Buddhiprabha 1964 02 SrNo 52

Author(s): Gunvant Shah
Publisher: Gunvant Shah
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/522152/1

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phebruArI 10-1964 A pa0 na. hai. vA. la. rUpiyA pAMca bhAratamAM) ) sAta ( paradezamAM) [j[uouLI | jIvana-sAhitya ane jaina dha menu sAmayika \ 52, kukaravADAnA jinAlayanA zikharo =- zrI kanu cokasI tasvIrakAre saMsA2nu mokSabhavana (mULa nAyakaH bha, AdinAtha)

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bicArA gA zALA ! bhagavAna mahAvIra kalAga sannivezathI vihAra karI rahyA hatA. najara nIcI hatI. cAla dhImI hatI. mana AtamakdhAnamAM lIna hatuM. bhagavAna jaI rahyA hatA. sAthe geza LA paNa hatA. vihAranI rAhamAM eka jagAe gozALAnA jAtibaMdhue beThA hatA. iTAnA kAcA cUlA para, hAMDImAM teo khIra banavAnI rAha jetA hatA. gazALAne khIra khAvAnuM mana thayuM. teNe bhagavAnane kahyuM : jarA, ubhA rahA ! ApaNe A khIra khAIne jaI e. " paNa bhagavAnanA javAbathI gozALA sAva ThaMDA paDI gayA. bhagavAne kahyuM : " A khIra thaze ja nahi. vacamAM ja te hAMDI puTI jaze ane badhI ja khIra DhoLAI jaze." A sAMbhaLIne badhA ja sateja thaI gayA. teo hAMDInI pAkI dekharekha rAkhavA lAgyA. bhagavAna te ATaluM kahI cAlyA gayA. paNa gepALe tyAM ja besI rahyo. samaya thayo. baLataNa jorathI baLatuM hatuM. hAMDInuM dUdha ukaLI rahyuM hatuM. aMdara bheLavelA cekhA paNa khulI rahyA hatA ane dUdha karatAM cekhA vadhu hatA. baLataNanI eka ja sapta jhALa AvI ane hAMDI phuTI gaI. dudha DhaLAI gayuM. cekhA verAI gayA. bicAro gozALA ! khIranI vATamAM vIrathI eka le paDI gayo ! ! ! [ zrI mad vijayendrasUri racita "tIrthakara mahAvIra nA hiMdI prathama bhAgamAMthI bhAvAnuvAda ]

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mittIme saca bhUeSu beraM majha na keNaI / badhA jIvo sAthe mAre dostI che; duzmanI mAre kaI sAthe nathI, / rama [i[dadhapramA! - varasa 5: saLaMga aMka para kAryAlaya 10 phebruArI ) lavAjama C/0dhanezaenDa kAM ha ? (bhArataM) rU. 5-00 paradeza rUA. 7-00 5 1921 pIkeTa kosalena chuTaka nakala pacAsa nayA paisA ! muMbaI-2 taMtrI : IMdIrA zAha ) saMpAdaka : guNavaMta zAha preraNunA rUpo kutaH priyapadArthaSu, mamatvaM kriyate myaa| bAhyabhAvAt praminno'smi, tatra rAgo na yujyate // kuto'priya padArtheSu, dvavatvaM kriyate myaa| priyApriyatvaM manasaH kalpitaM nAsti brahmaNaH // A mAruM mana zAthI jaDa padArthone vahAlA samajIne tenA para mamatA rAkhe che ? huM to e bAhya jaDa padArthothI bhinna chuM. mAre tyAM rAga karI joIe nahi. (ane na gamatA padArtho para mAre TheSa paNa zA mATe karavo joie ? gamavuM ane aNagamavuM-priya-apriya-e te mananA taraMga -kalpanA che. AtmAno te svabhAva nathI. - sva. mIma adhisAgarasUrijI kRta yogadIpaka? mArI pA, 14 loka 10-11

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saMpAdakIya jyAre jyAre dharma ane saMskRti tenA unnata zikharethI, gheDa ke vadhu gabaDayA che tyAre tyAre sAhitye; e baMnenA hAtha jhAlIne, temane temanA sthAne rithara karyo che. eka samaya evo hato ke jaina zramaNe temaja zrAvakoe, sAhityanA mAdhyama vaDe bhAratIya saMskRti ane Aryadharmane ujjavaLa banAvyo hato. te samaye aneka kathAo, rAsAo, caritro, vidvattAbharyA adhyayana the lakhAyAM hatAM. ane hoMzabhera vaMcAyA paNa hatA. Aje paNa zrIpALano rAsa, bhImasena caritra ke evuM bIjuM kaMI sAhitya vAMcatA ke sAMbhaLatA jIvana udarvagAmI bane che. paraMtu koNa jANe kema Aje sAhitya sarjanAnI e paraMparA aTakI gai che. ApaNe sAhitya pratye upekSA karIne udAsa banI gayA che. e dizAmAM prayAsa ja nathI thatA tevuM mAruM kahevuM nathI. paraMtu je prayAsa thAya che te pUrata nathI thato temaja Itara sAhitya ne chatara janatAmAM mAMga mUkAve tevo prayAsa thato nathI. bhAratIya saMskRti ane Arya dharma Aja jaDavAda ne pakSavAdamAM pIsAI rahyAM che tyAre sAhityanuM e kartavya che ke temanA saMskRti ane dharmanA ) hAtha jhAlIne, e pIsAtI cIsone zAMta kare. jenA tamAma sAhitya sarjakone mAre anurodha che ke teo ApaNI pUrva paraMparAne zobhe tevuM satvazIla ane saundaryazAlIna evuM sAhitya sarjana buddhiprabhA" tama saune evI sAhitya kRtrie pachI te vArtA-patra-vivecanajIvana prasaMga-pravAsa je heya te lakhI mokalavAnuM nimaMtraNa Ape che.

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ww w w w w . nasIbane ramakaDA sAthe ramavAnuM mana thayuM ane Izvare tene eka benamUna ramakaDuM ApyuM. e ramakaDAnuM nAma te mANasa mANasa e te nazIbanA hAthe pachaDAtuM, phekAtuM eka benamUna ramakaDuM che. lAzane bhAra haLavo karanArA te ghaNuM che. are ! huM te jIvanane bhAra haLavo karanArA zodhuM chuM. jiMdagI e te metano khorAka che. prema jyAre pratiSThAnA yuddhamAM sAme paDe che tyAre te hAra ja pAme che. pAyala ane ghAyalamAM ATalo ja taphAvata che. pahelAmAM milanane jhaMkAra che. bIjAmAM virahane. " zu che ka ta va ) tAre maMjhile pahoMcavAne pATha zIkhavo che?" te motane sastu banAvI de ane jIvanane meMdhu. pachI te maMjhila che te ja tane zedhatI Avaze. meM ene kahyuM - prema ! mArA ArAdhya deva ! mAre tArA aMtarano avAja sAMbhaLave che." te kaI bALaka dhavarAvatI mAnI chAtI para kAna mUke. tyAM tane mArA aMtara AtmAne sAce raNakAra saMbhaLAze." jina maMdira e pratimAo bharavAnuM keI gAdAma nathI; siddhatinI yAda ApI jatuM, saMsAranuM e to mekSa bhavana che. --guNavaMta zAha

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samAja,kAga ne adhyAtmane sparzatA gurudeva nA ja patro amadAvAda, aSADa sudI ekama, 1968 suzrAvaka kApaDIyA, yogya dharmalAbha, tamAre patra maLyo, vAMcI bInA jANI. jamAnAne anusarI janAe pragati karI temaja jaina dharmanA phelAvA mATe aneka upAyo karavA e temanI kharI pharaja che. jainoe A zAMtinA jamAnArUpa sonerI taka khovI joie nahi. ane je A sonerI taka pAmIne pragatine badale avagatinA mArga tarapha pravRtti karavAmAM Avaze te potAnI bhUlanuM azubha pariNAma teoe bhogavavuM paDaze ane bhaviSyanI jaina prajAne zrApanA teoe bhegA thavuM paDaze. pravRtti mArgamAM pravRtti karatAM je je vidane Ave te sarvane mArI haThAvavAM joIe. ApaNA savicAro ane ApaNuM sadvartana, ApaNI cAre. bAjue evA zubha saMyoge utpanna kare che ke jethI ApaNAthI bIjA mANasanuM kalyANa karI zakAya che. mAnasika, vAcika ane kAyika zaktione khIlavavAnI zubha keLavaNIne AvakAra ApIne ApaNe svAzrayI banavuM joIe. parAzrayI bhikSAnI IcachA na karatAM svAzrayI banIne ApaNe duniyAnI unnati karavA prayatna karavo joIe. zrI jenAgomAM kahelA saddavicArone phelAvavA mATe ApaNe kaTIbaddha thavuM joIe te ja jene para jhajhumI rahelAM kalezanAM vAdaLe aMte vikharAze. te mATe ApaNe saMpanA mArgamAM AgaLa vadhavA Atmabhoga Apavo joIe, je ApaNA vicAro sArA che ane tethI jagatanuM kalyANa thavAnuM che ema nizcaya thato hoya to satya vicArone phelA karavA ApaNe kema A karavuM joIe? ApaNe jene dharmanI bhaviSyamAM unnatinI AzA, rtamAna kALanA ApaNu udyama para AdhAra rAkhe che. suvicAra game tyAM, game tevA manuSyomAM amuka yogyatAye prakaTI zake che.

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tA. 10-2-1964 buddhiprabhA satya vicAro te game tyAM prakaTI nIkaLavAnA, jagatane dayA-satya-brahmacarya - saM5-zuddha-prema-AtmadaSTi Adi saddaguNothI ja zAMti thavAnI che, kharekhara te ApaNo jaina dharma e AkhI duniyAnA manuSyono dharma che. ema mAnIne AkhI duniyAnA manuSyonA hRdayamAM te vase evA upAyo vaDe jagatane jaina dharmanuM dAna karavuM te ja kharI ApaNI jagata sevA che. AvuM vicArI sevA dharmamAM AgaLa vadhavuM joIe. pAzcAtyAnI pravRttine ApaNe zubha rUpamAM pheravIne te vaDe bhaviSyanI prajAnA kalyANa mATe AgaLa vadhavuM joIe. pravRtti vinA mAjavIne cena paDatuM nathI. game te prakAranI pravRtti karyA vinA cAle tema nathI te pachI uparyukta jagata sevAnI pravRtti karavA mATe, zAthI Atmabhoga na ApavuM joIe? AtmAne vizALa daSTi ane zuddha prema game che. kharekhara to AtmAne yAtmAno dharma ja game che. zrI mahAvIranI vANI ApaNane potAne khare Atma "dharma jaNAve che. te mAge ApaNe vicAro ane sadavartanathI javuM joIe. zrI mahAvIranI vANIno saMdezo AkhI duniyAne pahoMcADe. AkhI duniyAnA mAnavomAM mahAvIra vANIne amRta rasa he. evI vizva sevA karavA lAyaka bane ane vizva sevA karo. ApaNo ane ApaNA dharmane uddhAra ApaNA hAthe ja thavAne che. vina saMtakIo upara paNa karaNa bhAva bhAvIne tene nukazAna na karatAM, jaina dharma vaDe vizva sevA karavA mATe pravRtti mArgamAM pravRtta thAo. ApaNuM aMtaHkaraNanA zubha dharmanAM jussAvaDe ApaNe mA ApaNe jarUrathI khUle karI zakIzuM. ane kAMTAone dUra karI daIzuM. - tamArA mitromAM, saMbadhIomAM dharmane rasa reDa ane teonuM poSaNa kare. tamArA suvicAro phelAya tevA upAye Adara. ApaNe zrI mahAvIranA sevaka chIe. temanA saMdezAne jagatamAM pahoMcAkavA mATe ApaNe tAranA doraDA khyA yA vAra mAratara rUA banavAnuM che. vahAvA badhue jAgo ane jagata AkhAne jagADe ! zubha lekhe lakhe ane AryAvatamAM mahAtmAo ane tevA upAme che. - ApaNe dhama sevAdharma, bhaktidharma, kiyAdharma, ane jJAnadhAma che. te adhikAra pramANe karo ane kasa, eja oma zAMti. li. buspigara

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me, ramaNalAla cI. zAha, rAga ane virAganI lIlA : [graMtha paricaya] [ zrIyut ramaNalAla, muMbAinI senTa jheviyarsa kolejanA, gujarAtI bhASAnA prAdhyApaka che. teozrIe navala navaRRtI rAsa? viSe mahAnimadha (thIsIsa ) lakhIne DokTaranI DIgrI meLavI che. taduparAMta tAjetaramAM ja teomIe ApaNA jaina sAhityanA eka benamUna ja busvAmI rAsa' nu' sapAdana karyuM che. ahIM teozrI ApaNane valkalacIrInI rAga ane virAganI lIlAnA saMkSiptamAM chatAM sudara rIte paricaya karAve che. H buddhiprabhA" e sAhityanuM mAsika che. vAcakeAne sAhityanA AsvAda karAvavAnA enA prayatna che. A sivAyanA bIjA kAi rAsa ke evA phAI zAmaya graMthanA AvA adhyayanazIla pazrciya ApavA anya lekhaka mitrone amAruM bhAvabhInuM nimaMtraNa che. ApanI pragaTa thayelI kRtrine avazya puraskAra ApavAmAM Avaze. ~sa'pAdaka ] * prApta karyuM che. emaNe sAkhapradyumna cepAI, mRgAvatI rAsa, navala navadaMtI rAsa, puNyasAra rAsa, vastupAla-tejapAla rAsa, kSullaka kumAra rAsa, pujA RSi rAsa, caMpaka zreSThi cepAI, dhanadatta zraki cepAI, valkalacIrI rAsa, sItArAma cApAI, draupadI cApAi vagere rAsa-ceApAInA prakAranI dhaNI racanAe karI che. ratavana, gItAdi laghu racanAemAM paNa emanu` sthAna pR mahattvanuM che. i. sa. nA seALamA-sattaramA zatakanA jaina kaviomAM kavivara samayasuMdaranuM sthAna aneAkhu che. saskRta, prAkRta temaja gujarAtI bhASAmAM vyAkaraNa, nyAya, jyAtiSa, itihAsa, prabaMdha, rAsa-ceApA, bAlavakheAdha, stavana, sajjhAya, gIta ityAdi sAhitya prakArAmAM peAtAnI vipula ane ucca kArTinI sevA ApanAra A vidvAna kavie madhyakALamAM gujarAtI sAhityane samRddha karanAra kaviomAM viziSTa sthAna

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tA. 20-2-1964] buddhiprabhA samayasuMdare "valkalagIrI rAsa nI kathAvastu paNa ene anurUpa pasaMda racanA saMvata 1681 mAM jesalamera karyuM che. dasa DhAlanI ane vacce vacce nagaramAM mulatAnanA zAha karamacaMdanI duhAnI kaDIo maLI kula 22 gAthAmAM AgrahabharI vinaMtIthI karI che. emAM kavie A racanA karI che. kavie jemAM suprasiddha evI prasannacaMdra rAsanA AraMbhamAM duhAnI kaDIrAjarSi ane valkalacIrInI kathA emAM kavie, cAlI AvatI praNA AlekhI che. sAmAnya rIte kavi samaya- likA pramANe sarasvatI devI, sadgara suMdara kathAne AdhAra pate kyA ane pArzvanAtha prabhune praNAma karIne graMthamAMthI le che e potAnI rAsa emanI kRpAnI yAcanA karI che. vaLI racanAone aMte noMdhe che. paraMtu A ahIM ja emaNe A racanA pAchaLano rAsane aMte emaNe e koI nirdeza pitAno hetu paNa darzAvI dIdho che. karyo nathI. "triSaSTizalAkA puruSa che. alabatta, A hetu, tatkAlIna caritra" nA pariziSTa parvamAM je dhArmika mAnyatAnusAra phalazrutinA svAmInA caritra pUrve hemacaMdrAcArye vaka- prakArano. katinuM mahAmya darzAvanAra lacIrInI kathA vigate ApI che. paraMtu ja hoya che. kavi lakhe cheHenI sAthe samayasuMdaranI A kRti sarakhAvatAM mukhya mukhya ghaTanAone te barAbara guNa giAna gAvatAM. anusaratI hovA chatAM, kavie tene vali sAdhanA vizeSa; AdhAra lIdhe heya ema lAgatuM nathI. bhava mAMhe bhamiyaI nahIM, kavie A rAsanI racanA duhA lahiyaI sukha alekha. ane judI judI dezamAM lakhAyelI maI saMyama lIdhau kimaI DhALamAM karI che. kadanI dRSTie jotAM : paNi na laI karuM kema; A rAsa kavinA sItArAma copAI pApa ghaNA pataI sahI, naLadamayaMtI rAsa, draupadI copAI vagere aTakala kI jaI ema. karatAM nAno ane priyamelaka copAI tau paNi bhAva tarivA bhaNI, caMpaka zreSThi copAI dhanadatta zreSTi karivau koI upAya; copAI puNyasAra rAsa vagerenI kakSAmAM valalacIrI varaNavuM, mUkI zakAya evo che. madhyakALamAM - jima mujha pAtaka jAya. racAyelA jaina rAsAomAM madhyama kadanA rasa tarIke jene oLakhAvI zakAya rAsanI pahelI DhALamAM kavi kathAno evI A racanA che. kavie e mATe AraMbha magadha dezanI rAjagRha nagarInA

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buddhiprabhA ! tA. 1-2-1964 varNanathI kare che. A nagarInuM mahA- dhana mAtA jiNa ura dhauM, o varNavatAM kavie bhagavAna mahAvIra, dhanna pitA dhana vaMza re; dhanA, zAlibhadra, nandana maNiyAra, ehavau ratana jihAM upana, kayavannA zeTha, jabUvAmI, metArya suranara karaI parasesa re. muni, gautama svAmI vagerenAM nAma e darasaNuM torau dekhatAM, nagarI sAthe keTalI gADha rIte saMka pramaNatAM torA pAya re; LAyelAM che te sacoTa rIte darzAvyuM che. ' Aja nihAla ahe huA, e rAjagRha nagarInA guNazIla nAmanA pApa gayA te pulAI re. cityamAM eka vakhata bhagavAna mahAvIra tU jaMgama tIratha milyauM, samavasaryA hatA. vanapAlaka pAsethI surata vRkSa samANa re; A vadhAmaNI sAMbhaLI zreNika rAjA manavAMchita phUlyA mAharA, temane vaMdana karavA mATe nIkaLyA. khyiu puNya pramANa re. rastAmAM emaNe eka munivaranAM darzana kya, je eka paga para UbhA rahI, paraMtu dumukhe munivarane dhikkAratAM sUrya samakSa be hAtha UMcA karI vacana ucAryAH--kAusagna karI rahyA hatA. dumukha dUta muni dekhinaI, mAraga maI munivara milyA, huMvArIlAla, asamaMjasa kahaI ema; rahyau kAusagi riSirAya re. pAkhaMDI phiTa pANIyA, eka paga Ubhau rAu, huMvArIlAla, kahi vrata lIdhau kema. paga upari dharI pAya re. gRhi vrata gAu dohilauM, surija sAhanI najari dharI, huMvArIlAla, niravAhyau navi jAya; be uMcI dharI bAMha re. kAyara phiTa taI huM kayauM, sIta tAvaDa parIsA sahaI, huMvArIlAla, sadda pUkiI sadAya. meha nahIM mana mAMha re. bAlaka thAyauM, bApaDauM, zreNika rAjAnI sAthe enA sevake, nAhau ghaNuM nipada, dUta, sainiko vagere paNa hatA. emAM vaIrI vahilA vITiI, sumukha ane dumukha nAmanA rAjAnA nagarI ghaNuM nikaTTae dUta vacce A munivaranI tapazcaryA barkara yArI bApaDI, aMge vivAda thayo. sumukhe munirAjanA paDiskaI baMdi pragaTTa, tyAgavairAgyanI ghaNI prazaMsA karatAM naMdana mArI nAMkhiriyAI vacana uccAryo : dala muMha dahavaTTa.

