Vairagya Shatak

Author(s): Ratnaprabhvijay
Publisher: Maninagar S M P Jain Sangh
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/022214/1

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ZZZZZZ Shao Shao Shao Kao Lu HO THE "Shui " vairAgya zataka YYan vijaya yoAbhadrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA ziSya yyAdiornandong H 13: zrI maNInagara zve. mU. jaina saMgha a ma dA vA 6. Guo Lu Shao Kao Nong Yuan Yuan Lu

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zrI vAsupUjya svAmine namaH zrI ciMtAmaNI pArzvanAthAya nama: "name nama: zrI gurunemisUraye" vairAgya zataka saMpAdaka pa. pU. AcAryadeva zrI vijaya yazobhadrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA ziSyaratna pU. munirAja zrI ratnapravijayajI ma. sA. prakAzaka zrI maNInagara ve. mU. jaina saMgha relve sTezana pAse, amadAvAda-8 vIrasaMvata vi. saM. 2043 2512 kArataka vada-10 nemisaMvata-38 zrI mahAvIra svAmI dIkSA kalyANa dina anaMta ladhi nidhAnAya. zrI gautama svAmI nirvANapada ra500muM varSa

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mahAna pUrvAcAya racita zrI vairAgya zatakam 1 thI 104 gAthA...vivecana [zrI jinAjJA viruddha kAMIpaNa lakhAyu' hAya te te badala zrI saMghanI sAkSIe hArdika micchAmidukkaDa',] tA. 3. saMpAdakanI kalame zrI pRthvIcaMdra-guNasAgara AgAmI pustaka prakAzita thanAra che.... saujanyatA.... 11111 rUA. zrI maNInagara zve. jainasaMgha. tathA 3100 rUA. zrI maNInagara jaina saMghanA bhAI e mU kimata rUA. 7-50 sudraka : kRSNa prinTasa, e-7, vAsupUjya cempasa, Azrama roDa, InkamaTekSa amadAvAda.

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prakAzakanA be bola zrI. maNInagara che. mU. jaina saMghae amadAvAda nagaramAM parA vistAramAM relve sTezana najIka ramaNIya sthaLe birAjita che. jyAM zrI vAsupUjya svAmI bhagavaMta nuM bhavya jinAlaya che. zrI puruSAdAnIya pArzvanAtha bhagavaMtanA adhiSThAyikA zrI padmAvatI devInI kulikA che...zrI saMgha saMcAlita zrI AyaMbila bhuvana tathA zrI sAmAyika maMDaLa tathA pAThazALA AdithI zrI saMgha aneka prakAre ArAdhanA kare che. - atre zrI saMghanI AgrahabharI vinaMtine svIkAra karI saM. 2042 nA cAturmAsAthe zAsanasamrATa pa. pU. AcAryadeva zrI vijaya nemisUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA paTTadhara samayajJa pa. pU. AcAryadeva zrI vijaya vijJAnasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA paTTadhara siddhAMtamahAdadhi pa. pU. AcAryadeva zrI vijaya kasturasUrIzvarajI ma. sAnA prathama paTTadhara kaviratna zAsana prabhAvaka 5. pU. AcAryadeva zrI vijaya yazobhadrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA ziSyaratna pU. munirAja zrI ratnaprabhA vijayajI ma. sA. tathA pU. munizrI candragupta vijayajI ma. sA. AdikA aSADha suda-2 nA sasvAgata pUrvaka padhAryA hatA.. pUjyazrInA pravacanone lAbha atrenI janatAe sArA pramANamAM meLavyuM che. munizrI nI preraNAthI sAMkaLI aTaThama, prabhAvanA tathA zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavaMtanA 205 aTaThama, daregne 41, rUA. nI prabhAvanA, nAnA

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nAnA bALakone punaHvizeSarUpe prabhAvanA thayela hatI. zrI narapatabhAI taraphathI pAraNAM-prabhAvanA thayela, zrI sagha taraphathI snAtra mahAtsava, bhavyaAMgI, tathA 108 pArzvanAtha abhiSeka pUjana bhaNAvAyela hatuM.. zrI vIsa sthAnakapanI ArAdhanArthe sAmudAyika 550 uparAMta upavAsa pUrvaka zrI vIsa sthAnaka mahApUjana bhaNAvAyu hatuM ...pa SaNapanI ArAdhanA su Mdara thayela hatI, devadravyAdinI upaja tathA bhavya varagheADA, svAmI vAtsalya thayela tathA zrI RSimaDala mahApUjana aDhAra abhiSeka pUrNAMka aSTAntikA maheAtsava thayela hatA. AsA suda-15 nA zrI padmAvatI pUjana tema dIvALImAM pravacana samaye meneA taraphathI peMDA vinI prabhAvanA thayela hatI... kA. suda.-8nA sAmudAyika sAmAyika thayela hatI... rajanIkAMta nAgaradAsane tyAM cAturmAsa parAvana bhajya rIte thayela hatu ... munizrInI preraNAthI mahAna pUrvAcArya racita zrI vairAgyazatakanA 104 gAthAnA anuvAda pUrvakanA graMtha chapAvavA mATe amene jJAna khAtAnA lAbha maLyA che. A vairAgyazataka AbAlavRddhanAM hAthamAM pahoMcaze... phakta ekavAra manana pUrvaka vAMcaze vaheMcAvaze te! A asAra sasAra para vairAgyabhAva AvyA vinA raheze nahi, pU. munizrInA pravacanamAM maiyAdi bhAva samajAya che. te bhAvinA bhedyamAM haze teA e cAra bhAvanAne AtmasAta karIzuM. te mATe ApaNe saue yathAga prayatna karavA joie. zrI mULajIbhAI Adi kAya kartAe zrI saMghanuM sacAlana karI rahyA che. A pustaka chapAvavA mATe zrI mukezabhAI sumanalAla paTele ghaNI sArI mahenata karI che.

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OM hU aha namaH name| namaH zrI gurunemisUraye zrI vairAgya zatakam anaMta upakArI, parama upakArI, paramatAraka, trikAlAbAdhita che siddhAMta jenA evA nAthe prarUpelA vacanane pAmelA jJAnI puruSa asAra evA sasarane heya tarIke svIkArI vairAgya prApta kare che, ane anyane vairAgya prApta karAvavA mATe upakAra karatA ja hAya che. je jJAnIonA upakArane grahaNa kare che te ja upa kAra karI zake che....mATe A viSamakAlanA bhavADavImAM bhramaNa karatA bhAgyazALIoe sau prathama jJAnIoe darzA. vela mAga pramANe upakArane grahaNa karatA zIkhavuM e AtmAthI mATe e gADha anivAya che. heya-upAdeyane yathArtha svarUpe samajAvatAM jJAnI De che ke.... Azrava sava thA heya upAdeyazca saMvaraH pApa-ane pApanA sthAnake, pApanI kriyAo haiya che. cheDavA jevuM che. tema pApa, pApanA sthAnako, pAnA vicArI, pApanI kriyA-prakriyAnA tyAga e ja upAdeya (saMvara) che. anaMta jJAnIoe je je padArtha nitya kahyA tene nitya tarIke svIkAravA tema je je padArtha anitya darzAvya

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tene anitya mAnI cheDI devA, cheDI devA mAnavA, choDavA mATe prayajIla rahevuM jarUrI che.. jJAnIonA jJAna mArgane pAmelA pUrvamAMthI aneka rIte graMthe udhUta karI. pU. mahApuruSee vairAgya zataka grIne bAlajIvone upakAra arthe racelo che.... saMsArama asAre, nalthi suha vAhiyaNapa ure ! jANuM te Iha jI, na kuNajiNa siya dhamma che artha : jemAM aneka prakAranA duHkhe, Adhi vyAdhi upAdhithI bharapUra che, pracura vedanAothI yukta evAM asAra saMsArane A AtmA jANe che, anubhave che. te paNa jinezvara kathita dharmane (mUDha AtmA) ArAdhate nathI. zrI graMthakAra dRSTA prathama gAthAmAM ghaNuM ghaNuM darzAve che. paraMtu mahAna puruSonA Adarzane pAmavuM e pAmara jIva mATe ghaNuM kaThina che. saMsAranA bhautika padArtho anitya svarUpe che te kayAreya sArabhUta na banI zake ajJAnatAnA kAraNe jIva asArane sAra samajI tenuM Asevana kare te IcchatIya nathI jema bhUMDa vi. prANI, taddana tuccha, malIna, gaMdhAtA padArthone Arege, temAM ne temAM DukhyA rahe ethI te tuccha padArtho sArabhUta na kahevAya. saMsAra asAra zA mATe? je saMsAra tyAgavA jevo che tene upAdeya tarIke mAnI AdaravA jevo karyo. te anAdikALanA ajJAnatAnA saMskAra tema mehanIya, mithyAtva nI pravRttio temAM mukhyatve bhAva bhajave che.

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te saMsAranA paribhramaNamAM A jIva anAdithI paribhramaNa kare che. AtmA anAdi kALathI che tenI Adi hotI nathI mATe ja trikAlajJAnI paramAtmA jaNAve che jIva anAdi kALane che. tema AtmA (jIva)ne saMsAra paNa anAdi kALane che. saMsAra e anAdi kALathI cAlyA AvatAM karma saMgathI sarjAyelo che. mATe sUripuraMdara zrImAna AcArya haribhasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA kahe che ke saMsAra duHkha rUpa che. te saMsAra AkharI pariNAme te phaLasvarUpe paNa duHkha ApanAra che. te duHkha eka be- traNa vAra nahi paNa duHkhanI paraMparAne bhavobhava sudhI sajAve batAve, ane anubhava karAve tevo A saMsAra che. tethI sukharUpa, sukhaphalaka, sukhAnubaMdhI na hovAthI saMsAra asAra ja che...jenA rUpakamAM, phalamAM, pariNAme bhavAMtara duHkha ja jaNAtuM hoya tevA saMsArane sAra mAnavuM e narI ajJAnatA che. - AtmA anAdi kALane che tema saMsAra paNa anAdi cheAtmAnI badalAtI pheraphAra thatI azuddha avasthA.... manuSyAdi cAra gati, temAM paNa bhinna bhinna avasthAe prApta kare che tethI AtmA azubhakarmanA kAraNe azuddha che. karmanA pracaMDa vAtAvaraNamAM phasAyelAne Adhi vyAdhi upAdhi janma jarAnA anekAneka pherAe prApta thAya temAM kaI ja navAI nathI. saMsArI AtmAonI sAthe karma saMga hoya tethI saMsAra anAdine tema karma saMga tenI sAthe anAdine che.

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AtmA thakI krama sacAganA je vicAga thaI jAya te AtmA zuddha mA nuM ArAdhana karI zake. paNa mithyAtva avirati, kaSAya ceAganA kAraNe asAra sa'sAramAM sukha nathI paNa sukhAbhAsa che arthAt saMsAra du:kha rUpa duHkha laka, duHkhane sarjanAra che. te saMsAra byAdhi vedanA, rAgAdithI bharapura jANavA chatAM tene jinAkta dhama tIthakara prerIta dhama nuM ArAdhana karatA nathI tethI te AtmA Ane dhama'nA avamedha mATe sa sArathI virAga avasthAne pAme evI sRSTi jenI che tevA kRpALu jJAnI bhagavA vairAdhya mAga batAve che. vairAgI AtmA mAne pAmavA mATe jJAnInA paDa chAyA svIkAre che. jJAnInA pagale pagale jAya che. paNa jene pAmavuM nathI, meLavavuM nathI, cheDAvA jevu cheADavAnu ; mana karavuM nathI evA AtmAone jJAnIne kadAca saha ceAga thAya te paNa te AtmA prAyaH pAmI zaktA nathI. jyAre te bhAgyAtmAnI pAmavAnI IcchA haze te sahaja kSaNavArane jJAnInA ceAga parama upakAra bhutabanaze. saMsArane asAra bhUta mAnanArA uMmare bhale nAnI vaya chatAM te uMcA U~cakakSAnA mahAna che. uMmara ghaNI mATI hovA chatAM asArane asAra mAnIne cheDavAnI mane vRtti na heAya te tene te dRSTie mahAna kahI zakAya nahi. tAraka paramAtmA, trikAla jJAnI bhagavAna mahAvIra mahArAjA peAlApura nagarInI bahAra udyAnamAM padhAryA... te samayane viSe bhagavaMtanI anumati pAmelA zrI gautama

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vaka vinaMtI, AMgaLI para ja AMgaNu svAmI mahArAjA gocarI arthe pAlAsapura nagaramAM padhAryA. rastAmAM avanavI ramatA ramatA bALake paikI jJAnI guru bhagavaMtanAM darzana pAmI pUche che ke he prabhu tame keNa che? Apane zuM joIe che ? A kahenAra hatA. bAlyavayavALA mahAbhAgyazALI ati mukatakumAra. zrI gautama svAmIe mIThI madhura zItaLa bhASAmAM jaNAvyuM ke ame zramaNa chIe. (gacIe) bhikSAthe nIkaLyA chIe. bALakumAra . namarakAra karavA pUrvaka vinaMtI kare che. pra...padhAre... muja AMgaNuM pavitra kare.. ema jaNAvI AMgaLI pakaDIne cAlyA. pitAnA ghera AvI guru mahArAjane kahe che.. padhAre..padhAre. rAjaputra atimukatakumAranA mAtAjI zrI devI te gurU mahArAjanA darzanathI AnaMdavibhera banI gayA. bhAvabharI bhakitathI gocarI vahArAvI. ullasita banyA. bhavyAtmAonI keTalI kevI uccakakSAnI bhAvanA...gurunA pagale pagale javAnI tIvra tamannAnA mArathe e gurU bhagavaMtane pUchayuM ke, he gurUdeva.Apa zrI kayAM birAjamAna che... ' he bhAvika... mArA paramatAraka parama guruvarya tAraka bhagavAna zrI vardhamAna svAmI udyAnamAM birAjelA che. tyAM ja pUjyazrInI nizrAmAM, sevAmAM rahIe chIe. bAlakumAra-dhImAsvare kahe che ke he svAmina ApazrInI sAthe tAraka paramAtmAne vaMdana karavA AvavAnI

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mArI tIvra abhilASA thaI che.... tarata ja pUjya gurUdeve jaNAvyuM ke bhAI, tArI jevI manokAmanA, bhAvinA bhedanI lagAma jenA hAthamAM che tenI AMgaLIe cAlatA cAlatA bhAgyavaMta khALakumAra bhagavAnanI samIpe AvI bhAvapUrvaka pradakSiNA karI vaMdana karI bhagavaMtanA dana karyAM. kApaDa nA vepArI pAse anAja na maLe tema anAjanA vepArI pAse kApaDa nA maLe. ahIM tArakanA mArgamAM vyApAranI vAta nathI paNa sva AtmAnA kalyANArthe tIrthakara mahArAjA dezanA Ape che... kalyANakArI lagavAna jagatanA tamAma AtmAnuM kalyANa IcchI rahyA che. ahIM teA dharma, dharmAMnA mArga, dhamanuM svarUpa, dhanu phaLa samajAvatAM bALakumAranA AtmAnA jAgrata banyA. phaLadrupa jamIna upara thoDA paNa varasAda guNakArI nivaDe tema phaLadrupa evA A mahAna bhAgyazALI AtmAne prabhunA varada mukhethI nIkaLatI zItaLavANInI anerI asara thatAM bairAgya prApta thayA. je AtmAne deva-gurUnA dRza nathI, vANInA zravaNathI, bhaktithI, vinayAdi dharmAMthI saMsAranI mAyA cheDavAnu mana thAya, heyane ya tarIke mAnI kSaNavAramAM cheADatAM vAra na lAge,. chevaTe te cheADavA jevuM ja mAne te AtmA ghaNA uca kakSAnA ane che, mAge Ave che yathAsthAne svasiddhi nA dhAmamAM pahoMcavA niraMtara prayatnazIla hAya che, [tIthakara bhagavAna mahAvIra mahArAjAnA svamukhe

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60 prazasA thatI evA zuddha zrAvaka AnaMda, kAmadevArata pAse anya zrAvakoe ghaNI praza`sA karI ke ApatA bhAgyazALI che, kevaLajJAnI bhagavAna ApanA guNeAnI prazaMsA kare che. tethI te khATuM teA hAya ja nahi, kevaLajJAnInA jJAnamAM ka paNa uNapa na ja heAMya.... tethI Apa mahAbhAgyavata che. tyAre svaAtmAnI laghutA batAvatAM tema vAstavika aMtaranI manAnyathAne darzAvatAM kahe che.... bhe bhAgyavaMta.... prabhunA jJAnamAM kaMIpaNa uNapa naM ja hAya e jarUra mAnu chu khAMkI huM teA hajI pApI chuM. hajI bhAgyazALI anyA nathI. Agatu ke zrAvaka vicAramAM paDe che ke A Anada zrAvaka teA peAtAnI jAtane dhanyahIna mAne che tyAre bIjI tarapha prabhu mahAvIra mahArAjA temanA guNAnI zrAvaka tarIke prazase che, tyAre Anada zrAvakane ghaNuM pUchavAmAM Ave che. kayA kAraNe Apa ApanA AtmAne hIna mAneA che ! AnaMda zrAvake mIThI madhurI vANIthI zItaLatA pUrvaka javAba ApyA ke paramAtmAnI vAta satya ja hAya temAM kaIja za`kA nathI paNa meLavavA jevuM, pAmavA jevu ArAdhavA jevuM, sAdhavA jevu je bhagavaMte sAdhvAcAra pUrva kanuM sAdhupaNuM, e pAmyA nathI. pAmI zakayeA nathI mATe hajI mArA bhAgyamAM uNapa che. mATe uttama khanI zakayeA nathI... vicAro bhAgyazALI.... bhUtakALanAM bhAvika suzrAvakonI vicAra zreNI ? AvI bhavyAtmAonA leAhInA aNue aNumAM varAgya jaNAto hoya che.

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atimukta (aImuttAkumAra) prabhunI prathamavAra dezanA sAMbhaLatAM saMsArathI virAgI banavAne apUrva bhAva jAge. prabhunA prathama ja darzana, prathama ja vANI sAMbhaLatAM saMsAra-cheDavAnuM mana thAya e AtmAnI ghaNI ja zuddha bhUmikA tema laghukamI pazuM sUcave che! vaibhava-bhaMga vilAsa sAdhana sAmagrI bhogavavAM chatAM AtmAthI AtmAnA haiye uDe uMDe bhairAgya raheluM hoya che. sayamanI abhilASAvALA te atimukta (aImuttA)kumAra mAtA-pitAnI anujJA meLavavA ghera tarapha jAya che... he mAtA-pitA... Aje mane bhavatAraka bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA darzana thayA. mane khUba ja Ana da AnaMda thaye. mAre AtmA nAcI UThaye. he putra! tAre puNyadaya kahevAya..tane tArakanA darzana thayA. jethI tane AnaMda paNa thayo. he mAtA pitA taraNatAraNa hAranA darzana karyA bAda bhagavAna gamI gayA, bhagavAnane meM mArA haiyAmAM birAjamAna karyA, bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLI. tema te dhRtavANI mane atizaya gamI che. he putra ? tAre ghaNe suMdara puNyadaya kahevAya, tAre puNyadaya ucattara che. jethI bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanI vANI gamI che. tuM kRtakRtArtha che. tuM dhanyavAdane pAtra che. daherAsaramAM jema bhagavAnanI pratimA joI bhagavAna yAda Ave che. temAM daherAsaranI bahAra je kaI jagyAe jaIe tyAM paNa bhagavAna bhUlavA na joIe.

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vyAkhyAnanI sabhAmAM pU. gurUmahArAja pUche ke bhAgya, zALI tamAne bhagavAna gamyA, bhagavAnanI vANI gamI ? lagabhaga uttara namAmAM Avaze. kAraNa ke lADI vADI gADI game, saMsAra pratyenu' mamatva sAthene sAthe hAya tyAM bhagavAnanI vANI haiyAne kevI rIte spaze. hai jananI janetA ! hai upakArI tAta ! yathA vAdInI yathA dezanA sAMbhaLI mane AtmabhAna thayuM che. sa MsAra saMsAranA sAdhana, saMsAranA sAdhana uparaneA rAga have taddana gamatA nathI. ana takAlathI mArA AtmA janma-maraNa nA pherA pharI rahyo che te paribhramaNa madha karavA mA mana utsuka banyu, jethI mArI maneAbhAvanA zrI vIrasvAmInA varadR haste sa MsAratAraka pravajayA grahaNa karavAnI che...?" "sayama kabahI mile "" sacamanA rasIyAne sasAra na ja game. saMsAranA rAgathI raMgAyelAne tema te rAgane majethI peSatA hAya tevA AtmAne saMyama gamavuM ghaNuM kaThIna che. saMsAranA rAga-mAhathI parAjita thayelA, tenAthI AcchAdita banelA mAhavaza evA mAtA-pitA kumAranA vacanA sAMbhaLI bebhAna banyA, zAkamAna banatAM kikata vyamUDha jevI avasthA ubhI thaI.... jamane devAya paNa AvI rIte tA putrane na javA devavAya. AvA zabdo. saMsAranI mehavazatA, mUDhatA, pAmaratA darzAve che. kumAranI mAtA zrIdevIrANI te mUti khanIne DhaLI paDayA. dAsIe tyAM upasthita hatI. tethI teone pharaja mujaba seAAnA

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kaLazamAM mIThuM zItaLa pANI lAvI. sugaMdhIdAra pANI chAMTyuM jethI kSaNavAra bAda rANI zrIdevI cetanA pAmyA. viraha vilApa karatA, raDatAM, kakaLatAM, saMsAranI mehadazA nI AdhInatAM jaNAvatAM putrane oLabhe Ape che. saMsAra choDavAnI vAta-na game e ja mehadazA, saMsara putra choDe te paNa na game te paNa mAha sAthe gADha bharelI ajJAnatAtethI putrane rokavA satata prayatna karyA ja kare jAgrata banelA AtmA asAra saMsAranI chAyAmAM lapeTAto nathI. he putra ! tuM mAre ekano eka putra che? vallabha, manahara, priyakArI ratnanA khajAnA karatAM tuM vadhune vadhu priya che. tAre viyega ame sahana karavAne samartha nathI jyAM sudhI ame jIvana jIvIe, amArA khALIyAmAM prANa heAya tyAM sudhI rahI jA ane tArA darzananA pAna pIvA de-saMtoSa Apa-amArA svargavAsa bAda tuM pravajyA grahaNa karaje ! (mehadazAne kAraNe saMsAra choDavAnI rajA ApatAM nathI paNa balavattara AtmAnI jAgrata avasthAvALAne te mahadazA kaMI asara karatI nathI) he upakArI mAtA-pitA Apane mArA pratye meha che. mATe jaNAvo cho. paNa meha ajJAnatAthI satyathI vegaLA banyA che. jaNAvyuM che ke. , tuM nahi kerA kaI nahiM terA, kyA kare merA merA huM Apane nathI, Apa mArA nathI. saMbaMdha AyuSya purU thatAM pUrA thanAra che- tema A ghaNA puNyadaye prApta thayele manuSyabhava bhega bhegavavA mATe nathI paNa tyAgI

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- 11 jIvana jIvavA mATe tyAganA paMthe javA mATe maLe che. A saMsAramAM A bhava samajavA, jANavA tema ArAdhavA vega maLe che. te Abhava nirarthaka na ja thavuM joIe. nAthanA bhAkhelA siddhAMtane sanmukha rAkhIe te nAzavaMta padArthamAM eka kSaNa paNa rAcavA jevuM nathI, anityane nitya tarIke dekho, Adara, vicAre samaje te A saMsAranI moha mAyA toDavI ghaNI sahela che. tema he mAtA-pitA A bhava bhUlyA te janma-jarA maraNane duHkha ghaTavAnA badale vadhavAnA che- saMdhyA samayanA vAdaLAnAM raMga sarakha, jaLanA parapoTA je, A bhava kayAre pUrNa thaze. kayAre A leka (manuSyalaka) tyajIne paraloka pratye viharavuM paDaze te khabara nathI. temAM keNa prathama jaze e jJAna nathI, tethI A bhava AmasAdhanA mATe mAre sArthaka karavo che tethI Apa saMyamamArganI saMmati Ape.... " - he putra ! tArI umara nAnI che, rUpavaMtI mane kara, tejasvI kAyA che, pAMca Indriya suMdara che. saMsAranA bhega-gavIne pachI saMyamanI paraNati pAmaje. he mAtApitA.....je zarIra nAzavaMta che, eka divasa bALIne khAkha karavAnuM che, jenI aMte rAkha ja thavAnI che. tene rU5 hoya te zuM, na hoya te paNa zuM ? kumAranI mAtA-pitA parIkSA karI rahyA che, tyAre prabhunI vANuM sAMbhaLyA bAda je vairAgI AtmAne uccatara vairAgya prApta thayela che. te kumAra kahe che te sAMbhaLe.

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A zarIra aMte tyAjavA yogya che. uparathI dekhAtuM mane hara paNa bhItarathI kevuM bIbhatsa che, jema chidra yukta madirAne ghaDe, temAMthI Tapa Tapa TapakatAM madirAnAM TIpAnAM saMgathI azuci thayele bahAranA bhAga ke durgadhamaya che. te bahAranA bhAgane pavitratara mATIthI masaLIne tene gaMgAjaLathI bahavAra mArjana karavA chatAM pavitra thaI zakatuM nathI. tema prANIonI kAyA mahA bibhatsa, durgadhanIya hADakAM, lehI, mAMsa, viSTA, mULanA DhagalArUpa hovAthI game teTalA attara, pAvaDara, smo vigerethI zuddha thaI zakatI nathI. are..meha thI mUDha banelA prANIo vAraMvAra zuddha jaLathI atyaMta snAna kare che. tema mala ane azucithI bharelA dehane caMdanathI lepe che tema karI pitAnI jAta ne nirmaLa thayelI mAne che paNa te zuddha (nirmaLa) thaI zaktA nathI. kAraNa ke ukaraDe zuM te rIte svaccha thaI zake kharA? jema kapura vigere suMgadhI dravyothI vAsita kareluM lasaNa paNa sugaMdhi banatuM nathI. upakAra karavA chatAM durjana sajajanatAne pAmatuM nathI. tema A manuSyano deha bAhyathI rUpavaMta hovA chatAM pitAnI svAbhAvika aNucine taja nathI. nAzavaMta e nAzavaMta ja. te vaLI A deha kevuM che? te kumAra darzAve che. jene savega pAmIne pavitra vastuo paNa jaldI apavitra thaI jAya che. tema jANavA chatAM jIve azucinA kAraNabhUta zarIrane pavitra karavAne bhrama che ke bhAre pIDA

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13 kAraka che vaLI, je zarIra saDavAnuM, nAza pAmavAnuM, mATInA dIkarAnI jema durbala te zarIra Aje nahi kAle cheDavA lAyaka thanAra che. * strI-puruSanA rUdhira ane vIryanA vikAra pariNAma rUpa malamaya azucinA khADAmAM kaMI ja sAra nathI. ghaNA ghaNuM prayatnothI azuci sthAna ne baMdha karavA chatAM temAMthI durgadha nIkaLyA ja kare che. AvA azucinA kuvAne Adara karavAnI koI apekSA nathI... je dehane tame rUpavaMte kahe che te zarIramAM atyaMta azucine pravAha vahete (strInAM bAra ane puruSanA nava dvAre) aTakato nathI tethI te rUpavaMte ke mane hara kahevAnI jarUra nathI. aneka prakAranA upacAra, upAyathI uttama sugaMdhI dAra padArthavALuM anAja khAvA chatAM viSTA rUpa bane che, tene ApaNe sparzavA, ke jovA paNa taiyAra nathI. mATe he mAtA pitA pAMca IndriyathI pUrNa zarIra maLyuM che te bhega mATe nahi paNa tyAga dharmanI sAdhanA mATe che. mATe AtmAe sakaLa deSa rUpI maLane sApha karanAra pavitratara AtmAne dharma AtmAthI e AtmA mATe ArAdha jIvana saphaLa karavuM. sakaLa guNanA AdhAna evA tArekanA siddhAMtane pAmI Atma kalyANa sAdhavuM e ja AtmAne mahAna guNa che. mATe mane zIdhrapaNe raju Ape evI ApanI nAnA bALanI bhAvabharI mAMgaNI che

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mAtA pitAe kumAranI vAta sAMbhaLI vicAryuM ke kumArane vairAgya ghaNo uttama jaNAya che, hajI vadhu parIkSA karavA kumAranA vicAre kevA keTalA pramANamAM paripakava che e jANavA mAtApitA jaNAve che. (parIkSaka banavuM saheluM che paNa parIkSA ApavI kaThIna temAM paNa pAsa thavuM e ati kaThIna che.) * * he kumAra... tAre AtmA vairAgya vAsita bane chuM. hajI tuM nAnuM che. baibhava vilAsa, bhautika sukhanAM sAdhananI parAkASTA, peDhIothI cAlI AvatI lakSamInI relamachela, suvarNa, ratana, maNI, metIonA khajAnA tuM bhegava, ane yAcaka vargane dAnamAM ApI tuM saMteSa pAma.. tuM game teTalA pramANamAM dAna ApIza paNa khajAne khUTaze nahi. tuM paNa suMdara rIte cotaraphathI tene bhegavI AnaMda mAna, vaLI rUpavatI, lAvaNya maya, hariNAkSI, devakanyAo apsarAo sAthe lagna jIvana sAdhI saMsAranA bhegone bhagavI saMyamanA pathe javA prayatna karaje. varAgyanA rasathI bharapUra. kSamA Adi guNene bhaMDara te kuma 2 kahe che ke he mAtA-pitA ! - tame meha dazAne AdhIna che tethI saMsAra ane saMsAranA sAdhane bhegavavAnI vAta kare che paNa je AtmAne kSamA dhArI, traNa jagatanA pUjya bhagavAna mahAvIra mahArAjAne saMsarga thayo te AtmA varAgya rasa meLavate virAga dazAne kayAre paNa AdhIna na ja bane ! che upakArI mAtA pitA je dhanAdi tema bhautika sAdhana

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** che. te kayAre paNa ApaNA thayA nathI, ApaNA thavAnA nathI, te zAzvata nathI te pharatA ja rahyA che. je zAzvata nathI te ahIMnuM ahIM mUkIne javAnuM che ! are jyAM ApaNe javAnuM che. tyAM laI javA mATe manIoDara, ke ceka kaMI paNa kAma lAgavAnA nathI. tevA bhautika padArtho paranI mamatA, rAganI mAtrA taddana ghaTADI che. tevI mamatA ke rAmanI mAtrA vadhAravAnI mArI icchA ja nathI mAnava banyA pachI je naramAMthI nArAyaNa banavA vicAra karIzuM nahiM to kayAM jaIzuM ! mohavALAne to haiyAmAM ghUsI gayuM che ke bhAga ane dhana meLavavA, lega joie bhoganA sAdhana joIe. bhega mATe dhana joIe te sivAya kaMI dekhAya che. dharmAtmAne bhega ane dhana na joIe. IcachA paNa na thAya tyAre mAnava dharma zebhe vaLI mAtApitA Apa strIone paraNavAnI vAta kare che... tene paraNIne azuci, apavitra evA kAmage badhI ja daSTie tyAjyA che. mAre e bhegane bhegavavAnI jarUra nathI. tenA rAgamAM DUbIne mAre cAra gatimAM pharavuM nathI. tenA pratye rAga karIne naphe zuM meLavavAne ? nukazAna sivAya kaMI nathI. strIo kAmadevathI utpanna thayelA sneha ne upajAve che. hAvabhAvathI bhujA, stana, vibhUSaNa, vasa ane chUTA karelA kesa dekhADI bhrakuTInA AkSepathI kaTAkSathI juve che. - viSathI paNa adhika e viSayanuM varNana karavAthI saryuM. vaLI mAnasa sarovara Upara prApta thayela, sugati

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16 haMsIthI yukta nirmALa dhyAna rUpa muktAphalamAM Asakta, jaDa ane caitanyanA taphAvatane jANanAra, bhAva ane vibhAvanuM pRthakakaraNa karanAra evA rAjasa tulya AtmAne rudhira, majjAnI ane carabIthI pUrNa evA apavitra strInA deharupI kuvAmAM vasavAnuM vairAMgI AtmA pasaMda karatA nathI. vaLI upadeza mALAmAM zrI dharmIdAsa gaNita jaNAve che ke. vara'javalaya staMbha, parirabhe vidhIyate| na puna naradumAra, rAmAjadhana sevanama bhayaMkara tapAvelA leADhAnA thAMbhalAne bheTavuM sArU paNa narakanA dvAra rUpa zrInA jIvananuM sevana karavu e tana aAgya che vaLI jaNAve che kemehuNu sannArU, navalakha haNeI suhuma jIvANu tithyayarANu bhaNiya sadRhiyantra payateNa akhAne viSe tatpara thaI ArUDha khanele jIva... navalAkha sUkSama jIvAne haNe che ema tIrthaMkara bhagavate bhAkhelu che tethI te vacanane Adara karI brahmanu pAlana karavuM...vaLI strI sahavAsanA doSonu varNana kevaLajJAnIe jaNAve che ke strInI cenimAM nivAsa karanArA navalAkhapAMcendriya manuSyeA che. vaLI e thI navalAkha e indriya jIvo vase che. asabhyatA samUdhdhima jIvo upaje tema cyavana thAya che te uparAkta jIvAne nAza eka ja vakhata maithunamAM nAza pAme che. teA huM mAtA pitA AvA hiMsAnA kAya mAM tema rAgAdinI mAtrA vadhArIne nukazAnanuM (AtmAne)

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17 kAya keNa kare? tema A pApa pravRttirUpa viSaye aMte te janArA ja che. tenA vicAga nakkI ja che mATe teA sapanI pheNa jevA viSayAne tyajI zIla rUpI alaMkArathI mArA AtmAne zeAbhAvIza. prazama rasathI bharapUra vIranI vANInuM pAna karanAra he bhavyAtmA Atma maMthana karatA darzAve che ke A saMsAramAM vairAgyanI sAthe tulanA karI zakAya tevuM koI sukha che ja nahi...kahyuM che ke - yathA - bhAgamAM rAgane, sukhamAM kSayanA, dhanaviSe agni ane rAjAnA, dAsapaNAmAM svAmIneA, guNamAM khaLa puruSanA, vazamAM kunArIneA, mAnane viSe tenI hAni thavAnA, jayane viSe ripunA (zatrune), ane dehane viSe yamarAjAnA bhaya hAya che e pramANe saMsAramAM manuSyA sava bhayayukta heAya che. mATe vairAgya eka ja bhayarahita hAya che, mATe devAdhidevanA vacaneAne sAMbhaLI sasAramAM kaija sAra nathI ema A nAnI vayanA khALakuvara samaje che ane mAtApitAne samajAve che ! mAtApitA vicAre che ke kuvaranA vairAgya ceALamajiThanA raMga jevA che, paripakava che. uMmara nAnI chatAM AtmA ghaNA uttama ane ucakakSAnA jaNAya che aMte eka prazna kare che ke. huM lADIlA khALaku vara ! vItarAga devAnuM vacana satya ja che - nirdeSi tema sa`mAM pradhAna svarUpe che. saMsAranA cheda karanAruM tema muktinA mArganuM vacana sava duHkhAne

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18 nAza karanAruM che. te zrI jinazAsanane samarpita thayelA siddhapadane jarUra pAme che. vItarAganI AjJAne AdhIna banI jIvana jIvanArA kamarahita jarUrI bane che paNa he kuMvara ! A te leDhAnA caNA cAvavA jevuM che. tArake jaNAvela saMyamano mArga ati duSkara che. talavAranI dhAra upara cAlavuM sahela che paNa A mArga upara cAlavuM duSkara che. jaina dharmamAM AhAra-pANI deSa rahita vAparavAnAM che. tapazcaryAdi paNa zalya rahita ja karavAnI darzAvI che. TADha taDakA vigere bAvIsa pariSahone sahana karavAnuM e jevA tevAnuM kAma nathI ? vaLI he putra! tuM te sadAkALa sukhamAM utpanna thayela che. te duHkha joyuM ja nathI, sukha cheDavuM ane duHkhane premathI varavuM bhegavavuM ghaNuM kaThIna che. mATe tuM jarA moTo thA, duHkhane sahana karavAnI taiyArI thAya tevI paripakava uMmare dakSA grahaNa karaje ! AvI nAnI vayamAM te paMthe javA rajA ApIzuM nahiM. vairAgya vAsita che mana jenuM, rage ragamAM aNue ANumAM paramAtmAnA vacanane praveza thaye che te nikaTa mokSagAmI bALakuMvara kahe che ke he mAta-pitA! Ape je vAta karI te kAyara puruSa mATe, ajJAnIne chaMde cAlIne jIvana jIvanArAnI, tema sukhanA rAgI ane duHkhanAM hepInI, anukuLatAnA premInI pratikuLatAnA virodhInI, saMsAra tema saMsAranA sukha pratyenA premInI tevA AtmAna Ape vAta karI. tyAre huM keNa chuM ?

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19 traNa jagatanI ThakurAIne tyajIne, anekavidha sa MsAranA bhautika sukha-sukhanAM sAdhanAnA tyAga karanAra, Indra parivAra, asaMkhyAtA devA, rAjA mahArAjAe paNa jenA caraNAmAM bhAvathI jhUkanArA evA bhagavAna mahAvIrane anuyAyI - huM kAyara heAIza nahi. kAyara anIza nahiM huM teA pratikuLatAne premathI vadhAvI laiza. sune duHkha mAnIza, duHkha ane duHkha ApanArA bhAvikane upakArI mAnIza... bhAga-sukhanA pipAsuone saMyama duSkara che ! paNa saMsArathI udvigna banelA, cAra gatinA pherAthI DaranArA mATe sayama susAdhya che. saMyama ja zreyaH Aja mAnava janma ahiM AtmAne aMtarAtmA aMtara svarUpI banAvI sAdhu banAve che. maharSi, paramiSa manAvI paramAtmA banAvanAra che. paramapadmanI prApti thAya eTale janma nahiM, maraNu nahiM, duHkhatA nAme nahi, abhya Mtara sukhanA pAra nahiM. te paNa sattA kAla mATe, mATe ja mAre saMyamanA pUrNa ArAdhaka banavuM che. tyAganI kharI pradhAnatA che ! he mA ! mAhane AdhIna banIne tame tyAga parthe javAnI anumati ApatA vicAra karo che ! paNa jJAnI kahe che ke, haLukamI AtmAne, prabhubhaktane kharekharA mAnavane saMsAra sAro lAgavA na joie. tene te! sasAranA pratipakSI meAkSa ja sArA lAgavA / joi e.... . saMsAramAM dhana ane bhoganI jarUra, ! tyAre mAkSamAM jarANu jarUra nahi. saMsAra game tene game te rIte dhana

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20 ane bhAga meLavavA pApa karavA paDe.jene pApa karavAnI Teva paDI hoya tene mAnava janma saphala thAya khare ? he ! mA, mAre to tArI kukSIne lajavavI nathI balka zebhAvavI. che. mAre mAruM jIvana saphaLa karavuM che! saMsAra sukhamAM jene majA hoya tene dharma kayAMthI prApta thAya, he mA, mahAna puruSoe paNa Atmika dharmanI prApti mATe ghara, peDhI, mAtA, pitA, paisA, kuTuMba Adi sAdhano cheDayA te mAre dharmanI prApti karavI ja che. te zA mATe huM asAra nAzavaMtane tyAga na karUM ! mAtA-pitA te putranuM kalyANa ja Iccha, ahita kayAre paNa na che. Apa mArA mATe sAruM ja kare che. paNa mehanI pariNatI vadhu Apane hoya ema lAge che ! bALakuMvara atimuktA (aImuttA) kaMIka prasaMganI spaSTatA kare che. jhaSabhadeva bhagavAnane kevaLajJAna thaI gayA bAda temanA moTAputra bharata cakravatIe pitAnA 98 bhAIone dUte mAraphate jaNAvyuM ke jo tame rAjya bhegavavAnI icchA dharAvatA ho te bhAratanI AjJAne mAna Ape, te samaye 98 bhAIo ekatrita thaI vicAryuM ke ApaNe sau eka ja pitAnA saMtAna chIe. parama upakArI pitAjIe dIkSA pahelAM bhAga pADIne rAjya ApI dIdhAM che. have bharatanI AjJA mAnavAnI kaMI apekSA kharI ? saue nirNaya karyo! pitAjI bhagavAna pAse jaIe. te pitA bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba karIzuM. sau bhagavAna AdinAtha pAse jaI pradakSiNA, vaMdana karI beThA.

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21 je vigata hatI te vigatane rajU karI ke bharatabhAI amane AjJA kare che ke AjJA mAnA-anyathA rAjyanA tyAga karo, upakArI pitA evA bhagavAna RSabhadeve dhama nu svarUpa samajAvI kahyuM ke rAjapATa cheDI sAdhupaNuM svIkAro. prabhue rAja bhAgavavAnI vAta na karI, saMsAra pUrNa bhAgavIne dIkSA grahaNa karo tema na kahyuM. prabhunI AjJA mujaba 98 putroe rAja cheDI dIkSA grahaNa karI....tetA he mAtAjI tamAre rAjIkhuzIthI, AzIrvAda pUrvaka rajA ApavI ja joI e ! mAtApitAe niNa ya karyAM ke khALa ku MvaranA vairAgya ghaNuM! uttama che. Atma kalyANakArI mAge` jarUra jaze. tema kalyANa paNa sAdhaze. ajara amara-nirajana banaze ema samajI rAjIkhuzIthI, haiyAnA Ana dathI dIkSA maheAtsava ujave che. [IkSAthI saMsAra tyAga kare che tyAre keTalAka rahe che. te samaje che ke ame rahI gayA, pAmavAnuM pAmyA nahi', meLavavAnu` meLavatA nathI, mATe raDatA hoya che.] gAjI aneka prakAranA vAMjitronA nAdathI AkAza rahyu che. meATI sArI ImAratAne tyAga karavA mATe aneka sAjana mAjana piravArathI piravarelA khALakuM varane pAlakhImAM esADe che, bRhad pramANamAM aneka vidha ratnamaNI, suvarNAdi dhanAdrikanu dAna kare che. so AzIrvAda ApI rahyA che... mAtA pitAe zubha AzIrvAda ApyA ke he putra! tame AvA utkRSTa keTinA mArge padhAre che. te saMyama

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22 yAtrA zuddha pALajo. kane khapAvI siddhi avasthA pAmavA pUrNa prayatna udyama karaze.. atimuktakumAra bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA sama vasaraNamAM AvI vaMdanAdi karI pAMca mahAvrata grahaNa karavAM utsuka banyA....te 6 varSanI nAnI uMmaranA bALa atimuktakumAra cAvIsamA tI`pati bhagavAna mahAvIra mahArAjA nA varada haste dIkSita banyA, parama pAvana thayA.... atha sUtranA jJAnAthe sthavIra munie bhaNAve che. temanu nAma aimuttA munivara prasiddha thayu... ! nAnA bALa munimahArAja che. sau sAdhu bhagava MtAne temane joI AnaMda paNa thAya che.... nUtana utsuktAvALA eka munirAje bhagavaMtane pUchyuM ke A mALa nAnA munirAja keTalA bhave meAkSamAM jaze... trikALajJAnI bhagavAna mahAvIra mahArAjAe kahyuM ke huM A,! A mArA aMtevAsI aimuttA munivara A ja bhavamAM siddhi padmane pAmanAra che. mATe tame temanI AzAtanA, hIlanA, niMdA na karaze. tame temanI sevA vaMcAvacca karaze. caramazarIrI A bhavyAtmA A bhavamAM ja zivavadhUne vacce. jaya hai| jinazAsanane nAnA bALa muni sthali bhUmie bahAra padhAryAM ... rastAmAM khAmAciyA sarakhu nAnI talAvaDI pANIthI bharelu sthAna jotAM bhUtakALa ramata gammatanA smRti paTamAM AvyeA. temAM hADI mUkI ramatAM ramatAM paNa atyAre hADI kyAMthI lAvavI....tarapaNI uparanI nAnI kAcalI taratI

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mUkI. kAcalI agaLa jatI joI AnaMda thaye.....ba La ramata, nirdoSa bhAva... kAcuM paNa che e ramatamAM bhUlAI gayuM. sahavata sAdhu bhagavaMte kahyuM.....nAnA mahArAja ..A bhUla thaI. tamAre prAyazcita levuM joIze. bhagavAna mahAvIrane saMdeza ema bole che ke saraLa, bhadrika jIvane uddhAra jarUra thaze. paNa kapaTI, vakra svabhAvavALA to bhaTakyA ja karaze. saraLa, bhadrika parINAmI munirAja tAraka bhagavAnanI pAse bhUla kabUla karI kSamA yAcI, prAyazcita svIkAre che. jyAM IriyAvahI praDikame che bhAva zuddhi ati zuddhattara banelI che. sUtramAM paNugadaga AvatAM AMkhamAM AMsu....mArA hAthe apakAva jIvonI virAdhanA thaI... bhAva zuddhimAM guNaThANAnA pagathiyA caDhatAM teramAM guNaThANe AvI pahoMcyA tyAM bALa munirAjazrIne kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM...aMtakRta kevaLI banIne nijAnaMdI, nijasvarUpamAM magna mAnyA. ajara amara banyA, kRtakRttAtha thaI gayA je saMsArane asAra jANe che te dharmane ArAdhI Atma kalyANa sAdhe che. ajaja kalaM paraMparAri purisA citati asthasaMpatti. aMjali gayaMvateya, galaMta mAu na picchani (2) nAzavaMta padArtha para rAga nahiM choDanArA,

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sa sArane asAra samajanArA chatAM dharmane ArAdhatA nathI tevA mUDha mANase bhega-dhana (saMpatti) tarapha mIMTa mAMDIne beThA che. mahenata-puruSArtha kare, jarUra... Aje nahi te kAle, paramadivase maLaze AvI AzAmAM samaya divasa vyartha gumAve che. paraMtu te AtmAne jJAnadazA pragaTI nathI jethI vahI jatA samayane, hatheLImAM rahelA pANInI jema AyuSyanI maryAdA paLe paLe ghaTI rahI che, AyuSya ochuM thatuM jAya che.....jJAnInA jJAnanI vAta je samaje te artha saMpatti mATe je puruSArtha--AzA, ciMtana, pravRtti thAya che te dharmanA mArga mATe, Atma kalyANa mATe thayA vinA rahe nahiM. puNya upArjana karavuM nathI ane sukha, sukha nA sAdhana-saMpatti meLavavI che ? jJAnIoe jaNAvyuM ke saMsAra-saMsAranA sukha, AzAo pUrNa karavI. vi. kAryasiddhimAM puruSArtha gauNa, pradhAnatA prArabdhanI, tyAre dharma-ane dharma kriyA mATe, AtmalakSI jIvana arthe prArabdhanI gauNutA, pradhAnatA rahI puruSArthanI ! ghaNI ghaNI mahenata, majurI, prayatno karavA chatAM saMsAranA kArya sivAya nahiM, phalita na bane te duHkha thAya, udvegI mana banI jAya, kAraNa ke prArabdhanI pradhAnatA mAnI heta te duHkha na thAta, mArA puNyamAM saphaLatA nahiM hoya tema mAnI jIvananaiyA calAve te saMsAramAM saMsAranI bhautika sAdhana na maLe to paNa duHkha nahiM thAya..dharma-dharmanI kriyA, saMyamAdi jIvana prApti

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25 mATe puruSArthaneja pradhAna gaNa joIe mahenata, prayatna cAlu ja rAkhe, nazIbamAM haze, puNyamAM haze ne dharma sAdhIza ema nahiM paNa dhama ArAdhavA puNyanI prArabdha) pradhAnatA mAnIzuM to dharmathI kayAreka vegaLA thavAne samaya Avaze....mATe puruSArthane pradhAna banAva. tIrthakara bhagavaMtoe. mahAtmAoe, mahApuruSoe karma nija rArthane mukhya gaNyo che.....saMpatti dhanAdinI prApti mATe A jIva AyuSyane pUrNa kare che chatAM AzAnA kiraNe pragaTatA nathI, teja ApatAM nathI. aMte ArtAdhyAnamAM DUbele bhavAMtaramAM tiryaMcAdimAM paribhramaNa kare che mATe. graMthakAra maharSi jaNAve che ke, ja kalle kAyavuM, ajaja ciya kare hu turamANu ! bahu vizve huM muhutto mAM avara paDikheha (3) he Atmana ! bahumUle mAnava janma prApta karIne cAra gatimAM paribhramaNa na karavuM hoya te janmane sArthaka karavA mATe jina praNIta dharmanuM khUba khUba viziSTa ArAdhana kara, je janma ApaNane dhama ArAdhI ajanmA banavA mATe maLe che, tyAga e ja jIvanamAM vicAraNA mATene che. te A mAnava janmane bheTIne dharmakArya AvatI kAle karatAM he to Aje kare, sAMje karatA he te savAre karavA taiyAra thAo ghaDIbharano vizvAsa karaze nahi, "zreyAMsi bahu vimAni" zreya kAryamAM vina Ave e sahaja

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che. A mAnavane piMDa kyAre, kaI jagyAe kevA samayamAM, kevI paristhitimAM, kevI rIte ragaDoLAI jaze tene khyAla nathI. mRtyune sanmukha rAkhI, parAkane lakSamAM rAkhI jIvanane dharmathI, dharmanA rAgathI raMgI le. jethI sadagatine pAmI paraMparAe karma mukta banI zivaramaNIne pAmI zakaze, je dharmakArya, puNyanI pravRtti, puNya upArjana karAvanAra che. tethI azubhathI aTakI zubhamAM mana vacana kAyAne prarvatAva . jethI AmA AtmAnuM kalyANa jarUra sAdhI zake graMthakAra AgaLa jaNAve che. hI saMsAra sahAyaM, cariyuM nehANAya stAvi, je puvahe diThThI, te avarahe na dIti . 4 - jJAnI puruSa anaMtakALanA saMsAranA svabhAvane jJAna daSTithI nihALIne saMsAranuM svarUpa kahe che agni, pANI, mIThuM, maracuM, khAMDa Adi padArtho pitAnA svabhAvane kayAre cheDatA nathI tema sa sAra paNa te potAnA sahaja svabhAvane anusare che .. saMsAranA svabhAvane vicAra karatAM ghaNo kheda thAya che, je sneha rAgathI atyaMta gADha baMdhAyelA paraspara savAre jue to sAMje jevA paNa na male, paraspara viga na paDe joIe paNa saMsAra karmajanya hovAthI viga karAve emAM kaMI navAI nathI. je pAtharaNuM upara saMsAranI dRSTie saMsAranuM prathama

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pagathIyuM cAMllAM maMDAve....tenA teja pAtharaNA upara te jana samudAya sahita anya ghaNI vyaktionI AMkhamAMthI zrAvaNa bhAdara varSe te paristhiti sarjanAra paNa A karma janya saMsArane svabhAva che. je savAre juo te sAMje na dekhAya...are darzanakAre te kahe che ke kalAkekalAka, miniTe-miniTe sekanDa sekanDe, kSaNe kSaNe, paLe je padArtha pUrvanI paLe ke sekanDe hoya che te bIjI paLe ke sekanDe temAM pheraphAra baneluM hoya che. tevI ja rIte saMsAranA dareka padArtho dhana dhAnya sAdhana sAmagrI [taNa khaNAthI parvata sudhI ] mAM pheraphAra thAya che tema jANIe chIe, samajIe chIe saMdhyAnA raMga jevA saMsAranA padArthane samajI saMsArathI vairAgI banI vairAgya mArga pAma joie. mA suaha jagniave, palAI avaMmi kIsa vIsameha tini jaNuM alagA, roge jarA macuA che he bhavike... jenI pAse dhana hoya temane dhana na lUMTAI jAya mATe jAgrata rahevuM paDe, nAzavAnI ke bhAgavAnI jagyAe besI na rahevAya. tema dharma kAryamAM prasAda na kare ema lakti che...je jagyAmAM besI rahevAya evuM nathI. rAga-dveSa, meha rUpI cAre ApaNuM aMtara dhana laI jAya tema che tevA saMsAramAMthI nAzI chUTavuM. kAraNake ApaNuM pAchaLa pAchaLa doTa mUkIne AvatA, ApaNe pI che ne cheDatA evA traNa rega, jarA (ghaDapaNa) mRtyu e

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traNa zatru banIne parezAna kare che mATe pramAdane tyAgIne dharma kAryamAM apramatta banavuM.... sAvadhAna rahevuM jarUrI che, he bhAvikatuM jAga, jAga, pramAda ALasane tyajIne tArA dumane tane harAvI na jAya, tane pAchaLathI ghA na karI jAya te mATe sAvadhAna thaI jA... A zarIra regothI bharapUra che. suMdara dekhAtAM, rUpavaMtA kahe ke kemaLa kAyA, te kAcanI kAyAne kevA kevA kAramA reganI kAlimA lAgaze ane rogothI kAyA abha DAze te mane hara ramaNIya kAyA jevI paNa nahi game ! roga-jarA mRtyu e zatru tulya che. je AtmAne jJAna dazA pragaTe te te nimittane pAmI vairAgya bhAva utpanna thAya. mAnavInA mastakathI mAMDI paga sudhI eke eka rUMvADe rUMvADe rogothI A audArika zarIra vyAdhi ane roganuM Alaya che. dehamAM sADAtraNa kroDa marAya che. dareka rUMvADe poNAbethI vadhu jhAjherA roga che. rega sattAmAM jarUra paDayA che tyAM lagI to ThIka che. paNa jyAre udayamAM Avaze tyAre ajJAnatA haze te roga AMkhamAMthI zrAvaNa-bhAdare varasAvaze. ghAtikarmanI prakRti baMdhAvaze. mAMsa rudhiramayane dudhI, nakasamAna nakArUM, tuM tene kaMcanamaya mAne, AvaDuM zuM aMdhAruM, pipaTa! tana piMjara nathI tArUM. aMte uDI javuM parabArUM. che paranuM paNa paricayathI tuM, mAnI beTho mArUM.

