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________________ zrI yazovijayajI Ibollebic la Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat dAdAsAheba, bhAvanagara, phona : 0278-2425322 300484s. www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ prastAvanA bhAIzrI haricaMda mevajIzAhanAM "abhayadAnanA anubhavo"nA nA prakAzanane vAstavika rIte prastAvanAnI AvazyaktA na hoya. koIpaNa vyaktinuM caritra ke, jIvananA viziSTa banAve, e teja temanA jIvananI prastAvanA ke anukramaNikA che. chatAM lekhake varNavelA abhayadAnanA aneka prasaMganI sAthe jIvadayA maMDaLInI vatI huM nimitta hAI temanI viziSTatA tarapha vAMcakonuM lakSa kheMcavA mATe prastAvanA lakhavA huM prerAyo chuM. bhAIzrI amaracaMda mAvajI zAha eka dharmapriya jene hovA chatAM jANye ajANye temanI ahiMsA priyatAnI kasoTI, temaNe jIvananA prAraMbhamAM svIkArelI karI dvArA thaI, ema kahevuM e vAstavikatA che. temanA hRdayamAM ahiMsA otapreta thayelI hoI, temanA kasoTI kALamAM paNa temanI ahiMsA priyatAe varcasva meLavyuM. temanI e bhAvanAe temanA zeThanA mAnasapara paNa asara karI, ane teo nekarInA samaya daramyAna abhayadAnane prabaMdha karI, potAnA AtmAne bacAvI zakyA. pariNAme tyArapachI temanA jIvanamAM ahiMsAne vadhAre vikasAvavAne sAga temane prApta thaye. muMbaI jIvadayA maMDaLInI sAthenA temanA saMbaMdha daramyAna paNa temaNe haMmezA siddhAMtane svArtha karatA vadhAre ucca mAnIne saMpUrNa kartavya niSThAthI jIvadayAne pracAra ane abhayadAnanA aneka kAryo karyA che, te temanI vizeSatA che. temanI e nirmaLa ahiMsA priyatAe temanA AtmAne adhika vikasAvI dharmanI aneka sAdhanAmAM preya che. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-2 temaNe pustakamAM varNavela abhayadAnanA anubhave e temanI meTAI vadhAravA karatAM ahiMsaka samAjane preraNA Ape e hetuthI pragaTa karavAmAM AvyA hoya ema huM mAnuM chuM. Aje jyAre ahiMsaka samAjamAM paNa sidhdhAMtanI sakrIyatAmAM zithilatA AvatI jAya che, tyAre bhAIzrI amaracaMda mAvajI zAhane abhayadAnane itihAsa preraNA Ape eja huM IcchuM chuM. 149 zarAphabajAra muMbaI 2 tA 6-4-65 jayantilAla ena. mAnDara mAnaddamaMtrI muMbaInI zrI jIvadayA maMDaLI sva. dayAlaMkAra pUjya pitAtulya zeTha lalubhAI dIpacaM jhaverI amarasmarNAMjalI jeNe vitAvyuM jIvana jagamAM, jIvadayAnA kAryamAM jeNe vahAvyuM dAna jharaNuM, muka jIva bacAvamAM. jeNe dIpAvyuM varataNuM, e sUtra ahiMsA dharmanuM yuga yuga e "amara" rahe, pratika lallubhAInuM. Apane bALa amaracaMda nA vaMdana Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ sva. pUjya pitAzrI janma | saMvata 1928 Azvina sudI 10 vijayAdazamI puchegAma svargavAsa saMvata 2003 bhAdrapada vadI 9 bIjApura, ( karNATaka ) zAha mAvajI gAMgajI - pUjya pitAzrI, ApanI lAgaNIpradhAna svabhAva, ApanI saraLatA, ApanI du:khIo pratyenI karuNAbhAvanA, dhArmikavRtti, Adi ApanAM saguNo mAre kIMmatI vAraso che. Ape 50 varasanI uMmare pahegAmamAM kApaDanI dukAna baMdha karI muMbaI jaI nokarI karI AkhA kuTuMbane ugArI lIdhuM. mane pAlItANA gurUkulamAM bhaNAvyo, mane lAIne caDAvyo. Ape ghaNA du:kha sahana karyA - ApanAM upakArano badalo vALavA asamartha chuM. Ape chelluM vRddhAvasthAnuM jIvana bhAi dalIcaMdanAM sAnidhyamAM karNATaka bIjApuramAM sukha zAMtipUrvaka vitAvI tyAMja Apa devagata thayA. ApanA aMtima darzana saMvata 2 0 03 mAM bIjApuramAM thayA. ApanAM AzirvAda prApta karyA. ApanI punyasRti A bukamAM prakAzIta karI kRtArthatA anubhavuM chuM. ApanA bALa amaracaMdanA vaMdana Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ sva. pUjya mAtuzrI rijI karI karI ra jI janma svargavAsa saMvata 1938 sihora (saurASTra) Azvina vadI 14, saMvata 2020 bIjApura (karNATaka) aDada dAdA vidhi karI dAdA, TabalabAI pUjaya mAtuzrI, ApanA sAnidhyamAM be mAsa ame rahyAM. dharma ArAdhanA karAvI, ApanAM darzana karI kRtArtha tA anubhavI. ApanA jIvanadIpa bujhAvAnI taiyArI hatI, paraMtu amArI dhIraja khuTI ane amo taLAjA AvyA. ane 25 divase Apa svargIvAsI thayA, Apane aha5 samaya mATe viyAga thayo. mArA pUjya pitAzrI saMvata 2004nAM bhAdaravA vadI 8nAM bIjApuramAM svargavAsI thayA. Apa paNa bIjApuramAM. ladhubaMdhu dalIcaMdanA thA a. sau. suraja lakSmInA sAnidhyamAM vRddhAvasthA zAMtipUrvaka vitAvI vidAya thayA. akhaMDa bihALuM kuTuMba, lIlIvADI mUkIne gayA. ApanA AzirvAdathI AkhuM kuTuMba sukhI che. ApanAM pUjya AtmAne amArI vaMdanA. | ApanA bALa amaracaMda tathA a, sau. saubhAgyanA vaMdana
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________________ A-3 amara vaMdanA jenA dilamAM nitya vahetA, vA sa tyA mR ta jha 2 NuM, jenAM uramAM nitya varSe, A ziva da a naM tA, jenI godamAM lADa karIne, u charyA A naM da ka 2 tA, mAtA tamArA upakAre, saMbhAratA azru vahetA, mAtA tamArA saMskAra, vA ra so che a mAM re, dha me paMthe jIvana jIvavA, - Apane eka sahAre. trAsIvarase bIjApura"mAM, A 5 svarge sidhAvyA, lIlIvADI nirakhI nayane, satiSa dIlamAM vahAvyA, dIpotsavInAM maMgaLa dIvase, mRtyu mahatsava banAvyuM, saMvata be ha jA ra vI ze, samAdhI TANuM AvyuM. sevA karI dalIcaMdabhAIe, mA tu bhakti dipA vI; sakaLa kuTuMbe bhAvanAthI, pharaja pUrNa bajA vI, aMtima darzana, paryuSaNamAM, karI kR tA thai tha I yA; vaMdana karI amara saubhAgya, AziSa laI nikaLIyA, samatA pUrvaka sahana karIne, vR badhA vasthA vi tA vI; viyegI "amara kare che, veda nA zi 2 na mA vI, taLAjA (saurASTra) ApanemALa dIpotsavIdIna saM-2020 amaracaMdanA vaMdana Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-4 bA gayA vaDila bhAIzrI tathA bhAbhIzrInI sevAmAM, mu. taLAjA bA gayA! Aje savAranA 7 vAge ghaNuM ja zAtA pUrvaka pUjya mAtuzrIne deha vilaya thayo ! dhaNuM varasothI sAthe ja hatA, jethI meha ane mAyAne aMge ghaNuM ja duHkha lAgyuM. pUjya mAtuzrInI kheTa bahu ja sAle che; dIvAnakhAnuM sunakAra lAge che, 20 varasanI jagyA eka divasamAM khAlI khama thaI gaI che. temanI dareka vastuone jotAM ja saMsmaraNa thaI Ave che, ane gaLe Dumo bharAI Ave che, haiyuM kaThaNa rAkhavA koziSa karuM chuM, paNa mAtuzrIne sneha ane temane prabhAva evo hato ke, visarAya tema nathI. bahu ja bhAsara jIvana jIvyA. 83 varSamAM keIe paNa temanuM vacana uthApyuM nathI. jIvanamAM koIne paNa kaDavo zabda kahyo hoya tevuM mane yAda nathI. atre 20 varasamAM koIpaNa divasa AkarA thayA hoya tevuM banyuM nathI. keIpaNa saMjogomAM temaNe kuTuMbane je saMskAre ApI atyAre je AbAdI sau joI rahyuM che, te temane ja pratApa che. mAtuzrI jatAM puchavA ThekANuM cAlyuM gayuM, jANe Akho yuga badalAye, 2020 mAM mAtuzrI hatA, 2021 mAM mAtuzrI nathI. gayA varase mArA mukhamAMthI udgAre nIkaLI paDyA hatAM ke, "2021mAM pUjya mAtuzrI nahIM hoya" evuM ja banI gayuM che, jevI prabhu IcchA ! have te temanI kukhane ujALanArA tenAM pUtro-prapUtreAe temanAM amara AtmAne jyAM hoya tyAM zAMti maLe te rIte jIvana jIvavAnuM che. tame bane egya TAImasara atre AvI gayA jethI pUjya mAtuzrI ghaNe ja dharma pAmI gayA che. koInI mRtyu tithI yAda rahI nathI. pUjya mAtuzrIne mRtyu divasa AkhA jIvana paryata yAda raheze. tA. 3-11-64 laghubaMdhu bIjApura (karNATaka) dalIcaMdanA vaMdana Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ sva. vaDilabhAI janma vargavAsa saMvata 2004 bhAdrapada vadI 3 saMvata 1946 pahegAma zAha purUSottamadAsa dIyALa gAMgajI vaDIla bhAIzrI, e tamAro vaTadAra more, rUpaSTa ane sacoTa vANI, vyavahAra kuzaLatA, paragaju paNuM preraNAtmaka hatuM. tame tamArA kAkAzrI mAvajIbhAInAM sAnidhyamAM sau ucharyo. tamArA lagna sihora asau. aMjavALIbAI sAthe thayA. sukhadu:khanAM dUda vacce pasAra thayA. tamArA cI. dIpacaMda cI. amRtalAla cI. vinayacaMdanI tripuTIe tamArA kuTuMbane bhAra upADI lIdhe. muMbaImAM lAIne caDI gayA. e sukhanAM divaso jovA tame rokAyA nahIM. ane paraleka prayANa karyuM. pUtro dharmiSTa thayA. pacchegAmamAM daherAsaramAM teoe mAtA pitAnAM zreyAthe pratimA sa. 2017 mAM padharAvI, pratiSThA karI. tamAruM pratika A bukamAM prakAzIta karI, aMjalI ApuM chuM. taLAjA ApanA laghubaMdhu amacaMda mAvajI zAha
