Book Title: 200
Author(s): Ratnasundarsuri
Publisher: Ratnasundarsuriji
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008894/1

JAIN EDUCATION INTERNATIONAL FOR PRIVATE AND PERSONAL USE ONLY
Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAMTo bhale ne suMvALo che ane rUpALo paNa che paNa Akhare to e pIDAkAraka ja hoya che. pApanI bAbatamAM paNa A ja hakIkata lAgu paDe che. dUra ja rahejo enAthI. svaprazaMsA vinA IrSyA rahI zake che paraMtu paraprazaMsA to e kemeya karIne sAMbhaLI nathI zakatI. baMdha AMkhe AvatAM svapnAMonA phaLAdeza pachI jANajo. pahelAM maLelA samayano khullI AMkhe sadupayoga karI lo. mAnavajIvana saphaLa banI jaze. abhimAnanAM be kaTuphaLa satata AMkha sAme rAkhajo. bahArathI e tamane apriya banAvaze, to aMdarathI apAtra! - niyamAM ati nimnakakSAnuM ane niMdhakakSAnuM kahI zakAya evuM 'blyu philmo jovAnuM pApa to huM kyAreya nahIM karuM. niyama garbhapAtanA adhamatama pApamAM jANye-ajANye paNa huM sAmela thaIza nahIM. Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paisA, jIvanamAM mitro keTalA banAve che e prazna che paraMtu zatru to pAra vinAnA UbhA karI de che emAM koI ja zaMkA nathI. sAcuM bolo. ApaNI vyathA zI che ? manamAM dharma Avato nathI e ke dharmamAM mana lAgatuM nathI e? niMdA sAmAnA jIvanane nahIM paNa bagADe paraMtu ApaNA to maraNane bagADI nAkhaze. A vAstavikatAno khyAla rAkhI niMdAthI jAtane dUra ja rAkhajo. vikAsa Ape paNa vizrAma na Ape evA vijJAnanA aMdhabhakta banI jatA pahelAM lAkha vAra vicArajo. niyamAM nabaLuM koInA ya jIvanamAM dekhAI paNa jaze to ya eno pracAra huM to nahIM ja karuM. niyamAM mahinAnA pagAranI sAthe mArA tamAma mANasone emanAM bALako mATe ochAmAM ochI 500 grAma mIThAI to huM ApIza ja. Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 11 jIvanane laMbAvavAnI vAta vijJAna kare che jyAre vAte vAte jene 'ochuM' AvI jatuM hoya ane nAnA nAnA prasaMgomAM jene "khoTuM lAgI jatuM hoya ene jIvanamAM 'mitra'nuM sthAna ApatA pahelAM lAkha vAra vicAra karajo. jIvanane samajavAnI vAta dharma kare che. e baMne vacce meLa zuM paDavAno? 10 skUlamAM bhaNavA dAkhala thayA tyAre buddhi maMda hatI. kaoNlejamAMthI DigrI meLavIne jyAre bahAra nIkaLyA tyAre buddhi vakra banI gaI ! A pragatine 'vikAsa'nuM nAma ApavuM ke "vinAza'nuM? | 12 potAnI pAse je che enAthI mANasa sukhI' nathI ane e ja vastu potAnI pAsethI chinavAI jAya che to mANasa 'duHkhI' thaI jAya che. karuNatA ja che ne? niyama lagnanA varaghoDAmAM azlIlatAnuM pradarzana karatAM nRtyomAM sAmela thavAthI mArI jAtane huM dUra ja rAkhIza. nicamAM aTakI gayela ugharANIne patAvavA huM guMDAone 'sopArI' vagere to nahIM ja khavaDAvuM. Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ra00 15 13 tabalAnI thapATa jo vAMsaLInA sUrane anukULa ja hovI joIe to manano avAja AtmAnA svabhAvane anukULa na hovo joIe? saMsAranAM 'pada' meLavavA ApaNe jeTalI doDadhAma karIe chIe enA karatA khUba ochI doDadhAmamAM ApaNane paramAtmA ane paramapada baMne maLI jAya tema che. zikhare taLeTInA sukhanI icchA jo na ja karAya to mAnavanA avatAre pazusulabha sukhonI jhaMkhanA zuM sevAya? 16 'zrama'no mahimA to Aje koNa nathI gAtuM e prazna che. paraMtu 'zarama"nA mahimAnuM zuM? niyama vAsanAne uttejita karI de evI vAto ke TucakAo huM sAMbhaLIza paNa nahIM ane koIne kahIza paNa nahIM. niyama mane 'be-zarama jAhera kare evAM udbhaTa vastronuM paridhAna huM kyAreya nahIM karuM. Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 19 17 mana 'ALuM ane jIvana 'utAvaLuM' AjanA kALanA A be kalaMkathI jAtane satata bacAvatA ja rahejo. - ApaNAM sArA kAma vakhate kharAba mANaso elaphela bolavA lAge to DaravA jevuM nathI e vAta to barAbara che paNa ApaNAM kharAba kAma vakhate sArA mANaso mauna thaI jAya to acUka DaravA jevuM che. 18 ekaso bhUla karyA pachI ya jIvana sudhArI zakAya che paraMtu ekAda bhUlano paNa bacAva karatA rahyA bAda jIvanane bagaDatuM aTakAvavuM bahu muzkela banI jAya che. sArAne 'sAruM mAnavA mana taiyAra na paNa thatuM hoya to ya eTalA mAtrathI jIvana bagaDI javAnuM nizcitta nathI paNa jo kharAba "sAruM lAgI gayuM to nizcitta samajI rAkhajo ke jIvana barabAda thaIne ja rahevAnuM che. niyama koInA paNa gharamAM ke jIvanamAM kalahanI Aga pragaTI haze to e AgamAM peTrola chATavAnuM adhamatama kArya huM to kyAreya nahIM karuM. niyama mAtA-pitAne AkhA divasamAM ekavAra to huM namaskAra karIza ja. Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2 1. 23 gharamAM raheto kUtaro keLavAyelo hovo joIe ane ApaNuM ja potAnuM mana? 'zAkabhAjI keTalA moMghA che" enI khabara mammI-pappAne hoya ane 'mobAila keTalA sastA che" enI khabara bAbAne hoya evI A vasamI sadI cAlI rahI che. 22 jIvananA prathama zvAse je mAtA-pitA tamArI pAse ja hatA, e mAtA-pitAnA aMtima zvAse tame emanI pAse ja hazo, e nakkI to kharuM ne? 24 makAna praveza mATe ekAda bAraNuM khulluM hoya to ya paryApta che. saMkhyAbaMdha anukULatAo pachI paNa mANasa prasanna nathI. karuNatA ja che ne? niyama niyama sArA mANasanI khAnagI kSati mArA khyAlamAM kadAca AvI paNa jaze to ca jagatanAM cogAna vacce huM ene jAhera to nahIM ja karyA karuM. mArI uMmara 'kAcI' haze to mobAila rAkhIza nahIM, ane uMmara pAkI haze to mobAila para koI aziSTa cIja joIza nahIM. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 25 bahArathI 'nAnA' banyA rahIe. koI ApaNane naDaze nahIM. aMdarathI 'moTA' banyA rahIe. koI ApaNane kanaDaze nahIM. 