Atmanand Prakash Pustak 072 Ank 10 11

Author(s): Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531824/1

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2 / USIQI. thaLAma sa. 799 (cANa ), vIra saM. 2501 vi. saM. 2031 zrAvaNa-bhAdara hA nA ka5nA # 2 zva za za za za da ka sa rA je usUtra prarUpaNo pragaTamAM heAye kadI AcarI, zuddhAzuddha lakhela hoya kadI je lekha pramAde karI. dai virAdhyA kadIye caturvidha mahA je hAya zrI saMdhane, hai fivA TukRtta sarva te ama haje paryuSaNArAdhane. pakkAzaka : zrI jena AmAnada sabhA-bhAvanagara pustaka : 7 ra ] ogaSTa-sapTembara : 1975 [ aMka : 10 11 For Private And Personal Use Only

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anukra--maNi --kA kema. lekha lekhaka che 1. adhyAtmika AnaMda . anaMtarAya jAdavajI zAha 163 2. tame guNAnurAgI banajo ? ... desAI jagajIvanadAsa je. jaina 164 3. ahiMsAtmaka ArAdhanA *** paM'. lAlacandra bhagavAnadAsa 165 4. mahAvIrane vicAra samanvaya ratilAla dIpacaMda desAI 168 5. Adarza vibhUti >> sAdhvIjI mahArAja zrI DekArazrIjI 173 6. paDhe popaTa....pyArU akArUM .... hai, bhAIlAla ema. bAvIzI 177, 7. sujAtAnI kSamAvRtti * manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA 179 8. tyAga-dana ane AcaraNa *** bhAnumati dalAla 183 9. vANIne saMyama .... zrI khImacaMdabhAI cAMpazI zAha 185 10, brahmadatta cakravartI ... manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA 189 11. sukha ane zAMti ... UI pAdhyAya zrI amara muni 193 12. svAcya ane manavRttio .... pU. sAdhvIzrI kanakazrIjI 13. AtmAnI jhAMkhI - * .... makaranda dave 14. zrI khImacaMdabhAI cAMpazI zAhanuM nivedana .. 15. zrI khImacaMdabhAI cAMpazI zAhanA patra . 205 uparane TharAva 195 199 203 A sabhAnA navA mAnavatA peTrano zrI vijendrabhAI hIMmatalAla-muMbaI zrI zAMntIlAla becaradAsa (bhAvanagaravALA) muMbai A sabhAnA navA AjIvana sabhya zrI naTavaralAla ema. zAha muMbaI zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya vidyArthinI skolarazipa ! 1975 mArca, 1975 mAM levAela gujarAta ane mahArASTra esa. esa. sI. beDanI parIkSAmAM vetAmbara jaina vidyArthinIomAM sauthI vizeSa guNa prApta karI AgaLa abhyAsa karanAra ku. mANIka devakaraNujI jainane rUpiyA traNasenI kelarazipa ApavAmAM AvI che. A vidyArthinI pUnA zrI eca. eca. sI. pI. hAIskUlamAMthI 597/700 (85.2%) mArkasa meLavI uttirNa thaela che. ane pUnAnI pharagyusana koleja mAM pri. Di2i sAyansamAM abhyAsa kare che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www.kohatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir A sabhAnA navA mAnavaMtA peTrana zrI. vijendrabhAI hiMmatalAla lAlanA jIvananI TuMkI rUparekhA - pANImAM taravAnI kriyA jANuvA chatAM, te kriyA karavAmAM na Ave te pANImAM tarI zakAtu nathI, te ja pramANe bhavasAgarane taravAnA upAya jANavA chatAM, te upAyane AcaraNamAM na mukAya te| bhavasAgara tarI zakAtA nathI. tethI ja ApaNA zAstrakArAe kahyuM che ke, samyag jJAnaziyAmyAM mokSaH arthAt samyak jJAna ane samyak kriyA-AcaraNa e ba MnenA samanvaya thAya tyAre ja meAkSa sAdhana zakaya bane. A rIte sAcA jJAna ane sAcI kriyAnA jemanA jIvanamAM mahu aze samanvaya thayelA jovAmAM Ave che, te zrI. vijendrabhAI nA janma pATaNa (gujarAta)mAM I. sa. 1922 mAM zrI. hiM' matalAla vastAca' dalAlane tyAM thayA hatA. teonu` mULa vatana pATaNa, paNa pitAneA vyavasAya muMbaImAM eTale zrI vijendrabhAinA uchera tA muMbaImAM ja thayuM. meTrIka sudhI abhyAsa karI teo vyavasAyamAM joDAi gayA. I. sa. 1945 sudhI temAe zera bajAramAM kAma karyuM. te pachI temanA mukhya vyavasAya ekasaporTa-ImponA kAmanA hatA. jaina samAje jemane mahArASTranA siMhanI upamA ApelI che, te zrI. pepaTalAla rAmacaMdanA bahena zrI. saudAminIbena sAthe egaNIsa varSanI vaye temanA lagna thayA. temane e sa'tAnA che eka putra ane eka putrI. putrI zrI. lApAbahena DokTara che. iMglAMDamAM meDIkala lAInamAM AgaLa abhyAsa karI teo hAla amerikAmAM prekaTIsa kare che. temanA pati paNa ek. Ara. sI. esa. che ane pati patnI baMne yu. esa.mAM prekaTIsa kare che. temanA ekanA eka putra zrI. vikramabhAinA janma i. sa. 1945mAM thayA. zrI vikramabhAI meTrIka sutrI abhyAsa karI potAnA dhadhAmAM joDAi gayA. pI. dalAla enDa ka'panI, TesTIMga mazIna kArapeArezana vi. ka panIonu` saMcAlana kAya' zrI. vijendrabhAi i. sa. 1974 mAM sakriya dhadhAmAMthI nivRtta thatAM, zrI. vikramabhAi ja saMbhALe che. svITajharalenDanI mazInarI insTrumenTanI 'panI TesAnA teo bhArata khAtenA sela ejanTa che. jaga vikhyAta A rIte dhadhAdArI kSetre zrI vijendrabhAinI atyaMta saphaLa kArkidI hAvA chatAM, temanu mukhya dhyeya ane lakSa te AdhyAtmika che. varasothI temane tyAM dhAmika zikSaka abhyAsa karAvavA Ave che. cega ane dhyAnamAM teo UMDA rasa dharAve che, ane A viSayamAM UMDA UtarI temaNe talasparzI For Private And Personal Use Only

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jJAna prApta karyuM che. mahopAdhyAya zrImad yazovijayajInA "jJAnasAra'nA dareka adhyayanane mananapUrvaka abhyAsa karI harahaMmeza ciMtana kare che temaNe jainadharmanuM pAyAnuM jJAna meLavyAM uparAMta, AcArAMga jevA AgamasUtramAM paNa DUbakI mArI che. sAdhu saMtene samAgama temane priya vyavasAya che. pUjya munizrI bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAjanA samAgamamAM AvyA pachI, temanA jIvanamAM bhAre parivartana AvyuM che. zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe Atmasiddhi zAstramAM AtmAthI jIvanA lakSaNa batAvatAM eka gAthAmAM kahyuM che ke - ne pratyakSa sadguru prAptine, gaNe parama upakAra; - traNa pega ekatvathI, vate" AjJAdhAra. arthAt AtmAthI pratyakSa sadguru prApta thAya tene parama upakAranuM kAraNa mAne che ane mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekatAthI AjJAMkitapaNe vate che-A gAthAne caritArtha zrI. vijendrabhAimAM pratyakSarUpe jovA maLe che. teo avAranavAra pU. bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAja sAhebanA darzane jAya che ane zaMkAnuM samAdhAna prApta karI Ave che. AcArAMga sUtramAM kahyuM che ke naM ramati pAna ' mamti paradU-jyAM samakti eTale AtmajJAna che tyAMja munipazu jANavuM. zrI. vijendrabhAInA sadbhAgya ane parama puNyadayanA kAraNe AvA mahAna munirAjanuM mArgadarzana temane prApta thayuM che. zrI. vijendrabhAIne hATaDIsIjha che, paNa varasethI pAMca tithinA besaNAM kare che. be varSa pahelAM upalAM upadhAna tapa (aDhArIyu)ne paNuM temaNe lahAve lIdhe che. caitraAso mAsamAM zakya hoya tyAre enI paNa kare che. yuvAvasthAmAM puruSa jyAre AdhyAtmika paMthe vaLe che, tyAre tenA pAyAmAM tenI patnIne phALo . vizeSa pramANamAM kAma karI jato hoya che. zrI saudAminI bahena paNa vaibhava vacce rahevA chatAM atyaMta dharmaniSTha ane tapasvI che. temaNe paNa upadhAna tapane lahAvo lIdho che. vardhamAna tapa AMbelanI oLIne pAyo nAMkhe che. temanAmAM rahelA vaiyAvaccane guNa bhAre prazaMsanIya che. tIrthayAtrAmAM javAnuM thAya tyAre sAdhvIjIone vaherAvavA jarUrI sAmagrI sAtheja laI jAya ane upAzrayamAM jaI pote jAte atyaMta ullAsa ane bhAvapUrvaka vahorAve. ApaNe tyAM vaiyAvRtyanuM bahu moTuM mAhAbhya che. zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM te spaSTa kahyuM che ke vaiyAvacaijaM tirathayara nAmanu janma nigdha arthAt vaiyAvRtya evuM mahAna tapa che ke jenAthI tIrthakara nAmagotra kama baMdhAya che. manamAM vasavase hoya te mAtra ekaja vAtane-Avo uttama mAnava janma, zreSTha to dhama ane tamAma sAnukULa saMjoge prApta thayA hovA chatAM sAdhvIjI thavAnuM zakya na banyuM. vicAra ane bhAvanAmAM paNa eka prakAranI adbhuta zakti rahelI che. gItAnA eka zleka anusara mANasane janma tenI gata janmanI adhurI vAsanA pUrI thAya evA vAtAvaraNamAM thAya che. sAdhu munirAje ane sAdhvIjIo pAse zrI. saudAminI bahena jyAre vAsakSepa nakhAvatA hoya che, tyAre tenA manamAM Avate janme tyAga dharmane vega prApta thAya evIja bhAvanA ramatI hoya che. have pachInA janmamAM temanI AvI manekAmanA jarUra siddha thaze ema vagara zaMkAe cokkasa rIte kahI zakAya. zrI. vijendrabAI jevA eka dharmaniSTha ane jJAnaniSTha mahAnubhAva A sabhAne peTrana tarIke prApta thayA, te mATe ame AnaMda ane gaurava anubhavIe chIe ane temane tandurasta dIdhuM AyuSya IcchIe chIe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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varSa : 72 ] vi. saM. 2031 zrAvaNa . I. sa. 1975 ogaSTa [ aMka: 10-11 - AdhyAtmika AnaMda - duniyA mahIM vAta ghaNI carcA thakI samajAyanA, carcA bahu karavA chatAM pAra kAMI pamAyanA. lADu ane miSTAnnanI vAta karyothI zuM vaLe? vAta kare moTI bhale paNa svAda zuM tethI maLe? evI rIte adhyAtmanI carcA karyethI zuM vaLe? adhyAtmane AnaMda ke cathI karyethI nA maLe? adhyAtmanA AnaMdane vANI varNavI nA zake, adhyAtmano AnaMda mANe teja te jANI zake. adhyAtmamaya jIvana jIve adhyAtma sukhane jANavA adhyAtmamaya jIvana jIve adhyAtma sukhane mANavA -anaMtarAya jAdavajI zAha For Private And Personal Use Only

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tame guNAnurAgI banajo! tame guNAnurAgI banaje aMtarane niramaLa kare -tame bIjAnAM avaguNa nihALI aMtara daSTi tame karajo tame paraduHkhane samajI pitAnAM upAya ene karo sahejo duHkha tamArAM saghaLAM parapIDA haiye dhara -tame A mArUM A tAruM AvA bheda mahi nava rAce maitrI bhAvanA tUTyAM baMdhana have jarA te jAgo--tame vArasadAra tame vIra pitAnA peDhInAM teja dipA samaya jAya che sajaja banI sau maitrI gAna racAve-tame satya ahiMsA prema vahAvI jIvananuM maMgaLa karo dharma tatva A ajaba anerU enA zaraNa tame dharaje-tame dharma kahe che dhAraNa karavuM jIvanane "dharma" banAvo mAnavatAnA dIpa jhalAvI tame mAnavatA pragaTA-tame desAI jagajIvanadAsa je. jaina bagasarA 164] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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ahiMsAtmaka ArAdhanA (le. paM. lAlacandra bhagavAnadAsa-vaDodarA) prativarSa payuMSaNa kalpanuM ArAdhana mukhyatayA mahAvIrane paNa tIrthakara tarIkenA chelA bhavamAM sAdhuo ane sAdhvIo kare che, temane anusarIne, paNa temane vividha parISaha tathA anukUla pratikUla temanA upadezAnusAra, zrAvake ane zrAvikA upasargo thayA, duSTa de, mAna ane caMDakauzika paNa yathAzakti dharmanuM ArAdhana kare che. zramaNa daSTiviSa sarpa ane tiryacenA atyanta bhayaMkara bhagavAna mahAvIranA nirvANa pachI 900 varSe prANAnta vikaTa upasargonA prasaMgamAM paNa teo (vikrama saMvata 110 varSa) zrIkalpasUtra pustakArUDha samabhAvamAM rahyA AtmadhyAnathI lezamAtra calAyamAna thayuM. lakhAyuM ane vIra nirvANa pachI 993 varSe thayA nahi, utkRSTa prakAranI kSamA, mArdava, Arjava (vikrama saMvata pa23 varSa) putranA maraNathI Arta vagere zamaNudharmanI kasoTI thaI emAM e pAra mahArAjA kuvasena ane prajAnA zeka-zamana utaryA-ethI emane paripUrNa kevalajJAna ane AzvAsana mATe zrI zamaNusaMghe AnandapuramAM kevaladarzana thayuM e pachI e bhagavAna mahAvIre sabhA samakSa zrI kalpasUtrane jAheramAM vAMcavAnI uttama tIrtha pravartAvyuM indrabhUti gautama Adila janA karI te pramANe tyArathI hAla paNa te gaNadharanI sthApanA karI, sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka, pravRtti jaina samAjamAM cAlu che. zrI kalpasUtranI zrAvikArUpa caturvidha saMghanI sthApanA karI, jagaracanA cauda pUrvadhara zrI bhadrabAhu svAmIe karI che, ne kalyANane mArga darzAvyA. samyaga darzana, ethI e vizeSa mAnanIya che, ardhamAgadhI-ArSa jJAna ane cAritramaya mokSamArga darzAvya, prANAprAkRta bhASAmAM graM. 1216 (bAra-bArasA) tipAta (hiMsA) thI viramaNa mRSAvAda (asatya zleka pramANu mahattvane grantha che. tenuM bahumAna jUTha)thI viramaNa karavAnuM samajAvyuM, temaja adattAkarAya che temAM maMgala tarIke vartamAna zAsananA dAna-viramaNa (cerIne tyAga karavAnuM) samajAvyuM, adhipati 24mA tIrthaMkara zrI vardhamAna bhagavAna maithuna-tyAga (brahmacarya--pAlana) (gRhasthane svadAra mahAvIrasvAmInuM caritra vistArathI che, tathA saMteSa padArA parihAra) tathA parigraha viramaNa tyArapachI 23mA tIrthaMkara zrI pArzvanAthanuM tathA (gRhasthane parigraha-parimANa) tathA rAtri bhajana 22mA tIrthakara ariSTaneminuM caritra saMkSepathI che. viramaNa sAdhu-sAdhvIone e mahAvrata ane zrAvaka te pachI tIrthakaronA AMtarA sUcavyA pachI A zrAvikAo gRhasthane temanI maryAdAmAM(5)aNuvate avasarpiNI kAlamAM yuganI AdimAM thayelA prathama (3) guNavate (4) zikSAtratene baMdha Ape tIrthakara zrI AdIzvara bhagavAnanuM caritra che. te temaja (6) krodha (7) mAna (8) mAyA (9) lebha pachI bhagavAna mahAvIranA gaNadhare, sthavirenI e kAne tyAga karavA samajAvyuM tathA (10) AvelI devadhiMgaNi kSamAzramaNa (valabhIpuramAM rAga, (11) aSa, (12) kalaha, (13) abhyAkhyAna jaina Agamane mukhyatayA pustakArUDha karAvanAra) (ALa caDAvavuM) (14) paizunya (cADI-cugalI) sudhIne saMkSipta paricaya che. te pachI sAdhu- (15) rati-arati (16) para-parivAra (17)mAyA samAcArI che, jemAM sAdhu-sAdhvIonA samAcAranI mRSAvAda (18) mithyAzalya e 18 pApasthAnakene maryAdA darzAvI che. parihAra karavAnuM samajAvyuM. e tIrthakarenA caritramAM vividha karmone e prAkRta bhASAmaya kalpasUtra upara kAlAntare kAraNe kevuM kevuM sahana karavuM paDyuM bhagavAna samayane anusarI saMskRta bhASAmAM aneka vidvAna paryuSaNa vizeSAMka [165 For Private And Personal Use Only

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munirAjee vyAkhyA racI hatI, temAM hAlamAM tapAgacchamAM zrI dhasAgarajI upAdhyAye racelI kalpasUtra kiraNAvalI (racanA savata 1628) tathA upAdhyAya zrI vinayavijayajInI kalpasUtrasuedhika! (racanA vikrama saMvata 1696) vistRta gru. 5000 zrlAka pramANu paryuSaNamAM nava vyAkhyAnAmAM vaMcAya che. navamA vyAkhyAnamAM mULa jIvAnA vinAza thai rahyo che. mAMsAhAra, mastyAhAra vagerene uttejanA apAi rahyAM che. bIjI tarapha ApaNe bhagavAna mahAvIranA 2500mA nirvANu mahe|tsava manAvIe chIe e ghaTatu zAlatu nathI. bhagavAna mahuAvIrane upadeza ahiMsAmaya che, ethI viparIta pravRtti hiMsAnI cAle che, te cAgya nathI. ahiMsAnA pracAra mATe samartha upadezaka e vaMcAya che. kharataragacchamAM upAdhyAya zrI samaya-zaktizAlI, jainAcAryAM, upAdhyAyA, munirAjoe sakhala prayatna karavAnI jarUra che. vikramanI 17mI sadImAM samrATa akabaranA zAsanakAlamAM tenA sAmrAjyamAM jagadguru zrI hIravijayasUrinA sadupadezanA prabhAve (tri. saM. 1639 pachI) prathama pannusaNanA 8 ane AgaLa pAchaLanA khae divase maLI 12 divasamAM koi paNa jIvanI hiMsA na thAya tevAM pharamAnA jAhera thayAM hatAM ane tyAra pachI kRpA rasa kozanA rmAM zAMticaMda upAdhyAya ane bAdazAhanA sUryasahasranAmanA adhyApaka bhAnucaMdra (zaitru MjayAditI karamAcaka) upAdhyAya jevAnA satata upadeza siMcanathI prativarSa chUTaka chUTaka 6 mahinA ane 6 divasa sudhI hiMsA tajavAnAM pharamAnA prakaTa thayAM hatAM jemAM ravivAre, IdanA divase, maharanA divase, bAdazAhanA janmamahinA vagerenA samAveza hatA, kRtepura sikarImAM bAragAumAM vistRta DAbara sarA varamAM nakhAtI mAchalA pakaDavAnI jALA madha karAvI hatI vividha dezanA pakSIone pAMjarAmAMthI mukta karavAmAM AvyA hatAM, tema ja mAna tarIke pakaDAyelA keTalAya manuSyAne mukta karavAmAM AvyA hatA tathA gAya khaLa bheza, pADA vagerenI katalane sadA mATe aTakAvI hatI. muslIma prabhAvavALA evA e jamAnAmAM ahiMsA pravartAvanAra zrI hIravijayasUri ane samrATa akabarane dhanyavAda ApI zakAya vata mAnamAM evI rIte ghAra hiMsA aTake ane ahiMsA pravate e mATe sabala prayatna thAya e abhiSTa che. suMdaranI kalpalatA vaMcAya che. vartamAnamAM paNa keTalAka munirAjoe sakSepamAM vyAkhyAo racI che. keTalAke subeAdhikAnuM bhASAntara prakAzita karyuM" che. vikramanI 18mI sadImAM kSamAvijayajI mahArAje kalpasUtra-khAlAvamedha (gujarAtI bhASAmAM lakhyA) racela che, tene sva. paM. amRtalAla amara saleAte sa MskArI cAlu gujarAtI bhASAmAM prakAzita karela che, je premazAinA nAmathI paNa eLakhAya che. janmathI mati, zruta, avadhijJAnI bhagavAna mahAvIre 30mA varSe pravrajyA svIkArI zramaNa thatAM pahelAM varSIdAna ApI dAna tathA zIlanu pAlana ane pretrajyA svIkAryA pachI 12 varSInI sAdhaka dazAmAM ugra tapa-sAdhanA karI hatI, chamAsI, cAramAsI vagere vividha tA karyAM hatA. e varSo daramyAna 349 jeTalAM pAraNAM karyAM hatAM, apramattabhAve kAyAtsage AtmadhyAnamAM magna rahyA hatA. vikamanI teramI sadImAM suprasiddha prabhAvaka kalikAla sarvaijJa zrI hemacandrAcArya gurunA sardupadezanA prabhAve paramA ta mahArAjA kumArapAlai gujarAta vagere dezamAM amAri-ahiMsA pravartAvI hatI, jagatanA jIvAne abhayadAna Apyu hatu. vata mAnamAM jagamAM bhaya'kara hiMsAe vividha prakAre cAlI rahI che, pratidina katalakhAnAmAM ane anyatra ghAra krura hiMsA-hatyA thai rahI che, jalacara jIvA-mAchalAM vagerenA saMhAra thai rahyo che. aneka niraparAdhI avAcaka nirdoSa 1. jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA 16] bhAvanagarathI IsvIsana 1917mAM prakAzita. AtmAnaMda prakAza