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________________ sva. vaDilabhAI janma svargavAsa saMvata 2010 vaizAkha suda 6 saMvata 1959 pahegAma zrI popaTalAla mAvajI zAha vaDIla bhAIzrI, e tame pahegAmamAM rahI bahu mobhAsara vaTapUrvaka jIvana jIvyA. nikapaTI hRdaya ane paragaju svabhAva "sAcuM bolavuM ne nitIthI calivuM" A be jIvanavRtone jIvanaparyata sAcavI, mAtra pa1 varSanI uMmare vanapravezanAM varSamAM Ape cI. jayaMtIlAla cI. dhIrajalAla pAse karNATakamAM bAgalakoTa javAnI taiyArI karI tyAM Ape paraloka prayANa karyuM. bhAI dalIcaMda aMtima samaye AvI pahoMcyo. huM taLAjA pratiSThAmAM rokAyA hato, Ape mane khabara na ApyA, ApanA sadAno viyoga rahyo. mAtuzrI bIjApuramAM jharatA rahyA. ApanuM pratika A pustakamAM prakAzita karIne aMjalI arpe . tamArA AtmAnI parama zAMti IcchuM chuM. taLAjA. viyogI laghubaMdhu amaracaMda
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________________ A-5 pUjya mAjInI yAda mamatA bharyuM mukhaDuM mADI, yAda Ave che apAra, mADI tamArA viyege jhUre, gharamAM sau naranAra; hatA sahuM sukhamAM mADI, tamArI sevA mAMhI...1 pacchegAmamAM pUjya pitAzrI, kAmadAra popaTalAla sAtha, rahyA mADI tame varasa sudhI, saunI laI saMbhALa; tamArI huMphamAM mADI, vadhI rahI lIlI vADI-2 kAkA amaracaMda taLAjA tIrthe, karavA Atma kalyANa, A>>i laI ApanAM mADI, kAkI bhAgyanI sAtha; tIrthanI sevA kAje, tAladhvaja tIrthe birAje...3 karNATakanA bIjApura zaheramAM, dalIcaMda kAkA nivAsa, sAyakalanI dukAna karIne, kuTuMbane karyo uddhAra; tamArA AziSa mADI, karI ghaNI pragatI sArI...4 saurASTramAMthI mAjI bIjApura, jayaMtIlAlanI sAtha, dAdAne laI dhIraja Avya, apUrNa karI abhyAsa; kAkAnI bhAvanA bhArI, sevA mAtApitAnI sArI...5 be hajAra cAre dAdA yAne, be hajAra vIze mA, karNATakanAM bIjApuramAM, lIdhI samAdhI tyAM; dIvALIne dIvase mADI, yAdagIrI mahAna rAkhI.... bAgalakoTa gulabarayA rAyacura traNe gAma, zAha sAyakalanI zAkhA cAle sukhI che tamAma; tamArA Azire mADI, cAlu thaI amArI gADI...7 kaMcana phaIne viga rahyo, Ape lIdhI vidAya, mAtA gulAbane suraja kAkI, kuTuMba sAnidhyamAMya; dhIrajanI vaMdanA mAjI, svikAra thaIne rAjI...8 Apane bALa gulabargA (misarasTeTa) dhIrajalAla popaTalAla zAha tA. 3-11-64 nA vadana Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ Atma nivedana carama tirthaMkara zrI mahAvIra svAmIe sthApela jaina zAsana ane e dharmane anuyAyI huM e mahAna prabhunI AjJAne ane emanA kahelA dharmane anusaranAra emaNe kathelA mahA vRtamAM prathama vRta "ahiMsAne huM mana-vacana-kAyAthI pALavA ane duniyAnA sarva jI pratye premabhAvathI rahevA IcchanAra temaja jIvone "abhayadAna maLe te puruSArtha karanAra ane jagata jIvone sevaka thaI sevA karanAra AtmA chu. duniyAmAM che je nirdayapaNe karavAthI pApIjanenAM hAthe haNAya che, je du:khI che, te sarva pratye mArI dIlaspazI sahAnubhUti che ane dareka cha duHkhamukta thAya evI mArI haMmezA bhAvanA che. emAM eTale Atmabhega apAya, teTale ApavA huM hamezA taiyAra chuM. hAlamAM mAruM kAryakSetra huM eka viSayamAM rahI, kSetravADa bAMdhI, eno pAchaLa maMDI rahI emAM vijaya prApta karavA cAhu chuM. vahecaNInI paddhatiye haMmezA kArya suMdara ane saMgIna thAya che, ema mAruM mAnavuM che, eTale mAruM kAryakSetra meM ja mArA anubhave ja siddha thayuM che, tenI pAchaLa satata mahenata karavA mAMgu chuM. muMbaI zaheramAM dudha mATe AvatA gAye bheMse je vasujhI gayA bAda kattalakhAne vecAI katala thAya che, tenA kumaLA baccAo bhukhe tarase rIbAi maraNa pAme che, A muMgA abela ane janahitakArI pazuo ke jenA upara mAnavuM prANInA jIvana maraNano AdhAra che tevA dviarthI avadayAnA kAryamAM e jane abhayadAna apAvI mAnava samAjanuM ane prANIonuM rakSaNa karavA tana-mana-dhanathI, mana-vacana-kAyAthI, Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-7 limathI, chamathI, hAthathI, pagathI, je rIte sevA thAya te rIte karIne, tene bacAva karavA paMkiMcIta prayatna kare ane te mArgamAM je kAMI kaSTa upasthita thAya te muMge moDhe sahana karavuM, lakepavAda sahana karavo, ane zAMtinA mArge A praznane ukela karAvo. jIvadayAne prazna vizALa che, vyApaka che, chatAM tenA eka vibhAga tarIke A kSetramAM rahI, banatA prayatna karo A mArUM hAla turatanuM kAryakSetra che, chatAM duniyAnAM dareka jIva upare samAnabhAva che, dareka jIvane bacAva thAya evuM IcchuM chuM, e ja mArI rAtri divasa bhAvanA che. e bhAvanAmAM huM phalIta thAuM, evuM prAbalya meLavuM, A kAryamAM je je tame mane sevA nimitte maLe tene eka kSaNa paNuM pramAda karyA sivAya saupayoga karuM ane e rIte mArA jaina dharmI jIvanane sArthaka banAvuM, ane jIvadayAnI jyota jagavate chato jIvananI chello paLa sudhI e ja bhAvanAthI viramuM e ja mArA jIvananI sArthakatA eja mArA mAnava jIvananuM amUlya kartavya. muMbaI tA. 3-5-1936 amaracaMda mAvajI zAha pacchegAma nivAsI. A Atma nivedana mArA jIvadayA-gosevA agenA lekhe kAvya vartamAnapatramAM prasiddha thatA hatA tenI nAnI meM eka meTI phAIla banAvelI tenAM zarUAtanA pRSTha para A lakhANa meM saMvata 1992mAM lakheluM te A "abhayadAnanA anubhavo"nAM prakAzana samaye te vakhatanI bhAvanA darzata karuM chuM. amaracaMda Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-8 manuSyanA aMtaramAM kAI dhanya paLe zubha sauMkalpa jAge ane e sakalpane paripUrNa karavA e sakriya ane tA ene jarUrI sahAya maLatI ja rahe che. 66 sAva pratikula sace vacce paNa enA bya dIpa jhagArA mArI rahe che. ' jIvadayA 'ne kSetre zrI amaracaL mAvajI zAhanuM samarpaNuM paNa Avu` ja ujajavaLa ane preraka che. temanA jIvananA A pAvanaprasa MgeA karuNAjaLa soMcaze ane muMgA prANIo mATe kAMIne kAMI karI chuTavAnI bhAvanA jagADI jaze. " rAjakoTa taMtrIzrI paramA " mAsIka ' jayahiMda kAryAlaya ,, ,, * me 1965 aMkamAMthI ' abhayadAnanA anubhavo ' e zirSaka taLe paramAtha mAsikanA me-jIna 1965nAM aMkamAM e dupte chapAyA che, tenI upara sujJa taMtrIzrIe uparokta noMdha lakhI mate AbhArI banAvyo che. te baddala teozrIne hArdika AbhAra mAnu chu. zrI jayaMtibhAI zAha rAjakoTamAM jIvayAnu tyA vizvaparivAranI sevAnuM je dhagazapUrvaka kArya karI rahyA che, te abhinaniya ane anumAniya che. vartamAnamAM jIvahiMsA eTalI badhI vadhI che ke jenAM pariNAme bhAratamAM dudha-ghInAM dukALa paDyA che, vejITekhala ghI khAvAnA samaya Avyo che, rogo vadhavA lAgyA che. khetIvADImAM khaLadAnI kheMca paDI che--anAjanI taMgI thaI che jyAM sudhI khetI kheDuta-gAya ane gAvALanAM cAra pAyA majamuta nahiM thAya tyAM sudhI bhAratanA uddhAra nathI. -amaracaMda Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ amacaMda mAvajI zAha janma - tRtrIyavanapraveza saM. 196 5 mahA suda 7 saM. 202 1 mahA suda 7 pachegAma - taLAjA
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________________ a. sau. saubhAgya amacaMda zAha janma vanapraveza saM. 1970 mahA suda 9 saM. 2021 mahA zuda 7 mahuvA taLAjA