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29 kayAMnA tuM, kayAMnuM e piMjara, e samaje te sArU peApaTa ! tana piMjara nathI tArUM'. aMte uDI javuM. parakhArUM. DAkaTara rAgInA rAga (bAhya) ne eLakhe tema jJAnI puruSo ApaNA abhyaMtara rAgane oLakhe, ane bhAvadayA rUpI davAnu Asevana karAve. roga samajAyA pachI rAga kADhavA tema niraMgI banavA AtmAe prayatna zIla banavuM ja joIe.... zaherAnI mATI meTI hAspiTalemAM jaie ane dRzya dekhAya tyAre sahajavAra te manane thAya ke narakanI kAtila vedanAne anubhava karatA dI` dekhAya che. bhUtakALanA mahAna puruSAnA prasaMge ApaNI sanmukha tarI Ave te mATe sanatkumAra cakravati nu dRSTAMta TUMkamAM vicArIe ! 1 hastInApura nagaranI parama pAvana bhUmi zrI AdIzvara bhagavaMtanA caraNa pAdukA, bhagavaMtanA prathama pAraNA (kSurasathI), zreyAMsakumAra jevA dAnezvarIthI punita banelI. dhanadhAnyADhithI bharapUra pRthvItala viSe sanatkumAra cakravatti rAjya kare che...te ati rUpavatA hatA, temanAM rUpanA vakhANu indra mahArAjA devalAkamAM karatAM tyAre e devAe indranu vacana mAnya karyuM nahi. te e devatAe brAhmaNa svarUpe kutu hala jovAnI tamannAthI tyAM Ave che. tyAre A bAju sanakumAra cakrIne snAna karavAnA avasara heAvAthI ratnajaDita mAjoTha

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30 upara AbhUSaNathI mukta banelA cakIne viziSTha prakAranAM tela vi. thI mardana karatA jove che. tyAre sahaja mastaka namI jAya tevuM rUpa dekhe che...mastaka dhuNAvavA lAgyA tyAre cakIe pUchyuM ke ' he bhAgyavaMta! tame mastaka dhuNAve che emAM kaMI kAraNa hoya te jaNAve, kAraNa vinA kArya saMbhavita nathI, vipra svarUpe deva kahe che. pUrvazALI. tamArA rUpanA vakhANa dene mAlika Indra moTI Indra sabhAmAM kare tyAre vicAryuM ke tamArA rUpanAM darzana karavA joIe tethI tamArA rUpanAM darzana mATe AvyA chIe... jevuM ame Indra mukhe sAMbhaLyuM tevuM ame jAyuM chee pramANe, te brAhmaNa (devatA)nA zabdothI abhimAnamAM AvI gayA. garvanA zikhare pahoMcyA. cakI kahe che...are bhe vipre? vartamAna paristhiti je dekhe che te to tuccha che, temAM kaMI ja nathI ! jyAre huM snAnathI paravArI uttama vastro tathA uttama koTinA AbhUSaNe dhAraNa karUM, mastaka upara chatra zubhatuM haze, cAmara DhaLAtA haze. mArA muguTabaddha rAjAe mArI sevAmAM haze. tyAre mAru rUpa jovA jevuM tamane lAgaze. deva...manamAM vicAra kare... rUpa maLyuM che paNa rUpanuM abhimAna, garva, vadhAre che viziSTa purUSa potAnI prazaMsA kayAre paNa svamukhe karatA nathI.. upadeza mALAmAM dharma dAsa gaNie khAsa samajavA jevuM jaNAvyuM che ke

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31 na saukhya saubhAgya karA nRNa guNa svayaMgRhItA yuvatI kUca iva gRhItA dvitaya vitatvane , tena grahaNuti nija guNu budhAH | strI pitAnA stanane pitAnA hAthe spaze, grahaNa kare to te tene saubhAgya ane sukhanA kAraNabhUta banatA nathI, tema svamukhe pitAnA guNonuM varNana sukhane ApanAruM banatuM nathI. tethI ja paMDita puruSo, DAhyA mANaso pitAnA guNenI prazaMsA potAnA mukhe karatA nathI. abhimAnIne keNu zikhAmaNa Ape. temAM vaLI A te rAjAne rAjA, cakI, 96 kreDa pAyadALane mAlika, 7ra hajAra strIone adhipati, navanidhine svAmI, cakravatinI trAddhi siddhi vALane bhalAmaNa zikha devI e himaMta zaktivALAnuM kAma che! cakI pAse devatAnI zakti hatI. phakta mArge lAvavAnI, patita na thaI jAya, durgatimAM na cAlyA jAya mATe phakta, AMgaLI cIMdhavAnI! bAkI A te rahyA zalAkA puruSa, nizcayathI mokSagAmI banavAnA... jaina zAsanane niyama che. cakravati cakIpaNAnI gAdI bhegave.. choDavA jevI mAnIne cheDe, saMyama grahaNa kare tene devaleka athavA mekSa ja maLe paNa gAdI na choDe ane paraloka jAya te niyama naraka ja...emAM pheraphAra nathI, mekSanA sukhanA adhikArI Aje nahiM te kAle jarUra che! chatAM jinezvara bhagavaMte kahe che ke e gAdI paNa choDavA jevI ja che! vicAre bhAgyazALI... tamArI -

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dukAnanI, peDhInI, saMsAranI gAdI cheDayA vinA paraleka gayA te ApaNI paristhiti zuM sajaze tene koI vicAra kayAre karyo kharo ?.. cakrInuM vacana sAMbhaLI snAnAgAra taraphathI nIkaLI gayA. jyAre cakI rAjasabhAmAM birAjita thayA tyAre tyAM jAya che. cakkInA rUpane joIne manamAM udvega thaye mukha plAna thaI gayuM are karamAI javA jevuM thayuM... cakIe pUchyuM... bhe vipra.. tame kema udAsa che ! vipra de... cakravati sanakumArane kahe che ke saMsArane A svabhAva che. vicitra avasthA A saMsAranI che. prathama je rUpa jotAM AnaMda thayo. te AnaMda atyAre nathI...... prathama karatAM rUpamAM guNe ghaNA ghaTayA che, zabda rupa, rasa gaMdha sparzAdimAM samaye samaye badalAya che. temAM nAnAgAranA samaya karatAM atyAre te durgadhamAM palaTAyA che... cakI... tame kevI rIte jANyuM nathI temAM pramANa zuM ? anubhava karAvazo ? vipradeve..avadhijJAnanA prabhAve jANyuM tema jaNAvyuM ke tamArA mukhamAM je tAMbula che. tene rasa bahAra ke te pachI tenI upara besanArI mAkhInI zuM avasthA thAya che te juve... mAkhIo mRtyunA zaraNe javA mAMDI. turata 1 ja vipra deva e kahyuM... he cakI.sAvadhAna thaI jAo tamArA mukhamAM sAta prakAranA regee praveza karyo che... kayA kAraNe tame zAMtithI beThA cho... vipra devatAnA vacanathI pratibaMdhita

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banelA cakrI sAvadhAna thaI gayA...ke A deha anitya che regothI bharapUra pariNAme durbala che. regathI mukta banavA mATe dharma rasAyaNa ja upakAra bhUta che. zarIranI rAkha banavAnI che. koI padArtha (zarIrane) kAma lAgatuM nathI. regathI vyApaka zarIra che. e sabhAna thatAM deha AtmAnI bhinnatAne samajIne vairAgI banelA cakIe rAjya lakSamIne tilAMjalI ApI AtmAnI saMyama lakSmI meLavI prabhunA mArganI pravajyA grahaNa karI.. . cakI jyAre saMyamI banyA tyAre temanI pAchaLa doDI AvatI, pAchaLa bhamatI samRddhi sAme joyuM nahi. temanuM je strIratna sunaMdA Adie cha mAsa sudhI rudana karyuM te paNa pAchuM vALIne na jeve te jeve? tIvra tapazcaryAne sAtha AtmAe sAdhI lIdhe. muni banelA sanakumAra bAhya rogane dUra karavA mATe nahi paNa aMtara rega je rAga-dveSa moha kaSAyAdi regane dUra karavA zalya vinA zuddha jIvana vahe che. saudharmedra... sabhAmAM uttama keriTanA AtmAnI prazaMsA karatA jaNAvyuM ke sanakumAra munine dhanya che. koTi koTi vaMdana he.. aNugAra banIne zarIra pratye mamatva ja nathI. je moTA asAdhya rogothI grasita hovA chatAM auSadhanI sevA karatA ja nathI. auSadha pratye lakSya rAkhatA ja nathI. IndranAM vacana sAMbhaLI zraddhAthI vimukha be deva

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34 avanitaLe AvI je pAvana bhUmine sanatakumAra muni pavitra karI rahyA che te bhUmimAM AvyA. vaidyane veSa dhAraNa karIne kahe. he parama pUjya munirAja.... tamAre deha regathI jIrNa thayelo jaNAya che. ame vaidya chIe amane davAno lAbha Ape, ApanI saMyama yAtrAmAM sukha zAtA vartaze. | muni e sAdhu hatA... sAthe te sAdhu, dravya bhAvathI muMDa thayelA hatA...he vaidya ! tame kadAca zarIramAM thayelA rogane dUra karavAnI zakti dharAvatA haze te paNa sAmI vyaktinuM puNya haze te-tyAre te deha rega dUra karavA zakti te mArAmAM ja che. juo anubhava to kare ! munirAjazrInI AMgaLI parathI kharaMDAyelI hatI, vedanAthI grasita hatI. te AMgaLI upara munirAjazrIe thUka lagADayuM. tAtkAlIka te AMgaLI kaMcana maya thaI gaI. AvI zakti mArAmAM che paNa tenAthI AtmAnI siddhi kharI ? huM te Atma kalyANa mATe sAdhu tha chuM. karmanirjarA mATe saMsAra choDe che. karma regane kSaya thAya te sAthe mAre prayojana che anyathA kaI prajana nathI ! vartamAna kAlamAM vicaratA pU. sAdhu sAdhvI zrAvaka zrAvikA (sAdhu padathI AcArya upAdhyAya) A dharmanuM viziSTa ArAdhanA kare che, khUba ja kriyAkAMDa vadhe che. dharma, tapa, dAna, varaghoDA, pratiSThA, saMgha, upadhAne,

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mahotsava Adi aneka rIte aneka gaNI zAsana ArAdhanA kare che karAve che? kaI AtmAe vicAryuM ke mArI dharma karaNIthI meM keTalo napho meLavyuM, vepArI peDhI upara dhaMdho kare ja jAya, khUba khUba vakare kare, vakara, dha che vadhAravA mATe anekanA paisA invesTamenTa bhegA kare paNa na na kare eka pAIne te kAle devALuM ja kADhe ne? tevI ja rIte zrI caturvidha saMgha, AvI uttama koTinI dhama ArAdhanA kare che. rAga dveSanI mAtrA ghaTI ? kaSAye upazAMta thayAM? pApane praveza na thAya tevI vicAraNA thaI eTale A naphe meLavyo jarUra ATaluM sau keIe vicAravuM.] bane deve AzcaryAvita thayA. bhAva bharyuM vaMdana karI svasthAne svargamAM gayA. munirAja sanakumAra sAtase varSa sudhI karmanA jhaMjhAvAta ne samabhAve jhIlI regone sahana karI nirdoSa, niraticAra, zuddha cAritrapALI trIjA devalokane pAmyA. ekAvanArI munirAjane AtmA tyAMthI mahAvideha kSetramAM manAya pada pAmI mekSamAM sidhAvaze mATe graMthakAra kahe che ke rega duzamana thaIne pAchaLa paDe che. paNa AtmA je te samaye jJAna dazA pAmela hoya to ApaNe zatru pAchaLa paDavAne badale bhAge ja jAya che. tevI ja rIte jaza avasthA . ane mRtyu avasthA che. A AtmAe samajavAnI che...jarA avarathA AvatAM pahelAM. sajAga thaI javAya te AtmA ghaNe ghaNe puruSArtha karI zake chatAM jarA avasthA AvavAnI ja che.

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' ghaDapaNanA duHkha ghaNA ghaNuM prakAre che... te jarA avasthA jyAre AvIne ubhI rahe che tyAre samatA, zAMti, dhIrajatA hoya tema sAthe khyAla hoya ke mAruM karyuM mAre ja bhegavavAnuM che. jeTaluM karmanuM devuM ochuM thaI jAya tema sArUM.A bhAvapUrvaka ghaDapaNa avasthA pUrNa thAya te samAdhi bhAva pAmI javAya, ArAdhaka paNa banI javAya. vairAgya vAsita AtmAne dehAdhyAsa te jAya che. paNa virAgya vinAne jIvaDAnI dazA te dayA ciMtavavA jevI che. kavirAja kahe che ke. karacalI paDI, dADhI DAcAM taNe dATa vALe, kALI kezapaTTI viSe, vetatA chavAI gaI sUghavuM sAMbhaLavuM ne dekhavuM, to mAMDI vALyuM, tema daMtAvalI kharI ke khavAI gaI. vaLI keDa vAMkI, hADa gayAM, aMgaraMga gaye, uThavAnI Aya jatAM, lAkaDI levAI gaI. are kavirAja ema, yuvAnI harAI paNa, manathI ne teya, rAMDa mamatA marAI gaI. - eke eka indriyanuM baLa kSINa thatuM jAya, yAdazakti ghaTatI jAya, cAlatAM, bolatAM, besatAM, zvAsa caDhe, rAta divasanA ujAgarA kheMcanAra jarAnA sapATAmAM Ave che. tyAre te zithila thaI jAya che. | IndriyanA baLa bhAge eTale manathI hare, mananuM baLa paNa nabaLuM paDI jAya tananI asara mana upara thAya

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37 mATe samaya mAtrane pramAda na kara, samaya samayane sAdhI AtmAne varAgya bhAvamAM layalIna kara... jethI tu tAr jarUra sAdhI zakIza. mRtyu teA saunI pAchaLa che che ne che ja! roga jarA e duzmana badhAnI ja pRSTha lAgyA hoya evuM nahi paNa mRtyu te je janme te mare...e sanAtana niyama che, janmanI sAthe mAra chApa laIne AvelA chIe te vakhate ekarAra karyAM che ke tuM AnyA che. paNa sadAkALa tu ahI rahI zakavAne nathI...tAre javu te paDaze ja, kAMdhIna AtmAne karmAnusArI gati prApta thAya che. badhAya du:khA karatAM vadhAremAM vadhAre du:kha maraNanuM che, are mRtyunI vAta sAMbhaLatAM mANasanuM mAnasa gabharAi uThe che. enu haiyu hacamacI jAya pArAvAra gabharAmaNa thaI jAya.. paramagItA AcArya mahArAjA jaNAve che ke. kroDa vIMchI karaDe eka sAthe, tema maraNu duHkha bhArI, koi pradeze jaga nahiM khAlI, janma maraNa na jyAM na dhArI, karADa vIMchI ekI sAthe karaDe te duHkha karatAM maranu du:kha ghaNuM vadhAre che. tene jItavuM kaThIna che. zrI tI "kara mahArAjA, gaNadhara bhagavaMtA, indro, cakravati o, baLadeveza, vAsudevA jevA maLavAna purUSone paNa kALa jyAM kALIyA karI gayA tyAM mIjAnuM zuM gajuM? Indro hAya ke viSTAmAM rahela kIDA, saune jIvavAnI abhilASA hoya che. mRtyunA bhaya saune eka sarakhA hoya che. koi ApaNane puSkaLa hIrA mANekanA DhagalA ApI tenA

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38 badalAmAM nAka, kAna, kApIne mAMge te kaMI te Dhagale levA taiyAra nahi thAya... prANa saune vahAlA che. sau koIne eka dina acAnaka javu' paDaze temAM mInamekha nathI. A viSayamAM tarka vitarka, zaMkA-kuzaMkA, saMkalpa vikalpa lAMcarUzrvata, ze zarama, lAgavata, chala prapaMca, mAyA vi. ahIM nahi cAle...bhale tame badhAne ThaMgeA, bIjAne tame zIzAmAM utAre, paNa mRtyune tame AkhI zakaze nahiM, anubhavIee jaNAvela che ke mAnavIne jo mastaka para laTakatI talavAranI jema mRtyu jhajhumI rahyuM che. ene pUrA khyAla AvI jAya te! ene khAna-pAna, gAna--tAna, ke mAna-pAna kaMI na rUce, paNa badhuM kAMTAnI jema khUMce. phAMsInA mAMcaDe laTakatAne pUche ke tArI zu IcchA che. ? tA kaheze ke mAre jIvavuM che ! jaMgalamAM jema siMha mRgalAne uMcakIne laI jAya tema kALa zikArI ApaNane laI jaze. keI bacAvaze nahi. hajAro paheregIrA khullI talavAre rAta divasa rakSaNa karatA haze, vaidyo, hakImA ke DAkTaronI katAra lAgI haze, jaDI buTTIo, auSadhA, bhasmA, suvarNa bhasma paNa te samaye kAma nahi Ape... kapaDu phATe tA sadhAya, bhI'ta paDe te rIperIMga puna: thAya paNa jIvananI dorI tUTayA pachI koIpaNa saceAgamAM sadhAtI ja nathI. mRtyu e jINu vasronA tyAga, tema navIna vastronu paridhAna che. mATe mRtyuthI bhaya na pAma.. kANu bhaya pAme

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39 je adhama hoya cA pApI hAya ..dharmAtmAne mRtyune bhaya na ja heAya. mRtyuthI bacavA prayatna kare, paNa te pAchaLa pAchaLa pharatu hAya te! tuM kayAM sthira thaIza carotaranA eka gAmamAM eka paTelasAI ghara khaMdhAvavA pAye khAdyavatA hatA. pAyAmAM moTA bhArIga phaNAnI laTAra mArI rahyo hateA. paTela bhArI ga joI khUma gabharAyA. majurone kAma parathI rajA ApI ghera meAkalyA...paTela gabharAyelA heAvAthI ghera na jatAM gaDImAM snehIsa adhInA gAme javA upaDayA...te gAme gADImAMthI utaryAM, bhAgALe thaine gAmamAM sau jaI rahyAM che...A mAju upara AkAzamAM samaDI cakkara lagAvI rahI hatI...dUrathI dekhe che teA bhArIgane mAMsane leAcA samajI nAgarAjane cAMcamAM upADayA. gheADe dUra uDatAM uDatAM vicAre che ke A mAMsa nathI paNa sapa` che. mukha paheALu kare che te nAga deva je paTela je gAmamAM praveza karavA sTezanathI bhAgeALe leAka samuha sAthe Ave che.te bhAgALe nIce paDela che... koine na karaDatAM te paTelane karaDe che. paTela paraleAkanA pathe vidAya le che. tAtpaya mRtyu te sAthe ja che. kavi kahe che ke, jagata 5khI taNA meLA, ghaDIbharane visAme che! manuSyeAnA jIvana levA, bhayaMkara kALa sAme che. paMkhI hArA vRkSa para, paLakAja bhegA thAya che. sabaMdha pUro thatAM, pAchA uDI vikharAya che. ! seAnerI A jIvananI, kiMmatI ghaDI paLa jAya che,

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40 dina Ugene dina Athame, AyuSya ghaTatuM jAya che. je je dise che najaramAM, kSaNamAM badhuya kSaya thaze. AMkhe| mIMcAtA Akhare badhuya mATImAM maLI jaze. junA jamAnAnA bhAvikA paNa varNave che ke, teDuM thayu kiratAranu, gayA vinA kema cAlaze ! jhAMkhI thaI jama dUtanI, mAnyA vinA kema cAlaze. mRtyunA satyArtha samajanAra bhaya pAmatA nathI. vasranI jema zarIranuM parAvartana thAya che. mATe paramAtha te prIte kara, bhaktitaNuM bhAthuM bharI kalyANa AtmAnu karo, tenA vinA nA cAlaze. divasa nisA ghaDimAla', Au A salila' jIANa cittuNa / caDhAicca aillA kAlarahaTTa bhamAti 5 6 candra sUryarUpI khaLo rAtrI divasa rupI ghaDAnIzreNIe vaDe javAnA AyuSyarUpI pANIne grahaNa karIne kALa rUpI rahene uMce-nIce bhamAve che. cAra gatimAM paribhramaNa karatAM A AtmAne raheTanI mAphaka pharyAM ja karavu paDe che. te svarUpane vadhu samajAve che. sa nadghi kalAta'nasthi Asaha, tanathikipi vinnANuM | jeNe dharijjai kAyA, khajAti kAla sauNu chA

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41 A jagatamAM evI kaI kalA kAmayAbI banI nathI, aMtima kakSAnuM hAI pAvara keI auSadha zodhAyuM nathI. keI vijJAna prApta thAya tevuM nathI ke jethI kAla rUpI sarSathI koI paNa vyakti rakSita thaI zake ! lAkha karaDe abaje anaMtA varSe gayA paNa kALa kahetAM jene samaya pUrNa thayo te pachI eka kSaNa paNa rahI zakto nathI. kALanI maryAdA mujaba kaI kSaNa ghaTADI na zake, keI kSaNa vadhArI na zake. e sau AbAla vRddha jANI zake che. anaMta balI tIrthakare paNa kSaNane vadhArI zakayA nathI. mATe je puNyanA baLe maLelA mAnavInA zarIrathI Ama ArAdhanA thAya te mATe satata jAgrata rahe ! dIhara pharNida nAle mahiara kesara disA mahadalile e pIAI kAlabhamaro jaNuM mayaraMda puhavipaume 8 lekamAM evI prasiddhi che ke bhamaro kamaLanA rasanuM AsvAdana kare paNa kamaLane IjA na thavA de, te pramANe cheDA mIThA madhure svare rasapAna kare paNa khedanI vAta che ke kAlarUpI bhramaranuM svarUpa vicitra jaNAya che. kAlarUpI asaMtoSI bhramara pRthvIrUpI kamalamAMthI jana svarUpa tamAme tamAma rasane krUratAthI cUsIle che arthAt kAla kaI paNa mANasanuM bhakSaNa karyA vinA rahetuM nathI ahI graMthakAre kamaLanA nALavAne zeSanAganI upamA ApI. lekamAM kahevAya che ke A samagra pRthvIne zeSanAge mAthA upara UpADI lIdhI

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42 che. kamaLamAM jema kesarA hoya tema pRthvImAM pava tAne kesarAnI upamA ApI, kamaLanA pAnane dase dizAnI upamA batAvI che. AkhI pRthvI rUpI kamaLanA rasa nira tara pIvA chatAM kAla rUpI bhramara tRpta thayeA ja nathI. thaze paNa nahi' mATe huM bhAgyavatA...Atma svarUpane pAmavA Atma sAdhanamAM pramAda karaze! ja nahi... chAyA miseNu kAlA, sayalajIANuM chala' gavesatA, pAsa' kavi na mu cai tA dhame ujjama kuhA he bhavya prANIe ! kAyAnI sAthe chAyA cAle che. chAyA kayAMya mUkIne cAlatA nathI tema ApaNI pAchaLa ne pAchaLa chAyAnI jema kAla phare che. saphLa jagatanA jIvAne avasara Ave teA cheDe tema nathI mATe kAla ApaNA te kALIco na karI jAya te pahelAM ApaNe udmamavata banIne dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAnI jarUra che. kAla'mi aNuAe, jIvANu viviha kamavasagANu tanalthi savihANa, saMsAre jana salavai una kAla, ka, jIva ane saMsAra e anAdithI che. `ne vaza banIne jIve cAre gatimAM ceArAzI lAkha ceAnimAM paribhramaNu karavAnuM bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. 3 hajI paNa keDA nahi' cheDe tyAM sudhI paribhramaNa karAvyA ja karaze, zeTha zAhukAra, zAhukAra zeTha khanI jAya kAma

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* 43 nirA karate, sAmanirjarA karate karate kame keme Uttarottara uMcamAge AvyA chIe ekendriyAdimAM na javAya te ja lakSya rAkhavuM. keI karoDapati vyakti roDapati na thavAya tenuM satata ciMtana, manana, lakSya rAkhe tema ekenidrayAdi tiryaMcAdimAMthI ghaNA pudaye mAnava bhava maLe che. have punaH vamI na javAya tenuM satata dhyAna rAkhavuM e ja jJAna Atma hitakara che. baMdhavA suhiNe salve, pia mAyA putta bhAriyA, paavaNAelAni avaMti, dAu| salilaMjali 11 he bhAvike A nAzavaMta deha choDIne AtmA paraloka tarapha jAya che. tyAre A zarIrane smazAnamAM laI jAya che. mitro, mAtA, pitA, putra, strI, svajano saMbaMdhI samazAnathI pANInI aMjalI ApI pAchA ghera Ave che. paNa koI maraNa pAmelAnI saMgAthe jatuM nathI je ApaNuM nathI te ApaNI sAthe na Ave tenI sAthenA saMbaMdha, rAgAdi ghaTADI dharma pravRttimAM prayatna karavo. vihaDa ti suA vihAMti baMdhavA valahAya vihaDa ti Ikokatavi navihaDai, dhame re jIvajiNabhaNio 1rA he bhAvi.saMsAranA saMbaMdhIonA saMce. kayAreka vivegamAM rUpAMtara thaze.. viyoga thAya e svabhAva saMsArane che. putra, putrI, bAMdhava, strI, vigerene viyega

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44 thAya paNa patanamAMthI utthAna karAve e zrI jinadharmane viga kayAre thatuM nathI. arthAt A jIvane sAcuM sagapaNa, sAco sahakAra dharmane che. anya vyaktio svArtha patI jatAM dUra thaze paNa jeNe dharmanI sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhe tene te saMbaMdhane viyoga na thAya. mATe pramAda choDIne dharmanuM ArAdhana karavuM e ja zreyaH che. aDakazma pAsabaddho, je saMsAra cArae ThAI aDakazma pAsa muke, AyA zivamaMdire ThAi 13 baMdhAyele, baMdhAta, baMdhAvAnI IcchAvALAne chUTakAre kayAMthI thAya doraDAthI baMdhAvavAnI IcchA na heya, baMdhAtuM na hoya te te AtmA kadAca pUrvaka saMge baMdhAyela hoya te chUTavAno gADha prayatana karatAM chUTI jAya ane sukhane pAme tema AThe karmathI baMdhAyela. AtmA je balavAna bane te karmanA baMdhanane toDI nAMkhe. paNa sAthe uMDe uMDe karma na bAMdhavA, na baMdhAya, tenI ciMtA hoya, pUrva saMcita karmathI mukta thavAne prayatna haze te mekSa svadhAmamAM jaI zakIzuM ! prasannacandra rAjarSa e manane manAvyuM, mana vALyuM mukitanA mAge... karmathI mukata banI. sva lahamI upArjana karI. ajara amara banyA. karmayukta jyAM tyAM jaIzuM, pharIzu, rahIzuM e ApaNuM ghara nahiM ja, parAyuM e parAyuM... para thI mukata banI javAya te paramAtmA banI javAya. AjasudhI

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4pa para gharamAM rahyA ane have pitAnA ghare (mekSa) javAnI kriyAmAM tatpara banI jAo... viha sajajaNasaMga, visayasuhAI vilAsalaliAI naliNIdalagna ghelira, jalalava paricaMcalaM savaM14 vaibhava lakSmI), mAtA-pitA-bhAI bhAya vigerene saMga saMbaMdha-saMsAranA bhautika viSaya sukhoe pAnanA agrabhAgamAM rahelA pANInA buMda jevA atizaya caMcaLa che. caMcaLa vyakita, caMcaLa padArtho kayAre chUTI jAya, kayAre bhAgI jAya e jANavuM azakaya lAge tema jIve ajJAnathI mAnI lIdhelAM evAM je sukhAkArI padArtha lakSamI vi. je kahI gayA te paNa tenAthI adhika caMcaLa che.. puNya vinA te padArtha maLI zakatA nathI, bhegavI zakAtA nathI, tema te padArtho svayaM jAte cheDI zakAtA nathI... puNya pUruM thatAM kSaNavAramAM te ApaNane tyajIne cAlI jaze. choDavA mATe paNa puNya joIe. te kastha bala kaltha, juvaNuM aMgacaMgimA karthI, salva maNicca pichaha, diThuM naThuM karyA teNuM 15 he bhAgyavaMta ! te zarIranuM baLa kayAM gayuM ? bharayuvAnInI kAMti kayAre adazya thaI gaI. suMdaratA, kamaLatA pUrve jaNAtI hatI te vartamAnamAM bhinna svarUpe dekhAya

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46 che. prathama joyu hoya te ja padArthI gheADIvAra pachI bhinna svarUpe dekhAtA haiAya che, anityAni zarIrANu-anitya padArthAMmAM kSaNe kSaNe pheraphAra thatA heAya che. ema samajI vicArIne rAta divasa zarIranI je sevA ALapa'pALa, ochI karavI. kAraNake tene sAcavavA game teTaluM dhana khazuM teA yuvAnI javAnI te javAnI ja che, TakI rahevAnI nathI. mATe zarIra je maLyuM che. tenA upayeAga dha prApti mATe karavA joie. ghaNukamsa pAsa baddo, bhavanayara capahelu vivihA ! pAvai viJaNuAe, jIva ke intha saNase 16 huM bhAgyavata, bhAre kamanA pAzAethI baMdhAyelA jIva saMsArarUpI nagaranA cAragatirUpa cauTAomAM vividha prakAranI viTaMbaNAe bhAgave che. gunegArane rAjA sA Ape che. che sajAnI yAtanA gunegArane bhAgavyA vinA chUTako nathI tema ahI' ka rAjAnI sajA bhAgavavA arthe jIva vAraMvAra bhUleA karatA Ave che. dhAra duHkheAnA anubhava kare che. tevA ghorAtighora duHkharupa sauMsAramAM dha sivAya koI zaraNa jaNAtu nathI. gheAra mi gakhkhavAse, kalamala ja bAla asuibIlacche iiAe aNu takhatA, jIvA kamANulAve 17 he bhavya prANI ! sajjana purUSA jyAM duHkhanuM sthAna

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hoya tyAM zuM karavA jAya.. temAM vaLI anaMtIvAra te bhayaMkara duHkhane anubhava karavA chatAM te garbhavAsanA duHkhano anubhava thAya tevI pravRtti ApaNI cAlu che. tyAM havA AvavAnI nathI. zuddha, AhAra, pANI maLavAnA nathI, raDatAne retuM baMdha karanAra tyAM koI nathI, azuci padArthane rasa zarIra upara paDayA ja kare. te paNa niraMtara tevA bIbhatsa sthAnamAM. maLamUtra, lehI, mAMsAdi hoya. jIvAta kerI paNa khAtI hoya tevA sthAnane viSe ja na javAya tevI pravRtti kara, garbhAvAsanuM ghaNuM ghaNuM duHkha che. ApaNe bhegavyuM che. te yAda AvatuM nathI. sAcI samajaNamAM te duHkha kevI rIte bhagavyA, duHkhane anu bhava ke the, e yAda vartamAnamAM je thAya te pharI tyAM javAnuM mana thAya kharUM ? jelamAM, rImAnDa upara, apaharaNakAre bhayaMkara yAtanAo Ape che evuM sAMbhaLIe chIe athavA sInesRSTi nA pijha jevAtA hoya te tyAM te sajA bhegavavA javuM paDe tevI te bhUla na ja karIe tyAre ApaNA AtmAnA kalyANArthe jJAnI bhagavaMte garbhavAsanuM bhayaMkara duHkha jaNAve che. sUma jaMtuo komaLa zarIrane ghaNI vedanA Ape, aneka prakAranuM saMkecana, haravA pharavA nahiM, jaTharAgnithI thatI vedanA Adi ghaNI anubhave. tyAMthI nAzI javuM hoya te kaI nAzavAnI jagyA paNa nathI. AvA garbhavAsanA khe anaMtIvAra bhegavyA che. mATe

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48 he prANI ? pharIthI tyAM na javAya tevI rIte mana-vacana kAyAne upayega rAkhaje. rAgAdi kAraNe, viSaya sukhanI tRSNA, krAdi karIne jIva cAra gatimAM paribhramaNa na thAya, arthAt garbhAvAsa nA duHkheA prApta na thAya mATe bhagavAne kahyuM che ke viSaya bhAgo viSa jevAM, 'pAkanA phaLa jevA che. te phaLa manojJa, AnaMdakArI, khAtAM, dIThAM gamI jAya paNa jyAre pAcana thAya, lAhInI aMdara eka rUpa thAya tyAre jIvane kAyA bhinna karI nAMkhe che. kAma bhAga e anatha nIkhANu che. jANe ke ajANe ghUMTaDA pInAra mare che, je AtmagaveSI manuSyA che. te jIveA viSayAne 'tAlakuTa' jhera jevA mAne che. AtmajJAna baLathI viSayabaLane mahAta karI nAMkhavA joie jethI azubhamAMthI zubhamAM pravatI thAya...jenA pariNAme zAzvata sukha tarapha javAya. culasIi kIra lAe, joNINa pasuhasayasahassAI, i iJi ajIvA, aNa takhutA samupanA 180 jIvane utpatinA sthAnako 84 lAkha che. te caurAsI lAkha (yAnInA) sthAnakeAmAM eka cenI jIve bAkI rAkhI nathI. jyAM ana tIvAra utpanna na thayeA hAya...akAma nirjarA karatA karatA AtmA ekendriyamAMthI eindriyAdimAM Ave che. sabhAna dazA Ave tyAre sakAma nirjarA nA maLe

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49 AgaLa vadhe che.. paMcendriya sudhI Avele AtmA (jIva) azubhanA baLe pachaDAya che. nIce pAcho Utarate jAya che. te dharma mAge kema tuM jeDAtuM nathI ! mAyA piya baMdhRhiM, saMsAratyehi pUrio lAo ! bahu jANI nivAsiphiM, na ya te tANuM ca saraNuM ca 1lA saMsAramAM rahelA. saMsAranA baMdhanathI baMdhAyelA, ghaNI ghaNI yonIone dhAraNa karI cUkelA evA mAtA-pitA baMdhuo tArI zakavAnA nathI ke rakSaNa karI zakavAnA nathI tyAre he bhAgyazALI tuM samaja! je svayaM mehanA pAzamAM AvI cUkyAM che, rAgAdinA deraDAMthI baMdhAyelA che te ApaNane zuM choDavavAnA che? je rAga-dveSa mehanA sapATAthI taddana vegaLA thaI gayA che. jenA asaMkhyAtA pradeza paikI eka paNa pradezamAM aMza mAtra rAgAdinathI tevA tArakanI pAse zaraNa mAMgI zakAya, rakSaNa meLavI zakAya, nAtha banAvI zakAya teja nAtha banI zake. bhAgyavaMte vicAre kausAMbI nagarInA dhana samRddhithI samRddha, aneka prakAranA bhautika sukhanA bhaktA zreSThiputrane jyAre bhayaMkara dAha javara thayo atizaya vedanA sahana na karI zakayA. bAhya vedanAnI sAthe atyaMtara vedanAne dUra karavAnI buddhi vALA tethI mukta thavA dhana, tijorI, dAgInA, mA bApa, bhAI patni snehI saMbaMdhI keI kAma na lAgyuM ! putre daDha nirNaya karyo ke je rega zamI jAya to saMyamanA paMthe jAuM Atma kalyANa sAdhu A vicAramAM rajanI suMdara pasAra thatAM

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50 prabhAte dAha javara zame sau pita pitAnI mAnatA phaLI tema vadavA lAgyA...aMte putre kahyuM ke koInI kaI vAta ke mAnyatA phaLI nathI paNa mArA mananI uMca kakSAnI vicAraNAnI mAnyatA phaLI..ke je Aje huM saMyamI banIza saMsAramAM sarI jatAM, baMdhanathI vyApaka baMdhAyelA ApaNane zaraNa ApavAnI zakti dharAvI zaktA nathI. rUpavaMtA, maneharakAyA, lAvaNyamaya kAMtivALA A yuvAna sAdhu puruSane ekadA rAjA zreNIka nareze jaMgalamAM joyA...darzanathI mana TharyuM ajJAnI ajJAna avasthAmAM saMsArane prazaMse emA kaI navAI kharI ? - munirAjane rAjana kahe che tamArI AvI adbhuta kAyA, lAvaNya nitaratuM deha zA mATe tapazcaryAmAM phagAvo che.. huM tamane saMsAranA tamAma sukha sAdhana sAmagrI ApIza huM anekane nAtha chuM tame padhAre muja AMgaNe... mithyAbhimAnamAM vade chehuM rAjana banI prajAne mAlIka chuM. anekanAM duHkha dUra karI zakanAra chuM tame bhalA anAthI muni . paNa huM tamAro nAtha banIza mATe viSaya bhoga vilAsanI bhara yuvAnI veDaphI na nAkhe.. anAthI munirAja harSanA umaLakAbhara kahe che. te anAtha. tuM mAre nAtha kevI rIte banIza ! svayaM tu pote ja anAtha che...te zuM bIjAne zaraNa ke rakSaNa ApI zakIza khare? dhanavAna dhana batAvI zake paNa nidhana pAse pAI paNa na hoya te te zuM batAvI zake !

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51 rAjana AzcaryAnvita sAMbhaLatA ja rahyA, harSathI munirAjane svajIvanamAM banelI kathanI rAjana zAMta citta sAMbhaLatA hatA. nAtha vinA jIve duHkha pAmyAM, mAhare nahI keI nAtha tiNukAraNa meM dIkSA lIdhI, have huM huo sanAtha ! - sanAtha banelA munirAjanA saMparkanA prabhAve nAtha banavA tatpara banelA rAjA zreNIka munirAjanuM zaraNa svIkArI sanAtha banyA zAyika samyaga darzananA mAlika banI AvatI covIsImAM prathamatIrthaMkara padmanAbha banIne zivaramaNIne varase... mATe ja cAra zaraNa sivAya 'kaI zaraNa karavA lAyaka nathI, ke.I zaraNa ApI zakanAra nathI. te vAtanuM samarthana ApatAM graMthakAra jaNAve che cha vAhi vilutto,saphara iva nijajaletaDaphaDaI sAhAle vi jaNe pichai, ke so veaNu vigame 20 pANI vinA mAchalI taraphaDe tema tevI taraphaDatI mAchalIne laka dekhe paNa che tema aneka prakAranI vyAdhiethI bhareluM prANI duHkhI thAya, duHkhI thatAne loka dekhe jANe che. paNa duHkhanI vedanAne dUra karavAne zaktimAna saMsAramAM je kaMI hoya te deva-gurU dharma ja che. karuNuM bharelA zabdo kahIM, kaMIka auSadhionA kharca karAvI, AMkhemAM sAcA ke beTA a% lAvIne vadhu ne vadhu ciMtAmAM mUke aMte nirAsa thaIne dharmanuM

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zaraNa batAve che. pariNAme dharmanuM zaraNa svIkAravuM te te prathamathI ja ananya zraddhA pUrvaka dharmanuM ArAdhana karavAthI duHkha bhegavavAM chatAM karma nirja karI zakaze. aMte karmathI mukta paNa thavAze. mAjANusijIvatuma, puttakalattAI majamuhuhee niuNuM baMdhaNu meya, saMsAre saMsAra tANuM ra1 ' he bhAgyazALI ! jJAnInA vacanathI tuM vaMchita hovAthI buddhimAM viparyAsa ubhe thaye che. jene duHkhanA kAraNa darzAvyA tene tuM sukhanuM kAraNa mAnI beTho che. saMsAramAM strI putrAdika e vizeSa karIne baMdhana che. te baMdhana tane sukharUpa lAge che te tArI ajJAnatA che. teone pratye karele rAga tiryaMcAdigatinuM kAraNa bane che. te aprazastarAga saMsAranA paribhramaNamAM kAraNarUpa bane che. * A strI mArI, mArA A putrAdi tenA pratye mamatva bhAva te mamatvanA kAraNe saasa khyAla nA Ave, tenA pAlana poSaNamAM samaya vyatita karI AtmA pratye lakSya rAkhatuM nathI...te tArI bhUla che. caramatIrthapati bhagavAna mahAvIra mahArAjAnA prathama gaNadhara zrI. gautama svAmIjIne bhagavAna pratye prazasta rAga hovAthI kevaLajJAnanI prApti thatI na hatI aMtima samayane jANa mahAna upakArI parama gurUdeva paramatArake cAra jJAnanA dhAraka gautama svAmIne devazarmAne prati bodhavA AjJA pharamAvI ... rAga e beDI che... beDIne

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- 53 teDayA sivAya AtmajJAna ke Ama prajAne maLa durlabha che. pachI te sonAnI hoya ke lokhaMDanI ? tArakanI ANAne pAmI pratibadhavA jaI rahyA che .. devazarmAnI chellI ghaDIo jaNAya che. cAra zaraNane pATha belIne zaraNa svIkArAya che zrI gaNadhara mahArAjA gautama svAmI jevA mahAna purUSane sAga maLavAM chatAM. niryAmaNA karAvavA chatAM devazamAM vicAre che ke mArA marI gayA pachI mArI patninuM zuM thaze ? je sAthe AvavAnI nathI. je tamane bacAvavA tenA prANa dharanArI paNa nathI, je tamArA gayA bAda tamane yAda karavA taiyAra nathI. tenI ciMtAmAM maravuM e saMsAra paribhramaNa karAvanAre e rAga che. e rAgane tilAMjalI apAya te durgatithI bacI zakAya. bAkI to durgavi rAha jove che. patinanA rAgamAM mRtyu thatAM te devazarmAne jIva te deha cheDIne patninA kapALamAM phola thayela hato temAM kIDA rUpe utpanna thaye A aprazasta sAthe mAnavane mAnavarUpI karoDapatinI avasthA cheDAvI tiryaMcarUpI riDapatinI avasthAmAM dhakelI dIdhe. have e kI game teTale kapAta karaze. te covIsa kalAka sAthe rahenArI, kRtrima, prema batAvanArI e patni dhyAna rAkhaze. are have to tenA kapALamAM ja che. te patni tene sAcavaze ke zuM kare e mahAnubhAva vicArI zakaze. sa sAranA baMdhanarUpa strI putrAdi pratyenuM mamatva cAragatinI cakkImAM pheravyA kare che.