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra vizvamaitrI pravaka bhagavAna mahAvIranA anu yAyIe. zramaNapradhAna caturvidha saMdha pratidina savAre, tathA sAMje rAtrika tathA daivasika pratikramaNamAM, tathA pAkSika, cAturmAsika ane sAMvatsarika pratikamaNumAM (payuSaNa parvamAM) e pADane punaH punaH uccAre che-smaraNa kare che ke-- "khAmemi savvajIve, sabve jIvA khamantu bhe mittI me savvabhUpa, vera majjha na keNaI // " 1 arthAt~u' sa` jIvAne khamAvuM chuM, sa jIvA mane kSamA karA; sava prANIe pratye mane maMtrI che, mAre kAI sAthe vera nathI. eja pramANe pratikramaNa sUtrAmAM 3 gAthAo vaDe evI rIte uccArAya che ke, www.kobatirth.org "Ayariya - uvajjhAe, sIse sAhammie kula gaNea je me kei ( kayA) kasAyA, savve tiviheNa dvAmi ?" bhAvArtha :-(1) AcAryAM, (2) upAdhyAya, (3) ziSyA, (4) sAdhamikA-samAna dhama vALAe, (5) kula ane (6) gaNa-muni-samudAyanA viSayamAM mArAthI je kaSAye (krodha, mAna, mAyA, lAla) karAyA hAya, te sarvAMne huM trividhe-mana, vacana kAyAthI khamAvu chu'. 1 " savvassa samaNasa ghassa, bhagavao aMjali kariya sIse / savvaM khamAvaittA, mAmi savvassa ahayaM pi // 5 // pyuM paNa vizeSAMka zramaNusaMdhane, uN mastaka upara aMjali karIne (be hAtha joDIne sane khamAvIne, hu' paNa sarvAMne kSamA karU chuM.ra 6 sunnatanIvAsanna, bhAvao dhamma-nihiya niacitto / Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sava khamAvaittA, mAmi savvassaahayaM pi ||3|| " bhASA :-bhAvathI jeNe dharmAMmAM peAtAnu` citta sthApana karyuM che, evA huM sarva jIvarAzinesamasta jIvAne khamAvIne, huM paNa sarva jIvAne kSamA karU chu, 3 sAdhu-sAmAcArImAM upAnayamAM mahattvanuM sUtra che. jIvaImayav' salamAviyabdha', miya--', khamAviyava, jo uvasamai, tassa asthi aaraadaLA, gaidya na jIvasamara, tapta nasthi aAdaLA, tamhA apaNA ceva uvasamiyanvaM, jao uva zammasAra ghu sAmagna' '' bhAvArtha :-peAte upazAnta thavu joie ane khIjAne upazAnta karavA joie. pote khamavu joie-kSamA karavI joie ane khIjAone khamAvavA joie. je upazAnta thAya che, tene ArAdhanA thAya che ane je upazAnta thatA nathI, tene ArAdhanA thatI nathI, te kAraNathI pAteja upazAnta thavu joie; kAraNake zrAmaNya (zramaNapazu) e upazamathI sArarUpa che. enA AdhAre zrAvako ane zrAvikAoe paNa paraspara kSamApanA karavI joie. bhAvArtha :-bhagavAna pUjya-sa 1. paMdara divasamAM zAnta thanArA kaSAyA (krodha, mAna, mAyA, lAbha)ne sa Mjavalana kahevAmAM Ave che, cAra mahinAmAM zAnta thanArA kaSAyeAne pratipAtI, tathA varSa sudhImAM zAnta thanAra kaSAyone apratipAtI kahevAmAM Ave che ane jIvana-paryanta rahenAra kaSAyAne anantAnubandhI kahevAmAM Ave che. For Private And Personal Use Only [167

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sAdhanA karI hatI, tema satyane pUrNa sAkSAtkAra e paNa e sAdhanAne hetuM hatuM tethI ja bhaga vAne guNagrAhaka ane satyazodhaka daSTine mahimA mahAvIrano vicArasamanvaya samajIne potAnA jIvana ane upadezamAM apanAvela ane samajAvela vicAra samanvayanI syAdvAda, - zrI ratilAla dIpacaMda desAI (amadAvAda) naya ane saptabhaMgInI paddhati emanI AvI satyagrAhI ane guNagrAhI anAgRhI vRttinI ja sUcaka che. e aMge ahIM Deka vicAra karIe. vicAra e mananI kriyA che ane sAruM ke zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra ane emaNe prarUpela boTa vacana ane vartana e sArA ke beTA jaina dharmamAM, jema jhINAmAM jhINI koTinI ahi vicAranuM ja pariNAma hoya che. koI lAkIpakAranI sAne tathA enA pAlanane vicAra karavAmAM AvyA pravRtti kare ane koI hajAre mAnavIne mATe che tema, asatya bhASaNanA nimittarUpa krAdha, lAbha, katalakhAnuM banI rahe evuM yuddha cheDI bese kaI bhaya ane hAsya jevI vRttione kAraNe satyanA paramezvara ke saMtanI stuti-prArthanAthI pitAnI nAnAmAM nAnA aMzanI paNa upekSA na thaI jAya vANIne dhanya banAve ke keI pitAnI krodha-dveSa e mATe pUrepUrI jAgRti rAkhavAnuM paNa kahevAmAM bharelI vANIthI mera azAMtine lAvArasa phelAve AvyuM che. satyano mahimA varNavato bhagavAna e badhAnuM Ugama sthAna mana che. vyaktiomahAvIre AcArAMga sUtramAM kahyuM che ke purakSA vyaktio vacce matabheda UbhuM thavA pAme che, e ! sAva samaminA sarasa gAme paNa mananI ciMtanazaktinuM ja pariNAma che. uda se mahAvI mAratA he mAnavIe ! jyAre paNa A matabheda jAgI UDyo hoya satyane ja sArI rIte samajajo ! je mAnavI tyAre, sAra-asAra samajavAnI vivekazIlatAne satyanI AjJAnA pAlana mATe puruSArtha kare che. te uga karIne ene nikAla karavAnI ane mRtyune tarI jAya che. emAM sumeLa sthApavAne saphaLa prayatna karavAmAM Ane phalitArtha e che ke je muktinA na Ave te e matabheda manabhedanuM vikarALa rUpa aMtima upAyarUpa samatAne keLavavA mATe pUrNa dhAraNa karIne chevaTe kaleza-SanuM nimitta banI ahiMsAnI sAdhanA karavI hoya te satya ane enI jAya che. eTalA mATe matabhedanuM vahelAmAM vaheluM sAthe sAthe acaurya, brahmacarya ane aparigraha samAdhAna thAya emAM ja mAnavajAtanuM ane samagra ema e cAre vratanuM paNa aNIzuddha pAlana jIvasRSTinuM kalyANa raheluM che. A samAdhAna karavuM jarUrI che. satya vagere vratanA pAlanamAM eTale samanvaya. jaina darzanamAM ene anekAMtavAda, jeTalI khAmI rahe, teTalI khAmI ahiMsAnA anekAMtadaSTi anekAMta paddhati athavA svAvAda sAkSAtkAramAM paNa rahe ja ane enA pariNAme e nAmathI oLakhavAmAM Avela che. koIpaNa samabhAvanI paNa eTalA pramANamAM upekSA thayA vAtunA svarUpa mATe "e amuka prakAranuM ja che" vagara na rahe te pachI saMsAranAM baMdhanothI mukta e ekAMta Agraha-durAgraha rAkhavAnA badale thavAnuM aMtima dhyeya paNa dUra ja rahI jAya. "enuM bIjA prakAranuM svarUpa paNa hoI zake bhagavAna mahAvIre jema pUrNa samabhAva ane e vAtane svIkAra kare enuM nAma che svAduvAda pUrNa ahiMsAnI prApti mATe dIrdha ane ugra athavA anekAMtavAda. TUMkamAM "jakAra e ekatA 168] AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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Agrahanu kAraNa mane che; jyAre "jakAra"nA sthAne "paNa" zabdano upayoga karavAmAM Ave che tyAre e vastunA vyApaka svarUpane svIkAra karavAne kAraNe satyane vadhAre pramANamAM spaze che. dAkhalA tarIke eka vyakti pitA paNa hAI zake ane putra paNa hAI zake enA putranI dRSTie enAmAM pitApaNu ane enA pitAnI dRSTie enAmAM putrapazu ema putra paNA ane patApaNAnA ekabIjAthI virAdhI lAgatA dharmanA, judI judI apekSAe, eka ja vyaktimAM sumeLa samanvaya thAya che. vastusthiti AvI heAvA chatAM jayAre koi ktine mATe e kevaLa pitA ke putra ja hAvAtu' kahevAmAM Ave che, tyAre e kathana sarvagrAhI satya nahIM paNa AMzika satya khanI jAya che. ane jayAre satya sagrAhI maTIne AMzika ke ekadezIyamanI jAya che, tyAre ene satya tarIkenA mahimA naSTa thai jAya che, ane enu', viSabiMdu bhaLelA dUdhanI jema, koi mUlya ke mahattva rahevA pAmatu' nathI. dareka vyakti pAte je kaMi kahe che, e amuka apekSAe ja kahetI haiAya che. have jayAre enA kathananu' mUlyAMkana, ApaNe enI dRSTine dhyAnamAM lIdhA vagara ja, kevaLa ApaNI buddhinA gajathI karavA jaie chIe, tyAre ApaNe satyane pAmI zakatA nathI, eTaluM ja nahI, UlaTuM ApaNe ghaNanu' nimitta khanI jaIe chIe DhAlanI ane bAjue jovAnuM kahevAmAM Ave che, enA bhAva e ja che ke ApaNe paristhitine enA samagrarUpamAM nahI' tA chevaTe bane teTalA vyApaka rUpamAM samajI zakIe teA asatya ane ghaSa NuthI kheMcI jaIe. eka DhAla ane e gheADesavAranA eka dAkhalA A vAta samajavAmAM upayegI thAya evA che eka nagaranI bahAra eka pUtaLAnA hAthamAM UMce moTI DhAla mUkavAmAM AvI hatI. e DhAlanI eka bAju sAnerI Rne bIjI rUperI raMga karavAmAM AvyeA hatA. eka divasa gheADesavAro sAmasAmI dizAmAMthI tyAMthI pasAra bAju paryuSaNa vizeSAMka Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir thatA hatA. eke DhAlanA ca'dra jevA rUperI ra'ganAM vakhANa karyAM; te khIjAe kahyuM, tArI AMkhA aMdha jevI banI gaI lAge che ! DhAla tA sonerI sUrajanI jema camakI rahI che! pelAe sAme prahAra karyAM ke AkhA tA tArI nakAmI thaI gaI lAge che. DhAla te kevI majAnI ca`dramA jevI zeAbhI rahI che! basa, pachI teA baMne sAmasAmA laDAimAM UtarI paDayA, paNa laDatAM laDatAM baMnenI dizA badalAi gai. joyuM teA, DhAla rUperI paNa hatI ane sAnerI paNa hatI ane satya samajyA ane emanI laDAi aMdha thai gai. A tA eka AdhakathA che, paNa enA beSa, sAmI vyaktinI vAta sAmI vyaktinI dRSTie na samajavAmAM Ave te enu kevuM mAThuM piraNAma Ave che ane ethI satyanI kevI upekSA thai jAya A rIte vicAratAM sApekSavAda paNa syAdvAd che. e samajavAmAM bahu upayegI thAya evA che. tathA anekAMtavAda zabdanA ja bhAvane darzAve che. A vAdanA Adara enu' nAma ja vicArasamanvaya. bhagavAna peAtAnI vAtane eTale ke satyane samajAyavAmAM A sApekSavAdanA kevA upayoga karatA hatA, ene zrI bhagavatI sUtramAMnA eka prasaMga jANavA jevA che. ekavAra jaya'tI zrAvikAe bhagavAnane pUchyuM': bhagavAna ! UMghavuM sAruM ke jAgatAM rahevu' sAruM' ? sUI rahevAnA kAmane te kANuM sAruM kahe bhalA? paLepaLa mATe jAgrata rahenAra bhagavAna tA jAgatAM rahevAne ja sAruM' kahene ? paNa bhagavAna te lAbha-alAbhanA vivekanA jANakAra hatA. emaNe sApekSavAdane dhyAnamAM laIne laine jayaMtI zrAvikAne javAba ApyA. jaya'tI keTalAka jIvAtu'U'dhI rahevu' sAru ane keTalAkanu jAgatAM rahevuM sAruM. jayaMtIe pharI pUchyuM / enu' kAraNa zuM, bhagavAna ? For Private And Personal Use Only [169

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bhagavAne vAtane marma samajAvatAM kahyuM : bhagavAnanI A vicAra samanvayanI vAtanuM mahatva je jIve adhamI che, teo sUtA rahe e ja samajatAM vAra na lAge. pUrNa satyanuM svarUpa sAruM che, jethI e jeTale vakhata UMghatA hoya evuM virATa che ke ene eka eka aMzane pAmateTale vakhata bIjA nuM pIDana karavAthI te vAne prayatna satata jAgRtapaNe karyA vagara na dara raheze. paNa je jIvo dhArmika vRttivALA che, cAle. mALAnI aMdara dore tUTI gayela hoya emanuM te jAgatAM rahevuM ja sAruM che, kAraNa ke ane enA badhA maNakA verAI gayA hoya, te teo aneka jIvone sukhI kare che. e mALAne pharI pUrI karavA mATe eke eka A uparathI samajI zakAya che ke potAnI maNakAne zodhI kADhaja joIe; A zodhamAM vAta bIjAne samajAvavAmAM ane bIjAnI vAtanA jeTalI UNapa rahe, eTalI khAmI mALAmAM hAIne pAmavAmAM vicAra samanvayanI daSTine keTale rahevAnI ja. pUrNa satyane pAmavAnI vAta paNa badhA upaga che ! ane A daSTine samAdara e AvIja che, e mATe, koIpaNa jAtanA kadAgraha bhagavAna mahAvIranI anokhI vizeSatA che, ane ke pUrvagrahamAM aTavAyA vagara, jyAM kyAMyathI e emanI pUrNa satyaparAyaNatAnI kIrtigAthA satyane jeTaluM paNa aMza maLI zake ema hoya banI rahe evI che. ene zodhI kADhavA ane ene svIkAra karavA mahAvIrasvAmInA samayamAM judAM judAM dharmonA aMtarane sadA ughADuM rAkhavuM joIe. pitAne seMkaDIvAdIo vidyamAna hatA, ane bIjAnI parAjita karavA AvelA vipravara IMdrabhUti gautama mAnyatA ane kiyA karatAM potAnI mAnyatA ane vagere diggaja vidvAnene bhagavAne chevaTe sadAne kiyA ja zreSTha, sAcI ane mekSa apAvanArI che, mATe pitAnA banAvI dIdhA te vicAra-samanvayanI enA buddhi ane tarkanI sAThamArI jevA vAda A viziSTa daSTine lIdheja. vivAda cAlyA ja karatA hatA ane emAMthI bhagavAnane na keInA pratye dveSa ke aNagame kayAreka te, khuda sukhazAMtine nimittarUpa dharmanA hatA ke na keInA tarapha rAga ke pakSapAta hate. nAme ja, vikhavAda paNa jAgI UThatA. bhagavAne, teo te pUrNa vItarAga ane satyanA tathA hAthInA rUpane oLakhavAne pelA sAta AMdhaLAonA guNenA ja pakSapAtI hatA; satyane pakSa e darekanA haThAgrahanI jema, emane emanI vAtamAM emane pakSa hatuM. ane e emanI asAdhAraNa rahela adhUrApaNAnI samajaNa ApIne, judI judI vizeSatA hatI. emanI A vizeSatAne aMjali apekSAonuM bahumAna karavA ane AtmasAdhanAnA ApatAM samatvanA sAdhaka AcArya haribhadrasUrijIe mArgane pUrA rUpamAM samajavA ane svIkAravAne kahyuM che kedharmane ane satyane mArga darzAvyA. kaI pakSapAto na me vIre, na dveSaH kapilAdiSu / AtmAne nitya mAnatA hatA, te kaI ene anitya kahetA hatA. bhagavAna mahAvIre amuka 1 yuktimad vacana yasya, tasya kAyaH parigrahaH // apekSAe AtmA nitya hovAnuM ane amuka na mane mahAvIra pratye pakSapAta che ke na apekSAe anitya hovAnuM samajAvIne judAjudA kapila vagere tarapha dveSa che. jemanuM kathana yuktivicAre vacce samanvaya sAdhavAne jANe nutana yukta eTale ke satyamaya che, ene huM svIkAra mArgaja ughADI dIdhuM hatuM satyane pAmavAnI cAhanA ane guNone grahaNa kalikAla sarvajJa zrI hemacaMdrAcArye bhagavAnanI karavAnI bhAvanA je aMtaramAM vasI hoya, te niSpakSa dRSTine mahimA varNavatAM kahyuM che ke 170] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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anyonyapakSapratipakSa bhAvAd, bhada micchAdasaNa samayarupasya amayasArassa yathA pare matsariko prayAdAH / jiNavayaNassa bhagavao saMviggasuhAhigamassa tAneva sarvAnavizeSamicchan , jemAM mithyA darzaneno samUha samAI gaye na pakSapAtI samayastathA te // che, je amRtanA sArarUpa che, ane jene mumukSuo he prabhu ! bIjA vAdIo ekabIjAnI harIphAI sahelAIthI samajI zake che, evA pavitra jinakaravAnI vRttithI, ekabIjAnI adekhAI kare che. vacananuM kalyANa he! paNa e badhAyane AvakAra ApavAnI IcchA vicAra samanvayanI satyagAmI daSTie samatA dharAvate Apane siddhAMta pakSapAtathI mukta che. ane ahiMsAne keLavavA ane meLavavAnuM zreSTha | sadhana che; ane satya priyatA, sahiSNutA ane ane vicAra samanvayanI daSTi eTale ke 5 grAhaka vRtti ene prApta karavAne kAragata anekAMta paddhatinA draSTA ane aSTa bhagavAna ( pAya che. A dRSTinI ugitA kAraka che. mahAvIranA dharmazAsanamAM mithyA gaNAtAM darzanane 3 nI bheTa ApIne paramAtmA mahAvIre mAnavajAta pacAvavAnI kevI adbhuta zakti rahelI che e upara parama upakAra karyo che. vAta chelle chelle mahAna tArkika zrI siddhasena divAkaranI hRdayaMgama vANImAM sAMbhaLIe. "sanmati -AkAzavANI-amadAvAda kendra uparathI, tA. prakaraNa" nAmanA graMthanI chellI gAthAmAM teoe 24-4-1975nA roja, prasArita thayela vArtAlApa stavyuM che- thoDAka umerA sAthe. zrI IDara pAMjarApoLa saMsthAne madada kare ahiMsAnA avatAra mahAnubhAvo, savinaya vijJapti keH gujarAtanA sAbarakAMThA jIllAmAM IDara pAMjarApoLa saM. 1975nI sAlamAM zrImadda jainAcArya zrImad vijaya kamaLasUrIzvarajI mahArAjazrInA saduupadezathI sthapAela che. A saMsthA sarakAra mAnya temaja pablIka TrasTa nIce rajIsTara thayela che. saMsthAmAM hAla 500 uparAMta jAnavara che. abola, muMgA nA nibhAva kharca mATe kAyamI kaMI phaMDa nathI. phakta dAnavIronI chuTI chavAI madada uparaja A saMsthAne mukhyatve nibhAva thAya che. Apane vinaMtI ke Apa karUNAbhAvathI prerAI A saMsthAne udAra hAthe rokaDa, ghAsa, kapAsIyA ane anya madada mokalI A asahya moMghavArInA rAmayamAM muMgA nA nibhAvamAM sahAya karaze. ane puNya upAjIta karazo tevI abhyarthanA. tA. ka-saMsthA taraphathI phaMDa phALo ugharAvavA Ave tenI pAsethI pheTA sAthene adhIkArapatra jaI tapAsI phaMDa phALo ApI AbhArI karaze. nANAM mokalavAnuM ThekANuM : bAbulAla DI. sukhaDIyA zrI IDara pAMjarApoLa saMsthA mAnad vahIvaTadAra junA bajAra IDara. jI. sAbarakAMThA IDara pAMjarApoLa saMsthA paryuSaNa vizeSAMka [171 For Private And Personal Use Only

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1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 00000000 #jaka, - zA parI A -- gAya jAjara dara000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 - banAvanArA che - : banAvanArA : zIpa bAjIsa * lAIpha beTasa bIDarsa * relaga zaTarsa * phAyaraprupha Dersa karoDa rolarsa da vahIla bejha * rephayujha henDa kArTasa pela phensIMga ka sTIla Tenkasa ane * pinsa. che murIMga boyajha * beyanTa epareTasa vigere.. echanIyarsa vigere... INyAyAma - zAparIA Doka enDa sTIla kAM. prAiveTa lImITeDa. ceramena zrI mANekalAla cunIlAla zAha menejIMga DIrekaTara : zrI amRtalAla bhANajIbhAI zAparIA rajIsTarDa ophisa ane zIpayArDa , ejIarIMga vakarsa ane ophisa zIvarI pherTa roDa, parela roDa, kesalena, muMbaI-15 (DI. DI) he muMbai-12 ( DI. ) phena : 448361, 448362 phona : 395067, 374897 grAmaH zAparI zIvarI-muMbaI. grAma : "zAparI A parela-muMbaI. - - For Private And Personal Use Only

