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________________ baMdhana ne | mukti ' pU. zrI citrabhAnujI
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________________ baMdhana ane mukti ': pravacanakAra : parama pU. zrI citrabhAnujI
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________________ prakAzaka : divya jJAna saMgha phavInsa nyU. pAMcame mALe, 28-30, vAlakezvara roDa, muMbaI-6, prathama AvRtti: zarada pUrNimA 2018 bIjI AvRtti H zarada pUrNimA 2018 trIjI AvRtti: * zrAvaNI pUrNimA 2020 cothI AvRtti : kArtikI pUrNimA 2048 mudraka : sAgara ArTa prinTarsa muMbaI
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________________ va....da na Aje ApaNe tyAM je thoDAka agragaNya cintako ane maulika dRSTivALA vaktAo che temAM jemanuM nAma prathama haroLamAM Ave che evA parama pU. zrI citrabhAnujInA vicAronI asara ApaNA lekhaka ane vaktAo upara hoya e to sahaja che. paNa e vicAro AgaLa vadhIne kaoNleja ane yunivarsITI othI mAMDI jelanA totiMga baMdha daravAjA sudhI jaI pahoMce e to eka gauravapUrNa aitihAsika ghaTanA banI jAya che. emanA UMDA cintana ane samanvayAtmaka dRSTinuM A pariNAma che. hajAro kedIo vacce eka cintaka sAdhaka beThA hoya ane e vyathita AtmAone jJAnanA amRtanuM pAna karAvatA hoya e dazya paNa kevuM manohara ane kalpanAdAyI che! e preraNAdAyI paLe vahetI vANIne A nAnI-zI pustikAmAM saMgrahI levAmAM AvI che. noMdhanuM puNya kArya savicAra samitinA mUka sevaka zrI haribhAI paMcAle karyuM che. ' ' A rIte, pUjyazrInuM pravacana hajAro kedIo samakSa yojIne jelanA vaDA adhikArI sAhebe paNa samAja AgaLa eka Adarza khaDo karyo che. (prathama AvRtti mAMthI) - zrI jaya bhikhkhuM
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________________ A eka noMdha : tA. 7-3-60nA divase amadAvAda sAbaramatInI senTrala jelamAM hajAro kedIo samakSa ApeluM eka yAdagAra pravacana A eka evuM pravacana che jeNe kedIonAM hadayadvAra kholyAM hatAM. pravacana jema jema AgaLa vadhatuM gayuM tema tema kedIonAM hadaya dvavatAM gayAM. chello zilarAjano prasaMga AvatAM to kedIonI AMkho azruthI bharAI AvI.]
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________________ - Ajano divasa eka rIte to mArA mATe paNa eka ciMtanano divasa che. kAraNa ke, Aje huM eka evA sthAne Avyo chuM ke je sthAna mane vadhAre UMDANathI, vadhAre gahanatAthI ane vadhAre sthira tema ja sthita banIne vicAra karavA prere che. jIvananAM keTalAMeka sthaLo ja evAM hoya che, keTalIka bhUmi ja evI hoya che ke je, mANasane jIvananA gaMbhIra prazno tarapha dore che. '. ApaNe jANIe chIe ke saMyogonI asara, mANasanA mana upara kevI tIvra thAya che. jyAM raMga rAganuM vAtAvaraNa UDatuM hoya, jyAM cAre bAju hAsyanI mahephilo. jamI hoya, jyAM tophAna ane unmAda cAlatAM hoya, tyAM thaIne mAnavI pasAra thato hoya che tyAre, tenI upara paNa e vAtAvaraNanI asara thAya che. - e ja mAnavI koIka vAra davAkhAnA pAse thaIne pasAra thAya che tyAre, vyathAthI pIDAtA bImAra mANasonA khATalA tyAM jUe che, emanI cIso sAMbhaLe che, emanA ArtanAda sAMbhaLe che, ane enA hadayamAM eka karuNApUrNa vicAra AvI jAya che ke jIvana eTale zuM? A ja?"
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________________ * bImArInuM A dazya jenAra mANasa, anya kALe bhale unmAdabharyo hoya, tophAnabharyo hoya, dharatIne dhamadhamAvI cAlato hoya, paNa te vakhate to e tyAM jarAka narama bane che. ene vicAra Ave che ke Akhare mAnavInI A kAyA e to roganuM ghara che. rogo nathI AvyAM tyAM sudhI e ThIka che. paNa e Ave che tyAre e nathI jatuM sattAdhIzone ke nathI jotuM zrImatatone, nathI jotuM moTA mANasane ke nathI jotuM pahelavAnane. e vyaktine oLakhavA besatuM nathI, ke A koNa che? e to jyAre Ave che tyAre bhalabhalAne Ama DhALI de che. evI ja rIte lagnano maMDapa hoya, lagnanAM gIto gavAtAM hoya ane vRddha mANasa paNa tyAM thaIne pasAra thAya to tenA smRtipaTa para kSaNabhara to potAnA lagnanA divasonI smRti AvI jAya che, ane e vRddha paNa paLabhara to AnaMdamAM ane AnaMdanAM pelAM gItomAM taraboLa banI jAya che. Ama lagnanuM paNa eka viziSTa vAtAvaraNa hoya che. eja rIte jelanuM paNa AgavuM vAtAvaraNa hoya che, AMsunuM paNa eka maulika vAtAvaraNa hoya che. huM mAnuM chuM ke davAkhAnAnA, lagnanA, saMsAranA ane
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________________ unmAdanA vAtAvaraNa karatAM, A vAtAvaraNa ghaNI rIte juduM che, viziSTa che. vicAra preraka che. ' - ahIMnA A totiMga daravAjAmAM jyAre huM peTho, tyAre mane prathama vicAra e Avyo ke aMdaranA kedIo jevA, ApaNe badhA paNa zuM kedIo ja nathI? kharekhara, koIka mANasa dIvAlanI pAchaLa kedI che, to koIka vAsanAnI pAchaLa kedI che. vicAra karatAM samajAya tema che ke dIvAlanI keda karatAM, vAsanAnI ane veranI A keda vadhu jabbara keda che. - dIvAlanI kedamAMthI to varSo pachI paNa mANasanI mukti thAya che, pAMca paccIsa varSe paNa mAnavI emAMthI chUTIne potAnA ghara bhego thAya che, paraMtu je vAsanAnI jelamAM pUrAyo che, je veranAM jheranI vRttionI jaMjIramAM jakaDAyo che, tene mukti maLavI, e bahu muzkela vAta che. e jela ane e jaMjIra, sAce ja mAnavI mATe bahuM jabbara ane jalima che. " A jaMjIra ekalA saMsArI mATe ane sAmAnya mAnavI mATe ja muzkela ane AkarI che, evuM nathI. - sAdhuo mATe paNa, ahaMkAra ane saMpradAyanI vRttiomAMthI chUTavuM e eka bahu AkarI tapazcaryA che. ane eTalA mATe ja mahApuruSoe kahyuM che ke