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________________ / pA pagokarNa - amara jIvadayA sAdhanA ( abhayadAnanAM anubhave ) pArevAne abhaya ApyuM, zAMtinAtha jinezvarama muMgA mRgene abhaya ApyuM, nemanAtha jinezvarama baLate nAga bacAvIye, zrI pArzvanAtha jinezvarama jIvadayAnI jyota jagavI, namuM vIra jinezvaram vitarAga jinabhagavaMtoe, jIvadayAne paramadharma ko che, te teozrIe pitAnAM jIvanamAM AcarI jagatane "ahiMsA paramodharmane saMdeza Ape che. e saMdezane jhIlI anaMta bhavya AtmAo jIvanamukta thayA che, saMsAranAM trivIdha tApathI zAMti pAmyA che. e jinezvaranuM smaraNa karIne e vItarAga mArganI ArAdhanA mATe uttama evI manuSyagati, renakuLa, AryakSetra, sadguru, sat deva, sat dharmanI prApti thaI. tene saduupayoga karavAnuM pUrvapadayathI sAMpaDayuM, te nimitto kevA kevA saMjogomAM sAMpaDyA te takene vadhAvI laI temAM jene abhayadAna aMge jIvadayA pravRttinAM anubhava thayA che, te preraNAtmaka ane rasaprada bane te mATe thoDI AtmalAdhAne doSa vahorI laIne jIvanIkAnAM varUpamAM raju karuM chuM. jena dharamI te tene kahIye, je jIvadayA vrata pALe re; sakaLAjIvane AtmasvarUpe, nirakhI nayanane TALe . ", Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ | -2 mAro janma saMvata 1965 mahA suda 7nAM roja saurASTramAM vallabhIpura pAsenAM ghelA nadInAM kInAre dezIvaidyo ane Arogyaprada AhavAvALa paragAmamAM thayo hate. mArA pitAzrInuM nAma mAvajIbhAI gAMgajIbhAI, mArA mAtuzrInuM nAma TabalabAI, mAre eka vaDIlabhAI popaTalAla ane eka laghu baMdhu dalIcaMda ane laghubahena kaMcanabena. huM vaceTa putra. mAruM nAma amaracaMda. sAta varasanI uMmare tAlukAskUlamAM dAkhala thaye. pAMca gujarAtIne abhyAsa karyo. dhAmaka abhyAsa pAThazALAmAM karyo. 12 varasanI uMmare saMvata 1977mAM huM pAlItANAmAM zrI yazovijayajI jaina gurUkuLamAM vadhu abhyAsa mATe dAkhala thayo. tyAM mane sanmitra pUjya zrI karavijayajI mahArAjane satsamAgama prApta thaye, dhAmakasaMskAranuM bIja ropaNutha cuM, saMvata 1981mAM huM sAta gujarAtI ane sADA traNa aMgrejIne abhyAsa karI, yega adhyAtmanAM abhyAsa mATe pATaNa jena beDIMgamAM pUjya gurudevanI AjJAthI javA mATe gurUkulamAMthI rajA laI svavatana gaye. mAtApitAnI sthitI sAdhAraNa hatI. pitAzrI muMbaI nokarI karatA hatA. pUjya mAtuzrIe pATaNa javAnI AjJA ApI nahIM ane dhaMdhAnI dhuMsarIye paleTAI kuTuMbanI pharaja adA karavA pharamAvyuM. 1981 thI 83 sudhI traNa varasamAM aneka nokarIomAM joDAI anubhava meLavyA. ' UMThA sudhI bhaNIyA ame, vAta karavI meTI rame, je che te che AtamarAma, gaTanAM nATaka tamAma. svAdhyAyathI samajaNa paDI, pATA upara gADI caDI, sAdhya sAdhana sAdhanA jaDI, siddhi amara joDe kI.- Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ nI jhaNajhaNakAtathI mArAmA , huM camaka ane vecavAnI saM. 1984nI sAlamAM muMbaImAM huM eka musalamAna dudhanAM vepArInI nokarImAM mahetAjI tarIke joDAye. temane bAbhe senA tabelA hatA ane dudhane dhaMdho karatA. mAre temanI peDhI upara nAmuM lakhavAnuM hatuM. A nekarImAM huM karIThAma thaye chuM tema mane lAgyuM ane pitAzrIne TekArUpa banya. eka rAtre peDhImAM huM nAmuM lakhI rahyo hate. bheMsonAM vepArIo sAthe zeTha vAta karI rahyA hatA. eka bheMsa gujarAtamAMthI tAjI vaheMcAyelI AvelI, tenuM pADu marI javAthI te vaTakI gaI eTale tene kasAyane vecavAnI vAta thatI hatI. te meM sAMbhaLI huM camakyo. kasAyakhAne vecavAnI vAtathI mArAmAM bIjarUpe rahelA saMskAe mane jhaNajhaNATI thaI, huM kaI gAdI upara beThe chuM? pApanI dhagadhagatI gAdI upara beThe chuM enuM mane bhAna thayuM. mane A hatyAkAMDanI khabara nahotI. A bheMsane bacAvavA mATe mane preraNa thaI, zeThane vAta karI, A bheMsane kattalakhAne vecavAne badale amArA mahAjanavALAone Ape te tene jIva bacI jAya. zeThe khuzIthI pAMca rUpIyA ochA laIne ApavA jaNAvyuM. temaNe jaNAvyuM ke amAre kAMI kasAyane vecavI evuM nathI. amAre te dudha hoya tyAM sudhI khIle bAMdhavAnI, dudha ghaTe eTale tene vecI tenI jagyAe bIjI navI lAvavAnI. eTale A te amAre dudhane dhaMdhe che. paraMtu tene kaIlenAra hoya te ame vadhu khuzI chIe. A bheMsane abhayadAna apAvavAnuM meM bIDuM jhaDapyuM, rAtre ghera gaye. sutA sutA A bheMsane kema bacAvavI tenAMja vicAro AvavA lAgyA. savAre jaina derAsarAnI peDhIoe gaye ane A bheMsanI hakIkata jaNAvI. mane Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ -4 jhaverI bajAramAM geMDAlAla mAravADI je AvA jIvadayAnAM kAryo karatA hatA tyAM, javA jaNAvyuM. temane huM maLe. temaNe te bheMsa rUA. 60)mAM lIdhI ane pAMjarApoLamAM mukI AvavA cIThThI lakhI ApI, meM tabelA uparathI bheMsa maMgAvIne huM pAMjarApoLa mukavA gaye. A bheMsane abhayadAna maLavAthI mArA AtmAe ane AnaMda anubhavyA ane manomana pratijJA levAI gaI ke AvI 100 bheMso mAre cheDAvavI. A bheMsanAM paisA levA mane jIvadayA maMDaLImAM meka. paisA laI huM bahAra nIkaLato hato tyAM sAmenI peDhImAM A saMsthAnAM pramukha sthApaka AtmA-dayAlaMkAra zeTha lalubhAI dIpacaMda jhaverI beThA hatA. teozrIe mane bolAvyA. meM mArI hakIkta jaNAvI ane huM AvI pApanI gAdI upara beThe chuM, jyAMthI muMgA jIvo kasAyakhAne vecAya che. have mAre zuM karavuM? tenuM mArgadarzana mAgyuM. ta-gA-- zrIe mane AzvAsana ApyuM ane jaNAvyuM ke tuM A nokarImAM nahIM hoya te paNa teo je tenuM karma karavAnAM che te karavAnAM ja che. ulTAnuM tArA rahevAthI AvA jIvane abhayadAna maLaze mATe nokarI cAlu rAkhavI ane jyAre jyAre AvA Dhera vecavAnAM hoya tyAre jIvadayA maMDaLImAM AvI jaNAvIne choDAvI levA. mane AzvAsana maLyuM. saMteSa thayuM. A rIte akasmAta rIte eka bheMsane abhayadAnanAM nimittamAM huM muMbaInI zI jIvadayA maMDaLIne pagathIye pahoMce. meM mAruM jIvana jIvadayAnAM paMthe gALavAne nirNaya manemana karI lIdho te dhanya dIna tA. 10-8-1928ne hate. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-5 amara jIvana ahiMsA paMthe, jIva dayA ratha joDayuM re, manamAM raTaNa dayAnuM rAkhI, e kSetre cItta caDayuM re. -1 rakSA karavA muMgA jAnI, bhAvanA aMtara jAgI re, caMdana sama zitaLatA vyApI, saMteSa java ugArI re-2 dayA velane dIle caDAvI, katavyamAM utArI re, mAnapamAnane khyAla tajIne, lAgaNI emAM vadhArI re - vaya aDhAra varSe A taka, maLatAM premathI jhIlI re, jIva dayA muMbaI kSetre, e vayamAM khuba khIlI re.-4 zA kAja haNAya?kema bacAvAya? aMtaramaMthana cAlyuM re, haradama jIvadayAne paMthe, "amara jIvana gALuM re -5 A AnaMdajanaka samAcAra meM zeThane ApyA. zeTha paNa khuzI thayA ane kasAyanI kIMmatathI rU. 5) eAchA laI ApavA vacana ApyuM. mAro utsAha vadhyo. dara mahIne ATha bhese nIkaLe te jIvadayA maMDaLI mAraphata cheDAvI pAMjaLapaLamAM mukavA lAge. cha mAsa lagabhaga badhuM barAbara cAlyuM. paraMtu A te rojanuM thayuM, je choDAvavA khAte madada maryAdIta hatI. A arasAmAM bAraDolIne satyAgraha pUrNa thaye, samAdhAna thayuM. kheDutane jatimAM sonI badalImAM muMbaIthI bheMse choDAvIne mokalavAnuM nakkI thayuM ane te kAma jIvadayA maMDaLIne sevAyuM temAM ghaNI bheMse choDAvIne gujarAtamAM mokalavAmAM AvI. mArI 100 bheMse cheDAvavAnI pratijJA te cha mAsamAM pUrNa thaI gaI. A jIvadayAnI pravRttimAM te mane dhAmIkatA sAthe AthIka sAmAjIka ane rASTrIya uddhAranAM darzana thayA. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ bhAratanuM aNumula dhana A rIte gAmaDAomAMthI kheMcA Ave ane bharajuvAnImAM eka-vetara dudha ApI turata ja kasAyakhAne vecAya ane tenI kattala thAya, tene pADA-pADI dudha pIdhA vagara kamete marI jAya. ane A rIte bhAratanAM pazu dhanane bIjamAMthI nAza thAya, e te samasta dezane prajAne bhayaMkara rIte nukazAna kAraka A pravRttInAM darzana thayA. bhaviSyamAM prajAne dudha-ghI chAsanA sAMsA paDe-ane bhAvI prajAnuM Arogya jokhamAya, mAyakAMgalI prajA thAya, khetIvADInAM sAdhanarUpa baLada ghaTe A rIte A jIvadayAnAM dhyeyamAM samasta bhAratavarSanAM uddhAranAM ane A kattalanAM viSama cakramAM bhAratanI adhogatinA darzana thayA. A prazna mAtra dhAmaka dRSTinI sAthe Athaka dRSTie vicAravA je lAge. pUjya mahAtmA gAMdhIjIne A aMge patra lakhelo temanA taraphathI javAba AvyuM vardhA tA. 23-8-34 "tamAre lAMbo kAgaLa gAMdhIjIne maLe. gAMdhIjIe jIvadayAnI vyApaka vyAkhyA anekavAra ApI che ane mAtra prANIone charIthI na haNavAthI jIvadayAnuM pAlana nathI thatuM te paNa jaNAvyuM che. " pyArelAla. eTale A hiMsAnAM muLamAM aneka bIjA anartho che te samajAyuM. muMbaI nagaramAM AvIye, maLI nekarI A lAInamAM, duHkhe suNyA re dIThA, kakaLI uThaye mama AtamA. muMgA bicArA prANuonAM, duHkha ochAM kema karuM, bhAvanA jAgI dayAnI, taka maLI sArthaka kare. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-7 zeThanI 8 bheMse choDAvavAmAM khuba kasoTI thaI-jIvadayA maMDaLImAM e khAte paisA hotA, zeThane bheMse kasAyane na vecavA mATe nakkI thayuM hatuM. zeTha lallubhAInI AjJAnusAra huM ghaNAM zrImaMtene tyAM jaI AvyuM paraMtu paisA maLyA nahIM. Ama karatA karatA 20 divasa vyatIta thaI gayA. bIjI bheMso nIkaLavAnI taiyArI hatI. huM muMjhavaNamAM mukAye. A bheMsone be traNa vakhata hAtha pheravI AvyuM hatuM, A bheMse kasAyane vecAya te mAruM dIla kapAya jAya tema thayuM. zeThanI pAse eka dIvasanI mudata mAgI. zeTha lallubhAIne maLyo teoe lAcArI batAvI mArI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. huM peDhI upara Avye 4-5 kAgaLe laI dardabharI apIla pheMkho. lakhatA lakhatA paNa AMsu kAgaLa upara paDI gayA. temAM jaNAvyuM ke-8 bheMse choDAvavAnAM rUA. pa00) jIvadayA maMDaLImAM kAle 12 vAgyA sudhImAM bharavAmAM Avaze to ane abhayadAna maLaze nahIMtara kattalakhAne vecAze. A apIla derAsaree ceDI, mahAjanamAM ceDI, mane AkhI rAta UMgha na AvI. savAre vahelA uTho pUjAsevA karI 8 vAge jIvadayA maMDaLImAM gaye. tyAM be zrImAne lallubhAI zeTha pAse beThA hatA. mane joIne bolyA Ava baccA tArUM kAma thaI gayuM che, rUpIyA AvI gayA che ane bheso laIne pAMjarApoLamAM mokalAvI devAnI che. huM te harSabhera deDa zeThanI peDhI upara, tyAM zeThanI gADI rastAmAM maLI, zeThane vAta karI, tyAM zeThe jaNAvyuM ke bheMsone se gaI kAle kasAyene thaI gaye. huM te ugra banI gaye, ane jaNAvyuM ke meM tamane 1ra vAgyAne TAIma Ape che, tamArAthI kasAyane vecI ja zakAya nahIM. zeTha vicAramAM paDI gayA, raste sujo, bheMsone laI gayA hatA, temaNe mane be AnA Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-8 ApyA ane tabele turata jaI bhesa choDI na ApavA. bhaiyAne kahevarAvyuM. huM te sIdhe tabele gaye. bheMso kasAene khelI na ApavA jaNAvatA maiyA paNa khuzI thayA. bheMse upara hAtha pheravI AvyuM. A meM ene pAMjarApoLamAM mukAvI mahAna kasoTImAMthI pasAra thatAM mAruM AtmabaLa sateja thayuM. A jIvadayAnuM sakriyakArya vyApakapaNe karavAnI tamannA jAgI. mArI apIlathI lagabhaga 1500) jIvadayA maMDaLImAM bharAyA hatA ane bIjI meM se paNa choDAvavAmAM AvI hatI. lIlAcArA gIranAM, ane nirmaLa nadInAM nIra, rUSTapuSTa tethI banI, detI hAMDe kSIra, vecANa muMbaI viSe, AvyA traNase dAma, sAgaramAM vahANe caDI, pahoMcI muMbaI dhAma, piNe maNa dukha mAharUM, detI dInane rAta, gIranI rANuM lAgatI suMdara mArI jAta. zeTha peDhImAM beThA hatA, rAtre huM nAma lakhI rahyo hate. zeThe jaNAvyuM ke eka bheMsa rU. 36) mAM kasAyane vecI che. tenAM paisA AvyA nathI. mAre zeThanI sAthe karAra hatuM ke bheMso gAye vecavA hoya te mane jaNAvavuM. meM jaNAvyuM ke evI kevI bheMsa ke mAtra 39) mAM vecI. ane huM lenAra hatuM chatAM zuM kAma kasAyane vecI zake jaNAvyuM ke pALavAvALAe jaIne kIdhuM ke A bheMsa gharI che eTale lIdhI nahIM eTale mane khIja caDo ke tamAre jIvanuM kAma che ke ghara juvAnanuM kAma che ane tethI te kasAyanI sAthe karI dIdhela. pachI temaNe jaNAvyuM ke A ja huM Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-e gIramAMthI 12 varasa pahelA rU. 300) mAM lAvele tenuM divasanuM poNamaNa dudha hatuM. A bheMsa vecatA mane paNa du:kha thayuM. meM jaNAvyuM ke A bheMsa laI gayA nathI, te mane ApI dyo huM pAMjarApoLamAM mukAvI daIsa ne tamane paisA apAvI daIza. zeTha khuzI thayA ane kasAyane soLe pheka karyo. zeTha lallubhAIne hakIkata jaNAvI. temaNe bheMsa laI AvavA jaNAvyuM. zeTha bheMsane navarAvI tela coLIne bhaiyA sAthe mokalI. gharaDI chatAM jApharAvAdI sIMgaDA, hAthI jevuM kada, paga sudhInuM lAMbu puMchaDuM, pAghaDI ghATanuM tenuM mAthuM. A bheMsane zeTha lallubhAIe joI AvA pApakArI jAnavaro Akhare svArtha saratA vaidya verI jema kasAyane vece che tethI du:kha thayuM ane A bheMsane pheTo paDAvI pachI pAMjarApoLamAM mukavA jaNAvyuM tene pheTo paDAvyuM, huM sAthe hato. A pheTe jIvadayA maMDaLInAM rajata mahotsava aMkamAM prasiddha thaye. sane 1934mAM jIvadayA pariSadanuM 7muM adhivezana bharAyuM hatuM temAM meM bhAga lIdho hate. A bheMsanuM karUNa vRtAMta denIka patromAM prasiddha thayuM ane hiMdanuM hIra kaI rIte bhAratavarSamAM haNAI rahyuM che te darzAvyuM. meM eka kAvya zataka harigIta chaMdamAM "hiMdanuM haNAtuM hIra yAne muMbainA dudhALA DherAnI karUNa kathanI" nAmanuM 130 kaDInuM lakhyuM ane temAM te pheTe mukIne jIvadayA maMDaLIe tenuM pracAra mATe prakAzana 1934mAM karyuM hatuM. jIvadayA maMDaLI taraphathI jenI traNa AvRtI prasiddha thaI hatI. jIvadayA mAsika ane gogrAsa gochava lanamaMDaLa - tathA grAsa bhisA ta2phathI, zrI jayaMtilAla nAraNalAla bhAskaranA taMtrI paNa nIce "jIvadayA ane grAmya Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-10 mAsika prasiddha thatA hatA. mArA A viSayanAM anubhavanAM te kALe temAM sane 1930-31thI zarU thayA hatA je adyApI jIvadayAmAM cAlu che. gajataNA avatAramAM, sasalu bacAvyuM eka meghakumAra rAjA thayA, dhanya ahiMsA Teka. zeThane tyAM bALakone ramavA mATe eka sasaluM lAvavAmAM AvyuM hatuM, te meTuM thatAM karaDavA lAgyuM. eTale tene mArIne khAI javAnI vicAra karatA hatA. meTA zeTha dayALu dIlanAM hatA. mane jaNAvyuM ke metAjI A sasalAne jeLImAM nAkhI pAMjarApoLamAM laI jAo. nahitara A badhA mArIne khAI jaze huM sasalAne laI pAMjarApoLa mukavA gaye. tenAM nakarAnAM paisA bharI pAMjarApoLamAM mukI dIdhuM, ne meghakumArane hAthIne bhava yAda AvyA. anya dAnenAM phaLo, kALe karI kSaya thAya che, punya abhayadAnanuM, akSaya sadAye hoya che. zeThanAM tabelAmAM-je seMsenAM nAnA kumaLA pADA pADI hoya te jyAM sudhI baccA vagara dehavA na de tyAM sudhI dhavarAve ane bhulavavA prayana kare, kAraNake zera dudha baccuM pII jAya te vepArIne posAya nahIM. jene kudaratI hakka che. tenI upara paNa svArthane keTale julama che. eTale ja muMbaInAM dudhane lehI gaNavAmAM AvatuM. A baccA dudha vagara becAra dIvasa rIbAI rIbAIne marI jAya, kAgaDAe mAM ThelI jAya. AvuM kamakamATIbharyuM mRtyuM-bhAvI sAluM thatuM hatuM. zeThane jaNAvyuM ke tamAre tyAre pADane Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-11 dhavarAvavAnuM baMdha thAya eTale tamAre pAMjarApoLamAM tamArA gADAmAM mokalI ApavA. meM pAMjarApoLamAMthI paramITa hApha cArjathI lAvI ApelI. marI jatAM pADAne upADavAne rUA. 1) phI hato. pAMjarApoLamAM ATha AnAmAM dAkhala karavAnuM nakakI karyuM. A rIte varaso sudhI nAnA baccAo pAMjarApoLamAM mukyA hatA. ahiMsAnuM manamAMhI raTaNa sadA, caMdrasamI zItaLa dayA, mAra zabdo vade ja zA mATe ? haradama dIle jIvadayA. eka dIvasa vAMdarAnuM kattalakhAnuM jovA gayA. A bhAratanuM pazudhana kaI rIte kattala thAya che, tene pratyakSa anubhava karavA ane hRdayamAM tene pratyAghAta pADavA A sAhasa kheDyuM. gAnI, bakarAnI kattala najare joI hRdayane khubaja majabuta banAvI Akho citAra lIdho. tenAM hADakA, cAmaDA, lehI, kharI, sIMgaDA vagerene zuM upayoga thAya che. A badhA vyApAramAM ApaNA samAjane paNa keTalo bhayaMkara hisso che. kattalamAM mAMsAhArIo sAthe ApaNuM keTalI badhI bhAgIdArI che. ApaNe te vastuono vyApAra karI teno upayoga karI keTaluM uttejana ApIe chIe. A kattala kema aTake? ApaNI pharaja zuM ? sarakAranI pharaja.zuM ? A pazudhananI hiMsAthI dezane samAjane keTaluM nukazAna vI. sacoTa rIte lekha lakhela. sAmayikomAM te hadayadrAvaka citra vAMcI aneka raDI paDela. hiMdanuM haNAtuM hIranuM kAvya vAMcI eka gurjara kavIe lakheluM ke"hiMdanuM haNAtu hIra vAMcI, umI vadhaze aMtaramAM, chavadayAnI madada upara A praznane ukela azakya hate. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-12 mamata tene mATe vyavahAru upAya zeAdhavAnI jarUra hatI. A gAye le se| dudha uparathI utarI gayA pachI, kattalakhAne vecavAne badale gujarAtanA jaMgalAmAM pazu pALAne pALavA mATe ApavAmAM Ave te pazuonA vinAza arka ane deza prajAne lAbha thAya. e mATe gavalIeAmAM pracAra karyAM teoe relvenu jo kansezana maLe te pASANu thAya eTale A zrI mAra bhAine jaNAvI. bI. bI. sI. Ai relve upara arajInAM DrAphTa e TAIpa karAvyA. ane temAM me' gavalIenI takhele tabele pharI zeTha sAthe jaI sahIe lIdhI. relvee 4 mAsa mATe turamAM 25/TakA nA lAbha ApyA. meM A bAbata vartamAnapatrA muMbai samAcAra, sAMjava`mAna, jIvadayAmAM kattalakhAne vecAtI gAyA bhesAne gujarAtamAM pALavA mATe ane temAM thatA lAbhanI AMkaDA sahIta yAjanAnAM AMTI kaleA lakhyA. mArA zeTha taraphathI pAlaghara meAkalavAnI zarUAta karAvI pAchaLathI A yAjanAne khUbaja vega maLye ane jIvadayA ma'DaLInAM ripATa gujakha be varasamAM 15000 sese| gAyA gujarAtamAM pALavA mATe gaI. ane A vyavahArU ceAjanAthI jIvadayAnuM mahAna kArya vagara paise thayuM ane temAM saphaLatA maLI. A rIte mArI pravRttI dhArmIka, ArthIka, rASTrIya dRSTie vyApaka banI gai. mArA yuvAnInAM jIvanamAM A rASTradhananAM bacAva mATe jIvadayA mATe suvarNa taka sAMpaDI tenA me* sadaupayoga karyo mArA lagna sa', 1986nAM kArataka vadI 12 gurUvAre mahuvAbadara a. sau. saubhAgya sAthe thayA hatA. paraMtu mArUM jIvana jIvadayAnAM kAryamAM Atapreta hatu. A yAjanAne vadhu vikasvara karavA mATe pAMjasALAne Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A -13 sahakAra maLe. amadAvAda pAMjarApoLa, selApura pAMjarApiLa, rAvaLagAma keTalaphArma, punA pAMjarApoLa vI ne atrethI dudha uparathI utarI gayelI gAye bhese tyAM laI jaI te dvArA DerI phArmo zarU karI, bheMse gAye kattalathI bace ane janatAne dudha maLe evI vyavahArU ceAjanA jIvadayAmaMDaLI dvArA thaI aDadhA paisA pAMjarApoLavALAo Ape ane aDadhA paisA jIvadayA maMDaLI Ape. relavemAM laI javAnuM pAMjarApoLane hisAbe nakkI thayuM. A darekane tabele tabele pharIne jAtivaMta bheMso apAvavAnuM kArya jIvadayA maMDaLI taraphathI meM svikAryuM. A rIte paNa seMkaDe bheMse pAMjarApoLamAM gaI ane DerI pharmo zarU thayA. paryuSaNamAM saMvatsarIne dIvase te savAre 7 vAgyethI jIva choDAvavA mATe nIkaLI jAuM ane sAMje eka jIvana jIvitadAna ApI te badhA pAyadhunI trAMbAkAMTAnA bagIcA pAse pradarzana karUM. te dIvase upavAsa pUrvaka A pravRtti cAlatI. mArI rUma paNa tyAM ja jhavera gumAnanAM mALAmAM ja hatI. 12 varasamAM mAre saMvatsarI pratikramaNa te thayuM ja nathI, paraMtu jIvadayA abhayadAnanuM kArya karI saMvatsarIo ujavI che. eka vakhata e rIte paryuSaNamAM mAre upavAsa hatA. he zeThane tabele kAma hovAthI gayela. amAre saMvatsarInAM daivase ja cheDAvavA hatA. paraMtu teoe 7 bheMse kasAIne mArI jANa bahAra vecelI tene vAMdarA kattalakhAne laI javA mATe kasAye deraDA laI AvelA. meM zeThane puchyuM ke zA mATe AvyA che? zeThe hakIkata jaNAvI eTale meM kahyuM ke A bheMse kattalakhAne have nahIM jaI zake ema laI laIzuM. zeThe kaSAyone bheMsamAM dudha che evuM bAnu kADhI Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-14 pAchA kADhayA. huM sAMtAkuja jaI zrI mAnyarabhAIne maLe ane mArA sAhasanI hakIkata jaNAvI te vakhate zeTha lallu bhAIne valasADamAM aThThAI hatI. A bheMse cheDAvAne pAMjarApoLa mekalAvI AvA AvA aneka prasaMgo abhayadAnanAM banyA che. ane te aMge AtmavizvAsa pUrvaka pravRtti karI hajAre jIvenAM abhayadAnamAM nimitta thaye chuM. zeDa lallu bhAI mArA jIvadayA kSetramAM pitA hatA. ane zrI mAnkarabhAI mArA gurU che. teozrInI prabaLa preraNAthI mAruM jIvana jIvadayAnA paMthe pragatI karI zakayuM. hiMmata ghaNuM ApI mane, zrImAna lalubhAIe; ne preraNA pAI mane, zrIyuta mAkarabhAIe. upakAra mAnuM sarvane, bhUluM nahiM haM jIvadayA; jhaMDe "amara" ahiMsAtaNe jyoti jagAvuM jIvadayA. zrI jIvadayA maMDaLInA pramukha-dayAlaMkAra zeThazrI lalubhAI dIpacaMda jhaverIe "hiMdanA haNAtA hIra"nI bIjI AvRttinI prastAvanAmAM lakhyuM che ke bhAI amaracaMda mAvajI zAhane hAnI vayathI ja jIvadayAne lagatI sevA karavAnuM vyasana che. te vakhate vakhata muMbaI jIvadayA maMDaLIne Azraye cAlatA abhayadAnanA prayAsone paNa madada kare che. AvA yuvake ahiMsAnA kAryamAM sakriya rasa le e AzAjanaka che. bhAI amaracaMdanI bhalI lAgaNI ane bhalI pravRtti mATe temane huM abhinaMdana ApuM chuM ane bhaviSyamAM teo abhayadAnanAM mahAna kArya karavA samartha bane ema IcchuM chuM." Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-15 zrI jIvadayA maMDaLInA maMtrI rAvabahAdura zrI jayaMtIlAlabhAI ena. mAnyare gogrAsa mAsikamAM gogrAsanI peTIo mukavAnI sevA prasaMge lakhyuM che ke- - "jIvadayA ane gausevAnA jANItA himAyatI zrI amaracaMda mAvajI zAha A kArya mATe tana-mana ane dhanathI haMmezA sevA kare che ane pariNAme jIvonA abhayadAnanA punyanA teo bhAgIdAra bane che. kaSAyane vasUkI gayelI gAye bheMso na ApavA mATe, gavalIone samajAvavA mATe, vasukI gayelI gAye bheMse gujarAtamAM pALavA mokalavA tabelAvALAone samajAvavA mATe, vigere sevAnA kAryo mATe temanA prayAse prazaMsanIya che. teo muMbaI jIvadayA maMDaLI, zrI gogrAsa bhikSA saMsthA, zrI gogrAsa gochavadAna maMDaLa vigere saMsthAnI sAthe rahI mAnad sevA kare che. temane amArA abhinaMdana che. eka vakhata bakarIIda upara gogrAsa taraphathI gAye cheDAvavA huM goLavALA zeTha sAthe gayeluM. amArA zeThane tyAM be sArI gIranI gAye joI ane te vecavAnI hatI. zeThe tenA 90) rUA. mAgyA. geLavALA zeThe rUA. 60) mAM mAMgaNI karI eTale sedo thayA nahIM zeTha gayA pachI meM gAye bane bhaiyA sAthe gulAlavADImAM satyanArAyaNa maMdIra mokalI ApI ane zeThane jaNAvyuM ke rUA. 30) mArA khAte mAMDajo. zeTha khIjANu paraMtu gAye bacI gaI ane mArI pAsethI paisA lIdhA nahIM. eka vakhata eka gAya tathA vAchaDuM rU. 35) mAM choDAvIne zAMtAkrajha mokalavA jaNAvyuM. maiyAne ThekANuM na maLyuM gAya pAchI AvI zeThe te kasAyane vecI dIdhI. meM betraNa dIvase puchayuM ke gAyanI pahoMca lAve eTale paisA lAvI dauM. zeTha kahe ke e gAya te pachI Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-16 AvI ane me' vAMdarA veMcI nAkhI. huM teA dhamadhamI gayeA. mArI cheDAyelI gAya kasAyane vecAya ja kema ? me' jaNAvyuM ke kAMtA mArU' tame rAjInAmu' lyA agara e gAya mane pAchI lAvI ApeA. sArA nasIbe zeThane tarakIba sujI. gAya kasAya dArI gayA hatA paNa tenuM vADa bhUlI gayA hatA. te levA Avye eTale vAMdhA pADayA ke vAchaDAne sAda nathI ane na peASAya te gAya pAchI lAva. chevaTe AThame dIvase vAMdarAnAM kattalakhAnethI gAya pAchI AvI. AvA AvA aneka prasa`geA savata 1984 thI svata 1998 sudhI 14 varasamAM jIvadayAnAM kAya prasa`ge anyA che. aneka vakhata e mATe rahyo chuM, aneka vakhata sAhaseA kheDyA che, seMkaDA lekhA ne kAvyo lakhyA che. saMvata 1996mAM meM nAkarI cheADI dIdhI. ane huM jIvadayA maMDaLImAM mArI jIvadayAnI gADI vyavahAra, vyApAranAM khADAmAM na khu`cI jAya te mATe sva. zeTha lallubhAInI tathA zrI mAnkarabhAinI preraNAthI jIvadayA mAsikamAM pakhtIsITI menejara tarIke joDAyA. pApanI gAdI uparathI kAdavamAM kamaLa jema huM jIvadayAnI gAdI upara AvyA. adhyAtmikatAnuM prathama sepAna ahiMsA-jIvadayAnuM sakriya kArya karyA bAda mane ceAga AdhyAtmamAM