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mahAjJAnI gautama svAmIjI devazarmAnI pAsethI paramAtmA pAse jaI rahyA che. rastAmAM ja anaMta upakArI svAmInuM nirvANa sAMbhaLI ghaNo kheda thaye... jJAnI puruSa hatA..tarata samajAI gayu.. prabhu te virAgI hatA. rAgI te huM ! rAganA kAraNe huM paMcama jJAnane varI zake nahiM, rAganI bhIMta khasI gaI. paDado. haThI gaye. ane rAganuM vAdaLuM vIkharAI gayuM ke tyAM ja Atma jJAnane AtmajJAna kevaLajJAnanI prApti thaI! rAga e baMdhana che. e baMdhanathI mukta thavA bhAgyazALI prayatna kare... jaNuNI jAyaI jAyA, jAyA mAyA ya putto ya, avasthA saMsAre, kamanasA savajIvANuM rA. rAgAdinA baMdhananA kAraNe jIvanI eka sarakhI avasthA (paryAya) rahetI nathI A bhavanI mAtA bhavAMtaramAM parina bane, pani mAtA bane, putra pitA, pitA putra. bane,kamane AdhIna banelA chanI anavasthA paristhiti che. he jIva ! A saMsAramAM sarva jIva karmavaza hovAthI saMsArane viSama svabhAva che, bhUta kALanA je saMbaMdhe jenI sAthe hoya te saMbaMdhe A bhavamAM hoI zake evuM nathI. mATe jenA upara tuM Aje prIti rAkhIne tAre kiMmatI samaya bagADe che paNa vicAra kayAre Ave che ke jenA bharaNa piSaNa mATe mahenata, parizrama karuM chuM te kayAreka mArA duzmana thaIne mane mAraze, chedana, bhedana,

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55 tADana, tana karI vedanA upajAvI haze athavA bhavAMtaramAM upajAvaze, tuM dhadhyAnane choDIne te jIveA pratye sarAga bhAvathI jIvana vyatita karI bhavanI sAktA karatA nathI. te jIveA pratye rAgAdinA kAraNe tene sukhI karavA tana teDa prayatna kare che. paNa temanA kama'mAM sukha nahi. hAya te sukha kayAMthI ApI zakavAnA che! temanA prArabdhamAM dravyAkrika bhAgavavAnA nahi heAya te tame game teTalA pApa karI karIne Apaze te paNa te bhAgavI zakaze nahi. tame rAgAdinA kAraNe tamArA AtmAnuM dhyeya cUkIne duga`tinA khADAmAM jaI rahyA che .. bhavAMtarane AzrIne teA ghaNA samadhA thayA che. paNa eka ja A bhavamAM aneka prakAranA saMbaMdhe zuM nathI thayAM, zu thatA nathI, zuM nahi thAya ? zrI bhagavatI sUtramAM kharamA zatakanA sAtamAM uddezAmAM jaNAvela. kuberadatta ane kuberadattAnA jIvananA prasaMga uparathI aDhAra-aDhAra jAtanA sAMdhA thayelA jovA maLe che maLaze, zrI gautama svAmI mahArAjA...tAraka bhagavatane pUche che ke he bhagavaMta! A jIva sarva jIveAnA mAtA rUpe, pitArUpe, bhAI, bahena, strI, putra, putrI, putranI strI, sAmAnya ke vizeSa karI zatru, ghAtaka, pratikula thaI, kAya nAzaka, rAjA, yuvarAja, sAthe vAha, dAsa, dAsI, dAsIputra, dAsIputranI patni, cAkara, tarIke aneka aneka prakAranA bhAvAthI utpanna thayA che.

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56 bhagavata kahe he gautama ana tIvAra mAtA, pitA, putra vigere saMbaMdha karI cukele che. tethI he Atmana tu virAgI khana, saMsArane duHkharUpa tuM samajI atma kalyA* NakArI mAne AdhIle. rAgAdinA kAraNe mithyAtvAdi dRDha thavAMthI AvuM ane che. na sA jAinasA joNI, nata' ThANuM nata. kula ! na jAyA na mu jattha, sabve jIvA aNu tasArA zAsakAra (graMthakAra) bhagavaMta te ja vAtanuM samatha na ApatAM jaNAve che ke evI koI jAti nathI, evI kAI ceAnI nathI, evu` koi kuLa nathI jyAM jIva anatIvAra janmyA na hoya ane mRtyu na pAmyA hoya ! anaMtIvAra anaMta jagyAe janmyA maraNa pAmyA chatAM tuM virAma pAmatA nathI have tArA bhAvi duHkhane aMjAma lAvavA prayatna kara. ta kiMpitathi ThANuM, leAe vAlagna koDimita pi jattha na jIvA bahu seA, suha dukakha para para' pattA. sukha duHkhanI para parAne prApta karatA A jIve cauda rAja leAkanA eka vAla jevA bhAga paNa bAkI rAkhyA nathI. vyavahAra rAzIne pAmelA jIvAne ana ta kAla thaI gayA ema sabhAvanA karIe chIe te zrutanA viSaya che. ana tavAranA paribhramaNa bAda tu vicAra kara ke te zu meLavyu ? tu jevA che teve ne tevA ja rahyo ! tArA mULa svarUpane te pIchANyu, jANyu. mahu

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57 eka sagaDImAM dhUmADAM nIkaLe che, pAsenI bIjI sagaDImAM mAtA phUlakAM utAre che. pAse beThelI putrI dhumADAnAM khacakAM bhare che. pitA jamatAM jamatAM kahe che ke dIkarI dhumADAnA khAcakA bhare che. tyAre patni kahe-ebI jJAna--hitazikSA Ape che. dhumADAnA bAcakAM bharavAthI hAthamAM kaMI na Ave, tema A sasAra sukhanA bhAgavaTA dhumADAne bAcakAM bharavA jevA che. saMsAranA sukhanA bhAgavatA khAtara samagra jidagI ghI nAMkhI paNa sukhI keTalA thayA. jIvane zu meAha lAgyA che, kuTuMba, strI, putra, dhana AdimAM vRddha thai gayA che. viparyAsapazu pAmavAthI jIva uthA mArge vaLI jAya che. dhanA tathA kenA akSara aDhI aDhI che. chatAM annenI krizAnyArI che. dhama tyAM kama nahi' ane kama tyAM dharma nahi. dhama utthAna karAvanAra che, jyAre ka patana karAvanAra che. eka rakSaNa kare che bIjuM nAza karI zake che mATe saMsAranA sukha mATe kama thI vegaLA thavAnI kriyA prakriyAmAM pragatizIla manaze... kALo nAga uparathI suvALA lAge paNa tene hAthamAM levA jevA nahi. tema sa sAranA sukha viparyAsa buddhithI uparathI suvALA lAge te paNa grahaNa karavA jevA te nahiM ja, dehArdi parabhavamAM pudagalamAM Asakta thaIne paMca prakAranA bhAga sukhanI tRSNA pUrI thatI nathI paNa vadhatI ja jAya che. paNa huM AtmA...te evA prakAranA ana tIvAra viSaya sukha bhAgavyA...tene vasI paNa nAMkhyA che. tene bhAgavIne

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58 kaI tRpta thayuM nathI paraMtu baLatA agnimAM ghI nAMkhI ete agni vadhe tema te vadhe che mATe tuM AtmA vicAra kara..anaMtIvAra sarva sthAne jaIne Ave have tuM virAma pAma, janmanuM ke maraNanuM duHkha te ekalAe ja bhagavyuM che. karmanA kAraNe narakAdinA duHkhe paNa tAre ja bhegavavAnA che. ane Atma svarUpamAM lIna banI Atmadharma ArAdhI Atma kalyANa kara... savAo riddhio. pattA save visayaNa saMbaMdho, saMsAre te viramasu, tatte jaI muNasi apAyuM he- Atmana anAdi anaMta kAlanA saMsAranA paribhramaNa viSe sarva riddhi siddhi, sukha sAdhana sAmagrI meLavI cukyA che, devalokamAM ghaNuM ghaNuM sukha joyAM ane aMte te devaleka paNa cheDavo paDe tema sarva svajana paNa pAmI cukaye che. mATe kharekhara jo tuM AtmAne jANatA hoya te saMsArathI virAma pAma.. ege baMdhaI karma, evahabaMdha maraNu vasaNAI visai bhavAmi bhamaDaI eguricaa kammalavio 26aaaa. AtmA karma bAMdhe che, karma bhogave che ane karmathI mukta paNa te thAya che. jyAM sudhI karmathI mukta thata nathI tyAM sudhI saMsAramAM karmathI lapaTAyela phare che. janmanuM ke maraNanuM duHkha te ekalAe ja bhegavyuM che. karmanA kAraNe narakAdinA duHkhe paNa tAre ja bhogavavAnA che. karmabaMdhana che tyAM sudhI karmathI mukta nathI. kamathI

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59 mukata anavA mATe navA ka na dhAya tema je aMdhA-celA che tenI nirjarA thAya tyAre mukti maLe . mATe he AtmA tu' anAdithI che. kama` paNa anAdithI che, anA dithI pAchaLa paDelA kaeNma sAthe maitrI na rAkhatAM AtmA. AtmAnI sAthe ja maitrI rAkhavI joie... annAna kuNaI ahiya',hayapi appA karei na huMane apakaya suha dukakha, bhujasitA kIsa dINasuhe AraNA he jIva! tuM tArA Atmagata vicArAmAM ema samaje che ke amuka vyakitae mArUM bagADayuM tethI tenA upara dveSa kare che amuka vyaktie mAruM bhaluM karyu. tethI tenA upara rAga kare che. paNa tAruM anya koI bhaluke kharAkha karatu nathI paNa je karanArA che che tu ja che. duHkha-sukha AmaMtraNa ApanAra tuM ja che, AmaMtrita banIne AvelA sukha duHkhane bhAgavatA AvaDe te baMdhana rahe ja nahi. pAMca pakavAnAdi ke jamaNavAranA prasaMge mahemAna. ke jamAine AmaMtraNa Apyu. heAya te te mahemAna te samaye Ave te temane kADhI na mUkAya, kADhI mUkavA prayatna paNa thAya nahi. paNa sAcavI levA joI e...tema pUrvIkRta karela pApanAyeAge AvatA duHkhane kADhavA prayatna na thAya, duHkha Ave dIna na thavAya, sukha Ave te temAM Anada na thAya. duHkhamAM dInatA karIe, sukhamAM AnaMda

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60 karIe te aratirati karma baMdhAya je ghAti karmane pRSTi ApanArA che. ghAti karma gADha baMdhAya jAya to te bhegavyA sivAya chUTatA nathI ! uttarAdhyayana sUtranA vIsamA adhyayanamAM kahyuM che ke vitaraNa nadInA duHkha bhogavanAra A AtmA ja che ! kAmadhenuM gAyane pAmanAro paNa A AtmA ja che. nadanayana devaka, ane mekSa pAmanAra pamADanAra paNa A ja AtmA che. mATe karmabaMdhanathI dUra rahe. A AtmA keI apekSAe kattAM che, keI ape. kSAe akartA paNa che. evI rIte sukha-duHkhane kartA, akartA paNa AtmA ja che. mitra-amitra paNa AtmA ja che, sadAcAra ane durAcArane karanAre paNa A AtmA ja che. mATe dIna mukhavALa na banIza. kaI pratye rAga dveSa karIza nahi.. bahu AraMbha vidatta, vitta vilasaMti chava saNagaNuM taja jaNIya pAvakarma, aNuhavasipuNe tuma ceva ra8 he jIva! aneka prakAre jIvahiMsA, kUDakapaTa, chala, Adi keTalAka anartha karI, ghaNuM na karavA lAyaka kAryo karI, paradezamAM bhamI bhamIne, maraNAMta kaSTane anubhavI, Atmahita bhUlIne, rAtadivasa zarIranA sukhane joyA vinA, te ghaNuM dhana upArjana karyuM paraMtu te dhanane tArA svajanAdi tArA upakArane nahiM jotAM laI gayA. bhagavI

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gayA. jema uMdara bhara uMghamAM paga kAtare paNa phUMka mArate jAya tethI khabara na paDe tema tane paNa chetarIne badhuM ja laI gayA je dhana upArjana karatAM pApa thayuM te pApa tAre parabhavamAM ekalA ja bhegavavuM paDaze. te pApa anya. koI bhegavavA Avaze nahiM. mATe vicAra karI jAya. nItinA mArgathI dhana meLavI Atma kalyANa mAge tuM tene sadvya ya kara ! aha dukhiyAI taha bhukikhayAI jahaciMtiyAi hiMbhAI tahathevaMpi na apA,viciMtio jevI kiMbhaNime 29 he Atmana-mehane AdhIna banele tuM anyanI ciMtA kare che. A mArA bALake, patni, vi. bhUkhyA che. duHkhI thaIne rahe che. anyanI ciMtA karanAro tuM tAruM kema nihALato nathI. je name che te saune game che tema mehane namAve te jagata pUjya banyA vinA rahete nathI. bAhya daSTi karavAnI kaI jarUra nathI. je che te tArAmAM che... he hAjara ke dUra batAve, dUrakI Aza nirAzI, kahata kabIrA sUna mere sAdhu,ghaTameM himile avinAzI mahe sUna sUna Avata hAMsI, pAnI meM mIna piyAsI pitAne sAkSAtkAra pitAne ja karavAnuM che. bahAra pharyo paNa je meLavavAnuM na meLavyuM- have AtmAnI aMdara nihALa. avinAzI aMdara ja beThe che.'

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seha te huM ja chuM. je siddhane AtmA te ja mAre AtmA che. AtmAnA asaMkhyAta pradeza che. dareka pradeze anaMtaguNe che-e anaMtaguNe nihALavA bAhyane cheDI aMtara tarapha daSTi rAkha... - ravIndranAtha poSI pUNamAnA cAMdanInI jayetsanA ne anubhava karavA agAsImAM zayanAthe sUtA che. eka tarapha AMkha upara pUNamAnA cAMdane zItala prakAza patharAI rahyo che, tyAre bIjI taraphe nakalI teja-IlekaTrIka lAITane prakAza paDI rahyo che. dasa paMdara miniTa thavA chatAM cAMdanA prakAzano anubhava na thayuM. ke theye nakalI lAITanA prakAzane, jyAM nakalI lAITane prakAza baMdha karAvyuM che DI ja kSaNemAM pUNImAnA cAMdanA prakAzanI anubhUti thaI. tema he bhavyAtmA bahAranI pravRttithI tuM aTakI jaIza to ja aMtara pravRttine anubhava thaze. khaNabhaMgura zarIra, che ane asAsaya sarU kimyavasA saMbaMdha, nibaMdha, irtha ko tujajhA T30 he...AtmA,kSaNamAM nAza pAmavAnA svabhAvavALuM - zarIra che. zarIrathI judo je che te chedI na zakAya, bhedI na zakAya, ajara, amara, dhruva, anaMta jJAnamaya, anaMta darzanamaya, anaMta cAritramaya, anaMta viryamaya, jAtiH svarUpa, pavitra, aliMga, avyakta, niraMjana ane AnaMda maya AtmA che. paNa anAdi kAlanA karmanA saMge karmavazAta anitya, azAzvata, mAMsa, hADakAM, rUdhira,

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nasa, meda, mAMsa, mala, mUtrathI durgaMdhavALA zarIrathI karmanA kAraNe baMdhAyela che. musAphara dharmazALAmAM utAre meLavavA chatAM te dharmazALAmAM meha pAmate nathI, samaya pUrNa thaye dharmazALA tyajIne jAya che. tema tAre paNa A zarIrane dharmazALA mAnavI ja paDaze-anyathA mehAdhIna anI durgatine bhAjaka banIza. AtmA AtmA tarapha najara kare to AtmAnA guNa keLavavA rAta ane divasa prayatna kare che. Atma pradezamAM avaguNa pravezI na jAya te AtmAthI satata dhyAna rAkhe che. je tijorImAM ratna, hIrA, pannA Adi hoya te tijorIne tALuM hoya che. vaLI te oraDAne paNa tALuM lagAvI bAraNAM baMdha karI, khATalo DhALI satata cokI karavAmAM Ave che. kAraNake tijorImAM paDelI vastu kiMmatI che. te vAta samajAya che tevI rIte A zarIra kiMmatI che ke AtmA ? bhaviSyamAM A zarIranI te rAkha ja thavAnI che. mATI taNI kAyA mATImAM bhaLI javAnI ta7-zarIra mATe ghaNI ghaNI mAvajata, te pratye mamatva, zarIra che to huM chuM A narI ajJAnatAnA kAraNe pudgalAnaMdI banyuM che. he jIva, jaDa (zarIra)nI pariNatImAM zuM karI zakavAne che. nukazAna ja karIza. - je tArI IcchAnusAra thatuM hoya te ghaDapaNane AvavA de kharUMbAlya, yuvA, ghaDapaNa avasthA krame karIne Ave che. zarIra e svabhAvavALuM che. temAM ApaNI IcchA kAma

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lAgatI nathI. zarIranI sAcavaNI chatAM paNa pramANathI siddha thAya che deha te huM nathI chatAM jaDa evA deha pAchaLa mamatva kare che. kaha Ayakata caliya, sumaMpi kaha Aga karaMgamihi annnapina yANu ha, jIva kuTuMbaka tujha 31 he Atmana ! jenA upara tane ghaNuM ghaNuM meha che. jethI tene tuM mArAM mArAM kare che. kaIgatimAM jaze. are tuM paNa kaI gatimAMthI Ave che ane kayAM jaIza. keI nArakImAMthI, keI deva gatimAMthI, keI manuSya gatimAMthI, keI tiryaMca gatithakI AvyA, ane dharmazALAnA musApharonI jema bhegA thayA... karmAnusAre sukhaduHkhanA anubhava karI karmAnusAre parabhavamAM jAya che. tuM tArA mAtA-pitA-patni putra parivArane rAkhavA. mATe adhika adhika praya, upAye karIza, athavA tane te leke rAkhavA prayatna karaze to kaI paNa rahI zakavAnA. nathI. je mAru nathI tene mAruM mAnavuM e mithyA che. tema tene rAkhI mUkavA nahiM javA devA e narI ajJAnatAnuM pratika che. vAstavika tArUM te tArA AtmAmAM rahelA samyagu darzana, samyaga jJAna, samyaga cAritra eja tArA guNe che. mATe te guNene tuM bhUlyA che tene tuM yAda kara, kharekhara vAstavamAM kuTuMbamAM AtmA-tene guNe sivAya kaI jaNAtuM nathI, AtmAthI banele AtmA Atma gataguNe sivAya anya tarapha lakSya rAkhatuM nathI.

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khaNabhaMgure zarIre, maNuabhAve akSa paDala sArio sAra itiyamitta, kIraI sehaNe dhamma 3rA he Atmana vAyarAthI meghane samuha vikharAya tema kSaNe kSaNe nAza pAmatA A manuSya bhavanA zarIrane sAra e ja che ke dehasya vratadhAraNuM 2 gratAdidhAraNa karI jinakti dharmanuM suMdara ArAdhana karavuM joIe. jema kaI ghara cAre taraphathI saLagatuM hoya to temAMthI tame sArabhUta vastu padArtha cIjone grahaNa kare che tema A zarIra paNa cAre taraphathI kSaya pAmatuM che. te tenAthI sArabhUta dharma AcaraNa thAya te ja khare sAra che. AhAra maithuna, parigraha, sukha taraphanI doTa e janmAre vyartha jaze. pharI pharI A mAnava bhava maLavo muzkela che mATe vratone Adara karI Atma sAdhanA karavI, devalokanA moTA meTA AyuSyavALA zarIre aMte choDavA paDe che, choDayA paNa che te A manuSyanuM zarIra ghaNuM ghaNuM te se varSa sudhInuM gaNAya che, zarIrane upabhoga dharma-tapa japa vrata mATe na karatAM saMsAra bhautika sukhanA upaga mATe karyo te tenuM pariNAma zuM ? ' ghaNu kALe paNa jenA pariNAme duHkha veThavuM paDe, tene sukha kema kahevAya ! na kahevAya, je kAraNa mATe maraNa pachI narakAdigati rUpa saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karavuM paDe te sukha ja na kahevAya, cAragatirUpa saMsArane anuM 5 .

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baMdha jethI thayA kare te sukha ja nathI saMsArane cheda thAya te vAstavika sukha che. te mATe ja A zarIrane upabhega karavo ja joIe. vaikiya zarIra ke AhAraka zarIra cAre gatinA chedamAM kAraNa na banatAM dArikazarIra ja kAraNa rUpa che. mATe A padaye maLelA dArIka zarIrane upabhega karma nirjarA mATe kare joIe. A cAragatirUpa saMsAra saDabaDa che, je karavA jevuM, sAdhavA jevuM, pAmavA jevuM A zarIrathI pAmI jAo. anya pAmI jAya te rIte varte. - karachanA lAkhAjIrAva hiMcake beThA beThA pitAnI yuvAnavayanI pratikRti sAme bhIMta upara joI rahyA che. yuvAnavayanuM cAracAMda khIleluM, dAgInAothI zobhatuM, zarIra tyAre vartamAnamAM ArIsAmAM pratikRti jove che te karacalIo paDI gaI che, teja haNAI gayuM che. jema rahyuM nathI bAlyAdi traNe avasthA A AtmAnI hatI. bAlyAdi traNanuM jJAna AtmA ekane thAya. AtmA nitya che, paryAya anitya che. mATe A mAnavabhavanI paryAyane samaya kiMmatI che, svAdhyAya, jJAna, dhyAna, pUjA, pratikamaNAdi, bhakti, manana dvArA Atmamaya banI jAo. jamadaphakhe jarA duphakhaM, gAya maraNANiya aho dukhe huM saMsAre, jaltha kIsaMti jaMtuNe 33 he bhAgyavAn A saMsAramAM duHkha ja jaNAya che. janmanuM jarAnuM, reganuM, maraNanuM duHkha-janma thavo

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17 pUve karelAM karmonuM ja phaLa che. janma-maraNanA duHkhanuM varNana pAMcamA lekamAM ya iciMta jaNAvela che. janma pUrvakRta puNyanuM phaLa che. janma ane maraNa vacce vRddhAvasthAnuM tathA gAdinuM duHkha AvavAnuM ja che, devatAne ghaDapaNa Ave ja nahiM. jANe hamaNAM ja utpanna thayA che, be ghaDImAM batrIsa varSanA yuvAna jodha bane te aMtima samaya sudhI e paristhitimAM rahe janmanuM duHkha mRtyunI godamAM samAyelIyuvAnI pachI ghaDapaNanA duHkha ghaNuM ghaNuM che. indriye zIthIla thaI gayA pachI pratikuLatA bhogavI zakAtI nathI, mananuM baLa paNa nabaLuM paDI jAya tethI tana upara paNa bhAre asara thAya che. mAnavanuM jIvana jarA maraNathI gherAyeluM che. je yuvAnImAM sukha kahI zakAya te avasthAmAM paNa kaMIka prakAre duHkha hoya che. tyAre vRddhAvasthAmAM sukhanI AzA rAkhavI e vyartha che. chatAM te avasthAmAM sukha bhegavavAnI AzA jatI nathI. kahyuM che ke aMgagalita palitamurha, dazanavihina jAtaMtues vRddhoyAti gRhItyA daMDa, tadapina kuMcatyAzApiMDa. aMga gaLI gayuM hoya, mastaka mUDAI gayelA jevuM hoya, paLIyA AvelA heya, dAMta na hoya, e vRddha daMDane grahaNa karIne paNa AzAnA piMDa mATe galIe galIe zerIe bhamatuM hoya che....... zAstramAM kathana che ke vRddhAvasthAmAM sukha bhogavavAnuM

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mukhya sAdhana je zarIra, te nirbala, regI, kadrapu thaI jAya che. hAtha paga aMga thara thara dhruje che. AMkha, kAna, nAka, dAMta kaMI kAma karI na zake. jethI anya loka Adara nA badale anAdara kare, keIne kahI zakAya tevuM moTuM paNa karamAI gayuM, te avasthAmAM nAnuM sarakhuM kAma putra, pautra, putravadhune, keIne kahete tyAre pratyuttara ema maLe ke tamArA mATe amane kaMI TAIma nathI, chAnAmAnA khATalAmAM ja paDayA rahe, vyartha lavAre karavAne baMdha ghaDapaNanuM duHkha che ati meTuM, kahyuM keI na kare re, - Dagamagata lAkaDIe hIMDe, zvAsa caDhe bharapUra re. A vRddhAvasthAmAM na sAMbhaLI zakAya tevA veNa sAMbhaLavA paDe, manamAM ne manamAM zeSAvuM paDe. yuvAnImAM rAkhelI AzA ke A putro tathA pitro mArI sevA cAkarI karaze, mane sAcavaze paNa tenA karatAM viparIta paristhiti jatAM. anubhavatAM ghaDapaNamAM AMkhamAMthI azra vahetAM vAra lAgatI nathI dIkarAnI vahuo meNA-ToNA mAre ke Deso maratuM nathI ane mAMce cheDate nathI. AvA vakhate karma saMge patnI paNa vegaLI thatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. kauzAMbI nagarImAM dhanathI samRddha dhana nAmanA sArthavAhane ghaNA putro hatA, ghaNI mahenata karI karIne dhana ghaNuM upArjana karyuM. saghaLuM dhana duHkhIjane, svajane, baMdhuene, mitra, strI, bhAI Adi mATe vAparyuM. samaya vahete gaye samaya Ave vRddhAvasthA pAmyuM. putro pitAnA

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'upakArI pitAne upakArI tarIke varNavatA, ame je kaI AgaLa vadhyA che. te upakArIzrI pitAno phALe che. te upakArInI sevA putravadhuo vigere sau sArI rIte karatA hatA. paNa samaya samayanuM kArya kare che. indriye kAma karatI aTakI gaI, sarva aMga kaMpAyamAna thavA lAgyA, netrAdikamAMthI pANI nIkaLavA lAgyuM. tyAre te strIoe sevA vadhu karavI joIe tenA badale sevA ghaTADatI gaI. vaLI ema bolavA mAMDI ke A DekarAnuM vitarUM amAre kayAM sudhI karavAnuM ? putro patinaone samajAvI kAma levA lAgyA. paNa be divasa pachI jema tema bakavAda cAlu karyo, badhI vastuo bhegI thaI petAnA patine kahe. ame A DosAnI sevA have karavAnA nathI. tamAre karavI hoya te kare, mANasa rAkhIne sevA karAve. - putroe mANasa rAkhI sevA karAvavA mAMDI putra pUche che ke he pitAjI have sevA barAbara thAya che ne ! vRddha pitAe jaNAvyuM ke mAruM mana jANe che. mAre kaMI kahevAnuM rahyuM nathI. DosAnI vAta sAMbhaLI vahuoe potAnA patine caDhAvyA. juo ..amAruM tame sAMbhaLatA nahotA. have sAMbhaLe A DosAnI ghaNI ghaNI sevA karI paNa amArI-tamArI saunI phajetI karato hate...dikarAnA 'kAnamAM jhera reDayuM. pariNAma e AvIne ubhuM ke dIkarA paNa khabara kADhatA baMdha thayA...cAre taraphanA duHkhathI havAnuM caDhAvyAnI ja hatI

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70 kaMTALelA vRddha DosA bUma pADavA lAgyA..uMcA avAje raDavA lAgyA. strIo vicAra kare ke sasarAne khAvAnuM pacatuM nathI. je te khAya che. cUMka AvatI haze ema mAnI seka karavA mAMDI. garama garama kapaDAne devatAne zeka karI caTADavA lAgI. paNa vAstavamAM te herAna karavA mATe zeke che; vRddha DesarA nA pADe che chatAM parezAna thAya tema vadhune vadhu garama karIne dajhADe che. aMte te vRddhAvasthAne pAmelA bApa ArtadhyAnamAM rIbAI rIbAIne mare che. vRddhAvasthAne pAmelA AtmAne sevA karanAra ke I maLatuM nathI tyAre te vRddha tiraskAra pAmatA hoya che. temanuM jIvavuM, AyuSya pUrNa karavuM te kevaLa kaSTa ja che. bharadariyAmAM nAva tuTe ane nAvamAM beThelAne je duHkha thAya. tethI vizeSa dukha vRddhAvasthAvALAne sahAyatanA abhAve thAya che. vRddhAvasthAnA duHkha karatA maraNanuM dukha atyaMta kAramuM che. mATe kahyuM ke save jIvAvi Icchati jIviluM na mari jauM, tahA pANivatuM ghoraM, nigUMthA vajayatiruM che sarve ja jIvavAnI vAMchA kare. paNa maravAnuM koI icchatuM nathI. eTalA ja mATe prANi vadha na ja kare ema trASimunio Apta purUSa kahe che mATe jarUra Azravane tyAga karavA pUrvaka jinakathita dharmanuM ArAdhana karavA udyama karavAne che.

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71 ' jAva na iMdiyahANI, jAva na jararAsa parikrUrai jAva na rAga viArA, jAvanamarcI samulliartha |34nA huM jIva ! jayAM sudhI indriyA kSaya thaI nathI, jarArUpI rAkSasI pragaTa thaI nathI, rAga vikAra ubhA thayA nathI, jyAM sudhI mRtyu Avyu nathI. tyAM sudhImAM dharma ArAdhana karavuM hitAvaha che. AMkha, nAka, kAna, jIbha, hAtha, paganI zakti che. tevI majamuta paristhitimAM abhayadAnAdi dhama pUrvaka Atma ArAdhana thanAra che. indriyA zIthIla kSINa thaze tyAre dhama bhAvanA haze te paNa ArAdhI zakatA nathI. zatrue nagarane gherI lIdhA pachI tArI tAkAta keTalI ? mATe jyAM sudhI zatrurupI roganA vikArAe tane bharaDayo nathI tyAM sudhI AtmazeAdhanI pravRtti kara. kAle karIza, karIza, pAMca varSa` pachI karIza,gharaDA thaIza tyAre karIza,pachI hAla tA A yuvAnI dIvAnInA khelakhelavA de... paNa tyAre AtmazeAdhanI zaktio kSINa thaze te vakhate zuM karIza. mATe A yuvAnI yAne hintimAM jobana ne samaja-sArA manavAnI, sArA thavAnI koziSa kara - rAta divasa paleAka sudhAravAnI ciMtA kara, Aga lAge tyAre pANI levA na javAya ke kuvA na khAdyAya e te haMmezAM pUrva taiyArI hAya ja. pANI AvatAM pahelA pAra bAMdhavI.. jethI e pANI ApaNane kheMcI nA jAya mATe pramAda cheDIne dhama ArAdhanamAM apramatta ana.

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72 jaha gehami palite, kuvaM khaNiu na sakkae kaI tahu saMpatti maraNe, dhamma kaha kIrae jIva ApA he bhavika ! ghara saLagavA lAgyuM hoya tyAre keI kUvo khodAvavA mATe samarthana thAya tema maraNa avasare dharmakriyA-dhama kevI rIte ArAdhI zakAya. AkhI jIMdagI karma saMsAramAM e pace evA AtmAne mRtyu vakhate zuM dharma yAda Avaze khare. dharma sAMbhaLaze. mRtyu samaye dharma ne ArAdha hoya te dharmamaya jIvana pasAra karavuM paDaze, paMDitamaraNa pAmavuM kaThina che ! vyApArAdimAM, ramatagammatamAM, kikreTAdi mecomAM jaya vijaya meLavavA mATe prekaTIsa ghaNu rIte mAMge che. te prekaTIsa barAbara hoya ane parIkSA samaye sAvadhAna heI e te jarUra ja maLe che. tema mRtyune jItavAarthAt hasatA hasatAM javA mATe khUba ja prekaTIsa mAMgaze. prathamathI dharma Atma sAta kare paDaze ke A zarIrAdi anitya padAthe sAthe mAre meLa nathI, svajanAdi parivAra e musApharakhAnAmAM judI judI jagyAethI AvelA che. ema samajIne arihaMta paramAtmAne mArga ArAdhIzuM. mRtyune jItavA mATe AtmAe saMsArapara thavAnI jarUra che. rAgAdi ghaTADavAnI jarUra che. maraNa vakhate haiiyAmAM rudana, duHkha ke ArtadhyAna thAya to samajavuM ke mRtyune jItI zakayA nathI ! mRtyunI bhayaMkara vedanA vakhate zarIra vigere zaraNa na lAgatAM arihaMtAdi ja zaraNa lAge te samajavuM ke mRtyu e mahotsava banI

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73 jAya tema mRtyune mahAtsava manAvavA mATe saMteAnI, gurUbhagava'tAnI, paramAtmAnI vANIne Atma sAta karavI paDaze. e Atma sAta thayelI vANIthI maraNane paNa jItI zakIzuM. mATe huM Atman . Aga lAge tyAre kuvA kheAdavA na javAya paNa prathamathI ja taiyArI karavI ja joie ! rUvamasAsayameya, vijajulayA ca'cala' jae jIA' / sajhANurAgasarisa', khaNuramaNIyaM ca tArunnI36A he Atman A zarIranuM je saundarya pazu tane dekhAya che te zAzvata nathI. vIjaLInI lattA jevu caMcaLa jIvana che. ane maneAhara juvAnInA raMga sayAkALanA nAnA prakAranA raMga sadeza, kSaNamAtra sudara jaNAtu che. mATe anityAni zarIrANI" jaNAvyuM che. bhAI, A zarIra AkAzanI lIlAnA anubhava thAya, jema vAdaLAM acAsa tema tevu zIra, tenA kSaNavAra paNa bharAme karI na zakAya, tema bhAre AkarAyauvanathI chakI gayeluM A zarIra zu` vidvAnAnA maheAdaya mATe thAya ? are bhAI ! A jokhana (yuvAnI) che. te te i,rekhara kutarAnI pUMchaDI jevu' vakra che. tema chatAM jotajotAmAM khalAsa thaI jAya tevuM che. yuvAnIne vaza paDayA te mada buddhivALA thaI jAya che ane kaDavA kaTu phaLane pAmatA hAya che, ghaDapaNa je traNa bhuvanamAM jItI na zakAya, vaza na karI zakAya tevuM che. te zarIragata sAra sAra pI jAya che. tethI A zarIra nirasa, rasavinAnA kheALa jevuM thAya

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74 che. teA paNa lAja-zarama-maryAdA vagaranuM prANInuM mana jovA, spazavA, ke sUghavA na game evA kAmadevanA casakAne-enA vikArAne cheDatuM nathI. ! bhAi--tArA A nAzavaMta zarIra upara khUba mAhI rahyo che. ene jarA agavaDa paDatAM gAMDA-ghelA thaI jAya che, ane doDAdoDa karavA mAMDI paDe che, bIjAne doDAdoDa karAve che, te zarIranA vicAra karIza te tane lAgaze ke A zarIra mArUM nathI. e zarIra teA AkAzamA caDhI AvelA vAdaLAMnA jevI ramata karanArU che. te koI di vAdaLAMne abhyAsa karyAM che. ene pavananuM daLa kahevAya ! cAmAsAmAM nAnu` vALuM Ave ane sakhata pavana Ave te te vAdaLu varaze athavA mAileAnA mAIla dUra cAlyuM jAya, e vAdaLAMnu kAMi ThekANuM nahi, dhAraNa nahi, cAkasAi nahi, tethI tenA upara AdhAra rakhAya nahi.athavA sArI rIte peASaNa kareluM zarIra varasyA vinA jAya vAdaLAM tema tene bharoso rakhAya nahi. A zarIra yauvananA jorathI uddhRta baneluM che. mAtelA sAMDha ke madajharatA hAthInA bharose zu? cuvAnI nA madamAM prANI kevA kevA byA kAmeA kare che te navuM jANavAnuM nathI. kSaNabhaMgura nAzavaMta evA yuvA nImAM nAtha vinAnuM ane che. tyAre pazu karatAM astavyasta jIvana bane che. mAlika vinAnA baLadiyA jevuM !

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7pa gaya kana caMcalA, lacchIo tiasacAva sAre , visayamuhaMjIvANuM, bujajhabu re jIva mAbujajha 37 bAMhA lakSamI-saMpatti hAthInA kAna jevI caMcala che tema viSayasukha megha dhanuSya jevA calita che mATe temAM maha na pAmatAM be pAmavuM. atyaMtara lakSamInA mAlika pAse bAhya lakSamI ghaNI ghaNI hovA chatAM rAgAdi mAtrA hotI nathI. jyAre bAhya lakSmI pratye AkaSAyelA AtmAne atyaMtara tarapha lakSya nathI. bAhya lakSmI kaubhavAdi sarva anitya nAzavaMta hevA chatAM tema tenA pratye karelA rAgAdi kAraNe durgatimAM javAnuM bane che. chatAM mUDha AtmA tyAMthI virAma pAmato nathI. mATe kahe che ke bedha pAma. - he jIva ! Indriya janya viSayasukha sAthe jene dastI che. te te kSaNa vinAzI hovAthI jota jotAmAM hAthatALI ApI jaze, viSaya janya sAdhanothI taddana alipta thavAnI jarUra che. AjanA A viSama vAtAvaraNamAM viSayasukhanI bhUkhe parAkASThAe pahoMcI che jJAnInA kathanathI virAma pAmI Atma sAdhana karavuM hitAvaha che. - AgaLanA bhUtakALamAM nAnI uMmaranA yA 20 thI 25 varSanA vidyArthIe gurukuLamAM bhaNatA hatA, te guru kuLo jaMgalamAM hovAthI nArI jAtine paricaya thatuM nahi tyAre AjanA sahazikSaNanI skUlomAM ke kolejomAM chokarA

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71 karI sAthe bese che, kapaDAMnA ThekANAM nahi jethI tenAM jIvananAM ThekANA kayAMthI hoI zake ? viSayasukha yA kAmadevane chata bahu ja azakaya che. kAmadevane jItanArA AtmAnI pAse kaI baLavAna banI zakatuM nathI. deva-dAnave gAMdha yakSa rAkSase, kinAre paNa brahmacArIne namaskAra kare che. brahmacArIne namravadane jaNAve che ke, ame merUparvata jeTale bhAra upADI eka capaTI vAge teTalAM samayamAM jaMbudvIpa pharatA traNa AMTA mArI pAchA AvIe paNa brahmacarya pALavAnI tAkAta zakti amArAmAM nathI. abrahma e ghora pApa che. adharmanuM mULa che. mahA doSanuM pAtra che. temanA hadaya apavitra, malina rahe che. te dharma-dhanane kSaya karanArA asaMkhyatA jInI hAnI, tema pariNAme durbhAgya, durgati, ane duHkhanA bhAjaka bane che. mATe abrahmane tyAga karavo e ja zreya che. jema chAtImAM bANa vAgyuM hoya te kayAMya sukha na thAya, tema vikAra vRtti, viSayavRtti jherI bANa che. nArInA nayana bANamAM mahArathIo vIMdhANA, che. mArI pAse markaTa nAce tema kaThoramAM kaThora nara bheganA bhikhArI strI pAse nAce. mATe te kahe che ke puruSa bahAra lAkhane paNa ghera Ave tyAM koDIne A kahevata che. bhagavAna kahe che ke gautama viSayane AdhIna thayelA che kAmadevanI nAgacUDamAMthI casakI zaktA nathI. strInA

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33 / saMsargathI taddabhava mekSagAmI munivara zrI rahenemi lUMTAI gayA. temane te tAraka paramAtmA zrI neminAtha bhagavAna nane vega sAMpaDaye te tene pAmI gayA. ApaNane zuM tArakano sAga thaze khare. mATe atyaMta sAvadhAnIthI. jIvana jIve, te mATe strI saMsargathI dUra rahe. - kukaDInAM baccAMne jema bilADIne bhaya tema brahmacArI AtmAne strIne, ane strIone puruSane bhaya hoya, mATe bhagavAna paramAtmA pharamAve che ke jenA hAtha-paga. kAna-nAka vigere kapAI gayAM hoya tevI strI 100 varSanI bUDhI hoya chatAM tenI pAse brahmacArIe be ghaDI paNa besavuM nahi. vartamAna samayanI samasyA ghaNuM gahana che. AjanA, calacitro, TIvI, nevelee jIvanamAM Aga lagADI che. AjanI pramAdI strIe DhAMkavA jevAM aMga ughADAM rAkhe che ane ughADA rAkhavA jevA aMga DhAMke ! A kevI uMdhI karAmata ! lajajAvAna, kuLavAna ke khAnadAna bAI te ghaNI maryAdAthI rahe. Aje te agni tarapha pataMgIyuM ArkaSAya tema puruSanAM mana strI tarapha AkarSAya tevA coTala, veNI, are vAta, zuM karavI ! yauvanane AMgaNe ubhelI yuvatInI udabhaTa veza bhUSA mAvatare najAronajara bhALatA hoya chatAM kaMI kahetA nathI, kaMI karI zaktA nathI. jIva jyAre vikArI pariNAmavALo thAya tyAre pote zuM karI rahyo che, tenuM tene bhAna hotuM nathI. pitAne

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78 hAthe peAtAnI unnati rUpI imAratanI AdhAra zIlAne hacamacAvI nAMkhI nikhaLa kare che. Atmika aMtaHpatana nAkhADAmAM paDe che. kAmavAsanAnI atRpti zarIranAM sa aMge kSINa karI nAMkhe che. A vAta anaMta jJAnathI ajANI nathI. mATe ja viSayasukhane viSa phaLa khatAvyA. ajJAnI, viSayalAlupI, viSayanA pipAsunA karmInA udaye paramadhAmIe narakamAM zuM karaze. te khyAla nathI. ke narakamAM leADhAnI putaLI lAlaceALa karI tenI sAthe AliMgana karAve che, tyAre e jIvane arerATI . elI jAya tevI tIvra vedanA thAya che. lagna jIvananI graMthIthI khaMdhAyA eTale manasvIpaNe kAma vAsanA tRpta karI. viSayAna da meLavavAne zuM bhUla bhare paravAnA manyeA che? e mAnyatA bhayaMkara che. AtmA sanmukha najara na karavAnA kAraNe viSaya sukhamAM laMpaTa banIne zAzvatA sukhane dhakko mAre che. mastakane kApanAra je pUrU karatA nathI tenAthI vadhAre ahita peAtAnA ja AtmA kare che. zatru paNa AtmA peAte ja che. mATe jItendriya khanavu ja joI e.... jobananA kALa e te saLagelu' AbhaluM pagalAne kema huM calAvI lauM...AtmA cuvAnI dIvAnI che. temAM uchaLatu' lAThI, pauSTika khArAka, peAzAka paNa tevA ja hAya, emAM saMga doSa lAge temAM manane vaza rAkhavu ghaNu AkarU che, kALAM mAthAnA mAnavI yuvAnImAM savaLA paDe teA te tarI jAya che. jo avaLA paDe tA krutine nAtare che. *

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79 Aje teA calacitrone pavana jorazeAthI vAyeA che. koNa konI sAthe kevA kevI rIte prema kare che. uMThAvI jAya apaharaNa thAya...bAlamagajamAM jaldI A viSa vAtAvaraNa sajAya...savAre cAMllA thAya . apeAre lagna thAya. sAMje te koI navI ja rAmAyaNa sajAyelI hAya...A viSayabhujaMgathI alipta rahenAra mahAnasukhI ane che. pANI jema sahelAIthI mAle caDe nahiM. paNa melethI nIce utaravAnA svabhAvavALuM che. tema kusaskAro tarapha jIvanu DhaLavu jaldIthI thAya che, kusaskAra koI ne zIkhaDAvavA paDatA nathI. mATe kusaMskArene mAratA zIkheA. maTasya surApAna, tatravRzcika daMzana tanmadhye bhUta: saMcArA, yA tA bhivaSyati eka te vAMdarAne svabhAva capaLa hoya temAM dArU pIdhe eTale tAkAna vadhe, AgaLa vadhIne vIchIe DaMkha mAryAM ane koThAmAM bhUta bharAyuM. pachI khAkI kaMi rahe kharU? temAM vAMdarA jevA manavALA manuSyeA calacitro joine kevA anarthA kare che. koleja AdimAM bhaNatAM yuvAna yuvatie keLavaNI pAme che ke keLavaNI ! Aje lagabhaga 80 TakA jeTalAM jIve cAritra gumAvI bese che. vadhu na jANavAmAM majA che. bAkI cAritra ceAlavu joie. saccAritra e jIvananI suvAsa che, ane kucAritra e durgaMdha che. cAritra hInanA paDachAyA levAya nahi. Aje yuvAna dIkarIne zikSaka bhaNAve che, aMte kaI paristhiti thAya. zuM pariNAma Ave che ! gurU svAmI

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banI jAya mATe ja jJAnIoe ekAMtane kharAba kahyuM che. ekaja hiMDeLA, yA keI pATImAM, prasaMge pAta patnI patinA mitra sAthe besavuM, uThavuM e paNa anarthanuM kAraNa banatA vAra lAgatuM nathI.. Aje evA saubhAgyazALI, puNyavaMtA jIve che ke paDezamAM keNa rahe che te paNa jANatA nahi heya, AvA saccAritravALA ke jema sUrya sAme dRSTi pheMkAya ke tarata najara pAchI kheMcI le che. tema keI parastrI upara najara jAya ke tarata ja pAchI kheMcI le che. paradhana paththara samAna, parastrI mAta samAna brahmacArI sAdhanA kare te traNa divasamAM kArya pAra pamADe. tyAre abrahmavALA ghaNA varSe paNa pAra na pAme ? brahmacArInuM vacana pramANa banatuM hoya che, bhUtakALamAM aDadhI rAte kaI bAI akelI bhUlI paDI hoya te tenI ciMtA na hatI saMvata 1948 thI 1949 nI AjubAju nI sAlane eka prasaMga yAda AvatAM kahe che ke akelI aTulI bhUlI paDelI bAI jhapATAbhera rasto kApatI hatI tyAre bhUpata bahAravaTIe te raste ghoDAnI svAmIe jAte hatA tyAre bhUpate kahyuM ke bena ! tane kaMI bIka lAgatI nathI. tyAre bAIe kahyuM ke amArA dezamAM amArI bhUmi upara jyAM sudhI bhUpata bahAravaTIye vase che. tyAM sudhI amane kaI ja ciMtA nathI. vicAre bhAgyazALI. bhUta kalanA bahAravaTIyA paNa parastrIne mAta samAna mAnatAM hatA. AjanI paristhitine varNavAnI jarUra nathI.