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________________ duniyAmAM bIjI keda to kayAMya nathI; kharI keda jo hoya to te ApaNA vicAro ane ApaNI vRttaonI ja che. Akhare, eka rIte vicAra karIe to tamane A kedamAM dhakelanAra paNa bIjuM koNa che? tamArI vRttio, bephAma vRttio ja ne? ApaNI je aniyaMtrita vAsanAo che, ApaNAM je uddAma tophAno che tenI upara saMyamanI koI lagAma nathI. ethI, jyAre pramANa karatAM e vadhAre bahAra Ave che, tyAre enA upara mANasa pote paNa niyaMtraNa rAkhI zakato nathI; niyaMtraNa karavA mATe pote asamartha banI jAya che. tyAre bahAranuM tattva AvIne enuM e niyaMtraNa kare che. samAjane jo sukhethI calAvavo hoya, samAjamAM rahela pratyeka vyaktine nirbhaya ane zAntithI jIvavA devI hoya, to saunI aMdara rahelI AvRttione niyaMtrita banAvavI ja paDaze. vRttiono A pravAha saMyamAtmaka banIne vaheze, to ja samAja zreyomaya - banaze. bAkI to jyAre vRttio uddAma banI jAya che, mukta banI jAya che, svacchaMdI banI jAya che, enI upara jyAre koI paNa jAtanuM potAnuM niyaMtraNa rahetuM
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________________ nathI. tyAre e uddAma vRttione niyaMtraNamAM lAvavA mATe, samAja ane rAjya vicAra kare che ane e rIte, AvAM judAM judAM prakAranAM bAhya niyaMtraNo enI upara Ave che. A rIte AvatAM bahAranAM niyaMtraNone ApaNe je kahIe chIe, davAkhAnAM kahIe chIe, ane aMdaranAM niyaMtraNone ApaNe saMyama kahIe chIe. je mAnavI saMyama vaDe potAnI vRttionuM niyaMtraNa karI zake che, tene koI paNa mAnavI, koI paNa rIte, kaMI paNa karI zakatuM nathI, ene koI parAdhIna paNa banAvI zakatuM nathI. Avo mANasa baMdhAyelo hovA chatAM svataMtra che. enA pagamAM beDIo hoya to paNa, e anaMta AkAzamAM uDanAro. svataMtra mAnavI che. - Aje ahIM tame je sthaLamAM cho tyAM, eka divasa mahAtmA gAMdhIjI kedI tarIke hatA. bahAranI daSTie e che ke kedI hatA, paraMtu aMtarathI rAjI hatA. kAraNa ke emaNe potAnI vRttio para saMyama keLavyo hato. e kahetA ke huM jelamAM nahi, mahelamAM chuM. eTale ApaNe e vicAra karavAno che ke ApaNI vRttioe ApaNane kevA parAdhIna banAvI dIdhA che! huM to mAnuM chuM ke ahIM beThelo dareka mANasa kedI che, ahIM beThelo
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________________ deraka mAnavI parAdhIna che, ahIM beThelo dareka mAnavI AvI jaMjIromAM pUrAyelo che. Ama mAnIne ja, ahIM beThelA dareka bhAI-bahene A pravacana sAMbhaLavAnuM che. A pravacana A jelanA kedIbhAIone mATe ja che ema na mAnazo, e to badhI jAtanA kedIo mATe che. huM to mArI jAtane-mane potAne paNa AvI vRttionA kedIomAMno eka gaNuM chuM. paNa e kyA arthamAM kedI . veramAM, vicAronI saMkucitatAmAM vRttiomAM! A dehanI aMdara keda thayelo AtmA, zuM zuM nathI anubhavato? zuM zuM sahana nathI karato? . Aje ApaNe e vicAravAnuM che ke mAnava eTale koNa ? enI keda eTale zuM? e kedI kema banyo? ane A bhayaMkara kedamAMthI have e kevI rIte mukta banI zake? * mAnava pAse traNa vastuo cheH eka che deha, bIju che mana ane trIjo che AtmA. ApaNA badhAyanI aMdara A traNa vastuo cheH deha, mana ane AtmA. A traNeno khorAka, A traNeno svabhAva, A traNenI tAsIra judA judA
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________________ prakAranI che. tananI tAsIra judI che, mananI tAsIra judI che ane AtmAnI tAsIra judI che. tanano khorAka judo che, manano khorAka judo che, AtmAno khorAka judo che. paNa ApaNe A khorAkane judo pADI zakatA nathI ane bheLaseLa calAvI laIe chIe; tethI ja roga utpanna thAya che. ApaNe jo ene judAM pADIe to ApaNane khyAla Ave ke e traNamamAMthI kai ghaDIe koNa khorAka mAge che ane kaI ghaDIe koNa khorAka le che. tame vicArazo to jaNAze ke mAnavIno deha viSaya-pradhAna che, mana mAnavatA-pradhAna che, ane AtmA divyatA-pradhAna che. mAnava, jyAre deha-pradhAna hoya tyAre pudagala pradhAna hoya che; mAnava jyAre mana-pradhAna hoya che tyAre e mAnavatAthI bharelo hoya che; ane mAnava, jyAre Atma-sAmrAjyamAM viharato hoya che, tyAre e divyatA-pradhAna hoya che. eTale enAmAM A traNa tattvo paDelA cheH eka tattva pAzavatAnuM, bIjuM tattva mAnavatAnuM ane trIjuM tattva divyatAnuM. mAnavImAM jyAre dehanI vRtti jAge che, tyAre
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________________ viSayonuM-pudagalanuM tattva prAdhAnya laI le che. pariNAma e Ave che ke deha je mAge te ene ApavA mATe, te kAme lAgI jAya che. ane pachI to tame jANo cho ke ekavAra pAzavatAnuM A sAmrAjya jyAM chavAI jAya che, pachI to A deha, potAnI pAMca Indriyo dvArA na karavAnAM kAmo kare che. dAkhalA tarIke, mAnavIe Akhe na javAnuM joyuM ane pachI AMkhanI e pipAsA bujhAvavA, na karavAnuM karyuM. mANasanA AvA aniyaMtrita vyavahArane samAja sahI zakato nathI. eTale samAja ene pITe che, pakaDe che ane sarakArane AdhIna karI kahe che ke, A mANase AMkhane kAbUmAM nathI rAkhI, samAjamAM eNe vyabhicAra agara durAcArano mArga Adaryo che, enI AMkha kAbUmAM Ave eTalA mATe, thoDA divasa ene A dIvAla pAchaLa rAkho ane sajanI lagAma dvArA ene ThekANe lAvo. AvI ja rIte, koIne kaMIka khAvAnuM mana thAya che. mIThAI joI enA moMmAM pANI chUTe che. te vakhate ene tarata ema thAya che ke huM A laI lauM?" paNa je enAmAM manana hoya to tene tarata ja vicAra Ave, ke mArI pAse paisA na hoya to levAya ja kema?