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| nayanu vItarAma | Adarza vibhUti lekhikA-pU. sAdhvIjI mahArAja zrI kArazrIjI jagatanA kinAre UbhA rahelA chamAM aneka tvanI pUjA che. vastupALa ane tejapALa e bane prakAranI spRhA hoya che. cAhe bALa hoya ke vRddha bhrAtRsnehanI sAMkaLathI saMkaLAyelA hatA. tejapALanI hoya, garIba hoya yA tavaMgara hoya, rAgI hoya patnI anupamAdevI nAme hatI. "anupamAM te yA tyAgI hoya, paraMtu saunI aMdara spRhAe kharekhara anupama devI tulya hatA. temanA rUpa, pitAnuM sthAna jamAveluM hoya che. guNa ane prakRti kharekhara, anupama hatI. mAnavInA spRhA eTale IcchA, kAmanA, tRSNA kahevAya vicAre ane kAryo uparathI tenA guNanI tathA che. jenI IcchAo aneka prakAranI hoya che ane 2 prakRtinI pratIti thAya che. ane e bhinna bhinna svarUpe dekhAya che. rAgIne eka samayanI vAta che. vastupALa tejapALa paugalika vastuonI spRhA hoya che. saMyamanA charI pALatA saMghane laIne yAtrA karavA mATe kinAre rahelA chamAM Atmika guNane vikasA te jatA hatA. e samayamAM paNa, AjanI jema, vavAnI spRhA hoya che. jJAnIo kahe che ke- cAra, DAku, lUMTAre ene bhaya hate. maMtrIzvara vicAre che ke ApaNuM dhana keI ThekANe chupAvI aMt mjitaM rUttitaM muluM, sAvihIne vAta daIe ! A vicAra karIne dhanane dATavA mATe tuma ! pRthvImAM khADe chede che, tyAM te pRthvImAMthI guvo sAtti vRdhavA raM, to na muatta bIja dhana nidhAna bhAre caru prApta thAya che. Aropa kam | bhAgyazALIone pagale pagale nidhAna hoya che. spRhA anaMta che. ene kayAre paNa aMta dhanane dATavA gayA tyAre bIju dhana prApta thayuM. AvatA nathI. jarAvasthA prApta thavA chatAM IcchAone dhanane kyAM rAkhIzuM? kevI rIte sAcavIzuM ? jarA yAne vRddhatva prApta thatuM nathI pRhAe te Ama aneka prakAranA saMkalpa-vikalpa teo javAna ja rahe che. spRhA hoya tyAM sudhI niHspRhatA, kare che. keI upAya jaDatuM nathI. Ama nimamatva tathA niSparigrahane sthAna maLatuM nathI. vicAranA vamaLamAM keTale samaya gaye te jANuM jagatamAM mokSamAM moTuM duHkha pRhA che. tema zaktA nathI devI anupamA vicAre che ke Aje nispRhatA meTAmAM moTuM sukha che. pRhA bane bhAio kaMIka mUMjhavaNamAM lAge che, ke zoSakatatva che, nispRhatA poSakatatva che. zeSaka- jethI vakhatane khyAla bhulAI gayA che mUMjhavaNamAM tatvane tyAga karI piSakatatvane jIvanamAM piSIe te paDela mAnavIne sudhA, pipAsA, rAta-divasa kAMI AtmAnI zuSkatA naSTa pAmI puchatA prApta thAya che. khabara paDatI nathI. devI anupamA banne bhAIo - garavI gujarAtanA maMtrI vastupALa ane samIpamAM jaI kokilakaMThe gaMbhIra svare kahe che tejapALanuM nAma AjathI varSo pUrve itihAsanA Aje Apa maTI ApattimAM AvI paDayA he pAne caDI gayuM che. jagatamAM mAnava yA vyaktinI ane ApanA manane koI moTo prazna maMjhavI pUjA nathI thatI, paraMtu mAnavatAnI yAne vyakti rahe tevuM lAge che ? je Apane ucita lAge paryuSaNa vizeSAMka] [173 For Private And Personal Use Only

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tathA jaNAvavA egya hoya te ApanI mUMjhavaNa jagyA Ape te maThane ThekANe maMdira baMdhAvI mane kaho ! mArAmAM zakti haze te huM ApanI zakAya. maMtrIzvare potAnA sevakane bolAvI bAvAo ciMtAmAM bhAga laIza. vastupALa turata anupamA devIne pAse jagyAnI yAcanA karAvI. sevakee jaIne AvakAra Ape che ane pitAnI mUMjhavaNa kahe che. bAvAjIne kahyuM ke mahAtmAo gujarAtanA maMtrIne - anupamAdevI ati dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLIne ahIM maMdira bAMdhavAnI IcchA che, tame jagyA vicArIne kahe che, vaDIla Ape te bahu moTI vAta Apa te sAruM bAvAjI bolyA ame maMtrImaMtrI karI gujarAtanI prajAnA rakSaka thanArane dhananA rakSaka keIne oLakhatA nathI. A jagyAne hakka amAre mATe ATalI badhI mUMjhavaNa hoya kharI? dhananI che. AmAMthI tasubhAra jagyA nahi maLe sevakoe gati traNa che dAna, bhega ane nAza traNamAM dAnanI nirAza thaI maMtrInI pAse AvI badhI bInA gati uttama che. dhanane chupAvavuM nathI kinta jagata jaNAvI tyAre devIe kahyuM ke ahIM sattA kAma samakSa pragaTa karavuM che. Apa evuM uttama umadA nahiM Ave paNa vinaya verIne vaza kare che. saMte kArya kare, ke jethI lokone dharmane lAbha karavAne pAse jaI vinayapUrvaka yAcanA karo! avasara maLe ane ApanuM nAma itihAsanA pAne jarUrathI teo jamIna Apaze. ApaNe koine suvarNAkSare aMkita thaI jAya Aja sudhI laukika samarpaNa karIe tyAre te ApaNane arpaNa kare che. kAye te ghaNuM karyA have lokottara kAryo karavAM Apa premanuM samarpaNa kare te bAvAo jamIna ghaTe jIvanamAM samyakatvanI zuddhi arthe, saMsAranA arpaNa karaze. bIje divase maMtrIzvara nekara, aMtane mATe jinamaMdira baMdhAvI Ama karavAthI cAkarAne laI, moTA moTA thALamAM pUjAnI sAmagrI dhanane sadvyaya thaze, darzanazuddhi thaze, dhana bhojananI sAmagrI, vastra, jhaverAta vagere laIne e sAcavavAnI ciMtA TaLaze. devIe mUMjhavaNamAMthI bAvAo pAse jAya che ane vinayapUrvaka aMjali mArga kADhaye kharekhara, sAcI patnI, strI AnuM karIne thALanuM bheTazuM kare che. ADI avaLI nAma kahevAya sukha duHkhamAM samapaNe bhAga le te vAtacIta karI tyAMthI pasAra thAya che. A pramANe ja sAce bAkI badhAM svAthI kahevAya che. maMtrI jeTalA maTha hatA tyAM badhe A rIte bheTazuM kare che, zvarane A vicAra khUbaja uttama lAgyA. emaNe namaskAra kare che. bAvAo temanA vinayathI devInA vacanane svIkAra karyo. mUMjhavaNane aMta Azcaryacakita banI jAya che. sevakane pUche che ke AvyA bAda bhejana karI sau nivRtta thayA. A bhAgyazALIo koNa che? sevakoe kahyuM ke have jinamaMdira kyAM baMdhAvavuM? kevuM baMdhA- A mahAna bhAgyazALIe gujarAtanA maMtrI vavuM ! tenA nirNaya levA tripuTI beThI. devI be vastupALa-tejapALa paDe che. bAvAo vicAra jinamaMdira bAMdhavA sthAna ramaNIya, manahara ra4 ne kare che ke sAcI vibhUtiomAM ahaMkArane ADaMbara dilane DelAvI nAkhe tevuM joIe. ArAdhaka hetuM nathI. A maMtrIone maMdira baMdhAvavA AtmAo upara vAtAvaraNanI paNa asara sArI hoya te amArA maTha khAlI karI ApIye. bAvAoe thatI hoya che. jevuM sthaLa tevuM dhyAna paraspara maMtraNa karI maMtrIzvarane bolAvIne kahyuM tyAM AgaLa eka namaNe nAjuka nAne sarakho ke tamAre maMdira baMdhAvavA hoya te ame amArA pahADa hate pahADanuM kudaratI sauMdarya jotAM manane maTha tamane premapUrvaka arpaNa karIe chIe. tamArI merale nAcI UThe tevuM hatuM. A sthAna teone IcchAnusAra maMdira baMdhAvI zake che ! maMtrIne maMdira bAMdhavA yogya lAgyuM. A pahADa upara kalpanA paNa na hatI ke ATalI saraLatAthI A bAvAo maTha bAMdhIne rahayA hatA. je bAvAe jagyAnI prApti thaze. maMtrIe bAvAone kahyuM ke 174 [AtmAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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pahelAM tame batAvo te sthAne tamArA maTho baMdhAvI pariNAma che. tyAgabhAvanA vinA niHspRhatA dauM, tyAra pachI A jagyAne huM grahaNa karIza. AvatI nathI. maMtrIe bIjI bAju maTho baMdhAvI dIdhA ane jinamaMdira khUba jhaDapathI baMdhAvavA lAgyuM. saunI mIThI AzISathI premathI pahADa upara maMdira jinamaMdiranI pUrNAhuti thayA bAda salATo kArIbAMdhavA mATe apUrva taiyArIo thavA lAgI. dUra garo vagerene maMtrIoe jananuM daLadara phITI dUranA dezathI salATo kArIgarone bolAvavAmAM jAya teTaluM dhana ApyuM. have badhAM tyAMthI potAnA AvyA anupamA devInI najara nIce kAmane prAraMbha dezamAM javAne vidAya le che. pahADa uparathI nIce zubha mUharta thayA. pahADanuM kudaratI sauMdarya ane UtaratAM UtaratAM animeSa daSTie maMdirane jue zAMta vAtAvaraNa joine salATonAM hRdayamAM cirasthAyI che ane kaMIka vicAramagna banI jAya che; manamAM banelI zilpakalA sAkAra thavA lAgI. "jIvanamAM vicAre che ke A maMdiro bAMdhyAM temAM ApaNuM prakAza pAthare te kalA ane aMdhakAra pAthare te zuM ? phakta paTane khAtara kalA jagata samakSa kAla kahevAya che. pahADa upara ati zItaLatA mUkI. "jevuM anna tevo oDakAra kudaratanI lIlA hovAthI kArIgaronA manamAM zAMti hatI, tevI ajaba che. udAtta bhAvanA vAsita anna peTamAM tanamAM skUti ke zAMti na hatI. zItaLatAmAM jatAM hRdaya paNa udAtta bhAvanAthI vAsita thAya che. jevuM dhArIe teTaluM kAma thatuM nathI. devI anu- salATone vicAramagna joIne anupamAdevI 5mAM paristhitinA sAcA parIkSaka hatA. teo teone bolAve che. madhura, gaMbhIra vANIthI devIe samajI zakyAM ke salATo ThaMDIne lIdhe joIe kahyuM ke bhAgyazALIo! zuM vicAre che! zuM teTaluM kAma karI zakatA nathI. dIrghadaNA devIe tamArA saMskAramAM kAMI nyUnatA rahI gaI che? ThaMDIne dUra karavA, kAryane vega ApavA, salATenI devInI vANI sAMbhaLI zilpakAre bolyA devI ! salAmatI mATe cAre tarapha uSNatA maLe te ApanI amIdraSTithI AvI kaI nyUnatA nathI prabaMdha karyo. have salATenAM manamAM kAmane rahI, paraMtu amane lAge che ke A jinamaMdire utsAha vaLe. devIe darekane kahyuM ke tamane amArA peTa khAtara, pudgalanA piSaNa khAtara koIpaNa prakAranI pratikULatA hoya te mane bAMdhyAM, paraMtu paramArtha mATe kAMI karyuM nathI, jaNAvazo. huM tene tarata dUra karIza. devIe kahyuM ke jo tamAre kAMI nAmanA karavI hoya, kharekhara, udAra mananA mAnavIo ja jIvanamAM AtmakalyANArthe kalAnI sAdhanA karavI hoya te udAtta ane mahAna kAryo karI zake che. saMdhyATANe A badhA sarasAmAna ghaNe che. salATI maMtrInI kArIgaronA zramane dUra karavA, pagacaMpI tathA AvI udAtta bhAvanA joIne khUba harSita banI zarIramardana karavA nekarene nImyA. devI dIdha. gayA. pAchA pharyA. IcchAnusAra svataMtra maMdira buddhivALAM hatAM; e jANatAM hatAM ke artha dhana utsAhapUrvaka banAvyuM. ApaNuM che. kintu kalA temanI pAse che. kalA Aje ApaNe Abu upara delavADAnA maMdiro vinA arthanI kimata kAMI nathI. salATo zilpa- jaIe chIe temAM salATonuM paNa eka maMdira kalAnA eka ekathI caDhiyAtA namUnA banAvavA vidyamAna che. delavADAnAM derAsaranI joDa bIje lAgyA, eka namUne juo ane bIjo bhUle. kayAMya paNa dekhAtI nathI. jIvanamAM prApta karelI badhI zilpakalAne emaNe dhana uparathI mamatA-spRhA dUra thAya tyAre A maMdiramAM cirasthAyI banAvI. kharekhara, A AvAM kAryo karI zakAya che. UrdhvagatimAM janAra udAttabhAvanA, udAratA ane nispRhatAnuM ja vyakti dhanane zikhare caDAve che ane adhogatimAM paryuSaNa vizeSAMka] [15 For Private And Personal Use Only

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janAra dhanane jamInamAM, tijorImAM bhaMDArI daI jaNAvyuM ke bhAI! mAro aMtima samaya najadika sukRtane paNa bhaMDArI de che. A lAge che. mane tuM siddhAcalanI pavitra dhana te AtmAnuM piSaka paNa che tema doSaka chAyAmAM laI jA. laghubAMdhava tejapALe paNa bhAInI paNa che. kevaLa daSTine vinimaya karavAnI jarUra che. utkaTa bhAvanA jANI siddhAcala laI javAnI dhana upara nimarmatvapaNuM te AtmAne piSaka che, saMpUrNa taiyArI karI prayANa karyuM, paraMtu mAnavInI tema mamatvapaNuM te AtmAne deSaka che. samagra IcchAo paripUrNa thAya athavA na thAya AtmAne Urdhvagatie laI janAra mana che. teye sahu koI AzAnA minAranuM AlaMbana je mAnavI manane jIte che te mAnavInI iMdrine seve che. maMtrIzvaranuM mana zatrujyanI chAyAmAM vijaya svayameva thAya che. duniyAmAM koI paNa vastu javA mATe utkaTa kAmanA sevI rahyuM che. chatAM iMdriyanA vijaya vinA banatI ja nathI. maMtrIvarya kALanuM nirmANa kaI juduja havAthI zatruMjayanI vastupALe potAnA jIvanamAM keTalI nispRhatA najIka aMkevALIyA gAmamAM vizeSa mAMdagI thavAthI keLavI haze tene A ajaba purAve che. temanA jANyuM ke have tyAM nahi pahoMcAya tethI girirAja jIvanamAM prANa pUranAra temanA guruzrI paMDitavarya sanmukha hAtha joDI nata mastake mana, vacana, naracaMdrasUrizvarajI mahArAja hatA jIvananI kAyAne ekAgra karI girirAjanuM apUrva dhyAna aMtima kSaNa sudhI paNa teo guru mahArAjanA dharI sarva ne khamAvI maMtrIzvara svargane upadezane bhUlyA na hatA. maMtrIvarya vastupAlane sukhane pAmyA. dhanya che AvI e bhavya vibhUtine ke 1298nA bhAdaravA sudamAM tAva AvyuM. je svaparanuM kalyANa karI aMte Urdhva gatine pAmaze. tyAre temaNe potAnA laghu-bAMdhava tejapALane 6 lo maM che 0 goLa ane cerasa saLIyA || hAi paTTI temaja pATA > vigere maLaze. 4 dhI bhArata Ayana enDa sTIla InDasTrIjha TelIgrAma : Ayache. nArI rAha, bhAvanagara phona : ophIsa : 650 resIDenTaH 1 5525 / (4557 [AmAnaMda prakAza, For Private And Personal Use Only

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paDha paTa pyAruM-akAruM! le. De. bhAIlAla ema. bAvIzI M. B. B. S. (pAlItANA) mAnava-jIvana saMga ane sebatathI ghaDAya AvatA sArI-kharAba Adate zIkhe che, siMhanuM che. sArA saMyego ane saMskArI sabata maLatAM bacu gheTAM-bakarAM sAthe ucharatA nirdoSa ne nirAmAnavI sajajana ane saMskArI bane che, kharAba miSa bane che, kutarA paNa zikArI sAthe rahetAM saMjogo ane duSTa sabata maLe te durjana ne hiMsaka ke karaDakaNa bane che, are popaTa jevuM kusaMskArI thAya che, bALaka eka kerA kAgaLa je mAnavasaMgI paMkhI paNa sArA-narasA saMgamAM paDatAM che. saMskArI ne ziSTa mAbApa hoya te gharamAM ziSTa-kilaSTa bhASA zikhe che, pyArU-akAruM bole saMdara vAtAvaraNa sarjAya che ne bALaka saMskArI che, "sebata tevI asara e kahevata prANIo mATe bane che, jyAre mAbApa kusaMskArI ne duSTa hoya paNa sAcI Thare che. te vAtAvaraNa kilaSTa bane che ane bALaka kusaMskArI "sAmAyika-maMDaLamAM mitra sAthe AvI carcA bane che. sajajanane saMga mAnava-jIvana svargamaya cAlatA mane thayela aMgata anubhava raju karavAnu banAve ane durjananI sabata namaya banAve. mana thayuM-piTa jevuM eka paMkhI-saMga te Ama mAnavInA jIvananuM ghaDatara sebata ne saMjogo raMga" e nyAye kevuM palaTAI jAya che. sArA saMgamAM para avalaMbe che. AvA te aneka dAkhalAo pyAru ne priya valaNa apanAve che ane kusaMgamAM itihAsamAM ne vyavahAramAM prApta che ke keTalAya akAruM ne AkaruM vartana dAkhave che. prastuta anuAtmAo satsaMga pAmatA saMta banyA che ne bhavanI rajuAta karatAM meM kahyuM - naThArI sebate DAku paNa banyA che. eTalA ja mATe gharamAM, nizALamAM ke haravA-pharavAmAM mAbApa "mitra, mAnavI tA bata tevI asara bALakane sArA mitre maLe evI kALajI rAkhe che e nyAye sArI sebatamAM sajajana ne naThArI jethI bALaka ADe ravADe na caDI jAya ane kharAba sobatamAM durjana banate hoya che ene ApaNe saMgamAM na paDe paraMtu sArI sebatamAM rahI sArI sAmAnya anubhava che paraMtu pazu-paMkhI paNa rItabhAta keLave che. zAstra paNa kahe ke mAnavIe "saMga tevo raMga mujaba jevA vAtAvaraNamAM satsaMga keLave ke, jIvana ujajavaLa ne ucca (sArA ke narasA) rahe che tevuM ghaDAya che eno bane ane kusaMgathI cetavuM ke, jIvana kharAba na hune jAta anubhava thayo. hArA vyavasAya aMge caDe. kaho ke sebata ja mAnavIne sajana-darjana eka vAra vAgharIvAsamAM "vIjhITe javAnuM thatAM banAve che. daradIne tyAM pAMjarAmAM eka popaTa che. te mahane jotAMja bolI uThyo-ThIka mANasa hAthamAM ane A niyama-saMga te raMga-mAtra Avyo che, khIsuM kApe, paisA laI le, kADhI mAno mATe ja nahi paraMtu pratyeka prANIne lAgu mUke...mAre...jhuDe..' hute vicAramAMja paDI paDe che. pazu-paMkhI paNa sArA-narasA saMsargamAM gaye. popaTa e zabdo raTate-paDhate rahyo. paryuSaNa vizeSAMka [177 For Private And Personal Use Only

