Nijdosh Darshan Se Nirdosh

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Mahavideh Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/009595/1

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dAdA bhagavAna kathita nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! jagat se mukti pAne ko.... jagat pUrA hI nirdoSa hai| mujhe khuda ko anubhava meM AtA hai| jaba Apako vaha anubhava meM AegA taba Apa isa jagat se mukta hue| nahIM to, koI eka bhI jIva 'doSita lagegA taba taka Apa mukta nahIM hue| -dAdAzrI SON94di-KARYA!

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samarpaNa trimaMtra nijadoSa darzana bina, baMdhana bhavobhava kA; khule dRSTi svadoSa darzana kI, tare bhavasAgara kitnaa| maiM 'caMdU' mAnA taba se, mUla bhUla kI huI zurUAta; 'maiM zuddhAtmA' kA bhAna hote, hone lage bhUloM kA aNt| bhagavAna UparI, kartA jaga kA, phira lipaTIM anaMta bhrAMtiyA~; baje rikaoNrDa para mAne bolA, usase coTa detIM, vaanniyaaN| bhUleM lipaTI rahI haiM kisase? kiyA unakA rakSaNa sadA; bhUloM ko mila jAtI khurAka, kaSAyoM kA peTa bhraa| jaba taka raheMgI nija bhUleM, taba taka hI hai bhugatanA; dikheM svadoSa jaba khuda ke, taba pUrNa niSpakSapAtI huaa| deha-AtmA ke bhedAMkana bina, pakSa rahe sadA khuda kA; jJAnI ke bhedAMkana dvArA, rekhAMkana AMke sva-para kaa| phira doSoM ko dekhate hI ThA~ya, 'seTa' huA bhItara mazInagana; doSa dhone kI mAsTara kI, dikhe taba se kara prtikrmnn| bhUla miTAe vaha bhagavAna, na rahA kisIkA UparIpana jJAnI kA adbhuta jJAna, prakaTe nija prmaatmpn| zuddhAtmA hokara dekhe, aMta:karaNa kA haraeka aNu; 'bAvA' ke doSa dhuleM, sUkSmatva taka kA shuddhikrnn| nijadoSa darzana dRSTi kA, 'dAdAvANI' Aja pramANa; nijadoSa chedana ke lie arpaNa, graMtha jagat ke crnn|

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dAdA bhagavAna kauna ? jUna 1958 kI eka saMdhyA kA karIba cha: baje kA samaya, bhIr3a se bharA sUrata zahara kA relve sTezana, pleTaphArma naM. 3 kI beMca para baiThe zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela rUpI dehamaMdira meM kudaratI rUpa se, akrama rUpa meM, kaI janmoM se vyakta hone ke lie Atara 'dAdA bhagavAna' | pUrNa rUpa se prakaTa hue| aura kudarata ne sarjita kiyA adhyAtma kA adbhuta aashcry| eka ghaMTe meM unheM vizvadarzana huaa| 'maiM kauna? bhagavAna kauna? jagat kauna calAtA hai? karma kyA? mukti kyA?' ityAdi jagat ke sAre AdhyAtmika praznoM ke saMpUrNa rahasya prakaTa hue| isa taraha kudarata ne vizva ke sammukha eka advitIya pUrNa darzana prastuta kiyA aura usake mAdhyama bane zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, gujarAta ke carotara kSetra ke bhAdaraNa gA~va ke pATIdAra, kAnTrekTa kA vyavasAya karanevAle, phira bhI pUrNatayA vItarAga puruSa! unheM prApti huI. usI prakAra kevala do hI ghaMToM meM anya mumukSu |janoM ko bhI ve AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the. unake adabhuta siddha hue jJAnaprayoga se| use akrama mArga khaa| akrama, arthAt binA krama ke, aura krama arthAt sIr3hI dara sIr3hI, kramAnusAra Upara cddh'naa| akrama arthAt liphTa mArga, zaoNrTa kaTa! ve svayaM pratyeka ko 'dAdA bhagavAna kauna?' kA rahasya batAte hue kahate the ki "yaha jo Apako dikhate hai ve dAdA bhagavAna nahIM hai, ve to 'e.ema.paTela' hai| hama jJAnI puruSa haiM aura bhItara prakaTa hue haiM, ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiN| dAdA bhagavAna to caudaha loka ke nAtha haiN| ve Apa meM bhI haiM, sabhI meM haiN| ApameM avyakta rUpa meM rahe hue haiM aura 'yahA~' hamAre bhItara saMpUrNa rUpa se vyakta hue haiN| dAdA bhagavAna ko maiM bhI namaskAra karatA huuN|" 'vyApAra meM dharma honA cAhie, dharma meM vyApAra nahIM', isa siddhAMta se unhoMne pUrA jIvana bitaayaa| jIvana meM kabhI bhI unhoMne kisIke pAsa se paisA nahIM liyA balki apanI kamAI se bhaktoM ko yAtrA karavAte the| AtmajJAna prApti kI pratyakSa liMka 'maiM to kucha logoM ko apane hAthoM siddhi pradAna karanevAlA huuN| pIche anugAmI cAhie ki nahIM cAhie? pIche logoM ko mArga to cAhie na?" - dAdAzrI parama pUjya dAdAzrI gA~va-gA~va, deza-videza paribhramaNa karake mumukSu janoM ko satsaMga aura AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the| ApazrI ne apane jIvanakAla meM hI pUjya DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna (nIrUmA~) ko AtmajJAna prApta karavAne kI jJAnasiddhi pradAna kI thiiN| dAdAzrI ke dehavilaya pazcAt nIrUmA~ vaise hI mumukSujanoM ko satsaMga aura AtmajJAna kI prApti, nimitta bhAva se karavA rahI thii| pUjya dIpakabhAI desAI ko dAdAzrI ne satsaMga karane kI siddhi pradAna kI thii| nIrUmA~ kI upasthiti meM hI unake AzIrvAda se pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzo meM kaI jagahoM para jAkara mumukSuoM ko AtmajJAna karavA rahe the, jo nIrUmA~ ke dehavilaya pazcAt Aja bhI jArI hai| isa AtmajJAnaprApti ke bAda hajAroM mumukSu saMsAra meM rahate hue, jimmedAriyA~ nibhAte hue bhI mukta rahakara AtmaramaNatA kA anubhava karate haiN| graMtha meM mudrita vANI mokSArthI ko mArgadarzana meM atyaMta upayogI siddha hogI, lekina mokSaprApti hetu AtmajJAna prApta karanA z2arUrI hai| akrama mArga ke dvArA AtmajJAna kI prApti kA mArga Aja bhI khalA hai| jaise prajvalita dIpaka hI dUsarA dIpaka prajvalita kara sakatA hai, usI prakAra pratyakSa AtmajJAnI se AtmajJAna prApta kara ke hI svayaM kA AtmA jAgRta ho sakatA hai|

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nivedana parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAna' ke praznottarI satsaMga meM pUche gaye prazna ke uttara meM unake zrImukha se adhyAtma tathA vyavahAra jJAna saMbaMdhI jo vANI nikalI, usako rikaoNrDa karake, saMkalana tathA saMpAdana karake pustakoM ke rUpa meM prakAzita kiyA jAtA haiN| usI sAkSAta sarasvatI kA adbhuta saMkalana isa pustaka meM huA hai, jo hama sabake lie varadAnarUpa sAbita hogii| prastuta anuvAda kI vAkya racanA hindI vyAkaraNa ke mApadaNDa para zAyada pUrI na utare, parantu pUjya dAdAzrI kI gujarAtI vANI kA zabdaza: hindI anuvAda karane kA prayatna kiyA gayA hai, tAki vAcaka ko aisA anubhava ho ki dAdAjI kI hI vANI sunI jA rahI hai| phira bhI dAdAzrI ke AtmajJAna kA sahI Azaya, jyoM kA tyoM to, Apako gujarAtI bhASA meM hI avagata hogaa| jinheM jJAna kI gaharAI meM jAnA ho, jJAna kA sahI marma samajhanA ho, ve isa hetu gujarAtI bhASA sIkheM, aisA hamArA anurodha hai / anuvAda saMbaMdhI kamiyoM ke lie Apase kSamAprArthI haiN| pAThakoM se.... isa pustaka meM mudrita pAThyasAmagrI mUlata: gujarAtI 'nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa' kA hindI rUpAMtara hai| isa pustaka meM 'AtmA' zabda kA prayoga saMskRta aura gujarAtI bhASA kI taraha pulliMga meM kiyA gayA hai| jahA~-jahA~ para caMdUlAla nAma kA prayoga kiyA gayA hai, vahA~-vahA~ pAThaka svayaM kA nAma samajhakara paThana kreN| pustaka meM agara koI bAta Apa samajha na pAe~ to pratyakSa satsaMga meM padhArakara samAdhAna prApta kreN| dAdAzrI ke zrImukha se nikale kucha gujarAtI zabda jyoM ke tyoM 'iTAliksa' meM rakhe gaye haiM, kyoMki una zabdoM ke lie hindI meM aisA koI zabda nahIM hai, jo usakA pUrNa artha de ske| hAlA~ki una zabdoM ke samAnArthI zabda () meM artha ke rUpa meM diye gaye haiN| aise sabhI zabda aura zabdArtha pustaka ke aMta meM bhI die gae haiN| 7 saMpAdakIya isa jagat meM khuda ba~dhA hai kisase ? duHkha kyoM bhogane par3ate haiM? zAMti kisa taraha mila sakatI hai? mukti kisa taraha prApta ho sakatI hai? to isa jagat meM baMdhana khuda ko khuda kI bhUloM se hI hai| khuda ko jagat meM kisI cIja bA~dhA nahIM hai| na to ghara bA~dhatA hai, na hI bIvI-bacce bA~dhate haiN| na hI dhaMdhelakSmI bA~dhate haiM aura na hI deha bA~dha sakatA hai| khuda ke blaMDarsa aura misTeka se baMdhe haiN| arthAt nija svarUpa kI ajJAnatA vaha sarva bhUloM kA mUla hai aura phira pariNAmasvarUpa anaMta bhUleM, sUkSmatama se lekara sthUlatama rUpa meM bhUloM kA sarjana hotA rahatA hai| ajJAnatA se dRSTi doSita huI hai aura rAga-dveSa hote haiM aura naye karma 'ba~dhate rahate haiN| svarUpa 'jJAna' kI prApti hone se nirdoSa dRSTi prApta hotI hai| pariNAmasvarUpa rAga-dveSa kA kSaya kara, karma baMdhana se mukta hokara vItarAga ho sakate haiN| bhUloM kA svarUpa kyA hai? khuda apane Apako samajhane meM mUla bhUla huI hai, phira khuda nirdoSa hai, karekTa hI hai aisA mAnane meM AtA hai aura sAmanevAle ko doSita mAnane meM AtA hai| nimitta ko kATane taka ke gunAha huA karate haiN| yahA~ prastuta saMkalana meM jJAnI puruSa aisI hI samajha dete haiM ki jisase khuda kI bhUlabharI dRSTi chUTatI hai aura nirdoSa dRSTi prakaTa hotI hai| parama pUjya dAdAzrI bAra-bAra kahate the ki, 'yaha jagat kisa prakAra nirdoSa hai, usake hameM haz2AroM pramANa hAz2ira rahakara, jAgRti rahatI hai|' para jo pramANa ApazrI ke jJAna meM avalokita hue, ve kauna-se hoMge? ve yahA~ sujJa pAThakoM ko eka ke bAda eka prApta hote rahate haiN| prastuta saMkalana yadi bArIkI se 'sTaDI' kiyA jAe to pAThaka ko nirdoSa dRSTi ke aneka dRSTikoNa saMprApta hoM aisA hai| jo pariNAma svarUpa nirdoSa dRSTi ke patha para khuda ko bhI le jaaegaa| kyoMki jinakI saMpUrNa dRSTi nirdoSa ho cukI hai, unakI yaha vANI pAThaka ko avazya usa dRSTi kI samajha prApta karavAegI hI! dUsaroM ke doSa dekhane se, doSita dRSTi se, saMsAra khar3A hai aura nirdoSa 8

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dRSTi se saMsAra virAma pAtA hai| vaha khuda saMpUrNa nirdoSa hotA hai| nirdoSa sthiti pAnI kisa taraha? dUsaroM ke nahIM para khuda ke hI doSa dekhane se| khuda ke doSa kaise-kaise hote haiM, usakI sUkSma samajha yahA~ agopita hotI hai| bahuta hI bArIka-bArIka doSa dRSTi ko khulA karake nirdoSa dRSTi banAne kI parama pUjya dAdAzrI kI kalA yahA~ sujJa pAThaka ko jIvana meM bahuta hI upayogI ho sake, vaisA hai| nimitta ke adhIna, saMyoga, kSetra, kAla ke adhIna nikalI huI vANI ke prastuta saMkalana meM bhAsita kSati rUpI doSa ko kSamya mAnakara, usake prati bhI nirdoSa dRSTi rakhakara muktimArga kA puruSArtha kA prAraMbha karake saMpUrNa nirdoSa dRSTi prApta ho sake vahI abhyrthnaa| - DaoN. nIrubahana amIna ke jaya saccidAnaMda (upodghAta) nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 'dUsaroM ke doSa dekhane se karma ba~dhate haiM, khuda ke doSa dekhane se karma meM se chUTate haiN|' yaha hai karma kA siddhaaNt| 'huM to doSa anaMta nuM bhAjana chu krunnaal|' ('maiM to doSa anaMta kA bhAjana hU~ krunnaamy|') - zrImad raajcNdr| anaMta janmoM se anaMta doSoM kA isa jIva ne sevana kiyA hai| ina anaMta doSoM kA mUla, eka hI doSa, eka hI bhUla hai, jisake AdhAra para anaMta doSoM kI jakar3ana anubhava meM AtI hai| vaha kauna-sI bhUla hogI? sabase bar3A mUla doSa 'khuda ke svarUpa kA ajJAna' vahI hai ! 'maiM kauna hU~?' itanA hI nahIM samajhane ke kAraNa taraha-taraha kI roMga bilIfa khar3I ho gaI haiM aura unameM hI race-base hae haiM anaMta janmoM se| kabhI kisI janma meM jJAnI puruSa se bheMTa ho jAe, taba 'vaha' bhUla khatama hotI hai, phira sArI bhUleM khatama hone lagatI haiN| kyoMki 'dekhanevAlA' jAgrata ho jAtA hai| isalie sabhI bhUleM dikhane lagatI haiM aura jo bhUla dikhAI dI vaha avazya jAtI hai| isIlie to kRpAludeva ne Age kahA, 'dIThA nahIM nija doSa to tarIye koNa upAya?' ('dikhe nahIM nija doSa to tareM kauna upAya?') khuda ke doSa dikheM nahIM to pAra kisa taraha utareMge? vaha to dekhanevAlA' jAgrata ho jAe taba ho pAtA hai| jagat kI vAstavikatA kA patA nahIM hone se bhrAMta mAnyatAoM meM, ki jo paga-paga para virodhAbhAsI hotI haiM, unameM manuSya ulajhA karatA hai| jise isa saMsAra meM niraMtara bojhA lagatA rahatA hai, baMdhana pasaMda nahIM hai, mukti ke jo cAhaka 10

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haiM, unheM to jagat kI vAstavikatAe~, jaise ki yaha jagat kauna calAtA hai? kisa taraha calAtA hai? baMdhana kyA hai? mokSa kyA hai? karma kyA hai? ityAdi jAnanA atyAvazyaka hai! apanA UparI varlDa meM koI hai hI nahIM! khada hI paramAtmA hai yA phira usakA UparI anya kauna ho sakatA hai? aura yaha bhogavaTAvAlA vyavahAra A par3A hai| usake mUla meM khuda ke hI blaMDarsa' aura 'misTeksa' haiM!'khada kauna hai' vaha nahIM jAnA aura logoM ne hI kahA ki 'tU caMdUbhAI hai|' vaisA khuda ne mAna liyA ki 'maiM caMdUbhAI hU~', vaha ulaTI mAnyatA hI mUla bhUla aura usameM se Age bhUloM kI paraMparA kA sarjana hotA hai| isa jagat meM koI svataMtra kartA hI nahIM hai, naimittika kartA hai| aneka nimitta ikaTThe hoM, taba eka kArya hotA hai| jaba ki apane loga ekAdha dikhAI denevAle nimitta ko apane hI rAga-dveSa ke naMbaravAle cazme meM se dekhakara, pakar3akara, use hI kATate haiN| use hI doSita dekhate haiN| pariNAmasvarUpa khuda ke hI cazme kA kA~ca moTA hotA jAtA hai| (naMbara bar3hate jAte haiN|) isa jagat meM koI kisIkA bigAr3a nahIM sktaa| koI kisIko parezAna nahIM kara sktaa| jo kucha parezAnI hameM hotI hai, usameM mUlata: hamArI hI dI huI parezAnI ke pariNAma hote haiN| jahA~ mUla meM 'khuda' kI hI bhUla hai, vahA~ sArA jagat nirdoSa pramANita nahIM ThaharatA hai? khuda kI bhUla miTe, to phira varlDa meM kauna hamArA nAma denevAlA hai? miTAe, vaha paramAtmA ho sakatA hai! ye bhUleM kisa AdhAra para TikI huI haiM? bhUloM kA pakSa liyA islie| unakA rakSaNa kiyA, isalie! krodha ho gayA, phira khuda usakA aise pakSa letA hai, 'yadi usa para aise krodha nahIM kiyA hotA to vaha sIdhA hotA hI nahIM!' yaha bIsa sAla ke AyuSya kA eksaTenzana kara diyA krodha kA! bhUloM kA pakSa lenA baMda ho, taba ve bhUleM jAtI haiN| bhUloM ko khurAka dete haiM, isalie ve haTatI nahIM haiM! ghara kara jAtI haiN| ye bhUleM kisa taraha miTAe~? pratikramaNa se-pazcAtApa se! kaSAyoM kA aMdhApana doSa dekhane nahIM detA hai| jagat sArA bhAvanidrA meM so rahA hai, isalie hI khuda, khuda kA hI ahita kara rahA hai ! maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aisA bhAna hone para bhAvanidrA ur3atI hai aura jAgrata hotA hai| bhaloM kA rakSaNa kauna karatA hai? buddhi! vakIla kI taraha bhUla ke phevara kI vakAlata karake buddhi car3ha baiThatI hai, 'apane' Upara ! isalie calana calatA hai phira buddhi kaa| khuda kI bhUloM kA ikarAra kara le, vahA~ bhUloM kA rakSaNa ur3a jAtA hai aura phira use bidAI lenI hI par3atI hai! hameM jo bhUleM dikhAe~ ve to mahAna upakArI ! jina bhUloM ko dekhane ke lie puruSArtha karanA par3atA hai, ve sAmane se koI hameM dikhA de, usase sarala aura kyA hai? yaha to hamane hI nimaMtrita kie, ve hI sAmane Ae haiM ! jitane Agraha se nimaMtrita kiyA utane hI lagAva ke sAtha hamase cipake haiM ! jo bhUla binA ke haiM, unakA to luTeroM ke gA~va me bhI koI nAma denevAlA nahIM hai ! utanA adhika pratApa hai zIla kA / khuda se kisIko duHkha pahu~ce, usakA kAraNa khuda hI hai ! jJAniyoM se kisIko kiMcit mAtra du:kha nahIM hotA hai| ulaTe anekoM ko paramasukhI banA dete haiN| jJAnI sabhI bhUloM ko miTAkara baiThe haiM, isalie! khuda kI eka bhUla jJAnI puruSa opana Tu skAya hote haiN| baccoM jaise hote haiN| choTA baccA bhI unheM binA saMkoca bhUla batA sakatA hai! khuda bhUla kA svIkAra bhI karate haiN| koI bhI burI Adata par3a gaI ho to usase chUTeM kisa taraha? hamezA ke lie yaha Adata galata hai' aisA aMdara aura bAhara sabake sAmane rahanA caahie| usakA khUba pachatAvA hara samaya rakhanA cAhie aura usakA pakSa eka bAra bhI nahIM leM, taba vaha bhUla jAtI hai| burI AdateM nikAlane kI yaha parama pUjya 12

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dAdAjI kI AgavI (maulika) khoja hai! vItarAga ke pAsa khuda ke sAre doSoM kI AlocanA karane para ve doSa tatkSaNa cale jAte haiN| 'jaise bhUla miTatI hai, vaise sUjha khulatI jAtI hai' parama pUjya dAdAjI kA yaha siddhAMta sIkha lene jaisA hai| _ 'jo phariyAda karatA hai, vahI gunahagAra hai!' tujhe sAmanevAlA gunahagAra kyoM dikhA? phariyAda kisalie karanI par3I? TIkA karanI yAnI dasa kA karanA eka! zaktiyA~ vyartha hotI haiM aura nukasAna hotA hai| sAmanevAle kI bhUla dikhe utanI nAlAyakI aMdara rahatI hai| bure Azaya hI bhUleM dikhAte haiN| hameM kisane nyAyAdhIza (niyukta kiyA)? khuda kI prakRti ke anusAra kAma karate haiM sbhii| parama pUjya dAdAzrI kahate haiM, 'maiM bhI merI prakRti ke anusAra kArya karatA huuN| prakRti to hotI hI hai na! para hama mu~ha para kaha dete haiM ki mujhe terI yaha bhUla dikhatI hai| tujhe jarUrata ho to svIkAra lenA, nahIM to eka tarapha rakha denA!' prathama ghara meM aura phira bAharavAle sabhI nirdoSa dikheMge taba samajhanA ki mukti ke sopAna car3he haiN| khuda kI bhUloM kA patA kaba calatA hai? jJAnI puruSa dikhAe~ tb| sira para jJAnI puruSa nahIM hoM, to saba svacchaMda hI mAnA jaaegaa| ujAle kI bhUloM kA to kabhI hala nikalatA hai, para aMdhere kI bhUleM jAtI hI nahIM haiN| aMdhere kI bhUleM yAnI 'maiM jAnatA hU~!!!' akrama jJAna kI prApti ke bAda mAtra aMdara kA hI dekhane meM Ae to Apa 'kevalajJAna' sattA meM hoNge| aMza kevalajJAna hotA hai, sarvAMza nhiiN| bhItara mana-buddhi-citta-ahaMkAra ko dekhate rahanA hai| parasattA ke paryAyoM ko dekhate rahanA hai| 'vastu, vastu kA svabhAva cUke vaha pramatta kahalAtA hai| vastu usake mUla dharma meM rahe, vaha apramata bhaav|' mokSa kaba hotA hai? 'terA jJAna aura terI samajha bhUla binA kI hogI tb|' bhUla se hI rukA huA hai| japa-tapa kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, bhUla binA ke hone kI jarUrata hai| mUla bhUla kauna-sI? 'maiM kauna hU~?' kA ajnyaan| vaha bhUla kauna miTAe~? jJAnI puruSa hii| doSa nikaleM kisa taraha? doSa paiThe kisa taraha, vaha patA cale to nikAlane kA rAstA mile| doSa zraddhA se, pratIti se paiThate haiM aura zraddhA se pratIti se ve nikleNge| sau pratizata merI hI bhUla hai aisI pratIti ho, phira usa bhUla kA eka pratizata bhI rakSaNa nahIM ho taba vaha bhUla jAtI hai! jo-jo bhagavAna hue, ve apanI-apanI bhUleM miTAkara bhagavAna hue the! parama pUjya dAdAzrI kahate haiM, 'bhUla kise dikhatI hai? bhUla binA kA cAritra saMpUrNa darzana meM ho aura bhUlavAlA vartana usake vartana meM ho to use 'hama' mukta huA kahate haiM' hameM hamArI sUkSma se sUkSma, vaise hI sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama sabhI bhUleM dikhatI haiN|' doSa hotA hai, usakA daMDa nahIM hai para doSa dikhatA hai, usakA inAma hai| inAma meM doSa jAtA hai| vaha AtmajJAna ke bAda khuda, khuda ke lie niSpakSapAtI hotA hai, isalie khuda kI sabhI bhUleM dekha sakatA hai! 14 dUsaroM ke nahIM, para khuda ke hI doSa dikhane lageM taba samajhanA ki aba huA samakita! aura jitane bhI doSa dikhate haiM ve hae bidA, hamezA ke lie! sAmanevAle ke avaguNa yA guNa donoM hI dekhane nahIM caahie| aMta meM to donoM hI prAkRta gaNa hI haiM na! vinAzI hI haiM na! usake zuddhAtmA hI dekhane caahie| parama pUjya dAdAzrI kahate haiM, 'jebakatarA ho yA cAritrahIna ho, use bhI hama nirdoSa hI dekhate haiM! hama sat vastu ko hI dekhate haiN| vaha tAttvika dRSTi hai| hama paikiMga ko nahIM dekhate!' jagat ko nirdoSa dekhane kI yaha eka mAtra 'mAsTara kI' hai|

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'caMdUbhAI' se doSa hote haiM aura khuda ko nahIM acche lagate to vaha 'doSa dekhA' kahalAtA hai aura dikhA vaha calA jAtA hai| jIvana khuda ke hI pApa-puNya kI gunahagArI kA pariNAma hai| phala barase vaha puNya kA aura patthara par3e, vaha pApa kA pariNAma hai! qImata hai samatA bhAva se bhugata lene kii| adhikatara ulajhaneM vANI se par3atI haiN| vahA~ jAgRti rakhakara mauna rakhakara hala lA sakate haiN| samyak dRSTivAle ko naye doSa bharate nahIM haiM aura purAne khAlI hote haiN| jJAna prApti ke bAda bhI kaSAya ho jAte haiM, para usakA turanta patA calatA hai aura khuda usase alaga rahatA hai| akramavijJAnI ne to jJAna dekara paccIsoM prakAra ke moha kA nAza kara diyA hai| acchI AdateM-burI AdateM, donoM ko bhrAMti kahakara chaDavAyA hai sabhI se| zuddha upayogI ko koI karma chUtA nahIM hai| buddhi hamezA samAdhAna khojatI hai, sthiratA khojatI hai| buddhi sthira kaba hotI hai? dUsaroM ke doSa dekhe, taba buddhi sthira hotI hai, yA phira khada ke doSa dekhe, taba bhI buddhi sthira hotI hai| ajJAnatA meM dUsaroM ke hI doSa dekhatI hai, khuda ke dikhate hI nhiiN| buddhi sthira nahIM hotI isalie DA~vADola hotI rahatI hai| phira sArA aMta:karaNa hilA detI hai, hullar3a macA detI hai| phira buddhi, dUsaroM ke doSa dikhAe, taba khuda saccI siddha hokara sthira hotI hai ! phira hullar3a zAMta ho jAtA hai! nahIM to vicAroM kA ghamAsAna calatA hI rahatA hai aura isa prakAra saMsAra meM DakhA (ghoTAlA, bakher3A, gar3abar3a) ho rahA hai| aisI bArIka bAta kauna-se zAstra meM mile?! jagat kA lekhA-jokhA kisI zAstra meM mile aisA nahIM hai, vaha to jJAnI ke pAsa hI milatA hai| sAmanevAle ke doSa dikheM, vahI saMsAra kI adhikaraNa kriyA hai ! mokSa meM jAnevAlA khuda kI bhUleM dekhatA rahatA hai aura saMsAra meM bhaTakanevAle dUsaroM kI bhUleM dekhate rahate haiM! abhiprAya rakhane se dRSTi doSita ho jAtI hai| pratikramaNa se abhiprAya TUTate haiM aura nayA mana banatA nahIM hai| __ AtmadRSTi hone ke bAda.... dehAdhyAsa chUTe aura AtmA kA adhyAsa baiThe, usake bAda nijadoSa hI dikhate haiN| kucha doSa barpha ke rUpa meM jame hue hote haiM, ve jaldI kisa taraha jAe~? anekoM paratavAle hote haiM, isalie dhIre-dhIre jAte haiN| jaise-jaise doSa dikhAI deM, vaise-vaise parateM ukhar3atI jAtI haiN| jaise pyAja kI parateM hotI haiM, vaise bahuta cikane doSoM ke bahuta pratikramaNa karane par3ate haiN| 15 sAmanevAle kI kauna-sI bhUla nikAla sakate haiM? jo bhUla use dikhatI nahIM ho, vh| aura kisa prakAra nikAlanI cAhie? sAmanevAle ko bhUla nikAlanevAlA upakArI dikhe taba nikAlanI caahie| kar3hI khArI hai' kahakara kleza nahIM karanA caahie| gharavAle sabhI nirdoSa dikheM aura khuda ke hI doSa dikheM taba sacce pratikramaNa hote haiN| pratikramaNa kaba taka karane cAhie? jisake prati mana bigar3atA rahatA ho, yAda AtI rahatI ho, taba tk| jaba taka hamArA aTekiMga necara hogA, taba taka mAra pdd'egii| hamase cAhe kaisA bhI vyakti TakarAne Ae, taba bhI hameM TakarAva TAlanA cAhie, hameM khisaka jAnA caahie| khuda kartA nahIM hai para sAmanevAle ko karttA dekhatA hai, vaha khuda hI kartA hone ke barAbara hai! sAmanevAle ko kiMcit mAtra kartA dekhA ki khuda 16

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kartA ho hI gyaa| prakRti bhale hI lar3AI-jhagar3e kare, para use kartA nahIM dekhanA caahie| kyoMki vaha nahIM karatA hai| 'vyavasthita' karatA hai! doSa karanevAlA ahaMkAra aura doSa dekhanevAlA bhI ahNkaar| doSa dekhanevAlA ekAMta rUpa se ahaMkArI hotA hI hai| sArA dina mAfI mA~gate rahanA caahie| sArA dina mAfI mA~gane kI Adata hI banA denii| jJAnI kI kRpA se hI kAma hotA hai, koI daur3a-dhUpa karanI nahIM hai| kRpA kaba milatI hai? jJAnI kI AjJA meM rahane se| AjJA meM rahane se samAdhi hotI hai| AtmA bhI vItarAga hai aura prakRti bhI vItarAga hai| para prakRti ke doSa nikAlane para usakA 'riekzana' AtA hai| kisIkA doSa dikhAI de vaha apanA hI doSa hai| dAdAjI kA yaha satsaMga, vahA~ mAra paDe taba bhI choDanA nhiiN| satsaMga meM mara jAnA, para bAhara kahIM jAne jaisA nahIM hai, satsaMga meM kisIke doSa dekhane nhiiN| nahIM to 'vajralepo bhaviSyati!' isalie yahA~ turaMta hI pratikramaNa karake dho DAlanA, nahIM to nikAcita karma ho jAtA hai ! jJAnI puruSa ke kabhI bhI doSa dekhane hI nahIM caahie| jJAnI puruSa ke sAmane buddhi kA upayoga kare, to vaha gira jAtA hai, narka meM jAtA hai| koI viralA hI jJAnI ke najadIka rahakara unakA eka bhI doSa nahIM dekhe! vahI jJAnI kI sevA meM naz2adIka raha sakatA hai! dUsaroM ke doSa dekhane se khuda ke doSa dekhane kI zakti saiMdha gaI hai| kisIkI bhUla hotI hI nahIM hai, bhUla mAnanI hI ho to 'vyavasthita' kI mAnanA aura 'vyavasthita' yAnI khuda kA hI hisAba khuda ke hisse meM AtA hai| khuda ne bhUla kI hai usakA daMDa kudaratI nimittoM dvArA khuda ko milatA hai! pratyakSa kI vItarAgatA dekhane se vItarAga ho sakate haiM! mokSArthI kI lAkSaNikatAe~ kauna-sI? saralatA! opana Tu skAi! khuda ke sAre hI doSa khule kara detA hai vaha! doSa meM ekAgratA hone se doSa dikhA nhiiN| aMdhApana AyA, isalie doSa cipaTa gyaa| vaha doSa dekhane se jAtA hai| hama khuda zuddhAtmA ho gae, aba pudgala ko zuddha karanA bAkI rhaa| vaha dekhane se hI zuddha ho jAtA hai| atikramaNa jo kare, use pratikramaNa karanA hai| zuddhAtmA atikramaNa karatA nahIM hai, isalie pratikramaNa karane kA use rahatA nahIM hai| yaha siddhAMta lakSya meM rkhnaa| dAdAzrI kahate ki, 'hamAre pratikramaNa, doSa hone se pahale hI zurU ho jAte haiM, apane Apa! vaha jAgRti kA phala hai! Age kI jAgRti to doSoM ko doSa kI taraha bhI dekhatA nhiiN| vaha 'jJeya' aura 'khuda' 'jnyaataa'| jJeya hai to jJAtApana hai! kisIko na to doSita mAno na hI to nirdoSa mAno, nirdoSa jAno! khuda kI prakRti ko dekhanA, caMdUbhAI kyA kara rahe haiM, use dekhanA, vaha zuddha upayoga hai| prakRti ko kyoM dekha nahIM pAte haiM? AvaraNa ke kaarnn| ve AvaraNa kisa taraha TUTeM? jJAnI puruSa 'vidhiyA~' (caraNavidhi) karavAte haiM, usase AvaraNa TUTate haiN| jJAnI ke bhI sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama doSa hote haiM, jo pratikramaNa se zuddha karate haiN| ___ prakRti ke guNa-doSa dekhanevAlA kauna? prakRti ko prakRti dekhatI hai, vaha dekhanevAlA hai prakRti kA, buddhi aura ahaMkAravAlA bhAga! isameM AtmA nirlepa hotA hai| AtmA ko acchA-burA hotA hI nahIM hai! prakRti ke doSa dikhAnevAlI U~cI prakRti kahalAtI hai ki jo AtmA prApta karavAnevAlI hai| 18 jJAnI ke pratyeka karma divya karma hote haiN| bAhya karma to sabhI ke jaise hI hote haiM para usa samaya unheM baratatI vItarAgatA hI nihArane jaisI 17

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prakRti ko jo nirdoSa dekhatA hai vaha paramAtmA! dekhane meM muktAnaMda! para AtmA ko AnaMda kI bhI par3I nahIM hai| use to kevala jaisA hai vaisA dekhane meM sarvasva hai! doSa se aMtarAya aura aMtarAya se saMpUrNa AnaMda kA anubhava rukatA parama pUjya dAdAzrI, apanI anubhava dazA kA varNana karate hue kahate haiM ki hameM to bAla jitanI bhI bhUla ho to turanta patA cala jAtA hai!' vaha aMdara kaisI korTa hogI?! kaisA jajamainTa hogA? kisIke sAtha matabheda hI nhiiN| ganahagAra dikhe, phira bhI usake sAtha koI matabheda nahIM! bAhya rUpa se gunahagAra, aMdara to koI bhI gunAha nahIM hai| isIlie dAdAzrI saMpUrNa nirdoSa hue aura sAre jagat ko nirdoSa dekhA! jJAnI puruSa kI eka bhI sthUla yA sUkSma bhUla nahIM hotI! sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama bhUleM hI hotI haiM, jinake khuda saMpUrNa jJAtA-dRSTA hote haiM aura ve bhUleM kisIko nukasAnadAyaka nahIM hotI haiN| sirpha khuda ke 'kevalajJAna' ko hI ve rokatI haiM! aMtima prakAra kI jAgRti kauna-sI? isa jagat meM koI doSita hI nahIM dikhe! jisane sArI bhUleM khatama kI, usakA isa jagat meM koI UparI hI nahIM rahA! isIlie jJAnI puruSa dehadhArI paramAtmA hI kahalAte haiN| dAdAzrI kahate haiM, 'hama' donoM alaga haiN| bhItara prakaTa hue haiM ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiN| ve saMpUrNa prakaTa ho gae haiM, parama jyoti svarUpa! jo hameM hamArI bhI aMdaravAlI bhUleM dikhAte haiM aura ve hI caudaha loka ke nAtha haiN| vahI dAdA bhagavAna haiM! 360 DigrI ke pUrNa bhagavAna!' pudgala dRSTi se nahIM! tattva dRSTi se, avasthA dRSTi se nahIM! sAmanevAle ko doSita dekhatA hai, vaha ahaMkAra hai dekhanevAle kA! duzmana ke prati bhI bhAva nahIM bigar3e, bigar3e, to turaMta hI pratikramaNa se sudhAra liyA jAe, tabhI Age pragati hotI hai aura aMta meM zIlavAna ho pAte haiN| zurUAta meM buddhi sAmanevAle ko nirdoSa nahIM dekhane degI para nirdoSa dekhane kI zurUAta karanI hai| phira jaise-jaise anubhava hotA jAegA vaisevaise buddhi ThaMDI hotI jaaegii| jaise gaNita kA savAla karate samaya javAba pAne ke lie eka saMkhyA mAnanI par3atI hai, 'mAnA ki 100 (sapoz2a haMDeDa) phira sahI javAba sahI milatA hai na?! vaise dAdAzrI bhI eka saMkhyA 'mAnane' ko kahate haiM ki, 'isa jagat meM koI doSita hI nahIM hai| samasta jagat nirdoSa hai!' saccA javAba aMta meM mila jaaegaa| dRSTi, vaisI sRSTi / doSita dRSTi se sAmanevAlA doSita dikhatA hai aura nirdoSa dRSTi se sAmanevAlA nirdoSa dikhatA hai| jJAna milane ke bAda bhI jagat nirdoSa hai, vaha anubhava meM nahIM aataa| vahA~ to dAdAzrI ne kahA hai isalie, aisA hameM nizcita kara denA cAhie ki jisase koI doSita dikhe hI nhiiN| jahA~ aisA nizcita nahIM huA hogA, usa hisse meM phira mAna hI lenA ki jagat nirdoSa hI hai! javAba jAnate haiM, isalie savAla hala karanA AsAna ho jAegA na! pratIti meM to sau pratizata rakhanA ki jagat nirdoSa hI hai| doSita dikhatA hai, vaha bhrAMti hai aura usase saMsAra khar3A hai! jAna liyA usakA nAma ki Thokara nahIM lge| kaSAya, (krodha-mAnamAyA-lobha) ThokareM hI haiM! aura taba taka bhaTakanA hI hai! kaSAyoM kA pardA dUsaroM ke doSa dikhAtA hai! kaSAya pratikramaNa se jAte haiN| mokSa ke lie karmakAMDa yA kriyAe~ karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, AtmA jagat nirdoSa jagat nirdoSa kisa taraha dekhA jA sakatA hai?! Atma dRSTi se hI, 19

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jAnane kI jarUrata hai, jagat nirdoSa dekhane kI z2arUrata hai! phira bhI jise jo anukUla ho, vaha kre| kisIkI TIkA karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, nahIM to usake sAtha naye karAra se bNdhege| svakarma ke adhIna hI bhogavaTA khuda ko AtA hai, phira dUsare kisakA gunAha? mahAvIra kA saccA ziSya kauna? jise logoM ke doSa dikhane kama hone lage haiM! saMpUrNa dazA meM nahIM, to bhI zurUAta to huI! dharma meM eka-dUsare ke doSa dikhate haiM, vaha merA-terA kI bhedabuddhi se aura usake lie zrImad rAjacaMdrajI ne kahA hai, 'gaccha-matanI je kalpanA, te nahIM sdvyvhaar|' (gaccha-mata kI jo kalpanA, vaha nahIM sadvyavahAra!') dAdAzrI kahate haiM ki, 'Aja hamase jo kucha bolA jAtA hai vaha gatabhava meM rikaoNrDa huA thA, vahI bolA jAtA hai| pichale bhava kI bhUlavAlI rikaoNrDa banI thii| isalie kisI dharma meM 'yaha bhala hai' aisA bolA jAtA hai| para Aja kA jJAna-darzana use saMpUrNa nirdoSa dekhatA hai aura jo bolA gayA, usakA turanta pratikramaNa hokara zuddha ho jAtA hai!' akrama mArga kA dAdAzrI kA gaz2aba kA jJAnIpada prakaTa huA hai isa kAla meM! kisIkI kalpanA meM nahIM Ae aisI yaha Azcaryajanaka kudarata kI bheMTa hai jagat ko| nirdoSa dRSTi huI, taba se khuda prema svarUpa hue aura unake zuddha prema ne kitanoM ko saMsAramArga meM se mokSamArga kI ora mor3A! usa aghaTa-abar3ha paramAtma prema ko koTi-koTi namaskAra !! nirdoSa jagat dikhe, taba mukta hAsya prakaTa hotA hai| mukta hAsya dekhakara hI kitane roga jAte haiN| jJAnI puruSa kA cAritrabala sAre brahmAMDa ko eka u~galI para uThA le aisA hotA hai! aura vaha cAritrabala kahA~ se prakaTa hotA hai? nirdoSa dRSTi se! - DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna anukramaNikA nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa ! vizva kI vAstavikatAe~ 1 AlocanA jJAnI ke pAsa hamArA UparI kauna? 1 vaise-vaise khilatI... mUla bhUla kauna-sI? 2 thI hI nahIM to... bhUleM kaba patA calatI haiM? 3 dasa ke kie eka! kauna jagat kA mAlika? 3 sAre duHkho kA... nAsamajhI ne sarjita kie duHkha 4 nahIM koI doSita jagat meM sAmanevAlA to hai mAtra nimitta 5 taba se huA samakita ! nahIM lagate bola, bagaira... 6 aMta meM to ve prAkRta guNa kATanA nimitta ko? 6 sabase bar3A doSa anumodana kA phala 7 dIThA nahIM nijadoSa to... nahIM cunautI, to pUrNatA... 8 nahIM dekhanA doSa kisIke eka meM se anaMta, ajJAnatA se 9 taba AyA mahAvIra ke... do hI vastue~ vizva meM 9 nahIM dekhe khuda ke hI doSa nimaMtraNa dhaula ko... 10 vaha kahalAe jaina luTerA bhI dUra rahe zIlavAna se 11 doSa,utane hI cAhie pratikramaNa nahIM rahA bhugatanA jJAnI ko 12 AtmA khuda hI tharmAmITara jaisA bhUla miTAe vaha paramAtmA 12 vaha hai bhUloM kA svarUpa die AdhAra bhUloM ko... 13 jJAnI kI tattvadRSTi cAbI bhUleM miTAne kI 13 tara gayA vahI tAre baMda karo kaSAya kA poSaNa 14 taba bhUla miTAI kahalAtI hai aMdhApana nahIM dekhane detA... 15 bhUla nikAle, aMdara kauna? buddhi kI vakAlata se... 16 aMdhere kI bhUleM kareM jJAnI ikarAra... 16 nahIM usakA UparI koI doSa svIkAro,upakAra... 18 dRSTi nijadoSoM ke prati... 'yaha' prapaMca karanevAlA... 20 pramatta bhAva se dikheM paradoSa.... are, le bodhapATha isa se 20 vItarAgoM ne kahA mukti hetu 45 bhUla miTAne kI rIti... 20 z2arUrata hai bhUla binA ke jJAna... 46

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127 bhUla binA kA jJAna aura samajha 49 doSa dekhe, vahA~ buddhi sthira 56 kAphI hai baiThanI pratIti bhUla kI 49 pAne ko mukti, dekhe nijadoSa 58 bhUla miTA de, vaha bhagavAna 51 A jAo, eka bAta para bhUla binA kA darzana... 52 par3A hI hotA hai bhItara... alaukika sAmAyika vaha... 53 khuda kA gaTara... nahIM chUtA kucha... 54 dRSTi, abhiprAya rahita Aropa lagAne se, aTake... 54 aise aMta Ae ulajhanoM kA 62 buddhi eksaparTa, doSa dekhane meM 55 jahA~ chUTA mAlikIpana sarvasva.... 63 doSa dekhanA, khuda ke hI sadA 55 AtmadRSTi hone ke bAda... garur3a Ate hI, bhAgeM sA~pa 64 mor3anI, doSa dekhane kI.. niSpakSapAtI dRSTi 64 'vyavasthita' kartA, vahA~... vaise-vaise prakaTe Atama ujiyArA 65 vajralepo bhaviSyati... guhyatama vijJAna 66 dekhe doSa jJAnI ke, use... doSa hote haiM paratoMvAle 67 sarala ko jJAnI kRpA apAra gunahagArI pApa-puNya kI 68 guNa dekhane se guNa prakaTa svarUpa prApti ke bAda... 69 nijakarma yAnI nijadoSa isalie ho gae jJAnI 71 zuddha upayoga, AtmA kA dikheM prapAta doSa ke... 71 bhUleM, ujAle kI.. ghara meM TokA jAe... 73 prakaTe kevalajJAna, aMtima.. aise hote haiM karma cokhe 74 a~dhere kI bhUleM... dekho sAmanevAle ko... 75 dAdA 'DaoNkTara' doSoM ke vaha hai ekAMtika rUpa se... 76 doSa nikAlane kA kaoNleja mahatva hai, bhUla ke bhAna kA 77 AvaraNa TUTane se doSa dikheM vahA~ puruSArtha yA kRpA? 79 vItarAgoM kI nirdoSa dRSTi vItarAgabhAva se vinamratA... 79 doSita dRSTi ko.... 'jJAna' prApti ke bAda.. 81 karanA nahIM hai,mAtra dekhanA hai 101 taba doSa hoM, ve.... 84 gehU~ khuda ke hI bIno na zraddhA se zurU, vartana se... 85 yaha to indriyagamya jJAna... nahIM chor3anA kabhI... 86 aura yaha jJAnagamya... 23 khuda kI bhUloM ko khuda.. 106 saMpUrNa doSa rahita dazA.... 111 taba saMpUrNa huA nikAla 107 jAgRti bhUloM ke sAmane... 112 kahA~ taka mana cokhA huA 107 isalie 'hamArA' nahIM UparI.. 112 taba taka UparI bhItaravAle.. 108 isalie 'jJAnI' dehadhArI... 112 bhinnatA una donoM ke... 109 bhItaravAle bhagavAna dikhAe~,... 113 jagat nirdoSa bhagavAna ne dekhA jaga nirdoSa 115 doSa dikhAe~, kaSAya bhAva 126 kauna-sI dRSTi se jaga dikhe... 115 vahA~ kise DA~Toge? tattva dRSTi se jagat nirdoSa 116 nahIM koI duzmana aba.... 128 jagat nirdoSa, pramANa sahita 118 sA~pa, bicchU bhI haiM nirdoSa... 129 zIlavAna ke do guNa 118 mahAvIra ne bhI dekhe svadoSa 130 yaha hai jJAna kA tharmAmITara 119 abheda dRSTi hone se bane... 131 eka rakama Apa mAnoge? 120 gaccha-mata kI jo kalpanA... dRSTi ke anusAra sRSTi 120 Aja kA darzana aura... 132 jaga nirdoSa anubhava meM... 122 AzcaryakArI, adbhuta... 134 aMtima dRSTi se jaga nirdoSa 124 nahIM dekhate dAdA doSa... 135 jAna liyA to usakA nAma.... 126 taba prakaTa ho, mukta hAsya 136