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[ 9 tA. 19-2-1964] ekamabhA "are, A to pAkhaMDI che pAkhaMDI. uttasthI rAjAne vadhAre saMzaya tha. putrane gAdI ApI pote tapazcaryA karavA bhagavAne khulAso karatAM kahyuM, "dusukhanA nIkaLyA che, paNa emane khabara nathI vacanathI te muni raudradhyAnamAM ArUDha ke zatruo vakhata joine enI nagarIne thayA hatA. temaNe manamAM ne manamAM ghero ghAlaze, enI rANIne keda pakaDaze, potAnA zatruo sAthe saMgrAma mAMDa enA putrane mArI nAkhaze, ane putra hato. ane te ja vakhate je te kALamaratAM A niHsaMtAna munine koI dharma pAmyA hatA te narakagAmI thAta. piMDadAna deze nahi ane tethI te paraMtu manamAM ne manamAM zatruo para durgati pAmaze." dumukhanAM AvAM vacana eka pachI eka zastra vaDe prahAra karyA te munine kAne paDayAM. paraMtu rAjA pachI zastro khUTatAM potAnA mastaka zreNikane A baMne dUtonA vivAdanI parane Topa levA mATe mastaka para kaMI khabara nahotI. teo to jevA kharekhara hAtha mUke, ane pitAnA A munivara AgaLathI pasAra thayA lera karelA mastakane khyAla AvatAM tevA hAthI parathI UtarI munine praNAma teo tarata ja pazcAttApa karavA lAgyA karI AgaLa cAlyA. ane zubha dhyAnamAM ArUDha thaI gayA, teo bhagavAna mahAvIra pAse eTale have je te kALadharma pAme te pahoMcyA. bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLyA sarvArthasiddhie jAya.' pachI zreNika rAjAe prazna karyo, "he dhyAna bhalau hIyaDaI dharyauM, bhagavan! rastAmAM meM eka munivarane locathI pratibodha lAujI; joyA. ugra tapazcaryA karanAra te munivara pApa AlayA ApaNA, je hamaNAM kALadharma pAme to temanI sadha thayau vali sAthe. gati kevA prakAranI thAya ? bhagavAne sudhau thayau vali sAdha tatakhiNa, kahyuM, "te sAtamI narake ja. AvI karama bahula khapAviyA ugra tapazcaryA karanAra sAtamI narake jima paDayAI mima vAli dhaDayau uMcau, jAya evo javAba sAMbhaLI zreNika uttama paraNAma AviyA. rAjAne ghaNuM Azcarya kyuM. temanA bhAvanA bAra anityabhAvI, manamAM saMzaya thayo. kaMI samaja na paDI ati vizuddha Atama karyau; eTale thoDI vAra pachI temaNe bhagavAne mUlagI para muni raghau kAusagi, pharIthI prazna karyo. bhagavAnane kahyuM, dhyAna bhale hIyaDaI dharya. have te je kALadharma pAme to sarvArtha zreNika rAjAe muninI pravajyAnuM sidie jAya. bhagavAnanA AvA kAraNa pUchyuM. bhagavAne vigate vAta karI

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10] buddhiprabhA (tA. 19-2-1964 pitAnapura nAmanA nagaramAM soma- karatAM karatAM potAnA divaso pasAra caMdra nAme rAjA hatA. enI rANInuM karavA lAgyAM. nAma dhAriNI. eka vakhata rAjArANI AI rANI iMdhaNa, mahelamAM beThAM hatAM te vakhate rAjAnA vanaphala kula vizAle che, mastakamAM sapheda vALa joI rANIe kemala vimala taraNe karI, kahyuM "deva, juo keI dUta Avyo che." seja sAjai sukamAla che. rAjAe Amatema joyuM paNa koI dUta seja sajaI sukumAla rANI, jaNAya nahi. pachI rANIe sapheda IgudI talAI karI, vALa batAvI kahyuM, "juo, A yamano uTalA uparI karaI dIvau, dUta. e joI rAjAe kahyuM, "are ! bhagati GinI mani dharI. mArA pUrvajo to mAthAmAM sapheda vALa eTalA kiMI ANi gobara, Ave te pahelAM rAjagAdIno tyAga gAI chaI tihAMvana taNuM, karI vanamAM jatA. paraMtu huM te haju vana trIhi AI ApatApasa, mohamAyAmAM ja phasAyelo chuM. zuM karuM? AI rANI iMdhaNa. kumAra prasannacaMdra haju bALaka che. tuM tapasyA karaI tApasa taNI, je enI saMbhALa rAkhavAnuM mAthe le to huM vanavAsI thAuM. rANIe kahyuM, nimama naI niramAyo che, sUvuM sIla pAlaI sadA, huM to tamArI sAthe ja vanamAM AvavA dhyAna niraMjana mAya che. IcchuM chuM. kumAra bhale nAne rahyo. rApuruSo enI saMbhALa leze ane vanamAM gayA pachI thoDA vakhatamAM ja e rAjasukha bhogavaze." rAjAe rANI dhAriNIne garbhavatI thayelI joI rAjAe rANIne kAraNa tarata teoe nizcaya karyo ene pUchayuM. rANIe kahyuM, "gRhasthAvasthArAjA ane rANI putrane rAjagAdI para mAMja huM garbhavatI hatI, paraMtu dIkSA sthApI, tApasI dIkSA dhAraNa karI levAmAM aMtarAya thAya eTale meM e vanamAM jaI tApasAzramanI jhUMpaDImAM vAta te vakhate apragaTa rAkhI hatI." rahevA lAgyA. rANI iMdhaNa lAvatI, tyAra pachI, garbhakALa pUro thatAM gAyanA chANathI jhUMpaDI lIMpatI, rANIe eka putrane janma Ape. ghAsanI zayyA taiyAra karatI; rAjA paraMtu pite prasavamAM ja mAMdI thaI vanamAMthI cokhA vagere anna laI mRtyu pAmI. janmelA bALakane valkalanA AvatA. A rIte teo baMne tapa vastramAM lapeTavAmAM AvyuM hatuM eTale

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tA. 10-2-1964) buddhiprabhA pitAe enuM nAma "valkalagIrI" veza dhAraNa karI vanamAM jAo ane rAkhyuM. vanamAM dUdha, vanaphaLa vagere vaDe vividha kaLAo vaDe mAsa bhAInuM mana valkalacIrI' moTo thaze. pazuo sAthe AkarSI ene ahIM laI Ave." e ramato, pitA pAse e bhaNato ane pitAnI sevAcAkarI karate. krame vesyAo bila phala vagere laI kame e yuvAnImAM pravezyo, paraMtu te tapasAzramamAM gaI. vakalacIrIe uThIne emanuM svAgata karyuM ane pUchayuM, taddana bheLA brahmacArI ja rahyo hato. tame kyAMthI, Avo che? vasyAoe. strI eTale zuM enI paNa ene khabara kahyuM, pitana AzramamAMthI." vaTakalanahotI. rIe emane AzramanAM phaLa khAvA A bAju pitAnI gAdIe prasa ApyAM. vezyAoe pote lAvelAM phaLa nacaMdra meTo thayo ane sukhethI rAjya vakalacIrIne cakhADayAM ane kahyuM, karavA lAgyo. eNe eka vakhata sAMbhaLyuM 'tamArAM phaLa sAva nIrasa che. amArA ke potAnI mAtAe vanamAM gayA pachI phaLa keTalA svAdiSTa che !" valkalacIrIe. eka putrane janma Ape che ane e vezyAonI chAtI para sparza karI kahyuM, paNa have moTA thaI gayo che. tyAre 'tamArI chAtI para A phaLa zuM che? pitAnA e bhAine maLavA mATe enuM vezyAoe kahyuM, "amArA AzramamAM hadaya bhrAtRsnehathI utkaMti thaI gayuM. rahenArane puryodayathI AvuM phaLa prApta eNe citrakArane bolAvI jaMgalamAM thAya che. tame amAsa Azrame cAle." jaI pitAnA bhAInuM citra taiyAra karI lAvavAnI AjJA karI. citrakAre te valkalagIrIe kahyuM, "hA, jarUra mane laI jAo.' pramANe citra banAvI lAvyA. e joI prasannacaMdrane ghaNo AnaMda thayo. valkalagIrI vezyAo sAthe javA pitAnA bhAInA citrane chAtIe mATe saMketasthAne gaye. tyAMthI vesyAo vaLagADI te vicAra karavA lAgyo ke sAthe cheDeka gayo tyAM sAmethI somacaMdra. "pitAjI to vRddhAvasthAmAM vanamAM vairAgya RSi AvavAnA samAcAra maLatAM dhAraNa karI utsAhapUrvaka tapa kare che, vezyAo Amatema nAsI gaI. vaTakalaparaMtu mArA nAnA bhAI taruNa ava- cIrI temane zeAdhate zodhato vanamAM sthAmAM AvuM kaSTa uThAve ane huM bhaTakavA lAgyo, paNa keAI vezyA tene rAjyasukha bhogavuM e yogya nathI. dekhAI nahi. evAmAM vanamAM eka rathI eTale rAjAe keTalIka kuzaLa tenA jovAmAM Avyo. eNe ravIne vesyAone belAvI kahyuM, "tame munine pUchyuM, 'tame kyAM jAo che? rathIe

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12] kahyuM, huM petana jAuM chuM." rathIe valkalacIrIne lADu khAvA ApyA. ethI te te peAtana Azrama javA mATe vadhAre utsuka thaI gayA. te rathanI pAchaLa pAchaLa cAlavA lAgyA. rastAmAM keTalAka cere.rathI upara humalA karyo. jhapAjhapImAM ghAyala thayelA cere peAtAnu badhu dhana rathIne ApI dIdhuM. peAtanapura paheAMcatAM thIe te dhanamAMthI keTaluM ka valacIrIne ApatAM kahyu', 'A le tArA bhAga, e vinA ahIM tane kayAMya rahevA ke khAvA pIvA kazuM maLaze nahi.' buddhimA valkalacIrI pAtanapuramAM Azca mugdha banI Ama tema bhamavA lAgyA ane lekane tAta ! tAta !" kahI elAvavA lAgyA. leAkA enA bhALapaNa para hasavA lAgyA. ema karatAM sAMja paDI gai, paraMtu valkalacIrIne rahevA mATe kayAMya Azraya maLyA nahi. Apa kA nahi. Asara, rahevA riSi naI ThAma; vahetA vezyA dhari gayau, e Taja abhirAma. dravya ghaNuu deSTha karI, raghu munIsara raMga; vaisyA AvI vilasatI, uttama dITha aga. Ama, vezyAne tyAM paisA ApIne lacIrI rahyo. vezyAe hajAmane elAvI enA lAMbA lAMbA vALa ane [tA. 10-2-1964 nakha utarAvyA, ranAna vagere vaDe enA zarIrane nirmaLa, suMgadhita karAvyu` suMdara vastro paheravA ApyAM ane peAtAnI dIkarI sAthe enuM pANigrahaNu karAvI utsava manAvye valkalacIrIne A badhA anubhava ghaNuM! Azcaryajanaka lAgyA. bAju, valkalacIrIne levA mATe gayelI vaizyAoe peAtAnapura AvI prasandra rAjAne badhe vRttAnta kahyo. e sAMbhaLI rAkhane peAtAnA bhAinI cintA thavA lAgI. teNe nATaka, gIta vinAda vagerene niSedha karyAM. rAtre tene UMdha paNa AvI nahi. te zeAkamAM rAtri pasAra karatA hatA te vakhate teNe gIta vAjiMtrAne nAda sAMLaLyuM. eNe rAjapuruSAne kahyuM, mArA AvA zekamaya prasaMge kAne tyAM utsava thaI rahyo che ? tapAsa kare.' tarata rAjapuruSe pelI vezyAne pakaDI lAvyA. vezyAe kahyuM, rAjana ! mAre ghare eka RSiputra AvyeA che, tenI sAthe mArI dIkarI meM paraNAvI che. mATe mAre tyAM vAjiMtra! vAgatAM hatAM. tamArA zAkaprasaganI mane khabara nahi mATe mane kSamA kare.' A sAMbhaLI RSiputra mATe rAjAne saya thayA. RSiputrane eLakhavA mATe eNe pelA citra sAthe keTalAka mANasAne melyA. te parathI jaSNunuM

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budhdhiprabhA [tA. 19-2-1964 hAthI ke RSiputra te peAtAnA bhAI ja che. eTale eNe peAtAnA bhAI ne para khesADI rAjamahelamAM melAvI lIdhA, rAjAe ene nAgarika sarakAra ane ziSTAcAra zIkhavyA ane ene keTalIka suMdara kanyAo paraNAvI. kala RSine A bAju, AzramamAM cIrIne na zvetAM sAma ghaNuM du:kha thayuM ane enI ciMtAmAM ne ciMtAmAM tee adha thaI gayA. khIA tApasA vanaphaLa vagere lAvI ApI temanI sevA karatA hatA. pAchaLathI jyAre keTalIka tapAsa mArAta emane samAcAra maLyA ke valkalacIrI peAtanapuramAM peAtAnA bhAInI sAthe ja che tyAre temane kaMIka sAMtvana maLyuM. { 13 ane putrAne maLavAthI sAmadrane atyata ha thayA. temanI AMkhamAMthI hoMzru vahevA lAgyAM ane tenI sAthe ja temane adhApe cAlye! ye.. valkalacIrI eka kuTiramAM gaye te! tyAM tApasanAM upakaraNa o ane jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM, ene peAtAnA manuSyabhava ane devabhavanuM smaraNa thayuM... tarata tyAM ne tyAM sAdhupaNAnA AdarzanuM dhyAna dharatAM dharatAM ane AtmAnI ucca bhAvanA bhAvatAM bhAvatAM ene kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM, te ja vakhate. devatAoe pragaTa thaI ene sAdhuveza. ApyA. valkalacIrI kevaLIe sAma ane prasannacadrane pratiSeAdha ApyA ane pachI peAte khIje vihAra karI gayA.. peAtanapuramAM AvIne rahye valkalacIrIne jotajotAmAM bAra varSa vItI gayAM. eka divasa rAtre te acAnaka jAgI gayA ane peAtAnA AzramajIvananA vicAra karavA lAgyA. peAtAnA pitAnuM smaraNa thatAM, temanI sthiti vize peAtAnA nAnA bhAInI AvI ucca dazA jona prasannacaMdrane paNa vairAgya upanna thayA. te peAtanapura pAchA AvyA, paraMtu enA hRdayamAM saMsAranA. tyAganI bhAvanA prabhuLa banatI jatI hatI. eka vakhata bhagavAna mahAvIra ci MtAtura thatAM te peAtAnI jAtane dhi-patanapuranA udyAnamAM samavasaryAM hatA ravA lAgyAM, teNe vanamAM jaI krI pitAnI sevA karavAnI peAtAnI pAM prasannaya'dra AgaLa vyakta karI. prasannacaMdra paNa taiyAra thai gayA. baMne bhAIe AzramamAM sAmacaMdra pAse AvI paheAMcyA. ane rAjinA carahUmAM pAtAtuM mastaka namAvyu. peAtAnA tyAre temane vaMdana karavA AvelA prasannax bhagavAnane upadeza sAMbhaLI, peAtAnA khAlaputrane rAjagAdI sAMpI bhagavAna pAse dIkSA lIdhI ane tyAra. pachI ugra tapazcaryA karavA lAgyA. Ama, bhagavAna mahAvIre zreNika, rAjAne prasannacaMdra rA`ine pravajyAnuM

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4] buddhiprabhA [ tA. 19-2-1964 kAraNa karyuM. eTalAmAM AkAzamAM deva- tuM jaMgama tIratha milyauM, duMdubhi saMbhaLAvA lAgI ane devatA surataru vRkSa samANa re. enuM Agamana thavA lAgyuM. zreNika manavAMchita phalyA mAharA, rAjAe prazna karyo, "A zuM thaI rahyuM pakhyau puNya pramANa re. che? bhagavAne kahyuM, "prasannacaMda * * rAjarSine kevaLajJAna upanna thayuM che mAMDayau samavasaraNa maMDANa, mATe devatAe mahatsava mATe AvI bhagavaMta beThA jANe bhANa. rahyA che. e joI zreNika rAjAne sAnaMdAzcarya thayuM. temaNe rAjarSi valkalacIrIne laI AvavA mATe kevaLIne pharI pharIne vaMdana karyA. prasannacaMdra rAjAe mokalelI vezyAonuM varNana karatAM kavi lakhe che : Ama lagabhaga savA baso gAthAmAM vezyAnI TelI milI revilasatI rUpa rUDIre, A nAnakaDA kathAnakane kavi samaya- hAM re vAra catura causa ikalA jANuM. suMdare subhaga rIte AlekhyuM che. kaMcana varaNa tana kAminI, rU5 rUDI re, AvI ladhu racanAmAM kavitvavilAsane hAM re bolatI amRta vANI. bahu avakAza heya nahi e svabhAvika raMgIlI re raMgIlI re, che, vaLI tema karavA jatAM tatkAlIna hAM re vArU jevana lahare jAI. "zrotAone priya e sArdhata kathA sAMbhaLavAne rasa kavitvavilAsamAM aTa- gajagati cAlaI gerI malapaMtI. vAI na jAya, AvI nAnI racanAmAM vibhrama lIla vilAsa. khAsa, tenI takedArI paNa rAkhavI paDatI. locana aNiyAlA lebhI lAgaNa, Ama chatAM samayasuMdare jyAM jyAM taka purUSa baMdhaNa mRga pAsa. maLI tyAM tyAM upamAdi alaMkAra ' vakalagIrI pinanapuramAM sthAne prajyA che ane rasika Alekhana karyuM tyAM Ave che tyAre ene snAna vagere che. nIcenI keTalIka paMktio enI karAvavAmAM Ave che tenuM manohara citra pratIti karAvaze : kavie AlekhyuM cheH hIyAI zreNika harakhIyauM, megha AgaI jima mora; sakhara sugaMdha pANI karI, vasaMta Agama jima vanasapatI, sahu vezyA karAvuM nAna re; cAhaI caMda cakora. - varU vastra pahirAvIyA, pIlA khavarAvyA pAna re.