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daradIe hune kahyuM-"sAheba, e ene Teva che, ne jevuM belAya tevuM mahA bhAI galica ne belyA kare, enI sAmuM na joze. mAThuM nA kilaSTa belatAM zIkhe ane mane ahiM vakIlane lagADaze ane huM daradInuM kAma patAvI ghera tyAM sughaDa vAtAvaraNane saMskArI belacAla maLatAM AvyuM. paraMtu popaTanI e vANI jANe kAnamAM huM ziSTa bhASA ne bolI zIkhe-be, jevuM guMjI rahIne vicAra karatA karI mUke. vAtAvaraNa tevuM valaNa! jevI zikhavI tevI Ama kema?" ane huM aTakyo. mitre paNa jANe bolI ! eTale ja kahevata paDI haze ne "saMga praznArthamAM paDI gayA te raMga" ane "sebata tevI asara! mahAzaya, pachI bIje anubhava varNavatAM mahuM AgaLa have ApanI muMjhavaNa ukelAI jaze, tyAM te calAvyuM "mitre, pachI ekavAra ene ukela huM saphaLa jAgI uThaze ane mane paTanA mahane maLI gayA. huM eka vakIla-mitrane tyAM prastuta anubhavamAM amArI carcA sAthe susaMgata vijhITe gayela. tyAM paNa pAMjarAmAM eka pALela ukela maLI gaye. je popaTane sArA saMge ne pipaTa je. mahene jotAM ja e belI uThaze. sArI sebata maLI e pyAruM ne priya bolatAM padhAre mahAzaya, kuzaLa che ? birAje cA-pANI zIkhe ane jene naThArUM vAtAvaraNane kusaMga leze ?? ane huM daradIne tapAsavAmAM rokAye. maLe e akArU ne AkarUM bolatAM zIkhe." badhuM patAvyuM davA sUcanA ApI, javA lAgyA bIjo anubhava kahI huM aTake. mitrane ThIka tyAM pipaTe pharI kahyuM-padhArajo, mahAnubhAva, pharI rasa paDyo. darzana deje ane ghare AvatAM ane vicAra AvyA karyA keTale phera A ane pelA popaTamAM! carcAne ATopatAM ne samikSA karatAM chelle vakIla ane vAgharI jeTalene? sajajana ane ? ja kahyuM-"ane mitra, mAnavI mATe paNa e kayAM durjana jeTalene? ekanAM maDhAmAM miThAza ne sAcuM nathI ? ItihAsa sAkSI pUre che ne ApaNe bIjAnA moDhAmAM kaDavAza! ekamAM madhuratA ne anubhava kahe che ke suMdara vAtAvaraNa ne sAre bIjAmAM viSamatA! jevuM vAtAvaraNa tevuM ja - saMga maLatAM bALake bhaviSyamAM saMskAramUrti banI ghaDatarane! Ama vicArate vicArate uMghamAM na rahe che ane kilaSTa vAtAvaraNa ane nIca sabata paDyo ne svapnasRSTimAM sarI paDyo. tyAM pele maLatAM DAkuo banyAnA dAkhalA kakyAM ochA che? eTale ja kahyuM che ne samaju mANase satsaMgamAM popaTa svapnamAM kahI rahya-zrImAna hamane vicAra te Avyo haze ke atre be piopaTa dekhAve samaya gALe ane potAnA bALakane paNa suMdara vAtAvaraNamAM uchere ! heja ziSTa ne sughaDa eka sarakhA paNa vartanamAM judA judA! hamane samAjanuM ghaDatara thaze." ane mahe mahArUM vaktavya jANIne Azcarya thaze ke ame banne bhAIja chIe. ekaja mAbApanA pharajaMdI paNa amane pUrNa karyuM. vecI detAM, ekane vAgharI laI gayA mahine chUTA paDatA pahelAM sau mitronA dilamAM vasI vakIle kharIdyo. hame jANe ja che ke amane gayuM ke nimitta maLatAM keTaleka AraMbha-samAraMbha pipaTane paDhAve eTale mAnavInI jema thAya che te AvI rahela AgAmI paryuSaNa parvanA bolIe, paNa amane jevuM paDhAve, jevI pavitra divasamAM sudeva, sugurune sudharmane sevatAM belI heya jevuM vAtAvaraNa heya, evuM amAruM suMdara vAtAvaraNa sarjIe ke saune satsaMganI balavuM ne vartavuM. vAgharIne tyAM jevuM vAtAvaraNa daSTi lAdhe ! 178] AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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sujAtAnI kSamAvatti le. manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA. rAjagRhInA eka AlezAna mahAlayamAM kecavazo nahi." zrAvastIthI Avela pitAnA pitAne patra sujAtA Aje te tArI mAtA ke mAtAmaha baMnemAMthI vAMcI rahI hatI. patra vAMcatI vakhate tenA cakSu- kera hayAta nathI, paNa mArA lagna vakhatanA tenA mAMthI vahI rahelAM UnA UnAM azruo kAgaLane zabdo mArA hRdaya taTapara evA aMkita thaI bhIMjavI rahyAM hatAM. pitAe potAnI ekanI eka gayelA ke, game tevA saMjogomAM paNa tArI lADakI putrIne patramAM lakhyuM hatuM : mAtAne meM kadI dubhavI nathI. tenI icchAnI ciraMjIvI sujAtA, tRpti artheja mAre tane rAjagRhIne eka zreSTine tyAM ApavI paDI. sulatA! dhanavAnane tyAM sAsare gayA pachI tAre vigatavAra patra te Aje prathama maLe, je vAMcI mAruM hRdaya kaMpI che A sukhanA sAdhanene koI pAra nathI hoto ane UDyuM. dhanavAnane tyAM putrIne putravadhU tarIke chatAM tyAM zAMtinuM nAma nizAna paNa jovAmAM mokalatAM mAbApane harSa ane AnaMda thAya che. ke AvatuM nathI. tAro patra mArI vAtane Teke ApaNI putrI sukhamAM paDI. paNa A mAnyatA Ape che. Ameya dhana ane dharmane sumeLa kavacita ja jovA maLe che. mANasa pAse paise kevI bAliza ane chetarAmaNI che, te te huM prathamathI ja jANate hate zikSita ane saMskArI hoya, pratiSThA hoya, paNa dharma ane saMskAra nA chokarIo jyAre garIba hoya te evA paisA ane pratiSThAnuM mUlya zuM ? zura gRhe putravadhU tarIke jAya che, tyAre tyAM pUjAtI hoya che. A paraMtu lagnanI bAbatamAM mukhyatve pUrvabhavanI leNa deNuja kAma karI jatI hoya che. "laMkAnI lADI kAraNe tArA vAgudAnanI vAta tArA sAsariyA taraphathI sAmethI AvI tyAre, te leke dhanavAna ane ghoghAne vara evI kahevatane paNa Aja ane sukhI hovA chatAM meM ghasIne nA ja pADI artha che. tyAM tane kaI bhikSu ke bhikSaNanA dIdhI hatI paNa te vakhate tArI mAtAnI gaMbhIra darzana thatAM nathI ane kazI dharma pravRtti thaI mAMdagInA kAraNe huM tenI icchAne na uvekhI ja zakatI nathI, eTale tArUM mana bhAre bhAre rahyA zakyo. mArA lagna vakhate tArI mAtA mahI hayAta kare che, te svAbhAvika che. jyAM bhikSanA na hatI. e lagna prasaMge tArA mAtA mahe mane darzanane paNa avakAza nathI, tyAM tenI dharma ekaja zIkha ApelI ke, "mAtA vinAnI mArI dezanAnI to vAta ja kyAM rahI? putrI para mane eTalA badhA heta ane prIta che paraMtu sujAtA! je paristhitimAM kudaratI ke, te duHkhI thaIne jyAre eka paNa AMsu rIte ja ApaNe mUkAIe chIe, tene anukULa pADaze, tyAre mArA hRdaya para tenA eka eka banI javAmAM ja jIvananuM sAcuM tapa che. A AMsunA bindunuM vajana eka eka Tana jeTaluM atyaMtara tapa che, bAhya tapa karatAM anekagaNuM lAgaze. meM e mAtA viheNa putrIne lADa caDiyAtuM. ApaNe bhagavAna buddhanA upAsaka laDAvyAM che, meDhe caDAvelI che, eTale tene doSa tyAre tArA sAsariyA te sau vidhama. tethI ja jyAre tamArI najare Ave, tyAre te doSanuM A patra sAthe paMdara hajAra kArlApaNanI eka nimitta kAraNa mane gaNaze. paNa tene jarAe thelI mokalAvuM chuM. cAturmAsanA chellA divase thayuSaNa vizeSAMka [179 For Private And Personal Use Only

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cAle che, eTale rAjagRhImAM zrImatI nAme eka Avate sahavAsa vaLI keNa mUrkha ja kare? gaNikA che, tene A rakama ApI eka pakhavADiyA ema vicArI teNe kahyuM: "patnIne khUza rAkhavI mATe tArA patinI paricaryA karavAnuM kArya saMpaje e te patine dharma che, tethI tAro prastAva huM ane tuM A rIte eka pakhavADiyuM dAna puNya mAnya rAkhuM chuM." chelle majAka karatAM kahyuM ane dharmakAryomAM pasAra karaje. satya ane "tArA dAna puNya ane dharmakAryonuM adhuM phaLa asatya, de ane dAna, dharma ane adharma- mane ApavAnI zarate A prastAva mAnya rAkhuM A badhA vaccenA yuddhamAM aMte te satya, de chuM." sujAtA hasIne bolI "Apane bhAre ane dharmane ja jaya thAya che. eTale zraddhA ane anugraha thaye. huM AkhIja tamArI chuM eTale khAtarI rAkhaje ke tArA parathI duHkhanA vAdaLa mane je lAbha thAya te tamaneja thayA barAbara che." pasAra thaI jaze ane sukhane sUrya ugaze ja. Ama saraLatApUrvaka A vAta te patI gaI. strInuM pustaka saMsAra che, te saMsAramAMthI jeTaluM zIkhe che, teTaluM pustakamAMthI nathI zIkhatI. saMsArathI trAsI jaI agara kaMTALI ke hatAza sujAtAe patigRheja rahI dharmAnuSThAne thaIne bhikSaNI thavAmAM huM DahApaNa nathI te. AraMbhyA. raMgIna mahAlaya pakhavADiyA mATe AvI strIo saMsAranI strIone zuM mArgadarzana dharmAlaya banI gaye, sujAtAe bhagavAna buddha ApI zake? sivAya ke tenI AsapAsa AvI ja ane tenA bhikSu saMghane pUrNAhutinA divase bhejana bIjI bahenanuM ToLuM UbhuM karI zake. saMsAramAM mATe AmaMtraNa ApyuM hatuM. mAtAthI vikhuTA je uttama rIte jIvana jIvI zake, tene ja bhikSa paDI gayelA bALakane, mAtAne punaH meLApa thatAM ke bhikSaNa thavAne adhikAra che. tane bhaNAvatI je AnaMda thAya te AnaMda sujAtAne paNa vakhate nAmAmA vaddIna ramya ne artha sama- thaye. pUrNAhutine divase sujAtA rasoI kAma para jAve te zuM bhUlI gaI? pharI, yAda karAvI jAte dekharekha rAkhI rahI hatI. tenuM jIvana dhanya ApuM-duHkhane svIkAra karavAnuM baLa jenAmAM banI gayuM hatuM. e badhI vyavasthAmAM te eTalI nathI, te pitAne sAcI rIte pAmI zaktA nathI. badhI otapreta banI gaI hatI ke tenA melAM prasanna ci raheje e ja jIvanane sAce vega thaI gayelAM kapaDAnuM paNa tene bhAna na hatuM. che.-bApujInA zubha AzIrvAda. tenA vALa astavyasta thaI gayA hatA, moDhA para pitAnA patrathI sujAtAne bhAre AzvAsana rAkha ane kelasAnA DAghA paDI gayA hatA ane maLyuM. pitAnI dAsI mAraphata zrImatIne lAvI dAsIo sAthe te paNa eka dAsI jevIja pitAe sUcavele prastAva mUko ane teNe e dekhAtI hatI. vAta mAnya rAkhI. sujAtA zrImatIne laI pati uparanI aTArIethI sujAtAne pati sujApAse gaI ane atyaMta saMkocapUrvaka bolI : tAnA AvA hAla havAla joI vicArato hato ke, nAtha! Apa mane anujJA Ape te eka A bAI jevI bIjI koI mUrkha nArI bhAgyeja pakhavADiyuM huM dAna puNya ane dharmakAryomAM pravRtta haze! prApta thayelA sukhane upabhega karavAne rahe ane te samaya daramiyAna mArI A sahAyikA badale, muMDiyA bhikSukenI sevA pAchaLa AMdhaLI zrImatIne ApanI paricayamAM mUkuM!" thaI che. tenA dedAra kevA vicitra thaI gayA che ? raMgIlA patideve zrImatI para dRSTi karI ane Ama vicAro te hasI paDyo ane A hAsya pANI pANI thaI gaye. AvI nArIne sAmethI tenI najIka UbhelI zrImatIe joyuM. hAsyanuM 180] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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kAraNa samajavA zrImatIe nIce joyuM te tyAM bhAre aparAdha thaI gaye, mane sAcA aMtaHkaraNathI sujAtA UbhI hatI. tene thayuM ke A pati patnI kSamA kara bahena !" nakkI kaI mArIja bAbatamAM saMketa karI hasyA. pati patnI vaccenI AvI nikaTatA te sahI na barobara eja samaye bhagavAna buddha ane re zakI gussAthI lAlacoLa thaI te nIce utarI. te temanA ziSya samudAye, mahAlayanA cekamAM bAMdhelA kadha, Aveza mANasane hevAna banAvI de che ane maMDapamAM praveza karyo. tyAM te sujAtAne pati tenAmAMthI sArA sAranI buddhi nAza pAme che. te temaja badhe kuTuMba parivAra paNa tyAM AvI kodhamAM pAgala banIne pUrI taLavA mATe tAvaDAmAM pahoMcyA. bhagavAna budhe tyAMnuM vAtAvaraNa jarA dhI UkaLatuM hatuM, temAMthI eka kaDachI bharI astavyasta joI pUchyuM UkaLatuM ghI teNe sujAtAnA zarIra para pheMkayuM. sujAtA page dAjhI gaI. A dazya joI sujAtAnI "sujAtA ! A badhI zI bhAMjagaDa cAlI dAsIo tyAM doDI gaI ane zrImatInA AvA rahI che ? tArA page zuM IjA thavA pAmI che ?" duSTa vartana mATe hAthamAM je AvyuM te laIne sujAtAe viSaNa haiye kahyuM: "bhadaMta ! A tene DhIbavA lAgI. dAsIo na belavA jevA prasaMge, mArI sahAya arthe mArI nAnI bahena zabdo bolavA lAgI paNa tyAM te dAjhelA page jevI zrImatIne meM bolAvelI, paNa koI prakAranI sujAtA tyAM doDI AvI. zrImatIne kazI Ija na gerasamajutinA kAraNe mArI dAsIoe tenuM thAya te mATe sujAtA tenI ADe UbhI rahI. apamAna karyuM. ApanI samakSa zrImatI pAse dAsIone zAMta pADI jarA ugra avAje teNe AvA vartananI kSamA mAgI lauM chuM ane Apa teNe saune kahyuM: "tame badhA A zuM karI rahyAM che ? sUcave te prAyazcitta paNa levuM che. te pachI mAruM sthAna Aje yajamAnanuM che ane zrImatI bhagavAnanI samakSa sujAtAe jeje banyuM te te mArI mahemAna che. mArI vinaMtIthI A TUMkAmAM kahI dIdhuM. mahAlayamAM te AvI che, eTaluM tenuM apamAna te sAcI rIte mArUM ja apamAna che. mANasamAM bhagavAne sujAtAne pUchyuM: "je vakhate rahelI kSamAvRttinI kasoTI te Aja prasaMge . zrImatIe tArA tarapha UkaLatA ghInI kaDachI phekI, thAya che. tame sau dUra haTa, zrImatInA mananuM 1 sAra te vakhate tArA manamAM bhAve kevA hatA ?" samAdhAna karIza." sujAtAe dIna vadane kahyuM; "bhadaMta! zrImatI sujAtA pachI zrImatI pAse jaI tenI pITha gusse joI mane thayuM ke mArA kayA aparAdhane pasavAratA dayAdrabhAve bolI: "mArI bahena ! he kAraNe tene mArA para Ave gusase AvyuM haze ? te tArA upakAra taLe chuM, tane kaI vAtanuM khoTuM tenuM apamAna thatuM joI meM tenI ADA ubhA lAgyuM te kahe te tArA mananuM samAdhAna karuM" rahI tene bacAvI lIdhI A banAvathI je duHkha sujAtAnuM AvuM namra vartana ane viveka yukta ane AghAta zrImatIne thayA haze, tenAthI aneka vANI jaI zrImatIne khAtarI thaI ke sujAtAne gaNa duHkha ane AghAta mane thayA che. ApaNe samajavAmAM tenI kAMIka gaMbhIra bhUla thaI che. tyAM koIne mahemAna tarIke lAvIe, ane pachI sujAtAnA koI aparAdha vinA tenA pratye teNe ApaNA ja gharamAM ApaNu ja mANase tenuM karelAM vartanane tene bhAre pazcAttApa thaye ane apamAna kare, te te mATe kevuM prAyazcitta levuM page paDI belIH "sujAtA! tArA pratye mArAthI ghaTe ?" paSaNa vizeSAMka] [181 For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhagavAne kahyuM: "UkaLatuM ghI tArA para paDyAM hoya ke bhikSuNI, puruSa hoya ke strI, saue chatAM tArA mananI samatulA jaLavAI rahI hoya niraMtara yAda rAkhavAnuM che ke ghara dharI te, tArA mATe ke prAyazcittanI AvazyakatA mA vidhAtA kone nirAdha kSamA vaDe ja nathI, paNa tArI dAsIoe te zrImatInI kSamA thAya che." mAgavI joIe. zrImatIne aparAdha hoya te paNa bhagavAne te pachI bhikSao ane anya saune tArI bAbatamAM che, dAsIo pratye nathI." uddezI kahyuM: "keI madhura bole che te koI kaTu sujAtAe badhI dAsIone bolAvI zrImatInI bele che, kaI hita mATe bole che te koI ahita samakSa mAphI magAvI, paNa te atyaMta zaramiMdI mATe bele che, koI mitrabhAve bole che te kaI banI ane bhagavAnane kahyuM, "bhadaMta ! eka nirdoSa TheSa buddhithI bole che. paNa AvA sarva prasaMge hakIkatane taddana vikRta svarUpe joI meM vinA kAraNe tamAruM citta vikAravaza na thAya, tamArA mukhamAMthI sujAtAnA dehane pIDA pahoMcADI, eTale huM pite kaTu zabda na nIkaLe, tamArI kSamAvRttine jarA paNa ja kSamA ane prAyazcittane pAtra chuM. sujAtAnA AMca na pahoMce e rIte AkhA jagata para, AjanA vartana parathI mane samajAI gayuM ke, tamAma nI para niHsIma maitrInI bhAvanA mAnavI devathI paNa uttama ane pazuthI paNa adhama keLavavA prayatna karaje !" rIte vartana karI zake che. te devanI jema vatI che, te prasaMge sujAtAnA patine tenI patnIne te he pazuthI paNa badatara rIte vatI chuM. malya samajAI gayA. sujAtAnA gharanA paNa sau sujAtAe mane navI daSTi ApI che, have ApanA sujAtAnI AvI kSamAvRtti joI dimUDha banI gayA. bhikSuNI saMghamAM mane paNa sthAna ApavA Apane kSamA, dayA, karuNA, anukaMpA A badhA guNo dharma prArthanA karuM chuM." rUpI vRkSanI DALIo jevA che, te saune samajAI bhagavAne zrImatInI prArthanA mAnya rAkhI jatAM AkhuM kuTuMba dharmanA mArge vaLyuM. krodha, kahyuM: "zrImatI ! lehI vaDe kharaDAyeluM vasa lehI abhimAna, mAyA ane lebha para vijaya meLavavA vaDe svaccha thatuM nathI tema prajavele agni paNa daza vaikAlika sUtramAM kahyuM che ke : agni vaDe zAMta thaI zakato nathI, te ja rIte krodha vavaka , mA mArA vize vaDe paNa krodha kadApi zAMta thaI zakatuM nathI. bhikSu mAmA mALa, sema saMgha ni I* * zAntithI krodhane mAre, namratAthI abhimAnane chata, saralatAthI mAyAne nAza kare ane saMtothI lebha upara vijaya meLavo. (daza, a8-39) sahasA vidadhIta na kriyAmakavivekaH paramApadAM padam / vRNate hi vimRzyakAriNaM, guNalabdhAH svayameva saMpadaH // lAo vicAra karyA vinA kaMIpaNa kAma na karavuM, kAraNa ke aviveka e ja parama ApattinuM sthAna che. jemAM vicArIne kAma kare che temane guNalabdha evI saMpattio svayameva AvIne vare che. 182] (AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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tyAga-dAna-ane AcaraNuM bhAnumatI dalAla paryuSaNa parva e AnaMda pramodanuM parva nathI. A krodha te tophAnI vAdaLa jevo che. ke je vivekarUpI parva, tyAga, saMyama, tapa, vrata, niyamo, choDavA jevA dIvaDAne bujhAvI nAkhe che. krodha Ave tyAre koI jAtanuM tane choDavA, AcaravA jevA tatvone grahaNa karavA besavAnuM bhAna nathI rahetuM. te prItI, vinaya ane ane ApavA jevA tatvone ApavA e zIkhavADe che- viveka Ama traNene nAza kare che. nAnA bALake krodhathI samajAve che. paryuSaNa parva AvI rahyA che. te ApaNe TIpAI jAya che. sAsu-sasarA-dhaNI-naNaMda pratye na sau bAhya jIvanamAMthI AMtara jIvanamAM AvIe! ane bolavAnA zabdo bolAya che. sAthe ApaNe mAnasika ApaNA zuddha Atmatatvane pichAnavA sabaLa puruSArtha tANa anubhavIe te judI, krodhanA AvA, aniSTa karIe. tame dUra karavA ApaNe saraLa mArga apanAvIe ! jyAre paNa krodhane prasaMga UbhuM thAya tyAre ApaNe jIvanamAM choDavA jevA tatve kyAM che. to 1ii che sau manathI nakkI karIe, agara kodha Avyo tenA krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, rAga, dveSa, mamatA, prAyazcita rUpe bhagavAna samakSa pa0) khamAsamaNa devA. ahaMkAra vagere. badhA tanI chaNAvaTa na karatA phakta te na phAve to 10 bAMdhI navakAravALI gaNavI, jethI phodha tattvane samajavA ane choDavAno prayatna karIe. eTalA samayamAM Avela ke samI jaze. ane ApaNe phodha aneka aniSTa pariNAma lAve che. ene jIta bIjA upara krodha karatA aTakI jaIzuM. A mArga ghaNo duSkara che chatAM ApaNA jIvanamAM rojabaroja khUba saraLa ane vicAravA jevo che. thatA prasaMge vakhate ApaNe zAMti, kSamA rAkhazuM te ApaNe bahAranI vAta khUba karIe chIe jarUra ApaNe dhAryuM pariNAma lAvI zakazuM. r mritram paNa ghaNuM karIe chIe. eTale ApaNe ghaNIvAra nAnI nAnI vAtamAM garama thaI ke pArakAne upadeza ApavAmAM zurA paNa ApaNA jIvajaIe chIe. ApaNe jyAre koI samajavAnA prayatna namAM zunya hoya che, bIjAnA gharanI vAtamAM vaDapaNa na kare ane sAmI vyakti pitAne ahaM ghavAya e laIe chIe paNa ApaNA aMtaranI nAnI nAnI mATe ApaNI vAtane uDADI de, agara pati-patnInA vAtomAM ApaNe durlakSa sevIe chIe. A ApaNA matabhedanA kAraNe, ekabIjAnI gerasamajaNanA kAraNe mAnasika jIvananI kevI vilakSaNatA che ! koI sabaLa nimitta maLI jAya eTale kodhanI javALA je ApaNe jIvanane zuddha ane sAtvika banAvavuM bhabhUkI uThe che. ane tyAM kalahanA ane avizvAsanA bIja hoya te krodhane tyAga kare joIe. nAnI nAnI ropAya che ane bane mAnasika taMgadilI anubhave che. vAtane sahajatAthI gaLI jaIe te AgaLa vAta vadhe ahIMyA samajaNa, viveka ane dhIrajanI jarUra che. ja nahi. mAne ! ke kaIvAra krodha thaI paNa game te zAMtithI, premathI parasparanI sahAnubhUtithI ekabIjAne tenuM prAyazcita karI ApaNe ja ApaNe guru banI tenuM samajavAno prayatna kare, ekabIjAne je sahajatAthI nivAraNa karavAnuM rahyuM. pharI krodha upana na thAya tene bhUlI jaI tAdAbhya bhAva sAthe ane pharI AvI gera upayoga satata rAkhavo rahyo. samajaNa ke matabheda ubhA na thAya tene bane upayoga je koI bhAI ke bene krodhane jItI lIdhe haze! rAkhe to ApaNuM jIvana duSita nahi bane. ane paraspara te leke hRdayathI keTalA kSamAzIla haze ! te potAnA zAMti anubhavAze. dIpaka banI tenA sneha, prema, vAtsalya ane prakAzathI paryuSaNa vizeSAMka) 8i3 For Private And Personal Use Only