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________________ Ane badale, koI mANasa ema vicAra kare ke kaMI nahi, pelo bahAra gayo che, lAvane thoDI mIThAI laI lauM!" ane e levA jatAM jo e pakaDAya to samAja kaheze ke enI jIbha enA kAbUmAM nathI, jIbhano doravAyelo eno hAtha e levA jAya che. eTale, hAthanA ane jIbhanA doSathI enA dehane daMDa maLe che. A rIte jo ApaNe vicAra karIzuM to ApaNane A sajA karAvanAruM koNa che, te ApaNane tarata jaDI Avaze. tame joI zakazo ke ApaNI dehajanya, aniyaMtrita vRtti ja ApaNane A saja karAve che, ApaNA dehamAM paDelAM dAnavatAnAM lakSaNo ja ApaNane Ama herAna kare che. paNa ApaNe je enA upara kAbU meLavI zakIe to huM mAnato nathI ke duniyAmAM ApaNane pachI koIpaNa herAna karI zake. eTale, ApaNe e vAtanuM dhyAna rAkhavAnuM che ke-A pAMca Indriyo ke je ApaNA dehanAM sAdhano che, temanI pAsethI deha kAma le che. koI vAra e AMkha pAsethI kAma le che. koIkavAra e moDhA pAsethI kAma che, koIkavAra e kAna pAsethI kAma le che, * koIkavAra e nAka pAsethI kAma le che, ane
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________________ 10 koIkavAra e hAtha pAsethI kAma le che. Ama A pAMce Indriyo, kharI rIte to ApaNAmAM rahelI vRttionA mAtra nokaro che. bIjuM tattva che-mana A mananuM mULa lakSaNa mAnavatA che. paraMtu koIka vAra jyAre mAnavInI mAnavatA poDhI jAya che, tyAre mana ardha-jAgRta avasthAmAM hoya che. eTale ke, jIvananI evI sImA upara e hoya che ke e kALe A bAju dhakko vAge to A bAju paDe, ane pelI bAju jarAka dhakko vAge to te bAju paDe. Ama, mana jyAre jAgRta na hoya, mananI pAse jyAre mAnavatAno viveka na hoya, mana jyAre nidrA-avasthAmAM hoya, te vakhate peluM pAzavatAnuM tatva, mana dvArA kAma levA mAMDe che ane mana e tarapha DhaLI jAya che, ane vaza banI jAya che. * paNa je lokonI pAse sArAM pustakonuM vAMcana che, je lokonI pAse mahApuruSonAM vacanonuM baLa che, jemanI pAse suMdara evA vicAro che, te loko jAgatA che. temanI Indriyo jo emanI pAse kAMI mAMgaNI karaze to emanuM manana tarata ja kahezeH "tAre joIe
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________________ 11 che e vAta kharI, paraMtu tuM je rIte laIza e rIte to sajA mAre sahana karavI paDaze, eTale mArAthI e nahi bane." Ama manane jo e samajAve, to pelI Indriyo samajI jaze ke A mANasa to jage che, eTale ApaNuM ahIM nahi cAle ane Ama e ApoApa zAMnta thaI jaze. . eTale sauthI pahelAM to ApaNe e samajI levAnuM che ke je deha-janya tattvo che, te pAzavatAnAM tattvo che. e jyAre jyAre tamArI pAse koI paNa jatanI mAgaNI kare tyAre tame ene pUchajo ke A mAgaNI huM pUrI to karuM paNa enuM pariNAma zuM? tame jo ATalo prazna ene karazo to tame avaLe mArge aTavAI jatAM aTakI jazo. eTale koIpaNa vicAra Ave, tene amalamAM mUkatA pahelAM gaLatAM zIkho. jo tame vicArane gaLazo to kacaro bAju para sahI jaze ane vicAra zuddha thaze. pachI tame samAjamAM kalyANamaya maMgalamaya ane zAntimaya vyakti banI jazo. paNa jo vicArane gaLe nahi ane AvelA vicArane tarata ja amalamAM mUkI de to ene aneka ' herAnagati ane duHkha sahana karavo paDe che. ' . "manake hAre hAra hai, mana ke jite jIta
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________________ mana caDAve svarga meM, mana banAve nIca" AtmAno khorAka eTale prema, maitrI, kSamA, kArya ane mAdhyastha. paraMtu A AtmA Aje evI dIvAlanI pAchaLa kedI che ke eno khorAka ene maLato nathI. pAMca IndriyonAM bArI bAraNAMmAMthI je khorAka Ave che, te ja ene Aje levo paDe che. A khorAka AtmAne svastha rahevA nathI deto. eTale ApaNI prathama AvazyakatA e che ke karmakAMDa ane vRttionI dIvAlamAM pUrAyela, AtmAnI divyatAne punaH pratiSThita karavI. e na bhUlatA ke jIvana eka divasa ahIM ja pUruM thaI javAnuM che. to tame pUchazo ke mAnavI zA mATe ahIM Avelo che? enI je divyatA che, enuM je prakAzamaya tattva che, enuM je premamaya tatva che tene pUrNa kakSAe vikasAvavA mATe ja mAnava ahIM Avyo che. A tattvone pUrNa kalAe vikasAvavAnI prabaLa IcchAvALo mAnava, bhale game tyAM jIvato hoya-e kadAca vanavagaDAmAM jIvato hoya, e kadAca zaheramAM jIvato hoya, e kadAca gAmaDAmAM jIvato hoya, e kadAca dIvAlonI pAchaLa jIvato hoya ke e kadAca dIvAlonI pAchaLa jIvato hoya ke e kadAca
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________________ 13 dIvAlonI bahAra Avato hoya - A divyatA vikasAvavAnuM kAma badhe ThekANe zakya che, ene mATe mAtra jAgRti Ie. ' mAnavI jyAM hoya tyAM vasIne paNa prema, kSamA, kAruNya, maitrI, mAdhyastha-A badhA sadgaNone dhIme dhIme keLavavA mAMDe to dhIme dhIme dehabhAvamAMthI e mukta banato jaya che. eka sAdhu hatA. eka gAmamAM e vyAkhyAna ApatA hatA. vyAkhyAnomAM, AtmA ane dehanI e vAto karatA, eTale loko emanuM A tattvajJAna rasapUrvaka sAMbhaLatA hatA. eka zeTha paNa dararoja e sAMbhaLavA jatA. emane tyAM eka suMdara popaTa hato. popaTane vicAra AvyoH "mahArAja badhAyane mATe muktinI vAto saMbhaLAve che, to pachI mArI muktinI vAta kema na jANI lauhuM paNa eka piMjarAmAM purAyeluM paMkhI chuM dehamAMthI chUTavAnI vAta to dUranI thaI, paraMtu A pAMjarAmAMthI zI rIte chUTavuM?" * eTale pelA zeThane kathAmAM jatI vakhate popaTe kahyuM: "zeTha, eka kAma na karo?' * . zeTha kaheH "zuM?" popaTe kahyuM: "tame jAo tyAre pelA sAdhune
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________________ 14 pUchajo ke mukti kema pamAya? baMdhanamAMthI chUTAya kema? - pelA zeThe vicAra karyoH "Avo vicAra mane nathI Avato ane popaTane kema Ave che?' . - zeThane Aja sudhI khabara nahotI ke jene vRttio jela jevI lAge che, emane ja chUTavAnuM mana thAya che. jyAre keTalAka TevAI gayelA loko to dehanI kedamAM rahevAmAM ja AnaMda mAnatA hoya che, emane e keda ja nathI lAgatI. pachI chUTavAno vicAra Ave kyAMthI? . ' bhagavAna mahAvIra potAnA rAjamahelanAM vaibhava ane svajanone choDIne kema cAlI nIkaLyA? eTalA mATe ja, ke emane lAgyuM ke A vRttionI keda, bahu AkarI vastu che. enI jaMjIro bahu kaparI hoya che. emAMthI chUTavuM e ja mAnavajIvananI artha che, ane je huM chUTo thaIza to bIjane paNa e mArga . batAvI zakIza. eTale rAgadveSanI kaparI kedamAMthI chUTavA, e dUra dUranA vanavagaDAmAM gayA, ane dveSa tema ja rAganI sAMkaLomAMthI chUTavAnI sAdhanA AdarI. pelA popaTe pUchAvelo prazna laIne zeTha to vyAkhyAnamAM gayA. sabhA beThI hatI. sau dhyAnathI sAMbhaLatA hatA. vyAkhyAna pUruM thayuM eTale pelA zeThe