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! vizva kI vAstavikatAe~! praznakartA : jagat kI vAstavikatA ke viSaya meM kucha khie| dAdAzrI : jagat ke loga vyavahAra meM do taraha se rahate haiM, eka laukika bhAva se aura eka alaukika bhAva se| isameM jagat kA kAphI kucha bhAga laukika bhAva se hI rahatA hai, ki bhagavAna Upara haiM aura bhagavAna saba karate haiN| aura vApasa khuda bhI karatA jAtA hai, bhagavAna bhI karate jAte haiN| use kucha virodhAbhAsa kA khyAla nahIM hai aura use bhagavAna sira para raheM to Dara rahA karatA hai ki khudA ye karegA aura ye kregaa| aisA karake gAr3I calatI rahatI hai| para jo atyaMta vicArazIla huA hai, jise sira para bhArarUpa bojhA kisIkA cAhie hI nahIM, to usake lie asala haqIqata alaukika honI hI cAhie na? alaukika meM koI UparI (baoNsa, variSTha mAlika) hai hI nhiiN| jagat meM ApakI bhUleM hI UparI haiM, Apake blaMDarsa (mUlabhUta bhUla) aura misTeksa (sAmAnya bhUleM) ve do hI UparI haiN| dUsarA koI UparI hai hI nhiiN| hamArA UparI kauna ? aisA kauna kaha sakatA hai? taba ohoho! ye kitane niDara hoMge? aura Dara kisakA rakhanA hai? merI khoja hai ki ApakA UparI hI koI nahIM hai, isa varlDa meN| aura jise Apa UparI mAnate ho, bhagavAna ko, vaha to ApakA svarUpa hai| bhagavAna kA svarUpa UparI ho nahIM sakatA, kabhI bhii| usase anajAna haiM isalie ve UparI ho nahIM skte| taba UparI nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! kauna? Apake blaMDarsa aura mistteks| ye do hI yadi nahIM hoM, to ApakA koI UparI hai hI nhiiN| mere blaMDarsa aura misTeksa nikala gae haiM. isalie merA UparI koI bhI nahIM hai| Apa jaba blaMDarsa aura misTeksa nikAla doge, taba ApakA UparI koI nahIM rhegaa| abhI pulisavAle ke sAtha vahA~ TakarAva karake Ao, yahA~ jaldI Ane ke lie, nibaTAe binA Ao, pulisavAlA kahe, 'gAr3I khar3I rakho', aura Apane khar3I nahIM rakhI to phira yahA~ pulisavAlA aaegaa| taba Apa turanta samajha jAoge ki yaha mere lie AyA hai| kyoMki bhUla kI. vaha hameM turanta patA cala jAtA hai ki yaha bhUla kI hai| vaha bhUla mittaao| merA kyA kahanA hai? nirI bhUleM hI huI haiN| unheM mittaao| aba taka dUsaroM kI hI bhUleM dikhI haiM, khuda kI bhUleM dikhIM nahIM haiN| khuda kI bhUleM dekheM, unheM miTAe~, ve bhagavAna ho jAe~! mUla bhUla kauna-sI? aura isa tarapha sAdhu-sanyAsI icchAoM ko dhakelate rahate haiN| ve icchAe~ to kucha haTeM aisI nahIM haiN| Dabala hokara Ae~ aisI haiN| mUla bhUla kahA~ huI hai, vaha khabara nahIM hai logoM ko| ve icchAe~ hotI haiM, vaha bhUla nahIM hai| usakI mUla bhUla dabAe~ na hama, baTana dabAe~ na hama, taba paMkhA baMda ho jAtA hai| yoM hI paMkhA pakar3ane jAe~ to kucha hotA nahIM hai? usakI mUla bhUla dbaaeN| maiM caMdUbhAI hU~' vahI mUla bhUla hai| mUla bhUla hI yaha hai| vaha Aropita bhAva hai| saccA bhAva nahIM hai vh| jaise yahA~ koI indirA gAMdhI jaise kapar3e pahanakara aura sabase kahe, 'maiM indirA gAMdhI haiM' aura aisA kahakara usakA lAbha uThAe, to usakA gunAha lAgU hotA hai yA nahIM hotA hai? usI taraha 'maiM caMdUbhAI hU~', usakA niraMtara lAbha uThAtA hai| vaha Aropita bhAva kahalAtA hai, usakA gunAha! isalie, ApakI bhUleM aura Apake blaMDarsa, ye do hI Apake UparI haiN| Apake blaMDarsa kyA hoMge? 'maiM caMdUbhAI hU~' vaha pahalA blNddr| maiM inakA

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! beTA hU~', vaha dUsarA blNddr| 'maiM isakA pati hU~', vaha tIsarA blNddr| 'maiM isa lar3ake kA bApa hU~', vaha cauthA blNddr| aise kitane blaMDarsa kie haiM? praznakartA : anekoM hue hoNge| dAdAzrI : hA~, ye jo blaMDarsa haiM ve Apase TUTeMge nhiiN| hama blaMDarsa tor3a dete haiM aura phira misTeksa hoM ve Apako nikAlanI haiN| vaisA koI UparI hai nhiiN| binA kAma ke becainI !! Apako samajha meM AtA hai na, UparI nahIM hai aisA? pakkA vizvAsa ho gayA? bhUleM kaba patA calatI haiM? loga mAnate haiM ki bhagavAna UparI haiM, isalie unakI bhakti kareMge to chUTa jaaeNge| para nahIM, koI bApa bhI UparI nahIM hai| tU hI terA UparI, terA rakSaka bhI tU aura terA bhakSaka bhI tU hii| yU Ara hola enDa sola risponsibala phaoNra yora selpha (Apa hI apane khuda ke lie saMpUrNa jimmedAra ho|) khuda hI khuda kA UparI hai| isameM dUsarA koI bApa bhI hastakSepa nahIM karatA hai| hamArA baoNsa hai, vaha bhI hamArI bhUla se hai aura anDarahainDa (mAtahata) hai, vaha bhI hamArI bhUla se hI hai| isalie bhUla to miTAnI hI par3egI na! khuda kI saMpUrNa svataMtratA-AjAdI cAhie to khuda kI sabhI bhUleM miTa jAe~ taba milegii| bhUla to kaba patA calatI hai ki 'khada kauna hai?' usakA bhAna ho, paramAtmA kA sAkSAtkAra ho, taba! kauna jagat kA mAlika? isa brahmAMDa kA hara eka jIva brahmAMDa kA mAlika hai| kevala khada kA bhAna nahIM hai isalie hI jIva kI taraha rahatA hai| khuda ke deha kI mAlikI kA jise dAvA nahIM hai, vaha pare brahmAMDa kA mAlika ho gayA! yaha jagat apanI mAlikI kA hai, aisA samajha meM Ae. vahI mokSa! abhI aisA kyoM samajha meM nahIM AyA hai? kyoMki hamArI hI bhaloM ne bA~dhA hai, islie| sArA jagat apanI hI mAlikI kA hai| nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! hamArA UparI koI bApa bhI nahIM hai| yaha Upara baoNsa hai yA bApa Upara baiThA hai, aisA nahIM hai| jo ho, vaha Apa hI ho, aura Apako daMDa denevAlA bhI koI nahIM hai aura Apako janma denevAlA bhI koI nahIM hai| Apa khuda janma lete ho aura deha dhAraNa karate ho aura phira vApasa jAte ho aura Ate ho| jAte ho aura Ate ho| ApakI marjI mutAbika ke saude haiN| hindustAna meM Ane taka to mAno ki kudaratI, sAhajika rUpa se hai, para hindustAna meM Ane ke bAda thor3A-bahuta samajha meM AtA hai ki hamArI kucha bhUla ho rahI hai| samajhadAra AdamI yadi itanA hI samajhe ki kyA mujhe koI bhI manuSya parezAna kara sake aisA nahIM hai? to hama kaheM ki nahIM hai, nahIM hai, nahIM hai!!! aura kahe ki, merA koI UparI nahIM hai kyA? taba kaheM, nahIM hai, nahIM hai, nahIM hai!!! tere UparI tere blaMDarsa aura misTeksa haiN| blaMDarsa kaise tor3ane? to hama kaheMge ki, yahA~ para A jAnA bhAI, aura misTeksa kaise miTAnI? vaha hameM Apako samajhAnA pdd'egaa| phira tujhe miTAnI haiN| hama rAstA dikhaaeNge| misTeksa tujhe miTAnI haiM aura blaMDarsa hameM tor3a dene haiN| nAsamajhI ne sarjita kie duHkha duHkha saba nAsamajhI kA hI hai isa jagat meN| dUsarA koI bhI duHkha hai, vaha saba nAsamajhI kA hI hai| khuda ne khar3A kiyA huA hai saba, nahIM dikhane ke kAraNa! jale taba kaheM na, ki bhAI! kaise Apa jala gae? taba kahatA hai, 'bhUla se jala gayA, koI jAna-bUjhakara jalU~gA?' aise ye sAre du:kha bhUla se haiN| saba duHkha apanI bhUla kA pariNAma hai| bhUla calI jAegI to ho gyaa| praznakartA : karma cikane hote haiM, usake kAraNa hameM duHkha bhugatanA par3atA hai? dAdAzrI : apane hI karma kie hue haiM, apanI hI bhUla hai| kisI anya kA doSa isa jagat meM hai hI nhiiN| dUsare to nimitta mAtra haiN| duHkha ApakA hai aura sAmanevAle nimitta ke hAthoM diyA jAtA hai| sasura kI mRtyu

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! kA patra posTamena de jAe, usameM posTamena kA kyA doSa? sAmanevAlA to hai mAtra nimitta hameM makAna kI ar3acana ho aura koI manuSya hameM madada kare aura makAna hameM rahane ke lie de, to jagat ke manuSyoM ko usa para rAga hotA hai, aura jaba vaha makAna vApasa lenA cAhe to usake prati dveSa hotA hai| ye rAga-dveSa haiN| aba asala meM to rAga-dveSa karane kI jarUrata nahIM hai, vaha nimitta hI hai| vaha denevAlA aura lenevAlA, donoM nimitta haiN| Apake puNya kA udaya ho, taba vaha dene ke lie A milatA hai, pApa kA udaya ho taba vApasa lene ke lie A milatA hai| usameM usakA koI doSa nahIM hai| Apake udaya kA AdhAra hai| sAmanevAle kA kiMcit mAtra doSa nahIM hai| vaha nimitta mAtra hai, aisA apanA jJAna kahatA hai| kaisI suMdara bAta karatA hai !! ajJAnI ko to koI mIThA-mIThA bole, vahA~ para rAga hotA hai aura kar3avA bole taba dveSa hotA hai| sAmanevAlA mIThA bolatA hai, vaha khuda kA puNya prakAzita hai aura sAmanevAlA kar3avA bolatA hai, vaha khuda kA pApa prakAzita hai| isalie mUla bAta meM, donoM sAmanevAle manuSyoM ko kucha lenAdenA nahIM hai| bolanevAle ko kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| sAmanevAlA manuSya to nimitta hI banatA hai| jo yaza kA nimitta hotA hai, usase yaza milatA rahatA hai aura apayaza kA nimitta ho, usase apayaza milatA rahatA hai| vaha nimitta hI hai khAlI / usameM kisIkA doSa nahIM hai ! praznakartA: sabhI nimitta hI mAne jAte haiM na? dAdAzrI : nimitta ke alAvA isa jagat meM dUsarI koI cIz2a hai| hI nhiiN| vaha bhI nimitta hI hai| praznakartA: bAz2Ara meM se yahA~ satsaMga meM AyA vaha kauna-sA nimitta ? dAdAzrI : vaha to karma kA udaya / nimitta kA koI savAla hI nahIM hai| udayakarma, bAz2Ara ke karma kA udaya pUrA huA, isalie isa karma kA 6 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! udaya yahA~ zurU huaa| isalie apane Apa vicAra AtA hai ki calo vahA~ jAte haiN| nimitta kaba kahalAtA hai? yahA~ Ane ke lie nikale, dAdara sTezana para utare, thor3I dUra pahu~ce aura koI Akara milA ki, 'bhaI, vApasa calo, mujhe aisA hai aura mujhe khAsa kAma hai|' taba hama jAneM ki yaha nimitta aayaa| nahIM to calatI huI gAr3I, vaha to karma ke udaya ke anusAra calatI rahatI hai| nahIM lagate bola, bagaira doSa ke praznakartA: koI hameM kucha kaha jAe vaha bhI naimittika hI na? apanA doSa nahIM ho, phira bhI bole to? dAdAzrI : apanA doSa nahIM ho aura vaha bole, to kisIko aisA adhikAra nahIM hai bolane kaa| jagat meM kisI manuSya ko, yadi ApakA doSa nahIM ho, to bolane kA adhikAra nahIM hai| isalie, ye jo bolatA hai vaha ApakI bhUla hai, usakA badalA detA hai yh| hA~, vaha ApakI pichale janma kI jo bhUla hai, usa bhUla kA badalA yaha manuSya Apako de rahA hai| vaha nimitta hai aura bhUla ApakI hai| isalie hI vaha bola rahA hai| aba vaha apanI bhUla hai, isalie yaha bola rahA hai| to vaha manuSya hameM usa bhUla meM se mukta karavAtA hai| usake prati bhAva nahIM bigAr3anA caahie| aura hameM kyA kahanA cAhie ki prabhu use sadbuddhi denaa| itanA hI kahanA cAhie, kyoMki vaha nimitta hai| kATanA nimitta ko? hameM to kisI manuSya ke lie kharAba vicAra taka bhI nahIM AtA hai| ulTA-sIdhA kara jAe, taba bhI kharAba vicAra nahIM ! kyoMki usakI dRSTi, becAre ko jaisA dikhatA hai vaisA karatA hai| usameM usakA kyA doSa? aura vAstava meM, ekz2ekTalI kyA hai yaha jagat ki isa jagat meM koI doSita hai hI nhiiN| Apako doSa dikhatA hai, vaha ApakI dekhane kI dRSTi meM aMtara hai| mujhe koI doSita dikhA nahIM Aja tk| isalie koI doSita hai nahIM,

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! aisA mAnakara Apa calanA na? apanA aMtima sTezana hai, vaha senTrala hai, aisA mAnakara hama caleM to phAyadA hotA hai yA nahIM hotA? Apako kyA lagatA hai? praznakartA : hA~, hotA hai phaaydaa| dAdAzrI : koI doSita hai nahIM, aisA jAnoge, tabhI anya saba nirdoSa lageMge hameM! kyoMki hama nimitta haiM aura ve becAre bhI nimitta haiN| aura hamAre loga nimitta ko kATate haiN| nimitta ko kATanA, aisA karate haiM kyA kabhI? nahIM kATate, nahIM? nimitta ko kATate haiM? praznakartA : hama nimitta ko kATate haiM, para kATanA nahIM cAhie na? dAdAzrI : parAye doSa dekhanA, use hama nimitta ko kATane kI sthiti kahate haiN| are| nimitta ko kATA tUne? vaha tujhe gAliyA~ detA hai, vaha tere karma kA udaya hai| yaha udaya tujhe bhugatanA hai| bIca meM vaha nimitta hai| nimitta to upakArI hai ki bhaI, tujhe karmoM meM se chur3avAne AyA hai| upakArI hai, usake badale tU gAliyA~ detA hai? tU use kATa khAtA hai? isalie vaha, nimitta ko kATA, aisA kahalAtA hai| isalie, ye mahAtmA Dara gae haiM ki nahIM, hama kATeMge nahIM aba kabhI bhI!! nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! aura anumodana krnaa| usa anumodana kA bhI phala AtA hai| kie binA phala nahIM aataa| praznakartA : anumodana kise kahate haiM? dAdAzrI : yadi koI kucha karate hue hicakicAtA ho to Apa kaho ki, 'tU tere kara, maiM hU~ naa|' vaha anumodana kahalAtA hai| aura anumodana karanevAle kI adhika jimmedArI kahalAtI hai| kie hue kA phala kise jyAdA milatA hai? taba kahe, jisane adhika buddhi istemAla kI, usake AdhAra para vaha ba~Ta jAtA hai| nahIM cunautI, to pUrNatA kI prApti isa jagat meM koI bhI manuSya ApakA kucha bhI nukasAna karatA hai, usameM vaha nimitta hai| nukasAna ApakA hai, isalie 'risponsibala' (jimmevAra) Apa ho| koI manuSya kisIkA kucha kara sakatA hI nahIM hai, aisA yaha svataMtra jagat hai| aura yadi koI kucha bhI kara sakatA hotA to 'phIyara' (Dara) kA koI pAra hI nahIM rahatA! taba to phira koI kisIko mokSa meM hI jAne nahIM detaa| taba to phira bhagavAna mahAvIra ko bhI mokSa meM jAne nahIM dete| bhagavAna mahAvIra to kahate haiM ki Apako jo anukUla ho, vaisA bhAva mujha para karanA, Apako mujha para viSaya ke bhAva Ae~, to viSaya ke karo, nirviSaya ke bhAva Ate haiM to nirviSaya ke karo, dharma ke bhAva Ate haiM to dharma ke karo, pUjyapada ke Ate haiM to pUjyapada do, gAliyA~ denI hoM to gAliyA~ do| merI usake sAmane koI cunautI nahIM hai| jinheM cunautI nahIM hai, ve mokSa meM jAte haiM aura cunautI denevAle kA yahIM mukAma rahatA hai! nahIM to yaha jagat to aisA hai na ki Apake Upara ulTA yA sulTA bhAva karatA hI rahatA hai| jeba meM Apa rupaye rakha rahe hoM aura vaha kisI jebakatare ne dekha liyA to jeba kATane kA bhAva karatA hai yA nahIM karatA? ki rupaye haiM, kATa lene jaisA hai| para utane meM gAr3I AI aura Apa baiTha gae aura Apa cale gae aura vaha raha gyaa| para aisA bhAva to karatA hI 'yaha mujhe Thaga gayA' aisA bolA vaha bhayaMkara karma bA~dhatA hai| usake bajAya do dhaula mAra le to kama karma baMdhate haiN| vaha to jaba Thage jAne kA kAla utpanna hotA hai, hamAre karma kA udaya hotA hai, tabhI hama Thage jAte haiN| usameM sAmanevAle kA kyA doSa? usane to ulTe hamArA karma khapA diyA, vaha to nimitta hai| anumodana kA phala praznakartA : dUsaroM ke doSa kA khuda ko daMDa milatA hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, usameM kisIkA bhI doSa nahIM hai| khuda ke doSa se hI sAmanevAle nimitta banate haiN| yaha to bhugate usakI bhuul| karanA, karavAnA

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! hai jagat! para usameM ApakI cunautI nahIM hai to koI ApakA nAma denevAlA nahIM hai| kisIke bhI bhAva meM ApakA bhAva nahIM hai to koI Apako bA~dhanevAlA nahIM hai| aise bA~dhe to pAra hI nahIM Ae na! Apa svataMtra ho, koI Apako bA~dha sake aisA nahIM hai| eka meM se anaMta, ajJAnatA se nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! rAste meM koI garIba manuSya milA aura bahuta ro rahA ho to Apa use gyAraha rupaye de rahe hoM, to yaha bhAI kahegA ki rahane do na! use eka hI rupayA do na! gyAraha rupaye use kisalie dete haiM?' aba vaha lenevAlA, denevAle Apa aura isane manA kiyA yAnI aMtarAya pdd'aa| usako mila rahA thA usameM aMtarAya pdd'aa| usa aMtarAya karma se rupaye usake pAsa jamA nahIM hoNge| yaha A~kha hAtha se daba jAe to cIz2a eka ho, to do dikhAI detI haiN| A~kha, vaha AtmA kA riyala svarUpa nahIM hai| vaha to rileTIva svarUpa hai| phira bhI, eka bhUla hone se eka ke badale do dikhatI haiM na? ye kA~ca ke Tukar3e jamIna para par3e hoM to kitanI A~kheM dikhatI haiM? yaha z2arA-sI bhUla se kitanI sArI A~kheM dikhatI haiM? vaise hI yaha AtmA khuda dabatA nahIM hai, para saMyogoM ke prezara (dabAva) se eka ke anaMta rUpa dikhate haiN| yaha jagat sArA bhagavat svarUpa hai| isa per3a ko kATane kA kevala bhAva hI kareM to bhI karma cipake aisA hai| sAmanevAle kA z2arA-bhI kharAba socA to pApa lagatA hai aura acchA bhAva kare, to puNya ba~dhatA hai| hama yahA~ satsaMga meM Ae~ aura yahA~ loga khar3e hoM, to hotA hai ki ye saba kyoM khar3e haiM? taba mana meM bhAva bigar3atA hai| usa bhUla ke lie, usakA isalie turanta hI pratikramaNa karanA par3atA hai| do hI vastue~ vizva meM saMyoga aura zuddhAtmA do hI haiN| saMyoga khar3e kyoM hue? saMyoga sabhI ko alaga-alaga Ate haiN| hA~, kisIko sArI z2indagI koI mAranevAlA nahIM milatA aura kisIko sArI z2indagI meM kitanI hI bAra mAra khAnI paDatI hai| use aisA saMyoga kyoM AtA hai aura ise aisA kyoM? kyoMki usane kisIko mArane kA bhAva hI nahIM kiyA thA, isalie use aisA saMyoga aura isane mArane ke hI bhAva kie the, isalie ise aisA sNyog| matalaba aise saMyoga kisalie Ae, usake bhI kAraNa mileM aisA hai| aisA saMyoga kisa kAraNa se milA, vaha bhI patA cale aisA hai| aba yaha jo-jo saba kiyA, ye usake hI sAre saMyoga ikaTThe hue haiN| koI nayA saMyoga nahIM hai| ApakA koI UparI hai nahIM, vaise hI ApakA koI aMDarahainDa bhI nahIM hai| jagat sArA svataMtra hai| ApakI bhUleM hI ApakI UparI haiM basa, hamArI bhUleM hotI haiM ve hI! bhUleM aura blaMDarsa!!! yAnI ApakI bhUla nahIM ho to koI ApakA nAma denevAlA bhI nahIM hai varlDa meN| dekho, rAste meM koI nAma detA hai? pulisavAle, cekiMgavAle koI kucha parezAna karatA hai kahIM? taMga karatA hai? kyoMki yadi ApakI bhUla nahIM hogI to koI nAma hI nahIM legaa| nimaMtraNa dhaula ko, muAvaje ke sAtha koI hameM gAliyA~ de, hameM burA sunane ko milA, vaha to bahuta puNyavAna kahalAtA hai, nahIM to vaha milatA hI nahIM na ! maiM pahale aisA kahatA thA, Aja se dasa-paMdraha sAla pahale, ki bhAI, koI bhI manuSya paisoM kI ar3acanavAlA ho, to maiM kahatA hU~ ki mujhe eka dhaula mAranA, maiM pA~ca sau rupaye duuNgaa| eka AdamI milA thA, maiMne usase kahA ki 'tujhe paisoM kI kamI hai na? sau-do sau kI? to terI kamI to Aja se hI pUrI ho jaaegii| maiM tujhe pA~ca sau rupaye dUMgA, tU mujhe eka dhaula maar|' taba bolA, 'nahIM dAdA, aisA nahIM ho sktaa|' matalaba dhaula mAranevAle bhI kahA~ se lAe~? mola lAe~ to bhI ThikAnA paDe, aisA nahIM hai aura gAliyA~ denevAle kA bhI ThikAnA paDe aisA nahIM hai| taba jise ghara baiThe aisA phrI oNpha kaoNsTa (muphta meM) milatA ho to vaha bhAgyazAlI hI kahalAegA na! kyoMki mujhe to pA~ca sau rupaye dekara bhI koI milatA nahIM thaa|

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! yaha jJAna hone se pahale to maiM khuda apane ko gAliyA~ detA thA, kyoMki mujhe koI gAliyA~ detA nahIM thA na! taba mola kahA~ se lAe~ hama? aura mola kauna de? hama kaheM ki tU mujhe gAlI de. to bhI kahegA ki nahIM Apako gAlI nahIM de sktaa| yAnI paise deM phira bhI koI gAlI nahIM detA hai| isalie phira majhe khuda gAliyA~ denI par3atI thIM. 'ApameM akla nahIM hai, marakha ho Apa, gadhe ho, aise ho, kisa taraha ke manuSya ho? mokSa dharma koI kaThina hai ki apane itanA saba Udhama macAyA hai?' aisI gAliyA~ khuda detA thaa| koI gAliyA~ denevAlA nahIM ho taba phira kyA kareM? Apako to ghara baiThe koI gAliyA~ denevAlA milatA hai, phrI oNpha kaoNsTa milatA hai, taba kyA usakA lAbha nahIM uThAnA cAhie?! luTerA bhI dUra rahe zIlavAna se zIla kA prabhAva aisA hai, jagat meM koI nAma nahIM le uskaa| luTeroM ke bIca rahatA ho, sabhI u~galiyoM meM sone kI aMgUThiyA~ pahanI hoN| yahA~ pUre zarIra para sone ke AbhUSaNa pahane hoM aura luTere mila jaaeN| luTere dekhate jarUra haiM, para chU nahIM sakate, chU hI nahIM skte| bilakula ghabarAne jaisA jagat hI nahIM hai| jo kucha ghabarAhaTa hai vaha ApakI hI bhUla kA phala hai, aisA hama kahane Ae haiN| loga to aisA hI samajhate haiM ki jagat aniyamavAlA nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! gAlI udhAra dI thI, vaha lauTAne AyA thA, vaha hameM jamA kara lenI thI, usake bajAya pA~ca Apane udhAra dii| aura phira eka to sahana hotI nahIM, taba phira dUsarI pA~ca udhAra dii| aba isameM manuSyoM kI kisa taraha buddhi pahu~ce! isalie udhAra de-dekara aura gutthiyA~ ulajhAte rahate haiN| ulajhaneM saba khar3I karate haiN| yaha hama paMdraha barasa se udhAra dete nahIM hai, isalie kitane hisAba sApha ho gae haiM sabhI! udhAra denA hI baMda kara diyA hai na! jamA hI kr| 'inase' kaha diyA hai na, jamA kara denaa| AsAna hai na, rAstA AsAna hai na? aba yaha zAstroM meM likhA huA nahIM hotA hai? koI kucha kara sakatA nahIM hai| Apa svataMtra ho| ApakA UparI hI koI nahIM hai| bhagavAna bhI UparI nahIM hai vahA~ para phira? bhagavAna kI oTa meM Apa AzvAsana lete ho ki bhagavAna haiM hama para dayA kareMge! 'dekhA jAegA' aisA karake ulTA karate ho, jimmedArI mola lete ho! nahIM rahA bhugatanA jJAnI ko kisIko hamase kiMcit mAtra duHkha ho to samajhanA ki apanI bhUla hai| apane bhItara pariNAma Upara-nIce hoM to bhala apanI hai aisA samajha meM AtA hai| sAmanevAlA vyakti bhugata rahA hai. isalie usakI bhala to pratyakSa hai, para nimitta hama bane, hamane use DA~TA, isalie hamArI bhI bhuul| kyoM dAdA ko bhugatanA nahIM AtA? kyoMki unakI eka bhI bhala rahI nahIM hai| apanI bhUla se sAmanevAle ko koI bhI asara ho aura jo kucha udhAra ho jAe to turanta hI mana se mAfI mA~gakara jamA kara lenA caahie| apane meM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ke kaSAya haiM, ve udhAra hae bagaira rahate hI nahIM haiN| isalie unake sAmane jamA kara lenA caahie| apanI bhUla huI ho, taba udhAra hotA hai, para turanta hI keza-naqada pratikramaNa kara DAlanA caahie| hamAre kAraNa kisIko atikramaNa ho jAe, to hameM jamA kara lenA cAhie, aura Age ke lie udhAra nahIM rakhanA caahie| aura yadi kisIse hameM atikramaNa ho to hameM AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna kara lenA caahie| praznakartA : samajhadArI kI itanI kamI! dAdAzrI : usa samajha kI kamI kI vajaha se hI jagat khar3A rahA hai| hama aisA kahanA cAhate haiM ki jagat meM bhaya rakhane jaisA hai hI nhiiN| jo bhaya AtA hai, vaha ApakA hisAba hai| caka jAne do| yahA~ se phira naye sire se udhAra mata denaa| Apako koI ulTA kahe, taba Apako hai to mana meM aisA hotA hai ki yaha mujhe kyoM ulTA bolatA hai? isalie Apa use phira pA~ca gAliyA~ de dete ho| isakA matalaba, jo ApakA hisAba thA, use cukAte samaya Apane phira nayA hisAba kA bahIkhAtA zurU kiyaa| arthAt eka

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! dAdAzrI : pichale janma ke pApoM ko lekara hI ye bhUleM haiN| para isa janma meM phira bhUleM miTatI hI nahIM haiM aura bar3hAte jAte haiN| bhUla ko miTAne ke lie bhUla ko bhUla kahanA par3atA hai| usakA pakSa nahIM lenA caahie| yaha jJAnI puruSa kI cAbI kahalAtI hai| isase cAhe jaisA tAlA khula jAtA hai| nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! bhUla miTAe vaha paramAtmA / jisane eka bAra nakkI kiyA ho ki mujhameM jo bhUleM rahI hoM use miTA denI hai, vaha paramAtmA ho sakatA hai! hama apanI bhUla se ba~dhe haiN| bhUla miTe taba to paramAtmA hI haiM! jisakI eka bhI bhUla nahIM, vaha khuda hI paramAtmA hai| yaha bhUla kyA kahatI hai? 'tU mujhe jAna, mujhe phcaan|' yaha to aisA hai ki bhUla ko khuda kA acchA guNa mAnate the| bhUla kA svabhAva kaisA hai ki vaha hamAre Upara zAsana calAtI hai| para bhUla ko bhUla jAnA to vaha bhAga jAtI hai| phira khar3I nahIM rhtii| jAne lagatI hai| para yaha to kyA karate haiM ki eka to bhUla ko bhUla jAnate nahIM haiM aura Upara se usakA pakSa letA hai| matalaba bhUla ko ghara meM hI bhojana karAte haiN| die AdhAra bhUloM ko, pakSa lekara praznakartA : dAdA, bhUla kA pakSa kisa taraha liyA jAtA hai? dAdAzrI : yaha hama kisIko DA~Tane ke bAda kaheM ki, 'hamane use nahIM DA~TA hotA to vaha samajhatA hI nhiiN| isalie use DA~TanA hI caahie|' isase to vaha 'bhUla' samajhatI hai ki isa bhAI ko merA abhI taka patA hI nahIM calA hai aura ulTe merA pakSa letA hai| isalie yahIM khAo, pIo aura rho| eka hI bAra yadi apanI bhUla kA pakSa leM to usa bhUla kA bIsa sAla kA AyuSya bar3ha jAtA hai| kisI bhI bhUla kA pakSa nahIM lenA caahie| cAbI bhUleM miTAne kI mana-vacana-kAyA se pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAna kI sAkSI meM kSamA mA~gate rhnaa| hara kadama para jAgRti rahanI caahie| apane meM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ke kaSAya to bhUleM karavAkara udhArI karavAe~, aisA mAla hai| ve bhUleM karavAte hI haiM aura udhArI khar3I karate haiM, para usake sAmane hameM turanta hI, tatkSaNa mAfI mA~gakara jamA karake cokhA kara lenA caahie| yaha vyApAra painDiga nahIM rakhanA caahie| yaha to daraasala naqada vyApAra kahalAtA hai| praznakartA : abhI jo bhUleM hotI haiM, ve pichale janma kI haiM na? jJAnI puruSa ApakI bhUla ke lie kyA kara sakate haiM? ve to mAtra ApakI bhUla batAte haiM, prakAza DAlate haiM, rAstA dikhAte haiM ki bhUloM kA pakSa mata lenaa| para yadi bhUloM kA pakSa leM ki, 'hameM to isa duniyA meM rahanA hai, to aisA kaise kara sakate haiM?' are! yaha to bhUla ko poSaNa dekara usakA pakSa mata lenaa| eka to muA, bhUla karatA hai aura Upara se kalpAMta karatA hai, to kalpa (kAlacakra) ke aMta taka rahanA par3egA! bhUla ko pahacAnane lagA, to bhUla miTatI hai| kucha loga kapar3e khIMcakhIMcakara nApate haiM aura Upara se kahate haiM ki Aja to pAva gaja kapar3A kama diyaa| yaha to itanA bar3A raudradhyAna aura phira usakA pakSa? bhUla kA pakSa nahIM lenA hotA hai| ghIvAlA ghI meM kisIko patA nahIM cale aise milAvaTa karake pA~ca sau rupaye kamAtA hai| vaha to mala ke sAtha vRkSa bo detA hai| anaMta janma khuda hI khuda ke bigAr3a detA hai| baMda karo kaSAyoM kA poSaNa kisI manuSya ko bhUla rahita honA ho to use hama kahate haiM ki kevala tIna hI sAla krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ko kharAka mata denaa| to sabhI bejAna ho jaaeNge| bhUloM ko yadi tIna hI varSa khurAka nahIM mile to ve ghara badala detI haiN| doSa, vahI krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kA pkss| yadi tIna varSa ke lie pakSa kabhI bhI nahIM liyA to ve bhAga jaaeNge| jJAnI puruSa ke batAe binA manuSya ko apanI bhala kA bhAna nahIM hotA hai| aisI anaMta bhUleM haiN| yaha eka hI bhUla nahIM hai| anaMta bhUloM ne ghera liyA hai| praznakartA : para jyAdA doSa dikhate nahIM haiN| thor3e hI dikhate haiN|

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! dAdAzrI : yahA~ satsaMga meM baiThane se AvaraNa TUTa jAte haiM, vaise-vaise doSa dikhate jAte haiN| praznakartA : doSa adhika dikheM, usake lie jAgRti kaise AtI hai? dAdAzrI : bhItara jAgRti to bahuta hai, para doSoM ko DhUMDhane kI bhAvanA huI nahIM hai| pulisavAle ko jaba cora khojane kI icchA ho taba cora mila jAtA hai| para yadi pulisavAlA kahe ki, 'cora ko pakar3ane jaisA nahIM hai| vaha to AegA taba pkdd'eNge|' taba phira cora maje karegA hI na? ye bhUleM to chupakara baiThI haiN| unheM DhU~Dho to turanta hI pakar3a meM AtI haiN| sabhI kamAI kA phala kyA hai? Apake doSa eka ke bAda eka Apako dikheM taba hI kamAI karI kahalAtI hai| yaha sArA hI satsaMga khuda khuda ke sabhI doSa dekhe usake lie hai| aura khuda ke doSa dikheM, tabhI ve doSa jaaeNge| doSa kaba dikheMge? jaba khuda 'svayaM' hoMge, 'svasvarUpa' hoMge tb| jise khuda ke doSa jyAdA dikheM, vaha uuNcaa| jaba isa deha ke lie, vANI ke lie, vartana ke lie saMpUrNa niSpakSapAta utpanna hotA hai tabhI khuda, khuda ke sabhI doSa dekha sakatA hai| aMdhApana nahIM dekhane detA doSa ko tujhe tere doSa kitane dikhate haiM? aura tU kitane doSa dho DAlatA hai? praznakartA : doSa to bahuta dikhate haiN| jaise ki krodha hai, lobha rahA huA hai| dAdAzrI : ve to cAra-pA~ca doSa, ve dikheM to nahIM dikhe jaise kahalAte haiM aura kisIke doSa dekhane hoM to kitane dekha lete ho? praznakartA : bahuta sAre dikhate haiN| dAdAzrI : bahuta sAre dekha letA hai tU? praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : kisI dUsare ke to, rAste calate bhI, tujhe calanA nahIM 16 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! AtA, tU aise calatA hai, tU aisA hai, saba bahuta taraha ke doSa dikhate haiM, aura khuda ke milate nhiiN| kyoMki krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha se aMdha hai| lobha se aMdha, krodha se aMdha, mAyA se aMdha, mAna se aMdhA, saba aMdha svarUpa hai| khulI A~khoM se aMdhe hokara ghUma rahe haiM. bhaTakate rahate haiN| kitanI upAdhI kahalAtI hai! khulI A~khoM se sArA jagat so rahA hai aura sabhI nIMda meM hI kara rahe haiM, aisA bhagavAna mahAvIra kahate haiN| kyoMki khuda kA ahita kara rahe haiN| khulI A~khoM se ahita kara rahe haiM, aura bhagavAna ne use bhAvanidrA kahA hai| sArA jagat bhAvanidrA meM par3A huA hai| maiM zuddhAtmA hU~.' aisA bhAna hone ke bAda bhAvanidrA sarvAMza gaI kahalAtI hai, jAgRta hue kahalAte haiN| buddhi kI vakAlata se, jItate haiM doSa jAgRta hue, isalie saba patA calatA hai ki yahA~ bhUla hotI hai, aise bhUla hotI hai| nahIM to khuda ko khuda kI eka bhI bhUla mile nhiiN| docAra bar3I bhUleM hotI haiM na, ve dikhatI haiN| use khuda ko dikhatI hai utanI hii| kabhI bolate bhI haiM ki z2arA-sA krodha hai aura thor3A-sA lobha bhI hai, aisA bolate bhI haiM, para hama kaheM ki, 'Apa krodhI haiM', taba turanta krodha kA rakSaNa karate haiM, bacAva karate haiM, vakAlata karate haiN| hamArA krodha, vaha krodha nahIM mAnA jAtA, aisI vakAlata karate haiM, aura jisakI vakAlata karo vaha hamezA Apa para car3ha baiThatA hai| jagat ke sAre logoM ko krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nikAlane haiM, kise nikAlane kI icchA nahIM hogI? ve to bairI hI haiM, aisA saba jAnate haiM, phira bhI roz2a bhojana karAte haiM aura bar3A karate haiN| khada kI bhala hI dikhe nahIM, phira manuSya bhUloM ko khurAka hI degA na! kareM jJAnI ikarAra, nijadoSoM ke bhUla huI ho, para usakA AyuSya kisa taraha bar3hatA hai, vaha maiM jAnatA thaa| isalie kyA karatA thA? sabhI baiThe hoM aura koI eka janA Akara

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! kahe, 'bar3e jJAnI banakara baiThe haiM, hukkA to chUTatA nhiiN|' aisA saba bole na, taba maiM kahU~ ki, 'mahArAja, yaha itanI hamArI khalI kamajorI hai, vaha maiM jAnatA huuN| Apane to Aja jAnA, maiM to pahale se hI jAnatA huuN|' yadi maiM aisA kahU~ ki hama jJAniyoM ko kucha nahIM chUtA, to vaha hukkA aMdara samajha jAegA ki yahA~ bIsa varSa kA AyuSya apanA bar3ha gayA! kyoMki mAlika acche haiM, cAhe jo karake rakSaNa karate haiN| vaisA maiM kaccA nahIM huuN| rakSaNa kabhI bhI nahIM kiyaa| loga rakSaNa karate haiM yA nahIM karate? 18 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! yaha to pola calatI jAtI hai| ye loga javAba de nahIM sakate haiM isalie phira ye saba pola mArane jAte haiN| para mere jaise to javAba dete haiM na? turanta javAba dete haiN| bIrabala jaisA turanta hAjira jvaab| doSa svIkAro, upakAra mAnakara praznakartA : hA~ karate haiM, bahuta joradAra karate haiN| hamameM Ar3AI jarA bhI nahIM hotii| koI hameM hamArI bhUla batAe to hama turanta hI eksepTa (svIkAra) kara lete haiN| koI kahe ki yaha ApakI bhUla hai, to hama kahate haiM ki hA~ bhAI, yaha tUne hameM bhUla batAI to terA upkaar| hama to jAneM ki jo bhUla usane batA dI, usake lie usakA upakAra / bAqI doSa hai yA nahIM hai, vaha patA lagAne jAnA nahIM hai| unheM dikhatA hai, isalie doSa hai hii| mere koTa ke pIche likhA ho ki, 'dAdA cora haiN|' loga phira pIche boleMge yA nahIM boleMge? kisalie 'dAdA cora haiM' aisA bolate hai? kyoMki mere pIche likhA hai, borDa lagAyA hai na? phira jaba hama dekheM, taba patA cale ki hA~, pIche borDa lagAyA hai| bhale hI dUsarA koI likha gayA hogA, para ina sabhI ko par3hanA to AtA hai na? praznakartA : dAdA ne AptavANI meM aisA likhA hai ki, 'dAdA cora haiM,' aisA koI likha de to mahAna upakAra mAnanA caahie| aisA likhA hai na? dAdAzrI : eka sAhaba nasavAra sUMghate the, aise karake ! maiMne kahA, 'sAhaba, yaha nasavAra z2arUrI hai Apake lie?' taba unhoMne kahA, 'nasavAra meM koI harja nahIM hai|' mujhe huA, ina sAhaba ko mAlUma hI nahIM hai ki isa nasavAra kA aMdara se AyuSya bar3hA rahe haiM! kyoMki AyuSya yAnI kyA? koI bhI saMyoga jo hai, vaha viyoga kA nakkI hone ke bAda hI vaha saMyoga milatA hai| yaha to jo nakkI ho cukA hai, usakA phira AyuSya bar3hAte haiM aise! kyoMki jIvita manuSya, cAhe utanA kama-jyAdA karavAe isalie kyA ho phira?! ye sabhI AyuSya bar3hA rahe haiM, hara eka bAta meM usakA rakSaNa karate haiM ki, 'koI harja nahIM, hameM to chUtA hI nhiiN|' galata cIja kA rakSaNa karanA to bhayaMkara gunAha hai| praznakartA : aura zuSka adhyAtma meM utara gae hoM, to ve aisA kahate haiM ki AtmA ko kucha chUtA nahIM hai, yaha to pudgala ko hai sb|| dAdAzrI : aise to saba bahuta haiM yhaaN| gola-gola, gola-gola ghumAte haiM ve| unakA hI mAla, vaha zuSka kahalAtA hai| phira saba sunane ke bAda maiM kahU~ ki bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki itane lakSaNa cAhie, mRdutA, RjutA, kSamA! yaha to mRdutA dikhatI nahIM, RjutA dikhatI nahIM, aisI to akar3a hai! akar3a aura AtmA bahuta dUra haiN| dAdAzrI : hA~, likhA hai| praznakartA : matalaba, vaha kisa taraha? dAdAzrI : hA~, upakAra nahIM mAno, to usameM pUrA ApakA ahaMkAra khar3A hokara dveSa meM pariNamita hogaa| use kyA nukasAna honevAlA hai? usake bApa kA kyA jAnevAlA hai? vaha to divAliyA hokara khar3A rahegA aura Apane divAlA niklvaayaa| isalie Apako kahanA cAhie, 'bhAI, terA upakAra hai!' hamArA divAlA nahIM nikale islie| vaha to divAliyA hokara khar3A hI rahegA, use kyA? use duniyA kI par3I nahIM hai| vaha to bolegaa| gairajimmedArIvAlA vAkya kauna bolatA hai? jise khuda kI jimmedArI kA bhAna

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! nahIM hai, vaha bolatA hai| to usake sAtha hama bhauMkane jAe~ to hama bhI kuttA khlaaeNge| isalie hama kaheM, 'terA upakAra haiM, bhaaii|' praznakartA : apane doSa ke bhAva udaya meM Ae~, ve hama dekheM aura samajheM, isalie usakA upakAra mAnanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : hA~, jahA~-jahA~ doSa hotA ho, vahA~ upakAra mAnanA bhItara meM, to vaha doSa baMda ho jaaegaa| pulisavAle ke Upara bhI abhAva hotA ho, to usakA upakAra maannaa| taba abhAva baMda ho jaaegaa| Aja koI bhI manuSya khaTakatA ho, to kahanA vaha bahuta acchA manuSya hai, vaha to hamArA upakArI hai, to khaTakanA baMda ho jaaegaa| matalaba ye jo zabda hama dete haiM na, ekaeka zabda davAIyA~ haiN| ye saba meDisina haiM, daraasala !! nahIM to 'cora kahe usakA upakAra mAnanA,' yaha vAkya kisa taraha samajha meM Ae use? taba phira Apa mujhe pUchane nahIM Ao aura Apake pariNAma sAre badala jaaeN| isalie usake bajAya, tuma upakAra maannaa| dAdA kA itanA kahA mAnanA ki usakA upakAra hai bhAI, ina dAdA ne kahA hai islie| praznakartA : dAdA khuda upakAra mAnate hoM, phira hama upakAra mAneM, usameM kyA harja hai phira? dAdAzrI : hA~, hameM aisA hisAba lagAnA cAhie ki, 'acchA hai cora hI kahA hai| luccA hai, badamAza hai, nAlAyaka hai, aisA saba to nahIM kahatA' utanA acchA hai na? nahIM to usakA mu~ha hai, isalie ThIka lage utanA bole| use kucha nahIM kahA jA sakatA hamase? hameM upakAra mAnanA hai| upakAra mAnane se apanA mana nahIM bigdd'taa| samajha meM AyA na? yaha bAta saiddhAMtika hai| kaise, ki Apa mujhase kaho ki "dAdA, vaha Apako 'cora' kahatA hai to Apa kyA karoge?" taba maiM kahU~ ki, 'bhAI, upakAra maannaa|' kyoM kahate haiM ki upakAra mAno Apa? 'kisake badale?' taba kahate haiM, 'koI kahatA nahIM aisA? yaha pratighoSa hai kisIkA, vaha merA khuda kA hI pratighoSa svarUpa hai| isalie upakAra mAnatA huuN|' yaha jagat pratighoSa svarUpa hai| usakI hanDreDa parasenTa gAranTI likhakara detA hU~ maiN| yAnI nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! hama bhI upakAra mAnate haiM, to Apako bhI upakAra hI mAnanA cAhie na! aura ApakA mana bahuta acchA rhegaa| cora kahate hai', usakA upakAra mAnate haiM! nahIM to phira Apako sahaja hI bhAva ho jAe ki dAdA ke lie aisA bolatA hai?! mahAvIra ke lie itane bar3e-bar3e zabda bolate the, phira bhI logoM ne pacA liyaa| unake bhaktoM ne, sabhI ne pacAe unake shbd| jojo bolate, vaha saba pacA lete the| bhagavAna ne sikhAyA thA aisaa| 'yaha' prapaMca karanevAlA 'tU' hI praznakartA : isalie jagat nirdoSa hai, yaha samajhane kI dRSTi aba vikasita karanI par3egI na? dAdAzrI : isalie, isa bAvar3I meM yadi hama nahIM bole hote to yaha bakher3A hI nahIM hotaa| taba phira hama sAmanevAle kA doSa nikAlate haiM ki tU mujhe aisA kyoM bolatA hai? prapaMca hamane khar3A kiyA aura phira ise kahate haiM ki tU mujhe aisI gAlI kyoM detA hai? isa para koI kahegA, "usane gAlI dI, para tU aisA kaha na, 'tU rAjA hai|" taba aisA kahegA, 'tU rAjA hai' basa yaha to saba projekzana hamArA hI hai| are, le bodhapATha isa se loga mujhe kahate haiM ki Apako apane doSa kahane kI kyA jarUrata hai? phAyadA kyA? maiMne kahA, 'Apako sIkha dene ke lie ki Apako aisI himmata aae|' maiM bolatA hU~ to Apako himmata nahIM AnI cAhie kyA? hamezA jo doSa huA ho, vaha khulA kareM to mana pakar3a meM A jAtA hai| phira mana DaratA rahatA hai ki yaha to khulA kara degA, khulA kara degaa|' ulaTe hamase DaratA rhegaa| ye to bahuta bhale manuSya haiN| saba khulA kara deNge| hamane to kaha diyA hai ki hama saba khulA kara deNge| opana TU skAi (pUrNa anAvRta) kara deNge| taba sAre doSa cale ge| taba vilaya ho jAte haiN| bhUla miTAne kI rIti.... ApakI kitanI bhUleM hotI hoMgI?