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potAnA aMtaramAM ajavALA pAthare che ane lokane tenA prakAzathI divyatA ape che. jIvanamAM levA jevuM zuM che ? jIvanamAM bIjAne ApavA jevu' zu che ! khIjAte ApavA mATe prema, lAgaNIthI bharelA zabdo ane kaMIpaNa apekSA vagara koInuM kAma karI ApavuM te. A prema zuddha ane sAttvika ane apekSA vagarane hovA joie. ApaNA nirmaLa premanA dAnathI, ApaNA ApaNe jIvanamA levA jevuM je kaMipaNa hoya te lokonI zubhecchA che. ApaNe lokonI zubhecchA ke tenA sAcA AzIrvAda meLavazu te jarUra ApaNate kaMika prApta thaze. A prApta karavA ke meLavavA ApaNe ApaNA jIvanamAM banI zake teTalA sakAryo karavA joie jemake koi AMdhaLA mANasane rastA eLagAvI daIe, koI bhUkhyA AtmAte annadAna ApIe, muMgA prANIne caNa ke cAro nAMkhI tenA AtmAne saMtuSTa krarIe, lAgaNIthI khelAelA zabdothI, ApaNA sAcA AzvAsa-bhUlA-laMgaDAne ApaNI zakti anusAra paisA e paisA ApIe. kAine paheravAnA kapaDA na hoya, ane ApaNI pAse ghaNAM kapaDA hoya emAthI dAna karIe to A sau jIvA tamane jarUra zubhecchA ke aMtaranA AzIrvAda Apazeja ane te AzIrvAda koI bhAgyazALI ke pUnyavata AtmA hoya tene prApta thAya che. e kharU, paNa ApaNA puruSArthathI ApaNe paNa AvA AzIrvAda jarUra meLavI zakIe. ApaNe sau koI A parvanA divasamAM AvA AzIrvAda prApta karIe ! nathI sAmI vyakti jarUra zakita ne AnaMda anubhavaze, ApaNA jIvananA dareka kAryamAM ApaNI vaphAdArI ane apekSAdina jarUra ApaNate saphaLatA apAvaze kUtarA jevuM prANI gametevA saMjogo UbhA thavA chatAM te peAtAnA mAlika pratye evaphrA nathI banato paNa te haMmezA prema ane vaphAdArI jALavI rAkhe che. tema ApaNe paNa sAmI vyakti pratye prema ane vaphAdArI jALavI rAkhavA ghaNAM jarUrI che. ApaNe nAnA evA svAnA kAraNe ApaNe tarata ja garama thaI jaIe gama khAI nathI zakatA. ApaNI sahana karavAnI vRtti ApaNe keLavI nathI tethI ApaNe sAmAtA prema prApta nathI karI zakatA. A badhu bhUlI jai ApaNe nirvyAja prema, nirbheLa prema jo ApaNe ApatA rahIe to emAMthI ApaNane eka prakAranA Atma satoSa ane AnaMda prApta thaze, sAmI vyakti taraphathI ApaNane prema ane zubhecchA maLatI raheze. 184] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir paryuSaNa parvanA divasomAM ApaNe sau koI choDavA jevA tattva krodhane cheADavAnA puruSArtha karIe. ApavA jevA tattva premanu pAna karAvIe. grahaNa karavA jevA tattva AzIrvAda ane zubhecchA loko pAsethI meLavIe to A paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanA kaMIka a Mge saphaLa lekhAze. For Private And Personal Use Only AtmAnaH prakAza

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vANIno saMyama lekhaka-khImacaMda cAMpazI zAha mAM zrI AtmAnaMda prakAzanA gayA mAsanA (I. sa. 1975 julAI nA) aMkamAM zrIyuta manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetAne "vANIne saMyama" e zirSakane eka suMdara vicAra preraka lekha apAya che. te vAMcIne mane keTalAka vicAre kuryA che, te TUMkamAM A lekhamAM darzAvavA huM IcchA rAkhuM chuM. vANIno saMyama e saMskRtinuM eka agatyanuM karyuM. tenI A bhUMkaNa-vANIthI te oLakhAI lakSaNa che. vANI uparanA saMyama-kAbU vinAne gaye ane rakhevALAe tene pakaDI, mAra mArI, mANasa saMskRta-sudharele kahevAya nahIM. jagatanI khIle bAMdhI dIdhe. AvI ja jAtanuM eka daSTAMta sarva prajAoe A hakIkata svIkArI che ane zrI manasukhalAlabhAI Ape che. upara TakelI temanI AgavI rIte temanI kahevatamAM vaNI lIdhI kAvya paMktio jevA ja arthanI aMgrejI kahevata che. AvI keTalIka kahevata zrI manasukhalAla "tamArI bhASA uparathI tamAruM kuLa parakhAI bhAIe ApI che te dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jevI che. Ave che." e kahevata TAMkIne zrI manasukhalAla . tenI kALI upathI parakhAI bhAI eka daSTAMta sAthe suMdara rIte te tathya Ave che. eka subhASitamAM kahyuM che ke samajAve che. eka vAgharI chokarIne sArAM sArAM lugaDAM ghareNAM paherAvIne eka baMgalAmAM zeThANI na ziMga vezyA sutane lalATe, banAvI. paNa tenI belI uparathI te vAgharaNa na padma nirapuM kuLavAna hAthe. parakhAI gaI. A daSTAMtanA aMte teo egya ja vANI vade vakatrathI jema jema, rIte kahe che ke mAnasazAstrIo mANaso sAthenI aMkAya jAti-kuLa tema tema. TUMkI vAtacIta uparathI teonA mAnasa, kuLa, jAti, saMskAra viSe samajI zake che. paMcataMtramAM eka kathA che eka gadheDAne siMhanuM cAmaDuM oDhADI tene tene mAlika aMdhArI rAtre paraMtu A vANI upara saMyama rAkhavo e pArakA khetaramAM caravA chUTo mUkI dete. rakhevALe sahelI vAta nathI. grIsanI eka vAta che. eka siMha che tema mAnI chUpAI jatA ane gadheDo vakhata eka yuvAna ethensamAM AvI caDyo, ane sukhethI peTabharapUra carI ghera cAlyA jatA. teNe teNe bAgamAM eka upadezakane pravacana karatA je. eka rAtre AnaMdamAM AvI jaI bhUMkavAnuM zarU te pravacanamAM gaye. ane pravacananA aMte 1. na jArajAtasya lalATazRga kulaprasUtasya na pANipadma / ___ yathA yathA muMcati vAkya vANa tathA tathA jAtikula pramANam // 2. Language shows your Breeding. paryuSaNa vizeSAMka [185 For Private And Personal Use Only

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upadezakane maLI, pitAnI oLakhANa ApI, zuM karavuM? upaniSadamAM kahyuM che ke "satya bolavuM, AbhAra mAnI tyAMthI vidAya thayA. tyAra bAda priya balavuM, paNa apriya evuM satya belavuM pharIthI dekhAya nahIM. keTalAMka varSo vahI gayAM. nahIM."3 je satya bolavAthI sAmAne apriya lAge acAnaka eka vakhata te baMnene meLApa thaI gayA. tema hoya, te te satya bolavuM nahIM, paNa mauna upadezake kahyuM ke "pharIthI tame dekhAyA ja nahIM. dhAraNa karavuM. A salAha sarva prasaMga mATe yogya ATalAM varSo sudhI mAM hatA?yuvAna, ke je che? alabatta nakAmA kAraNa vinA apriya bhASA te vakhate prauDha banI cUkyuM hatuM, teNe mAnapUrvaka belavI nahIM. "kANane kAraNe hijaDAne hijaDe, uttara ApeH "gurudeva, vakhate mane jIbha rogIne rogI ke corane cora na kahe" e upara kAbU rAkhavAne-vANI upara saMyama keLavavA Adeza ApavAmAM Avyo che ane te barAbara che. ne upadeza ApyuM hatuM. tyArathI te jIvanamAM paraMtu ApaNe ApaNuM koI svajanane tene utAravAne huM prayatna karI rahyo chuM. ATalAM hitanA mATe be kaTu zabdo kahevAnI pharaja UbhI varSonA aMte paNa temAM huM saphaLa thayA nathI. thAya tyAre te na kahetAM zuM ApaNe mauna dhAraNa hajI mArI vANI upara huM kAbU meLavI zake karavuM ? kharI rIte jyAre hitakara ane priya vacce nathI. eTale jyAM A prathama upadeza huM jIvanamAM pasaMdagIne prazna UbhuM thAya tyAre priyanA bhege utArI zako na houM, tyAM bIje upadeza levA hitakarane pasaMdagI ApavI joIe. gurujanenAM kaI rIte AvuM ?" vANI upara saMyama keLavo kaDavAM vacanothI tiraskArAyelA jene mahattAne e keTaluM duSkara che te A daSTAMtathI samajAze. pAme che. evI sUkti dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jevI che. Ama chatAM paNa vANI upara saMyama keLave e - have ApaNe zrI ma bhAIe Apela philasupha khAsa jarUrI che. tene abhAve kevA anarthe banDa raselano dAkhale tapAsIe. vyAghe ghAyala sarajAya che te zrI manasukhalAlabhAI e udAharaNe karelI seMkaDI kaI bAjue gaI che tema vyAghe ApI samajAvyuM che. pUchatAM philasuphe te lakaDIne bacAvavAnA hetuthI zrI manasukhalAlabhAIe vANInA saMyamanA beTo javAba Ape ane pachI kahyuM ke "A mukhya traNa lakSaNo jaNAvyAM che. te e che ke prasaMge huM sAcuM bolyA hota te vadhAre sAro vANI haMmezAM satya (tathya), hitakara (padhya) ane mANasa gaNAta tema huM mAnatA nathI." A priya hevI joIe. paNa AvuM haMmezAM zakaya che bAbatamAM mahAtmA gAMdhIjIne abhiprAya TAMkatAM kharuM ? satya hoya te ekI sAthe hitakara ane zrI ma. bhAI kahe che ke vyAghane uttara ApavA priya hoya tevuM keTalIka vakhata banatuM nathI. te philasupha baMdhAyA na hatA. A prasaMge mauna pachI satya hitakara hoya paNa priya na hoya athavA satyathI caDhI jAya che, ane zabdanA prayoganA priya hoya paNa hitakara na hoya tevA prasaMgoe badale maunamAM vadhAre satyopAsanA rahelI che? 3. satyayAt priya brayAt mA brUyAt satyamapriyam / 4. taheva kANa kANe ci paMDaga paMDage tti vA / vAhiya vA vi rogi tti teNa core tti no vaye // dazavaikA. a. 5. gIbhi gurUNAM paruSAkSarAbhistiraskRtA, yAnti narA mahatvam // 6. maunaM satya vizikti ! A 7 gA 12 186] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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ApaNe eka bIjuM daSTAMta joIe. devI bhAgavatamAM prasaMge zrI kRSNa kahe che ke- satyata nAmanA eka vyaSinI kathA che. A "vivAhanA samaye, kAmakrIDAnA prasaMge, prANane RSine haMmezAM satya balavAnI pratijJA hatI. hana ghAta thatuM hoya tevA samaye, sarva dhana lUMTAI eka vakhata te pitAnA AzramanA jhAMpAmAM UbhA jA jatuM hoya tevA prasaMge, gAya ane brAhmaNanA hatA, tevAmAM ghAyala thayeluM eka haraNa jIva 1 (eTale ke pazu ane pUjya jananA) athe jUTha bacAvavA doDatuM jhAMpAmAM ghUsI gayuM ane aMdaranA bhAgamAM saMtAI gayuM. pAchaLa vyAgha AvyuM ane balavuM. A pAMca asatya pApakArI nathI." "ghAyala thayelA haraNane tame joyuM che?" evo prazna zrI kRSNanuM A vidhAna temanI vicArasaraNIne satyatAne pUcho. RSine asatya na bolavuM anurUpa che. teo hiMsA, asatya vagerenA be tevI pratijJA hatI eTale teNe asatya na bolatAM vargo pADe che. (1) dharyuM ane (2) adhamya. mauna dhAraNa karyuM paNa vyAghe pharI pharIthI e ja dharme hiMsA, ghamya asatya temanI dRSTie vAMdhAprazna pUchyA karyo. eTale RSie javAba Ape janaka nathI. mahAbhAratanuM yuddha temanA mate dharyuM ke "he vyAgha! jeNe haraNane jatAM joyuM che hatuM eTale temAM thatI hiMsA paNa dhamya gaNAya (eTale ke Akha) te bolI zakatI nathI ane je ane AthI ja temAM bhAga levA temaNe arjunane belI zake che (eTale ke jIbha) tenAmAM levAnI preryo hate. bha, mahAvIra AvA vargomAM mAnatA zakti nathI tuM zA mATe pharI pharI pUchayA kare che."7 nahIM temanA mate hiMsA eTale hiMsA ane A keI cakema che tema mAnI, nakAmo samaya na asatya eTale asatya. AmAM koI chUTachATa ke gumAvavAnA kAraNe vyAgha tyAMthI jato rahyo ane chaTakabArI rAkhavAthI tene durupayega thavAne RSie nirAMtane dama kheMce. alabata tadana pUrepUro saMbhava che ema temane lAgyuM hoya tema mauna karatAM A javAba jarA AgaLa jAya che. jaNAya che. keI AtatAyI mAravA Ave te paNa AmAM buddhipUrvaka vyAmitratAne Azraya laI tene pratikAra na kare, kAraNa ke tema karavA jatAM sAce javAba TALavAne prayatna karavAmAM AvyuM ApaNuM hAthe hiMsA thavAno saMbhava che evI che. zrI ma. bhAI AvI vyAmithatAnI TIkA temanI vicArasaraNI hatI. alabata sAmAnya kare che te barAbara che paNa teo maunamAM ja janatA mATe A keTaluM zakaya athavA vyavahArU che sapAsanA jUe che te barAbara che? te judo prazna che. ahIM te baMne vicArasaraNIo ApaNe A prazna tapAsIe. AvA prasaMgo vacceno bheda darzAvavAno hetu che. mATe pUrva puruSe e kAMI mArgadarzana ApyuM che. ahIM te jarUra paDe te satyanA badale ke kema te joIe. eka Apta vacana che ke asatyane Azraya levAnI chUTa ApavAmAM AvI "bIjAne pIDA karanArUM vacana satya hoya te paNa che. A daSTie philasupha banDa jUThuM bolyA ke te satya nathI."8 eTale ke bIjAne pIDA karanArUM satyatapAe vyAmizratAne Azraya lIdhe temAM satya vacana paNa asatya ja che. mahubhAratamAM eka vAMdhAjanaka kAMI nathI. 7. yA pazyati na sA brUte yA bUte sA na pazyati / aho vyAgha ! svakAryArthI kiM punaH punaH pRcchasi // 8. saccapi taM na sacca ja parapIDAkara vayaNa / 4. vivAhakAle ratisaMprayoge prAyAtyaye sarvadhanApahAre / gobrAhmaNArthe 'nRtamabravIta paMcAnRtAnyAhurapAtakAni // paryuSaNa vizeSAMka [187 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Ama chatAM huM te mAnuM chuM ke satyanAM phare che. te vakhatanA khristI dharmaguruoe zAsa upAsake zuddha satya choDavuM na joIe. philasuphe viruddha AvA asatya kathana mATe geliliyAne ke satyatAe kahI devuM joItuM hatuM ke "pazu khUba herAna-parezAna karyo. paraMtu Aje ApaNe kaI bAju gayuM te huM jANuM chuM paNa kahevA jANIe chIe ke geliliye sA hatA ane mAgatuM nathI !" A uparathI kadAca zikArI tenI pahelAnA samayanI mAnyatA jUThI hatI. gusse thAya ane zArIrika herAnagati kare te paNa tAtparya e che ke jene Aje ApaNe satya te upAsake zAMtipUrvaka sahI levI joIe. mAnatA hoIe, te AvatI kAle asatya Thare. have ApaNe mULa prazna upara AvIe. satya jyAre yahudI dharmaguruoe Isu khristane asatya ja lekamAM sArabhUta che (sanna di roDa para mAnyatA ne mAnyatAone upadeza karavA mATe gunahegAra mU), satya ja ya pAme che (satyameva jayate), Sii TharAvI tene dehAMtadaMDanI zikSA pharamAvavA mATe te satyathI devatva taraphane mArga patharAyeluM che (jora pradezanA romana sUbA pAIleTane vinati karI vitattaH prathA sevAna) samasta vizvane dhAraNa tyAre pAIlaTe prazna pUchyuM ke "satya zuM che?" karanArUM TakAvI rAkhanArUM baLa dharma che ane te (What is Truth?) dharma nathI jyAM satya nathI (nAnI vaye patra janakavidehI daSTAMta paNa samajavA jevuM che. hatyaM ja nAsita). AvI satyanI prazastio mithilAne rAjA agaNita triddhi-siddhine mAlika gAvAmAM AvI che. paraMtu A satya che zuM ? hato. tene eka rAtre svapna AvyuM ke te eka ekAMta satyanI kene anubhUti thaI che kharI? bhikhArI che ane mithilAnI zerIomAM bhIkha kharI rIte te satya zuM che te nakkI karavuM mAga pharyA kare che. prAtaHkALe uThatAM te vicAravA ApaNA mATe bahu muzkela che. lAge ke te keNa che-rAjA ke bhikhArI ? AmAM eka vakhata eka cArvAkapathIe siDanAM pagalAM sAcuM zuM che? teNe jAtajAtanA paMDite belAgyA, jevI chApa pADe tevAM cAra cAmaDAnAM kheLA paNa koI javAba ApI zakayuM nahIM. chevaTe taiyAra karAvyAM. ane pite be hAthamAM ane e aSTAvakra RSi AvyA ane kahyuM ke "janaka, te pagamAM paherI madhya rAtrie rastAo nijana paNa sAcuM nathI ane A paNa sAcuM nathI." satya thatAM catuSpAda banI te rastA upara pharyo. te badhAthI para che." prAta:kALe vahelA uThanArAoe A pagalAM joyAM ApaNe AvI bhAMjagaDamAM utaravAnI jarUra ane jAhera karyuM ke gAmamAM rAtrie siMha AMTI nathI. ApaNe jene satya mAnatA hoIe, tene ja mArI gayo che. A vAtanI AkhA gAmane pratIti jIvananA bhege paNa vaLagI rahevuM joIe. e ja thaI ane rAtre bahAra na nIkaLatAM sau gharamAM ApaNuM mATe satyanI upAsanA che. purAI rahevA lAgyA. have jyAre satyanI anubhUti thavI muzkela che I. sa.nA paMdaramA saikA sudhI ema manAtuM te pachI matAgraha ane jhaghaDAnuM mULa ja rahetuM hatuM ke ApaNI pRthvI vizvanA kendramAM che ane nathI. sAthe besIne carcA dvArA matAMtarene nikAla sUrya, graho, tArAmaMDaLe vagere ApaNI pRthvInI lAve e ja sau mATe zreyaskara che ane zrI ma. AsapAsa phare che. Adhunika vijJAnayuganA Adya- bhAIe A bAbatamAM kezi muni ane gautama praNetA geliliyoe kahyuM ke A mAnyatA satya svAmInuM daSTAMta ApyuM te khUba preraNAdAyI che. nathI. satya te e che ke pRthvI sUryanI AsapAsa 188] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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- - - - - - - brahma datta tha vatI lekhaka:-zrI. manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA kAMpilyapUrane rAjavI brahma, kAzI dezane rAjA teTalA teTalA tenA hRdayamAM zekanA zaMku bheMkAya kaMTaka, hastinApurano rAjA kaheNu, kozalane rAjA che. rAga ane zeka baMne eka ja sikkAnA be dIrgha ane caMpAnagarIne rAjavI pupacUla-e pAsA che. pAMceya vacce evI te gADha mitrI hatI ke teo zarUAtamAM te dI cUlaNI pitAnI nAnI paikI keIe anya vinA rahI zake nahiM. chevaTe bahena hoya tema ja saMbhALa rAkhI. paNa agni e nirNaya karyo ke, pAMce ya rAjAoe dareka ane vrata baMne kayAM sudhI sAthe TakI zake ? rAjAnI rAjadhAnInA zaheramAM eka eka varSa mATe * mAnava game te jAnavara upara vizvAsa rAkhI zake sAthe ja rahevuM, ke jethI koIne koIne viyega che. siMha-vAgha-varu-sApa A badhA hiMsaka sahe na paDe. prANIo hovA chatAM, leke tene AsAnIthI A kema anusAra pAMce ya rAjAo eka pALI zake che. paNa mANasa upara vizvAsa mUkavAmAM vakhata kAMpiyapuranA rAjavI brAnA rAjamahelamAM jokhama raheluM che, kAraNa ke mANasanI buddhimAM sAthe rahetA hatA. eka vakhata brahmarAjAne ekAeka kayAre vikAra ke vikRti jAge, te kahevuM kaThina che. mastakanuM zULa upaDyuM. uttama cikitsakanI sAra- mAnavInA manane tAga pAmavo e azakya che. vAra levAmAM AvI chatAM ArAma na thayA ane yuvAna puruSa jyAre yuvAna nArIne rakSaka bane che, rAjAnuM akALe avasAna thayuM. aMtima samaye tyAre evA rakSakane bhakSaka banI jatAM vAra lAgatI bradharAjAe badhA mitrone potAnI priya rANI nathI. cUlaNI ane dIrgha vacce premane setu calaNI ane bALaka brahmadattanI saMbhALa rAkhavA racAya. cUlaNI dIghanI preyasI banI gaI ane bhalAmaNa karI. rAjyanA vAvRddha maMtrIne rAjAe pachI te karoLiyAnA jhALAmAM sapaDAyeluM pha6 khAsa bhalAmaNa karatAM kahyuM, "tame te mArA vaDIlane jema tyAMnuM tyAM ja cUMTI rahe che, ema dIrgha sthAne che; cUlaNI, brahmadatta ane rAjyane sAca- cUlaNInA samagra citta taMtra para ceTI gayo. vavAnI javAbadArI have tamAre zire Ave che." mAnavInA manamAM UThatI keTalIka adamya vAsanAo brahArAjAnA mRtyuthI sau mitrane atyaMta evI te prabaLa hoya che ke, Abaru agara AghAta thaye. rANI cUlaNa yuvAna ane rUpamAM motane Dara paNa tene dAbI zaktA nathI. cUlaNI ratine paNa zaramAve tevI hatI. patinA acAnaka jevI cAlAka paNa vAsanAthI raMgAyelI strIo, avasAnathI tenA duHkhane koI pAra na rahyo. potAnA mananAM bhAvene anyathI avyakta rAkhavAmAM kumAra brahmadatta bALaka hato, eTale tene yuvAna bhAre kuzaLa heya, chatAM zuddha vaidhavya dharma pALatI thatAM sudhI kezalanA rAjavI dIghe kAMpilyapuramAM ja suzIlanArI ane puruSanuM khAnagImAM paDakhuM rahI, saunI saMbhALa rAkhavI ema nakkI thayuM. sevatI nArI vacceno bheda sujJa strI puruSothI mitre duHkhada hadaye pitAnA rAjamAM pAchA pharyA. ajANa rahI zakatA nathI. kahe che ke manuSya jeTalA priya saMbaMdhe kare che, cANakya buddhi vayevRddha dhenumaMtrI vAta paryuSaNa vizeSAMka] For Private And Personal Use Only