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________________ 15 sAdhu pAse jaine pUchyuM: 'mahArAja zrI! mukti kema maLe?' mahArAje pUchyuM: 'A prazna kono che? tamAro to nathI ja lAgato... tamane to Avo prazna pUchavAnuM sUjhe paNa kyAMthI? tamane to tamArA vaibhavamAMthI koI tamane mukti apAvanAra maLe to paNa tamane na game. kaho, A prazna kono che?' zeThe kahyuM: "mahArAja! A prazna mAro nathI; mArA popaTano che." "zuM kahyuM? tamArA popaTano A prazna che?" ATaluM sAMbhaLIne mahArAja to jyAM hatA tyAM ja DhaLI paDyA. e mUrchA khAIne DhaLI paDyA eTale zeThe to paMkho nAkhyo; A karyuM ne te karyuM. ene thayuM ke A te kevo prazna? prazna sAMbhaLIne A sAdhune zuM thaI gayuM? ...zeTha to gabharAI gayA. A badhuM zuM thaI gayuM? mahArAjane jarA bhAna AvatAM zeTha to cAlatA thayA. ene ema thayuM ke loko jANaze to vaLI kaheze ke zeThe mahArAjane bebhAna karI dIdhA, eTale khasI jAuM... nakAmo huM A duniyAmAM badanAma thaIza, eTale bhAgyuM. zeTha to nAThA. duniyAmAM badhA loko guno karIne pachI chUTI javA mAgatA hoya che. paNa emAMthI keTalAka loko pakaDAI jAya che, ane keTalAka loko nathI pakaDAtA;
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________________ 16 " chatAM Akhare to cora eTale cora! ane ApaNe ahIM beThelAmAMthI koNa Avo cora nahi hoya? Aje duniyAmAM je pakaDAI jAya che te ja cora tarIke gaNAya che, ane je nathI pakaDAtA, te zAhukAra banIne phare che. ApaNe badhA Aje potapotAnI jelanI dIvAlomAM kedInI jema beThA chIe, ApaNe jo AvA chAnAM gunAo karyA hoya, to ApaNe paNa ApaNI jAte ja paMdareka divasanI sajA khamavI joIe. ApaNe jaIne jelasuprinTenDanTane kahevuM joIe ke "amane paNa thoDA divasa mATe ahIM pUrI rAkho. amane paNa ahIM sajA bhogavavA do, ke jethI ame jyAre bahAra jaIe tyAre amane paNa khyAlamAM rahe ke amuka gunAo ame karyA hatA, ane ame amuka sajA khamI hatI. paNa lAgatuM nathI ke koI IcchApUrvaka, AvI sajAono svIkAra kare. eTale A zeTha paNa gunegAra TharavAnI bIke nAsI gayA. pelA mahArAja to bhAnamAM ja hatA. pelA zeThagayA eTale e UbhA thaI gayA. zeTha ghera gayA eTale popaTe pUchyuM: "zeTha! mAro prazna pUchyo?" eTale zeTha kaheH "are tAro prazna to evo apazukaniyALa ke meM
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________________ 17 sAdhune e pUchyo tyAM ja e to bebhAna thaI gayA... na hAle ke na cAle. kharekhara tAro prazna bahu kharAba hato." paNa pelo popaTa to samajI gayo ke eNe mAgelo uttara emAM ja rahelo che. pachI to sAMja thaI eTale pelA popaTe paNa ema ja karyuM... AMkha baMdha karIne e DhaLI paDyo. na khAvAnuM, na pIvAnuM, na bolavAnuM-pAMjarAmAM maDadA jevo thaIne e paDI rahyo. zeTha bahArathI AvyA ne ene bebhAna joyo. ane bolAvavA mAMDyA. "bola, rAma rAma" zeThane potAne to rAmanuM nAma nathI bolavuM paNa pelA popaTa pAse e bolAve che. zeThe pelA popaTane bolAvavAnA ghaNA prayatna to karyo, paraMtu e to DhaLI paDelo hato. zeTha vicAramAM paDayA ke A popaTane zuM thaI gayuM che? pAMjarAmAM joyuM to khAvAnuM emane ema hatuM, pIvAnuM pANI paNa emane ema hatuM. zeThane lAgyuM ke popaTe khAdhuM nathI, pIdhuM nathI, eTale nakkI popaTa marI ja gayo lAge che. eTale zeThe pAMjarAnuM bAraNuM kholyuM ane marelo mAnI popaTane pheMkI dIdho - marelo popaTa mAre zuM
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________________ 18 kAmano ?" A popaTa jevo bahAra pheMkAyo ke eNe svataMtratAno zvAsa lIdho ane tarata ja e pAMkho phaphaDAvavA mAMDyo. zeTha acaraja pAmyAH alyA, zuM thayuM tane? pAcho jIvato kyAMthI thayo?" , popaTe kahyuM : "sAheba, tame pelA gurunAM vAkayono artha nathI samajyA! huM tamane e ja batAvavA mAMguM chuM ke mArA gurue to mane ema kahyuM ke duniyAmAMthI chUTavAno mArga e che ke tamArI je chUTI Indriyo che, je baLavAna Indriyo che, je mukta Indriyo che, e Indriyone UMghADI do, e Indriyone kAbUmAM lo." ane ema kahI mukta paMkhI UDI gayuM. ' ApaNo AtmA paNa Aje Ama dehamAM pUrAyelo che, kAraNa ke e IndriyonA kahevA pramANe nAce che, kUde che ane tophAne caDhelo rahe che. eTale ApaNe je ApaNI Indriyone gopavIe, ughADI daIe to ja e ApaNA kalyANano mArga bane. ApaNI AMkha jo kahe ke mAre kharAbamAM kharAba jovuM che, to ApaNe kahI devuM joIe ke huM tane e nathI jovA devAno.. Ama karazo to pachI Indriyo tamane koI baMdhanamAM bAMdhI zakaze nahi.
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________________ 19 - ApaNuM moTuM jo kahe ke, mAre A khAvuM che ne te - khAvuM che, to ApaNe kahI devuM joIe ke huM tane evuM game tevuM khAvA devAno nathI. je khAvAnuM yogya haze te ja khavAze. zarIra je kahe ke mAre amuka jAtanA bhoga joIe che. to ApaNe ene kahI devuM ke tenI prApti mATe mAre nIce utaravuM paDe eTale tane e nahi maLe, kAraNa ke dehanI vadhu sagavaDo, AtmAnA hitamAM nathI hotI. . . jyAre jyAre Indriyo tamArI pAse koI mAgaNI mUke, tyAre tame jo mananathI Indriyone keLavatA jazo to tame jozo ke Indriyo jema jema saMyamita thaze tema tema AtmA mukti anubhavavA mAMDaze, praphullatA anubhavaze. AtmAne bAMdhanAruM tattva, duniyAmAM kyAMya nathI, e to ApaNI aMdara paDyuM che. ApaNI aMdara paDelI vRttione ApaNe saMyamita karI zakatA nathI ene pariNAme ja ApaNe herAna thavuM paDe che. ApaNe jo ApaNI vRttione keLavI zakIe, ene AjJAMkita banAvI daIe ane kahIe ke tamAre amArA kAbUmAM rahevAnuM che, to koInIya tAkAta nathI
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________________ 20 ke ApaNI sAme koI AMgaLI paNa ucI karI zake. paraMtu ApaNe to Aje vRttionuM kahyuM karavAmAM ja mAnIe chIe, AtmAnI vAtane addharatAla jevI, mAnIe chIe. ' . - eka rIte A jela paNa eka jAtanuM davAkhAnuM ja che. je mANasa khAvA pIvAmAM dhyAna na Ape ane je te apadhya khAya to mAMdo paDI, e davAkhAnAmAM jAya; tema ja mANasa potAnI Indriyone kAbUmAM na rAkhI, jema tema varte to e AvI sarakArI jelamAM jaya. pachI eno roga maTI jaya, mANasa svastha ane taMdurasta thaI jAya eTale A davAkhAnAmAMthI eNe chUTA thavAnuM vicArI jUo : je mAnavI Indriyo ane manane sAcavato nathI, ene ja jela ane davAkhAnAMonI sajA sahevI paDe che, bIjAne nahi. mANasane jyAre krodha Ave tyAre jo e vicAra kare ke, huM mArA upara krodhane savAra thavA nahi dau, huM ja krodha upara savAra thaIza. " - avivekI ane aNaghaDa mANasane krodha Ave che tyAre enA hAthamAM ja hoya che te laI e sAmAne chUTuM mAre che. emAM jo koIne vicitra rIte vAgI jaya
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________________ to mANasa marI paNa jAya che. pachI pAMca pacAsa mANaso bhegA thaI jAya che, ane kahe che ke "A mANase khUna karyuM." jarAka vicAro A khUna koNe karyuM? mANase? nA. mANasa khUna nathI karI zakato. mANasa krodhamAM mANasAI khoI bese che tyAre krodhanA A AvezamAM ghA kare che. krodha jyAre Avyo tyAre ene e DAmI na zakyo, kAbUmAM na rAkhI zakyo, to e koI mANasa upara caDhI beTho ane ene pariNAme AkhI jiMdagI sudhI ene sahana karavuM paDyuM. tamane kedamAM pUrAvanAra, bALabaccAMthI vikhUTA paDAvanAra koNa che? A tamAro phodha. e Ave tyAre ApaNe jo kAbU rAkhIe, e Ave tyAre ApaNe nIDara banIne ene kahIe ke tuM Avyo to bhale Avyo, paraMtu tene have bahAra nIkaLavA devo ke nahi, e to mArA hAthanI vAta che ne! tane bahAra nahi javA dauM, "uvasameNa haNe koha" - upazamathI krodhane haNo. krodha Ave tyAre kevo vikRta thaI jAya che! enI AMkha lAla thAya. dAMta kacakacAve. mUThI vALI mAravA doDe - A badho krodhano AviSkAra che. ane Avo Dhodha kone nathI Avato?
