Book Title: Sanskar Jyot Part 01 and 02
Author(s): Yashobhadravijay Gani, Bhanuchandravijay
Publisher: Jashwantlal Girdharlal
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/023512/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMskAra jyota bhAga 1- 2 66 - 0. : pravacanakAra : pU. paMnyAsapravara zrI yazobhadravijayajI gaNi Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - Tii ) - samyag darzana jJAna saMta tAkata TI*gujarAtI tamo2 jAtanA pustako che. KITAX jIlA . SC kavi F za1959 2238, rUpAsuracaMdana Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trANi mokSa mArgaH (B) TakAu bAIDIMga pAi sastu prakAzana. upakaraNamAM tirthaMghaTo sadhAvo pATa dharalapta amadAvAda. 5 EX 6060 Coppy Rest Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ OM arhaH namaH sakalalabdhi samanvitAya zrIgautamasvAmine namaH zAsanasamrAT vijayane misUrIzvarajI sadgurubhyo namaH saMskAra jyota -H pravacanakAra : zAsanasamrAT sUricakracakravarti AbAlabrahmacArI prakharapratApI paramapUjya AcArya mahArAjAdhirAja zrImad vijayanemi sUrIzvarajI ma. nA paTTAlaMkAra zAsanaprabhAvaka samayajJa zAMtamUrti 5. pU. AcArya deva zrImad vijaya vijJAnasUrIzvarajI ma. nA paTTadhara siddhAMntamaheAdhipAkRtividvazArada pa.pU. A. zrI. vijayakasturasurIzvarajI ma nA ziSyaratna samaya' vyAkhyAnakAra sadda dezaka kavivaya 5. pU. paMnyAsapravara zrI yazAbhadravijayajI mahArAja Wan -H avataraNukAra : - pU. munivara zrI bhAnuca dravijayajI mahArAja cImanalAla hIrAcaMda zAha " pAlItANAkara ' Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : prAptisthAnaH jazavaMtalAla gIradharalAla: 1238, rUpAsucaMdanI paLa, amadAvAda, megharAja purataka bhaMDAra H geDIjInI cAla. pAyadhunI, muMbaI naM. 2 saMvata : 2012 vIra saM : 2482 sana : 1956 prata : 1250 kIMmata 1-12-0 prakAra : jazavaMtalAla gIradharalAla 1238, 2pAsuracaMdanI poLa amadAvAda, maNIlAla chaganalAla zAha dhI navaprabhAta prinTIMga presa dhIkAMTA roDa : amadAvAda. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prAraMbhika mAnava prajAne zAnti ane sukhapUrvaka jIvana jIvavA mATe sughaDa raheThANa, pauSTika khArAka, Rtune anukuLa vasA tathA khIjA aneka sAdhanAnI jeTalI jarUrIAta lAge che, tethI vizeSa sukha ane zAntipUrvaka sAcI rIte jIvana jIvavA mATe dharmanI AvazyakatA che, ane e dharmane batAvanArasamajAvanAra, sAcA tyAgI mahApurUSonI sau prathama jarUra che. Aja sudhI bhAratIya (Aya) saMskRti jo koI e paNa TakAvI rAkhI hoya te te sAdhu purUSane AbhArI che. tyAgIsa tAdvArA ja samAja ane saMskRti vyavasthita rahI zakayA che ane TakI zakayAM che. e tyAgIsatAnA, samAja ane rASTrapratye mahAna upakAra che. teoe leAkeAne zuddha pavitra ane sadAcaraNIya jIvana jIvavA mATe upadeza ApyA che. hiMsA na karavA. juThThu na khelavA, cArI na karavA, ane saMyamI jIvana jIvavAno upadeza ApI vizvamAM sukha zAnti ane samRddhi jALavI rAkhI che. " e AbhArI che tyAgI saMta purUSAne teoe peAtAnuM sArUM ya jIvana prANI mAtranA kalyANu mATe samarpita karyuM che. ane temanA jIvananI ahoniza "" Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka ja bhAvanA che ke-(mAnavI ) prANImAtra sAcA sukhane bheAktA ane kema ? tene sAcI dizAnuM bhAna zI rIte thAya ! ane jagatanA mAnavIe ahiMsA, sayama ane sadAcAra yukta zuddha jIvana jIve, te mATe leAkAne satat preraNA ane upadeza ApatA rahyA che. evA eka sAcA saMta sAdhu puruSa ke jeo sva ane paranA Atma kalyANu mATe tyAga ane saMyamanA bhekha laI, pAMca mahAvratAnA pAlana pUrvaka, chaekAyanAjIvAne abhaya ApavA pUrvakanuM vizuddha jIvana jIvI rahyA che. ane peAtAnA jIvananI suvAsa cAtarapha phelAvI rahyA che. te zAsanasamrATa aneka tIkSNaddhAraka pa. pU. AcArya deva zrImad vijayanemisUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA paTTAla'kAra, pa. pU. zAMtamUrti samayajJa AcArya mahArAja zrImad vijaya vijJAnasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA paTTadhara pa. pU. prAkRtividvazArada siddhAMta maheAdhi-AcAya mahArAja zrImad vijaya kastUrasUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebanA paTTadharaziSya, kaviratna, samartha vyAkhyAnakAra, 5. pU. paMnyAsapravara zrIyazAbhadravijayajI gaNivarya zrIe muluM DanA saMvata 2011nA cAturmAsa daramiyAna dara ravivAre tathA bIjA jAhera tahevAre vizAla mAnava medmanI samakSa ApelA, mAnavInA jIvanamAM dharma ane sa`skAranI jyAta pragaTAvatA jAhera pravacaneAmAMnA prathama sAta vyAkhyAnA saMpUrNapaNe noMdhI laI. te zabda dehane A pustaka svarUpe prakaTa karavA prayAsa karyo che. kAI paNa viSayanI chaNAvaTa karavAnI pU. mahArAjazrInI Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pa. pU. samartha vyAkhyAnakAra kaviratna paMnyAsapravara yazAbhavijaya gaNi Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sarala zailI hoI nAnA moTA (AbAlavRddha) strI purUSa ane bALake sau temanA tarapha AkarSAya che. nirNata samaya uparAMta vadhu vakhata cAlavA chatAM paNa sAMbhaLavAnuM adhurUM mukI ubhA thavA keI IcchA paNa karatuM nathI. jeno uparAMta jenetara strI purUSe paNa ghaNuM meTI saMkhyAmAM haMmezA lAbha letA. te uparAMta rAjapurUSa tathA netAo vi. paNa pU. mahArAjazrInI vyAkhyAnavANI sAMbhaLavA khAsa AvIne pitAnuM jIvana dhanya banyAnA uddagAro kADhatA hatA. ane pU. mahArAjazrInA jIvananI ane upadezanI muktakaMThe prazaMsA karatA hatA. AjanA yugamAM AdhyAtmika ane siddhAMtika tane bane eTalI saraLa zailImAM samajAvavAnI ane mAnavInA naitika jIvana utthAna mATenA prayAsa karavAnI jarUra che. ane te dizAmAM pU. mahArAjazrI. sabaLa prayAsa karI rahyA che. AjanA yugamAM sAMbhaLavAno ane vAMcavAne zekha vadhyo che. temAM ya sAMbhaLavA karatAMya vAMcanane zekha vadhAre pramANamAM vadhyo che. DuM paNa bhaNela mAnavI kaMIne kaMI vAMcana karato jovA male che. paNa evA prakAranA vAMcananI Aje jarUra che. ke je vAMcanathI mAnavIne pitAnA kartavyanuM bhAna thAya, unmArge ghasaDI jatI pitAnI duSTa vRttio para kAbu meLavAya ane Adarza saMskAramaya jIvana jIvavA mATe bodha pATha malate rahe. Aja te mAnavI hAthamAM Ave te game tevuM vAMcI nAkhe che. vAMcIne kazoya vicAra karatA nathI ane kadAca Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vicAre te paNa meTe bhAge temAM rahelI ulTI vAttAne ja peAtAnA jIvanamAM jhaDapabhera sthAna ApI de che. kevA prakAranuM vAMcana karavuM joie tenuM jJAna meTA bhAganA vargane bahu echuM hoya che. pU. mahArAjazrInA vyAkhyAnA jene sAMbhaLavAnA cega malI zake tene mATe sAMbhaLavA ceAgya che. paNa jene sAMbha LavAnA lAbha na malI zake tevA saMcAge hoya, teone eka sArU vAMcana ApavA mATe pU. mahArAjazrInA vyAkhyAnanuM avataraNa karI pragaTa karavA prayAsa karyo che. vAMcana premI janatA game te prakAranuM vAMcIne peAtAnA jIvanane barakhAda na karatAM jIvanane lAbhadAyI AvAM pustakeAnuM vAMcana karI peAtAnA jIvananuM saphaLa ghaDatara karaze, e AzAe A prayAsa karyAM che. 5. pU. munivarya zrI bhAnucaMdravijayajI ma. sAheba ane me' sAthe maLIne A vyAkhyAnA taiyAra karavA prayatna karyAM che. pU. mahArAjazrIe je ejasvI zailImAM vyAkhyAne ApyA che ane janatA upara je dhArI asara nIpajAvI che teTalI asara kadAcita amArA bannenA A prathama ja prayAsa hovAthI na thaI zake, chatAMya eTaluM teA jarUra thaI zakaze, ke A vyAkhyAnA vAMcavAthI vAMcaka mAtrane pU. mahArAjazrInA darzana karavAnA ane vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAne manAratha jarUra thaze. mAnavInA naitika jIvananA utthAna mATe satata preraNA Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ane upadezanI jarUra che ane te jarUrIAta sAcA tyAgI saMtapurUdvArAja purI thaI zakavAnI che. samAja sAcA saMta purUSonI mahAmaMgalavANa zravaNa karIne pitAnuM jIvana Adarza ane saMskAramaya banAve. ane tyAgI saMta, sAdhu purUSa, pratye saMpUrNapaNe pitAne Adara bhAva TakAvI rAkhe, matI kalpanAthI je kaMI vitarAganI AjJA virUddha lakhAyuM hoya te tene mATe micchAmi dukkaDaM dauM chuM ane vAMcake amAruM lakSa kheMcI upakAra karaze. je vyAkhyAne zrotAone priya thaI paDyA che. te vyAkhyAne vAMcakemAM paNa priya thaI paDaze temAM amane kazIya zaMkA nathI. dharma prabhAvanAnA uddezathI A prayAsa karyo che. sau koI tene AvakArI ane vadhu protsAhita karaze eja abhyarthanA. 15 mI ogasTa 1955 somavAra cImanalAla zAha "pAlItANAkara" Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzakIya je nAmane sArUM muMbaInagara eLakhe che. ane jeenA pravacananA lAbha levA dUradUrathI jaina jainetaronI vizAlamezvanI ekaThI thAya che te pU. samatha vyAkhyAnakAra, kaviratna, vidvAna panyAsa pravathI yoAbhadravijayajI gaNivaya nA muMluMDamAM thayela jAhera pravacananuM avataraNa 5. pU. muni pravara bhAnucaMdravijaya mahArAjasAheba tathA zrIyuta cImanalAla zAha " pAlItANAkara" bannenA prayAsathI sarvAMga suMdara rIte thayuM che. tene chUpAvI prasiddha karavAnI taka mane malavAthI huM mArA jIvanane bhAgyazALI samajI chu... pustikA chApavAmAM je kAMI presadoSa rahI gayA hoya te badala huM micchAmidukkaDaM mAguM chuM. prastuta pustikAnuM mu saMzAdhana kAya tathA presa meTara muni zrI devaca'dravijayajIe karI ApavA badala teozrInA huM RNI chuM. pravacananuM vAMcana, manana, janatAne khukhaja upayegI thaze. janatA vAMcIne peAtAnA jIvanamAM utAraze te teonuM jIvana dhanya banaze. temAM koI zaMkAja nathI. A pustikAne jaldIthI chApavA mATe navaprabhAta presanA mAlIkane huM AbhAra mAnuM chuM, TI prakAzaka O jazavaMtalAla gIradharalAla 1238, rUpAsuracadanI pALa, amadAvAda. Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ *(l>k) >llclka 27717ha ]P t+% dharmapremI sva. zAhu cheTa!lAla nathurAma (vIsanagaravALA) temanA supuza jayaMtilAla. manasukhalAla taraphathI saprema bheTa svargavAsa tA. 4-8-1956 AMbegAMva (punA). Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacanaH paheluM sattAne moha pa. pU. paMnyAsa pravara zrI yazobhadravijayajI gaNivaryazrIe saMvata 2011 nA azADa va. 13 ravivAra sTA. 9-0 thI 11-0 sudhI vizAla medanI samakSa Apela mananIya pravacana sthaLa : jaina upAzraya muluMDa tA. 17-7-55 saMsAranI gahanatA saMsAramAM rahelA prANI mAtranuM jIvana aneka prakAranA mehapAsathI jakaDAyeluM che. saMsAramAM phasAI rahevAnuM je kaI paNa kAraNa hoya te te mAtra eka mehanAja kAraNe che. jJAnI bhagavaMtoe mahinA baMdhane teDavA mATe vAravAra pikArI pikArIne kahyuM che. paNa ApaNe e mehanA baMdhane teDavA mATe keIpaNa prakAranA prayatna karatA nathI. jaMgalamAM svataMtra pharatA prANIne deraDAMnA baMdhanathI bAMdhIne ekAda varasa keI sArI jagyAmAM khAvA pIvAnI saMbhALa pUrvaka rAkhavAmAM Ave ane tyArabAda je tene mukta karavAmAM Ave te e prANune lAge che ke huM te deraDAnA baMdhanamAMja sukhI hatuM. vakhata thaye khAvA pIvAnuM malatuM ane Akho divasa ArAmathI uMghI zakate have te mAre mAre kherAka zedhavA nIkaLavuM paDaze evI ja sthIti ApaNA mAnanI che. mehanA baMdhane baMdhAyele mAnava! jANatA nathI Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke peAtAnI AtmazaktinA vyaya thaI rahyo che. sAcuM sukha ane zAMti gumAvI rahyo che tenI sAcI svataMtratA jhuMTavAI rahI che. ane te parAdhIna ane paravaza manavA chatAM mahune laIne kSaNika AnaMda mANI le che paNu! te mAnava agAdha duHkhAne sahana karavAnI taiyArIo karI rahyo che. A che sasAranI gahanatA. mAhunA leAkhaDI amana mAnavI aneka prakAranA mehanI leAkhaDI sAMkaLanA adhanAthI akaDAelA che. phAine dhana vaibhavanA mAha che, teA kAIne kuTuMba parivAranA mAha che, ghaNA mAnavIone putranA mAha tema ghaNAone strI uparanA mAha paNa rahelA hAya che tema mAnavIne sattAnA meAha paNa eTalA ja rahelA che. " sattA eTale adhikAra, huM kAMIka chu, dunIyAmAM mArU kaMIka cAle che. e paNAnA je ahaMbhAva te sattA kahevAya che. 5 Aje sattA kAne priya nathI! dareka AtmA phAIne koI prakAranI sattA meLavavA akhe che. peAte AgaLa AvavA mATe manArathAnI ImArata rAtadivasa caNatA ja hoya che. paNa te mAnavane khyAla nathI ke mArA manArathAnI ImArata kevala ratIthI caNAI rahelI che, nAnAthI mAMDI meDhA sudhI kAI paNa AtmAne jue tA tenA jIvanamAM sattAnI bhUkha jAgelI dekhAze. jema ke sAsune vahu para sattA calAvavAnA mADhu jAge che. " 66 Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ patine patni para sattA calAvavAne moha jAge che.". "zikSakane vidyArthIo para sattA calAvavAne moha jAge che." zeThane nokara para sattA calAvavAne moha jAge che." "rAjAne prajA para sattA calAvavAne moha jAge che." sau koI manamAM ema ja vicAra karatA hoya che ke huM kayAre A sthAna upara AvuM ane amuka karI nAkhuM. are nAnA bALakanI vAta sAMbhaLIe chIe, tyAre jANavA maLe che ke teo mAhe mAMhe vAta karatA hoya che ke huM maTe thaIne rAjA thAuM te Ama karuM ne tema karuM, phalANAne mArI nAkhyuM ane tenI sattA paDAvI lauM. mAnavIne sattAnI jhaMkhanA keTalI lAgI che! bAlapaNathI AvA prakAranA saMskAra tenA jIvanamAM paDI rahyA che. ane sattAnA mehamAM e aMdha banI jAya che ke potAnuM zuM kartavya che. te paNa bhUlI kevala mohanI bhUlabhUlAmaNInA cakrAvAmAM cakkare caDhe che. draSTI badale sattA jamAvavAnA saMskAra pADavA karatAM sevAnA saMskAra pADo" huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamArA haiyAmAM kaI divasa ema thAya che ke huM jagatanI sevA zI rIte karuM!" devagurU dharmanI sevA, mArA sAdharmikanI sevA, mArA mAtapitAnI sevA, dInaduHkhI, ane rogathI pIDAtA mAnavInI sevA, pazupaMkhIonI sevA, are! je dharatI upara Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAtAnI cIja ja kaThIna che. kI draSTIne rahI cAlI rahyo chuM te dharatInI ane tenI upara vasatAM tamAma AtmAonI sevA zI rIte karuM? A badhA para sattA calAvavAnI mane kAmanA pedA thAya che. paraMtu sevaka banIne sevA karavAnI mane bhAvanA pedA thatI nathI. bIjAnI upara sattA calAvavAne AtmAne anAdi kALane svabhAva che sattAnA mATe ja AtmAe potAnA uttama bhAmAM paNa AjasudhI adhaHpatana ja karyuM che. badhI cIjone moha chUTa kaThIna te che. paraMtu sattAne meha chUTa ati kaThIna che." mATe e mahAnubhAvo! tame tamArI draSTIne "sattAnAmaha" uparathI khaseDI laI sevAnA, saMyamanA ane marelI mAnavatAne sajIvana karavA mATenA mArga upara sthIra kare. barabAdInA paMthe mAnavI potAnuM mahAmuluM jIvana barabAda karavA taiyAra thAya che paraMtu sattA choDavA taiyAra thatuM nathI." paNa kadI vicAra karyo che ke sattA kenI sAthe AvI che. kenI sattA TakI che! bhalabhalA cakravatio thaI gayA, teo paNa ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM sattA mUkIne cAlyA gayA, enI sattA kayAM cAlI ! keTalI cAlI! e te kahe? e sattAe mAnavInuM keTaluM adhaHpatana netayuM che. e ghaDIbhara vicArIzuM te jaNAze ke sattAnA madamAM AvI bhutakALamAM e mahAnadhAMtAoe kevA bhayaMkara kRtya karyA che. ke jenAthI duniyA jarApaNa ajANa nathI. vartamAna yugamAM paNa itihAsa tapAsase te jaNAze ke, razIAne jhAra, Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jarmanIne hITalara, ITalIne musolinI, phrAMsane nepelIana, IjIptane rAjA phArUka Adi aneka mahAnadhAtAoe pitAnI AjJA, sattA, dharatInA cheDe sudhI jamAvavA mahAyuddha karI niraparAdhI mAnavIonA lehIthI dharatIne raktavaNI banAvI mUkI. paNa aMte jue te e sattAnAM bhUkhALavA mahAnadhAtAe paNa kaMgAla hAlatamAM mRtyunA mAM jhaDapAI gayA. huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke vartamAna yugamAM, A mba , eTama bomba ane hAIDrojana bomba Adi aneka prakAranA vinAzakArI zonI zedha zA mATe thaI? tene javAba tame ja kaheze ke kevala sattAnA mehanI lAlasA. are! subhama cakravatine anya cha khaMDe jItIne sattA vadhAravAno meha jAge enuM pariNAma zuM AvyuM jANe che? zAstro kahe che ke e mahAriddhi siddhivALA cha khaMDane bhaktA sAgaranA peTALamAM piDhI gaye, sattA vadhAravAnA mehamAM aMdha banela e cakravati narakano mahemAna banI gaye. Aje ApaNe enA jIvananI dayA ciMtavavI paDe che. sattAnA mohamAM paDI jIvanane barabAdInA paMthe ghasaDI jatA mAnavIoe saMyamanA paMthe, sevAnA paMthe, jIvanane laI jaI AbAdI meLavavA prayatna karavA joIe. namucIne prasaMga kevala sattAnA mehamAM aMdha banele mAnavI kevA bhayaMkara kRtya karI bese che. ane kevI rIte tenA jIvananuM Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adha:patana thAya che te viSNukumAra muni ane namucI maMtrInuM jIvana putra ja jANavA jevuM che. nasucI padmottara rAjAnA divAna hatA ekAda prasage rAjAe namucI upara prasanna thaI varadAna ApyuM, maMtrIe te vakhate varadAna na mAMgatAM prasa Mge mAMgIza ema kahyuM. A namucI maMtrI jaina dharmanA ati dveSI hateA. jaina sAdhune jovAmAM paNa pAte pApa mAnatA (samajatA). eka vakhata hastinApuramAM jaina muni mahArAjAe AvI cAturmAMsa rahyA, A vAta namucIne na gamI. prasaMga zvAmI rAjA pAse varadAna mAMgyuM ane hyuM ke phakta cAra mAsa mATe mane rAjayanI tamAma sattA suprata karI vacanathI aMdhAyela rAjavIe sattA sAMpI, A namucI pradhAne potAne maLela sattAne kevA durUpayAga karyAM te juo. sattA malatAnI sAthe ja sattAnA mAhamAM pAgala anelA namucIe sattAnA kAraDA viMjhavA mAMDayo ke A rAjyanI hadamAM kAI paNu jaina munie joIe nahi. je hAya temane mArA hukamathI tarataja rAjyanI hada cheADIne cAlyA javuM namucInA hukamanI jaina munione khakhara ApavAmAM Avaze. A AjJA sAMbhaLI saMdha paNa muMjhavaNamAM mukAyA karavuM zuM! padmottara rAjAne kahyuM paNa teNe te kahyuM ke me agAu ApelA varadAnathI Aje huM cAra mAsa mATe rAjasattA tene ApI cukayA chuM. have temanI AjJA sAme lAcAra chuM. Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ muni, muMjhAyA, saMgha muMjhAyA, vicAra karatA vaDIla AcArya mahArAjazrI sutratAcArya mahArAje kahyuM ke kAI suni viSNukumAra muni pAse jAya tA A vighna TalI zake. A vAta sAMbhaLI eka tapasvI munIe A kAma karavA IcchA darzAvI. gurUe tathA zrI sa Mghe sammatI ApI. munIzvara viSNukumAra muni pAse paheAMcyA, sarva hakIkata jaNAvI. viSNukumAra muni tarataja AkAzagAminI vidyA aLe A nagarImAM AvI paheAMcyA ane te te tarataja rAjadarakhAre ja gayA namucie munine jotAM ja kahyuM ke mArI AjJA che ke mArA rAjyanI hadanA turatamAM ja tyAga karavA. viSNukumAra munie sAdhu dharma samajAvatA kahyuM keH-cAtumAsanA divaso zarU thai cukayA che. have muniothI vihAra na thai zake. tenuM zuM? namucIe kahyuM ke jo tamArA evA dharma hoya te mAtra traNa DagalAM cAturmAMsa puratI jamIna ApuM chuM. temAM tame rahe| ane cAturmAsa bAda mArA rAjyanI hada choDI cAlyA jaze. munIzvare peAtAnI vidyAnAkhaLa (vaikriyalabdhi)thI zarIra vikuLyu ane eka lAkha jojananA jamuddIpanI pUrva dizAnI jagatI upara eka paga mUkayo ane bIjo paga pazcimanI jagatI upara mUkayo. ane kahyuM ke khela sattAMya namucI have trIjo paga kayAM mUkuM ? jagyA batAva! teM ApelA vacananuM pAlana kara ! tArA rAjAe tane ApelA vacananuM pAlana karavA tane cAra mAsa mATe rAjyanI sattA ApI te ATalA mATe! A namucI! sattAnA A durUpayAga ? matAva! jagyA batAva! Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ traNa DagalAnI jagyA purI kara! kyAM che tArI pAse jagyA! keTale hada sudhI tArI sattA che, te batAva! nahi Ape te Aje tArU AvI banyuM samajaje. namucI nIcuM moDhuM karI besI gayo. muninI A mahAzakti nihALI ene lAgyuM ke Aja have mArUM AvI banyuM. krodhanA AvezamAM Avela A mahA munIzvara viSNukumAre turataja trIjuM DagaluM namucInA mastaka upara mUkahyuM, ane namucI bheMya bhego thaI gayo ane mRtyunA moMmAM samAI gaye. juo! sattAnA mehamAM avicArI kRtyane badale ke malyo. maLelI sattAne sadupayoga kare tamArA hAthamAM sattA Ave to, tame tene sadupayoga kare ke durUpayega! te tame ja kahe! jarUra! huM tamane tamArA bhalAnA mATe ane AvatA bhavane sudhAravA mATe bhalAmaNa karuM chuM ke tamane maLelI sattAne tame sadaupayoga karo. jhAMjhavAnA jala jevA mAlA-mIla-moTaramAM AnaMda mAnate mAnavI rU, zera, saTTo ane dalAlIne dhamadhokAra vepAra karI. paisAnA jore sattA prApta karI. dareka jagyAe pitAnI pAMgaLI pakaDane pakaDI rAkhavA rAta divasa avirata mahenatamAM rA mA rahe che. pite pakaDanA mehamAM Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mazagula manIne mahAle che tene khakhara nathI ke A jagata uparathI ghaNA gayA ane jaze. kAI sAthe laI gayA nathI, laI jaze nahI paNa kevaLa, kuDa, kapaTanI kalA keLavIne meLavelI lakSmIthI sattAnI pakaDa TakAvavAnA kADhamAM rAta divasa azAMtimaya jIvana jIvatAM bAMdhelA mahAbhayaMkara karmo dugatImAM jatI vakhate mAnavI sAthe laIne ja jAya che. maLelI sattAnA sadupayoga karAya te svargIya sukhA male ane jagatamAMthI jyAre tame vidAya laIne cAlyA gayA haze|. tyAre paNa tamArI gerahAjarImAM jagatanA lAkhA mAnavIe tamArI yaza gAthA (prazaMsA) muktaka ke karatA haze temAM jarA paNa zaMkA nathI paNa! A madhu ane kayAre! ke maLelI sattAmAM sevAnA sadguNu hoya tyAre! sevAnA sadguNa vinAnI sattA avazya narake ja laI janArI che temAM zakAne koI sthAna ja nathI. ra jeNe jeNe peAtAne maLelI sattAneA durUpayAga karyAM che teNe jagatanI, samAjanI ghaNI hAnI karI che. ' "sattAnA sadupayoga karI jIvana jIvanArA jagatamAM bahu ochA haiAya che. jyAre sattAnA durUpayoga karI jIvanane kala'kIta karanArA ane aneka prakAranA navA karmo upA jaeNna karanAranA A duniyAmAM teTA paNa nathI. '' sattAnA meAAMdhone zAMti paNa nathI sattAnA mAhamAM aMdha aneaA mAnavI dArU pIdhelA mAnavInI mAphaka sArAsAranA vicAra karyo vinA aghaTita Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kArya karatA jarApaNa acakAtuM nathI ane zAMtinA mArgo upara avarodhe ubhA karI azAMtinA mArgone khulA kare che. sattAnA mehamAM kumAra kezuke pitAnA pitA zreNikane kedakhAnAnA saLIA pAchaLa dhakelI daI kedI banAvyA. tema auraMgajeba ane allAdina khIlajI (khUnI) e paNa sattAnA mehamAMja pitAnA pitA-bhAIo-ane bIjA sagAonA khuna karatAM jarApaNa vicAra karyo nathI. sattAnA jore muslima rAjavIoe hiMdu prajA para trAsa vartAvavAmAM jarAya saMkeca ke AMcake anubhavyuM nathI. duniyAne mahAna vijetA gaNAte sikaMdara jyAre duniyAnA badhAja dezapara vijaya meLavIne svadeza pAche phare che tyAre raDe che. duniyAnA A mahAna vijetAne bALakanI mAphaka Rte joIne sainIke, sAthIdAre, ane senApatie pUche che ke, vijaya meLavIne harSa thI joIe tene badale Apane raDavuM kema Ave che? tene javAba ApatA kahe che ke, have huM zuM karIza. duniAnA badhAMja deze chatAI gayA. have ka deza jItIza! yuddha kenI sAme karIza! have mAre zAMtithI besavuM paDaze tethI raDI rahyo chuM. juo mahAnubhava ! sattAnA bhUkhyA mAnavIne zAti gamatI nathI ane te hamezAM yuddhoja priya hoya che. eja eka bIjo prasaMga che-eka mahAna rAjavI duniAne jItavA mATe nIkaLe che. tene rastAmAM eka saMta Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ purUSane bheTe thaye. saMte rAjavIne pUchayuM ke ATalI moTI senA laI kayAM nIkaLyA che. rAjAe-dunI A jItavA. saMta-dunIA jItI zuM karazo? rAjA-zAMti laIza. saMta-te hamaNAMja zAMti kare te zuM khoTuM che? atyAre tamAruM rAjaya zuM cheThuM che! jeTaluM che temAM saMtoSa mAne temAMja sAcI zAMti malaze. duniA upara sattA calAvavAnA manoratha karanArA pitAnA AtmA upara sattA calAve te tene beDe pAra thaI jAyane? tame ja tamArA aMtarane pUche ke pArakA upara tamArI sattAnI pakaDa pakaDavA mATe jeTalA taiyAra che teTalIja pakaDa tame tamArA AtmA upara pakaDaze tyAre ja tame mokSa sukhanA mahelamAM meja karI zakaze. vAlI muni ane rAvaNa rAvaNanuM nAma keNa nathI jANatuM enA kRtyathI Aje paNa jagata ajANa nathI. sattAnA mehamAM aMdha banIne eNe potAnA jIvanamAM kevA aghaTita kAryonI paraMparA vadhArI che ke jene laIne tene AtmA durgatine paMthe jaI paDyo. rAvaNanI mAtA paNa eTalI ja sattA lupI hatI. teNe ja rAvaNanA jIvanamAM bALapaNathI sattAnA mehanA saMskAra pADyA hatA. bALapaNamAM paDelA sArA ke kharAba saMskAra jIvanamAM kadI jatA nathI. bALakonA saMskArane badhe ja AdhAra bAlyAvasthAmAM mukhyatve mAtA para ja rahelo che. Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 12 peAtAnA bALakane rAma jevA manAvavA mATe mAtAoe saMskAra paNa tevA ja ApavA joIe. ulTA sa`skAro pADavA ane pachI AzA rAkhavI ke mAre putra rAjA rAma jevA ane e kadi banavAnuM nathI. rAvaNa sattAleAlupI banyA hatA e jagajAhera vAta che rAvaNane ekadA manamAM vicAra Avye ke jagatanA tamAma nAnA meATA rAjavIoe mArI AjJA mAnavI joIe ane mArA hukama thatAM ja mArI sevAmAM hAjara thavu joIe. A manorathAne pUrNa karavA teNe peAtAnI AjJA dareka rAjavIne dutadvArA jaNAvI. niLa rAjAe te AjJA svIkArI sevA karavA rAvaNunA zaraNe AvI pahoMcyA. paraMtu vAnaradvIpanA Aditya rAjAnA maLavAna putra vAlIkumAre rAvaNanI AjJA laIne AvelA dutane sa MdezA ApatAM kahyuM keH " sajJa arjunta deva ane sugurU sAdhu" vinA anya kAI A duniyAmAM sevA karavA lAyaka che. evuM ame jANatA ja nathI. atyAra sudhI paraMparAthI cAlyA AvatA saMbaMdha te svAmi sevaka bhAvathI cAlI AveleA nathI. paNa eka mAtra snehane kAraNe ja Takayo che, peAtAne sevya ane amene sevaka mAnatA evA tamAe Aje para parAthI cAlyA AvatA sneha saMbadhane kha'Dita karyo che. mATe tamArI AjJA ke sevA ame kaI rIte svIkArI zakIe tema nathI. khAkI pUnA sneha rUpa vRkSane kApI nAkhavA mATe huM AgevAna nahi ja thAu tamAre tamArI zakti pramANe je karavu' hAya te khuzIthI karajo. Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vAlIkumArane saMdeza laIne dUta rAvaNa pAse AvI. pahoMce. rAvaNanI AjJA thatAM ja nAnA moTA dezanA tamAma rAjavIe pitAnI nirbaLatAthI rAvaNanI AjJA svIkArI sevA karavA hAjara thaI gayA hatA. jyAre dutane Avela je ane tenA mukhe jyAre pitAnI IcchA virUddhane vAlIkumArane saMdeze sAMbhaLe tyAre tenA romereAmamAM krodhAgni. bhabhUkI uThyo. ane tADukIne belI uThayo! vAlIkumAra zuM ATalo garva rAkhe che? ene zuM pitAnI zaktinuM ATaluM abhimAna che? mArAthI vizeSa zaktivAna havAne dA rAkhe che. A duniAmAM mArAthI vadhu zaktivAna nara bIje pedA ja keNa thayuM che. huM ene batAvI ApIza ke mArI AjJA svIkAryA vinA jIvI kema. zakAya che? juo! rAvaNane garva ! keTaluM che sattAne meha! keTaluM che sattAnuM abhimAna! sattAnA mehamAM aMdha banela rAvaNa vAlIkumAra sAthe yuddha karavA taiyAra thaye. lAkhanuM sainya laIne rAvaNa pote vAnaradvIpa AvI paha, ahIMA vAlIkumAre paNa badhI ja taiyArI karI hatI. sAmasAmA yuddha thayuM niraparAdhI lAkho sainikane dararoja saMhAra thato joI vAlIkumAranuM haiyuM kaMpatuM hatuM eka divasa rAvaNane teNe kahevaDAvyuM ke ApaNA benA khAtara lAkho niraparAdhI sainIke ane pazuo mAryA jAya che. je tame cAhatA hete ApaNe ja paraspara yuddha karIe rAvaNe vAlIkumAranI vAtane svIkAra karyo bIje divase samarAMgaNamAM vAlIkumAra ane laMkApati Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 rAvaNanuM tumula yuddha thayuM temAM baLavAna vAlIkumAre mahAalavAna ane zaktinA gava dharAvatA caMdrahAsa khaDuM laIne potAnA upara dhasI AvatA rAvaNane vAlIkumAre khaDaga sAthe peAtAnA mAhuvacce dabAvIne cAre dizAe ghumAvye cAre dIzAe ghumAvIne jyAre vAlIkumAre tene jamIna upara muko. tyAre te zaramIdo banIne jamIna para jotA ubhA rahyo. vAlIkumArane lAgyuM ke A duniyAmAM rahevAthI kAInI AjJA mAnavAnA prasaMgeA ubhA thAya che. te mATe yuddho karavA paDe che, yuddhomAM lAkhA niraparAdhIneA saMhAra kevaLa mArI khAtara thAya che. A badhAnu kula eka A "rAjapada" che. A rAjapada mukI munipadma svIkArU` tA AvA ghAra karma thI acI javAya maLelA meghA mAnava deha saphaLa thAya. vAlIkumAre vairAgya pAmI A samarAMgaNanI bhUmiparaja pa'camuSTi leAca karI dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. A drazya joI ne rAvaNunA AzcayanA pAra na rahyo. vaMdanA karI rAvaNu pAte peAtAnA sthAnake gayA. vAlIkumAra maTI anelA vAlImuni samarAMgaNanI dharatI uparathI pAdavihAra karI teo sIdhA aSTApada parvata upara pahoMcyA ane tapasyA pUrvaka kAusagga dhyAne muni sthira thayA. ekadA ratnAvalI nAmanI vidyAdharanI kanyA paraNavA javA mATe rAvaNa nityAlAka tarapha jaI rahyo hatA. tevAmAM aSTApadmagIri parvata upara rAvaNunu vimAna aTakayuM. rAvaNe vimAna aTakI paDatAM nIce najara karI tA tene eka mahAmuni kAussagga dhyAne sthIra rahelA joyA nIce utarI jotAM Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAluma paDayuM ke A te mane yuddhamAM parAjaya ApanAra vAlI munija che. haju paNa mane trAsa ApavA muni prayatna karI rahyA che. have te vAlImuninuM zarIra kSINa thayuM che. mane teo zuM karI zakavAnA che. mArA vimAnane aTakAvanAranI Aje te pUrepurI khabara laI nAkhuM. rAjA rAvaNa aneka vidyAne sAdhaka hate. "vajAdaMDa" vaDe bhUmi khedIne aSTApadagIrinA peTALamAM peThe. ane hajAre vidyAonuM maraNa karI aSTApada parvata Akheya uMcakavA mATe prayatna karyo. rAjA rAvaNanA A kRtyathI parvata upara hAhAkAra macI gaye. parvata uparanA vRkSo tuTavA lAgyA. pazupakSIo kSaNavAramAM marI jAya tevI paristhItI sarjAI. bharata cakravatie baMdhAvelA maMdIrene uchera thAya tevI sthiti nIhAlI. tarata ja vAlimunie mAtra potAnA jamaNA paganA aMguThA vaDe aSTapada parvatane sparza karyo. vAlImuninA aMguThAnA sparzathI parvata Akhe dabAyo. ane parvatanA peTALamAM rahelo rAvaNa cIsa pADI uThayo. jyAre sparza karele aMguTho munIzvare uMce laI lIdho tyAre vAtAvaraNa zAMta paDayuM. rAvaNa peTALamAMthI nIkaLI muni pAse kSamA mAMgavA lAgyo. ahiM teNe sAcA hadaye kSamA mAMgI. kSamAvata munIzvare ATalA bhayaMkara duSkRtya karanArane paNa eka zabda ThapakAne na kahetA aMtaranA umaLakA pUrvaka kSamA ApI. kSamA vIrasya bhUSaNama " mahA bhayaMkara aparAdhIone paNa kSamA ApavIe vIra purUSonuM lakSaNa che. Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 16 tyArakhAda rAvaNu aSTApada gIripara jaIne tyAM rahelA cAvIze tItha kara bhagavaMtanI pratimA samakSa bhAvapUrvaka vaMdanA stuti karI hRdayanA ullAsapUrvaka nRtya karyuM. nRtyanA tAnamAM samAgamane khaDA karatAM rAvaNe evI prabhu bhakti karI ke ahiM malakApati mahAbalavAna rAjA rAvaNe tIrthaMkara nAmakarma upArjana karyuM. A draSTAMta uparathI jovAtu e che ke t AtmA upara sattA calAvanAra ja mahAna vijetA ke sAcA vijetA che." ahItA rAjavIonI sattA viSe ghaNuM varNana thaI gayuM paNu sAmAnya mAnavInA jIvanamAM DokIyu' karIzuM tA pazu sattAnA eTalA ja mAhathI bhareluM tenuM jIvana ApaNane dekhAze. dharma sthAnAmAM jAmelI sattA sattAe dharmasthAnAmAM paNa potAnuM sAmrAjya jamAvyuM che. dhamasthAnA ke samAja kalyANanA sthAnAmAM paNa sattAnu jora vadhyuM che dharmasthAnAnA vahIvaTa karanAra vyaktiomAM sevAnI bhAvanA osarI rahI che ane sattAnA sUrA nIkaLavA lAgyA che. yAda rAkho ! dharmasthAnAnA siMhAsanA sattAnA sUrA kADhavA mATe nathI. ke hukumatA calAvavA mATe nathI. paNa te si'hAsana upara khIrAjI deva gurU dharma ane sAdharmikanI sevA karavA mATe che. Aje te paristhitI keTalI Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 17 gaMbhIra banI che, ke te sAMbhaLIne amArA haiyA kakaLI uDyA che. tame paNa sAcA dhamI che, te tamArA paNa hayA kakaLI uThavA joIe. derAsara ke upAzrayanA TrasTI ke pramukha heya paNa te mahAzayane, te varasamAM eke ya divasa darzane paNa AvavAne vakhata mate na hoya dharmasthAnanA siMhAsane zebhA mATe nathI sattA ke hakumata calAvavA mATe nathI paNa deva, gurU, ane dharmanI temaja samAjanI sevA karavA mATe che." sattA calAvavAmAM zAmajI zeTha ane kAma karavAmAM kAnI evI parIsthitI prarvatI rahI che A paristhitIe samAjamAM bhayaMkaratA sarjI che. e pratye lakSa ApavAmAM nahi Ave te AvatI kAle ApaNA dharmasthAnI ane tenA vahIvaTanI zuM sthiti haze. te kahI zakAya tema nathI. huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tame tamArA gharamAM AvI rIte varte te tamane tamArA gharanI rANe gharamAM praveza karavA deze kharI ke ! tene javAba tame tamArA aMtaramAM samajI gayA hazo! pisAdAronI ja pasaMdagInuM raNa je Aje vadhI paDayuM che te dharaNa badalavAmAM ja samAjanuM hita che sAcA dharmaparAyaNa zraddhAzIla ane be pisA kharacI zake tevA zrAvakene A dharmasthAno vahIvaTa soMpe ane sattAnA bhUkhAvALA mAnavInA hAthamAM A pavitra vahIvaTa na soMpatA sevAbhAvI, zraddhALu zrAvakene sepI samAjanI ane dharmanI khAnAkharAbI thatI aTakAvo. Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "AkaDAnuM dUdha jema mAnavIne mArI nAMkhe che tema sattAnA meha mAnavInA jIvanane jherI banAvI narakagatimAM laI jAya che." "gAyanuM dudha jema mAnavIne jIvADe che, tema sevAne meha, tyAga, ane saMyamane meha, jIvanane amRtamaya banAve che. e mahAnubhAve ! sattAnA mohamAM phUlAIne phasAIne jIvanamAM jhera bheLavyAM, kSaNIka sattAnA mohamAM prabhune visAryA, mAnavatAne mITAvI, dAnavatAne ubhI karI ane vaibhavanA moha ke sattAnA meha tamane vhAlA lAgyA. Dube che ane DubADe che he mAnava! vicAra kara ! tuM kevI ceSTA karI rahyo che jema eka pAgala mAnavI nadInA nIramAM eka majabuta khIle laIne ThekavA prayatna kare che, ane manamAM IcchA kare che ke basa! have huM atre taMbu nAMkhIne rahIza, khIle zeDo aMdara ThekAte joIne khuba khuzI thAya che paNa pANInuM eka jorathI vaheNa AvatAM ja khIlo ukhaDI gaye. pharIthI prayatna kare che paNa te khIle majabuta ThekAtuM nathI ane taMbu taNAtuM nathI. te mAnavI jevI ja ceSTA ApaNe karI rahyA chIe evuM tamane nathI lAgatuM? ramavAnA gaMjIpAnA banAvelA baMgalAmAM zuM rahI zakAze kharuM ke tema A tamArA sattAnA mehathI bharelA saMsAramAM tamArI sattA TakI zakaze kharI ke? tamAruM jIvana ujajavala banaze kharuM ke! tamArA pugala upara ke AtmA upara tamArI sattA che kharI ke! Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 19 are ! mAnava! sattAnA meAha cheADI tuM sevAnA mevA AvA mATenA svAMga sajI mahAra AvIza te tane mAkSa sukhanI prApti thaze, te mAbatamAM zaMkA dhAraNa karIza nahI. sepArI meLavatAM keTalI muzkelI paDe che khAtA khAtA dAMta pazu tuTI jAya che. chatAMya seApArI khAnArAone kahA tA kharA, ke sApArIthI tArUM peTa bharAya che ! tame sApArI khAvAnA meAhanI jema dhana vaibhavanAM mAhathI zuM lAbha che te kAI batAvaze ! sattAnA mehamAM hAninA tavA samAyelA che. sattAnA mehamAM ApaNe ApaNu jIvana barabAda karI rahyA chIe saMsArane Adeza karavA sattAnA mAha cheDavA paDaze. sattAnA mehamAM paDele mAnavI dareka jagyAe jyAM jAya che tyAM phITakAranA TakA khAya che ane sevAnA sadguNathI AAlatA mAnavI jyAM jAya tyAM AzirvAdanA amRta pAme che mATe sattAnA aMcaLA dUra pheMkI daIne sevAnI cuMdaDI ADhA. bIjA upara adhikAranA hukama ane Adeza na karatA tenA namra sevaka banI sevA karavA tatpara maneA. sattAnA siMhAsane ArUDha thaye nathI Atma kalyANu thavAnuM ke nathI khIjAnuM bhalu karI zakavAnA, paNa nAnI sarakhI sevA karatAM, jJAna, darzana, cAritranI ArAdhanAmAM ane Adarza jIvana jIvavAmAM svaane paranuM Atma kalyANu avazya sAdhI zakAze. sattAnA mAha viSe ghaNuM kahI zakAya tema che paNa Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 20 vakhata ghaNA thai gayA che eTale ApaNe ahI ja aTa vuM paDaze. upasa dvAra tame je AtmakalyANanI bhAvanA rAkhatA hai|| jagatamAM tamArA Adaza jIvananI suvAsa mukI javA mATenI IcchA dharAvatA ha tA huM mAlIka chu, adhikArI chuM, sattAdhIza chu evA sattApaNAnA gava kADhI nAkhI, huM jagatanA tamAma nAnA moTA prANIonA namra sevaka chuM evA bhAva haiyAmAM hara haMmeza rAkhaze. dunIyAmAMthI sattAnuM sAmrAjya AthamI jAya ane sevAnA sUrya uge evI bhAvanA haiyAmAM bharIne ghera jajo ' zubha'bhavatu ' Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana bIjI have tA jAgA vi. sa. 2011 zrAvaNu su. 5 ravivAra tA. 24-7-55 savAre 9 thI 11 sthala : jaina upAzraya. mulu : pa. pU. paMnyAsa pravara yazAbhadravijayajI gaNIvarya mahArAja sAMhebanA khIjA pravacananA TuMka bhAvA *baInA suprasiddha va mAna patra muMbaI samAcAra " dainIka patramAM tA. 28-7-55 nA kAM TuMka bhAvArthathI pragaTa thayA hatA Aje paNa jainajainetAnI vizAla mAnava medanIthI hAla bharelA hatA. khIjA pravacananuM nIce sArabhUta avataraNa karavAmAM Avela che. jJAnIonu' thana tr puNyazALI mahAnubhAvA ! gayA ravivAre " sattAnA mAhe " e viSaya rAkhavAmAM AvyA hatA. mAnavIne sattAnA meAha kevA gherA ghena caDAve che ane e ghenamAM mAnavI peAtAnA kartavyanuM bhAna bhulI jaI kevI rIte jIvananu adhaHpatana kare che te viSe vivecana karI, sattAnA meAha cheADavA, ane sevAnA svAMga sajavA, sayamanA meha rAkhavA, tyAga ane bhaktinA mAhamAM masta anavA kahevAmAM AvyuM hatuM. Aje te sevA, saMyama, tyAga ane bhaktinA mAhamAM masta manavA "have to jAgA " e viSaya upara kahevAnu che. Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1 rAtrInA chellA paheAra kukaDA, kukare....kuka, kukare..... kuka, karIne nidrAmAM peADhelA mAnavIne jAgRta kare che. jagADIne pota potAnA ke byamAM joDAve che. tema meAhu dirAnA pAna karIne kuMbhakaNanI nidrAmAM poDhelA prANIone parama jJAnI bhagavaMtA paNa nizadina jAga ! ane pramAda tyAganA pukAra kare che. ane peAtAnA kartavyanuM bhAna bhulelAone bhAna karAve che, he mahAtman ! tuM ghAra nidrAmAM ghArI rahyo che. Aja sudhInA anAkAla te niMdrAmAM (pramAdamAM ) gumAvyA. "have teA jAga!" daza draSTAMte dula bha evA A mAnavA janmane eLe kema gumAve che. pramAdInI pramADhatA sva kartavyanuM sAcuM bhAna mAtra mAnavabhavamAM ja thaI zake che. * varSA RtumAM kheDuta khetI karatI vakhate ALasa karIne, pramAda karIne, jo udhatA hoya agara paDayo rahe ke dhaMdhAnI kharI taka vakhate vepArI eparavAI ane, ke vidyAthI parIkSAnA ja vakhate ALasu khanI ughyA kare ke senApati vijayanI veLAe pramAdI bane ke peAte bhAnabhule ane, strI rasAI karatI ja vakhate beThA beThA jhokAM khAyA kare teA enu pariNAma zuM Ave! samaya Ave sAvadhAna rahetA bedarakAra anI dhanAra mAnavIne tame kevA kahezeA ! Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhUkha ! je samayane oLakhI zakatuM nathI te mAnavI pitAnA jIvanamAM kadI AgaLa vadhI zakatuM nathI. rAtrinA samaye keI eka gharamAM core cerI karavA dAkhala thayA hatA. thoDo eka khaLabhaLATa thavAthI strI jAgI, teNe corane je, pitAnA patine uThADatA kahyuM ke uThe ! jAge ! juo te kharA ke cera AvyA che. patie kahyuM. tuM phikara na kara huM jANuM chuM hamaNAM ja uThuM chuM ema kahete ALasa karatA AMkho mIcIne uMghate rahyo. thoDIvAra pachI strIe pharI kahyuM. are jAge! juo te kharA! Ate gAMsaDI bAMdhI hamaNAM bhAgI jaze. tyAre paNa ALasu ane edI zuM kahe che, are! huM te jANuM chuM. hamaNAM uThIne ene pIcho pakaDIza...gunha te karavA de. polIsa pAse pakaDAvI rAkhI zikSA karAvIza...pelo uMghamAM belate rahyo ane strI jAge uThe kahetI rahI. ane pelA cero gharanI tamAma sArI cIjonI gAMsaDI bAMdhI cAlatA thayA. AvI ja dazA ApaNA mAnavIonI che. pitAnuM Atmika dhana Aje chaDe ceka luMTAI rahyuM che. jJAnI bhagavaMte pukAra karI karIne kahe che jAga ! o mAnava jAga ! uTha, jAgRta bana! ane tArA kartavyamAM lIna bana! chatAM paNa kuMbhakarNanI nidrAmAM gherele mAnavI huM jANuM chuM kaheto uMghamAM ne uMghamAM bakavAda karI rahyo che. AtmAne bhayaMkara zatru AtmAne je koI bhayaMkara zatru hoya te te pramAda Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24 che. ALasa che, jAgRta dazAnA abhAva che. bhalabhalA mAnavIe ane mahApurUSo . A pramAdathI ja paTakAyA che. pramAde ja jJAnIone zithIla manAvyA che. tapasvIone krodhI banAvyA che. saMyamIone saMyamamAM zIthila karyo che. parameApakArI bhagavaMta mahAvIra prabhue gaNadhara bhagavaMta zrI gautamasvAmine vAraMvAra koIpaNa vastunA upadeza ApyA hAya ke TakAra karI hAya tA teja mAtra hatI ke " huM gauttama ! eka samaya paNa pramAda karIza mA (nahiM) " jo eka samaya pazu pramAda thaI gayA tA tAro AtmA Ucca zikhare pahoMcavA chatAM gabaDI jatAM vAra lAgaze nahi. parvatanA zikhare pahoMcavAnI tamannA rAkhavAvALA mANusa sAvadhAna rahe teA, athavA caDhatI vakhate ekAda dhanu jhokuM khAI jAya te ghaDIkavAramAM parvatanI uMDI khAImAM gakhaDI paDatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. agIyAramAM gurusthAnaka sudhI paheAMcelA AtmAone paNa paTakAvIne pahele, bIje guNasthAnaka pahAMcADI denAra kAIpaNu hAya teA te pramAdya avasthA che, bIna jAgrata zA che. cAra nidrA jAgrata rahevAnuM mahatva ochu nathI, thADA avAja sAMbhaLatA jAgI janAra AtmAnA gharamAMthI cAra cArI karI zakatA nathI tyAre ghasaghasATa UMghatA mAnavInA gharamAMthI cArA sahelAIthI cArI karI zake che. paherA bharanAra sipAI pazu rAtrinA vakhate paherA bharatI vakhate " jAgatA rahejo" Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 25 -nI buma mAre che, ema jJAnI bhagavaMte paNa saMsAranA prANIene "jAgatA raheje"ne paDakAra rAja kare che, chatAM ya mAnavI ghora niMdrAmAM poDhIne AnaMda mANI rahyo che. Atmika saMpatti Aja sudhI meha niMdrAmAM ApaNe keTaluM gumAvyuM che ene kadI vicAra karyo che kharo ! Aje tamArI pAse Atmika saMpatti keTalI che! saMpatti zuM vastu che te bahu ochA AtmAone khabara haze, - tame saMpatti mAnI che kevaLa paisAmAM, baMgalAmAM, agIcAmAM, strI putra, gADI ke meTaramAM, e saMpatti vadhAravA mATe dina rAta tamene ArAma nathI, zAMti nathI, magaja cagaDoLe caDhe che. niMdrA harAma thaI jAya che. tame tamArI pudgalika saMpattione meLavavA mATe ke meLavIne TakAvI rAkhavA mATe ane tene mATe AvatI Aphatane sAmane karavA mATe pahelethI ja vyuharacanA racIne taiyAra rAkhe che. kema! sAcI vAta che ne! paNa ! yAda rAkhajo ke tame tamArI saMpatti jyAM mAnI che tyAM ja rahevAnI che, jemake baMgalAnI baMgalAmAM, bagIcAnI bagIcAmAM moTaranI moTaramAM, paisAnI pasAmAM paNa! tamane khyAla Ave che ke A AtmA pramAdane vaza paDI Atmika saMpattine gumAvI beThe che ane pANInA raheMTanI jema bhavaraNamAM bhamI rahyo che. - tame tamArI draSTine pheravIne joyuM hatuM te tamane Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 26 jarUra lAgatI ke huM paugalika sukhanI prApti mATe mArI Atmika saMpatti je dAna, ziyala, tapa, zuddhabhAva, jJAna, sadAcAra, ane viveka che tene huM bhUlI gayo chuM mATe ja huM. bhamI rahyo chuM. huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke A Atmika saMpatti tamArI pAse keTalI che. te kaI batAvaze kharA ! tame keTalA pautra galika sukhanI tilAMjalI ApI! yAda rAkhaje A janma maraNanA bhayaMkara dukhamAMthI chUTavA mATe pagalika sukhanI saMpatti cheDI Atmika saMpattine prApta karavA mATe jAgrata banavuM ja paDaze. " jAgaze teja pAmaze" guNavAna bane tamArAmAM dAnaguNa keTale che! lAkhanI milkata dharA-- vavAthI saMpattivAna naja kahI zakAya, tame tamArI saMpatti emAMthI bIjAone keTaluM ApyuM, tamane dAnezvarI kaheva. hAvavAne moha jAge che, keI dAnezvarI kahe te tamane majAnuM lAge che. paNa dAnezvarI banavA mATe ke kahevaDAvavA mATe dAna keTaluM dIdhuM ke keTaluM devuM che. vidvAna ane paDIta banavAnA keDa thaI Ave che paNa abhyAsa karyA vinA paMDIta na thavAya. tamene kaI tapasvI kahe, bhaktarAja kahe, sajana kahe, e pasaMda che. paNa e tapasvI bhaktarAja ke sajajana. kahevaDAvavA mATe keTalAka guNe keLavyA. guNathI ja vastunI kiMmata che gadheDe rUpALo ghaNe che, paNa guNane aMza paNa Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 27 nathI tethI tenA rUpamAM tame ajAi tenA para svArI karaze kharA ke ? javAkhamAM nA. seAnuM ane pittaLa e anne eka ja raMganA che. chatAM ya. annemAM bhinnatA zAnI che! kaheA ke-guNunI ja. mAnavImAtra sarakhA ja che temAM bhinnatA che ke nahi ! ane che te zAthI bhinnatA che ? kaheA ke guNanI ja. sadguNI ke sadAcArInA saMga tame karazeA paNa durAcArI, durguNI ke cAra DAkunA saMga karavAnuM ke tenI paDakhe besavAnuM pasaMda nahi kare e sAcI vAta che ne ? mATe jJAnI bhagavaMte kahe che-he Atman ! tArAmAM rahelA bAhya sukhAnI prAptinA kAraNarUpa guNavAna mana ! ane tArA sutelA aMtarAtmAne jagADa ! prabhu bhaktimAM ane kartavyaparAyaNatAmAM lIna ana. jagatamAM sArA kANu ! zramaNabhagavaMta mahAvIrasvAmI prabhune eka vakhata padAmAM gaNadhara bhagavaMta zrI gautamasvAmijIe prazna karyo ke : huM prabhu ! jagatamAM kANu jAgatA sArA ane kANu uMghatA sArA. "" prabhue javAba ApatAM jaNAvyuM ke he gautama ! je A jagatamAM jAgIne svaparanA AtmAnuM kalyANu ane abhyudaya cite che ane tenA mATe prayatna kare che, ane peAtAnA sadguNeAnI suvAsa phelAve che. evA AtmAe A jagatamAM jAgatA sArA ane je AtmA ahita kare che ane aDhAre pApasthAnakAne ane che evA AtmAe uMghatA sArA. jAgIne pArakAnuM sevavAmAM lIna Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 mATe ame paNa tamane khIjAnuM hitakaravA, sadguNAna * suvAsa phelAvavA jagADIe chIe, jAgavAnuM kahIe chIe. jAgA ThA! ane tamArA katavyamAM lIna aneA, bhAratanI saskRti bhArata dezanA mAnavIe pUrNa jAgRta hatA. sAcI sapattine e dezanA mAnavIoe khuba sAcavI hatI, dAna, zIyala, tapa ane zuddha sadAcArayukta bhAvanAmAM bhAratadeza tamAma dezomAM zreSTha sthAna dharAvatA hatA. ravindranAtha TAgAra eka vakhata cIna gayA, tyAMnA lAka TAgAranI prazaMsA karatA kahevA lAgyA ke tame te jevI pavitra bhuminA mAnavI che, je bhUmimAM saTTAcAranuM - suMdara rIte pAlana thAya che. evI pavitra ane devatAI bhUmimAM janmelA he nararatna! tamane dhanya che. A sAMbhaLI TAmeAranI AMkhamAMthI AMsu TapakayA temane lAgyuM ke ahiMnA loko bhAratanA mAnavI mATe keTalI zraddhA ane sadbhAva dharAve che. AjatA emAnuM bhAratamAM kAMija dekhAtuM nathI. bhAratamAM paNa Aje pAzcAtya saMskRtinA pApe hiMsA jIDha-cArI vyabhicAra-vizvAsaghAta khubaja pramANamAM phelAI gayA che. TAgAre jyAre hiMdanI dharatI para paga muktA ja ekaThA thayelA leAkAne saMkhAdhana karatAM kahyuM keH-tamArA mATe anya dezAmAM kevI zraddhA, bhAvanA, ane mAnyatA che ane Aje ApaNe kevuM vana calAvI rahyA chIe ene vicAra karo. Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 19 ApaNI Arya saMskRtine anurUpa jIvana jIvIne duni--- yAnA bIjA dezamAM paDelI ApaNI suMdara chApane bhuMsAvI na nAkhatAM bhAratIya saMskRtinuM gaurava vadhe tevuM jIvana jIvavA mATe tame jAgrata dazAne prApta kare je eka vakhata bhAra tane mAnavI kadI hiMsA karate nahi. hiMsA karavAmAM ghera.' pApa mAnate. te Aje evI ghera hiMsA karI rahyo che. ane vaLI tenA aghaTIta kRtyane pApa mAnavA paNa. taiyAra nathI. mAnavInA jIvananuM keTaluM adhaHpatana thayuM che tene jarA. khyAla karaje. he bhAratanA bhaDavIra ! tuM jAgRta bana! ane marI. paravArelI mAnavatA pharI tArA jIvanamAM pragaTAva. te mAnava maTI dAnava banI rahyo che. saguNene visArI.. durguNene apanAvate rahyo che. yAda rAkhaje ! AcaraNAthI ja mAnavI mAnava bane che. mATe tamAruM AcaraNa zuddha rAkhaje. tamArA durAcArI kRtyathI jagatane kadApI ThagavAnI kezISa karaze nahi. kharAba vRttione cheDe | eka bilADInI vAta che vAta sAdI sIdhI ane saraLa che. paNa samaje te emAM paNa gaMbhIra bhAva bhareluM che. eka vakhata eka bilADI eka gharamAM peThI. dudhane ghaDe tenI najare paDaze. eTale dudha pIvA ghaDAmAM mAthuM nAkhyuM, evAmAM khaDakhaDATa thavAthI gharane mAlIka jAgI uTha, ane lAkaDI laIne bilADI sAme dhasI Avya, ghaDAmAM mAthu bharAvAthI Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 30 ghaDA laIne khIlADI nAsavA lAgI. evAmAM eka thAMbhalA sAthe aphaLAtA ghaDA tUTI gayA. khIllInA gaLAnA kAMThA kADhavAnI keAne paDI hAya kekAMThA khilADInA gaLAmAMthI kADhe. eTale khilADI, kakadhArI khIllIbAInA nAmathI prasiddha thayA. khIllImAInA mukhya khArAka uMdara....eTale uMdara dekhene rAjI thAya teNe uMdaranuM eka mATuM dara joyuM tenI sAme mIllImAI lapAIne besI gayA. daramAMthI uMdaro nIkaLIne khIllIbAIne joIne uMdarA daramAM doDatA pAchA cAlyA jAya. e pramANe ghaNA vakhata sudhI cAlyuM. paNa eka vakhata prasaMga joI ne khIllIkhAie kahyu ke he udara rANA ! huM tamArI mAsI chuM. kedAranAtha jaIne yAtrA karI pavitra thaIne AvI chuM. meM tA have A kedAranAthajInuM kaMkaNu dhAraNa karyuM che. have huM pahelAM jevI rahI nathI. eTale tame mArI pAse bhaya cheDIne Ave. ApaNe sAthe rahIne gela karIe. bheALA uMdarA e khilADInI mAyAjALamAM phsAyA. bheALapaNamAM uMdarAne na lAgyuM ke mInImAsI kedAranAthanI yAtrA karI AvyA che. mATe e miSTa ane ahiMsaka banyA haze. eTale have ApaNane khAze nahi. udarA rAja AvavA lAgyA. ane mInImAsInA zarIra upara caDhI kudAkuda karI AnaMda mANe ane vakhata thAyatyAre uMdarA peAtAnA daramAM cAlyA jAya, mInImAsI kAMIja Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ga AlatA nathI, mAtra chellA uMdara rahe tene pakaDIne khAI Aya, uMdarA pAtapeAtAnA kAryakrama mujaba mInImAsI pAse AnaMda kare che. ane mInImAsI dararAja eka eka uMdarane khAvA lAgyA, ane eche karavA lAgyA. Ama ghaNA divase vahI gayA bAda eka vRddha darane lAgyuM ke ApaNI saMkhyA ghaTatI jAya che. jarUra mInImAsI ApaNane chetare che. bhale kedAranAthajInI yAtrA karI AvyA paNa svabhAva gayA nathI. turata badhA uMdarone bhegA karI kahyuM ke, mAne ke na mAnA paNa mane lAge che ke ApaNI saMkhyA ghaTatI jAya che. jarUra mInImAsI ApaNAmAMthI rAja ekane mArI nAkhI khAI jAya che. mATe ApaNe A bAbatanI cAkasAI karavI joIe. bIje divase mInImAsI pAse jatA pahelA, eka uMdaranI puchaDI gheADI kApIne nIzAnI karI. ane te u Mdarane saunI pAchaLathI ja AvavAnuM kahevAmAM AvyuM jo e kapAcelI puMchaDIvALA uMdara pAchA na Ave te samajavuM ke jarUra mInImAsI ApaNA uMdarane khAI jAya che. chevaTe sau pheravA ahAra nIkaLyA, mInImAsI paNa vakhata thatAM AvI pahoMcyA sau AnaMdane utsava ujavatA hAya tema gela karavA lAgyA. chevaTe vakhata thatAM eka pachI eka uMdara gharamAM pesI gayA. chelle kapAyelI puMchaDIvALA uMdara rahyo, tenA para jhaDapa mArI mInImAsIe peAtAnA nityakrama mujaba kALI karI lIdhA. aMdara jaine udarAe joyuM te pelA kApelI puchaDIvALo uMdara dekhAyA nahi tethI uMdarone pAkI khAtrI thaI cukI. Aje divase mInImAsIne joIne koI uMdara bahAra AvyA Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 31 nahI. monImAsI paNu samajI gayAM ke uMdararANAe mArI luccAI jANI gayA che have uMdarI bahAra Avaze nahi. mATe khATI rAha joI besI rahevAnA atha nathI. ema samajI e divasathI uMdarAnA dara pAsethI mInImAsIe vilakhAtA mUkhe vidAya lIdhI. khIlADI jevI ghaNA mAnavIonI vRttithI saMsAranA ghaNA AtmAe nAsabhAga karI rahyA che. khIlADI jevA svabhAva paNa saMsAranA ghaNA AtmAemAM rahelA. zrAvakA zatruMjayanI yAtrA vaiSNuvA haradvAra ke kedAranAthanI yAtrA kare ke musalamAnA makkA madInA jAya paNa jo peAtAnA duSTa svabhAvane paTe nahi te te mInImAsI jevuM ja vartana karI rahyA che. ema ja kahevAya, kapALamAM kesarIe cAMllA karavA mAtrathI zrAvaka na kahevAya, janAI dhAraNa karavA mAtrathI ke trIpuDha tANuvAthI brAhmaNa na kahevAya, pArakAnI pIDAne hare nahi pArakAne duHkha Ape te vaiSNava na kahevAya, masjIdamAM jaIne allAhanA nAmanI meATI mAMga pAkAranAra musalamAna paNa na kahevAya. je zraddhA, viveka, ane kriyA yukta jIvana jIve teja sAcA zrAvaka che. akhaDapaNe brahmacaryanuM pAlana karanAra ja sAcA saMta che brAhmaNu che. eka vakhata bhUla karyA bAda gune kabula karIne pharIthI tevA prakAranI bhUla na kare teja pAka musalamAna che. pArakAnA du:khAnuM nivAraNa karavA yathAzakti lega Ape che te sAcA vaiSNuva che. eka khAjI jIvanamAM tIrthayAtrAo karavI tapa ane kriyAo karavI, sadgurUenA samAgama karavA ane trIjI mAjI je hiMsA, kuDa, kapaTa, Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 33 yukata jIvana jIvavuM e mAnava jIvanane lAMchana lagADanArUM che ane tevu jIvana jIvavuM e zeAbhAspada nathI. Aje mAnavInA jIvanamAM khAdvaitapa ane kriyA vizeSa jovAmAM Ave che paraMtu tenu' urdu AMtarika jIvana tapAsIe te duHkha utpanna kare tevuM heya che. tArI pharaja zu ? huM Atman ! tuM vicAra kara! tuM kAnA anuyAyI che. tuM pote peAtAne bhagavata mahAvIra prabhunA anuyAyI. hovAnA dAvA kare che, paNa teM prabhu mahAvIre batAvelA mAnA guNA keTalA dhAraNa karyAM. te guNAne tArA jIvanamAM utAravA te keTalA prayatnA AdaryAM. te paramAtmAnI AjJA zirAmAnya karI che ke nahi te tuM tArA aMtarAtmAne pUcha! temanI AjJA anusAra tArA jIvananuM ghaDatara te keTaluM karyuM. je prabhue khAe khAye dAna daIne, anekanA duHkhA TALyA ane bhavyAtmAnI padavI ApI, evA prabhune tuM anuyAyI thayA che ema tuM peAtAne mAne che teA te keTaluM dAna Apyu, keTalAnA duHkhA dUra karyAM. * * * hai' tamAne pUchu chuM keH-savAranA pathArImAMthI uDIne zu vicAra karI che ! khele ! tame ja melA ! ke prathamabajAranA bhAve zu' che. kene malavuM ! kAM javuM! zuM karavuM! ema gaDamathala cAlatI hoya che. cAnA garama pyAle pIvAtA hAya, hAthamAM jIvatI citA samAna sIgAreTa ke mIDI saLagatI hoya che Ache tamArA savAranA sad vicAra! Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 e mahAnubhAva! tuM uMdhe che jAgatA nathI, jAgatA hAya tA AvA brAhya zAMtine paNa saLagAvI mUkanArA vicAro tane prabhAtanA samayamAM Ave nahi, jAgatA mAnavI te pathArImAMthI uThatAM ja sAmAyika-pratikramaNanI vicAraNA kare. prabhudarzane javAnI vicAraNA, gurUdevanA darzana ane vyAkhyAna zravaNu karavAnI vicAraNA kare, are! leAkanuM bhaluM thAya tevA kAma karavAnI vicAraNA kare, mATe jAgata anIne jIvanane maMgalamaya banAvavAnI tArI pharajane adA kara. vicAra karI AjanA mAnavI svAmaya jIvana jIvanArA ane ekalapeTA banI rahyo che. tenI dRSTi ane bhAvanAo TuMkI anI rahI che. te pote peAtAnA mAnelA saMsAramAM ja rAcce mAnceA rahevA mAMge che. AvA AtmAone jAgatA che ema krama kahevAya ! tame uMghamAMthI jAgeA che. tyAre dunIyAnA keTalA padArtho tamane sukha ApavA mATe tamArI sAme AvIne khaDA thAya che. ane tame jAgIne keTalAne sukha ApavA taiyAra che. are! sukhanI vAta javA do. duHkha keTalAne Ape che te vicAra karyAM ! prathama gharanA mANusA sAthe tamArI vaNuka kevI ! keTalA garama mijAja ! tamArI pAse madada mATe AvelAne taracheADI tiraskAra karavAnI tamArI AsurIvRtti, tamArA jo koIe thADA paNa aviveka karyo hoya tA tenI sAme tame zuM karI e khyAla tA ne! Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 35 pUrvakAlanA leke jAgIne kevA rUDA kAma karatA. e koI divasa vicAryuM che? Aje te prabhunI prArthanA paNa cAlI gaI. ane nAnA bALakathI mAMDI moTI UmaranA vRddho suddhAMnA mukhamAM vilAsanA gItAe vAsa karyo che, Aje tamane savAramAM "sakala tIrthanI vaMdanA" nuM sutra gamatuM nathI paNa govA ane sIna reDIonA gIte game che. A tamArI madazA, A paristhitI mAnavIne kyAM ghasaDI jaze tene ja vicAra kare. jagatanA tamAma sAdhane mAnavIne mohanApAna karAvIne udhADe che jyAre jAgRta banAvavAnA sAdhana tarIke phakta deva, gurU ane dharma, traNa che. eka bAju uMghADanArA ghaNA sAdhane che, tyAre jagADanAra traNa sAdhane che te tamane kayA sAdhananI jarUra che tene tame avazya vicAra karajo. jIvana zuddha banAvo uMghavuM eTale taLAImAM lAMbA thaI rezamI rajAI oDhIne ghasaghasATa uMghavuM te nahi paNa pitAnA kartavyanuM bhAna bhUlI javuM te che. AjanA mAnavIo moTA bhAge pitAnA kartavyanuM bhAna bhulI rahelA jaNAya che ane tenA ja pariNAme mAnavI sukhI nathI, AbAda nathI, samRddhivAna nathI. te viSayanA ghenamAM uMdhyA che, AsurI vRttithI tame rerAyelA che, lAla pILA hIrAnA kAcanA TukaDAmAM tame mohAMdha che. duniyAnA raMgarAgamAM AkarSAyelA che duniyAnI Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kahevAtI nazvara sattAnA mahanA sANasAmAM sapaDAIne kartavyanI keDIne cukI gayA che. ane A badhI vastunA ja pariNAme sAcI vastunuM bhAna thatuM nathI ane thavA detuM paNa nathI. - eka vakhata jIvanamAMthI viSayanA, AsurIvRttinI saMpattinA jhera kADhe, eTale jIvana zuddha thaze, ane jyAre jIvana zuddha thaze tyAre jIMdagI jItI javAze ane mekSanA paMthe pagalA maMDAze. AdazanA zikhare pahecA yAda rAkhajo jIvana zuddha karyA vinAnuM badhuM ja nakAmuM. vyavahAramAM paNa kahevata che ke "pahelAM bhUmi zuddha thavI joIe" zuddha bhUmi karyA vinA keI sAre saMskAra ke saddaguNa Ave nahi gayA vakhatanA sattAnAseha viSenA vyAkhyAnamAM mahAmuni vAlIkumAra ane rAvaNa rAjAnA prasaMga viSe varNana karyuM hatuM Aje paNa eja rAmAyaNamAMthI mahAsatI aMjanA ane pavanajaya kumAranA viSe kahevAnuM che. rAmAyaNa saMskRtine khajAne che. tenuM eka eka pAtra AdarzathI bhareluM che. rAmAyaNa e samagra hiMdu prajAnuM ghara gharamAM vaMcAtu ane saMbhaLAtuM mAnItuM pustaka che ane e rAmAyaNanA adhyayana dvArA bhAratamAM AryasaMskRti Aja sudhI paNa TakI rahelI che. rAmAyaNane eka eka prasaMga khuba samajavA jevuM che. vicAravA jevuM che. ane vicArIne te prakAre jIvana jIvavAmAM Ave te ApaNe paNa jarUra AdarzanA zikhare pahoMcI zakIe. Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 37. thavajaya ane aMjanA suMdarI pavanajaya kumAra pitAnA kartavyanuM bhAna bhulI jaI aMjanA jevI mahAsatI pratye kevo vartAva kare che. e je sAMbhaLaze te khyAla Avaze ke Aje ApaNe paNa zuM karI rahyA chIe. bharatakSetramAM vaitADhyagiri upara AvelA Adityapura nAmanA nagaramAM prahAda nAmanA rAjAne ISamati nAmanI priyA hatI tene pavanajaya nAmane putra thayo. bharatakSetramAM sAgaranA taTa upara rahelA daMbhanAmanA parvata upara mahendrapura nAme nagaramAM mahendra nAmane vidyAdharane Indra hatuM. tene hadayasuMdarI nAme rANI hatI. tene arIThamana Adi se putro upara aMjanA nAme eka putrI thaI. aMjanA jyAre yuvAvasthAne pAmI tyAre tenA pitAne tenA mATe varanI ciMtA thavA lAgI. rAjayanA aneka maMtrIo ane te judA judA dezonA rAjakumArenA citra lAvIne batAvavA lAgyA. temAM eka paNa mahendrarAjAne aMjanA suMdarI mATe pasaMda na paDyo. eka vakhata maMtrIe be citro rAjAne batAvatA te upara rAjAnI najara TharI. aMjanAne mATe A baMne vara yogya lAgyA. e baMnemAMthI kenI pasaMdagI karavI e nimIttione puchatA kahyuM ke paheluM citra jevuM che te vidyataprabha aDhAra varSanA AyuSyavALe che, ane te mekSamAM janAra che. A kAraNathI A vara aMjanAsuMdarI mATe yogya na kahevAya. Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bIjuM cItra jenuM che tepavanaya dIrgha AyuSyavALe che mATe yogya vara che mATe aMjanA suMdarI pavanajayane Ape. nimItio ane rAjA vacce A prakAranI vAta cAlI rahI che te ja vakhate badhA vidyAre pitAnA parivAra sAthe naMdIzvara dvIpe yAtrA mATe jatA hatA. e badhAmAM prahAda rAjA paNa pavanaya vigere sAthe AvelA hatA. pra(c)Ada rAjAe aMjanAsuMdarIne joIne mahendrarAjA pAse pitAnA putra pavanajaya mATe mAgaNI karatAM kahyuM ke - "tamArI putrI aMjanA suMdarI mArA putra pavanajayane Ape. " prasbAda rAjAnI mAMgaNIne mahendra rAjAe svIkArI lIdhI. mahendra rAjAnI te IcchA agAuthIja hatI ja para spara IcchAthI ekaja bhAvanAvALA banyA. chevaTe trIje divase mAnasa sarovara para lagna karavuM tema nakakI karI pitApitAnA sthAne cAlyA gayA. bIje divase baMne rAjavIo potapotAnA parivAra sAthe mAnasa sarovara para AvI vasyA. pavanaya pitAnA mitra prahasita sAthe ArAma khaMDamAM beThe che. pavanajaya prahasitane kahe che ke - he mitra! zuM te aMjanAsuMdarIne joI che? je teM joI che te kahe te kharo ke te kevI che? prahasite kahyuMH aMjanAsuMdarI raMbhAdika apsarAo karatAM paNa adhika suMdara che. tenI suMdaratAnuM varNana vAcALa AdamI paNa karI zakatuM nathI. Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 39 prahasitanA mUkhe aMjanAnA rUpanI ATalI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI pavanajayane aMjanAne jovAnI tivra IcchA thaI ane prahasitane kahevA lAgyuM ke, mitra vivAhanA divase te hajI dUra che mAre te te aMjanAne Ajeja jevI che. - bhale tamArI jovAnI IcchA haze te te paNa thaze. atyAre te tyAM jaI zakAya nahi, rAtrinA samaye tenA mahela upara ApaNe bane jaIzuM ane tamene aMjanA suMdarI batAvIza. aMjanA jevAnI IcchAvALe pavanajaya rAtri AvavAnI rAha jete vyAkuLatAthI samaya pasAra karavA lAgyo. enA magajamAM ekaja vicAra ghumI rahyo che ke basa! aMjanAne jevI.....ane madhyarAtrIe pavanajaya tathA prahasita baMne guptapaNe aMjanAsuMdarInA mahela para AvIne bArIkAIthI nirIkSaNa karavA lAgyA. te samaye aMjanAsuMdarI pitAnI vasaMtatilakA ane mizrikA nAmanI sakhIo sAthe vinoda karI rahI che. e vinodamAM vasaMtatilakA aMjanAsuMdarIne kahI rahI che. ke he aMjanA sakhI ! tane dhanya che! je tuM yavanajya jevA patine pAmI che. tyAre bIjI sakhI mizrikAe vasaMtatilakAne uddezIne kahyuM ke tuM A zuM bole che ! teja bhavamAM mukti pAmanAra evA virataprabha jevA parama pavitra varane choDIne bIjA varanI prasaMsA ke zu kare ! vasaMtatilakA- he sakhI! vidyutaprabha carama zarIrI che. Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 40 e vAta sAcI che ane e draSTie te ghaNA ja prazaMsA pAtra che. paNa te ghaNA ja ochA AyuSyavALA che. mATe te game tevA uttama hovA chatAM aMjanA mATe kaI rIte ceAgya hAi zake ? mizrikA--cADuM, paNa amRta kalyANane karanArUM che jyAre thADu' jhera hoya te paNa kalyANakArI nathI. eTaluM ja nahi paNa prANanA saMhAra kare che. eTale spaSTa che ke alpaAyuSyavALA paNu vidyutaprabha carama zarIrI hAvAnA kAraNe amRta samAna che. ane dIrgha AyuSyavALA pavanaya viSanA bhArA jevA che. eTale ke vidyutaprabha AgaLa pavanajaya kAI paNa rIte prazaMsAne pAtra nathI. A baMne sakhIe aMjanAsuMdarInI sAthe vinedamAM vArtAlApa karI rahI che. peAtAnA patinA viSenI vAta heAvAthI ajanA A khAmatamAM mauna beThI che. eka zabda paNa khelatI nathI. guptapaNe ubhelA pavanajaya kumArane A drazya joI, vArtAlApa sAMbhaLIne ulTI asara thaI. tene lAgyuM ke aMjanA mauna beThI che. tethI cAkkasa lAge che ke huM tene pasaMda nathI paNa tene te vidyutaprabhaja pasaMda che. nahitara tenI sakhI ATaluM khele che chatAM te eka zabda paNa kema khele nahi. pavanajayanA a MgeaMgamAM krodha vyApta thayA, nasenasamAM lAvArasa vahevA lAgyuM. ane ajanA ane mizrikAnA hRdayamAM vidyutaprabhanI lAgaNIo rahelI che. te bannene talavArathI cheTTI nAMkhavA tatpara thayA. Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mitra prahasita pavanajayane khuba ja samajAvya, kahyuM ke ApaNe ahiMA guptapaNe AvelA chIe. ane je A kArya karatAM ApaNe pragaTa thaI jaIzuM, te ahiMnA mANasonA hAthamAM pakaDAIzuM, te ApaNI zI vale thaze. mATe pachI je karavuM hoya te karo, have eka minITa paNa ahiM thaMbhyA vinA nIkaLI jaIe. - mitranI zikhAmaNathI pavanajaya cUpa rahyo. krodhathI dhuMdhavAyele pavana tyAMthI nIkaLIne mitranI sAthe pitAnA sthAne pAcho pharyo, paNa duHkhI evA tene leza paNa niMdrA AvI nahi teNe te AkhI ya rAtri duHkhamAM ja pasAra karI. savAranA paheramAM ja pitAnA mitra prahasitane belAvI kahevA lAgyo ke he mitra ! AvI strIne paraNavAthI zuM ! rAga vinAne nekara duHkhane mATe thAya, te rAga vinAnI patni paNa duHkhanA mATe kema na thAya? mATe he mitra tuM cAla ! ApaNe bane ya jaNa ApaNI nagarImAM jatA rahIe. je strI pitAne na rUce tene paraNavAthI zuM? AthI mAre te paraNavuM ja nathI. prahasita zAMtipUrvaka pavanajayane samajAvavA lAge ke A rIte svachaMdapaNuM karavAthI mahAna purUSa tarIke prasiddha evA tArA mAtA pitAne ane aMjanAsuMdarInA mAtA pitAne paNa zuM tuM lajijata nathI karatA? mitranA kathanathI pavanajaya paNa vicAramAM paDI gaye. vicAra karatAM tene paNa cAlyA javuM ThIka na lAgyuM. tethI Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ te cittamAM zalyavALe baLe, ane muzIbate rahyo. nirNita thayela divase lagna thayA. ane prahAda rAjA potAnA kuTuMba sAthe pitAnA putrane tathA putravadhune laIne ghaNA AnaMda pUrvaka pitAnI nagarImAM AvyA. prahAda rAjAe aMjanA suMdarIne rahevA mATe vimAna je sAta mALane prAsAda Ape, paraMtu pavanajaye te lagna karIne AvyA pachI eka divasa vacana mAtrathI paNa khabara lIdhI nahi. A banAva azubhadayane sAre khyAla Ape che. aMjanA suMdarInA azubheAdaye evuM nimitta ubhuM karyuM ke jethI pitAne prANathI paNa adhika mAnanAra pavanajaya khedavALe banI gaye. ane je prasaMgane mATe premathI talasI rahyo hato te prasaMgane zalyamAM palaTAvI nAkhyA. ane ghera AvyA pachI paNa pitAnA para AdhAra rAkhatI aMjanAsuMdarIne vacanathI paNa AzvAsana Apato nathI. A samaye aMjanAsuMdarInI kevI duHkhadAyaka sthIti haze te vicAra karo. mAtApitAne mUkIne, sanehanI sAMkaLe. teDIne, jenA khAtara A aparicita sthaLamAM AvI tenA taraphane A vartAva e kevI dazA? patine ghera AvI duHkhamaya jIMdagI gALe che. chatAM paNa tenA aMtaramAM anya duSTa bhAvanAne saMcAra paNa nathI, pavanajaya sivAya anya purUSane enA haiyAmAM sthAna paNa nathI malatuM. ene mArI darakAra nathI te mAre enI darakAra zI! AvI Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 43 bhAvanA paNa e mahAsatIne nathI AvatI, AvI rIte eka e divasa ke mahInA athavA varSa nahi paNa khAvIsa mAvIsa varSa vahI gayAM chatAM paNa potAnA pati pavanajaya tarapha durbhAvanA, duSTa vicAra, ke tiraskAra buddhi tenA aMtaramAM pragaTa thatI nathI, mAtra te peAtAnA karmanA ane bhAgyanA ja doSa kADhe che. me pUrva bhave kAI evA kAryo karyAM haze. ke je atyAre mane bhAgavavA paDe che. Ama ajanAsu darI. peAtAnA divaseA pasAra kare che. eka divase pralhAda rAjA pAse rAvaNanA druta ALye ane kahevA lAgyA ke--AjJA mAnavAnA InkAra karatA varUNA mahArAjA rAvaNu sAthe niraMtara vera dharAvyA kare che mATe kopAyamAna thayelA rAvaNe tenI sAme caDhAI karI che. ane te mATe dareka vidyAdharendrone khelAvavA mATe potAnA tene mAkalyA che ane Aje mane ApanI pAse meAkalyA che. dutanAdvArA rAvaNanA sadezeA sAMbhaLI prahvAda rAjA sahAya karavA mATe rAvaNa tarapha prayANa karavAnI taiyArI karavA lAgyA. te vakhate pavanajaya peAtAnA pitAne kahevA lAgyA ke huM pitAjI! Apa atre birAje, huM rAvaNanA maneracAne pUrNa karIza. kAraNa ke huM ApanAja putra chuM. Apa je Izade javA taiyAra thayA che. te IrAdAne huM sapUrNa paNe saphaLa karIza mATe Apa nizcitapaNe atre ja birAjo. putranA AgrahathI pitAe AjJA ApI. '' pavanajaya yuddhamAM javA mATe taiyAra thayA. saghaLA ', ' Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 44 svajana parivAranI zubhAziSa pUrvakanA ArzivAda laIne vidAya lIdhI. yuddhamAM jatI vakhate paNa pavanajaya aMjanAsuMdarIne -malatA nathI. khelAvatA paNa nathI. paNa khIjA mANasA dvArA janAsuMdarIne pavanajaya yuddha mATe jAya che te khakhara paDe che. tethI te pAte sAme AvIne yuddhamAM jatA pavanajayanA darzana karI pavanajaya pratye hAtha joDI kahI rahI che he nAtha ! mAga mAM ApanuM kalyANa thAva, ane ApanI dhArelI dhAraNAo pAra pADIne pAchA vhelA padhAro. / AvI zubha lAgaNI darzAvatI aMjanAsuMdarI pratye pavanajaya draSTi paNa na karatAM, A kayAM vacce AvIne ubhI che tevA vicAra karatA aNugamA darzAvI cAlatA thaye. aMjanA AThIgaNe ubhI ubhI potAnA patine draSTi paDe tyAM sudhI joI rahI. TvIna banelI tathA nikalaka cAritravALI mahAsatInI avagaNanA karIne pavanajaya cAlyA gayA, te chatAM mahAsatI kaMIpaNa melyA vinA vinayapUrvaka patine namaskAra karI pAchI upara cAlI gaI. ravAnA thayelA pavanajaya mAnasa sarAvare gayA. ane rAtrinI zarUAtamAM tyAM vasyA. ahIM ja tene ajanA suMdarI pratye sakhIeAnA vinAdI vArtAlApa dvArA aNugamA pedA thayA hatA. teja jagyAe te AvelA che. prAsAdanI agAsImAM beThA beThA pavanajaya bahAranA Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 45 drazya nihALI rahyo che. temAM teNe eka adabhuta draSya joyuM te drazya tenA jIvanane palTo A vicAra dhArA badalAI gaI e draSya hatuM eka cakavAkInuM pitAnA pati cakravAkanA viyeganI pIDAthI duHkha pAmatI cakavAkI khAvA pIvAnuM cheDI virahAgnimAM baLatI karUNasvare AkraMda karI rahI che. A joIne pavanajaya vicAravA lAgyA ke, cakravAkI jevA pakSIo paNa AkhAya divasa patinI sAthe rame che. te chatAM rAtrinA paNa patinA virahane sahana karavA mATe zaktimAna thatA nathI te jeNIne meM paraNIne tarata ja choDI dIdhI che. kadI meM bolAvI nathI, tathA jema eka paranArInI avajJA kare tevI rIte AvatAnI sAthe meM paNa jeNane avagaNI che ethI zarUthIja parvatanA jevA duHkhanA bhArathI dabAI gayelI ane nathI joyuM mArA saMgamanuM sukha jeNIe, evI te aMjanAsuMdarI kevI rIte rahI zakatI haze ? kharekhara mane dhikkAra che! dhikkAra he ! mArA reSathI garIbaDI te marI rahI che teNInI hatyAnA pApathI durmukha e huM kayAM jaIza ! A pramANe vicAra karato pavanajaya pitAnA mitra prahasitane bolAvIne pitAnA haiyAnI akathya vedanA kahe che. A cakravAkI Akho divasa cakalAkanI sAthe rahI che. mAtra thoDA vakhatathI vikhUTI paDI che. chatAM ATalo kapAta kare che. te lagna divasathI meM jene cAhI nathI. jenI sAra saMbhALa te zuM paNa jene meM belAvIya. Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nathI. prayANa vakhate je AvIne page paDI, chatAM jenuM meM apamAna karyuM che paranArInI jema meM tene tarachoDI che. te ajanA ne mArA viyegathI virahanuM keTaluM akathya -duHkha thatuM haze ! prahasite kahyuM ke he mitra! sAruM thayuM ke ATalA lAMbA - samaye paNa tuM A pramANe samajya mATe have tAre tyAM - jaIne teNIne AzvAsana ApavuM yogya che. ahIM pavanajayane kharuM bhAna thayuM, satIne saMkaTa ApavA che mATe tene AtmA atyaMta duHkha pAme. ane te pitAnA AtmAne dhikkAravA lAge. A prasaMga te ati lAMbo che. pavanajaya aMjanAsuMdarInA AvAse Ave che. kharA aMtaHkaraNa pUrvaka pite darzAvelA amAnuSi vartAva badala mAphI mAge che. premathI - ajanAne saMbodhe che ane aMjanAnI sAthe rAtri nirgamana - kerI, rAtrinA chelalA pahore aMjanAnI prema ane lAgaNI - bharI vidAya laI pavanajaya mAnasa sarovare pAcho phare che. pavanajayanA haiyAne pote the. pitAnI patni pratyenI pharajone samajyo ane e pharaja samajI ne aMja. - nAne sukha ApavA mATe yuddhamAM jatAM jatAM paNa pAcho AvyuM. eka rAtri sukhamAM nirgamana karI pavanajaya aMjanA pAsethI rUDI rIte lAgaNuM bharI vidAya laI pAcho pharyo. AthI paNa aMjanAne vadhAre ulaTuM thayuM. eka divasa patinuM sukha meLavatAM keI azubha karmonA - udaye aMjanAsuMdarIne kAramAM dukhe bhegavavA paDe che. Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 47 kevA dukhe paDe che. ane e dune satI strI ke gaMbhIrapaNe, ane hIMmatathI sAmane kare che. temAM keTalo aDagatA dhAraNa kare che. e aMgenuM vizeSa varNana AvatA vyAkhyAnamAM kahevAze. upasaMhAra: ahi te ApaNe "have te jAgo" e viSaya upara kahevAnuM che. A prasaMgamAMthI ApaNane keTale bedha pATha male tema che te vicAravAnuM che. tame paNa kartavyanA paMtha uparathI utarI gayA che, athavA uMghatA he, te uThe ! jAge ! pagalika sukhamAM rAcavAnuM choDI, Atmika sukhenI prApti mATe jAgo. jAgatA he te ubhA thAva, ubhA he te cAlatA cAva, cAlatA he te jhaDapI cAle, paNa ! jhaDapI cAlatA he te suyogya paMthe deDIne yogya rathAne jaladI pahoMcavA prayatna kare. prabhAtanA kukaDAnI mAphaka mahAvIra prabhunI AjJA mastake caDhAvI tene mahAmUlo saMdezo jagatamAM ame paNa suNAvI rahyA chIe. have te jAge ane pramAda tyAge" ane kIvyanA paMtha upara Ave, parama kRpALu paramAtmAnuM zaraNuM svIkAre, dharmanI sAcI ArAdhanA kare, ane tamArA jIvanane ujajavalla banAve. zubhaMbhavatuM . Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana trIjI 66 karama tArI kaLA nyArI sa. 2011 nA zrAvaNu suda 12 ravivAra tA. 31-7-55 TA. TA. 9 thI 10-30 savAranA sthaLa. zrI jaina upAzraya muluMDa "" tA. 31-3-55 ravivAra savAranA sTA. TA. 9-00 vAge pU. pravacanakAra mahArAjazrInuM trIjuM pravacana hatuM " muMbaI samAcAra "nA tatrIzrIe pAtAnA dainikamAM " prastuta pravacananI noMdha letA jaNAvyu hatuM ke-muluMDamAM cAturmAsa bIrAjamAna panyAsa pravara zrI yazAbhadravijayajI gaNIvayanI dara ravivAre tathA tahevAranA divase mATenI khAsa saLaMga pravacanamAlA janatAne apratima preraNA ApI rahI che. teozrInA pravacanane sAMbhaLavA jaina jainetAnI mATI 3 jAme che. upAzrayanA vizAla DhAla ane tenI vistRta gelerIomAM talapura paNu jagyA rahetI nathI eTalI mAnava medanI jAme che. ATalI moTI mAnava medanI thavA chatAM pravacananA ekaeka zabda zrotA sAMbhaLI zake che. e pramANenI nIrava zAMti tyAM prasarelI rahe che. teozrInuM pravacana sarvene matramugdha karI mUke che. tenI e pratitI Ape che. te divase " muMbaInA peAlIza kamIznara zrI ke. DI. mIlImArIA " AvelA hatA. pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAjanI sAthe aneka prakAranI dha carcAe thai hatI, ane AnaMda anubhavyA hatA. pravacananuM sArabhUta ane lagabhaga saMpUrNa avataraNu nIce karavAmAM mAvyuM che. " 66 punyazALI mahAnubhavA; AjanA jAhera vyAkhyAnanA viSaya " karama tArI kaLA nyArI" e rAkhavAmAM Avela che. Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjanA vyAkhyAnamAM karmanuM svarUpa, AtmA sAthe kamane saMbaMdha kayArathI thaye, kevI rIte thayo, tenA saMbaMdhathI AtmAnI zuM sthiti thaI, karmoe jIne kevA kevA nAca nacAvyA, ane dukhe ApyA che. e karmonA baMdhane teDavA mATe zuM prayAsa karavA joIe. karmonA baMdhana tUTe te AtmAnI kevI uccagati thAya, ane kevA sukha prApta thAya e viSe vivecana karavAnuM che. jIva be prakAranA kahyA che. eka mukta ane bIjA saMsArI, je cha karmothI mukta thaI siddhipadane pAmyA che. tene mukatanA cha kahevAya che. ane je je karmovaDe baMdhAIne saMsAramAM rajhaLI rahelA che tene saMsArI jI kahevAya che. ApaNe badhAne samAveza bIjA prakAranA saMsArI jImAM thAya che. saMsAramAM najara nAMkhatAM jaNAya che ke keI dhanavaibhava ane kuTuMbAdi parivArathI sukhI dekhAya che te kaI tenA abhAve duHkhI dekhAya che. keI aneka prakAranA mahA bhayaMkara rogathI pIDAI rahele hoya che. jyAre keI saMpUrNa taMdurasta mAluma paDe che. keI sattAdhiza banI rAjavaibha bhagave che. te keIdIna ane kaMgALa banI AjIjI karato bhIkha mAMgate najare paDe che. ekane A padhAre ema kahevA vaDe premapUrvaka AvakAra maLe che. jayAre bIjAne tiraskAra pUrvaka jAkAre male che, eka jJAnI mahAna vidvAna paMDIta dekhAya che tyAre bIjo mUrNa-buddhihIna jevo dekhAya che. jyAre keI pAMca IndrIothI paripUrNa suMdara svarUpavAna ane sazakta dekhAya che. tyAre kaI AMkhe AMdhaLA, kAne Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 herA, jIbhe muMgA, ke teAtaDA, hAthe ThuMDA, page laMgaDA, zarIre eDALa ane kadarUpA, ane taddana dubaLA ( niba+La) dekhAya che........A che saMsAranI vicitratA. A saMsAranI vicitratA zAthI? kahevuM ja paDaze ke vicitratAnuM kAraNa mAtra ja karma che, karmo vaDe A jIva saMsAramAM rajhaLI rahyo che. bhaTakI rahyo che, aneka prakAranA duHkhA bhAgavI rahyo che. AtmA sAthenA kamanA saMbaMdha anAdi kALanA che. AtmAnI Adi kahI zakAtI nathI. tema karmanI paNa Adi kacAre thaI te paNa kahI zakAtuM nathI. paNa AtmA anAdi anaMta che. jyAre krama anAdi zAMta jarUra che. kama e sArA narasA pudgalAnA samUha che AtmA jyAre sArA (zubha karaNI) kRtya kare che. tyAre zubha karmanA pudgalAnA samUha AtmA sAthe lAge che. ( baMdhAya che. ) ane AtmA jyAre azubhakRtyA (karaNI ) kare che tyAre azubha karmonA pudgalAnA samUha AtmA sAthe lAge che. zubha karmonA aMdhathI AtmA sukhI thAya che. azubha karmonA aMdhathI AtmA duHkhI thAya che. Aje prANI mAtra zuM cAhe che? sukha ja sukha....sukhane...sukha ja nAmanuM ya duHkha gamatuM nathI enuM sukha paNa kevA prakAranuM-kadI ya pAchuM cAlyuM jAya nahi tevuM, vaLI e zuM cAhe ? peAtAne ( maLatuM) maLeluM sukha khIjA kAIne yu male nahi. AvI che prANInI manekAmanA. pazu sukha meLa Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ padma navA mATe koIne ya dharmakaraNI ke satyAcaraNu karavuM nathI, ane duHkha TALavA mATe duSTa pravRttie ke anAcAra cheADavA nathI. te| sukha maLe kayAMthI, ane duHkha DhaLe kAMthI. sukhanI mAnyatA paNa tamArI khATI che. tame sukha zemAM mAnyuM che? dhanamAM, strImAM, putromAM, baMgalA ane agIcAmAM, meTaro ane sArA vastromAM, khAvA-pIvAmAM ke mAja mAnavAmAM....paNa badhAmAM kayAMye sukha nathI....sukha tA che keAI bIjI cIjomAM. sAcA sukhI thavuM hAya tA zubha karaNIe kare, Aje mAnavI mAtra buma mAratA hoya che ke ame du:khI chIe, du:khIArA mAnavIne jJAnI bhagavaMtA ema kahe che ke-bhAI duHkhI hA teA dhama karaNI kara....dharma karaNI karIza te sukhI thaIza paNa jJAnI bhagavatAnA vacana sAMbhaLavA che kAne ? ke e pramANe vartana karavuM . che kAne DAkTara ke vakIlanA pAse jaIe ane tenI salAha na mAnIe tA ApaNuM kArya thaI zake kharU' ke ? na ja thai zake. tema sukhI thavA mATe jJAnI bhagavaMtonI salAha na mAnA teA sukhI thaI zakAya nahi. e yAda rAkhajo. prANI mAtra zuddha AtmAnI draSTie sarakhA che. temAMya kAMIpaNa bheda nathI paNu mAtra karmo vaDe ja bhinnatA lAge che. kAI srI ane che. kAi purUSa ane che. koI pazu ane che. tA kAI 5`khI ke mAnava ane che. kAi devatAI svargIya sukhA bhAgave che. te kAI narakanA kaThIna asahya du:khA sahana kare che. je zubha karaNI karaze te sukhI thaze. svarganA sukhA pAmaze, svanA sukhA pAmaze ke uttama mAnava jIvana Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ para pAmI, karmonA samULagA nAza karI siddhi patnane paNa pAmaze. je azubha karaNI karaze te duHkhI thaze, naraka ane tiryaMca gatinA asahya duHkhanA leAktA thaze. tamane sukhI thavuM che ke du:khI ? sukhI............. sukhI thavuM hoya te jJAnI bhagavaMtA DhAla para dAMDI pITI pITIne kahe che. ke AtmA sAthe lAgelAM karmonA nAza karo. navA karmAM upArjana na thAya te mATe mukha kALajI rAkhA. atyAre zarIre sazaktavAna che. e paise sukhI che. mAtapitA Adi parivArathI yukta che. vaLI jyAM jAva che tyAM AvakAra pAme che. te badhu tamArA pUrvabhavAnI zubha karaNInuM pariNAma che. te Aje tame badhuM bhAgavA che. (pAmA che.) have atyAre dharma karaNI zuM kare che ? keTalI karA che ? AvatA bhavamAM sukhI thavuM che ke duHkhI........? sukhI ?.......sukhI thavuM hoya tA bhavamAM dharma-satkArya karavA joize ne? dharma karyA vinA AvatA bhavamAM sukha maLaze. kharUM? A atyAre paNa kaMika prANIe duHkhI che e zAthI? kahevuM ja paDazene ke eNe pUrvabhavAmAM koI dhama karaNI nahi karI ane pApa karatAM pAchuM vALIne joyuM nahiM enuM A pariNAma che. kAi chekarA khApanI muDI para tAgaDadhInnA karatA hAya tA tame tene kahevA kaheze? alahIna....zA mATe ?.... .. navI kamANI na kare te mATe ne ? bApanI muDIthI kaI AkhA janmArA nIkaLavAnA che! pitAnI lAkhAnI sauMpatti dharAva Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 53 nAra che.karAne paNa mahenata karavI joie. kamAvuM joIe. vadhu paisAnI prApti mATe prayatna karavA joIe. te rIte sukhI avasthAmAM paNa bhaviSyanA khyAla karI duHkhI na thavAya ane sukha cAlyu na jAya, te mATe dhama karaNI karavI joIe. sukhI ke duHkhI prANI peAtAnI karaNI pramANe thAya che. Izvara koIne sukha ApatA nathI, ke koIne duHkha paNa ApatA nathI. Izvara sukha Ape ane duHkha Ape evI mAnyatA sAcI samajaNanA abhAve leAkeAmAM phelAyelI che. sukha maLe te ApaNe ApaNI bahAdurInA guNagAna gAvA lAgI jaIe chIe. ane duHkha AvI paDe tyAre ApaNe Izvarane badanAma karavA lAgIe chIe. tame bhurI karaNI karA temAM Izvara zuM kare ? pApa karatI vakhate zuravIranI mAphaka koI jAtanA vicAra karatA nathI ane pachI jyAre enuM pariNAma bhAgavavAne vakhata Ave tyAre rAMkaDA thavu te kema pAlave. yAda rAkhajo! koIpaNa nAnuM ke mATuM pApa ahiM A kadAca chUpAvI zakazeA. azubha karmanA udbhaya thaze tyAre tame chUpAvI zakaze nahi. dakhAvI zakaze nahi. kATI upAye karaze! paNa khullu thayA vinA raheze nahiM. pApa karatAM pahelAM vicAra karajo. jyAre bhAgavavAnA vakhata Ave tyAre samabhAve sahana karo. jo te vakhate durmAMna thaI gayuM te bIjA aneka navAM karmAM upArjana karI esasA. kamarAjAe kene cheDavA che! bhalabhalA sattAdhizAne, ke tIrthaMkarAdi mahApurUSone Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 54 paNa kamarAjAe cheDakyA nathI. e karmarAja zuM mArA ke tamArA jevAne cheDaze kharA ke? - Aje duniA para eka evI sattA che ke je rAjasattA karatAM e adhika kAma karI rahI che. rAjasattAne pahoMcI tenI sAme paDakAra karI zakAze paNa A karmasattAne pahoMcI nahi zakAya. tenI sAme paDakAra nahi thaI zake. ' jema rASTranuM Akhuya taMtra rAjasattAnA baLe cAlI rahyuM che. kalAkanI ekAda mInITa rASTraparathI je rAjasattA uThAvI levAya te rASTramAM aMdhAdhudhI kevI thAya ! te te tame samajI zakatA haze tema saMsAranuM Akhu ya taMtra karmasattAnA baLe ja cAlI rahyuM che. ane te karmasattA guptapaNe kArya karI rahI che. jyAre enA pariNAma bhegavAya che tyAre ja khabara paDe che ke, A karmarAjA taraphathI zikSA thaI. zramaNa bhagavaMta mahAvIra paramAtmAnuM AkhuM ya jIvana joIe te temAM Dagale ane pagale karmanI ja kahAnI Ave che. AtmAne bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara je koI zatru hoya te te karma ja che. karma ja saMsAramAM prANIone rajhaLAvanAra che bhaTakAvanAra che. rakhaDAvanAra che. asAdhya dukhe, ane ghera kAramAM kalaMke ApanAra che. e kameM ja AtmAnuM sAcuM bhAna thavA dIdhuM nathI. dharma karaNa karavA dIdhI nathI. e kameM ja AtmAne zAzvata sukhane bhaktA haju sudhI ApaNane thavA dIdhuM nathI. A Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anAdi kALathI rajhaLI rahyA chIe te karmanA ja pari. NAma che. karmane bhAMgIne bhUko karI nAkhe, bALIne khAkha karI nAkhe. AtmAne nirmaLa banAvI, savanavaNe banAve. AtmA svataMtra che. svataMtra rahevA sajAyele che. ane tene svataMtratA ja priya che. paNa Aja anAdi kALathI karmonI parataMtratAnI beDIomAM jakaDAI gayo che. ane tethI paravaza banI gayA che, AtmAnI anaMta zakti haNAI rahI che. anaMta zaktine dhaNI, zAzvata sukhane bhaktA, paramapade bIrAjavA lAyaka AtmA Aje karmanA pratApe gaMdhAtI gaTara jevA ane saLagatA saMsAramAM homAI rahyo che. he Atmana ! tuM vicAra kara! tuM anaMta zaktine dhaNI che. saMsAranA bhegavilAsamAM zaktine durUpayoga kare che. tenA karatAM prabhunA batAvelA paMthe anaMta zaktine vyaya karI akSaya sukhanI prApti kara ! jJAnadarzana ane cAritrarUpI zaktine skurAyamAna karI karmanA baMdhanathI mukta thA. havAmAM uDatA killola karatA ane khIlakhIlATa, hasatA pipaTane kaI mAnavI pakaDIne pAMjarAmAM pure ke kaI jaMgalamAM svataMtra viharatA vanakesarI siMhane pakaDIne pAMjarAmAM pure te tenI kevI zakti badalAI jAya che, haNAI jAya che, tema karmathI baMdhAyelA ane svapnamaya saMsAranA pAMjarAmAM purAyelA AtmAnI zakti paNa tevI ja rIte haNAI rahI che, dabAI rahI che. pipaTane mukta karavAmAM Ave te turata pitAnI be pAMkha phaphaDAvate, AkAzamAM kallola karate uDavA lAge, ke pAMjarAmAMthI siMhane mukta karavAmAM Ave che te maTI gajenA Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pada karate paDakAra karI sAme dhasI Ave. tema he Atmana ! tu karmorUpI pAMjarAmAMthI mukta thA, ane kIlakIlATa karate tArA parama evA zAzvata sthAnamAM cAlyA jA. lekhaMDanI vajanadAra sAMkaLe teDavA mATe zarIramAM jema baLa joIze. baLa vinA sAMkaLa toDI zakAze nahi. tema AThe karmanA AMkaDAthI banelI A majabuta sAMkaLane teDavA mATe AtmAmAM baLa joize. paNa e baLa kayuM ! te jJAnI bhagavaMte pharamAve che ke samyaggadarzana, samyagUjJAna, samyagucAritranuM, ahiMsA saMyama tapanuM baLa joize. AMkhanI garamI dUra karavA jema triphaLAnA cUrNanuM pANI chAMTavuM e amegha upacAra che. tema A paugalika sukhamAM rAcatA AtmAne caDheluM karmonuM je jhera, tene utAravA mATe, samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritra rUpI triphaLA e rAmabANa upAya che. zarIra upara mela na caDe tenI kALajI rAkhIe chIe. ApaNA kapaDAMne DAgha na paDe tenI paNa purepurI cIvaTa rAkhIe chIe. paNa AtmAmAM melanAM keka lAgI jAya tene ApaNe vicAra karatA ja nathI. AjanA yuganAM keTalAka AtmAo, AtmA che ke nahi, te viSenA matabhedamAM muMjhAya che e keTaluM ghera ajJAna che. zarIra dvArA kriyA kare che, vicAra kare che, bele che, e badhuM keNa kare che? zarIramAM rahele AtmA nAmane eka Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 57 padArtha, e padArtha jenA zarIramAM na heAya tene tame zuM kaheze ? kahe ke muDadu', suduM........muddaDuM kadApi ele che, cAle che, khAya che, pIe che ! nA. te e vastu pratyakSa che khelatA-cAlatA zarIramAM AtmA cheja. attaranA DAgha sugadha Ape che. ane mutranA DAgha dudha Ape che. tema attara jevI jIbha karaNI AtmAne AhlAda pamADe che. ane viSTA tathA mutra jevI azubha karaNI AtmAne kheda pamADe che. ArIseA cakacakIta zAmATe rAkhA che. emAM eka pazu DAgha hoya ke dekhAya te tamAne game che ! nathI gamatuM. tarata ja kapaDuM laIne DAgha dUra karavAnA prayatna karI che. ArIsA pratye paNa ATalI kALajI leAche tyAre ArIsA karatAM tamAne AtmAnI kiMmata AchI Age che kema ! kadAca tamA kahezo ke ArIsAnA DAgha. pratyakSa dekhAya che jyAre mAtmA uparanA karmonA DAgha pratyakSa dekhAtA nathI. paNa ! dekhAya che hA ! tame ajJAnanA aMdhArAmAM athaDAI rahyA che. tamArA AtmA upara lAgelA DAghAonA pariNAme tamArI zakti haNAi rahI che. rAgI, kalISTa, meDALa khanI rahyA che e badhuM tamAne dekhAya che ke nahI ! zarIra upara cAMdu paDe ke meADhAmAM cAMdI paDI tyAre zuM mAneA ! mAnene ke peTamAM kabajIAta thaI che. peTamAM pesIne tame thADAka ja jovA gayA che ke temAM kacaro bharAI gayA che. paNa AvA prakAranA cinho uparathI Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 18 kahA che ne, ke kabajIAta thaI che ane te sAcu hoya che. tema jIvanamAM ajJAnatA, rAgIpaNuM, garIbAI A badhu je dekhAya che tethI mAluma paDe che ke AtmAnI sAthe karmAMnA kacarA vadhI gayeA che ane tenu A pariNAma che kamajIAta dUra karavA mATe sApha karI che, khAvAnuM baMdha karA karI ArAma leA che, khelavAnuM baMdha karIne magajane ArAma ApA che. AvuM tame ghaNuM ya karI che. tame julAba le, peTa che, krama dhaMdhA adha paNa ! AtmAnA kacarAne sApha karavA eke ya divasa reMca lIdhe che, AtmAnA caro sApha karavA mATenuM jo koI abhUta auSadha hoya te te tapasyA, vItarAga prabhunI bhakita, deva, gurU, ane dharmanI upAsanA, ahiMsA, sayama ane tapanuM zuddha hRdayapUrvakanuM pAlana--A badhuM karavA mATe tamene phurasada nathI. samaya nathI. vicAra! vicArA ! A mahAnubhAvA ! AtmAnuM keTaluM ghera adha:patana thaI rahyuM che. Aje keTalAka AtmAe peTa sApha karavA mATe aThavADIe julAba lenArAo che, paNa teone AtmAnA kacarA sApha karavA mATe pakhavADIe eka pauSadha karI dharmArAdhana pUrvaka divasa vitAvavA bhAvanA paNa thatI nathI. cAturmAsanA divase che, temAM zArIrIka prakRtine mATe tameA keTaluM dhyAna rAkheA che. susta zarIrane sphUrtivAna karavA kaMIka prayatnA karI che. pazu ! dharmanI ArAdhanA karavA mATe A cAturmAsanI mAsama che temAM sustI na cAle. pramAdana cAle, susta zarIrane tAbe na thatAM, AtmAne tAme Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paha thai kArya kare, A AtmAne te anaMtI vakhata zarIrU maLyuM, anaMtI vakhata mAtA pitA malyA, kuTu bIe snehIo maLyA, kuTuMmIee ane snehIoe bhegA malI A zarIrane anatI vakhata khALIne rAkha karI nAkhyuM, jema cAmAsAmAM varasAda Ave ane rastAnA tathA gaTarane kacaro sApha karI nAkhe che. tema ame paNa prabhu, mahAvIranI vANInA askhalIta varasAda varasAvIne tamAne dharma karaNImAM vadhAre udyamavaMtA anAvI tamArA AtmAne lAgelA karma rUpI kacarA sApha karavAnI udghASaNA karIe chIe. eka vakhata e mitrA sAgaranA kinAre pharavA gayA, dhUMdhavAtA sAgarane joIne eka mitre kahyuM keH-sAgara tA ratnAnA nidhi che. enA peTALamAMthI aneka prakAranA uttama ratnA nIkaLe che. jyAre khIjAe kahyuM ke sAgara tA mIThAnA bhaMDAra che. tRSAthI ati pIDAtA mAnavIne enuM pANI pIvAne paNa. kAma AvatuM nathI. eka jaNe sAgarane ratnAnA bhaMDAra kahI tenI upaceAgItA batAvIne mahattA samajAvI. jyAre khIjAe sAgarane mIThAnA bhaDAra kahI tene mIna upayAgI manAce........ AvuM ja ApaNA mAnava jIvananuM che-ApaNe ApaNA mAnava jIvanamAM zuddha dharma karaNI karIe, sadAcArI rahIe, paramAtmAnI AjJA anusAra jIvana jIvIe, 5rAyakAra ane parahita kAje jIvanane samarpaNuM karIe teA ApaNu mAnava jIvana ratnAnA bhaMDAra evA sAgara samAna upayAgI thAya.. Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ane eja mAnava jIvanamAM je pArakAne du:kha ApIe, hiMsA, juTha, corI vigere anAcAre sevIe, daMge prapaMca karIe, lekenA parasevAnI mAlamilkata hajama karIe, pArakAnuM ahita karavA dinarAta mahenata karIe. te ApaNuM jIvana sAgaranA pANI jevuM bIna upayogI paNa che. - kImatI ghaDIALamAM je kAMTA na hoya te te ghaDIALanI kIMmata phUTI keDInI che tema mAnavInA jIvanamAM ahIMsA, saMyama, ane tArUpI kAMTA na hoya te tenI -kamata rUTI keDInI che. huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamArI saunI pAse ghaDIALa che. te ghaDIALamAM keTalA kAMTA che. ane te zuM batAve che! kaho ke traNa prakAranA kAMTA che ane te sekanDa, mInITa, ane klAkanA AMkaDA darzAvatA hoya che. e kAMTA sucave che ke tamArA mana, vacana, ane kAyArUpa jIvananA traNa kAMTA barA bara cAle che ke nahi. - jyAre ghaDIALamAM eka vAge che tyAre batAve che ke he Atmana ! tuM jagatamAM eka ja AvyuM che. keIne nathI ane tAruM kaMI nathI. be vAge tyAre batAve che ke e mAnava! tuM rAgazreSane tyAga kara, traNane kAMTe batAve che ke ratnatrayInuM ArAdhana karavA taiyAra thA, cAra vAge tyAre cAre kaSAyane -tyAga kara, pAMca vAge tyAre darzAve che A bhava sAgarane taravA mATe, ane janma maraNanA bhayaMkara duone dura karavA mATe pAMca mahAvratane dhAraNa kara, cha vAgatA batAve che te vivekI AtmA ! tuM chakAyanA jInuM tArA bhege paNa rakSaNa Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 61 kara, (chakAyane abhayadAna A5) sAta vAge tyAre kahe che. sAta mahAbhayane dura kara, ATha vAge tyAre kahe che he mAnava AtmAne jyoti svarUpa banAvavA mATe ATha karmanA AkaDAnI banelI sAMkaLane teDavA mATe taiyAra bana! nava vAge tyAre kahe che ke navavAhapUrvaka brahmacaryanuM pAlanakara, daza vAge tyAre jaNAve che ke he mekSapaMthanA mahAna musAphara! jagatanI nazvara ALapaMpALane cheDIne tuM daza prakAre yati. dharmanuM ArAdhana kara, agIyAra vAge tyAre jaNAve che ke zrAvakanI agIyAra paDImAnuM vahana karavA majabuta bana !' bAra vAge tyAre te batAve che ke zrAvakanA bAra vratane grahaNa karavA mATe te tuM kaTIbaddha bana. - tame jene jaDa kahe che te jaDa ghaDIALa paNa tamane rAta divasa upadeza ApavA aviratapaNe kalAke kalAke TakarA vagADIne tamane jagADe che. mAnavIe kevuM jIvana jIvavuM te tenA pitAnA hAthanI vAta che. sAruM jIvana jIvavA mATe sugurUone samAgama, temanA vacananuM zravaNa ane sArA pustakanuM vAMcana AjanA yuganA mAnavIne vadhAre jarUrI che. Aje te tamane vAraMvAra paradeza javAnI bhAvanAo thAya che. paNa tamane tyAM paNa sukha nathI be traNa mAsa ke ekAda varase paNa tamAre pAsaporTa puro thatAM pahelAM ja tamAre tamArA dezamAM pAchuM AvavuM paDe che paNa tame e pAsaporTa kaDhAve ke je sthAne gayA pachI tamAre pAchA AvavuM paDe ja nahi. Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1 paNa te pAsaporTa malaze kayAre, ke karmonA kacarA dUra thaze eTale tarata ja te pAsapATa tamAne malI jaze. paNa sAthe eTaluM jarUra yAda rAkhajo ke te pAsaporTa meLavavAnI ephIsa tA mAnava jIvana ja che. mATe mAnava jIvana rUpI pAsapeATa meLavavAnI ephIsa malI gaI che, pAsaporTa meLa vavAnA sAdhanA tarIke sudeva, sugurU, sudharma paNu tamAne maLyA che te have tame prayatna karI ke tamAne jaldIthI pAsaporTa malI jAya. Aje tA mAnavInA jIvanamAMthI saMtAnA samAgama gayeA. sArA sAhityanuM vAMcana gayuM, sArI ane ucca bhAvanAe naSTaprAyaH thaI gaI. mAnavInA jIvananuM keTalu adhaHpatana thayuM che. te najaramAM ke kalpanAmAM paNa AvI zakatuM nathI. gayA ravivAranA "have teA jAge " e viSayanA jAhera vyAkhyAnamAM mahAsatI aMjanA suMdarI ane kumAra pavanajayanA viSe vivecana karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM-patni pratyenI pAtAnI phrajane cukI gayelA pavanajaya kumArane eka cakravAkInA prasaMgathI peAtAnI pharajanuM bhAna thayuM ane te jAgyA, ane raNasaMgrAma tarapha jatAM jatAM mAnasa sareAvarathI pAchA pharIne patninA AvAse AvI peAtAnA aghaTita vartAvanI sAcA hRdayapUrvaka kSamA mAgI, tene eka rAtri saMsAranA nazvara sukhAthI AnaMda ApI kumAra pAtAnI pharaja adA karavA mATe raNasaMgrAma para pAche| cAlyA gayA. pUrve ahIM sudhI vAta kahevAI cUkI hatI. have AjanA karma thArI kaLA nyArI " e viSaya "paranA vyAkhyAna saMbaMdhamAM: Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pavanajaya kumAra pitAnI patnI aMjanAsuMdarI sAthe bAvIza bAvIza varSo bAda eka ja rAtri sukha bhogavI cAle gaye. atyAra sudhI aMjanAsuMdarI pitAnA azubha karmanA udaye pati virahanuM asahya duHkha bAvIza varSothI sahana karI rahI hatI. jyAre patine saMyoga thayo. bAvIsa varSe eka divasa patinuM sukha malyuM, paNa tenuM pariNAma pitAnA azubha karmanA udaye dukhanA DuMgara rUpa banyuM. je rAtrie pavanajaya kumAra potAnI pAse Avela hatuM. te rAtrIe aMjanA RtusnAnavALI hovAthI temaja karmabaLe teja vakhate garbha paNa rahyo. RtusnAnavALI aMjanAne lAgyuM ke AjanA A saM. gathI kadAcita mane garbha rahI jAya te lakemAM huM niMdita na thAu te mATe bacAva tarIke pavanajaya kumAra pAsethI sAkSI tarIke mudrikA meLavI lIdhI hatI. dIvaso vItavA lAgyA, ane garbha paNa vadhavA lAge. garbhanA kAraNe ajanA vadhu svarUpavAna dekhAvA lAgI. ane zarIra aMgopAMgamAM parivartana thavA lAgyuM. A joIne aMjanAnI sAsu ketumatIne aMjanA pratye saMpUrNa zaMkA ubhI thaI. ene lAgyuM ke mAre putra lagna karyA pachI Aje bAvIsa varSa thayA, eka divasa paNa tene bolAvI nathI ke tenI sAthe rahyo paNa nathI - ane Aje ghaNA divaso thayA raNasaMgrAmamAM yuddha karavA gayo che. te A kaI rIte tenAdvArA garbha rahyo haze.. Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 64 A strIne cheADavAnuM mArA putranu kAraNa vyAjabI lAge che. A zrI jarUra kulaTA che, kharAba cAlanI che. ane eja kAraNe mArA putre Aja sudhI tene kheAlAvI nathI. ane ajanAe AvuM aghaTita kRtya karIne teNe amArA kulane kalaMka lagADayuM che. e rIte ketumatIe ati zabdo kahIne aMjanAnA tiraskAra karyAM. sAsunA tiraskAra bharelA zabdonA mAra sAMbhaLI aMjanA stabdha banI gaI. AMkhamAMthI cAdhAra AMsue vahevA lAgyA. peAtAnA macAva karavA sArUM teNe potAnA hAthanI AMgaLI para paherelI mudrikA (vITI) sAsunI sAme dharI ane kahyuM keH ApanA putra yuddha mATe raNasaMgrAma tarapha jatAM adha vacce eka cakravAkInuM duHkha jotAM temane mArA duHkhane sAcA khyAla AvatA tee teja rAtrInA ahiM A AvelA, ane AkhI rAtri sukhamAM nimana karI, ane teja divase huM RtusnAnavALI hAvAthI turata garbha rahI javA pAmyA. kAIne mArI upara zakA Avaze te samajIne zaMkAnA nivA raNAthe temanI pAsethI amArA milana tarIkenA cinha tarIke A suvarNa mudrikA lai lIdhI hatI. te Apa jue ane zaMkA rahita mane, paNa Apa kRpA karIne kopAyamAna thAo. turata ja sAsu ketumatIe kahyuM:-De pApIchui ! eka mAtra mudrIkA atAvIne ja tuM amane zA mATe Thage che tuM AvI tarakIbathI amane ThagavA Icche te paNa ame ThagAvAnA Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nathI. kAraNa ke vyabhicAriNI strIe ThagavAnA ghaNA prakAre jANe che. e huM sArI rIte jANuM chuM mATe te svachaMdA cAriNI! Aje ja ane atyAre mArA gharamAMthI nIkaLI tane phAve tyAM tAruM zyAma mukhaDuM laIne cAlI jA. A sthAna tArA jevI kulaTAo mATe nathI. e pramANe tADuktI ketumatIe potAnA sevakene lAvI hukama karyo ke - A aMjanAne tenA pitAnA ghera mUkI Ave. ketumatI mahArANInI AjJAthI sevake aMjanAne laIne cAlyA. tenI sakhI vasaMtatilakAne paNa sAthe lIdhI. sevake mahendranagara pAse aMjanA tathA vasaMtatilakAne mUkIne dukhAte dIle vidAya laIne cAlatA thayA. pitAnI sakhI vasaMtatilakA sAthe aMjanA pitAnA dvAre gaI. A rIte ekalI aMjanAne AvelI joIne dvArapALe Azcarya pAmI teNIne pUchayuM ke hena! Ama kevI rIte banyuM? aMjanAsuMdarI bIlakula mauna dharI ubhI rahI. paNa teNInI sAthe AvelI sakhI vasaMtatilakAe A hAlAkI zI rIte thaI te sarve hakIkata kahI. dvArapALe aMjanAne zAtvana ApyuM. ane egya Asana ApIne besavA jaNAvyuM. ane pite rAjA pAse jaIne vasaMtatilakAe kahelI aMjanAnI sarve hakIkta kahI. dvArapALanA mUkhe aMjanAnA aMgenI A vAta sAMbhaLI enA ageaMgamAM krodha vyApI gayo. A vakhate rAjAnI nAnI ane rAjA pAse ja Asana ArapALe e Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bAjumAM tene meTo putra prasannakAti beThela hatuM. te utAvaLathI tADukIne bolI uThyo ke - ApaNuM kulane kalaMkita karanArI evI kalaMkIta aMjanAne turata ja kADhI mUke." bAjumAM beThelA buddhizALI catura evA mahatsAha nAmanA maMtrIe rAjAne uddezIne jaNAvyuM ke ekAeka ke pAyamAna thavuM ucIta nathI. putrIne ApaNe tyAM rAkhe ane pachI tapAsa karo kAraNa vyAjabI jaNAya te pachI yogya lAge te khuzIthI karaje. paNa keIpaNa vastunI tapAsa karyA vinA vAta sAcI mAnI levI e zANA mANasenuM kartavya nathI. maMtrInI A vAta aMjanAnA ghera azubha karmanA udaye rAjAne na rUcI, maMtrInI vAtane InkAra karIne dvAra pAlane rAjAe hukama karyo ne kahyuM ke aMjanAne jaIne kahe ke tArA aghaTita kRtyathI amArA kulane kalaMka lAgyuM che, tethI ame tAruM zyAma mUkha jevA paNa IcchA rAkhatA nathI mATe hamaNAM ja amArA dvArane cheDIne tane yogya lAge te sthAne cAlI jA. dvArapALe AvIne duHkhIta haiye aMjanAne rAjAne saMdeze Ape. pitA taraphane A uttara sAMbhaLI aMjanA stabdha thaI gaItenA dukhane pAra na rahyo. have jAvuM kyAM ? putrIne duHkhamAM je kaMI ekamAtra Azare hoya te te che pitAnuM ghara; jyAre tyAM AvakArane badale jAkAro male tyAre tene mATe A jagatamAM kyAMya ubhA rahevAnuM sthAna rahetuM nathI. Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kothI banelA pitAe potAne tyAMthI aMjanAne hAMkIne ja mAtra saMtoSa na mAnatAM temaNe pitAnA zahera ane gAmamAM kyAMya paNa aMjanAne Azare na ApavA mATe pharamAna kADhayuM. mahAna dukhanA bhArathI dabAyelI aMjanA kalpAntahadaye AMkhamAMthI codhAra AMsuone varasAda varasAvatI, bhUkha ane tarasathI vyAkula banatI, nisAsA nAkhatI, pagamAMthI nIkaLatA lehIthI pRthvIne potAnA zaNatathI kaMpAvatI, nagaramAMthI jatI hatI. nagarajane duHkhIta aMjanAne jatI joI rahyA hatA. jyAM rAjAnI AjJA hoya tyAM ke, aMjanAne sahAre paNa ApI zake. mahAvyathAne pAmelI ajanA pitAnI sakhI vasaMtatilakAnI sAthe meTI aTavImAM AvI pahoMcI. ane thAkelA page, bhAMgelA haiye, meTA pahADa upara caDhIne eka vRkSanI zItala chAyAmAM besIne pahADanA paththare paNa TuTe tevA moTA AkaMdathI vilApa karavA lAgI. tenA vilApathI daze dizAo citkAra pADI uThI. pavana baMdha thaI gaye pazu paMkhIo dInavadane pitAnA mALAmAM javA lAgyA, dIvasane nAtha je sUrya paNa satI aMjanAnA vilApathI khInnavadane astAcale javAnI taiyArI karI rahyo hate. karmanA bhayaMkara vipAkamAM aTavAyelI ejanAne pitAnI sakhI vasaMtatilakA zAtvana ApavA lAgI. naeNdhArAnA AdhAra samI vasaMtatilakA aMjanAne sama Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jAvIne tyAMthI AgaLa laI gaI AgaLa jatAM eka guphA upara najara paDI. temAM dayAna dharo ubhelA eka mahAmunIzvarane dIThA. mahAmuninA darzana thatA aMjanA potAnuM tamAma duHkha bhUlI gaI. ane prasannavadane muni mahAtmAnA caraNomAM praNAma karI vaMdana karyuM. ' kharekhara! jagatamAM jeNe karmanI lIlAne pIchANI che ane dharmane oLakhyo che te AtmA-duHkhamAM paNa tyAgIo ane saMyamIone joI potAnuM duHkha bhUlI jAya che. potAnA jIvanane dhanya mAne che. munIzvare potAnuM dhyAna purU thatAM nirjana bhUmimAM AvelI A abaLAone dharmane upadeza Ape. abaLAoe potAnA vitaka dukhanI kahAnI kahI. ane pUchayuM ke he munizvara ! mArA para A dukhe zAthI AvI paDyA, meM pUrvabhave evA kayA karmo karyo haze ke jethI A bhave A rIte amane udayamAM AvyA. | munimahAtmA paramajJAnI hatA, ane labdhi saMpanna hatA, munie pitAnA jJAna vaDe jANI aMjanAne tene pUrvabhava kahyo. pUrvabhavamAM arihaMta prabhunI pratimAnI AzAtanA karavA vaDe A bhavamAM A dukha AvI paDayA vigere vAta karI dharmanuM zaraNuM svIkAravA upadeza ApI muni labdhibaLe AkAza mA pitAnA sthAne cAlyA gaya. Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ have ahIM A guphAmAM be sakhIo ekalI ubhI che te vAre mahAvikALa bhayAnaka avAja karate siMha Ave. siMhane joI ane abaLAo bhayabhIta banI guphAmAM caudIzAe nAsavA lAgI. te vakhate A guphAne adhiSThAyaka deva maNizula nAmane yakSa tyAM AvI pahoMcyo ane siMhane mArI nAMkhI ane abaLAone bacAvI lIdhI. pachI banene pitAnA sthAna para laI gaye ane saMbhALapUrvaka rUDI rIte rAkhI. aMjanA ane tenI sakhI yakSanA sthAnamAM munivare darzAvelA dharmanuM ArAdhana karatAM munisuvrata svAminI prati mAnI pUjA karatA divase vitAvavA lAgI. divase jatAM kaI eka divase siMhaNa jema parAkramI siMhane janma Ape tema caraNamAM vaja, aMkuza, ane cakranA cinhavALA parAkramI putrane janma Ape. jenuM nAma hanumAna tarIke jagaprasiddha thayuM. putrane janma thAya tyAre ke harSa thAya che paNa ahIM A vanamAM rahelI aMjanA pitAnA putra janma prasaMge janmotsava zI rIte ujavI zake tenA duHkhathI aMjanA dhAra AMsuo AMkhamAMthI varasAvI rahI che. ane jamIna nane pitAnA AMsuonA varasAdathI bhIMjAvI rahI che. ane aneka prakAranA pitAnA AtmAne elaMbhA Ape che. - A prakAranuM AkraMda sAMbhaLI pratisUrya nAmane eka vidyAdhara ahiM AvI pahoMce ane A abaLAone Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 70, pUchavA lAgyA. ke tamane ATaluM zuM dukha che ke jethI AvuM atula AkaMdapUrvaka rUdana karavuM paDe che vasaMtatilakAe duHkhanA kAraNene prathamathI atyAra sudhInI sarva hakIkata kahI saMbhaLAvI. aMjanAnA duHkhanI kAramI kahAnI sAMbhaLI pratisUryanI AMkhamAMthI paNa AMsu ubharAvA lAgyA ane dhrusake dhrusake te paNa raDavA lAgyA. pratisUrya vidyAdhara thoDIvAre zAMtI pAmIne belI uThe he bALe ! huM hanupura nAmanA nagarane rAjA chuM mArA pitAnuM nAma citrabhAnu ane mAtAnuM nAma suMdarImAlA che, tArI mAtAne sago bhAI chuM. sArA bhAgye huM tane jIvatI joI zakya chuM mATe have zAMta thA. - tyArapachI pratisUryamAmA, aMjanA, tenI sakhI vasaMtatilakA, tathA putra hanumAnane vimAna dvArA potAnA nagaramAM laI javA taiyAra thaye ane saghaLAM vimAnamAM beThA, ane vimAna AkAzamArgo uDayuM. rastAmAM vimAnamAMthI putra hanumAna uchaLIne paDI jatAM parvatanA zikhara upara paDaye. ane tenA paDavAthI parvatanA zikharanA cUrecUrA thaI gayA. paDatA bALakane joI aMjanA ekadama gabharAIne meTI cIsa pADI uThI ane ati AkaMda karavA lAgI paNa pratisUrya te bALakanI pAchaLa ja vimAna mAMthI kudIne pahADa upara paDelA vARSabhanArA saMghayaNavALA, ane akSata aMgavALA bALakane lAvIne tene seM. Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 71 ane ati harSollAsa pAmelI ajanA hetuthI mALakane peAtAnI geAdamAM ramADavA lAgI. pratisUryanA AvAsamA AnaMdathI aMjanA vasaMtatilakA, hanumAna AdidivaseA pasAra karavA lAgyA, hanumAna paNa rAta divasa pUNI mAnA caMdramAnI pere vadhavA lAgyA. raNasaMgrAme gayelA pavanajayakumAra jIta meLavIne rAvasune khuza karI, peAtAnA sthAne pAchA pharyAM. mAtApitAne praNAma karI aMjanAnA AvAse AvyeA. paNa jyAre ajanAne teNe joI nahi. tyAre tenA duHkhanA pAra rahyo nahi. mANaseAdvArA teNe badhI vAta jANI tyAre ajanAnI zodha karavA mATe nIkaLI paDayA. gAma, nagara, nadI, nALAM, vanevana, jaMgale jagala, pahADA, gIrIkaMdarAomAM aMjanAne zeSatA pavanajaya kumAra pratisUya vidyAdharanA nagaramAM AvyA ane ajanAnA bheTo thayA, sau malyA parama AhlAda pAmyA, ane peAtAnI thayelI vagara vicArI bhUlane sabhALatA pazcAttApa pUrvaka kSamApanA karI. juo ! azubhakarmanA udaya thavAthI aMjanAnA mAthe kevA bhayaMkara dukha AvI paDayAM, paNa zAMntipUrvaka AvelA duHkhAne sahana karavAthI, AtmA sukhAne paNa prApta kare che. A che karmanI alIhArI....kama thArI kalA nyArI. karmAe mahAna AtmAone paNa A saMsAranI raMgabhUmi upara avanavA nAca nacAvyA che. vicArA ! e mahAnubhAvA ! je kame aMjanAne patinA viyAga karAvyo, saMcAga thayA paNa teja kame tenA Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gr upara kalaMka sUkAvyuM, kanA bhayaMkara vipAkathI tene sAsuthI, mAtAthI, pitAthI, bhAIthI tiraskAra pAmo anAdarapaNe jaMgale jaMgala bhaTakavuM paDayuM. karmanI gahanatA samajavI muzkela che. rAmacaMdrajI jevAne paNa kaeNmeja cauda varSa vanavAsa ApyA. mahAsatI sItA jevI sattI upara kala`ka AvyuM ane jaMgalamAM vAsa karavA paDayA. naLa damayaMtIne jaMgalamAM bhaTakavuM paDayuM. bhagavaMta mahAvIra devane kAnamAM khIlA ThAkAcA e badhAja karmanA ja pratApa che. kanI sattA teADavA mATe jJAnI bhagavatAe dhamanA mA batAvyo che. AtmA upara jeTaluM karmanuM sAmrAjya raheze teTalI ja AtmAnI adheAgati thaze. AtmA duHkhI thaze. karmanuM sAmrAjya AtmA uparathI dUra kareA dharmanuM zaraNuM svIkAra. jIvanamAM dharmanuM rUDI rIte sevana kare, kamathI mukta banelA AtmA ajarAmara sthAnane pAmI parama zAzvata sukha pAmaze, sau AtmA kathI mukta bane ane zAzvata sukhane bhAktA ane e ja abhyarthanA. zubhabhavatu. Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravaNa pravacana cAluM saMsAranA raMga vi. sa. 2011 zrAvaNa vada 4 ravivAra * tA. 7-8-55 savAre 9 thI 11 sthala : jaina upAzraya muluMDa. [ pU. pravacanakAra paMnyAsajI mahArAjazrInuM Aje zuM pravacana hatuM jene TuMka hevAla muMbaI samAcAranA dainikamAM pragaTa thayo hate. Aje paNa jena jainetaranI vizAla mAnava medanIthI vyAkhyAna hela tathA gelerIo bharAyela hatAM. ghaNA bhAvuke jagyAnA abhAve ubhA ubhA zravaNa karatAM hatAM, temAM muMbaInA DepyuTI polIsa kamIznara zrI parAMjape tathA para dezanI musApharIe jatAM kaccha kesanA maMtrI, bhuja kegresa samitInA pramukha ane nagarazeTha, tathA kaccha rAjya salAhakAra borDanA sabhya zrI. kuMdanalAla dhoLakIonI hAjarI tarI AvatI hatI. zrI. parAMjape, tathA zrI dhULakIAe pU. paMnyAsajI zrI yazobhadravijayajI mahArAjanI sAthe dharmacarcA karyA bAda vAsakSepapUrvakanA ArzivAda lIdhA hatA. ] puNyazALI mahAnubhAve cAlI rahelI pravacanamAlAnA AjanA jAhera vyAkhyAnane viSaya "saMsAranA raMga rAkhavAmAM AvyuM che. AjanA vyAkhyAnamAM saMsArane raMga eTale ke svarUpa kevA prakAranuM che. te samajAvIne tame mAnelA sohAmaNuM Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsAra pratye vairAgyabhAva pedA karAvavAne, ane jyAM sudhI saMpUrNa vairAgya na pragaTe tyAM sudhI nirveda bhAva rahyA kare, eTale ke saMsArane kArAgAra mAnate te AtmA saMsAranA pratye tiraskAranI bhAvanAvALe rahe te mATe Ajane viSaya "saMsAranA raMga" rAkhavAmAM Avela che. tame kaheze ke saMsAra te sehAmaNuM che. ame kahIzuM ke bIhAmaNuM che. tame saMsArane zItaLatAnI chAMyaDI kahe che ame te ja saMsArane saLagatI sagaDI kahIe chIe. tame saMsAramAM sukha vaibhavanI choLo uchaLatI dekho che, ame saMsArane Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhithI bharelo samudra mAnIe chIe tame saMsArane phulanI mAlA je gaNe che. jyAre ame tene phAMsIne mAcaDo mAnIe chIe temane saMsAra sAkaranA je mIThe lAge che. jyAre amane te saMsAra samudranA khArA pANI jevuM lAge che. e ja kAraNe ame saMsAranA raMga cheDIne tyAganA raMge raMgAyA chIe. huM beluM te pahelA Aje sabhAmAMthI ja keI uThIne DIvAra samajAve ke saMsAra sehAmaNe kaI rIte che? saMsAramAM zItaLatAnI chAMyaDI kyAM rahelI che ? sukha ane vaibhave saMsAranA kayA khuNe paDyAM che ? batAve te kharA? keTalAne saMsAra sehAmaNuM che? sukha vaibhavanI chaLa kone tyAM uchaLe che! zItalatAnA ThaMDA vAyarA kenI havelIomAM laherAI rahyA che! daza daSTAMta durlabha evA ane mahA muzkelIo tathA anaMta puNyodaye prApta thayelA A mAnava jIvanane zuM saMsAranI gaMdhAtI gaTaramAM ragadoLI nAMkhavA mATe che? Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kahe che ne ke lAkhanI saMpatti prApta zI rIte thAya? cage parasevA utAravA paDe. kaMIka mAthAkuTo karavI paDe. kaMIka mAthAkuTo karavI paDe, lehInA pANI thaI jAya tyAre muzkelIe lAkhonI saMpatti mAMDamAMDa ekaThI thAya, ane te ekaTho thayelI saMpatti jo keI mAnavI kharAba mAge veDaphI nAkhate hAyate tame tene kevokaheze? mUrNa akkala vagarano. tema tame lAkhonI saMpatti karatAM paNa adhika kiMmatI evA A mahAmulA mAnava jIvanane veDaphI rahyA che ke saduyoga karI rahyA che te jarA vicArajo. anaMta kALathI A AtmA saMsAranA cerAzI lAkha jIvAnInA raMgamAM ragadaLAtA, anaMta puryodaye manudhvaninA uttama raMganA kuMDAmAM AvI pahoMce che. manuSya cinIne raMga uttama keTine che. je raMgane devatA, nArakI, tiryaMca ane mAnavIe paNa pharI pharIne IcchI rahyA che. manuSya jIvanamAM pote najara kare te potAnA AtmAne ghaNI sahelAIthI oLakhI zake tema che. paNa ApaNe A mAnavajIvanamAM ApaNA AtmAne oLakhavA kazAya prayatno karI zakatA nathI. A AtmA mAnavI tarIke janma dhAraNa karatAM pahelAM mAtAnane viSe evA saMkalpa kare che ke huM mArA manuSya bhavamAM evI uttamattama sAdhanA karIza ke jethI mAre have pachI Aja sudhI sahana karelA evA kAramAM dukhe pharIthI bhegavavA na paDe. paNa! jyAre janmIne moTo thAya che tyAre A vAta ja bhUlI jaIne saMsAranA raMgamAM raMgAya che. manuSyabhava ene zA mATe prApta thayo che? enuM e bhAna bhUlI Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jAya che. ane uttamottama ArAdhanAne visarI jaI saMsAranI Adhi, vyAdhi, ane upAdhione potAnI mAnI temAM mazagula banavA mAMDe che. rAjA je kaI gunhegArane gunha karavA badala paNa eka vakhata sajA na karatA, samajavAnI ane vartana sudhAravAnI taka Ape che. te takana gunhegAra lAbha na letAM potAnuM vartana cAlu rAkhe te pharI pakaDAtA rAjA tene zuM zikSA kare! kaheze ne ke kaDakamAM kaDaka. tema tamane paNa jIvananI sudhAraNA mATe manuSyajIvana rUpI taka ApavAmAM AvI che. ane e takane suyogya rIte lAbha na letA pUrvanI mAphaka ja AcaraNa karyA kare te pachI tamane paNa kevI zikSA thavAnI ! zuM pharI A mAnavajIvana maLavAnuM che kharuM? A mAnava jIvana zA mATe che? saMsArane vadhAravA ke ghaTADavA. A mAnava jIvanamAM evI ArAdhanA kare ke jethI tamAro saMsAra ghaTe. tamAre saMsAra vadhAre che ke ghaTADave ? - tamane saMsAra priya che ke apriya ? - je tamane saMsAra apriya lAgatuM hoya te ja mAruM kahevAnuM sArthaka che. nahi te mArA kahevAnI tamane koI ja asara thavAnI nathI. A che saMsAra ane mAnavajIvana. A mAnavajIvanamAM saMsAra sAme sAmane karavAne che. saMsArane ghaTADavA mATe ane saMsAranA kALA raMgane nAbuda Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karavA mATe karmanA virATa sainya sAme tumula yuddha karavAnA che. ane saMsArarUpI jelamAMthI ApaNe AtmAne mukta karavAne che anAdi kALathI saMsAra jelamAM ApaNe AtmA parataMtratAna* beDIomAM jakaDAI rahyo che * cArame jema khulI jelamAM pharavA devAnI chUTa ApavAmAM Ave ane te vakhate pitAnI zakti khIlavI je palAyana thaI jAya te mukta thaI jAya ne? tema tame atyArasudhI bIjI badhI gatiomAM, khaMDI beDIomAM, evA baMdhAyelA hatA ke jyAM tame tamArI zaktio jarA paNa khIlavI zakatA nahatA tyAre A mAnava jIvanamAM tamArI beDIo paNa khulI gaI che. ane tALA paNa ughADI nAMkhavAmAM AvyA che. tame mukta vihArI banAvyA che. jo tame A vakhate tamArI zakti bIla ane thoDoka prayatna kare te sahelAIthI jelamAMthI mukta thaI zake ane tamAro AtmA saMpUrNa svataMtra eTale ke mukti mAgI banI zake. paNa tame te varSothI beDIomAM ane tALAcAvImAM ja jakaDAI rahevA TevAyelA che tethI tamane mukta thavuM ke svataMtra thavuM pasaMda paDatuM nathI. ke IcchA paNa thatI nathI, tame tamArAja hAthe e beDIone paherIne baMdhAI rahevAnuM pasaMda kare che tyAM koI zuM kare? jJAnI bhagavatee e beDIomAMthI mukta thavAnA mArgo te ghaNA batAvyA che. paNa anusaravuM te joIe ne ! anusaryA vinA mukta thavAze kharuM ke! . paNa tamArI kalpanAo te jANe vizAla gaganamAM mahAlI rahI che. Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM tamane kahuM chuM ke tamArI daSTi uMdhA paMthe deDe che. je te draSTine pheravI sIdhA mArge doravAmAM Ave te jarUra ApaNe mukta vihArI banIne muktimAM cAlyA jaIe paNa? - bihAmaNuM saMsArane tame sahAmaNe mAne. Adhi, vyAthi ane upAdhithI bharelA saMsArane sukha ane zAntinuM tame dhAma mAnyuM che. saLagatA saMsArane zItaLatAnI chAMyaDI mAnIne atyAra sudhI jIvanane barabAda karyuM che. pharIthI kahuM chuM ke e badhu samajAve te kharA! ke kyAM che e zItaLatAnI chAMyaDI ane kyAM che e tamArA mAnelAM sukha ane zAMtinAdhAma. tamArA darekanA saMsAramAM jarApaNa DekIyuM karIe te zuM dekhAze? sukhanI mRtaprAyaH karNikAonI sAme kalezakaMkAsa, kaSAyone udabhava, rAga-dveSa ane verajheranI javALAe jalatI dekhAya che. sattA, saMpatti ane suMdarInI pAchaLa mAnavI pAgala banI dehadhAma karI rahyo che. saMpatti meLavavA mATe valakhA mArI rahyo che. suMdarI pAchaLa Asakta banI bhAnabhUla banI rahyo che. ane sattA meLavavA mATe kaMIka mane vyathAnA tumulayuddho karI rahyo che. sattA, saMpatti ane suMdarIthI utpanna thayelA je Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhivALA saMsAranA traNa kuMDA temAM mAnavI pitAnuM jIvana ragadaLI rahyo che. raMgI rahyo che. kALI rahyo che. uttama varNanA raMgathI raMgAyelA mAnava jIvanane raktavarNa, zyAmavarNa, ane nIlavarNa banAvI rahyo che. tame saMpattimAM suMdarImAM, ane sattAmAM, saMsAranuM sukha mAnyuM che kharuMne ! tamArA atyAranA jIvanamAM A Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ traNa vastu pAchaLanA badhA prayatane che ne! ane te zA mATe ? sukha meLavavA mATe kharuM ne ! zuM saMpattimAM sajajanatA samAyelI che! ' zuM suMdarInA hAvabhAva ane bhegAdithI sukha maLavAnuM che ? - zuM sattAnA siMhAsane ArUDha thavAthI sukhanA sAmrAjya pAmavAnA cho! e saMpattinA raMgamAM kaMika AtmAo hAtha paga ghasatA gayA che te tame jANe che ne ! e suMdarInA saudaryamAM Asakta thatA kaMIkanA jIvana dhULadhANI thaI gayA te tamane badhAne barAbara yAda che ne? ane mahAbhayaMkara vaibhavanA moha kahe ke sattAnA zekhIne kahe, je kahetA he te kahe, ke tene prApta karavA mATe, bhegavavA mATe, TakAvI rAkhavA mATe, kaMIka AtmAo ardhagatinA mArge prayANa karI cukyA ane jeonA nAma nizAna paNa bhulAI gayA. e paNa tame jANo cho ne! * saMpattinA zetAnathI, suMdarInA saudaryathI, ane sattAnA zokhathI keNa sukha pAmyuM ! keNe sukha meLavyuM ! sadAkALa zAMtithI keNe jIvana pasAra karyuM! Ape javAba Ape? saMsAranA traNa raMge raMgAcelA mahAnubhAve ! jhAMjhavAnA jaLasamAna saMsAranA raMgo ne nAbuda karI. suMdara ane tejasvI jIvana jIvIne darzana, jJAna, ane cArItranA adabhuta raMgathI tene raMgI nAkhe ke kadApI te raMge pheraphAra thAya nahI. Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 8 koi dvivasa jJAnI bhagavaMtanA thADAka zabdA upara vicAra karyAM. are! vicAratA ghaDIbhara bAjue rahyo. paNa ! sAMbhaLavA mATe utsuka banyA ke temaNe ApaNane zuM kahyuM che! yAda rAkhajo ke saMsAranA ra MgAmAM raMgAyelA mAnavI potAnuM adhaHpatana nAtarI rahyo che. jyAre jJAnI bhagavAna eka zabda tamArA jIvananI thatI durdazAne palaTAvI nAkhI, sAcI dizA batAvaze. tamane sAcA sukhanA mArga atAvaze jema me'TvInA pAMdaDe pAMdaDe raMga che. tema jJAnI bhagavatAnA zabde zabde amulya tatvarUpI raraMgA bharelA che ane tamAne jo te raMgA letA AvaDe te te raMga vaDe tamArA AtmAne gUMgA. ane saMpatti, suMdarI ane sattAnA raMge vaDe malIna thatA tamArA AtmAne bacAvI le. ATaluM kahevA chatAM ane samajAvavA chatAMya jo nahi samajo tA mAnI lejo ke tamAre hajIya saMsArasamudramAM ghaNuM bhaTakavAnuM che. kInArA najIka chatAMya tamArI nAvaDI sahIsalAmata nathI saDha ane sukAna vagaranuM nAva samudranA madhadarIe jhelA khAya che, ane samudramAMthI kinAre AvavA mATenA tenA tamAma prayAsA jema niSkala jAya che, tema sadavRtti vinAnA mAnavI saMsAra samudramAM jholA khAI rahyo che. ane te kayAre DukhI jaze tenI tene khakhara paNa nahi paDe. mAkhIo cAra prakAranI hAya che. sAkara upara beThelI mAkhI sAkaranA svAdane grahaNa karI uDI jAya che. patthara upara beThelI mAkhI svAda laI zakatI nathI ane uDI jAya che. madha upara beThelI mAkhI, svAda Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ laI zake che jyAre temAM lepAI jaI uDI zakatI nathI. ane lempa upara bekelI mAkhI nathI svAda laI zakatI ke nathI uDI zakatI paNa temAM ja phasAI mRtyune zaraNa thAya che. tema jagatamAM je paNa cAra prakAranA che ghaNAeka AtmAe pUrvanI pUNya sAmagrInA ge artha ane kAmane pAme che. ane jayAre pitAnI IcchA thAya che tyAre tene tyAga karI, saMyama pathe saMcarI, AkarA tapane tapI, sidhigatine prApta kare che. jyAre keTalAka AtmAe artha ane kAma pAmyA na heya paNa saMyamane zaraNe jaI karma khapAvI. mokSamArgane. prApta kare che. tyAre keTalAka AtmAo pUrva puNyanA udaye karIne arthe kAmane pAmyA hoya, paNa saMsAranA traNa raMga (saMpatti, sauMdarya, sattA) mAM rAcyAmAgyA rahI. ne tenA durgAnamAM marI durgatine pAme che. moTA bhAganA AtmAo artha kAmane pAmyA paNa na hoya ane pitAnI azubha karaNInA vipAke karIne durgatinA bhaktA bane che. artha ane kAma choDIne, virAgyanA raMge raMgAI saMyamanA zaraNe jAya che. te AtmA uttama che. artha ane kAmane nahI pAmele AtmA. mokSane abhilASI banI. cAnninA paMthane svIkAre che. te AtmA madhyama che. artha ane kAmanI prAptI hoya ane saMsAramAM ramyA kare te AtmA adhama che. Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 jyAre atha ane kAmane nahi pAmeaA AtmA saMsAramAM ramyA kare te AtmA adhamAdhama che. saMsAranA raMgamAM rAcavuM e kharajavAnI khujalIne khaNavA jevu che. kharajavuM thayelu hoya ane khujalI Ave che tyAre khaNIe chIe paNa tene jema jema khaNIe tema tema vadhAre khujalI Ave che teja pramANe saMsAranA raMgamAM rAcatA AtmA, saMsAranA raMge jema jema raMgAtA jAya che. tema tema te vadhAre sa'sAramAM khUMcatA jAya che paNa ! saMsAranA raMgamAMthI. TavA mATe dareka AtmAoe vitarAga bhagavAe khatAvelA mALe, artha ane kAmanI jarA paNuM icchA rAkhyA vagara ArAdhanA karavI joie ane evI ja ArAdhanA meAkSane ApanArI che mATe tame paNa pahelA e prakAranI mAMkhI jevA mano. mAnavInA jIvanane jJAnI bhagavattAe kalpavRkSanI upamA ApI che. kalpavRkSa icchelI tamAma vastuo Ape tema mAnavajIvanamAM paNa IcchA karelI sArI narasI badhI vastuo maLe che. paNa kharAba vastu meLavavAthI jIvana bagaDe ane sArI vastu meLavIe teA jIvana sudhare. te vastunA samaja pUrNAMkanA khyAla rAkhI mAnava jIvanamAM narasI vastue ke ayeAgya IcchAe na karatAM athavA tene meLavavA mATe khATA prayatna na karatAM, sAcI vastu meLavavA tarapha prayatna karavAmAM ja ecaH che te dhyAnamAM rAkhI AtmAne hItakara Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * 11 grahaNa karavA mATe sabhAna, sajAga, raheje te pazu kalyANu thai zakaze. maMgalanA kuMbha amRta bharavA mATe che. temAM kaI mUrkhAI karI dArU agara durgaMdhIvALA padAtha bharI mahAmUlA kuMbhanA durUpayAga karI bese tema A amRta sarakhA mAnava jIvananA kuMbhamAM durAcAra atyAcAra, anIti, ke duSTa vRttie pASIne dArUnI jema ayeAgya padArtho bharavAnI ghelachA na karatAM dharUpI amRta bharajo. agarabattI maLIne suvAsa arpe che jyAre mAnavI krodhathI dhamadhamI pote peAtAne ane bIjAne bALI nAkhavAnI vRttivALA thAya che. jema kharAba ragane tame pasaMdna karatA nathI tema tamArAmAM kharAkha AcaraNa haze tA tame paNa keAI ne pasaMda nahi paDe. AMkha AkhI duniyAne jue che. paNa potAnA ja sukhane jotI ja nathI tema tame AkhI duniyAnA doSa jovA. taiyAra thayA che, paNa tamArA doSa jotA nathI. jagatanI aMdara avanavuM saMzodhana karavA mATenI phalejo khelavAmAM AvI che, paNa mAnavInI vRttienI sudhAraNA karavA mATe kAI rIcarsa koleja tame khAlI nathI te ja saMskRtivihANA mAnavInI adhamatA dekhAya che. " sapatti e zayatAna che, ane tenA pujArI. zeTha gaNAya che. 99. " saundaya e dIpaka che, ane tenA Asakta te patagIe che." Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 11 "sattA e dArU che. ane temAM aMdha banela mAnavI, pAgala jevA che." ,, "sAyanA nAkAmAMthI kadAca UMTa pasAra thaze paNa sapatti saundarya ane sattAnA Asakata AtmA ene kamarAjanA darabAranA tAtIga daravAjAmAMthI chaTakavu muzkela che. " mATe saMpatti sAMdaya ane sattAne tvarAthI tilAMjalI Apajo. ane AtmAne sadguNNArUpI sAcA ra ge. eTale darzana, jJAna ane cAritranA raMge raMgo. saMsAra zuM che? saMsAranuM svarUpa kevA prakAranuM che? tenA jarA UMDA vicAra karIe te sahajamAM samajAI jAya tema che. prANI mAtra saMsAramAM sukha meLavavA mATe valakhAM mArI rahyo che. cAre bAju doDadhAma karI rahyo che. potAnA zarIranI paNa paravA karyA vinA sapatti meLavavA mATe gAMDo ghelA banelA che. potAMnA kuTuMbanI paravA karyA vinA suMdarInA saundrayanI pAchaLa dIvAnA banI bhaTakI rahyo che. kaSAyanI saLagatI jvALAomAM saLagI rahyo che. lAbhanI lAlasAmAM ghaDI anI sattA vadhAravA ke meLavavA pAchaLa kAMIka amAnuSI mRtyA karI rahyo che. kAI paNa mAnavInA jIvanamAM uMDA utarIne joze tA jaNAze ke tenu' jIvana, juDe, kuDakapaTa, ane luccAi tathA mAtra svAnI bhAvanAothI bhareluM che. zuM mahAmulA jIvananI A dazA ? kiMmatI ramakaDAMne eka nAnA bALakanA hAthamAM ApatA je dazA thAya tevI dazA AvA prANIonA hAthamAM AvelA mAnavajIvananI thaI rahI che. Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ suMdarIne sauMdaryanI pAchaLa bhAna bhUlelA AtmAo kevA aghaTita kRtya karI potAnA jIvanane barabAda kare che te viSe thoDA udAharaNo ApIza. padminInA rUpamAM pAgala banelA allAuddIna khIlajIe cittoDane bhasmIbhUta karI nAMkhyuM." saMyuktAnA sauMdaryamAM lIna banelA pRthvIrAje kSatrI. vaTane saLagAvI mUkI ane AryAvartanI pavitra bhUmimAM anAne vAsa thaye. mAlavapati mUje mRNAlanA madabharyo sauMdaryamAM pAgala banI rAjya gumAvyuM ane jelanA saLIyA pAchalA varSo sudhI rahyo tyAM paNa viSayanA gherA nAdamAM nazAbAja bane ane tailape muMjanA hAthamAM dhagadhagatA saLIAnA DAma dIdhA. hAthInA page bAMdhI AkhA zaheramAM muMjarAjAne pheravI hAthInA paga nIce tailape mArI naMkhAvyuM ane kAgaDA tathA gIdhaDAe tenA zarIranI UjANa karI." rUpasuMdarInA rUpamAM bhramara banela karaNaghelAe gujarAtane verAna banAvyuM ane rAjabhavo cheDIne jaMgalejaMgala bhaTakavuM paDayuM." parapurUSanA pAzamAM jakaDAyelI calaNIe potAnA putrane mArI nAkhavA mATe aneka upAya jyA" vAsanAnA vaheNamAM vahetI sUrIlaMtAe, saMyamanA paMthe pagalAM mAMDatA potAnA patine, gaLe nakha daIne mArI nAkhyA. A che saundaryanI pAchaLa Asakta thayelA. mAnavInA saMsAranA raMga. Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 vartamAnamAM paNa kaMIka saMdarya ane viSayalAlacu AtmAe pataMgIAnI mAphaka pAgala banIne pitAnA mahAmUlA jIvanane veDaphI rahyA che mATe ja jJAnI bhagavaMte kahe che ke mAnavajIvananI kiMmata samaje. ane AcaravAyegya AcaraNAo AcarI, jIvana zuddha banAvo, ane anAcArane tyAga kare. purUSoja mAtra kAmAMdha ane viSayalAlacu hoya che eTaluM nathI paNa strIo ethI paNa vizeSa hoya che. ane strIo te kAmAMdha dazAmAM kevA aghaTita kRtye kare che. tenI te kalpanA suddhAM paNa AvI zake tema nathI. evI eka vAta viSayAMdhanArI " kAmalatA"nI che. kAmalatA eka vidvAna brAhmaNanI patnI hatI. saMsAra mAMDayAne ekAda dazame thayo hate. ane ene pariNAme eka putra paNa thaye hate. - eka vakhata nagara upara ekAeka zatrurAjA caDhI Avyo te vakhate kAmalatA pANI bharavA mATe nagaranA daravAjA bahAra gaI hatI. zatru rAjAnA caDhI AvavAthI nagaranA daravAjA turata ja baMdha karavAmAM AvyA ane kAmalatA nagaranI bahAra rahI gaI. zatru rAjAnA sainikonI najara kAmalatA para paDI ane rUparUpanA aMbAra sarakhI A strIne joi sainike tene upAvine potAnA " makaravaja " rAjA pAse gaI gayA. rAjAe kAmalatAne potAnI paTTarANuM banAvI ane tenI sAthe viSayamAM Asakta banyuM. chatAM kAmalatAnuM haiyuM rAjAne cAhatuM nathI. tene potAnA pUrvanApati (brAhmaNa) tathA Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 15 putranuM maraNu bhAna bhUlAve che. ane tethI tene maLavAnI IcchAthI ane rAjAnA aMtaHpuramAMthI chUTavA mATe rANI kAmalatAe aneka prayAseA karyo, paNa te saghalA niSphaLa ja nivaDayA. chevaTe teNe vicAra karyo ke jo huM dAna ApavAnI pravRtti karUM te avazya tee lAbhathI kayAreka paNa ahIM AvyA vinA nahIM rahe. rAjAnI anumatI laIne bIjA divasathI cAcakAne dAna ApavAnuM zarU karyuM; aneka yAcako dAna mATe AvavA lAgyA. mAM mAgyuM dAna meLavI Sita thatA sau potAne sthAne jaI bIjAone mekalavA lAgyA. cADA vakhatamAM cAre dizAmAM rAjA makaradhvajanI ane rANI kAmalatAnI dAnavIratAnA cogAna gavAvA lAgyA dUradUra dezeAmAMthI paNa yAcakA AvavA lAgyA. A vAtanI khakhara jyAre lakSmItika nAmanA nagaramAM rahetA vedasAgara " brAhmaNane paDI, tyAre te paNa potAnI drAridratAne dUra karavA mATe potAnA putra sAthe A nagarImAM AvI, rANI kAmalatAnA nivAsasthAne vakhata thatAM AvIne ubheA, vedasAgara brAhmaNa hAtha lAMkhA karI, potAnI patnInI ja pAse dAnanI yAcanA karI rahyo che. jue mahAnubhAvA A che saMsAranA ra'ga. '' rANI kAmalatA A brAhmaNane jotAMnI sAthe ja oLakhI gaI. ane vicAravA lAgI ke " A bIjo kAi nahi paNa mArA pati ja lAge che ane sAthe che te mArA bALaka (putra) ja che." turata ja peAtAnA mANasAne Adeza karI A annene potAnA mukhya khaMDamAM lai javA mATe kahyuM. tr Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bAkI rahelA yAcakane mAMgyA pramANe dAna ApI, rANa kAmalatA potAnA mukhya khaMDamAM jyAM pele brAhmaNa ane bAlaka beThA hatA tyAM AvIne yogya Asane besI pUchavA lAgIH- atithi deva ! Apa keNa che? kyAMthI Ave che? ane A tamArI sAthe che te keNa che? te je Apane harakata na heya te kRpA karIne kaheze? brAhmaNa A strI kAmalatAne oLakhI zake nahete. tene manamAM thayuM ke A te rAjamAtA che. ane jemanI pAse huM dAna levA Avyo chuM tene je mArA jIvananI kathanI kahuM te tene mArA duHkhanI asara thatAM kAyamanuM mAruM dAridra maTI jAya eTaluM dhana mane dAnamAM Ape mATe mAre mArI kathanI kahevI joIe tema vicArI brAhmaNa potAnA jIvananI AkhIya kahAnI kahI cukaye. ane aMte AMkhamAMthI codhAra AMsue raDavA lAge ane karagarate kahevA lAgyo. he rAjamAtA ! tamane puNyodaye aDhaLaka lImI prApta thaI che. te mane dAna ApI mArI jIvanabharanI dAridratA dUra kare. caraNamAM mAthuM mUkIne pahelA brAhmaNane pitAnA hAthavaDe UbhuM karI AzvAsana ApatA kahyuM ke he priye ! tamAre AMsu pADavAnI jarUra nathI huM bIjI kaI nahi paNa tamArI strI kAmalatA chuM mATe tame zAMta thAva. A dAna ApavAnI pravRtti mAtra tamArA meLApa thAya te mATe ja karI hatI. huM pANI bharavA bahAra gaI hatI, tyAre duzamana Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - 17 rAjAnA sainikoe mane joI ane UpADIne rAjA pAse laI gayA ane mane ahIM lAvavAmAM AvI. mAruM dila haMmezA tamane ja cAhatuM hatuM. tamArUM tathA A bAlakanuM haMmezAM smaraNa karatI jhurI jhurIne divase vitAvatI hatI. ahiMthI nAsI chUTI tamArI pAse AvavA ghaNA prayAsa karI joyA paNa temAM saphaLatA jyAre nA maLI, tyAre A dAna ApavAnI pravRtti zarU karI. mane khAtrI hatI ke tame ahIM dAna levA jarUra Avaze ane ApaNe meLApa thaze. AjanA A subhaga divase ApaNuM traNene meLApa thayuM che. tethI huM mArA jIvanane dhanya mAnuM chuM have ahIMthI nAsI chuTavA mATe tame A rane laIne putra sahita ISTa sthAnamAM (bIjA rAjyamAM) jAva ane ratna tathA putrane mukI Ave. pachI ApaNe tyAM jaIzuM. AjathI sAtame divase madhya rAtrie A nagaranI bahAra samazAnamAM AvelA caMDIgRhamAM huM kaI paNa rIte AvIza mATe te vakhate tamAre tyAM AvI javuM ane tyAMthI ApaNe baMne nAsI chUTIzuM. A pramANe saMketa karIne ratnonI dakSiNA laI brAhmaNa pitAnA putra sahita rAjabhavanamAMthI nIkaLI bIjA rAjayamAM gayo, ane ahiM pitAnA putrane keI sArA sthaLe rAkha. vAnI goThavaNa karI brAhmaNa pAcho pharyo ane saMketa karelA sthaLe vakhatasara AvI pahoMcyo. ahIM rANuM kAmalatAe potAnA pati rAjA makarasaM. 2 Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 18 vajane vinavatA kahyuM ke he svAmin! agAu Apane asahya zIrAveDhanA thaI hatI tyAre tenI zAnti mATe me caMDIdevInI mAnatA mAnI hatI ke-jo mArA patinI A pIDA zAMta thaI jaze teAhu ane rAjA manne amuka divase rAtre tyAM AvIne pUjA karI bhAga dharIzuM, mATe he rAjana! tene bahu divasA thaI gayA che. te Aje je Apane anukULatA hAya te rAtrinA jaIne mAnatA purI karI laIe. rANInI AjJAne vazavita anele rAjA, rANInI icchAne AdhIna thaI javAne mATe taiyAra thayA. rAtrinA samaye ghAra adhakAramAM rANI tathA rAjA mane zmazAnamAM ca'DIdevInI pUjA karavA gayA. rAjA pAtAnA pAsenI talavArane rANInA hAthamAM ApI ane ca'DIdevInI pUjA karavA lAgyA ke turata ja rANIe talavAravaDe rAjAnuM mastaka dhaDathI juduM karI nAMkhyuM. rAjA dharatI upara sarvAMgathI devIne praNAma karatA hoya tema devInI AgaLa kAyamane mATe lAM thaI ne DhaLI paDyo. juo ! mahAnubhAvA ! manamAM madamAtI banelI kAmalatAe rAjAnA zIraccheda karI nAkhyA; A che sro caritranI kAmalIlA, ane saMsAranA raMga. strIone tame nA hiMmata kahI che paNa A drazya joine vicAra karI ke kAmalatA strInI hIMmata keTalI che ? peAtAnA patine mArI nAkhavA jeTalI dhRSTatA karatA tene jarA paNu AMcakA anubhaLye nahI. Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAmalatA pitAnA kAryathI harSita banIne devIgRhamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI maMdiranA oTale sutelA pitAnA brAhmaNa patine jagADyo brAhmaNa ubhuM thaIne jyAM oTalA nIce paga mUke che tyAM tene nIce paDelA bhayaMkara jherI sApe DaMsa dIdho ane kSaNavAramAM brAhmaNa paNa maraNa pAmI paralokanA paMthe gaye. rANI kAmalatA na rahI rAjAnI ke na rahI brAhmaNanI bannethI viheNI (bhraSTa) banelI bahu kheda pAmI. have ahIMyA vadhu samaya rahevuM ucIta nathI tema samajI azva upara ArUDha thaIne tyAMthI cAlI nIkaLI. bAjunA keI nagaramAM jaIne eka mALInA ghera AvI azva uparathI utarIne mALInA hAthamAM thoDIka mahora mUkI pitAne kevuM duHkha AvI paDayuM che, te vAta karI Azaro ApavA mAgaNI karI. mALIe potAnA hAthamAM mahe re paDelI joIne harSita thaIne teNIne kahyuM ke ghaNI khuzIthI Apa rahe. Apa jevA satI nArInA pagalAM mAre tyAM kayAMthI ? divasa Akhe vItI gayo. rAtrInA samaye bAjunA keI devamaMdiramAM saMgIta ane vAjIMtrane avAja sAMbhaLI tyAM javAnuM mana thayuM. ghaNA varasothI rAjamahela rUpa kedakhAnAmAMthI te bahAra nIkaLI zakI nahatI. ane Aje A rIte svecchAe pharavAnuM maLatAM pite pitAnA manamAM khuba ja AnaMda pAmavA lAgI. Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ suMdara vastrAlaMkAre sajI kAmalatA devamaMdiramAM AvI. ajANa strIne A rIte AvelI joI mukhya paNa ganAnI najara tenA para paDI. ane pUchyuM. he subhage! tuM ke zuM che? kyAMthI Avela che ane kenA ghera atithI thaI che? A pramANe AdarapUrvaka pUchatAM teNe pitAnA jIvananI ADI, avaLI ane ulTI vAta kahI nirAdhAra ane niHsahAya sthitimAM huM ahIM AvI chuM te pramANe kahyuM. paNAMganAne lAgyuM ke "A svAmi (paNa) vinAnI che. mATe mArA kAmane ucita che." ema samajI mIThI vacanethI prasanna (khuza) karI, teNIne pitAnA AvAsamAM laI gaI. ane pitAnA tyAM rahelI tamAma strIomAM ati uttama prakAre paNAMganA teNIne rAkhavA lAgI ane gIta, nRtya, AdinI kaLAo zIkhavI pitAnA dhaMdhAmAM praviNa banAvI dIdhI. juo! brAhmaNanI patni, rAjAnI patni banI, tyAMthI brAhmaNanI sAthe javA mATe rAjAne mArI nAkhyo. durda ve brAhmaNa pati paNa sarpanA DaMsathI mRtyu pAmyA. - abaLA banelI A nArI kyAM jaI pahoMcI ! . chevaTe vezyAgRhe jaIne gIta, nRtyAdika zIkhIne lokene raMjana karavA lAgI. have ahIMA zuM bane che e juo. saMsAranA A kAramAM raMge nihALe ane e kAjalagherA kAramA saMsAra pratye aNagame ke ugabhAva pedA kare. Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1 pAMganA khanelI kAmalatAnA avAse eka divasa eka paradezI yuvAna AvI caDhayo. kAmalatA A yuvAnanI sAthe premamAM paDI, bheAga ane vilAsamAM nira'tara divaseA vitAvavA lAgI. lAMbA vakhata pachI yuvAnane potAnA deza tarapha javAnuM anyuM, tethI te yuvAna kAmalatAnI pAse rajA levA Avye. bhAga ane vilAsamAM Asakta banelI nArIne A vAta asahya banI. ane haiyAmAM dhrAskA lAgyA. paNa yuvAnane rokI rAkhavA mATenA keAI upAya nahotA. chevaTe teNe kahyuM keH--bhale tame jAe. paNa tamArA jIvananA paricaya ApatA jAva, jethI tamArUM smaraNa karI AnaMda mANIza. varSothI chupAyelA peAtAnA jIvanane paricaya Aje yuvAne kAmalatAne ApyA. ane e paricaye te| mannenA jIvananA paDadA ughADI nAMkhyA. yuvAne ApelA paricayathI A yuvAna peAtAnA putra ja che. evI pAtAne khAtrI thai cUkI. ahIM teNe peAtAnA paricaya na ApatA tene prasanna karI vidAya ApI. yuvAne peAtAnA jIvananI kAramI kahAnI kahIne vidAya lIdhI. tyAramAda A paNAMganAnuM haiyuM dakhAvA lAgyuM, hAtha paNa dhrujavA lAgyA, AMkhAmAMthI teja uDI gayuM, ane mukha zyAmavaNuM thaI gayuM. ane gheADIvAre te dhrusake dhrusake rAvA lAgI ane peAtAnA vitakanI dArU'vyathA upara pazcAtApa karavA lAgI. Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 21 are! meM A zuM karyuM, khIjA koInI sAthe nahi paNa mArA sagA putra sAthe ja bhAga bhAgaLyA. vilAsamAM huM DukhI, meM mArA jIvananuM adhaHpatana karyuM, have huM A bhayaMkara pApomAMthI kevI rIte ugarIza, mArA jIvananA nistAra kevI rIte thaze. A jagatamAM mAre mATe jIvavuM have keAI rIte ceAgya nathI. mATe citAmAM paDI baLI maravuM. temAM ja mArUM zraya: che. e rIte prazcAtApa karatI kAmalatAe khaLI maravAnA saMkalpa karyAM. sAta divasanI lAMghaNu karI, rAjA vigerenI sammati meLavI, sArA divase gAmanI bahAra, nadInA kInAre citA saLagAvI khaLI maLavA A nArI taiyAra thai. devayeAge teja vakhate musaLadhAra varasAda thayA. ane nadInA puramAM citA taNAi, ane tenI sAthe A strI paNa taNAtI taNAtI daivayeAge nadIkAMThe kayAMka aTakI paDI. DhAra cAravA mATe AvelA gAvALIAnI najara A mRtaHprAya deha upara paDI. rabArIne dayA AvavAthI sAhasa karI nadInA kAMThethI upADIne ghera laI gayA, auSadheApacAra karIne tene svastha banAvI. kAmalatAnA aMgamAM rUpatA hatuM ja, tethI svastha ane nirogI banelI kAmalatAnuM aMga joi geAvALIyAnA zarIramAM vikAra pedA thayA. ane teNIne peAtAnI srI banAvavAnA vicAra gAvALIAe kAmalatAne kahyo. hajI juvAnInA maDhamAM ghelI banelI kAmalatAnA a MgeaMgamAM vikAra ane vilAsanI bhAvanAe bharI paDI hatI. Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tethI te govALIyAnI IcchAne Adhina thaI. ane tenI patni banIne govALIyAnA gharamAM rahI. paNuganAnA ghera gIta nRtya ane vAcho zIkhI AvelI A nArI ahiM govALIAnA gharamAM pazune vADo sApha kare pazuone ghAsacAre nAMkhave, vakhatasara gAyo dehavI. herane cAravA gAmanA gaMdare laI javA, dudha ane dahIM vecavA mATe bAjunA zaheramAM javuM. A badhuM kAma kAmalatA zIkhavA lAgI, cAlAka, A nArI A badhuM kAma jhaDapathI zIkhIne temAM aradhI banI gaI eka vakhata gavAlaNa kAmalatA bAjunA zaheramAM dudha ane dahIM vecavA gaI. zaheranA cauTAmAMthI pasAra thatA, pAchaLathI rAjAne hAthI gAMDa thaI deDate deDate AvavAthI leke tenAthI pitAno jIva bacAvavA mATe nAsabhAga karavA lAgyA A govAlaNa paNa lokenI sAthe nAsatA, eka panIhArI sAthe athaDAI gaI, ane banne jaNa jamIna upara paDI gayA, ane baMnenA mastaka upara rahelA ghaDAo nIce paDyA ane phUTI gayA. ghaDAnA padArtho DhaLI gayA. AthI panIhArI AkhamAMthI AMsu pADI rahI hatI. tyAre A govAlaNa moDhuM malakAvI hasI rahI hatI. A draSya teja vakhate rastA uparathI pasAra thatA rAjyanA purohita vedavicakSaNe najare joyuM, ane tene Azcarya upanyuM ke "bannenA ghaDA paDayA, tuTI gayA, chatAM eka raDe che ane bIjI hase che zA mATe?" vicAre paDela purohita baMne strIo pAse jaI zAtvana ApavA pUrvaka pUchavA lAgyA ke he bahena! tame raDe che kema ! Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ raDatI strIe tarata javAba Apyo ke mArI sAsune svabhAva bahuja kharAba che. tethI te mArA para bahu gusse thaze ane mane gharamAM paga mukavA nahi de. ane khAvA paNa Apaze nahi. tethI. mane duHkha thAya che ane raDavuM Ave che. purehate dayA lAvIne turata teNIne be ghaDAnI kiMmatanA paisA te strIne ApI dIdhA. tyAra pachI pelI govAlaNane pUchyuM ke-bahena tArU ATaluM badhuM nukazAna thayuM che. chatAM tuM te kaMI raDatIvA. ane uparathI moM malakAvI hasI rahI che tenuM zuM kAraNa che? - - govAlaNa kAmalatAe javAba Ape ke he bhAI! sAMbhaLo. "jema bahu sAruM che te RNa nathI" tema ati dukha che te duHkha nathI. tethI mAruM hRdaya vajInA jevuM kaThera thaI gayuM che mATe huM raDatI nathI. : pure hIte kahyuM ke he bahena ! tArA upara evA kyA duHkha paDayA ke tethI tuM. AvA zabdo bolI rahI che, je tane keI harakata na hoya te kahe jethI tane kaMI upayogI thaI paDuM. purehitanA atizaya lAgaNuM bharyA AgrahathI govAlaNe pitAnA jIvananI banelI saghaLI hakIkata kahI saMbhaLAvI. govAlaNanI vAta sAMbhaLI tene khAtrI thaI cUkI ke Aja mArI mAtA che. te te turata ja pagamAM paDo. strIe kahyuM ke are purohIta A zuM kare che ! mAtA A purohIta nathI paNa tamAro putravedavicakSaNa pote ja che. Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 15 jyAre mAtAe putrane joyA ane putre mAtAne eLakhI tyAre bannenA haiyAM bhAre thaI gayA. avAja rUMdhAi gayA, ane banne jamInanI sAme mhAM nIcuM rAkhI keTalIe kSaNA sudhI maunapaNe ubhA rahyA. eka khIjA arasa parasa pazcAtApa karavA lAgyA ane A pApamAMthI kema ugarI zakAya te mATe peAtAnA sthAna upara jaI uMDA vicAra karavA lAgyA. pachI zaheranA udyAnamAM rahelA jaina AcArya zrI pAse jaIne peAtAnA pApa mRtyAnI khAnI kahI pazcAtApa pUrvaka uddhAra karavA gurUne vinavyA. gurUe dharmopadeza ApI ceAgya mArga khatAnyeA. ane karelA karmone nAza karavA mATe AkarA tapa karo. "TIna karmInA nAza mATe kaDIta ta5 e rAmabANa upAya che." tyAra pachI te annee cAritradharma aMgIkAra karI tapa tapatA karmAM khapAvI AyuSya pUrNa karI paramapadane pAmI gayA. A rIte bhAgavilAsamAM peAtAnA jIvanane ragadoLI rahelI eka nArInA jIvananI kathA tamArI samakSa kahI, tethI tamane vilAsa ane sAM nI bhayaMkaratAneA khyAla Avaze. jue vicAro mahAnubhAvA ! saMsAranA raMga kAjaLa karatAM aneka ghaNA gherA che. te gherA raMge raMgAyelI kAmalatAe pAtAnA jIvanI barabAdI keTalI madhI karI je tamAne uparanA draSTAMtathI samajaNu paDaze ke sasAranA raMga keTalA bhayaMkara che zAstrakAra bhagavatA tA AkArI pAkArIne kahe che ke A Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nAtarIA saMsAramAM kaMIka prANIo ekabhavamAM paNa anekabha kare che. te juo kAmalatAnA draSTAMtathI pratyakSa che. vaLI mAtA marI strI thAya. strI mArI mAtA bane, mAtA marI pitA thAya, pitA putrapaNe janme, ema A nAtarIA saMsAramAM anAdI kALathI cAlatuM Ave che AvA draSTAMte te ghaNA upalabdha che paNa te badhA kahevAne paNa ahIM samaya nathI. have te ApaNe rAmAyaNanA cAlu prasaMgomAM praveza karavAno che saMsAranA raMgamAM raMgAyelo, ane lagnanuM mIDhoLa bAMdhI paraNavA nIkaLelo yuvAna lagna karIne potAnI prANapriyA saha potAnA ghara tarapha pAchA pharatA vacce munine meLApa thatAM e saMsAranA raMge raMgAyele AtmA vairAgyanA raMge kevI rIte raMgAya che te AjanA vyAkhyAnamAM ApaNe khAsa kahevAnuM che. IvAkuvaMzanA ane adhyAnagarInA vijayarAjAne lADakavA putra vabAhu, tene vivAha nAgapuranA IbhavAhana rAjAnI putrI mane ramA sAthe thaye hato. vajabAhu ane maneramA ane umaranA thatA bannenA mAtA pitA lagnanI taiyArI karavA lAgyA. zubha muhUrta vajabAhu pitAnA svajana parivAra sAthe mane ramAne paraNavA nAgapuramAM AvyA. rAjA IbhavAhane jamAI tathA jAnaiyAonuM rUDI rIte svAgat karyuM. lagnetsava dhAmadhumathI ujavAyo. rAjAe pitAnI putrIne sArA pramANamAM karI Avara (paherAmaNI) ApI. putrI jamAIne vidAyagIrI ApI. Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 27 vaLabAhU manoramAnI sAthe lagna karI potAnA svajana parivAra sAthe pitAnA nagara tarapha pAchA jaI rahyA hatA. manaramAne mukavA mATe tene bhAI udayasuMdara paNa sAthe ja che nAgapurathI nIkaLIne jAna ayodhyAnA paMthe prayANa karI rahI che, rastA paranI gIca jhADIo ati ramaNIyatAthI zobhI rahI che. jenAranA cakSue harSathI nAcI rahyA hatA. rathamAM beThelA vajabAha, manoramA, ane udayasuMdara kudaratanI apUrva lIlA nihALI rahyA che. evAmAM vajIbAhunI najara sAmenI eka TekarI upara paDI. ane tarata ja vajubAhunI najara sthira thaI gaI. ane vicAramAM paDavyA. he....he....jyAM niraMtara jaMgalI prANIonI garjanA, ghaTATopa aMdhakAra sadazya dekhAtI ghora jhADI, ane nirjana aTavI ane temAM A mahAmuni ! kevA sthira ubhA che ! kevI semya mudrA che. kharekhara! AtmaciMtavanA te AvA araNya ane ekAMta sthAnamAM ja thaI zake che. kyAM ! zIyALAnI kaDakaDatI ThaMDI ane unALAne aMgAsa varasAvate tApa, ane aneka upasargone, tathA parisone sahana karIne AtmakalyANa sAdhatA A mahAmunIzvara? ane kyAM hu! ke je A saMsAranA kSaNika ane anitya sukhanI khAtara aMdagIne barabAda karanAra adhama pAmara mAnavI. AvI mahAbhayAnaka aTavImAM mahAmunine melApa ane darzana jarUra! kaI prabaLa puNyodaye ja thaI zake che te jarUra mAre paNa teozrInA darzana, vaMdana karI jIvananuM sArthaka karavuM joIe ja. Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 tarata ja vajIbAhukumAre sArathIne ratha ubhe rAkhajavAnI AjJA karI ane ratha ubho rahe; tarata ja vajabAhu rathamAMthI nIce utaryA, udayasuMdare pUchayuM ke are A zuM? kumAra kyAM jAya che? rathamAMthI nIce utaravAnuM kAraNa zuM che? vabAhue kahyuM ke sAme TekarI upara saumya mudrAe kAusagga dhyAne ubhelA AtmakalyANanA sAdhaka mahAmuninA * darzana karI jIvanane kRtArtha karavA. udayasuMdara A sAMbhaLI Azcarya pAmyA, ane tenA manamAM vicAravA lAgyo ke A kevI dharma ghelachA, gaI kAle te paraNIne nIkaLyA che. yuvAnIne uMbare haju te paga mUke che. rathamAM ekAnta che. baMne vara-vadhu vacce premanI ane kutuhalanI vAta karavAne A avasara che. e mukIne sAdhunA darzana karavAnI A bhAI sAheba vAta kare che. kharekhara! A mAnavI keI ajaba dekhAya che. udayasuMdare hasatAM hasatAM banevIne puchayuM ke sAdhu te nathI thaI javuM ne ? dIkSA levI che ke zuM ? udayasuMdare mazkarImAM vajubAhune kahyuM te kharuM, paNa tarata javAba maLe ke hA, jinezvaradevanA pavitra tyAga mArga pratye kenuM mana na hoya ? dIkSAnI bhAvanA te che paNa paNa baNa zuM kare che? je bhAvanA che te thaI jAo taiiyAra, huM tamane sahAya karIza. udayasuMdara haju mazkarI mAnI vAta laMbAye jAya che. paNa sALAnI hAMsIne sAkarane gAMgaDo mAnIne javAba Ape che ke huM taiyAra chuM emAM bIjI taiyArI zI joIe? mATe Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 29 olyA che. tA pALajo. ema kahIne vakhAhu tarata ja rA parathI nIce utarI TekarI tarapha cAlavA lAgyA. udayasuMdara camakayA. A te hasavAmAMthI khasavA jevuM, thayuM. Ama ekAeka cAlI ja nIkaLaze tevI kalpanA paNa nahetI. 'are! kumAra ubhA rahe, huM te A mazkarImAM kahuM chuM, AvI nAnI vAtane ATaluM badhuM meATu' rUpa ApI devuM e tamArA jevAne mATe ceAgya nathI. mazkarImAM kAMI sAcuM khATu' jovAtu nathI. paNa vakhAhunA AtmA have saMsAra uparathI uThI. gayA hatA. nimittanI jarUra hatI. e nimitta maLI gayuM eTale udayasuMdarane kahyuM. * tamAre emAM kAMi vicAra karavAnA che ja nahi. samudra jema maryAdA na taje tema kSatriya purUSaSa khelelA vaca nane kadApI utthApatA nathI. " saMyamanA puNyapaMtha e tA ApaNA pUrvajoe mAthApara dheALA vALa AvyA pahelAM ja AcarelA che. e mAge javAmAM sAcI saphaLatA che." udayasuMdare kahyuM-he kumAra ! jenA hAthamAM hajI te vivAhanA cinharUpa mIMDhaLa bAMdhelA che, e maneAramAnA saMsAranu zuM ? jene saMsAramAM keTakeTalI AzAe, mane rathA, tathA svapnAo sAthe paga mUkayeA che, e maneAramAnuM saubhAgya. Ama akALe karamAi jatuM joi udayasuMdaranuM hRdaya dravI uThayuM. Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 30 are vajubAhu kumAra! Ama ekadama sAhasa karavA taiyAra thayA che, paNa AjubAjune vicAra te kare. A mArI nAnI gabharU ane jenA hAthamAMthI hajI lagnanA mIDhaLa paNa chUTayA nathI, pagamAMthI meMdI raMga paNa jarA sarakhoya :utaryo paNa nathI, evI mArI bahena maneramAnuM zuM? enA sukhI jIvananA svapna ne enI AzArUpa velaDIone Ama kacarIne cAlyA javuM e tamane zuM ucita che ? tame saMsAra choDIne jaze pachI e tamArA vinA kaI rIte jIvaze? khubaja svasthatAthI vajabAhue kahyuM: "emAM khoTuM zuM che? mAnavarUpa vRkSanuM suMdara koI paNa phaLa hoya to te cAritra dharmanI ArAdhanA che. tamArI bena mane ramA mATe A pavitra mArga khullo che. satI-strIo patinA AtmakalyANa mArge patinI pAchaLa janArI hoya che. eTale mArI pAchaLa saMyamanA punita paMthe tene paNa javAnuM che, kulIna ane satI strI tarIke patinI chAyA banIne rahevuM e tene dharma che. mATe have A pavitra tyAgamArga svIkAravAmAM niSedha karavAne heya ja nahi. vaLI tamArA jevAe paNa Aja mAge AvavAnuM hoya. vajubAhu jevA puNyavAnanA draDha mane baLanI sau koI upara tarata ja ajaba asara thaI. mane ramA paNa tarata ja vajubAhunI sAthe rathamAMthI 'utarI paDI. UdayasuMdarane AtmA paNa laghukamI hato. e paNa virogya vAsIta banyo. sAthe AvelAomAMthI bIjAo paNa saMsArathI virakata banI tyAga mArganA cAhaka banyA. Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 31 A badhA sau sAthe TekarI upara AvyA guNaratnanA sAgarasamAM zrI guNasAgara muninI pAse saue saMyamamArga aMgIkAra karyo, lagna karavA gayela kumAra paraNIne pAchA vaLatA muninA darzana mAtrathI vairAgya pAmI saMsAranA raMgamAM Asakta na banatA hasatA mukhe vairAgyanA raMgamAM raMgAI AtmakalyANa kara parama pavitra bhAgavati pravajyA aMgIkAra karI. sAthe mane ramA ane udayasuMdara Adi aneka jaNa paNa te mArge saMcaryA. A samAcAra vajubAhunA pitA vijaya rAjAe jyAre sAMbhaLyA tyAre enA mukhamAMthI zabdo nIkaLI paDyA ke "A bAlaka sAre paNa huM sAre nahi" huM vRddha thaye chuM chatAM haju te mArga aMgIkAra karI zakyo nahi. e kumAre saMsAramAM Asakta na banatAM bhego ane vaibhavane tilAMjalI ApI. AtmakalyANanI sAdhanA mATe ane mukti sukhanI prApti mATe saMyamane punita mArga svIkArI lIdhe. - have mAre paNa saMsAramAM eka kSaNa paNa rahevuM ucita nathI turata rAjamugaTa mastaka parathI utArIne pitAnA puraMdara nAmanA putranA mastaka para mUkIne rAjyanI dhurA suprata karIne pite "nirvANamoha" nAmanA munIzvara pAse dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. sau AtmasAdhanamAM lIna banatAM karmo khapAvIne mukita sukhane pAmyA. Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 32 vajrabAhunA AtmA saMsAranA raMge na raMgAtA eka muninA darzana mAtrathI AtmAnA raMge raMgAi gayA. AtmakalyANakArI sayama dharmanI ArAdhanA karI pAte ane peAtAnI sAthenA badhA munie mukti sukhane pAmyA. mATe ja AjanA jAhera pravacanamAM sasAranA raga e. viSaya para khelatA kahevuM paDe che ke tame jene sAhAmaNA saMsAra kahA che. je saMsArane tame zItaLatAnI chAMyaDI kaheA che!! te A saMsAramAM kayAM che ? je saMsAramAM ja sukha hoya te AvA rAjavaibhaveAmAM ucharelA ane maneAramA jevI nArIne pAmelA AtmAe ene tilAMjalI ApI ThAkare mArI zA mATe nIkaLI gayA! jo enA AtmA saMsAranA raMgamAM raMgAi gayA heAta tA te zuM zAzvata sukhane pAmyA hota kharA ke ? nA zAzvata sukha pAmI na zakata mATe sAcu sukha pAmavA cAhatA he, sAcA vaibhava mANavA bhAvanA rAkhatA hA, ane zIvasuMdarI sAthe lagna karI prema karavA cAhatA hA teA, saMsAranA raMge AtmAne na raMgatA, saMyamanA 2ge, cAritranA ra'ge AtmAne phgajo. saMyamanA raMge raMgAyelA AtmAe sAcuM sukha, sAcI sa`patti ane sAcI zAntisamA evA pavitradhAmane jarUra pAmaze, (6 kadAcita karmAMnA prakhaLayeAge saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe te paNa jalakamalavat " nyAye raheA. dhAvamAtA rAjAnA mAlakane dhavarAve che chatAM A bAlaka peAtAnA mAnatI nathI, pazu peAtAnI pharaja bajAve che, paNa te bALakane dhAvamAtA kharA Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 33 aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka cAhatI nathI. tema saMsAramAM pharaja puratI je pharaja bajAvI aliptapaNe rahevAmAM Ave te navA karmo bAMdhatAM aTakI javAya. ane evI ArAdhanA kare ke jethI puNyanA daLIA vadhu pramANe saMcita thatA eka kALe evA mAnava janmanI prApti thAya ke je vakhate saMyama mArga jhaDapI udayamAM Ave ane zAzvata dhAmanI prApti thAya. ane anaMtA bhavanA janma maraNarUpI mahAvyAdhimAMthI chUTakAro thAya. sAcA mArgane sau prayatna kare" "unmAgane tyAga kare" saMsAranA raMgane badalI saMyamanA raMge jIvanane raMgI nAkhe. zubhaMbhavatu. Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana pAMcamu "saMskAradhana' vi. sa. 2011 zrAvaNu va. 8 gurUvAra tA. 11-8-55 savAre 9 thI 11 sthaLa-jaina upAzraya muluMDa '' [ pU. pravacanakAra panyAsa pravarazrInI saLaMga pravacanamAlAnuM Aje pAMcamuM pravayana hatuM jene TuMka hevAla suprasiddha vartamAna patra " muMbai samAcAra " tayA " prajAtaMtra " dainokamAM prasiddha thayA hatA Aje muMbai ane upanagarathI mATI mAnava medanI zravaNa mATe Avela hatI. jaina jainetara zrotAothI vyAkhyAna hAla zarUAtathI cikkAra bharAyelA hatA. gelerIomAM paNa zrotAonI 4 jAmelI hatI. dhaNA bhAvukAne jagyAnA abhAve pAchA javuM paDyuM hatuM. pAMcamA pravacananuM lagabhaga sArabhUta saMpUrNa avataraNa nIce karavAmAM Avyu che. ] puNyazAlI mahAnubhAvA ! (6 gayA ravivAranA, " saMsAranA raMga" e viSaya upara ghaNuM kahevAmAM AvyuM hatuM saMsAranA raMge raMgAtA AtmA kSaNika sukha bhogavI anaMta duHkhamAM gabaDI paDe che jyAre vairAgyanA raMge raMgAyeleA AtmA, kSaNika kaSTa sahana karI anaMta sukhane prApta kare che tenA ja anusaMdhAnamAM AjanA pravacananA viSaya saMskAradhana " rAkhavAmAM Avela che. << Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 35 zAstrakAra mahArAjA bhanyajIvAne uddezI pharamAve che ke anAdi kALathI A AtmA saMsArasAgaramAM ajJAna DhazAne lIdhe adhamanIne ja bhamI rahyo che. jema kAIpaNa pravAsI sAgaranA cheDA zeAdhI zakatA nathI tema A sasAranA pazu che| nathI. tethI tene sAgaranI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. jema sAgaramAM meTA magaramaccha, jalacara jIvA, kALamI'Dha paththarothI khaDakAyelA khaDako rahelA che. tema sa'sAramAM kaSAyArUpI meATA magaramacche rahelA che. ane AzArUpI khaDakAnI sAthe vadhuthaMbhyA aDhuniza rAgadveSa rUpI meAjAe uchaLI rahelA che. A AtmA anAdi kALathI A sasArasAgaranA taLIe (nIgAdamAM ) paDatho hatA. tyAM tenI sthiti ati kharAkha hatI. eka zarIramAM anaMtA AtmAonI bhAgIdArI hatI. zvAseAzvAsanI krIyA, AhAranI krIyAe sAthe ja thatI evI bhacakara dazA A AtmAnI hatI. tyAMthI bhavitavyatAnA ceAge karIne A AtmA ekendrIyapaNAne pAmyA. khAda uttarAttara puNyanI vRddhi karatA, anukrame eIndrIya, teIndrIya, corendrIya, asa'nI pacendrIya, sannItiyacapa cendrIyapaNu pAmyA. puNyarUpI khajAnA vecI, A AtmA AyabhUmimAM mAnavI tarIke utpanna thayeA. jyAM saMskArIka ane zrAvaka kuLanI prApti thaI. karmanI bhayakara eDIothI badhAyelA A AtmAne, karmanI meDIe teADavA mATenA sAdhana tarIke nirajana, nirAgI, nirmohI evA vitarAga devanI, paca mahAvratanA pAlana karavAmAM tatpara, sva ane paraMtu ekAMte Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 36 hIta cAhanArA gurUnI ane ahIMsA, saMyama, ane tapa yukta, vItarAga prabhue prarUpeaA je dhama te dhama nI prApti thaI, chatAM ajJAnatAnA aMdhakAramAM athaDAine mAnavI na AdaravA ceAgya AcaraNa karIne navA krAMne bAMdhI rahyo che. vartamAna yugamAM vicAra karIe teA jaNAze ke mAnavI na karavA lAyaka ane na AcaravA lAyaka kAryone AcarI peAtAnu tathA mIjAnuM adhaHpatana karI rahyo che. AryAvartInI A saMskRtinuM daphana karI rahele mAnavI, pazcimanuM AMdhaLuM anukaraNa karI pAte sudhArAnA pavanamAM rAcI rahyo che ane sudhArakamAM khapI rahyo che. paNa tene samajaNu nathI ke huM sudhArAmAM chuM ke kudhArAmAM chu.... AryAvata mAM te ghaNA AtmAe utpanna thAya che. paNa! A kulamAM utpanna thavuM e atipuNya jayAre hAya che tyAre bane che. A kulamAM utpanna thayA khAda, mArgonusArI paNAnI prApti, AtmAne mukata karAvanArI vidyA, dAnaguNuM, nilatapa, ane niSkalaMka zIyalanuM pAlana vigere paga tethI vadhAre puNya haiAya tyAre ja prApta thAya che. sarva prakAranI sAmagrI maLyA chatAM je mAnavInA jIvanamAM suMsarakAranI sugaMdha nathI, ane upara kahyA mujabanA guNA nathI, te mAnavI mRgalAM karatAM paNa halakI phATInA che. vicAra kare e mahAnubhAvo! mRgalAM tiryaMca che; taraNAMnA cArA care che. raNAMnA pANI pIve che. kAInuM Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 37 I ahIta karyA vinA peAtAnu jIvana vyatita kare che. jyAre tyaMta mAna samayamAM jaNAya che ke mAnavI dhananA DhagalA khaDakavA ane vivekane neve mukI vilAse bhAgavavA ja jANe janamyA hAya tevI tenI kAryavAhI dekhAya che. eTale ja amAre tevA AtmAnI yA ciMtavatA kahevuM paDe che ke AvuM jIvana jIvanArA mAnavo karatAM mRgalAonuM jIvana atI uttama che. je mAnavIonuM jIvana anIti, juTha, dagAbAjI, svacchaMdatA, kaSAya, ane rAgadveSanI javALAothI bhareluM che te mAnavIe kharekhara jamIna upara bhAra karanArA che paNa ! teonuM AvuM jIvana khanyuM kema ? te tenA eka ja javAba che ke zarUAtathI ja je susa MskAranuM sIMcana thavu joie te na thatAM kusa'skArAthI jakaDAi gayA che. jenI pAse susaMskAra rUpI dhananA DhagalA che te mAnavI A tirthyalAkamAM paNa devanIjema pUjAya che. ane jenI pAse kusa'skAra rUpa viSTAnA DhagaleA che. te AtmApatanane paMthe paDI duHkheAnI paraparAne vadhArI haDadhUta thaIne adhaHpatananI uMDI khAimAM paDI rahyo che. vartamAnamAM AryAvartInI Adaza saskRtie pazcimanA mArge vaLAMka lIdhA che jyAre pazcimanI saMskRtie AryAvanA mAnavIe upara humaleA karI peAtAnI pakaDa jamAvI che. aMtaranA uMDANumAM vicAra karazeA te tamane jaNAze ke AryAvartanI Adaza saMskRti kayAM jaIne ubhI che, keTaluM adhaHpatana thayuM che. Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 38 Aje tamArU khelavu', cAlavu, khAvu pIvu, raheNIkaraNI vagere bheLaseLa vALuM dekhAya che. huM tamAne eka ja prazna pU chuM ke tamAe tyAMnA vaonI phezana apanAvI, jyAre tamArI vezabhUSA te leAkAe keTalI apanAvI ! tyAM jaIne tame sTeja upara athavA hoTalamAM nAcavAnuM zIkhIne AvyA. eka samaye A AryAvarta mAM bhakatajanA prabhubhakitamAM eTalA badhA layalIna banI jatA hatA ke temane jagatamAM prabhumaya jIvana sivAya kAMI ja dekhAtuM nahetuM. tyAre paNa ghaNA AtmA bhakata AtmAone " nAcaNI" kahetA jarA paNu acakAtA nahAtA. paNa jyAre Aje tevA ja AtmAe sTeja ane hATalAmAM nAcI jagatane kahI rahyA che ke ame saMskRtinuM utthAna karIe chIe. paNa jarA vicArazeA tA jarUra jaNAze ke AjanA sa MskRtinA utthAnaka te saMskRtinA utthAnaka nathI paNa saMskRtinA utthApaka che. vighAtaka che. Aje eTale sudhI sAMbhaLavA ke vAMcavA maLe che ke vIsa varSanI chekarIne ekhI" kahevAmAM temanA mAtA pitA jaza paNa acakAtA nathI vaLI AgaLa vadhIne kahIe te te kahevAtI ekhIne phrokasa, caddI ane purUSa banavA mathI rahelI e yuvatinA mAthAnA vALa. vigere azliSa veza bhUSAthI sajAvaTa karatAM tenA mAtA pitA jarAya sa'kAca anubhavatA nathI A che tamArI saMskRtinI vikRti. "" vaLI kalAnI dhUnamAM ghelI khanelIane vilAsAnI ghelachAmAM masta banelI vIsa varasanI ekhIne hAra mAnavIonI vacce, sTeja upara nAcatI joine teja Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bebInA kahevAtA bA ane bApA, hAthanI tAlIo pADe ane kahe ke amArA saMtAne kevI suMdara kalA zIkhyA che. are! duniyAne uMdhAM camA caDhAvanAra ane saMskRtinA mULa chedanArA te mAbApane khabara nathI ke A kalA che ke vilAsa. pUrvanI Arya mahIlAone ItihAsa tapAsIe te jaNAya che ke jeNe ApaNane saMskRtinA pAna pAyAM che ane ApaNuM mATe AdarzanA dhodha vahetA mUkyA che. te saMskRtine AjanA sudharelA mAbApanA sudharelA satAne saLagAvI rahyA che. tamane sarakArI saMtAne joIe che paNa sArA saMskAre tame tamArA saMtAnane ApavA taiyAranathI. Aje tamArA tyAM saMtAnane janma thaze ke tarata ja tame zeTha haze te AyAne saMpavA taiyAra thaze. rAjA haze te kaI dAsIne seMpavA taiyAra thaze. ane madhyama vargane mAnavI pitAnA saMtAnane rAmA ghATIne suprata karavA taiyAra thAya che. tame ja vicAro ke tamArA rAmA ghATI, AyA ke dAsI tamArA saMtAnene kevA saMskAra pADaze ! kahevuM ja paDaze ke "sebatanI asara" thayA vinA rahe ja nahi. temanA upara kusaMskArone vajalepa thaze. kharAba mArge jaze. pachI tame ja tamArA saMtAne upara tamAre roSa vadhArazo. je pahelethI ja tame tene gya zikSaNa dvArA sicana karyuM hatuM te jarUra AjanI AryAvartanI prajA je kumArge deDI rahI che, te deDita nahi. Aje paNa evI ghaNuM AryamahIlAo che ke je pitAnA saMtAnene bacapaNathI ja susaMskAronuM siMcana karIne Arya saMrakRtinA, mAtApitAnA, satyanA, dharmanA, ane saMya. Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 40. mIonA tathA saMyamanA pujake banAve che. jyAre moTAbhAganI mAtA pitAnA saMtAnane bacapaNathI evA kasaMskAre nAkhe che ke saMtAnenuM jIvana barabAda thaI jAya che. ane mAtA pitAne atizaya sahana karavuM paDe che. eka mAtAnuM draSTAMta che, eka mAtA hatI, tene eka putra hatuM. ekane eka putra eTale mAtAne khuba ja priya hatA. te putra nAnapaNathI ja kusaMskAravAsIta banyA. ane nAnA prakAranI haMmezA cerIo karavA lAgyA. jema jema mATe thavA lAgyo, tema tema cerInuM pramANa vadhArate gaye. paNa tenI mAtAe tene Thapake ApavAnA badale, protsAhana ApyuM chevaTe te moTI meTI cerIonI sAthe bhayaMkara lUMTAre ane khUnI paNa banI cUko. khUnI banI cUkelA ane kartavyanI pagathArane bhUlI gayele te lUMTAre eka vakhata pakaDa ane nyAyAdhize tene phAMsInI sajA karI. je vakhate phAMsInA mAMcaDe tene caDhAvavAmAM AvyuM te vakhate tyAM ubhelA zaheranA koTavAle, ane nyAyAdhize tenI aMtima IcchA zuM che? te mATe tene pUchayuM tyAre tene kahyuM ke mAre mArI mAtAnA aMtima darzana karavA che. te vAre tenI mAtAne bolAvavAmAM AvI, putre mAne che ke tarata ja nIce utarIne mAnuM nAka karaDI khAdhuM, mAtA kahevA lAgI..he. heM.......... tuM A zuM kare che. leke uparanA prasaMgane jotAM ja rahyA ne cheka bolI uThayo. ke mA! tuM mArI mA nathI paNa bhayaMkara rAkSasI che. temane nAnapaNathI corI karatAM na aTa Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kA susaMskAre na nAkhyAM ane kusaMskAre nA mane phAMsIne mAMcaDe caDhAvI mArI naMkhAvanArI mA ! tuM mAtA nathI paNa mahA adhama ane khunI che. te mane nAnapaNathI ja cerI karatAM aTakAvya heta te jarUra mane Aje phAMsInA mAcaDe na caDavuM paData, mATe meM je kAMI karyuM che te ThIka ja karyuM che. ane tane tArI karaNInuM phala paNa malI cukayuM che. uparanA daSTatithI tamene jaNAze ke mAtA pitAnA nAkhelA sArA ke narasA saMrakAre saMtAnamAM AvyA vinA rahetA ja nathI. Aje te evI mAtAonI jarUra che ke je mAtA pitAnA bALakane pAraNAmAM jhulAvatI vakhate paNa evA suMdara hAlaraDAM gAya ke - he mArA vahAlA bALaka! tuM kaI paNa jIvanI hiMsA karIza nahIM. keIne paNa duHkha thAya tevuM tAruM vartana rAkhIza nahiM juThuM bolIza nahI. corI karIza nahI. brahmacaryanuM pAlana karaje, sadAcArI banaje. AdarzavAdI banaje, Arya saMskRtine pUjaka banaje. lobhAMdha banIza nahI. vIrane saMtAna che te anAdikALanA karmonI sattAne teDavA mATe zUravIra banaje. deva, gurU, ane dharmanI ArAdhanA evI suMdara karaje ke pharIthI tAre nava mAsa sudhInA garbhAvAsanA duHkho jevA na paDe, ane jana kulane, AryAvartanI pUNyabhUmIne, ane mArI kukSine Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 42 ujajavala banAvaje. AvA suMdara vAkya AjanI mAtAoe haiyAmAM jaDI rAkhavA joIe. ane gharanI bhIMta upara azliSa ke sInemAnI naTa naTIonA phoTAo na rAkhatA uparanI suMdara paMkatIothI makAnanI bhI tene paNa zaNagArajo. AvI rIte zaNagArelA makAnamAM paNa koI ajANyA mANasa Avaze to paNa tenI upara tamArI gera hAjarImAM tamArA susaMskAranI suMdara asara paDaze. AjanI moTA bhAganI Arya sannArIoe saMratine vikRtinuM svarUpa ApyuM che tenA daSTAMte Aje samA jamAM TheraThera jovA maLe che. nAnapaNathI ja pitAnA saMtAnane viveka ane sadabuddhinA pATha bhaNAvavAne badale Darapeka paNAnA, kAyaratAnA, savachaMdatAnA ke vilAsenA ja pATha bhaNAvAtA hoya che. jyAre bALaka raDatuM hoya che tyAre tene chAnuM rAkhavAnI kozISa karatI mAtA prasaMga Ave tyAre bA Avyo? tane pakaDI jaze ! tane bAvAne ApI daIza! ItyAdi prakAranuM saMbodhana karIne tene jIvanane kAyaratAmAM palTAvI nAkhe che. kadAca koIka mAtAe evI paNa dekhAya che ke pitAnA nAnA putrane DhIMgalI batAvIne kaheze ke bhAI! tuM moTe thaIza tyAre tane AvI garIgarI vahu lAvI ApIza. juo mahAnubhAve ! eka te tamArA tyAM janmanAre Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmA-maithuna saMjJA sAthe laIne ja jape che. ane vaLI. tame tene te bAbatanuM pratsAhana ApatA zabdo guMjArava karI rahyA che. jyAM pAraNAmAMthI AvA kusaMskAra paDe tyAM te saMtAne moTA thaze tyAre zuM dhADa mAraze! "A che AryasaMskRtinI avadazA" Aje dararoja tame lo cho ke "samaro maMtra bhale navakAra e che cauda pUrvane sAra, " tame ja keTalI vakhata. navakAra mahAmaMtrane bele che ke tamArA nAnA bALakane saMbhaLA che ! jyAM saMbhaLAvavAnI tamane phurasada nathI tyAM tamane zIkhaDAvavAnI phurasada kayAMthI hoya? Aje tamArA bALakane pUche te kharA ke bhAI ! tane vartamAna cevisInA tIrthakara bhagavaMtanA nAma AvaDe che? temanA mAtA pitAnA nAma AvaDe che? are! gAmanAM jinAlayamAM bIrAjamAna devanuM nAma AvaDe che? caityavaMdana AvaDe che? are ! tethI AgaLa vadhIne tame pUche ke bhAI tane ekeya stavana AvaDe che? te tenA javAbamAM meTA bhAganA tamArA saMtAnanA mUkhamAMthI ekaja javAba nIkaLaze ke " nA." have tene tame ema pUcho ke tane sInemAnI naTa naTIonA nAme AvaDe che? sInemAnA gIte AvaDe che? are! AgaLa vadhIne pUche ke sInemAnA thIeTare kyAM Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AvyA che ? te Ajane pAMca ke sAta varSane tamArA -bAbo ke bebI tarata ja javAba Apaze ke "hA." pappA mane badhI ja khabara che. A che tamArA saMtAnanuM saMskAradhana" eka pitAne cha putra hatA, lAkhe nI milkata hatI. vRddhAvasthAe pahoMcelA pitAe tamAma milkata che e putrone sarakhA hase vaheMcI ApI, pitAnA paise tAgaDa dhInnA karatA chokarAo pitAne eka eka pisA mATe kakaLAvA lAgyA, AgaLa vadhIne te putrae pitAne jamavA mATe be be mAsanA vArA