AgaLa vadhavA tIvra jijJAsA thaI eka AdarzI satpurUSanA yAga maLI jAya te te Adarza mujaba huM mArUM jIvana ceAga paMthe vahAvuM tevI bhAvanA thaI. ane akasmAta mane AdazanAM arIsA jevuM zrImad rAjacaMdranu jIvana caritra sAMpaDyu ane khubaja preraNA maLI e akSararahI satyamAgamanAM lIdhe mArAmAM AdhyAtmikatAnuM jharaNa mAnyuM, temAM huM khubaja Atata thayA. gadyapadyamAM mArA Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-17 lakhANe zarU thayA sAMprata sapATI upara-taratuM jIvana -jIvadayAnAM vArI sIMcanathI nava pallavIta thayeluM dIlaaMtamukha-Atma sAdhanA tarapha vaLyuM A akasmAta parivartana sapuruSanAM cege prApta thayuM. meM temane mArA Adarza rUpe hadayamAM sthApyA ane temAMthI "amaraAtma maMthana"ne janma thaze. bhaNatA na AvyuM bhAna, gaNatA na AvyuM jJAna; bhikSuka zuM de dAna ? paNa kudarata thai maherabAna. kudaratI dhArA vahI rahI, kayAMthI paDatI dhAra; kalaDuM nahiM kalpAya ahIM, cIMtavana mana AdhAra. amara AtmamaMthana mahIM, je je lakhyuM dekhAya; kama tene kAMI nathI, jayAre tyAre lakhAya. traNa dazakAnI vaya pachI, sana cAlIsa zarU thAya; aMtaramaMthana udabhavyuM, gadya-padya rUpe tyAMya. samudranAM maMthana thakI, pAmyA re satva; amara Abha maMthana lakhe, havA jJAnanuM tattva. A rIte jIvadayA sAthe-AdhyAtma tatvano pega prApta thaye, dayA-AnaMda prema zAMti puruSArthanI preraNA maLI. rAja yaza raLIyAmaNuM, caMdranI jAti samAna; rahyA vadhu je jIvanamAM, dAsa "amara' pichAna. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-18 saMvata. 1998nI sAlamAM-yuropanI yAdavA sthaLInI Aga hiMdanAM kInAre pahoMcI, muMbaImAMthI hIjarata zarU thaI ame phAgaNa vadI 1nAM huM tathA mArA patni muMbaI cheDI paragAma AvyA mArA laghubaMdhu dalIcaMde bIjApura karNATakamAM sAyakalanI dukAna karI. amAre muMbaInA pU. pitAzrIe racele gaDha vIkhAI gayA. huM bhAvanagaramAM saMvata 1998 aSADa zuda 3nAM roja mArA nehI murabbI zrI gulAbacaMda lallubhAInAM aMgulI niSathI ane zrImAna khAMtilAla amaracaMda rAnI preraNAthI, zrI bhAvanagara pAMjarApoLamAM mArA jIvadayAnAM dhyeyane sAcavavA menejara tarIke nimAye ane navuM pAna zarU thayuM "mugI dunIyA "nuM sukAna saMbhALyuM. muMbaInA anubhavene prekaTIkala karavAnI taka sAMpaDI. tana-manathI pAMjarApoLane Adarza banAvavA samaDhIyALA zAkhAne AbAda banAvavA yojanAo karI, madadanI janAo karI, sAlamubAraka-makarasaMkrAtI-payuMSaNa-lIlecAro-tithIphaMDa makAna phaMDa pena vI. thI AvakanI nI zarU karI. pAMjarApoLamAM pAlana vibhAga-sAravAra vibhAga-dugdhAlaya vibhAga-uchera vibhAga-khetIvADI vibhAga-vIgere zarU karAvyA, tene riporTa 10 varasane suMdara prasiddha karyo, samAjamAM jAgratI AvI. vyavasthIta vahIvaTa cAlu thayA. bhAvanagaramAM vaDavA vAvavALI zerImAM bhADAthI makAna laI mArA patinane teDAvI. mArA jIvananI navI yAtrA zarU karI. bhAvanagara gIra ge saMvardhana maMDaLamAM mArI mAnad maMtrI tarIke nimaNuMka thayelI, temAM zaheranAM agragaNya nAgarIke mukhya hatA. ne nA. mahArAjA sAhebanA sAnidhyamAM pazu prada. zane gaMgAjaLiyA taLAvamAM bharAyela ane InAme vaheMcAyela. A saMsthAmAM be varasa sevA ApI hatI. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-19 bhAvanagaramAM jena dharmaprasAraka sabhA, AtmAnaMda sabhA, dhazevijaya jaina graMthamALA, jena patra vI. saMsthAone saMparka ra. mArA gadya-padya lakhANene prasiDI maLavAnI taka maLI. saddagata dharmAtmA zrI kuMvarajIbhAI ANaMdajIne sata samAgama prApta thayo. mArI pratye anyanya lAgaNuM dharAvatA zrImAna maTha zrI bhegIlAlabhAI maganalAlanI hAyathI ane mArA murabbI zrI khAMtilAlabhAI amaracaMda rAnI preraNAthI zrI AnaMda prInTIMga presa dvArA mArA sanehI bhAIzrI gulAbacaMda devacaMda tthA zrI harIlAla devacaMdanAM lAgaNI bharyA sahakArathI saMvata 2002mAM " amara AtmamaMthana" graMtha gadya-padya upe prasiddha thaye. tenI prastAvanA mArA murabbI zrImAna hicaMda jhaverabhAI zAhe lakhI graMthanuM mahatva prasiddha karyuM hatuM. saMvata 2004mAM "jJAna gItA" nAmanI buka padyamAM mArI saM. 2003nI bIjApura(karNATaka)mAM mArA pU. pitAzrInAM aMtima dezananI yAtrA samaye sahadayI zrI semacaMdabhAI dalIcaMda vAhanI hAyathI prasiddha thaI hatI. A rIte mane jIvadayA sAthe mArA adhyAtma yoganI bhAvanAne paNa poSaNa maLyuM. saMvata 2005mAM saurASTramAM bhayaMkara dukALa paDayo. pAMjarApoLanAM doro gIramAM mokalavA paDyA. e AghAta pratyAghAtanI asara zarIra upara thaI. huM gIramAM gaye. tyAMnI garamI ane aMtaranI vedanAthI sakhtabimAra paDyo. pache. gAma vedharAja nAgaddAsabhAI prabhAzaMkara bhaTTanI sAravArathI Arogya prApta karyuM. saMvata 206nI sAlamAM huM pAMjarApiLamAMthI chuTa thaye ane mahuvA mArA patinI sAthe havAphera karavA gaye. tyAMthI AvI vidyAvijaya prInTIMga presamAM mArA murabbI snehI zrI zAMtIlAlabhAI purUSotamadAsa gIgA Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-20 bhAInI lAgaNIthI menejara tarIke joDAye, te daramyAna sAdhanA" aMge khuba ja preraNAo prApta thaI saMvata 2010nI sAlamAM huM temAMthI chUTe thaye ane mArA murabI zrImAna zeThazrI bhegIlAlabhAI sAhebanI bhAvanAthI ane teozrInI AjJAthI huM "tAladhvaja jena ve. tIrthakamiTI"mAM munIma tarIke saMvata 2010nAM piSa sudI 13nA taLAjA mArA patni sAthe AvyA ane tAladhvaja tIrthanI sevAne trIjo tabakake zarU thaye. jIvadayAne AMgaNethI pAMjarApoLanAM bAraNethI tAladhvaja tIrthanAM zIkhare amarajIvana sthIra thayuM -tIrthabhakti sAthe tIrthauddhAranAM kAryamAM sakriyapaNe sevA zarU karI. sAcAdevanI chatrachAMyA prApta thaI. Aja varasanA vaizAkha sudI panAM bAvana jInAlaya mahAvIra prAsAdanI bhavya pratiSThA thaI dharmanI dukAnamAM beThA ame, laIe dAnane daIe punya; na jAjere lAbha anere, karIe kamAIne tuTa.mAM zunya. mArA Arogya mATe ega mATe paNa A kSetra mane anukuLa lAgyuM. tAladhvaja girIrAjajI, nAthA sumati jINuMka bhAva dharIne bheTatAM, thAya "amara' AnaMda. tAladhvaja tIrthane sarvAgI vikAsa karavA mATe "IMTa yajJa" zarU karyo temAM sArI saphaLatA maLI. hAlamAM baMdhAI rahelA AyaMbIlabhuvana upAzraya-jJAnamaMdIranAM tA. 3-5-3nA dIne khAtamuhUrta prasaMge pUjya murabbI zrImAna zeThazrI bhegIlAlabhAI sAhebe vyaktavya karatAM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke - "taLAjA tIrtha atyaMta nisargika vAtAvaraNamAM AveluM che. A tIrthanI yAtrA karatA mana praphalIta bane che ane Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-21 cittane zAMti maLe che. A tIrthanA vikAsano ItihAsa ghaNe tAje che. chellA eka dAyakAmAM A tIrtha vikAsa pAmatu gayuM che. naLa-lAITa nUtana bhejanagRha-girIrAja upara caDavAnAM pagathIyA ane AdhunIka sagavaDee A tIrthane tIrthadhAmanI sAthosAtha havAkhAvAnAM sthaLa tarIke paNa prasiddhI apAvI che ane have e sagavaDomAM AyaMbIlabhuvana upAzraya hAla ane jJAna maMdIrane vadhAro thaze. A vikAsane yaza tIrtha kamiTIne te che ja paNa ema kahuM te huM paNa tIrtha kamiTIne pramukha hAI mArA ja vakhANa mArA meDhe karyA gaNAya, ema chatAM A prasaMge bhAI amaracaMda vize be zabdo kahuM te ayogya nahiM gaNAya. bhAI amaracaMda khuba umaMga ane dhagazathI tIrtha vikAsanAM kAryo eka sAcA sevaka tarIke kare che e badala huM tIrtha kamiTI vatI AnaMda vyakta karuM chuM" tIrtha kamiTInI mArA pratye khuba ja uMDI lAgaNI che. bhAgyavaMta kamiTI ane mahApunyavaMta tenAM pramukha zeThazrI sogIlAlabhAI sAhebane huM AbhArI chuM. huM te eka adane sevaka chuM. meM te eka ja siddhAMta rAkhyo che ke kartavya pAlana eja "amara ne dharmagaNu" A kAryamAM mArA sAthIdAra bhAI jamanAdAsa nAnajI vAMkANuM (bhAvasAra ) varatejavALA jeo tIrthakamiTInI zarUAtathI A saMsthAmAM che ane bhAI dalIcaMda rUganAtha taNasAvALA janazALAmAM che