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bhagavAna mahAvIra mahArAjAe pAMcamA ArAnA je bhAve bhAkhyAM che. te darzAya che. phakta aDhI hajAra varSa vyatIta thayAM che ke kALa, ke kALe kera vartAyela dekhAya che..A dezanuM kevuM bhayaMkara patana thaI rahyuM che. rAvaNa traNa khaMDane dhaNI hevA chatAM te tenA mATe taNakhalA samAna hatuM... brahradatta cakavatinA pUrvabhavamAM je citra ane saMbhUti be bhAIo hatA....brahmadatta cakI bananAra hovA chatAM sAtamIe javA cogya karma baMdhananA pAzamAM lapeTAtA lapeTAtAM naraka viSe jAya che. jyAre citra tarIke tenA bhAI karmabaMdhanathI mukta thavAnA vicArethI kaivalya prApta kare che. caMDAlane ghera janma pAmI cUkelA citra saMbhUti ghaNI zaktivALA hovA chatAM AgaLa yaza pAmI zaktA nathI. namucinAmane rAjAne aMgata pradhAna rAja, rANImAM mehita banI kAma rAganA snehathI baMdhAye che. samaya ghaNe vyatita thaye. kAmanI aMdhatA ghaNI vicitra che. divA pazyati ne dhUkA, kAko nakta na pazyati apUrva kepi kAmAMdha, divA nakta na pazyati che ghuDa divase jaI zakto nathI, kAgaDo rAtre na dekhe paNa kAmAMdha te apUrva aMdha che ke rAta divasa joI zakto nathI. rAjAne khyAla AvI gayuM che. tethI dhikkAre che. tene, tenA kArane, kAmadevane tathA svayaM jAtane ! pradhAnanA mATe mRtyu sivAya kaMI nathI, jene meM

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82 - ma - Azraya Ape te pradhAnane mArI A sAthe ja vikAra bhAla prApta karyo caMDAlane bolAvIne kahe che A namucine vadhyabhUmimAM lai tene nAza kare. A namucine vinAza kALe viparIta buddhi jAgI che. sonAnI haNiI keIe banAvela nathI, keIe pahelAM joI nathI. te paNa raghunaMdana rAmacandrajIne jovAnI icchA thaI vaLI kahyuM che-rAvaNataLe kapALa, attara buddhi vase - laMkA phaTaNa kAla, ekai buddhi na saMvarI che laMkAne vinAza kAla-tathA lakezane kALa AvI pahoMce tyAre 108 buddhivALAnI buddhi bahera mArI gaI. - cAMDAle vicAryuM ke mArA citra-saMbhUti bhaNavA lAyaka che. keI bhaNAvaze nahiM. A pradhAna bhaNAvavAnuM hA kahe che tenuM rakSaNa karuM. namucine pUchazvAmAM AvyuM ke mArA be putrone bhaNAve to vadha karIza nahi. ane rakSaNa karIza. maNathI DaratAM pradhAne hA kahI cAMDAlane tyAM guptapaNe rahI cAMDAlaputrone bhaNAvavA lAgyA, buddhivaMte thoDA ja samayamAM zAstra pAraMgata banyA, paNa kAmI-vikArI namumie pitAnI jAtane chAnI na rAkhI. cAMDAlapatni sAthe pagAramAM DUbe..anubhavIoe jaNAvyuM che ke zarIre dubala kA, laMgaDe, bahere, aMgeaMge cAMdA paDayA hoya che, parUthI kharaDAyela che. jenuM zarIra hajAre kRmithI gherAyeluM che. e zvAna paNa je kutarIne

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dekhe che. te tenI pAchaLa jAya che. dilagIrIthI jJAnI kahe che ke kAmadeva marelAne paNa mAre che. kAmAMdha pradhAnanI vAta cAMDAle jANI. vicAre che ke, A vyakti upara karele upakAra bhUlI gayela che. tene mArI nAMkhavA mATe karelA. vicArothI putrone khyAla AvI gayo... putro paNa samaje che ke kharekhara A maraNane lAyaka che. paNa ApaNA vidyAguru che. mATe rakSaNa karavuM ja joIe - he pitAjI ! A durAcArI mahA adhama haNavAne ja lAyaka che, tamArI rajA maLe to smazAna bhUmimAM kArya pUrNa karI daIe. pitAnI anumati meLavI pradhAnane laI putro dUra gayA... pradhAnane kahe che ke tame amArA vidyAgurU che. tethI tamane choDI daIe chIe. tyAMthI namuci pradhAna hastinApura Ave che...sanakumArane nokara thaIne rahe che. citra saMbhUti bane bhAIo saMgIta.kalAmAM ghaNu nipuNa hatA. thokamAM saMgIta gAya che. vINA vAgI rahI che. te nAda sAMbhaLatAM ghaNI strIo, puruSo AvyA. mUti banyA. strIo, lajajA choDI, maryAdA choDI gharanA kAma mUkIne Ave che. adhUrAM vilepana, abhUSaNa, zRMgAramAM AgI che. kapaDAM pUrNa vyavasthita nathI gharanA adhUra kAryo mUkIne, chokarAM pitAnA ke pArakAM che. ema joyA vinA bagalamAM letI doDatI doDatI sAMbhaLavA Ave che. saMgItano nAda mahAra rAga, yuvAna putronI zaraNAI, mIThuM madhura saMgIta e duHkhI mANasone paNa AnaMda vinaida ApanAra che. kAmadevane agrima dUta che.

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strIo A banne bhAI pAchaLa pAchaLa bhamyA kare che. lokajane e vicAryuM ke A cAMDAla putroe te nagara ne malina karyuM. je te vadhu vakhata nagaramAM raheze te AcAra tadana naSTa thaI jaze tethI zIdhrAtizIdhra paNe nagara bahAra mUkI devA joIe. te pramANe rAjAe nagara bahAra karI dIdhA... bane bhAI vicAre ke A kalAthI ApaNane zuM lAbha? kAraNa ke kuladuSita che tethI kalA paNa dUSita thaI tethI ApaghAta karavA mATe parvata uparathI paDatuM mUkavAnI taiyArI kare che. teTalAmAM avAja sAMbhaLe ke...are. tame paDaze nahi. tarapha joyuM.guphAmAM tapa karatAM tapasvI munine joyA... muninA darzana-vaMdana karI beThA munirAje temane mArga zodhI Ape ke sAco mArga jinakathita saMyamane che... bane sAdhu thayA utkRSTa tapa karavA lAgyA...mAsakSamaNunA pAraNe saMbhUti muni vahoravA hastinApura gayA. ghera ghera gecarIe viharatA munine namuci pradhAne joyA vicAre ke A cAMDAlaputra ahIM kayAMthI ? kadAca ene mAruM caritra rAjAne kahI de che te zuM? ema kuvikalpa karI ne kara pAse garadana pakaDAvI tiraskArapUrvaka -zahera bahAra dhakelyA. muni vicAre ke A namucie zuM AdaryuM. maraNathI bacAvanArane te ame ja hatA ? chatAM kaMI ja zarama tene nahiM ! ame koNa chIe e paNa dhyAnamAM AvyuM nahiM, krodhathI dhamadhamI uThelA munie

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tapanA baLe prApta karelI teje legyA choDI mukhamAMthI dhUmADAnA goTe goTA nIkaLavA lAgyA...nagara dhUmADAthI AcchAdita thayuM. loko ekaThA thaI gayA. sanatakumAra cakI e A vAta jANatAM AkuLavyAkuLa banelA muninA caraNomAM namyA, kSamA yAce che.... kRpA kare, zAMta thAo ane amAruM rakSaNa kare. citramunine jANa thaI ke tarata temanI pAse AvI zAMtasudhArasa pAna karAvyuM. samatAne dhAraNa karAvI..zAMti samatAne varelA muni pAse namuci belAvI page lagADaye. ....Apa kaho te zikSA karUM ema munirAjane cakIe jaNAvyuM...munioe jaNAvyuM che amAre kaMI ja vera nathI. chatAM rAjAe deza nikAla karyo. janapada. munionI, munionA tapanI bhUri bhUri prazaMsA kare che munioe jaMgalamAM jaI anazana svIkAryuM . jethI nagarajane . tathA cakrI paNa parivAra pUrvaka vaMdana karavA jAya che. tyArabAda cakInuM strI ratna sunaMdA ghaNI ghaNI strIothI parivarelI vaMdanArthe Ave che. saMbhUti muninA caraNamAM bhakti bhAvathI vaMdanA kare che. sahasA acAnaka ajANatAM kAjala je zyAma sunaMdAne ceTalo (kezapAsa muninA caraNamAM sparza thAya che. kezapAsanA sparzamAtrathI atyaMta kAmarAga utpana thayela che. tapanA pratApe tapanuM phaLa niyANa svarUpe parabhavamAM tevI rUpavaMtI

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paninI IcchAthI niyANuM kare che, citramunie ghaNA samajAvyA chatAM na samajyA aMte te svarge jaI brahAjaracakI banIne sAtamI narake gayA. dhikkAre che e kAmadevane ! citramunie kAmadevane tare che te teo kevaLajJAnanI lakSamIne pAmyA. mATe he jIva zrI jaMbusvAmIjIe Arya sudharmasvAmIne suga meLavI para sAthe dhana-kaMcana viSayAdine tyajI AtmamArga pAmyA tema tame paNa gurU janenA sahayogathI viSaya sukhathI virAma pAme, rAgamAMthI virAga prApta kara, virAgano janma meLavI virAgI banI Atma kalyANane sAdha.. viSaya kaSAyamAM huM pharyo, tRNAne nahiM pAra sevaka samaja sAhibA, utAre bhavapAra" jaha saMjAe sauNANu,saMgame jaha pahe ahiANuM sayANuNuM sajege, taheva khaNa bhaMgura va 38 saMdhyA samaye aneka prakAranA aneka pakSIo cAre dizA taraphathI AvIne ekaThA maLe che. samaya thatAM svayaM potapotAnA sthAne uDIne cAlyA jAya che. tema A saMsAra viSe aneka prakAranA je cAre gatimAthI manuSyabhavamAM bhegA thayA che. karmAnusAre punaH paribhramaNa kare che. bhinnabhinna kakSAnA saMbe thI saMbaMdhIta banelA A jIva ajJAnatAnA kAraNe mA, bApa, putra, putrI, patni vigerene sAro saMbaMdha mAnIne jIva herAna parezAna thAya che. mATe satyathI vegaLA evA saMbaMdha uparano moha utArI AtmA

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sAdhana kare e ja khare vairAgya che. sajAga avasthA vinA AtmA zairAgI banI zakato nathI. svajanAdi saMbaMdhanA rAgathI durgatimAM javAya che mATe jJAnI kahe che ke je padArtha para rAgAdi karavAthI durgati thAya te padArtha para rAgAdi karavAja nahiM...je padArtha pratye rAgAdi karavAthI jina banI javAtuM hoya te te padArtha pratye rAgAdi karavA te paNa aMte te choDavA ja paDaze ? je svajanAdi saMbaMdha beTA che. nAzavaMta che. chatAM tenA pratyenuM mamatva tuM choDI zakatA nathI, he AtmAnuM - anuttara vimAnamAM vasanArA devanuM sukha utkRSTa gaNAya te paNa samaya pUrNa thaye virAma pAme che. te A saMsAramAM rahelI kaI ja cIja tethI vadhu sthira nathI ja. cetana-ane acetana sarva bhAva samudramAM AvatAM jAonI jema ekavAra uThe. jAme ane pAchAzamI paNa jAya che tema sagAM saMbaMdhI ane dhanane saMbaMdha Indra jALa je che. je prANIo taddana mUDha hoya te ja emAM rAce che-magna bane che nisAvirAme paribhAvayAmi, gehe palite kima suyAmi DejanRtamapyANa muvaccayAmi je dhammarahie diahA gamasi vAlA he, jIva ! tuM Atmagata vicAra kema karatA nathI! cAra ghaDI rAta bAkI rahe tyAre vicAra kara ke huM hama

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88 rahita divaso pasAra karuM chuM dharmavimukha banI jIvana jIvI rahyo chuM, zarIrarUpI ghara paNa baLavA mAMDayuM te paNa ALasa-pramAda choDatuM nathI. zarIra sAthe rahelA AtmAnA guNene ghAta thaze te samya darzanathI vimukha banI mithyAtvapaNane pAmIne jIvana hArI jaIza. he jIva! A saMsAramAM atyaMta pavitra rUci utpanna karanAra sthAvara athavA jaMgama bhAve jAte suMdara heIne savAranA prabhAtamAM sakala vizvane manamAM Anada karAvanAra hoya che. te ja bhAve paripakavadazA pAmate virasa thaI jaIne te ja divase yAne sAMje nAza pAmatAM khalAsa thaI jatAM dekhAya che. chatAM pretathI haNAyeluM A mAruM mana saMsAranI premanI gAMThane choDatuM nathI ! - trasa ane sthAvara jIthI bharelA AkhA jagatane yamarAjA eka kSaNa paNa aTakyA vinA gaLI jatuM hoya che. yAne keLI karI jAya che. chatAM kadI dharAte nathI. tyAre tenI hatheLImAM rahelA ApaNe ApaNe aMta Avaze e zuM jANatA nathI. mATe pramAdane tyajI divasa rAta dharmane pAmavA dhamI banavA. AtmaguNo vikasAvavA udyama kara. A svapna sama mithyA jagatanI, bAjI paNa sAcI nathI tu te tame teo badhA, nizcaya khare eka dina nathI. ! mRgajaLa nihALI mAnI sarevara, jaLa pIvA haraNe dhase, tema jagatanI aTavImAMhI, rakhaDI tame maraze nahiM !

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89 kavirAja teA kahe che ke huM AtmA tu dhanAdi mATe tArA amUlya rAta divasa bagADIza nahi paNa AtmAnI ArAdhanA karI. ArAdhaka bhAva meLavavA mATe samaya pasAra karaje. divAnI duniyA AkhI, manI che Aja paisAmAM, amI ne phakIrA, sau anyA gulatAna paisAmAM, jagatamAM mAnavI Aje, ghare che dhyAna paisAnAM arere A jamAnAmAM, pavana khasa vAya paisAnA ! dhana srI parivAranAM rAgamAM magna banIne rAta-divasa pasAra karI jIDhaMgI vyatita thAya che. paNa dhama e sAra che. satya te ja che. dhama trileAka DhAla che, dhama ja sAcA dhama ivanAnI jI MDhagI bhayabhayaneA kAne khakhara che kAlanI, deha taNI mATe divase dhama mAM ja pasAra kara... jA jA vaccaI rayaNI, nasA paDiniyattaI, ahama kuNumANasa, ahalA ja tirAI e 1400 je rAta divase jAya che te pAchA AvavAnA nathI gayelI taka samaya pAchI maLI zakatI nathI. je samayamAM adhama karI rahyo che te samaya rAta divasa niSphaLa che... prArabdhanAM ghaDatara mujaba ApaNe ghaDAyelA chIe, sukhaduHkhakane AdhIna che. je khIlyuM te karamAvavAnu, je ugyA tenA asta thavAnA mATe samayane zaphaLa banAvaje. mAla che. savAla che. dIvAlanI !

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khIlyAM pupa kharI jAye, janma tenuM maraNa thAya! udayane asta e nyAye, bhalA thaIne bhaluM karosamaya sarakhA naghI saunA, sadA taDakA ane chAyA, vakhata Ave jarUra vahAlA, bhalA thaIne bhaluM karo. saMga tene viyoga che ja, maraNa na thAya te mATe keziza karavAnI jarUra nathI. paNa have janma na thAya tenI mahenata karavAnI che, maraNa pachI janma na le tevA AtmA te anaMtA siddha thayA, pharI janma lIdhe ja nI, leze paNa nahiM, janma che te ja regAdi che. mATe divasa rAta saphaLa tyAre thayA kahevAya ke janmIne ajanmA banavAnI kriyA karIe te, te mATe virAdhanAthI mukta banIne ArAdhanA karaje jethI ArAdhaka banIne kama nirjarA karate karate karmathI mukta banIza. dUdha pANInI jema AtmA sAthe kama otaprota thayela che. karma sattAne ukheDavA mATe AtmAe baLavAna banavAnI jarUra che te siddha karavA mATe dharmasattAne AdhIna thavuM ja paDaze. dharmasattAne AdhIna banavAthI saMmya darzana jJAna cAritranI ArAdhanA thaze. pudagalazuM rA rahe, jANe eha nidhAna, tasa lAbha lo rahe, bahirAtma abhidhAna ! pudagalamAM (lADa-vADI-gADI) kuTuMba zarIramAM je rAdhe rahe che. tenA ja lAbhamAM leNAya che. tene bahi. rAtma dazA kahevAya. te bahirAtma dazAne cheDI aMtarAmadazA pragaTAvavI ja paDaze...

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1 pudgala khala sAMgIpare, seve avasara tanu asakta jayuM lAkDI, jJAnabhe pudgalanA saMga maLa sIkhA, duSTa sadezamAne e te zIra pAsethI avasara dekhI kAma kaDhAvI le, zarIre azakti Ave teA na chUTake lAkaDI rAkhe, lAkaDI rAkhavI e zaramanI vAta che. dekha ! padmalekha !! aMtarAtma dazAvALA pudgalanA saMgamAM ubhe hAvA chatAM tene bheda jJAna darzAtu, anubhavAtuM hAya che. te AtmAnI pasAra thatI kSaNeA, samaya, kalAko, divase saphaLa thayA ema kahevAya.. ... jasaDasthi macNA sakhkha, jassa vasthi palAyaNa jo jANe na marissAoN, se| huM e sue siyA / 415 jene mRtyu sAthe bhAI cArA che. je mRtyuthI nAzI javAnA che, jene vizvAsa che ke huM marIza nahi evI vyakti dharmAM-dharmonuM kAya. kAle karIza ema kahe...bAkInA AtmAoe te kSaNe kSaNe dhama ArAdhavAnA che... A anAtikALathI A yamarAje anatAnA grAsa karI nAMkhyA. chatAM agnimAM ghAsaleTa nAMkhavAthI jema agni mAphaka tenI bhUkha vadhatI ja gaI. teNe keTalAnA haiyAmAM valeApAta karyAM tenA kAi AMkaDo nathI, enA mukhamAM Ave e te vAta karatAM khelatAM khelatAM badha thaI jAya. paNa tArI sAmaya kayAre Avaze tenI khakhara che ! zu

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92 tAre tenI (kRtAMta) sAthe dostI saMkha dha che. kai sagapaNa che. zuM tArA upara tenA kaMI prema che. mRtyuthI bacavAne koI upAya kAI e khatAnce hAya. yAne yamarAje khAtrI ApI che ke tane mAkAta rAkhIne badhAnA koLIceA karIza te amArI vAte mAnavAnI koI jarUra nathI ! jeNe vicAyu ke mAre AtmAne oLakhavA che. sAMcamI banavuM che. te pachI sAMsAramAM rokAtA nathI. thADA vakhatamAM ghaNuM kAma karI levAnu che. kamANInA samaye ALasa, pramAda, niMdya na joie. Alasya hi manuSyANAM zarIrasyA mahArapuA ALasa pramAda cheDIne A bhava sAtheka karavA, tAre sukhI thavuM che, tuM zAMtine Icche che ! A saMsAramAM cena nathI. asAra sAMsArane cheDI zAMtinA mArgane apanAvI ArAdhI le...tuM vilaMba na kara koinI paNa pratIkSAnI rAha na o, je ArAdhavuM che, sAdhavu che, meLavavA jevuM che. te mATe tu ArAdhI le...pAmarAbhAnI tathA ajJAnI jIvanI mAphaka rAmaya hArI na jatA. pachI karIzu te vicAra na karatAM zubhasyazIdhra ...zubhakAryamAM vilaMbana karavA. daDakalia' karittA, vacceti hurAie A visA ya A ussa' sa'villa tA, gayAvi na puNeA niyata karA kAlarUpI caMDAla te rAtidavasa gamanA gamananA lasara kA DhaMDathI lagADe che rAta divasa pasAra thatAM AyuSya ochuM thatu jAya che. mATe huM Atman vItI gayelA samaya pAche AvavAnA nathI mATe dhama kAya mAM pramAda na karavA.

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dharmakArya Aje nahi kAle karIzuM paNa tane khabara che kAle tuM jIvavAne che? mRtyune pitAnI AjJA mAM rAkhI zakato hoya, mRtyu ApaNI AjJAmAM rahetuM heya te kAle dhama karIza ema kahevuM sArthaka che. Aje je divasa che. pharI ApaNA jIvanamAM pharI kayAre Avaze. khare ? mATe dharmakAryamAM pramAda na kara. kALa e kALe nAga che, e bhayaMkara jherI hevAthI enuM jhera utare evuM nathI. evI kaI kaLA, auSadha, maMtra, taMtra, ke vijJAna nathI ke je A nAganA jherathI bacI zake. A nAga keIne paNa choDatuM nathI. tuM tArA rUpathI malakAte haze, tane tArA saundaryanuM abhimAna haze, tArAM zarIra mATe gaurava haze, paNa badhuM kayAM sudhI? phaNIdharanA eka jhapATA sAthe sarva khalAsa thaze, mATe dharma pravRti kara. dharma mArge AgaLa prayana. kara. nUrI jhUrIne mare che. tyAre bhAna thAya che ke pahelAM e hota te sArUM te A vakhata na Avata... kALa dharmathI Dare che. dharmasattAne AdhIna banelAne kALanI. asara thatI nathI, kALa pajavaMte nathI mATe ja jJAnIoe kahyuM che ke dharmanA prabhAve janma jarA mRtyuthI rahita thaI zakAze. te mATe saMsAranI kriyAmAM je purUSArtha tuM kare che. eTale ja puruSArtha manapUrvaka dharmamAM AraMbhe te paNa kALathI tuM gabharAIza nahi paNa kALa.. tArAthI gabharAze.

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94 jaheha sIDAva miya'gahAya, macchunara gema huM a'takAle natassa mAyA va piyA 1 bhAyA, kAlama tAmi saharA bhavati gA huM AtmA...vyavahAramAM kahevAya che ke siMha maLavAna prANI hAvAthI mRga (haraNa) ne pakaDIne nAza kare che. tyAre haraNane koI bacAvI zake ? siMha karatAM khaLavAna hAya te jarUra sAtha ApI zake. paNa te baLavAna sAthe meLa heAya te tema mRtyu paNa AyuSya pUrNa thatAM . samaya thatA laIne jaze tyAre mAtA, pitA, bhAI, piravAra koI rakSaNa karanAra nathI. phakta dharma rakSaNa karaze te paNa dhama mAM eta prAta banelA hAIzu, dharma e mArUM rakSaNa karanAra che, evA pUrNa bhAvathI saMpUrNa mamatAne tyAgIne dharmAMnA zaraNe jaizuM teA rakSaNa thayA vinA raheze nahi... mRtyu vakhate dharmanA sa'skArathI si Mcita anelA AtmA kanirA ghaNI ghaNI karavAthI jIvana dhanyAti dhanya banAvI de che. mRtyu pAmatAM pahelAM evu jIvana jIvI jA...jethI mRtyu AvatAM gabharATa na thAya . anaMtA bhavA karavAnA prasaMga na Ave... kathana che ke... paisA (bhautika sukha) meLavavA mATe puNya joIe, tene cheDavA mATe vadhu puNyanI jarUra paDe che, tenA karatAM je saMskArathI ApaNI duti thAya te kusaskArane choDIne maravA mATe gADha puNyAya joie...

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kusaMskArane mArIne maravuM che...te vinA maravuM ja nathI e Atmagata nirNaya thavuM jarUrI che. te rakSaNa thaze. jethI dharmanI zubha kriyAmAM puruSArtha ghaNe thaze. mAtApitA, bhAI-bahena patni-putrAdi ke rakSaNa karanAra na hovA chatAM emanA pratye rAgathI mUjhAye te pAima bagaDaze. durgatine netarUM ApavAnuM karIza nahiM. aDhAre pApa kI pAMpanA saMskArane laIne manAranI durgati vinA zuM saMbhave ? susaMskArane laIne maranAra tiryaMca hoya te paNa devaleka ja pAme. bhAgyazALIo khyAla te haze ke bhagavAna mahAvIra mahArAjAnA vaMdanArthe nIkaLelA parivAra pUrvaka, sAjana mAjana, ThATha, rasAlAthI bharapUra zreNIka mahArAjA..jana samudAya mukta kaMThe bolI rahyo che... prabhu mahAvIra padhAryA che. darzanAthe sau jAya che. potAnA ja dravye banAvelI vAvaDImAM rAga thaI javAthI mAnavI deDake banyo che... rAga-mamatA, abhimAna, temAM vaLI vadhu bhayaMkara, bihAmaNA pApa aDhAra paikI chellA 13 paikIne kaI paNa pApanA saMrakAramAM mare tene sadgati keNa meLavI Ape? deDakAMne jAti smaraNa jJAnanA prabhAve bhagavAna mahAvIranA darzana karavA javAnuM mana thayuM. dharma ArAdhanAmAM puruSArthanI pradhAnatA apanAvI... doDI rahyo che... mAru zuM thaze te vicAra na karatAM phakta prabhunA darzane javuM che. rastAmAM zreNIkanI svArI Ave che... paiDA nIce deDake

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ajANatAM AvI jatAM mRtyu pAmyo paNa uttama saMskAre pUrvaka maraNa pAmavAthI devalokamAM jAya che... rAgAdi bhAvamAM na maratAM prabhunA darzananA bhAvamAM deha choDa te dharmanA prabhAve deva bhava maLe teTaluM ja nahi.. dharmanA prabhAve bhautika riddhi-siddhi devIo, palaMga, paMcaviSayabhUta sukhanI sAdhana sAmagrI maLavAM chatAM devalekanA sukhano anubhava na karatAM prabhu mahAvIranA darzana bhakti karavA te deva mRtyulokamAM AvIne upasthita thayo bhagavaMtanI gauzIrSa caMdanathI apUrva bhakti karI. tAtparya e che ke maratAM pahelAM pApanA vicArone mArIne maravuM che. ane zubha vicAre pUrvaka ja maravuM che. te tuM tArI sAdhanA karI zakIza mATe kavi lakhe che. ke he mugdhajIva ! vicAra A saMsAramAM tAruM keNa che? save sagAM tujane tyajI athavA tyajIne tuM jaze ? vItarAga bhASita dharma kevala, te same sAthe jaze. durgati kerAM kUpathI, tatkAla, te ja bacAvaze ? aMjalabiMdu sarma, saMpattio taraMgalolAo sumaNiya samagra pinma, ja jANabhutaM karijajAmu he bhAgyazALI, jIvana DAbhanA agrabhAga upara rahelA pANInA biMdu samAna caMcaLa che. saMpattio samudranA taraMga jevI caMcaLa tema strI parivArano prema svapna je che. caMcaLa zabda samajAve che ke thira rahevAne svabhAva nathI paNa AvyA bAda cAlyA javAnA vicAramAM ja hoya.

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97 sI parivAra te tenA svArtha mATe sevA kare, svArtha pUre thAya pachI te prema osarI jAya che. mATe pramAdane cheDI prabhu mahAvIranA siddhAMtane haiyAmAM dhAraNa kara.. - jJAnIe jJAnanA baLe joyuM-jANyuM ane ApaNane samajAvyuM che. te jJAnInA siddhAMtane nahiM mAnanAra kayAre paNa Atma dharma pAmI zaka nathI. je je svarUpe je padArthone anitya kahyA te te padArtho ne te te svarUpe anitya mAnavA, je padArthane je svarUpe nitya kahyA to tene te svarUpe nitya mAnavA joIe, nAzavaMta padArthane jotAM tenuM svarUpa vicAravAmAM Ave te virAgya thayA vinA rahe nahiM... lokamAM pipaTIyA jJAnane vistAra jANa jJAnIo jaNAve che ke pipaTIyA jJAnathI nahiM cAle.jema keI eka mANase popaTane bhaNAvyuM ke bilADI ane te turata uDI javuM. popaTa paNa te vAkyane vAraMvAra abhyAsa karIne te bolavA lAgyA. paNa tene khyAla nathI ke bilADI Ave tyAre uDI javuM. ekadA pipaTa pAMjarAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLe. tevA ja avasare bilADIe pakaDa popaTanI Deka maraDI nAkhI. jJAnI kahe che. pipaTanuM jJAna kevuM kahevAya? tema ApaNe sau bolIe chIe jalana biMdu samAna caMcaLa jIvana che. te paNa jIvavA mATe aneka prakAranA na karavAnA ghaNA ghaNA upAya kare che. saMpattio

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sAcavavAnA upAya kare che. mahApuruSane prArabdhanA bhAge gayukha sAmagrI maLI, bhegI ane aMte choDI paNa kharI. tyAre ApaNe prabhunA siddhAMtane haiyAmAM na rAkhavAthI zuM karIe che ke saMpatie meLavI, bheLavIe, sAcavavA mATe gADha praya, adhika adhika vadhe tenA pAye, nahiM choDavI tevI gADha pratijJAvALA...mATe sanmArge vAparI zakto nathI. strI Adikane prema svapna samAna che. pipIA jJAnane choDI aMta:karaNathI traNe vastune anubhava ka, satyane satya tarIke jANe anityane anitya tarIke jANe te jarUra dharma pAmI zakaze. jagatanA padArtho bata, bhagavatAM je AvaDe to tene choDatA paNa AvaDe. svAthI strIne prema ke che. te daSTAMtathI joIe. eka suramya nagaramAM kAkA-bhatrIje rahetA hatA. kAke saMsAranA rasamAM rasika hate nAnI vayane bhatrIjo hate. jaMgamatIrtha bhUta nagaramAM pU. gurUdevenI padharAmaNI thaI jina pravacanenA prabhAve bhatrI tathA kAke vairAgyavALA, banyA, dikSAnA avasare vAta thatAM kAke bhatrIjAne kahe... mAre te vAra che mAre te tArI navIkAka lAvavAnI che, saMyamI banelA bhatrIjAe pU. gurudeve pAse zrata jJAnane sArA abhyAsa karatAM. saMyama jIvanamAM eta prata thayelA te uttamAtmA 12 varSa bAda te nagaramAM padhAre che. samasta nagara gAMDa banyuM che. jinavANI sAMbhaLavAjinanI vANu jina banAve jinanI bhakti bhaktane

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bhagavAna banAve e che. zrI jinavANIne preraka prabhAva gAmanA sAdhu mahArAja nAnI vayamAM suMdara pravacana Ape che. nagaranA loko lAbha le che. paNa kAke AvatuM nathI. ghaNAnA kathanathI Ave che. dUra dUra beThe sAMbhaLe che. aMte mahArAjazrI jaNAve che ke bhAgyazALI. have te saMyamanA paMthe padhAre. saMsA2nA rAgamAM rAgI banele jaNAve che ke mahArAja zrI ApanA kAkI yAne mArA dharmapatni vinA mane ghaDI paNa cAle tema nathI theDI kSaNe saMsArI saMsAramAM mUDha banI jAya paNa jJAnInA sahavAse tenI gamAratA marI paNa jAya che. jJAnavaMtA gurU mahArAje jaNAvyuM ke tamArI patinane tamArI Upara keTalI rAgadazA che te vicAre tame ghera jaI prANAyAmathI zvAsa rUMdhI thAMbhalIne joradAra AMTI lagAvaze ane saMthArAnI jema sUI jaze..pachI tame saMsAranuM nATaka nihALaze. khyAla Avaze ke jene mArA vinA na cAle te kathana karanAra zuM zuM kare che....Aje sahaja lADavA vigere rasoImAM banAvela hatA... guru mahArAja zrInI AjJA mujaba cAlIne AMTI mArI prANAyAma aai karI sUIne marI gayo evo uccAra karyo | zabda sAMbhaLatAM pati bahAra nIkaLyA, joyuM te AMkho kheMcAI gaI, jIbha bahAra nIkaLI gaI, lAMmA. paga karI jIMdagI pUrNa thayelI letAM vicAryuM ke, thoDAja samayamAM rahevuM paDaze. rahA vinA cAlaze nahiM. te mATe

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100 peTa paNa bhareluM haze te, barAbara TAyapho karI zakAze tethI cAra, pAMca, lADavA, peTamAM padharAvI dIdhA.bahAra nIkaLI raDavAnuM zarU karatAM ADezI-pADozI bhegA thaI gayA.. vaDIla bhegAM thayA. AkhI paristhitinI jANa thatAM paga ke thAMbhalI kApavI paDaze...thAMbhalI kApavAno nirNaya sAMbhaLI raDAreDa karI rahelI patni vaDIlo pAse lAja kADhIne AvI ne belI.. paga enA kApI nAMkhe, paNa thAMbhalI avicaLa rAkhe. thAMbhalI vinA ghara paDI jaze, bena tamArI duHkhI thaze. suthAra lAvavAmAM AvyuM ane jyAM paga kApavAnI zarUAta lAgI ke turata prANayAma cheDI paganI AMTIne cheDI ubhe thaI kahe saMsAra asAra che. saMsAra pratye ke saMsAranA padArtho pratye, sagAM nehI pratye rAga karavA jevuM nathI. e rAga nakalI che. svArthanA gharane che. ema samajI samajAvIne upAzraye bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra karI Atma kalyANa sAdhyuM. saMjIrAga jalabubsa ovame, jIvie ajalabiMdu _caMcale juvaNeya naIvega saMnibhe, pAvajIvakimiya ne bujajhase 4pA saMdhyA kAlanA lAla, lIlA, pILA, bhabhakAdAra raMganA jevuM jIvita jaNAya che. paNa te raMga ghaDI be ghaDImAM nAza pAme che. e jIvita asthira che. tethI vadhu pANInA parapiTA jevuM asthira tema yuvAvasthA nadInA vega jevuM

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101 caMcala samajAvyuM je yuvAvasthA AgaLa vadhatI jAya che. paNa jJAnI kahe che. te divase divase AyuSya ghaTavAnA. kAraNe nAne thatuM jAya che. asthira paNuM samajI hajI kema jJAna dazA meLavate nathI. pANInA vega, pavananA asthira taraMga jevuM caMcaLa jIvana che. kAle savAre zuM thaze. te kaMI kahevAtuM nathI. na jAne jAnakInAtha, prabhAte kiM bhaviSyati ! saMpatinI sAthe vipatio vaLagelI ja che. ApaNe te doDA doDInA jamAnAmAM chIe. jenI moTare doDatI joIene drAmane Ane maLatuM nathI, kaTidhvajane nokarI karatA joyA, taMdurasta zarIravALAne kSayanI bimArImAM ragadoLAtA joyA. karoDapati Dapati joyA. pAMceInidrAnA viSaye saMdhyA samaye jevAtAM AkAzanA raMga jevA che. khAdhuM ane peTamAM gayuM eTale khalAsa joyuM ane cAlI gayuM eTale khalAsa, sarva viSaye TUMke vakhata rahI uDI janArA che, svapnamAM 2Ajya meLavyuM, zeThAI karI, AMkha ughADI khela khalAsa "cAra divasanI cAMdaraDI ane ghora aMdhArI rAta e lokokti jevI viSayenI sthiti che. Indra jALanI kalpanAthI banAvelA nagara je saunI sAthe saMbaMdha che. jyAMthI sukha meLavavA mAMgIe chIe tyAM te duHkhane pAra nathI. AnaMdanuM nAma nathI sagavaDanuM koI ThekANuM nathI. savAre je kamaLa AnaMda Ape che. te sAMje bIDAI

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102 jatAM ApatuM nathI. yuvAna baLada doDatA hoya tyAre je Anada Ape che. ne gharaDA thaI jAya tyAre te AnaMda ApatA nathI. ApaNI pAse rahelI sauMpatti-seAnAnI pATa ApaNI pAse che. tyAM sudhI AnaMda Ape che. paNa jyAre kamavAdanA kAraNe te vyaktine bhAre Apatti AvatAM jyAre e sAMnAnI pATa anya sthAne jAya te vakhate te ja pATa joine ghaNuM ghaNuM du:kha thAya. kAraNake. anitya padArtha che, yuvAnInA raMga utarI srI sAme jovu gamatu nathI. darAjanA A anubhave che. cetana padArthAMmAM srI, puruSa, azva hAthI, tiya ca vigere tema acetana padArthoM te meTaragADI, vasa, alaMkAra vigere jANavA cetana-acetana padArthAM eka vakhata atyaMta AnaMda Ape tevA su Mdara manehara hAya, teja pAr jyAre pariNAme virasa thai jAya che. jyAre dUdha phATIne lAcAvaLe che tyAre ene nAza thatA najare joie chIe carAcara kAI paNa vastune laine Ama thAya che. chatAM ApaNuM mana saMsAramAM ceTayA kare ja che. cetana upara preta (Devil)nI asara bhAre jAmelI dekhAya che, e najare Akhe khela jue che. paNa kAMi asara thatI nathI. pIjAne game te thayuM, mane kaMI ja nahi thAya AvI kheATI tuccha bhramaNAmAM paDI jANI joine saMsAramAM aTavAyA kare che. AMkha ughADIne sa`sAranI cIjo je svarUpe che te svarUpe jote nathI mATe tuM AtmA edha pAma... sauMsArathI virakta banI jA,

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103 annatya suA annattha, gehiNI pariaNuvi annattha bhUakhaliva kuTuMba', pakikhata' haya ya teNu prajA he, bhavyAtmA, A saMsAramAM tu vicAre che ke saghaLuM kuTuMba mArI sAthe sadAkAla eka sthitimAM rahe, viyAga kuTuMbIjanAnA na paDe te vicAramAM tuM puruSAthI anyA che. paNa je svabhAve ja asthira vastu che. tu sekaDo, karADI upAye karIza te paNa te sthira thanAra nathI. save karmAnusAre judA judA sthAne janAra che. jema koi bhUta devatAne alibAkaLAM pheke che. te khalimAkaLAM parAdhInapaNe judA judA sthAne paDe tema A putrAdika karmAdhInapaNAthI aneka prakAranI gatiemAM jaI paDe che. tArUM' mamatva ke I cAlI zake tema nathI. are bhAI, tuM tArA saMbaMdhIonI ciMtA karyA kare che. temanuM zuM thayuM. tenA vicArathI manamAM mUJayA kare che, jelamAM paDaye paDayA paNa chokarA, bhAie vi. zu karatA haze....paNa te. tArI ciMtA kayAre paNa karI ? mATe mamatvane tyajI dharma ArAdhana 3ra... veNu bhavelave, miliyAya dehAI jAi saMsAre, tANuM na sAgare hi', kIrai sa`khA aNu tehi chA he, paramAtmA svarUpI jIva . saMsAra cakra viSe bhavA bhavane viSe je deheA karyAM che, tenI sakhyA anaMtA sAga. rApama kALethI paNa gaNI zakAya tema nathI. ceArAzI lakha cAni viSe, nathI koI ceAni vizvamAM, nathI jAti ke kAI kuLa evuM, jIva na gayeA jemAM.

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104 vaLI sthAna paNa evuM nathI, AkAza ke pAtALamAM. jyAM janma maraNe nava karyA bahu vAra zvAsozvAsamAM. A mATe tuM vicAra yAne vinivartanI bana yAne ADe avaLe gayele ThekANe Ave tema tuM mokSanI abhilASAmAM sthira thaI jA..5, 5. upAdhyAyajI vinaya vijayajI mahArAjA tema jaNAve che ke tArA bhanI saMkhyA kema vadhe che.. atyAre tAre pAMce IndriyonA viSaya sAthe mitrI che. tene sAru khAvA maLe, sArI suMdara strI maLe. te lahera bhogave che. bhramarAnI jema phula upara besIne madha cATavAmAM AnaMda mAne che. tane dUdhapAka rasapUrI maLe te sabaDakAM letAM amRta mAne che. rUpa jovAmAM tArI AMkhone; vAjiMtronA sura sAMbhaLavAmAM tArA kAnane AnaMda mAne che. IndriyanAM sukhanI sAthe, sevAmAM vAstavika jarA paNa sukha nathI. je te sukha mAnyuM che. jenA mATe dhamAdhama mahenata, puruSArtha kare che. te sukha bahu ja thoDA vakhatanuM che. hAthatALI ApIne nAza pAmanArUM che. jIbhane dUdhapAka aDADa, gaLe lAgyuM, gaLe utarI peTamAM gaye. khela khalAsa...have kaMI dhapAkanA sabaDakAmAM majA kharI. ghora aMdhArI rAtrI che. vAdaLAM caDyAM che. vIjaLInA camakArA thaI rahyA che. e vIjaLInA camakArAne jeTale. vakhata lAge eTale vakhata tAruM mAneluM sukha cAle che?

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105 sukha AvyuM ne labajhabaka thaI paryata pAme che. naTaDI nAce ne cALA casakA kare tema vIjaLInA vilAsanA barA. ara anukaraNa jevuM te che. temAM tAre nivAsa hoya... - tucha IndriyasukhanI sAthe maitrI karanAra mUDha kahe. vAya. mATe tuM vicAra. bhAIsAhebane juvAnIne tera che. vAMke cuke, vaka cAlI aneka atyAcAra kare che. enI juvAnIne cALAnuM varNana karIe to hasavuM Avaze... e samAjamAM abhinava kapaDAM paridhAna karI beTho hoya. DAhI vAto karatA hoya tyAre judo paNa enI juvAnInAM raMga, te gharamAM rAte rakhaDIne Ave tyAre khabara paDe ! meharAjAnA sAmrAjyamAM je AvI bharANA tenI dazA pAchaLathI Apattio bharelI che. e juvAnInA jeramAM viveka, maryAdA ke vicAra rahetA nachI. pitAnI jAtane amaramAnI mojazekha ane tophAna kare che. juvAnInA madamAM duSkRtya, pApa, saTTA, dArU, parastrIramaNa; tema khAvApIvAnuM paNa asta vyasta hoya che, tuM mAnI beThe che ke A juvAnI kAyamI rahevAnI che. nA nA e jebanane caTake laTake cAra daDAne; e jotajotAmAM cAlI janArI che...AMkhe cazmA, vALa-sapheda, dAMta hAlavA mAMDe. vigeye ghaNuM je jovA maLe che. e juvAnInA jussAmAM karelA atyAcAronAM phaLa bhogavavA paDe che. thoDA divasa rahenArI divAnI juvAnIne vaza thaI AvI rIte vatana karanAra kaDavA phaLa zuM na pAme ? para

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106 bhavanI vAta pachI A bhavamAM zu phaLa na maLe juvAnInA zekha ghaDapaNamAM kevAM nAca nacAve che. mATe ja kahe che ke, je vividha viSaye bhAgaLyAM, mahuvAra ne je je vasyAM, pakaDAIne, te te are pAchA parabhAvamAM grahayAM. paNa viSaya sukhanI lAlasA, hajI tArI hajIe navamaTI zuM sIMcatA dhRtathI kadIe, agninI javAlA ghaTI " kAika ja prANI juvAnImAM bhAjana ke srInA pAsamAM paDatA nathI. svatva jALavI rAkhe che tenI paNa aMte juvAnI jAya che. juvAnI kevA kacavATa mUkI jAya che. te vRddhAvasthAnA kAramAM duHkheAthI khyAla Ave che. laTakA maTakAvALI ane vALa sapheda thAya, guptavyAdhio thAya tyAre mananA tApa asahya thaI jAya... rUpanA ADaMbaramAM srI pratye dhyAna khemAya che. padma pAvaDaranA lepa aMte khalAsa thAya che. jotajotAmAM cAlyA janArA emana upara AdhAra rAkhe tene upAdhyAyajI zrI vinaya vijayajI ma. mUDha (gamAra)kahe che. nayaNodaya pitAsiM, sAgara salilAu bahuyara hAi galia rUamANIya, mANu annAmanANuM 488 he AtmA, bhAgyavatA jIvA vairAgI manI dIkSAthI thayA Aya tyAre mAtA pitA zeka kare, raDe che, tethI jJAnI AtmAne jaNAve che ke mAtA-pitAne raDatAM joI dilagira kema thAya che. kavaze ana tabhAvamAM ghaNA mAta-pitAe raDatAM mUkIne AvyeA che. tenI sakhyA gaNIe te samudra

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107 nA pANIthI adhika thAya. tuM kayA mAtApitAne saMteSa ApIza. mATe vicAra.. AtmAnI mAtA keNu ? pitA kANu ? tethI vairAgI anelA verAgIbhAva pUrNa karaze! janarae neIyA, duhAi pAvatti ghAra, NutAi| tatto aNu taguNiya, nigeAasajajhe duha. hAi49he jIva, duHkha leAgavatA jIva cAre gatimAM pharI rahyo che. te du:khanI caramasImAnuM sthAna naraka karatAM nigeAdamAM mana tagaNuM jaNAve ne narakamAM paramAdhAmI kevuM kAramu duHkha Ape che...ke nArakInA jIvAnu mAthu' pheDe, AMkha, nAka, kAna, jIma kApI le che. hAthamULamAMthI kApI nAMkhe che, bhayakara pApeA karI karIne narakamAM tenA kAramAM anubhava kare che. .. prati samaya AhArAdi pudgalonI sAthe je madhana thAya che. te prapti agni karatAM paNa atibhayaMkara hAya che, gadheDAnI cAla karatAM nArakonI cAla ati azubha che. tapelA leAkhaDa jevI dharatI upara paga mUkavAthI je vedanA thAya tenA karatAM nArakIne narakanI dharatI upara cAlatAM atyaMta vedanA thAya, pAMkha chedAyela pakSI jevuM zarIra rAnA hAya che. bhayaMkara aMdhakArasaya, malina, jaNAya che. paganA taLIyAnA bhAga zleSma, viSTA, mUtra aneka vigere bibhatsa padyArthIthI lepAyelo hAya che. mAMsa, keza, nakha, hADakAM, dAMta ane cAmaDAthI AcchAdita thayelI smazAnabhUmi jevA hAya che, saDI

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108 gayelA bilADA vi.nA mRta kalevanI gaMdhathI paNa ati bhayaMkara durgadha hoya che. agni, vIMchInA sparza karatAM tIvra duHkha dAyaka sparza che. tyAM zabda te satata pIDAethI ribAtA nA karUNa kalpAMta jevo ke sAMbhaLavA mAtrathI paNa duHkhadAyI hoya che. narakanI vedanA darzAvatAM kahe poSa mAsa hAya, rAtrImAM hIma paDate heya, vAyu susavATa baMdha vAte hoya te samaye himAlaya parvata upara rahelA vastra vinAnA manuSyane je duHkha thAya te karatAM anaMtagaNuM duHkha nArakane hoya che. bhara unALAne madhyAnhakALa hoya, sUrya mAthA upara tapate hoya, cAre dizAmAM agninI javALAo saLagatI hoya ane kaI pittarogI manuSya je vedanA bhagave te karatAM anaMta gaNI vedanA nArakI bhagave te karatAM anaMta gaNI vedanA nigadIA bhegave che. aDhI dvIpanAM samagra dhAnya khAya chatAM bhUme na bhAMge, samudrone samudra pANI pIe te tarasa na chIpe tevI tIvravedanA tyAM che. sadaiva paravaza ja hoya. 108DIgrI tAva mAnavIne Ave, je tApa sahe tenA karatAM anaMtagaNa tApa sahyA ja kare. ApaNuM karyuM ApaNe ja bhegavavuM paDe ! avadhijJAna-ke vilaMga jJAnathI te AgAmI duHkhane jANe, tethI satata bhayAkula rahe jema eka kutare bIjA kutarAne joIne tuTI paDe che. tema eka nArakI bIjA nArakIne jeI dhamadhamate tUTI paDe che. yuddha kare che. vakriyarUpa

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109 karIne, kSetrabhAvathI prApta thatAM zastro laIne ekabIjAne TUkaDA karI nAMkhe che. jANe katalakhAnuM na hoya, kodhanA. AvezamAM bhayaMkara vedanA tathA karmo bAMdhe che. paramAdhAmI deve dhakhadhakhatI lokhaMDanI putaLI sAthe bheTAve, khUba tapAvelA sIsAnA rasA pIvaDAve, zAthI ghA karI khAra nAMkhe, garama garama telathI navarAve, bhAlAnI aNIe pareve, ghANImAM pale, karavatathI vere, agni, jevI retIpara calAve, ghuvaDa, vAgha, siMha jevA rUpa vikuvI DarAve che. paramAdhAmIo jyAre nArakIone kuMbhamAM nAMkhI pakave che. tyAre ati dArUNa yAtanAthI te nArakIo 500 yojanA sudhI UMce uchALe che. kyAre nIce paDatAM ja kApI nAMkhe, vAgha vi. jIvo vikuvI te jIvone haNI naMkhe chatAM nArakIne jIve mare nahiM. nArakInA dukho karatAM bhayaMkara vadhAre nigodamAM duHkha che. padagatika vAsanAne AdhIna banelA bhAre kamI nigodamAM jAya che. anAdi kALathI sUkama nigodamAM rahelA che ane paribhramaNa karIne pAchA sUkama nigadamAM gayelA jInA duHkhamAM kaMI pheraphAra nathI. bhavabhramaNa karIne TheTha sUma nigodamAM gayA te vyavahArika jIve ane kaI divasa nigodamAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA nathI, nIkaLaze nahiM te avyavahArIyA kahevAya ? nida je cauda rAjalokamAM ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharelI che. te nigedanA asaMkhyAtA geLA che. ekaeka geLAmAM

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110 niMgAdanA jIvAnA asaMkhyAtA zarIra che. eka eka zarIramAM anaMtA jIvA che. je kevaLI bhagavaMtanI sAna dRSTi sivAya bIjA koithI dekhI zakAya tema nathI. nArakInA du:kha karatAM anaMta gaNuM duHkha nigAdIA eka samayamAM bhAgave che, te jIvA eka murhutamAM 65536, bhava kare, eka zvAseAvAsamAM sattarathI adhika bhava kare. e rIte anaMtA-pudgala parAvarttana sudhI A jIva rahyo che. AvI ghAra vedanA bhAgavI, tyAM pharI pharI na javu hAya te! aghAra pApa pravRtti, pApa vRttithI mukta thavuM ane naraka-nigeAdanA sthAnane tilAMjalI ApavI. te mATe AtmAe je kaMI karavuM paDe te karavuM ja joie ! kevaLajJAnI jinezvara deve, salAkanA bhAva kahAya, sa satya sadda hatA. paNa tuM zAne saMsAre mUMjhAye, dIvo hAtha chatAM paNa amRta ! zAne De 5 paDAya e duHkha narakataNAM huM cetana ! kahe ne tujathI kema khamAya tane bhagavAnanA vacana para vizvAsa che ne ? tane khAtrI chene ke sarvajJa asatya na kahe, tane zraddhA che. ne ke rAga dvoSa vinAnA paramAtmAne banAvaTI vAta karavAne kai kAraNa nathI. e prabhue A narakanAM duHkhA matAvyA che. jaNAvyA che. e ja vItarAganA AgamamAM je vadhu na che, tene zraddhApUrvaka samajatAM chatAM saMsAramAM kema mya che, huM stana, hAthanAM dIvA che. chatAM uMDA kuvAmAM kema utare che; chatI AMkhe. AMdhaLAnI mAphaka zA mATe athaDAya

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111 che. ghaNe uMdhe pha have tane mArga darzaka maLyA, mArge AvI jA, tane prabhu maLyA. bhakti maLI, dharma-dharma gurU maLyA, tana mana, dhanathI sevA kara, kUDa kapaTa, paMca, mAyA, ISane phagAvI de, asaMtoSamAMthI saMtoSamAM AvI jA, jhAMjhavAnA jaLa-cAra dinanI cAMdanImAM mUjhAye-te tArA pAra ja nahiM Ave, naraka nigadamAM cAlyA jaIza game teTalI cIsa pADIza keI cheDAvavA, rakSaNa karavA nahiM Ave mATe hajI cetI jA, kaMI gayuM , gurU caraNe ziza namAvI saMsAra sukha-tene rAga bhUlI jaI saMyamI banI jA, dharma karavAmAM uttama, parAkrama pheravavuM e ja tArA jIvananuM sarvasava sArabhUta tatva che. tamivi nice amaja - vasiye re jIvavivihakacyavasA visahaM to tika ahaM, Azuta pugala paravApA he, jIva aneka prakAranA karmanA parAdhInapaNe nigedinI madhye anaMta pudagala parAvarta kALa sudhI eTale ke anaMtA sUkSama kSetra pugaLa parAvarNa kALa parvata tIkSaNa duHkha sahana kara tuM rahyo che... AvA bhayaMkara dukhe anaMtakAla sudhI bhagavyA he AtmA have tAre samajaNa pUrvaka, samatAthI karma bheLavI levAnA che. je maLe tenAthI calAvI le, nirNaya karI le. hAlaze, cAlaze, bhAvaze, gamaze. bhUtakAlamAM ghaNuM bhegavyuM te paNa chIne A chuM te A maLelA sukha-duHkha TakavAnA nathI. tane

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112 maLela zrI jina praNIta dharmane maitrI-pramoda karuNa, mAdhyasthabhAva keLavIne dharmane ArAdhI le. sukhI thavA mATe nirNaya kara ke. huM koNa..bhagavAna mahAvIrane anuyAyI bhagavAna mahAvIrane sevaka.... bhagavAna mahAvIranI AjJAnuM pAlana karanAra bhagavAnane tathA bhagavAnanA siddhAMtane sadaiva haiyAmAM rAkhIne ja jIvana jIvavAvALe, bhagavAnane sevaka anya mATe naraka, tiryaMce nahi ja javAne, yAne te sthAne javAya tevI kriyA-prakriyA nahiM ja karavAne bhagavAnane bhakta bane mATe huM paNa bhagavAna banavAne! zreNaka mahArAjA bhagavAnanA paramabhakta, parama anuyAyI banyA...jenI. upara upakAra karyo che. maratAM bacAvyo che. kevAI gayelI AgaLIne mukhamAM rAkhIne cUsIne zAtA apa che. te dIkare kaNake upakArI pitAjIne rAjya bhegavavA mATe jelamAM pUryA.te pitAne kaMI duHkha nahiM, keNIka pratye roSa nahiM... kaNaka sevaka mAraphate mIThAnA pANImAM palALelA deraDAthI 100 cAbuka mahArAjAne ughADA zarIre marAvate. ghaNA divasa thavA chatAM udvega nahiM, reSa nahiM, mAre cheka re mAre duzmana ke apakArI che e bhAva nahiM. kAraNa ke zreNIka hatA. bhagavAna mahAvIranA parama upAsaka, ananya koTinA bhakta...