nakkI karyA, vicAre mahAnubhAve ! lAkhonI milkatane mAlIka saMskAra vihina putranA panAre paDIne be be mAsa judA judA bhejanAlayamAM jANe na jamate heya tevI paristhitImAM AvI paDaye Aje paNa A AryAvartamAM evA ghaNA pitAo ane mAtAo che ke, cha, cha, ke ATha ATha putro hevA chatAM eka eka paisA mATe teone patra pAse karagaravuM paDe che. vizeSamAM je mAtApitAe aneka duHkha veThIne meTA karyA te ja mAtApitAne eka eka ke bebe mahInA jamavA mATenA vArA bAMdhe che. ke jANe bhejanAlayanA bhADutI jamanArA. heAya tevI paNa vartaNuMka A saMsAramAM ghaNI jagAmAM jovAmAM Ave che. juo ane vicAre A AryAvartanI Arya prajAnI Arya saMskRtinuM muLamAMthI ja thatuM ullaMghana, chatAM teo kaheze ke ame Arya chIe. bhale jagatane Arya tarIke Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tevA putra pitAnI jAtane oLakhAve. paNa temanuM vartana, jIvana, anAryanI vRttione paNa bhUlAve tevuM hoya che. , mane eja nathI samajAtuM ke-je mAtAe nava mAsa sudhI. udaramAM jatana karyuM, tenA janma samaye maraNAMtakaccha veThayuM, jene meTA karavAmAM ghaNA prakAranI yAtanAo veThI, chevaTe meTe thatAM tene paraNA ..para eTale khelA khalAsa mAtAne maTI gayo. mAtA pitAnI. vIsa vIsa varSanI mahenata upara vIsa nakhanuM jhera caDhatAM ja, vIsa mInITamAM ja saMtAna mAbApane bhUlIne paraNetarane banI jAya te te saMtAne kevA? te saMtAnone zuM upamA ApavI ! A badhA anIzkenuM je kaI paNa kAraNa hoya te, te che. bALapaNamAM bALakone susaMskArathI vaMchita rAkhI, tenA pratyenI mAtA pitAnI be kALajI. jema khIlatu kUla, sUryanA prakAza vinA karamAI jAya che tema AvA saMskArathI bALakanuM samagra jIvana karamAIne kAyamane mATe barabAda thaI jAya che. te saMtAna jIvanabhara mAtA pitAne dhIkkAre che. yAda rAkhajo ke tamArA tyAM janma lenAra AtmA, atyAra sudhI saMskAra bhUkhyo hato. te pitAne puSyarUpI khajAne vecIne tamArA tyAM janme che. te te bALakamAM jainatvanAM, saMyamanA. Arya saMskRtinA evA suMdara saMskAra nAkhe ke potAnA jIvananA aMta sudhI tamAre upakAra na bhUle. jo tame tamArA saMtAnanA hitecchuM che, tenuM bhaluM IcchanArA che, te tene suMdara jainatvanA, tyAganA Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ane vivekanA, tathA Adarza saMskRtinA saMskAra nAkhaze te tame tamArA saMtAnanA vizvAsu gaNAzo paNa! tene kusaMskArathI navapallavita banAvI. unmArge javAnA sahAyabhUta, avi. vikI paNAnA, bheganA, ane svacchaMdatAnA mArge laI janArA kusaMskAranuM sIMcana karaze te tamArA jevA ke tenA bhayaMkara vizvAsaghAtI nathI. mATe tamAre tenA hIteSu thavuM che! ke vizvAsaghAtI ! teja tame tamArA aMtaramAM vicAraze. mAne ke tame kaI saMsthAnA TrasTI che. je tame te saMsthAne vahIvaTa aMdhera karaze te tamane pharIthI TrasTI. pada malaze. kharuM ke? nA.nahi ja male! tema tame paNa tamArA saMtAnanA TrasTI che. tenA mAlIka nathI. mATe tame paNa tamArA saMtAnane suyogya vahIvaTa kare. yAda rAkhajo ke "kumaLuM jhADa jema vALaze tema vaLaze" tema tamArA bALake jyAM sudhI bAlyAvasthAmAM che tyAM sudhI tame tene jevA saMskAra nAkhaze te te thaze. mAtA pitAne sUrya caMdranI upamA ApatA nItikAra jaNAve che ke, jema sUryanA udayathI ghuvaDe nAsI jAya ane tenA tApathI gaMdakInA DhagalAo naSTa prAya thaI jAya che. (gaMdakI dUra thAya che) caMdramAnI zItaLatA jagatanA mAnavIone tAjhagI bakSe che. tema mAtApitA saMtAnamAM rahelA kusaMskAre rUpI ghuvaDane nasADI mUkI. ajJAnatAnA kacarAne dUra kare che. ane saMtAnamAM susaMskAronuM siMcana karI, tene Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 47 tAjhagI bakSe che. paNa! A badhuM mane kayAre ke mAtA pitA sUrya ane caMdra jevA ane tyAre jema sAnAra seAnAnA ghATa ghaDIne aneka prakAranA suMdara AbhUSaNa manAve che. tema cArAzI lAkha jIvA ceAnImAM kSamatA ane aneka prakAranA ghaDAyelA behudA ghATavALA, AtmA tamArA tyAM Avye che. te tenA jIvanamAM sayamanA susaMskArI sIcIne tenA su Mdara ghATa ghaDanAra tame seAnAra aneA. sArA sa'skAra vALA mAnavI ratnAnI khANu che. kusa'skAreAnA baMdhaneAthI jaDAelA mAnavI kALamIMDha patthara jevA che. " eka putre nAhIne snAnAgAramAMthI bahAra nIkaLatI vakhate jamIna upara dhULa ane kacarI paDavo heAvAthI peAtAnI mAtAne kahyuM ke mAtAjI! A jamIna upara kacarA paDelA che. tenAthI mArA ceAkakhA pagane raja lAgavAnI bhItI che te tame tamArU vajra ahIM pAtharI ke huM sahI salAmata cAkakhA oraDAmAM jAu. mAtAe vasra pAtharIne kahyuM ke bhAi ! tArA pagane kacarA cAMTaze. tevI tane khIka lAge che. tema tArA AtmAne karmanA kacarA na cAMTe tevI paNa tuM kALajI vALA khanaje. jema A mAtAe peAtAnA putrane zIkhAmaNa ApI tema tame paNa tamArA saMtAnane kahejo ane sadbhAge vALajo. ughADuM. AsamAna jevI chatrachAyA che. patharAnI pagathAra jenI pathArI che. zrImatAnI ThAkarA jene annane badale khAvA maLe. ApattinA AMsu jenA jIvanamAM rAta divasa Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 48 vahI rahyA che. evA eka garIba AkarAe bhUkhanA duHkhamAMthI khacavA, garIbI ane kaMgAlIyatanA dAvAnaLamAMthI chUTavA, peAtAnA gAmanA sTezana upara relvemAM musApharI karatAM musAphzane pANI pIvaDAvavAnA dhadhA karavA mAMDyo. traNa vakhata AvatI jatIgADI upara, AbhamAMthI aMgArA varasAvatA sUryanI tIkhI lhAyamAM ThaMDA pANInA ghaDA bharIne ughADe page jatA, eka AnA doDha AnA je male temAM peAtAnuM jIvana vitAvatA, mAbApa vihANA cheAkarAne eka AnA eTale tenA manamAM tene hajArAnI kamANI karI hAya, tevo AnaMda thatA. ekadA tenA jIvanamAM eka ati zAcanIya prasaMga anya. AdhunIka saMskRtinA raMge raMgAyeaA ane peAtAnI jAtane zIkSita ane saskArIka mAnatA eka kAlejIana navayuvAna, AMkhe rImaleza cazmA, keTa, pATaluna, TAImAM sajja thaine relvenA bIjA varganA DakhAmAM musAphI karI rahyo hatA. TreIna upaDavAnI vhisala vAgI. te veLAe pelA garIba chokarA pAse pANI mAMgyuM. te chekarAe peAtAnA niyama mujaba eka paisAnA e pyAlA pANI ApyuM bIjo pyAle pANI jyAM pelA kAlejIananA hAthamAM mUke che tyAM gADI upaDI ane kAlejIana jANe tenA upara upakAra karatA hoya tema tenA hAthamAM eka AnI mUkI, karI khUzI thayA, tenA manamAM Aje AnaMdanI avadhI naheAtI, paNa! jyAre hAthanI mUThI kheAlI hathelImAM najara kare che te eka AnI kheATI ane kalAInI nIkaLI, pANI Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 49 pAnAra chokarAMne kSaNIka AnaMda osarI gaye. ane tene AtmA A sudharelA mAnavInI vRtti upara kakaLI uThaye. gADIe haju sTezanamAMthI upaDIne sTezananI hada cheDI nahatI, chokare gADInI sAthe dekhate dekhate belavA lAgyA ke he zaherI zeThanA varaNAgIA chekarA ! tame mane eka AnI khoTI ApI che vAraMvAra buma mArato cheka gADInI sAthe deDate maraNIya jaMga khelavA lAgyo. pelo navayuvAna tenI garIbAI upara hasato pitAnI kAryavAhI upara AnaMda mAnate, DabbAnI bArI upara ubhe ubhe hAthane aMguThe batAvato hato. DabbAnA bIjA utArUonuM A dazya joIne aMtara kakaLI uThayuM ane eka sajajana mAnavIe DabbAmAMthI te chokarA upara be AnI nAkhI. chokare te ghera gayo. paNa! pilA kalejIana bhAInI kAryavAhI tarapha najara karIe te zikSaNanA ane saMskAranA echAyA nIce bhayaMkara kRtya karyuM. yAda rAkhajo Adarza saMskRtinA kahevAtA ghaDavaiyA je AjanA yuvAne ane yuvatio, AvA atizacanIya kuka karIne pitAnI jAtane ane jagatane chetarI rahyA che. Aje AryAvanI Arya prajAnA susaMskAranA jhADa upara ugelA kusaMskAranA pue samAjamAM durgadha phelAvI che. AjanA yuvAne ane yuvatio potAnI jAtane zikSita ane saMskArIka kahevaDAvatAM pahelAM teo vicAre ke ApaNe keTalA zikSita ane saMskArI chIe. zuM tame kolejonI ke paradezanI upAdhio meLavI (bI. e. ema. e. ke keI sarjana thayA) eTale saMskA Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 50 rIjha ane zikSita thaI gayA ! nA.................. jenA haiye mAnavatA vasI hoya, jenuM hRdaya dayAthI bharapura hAya, jenA aMtaranA uDANamAM jarA sarakhI paNa samAja virAdhI kAryavAhI karavAnI bhAvanA na heAya te AtmA ja saMskArI ane zikSita kahevAya che bAkI Aje tA bhaNelAnA bhavADA dararoja thAya che, ane gaNelAnA guNagAna ghera ghera gavAya che, Aje samAnatAnA haeNke, samuha zikSaNe, ane videzI calacitrAe, ane pazcimanA AMdhaLA anukaraNanI phezane, AryAvartanI Adaza saMskRtInI hoLI saLagAvI che ane AjanA yuvAna varga kevaLaabhimAna ane ahaMkAranI saLagelI cIMtAmAM susaMskAranA sugaMdhIdAra puSpAne saLagAvI rahyA che. phezana e teA rIbAvI rIbAvIne mAranArU jhera che te phezanane jyAre tame tilAMjalI Apaze| tyAre tamArUM jIvana ati samRddha haze. phezane sarjelI zikSaNa ane saMskAranI, holInI jvALAe Aje tamAne samAjamAM ghera ghera jovA malaze. Adarza jIvana jIvavAnI vAtA karanArA jue te kharA ke bhAratabhUminuM Adarza sa MskAradhana kevuM hatuM, tene mATe rAmAyaNamAM AvatAM saMkRtinA khajAnA rUpa kitI dhara rAjA, ane ketumatI rANI tathA sukAzalanuM caritra AjanA navInatAnA yugamAM jIvanArA mAnavIone vadhAre khAdhadAyaka thai paDaze. Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 51 gayA ravivAranA N saMsAranA raMga ,, uparanA pravacanamAM tameAne vakhADuM kumAra, maneAramAnI sAthe lagna karIne peAtAnA nagaramAM javA mATe raste ullaMghana karI rahyA hatA. udayasuMdare peAtAnA anevInI mazkarI karI ane vajrabAhu kumArane nimitta malI gayuM mIMDhaLabaMdhA vajrabAhukumAre saMyama agIkAra karyo, sAthe ja maneAramA, udayasuMdara Adi ghaNAoe paNa cArItra aMgIkAra karyuM. vakhAruM kumAranA saMyamanA samAcAra tenA pitA vijayarAjAne maLyA, tyAre teo ekAeka elI uThayA ke " mArA karatAM mArA putra aneka rIte sArA che " paNa " hu sArA nathI. '' vicAra mahAnubhAva! keTalA suMdara saMskAranA khajAnA vijayarAjA pAse bharele| haze ke saMyamI putrane mATe ATalA suMdara zabdo kADhI zakayA. vijaya rAjAnA khale tamane tamArA putranAja AvA samAcAra maLyA hoya te tame zuM karI ! elA javAba Ape!! dhamAla karo, temAM tame na phAvA tA jene tame pUjanIya, vaMdanIya, sevanIya mAne che temane peAlIsa kAnA pagathIA batAvavA paNu pAchI pAnI na karA ane chApAmAM te tame ApyA vinA rahe| ja nahi. are! eTalethI nahi aTakatAM prasaMga Ave te mahArAjanuM mAthuM phADI nAkhavA mATe taiyAra thai jAva kema ! sAcI vAta che ne ! l paNa mahAnubhAva ! mULamAM ja saMskAranI khAmI che. tyAM tamArI ajJAnadazAja tamAne svata byanuM bhAna bhUlAvI udhA mArge caDhAve che. paNa pitA tA vijaya rAjA jevA ja joIe. Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ para jo vajramADuM kumAre saMyama aMgIkAra na karyo hAta tA zrImatI maneAramA, udayasuMdara ane bIjA rAjakumAre kaI rIte saMyamanA paMthe jAta ? are! vijaya rAjAne paNa saMsAranA kSaNIka sukhAnA tyAga karavAne mATenuM jo bhAna karAvyu hAya teA teja vakhAhukumAre ja. " tame paNa evA putranA pitA thavAmAM ja gaurava mAnajo " "putrA hoya teA vAmAhukumAra jevA ja ho. " " pitA haiA tA vijayarAjA jevA ja hA. ,, ahI vijaya rAjAe peAtAnA bIjA putra puradharane gAdI upara besADI tarata ja jalakAMtamaNImAM jema pANIne chUTA pADavAnA guNu raheleA che tema ka baMdhanA kAraNathI mukta banAvanArI, ane pUrvasaMcita karmone AtmAthI chUTA pADanArI parama pavitra bhAgavati pravajayA " zrI nirvANumeha" nAmanA munIzvara pAse grahaNa karI. have puraMdhara rAjavI rAjyapUrAne vahana karavA lAgyA. temane " pRthivI " nAmanI rANI hatI. tenI kukSIne viSe utpanna thayelA kItidhara 8 zrI nAmanA putrane peAtAnuM rAjya suprata karI puraMdhararAjA kSema kara" nAmanA muninI pAse saMyama laIne mahAmunizvara thayA. mahAnubhAvA ! vicAro ke rAmAyaNamAM Dagale ane pagale are ! zabde zabdamAM dIkSA, saMskRti, ane Adarza bhAvanAAja bharelI che. temAMthI tamane tattva letA AvaDe tA tattvane kheMcI jIvanane samRddha banAvavAnA upAye cejo. Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nAnuM bALaka hoya tene ApaNe kaDavI davA pIvaDAvatI vakhate sAkaranuM mIzraNa karIne pIvaDAvavAnI keziSa karIe chIe. kAraNa ke nAnuM bALaka ekalI kaDavI davA nahI pI zake, mATe temAM sAkaranuM mizraNa karavuM paDe che. kadAca je sAkaranuM mizraNa na karIe te kaDavI davA bALaka ulTI dvArA bahAra kADhI nAkhaze. teja rIte pUrvanA ApaNA pUjya mahaSioe AjanA bAlajIne mATe AvA kathAnuganI racanA kIdhI che. temAM teozrIne ekaja udeza che ke AvA AtmAo A pramANe kathAo sAMbhaLIne paNa temAMthI tattva zuM che? te samajI zakaze. ane te dvArA potAnA jIvanane sudhArI zakaze. tamane tatvamAM rasa Ave che. ke kathAmAM! javAba Ape. tattvanI vAta Ave tyAre tamane jhokAM Ave che, ane kAna baMdha karIne beThelA heya tema dekhAya che. paNa jyAM kathA Ave tyAre tamArI uMgha uDI jAya, kAna khullA thaI jAya, kema vAta sAcI che ne ! tenuM kAraNa tame zodhI kADhayuM? kahevuM paDaze ke tamane kathAo vadhAre prIya che. huM tamane eTaluM ja kahevA mAguM chuM ke tame kathAo sAMbhaLe, ane temAM rahelA tattvane barAbara samaje. tatva eTale rasAyaNa" "kathA eTale sAkara" ahI paNa rAmAyaNanA pAtro tarapha dakhI karo to temAM pitAnA amulya vArasAne keTalo suMdara sadupayoga, AkhA Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 54 rAmAyaNamAM koI paNa rAjavI evA nathI ke jeNe cAritra grahaNa na karyuM hoya. ahIM paNa ApaNe kIrtidhara rAjAne prasaMga khUba ja vicAravA jevuM che. kIrtidhara rAjavI paNa kaI sAmAnya keTInA mAnavI nahotA paNa zrI vajubAhu jevA puNyavaMta AtmAnA ja vizaja hatA. jenA pUrva vaMzajo vairAgyavAsita hoya tenA saMtAne paNa vairAgyavAsita hoya che temAM keI navAI nathI. kIrtidhara rAjA degaMduka devanI peThe bhega sukhe pitAnI patni sahadevInI sAthe bhegavI rahyA che. kIrtidhara rAjA pitAnA pUrvajonA saMskAranA khajAnAne sAcavatA eka divasa vairAgyavAsita thayA, tyAre maMtrIoe kahyuM svAmin ! Apane atyAre saMyama le ucIta nathI. kAraNa ke Apane putra nahI hovAthI ATalA moTA rAjayanI dhUrAne vahana karaze keNa ! mATe ame Apane vinaMtI karIe chIe ke Apa jyAM sudhI putra ratnanI prApti na thAya tyAM sudhI saMyama grahaNa karaze nahI. mahArAjA kirtidhara vairAgyavAsita dazAmAM ja maMtrIenI vinaMtIne mAnya karI. gRhavAsamAM rahyA. keTalAka kALa vyatita thayA bAda "sahadevI rANIe" sukezala nAmanA putrane janma Apyo. paNa rANe sahadevIe pitAnA pati "putra janmanA samAcAra jANaze te saMyamI banaze." te bhayathI pitAnA putra sukezalane janma ApatAMnI sAthe ja gupta karI dIdho. Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 55 vairAgya vAsita rAjA kItidharane A pramANe aTakAvanArI rANI " sahadevI " peAtAnA kSaNIka svArthanI AMdhImAM paTakAIne patinI sAthe vizvAsaghAta karavA taiyAra thai. A rIte " vizvAsaghAta karavA tenA jevuM kAI mahAna pApa nathI " paudgalIka sukhamAM AnaMda mAnanArI rANI sahadevIe putrane chUpAvyeA chatAM AtmikasukhanA abhilASI kItidhara rAjavIne putra sukeAzalanA janmanI khabara paDI. ane Atmika svArthamAM ramatA ane sva ane paranuM kalyANu IcchanAra kIti dhara rAjAe je avasthAmAM sukeAzala hatA. teja avasthAmAM tene rAjagAdI upara racApana karI " zrI vijayasenasUrIzvarajI mahArAja pAse saMyama grahaNa karyuM ,, rANI sahadevI paraparItImAM rAcatI hatI. peAtAnA patine saMyama letA aTakAvavAne mATe putrane gupta rAkhyA. paNa svaparAtImAM rAcatA kIrtidhara rAjavIne putra janmanA samAcAra ke|i guptacara pAsethI malatA te tarata ja saMsAranI mAyA cheADIne AtmasAdhanAnA paMthe gayA. AnuM jo kAi kAraNa hAya tA te eka ja che ke pUrva paraMparAthI cAritranA saMskAra ane eja saMskAranA khajAnAe kIrti - dhara munine leAkeAttara sukhanA bhAktA anAvyA. AkarAM tapane tathA khAvIsa parisahene sahana karatA kItidhara rAjaSi peAtAnA gurUdevanI AjJA laine ekAkI anyatra vidyAra karI gayA. AjJAthI ekAkI vihAra karatA, ane karmakSaya karavAmAM Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pa6 zUravIra banelA kItidhara maharSi mAsakSamaNane pAraNe mAsakSamaNa karavA lAgyA, ekadA mAsa kSamaNanA pAraNAnA mATe teo " sAMketa nagara" ke jeo gRhasthAvAsamAM je nagaranA rAjavI hatA. tyAM madhyAntakALe bhIkSA mATe bhramaNa karavA lAgyA. sukezala rAjAnI mAtA sahadevI pitAnA mahelanA jharUkhAmAM ubhI hatI. tene dUrathI tapasvI kItidharane joyA. ane tarata ja sahadevInA aMtaramAM svArtha dazAe uchALo mAryo ane rANI vicAravA lAgI ke. huM jIvanabhara pati viheNa banI chuM kadAca mAre putra sukezala A mahAmunine vaLI jyAM jeze ane vairAgyavaMta banaze te huM jIvanabhara putra viheNa paNa banIza. . svArthodha mAtAne A vicAra kema Avyo? tenuM kAraNa spaSTa dekhAya che ke pitAnA vairAgyavAsita saMskAre putramAM AvyA vinA raheze ja nahi phakta niminI ja jarUra che. rANI sahadevInI vicAradhArAe jora pakaDyuM ane Atma nirNaya karyo ke bhale A muni nirAparAdhI che paNa kadAca mArA putra sukezalane vairAgya utpanna thavAmAM muni nimitta na bane eTalA mATe mAre A munine nagaranI bahAra kADhI mUkAvavA joIe temAM ja mAruM ane mArA putranuM tathA mArA rAjyanuM zreya che. sahadevIe mahA anarthakArI vicAra karyo, mahadazAmAM bhamatI sahadevI potAnA pati pratye A krara vicAra karI Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pas cukI, kharekhara! mohanA kAramAkatalakhAnAmAM paDelA AtmAo kAMI paNa sArA ke narasAne vicAra karatA nathI ane kevala pitAnI svArtha vRttine ja jove che. mehadazAmAM paDelA AtmAo eTalA badhA kura bane che ke teo viveka ke vicAra karavAmAM paNa aMdha banIne na karavAnuM kArya pote karI nAkhe che. evI rIte putranI upara mohAMdha banelI ane muni upara dveSI banelI sahadevIe pitAne maLelI sattAno sadupayoga karavAnA badale durUpayoga karyo ane rANIe sevaka dvArA rAjarSi banelA pitAnA patine nagara bahAra kaDhAvyA. bhAMdha sahadevIe potAnA patine saMyama mArge jatA aTakAvyA. vaLI mAsakSamaNanA pAraNe bhIkSArthe bhramaNa karatA mahAmunine nagarInI bahAra kaDhAvyA, chatAM tenuM kura ane niSphara aMtara jarApaNu dayAvaMta na banyuM. jyAre sukezalanI dhAvamAtAnA jANavAmAM A vAta AvI tyAre rANu sahadevInA duSTa kAryathI tenuM aMtara cIrAI gayuM ane atizaya rUdana karavA lAgI. pitAnI dhAvamAtAnuM AkaMda jeIne sukezala rAjAe pUchyuM ke tuM kema raDe che ? tyAre dhedhamAra AMsuone vahAvatI dhAvamAtAe kahyuM ke he rAjavI ! tArA pitA kIrtidhara mahArAjA jyAre tuM bAlyAvasthAmAM hatuM, tyAre tane rAjya upara besADIne teoe saMyama grahaNa karyuM hatuM, te munIzvara Aje varSo bAda nagaramAM mAsakSamaNane pAraNe bhikSA mATe padhAratA Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 58 hatA. paNa tArI mAtAe temane nagaranI bahAra kADhI mUkyA. kAraNa ke te munine jeI kadAca tuM sAdhu thaI jAya tema tArI mAtAne bIka lAgavAthI temane sevake dvArA nagara bahAra kADhI mUkAvyA. te duHkhathI mane rUdana Ave che. A vAta sAMbhaLI jANe mAthA upara vijaLI tUTI paDI heya tema sukezala rAjA stabdha banI gayA. mAtAnA bhayaMkara kRtye sukezalanA haiyAmAM Aga lagADI. ane saMsAranI vicItratA tathA svArthabharI vRttionuM pratibiMba sukezalanA aMtaramAM paDayuM ane saMsAra bhayaMkara lAgyo. teja samaye rAjA sukezale AtmAnI sAthe nirNaya karI nAkhe ke pitAnA mArge javuM. sukezala rAjavI pitAnA pAse javA mATe cAlI nIkaLyA. ane kIrtidhara munIzvaranI pAse jaIne cAritra lakSmInI mAgaNI karI. vicAro mahAnubhAvo ! mekSanA sAdhaka kItidhara mahaSine nagaramAMthI bahAra kaDhAvI, vaibhava vilAsamAM rAcatI, pitAnA jIvanane AbAda banAvavAnI bhAvanAmAM bhaTakatI "sahadevI" nA mukhanuM darzana karyA vinA sukezala rAjavI Atma kalyANanA mArge nIkaLI paDyA. "sahadevIe ramaNInA svAMgamAM bhayaMkara rAkSasInuM kArya karyuM." AjanA tamArA saMsAramAM AvI mAtAo thakabaMdha dekhAze paNa AvA putro javalle ja jovA maLaze. Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paTa "A che AryAvartanI Arya saMskRtinI jaDa " saMsAranA rasIo banyA karatAM, vairAgyanA rasIA bane sadgurUonA zaraNe jaIne AtmAne uddhAra karo. have suzala mahArAjAnI "citramAlA" nAmanI patni garbha vatI hatI. te citramAlA. maMtrIo sahita kItidhara muni pAse beThelA sukezala rAjAne -kahevA lAgI. he svAminAtha ! ApanA vinA rAjya keNa bhagavaze? mATe Apane atyAre rAjyane tyAga karIne saMyama le ThIka nathI. pitAnA saMyamI pitAnA pratyena, pitAnI mAtA sahadevIne vartAva joIne saMsAranI bhayaMkaratA samajelA sukezala rAjA citramAlA pratye kahevA lAgyA ke garbhamAM rahelA tArA putrane huM rAjya upara sthAvuM chuM; garbhamAM rahevA chatAM tAre putra rAjA tarIke oLakhAze. A pramANe pitAnI patnI citramAlAne tathA maMtrI. ene kahI. zrI sukezala rAjAe pitA pAse dIkSA lIdhI ane atI AkarAM tapane tapavA lAgyA. tathA mekSanA phalane prApta karavAmAM udyamI banyA. nirmaLa ane niSkaSAya evA baMnne mahAmunio bhUmitala upara vicAravA lAgyA. tyAre rAjarANI ane rAjya mAtAnA bIrUdane TakAvI rAkhavAnA keDamAM aneka karmonA navA baMdhane bAMdhatI " sahadevI" putranA viyogamAM kheda karatI. ArtadhyAnamAM lIpta banelI marIne vAghaNa tarIke utpanna thaI. pitA putramAMthI gurUziSya banelA mahAmunIzvara zrI kIrtidhara muni ane sukezala muni cAturmAsa mATe eka Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nirjana pahADanI giri kaMdarAmAM, pitAnA zarIranI mamatA tajIne, Atmika sukhanI prApti mATe mananA azubha vyApArene tyAga karIne, AtmadhyAnamAM ArUDha thayA. cAturmAsa pUrU thayuM, baMne rAjaSi munIzvaro pAraNA mATe guphAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLI nagaramAM javAnA mArge jaI rahyA che tyAM ja rastAmAM putranA mehamAM, ArtadhyAnamAM layalIna banelI sahadevI marIne vAghaNa thayelI hatI. te mahA bhayaMkara vAghaNe bane munIzvarane joyA. veranI AgamAM krodhita thayelI vAghaNa potAnuM mukha pahoLuM karIne bhayaMkara trADa nAkhI daze dizAone gajAvatI munIzvare tarapha deDI. baMne mahAmunio arihaMtanuM zaraNuM, svIkArIne dharmadhyAnamAM ArUDha thayA. kAyAne sarAvI daI sthira thaIne kAussagna dhyAnamAM lIna banyA. mAtA marIne banelI mahAvikALa vAghaNa vairanA udayathI sukezala muni upara tUTI paDI. ane munIzvarane jamIna upara pachADI nAkhyA. jamIna upara pachaDAyelA. munIzvaranI cAmaDI jema kapaDuM phATe tema bhayaMkara vAghaNe phADavA mAMDI, munIzvara pitAnA upara thayelA mahA upasargane sahana karatAM vizeSa dhyAna magna banyA. | vAghaNe munIzvaranA zarIramAMthI mAMsanA TUkaDA kApIne khAvA mAMDayA. tarasya mAnavI nadIne dekhI tarasa chIpAvA pANI pIve. tema lehI tarasI vAghaNu muninI nasenasanuM lehI pIvA lAgI. Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAtA marIne banelI ghaNe hAhAkAra vartAvI dIdhe paNa munIzvara karmane deSa kADhatAM pitAnA dhyAnamAMthI jarApaNa calAyamAna na banatAM vadhAre pramANe dhyAna magna banatAM gayA. munIzvaranA zarIranAM hADakAMne vAghaNe dAMtathI toDIne khAvA mAMDyA. ATalo badhe utkRSTa prakArane upasarga thaye chatAM mahAmuni sukezala te vAghaNane "karmakSayamAM sahAya. kArI mAne che ane vakhANe che. vAghaNanA pralayakArI upa sargothI mahAmuninA karmo paNa cAlI gayA ane kevala. jJAnanI prApti karI mahAmuni mekSe sidhAvyA. zrI kIrtidhara maharSi paNa dharmadhyAna ane zukaladhyAnane dhyAvatA kevalajJAnane prApta karI, anukrame muktipadane pAmyA. aMge aMgane phADI khAnArI ane pANInI mAphaka lohIne pInArI vAghaNane pitAnA pUrvabhavanA putra munizrI sukezalanA dAMta joIne jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM ane pitAne pUrvabhava je. ane pitAnA AtmAne dhikkAratI pazcAtApanA pavitra vaheNamAM, garakAva thatI, vAghaNa traNa divasanuM anazana karI saudharma nAmanA pahelA devalekamAM utpanna thaI. ahIM mAtA putranI vAta thaI. vicAra karaje Atma kalyANanA mArge javAmAM vidana karanArI sahadevI jevI mAtAne, Ama kalyANanA mArge javA mATe tyAga kare paDe, tenA svArthi sanehane visAra paDe, te visarI jaje paNa! svArthi nehamAM phasAI tamArI Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 62 Atmika zakti ane A mahAmulA mAnava jIvanane ragadoLI nAMkhI uttama jIvanane hArI na jaze. mAtAnA duSTa kArya upara sukezala munie uttama saMskArothI vijaya meLavyuM. mATe tame paNa susaMskAranuM bIja vAvajo paNa sahadevInA jevA akArya kAryo karavAne taiyAra thatA nahi. potAnA saMtAnane sArA saMskAro je mAtA pitA nAkhatA nathI te pitA, pitA thavAne mATe lAyaka nathI. te mAtA, sAcI mAtA nathI. tamArA jIvanamAMthI kharAba saMskArene kADhI sArA saMskArano khajAne bhegA kare ane kusaMskArone ukhADI phekI de. ane tamAruM jIvana susaMskAra vaDe sugaMdhidAra banAvI saMskAra tane pragaTAvo zubhaMbhavatu. Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana chaTha" sarvodaya tA. 14-8-55 ravivAra saM. 2011 nA pra. bhAdaravA vada 11 sthaLaH- muluMDa jaina upAzraya TAIma - 9-00 thI 11-00 [ pa. pU. pravacanakAra paMnyAsa pravara zrI yazobhadravijayajI gaNavaryazrInuM mAnavInA samagra jIvanane AvarI letI ane AdarzanA amRta pAna karAvatI saLaMga pravacanamALAnuM Aje chaThuM pravacana hatuM tenuM sArabhUta saMpUrNa avataraNa nIce pramANe che. vahelI savArathI ja mubaI temaja upanagaramAMthI jaina jainetara zrotAothI upAzrayane vizAla hela khIcokhIca bharAI gayuM hatuM bahAranI vizAla gelerIomAM paNa zrotAjananI apUrva medanI bharAI hatI. AjanA pravacanamAM muMbaI prAMtanA DepyuTI InspekaTara janarala opha piolIsa kumAra zrI praviNasiMhajInI hAjarI khAsa tarI AvatI hatI teoe pravacananA zravaNabAda pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAja zrInI sAthe ghaNA prakAranI jainadarzana pratyenI dharmacarcA karIne vAsakSepapUrvaka AzirvAda laIne AnaMda anubhavyo hato. ] zAsanarasIka mahAnubhAve. AjanA jAhera pravacanane viSaya sarvodaya rAkhavAmAM AvyuM che. "sarvodaya" eTale sarve prANI mAtrane udaya sarva AtmAne kamika vikAsa, AdhyAtmika jIvananI pragati. Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 64 prANI mAtramAM mAnava ke kevaLa upayAgI pazu paMkhIe nahi paNa nigeAdanA jIvAthI mAMDIne ceArAzI lAkha jIvAcenImAM utpanna thatA ekendriya, eindriya, teindriya, caure ndriya, ane paMcendriyajIvA ane paMcendriyajIvAmAM manuSyA, tiryaMcA, nArakI ane devA vi. sarva prakAranA jIva mAtranA samAveza thAya che. ane tenA udaya eTale adhyAtmika pragati ke vikAsa kaI rIte thaI zake te AjanA viSayamAM ApaNe vicAravAnuM che. Aje sahu kAi sarvodayanI vAtA kare che. sarvodayanA mArga batAve che. sarvanA udaya thAya tevI cAhanA rAkhe che paNa temanI draSTi mAnavanA yathI AgaLa vadhatI nathI ane temAM upayAgI hoya tevI mAnava prajAnA udbhayanI ja cAhanA hoya che. AdhyAtmika jIvana jIvanArA ane bhAratadeza-AdezanI AdhyAtmika saMskRtinA pracAra karanArA sAdhu saMta ke mahaMta purUSA prANI mAtranA udayanA-pragatinA ke vikAsanA mArga AdhyAtmika draSTi dvArA batAvaze. jyAre paugalIka saMskRtinA cAkA sarvodayane mAga paugalIka sukha sAdhanA dvArAja atAvaze. pazu ! eTaluM yAda rAkhavuM jarUrI che ke ApaNA AryAvarta deza AdhyAtmikatAnA khajAnA che. ane A dezanA pratyeka mAnavI AdhyAtmikatAnA akhaMDa pUjArI che. A dezanI samagra prajAnuM sAMskRtika ghaDatara AdhyAtmikatAnA pAyA upara ja ghaDAyeluM che. Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pa " bhAratIya sa MskRtinA mULamAM AdhyAtmika tattvanuM rasAyaNa bharavAmAM Avyu che. "" sayama, sadAcAra, ane sAdAIyukta jIvana, prema, sahiSNutA, gAMbhitA Adi sadguNlRAnA vAsa, ahiMsA satya acaurya, brahmacarya, ane parigrahanA vratAnuM jIvanA jokhame paNa akhaMDa pAlana, kSamA, zAnti, saralatA, tapa Adi aneka sadguNeAthI bharapura jIvana teja AdhyAtmiktAnA mULa pAyA che. A tattvA ane tenA rasAyaNA dvArA Aje hajArA varSathI AryAvata nI prajAnA sarvodaya thatA ja rahyo che. AryAvanA kAI paNa khuNAmAM A tattvanuM pramANa jyAre jyAre ghaTyu athavA sadaMtara nAza thayuM tyAre tyAM vasatI prajAnA ane naMdanavana sarakhA grAmya-zaherAnA nAza thaI cUkaco che e itihAsa prasiddha vAta che. AryAvata nA tamAma sattA ane mahatA, tyAgIo, cakravatio ke rAjA mahArAjAe ane zeTha zAhukArA sau phrAI sva ane paranA udayanI huMmezA jIvanabhara cAhanA karatA hatA. khuda tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA jIvananI aniza eka ja maneAbhAvanA hatI ke ane hAya che ke "savI jIva ph zAsana rasI" eTale sarve jIvAne zAsananA rasIA eTale satya dharmanA rasIA banAvI dau ane e rIte save AtmAnA udaya karUM, b Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 66 A maneAbhAvanAne paripUrNa karavA mATe teo pAte rAjakulamAM avataravA chatAM teo rAjyanA sukha-vaibhavAna tyAga karI, AtmAyanuM apUrva sAdhana je dIkSA te dIkSAne agIkAra karI prathama tA peAtAnA AtmAnA utkraya karavA avirata parizrama veThayA, upasargo ane parisahe sahana karyAM, ghAra tapasyA dvArA karmonA bhAMgIne bhUkA karI nAMkhyA koInuM paNa jANe ajANe ahita na thaI jAya ke kAine dharmanA nAme ulTA mArge na batAvI devAya te mATe mauna dhAraNa karyuM. jIvananA aneka varSoM sudhI AvI dhAra sAdhanA karI. ane tene pariNAme prathama sva AtmAnepeAtAnA AtmAnA saMpUrNa rIte utkraya karyo. madhyAhne nabha maMDaLamAM AvelA sUryanI mAphaka svayanA sAdhaka temanA AtmA, sarva rIte khIlI uThayo. peAtAnA AtmAnA sapUrNa rIte udaya karyAM pachI sarvodayanA sAcA mArga kayA che te paramakRpALu tIthaMkara paramAtmAe jagatane matAnyA che. e svAdayanA sAdhaka ane sarvodayanA mArgadarzaka Aja sudhI thaI gayelA ane bhaviSyamAM thanArA paramapakArI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAe che. ane temaNe batAvelA mArgana svIkAra karI hAlamAM sarvodayanA mArga matAvanArA ApaNI samakSa pratyakSa rahelA pU. sAdhu bhagavaMtA che. vizvanA prANI mAtranA uddayanA mArge sarva prANI mAtrane mana vacana ane kAyAthI saMpUrNa rIte abhayadAna ApatA ane nisvArtha jIvana jIvatA evA sAdhu bhagavaMtA sivAya A kALamAM anya kAI batAvI zakaze nahi. ane te tyAgI Page #155 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhu bhagavate pAsethI paugalIka jIvana jIvavA mATenA mArgadarzananI AzA rAkhavI paNa nakAmI che. eTaluM yAda rAkhI lejo ke paugalIka sukha sAmagrIo ke sAdhano dvArA prANImAtrane kaI rIte udaya ke pragati athavA vikAsa thaI zakavAne nathI paNa tamArI mAnyatA Aje paulIka bhega sAmagrI tarapha vaLI rahI che. e sAmagrIo meLavavA mATe tame rAta dahADe tanatoDa prayAsa karI rahyA che. ane te sAmagrIo meLavI ApanAra ke tenA zodhake tamane vizvanA mahAna gurUo lAge che. bhUmidAna ane bhUminI vaheMcaNI dvArA sarvodayane mArga batAvanAra AjanA yuganA sarjaka garIba ane patitenA uddhAraka manAya che. paNa! AdhyAtmika viheNa pada galIka sukhanA mArge kaI paNa AtmAne kai rIte udaya thavAnuM nathI. ane kevaLa bhogalika sukha sAdhane meLavavA pAchaLa Asakta bananAra AtmA adhaHpatananI uMDI khAImAM ghasaDAI jaze. zramaNa bhagavaMta mahAvIra paramAtmAnA samayamAM vizvane moTo bhAga yajJa yAgamAM ane zuSka kriyAmAM ja prANI mAtrane udaya mArga mAnatA ane te rIte yajJa yAgamAM ghara hIMsAo thavA lAgI. kevaLa pitAnA sukha-bhega khAtara anyanA prANene saMhAra kare emAM kAMI khoTuM kAma nathI paNa ame dharma karIe chIe ema jagatane kahevAmAM AvatuM. AvA samaye jagat prakAzaka satya mArganA batAva Page #156 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nArA trijagata pUjya mahAvIra paramAtmAne kevalajJAnanI prApti thaI ane tarata ja deva ane devendro sau bhakti bhAve ekaThA malyA, samavasaraNanI racanA karI, paramAtmAe temAM bIrAjI sarvodayane mArga upade. e mArganI dezanA sAMbhaLI devendronA mastake bhaktipUrvaka namI paDayA. veda pAragAmI IndrabhUti Adi aneka vidvAne ekaThA malIne jagatanA mAnava mAtra sukha zAMtipUrvaka jIvI zake tevA dayeyathI ya sajI rahyA hatA. evA samaye prabhu mahAvIra paramAtmA padhAryA ane te tarapha jatAM devendronA samUhathI Azcarya pAmelA vidvAne ghaDIbhara vicAramAM paDI gayA are A zuM? A pavitrayajJAdi karma mUkIne A surendro kyAM jaI rahelA che. are ! Ate devatAo jAya che. mAnave jAya che. pazupaMkhIo paNa e dIzAmAM vaLe che. keNu e mahA purUSa che ke jenI pAchaLa sau prANuM mAtra Ama ghelA banIne jaI rahyA che. A mahA purUSane parAsta karavA ane potAnI vidyAne prabhAva batAvavA teo (IddhabhUti) paNa potAnA ziSya parivAra sAthe je udyAnamAM zrI mahAvIra paramAtmA padhAryA che tyAM AvI pahoMcyA. samavasaraNanI racanA, alaukika adbhuta zarIranI kAnti, zAnta ane saumya mukhAkRti, cAre bAjunI judI judI parSadAo, A badhu dazya joIne palavAramAM ja tenuM abhimAna osarI gayuM ane temAM ya vaLI jyAre zrI mahAvIra prabhue pite prema bharelI vANImAM he IndrabhUti gautama! kahIne saMbodhyA tyAM te IndrabhUtinA AtmAne