temaja peDhInAM sau sTAphanAM sAtha sahakAra vagara pragati thaI zake ja nahIM. mane AnaMda thAya che ke jema tIrthakamiTInAM sau sabhyamAM eka dIlI eka vAkayatA che tevI Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-22 hAramAM paNa che. pramANika sTAphathI ja A saMsthAnI pragatIne vega maLyo che. tAlavaja tIrthamAM bAbunI jena dharmazALAmAM huM rahuM chuM. A dharmazALA e te saMsAranuM citra tAdarya kare che. saMvata 2015mAM mArA pa1 varSa vanapraveza prasaMge amarasAdhanA" pustaka mArA snehI bhAIzrI uttamacaMda haragevadAsa zAha bhAvanagaravALAnI sahAyathI prasiddha thayuM hatuM. zrI taLAjA saMghasamasta tthA nehIo murabbIonAM AzirvAda prApta thayA hatA, snehI bhAIzrI bAbubhAI paramANaMdadAsa tathA zrI ramaNakalAlabhAI vIThaladAsa tathA zrI umedacaMdabhAI rUpacaMde meLAvaDo jI abhinaMdana ApyA hatA. Aje pa7mAM varase agIyAra varasathI tIrthasevAnuM kAma cAlu che. iMTa yajJathI bhejanagRha, dharmazALA, pagathIyA, snAnagRha, AyaMbIla bhavana, sAdhanA maMdira, jJAnamaMdira vI. tIrthauddhAranAM kAryo thayA che. amArA jIvanamAM koI ja jALa vadhI nathI ane kaMgALa banyA nathI. ame banne daMpatI saMtoSa pUrvaka dharmadhyAna pUrvaka jIvana jIvIe chIe, amAre kaI dharALa-ulALanI sAMsArIka upAdhI nathI. amoe 40 varSanI uMmarathI caturtha vRta grahaNa karyuM che. "amare sAdhanA"nuM dhyeya siddha karavA A tAladhvajagirinAM zIkhara sudhI amara jIvana pahoMcyuM che, ne aMtima samaya sudhI deva-gurU-dharmanI zraddhApUrvaka atreja purNatA pAme evI abhilASA che. mArA dharmapatni paNa yAtrAomAM, sAmayika-pUjAmAM tathA zrI zAMtijina mahilA maMDaLamAM sevA ApI AnaMdapUrvaka jIvana vitAvI saMtoSapUrvaka sAdhanA kare che. mAruM samasta kuTuMba karNATakamAM mArA laghubaMdhu dalIcaMdanAM sAnidhyamAM Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-23 bIjApura-bAgalakoTa-gulabargA rAyacuramAM sAyakalane dhaMdha kare che ane sau sukhI che, tenI amAre kAMI upAdhI nathI. mArA pUjya pitAzrI saMvata 204nAM bhAdaravA vadI 9 nA bIjApura khAte avasAna pAmyAM hatA. mArA vaDIla bhAI zrI purUSotamadAsa dIyALabhAI bhAdaravA vadI 3nA roja para gAma mukAme avasAna pAmelA, temaja mArA vaDIlabhAIzrI pipaTalAla paNa saM. 2010nA vaizAkha suda 6nA roja pacchegAma khAte avasAna pAmela; mArA pUjaya mAtuzrI TabalabhAI 2020nA Aso vadI 14 dIpotsavI dIne samAdhIpUrvaka avasAna pAmyA hatA. temanAM aMtima darzane ame banne bIjApura jaI be mAsa sAthe rahI ArAdhanA karAvI AzirvAda prApta karelAM. A tIrthamAM paNa jIvadayAnI pravRtI cAle che. saMsthAmAM pArevAne juvAra, kutarAne roTalA, unALAmAM gAyone ghAsa, paNane aDe madhyamavarga rAhata, dardIone davA. vigere kAryo thaI rahyA che. tIrthakamiTInAM sau sabhya sAheba murabbI zrI choTAlAlabhAI nAnacaMda tathA murabbI zrI valabhadAsabhAI gulAbacaMda vagerenI mArA pratye amadaSTi che. saMsthAnuM sukAna vizvAsapUrvaka pragatI karI rahyuM che. taLAjA saMghane paNa suMdara sahakAra che. tIrthakamiTInAM punyavaMta pramukhazrI saraLa svabhAvI AtmA che. jIvananAM dhyeyamAM jIvadayA e mukhya jIvanamAM vaNAyelI hovI joIe. jIvadayA vagaranuM jIvana pazu samAna che. jyAM jIvadayA che tyAM mAnavatA che. paradayAmAMthI svadayA prApta thatA AtmaprApti thAya che. karUNA, dayA ne anukaMpA e mAnava jIvananI mahattA che. sarvajIva pratye dayAbhAva rAkhe e sarve dharmone sAra che. A Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-4 aMge eka kAvya amara AtmamaMthananuM sAdara karI A abhayadAnanAM anubhavo" je sau keIne preraNAtmaka che te AtmavaMcanAne deSa herI laI samAja samakSa raju karI viramuM chuM. ane jagatanAM sarva jIvAtmAo sukhI thAojIvahiMsAthI baca-ahiMsAthI jIvana dIpAvo tevI bhAvanA bhAvuM chuM. kIDIne kacarI rahyo Atama tuja sama hoya; pudagala bhAve na nirakhe, Atma svarUpe joya. 1 kIDI ke kuMjara viSe, Atama sakhe jaNAya; keI jIva haNAya te, doSIta sarakho gaNAya. haNaze jyAM sudhI tame, haNAvuM paDaze jarUra; tene pAra Ave nahIM, tyAga karma e krUra haNe zikArI jIvane, bahAdura pote manAya; bahAdurInI baDAImAM, e pApe ja haNuya. ahiMsA paramodharma je, jagamAM pasarI jAya; vahetI nadIo raktanI, nAbuda nakkI thAya. cha va dayA premane payagAma pAmI, dayAne vikasAvaje muMgA jagatanAM prANIone, abhayadAna apAvaje. jIvadayA maMDaLa jagatamAM, jaganuM jIvaM vizrAma che; dAne tIMtA vahAvaje, ahiMsA paramo dharma che. kSa mA pa nA kSamA karaje sakaLa jaganAM, jIva aparAdha mArA; mAguM saMvatsarI dIne mana, vacana kAyAthI pyArA. pastAIne have vahAvuM, dayA mRta premadhArA; nAnA moTA sau jIvonI, yAcanA "amara' pArA. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ upasaMhAra A abhayadAnanA anubhave je mArA jIvana caritranAM varSomAM je anubhavyA hatA te mAtra paramArtha hetuthI jIvadayAnI bhAvanAne pradipta karavA mATe jIvanayAtrAnA svarUpamAM TUMkANathI mArI buddhi anusAra AlekhI dhavalapatra upara prakAzIta karyA che. huM to eka sAmAnya mAnava chuM, AkhuM jIvana nokarIyAta paNe saMsthAonI sevA karI upajIvana sAmAnyarIte calAvI temAM mane je je take sevAnI sAMpaDI che tene saddaupayoga mana-vacana kAyAthI karyo che. | jIvana saMsmaraNo piteja AlekhavA e aghaTIta che paraMtu anubhavenuM Alekhana e sivAya azakya hatuM. emAM mArI ghaNI traTIo, gauNa paNe rahI gaI hoya, vizeSatA upasAvI heya te mATe huM micchAmI dukkaDaM icchI lauM chuM. mArA baMdhuo, bhatrijAo, kuTuMbIoe mane mArA sevAyajJamAM nivRtti ApI mArA zIrethI kuTuMbanI javAbadArI upADI laI mane nizcita rAkhe che. saMsthAoe mArAmAM saMpUrNa vizvAsa mukI mane sevAkAryamAM ghaNI ja sagavaDatA ApI che. vartamAna patranA adhipati sAhebae mArA jevA sAmAnya lekhakanAM gadya-padya lakhANe bahu premapUrvaka prasiddha karI mane AbhArI banAvyuM che. sau mitrae, murabbIoe mane pitAno banAvyuM che. e saune A take aMta:karaNa pUrvaka AbhAra mAnI mArUM have pachInuM jIvana-Arogya, sukha-zAMtimaya, jIvadayAne paMthe, adhyAtma yaMga sAdhanAmAM pasAra thAya ane mArI zaktione sadvyaya thAya tevI bhAvanA pUrvaka viramuM chuM. OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH lekhaka Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-16 jIvo ne jIvADe thAya; nAnA nAnA deDakAM, pedA jaLamAM satAvIe nahiM ramatamAM e paNa chava gaNAya. 6 uMdara hoye gharamahIM, pakaDIne na marAya; choDI de jIvate, e paNa chava gaNAya re cIlI pipaTa paMkhIne, pIMjara nahiM purAya, kakaLe AtmA tehane, e paNa chava gaNAya kutarA bilI prANIne, kadI na mAra marAya; pAlana karavuM hatuM, e paNa chava gaNAya. sasalA mRgalAM vanamahIM, sukhe caravA jAya; zikAra nahi kara kadI, e paNa chava gaNuya. 5 vAgha varU vana vicare, sApa rahe meM mAya; nahiM haNavA e prANIne, e paNa chava gaNAya. 6 vAMdara pharate kheraDe, kadI na ghAthI marAya; muMgA prANa abujha che, chatAM e chava gaNAya. 7 gAya bheMsa bakarI kadI, gharamAMthI na kaDhAya; e te sukhanAM sAdhano, chatAM e chava gaNAya. 8 bhUkhyA tarasyA jIvane. kadI nahiM ja rakhAya; hAya burI e prANInI, kAraNa chava gaNAya. 9 dayA rAkhavI jIva para, hiMsA kadI na karAya; "amara" ahiMsAthI thaze, sukha ne duHkha jAya. 10 Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-27 jIvadayAnA bhAgIdAra charI phare prANI upara, choDAvavA je jAya; abhayadAna jIvane dIye, paheluM punya gaNAya. 1 bhUkhe maratA prANI, tarase je ribAya; bhukha tarasa duHkha TALatA, bIjuM punya gaNAya. 2 kudaratanA saMkaTa mahIM, jIvo jeha phasAya; madada kare saMkaTa mahIM, trIjuM punya gaNAya. nirbaLanI rakSA kare, duHkhIone de hAya; prema dhare jIvo upara, cothuM punya gaNAya. 4 paraba baMdhAve tApamAM, caNa de cabutarAmAMya; dharmazALA baMdhAvatA, pAMcamuM punya gaNAya. lulA aMdhA garIbane, nirAzrIta je hoya; guptadAna detAM thakI, chaThuM punya gaNAya. 