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tA. 1-2-1964 buddhiprabhA sIsa vaNAyau seharau, hA! bAMdhava kima karato herU, kAni deya kuMDala lela re; mujha na milyaumA jAya. pahayaI hAra pahirAyala, bhAI milaI IvaI bhAga kihAthI, dIpatI dIsaI AMgulI gola che. valkalagIrI vIra. aMyA vihuM bAMhe baharakhA, AMkhe daDadaDa AMsU nAkhaI, motI taNI kaMThe mAla re; dukha karaI dilagIra. mujha0 hAthe hathasAMkalI, nATaka gIta vineda niSedhyA, bhAla tilaka kayau vili bhAla re. jIvaNa thayau viSa jema, cevA caMpala lagAvIyA, nisa sUtAM paNuM nidra na AvaI, phUTaDA pahirAyA phUla re; kahau hiva kijala kema. mujha0 Arima kArina kIyA, - kAIka kIdhau anurUla re. prasannacaMdra ane valkalacIrI potAnA pitAne maLavA mATe vanamAM jAya che pitAne bhAi vezyAonI sAthe te vakhate vanamAM eka pachI eka AvatAM AvatAM kayAMka guma thai gayAnA samAcAra maLatAM prasannacaMdra rAjA vastuo joI potAnA bALapaNanAM je zeka anubhave che tenuM Alekhana saMsmaraNe tAjAM thatAM valkalacIrI te paNuM asarakAraka thayuM che. vize kevI svabhAvika rIte pitAnA vAta suNa rAjA vilakhANuuM, bhAIne badhI vAta kare che!bhUpa karaI duHkha bhArI; Azrama dIThuM abhirAma, mujha bAMdhava kei milAI, utaryA azvathI tAma, bAMdhava mAharau bihuthI cUkau, sara dekhi sAthI meli, vAta kIdhI avicArI. mujha0 karatI huM haMsa jI keli. manavaMchita mAMgaI te ApuM, e dekhi tarU ati caMga, saghalaI vAta suNAvaI. mujha0 ramatau upari caDi raMga. tAta thakI tehanaI maI TAlyau, kuTaDA phala naI phUla, IhAM paNi teha na Ayau. mujha0 ehanA ANi amUli.

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buddhiprabhA (tA. 10-2-1964 bhAI e bhaIsinuM dekhi, ati bhaluM upanuM, zivaramaNI re, vakalacIrI naI huM veSi. saMgamanuM sukha sapanuM redohe naI Ahuta dUdha, Ama, kavinI A kRtimAM sthaLe pItA pitA ahe sudha. sthaLe ApaNane rasika, kAvyamaya paMkitao lAdhe che. teo saMgItanA miragalA e ramaNIka, dhaNA sArA jANakAra hatA. eTale nita carai nipaTi nijIka, AvI nAnI rAsaracanAmAM paNa emaNe ramata huM INa huM gi, pratyeka DhALa judA judA rAga ke dezamAM bAla taNI pari bahu bhaMgi. prayojI che. emanI paMkitaomAM prAsanavamI DhALamAM ane tyAra pachI saMkalanA paNa ravAbhAvika ane subhaga duhAnI kaDIomAM kathAnuM samApana thaI hoya che. mAravADInI chAMTavALI emanI gayA pachI dazamI DhALamAM kRtinuM jUnI gujarAtI bhASAmAM eka prakAranuM samApana karatAM kavi kathAnAyakane vaMdana prasAdaguNa yukta mArdava ane mAdhurya karI emanA kevaLajJAnanuM pharI eka vAra anubhavAya che. alabatta, A rAsamAM maraNa karatAM lakhe cheH haju keTalAMka sasthAne khIlavI zakAya zrI valakala re cIrI sAdhu vAMdiyaI re, evAM che chatAM, kavine pitAnA jamAhAMre guNa gAvatAM abhirAma, nAnI keTalIka maryAdA kathanamAM ane ati AdiI 3. AlekhanamAM kayAMya naDelI kadAca jaNAze. tApasanA upagrahaNavihAM, paDilehatAM, chatAM ekaMdare A saMsakRti ThIka ThIka hAMre nimala kevala nyAna; AsvAdya che ema avazya kahI zakAze.

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caMdravadana zAhe A aMkanI samAja / pazcAtApanI kathA, "mAnavI dhAre che ke I ane thAya che kaI" enI IchA te hatI ke enI patnIne jhera pAIne e rAtorAta amIra banI jAya. paNa enI IchA, enI patnInA nasIbane mAphaka na hatI. . hA, enI e IchA phara ane pAzavI hatI. paraMtu enuM Akhuya haiyuM kaMI tevuM jAlIma na hatuM. dIpaka hatA e, enI nIce aMdhAruM hatuM paNa enA bhItaramAM te eka nAnala jeta DhamaTamatI hatI. e jeta sAcI ke e aMdhAruM? e savAlane javAba ApI jatI kathA te "pazcAtApanI javALA." saMpAdaka pazcAtApanI javALA dIpakane roma tenA nikhAlasa premano ane vizvAsane reme prajaLI rahI hatI! droha karyo hato. je zIlAne mArI tenI patnI zIlA paraNIne AvI nAkhavA mATe teNe davAmAM jhera bheLavyuM tyAre kevAM tAjAM khIlelAM gulAba hatuM te ja zIlA tene jIvADavA pitAnI samI hatI ? Aje jANe e gulAba kAyA nIcAvI rahI hatI. A vAtanuM karamAI gayuM hatuM ! teno gulAbI varNa Aje traNa aThavADiyAM pachI dIpakane phaTakIne vivarNa thaI gayo hato. tenI bhAna thayuM tyAre pazcAtApanI javALA Akhe UMDI UtarI gaI hatI. tenI tene prajALI rahI. suDoLa kAyA beDeLa thaI gaI hatI. pisAno lobha mANasa pAse kevAM dIpake nizvAsa nAkhyo. paDakhuM kevAM karapINa kRtya karAve che ? zIlA pharI jaI teNe AMkho mIMcI dIdhI. premALa ane bheLI panI hatI. dIpaAMkha mIMcI devA chatAM tene zIlA ja kanA premamAM tene agAdha vizvAsa hate. dekhAyA karI. te asthira banI gayo. dIpakanuM gata jIvana tenI AMkha teNe bhoLI zIlAne chetarI hatI. samakSa khaDuM thayuM.

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18] buddhiprabhA tA. 10-2-1964 eka dhanavAnane te ekane eka "zuM kahe che? Ama banI zake?" lADake putra hatuM. zrImaMtAimAM jo " banI zake zuM? Ama bane ja ane ucharyo hato. pitAnA mRtyu pachI che. AvaData joIe, mAlanI mULa mAtAe tene atyaMta lADakeDamAM rAkhyo. kIMmata karatAM vadhAre rakamane vIme kizora vayane dipaka svachaMdI banI vepArIo amathA utarAve che? ne gayo. yauvananuM paroDha zarU thatAmAM te vImo utarAvelA mAlane yogya samaye enA svacchede evI mAjhA mUkI ke tenI AsamAnI sulatAnI te thAya ja ne?... mAtA e AghAtathI paraloka sidhAvI. samajyone ?...hA hA hA !..." have dIpaka sarvAze svataMtra banyuM. te te aDhI lAkhano utAro!" vilAsI mitronI sobata, jugAra, dArU dIpakane A AkhI vAta yAda A badhAmAM eNe bApanI badhI milkata rahI gaI. teNe vicAryuM. "huM paNa aDhI varSa mAM phana karI dIdhI ! sthAvara milakatamAM mAtra eka makAna ja meTI rakamano vIme tarAnuM ane pachI.....paNa mArI pAse mAla ja bAkI rahyuM. kayAM che? mAla vinA vImo zAne A ja arasAmAM zIlA enA UtarAva ?" jIvanamAM AvI. zrImaMtAimAM ucharelA dIpakane garIbImAM sabaDavuM gamatuM dIpaka gUMcavAya paNa ekAeka vicAra AvatAM tenuM moM malakI UThayuM. nahetuM. pharI paisAdAra thavAnI AzAe tene ghaDIbhara thayuM ke ATale saraLa te jugAramAM racyopacyo ja rahyo. pari ukela zodhatAM pitAne ATale badho NAme devAne bejo vadhato ja gayo. vicAra kema kare paDayo ? vImAnI makAna paNa hAthamAMthI javAne bhaya zarUAta to mAnavInA vImAthI thaI Ubho thayo. hatAza dIpaka Ama chatAM che e pote kema bhUlI gayo hato tenuM e dhanavAna thavAnA phAMphAM mArI rahyo. pitAne Azcarya thayuM. eka dahADe vicArajharata dazAmAM eka lAkhano vImo UtarAvyo te eka hoTalamAM beThA hatA. hAthamAMnI hoya ? lAkha rUpiyA maLI jAya ne saLagatI sigAreTa cheka baLI gaI pachI basa meja ja meja ! zIlAne ane teNe enAM AMgaLAne caTake vIme UtarAvyA hoya to ? ne pachI... dIdho tyAre ja vicArataMdrAmAMthI te paNa zIlAne gumAvavI paDe enuM zuM ? ekAeka jAgRta thayo. tyAM ene kAne zIlA sarakhI mALa, sundara ane nIcenI vAtacIta paDI. vizvAsu patnIne ghAta kema karAya?

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tA10-2-1964 [19 paNa e na banI zake te pachI " paNa mane kazuM ja thayuM nathI. paisAdAra banavAnAM svapnane tilAMjalI tame nAhakanI ciMtA kare che." ApavI joIe. balidAna vinA siddhi ja ha tArI ciMtA nahi karuM to kyAM? bhale zIlAnuM balidAna ApavuM 13 koNa karaze? zIlA ! hamaNuM hamaNAM paDe. paisA haze te bIjI keTalIya huM bedarakAra thatI jAya che. tuM tArI zIlAo maLI raheze. jAtanI kALajI na rAkhe to pachI mAre ane pachI eka divasa zIlAnI to rAkhavI ja joIe ne ?" phekTarI tapAsa karAvaDAvIne dIpake " paNa zarIra che, koI vAra tinI jiMdagIne eka lAkhane vImo naramagarama thAya, emAM ciMtA zI UtarA. paheluM hatuM paNa teNe tarata bharI dIdhe. karavI?" kahetAM zIlAnuM goruM meM ane bIjA varSano vArSika hapto rAtuMcaLa thaI gayuM: "tame kaMI jANe je divase dIpake bharyo te ja divase nahi ne nakAmA...ThIka, have davA laI teNe nizcaya karyo ke have potAnI AvyA che te huM pIza. bAkI kharemULabhUta janAne amala karavAne khara mane te kaMI ja thayuM nathI." samaya AvI lAge che, zIlAnI tabI. bIje divase zIlA uThI ne gharacata hamaNAM hamaNamAM ThIka nahAtI kAmathI paravArI gaI tyAM sudhI ya rahetI eTale davA joDe dhImuM jhera... dIpaka UTho nahe. zIlAe sTava eka rAtre dIpaka moDe ghera Avyo tyAre zIlA tenI rAha jotI beThI para cAnuM pANI mUkyuM ane te dIpakane hatI. dIpakanA hAthamAM davAnI zIzI maTADa jotAM zIlAe pUchyuM: "UThIne cA thaI javA AvI." "A zuM lAvyA?" paNa karaze javAba maLyo nahi. " davA.' te palaMga pAse gaI ane dIpake "kone mATe ?" eDeluM kheMcI lIdhuM. e cAkI gaI "zIlA ! tArI tabIyata Aja dIpakanuM zarIra prajatuM hatuM zIlAe -kAla ThIka rahetI nathI, e huM jANuM tene kapALe hAtha mUke. kapALa dhagachuM tAre mATe davA lAvyo chuM. roja dhagatuM hatuM ! dIpakane khUba tAva nayimita camacI camacI pIje." caDhayo hato. uThADavA :

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] buddhimabhA [ tA. 12-2-1964 zIlA dIpakane rajAI oDhADIne dIdhuM haze paNa koI niSNAta DokaTaranI tarata DokaTarane bolAvI lAvI. dIpakane madadathI hajIya kadAca zIlAne bacAvI 105 DIgrI tAva ho! zakavAnI zakayatA vize dIpaka vicArI * " TAipheIDa jevuM lAge che. khUba rahyo. paNa sau prathama to have tene kALajI rAkhavI paDaze." dIpakane kAne e viSamizrita davA pItI AjathI ja DokaTaranA zabdo paDayA. aTakAvavI joIe evuM vicArI te DokaTarano bhaya sAco Tharyo. dIpaka ekadama beThe thaI gayo. te hajI ghaNe ja TAIphAIDamAM ja sapaDAe hate. DokaTare azakta hato. jarAka virAma laIne eka narsa rAkhavAnI bhalAmaNa karI. zIlAe kahyuM: "hu ja enI nasa teNe zIlAne hAka mArIH "zIlA !" banIza." "AvI !" bAjunA khaMDamAMthI ekavIza divase dIpakano tAva avAja Avyo. Utaryo. mAMdagI daramiyAna tene kahyuM ane jarA vAramAM zIlA AvI. bhAna nahotuM. vacce vacce jyAre tene patine palaMgamAM beTho thaI gayelo joI bhAna AvatuM tyAre zIlAne potAnI teNe kahyuM: "are! tame beThA kema suzruSA karatI jote. zIlA vakhatasara thaI gayA ?" tene davA pAtI, tenA paga dAbatI, " tuM mArI ciMtA na kara, zIlA! tenuM mAthuM cAMpatI ane saMbIne , have tAre tArI potAnI kALajI rasa tema ja dUdha pAtI. rAkhavI joIe." DokaTare dIpakane jayAre bhayamukta zIlA dIpaka sAme joI rahI. jAhera karyo tyAre zIlAnA jIvamAM jIva tene kazuM samajAyuM nahi. Avyo. zIlAe karelI aNuthAka ja pilI...pelI.." dIpake ADuM sevAnAM DokaTarane moDhe vakhANa sAMbhaLI jaI kahevA mAMDayuM. zIlAnI nikhAdIpakanuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM. AvI vAsa AMkhomAM te joI zakaze nahi premALa AM patibhaktimaya patnIne "pelI davAnI bATalI..." ane dIpapote dhImuM jhera ApyuM e vicAra kare ekAeka u ra caDhI AvI. AvatAM dIpaka kaMpI UThe. oha ! have yAda AvyuM." dhImA jhere pitAnuM kArya AraMbhI zIlA bolI UThI.