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113 kepsIkana sevaka..zreNIka mahArAjAne puche che tamane kAramI vedanA thatI nathI, mAra khAtAM thAkatAM nathI, mArane hasatA mukhe sahI le che .. zreNake jaNAvyuM. huM keNa ...? ane tuM koNa...? tuM eTale nAnakaDA magadhanI pRthvInA mAlika keka ne sevaka..eTale tuM mAra mAratAM thAke tyAre huM ? traNa jagatanA nAyaka, tribhuvanapati, samagra jagatanA adhipati karuNAnA bhaMDAra bhagavAna mahAvIra mahArAjAne huM sevaka, jethI mAra khAtAM paNa na thAkuM ! jyAre zreNaka mahArAjAne dehAMta thAya che ane aMtimavidhi karatAM temanAM hAkakAmAMthI vIra vIra devanI nikaLe. basa ApaNe sau zreNaka mahArAjAnI jema bhagavAna mahAvIranA parama sevaka banIzuM. te naraka nige. danA dukhe samabhAve bhegavI zakIzuM. jyAM sudhI tevA parama bhakta na banIe tyAM sudhI narakAdimAM javAya te prayatna udyama parAkrama karavuM nahiM. niharIe kahavito, patto maNuattarNapi re javA tathavi jiNavara dhamo, patto ciMtAmaNi sAriSTha 51 he jIva ..ghaNI ghaNI jabarajasta akAma nija rApUrvaka duHkhane bhagavate ekendriyAdibhave karato paMcendriya manuSya banyuM have tane ciMtAmaNIthI adhikatara jiNavara zuddha dharmanI prApti thaI che.

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114 manuSyakSetra paikI kSetrabhUmimAMthI eka jIva eka ka banIne siddha avasthAne pAme che. tyAre eka jIvanigeAkramAMthI avyavahAramAMthI vyavahArarAzimAM Ave che. te siddha paramAtmA jagatanA tamAma jIvAne jue che, kAramI bhayaMkara vedanA duHkha jANe che. tethI jJAnathI vicAre che ke A jIvo duHkhathI mukta thAya...paNa te duHkhI tyAre ja mukta thAya ke pApathI mukti meLave te, pApanI sAthe caitrI na hAya te, pApanI kriyAmAM uMdara bilADI jevu vara hAyatA. sa'sAra priya na lAge ! jiNavaranA dharma pAmI kaThoramAMthI kamaLa anavuM joie . te mATe haiyAmAMthI IrSA, nidA rAmAdi kADhavA ja prayatna karavA. dha vinA sAcu' sukha prApta thavuM e azvatraMga jevI kalpanA che. dha vinA sukha maLatu hAya tAsAnAnI khANamAM kAma karatAM khANIyAe kuDapati ja thAya, paNa tema banatuM nathI. vaLI karADapati azubhayAge roDapati thatA joie chIe. dhane utthApIne adhyAtmajJAna ke dhama`maya samagra jIvana jIvavuM e azakaya che. vAstavamAM dharmAMthI sAMsAramukti thAya che. e dharmAMnI mULapedAza che. mATe dharmAM e sAcuM zaraNa che, karmAnuM mAraNa che. bhavasAgaramAM kAraNabhUta che. pattavi ta`mi re jIva, kuNusipamAya' tuma' taya ceva jeNa' bhava dha ve, puNAvi paDie dUha* sahasi AparAM he. AtmA, jinavara dharma pAmI mahAmUlA dha bhUlI

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115 pharIthI paribhramaNa mATe pramAdi kema bane che. ciMtAmaNI ratnanI jema mAnavabhava, zrI jinadharmInI prApti zraddhA saMvega, Adi mahAdula bha che. dhame jaya tathA puNyathI pApa kSaya, pApathI sukha kSaya mATe vicAra karI dhama nA ArAdhanathI kAmaLatA saraLatA bhadriktA prApta thavI jarUrI che. tame paththarane joce che. tapelImAM eka paththarane sUkA pachI bIjA paththarane tapelImAM mUkavA jAo ..pahe. lethI ja tapelImAM helA paththara khIjA paththarane peAtAnAmAM pravezavA nahi' de...paththara zu' paththarane sAtha Ape ? nA ! jyAre paththaranI jagyAe tapelImAM thIjeluM ghI mUke pachI temAM paththara mUko...thIjelu' dhI paththarane dhIme dhIme peAtAnAmAM pravezavA deze. thIjelA ghInI jagyAe tapelImAM pANI vadhu jhaDapathI pattharane peAtAnAmAM samAvI leze. komaLa ja pattharane samAvI le... bhagavAna komaLa anelA che. tethI ApaNA jevA pattharane jarUra samAvaze mATe bhagavAna tathA bhagavAnanA siddhAMtane haiyAmAM sAmAvI leze... A batAve che ke kaThAracIja peAtAnAmAM kaThorane samAvI zaktI nathI. kaThorane samAvI levA kAmaLa banavuM anivArya che. jagatanA jIvA game tevA kaThora hAya paNa dhama pAmelA maitrI prameDha karuNA mAdhyastha bhAvavALA hAvAthI tene samAvI le che...dhama pAmyA te, dhama pAmave

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116 che, pariNati prApta karavI che. te pANI jevA banI jaze. temAM paththara mUktA ja te samAvI leze. e na banI zake te ghI jevA tela jevA banaje. jethI jagatanA jene dhImedhIme tame tamArAmAM samAvI zakaze paNa paththara jevA te kyAreya banazo nahi kAraNa ke e kaThora jIvanamAM tame bIjAne tamArAmAM nahiM samAvI zake jethI mithyAdi guNe pragaTaze nahiM te vinA dharmanI sAcI prApti, sAcI samajaNa meLavavI muzkelI che. mATe ciMtAmaNI sAcavavAmAM meLavavAmAM je parizrama che. te karatAM vadhu parizrama dharmanI prApti mATe kare.... uvaladdho jiNadharmo, naya aNucine pamAya desaNuM ho jIva aparia, subahu para visUri hisi - he bhavyAtmA... daivege dharmanI prApti thavA chatAM doSayukta jIvanamAM samaya vyatita karyo. tuM tAre varI banI parakamAM zuM karIza... eka vedhaka vAta eka bhikhArInA jhUMpaDAmAM mahAna sAhityakAra TolsaToye praveza karyo. bhAMgelA khATalA upara thIMgaDA mArelI godaDI hatI. eka bAju bhaMgAra vAsaNe paDayA hatA. te bhikhArInA gharamAM 18 varSanI uMmarane chokaro hate. AgatuMka TelasToyane oLakhI gaye... TosTeye pUchayuM ke A ghara zrImaMtanuM ke garIbanuM ? | mAruM ghara. zrImaMtanuM ? chokarAe javAba Ape ...

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117 are magaja ThekANe che ? garIbAInI cADI khAya tevI sAmagrI hovA chatAM zuM ema kema kahe che ke A ghara zrImaMtanuM ? tAre abhiprAya mane samajAva ? he vaDIla sAMbhaLo, A bhAMgelI, tuTelI sAmagrI bhale garIbAIne jaNAvatI, paraMtu e sAmagrIo vacce atyAre Apa ubhA che e bhUlaze nahiM TolasToya je mahAna sAhityakAra jenA gharamAM ubhe heya pachI tenuM garIba kema kahevAya, te garIba kema hoI zake. enI hAjarIthI ja e ghara zrImaMtanuM banI jAya che...bole, mArI A vAta samajAI. chokarAnA javAbathI khUba khuza thaI gayelA TesTa chekarAnuM drAridraya toDI nAMkhyuM bhedI dIdhuM; A duniyAne meTo mANasa jenA gharamAM ubhe rahe. tenuM drAridraya je TaLI jatuM hoya te pachI devAdhi deva bhagavAna zrI jinezvara jenA mana maMdiramAM birAjamAna thaI jAya tenuM bhAva drAridraya TaLI jAya. temAM kaMI ja Azcarya nathI. bhAgyazALI tapAsI je ApaNA jIvanamAM bhAva dAridraya TaLyuM hoya, ochuM thayuM hoya tevuM dekhAya che. kharuM ! je saMtoSakAraka javAba nahiM maLe te samajI lejo ke mana maMdiramAM je rIte tAraka arihaMta paramAtmA birAjamAna thavA joIe te thayA nathI. tethI doSa yukta jIvanathI mukta thavA doSarahita jIvana jIvI jANavA prayatna kara...

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118 sAata te varAyA, pacchAsamuvaThiyami maraNa'mi pAva pamAya vaseNu, na sa`ciyA jehi jiNadhamma 5 54 tA he bhavyAtmA ! dharma ArAdhavAnI sAdhana sAmagrI maLI chatAM jinAjJA rahita kaSTa bhAgavI paraleAkamAM ghaNA ja pazcAtApa thaze... jinAjJA mujaba dharma ArAdhavA pramAda (mada, viSaya, kaSAya, nidrA, vithA) rahita thai dhama sAdhanane mokSanI siddhi mATe " saphaLa kara ! pArakAnI ciMtAnI jema tArA vaibhavanI tuM ciMtA kare che. jethI zarIre pAtaLA thAya che. jANe vaibhava cAlyA jaze, lUTAi jaze, evA tane bhaya rahelA che. mATara havelI vepAramAM nukazAna vi. thI tuM ciMtita che. vaibhavanA mATe evu che ke rAjAne rAjyane vaibhava mIThA lAge teTale vepArIne vepArane, amaladArane amaladArInA, munimane munimagIrIne, tema jarA paNa ati zAkti vinA kahIe te `bhIkhArIne tenA mAMgavAnA ThIkarAne lAge che. A vAta khArIka nirIkSaNathI bese tevI che. apane apane tAname gaddhAbI mastAne' bhAi ! A parivAra ane dhana mATe tuM pheAgaDha, mya che. tArUM vana joIne tane jJAnI mUDha kahe che. tuM sane tArU peAtAnuM mAnIne tene mArUM mArU mAnIne chAtI kUTayA kare che. bIjAnI vAta na vicAratAM tArI ja tuM vAta vicAra...ke tArU zarIra keTalu tArU che.

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119 dA.ta. eka vanamAM vanarAjI phAlIphUlI che. emAM da nuM ghAsa ugeluM che. jhAkaLa paDavAthI jhAkaLanuM eka khuda e danI cheDe vaLageluM che. pavana phUMkAtA te khudane giratAM keTalIvAra ! kSaNamAtramAM paDI javAnu che. e TIpAM jevuM jIvana che. paDuM paDu thaI rahela TIpu kSaNamAM paDI ja jaze.... mATe tu pramAdane choDI maLelA megherA jIvananA lhAvA AtmA mATe anubhava karaje.... dhIdhIthI sasAra', devA mariNlR ja tiri hAI / mariNa rAyarAyA, paripaccai niya jAlAe pA devatAe pRthvIkAyanA vimAneAmAM, vAvaDIomAM, vanaspatinA bagIcAmAM tallIna banelA...a Mte teonI temAM mati heAvAthI devapaNa tiya "camAM jAya che. rAjA mahArAjA, cakravarti e marIne narakamAM jAya che...tethI je kAraNe kruti maLe che tevA kAraNa svarUpa soMsArane dhIkkAra che... Atta yAna. raudradhyAnanA kAraNe jIvonI dugati thAya che...... zAstrakAra bhagavaMte kahe che ke je nizcayathI meAkSa gAmI che. evA triSaSThi zalAkA puruSo paikI cakravatti e jo cakrInI gAdI upara besI ja rahe paNa cheDe nahi temAM mRtyu thAya che. sAtamI narake paheAMcADI de che. paNa jo cakravatInI gAdIne tilAMjalI ApI saMyamamAge prayANa kare te daivaleAka athavA meAkSa ja maLe... samaja AvyA mAda, satyane svIkAra karyAM khAdya

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120 sayama pathe jAya che. tyAre temanu zrI ratna pAchaLa pAchaLa kalpAMta karavA chatAM cha mAsa sudhI pharyAM ja kare. raDe, cakI pAchuM vALIne na ja jove... rAgadazAne AdhIna banelI strI chaThThI narake tathA rAmAMdha mIne rAgane vaLagI rahenArA gAdI na cheDe te narake jAya. mATe rAgAdine yAre AdhIna na ja khanavu. rAgadazAne vikheravA mATe virAgadazAne prApta karavI... A saMsAramAM cAra cIjanA paneA rAga du`tie paheAMcADanAra che. arthAt tenA para rAgAMdha thaI ne pharanArA mATe duga`ti rAha joIne beDI che, prathama mAhuka strI che... e strI nathI paNa tArA mATe teA zastra che. AtmAha sa (rAgAMdha) svarUpI che, saracAritrae meAtInA cAza che te cheDIne ajJAnI AtmA kAgatulya banI hADagrAmamAM mehI rahyo che bhega bhAgavavAthI kadApi tRpti thatI nathI. sUyagaDAMga sUtramAM ceAthA adhyayanamAM lakhe che ke...strIe manamAM kAMi ciMtave ane bAle kaI, mAthe oDhaNAM maLyAM che te mithyAtvanA gharanI mAyAnA baLe mAyA vizeSa hAvAnA kAraNe strInA ciratrane kAI pAmI zakatuM nathI. adhI nArI mATe AvuM nathI. uttama paNa hAya che. bharatharI ane pigalAnI vAta te sau bhAgyazALI che...ajJAnatA, meAha dazAnA kAraNe bhartRharI zrRMgAra taraphe gayA...jyAre temane rAga piMgalA tarapha che. paNa piMgalAne te| anya puruSa pratye che ema jANyu... tyAre rAgI

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121 virAgI banavA mAMDayA...vairAgI banyA...mATe pramAda na karatAM samaje. (2) bIje badhu parivAra..ene meha mahA baMdhana che. (3) viSaya sukha..e paNa halAhala kAtila gera che. kiMpAkanA phaLanI jema mIThA lAgaze paNa tane mArI nAMkhaze. (4) dhanasaMpatti para rAga . e delata Ave che tyAre chAtimAM lAta mAre che. tuM evo te akakaDa thaIne chAtI kADhIne phare che. ane jAya che tyAre vAMsAmAM lAta mAre che. tuM e vAMke vaLI jAya che. ke tArAthI uMcu paNa joI zakAtuM nathI. mATe he baMdhu.. he bhAgyavAna AtmA A asAra saMsArane choDI de, pramAdavaza na thatAM saMyamamArgamAM apramatta banI AtmAnuM ArAdhI le ... ... jAIaNuM he che, dumansa parpha va kamavAya hae phizudhanA haraNuI, ghara sayaNa kuTuMba milevi pedA ' he jIvAtmA ! pavanathI haNAyeluM vRkSa paranuM phUla jema paDe che tema nAtha vagarane, svAmIbhAvane nahIM pAmele arahe parahe athaDAte kUTAte durgatimAM jAya che. bhautika padArtho viSe rAgAdinA kAraNe karmabaMdhanamAM vadhune vadhu jhaDapAte jAya che. je vastu jevI che tevI che. tene sArI yA kharAba kahevAthI rAgAdi vadhe che... rAgaDhoSa e vikArabhAva che. te ja AtmAne nAza

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122 karanAra che. arisAmAM agninuM pratibiMba paDe te ara. sAmAM dekhAya che tethI arIse saLagI jato nathI baraphanI zIlA arIsAmAM dekhAya tethI arIse ThaMDo thaI jate. nathI. agni arIse na thAya, arIso agni na thAya ema jaDanuM jaDamAM ane mAruM mArAmAM. jaDa e bhautika padArtha mArA thaI zake ja nahiM. jaDanuM pariNamana zaitanya. karI zake nahi, cetananuM pariNamana jaDa karI zake nahiM ..mATe cetana tuM tArI saMbhALa rAkha..upAsanAne upAsaka banela tuM vAsanAne sanmAna te nahiM. vairAgIne saMsAra saMsAranI kriyAmAM doSa jaNAya ane dharma-dharmanI kriyAmAM AtmAmAM, Atmagata svabhAvamAM guNa dekhAya ..mATe ja jJAnIoe guNaprApti mATe jIvana nirmaLa banAvavAnuM jaNAvyuM. svadoSa darzana, para guru darzana eja sAruM jIvana jIvI jANe, sArthaka karI zake ..doSa pitAnA na dekhI zakavAthI te mahA aMdha che te svajIvanamAM guNa pragaTAvI zakatuM nathI. te AtmA karmanA pracaMDa vAyuthI pachaDAte durgatimAM dhakelAya che. vasiya girimuM vasiyaM, darIsuvAsiyaM samudramajaY=mi. rUkakhagesu ya vasiya, saMsAre saMsaraMtANuM LpaNA he AtmA ! sarakI jatA A viSama saMsAramAM bhamatAM bhamatAM te parvatamAM. guphAomAM, samudranI madhyamAM ane vRkSanA agrabhAgamAM paNa nivAsa karyo che je rAga dveSa dhAdinAM kAraNe parabhavamAM bhaye, ra, ta tuM

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123 samaje to paribhramaNa aneka prakAranA nivAse je kayAM che. tethI mukta banI zake... - jJAnI kahe che ke je krodha kare che tene ja nukazAna thAya che. krodha nukazAna kartA che. e samajAya te jJAna pAmI javAya.. huM krodha na karUM te na thAya. A ja puruSArtha karavAne che. krodhanA nimitte maLe te paNa samatAmAM sthira thavuM. ajJAnI AtmAone ceDAmAM ghaNuM mAThuM lAgI jAya che. jyAre samajune kaMI lAgatuM nathI. pAmI gayelAne 105 DIgrI tAva hoya to te kahe ThIka che. e enuM kAma kare. huM mAruM kAma karuM chuM tyAre aNasamaju ne 99 tAva hAya dhamadhamATa karI muke kAraNa ke sahanazIlatAne abhAva ne.... tAraka paramAtmAne mArga sarvathI anuttara pradhAna mArga che. jenI sAthe koI na AvI zake. gajasukumAra jevA dhanADhaya. zArIrIka saMpattine varelA, bhautika sukhane pAmelA chatAM duHkhamAM dharmane viSe sthira thayA. deve nera ittiya, kIDa payaMgutti mANase ese rUvansI virU, suhabhAgI dukakhabhAgIya 58 he Atmana ! tuM anekavAra deva, nArakI, kIDA, pataMgIA, manuSya thayo...are rUpavaMte, kurUpa tema sukha duHkha bhegavanAre thayuM che. puNyAnuM baMdhI puNya upArjana karavAmAM pramAda karavAthI cAre gatinuM paribhramaNa che.

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124 - se varSanA AyuSyavALe je purUSa pApa karma karavAthI narakaMgatimAM ane puNyakarma karavAthI devagatimAM eka sAgaropamanuM AyuSya bAMdhe che. te puruSa eka divase so varSamAMnA dareka divase duHkha sukha (naraka varga saMbaMdhI) palyopanA kareDo hajAre jeTaluM AyuSya bAMdhe che. arthAt se varSanA divasone eka sAgaropamanA dasa keDIkeDI palyopama sAthe bhAgAkAra karatAM teTalA AyuSya bAMdhavAvALuM pApa ane puNya eka divasamAM upArjana kare che. mATe pramAdane tyAga karI. dharma karavAmAM ughama karo . je so varSanA AyuSyavALe narabhavamAM rahele purUSa puNyanA AcaraNa vaDe deva jAtinA samuhamAM papamanA saMkhyAtamA bhAgane (teTalA alpa AyuSyane) bAMdhe che. (te devagatimAM palyopamanA saMkhyAmAM bhAga parimANa AyuSyane bAMdhanAra se varSanA AyuSyavALe) purUSa divase divase asaMkhyAtA karaDe varSanuM AyuSya bAMdhe che. papamanA saMkhyAmAM bhAganA varSonA vibhAga karIne se varSanA dareka divasamAM vaheMcIe te te dareka divase asaMkhyAtA karoDa varSa Ave. A ja pramANe naraka viSe samajavuM. mATe paMDita puruSe kSAjyAdika daza prakAranA dharmanA ArAdhanamAM zithilatA na karavI joIe dharmadAsa gaNIe upadezamALAmAM jaNAvyuM che ke devANa devalee, je surakaM re subhaNio vi, na bhaNaIvAsa saeNa vi. jasavi chavAsayaM hajajA

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125 devalAkamAM devAne je sukha che tenu vaNuMna seA va nA samayamAM se| jIbhavALA-vAcALa hovA chatAM pUrNa vana karI zakatA nathI teA sAmAnya mANasa te sukhanu zu' varNana karI zake. tevI ja rIte narakAne viSe ati. karkaza ane vipAkanI vaidyanAe karIne paramatIkSNa kSudhA Adi duHkhAnuM varNana paNa thaI zake tema nathI. te duHkhA satata karADa varSAM sudhI kahevA chatAM varNana pUrNa thAya tema nathI. nArakInA duHkheA tathA tiya ca bhavamAM je aMkuza, mAra, khaMdhana, mAraNA chedana vigere se kaDAM duHkhe, je jaNAya che te dharma viruddha karelAM kRtyanu phaLa samajavuM... manuSyagatimAM paNa duHkha samajAve che ke jAvajajIva sakaleza, asAra a9pa kALa rahevAvALuM viSayAdika sukha, agni, cAra AdithI thatAM upadraveA, paranA Akroza vacana sahana karavAM. aparAdhanA kAraNe kArAvAsa, daMDArdi nA mAra, dhana, vAta, pitta hakathI utpanna thatAM rogA dhananuM haraNa, manane saMtApa, cittanA uddega, apakIti, vigere duHkhA che mATe puNyanA baLe maLelA manuSya janma ne saphaLa karavA dhama kAne viSe udyama karaveTa jarUrI che. devatAone paNa sukha nathI. te darzAve che ke huM dedIpyamAna AbhuSaNA paridhAna karavA chatAM azucithI bharelA garbhAvAsamAM AvavAnuM thAya che. devaaAkamAMthI cyavana thavAnu che ema cha mAsa pahelethI jANe tethI AptadhyAnamAM cha mAsa pasAra karatAM DAya che. valavA

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126 sAdhane choDavA paDaze enuM bhArobhAra duHkha thAya che. devene paraspara IrSA, adekhAI, parAbhavathI prApta thayelA kheda, vigere kAraNethI temane paNa duHkha mizrata sukha hoya che. mATe jinezvaranI AjJA mujaba dharmanuM ArAdhana viziSTha bhAvathI karavuM ja joIe. khUba ja samajavAnI A vAta che. dhyAnathI yAda rAkha, duHkhI mANasane mAtra upadeza devAthI dharmAbhimukha banAvI zakAte nathI, pahelAM to tame tenI sAthe maitrI kare, tene bhaya mukata kare, tenA manamAMthI teSane dUra kare. tene ArAdhanA mATe utsAhita kare pachI e duHkhI jIvAtmAne dharmane upadeza Ape te darzAvelI vAta tenA haiyAmAM utaraze ane dharma karavA zaktimAna thaze. rAuttiya dabhaguttiya, esa savAguti esa viyAvI sAmI dAse pujaje, khatti a ghaNe dhaNuvaittiApala navi intha keI niyamo, sakakampa viNiviTTa sarisa kaya ciTTo anuna ruva vesa, naDava pariMatae jIva pedanA he AtmA, tuM keTalI keTalI vakhata rAjA, bhIkhArI caMDALa, ane brAhmaNa thaye, vaLI te ja tuM svAmI, dAsa,

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127 pUjya, baLa nirdhana ane dhanavAna paNa thayuM. emAM kaI prakArane niyama nathI ja. kAraNa ke prakRti, sthiti, anubhAga pradezarUpa racanAnI sarakhI ceSTAthI athavA devAdika paryAyarUpanA AzrayarUpe naTanI jema anya anya rUpa ane viSavALo thaI paryaTaNa kare che. te paryaTanathI mukta banavA mATe dharmAnurAgI jIvana jIvavAnI jarUra che. satsaMga ane satyasaMgaja AtmabhAvane TakAvI rAkhe tevA sAdhana che. IchAone abhAva te mekSa mArganI gurU cAvI che. temAMthI janmamaraNane abhAva thaI pUrNa mokSa prApta thAya te. guNavaMtA manuSyo sukha meLave jagatanA bhautika sukhe maLe yA na maLe paNa dharma ke jemAM saraLatA, udAratA, bhadriktA, samAnatA, nirakSitA, niHsvArthatA, nirahaMkAritA guNo jemAM samAyelA che. te ja dharma mATe deha tyAga karI zake che. paNa dharmane cheDatA nathI. AvuM sAhasa karanArA jI pUrva saMskAranA baLe vartamAnamAM dharmane ArAdhI artha ane kAmane gauNa karI mokSane sAdhavA prerAya che. dharmane anusaranArA ja kAmane keIpaNa prakAranI IcchAone sarva prakAre AdhIna hotA nathI. strI, putra, parivAra, anucara ke samAja sAthe temane saMbaMdha kevaLa AzA, tRSNA, apekSA, svArtha, ke mehavaza heta nathI. IcchA ke vAsanAne AdhIna thatuM nathI. te saMskArI

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128 AtmAo dharmane pradhAna karI artha ane kAmanI ADa. pirAzane gauNa karI mekSa sukha tarapha vate che. viveka pUrNa mAnavadeha pAmI manuSyamAtre dharma ane kamane paricaya karavA jevo che. karma zuM che. te jANyA sivAya kama mukti ane dharma yukti saMbhava. nathI. jethI, janma maraNanA pherAthI TaLavApaNuM paNa nathI. je mAnava karmane ke dharmane jANatA nathI tenI dazA tiryaMca jevI che. dharma vinA sAcuM sukha prApta thavuM te azva zRMga jevI kalpanA che. je saMsArika sukhanA sAdhane. vartamAna kALamAM koIne dharmanA prayajana vagara maLatA dekhAya che. tethI mAnava bhUla thApa khAI jAya che. ke. dharma vinA paNa sukha maLe che. A hakIkata samajAyA pachI have jIvane nirNaya thAya ke mAre dharma pAme che. dharmanuM AvuM nirdoSa sAdhana tyajI sadoSa jIvana jIvavAnI mUDhatA karavI nathI. AvI niHzaMkatA ane nirNaya pachI mAnavanA sAcA jIvanane prAraMbha thAya che. te jIvanamAM cetanAnI aciMtya zakti pragaTa thAya che. te cetanA siddhonI mahAsattAne anusare che. te cetanAnI anubhUti pachI bhakatanA uddagAra kevA adabhUta hoya che. AtmA AtmAne AtmA vaDe AtmAmAM rahelI zakita joze te siddha avasthA pragaTa yA prApta thaze.

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129 naraesu aNuo, avamAo asAya bahalAo re jIvatae pattA, aNuta khutto bahuvihAe 61 re jIva, te ratnaprabhAdika sAte narakamAM upamA rahita khe karIne bahu prakAre vedanAo bhegavelI che. je mANasa marIne je gatimAM javAnuM hoya te gatine yogya lezyA mRtyu samaye tene vate che. brahmadatta cakavati marIne narakamAM javAnA hovAthI maratI vakhate teo pitAnI paTTarANa kurUmatinuM samaraNa karatA karatA narakagatimAM gayA. jevI gati tevI mati... jarAkumAranA hAthe kRSNanuM mRtyu thavAnuM che. evuM bhaviSya kathana sAMbhaLI jarakumAra jaMgalamAM cAlyA jAya che. jethI pote mRtyunuM nimitta na bane paNa bhAvibhAva mithyA thAya kharo ? jaina darzana (itihAsa) mujaba dvArikA nagarIne vaMsa thayA bAda kRSNa ane baLabhadra paribhramaNa karatAM karatAM jyAM jarAkumAra rahele che. tyAM Ave che. pANInI tarasathI tRSAtura banelA kRSNajI mATe baLabhadrajI najIkanA sarovaramAMthI jaLa levA jAya che. tyAM dUrathI zrI kRSNanA pagamAM rahelA padmanA tejane keI jAnavara samajI zrIkRSNanA AgamanathI ajANa evA jarAkumAre cheDelA bANathI ja zrIkRSNanuM maraNa thAya che. jarAkumAre manuSyanI cIsa sAMbhaLI turata ja doDI AvatAM zrI kRSNajIne nihALI kapAta kare che.

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130 paNa have zuM thAya ? bhAvi mithyA thatuM nathI. jarAkumAranI AMkhamAMthI azrudhArA vahe che. te samaye kRSNa mahArAjAe jarAkumArane kahyuM ke bhAI, kalpAMta kare vyartha che. bhavi mithyA kayAMthI thAya ! je kALe je banavAnuM hatuM te banI gayuM. paraMtu have tuM ahIMthI cAlyo jA, hamaNAM ja baLabhadra Avaze te tane mArI nAMkhaze, jarAkumAra cAlyA jAya che. baLabhadra teTalAmAM Ave che, zrI kRSNajInI maraNAMta sthiti karanAra ke duSTa che? mane atAve te atyAre ja huM tene khatama karI nAkhu.... tyAM te kRSNajIne paNa jarAkumArane khatama karavAno vicAra AvI gaye baLabhadrajIne khyAla AvI gaye ke jarAkumAranA hAthe ja mRtyu thayela che. bhagavAna neminAtha tIrthakara nAvIne pramANe banyuM che. bhAvi bhAvane keI aTakAvI zakatuM nathI. yad bhavitadabhavatu . ahIM 61nI gAthAne anurUpa narakane utkRSTa viraha kALa jaNAvAya che. pahelI narakamAM covIsa muhurta, bIjImAM sAta aherAtrI. trIjImAM paMdara ahorAtrI, cothImAM eka mahine, pAMcamImAM be mahinA, chaThImAM cAramahinA, ane sAtamImAM cha mahinA jaghanyathI aMtara paDe te eka samayane, eka samayamAM asaMkhyAta che narakamAM utpanna thAya che. tema asaMkhyAtA dukhe. bheLave che. narakanI vedanA aMge zAstramAM jaNAvyuM che ke prati samaya AhArAdi pugalenI sAthe je baMdhana thAya che. te

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131 pradipta agni karatAM paNa ati bhayaMkara heAya che. gadheDAnI cAla karatAM paNa nArakAnI cAla ati azubha hAya che. tapelA lAkhaDa jevI dharatI para paga mUkavAthI je vedanA thAya tenA karatAM nArakIne narakanI dharatI upara cAlatA atyaMta gaNI vedanA thAya, pAMkha DhAyela pakSInA jevu atyaMta kharAba huDakasaMsthAna heAya che, narakAvAsa adhakAra maya, bhayaMkara tathA atimalina hAya che. tyAMnA taLiyAnA bhAga zleSma, viSTA, mUtra, ane kaph vigere bibhatsa padArthothI lepAyelA jevA hAya che, mAMsa, keza, nakha, hADakAM, ane cAmaDAthI AcchAdita thayelI smazAna bhUmi jeve hAya che. saDI gayelA bilADA, kutarA vi. mRta kalevaronI gaMdhathI paNa ati azubha hAya che. tyAM rasa teA lImaDA vigerenA rasa karatAM paNa khUba kaDavA hAya hAya che. agni ane vIMchInA sparza karatAM trIvatara tyAM sparza hAya che. sAMbhaLavA mAtrathI du:kha thAya tevA zabdone kalpAMta hAya che. AvI aneka prakAre vedanAe narakImAM che. sAtamI narakanAM apratiSThAna nAmanA narakAvAsamAM pAMcakroDa aDasaTha lAkha. navANuM hajAra pAMcaseA cArasI vyAdhie che. tethI pramAdane AdhIna naraka gatimAM na javAya te hetuthI dhama maya jIvana pasAra kara... mATe bhAvathI vizuddhavALe tu' anIza jethI jJAnInA vacanAne auSadhanI jema sukhane ApanArA grahaNa karIza. jema auSadha pItAM kaDavuM lAge chatAM pariNAme ghaNA sukhane ApanArU thAya che. tema jJAnInA gurUnA vacana aMgIkAra

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13ra karatAM kaSTa lAge chatAM pariNAme A bhava parabhavamAM hita kAraka ja che. mATe jJAnInA zabdone AdarI durgatithI paDatA virama pAme ! te mATe traNa tatva ne pAme, je che devagurU dharma, jene tenI sAthe meLa tenuM kalyANa thAya ja. devatte aNuate, parAjiogaNuM uvagaNuM bhIsaNa kuha bahuviMha, aNutabute samaNabhUaM he, jIva devabhavamAM manuSyabhavamAM parataMtrapaNAthI bhayAnaka duHkhane anubhava te karyo che. snehI, sagAMsaMbaMdhI, sAdhana saMpatti vi. parane meha viSTAnI gaLI jevo che. te Atma sukharUpI kamaLanI sugadha levA detuM nathI. jyAre e gALIne dUra karIzuM tyAre ja Atmasukha rUpI kamaLanI sugaMdhI barAbara Avaze nalI sukhanAM dhyAnamAMne dhyAnamAM ApaNane sAcAM sukha sAme jovAnI mIMTa mAMDavAnI phurasada nathI paraMtu A nakalI sukhanuM pariNAma duHkha che. je dunyavI nakalI sukha vartamAna kALamAM je duHkha ApatuM hoya te bhavidhyamAM te zuM zuM duHkha na kare ! A mANasa svAdathI utpanna thatAM sukhane kAraNe peTa bharIne khAya che. pachI ajIrNa thavAthI ghaNA divasa sudhI khAvAnuM choDavuM paDe che. aneka dardathI pIDAvuM paDe che, te darda thI mukata thavA mATe deDA DI karavI paDe che paisAne vyaya paNa anivArya bane che. tevI ja rIte vastrAbhUSaNanuM sukha jogavavA jatAM guMDAothI lUMTAvAne

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133 prasaMga Ave che. zAnA ghAthI kAramI pIDAne anubhava kare paDe che. zAtAnuM sukha bhogavavA jatAM paNa AvA ja kaDavA anubhava thayA vinA rahetA nathI. AvA AtmAone savAmaNa rUnI rezamI uttama taLAIe AnaMda ApI zakatI nathI. ghaNI vakhata to paDakhAM ja pheravavA paDatA hoya che. anaMta jJAnIo kahe che ke A dunyavI sukha A viSaya bheganuM sukha madhulipta asi dhArA jevuM che. madha cATatI vakhate to jIbhane svAda Ave che paNa bIjI ja kSaNe jIbha talavAranI tIkSaNa dhAra vaDe kapAI jAya che. piote mAnelI anukuLatA prApta karavA tema pratikuLatA dUra karavA aneka prakAranI pravRtti kare che. temAM prANAtipAta vigere aDhAre pApa lAgyA vagara rahe kharA ? saMsAra janya bhege teTale ja roge, chatAM bhege pratyenI Azakti ochI thatI nathI. dunyavI sukhano lebhI jIvaDe evAM cIkaNAM karma bAMdhe che. ke tenA phaLa bhogavavA mATe tene narakAdimAM utpanna thavuM paDe che. tema manuSya bhavamAM ghaNAM kAramAM duHkhe bhegavavA paDe che. bhalene gaI puta aura be AI khasama jevI sthiti utpanna thAya che. jene tame loke sukhI saMsAra batAvo che paNa tenI bhItaramAM kevI Aga bhabhUke che. te jaNAvatuM dRSTAMta mahAna gItatha pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrInA mukhe sAMbhaLeluM ahIM jaNAvAya che.

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134 eka zeTha ghaNe vizALa vepAra kheDatA ane temAM racyA pacyA rahetA. ghaDInI paNa phurasada na maLe. bIjI tarapha zeThANIne a5 ja kAma rahetuM. bAkI nekara kAma karI lete. lokomAM kahevata che ke "navare beThe nAda vALe" e kahetI mujaba je mANasa nava paDe che tyAre tenA manamAM aneka prakAranAM vicAro Ave che. te pramANe bIjAnuM bagADanAra pitAnuM ja bagADatuM hoya che. kAmakAja vinAnA zeThANa te samaya pasAra karavA bhaTakavA lAgyA, zeTha dasa vAge Ave tyAre madharAte bAra vAge zeThANI gharamAM praveza kare.zeThANInA garama svabhAvanA kAraNe zeTha kaMI ja nA kahe. kadAca jhaghaDe karatAM gharanI AbarU javAne mATe Dara hovAthI vAtane na sAMbhaLyA jevI kare. zeThANa kaMI samajI zake tevI paristhitimAM na hevAthI. vAraMvAra jhaghaDAnA kAraNe banavAthI pUrepUrI hiMmata rAkhI zeThe bAraNAMne sAMkaLa aMdarathI lagAvI dIdhI. darajano samaya thatAM zeThANInI padharAmaNI thaI. bAraNAMne khakhaDAvyuM. Aje Ama kema thayuM? mArA dhaNanI hiMmata cAle nahiM. paNa mane ciMtA hoya ja zenI? zeThANIe jorathI bUma pADI. bAraNuM khele! zeThe javAba Ape nahiM khUle te. nahiM. ja khUle, bahu bahu kahevAthI zeThe kahyuM ke tuM kAgaLa upara lakhIne Apa ke havethI rakhaDIza nahiM. bhaTakIza nahiM. te bAraNuM kheluM, mAthe bhArI zeThANI A mAne tema na hatA. baMne jaNAM haThavADe caDhayA hatA. chevaTe zeThANIe jaNAvyuM ke bAraNuM

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135 khele. nahiM te huM kuve paDIza. paNa lakhI ApIza te nahi ja.... zeThANIe to saMsAranuM pradarzana karavA mAMDayuM. najIkamAM kU hatuM tyAM jAya che. zeThe tirADamAMthI joyuM te zeThANI kuvA tarapha jAya che. zeTha sahaja DhIlA paDayA teTalAmAM zeThANIe eka vajanadAra patthara uMcakIne kuvAmAM nAMkhe. avAja kAne paDatAM ja zeTha samajayA ke nakkI A kuvAmAM paDayA eTale bAraNuM kholIne kuvA tarapha doDayA. A tarapha zeThANI chUpI rIte gharanI pAse AvI pahocyA hatA. chUpAIne rahelA zeThANI bAraNAM khUlelAM joI aMdara pravezI gayA. bAraNAM barAbara baMdha karI dIdhA. zeThe kuvAmAM ghaNuM jevA mAMDayuM paNa zeThANI hoya to dekhAya. zeThANI to gharamAM temAM bAraNuM baMdha karavAne avAja sAMbhaLatAM zeTha turata pAchA AvyA. bAraNuM khakhaDAve che. have zeThANI bAraNuM khele ja nahiM. zeThANIne hAtha upara hate. AkhI rAta rakhaDo che, ujAgarA karAvo che. te zarama AvatI nathI. have te lakhI Ape ke A rIte koI divasa bahAra rakhaDIza nahiM. te ja bAraNAM ughaDaze kayAM sudhI rakhaDunI rAha jovI ? cArI ane vaLI zira jorI...te AnuM nAma gunegAra pote che. chatAM zeThane dabaDAve che. zeThe ghaNI vinaMti karI paNa zeThANuM mAnatA nathI zeTha dhIme bele che. tyAre zeThANI jora jorathI bele che, zeThANI bele ke rAta AkhI rakhaDe che. ne ujAgarA karAve che. te zarama AvatI

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136 nathI? have te lakhI Ape ke koI divasa rakhaDIza nahiM. zeThANI gunegAra hovA chatAM zeDane dabaDAve che. zeTha dhIme bole tyAre zeThANuM tADUkI tADUkIne bole che. te kUvAmAM paDavAne dekhAva karI mane chetaryo. paNa huM to saMsArathI tArAthI kaTA-huM te kUvAmAM paDIza ja... zeThANI zeThane namAvavA mAMgatA paNa vidhavA thavAnI taiyArI na hatI. tethI zeThane kUvA tarapha jatAM aTakAvyAM. page lAgIne gharamAM zeThane bolAvyA. zeThane krodha kajIye kara na hatuM tethI zAMta rahyA, saMsArIonI bhItaranI avasthA ghaNI ja kharAba hoya che... tiriyagaI maNupate, bhIsaNamahAve aNuaNagavihA janmamaraNa rahade, aNutabuta paribhAmie davA he Atman tuM manuSyanI jema tiryaMca gati pAmI aneka vedanAo sahana karatAM janma maraNane raheMTamAM anaMtIvAra paribhramaNa karI rahyo che. tiryaMca avasthAmAM te najare jaNAya che ke deDakAne jIva jatuM hoya tyAM kAgaDAne AnaMda Avato hoya che. keTalAMkanA zIgaDA saDI gayA hoya che. aMdara jIvAta paDI gaI hoya che. tema kUtarAo peTathI kamarathI vaLI gayAM hoya che baLada-uTa-gadheDA upara bhayaMkara bhAra paDate sahana kare paDe che. ekendriyAdithI saMsI tiryaMca paMcendriyamAM anaMtA jIvone samAveza thAya che. temAM anaMtIvAra anaMta prakAre duHkhone sahana karyA mATe tiryaMcAdi gatimAM na javAya te rIte dharmamAM parizrama kara...

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137 -jAvaMta ke vidukakhA, sArIrA mANasA 1 saMsAre patA atabhutA, jIvA saMsAra katAre 6aa he Atman ! A saMsAramAM zArIrIka-mAnasika jeTalAM prakAre duHkhA che te duHkheAne ana tIvAra meLavI cUkayA che. je duHkhAnA anubhava thAya che. te karelA karmanA vipAka ja che, te tuM ja bheLave che. jema dArU pIdhA pachI amuka samaya bAda naze| caDe tyAre bhAna gumAve che. tema ka nA hulle sArI ane kharAkha ane prakAranI pheraphArI thaI zake che, bhIkhArI lAkhAne mAlika banI jAya che. azubhanA udaya hAya te dhanavata paNa bhIkhArI banI jAya che, azubhanA uyavALA ne sArI zikhAmaNa paNa kAma ApatI nathI. badhuM ja ceAtaraphathI uMdhu thatAM vAra lAgatI nathI, zuM keI kopAyamAna daiva bhAgya AvIne tamAceA mAre che? nA, mAratuM nathI. evIM dubuddhi thAya che ke jenAthI muMja rAjA jema bhIkhArInI jema capaNIyuM laine bhIkha mAMgatA tema bhIkha mAMghavI paDe che. ekavAra cilane sAMbhaLavA lAkhA leAke Atura hatA. Aje temAMnuM koI nathI. eka ja mAtAnI kukSie jamelA bhAie milkata mATe laDe che. devAMdha banIne korTomAM jAya che. humalA kare che, na karavAnuM kare che. niyamita dhaMdhA karanAra saTADIe manIne pAyamAla banI jAya che. AmarU khacA vavA mATe jhera pIe che A azubhanA utkraya sivAya kaMi ja nathI.. ...