6 lakSmI pAmyA hoya te, lebhI nava thavAya dAna kare mamatA tajI, sAtamuM punya gaNAya. 7 jIvadayAnA kAryamAM, tana-mana-dhana gho hAya; mahimA abhayadAnano, jagamAM ajoDa gaNAya. 8 dharma thakI dhana saMpaje, pApa thakI duHkha thAya; vA jevuM kSetramAM, tevA phaLa larNaya. 8 paropakAra karatAM thakA, jIvyA je jagamAMya; dhanya jIvana che ehanAM, "amara' pada sadhAya 10 Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ ti-28 vaDIla bhAIzrI, tamArA AtmAne haMmezA amoe tamane game tevI sthitimAM sukha ane saMtoSa mANatA nihALyA che. dharma ane zAsanamAM jIvananA aMta sudhI tamArA kAryanI saurabha prasaratI rahe te jovAnI haMmezA amArI bhAvanA che. bIjApura laghubaMdhu (karNATaka) dalIcaMda ema. zAha tA. 12-8-63 sAyakala marcanTa janma saM. 1977 pacchegAma ahiMsA ahiMsA ahiMsA ahiMsA jagAve; mahAvIranI AjJAne dIle vasA-e Teka jIvahiMsA kaI karaze nahiM, kaI jAne haNase nahi. cha anAtha garIba pazunA jAna bacAvo. asA 1 jo tame ne jIvavA cho; sukha ApIne sukha lIe. jagatano jIvavu cAhe tene jIvADe. ahiMsA 2 dayA rAkhI dInane Ape, dukhI jIvanAM duHkha kApo. zubhAziSa e chAnAM laI jIvane ajavALe ahiMsA 3 jIvadayAdIna jagamAM pragaTe, jIvadayAnI jAtane jagave, 'amara ahiMsA dhvaja sArA jagamAM pharakAve. ahiMsA 4 Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-29 bhAvanagara tA. 8-8-58 mAnanIya vaDApradhAna sAheba, saurASTra rAjya rAjakoTa savinaya, Aje "bhAvanagara samAcAra mAM siMha siMha ane tenA baccAnI nA. saiArASTra sarakAre gIranA vistAramAM saurASTranA jaMgalI pazuo ane jaMgalI pakSIonA saMrakSaNa dhArA 195ra taLe zikAra karavAnI manAI karI che, A samAcArathI atyaMta AnaMda thayo che. ane AvA mAnavatA mukta ahiMsAnI pratiSThA vardhaka pharamAnathI ApazrI tathA nA. saurASTra sarakArane hArdika abhinaMdana pAThavuM chuM, 15 ogaSTa jyAre bhArata svataMtra thayuM che, tyAre bhAratamAM vasatA tamAma mAno-pazu-paMkhIo paNa svataMtra thayA che. paradezI zAsanamAM A pazuoe paNa potAnA muMge moDhe balidAna ApyA che. karoDe gAyo-bheMso-baLado AdI mAnavajIvananA sAthIdAre kattala thaI gayA che, aneka prANuo dura zikArane bhoga banyA che. bhAratanI AjhAdI AdhyAtmika zaktithI prApta thaI che, ahiMsA-satya--prema-saMyama ane tapa tenAM sAdhano hatA. e prApta thayA pachI bhAratamAM ahiMsAnuM zAsana sthapAvuM joIe, raktapAta baMdha thavo joIe ane sAtvika AdhyAtmika rIte ApaNuM ahiMsAsatya-nyAya-nitInA paMthe baMdhAraNa hovuM joIe e ja sAcuM svarAjya che. jyAre hiMdasarakAra taraphathI hiMsAnA eka pachI eka pharamAna. bahAra paDatA jAya che. popaTa ane vaDavAMgaLAne phaLaphulane vinAza Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-30 karavAnA nhAne tene marAvI nAkhavA be AnA ane deDha Ane ApavAnuM jAhera thayuM che. te sivAya pazudhananI kattala upara khAsa pratibaMdha Avyo nathI. ApaNA svarAjyanuM svAdhinacakra gAya che, tenI rakSA mATe haju kAMI khAsa thayuM nathI, ApaNI mAnavatA ne badale svArthIbhAvanAne pragaTa karatI AvI hiMsAo cAlu rAkhavAmAM Ave che, pariNAme janatAmAM kaThoratA, nirdayatA Adi bhAvo prabaLa thAya che tenuM pariNAma jema pUjya bApujIe kahyuM hatuM tema "je mAkaDa mAre te mANasa mAre tevuM pariNAma Ave. dayA bhAvanA keLavyA sivAya ahiMsAnI jyoti pragaTaze nahiM. ane tyAM sudhI mAnavatA sukha-zAMti AnaMda prApta thaI zakaze nahiM A rIte ahiMsAnA sAmrAjyamAM pazcimAtya hiMsAo jyAre cAlu che tyAre ApaNuM saurASTra rAjyamAM eka pachI eka kAyadAo ahiMsAnI bhAvanAne poSaNa maLe tevA thAya che, te sairASTranI zAna vadhAravAmAM atyaMta upayogI thaze. ApaNA saiArASTramAM gavadhabaMdhI-pazudhana rakSaNa vigere kAyadAo thayA che ane pazu uchera mATe khAsa khAtu calAvavAmAM Ave che. paraMtu jyAM sudhI ApaNA pradezamAMthI nikAza thavAnI chUTa raheze tyAM sudhI ApaNe vikAsa apUrNa raheze. ApaNuM sudhAreluM pazudhana saiArASTra bahAra jaI muMbaI Adi sthaLe kattala thaI javAnuM. thoDA vakhata pahelA chApAmAM vAMcyuM hatuM ke, pAlItANuM DIsTrIkaTamAMthI jAtivaMta bhese sairASTra bahAra nikAsa thAya che, AnuM pariNAma ApaNane nukazAnamAM AvavA saMbhava che. ApazrInI dIrdhadaSTi sirASTrane naMdanavana banAvavAnI bhAvanAmAM saiArASTranA cAra pAyA gAya-gevALa-khetI ane kheDatanuM rakSaNa Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-31 karI majabUta karavAmAM Avaze to bhAratamAM saiArASTra eka kalagIrUpa zobhaze. bhAratavarSamAM sarva mAnavo ane sarva pazu paMkhIo svataMtratAne AnaMda ane sukha bhogavavA bhAgyazALI thAya, lehInuM TIpuM pADyA sivAya meLavelI AjhAdI lehInI saritAothI nahiM paNa ahiMsAthI akhaMDa rahe, tevI bhAvanA svAtaMtrya dIne bhAvavA sAthe pharI ApazrIne tathA ApaNI mAnaniya saiArASTra sarakArane abhinaMdana ApI varamuM chuM. lI. Apane amaracaMda mAvajI zAha mahuvA tA. 16-10-51 bhAIzrI, amaracaMdabhAI dharmanuM rakSaNa kAyadAthI nathI thatuM, pratyeka mAnavIne ze dharma che, e ja jyAM sudhI na samajAya tyAM sudhI kAyado zuM karI zakavAno che? je meM pite joyuM che ke gAyane ApaNe kevI phara rIte sAcavIe chIe? evA hiMdu ghare meM ghaNuM joyA che. eTale AvI karatA karavA karatAM bahetara che ke, ene e duHkhamAMthI mukta karavI. alabatta gaurakSAthI ja deza uMce Ave tema che. eTalA mATe te pU. bApujIe keTalAyane gAyanuM ja dUdha ghInuM vrata levaDAvyuM che ke kaI rIte gAyanuM rakSaNa thAya, paNa ApaNe rakSaNa kyAM sudhI karIe chae ? jyAM sudhI e bicArI ApaNane dUdha Ape tyAM sudhI. ApaNuM svArthane mATe rakSaNa karIe chIe ke ApaNe dharma che mATe ? eTale bApu kahetA ke gaurakSA e te pratyeka mANasano dharma hovo joIe. manubahena gAMdhI Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ A-32 khorAka ane khetIvADI khAtu (saurASTra rAjya) rAjakoTa tA. 3-3-10 zrI amaracaMda mAvajI zAha jayahiMda sAtha Apane mAnanIya vaDApradhAna zrIne saMdhAcele tA. 1-6-50nA patranA javAbamAM jaNAvavAnuM je Ape pazupAlana" mATe je je sucanAo karI che te badala sarakAra Apane sAdara AbhAra mAne che. -madadanIza maMtrI phInAnsa mInIsTara (InDIyA) nyu dilhI tA.6-3-63 bhAIzrI amaracaMda tamAre tA. 1lIne patra maLe. 195-36mAM DebIvalImAM lekamAnya gauzALAnI mArI mulAkAta yAda karI tame gosaMvardhana aMgenA tamArA vicAre tame darzAvyA che. A pAyAnI vAta che ane ApaNe khetI sAthe "gopAlana" karyA sivAya ApaNe e bane kSetre pragatI karI zakavAnAM nathI. A bAbatamAM kendra ane rAjya sarakAre have jAgrata banatA jAya che... " -merArajI dezAI Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ anna svAvalaMbana ane bhArata-bhAgya nirmAtA mAnaniya pUjA lAlabahAdura zAstrIjIe bhAratIya saMskRti javAna" ane "jaya kIsAna'nuM sUtra navanirmANa karavAnuM mahAna yazasvI kA javAne AjhAdInuM rakSaNa kare, kIsAne na rakSaNa kare. paradezathI anAja Ave ane anna maLe e parAvalaMbana-parAdhina dara nAkhavA ane svAvalaMbana prApta karavA bhAra che, te bhAratanI svAdhinatAne sUrya-so thavAnAM pagaraNa che. vothI huM lakhate kheDUta-gAya ane govALa A cAra pAyAthI majabUta thaze. bhAratanI svAdhinatAnuM pazuo dvArA salAmata banaze. gA-bhese dUdha, ghI, chAza, mAkhaNa Adi tathA khA bAdo dvArA khetI thaze. paraMtu A bAi aDhAra varase sanmati sUjhI che ane mA zAstrIjInI daramyAnagirIthI cethI paMca karavAmAM Avela pheraphAramAM rUA. 6) ka katalakhAnA, rUA. 98/ lAkhanA madhyama kattala lAkhanA nAnA kadanA 128 kattalakhAnA, navI maTana mArakeTa ane ra50 lAkhanA Da Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com
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________________ allobllo jaina graMtha, Aller! Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com