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________________ 22 jJAnIone paNa Ave che, ane bIjAne paNa Ave che. paNa jJAnI tyAre kahe che ke Avyo che to bhale Avyo, paNa have jarA nIce besI jA; tuM Avyo che te meM joyo. jo bahAra nIkaLIza to amane badhAne tuM herAna karI mUkIza. Ama jJAnIo potAnA krodhane samajAve che, samajathI krodha nIce besI jAya che, zamI jAya che. - ApaNA mAnanuM paNa AvuM che. "huM moTo"no savAla ghaNo utpAta macAve che. gAmamAM, eka mAnavI potAne moTo mAnato hoya ne koIka bIjo mANasa vAta vAtamAM ene kahe "tuM-zeno moTo?" to emAMthI kadAca bhaDako thAya, bolAcAlI thAya, mArAmArI thAya, enA hAthamAM hoya teno e chUTo ghA kare ane emAMthI kadAca bhayAnaka paristhiti paNa sarjAya. . eTale ApaNe joyuM ke aMdarathI pelo "huM" Ave che ane badhe aMdhAdhUMdhI phelAve che. "huM moTonA savAlamAMthI evI moTI dhamAla UbhI thaI jaya che ke ghaNI vakhata to emAMthI gAmanA sarapaMca ke paMcanAM mAthAM paNa UDI jAya che. Ave vakhate sarakAranA mANasa AvIne kahe che ke bhAI, hamaNAM tame jarA jarA mAMdA thaI gayA cho;
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________________ 23 hamaNAM tamane mAnano roga lAgu paDyo che, eTale jyAM sudhI tamAro e roga maTe nahi, tyAM sudhI-thoDA divasa-have tame A jelamAM beso, ke jethI tamAro krodha, tamArA ahaMno Aveza jarA nIce bese. * ' AvI ja rIte tamane kadAca ema thAya ke A - mANasa pAse AvI sarasa vastu che, to mArI pAse paNa evI sarasa vastu hovI joIe. Ave vakhate mANasamAM lobhano roga Ave che. A roga Ave che eTale amUka vastu meLavavAnI mANasane tAlAvelI jAge che. e maLe tema na hoya, enA takadIramAM na hoya, e mATenA saMjogo na hoya toya e lobhI mANasa to ema ja vicAravAno ke game tema karIne e paDAvI lau meLavI lau ne bhogavuM. A rIte paDAvI levAno vicAra lobhano che; lobha AgevAna bane che tyAre pAMcepAMca Indriyo enI sAthe kAme lAgI jAya che. AMkha cAre bAju jue che ke koI jotuM to nathI ne? kAna dhyAna rAkhe che ke koI AvatuM to nathI ? hAtha saLavaLe che ke jhaTa laI lauM? paga utAvaLa kare che ke laIne jhaTa bhAgI jAuM. Ama e badhAya tyAM kAme lAgI jAya che. A badhuM konA kahevAthI? pelA lobhanA kahevAthI.
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________________ lobhanA kahevAthI vastu paDAvI levA janAra : jyAre pakaDAI jAya che, tyAre daMDa kone maLe che? A zarIramAM vaselA AtmAne, gaganavihArI ApaNA caitanyane. ' . - ApaNA zarIramAM krodha, mAna, mAyA lobha vagere badhAM beThAM che, paNa e barAbara saMtAIne, ane ApaNAM potIkAM thaIne beThAM che. mANasa temane joI zakato nathI, ane tethI e potIkAM ja ApaNane chevaTe herAna parezAna karI nAkhe che. * , eTale mitro! ApaNe have vicAra karavAno che ke ApaNuM A mAna, ApaNo lobha, ApaNI mAyA, ApaNo krodha-je badhAM ApaNAmAM ghara karIne beThAM che tene dUra kema karavAM. A badhAM pAzavI tattvo che. e pAzavI tattvo mAnavImAM besI jaIne enI pAse evAM kharAba kAma karAve che ke aMdaranuM ApaNuM devatva potAnA daivatvane kSaNabhara bhUlI jAya che. - A tattvajJAna samajAve che ke vRttio ApaNA kobUmAM hoya che tyAre ApaNe mahAtmA chIe. e ja vRttio chuTTI ane aniyaMtrita hoya che tyAre ApaNe pApAtmA banIe chIe.
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________________ IjionuM saMvaraNa karI, vRttione zAna karI svane pUchIe ke "atyAre huM koNa chuM?" mahAtmA ke pApAtmA? A samajavA mATe mane eka vAta yAda Ave cheH 1. kAzIrAja ane kozalarAjanI A vAta che. kAzIrAja moTo rAjavI hato ne kozalarAja nAnakaDo rAjavI hato. kozalalarAja Ama to nAnakaDo rAjavI hato, paraMtu enI pAse aMdaranI suMdaratA, divyatA vizeSa hatI. e rAjA, rAjya karavA karatAMya, lokonI aMdara sUtela divyatAnuM rakSaNa karavAmAM vadhu mAnato hato. potAnA cittanI cImanI kadI ya kALI na thAya enI saMbhALa rAkhI e maitrInA prakAzamAM jIvato. enA rAjyamAM prema, maitrI, kSamA, kAruNya, vAtsalya Adi guNo eNe evAM phelAvI dIdhAM hatAM ke sau koI mukta kaMThe kahetuMH "rAjA hoya to Avo ja hoya." - mANasanA saddaguNo kadI chAnA rahetA nathI. mAnavInA dilamAM je suvAsa hoya che e kAMI DhAMkI
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________________ rahetI nathI. e to bahAra Ave che, ane tenI prazaMsAnI sugaMdha cAre bAju prasarI jAya che. . - kAzI rAja zakti, saMpattimAM ghaNo moTo rAjavI hato. e vicAra kare che ke rAjya mAruM moTuM, sattA mArI moTI, saMpatti mArI moTI, ane vakhANa thAya kozalarAjanAM? e kema cAle? paNa kAzIrAjane bhAna nahotuM ke loko paisAne mAna nathI ApatA ane ApatA haze to ya kadAca bahArathI, upara uparanuM ApatA haze. paraMtu aMtara to sAcuM name che, sadaguNane-satkarmane. . mAnavImAM raheluM caitanya-divya tatva to saddaguNane name che. e saddaguNanuM bhakta che, kAzIrAje joyuM ke enA prajAjano paNa kozalarAjAnA ja guNo gAya che, eTale e akaLAyo. ene thayuM, A kozalarAjane have vaccethI TALI nAkhavo joIe. * A ahaMnA madamAM moTuM sainya taiyAra karI eNe kozalarAja upara caDhAI karI. A vakhate kozalarAje potAnI prajAne bolAvIne kahyuM: "mitro, prajAjano, huM. tamArAmAMno ja eka chuM. ane e rIte tamArAmAM prema, kAruNya, dayA, maitrI ane vAtsalya phelAvavAno mAro dharma hato ane te mujaba huM karato hato. paNa
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________________ 27 kAzIrAjane evuM mana thayuM che ke A kAma have e AvIne kare; eTale jo koI bIjAM AvIne AvuM sAruM kAma karatuM hoya to mAre ene e soMpavuM joIe; AthI huM have chUTo thAuM chuM. mAre laDIne ane prajAnuM lohI reDAvIne rAjya nathI karavuM." A eka nAnakaDI vArtAno tame vicAra karo. emAM kSamA ane premanI vAta rahelI che. ApaNA AtmAmAM je divyatva paDyuM che, enI A vAtamAM oLakhANa che. prajAjano to rAjAnI A vAta sAMbhaLIne kahe: "rAjan, tamAre mATe, tamArI khAtara to amArAM mAthAM ApavA ame taiyAra chIe. hukama Apo. ame kAzIlarAja sAme laDI laIe." kozalarAje kahyuM: "mitro! prema ane kSamA koI divasa koInAM mAthAM mAgatAM nathI. e to premathI potAnuM arpaNa kare che. "jene rAjya joItuM hoya, jene sattA joItI hoya e rAjA mAthAM mAgeH mAre kAMI joItuM nathI. huM to tamAro sevaka hato."