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tA. 10-2-1964] buddhiprabhA [21 "kema? zuM thayuM?" te zuM thAta e kalpanAmAtrathI dIpaka "mAI huM ya te !" kahI zIlA pUjI UThe. khaDakhaDATa hasI paDI. dIpake have zIlA zIlA davAnI bATalI laI AvI. sAme joyuM. dIpake tenA hAthamAMthI e jhUMTavI "mAI huM ya evI bhUlakaNI chuM! laIne palaMga pAsenI bArImAMthI bahAra te divase tame premathI davA lAvyA ne pheMkI dIdhI! huM te pIvAnuM ja bhUlI gaI!" "are! tame A zuM karyuM? he ? sAce ja ?" dIpaka u davA na pIdhI mATe mArA para gusse gArI UThaya. bharAyA? zIlAe pUchyuM. " davA lAvyA tene bIje divase " nA, zIlA ! tArA . para nahi, te tame mAMdA paDayA ne tamArI mAMda- huM mArI jAta para ja gusse bharAyo gImAM te mane kazAnuM bhAna ja na chuM." dIpake kahyuM. rahyuM. have kAlathI jarUra pIza, hoM!" dIpakanA phikkA gAla para zIlAe zIlAe kahyuM. premathI cUMTI khaNI tyAre zIlAnA dIpakanA mukha para du:kha, Azcarya karamAyalAM gulAba pharI tAja thayAM. ane AnaMdanA vividha bhAnuM mizraNa temAM ratAza AvI gaI dIpaka tarapha chavAI rahyuM. premabharyo ane arthagarbha eka netra" ja laI Ava e davA." teNe kaTAkSa nAkhIne e tyAMthI nAsI gaI ! zIlAne kahyuM. - dhanavAna banavAnI irachA have zIlA davAnI bATalI levA bIjA nAza pAmI hatI. sAjA thayA pachI oraDAmAM gaI. dIpaka vicArI rahyoH mitranI madadathI te nAnA vepAramAM "ze vidhi saMketa ? prabhue ja zIlAne joDAya. zIlAnA premamAM te DUbI davAnI vismRti karAvI ne mane mAM gayo ane madhyama varganuM kauTumbika pADe ! nahi te...nahi te..." nahi jIvana te saMtoSathI gALavA lAgyo. lekhakane sucanA. che buddhiprabhA nA dayeya ane dhoraNane dhyAnamAM rAkhIne ja pitAnI kRtio mokalavA lekhaka mitrone vinaMtI che. lakhANa sAthe bukaposTa mATenI jarUrI TAkiTo bIDI haze te ja lakhANa huM pAchuM mokalavAmAM Avaze, lakhANanA svIkAra mATe cha nayA ke pitAnI TIkiTa bIDI haze to ja javAba ApavAmAM Avaze. che kApe levAmAM AvatA nathI. viii * * * * kApA pA pA aa , iiiliih In view mANaviniiiiAha mAmA mai living in the is

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a 'en st'dsn mAsanI itihAsa kyA zrI satyama [ zramaNa e te aparigrahanI pratikRti che. e ja pratikRti je vikRtimAM badalAI jAya che ? zrI satyama eka evA sUrine ApaNane paricaya karAve che ke je aparigrahI chatAM parigrahI che. ane navAI te e che ke bhAna bhUlelA e rahIne eka zrAvaka rAhu para lAve che. gurunI gajutA ane ziSyanI vinacI niDaratAnI jhAMkhI karAvI jatI A vArtAmAM ApaNI eka sAhitya kRtine itihAsa gUMthAye che. -saMpAdaka ]. A vastu keIkavAra na samajAya evI vAdamAM sikAnA uttarArdhamAM banI jatI. ethI koI vAra rAtrie dhoLakAmAM sudhana nAmanA eka zrAvaka pathArImAM pAsAM pheravatAM ene jIva rahe. sudhana Ama te kAlA-kapAsane bolI uThataH A te dharmanI kevI dhaMdho kare paNa enuM citta evI prabaLatA ! kayAM vepAra vANijyanI kalAka dharmamAM ja racyuM pacyuM rahe. samaya taddana prAkRta jaDa ane nirasa dinacaryA maLe ke na maLe te paNa sAmAyika ane kayAM AtmAne unnata banAvanAra karavAnuM ke devadarzana kadApi cUke nahi. dhArmika manAvRti ! A paraspara virodhI bahArathI jonArane te khyAla paNa vastuono subhaga saMgama mArAmAM Ave nahi ke rUpiyA, AnA pAIthI racIne jina prabhue kevI jIvana vicijIvanane paMtha kheMcanAra A sudhananA AtmAmAM dharmane Avo uMDe daDha tratA UbhI karI che. lepa lAge che, ane sudhana mATe paNa ekavAra dukAnanI aMdara sudhana

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bha, 10-2-1964!. ikSiA [23 beThA hatA. rU kapAsanA sodAnI vAtacIta sudhI emanuM nAma sAMbhaLavAno ko bIja grAhakonI sAthe cAlatI hatI. artha nahi." evAmAM eka mANasa emanI dukAna 'javA mAMDIne vAta kare to samaAgaLa thaIne pasAra thaye enA jAya !" sudhana bejo. zarIra vaLagelI jhINI jeTI ane pele dukAnanA oTalA para beThA. kapaDAMnI astavyasta sthiti joIne ja khesa vatI moMe vaLelo parase lUchI khyAla AvI jAya ke A mANasa kAI nAkho. jarA svasthatA prApta karI, lAMbI khepa karIne AvyA che pachI atyaMta zAMta avAje sudhanane joIe. kahevA mAMDayuM : sudhananI daSTi enA para paDI. "emanuM vyAkhyAna dalIla ane e kayAMthI Ave che e jANavAnI tathI vizada bane che. emanI, dAtA utsukatAthI sudhane tene ubho rAkhe ane udAharaNe viSayanI sAthe sAMkaLI ane pUchayuM: "kema bhAI, Ama lAMbe levAnI zilI evI te AkarSakane paMtha karIne kayAMthI Avo cho ?" hadayaMgama bane che ke zrotAjanene sudhananI dhArmikatAthI paricita vyAkhyAna adhUruM mUkIne tyAMthI uThavAnI evA pelA mANase ubhA rahIne javAba IcchA paNa thAya nahi. emanI amIApyoH bharI vANInI varSomAM jANe satata "sayakhaMDa vaDalI gayo hato.' nAhyAja karIe evo manebhAva pratyeka "kema kaMI vepAra arthe ?" zrotAjananA cittamAM ubho thAya che. "nA, nA." emanI dharmavANa AsvAdavAno lahAve "te ?" jene maLyo nathI enuM jIvatara eLe ratnAkarasUrinA darzanArthe !' gayuM che ema kahIe te emAM jarAye "ratnAkarasUri ? huM.........nAma atizayokti nathI.' to sAMbhaLyuM che, paNa darzanane lAbha sudhana A badhuM eka dhyAne sAMbhaLI maLyo nathI. rahyo. tenI AMkho ekAeka baMdha thai gaI e jANe ema karIne AtmAnI to e badhuM nakAmuM." UMDI khejamAM UtarI gayo. "eTale? ane be cAra kSaNa bAda eNe eTale ema ke emanuM vyAkhyAna AMkha ughADI ne belavA lAgyoH jyAM sudhI ApaNe sAMbhaLyuM nathI tyAM mAro saMkalpa che ke huM AvatI kAle ja

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24] buddhiprabhA tA. 10-2-1964. rAyakhaMDa vaDalI jaIza ane e parama ne pachI sUrinA caraNamAM mastaka vidvAnanI vANInuM zravaNa karIza." namAvIne kahyuM: "ghara ne bAra ! e te. bIje divase ja vepArane e grevIse kalAka jiMdagImAM lakhAyelAM ja ja jALI jIva rAyakhaMDa vaDalI javA che ne ! jiMdagImAM nathI maLato mAtra ravAnA thayo. pAchaLa pitAnA vepAranuM Apane A dharmopadeza. manane ema ja thaze ke pitAnAM bALa-bacAonuM thayA kare che ke saMsAranI sarva mAyAne thaze enI paNa e kazI saMkelIne ApanI A dharmavANInI khevanA karI nahi. enA manamAM te varSAne niraMtara jhIlyA karIe. eka ja dhUna savAra thaI hatI ke, kayAre sUrinA AtmAne e samajatAM vAra ratnAkarasUrI pAse jai pahoMcuM ane lAgI nahi ke A mANasa sAco anukayAre emanI dharmavANInI varSAne rAgI che. A vyavasAye bhale vepArI jhIlI mArA jIvatarane dhanya banAvuM. hoya paNa eno AtmA sAce dharmiSTa che. te rAyakhaMDa vaDalI pahoMcyo e veLA ratnAkarasUrInuM vyAkhyAna cAlu ja emaNe pachI te sudhanane enI hatuM. sudhana AstethI eka khUNAnI oLakhANa ApavA kahyuM ane sudhane aMdara besI gaye. vyAkhyAna dhIme potAnI oLakhANa sUrine ApI. dhIme AgaLa cAlavA lAgyuM. sudhana emaNe pachI to sudhanane enI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAmAM e to ebakhANa ApavA kahyuM ane sudhane tallIna banI gayo ke tene sthaLa ane pitAnI oLakhANa sUrine ApI. samayanuM bhAna paNa rahyuM nahIM. sabhA pitAnI oLakhANa ApyA bAda AkhI vikherAI gaI ane zrotAjano sudhana sUrine kahevA lAgyaH mahArAja, tipitAne ghera cAlyA gayA e AvyuM hatuM te ekAda be divasa ahIM vAta paNa e tallInatA ADe jANI rahIne ApanI dharmavANI sAMbhaLavA, zo nahi. paNa Aje ApanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbharatnAkarasUrine mATe paNa A vAta LIne mane lAge che ke ekAda be divasa Azcaryajanaka banI gai. ochA paDaze. eTale be cAra mahinA te sudhana pAse AvyA ane bolyAH huM ahIM ja rahIza.' bhAI, vyAkhyAna pUruM thayuM. ghera nathI javuM ? ane banyuM paNa temaja, sudhana be sudhane ekadama AMkha khelI. bhAva.. cAra mahinA sudhI tyAM rokAyo. vepArabharI najare te sUri tarapha jevA lAgyo. vANijyanI jaMjALamAMthI mukita meLa

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[ta, 10-2-1964 budidhaprabhA 25 vIne eNe pitAne ghaNokharo samaya grahane vratadhArIne A ke moTA sUrinI pAse ja gALavA mAMDaze. savAranA parigraha ! anAsakta AtmAne A kevI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe, baporanA sAmAyika moTI Asakita ! ane arthane zAstramAM kare, sAMjanA pratikramaNa kare ane e sarva anarthonuM mULa kahevAmAM AvyuM rIte Akho divasa dharmakriyAmAM ja gALe che, e vAtanuM vyAkhyAnamAM pratipAdana paNa evAmAM eka e prasaMga karatAM surija emAM lapaTAI gayA ! banyo ke jeNe sudhananA AtmAne haca- gaI kAle ja emaNe arthanuM anartha macAvI muko. ene zAMta, svastha ane varNavatAM kahyuM hatuM : samathala cittanA vArimAM ekAeka kSobha desasayamalAla purisi ubharAI AvyA. vivajijayaM jIvaMta sudhana sAmAyikamAM A rIte be atyaM vasI aNagheM kIsa hatA evAmAM acAnaka ja tenI najara pATa para beThelA sUrijI para paDI ane aNathaM tava carasI che najara paDatAM ja te vismita thaI gayo. ' arthAta artha eTale paiso. e sUrijIe eka nAnI poTalI kholI. sarva denA mULarUpI jALavALA che. piTalInI aMdarathI paravALAM, nIlama A kAraNathI ja pUrva RSioe tene ane sAcAM motI bahAra nIkaLI AvyAM. tyAga karyo che. je koI A anartha sUrijIe khUba yAnathI e paravALAM, kare evA arthane potAnI pAse rAkhe nIlama ane motI gaNI lIdhAM. emAM che tenuM tapa nirarthaka bane che. Ama kazI vadhadhaTa te thaI nathIne, enI pAkI zAstrokta arthanI anarthatAne samajakhAtrI karI lIdhI. khAtrI karyA bAda nAra A sUri ja che emAM phasAI gayA khUba jatanapUrvaka emaNe e poTalInI e te bhAre vicitra kahevAya ! aMdara bAMdhI dIdhAM ane pioTalIne tenI sadhanane te rAtanA UMgha paNa AvI mULa jagAe mUkI dIdhI. nahi. mananI aMdara eka ja dhUna AvI sudhane chAnI rIte A joI lIdhAM. ubharAi ke mAre game tema karIne paNa surijIne te khyAla suddhAM paNa Avyo svAmIjIne jaNAvavuM ke arthanI A nahIM ke sudhana A vastu joIe che. AsaktimAMthI Apa ApanA AtmAne sudhanano AtmA A joIne kakaLI mukta kare, nahi to Apane A uThayo. te manomana bolavA lAgyoH vairAgya ekaDA vinAnA mIMDA jevo "arere, A te kevuM vicitra 1 apari- banI raheze. ApanuM sAdhutva A arthanI

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buddhiprajA [ tA. 10-ra- 94 AsakitamAM aTavAi jaze. Apane saMbhaLAvIne arthanuM artha samajAvyuM koI paNa rIte AtmAdAra thaze nahIM. chatAMye sudhananuM mana parama saMtoSa . paNa A sAthe eka bIjI muzkelI anubhavI zakayuM nahI. sudhananA manamAM vaMTALanI jema AvI ne pariNAme te trIje divase artha UbhI. tene thayuM ke huM te eka sAmAnya samajavA sUrijI pAse Avyo. saMsArI, huM AvA mahAna dharmAcAryane sUrijIne manamAM thayuM ke A te. A vAta kema karIne jaNAvI zakuM?" bhAre navAInI vAta kahevAya ! huM roja te pachI ? judI judI rIte A gAthAne atha ane e ja kSaNe enAM manamAM sudhanane kahI saMbhaLAvuM chuM chatAM e atha eka vicAra jhabakI gayo. e vicAra hRdayane sparza kema zakato nathI ? AmAM kAmiyAba nIvaDaze evI tene khAtrI bhUla kayAM che ? kaI evI vastu che ke thaI cUkI. je meM karelA ane sudhananAM aMta rAtmAnI bhUmino sparza karatAM aTakAve che bIje divase te svAmIjI pAse gaye. hAtha joDIne te kahevA lAgyA : pachI to Ama cha mahinA sudhI. 'dAsasaya mUlajAla' e gAthAne mane cAlyA karyuM. artha samajAtuM nathI. A5 mane eno roja sudhana Ave ane roja artha samajAve." sUrijI gAthAne navI navI daSTi ne navI navI uktio dvArA artha samajAve sUrie e gAthAne artha karI chatAM sudhanane saMtoSa thAya nahIM. e batAvyuM. artha e ja sarva anarthonuM te eka ja vAta sUrijIne kaheH "mane mULa che e vAkaya emaNe be traNa vAra pUrepUro saMtoSa thAya e artha sudhanane kahI saMbhaLAvyuM. saMbhaLAve." sudhana artha sAMbhaLIne pAcho gayo. ' sUrijInA mananI muMjhavaNa AthI. vaLI bIje divase te e ja gAthA vadhavA lAgI. laine sUri pAse Avyo ane kahevA manamAM vicAre ke mArAM vyAkhyAna lAgeH "mahArAja, Ape je artha zrotAjanonAM aMtaranA cheka UMDA talane karyo ethI mArA manane je AnaMda spazI zake che te A gAthAne artha thave joIe e thato nathI to mane sudhananA AtmA sudhI kema asara karI. e artha savistara kahe." zakatuM nathI. mahArAje savistara artha kahI ane A sAthe emane manamAM

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[2. tA. 18-1964] vicAra Avyo ke kadAca ema paNa kema sanAtana satya jevuM che. A satyane je na heAya ke sudhanane arthathI saMtoSa jANe che e satyanuM je AcaraNa thayo hoya ane kyAM mAre peTA kare che....... upahAsa karavA te roja mane A pramANe ne sarIne pelI motI ne parapUchavA AvatA hoya ! vALAnI piTalI yAda AvI. piTalI paNa A vicAranI sAthe ja emanI yAda AvatAM ja emanA manamAM kazeka daSTi sAme sudhananI sAtvika manasUti na ja vicAra prakAza chavAyo. taravarI rahetI ane e mane mUrti sUrine ne e vicAra prakAzathI-vicAra jANe kahetI: juo mArI AMkhanI jhabakArAthI teo beThA thaI gayA..tamAM, tamane gurUno anAdara karatI kaI prakAza rekhA jovA maLe che? mArA ne e ja kSaNe teo mane mana bolI, UThayAM mukha para daSTi karo. jaNAya che kayAMya jaDI gayuM kAraNa! artha anartha che ene sAcA artha mane dharma ke gurUnI hAMsI karavAnI eka paNa sAMpaDI gayo. bhAvarekhA ? A joIne sUrinA manane thatuM ke te bIje divase sudhana ratnAkarasUri nA nA, Ama enA vize zaMkA lAvavI pAse Avyo. e ja eka mahAna bhUla che. sUrie premapUrvaka sudhanane besADe. te pachI potAno artha sudhananA ne pelI poTalI belIne aMdaranuM manane mATe na sparzI zake ? AnuM badhuM ja jhaverAta emaNe thoDe dUra vahetI. kAraNa zuM ? AnuM mULa zuM ? khALamAM pheMkI dIdhuM. AvA ja vincAra-jhelAmAM sUrijI eka vAra jAgatA pATa para ALoTatA sudhana beH svAmi svAmi ! hatA. mana vicAratuM hatuM. sudhana roja A zuM karo ? sAcAM motI ane mane pUche ke artha e sarva doSonuM mULa paravALAne Ama pheMkI de che ! are, che....e vAta tame kaho cho chatAM AvA metI to bhAgye ja maLe che. huM samajI zakato nathI. A sudhanane Apa A zuM karI rahyAM che? mAre have kevI rIte samajAvavo? ene ne sUrie kahyuM: "bhAI sAge. kaI rIte mAre sAbIta karI ApavuM ke artha te tuM ja samajyA hatA. arthane A gAthAnI aMdara arthano anarthanuM kahenAra huM eka ja artha priya rahyo. je vivaraNa karavAmAM AvyuM che te eka hatA. sarvadenA mULarUpa arthane.