Page #157 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 9 raMga badalAyA jyAre tenA mananI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna vInA pUche zrI mahAvIra prabhue peAtAnA jJAna vaDe karyu tyAM te indrabhUtine lAgyuM ke A mahA purUSanI pAse mArUM jJAna kAMi ja nathI. A mahApurUSanuM jJAna sAgara jevaDuM che jyAre mArUM jJAna temanI apekSAe eka biMdu jeTaluM paNa nathI. A mahApurUSanI sAme huM vAda karI zakIza nahi. vAda kara vAnA koI artha ja nathI teo je kAMI kahe che te spaSTa traNe kALamAM satya ja che teja kahe che. temAM zaMkAkuzakAne sthAna ApavuM te nirarthaka che ane jyAM zaMkA nathI tyAM prazna karavA ke vAda karavAne kaI artha nathI. mAre te A mahApurUSa pAsethI ghaNuM meLavavA jevuM che. satya dharma te A mahA purUSanA jIvanamAM che temanI vANImAM che. huM te satya dharmonA zodhaka chuM. satya dharmanI zeAdha mATe meM ATalA varaso mahenata karI paNa kayAMye je na sAMpaDyuM te mane Aje maLI gayuM che ane vadhu te have temanA saMpa*mAM rahu tA ja meLavI zakuM ane te meLavavA mATe lezamAtra khIje vicAra ke ciMtana karyAM vinA turata ja peAtAnuM pitAmbarIya vastra ane dupaTTo utArI prabhu mahAvIranA sacamane lekha svIkArI lIdheA. tenI sAtheAsAtha tenA tamAma ziSyA ane e pachI bIjA madhA vidvAna paMDitA ane ziSyAe prabhu mahAvIra paramAtmAnA samavasaraNamAM padhArI pAtAnA mananI 'kAnuM samAdhAna thatAM saMyama mArganA svIkAra karyAM. Anu nAma te sarvodaya Page #158 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 70 ekI sAthe pAMca pacIza nahi base nahi paNa 4400 nI saMkhyAmAM ane te paNa aNasamaju ke mUrkha ajJAna mAnavIo nahI paNa mahAna vidvAna paMDita pitAnA AtmAne udaya karavA kuLadharmane tyAga karyo, te keIe pitAnA rAjya vaibhavane Thokara mAryA te kaI pitAnI navoDhA lalanAone hasate mukhaDe tyAgI cAlyA AvyA. zramaNa bhagavaMta mahAvIradevanI e sarvodayanI baMsarInA nAde daze dizAmAM ane traNe lokamAM guMjavA lAgyA ane sahu keIne pitAnA Atmika udayane mAga prabhu mahAvIra paramAtmAnA upadeza ane AcaraNamAM lAgavA mAMDyo. A "sarvodaya" nA mArgamAM mAtra mAnave ja AvyA eTaluM ja nahi paNa deva ane devendro prabhu pAse AvI bhakti dvArA pitAnAM AtmAne udaya sAdhI gayA. A mahApurUSanA hAthe tiryaMca prANIomAM paNa anekene udayaAbAdI pragati thayela che. chastha avasthAmAM prabhu mahAvIra paramAtmA jyAre bhUmaMDala upara vicaratA hatA tyAre teo eka vakhata ghera bhayAnaka jaMgalanA mArge jaI rahyA hatA. te vakhate jagalanA sImADA pAse AvelA gAmaDAnA lokee hAtha joDIne prabhune e jaMgalamAM na javA mATe khuba vinavyA ane kahyuM ke-A jaMgalamAM eka bhayAnaka draSTiviSa sarSa rahe che ke je mAnava mAtrane eka (najara) draSTi pheMkIne niSNANa karI nAkhe che tethI karIne Apa te mArge na jaze. Page #159 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lokoe vinavyA. AjIjI karyA chatAM te pratye lakSa na ApatA pitAnA para kema vadhAre upasargo Ave ane e rIte karmo khapI jAya, e IcchAthI temaja e bhayaMkara jherI sApane paNa satya dharma samajAvavA khAtara teo jaMgalamAM gayA. je daramAM (rAphaDAmAM) rahete hato tenI barobara sAme ja prabhu dhyAnastha dazAmAM khaDA rahyA. vakhata thatAM pelo sApa rAphaDAmAMthI bahAra nikaLyA. tyAM tarata ja ene manuSyanI gaMdha AvI. jyAM najara kare che tyAM te eNe pitAnI sAme ja eka mAnavane zAMta paNe ubhela joyo ke turata ja te sarSe pitAnA svabhAva upara gaye. dhyAnastha dazAmAM ubhelA mAnava pratye draSTi karI, nIrakhI nIrakhIne joI rahyo chatAM A mahApurUSane tenI draSTinuM kazuM ya jhera caDhatuM nathI. sApanI draSTimAM jeTaluM jhera bhareluM che teTaluM ja amRta A mahAmurUSanI draSTimAM raheluM che. tethI A mahApurUSanA amRta para kAtila jheranI paNa kazIya asara thatI nathI. sApa ghaDIbhara vicAramAM paDI gaye ke are! AzuM! Aja sudhI mArI draSTi jenA upara paDI te mAnava, pazu ke paMkhI kadI jIvI zakatuM ja nathI tatkALa mRtyune pAmyA che. chatAM A mAnava pratye huM ghaNA vakhatathI ekITaze draSTi pheMkI rahyo chuM chatAM tene mArU jhera kema caDatuM nathI ane dharatI para kema DhaLI paDatuM nathI are ! te mArI sAmuM paNa je nathI are! mane mAravA mATe te te kaze ya prayatna paNa karatuM nathI. A mAnava ahIM Avyo che. zA mATe! Page #160 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jyAre pitAnI draSTinI kaMI paNa asara na thaI tyAre vadhu roSe bharAye ane teNe prabhu sAme dhasI jaI jorathI prabhunA caraNanA aMguThe DaMsa dIdhe DaMsa daIne te turata pAchA pharyo ane tene pitAne lAgyuM ke jarUra have te tene jhera caDavAnuMja ane hamaNAM ja dharatI upara DhaLI paDaze. paNa jyAM pAchA pharI najara kare che te A mAnava eTalI ja saumya-prazAnta mudrAmAM ubhe che ke jANe temane DaMkhanI kazI ya asara thaI nathI. mAtra paganA aMguThAmAMthI lAla lehI nahi paNa sapheda amRta jevA dudhanI dhArA vahevA lAgI. sApane dudha atyaMta priya hoya che. e dudha jetA turata ja vicAravA lAgyuM ke-mArA jheranI Ane kazI asara thaI nathI te mAnava che ke deva che? A mAnava hoI zake ja nahi. je mAnava hoya to tene mArA jheranI asara thayA vinA rahe ja nahi, mArI draSTi paDyA pachI eka paLa paNa jIvI zake nahi tyAM A te meM DaMkha mAryo chatAM lezamAtra tene asara thaI hoya tevuM dekhAtuM nathI vaLI DaMkha Apa nAranI sAme te vyakti dhasI Ava joIe paNa A mAnavI keI ajaba dekhAya che. te A che keNa? sApa ghaNA uMDA vicAramAM utarI jAya che teja kSaNe kSamAnA sAgara prabhu mahAvIre pitAnI draSTi khullI karI sApa pratye najara karI prabhue AMkhamAMthI amInA dhodha vahevaDAvyA. prabhuprAye mauna ja rahetA chatAM paNa ahiM sApane uddhAra karavA mATe palavAra mauna cheDIne mAtra ATaluM ja Page #161 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 93 elyA kare! caMDakauzika ! bujha, bujha, "tArA sutelA AtmAne jagADa" A mahA mAnavanA mukhamAMthI nIkaLelA pavitra zabdonuM rahasya sApa je tica prANa pitAnI bhASAmAM tatkALa samajI gayo ane te uMDA vicAramAM garakAva thaI gaye. mahAvIra prabhunI vANIe sApa upara jAduI asara karI. je baMsarInA madhurA sUrae na AkarSAya. ke na keIna hAthamAM phasAye te Aje mahApurUSanA alapa paNa maMgala zabdothI ane zAnta mukhamudrAthI thaMbhI gaye. lAMbe vicAra paNa tene na kare paDyo. palavAramAM te pitAne dharmakartavya samaye, ane DaMkha ApIne ke draSTi pheMkIne Aja sudhI. ghaNA prANIone saMhAra karatA pote mahA bhayaMkara hiMsA karI che tene tene prazcAtApa thavA lAgyo. have pachIthI keInA pratye paNa jherIlI draSTi pheMkavI nahi ke DaMkha Ape nahi evI daDha pratijJA pitAnA aMtaramAM prabhunA caraNe namI paDIne laI lIdhI. sApanI draSTimAM halAhala jhera bharyuM hatuM ane teNe e jherathI aneka mAnava ane pazu paMkhIone saMhAra karI nAMkhe. naMdanavana ne verAna jaMgala banAvI dIdhuM. jyAre mahAvIra prabhue pitAnI zAMta ane saumya draSTie kSamAnI saritA vahevaDAvI ghera bhayaMkara jherIlA sapane paNa ugArI laI tene Atmika udayane saraLa mArga batAvyuM ane teja mArgane svIkAra karate A sApa marIne svargamAM devatA banyA.' Page #162 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 74 A draSTAMta parathI spaSTa samajAze ke sarvodayanA mArga jagatanA prANI mAtra pratye prabhu mahAvIra paramAtmAnI mAphka zAnta, sAmya ane kSamAyukta draSTi karavAmAM ja che. caDakauzika sarpanI mAphaka draSTi pheMkIne ke DaMkha ApIne kadApi ApaNe ApaNA potAnA ke bIjAnA utkraya karI zakavAnA nathI. krodhAdi kaSAyanA mArge huMmezA AtmAnuM adha:patana ja thayelu che ane kSamAdi sadguNeAnA mAge huMmezA sava AtmAnA abhyudaya thayA che. (6 jagatanA prANImAtrane prema bharelI draSTie nIrakheA." vamAna saMsAramAM sAcA premanuM tattva keTaluM che. prema eTale vAsanA nahi paNa aMtaranI zubha lAgaNI Aje vAsanA yukta prema vadhyA che jyAre zubha lAgaNI yukta prema bhAvanA ghaTI che. vAsanAmaya prema e saune adhaHpatananI uDIkhAImAM phUMkanAra che jyAre niHsvArtha zuddha pavitra aMtaranI zubha lAgaNI e saune mATe sarvodayanA mArgo che. premane pAri bhASika zaDhAmAM vAtsalya kahevAya che. kSamA ane vAtsalya eja sarvodayanA mUkhya mAga che. AtmAnA udaya karI. sarvodayamAM sau prathama peAtAnA anyanA udaya karI taravAnI kriyA n potAnA AtmAnA udbhaya karyAM vinA zakAze nahi. sAgarane pAra karavA mATe jANanAra, anyane tArI zakatA nathI svArthamAM DubelA AtmAo anyane saMsArasAgarathI pAra tema saMsAramAM, Page #163 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 75 karI zakavAnA nathI ane pote pAra utaravAnA paNa nathI, potAnA AtmAnA udaya karavA mATe kSamA, saraLatA, nibhi mAnatA, nirlobha, tapa, saMyama, satya, zauca--pavitratA, brahmaca, akicanatA, AdinuM sapUrNa paNe pAlana karavuM temaja ahiMsA Adi vrate aMgIkAra karavA. AjanA mAnavInA jIvanamAM kSamAnuM tattva muddala rahyuM nathI, vAtavAtamAM dveSa ane krodha karI bese che. game tenI sAthe cIDAya che. keAI cADuM paNa apamAna kare ke, tene mAna ApavAmAM theADI ghaNI paNa khAmI rahI jAya tA sahana thatuM nathI ane tarata ja rASa ubharAya che, ane saraLatAnA lepa thAya che. kapaTa yukta Akhuya jIvana, luccAI bharelA tenA tamAma kAryo mAyAvI vANI ane vana, A yugamAM vasanArA lagabhaga mAnavIomAM dekhAya che. kAipaNa mAnavInA jIvanamAM saraLatAnA darzana durlaCbha banyA che. vaLI abhi mAnanA pAra nathI AkhA vizvanA jANe taMtra vAhaka hAya eTaleA madamAM gherAyeleA mAnavI pAte DumI rahyo che ane bIjAne DubADI rahyo che. mAnavInA jIvanamAM lAbha prakRtie praveza karIne evA tA aDDo jamAvye che ke je dvArA AtmAnA sarvanAza thaI cukayA che leAbha prakRtinA pariNAme udAravRtti TaLI gaI che, dharmabhAvanA nAza pAmI che. paiseja mAtra sarvasva manAye che. Aje e lAbha prakRtinA kAraNe sarvane nAza karavA te haMmezA tatpara rahe che. AtmAnI malina pravRtionA nAza karanAra "tapa" tA tyAgI saMtAneja karavAnA hoya ane Page #164 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnavIne pitAnA jIvanamAM kazIya mahatvanI vastu lAgatI na heya AvI paristhitI che. mAnavInA jIvanamAMthI tapanuM sthAna aLaguM thayuM che ane vyasanathI mAnavI e gherAI gayo che ke je dvArA tenuM jIvana taddana paravaza banI gayuM che. ane tethI tenI svataMtra bhAvanAone bhAMgIne bhukako thaI gayuM che. satya te yudhiSThira ane harizcaMdranI sAthe A duniyAmAMthI cAlI gayuM AjanI dunIyAne vahevAra satyanA mArge cAlI ja nahi zake evI mAnyatAo Aje mAnavInA aMtaramAM ghara karI gaI che. vaLI AjanA mAnavInA jIvanamAM pavitratA te kayAMya dekhAtI ja nathI ane pavitratAnI kiMmata mAnavIne kaDInI paNa jaNAtI nathI. moTA bhAganA mAnavIonA jIvana uMDANathI tapAsIe che te jaNAya che ke kevaLa apavitratAnI gaTaranA kAdavathI kharaDAyelAM ja dekhAya che. aparigrahI jIvana ke alpa parigrahI jIvana eka kAle AdarzajIvana manAtuM tyAre atyAre aparigrahI jIvana e kaMgAlIyata jIvana, garIbImaya jIvana lAge che. saune zrImaMta banavAnA keDa jAge che. parigraha khuba vadhAravA mATe rAta divasa satata prayatna kare che. temAM rAdhe mA rahe che vaLI tenA pratye eTale mamatvabhAva jAge che ke temAMthI je keI nAnI sarakhI paNa vastu pitAne sanehI ke saMbaMdhI le te tene pasaMda nathI. brahmacaryanuM pAlana te Aje amAre mAtra sAdhu purUSane ja jANe karavAnuM hoya tema Ajane Page #165 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * 77 mAnavI mAnI beThe che. viSayabhogamAM AjanI duniyA. eTalI badhI Asakta banatI jAya che ke jenuM pariNAma zuM AvI rahyuM che tenAthI keI ajANa nathI. hada bahAranA viSayabheganA pariNAme prajA vadhI rahI che, ane te prajA nirmAlya ane zaktihIna pedA thaI rahI che. jIvananI mahAmulyavAna cIja je brahmacarya ke jenuM Aje viSayabhega dvArA chaDeceka lIlAma thaI rahyuM che. A hada bahAra jatI kAma vAsanAone kAbumAM lAve nahi te AjanI mAnava prajAnuM keTaluM adhaHpatana thaze te AjanA jJAnI purUSa ke vicArake paNa kalpanA karI zakatA nathI. A durgaNee mAnavanA jIvananuM saMpUrNa rIte adhaH patana karyuM che. ane haju karI rahyo che. enAthI AjanI mAnava prajAne bacAvI levI eja sAdhu-saMtanuM parama kartavya che. AjanI mAnavaprajAnA udaya ke unnatI upara darzAvelA sazuPdvArA ja thaI zake che. ApaNI bhAratIya saMskRtinA khajAnAmAM AvA sadaguNe rUpI rane hatA. te rane Aje ApaNe veDaphI rahyA chIe ane pattharanA TukaDAo hAthamAM laI unnatinA mAganI zodha karavA nIkaLyA chIe. te e pramANe ApaNe sarvodaya zI rIte thaze tene sahu koI vicAra kare. rAmAyaNane kALa sarvodayane kALa hatuM je kALe aneka puNyavAna AtmAone sarvodaya thatuM. Page #166 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ f saMyama jIvana aMgIkAra karyA vinA mAnavInA sarvodaya kAi rIte zakaya nathI. sa`sArika bhAga vilAsAne bhAgavatA AtmAnI nizcayathI adheAgati ja thavAnI che. evuM te vakhatanA rAjAo ane khIjA leAke draDhatA ene zraddhApUrvaka mAnatA hatA. ane teja kAraNe mastaka upara ekapaNa saphedavALa dekhAya tyAM te yamanA dUta AvI pahoMcyo che ema samajIne cetI jatA ane rAjAe rAjya pUrAnA tatkALa tyAga karI sayamanA punita paMtha aMgIkAra karatA hatA. Aje paristhitI ulTI che. mAthAmAM saphedavALanu Agamana thAya, zarIranA aMga-upAMgeA DhIlA thatA jAya, AkhAya gharamAM ane kuTuMbamAM aLakhAmaNeA thatA hAya, tA paNa tene jo cAritranI vAta karavAmAM Ave te paNa tene pasaMda paDatI nathI. rAma rAjyamAM rAjagAdI upara AvatA dareka rAjAe peAtAno putra caiAgya umarane thatA tarata ja rAjyanIpUrA tene se|patA ane pote tatkAla cAritranA paMthe prayANa karatA. kIrti dhara ane sukeAzala muninA jIvananI vAta ApaNe agAunA pravacaneAmAM karI cukayA chIe. e sukezalana putra mahArAjA hiraNyagarbha paNu ekamAtra mastaka upara saphedavALanuM darzana thatAnI sAthe vairAgyapAmI potAnA putra naSane rAja sepI, peAtAnA pitAnA paMthe prayANa kare che eTale saMyama mArgane svIkAre che. Page #167 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ naghuSa mahArAjA rAjyanuM taMtra sArI rIte saMbhALI rahyA che. tevAmAM eka vakhata uttarApathanA rAjavIone jItavA mATe rAjA pote gayA. rAjAnI gerahAjarIno lAbha laIne dakSiNapaMthanA rAjavIe ayodhyA nagarIne gherI lIdhI. adhyA nagarI para A rIte aNadhArI Aphata utarI paDI naghuSarAjAnI gerahAjarIthI maMtrIo tathA sAmaMta uDA vicAramAM paDayA ke yuddha zI rIte karavuM? maMtrIo tathA sAmaMtanI muMjhavaNa vadhatI gaI te vakhate mahArAjA naghuSanI paTarANI siliMkA nAmanI mahAdevIe zauryatA pUrvaka kahyuM ke ciMtA na karo sau yuddhane mATe taiyAra thao sinyanI (yuddhanI) saradArI huM laIza. vIra kSatriyANInA A zauryayukta zabdathI saunI udAsInatA TaLI gaI ane anekha jema AvyuM. yuddha mATe sau koI taiyAra thayA, vIra kSatrIyANIe sinyanI AgevAnI lIdhI, zatru rAjAnI sAme zauryatA ane vIratApurvaka yuddha karI tene parAjaya karyo. ane vijaya meLavI rAjyane moTI AphatamAMthI ugArI lIdhuM. tyAre bIjI bAjuthI naghuSa mahArAjA paNa uttarApathathI vijaya meLavIne harSabhera potAnI rAjadhAnImAM padhAryA. rAjyamAM AvatAnI sAthe ja emanI gerahAjarImAM rAjya para AvelI aNadhArI AtanI hakIkata sAMbhaLI ane emAM rANuM siMhAkAe sainikone saja karI. atulavIratA pUrvaka laDI. zatru rAjAone parAjaya karIne vijyane vAvaTe pharakAvyuM. ethI rAjAne AnaMda the joIe tenA badale ulaTuM thayuM. Page #168 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 80 rAjAne lAgyuM ke Ate khATuM thayuM uttama kulamAM utpanna thayelI strIe mATe A jAtinu kAya ucita nathI. teNe rANIne zAkhAzI na ApatA ke pretsAhananA e suMdara zabda paNa na kahetA tarata ja rAjAe rANInA tyAga karI dIdhA. vicArA mahAnubhAve ! ahiM te rANIe keAI annaTita kArya karyu" nathI chatAM rAjAe rANInA tyAga karyo chatAM rANI peAtAnA karmane doSa devA sivAya anya koIne dvASita gaNatI nathI. sationuM jIvana zIyalanA pratApe ja vizvamAM vaMdanIya ane prazaMsanIya banyuM che, e kadIya bhulavA jevuM nathI. zIyalanA ja pratApe ja AtmA Aleka ane paraleAkane sudhArI paraparAe siddhipadanA bhAkatA banI zake che. ,, 66 zivapadmanI AkAMkSAvALA AtmA mATe saMpUrNa brahmacaryanuM pAlana kadAcita na khanI zake tema hAya te " zIyala pAlana athavA sadAcAra " thI bharapura jIvana jIvavuM e vadhAre Avazyaka che. sarvathA zIlahIna AtmAe mATe dharmanuM AcaraNa ke pAlana paNa muzkela che. mATe jIvananu sAcu* sau zIyalanu pAlana che. A vAta AjanA yuvAna ane yuvataee haiyAmAM kotarI rAkhavA jevI che.' ,, naSa rAjA paNa vicAre che ke sati strIoe pAtAnA patinI sevA karavA sivAya anya kazuya karavAnuM hatuM nathI. sihrIkAdevInuM prajAnA rakSaNa mATenu paNa A kRtya tene Page #169 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bIlakula pasaMda na paDyuM ethI teNe rANIne tarata ja tyAga karyo saMskAra ane sadgaNenI khANasamI A mahAsatIe A spaSTapaNe dekhAtA dukha sAme eka zabda mAtra paNa uccAryo nahi paNa! pitAnA purvakRta kamaeNneja deSa che ema ciMtavI AtmadhyAnamAM ja divaso pasAra karavA lAgI. eka vakhata naghuSarAjAne dAhajavara utpanna thayo. aneka prakAranA upacAra karavA chatAM ya kaI rIte te zAMta na paDyo. - naghuSarAjAne dAha utpanna thayAnA samAcAra tyajAelI rANI siMhikAdevIne malyA ke tarata ja patinI pIDA dUra karavA ane satIpaNAne sAkSAtkAra karAvavA rANI hAthamAM pANIne pyAle laIne rAjAnA (patinA) zayanakhaMDamAM AvI ane spaSTapaNe bolI uThI ke he prabhu ! he zIyalanA rakhevALa! je meM mArA zIyala vratanuM pAlana akhaMDa ane kalaMka rahIta paNe karyuM hoya te tenA prabhAve A aMja. lImAM rahelA jalanA bIMdu mArA patinA zarIra upara paDatAMja temane rega turata ja zAMta thaI jAva. satInI aMjalImAMthI jalabiMdue rAjAnA dAha javarathI pIDAtA zarIra upara paDayA ane tenI camatkArIka asara thaI je aneka auSadhIonA upacArathI jene dAhajavara na zamyo. te je pitAnI tyAga karelI strInA pavitra zIyalanA prabhAvathI palavAramAM dAhajavara zAMta thaye. agninA tApa jevI asahya vedanAthI baLatuM zarIra Page #170 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 82 hAza have ThaMDaka vaLI ema pukArI uThayuM ane pitAnI strI asatI nahi paNa kalaMka rahita paNe satI che tenI khAtrI rAjAne A prasaMgathI spaSTapaNe thaI. ane potAnI strI pratye asthira baneluM mana sthira banyuM ane rAjAe satI pratye dAkhavelA agya vartAva badala kSamA mAMgI ane tyArapachI sukhapUrvaka sAthe rahevA lAgyA. keTaleka kALa vityA pachI siMhikAnI kukSIne viSe putrane janma thaye ane tenuM nAma saudAsa pADayuM. putrane janma thayA bAda naghuSa rAjAe saMsAramAM jarA paNa vilaMba na karatAM turata ja siddhipadanI sAdhanA mATe bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. pUrvakALanA AtmAo gRhasthapaNAmAM potAnA uparanI jyAM sudhI javAbadArI hoya tyAM sudhI tene anusaratA. ane jyAM javAbadArI saMbhALanAra malI jAya ke tarata ja gRhasthapaNAne tyAga karI saMyamanA paMthe prayANa karatA. jayAre Aje to chokarAne ghera chokarA hoya, chekarAnI pAse bApanI kazIe kiMmata na hoya, teja gharamAM haDadhUta thate heya, teya mAruM mAruM karIne mAthuM pheDa heya chatAMya saMyamane mArga ravIkAravAnI bhAvanA paNa na thAya tyAre kahevuM paDaze ke AtmAnI haju paNa adhogati che. te vakhatanA rAjAe paNa samajatA ke je huM dIkSA aMgIkAra nahi kare te jarUra mArA mATe narakanA apAra dukhane DuMgara khaDakAze, ane aneka prakAranI vedanAo bhegavavI Page #171 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 83 paDaze. bhale rAjyanA pAlanamAM aneka prakAranA ke leAkahitanA kAryo thatA hoya paNa hiMsAdi bhayakara kRtyA eTalA anahada thatA hoya che ke jethI theADA satkAryAMnu punya tene bacAvI zakatuM nathI. A mAnava janma rAjasukhA bhAgavavA mATe nathI ke meAjazAkha karavAne mATe nathI paraMtu jIvananI sAcI sAdhanA je Atma sAdhanA che tenI sAdhanA mATe malyA che ane te sAdhanA saMyama aMgIkAra karavAthI ja thaI zake tema che. A badhuM sArI rIte samajatA ane te samajathI vakhata Ave thoDI vAra paNa thAbhyA vinA hasate mukhaDe rAjasukha ane kuTu'ba parivArane tyAga karIne sAdhu thatA, ane e vakhatanA rAjyamAM evA niyama hatA ke rAjanA siMhAsana upara AvanAra rAjavIe peAtAnI uttarA avasthAmAM saMyamanA agIkAra karavA ja. Aje evA niyama che kharo ke? are ! kuTuMkhamAMthI paNa eka jaNa sayama mAge nIkaLe evA ya nIyama che? jo eka kuTuMbamAMthI eka paNu AtmA A mArgane grahaNa kare te AkhAya kuMTubanA uddhAra karene ? tamArA kuTuMbanA sarvodaya karavA icchA thatI hoya ta kuTuMbanA ekAda suputane A mAge mekale teA tamArA AkhA kuTuMbanuM dharma mAge prayANa thaze ke jethI uttarottara vRddhi thatAM eka divase A saMsAra sAgaramAMthI nIkaLI meAkSamAge paheAMcAze. naSarAjAe peAtAnA putra saudAsane rAjagAdI sApIne dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. anazana svIkArI kama khapAvI sukita sukhane pAmyA. Page #172 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ potAnA pUrvajo karatAM saudAsanuM jIvana kaMIka judI rIte banyuM eNe pitAnA jIvanamAM keTaluMka kharAba AcaraNa AcaryuM ke jethI tenA mahAna kulane lAMchana lAgyuM. e yugamAM eka evo niyama hatuM ke nagaramAM jyAre aAI mahotsava thAya tyAre amArI paDahanI uSaNa karavAmAM AvatI ane zaheranA tamAma prakAranA nAnA meTA katalakhAnA baMdha rahetA, ane tethI mAMsAhAranuM bhakSaNa keI paNa vyakti karI zakatI nahi. eka vakhata nagaramAM jinamaMdiramAM aI mahatsava AraMbhAye, ane maMtrIoe amAripaDaha vagaDA, ke kaI paNa mAnavIe keI paNa nAnA ke moTA jIvanI hiMsA karavI nahi te Adeza karyo. rAjAne paNa maMtrIoe vinaMti karIne kahyuM ke he rAjana ! aSTAbdikAutsavamAM ApanA pUrvaje kadI mAMsa bhakSaNa karatA nahetA te Apa paNa A utsavamAM mAMsa bhakSaNa karaze nahi. paNa! A saudAsa rAjA rasane lupI hate. pite maMtrIo dvArA amAripaDaha vagaDAvavA chatAM pite amArinuM pAlana na karI zakyo A kRtyathI mahAbhayaMkara kalaMka teNe pitAnA kulane lagADyuM. ati uttama jIvanamAM paNa hoLI saLagAvanAra Aga lagADanAra krodhAdi kaSAyo che. tema rasa lupatA paNa che. bIjI indri upara kAbu meLava sahela che. paNa rasanA vRtti upara kAbu dharAvo ati muzkela che. rasanAvRttine Page #173 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 85 pASavA mATe mAnavI na karavAnA kRtyA karI rahyo che. e A prasaMga uparathI jaNAze. sAdAse peAtAnA rasAiAne khelAvIne kahyuM keH-- mane mAMsa bhakSaNa vinA nahi cAle mATe kAIpaNa prayatne gupta rIte mAMsa lAvaje ane mArA mATe pakAvaje. rAjAnI AjJAne AdhIna sAIe rAjAne khAtara mAMsanI zodha karavA mATe nagaramAM nikaLyeA. gupta paNe cAre tarapha tapAsa karI paNa kayAMye mAMsa maLyuM nahi. zuM javAba rAjAne ApavA tenI mujhavaNamAM rasAie muMjhAyA tapAsa karatAM eka khaMDeranA khuNAmAM nAnA bALakanA mRtadeha najare paDyo. khIjuM teA kAMi maLatuM nathI te lAva Ane te laI jAuM teNe mRtadehane uMcakI lIdhe kapaDAmAM chUpAvI rAjabhavanamAM cAlyA gayA ane mALakanA mRtadehane saMskArIta karI raseAI Ae bhAjana taiyAra karyuM ane vakhata thatAM bhAjananA thALa rAjAnI sAme dharyAM. rAjA bhAjana karavA lAgyA, paNa AjanA bheAjananA svAda tene kAI anerA lAgyA. ane tarata ja raseAIAne pUchavA lAgyA keH-- AvA prakAranuM mAMsa meM mArI AkhI jIMdagImAM kadIya khAdhuM nathI, A mAMsamAMthI apUrva svAda Ave che te kahe ke A kayA prANInuM mAMsa che. rasAiAe kahyuM keH--he rAjan ! A mAMsa nAnA AALakanuM che. rAjAe sAMbhaLIne tarata ja Adeza karyo ke Page #174 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mane A bhejana bahu gamyuM che. mATe tAre darareja AjanI mAphaka bALakanuM (ranuM) mAMsa pakAvIne mane ApavuM rasanAne lolupI rAjA pitAnI jIbhanA svAdanI khAtara narabhakSaka banyA. pitAnI rasa lupatAne piSavA khAtara rAjAe raIAne pitAnI ja prajAnA saMtAnane cerI chUpIthI pakaDI lAvavA Adeza karyo ane tenA badalAmAM tene manamAgyuM dhana ApavAnI lAgaNI darzAvI. dhananI lAlasAe raIAe ane rasanI lAlasAe rAjAe potAnA jIvanane leza mAva paNa vicAra karyo nahi. ane AtmAne kala kita karyo. chatAM paNa A rAjA ane rasaIAnuM mahApApa chupuM na rahI zakyuM. thoDA divasa vityA tyAM zaheramAM hAhAkAra ma. reja bALaka guma thavA lAgyA. mA-bApanI pharIyAde rAja rAjadarabAramAM maMtrIo pAse AvavA lAgI. cekasAI pUrvaka tapAsa karatAM gupta vezamAM AvIne upADI jate raseIo jhaDapAI gaye ane tenA mukhethI satyavAta pragaTa thaI gaI. rAjAnA pApa kR uparane paDado khullo thaI gaye. te vakhatanA maMtrIo rAjavIonI duSTa manavRttio ke AcaraNene piSaNa ApatA nahi ke calAvI paNa letA nahi paNa tenI sAme jhuMbeza uThAvI rAjAne padabhraSTa karI nAkhatA. maMtrIoe rAjAnA A AcaraNane vaDI kADhyuM che Page #175 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAjA pitAnI ja prajAnA saMtAnane pakaDI kAcA zekIne ArogI jAya te prajAnuM zuM bhaluM karI zakavAne hate. AvA rAjAone padabhraSTa karavAmAM ja maMtrIo pitAnI pharaja (kartavya dharma) samajatA. rAjAnA A kRtyanI khabara paDatAM maMtrIoe rAjAne padabhraSTa karI zaheramAMthI bhUMDe hAle kADhI mUko. ane tenA putra siharatha rAjAne gAdIe besADyo. ane rAjyanuM taMtra kuzaLatA pUrvaka maMtrIo calAvavA lAgyA. saudAsa rAjavI jaMgalamAM bhaTakavA lAge ane je kAMI mAMsa bhakSaNa maLe che. te ArogIne divase pasAra karavA lAge A rItanI tenI sthiti atyaMta dayAjanaka banI hatI. mAMsa khAvA (bhakSaNa)nI IcchAe zikArane zodhavA mATe jaMgalamAM ghUmatA saudAsanI najare eka vRkSanI chAyA taLe kAussaga dhyAnamAM lIna banelA mahAmuni para paDI. ghera bhayAnaka jaMgala ane temAM A rIte ubhelA mahA munine jotA tene Azcaryane pAra rahyo nahi. jIvanabhara mAnavanA sahavAsamAM rahenAre Aje mAnava viheNa banI jaMgalamAM ghumatA saudAsane mahAmAnava samA muninA darzana mAtrathI parama AlhAda-AnaMda pidA thaye. saudAsane muninI pAse jaIne pitAnA jIvananI kathanI kahI haiyAne bhAra haLave karavAnI IcchA thaI. saudAsa saMskArI hate. dharmane vAraso ene pUrva paraMparAthI. Page #176 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 8 prApta thayA hatA. mAtra rasa lAlupatA e ja badhI vastunuM bhAna bhulAvyuM hatuM ane Aje jaMgalamAM bhaTakatA rakhaDu hiMsaka mANasa jevI hAlata karI hatI. saudAsa muninA caraNamAM paDyo. munie peAtAnuM dhyAna purU thatAM saudAsane amI bharI najare nIhALyeA. mahA muninI mAtra amInI najara paDatA saudAsanA hRdayanA palTo palavAramAM thavA lAgyA. saudAsa mahAmunine vinaMtI karI kahevA lAgyA ke huM patitAhAraka mahA munIzvara ! dharmanA medha ApI A pApIne kalyANanA mArga batAve. mahAmunIzvaranA mukhamAMthI amRtanA jharaNAM vahevA lAgyA. mAnava jIvananI zI mahattA che. keTalI muzkelIe mAnavajIvana maLe che ane te maLelA jIvanane kaMIka ajJAna AtmA ajJAnatAthI kevI rIte veDaphI nAkhe che. mAnavajIvananI sAdhanA zuM che ? mAnavanA sarvodaya thI rIte thaI zake? mAnavanA jIvananuM adhaHpatana karanAra kayA tattvA che? ane tenA kevI rIte tyAga karavA joie vi. khAkhatA para upadezanA dheAdha vahevaDAye. mahAmunIzvaranI kalyANakArI vANI sAMbhaLI saudAsanA AtmA pIgaLye. ene peAtAnA kartavyanuM bhAna thayuM ane AcarI rahelA duSTa AcaraNA aMge atyata pazcAtApa thayo. maya tyAga karavAnI icchA darzAvI paraMtu mAMsa potAnAthI nahi chuTI zake tevI azakti paNa pragaTa karI. Page #177 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 89 " mahAmunie lAgaNI bharyo zabdamAM mAMsa bhakSaNathI pazcAd jIvanamAM bhAgavavAM paDatA duHkhAnA karUNa citAra vistArathI samajAvye ane te aMgenA keTalAka udAharaNA mahAmunIzvare ApyA. mahAmuninA zabde zabdanI asara sAdAsanA AtmAne tatkALa thatI hatI. turata ja sAdAse peAtAnI kAyaratA haiADI vIratA dAkhavI ane jIvanamAM kadI paNa mAMsa bhakSaNa nahi karavAnI pratijJA lIdhI. adha:patananI UMDI khAimAM garakAva thayelA sAdAsanA jIvanamAM udaya kevI rIte thayo ane keNe karyo A hakIkata parathI spaSTa samajAya che. muninA samAgamathI peAtAnA jIvanane ujjavala karI jaMgalanI pUrva dizA tarapha prayANa karatA saudAsane suvarNa phalaza laIne AvatA hAthI sAme dekhAyA thADIvAramAM hAthI sADhAsa pAse AvyA ane tenI suMDhamAM rahele| kalaza DhALyA ane phulanI mALA AropaNa karI. jaMgalanI mAjunA pradezamAM ja AvelA mahApura nagaranA rAjA aputrapaNe maraNa pAmyA hatA ane tethI hAthI je purUSa upara kaLaza DhALe te purUSane rAjya sihAsana upara ArUDha karavA ane tene ApaNe rAjA tarIke mAnya karavA evA nizcaya mahApura nagaranA mahAmatrIe ane nagarajanAe nakkI karyuM hatuM. hAthIe sAdAsa upara kaLazAbhiSeka karyo ke tarata ja nagarajane tathA maMtrIee saudAsane rAjasihAsana upara ArUDha thaIne rAjyazAsana calAvavA mATe vinaMti karI. Page #178 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thup mAMsa bhakSaNanA tyAganuM tAtkAlika phaLa maLyuM ema samajI saudAse prajAnI tathA maMtrIonI vinatIne svIkAra karI rAjyasiMhAsana para ArUDha thaIne rAjya lAgavavA lAgyA. mAMsa bhakSaNanI leAlupatAthI saudAsane rAjyanA tyAga karavA paDayo ane jaMgalamAM rakhaDavuM pachyu. ane teja mAMsa bhakSaNanA tyAgathI ja jaMgalamAM paNa sAme pagale rAjya sihAsana upara besI rAjya calAvavAnI vinatI karatA leAkA AvyA. zuddha-pavitra ane sadAcaraNI ya jIvanathI A pratyakSa lAbha ane azuddha-apavitra ane durAcaraNIya tathA vyasanI * jIvanathI jIvananuM sapUrNa rIte adhaHpatana thAya che te A dRSTAMtathI ApaNe joyuM. chevaTe saudAse peAtAnA mUla rAjya upara caDhAI karI putra siddharathane parAjaya pamADayo. chatAM baMnne rAjgyAne nahi bhAgavatAM te banne rAjayA peAtAnA putra siharathane soMpI mahArAjA saudAse saMyama jIvana (munipaNuM ) aMgIkAra karyuM." ane peAtAnA AtmAne urdhvagAmI banAvyeA. saudAsanA pUrva jIvana jevuM Aje duniyAnA aneka mAnavInuM jIvana che darekanA jIvanamAM uMDA utarIne tapAsa karaze! teA kaIka kharAba vyasanA tathA duSTa AcaraNAthI bhareluM jIvana dekhAze. peAtAnA udayanI AzA rAkhanAra AtmAe uDDayanA upAyAne samajavA jarUra che. vyasanA ke churITevAnA tyAga karyo sivAya koi rIte AtmAnA sarvAM kraya thaI zake tema nathI. ane peAtAnA udayanuM bhAna karyAM bAda Page #179 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jagatanA udayanuM ke sarvodayanuM bhAna karAvanAra sAdhu-saMto sivAya duniyAmAM keI vyakti maLaze nahi ane te kevA sAdhu-. saMte svaudaya ke sarvodayane maMtra apanAvaze ke Apaze ke jeo kaMcana ane kAminInA tyAgIo che ratnatrayInA ArAdhako che. tevA sAdhu-saMte jagatane sarvodayane mAga nisvArtha bhAve batAvI rahyA che. mArga bhUlelAne sAco mArga batAvanAra ane vatananA paMthe vaLI cukelAne sIdhA rAha upara lAvanAra paNa je kaI paNa vyakti jagatamAM draSTigocara thatI hoya te te upara kahelA guNothI yukta sAdhu saMta che. bhara darIAmAM khaDaka sAthenI athaDAmaNamAMthI ugAranAra dIvAdAMDI jema ati uttama sAdhana che tema patitane. pApanA khaDakamAMthI bacAvanAra dIvAdAMDI samAna sAdhu purUSa ja che A vAta dareka vyaktie samajavAnI jarUra che. mAna. vAnI jarUra che. amane je kaMI pUchatA hoya te ane te tamane. sarvodayane mArga batAvatA kahIzuM ke prANI mAtrane sarvodaya, vrato ane AcAranA pAlanamAM tathA kSamAdi daza guNene jIvanamAM utAravAmAM ane vyasane tathA burI kuTevane tyAgavAmAM ja rahe che. tamane jeTale jIvanane adhikAra : che teTale ja sau prANI mAtrane adhikAra che. darekane jIvavuM pasaMda che. keIne mRtyunA paDachAye paNa javuM gamatuM nathI. keInA jIvane dukha ke trAsa ApavAne ApaNe adhikAra nathI je kaIne duHkha Apaze te bIjAo taraphathI ApaNane paNa duHkha ane trAsa jarUra malaze satya. Page #180 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharmanA AcaraNamAM, satya vratanA pAlanamAM jIvananI AbAdI che tethI virUddha AcaraNuM AcaranAranA jIvananI barabAdI che temAM kaI ja zaMkA nathI brahmapadanI-mokSanI prApti joItI hoya te brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare. aMtaranI kuTIlatAne tyAga kare, aDhAre pApasthAnakane tyAga kare, tamane jeTalI jarUra hoya teTalI vastunI apekSA rAkhe ane teTaluM ja meLavavA mATe prayatna karo. vadhAre meLavavAnI mamatA ke prayatna na kare. jenI tamane jarUra che tenI jagatane * jarUra che" A maMtra aMtaramAM ketarI rAkhajo parigraha e mahA bhayaMkara pApa che jene parigrahanuM pApa lAgyuM tenuM jIvana barabAda thaI gayuM ane anaMta yAtanAothI bhareluM jIvana bhegavavAne prasaMga na Ave te mATe parigrahanA pApathI dUra haTe jyAre tame parigrahathI dUra bhAgaze tyAre e ja sarvodaya thaze sArI vastune grahaNa kare ane burI vastune - tyAga kare satyane samaje ane asatyane cheDe e amAre kSaNe kSaNe jagatanA