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138 rAjarANInI kukSie janmelA mRgAputra rAjakuMvara hAvA chatAM hAtha, paga, nahiM, AMkha kAnanI jagyAe mAtra kANAM-cinhA...te hAlI na zake. eTalI na zake. mATInA piDa meTo jANe na heAya tevu zarIra, paNa mAtAne dayA hAya ja...evA prakAranA pravAhI padArtha tayAra kare. te pIMDa upara reDI zakAtA, AhAra prApta karyAM tema manane thAya paNa te pravAhI padArtha parU ane rasI rUpe bahAra AvatA. mRgAputra zarIra dvArA e parU ane rasI ne cUsI lete. zarIramAMthI enI bhayaMkara du"dha nIkaLe ke nAke kapaDu AMdhyA sivAya tenI pAse jaI na zakAya. A sarve azubha karmonA udaye ja thAya che. uDDayanu pariNAma bhAgavyuM che. ane je azubha karmo karaze tene azubha pariNAma jovA paDaze. pApana! udaya vakhate aneka prakAranA duHkhA, aNadhArI muzkelIo ke mU MjhavaNA AvI paDe che. jIvanamAM hAya hAya kare che, tyAre bIjAne doSa ApIe chIe. paNa hAthanA karyAM haiye vAgyAM e jAtuM nathI. sama jANatAM ke ajANatAM thayelAM pApa udayamAM Ave che tene samatAthI bhogavI levA eja kho jaina zAsana pAmyAne sAra che. paNa jo duHkha vakhate gabharAyA, hAya. vAyamAM DUkhyA, Atta dhyAne pahoMcyA teA DhagalAbaMdha ka badhAze tema bhAvinI salAmatI paNa jokhamAze. tethI AtmAe Atmagata bhAvamAM AvavA mATe sukhamAM rAjI

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139 na thavuM. duHkhamAM gabharAvuM nahi. samabhAvathI bhAvita banAvI devAthI AtmA ujajavaLa banaze. tamahA aNutakhuro, saMsAre tArisI tuma AsI, ja pasameu savo-dahINuM, mudayana tIrijajhA dipA he jIva...te narakamI vedanA paikI anaMtIvAra bhayaMkara tRSA bheLavI che. te tRSAthI mukata thavA samudronA pANI paNa samartha na thaI zakayA.. tuM gata janmamAM tathA A janmamAM bhegavela dune yAda kare to vartamAnamAM tane je duHkha jaNAya che te te kaMI ja nathI.. bhegavI nAMkhelA duHkhone yAda karavAnI jarUra teTalA pUratI che ke pharI pharI te duHkhe ubhA na thAya te rIte jIvana vyavahAra karIe tathA vartamAna dukha bhAgavatAM zeka, AttadhyAna raudradhyAna na thAya te mATe prathama traNa narakamAM paramAdhAmIo bhayaMkara dukhone anubhava karAve che. te duHkho AgaLa AtmAe Atmagata guNa meLavavA paDatA, dekhAtAM duHkho kaMI ja hisAba mAM nathI . aThThAIne tapa karanAra 192 kalAka sudhAne sahana karI zake che to te AtmA 12 kalAka jarUra sahana karI zake che. arthAta rAtribhejana baMdha karI zake che. nArakInI vedanA yAda hoya tene vartamAna duHkha sahana karavAM taddana sahelI vAta che...aAI Adi tapa karIne rAtri bhejanane tyAga na karI zake te te aDrAIne tapa vyavahArathI, dekhAvamAtrathI karyo ema samajavuM jhaDaze... AtmAnA kalyANAthe nahiM... keI keInA keI duHkha

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140 laI zakatuM nathI. bAramA devalekamAM birAjatA sItendra (sItAjIno jIva)ne thayuM ke jeNe mArA mATe ghaNA ghaNA duHkha bhogavyA, vanavagaDA joyA. tevA mArA diyarajI zrI lakSmaNajIne narakamAMthI mArI pAse devalokamAM lAvuM ane sukhI karUM. narakanI gADha vedanAne bhegavatA zrI lakSmaNajInA AtmAe kahyuM ke mAre mArA pApa karma bhagavyA vinA chUTako nathIpAre jema chUTo paDI jAya tema temanA Atma pradeza vikharAvA mAMDayA. aMte tyAM ja karmane AdhIna banIne rahevAnuM thayuM. AsI aNutakhute, saMsAre te chuhAvi tArisiyA japa sameu sabdho, puggalakAovi na tirijajA dudA he bhAvika...tane narakarUpa saMsAramAM anaMtIvAra sudhA utpanna thaI hatI. ke te sudhAne zamAvavA mATe jagatanA padArtho pUrNa thAya tema na hatA. saMsAramAM na karavAnA kRtya karIne bhayaMkara pApa bAMdhyA, paisA mATe thaIne bhAIbhAInuM, bhAgIdAranuM khUna karAvI nAMkhe. mIkta pacAvI le. vaLI samaje ke huM moTo dhanavAnasukhI paNa tenA pariNAmone koI divasa vicAra karyo ! kaMika lokenI hAya laI paisA bhegA karyo. te hAtha dugatimAM laI javAnI sagavaDa karI Ape che. AraMbha parigrahane bhagavAne niSedha karyo chatAM temAM jhaMpalAve che. tiyAne mArI mArIne tenI cAmaDI, lehI vigerethI pAvaDara ne, caMpalo-pasa vi. vAparatAM AnaMda thAya che. sUTa tevA bUTa, vAIphane hAra tevI baMgaDI, sADI,

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141 blAujha, erIMga caMpalanI paTTI paNa eka ja raMganI, paNa eka divasa meciMga nIkaLI jaze tenI khakhara che ? kamanA phaNagA phUTaze tyAre duHkhe, lAgavavAM paDaze, tyAre meciMga madadarUpa nahi' mane, mAMsa priya ajJAnI AtmAene narakamAM paramAdhAmIe tenu' ja mAMsa kADhI agni sarakhuM lAlaceALa anAvI khavarAve che, meAjazeAkhanA priya leAko dArU zarAba pIve che. zaradImAM pIve che te karmInA udaye nArakInA jIvanI ja carakhI, leAhI kADhI ukALI ukALIne pIvaDAve che. bhagava te jaNAvyu che ke sA haNo ! mA haNo jo huNIza te tAre haNAvu ja paDaze! iMdIza teA chedAvu paDaze. ahIM mAnava leAkamAM ghAra vedanA bhAgavatA hAya, khAvA pIvAnuM sAdhana na heAya, bahu du:khI hAya, pagamAM bhAThA zarIramAM jalaMdhara Adi roga thayA hAya, eka ja zarIramAM ghaNAM roga bhegA thayA hAya, tenI je vedanA tethI anaMta gaNI vedanA nArakInA bhavAmAM hAya che.... jyAre kaSAyA mahu trIva hAya ane AtmA caMdra pariNAmI hAya tyAre AtmA AyuSya bAMdhe teA nArakInu bAMdhe ane parigrahamAM mahArAgI hAya tyAre paNa AyuSya khAMdhe te nArakInuM madhe. A nArakI eka nathI paNa sAta che. AchAmAM ochu AyuSya dasa hajAra varSInu' che temAM paNa eka divasa, eka kalAka; eka sekanDa paNa ochu nahiM ja, ahIMnA du:kha sahana karI zakAtA nathI teA tyAM teTalI lAMkhI mudata sudhI du:kha kayAM sudhI bhAgavAze.

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142 tyAM eka rega ghaTe tema nathI, tema roganI kaI davA nathI. A badhA bhayaMkara duHkhe bhegavavAnuM kAraNa ekaja ke pUrvabhavamAM pApa kastAM pAchuM vALIne joyuM nahiM. aneka prakAranI hiMsA karI, kaSAye dhAraNa karyA. tethI narakanA bhaMga nA banavuM hoya te bhoganI Asakti choDavI, pApa karmothI dUra rahevuM..... pahelI naraka ratanaprabhA nAme-yAne dharmA. bIjI naraka zarkarA prabhAnAme yAne vaMzA, trIjI naraka vAlukAprabhA nAme yAne zailA, cethI naraka paMkaprabhA nAme yAne aMjanA, pAMcamI naraka dhUmaprabhA nAme yAne riA, chaThThI naraka tama prabhA nAme cAne maghA, sAtamI naraka tamastamaprabhA nAme yAne mAdhavatI saMbhUtelA pRthvIthI navaso jana pachI naraka zarU thAya che. te naraka bhUmimAM nArakIo rahe che. prathama naraka rana prabhA nAmanI che. tene pRthvI piMDa eka lAkha eMsI hajAra jejana che. enA traNa kAMDa vibhAga che. prathama kAMDa ratna bharapUra che. tethI tenuM nAma ratnaprabhA pADela che. joke tenI jADAI 16 hajAra ejananI che. bIjA kAMDamAM kAdava che. tenI jADAI 84000 yejanA che. trIjo bhAga pANIthI bhareluM che. tenI jADAI 80 hajAra jana che. enI nIce ghodadhi, tenI nIce ghana. vAta, tenI pachI tanuvAta pachI AkAza tyAra pachI bIjI narakabhUmi Ave che.

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143 bIjI naraka bhUminuM nAma zarkarAmabhA che. emAM kAMkarA vizeSa che. trIjI vAlukA prabhA-temAM retI vizeSa, pAMcamI dhUma prabhA temAM dhUmADe vizeSa, chaThThI tamaH prabhAmAM aMdhakAra tema sAtamI tAmastama prabha -e ghora aMdhakAra maya che. prathama narakathI te sAtamI naraka sudhI uttarotara laMbAI-pahoLAI vadhatI Ave che. ane chevaTe leka puruSanA paga AgaLa khUba lAMbI paheLI thAya che. sAtamI nArakanI nIce paNa ghodadhi, ghanavAna ane tanavAta Ave che. chevaTe AkAza Ave che. tyAM lekane cheDo Ave che. e nArakI chatrAdhare che. eka uMdhA chatra upara bIju nAnuM chatra mUkayuM hoya e rIte che. emAM meTAmAM moTuM chatra nIce che. upara nAnuM nAnuM thatuM Ave che. athavA rAmapAtra-zarAvalAne uMdhu mUkayuM hoya tevo A arthe leDano AkAra che. A aghelekamAM prathama nArakIne pRthvI piMDa 180000 jejana che. temAM upara nIce eka eka hajAra jejana mUktA bAkInA 178000 ejanamAM tera pratara che. ane 12 AMtarAM che. emAMthI vaccenA daza AMtaramAM bhuva. napati devanAM sthAna che. enA vIsa Indro che. A denA sthAna alAkamAM che. upara je eka hajAra jejana mUkyAM temAMthI upara nIce se meM je jana mUktA vaccenA 800 jejanamAM vyaMtara devanA nivAsa sthAna che. temAM upara je se je jana mUkayA-temAM upara nIce

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144 dasa dasa jana mUkI detAM 80 janamAM vANuvyaMtara denA nivAsa sthAna che. kAuNa-maNegAI, jammaNa maraNa pariyaNa sayAI dukheNu mANasatta, jaI lahaI jahichiyaM jIve dA janma maraNanA seMkaDo parAvartananA duHkho bhegavIne manuSyabhava jIva pAme che. tyAre puNyanA prabhAve IcachA pramANe kuzaLatAne pAme che. dasa daSTAMtathI durlabha evA mAnava bhavane pAmIne jIvana gumAvIza nahiM. te taha dulaha labha, vijajulayA caMcala ca maNuatta che dharmAmi visIya, se kAurise na sapurisa che 68 che durlabha evA manuSya bhavane pAmIne dharmamAM pramAda kare che. kheda kare che, te kAyara purUSa samajAvo. dharma maMgaLa che-maMgaLa zabdanI vyAkhyA para zrI dazavaikAlika sUtranI TIkAmAM tathA zrI vizeSA vazyakabhASyamAM ane sUripuraMdara zrI haribhadra sUrimahArAjA ghaNuM varNana karela che. - dharma maMgaLa lakSmInuM kIDA sthAna che. jyAM dharma hoya tyAM sadA lIlA lahera thAya che. sadA AnaMda vate che. dharmane vAvaTe karUNuno che sakala o pratye dayA bhAva, abhaya bhAvanA e dharma che. dharmanA maMdiramAM je Ave te nibhaya thaI jAya, sarvene sarva taraphathI abhayadAna maLatuM thaI jAya ! dharma dhIra vIra hovAthI popakAra karavAmAM parAyaNa hoya che. mATe kahe che ke he vIra dhama ! mArUM rakSaNa kara, rakSaNa kara.

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145 mekSarUpa mahA AnaMda ApavAmAM samartha dharma sAye hoya te te paraMparAe mokSanuM sAdhana bane ja che. saMsAramAM cAre gatimAM athaDAvuM pachaDAvavuM, herAna, parezAna thavuM, janma maraNanI jaMjALamAM paDavuM saMga viyoga sahana karavA A sarvane aTakAvanAra dharma che. dharma e jagadAdhAra che. traNa bhuvananA je prANI e tAre Azraya le che. tene tuM Teke ApanAra che. Azraye AvanArane dharma kadApi lAta mArta nathI. mAtA-pitAnI jema premathI Azraya Ape che. jyAre sarva dizAe zUnya dekhAya tyAre dharma kALI rAtano hoMkAre che, dharma samudra jevo vizALa sarvana rakSaka, pAlana poSaka che. A mahAna vizALa, vyApaka dhama sarva prANIne sarvathA jAgRta rahI sahAya kare che, tenAthI sadA maMgaLa mALAo prApta thAya che. je dharma sarva maMgalAmAM prathama maMgala che. sadAmaMgalamALA vistare che, je dharmanA praNetA rAga dveSathI mukta hoya, jene Ihi lokanI prazaMsA ITa na hoya, je dharmanA svarUpa lekhanamAM paraspara vireAdha na hoya e dharmane Azraya kara... e dharmane tAraNahAra samaja te dharmane samarpita thavuM. he dhama ! tuM mAre uddhAra kara, bhavajaMjALamAMthI mane mukta kara. dharmane hukama, Adeza devatAo paNa mAne che. che. Apattivipattine toDanAra dharma che. jene keIna Azare na hoya tene e Azare Ape che. jyAre sarva dizAmAM

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146 zUnya jaNAya tyAre bhayaMkara vAdaLanI aMdaranA bhAgamAM eka rUperI pAtaLI AzAnA kiraNavALI rezanI dekhAya che. te dharma che, enA AzvAsanathI jIvate nara kalyANa prApta kare che. je ene tyAga kare che. te A bhayaMkara aTavImAM rakhaDe che. tyAre dharmanA pratApe sarva Icchita siddhio maLe che. mATe alaMkAra atizayokti vinA samajAya che ke dhama nAnA gAmaDAmAM jAya che tyAM tene paNa aneka sthaLethI ISTa padArtha maLI Ave che. kalpelI agavaDatA dUra thAya che. vadhu kahIe te ghamIne kudarata anukuLa thatI jaNAya che. jyAM "rAma tyAM ayodhyA' e nyAye sukha maLe ja jAya. eka pracalita vAkya che. pade pade nidhAnAni, jane rasakuMpikA, bhAgyahIna na pazyanti, bahu ratna vasuMdharA ! pagale pagale nidhAna bharelAM che. jene jene rasa kuMpi kAo che. paNa bhAgyahIna ane ene na joI zake. bAkI pRthvI te bahu ratnathI bharapura che. padArtha mAtramAM dharma (guNa) raheluM che. che. A daSTie dareka vastune dharma vicAravAmAM Ave eTale aMte AtmAne dhama vicAravAne rahyo. AtmAnA dharmanI vicAraNAthI hita thAya ja che. Atma dhama sivAya paradharmanI vicAraNA e bhayanI pUrNa nizAnI che. A Amika dharma samyaga darzana jJAna cAritranI prApti karAve, parabhAva choDAvI mekSanI tAlAvelI jagAve. mahAna gIrAja zrI AnaMdadhanajI mahArAjA

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147 dharmanAtha prabhunA stavanamAM kahe che ke dharama dharamAM karatA jaga sahu phIre, dharama na jANe hai ma, AkhI duniyA dha kare paNa dhama ne mama na jANe e kema cAle ? dharmI e Atma dhama che, dhama aMtarathI jagADavAnA che. tenA mA~ pAmavA sadgurUnA ceAga sAMpaDavA joie... mANussa jammutaDi landriya'mi, jiNiMda dhamma na kaeyajeNuM / tuTaoguNa jahadhANueNu, hatyA malevAya avasateNu // 6 // manuSya janma pAmavA chatAM jinezvara kathita dhama jeNe karyAM nathI. tene paNacha tUTI gayelA dhanurdhArI puruSanI jema pAchaLathI pastAvu paDe che...dhanI kriyAo trIprameAda, karUNA, mAdhyastha bhAva prApta thAya tenA mATe hAvI jarUrI che. maMtrI Adi 4 bhAvanA na heAya te dha kriyA du:khamAMthI bacAvI zakatI nathI. AbhinerIkSaNathI vicArajo. amuka bhAI ke bahena dharmAMte! ghaNA kare che paNa tene krAdha ghaNA che. paraspara bhegA thayelA eka bIjAnI niMdA kare....te tenI dhama kriyAnA zuM artha ? kaI vItarAga nathI. darekamAM rAga dveSa teA rahelA che. guNa jovAnI STi nathI mATe guNa joI zakatA nathI. khIjAnA doSa jovAnuM cheDI tame tamArAmAM dRSTi nAMkhe... bIjA jIvAnu ahita karavAnuM mana thatuM nathIne ? bIjAnA guNa joIne irSA AvatI nathI ne ? pApa karanAra jIva pratye tiraskAra ke ghRNA tA thatI nathIne ? manuSya bhava kevaLajJAna

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148 apAvI zake chatAM maMtrI vi. cAra bhAvanA sivAyanuM jIvana jIvavAthI janmatArI javAya che. (1) duHkhI che pratye asIma dayA, (2) guNavAna ne pratye aSa ane sad buddhipUrvaka sarvatra ucita pAlana.. te jIvana saphaLa thAya. dubuddhipUrvaka karAtA dharmamAM svArtha samAyeluM haze. te pariNAme rakhaDAvaze, saddabuddhipUrvaka karAtAM dharmamAM svArtha nahiM tema paraloka sudhare ja mATe durbuddhine tilAMjalI ApI saddabuddhi meLavavI. re jIva niyuNicaMcala sahAya, . miheviNu sayalavi bajajhabhAva navabheya pariggata vivihajAla, saMsAri asthisahu IdayAla he jIva, sAMbhaLa ke tuM caMcaLa svabhAvavALA sarva zArIrIka bAhyabhAva tathA dhana, dhAnya, kSetra, ghara, sonuM, rUpu, trAMbu pittaLa, dvipada, catuSada, A nava bheTavALA parigrahane parivAra ahIM mUkIne jaIza. saMsAranI sarve cIje Indra jALa jevI che. temAM mUDha banIza nahiM. . je tArI AsapAsa parabhAva ramaNatAno kALe paDade pharI vaLe che. e paDadAe tane gherI lIdhuM che. ane tuM kharekhara tene vaza paDe che. A paDadAne cIrI nAMkha. A parabhAva rUpa jhabAne dUra kara. atyAre tuM je parabhAvamAM ramaNatAmAM magna che. tenAthI Atma suMgadhI maLaze nahiM. saddabuddhinA baLe vartamAnamAM kamasaMge tame anukuLa saMyogemAM che. jethI thoDA samaya mATe parabhAva ramaNatAne

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149 dUra karI manuSyabhava rUpI caMdananA vRkSamAMthI zItaLa pavanane anubhava kara... samatA vinAnI ekatA te tane mUMjhavI nAMkhaze. tane gabharAvaze... samatA viNa je anusare. prANa puNyanA kAma.. chAra upara te lIMpaNuM. jhAMkhara citrAma... dhana dhana te dina mAhare che bAvAM-kacarAvALI kAbara cItarI bhItane sApha karyA vinA bhIMta upara citrAmaNa vyartha jAya tema samatA vinAnI zAMti ArAdhana vigere vyartha jAya che... aDhaLaka lakSmIne svAmI, seMkaDe gAmane rAjA nami herAna thaI gayuM che jyAre zarIramAM bhayaMkara dAhavara thaye. zarIranA aMge aMge dAha utpanna thaze. jANe mahAbhayaMkara agninI vacce beTho hoya tema AkhuM zarIra baLuM badhuM thaI rahyuM che. pathArImAM, cena paDatuM nathI. paDakhA pheravavA chatAM zAMti nathI..... te rAjAne pAMcaso strIe satata sevAmAM hovA chatAM dAhajavara zAMta na ja thaye. sukhaDanA TukaDAo ghasI ghasIne paDe che. bAvana caMdananA vilepanathI paNa zAMta thavAnA badale dAha vadhate ja ga...jarApaNa zabdane avAjapagane avAja paNa sahana karI zakAtuM nathI. are ? bAvanA caMdana je ghase che. te vakhate patnionA hAthanI baMgaDIone avAja paNa sahana karI zakAto nathI. dAhanI baLatarAmAM nAmirAjAe jaNAvyuM ke avAja baMdha kara, mAruM mAthuM pharI jAya che.

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150 strIoe patidevanA sukhanI khAtara cUDA utArI saubhAgyanuM eka kaMkaNa rAkhyuM. pharI caMdana ghasavA lAge che....avAja baMdha thatAM namirAja bolyA ke avAja kema baMdha thaye?... vidyarAje jaNAvyuM ke he rAjana, tamArI patnio je bAvanAcaMdana ghasatI hatI te vakhate avAja ghaNa kaMkaNAne AvatA hatA. tethI kaMkaNe kADhIne phakta eka ja kaMkaNa rAkhyuM che. tethI avAja AvatA nathI. namirAjA... kahe, anekano ja avAja che. ekamAM ja ja kharI zAMti che. mArA uparathI ghaNe beje utarI jAya che. kharI majA ke AnaMda phakta ekamAM che. Ama ekatAnuM spaSTIkaraNa thatAM e ubhA thayA...ekale A chuM. ekale javAno chuM. e vicAre che ke A dAha anekane laIne che rAjezvarI uThayA. ane muni pada dhAraNa karI ekatAne anubhava karatAM paramAnada saMpatti pAmyA. rAjarSi banI Ama kalyANa sAdhyuM. mATe saMsAranI indrajALamAM na phasAvavuM e mahattva che. piyaputtamitta ghara gharaNi jAya; ihaloIe savya niyamuha suhAya ! navi asthi keI tuha saraNi mukakha, - ikkala sahasi tiri niraya duHkha 71 he bhAgyazALI ! Aleka sabaMdhI pitA, putra, mitra ghara ane strIne samuha pitapotAnI jAtane sukhI karavAnA svabhAvavALe che. nArakIAdinA duHkho ekale ja sahana kare che. te vakhate tane te koI zaraNa ApatA nathI. mArUM

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151 karyuM mAre ja bhegavavAnuM che. vAlIyAne nAradajIne vega thatAM vAlmikI banyA. kArya sAdhI gayA. tema he bhavyajane! deva-gurU dharmane vega maLe che. je te sAthe sumeLa thaI jAya to ApaNe paNa paramAtmAnA mArge pahoMcIe. ane paramapadane pAmI javAya...mATe saddabuddhipUrvaka ApaNe suyoga sAdhave joIe.. kusagye jaha usabiMdue, zevaM ciTaThaI laMbamANue evaM bhaNuaNu jIvie, samaya goyama mA pamAyae 72 he goyama ! DAbhanA agrabhAga upara rahela biMdu pavana athaDAtAnI sAthe sarI paDe che. evI ja rIte manuvyanuM jIvana caMcaLa che e bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI kahe che....samayane sudhArI jAtane sudhAravI e ja kharI kamANI che. jAtane nirakhavI emAM zreyaH che. sabujajhahaki na bujajhahasabehI khalupiccadulahA ne hUkavaNumaMtirAIe, ne sulatuM puNaravijIviyaM 73 bhagavAna AdinAthe aTaThA putrone samajAvatAM kahyuM ke badhapAmo, bAyapAmo. vyatita thayelA rAta divasonI jema jIvana paNa pharI pharIne sulabha banatuM nathI. DaharAvuya pAsaI, garbhasthAvi cayaMti mANavA, eNe jaha vaTaTaTyUhare, evaM mAunayami tuTaTaI74 he Atmana ! garbhamAM rahelA bALaka, yuvAna yA vRddha purUSe samaya thaye mRtyune pAme che. AyuSya kSaNe kSaNe nAza pAmI rahyuM che. tethI je samaya maLyo che tene Atmika

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152 dharmAMthI ArAdhI le... matrI Adi cAra bhAvanA vinAnuM jIvana tadna nirasa vyatha thAya che.... / maitrI ke duzmanAvaTa be mAMthI eka heAya che. sa`sAramAM evI vyaktie paNa che ke jemane zatrutA karavAmAM, zatrutA TakAvI rAkhavAmAM ane zatrutA vadhAravAmAM majhA Ave che! zarAba pInArAne katala karanArAne peAtAnA kAryamAM AnaMda Ave che. ajJAnIne je je krAmamAM majA Ave che te te kAmamAM jJAnIne jarA paNa majA AvatI nathI. rAgIne jemAM AnaMda temAM virAgIne AnaMda hotA nathI, paNa jo trIjuM netra jJAnadRSTi khullI thAya teA zatrutAnA badale maitrIne prasaMda karaze. maitrI=jJAnI vicAre ke he Atman tu sava jIve pratye matrI rAkha, A jagatamAM tArA koi ja zatru nathI. badhA ja tArA mitra che. keTalI tArI jIM dUMgI ? pacAsa seA varSInI jiMdagImAM tuM keTalAnI sAthe zatrutA khAMdhIza ? zatrutA rAkhavAthI tane zAMtinA male azAMti maLaze. nirogInA badale rAgI thaI javAya, jene tuM duzmana mAne che te eka vakhata tArA pitA, mAtA, putra, patni vigere saMbaMdheAthI sa Mba MdhIta hatA. e zatrutA paNa zuM kAyama TakavAnI ? pUrva bhavamAM zatru A bhavamAM snehI, A bhavanA snehI parabhavamAM zatru, badhA ja sabadhA pariva`nazIla che. zatrutAthI tArU sukRtyanAza pAmaze. zatrutAnA bhAva zubha karmanA nAza kare che. sava jIvA ka`vaza che. zatru ananAranuM paNa azubha amagaLa na karatA, caitrI-samatAthI

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153 sajajanatA prApta thAya tyAre zatrutAthI durjana banI javAya che. bhavabhavanA varanA eMdhANa bane. pramoda : guNaSa pramoda guNavaMtA pratye prada bhAva eTale aMtarano prema guNapratye prema hoya te ja guNIjane pratye prema karI zakaze duryodhana na banatAM yudhiSThira banIne jagatane nihALaze te pramoda bhAva tarI Avaze. he bhAgyazALI ! tamane koI guNavAna dekhAya che? sarvaguNa saMpanna paramAtmA te Aje sadeha nathI. je bhavyAtmAe Aje nihALIe chIe te guNadoSathI yukta che. A saMsAramAM eka paNa jIvAtmA e nathI ke je SothI ja mAtra bharelo hoya ane tenAmAM eka paNa guNa na ja hAya ! dareka AtmAmAM ekAda guNa te heya ja che. e guNa daSTi haze to paraguNa darzana karI zakaze, te vyakti tathA tenA guNa sAthe prema karI zakaze. paraMtu je doSa daSTivALA che temane keInAmAM guNa nahiM dekhAya. teo kadI guNo sAthe prema karI zakaze nahiM zAle pUrNa purUSa paramAtmA mahAvIramAM eka paNa guNa joI zaka na hato. guNavaMta pratye prema na karyo paNa dveSa kya. | sarva guNa saMpanna arihaMtAdi bhagavaMta pratye dveSa rAkhanArA hatA, guNa pratye rAga nahiM paNa doSa sAthe ja jene meLa che e jIvone karUNuM sAthe nahiM paNa krodha sAthe prema hoya che. paNa guNIjanone namratA nirlobhana, lAbha, asatya, apramANiktA, nIti sAthe meLa hoya che. DhaMDhare tamArA aMtarane, bhItara barAbara AMkha

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154 mAMDIne juo, tamane guNe sAthe prema che ke do sAthe. prabheda bhAvanA pAtra tapAsavA be pAMca miniTa nahiM paNa varSo joIze. arihaMta, siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu, sAdhvI, sAcA, zrAvaka, zrAvikA e kharekhara pramAdane pAtra che. mekSamArgane jANe, samaje, Adara, anusare te badhA amedane pAtra che. mahAna AcArya bhagavaMtee gRhastha zrAvakanA guNonI prazaMsA karI che kalikAla sarvajJa zrI hemacandra sUrIzvarajI ma.nA upadeza preraNAthI pratibodhIta thayelA kumArapAle rAjA jenA guNo parAkASThAe hatAguNonI prazaMsA sUribhagavaMte karI che, jarUra sAthe je deSa jaNAye te paNa jaNAvyuM. e deSa niMdA karavA mATe nahiM paNa doSa dUra karavAthI preraNA ApI che. aneka kArya karanAra te bhAvi muktAtmAnuM sAdharmika baMdhu pratye lakSya na gayuM. pU. gurU bhagavaMte saraLatAthI lakSya cIdhyuM. nagara praveza samaye jADI mAdarapATanI phATelI cAdara joI tyAre rAjana vaMdana karIne vinaMti kare che ke pATaNamAM zuM zrAvake ghaNuM duHkhI che ke jethI ApazrIne phATelI cAdara paheravI paDe che .. gurUdeve avasarecita jaNAvyuM ke he bhAgyazALI, nareza sAdhamikenuM dhayAna tame kayAre rAkhyuM ? ATalI a5 Takora sAMbhaLatAM bhUla samajAI gaI, bhUla sudhArI lIdhI. te mATe kArya zarU karI dIdhA

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155 dara prativaSe karoDo rUpiyAnA sadvyaya karyAM, bhUla khatAvanAra gurUnA upakAra mAnyA gurUmahArAjane zrAvakonI paNa bhAvacaMtA hoya che. jethI bhUla jaNAve che. karuNA : komaLatA, saraLatAmAMthI guNe pragaTe che. badhA ja guNAmAM karUNAsa zreSTha guNa che. khIjA jIvAnA duHkha jANIne ke joI ne e duHkhene dUra karavAnI pramaLa cchiA thavI te karuNA che. ApaNe ApaNA duHkheA dUra karavAnI cchiAvALA ke pArakAM ? ApaNe ApaNAM du:khAne rIzuM ane bIjAnAM duHkhane vicArIzuM nahi teA AtmAne dhama tatvanA spardhA thavAneA saMbhava nathI. du:khI jIvA pratye atikaruNA karyAM vinA dhama ArAdhanA karavAnI ceAgyatA janmatI nathI. dharma ArAdhanA karavAnI cAgyatA vinA ArAdhanA saphaLa thatI nathI. je mAnavanA haiyAmAM karUNAnA vAsa nathI tyAM kuratA hAya che. te krura hradayamAM dharmAMne praveza saMbhava nathI. tevA hRdayavALA zrI siddhacakranA mAMDalamAM paNa vAstavika pravezI zakto nathI. TAi hiMsA kare, kalle Ama kare; te ja krUra che evuM na mAnatAM, paNa samajI lejo ke khIjA jIveAnA duHkhane joi jANIne tamArA haiye koI duHkha thatu nathI. tamArU haiyu sAmAnA duHkhathI leAvAtuM nathI. te tame paNa krura che, tura mANasene dha kSetramAM praveza na Apaveza. je praveza thai cUkayeA che te adhikArathI te nahi paNa anadhikArathI, yA ane karUNA vinA Ayatva, jainatva pamAya nahi A jaina te! khIjAnA duHkhe du:khI thAya

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156 bIjAnA duHkhane dUra karavAnA tamAma prayatna karI de ! saMsAramAM e prakAranA duHkhI jIva hAya che. dravya duHkhI ane bhAva duHkhI, jenI pAse puNyAya nathI te dravya duHkhI che, jenI pAse mehanIya karmanA kSApazama nathI te bhAva duHkhI, che, tameA uMca kakSAnA bhavamAM AvyA. zarIra nirogI, IndriyA sa'pUrNa, rUpavaMtA. madhura svaravALA, hAma-dAma DAmavALA che. e badhuM puNyeyanA maLe... jenI pAse puNyAya nathI te dravya duHkhI kahevAya che... ane jene meAhanIya karmonA kSacepazama thayeA nathI, te bhAva duHkhI che. A pApa karmonA udayathI mati paNa kalu. Sita ane che. Aja pApa karmAMnA udayathI krodhI, abhi mAnI, mAyAvI, lobhI bane che. aneka prakAranA vikA paNa utpanna thAya che. viSaya vAsanA paNa A karmInA uDDayanuM phaLa che. raDavuM, hasavu, rAjI thavu, nArAja thavu, rAga karavA ane IrSA karavI e A mAhanIya karmInI preraNA ane pedAza che evA mehI, mUDha jIvA bhAva duHkhI che. A banne prakAranA jIve pratye haiye ApaNane karUNA hAvI joie eka jIva duHkha bhogavI rahyo che. bIjo duHkhamaya bhaviSya ghaDI rahyo che. pApacaraNa karanAra svayaM peAtAnA ja bhaviSyane duHkha pUNa anAve che. duHkhI hAya ke pApI ane pratye karuNAbhAva rAkhavAnA che, ghaNA jIvAne duHkhI pratye karuNA Ave paNa pApI pratye karUNA AvavI kaThIna che. pApa karanAra pratye karuNA Ave teA karUNA karanAra niSpApI banI jAya.

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157 haiye hAtha mUkIne AtmAne pUche ! tArA jIvanamAM zuM kaI ja pApa thayuM nathI ? koI nAnA, meTAM, bAdara, sUkSma pApa tArAthI thayAM nathI ! pApathI A haiyuM zuM gaMdhAtuM nathI ! je gaMdhAya che te bIjAnA pApa ane bIjI vyakti pratye tiraskAra karavAne keI adhikAra kharo ? eka bhikhArI bIjA bhikhArIne kahe tane bhIkha mAMgatA zarama AvatI nathI ! mahenata kara, bhIkha mAMgavI barAbara nathI ? A zuM barAbara che ? pApa karatAM haiye DaMkha lAge che ! pApa karIne jIvavuM paDe che ema haiye baLatarA thAya che ! kadAca mAne ke tamane pApa karatAM majA paDe che pApa thaI gayA pachI pApanI jANa thayA pachI pApano pastAve thAya che khare? bIjo pApa kare te khaTake, tame je pApa kare te tamane khaTake nahiM A kevo nyAya ? bIjA pApa kare tenI dhRNA kare.... tenA pApanI tene sajA maLavI joIe. je-je.kayAre paNa pApI pratye krara banaze nahi mahaMta-saMtoe temaja paramAtmA bhagavAna mahAvIra mahA. rAjAe pApa karanAra chepratye karuNAne dhodha vahevaDAbe have ApaNe je mahAna banavuM che. te hRdayane udAra banAvatAM zIkhe, haiye zatrutA-tiraskAra ane karatA rAkhI te durgati taiyAra ja che... mAdhyastha H rAga ke dveSanI prabaLatA na hoya te mAdhyastha kahevAya tenI prabaLatAmAM mana azAMta bane che, banenI azAMtimAM bheda che. rAgajanya azAMtine tatkAla

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158 anubhava thatA nahi. dveSa janya azAMtinA pratyakSa anubhava thAya che; rAganI prabaLatAmAM mANasa sukhane anubhava kare che. rAga sukhanA anubhavanI bhItaramAM azAMtinI Aga saLagatI hAya che...je sukhanA piraNAmamAM saravALe duHkha hAya tene sukha kema kahevAya ? upekSA bhAvanA mANasane taTastha yAne madhyastha banAve che A bhAvanA keTalI jarUrI che. je avinita che. uddhata che, manasvI thaI karanArA jene panAre paDayA che. tenA mATe A bhAvanA ghaNI sArI che. avinita vigere doSavALI vyaktinA `saMhavAsathI saMtApa, azAMti thAya paNa A bhAvanAthI zAMti thAya che. gRhastha hoya ke saMta sAdhu hoya...gharamAM ke bahAra adhA ja sabhya! ApaNA vinaya kare e nakkI nahi. tame cho-vaDIla cho, tamArUM koI apamAna kare, avinaya kare. tamArI sAthe uddhatAIthI vate tyAre A bhAvanAmAM laya anI jaze. jethI azAMti dUra thaze, sAdhu saMta paNa jo A bhAvanA na bhAve te azAMtine anubhava thAya. vidvAna saMtasAdhune paNa A bhAvanA jarUrI che. bhAvanA zUnya vidvatA AMtara prasannatA meLavI ApatI nathI vidvatAne saMbaMdha magaja sAthe tyAre bhAvanAnA saMbaMdha hRdaya sAthe che. cAre bhAvanAethI aMtara chalakAtuM rahe eTale anupama prasannatA prApta thavAnI ja che. A bhAvanAe sivAya zAMti meLavavAnA khIjo koI ja upAya nathI. dararoja A bhAvanAne yAda kare jethI 12 bhAvanAne vicAravAnI taka maLaze. AtmA AtmAnu zreya karI rAkeze.

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- 159 tihayaNa jaNuM maraMta, daTaNanayaMtije na apAchuM, viramaMti na pAvAo, dhI dhI dhiraNuM tANuM che traNe bhuvananA mAnavIne maraNa pAmatA joIne AtmAne Atmagata dharmamAM joDatA nathI ane pApathI virAma pAmatA nathI te dhikkArane pAtra che. aneka prakAranA tathA bhAve karmanA kSapazame manuSya bhava maLe che. tuM AmAM Ama ciMtavana kara, putra, parivAra, dhanAdinI pravRttimAMthI manane haThAvI le. te manajIbhAIne AtmAmAM sthira kara, vyadhiono pAra nathI, rAjarege, kSaya, pakSaghAta, saMgrahaNI vi. thaI jAya eTale tuM parAdhIna vyAdhi praveze eTale tenA nikAlanA ja vicAre paNa Atmagata vicAraNA nathI. traNa naMbarane TI.bI ke nyumanIA jevI vyAdhi thoDA kalAkomAM asAdhya dizAmAM mUke che. ghaDapaNamAM zuM thAya che. te paNa jANIe chIe. vyAdhithI zarIra grasta thayuM nathI ghaDapaNa AvyuM nathI, Indriya kArya kare che. AyuSya tUTayuM nathI tyAM sudhImAM tAruM hita thAya tevuM kara.... jyAre sarovaranI pAra tUTaze pANI cAlavA mAMDaze tyAre tuM zuM karIza. te vakhate mATI nAMkhavA jaIza te mATI paNa chevAI jaze. Aga lAge tyAre ku davAne kaI artha nathI. are bhAI tuM samaja ke atyAre senAne avasara che. pAchaLathI pastAvuM paDe e IcachanIya nathI. aMte mukhamAM gaMgAjaLa mUkavuM ke gaudAna karavAnuM dhamadAnI rakama jAhera karavAne vyavahAra sAcavavAmAM Avaze tethI kaMI pALa baMdhAvAnI nathI. Atmahita thavAnuM nathI

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160 ALasa pramAdathI mukta banI deva-gurU dharmAMnI pravRttimAM manane joDI saMyuktakara...jethI tuM tArUM hita karI zakIza. mA mA ja paha bahuya je bad cikaNehi kammehi savvesi tesi` jAyai, hiMceAvaesA mahAdAse 576 gurumAtA-gurUdeve te dIpaka samAna khanI ziSyAnA mithyAtvAdi a MdhakAra dUra karavA magna anelA heAya che. tyAre ziSyA kahe che ke cIkaNAM karmo bAMdhIne AvelA amene adhakAramAM ja rahevu game che. pApa karavuM ja game che, amArA jevA ayAgyane hiteApadeza zuM karaze. mUkhajanane bedha ApavAmAM takalIpha prAyaH thaI zake tema amArA jevA aceAgyane upadeza ApavAmAM dveSa paNa thai zake... simamAM dhaNu sayaNa, vihava pasuhesuDaNuMta dukhesu, siddhilesi Ayara "puNa aNuta sukakhami mukhami [chagA he AtmA ! anaMta duHkhanA kAraNa bhUta dhanAdi, svajanADhi pratye mamatA kare che. anaMta sukhanA sthAna svarUpa meAkSane viSe zithilatA pramAda kare che...vaibhavAdi mamatA vigere kevA kevA karyAM baMdhAve che. kama taNI gatine vicAra kara...karmAdhIna AtmA zubha karmAMnA abhAve azubha pravRtti vadhu kare, jethI tuM azubhathI dUra thaI jA... AtmA svabhAve anaMtajJAnI hovA chatAM jJAnAvaraNIya kama tenA jJAnane dabAve che. ke tenA ana tame

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161 bhAgaja khule rahe che. AtmAne jaDa jevuM banAvatAM te jJAnAvaraNIyanI pAMce prakRtine zarama nathI. AtmAmAM AkhI duniyA-leka-aleka, rUpa arUpI badhuM jovAnI tAkAta che. tene rokanAra darzanAvaraNIya karma che. te paNa nava prakRti che. te darzanane anaMtame bhAga khulle rahevA de che. mehanIya kama AtmAnA vItarAga svabhAvane ke che. vItarAga dazAnA guNathI mukata banAvanAra mehanIyanI aThThAvIsa prakRti ne AdhIna banIe chIe. aMtarAya karma AtmAnI zaktine rokanArUM che. anukrame dAna lAbha bhoga upaga ane vIryane roke che. tethI te azubha che. dAnAtarAMya pariNAme ghaNuM ghaNuM hovA chatAM dAna ApI na zako, dAnAMtarAyanA kSapazame dAna je devAmAM Ave te lAbhArAya tUTe ! vigere karmagraMthathI samajavuM. - je puNya kare che te zubha prakRti bAMdhe che. jeo pApa kare che. teo azubha prakRti bAMdhe che. sukha, zAMti tathA AbAdInI IcchA rAkhatA hoya temaNe pApane pari. hAra kare. karma potAnI jAte AtmAne cuMTatA nathI. paNa AtmA pitAnI kriyAvaDe tene potAnA bhaNI kheMce che. tenA pulo pitAnA pradezamAM meLavI de che. karma te AtmAnA kaTTara zatru che. e jANavA chatAM ajJAnAdi domAM sabaDI rahela AtmA e vAta samaja nathI, mATe jJAnataMte banI mekSa mAganI sAdhanAmAM saMyukta bana ! 11

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162 sa'sArA duhaheu, duHkha lA dusaha duHkha veAya, na cayaMti ta`pijIvA, aalTrA nehani alehi / 78aa huM bhAgyazALI ! A saMsAra du:khanuM kAraNa tathA-- duHkharUpI phulavALA che. snehanI meDIthI baMdhAyelA AtmA mAha dazAne gADha anAvate du:kha dAyaka saMsArane cheDI zakatA nathI... saMsAranI pravRtti-te pravRtti upara rAga te pApa ja baMdhAve. pApathI duHkha maLe e sanAtana niyama che. sukha meLavavA mATe je puruSAtha thAya te pApa karAvyA vinA na rahe, mATe sukha gamavuM na joie. sukha gamI gayuM tenA pratye rAga vadhI gayA te samajI levuM ke duHkha tema duHkhanI paraMparA vadhavAnI che. mATe sukha tema sukhanA sAdhana upara rAga na ja karavA e niya AtmA mATe anivAya che. niyakampavaNa calie, jIvA sa`sAra kANedhAre, kAkA viDa'baNAe, na pAvae dusaha dukakhAo chA huM AtmA ! kanA baMdhanathI baMdhAyele, saMcita karelA karmanA udaya avasare jIva bhayaMkara dhAra bhayAnaka sa'sAramAM athaDAte kaI kaIviDa baNA pAmatA nathI arthAta sarva viTaMbaNAone pAme che. janma nAme pApanA ume thAya. mAha mare te! janma baMdha thAya. meha hoya eTale janma, janma rahita bhAva thAya e mokSa... mATe manuSye jAte ja jAtane rAga TALavAne che, deva-gurU dhanA rAga keLavavAnA che. sukha ane sukhanA sAdhana uparanA rAga choDavAnA che. du:kha ane duHkhathI maLatA je nimitto hAya

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163 tenA para dveSa karavAnA nathI, paNa pApa ane pApa kriyA pratye dveSa karavAnA che. mAnavI AvuM kare, te pAmelA janma saphaLa thaI jAya tene aritAdioLakhAtA vAra na lAge. arihaeNtAdinI sAthe meLa tene saMsAra sAthe meLa na hAya-tene saMsAra kharAa lAge, du:kha sArU lAge, meAkSanI IcchAthI ja dharmInuM ArAdhana karatA hoya te viziSTa kahevAya...paNa meAkSa sivAyanI IcchAthI dhama kare te viziSTa keDiTanA adhaka kahevAya...saMsAra para udvega Ave tene mokSa aTake ja nahi. mAnava janma hitmAne aMtarAtmA banAve che. pachI mahAtmA, sAdhu, RSi, paraSi tyArabAda paramAtmA anAve che. uccapadA meLavavA hoya tene mAnava jIvananI mahattA samajAya. bhautika sukhanA vilAsIne meAkSa mATe manuSya janmanI jarUra paDe ja che. bhAga-bhAga mATe dhana A bannenI mAre jarUra nathI te mAnavI mAnavamAMthI nArAyaNu khanI zake che. jenuM mana saMsAramAM nathI paNa meAkSamAM ja che. enA mATe mAnava dhama zreSTha banI rahe ! uMcApadanI prApti mATe mAnava sivAya khIjA koi bhavanI jarUra nathI. mATe pUrvanA puNyadaye maLelA mAnava bhavane sAka karo sirirmisIyalA nila, lahahissehi bhinna ghaNu DhaDA. tiyittaNu miDarane, aNu tame nihaNamaNapatto huM jIvAtmA, icon tiya iMcanA bhavamAM araNyamAM zIyALAnA

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164 zItaLa vAyuthI te anaMtavAra zIta vedanA bhegavI che. gihAyava saMta, rane chuhio pivAsio bahuse saMpatte tiriyabhave, maraNa dUha bahu visUrata 81 he bhavika, tiryaMcanA bhavamAM araNyanA viSe garamInI tumAM tApathI bhAre tapela banI sudhA-tRSAne te ghaNI ghaNI sahana kI duHkha pAmyuM che. vAsAsurajamajajha, girinijakaraNe dagehiM vijacaMte sIAliDajajhavio, mAo si tiriattaNe bahu 8rA he jIvAtmA, tiryaMcanA bhavamAM araNyamAM rahI cemAsAnA samayamAM nadIonA, parvatanA jharaNAnA pANIthI taNAte taNAte zItaLa pavananA vegathI ghaNI viTaMbaNAo bhogavIne ghaNIvAra mRtyu pAme che. " evaM tiriya bhavesu, kIsate hukama sayasahastehi vasio aNutakhuro, jI bhIsaNu bhavArane 83 ' he bhavyAtmA, tiryaMcanA bhavamAM lAkho prakAre dukhone sahana karI kalezAdi bhAva pAmI saMsAra rupI aTavImAM asaMtIvAra bhamyA ja kare che. duThaThaThakazma palayA, nilaperiu bhIsaNuM miM bhavarane, hiMDate narasuvi, aNuta chavapatasi84 he bhAvika, duSTa karma je AThanA prAdurbhAve pralatha kAlanA vAyuthI bhamAvele tema saMsAramAM athaDAte tuM narakamAM paNa anaMtIvAra pAmyo che.