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2] varNa vanAra huM ja arthanA anarthAMmAM sAyeA hate. ane chatAM e vAtanI jANa nahatI e zuM echI mArI avahelanA che? jIvananI AvI meTI karuNatA sAdhu mATe khIjI kaI haiAi zake ? je vastune sarva vastuenu aniSTa leAkA sAme jAhera karavuM, eja vastumAM pAte baMdhAI javuM e vastu karatAM khIjI kaI vastu vadhAre karuNa hAI zake !" Apa tA vidvAna che...zAstronA jANakAra che...' badhu... ja chuMnathI eka dIvA jevI sanAtana satya-vastune joI zakanAra, paNa Aje teM mane e dRSTi ApI ane mane samAyuM ke je vastu me ja jIvanamAM utArI nathI e vastu khIjAnA jIvanamAM huM kaI rIte utArI zakuM ? sadAcAra leAkAmAM jAgRta thAya ane nItimattAnI bhAvanA samagra rASTramAM phelAya evI bhAvanAthI sadAcAra te nIti para vyAkhyAna ApavAne adhikAra laine beThela sAdhu ja ne e buddhiprabhA . ====== tA. 19-2-1964 bhAvanAne peAtAnA jIvanamAM amalI na banAvI zake teA enA upadezanI asara leAkA para kayAMthI thAya? je ema thayu' hAta te leAkeA sAdhu pAse AvavAne badale ApaTa pAse ja na jAta ! ane e paTrAvela peApaTa pAsethI ja dharmathI ja dharmanAM ke sadAcAranAM sUtra na sAMbhaLata !" sudhana zAMta citte sAMbhaLI rahyo hatA. 6 bhAI, sUrijIe AgaLa kahyuM : tuM ja mAre! sAceA gurU che! te ja anA roja artha mAgIne anA ana mane samavye. jo te rAja rAja artha na mAgyA hAta te kANu jANe huM kayAreya arthanA ana mAMthI chUTaye hataM. pachI te ema kahevAya che ke sUriane peAtAnA A jAtanA sa'yamadeSane manamAM khUba UMDA pazcAtApa thayeA ane e pazcAtApamAMthI janma pAmyuM. ratnAkara paccIzI nAmanuM eka uttama stAtra! je Atre ratnAkaranA tAmane amara banAvyuM. < eprila 1964mAM " buddhiprabhA "tA, mahAvIra janma kalyANaka prasaMge daLadAra vizeSAMka na phaLaze cAlu aka karatAM tenI kiMmata vadhu haze. pAnA, vArtAe, mAhItie, phaoNTA ma ja cAlu aka karatAM vizeSa haze ' buddhiprabhA nuM lavAjama bharanArane te eka lavAjamamAM ja maLaze. mATe Aje ja tame lavAjama bha ane e samRddha vizeSAMka meLave.

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TevanI # mAsanI vyaMga -~zrI. madhusUdana pArekha (DokaTara). direka mAnavIne lagabhaga pitAnA khAsa zabdA hoya che. te jyAre bIjA sAthe vAtacIta kare che tyAre e zabdo avazya avaranavara, kAraNa vinA bAle ja che, evA keTalA zabdothI kevA chabaraDA vaLe che tenI tema ja mAnava svabhAvanI sAhajika durbaLatAnI, haLavI zilI mAM kahI jatI A vArtA tamAre vAMcavI ja rahI. -saMpAdaka 'tame kAlathI vahelA uThavAnI Teva paNa sAruM kAma karyuM ? kaI Teva paDe. juo pachI tamAruM zarIra evuM sArI ane kai kharAba" tejasvI banaze...... mArA eka mitre vahelA UThavAnI Teva sArI." mane savAre nava vAge UMghamAMthI "kUkaDAM mATe sArI, paNa ApaNe DhALIne jagADe. cA pItAM pItAM vahelA UThIne zuM kraravuM?" emaNe mane upara mujaba salAha - zIrSAsana kare." ApI. zIrSAsana karavA mATe vahelA UThameM kahyuM, "huM Teva pADavAmAM mAnato vAnI Teva pADuM? zIrSAsana mane ja ja nathI. koI vastunI kadI paNa Teva pADI de te pADavI nahi. mANasa pahelAM Teva pADe "tame eka vAra to akhataro karI che pachI Teva mANasane pADe che.' juo ! vahelA UThavAnI Teva te bahu e tamArI phisUphI javA de. sArI tamane enA lAbha tarata samajAze. sArA kAmanI Teva haMmezA pADavI bhale tyAre, tame kahe che te joIe." AjathI ja Teva pADuM.

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30 | buddhiprabhA (tA. 10-2-1964 AjathI nahi. Aje te bapora roja savAre vahelA cAra vAge thaI gaI. kAlathI Teva pADe.' UvAnI Tevane zuM karavAnI ? cAra bIje divase e bhAI mAre tyAM vAge UThavAnI Teva dharaDA mANasone AvyA. savAre nava vAgye rAbetA bhale hoya; kAraNa, emanI UMdha ochI mujaba huM uMghato hato. thaI gaI hoya; paNa juvAna mANasa kema Teva na paDI ? cAra vAge UThIne zuM kare, dADhI chele ? "nA re, huM paDI gayo. meM A vAMce ? kasarata kare ? zarIre mAlIsa -LatAM kahyuM. kare ? bUTa pAlIza kare ? prabhAtiyAM gAya ? baMbe saLagAve? bIDI pIe? kayAM paDI gayA...?" zuM kare ? e badhuM karavA karatAM UMdhe uMghamAM." te zuM khoTuM ? eTale tame vahelA UThayA ja nahi." " UkhANuM Uyo. paNa ghaNA lokone AvI Teva UThIne pachI zuM karyuM? pADavAnI Teva ja paDI gaI che. dUdhavALAnI rAha joI.' mArA eka vaDIla saMbaMdhI hamezAM hata tamArI...' e bhAI nirAza nakAraDe zanivAra kare che. meM emane na thaine bolI UThyA. vAraMvAra emanI tabiyata bagaDatI joine kahyuM, "paNa tamAre zanivAra prabhAtane samaya dUdhavALAnI vATa karavAnI jarUra zI ? jevAmAM tame bagaDe.?" "Arogya mATe." hArate, savAranA pahoramAM bIjA kenI vATa jovAnI hoya ? paNa tamAruM Arogya te UlaTuM bagaDe che." 'vAru pachI ? pachI cA pIdhI ane Gdha AvI "paNa have Teva paDI gaI." eTale UMghI gayo." Teva nahi, kaTava..tame zanivAra tamane meDA uThavAnI keTeva paDI karI tamArI hAjarIne suprata karIne gaI lAge che ? ema kahIne e mitra bagADe che. zanivAra cheDaze to nirAza thaIne gayA. tabiyata sudharI jaze." mane koNa jANe kazAnI Teva paNa paDI Teva te TaLe kema TALI ? pADavI gamatI nathI. TevathI mANasa emaNe Teva cheDI nahi ane deve emane TevAya che. ane enuM magaja kaTAya che. cheDayA nahi.

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tA 10-2-1964 budhdhiprabhA " [32 Teva paNa aneka prakAranI hoya che. savAra thaI jAya che ke e Teva vinA savAranA vahelA UThavAnI Teva te jANe emane cAlatuM ja nathI. ThIka, paNa keTalAkane bahu vicitra Te eka pisAdAra kuTuMbamAM dara zanihoya che. e loke navI navI TevonI vAre meTinamAM javAnI darekane Teva che. kuTeva pADayA ja kare che. ravivAre bheLa te khAvuM ja paDe. mArA eka mitrane vAta vAtamAM amuka divase amuka vastrano vAro Ave. tALI ApavAnI Teva paDI hatI. ane semavAre senDala paheryA hoya te ekAda vAkya bole ne pachI tALI maMgaLavAre mejaDI ane budhavAre bUTa. mAge. pAMca miniTamAM mAre emane zanivAre sUTa paheryo hoya to semavAre sAta tALI AvI ja paDe. suravAla. Ama TevenuM TAImaTebala ja ghaDAI gayuM che. eka vAra somavAre ane huM tALI na ApuM to e sAmethI tALI Ape. eka vAra vAta dhobI mAMdo paDayo ane emane A vAtamAM eka bahenane emaNe jorathI divasa bagaDI gayo. tALI ThekI dIdhI. paNa pachI tarata eka kuTuMbamAM ghaDiyALane Takore ja emane e bahenanA patinI rAtI AMkhe kAma karavAnI badhAne Teva paDI gaI jaI tarata sAta-tALI ramavI paDI. hatI. emane tyAM savAranA UThe eka bhAIne dara ravivAre dUdhI- tyArathI rAte sUe tyAM sudhI badhAM ja caNAnuM zAka khAvAnI kaTeva paDI gaI kAma ghaDiyALane Takere thAya. emane hatI. eka ravivAre keAInA laganamAM hajAma paNa navane badale nava upara pAMca miniTe Ave to hajAmata radaemane dUdhI-caNa na maLyA temAM te ane be vAra meDe thAya te hajAma emaNe AkhA jagatane zrApa dIdho. paNa rada. emane tyAM kelejamAM bhaNatAM ghera AvIne patnI pAse dUdhI-caNAnuM eka bahene emanA bhAvi pati eka zAka karAvIne e jamyA pachI ja jAya. vAra emane ghera jamaNavAramAM sADA Teva mANasanA manane yAMtrika ane traNa miniTa meDA paDayA te mATe jaDa banAvI mUke che. ekanI eka emanI sAthe vivAha pheka karyo hato ! vastu vAraMvAra karavAthI e vastunI rAte sADA nava thAya eTale Teva paDatI hoya che. ghaNA mANase badhAMnI lAITa baMdha-dasa vAge te navI navI Teva pADayA ja karatA hoya badhAM uMghatAM ja hoya-hovAM joIe. che. pachI e Teva enA para evI kadAca nasakorAM paNa amuka samaye ja

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gayAM che ? 32] budhdhiprabhA tA. 10-2-1964 bolatAM hoya to navAI nahi ! jema rIte bolavAnI paNa Teva paDI jAya che. Teva vadhAre tema gulAmI vizeSa. huM eka bahena kaI zALAmAM nokarI kare te Teva pADavAmAM mAnato ja nathI. che. te divasamAM cAlIsa pacAsa vAra roja savAre nava vAgye UThatA hoie "theMka yu, ane "sorI" no upaga te eka divasa savAranA cAra vAgye karyA ja kare che. eka vAra comAsAmAM UThIne ApaNe philmI prabhAtiyuM gAvA keLAnI chAla parathI lapasI paDayAM to ya mAMDIe. lokone te ja ApaNuM "sorry" belI UThayAM. eka bhAIne jIvanamAM kutUhala pedA thaya. rAja vAta vAtamAM potAne mATe mAnArthe mArI patnI dUdha letI hoya, paNa belavAnI Adata paDI gaI hatI. eka koI savAre dUdhavALo ApaNuM moM zubha savAre mAre tyAM AvIne mane jue te e dhImekathI jarUra sahA- kumakuma patrikA ApIne kaheH jarUra. nubhUti darzAvavAne "bahena bahAragAma Avaje che!" paNa kayAM?' rAja ophisamAM niyamita jaie A5NuM laganamAM.' te sAheba ApaNI sAme paNa jue ApaNA lagana ?" nahi. paNa ATha-dasa divase ekAda ApaNuM eTale mArAM." kalAka moDA pahoMcIe te sAheba jANe vahAlamanI vATa jotA hoya evI doDha-be varasa pachI eka vAra AturatAthI ApaNI kevI pratIkSA kare pAchA e rastAmAM bheTI gayA. emanA che. ApaNe dAkhala thaIe ke tarata hAthamAM navI ja pika karelI dUdhanI ApaNI AMkha sAthe AMkha meLavavA boTala hatI. meM pUchayuM: kema kayAM jaI prayatna kare, ApaNe e najarathI naja AvyA ? A zuM kharIdI lAvyA ? rAI na javAya te mATe phAIlamAM mAthuM e jarAka zaramAyA, pachI kaheH khesI daIe; paNa sAheba be zabda dUdhanI beTala che..." kahe tyAre ja emane japa thAya. ekAda divasa meDA paDavAthI keTalA badhA kema?" mANunuM dhyAna kheMcI zakAya che? ApaNuM vAIphane bA Avyo. A badhI te AcaraNa ke vartananI TevanI kaTava vize have vadhu TIkA- TevonI vAna thaI. keTalAkane amuka ja TippaNanI jarUra kharI ?

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* * * [ sva. zrImada buddhisAgarasUtharIjInA vividha prAnI saMkalita kaya. saMpAdaka che. sAvadhAna! karIne tene aTakAvavAM chatAMya te jora ...anaMta janmathI bahirAtmabhAva (saMsAra pratyene rAga) jene dRDha huM durbaLa chuM, garIba chuM, mAruM thaye che evA sAdhakane mAsa vA be zuM thaze ? mArA putranuM zuM thaze? mAsanA abhyAsathI bahirAtmabhAvanuM amuka prakAre sAvadhAna nahi rahe te (saMsArame meha) vismaraNa thaI aMta amuka mAruM kATaluM kADhI nAMkhaze to ? rAtmabhAva akhaMDa jAgrata rahe e AvA AvA aneka vicAro, saMyama banavuM azakya che. anaMta bhavanA sAdhavA taiyAra banelA sAdhakanA aMtaHadhyAsa (saMskAra) thI daDha thaI gayelA karaNamAM vikSepa karavAne mATe lAga bahirAtmabhAvanA saMrakAra, AtmAnI nI jeIne besI ja rahyA hoya che. sAdhaka bhAvanA bhAvamAM paNa hRdayamAM rahI pitAnA svarUpamAMthI (dhyAnamAMthI ADe rahIne skure che. vyavahAra kALamAM jAya ke turata ja te vicAro sApa sAMsArika kArya karatAM hadayamAM paDelA sAdhakanA aMtaHkaraNamAM dAkhala thaine viSayanA (mAja zekhanA) saMrakAre sAdhakane bAdhaka banAvI de che. durbaLa thayA hovA chatAM paNa, te sAva zrI viraprabhunA putra ! Ama banatuM nimULa nahi thayelA hovAthI, pharI joIne tame leza paNa gabharAze nahi.

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24] buddhiprabhA tA. 10-2-1964 Ama banavuM e, anAdi kALathI kaMI harata nahi. punaH sAvadhAna bane azuddha bhAvanA jore thayA kare che. AMkho baMdha kare, AtmabhAvanA bhA. tamane ja Aje e anubhava thAya tame to jANo cho ke ekanA che tevuM kaMI nathI. dareka saMyama sAdha- eka ja vicAra eka ja vicArone pharI pharIne ghInAra mAnavane prathama A ja anubhava vAthI te vicAranA saMskAra daDha thAya thAya che. AthI tamAre nirAza ke che. ane te vicAro ja kharAba hoya ALasu banavAnuM kaMI kAraNa nathI. to sArA vicArane pharI pharIne cUMTavAthI tame vIra prabhunA udyama para dhyAna te kharAba vicAro durbaLa banIne Apo. temaNe kevaLajJAna prApta karavA ane nirmaLa banI jAya che. AthI sADAbAra varasa sudhI dhyAna dharyuM hatuM. paramAtma sukhanI icchAnA vicArone A vAvyuM ke turata kaMI kerI punaH punaH manamAM vicAravA ane pAkavAnI nathI. nizALamAM beTho eTale tenAthI virodhI vicAro Ave te turata kaMI ema. e. nI padavI maLI tenA tarapha upekSA karI ApaNe jatI nathI. sarovara paNa TIpe TIpe ja achata anukULa vicAra vicAro bharAya che. ane temAM vRttine joDavI. manathI te tamane nizALamAM pena vaDe ekaDo te na joDAya to te vicAre moTA kADhatAM keTalI mahenata paDI hatI? tene avAjethI belavA. ekavAra, dazavAra, badale Aja tame jJAnanI keTalI uMca savAra, hajAravAra e vicAre bolavA. bhUmikA upara cho? e zuM tame nahIM to hama eTale zarIramAM rahele bhUlI gayA? jJAna-darzana-ane cAritra guNamaya AtmA te ja huM paramAtmA chuM. huM mATe dhairya dhare, abhyAsa kare. tenA sivAya bIjuM kaMI ja nathI abhyAsa ane vairAgya vaDe manamAM ema sohama padano omakAra pUrvaka uThatA virodhane jaya karavA udyogI mukhathI jApa karo. ane tenA artha thavuM joIe. abhyAsa ane tenI puSTi vicAratAM rahevuM. AthI cittavRtti karanAra virAgya vaDe mana upara vijaya bIje jatI aTakaze. meLave te jarAya muzkela nathI. tamAruM mana vicAranA kudakA zuM tamArA hRdayamAM pharI pAcho saMsArano rAga janamyo che? haiyAmAM mAratuM tamane lAge te sAhamane moTA vikAre pidA thayA che ? ciMtA ane svarethI jApa calAva. manaDuM kadI bhaya vaDe tame vyAkuLa banyA che? Amatema kUde te che kUde. tamAre tenA