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________________ 28 prajAnI AMsubhInI AMkho vacce thaI kozalarAja rAjya choDIne cAlyA gayA. kAzIrAjanA hAthamAM sattA AvI. emaNe .rAjyanI lagAma potAnA hAthamAM lIdhI. potAnI khUba vAha vAha thAya, evA ghaNA ghaNA prayatno eNe karavA mAMDyA. eka divasa moDI rAte, chUpA veSe e pharavA nIkaLyA. loko ene mATe zI vAto kare che, e jANavAnI ene IcchA jAgI. eNe eka sthaLe be cAra mANasone vAto karatA sAMbhaLyA: kozalarAja jevo bIjo rAjavI jagatamAM thavAno nathI. enI kSamA, eno prema, enI karuNA-e to kharekhara adbhuta hatAM. kAzIrAja vicAra kare cheH "meM rAjya laI lIdhuM, meM sattA chInavI lIdhI, chatAM rAtrinA hradayamAM jema caMdra vase che ema, prajAnA hradayamAM hajI kozalarAja ja vase che, mane to koI ja saMbhAratuM nathI." mANasanA moDhAne bolatuM karavuM hoya to thoDAka rUpiyA pheMkazo to e bolatuM thaI jaze. kIDiyAruM bheguM karavuM hoya to mUThThIbhara khAMDa basa che. paraMtu ApaNe to dilane bolatuM karavAnuM che. t 66 koI mANasanA dilane bolatuM karavuM hoya to prema ane sevA, maitrI ane kSamA, ahiMsA ane
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________________ 29 tyAga, A cha vastuo joIe. A cha saddaguNo mAnavInA dilane bola, gAtuM karI de che. kozalarAjanA saddaguNoe prajAnA, mAnavInA mana para kAbU meLavelo hato. - kAzIrAjathI A sahana thayuM nahi. eTale savAramAM pAchA AvIne eNe hukama karyo. "je koI mANasa kozalarAjane jIvato agara marelo hAjara karaze, ene eka hajAra sonAmahora InAma ApavAmAM Avaze." eNe manamAM nakkI karyuM ke kozalarAjanuM mAthuM duniyAmAMthI UDADI devuM, enuM astitva ja miTAvI dauM pachI to duniyAmAM mArI ja nAmanA thaze ne! . - sAdAIthI svAzrayI zramabharyuM jIvana vItAvavA kozalarAja to rAjyamAMthI cAlI jaI, jaMgalamAM lAkaDAM phADe che. lAkaDAnA bhArA laI jaI vece che. pAMca pacIsa paisA lAve che, ane saMtoSathI jIvana yAtrA calAve che. enI rANI eTalA banAve che. koI bhUkhyo ane AMgaNe Ave to tene baTakuM ApIne pachI e beu jaNa premathI khAya che, ane zAnithI rahe che. rAjA eka vAra rANIne pUche che: "kaho rANI, ApaNe sukhI chIe ke duHkhI?"
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________________ 30 rANI kahe cheH ApaNe duHkhI zAnAM? A suMdara prakRti patharAyelI che, A zItaLa jharaNAM vahe che, nirdoSa haraNAM che, vRkSono suMdara chAMyaDo che, zarIrane poSavA mATe roTalo maLI rahe che, deha DhAMkavA mATe vastra che, bAkI mAnavIne vadhuM zuM joIe?" rANI jANatI hatI ke bahAranA sAdhano to lokone rAjI karavA mATe che, bAkI zarIrane poSavA mATe roTalo hoya, DhAMkavA mATe vastra hoya ane besavA mATe oTalo hoya, to bahu thaI gayuM. je mANasone bIjI ghaNI vastuo joIe che, e herAna parezAna thAya che. pachI ene mATe e bhagavAnane chetare che, AtmAne chetare che, dezane chetare che, mAnavatAne chetare che, ane vastuonA saMgrahano moTo Dhagalo kare che. patnIno javAba sAMbhaLI kalarAja rAjI thayA; emaNe kahyuM : "kharekhara, ApaNe sukhI chIe. tArA jevI zANI, premALa ane zIlavatI sahacarIthI huM vadhAre sukhI chuM. ApaNe vaLI bIjuM zuM joIe?" - pati-patnI beya jaNAM Ama vAta kare che, eTalAmAM koIka kaThiyAro Ave che ane kahe cheH "bhAI, Aje gAmamAM eka DhaDhero piTAyo che, tame e
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________________ 31 sAMbhaLyo ke nahi?" "kozalarAje pUchyuM: "zeno DhaMDhero piTAyo che?" javAba maLyo : "kozalarAjane lAvI Ape ene eka hajAra sonAmahora maLaze." zabdo kAnamAM paDatAM veMta ja kozalarAjane manamAM vicAra AvyoH "are, mArI haju paNa eka hajAra mahora jeTalI kiMmata che! ThIka che, ko'kavAra jarUra paDaze tyAre ApaNe e paNa vaTAvI laIzuM." je mANasa premathI jIvanAro hoya che, enuM jIvana gaganamAM UMce rahelAM vAdaLa jevuM hoya che. e varSe che, ane dharatI ane duniyA navapallavita thaI jAya che. je loko duniyAmAM amara banavA AvyA hoya che e loko jANe che ke duniyAnI badhI vastuo hovA chatAM paNa, ApaNe je caitanya che, ApaNo je AtmA che, e vadhu mahAna vastu che. eTalA ja mATe kozalarAje manathI nakkI karyuM ke avasara Avaze tyAre A paNa vaTAvazuM. - e to Icche che ke evo divasa kyAre Ave ke maratAM maratAM paNa koIkanA kalyANamAM huM nimitta banI jAuM. jIvanamAM koIkanuM kalyANa karI javuM e divyatAnI vRtti che. bIjAnuM khAI javuM e dAnava
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________________ 32 vRtti che. ApaNA jIvanagharamAM DAbe paDakhe. ane jamaNe paDakhe A banne vRttio beThI che. divyatA paNa ahIM che, dAnavatA paNa ahIM che. koIne zodhavA mATe bIje kayAMya javAnI jarUra nathI. pratyeka mAnavInA mananI aMdara Avo eka devatA beTho che. pariNAme. jenA mananI aMdara devatA beTho che e vicAra kare che ke evI ghaDI tyAre Ave ke potAnA jIvanane ApI daIne paNa anyanA jIvanane zAni ApIe? zubhabhAvamAM ramatA kozalarAja divaso pasAra kare che. vicAra karo ke eka rAjavI vanavagaDAmAM jAya che, potAnA kuTumbane choDe che, badhAyathI vikhUTo paDIne jIve che. zA mATe? prema mATe, kSamA mATe, kAryo mATe ane ahiMsA mATe. . aMte eka divasa eka dUrano mANasa cAlyo cAlyo tyAM Ave che. lAkaDAno bhAro laIne jatAM kozalarAjane eNe pUchyuM: "kaThiyArA bhAI, kozala dezano rasto kayo? kozalarAje pUchyuM : "kema bhAI? zuM kAma cheenuM?" pelo kahe : "mAre kauzala dezamAM javuM che ane mahArAja kozalarAjane maLavuM che.