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165 sattasu nayamahIsu, vajajAnala dAhasI ayaviaNAsu varsio aNu taputto, vilavatA karUNa sadehiM prapA he jIva, te vagninA dAhavALI ane ghaNI ja cItavedanAvALI sAte naraka pRthvIemAM karuNu zabdAnA vilApa karatA ana tIvAra bhamyA che. piyamAyasayaNa rahio, duratavAhihi. pIDio bahuse aNualave nisAre, vilAvi A kanata' sarisa 86aa he jIva, mAtA, pitA, svajana rahita tathA je vyAdhione du:khe karIne aMta thAya che. te vyAdhi vagere pIDA pAmele te asAra manuSya bhava ne kema saMbhALa tA nathI. mAnavI-bhUtakALane tathA bhUtakALanA mahAna puruSone sabhALe te paNa tenA jIvanamAM pragati thayA vinA rahetI nathI.... pavaNuva gayaNusagga,alakiSma o bhamai bhavavaNe jIvA, TATaThANumi samujiaNu, dhaNasayaNu saMghAe 8aa huM bhAvika-AkAzamArge jema vAyu phare che tema A jIvapaNa bhavATavImAM adRzya -dazyapaNe bhamyA ja kare che. temAM aneka bhavanAM meLavelAM, sAcavelA, dATelA dhanAdi, svajanAdino tyAga karI parAdhIna paNe bhame che. sacarAcaramAM evA eka paNa jIva nathI ke jenA jIvanamAM koI pApa karmInA udaya na heAya, ane tamAma prakAranA puNyakarmonA ja khasa udaya hAya ! jIva pApa karmAMnA ane puNya kama nA

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166 udaya laIne ja juve che... dhanAdi parigraha-tenA uparanI mUchae mahApApa che. anaMtAnubaMdhI, apratyAkhyAna, pratyAkhAnI ane saMjavalananA krodhAdi ja tathA hAsyAdinava ne kaSAya tathA mithyAtva e atyaMtara parigraha che. taraphathI gherAI javuM e parigraha kahevAya. tene pApanuM mULa, durgatine dAtAra, kaSAyanuM kAraNa, vadha, baMdha, kalezanuM nimitta, phUDa kapaTanI velaDIne vadhAranAre che. parigraha choDavA jevo ne. je cha parigrahamAM vRddhamUchita banyA. e AtmAo adhogatimAM gayA, te AtmAoe potAnI jAte ja paga upara kuhADo mA ema kahevAya. bhegI bhoga tyAge to yegI bane. mATe parama cagInA mArgane pAmavA mATe parigrahathI mukta thavuM anivArya che. mahAvIra prabhu tene ja vakhANe che. je parigrahathI baMdhAyelAne mukta kare che. jeo parigrahathI cetI gayA che. te ja tyAgI che. teja pitAnI jAtane ane anyanI jAtane sudhArI zake che. eTale parigraha vadhAre teTalI upAdhi vadhAre mahA AraMbha ane mahAparigrahane jJAnI purUSoe narakamAM javAnuM lakSaNa batAvyuM che...parigraha mATe AraMbha-samAraMbha kare. jina, mila, presa, dukAnAdi, phekaTarI keTalA badhA jIvanI ghora hiMsA...paisA mATe matsya udyoga, dArU vine vepAra. vigere paMdara prakAre karmAdAna Adare. keTalAkane ghaNI AzA hevA chatAM parigraha maLe nathI enuM ene duHkha heAya che. huM jyAre gADI

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167 baMgalAvALe thAuM, anya vyaktine ghaNuM ghaNuM paNa mane kaMI ja nathI... mane tenA jevI kayAre prApti thAya e IcchA karavI e paNa mahAparigraha che. AzA-tRSNa-vadhe ja jAya. ghaTADe to ghaTe bAkI te vadhavAnI ja che...kavie kahyuM che ke... hatI dInatAI tyAre tAkI che paTalAIne, maLI paTalAI, tyAre tAkI che zeThAIne, sAMpaDI zeThAI tyAre tAkI che maMtrItAIne, maLI maMtrItAI, tyAre tAkI che devatAIne dIThI devatAI, tyAre tAkI che IndratAIne bhale devatAI male, bhale zakatAI male. vadhe tRNAI teya jAya na marAIne, cAra gatimAM na bhamavuM hoya te bAhya-atyaMtara parigrahane nilAMjalI ApatA zIkhe. viditA asaya, janmajarAmaraNu tikUkha kutehiM, duhamaNuDavaMti gheraM, saMsAre saMsaraMjiA 88 tahavikhaNapi kayAvihu, annANubhuyaMga DamriAjavA saMsAra cAra gAo, naya ujijati mUThamaNuM tela he bhAvika, te anubhavelA, jANelA, celA sAMbha LelA ke cAragati saMsAramAM bhramaNa karatAM jI janmaja rA maraNanA dukhethI vAraMvAra vIMdhAtA duHkhane anubhava kare che. te paNa muDha mananA ane ajJAnatAthI saMsAranI kedamAM kSaNamAtra udyoga pAmatA nathI yAne vairAgya pAmatA nathI.

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168 kIlasikiyatavela, zarIra vAvIi jattha paI samaya... kAlarahaTa ghaDIhi', sAsijjaI jIviyamAha* uaa he bhAgyavAna, A zarIrarUpI vAvaDImAM keTalA kALa sudhI ramIza? te samaye samaye kALarUpI raheTanI ghaDIe vaDe jIvana rUpI jaLanA pravAha sUkAIne ghaTatA jAya che mATe zIramAM meha na pAma. hai jIva mujajhamA mujajha, mA pamAya kaeNresi re pAva, kipaaAe gurUkukukha, bhAyaNa DAiisa ayAra-91 he bhavya jIvA, tu medha pAma, mU MjhAtA nahi', rAga-dveSa mAhanA kAraNe pApamAM lepAIza nahiM, traNethI yukta te pApa karyA vinA na rahe, traNethI mukta thAya te pApathI mukata thAya. te vyakti sarva pApathI rjita anI zake, mATe pApathI muktithavAmAM pramAda, ALasa karatA nahi, pApathI mukta thAya te uttama ja bane che. uttama nathI banyA mATe jJAnI kahe che ke mUDha dazAmAM adhama banIne ghaNA karmAM khAMdhyA, have jaima dhamAM meLavI. aMdhakAramAMthI prakAzamAM AvI uttama banI jA, jethI paraleAka duHkhathI rahita banI jAya. jo uttama na banyA., uttama manavA mATe pApane tilAMjalI na ApI te samajI leje ke duHkhanI paraMparA Ave ja jaze. mATe samaja, dharmAMthI sthira thA. ajajhasure jIvatuma, mA sujajhasi jiNamaya`minANa jamhApuravi esA, sAmagrI dullahA jIva aa2aa he bhAvika, tu jina zAsanamAM rahelA dhane pAmI

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saMsAramAM mahIta na bana paNa jaina dharma aMgIkAra kara, kAraNa ke durlabha A dhamasAmagrI maLavI gahana che. anaMta upakArI zrI hemacandra sUri mahArAjA vitarAgane kahe che. he nAtha, A saMsAramAM huM zaraNu rahita chuM. jene potAnI paristhiti zaraNa vinAnI bhAsatI hoya tene zaraNe AvavuM che te barAbara, je saMsArathI bhayabhIta baneluM hoya tene zaraNanI jarUra paDe. saMsAra hAnisvarUpa dekhAya, bhayaMkara samajAya tyAre te saMsArathI udvigna banele arihaMtAdinA zaraNe jAya.... ApaNe bhAgyazALI chIe. Aryadeza, AryanIti, jainakula, janmathI zrI navakAramaMtra maLe. bimArane pathArImAM paDayA rahevuM na pAlave tema saMsArathI bhayabhIta banelAne saMsAramAM paDayA rahevuM na pAlave. te bhayabhIta banavA name arihaMtANuM Adi bhaNIe chIe. bhagavAna ema kahe che. ke jene saMsAramAM na phAve tene bhagavAnanA saMghamAM naMbara maLe. arihaMtane oLakhe arihaMtane oLakhAve, arihaMtanuM ja zAsana ja dharma pamADaze ethI Atma kalyANa thaze. e bhAva vinA saMsAranuM paribhramaNa aTakavuM muzkela che... zrAvake sAdhu mahArAja ke AcArya mahArAjane Dhela nagArAM vagaDAvIne saMghanA upAzraye birAjamAna kare. te upAzraya khullA rAkhavAM nahiM. paNa arihaMte prarUpethele dharma AdaravA, dharma samajAvavA, dharmA prabhAvanA mATe lAve. arihaMtAdinI AjJAnI pradhAnatA chaDI jamAnAvAda

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170 nA kAraNe AcArane lAta mAranAra ke lAtta marAvanAranuM kayAre paNa kalyANa thayuM nathI tema kalyANa thavAnuM nathI ! zrAvakane kevA gurUdevanI jarUra ?...saMghamAM paisA apAve, nAmanA karAve, zrAvakanI hA e hA kare te gurU sava-paranuM kyAre paNa kalyANa sAdhatA nathI. te pramANe karavAthI AcAra saMhitAne kacaDI nAMkhatA vAra lAgatI nathI. tyAre zrI jina zAsanamAM AcAra prathama dharma, e nyAye prathama AcAra amalamAM mUkI jaIe. gurU bhagavaMte saMsAra tAraka jinavANuM samaje, samajAve, mekSa mArganI ja prarUpaNa hoya paNa saMsAra vardhaka prarUpaNa na ja hoya, tArakanI AjJAne ziromAnya karI ArAdhanA karatA. karAvatA heya. te gurU bhagavaMta kahevAya ! gurUe paramadi che. dipakane aMdhArUM na game, aMdhArAmAM rahelAne prakAza ApyA vinA na rahe. zrAvakoe zrAvaka dharmamAM sthira thavuM e anivArya che. jethI tame zAstranI vAta samajI zakaze teNa saMsAra thI udvega pAmI bhavabhIta banI. sAdhavAcAra pAmI zakaze.. zrAvaka dharmanI vAta sAMbhaLatAM khuza thaze paNa saMsAranI taDiTa-puSTinI vAta sAMbhaLaze nahiM. te mATe gurU bhagavaMta pAse jAya nahiM, dharmane pAmyA bAda saMsAranI bhautika sAdhana sAmagrI pratye mana lalacAya nahi, deva gurU dharma sAthe je saune meLa thAya tathA sumeLa thAya te dharma ArAdhe ghaNe lekhe lAge che. traNemAMthI eka pada na game te samajavuM ke dharmathI vimukha chIe.

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171 traNemAMthI eka game te samajavuM ke traNa traNa gamyA che. ane jethI dharma AtmasAt che. zrIpAla mayaNAMe dharma ArAdhI mAkhaNa meLavyuM. have te phakta alpa mahenatathI ghI (kevaLajJAna) prApta thavAnuM ja che. hajI ApaNI e paristhiti che ke hajI ApaNane chAza le vatAM AvaDatuM nathI athavA te tevA prakAranI mahenata paNa nathI. padayathI maLelI sAdhana sAmagrI bhegavatAM na AvaDe te durgatimAM ja vAya. mATe jJAnIoe kahyuM che ke pAre pacAve hajI sahela che. paNa puNya pacAvavuM kaThIna che. deva-gurU dharmane vaphAdAra rahI. tenI AjJAmAM jIvana samarpita kare te puNyane bhegave chatAM saddagatipUrvaka mokSapadane prApta kare...A apUrva siddhAMta zrI jinezvara bhagavaMte prarUpelA dharmamAM jaNAze. mATe uttama durlabha sAmagrI meLavI traNe tatavane ArAdhI le... dulahopaNa jiNadharmo, tuma pamAyAya sudesI ya, sIMcanarayadukakhaM, kaha hahisi taM na yANa 93 - he bhAgyavAna jagatanI tamAma riddhi-siddhi pAmavA chatAM jinezvara kathita dharmane tuM pAme nahi. te te sarva Rddhi anarthakArI che. ane jina dharma pAme chatAM bhautika sukha na maLe te paNa tuM mahAna che, mahAna banIza. tema nArAyaNa thaIza. mATe prApta thayelA dharmanuM ArAdhana karavAmAM pramAda karIza nahiM. pramAdanA kAraNe, sukhanI lAlasAnA nimitte narakAdinA duHkhe bhegavatAM. tArI zuM paristhiti thaze. tene te vicAra karyo nathI.

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172 karmIne dharmo game nahi ane dhane kama game nahi kAraNa ke bannenI dizA bhinna che. khAreka svAdamAM ghaNI sArI hAvA chatAM gheADA AgaLa mUkIe teA ? sAkara mIThI hAvA chatAM gadheDA AgaLa mUke te ? tenI sAme paNa nahi jue, kAraNa ke svabhAvanI viruddhatA che. khATakIne cAnI vAta karI ke vezyAne zIla pALavAnu jaNAve tA kayAM game? kama svabhAve kaurava jevA che. te AtmAne japIne besavA na de, paNa kama sattA karatAM dharma sattA vadhu baLavAna che. kamanI dostI karavAthI AtmAne saMpUrNa AjhAdI maLI nathI. paNa dhama sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhavAthI samyaga danAdinI prApti thAya che. jenAthI azubha karmone bhAgavAnA samaya Ave che. aMte AtmA parama svarupa prApta kare che. aMtara lakSmInA bhAktA ane che. dharma ArAdhananA abhAve aneka prakAranI vAsanAethI gherAine maraNa pAme che. tethI bhautikavAdanA jherI jamAnAvAdathI jIvana sudhAravA mATe dharmanI dAstI karavI ja joie. kahyuM che ke, vyAkulenApi manasA, dharmAM kAryAM nirantarama meDhI akropi hi bhrAmyana. ghAsagrAsa karAti gau mana aneka prakAranI Adhi, vyAdhi upAdhithI vyAkula hAya te paNa dhama nira Mtara karavA kAraNa ke ghAMcInI ghANIe bAMdhelA baLada haratA pharatA rahevA chatAM ghAsacAro caratA rahe che... dharma vinA eka kSaNa na cAle te vicAra ane te mATenI pravRtti heAya te AtmA dharmAtmA banI Atma kalyANa sAdhe che.

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173 azireNu thirasamaleNa, nimnalo paravase sAhaNa deheNa jaI vi85i, dha tAkiM na pajata 94 he jIva, je asthira, maLa sahita ane parAdhIna dehathI rithara, nirmaLa dharma upArjana thaI zake che. arthAta sarvasva prApta thAya che. te dehane dharmanuM sAdhana banAvavuM. jaha ciMtAmaNI rayaNuM, sulahana hu heI tuccha vihavANuM guNa vihava vajiyANuM, jiyANa tahadhammaraNuM pi 95 he bhavyAtmA ! tuccha vaibhavavALane ciMtAmaNI ratana kayAMthI maLI zake tema guNanA vaibhavathI hIna AtmAne dharma ratna prApta thAya kayAMthI? guNa vinA avaguNa jAya nahiM avaguNa dUra karavA guNa meLavavA, jevA, jANavA, sAMbhaLavA e ja dharma ratna meLavavAnI kharI kriyA che.. guNa vinA tyAga Ava asaMbhava che. jayAM sudhI guNa ke guNI mATe amApa prema na jAge tyAM sudhI tyAga Ave ja kayAMthI? guNIne namavAnuM mana na thayuM mATe ja bAhu balInA tyAge kevaLajJAna na ApyuM jyAM guNIne namana karavAnuM mana thayuM. bhAna thayuM. AtmajAgrata banyuM. guNane prema jAgye, tyAgIonA caraNamAM mUkavA paga upADyA tyAM ja aTakI raheluM AtmajJAna kevaLajJAna pragaTa thayuM ! guNanA zaraNanI ananya pipAsA eja khare tyAga ! navakArazI jeTalA nAnAmAM nAnA tapanI zuddha anudanA, ananya upAsanAe ja tyAgaguNamAM tema guNImAM lIna thavuM eja tyAga...guNAnurAgI tyAgI bane ja

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174 tyAgI e na hoya tevuM bane nahiM. dhama meLavI ArAdhIne kevaLajJAnanI je kharekhara jarUra hoya te guNanA ananya rAgI thavuM ja joIe ane dharma karavA chatAM guNane na jotAM doSanA ja rAgI banyA doSa jovA mATe kSaNe vitAvI te yAda rAkhavuM ke kevaLajJAna najIkamAM prApta thavAnuM haze te paNa dUra jaze arthAta paribhramaNa cAlu raheze. kevaLajJAnane jhaMkhanA guNane rAgI banyA vinA rahetuM nathI, tapasvI, sahanazIla, hasatA mukhe keza upADanAra maLaze. paNa guNAnurAgI meLavavuM muzkela che. je AtmAmAM guNanI vAta sAMbhaLatAM, guNanI gaMdha AvatA aMge aMgamAM jhaNajhaNATI pedA thAya che. tyAre A AtmA Atma guNane khajAne pragaTa karI zake che. jahadiTiTha saMjoga, na hoi jacaMghayANa jIvANuM taha jiNamaya saMjoge, na hAI micchadha jIvANuM 96 he bhAvika..daSTi vALo kaMika je te samaje. daSTi vinAne ciMtAmaNuM ratna sanmukha hevA chatAM joI na zake tema mithyAtva daSTivALo AtmA anaMta guNanA khajAnAne prApta karAvanAra zrI jinezvara matane oLakhI na zake jethI te AtmalakSI jIvana prApta na karI zake.zrI gautama svAmI vidvAna mahAna paMDita ziromaNI hevA chatAM jyAre prabhu mahAvIra paramAtmAne sahayoga sAMpaDe. mitva emaLI jatAM sAcI daSTi, samyanI prApti thatAM AtmAne oLakhe, oLakha thavAthI bhagavAnane oLakhyA jethI Atma kalyANa sAdhI zakayA.

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175 bhagavAna eLakhavA eTale AtmAne oLakha barAara che, te tyAre ja banI zake ke anAdi kALathI jeNe kALo kera vartAvI AtmAne Atma sanmukha banavA do nathI te mithyAtva haDI jAya te... paccakakha maNutaguNa, jiNiMda dhamma na desalesevi tahavihu annANuMdhA na ramati kayAvi saMmijiyA 97 he bhAvika, pratyakSathI aNutaguNAtmaka jinezvara bhagavaMtanA prarUpelA dharmamAM aMza mAtra doSa nathI paNa ajJAnatAnA kAraNe mithyAtvI che te tArake jaNAvela dharmamAM jAtA nathI arthAta, dharma vimukha bane che. tevA jI pratye IrSA, niMdA, tiraskAra na karatAM bhAva dayA ciMtavavI. sAcI daSTi prApta teone thAya tevI pravRtti karavI.. arthAt bhAvayA ciMtavavI. 1444 graMthanA praNetA haribhadrasUri zrI mahArAjA- citeDanI rAja sabhAmAM rAjapurohita hatA. cAra veda, cauda vidyAonA pAragAmI hovA chatAM abhimAnI hatA. temane eka aphaLa nirNaya hato ke je pATha-zeka, koI artha na samajAya te koI samajAve tene mAre gurU mAphavA. kaI vakhata teo jaina upAzraya pAse thaIne jatA hatA. jaina sAdhvIjIe buddha sado pUrvaka adhyayana karI rahyA hatA. te paikI ka yAda kare che. te zleka habhidra purohita sAMbhaLe che. cakI dugaharipaNue, paNa cakkAju kesa cakkI kezA cakI kesa lucakI, kesI e cakI e

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176 bleka sAMbhaLI atha vicAratAM samajAtu nathI. teo e lIdhelI pratijJAnuM dhyAna hatuM. te pratijJA jAheramAM nahiM paNa manathI lIdhelI hAvA chatAM pUrNa pratipAlana karavAnI gADha tayArI ! mahAna puruSA dharma mATe prANane tyAga kare che. paraMtu prANa mATe dhana ke pratijJAne tyAga karatAM nathI. artha na samajAyA tethI purohita upAzrayamAM jai atha samajave e nirNaya karatAMnI sAthe upAzra yamAM gayA. ghaNA jaina sAdhvIjIonA parivArathI parivarelA moTA mahArAja jaNAI AvyA . temanI pAse vinaya pUrvaka namaskAra karIne upAzrayamAM pravezavAnI dharmalAbha zabdathI saMmati meLavI...saMtAnA ane sAdhvIjIonA darzanathI prasannatA meLavI. vinayavata banelA purAddhite pUchyuM ke thADI ja kSaNeA pUrva cakkI duganA zlAka elAte hateA. tenA atha mane samajAve. mArI jijJAsA pUrNa karavA Apane prAthanA karuM chuM.vinayathI jJAna maLe che. sAvIjI cAkinI mahattarA pAmI gayAM ke A mahAnubhAva haribhadra purohita hovA joIe tema sAdhvIjI vicakSaNa hatA. amArA zrI jina zAsanamAM sUtrane atha jaNAvavAnA adhikAra sAdhu puruSAne che. mATe Apane jo ajJAnanI pipAsA hoya te amArA gurUdeva pAse javuM jarUrI che. vicakSaNa sAghvIjIe aAkanA atha na khatAnyeA. kAraNa ke teo jANe che ke A vyakti mAmulI nathI... kayAre paNa jinamaMdira ke jaina upAzrayamAM Ave paNa nahiM,

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177 A vyakita sahaja AvI gayA che. te pU. AcArya mahAjane bheTo karAvavo joIe. pUjya zrI dravyAdibhAvanA jJAtA che. huM artha batAvIza te purohita ahIMthI pAchA vaLaze gurUdeva pAse te nahiM jAya...AvI gayA che eka kano bhAvArtha samajavA paNa tatvajJAnanI suvAsa ApIne kalyANakArI mArga pamADIne mekalavA che. purohite tIvra jijJAsAthI pUchayuM ApanA gurudevanuM nivAsa sthAna kayAM che. sAdhvIjIe kahyuM ke zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtanI maMdira najIka jaina upAzrayamAM birAjamAna che. sAdhvIjI jANe che ke A haribhadra eka vakhata jinamaMdiramAM jaI tAraka paramAtmAnI bhayaMkara AzAtanA majAka karI hatI. chatAM te vyakti pratye roSa nathI. aparAdhI pratye reSa-tiraskAra te saMsAramAM paNa saMtanI daSTi jJAna daSTivALI hoya che. sAdhvIjInA upAzrayanA zAMta ane pavitra vAtAvaraNathI tathA temanA zistabaddha anuzAsanathI purohita prabhAvati thayA. vinayapUrvaka namana karI vidAya lIdhI purehitanA haiyAmAM sAdhvIjI pratye pramoda bhAva prApta thaye. teonI vAte haiiyuM pulakita banAvI dIdhuM. teo tarata ja jinamaMdiramAM gayA. tenI sAthe ja upAzraya che. jina dharmanI AcAra maryAdA pratye haiye sadabhAva. jAge. viziSTamAna prApta thayuM. jinamaMdiramAM jaIne temaNe jinezvara devanI khUba ja suMdara guNa stavanA karI... A e ja jinamaMdira che ke je pratimAnI ThekaDI

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178 uDAvI hatI. temanA haiye te vakhate dveSa hatA. Aje tenA khale sadbhAva che. premabhAva jAgI gayeA che. pramAda nA badale irSA-tiraskAra bhAva Ave teA vyavahAra bagaDI jAya. dhamanA badale adhama pAmI jAya mATe vAraMvAra jJAnIo pharamAve che ke guNIjanA ane puNyazALIo pratye pramAdabhAvathI ullasita mane. guNu darzanathI prema jAgaze tyAre doSa daza nathI dveSa-tiraskAra thaze. tethI manane saMtApa thAya che.. sAdhvIjI pratye prameAdabhAva prApta thayA. A ja haribhadra purAhitane paramAtmAnI pratimAmAM vItarAgatAnA anubhava thayA. khUba ja su Mdara stuti karI.... sAthenA bhAgamAM rahela upAzrayamAM birAjamAna pU. AcAya mahArAje stuti sAMbhaLI nirNaya karyA ke. A haribhadranA ja che... AcArya bhagavaMtanI jamaNI AMkha phakatI hatI... navA navA saMketa thavA lAgyA. tyAre A Aju haribhadra upAzrayamAM praveza karI vadana namaskAra karI saMmati meLavI pU. AcAya bhagavaMta pAse AvI bhAva vibhAra manI vaMdana karyuM. AzIrvAda prApta thayA. kSema kuzaLa vAta thatAM AcAya bhagavaMte pUchyuM ke bhAgyazALI Agamana kAraNa jaNAve ? avAja haribhadra purohita javAba ApatAM hatAM. temAM spaSTa tarI AvatuM hatuM ke sAdhvIjI ma. nA guNe pratye prameda bhAva khIlye che, tema paramAtmA pratye sAcI dRSTi paNa khullI gaI che. huM haribhadra purAhita ..tame bhAgyazALI che....deva

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'179 gurUnA darzana thayAM... tamAre je artha samajAve che. te jana darzananuM rahasyamaya jJAna sAdhu jIvanamAM pAmI zakaze. anekAMtavAda-saptanaya bhaMgInI vAta jANavI samajavI hoya emane satata gurUkuLavAsa ArAdha jarUrI che. tamArA jevA buddhizALI, vicakSaNa, prajJAvaMta puruSe te mahAna zratadhara banI aneka AtmAne aMdhakAramAMthI prakAzamAM lAvI zake ! AcArya bhagavaMtanI dhIragaMbhIra prada bhAvapUrNa, sAkarathI vadhu mIThI vANIthI purohitanA hiyAnuM parAvartana thayuM. manathI lIdhelI svapratijJAnuM lakSya hatuM. gurUdevanI vANI te tarapha laI jatI hatI. dharma pamADavA mATe, dharmanI jAgRti mATe saue vicAravuM joIe. keInI paNa IrSA na karo adekhAI na kare, koInI niMdA na kare. sAdhu sAthvInI, zrAvaka zrAvikAnI niMdA, IrSA na karo. saoN keIne guNa daSTithI juo. guNa gAtAM ja rahe, deSa darzana e phuratA che. guNadarzana vinA prameda bhAva prApta tha azakaya che. haribhadra purahitamAM guNadarzanane guNa have pU. AcArya devanI vAta spazI gaI. gurU mahArAja paNa temanI pratijJAthI vAkepha hatA. jJAnI haMmezAM gaMbhIra ja hoya. gaMbhIra na hoya te jJAnI kayAMthI ? purohitanI junI vAta yAda na karatAM te AtmAne mArga pamADavAnI jijJAsA ! e A ja purohita che. jeNe mArA bhagavAnane upahAsa karyo hato, lAva, atyAre mArI pAse che. be cAra saMbhaLAvI dau-

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180 paNa tema nA karyuM ! bhUtakALanI kharAba vAta yAda apAvIne keI sudhArI zakatuM nathI. TIkA-kaTAkSa karavAthI keIne asara thatI nathI. je AcArya bhagavaMte purohitane sApha jaNAvI diIdhuM hota ke tamAruM ghamaMDa utArI nAMkhIza. tamAre kaDavA pariNAma bhogavavA ja paDaze. tiraskAra karyo heta te ApaNane A mahAna zratadhara 1444 graMthanA praNetA zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA maLyA heta kharA ? paNa AcArya mahArAje tiraskAra na karatAM purohita hari bhadranuM uttama koTinuM ujavaLa bhAvi joyuM ? haribhadra purahitane viziSTa koTinA jainAcAryane sahaga thaye hate purahitanI jJAna prAptinI jhaMkhanA apUrva kakSAnI hatI te mATe viSayika sukhene tyAga karavA paNa taiyAra hatA. e jANe zaktA hatA ke jJAna prAptinI taka gumAvavI e Atma hatyA jeTaluM pApa lAge. aMte haribhadra purohita maTIne jaina muni zrI haribhadra vijaya banI mahAna jainAcArya zratadhara aneka AtmAonA mahAna upakArI banyA.. ajJAnamAMthI jJAna dazAmAM lAvanAra, aMdhakAramAMthI prakAzamAM AvI zakAya e zrI jina dharma maLe che. temAM zaMkA rAkhavI nahiM e dharmane Atma sAta karavA je karavuM paDe te karavA taiyAra thavuM eja samayajJa kahevAze. mi aNutadesA payaDA disaMti naviya guNalese tahavi yata ceva jiyA, hi mehaMdhA nisevaMti 98 - he AtmA mithyAtvamAM pragaTa anaMta deSa dekhAya

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181 che. paraMtu temAM guNa te jaNAtuM nathI. guNa Avaze ke kema e zaMkA che. tema chatAM mithyAtva mehanIya karmanA kAraNe mohAMdha che mithyAtvane Adare che. te kharekhara zocanIya che. mehanIyane AdhIna banelA satya dharmane svIkArI zaktA nathI. dhikrI tANunarANuM vanANe taha guNemu kusalatta, suhasacca dhammaraNe suparikha je na jANuti he bhAvika, je puruSanI vijJAna kaLA tathA anya ghaNuM ghaNI kaLAo hovA chatAM sukhakArI ane satya evA dharmarUpa rananI sArI rIte parIkSA karI jANatA nathI te dhikArane pAtra che. temanI kaLAnI kaI kiMmata nathI. vastune jema sadupayoga karIe tema mAnava jIvana gRhastha dharma, pAMce Indriye Adi je maLyuM che. te mokSa sAdhanAnI siddhimAM upayegI banAvavA eja sAcI buddhi kahevAya. e apUrva avasara kyAre Avaze ke jinezvara bhagavaMtane samavasaraNamAM dezanA ApatAM sAkSAta IzuM. temanA darzana karIne netrane nirmaLa banAvIzuM ane pavitra karIzuM. jagada uddhArIkI, kalyANa kArINI, manehArINI vANI sAMbhaLI kAna pAvana karIzuM e hitakAraka upadeza sAMbhaLI manane vizuddha banAvIzuM zreNIka mahArAjAnI jema zraddhAthI kayAre paNa calAyamAna thaIzuM nahi. dezavirati dharmanI ArAdhanA kayAre karIzuM. keme dharma ArAdhanA karatAM sarva virati kayAre pAmIzuM. saMsAra amane viSamaya kayAre lAgaze. chatAM saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe

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182. teTalo TAIma te karmane (IcchAvinA) saMsAranuM kArya karIzuM. avasara maLe to saMsAra choDavA paNa taiyAra thaIzuM. sAdhu pada meLavavAnI tIvra jhaMkhanA prApta karIzuM. AvI bhAvanA ane maLelI buddhinA baLe bhAvIzuM..e buddhi, meLavI paNa sArthaka kahevAya. jiNadho ya jIvANuM, apu ka5pAya che sagApavaga muphakhANuM, phalANuM dAyago cho 100 A jaina dharma bhavyAtmAo mATe apUrva kalpavRkSa samAna che, kAraNa ke jaina dharma rUpI kalpavRkSa devaka ane mokSanA sukharUpa phaLane ApanAro che. jaina dharmanA anuyAyI jaina dharmanA siddhAMtane samaje, jANe Adare, pALe paLAve te samajAyuM ke durgatithI mukata banIne sadgati meLavavA pUrvaka ekSapadanA adhikArI thaze. mayanuM suMdarIe potAnA pati uMbararANAne zrI siddhacakajInI ArAdhanA gurU mahArAje je vidhie batAvI hatI te te kI. karAvI hatI. mayaNAsuMdarIne gurUdeve abhaya banAvI hatI. tema mayaNAe uMbararANAne bhaya rahita banAvyA hatA. tethI teo dveSarahita banI zAMta citta ekAgra manathI ArAdhanA karI ane ArAdhanAnuM phaLa pAmyA...zuddha hRdaya, niSkapaTI bhAva, apakArInuM paNa bhaluM karavAnI tamannAvALA, karmanI gatine samajanArA, saraLa, bhadrika evA zrI zrIpAla mayaNane je vinaya. viveka, bhakti, mithyAdi bhAva pUrvakanuM jIvana hatuM te pUrvaka ArAdhelI ArAdhanAnA prabhAve kayAre naraka ke tirya

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183 javAnA nathI. devaleAka, manuSya bhava karatAM navamA bhave zivapadane pAmaze, dharmAMnA prabhAva dhama kalpavRkSa karatAM paNa adhika phaLa ApanArA che.. are Aja bhavamAM zrIpAlajI ne rAjyAnA rAjye, aDhaLaka dhana vaibhava, saMpati vaN mAMgyA maLyA...dhamI ne doDatu Ave. je jIvA dharmAnuSThAna satra bhaya, dveSa, ane khedathI kare che tethI dharmane prabhAva jevA anubhavavA maLate nathI. nirbhaya manIne, dveSarahita thaine, umaMga, utsAha Ana graMthI ArAdhanA karavAthI dharma aciMtya phaLa ApanAro ja che, dararoja 108 thavakArane matra yathAvidhi pUrvaka karavAmAM Ave te koI duSTa devAdinA upadrava thateA nathI. koi bhUta pizAca Adi upadrava karI zakatu nathI. 'jasamaNe navakArA tassa ki kRSNa' jaina hoya yA ajaina zraddhA sa`pUrNa` hAvI joie. mahAmatranA 68 akSara che te vyi zaktino bhaMDAra che, akSare akSaramAM narakanI bhayaMkara yAtanAo teADI zakAya tema che te mAmulI duHkha dUra thAya ja emAM kAi zakA nathI. zraddhAthI ane vizvAsathI mANasa ni ya bane che. zakA ane avizvAsathI mANasa bhayabhIta ane vicalita thatA jAya che. paramAtmAnI parama-agama-agnecara viziSTa tatvAnI ArAdhanAmAM akhUTa zraddhA-vizvAsa ati jarUrI che. kadAca kai zakA jAgI te samajavuM ke kArya saphaLa na ja thAya...'mahAna AtmAne preraka prasaMga.' mAMDavagaDhanA mahAmaMtrIrAja pethaDakumAra temanA patni

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184 pathamiNI zuddha ArAdhanA karatA hatA. 32 varSanI bhara yuvAna avasthAmAM zuddha suMdara brahmacaryanuM pAlana karatA. hatA. temanA ArAdhelA dharmanA prabhAve tarapha jaina dharmanI prabhAvanA thaI hatI. mAlavanareze AnaMdathI temane savA lAkha rUpiyAnuM vastra paridhAna karavA ApyuM hatuM. te vastrane upayoga pethaDakumAra paramAtmAnI pUjA karavAmAM ja karatA hatA. e vastramAM evI prabhAvikatA hatI ke koIne tAva Avyo hoya te e vasane oDhADe te tene tAva utarI jAya. A prabhAva tAraka arihaMte batAvela brahmacarya vatane hatuM. sAthe prabhunI nirmala bhakitathI zuddha paramA. zuone ja vadhato hate...dhamInA kapaDAmAM paNa dharma vasI jAya e dharma ke aciMtya prabhAvazALI che. - rAja kuTuMba sAthe maMtrIzvarane saMbaMdha hatuM. te mAlava narezane lIlAvatI ane kadaMbA be rANI hatI. rAjAne lIlAvatI upara vadhu prema hatuM. AthI lIlAvatI tarapha IrSAthI jotI ane adekhAI AgamAM baLatI hatI. kadaMbAne IrSAnuM pramANa ghaNuM hatuM. IrSA karavAthI vadhu sukha maLatuM hoya ke duHkha dUra thatuM hoya te ThIka che. tamo IrSAnA guNane svIkAse...paNa vicAre ke mahAsatI sItAjInA haiyAmAM Aga cAMpI, zrI rAmacandrajIne sItAjI pratye atyaMta prema hatA. bIjI rANIothI sahana na thayuM. traNe rANIoe bhegI thaIne yaMtra racyuM. temAM saraLa-bhadrika sItAjI karmavege phasAyA, kalaMkti beTI rIte banAvyA. zrI rAme sItAjIne jaMgalamAM

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185 ravAnA karyA. sItAjInI e bhavitavyatA, temanA azubha kamane udaka mAnavo rahyo, paNa pelI traNa rANIone sItAjInA javAthI vadhu sukha maLyuM kharuM? mANasanI bramaNA che ke bIjAne duHkhI karavAthI potAne vadhu sukha maLaze ! te ja paristhiti A kadaMbA karI rahI che. mAlava narezane lIlAvatI pratye abhAva thAya te ja mArA pratye prema vadhe. te mATe te je karavuM paDe te karavA tayAra thaI. kadaMbA vicAratI hatI ke lIlAvatIne meTo doSa yA gunho na pakaDAya tyAM sudhI rAjAne prema ocho thaze nahiM doSa darzana karo paNa kayAM ane konA mATe ? A saMsAramAM jayAM sudhI doSa darzana nahiM thAya tyAM sudhI saMsAra parane meha chUTaze nahi. mATe jJAnI bhagavaMte saMsArane sAra kahetA nathI. saMsAramAM rahevuM e jokhama che. Dagale Dagale bhaya che. e samajAya to dharmathI muti jarUra pAme zakAze. rAjAno prema meLavavA anya jIvanamAM Aga lagADavI e adhama kartavya che. eka samaya evo Avyo ke rANI lIlAvatI pathArI vaza thayA. bimArImAM ubhA thaI zakatA nathI ekAMtarIye, tAva haTha laIne pravezyA che ke je nIkaLavA mAMgato nathI. rAjA sahita samagra parivAra ciMtAmAM DUbI gayA. vaidyo hakI, DokaTara, bhUvA vigere saghaLA thAkayA.. aMte lIlAvatInuM zarIra sUkAvA mAMDyuM A tarapha saMge bane che. ke lIlAvatInI dAsI pethaDazAnA gRhAMgaNe gaI. te paNa rANIbAnI bimArInA samAcAra ApavA, ghaNA divasathI

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186 mahArANI tAvathI pIDAya che. koI davA upacAra kAma lAgatA nathI. rAjA-saparivAra pradhAnA-matrIe ci'tAmAM paDayA che. pazcimaNIe vAta sAMbhaLIne vicArIne jaNAvyuM ke mArI ke pAse eka upAya che...kaheA, kaho, jaldIthI zuM upAya ? ema kahetAMnI sAthe pathamaNIne bheTI paDI, mahAmaMtrI paramAtmAnI pUjA vakhate je vastra pari dhAna kare che. te vastra mahArANIne eDhADavAmAM Ave te tAva jAya ja, emAM zaMkA nathI... paNa tAva AvatAM pahelAM ADhI le te vadhu sArU.... tameA jaldIthI te uttama vastra Ape. huM rANImAne samajAvI tamArA kathana mujaba karAvIza. paropakAra rasika pathimaNIe patidevanu savA lAkha rUpi yAnu e vastra ApI dIdhu. vastra pAchu maLe ke nahi'. yA dAsI kadAca lai jAya evI zakAne sthAne na ApatAM harSa thI ApI dIdhuM. pavitratara vasra, pavitratama vyakitanA paramANu AthI sparze'lu' e vasranA mahimA pUrNAMka bhAvathI paridhAna kahetAM Ayu .. tAva AvavAnA samaya thai gayeA. paNa tAvane tilAMjalI levI paDI. ghara karIne beThelA aMte pavitratA AgaLa namIne bhAgavuM paDayuM....dAsI vigere AnadamAM AvyA paNa pelI kadaMbAne AnaMdanA badale du:kha thayuM. tAva na jAya te IcchanAra kevA vicAreA kare che. A tAva kevI rIte gayA tenI pUrNa IMtejArI karI ke mahAmaMtranA prabhAvazALI vasathI tAva gayA che. te manamAM bhaya kara ( vArA karatI doDatI mahArAjAnA caraNamAM gaI. gaMbhIratA

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187 pUrvaka gaMbhIra banI vAta karatI kahe che ke svAmI, svAmI tame mAno ke na mAne, mArI vAta satya hovA chatAM khoTI samaje te paNa huM Apane satya vAta mAre jaNAvavI ja joIe. kadaMbA vAtane sajAvIne rAjAne jaNAve che ke mArA upara nArAja na thaze. tamane khabara nahi hoya ke lIlAvatIne mahAmatrI sAthe ADo saMbaMdha hoya tema lAge che. jarUra prema pAzamAM sapaDAyA cheA aMtima AkSepa sAMbhaLatAM rAjAne gusso Avye.. tuM AvI khATe khetI vAta kema kare che. juThuM belIne zA mATe vera jhera vadhAre che. zuM tArI pAse kaMI sAkSI, ke kaMI purAve che are ! kada bA raDatI raDatI kahe.. tamane tenA mATe khUbaja prema che. tethI mArI vAta cheTI ja mAne evuM huM jANatI hatI. paNa prANanAtha pramANa patra vinA kaMI AvuM kahevAya kharUM? Apa ja khAtrI kara padhAre, mahAmaMtrI nA viraha samayamAM temanuM vApareluM vastra lIlAvatI oDhIne sUtI che. rAjAne A vAtanI khabara na hatI. tema lIlAvatI ke dAsIe keIe paNa rAjAnA kAne A vAta pahoMcatI karI nathI. rAjA lIlAvatInA vizALa oraDAmAM Ave che. kadaMbA tephAnano aMgAro pheMkI pitAnA sthAne gaI. zaMkAzIla rAjA jANe che ke mahAmaMtrI lIlAvatI pavitra che. chatAM kayAreka kaMI bhUla karI nAMkhe to kahevAya nahiM. parIkSArthe zaMkAne daDha banAvatAM lIlAvatI pAse jaldI Ave che. te samaye niMdamAM poDhI

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188 rahelA lIlAvatInA deha para rahetu. vastra joyuM. eLakhI paNa lIdhuM. A tA mArI ja bheTa che. mahAma trIe Avu amUlya ki'matI vastra rANIne zA mATe bheTa ApyuM. kaMI kAraNa haze ! kadruoMkhAnI vAta ghaNI dRDha karI dIdhI. rAjAe mahAmaMtrI ke lIlAvatIne za MkAnuM nirAkaraNa na pUchyuM, zakAzIla banelA rAjAe koi ne kaMi na pUchyuM mahAmaMtrI ke lIlAvatIne pUchI lIdhuM hAta te| vagara vicAyu" na thAta... koI paNa kAinI vAta sAMbhaLIne ke koipaNa prasaMga joI tenA rAgamAM ke dveSamAM kheMcAtA nahi. koipaNa vAtane vAgeALA, niNa ya karatAM pahelAM khUba ja gaMbhIratAthI ceAtaraphathI avaleAkana karI jethI pariNAma kharAkha Ave...rAjan jANe che ke pethaDazA te brahmacArI che. vizvAsapAtra vyakti che. je rANI pratye anahada premalAgaNI hatI tene durAcArImAnI lIdhI. bannene bhayaMkara AkarI zikSA karavAnI vicAraNA karI paNa matrIzvara vinA rAjya cAlI zake tema nathI. tethI matrIzvarane zikSA na karatAM lIlAvatIne khelAvI sApha zabdomAM suNAvI DhIM ke tu rAjyamAMthI dUra thaI jA, tArUM mukha jovAmAM pApa che. A AkarI vAta matrIzvaranI upasthitimAM sabhaLAvI. mahAmatrI akSara paNa na malyA...gamagIna gabhIra banIne beThA. kadaMbAe peAtAnA jherI mukhethI A vAtane khATI rIte AkSepa pUrvaka phelAvI hatI. lIlAvatInI dAsI

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189 caturAne sajA tathA AkSepanI khabara paDatAM te mahAmUlya vastra laI pathamiNane pAse jAya che. raDatAM raDatAM pathamiNIne badhI vAta kahI saMbhaLAvI. maMtrIzvara tathA rANIbA bhayaM. kara ApattimAM AvI gayA...pathamiNInA haiyAmAM pArAvAra dukha thayuM. sAthe thayuM ke rAjA-vAjA-vAMdarA...ene kaMI bharaze kharo ! sAcuM-khATuM joyA vinA ja uttama vyakitaene sajA kare, dharmanA prabhAve sau sArUM ja thaze.. thoDI ja kSaNamAM maMtrIzvara padhAryA. teone khyAla AvI gaye hatuM ke rAjanane mArA pratye durbhAva thaye che. kalaMka caDhAvI dIdhuM che chatAM mana upara asara thavA dIdhI nahiM. dAsI caturAe samaya samajIne vidAya lIdhI. pathamiNI patidevanA caraNomAM namaskAra karI AMsu sAratA belI..he mArA patideva . mArA nimite Apane tathA. rANIbAne kalaMka lAgyuM... maMtrIzvara mIThI vANIthI jaNAve che ke tuM ciMtA na kara, pUrvabhavanA pApanuM phaLa lAge che. meM kaI paNa bhavamAM niSkalaMka vyakitane kalaMka ApyuM haze. to udayamAM AveluM pApa samabhAvathI bhegavavuM e dhamI AtmAnI pharaja che. ApaNA hRdayamAM dharma che. dharma rakSaNa kare ja. dharmanA zaraNe janArA abhaya pAme ja che. tame nizcita banI dharma kArya mAM otapreta thaI jAo rAjanane kaI ja deSa mane jaNAtuM nathI. mATe rAjA pratye durbhAva lAvaze nahiM. maMtrIzvaranA zuddha zabdothI dukhanA AMsu harSamAM parAvartana pAmyA.

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190 zu pathamiNI-ma trozvarane jaNAve che ke he svAmI ! have e nirdoSa lIlAvatInu' zu' thaze ? te kayAM jaze ? khAze, jIvana kevI rIte vyatita karaze ? tyAre maMtrIzvare pUchyuM ke lIlAvatInA rakSaNa mATe ApaNe zuM karIzuM? ApaNI pharaja zuM ? pathimaNIe svAmIne kahyuM...huM Apane zuM rastA khatAvuM. Apa budhdhinidhAna-mahAupakArI Apta purUSa cho. Apa ja mAga matAvA. jaMgalamAM jaMgalI prANIne AhAra na manI jAya tethI Apa ja rakSaNa karI zake tema che. he svAmI...mArI namra vinaMti che ke e abaLAne bacAveA .. mahAmaMtrInuM haiyuM te vAtathI ulasita hatuM. I saceAgeAmAM lIlAvatIne rakSaNa maLavu joie. paNa pathImiNInI saMmati sivAya na ja khanI zake. maMtrIzvare jaNAvyu ke he devI, e lIlAvatIne tame ja saMbhALI zake tema che. tame tamArI ena tarIke amaLAne jIvaMta rAkhavA tamArA ja mahelanA bheAMyarAmAM guptapaNe rAkhIne sabhALajo. dharmAMnA prabhAve kalaMka dUra thaze tyAre rAjamahelamAM te padhAraze ! tame A vAta mATe saMmata thaI zakraze! ema kahI pathamiNI sAme joyuM. je rANI upara rAjana taraphathI mahAmaMtrI premI anyA tevA AkSepa hAvA chatAM peAtAnA ja prAsAdamAM utArA apAya kharA ! keTaluM moTuM' bhayaMkara sAhasa ! jIvanamAM saMghaSa` ghaNA Ave paNa AvA samaye rakSaNa karavuM' e ghaNu kaThIna che. pathamiNIne patideva pratye pUrNa vizvAsa che. mArA svAmI naiSThika brahmacArI che. temanA jIvanamAM

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191 zaMkA rAkhavI e mahA pApa che ema e samajatI hatI. patideve keTalA badhA vizvAsa saprApta karyAM haze....mArA sivAya mArA patine jagatanI badhI srIe mA-ena samAna che. viSaya vikAranI dRSTie kayAre paNa jove ja nahi. AjakAla vamAnamAM jo AvA pati-patninA -dana thAya te A bhUmi paramapAvanIya banI jAya. sadAcArI jIvanane jIvaMta khanAvanArA mahApurUSonI AMkha mAMthI amIdhArA vahetI hAya che. Aje te! bhAi sAheba patnine kahe ke tAre mArI vAtamAM Dakhala na karavI. huM tArI khAmatamAM Dakhala karIza nahi. kevA bhayaMkara che.. diyara-bhAjAi,-bhAI ena, nAnA moTA koInA viveka na rahyA. eka bIjAnA kevA sabaMdho che. ane te keTalI de pahAMce che. te samajAya tema nathI. kALa A tarapha lIlAvatIne gupta rIte mahAmatrIe hiMmatathI peAtAnI havelInA bheAMyarAmAM rAkhyA che. pathathamaNI samajI zake te rIte lIlAvatIne kahe che. he pUjanIya rANIjI? tameAne AvelI Apatti dhamanA prabhAvathI dUra thaze ja, zakA rAkhaze nahi'. paramAtmAnu' maMdira eka prayAga zALA tathA adhyAtmika zakti prApta karavA mATe zubha sthAna che. upAzrayAdi Atma svarUpa pAmI javAya tevuM ramaNIya zubha sthAna che. tema tamArA mATe A bheAMcarU madira upAzraya samajIne Atma svarUpamAM lIna ane. tameA zubha dhyAnathI prANImAtra pratye maitrI, prameAda, karUNA mAdhyastha bhAvanA apanAvI. zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa

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kare! lIlAvatI raDatAM raDatAM kahe che, he maMtrIzvara! huM te bhale duHkhI chuM, tamane mArA nimiti kalaMka lAgyuM te kayAre vikharAze temAM tamee mArI upara upakAra athe tamArI ja havelInA yarAmAM rAkhI che. je rAjanane jANa thaze te zuM thaze. te kalpI zakAtuM nathI. mahAmaMtrI pitAnA kAryamAM magna rahI kArya kare che.... hadayamAM eka ja bhAva che. dharmanA prabhAve sau sArUM ja thaze. dharmorakSati rakSitaH A tarapha lIlAvatI jIvanathI kaMTALI gayA che. AtmahatyAnA vicArane amalamAM lAvI dIdhuM. gaLe phAMsalagAvI laTakayA saha ja paDI javAthI avAja tha.. pathamiNIe e avAja sAMbhaLatAM nIce gayAM..rANamAne kahe! tame zA mATe duHkhI thAo che, e kArya na kare, duHkhane aMta A rIte Avaze nahiM samatA bhAvathI samayane pasAra kare ane navakAramaMtramAM layalIna bane. duHkhathI duHkhI banelA rANI raDI rahyA che, pathamiNInuM haiyuM bharAI javAthI te raDe che paraspara ekabIjAne AzvAsana Ape che. chevaTe kama sattAne yAda karI dharma sattAnA zaraNe gayA. pApa karmo jaze eTale jarUra paDye udayamAM Avaze e kArya karaze ja. pathamiNI kahe che ke he meTAbena, rANamA! tame tame bhayamukata banIne zrI navakAra maMtranI ArAdhanA kare. haiSa mukata banIne kaMTALe choDIne manane paramAtmAmAM lIna banAvI jApa kare. dharmanA prabhAve pathamiNI nirbhaya hovAthI lIlAvatIne nirbhaya banAvI dIdhI.