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! praznakartA : do-cAra-pA~ca ho jAtI haiN| dAdAzrI : kauna nyAya karanevAlA? yaha bhUla hai, aisA nyAya karanevAlA kauna? praznakartA : nukasAna hotA hai taba patA calatA hai ki bhala kI hai| dAdAzrI : taba patA calatA hai, nahIM? para nyAya karanevAlA kauna isameM? bhUla karanevAlA manuSya bhUla kabUla nahIM karatA ekdm| nyAya karanevAlA manuSya kahe ki yaha tumhArI bhUla hai, taba phira samajha meM AtA hai| taba kabUla karatA hai, nahIM to kabUla nahIM karatA hai| apanI bhUla koI kabUla nahIM karatA isa duniyA meN| aura yadi samajha meM Ae to kabUla karatA hai| use zUTa oNna sAiTa (dekhate hI ThA~ya) karanA caahie| nahIM to bhUla ghaTatI hI nhiiN| Apake gA~va meM koI bhUla kabUla karate haiM kyA? nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! vAipha ko acchA nahIM lagatA hai| dAdAzrI : acchA nahIM lage to vahI bhugte| jo bhugate, usakI bhuul| yadi nahIM bhugatate hoM to koI unakI bhUla nahIM hai| yadi ve bhugatatI hoM, to unakI hI bhUla hai| praznakartA : vAipha kahatI hai, 'maiM bhugatatI hI nahIM huuN|' jaba ki pati ko aisA lagatA hai ki vaha bhugatatI hai| dAdAzrI : para vaha khuda kahatI hai ki maiM nahIM bhugatatI hU~, isalie phira ho gayA, chUTa gayA ! isa jJAna se pahale bhugatatI hoMgI! bAda meM to samajhe na! kyoMki koI na koI Adata to hotI hai| to koI use aura hameM lenAdenA nahIM hai| vaha to mAla bharakara Ae haiN| khuda ko chor3anA ho, taba bhI nahIM chuutte| vaha Adata use nahIM chor3atI phira! aba use hama DaoNTeM to vaha apanI bhUla hai| usakA burA mAneM, vaha bhI bhUla hai| kyoMki vaha Adata use chor3atI nahIM hai| praznakartA : para dAdA, usakA koI rAstA to hotA hai yA nahIM? usa Adata ko chor3ane kA koI rAstA to honA cAhie na? praznakartA : kabUla nahIM krte| dAdAzrI : hA~, koI kabUla nahIM krtaa| agara akkala ke bore, becane jAe~ to cAra Ane bhI nahIM aaeN| akkala ke boroM ko becane jAe~ to Ae~ge paise? sabhI aklamaMda, hindustAna deza meM sabhI aklamaMda, phira kauna paise de? koI bhUla kabUla nahIM karatA na Apake yahA~? aura tU bhUla kabUla kara letA hai turanta? praznakartA : hA~, turanta merI eka bhUla batAU~? dAdAzrI : haaN| praznakartA : maiM patte khelane kA bahuta zaukIna huuN| dAdAzrI : aisA?! patte khelanA to hisAba hai| bhItara hisAba kiyA thA khuda ne, jo DisAiDa kiyA huA hai, vahI hama khuda bhugatate haiM yh| praznakartA : aba yaha patte khelatA hai aura khuza hotA hai, para usakI dAdAzrI: rAstA usakA eka hI hai ki ye bhAI patte khelate hoM. taba unheM niraMtara aMdara rahanA cAhie ki yaha galata cIz2a hai| yaha galata cIz2a hai. yaha galata cIz2a hai| niraMtara aisA rahanA caahie| aura aise roja galata cIz2a hai boleM aura eka dina koI Akara kahe ki, 'yaha tAza khelanA bahuta burI Adata hai|' vahA~ Apa kaho ki, 'nahIM, acchI cIz2a hai' ki phira bigdd'aa| usa ghar3I Apako aisA kaha denA cAhie ki galata cIz2a hai| para koI ukasAe taba jIvita rakhate haiM loga! isalie loga kahate haiM, 'hamArI AdateM kyoM chUTatIM nahIM?' para jIvita kisalie rakhate ho? phira se pAnI mata pilAnA usa din| loga to ulTA bolate haiN| Apako samajha meM AyA na? aisA hotA hai ki nahIM hotA? praznakartA : hotA hai|

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24 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! dAdAzrI : isalie usase jIvita rahA hai| mujhe bhI aisA huA thA, isalie phira maiMne khoja kI thii| yAnI ye sabhI cIjeM hotI haiM, phira bhI aMdara usake lie alg| hukkA pItA thA, phira bhI aMdara alaga, cAya pItA thA phira bhI aMdara alg| paravaza karanevAlI vastue~ hameM nahIM honI caahie| phira bhI paravaza ho gae to aba kaise chUTanA, usakA upAya hameM jAnanA caahie| upAya jAna liyA, taba se hama alaga hI haiN| isalie thor3e samaya meM chor3a denA hI hai, yaha chUTa hI jAnevAlA hai| apane Apa chUTa jAe usakA nAma chUTA kahalAtA hai| ahaMkAra karake chor3eM, vaha kaccA rahatA hai, to agale bhava meM phira AtA hai| usake bajAya samajha se chor3ane jaisA hai| yAnI jisako jo Adata ho, to yoM patte kheleM, acchI taraha pharsTa klAsa, para mana meM aMdara aisA honA cAhie ki yaha nahIM honA cAhie, yaha nahIM honA caahie| phira hajAra logoM ke sAmane, hama upadeza de rahe hoM, usa ghar3I koI Akara kahe, 'aba kyA, patte to chUTate nahIM haiM aura vaise hI ye karate rahate ho?' taba kaheM, 'patte khelane meM harja nahIM hai|' aisA nahIM bolte| vahA~ bola denA ki, 'bhAI, hamArI kamajorI hai, ye patte khelatA hU~ to basa!' praznakartA : hajAra logoM ke bIca bhUla kA iqarAra karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : basa, iqarAra karanA cAhie, to patte savAra nahIM ho jaaeNge| nahIM to Apa aisA kaho ki usameM koI harja nahIM hai, to patte jAna leMge ki yaha bevakUpha manuSya hai, yahIM rahane jaisA hai|' patte khuda hI samajha jAte haiN| yaha polA ghara hai| isalie, hameM ikarAra kisI bhI samaya! AbarU jAe vahA~ bhI, AbarU nahIM, nAka kaTatI ho to bhI iqarAra kara lenA caahie| iqarAra karane meM pakkA rahanA caahie| mana vaza karanA ho, to iqarAra se hotA hai| iqarAra karo na, hara eka bAta meM khada kI kamajorI khalI kara deM. to mana vaza meM ho jAtA hai| nahIM to mana vaza hotA nahIM hai| phira mana niraMkuza ho jAtA hai| mana kahegA. 'rAsa nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! Ae aisA ghara hai yaha !' AlocanA jJAnI ke pAsa aura doSa hameM kaho na, usake sAtha hI chUTa jAtA hai aura hameM koI usakI z2arUrata nahIM hai| Apake lie chUTane kA eka rAstA hai yh| kyoMki vItarAgoM ke alAvA, doSa aura kisI jagaha kaha hI nahIM skte| kyoMki sArA jagat doSita hI hai| hameM usameM navInatA bhI nahIM lagatI ki yaha doSa bhArI hai yA yaha halkA hai| aisA bole bhI nahIM hamAre pAsa, phira bhI hameM to eka jaisA hI lagatA hai| bhUla to hotI hai manuSya mAtra kI, usameM ghabarAnA kyA? bhUla miTAnevAle haiM vahA~ kaheM, merI aisI bhUla hotI hai| to ve rAstA batAte haiN| vaise-vaise khilatI jAtI hai sUjha! bhUla miTegI, to kAma hogaa| bhUla miTegI kisase? taba kahe bhItara sUjha nAma kI zakti hai| bahuta ulajheM, taba sUjha par3atI hai yA nahIM par3atI? phira aise ArAma se baiTha jAe~, phira bhItara sUjha par3atI hai yA nahIM par3atI? praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : to kauna dene AtA hai? sUjha akelI hI aisI zakti hai jo mokSa meM le jaae| jIva mAtra meM sUjha nAma kI zakti hotI hai| gAyeM ulajhana meM par3eM taba thor3I dera khar3I rahatI haiM, cAroM tarapha nikalane kA rAstA nahIM hotA, taba thor3I dera khar3I rahatI haiM, taba aMdara sUjha samajha meM AtI hai aura usake bAda nikala jAtI haiN| vaha sUjha nAma kI zakti hai, vaha vikasita kisase hotI hai? taba kaheM, jitanI bhUleM miTatI haiM, utanI sUjha vikasita hotI jAtI hai| aura bhUla kabUla kI ki bhAI, yaha bhUla merI ho gaI hai, taba se zakti bahuta bar3hatI jAtI hai| thI hI nahIM to jAe kahA~ se! yaha krodha kiyA hai, vaha galata kiyA hai, aisA samajha meM AtA hai

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! yA nahIM AtA? aba samajha meM AyA ho ki are! yaha jarA jyAdA hai| matalaba, khuda kI bhUla samajha meM A gaI hai| usake bAda seTha Ae bAhara se, aura unhoMne kahA ki, 'mahArAja, isa ziSya ke sAtha itanA krodha?' vApisa vahA~ para nayI taraha kI bAta kahatA hai, 'krodha karane jaisA hai, vaha bahuta Ter3hA hai|' are! tujhe khuda ko samajha meM A gayA hai ki yaha bhUla ho gaI hai aura phira pakSa letA hai? kisa taraha kA ghanacakkara hai? hameM seTha ko vahA~ para kyA kahanA cAhie ki 'mujhe bhUla samajha meM A gaI hai| maiM aba phira se aisA nahIM kruuNgaa|' taba vaha bhUla mittegii| nahIM to hama bhUla kA pakSa lete haiM, seTha Ae taba! vaha kisalie? seTha ke Age AbarU rakhane ko? are! yaha seTha khuda AbarU bagaira kA hai| ina kapar3oM ke kAraNa logoM kI AbarU hai| bAqI, logoM kI AbarU hI kahA~ hai? ina saba jagahoM para dikhatI hai? dasa ke kie eka! yaha jagat 'rilaTiva' hai, vyAvahArika hai| hamase sAmanevAle ko eka akSara bhI nahIM bolA jA sakatA aura yadi 'parama vinaya' meM hoM to kamI bhI nahIM nikAla skte| isa jagat meM kisIkI kamI nikAlane jaisA nahIM hai| kamI nikAlane se kyA doSa baiThatA hai, usakI kamI nikAlanevAle ko khabara nahIM hai| kisIkI bhI TIkA karanI matalaba apanA dasa rupaye kA noTa bhunAkara eka rupayA lAnA vaha / TIkA karanevAlA hamezA khuda kA hI khotA hai| jisameM kucha bhI milatA nahIM hai| aisI mehanata hameM nahIM karanI hai| TIkA se ApakI hI zaktiyA~ vyartha hotI haiN| hameM yadi dikhA ki yaha tila nahIM hai retI hI hai, to phira use pIlane kI mehanata kisalie karanI cAhie? TAima aura enarjI (samaya aura zakti) donoM 'vesTa' (bekAra) jAte haiN| yaha to TIkA karake sAmanevAle kA maila dho diyA aura terA khuda kA kapar3A mailA kiyA! vaha aba kaba dhoegA! kisIke bhI avaguNa nahIM dekhane caahie| dekhane hI hoM, to khuda ke nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! dekho na! yaha to dUsaroM kI bhUleM dekheM, to dimAga kaisA ho jAtA hai| usake bajAya dUsaroM ke guNa dekheM, to dimAga kaisA khuza ho jAtA hai! sAre duHkho kA mUla 'khuda' hI! sAmanevAle kA doSa kisI jagaha haiM hI nahIM, sAmanevAle kA kyA doSa! ve to yahI mAnakara baiThe haiM, ki yaha saMsAra, yahI sukha hai aura yahI bAta saccI hai| hama aisA manavAne jAe~ ki ApakI mAnyatA galata hai, to vaha apanI hI bhUla hai| logoM ko dUsaroM ke doSa hI dekhane kI Adata par3I hai| kisIke doSa hote hI nahIM haiN| bAhara to Apako dAla-cAvala, sabjIroTI saba banAkara, rasa-roTI banAkara dete haiM sabhI, parosate haiM, Upara se ghI bhI rakha jAte haiM, gehU~ bInate haiM, Apako patA bhI nahIM cltaa| gehU~ bInakara pisavAte haiN| yadi kabhI bAharavAle koI duHkha dete hoM to gehU~ kisalie bIneMge? isalie bAhara koI duHkha dete nahIM haiN| duHkha ApakA, aMdara se hI AtA hai| sAmanevAle kA doSa hI nahIM dekheM, doSa dekhane se to saMsAra bigar3a jAtA hai| khuda ke hI doSa dekhate rahanA hai| apane hI karmoM ke udaya kA phala hai yh| isalie kucha kahane ko hI nahIM rahA na! ye to sabhI anyonya doSa dete haiM ki Apa aise ho, Apa vaise ho, aura sAtha meM Tebala para baiThakara khAte haiN| aise aMdara baira ba~dhatA hai| isa baira se duniyA khar3I rahI hai| isalie to hamane kahA ki 'samabhAva se nikAla krnaa|' usase baira baMda hote haiN| nahIM koI doSita jagat meM! eka-eka karma se mukti honI caahie| sAsa parezAna kare, taba hara eka samaya karma se mukti milanI caahie| to usake lie hameM kyA karanA cAhie? sAsa ko nirdoSa dekhanA cAhie ki sAsa kA to kyA doSa? mere karma kA udaya, isalie ve milI haiN| ve to becArI nimitta haiN| to usa karma se mukti huI aura yadi sAsa kA doSa dekhA, to karma bddh'e| phira use to koI kyA kare? bhagavAna kyA kareM?

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! hameM, hamArA karma ba~dhe nahIM usa taraha rahanA cAhie, isa duniyA se dUra rahanA caahie| ye karma bA~dhe the, isalie to ye mile haiN| ye hamAre ghara meM kauna ikaTThe hae haiM? karma ke hisAba baMdhe the. ve hI saba ikaTThe hue haiM aura phira hameM bA~dhakara mArate bhI haiN| hamane nakkI kiyA ho ki mujhe usake sAtha bolanA nahIM hai, to bhI sAmanevAlA mu~ha meM u~galiyA~ DAlakara bAra-bAra balavAtA hai| are! u~galiyA~ DAlakara kyoM balavAtA hai? isakA nAma baira! sAre pUrva ke baira! kisI jagaha dekhA huA hai kyA? praznakartA : saba jagaha vahI dikhatA hai na! dAdAzrI : isalie kahatA hU~ na ki khisaka jAo aura mere pAsa aao| yaha maiMne jo pAyA hai, maiM vaha Apako de dUM, ApakA kAma ho jAegA aura chuTakArA ho jaaegaa| bAqI, chuTakArA honevAlA nahIM hai| hama kisIkA doSa nahIM nikAlate, para noMdha (noTa) karate haiM ki dekho yaha duniyA kyA hai? hara taraha se yaha duniyA maiMne dekhI huI hai, bahuta taraha se dekhI huI hai| koI doSita dikhatA hai, vaha abhI taka apanI bhUla hai| kabhI na kabhI to, nirdoSa dekhanA par3egA na? hamAre hisAba se hI hai yaha sb| itanA thor3e meM samajha jAo na, to bhI saba bahuta kAma aaegaa| mujhe jagat nirdoSa dikhatA hai| Apako aisI dRSTi AegI, taba yaha paz2ala saoNlva ho jaaegaa| maiM Apako aisA ujAlA dUMgA aura itane pApa dho DAlU~gA ki jisase ApakA ujAlA rahe aura Apako nirdoSa dikhatA jaae| aura sAtha-sAtha pA~ca AjJA duuNgaa| una pA~ca AjJA meM rahoge to vaha jo diyA huA jJAna hai, use jarA bhI phrekcara nahIM hone deNgii| taba se huA samakita! khuda kA doSa dikhe, taba se samakita huA kahalAtA hai| khuda kA doSa dikhe, taba se samajhanA ki khuda jAgRta huA hai| nahIM to saba nIMda meM hI cala rahA hai| doSa khatama hue yA nahIM hue, usakI bahuta ciMtA karane jaisI nahIM hai, para jAgRti kI mukhya jarUrata hai| jAgRti hone ke bAda phira nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! naye doSa khar3e nahIM hote haiM aura purAne doSa hote haiM, ve nikalate rahate haiN| hameM una doSoM ko dekhanA hai ki kisa taraha se doSa hote haiN| jitane doSa dikheM, utane vidAI lene lagate haiN| jo cikane hote haiM, ve do dina, tIna dina, pA~ca dina, mahIne yA sAla meM bhI ve dikheM to phira jAne hI lagate haiM, are! bhAgane hI lagate haiN| ghara meM yadi cora ghusA ho to vaha kaba taka baiThA rahatA hai? mAlika jAnatA nahIM ho, taba tk| mAlika yadi jAne to turanta hI cora bhAgane lgegaa| aMta meM to ve prAkRta guNa praznakartA : dAdA, hameM doSa nahIM dekhane, para guNa dekhane haiM? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| doSa bhI nahIM dekhane haiM aura guNa bhI nahIM dekhane haiN| ye dikhate haiM, ve guNa to sAre prAkRta gaNa haiN| unameM se eka bhI TikAU nahIM hai| dAnavIra ho, vaha pA~ca sAla se lekara pacAsa sAla taka, usI guNa meM rahA ho, lekina sannipAta ho, taba vaha guNa badala jAtA hai| ye gaNa to vAta, pitta aura kapha se rahe haiM aura una tInoM meM bigAr3a ho to sannipAta hotA hai ! aise guNa to anaMta janmoM se ikaTThe kie haiN| phira bhI, aise prAkRta doSa ikaTThe nahIM karane caahie| prAkRta sadguNa prApta kare, to kabhI AtmA prApta kara skegaa| dayA, zAMti, ye saba guNa hoM, vahA~ bhI yadi vAta. pitta aura kapha bigar3e to vaha sabako mAratA rahatA hai| ye to prakRti ke lakSaNa kahalAte haiN| aise guNoM se puNyAnubaMdhI puNya ba~dhate haiN| unase kisI janma meM 'jJAnI puruSa' mila jAe~, to kAma ho jaae| para aise guNoM meM baiThe rahanA nahIM hai| kyoMki kaba unameM parivartana ho jAe, vaha kaha nahIM skte| ve khuda ke zuddhAtmA ke guNa nahIM haiN| ye to prAkRta guNa haiN| unheM to hama laTU kahate haiN| sArA jagat prAkRta guNoM meM hI hai| sArA jagat laTTa chApa hai| yaha to sAmayika-pratikramaNa prakRti karavAtI hai aura khuda ke sira para letA hai aura kahatA hai ki maiMne kiyaa| to bhagavAna se pUche to bhagavAna kaheM ki, 'yaha to tU kucha bhI karatA nahIM haiN|' kisI dina paira du:khatA ho to kahegA,

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 'maiM kyA karU~?' prakRti jabaradastI karavAtI hai aura kahatA hai ki 'maiMne kiyA!' aura isIlie to vaha agale janma ke bIja DAlatA hai| yaha to udayakarma se hotA hai aura usakA khuda garva letA hai| yaha udayakarma kA garva le, use sAdhu kisa taraha kaheM? sAdhu mahArAjoM kI eka bhUla ki ve jo udayakarma kA garva lete haiN| yadi bhUla hotI ho aura vaha eka bhUla hI yadi miTA deM to kAma hI ho jaae| udayakarma kA garva mahArAja ko hai yA nahIM utanA hI dekhanA hotA hai, dUsarA bAhara kA kucha bhI dekhanA nahIM hotaa| unameM dUsare kaSAya hoMge to calegA, para udayakarma kA garva nahIM honA caahie| basa, utanA hI dekhanA hotA hai| hara eka jIva anaMta doSa kA bhAjana hai| kRpAludeva ne kahA, 'maiM to doSa anaMta kA bhAjana hU~ karuNAla', aisA bolnaa| ___ sabase bar3A doSa bhagavAna ne saMsArI doSa ko doSa nahIM mAnA hai| 'tere svarUpa kA ajJAna' vahI sabase bar3A doSa hai| yaha to 'maiM caMdUbhAI hU~', taba taka dUsare doSa bhI khar3e haiM aura eka bAra 'khuda ke svarUpa kA bhAna' ho to phira anya doSa calate baneMge! yaha to khuda kI eka bhUla bhI dikhatI nahIM hai| hama kaheM, 'seTha ApameM koI doSa to hogA na?' taba kahe 'hA~, thor3A, z2arA-sA krodha hai aura thor3A sA lobha hai| dUsarA koI doSa nahIM haiN|' yaha tU vahA~ anaMta bolatA hai aura yahA~ phira... 'do' hI haiM, aisA ma~ha se bolatA hai! hama pUche, taba vaha samajhatA hai ki AbarU calI jaaegii| are! AbarU thI hI kahA~ para? AbarUdAra to kisakA nAma ki manuSya meM se phira cAra pairavAlA na bane, usakA nAma aabruudaar| are! itanA jyAdA pakkA manuSya tU! bhagavAna ke pAsa 'maiM anaMta doSa kA bhAjana hU~' aisA bolatA hai aura yahA~ bAhara do hI bhUleM haiM, aisA bolatA hai!! hama kaheM, 'bhagavAna ke pAsa bolatA thA na?' taba kahe, 'vaha to vahA~ bolanA hotA hai, yahA~ nhiiN|' isase to tarabUja acche| unameM itane doSa nahIM nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! hote| are! bhagavAna ke pAsa alaga bolatA hai aura yahA~ alaga bolatA hai? abhI to kitane cakkara kATegA tU? jarA krodha hai aura thor3A lobha hai, do bhUloM kA mAlika! bhagavAna yahA~ vicarate the na, taba unake pAsa pA~ca lAkha bhaleM thIM aura yaha do bhaloM kA mAlika! bhagavAna dehadhArI the na, taba taka do-pA~ca lAkha bhUleM par3I huI thIM aura yaha bhUla binA kA(!) yadi khuda ke doSa dikheM nahIM, to kabhI bhI tarane kI bAta karanI nahIM, aisI AzA bhI nahIM rakhanI caahie| manuSya mAtra anaMta bhUla kA bhAjana hai aura yadi use apanI bhUla nahIM dikhatI to itanA hI hai ki use bhayaMkara AvaraNa baratatA hai| yaha to bhUla dikhatI hI nahIM hai| aba bhUleM dikhatI haiM thor3I bahuta? bhUleM dikhatI haiM yA nahIM dikhatI? praznakartA : aba dikhatI haiN| dAdAzrI : bhUla kA svabhAva kaisA hai ki dikheM, ve calI jAtI haiM aura phira dUsare dina phira utanI hI AtI haiN| nirA bhaloM kA hI bhaMDAra hai| yaha to bhaMDAra hI bhUloM kA hai! phira DA~Ta detA hai aura DA~Tane ke bAda nikAla karanA bhI nahIM aataa| are! DA~Ta letA hai? aba DA~Tane ke bAda usakA nikAla to kara! jaise thAlI hamane bigAr3I ho to dhonA nahIM AtA phira? lekina yaha to DA~Ta diyA, phira usakA nikAla bhI karanA nahIM aataa| phira mu~ha car3hAkara ghUmatA rahatA hai! are ghanacakkara! mu~ha kisalie car3hAtA hai phira? nirA bhUloM kA bhaMDAra, isalie jIva ho jAtA hai na phira? nahIM to khuda ziva hai| jIva-ziva kA bheda kyoM lagatA hai? yaha to bhUla ko lekara hai| yaha bhUla miTe to hala aae| dIThA nahIM nijadoSa to... pahalA vAkya kahatA hai ki 'maiM to doSa anaMta kA bhAjana hU~

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32 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! tU binA bhAna kA hai| bebhAna hai| bhUla hotI hogI? dUsaroM kI bhUla dekhI jAtI hogI? bhUla dekhanA, vaha gunAha hai, bhayaMkara gunAha hai| bhUla to apanI hI dikhatI nhiiN| dUsaroM kI kisalie khojate ho? bhUla tumhArI khuda kI dekhanI hai, dUsare kisIkI dekhanI nahIM hai| aura aise yadi bhUleM dekhane meM Ae~ to, yaha usakI bhUla dekhe, vaha usakI bhUla dekhe, phira kyA ho? kisIkI bhUla hI nahIM dekhanI caahie| hai bhI nahIM bhuul| jo bhUla nikAlatA hai, vaha bilakula nAlAyaka hotA hai| sAmanevAle kI thor3I bhI bhUla hotI hai, aisA maiMne jarA bhI dekhA to vaha mujhameM nAlAyakI hotI hai| usake pIche kharAba Azaya hote haiN| hA~, bhala kahA~ se lAe? apanI-apanI prakRti ke anusAra kArya karate haiN| usameM bhUla kahA~ se AI? yaha nyAyAdhIza kA DipArTamenTa hai? saba-sabakI prakRti ke anusAra kAma karate haiN| maiM bhI merI prakRti ke anusAra kAma karatA rahatA hU~, prakRti to hotI hI hai na! nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! krunnaal|' aura aMtima eka paMkti kahatI hai ki, 'dIThA nahIM nijadoSa to tariye kauna upAya!' 'anaMta doSa kA bhAjana hU~' aisA mujhe bhI samajha meM AtA hai, para dikhatA eka bhI nahIM hai| isalie tarane kA upAya hai koI? kyoM dikhatA nahIM hai? khuda ke doSa kaba dikhate haiM? ki jagata ko jaise-jaise nirdoSa dekhatA jAtA hai, vaise-vaise khuda ke doSa dikhate jAte haiN| jagat ke doSa nikAlatA hai, taba taka khuda kA eka akSara bhI doSa milatA nahIM hai| jagat ke doSa nikAlatA hai koI? dUsaroM ke doSa nikAlane meM hoziyAra hote haiM bahuta? eksaparTa hote haiM, nahIM? nahIM dekhanA doSa kisIke praznakartA : mujhe sAmanevAle manuSya ke guNa ke bajAya doSa adhika dikhate haiM, usakA kyA kAraNa hai? dAdAzrI : sAre jagat ke logoM ko abhI aisA ho gayA hai| dRSTi hI bigar3a gaI hai| unake guNa dekhate nahIM, doSa khoja nikAlate haiM turanta ! aura doSa mila bhI jAte haiM, aura khuda ke doSa milate nahIM na! praznakartA : sAmanevAle ke doSa dikhate haiM, ve doSa khuda meM hote haiM? dAdAzrI : aisA koI niyama nahIM hai, phira bhI aise doSa hote haiN| yaha buddhi kyA karatI hai? khuda ke doSa DhaMkatI rahatI hai aura dUsaroM ke dekhatI hai| yaha to ulaTe manuSya kA kAma hai| jisakI bhUleM miTa gaI hoM, vaha dUsaroM kI bhUleM nahIM dekhatA hai| vaha kaTeva hI nahIM hotii| sahaja meM nirdoSa hI dekhatA hai| jJAna aisA ho ki z2arA sI bhI bhUla nahIM dekhe| praznakartA : dUsaroM kI bhUla hI manuSya khojatA hai na? dAdAzrI : bhUla kisIkI dekhanI nahIM caahie| kisIkI bhUla dekhoge, vaha bhayaMkara gunAha hai| tU kyA nyAyAdhIza hai? tujhe kyA samajha meM AtA hai ki tU bhUla dekhatA hai| bar3e bhUla dekhanevAle Ae? bhUla dekhatA hai, to phira praznakartA : yahI bhUla jAte haiM ki yaha sAmanevAlA manuSya kartA nahIM dAdAzrI : hA~, aisI usakI jAgRti rahe to koI harja nhiiN| sAmanevAle kI bhala dekhI. vahA~ se hI nayA saMsAra khar3A huaa| isalie jaba taka vaha bhUla miTe nahIM, taba taka usakA niber3A AtA nahIM hai| manuSya ulajhA huA rahatA hai| hameM to kSaNabhara ke lie bhI kisIkI bhUla dikhI nahIM hai aura dikhAI de, to hama usake muMha para kaha dete haiN| DhaMkate nahIM ki bhAI, aisI bhUla hameM dikhatI hai| tujhe z2arUrata ho, to svIkAra lenA, nahIM to eka ora rakha denaa| praznakartA : vaha to usake kalyANa ke lie aisA kahate haiN| dAdAzrI: vaisA kahate haiM sAvadhAna karane ke lie to hala nikale na! aura phira vaha na mAne taba bhI hameM bilakula harja nahIM hai| hama kaheM, yaha karanA, aura nahIM mAne to kucha nhiiN|

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! taba AyA mahAvIra ke mArga meM doSa jaba se dikhane lageM na, taba se kRpAludeva kA dharma samajhA kahalAtA hai| khuda ke doSa Aja jo dikhate haiM, ve kala nahIM dikheM, kala nayI taraha ke dikheM, parasoM unase bhI nayI taraha ke dikheM, taba hama samajheM ki ise kRpAludeva kA dharma samajha meM AyA haiM aura kRpAludeva ke dharma kA yaha pAlana karatA hai| khuda ke doSa dikhe nahIM, taba taka kucha bhI samajhA nahIM hai| nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! praznakartA : Apako kucha bhI nahIM? dAdAzrI : maiM jAnatA hU~ ki vaha kisa AdhAra para bolatA hai! udayakarma ke AdhAra para bolatA hai| koI thor3e hI merI AjJA rokane kI icchA hai? icchA hI nahIM hotI na? isalie use gunAha nahIM lagatA hai| yaha udayakarma ke AdhAra para bolatA hai to use mor3anA par3atA hai hmeN| yadi prakRti biphara jAe, vahA~ hameM paraheja kara denA par3atA hai| khuda kA ahita to saMpUrNa karatA hai, anya sabhI kA bhI kara DAlatA hai| bAkI, sarala prakRti bhUleM karatI hai, karatI hI rahatI hai| vaha to duniyA meM saba prakRtiyA~ hI haiM !! tujhe terI bhUleM pUrI-pUrI dikhatI haiM? praznakartA : hA~, bhUleM to dikhatI haiN| dAdAzrI : eka bhI bhUla dikhatI nahIM tujhe aura jitane bAla haiM, unase bhI jyAdA bhUleM haiN| vaha kaise samajha meM Ae tujhe?! praznakartA : vaha bhUla khAnI yA nahIM khAnI, vaha karmAdhIna hai na? dAdAzrI : ohoho! yaha acchI khoja krii| dekho na, bacce hI haiM na? sabhI itane-itane bacce! bebhAnapanA!! dekho na, abhI bhI bhUla khAnI yA nahIM khAnI, vaha karmAdhIna hai yA kyA, abhI to aisA bolatA hai !! ku~e meM to giratA nhiiN| vahA~ sa~bhalakara calatA hai| samaya Ae to daur3atA hai, vahA~ kyoM karmAdhInapana bolatA nahIM hai? Trena Ae usa ghar3I paTariyA~ lA~dha jAtA hai yA nahIM? vahA~ kyoM karmAdhIna kahatA nahIM hai? khuda ke doSa khuda ko kisa taraha dikheM? dikheMge hI nahIM na! kyoMki jahA~ moha kA sAmrAjya ho, moha se bhare hue! maiM phalA~ hU~, maiM aisA hU~, usakA moha vApisa! khuda ke pada kA moha hotA hai na? nahIM hotA? praznakartA : bahuta hotA hai| dAdAzrI : yahI hai| dUsarA kucha nahIM hai| niMdA karane jaisA nahIM hai, para saba jagaha aisA hI hai| kramikamArga meM to kabhI bhI khuda ke doSa dikhate hI nhiiN| 'doSa to aneka haiM, para hameM dikhate nahIM haiN|' aisA yadi kahe to maiM mAnU~ ki tU mokSa kA adhikArI hai, para jo kahe ki mujhameM do-cAra hI dikhate haiM, vaha anaMta doSoM se bharA huA hai aura kahatA hai ki do-cAra hI haiN| matalaba, tujhe docAra doSa hI dikhate haiM, isalie itane hI tujhameM doSa haiM, aisA tU mAnatA hai? mahAvIra bhagavAna ke mArga ko prApta kiyA kaba kahalAtA hai? jaba roz2a khuda ke sau-sau doSa dikheM, roz2a sau-sau pratikramaNa hote hoM, usake bAda mahAvIra bhagavAna ke mArga meM AyA kahalAtA hai| svarUpa kA jJAna' to abhI usake bAda kitanA hI dUra hai| para yaha to cAra pustakeM par3hakara 'svarUpa' pAne kA kaipha lie ghUmatA hai| yaha to 'svarUpa' kA eka chIMTA bhI pAyA nahIM kahalAtA hai| jahA~ 'jJAna' rukA huA hai, vahA~ kaipha hI bar3hatA hai| kaipha ke kAraNa jJAnAvaraNa aura darzanAvaraNa khisakanA ruka gayA hai| mokSa meM jAne ke lie dUsarI eka bhI vastu bAdhaka nahIM hai| sabase bar3e bhayasthAna, ve svacchaMda aura kaipha haiN| nahIM dekhe khuda ke hI doSa khuda ke doSa dikhate haiM Apako? praznakartA : vahI khuda ke doSa khojane kI hI z2arUrata hai hmeN| dAdAzrI : hA~, to kisa kAraNa se dikhate nahIM haiM ve?

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34 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! praznakartA : hama saMsAra meM ulajhe par3e haiM, yAnI rojamarrA ke kAryoM meM rata ho gae haiM, isalie nahIM dikhate haiN| dAdAzrI : nahIM, dekhane meM koI bhUla ho rahI hai| khuda jaja hai, AropI bhI khuda hai| gunAha karanevAlA bhI khuda hai, para sAtha meM vakIla khar3A kiyA hai| khuda hI vakIla banatA hai phir| praznakartA : yAnI khuda kA galata DhaMga se bacAva hI karatA hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, sArA bacAva hI kiyA hai| hA~, basa dUsarA kucha kiyA hI nhiiN| galata DhaMga se sAre bacAva kie haiN| jagat khulI A~khoM so rahA hai, isalie phira doSa kaise mAlUma hoMge? tere doSa tujhe dikhate nahIM haiN| kisa taraha manuSya doSa dekha sakatA hai khuda ke? praznakartA : sthUla thor3e dikhate haiM, sUkSma nahIM dikhte| dAdAzrI : doSa kyoM nahIM dikhate? taba kahate haiM 'bhItara AtmA nahIM hai?' taba kahate haiM, 'AtmA hai, yAnI ki jaja hai, jj|' ahaMkAra AropI hai| ahaMkAra aura jaja (AtmA) do hI hote na, to sAre doSa dikhate, kAphI kucha doSa dikhate, para yaha to bhItara vakIla (buddhi) rakhA hai isalie vakIla kahatA hai ki. 'ye saba bhI to aisA hI karate haiM na!' sArA doSa ur3a gyaa| Apa jAnate ho, vakIla rakhate haiM aisA? sabhI vakIla rakhate haiN| khuda jaja, khuda AropI aura khuda hI vakIla, bolo, kalyANa hogA kyA? praznakartA : nahIM hogaa| dAdAzrI : aisA-vaisA karake vakIla phira sulaTA detA hai| hotA hai yA nahIM hotA aisA? nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! bhUloM kA sTeTamenTa (vivaraNa) de degA? praznakartA : phira vaha sTeTamenTa kyA degA? dAdAzrI : ye sira ke bAla haiM na, utanI bhUleM haiN| para khuda jaja aura khuda vakIla aura khuda AropI, kisa taraha bhUleM mileM? niSpakSapAtI vAtAvaraNa utpanna nahIM hotA hai na! niSpakSapAtI vAtAvaraNa utpanna ho, to mokSa sarala haiN| mokSa koI dUra nahIM hai| yaha to pakSapAta bahuta hai| yadi dUsaroM kI bhUleM nikAlanI hoM to nikAla degA, unake lie nyAyAdhIza hai vaha, thor3A-bahuta, alpAMza meM, para khuda kI bhUleM nikAlane ke lie jarA-sA bhI nyAyAdhIza nahIM hai| yAnI khuda jaja, khuda hI vakIla aura AropI khuda, phira kaisA jajamenTa AegA? khuda ke lAbhavAlA hI hogaa| praznakartA : sahUliyAtavAlA, basa! khuda ko jaisI sahUliyata hotI hai na, vaisA lAkara rakha detA hai! dAdAzrI : isalie phira saMsAra chUTatA nahIM na kabhI bhI! aise Apa sahUliyatavAlA karate raho aura nirdoSa honA hai, hogA nahIM na! vakIla nahIM ho, taba hI khuda kI bhUleM patA calatI haiN| para Aja ke loga vakIla rakhe bagaira rahate nahIM na! vakIla rakhate haiM yA nahIM rakhate loga? yaha jJAna prApta hone ke bAda turanta hI patA calatA hai ki yaha bhUla huii| kyoMki bIca meM vakIla nahIM hai ab| vakIla apane ghara gae, riTAyara ho ge| gunahagAra abhI rahe haiM para vakIla nahIM rhe| ye bhUleM jAe~ na to khuda kA bhagavAna pada prApta ho aisA hai| ina bhUloM ko lekara hI jIvapada hai aura bhUleM jAe~ to zivapada prApta hotA hai| isa jagat ke logoM ne khuda ke doSa dekhe nahIM haiM, isalie hI ve doSa rahate haiM, mukAma karate haiM ArAma se! yoM to kahegA ki mujhe doSa nikAlane haiM, para taba doSa haiM to eka ora nIMva DAlakara aMdara rahane ke lie makAna banavA rahe hote haiN| nIMva sImenTa DAlakara bhara rahe hote haiN| ve praznakartA : hotA haiN| dAdAzrI : sArA dina yahI kA yahI tUfAna aura usake duHkha haiM ye saare| bolo, aba kitanI khuda kI bhUleM bAhara nikaleMgI? khuda kI kitanI

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38 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! doSa jAnate haiM ki yaha muA kucha bhI karanevAlA nahIM hai| mu~ha se bolatA hai utanA hI, kisa taraha doSa nikAlegA? jo eka doSa nikAla sake, vaha bhagavAna ho jAe!!! eka hI doSa! eka doSa kA nivAraNa kare vaha bhagavAna ho jaae| yaha to doSa kA nivAraNa hotA hai, para dUsarA doSa khar3A krke| dUsarA doSa khar3A karake pahalevAle kA nivAraNa karatA hai| bAkI, khuda kI eka bhUla miTAe, to bhagavAna banatA praznakartA : dUsarA doSa khar3A na kare, vaha kisa taraha hotA hai? dAdAzrI: ye to saba bhUleM hI haiM, para eka bhala miTe. vaha kaba? samakita hone ke bAda miTatI hai, nahIM to miTatI nhiiN| taba taka eka bhUla miTatI nhiiN| taba taka to pahale khodatA hai aura phira bharatA hai| khodatA hai aura bharatA hai, khodatA hai aura bharatA hai| koI kriyA usakI kAma AtI nhiiN| sArI kriyAe~ niSphala jAtI haiN| nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! doSa, utane hI cAhie pratikramaNa 'anaMta doSa kA bhAjana hai, taba utane hI pratikramaNa karane pdd'eNge| jitane doSa bharakara lAe haiM, ve Apako dikheNge| jJAnI puruSa ke jJAna dene ke bAda doSa dikhane lagate haiM, nahIM to khuda ke doSa dikhate nahIM haiM, usakA nAma hI ajnyaantaa| khuda kA doSa eka bhI dikhatA nahIM hai aura kisIke dekhane hoM to bahuta sAre dekha le, usakA nAma mithyaatv|' aura jJAnI puruSa ke jJAna dene ke bAda, divyacakSu dene ke bAda khuda ke sarva doSa dikhate haiN| jarA-sA mana badalAva huA ho, to bhI patA cala jAtA hai ki yaha doSa huaa| yaha to vItarAga mArga, ekaavatArI mArga hai| yaha to bahata jimmedArIvAlA mArga hai| eka avatAra meM saba cokhA hI ho jAnA caahie| yahA~ pahale cokhA ho jAnA caahie| matalaba nire doSoM kA bhaMDAra ho| yahA~ jJAnavidhi meM Aoge to maiM sAre pApa dho duuNgaa| vaha dhone kA mere hisse meM AyA hai| phira khuda ke doSa dikheNge| aura khuda ke doSa dikhane lageM, taba se samajhanA ki aba mokSa meM jAne kI taiyArI huii| bAkI kisIko bhI khuda ke doSa dikhe nahIM haiN| AtmA khuda hI tharmAmITara jaisA jo khuda karatA hai na, usameM khuda ko, bhUla hai aisA kabhI patA nahIM cltaa| khuda jo karatA ho, sahaja svabhAva se jo kArya kriyA karatA ho na, usameM khuda kI bhUla hai, aisA kabhI bhI dikhatA nahIM, ulTe koI bhUla dikhAe, taba bhI use ulTA dikhatA hai| vaha japa karatA ho yA tapa karatA ho, tyAga karatA ho, usameM use khuda kI bhUla nahIM dikhtii| bhUla to, khuda AtmasvarUpa ho jAe, jJAnI puruSa kA diyA huA AtmA prApta ho jAe to AtmA akelA hI tharamAmITara samAna hai ki jo bhala dikhalAtA hai. bAkI koI bhUla nahIM dikhlaataa| khuda kI bhUla nahIM dikhAI detI kisiiko| bhUla dikhe, taba to kAma ho hI gayA na! aura bhUla miTe, taba to paramAtmA ho jAtA hai| paramAtmA to hai hI, vaha kahalAe jaina ApameM do-cAra doSa hoMge yA nahIM hoMge? praznakartA : j'yaadaa| dAdAzrI : dasa-paMdraha doSa hoMge? praznakartA : ve gineM to gine nahIM jaaeN| dAdAzrI: haaN| usakA nAma jaina kahalAtA hai| jaina kisakA nAma kahalAe ki khuda meM ahaMkAra hai, doSa haiM, aisA khuda ko vizvAsa hai| bhale hI doSa dikheM nahIM, para ve haiM aisI jise zraddhA hai, use jaina kahate haiN| khuda anaMta doSa kA bhAjana hai| para aba kaba unheM khAlI kara pAoge? praznakartA : vaha to ApakI kRpA hogI tb| dAdAzrI : bahuta bar3I bAta karI!