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________________ 33 kozalarAjane Azcarya thayuM : "kozalarAjane maLavuM che? tAre vaLI emanuM te evuM zuM kAma che?" e kaheH "huM bahu garIba chuM. mArA para devuM ghaNuM thaI gayuM che. mArI pAse khAvAnuM nathI. emAM vaLI mArI dIkarInAM lagna AvyAM che, ane mAre eka so sonAmahora joIe che. meM ema sAMbhaLyuM che ke kozalarAja evA udAra che ke koIne ya khAlIhAthe pAchA kADhatA nathI. eTale mAre kozalarAjanI pAse madada mAMgavA javuM che. mane kozala dezano rasto batAvo ne . ' kozalarAja. A zabdo sAMbhaLIne vicAravA lAgyA : aho, mArA nAme ATalo ATalo paMtha kheDIne je mANasa Ave che, e jo tyAM jaIne sAMbhaLaze ke kozalarAja to che nahi to ene keTalo viSAda thaze? keTalI nirAzA Avaze? kharekhara, Ane mATe mAre kaMIka karavuM joIe. eNe lAkaDAno bhAro nIce mUkI dIdho ane kahyuM: cAla bhAI, tAre so sonAmahora joIe che ne? huM tane hajAra sonAmahora : apAvuM." "ii zuM hajAra sonAmahora"
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________________ kozalarAje kahyuM: "hA" pelAe kahyuM: "to huM dhanya dhanya thaI jaIza." utAvaLe pagale kozalarAja rANI pAse AvyA ane kahyuM: "rANI, have huM jAuM chuM. mane rajA Apo". rANI kahe : "kyAM jAo cho?" to kahe : A mANasane so sonAmahora joIe che. e bicAro duHkhI che. khAvAnuMya enI pAse nathI, e mArA nAme Avelo che. mArA mATenuM hajAra sonAmahoranuM InAma huM ene apAvI dauM, eTale enuM kalyANa thaze. Akhara to A deha ekavAra khatama thavAno ja che ne! Ame ya ene ekavAra bALI to nAkhavAno ja che ne ! to pachI koInuM bhaluM karIne marI jAu emAM ja kharo AnaMda nathI? rANI! mane rajA Apo." rANInI AMkhamAM AMsu AvyAM. eNe kahyuM : vAha! vAha! mArA pati, arpaNanuM AvuM saMgIta sarje ene huM svArtha ane mohathI besUruM kema banAvuM? svAminAtha! tamArA A kAryamAM huM zubhecchA pAThavuM chuM. jarUra paDe to huM paNa balidAna ApIne koIkanuM kalyANa karIza, sidhAvo, tamane mArI vidAya che." kozalarAja pelAne laIne kAzIrAjanI sabhAmAM
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________________ 35 gayA. kAzIrAja sabhAmAM beThela che, tyAM kozalarAja jaIne UbhA rahe che, ane namana kare che. kAzIrAja pUche cheH "kyAMthI Ave che tuM?" mAthe dhULa coMTelI che, kapaDuM phATeluM che, kaThiyArAnA vezamAM che. Aje enA para rAjavIno tAja ke AkAra nathI eTale kAzIrAja ene oLakhato nathI. pUche che "tuM koNa che?" kozalarAje kahyuM : "jene mATe tame hajAra sonAmahoranuM InAma jAhera karyuM che te huM pote. have Apa eka hajAra sonAmahora A mANasane Apo ane Apane je joIe te laI lyo." "tame koNa kozalarAja?.." kAzIrAja Avyo banI siMhAsana parathI Ubho ja thaI gayo. "huM tame pote kozalarAja? ane tame jAte ja zuM mAthuM ApavA ahIM AvyA cho? Ama zA mATe?" kozalarAje namratAthI kahyuM: A mAnavI garIba che, nirdhana che, ene dhana joIe che, jyAre bIjI bAju tamAre mAruM mAthuM joIe che. mAre koIka divasa maravAnuM to che ja, paraMtu game tema vanamAM marI jAuM enAM karatAM, maratAM maratAM paNa jo anyane sahAyaka thaIne marI jAu to huM - ema samajIza ke jIvananI chellI paLa paNa prakAzamAM pUrI thaI. Apa A mAthuM lo ane A mAnavIne
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________________ 36 eka hajAra sonAmahora ApI do." * * duniyAmAM evo koI mAnavI nathI ke jenuM hadaya kadI na pIgaLe. evI koI rAta nathI, jemAM eka paNa tAro na hoya. Akhare to kAzIrAja paNa mAnavI hato. kAzIrAjanuM hadaya pIgaLI gayuM. "kozalarAja! tame dhanya cho." kAzIrAja siMhAsana choDI pAse AvyA ane ekadama kozalarAjane premabhInA nayane bheTI paDyA. kharekhara, kozalarAja! tame mahAna cho. Aja sudhI to tamAruM nAma ja meM sAMbhaLyuM hatuM, paraMtu Aje meM tamArI manAvatA pratyakSa jaI; tamArAmAM rahelI divyatAnAM meM darzana karyA. have mane lAge che ke huM kyAM "tamArI udAratA, tamArI kSamA, tamAruM kAruNya, tamAro prema kharekhara adbhuta che. Aje A mATe, tamArI mAnavatAne huM namuM chuM. tame A siMhAsana upara beso. "mAre have A siMhAsanane zuM karavuM che? enA vinA paNa huM sukhI chuM." kozalarAje kahyuM. "IcchA to evI che prajAjana banIne saunI sevA karuM. vicArI joyuM ke duniyAmAM karoDapatine paNa eka dahADo
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________________ 37 smazAnamAM sUvAnuM che, ane jhUMpaDAmAM rahIne saMtoSathI roTalo khAnArane paNa e ja smazAnamAM sUvAnuM che. A garIrmI-amIrI to thoDA divasanI- mananI vAta che. mAnavI janme che tyAre ughADo Ave che, jAya che tyAre paNa e dazAmAM ja hoya che. vaccenuM A badhuM mana ane mAnyatAnuM tophAna che, ane A tophAna paNa Akhara to pUruM thavAnuM ja che. A samaja pachI mAre rAjya sattAno moha zo?" - kAzIrAja sAcA samajabharyA hadaya parivartanathI dravita thaI kozalarAjane premathI pharI bheTI paDe che. bane mitro bane che. kSamA ane premanI surabhi sarjAya che. bhagavAna mahAvIranA jamAnAmAM A prasaMgathI eka navI havA prasare che. jagate tyAre evuM mAnavI mAnavanuM dila, arpaNa ane nirdabha tyAgathI jItI jAya che. ApaNo kalAka have pUro thayo che. bIjI vadhAre moTI tattvajJAnanI vAta to zuM teDuM? mane to eTalo ja vicAra Avyo ke zAnithI ekAdI vAta karuM, je vAta tamArA magajamAM rahe ane jyAre tamAre ghera pAchA. javAno vakhata Ave tyAre, tame e vAtane sAthe letA java. tame jyAre ghera jazo tyAre tamArA magajamAM
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________________ 38 bIjI paNa keTalIka vAto haze; thoDAka mANaMso tarapha tamane dveSa paNa haze; jemaNe tamane ahIM mokalyA emAMthI koIke sAkSI ApI haze, koIke sahakAra Apyo haze, te badhAnI sAme tamArA dilamAM dveSa haze, kaTutA haze, vera levAnI vRtti haze. tamane ema paNa haze ke jeNe jeNe mane jela mokalavAmAM sAtha Apyo te badhAnI bahAra jaIne khabara lauM, ahIMthI chUTyA pachI eno paNa dahADo barAbara sarakho karuM. moTA bhAge mAnavInuM mana AvA rAgadveSamAM ja sadAya ramatuM hoya che, ane emAM tame paNa kaMI apavAda nathI. paNa huM tamane ema kahuM ke Ane badale tame vicAra karo ke tamane ahIM mokalanAra e mANaso nathI, e sAkSIo nathI, e sarakAra nathI, ke e polisa paNa nathI. tamane ahIM mokalanAra to jIvanamAM rahelI tamArI potAnI pAzavatA che. e na bhulazo-ke vyakti pratye vera rAkhazo to verathI vera vadhaze; tame e DAghane premathI dhoI, ane ahIMthI bahAra jajo. A badhuM vicArIne tame paNa kozalarAjanA jevo prema keLavo. jyAre tame ahIMthI jAva tyAre manane dhoIne jo; nirmaLa karIne jo; ane ahIMthI jAva tyAre ahIMnI bheTa tarIke tame