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[tA. 10-2-964 sAmuM na khetAM purapATa cheADI mUkI, budhdhiprabhA jApanI melaTrena vahAlA badhuM ! Ave amaha thADA mAsa jArI rAkhaze! teA pachI cittavRttinA mAthAmAM gaja ghAlyA che hai te tamAre tAbe na dhAya ? bhAi ! sAdhanAmAM deSa nathI paraMtu kahyA pramANe udyoga nahi karavAmAM doSa che. sAdhanA ke suguruane Aje dukALa nathI paraMtu evA udyoga nAzaAnA ja dukALa che. nahi tA, karavAnuM zuM che te kANuM nathI jANatuM...? badhAya thA uN zeD' tA samajI zake e paNa darekane sA maNu rUnI taLArzvamAM sUtAM sUtAM cada rAja lekanA adhipati navuM che. paNa e zI rIte banI zake? daza ke vIza divasa prayatna karatAM vighna jaNAyAM ke turata abhyAsa chADI dA che. ane vAta karatAM lADavA bane tema iccho te te kema bane ? mATe bhAIe ! prayatna kare ! prayatna kare ! sAvadhAna thAo ! tamAre to prayanane ja ciMtAmaNIratna jANI-nakAmI vArtA tathA ALasane khaMkherI-rAta divasa prayatna ja karyA karave. jeo prayatna karavAnA ni ya kare che ane prayatna kare che. temane sASya siddhi jarUra maLe che. [ pa bhAi! vAtonAM vaDAM. thavAnA ja. tamArI nakAmI AzAnA raMgaberaMgI paraMpATA deDakAnA peTanI ke phATI gayA vinA rahevAnA nathI e nakkI mAno. AthI tamAre je kArya karavAnuM hAya tene amala kare. je karavAnuM haiAya te vamAna kALamAM je kare kAraNa ke vartamAna kALane prayatna gaLAmAM vijayanI varamALa paherAvaze. ja tamArA Atmazakti prakAza' pA. 16 thI 20 ] jogI ane jamAne navA yugane ArbhakAla kharekhara nUtana vicArAthI thAya che. doDatAM jamAnAmAM manuSyoe doDavuM joie. junuM te sAruM ane navuM te kheATu' evI buddhi rAkhavI nahi. temaja navIna te sArUM ane jhunuM tenu ema mAnavAnI paNa bhUla kadI karavI nahi. junAmAMthI je je sArUM lAge te te levuM ane abhyudaya mArgamAM eka thira dRSTi dhAraNa karIne cAlyA javuM joie. junA ane navA vicAre mATe thA UbhA karavAnI jarUra nathI, navA ane junA vicArAMnI tulanA karavI joe. ane nunA tathA navA vicArezane sAMkaLanAM AMkaDAonI peThe geADhavIne unnati kramamAM pagaluM bharavuM ekae. sa bAbatAnA vicArene apekSArUpa

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. zikSA [Sa, 17-2-19% AMkaDAothI goThavIne te badhAnI eka jamAne che. temaja zodhaLane jADha vicAra sAMkaLa banAvavI joIe. che. saMkucita daSTi dhAraka che nma A jamAne AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. nAne oLakhaze nahi ane jamAnAne paNa hAtha paga bAMdhI besI rahevAne anusarI pravRtti mArgamAM mana nahi nathI je besI rahe che tenuM nasIba kare to teo badhAthI pAchaLa paDI. paNa besI rahe che. ane je cAle che jaze. AthI vivekathI adhika lAbha tenuM nasIba paNa cAle che. ane je vicArIne dareke jamAnAne anusarIne Ubhe thAya che tenuM nasIba paNa UbhuM cAlavuM ja joIe. thAya che. [ tA. 12-4-1912 nI hasta. junA ane navA vicAronA mata- lakhita DAyarImAMthI ] bhedanI sahanazIlatA dhAraNa karIne badhA baccA ! ghara maLe che ! mANasoe maLatA AvatA sAmAnya vicAromAM bhegA thaIne kAmo karavAM tyAgI ane gRhastha jemAM joIe. bUma pADavAthI AgaLa pragati jaina saMghanI dhArmika astavyasta dazAthI thaI zakavAnI nathI. paraMtu kAma karavAthI jaina lAkho ane karoDo rUpiyA keLavaNI ja AgaLa jaI zakAze. vagere khAtAmAM vApare che. paraMtu tenuM jene je jamAnAnI pAchaLa joIe tevuM pariNAma AvatuM nathI. jene keLavaNI pAchaLa lAkho karoDo pAchaLa cAlaze te teo AgaLa rUpiyA kharce che. sAdharmika vAtsalyanA vadhelAnA gulAma jevA gaNAze. nAme navakArazI vageremAM vacce varasa jana sAdhuone paNa bIjA dharmo lAkha rUpiyAnuM kharca thAya che. padezakanI ane jamAnAnI pAchaLa jenonI dhArmika pAThazALAo ane pAchaLa na ghasaDAvuM joIe. paraMtu boDIMgenuM eka sarakhuM baMdhAraNa jovAmAM teoe jamAnAnI AgaLa ja AvatuM nathI. pAThazALAo ane cAlavuM joIe. barDIganA baMdhAraNanA abhAve upayogI jamAnAnI AgaLa cAlanArane evI jorDIgo ne pAThazALAone vartamAna kALamAM junA loko niMdaze, nAza thAya che. ane 2 pANI beDage gALe deze te paNa aMte te teo bhava- ane pAThazALa avyavasthitapaNe SyanA leke mATe pUjya ja banI raheze. calAvavAthI kharca kamANe lAbha meLavI junA ane navIna vicAranI zakAto nathI. keTalIka bAbatomAM saMmizratA karIne sarvamAnya sArU gurUkula ane catukAma karavAnI jarUra che. hAla jJAnane rvidha saMgha mAnya rAvI gurUkuLanA

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3i7 tAka 10-2464 buddhiprabhA abhAve sAdhuo tathA sArvIone rahIne jotinAM kAryo kare te jaina abhyAsa karavAmAM aneka muzIbata naDe saMdhanI jarUrathI unati thAya. che ane abhyAsa paNa paripUrNa thaI A mane jANI joIne besI zakato nathI. bhinna bhinna saMghADAomAM rahevAno nathI. paraMtu jAgyA bAda bhinna bhinna sAdhuo pAse aneka pita pitAnI pharajo adA karavAno che. zAstrIo rAkhavAM paDe che ane tethI jenenI patI ekadama aTakAvavA mATe pariNAma e Ave che ke vihAramAM sAmAnya gaI saMgha ane caturvidha sAdhuone joIe te pramANamAM abhyAsa saMdha, sarva ganA samudAyane banela thaI zakatuM nathI. ane comAsAmAM mahA saMdha-e saue maLIne janadharmanI cAra mAsamAM kareluM abhyAsa pAchaLathI pragati thAya evA sAhityane prakAza vihAramAM viramaraNa je thaI jAya che. karavAnI jarUra che. sarva saMdhADAono paraspara saMpa thayA baLatA dharane bacAvavA jeTalA vinA eka bIjAnI pAse je je viSa- jhaDapI prayatna karavAmAM Ave teTaluM cone sAdhuone abhyAsa karAvavA hoya te bacI jAya che, te pramANe caturvidha te paNa karAvI zakAto nathI. saMghe jAgRta thaIne na kemanI unnati karavA paraspara eka bIja pahelAM eka ga7nA sAdhuo anya aMgane sahAya ApavA ane te mATe ga7nA amuka vidvAna sAdhuo pAse karaDe upAya karIne AgaLa vadhavAmAM amuka vidyAnuM adhyayana karavA mATe eka kSaNe mAtrane paNa pramAda kare jatAM hatAM ane te saMbaMdhI garonI na joIe. " udAra daSTivALA baMdhAraNe hatAM. tevI 'sarva jaina komanAM zreyamAM mAruM samyaga rithati hAlamAM jaNAtI nathI. zreya che". evuM kSaNe kSaNe smaraNa karIne tenuM kAraNa e che ke paraspara ga- saMdhanI unnatinA kAryo karavAmAM AtmasaMghADAnAM AcAryone jenonnati saMbaMdhI bhoge pUrva ke apramatta banavuM joie. suleha saMpa karAronAM jevAM baMdhAraNa je manuSya" saMgharUpe pacIsamAM hevAM joie tevA hAla nathI. tIrthakaranI vinaya ane bahumAnathI sevA kare che te tIrthaMkara nAma kamane sAdhuo-sAvIo-zrAva ane bAMdhe che ane te paramAtmapadane aMte zrAvikAone caturvidha saMghe bhege pache. kesamAM, caturvidha saMghanI maLIne ga7nAM baMdhAraNe sudhArIne unazipa mA AcAryAdinAM baMdhAraNa AcAryomAM paraspaSe karAvIne temanI sudhAravAM joIe. AtA' nI sAdhuo ene sANIo zrI sadhIta mohAe pAna 310ra

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'buddhiprabhAnuM lavAjama ahIMbharo zrI megharAja pustaka bhAra zrI kAMtilAla rAyaca da mahetA gADIjI yAla, : mubaI 2. zrI jayakumAra zAMtilAla datArA 12/16, trIjo bhAvADA, muMbAi 2. - zrI bApulAla peDDapaTalAla 89, trAMbAkAMTA, muMbaI rU. zrI zAMtilAla jagAbhAI C/o zAMtiyadra sevA samAja, hAjA paTelanI peALa, amadAvAda. zrI aviMdakumAra cImanalAla 1523/4 nAnI vAsaNu zerI, paMcazIla hAiskula sAme, sarasapura, amadAvAda. zrI nAgaradAsa amathAlAla mahuDIvALA jaina sAsAyaTI, elIsabrIja, amadAvAda. zrI zAMtilAla metIlAle C/o mAdhama vIra ma`DaLuM, 1224, brahmapurI pALa, rAjA mahetAnI pALa, amalavA yu bhu ddhi prabhA pra bhA zrI caMdulAla ema. parIkha gusA pArekhanI peTA : 1 derAsara pAse, amadAvAda. bajAramAM, zrImad buddhisAgarajI jJAna maMdira sANA. bajAra, vijApura (u-mu.) zrI harajIvanadAsa hukamIca da (saMgItakAra) tA. pAlanapura mu. vaDagAma zrI cImanalAla unAvAvALA C/o mahuDI le. jaina kArakhAnA, mahuDI (tA. vIjApura u-gu.) zrI amRtalAla vADIlAla jIrALApADA, khaMbhAta. zrI surezacaMdra C/o zrI kanaiyAlAla cInubhAinI kuAM. bAradAnanA vepArI cAvaDI bajAra, peTalAda, zrI kanubhAI IndulAla ', '', ' C/o zrI nagInadAsa cheTAlAla mahAtmA gAMdhIreDa, thAdarA, buddhiprabhA' kAryAlaya, C/o dhaneza enDa kuAM., 19/21, pIkreTa krosalena, smolakajha kATa pAse, muMbaI 2.

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gIta maMjUSA rava. kalApIe pitAnA aMtaranAM AMsu, haiyAnI vedanA, dilamAM bhaDake baLatA ukaLATa vagerene "maMdAkrAntA" chaMdamAM vaNIne; kaMika jaNAnI AMkha bhInI banAvI che. emanI e chaMda racanA vAMcIne, dhaNa vAMcakoe temanA jevI sama saMvedanA anubhavI che. ane A "maMdAkrAntA" chaMda paNa eka evo chaMda che ke kavinuM haiyuM to emAM jANe lavAya che paraMtu vAcakane e vAMcatA jANe pitAnuM haiyuM temAM ThalavAtuM lAge che. - sva. kavi zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI mahArAjanA haiye paNa kaMIka vedanA hatI. emanA aMtare paNa kazIka vyathA LAtI hatI. dilanA dardathI temanuM dila paNa nIcevAtuM hatuM. paraMtu sAmAnya mAnavInAM duHkha-darda, AMsu ahi ane temanAM darzane AMsumAM ghaNuM meTA pharaka hato. emanA bhitare samAjanA dardanI vyathA hatI. samAjanA AMsu emanA haiyAne levI nAMkhatAM hatAM. jenoe temanuM pUrvanuM khamIra gumAvyuM hatuM tethI temanuM haiyuM saMtapta hatuM. AthI jANe samAjanI saMvedanAthI pIDAtA, teo saMvata 168 nA phAgaNa sudI pUnamanA roja pAdarAmAM gAtA na hoya tema te gAya che.......

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(maMdAkrAntA) 40] buddhimabhA [ tA. 10-2-1964 jene te pragati karavI, hAlanuM kArya e che; zraddhA dharA pratidina kharI, nItine mArga le... che saMsAre addhi vimalatA, nIti paNe vicaratAM; che nItithI adhi vimalatA, bhakti pathe vicaratAM, dhAre nakkI hRdaya ghaTamAM, nItithI bhakti sAcI; raMge nakkI hRdaya paTane, prema bhakita vicAre.. sAcA bhAve jinavara prabhu, udyogI che satata karavAM, je ghare dila mAMhI; sarva satkArya preme; tene nakkI udaya pragaTe, zarA ne sakala sahavu. nIti bhakti thI te.. sarva satkAya preme UMcI daSTi pragati pathamAM, bhAva gaMbhIra rAkhe; dhaye cAla udaya kiraNe. pAsamAM zIdha Ave.. vANI kAyA vaza karI sadA, gAjaze satya me; utsAhI, zai satata vahavuM, zuddha AnaMda levAbuddhayazvinI pragati ja thaze, AtmAnA sadaguNethI.

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tA. 10-2-1964 ] buddhiprabhA [ 41 jo ke uparanI pakartiomAM AgaLa kahevAyu che tema temAM samAjanI vedanA, daOM AMsu AmAM nathI jaNAtAM paraMtu gurUdeve e badhAMne paDadA pAchaLa rAkhIne samAje have zuM karavuM ne e ke jethI tenA je du:kha" che te thAya tenA ja nirdeza karyAM che. vedanAnuM mAdhyama je kavitA che, je cha che tene sahArA gurudeva jarUra lIdhA che, paraMtu gurudeva adhyAtma pathanA alagArI hatA. tethI temane vedanAthI mAtra raDavAnuM gamatuM nathI. mATe ja te e pharI pharIne kahe che. zUrA jaitA anubhava kare, hAla kevA banyAM che; jAgI joze paricaya karI, zaktihInA bane. kAM ?. sada guNAthI patita thane, mAtane nA lAve; bAvI preme jananI stanane,. dugdhanu tura rAkhe. je jenA thai guNa nahi dhare, jainanu nAma meLe. zraddhA, bhakita, vinaya tane, durgati mA thAzA dharmI zubha guNa dharI, ucca mArge caDhaze; pUrvAcAryA na karatAM, nItithI dharma pAme. kheALe. mArge cAlI jhaTapaTa have, vAra tA nA lagADA; jIvadhi' e anubhava. karI, jAgIne. saune jagADI. [racanA kALaH sa. 1968 phAgaNa vada amAsa, pAdarA. gurudeva ardhI sadI pahelAM karele A anurAdha ~ " he. jaine! tame, mAnA dhAvaNanI lAja rAkhA, jarAya vilaMba, karyA. unA, have tame ane jagADe, 4 zuM Aje paNa evA ne evA ja ApaNate lAgu nathI paDatA ? zuM ApaNe e dhAvaNunI lAja rAkhI rahyAM. chIe ?, ApaNe jAgyA. chIe kharA?

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phUla mane jayakumAra zAha aMgAre A mAsanI mA za A kathAH | sAhityanI harajIALa duniyAmAM zrI jayakumAra zAhanI e pahelI pagalI che teethI mahatvakAMkSAthI thanaganatA eka navayuvAna kAkara che. peAtAnA makAnamAM, yuvaka pravRttienA te sUtradhAra che bhIMtapage temaja 'ma'jhIla' nAmanA eka sAhityIka patra calAvavAnA teo akhatarA karI cUkayA che. ma kathA mArA tee parama mitra che, e temane ApaNI Agama kathAmAne navI razailImAM lakhavAnI vinaMtI karI ane temaNe e saha vadhAvI pazu lIdhI. jetu' A prathama puSpa che. dara mAse te ApaNane eka Agama kathA Apaze A kathA uttarAdhyayana sUtra'nA AvI che. kuMtta eka madamasta yuvAna hateA. hastInAgapuranA rAnane! e lADakA putra hatA. e rAjakuMvara hateA. rAjavI saMskAranI enA tanabadanamAM khumArI hatI. paraMtu rAjAnA svabhAva sAthe saMkaLAyelI khuvArIthI e dUra hatA. saMskAra ane cAritrathI e sudRDha hatA. eNe enAM pUrvajone itihAsa sAMbhaLyo hatA. RtihAsa tA vIratvathI bharapUra AdhAre nava sarajI karavAmAM spAdaka hatA. paraMtu e nAgI ne tAtI talavAre, e baraSTa ne ekAma bhAlAe, leAhIthI kharaDAyelI e nagarIe, kadI meAtane DAratI, te kadI metanI DarAvatI e bhayAnaka cIse vagerethI bharapUra e itihAsanI vAtAmAM tene zUrAtana nahetuM dekhAtuM. mAnavInI ja gAliyatanA tene temAM bhaNakArA saMbhaLAtA hatA. e pApabhIrU hatA. hADakAnAM sarve

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mecI lAvuM tA. 1-2-1964] buddhiprabhA [43 danA karatAM e AtmAnI anubhUtino gurU ghaDI ziSyane joI rahyArAgI hate. AthI ja to e zramaNa paraMtu gurUne ziSyamAM vizvAsa hate.. bhagavatene upAsaka hate. ziSyanI sAdhanA temaNe najaronajara roja ne roja eka khaDaka para, joI hatI. temane vizvAsa hato A. dhImI pANInI dhAra paDe che te eka | ziSya AtmAne bhikSu che. zarIranA divasa paththara jevo paththara paNa narama kaSTone, te kaSTa nathI samajAte. AthI. paDI jAya che. jyAre kurUdatta te mINanA e jarUra, siddhine pitAnI pAse haiyAvALA hate. sadgaranI vairAgyathI nijharatI vANImAM enuM mINa haiyuM gurunI AjJA maLatAM ja zramaNa. ogaLI gayuM. radatta ekalA vihAra karavA lAgyA. eNe saMsAra choDavAno nirNaya vihAra karatAM karatAM e eka. karyo. mAta pitAnI AjJA mAMgI. ane bAga AgaLa AvyA. prakRti ahIM eka divase kurUdatta rAjapATa cheDIne zamaNuM banI gayo. nijAnaMda maratamAM mazagUla hatI. ghaTATopa jhADanI chAyAmAM mAnavIne pitAnA guru pAse e have zastro mUkIne zAstro bhaNavA lAgyA. samayanA aMtaranI beja karAve tevuM vAtAvaraNa vahevA sAthe e eka zAstra vizAra hatuM. nava zramaNane A sthAna gamI mahApaMDita banI gayo. sAdhu jIvananI gayuM. te ahIM dhyAnamAM besI gayAM. utkaTa sAdhanAthI enuM jIvana khaDatala ane AtmAnuM ciMtavana karavA banI gayuM. lAgyA. paraMtu kurUdattane zAstronA abhyAsathI saMtoSa na hato. ene to mekSa meLavavo duniyAnI dunyavI lIlA e bhUlI. gayA paramAtmAnAM ja dhyAnamAM evA. hato. AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA banavuM lIna banI gayAM ke pitAnI AjubAju hatuM. ane e jANato hato e meLavavA zuM thaI hyuM che tenuM paNa lezamAtra mATe ugra sAdhanA jarUrI che. bhAna na rahyuM. eka divasa gurUne vaMdanA karI kharekhara, ekacittA ne ekadhUna ja eNe kahyuM:-"gurUdeva! A vakhate mAre ekalA vihAra karavo che? Apa mane mAnavIne siddhi apAvavAmAM madadagAra anujJA Apo." bane che.