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 39 para paramAtmA kI sattA kaba prApta hotI hai? bhUla miTe, taba ! vaha bhUla miTatI nahIM hai aura sattA prApta hotI nahIM hai aura logoM ke sasura aura sAsa banakara khuza hote haiN| bhUla miTe to sattA prApta hotI hai, paramAtmA kI sattA prApta hotI hai| aura yaha jJAna prApta hone ke bAda 'khuda paramAtmA hai' aisA lakSya baiThA hai, isalie aba dhIre-dhIre vaha zreNI car3hatA jAtA hai aura vo sattA prApta hotI rahatI hai| bAqI bhUla dikhalAe vaha sccaa| kitanI sArI bhUleM? eka bhUla hamArI jo miTAe, hamArI sabase bar3I bhUla miTAe, vaha bhagavAna kahalAtA hai| yaha to pahale kA abhyAsa hotA hai ki maiM sabameM bhagavAna dekhatA hU~, para jhagar3ate samaya to bhagavAna saba bhUla jAtA hai aura jhagar3A kara baiThatA hai ki dUdha kyoM DholA! ghara kA baccA khuda dUdha DholatA hai kyA? yaha to Adi-anAdi se calI AI hai, bApa ko beTe ko DA~TanA cAhie aisI rIti hai| yaha to koI mAnavatA kahalAtI hai? mAnavatA to kaisI sugaMdha detI hai? paccIsa-paccIsa mIla ke eriyA meM sugaMdha AtI rahatI hai| khuda kI sArI bhUleM dikheM to jAnanA ki sudhAra hogaa| eka bhUla logoM ko apanI dikhatI nahIM hai| nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa ! usake bAda vANI nikalegI aura vaha vANI phira niSpakSapAtI honI caahie| musalamAna baiThA ho, use bhI sunane kA mana ho| jaina baiThA ho, use bhI sunane kA mana ho| sabhI sTenDarDa ko sunane kA mana ho, vaha niSpakSapAtI vANI kahalAtI hai| khuda ke doSa dekhane meM niSpakSapAtI aisA kauna hotA hai? ve to kRpAludeva hoM aura unake do-tIna phaoNloarsa (anuyAyI) hoM na, ve hote haiN| bAqI khuda ke doSa dekhane meM pakSapAta kA savAla hI kahA~ hai? khuda ke doSa dekhane kA patA hI nahIM cltaa| jJAnI kI tattvadRSTi hameM isa jagat meM koI doSita dikhatA hI nahIM hai| jebakatarA ho yA cAritrahIna ho, unheM bhI hama nirdoSa hI dekhate haiN| hama 'sat vastu' ko hI dekhate haiN| vaha tAtvika dRSTi hai| paikiMga ko hama dekhate nahIM haiN| verAyaTIz2a oNpha paikiMga haiM, unameM hama tattvadRSTi se dekhate haiN| hamane' saMpUrNa nirdoSa dRSTi kI aura sAre jagat ko nirdoSa dekhaa| isalie hI 'jJAnI puruSa' ApakI "bhUla' miTA sakate haiM! auroM kI bisAta nhiiN| tara gayA vahI tAre ye saba bhUleM to haiM na? usakI khoja bhI nahIM kI hai na? praznakartA : hamArI koI bhUla hotI hai, itanA samajha meM AtA hai, para usameM se nikala nahIM paate| aura nikalane kI koziza karate haiM vaisevaise gahare, aura gahare hI utarate jAte haiN| dAdAzrI : koziza hI mata krnaa| vaha koziza karanA, yAnI yahA~ gaDDhA khodanA hai aura vahA~ gaDDhA bharanA hai| usake bajAya, vahA~ gaDDhA khodakara yahA~ bhareM, usa kAma ke kauna paise de? praznakartA : nahIM degaa| dAdAzrI : aura Upara se daMDa milatA hai ki yahA~ jamIna kyoM khoda vaha hai bhUloM kA svarUpa ahaMkAra vilaya ho jAe to bhUla khatama ho jaae| ahaMkAra yoM hI vilaya nahIM hogaa| vaha caTanI kI taraha pIsane jaisA nahIM hai| ahaMkAra to bhUleM dikheM, utanA vilaya hotA hai| ahaMkAra yAnI bhUla kA svarUpa / igoijama, vaha sTrakcara hI bhUla kA hai| kahalAtA kyA hai ki svarUpa kA bhAna nahIM hai, matalaba bhAna bhUle hue haiN| bhAna bhUle huoM meM sArA igoiz2ama bhAna bhUlA huA hai| taba bhItara kyA sAmAna hai usake pAsa, ki bhItara choTImoTI bhUleM haiM ! ve bhUleM miTeMgI, to kAma hogaa| niSpakSapAtI ho jAe, taba khuda kI bhUleM dikheNgii| vANI to bhItara sAre zAstroM kI vANI par3I huI hai| bhUla miTegI,

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41 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! DAlI? Upara se kesa banatA hai ki Apane yahA~ kyoM khoda DAlA? isalie phira se bhara do aura phira isake Upara pAnI DAlakara aura samatala karavA do| matalaba ye saba loga jo karate haiM na, ve ulaTI jagaha para khodate haiN| usake bajAya nahIM khodate hoM aura kisIko kahate hoM ki bhAI, merA kucha hala nikAla do to koI hala nikAla de| jo chUTa gayA hai, vaha chur3avA degaa| vaha ba~dhA huA manuSya, vahI DubakI khA rahA ho, 'bacAo' kahatA ho, 'to mue, tU bacAo-bacAo kahatA hai, tU kyA mujhe bacAnevAlA hai phira?' praznakartA : itanA samaya jisakI zaraNa meM gae hala nikAlane, vahA~ vApisa DUba gae, jisa DaoNkTara kI davAI lI usane darda bar3hAyA, kama nahIM kiyaa| dAdAzrI : ve DaoNkTara ThIka se par3he hue nahIM the| ve DubakI khA rahe the aura jo DaoNkTara aisA kahe, 'nahIM, hama tara gae haiM, tU A' to hama samajheM ki ve khuda kaha rahe haiM na! nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! hai| aMdara to apAra bhUleM haiN| para mAtra bar3I-bar3I paccIseka jitanI bhUleM miTAe na to chabbIsavIM apane Apa jAne lgegii| kucha loga to bhala ko jAnate haiM, phira bhI khuda ke ahaMkAra ko lekara use bhala nahIM khte| yaha kaisA hai? eka hI bhUla anaMta janma bigADa DAlatI hai, yaha to pasAe hI nhiiN| kyoMki niyANAM (apanA sArA puNya lagAkara kisI eka vastu kI kAmanA karanA) mokSa kA kiyA thA, vaha bhI niyANAM pUrA-pUrA nahIM kiyA thaa| isalie to aisA huA na ! dAdA ke pAsa AnA par3A na? taba bhUla miTAI kahalAtI hai eka-eka janma meM eka bhUla miTAI hotI to bhI mokSa svarUpa ho jaate| para yaha to eka bhUla miTAne jAte nahIM, pA~ca bhUle bar3hAkara Ate haiN| yaha bAhara saba suMdara aura bhItara saba kleza kA pAra nahIM hai ! ise bhUla miTAI kaise kaheM? ApakA koI UparI hI nahIM hai| para bhala batAnevAlA caahie| bhUloM ko miTAo, para khuda kI bhUla khuda ko kisa taraha mile? aura vaha eka yA do hI haiM koI? anaMta bhUleM haiM! kAyA kI anaMta bhUleM to bahuta baDI dikhatI haiN| kisIko bhojana ke lie balAne gae hoM. para aisA kaThora bolate haiM ki battIsa bhoga kA nyotA ho. to bhI acchA na lge| isake bajAya to nahIM bulAe~ to acchA, aisA aMdara hotA hai| are, boleM to karkaza vANI nikalatI hai aura mana ke to apAra dUSaNa hote haiM! bhUla nikAle, aMdara kauna? hamArI bhUleM to kauna miTA sakatA hai? 'jJAnI puruSa', ki jo khuda kI sArI bhUleM miTAkara baiThe haiN| jo zarIra hone para bhI azarIra bhAva se. vItarAga bhAva meM rahate haiN| azarIra bhAva yAnI jnyaanbiij| sArI bhaleM miTAne ke bAda, khuda ke ajJAna bIja kA nAza hotA hai aura jJAnabIja pUrNarUpa se ugatA hai, vaha azarIra bhaav| jise kiMcit mAtra-z2arA bhI deha para mamatA hai, to vaha azarIra bhAva nahIM kahalAtA hai, aura deha para se mamatA jAe kisa taraha? jaba taka ajJAna hai, taba taka mamatA jAtI nhiiN| isa jagat meM sabakucha patA calatA hai, para khuda kI bhUla patA nahIM bAqI, koI kahatA nahIM ki tara gae haiN| nahIM to samajhatA hai ki kisI dina koI bakher3A hogA aura loga jAna jAe~ge ki ye DubakiyA~ khAte samaya cillA rahe the| yAnI nApa lete haiM na loga? kyoM tara gae the aura aba DubakI khAte samaya cillA rahe ho? kaheMge ki nahIM kaheMge? yAnI saMyoga acche mile nahIM the| isa bAra saMyoga acchA milA hai, kAma ho jaaegaa| matalaba yaha saba kisa taraha isameM prApti hogI? ohoho! sira ke bAla to gine jA sakate haiM, para ye inakI bhUleM nahIM ginI jA sktiiN| yadi roz2a paccIsa jitanI bhUleM samajha meM Ae~, taba to gaz2aba zakti utpanna hogii| saMsAra bAdhaka nahIM hai, khAnA-pInA bAdhaka nahIM hai| nahIM tapa ne bA~dhA, yA nahIM tyAga ne bA~dhA hai| khuda kI bhUloM ne hI logoM ko bA~dhA

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43 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! cltii| isalie hI khuda kI bhUla dikhAne ke lie jJAnI kI jarUrata hai| jJAnI puruSa hI aise sarva sattAdhArI haiM ki jo khuda ko khada kI bhUla dikhAkara usakA bhAna karavA dete haiM aura taba bhUla miTatI hai| vaha kaba hotA hai? jaba jJAnI puruSa se bheMTa ho aura khuda ko niSpakSapAtI bnaaeN| apane khuda ke lie bhI niSpakSatA utpanna ho, taba hI kAma hotA hai| svarUpa kA bhAna jaba taka jJAnI puruSa nahIM karavA dete, taba taka niSpakSatA utpanna nahIM hotii| 'jJAna' kisIkI bhI bhUla nahIM nikaaltaa| buddhi sabakI bhala nikAlatI hai, sage bhAI kI bhUla nikAlatI hai| aMdhere kI bhUleM yaha to 'jJAnI puruSa' haiM isalie khuda ko doSa kA patA calatA hai| nahIM to use khuda ko patA hI kyA cale? calA sTImara kocIna kI trph| kutubanumA bigar3a gayA hai, isalie kocIna calA! dakSiNa ko hI vaha kutubanumA uttara dikhalAe! nahIM to kutubanumA hamezA uttara meM hI le jAtA hai, usakA svabhAva hai| kutubanumA bigar3a jAe, phira 'kyA kare?' aura khuda ko dhruvatArA dekhanA AtA nahIM hai| sabase bar3I bhUla, vaha svacchaMda hai| svacchaMda se to sArA lazkara khar3A hai| svacchaMda, vahI bar3I bhUla hai| yAnI jarA-sA aisA kahA ki, 'usameM kyA huA?' to ho gyaa| vaha phira anaMta janma bigAr3a detA hai| 'maiM jAnatA hU~' vaha aMdhere kI bhUla to bahuta bhArI hai| aura Upara se 'aba koI harja nahIM hai vaha to mAra hI DAlatA hai| aisA to 'jJAnI puruSa' ke alAvA koI bola hI nahIM sakatA ki, 'eka bhI bhUla nahIM rhii|' hara eka bhUla ko dekhakara miTAnI hai| saba kucha apane doSa se hI ba~dhA huA hai| kevala khuda ke doSa dekhate rahane se chUTa sakeM aisA hai| hama' hamAre doSa dekhate rahe, isalie hama chUTa ge| nijadoSa samajha meM Ae~, to mukta hotA jAtA hai| isalie 'jJAnI puruSa' ApakI bhUleM miTA sakate haiM, auroM ke basa kI bAta nahIM hai| hama turanta hI bhUla eksepTa karake, nikAla kara DAlate haiN| yaha kaisA nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! hai ki pahale bhUleM kI thIM, unakA nikAla nahIM kiyA isalie vahI kI vahI bhUleM phira se AtI haiN| bhUloM kA nikAla karanA nahIM AyA isalie eka bhUla nikAlane ke badale dUsarI pA~ca bhUleM kiiN| nahIM usakA UparI koI praznakartA : para dAdA, pratyakSa puruSa ke alAvA yaha bhUla samajha meM nahIM AtI? dAdAzrI : kisa taraha samajha meM Ae?! unakI hI bhUla nahIM samajha meM AtI, phira vaha dUsaroM kI bhUla kisa taraha nikAle? jise UparI kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, jise koI bhUla dikhAnevAle kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, vaha akelA hI bhUla nikAla sakatA hai| bAqI dUsarA koI bhUla nikAla nahIM sakatA hai| jo khuda kI tamAma prakAra kI bhUleM sabhI jAnatA ho, use UparI kI jarUrata nahIM hai| UparI kI kaba taka z2arUrata hotI hai ki jaba taka Apa bhUleM nahIM dekha sakate aura kucha prakAra kI bhUleM ApameM rahatI hoM to ve ApakI UparI hotI hI haiN| aura UparIpana kaba chUTatA hai? ApakI eka bhI bhala Apako jo dikhatI nahIM ho. ve sabhI dikhatI rheN| yaha to niyamapUrvaka kI bAta hai na! Apa sabako kama dikhatI haiM, isalie to maiM UparI hU~ abhii| Apako dikhane lageM, to phira maiM kisalie UparI hoU~? isa jhamele meM maiM kahA~ pahu~? matalaba kAnana hI daniyA kA yaha hai| jise khuda kI pUrNa bhUleM dikheMgI, phira usakA koI UparI nahIM rhaa| isalie hama kahate haiM na ki hamArA koI bApa bhI UparI nahIM hai| ulaTe bhagavAna hamAre vaza meM ho gae haiN| hameM' to hara eka bhUla, khuda kI kiMcit mAtra bhUla, kevalajJAna meM dikhanevAlI bhUleM bhI hameM dikhatI haiN| bolo, aba kevalajJAna baratatA nahIM hai, phira bhI kevalajJAna meM dikhAI denevAlI bhaleM dikhatI haiM! dRSTi nijadoSoM ke prati... yaha jJAna lene ke bAda bAhara kA to Apa dekhoge vaha alaga bAta hai, para Apake hI aMdara kA Apa saba dekhA karoge, usa samaya Apa

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46 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! kevalajJAna sattA meM hooge| para aMza kevalajJAna hotA hai, sarvAza nhiiN| aMdara kharAba vicAra Ae~, unheM dekhanA, acche vicAra Ae~ unheM dekhnaa| acche para rAga nahIM aura kharAba para dveSa nhiiN| acchA-burA dekhane kI hameM z2arUrata nahIM hai| kyoMki sattA hI mUla apane kAbU meM nahIM hai| isalie jJAnI kyA dekhate haiM? sAre jagat ko nirdoSa dekhate haiN| kyoMki yaha saba 'DiscArja' meM hai, usameM usa becAre kA kyA doSa? Apako koI gAlI de, vaha "ddiscaarj'| 'baoNsa' Apako ulajhana meM DAle vaha bhI 'DiscArja' hI hai| baoNsa to nimitta hai| kisIkA jagat meM doSa nahIM hai| jo doSa dikhate haiM, vaha khuda kI hI bhUla hai aura vahI 'blaMDarsa' haiM aura usase hI yaha jagat khar3A hai| doSa dekhane se, ulTA dekhane se hI baira baMdhatA hai| pramatta bhAva se dikheM paradoSa... isa jagat meM koI gunahagAra nahIM hai| yadi gunahagAra dikhatA hai, vaha hamArI khuda kI kamI hai| koI gunahagAra dikhatA hai, vahI ApakA pramattabhAva hai| vAstava meM apramattatA honI cAhie, taba phira koI gunahagAra dikhegA hI nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! mAno 'araMDI kA tela nahIM pIyA ho!' aise banakara ghUmate haiN| sabhI araMDI kA tela mola lAte hoMge koI? maha~ge bhAva kA araMDI kA tela roz2a kahA~ se lAe~? bhItara pariNati badalI ki araMDI kA tela pIyA ho vaisA mu~ha ho jAtA hai| doSa khuda kA aura bhUla nikAlatA hai dUsaroM kii| isase bhItarI pariNati badala jAtI hai| 'khuda kA doSa DhU~Dho' aisA 'vItarAga' kaha gae haiM, dUsarA kucha bhI kahakara nahIM gae haiN| 't apane doSa ko pahacAna aura mukta ho jaa| basa, itanA hI muktidhAma degA tujhe|' itanA hI kArya karane ko kahA hai bhagavAna ne| z2arUrata hai bhUla binA ke jJAna aura samajha kI eka AcArya mahArAja ne kahA, 'merA mokSa kaba hogA?' taba bhagavAna ne kahA, 'ApakA jJAna aura ApakI samajha bhUla binA ke hoMge tb|' yaha bhUla hai, usI bhUla se aTake haiN| ApakA jJAna aura ApakI samajha bhUla binA kI hogI taba ApakA mokSa hogaa| taba kyA galata kahate haiM? nhiiN| praznakartA : ThIka hai| praznakartA : pramattabhAva yAnI kyA? dAdAzrI : vastu, vastu kA svabhAva cake vaha pramatta kahalAtA hai| vastu apane mUla dharma meM rahe vaha apramatta bhaav| vItarAgoM ne kahA mukti hetu Apa apanI nAsamajhI ke kAraNa itanA sArA ulajhate ho| una ulajhanoM ke lie Apako mujhase pUchanA cAhie ki mujhe yahA~ ulajhana hai, to isameM kyA karanA cAhie? isalie puuchnaa| usake lie hama satsaMga rakhate haiN| eka karma kama ho jAe, to ulajhaneM dina para dina kama hotI jAtI haiN| eka dina meM eka hI karma yadi kama kare to dUsare dina do kama kara skegaa| para yaha to roz2a ulajhaneM DAlatA hI rahatA hai aura bar3hAtA hI rahatA hai! ye sabhI loga kyA araMDI kA tela pIkara ghUmate hoMge? unake mu~ha para dAdAzrI : taba koI kahe ki, 'sAhaba japa-tapa karane cAhie kyA?' vaha to tujhe jisa dina peTa meM ajIrNa huA ho, to usa dina upavAsa krnaa| japa-tapa kI hamArI zarta nahIM hai| terI samajha aura jJAna bhala binA kA kara, kisI bhI raaste| kyA galata kahate haiM bhagavAna? bhUla hai taba taka to koI kabUla hI nahIM kare na! abhI to kitanI sArI bhUleM haiM?! maiM caMdUlAla hU~, isa aurata kA pati hU~, aisA kahatA hai vApasa aura isa bacce kA bApa hU~, kahatA hai| kitanI sArI bhUleM? yaha to paraMparA hai bhUloM kii| mUla meM hI bhuul| mUla jo rakameM hai, unameM eka avinAzI hai aura eka vinAzI hai| aura avinAzI ke sAtha vinAzI ko guNA karane jAtA hai, taba taka to vaha rakama ur3a jAtI hai| vaha vinAzI, pati nahIM to bApa to hai, vaha rakheM taba taka to vaha ur3a jAtI hai yAnI guNA kabhI hotA nahIM, javAba AtA nahIM aura dina badalatA nhiiN| zukravAra hI hamezA rahatA hai| zukravAra jAtA nahIM aura zanivAra hotA nahIM, evarI De phrAiDe (sadA shukrvaar)|

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! bhagavAna ne koI aisA kahA hai ki tapa karanA, japa karanA, bhUkhoM maranA, upavAsa karanA, tyAga karanA, aisA kahA hai? terA jJAna aura terI samajha bhUla binA kI kara, usa dina tU khuda hI mokSa svarUpa hai| jIvita dehadhArI kA mokSa !! 47 bhagavAna kI bAta to AsAna hI hai na para hamane patA lagAyA kabhI ki bhUla binA kA jJAna aura bhUla binA kI samajha kisa taraha ho sakatI hai ? hamane to aisA DhU~DhA, ki Aja kauna-sA upavAsa karanA hai yA Aja kisakA tyAga karU~? are! bhagavAna ne tyAga kI zarta kahA~ rakhI hai? yaha to ulaTe rAste cala pdd'e| Ar3I galiyoM meM ghusa ge| bhagavAna ne kyA kahA thA, 'jJAna aura samajha bhUla binA ke kara DAla tU / ' praznakartA: samajha bhUla binA kI, yaha bAta phira se samajhAie ! dAdAzrI : hA~, ApakI samajha bhUla binA kI hogI, taba ApakA mokSa hogaa| samajha meM hI bhUla hai ApakI, vaha jaba bhUla binA kI hogI, mere sAtha baiTha-baiThakara, taba nibaTArA hogaa| jaba taka bhUla hai, taba taka nibaTArA kaise hogA? kisIkI bhUleM hoMgI ! phira kyA kahate haiM, tU khuda mokSa svarUpa hai| tU khuda hI paramAtmA hai| kevala bhUla binA kA jJAna aura bhUla binA kI samajha kA bhAna honA caahie| jJAna kaisA honA cAhie? bhUla binA kaa| aura samajha kaisI honI cAhie? bhUla binA kii| yadi jJAna akelA hogA to papItA nahIM lgeNge| hai per3a papItA kA, para eka bhI papItA nahIM lagatA, aisA hotA hai kyA? Apane dekhe nahIM hoMge papIte? praznakartA: dekhe haiN| dAdAzrI : dekhe haiM na? are mue ! pAla-posakara bar3A kiyA to aisA nikalA? pAnI pilAkara, pAla-posakara bar3A kiyA to aMdara se aisA nikalA? usameM papItA hI nahIM lgtaa| nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! isalie jJAna bhUla binA kA honA cAhie aura bhUla binA kI samajha / aba sirpha jJAna bhUla binA kA huA to bhI kucha hotA nhiiN| samajha bhUla binA kI ho jAe to clegaa| samajha, vaha hArTa ko pahu~catI hai aura jJAna, vaha buddhi ko pahu~catA hai| 48 Aja calatA hai jJAna vaha, logoM kA vyAvahArika jJAna, vaha buddhi ko pahu~catA hai aura samajha hArTa ko pahu~catI hai, hArTavAlA (hArdika ) TheTha taka pahu~cAtA hai, mokSa taka pahu~cAtA hai| use hamAre loga sUjha kahate haiN| yaha samajha jo hai, usase sUjha utpanna hotI hai aura sUjha se samajha utpanna hotI hai, TheTha taka pahu~cAnevAlI sarvottama vastu yaha hai| bhUla se to yaha saMsAra bhI ThIka se nahIM calatA hai, to bhUla se to mokSa hotA hogA kabhI? jJAna aura samajha bhUla binA ke hoMge, Apa jAno ki jJAna to aisA hai aura yaha to saba ajJAna hai, bhUlavAlA hai, tabase jJAna huA karatA hai| yaha to itanI umra meM bhI use aise zarma nahIM AtI ki 'maiM inakA pati hU~, ' kahate hue zarma AtI hai? aisA kahatA hai| ye mere pati haiM, aisA patnI bhI kahatI hai| itanI umra meM unheM zarma bhI nahIM aatii| kyoMki assI sAla ke ho gae, use bhI zarma nahIM aatii| kyoMki jaisA jAnate haiM vaisA bolate haiMna / aura loga bhI samajheM, vaisA bolate haiM na? nahIM to kahA~ jAe~ ? para vaha jJAna galata nahIM hai| yaha jo jAnate haiM, vaha bhI vyavahAra kA jJAna hai, saccA jJAna nahIM hai| isa sacce jJAna meM to Apa zuddhAtmA ho aura vaha bhI zuddhAtmA hai| para usa zuddhAtmA kA bhAna honA cAhie na? abhI to 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' yaha bhAna hai, 'maiM jaina hU~' yaha dUsarA bhAna hai| umra cauhattara sAla kI hai, vaha bhI bhAna hai| saba bhAna hai| bacapana meM kahA~-kahA~ khelane gae the, vaha bhI bhAna hai| naukarI kahA~-kahA~ kI thI, vyApAra kahA~-kahA~ kiyA, vaha bhI saba bhAna haiM para 'khuda kauna hai?' vaha bhAna nahIM hai| praznakartA aba vaha do Apa vaha bhAna karane kI icchA jAgRta

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! huI hai aura usake lie Ae haiN| dAdAzrI : usa jJAna ke lie bhavobhava icchA hotI hai, para saccA niyANAM nahIM kiyaa| yadi niyANAM kiyA hotA na to sabhI puNya usImeM kharca ho jAtA hai| niyANAM kA svabhAva kyA? taba kahe ki jitanA ApakA puNya ho, vaha niyA' ke lie hI kharca ho jAtA hai| yaha to ghara meM puNya kharca ho gayA, deha meM puNya kharca ho gayA, sabhI meM puNya kharca ho gayA, mokSa kA niyANAM nahIM kiyA thA na ! mokSa kA niyANAM kiyA hotA to sArA puNya usameM kharca ho jaataa| dekho na hama mokSa kA niyANAM karake Ae the, isalie saba sIdhA cala rahA hai na? kucha ar3acaneM hoMgI to milamAlikoM ko aDacaneM hoMgI, pradhAnamaMtrI ko hoMgI, para hameM koI ar3acana nahIM hai| bhUla binA kA jJAna aura samajha praznakartA : bhUla binA kA jJAna aura bhUla binA kI samajha hogI to tU khuda hI mokSa svarUpa hai| kitanI adhika U~cI bAta kaha dii| Aropita bhAva, vahI mUlataH bhUla hai, baMdhana hai! dAdAzrI : hA~, aura yaha vijJAna prakaTa nahIM ho, taba taka aisA spaSTIkaraNa hI nahIM milatA na! zAstroM meM aisA spaSTIkaraNa hI nahIM hotA hai na! kevala zubha karo, kucha zubha karo kaheMge, para Aropita bhAva hai aisA to koI samajhAtA karatA nahIM hai| kyoMki jJAnI puruSa ke binA aisA spaSTIkaraNa milatA nahIM hai| logoM ko buddhi meM samajha meM A gayA hotA hai ki yaha kucha bhUla hai, bahuta bar3I bhUla ho rahI hai, aisA samajha meM AtA hai, para phira bhI jJAnI puruSa nahIM mileM to kareM kyA phira? yoM hI Ama ubalatA rahatA hai| loga samajhadAra bahuta haiM, isalie buddhi meM sabhI samajhakara sAra nikAlate haiM ki yaha kyA hai? para phira bhI ubalate rahate haiN| aura jJAnI puruSa mila jAe~ to sAre spaSTIkaraNa de dete haiN| hara eka zabda kA spaSTIkaraNa nahIM ho to 50 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! vaha jJAnI puruSa nhiiN| spaSTIkaraNa hone hI caahie| ajJAna se spaSTIkaraNa milatA ho to ajJAna kyA kama thA? ajJAna bhI kahA~ nahIM thA hamAre ghara? sToka bharakara thA na! kAphI hai baiThanI pratIti bhUla kI ye loga kahate haiM ki aba hamane hamAre doSa haiM, ve jAna lie| para aba nikAla diijie| Apa hameM mArie-karie, jo karanA ho vaha kIjie, para doSa nikAla diijie| aba isake lie kyA rAstA hai?! doSa kisa taraha paiThA, vaha Apa khojo| usake bAda patA calegA, doSa nikaleMge kisa taraha? paiThA usa ghar3I use DAlanA nahIM pdd'taa| isalie, nikAlate samaya nikAlanA nahIM pdd'taa| jo cIz2a DAlI ho vaha nikAlanI par3atI hai| ye to mujhe kahate haiM, 'doSa nikAla dIjie!' are lekina ve kisase paiTha gae? taba kahe, 'eka manuSya aise kasaMga meM gayA, usase use vizvAsa ho gayA ki ye maz2e kara rahe haiM aura yaha rAstA bahuta acchA hai| bahuta acchA sukhadAI hai|' use usa jJAna para zraddhA baiTha gaI, pratIti baiTha gii| usI taraha maiM inheM kyA karatA hU~? jo unakI bhUleM haiM, ve nakArate haiM ki 'hamameM bilakula hI bhUla nahIM haiM vaisI, logoM meM bhUleM haiN|' ve unakI bhUleM unheM dikhAtA huuN| phira unheM pratIti baiThatI hai haMDreDa parasenTa (sau pratizata), ki ye saba bhUleM hI haiN| vaha hama eksepTa (svIkAra) karate haiN| 'yaha bhUla aba Apa nikAla dIjie', kahate haiN| maiMne kahA, 'aba nikAlanA nahIM hotaa| pratIti baiTha gaI, usakA matalaba yaha ki bhUla nikalanI zurU ho giiN| tujhe kevala mana khulA rakhanA hai ki bhAI, Apa cale jaao| basa, itanA hI bolane kI z2arUrata hai|' pratIti baiThane se hI bhala calI jAtI hai aura pratIti baiThane se bhUla paiTha jAtI hai| DAlanA-nikAlanA nahIM hotA vaha to| yaha kyA koI kArakhAnA hai? yAnI eka bhUla nikAlanI ho to kitanA samaya lagatA hai phir| kitane hI janma nikala jAte haiN| samajha meM Ae aisI bAta hai na yaha saba?! pratIti, usameM dAg2a nahIM par3anA caahie|

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52 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! praznakartA : Apa simpaTamsa (lakSaNa) nahIM dekhate haiM aura mUla kaoNja (kAraNa) kA ilAja karate haiM, aise DaoNkTara kahA~ mileMge?! dAdAzrI : DaoNkTara nahIM hai, usIkA to yaha jhamelA hai na? aise DaoNkTara mile nahIM aura aisI davAI bhI milI nahIM, isalie phira yaha calA tUfAna ! isalie phira pariNAma ko mArane lage, iphekTa ko! zraddhA se paitthaa| vaha pratIti saMpUrNa baiThI, isalie vaha paiThA aura pratIti se utregaa| saMpUrNa pratIti honI cAhie ki yaha doSa hI hai| isalie nikala jaaegaa| yahI niyama hai| phira usakA rakSaNa nahIM kare, proTekzana (tarafadArI) nahIM de to calA jAtA hai| para phira proTekzana detA hI hai| hama kaheM, 'sAhaba yaha nasavAra sUMghate ho abhI bhI?' taba kahe, 'usameM harja nhiiN|' yaha proTekzana diyA kahalAtA hai| mana meM samajhatA hai ki yaha galata hai| pratIti baiThI hotI hai, para phira proTekzana detA hai| proTekzana nahIM denA caahie| dete haiM na proTekzana? praznakartA : hA~ jI, proTekzana dete hI haiM na! dAdAzrI : AbarU calI gaI hai, hai hI kahA~ AbarU? AbarUvAlA to kapar3e pahanakara ghUmatA hogA? ye to ha~kate rahate haiM AbarU! ha~ka-DhaMkakara AbarU bacAte rahate haiN| phaTe taba sila dete haiM, are koI dekha legA, sila nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! isalie hI 'jJAnI puruSa' ApakI 'bhUla' miTA sakate haiM! auroM ke basa kA nahIM hai| bhagavAna ne saMsArI doSa ko doSa mAnA nahIM hai| 'tere svarUpa kA ajJAna' vahI sabase bar3A doSa hai| yaha to maiM caMdUlAla hU~', taba taka anya doSa bhI khar3e haiM aura eka bAra 'khuda ke svarUpa' kA bhAna ho, taba phira anya doSa bhI jAne lagate haiM! bhUla binA kA darzana aura bhUlavAlA vartana khuda kI bhUla khuda ko patA cale vaha bhagavAna ho jaae| praznakartA : isa taraha koI bhagavAna huA thA? dAdAzrI : jitane bhI bhagavAna hue, una sabhI ko khuda kI bhUla khuda ko patA calI thI aura bhUla ko miTAyA thA, ve hI bhagavAna hue| bhUla rahe nahIM usa taraha se ve bhUla ko miTA dete haiN| sArI bhUleM dikhatI haiM, eka aisI bhUla nahIM thI ki unheM nahIM dikhI ho| sukSma se sUkSma, aisI sabhI bhUleM dikhatI thiiN| hameM bhI hamArI pA~ca-pacAsa bhaleM to hararoja dikhatI haiM aura ve bhI sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama bhUleM dikhatI haiM, jo logoM ko nukasAnadAyaka bilakula bhI nahIM hotii| ye bolate-bolate kisIkA avarNavAda bolA jAe, vaha bhI bhUla kahalAtI hai| vaha to phira sthUla bhUla kahalAtI hai| bhala miTA de, vaha bhagavAna khuda kI eka bhUla miTAe, vaha bhagavAna kahalAtA hai| khuda kI bhUla batAnevAle bahuta hote haiM, para koI miTA nahIM sktaa| bhUla dikhAnA bhI AnA caahie| yadi bhUla dikhAnA nahIM Ae to apanI bhUla hai, aisA kabUla kara lenA caahie| yaha kisIkI bhUla dikhAnA, vaha to bhArI kAma hai aura vaha bhUla miTA de, vaha to bhagavAna hI kahalAtA hai| vaha to 'jJAnI puruSa' kA hI kaam| hameM isa jagat meM koI doSita dikhatA hI nahIM hai| 'hamane' saMpUrNa nirdoSa dRSTi kI aura sAre jagat ko nirdoSa dekhA! aba bhUla kise dikhatI hai? taba kahe, bhUla binA kA cAritra, zraddhA meM hai khuda ko! hA~, aura bhUlavAlA vartana, vartana meM hai, use bhUla dikhatI hai| bhUla binA kA cAritra usakI zraddhA meM ho, bhUla binA kA cAritra saMpUrNa darzana meM ho aura bhUlavAlA vartana usake vartana meM ho, to use hama mukta huA kahate haiN| bhUlavAlA vartana bhale hI rahA, para usake darzana meM kyA hai? eka sUkSma se sUkSma bhUla rahitavAlA cAritra kaisA honA cAhie? vaha bhItara darzana meM honA caahie| darzana meM sakSma se sakSma bhala nahIM rahe. aisA darzana honA caahie| tabhI bhUla dikha jAtI hai na?! dekhanevAlA kliyara ho. taba hI dekha sakatA hai| isalie hama kahate haiM na ki 360 DigrIvAle jo

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 53 bhagavAna haiM na, ve saMpUrNa kliyara (cokhe) haiM aura hamArA 'ankliaransa' dikhAte haiN| yaha jJAna milane ke bAda, sabhI ko 'do' to hote hI haiN| una logoM ko bhI 'do' hote hI haiN| jinheM jJAna nahIM milA unheM bhI 'do' hote hai aura inheM bhI 'do' hote haiN| isa jJAna ke bAda aMdara aura bAhara dekha sakate haiN| aMdara bhUla binA kA cAritra yaha hai, aisA ve darzana meM dekha sakate haiN| aura bhala rahita cAritra jitanA usake darzana meM U~cA gayA, utanI hI, ve bhUleM use dikhatI haiN| bhItara jitanA TrAnsaperenTa (pAradarzaka) aura kliyara huA, darpaNa zuddha huA ki turanta aMdara dikhatA hai| usameM jhalakatI haiM bhUleM! Apako bhUleM jhalakatI haiM kyA, aMdara? praznakartA : dikhatI haiN| bhUla rahita cAritra jisake darzana meM ho aura bhUlavAlA cAritra jisake vartana meM ho, usase dikhatI haiM? dAdAzrI : usase turanta patA calatA hai ki darzana bhUla binA kA hai| isalie, bhUla binA kA cAritra jise darzana meM hotA hai, vaha kaha detA hai ki yaha bhUla huii| alaukika sAmAyika vaha puruSArtha! yAnI bhUleM dikhAI dene lagIM na, ve jitanI dikhatI haiM, utanI jAtI haiN| Apako thor3I bhUleM dikhatI haiM? pratidina pA~ca-dasa dikhatI jAtI haiM na? ve dikhIM, utanA dikhane kA bar3hatA jaaegaa| abhI to bahuta dikheNgii| jaise-jaise dikhatI jAegI, vaise-vaise AvaraNa khulate jAe~ge aura vaise jyAdA dikhatI jaaegii| nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! mhaatmaa| puruSArtha hai, para vaha sabhI logoM ko AtA nahIM hai| hamAre yahA~ jo vaha sAmAyika karavAte haiM na, vaha bar3A puruSArtha hai| bhUla kA svabhAva kaisA hai ki bhUla dikhI ki bhUla jAne kI taiyArI kara letI hai| bhala khar3I nahIM rhtii| doSa ho usameM harja nahIM hai, para doSa dikhAI denA caahie| doSa hotA hai, usakA daMDa nahIM hai, para bhUleM dikhatI haiM usakA inAma milatA hai| kisIko khuda kI bhUleM dikhatI nahIM haiN| AtmA prApta hone ke bAda niSpakSapAtI hotA hai, isalie bhUleM dikhane kI zurUAta hotI hai| yaha jJAna dene ke bAda Apa niSpakSapAtI hue, isalie deha kA pakSapAta Apako par3ausI jitanA rahA hai| isalie jo bhUla hotI hai, vaha dikhatI rahatI hai| dikhI isalie jAne lagatI hai| nahIM chUtA kucha zuddha upayogI ko aba yaha jJAna hI ApakI jo bhUleM haiM, vaha dikhalAtA hai| 'caMdUbhAI' kisIke sAtha ugra ho gae to 'Apako' patA cala jAtA hai ki ohoho! bhUleM kitanI sArI thiiN| matalaba bhUleM dikheM usakA nAma aatmaa| niSpakSapAtI hue, usakA nAma aatmaa| jaba taka Apa AtmA ho taba taka doSa chUtA nahIM hai| yadi Apa zuddha upayoga meM ho, to Apake hAthoM koI kAma galata ho jAe to bhI Apako chUtA nahIM hai| zuddha upayogI ko koI karma chUtA nahIM hai| isalie hameM AcArya mahArAja pUchate haiM ki, 'hama naMge pairoM ghUmate haiM jIvoM kI ahiMsA pAlane ke lie aura Apa to moTara meM phirate ho| ApakA jJAna saccA hai, vaha hama kabUla karate haiM, para Apako doSa nahIM lagatA hogA?' maiMne kahA ki, 'hama zuddha upayogI haiN|' Aropa lagAne se, aTake Age kA vijJAna sAmanevAlA nirdoSa dikhAI de to doSita kauna dikhegA? praznakartA : jisake pAsa ajJAna adhika hai, use jyAdA doSita lagatA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, sAmanevAlA manuSya doSita lagatA hai| aura jisake pAsa kucha doSa baMda hoM, aisA nahIM hai| vaha to mAra khAegA, taba anubhava hogA, taba doSa baMda hoNge| maiM jAnatA hU~ ki ye binA anubhava ke baMda nahIM hoNge| baMda karavAe~, vaha galata hai| jitanA karanA ho, utanA hotA hai, aisA hai| aura vaha karate haiM kucha

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! jJAna hI hotA hai, use sAmanevAlA manuSya bilakula doSita nahIM lagatA hai| aba doSita lagatA nahIM hai, phira bhI doSa kisakA? kisIkA doSa to honA cAhie na? ye jitane doSa hote haiM. ve sabhI Apake khada ke hI doSa haiN| khuda ke hI doSa haiM, aisA jisane dekhA nahIM hai, socA nahIM hai aura una doSoM kA khuda nikAla karatA nahIM hai aura dUsare logoM para Aropa lagatA rahatA hai, usase Age kA vijJAna sArA baMda ho gayA hai, aTaka gayA hai| Apake doSa jaba samajha meM AeMge, taba Apako Age kA vijJAna zurU hogaa| buddhi eksaparTa, doSa dekhane meM isa jagat meM koI doSita hI nahIM hai| ye doSa dikhate haiM, vahI apanI bhrAMti hai| Apako samajha meM AI yaha bAta thor3I-bahuta? praznakartA : thor3I aaii| dAdAzrI : koI doSita hI nahIM hai| doSita to hameM yaha buddhi aMdara ulTA dikhAtI rahatI hai aura isIlie yaha sArA saMsAra khar3A rahA hai| buddhi ko doSa dekhanA bahuta AtA hai| 'usane aisA kiyA hai na!' hama kaheM ki 'apane doSa kA varNana karo?' taba kahegI, 'aisA kucha khAsa nahIM hai| ekado doSa haiM, bAqI khAsa nahIM hai|' doSa dekhanA, khuda ke hI sadA! praznakartA : koI doSita nahIM hai, yAnI khuda bhI doSita nahIM hai aisA huA na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, mujhe yaha dukhatA hai ki kyA? Upara se kisIne patthara pheMkA aura mujhe lagA, isameM doSa kisakA kaheM? praznakartA : vaha to kisIkA doSa nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : isalie vahA~ para yaha merA doSa hogA, isalie yaha huaa| vaha apane khuda kA doSa to dekhanA hI par3egA na?! aura khuda kI bhUleM jaba taka nahIM dikheMgI, taba taka manuSya aura Age bar3hegA kisa taraha? nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! bAqI koI gAlI de aura khuda ko asara nahIM ho, khuda apanI hI bhUla hai, aisA khuda ko lagatA rahe aura sAmanevAlA nirdoSa hai aisA samajha meM Ae, khuda pratikramaNa karatA rahe, to vaha bhagavAna kA sabase bar3A jJAna hai| yahI mokSa meM le jAtA hai| itanA zabda, hamArA eka hI vAkya yadi pAle na, to mokSa meM calA jaae| doSa dekhe, vahA~ buddhi sthira praznakartA : matalaba dUsaroM kA doSa nahIM, hamArA hI doSa hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, aisA hai na, buddhi ko eka jagaha sthira kie binA kAma nahIM hogaa| isalie yadi usakA doSa dekhoge to bhI buddhi sthira hogii| aura use nirdoSa dekho aura khuda kA doSa dekho, to bhI buddhi sthira hogii| nahIM to yoM hI buddhi sthira hotI nahIM hai na phira! praznakartA : yAnI kahIM para to doSa hai| usakA artha yaha huA ki vahA~ doSa nahIM hai to yahA~ para doSa hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, utanA hI phrk| praznakartA : aba samajha meM AyA ki yaha nirdoSa kisa taraha hai! dAdAzrI : kyoMki buddhi kyA kahatI hai? buddhi samAdhAna khojatI hai, sthiratA khojatI hai| isalie Apa kisIkA doSa nikAlo to buddhi sthira hotI hai| phira usakI jimmedArI cAhe jo bhI ho| para kisIkA doSa nikAlA na, phira buddhi sthira hotI hai| doSa kisIkA nahIM, merA hI hai, taba bhI buddhi sthira hotI hai| para aise buddhi sthira hone kA mArga vaha mokSamArga! / aba buddhi aise bhI sthira hotI hai aura vaise bhI sthira hotI hai, lekina jo kisI para AropaNa hue binA kI buddhi ho, aisI buddhi kI sthiratA honI caahie| isalie hama khuda para hI DAleM to isakA hala nikale aisA hai| taba buddhi bhI sthira hogI na! isa prakAra isa jagat meM dakhala ho rahI hai aura khuda kI bhUla pakar3a

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! meM nahIM AtI hai| aura sAmanevAle kI bhala taranta patA cala jAtA hai| kyoMki buddhi kA upayoga kiyA hai na! aura jisako buddhi kA upayoga nahIM huA use to koI bhUla hone kA savAla hI nahIM rahatA hai na, koI zikAyata hI nahIM hai na! gAyeM-bhaiMse haiM, saba aise anaMta jIva haiN| una logoM ko koI zikAyata nahIM hai, bilakula zikAyata nahIM hai| praznakartA : yaha bahuta bar3I bAta nikalI ki buddhi ko sthira karanI hai| pahale buddhi ko vahA~ saMsAra meM sthira karate the, vahA~ doSa dikhatA thaa| dAdAzrI : hA~, buddhi ko sthira karane ke lie sAdhana caahie| taba aMta meM khuda gunahagAra nahIM hai, aisA manavAte haiM log| to hama kahate haiM, 'vaha to gunahagAra hai hI na!' yAnI kisI para thopa dete haiM, para buddhi sthira karate haiM kisI jagaha pr| isalie, buddhi yadi sthira nahIM ho pAe to dUsarA kyA karoge? taba phira Apako aisA kahanA cAhie ki merA hI doSa hai, tAki buddhi yahA~ sthira ho jaae| nahIM to buddhi calI to bhItara aMta:karaNa sArA DolamaDola, DolamaDola, yahA~ jaise hullar3a huA ho na, vaisA hii| isalie buddhi sthira karanI par3atI hai na? sthira na kareM, taba taka hullar3a macane jaisA ho jAtA hai| ajJAnI khuda kI jimmedArI para buddhi sthira karatA hai aura Apa loga khuda kI bhUla dekhane meM sthira karate ho| aura phira sthira kare, taba hullar3a baMda ho gayA na! nahIM to vicAroM kI paraMparA calatI rahatI hai bhiitr| yadi aisA kahA ki yaha usakI bhUla hai, taba hamArI buddhi sthira hotI hai| phira ArAma se khAnA bhAtA hai| para usameM se phira saMsAra Age bar3hatA jAtA hai| hameM saMsAra nikAla denA hai, isalie hama kaheM ki, 'bhUla merI hai,' tabhI buddhi sthira hogI aura phira khAnA bhaaegaa| buddhi sthira honI caahie| samajha meM Ae aisI bAta hai na? praznakartA : buddhi sthira hotI hai, vaha bilakula samajha meM Ae aisI bAta hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, aura jaba taka buddhi asthira hai, taba taka khAne nahIM degI, pIne nahIM degI, sone nahIM degI, kucha nahIM karane degii| taba vaha mana kI nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! caMcalatA nahIM hai, buddhi kI caMcalatA hai| buddhi sthira huI ki hala A gyaa| praznakartA : Apane kahA na ki buddhi sthira hotI hai, saMsAra kI tarapha yA phira AtmA kI tarapha... dAdAzrI : Apa sAmanevAle ko doSa do to ApakI buddhi sthira huI, taba Apako khAne degI, pIne degI, sone degI saba karane degI para sAmanevAle ko doSa dene se saMsAra khar3A rhegaa| aura maiM kyA kahatA hU~ ki saMsAra yadi asta kara denA ho to mUla doSa ApakA hai, vAstava meM aisA hai| aba khuda ko doSa diyA to yahA~ bhI buddhi sthira ho jaaegii| buddhi ko aisA nahIM hai ki hamArA khuda kA doSa nikaale| para buddhi sthira honI cAhie, buddhi ko sthira kie bagaira cArA nahIM hai| aisA kahIM zAstroM meM thoDA likhA jAtA hai? aisA hai na, isa jagat kA pUrA lekhA-jokhA zAstra meM nahIM rahA hai| para hama use khulA karate haiM ki isa jagat meM koI doSita hai hI nhiiN| aisA saba jo dikhatA hai, mAra-kATa, khUna-kharAbA bahuta hotA hai, coriyA~, luccAI jo saba ho rahA hai, usameM koI doSita hI nahIM hai| vaha vAstavika dRSTi hai| vAstavika dRSTi para se yadi kabhI mela baiThAo to ApakI doSa dRSTi nikala gaI ki Apa khudA ho gae, basa! dUsarA kucha hai nahIM!! ___ pAne ko mukti, dekhe nijadoSa jagat nirdoSa hI hai sadA ke lie, sA~pa bhI nirdoSa hai aura bAgha bhI nirdoSa hai| sA~pa aura bAgha saba nirdoSa haiN| ye iMdirAjI bhI nirdoSa haiM aura morArajI bhI nirdoSa haiM aura jasalokavAle bhI nirdoSa haiM, sabhI nirdoSa haiN| para doSa dikhate haiM na? jitane dUsaroM ke doSa dikhane jitane baMda ho gae, vahI mokSa kI kriyaa| doSa dikhate haiM, vaha saMsAra kI adhikaraNa kriyA hai| isalie, apanA hI doSa, dUsare kisIkA doSa nahIM hai| dUsaroM ke doSa dikhane baMda ho gae, vaha mokSa kI TikaTavAlA ho gyaa| nahIM to jagat pUrA, parAyoM kA doSa hI dekhatA hai| yAnI khuda ke doSa dekhane ke lie jagat hai| dUsaroM ke doSa dekhane se hI yaha jagat khar3A ho gayA hai| aura dUsaroM ke doSa dekhatA hai kauna? jise guruttama bananA ho vaha!