tamAma jI pratye upadeza che. sarvodaya viSe Aje khuba kahevAyuM che. have vizeSa na kahetAM TuMkamAM ja kahIza ke-"sarva prANI mAtrane udaya thAo" "savi jIva karUM zAsana rasI'ne mahA maMtra gekhaje save vitarAga bhagavaMtanA zAsananA rasIA banaje temane batAvelA mArge gamana karajo ke jethI Atma kalyANa sAdhI muktinA megherA mahelamAM pahoMcI zakAya zubhaMbhavatu. Page #181 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana sAtamuM khAvAyelAM haiyA tA. 4-9-55 sTA. TA. 9-00 thI 11-15! sthaLaH-muluDa jaina upa zraya [ pa. pU. paMnyAsa pravara zrI. yazobhadravijayajI gaNIvaryanuM atre cAlatI jAhera pravacana mALAnuM Aje sAtamuM pravacana hatuM AjanA pravacanamAM muMbaI ane upanagarathI dhaNA ja pramANamAM AvelI mAnavamedanI draSTigeAcara thatI hatI. jemAM muMbai rAjyanA DepyuTI insapekaTara janarala opha peAlIsa kumAra zrI. praviNaqamAra sihajI tathA DepyuTI pAlIsa kamiznara mI. khAna, thANA jIllAnA pAlIsa suprITenDanTa zrI rAyasIMghANI vigerenI hAjarI khAsa tarI AvatI hatI. prastuta pravacananuM aMzataH avataraNa. nIce pramANe karavAmAM Avelu che ] zrotAjanA ! e mahInAthI dara ravivAranI A jAhera pravacana mALA cAlI rahI che. dara ravivAre judA judA viSayA upara vamAna yuganA samagramAnava jIvanane sparzatI vAtA vistArathI kahevAmAM Ave che. meTI sakhyAmAM tameA ekaThA thAva che tethI mane. satASa na thAya, paNa sAtheAsAthe tamArA jIvananuM parivartana pratyakSa joIe tyAre ja sAcA sa MtASa ane AnaMda thAya. AjanA jAhera pravacananA viSaya " khevAyelAM haiyAM ' pasaMda karyAM che. khAvAyelA haiyA kaheA ke khavAyelAM haiyA kaheA. Aje ApaNe mananI nirmAMLatA, nimaeNLa mananI kiMmata, hRdaya zuddhinI AvazyakatA viSe kahevAnu che. Page #182 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zarIrane taMdurasta rAkhavA mATe bAhya draSTie zuddha havA -ane khorAkanI jeTalI AvazyaktA che ethI vadhu AvazyakatA - ApaNA AcaraNane mATe tathA zarIranI aMdara rahelA AtmAne taMdurasta rAkhavA mATe mananI zuddhi tathA haiyAnI zuddhinI AvazyakatA che. Aje mAnavI pitAnI sAdhAraNa taMdurastI jokhamAtA (aneka) kaMIka auSadhanA upacAra karavA lAgI jAya che. gumAI gayelI taMdurastIne meLavavA zuddha havA mAnanA sthaLe jevAM ke mAtherAna ke mahAbalezvara jaI pahoMce che. ane auSadhe tathA bIjA upacAramAM potAnI sArI evI saMpattine vyaya kare che. chatAMya tene saMpUrNa taMdurastI punaH prApta thatI nathI tenuM kAraNa zuM che? te sau keIe vicAravuM jarUrI che. zarIranA upacAra jeTalA karavAmAM Ave che teTalA mAnasika zuddhinA ane mane baLanA upacAra thatA nathI. zArIrika taMdurastI jokhamAvAnuM-kaI paNa kAraNa hoya te mAnasika vyathA mAtra che. ane e kAraNe ja ApaNe Aje ApaNuM haiyuM-mana gumAvI beThA chIe. ane mana vinAnA kAryo karI rahyA chIe. AkhAya zarIranA tamAma aMgemAM "mana" haiyuM eka mahatvanuM sthAna dharAve che. ke, je, mana AkhAya zarIrane rAjA che. ane te mananA hukama mujaba ja ApaNuM AkhAya zarIranA tamAma aMge ane avaye kAma karI rahyA che. je kAMI duSTa AvaraNe A jIva kare che te mana Page #183 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 95 vacana ane zarIra dvArA ja kare che ane je kai duSTa AcaraNa kare che te paNa mana-vacana ane zarIra dvArA ja thaI zake che. dharmakaraNInA uttama sAdhanAmAM "zuddhamana " eka upayegI sAdhana che. AjanA yugane mAnavI haiyuM bei eThA che. mana uparanA kAbu gumAvI beThA che. ane teja kAraNe tenI indriyA belagAma gheADAnI mAphaka Aje ekANu khanI aneka jAtanA anarthI karI rahI che. mAnavInuM haiyuM keTaluM apavitra ane azuddha banyuM che tenI kalpanA suddhAM paNa Aje thaI zake tema nathI. duni cAmAM tamAma prakAranA yaMtre zeAdhAyAM che paraMtu haiyuM tapAsavAnuM yaMtra zeAdhAyuM nathI chatAM paNa AcaraNA ane vicAraNa dvArA mAnavInuM haiyuM joi zakAya che. te kevA prakAranA vicAra kare che ane kevuM AcaraNa Acare che te nihALa vAthI tenA mananI zuddhatA ke azuddhatAnA spaSTa khyAla AvI zake che. eka bhaktajana peAtAnA gurUnI akhaMDa upAsanA karatA hatA. bhaktanI anahada kATInI upAsanA bhakti joI gurUe prasanna thaI tene eka darpaNu ApyuM, te darpaNa evA prakAranuM hatuM ke te darpaNa jenI sAme dhare tenA haiyAmAM rahelA duSaAAnA DAgha spaSTa paNe dekhAya. A bhaktajana tA badhAnI sAme darpaNuM dharI tenA Page #184 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 96 haiyAmAM keTalA dUSaNA bharelA che. te jovA lAgyA ane dUSaNe joI joine tenI niMdA karavA lAgyA ane tenA haiyAmAM tiraskAranI vRtti vadhavA lAgI. chevaTe teNe A darpaNu Apa nAra gurUnA sAme dhAryuM te tyAM paNa dUSaNAnA DAghA paDelA dekhyA. turata gurUe kahyuM ke-A darpaNa anyanA dUSaNe jovA tane nathI ApyuM paraMtu tArA ja kRSaNAne jovA mATe tane ApyuM che. A darpaNu tArI chAtI sAme rAkha, anyanA dUSaNA jovAthI tArA AtmA duSaNa rahita nahi manI zake. mAnavI mAtra dUSaNA ane durguNAthI bharelA che. chatAM paNa darekamAM gheADA paNa sadguNunA aMza rahelA hAya che. anyanA dRNA na jotA sadguNA jovA jarUra che. te ja ApaNe udaya che. ane ApaNA sadguNeA jovA karatAM tathA tenI prasaMsA karyAM karatAM. ApaNAmAM rahelAM dugu NeA tapAsavAmAM ja ane tapAsIne cheADavAmAM ja ApaNA AtmAnI pragati che. gurUnA A kathanathI pelAe darpaNu pAtAnI chAtI sAme dhayuM' te peAtAnA haiyAmAM te meTA mATA dUSaNNAnA DAghA dekhAvA lAgyA. teNe jenuM haiyuM joyuM hatuM tenA karatAM potAnuM haiyuM vadhAre khavAI gayeluM mAlama paDyuM. teja divasathI tene khIjAnA haiyA jovAnuM cheADI dIdhuM ane mAtra A gurUe arpaNa karelA darpaNuthI rAja pAtAnuM haiyuM jovA lAgyA ane te bagaDelA haiyAne sApha karavA mATe nizadina prayatna karavA lAgyA. je kSaNe thADA paNa DAgha paDe ke tarata ja kALajI rAkhIne sApha karI nAMkhe tyAre ja te jaMpatA, haiyAmAM nAnuM Page #185 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 97 paNa dUSaNa ke durguNa tene kAMTAnI mAphaka du:kha Apatu hatuM tenA A haMMmezanA prayAsathI tenuM haiyuM sadAnA mATe niLa anyuM ane nirmaLa haiyAe karI peAtAnA AtmA sa`pUrNa zuddha anI zakayo. AjanA mAnavInI paNa Aja dazA che te peAtAnuM haiyuM na tapAsatAM bIjAnA haiyA ja nIhALI rahyo che, peAtAnA durguNAne na jotAM bIjAnA durguNAne joI niMdA karI rahyo che. AthI peAtAnA haiyAne nirmALa ke haLavuM na anAvatAM bhAre ane apavitra manAvI rahyo che ane spaSTa zabdomAM kahIe te pAtAnA haiyAne gumAvI rahyo che. zarIranA tamAma aMgA karatAM mananI mahAna kiMmata che. koIpaNa eka aMga ke e aMga kadAca zaktihIna thaI gayA haze te cAlaze. nAka ke AMkha vagara paNa mAnavI jIvana vitAvI zake che. paNa mana uparanA kANu gumAvelA mAnavI sukhapUrvaka jIvana jIvI zakaze nahI. mana paranA kAbu gumAvI beTheleA mAnavI gAMDAmAM khapaze ane te DAhyA zANA-samajI ane vicAraka vaga mAM kadI paNa rahI zakaze nahi tene mATe kayAM sthAna che te tamA jANeA che ne ? gAMDAnuM davAkhAnuM, jyAM badhA gAMDAAnuM jutha ekaThu thayeluM chetyAM madhAe ja peAtAnA manane kAbu gumAvI dIdhelA hAya che. A gAMDA mAnavInI hRdayavyathA jyAre najare joIe chIe, jANIe chIe, tyAre ApaNane du.khanA pAra rahetA nathI. 7 Page #186 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 98 manuSya jIvananI mahattA paNu manane ja AbhArI che. zuddha mana dvArAja mAnavI mahAna che. bAkI te pAgala ane pazu karatAM paNa hina kATImAM khape che. AtmA sAthe sIdhA sabaMdha jo koi paNa vastu hoya te te mana che. AkhA zarIranuM mukhya yaMtra mana che. mana dvArA ja badhA ja vyavahAraza cAle che. mukhyayaMtra bagaDI jAya tyAre tamAma vyavahAro aTakI paDe che. zaheranuM mukhya pAvara hAusa bagaDI jatAM game teTalA prayatnA karavA chatAM paNa jo kAma karatuM na thAya teA eka paNa vIjaLInA dIvA thaI zakatA nathI te sahu koInA anubhavanI vAta che. eTalI ja spaSTa hakIkata A che. mananuMyaMtra magaDI gayA pachI je tene sudhAravAnI dizAmAM prayatnA na thAya te zarIranuM eka paNa avayava vyavasthita kAma ApatuM nathI. manane zuddha pavitra ane tadurasta rAkhavuM jarUrI che. e taMdurasta ane zuddha kema rahI zake te samajAvavA mATeja AjanA viSaya rAkhyA che paNa te pahelA ApaNuM mana kaI rIte khAvAI gayuM che ke khavAi gayuM che te saMbadhI vicAra karavA jarUrI che. bALaka janme che, tyAre tenuM mana darpaNu jevuM cAkakhuM hAya che pachI jema jema mATA thatA jAya che tema tema tenuM mana azuddha ane AnA DAghAthI meluM anatu jAya che. Page #187 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnavInA manane meluM apavitra banAvanAra keIpaNa padArtha hoya te tenI duSTa vAsanAo yukta anItimaya jIvana che. AjanA mAnavInuM jIvana anIti ane duSTa vAsanAnA ta vaDe cAre taraphathI gherAyeluM che iMdriyo paranA be kAbue tene paravaza banAvI dIdhuM che. duSTa vAsanAoe mAnavIne gulAma banAvyo che. ane anItimaya jIvanavaDe jIvato mAnavI rAkSasa je narAdhama banI rahyo che. IdrinA burA viSayane piSaNa ApI rahyo che. suMdarInA sparzamAM, sugaMdhIdAra padArthonI AsaktimAM, rasanI lolupatAmAM, AMkhe dvArA nayana manahara dazyo jovAmAM kAnadvArA pitAnI prazaMsA ane paranI niMdA sAMbhaLavAmAM, je AnaMda Ave che teja AnaMda mANavAmAM pite pitAnA jIvananI saphaLatA je mAnavI mAnI rahyo che te mAnavI piteja potAnA ja hAthe adhaHpatananI uMDI khAImAM paDI rahyo che ane paramAdhAmIne nitarI rahyo chemAnavI pote Aje cAra prakAranA kaSAye je krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebhane pradhAnapada ApI potAnA jIvanane piSI rahyo che. divasamAM vakhate vakhata nAnI nAnI vAtamAM krodha karI abhimAnamAM masta banI, mAyAvI vRtti keLavI ane lobhI jIvana jIvI pitAnA manarUpI nirmaLa arIsAne aneka prakAranA duSaNothI kalaMkIta karI rahyo che krodha dvArA potAnA sahanazilatAnA Atmika guNene gumAvI beThe che. mAna dvArA pitAnA sara. maLatA guNane bhulI gayA che. mAyA sevIne pitAnI saraLatA Page #188 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 100 khAi kheDA che. ane leAbhI vRttie udAra bhAvanAne mArI nAMkhI che. ane anItimaya jIvanathI peAtAnA mahAmulA jIvanane kaheAvaDAvI nAMkhyu che. zuddha sadAcaraNa ne tilAMjalI ApI. durAcAranI uMDI khAimAM DubI gayA che A che mAnavInA manane kharAba karI nAkhanArA sAdhanA, mananI thAna gumAvI nAkhanArAM mahAbhayaMkara padA. Aje parigrahanI-saMgrahakhArInI maneAvRttithI ja mAnavI peAtAnA mananI zAMti gumAvI beThA che ane azAMtinI hALImAM peAtAnuM jIvana hAmI rahyo che. jo mAnavI peAtAnA peTa puratuM kamAvAnuM (meLavavAnu) rAkhe teA tene rAjanI rAjI sahelAithI maLI zake che ane gujarAna paNa calAvI zake che. paNa Aje mAnavInI manAvRttie mAjhA mUkI che. sahu kAine rAjAzAhI vaibhave joie che. badhAMne baMgalAmAM mahAlavAnA manArathA che. huM kacAre meTaramAM pharatA thA' e ja vicArAnA vamaLamAM rAta divasa aTavAya che ane potAnA haiyAnI zAMtine gumAvI nAkhe che. ane anItimaya jIvana jIvavAne mATe taiyAra thatA mAnavI paisAnA Dhaga khaDakavA mATe peAtAnA zarIranA bhAge paNa taraDIo mAratA jovAmAM Ave che. " jara ane jomananA kaipha caDhe che jyAM sukha ane zAMti sahu saLage che paNa tyAM " sahu kAI ne evI kalpanA hAya che ke jenI pAse vadhAre parigraha che te vadhAre sukhI che. dhanadolatavALA mAnavI Page #189 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 101 dhAre tyAre icchita vastu prApta karI zake che ane peAtAnA mananA manArathAnA mahelamAM sahelAithI AlI zake che paNa ! te kalpanA pAyA vinAnI imArata jevI che. buddhi vinAnI che. eka tyAgI sa'tane dhananI thelI pAsa thatAM tenI kevI dazA thaI te sAMbhaLaze eTale dhanathI kaI paristhitI nirmANa thAya che. tenA spaSTa khyAla AvI zakaze. koI eka purUSa saMsAranI mADhu mAyAnA tyAga karIne sanyAsI banI gAma bahAranA upavanamAM jhuMpaDI bAMdhI rahyo ane prabhubhakti karavA lAgyA. eka divasa bAjunA gAmaDAnA kAI eka zrImaMta bhaktajane sanyAsI pAse AvI praNAma karI rUA. 100)nI thelI bhakti rUpe caraNAmAM dharI sanyAsI paNa bhaktajananI lAgaNI bharI bhakti pAse kazA ya inkAra karI zakayA nahI ane saMmati paNa darzAvI nahi chevaTe pelA bhakta rUA. 100) nI thelI jhuMpaDInA khuNAmAM mukIne cAlyA gayA. saMnyAsI ahAra jatI vakhate kaI divasa potAnI jhuMpaDIne tALuM mAratAM nahI paNa ! Aje sanyAsIne bhAre ciMtA thavA lAgI bIjA divasathI prabhubhaktimAM tallIna raheluM mana DAmADALa thavA lAgyuM vacanathI rAmanI mALA gaNAtI jyAre mana se rUpIAnI thelI tarapha ja najara nAMkhatuM hatuM. saMnyAsIe peAtAnA mananI zAMti gumAvI. eka vakhata mAjunA gAmamAM gayA. tyAM bhaktajanAe upadeza ApavA mATe rAkavAne khuba Agraha karyo. paNa sapattinA rakSaNune khAtara rAkAvAnA mATe dIla mAnyuM nahi. Page #190 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 101 rakhene kAI rUpIAnI thelI upADI jaze te ? A ciMtAe enuM mana cAre taraphathI vihvaLa anI gayuM ane becenI anubhavavA lAgyuM. rAta paDatAM pahelAM potAnI jhuMpaDIe pAchA pharyAM. vaLI kAi eka divase bhaktajanAne upadeza ApI rahyA hatA. temAM dhananI asthiratA samajAvatA peAtAnA kartavyanuM bhAna thayuM tene lAgyuM ke A dhanathI ja huM mArI zAnti gumAvI beThe| chu mAre evA dhananI zuM jarUra che, tarata ja pelA khuNAmAM paDelI rUpInI thelI upADI bahAra jaI jene jarUra hatI tevA dIna du:khIAne heMcI ApI tee svastha ane zAMta thayA ane te dIvasathI temanuM mana prabhubhaktimAM agAunI mAphka tallIna banyuM. A dRSTAMta uparathI sahu kAi samajI zakazeA ke dhanane khajAnA bharI rAkhavAmAM mana AnadrIta rahe che e kalpanA khATI che. manane azAntimAM mukanAra dhana eka prakhaLa sAdhanA che. mAnavI pAse dhana Ave che eTale tarata ja duSTa manAvRttio pedA thAya che. ane te manAvRttione poSavA mAnavI cAtarapha valakhA mAre che. mAnavInA mananI nimaLatA TakAvI rAkhavA nItimaya jIvananI AvazyakatA che. anyAya ane anItithI eka paNa pAI pAtAnA khajAnAmAM na Ave tenI harapaLe ciMtA sevavI ghaNI jarUrI che. chatAM te Aje jovA muddala maLatuM nathI ane te ja kAraNe Aje kAI paNa mAnavInuM mana ThekANe nathI anyAya ane anIti vadhI che vyavahAra taddana Page #191 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 103 juThuM bane che satya ane sadAcArane tilAMjalI apAI rahI che. ane keTalAke spaSTapaNe ema paNa kahe che ke A duniyAmAM nItimaya jIvana jIvavA jaIe to bhUkhe maravuM paDe tema che. paNa A kalpanA peTI che. anIti dvArA paise ekaTho karanAra jeTalA saMteSathI bhojana jamI zakatA nathI teTalA saMteSathI nItipUrvaka kamAnAra mAnavI bhejana karI zake che. nItimaya jIvana e ja zAMtine mArga che. anItImaya jIvana e ja azAMtine mArga che. bhArata eka vakhate nItipradhAna deza hate. ahIMnI halakI prajAmAM paNa nItinA saMskAra bharapura hatA tyAre AjanA bhAratanI paristhiti ulTI che. anya dezomAM nItinuM raNa bahu vadhI rahyuM che. tyAM sau kaI pramANikapaNe jIvana jIvavA prayatna kare che tyAM chApAo vecanAra pherIe potAnA sthAna para chApAo mUkI bAjumAM eka kheDuM mUkI pitAnA sthAnamAM cAlyo jAya che. jene chApAnI jarUrata hoya che te A jagyA upara AvI chApAnI kIMmatanA paisA khAmAM pahelA nAkhI pachI ja chApuM upADe che. tyAM kaI paNa mAnavI phegaTa chApu vAMcavAnI mane vRtti rAkhatuM nathI tyAre Aje ApaNe tyAM zuM paristhiti che te te sau koI tame jANe che ke chApuM ane pisA nAkhavAnI peTI upADIne cAlatA ja thAya. duniyAnA tamAma dharmoe ane tene dharmagurUoe anItimaya jIvana jIvavAnI sApha zabdamAM nA kahI che. je Page #192 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 104 dezamAM rAjA yudhiSThira ane harizcaMdra jevA rAjavI thayA te pavitra AryAvartInA mAnavIe Aje anItimaya jIvana jIvIne peAtAnuM AyuSya pUrNa karI rahyA che ane krama tADhavAnA badale navA karmonA gAMsaDA bAMdhatA jAya che. anItimaya jIvana jIvavAnA kAraNe ja ApaNuM haiyuM khAvAi gayuM che yAne khavAI gayu che tethI ja AjanA mRtyue meTA bhAge hArTa pheilathI ja thAya che haiyuM ekAeka damAI jAya che ane jIMdagI jIvavAnI AzAo adhurI rahI jAya che peAtAnI kharAba vRttiene pASavA mATe mAnavI aneka prakAranA avanavA prapaMceA khele che. jyAre temAM phAvatA nathI tyAre tevAomAMnA thADAghaNA AtmAe gAMDA paNu anI jAya che. anItidvArA ekaThA karelA dhanathI zuddha maneAvRtti TakatI nathI paNa anItinuM dhana anItinA mALe mAnavIne kheMcI jAya che, anItinA mArge gayelA mAnavInA jIvanamAM kevaLa jagatanA mAnavIenI hAya-ane nisAsAnA DAgha ja hAya che. ane anItinA mArge gayelA mAnavI jagatanA eka paNa kharAba sthAnane cheDI zakatA nathI duniyAnI ze krizAmAM jyAM jyAM pApanA sthAne che tyAM tyAM jaine yutheccha paNe pApe AcarI dhana-zarIra-ane mananI pAyamAlI kare che A che mana uparanA kANuM gumAvI beThelA mAnavInI durdazA. Aja sudhI duniyAmAM je kAMI anAcArI ke atyAcAra thayA che. te badhA mana uparanA kAbu gumAvavAnA ja kAraNe Page #193 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 105 evAI ke khavAI gayelA haiyAne kAraNe mahAbhayaMkara yuddho thayA te zA mATe te kahevuM ja paDaze ke manavRttio upara kAbu jyAre gumAvyuM tyAre ja. sattA-saudarya-suvarNamAM Azakta banI mana upara kAbu gumAvI A jagata upara ghaNA rAjavIoe ane zAhukAroe pitAnA jIvana barabAda karyA ane tenA chAMTA ghaNAne urADatA paNa gayA. jJAnI bhagavaMte kahe che ke mana eja karmabaMdha ane mekSanuM kAraNa che mana dvArA ja prANuM pApa Acare che ane mana dvArA ja mekSa meLavAya che. sva pariNatimAM manane lIna banAvavAthI ja mekSa maLe che" para pariNatimAM manane lIna banAvavAthI ja bhayaMkara dukhanI prApti thAya che" viSTAmAM ke bIjA keI kharAba ke gaMdA padArthathI mAnavI hAtha nathI tema mAnavI gaMdA ke apavitra mana dvArA keI zubha AcaraNa karI zakatuM paNa nathI. | mana apavitra haze ane dareka tIrthonI yAtrA karaze, ke mALA laIne tenA nAkAM ghasAI jAya tyAM sudhI jApa karaze, ke kaI paNa azubha bhAvanAthI dAna Apaze, paNa te yatheccha phalane kadI paNa ApanAruM banaze nahi "mana ga, vacana yoga, ane kArya yoganI zubha pravRtti AtmAne zAzvata sthAne laI jaze." Page #194 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 106 "teja go tyAre azubha pravRttimAM rAcAmAcyA raheze te AtmAne agatImAM laI jaze." manane karyuM tene saghaLuM jItyuM." jyAM manane chatAyuM nathI tyAM jagatamAM jyAM jaze tyAM hAra thayelI ja jANaje." bagale bhale zarIre sapheda dUdha je heya paNa tenuM haiyuM kALuM ja hoya che te kaNa nathI jANatuM. bagalAnuM dhyAna paNa ghaNI vakhata koI saMta ke tapasvI karatAM paNa caDhIAtuM hoya che paNa tene magamane vRtti hiMsAne mAge ke mAchalA mAravAnA mArge vaLela hoya che. sarala mananA mAnavIo Aje jagatamAM zodhyA paNa jatA ja mananA jaDatA nathI jagatane sarala jevA Icchate mAnavI pote sarala banavA IcchA paNa rAkhatuM nathI. jyAM sudhI pite manathI nirmaLa na bane tyAM sudhI bIjAonI pAse nirmaLa mananI AzA rAkhavI e nakAmuM che. sahu koI nirmaLa bane, haiyuM nirmaLa banAve, manane pavitra rAkhe ane te manane pavitra banAvavA mATe jJAnI purUe batAvelA mArgane anusaro. manane nirmaLa zuddha ane pavitra rAkhavA mATe zuddha vicAro, zuddha AlaMbana, satyadharmanI AcaraNAnI jarUra che. sArA saMta tyAgI purUSane samAgama jarUrI che Page #195 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 107 sAdu ane aparigrahI jIvana jIvavuM Avazyaka che. sArA pustakAnuM vAcana, abhyAsa, manana, sadgurUedvArA upadezenuM zravaNu, vigerenI khAsa jarUrIAta che. jenuM mana nirmaLa haze te AtmA kArya siddhi tarata ja karI zakaze. jagatamAM vizvAsanIya banaze ane prANI mAtrane pUjavA ceAgya paNa khanI zakaze paNa kayAre ? jyAre mana pavitra haze tyAre. haiyAnu heta khAI beThelA mAnavIe keTalIhade jai paheAMce che. te viSe eka DAkaTaranA jIvananA prasaMga che. te bahu samajavA jevA che. ati nAnuM nahi tema ati meDhu nahi tevA madhyama vastIvALA eka gAmamAM eka DAkaTare davAkhAnuM' zarU karyuM hatuM. DAkaTaranA abhyAsa kALa bahu garIbImAM vItele. nAnakaDA gAmamAM garIba kuTuMbamAM janma thayelA peAtAnI nAnI uMmaramAM ja pitA gujarI gayA mAtAe temanu pAlana pASaNa karyuM. garIbI hAlatamAM paNa aneka prakAranA duHkhA veThI peAtAnA bALakane bhaNAvavAnI kALajI rAkhI. mAtAnA mananA manArathA hatA ke mArA mALaka bhaNI gaNIne meTA thaze eTale huM sukhanA dIvaseA joIza. sukhanA svapnAnI AzA e mAtAe putranA bhaNataranI khAtara ghaNA du:khA sahana karyo aneka prakAranA kaSTadAyaka kArya karIne pote peAtAnuM zarIra zeASavI nAkhyuM. bALaka paNa prathamathI ja abhyAsamAM khukhaja cIvaTa-kALajI rAkhatA ane peAtAnI sthitinA saMpUrNa khyAla hatA ke huM bhaNIne mArI mAtAnA sukhanA svapnAne siddha karIza evA manArathAmAM mhAlatA Page #196 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 108 putra keI vakhata mAtAnuM duHkha joI temaja potAnA pratyenI apAra mamatA joI enuM haiyuM ghaNI vakhata raDI uThatuM. - "garIbI" e kevuM asahya duHkha che ke tene anubhavanAra ja -jANI zake che ke A putra paNa garIbIne sAkSAta anubhavI rahyo hate. AvelI garIbIe tenA haiyAne ketarI nAkhyuM hatuM. meTrIka sudhI te mAtAe daLaNA daLIne, lokenA pANI bharIne, ane bIjA evA nirdoSa kAryo karIne putrane bhaNAve. putranI IcchA hatI ke "huM DaoNkaTara thAuM" paNa DekaTara thavAya zI rIte? meTrIka sudhIno abhyAsamAM thoDA kharcathI cAlatuM paNa DokaTarInA mATe kelejamAM bhaNavAnI phI, pustaka tathA hisTelamAM rahevAnuM vi. mATe kharca thAya, te mAtA kyAMthI karI zake ? pachI pite ke sArA sajajana vepArIne tyAM ekAunTa tathA TAIpanuM kAma karavA pArTa TAIma karI rahyo. nekarIne maLa pagAra keleja kharcamAM vAparIne bhaNavAnuM cAlu karyuM saMsthAo tathA udAra dhamIjane pAsethI sahAyatApaNa maLavA lAgI. AvI paristhItImAM paNa mahenata karIne temaja skelarazIpa meLavIne DaoNkaTara banavA mATenI chellI parikSA ApI ane saMtoSakAraka parINAma AvyuM. pitAne DaoNkaTara thavA mATe mane ratha pUrNa thayo. Page #197 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 109 sAmAnya kuTuMbamAMthI DaeNAkaTara thanAra pA prathama ja hatA. peAte davAkhAnuM zarU kare. teTalAmAM sukhanA dahADA. jovAnI rAha jotI mAtA atizaya parizramathI zramIta banIne mAMdagInA khIchAne paDI e divasanA tAvamAM mAtAnuM prANa pakherUM uDI gayuM. DaoNkaTara banavAnA putranA mAratha pUrNa thayA, paNa DAkaTara anI mAtAne sukhI karIza e maneAratha adhuro ja rahyo. DaeNAkaTaranA duHkhanA pAra na rahyo. atyAra sudhI enA jIvananA badhA ja AdhAra te mAtA upara hatA have jagatamAM pote ekalA paDI gayeA. tene hiMmata ApanAra kAI naheAtuM, paNa ! "du:khanuM esaDa. dIvasa " te kahevata anusAra divaseA vItavA lAgyA ane duHkhanA bhAra eTeka thaye kAI sArA gAmamAM davAkhAnu zarU karavAnuM nakkI karyu. paNuM! davAkhAnuM zarU karavA jeTalA paNa paisA peAtAnI pAse nhAtA. paisA vinA davAkhAnuM zI rIte zarU thAya ! teno muMjhavaNamAM mana mujhAvA lAgyuM. paNa! te vakhate gAmaDAomAM koI DAkaTara malatA ja nahi. temAM A DaoNkaTara navA thayA che. tenI sau kAIne jANu hatI. gAmanA bhalA mANasAe joitI rakamanI sahAyatA karI peAtAnA gAmamAM davAkhAnuM zarU karAvyuM. DaoNkaTaranI mAyALu prakRtithI ane khaMtIlA svabhAvathI khImAra AtmAone ghaNI zAMti maLatI ane lagabhaga badhA ja daradIone thADA ` kharce jaldIthI ArAma thatA jethI. Page #198 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 110 DaoNkaTarane khUba ja yaza prApti thavA lAgI. ane AjubAjunA gAmaDAmAMthI lAkA davA levA mATe A gAmamAM DAkaTara pAse AvavA lAgyA. DAkaTarane kIti ane kaladAra bannenI prApti thavA lAgI ane dhIme dhIme DAkaTare paNa samAja kSetramAM kArya karavA mAMDayu. DaoNkaTaranI vANImAM mIThAza hatI, vakatRtva zakita paNu mukha ja sArI hatI, gAmamAM ke AjImAjInA gAmaDAomAM jyAM kAI sArA prasaMga AvatA tyAM DaoNkaTarane khAsa AmatraNa malatuM DaoNkaTara paNa leAkalAgaNIthI tyAM jatA ane peAtAnI vAgchaTA vaDe saune AMjI detA, eka bIjAnA *jIA kaMkAsA mITAvavA mATe athAga prayatnA karatA ane temAM teone asAdhAraNa saphaLatA prApta thatI. sAmAjIka pravRttiemAM potAnA Arthika kALA paNa yathAzakti jarUra ApatA chatAM rojIMdA vyavahAramAM te ghaNI karakasara rAkhatA. temanA davAkhAnAmAM paisA hAya tene ja Azraya maLatA paisA na hAya tA tene te ubhA paNa rahevA detA nahi. kAipaNu garIbane paisA vagara davA ke salAha suddhApaNu ekeya divasa ApI hoya tevuM banyuM hatuM. dAna ApavAmAM te pAchuM vALI jotA nahi paNa koIne maphata davA ApavI paDatI te temane ghaNuM duHkha thatuM A temanI vicitra paNa paraspara virodhAbhAsa vALI vRttine lIdhe paisAdAra leAkeAne teA vAMdhA nahi paNa temanI kudaratI zaktionA lAbha garIba leAkAne kadApi maLatA nAMhuM. DrAkaTara thayA pachI pAtAnI pAchalI sthiti tadRna bhUlI gayA Page #199 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 111 hatA. garIbAI e emane svapnanI mAphaka banI gayuM hoya tema lAgatuM hatuM. peAte bIjAnA paisA laI saMsthAonI skolarazIpA meLavI bhaNyA hatA. DAkaTara thayA hatA. A adhuM sukhanA ghenamAM bhUlAI gayuM hatuM kharekhara! DAkaTare peAtAnI mANasAI sAva visArI dvIdhI hatI. eka divasa eka bAjunA gAmaDAmAMthI eka garIba kheDuta e mAIla page cAlI hAMphatA hAMkatA A DAkaTaranA davAkhAne AvI pahoMcyA A garIba kheDutanA ekanA eka dIkarA chellA thADA divasathI bhayakara bimArImAM paDayo hatA. gharagaththu' ghaNA upacAro karyAM chatAM kAMI vaLyuM nahi tAva zatri divasa rahevA lAgyA. zarIranA gAtrA DhIlA paDI gayA hatA. zvAsa rUMdhAtA hatA ghaDI beghaDI pachI A bimAra vyaktinuM zuM thaze te paNa akalpanIya ane akathanIya vastu hatI. gAmanA eka bhAInI salAhathI A garIba kheDuta A DaoNkaTaranA davAkhAne davA levA AvyA. DaoNkaTarane kheDute badhI vAta karI, DaoNkaTare kesa taiyAra karyAM, kampAunDare davAnI ATalI bharI ApI ane paDIkA ApyA. davAnI khATalI ane paDIkA laine cAlatI pakaDI. tyAM DokaTare tene khuma pADIne ubhA rAkhyA. eya! davAnA paisA te ApatA jA. A kAI dharmAdA davAkhAnuM nathI. davAnA khAra AnA mukatA jA kheDute kahyu` ke DAkaTara sAkha ! mArI pAse bAra AnA nathI A cAra AnA che te leA. bAkInA ATha AnA AvatI kAle AvIne jarUra ApI jaiza. Page #200 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 112 kheDute nikhAlasatAthI pitAnI paristhitI raju karI ane pitAnI pAse je kAMI hatuM te dharI dIdhuM paNa! DokaTare ochA pisA levAne spaSTa zabdomAM InkAra karyo, ane purA paisA ApIza te ja davA maLaze, paisA na hoya te davAnA paDIkA mukIne raste pakaDa. ahiM e dharmAde karavA beThA nathI ema badhAne je ApyA karIe te devALuM kADhavuM paDe. kheDuta karagarIne AMkhamAM AMsu lAvI DaoNkaTarane page paDI kahevA lAgyuM ke he DAkaTarasAba? A garIba mANasa upara te dayA karo. bimAra paDelo mAro ekane eka dikaro che gharanA ghaNA osaDa karyA paNa jyAre tAva bIlakula na utaryo tyAre bAjunA pADozInI salAhathI tamArI pAse davA levA Avyo chuM. lake kahe che tame khuba ja dayALuM che ane garIbanA belI chesamAjanA bhalA mATe khuba dAna kare che. te zuM tame ATalI mArA pratye lAgaNI nahI darzAve ! dAna tarIke davA paNa nahi Ape. - tamArI davAnA dAnathI mArA ekanA eka putrane jIvIta dAna malaze. prabhu tamAruM bhalu karaze. vAraMvAra karagarate kheDuta DokaTarane vinavavA lAgyo. chatAM mANasAI paravArI cukelA, pitAnI pUrva avasthAne bhulI gayelA A DaoNkaTarane haiyAmAM garIba kheDuta pratye aMzamAtra paNa lAgaNI pedA thatI nathI chevaTe DaoNkaTare ATha AnA ochA laIne paNa davA naja ApI. AMsunA dhodha vahAvate garIba kheDuta davA lIdhA vinA bhAMgelA haiye pitAnA gAma bhaNI pAchA pharyo. Page #201 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 113 rastAmAM eka paMdara varSanI uMmaranA yuvAna bALaka sAyakala upara pharI rahyA hatA temAM meATaranI haDapheTa lAgatAM ghAyala thaI jamIna upara paDayA hatA. DrAIvara meTarane pura vegamAM haMkArI nAzI chUTayA hatA. khALaka khUmA mAratA jamIna upara paDayA che paNa tenI najare kAI paDatuM nathI. A garIba kheDutanI najara te bALaka upara paDatAM ja tenuM hasuM hAtha na rahyuM ne bALaka ghAyala thaI ne paDace hatA te tarapha bALakanI cIseA sAMbhaLIne doDayA. turata ja bALakane potAnI kAMdha upara lai peAtAnI jhu'paDImAM lAvyeA. eka bAju peAtAnA ja khALaka bhayaMkara mAMdagImAM paDayA che. jIvavAnI paNa AzA nathI. DaoNkaTare ATha AnA AchA hAvAnA kAraNe davA paNa na ApI. hatAza thaIne ghera AvyA che chatAM rastAmAMthI laI AvelA koi ajANyA bALakanI turata sAravAra karavA lAgyA. leAhI vahI rahyuM che. tene rAkavA mATe rU khALIne lagADavuM hatuM paNa rU gharamAM hatuM nahi, eka jInu gAbhA jevuM ekanuM eka ezIkuM pAtAnA bALakanA mAthA nIce rAkheluM hatu. te laine temAMthI rU kADhIne saLagAvI ghA upara lagAvI, pATA bAMdhI ArAmathI suvADayA, A cheAkareza DAkaTaranA peAtAnA hatA. sAMja thavA AvI chatAM chekaro ghera Avele nahi hAvAthI DAkaTare cAre tarapha tapAsa karavA mATe mANasAne mekalyA. putranA khAvAyAthI DAkaTaranA jIva uMce caDhI gayA. DAkaTaranI zAMti khAvAI gaI. mana becena khanI gayuM. Page #202 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 114 vicAramAM ane putranI rAha jotAM, rAtanA agIyAra vAgyA jema jema ghaDIALanA kAMTA pharatA jAya. tema tema DokaTaranI becenI vadhatI jatI hatI. tevAmAM eka mANase AvIne khabara ApI ke tamAro chekaro moTaranA akasmAtathI ghAyala thayo che. ane bAjunA gAmamAM eka garIbanI jhuMpaDImAM sAravAra pUrvaka ArAma karI rahyo che. DokaTara tarata ja garIbanI jhuMpaDI pAse AvI pahoMcyA, lokee DaoNkaTarane AvakAra Ape. ane bALakanI sukha zAMtinA samAcAra ApyA. pelA garIba kheDutanA gharamAM be mAMdagInI pathArI sAthe rAkhavI te ThIka nahi lAgavAthI paDezIonI salAhathI DaoNkaTaranA chokarAnI pathArI paDozInI osarImAM karavAmAM AvI hatI. DakaTare bALakanI pathArI pAse jaIne tarata ja upacAro karavA mAMDyA. ane bALakane zAMtivaLI bebhAna banelA putre bhAnamAM AvI pitAnA sAme draSTi nAkhI pitAne joIne putre Achu smita karyuM. tyAM te tarata ja bAjumAMthI meTethI raDAroLane avAja Avyo. tyAM DAkaTare bAjumAM beThelA bIjA mAnavIne pUchayuM ke bAjunI jhuMpaDImAM zuM che ? tyAM tarata ja javAba maLe ke -bAjunA garIba kheDutane ekane eka dIkaro maraNa pAme. jenA pitAe tamArA bALakane meTaranA akasmAtamAMthI ugArI lIdhe. ane pitAnA putranI paNa darakAra nahI karatAM tamArA putrane bacAvavA mATe ane vahetA lehIne baMdha karavA mATe gharamAM Page #203 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 115 raheluM ekanuM eka ezIkuM phADI rU kADhI bALIne lagADavuM. tenA ja khALaka Aje vakhatasara davA na malavAnA kAraNe mRtyu pAmyA. A vAta sAMbhaLatAM ja DAkaTarane bahu AghAta lAgyA, ane pAte karelA apakAranA pazcAttApa karavA lAgyA. teNe turata ja peAtAnA bALakanI pathArI pAsethI uThIne garIbanI jhuMpaDImAM jaI garobanA pagamAM paDI peAtAnA amAnuSI ane tumAkhI bharyAM vartAva badala mAphI mAMgI. paNa have mAphI mAMge vaLe zuM. mAphI mAMgavAthI marelA bALaka pAcho AvanAra naheAtA. chatAM ya DAkaTara pratye jarAe garIba kheDutane roSanI lAgaNI pedA thatI nathI. ane DAkaTaranA doSa na detAM peAtAnA bhAgyane ja doSa devA lAgyA. A che. garIba kheDutanA haiyAmAM vaselI mAnavatA. haiyu khAi beThelA ane mANasAi gumAvI beThelA DaoNkaTaranu' A AkhA ya prasaMgathI jIvananuM mULapAyAmAMthI parivartana thaI cukayuM. te divasathI DaoNkaTara khIjA badhA kAme ane lAbheA paDatA mUkIne leAkeAnA duHkhA dUra karavA turata jai paheAMcatA, tame paNa kadApI haiyu gumAvI na besaze garIbe! pratye hamadadI bhareluM haiyuM rAkhI bhalAInA kAme karI mANusAI TakAvI rAkhajo. haiyu ThekANe rAkhA e AjanA pravacananA sAra che. mana, vacana ane kAyA e traNe yAga upara ane eTale saMyama rAkhA manazupti-vacanagupti-kAyaguptinuM kaDaka Page #204 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 116 rIte pAlana karaze te ghora bhayAnaka pApamAMthI tamAre AtmA sahelAIthI bacI jaze. jyAre mana-vacana ane kAyA upara saMyama Avaze tyAre ja AtmA urdhvagati tarapha prayANa karaze. manane mAMkaDAnI upamA Apela che. mAMkaDuM jema manamAM Ave tema kudAkuda karyA kare che tema mana paNa zIvra gatie dehAdeDa kare che jemake ghaDIkamAM laMDana te ghaDIkamAM ophIse ghaDIkamAM laMkA te ghaDIkamAM perIsa mATe ja kahevuM paDe che A mAMkaDA jevA manane sthira banAvaje ane bhulAI gayelI mAnavatAnI sarItAne pharIthI aMtaramAM vahetI karavA mATe prayAsa karaze te jarUra eka divasa e Avaze ke janma ane maraNanA pherAthI mukta banI zAzvata sukhane prApta karaze. zubhaMbhavatu. 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