26 uttama AtmA 'ApI'ne ya bhUlI jAya che jyAre adhama AtmA 'laIne' ya yAda rAkhavA taiyAra nathI hoto. - niyama hoTalanI vAnagIone gharanAM rasoDAmAM sthAna ApavAnI bhUla huM kyAreya nahIM karuM. 200 27 kyAreya niSphaLa na jAya tevuM koI zreSTha rokANa hoya to e che 'paramArtha'. 28 tuccha vAtane 'moTI' na banAvI besatA. tame pote 'nAnA' banI jazo. niyama roja rAtanAM jenuM smaraNa mane prasanna banAvI de evuM paramArthanuM ekAda kArya to AkhA divasamAM karIne ja rahIza. Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 29 Aje tamArA mananI duniyAmAM je vase che, AvatA janamamAM e ja tamArA jIvananI duniyA banavAnA che e satata yAda rAkhajo. 31 jo' ane 'to' e kyAreya pUrI na thAya evI navalakathA che. enI pAchaLa zakti - samaya veDaphI nAkhatA pahelAM khUba vicAra karajo. 30 dharatI para ja 'svarganI anubhUti karavAnA prayAso enuM ja nAma: prema. 32 zAka kharIdavA jAo cho tyAre 'sAruM zAka ja pasaMda karo cho ne? manane kahI do ke e tamAma sthaLethI 'sAruM ja pasaMda karavA lAge ! niyama bhojananAM dravyo peTamAM padharAvatI vakhate to TI.vI. jovAthI jAtane huM dUra ja rAkhIza. niyama smazAnamAM jyAre paNa javAnuM banaze, tyAM ko to mobAila sAthe rAkhIza nahIM ane kAM to mobAilanI svica baMdha karI daIza. Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (c)(c) 33 Aje AkAzamAMthI je jJAna [2] tamArA manamAM AvI rahyuM che ane je dazyo tamArA gharamAM pragaTa thaI rahyA che ene AvakAratA pahelAM enAM bhayasthAna vicArI lejo. sAmagrI ApaNane bIjA taraphathI hajI maLI zake che; paraMtu svataMtratA to ApaNe pote ja pAmavI paDe che. 34 gusso, tame atyAre jyAM cho tyAMthI pAchA dhakelI devAnuM kAma kare che jyAre kSamA, atyAre tame jyAM cho tyAMthI AgaLa laI javAnuM kAma kare che. ApaNI pAse sArA vicAro karI zake tevuM magaja to che paNa e zubhavicArone amalI banAve tevuM manobaLa? niyama zakti haze to davAkhAnAmAM, haoNspiTalamAM, vALA kApavAnAM sthaLomAM mArA taraphathI sanmArganI vAto karatuM satsAhitya avAranavAra huM mUkato ja rahIza. niyama kaThora zabdaprayoga je divase thaI jaze enA bIjA divase ghIno huM tyAga karI daIza. Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 37 kSatizIlatA e jo ApaNI kamajorI che to kSamAzIlatA e ApaNI bahAdurI banavI ja joIe. - 39 dharmathI sukha maLe emAM rasa che ke pachI sukhanA samayamAM dharma karI levAmAM rasa che? 38 asaMtoSanuM eka ja duHkha evuM che ke jenI pAse badhAM ja duHkhoe potAnI hAra svIkArI levI paDe che. 40 'duryodhana'nuM nAma rAkhavA ApaNe taiyAra nahIM ane kAma ApaNe "duryodhana'nAM karyA karIe! rAma"nuM eka paNa kAma karavA ApaNe taiyAra nahIM ane 'rAma'nuM nAma apanAvI levA pratipaLa taiyAra ! kamAla che ne? A niyama ' niyama jamAI ke putravadhUnI pasaMdagInA avasare saMpatti ane pratiSThA karatAM ya zIla-sadAcAra saMskArone huM vadhu prAdhAnya ApIza. sAmI vyakti potAnI bhUla badala kSamAM mAgavA Avaze to mArA ahaMne vacce lAvyA vinA ene huM premapUrvaka kSamA ApI daIza. Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nabolavA jevuM je bole che ene na sAMbhaLavA jevuM sAMbhaLavuM paDe che. 43 zubha prasaMgone ane zreSTha prasaMgone "kamUratA' hajI naDe che paNa motane "kamUratA' naDatA nathI e kAyama yAda rAkhajo. 42 ApaNI thatI khoTI niMdAthI ApaNe DaravA jevuM nathI. ApaNI thatI sAcI paNa prazaMsAmAM ApaNe asAvadha rahevA jevuM nathI. 44 tAkAtanI hAjarImAM aMdaramAM paDelI lAyakAta pragaTa thAya che ke aMdaramAM paDelI nAlAyakatA? gaMbhIratAthI A praznanuM jAta pAse samAdhAna mAgajo. niyama parivAranA eka paNa sabhyane galata saMdeza maLI jAya evuM eka paNa prakAranuM sAhitya huM gharamAM AvavA daIza nahIM. niyama jIvonI hiMsA karatA, jJAnanI AzAtanA karatA ane vAtAvaraNane kaluSita karatA evA phaTAkaDA phoDavAthI huM kAyama dUra ja rahIza. Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 45 premanA pravezadvAra sudhI pahoMcI gayA cho ema ne ? eka kAma karo. vahemane sAthe rAkhavAnI nA pADI do. 46 spardhAno eka paNa niyama jene lAgu nathI paDato e spardhAnuM nAma che, mahattvAkAMkSA. emAM dAkhala thatA pahelAM lAkha vAra vicAra karajo. 1 - niyama 'mAnavajIvana ati kImatI che' e AMkha sAme rAkhIne gADI calAvatI vakhate 'mobAila'no upayoga huM kyAreya nahIM karuM. 200 47 kaThorane saMskArita karavAmAM to saphaLatA maLI zake che paNa naThorane to koI ja sudhArI zakatuM nathI. ApaNo naMbara zemAM ? kaThoramAM ke naThoramAM ? 48 gaTarano gaMdavADa jo ApaNI carcAno viSaya kyAreya nathI ja banato to kokanA jIvanamAM rahela durguNonA gaMdavADane ApaNe carcAno viSaya zA mATe banAvavo joIe ? niyama jJAnane ke jJAnanA sAdhanane sAthe rAkhIne huM saMDAsamAM ke bAtharUmamAM kyAreya jaIza nahIM. Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 51 TUMkI najaranI muzkelI to cazmAM paheravAthI dUra karI zakAze paNa TUMkA mananI muzkelI ? meM Apela bhoganI koIne kadara nathI' Avo vicAra jyAre paNa manamAM Ave tyAre 'prabhue mArI pAchaLa Apela bhoganI meM kadara karI kharI?A vicAra khAsa karajo. para pa0 komaLa haiyAvALAne hajAra hAtha maLe to jagatane lAbha ja lAbha che paNa kaThora haiyAvALA pAse rahela eka hoTha paNa jagatamAM hAhAkAra sarjato rahe che. nAnA kamajora bALake mammIno hAtha pakaDavAno nathI hoto, potAno hAtha mammIne soMpI devAno hoya che. prabhuno hAtha pakaDavAno prayAsa ApaNe pachI karazuM. pahelAM ApaNo hAtha prabhune soMpI devAnuM parAkrama to karI batAvIe! ka . niyama niyama. zabdakoza [DikSanarI] mAM na chapAyA hoya evA zabdo game tevI AvezanI paLomAM paNa huM nahIM ja boluM. - * niyamo huM je paNa bilDiMgamAM ke sosAyaTImAM raheto hoIza tyAM koInuM paNa maraNa thaI jaze to kamase kama e divase to huM mIThAI nahIM ja khAuM. Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 53 jIvananI vyavasthA badalavAnI nA nathI paNa mananI avasthA badalAvyA vinA ja jIvananI vyavasthA badalAvI devAnA prayAsomAM saphaLatA keTalI maLaze e lAkha rUpiyAno prazna che. papa duHkha, gayA janamanA 'pApa'nI jAherAta to kare ja che. sukha, AvatA janamanA "duHkhanuM 'rijharvezana' karanAruM na banI rahe enI khAsa takedArI rAkhajo. 54 saMpatti vAparatA jene nathI AvaDatuM e mANasa to ApaNane dayanIya lAge ja che paraMtu samaya vAparatAM ApaNane khudane nathI - AvaDatuM. ApaNI jAta ApaNane dayanIya lAgI kharI ? zarIra, sauthI vadhu imAnadAra ! bhUla bhale aMdhArAmAM karI haze, ajavALAmAM ya enuM pariNAma dekhADaze. mana, sauthI vadhu beimAna ! garabaDa bhale ajavALAmAM ja karI haze, kabUla karavA e taiyAra ja nahIM thAya.. kAra niyama niyama je dhaMdhAmAM hiMsA ghaNI haze e dhaMdhAmAM huM kyAreya dAkhala thaIza nahIM. potAnA para Avela takalIpha - agavaDa ke duHkhanI vAta karavA koI mArI pAse Avaze to ene ochAmAM ochI dasa miniTa to huM ApIza ja. Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 57 prabhu pratyeno prema, jIvo pratyenA premathI manane bacAvatA rahevAno vikalpa na banI jAya enI khAsa takedArI rAkhajo. 58 pApa karatAM je Dare, pApa karyA bAda je raDe, pApa enAM acUka khare. A1 - niyama prabhunAM darzana-vaMdana ke pUjana je divase rahI jaze enA bIje divase ghIno tyAga karI daIza. 200 15 59 hRdaya parivartana jIvanane pApanA punarAvartanathI bacAvI le che. Fo mANasa marI javA taiyAra thaI jAya paraMtu potAno kharAba svabhAva sudhAravA taiyAra na thAya ene enI mUrkhAI na kahevAya to bIjuM zuM kahevAya ? niyama narama svAsthyanA hisAMbe kokane tyAM javAnuM banaze to ya enA ghare cA-nAsto to huM nahIM ja karuM. Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 63 61 kaThaNa bhUmi biyAraNa svIkAre che jarUra paNa ugADavAnI bAbatamAM e niSphaLa jAya che. kaThora aMtaHkaraNa dharma karI zake che jarUra paNa e dharmI banI zakatuM nathI. ApaNAmAM mahApuruSanI uttamatA nathI, ema ne? adhamapuruSonI adhamatA to nathI ja e nakkI? 64 sAdhanAnA jakhama vinA ane samarpaNanA jokhama vinA karmo ane kusaMskAro sAmeno jaMga jItI zakAya evI koI ja zakyatA nathI. bhole yA to Aje ja thaI zake tevo prema ApaNe karavo nathI ane kyAreya na karavA jevuM yuddha ApaNe Aje ja karavuM che ! karuNatA ja che ne? niyama niyama koI paNa vyakti ke saMsthA viruddha jhera okatI nanAmI patrikAo mArA hAthamAM AvI paNa jaze. to ya ene huM vAMcIza nahIM. potAnA jIvananI nabaLI vAta mArA para bharoso rAkhIne koke mane karI haze to game tevI viparIta paristhitimAM paNa e vAta huM bIjAne kahIza nahIM. Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 65 pralobhanono pratIkAra jarUra karIe paNa niyaMtraNanI kaLA to zIkhI levI ja paDaze. 67 anyanA jIvanamAM rahela saguNo jo ApaNane AdaraNIya lAgI rahyA che to anukaraNIya kema nathI lAgatA? 68 66 kutarka na karIe e to barAbara che paraMtu satarka na rahIe to to mAra ja khAIe ! dharma sAlamapAka jevo che. pacavAmAM bhAre paNa svAdhyadAyaka. pApa pAuMbhAjI jevuM che. pacavAmAM halakuM paNa svAsthanAzaka. - : 4 1 niyama / niyama paMcatAraka vagere hoTalonA ane hiMsaka kaMpanIonA zairomAM mArI saMpattinuM rokANa huM kyAreya nahIM karuM. TI.vI. paranuM dRzya jotAM mana jo vAsanAthI uttejita thaI rahyAnuM anubhavAze to e ja paLe kAM to huM TI.vI. pAsethI Ubho thaI jaIza ane kAM to TI.vI.nI svica huM baMdha karI daIza. Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 69 saMpattinA manamAM dhArelA AMkaDA sudhI to pahoMcI javAya che paraMtu e AMkaDe sukhanI je kalpanA karI hoya che e to evI ne evI ja adhUrI rahI jAya che. 71 hajAro janma pachI ya prabhunI najIka AvI zakAze ke kema e prazna che; paraMtu 'dUra' to eka kSaNamAM ja thaI javAze. 90 vijJAnanI yAtrA che, parvatathI paramANu taraphanI. dharmanI yAtrA che, AtmAthI paramAtmA taraphanI. yAtrA pasaMda karatA pahelAM khUba vicArajo. 72 sukha prabhune ja soMpI daIe kAraNa ke e enuM ja dAna che. duHkha svIkArI laIe kAraNa ke e ApaNI ja bhUla che. niyamAM prabhunAM je paNa vacano mArI buddhimAM nahIM paNa besatA hoya ene "galata' kahI devAnI bAlizatA to huM kyAreya nahIM dAkhavuM. niyama mArI pAse Arthika saddharatA haze ane mArA tAbAmAM makAna mAlikane bhADAnuM ghara ke makAna haze to huM sAme caDIne ghara - makAna ene ApI daIza. Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 73 praznomAM ane pastAvAmAM ja jo AkhI jiMdagI ApaNe pasAra karI dezuM to pachI prema karazuM kyAre ? 75 nAnI vayamAM ja 'moTAM thaI jatAM bALako, e AjanA kALanI nAnI dekhAtI samasyA AvatI kAle vikarALa svarUpa dhAraNa na karI le enuM khAsa dhyAna rAkhavAnI jarUra che. | 74 pApasevana aMgenI mananI 'nA' para ekadama bharoso na mUkI dezo. e mATe to aMtakaraNanI 'nA' ja UbhI karI do. 76 tamArA karatAM vadhu pApI tamArA karatAM vadhu sukhI che enI tamane vedanA che ne? tamArA karatAM vadhu dharmI tamArA karatAM ocho sukhI che eno tamArI pAse javAba zo che? niyama vAsanAnA nagna nAco ja jyAM pradarzita thayA karatA haze evI vebasAITa' huM kyAreya kholIza nahIM. niyama thaI gayela pApanI kabUlAta huM kadAca nahIM paNa karuM to ya e pApano bacAva to kyAreya nahIM karuM. Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 77 pApanI gAMThanuM oNparezana karAvavuM che? pApanI AlocanA karI lo. pUrvagrahanI gAMThanuM oNparezana karAvavuM che? vyaktinI kSamApanA mAgI lo. 79 jIvaleNa bImArIne pahoMcI vaLavAmAM saphaLa banI rahela vijJAna, jANe-ajANe paNa jIvaleNa mANasanuM sarjana karI beThuM che enuM zuM? 78 AMkha sAme ja AvIne UbhI rahI jatI dharmanI taka dekhAya nahIM ane pApanI takane zodhavA nIkaLI paDavuM, e manovRttinI dayA ja khAvI rahI ne? 0 dIpaka rAga gAyA pachI jo meghamalhAra rAga gAvAmAM na Ave to hAhAkAra sarjAI jAya. basa, e ja nyAye pApa thaI gayA pachI pazcAttApa na ja thAya to AtmAnI pathArI pharI jAya ! niyamo tIrthasthAnamAM gayA bAda tyAMnI pavitratAne jokhamAve evAM eka paNa pApo huM tyAM nahIM karuM. niyama satkArya ke sadgaNo, koInA ya jovA maLaze ke sAMbhaLavA maLaze to enI vAta kama se kama ekAda vyaktine to karIza ja. Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 81 zabdo phAMphaDA ane hRdaya sAMkaDA e AjanA vijJAnayuganA mAnavonI AgavI oLakha ! 82 rUpiyAnuM 'mUlya' ghaTI rahyAnA samAcAra to peparamAM avAranavAra camakyA kare che paNa pUrvapuruSoe sthApita karelAM 'mUlyo'nA UDI rahelA lIrelIrAnA samAcAra to kyAMya vAMcavA maLatA nathI. 1 niyama jagatamAM thaI rahela saMhAraka ane jIvaleNa zastronAM sarjananI huM prazaMsA to nahIM ja karuM. 200 83 peTanI bhUkha vijJAne vadhArI che ke ghaTADI che eno to bahu khyAla nathI Avato paraMtu mANasanA mananI vistAranI bhUkhane, vijayanI bhUkhane ane vilAsanI bhUkhane eNe je hade vakarAvI che e jotAM mukhamAMthI 'hAyakAro' nIkaLI jAya che. 84 paisA konI konI pAsethI levAnA bAkI rahe che, enI noMdha to ApaNI pAse taiyAra che paNa upakAro konA konA vALavAnA bAkI che enI noMdha ApaNI pAse che kharI ? niyama be-AbarU banAve evA sthAnamAM huM jaIza nahIM, evuM sAhitya huM vAMcIza nahIM ane evAnA saMgamAM huM rahIza nahIM. Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 85 mIThAI cAhe laMDananI haze ke jarmananI haze, enAmAM sAkara to hovAnI ja, sajjana cAhe raziyAno haze ke cInano haze, enAmAM prema to hovAno ja. vera e jhera che ane jherano saMgraha karatA rahevAno svabhAva to sApa-vIMchIno hoya che e ApaNe satata yAda rAkhavA jevuM che. 86 AvakamAMthI jAvakane bAda karI devAnI kaLAmAM tame ustAda cho ne? eka kAma karo. maLelAM sukhomAMthI AvI rahelAM duHkhone bAda karI devAnI kaLAmAM tame ustAda banI jAo. mananI ( prasannatA acUka TakI raheze. A 88 duniyAnI ane dezanI vasati gaNatarI to chAzavAre ne chAzavAre thatI ja rahe che. ApaNA jIvanamAM rahelA doSonI gaNatarI ekavAra karI levA jevI che. ja niyama hato kama se kama aThavADiyAmAM ekAda divasa to sAMjanA vadhelI roTalInA khAkharA na banAvatA koka garIbane e roTalI apAI jAya enI huM gharamAM sUcanA karI daIza. * niyama anaMta upakAra jemanA mArA para che, kama se kama evA mAtA-pitAnA ane guru bhagavaMtanA avarNavAda to na huM kyAreya karIza ke na huM kyAreya sAMbhaLIza. Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (c)(c) 89 gulAbajAMbunuM be-cAra kalAkamAM julAbajAMbumAM rUpAMtaraNa karI devAnI vicitra tAkAta dharAvatA A mAnavazarIramAM AtmAne paramAtmA banAvI devAnI pracaMDa kSamatA dharabAyelI che eno khyAla che kharo? 91 gaLAnI tarasa to pANI ja mAge che paraMtu mananI tRSNA to zuM nathI mAgatI e prazna che. javAba Apo ApaNe 'tarasa'thI. trasta chIe ke 'tRSNA'thI ? 9O zraddhA mATe adhyAtma jagatamAM zaMkA jo jokhamI banI rahe che to e ja zaMkA saMsArajagatamAM zAMti mATe - jokhamI puravAra thAya che. 92 'rAma' ane 'rAvaNa' e baMneya 'tulA' rAzinA ane chatAM nAma to tame "rAma'nuM ja pasaMda karo ne? javAba Apo. 'paiso' ane 'paramAtmA' e baMneya 'kanyA' rAzinA. tame pasaMda kone karo ? paisAne ke paramAtmAne ? niyama vizvasauMdaryaspardhAnA TI.vI. para batAvAtA jIvaMta prasaMgo huM kyAreya joIza nahIM. * niyama 'mArA nimitte Aje konA konA dilane Thesa pahoMcI che' e huM divasa daramyAna eka vAra to yAda karI ja laIza ane e badala aMtarathI mAphI paNa mAgI laIza. 23 Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (c)(c) | 93 mRtadehane mANasa smazAnamAM laI jaIne saLagAvI nAkhe che. vItI gayelA kaTu prasaMgone smRtipatha para lAvatA rahIne ApaNe jo ene zaNagAratA rahetA hoIe to e ApaNI bAlizatA ja che. 95 je mA-bApa AMgaLI pakaDIne dIkarAne skUle laI gayA hatA e ja mA-bApane dIkaro AMgaLI pakaDIne maMdira laI javA taiyAra na thAya e zuM cAle? 96 94 rastAne mahAna puruSonAM nAma ApI devA sahelA che paraMtu mahAna puruSonA rastA para jIvanane calAvavuM e to atizaya kaparuM che. gAye zuM khAdhuM e ApaNe joyuM nathI paraMtu gAye zuM ApyuM e ja ApaNe joyuM che. ajJAnIe zuM karyuM enI noMdha jagate lIdhI nathI. jJAnIe eno javAba zo Apyo e ja jagate yAda rAkhyuM che. niyama niyama varasamAM ekAda vAra to huM mAre tyAM kAma karI rahela mANasonAM gharanI mulAkAta laIne ja rahIza. navAM kapaDAM huM jyAre ane jeTalAM paNa vasAvIza, tyAre ane teTalAM jUnAM kapaDAM huM jarUriyAtamaMdone ApI ja daIza. Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jenI pAse paisA ochA hoya che e bahu bahu to daridra hoya che paraMtu jene game teTalA paisA maLyA pachI ya paisA ochA ja lAgatA hoya che e to duHkhI hoya che. - 99 trAjavAnuM palluM name che tyAre ja vepArI jo kamAya che to mana jyAre jhUke che tyAre ja AtmA saguNonI kamANI karI zake che. potAnI bhUlanI jene 'pakkaDa' hoya ane bIjAnI bhUlane je pakaDI' ja rAkhato hoya ene prasanna rAkhavo sarvathA azakya che. | 100 sAkaranA eka ja kaNiyAmAM dUdhane 'gaLyuM banAvI devAnI tAkAta nathI jyAre lIMbunA eka ja TIpAmAM dUdhane 'phADI' nAkhavAnI tAkAta che. A vAstavikatAne AMkha sAme rAkhIne durjananA paDachAyAthI paNa jAtane dUra ja rAkhajo. che niyama ( niyama . mAtA-pitAne kadAca haoNspiTalamAM dAkhala karyo haze to emane nasoM vagerenA bharose ja na choDI detA huM pote paNa sevAmAM hAjara rahIza. roja ochAmAM ocho pA kalAka ane / athavA aThavADiyAmAM eka divasa ochAmAM ocho eka kalAka to mAtA-pitA pAse besIza ja. Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (c)(c) 101 103 'sAruM karo' ene yAda rAkhanArA ochA maLaze. kharAba karo' ene bhUlanArA ya ochA ja maLaze. sUryamukhI puSpa lAiTanA prakAzathI chetarAI jatuM nathI. prabhubhakta puNyanA prakAzathI bilakula aMjAI jato nathI. 102 kharAba'nA virodhamAM UbhA rahI javA jevI tAkAta na paNa hoya to ya "sArA"nA virodhamAM UbhA rahI javAnI bevakUphI to kyAreya dAkhavazo nahIM. 104 ApaNane sukha ApI rahelAnI saMkhyA bhale kadAca 'pAMca'nI ja che paraMtu duHkha na ApI rahelAnI saMkhyA to 'paMcANu'nI che. ApaNA khyAlamAM e kharuM? niyamAM mArA parivAra mATe pIDAkAraka banI rahe evA eka paNa vyasanano zikAra huM banIza nahIM. niyama 'tArA nAstAnA DabbAmAMthI te bIjA koIne ya khAvAnuM ApIza nahIM' AvI kaniSTa salAha skUle jatA bAbAne huM kyAreya nahIM ApuM. Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 105 makAnamAM pravezavA mATenA daravAjAo kadAca ghaNA haze paraMtu prabhu pAse pahoMcavAno daravAjo to eka ja che ane e daravAjAnuM nAma che 'prema.' 106 vijJAnayugano mANasa eTale ? potAnA jIvananI 'gADI'mAM buddhine je 'sTIariMga vhIla' para besADe ane hRdayane je 'spera vhIla' nA sthAne goThave ! 200 - - niyama azlIla tasavIrovALAM megejhIno mAsiko athavA to sine pUrtio huM kyAreya gharamAM vasAvIza nahIM, AvavA daIza nahIM. 107 prabhu ! ApanA jJAnamAM to mAruM pratibiMba paDe che, mArA dhyAnamAM have Apa padhArI jAo. mAruM AtmakalyANa nizcitta. 108 koyala DALa parathI koI paNa paLe UDI jAya che. bheMsa kAdavamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnuM nAma ja nathI letI. zubha vicAra lAMbo Takato nathI, azubha vicAra manamAMthI haTavAnuM nAma ja leto nathI. karuNatA ja che ne ? niyama gADImAM pikcaranAM gItonI keseTa huM kyAreya rAkhIza nahIM. Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 109 zarIramAM pharatuM lohI jo hRdaya sudhI nathI pahoMcatuM to mota najIka AvI jAya che. buddhine jAmatuM satya jo hRdayane svIkArya banatuM nathI to durgati najIka AvI jAya evI pUrI saMbhAvanA che. 110 'bhUla jeTalA samayanI haze, eTalA samaya ja enuM pariNAma bhogavavuM paDaze' evI bhramaNAmAM mana rAcatuM hoya to enAthI vahelI take mukta thaI jajo. - niyama TaeNksImAM, basamAM, rikSAmAM, ghoDAgADImAM musApharI karatI vakhate bhAvatAla mATe rakajhaka huM karIza nahIM. 200 111 sauMdaryaspardhAnI bolabAlAvALA A yugamAM kadAca thoDAMka varaso bAda puruSone lAja kADhavAnA divaso Ave to nA nahIM. 112 ApaNA manamAM cAlatA vicAro, prabhune ApaNA dvArA karAtI prArthanAne anurUpa ja hoya che evuM kahI zakavAnI sthitimAM ApaNe kharA? niyama lagnetara saMbaMdhanA AkarSaka dekhAtA mArga para kadama mUkavAnI bhUla huM kyAreya nahIM karuM. Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (c)(c) 113 prabhu para to ApaNane prema che paNa prabhune jemanA para prema che e A jagatanA sarva jIvo para ApaNane prema kharo ? | 115 paisA khAtara ApaNe jo krodhane kAbUmAM rAkhI zakIe ja chIe to paramAtmAnI AjJA khAtara ApaNe krodhane kAbUmAM na rAkhIe? 114 chIe AMdhaLA ane meghadhanuSyanA varNana sAme UtaryA chIe dalIlabAjImAM! buddhinA nAme kAMI che nahIM ApaNI pAse ane paramAtmAnAM vacanonuM posTamaoNrTama' karavAmAM lAgI gayA chIe ApaNe ! 116 krodha na karIe e to barAbara ja che paNa prema vadhArIe nahIM tyAM sudhI jIvana saphaLa nathI. mahemAnanI thALImAM kacaro na pIrasIe e to barAbara ja che paNa mIThAI pIrasavI to paDe ja ne? niyama manamAM AvI jatA koI paNa azubha vicArane amalamAM mUkI detA pahelAM ochAmAM ochuM eka kalAkanuM aMtara to huM pADI ja daIza. niyama lagnAdi prasaMgomAM 'maryAdA' ane 'saMskAro'nI rakSA thaIne ja rahe e bAbatamAM huM pUrepUro . AgrahI rahIza. Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 117 svabhAva badalyA vinA prabhAva vadhAratA rahevAnI icchA, mAtra jAtane mATe ja nahIM, jagatane mATe paNa nukasAnakAraka ja banI rahevAnI che e satata AMkha sAme rAkhajo, 118 dhana na maLavAnA duHkha karatAM ya vipula dhana maLI gayA pachI ya 'sukha' na maLyAnuM duHkha kevuM hoya che e jANavuM hoya to koka abajopatinA mananI mulAkAta laI jojo. - niyama vartamAnapatromAM AvatI 'jAtIya samasyAo' nI kaoNlama huM kyAreya vAMcIza nahIM. 200 30 119 nyAya e gaNitanI vAta che. tyAM hRdayane koI sthAna nathI. samAdhAna e hRdayanI vAta che. tyAM gaNitane koI sthAna nathI. 120 phaLa-phUla kharI gayA pachI ya vRkSane jamIna para TakI javAmAM jo vAMdho nathI Avato to sukha-sagavaDa cAlyA gayA pachI ya ApaNane jIvanamAM TakI rahevAmAM vAMdho zA mATe Avavo joIe ? niyama pikcara huM kadAca joI Avyo hoIza to ya enI prazaMsA bIjA koI pAse to huM nahIM ja karuM. Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 121 koInuM ya ApaNe bagADIe nahIM e to barAbara ja che paraMtu koInI ya sAthe ApaNe bagADIe nahIM e paNa eTaluM ja jarUrI che. 123 je pApanI ApaNe mAphI cAhIe chIe e ja pApanI ApaNe bIjAne mAphI ApI devA taiyAra kharA? 122 kaI cIja sAthe jIvavuM enI akkala tamane kadAca vijJAna pAsethI maLI jaze paNa kaI cIja mATe jIvavuM enI samaja meLavavA to tamAre dharma pAse ja AvavuM paDaze. 124 pApanI kabUlAta AbarU mATe kadAca kalaMkaprada banatI haze paraMtu AtmA mATe to e kalyANakAraka ja puravAra thAya che. COS * niyamo niyama krodha jenA para paNa thaI jaze ene huM pAMca rUpiyAnuM inAma ApIza. aThavADiyAmAM kama se kama eka divasa to amArA gharano samasta parivAra bhojana karavA sAthe besaze ja. Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 125 guMDo, saphaLa vaijJAnika banyA pachI ya guMDo rahI zakaze paraMtu durjana, saphaLa dharmAtmA banyA pachI to durjana nahIM ja rahI zake. 126 verano badalo lIdhA vinA nathI rahI zakatA ema ne ? eka kAma karo. nakkI karI do ke upakArano badalo vALyA vinA ya nathI ja rahevuM ! je niyama nyAya meLavavA jatAM jo saMbaMdhaviccheda thaI jato haze to evA prasaMgamAM nyAyane badale samAdhAna para huM prathama pasaMdagI utArIza. 200 127 pApadezyo baMdha AMkhe paNa aMtaHkaraNa sudhI jo pahoMcI jatA hoya ane dharmadRzyo khullI AMkhe paNa jo aMtaHkaraNane na sparzatA hoya to samajI rAkhavuM ke ApaNuM bhAvi bhayaMkara che. 128 badhAyane gamavAnI vAta ApaNe pachI karazuM. ApaNA khudanA aMtaHkaraNane ApaNe gamIe ja chIe ema kahI zakavAnI sthitimAM ApaNe kharA ? niyama dharmanA koI paNa aMga aMge huM kyAreya elaphela bolIza nahIM. Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 129 dhana to enA mAlika mATe paNa 'bhaya'nuM kAraNa banI rahe che jyAre dharma? e kone mATe nirbhayatAnuM kAraNa nathI banato e prazna che. 131 vyAja cUkavavA jo paisA vyAje na levAya to duHkhathI chUTavA pApanA raste kadama zuM maMDAya? 130 kAdavavALA raste na paDavuM e hajI kadAca saheluM che paraMtu pralobhanavALA raste UbhA rahI javA mATe ya pracaMDa parAkramanI jarUra paDe che. 132 jaLavihoNA sarovaranI mATImAM tirADo paDI jatI hoya che. jenI AMkhomAMthI zaramanuM jaLa sukAI jAya che enA jIvananI pavitratAmAM kaDAko bolAIne ja rahe che. niyama parivAranA eka paNa sabhyane galata Adarza maLe evuM vartana huM gharamAM to kyAreya nahIM karuM. niyama dharmasthAnomAM to mArI AMkhone vijAtIya tarapha jatI huM acUka rokIza. Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 133 nirakSaro je bole che eno artha samajavAmAM muzkelI paDe che ema ne? sAkSaro je bole che eno marma paNa kyAM samajAya che? 135 ApaNA ja khudanA aMtaHkaraNanI sAme jyAM sudhI ApaNe gauravabhera UbhA nathI rahI zakatA tyAM sudhI ApaNane maLatI tamAma pratiSThAnI kiMmata koDI karatA jarAya vadhu nathI. 134 mana jo tuccha che to mahAvIra paNa mAmUlI lAge che. hRdaya jo udAtta che to kIDI paNa mahAna lAge che. 136 koInI 'najara' mAM vasI javA ya jo sArI evI taiyArI karavI paDe che to prabhunI 'najara'mAM vasI javA to keTakeTalI taiyArI karavI paDe e bilakula samajAya tevI ja vAta che ne? ) niyama ( niyama che ke kaeNnsarane AmaMtraNa ApI daIne patnIne vidhavA banAvatI ane bALakane anAtha banAvatI evI tamAkunI banAvaTavALI eka paNa cIjane huM moDhAmAM nAkhIza nahIM., patananA bhaNakArA saMbhaLAvA lAge evAM pralobhananI vaccethI bhAgI jatA huM paLanI ca vAra nahIM lagADuM. Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 137 dharmanA kSetramAM moDA' paDyA cho ema lAge che ne? ciMtA na karo. have 'moLA' napaDazo. 139 parIkSA, pIDA ane pralobhana vakhate tanabaLa eTaluM kAma nathI lAgatuM jeTaluM manobaLa kAma lAge che A vAstavikatA satata AMkha sAme rAkhajo. 138 zrImaMta banI javA mAtrathI sukha anubhavavAnI pAtratA jo AvI jatI nathI to sukha anubhavavA ADe daridratA pratibaMdhaka banI zakatI nathI. 14) mosaMbIno rasa pIvAthI tAva UtarI jato hoya che to ApaNe kariyAtuM pItA nathI ja ne? nakkI karI do. mIThA zabdothI kAma sarI jatuM haze tyAM kaThora ke kaDavA zabdono prayoga ApaNe nahIM ja karIe. GABIT O niyama TI.vI.nI svica savAranA 10 vAgyA pahelAM to huM kholIza ja nahIM. kama se kama savAranA nAstAnA samaye, baporanA ane sAMjanA jamavAnA samaye to gharamAM TI.vI. baMdha ja rahe e dizAmAM huM gaMbhIratApUrvaka prayatno karato ja rahIza. Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 141 acAnaka AvI jatI mAMdagIne paDakAravAmAM hajI kadAca saphaLatA maLI zakaze paNa anivArya evA motane to svIkArI levA sivAya ApaNI pAse bIjo koI vikalpa ja nathI bacato. 143 zubha vicAro amalI nathI banatA enuM duHkha jarUra anubhavajo paNa azubha vicAro amalI nathI banatA e khyAle to apAra AnaMda anubhavajo. 142 jagatamAM phelAyelAM pApo ochA karavA pracaMDa puNyanI jarUra paDe che paraMtu svajIvanamAM pravezI gayelAM pApone ghaTADavA to prabaLa puruSArthanI ja jarUra paDe che. 144 vAMdarAo eka bIjAne khaMjavALatA rahIne jema sukha anubhavatA rahe che tema ApaNe ekabIjAnI 'philama' utAratA rahIne sukha anubhavatA rahIe chIe evuM to nathI ne? niyama moDAmAM moDI rAtanA 11 vAgyA pachI to TI.vI.nI svica huM baMdha karI ja daIza. niyama Arthika saddharatA haze to varasamAM eka divasa mAre tyAM kAma karI rahelA mANasone emanA samasta parivAra sAthe mArA ghare bhojana karAvIza. Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 145 paisAthI ja jIvana cAle che e tamAro anubhava hoya to ya yAda rAkhajo ke A jagatane mahApuruSonI bheTa ApavAnuM kAma paisAe nathI karyuM paraMtu preme ja karyuM che. 146 hAthI pAse zobhAno dAMta na hoya to kadAca enI hatyA thatI aTakI jAya. vikRta buddhivALA pAse saMpatti, sattA, sauMdarya ke sAmagrI na hoya to AkhuM jagata kadAca patananI gartAmAM dhakelAtuM bacI jAya. niyama yuvAna strI ekalI ja hoya evA gharamAM huM kyAreya ekalo to dAkhala nahIM ja thAuM. 200 GO 37 147 vinAzaka zastronuM sarjana karI detA yaMtrane to mApha karI zakAya kAraNa ke enI pAse saMvedanazIlatA nathI hotI paNa evA yaMtranuM sarjana karatA mANasane zeM mApha karI zakAya ? kAraNa ke e to saMvedanazIlatA laIne beTho che. 148 mana jo pAkaTa banI gayuM che to enA mATe koI paNa paLa 'vikaTa' nathI, koI paNa paristhiti 'saMkaTa' nathI. niyama kudaratI AphatanA kAraNe duniyAmAM kyAMya paNa eka sAthe 100 thI vadhu vyaktinAM mota thaI gayAnA samAcAra mArA kAne Avaze, e divase huM mIThAI nahIM khAuM. Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 149 manamAM pedA thatI tamAma icchAone saMtoSavA javAmAM thAkI javAze. eka kAma na karI zakIe ? icchAone nirmaLa banAvavA sAthe maryAdita banAvI daIe. mana prasannatAnI gajabanAka UMcAIne sparzI zakaze. 150 mINabattIno prakAza mAtra aMdhakArano ja nAza nathI karato, aMdhakAranA kAraNe manamAM pedA thatA bhayano paNa nAza karI de che. jJAnano prakAza mAtra ajJAnanA aMdhakArane ja dUra nathI karato, ajJAnanA kAraNe jIvanamAM vyApelAM pApone ya e ravAnA karI de che. niyama mArA gharamAM ke oNphisamAM kAma karatA mANasonI mAMdagIno badho ja kharca huM ja bhogavIza. 200 38 151 vijJAna svane bhulAvI daIne svastha rAkhavAno prayAsa karavAnAM sAdhano vikasAvI rahyuM che jyAre dharma svane jAgrata karIne prasanna rahevAnI sAdhanA ApI rahyuM che. pasaMdagImAM thApa na khAzo. 152 AvazyakatAnI pyAsa chipAvavA mATe sAmagrIonuM jharaNuM ya paryApta che jyAre tRSNAnI pyAsa chipAvavA mATe to sAmagrInI virATakAya gaMgA paNa khAbociyuM ja che. niyama jUnAM kapaDAMnA badalAmAM vAsaNa levAne badale e kapaDAM koka jarUriyAtavALAne huM maphatamAM ApI daIza. Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 155 1pa3 duzmanAvaTano bhAva jo kyAreya setu banI nathI zakato to maitrIno bhAva kyAreya dIvAla banavA taiyAra nathI hoto. dhana taraphanI jhaDapane vadhAravAnuM kAma jo lobha kare che to dharma taraphanI jhaDapane toDI nAkhavAnuM kAma moha kare che. 154 premane khorAkavatuM jIvananI pasaMdagI na banAvazo, paNa prANavAyuvatu jIvanano niyama ja banAvI dejo. 15 be rUpiyAnI kiMmatano rUmAla meLavavA pAMca rUpiyAnI kiMmatanuM zrIphaLa jo na ja vadherAya to adhikAranuM sukha meLavavA jatA premanuM balidAna na ja apAya, ATalI sIdhI-sAdI vAta ApaNane samajAtI kema nahIM hoya? niyama ( 4 hAthamAM rakama AvyA pahelAM ene vAparatA rahevAnI AjanA kALanI khataranAka goThavAyelA vyavasthAne huM kyAreya apanAvIza nahIM. niyama sIMga-zAkabhAjI ke dUdha 'upara'thI levAnuM huM kyAreya nahIM karuM. Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 157 ApaNuM potAnuM vartana sudhAryA vinA jagatamAM parivartana karI devAnA abharakhA sevavA jevA nathI. 158 duHkha AvatA bhagavAnanuM smaraNa thavA lAge e ja bhagavAnanI bhakti nathI. bhagavAnanuM smaraNa bhulAI jatAM duHkha anubhavAya e bhagavAnanI bhakti che. 1 - niyama rAtano mAro sUvAno je paNa samaya haze, ochAmAM ochA enA eka kalAka pahelAM huM TI.vI. sAmethI Ubho thaI jaIza. 200 40 159 koI TIkA kare che eTalA mAtrathI jo paisA kamAvAnuM choDI detA nathI to koI TIkA kare eTalA mAtrathI satkAryo karavAnAM choDI devAnI bhUla karavA jevI nathI. 10 ApaNAM jevo ja svabhAva dharAvatI vyakti sAthe to ApaNe prasannatApUrvaka rahI ja zakIe e nizcitta kharuM ? niyama aThavADiyAmAM ekAda kalAka jeTalo samaya to pAMjarApoLa, vRddhAzrama, aMdha-badhira chAtrAlaya, haoNspiTala vagerene ApIza ja. Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (c)(c) 161 tamArI sAthe zuM bane che enA karatAM tamArI aMdara zuM bane che e vadhu mahattvanuM che. 163 bIjAnAM vacana - kAyAnA bagADA para ApaNuM mana bagADavAnI mUrkhAI ApaNe karavA jevI nathI. 162 mANasonA mananI vicitratAne samajavI sAce ja muzkela che. yuddha vakhate 'eka' thaI jatA mANaso zAMtinA samayamAM aMdara aMdara jhaghaDyA kare che. Azcarya ja che ne? jAya che 164 vIsamI sadImAM gulAmI prathA jIvatI hatI. A ekavIsamI sadImAM mANase mazInonI gulAmI hoze hoMze svIkArI lIdhI che. che ke 1 A * niyama A niyama [ gADI kyAreya 00/80 kilomITarathI vadhu jhaDape huM nahIM calAvuM. mArA gharamAM AvatA mahemAnone paNa rAtanA 11 vAgyA pachI to TI.vI. jovAnI huM nA ja pADI daIza. Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 165 saMkaTa nabaLA manavALAne toDI nAkhe che. baLavAna manavALo saMkaTanA samayamAM 'rekorDa' toDI nAkhe che. 16 6 bhagavAnanA duzmanathI ApaNe dUra rahIe ane ApaNane bhagavAna banatA aTakAve evA vicAro sAthe ApaNe maitrI jamAvelI rAkhIe e zuM cAle ? 1 niyama koI paNa dharmanA koI paNa dhArmika parvane 'vilAsa'thI to huM kyAreya nahIM abhaDAvuM. 200 167 sigareTano vyasanI jo kaeNnsaranI AgAhInI paravA karavA ya taiyAra thato nathI to sukRtono vyasanI kaSTonI paravA karavA ya kyAM taiyAra hoya che ? 168 potAnA dhananI cAvI jo potAnI pAse hovI joIe to potAnA cittanI prasannatAnI cAvI paNa potAnI pAse ja hovI joIe ne ? niyama TaeNksI, rikSA ke basamAMthI UtaryA bAda zakya haze to DrAivarane AbhAranA be zabdo kahIne ja rahIza. Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 169 saMpatti lUMTAvI rahela dIkarAne bApa lApho lagAvI devA taiyAra ane zarIranAM aMgopAMgonuM pradarzana karI rahela dIkarIne mA kAMI ja kahevA taiyAra nahIM? 171 koInA ya guru banyA vinA paramAtmA banI zakAya che paraMtu hRdayamAM premanI pratiSThA karI ( dIdhA vinA to paramAtmA nathI ja banI zakAtuM. 17) 'vadhu paiso, jhaDapI paiso ane game te raste paiso' paisAne A traNa bhayaMkara vizeSaNothI satata bacAvatA rahejo. 172 duHkhone ghaTADavAno ke ravAnA karavAno eka paNa vikalpa na bacyo hoya tyAre duHkhone svIkArI levAno vikalpa ajamAvI jojo. samAdhi TakI ja jaze. niyama jemAM akSaro chApelA hoya ke mANasa - pazu vagerenAM citro hoya evAM vastro huM kyAreya nahIM paheruM. niyama saMDAsamAM kyAreya pepara sAthe laI jaIza nahIM. Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 173 pApasevana bAda pazcAttApa karanAra vaMdanIya jarUra che paraMtu pApa sevanAra niMdanIya to nathI ja e prabhunI AjJA satata AMkha sAme rAkhajo. 175 ApaNe jevA chIe emAM ApaNe sudhAro karavo nathI ane bIjAo jevA che evo emano svIkAra karavo nathI. samAdhi ane prasannatA zuM TakAvI zakAze? 174 prabhunA caraNanuM ApaNe svIkArela zaraNa sAcuM tyAre ke jyAre e ApaNA galata AcaraNane badalAvIne ja rahe. 176 ApaNI prakRtine prabhunI svIkRti maLI jAya eTale bhayo bhayo ! d . niyama mArI Arthika sthiti sArI haze to mArA koI paNa mANasane jhUMpaDapaTTI vistAramAM rahevA nahIM dauM. A niyama saMyamamArga aMgIkAra karavA nIkaLela koI paNa AtmAnI dIkSApatrikA mArA vAMcavAmAM Avaze to enI anumodanA nimitte huM kaMIka to tyAga karIne ja rahIza. Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (c)(c) 177 nAnakaDI paNa kSati jo gaNitamAM na cAle to nAnakaDo paNa pramAda sAdhanAmAM zuM cAle? 179 ApaNI jAtane ApaNe jeTalI vAra chetarI che, ApaNA paricayamAM AvanAra tamAme bhegA thaIne ya ApaNane eTalI vAra nathI chetaryA. 178 pApane tame rAjA banAvI do. e tamane ghAyala karI nAkhaze. tame ene ghAyala karI do. e tamane rAjA banAvI deze. 180 gaNitamAM sAcA paDI rahelA ApaNe jIvanane samajavAnI gaNatarImAM khoTA paDI rahyA hoIe evuM nathI lAgatuM? ra' / niyama eThA moDhe na bolAI javAya enI zakya takedArI huM acUka rAkhIza. 2 niyama nabaLuM kAma karI levAno manamAM vicAra jAgaze to ca ene amalamAM mUkatA pahelAM koka ziSTa purapanI salAha huM acUka laIza. Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 181 aThaMga cora e che ke je polIsane paNa gAMThato nathI. vikRta buddhi mANasa e che ke je potAnA hRdayanA avAjane paNa gAMThato nathI. 183 navuM pApa banI zake ke zarUAtamAM navA bUTa jevuM hoya. pahelAM DaMkhe paNa pachI phAvI jAya. 182 'lAbha" nuM sthAna jIvanamAM jyArathI "lobhe' laI lIdhuM che tyArathI 'zubha'nuM sthAna 'azubha'nA hAthamAM cAlyuM gayuM che. 184 badhA ja saMbaMdho sAcuMbolavAthI nahIM paNa sAruM' bolavAthI ja TakyA che e khAsa yAda rAkhajo. ' . niyama niyamo koInI ya smazAnayAtrAmAM mAre sAmela thavAnuM banaze to e daramyAna ThaThThAmazkarIvALA zabdo to huM nahIM ja boluM. dharmanI ArAdhanA karI levA mATe ullAsita banI gayela mArA parizvAranA koI paNa sabhyane. emAM huM aMtarAya karIza nahIM. Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (c)(c), 185 dharmamAM ullAsa nathI Avato' ema ne? eka kAma karo. pApamAM AvI rahelA ullAsane dUra karI do. samasyA hala thaI jaze. | 187 AnaMda sAtheno dharma paralokamAM ya sAthe Ave che jyAre vedanA sAthenuM pApa A lokamAM ya game tyAre sAtha choDI detuM hoya che. 186 dharma na thaI zakavAnAM ane pApo na chUTavAnAM badhAM ja kAraNo jagata kadAca svIkArI paNa leze / to ya karmasattA to eka paNa kAraNa svIkAravAnI nathI e yAda rAkhajo. 188 tamArI pAse rUpa ane rUpiyA baMne che? najara nIcI rAkhajo. niyama sArA sthAna para sArI vyakti goThavAI jAya e dizAnA prayatno karavAmAM huM koI ja kacAza nahIM rAkhuM. niyama naphAnI [athavA to AvakanI] ochAmAM ochI pAMca TakA rakama to huM satkAryamAM vAparIza ja. Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (c)(c) 189 kUtarAne laDavAnI taka maLe che to e khAvAnuM choDI devA taiyAra thaI jAya che. mANasane paisA maLe che, e zuM choDI devA taiyAra nathI thato e prazna che. 191 durjanatAnI sAme sajjano eka thaIne AkramaNa karatA nathI ane sarjanatA sAme jyAre AkramaNa thAya che tyAre sajjano eka thatA nathI e A yuganI moTAmAM moTI karuNatA che. 190 pApathI jIvana kharaDAvuM na joIe. duHkhathI jIvana taraDAvuM na joIe. 192 mananI nirbaLatA sAme laDI zakAya evI tAkAtanA ApaNe jo svAmI nathI to e sivAyanI ApaNI pAse rahela game tevI ane game teTalI tAkAtanI paNa koI kiMmata nathI. GBS 29 niyama roja rAtanA sUtA pahelAM "A jagatanA sarva jIvo sukhI - svastha ane zAMta raho' evI prArthanA huM acUka karIza. kUtarAne pALavAnAM mArA zokhane poSavA huM galUDiyAne enI mAtAthI kyAreya vikhUTuM nahIM pADuM. apanAvAyA Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 193 jeno tyAga zakya ja na hoya tyAM vivekane je hAjara na rAkhI zake enuM jIvana pazujIvana karatAM ya badatara banI jAya. 194 surakSApremI manane satyapremI banAvI devuM e A jIvanano bahu moTo paDakAra che. ma - niyama rAtribhojanano tyAga kadAca nahIM paNa karI zakuM to ya rAtanA miSTAnna, pharasANa ke kuTsa to huM nahIM ja khAuM. 200 49 195 zarIranI azakti manane niHsattva banAvI ja de evo koI kAyado nathI paraMtu mananI Asakti to jIvanane niHsattva banAvIne ja rahe che. 196 jenI pAse tAkAta puruSanI hoya paNa karuNA strInI hoya ene sajjana ke saMta banatA koI ja rokI zakatuM nathI. niyama koka sArA uddezathI sArA mANaso saMgaThita thatA haze to emanA e saMgaThanane toDI nAkhavAnuM gojhAruM pApa huM kyAreya nahIM karuM. Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 197 duHkhane 'saMmati ApI zako cho? sukhamAM 'sanmati' rAkhI zako cho? tame rAjA cho. 199 AnaMdanI kakSA jenI uttama hoya che, maraNa enuM adhama AvatuM nathI. 198 paganI cAlavAnI maryAdAne rastAnI maryAdA jo mAnI na levAya to buddhinI samajavAnI maryAdAne satyanI maryAdA zuM mAnI levAya? 200 kRSNanI senA kRSNa sAme goThave e jo duryodhana che to prabhu taraphathI maLela puNya prabhu sAme goThavanArA ApaNe koNa chIe? niyama niyama dhaMdhAmAM game teTalI maMdI hovA chatAM Arthika sthiti mArI sArI haze to koInI ya ugharANI huM DUbADIza nahIM. parivAranA koI paNa sabhyanA janmadinane prabhubhakti, jIvadayA, anukaMpAdAna, sAdharmika bhakti vagere satkAryothI ja huM UjavIza. pa0