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 59 mokSa meM jAnevAlA khuda kI bhUla dekhA karatA hai aura dUsaroM kI bhUla dekhanevAlA saMsAra meM bhaTakA karatA hai| kacha parAyoM kI bhala dekhate hoMge, usameM parezAna mata honaa| muA, vaha yahA~ bhaTakanevAlA hai, isalie vaha dekhatA hI rahegA na! vaha bhaTakanevAlA hai| aisA nahIM karegA to phira vaha bhaTakegA kisa taraha? A jAo, eka bAta para yahA~ para yadi Apako pasaMda ho to doSita dekhate rhnaa| saMsAra pasaMda ho to jagat ko doSita dekhate rahanA aura saMsAra pasaMda nahIM to eka kinAre para A jaao| eka bAta para A jaao| yadi saMsAra pasaMda nahIM ho, to saMsAra doSita nahIM hai aisA Apa dekhate rhnaa| mere doSa ke kAraNa hI yaha khar3A huA hai, eka kinAre to lAnA par3egA na? virodhAbhAsa kaba taka calegA? mahAvIra bhagavAna ko koI doSita lagA nhiiN| Upara se deva Akara parezAna kara gae, taba bhI unheM deva doSita nahIM lge| par3A hI hotA hai bhItara vaha doSa jagat meM doSita nahIM dikheN| nirdoSa dikhane caahie| praznakartA : aisA to hai na ki hama jinheM doSita dekhate haiM, jisa dRSTi se doSa dekhate haiM, ve doSa hamameM bhare par3e haiN| dAdAzrI : isalie hI dikhate haiN| praznakartA : aura jitane aMza taka doSa kA kama honA huA, utane aMza taka dRSTi svaccha hotI hai kyA? dAdAzrI : hA~, utanA cokhA hotA hai| khuda kA gaTara durgaMdha de aura dUsaroM kA gaTara dhone jAe doSa to sabhI ke gaTara haiN| ye bAhara ke gaTara hama kholate nahIM haiN| isa choTe bacce ko bhI vaha anubhava hotA hai| yaha rasoIghara rakhA to gaTara to honA hI cAhie na! para usa gaTara ko kholanA nhiiN| kisImeM kucha doSa 60 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! hote haiN| koI cir3hatA hai, koI har3abar3AtA ghUma rahA hotA hai, use dekhanA, vaha gaTara kholA kahA jAtA hai| usake badale to guNa dekhanA acchA hai| gaTara to apanA khuda kA hI dekhane jaisA hai| pAnI bhara gayA ho to khuda kA gaTara sAfa karanA caahie| yaha to gaTara bhara jAtA hai, para samajha meM nahIM AtA ! aura samajha meM Ae, phira bhI kare kyA? aMta meM Adata ho jAtI hai uskii| usake kAraNa to ye roga khar3e hue haiM, zAstra par3hakara gAte rahate haiM ki kisIkI niMdA mata karanA, para niMdA to calatI hI rahatI hai| kisIkA jarA-sA bhI ulTA bole ki utanA nukasAna huA hI! ye bAharavAle gaTaroM ke Dhakkana koI kholatA nahIM hai| para logoM ke gaTaroM ke Dhakkana kholate rahate haiN| eka AdamI saMDAsa ke daravAje ko lAteM mAra rahA thaa| maiMne kahA, 'kyoM lAta mArate ho?' taba kahe ki, khuba sApha karatA haiM phira bhI durgadha mAratA hai|' bolo, aba yaha kitanI adhika murkhatA kahalAegI? saMDAsa ke daravAje ko lAteM mAreM phira bhI durgadha mAre, to usameM bhUla kisakI? praznakartA : lAteM mAranevAle kii| dAdAzrI : kitanI bar3I bhUla kahalAe na? koI daravAje kA doSa hai becAre kA? ye lAteM mAra-mArakara jagat sArA, durgaMdha ko sApha karane jAtA hai| para vaha saMDAsa ke daravAje ko lAta mArakara khuda ko upAdhI hotI hai aura daravAz2e bhI TUTa jAte haiN| Apako to hama kyA kahate haiM ki isa zarIra ke jo-jo bhI doSa hoM, mana ke doSa hoM, utane Apako dikheM taba Apa chtte| dasarA, Apako doSoM ko nikAlane ke lie mAthAkaTa nahIM karanI hai, yA saMDAsa kA daravAjA pITate rahane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| saMDAsa ke daravAje ko lAteM mAreM to usakI durgadha miTa jAegI? kyoM nahIM miTegI? usane lAta mArI phira bhI nahIM miTegI? zora macAe~ to? praznakartA : nahIM mitttii| dAdAzrI : saMDAsa ko koI asara nahIM hotA na? vaise hI ye loga mAthAkUTa karate haiM, binA kAma kI mAthAkUTa! usI prakAra ye navaTA~ka bhI

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! pIsA nahIM aura pahale purAnA pIsA huA thA, vaha bhI ur3A diyA bAra-bAra pIsakara! aise to sArA pIsA huA ur3a jAegA na saba! nayA pIsA huA to kahA~ gayA, para purAnA pIsA huA thA, use phira pIsane ko liyA aura ur3A diyA! kucha bhI hAtha meM nahIM rhaa| yaha manuSyapana dikhatA hai na, vaha do pairoM ke bajAya cAra paira hoM aisA hai| bolo kitanA naphA huA? dRSTi, abhiprAya rahita doSa dekhanA baMda kara do na! praznakartA : yadi doSa nahIM dekheM to duniyA kI dRSTi se hama eksesa phUla (adhika mUrkha) nahIM lageMge? dAdAzrI : matalaba doSa dekhane se saphala hote haiM hama? praznakartA : doSa dekhane se nahIM, para DisTiMkzana karanA ki yaha manuSya aisA hai, yaha manuSya aisA hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM, usIse to joqhima hai na saaraa| vaha prijyuDisa (pUrvagraha) kahalAtA hai| prijyuDisa kisIke prati rakhanA nahIM caahie| kala koTa curA le gayA ho, phira bhI Aja curA jAegA, aisA hameM nahIM rakhanA caahie| para hameM sirpha koTa surakSita jagaha para rakhanA caahie| sAvadhAnI rakhanI cAhie hmeN| pichale dina koTa yadi bAhara rakhA thA to Aja ThikAne para rakha denA caahie| lekina prijyuDisa nahIM rakhanA caahie| isase to ye duHkha haiM na, nahIM to varlDa meM duHkha kyoM hote?! aura bhagavAna du:kha dete nahIM, saba Apake hI khar3e kie hue duHkha haiM, aura ve Apako parezAna karate haiN| usameM bhagavAna kyA kareM? kisI para prijyuDisa rakhanA mt| kisIkA doSa dekhanA mt| yaha yadi samajha jAoge to hala A jaaegaa| Apa pratikramaNa nahIM karoge to ApakA abhiprAya bAkI rahA. isalie Apa baMdhana meM aae| jo doSa huA usameM ApakA abhiprAya rahA aura abhiprAyoM se mana khar3A huA hai| mujhe kisI bhI manuSya ke lie z2arA-sA bhI abhiprAya nahIM hai| kyoMki eka hI bAra dekha lene ke bAda maiM usake nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! lie dUsarA abhiprAya badalatA nahIM huuN| saMyogavaza koI manuSya corI karatA ho, vaha maiM khuda dekhU, taba bhI use maiM cora nahIM kahatA hU~, kyoMki vaha saMyogavaza hai| jagat ke loga to jo pakar3A gayA use cora kahate haiN| yaha saMyogavaza cora thA yA hamezA se cora thA, aisI kucha jagat ko par3I nahIM hai| maiM to hamezA ke cora ko cora kahatA huuN| abhI taka maiMne kisI bhI manuSya ke bAre meM abhiprAya nahIM badalA hai| 'vyavahAra AtmA' saMyogAdhIna hai aura 'nizcaya AtmA' se ekatA hai| hameM pUre varlDa ke sAtha matabheda nahIM hai| praznakartA : vaha to hogA hI nahIM, kyoMki Apako to koI manuSya doSita lagatA hI nahIM na, nizcaya se| dAdAzrI : doSita nahIM lagatA, kyoMki vAstava meM aisA hotA nahIM hai| yaha jo doSita lagatA hai na vaha doSita dRSTi ke kAraNa doSita lagatA hai! yadi ApakI dRSTi nirdoSa ho jAe to doSita lagegA hI nahIM koI! aise aMta Ae ulajhanoM kA ulajhanoM kA 'enDa' kaba AtA hai? rileTiva aura riyala, ye do hI cIjeM jagat meM haiN| oNla dIz2a rileTiva Ara TemparerI eDajasTamenTsa aura riyala ija da prmaanentt| aba paramAnenTa bhAga kitanA aura TemparerI bhAga kitanA? unake bIca lAina oNpha DimArkezana DAla deM to ulajhaneM baMda ho jAtI haiN| nahIM to ulajhaneM baMda hotI nahIM haiN| caubIsa tIrthaMkaroM ne vaha DimArkezana lAina DAlI thii| kuMdakuMdAcAryajI ne yaha lAina DAlI thI aura Aja hama yaha DimArkezana lAina DAla dete haiM ki turanta usakA saba ThIka ho jAtA hai| rilaTiva aura riyala ina donoM kI ulajhanoM ke bIca lAina oNpha DimArkezana DAla dete haiM ki yaha bhAga ApakA khada kA aura yaha parAyA bhAga hai| aba parAye bhAga ko 'merA' mAnanA nahIM, aisA use samajhA diyA ki usakA hala A gyaa| yaha to parAyA mAla har3apa liyA hai| usakI lar3AI calatI hai, jhagar3e

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 63 hI calate rahate haiN| ulajhana yAnI jhagar3e calate hI rahate haiM aura eka bhI khuda kI bhUla dikhatI nahIM hai, yoM to sArA bhUloMvAlA hI bahIkhAtA hai! arthAt rileTiva aura riyala kA jJAna hone ke bAda khuda kI hI bhUleM dikhatI haiN| jahA~ dekho, vahA~ khuda kI hI bhUleM dikhatI haiM aura hai hI khuda kI bhUla / khuda kI bhUla se yaha jagat khar3A rahA hai, yaha kisI aura kI bhUla ke kAraNa jagat khar3A nahIM rahA hai| khuda kI bhUla nikala jAe ki phira vaha siddhagati meM hI calA jAtA hai! jahA~ chUTA mAlikIpana sarvasva prakAra se... jitane hameM khuda ke doSa dikheM, utane doSa aMdara se kama hote haiN| aise kama hote-hote jaba doSoM kA thailA pUrA khAlI ho jAe, taba Apa nirdoSa ho jaaeNge| taba khuda ke svarUpa meM A gae kahalAe~ge / aba isakA kaba aMta Ae? anaMta janmoM se bhaTaka rahe haiM, doSa to bar3hate hI cale haiN| matalaba jJAnI puruSa kI kRpA se hI sArA kAma ho jAtA hai| kyoMki ve khuda mokSadAtA haiN| mokSa kA dAna dene Ae hue haiN| unheM kucha bhI nahIM caahie| saMpUrNa jAgRti barate, taba khuda kI eka bhI bhUla nahIM hotI ! eka bhI bhUla ho, vaha ajAgRti hai| doSa khAlI kie binA nirdoSa nahIM ho sakate! aura nirdoSa hue binA mukti nahIM hai| jaba doSa rahita ho jAoge, taba nirdoSa ho jaaoge| nahIM to phira yadi thor3e-bahuta bAkI raheMge to yaha svAmitva chor3a doge taba nirdoSa ho jaaoge| yaha zarIra merA nahIM, yaha mana merA nahIM, yaha vANI merI nahIM, to Apa nirdoSa ho skoge| para abhI to Apa mAlika ho na? TAiTala bhI (mAlikI) hai na?! maiMne to TAiTala kitane hI samaya se phAr3a diyA hai! chabbIsa sAloM se eka sekanDa bhI, maiM isa zarIra kA mAlika huA nahIM hU~, isa vANI kA mAlika huA nahIM hU~, mana kA mAlika huA nahIM hU~ / kai kai kai AtmadRSTi hone ke bAda.... garur3a Ate hI, bhAgeM sA~pa zAstrakAroM ne eka udAharaNa diyA hai ki bhAI, isa caMdana ke jaMgala meM kevala sA~pa hI sA~pa hote haiN| usa per3a se lipaTakara saba baiThe hI hote haiM ThaMDaka meN| caMdana ke per3oM se lipaTakara, usake jaMgala meM para eka garur3a Ae ki saba bhAgambhAga-bhAgambhAga hotI hai, usI prakAra yaha maiMne garur3a rakha diyA hai, sAre doSa bhAga jaaeNge| zuddhAtmA rUpI garur3a baiThA hai| isalie sAre doSa bhAga jAnevAle haiN| aura 'dAdA bhagavAna' kA AzIrvAda hai, phira use kyA bhaya! mere sAtha 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiM, to 'mujhe' itanI sArI himmata hai, to Apako himmata nahIM AegI? praznakartA : himmata to pUrI-pUrI AtI hai ! niSpakSapAtI dRSTa dAdAzrI : 'svarUpajJAna' binA to bhUla dikhatI nahIM hai| kyoMki 'maiM hI caMdUbhAI hU~ aura mujha meM koI doSa nahIM hai, maiM to sayAnA - samajhadAra hU~, ' aisA rahatA hai aura 'svarUpajJAna' kI prApti ke bAda Apa niSpakSapAtI hue, mana-vacana-kAyA para Apako pakSapAta nahIM rhaa| isalie khuda kI bhUleM, Apako khuda ko dikhatI haiN| jise khuda kI bhUla patA calegI, jise pratikSaNa apanI bhUla dikhegI, jahA~-jahA~ ho vahA~ dikhe, nahIM ho vahA~ nahIM dikhe, vaha khuda 'paramAtmA svarUpa' ho gayA! 'vIra bhagavAna' ho gayA !!! 'yaha' jJAna prApta karane ke bAda khuda niSpakSapAtI ho gayA, kyoMki 'maiM caMdUbhAI nahIM, maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' yaha samajhane ke bAda hI niSpakSapAtI ho pAte haiN| kisIkA z2arAsA bhI doSa dikhe nahIM aura khuda ke sabhI doSa dikheM, tabhI khuda kA kArya pUrA huA kahalAtA hai| pahale to 'maiM hI hU~' aisA rahatA thA, isalie

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! niSpakSapAtI nahIM hue the| aba niSpakSapAtI hue isalie khuda ke sabhI doSa dikhane zurU hue aura upayoga aMdara kI tarapha hI hotA hai, isalie dUsaroM ke doSa nahIM dikhate haiM! khuda ke doSa dikhane lage, isalie 'yaha jJAna' pariNamita honA zurU ho jAtA hai| khuda ke doSa dikhAI dene lage isalie dUsaroM ke doSa dikhate nahIM haiN| isa nirdoSa jagat meM koI doSita hai hI nahIM, vahA~ kise doSa deM? doSa hai, taba taka doSa, vaha ahaMkAra bhAga hai, aura vaha bhAga dhulegA nahIM, taba taka sAre doSa nikaleMge nahIM, taba taka ahaMkAra nirmUla nahIM hogaa| ahaMkAra nirmUla ho jAe, aura taba taka doSa dhone haiN| vaise-vaise prakaTe Atama ujiyArA praznakartA : AtmA kA adhyAsa hone ke bAda bhUleM apane-Apa kama hotI jAtI haiM? dAdAzrI : avazya, bhUleM kama hoM, usakA nAma hI AtmA kA adhyaas| dehAdhyAsa yadi jAe, vaise-vaise yaha utpanna hotA hai| nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! jAgRti ho| ina bhAI ko jaba taka 'jJAna' diyA nahIM, taba taka unameM kisI bhI prakAra kI jAgRti nahIM hogii| jJAna dene ke bAda unameM jAgRti utpanna hogii| phira bhUla huI, to jAgRti ke kAraNa bhUleM dikheNgii| varlDa meM kisIko jAgRti hI nahIM hotI aura khuda kI eka-do bhUleM dikhatI haiM, aura dUsarI bhUleM dikhatI nahIM haiN| yaha to jJAna ke bAda Apako apanI to sArI hI bhUleM dikhatI haiM, vo isa jAgRti kA pariNAma hai! guhyatama vijJAna praznakartA : dAdA, sAmanevAle ke doSa kyoM dikhate haiM? dAdAzrI : khuda kI bhUla ke kAraNa hI sAmanevAlA doSita dikhatA hai| ina dAdA ko saba nirdoSa hI dikhate haiN| kyoMki apanI sArI bhUloM ko unhoMne miTA DAlA hai| khuda kA hI ahaMkAra sAmanevAle kI bhUla dikhAtA hai| jise khuda kI hI bhUla dekhanI hai, use sabhI nirdoSa hI dikheNge| jisakI bhUla ho, vaha bhUla kA nikAla kre| sAmanevAle kI bhUla se hameM kyA lenA-denA? praznakartA : dAdA, sAmanevAle ke doSa nahIM dekhane hoM, phira bhI dikha jAe~ aura bhUleM ghera leM to kyA kareM? dAdAzrI : jo ulajhAtI hai vaha buddhi hai, vaha viparIta bhAva ko prApta buddhi hai aura bahuta kAla se hai, aura phira AdhAra diyA hai| isase vaha jAtI nahIM hai| yadi usase kahA ki tU mere lie hitakArI nahIM hai to usase chUTa jaaeNge| yaha to naukara hotA hai, use kahA ki terA kAma nahIM hai, phira usake pAsa kAma karavAe~ to calegA? usI prakAra buddhi ko eka bAra bhI kAma na btaaeN| isa buddhi ko to saMpUrNa asahayoga denA hai| viparIta buddhi saMsAra ke hitAhita kA bhAna batAnevAlI hai, jaba ki samyak buddhi saMsAra se haTAkara mokSa kI ora le jAtI hai| praznakartA : doSa chUTate nahIM, to kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : doSa chUTate nhiiN| para unheM 'hamArI cIz2a nahIM hai, ' aisA pahale to samakita hotA hai, phira bhI sAre doSa nahIM dikheM aisA samakita hotA hai| phira jAgRti bar3hatI jAe, vaise doSa khuda ke dikhate jAte haiN| khuda ke doSa dikheM, vaha to kSAyaka samakita kahalAtA hai| vaha kSAyaka samakita logoM ko yahA~ para muphta meM luTAte haiN| kevala muphta meM nahIM, ulaTe hama kahate haiM ki AnA, cAya pilAe~ taba bhI nahIM Ate, dekho na, Azcarya hai na! ye bhUleM dikhane lagIM na, isalie 'he caMdabhAI! Apane atikramaNa kiyA isalie pratikramaNa karo', kaheM hm| isa jagat meM khuda kI bhUleM dikhatI nahIM haiN| jise khuda kI bhUla khuda ko dikhe, usakA nAma samakita / AtmA ho jAe~, to doSa hI dikheMge n| doSa dikhA isalie hama AtmA haiM, zuddhAtmA haiM, nahIM to doSa dikhate nahIM haiN| jitane doSa dikhe utanA AtmA prakaTa ho gyaa| yaha to jAgRti hI nahIM hai| eka bhI manuSya aisA nahIM hai ki jise

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68 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! kaheM, to chUTa jaaeNge| praznakartA : lekina aisA kaheM, phira bhI nahIM chUTe to kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : yaha to jo doSa barpha jaise ho gae haiM, ve ekadama se kaise chUTeMge? phira bhI ve jJeya haiM aura hama jJAtA, aisA saMbaMdha rakheM, to usase ve doSa chUTa jaaeNge| hamArA AdhAra nahIM honA caahie| AdhAra na mile to vaha gira hI jaaegaa| yaha to AdhAra se cIz2a khaDI rahatI hai| nirAdhAra ho jAe, to gira jAtI hai| yaha jagat AdhAra se khaDA haA hai, para nirAdhAra ho to khar3A hI nahIM rahe n| nirAdhAra karanA AtA nahIM hai| vaha to jJAniyoM ke hI khela haiM! yaha jagat to anaMta 'guhyavAlA', usameM 'gA se gahya' bhAga ko kisa taraha samajhe? doSa hote haiM paratoMvAle ve bhUleM phira jJeya svarUpa meM dikhatI hai| jitane jJeya dikhate haiM utanoM se mukta huA jAtA hai| yaha pyAja kI parateM hotI haiM na, vaise doSa bhI paratoMvAle hote haiN| isalie jaise-jaise doSa dikhate haiM, vaise-vaise unakI parateM ukhar3atI jAtI haiM aura jaba usakI sArI parateM ukhaDa jAe~, taba vaha doSa jar3a-mUla se sadA ke lie bidA le letA hai| kucha doSa eka paratavAle hote haiN| dUsarI parata hI unakI hotI nahIM hai, isalie unheM eka hI bAra dekhane se cale jAte haiN| adhika paratoMvAle doSoM ko bAra-bAra dekhanA par3atA hai aura pratikramaNa kareM to jAte haiM aura kucha doSa to itane cikane hote haiM ki unakA bAra-bAra pratikramaNa karate rahanA par3atA hai aura loga kaheMge ki vahI kA vahI doSa hotA hai? taba kahe ki bhAI ! hA~ para usakA kAraNa unheM yaha samajha meM nahIM AtA hai ! doSa to parata ke samAna haiM, anaMta haiN| isalie jo saba dikheM aura unake pratikramaNa kare, to cokhe ho jAte haiN| praznakartA : eka tarapha hama kahate haiM ki jJAna kriyAkArI hai aura eka tarapha koI bhUla ho jAtI hai to use nikAlI bhAva kahate haiM, yaha eDajasTamenTa kahalAegA na? nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! dAdAzrI : ve nikAlI bAta hI haiM sbhii| ye saba bAteM hI nikAlI haiN| ve na to grahaNIya haiM, na hI tyAga karanI haiN| tyAga meM tiraskAra hotA hai, dveSa hotA hai aura grahaNa meM rAga hotA hai aura ye to nikAlI bAteM haiM sArI! aura ApakA doSa hai, aisA Apako kyoM dikhatA hai! usakA pramANa kyA hai? caMdUbhAI gussA hue vaha Apako pasaMda nahIM aataa| vaha Apako pasaMda nahIM AyA, vaha Apako caMdUbhAI kA doSa dikhaa| aise sAre dina jo pasaMda nahIM Ate hoM, vaise sAre doSa Apako dikhAI dene lge| gunahagArI pApa-puNya kI yaha jagat 'vyavasthita' hai| 'vyavasthita zakti' hamArI jo gunahagArI thI, use vApasa hamAre pAsa bhejatI hai| use Ane denA hai aura hameM apane samabhAva meM rahakara usakA nikAla kara denA hai| pichale janma meM jo jo bhaleM kI thIM, ve isa janma meM sAmane AtI haiN| isalie isa janma meM hama sIdhe cale, phira bhI ve bhUleM bAdhA DAlatI haiM, usakA nAma gunahagArI ! yaha gunahagArI do prakAra kI haiN| hameM phala caDhAe~, vaha bhI ganahagArI aura patthara mAreM, vaha bhI gunahagArI! phUla car3he, vaha puNya kI gunahagArI aura patthara par3e, vaha pApa kI gunahagArI hai| yaha kaisA hai? pahale jo bhUleM kI thIM, unakA korTa meM kesa calatA hai aura phira nyAya hotA hai| jo-jo bhUleM kI thIM, vo-vo gunAha bhogane par3ate haiN| ve bhUleM bhugatanI hI par3atI haiN| una bhUloM kA hameM samatAbhAva se nikAla karanA hai, usameM kucha bhI bolanA nahIM hai| boleM nahIM to kyA hogA? kAla Ae, taba bhUla AegI aura ve bhugate jAne para nikala jaaegii| ucca jAtiyoM meM yaha bolane se hI to sArI gutthiyA~ par3I huI haiM na! isalie una gutthiyA~ ko sulajhAne ke lie mauna rakheM to samAdhAna Ae aisA hai| 'jJAnI puruSa' ne gutthiyA~ nahIM DAlI huI thiiN| isalie unheM abhI saba Age se Age vaibhava milatA rahatA hai| aura Apa sabako abhI isa janma meM 'jJAnI puruSa' mila gae haiN| isalie pichalI ulajhanoM kA samabhAva se

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70 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! nikAla karake nayI gA~TheM phira se nahIM DAloge to phira ve gA~TheM nahIM AeMgI aura samAdhAna ho jaaegaa| isalie, hameM bhUla to miTAnI par3egI na! praznakartA : para bhUleM kyA-kyA haiM, ve saba dikhAI denI cAhie na! dAdAzrI : vaha to dhIre-dhIre dikhatI jaaeNgii| Apako ye bAteM karatA hU~ vaise-vaise dikheNgii| ApakI bhUla dekhane kI dRSTi utpanna hogii| Apako icchA hogI ki mujhe aba bhUleM khoja nikAlanI haiM, to mile bagaira raheMgI nahIM! nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! DiscArja moha to bhagavAna mahAvIra ko bhI thaa| unake sAmarthya ke anusAra, kyoMki ve khapAkara gae hote haiM aura hama khapAe binA ke haiN| ve dasa ke karjadAra the aura hama lAkha ke karjadAra haiN| unhoMne karz2a kA nikAla kara diyA thA aura Apa bhI nikAla kara doge| basa karja kA nikAla hI karane baiThe haiM, vahA~ hama samabhAva se nikAla karate haiM na? hA~, nikAla hI kara denA hai| suTeveM aura kuTeveM donoM hI bhA~ti hai| hama bhrAMti se bAhara nikale haiM ab| jo mAla apanA nahIM hai, use saMgraha kyoM kareM? hameM doSoM ko dekhanA hai| doSa kitane dikhate haiM, vaha jAnanA hai hmeN| doSa ko doSa dekho aura guNa ko guNa dekho| yAnI zubha ko guNa kahA aura azubha ko doSa khaa| aura vaha AtmabhASA meM nahIM hai| AtmabhASA meM doSa yA guNa kucha hai hI nhiiN| yaha lokabhASA kI bAta hai, bhrAMtabhASA kI bAta hai| AtmabhASA meM to doSa nAma hI nahIM hai koii| mahAvIra bhagavAna ko koI doSita dikhatA hI nahIM thaa| jebakatarA bhI doSita nahIM dikhatA thaa| kIleM ThokI, usakA bhI doSa nahIM dikhA thaa| ulaTe usa para karuNA AI ki isakA kyA hogA becAre kA? jimmevArI to AI na, khuda kA svarUpa jAnatA nhiiN| yadi svarUpa jAnatA hotA aura mArA hotA to bhagavAna ko usa para karuNA nahIM AtI ki vaha to jJAnI hai| para svarUpa jAnatA nahIM hai, isalie khuda kartA huA aura svarUpa yadi jAnatA hotA to vaha akartA thA, isalie harja nahIM thaa| isalie bAta saMkSipta meM samajha lenI aba jo Apake udaya haiM na, una udayoM meM jo doSa haiM, ve rijarvoyara (sarovara) kA mAla hai| yAnI nayI Avaka nahIM hai usameM, aura jAvaka cAlU hai| isalie pahale joroM se nikaleMge, do-pA~ca sAloM ke bAda khAlI ho jaaeNge| phira bulAo, taba bhI manA kareMge, aura kucha sAloM ke bAda to isakI kucha aura hI dazA aaegii| aura vaha hamane sephasAiDa kara dI hai| Apako itanA lakSya meM rahanA cAhie ki sephasAiDa kiyA huA yAda nahIM AnA caahie| suTevoM aura kuTevoM donoM se sephasAiDa nahIM kI hai hamane? praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : phira kahatA hai, 'dAdA, mujhe aisA kyoM hotA hai? Aja gussA ho gayA thaa|' are, gussA ho gayA, use dekha na! tUne jAnA hai na? pahale jAnate nahIM the, pahale to 'maiMne hI kiyA' aisA kahate the| vaha aba alaga par3A na? praznakartA : haaN| svarUpa prApti ke bAda.... dAdAzrI : yaha sAIsa hai| sAiMsa yAnI saaiNs| paccIsa prakAra ke moha, cArjamoha maiMne pUrNatayA baMda kara die haiN| aura DiscArja moha to rahegA hI, loMgakaTa (lambA rAstA) hai hI nahIM, yaha zaoNrTakaTa (choTA rAstA) vastu hai| Apako AtmajAgRti A gaI, zurUAta ho gaI, yaha bahuta bar3e se bar3A kAma ho gyaa| eka kSaNabhara 'AtmA hU~' aisA lakSya nahIM baiThatA kisIko, to lakSya baiThe vaha to saba se bar3I bAta huii| usa dina pApa bhI dhula jAte haiN| isase Apako vaha lakSya meM rahA karatA hai niraMtara, cUkate nhiiN| aba karma kA udaya z2arA bhArI ho to vaha Apako becaina karatA hai jarA, saphokezana karatA hai| usa ghar3I Apako bAdhaka nahIM hotA hai| ApakA

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71 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! AtmA calA nahIM jAtA hai| para usa ghar3I AtmA kA sukha AnA baMda ho jAtA hai aura hameM sukha AnA baMda nahIM hotA, hameM to niraMtara rahA karatA hai| chalakatA rahatA hai ulTe, sAthavAle ko bhI sukha lagatA hai| hamAre sAtha baiThe hoM na, unheM bhI sukha lagatA hai| sukha chalakatA hI rahatA hai, utanA AtmA kA sukha hai, yaha zarIra hone ke bAvajUda, yaha kaliyuga hone ke bAvajUda! aba bhUla hotI hai, vaha dikhatI hai? patA calatA hai saba? aura jAgRti se sAre khuda ke doSa, saba hI dikhatA hai| sAmanevAle kA doSa nikAlanA usakA nAma jAgRti nahIM hai, vaha to ajJAnI ko bahuta hotA hai| sAmanevAle ke doSa bilakula dikhe nahIM, khuda ke doSa dekhane se bilakula phurasata mile hI nahIM, usakA nAma jaagRti| isalie ho gae jJAnI praznakartA : jitane vibhAva hoM ve sAre doSa mAne jAte haiM? dAdAzrI : aba vibhAva hote hI nhiiN| aba jo doSa dikhate haiM na, ve mAnasika doSa dikhate haiN| mana:paryava ko lekara, mAnasika doSa, buddhi ke doSa, ahaMkAra ke doSa arthAt aMta:karaNa ke sAre doSa Apako dikhate haiN| caMdUbhAI ke doSa Apako dikhate haiM yA nahIM? praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : caMdUbhAI ke doSa Apako dikhe ki Apa ho gae jnyaanii| yaha to Apa mujhase abhI daseka ghaMTe mile hoNge| yaha to maiMne Apake hAthoM meM, jisa hIre kI kImata na AMkI jAe, aisA Apake hAtha meM rakhA hai| para vaha hIrA bAlaka ke hAtha meM Ane se usakI velyu hI nahIM hai! | dikheM prapAta doSa ke... pratikSaNa doSa dikhate haiM na? nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! praznakartA : pratikSaNa to nahIM, thor3e-thor3e dikhate hai| dAdAzrI : abhI to pratikSaNa dikheNge| abhI to bahuta doSa haiN| apAra haiM, para abhI dikhate nahIM haiN| ye kisIko dasa doSa khuda ke nahIM dikhate haiM, do-tIna hoMge aisA bolate haiM, kyoMki doSa dikheM taba se mokSa meM jAne kI taiyArI ho gii| doSoM kA prapAta dikhatA hai na, saaraa| aba jitane dikhe utane ge| phira dUsare dina utane utpanna hote rheNge| niraMtara bahate hI rheNge| jaba taka nirdoSa nahIM banA dete, taba taka bahate rheNge| aba halkA huA jAegA! doSa bahuta sAre dikheM aisA karo, koI mehanata kar3I hai bahuta hI!!! Apako, ApakA jo svarUpa hai, vaha svarUpa aura caMdUlAla alg| caMdUlAla kA kaMdhA thapathapAo! caMdUlAla kucha acchA karake Ae hoM, usa dina kaho ki Apane to itanI umra meM acchA lAbha uThAyA, Apa chUToge to hameM choddoge| Apa jaba taka cipaTe rahoge, taba taka hamArA nibaTArA nahIM hogaa| isalie hameM kahanA cAhie ki 'jaldI kAma pUrA karake satsaMga meM jaao|' 'caMdUbhAI aisA karo, vaisA karo', aise protsAhita karate rhnaa| Apa to UparI hue aura 'baccoM ke sAtha itanI hAya-hAya kyoM karate ho?' aisA Apako kahanA caahie| kisa janma meM bacce nahIM the| kutte-billI meM bhI, baccoM binA kA to eka bhI janma gayA nahIM hai n| nahIM haiM, ye saca meM bacce! ye to laukika cIjeM haiN| yaha to koI saccA hai? yaha to rileTiva hai| yaha laukI zora macAtI hai, mere bacce kitane? sau laukI lagI hoM to sau ke sau tere bacce! patte-patte para laukI lagatI hai, vaise ina logoM ko Der3ha varSa meM eka-eka laukI ugatI rahatI hai!!! isa laukI meM bhI jIva rahA huA hai aura isameM bhI jIva rahA haA hai| usameM ekendriya jIva rahA huA hai, aura isameM paMcendriya jIva hai| para jIva to donoM jagahoM para rahA huA hai na! jIva to vaisA kA vaisA hI hai na! matalaba khuda ke doSa dikhate haiM na? caMdUbhAI ko kahanA bhI cAhie ki, 'caMdUbhAI aisA kyoM karate ho? hama ApakA chuTakArA karanA cAhate haiN|

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 73 ApakA hogA to hamArA hogaa|' arthAt caMdUbhAI zuddha hoMge taba hamArA chuTakArA hogA ! isalie hameM bhItara khuda ko hI kahanA hai ki 'caMdUbhAI doSa ApakA hI hai, isalie hI yaha jhamelA khar3A huA aura aise Apako mile, nahIM to aise milate hoMge?!' nahIM to yoM phUla car3hAe~ aise loga milate haiN| dekho na, mujhe phUla car3hAe~, aise loga nahIM milate haiM?! hA~? ! Apako samajha meM AyA na? ghara meM TokA jAe, kauna-sI bhUloM ko ? jIvana sArA bigar3a gayA hai, aisA jIvana nahIM honA caahie| jIvana to premamaya honA caahie| jahA~ prema ho vahA~ bhUla hI nahIM nikaalte| bhUla nikAlanI ho to ThIka se samajhAnA caahie| use hama kaheM, 'aisA karane jaisA hai|' to vaha kahegI, 'acchA kiyA mujhe khaa|' upakAra maane| 'cAya meM zakkara nahIM' khegaa| are, pI jA na cupacApa / bAda meM use bhI patA calegA na? vaha hameM kahe ulaTe ki Apane zakkara nahIM mA~gI ?!' taba kaheM, 'Apako patA cale taba bhejnaa|' jIvana jInA nahIM aataa| ghara meM bhUla nahIM nikaalte| nikAlate haiN| yA nahIM nikAlate apane loga? praznakartA hara roz2a nikAlate haiN| dAdAzrI : bApa kI, mA~ kI, baccoM kI sabakI galatiyA~ nikAlatA hai, muaa| apanI khuda kI hI nahIM nikAlatA! kitanA samajhadAra ! aklamaMda ! matalaba ki aisI Ter3hI jAta hai yh| aba samajhadAra ho jAnA yAnI ki atikramaNa mata karanA ! kabhI yoM chITA par3A, to hameM turanta samajha lenA cAhie ki yaha dAg2a lagA, isalie turanta dho ddaalnaa| bhUla to hotI hai, nahIM hotI aisA nahIM hai, para bhUla dho DAlanA vaha apanA kAma / nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! praznakartA: para dAg2a dikheM, aisI dRSTi milanI caahie| dAdAzrI : vaha dRSTi hameM milI hai| dUsare logoM ko to milI hI nahIM hotI aura hameM to milI hai na ki yaha bhUla huI, apanI bhUla patA calatI hai| hamArI jAgRti aisI hai ki bhUleM saba dikhalAtI hai| thor3I-thor3I dikhatI haiM, jaise-jaise parateM haTatI jAe~gI, vaise-vaise dikhate jAte haiN| jaba ghara ke loga nirdoSa dikheM aura khuda ke hI doSa dikheMge, taba sacce pratikramaNa hoNge| 74 aise hote haiM karma cokhe ! praznakartA: mahAtmAoM kI aisI sTeja kaba AegI ki pratikramaNa karane ke hI khatma ho jAe~ge? dAdAzrI : aTeka karanA bhUla gayA to phira pratikramaNa karanA bhUla jaaegaa| praznakartA: purAne doSoM ke kaba taka pratikramaNa karane? dAdAzrI : doSa hoM taba tk| aura hamAre doSoM ko lekara sAmanevAle ko duHkha ho aisA ho, taba hI kahanA, 'caMdUlAla inake pratikramaNa karo' nahIM to karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| praznakartA: isa janama meM aise doSa nahIM kie hoM, parantu bhUtakAla meM, pichale janama meM aise doSa kie hoM ki jinake pratikramaNa karake unameM se chUTa jAnA ho to kisa taraha kareM? kaba taka kareM ? dAdAzrI : pichale janma meM doSa hue haiM, unakA kisa prakAra patA cale? jo klema karatA huA Ae, usakA nivAraNa ho| klema hI nahIM karate hoM to? isalie klema karatA huA Ae, usakA pratikramaNa karanA caahie| dUsare kisIko lenA-denA nahIM hai| koI mana meM yAda AyA karatA ho, jisakI tarapha mana bigar3atA rahatA ho, usake pratikramaNa karanA / jagat sArA nirdoSa hai hI, para nirdoSa dikhatA nahIM hai, usakA kyA kAraNa hai? vaha hamAre

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! aTekavAle svabhAva ke kAraNa hai| hameM gAliyA~ de vaha bhI nirdoSa hai, mAra mAre vaha bhI nirdoSa hai| nukasAna kare vaha bhI nirdoSa hai| kyoMki hamArA hisAba hI hai yaha sb| hamArA hisAba hameM vaha vApisa detA hai| vaha hama vApisa phira use deM to phira nayA hisAba bA~dhate haiN| isalie hama 'vyavasthita' mAneM, isalie basa! kaha denA ki, 'lo hisAba cokhA cakatA ho gyaa|' nirdoSa dekhoge, to mokSa hogaa| doSita dekhA, isalie phira Apane AtmA dekhA hI nhiiN| sAmanevAle meM yadi Apa AtmA dekho to vaha doSita nahIM nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! hA~, vaha saba hotA hai, bhItara jaisA mAla bharA hai vaisA nikalegA! para kartA dekhA to hamArA jJAna kaccA par3a gyaa| kyoMki yaha saba parasattA hI karatI hai, Apako aise jJAna kaccA par3a jAtA hai kyA? praznakartA : hA~, kaI bAra par3a jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : prakRti jhagar3e usameM harja nahIM, para 'use' kartA na dekhe| prakRti to khuda ne DraoNiMga kiyA ho na, pichale janma meM philma utArI, usake anusAra lar3atI bhI hai, mArAmArI bhI karatI hai| para hameM use karttA nahIM dekhanA hai| dekho sAmanevAle ko bhI akartA Apane kucha kahA, taba use doSa dikhAI diyA, to usakA phAyadA kyA hotA hai? praznakartA : phAyadA kAhe kA? nukasAna hI hotA hai na! dAdAzrI : kisa jJAna ke AdhAra para vaha doSa dekhatA hai? praznakartA : usameM jJAna kahA~ AyA? vaha to ajJAnatA ke kAraNa hI doSa dekhatA hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, para usane jJAna liyA ho, phira bhI doSa dekhatA hai to? vaha apanA jJAna hI kaccA karatA hai| khuda kartA nahIM aura sAmanevAle ko kartA dekhatA hai| vaha khuda hI kartA hone ke barAbara hai| sAmanevAle ko kisI aMza taka kartA dekhe, isalie khuda kaccA par3a gyaa| aisA hamArA jJAna kahatA hai| phira prakRti bhale hI lar3e-jhagar3e para kartA nahIM dekhanA hai| prakRti to jhagar3a bhI par3e! praznakartA : kaI bAra behada jhagar3a par3atI hai, vaha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : behada? are, vaha to acchA, mArAmArI nahIM karatA, itanA acchA kahalAtA hai| nahIM to usase Age jAtA hai, baMdUka lekara pIche par3e, prakRti to! sAre dina meM kisIkA bhI koI gunAha huA nahIM hotA hai| jitane kisIke doSa dikhate haiM, utanI abhI kamI hai! saba ApakA hI hisAba hai| vaha hai ekAMtika rUpa se ahaMkArI khuda ke doSa dikhate haiM aba? praznakartA : hA~, ve dikhAI dete haiN| dAdAzrI : nahIM to khuda ko khuda kA eka bhI doSa nahIM dikhe| ahaMkArI manuSya khuda kA doSa nahIM dekha sakatA hai| kevala bar3e-bar3e doSa samajhatA hai ki ye do-cAra doSa haiM mujhameM, para sAre dekha nahIM sakatA hai! kisIkA doSa ho jAe, to usameM tIrthaMkara hAtha nahIM DAlate the| ye hAtha DAlate haiM, utanA ahaMkAra hai| doSita dekhanevAlA ahaMkAra hai aura doSa bhI ahaMkAra hai| donoM ahaMkAra haiM! praznakartA : aura doSa karanevAlA bhI? dAdAzrI : vaha bhI ahaMkAra hai aura doSita dekhanevAlA bhI ahaMkAra praznakartA : doSa bhI ahaMkAra hai, aisA kyoM kahate haiM Apa? dAdAzrI : matalaba ki doSa ko karanevAlA hI, bs| phira bhI doSa

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! karanevAlA ahaMkArI nahIM bhI ho| apanA jJAna liyA huA ho aura pA~ca AjJA kA ThIka se pAlana karatA ho, usake doSa ko, doSa nahIM mAnA jAtA kyoMki sAmane 'khuda', khuda ke doSoM ko dekhanevAlA hotA hai| para usameM jo doSa hai, vaha bharA huA mAla hai, 'ApakA' doSa nahIM hai| aisI sApekSatA hai usameM, ekAMtika nahIM hai| parantu doSa dekhanevAlA to ahaMkArI hI hotA hai| praznakartA: yAnI dAdA, doSa karanevAlA ahaMkArI nahIM bhI hotA ? dAdAzrI : nahIM bhI hotA / praznakartA: doSa dekhanevAlA ahaMkArI hotA hI hai| dAdAzrI : hotA hI hai ekAMtika rUpa se ekAMtika rUpa se hotA hI hai| isa duniyA meM doSa dekhanevAlA ekAMtika rUpa se ahaMkArI hotA hI hai| 77 mahatva hai, bhUla ke bhAna kA ! bhUla kA turanta patA cale to koI bhUla kare hI nahIM na! para bAda meM caubIsa ghaMTe ho jAe~, phira bhI patA nahIM cltaa| praznakartA: vaha to usake pariNAma meM bhugatanA AtA hai na, taba patA calatA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha to chaha mahInoM bAda AtA hai pariNAma, khuda apane ko kucha patA nahIM calatA / praznakartA: isameM to dAdA turanta khyAla A gayA thA ki aisA hogaa| ina bhAIsAba ne kahA to turanta patA cala gayA ki gar3abar3a kii| dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina apane Apa kucha patA nahIM cltaa| praznakartA yaha apane Apa patA cala gyaa| : dAdAzrI : usane kahA, usane sAvadhAna kiyA isalie pIche dekhA / bAkI koI 'apane Apa' hotA nahIM hai| nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! praznakartA: ina bhAIsAba ne kahA, aura turanta hI mujhe sTrAika huA, ki bhUla huii| 78 dAdAzrI : bhUla huI, patA calatA hai na? bhUla huI to sudhAre na lekina! patA cala jAe to, vaha to turanta hI miTA de na? praznakartA: haaN| dAdAzrI : taba ThIka hai| bhUla to bAhara hotI hI rahanevAlI hai| tujhe patA calegA, to bhAna hotA jaaegaa| apane Apa hI bhUla kA bhAna ho, taba maiM kahU~ ki yaha jJAnI hai! bhUla meM hI calatA rahatA hai manuSya bhUla ko hI satya mAnakara calatA rahatA hai| phira khuda ko z2arA vedana Ae taba phira socatA hai ki are, aisA kyoM hotA hai? usake bAda patA calatA hai| binA vedana ke patA cale taba samajhanA ki aba jJAna prakaTa huA hai| yaha jJAna aura yaha ajJAna aisA bheda par3a jAnA caahie| praznakartA: khuda kI bhUla patA cale, phira bhUla honI baMda ho jAtI hai ? dAdAzrI : baMda nahIM hotI, usakA harja nahIM hai| patA calA yAnI bahuta ho gyaa| bhUla baMda ho yA nahIM ho, usakI to mAfI hI hai| bhUla kA patA nahIM calatA usakI mAfI nahIM hai| baMda nahIM ho, usakA harja nahIM hai abhAnAvasthA ko mAfI nahIM hai| abhAnAvasthA ke kAraNa bhUla hotI hai| 1 praznakartA: aisI abhAnAvasthA kitanI hI bAra utpanna huI hogii| bAkI kitanI hI tarapha abhAnAvasthA rahatI hogI, to vahA~ para bhUleM huA hI karatI hoMgI na? dAdAzrI : hotI hI haiM para, huA karatI hoMgI nahIM, hotI hI rahatI haiM! praznakartA: vaha abhAnAvasthA chUTe aura bhUla dikhAI de, aisA kisa taraha ho sakatA hai?