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________________ 39 vAtsalya, prema, karuNA ane kSamA, ahiMsA, dayA, sevA ane sadbhAvanA laIne jajo, ane je loko tamane ahI mokalavAmAM bhAga bhajavI beThA hoya temane kahejo, ke ame tyAM jaIne evo eka maMtra laIne AvyA chIe ke tamane ame kSamA ApIe chIe; tame amArA mATe je karyuM hoya te bhale karyuM, paraMtu ame to have tamArA mATe bhaluM ja karavA IcchIe chIe. ahiM tamAre tyAM huM moTaramAM besIne nathI Avyo ane tamane upadeza daIne moTaramAM bhAgI javAno paNa nathI. padayAtrA karIne ahIM Avyo chuM, A ATha mAIlanA pravAsanuM mahenatANuM, bIjuM kAMI nahIM, mAtra mArI A vAta tame yAda rAkho; kozalarAjanAM prasaMganI yAda dilamAM saMgrahI rAkhajo. ahIMthI chUTA thAo ane pachI prasaMga Ubho thAya tyAre, tame tamArA magajamAM pharI kadI evI kalpanA na lAvazo ke - kAzIrAjanI jema-phalANAe mane herAna karyo che. tame to kozalarAja banajo ane sarvane kSamA Apajo. Ama karazo to tame anubhavazo ke tamArA AtmAmAM je peluM divyatva paDyuM che e kevI suMdara rIte khIlI UThe che! ema na mAnazo ke AvA
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________________ 40 divyatvano dAvo, mAtra bhaNelAono che, AvAM divyatvano dAvo DIgrIvALAono che; divyatvano dAvo sAdhuono che, ke AvA divyatvano dAvo koI sattAdhIzono ja che. e adhikAra mAnava mAtrano che. bAkI to badhAMya vRttionA gulAma che, parAdhIna che. badhAe emAMthI ja chUTavAnuM che, je AtmA emAMthI chUTe che e divya bane che. eTale A divyatva A mAnava-jIvanamAM ja vikasAvavAnuM che. ApaNe Aje joyuM ke mAnava-jIvananuM sarjana, traNenA ekIkaraNamAMthI thayuM che. A traNa eTale deha, mana . ane AtmA. dehathI dAnavatA jItIe. manathI mAnavatA pragaTAvIe. * AtmA caitanyathI-divyatA mANIe. eka cheDe pAzavatA che, bIje cheDe divyatA che. ApaNe pAzavatAmAMthI chUTI divyatA bhaNI prayANa karavAnuM che. vacce ApaNI mAnavatAno pula che, setu che. ApaNe saue e mArge pragati karavAnI che ane divyatvanuM je teja che, teno jIvanamAM sAkSAtkAra karavAno che. ApaNI A nAnakaDI pAMca pacAsa so varSanI
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________________ 41 jiMdagI che temAM, ApaNe divyatvanI jhAMkhI karIe e ApaNuM mukhya kArya che. mAnavInI aMdarano je prakAzamaya khaMDa che, te sadA baMdha hoya che. e khaMDane ughADavAnI cAvI eTale A prema, A maitrI. tame sau e cAvI lagADo ane juo ke aMdarano khaMDa khUlI jAya che ke nahi? enA prakAzathI tame AnaMdita thAo cho ke nahi e khaMDamAM divyatAnuM evuM sarasa sAmrAjya che, e khaMDamAM evI sarasa prakAzanI jyota che, ke je mAnavI jIvanamAM maitrI keLave che te ja eno e ahalAda anubhavI zake che, ene mANI zake che. jemaNe e prakAzane dITho nathI, e ja dAnavatAmAM ramI rahyA che. - tame e khaMDa kholo. e khaMDa bIje kyAMya nathI, tamArA mananI aMdara ja che. Aje ApanI samakSa je thoDIka vAto karI te vAtone khUba gaMbhIratAthI, pUrI zAnithI, karuNAthI vicArajo. Ano vadhu vicAra karatAM tamane jaNAze ke duniyAmAM jAtajAtanAM saMgIta che, paNa A mAnavatAnuM saMgIta, divyatAnuM saMgIta maitrI ane kSamAnuM saMgIta paNa vizvamAM lAvavAnI jarUra che-jo ApaNe pRthvIne svarga banAvavI haze to. ahIM beThelA
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________________ 42 ATalA badhA bAMdhavomAMthI koIka bAMdhavane paNa A vAta sparzaze, to huM samajIza ke mane AjanA zramanuM mAruM pUruM mahenatANuM maLI gayuM che. huM paNa AjanA divasane mArA jIvanano dhanya divasa, eka maMgaLamAM maMgaLa divasa samajIza. eTale, AjanA divasa mATe koI mAro AbhAra na mAne, kAraNa ke mane ahIM laI AvanArano ja huM kharo AbhArI chuM. - ekabIjAnI sAthe ApaNe vAto thaI ApaNe eka bIjAne maLyA. dUra dUranA mAnavo eka bIjAnI sAthe maLe, eka bIjA sAthe mAnavatAnI vAta kare, evI taka apAvanArano ApaNe AbhAra mAnavAno che. kSamA ane maitrInI vAta jIvanamAM utArI ApaNe eka bIjAno AbhAra mAnIe. tamArI vidAya letAM ane tamArAthI dUra jatAM, mane vRttionI keda sAMbhare che. tame thoDAM varSo pachI A kedamAMthI chUTI jazo, paNa jIvananI vRttionI kedamAMthI chUTavuM ati kaThaNa che. e jelamAMthI ApaNe so kema jaladI chUTIe, e bhAva jAgRtinA A prakAzamAM mAnavIne jAge to Ajano A prasaMga avismaraNIya dhanya thaI jAya.
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________________ jhAMkhI janma takhatagaDha AMtararASTrIya pratiSThita tattvacintaka, pravaktA ane lekhaka pUjya zrI citrabhAnujIno rAjasthAnamAM vi.saM. 1978nA zrAvaNa zukla bIjanA divase thayo hato. emano vidyAkALa Tumakura ane beMgaloranI mahAvidhAlayamAM pUro thayo hato. svajananA mRtyunA AghAtathI vIsame varSe emanA pitAzrI sAthe muni thaI, yoga ane zAstronA abhyAsa sAthe gAmaDe gAmaDe hajAro mAIla pagapALA pharI ahiMsA ane karuNAbhAva bharI lokajAgRti ANI. aMtaranA avAjane anusarI 1970mAM jInIvA dvitIya AdyAtmika zikhara pariSadamAM hAjarI ApI jaina dharmanA siddhAntonI aMjaya ghoSaNA karI. 1971mAM saMpradAyano tyAga karI gRhapraveza karyo ane sTeTa yunivarsiTI oNpha nyUyaoNrkamAM sarvadharma samanvayanA prAdhyApaka banyA. 1981mAM senDIegonA sAgara taTe emane divya AtmasAgAtkAra thayo. A *alaukika anubhUtimAM e vyaktimAMthI samaSTinA vizvamAnava banyA. hAla teo jaina meDITezana InTaranezanala senTaranyUyaoNrka, meDiTezana senTara-TorenTo, divya jJAna saMgha-bhArata, vejiTeriyana sosAyaTI-muMbaInA pramukha sthApaka ane
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________________ AdhyAtmika mArgadarzaka evA vizvamAnava tarIke amerikA, keneDA, IMglenDa, yuropa, AphrikA, siMgApura ane jApAna vagere pradezomAM ahiMsA, anekAntavAda ane AdhyAtmikatAnA pracAra ane prasArathI hajAroM naranArIone prabuddha karI rahyA che. - emanA abhyAsa ane anubhavathI nItaratAM emaNe aneka pustako lakhyAM che. emAMya ati lokapriyatA pAmela cetanA triveNI kahI zakAya tevAM traNa pustakone to videzamAM vizALa vAcaka varga sAMpaDayA che. A pustako cheH (1) rIyalAIjha vaoNTa yu Ara (2) sAyakaoNlaoNjI oNpha envAITanamenTa, (3) velDa kaeNseTas oNpha riyAliTI-je nyUyaoNrkamAM prakAzita thayAM che, ane emanA dareka senTaramAMthI maLe che. - A "trIsa divasanI trIsa vAtomAM eka draSTi bharyo saMketa che, ane citta para asara karI jAya evI sUkSmatA che. A TacUkaDI vArtAo kaNamAM maNa ke bidumAM siMdhu jevI - divya zAna saMgha
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________________ pUjyazrI citrabhAnujI likhita anya gujarAtI ane aMgrejI pustako... dharmajIvananA ajavALA jIvana mAMgalya sAdhanAnuM saundarya pratibiMba 30 divasanI, 30 vAto pratibiMba (hindI) Realize What You Are (Published in New York) Psychology Of Enlightenment (Published in New York) Twelve Facets of Reality (Published in New York) Man With A Vision Philosophy of Soul and Matter Ten Day Into Sell Bondage Print Reflectio gyann Parable a day sAgara ArTa prinTarsa | muMbaI