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jo buddhiprabhA tA. 1194 e samaya daramyAna tyAMthI keTalAka para aMgAra mUka eTale e javAba cera, gAyo laIne nIkaLyA. cerI Apaze." karI hatI eTale e utAvaLamAM hatAM. sAdhue A zabdo sAMbhaLyA. tenI ja pAchaLa tene mAlIka deDato paraMtu te dhyAnathI jarAya DagyA nahi doDato AvyuM. te carane dhI rahyuM hate.. temaja tyAMthI nAzI chuTavAne vicAre jyAM A kurUdata dhyAnamAM hatAM paNa temaNe karyo nahi. te tyAMthI thoDe dUra be rastA pharatA hatAM. ane AvA vicArathI te Dare mAlika tyAM AvIne aTakI gayo. te pachI te ekacitta zAnuM? e kayA, raste javuM tenA vicAramAM. e dhyAna zetu? ane AtmAnI zodha paDI gayo. karanAra je nAzI chuTe te e sAdhu zAne? tyAM tenI najara A bhagavaMta para paDI. tyAM jaI teNe pUchayuM, "he AvA vicArothI te manane vadhAre majabUta karIne AtmAnuM dhyAna jera sAdhu! ahIMthI cheDe samaya pahelAM jorathI dharavA lAgyA. pasAra thayelA. cAre kayA raste gayA ? mAlike te gussAmAM ne gussAmAM kurUdatta sAMbhaLyuM te kharuM, paraMtu kyAMkathI mATI ne pANI lAvI temanA -jo e sAcuM kahe che A mAlika mAthA para eka nAnI pALa bAMdhI pelA corane mArI nAkhe tema bhaya dIdhI. lAkaDAnA gharSaNathI amipragaTAvI, hatA. AthI temAM anumAdita hiMsA lAkaDAnA aMgArA banAvyA ane vartI hatI. jo bIjo rasto batAve te sAdhunA mAthe mUkI dIdhA. juhu bolavA jevuM thatuM hatuM. AthI eM. mauna ja rahyA. pAnanA dhImA jhapATAmAM aMgArA dhagadhaga saLagala lAgyA. mATI lAla. pelA mAlike be cAra vakhata coLa thavA lAgI. chatAya kuradata to pUchayuM. paNa e te, makhamAM ja lIna sthira ja rahyAM. rahyA. mAlikane AthI guro caDayA. * ane te belyo. "lAva, tenA mAthA e te uhuM vicAravA lAgyA ne

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tA. 10-2-1964 buddhi C[45 pitAnA AtmAne ja phIzIma anamAM makkA para aMkAra saLamAM hatyA bolavA lAgyA. paraMtu haiye te kula amaratA hatA. he Atama! A te dehane kaSTa AtmAnI suvAsathI deha e to. maghamaghI rahyo hato ke aMgArAnI rAkha, kvAya che ke nahi. Ama je baLe che te te hADakAM maLe che; tuM nahi. kulanI suvAsa banIne patharAI gaI. A deha to bAhya padArtha che. je kure A upasargamAM evA te saLagI rahyuM che e te ja pukala che. pAra utaryA ke temane kevaLajJAna thayuM. jagata AkhAnI lIlA temane hathelImAM ane tuM e kema bhUle che? tArA dekhAvA lAgI. vinA A dehanI kaMI ja kimata nathI. paraMtu DI ja vAramAM e jJAnaA je bhaDake che, te to tArI nara dIpa bujhAI gaye. gurUdatta, jenI zodhamAM deha bhaDake baLe che; tuM nahi, to bhale hatAM, jenA dhyAnamAM emaNe aMgArAne A pApI deha baLane bharama thaI jAya. kula mAnI vadhAvyA hatA, te mese mAre te tuM eka haze te basa che..." sadhAvI gayA. VEIKTIES SHEETSHSK che "budhdhiprabhA ne lagate tamAma patra vyavahAra A saranAme kara"buddhiprabhA" Co dhaneza enDa kane 19 21, pIkeTa krosa lena, smola kejha kATa pAse, muMbai 2. lekhakone puraskAra ApavAmAM Ave che, FIRSTUDIESECHES

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46 buddhiprabhA [ tA. 10-2-1964 kucha ase saMyogake kAran, isa aMkame, maiM karmayogakA hiMdI bhAvAnuvAda de nahi zakA hUM, isaliye maiM apane vAcakagaNakI 'kSamA cAhatA huuN| phirabhI vaise hI unake (gurudevake) dUsare graMtha "ziSyopaniSada"kI kucha jhAMkiyA, isa aMkameM Apako dikhalA rahA huuN| vaidakI saMskRtimeM upaniSadoMkA mahatva baDA bhArI rahA hai| saMkSipta vAkyomeM jIvanakA sAra kaha denemeM upaniSada hameM sadA bhaayegaa| usI upaniSadoMkI zailIkA avalaMbana leke gurudevane bhI tIna tIna upaniSada likhe haiM / "jainopaniSad," jainadRSTikonase likhA gayA " isAvASyopaniSad " aura ziSya kaisA honA cAhiye uttama aura udAra ziSya kauna aura kaise ho zakatA hai, ina sabakI sarala aura sacoTa bhASA aura zailImeM chAna bAna karatA huA 'ziSyopaniSad' bhI likhA hai| yaha graMtha uttara gujarAtake pethApura gA~vameM vikramakI 1873kI saMvatameM zrAvaNa sudI tRtIyAke zubha zanIdharake dina pUrA kiyA gayA thaa| isa pUrAne graMthakI navIna AvRttikA prakAzana kArya Aja cAlU haiM / zAyada vaizAkhI mosamake irdagIrda Apa yaha graMthakI navIna AvRtti par3haneke liye pA bhI zakeMge / isa graMthakI prastAvanAmeM ApakA aura vakhta jAyada na karake, vaha hI graMthakI hI kucha jhalaka kyoM na Apako karA dU? to dekhiye sAmanekA pattA aura par3hiye / -saMpAdaka / ziSyo ra

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buddhiprabhA doSadRSTirahitaH / ... jaba taka dUsaroMke doSa hI dekhanemeM mana pravRtta rahatA hai aura unake sadguNa dekhe nahi jAte taba taka ziSya honekI yogyatA prApta nahi hotI / ... tA. 10-2-1664 ] 1 aham mamatAdi doSa pariharaNa zIlaH ...guruke sadupadeza se jo aham aura mamatAkA tyAga karanemeM apanI zakti lagAtA hai vaha ziSya bana zakatA hai| ina durguNoMkA AdI insAna kabhI prati-pakSI banakara gurukI hI khAka uDelanemeM pravRtta ho zakatA hai / isaliye aham aura mamatA va doSoMse dUra rahebAlA insAna meM hI ziSya bananekI yogyatA hotI hai| ... 1 pariSahajayI | paniSad T [ 47 . vartamAnakAlameM jo aneka vAda vivAda dikhalAI paDatA haiM unakA pramukha kArana to vahI hai kI jo ziSya sAdhu hai unhoMmeM kaSToMko sahana karanekI tAkata nahi hai / yadI yaha guNa unhoMmeM hotA to ve kabhI bhI apane ziSyadharmase bhraSTa nahi banate hAMlAki ve apanA aura dUsaroMkA bhI kanyANa kara zakate / ... gurvAjJA vidhipUrvaka - dIkSA grAhaka zikSA yogyaH / . guruke vacanoMko jo mAnatA nahi hai balki unhIM ke hI doSa dekhate hai aura dUsaroMke Age apane gurukI dIyI huA AjJAoMko mithyA kahate hai, vaha ziSyapadake liye yogya hi hai / ... aura jo gurukI hitazIkSAoMko majAka samaja kara upekSA karatA hai vaha bhI ziSya banake liye kAbila nahi hai /

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A mAsanI jelanI tArIkha. tA. 15 phebruaArI haze. su 2) bha0 maranAtha AzIluM yavana jANuka tA. 17 phebruArI phA. su. 4) bha0 mahInAtha svAmInuM , tA. 20 phebruArI (kA. su. 8) bha0 saMbhavanAtha svAmInuM tA. 24 phebuArI (kA. su. 12) bhao mallInAtha svAmInuM nirvANa kalyANaka bha0 suMnasurata svAmInuM rIkSA , tA. 2 mArca (u. vada 4) bha0 pArzvanAtha svAmInuM cyavana kalyANaka kevaLajJAna , tA. 5 mArca phA. vada 5) bhai caMdraprabhu svAmInuM cayana kalyANaka tA. 6 mArca (u. vada 8) bhara AdinAtha ane janma kalyANaka ahiMsA e mAnavamAtrane mahAmaMtra che. tene vyavasthita pracAra vinA samAjano abhyadaya thaI zake nahIM. temAMe jeo viSama saMyogonA pariName dharmabhUlyA che, temane te ahiMsAne mahAmaMtra avazya saMbhaLAve joIe. A kArya mAba zabdonA svastika pUravAthI thatuM nathI. te mATe ekaniSTha banI, akhaMDaavirata prayatna karavAnI jarUra che. gujarAtanuM gauravazALI jaina mizana. paramAra kSatriya janadharma pracAraka sabhA. je boDelI ane tenI AsapAsanA pradezamAM ahiMsA dharmane vyavasthita pracAra karI rahyuM che. ane tenuM pariNAma uttarottara suMdara AvatuM rahyuM che. chellAM paMdara varSathI kArya karI rahela A saMsthAne paricaya meLave ane sahakAra Ape. je ApaNe ema irachatA hoIe ke ahiMsA dharmano pracAra vadhe ane bIjA hajAro bhAie tenA jhaMDA nIce AvI pitAnuM kalyANa sAdhe. to A saMsthAne chuTA hAthe paisAnI madada karavI ghaTe che. boDelI ane tenI AsapAsanA derAsaronI paMcatIrthInA darzana karavA | padhAro. ane A kArya kSetranuM nirikSaNa kare. madada mokalavAnuM ThekANuM ! kAryAlaya : | mAnad maMtrIo : zeTha vADIlAla rAghavajI [457, saradAra vI. pI.roDa, jeThAlAla amIcaMda zAha 61, tAMbA kAMTA, 1 2 je mALe, IzvaralAla kasturacaMda - muMbaI 3. muMbaI 4. sALavI

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1 zAsana samAcAra KOS " . K mAruM zuM mAnu ? mAruM nA kazuM A jaMge, tAruM' ja dIdhela. prabhu ! dharuM tArA ja caraNe, ghATakoparamAM baMdhAnAra nutana jinAlayanA mULanAyaka zrI munisuvrata svAmInI aMjanazalAkA ane pratiSThA mATe rUA. 1,11,111 nI uchAmaNIne Adeza maLyA pachI zeTha zrI savAIlAla kezavalAla je. pI. parama pUnya AcArya deveza zrImad dharma surIzvarajI ma. sA. nA varad haste vAsakSepa laI rahyA che. S K

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50 ] buddhiprabhA tA. 17-ra-1964 kalakattA zaherane ApaNe bhAratanuM laMDana temaja nyukaM kahIe te temAM atizayokti nahi gaNAya. A zaheramAM, te ja zaheranI vastI keTalI ane dUra dUranA dezomAMthI AvIne, kalakattAne potAnuM vatana banAvIne rahenArI varatI keTalI enI mojaNI karavI e lagabhaga Aja azakya jevuM banI gayuM che. bhAratanA dUra dUranA gAmaDAomAMthI potAnA bhAgyane ajamAvavA kaMIka gujarAtIo A zaheramAM AvIne vasyAM che. saurASTramAM AveluM prAcIna ghoghA baMdara Aja te e bhavya itihAsanuM mAtra khaMDera ja rahyuM che. e baMdara tUTatAM kaMIka jaNAe tyAMthI gAmatarUM karI paradeza veThayo che. zeTha paramAnaMda ratanajI temaja zeTha kezavalAla ratanajI A be bhAIoe paNa e AsamAnI sulatAnI Aphata sAme pitAnuM jIvana nAva jhukAvyuM hatuM.. zarUmAM to teo muMbaI AvIne vasyA. ghATakoparamAM rahyA. bhAgya ADe pAMdaDuM pharI gayuM. paradezanI saphara vijayI banI. temane dhaMdhe vadhato ja game. sAhasa na kare te gujarAtI ba zAne ? ane temAMya vepArI leha, e cenathI bese ja zAnuM? zeTha muMbaI choDI kalakattA gayA. tyAM paNa bhAgya temanI paDakhe ja rahyuM. ane jota jotAmAM to kalakattAnI e prathama haroLamAM ubhA rahevA lAgyA. A zeThIyAoe lakSmIne siddha karI hatI eTaluM ja nahi, udAratAne paNa temaNe potAnI banAvI hatI. tijorI temanI sadAya ughADa baMdha thayA ja karatI hatI. evA udAra, dharmapremI, sAhasika pitAnuM saMtAna paNa tevuM ja nIkaLe ane temane ya vaTAvI jAya evA sAhasane prAmANikatAthI jIvana jIve tyAre saheje kahevAI jAya ke "dhanya che e saMtAnane "dhanya che enA mAta-pitAne !' zeTha kezavalAla ratanajInA putra zrI savAIlAla evI ja bevaDI dhanyatAne pAtra che. ame jyAre temanI mulAkAta lIdhI hatI tyAre teozrIe temanI aMtaranI vAta kahetA kahyuM hatuM -"mArAmAM Aje je dharmAnurAga che, vItarAga pratyenI je aDaga zraddhA che, te mane mArA mAtuzrI ajavALIbAI taraphathI maLelAM saMskAra che. ane Aje huM je kaI phulanI pAMkhaDI jevuM kaMI puNya kArya karuM chuM te

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:::..: : mA vADI mAMhI kula khelyA ke avanavAM rUpALAM; huM kula nA, nA pAMkhaDI, kaLI huM jhumatI havAmAM zeTha zrI savAIlAla kezavalAla je. pI. nA murabbI bhAIzrI dhIrUbhAInI dIkarI ku. pAla, AcArya deveza zrI dharmasUrIzvarajI ma. nA maMgala maMtra dharma saMskAra jhIlI rahI che.

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para] budhdhiprabhA [tA. 10-2-1964 mArA pitAzrIne AbhArI che, temaNe ja mane prAmANikatAthI vepAra karatAM ane dhananA sadvyuya karatAM zIkhavyuM che..." A saMskArasuta zeTha zrI savAIlAla kaizavalAla ( je. pI. ) te ameA pASa suda sAtamanA sAmavAre maLyA hatAM, e amArI akhabArI mulAkAta hatI. e ja saptAhamAM temaNe je udAratAthI, ghATakeAparamAM najadikanA bhaviSyamAM dhAnAra nUtana jinAlayamAM, mULanAyaka tarIke bha. zrI munisuvrata svAmInI a'janazalAkA temaja pratiSTA mATe je bhavyU ne udAra uchAmaNI melyA hatA tenA sadarbhamAM ame temane maLyA hatA. ame temane pUchyuMH- A uchAmaNI tame je kheAlyAM tenI pAchaLanI preraNA kAtI hatI ?" Ama kahuM te evI preraNA mane kAInI nahatI, ane jo kAI ane preraNAthI prerAyelu kArya kahuM to e preraNA mane mArA mArA mAtuzrInA dha sarakAranI hatI. ** ATalI meATI uchAmaNI tame khIjA keAI sAmAjika ke sA ikanA utkarSa kArya mATe zA mATe na vAparI ?" << rr kharuM kahuM te mane A uchAmaNI huM je kaI bAlyA tethI kaMI huM samAja ke sAdharmika bhAI enA tithI dUra jAuM chuM ema mAnate nathI. paNa jinamaMdiramAM vadhAre rasa che. ane mArI te| IcchA che ke A je jinAlaya badhAya te eka evuM kalAtmaka ne yAtrAnuM dhAma bane ke jethI te jinAlaya oI jainetare paNa jitanI pUjA karatA thAya." " kalakattAmAM evu kaMI na karatAM tame ghATakoparamAM ja zA mATe e kA pasaMda karyuM ? r kAraNa ke e bhUmie mArA jIvanane pAdhyu che ne mArA jIvananuM thaDatara karyuM che. ane mArI bhAvanA che ke mArU zevana e ja dharatI para mAre gALavuM ne tyAMnA samAja ne dharma sAthe mAre samabhAgI banavuM." amArI mulAkAMtanA A gheADA praznothI vADI sa ze, zeTha je rUA. 1,11,111) nI uchAmaNI melyA hatA tenI kahI rahyA chIe. zakayA haze ke vAta tamane

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HALF Hifi : KIRILE issuu maLI lakSmI ghaNI tava dharma puNe, mAMgu huM te kharca badhI te sadvyaye. zeThazrI savAIlAla kezavalAla je. pI., temaja temanA murabbI bhAIe, sonA mahorathI jJAnanI pUjA karI rahyA che.