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! dAdAzrI : vaha to jAgRti AnI caahie| pUrA dina mAphI mA~gate rahanA caahie| pUrA dina mAphI mA~gane kI Adata hI DAla denI caahie| pApa hI baMdhate rahate haiN| ulTA dekhane kI dRSTi hI ho gaI hai| vahA~ puruSArtha yA kRpA? praznakartA : bhUla dikhe, usake lie to bhArI puruSArtha karanA par3atA 80 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! nikalI thI, yadyapi vinamratA dikhAe~ aura cikanI phAila adhika uchalatI ho to vahA~ vinamratA dikhAne kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| ulTA vaha adhika Ter3hA clegaa| dAdAzrI : aisI koI jarUrata hotI nahIM, para usakA javAba nikAlanA nahIM AtA, vaha levala nikAlanA muzkila hai| praznakartA : ise kisa taraha levala meM rakheM? dAdAzrI : vaha to hara eka manuSya aisA hI kahatA hai, sAmanevAle kI hI bhUla nikAlatA hai na! bhUla khuda kI hI hai, para maiMne kahA na, ki unase vinamratA nahIM rakhanI caahie| vItarAga bhAva se unake sAtha rhnaa| sakhtI bhI vItarAga bhAva se honI caahie| praznakartA : para vaha rahanA muzkila hai na? aise kisa taraha raha sakate hai? dAdAzrI : puruSArtha nahIM, kRpA caahie| puruSArtha se to yahA~ para bahuta daur3adhUpa kareM taba bhI kucha hotA nahIM hai| puruSArtha kI to isameM z2arUrata hI nahIM hai| isalie yahA~ to kRpA prApta kara lenI hai! yAnI kyA ki dAdA ko khuza rakhanA aura ve khuza kaba hoMge? unakI AjJA meM raheM taba! ve itanA hI dekhate haiM ki yaha AjJA meM kitanA rahatA hai? phaloM kA hAra lAyA yA kucha dUsarA kiyA vaha nahIM dekhate, hAra kA to thor3A lAbha milatA hai| usameM sAMsArika lAbha milatA hai aura isameM bhI thor3A lAbha milatA hai! sArI bhUleM miTAne ke lie yA to yajJa (jJAnI aura mahAtmAoM kI sevA karanI, aisA yajJa) karanA par3egA athavA sva-puruSArtha karanA pdd'egaa| nahIM to aise-vaise darzana kara jAo to bhakti kA phala milegA lekina jJAna kA phala nahIM milegaa| apanI dRr3ha icchA hai ki jJAnI kI AjJA meM hI rahanA hai, to unakI kRpA se AjJA meM rahA jaaegaa| AjJA pAle, taba AjJA kI mastI rahatI hai| jJAna kI mastI kise rahatI hai ki jo dUsaroM ko upadeza detA ho| yaha vijJAna to naqada hai, turanta phala denevAlA hai| Apa eka ghaMTA merI AjJA meM raho to kyA ho? samAdhi ho jAe! vItarAgabhAva se vinamratA aura sakhtI... praznakartA : satsaMga meM vaha phAiloM kA samabhAva se nikAla kI bAta dAdAzrI : acchI taraha raha sakate haiN| apanA doSa nahIM ho, to sabhI raha sakatA hai| apane doSa haiM, vahA~ para kucha bhI rahA nahIM jaataa| mUla meM doSa hI apanA hotA hai| jo dUsare para doSa thopane phiratA hai, usakA hI doSa hotA hai| yaha to khuda kI sephasAiDa khojate haiN| ye dUsare to apanA hI pratibiMba haiN| koI hameM kucha kahatA nhiiN| apane hI gunAha kI vajaha se kahatA hai| hara bAra ApakA hI gunAha hotA hai aura vaha ApakA gunAha samajha meM nahIM AtA, isalie dUsaroM kA gunAha dekhate ho| aura dUsaroM kA gunAha dekhanA, vaha sabase bar3I ajJAnatA hai| hama itane samaya se kaha rahe haiM ki sArA jagat nirdoSa hai, aura phira doSa nikAleM to mUrkha nahIM kahalAe~ge? tujhe nahIM lagatA ki yaha thiyarI vItarAga kI hai? praznakartA : ekjekTa vItarAga kI thiyarI! dAdAzrI : khuda ke doSa dekhanevAle manuSya jItakara cale gae, mokSa meM cale ge| khuda ke doSa ke binA to kucha bhI koI kahegA hI nahIM hmeN| isalie jAgRta rhnaa|

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 81 praznakartA: Apake zabda turanta hI kriyAkArI hokara khar3e rheNge| dAdAzrI : ye zabda sAre kriyAkArI hI hote hai, hama yadi bhItara ghusane deM taba ghusane hI nahIM deM, taba kyA ho? 'jJAna' prApti ke bAda kI paristhiti sA~pa, bicchU, siMha, bAgha, duzmana koI bhI tumheM doSita nahIM dikhe, unakA doSa nahIM hai aisA dikhe, vaha dRSTi ho gaI yAnI ho gyaa| vaisI yaha dRSTi Apako mila gaI hai| Apako isa duniyA meM koI doSita dikhegA nahIM / praznakartA: vaha dRSTi mila gaI hai| dAdAzrI : phira yahA~ para hI mokSa sukha bhogatA hai| yahA~ para AnaMda hI ho / kisIkA doSa dikhAI de taba taka duHkha rahatA hai| dUsaroM ke doSa dikhane baMda hue yAnI chuTakArA / praznakartA: kabhI gussA ho jAe~ vAipha para, vaha doSa dikhA kahalAtA hai? dAdAzrI : para 'Apako gussA nahIM AtA na? praznakartA: mujhe, zuddhAtmA ko nahIM AtA / dAdAzrI : hA~, para vaha to Apako apanA doSa dikhatA hai| Apako dikhatA hai na para yaha doSa? praznakartA: hA~, dikhatA hai| dAdAzrI : matalaba ApakA doSa dikhatA hai para usakA (vAipha kA ) doSa nahIM dikhatA na? praznakartA naa| dAdAzrI : basa, to hameM kisIkA doSa nahIM dikhanA caahie| ApakA doSa, caMdUbhAI kA doSa dikhe, para anya kisIkA doSa nahIM dikhanA caahie| nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! praznakartA: jaba gussA AyA, taba usakA (vAipha kA ) doSa dikhA, isalie gussA AyA na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, vaha to usakA doSa dikhA, isalie Apa kahate ho ki caMdUbhAI doSita haiM, para Apako vAipha doSita nahIM dikhtii| Apako usakA doSa nahIM dikhatA hai, caMdUbhAI kA doSa dikhatA hai| arthAt ApakA khuda kA doSa nikAlate ho ki 'bhAI, yaha to caMdUbhAI kA hI doSa hai| khuda kA hI doSa hai yaha to !' samajha meM AyA na? 82 praznakartA : gussA ho jAne ke bAda phira aisA lagatA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha ho jAne ke bAda bhI caMdUbhAI doSita lagate haiM na Apako? praznakartA: haaN| dAdAzrI : tabhI gunAha kahalAtA hai na! aisA hone ke bAda hI gunAha kahalAtA hai| sAmanevAle kA doSa nahIM dikhA, khuda kA doSa dikhA yAnI caMdUbhAI kA doSa Apako dikhatA hai| caMdUbhAI gunahagAra hai, aisA Apako lagatA hai| praznakartA: hA~, daadaa| aisA hI hotA hai| dAdAzrI : caMdUbhAI ko vaha ( vAipha) gunahagAra hai aisA lagatA hai, para Apako caMdUbhAI gunahagAra hai aisA lagatA hai| caMdUbhAI ne inakA doSa dekhA aura inake sAtha gussA kiyA, isalie caMdUbhAI gunahagAra hai, aisA lagatA hai aapko| praznakartA: mere naukara ko do-tIna AvAjeM dekara jagAyA, lekina usane javAba nahIM diyaa| vaha jAga rahA thaa| usake Upara khUba krodha AyA to usakA kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : krodha AyA, phira Apako doSa dikhA kyA? praznakartA: doSa to dAdA, pahale dikhA, bAda meM hI krodha AegA

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! dAdAzrI : hA~, yAnI krodha AyA, para phira bAda meM to aisA lagA ki isakA doSa nahIM hai| isalie, Apako apanI bhUla dikhii| praznakartA : turanta nahIM lgaa| dAdAzrI : bAda meM bhI, vaha usane bhUla nahIM kI, yAnI yaha bhUla khuda ne kI thI, aisA lgaa| usane bhUla kI hotI to khuda kA doSa dikhatA hI nahIM! praznakartA : aisA to hamAre yahA~ roz2a hotA hai ! gussA A hI jAtA dAdAzrI : taba to Apako pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| para kisalie pratikramaNa? pachatAvA karane kA kAraNa? usane aisA kiyA kisalie? taba kaheM, usane jo kiyA vaha Apake karma kA udaya hai| isalie usane yaha bhUla kii| koI bhI manuSya bhUla karatA hai, vaha Apake nimitta se hI karatA hai| isalie Apake hI karma kA udaya hai aura usane bhUla kii| isalie Apako phira pachatAvA kara lenA caahie| Apako gussA hone kI jarUrata nahIM thI, yahA~ isa jagaha pr| aise hI pachatAvA nahIM kiyA jaataa| gunAha dikhatA ho para sAbita nahIM ho, taba taka pachatAvA kisa taraha ho? vaha to sAbita honA cAhie ki bhAI, khuda ke hI karma kA udaya hai| aisI samajha honI cAhie use| abhI koI mujhe dhaula mAre to maiM to turanta use AzIrvAda duuN| usakA kyA kAraNa? vaha dhaula mAratA hai? isa duniyA meM koI dhaula mAra nahIM sktaa| pahale to maiMne inAma rakhA thA, Aja se tIsa sAla pahale. inDiyA meM inAma rakhA thA ki mujhe koI bhI AdamI eka dhaula mAregA use pA~ca sau rupaye nakada duuNgaa| para koI dhaula mAranevAlA nikalA hI nhiiN| koI du:khI ho ki 'bhaI, du:kha kA mArA tU yahA~ udhAra DhUMDhe, usake bajAya yaha le jA na!' taba vaha kahe, 'nA bAbA, udhAra DhUMDhanA acchA, para Apako dhaula mArakara merI kyA dazA hogI?!' 84 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! yaha duniyA bilakula niyama se calatI hai| bhagavAna nahIM calAte phira bhI sTroMga niyama anusAra hai| bhagavAna kI hAz2irI se calatI hai yaha / isalie koI bhI Apake sAtha doSa kare to vaha ApakA hI pratighoSa hai| duniyA meM kisIkA doSa hotA hI nahIM hai| majhe sAre jagata ke jIva mAtra nirdoSa hI dikhate haiN| ye jo doSita dikhate haiM, vahI bhrAMti haiN| apanA vijJAna aisA kahatA hai ki kisI bhI manuSya kA doSa dikhe, to vaha ApakA doSa hai| Apake doSa kA vaha riekzana (pratyAghAta) AyA hai| AtmA bhI vItarAga hai aura prakRti bhI vItarAga hai| para Apa jaisA doSa nikAloge utanA usakA riekzana aaegaa| taba doSa hoM, ve DiscArja rUpa... sabhI nirdoSa hI haiN| doSita dikhatA hai, vahI apanA doSa hai| kisI jIva kA doSa hai hI nhiiN| aisA dikhA to jJAna kahalAtA hai, para aisA dikhatA nahIM na? praznakartA : doSita dekhanA nahIM hai, phira bhI doSita dikhe, vaha DiscArja kahalAtA hai na? dAdAzrI : ddisjaarc| DiscArja Tu bI haibicyuettedd| khuda kI sattA nahIM vaha haibicyueTeDa kahalAtA hai| praznakartA : doSita dikhe, to vaha DiscArja kisa taraha kahalAegA? dAdAzrI : doSita dekhane kA bhAva chUTa gayA, isalie DiscArja kahalAegA na ! para vaha usane pUrI-pUrI AjJA pAlI nhiiN| vaha dhIre-dhIre AjJA pAlatA jAegA, vaise-vaise zuddha ho jaaegaa| taba taka usakA pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| praznakartA : para besikalI aisA phiTa ho gayA hai ki nirdoSa hI hai| para kabhI kabhAra doSita dikha jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : isalie hI use haibicyueTeDa hai, kahA hai na! nahIM karanA

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86 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! sthUla jAnA hai, abhI to usakA sUkSma, sUkSmatara, sUkSmatama hogA, taba pravartana meM aaegaa| nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! ho phira bhI ho jAtA hai| praznakartA : hama logoM kI dRSTi abhI bhI nirdoSa kyoM nahIM hotI? dAdAzrI : dRSTi nirdoSa hI hai| praznakartA : nirdoSa hI dikhanA cAhie, aisA bhAva hai, para phira bhI dUsaroM ke doSa dikhate haiN| dAdAzrI : doSa dikhate haiM, ve jise dikhate haiM na, use hama dekhate' haiM, bs| bAkI, jo mAla bharA huA hai, vaisA hI nikalegA na? praznakartA : para usakA pratikramaNa karanA par3egA na? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa karanA hI par3egA na! kisalie aisA mAla bharA thA?! zraddhA se zurU, vartana se pUrNa... yAnI yaha apanA jJAna zuddha jJAna hai| samajha bhI zuddha hai| jagat sArA nirdoSa dikhanA caahie| pahale nirdoSa zraddhA meM AyA, aba dhIre-dhIre samajha meM AegA, jJAna meM aaegaa| khuda zuddhAtmA hI hai na! jeba kATe taba bhI nirdoSa dikhanA caahie| jo jAna liyA, vaha phira apanI zraddhA meM pUrA-pUrA AegA, usake bAda vartana meM aaegaa| matalaba ki pUrA-parA zraddhA meM abhI AyA nahIM hai| jaise-jaise zraddhA meM AtA jAegA, vaise-vaise vartana meM AtA jaaegaa| vaha sArA prayoga dhIre-dhIre hogaa| aise ekadama se to nahIM ho sakatA kucha! para jAna leM usake bAda vaha prayoga meM AegA na?! praznakartA : yaha jAnA to bahuta samaya se hai hI na? dAdAzrI : nA! vaha jAnA nahIM khlaataa| jAna liyA use kahate haiM ki pravartana meM Ae hii| arthAt pUrNa rUpa se jAnA nahIM hai| yaha to sthUla jaanaa| jAnane kA phala kyA? turanta hI pravartana meM aae| matalaba ki yaha nahIM chor3anA kabhI satsaMga 'yaha' isa satsaMga meM to mAra par3atI ho, phira bhI mAra khAkara bhI yaha satsaMga chor3anA mt| maranA par3e to bhI aise satsaMga meM mara jAnA, para bAhara nahIM mrnaa| kyoMki jisa hetu ke lie marA, vaha hetu usakA joinTa ho jAtA hai| yahA~ koI mAratA nahIM na? mAre to calA jAegA? yaha jagat niyama sahita cala rahA hai| aba isameM kisIke doSa dekheM to kyA ho? kisIkA doSa hogA kyA? praznakartA : kisIkA doSa nahIM hotA, para mujhe aisA dikhatA hai| dAdAzrI: jo dikhatA hai, vaha darzana galata hotA hai| hama eka cIz2a yahA~ se dekheM, vaha ho ghor3A aura baila jaisA dikhe, to hama, 'baila hai', aisA bolate haiN| para vahA~ jAkara patA lagAe~ to patA cale ki ghoDA hai, taba hama nahIM samajha jAe~ ki hamArI A~kheM vIka(kamaz2ora) ho gaI haiM! isalie dubArA, jo dikhe, vaisA pakkA hI hai, nahIM maaneNge| praznakartA : Apake viz2ana( dRSTi) se kisIkA doSa nahIM hai, phira bhI mujhe aisA kyoM dikhatA hai? dAdAzrI : tujhe dikhatA hai, usameM tU jJAna kA upayoga nahIM karatA hai na! ajJAna ko calate rahane detA hai| ye dAdA ke cazme pahane to doSa nahIM dikheNge| para tU apane cazme se hI dekhA karatA hai| nahIM to isa jagat meM koI doSita hai hI nahIM! yaha merI sabase gaharI khoja hai| mor3anI, doSa dekhane kI zakti ko kisIkA doSa hI dekhanA nahIM hai| taba se hI sayAnA ho jAtA hai| doSa vAstava meM kisIkA hai hI nhiiN| yaha to binA kAma ke majisTreTa bana jAtA hai| khuda ke doSa pUre dikhate nahIM haiM aura dUsaroM ke dekhane ko taiyAra

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88 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! pApa kiyA vaha 'vajralepo bhvissyti|' isalie maiMne kahA, 'dho ddaalnaa|' taba kahe, 'haaN| bhUla gyaa| aba kabhI aisA nahIM hogaa|' maiMne kahA, 'kisIkA bhI doSa dekhanA mata, yahA~ mata dekhanA, bAhara jAkara dekhnaa| bAhara jAkara dekhoge to yahA~ para dhula jAegA, para yahA~ dekhoge to vajralepa ho jaaegaa| jarA-sA bhI kisIkA doSa nahIM dekhanA caahie| cAhe jaisA ulTA karatA ho, phira bhI doSa nahIM dekhanA cAhie aura dikha jAe to hameM dho DAlanA cAhie aura nahIM to vaha vajralepa ho jaaegaa|' nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! hue| doSa dekhane kI manuSya meM zakti hai, vaha khuda ke doSa dekhane ke lie hI hai| dUsaroM ke doSa dekhane ke lie nahIM hai| usakA durupayoga hone se khuda ke doSa dekhane kI zakti baMda ho gaI hai| dUsaroM ke doSa nikAlane ke lie nahIM hai yaha / vaha apane khuda ke doSa nahIM nikAlegA na? hama dUsaroM ke doSa nikAleM to unheM acchA lagatA hai? praznakartA : acchA nahIM lgtaa| dAdAzrI : nApasaMda vyApAra baMda nahIM karane cAhie hameM? 'vyavasthita' kartA, vahA~ bhUla kisakI? jAgRti rakhanI hai, aisA nizcaya honA caahie| bhUla kA prazna nahIM hai| apane yahA~ bhUla hotI hI nhiiN| bhUla to 'jisakI' hotI hai, use phira khuda ko samajha meM AtA hai ki yaha bhUla huI, para vyavasthita karatA hai, para khuda nimitta banA, isalie usake AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna karane cAhie ki, 'aisA nahIM honA caahie|' nahIM to phira calegA hI nahIM na! cIja hI pUrI alaga hai| karatA hai vyvsthit| apane yahA~ isalie kisIkA doSa dekhanA hI nahIM cAhie na! isa satsaMga meM kisIkI bhUla dekhane kI dRSTi chor3a denaa| bhUla hotI hI nahIM kisiikii| vaha saba 'vyavasthita' karatA hai| isalie doSa kI dRSTi hI nikAla denI caahie| nahIM to hamArA AtmA bigar3a jaaegaa| praznakartA : bhUla kI dRSTi rahe, to sIr3hI utara jAte haiM na? dAdAzrI : khatama ho jAtA hai manuSya! saba 'vyavasthita' karatA hai| yaha jJAna milane ke bAda saba vyavasthita ke adhIna hotA hai| vajralepo bhaviSyati... anya kSetre kRtama pApam dharma kSetre vinazyati, dharma kSetre kRtam pApam vajra lepo bhvissyti| bAhara koI doSa huA ho to yahA~ para nAza ho jAegA, para yahA~ para isalie yahA~ to dho DAlanA turanta hii| ulTA vicAra AyA ki turanta dho ddaalnaa| koI ulTA kare yA sIdhA kare, vaha hameM dekhane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| yaha dharmasthAna kahalAtA hai| ghara para bhUla kI ho, to yahA~ para satsaMga meM vaha bhUla miTa jaaegii| para dharmasthAna meM bhUla huI to nikAcita ho jAtI hai| praznakartA : dAdA ke pAsa baiThe hoM to bhI nikAcita hogI? dAdAzrI : nahIM hogii| para usakA jo lAbha milatA ho vaha nahIM milegA na! usase lAbha milatA ho, vaha nahIM miltaa| aisI bhUleM ho jAtI haiM, isalie sAvadhAna karate haiM aapko| bhUla ho, usase jJAna calA nahIM jAtA hai| sAvadhAna karane se cokhA hotA hai na? dekhe doSa jJAnI ke, use.... tujhe hamArA doSa dikhatA hai kabhI? praznakartA : naa| dAdAzrI : kabhI bhI nahIM? aura yaha pahalI bAra isa becAre ko hamArA doSa dikhatA hai| isalie hama aparicita vyaktiyoM ko hamAre Taca meM nahIM rkhte| buddhi kA upayoga kare to doSa hI dikheMge logoM ko, gira jAtA hai phir| ve to naraka meM jAte haiM, naasmjh| are, jJAnI puruSa ke, jo

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! sAre saMsAra ko tAreM, unameM bhI doSa DhUMDha nikAle?! para ye aparicita loga, inameM utanI samajha nahIM hai| isalie hama bahuta Taca meM nahIM rkhte| eka do ghaMTe rakhate haiN| sirpha nIrubahana ko hI, unheM doSa nahIM dikhe, kitane hI varSoM se sAtha rahatI haiM, para eka akSara bhara doSa nahIM dikhA! eka sekanDa bhI doSa nahIM dikhA, ve ye nIrubahana ! vaha Azcarya kahalAe na! tujhe kabhI dikhatA hogA, nahIM? kabhI bhI nahIM? praznakartA : dAdA, ApakA to yaha vijJAna, ina bAtoM kI to adbhutatA hI hai! yahA~ doSa dekhane kA to koI kAraNa hI nahIM hai| saMpUrNa jJAnadazA baratatI ho jinheM !! dAdAzrI : aisA hai na ki Apake jaina hote haiM na, ve acche| itanAsA baccA ho, vaha bhI kahegA ki, 'dAdA kahate haiM, vaha saca hai, aura kucha nahIM!' aisA mAnate haiM sbhii| aura yaha dUsarA saba kaccA maal| praznakartA : Apa niraMtara ekadama sakSmatama meM upayoga meM baratate haiM, vahA~ doSa rahatA hI nahIM na koI? phira Apake doSa kaise dekhe jAe~? dAdAzrI : aisI samajha nahIM hai na? kucha bhI samajha nahIM hai| praznakartA : kevalajJAna svarUpa baratate hoM, phira bAhara kA cAhe kaisA bhI ho, zrImad rAjacaMdrajI ne yahA~ taka kahA hai ki jJAnI ko sannipAta ho, taba bhI unake doSa nahIM dekhane caahie| dAdAzrI : para vaha samajha honI cAhie na ! samajha koI AsAna cIz2a nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! hai na becAre ko! kisI bhI taraha kI bhI samajha nahIM hai na! yaha thor3Abahuta jJAna diyA ho na, to jAgRti rahatI hai ina logoM ko| cokhA ho to| dUsarI kucha samajha nahIM hai ki maiM kyA kara rahA hU~! buddhi pha~sAtI hai| usakA khuda ko patA nahIM calatA na! buddhi sabako pha~sAtI hai| nahIM dekhane kA ho, vaha bhI dikhAtI hai| isa bAre meM nIrubahana ko dekhA maiNne| eka dina bhI ulTA vicAra hI nahIM aataa| hamAre hAthoM se kisIko mAra rahe hoM na, taba bhI vicAra nhiiN| usakA koI hita kA kAraNa dekhA hogA, isalie mArate hoMge! praznakartA : aura aisA hI hotA hai| dAdAzrI : aba vahA~ inakI buddhi kaise pahu~ce? praznakartA : sArA, kevala karuNA aura kalyANa ke alAvA dUsarA kucha yahA~ hai hI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : dhIre-dhIre usakA bhI ThikAne para A jaaegaa| praznakartA : isa jJAna meM to jagat meM bhI kisIko doSita nahIM dekhanA hai, to jJAnI puruSa ke to doSa dekhe jAte hoMge? jagat nirdoSa dekhanA hai| khuda kI hI bhUla se doSa dikhate haiN| dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina aisA bhAna rahatA nahIM na manuSya ko ! bhAna rahe, to aisA kare hI nahIM na becArA? jokhima uThAe hI nahIM na yaha to? bahuta bar3A jokhima kahalAtA hai na! isalie to usa AdamI ko bolA thA ki ATha baje se pahale Apako AnA nahIM hai| hama cAya pI rahe hoM, Der3ha kapa pIte hoM yA do kapa pIte hoM! taba usakI buddhi batAegI ki itanI sArI, do kapa pIne kI kyA z2arUrata hai? eka pI hotI to kyA burA thA? praznakartA : dekhane jaisA to aMdara kA hI hai ki cAya pIte samaya Apa aMdara kaisI vItarAgatA meM rahate haiM! dAdAzrI : aisI dekhane kI zakti kahA~ se lAe~? vaha to apane jJAna praznakartA : ulTe yaha pUchane meM, vaha bAtacIta karane meM vinaya cUka jAte haiM, ve saba bhUleM hamArI hameM dhonI hotI haiN| dAdAzrI : jahA~ nahIM dekhanA hai vahA~ vaha, dekha letA hai, yaha ajUbA hI hai na! dUsarI jagaha para doSa dekhe na, to maiM miTA duuN| aura yahA~ doSa dekhe to kauna miTA de usake? koI miTAnevAlA hI rahA nahIM na! isalie maiM sAvadhAna kara dUM ki are, dekha, yahA~ sAvadhAna rhnaa| bhItara samajha nahIM

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! se bhItara ThaMDaka rahatI hai, itanA hI acchA hai na! praznakartA : Apa to kahate haiM na ki eka kSaNa bhara ke lie bhI hamArA mokSa kA dhyeya hama cUkate nahIM haiN| dAdAzrI : eka minaTa bhI, eka kSaNa bhI nahIM cUkA jaataa| praznakartA : aba pUrA mokSamArga meM rahanA aura yaha vyavahAra vaaps| eka-eka vyakti ko duHkhadAyI nahIM ho, usakA roga nikale, utanA kar3aka bolanA par3atA hai, vaha saba karanA hotA hai| dAdAzrI : phira luTeroM kI do kahAniyA~ bhI par3hate haiM hm| praznakartA : vaha bhI karanA aura mokSa nahIM cUkanA hai| dAdAzrI : luTeroM kI do kahAniyA~ bhI par3hate haiM hm| vaha kitAba hAtha meM AI ho to use pUrI karate haiN| pepara par3hane kI phAila kA bhI nikAla karate haiM aura yaha kahatA hai, 'hameM kAma jyAdA hai!' lo, ye kAmavAle Ae! yahA~ pAnI rakhA ho na to, yahA~ dharAte haiM mujhe, mujhe nahIM pInA ho phira bhI! ve samajhate haiM ki yaha ho gayA kAma! majhe nahIM pInA ho phira bhI dharAte haiN| maiM kahU~ ki 'nA, abhI nhiiN|' use ve kAma mAnate haiN| hama jo 'karma nahIM baMdhate' aisA kahate haiM na, to pA~ca AjJA pAlatA ho assI pratizata tb| nahIM to karma baMdhege hii| AjJA nahIM pAleM, taba karma baMdhege hii| mere pAsa sArA dina baiThe raheM, phira bhI kucha nahIM hogaa| aura mujhase chaha mahInoM taka nahIM milA, para AjJA pAlatA ho, to usakA kalyANa ho jaaegaa| bAkI, yahA~ to sabhI ko ThaMDaka lagatI hai na, isalie sabhI baiThe hI rahate haiM na! kuttA bhI yahA~ se khisakatA nahIM hai, muA! mAre to bhI vApasa Akara baiThatA hai| hama auraMgAbAda gae the, vahA~ eka kuttA mere pAsa se khisakatA hI nahIM thaa| nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! nahIM daur3A jaataa| yaha to sArA phira pramAdI khaataa| hameM uThAne par3ate haiN| isalie ye haiM to, billI ke baccoM jaise haiN| billI ko apane bacce khuda uThAkara ghUmanA par3atA hai, aura Apa bandara ke bacce jaise ho| Apa pakar3akara rakhate ho, chor3ate nahIM ho, caukasa! DijAina yAnI DijAina! aura inako to hameM uThAnA par3atA hai| kyoMki unakI saralatA dekhakara hama khuza hote haiN| aura khuza hote haiM isalie uThAkara phirate haiN| saralatA to sabakucha khulA kara detI hai| alamAriyA~ khola DAlate haiN| lo sAhaba, dekha lo| kaheMge ki, 'hamAre pAsa yaha mAla hai|' aura asaralatA yAnI eka hI alamArI kholate haiN| dUsarA to, kahoge to ughAr3eMge, varnA nahIM ughaadd'eNge| aura ye to kahane se pahale hI saba ughAr3a dete haiN| saralatA Apa samajhe?! guNa dekhane se guNa prakaTa aura sAmanevAle kA guNa dekhA ki guNa utpanna hogaa| basa! hama gAlI deM aura koI na bole, isalie hama samajheM ki isameM kitane acche guNa haiM ! taba hamAre meM ve guNa utpanna hoNge| aura kisIkA doSa hai hI nahIM isa duniyA meN| khuda ke doSa se hI hai yaha saba! __ nijakarma yAnI nijadoSa yaha karama-karama gAte haiM, lekina karama kyA hai, usakA unako bhAna nahIM hai| khuda ke karma yAnI nijdoss| AtmA nirdoSa hai, para nijadoSa ko lekara baMdhA huA hai| jitane doSa dikhate jAe~, utanI mukti anubhava meM AtI hai| kisI-kisI doSa ke to lAkha-lAkha parateM hotI haiM, isalie lAkhalAkha bAra dekheM, taba ve nikalate jAte haiN| doSa to mana-vacana-kAyA meM bhare hae hI haiN| hamane khuda jJAna meM dekhA hai ki jagat kisase baMdhA hai| mAtra nijadoSa se baMdhA hai| nirA bhUloM kA bhaMDAra aMdara bharA par3A hai| pratikSaNa doSa dikheM taba kAma huA kahalAtA hai| yaha saba mAla Apa bharakara lAe ho, vaha pUche binA kA hI hai na? zuddhAtmA kA lakSya baiThA, isalie bhUleM dikhatI haiN| phira bhI bhUleM nahIM dikheM, vaha to nirA pramAda khlaaegaa| sarala ko jJAnI kRpA apAra mokSamArga hAtha meM Ane ke bAda jaisA Apase daur3A jAtA hai, vaisA inase

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! kI bhUleM acchii| ilaikTrisiTIvAlI hotI haiM, ve khuda ko turanta dikhatI nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! zuddha upayoga, AtmA kA AtmA kA zuddha upayoga yAnI kyA? usakI tarapha se bedhyAna nahIM honA caahie| pAva ghaMTA jhoMkA AyA ho to pataMga kI Dora aMgUThe se lapeTakara jhoMkA khaanaa| usI taraha AtmA ke bAre meM z2arA bhI ajAgRti nahIM rakha skte| isa mana-vacana-kAyA ke doSa to pratikSaNa dikhane caahie| isa dUSamakAla meM doSa ke binA kAyA hI nahIM hotii| jitane doSa dikhe utanI (jJAna kI) kiraNeM bar3hI khlaaeNgii| isa kAla meM yaha akrama jJAna to gaz2aba kA prApta huA hai| Apako kevala jAgati rakhakara bhare hue mAla ko khAlI karanA hai, dhote rahanA hai| anaMta bhUleM haiN| bhUloM ke kAraNa nIMda A jAtI hai| nahIM to nIMda kaisI? nIMda Ae, use to bairI mAnA jAtA hai| pramAdacaryA kahalAtA hai ! zubha upayoga meM bhI pramAda ko azubha upayoga kahate haiN| jJAnI puruSa to eka hI ghaMTA sote haiN| niraMtara jAgRta rahate haiN| khurAka kama ho gayA ho, nIMda kama ho gaI ho, taba jAgRti bar3hatI hai| nahIM to pramAdacaryA rahatI hai| nIMda khUba Ae to vaha pramAda kahalAtA hai| pramAda to AtmA ko gaTharI meM bAMdhane ke barAbara hai| jaba nIMda ghaTe, khurAka ghaTe, taba samajhanA ki pramAda ghttaa| bhUla khatma ho, taba usake cehare para lAiTa AtI hai| suMdara vANI nikalatI hai, loga usake pIche phirate haiN| bhUla nahIM hI hai, aisA yadi mAnakara baiThe raheM, to phira bhala dikhegI hI kahA~ se? phira ArAma se sote rahate haiN| hamAre RSi-muni sote nahIM the| bahuta jAgRta rahate praznakartA : ilaikTrisITIvAlI bhUleM kyA haiM? dAdAzrI : ve sArI khulI bhUleM akulAhaTa dekara calI jAtI haiN| unase jAgRta hI rahA jAtA hai| vaha acchA kahalAtA hai| jaba ki a~dhere kI bhUleM to kisIko dikhatI hI nhiiN| usameM khuda hI pramAdI hotA hai, aparAdhI hotA hai aura dikhAnevAlA bhI nahIM miltaa| jaba ki ilaikTrisITIvAlI bhUleM to koI batAnevAlA bhI mila jAtA hai| khuda kI bhUleM khuda ko cubhe, use hama ilaikTrisITIvAlI bhUleM kahate haiM aura a~dhere kI bhUleM yAnI khuda kI bhUleM, khuda ko nahIM cubhtiiN| jo bhUleM cubhe, ve to turanta hI dikha jAtI haiM, para jo nahIM cubhatI ve to naz2ara se nikala jAtI haiN| a~dhere kI bhUleM aura a~dhere kI bAta, usase to kaThora manuSya kI ujAle kI bhUleM acchI, phira bhale hI thokabaMda hoN| jaba apriya avasthAe~ AI hoM, koI mAre patthara se, taba bhUleM dikhatI haiN| sTroMga paramANuvAlI bhUleM hoM, ve turanta hI dikhAI detI haiM, aisA vyakti bahuta sakhta hotA hai| jisa tarapha ghuse, usa tarapha vaha DUba jAtA hai| saMsAra meM ghuse to usameM DUba jAtA hai aura jJAna meM ghuse to usameM DUba jAtA hai| prakaTe kevalajJAna, aMtima doSa jAne para 'mujhameM bhUla hI nahIM hai' aisA to kabhI bhI nahIM bola sakate, bola hI nahIM skte| kevala' hone ke bAda hI bhaleM nahIM rhtiiN| bhagavAna mahAvIra ko kevalajJAna upajA, taba taka doSa dikhate the| bhagavAna ko kevalajJAna upajA, vaha kAla aura khuda ke doSa kA dikhAI dene baMda hone kA kAla, eka hI thA! ve donoM hI samakAlIna the| aMtima doSa kA dikhAI denA aura isa tarapha kevalajJAna prakaTa ho jAnA, aisA niyama hai| jAgRti to niraMtara banI rahanI caahie| yaha to dina meM bhI bore meM AtmA baMda rakhe to kaise clegaa| doSoM ko dekhakara dhone se Age bar3ha sakate haiM, pragati hotI hai, nahIM to phira bhI AjJA meM rahane se lAbha to hai, usase AtmA kI saMbhAla rahatI hai| bhUleM, ujAle kI... sthUla bhUleM to Amane-sAmane TakarAva hote haiM, taba baMda ho jAtI haiN| para sUkSma, sUkSmatara, sUkSmatama bhUleM itanI sArI hotI haiM ki ve jaise-jaise nikalatI jAtI haiM, vaise-vaise manuSya kI sugaMdha AtI jAtI hai| ye bhUleM to a~dhere kI bhUleM haiN| isalie khuda ko dikhatI nahIM haiN| vaha to jJAnI puruSa prakAza pheMke, taba dikhatI haiN| isase to ujAle

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 95 jAgRti ke lie satsaMga aura puruSArtha caahie| satsaMga meM rahane ke lie pahale AjJA meM rahanA caahie| a~dhere kI bhUleM.... are, mana meM dI gaI gAlI yA a~dhere meM kie gae kRtya bhayaMkara haiM! vaha samajhatA hai ki, 'mujhe kauna dekhanevAlA hai aura kauna ise jAnanevAlA hai ? ' are, yaha nahIM hai aNdherngrii| yaha to bhayaMkara gunAha hai! ina sabhI ko a~dhere kI bhUleM hI parezAna karatI hai| 'maiM jAnatA hU~', vaha a~dhere kI bhUla to bar3I bhArI bhUla aura phira 'aba koI harja nahIM hai', vaha to mAra hI DAlatA hai| yaha to jJAnI puruSa ke alAvA koI bola hI nahIM sakatA ki 'mujhameM eka bhI bhUla nahIM rhii|' hara eka bhUla ko dekhakara miTAnA hai| hama 'zuddhAtmA' aura bAhara ke bAre meM 'maiM kucha jAnatA nahIM' aisA rakhanA, isase koI parezAnI nahIM aaegii| para, 'maiM jAnatA hU~' aisA roga to paiThanA hI nahIM caahie| hama to 'zuddhAtmA' / zuddhAtmA meM eka bhI doSa nahIM hotA, para caMdUbhAI meM jo-jo doSa dikheM, vaisevaise unakA nikAla karanA / a~dhere kI bhUleM aura a~dhere meM dabI huI bhUleM nahIM dikhtiiN| jaise-jaise jAgRti bar3hatI hai vaise-vaise adhika aura adhika bhUleM dikhatI haiN| sthUla bhUleM bhI miTa jAe~ to A~khoM kI lAiTa badala jAtI hai! a~dhere meM bharI gaI bhUleM, a~dhere meM kahA~ se dikheMgI? bhUleM jaise-jaise nikalatI jAtI haiM, vaise-vaise vANI bhI aisI nikalatI jAtI hai ki koI do ghar3I sunatA rahe! dAdA 'DaoNkTara' doSoM ke bhUleM to bahuta hI haiM, vaha yadi jAneM to bhUleM dikhane lageMgI aura phira bhUleM kama hotI jaaeNgii| hama sabake doSa thor3e hI dekhate rahate haiM? aisI hameM phurasata bhI nahIM hotii| vaha to bahuta puNya ikaTThA ho, taba Apake doSa dikhalAte haiN| ina doSoM se bhItara bhArI roga paidA hotA hai| puNya jAge, taba hama siddhibala se usakA oNparezana karake nikAla dete haiN| ye DaoNkTara karate haiM, usa oNparezana se to lAkha gunA mehanata hamAre oNparezana meM hotI hai ! 96 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! doSa nikAlane kA kaoNleja ha~sate-khelate doSa nikAlane kA kaoNleja hI yaha hai ! nahIM to doSa to binA rAga-dveSa ke jAte nhiiN| ha~sate-khelate calatA hai yaha kaoNleja, vaha bhI eka Azcarya hI hai na! akrama kA Azcarya hai na! praznakartA: Apake zabda aise nikalate haiM ki doSa nikalatA jAtA hai vahA~ se / yahA~ se zabda aise nikalate haiM ki doSa vahA~ jhar3a jAtA hai| dAdAzrI jhar3a jAtA hai na? ThIka hai| aba Apako doSa dikhatA hai yaha Apako kaise patA cale? taba kaheM, caMdUbhAI gussA kare, vaha Apako pasaMda nahIM aataa| vaha samajha meM AyA ki isa caMdUbhAI meM yaha doSa thaa| pakar3A gayA doss| ve doSa Apane dekhe / caMdUbhAI meM jo doSa the ve Apane dekhe / 'dekhA nahIM nijadoSa to tariye kauna upAya ?" nijadoSa dekhane kI dRSTi utpanna ho gaI yAnI paramAtmA honI kI taiyArI huI, kahate haiN| aura nijadoSa to kisIko bhI nahIM dikhte| ahaMkAra hai taba taka eka-eka aNu meM doSa hai| bhrAMti jAe taba patA calatA hai ki ohoho ! caMdUbhAI krodha karate haiN| vaha hameM pasaMda nahIM aataa| caMdUbhAI aisA karate haiM, vaha caMdUbhAI kA doSa pakar3a meM aayaa| pakar3a meM Ate haiM yA nahIM pakar3a meM Ate doSa sAre? praznakartA: pakar3a meM Ate haiN| para dAdA, ApakA vAkya acchA lagA thA / doSa dikhA aura gyaa| dikha gayA isalie gayA / dAdAzrI : doSa dikhA isalie gyaa| isIlie to zAstrakAroM ne kahA, mahAvIra bhagavAna ne kahA thA ki tU doSa ko dekha le| doSa meM ekAgratA hone se, utanA dekhA nahIM aura a~dhA banA rahA, isalie doSa tujhase cipaTA / aba usa doSa ko tU dekhegA to calA jaaegaa| aba vaha dAvA kyA karatA hai? vaha pudgala hamase kahatA hai ki Apa to zuddhAtmA ho gae, merA kyA? taba hama kaheM, 'aba merA aura terA kyA lenA-denA?' taba kahe, 'nahIM, aisA nahIM clegaa| Apane mujhe bigAr3A thaa| yaha jaisA thA, vaisA kara do| nahIM to ApakA

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! chuTakArA nahIM hogaa|' taba kaheM, 'kisa taraha chuTakArA ho?' taba kaheM 'jisa ajJAnatA se Apane dekhA, usase hama baMdhe Apake sAtha aura jJAna se dekho, to hama chUTa jaaeNge|' isalie jJAna ke dvArA doSa dekhe binA vaha doSa jAegA nhiiN| ajJAna se bA~dhe gae, jJAna ke dvArA chUTate haiN| isalie hamane dekhe| jJAna yAnI dekhanA, dekhA vaha chUTa gyaa| phira cAhe kaisA bhI ho| aura phira bhI akrama vijJAna hai... kramika meM sArA mArga samajhadArIvAlA hotA hai| chor3atechor3ate AyA hotA hai aura yahA~ to chor3ate-chor3ate nahIM AyA hai| isalie kisIko du:kha ho, aisA bola gae hoM caMdUbhAI, to caMdUbhAI se kahanA ki, 'pratikramaNa karo, kyoM aisA karate ho?' praznakartA : zUTa eTa sAITa, turanta hI? dAdAzrI : hA~, pUrA dina nahIM, para vaha to lagatA hai hameM ki, 'yaha doSa, yaha sAmanevAle ko duHkha ho aisA bolA hai' usakA pratikramaNa karanA aura vaha karate haiM hamAre mhaatmaa| zuddhAtmA ko pratikramaNa kyA karanA? jo atikramaNa karatA hI nahIM hai, use pratikramaNa kyA karanA? yaha to jisane kiyA use kahanA ki Apa kro| pUrA siddhAMta yAda rakhanA par3egA yaha to| aura rahatA bhI hai, likhe to bhUla jaae| pUrA siddhAMta yAda rahatA hai na? hA~... unase umra ke kAraNa thor3A kama AyA jAtA hai phira bhI saba yAda, lakSya meM rahanevAlA hai sbhii| hameM to kAma se kAma hai na? chUTane se kAma hai na hameM? praznakartA : mujhe to ApakI eka bAta bahuta acchI lagI thI, auraMgAbAda meM bole the vh| dAdAzrI : haaN| praznakartA : ki mere pratikramaNa to doSa hone se pahale ho jAte haiN| doSa hone se pahale Apake pratikramaNa pahu~cate haiN| dAdAzrI : hA~, ye pratikramaNa zUTa ona saaitt| doSa hone se pahale zurU hI ho jAte haiM apane aap| hameM bhI patA hI nahIM calatA ki kahA~ se khar3A ho gayA ! kyoMki jAgRti kA phala hai| nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! AvaraNa TUTane se doSa dikheM bhUleM nahIM dikhatI thiiN| AtmA prakaTa nahIM huA thA, isalie bhUleM nahIM dikhatI thiiN| yaha to aba itanI sArI bhaleM dikhatI haiM, usakA kyA kAraNa hai? AtmA prakaTa huA hai| praznakartA : zarUAta meM hameM jaba bhUleM nahIM dikhatI thIM, taba kyA hameM AtmA prakaTa nahIM huA thA? dAdAzrI : huA thaa| para dhIre-dhIre ye bhUleM dikheM aisA maiM karatA thA, AvaraNa tor3atA thaa| jitane doSa utpanna hote haiM, utane doSa dikhe binA jAte nahIM, yadi dikhe binA gae to yaha akramavijJAna nahIM hai| aisA yaha vijJAna hai| vijJAna hai yaha to! doSa pratikramaNa se dhulate haiN| kisIke sAtha TakarAva meM Ae, isalie phira se doSa dikhane lagate haiM aura TakarAva nahIM hotA to doSa DhaMkA huA rahatA hai| pA~ca sau-pA~ca sau doSa roz2a ke dikhAI dene lageM, to samajhanA ki aba pUrNAhuti pAsa meM A rahI hai| praznakartA : para dAdA, yaha jJAna lene ke bAda, apanI jAgati aisI AtI hai, apane khuda ke doSa dikhate haiM, khUba sAre pApa dikhate haiM aura usakI ghabarAhaTa hotI hai| dAdAzrI : usakI ghabarAhaTa rakhane se kyA fAyadA? dekhanevAlA, holI dekhanevAlA manuSya jalatA hai kyA ! praznakartA : naa| dAdAzrI : holI jalatI hai, para holI dekhanevAlA jalatA hai kyA ! vaha to caMdUbhAI ko ho, taba kaMdhA thapathapAnA ki bhAI, hotA hai aisaa| kiyA hai isalie hotA hai, kheN| praznakartA : para vaha garmI lagatI hai na dUra se bhI, dAdA!