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sthiti samajI gayA. paNa A saDAne kema aTakAvavA e eka koyaDA hatA. ahiM teA samudramAMthIja agni prakaTyo hatA. jo pAte kAMi paNa kaDaka pagaluM bhare, teA tenA dhaDapara mAthuM rahevuM muzkela bane tevuM hatuM. tetA rAjyane eka nAkara mAtra hatA, khAkI sattAnA tamAma sUtro to calaNI ane dInA hAthamAM hatAM. phUlaNI paNa dIdhanI preyasI banI jai dIghanA hAthanu eka ramakaDu' banI gaI hatI caturamaMtrIe potAnA putra varadhenu, je brahmadattanA parama mitra hatA, tene ekAntamAM badhI vAta samajAvI ane brahmadattane A badhI vAtathI vAkepha karavA kahyuM brahmadatta have bALaka rahyo na hatA. soLa varSanA yuvAna banI gayA hatA ane tenI samajazakti paNa tIvra hatI. mAtAnA cAritra bAbatamAM te za'kAzIla tA hatA, paNa mAtA para putranA rAga evA hAya che ke mAtA game tevI adhama, duzcaritra ke doSita heAya tA pazu, te mAnavA putra turata taiyAra nathI thatA. para Mtu peAtAnA parama mitra pAsethI mAtAnA vartananI vAta sAMbhaLI tenuM haiyuM UkaLI UThayu. A vAtane niveDo khaLathI nahi paNa yuktivaDe lAvavA teNe nizcaya karyAM. mugdha banyA dItha ane phUlaNI eka vakhata sAthe besI kAMI gASTi karI rahyAM hatAM. brahmadatta tenI samIpamAM jaI UbhA rahI, tenI pAsenA kAga ane keyalane uddezI kahyuM: "are, la'paTa kAga ! tuM A kAyalamAM ane tenu' sAhacarya choDavA samajAvyAM chatAM cheDate nathI. tArI jAtaja kAgaDAnI ! je vAtathI na samaje tene lAtathIja samajAvavA paDe. have tenI zikSA paNa bhogavI le !' ema kahI kAgaDAne tyAMja kaTArIthI cIrI nAkhyA. pachI koyalane kahyuM: "tAru sthAna te kokila sAthe hAvuM joie. si'Nu te kayAMya kUtarAnI sAthe zelatI haze ? have nahi' caita to tArA hAla paNa A kAgaDAnI mAphaka karIza." 19 * ] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dIdhane brahmadattanA AvA vartana viSe za'kA thaI ane cUlaNIne kahyuM, brahmadatta ApaNI praNaya lIlAne samajatA thai gayA che. kAga ane kAyalanA eThAM nIce teNe ApaNA baMnene dhamakIja ApI che" cUlaNIe hasIne kahyuM, "brahmadatta te hajI dUdhiyA khALaka jevA che, tene ApaNA premanI jANa kyAMthI thAya ? AtA tenI mAtra khALaceSTA che." koI paNa nArI jyAre parapuruSanA premamAM paDe che, tyAre evI nArI saheja rIteja sAhasika banI jatI hoya che. AvA prasaMge ema premamAM paDanAra puruSamAM eka prakAranA saMkoca janme che. strI puruSamAM paraspara eka khIjA pratye kheMcANa thatAM, ekamekamAM parasparanI vRttio ane dA paNa khIlavA mAMDe che. dIdha ane cUlaNInI bAbatamAM paNa emaja banyuM. brahmadatta joyu` ke dIgha ane tenI mAtAnI praya lIlAmAM eTa AvavAne badale divase divase bharatI AvatI hatI. brahmadatta chelle eka AkharI upAya ajamAvye. upavanamAM teNe prANIonI ramata gamata gaDhavI ane evI eka ramatamAM eka hastinI sAthe pADAnA saMbadha karAvyA. e ramata gamata jovA dIdha, calaNI ane pratiSThita nagarajanA paNa AvyA hatA. pADA ane hastinInA sabadha thayA pachI tarataja brahmadatte pADAnuM gaLu kApI nAkhatAM kahyuM: "A pADAne AvuM hIna kArya karatAM jarAe zarama na AvI, tema A rAjyamAM koI paNa strI puruSa jo AvA anAcAra sevaze, tA evA strI puruSanAM mastaka paNa A pADAnI mAphaka kApI nAkhavAmAM Avaze. Ama karavAmAM huM jarAe koInI paNa zarama nahIM rAkhuM. zaradapUrNi'mAnA divasa hatA chatAM paNa brahmadattanI vAta sAMbhaLI dIne parasevA chUTI gayA. te rAte dIdhe` cUlaNIne kahyuM ke ApaNA baMnenu jIvana jokhamamAM che. hu tA AvatI kAle ja kezala javA icchuM chuM. dIgha'nI AvI vAta sAMbhaLI phUlaNIne amRtanA kUpamAM viSanI AMgaLI kheALAtI [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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hoya evI asara thaI. premamAM paDelI nArI ane pachI te pejanA ghaDI cUlaNIe brahmadattanA pheNa mAMDele sarpa jaladIthI pAchA bhAgatA nathI. lagna eka saradAranI suMdara kanyA sAthe karyA. cUlaNae premapUrvaka kahyuM: "prANeza! ApaNe varavadhU mATe bAhya rIte bhavya dekhAte eka mahela nirAza thavAnI jarAe jarUra nathI. brahmadatta game taiyAra karAvyuM, je hatuM te lAkhanI banAvaTane. tema te mAro ja putra che ane tenuM kAsaLa kADhavuM sehAgarAte ja mahela saLagI UThe ane brahmadatta e mArA mATe ramata vAta che. ApaNe baMne te temaja tenI paraNetarane nAza thAya evI tamAma haju yuvAna chIe ane tame mArI sAthe ja A vyavasthA atyaMta chupI rIte karAvI rAkhI hatI. eTale putre te mane maLI ja rahevAnA. haju te lAkhanA banAvelA mahelane saLagatA vAra paNa ApaNA baMnemAMthI keIne eka vALa paNa sapheda zI lAge? thayo nathI brahmadattane paralekamAM moklI ApI vayovRddha ane cANakya buddhipradhAna maMtrIthI ApaNe lagna karI lezuM. pachI te Apa rAjA ane A pejanA khAnagI na rahI. teNe pitAnA huM ApanI mAnatI rANI. mAre rAjamAtA nathI putrane cetavI dIdhuM hatuM. mahela saLagI uThe te banavuM, huM te rAjarANunI bhUkhI chuM. ane Ama pahelAM ja varaghanuM, brahmadatta ane tenI patnI sau chUpI chUpI praNaya lIlAmAM AnaMda paNa zuM Ave?" suraMga vATe nAzI chUTyA ane taiyAra rAkhelA gheDA para besI dezAMtara nIkaLI paDyAM cUlaNInI vAta sAMbhaLI dIrgha manamAM ja dhrujI varadhenue lAkSAgRhamAM be cAra mRta pazuone Uye. nArI eka abaLA paNa pitAnA cakSumAM mUkavAnI vyavasthA karI hatI, ane mahela baLI kevA kevA viSa bharI rAkhe che, tene anubhava thayA gayA pachI tyAM paDelA asthi ItyAdI joI cUlaNI vinA puruSane tene khyAla nathI AvI zakate. ane dIrgha te mAnI lIdhuM ke temanI vacamAM AvI vipharelI ane praNayamAM pAgala banelI nArI AvatA kAMTAne nAza thaI gayuM che. rAjyamAM pachI nathI jetI pradhAnane, prajAne ke putrane! ene pATavIkuMvara ane tenI patnInA mRtyune eka mAsa pitAnuM dhAryuM ja kare che. dIrthe pitAnI zaMkA mATe zoka jAhera karavAmAM AvyuM. bAhya rIte, vyakta karatAM kahyuM: "prANezvarI ! ema pATavI lekene dekhADavA mATe cUlaNae paNa mAthA ; kumAranuM khUna thatAM prajA ane lazkaramAM baLa pachADyAM, paNa bhItaramAM te potAnI kAryasiddhine jAgI UThe te ?" AnaMda anubhave. nArInAM mananA bhAve bApaDA cUlathI khaDakhaDATa hasIne belIH "zA kahe deve paNa jyAM nathI samajI zakatAM, tyAM pAmara che ke strInI buddhi pAnIe, paNa mane te puruSanI mAnavanuM te pUchavuM ja zuM? paNa mukhya maMtrIzrI buddhi ja pAnIe dekhAya che. ApaNe brahmadattane kazuM ajANa na hatuM, cUlaNanI lIlA te barobara kAMTo evI rIte dUra karazuM ke kaIne raja mAtra jANatA hatA. paNa zaMkA na Ave. rAjyamAM catarapha eka jAhera gheDA samaya bAda, zeka visAre paDyAne karaze. sattAnA sUtro ane lazkara te ApaNuM ja dekhAva karI, dIghane rAjatilaka karavAmAM AvyuM hAthamAM che. pachI koI cuMkecA karI ja kema zake? ane pachI te cUlaNI pAchI hatI tevI ja A jagatamAM te sau camatkArane namaskAra ja karatA rAjarANuM banI gaI. eka durAcArI, kAmAtta hoya che. prajA te meMDhA jevI che ene je dizAmAM ane putra hatyArI kulaTAne vijaya thaye. paraMtu haMkAre te ja dizAmAM te cAlatA zIkhI jAya che. pApa dvArA prApta karelA vijayanuM AyuSya paNa ane ema huMkArIe te ja rAjya cAlI zake." a5 ja hoya che cUlaNa ane dIrdhAnA kAvatarAe paryuSaNa vizeSAMka [19 For Private And Personal Use Only

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brahmadattanA mana para evI sacoTa asara karI, ke ogaLI gaI. dharmazAstroe sAcuM ja kahyuM che ke e vAta bhUlavA mATe teNe aneka prayatna karyA, tIvra pApanuM phaLa eja bhavamAM prApta thAya che. chatAM te bhUlI zakyo nahi, ghaNI bAbate jIvanamAM dIrghanuM mastaka kAMpilyapura jItI laI brahmadatte evI banI jAya che ke, tene jema jema bhUlavA talavArathI kApI nAkhyuM. cUlANIe te tAlapUTa prayatna karIe, tema tema tenI manovyathA vadhatI viSa laI pitAnA prANane aMta lAvI dIdho. jAya che. paNa karmane siddhAMta e avicala che jIvana jIvatAM te A pApiNane na AvaDyuM, ke, pApanA phaLa vahele moDe maLyA vinA rahetA paNa maratAM maratAM putrane mAtR hatyAmAMthI bacAvI nathI. e phaLa maLavAne cakkasa samaya nathI kahI laI, maratAM te jarUra AvaDyuM. jevA matane te zakAte paNa maLe che te te cekasa. lAyaka hatI tevuM ja mRtyu tene maLyuM. kudaratanI pachI te brahmadatte pitAnA bAhubaLathI pRthvI kevI akaLa lIlA che ! para bhramaNa karI badheja vijaya prApta karyo ane cUlaNa ane dIghanI kathA vAMcatAM bhagavAna te sArvabhauma banyA. brahmadatte cakravatI pada mahAvIre nirvANa pahelAM seLa pahoranI dezanA prApta karyuM ane pitAnA parama mitra varabenane ApatI vakhate je mahatvanI vAta kahelI te mukhya maMtrI pada ApyuM. chelle kapilyapura para sahaja rIte A prasaMge yAda AvI jAya che. caDhAI karI ane tene ghere ghA. cUlANI ane bhagavAna mahAvIre aMtima dezanA vakhate kaheluM:dIrgha baMne praNaya lIlAmAM chalakAtAM hatAM, paNa navuM zAmAM vilaM mAM vAma mArI vivA e badhI praNaya lIlA pANImAM baraphanI mAphaka me palthamAnA mAM nita roja$ # * kAme zalyarUpa che, kAma viSarUpa che, tathA kAmo jherI sarpa jevA che. e kAmanI pAchaLa paDelA loko, temane prApta karyA vinA ja durgati pAme che. uttarAdhyayana sUtra a. -53. lAlabhAI dalapatabhAI caMnyamALA lAlabhAI dalapatabhAI bhAratIya saMskRti vidyAmaMdira-amadAvAda. 9 che. AgAmI divALI sudhImAM lAlabhAI dalapatabhAI 4 graMthamALAnA rU. 1000 ke tethI vadhunI kimatanA che. 4 graMthe kharIdanArane 50% kamIzana ApavAmAM Avaze. $ maMgAve sUcIpatra, For Private And Personal Use Only

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sukha ane zAMti le. upAdhyAya zrI amaramuni saMsAramAM badhA jIva sukha icche che. bhagavAna ene meLavI lIdhA pachI sukhanAM sAdhana ochAM paNa mahAvIre potAnA eka pravacanamAM kahyuM hatuM ke badhA kema na hoya, te paNa duHkha, pIDA ane kaleSa jIvone sukha priya che. jagatamAM koIpaNa prANIne nathI raheto e che-zAMti, parama zAMti ane parama duHkha priya nathI. eTalA mATe sau koI sukha meLava- AnaMdanI sthiti. vAnI IcchA rAkhe che. sAmAnya rIte sukha prAptinA moTA moTA rAjA-mahArAjAo ane cakravartI artha e che ke vyaktine kaI sArI vastu maLI jAya, samrATenI pAse badhI jAtanAM sukha hatAM, chatAM paNa dhana-vaibhava maLI jAya, pitAnA manane anukULa parivAra zAMti na hatI. svarganA deva ane devendronI pAse ane sArA parijana maLI jAya, svastha, suMdara ane sukhanA sAdhano aMbAra lAgyA che. chatAM paNa sazakta zarIra maLI jAya, sAdhana-sAmagrInuM maLI ane zAMta kayAM che? AjanA vizvamAM amerikA javuM sukha che. vyakitane sukha-sAdhanAne abhAve sadA dhana-kuberane deza che. lagabhaga badhI jAtanAM bhautika khaTakato rahe che. abhAvathI pIDita vyakti koI paNa sukha-sAdhana tyAM upalabdha che. chatAM paNa eka abhAva kAne sArI rIte vyaktigata ke sAmAjika rIte pUra evo che, jenAM kAraNe amerikAvAsI trasta che. nathI karI zakate. gujarAta-saurASTranA mahAna bhakta amerikAnA aneka yuvAna ane yuvatio bhAratamAM narasiMha mahetA amAnAM duHkhane ghaNAM divase sudhI ahIM-tahIM pharatAM Ape joyAM haze. meM keTalAka yuvAsahana karatA rahyA, paraMtu jyAre abhAve sahanazaktinI 25 tene bhArata AvavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM te emaNe kahyuM sImAthI AgaLa vadhI gayA tyAre ene svara paNa ke, dhana-vaibhava ane bhautika sukha-sAdhana te amArA mukharita thaI UThyo : dezamAM bahu che, paraMtu zAMti nathI. amane A ati bhUkhe bhajana na hoI gepAlA, sukha-sagavaDatAothI avaLe paDI gaI che. eTalA le ye apanI kaMThI mAlA! mATe zAMtinI zodhamAM bhArata AvyA chIe. vAta ema che ke, sukha jUdI vastu che ane zarIra che te enI bhUkha-tarasa miTAvavA mATe, zAMti alaga che. sukha bAhya vastu sAthe saMbaddha che, ene ThaMDI-garamIthI bacAvavA mATe, ene rogonA bhautikasAtAnuM saMvedana che, ethI karmajanya che. paraMtu AkramaNathI surakSita rAkhavA mATe sAdhanonI Ava 5 zAMti aMdaranI AbhAnI vastu che; sukhanAM sAdhana zyakatA che. sukha-sAdhana jIvana mATe jarUrI che. ane bhale ochAM hoya, te paNa parama zAMtinI anubhUti A sukha-sAdhana ochAM ke vadhAre pramANamAM lagabhaga thaI zake che. jyAre vyakti pitAnI aMdara Utare che badhAne prApta che. koI paNa evuM prANI nathI jene tathA pitAnAmAM sthira thAya che, tyAre e bahArathI sukha jevuM kaMI maLyuM nathI. saMkocAIne potAnI aMdara kendrita thAya che ane zAMti paraMtu bhagavAna mahAvIra kahe che ke, sukhathI paNa ane parama zAMtinI anubhUti kare che. kahevAnuM tAtparya upara eka bIjI vastu che. e badhAne maLatI nathI. e che ke sukha bahAramAM che, parasApekSa che ane zAMti paryuSaNa vizeSAMka) [193 For Private And Personal Use Only