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54] - budhiprabhA (tA. 10-2-1964 Ama te A uchAmaNInI zarUAta ja bhavya ne udAra evA re. 51,001 nA zubha AMkaDAothI thaI hatI. A AMkaDAne vadhArI, jaina zAsananI zobhA vadhAranAra bIjA paNa udAra, dharmapremI jana saMtAna hatA. AMkaDA te eTalA jaldI ne jagI vadhI rahyA hatA ke ghaDI te khUda lakSamI paNa moMmAM AMgaLI ghAlI gaI haze! ekAvana hajArane AMkaDe to mAtra gaNatrInI ja paLomAM bhUlAI gayo hato. paMcetera hajAra eka, ekayAzI hajAra eka, pacyAzI hajAra eka, ekANuM hajAra eka ema eka AMkaDe vadhatA, junA AMkaDA jANe zaramAtA hatA. chellA AMkaDe te jANe medanI jAma thai gaI hatI. joke have to AnaMdane jANe maherAmaNa UchaLatA hatA. tyAM to e AMkaDo paNa zaramAI gayo. zeThazrIe eka lAkha eka hajAra ne eka agIyArane Adeza mAMgyo. badhA eka ja jANe bhegA thaI gayA. paNa pelu moTuM mIMDa e badhAnI beThakamAM zaramAtuM hatuM. saMdhanA movaDIoe zeThane e mIMDu kADhI nAkhavA vinaMtI karI. . ane e mIMDu te paNa kevI jagAnuM ? pahelA ekaDA pachInuM bIjuM ja mIThuM ! ne tyAra pachI bIjA cAra ekaDA hatA ! eka mIMDAmAMthI eka karatAM eka hajAra banatAM hatAM. ane udAra zeThe maiDAnA hajAra paNa vadhAvI lIdhA. have to ekaDAnI jANe jamAta jAmI gaI. rUA. 1,11,111 !! cha ekaDAnI jANe prIma jAmI gaI !!! e cha ekaDA, e chaThane divasa, e uchAmaNInI chanAna, badhuM ja varaso sudhI yAda raheze. jina maMdiro e jaina saMskRti temaja bhAratIya saMskRtinA benamUna pratika che. temAM kaLA che, sAdhanA che, saMskAra che, udAratA che ne leka haiyAnI temAM bhAvanA paNa che. kharekhara zeThazrI savAIlAla kezavalAle e udAra rakamanI uchAmaNI bolIne jaina zAsanane vadhu prabhAvita karyuM che. ame te eTaluM ja IcchIe ke temanI je, benamUna ne kalAtmaka evuM jinAlaya jevAnI bhAvanA che te nUtana jinAlayamAM pUrI thAya.

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huM lADu banyu sAnu pArasa saMga saMge, zrIphaLa A bahumAna pAmyuM zrI saMgha saMge, ghATakoparanA sadhe, udAra rita ne sarakAra sUta zeTha zrI savAIlAla temaja temanA preraNAmUrti, a.sau. zrI tArAlakamIbenane kukuma tilaka pharI zrIphaLa ane seAnA mahArathI bahumAna karyuM. te veLAnI tasvIra.

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e ja paNa '**** che, ame nAnA bALa tAta le saMbhALa, ame paNa karazuM jaina dharma ujamALa. zrI ghATakoparanA saMghe zeThazrInA sArAya kuTuMbane zrIphaLa vagerethI satkAra karyo te samayanI tasvIra. (DAbI bAjuthI UbhI haroLamAM) zrI savAIlAla, a, sau. tArAlakSmI savAIlAla, sau. prabhAvatI bena, ku. sulekhA, sau. jayAlakSmI bena dhIrubhAI, zrI dhIrubhAI ane purIbena. (beThI haroLamAM nAnAM bhUlakAM) bebI bhAratI, bebI pArala, dIpakumAra, cetanakumAra ane jamaNI bAju bena dakSA.

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che ? wwwwwww AbhAra ane abhivAdana - sva. zrImad buddhisAgara surIzvarajI ma.nA jIvanakALa daramiyAna uttara gujarAtamAM AvelA pethApura ane kukaravADA gAmenI jAhejAlA khUba ja hatI. pUjya ma. zrIne e gAma para u5kAra paNa ghaNe ja hato. buddhiprabhA' e bhImajInA sAhityanuM pracAra karatuM sAmayika I tenA vadhu vikAsa ane pragati mATe parama pUjya anugAcArya panyAsa pravara zrI mahadayasAgarajI gaNivaryanA zubha preraNAthI pethApura , sAgacha jaina upAzrayana saMgha "buddhiprabhA'ne peTana banyo che. A kukaravADAnA jana che paNa, parama pUjya panyAsa pravara zrI subodhasAgarajI gaNivarya temaja pa. pra. pU. zrI mahAdaya sAgarajI ma.no preraNAthI buddhiprajAnA peTrana banI amane je sAtha sahakAra Ape che te mATe ame te baMne saMghanA TrasTI temaja vahIvaTa kartAone AbhAra mAnIe chIe, parama pUjya AcArya zrImada kAtisAgarasurIzvarajI preraNAthI, zeTha zrI mahendrabhAI manasukhalAla 2 temaja ugra tapasvI munirAja zI napAta vijayajI nI ala. 6 preraNAthI zeTha zrI ratIlAla somacaMda khaMbhAtI, (hAla nivAsI peTa che ke lAdanA) buddhipramabhA nA AjIvana sabhya banyA che. | e ane AjIvana sabhya dAtAonuM ane hArika abhivAdana karIe chIe. - In 5 * * * * A pUjya sa. ma. zrI lAvayajI ma.nI zubha preraNAthI gALI vADA jaina upAzraya taraphathI rUA. 21 ne sahakAra maLe che. je mATe che 2 mche temanA zahIue nA nAbhI chIe. * h N S Now : t AvatA aMkathI vAMce ! buddhiprabhA'nA pAne "Amane-sAmane nI ane khI kaTAkSa kaTAra ----- ------=1

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zatAbdInA saMsmaraNe. (kukaravADA) koI paNa saMsthA ke saMdha jyAre se varasanI bane che tyAre e saMsthA ke saMghanA sabhyo temaja tenA kAryakartAo mATe e gaurava ane AnaMdane prasaMga banI jAya che. tene AMkaDe ja eTale badhe zukanavaMte che ke tyAM sudhI je koI pahece tene AnaMda ane umaMgathI vadhAvI levAmAM Ave che. * uttara gujarAtamAM AvelA kukaravADA gAmanA bha. AdinAthanA derAsaranI pratiSThA vagere thayAne mahA suda dasamanA roja barAbara se varasa pUrA thayA. e divase kukaravADAnA jaina saMghe eka zatAbdi saptAha je kAryakrama rAkhe. tA. 16-1-64nA divase, sva. yoganiSTha AcArya bhagavAna zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA paTTadhara ziSya ratna zAMtamUrti parama pUjya AcArya deveza zrImad kIrtisAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.nA ziSya ratna, parama pUjya nyAsa pravara zrI mahedaya sAgarajI gaNivarya, vyAkhyAna vAcaspati panyAsa pravara jI sudhasAgarajI gaNivarya, munirAja zrI durlabhasAgarajI, zrI manaharasAgarajI ma. sA, zrI jasavaMtasAgarajI ma. sA. zrI sudarzanasAgarajI ma. sA. Adi zramaNa gave tenuM saMdhe ThAThamAThathI svAgata karI A zatAbdi mahotsavanuM maMgalAcaraNa A prasaMge aMtarAya karma nivAraNa pUjA, navapadajInI pUjA, navvANuM prakArI pUjA, kuMbhasthApana, paMcadayANuka - pUja, abhiSeka, navagraha pUjana, yAtrAne zAnadAra varaghoDe ane zAMtinAtra va. nI ujavaNI karavAmAM AvI hatI. nA dhArmika anuSThAna karAvavA mATe, atyAranA cAlu "buddhiprabhA' nA AvA taMtrI temaja jaina adhyayananA kuzAstra pati temaja vizuddha kriyAvidhi suzrAvaka paMDita chabIladAsa kesarIcaMda saMdhavI temaja temanA suputra zrI yazavaMtabhAI padhAryA hatA. pUjAmAM tema ja bhAvanAmAM pAlanapuravALA mA saMgItakAra zrI harajIvanadAsa hakamIcaMdabhAIe sAja ane surIlA kaMdathI A prasaMgane khUba ja yAdagAra banAvyA hatA.

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(9 ) [59 tA. 10-2-1964] buddhiprabhA A mahatsavanI sAthesAtha vaDI dIkSAne bhavya prasaMga paNa ujavavAmAM Avyo hate. 5. pU. subodhasAgarajI gaNivaryanA zikhya ratna pU. munirAja zrI manahara sAgarajI ma. sA. nA nava dIkSita ziSya zrI sudarzana sAgarajI ma. ne kukaravADA saMgha taraphathI vaDI dIkSA ApavAmAM AvI hatI. zAMtisnAtra, abhiSeka, varaghoDe vagere saMdha taraphathI karavAmAM AvyA hatuM. vadheDAnA zAsana rathanA sArathI tarIke muMbaI vAsaNa bajAranA mazahura vepArI zrI ratIlAla nagInadAsa lahAne lIdho hato. tema ja navagra pUjananA be grahanuM pUjana ane be vakhata svAmI vAtsalya karAvI mahAna puNya upArjana karyuM hatuM. zrI sevaMtilAla ramaNalAla, zrI chaganalAla mAnacaMda, zrI rAyacaMda chaganalAla, zrI babaladAsa hakamacaMda, zrI ratilAla nagInadAsa, zrI pUcharAma hemacaMda, temaja zrI trIkamalAla bhAicaMde paNa eka eka divasa svAmI vAtsalya karIne mahAna puNya upArjana karyuM hatuM. A uparAMta saMdha zAMti tapasyA tema ja abhinaMdana samAroha paNa ujavavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. parama pUjya panyAsa pravara zrI mahedayasAgarajI gaNivarya temaja bApajI ma. nA samudAya vartinI sA. ma. zrI cAritrazrIjI, ma. aAdi ThANanI preraNAthI saMgha zAMti nimitte AyaMbila tapasyA karAvatAM so thI vadhu bhAI benoe AyaMbila tapa karyuM hatuM. A mahatsavamAM mukhya bhAga bhajavanAra tema ja anuSThAne bhAvabhInA banAvavAmAM AgevAno bharyo rasa lenAra paMDita zrI chabiladAsa kezarIcaMda tema ja zrI harajIvanadAsa hukamIcaMdabhAinuM saMdhe bahumAna karyuM hatuM ane abhinaMdana ApyA hatA. " A mahotsavanI vyavasthA va. karIne A kAryane vadhu ujamALuM banAvavA mATe bI kadaralAla hIrAcaMda, zrI sakalacaMda kevaLadAsa, zrI channAlAla sAkaLacaMde, thI kAMtilAla manasukharAma Adi bhAIoe khUba ja jahemata uThAvI hatI. 5. tenA sahavAsa ne suvAsathI A mahatsava khUba ja yAdagAra baje dha

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jhaMDA UMcA rahe amArA ( pAvApurI ) parama UpakArI carama tirthaMkara bhagavAna mahAvIre temanA atama samaye jyAM sALa prahara sudhI yAdagAra dezanA ApI hatI te pavitradhAma pAvApurImAM, tA. 5-1-64 nA rAja pASa vadI chaThThanA divase ghaNA ja mADhathI sAtamI varSagAMTha ujavavAmAM AvI hatI. A prasa Mge traNa divasane bharacaka kAryakrama rAkhavAmAM AvyA hate. pUjA-bhAvanA ane prabhAvanAnA trisaMgamathI A varSegAMnuM svAgata karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. pASa vadI chaThanA ravivAre bhavya vArDa kADhavAmAM AvyA hatA, zAsana rathamAM viya zrI DAsAlAla rAmabhAinA dharmapatnI bhagavAnane lagne eTa hatA. te ja divase varadheDA utaryA bAda sattara bhedI pUjA bhaNAvavAmAM AvI hatI ane dhvajArASaNa karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. . 1151) nI udAra khelI khelIne sevAbhAvI zrImAna previya zrI vRjalAla DAghAbhAi dezIe dhvajArApaNa pharI mahAna puNya upArjana karyuM hatuM, A prasaMge devadravyanI Avaka lagabhaga traNeka hajAranI thavA pAmI hatI. . * bIje divase kalakattAnA sadha rAjagIra gaye te ane tyAMnA jinamadiramAM pUjA bahuAvI hatI. annenA munima zrI kanaiyAlAle sadhatu bhAvabhInu svAgata karyuM hatuM. A prasaMgane saphaLa banAvavAmAM zrI dhanajIbhAI (cAsa pU. munirAja zrI bhadrazIlavijayajI ma.) pachI vahIvaTa sabhALanAra zrI vRjalAla DAhyAbhA) dezIe khUba ja bhAre jahemata uThAvI hatI. jharIyA nivAsI zrI devazIbhAte sahakAra maNa sArA evA hatA. A prasage zrImAna 'khAMbu lakSmIcaLa satIjI, temanA dharma putnI tathA bAbu jJAnacaMdajI sumatIjI vageree hAjarI ApI zAsananI zobhAmAM vadhAro karyo hatA, pANI mahetA bhalA (sANa ) atrenA sAgaragaccha jaina saMdhanI AgrahabharI vinaMtIne svIkAra karIne paramapujya AgAma deveza zrImad prIti brAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. thyAdi ThANA amadAvAdathI vihAra karIne sAzuda pA che. maMtranA bAranA derAsaramAM abhiSeka vagerenA utsava ujavavAmAM AvanAra che. jaya jaya nadA : jaya jaya bhI paramapUjana myA. ma. zrI kAti sAgarasUrIzvarajInA vayevRddha ziSyarana zrI mahimAsAgarajI ma. sA. mahA vada ekamanI zubha savAre kALadhama pAmyA che. sva. sa`ta mI AcAya ma. nA eka suvinayIkhane Ati ziSya hatA. mudraka ane prakAzaka : indirA guNavatalAla zAha mudraNAlaya H .. jaina vijaya " prinTiMga presa, gAMdhI-surata. ""

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sAdhunI sa 2 | ma preraNA ajarAmara pada azakaya che nahu manuSyane kaMi, alabhya nahi kaI jagamAM joya; mAnava pAme, mAnava-prabhu pratinidhi ja hoya. akaLAIza nahi Aphata Ave, Aphata sadA nahiM rahenAra; adhira thA nA kAryo karatA, amUlya Ayu na phAgaTa hAra. syAdvAda-samanvaya ahiMsAmaya vicAraka, allA izu bhaje ke rAma; ataMt budha hira sau bhajatAM, pAme mukti vaikuMTha dhAma anurAdha adhikArI thaI kara nahi julma, kara nahi prANAMte anyAya; adhikArI thaI pakSapAtane, tyAgI kara samajIne nyAya. anyAyI je amaladAra che, te jIvatA che zayatAna; anyAyInA julma sAme, rahIne jIve adhikArI julmIe sAme, UbhuM rahevuM anyAyIne pakSa na karavA, anyAya nahi te (sa'kaeNlana ) ajJAnI ajJAnI jayAM AgevAne, tyAM AcAryA, dhama gurue, ajJAnI rAjA ajJAnI jayAM a'vAte dAre jyAM baLavAna. sa Mpa; ja p teA ujjaDa khAkha mazANu; karatA deza sa'dhanI hANa, karatAM dhanI mArAmAra; maMdhA, ajJAnIe tevA dhAra. | noMdha--sva. gurudeva zrImad budhdhisAgarasUrIzvarajIe temane aMtima graMtha 'kakkAvalI sumedha 'lakhyA hatA. A graMthamAM mULAkSarAnA eka eka akSara para sa khvAba dha patie lakhI che. 'a'upara 409 kaDIe lakhI che..... ...sa'pAdaka. ] karIne aMte

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February 1964 BUDDHIPRABHA Regd No. G. 472 vi mA he eprila 1964 mAM pAM 'badhaprabhA'no | | mahAvIra janma kalyANake aMka pragaTa thaze jo A aMka mATe nIcenA viSaya para lekha temaja vAto hariphAI rAkhavAmAM AvI che. viSayaH- 1) jagata saMskRtimAM bhagavAna mahAvIranuM pradAna. (2) bha, mahAvIranI samAjakAlIna sthiti. | (3) jagatadharmonA saMsthApakamAM bha. mahAvIranI viziSTatA. , (4) budhedhane gRhatyAga ane mahAvIranA gRhatyAga : eka tulanA. (5) bhAratanI AjhAdI bha. mahAvIranI ahiMsAnI sadAya RNI raheze. vArtAoH-jaina sUtro, zAaA, sidadhAMto ne AgamAmAM sacavAyelI jaina pArANika kathAonA AdhArenI bAdha kathAo, caritra viSayaka vArtAo temaja jaina zramaNa bhagavaMto, tirtha'kara bhagavaMtonA jIvana prasaMge, temaja teonA rekhAcitro vagere uparanI vAtoe lakhI mokalavA vinaMtI che. vArtA ane lekhenA traNa traNa inAme vaheMcavAmAM Avaze. prathama naMbarane rUA. 31, bIjA naMbarane rUA. 25, trIjA naMbarane rUA. 11. vArtA ane lekha mATe alaga alaga InAma ApavAmAM Avaze. lekha ane vArtA pulara ke panA pAMca pAnAthI vadhu na hovI joI e. tamArI kRti 'kAgaLanI eka bAjue, svacha akSare, tamArU' pUrUM saranAmuM lakhIne Aje ja " budidhaprabhA'nA kAryAlaye mokalI ApI inAma meLave. tA. 1pa mArca 1964 pachIthI AvanAra ti harIphAImAM levAze nahi. te pahelAM ja ApanI vAto ke lekha mokalI Ape. harIphAinuM parINAma budhiprabhA "nA mATe me 1964 nA aMka mAM jAhera karavAmAM Avaze. -saMpAdaka, kAryAlaya:" budhaprabhA C/o, dhaneza enDa kAM., 19,21, pIkeTa kesi lena, muMbaI 2. kavara prinTeDa "kizora prinTarI," keTa, muMbaI