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! dAdAzrI : hA~, lagatI hai, lagatI hai| praznakartA : itane sAre pApa kie haiM dAdA, kaba chuTakArA milegA, aisA hotA hai! dAdAzrI : hA~, ve behisAba, apAra doSa kie hue haiM! praznakartA : aura ve jaba dikhate haiM, taba aisA hotA hai ki ye dAdA nahIM mile hote to hamArA kyA hotA? dAdAzrI : pApa khuda kA dikhA, taba se hI samajho ki apanI koI DigrI haI hai! isa jagata meM koI khuda kA pApa dekha nahIM sakatA hai| kabhI bhI doSa dekha nahIM sakatA hai| doSa dekhe to bhagavAna ho jaae| praznakartA : patnI ke, kisIke doSa nahIM dikhe, aisA kro| dAdAzrI : nahIM, doSa to dikheMge, ve dikhate haiM isalie to AtmA jJAtA hai aura ve jJeya haiN| praznakartA : para doSa dikheM nahIM, aisA nahIM ho sakatA? dAdAzrI : nahIM! nahIM dikheM taba to AtmA calA jAe, AtmA hai to doSa dikhate haiN| para doSa nahIM haiM, jJeya haiM ve| vItarAgoM kI nirdoSa dRSTi vItarAgoM kI kaisI dRSTi ! kisa dRSTi se unhoMne dekhA ki jagat nirdoSa dikhA!! heM sAhaba!! hama vItarAgoM se pUche ki sAhaba, 'Apane to kaisI, kina A~khoM se aisA dekhA ki yaha jagat Apako nirdoSa dikhA?' taba ve kaheMge, 'vaha jJAnI ko pUchanA, hama Apako javAba dene nahIM aaeNge|' DiTela meM, byaurevAra jJAnI se puuchnaa| maiMne dekhA, vaha unhoMne to dekhA, para maiMne bhI dekhA vaha! praznakartA : arthAt dAdA, nirdoSa jAnanA, nirdoSa mAnanA nahIM aisA? aura doSita jAnanA aisA? 100 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! dAdAzrI : apane jJAna meM doSita nahIM, nirdoSa hI jAnanA hai| doSita koI hotA hI nhiiN| doSita bhrA~ta dRSTi se hai| bhA~ta dRSTi do bhAga karatI hai| yaha doSita hai aura yaha nirdoSa hai| yaha pApI hai aura yaha puNyavAna hai| aura isa dRSTi se eka hI hai ki nirdoSa hI hai| aura vahA~ tAlA lagA diyaa| buddhi ko, vaha bolane kA skopa hI nahIM rhaa| buddhi ko dakhala dene kA skopa hI nahIM rhaa| buddhibahana vahA~ se vApisa lauTa jAtI haiM ki 'apanA aba calatA nhiiN| ghara clo|' vaha koI thor3e hI ku~vArI hai? vivAhita thI isalie apane vahA~ jAtI hai vaapis| sasurAla calI jAtI hai bahana! doSita dRSTi ko bhI tU 'jAna' praznakartA : yAnI dAdA, doSita bhI nahIM mAnanA, nirdoSa bhI nahIM mAnanA, para nirdoSa jaannaa| dAdAzrI : jAnanA sabhI hai| doSita nahIM jaannaa| doSita jAneM, vaha to hamArI dRSTi bigar3I hai aura doSita ke sAtha 'caMdabhAI' jo karate haiM. vaha 'hameM' dekhate rahanA hai| 'caMdUbhAI' ko 'hameM' rokanA nahIM hai| praznakartA : vaha kyA karatA hai use dekhate rahanA hai? dAdAzrI : basa, dekhate rho| kyoMki vaha doSita ke sAtha doSita apane Apa mAthApaccI kara rahA hai, para yaha 'caMdUbhAI' bhI nirdoSa hai aura vaha bhI nirdoSa hai| donoM lar3ate haiM, para donoM hI nirdoSa haiN| praznakartA : matalaba, caMdUbhAI doSita ho, taba bhI use doSita nahIM mAnanA hai| use doSita kI taraha jAnanA hai? dAdAzrI : jAnanA hai| vaha to jAnanA hI cAhie na? praznakartA : aura sUkSma dRSTi se vaha nirdoSa hI hai| dAdAzrI : sUkSma dRSTi se vaha nirdoSa hI hai, para caMdUbhAI kA Apako jo kucha karanA ho vaha krnaa| bAkI jagat ke saMbaMdha meM nirdoSa mAnane kA maiM kahatA huuN| caMdUbhAI ko Apako TokanA par3e ki 'aise caloge to nahIM

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102 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! dAdAzrI : hA~, karanA vahI baMdhana! kucha bhI karanA, vaha baMdhana hai| mAlA phirAI, 'maiMne kiyA' isalie bNdhn| para vaha sabhI ke lie nahIM hai| bAharavAloM ke lie maiM kahU~gA ki mAlA phiraanaa| kyoMki unake vahA~ vaha vyApAra hai unkaa| donoM ke vyApAra alaga haiN| praznakartA : khuda kI prakRti dikhAI dene lagI hai, saba kucha dikhatA hai, mana-buddhi-citta-ahaMkAra saba dikhatA hai para usakI sTaDI kisa taraha karanI? usake sAmane jJAna kaise kAma karanA cAhie? kaisI jAgRti rahanI cAhie? nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 101 clegaa|' use zuddha phUDa denA hai| azuddha phUDa se yaha dazA huI hai, isalie zuddha phUDa se isakA nibaTArA lAne kI z2arUrata hai| praznakartA : vaha kucha Ar3A-Ter3hA kare, to pratikramaNa karane ko kahanA par3egA? dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha saba kahanA pdd'egaa| Apa nAlAyaka ho' kheN| aisA bhI kaha sakate haiN| akele caMdabhAI ke lie. anya ke lie nhiiN| kyoMki Apa kI phAila naMbara vana, Apa kI khuda kI, dUsaroM ke lie nhiiN| praznakartA : yAnI phAila naMbara vana doSita ho to use doSita mAne, use DA~TeM? dAdAzrI : sabhI taraha se ddaaNttnaa| prijyuDisa bhI rakhanA usake prati ki, 'tU aisA hI hai, maiM jAnatA huuN|' use DA~TanA bhI, kyoMki hameM usakA niber3A lAnA hai aba! karanA nahIM hai, mAtra dekhanA hai praznakartA : para ye dUsare koI vyakti hoM. phAila naMbara dasavIM. use doSita nahIM dekhanA hai| vaha nirdoSa hai aisA? dAdAzrI : nirdoSa! are, apanI phAila naMbara TU bhI nirdoSa hai! kyoMki gunAha kyA the? ki sabhI ko doSita dekhA aura isa caMdUbhAI kA doSa dekhA nhiiN| usa gunAha kA riekzana AyA yh| yAnI gunahagAra pakar3A gyaa| dUsare gunahagAra haiM hI nhiiN| praznakartA : vaha ulTA dekhA hai| dAdAzrI : ulTA hI dekhA hai| aba sIdhA dekhaa| bAta hI samajhanI hai| kucha karanA nahIM hai| vItarAgoM kI bAta samajhanI hI hotI hai. karanA nahIM hotA kuch| vItarAga aise samajhadAra the! yadi karane kA ho to manuSya thaka jAe becArA! praznakartA : aura kare, to vApisa baMdhana Ae na? dAdAzrI : prakRti to hameM patA hI cala jAtI hai| usakA hameM patA hI cala jAtA hai ki prakRti aisI hI hai aura kama patA calA ho to dinoMdina samajha bar3hatI jAegI! para aMta meM 'phula' samajha meM aaegii| isalie hameM sirpha karanA kyA hai ki ye caMdUbhAI kyA kara rahe haiM, vaha hameM dekhate rahane kI z2arUrata hai, vahI zuddha upayoga hai| praznakartA : khuda kI prakRti ko dekhanA hotA hai, usameM dekha nahIM pAe~ aura cUka jAe~ to vahA~ kauna sI cIz2a kAma kara rahI hotI hai? dAdAzrI : aavrnn| usa AvaraNa ko tor3anA par3egA vaha to| praznakartA : vaha kisa taraha TUTe? dAdAzrI : apane yahA~ vidhiyoM se TUTatA jAtA hai dinoM dina, vaisevaise dikhatA jAtA hai| yaha to saba AvaraNamaya hI thA, kucha dikhatA nahIM thA, vaha dhIre-dhIre dikhane lagA hai| vaha AvaraNa dekhane nahIM dete haiM sbkuch| abhI sAre doSa dikheM aise nahIM haiN| kitane dikhAI dete haiM? dasa-paMdraha dikhAI dete haiM? praznakartA : bahuta dikhate haiN| dAdAzrI : sau-sau? praznakartA : cena calatI rahatI hai|

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 103 dAdAzrI : phira bhI pUre nahIM dikhte| AvaraNa rahate haiM na phira! bahuta doSa hote haiN| hameM, vidhi karate samaya bhI hamase sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama doSa hote rahate haiM na, jo sAmanevAle ko nukasAna nahIM kare aisA, para vaha doSa hamase hotA hai, vaha patA calatA hai| turanta hameM use sApha karanA par3atA hai, cale hI nahIM na? dikheM utane to sApha karane hI par3ate haiN| gehU~ khuda ke hI bIno na! praznakartA: dUsaroM kI prakRti dekhane kI jo Adata nahIM ho, use kyA kahate haiM? dAdAzrI : dUsaroM kI prakRti dekho to doSa nahIM nikAlanA caahie| samajhanA hai ki 'yaha doSa hai' para hameM nikAlanA nahIM caahie| ve apane khuda ke doSa dekhanA sIkhe haiM, taba phira hameM nikAlane kI z2arUrata hai? praznakartA: nahIM, ve apane doSa nikAleM to hameM kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : ve hamAre doSa nikAleM aura phira hama yadi unake nikAlane jAe~ to bar3hatA jAegA dinoMdina usake bajAya hama baMda kara deM to kisI dina use vicAra AegA ki 'ye kucha thakate nahIM haiM, mujhe akele ko thakA haiN|' isase ve thakakara baMda ho jaaeNge| dUsaroM kA doSa nikAlanA, vaha to TAima yUjalesa (bekAra) bitAne jaisA hai| khuda ke apAra doSoM kA ThikAnA nahIM aura dUsaroM ke doSa dekhatA hai| are bhAI! tU tere gehU~ bIna na / dUsaroM ke gehU~ bInatA hai aura yahA~ ghara para tere bagaira bine hue hI pIsA karatA hai! kyA ? praznakartA: para aisA hotA hai dAdA, ki hamAre gehU~ to bIne hue hote haiM, para hama bIna rahe hoM aura vyavahAra jinake sAtha ho, to ve Akara apanevAle meM phira bagaira bine DAla jAte hoM aura hama kaheM ki bhAI, aisA nahIM krte| dAdAzrI : bagaira bine DAlatA hai kaba, ki jaba hamAre bIne bagaira ke hoM, tabhI DAlatA hai| ve bIne hue hoM, to nahIM ddaalte| ve to kAnUna haiM sAre / 104 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! yaha to indriyagamya jJAna..... praznakartA: nahIM, para dAdA, hama samabhAva se nikAla kara rahe hote haiM kisI vastu kA ki, 'bhAI! yaha vastu acchI nahIM hai, ki isase isameM kleza hotA hai, ki isameM isake kAraNa vyavahAra bigar3atA hai|' para sAmanevAlA samabhAva se nikAla karane ke bajAya aisA kahe ki, 'maiM to aisA hI karU~gA / tujhase bane vaha kara le|' to phira vahA~ kisa taraha vyavahAra karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, yaha saba buddhi kI zarArata hai| jahA~ pariNAma hI, jo pariNAma badale nahIM, vahA~ dekhate rahanA ki pariNAma kyA AtA hai vaha ! sAmanevAle kI prakRti dekhate rahanA hai| aba yaha zarArata kauna karatA hai ? praznakartA: pudgala ? dAdAzrI : buddhi / nahIM to pariNAma to saba jo haiM unheM dekhate rahanA hai hameM dekhA to hama AtmA ho gae aura yadi doSoM ko dekhoge to prakRti ho jaaoge| praznakartA: dAdA, loga aisA kahate haiM ki, 'hama to ApakI prakRti kI bhUla nikAlate haiM aura hama 'use' dekhate haiM ki yaha ApakI bhUla nikAlatA hai|' dAdAzrI : nahIM, bhUla nikAlanevAlA dekha nahIM sakatA aura dekhanevAlA bhUla nikAlatA nhiiN| ye to kAnUna hote haiM na? ! praznakartA: matalaba Apa kahate haiM ki, bhUla nikAlakara kaheM ki 'hama dekhateM haiM, hama bhUla nikAlate hai, deTa mInsa (usakA matalaba )... dAdAzrI : koI bhUla nikAlanevAlA dekha nahIM sakatA hai aura dekhanevAlA ho to bhUla nikAla nahIM sktaa| usa dekhane meM aura isa dekhane meM pharka hai| vaha indrigamya dekhanevAlA aura yaha atindriya hai, yaha jJAnagamya dekhanevAlA hai| isalie use 'dekhA' nahIM kahA jA sktaa|

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105 106 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! praznakartA : yadi kisIkI bhI bhUla nikAlI, deTa mInsa... dAdAzrI : kisIkI bhI bhUla nikAlanI vaha to sabase bar3A gunAha hai kyoMki yaha jagat nirdoSa hai| aura yaha jJAnagamya kahalAtA hai praznakartA : para dAdA, hama ise DiscArja kI taraha dekhate haiM ki yaha dekho caMdUbhAI galata bhUla nikAla rahe haiM kisIkI, use dekhatA hai, vaha kyA hai taba? dAdAzrI : vaha caMdUbhAI jo dekhate haiM bhala nikAlate samaya. vaha dekhate haiM, vaha buddhigamya hai| praznakartA : nahIM, yAnI yaha caMdUbhAI, caMdUbhAI ko dekhate haiM, vaha buddhigamya hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha buddhigamya hai| aura vaha dUsarA jJAnagamya kaba kahalAtA hai ki kisIkI bhUla nikAle nahIM aura dekhe taba jJAnagamya kahalAtA hai| praznakartA : hA~, para dAdA, dainika vyavahAra meM kabhI kahanA to par3atA hai ki 'yaha cIz2a ThIka nahIM hai|' dAdAzrI : para 'kahanA par3atA hai vaha niyama nahIM hai| kaha diyA jAtA hai, aisI nirbalatA hotI hI hai| hama bhI kisIko, mere sAtha rahate hoM na, use kahate haiM ki 'yaha kisalie bhUla kI phira se?' aisA kahate haiN| para kaha diyA jAtA hai, kyA samajhe? aisI thor3I nirbalatA bharI par3I hotI hai sabhI meN| magara aisA hameM samajhanA cAhie ki 'yaha bhala ho gaI, aisA nahIM honA caahie|' .......use khuda aisA mAnanA cAhie ki yaha galata hai, to bhUleM nikAlane kI Adata, vaha dhIre-dhIre DiscArja hotI-hotI khatama ho jaaegii| vaha DiscArja ho rahA hai sb| nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! khuda kI bhUloM ko khuda hI DA~Te hara eka ar3acana jo AtI hai na, pahale sahana karane kI tAkata AtI hai, bAda meM ar3acaneM AtI haiN| nahIM to manuSya vahIM kA vahIM khatama ho jaae| matalaba kAnUna aise haiM sb| praznakartA : dAdA, vaha 'vyavasthita zakti' karatI hai? dAdAzrI : usakA nAma hI 'vyvsthit'| isalie aise saMyoga khaDe hokara phira hai to, zakti bhI utpanna hogI, nahIM to vaha manuSya kyA se kyA ho jAe! isalie kisI bhI prakAra se ghabarAne kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| apane to dAdA haiM aura maiM hU~, basa, dUsarA kucha nahIM hai isa duniyA meN| dAdA haiM aura maiM hU~, do hii| dAdA jaisI daraasala khumArI rahanI caahie| koI bApa bhI UparI nahIM hai aisaa| UparI ke bhI UparI kahA, dAdA ko! praznakartA : dAdA, hameM to hamArI bhUleM abhI bhI DarAtI haiM na? dAdAzrI : hA~, ddraaeNgii| praznakartA : hA~, ApakI sthiti taka pahu~cate-pahu~cate to... dAdAzrI : bhUleM DarAtI haiM na! phira bhI hama samajhate haiM na, ki yaha kauna DarAtA hai? aisA hama jAnate haiN| para mUla to haiM, dAdA hI haiM na hama? usameM aMtara nahIM hai na? eka ke eka hI haiM na? hamAre pArTanara, ve eka bAra mujhase kahate haiM, 'do-tIna aDacaneM abhI AI haiM, ve bar3I bhArI ar3acaneM AI haiN|' maiMne kahA, 'jAo, chata para jAkara bolo ki bhAI, do-tIna ar3acaneM AI haiM aura dAdAI baiMka kholA hai hamane, isalie dUsare jo hoM vo A jAo tAki pemenTa kara dUM, khnaa| kyA kahA? pahale baiMka nahIM thA, isalie mujhe parezAnI thii| aba baiMka hai mere pAsa, dAdAI baiNk| jitanI bhI hoM, ve saba milakara Ao, khnaa|' ve bhI chata para jAkara bole sahI, mere shbd| U~cI AvAz2a meM bole ki, 'jo hoM, vo saba A jaao| mujhe pemenTa karanA hai|' hA~, bhItara hAya-hAya... jUM par3eM to aise koI dhotI nikAlane se calatA hogA kyA? isalie aisA kahanA

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 107 cAhie kbhii| apanI chata hai hI na? to 'A jAo, pemenTa kara deM', khnaa| taba saMpUrNa huA nikAla Apa DhIle ho jAe~ to cIjeM sabhI adhika cipaTa jAtI haiN| aura sabhI phAiloM kA nikAla ho gayA, taba phira paramAtmA hI ho| Apako phAileM haiM na? praznakartA : hA~, haaN| dAdAzrI : aisA? taba ThIka hai| phAileM haiM, tabhI jhaMjhaTa hai na! praznakartA : phAiloM kA nikAla kampalITa ho gayA, aisA kaba kahalAtA hai? phAila pUrNatayA nipaTa gaI, usakA nikAla ho gayA aisA kaba patA calatA hai? aisA kaba kahalAtA hai? dAdAzrI : hamAre mana meM nahIM rahe usake prati aura usake mana meM hamAre prati kucha nahIM rahe, matalaba kampalITa nikAla ho gyaa| praznakartA : usake mana meM nahIM rahanA caahie| dAdAzrI : rahe to hameM harja nhiiN| hamAre mana meM bilakula kliyara ho jAe, to ho gyaa| praznakartA : yAnI hameM usake lie vicAra bhI nahIM Ae, aisA? dAdAzrI : haaN| praznakartA : vicAra Ane bhI baMda ho jAe~, usake lie? dAdAzrI : haaN| kahA~ taka mana cokhA huA ekAdha mahAtmA ke lie hamAre vicAra ulaTa-phera ho ge| bhItara vicAra hameM Ate nahIM, phira bhI Ane lage usa vyakti ke bAre meM, isalie 108 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa ! maiMne jAnA ki kyA huA aMdara yaha phira se nayA? kisa kAraNa se usake bAre meM ye vicAra Ate haiM?! acchA AdamI hai aura vaha bigar3a gayA hai ki kyA hai yaha?! aura phira bhItara se javAba milA ki usake udaya Ter3he haiN| usake udaya phevarebala nahIM haiN| isalie aisA dikhatA hai| isalie phira hama komala manobhAva rakhate haiN| kyoMki manuSya ke udaya phevarebala hote haiM aura kisIke phevarebala nahIM bhI hote haiN| aisA hotA hai na? praznakartA : hotA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha to jagat meM hotA hI hai| para yaha to hameM Taca hotA ho aisI bAta Ae, to hama ekatarapha manobhAva komala kara dete haiN| praznakartA : matalaba usa taraha kI komala? vaha kisa taraha se kara dete haiM, komala manobhAva? dAdAzrI : yAnI jaisA dikhatA hai vaisA mAnate nahIM haiM phir| ve to acche hI haiN| aisA samajhate haiN| praznakartA : taba vyavahAra meM Apa phira kyA karate haiM? dAdAzrI: nirdoSa hai na! maiMne to vyavahAra nirdoSa hI dekhA huA hai| doSita kyoM dikhatA hai? isalie deyara Ara kaoNz2ez2a (vahA~ koI kAraNa hai)| nirdoSa hI dekhA hai sb| buddhi se doSita hai jagat aura jJAna se jagat nirdoSa hai| tumheM hasabenDa nirdoSa nahIM dikhate? praznakartA : dikhate haiM na! dAdAzrI : usake bAda aba phira galatiyA~ nikAleM, usakA kyA artha hai? yaha bhUla to sirpha yaha putalA usa putale kI bhUleM nikAla rahA ho, vaha hameM dekhate rahanA hai| taba yaha prakRti dekhanI hai| taba taka UparI bhItaravAle bhagavAna isameM anya kisIkA hai hI nahIM, vahA~ apanI hI bhUloM kA phala hameM bhugatanA hai| mAlikI apanI, UparI bhI koI nahIM hai, bhItara baiThe haiM

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 109 ve bhagavAna hI hamAre uuprii| vahI zuddhAtmA, vahI bhgvaan| binA phAila ke zuddhAtmA, ve bhagavAna kahalAte haiN| aura phAilavAle, ve zaddhAtmA kahalAte haiN| dekho na, Apake phAileM haiM na? ArAma se samajha gae na turanta ki phAilavAle zuddhAtmA, ve zuddhAtmA kahalAte haiN| praznakartA : Apa jaisI sthiti prApta karanI hai, daadaa| sArI phAileM hoM phira bhI chUe~ nhiiN| dAdAzrI: matalaba aba phAila taka Ae haiN| aba phAila kA nibaTArA kara denA hai basa, phira pUrA ho gyaa| sArA kAma samApta ho jAtA hai| na to himAlaya meM tapa karane par3e, na hI upavAsa karane pdd'e| himAlaya meM to tapa anaMta janmoM taka kareM taba bhI kucha mile nhiiN| ulaTe rAste, jarA hI ulTA rAstA ho, para usa rAste gae to mUla jagaha nahIM aaegii| karor3oM varSa taka ghUmate raheM taba bhI nahIM AegI! bhinnatA una donoM ke jAnane meM praznakartA : prakRti ke guNa-doSa jo dekhatA hai, vaha dekhanevAlA kauna nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha saba lepita bhAga! praznakartA : isa buddhi ne prakRti kA acchA-burA dekhA, vaha jo dekhatA hai, jAnatA hai, vaha khuda hai? dAdAzrI : prakRti kA doSa dekhe, to vaha prakRti ho gii| AtmA nahIM hai vahA~ pr| AtmA aisA nahIM hai| use kisIkA doSa nahIM dikhatA hai| praznakartA : eka-dUsare ke doSoM kI bAta nahIM karate, khuda khuda ke doSoM kI bAta karate haiN| dAdAzrI : usa samaya prakRti hI hotI hai| para vaha U~cI prakRti hai, AtmA ko prApta karAnevAlI hai| praznakartA : aura prakRti ko nirdoSa dekhatA hai, vaha kauna dekhatA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha prakRti ko nirdoSa dekhatA hai, vahI paramAtmA hai, vahI zuddhAtmA hai| dUsare kisImeM hAtha hI nahIM DAlatA na ! praznakartA : nirdoSa dekhane meM use kaisA AnaMda milatA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha AnaMda, vaha muktAnaMda kahalAtA hai na! praznakartA : yAnI pariNAma ke bAre meM kucha bolatA hI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : pariNAma ko, prakRti ke pariNAma ko dekhatA hI nhiiN| do prakAra ke pAriNAmika jJAna hai| eka hai, vaha prakRti kA pAriNAmika jJAna hai aura eka AtmA kA pAriNAmika jJAna hai| praznakartA : para vaha jaisA hai vaisA dekhane meM kauna-sA svAda cakha rahA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha to usane AMnada cakha liyA hotA hai na, para vaha kyA kahatA hai, mujhe AnaMda kI kucha par3I nahIM hai, majhe to yaha jaisA hai vaisA dekhane kI par3I hai| isalie hama kyA kahate haiM ki 'jaisA hai vaisA' dekho na! vaha sabase aMtima bAta hai! dAdAzrI : vahI prakRti hai| praznakartA : prakRti kA kauna-sA bhAga dekhatA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha buddhi kA bhAga hai, ahaMkAra kA bhAga hai| praznakartA : to phira isameM mUla AtmA kA kyA kAma hai? dAdAzrI : mUla AtmA ko kyA?! use lenA-denA hI nahIM hai na ! praznakartA : mUla AtmA kA dekhanA-jAnanA kisa taraha hotA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha nirlepa hotA hai aura yaha to lepita hai| praznakartA : yAnI acchA-burA dekhatA hai, vaha lepita bhAga hai?

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! usase aMtarAya... praznakartA : saMpUrNa AnaMda kaba baratatA hai? saba doSa jAne ke bAda hI na? dAdAzrI : AnaMda to baratatA hI hai| para doSa haiM, ve aMtarAya karate haiN| isIlie use lAbha nahIM lene dete| AnaMda to abhI bhI hai, para goThavaNI (seTiMga) karate nahIM hai na hm| saMpUrNa doSa rahita dazA dAdA kI khuda ke doSa dekhane meM suprIma korTavAlA bhI nahIM pahu~ca pAe~, vahA~ to paha~catA hI nahIM hai jajamenTa / vahA~ to khuda kA itanA bhI doSa nahIM dekha sakatA hai| yaha to gAr3iyA~ bhara-bhara ke doSa jAte rahate haiN| yaha to sthUla AvaraNa jyAdA haiN| isalie doSa dikhate nahIM haiN| aura itanA, z2arA-sA bAla jitanA doSa hotA hai na, turanta patA cala jAtA hai ki yaha doSa huaa| yAnI vaha kaisI korTa hogI aMdara? vaha jajamenTa kaisA? phira bhI kisIke sAtha matabheda nahIM hai| gunahagAra ke sAtha bhI matabheda nahIM hai| dikhatA jarUra hai gunahagAra, phira bhI matabheda nahIM hai| kyoMki vAstava meM vaha gunahagAra hai hI nhiiN| vaha to 'faoNrena' meM gunahagAra hai. aura hameM to 'homa' ke sAtha lenA-denA hai| isalie hameM matabheda hotA nahIM hai na! dAdA ke sthUla-sUkSma donoM doSa cale gae haiN| dUsare jo sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama doSa rahe haiM, ve jagat ko bilakula hAnikAraka yA lAbhadAyaka nahIM hote haiN| jagata ko sparza nahIM kareM, aise doSa hote haiN| sthala doSa yAnI Apa mere sAtha cAreka mahIne raho na, taba bhI Apako eka bhI doSa nahIM dikhe, caubIsa ghaMTe raho to bhii| ye nIrubahana haiM, ve niraMtara sevA meM rahate haiM, para eka doSa unheM nahIM dikhatA hai| unheM niraMtara sAtha hI rahanA hotA hai| yadi jJAnI puruSa meM doSa hai, to jagat nirdoSa kisa taraha se ho sakatA hai? nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! jAgRti bhUloM ke sAmane, jJAnI kI hamArI jAgRti 'Topa' para kI hotI hai| Apako patA bhI na cale, para Apake sAtha bolate samaya jahA~ hamArI bhUla hotI hai, vahA~ hameM turanta patA cala jAtA hai aura turanta use dho DAlate haiN| usake lie yaMtra rakhA huA hotA hai, jisase turanta hI dhula jAtA hai| hama khuda nirdoSa hue haiM aura pUre jagat ko nirdoSa hI dekhate haiN| aMtima prakAra kI jAgati kauna-sI ki jagat meM koI doSita hI nahIM dikhe, vh| hameM jJAna ke bAda haz2AroM doSa roz2a ke dikhane lage the| jaise-jaise doSa dikhate jAte haiM, vaise-vaise doSa ghaTate jAte haiM aura jaise doSa ghaTate haiM, vaise jAgRti bar3hatI jAtI hai| aba hamAre kevala sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama doSa bace haiM, jinheM hama 'dekhate haiM aura 'jAnate' haiN| ve doSa kisIko bAdhArUpa nahIM hote, para kAla ke kAraNa ve aTake haiN| aura usase hI 360 DigrI kA 'kevalajJAna' rukA huA hai| aura 356 DigrI para Akara ruka gayA hai! para hama Apako pUrA 360 DigrI kA 'kevalajJAna' eka ghaMTe meM hI dete haiM, para Apako bhI vaha pacegA nhiiN| are, hameM hI nahIM pacA na! kAla ke kAraNa cAra DigrI kama raha gayA hai! aMdara pUrA-pUrA 360 DigrI riyala hai aura rileTiva meM 356 DigrI hai| isa kAla meM rileTiva pUrNatA taka jAyA jA sake, vaisA nahIM hai| para hameM usameM harja nahIM hai| kyoMki aMdara apAra sukha baratatA rahatA hai| isalie 'hamArA' nahIM hai UparI koI? jise jitanI bhUleM nahIM dikhatIM, usako utanI ve bhUleM UparI haiN| jisakI sabhI bhUleM khatama ho jAe~, usakA koI UparI hI nhiiN| merA koI UparI hai hI nahIM, isIlie maiM sabakA UparI hU~, UparI kA bhI UparI ! kyoMki hama meM sthUla doSa to hote hI nahIM haiN| sUkSma doSa bhI cale gae haiN| sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama doSa hote haiM, unake hama saMpUrNa jJAtA-dRSTA hote haiN| bhagavAna mahAvIra bhI yahI karate the| isalie 'jJAnI' dehadhArI paramAtmA jJAnI puruSa meM dekhI jA sakeM, vaisI sthUla bhUleM nahIM hotI haiN| ina

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 113 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa usakI gAranTI detA huuN| maiM hI unheM bhajatA hU~ na! aura Apako bhI kahatA ha~ ki, 'bhAI, Apa darzana kara jaao| 'dAdA bhagavAna' 360 DigrI aura mujhe 356 DigrI haiN| isIlie hama donoM alaga haiM, vaha pramANita ho gayA yA nahIM? praznakartA : hA~, vaisA hI hai na! dAdAzrI : hama donoM alaga haiN| bhItara prakaTa hue haiM, ve dAdA bhagavAna haiN| ve saMpUrNa prakaTa ho gae haiM, parama jyoti svarUpa! doSoM kI Apako paribhASA huuN| sthUla bhUla yAnI kyA? merI koI bhUla hotI ho, to jo jAgRta manuSya ho, vaha samajha jAe ki inase koI bhUla ho gii| sUkSma bhUla yAnI ki yahA~ paccIsa haz2Ara loga baiThe hoM, to maiM samajha jAU~gA ki doSa huaa| para una paccIsa haz2Ara meM se muzkila se pA~ceka hI sUkSma bhUla ko samajha skeNge| sUkSma doSa to buddhi se bhI dekha sakate haiM, jaba ki sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama bhUleM, ve jJAna se hI dikhatI haiN| sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama doSa manuSya ko nahIM dikhate haiN| devI-devatAoM ko bhI, avadhijJAna se dekheM tabhI dikhate haiN| phira bhI ve doSa kisIko nukasAna nahIM karate haiM, vaise sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama doSa hamameM rahe hue haiN| aura ve bhI isa kalikAla kI vicitratA ke kAraNa! __'jJAnI puruSa' khuda dehadhArI rUpa meM paramAtmA hI kahalAte haiN| jinameM eka bhI sthUla bhUla nahIM hai aura eka bhI sUkSma bhUla nahIM hai| bhItaravAle bhagavAna dikhAe~ doSa... jagat do taraha kI bhUleM dekha sakatA hai, eka sthUla aura eka suukssm| sthUla bhUleM bAhara kI pablika bhI dekha sakatI hai aura sUkSma bhUleM buddhijIvI dekha sakate haiN| ye do bhUleM 'jJAnI puruSa' meM nahIM hotI hai ! phira sUkSmatara doSa ve jJAniyoM ko hI dikhate haiN| aura hama sUkSmatama meM baiThe hue haiN| merI jo sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama bhUleM hotI haiM, ve kevalajJAna ko rokatI haiM, kevalajJAna ko rokeM, aisI bhUleM hotI haiM, ve bhUla 'bhagavAna' 'mujhe' dikhAte haiN| taba 'maiM' jAnU~ na, ki 'merA UparI hai yh|' aisA patA nahIM calatA? apanI bhUleM dikhAe, vaha bhagavAna UparI hai yA nahIM? praznakartA : hA~, ThIka hai| dAdAzrI : isalie hama kahate haiM na ki, yaha bhUla jo hameM dikhAte haiM, ve caudaha lokoM kA nAtha hai| una caudaha lokoM ke nAtha ke darzana kro| bhUla dikhAnevAlA kauna hai? caudaha lokoM kA nAtha! aura ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' to maiMne dekhe haiM, saMpUrNa dazA meM hai aMdara!

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jagat nirdoSa bhagavAna ne dekhA jaga nirdoSa praznakartA : bhagavAna mahAvIra ne pUre jagat ko nirdoSa dekhaa| dAdAzrI : bhagavAna ne nirdoSa dekhA aura khuda kI nirdoSa dRSTi se nirdoSa dekhaa| unheM koI doSita nahIM lgaa| vaisA maiMne bhI nirdoSa dekhA hai aura mujhe bhI koI doSita dikhatA nahIM hai| phUlamAlA car3hAe to bhI koI doSita nahIM aura gAliyA~ deM to bhI koI doSita nhiiN| yaha to mAyAvI dRSTi ke kAraNa saba doSita dikhate haiN| isameM sirpha dRSTi kA hI doSa hai| praznakartA : nirdoSatA kisa taraha prApta hotI hai? dAdAzrI : pUre jagat ko nirdoSa dekhoge taba ! maiMne pUre jagat ko nirdoSa dekhA hai, taba maiM nirdoSa huA huuN| hita karanevAle ko aura ahita karanevAle ko bhI hama nirdoSa dekhate haiN| koI doSita nahIM hai| doSa usane kiyA ho, taba bhI asala meM usake pichale janma meM kiyA hogaa| para phira to usakI icchA nahIM hotI, phira bhI abhI ho jAtA hai| abhI usakI icchA ke binA ho jAtA hai na? bharA huA mAla hai, isalie usameM usakA doSa nahIM hai na, isIlie nirdoSa mAnA hai| kauna-sI dRSTi se jaga dikhe nirdoSa pudgala ko dekhanA mata, pudgala kI tarapha dRSTi mata krnaa| AtmA kI tarapha hI dRSTi krnaa| kAna meM kIleM mAranevAle. ve bhI bhagavAna mahAvIra ko nirdoSa dikhe| doSita dikhatA hai, vahI apanI bhUla hai| vaha eka prakAra kA apanA ahaMkAra hai| yaha to hama binA tanakhvAha ke kAjI banate haiM aura phira mAra khAte haiN| mokSa jAte hue ye loga hameM ulajhAte haiM, aisA jo bolate nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! haiM, vaha to vyavahAra se hama bolate haiN| isa indriyajJAna se jo dikhatA hai vaisA bolate haiN| para asala haqIqata meM to loga ulajhA hI nahIM sakate haiM na! kyoMki koI jIva kisI jIva meM kiMcit mAtra dakhala kara hI nahIM sake aisA yaha jagat hai| ye loga to becAre prakRti jo nAca karavAtI hai, usa anusAra nAcate haiM, isalie usameM kisIkA doSa hai hI nhiiN| jagat pUrA hI nirdoSa hai| mujhe khuda ko nirdoSa anubhava meM AtA hai| Apako vaha nirdoSa anubhava meM AegA, taba Apa bhI isa jagat se chUTa ge| nahIM to koI eka bhI jIva doSita lagegA, taba taka Apa chUTe nahIM haiN| praznakartA : isameM sabhI jIva A jAte haiM? manuSya hI nahIM, parantu cIMTI-makor3e sabhI A jAte haiM? dAdAzrI : hA~, jIva mAtra nirdoSa svabhAva ke dikhane caahie| praznakartA : dAdA, Apane jIva mAtra nirdoSa hai aisA kahA hai| aba naukarI meM maiMne kahIM bhUla kI aura merA UparI amaladAra aisA kahe ki tUne yaha bhUla kii| phira vaha mujhe DA~TegA, tthpkaaregaa| aba yadi maiM nirdoSa hoU~ to asala meM mujhe nahIM DA~TanA cAhie na? dAdAzrI : kisIkA DA~TanA hameM dekhanA nahIM hai| hameM, DA~TanevAlA bhI nirdoSa hai, aisA hamArI samajha meM honA caahie| isIlie kisI para doSa nahIM DAla sakate haiN| jitane nirdoSa Apako dikheMge, utane Apa 'samajha meM Ae' khlaaoge| mujhe jagat nirdoSa dikhatA hai| Apako aisI dRSTi AegI taba yaha paz2ala saoNlva ho jaaegaa| maiM Apako aisA prakAza daMgA aura itane pApa dho DAla~gA ki jisase ApakA prakAza banA rhegaa| aura Apako nirdoSa dikhatA jaaegaa| aura sAtha meM pA~ca AjJA meM rahoge, to vaha jo diyA huA jJAna hai, use thor3A bhI phrekcara nahIM hone deNgii| tattva dRSTi se jagat nirdoSa hama pUre jagat ko nirdoSa dekhate haiN|

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118 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! meM aura lakSmIjI kA viSaya pUrA ho ki vApisa ghara para memasAhaba yAda AtI rahatI haiM aura memasAhaba kA viSaya pUrA huA ki vApisa lakSmIjI kA viSaya yAda AtA hai! isIlie dUsarA kucha khayAla meM hI nahIM rahatA hai na! phira dUsare hisAba nikAlane ke hI raha jAte haiM na? nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 117 praznakartA : aisA pUre jagat ko nirdoSa kaba dekha sakeMge? dAdAzrI : Apako udAharaNa dekara samajhAtA huuN| Apa samajha jaaoge| eka gA~va meM eka sunAra rahatA hai| pA~ca haz2Ara logoM kA gA~va hai| Apake pAsa sonA hai, vaha sArA sonA lekara vahA~ becane ge| taba vaha sunAra sonA aise ghisatA hai, dekhatA hai| aba hamArA sonA vaise to cA~dI jaisA dikha rahA hotA hai, milAvaTavAlA sonA hotA hai, phira bhI vaha DA~TatA nahIM hai| vaha kyoM DA~TatA nahIM hai ki aisA kyoM bigAr3akara lAe ho? kyoMki usakI sone meM hI dRSTi hai| aura dUsare ke pAsa jAo, to vaha DA~TatA hai ki aisA kyoM lAe ho? isalie jo pArakhI hai, vaha DA~TatA nahIM hai| isalie Apa yadi sonA hI mA~gate ho, to isameM sonA hI dekho na! usameM dUsarA kisalie dekhate haiM? itanA milAvaTavAlA sonA kyoM lAe ho? aise DA~Te-kare, usakA kaba pAra Ae? hameM apanI taraha se dekha lenA hai ki isameM kitanA sonA hai aura usake itane rupaye mileNge| Apako samajha meM AyA na? usa dRSTi se maiM sAre jagat ko nirdoSa dekhatA huuN| sunAra isa dRSTi se cAhe jaisA sonA ho, phira bhI sonA hI dekhatA hai na? dUsarA kucha dekhatA hI nahIM hai na? aura DA~TatA bhI nahIM hai| hama use batAne gae hoM, taba apane mana meM hotA hai ki vaha DA~TegA to? apanA sonA to sArA kharAba ho gayA hai ! para nahIM, vaha to DA~TatA-karatA nahIM hai| vaha kyA kahegA, 'mujhe dUsarA kyA lenA-denA?' ve binA akkalavAle haiM yA akkalavAle haiM? praznakartA : aklavAlA hI kahalAegA na? dAdAzrI : yaha similI ThIka nahIM hai? praznakartA : ThIka hai| aisA udAharaNa deM, to phiTa jaldI ho jAtA hamane pArakhI ko dekhA thA, taba mujhe aisA hotA thA ki yaha DA~TatA kyoM nahIM ki Apa sonA kyoM bigAr3akara lAe ho? usakI dRSTi kitanI suMdara hai! kucha DaoNTatA bhI nahIM hai| isakA acchA hai vaisA bhI bolatA nahIM hai| para aisA kahegA, 'beTho, cAya-pAnI pIoge na?' are, milAvaTI sonA hai, taba bhI cAya pilAtA hai? aisA hI isameM bhii| kyA aMdara 'zuddha' sonA hI hai na? tAttvika dRSTi se dekheM to doSa kisIkA bhI nahIM hai| jagat nirdoSa, pramANa sahita hama jagat pUrA nirdoSa dekhate haiN| hamane jagat nirdoSa mAnA hai| vaha mAnA huA koI thor3e hI badala jAnevAlA hai? pala meM badala jAegA kyA? hamane nirdoSa mAnA huA hai, jAnA huA hai, vaha koI thor3e hI doSita laganevAlA hai?! kyoMki jagata meM koI doSita hai hI nhiiN| maiM ekjekTalI (jaisA hai vaisA) kaha detA huuN| buddhi se prUpha (pramANa) dene ko taiyAra huuN| isa buddhizAlI jagat ko, yaha jo buddhi kA phailAva huA hai, unheM prUpha cAhie to maiM denA cAhatA huuN| zIlavAna ke do guNa abhI haMDreDa parasenTa (sau pratizata) zIlavAna hote nahIM haiN| vaise zIlavAna ina pichale paccIsa sau varSoM meM nahIM hue haiN| pichale paccIsa sau varSoM ke jo karma haiM, unameM aisA zIlavAna ho hI nahIM sakatA mnussy| zIla AtA z2arUra hai, para pUrNatA nahIM aatii| praznakartA : para zIla kI dizA meM to jA sakate haiM na? dAdAzrI : hA~, jA sakate haiN| haiN| dAdAzrI : aba yaha udAharaNa koI jAnatA nahIM kyA? praznakartA : jAnate hoNge| dAdAzrI : nA, kisa taraha khyAla meM Ae? sArA dina dhyAna lakSmIjI

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 119 praznakartA : to vahA~ taka pahu~cane ke lie kyA karanA cAhie? merA eka sabase bar3A ulajhanavAlA prazna hai| usake lie kyA karanA cAhie, vaha patA nahIM calatA hai| dAdAzrI : choTe vAkya se kAma lenA cAhie ki kisI duzmana kI tarapha bhAva bhI nahIM bigaDe, aura bigaDA ho to pratikramaNa se sudhAra lo| bigar3a jAnA, vaha kamajorI ke kAraNa bigar3a jAtA hai, to pratikramaNa se sudhAra lo use! aise karate-karate vaha cIz2a siddha hogii| aura dasarA, isa jagata meM koI doSita hai hI nhiiN| asala meM hara eka jIva nirdoSa hI hai, jagat meN| doSita dikhatA hai, vaha hI bhrAMti hai| koI doSita nahIM hai, vaha 'usake' lakSya meM rahanA caahie| praznakartA : para use buddhi se samajhanA bahuta kaThina hai| dAdAzrI : buddhi samajhane detI hI nahIM hai yh| koI doSita nahIM, vaha buddhi samajhane detI hI nahIM hai| praznakartA : to usake lie kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : yaha vAkya to Apake anubhava meM Ae to anubhava hI Apako kaha degaa| pahale isa vAkya se zurUAta kro| to phira usakA anubhava Apako kaha degaa| isalie phira buddhi zAMta ho jaaegii| yaha hai jJAna kA tharmAmITara nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! praznakartA : bahuta hI bhUla meN| dAdAzrI : jaba jagat nirdoSa dikhegA, ApakI jeba kATa rahA ho vahI vyakti Apako nirdoSa dikhe, taba jAnanA ki karekTanesa (yathArthatA) para phuNce| eka rakama Apa mAnoge? skUla meM par3hate samaya erithameTika (aMka gaNita) meM sikhalAte haiM na mAsTarajI ki kucha nahIM hotA to sapoz2a (mAno ki) 100 aisA kahate haiM na? nahIM kahate, 100 mAno to javAba aaegaa| taba apane mana meM aisA hotA hai ki mAsTarajI ne 100 para koI jAdU kiyA lagatA hai| taba hama kaheM ki nahIM, maiM to savA sau maanuuNgaa| taba kahe, phira tujhe mAnanA ho vaha mAna na! aisI dhAraNA se javAba Ae, vaisA hai| vaisI eka rakama maiM mAnane kA kahatA hU~ aapko| 'isa jagat meM koI doSita hI nahIM hai| jagat pUrA hI nirdoSa hai|' Apako doSa dikhate haiM? praznakartA : dekheM to dikhate haiN| dAdAzrI : vAstava meM doSa haiM nahIM, phira bhI doSa dikhate haiM, vahI apanI nAsamajhI hai| logoM kA kiciMt mAtra doSa dikhatA hai vaha apanI nAsamajhI hai| yaha rakama mAne aura vaha rakama mAnakara javAba lAe to javAba A jAe aisA hai| koI doSita hai hI nahIM jagat meN| Apake doSoM se hI Apako baMdhana hai| dUsare kisIke doSa haiM hI nhiiN| koI ApakA nukasAna kare, koI gAliyA~ de, insalTa (apamAna) kare to usakA doSa nahIM hai, doSa ApakA hI hai| dRSTi ke anusAra sRSTi praznakartA : kabhI aisA bhI hotA hai ki eka hI vyakti Aja hameM acchA lagatA hai| dUsare dina tiraskArayukta lagatA hai| tIsare dina vaha vyakti isa jagat ke sAra ke rUpa meM Apa pUcho ki, isa jagat kA sAra kyA hai? taba kaheM, 'koI bhI vyakti doSita hai hI nahIM jagat meN| manuSya bhI doSita nahIM hai, bAgha bhI doSita nahIM hai|' isIlie isa javAba para se pUrI rakama DhUMDha nikAlanI hai| yaha javAba kyA hai ki yaha jagat pUrA nirdoSa svarUpa hai| jIva mAtra nirdoSa hai| doSita dikhatA hai, vaha khuda kI usa ajJAnatA se| bolo, aba kitanI bhUla meM hoMge Apa?