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vyaktinI aMdara che, svasApekSa che. ene kayAMya nAkhe, te pachI zAMtinA rasanAM TIpAMnAM AsvAdana bahArathI meLavavAnI nathI, kevaLa enA upara AvelA maLavAmAM vilaMba nahi thAya. AvaraNane dUra karavAnuM che. zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra vIsa varSanI vaye rAja ekavAra hu padayAtrA karI rahyo hato. eka gADuM mahelane tyAga karI zUnya vanamAM, gIrIkaMdarAomAM AgaLa AgaLa jaI rahyuM hatuM. emAM beThelI vyaktine ghUmatA rahyA. emane zene abhAva hato ? rAjagRhInA mastI caDI ane mastImAM gAvA lAge dhana-kubare dho-zArIbhadrane zuM ochapa hatI ke bhagavAna mahAvIranA caraNo mAM jIvana samarpita karI dIdhuM. bAbA ! mana kI kiMvADiyA bola, emane badhAM sukha maLyAM hatAM, paraMtu zAMti na hatI, rasa kI baMda karI ! enI zodhamAM nIkaLyA hatA teo. zramaNa bhagavAne e have te gAmaDAMne kheDUta. mane thayuM ke mahAvIre bAra varSanI dIrdha tapa sAdhanA pachI jyAre darzanazAstranI kevI moTI vAta karI rahyo che. rasanI pUrNatA prApta karI lIdhI tyAre kahyuM ke, mAnava ! AnaMdanI bUda TapakI rahI che. je AnaMda ane zAMti kayAMya bahAra nathI, tArA pitAnI aMdaraja che zAMtino rasa meLavavo hoya te mananI bArIo anaMta zAMtinuM kendra tuM pote ja che. jyAre sAdhaka udhADI nAkha. je oraDAMnAM bAraNa ane bArIo pitAnI aMdara utare che tyAre meLavavA jevuM badhuM baMdha hoya te varasAdanAM TIpAM aMdara nahi AvI meLavI le che. eTalA mATe ApaNe ApaNI aMdara zake. AvI rIte sAdhanA, bhakti ane prabhu ArAdhanAnA utarIne meLavavAno prayatna kare, Apane zAMti ane rasane pAme heya te, mana para chavAyelA krodha, parama zAMti maLaze. mAna, mAyA, lobha, rAga-dveSa vagerenAM baMdhanone choDI zrI zramaNa vaiyAvacca saMgha-pAlItANu | [ heDa ophIsa-amadAvAda. zAkhA-pAlItANA ! zrI zramaNa vaiyAvacca saMdha-amadAvAdanI zAkhA, pAlItANA khAte zrI siddhakSetra tIrthAdhirAja zrIzatru jaya girirAjanI pavitra chAyAmAM birAjamAna pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAjene jarUrI sagavaDonI suvidhAo karI ApI, sevA bhaktine lAbha laI rahela che. traNa varSathI "zramaNa vaiyAvaccenuM uparanuM kAma vyavasthita cAlu che. jemAM davA vagere dareka prakAranI suvidhA ApavAmAM Ave che. hAlamAM mAsika traNa hajAra rUpiyAno kharca Ave che. sarve sAdharmika bhAI-bahenane pU. sAdhu-sAvIjI mahArAjonI yogya rIte vyavasthita ane samayasara vaiyAvacca dvArA sevA-bhaktine lAbha maLe e mATe A saMsthAne yogya sahakAra ApavA vinaMti karIe chIe. sahAya mATe maLelI rakamanI sattAvAra pahoMca-pAvatI ApavAmAM Ave che. jarUrI salAha-sUcane mATe saMsthAnI ophIsanI mulAkAta levA athavA patra vyavahAra karavA vinaMti che. heDa ophIsa : li. sevake. zrI zramaNa vaiyAvacca saMgha De. bhAIlAla ema. bAvIzI-pramukha saMcAlaka : somacaMda DI. zAha-maMtrI lAlabhAi ela. parIkha 5. kapuracaMda Ara. vAyA-sahamaMtrI parIkha bilDIMga, elIsabrIja zrI zramaNa vaiyAvacca saMgha (zAkhA) amadAvAda The. caMdrabhUvana, talATI roDa, pAlItANu (sau.) 194] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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jyAre mana ene preraNA Ape che, uzkere che. svAthya ane manovRttio mananI tIvra IcchAne jyAre tRpta thavAne avasara nathI maLate te vyaktinI mana sthiti lekhikAH-pU. sAdhvI zrI kanakazrIjI kevI thAya che? enuM mArmika vizleSaNa karatAM prAcIna AcAryae lakhyuM che : asvAthya vartamAnayuganI sauthI vadhAre jaTIla AdAvabhilASa: sthAgnintatA samasyA che. ApaNe enuM vizleSaNa karIe chIe tadanantara tataH samaraNama , mAtra zarIranA dharAtala para ane samAdhAna zodhIe chIe vividha prakAranI cikitsA paddhatiomAM. tadanuguNanAM kIrtana mukezasya pralApazya; -paraMtu zarIrazAstra ane mAnavazAstranA navIna unmAdastadanu tane vyAdhijaDatA tathyae e spaSTa karI dIdhuM che ke zarIranI meTA tatastate maraNam... bhAganI bimArIo te mAtra manuSyanA mananI pratikriyA ja che. eTale svAthya ane asvAthyanuM sarvaprathama kaI padArtha meLavavAnI manamAM mULa che manuSyanI sat ane asata pravRttio. ke IcchA jAgRta thAya che, pachI enuM ciMtana ane smaraNa thAya che. vyakti hara samaya enAM ja guNahomiyopethika cikitsA paddhatinA pravartaka gAna gAyA kare che. IcchA pUrNa na thatAM mana Da menIne lakhyuM che : udvigna rahevA lAge che. mAnasika samatulA 99 TakA bimArIonI jaDa ApaNuM mana ja bagaDI jAya. e pAgalanI jema pralApa karavA che. A elopethika DokaTara badhA adhUrAM che. teo lAge che. pachI enuM mAnasa kharekhara aniyaMtrIta vicAre che kiTANuM ApaNane asvastha banAve che, ane pAgala banI jAya che. dhIme-dhIme paraMtu kiTANuM pratyeka vyaktinA zarIramAM hoya ja nAnI-meTI vyAdhIothI gherAIne zarIra jaDatAche. ApaNI mAnasika saMvedanAne vega maLatAM ja kAnta banI jAya che ane akALe ja ene mata e kriyAzIla banI jAya che. pikAravA lAge che. eTalA mATe bhAratIya triSioe mane vijJAnanI bhASAmAM moTA bhAganI bimArI- gAyuM viSayAprApto regotpatti-atRpta IcchAo o dabAyelI bhAvanAo, vAsanAo, taNA, regene janma Ape che-"ati asakatApi ane maMda buddhinI abhivyakti ja che. rAjyamAdi dotpatiH "-tIvra Asakita kSaya jaina Agama graMthamAM gatpattinA nava jevA jIvanaghAtaka vyAdhione janma Ape che. kAraNa darzAvavAmAM AvyAM che : ati bhajana ke eTalA mATe ApaNe e mAnIne cAlavuM ati Ana, ahita bhejana, ati nidrA, ati paDaze ke anyAnya kAraNanI sAthe ApaNuM mana jAgaraNa, maLa-nirodha, prastravaNa nirodha, ati paNa asvAthyanuM eka kAraNa che. mananI sama gamana, pratikULa bhejana, iDhiyArthI vikepana. avasthA zarIranI svasthatAmAM sAdhaka bane che ane AmAM pahelA ATha kAraNa sthaLa che. navamuM viSama avasthA bAdhaka, mAnasika viSamatAnI sUkSama che ane citanIya paNa e che-iMdriyanI sthitimAM bhayaMkara snAyuonI tANa pedA thAya che. pitAnA viSaya prati dauDa-tIvra abhilASA, jene mananI astavyastatAthI zarIra keTaluM jaladI kAmanA ke vAsanA paNa kahI zakIe chIe. paraMtu prabhAvita thAya che e ApaNe pote anubhava karI iMdriye paNa uttejita ke utkaMti tyAre thAya che. zakIe chIe. paryuSaNa vizeSAMka For Private And Personal Use Only

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parezAnI ke lajjAthI mAMhu lAlacALa thaI jAya che. apriya vyaktine joI garadana ke mAthAmAM darda thavA lAge che. AtaMkathI hAtha-paga ThaMDA paDI jAya che. hRdayanA dhabakArAM vadhI jAya che, eTale e nizcita che ke mAnasika vikAra ApaNA zarIrane paNa vikRta ane rugNa banAvI dye che. enAthI snAyu-maMDaLa prabhAvita thAya che. uzkerATa ke koddhanI avasthAmAM hRdayanI raktavAhInI jharavA lAge che. enu pariNAma aniSTakArI hAya che. asthi rAga, pakSaghAta,madhu-prameha vagere rAgonI jaDa paNa mananA UMDANamAM chUpAyelI che eve aneka mAnasazAstrIenA abhiprAya che. mAnasa cikitsA dvArA ene maTADavAmAM paNa te saphLa thAya che. eka vyakti pakSaghAtathI pIDAtI hatI. pagethI UDha-esa paNa karI zakatA na hatA. pratyeka upacAra niSphaLatAmAM pariNamatA hatA. mAnasa cikitsakanA sUcana pramANe acAnaka koI e kahyuM : "makAnamAM Aga lAgI che ! Aga ! Aga ! Aga !" ane varSothI khATalAmAM paDyo rahelA e rAgI tatkALa sAtamAM mALethI nIce utarI AvyA. mAnasika tIvra AghAtathI jema snAyue sa'kocAya che tema ja tIvra jIjIviSA ke bhAvanAtmaka AvezanI kSaNamAM emAM Azcaryajanaka phelAvA paNa thaI jAya che. vamAnamAM zarIrazAstranA adbhUta parIkSaNa ane prayAga cAlI rahyA che, enA A niSTha che. tIvra ghRNA ane khIjanI vRtti zvAsa roga, traNa tathA cAmaDInA roga rUpe prakaTa thAya che. leAbhanI vRttithI sAMdhAnA daradanA rAga tathA kabajIyAta thaI jAya che. mAnasika tANa tathA Avege nA kAraNe pittA zayanI patharI vadhI jAya che. leAhInI nADIo para chavAyelI caramI vadhavA lAge che. 196] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jyAre paNa mAnasika Avega vadhe che tyAre lehImAM eDrenalIna nAmaka hAramAna vadhAre pramANamAM prabhAvita thavA lAge che. e nAnI lehInI nADIone saMkoce che. enAthI hRdayanI nADI vadhAre prabhAvita thAya che. enA vadhAre sa'kocAvAthI tatkAla mRtyu paNa thaI jAya che. jaina Agama graMthAmAM rAga-dveSa ane bhayAtmaka adhyavasAyane akALe mRtyunuM eka kAraNa mAnavAmAM AvyuM che. e bhayajanaka AvegothI lehInI nADIemAM ekAeka tIvra dukhANu thAya che. e ekadama sa'kAcAI jAya che. lehInuM bhramaNa thaMbhI javAthI hRdayanI gati avarodhAi jAya che. ciMtA, bhaya ane nirAzAnA bhAva 'blaDaprezara'ne asamatAla banAvI dye che. hIna bhAvanA tathA rUMdhAmaNuthI kSayarAga tathA kensara jevAM rAga paNa thaI Ave che. gesa, hisTIriyA,apamAra vagere rAgeAnu kAraNa, elepethika DokaTara paNa mAnasika rUdhAmaNu, ciMtA, azAMti ane hIna bhAvanA ja batAve che. IrSAthI asara ane ghRNAthI maraDAnA roga thAya che. 'caraka sahitA'mAM bhaya ane hiMsAthI atisAra thavAnA ullekha che...... bhaya cintAbhyAmatisArA jAyate.' kroSa ane zekathI vAta, pitta tathA lehI kupita thai jAya che--krodha zekaumruto, vAtapitta-rakta-prakopanau.' vijJAnanI dRSTie ciMtA, bhaya, krodha vagere Avege thI 'hAiDrokaleArika esIDa'neA pravAha vadhI jAya che. A tattva sAmAnya rIte sakhta khArAkanA aMzene vibhakta karI pAcanamAM sahuyAga kare che, paraM'tu pramANamAM vadhI javAnA kAraNe ke bhUkhyA peTamAM A peTanA pAcaka rasAne naSTa karI billIne khAvA lAge che, ethI peTamAM gesTrIka alsara thai jAya che. A tathyethI vidita thAya che ke jo ApaNe mAnasika AvegAM, Aveze ane bhAvanAo para [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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niyaMtraNa rAkhatA zIkhI laIe, vRttionuM damana jyAre bIjAnAM vicAra, bIjAnI manaHsthiti na karatAM ene zuddha karavA lAge, rUMdhAmaNane pedA ane zArIrika sthitinuM rUpAMtara karavAmAM eTalA ja na thavA de te asvAthyanI samazyA mahad aMze prabhAvazALI banI zake che ke te pachI ApaNe samApta thaI jAya che. enA upAya che--savicAra, potAnA vicAra ApaNA zarIrane kema prabhAvita mAnasika prasannatA ane vidheyAtmaka saMkalpa. na karI zake ! vicAro ane maMgala bhAvanAothI bhareluM Adhunika vijJAna pramANe ApaNuM sat ane mane kharekhara ApaNane rogothI bacAve che. asat vicAra zarIranA AbhAmaMDaLane prabhAvita razIyA ane ameskiAnA be mahAna vaijJAnika kare che. manamAM kharAba vicAra AvatAM ja zarIrae A dikSAmAM addabhUta prayogo karyA che. emaNe mAMthI nIkaLatAM vidyutataraMgo vikRta ke vAMkI-cUkI e sAbita karyuM. che ke vyaktinA sad ane asadu A thavA lAge che ane e ja sata vicArethI suMdara, vicArothI dhArelI vastumAM guNAtmaka parivartana 2 svastha ane layabaddha banI jAya che. vikRta AvI jAya cheeka vyakti eka pANInA ghaDAne AbhAmaMDaLa ApaNA zarIrane rUSNa ane vikRta sAme rAkhe. ane maMgala bhAvanAo ane pavitra banAvI ghe che. vicArethI abhibhUta karI choDavAone sIMcyA. "nare muyagrA dhamma viutti aMjU- A e choDavAone je phaLa AvyAM e dhAryA karatAM mahAvIra vANI paNa kadAca ene ja saMketa kare che. vadhAre svastha, suMdara, tAjA ane mIThAM hatAM. eno artha che-dhAmika vyaktinI cittavRtti ke bIjI vyaktie e ja naLanAM pANIne ghaDAmAM AtmA haMmezA prasanna rahe che. A AtmAnI bharyuM tathA IrSA, dhRNA, uzkerATa ane bIjAne prasannatA mane vRttionI prasannatA ane zarIranI hAni pahoMcADavAnA vicArothI bhAvanAthI otaprota svasthatAne mULamaMtra che. ene sauthI vadhAre karI e ja jAtamAM choDane pANI sIMcyuM. e uga sugama upAya che- agri vAsAya svayane jANIne Apane navAI lAgaze ke emAMthI keTalAMya sadA prasanna rAkho. choDa te naSTa thaI gayA, keTalAMya karamAI gayA ane mAnasika prasannatAthI snAyuomAM eka prakArane bAkInA paNa vibhinna regathI gherAI gayA. romAMca, kaMpana, saMgIta ane layabaddhatA hoya che. AvA prakAranA keTalAMka prayogo kasapheDa tyAM asat TakI ja nathI zakatuM. AvI sthitimAM yunivasITInI prayogazALAmAM paNa thayA che. emanA mAnasika asvasthatAne prazna ja nathI uThate ane anusAra maMgalabhAvanAothI pUrNa vyaktinA svastha mana zarIrane paNa nAnAM jokhamamAMthI sAnnidhyamAM lehInAM sapheda rajakaNomAM Azcarya ugArI le che. janaka vRddhi thaI jAya che, je ApaNA astu, svastha jIvana jIvavA mATe cittasvAthyane sajAga paheredAra che. AvI rIte vRttionI zuddhi, samIkaraNa ane uccatara bhAvanA amaMgaLa bhAvanAothI bharelI vyaktine sAnnidhya. atyaMta apekSita che. A AdhyAtmanI unnata mAM tatkALa ghaTI paNa jAya che. bhUmikA para ja saMbhavI zake che. paryuSaNa vizeSAMka [197 For Private And Personal Use Only

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svargavAsa nedha bhagavAna mahAvIranA pacIzamAM nirvANa mahotsavanI kendrastha mahAsamitinA kAryAdhyakSa ane zrI digaMbara jainasaMdhanA agraNI, udyogapatI sAhuzrI zAMtiprasAdajI jainanA dharmapatnI ane bhAratIya jJAnapIThanA sthApaka ane adhyakSa zrImatI ramAhena jainanA thoDA divasa pahelAM, dilahI mukAme thayelA avasAnanI neMdha letA ame UDI dIlagIrI anubhavIe chIe. zrImatI ramAbahenanuM jIvanaghaDatara eka saMskArI ane dharmAnurAgI mahilA tarIke thayu hatuM. tethI aDhaLaka saMpatti hovA chatAM emanuM jIvana uccAzayI, dharmaparAyaNa ane sevAparAyaNa banyuM hatuM emAM paNa vidyAprIti ane sAhityarucine emanA jIvanamAM viziSTa sthAna hatuM. bhAratIya jJAnapIThane eka zaktizALI prakAzana saMsthA tarIkenI deza paradezamAM je khyAti maLI che temAM temane paNa asAdhAraNa phALo che. bhAratIya badhI bhASAomAMnA zreSTha sAhityanI kRtine dara varSe rUpIyA eka lAkha jevI mAtabara rakamane puraskAra ApavAnI "jJAnapITha sAhitya puraskAra yojanA" e emanuM tathA sAhU kuTuMbanuM kAyamI ciraMjIvI smAraka che. zrImatI ramAbahenanuM avasAna e kevaLa temanA kuTuMbanI ke jainasaMghanI ja nahi paraMtu samagra dezanI paNa khoTa banI rahe evuM che. ame emanA saMskArI, sAhityapremI ane sevApremI AtmAne hArdika aMjali ApIe chIe ane emanA kuTuMba upara AvI paDela A duHkhamAM amArI samavedanA pragaTa karIe chIe. ja kI tejasvI pariNAma sthAnika zeTha eca. je. le, kelejanA tejasvI vidyArthI zrI divyakAMta mehanalAla leta pe. ela. ela. bI. mAM bhAvanagara kendramAM prathama AvyA che. zrI divyakAMta ela. ela. bI. nA traNeya varSo daramIyAna bhAvanagara kendramAM prathama AvyA che ane kAzIbena paTela erDa meLavela che. zrI divyakAMta, ApaNI sabhAne lAIpha membara ane bhAvanagaranI kApaDanI vepArI peDhI me. jagajIvanadAsa phulacaMda vALA zrI mehanabhAI jagajIvanadAsa letanA putra che. 198] . [AmAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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A bhA nI jhAMkhI lekhaka - makaranda dave IsunI AThamI sadImAM nAlaMdAvidyApIThanA eka temanA para tyAM phiTakAra varasavAmAM bAkI nahI rahI mahAna AcArya rAhulabhadra bhikSunAM cIvara ane pAtra hoya. bauddha vihAramAM tyAre je anAcAra phAlI rahyo phagAvI dIdhAM, adhyApananAM pustakone paDatAM mUkyAM ane hatA, je gUDha ane vikRta sAdhanAonAM cake cAlatAM ekale paMDe cAlI nIkaLyA. ane A bauddha AcArya hatAM tenI sAme sarahade saraLa ne sahaja jIvanane konI sAthe jaI rahyA ? tIra-kAmaThAM banAvI gujAro apanAvavAno saMdeza Ape bahAra prAmANika mahenatanuM karatA abhaNa paNa mahenatuM sarakaMDonI vacce zaramAMthI kArya ane aMdara cittane nirmaLa rAkhavAnI sAdI thayuM sara-ane sara eTale tIra banAvanArA A lekanI sAdhanA temaNe svIkArI : sAthe rahI temaNe paNa tIra banAvavAnuM zarU karyuM. tethI "bAju re aju chADi nA leha re baMka, te temanuM nAma paDI gayuM sarahA. ahiMsAnI moTI niyare bedhi, nA jAha re laMka; moTI vAto karanArA paNa pAkhaMDI jIvana gALatA hAthe re kaMkaNa nA lehu darapana, bhikSasaMgha karatAM tIranI aNI sajAvatA A saraLa apane Apa bujhahu nija mana." lakomAM sarahane sAcuM teja dekhAyuM haze. nAlaMdAnA " saraLa mArga choDI vAMke mArga na le, pAse ja nivAsa daramiyAna temaNe joI lIdhuM hatuM ke vidyA ne bedhi che. tyAre laMkA sudhI zA mATe jAo che ? dharmane nAme tyAM Dhaga cAlato hato. adhyayana-adhyApana hAthakaMkaNane mATe arIsAnI zI jarUra ? pote potAnA khAlI zabdonI piMjaruM banI gayuM hatuM ane je manane jANo, eTale pitAnuM sAcuM svarUpa samajAze." zithilAcArI bhikSuo bAhyAcArane maDAgAMTha vALI beThA mAnavInuM mana hatA. sarahathI A sahana na thayuM. nAlaMdA ane saMgha sAthe cheDo phADI nAkhI te mukta mane bahAra nIkaLI paNa mAnavInuM mana evuM che ke saraLa vastu ja gayA. ane pitAnA aMtarAtmAnA avAjane mAna tene mATe muzkela banI jAya che. saMsAramAM rahIne ApI je puruSa bahAra paDe che, tene pagale navIna A paropakAra karavAno ane bIjAnAM sukha-du:khamAM bhAgI. dAra banavAne dhorI mArga sAme paDyo hovA chatAM jIvanane udaya thAya che. kabIramAM je adhyAtmano tene te citravicitra dhyAna, pUjA, vrata-tIratha dvArA ja madhyAhna tapa jovA maLe che, tenuM paroDha jANe sarahane mekSa meLavI levAne lobha lAgyo hoya che. sarahapAde pagale phUTayuM hatuM. sarahe zarUAtamAM saMskRtamAM racanAo karI hatI, paNa pachI temaNe tyAranI lokabhASA apabhraMzamAM AvI manovRttine cImakI ApatA kahyuM : mokakha ki labhaI jajhANa paviTro? dehA ane pada racyA. pAchaLathI e sahajayAnanI keDI kinta dave kintaha NijajaM? pADanAra siddha sarahapAda nAmathI jANItA thayA. kinta kijaI mantaha sevaM ? saraLa ane sahaja jIvana kita tistha tapAvaNa jAI e samayanA dharma ane samAjanA AgevAnoe mekakha ki laklaI pANI hAI? sarahane ghera virodha karyo. saraha koI zAstrane AdhAra para UAra Na kIaU asthi Na dIau dANa, TAMkI bacAva na karyo. paNa dhUta bhikSuone mUka ehu saMsAre kavaNa phalu varUchaDu hu apaNa." javAba ApatA hoya tema sarakaMDenI eka kanyAne " bhalA, dhyAnamAM DUbI javAthI zuM mokSa maLe pitAnI sahacarI banAvI te khulleAma pharavA mAMDyAM, che? dI dekhADavAthI, naivedya dharavAthI tathA matra paryuSaNa vizeSAMka) For Private And Personal Use Only

