | haribala machInI kathA prAkRta vijJAna pAThe mALA 02yavijayanI kathA saMvAda sa graha 1- - | jJAna paMcamI kathA vividha pUjA saMgraha 3-1ra-9 akhAtrIjanA hita mA. snAjhapUjA ---- 9 | saMskRtacaityavaMdana cevAsI navaramara - gujarAtI 0-2* 0 | prabhAta - jarI navaramaraNa-hindI * 2 | amAnada stavanA vAle ga lI me gRha. 1-- navakAra pAThAvali - - 0 garabAvALI 1-0-0 | zatru jaya digadarzana 6 0 0 zapacAsa uparAMtanA mAla maMgAvanArane savA cha TakA kamIzana kApI Apazu'. 29 sAmaca da DI. zAha jIvananivAsa sAme--pAlItANA. [ se. rASTra ] ? 1 Ki 8 . 8 t da-2 - 2 $ S dha - 2 'mudrakaH kIracaMda jagajIvana roDa, kalyANu prinTIMga presa:- pAlItANA,