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! hameM madada karanevAlA bhI lagatA hai| to aisA kisalie hotA hai? dAdAzrI : usa vyakti meM badalAva dikhatA hai, vaha apanA roga hai| vyakti meM badalAva hotA hI nahIM hai| isalie badalAva dikhatA hai, vaha apanA hI roga hai / aura adhyAtma vahI kahatA hai na ! adhyAtma kyA kahatA hai? tujhe dekhanA hI nahIM AtA hai| bekAra hI, binA kAma ke patnI kA pati kisalie bana baiThA hai? isIlie hameM dekhanA nahIM Ane se aisA saba hotA hai| bAkI yaha phekTa cIz2a nahIM hai| 121 khuda ke lie sAmanevAlA vyakti kyA mAnatA hogA, vaha kyA patA cale? ApakI tarapha koI vyakti abhAva dikhAe to Apako usakI tarapha kaisA lagegA? hogA? praznakartA: abhAva dikhAe to acchA nahIM lgtaa| dAdAzrI : taba vaise hI Apa dUsare ko abhAva dikhAo to kyA praznakartA: vaha eka pahelI hai ki isameM mujhe acchA bhAva dikhatA hai aura dUsare meM mujhe kharAba bhAva dikhatA hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM, vaha pahelI nahIM hai| hama samajhate haiM ki kyA hai yaha, isIlie hameM pahelI nahIM lgtaa| eka vyakti mujhe roz2a pUchate ki mujhe isa AdamI ke lie ulaTe bhAva kyoM dikhate haiM? maine kahA, 'usa AdamI kA doSa nahIM hai, ApakA doSa hai|' praznakartA: para hama yadi kharAba hoM, to sabhI kharAba dikhane caahie| dAdAzrI : hama hI kharAba haiM, isalie hI yaha kharAba dikhatA hai| kharAba koI hai hI nhiiN| jo kharAba dikhatA hai, vaha ApakI kharAbI ke kAraNa kharAba dikhatA hai| bhagavAna ne yahI khoja kI aura Apa jo acchA kahate ho, vaha bhI ApakI mUrkhatA hai aMdara, phUlizanesa hai| acchA-acchA kahate ho phira hama pUcheM taba kahegA, 'mujhase vizvAsaghAta kiyaa|' to tU acchAacchA kaha rahA thA, vaha kisalie? ! acchA kahatA hai aura dasa varSa bAda 122 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! kahatA hai ki mujhase vizvAsaghAta kiyaa| aisA hotA hai ki nahIM hotA? praznakartA hotA hI hai na! dAdAzrI : aura aisA jo galata dikhatA hai, vaha acchA hai, aisA bhI mata maannaa| jaga nirdoSa anubhava meM.... praznakartA: sAmanevAlA nirdoSa dikhe, vaisI jAgRti satata rahanI cAhie na ? dAdAzrI : nirdoSa dikhane meM Apako bahuta samaya lgegaa| para Apako dAdA ne kahA hai, isalie Apako nirdoSa dikhegA kabhI, to vaha kahane mAtra se| para Apako ekjekTa nahIM dikhegaa| praznakartA: vaisA anubhava nahIM hogA hameM? dAdAzrI : anubhava nahIM hogA, abhI aapko| praznakartA: hama mana meM mAna leM ki hA~, vaha nirdoSa hI hai, to? dAdAzrI : yaha jJAna huA para vaha anubhava kabhI na kabhI hogA, para abhI to aisA pahale nakkI kara diyA hai isIlie hameM parezAnI nahIM na! nirdoSa hai aisA kahate haiM, isIlie apanA mana bigar3atA nahIM hai phira / kisIko doSita ThaharAyA ki ApakA mana pahale bigar3atA hai aura Apako duHkha detA hI hai| kyoMki doSita vAstava meM hai hI nhiiN| ApakI aqla se hI Apako doSita dikhatA hai aura vahI bhrAMti kI jagaha hai| hA~, aba Apa mujhe kahate raho para maiM kisIkI zikAyata sunU~gA? ! praznakartA: abhI Apane kyA kahA ki Apa mujhe kahate rahate ho ? dAdAzrI : hA~, para aisI saba bAteM karate ho, koI aise kara rahA thA, koI aise kara rahA thA, aisA Apako samajha meM AyA ki yaha saba galata hai ?

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123 124 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa!! praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : yaha TAima saba bekAra gyaa| saba nirdoSa haiM, aisA samajhe ki hala A gyaa| praznakartA : hamArI koI jeba kATe to turanta hama aisA kahate haiM ki yaha mere karma kA udaya huA, to turanta vaha vyakti nirdoSa dikhatA hai| dAdAzrI : itanA yadi jJAna meM A gayA, yaha mere hI karma kA udaya hai, taba vaha nirdoSa dikhe vaha ThIka hai| vaha anubhavapUrvaka kA kahalAtA hai| praznakartA : vaha anubhavapUrvaka kA kahalAtA hai? dAdAzrI : haaN| praznakartA : apane karma kA doSa hai, aisA dikhe to? dAdAzrI : hA~, vahI ki yaha mere hI karma kA udaya hai, usakA doSa nahIM hai yh| yaha hai, vaha jAgRti kahalAtI hai| aura vaise hI Apa bolo ki jagat pUrA nirdoSa hai, vaha abhI Apako pUrA anubhava meM nahIM AyA hai| isIlie ye kucha khAsa bAtoM meM ApakA aisA DisAiDa (nakkI) ho jAtA hai aura kucha bAteM aisI raheMgI ki jisameM DisIz2ana (nirNaya) nahIM hotA hai| isalie Apako mAna hI lenA hai| phira hai, to TAima AegA taba vaha DisAiDa ho jaaegaa| hama javAba jAnate hoM, to phira hisAba likhatelikhate A jAtA hai, taba patA cala jAtA hai| javAba jAnate hoM to acchA hai na?! praznakartA : hA~, aba koI bhI hameM phala mile yA koI bhI kArya ho, plasa yA mAinasa (adhika yA kama) para vaha apane karma ke adhIna hI hai, aisA mAna liyA jAtA hai... dAdAzrI : hA~, dUsarA kucha hai hI nhiiN| apanA hI hai sb| mAinasa nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! kaho to bhI apanA aura plasa kaho to bhI apnaa| para vyavahAra meM hameM use kahanA cAhie ki bhAI, Apane acchA kAma kara dikhAyA, aisA bolanA cAhie aura kharAba kiyA ho to use aisA nahIM kahanA cAhie ki Apane kharAba kiyaa| praznakartA : to use kyA kahanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : use kucha bhI nahIM kahanA caahie| usake prati mauna rahanA caahie| kyoMki acchA na kahe to use enkarejamenTa (protsAhana) nahIM miltaa| usake mana meM aisA hotA hai ki yaha seTha to kucha bolate hI nhiiN| vaha to aisA hI samajhatA hai na ki 'maiMne kiyA yaha !' apane karma ke udaya se karatA hai, aisA vaha jAnatA nahIM hai| vaha to kahegA, 'maiMne mehanata karake kiyA hai yh|' to hameM 'hA~' kahanA par3atA hai| aMtima dRSTi se jaga nirdoSa praznakartA : aba koI manuSya vaisA nAlAyaka dikhatA nahIM hai aura pahale mujhe nAlAyaka ke sivAya kucha dikhatA nahIM thaa| dAdAzrI : hai hI nhiiN| vaha jA~ca-par3atAla karane ke bAda hI to maiMne kahA ki, pUrA jagat mujhe nirdoSa dikhatA hai| praznakartA : zuddhAtmA na dekheM taba hI doSita dikhatA hai na? dAdAzrI : doSita kaba dikhatA hai ki zuddhAtmA na dekheM taba doSita dikhatA hai aura dUsarA usakA hisAba nahIM nikAlA usne| ekjekTalI (vAstava meM) yadi hisAba nikAle to vaha khuda hI kahegA, doSa dekhanevAlA hI kahegA, bhAI merI hI bhUla hai yaha to| isIlie yoM akelA zaddhAtmA dekhane se hI kucha khatama nahIM hotA hai| vaha to Age hI Age calatA rahatA hai| vaha to paddhati ke anusAra nikAla honA caahie| isalie kala hisAba meM se nikAla honA cAhie ki kisa taraha doSa nahIM hai uskaa| hA~, usakA doSa hai nahIM aura yaha dikhatA hai kyoM? bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kahA hai ki, 'pUrA jagat nirdoSa hai, jo koI bhUla

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 125 thI vaha merI hI thI aura vaha pakar3a meM A gii|' aura vaha mujhe bhI pakar3a meM A gaI, merI bhuul| aura aba Apako kyA kahatA hU~? ApakI bhUleM pkdd'o| maiM dUsarA kucha kahatA hI nahIM huuN| jo pataMga kI Dora mere pAsa hai, vaisI pataMga kI Dora Apake pAsa hai| zuddhAtmA kA jJAna khuda prApta kiyA, isalie pataMga kI Dora hAtha meM rhii| pataMga kI Dora hAtha meM nahIM ho aura gotA khAe aura cIkheM-cillAe~, kUda-phA~da kareM, usase kucha milatA nahIM hai| para hAtha meM Dora ho aura khIMceM to gote khAnA baMda ho jAtA hai yA nahIM ho jAtA? vaha Dora maiMne Apake hAtha meM de dI hai| isalie Apako yaha nirdoSa dekhanA hai| nirdoSa dRSTi se aise zuddhAtmA dekhakara 'use' nirdoSa banAnA hai| vaha thor3I dera bAda phira aMdara se ciikhegaacillaaegaa| 'yaha aisA-aisA karatA hai, use kyA nirdoSa dekhate ho?' usa samaya ekjekTalI nirdoSa dekhanA hai aura jaisA hai vaisA ekjekTalI nirdoSa hI hai| kyoMki yaha jagat jo hai na, vaha Apako dikhatA hai vaha saba ApakA pariNAma dikhatA hai, kaoNz2ez2a nahIM dikhte| aba pariNAma meM kisakA doSa? praznakartA : kaoNz2ez2a kA doss| dAdAzrI : kaoNz2ez2a karanevAle kA doss| yAnI pariNAma meM doSa kisIkA nahIM hotA hai| jagat pariNAma svarUpa hai| yaha to eka maiMne Apako bahuta hI choTA hisAba nikAlanA sikhAyA hai| aura bahuta hisAba haiM saare| kitane hI hisAba ikaTThe hue, taba maiMne eksepTa kiyA, jagat nirdoSa hai aisaa| nahIM to yoM hI eksepTa hotA hai kyA? yaha koI gappa hai? Apa apanI pratIti meM le jAnA ki yaha jagat nirdoSa hai, aisA sau pratizata hai, nirdoSa hI hai| doSita dikhatA hai, vaha hI bhrAMti hai| aura isIlie yaha jagat khar3A huA hai basa, khar3A hone ke kAraNa meM dUsarA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| jJAnadRSTi se dekhane jAe~ to jagat nirdoSa hai aura ajJAnatA se jagat doSita dikhatA hai| jagat jaba taka doSita dikhatA hai, taba taka bhaTakate rahanA hai| aura jaba jagat nirdoSa dikhegA, taba apanA chuTakArA hogaa| nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! jAna liyA to usakA nAma.... jAna liyA to vaha kahalAtA hai ki kabhI bhI Thokara na lge| jeba kaTa jAe taba bhI Thokara nahIM lge| aura tamAcA mAre taba bhI Thokara nahIM lage, usakA nAma jAna liyA kahalAtA hai| yaha to 'maiM jAnatA hU~, maiM jAnatA hU~', gAtA rhegaa| isIlie haldI kI gA~Tha lekara gAMdhI bana baiThe haiN| bAkI, jAna liyA to usakA nAma kahalAtA hai ki ahaMkAra nAma mAtra bhI na rhe| jeba kATa le, tamAcA mAre, to bhI asara na ho, taba usakA nAma jAna liyA kahalAtA hai| yaha to koI jeba kATa le na to 'merI jeba kATa lI, pulisavAle ko bulAo!' aise zora macA detA hai| are, kisa AdhAra para kaTI, usakA tujhe kucha patA hai? jJAnI puruSa jAnate haiM ki kisa AdhAra para kaTA hai| jeba kATanevAlA unheM gunahagAra nahIM dikhatA aura ise to jeba kATanevAlA gunahagAra dikhatA hai| jo jeba kATanevAlA nirdoSa hai, phira bhI Apako gunahagAra dikhatA hai, isIlie Apa abhI to kitane hI janma bhttkoge| jo dekhanA thA vaha nahIM dekhA aura ulTA hI dekhA! jo gunahagAra nahIM hai use gunahagAra dekhaa| dekho ye ulTA jJAna sIkhakara lAe haiM !! phira bhI ve jo dharama karate haiM, kriyAkAMDa karate haiM vaha galata nahIM hai| para kharI bAta, kharI haqIqata to jAnanI par3egI na? vaha jeba kATanevAlA Apako gunahagAra dikhatA hai na? vaha to sabhI pulisavAloM ko bhI jeba kATanevAlA gunahagAra dikhatA hai aura majadUroM ko bhI vaisA hI dikhatA hai, to isameM Apa kauna-sA nayA jJAna lAe? vaha to choTe bacce bhI jAnatA hai ki isane jeba kATI hai! isIlie 'yaha gunahagAra hai', aisA choTe bacce bhI kahate haiM, striyA~ bhI kahatI haiM aura Apa bhI kahate haiN| to ApameM aura ina sabameM pharka kyA hai? 'maiM jAnatA hU~, maiM jAnatA hU~' kahate ho, para loga kahate haiM vaisA hI jJAna Apake pAsa hai na? use jJAna kaheM hI kaise? dUsarA nayA jJAna Apake pAsa hai hI kahA~? 'jJAna' aisA nahIM hotA na? doSa dikhAe~, kaSAya bhAva eka kSaNabhara koI jIva doSita huA nahIM hai| yaha jo doSita dikhate

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128 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 127 haiM, vaha apane doSa ke kAraNa dikhate haiN| aura doSita dikhate haiM isIlie hI kaSAya karate haiN| nahIM to kaSAya hI na kare na? doSita dikhate haiM, isIlie galata hI dikhatA hai| aMdhA aMdhe se TakarAtA hai, usake jaisI bAta hai yh| aMdhe AdamI Amane-sAmane TakarAte haiM vaha hama jAneM aura dara rahakara kaheM ki yaha aMdhA lagatA hai! itanA adhika TakarAte haiM usakA kyA kAraNa hai? dikhatA nahIM hai| bAkI jagat meM koI jIva doSita hai hI nhiiN| yaha to saba jo doSa dikhatA hai, vaha ApakA hai| isalie kaSAya khar3e rahe haiN| dUsaroM ke doSa dikhAe vaha kaSAya bhAva kA pardA hai| isIlie dUsaroM ke doSa dikhate haiN| sIMga jaise kaSAya bhAva hote haiM, ve mor3ane se mur3ate nhiiN| aba krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha 'kama karo, kama karo' kahate haiN| ve kama kaba hoMge? ve kama hote hoMge? vAstavikatA kA jJAna ho ki koI doSita hai hI nahIM, taba una krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ko kama karane kA hI nahIM rahA na! doSita dikhatA hai isIlie phira pratikramaNa karanA par3egA na? praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : kabhI pichale krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ke kAraNa doSita dikheM to pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| tAki ve phira krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha cale jAte haiN| vahA~ kise DA~Toge? abhI pahAr3a para se eka DhelA luDhakatA lur3hakatA AyA aura sira meM lagA aura khUna nikalA, usa ghar3I Apa kise gAlI dete ho? gussA kisa para hote ho? ____ pahAr3a para se itanA bar3A patthara girA ho para pahale dekha letA hai ki kisIne lur3hakAyA yA kyA? koI na dikhe yA phira bandara ne laDhakAyA ho, phira bhI kucha nhiiN| bahuta huA to use bhagA detA hai| use kyA gAliyA~ detA hai? usakA nAma nahIM, nizAna nahIM, kahA~ dAvA kare? nAmavAle para dAvA kara sakate haiM, para bandarabhAI kA to nAma hI nahIM, kucha nahIM, kaise dAvA nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! karegA? gAliyA~ kisa taraha degA?! aise to mUr3hamAra khAtA hai, para ghara meM eka z2arA-sA itanA U~cAnIcA ho gayA ho to uchala-kUda kara detA hai ! phira bhI bhagavAna kI bhASA meM saba nirdoSa haiN| kyoMki nIMda meM karate haiM, usameM usakA kyA doSa? nIMda meM koI kahe, 'Apane merA yaha parA ghara jalA diyA aura saba merA nukasAna kara DAlA?' aba nIMda meM bole, usa para hama kisa taraha doSa mar3heM? nahIM koI duzmana aba... praznakartA : jagat nirdoSa kisa artha meM hai? dAdAzrI : khulle artha meM! isa jagat ke loga nahIM kahate ki, 'yaha hamArA duzmana hai, mujhe isake sAtha acchA nahIM lagatA, merI sAsa kharAba hai|' paraMtu mujhe to saba nirdoSa dikhate haiN| praznakartA : para Apa to kahate haiM Apako koI kharAba dikhatA hI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : koI kharAba hai hI kahA~? isalie kharAba kyA dekhanA? hameM sAmanevAle kA sAmAna dekhanA hai ! DibbI kA kyA karanA hai ! DibbI to pItala kI ho yA tAMbe kI ho yA lohe kI bhI ho! duzmana dikhe taba duHkha hotA hai na, para duzmana hI nahIM dekheM na? abhI to ApakI dRSTi aisI hai| camar3e kI A~kha hai, isalie yaha duzmana, yaha acchA nahIM hai aura yaha acchA hai khoge| yaha acchA hai, para do-cAra varSoM bAda vApisa use hI kharAba kahate ho| kahate haiM yA nahIM kahate? praznakartA : z2arUra kahate haiN| dAdAzrI : aura mujhe isa varlDa meM koI duzmana nahIM dikhtaa| mujhe nirdoSa hI dikhate haiM saba, kyoMki dRSTi nirmala ho gaI hai| isa camar3e kI A~kha se nahIM calatA, divyacakSu caahie|

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130 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! dikhate haiN| vaha abhI apanI dekhane meM bhala hotI hai. itanA samajhanA caahie| vAstava meM koI doSita hai hI nhiiN| bhrAMti se doSita lagate haiN| nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! sA~pa, bicchU bhI haiM nirdoSa... isa duniyA meM koI doSita hai hI nhiiN| praznakartA : udayakarma se hI hai, jo hai vaha, usI kAraNa se na? dAdAzrI : hA~, jagat pUrA nirdoSa hai hii| kisa dRSTi se nirdoSa hai? taba kahe, yadi zuddhAtmA dekheM to nirdoSa hI hai na! doSita kauna hai? bAhara kA pudgala na! yaha jise jagat mAnatA hai| vaha pudgala... hameM kyA jAnanA hai ki vaha pudgala udayakarma ke adhIna hai aaj| vaha khuda ke adhIna nahIM hai, khuda kI icchA nahIM ho phira bhI karanA par3atA hai yh| isalie vaha nirdoSa hI hai becaaraa| isalie hameM pUrA jagat nirdoSa hI... jIva mAtra nirdoSa hI dikhatA hai| jagat nirdoSa svabhAva kA hai| pUrA hI jagat nirdoSa hai| Apako dUsaroM ke jo doSa dikhate haiM, ve ApameM doSa hone se hI doSa dikhate haiN| jagat doSita nahIM hai, vaha Apako yadi dRSTi meM Ae taba hI Apa mokSa jaaoge| jagat doSita hai, vaisI dRSTi Ae to Apako yahA~ ArAma se par3e rahanA hai| mahAvIra ne bhI dekhe svadoSa! cora ApakI jeba kATe phira bhI vaha Apako doSita na dikhe, aise kitane sAre kAraNa hoMge, taba mokSa hogaa| AtmajJAna hone ke bAda aisI dRSTi hogI tabhI mokSa hogA, nahIM to mokSa hogA nhiiN| dekhane jAe~ to, yaha to jo doSa dikhatA hai vaha ApakI buddhi Apako pha~sAtI hai| bAkI doSita koI hai hI nahIM isa jagat meM! hama meM buddhi se aisA lagatA hai ki isane to sArI z2indagI meM koI aisA pApa kiyA nahIM hai aura isake sAtha aisA? taba kahe, nA, vaha kitane hI janmoM ke pApa, aba gAr3ha pApa hote haiM na, ve pakate dera se haiN| Apane eka abhI aisA gAr3ha karma bA~dhA, vaha pA~ca hajAra varSoM meM pApa pkegaa| vipAka hone meM to bahuta TAima jAtA hai| aura kitane hI halke karma hote haiM, ve sau varSa meM paka jAte haiM, isalie hamAre loga kahate haiM na sarala vyakti hai, acchA vyakti hai| sarala ke karma saba gAr3ha nahIM hote haiN| aura karma vipAka hae binA phala dete nahIM haiN| Ama ke per3a para Ama itane bar3e aura rasa nahIM nikalatA? vipAka honA caahie| yaha jJAna hone ke bAda doSita hameM bhI koI manuSya, koI jIva dikhA nahIM hai| jaba yaha dRSTi milegI, taba mahAvIra dRSTi ho gaI hai aisA nakkI hogaa| jinakI dRSTi meM koI doSita dikhatA nahIM thaa| bhagavAna ko yahA~ kAna meM kIleM ThokI, to kauna doSita dikhA thA? praznakartA : svkrm| dAdAzrI : svakarma dikhe| devoM ne khaTamala DAle, dUsarA kiyA, tIsarA kiyA, taba bhI doSita kauna dikhA? svkrm| ___mahAvIra bhagavAna ko bhI una logoM ne kIleM ThokI thIM, taba turanta hI jJAna meM dekhA ki kisakA pariNAma AyA hai! yAnI kAna meM kIleM ThokI, koI japa karatA ho, tapa karatA ho. usameM hameM usakA doSa kyA dekhanA hai? aisA hai, usake 'vyavasthita' ke tAbe meM hotA hai. vaisA becArA karatA hai| usameM hameM kyA lenA-denA? hameM TIkA karane kA koI kAraNa hai? hama usake sAtha naye karAra kisalie bA~dhe? use jo anukUla Ae, vaisA vaha karatA hai| hameM to mokSa ke sAtha hI kAma hai| hameM dUsare ke sAtha kAma nahIM hai| aura jagat meM hameM koI doSita dikhatA nahIM hai| jeba kATe vaha bhI doSita nahIM dikhatA hai| yAnI ki jagat meM koI bhI jIva doSita nahIM dikhatA hai| sA~pa ho yA bicchU ho yA cAhe jo ho, jo Apako doSita dikhatA hai na, usakA bhaya ApameM ghusa jAtA hai| aura hameM doSita dikhatA hI nahIM hai| kisa AdhAra para doSita nahIM hai, vaha saba AdhAra hama jJAna se jAnate haiN| yaha doSita dikhatA hai, vaha to bhrAMta dRSTi hai, bhrAMti kI dRSTi ! yaha cora hai aura yaha sAhUkAra hai, yaha falAnA hai, vaha bhrAMti kI dRSTi hai| hamArA lakSya kyA honA cAhie ki sabhI jIva mAtra nirdoSa hai| hameM doSadRSTi se doSita

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 131 use bhI nirdoSa dekhA thA! kisIkA doSa to nikAlane jaisA jagat meM hai hI nhiiN| hama kabhI bhI kisIkA doSa nikAlate nahIM hai| kisIkA doSa hotA bhI nahIM hai| bhagavAna ne bhI nirdoSa dekhe haiN| taba phira hama doSa nikAlanevAle kauna? unase bhI adhika samajhadAra haiM kyA? bhagavAna se bhI samajhadAra?! bhagavAna ne bhI nirdoSa dekhe haiN| jagat meM kisIko doSita dekhA nahIM. usakA nAma mhaaviir| aura mahAvIra kA kharA ziSya kauna ki jise logoM ke doSa dikhane kama hone lage haiN| saMpUrNa dazA taka nahIM hotA hai, para doSa dikhane kama hone lage haiN| abheda dRSTi hone se bane vItarAga ye Apako doSita dikhate haiM usakA kAraNa kyA hai ki ApakI dRSTi vikArI ho gaI hai| merA-terA kI buddhivAlI hai| yaha merA aura yaha terA, aisI merA-terA ke bhedavAlI hai! jaba taka doSita dikhatA hai, taba taka kucha bhI prApta nahIM kiyA hai| hameM kisIke sAtha judAI nahIM hai| abheda dRSTi huI, vaha bhagavAna kahalAtA hai| yaha hamArA aura yaha ApakA, ve sAmAjika dharma hote haiM saare| ina sAmAjika dharmoM ne to ulajhaneM khar3I kI haiM, aura dharma pAlate jAte haiM aura ciMtA bar3hatI jAtI hai| 132 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 'terA galata hai' aisA to kisalie hama kahate haiM ki Apako samajhAne ke lie, yaha dUsare logoM kI bAta karate haiN| dUsare logoM kI TIkA karane ke lie bAta nahIM karanI hai| TIkA hotI hI nahIM hai kisI jagaha para aura yadi TIkA hai to vItarAga kA vijJAna nahIM hai| vahA~ dharma hai hI nahIM, abhedatA hai hI nhiiN| yaha phalAne saMpradAya kA ho yA yaha phalAne saMpradAya kA ho, para kisIkI TIkA nhiiN| bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM? niSpakSapAtI ko hama pache ki sAhaba, ApakA kyA kahanA hai? ye loga hameM aMdhe lagate haiN| taba kahe, vaha ApakI dRSTi meM cAhe jo hoM, para ve apanI jagaha para sacce haiN| taba kahe, cora corI karatA hai vaha? to ve apanI jagaha para sacce haiN| Apa kisalie aklamaMdI karate ho? Apa kevala use nirdoSa dRSTi se dekho| Apake pAsa yadi nirdoSa dRSTi ho, to usase Apa dekho| nahIM to dUsarA kucha dekhanA mata! aura dUsarA dekhoge to mAre jaaoge| jaisA dekhoge vaisA ho jaaegaa| jaisA dekhoge vaise Apa bana jaaoge| kyA galata kahate haiM? ye vItarAga sayAne haiM na, aisA Apako lagatA hai na! yahA~ to ye vaiSNava dharma ke loga vItarAga kA dharma prApta karane Ae haiM, taba unheM lagA ki vItarAga aise the! taba maiMne kahA, aise the viitraag| taba kahe, aisA to sunA hI nahIM thA maiMne ! isIlie isa maMdira meM Ate haiM na, sImaMdhara svAmI ke darzana karate haiM na, ullAsapUrvaka! praznakartA : yaha to Apane bahuta bar3I bAta kahI, 'jaisA dekhoge vaisA bana jaaoge|' dAdAzrI : hA~, vaisA dekhoge to Apa usa rUpa ho jaaoge| isIlie maiMne dUsarA kucha kabhI bhI dekhA nahIM hai| doSita dekha hI nahIM skte| svarUpa jo ulTA dikhatA hai, hameM use palaTa denA cAhie ki aisA kyoM dikhA? Aja kA darzana aura gata bhava kA rikaoNrDa hameM jagat pUrA nirdoSa dikhatA hai| para vaha zraddhA meM hai| zraddhA meM yAnI gaccha-mata kI jo kalpanA... bAkI yaha kRpAludeva ne kahA hai ki 'gaccha-mata kI jo kalpanA, vaha nahIM sdvyvhaar|' kalpanA vaha kalpanA hI nahIM hai, para vahI hai jo AvaraNa svarUpa bana gayA hai| phira bhI bhagavAna ne use dharma kahA hai| vaha usakI jagaha para dharma meM hI hai| Apa aklamaMdI mata karanA, vaha jo kara rahA hai vaha usakI jagaha para dharma meM hI hai| isIlie Apa aklamaMda mata bnnaa| terA galata hai. aisA kisIko kabhI bhI nahIM kahanA caahie| usakA nAma - nisspksspaat|

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134 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 133 darzana meM, aura anubhava meM AyA hai ki nirdoSa hI hai| phira bhI vartana jo hai, vaha chUTatA nahIM hai abhI bhI!! abhI koI phalAne saMta kI ulTI bAta aaii| ve cAhe jaise hoM, phira bhI Apako to ve nirdoSa hI dikhane caahie| phira bhI hama vaisA bolate haiM ki yaha aise haiM, aise haiM, vaisA nahIM bolanA caahie| hamArI zraddhA meM ve nirdoSa haiM. jJAna meM A gayA hai ki nirdoSa haiM, phira bhI bola nikala jAtA hai| vartana meM bola nikala jAtA hai| isIlie ye TeparikaoNrDa kahate haiM use!! Tepa rikaoNrDa ho gayA, usakA kyA ho? para TeparikaoNrDa iphekTiva hai na sArI, isIlie use to aisA hI hotA hai ki abhI ye dAdA hI bole| praznakartA : aura vaha bolate samaya, yaha bhUla hai, aisA aMdara hotA hai kyA? dAdAzrI : hA~, bolate samaya, oNna da maoNmenTa (tatkSaNa) patA hotA hai| yaha galata ho rahA hai, yaha galata bolA jA rahA hai| praznakartA : aba aisA yadi jaisA hai vaisA na bolo, to sunanevAle saba galata rAste para jAe~ge, aisA ho sakatA hai na? dAdAzrI : sunanevAle? para vaha buddhi kI daqhala hI hai na! vItarAgatA ko daqhala nahIM hai koI bhI!! praznakartA : para sunanevAle to buddhi ke adhIna hI hote haiM na? dAdAzrI : haaN| para merI buddhi meM AyA ki ise sunanevAle ko nukasAna hogA isalie nukasAna aura fAyadA, praoNphiTa aura laoNsa dekhA na? praoNphiTa enDa laoNsa to buddhi dikhAtI hai ki sAmanevAle ko nukasAna hogA! phira bhI abhI hama ina saMta kA bole para Aja yaha kAma kA nahIM hai| para usa samaya hama aisA nahIM mAnate the ki yaha jagat pUrA nirdoSa hai| praznakartA : usa samaya buddhi kI daqhala thI aisA huA na? dAdAzrI : hA~, usa samaya buddhi kI daqhala thii| isIlie yaha dakhala jAtI nahIM hai na jaldI? praznakartA : isIlie pUrA vartana pahale ke hI jJAna ko lekara hai na? dAdAzrI : pahale buddhi jaba taka thI na, taba taka ye koMcA thaa| para buddhi ke jAne ke bAda koMcate nahIM haiM na! nahIM to baddhi hara eka ko koMcatI hI rahatI hai| buddhi hamezA hI jaba taka hai, taba taka kampeyara aura konTrAsTa calatA hI rahatA hai| praznakartA : aura siddhAMta rakhA hai na ki yaha nirdoSa hai| dAdAzrI : isIlie hai nirdoSa aura kisalie aisA hotA hai? hama yaha khulA kaha dete haiM ki jagat pUrA nirdoSa hai| aura eka tarapha ye zabda aise nikale haiN| AzcaryakArI, adbhuta, akrama jJAnI kA pada yaha to saba sAinsa hai| yaha dharma nahIM hai| dharma to, saba bAhara calate praznakartA : vaha ThIka hai para usa saMta kI yaha bhUla hai, aisA jo bolA jA rahA hai, usa samaya aisA patA hotA hai na ki unakI isa apekSA se aisI bhUla kahalAtI hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, kisa apekSA se unakI bhUla kahalAtI hai vaha jAnate haiM, para vaha mAnyatA to pahale kI thI na! yaha saba, usase pahale kA jJAna thaa| isalie Aja kA TeparikaoNrDa nahIM hai yh| praznakartA : isIlie pahale kA jJAna isa Tepa meM, bolane meM helpa karatA hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, aura abhI to vaha isa samaya bola hI rahA hai| para loga to aisA hI samajhate haiM na ki Aja dAdA bole, abhI dAdA bole para maiM jAnatA hU~ ki yaha pahale kA hai| isalie phira bhI hameM kheda to huA karatA hai na! aisA nahIM nikalanA caahie| eka akSara bhI nikalanA nahIM caahie|

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 135 haiM na, ve saba dharma kahalAte haiN| ve rileTiva dharma haiN| rileTiva yAnI nAzavaMta dharma, aura yaha to 'riyala', turanta mokSaphala denevaalaa| turanta hI mokSa kA svAda cakhA detA hai| aisA mokSamArga cakhA hai, svAda meM A gayA hai, anubhava meM A gayA hai| jagat pUrA nirdoSa hai' aisA Apako samajha meM AyA hai, jaba ki bhagavAna mahAvIra ko vaha anubhava meM thaa| kisI samaya Apako samajha nahIM Ae aura kisI samaya jhaMjhaTa ho jAe, phira bhI turanta vApisa jJAna hAz2ira ho jAtA hai ki usakA kyA doSa? 'vyavasthita' hai vaha samajha meM AtA hai| nimitta hai, samajha meM AtA hai| saba samajha meM A jAtA hai| bhagavAna ko anubhava meM thaa| hameM yaha samajha meM hai| samajha hamAre jaisI rahe na ! ekjekTa hAz2ira, zUTa oNna sAiTa samajha rahatI hai isalie hamArA yaha 'kevaladarzana' kahalAtA hai| ApakA 'kevaladarzana' abhI ho rahA hai| 'kevalajJAna' ho sake aisA nahIM hai to hama use kisalie bulAe~? jo ho sake aisA nahIM ho use kaheM 'padhAro-padhAro' to kyA hogA? 'kevaladarzana' koI choTA pada hai? varlDa kA adbhuta pada hai!!! isa duSamakAla meM 'kevaladarzana' to gaz2aba kA pada hai| suSamakAla meM tIrthaMkaroM ke samaya ke pada se bhI yaha pada U~cA kahalAtA hai| kyoMki abhI to tIna pratizata para pAsa kie the, mahAvIra bhagavAna ke samaya meM taiMtIsa pratizata para pAsa karate 136 nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! ('mA~ kisIke doSa nahIM nikAlatI hai, dAdA ko bhI kisIke doSa nahIM dikhate haiN|') mujhe abhI koI gAliyA~ de, phira kahegA, 'sAhaba mujhe mAfa kro|' are bhAI! hameM mAfa karanA nahIM hotA hai| mAfI to hamAre sahaja gaNa meM hI hotI hai| sahaja svabhAva hI hamArA ho gayA hai ki mAfI hI bakzate haiN| tU cAhe jo kare, phira bhI mAfI hI bakzate haiN| jJAnI kA vaha svabhAvika guNa bana jAtA hai| aura vaha AtmA kA guNa nahIM hai, na hI deha kA guNa hai, ve vyatireka guNa haiM saare| ina guNoM para se hama nApa sakate haiM ki AtmA utane taka phuNcaa| phira bhI ye AtmA ke guNa nahIM hai| AtmA ke khuda ke guNa to vahA~ TheTha sAtha meM jAte haiM, ve saba guNa AtmA ke| aura vyavahAra meM yaha hama kahate haiM, ve lakSaNa haiM uske| yadi kisIko dhaula mAreM aura vaha apane sAmane ha~se, taba hama jAna jAte haiM ki inheM sahaja kSamA hai| taba apane ko samajha meM AtA hai ki bAta ThIka hai| ApakI nirbalatA hama jAnate haiN| aura nirbalatA hotI hI hai| isIlie hamArI sahaja kSamA hotI hai| kSamA denI par3atI nahIM hai, mila jAtI hai, sahaja bhAva se| sahaja kSamA gaNa to aMtima dazA kA gaNa kahalAtA hai| hameM sahaja kSamA hotI hai| itanA hI nahIM para Apake lie hameM eka samAna prema rahatA hai| jo bar3he-ghaTe vaha prema nahIM hotA hai, vaha Asakti hai| hamArA prema bar3hatAghaTatA nahIM hai, vahI zuddha prema, paramAtma prema hai| taba prakaTa ho, mukta hAsya praznakartA : eka akSara bhI ApakA pahu~ce to nirdoSatA A jaae| dAdAzrI : aura hamArA akSara bhI pahu~cate dera nahIM lgtii| yaha jJAna jo diyA huA hai na, isalie eka akSara bhI pahu~cane meM dera nahIM lgtii| jagat pUrA nirdoSa dikhegA, taba mukta hAsya utpanna hogaa| bhAra binA kA mukta hAsya utpanna hotA hI nahIM, aisA niyama hai| eka bhI manuSya doSita the| 'jagat pUrA nirdoSa hai' aisA samajha meM A gayA ! nahIM dekhate dAdA doSa kisIke Apake doSa bhI hameM dikhate haiM, para hamArI dRSTi zuddhAtmA kI tarapha hotI hai, udayakarma kI tarapha dRSTi nahIM hotii| hameM sabake doSoM kA patA cala jAtA hai, para usakA hama para asara nahIM hotA hai, isalie to kavi ne likhA hai ki, 'mA kadI khor3a kADhe nahIM, dAdAne ya doSa koInA dekhAya nhiiN|'

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nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa! 137 dikhe na, taba taka hAsya utpanna nahIM hotA hai aura mukta hAsya se manuSya kalyANa kara detA hai| mukta hAsya ke eka bAra darzana kare na, taba bhI kalyANa ho jaae| vaha to aba khuda usa rUpa honA pdd'egaa| khuda ho jAe to sArA ThIka ho jaae| hamezA sirpha parsanAliTI hI koI kAma nahIM krtii| khuda kA jo cAritra hai vaha bahuta bar3A kAma karatA hai| isalie hI to zAstrakAroM ne kahA hai ki jJAnI puruSa eka u~galI para pUrA brahmAMDa uThA sakate haiN| kyoMki cAritrabala hai| cAritrabala matalaba kyA? nirdoSa dRSTi nirdoSa dRSTi dAdA ke pAsa sunI aura abhI to pratIti meM AI hai| hameM anubhava meM hotI hai| pratIti Apako baiThI hai z2arUra, para abhI vartana meM Ate hue dera lagegI na? bAkI mArga yahI hai| mArga AsAna hai aura koI parezAnI Ae aisA nahIM hai| jaya saccidAnaMda UparI kalpa goThavaNI noMdha niyANAM dhaula silaka tAyafA upalaka kar3hAyA ajaMpA mUla gujarAtI zabdoM ke samAnArthI zabda : baoNsa, variSTha mAlika : kAlacakra : seTiMga, prabaMdha, vyavasthA : atyaMta rAga athavA dveSa sahita lambe samaya taka yAda rakhanA, noTa karanA : apanA sArA puNya lagAkara kisI eka vastu kI kAmanA karanA : hathelI se mAranA : rAhakharca, pU~jI : phaz2ItA : satahI, Upara Upara se, suparaphluasa : kur3hana, kleza : becainI, azAMti, ghabarAhaTa

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