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paDhavAthI zu mekSa maLe che ? AmAM khIjuM che zuM? AvA kAryothI tA gu tIrthATana karavAthI ke tapovanamAM jaI vasavAthI ke sahita ziSyA paNa khUDe che ane aMtakALe temane snAna karavAthI zu meAkSa maLe che ? bhAge pastAvAnuM ja Ave che." jo pApakAra na karyAM ane dAna na dIdhuM te| A saMsAramAM AvavAnuM phaLa zuM ? tenA karatAM te potAnI jAtanA tyAga karI devA sArA,-maravuM sAruM.' kakhIre sAta se varyAM pachI AvI ja vANI vahAvI: sAdheA, dekhA jaga khaurAnA, sAMcI kahI teA mArata dhAve; gUThe jaga patiyAnA. (( bhUlAnA. bahuta mile mAhi nemI dharamI, prApta kare asanAnA, Atama cheDi paSAne pUjai, tinakA cothA gyAnA. Asana mAri DiMbha dhari beThe, mana me bahuta gumAnA, pIpara-pAthara pUjana lAge, tIrathaghara ghara maMtra jo deta kita hai, mAyA ke abhimAnA, guruvA sahita ziSya sakha mUDai, a'takAla pachitAnA yA bidhi hai'sI calata hai' humekA Apa kahAve yAnA, kahai kabIra sunA bhai sAdheA, ina meM kauna divAnA ? "satA, A mUDha jagata sAme te| jarA jue ! sAcuM kahuM chuM te mAravA doDe che, ane jUTha upara te vizvAsa kare che.' "mane ghaNA nIma pALanArA ane dharama karanArA maLyA. savAramAM te snAna karavAnuM cUkatA nathI, rAja mUrtinI pUjA karavA bese che paNa koI divasa temane Atma-vicAra karavAnuM sUjhatuM nathI. temanu jJAna pustakiyuM te sArahIna che.' "keTalAka vaLI Asarana lagAvIne dhyAnamAM esavArtA daMbha Acare che. AvA dhyAna vakhate peAtAnuM mana kAM kAM bhaTake che. tenu dhyAna rAkhatA hAya te ? paNa nA, temane te huM moTo dhyAnI chuM tema manamAM abhimAna rAkhI leAkAne batAvavu che. keTalAka ama eka jagyAe palAMThI mAravAne badale pIpaLA- patharAne pUjavA doDAdoDa kare che ane tIrthamAM tathA vratamAM gothAM khAya che.'' "AvA loko vaLI guru banIne ghera ghera ma MdIkSA ApatA krUre che. mAyAne vaza khanI phulAvA sivAya 200] - Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir "adhUrAmAM pUra hoya ema A loko peAtAne DahApaNanA bhaMDAra gaNAve che. mane te A joI hasavuM Ave che te e loko mArI hAMsI uDAve che. saMto, AmAM ketu khasI gayuM che ema mAnavIya guNAnA vikAsa mAnavuM ' dhyAna, maMtrajapa, zAstrapaThananuM mahattva nathI ema nahIM paNa tenI sAthe mAnavIya guNAne vikAsana thAya to "paDha pahake paththara thavAno vAro Ave. sarahanI jema kabIre paNa aradhI sAkhImAM jIvananuM ko hira nAma.' paNa mANasanA svabhAva che ke kavya batAvI dIdhuM dene ko TukaDo bhalA, lene potAnA ahaMkArane poSe tenI pAchaLa khuvAra thaI jaze paNa ahaMkArane ogALe tenu nAma nahIM le ? ane aMte poSavA mATe tA mANase kevAM kevAM banAvaTI khajAra UbhAM karyAM che? cAlaNagADI cheADIne te pRthvI para pA pA pagalI bharatA potAnI meLe cAlatAM zIkhe che, paNa mananI dharatI para tene kAIne koI TekA joie che. ane nirAlaMba thayA vinA to Atma rAjyamAM paga mUkI zakatA nathI. ahane poSatA badhAja AdhAre| tUTI paDe tyAre AtmAnI kAMIka jhAMkhI thAya. A teA sadaMtara khAlI thai javA mArga che ane vastuonA saMgrahathI, kalpita sukhAnA bhaMDArathI, siddhinA AMkaDAthI rAjI rAjI thaI jatA mAnavIne ahama potAnI muThThI kholavA taiyAra ma thAya ? paNa e muThThI kheAlavA taiyAra kema thAya ? paNa e muThThI khAlavA mAMDe teA bhajananI vANImAM tene paththarAne badale pArasamaNi maLe, pachI karyAya javu na paDe ane koi vastu mATe mAthAM pachADavAM na paDe, AkAzanI jema zUnya ane nirlepa thavAthI potAnA asalane satejarUpane pAmI zakAya, jyAM kazo abhAva nathI, paNa svabhAvathI ja karUNAdhArA vasI rahe che. sarahapAde cittanI A zuddhi, A zUnyatA, A sahaja svabhAvane kema prApta karavAM tenu varNana karatAM kahyu che, [AtmAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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"sarva rUpa tahuM kha-sama karI, tyAre AvI uttama sahajAvasthAnAM bAraNAM khelanArA kha-sama svabhAve mana dharIjai, mukatajane pragaTa thayA kare che. vaLI samaya jatAM tatvane se bhI mana tahaM ca-mana karI che, nahIM paNa kaI tAraNahArane pUjanAro samAja temanA sahaja svabhAve so para kIjai." nAma AsapAsa dIvAla caNe che. sarahapAdana sahajayAnanuM "A sAme je rUpa-raMganI suSTi UThe, manamAM pAchaLathI evuM ja thayuM. kabIrane nAme paNa guggAdIne ja kAMI kalpanAnI mUrtio ramavA mAMDe tene bhUMsI paMtha cAle ja che. paNa AvA mukata paraSonAM jIvana nAkha. tenI pratye je gamA-aNagamAnA, rAgadveSanA ane vANI te mAnava jAtane vAraso banI jAya che. bhAva UThe che tene miTAvI de ane tamArA manane ja tenA para najara nAkhatAM ja mANasanuM mana tamAma jaDa, AkAza jevA svabhAvavALuM karI de. jemAM A saghaLI malina ane muDadAla rUDhiothI para UThavA mathe che. sachi ramatI hovA chatAM e te nirlepa ane nirvikAra AvI vANI koIne koI haiyAmAM baLa sIMce che ane rahe che. evA zuddha, zUnya manane paNa jyAM a-mana, tamAma baMdhano sAme baLavo karavA himata baMdhAve che. mana jevuM kazuM rahetuM ja nathI evI manasAtIta vaLI AvA koI mukta puruSane pagale hajAro bhIra bhUmikAmAM laI jA ane pachI te mana ane a-manathI pakho paNa jALane phagAvI asIma gaganamAM UDI nIkaLe para, sahaja svabhAvanI eka evI bhUmikA che. jayAM che. bhakata caturbhujadAse zyAmasuMdaranI chabImAM je joyuM zUnyamAM sabharatA che, sabharatAmAM zUnyatA che, ane hajAra te navI nathI navInatara saundarya teo jIvananA hara hajAra taraMgamAM ja nistaraMganuM acala Asana che. prasaMge pAmatA rahe cheH aMtaratama sva-bhAva mAIrI Aja aura, kala aura, mANasane A aMtaratama svabhAva che. paramAMthI china china prati aura aura." te jema jema pAMkhe saMkele che tema e svabhAvane pAme che ane A sva-ne kayAMya sImA nathI. pachI kayAM jenI suMdaratA kadI jhAMkhI na paDe, kSaNekSaNe vadhatI rahyo tyAga ? kayAM svIkAra ? kayAM mokSa ? kayAM ba dhana? rahe enuM nAma te jIvana, A jIvanamAM AtmAnuM sarahapAde tenI jhAMkhI karAvatAM kahyuM che: asaMgatva ane je maLe tene premathI bhIMjavI detI "gharahi na raha, ne jAha bana, karuNA joDA joDa rahe che. sarahanI ja amara paMkitaojayaM jahaM mana pariyANa, ne guMjAra : sakala niraMtari badhi thita, karUNu chaThThI je sunnI lagna, kahe bhava, kahuM niravANa??" nAI se pAvai uttama magu. "nA gharamAM rahe, na vanamAM jAo."--A ghara ke ahavA karuNa kevala bhAve, A vana evA bhedabhAva ja manamAMthI kADhI nAkho. janma sahasahi mekakha na pA. pachI A mana jyAM jyAM jaze tyAM badhuM ja jJAnathI ajavALatuM jaze kAraNa ke sarva sthaLe niraMtara bedhi sunna karuNA jai joDa sakeke, paramajJAna raheluM che enA kayAreya, kazAthI lepa thato nI bhava nI nivvANahi thakake" nathI. vAsanAgrasita mana tene DhAMkI de che eTaluM ja. "karuNAne choDIne je zUnyane vaLage che te uttama vAsanAmukata mana thayuM eTale pachI kayAM rahyo sasAra ? gati pAmatA nathI athavA mAtra karuNAnuM ja sevana kayAM rahyuM nirvANa karyA kare che te hajAra janme paNa mokSa pAmatA nathI. navInatara sauMdarya zunya ane karuNAne ekatra karI zake che tene mATe nathI samAja jyAre bAhya rUDhiomAM phasAI jAya che rahete saMsAra, nathI rahete mekSa." paryuSaNa vizeSAMka [201 For Private And Personal Use Only

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samaju mAbApa jANe che ke denA beMkamAM potAnAM bALakone kauTuMbika salAmatI.... nAma sagAra bacata khAtuM kholavuM ApanAM bALakonA bhAvinI surakSA karo karavAno temaja temanI vadhatI jatI jarUrato pUrI pADavAno eka uttama mArga che. ApanA bALakane nAme Aje ja khAtuM kholAvo. vyAja 5 TakA. denA (gavarnameMTa oNpha inDiyA anDaraTekiMga) heDa oNphisaH haoNrnimana skela, muMbaI 400023. Ratan Batra] DB/G/260

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra prati, zrI gulAkhacaMdra lallubhAi zAhu www.kobatirth.org pramukha zrI khImacaMda cAMpazIbhAi zAhana rAjInAmAne patra Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir pazu pazu vizeSAMka zAhasadana, badhekA sA bhAvanagara tA. 30-6-75 upa-pramukha zrI jaina AtmAnaM sabhA, bhAvanagara. jayajinendra sAthe lakhavAnu ke Apa jANI che ke chellA be varSa uparAMta samayathI huM pathArIvaza chuM ane sabhAnA kAmakAjamAM sakriya bhAga laI zakate nathI, vaLI have te mArI AMkhA nabaLI paDatI jAya che ane lakhavA-vAMcavAmAM mane puzkaLa muzkelI paDe che AvI paristhitimAM sabhAnA pramukhapade cAlu rahevu te mane ceAgya lAgatu' nathI. sabhA sAthe mArA saMbaMdha ghaNA jUnA che sa. 2002 thI 2014 sudhI me upa-pramukha tarIke mArI sevAo ApI che ane sa'. 2014mAM te vakhatanA sabhAnA pramukhazrI gulAbacaMdabhAi maNuMdajI kApaDiyA svagavAsI thatAM pramukhapade mArI varaNI karavAmAM AvI hatI ane tyArathI Ajadina sudhI te pada saMbhALI mArI zakti anusAra sabhAnA utkRSTamAM meM mArA sakriya phALeA ApyA che. have huM zArIrika nibaMLatAnA kAraNe nivRtta thavA icchuM chuM. eTale A patrathI A padanu' rAjInAmu` huM' peza karU chuM. te vahelAmAM vahelI take vyavasthApaka samiti pAse A rAjInAmuM maMjUra karAvI mane pramukhapadanI javAbadArImAMthI chuTA karavA vinaMti karUM chuM. A pramukhapadanA lAMbA samaya daramiyAna mane Apa tathA anya hAddedAro tathA sabhyA tathA hitaciMtako taraphathI khuba sahAya maLI che, ane te sahAyanA lIdheja sabhAnA mATe yatkiMcit paNa huM karI zakayA. A prasaMge te saunA ataHkaraNapUrvaka AbhAra mAnuM chuM. sabhA dine dine vadhu ane vadhu utkarSa sAdhatI rahe evI prAthanA sAthe rAjInAmAnA patra Apane pAThavu chu, eja For Private And Personal Use Only lI. sevaka khImacaMda cAMpazI zAhanA jaya jinendra, 203

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zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanAM upayogI prakAzane zrI motIcaMda kApaDIA graMthamALA (1) adhyAtmakalpadruma : racayitA : AcAryazrI munisuMdarasUrijI mahArAja bhASAMtara tathA vivecanakartA : zrI metIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDIA [chaThThI AvRtti. kiMmata rU. 8]. (2) jaina daSTie gaH zrI motIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDIA | trIjI AvRtti. kiMmata rU. 4] (3) AnaMdaghanajInA pado : bhAga pahelo [ aprApya ] vivecanakta : zrI motIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDIA saMpAdaka : zrI ratilAla dIpacaMda desAI (4) AnaMdaghanajInA pade [ bhAga bIjo ] vivecanakatA : zrI motIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDIA saMpAdaka : zrI ratilAla dIpacaMda desAI [ kiMmata : rU. 10 ] (5) AnaMdaghanAvIzI : vivecaka : zrI motIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDIA saMpAdaka : zrI ratilAla dIpacaMda desAI [ kiMmata : rU. 8] jaina Agama graMthamALA (1) prathAM 24 nahi juo VI4 4 [ paNa saMkhyA : 762 : kimata * * ] (2) kathAkA : Tyutta mA ! [ Bka saMkhyA : 500 kiMmata rU 30 ] (3) prathAM 2 : gogvaUTyutta mApa 2 [ pRSTha saMkhyA : 93ra : kiMmata rU40 ] (4) prathA che : vicAvomttipura mA ? [ pRSTha saMkhyA che 544 : kiMmata che40 ]. anya upayogI prakAzano (1) kAvyAnuzAsana kalikAlasarvajJazrI hemacaMdrAcArya mahArAja kiMmata rU. 15 (2) yogazAstra : kalikAlasarvajJazrI hemacaMdrAcArya mahArAja kiMmata 1-5 ' (3) aSTaka prakaraNa : AcArya zrI haribhadrasUrijI mahArAja kiMmata . 25 (8) Systems of Indian Philosophy : Late Shri V. R. Gandhi (sud 3104-00 (5) suvarNa-mahotsava grantha ? (bhAga 1-2) kiMmata rUA. 50-00 sabhyo ane saMsthAo mATe kiMmata rU. 25-00 (6) New Doipuments of Jaina Paintings : Dr. Moti Chandra & Dr. U. P. Shah (mudraNamAM che.) For Private And Personal Use Only

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sabhAnA nivRtta pramukhazrI khImacaMdabhAI cAMpazI zAhanA rAjInAmAnA patra upara vicAraNA ane te aMgenA TharA ApaNI sabhAnA pramukha zrI khImacaMdabhAIe pitAnI nAdurasta tabIyatanA kAraNe pramukhasthAnethI rAjInAmuM ApyuM che. te aMge tA. 20-7-75 nA maLela sabhAnI sAmAnya sabhAe temaNe darzAvela vAstavIka kAraNone dhyAnamAM letA rAjInAmAne svIkAra karyo che. ane nIce mujaba TharAva karyo che. TharAva 1. zrI khImacaMdabhAI cAMpazIbhAI zAhanA pramukhapadanA Avela rAjInAmAnA patramAM darzAvAyelA nAdurasta tabIyatanA kAraNonI vAstaviktA svIkAravI rahetI heI sabhAnI AjanI sAmAnya sabhA teozrInA pramukhapadanA rAjInAmAne sakheda svIkAra kare che. teozrIe A sabhAne varSo sudhI ekadhArI ananya ane ajoDa sevA ApIne sAhitya kSetre (prakAzana vibhAgane) temaja Arthika dRSTie paNa sau sAthe maLIne sabhAnI sArI pragatI sAdhela che je kharekhara preraNArUpa che jenI AjanI sabhA saharSa mAnabhera neMdha le che. A sabhA icche che ke teozrI taMdurastabharyuM dIrdhAyuSa bhagave ane sabhAne teozrInuM sevApUrNa mArgadarzana maLatuM rahe. 2. sabhAnA pramukhasthAnanI khAlI paDelI jagyA mATe ApaNI sabhAnA junA anubhavI ane kAryadakSa upapramukha zrI gulAbacaMda lallubhAI zAhanI AjanI sabhA sarvAnumate pramupade nimaNuMka kare che. 3. sabhAnA upapramukhanI khAlI paDelI jagyAe junA kAryakara bhUtapUrva maMtrI zrI hIrAlAla bhANajIbhAInI AjanI sabhA sarvAnumate upapramukha pade nimaNuMka kare che. mAnyavara zrI khImacaMdabhAIe sabhAnI ane samAjanI prazaMsanIya sevA karI che teoe ApaNI sabhAnA upapramukha tarIkenI javAbadArI saMvata 2002 thI 2014 sudhI saMbhALI hatI ane tyAra bAda saMvata 2014 thI Aja dIna sudhI teozrIe pramukhapada zobhAvI sabhAnI uccattama sevA karI che. teozrInA pramukhapada daramiyAna sabhAe Arthika temaja sAhityakSetre sArI pragatI karI che. sanmAna samAraMbha teozrInI sevAnuM bahumAna karavAnA hetuthI ApaNI zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAe tA. 21-9-75 bhAdaravA vadI 1 ravIvAranA roja savAranA 10-00 kalAke eka sanmAna samAraMbha yojela che temAM mAnapatra sAthe teozrInA tailacitranuM anAvaraNa thaze. A prasaMge sabhAnA sarva sabhya bhAI-bahene tathA sau zubhecchakene hAjarI ApavA amAruM bhAvabhInuM nimaMtraNa che. paryuSaNa vizeSAMka For Private And Personal Use Only

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kadAca saMyogavasAta Apa A prasaMge hAjara na rahI zake te prasaMgane anulakSIne ApanI zubhecchA saMdeza samayasara mokalI AbhArI karaze. jAdavajI jhaverabhAI zAha hIrAlAla juThAlAla zAha mAnad maMtrIo emanuM sanmAna eTale keLavaNInuM sanmAna zikSaNanI duniyAnA nakazA para pri. zAhanA jevI vyakti kyAreka ja jovA maLe che emanI nispRhatA, ane emane utsAha, emanI pAradarzaka vANI ane emane AcAra, emanuM saujanya ane sahakAryakare mATe emane prema AvA aneka saddaguNane kAraNe pri. zAha badhAyane prema ane Adara meLavI zakyA che. emanuM sanmAna karIne tame svayaM keLavaNInuM sanmAna kare che. (dakSiNA-1975mAMthI) (padmavibhuSaNa leDI premalIlAbena ThAkarazI) jJAnamaMdire AtmAnA vizrAmasthAne che, jJAna-amRtanuM pAna karAvatI para che, sAce mArga batAvatA mitra che. emAM saMgrahAyelAM mahAtmA puru ane tirdharonAM amRtatulya vacane jIvanane navI navI preraNA ApI manuSyanuM ghaDatara kare che. e jJAnadIvaDAo AtmAmAM prakAzanA kiraNe pragaTAve che ane aMtarane vikasita, nirmaLa, pavitra ane uccatama banAvI sUrya, ziva, suMdarama sat-cita, AnaMda tarapha dorI jAya che. eka yAcaka Avya, meM tene mArA sadupajita suvarNanA nAnA bhaMDAramAMthI dAna karyuM. te vAcake te dAna kharcI nAMkhyuM. pharIvAra ane vaLI pharIvAra, ThuMThavAyele ane pahelAMnI jeTale bhUkhe te pAcho AvyuM. tene eka vicAra-jJAnakaNanuM dAna karyuM. teNe te jJAnakaNadvArA tenA AtmAne oLakhI lIdhuM ke te divyatAyukta mAnavI che. pote anna, vastra meLavI lIdhAM ane vidhavidha bhegethI saMpanna thayA. have te bikula bhikSA mAgato nathI. annena kSaNikA tRptiH / jJAnenAmRtabhojanam / 206] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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