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193 lIlAvatIne 3 ce zrI navakAramaMtramAM apUrva zraddhA utpanna thaI. maMtrIzvara tathA pathamiNI pratye vizvAsa hate. temanA zuddha brahmacaryane prabhAva joI zakI che. dararoja pathamiNI lIlAvatIne maLe che. rAjA mahAmaMtrI sAthe keI vyavahAra karatAM nathI paNa maMtrIzvara pUrNa dakSatAthI kArya kare che. maMtrIzvarane prajAnI pUrepUrI sahAnubhUti che. prajAne ghaNuM ja prema saMpAdana karyo che. prajA tIvra jhaMkhanA jhaMkhI rahI che. ke mahAmaMtrI kayAre akalaMka jAhera thAya. mahAmaMtrInuM jIvana kavaca ghaNuM uttama hatuM. saunI rUDI bhAvanA hatI... sajajanI bhAvanA rUDI hatI te nyAye eka divase evuM banyuM ke rAjanane priya hAthI thAMbhale teDIne pAgala tha, sakaLa nagaramAM tephAne macavate gaye hAhAkAra macAvI dIdhuM. aMte nagara bahAra nIkaLI gaye. hAthIne pakaDavA sainike e doDAdoDa karI. aMte hAthI eka ghaTAdAra vRkSa pAse jaI be bhAna thaIne paDo. rAjAne A vAtanI jANa thatAM hAthI pAse tvarita pahe. hAthI khUba ja priya hate. AvI avasthA hAthInI joI raDavA lAgyo. pazupreme rAjAne raDA. hAthInA zarIramAM vyaMtarAdine upadrava thAya che. ema saghaLA lokenuM kathana sAMbhaLI rAjA e ghaNA mAMtrika, tAMtrika vigerene bolAvyA. rAjA taraphathI uddaghoSaNA thaI ke mArA priya hAthIne je kaI maTADaze tene tenI IcchA mujaba dhana ApIza kadAca je 13

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194 mArA hAthIne koI sajIvana nahi karo te mArA mATe paNa mRtyu sivAya kaMI ja nathI. rANIe prajA vigere AkraMdana karatI raDe che. hAthIne zu karavAthI sajIvana thAya...aneka dAsa dAsIthI parivarelA gADha ciMtAmAM rAjA beThA che, temAM lIlAvatInI dAsI caturA paNa sAmela hatI. caturAnA manamAM eka vicAra dhvarita AnyA. mahAmaMtrInuM pUjananu vajra je oDhADavAmAM Ave teA hAthIne lAgelA nyatara bhAgI jAya...lIlAvatI rANInA tAva utarI ja gayA hatA ..paNa rAjanane A vAta kevI rIte pahoMcADavI. rAjAne maMtrI pratye abhAva che. eja vajranA kAraNe bannenI upara rAjAe kala`ka Apyu che. ghaNI hiMmata dAkhavI caturAe namra svare jaNAvI dIdhuM ke hAthI pratye ApanI jema mane paNa mamatva che. ApanI icchA hAya te| upAya jaNAvu....rAjAnI nayanAmAM te bAbatanI jijJAsA joi. tarata ja caturAe kahyuM ke hAthI upara maMtrIzvaranuM pUjana vastra paridhAna karavAmAM Ave te vyaMtara bhAgI jaze....Apane pUrNa vizvAsathI kahI rahI chuM. kAraNa ke e vastranA prabhAve rANI lIlAvatInA tAva dUra thayA hatA. hi MmatathI jaNAvyuM. thoDI kSaNa teA rAjA ki katanya mUDha anya. pazu IcchA jarUra darzAvI. na niSiddha iti hA e nyAye caturA prathamaNI pAse tarata ja doDI... huM devI...matrIzvara tathA lIlAvatIne niSkalaMka rIte prajAne batAvavA hoya te suMdara avasara che. rAjAnA hAthI

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195 vyaMtaranA upadravathI bhAre pIDA pAme che. ApanA patideva maMtrIzvaranA e punita kapaDAnAM prabhAve te hAthI UpadravI mukta banaze. tamAma mAMtrikA-tAMtrike thAkI gayA che... mATe kRpA karI e punita vastra Ape... mane zraddhA che ane rAjA peAtAnI bhUla kabula karaze. saune AnaMda thaze. caturAnA haiyAmAM rANI tathA mahAmatrI pratye bhakti che. teo niSkalaMka ja che tema prajAne khAsa jaNAvavuM che AvA guNavaMtA puruSAne muzkelImAM joI tenA anurAgIne bhAre du:kha thAya e sahaja che. pathamaNIne dAsInI vAta khUbaja rAcaka lAgI. vasa premathI Apyu. dAsI harakhabhera laIne doDatI gaI...tema ja manathI harakhAtAM pathamaNI lIlAvatI pAse doDI gayA. have thoDA ja samayamAM dharmanA prabhAve AvelI Apatti jaze....badhI vAta vigatathI kahIM.... lIlAvatI kahe...maMtrIzvara tathA tamArA kathana mujaba vizvAsa, zraddhApUrvaka Aja sudhI 80 hajAra navakAra gaNyA. mane manathI apUrva zAMti che, mane have duHkha che ja nahi rAte zAsanadevIe mArA kaNa paTamAM kahyuM che ke he ! lIlAvatI sAta ja divasamAM rAjA hAthInI aMbADI upara besADI sanmAna pUrvaka rAja darabAre laI jaze. navakAra maMtranA prabhAve zrI pethaDazAhanA pavitratara brahmacarya vratanA prabhAve mAruM kalaMka dUra thaze. pathamiNI tyAMthI patideva pAse jaI caraNeAmAM namI namIne harSa thI badhI vAta karI... maMtrIzvara devIne kahe...puNyathI pApa ThelAya, pUrvabhavanA karelA pApa kama` khapI gayA, pApa karmAMnA uDDaya

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196 pUro thatAM sarva saMga sArAM bane che. anukuLa pratikuLa bane saMgomAM maMtrInuM mana zAMta-sthira che. dhanya che, AvA uttama zrAvakene, pethaDazAhanA jIvanamAM tatvajJAna ota preta thayela hatuM. mahAmaMtrInA pUjana vastrane sparza karAvatAMnI sAthe thoDI ja kSaNomAM zarIra kaMpavA lAgyuM. darekanI daSTi hAthI upara sthira thaI.sau vicAre che ke zuM thaze ?..thAMbhalA jevA paganuM halana calana thayuM. zarIra dhIre dhIre hAlavA lAgyuM. rAjA sahasA ubhe thaI AnaMdamAM AvI gaye. dhIre dhIre hAthI paNa ubhuM thaye. hAthImAM cetanA AvavAthI sau prajAjane e jaya jaya nAdathI maMtrIzvaranI ya belAvI, caturAne atyaMta AnaMda prApta thayo hato. A prasaMgathI rAjAne je abhAva hate te naSTa thaI gayo. rAjAe saprema AmaMtraNa pUrva maMtrIzvarane belAvyA. samaya avasarane pArakhanArA pathamiNIe maMtrI zvarane vinayapUrvaka upasthita namana karyuM. rAjA-prajAe sau maMtrIzvaranA ArAdhelAM dharmanI zIyala vratanI khUba khUba prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. rAjA maMtrIzvarane pitAnI sAthe ja hAthI para besavA AgrahathI kahe che tyAre maMtrIzvare sahaja nA kahI. chevaTe rAjAnA aMgata azva upara Arehita banyA. aMte rAja darabAre sau AvyA. AnaMda saune che paNa kadaMbAne haiyuM AgathI saLagyuM. arere..mArI jALa pANImAM gaI. saphaLa na ja banI... rAjamahelamAM rAjane maMtrIzvaranA sadAcAranI khUba ja prazaMsA karI. bheTa tarIke eka lAkha sonAmahora arpaNa karI. padArthanuM parAvartana

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197 thAya te rUpanuM pheraphAra thaI jAya tema jIvana parivartana thAya te azubhamAMthI zubhamAM jarUra AvI ja zake.. anukuLa saMge upasthita thatAM rANI lIlAvatIne paNa pApedaya naSTa thaye... have rAjA lIlAvatIne vicAra kahe che...arere meM kevI bhUla karI ! ghera bhayaMkara anyAya karI pApa karyuM. rANI nirdoSa chatAM meM kalaMkI dekhI. bannemAMthI eka paNa vyaktituM vyaktitva na ja joyuM tenuM A pariNAma mArUM zuM thaze. rAjAne kadaMbA yAda AvatAM kadaMbAnA kAvatrAne khyAla Ave. khADe chedanAra khuda pote ja te khADAmAM paDe che. potAnA sukha mATe bIjAne duHkhI karanAra kayAre paNa sukhI thatuM nathI. sukha meLavavA bIjAne duHkhI karavAthI duHkhanI kAtila khINamAM bheMkAI jaze. kadaMbAnI A ja dazA thaI. tenuM rAjamahela ke rAjA pratye nagaramAM kaMi ja sthAna na rahyuM. pethaDazA bIjA divase samayasara rAjasabhAmAM gayA... mahArAjA na AvyA tethI mahelamAM rAjana samIpe jaI jue che to rAjA ciMtAtura, udAsIna che. rAja-Apa kema udAsa jaNAo cho. keTalI moTI ciMtA gherI gaI lAge che. Ama vinayathI pUchayuM tyAre rAjananA netramAM azruthI bharelA Tapa Tapa thavA mAMDayA. maMtrIzvare te azrune premathI te sApha karyA. rAjana kahe..are bhAgyazALI maMtrIzvara, mane rANI lIlAvatInI ciMtA thAya che. abhAgIye huM ke joyA vinA tame tathA rANIne A5 apI dIdhe.

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198 tamArA dilane jItavuM te dUra rahyuM paNa dilane atizaya duHkha ApyuM. rANInuM zuM thayuM haze. kayAM haze? maMtrIzvare AzvAsana ApatAM kahyuM ke Apa bhAgyazALI cho, zAMti rAkhe, rANInuM akuzaLa IcchatA ja nahiM. temanuM ahitA kevI rIte thAya. kAraNa ke temanuM haiyuM dharmathI otapreta raMgAyeluM hatuM. dharma temanI rakSA kare. emAM kaMI navAI ja nathI. huM temane zedhavA pUrNa prayatna karuM chuM. rAjana tame mArI eka vAta svIkAraze.dharmathI sarva kAryanI siddhi thAya che! temAM rAjyabharamAM paDaha vagaDAve ke mahinAmAM parvatithinA divasomAM koI paNa vyaktie sAta vyasana sevavA nahiM, sAte vyasanane tyAga kare. phakta sAta divasamAM rANI ApanA darzana pAmI zakaze... A tarapha pethaDazAe ghera jaI pathamiNane saghaLI vAta karI...harakhAtI lIlAvatI pAse jaI vAta jaNAvI tyAre banne harSa vibhera banyA. pathamiNIe jaNAvyuM ke A prabhAva zrI navakAramaMtra che. tame e zraddhApUrvaka gayA che. tenuM A phaLa che tame mahArAjAnA paTTarANI banaze. paNa navakAramaMtra bhUlaze nahiM. rANI kahe che bena pathamiNI ! navakAramaMtra mArA zvAse zvAse TAI gaye che. paramAtmAnI bhakita adhikatara uttama che. temanI suvarNa maya pratimA banAvarAvI dararoja pUjA pATha karIza, zrAvikAnA dareka AcAra vicAra pALIza, rAtri bhejana kyAre paNa karIza nahiM. paNa sAthe haiyAnI vAta kahuM ke

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199 bena tArA upakArane haragIja bhUlIza nahi. pazcimaNIne haSa~nA AMsu pUrvaka bheTI paDe che pathamaNI guNavata che. ghaNA ghaNA guNe jovA dana thayA. te pathamiNI te bhUlI zakAya ja nahi ... varSonA varSo vahI gayA. tyAre sAta divasa te kSaNa vAramAM gayA. maMtrIzvare rAjanane samAcAra ApyAM ke lIlAvatInI zeAdha karatAM rANImA maLI AvyA che. teo mArA ghera hAla birAjamAna che. Apa Adeza Ape te samaye mahelamAM laI Avu A tarapha kRtajJatA guNane varelA pamiNIe rANI. mAne namrasvare jaNAve che ke tame amAru AMgaNu cheADIne jaze!. rAjamahelanA sukhamAM mane bhUlI jazeA, maMtrIzvara tathA A hATaDIne bhUlaze. te cAlaze paNa vinaMti pUrvaka kahuM chuM ke jinadhane kayAre paNa bhUlaze nahi, hRdayathI dha ne visAraze nahiM, ame tamArI kaMI ja bhikata, sevA, karI zakyA nathI tamAruM rakSaNa dhame ja karyu che. pathamiNI kevI viziSTa nirabhimAnI, guNIyala, brahmacAriNI nArI-ke jeNe rANI lIlAvatInA hRdayamAM dhane sthApyA. rAjA matrIzvarane kahe ! huM jAte ja tamArI havelIe AvIza.mahAma trIne Anada thayA. pamiNI e mahArAjAnu svAgata karavAmAM kaMI khAmI na rAkhI-rAjAne rANI pAse laI jaI bheTA karAvyeA....rAjAno AnaMda samAtA nathI... mUlyavAna vasro, dAgInA, batrIsa lAkha rUpiyA rAjAe rANIne bheTa dharyAM...

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200 svAgata pUrvaka rAjamahelamAM lAvI jinadhama mAM magna manI AnaMde rahevA lAgyA. lIlAvatI jinadhanI ArAdhanA, paramAtmAnI apUva bhikata, tathA zrAvikAnA AcArane pALatI dharmamaya jIvana vahe che. dharmAMdhI sukha maLe ja che. kalpavRkSathI paNa adhika phaLa ApatA para parAe meAkSasukha ApanAra che. dhammA badhu sumittoya, dhamme ya paNmA guru / mukakhamagra payaTTANuM, dhammA parama sadaNe||101A he bhAvika zrI jinezvara kathita jainadhama baMdhu-mitra samAna tathA parama guru svarUpe che. mAkSamAge prayANa karavAnI IcchAvALAne A dharma uttama phtha samAna che-Atmika khajAnA jene prApta karavA che. tene A ratha ghaNA ja upayogI che. cagaNu ta duhAnala, palita bhavakANe mahAbhIme sevasu re jIvatuma', jiNavayaNa' amiyakuMDa sama'102 huM bhavyajIve ! mahAbhaya kaeNra cAragatimAM samAyelA anaMta duHkha rUpa moTA bhAre agnithI saLagelA saMsAra rUpa vanamAM amRtanA sarIkhA zrI jinarAjanA vacanane sevana kara. visahe bhavamarUdese, aNu ta duhu gamtatAva satatte jiSNudhamma prUSNa', sarasutuma jI vasivasuhuda 103 he jIva, viSama ane ana ta duHkharUpa grISma RtunA tApathI ghaNA ja tapelA sa MsAra rUpa mAravADa dezamAM mekSa

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201 sukhane ApanArA jaina dharmarUpI kalpavRkSane tuM Azraya kara.. jaina dharmanuM vAratavika ArAdhana saMsAra mATe nahiM paNa mekSa mATe ja che. kiMbahuNa jiNadharma, jayavaM jaha bhadahiM ghera lahu tariya maNutasuha, lahaI jio sAsayeThANuM 104 he AtmA, ghaNuM ghaNuM kathana karavAthI zuM ? jaina dharmanA mArgamAM e yatna kare ke jethI bhayAnaka A saMsAra rUpI samudrane jaladIthI tarIne anaMta sukhavALA zAzvataavyaya padane pamAya. anaMtapakArI zrI jinezvaradevee A saMsArane duHkharUpa, dukhaphalaka ane duHkhAnubaMdhI varNave che. paramatAraka zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA paramatAraka vacanathI je laghukamI AtmAone A saMsAranI bhayaMkaratA samajAI ane enAthI mukata thavAnI abhilASA janmI te laghukamI AtmAe, evItarAgaparamAtmAe svayaM sevelA ane prarU pelA mokSasAdhaka upAyane sevIne zivasukha pAmyA che. devAdhideva zrI arihaMta paramAtmAoe upadezelA A mokSa mArganI prApti je je bhavyAtmAone thaI che te badhA kharekhara ja laghukamI che. zrI arihaMta paramAtmAonA paramatAraka zAsanane puNyanA bhege je puNyAtmAone suMdara samAgama thaye che e AtmAe A viSamakALamAM paNa saMsAranA paribhramaNane alapa banAvavA prayatnazIla ane samartha bane che. puNyanA cage maLelAM managamatA sukhane

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202 tyAga kare ane pApanA vege AvI paDelAM dukhe. samAdhipUrvaka veThI levAM e ApaNane zrI jinezvaradevenuM paramatAraka zAsana ja zIkhavADe che. saMsArasukhanA ja athI banelA che te A zIkhAmaNane sAMbhaLavA-samajavA mATe paNa taiyAra nathI. AthI ja sUripuraMdara AcArya bhagavAna zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe dhama sAMbhaLavAnA adhikArI tarIke paNa apunabaMdhakAdi jene gaNAvyA che. "gazataka ane gabiMdu' Adi granthomAM apunarba dhakAdi nuM je svarUpa varNavyuM che e joIe te, ApaNe to vastutaH dharma sAMbhaLavAnI yogyatA paNa gumAvI che evuM lAgyA vinA nahi rahe. zrI vItarAga paramAtmAnA paramatAraka zAsananI e vizeSatA che ke e zAsana aprApta guNene prApta karAvanAruM ane prApta guNonI rakSA karanAruM che. apratima puNyanA udayathI e zAsana pAmyA pachI dharma sAMbhaLavAnI lAyakAta meLavavAnA badale, saMsAranI lAlasAthI e lAyakAta gumAvIne marajI mujaba dharmanuM svarUpa ja bagADavAne prayatna durgatinuM kAraNa banyA vinA nahi rahe. zrI vItarAga paramAtmAnuM zuddha svarUpa, e svarUpane prApta karavAnA puruSArtharUpe teozrInuM kaThora sAdhanAmayajIvana ane teoe upadezele paramatAraka mokSamArga e. badhAne je vicAra karIe te zrI vItarAgaparamAtmAe. te nahi ja. paNa teozrInA paramatAraka zAsananA paramAthane pAmelA puNyAtmAe paNa kayAreya saMsAranA sukha

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203 meLavavA mATe dharmane upadeza kare nahi e samajI zakAze. Aje keTalAka upadezake zAsapAThanA nAme saMsAranAM sukha mATe paNa dharma karI zakAya che..." "dharma mokSa mATe ja karAya evuM mAnavuM kadAgraha che.." ItyAdi yathecachA lakhI besI rahyA che-te keTaluM badhuM anucita che e sujJa jane sArI rIte vicArI zake e mATe prayatna che. zrI jayavIyarAya sUtranA ITAphalasiddhi A padane artha pitAnI IcchA mujaba karavAnI dhUnamAM te ja sUtranAM "bhavanio..." ityAdi pado jANI joIne bhUlI javAmAM AvyAM che. bhavane nirveda mAMgyA pachI ISTa' tarIke saMsAranA sukhanI mAMgaNuM, saMsArasukhanA aMtarathI athI ane bahArathI nispRhatAne daMbha AcaranArA lAlacuo ja karI zake, paNa mULa sUtrakAra zrI gaNadhara bhagavaMta te kaI paNa saMgomAM e AzayathI ISTaphalasiddhi ne prayoga kare e saMbhavita nathI. e sUtranAM dareka padanI vyAkhyA karatAM zrI lalitavistarAmAM ane enI paMjikAmAM granthakAra paramaSie te spaSTapaNe ja jaNAvyuM che ke, mokSaphalanA avirodhI evA phalanI nipatti e ISTanI siddhi che. zrI gazAsa, zrI dharmasaMgrahAdi granthamAM paNa e padanI vyAkhyA karatAM "inTa tarIke A loka ke paralokamAM iSTa artha ke jenAthI cittanI svasthatA thAya che te arthane varNavyA che. cittanI svasthatA eTale "cittanuM mekSamAM avasthAna-lAgI rahevuM e vastune zrI

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bihAmAsa thI karavAmAM pravRttine 204 samavAyAMga sUtramAM jaNAvI che. AthI koIpaNa nirAgrahI samajI zake che ke AvazyaktA mujaba mekSanI sAdhanAmAM anukuLa evA koIpaNa A leka ke paraleka saMbaMdhI phalanI prArthanA ISTaphalAsiddhi padathI karavAmAM AvI che. zrI gabiMdumAM te samakitI AtmAonI badhI pravRttine mokSasAdhaka jaNAvI che. evA samakitI AtmA je je kare che te badhAe karavuM yogya che? aviratasamakitI AtmAo jIvanabhara dIkSA nathI paNa laI zaktA e dAkhalA laIne zuM keIe dIkSA nahi levI ? zrI nami. vinamie bhagavAna pAse rAjyanI yAcanA dharma pAmyA pachI karI hatI ? e vakhate te zrI dharmatIrthanI sthApanA paNa thaI na hatI. rAjya paNa temane bhagavAne ApyuM na hatuM paraMtu zrI dharaNendra ApyuM hatuM. te paNa ema kahIne ke bhagavAna have na Ape. tamArI bhaktithI khuza thaIne huM ApuM chuM." bAlajI brAhmakriyAnuM prAdhAnya mAnatA hovAthI evAone leca, pRthvI upara zayana, nirdoSa bhikSA, ughADA page cAlavuM, parISaha ane upasargone sahana karavA AtApanA levI...ItyAdi sAdhujIvanane kaSTamaya bAhyAcAronuM varNana karI jaina sAdhune dharma, Itara saMnyAsI tApasAdinA dharma karatAM ghaNe uttama che ema samajAvI, te bAlajIne lokottara dharmanI abhilASAvALA karavAevuM varNana te "Dazaka" graMthamAM che. bAlajIne saMsArasukhanI icchAthI paNa dharma karAvavAnuM SoDazakamAM jaNAvyuM nathI.

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205 zrI upadezamALA-puSpamALAne "navayu A lekane nirdeza karIne saMsAranA sukha mATe paNa dharma karavAnuM A navA bhAre kamIe jaNAve che. paraMtu puSpamALA'nuM e vidhAna ane ene maLatAM "ahavAkIrti suviODuM bhuveNe " ItyAdi vidhAnanuM tAtparya A lokanA sukhanI prApti paNa dharmathI ja thAya che e jaNAvavAnuM mAtra che, e mATe paNa dharma thAyae eno artha ja nathI. dharmanuM phaLa keTalIka vakhata dhamI AtmAo kevA hoya che enuM svarUpa jaNAvIne arthavAdarUpe jaNAvAyuM hoya che. ane keTalIka vakhata iSTasAdhana rUpe jaNAvIne varNavyuM hoya che. dharmathI saMsAranuM sukha paNa maLe ane mokSanuM sukha paNa maLe tathI baMne upAdeya che ema kahevAnuM ke zAstrakAra ucita na mAne. saMsArane bhaya na hoya, mokSane abhilASa na hoya, te dharmane dharma na kahevAya." ItyAdi. arthane spaSTapaNe jaNAvanArA graMtha che. zrAvakanI dinacaryAnA adhikAramAM jaNAvelI e. vAtane upayoga karatAM pUrve, zrAvakane kahevAya? zrAvaka kayAre ane kaI rIte vyApAra kare ? ItyAdi vastune te ja granthathI vicAra karIe te zrAvakane abhimata zuM hAya. e samajI zakAze. Aje je rIte moTAbhAganA zrAvake lebhane vaza thaIne, mahAAraMbha-samAraMbhathI dhamadhamatA vyApArAdi karI rahyA che. ene vicAra karIe te keIpaNuM,

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206 zAstrakAra maharSi emanI e pravRttimAM zrI namaskAra maMtrAdine upaga karavAnuM jaNAve nahi-e spaSTa samajAya tevI vAta che. vyApArAdimAM anIti, vizvAsaghAta, cerI vagere na thaI jAya e mATe satata jAgRta, ane anIti Adi thaI jAya che tene jene DaMkha lAge, te zrAvaka ochAmAM ochA pApavyApArathI AjIvikA cAle ane dharmArAdhanA vadhumAM vadhu thAya-evA AzayathI je zrI namaskAra maMtrAdino upayoga kare che emAM kAMI ayogya nathI. pApathI ane pApa karavAnI buddhithI bacavA mATe dharmane pradhAna banAvavAno virodha ja nathI. paNa pApa majethI karavuM, e karatAM pakaDAI javAya nahi ane pApa karavA chatAM lokomAM pratiSThA jaLavAI rahe, e mATe dharmane upayoga kare barAbara che? bhAvazrAvaka mATe ke bhAvazrAvaka banavAnI bhAvanAvALA mATe banAvelA e grantha lobhIyAono lAbha poSavA mATe nathI. AkhI dvAdazAMgI mokSanA abhilASIo mATe racAI che, adhikAra meLavyA vinA game te vidhAna pakaDI levAya? A badhI vAte barAbara vicAravA jevI che. duniyAnA dareka kSetromAM-tuccha evI sAmagrIomAM paNa-gyatAnuM prAdhAnya che. tyAre lekettara dharma ja eka evI vastu che ke jene ApatI vakhate gyAyegyatvanI zuM apekSA rAkhavAnI nathI? A badhAno sAra eka ja che ke ane te pakArI zrI arahiMta paramAtmAo mokSamArgane choDIne anya koIpaNa mArgane upadeza karatA nathI. teozrIe prarUpelA e mArganI

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207 prarUpaNA karanArA zAsakAra paramaSio paNa mekSamArganA ja prarUpaka hoya che. emanAM "vacane" nAM nAme, saMsAra sukhanA AzayathI karAte dharma paNuM upAdeya che, AdaraNIya che, ekalA mokSanA AzayanI vAta karavI e ekAMtavAda che? vagere prarUpaNa karavI -te, tAraka mahApurUSanI, emanAM vacanenI ghera AzAtanA karavA jevuM che. AtmalakSI evA sarala ne buddhibheda na thAya e mATe A TUMke prayAsa che. manamAnI prarUpaNa karanArAone aTakAvavAno A prayAsa nathI. emane aTakAvavAnuM zakya nathI. emanI vAtethI ja sujJa ke emane oLakhI leze. AsaktinA ge saMsArasukhanA IrAde dharma karanArA vargamAM paNa "dharma to mekSa mATe ja thAya. ApaNane bhale saMsAra game, paNa saMsAra mATe te dharma thAya ja nahi evI sAcI samaja dharAvanArA AtmAo che. tyAre mokSanA IrAde dharma karanArA vargane saMsAranuM pralobhana batAvanArA mithyAdarzana" no bhoga banyA che. evA upadezakene "jinanI vANI" ke "mahAvIranuM zAsana ace nahi -te svAbhAvika che. je jIvone mukti pratye, tenA sAdhana pratye ane tenA sAdhaka jI pratye dveSa nathI tevA jI ja gurUdevAdi pUjanAdi svarUpa anuSThAne suMdara kare che arvAda vidhipUrvaka kare che. paraMtu je jIvene mukatyAdi dveSa che tevA jI mukAtyAdi dveSanA kAraNe gurudevAdi pUjana vagere

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208 anuSThAne suMdara rIte karatA nathI. kAraNa ke mutyAdi dveSa svarUpa mahAnadeSa vALAnuM nAnuM sadanuSThAna e sadanuSThAna nathI. e vastune spaSTa karatA granthakArazrI daSTAnta jaNAve che ke, koI eka bhile sAMbhaLeluM ke sAdhu-saMnyAsIne paga lagADIe te mahAna anartha thAya che. eka divasa ene meranA pIMchAnuM kAma paDyuM. tapAsa karavA chatAM na maLyAM eTale keI eka bauta sAdhu pAse te hevAthI tenI mAMgaNI karI paNa sAdhue te na ApyAM. eTale te sAdhune page lAgyA vagara te bhille sAdhune mArI nAMkhyA. ahIM jema sAdhune page na lAgavuM svarUpa nAnuM anuSThAna sAruM nathI manAtuM, tema mukti dveSAdinA kAraNe thatuM anuSThAna sAruM manAtu nathI. acaramAvartAvatI abhavyAdi jIve mukti vigerenA dveSI na hoya to paNa temanuM suMdara anuSThAna vakhANavA lAyaka nathI. ane caramAvartAvatI che je mukita vagerenA dveSI hoya te temanuM paNa e anuSThAna vakhANavA lAyaka nathI. e yAda rAkhavuM ke zAsakAroe paudagalika AzayathI karAtA sadanuSThAne suMdara jaNAvyA nathI. acaramAvartAvatI nuM keIpaNa anuThAna suMdara hatuM ja nathI. AthI ja zAstrakAra paramaSi ene eka mAtra prayatna, caramAvartavattI mekSanA rAgI bane e mATe hoya che ane e mokSanA rAganA pratye bAdhaka evI saMsAranI Azakti dUra karavA mATe zAsakAra paramaSioe zAstranI racanA karI che.

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209 pAMca anuSThAno paikI prathama e anuSThAnAmAM bhavanI Asakti hAya che ane trIjAmAM anAbhAga hAya che, arthAn sa mUoi ma pravRtti jevu te heAya che. A leAkamAM kIti vagerenI je icchA ane paraleAkamAM devatA sa MbadhI Rddhi vagerenI je icchA tene bhavanI Asita kahevAya che ane je anuSThAna karAI rahyu che ene cAgya adhyavasAyanA abhAva ene anAbhAga kahevAya che. je traNa anuSThAneAne vidvAneA suMdara anuSThAna nathI kahetA, e traNa anuSThAnA acaramAvatta kALamAM cAkkasa hAya che. caramAvatta kALamAM svAbhAvika rIte ka kha dhanI ceAgyatA svarUpa je mala che tenI alpatA heAvAthI caramAvavattI jIvAthI karAtA anuSThAna, acaramAvatta vattI jIvAthI karAtA anuSThAnanI apekSAe judA che. nirogI mANasane bheAjanAdi, malanI vRddhi mATe thAya che ane rAgI mANasane e ja leAjanAdi roganI vRddhi mATe thAya che, tema caramAcaramAvatta vattI jIvAnA eka sarakhA dekhAtA gujinAdi anuSThAnAmAM paNa bheda che kAraNa ke caramAvatta vattI' anuSThAna karanAra ane acaramAvatta vattI' anuSThAna karanAra e emAM bheda che, ane enuM kAraNa e che ke ekamAM upara jaNAvyA mujaba kakha dhanI ceAgyatA tuccha kATinI che, jyAre khIjAmAM e adhika che. A rIce kartAnA lethI anuSThAna bhinna che e samajI zakAya che. mahAmahApAdhyAya zrI yazeAvijayajI mahArAjA zrI 14

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210 AdhyAtmasAranA "sadanuSThAnanA adhikAramAM viSAdi pAMca anuSThAnenuM svarUpa varNavatA pharamAve che ke AhAra, vastrAdi upadhi, pUjA-satkAra ane dhanAdinI AzaMsAthI karAyeluM anuSThAna zuddha pariNativALA manane zIghapaNe nAza karatuM hevAthI tene viSAnuSThAna kahevAya che. semala vagere sthA vara viSa ane sAdinA viSa svarUpa jaMgama viSa enuM bhakSaNa karanArane jema tatakSaNamAM mAre che tevI rIte A lakanA bheganI abhilASAthI karAtuM guru sevAdi anuSThAna saccittane takSaNamAM nAza kare che.' divya bhegAdinI IcchAthI karAyela tapa vagere anukAna, svAdiSTa (pite nahi joyelA) svargAdi phaLanI prApti karAvIne bhavAntare narakAdi gati pamADe che tene garAnuSThAna kahevAya che. kharAba dravyonA saMsargathI pedA thayeluM gara nAmanuM viSa tenuM bhakSaNa karanArane kAlAntare haNe che. tevI rIte A anuSThAna paNa tavathI kAlAntare aniSTaprada che. viSa ane garAnuSThAne vicitra anarthane ApanArA hovAthI mumukSu AtmAone enA tyAga mATe, zrI jinezvaradevoe niyANuM nahi karavAnuM upadezya che. jemAM mananA praNidhAnAdine abhAva che ane je saMmUrNima jIvonI pravRtti jevuM che te anAgavALAnuM dekhAdekhIthI karAtA anuSThAnane ananuSThAna kahevAya che. A anuSThAnanI pravRttinuM kAraNa sAmAnyajJAna svarUpa eisaMjJA ane nirdoSa sUtramAM jaNAvelA mArganI apekSAthI zUnya evI lakasaMjJA che. ananuSThAnane karanAra ne te

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211 leAkane, na tA sUtrane ane na te gurUdevanI vANInI apekSA rAkhe che. mAtra eghasaMjJAthI pariNAma zUnyapaNe kAMIka karatAM hAya che. zuddha mAne zeAdhavA jaie teA kANu jANe kayAre maLaze ane tyAM sudhImAM te tInA uccheda thaze tethI lAko jema kare che tema karavu.' e pramANe meAlavA-mAnavAvALAnI je leAkAcAra viSenI zraddhA che tene lekasanA kahevAya che. zikSA grahaNa, A sevana, padmAnI sa'padAyukta, vagere guNAthI saMpUrNa paNa Avazyaka je bhAvathI zunya hAya te dravyAvazyaka kahevAya che. te eghasa'jJA ke leAkasa'jJAthI karAtu e azuddha ananuSThAna kare enI zI vAta karavI ? tInA ucchedanA bhayathI kharekhara azuddha anuSThAnamAM ja gatAnugatikapaNe, Adara kare, tA tenAthI sUtrokatakriyAnA lApa thaze. dhama mAM prayatnazIla thayelAe ghaNAe Acarelu AcaravuM joI e.' AvuM e.' mAnIe te! kayAre paNa dharmAMnI IcchAvALA, mithyAdaSTienA dharmonA tyAga ja karI zakaze nahi. kAraNa ke sadAne mATe mithyAtvIenI saMkhyA adhika ja rahevAnI tethI mAnavuM joie ke gatAnugatikapaNe, sUtrokata rItathI zUnya egha ane leAkasaMjJAthI karAtuM je anuSThAna che te anunaSThAna ja che. A anuSThAna kAyaleza svarUpa hAvAthI akAma nirAnuM aMga che. sakAma nirA te upayAgapUrvaka karatA sadanuSThAnathI thAya che. mArgAnusArI jIvAnu, sadanuSThAnanA anurAgathI thatuM upayegapUrvakanu je anuSkAna che tene tadbhutu anuSThAna

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212 kahevAya che. A anuSThAna caramAvartAkALamAM hoya che. ahIM e yAda rAkhavuM ke-granthakAra paramaSie tadahetu anuSThAna caramAvartAmAM hoya che. eTaluM ja kahyuM che. AthI samajI zakAya che ke zaramAvartAmAM tadahetu anuSThAna ja hoya ane viSAnuSThAna ke garAnuSThana na hoya AvuM granthakAre jaNAvyuM nathI. niyANAne zrI jinezvaradee niSedha karyo che. evuM jaNAvIne granthakAra paramarSie caramAvatamAM paNa viSAnuSThAna ane garAnuSThAna mAnyA che. garamAvartamAM viSAdi anuSThAnene na mAnIe ane e anuSThAne acaramAvartAmAM ja mAnIe te zrI jinezvara deve e niyANane niSedha karyo na hota. kAraNa ke e be anuSThAnone caramAvartavatta jIvone saMbhava na hoya te tene niSedha kara vyartha che. ane acaramAvartavatta che te upadezanA adhikArI ja nathI. AthI sujJajane samajI zake che ke acaramAvarta vattI jene viSAnuSThAna ane garAnuSThAna e be ja anuSThAna hoya che. jyArecaramAvatta kALamAM te pAMce anuSkAne saMbhavita che. mAtra caramAva vatI nA viSAnuSThAna ane garAnuSThAna, acaramAvartAvatI jIvenA e anuSThAna karma baMdhananI apekSAe bhinna che. niyANu, viSAnuSThAna ane garAnuSThAnanuM prayojaka che. liSTakarmabaMdhanuM kAraNa, saMsArane anubaMdhI ane mekSAbhilASathI rahita e, meTI RddhinA bheganI tIvra Asakitane je adhyavasAya tene niyANuM kahevAya che. AthI

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213 samajI zakAya che. ke mokSanI abhilASAthI karAtI sekSanI prArthanA tathA tenI sAdhanA mATe anukULa lokottara ke laukika sAmagrInI yAcanA e niyANuM nathI. paMcaparameSThImAM prathamapade birAjamAna zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI aSTamahAprAtihAryAdi lakSmIne bhegavavAnI IcchAthI zrI tIrthakarapadanI IcchAne paNa zAstrakAra paramaSioe niyANuM kahI che. A vastune jene khyAla che evA che to paugalika sukhonI yAcanA kSabAdhaka na nIvaDI hoya te paNa evA AtmAonA dAkhalA laIne pautika sukhanA AzayathI dharma karavAnuM kaI paNa mumukSu AtmA ucita na mAne kAraNa ke e AtmAo saMsAranI bhayaMkaratA samaje che. saMsAranA sukhe kevA dAruNa ane vipAke kaDavAM che. ene e barAbara jANe che. agni bALanAre che ane viSa mAranAruM che ane jene khyAla che e jI, agni vagerenI jarUra paDe jeTalI sAvacetI pUrvaka ene upaga kare eTalI sAvacetI ajJAna bAla jIne na hoya, e samajanArA bAla ane saMsAranA sukha mATe dharma kara vAnuM jaNAve che e gya che? vastutaH agni ane viSAdi jevA bhayaMkara saMsAranA sukhethI te bALajIvane aLagA rAkhavAne prayatna karavo joIe enA badale Aje saMsAra sukhanI khAtara dharma karavAnuM jaNAvIne bALa jIvonA hAthamAM keTalAka agni ane viSane ApI rahyA che e khUba ja vicitra che.

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214 tahetu anuSThAnanI prAptivALA kALane dharmane yauvanakALa manAya che. e pUrvenI saMsAranI avasthA bALadazA. hatI. dharmanA A yauvanakALamAM anuSThAnane rAga heya. che ane e pUrve asata kriyAmAM Adara hoya che. yauvanakALamAM jema ja bheganA rAgI bane che. ane e. vakhate badhI bALakIDAo tene lajajAnuM kAraNa bane che. tema dharmanA yauvanakALamAM dharmanA rAgathI asata kriyAo zaramajanaka bane che. tethI caramAvattamAM thanAruM cothuM tahetu anuSThAna dharmanA rAgathI thAya che. je bIjAdi kamathI saMgata che. dharmanA yauvanakALamAM zuddha anuSThAnane karanArA lokene joIne temanI upara bahumAna ane temanI prazaMsA karavAthI zuddha anuSThAna karavAnI IcchA svarUpa bIja hoya che. e icchAne anubaMdha arthAda ene nAza na thAya e mATe prayatna e aMkura samAna che. sadanuThAnanI anveSaNA e aneka prakAranA skaMdha samAna che. devapUjAdi aneka sadanuSThAnanI pravRtti e aneka prakAranA pAMdaDA jevI che. gurUbhagavaMtanA gAdi svarUpa kAraNanI prApti e puSpasamAna che ane gurUbhagavaMtanA gAdi. svarUpa kANunI prApti e puSpasamAna che ane gurU bhaga vaMtanI dezanA vagerethI prApta thanAra bhAvadharmanI prApti. e phaLa samAna che je cakkasapaNe mekSanI sAdhaka che. svAbhAvika je bhAvadharma che te te kharekhara ja zuddha caMdananA gaMdhanI jema atyaMta suMdara che, te bhAvagati .

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215 anuSThAnane 'amRta' anuSThAna kahevAya che. paramatAraka zrI jinezvaradevAnI AjJAnI pradhAnatAe cittazuddhithI thatu meAkSAbhilASathI vyApta je anuSThAna che, tene amRtAnuSThAnanA jJAtAe amRtAnuSThAna' tarIke jANe che. anuSThAna karatI vakhate pUrvApara zAsranA arthanI sAthe virodha na Ave e rIte athanI vicAraNA karavI. upara jaNAvelA pAMca anuSThAnAmAMthI chellAM e anuSThAneA ja sadRnuSThAna che. pahelAM traNa tA asaph ja che e sadanuSThAneAmAM paNa amRtAnuSThAna mAhanA ugra-bhayaMkara viSane nAza karatuM hAvAthI zreSTha che. zrI adhyAtmasAAramAM vaNu velA viSAdi pAMca anuSThAnanA svarUpano vicAra karavAthI paNa samajI zakAze ke caramAvatta mAM paNa viSAkri anuSThAna hAya che. AsanaeNpakArI A avasarpiNInA caramatItha pati zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAe ApelI atimadezanAnA sArane TUkamAM sArabhUta kalikAla sarvajJa A bhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe saMgraha karyAM che. anAdi anaMta A saMsAramAM dhama, atha, kAma ane meAkSa A cAra puruSArtha che. e cAramAM kAma ane atha nAmathI arthabhUta che. paramAthI teA e mane anarUpa che. adbhUta tA meAkSa eka ja che, ane e meAkSanu kAraNa dhama' che. e dhama' saMsAra samudrathI tAranAra saca mAdi daza prakAranA dhama svarUpa che. saMsAra ana taduHkhamaya

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216 che. mokSa anaMta sukha svarUpa che. saMsArane tyAga ane mokSanI prApti e enuM kAraNa dharmane choDIne bIju keI nathI. mArgamAM rahele pAMgaLe paNa jema krame karI dUra rahelA vivakSita sthAnane prApta kare che. tema dharmamAM rahele bhAre kamI paNa krame karI mekSane prApta karI zake che." A arthane jaNAvanArA e upakArI graMthakAra paramaSie khUba ja spaSTapaNe jaNAvyuM che ke anAdi anaMta A. saMsAramAM artha, kAma, dharma ane mokSanA athI che. hovAthI tenI IcchAnA viSayabhUta artha, kAma, dharma ane mekSa A cAra puruSArtha che. artha ane kAmanA athI jIvanI apekSAe dharma ane mokSanA arthI jIvanI saMkhyA te khUba ja ochI che. dharmanI IcachAvALA jemAM paNa ghaNuM che te artha ane kAma, dharmathI maLe che e kAraNe dharmanA athI banelA che. anaMtapakArI zrI vItarAga paramAtmAnA paramatAraka vacanethI saMsArane samudra je bhayaMkara jANIne tene taravA mATe tatpara banelA mumukSu AtmAo ja mokSanA ane enA sAdhana tarIke dharmanA athI hoya che. vastutaH artha ane kAmanA sAdhana tarIke dharmanA athI ja dharmathI maLanArA artha ane kAmanA. ja athI che. ane mokSanA sAdhana tarIke dharmanA atha ja dharmathI prApta thanAra mekSanA ja athI che. A saMsAramAM moTA bhAganA artha ane kAmanA athI hovAthI artha ane kAma puruSArtha che. paraMtu e nAmathI ja arthabhUta che. vastutaH e artha ane kAma pariNAme

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217 te narakAdi duHkhAnuM kAraNa hAvAthI anatha bhUta che. tethI Upara jaNAvelA e cAra puruSAtha mAM vastutaH koi arthabhUta hAya tA te eka ja meAkSa che. atha ane kAma ana bhuta hAvAthI vastutaH e purUSArtha nathI. ane dha paNa adinA sAdhanarUpe ja puruSArtha hAvAthI vastutaH e paNa puruSAtha nathI, tethI arthastu mekSa veja: ahIM 'va' kAranA prayogathI apAramArthika akAma ane dharmanA vyavaccheda karyAM che. arthAr arthAdi traNane puruSA jaNAvyA nathI. pAramArthika meAkSane ja ahIM puruSAtha jaNAvyeA che. tethI ja graMthakAra paramaSi e mAkSanA ja sAdhanarUpe dhamane jaNAvatA pharamAvyuM che ke dhama tattva A ALama......' atha ane kAma te| anatha svarUpa hovAthI tenA sAdhanane ahIM vicAra ja karyAM nathI. AthI paNa samajI zakAya che ke dhamathI atha ane kAma maLatA hAya chatAM te anatha bhUta hAvAthI upAdeya nathI. paramapuruSArtha svarUpa eka mAtra mekSa mATe karAtA dhama ja AdaraNIya che. e dhama, sayamAddhi dazaprakArane che, ane saMsAra samudrathI tAranArA che, saMsArane anata duHkhamaya ane meAkSane anaMtasukhamaya jaNAvanArA zAstrakAra paramiSa e atha ane kAmanI icchAthI dhama karavAnu jaNAve e mananA joga nathI. atha ane kAmane jema paramAtha thI ana rUpe jaNAvyA tema dharmane anatha rUpe jaNAvyeA nathI. 'mAga para rahelA pAMgaLA paNu kramazaH dUra pahoMcI zake che, e rIte bhAre kamI paNa dhamAM rahyo hoya te meAkSane pAmI zake che.' AnAthI teA UlaTu

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218 e phalita thAya che ke mekSa Azaya tatkALa na hoya, ane saMsAranI vyathA nivAravAne hetu hoya te paNa bhAre kamI jIvo dharmamArge cAle te paraMparAe tene paNa mekSaprApti thaI zake che. kAraNa ke dharma e mekSanA mArga rUpa che." e keTaluM che saMsAranA parityAganuM ane mokSanI prAptinuM kAraNa dharma vinA kaI ja nathI. e vicAravuM joIe. upara jaNAvyA mujaba artha ane kAma anartha bhUta hovAthI ane artha kAma tathA mokSanA sAdhana rUpe ja dharma puruSArtha hovAthI e traNe paramArthathI puruSArtha nathI e jaNAvavAne ahIM Azaya hovA chatAM ahIM artha ane kAmane ja vyavaccheda ISTa che. nahIM ke dharmane koIpaNa e kahevAnI hiMmata nahIM kare ke "cAra purupArthane sAmAnyathI jaNAvyA bAda artha tu makSa eka ahIM evI kArathI artha ane kAmane ja vyavaccheda che nahIM ke dharmane paNa." kAraNa ke ahIM artha, kAma ane mekSane sAmAnyathI puruSArtha jaNAvIne paramArthathI je puru. pAtha che tene ja varNavavAne graMthakAra paramarSine Azaya che. kalikAla sarvajJa A.bha. zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe cagazAstranA prathama prakAzanA kaleka naM. 15thI ganA svarUpanuM varNana karatI vakhate pharamAvyuM che ke artha, kAma, dharma ane mokSa svarUpa caturvargamAM sarvazreSTha mekSa che, ane enuM kAraNa ga che. jJAna, zraddhA

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219 ane cAritra A traNa svarUpa cAga che. anAM upAjana-rakSaNAdimAM duHkhaneA anubhava thatA hovAthI ane kAmanA paribhAgamAM sukhane leza hAvA chatAM a Mte te virasa hovAthI tathA krutinu kAraNa hAvAthI atha ane kAma caturthAMga mAM zreSTha nathI. atha ane kAmanuM sAdhana dhama hovAthI, jo ke atha ane kAmanI apekSAe dhama zreSTha che. paraMtu suvarNanI eDI jevAM puNyanA baMdhanu e kAraNa hAvAthI dhama' sa'sAraparibhramaNanu kAraNa che. tethI te paNa catuga mAM agraNI nathI. jyAre mekSa teA kalezathI sahita, ApAtaramaNIya ke pariNAme duHkhadAyI nathI. paraMtu sarva klezathI rahita sadAne mATe ramaNIya ane anaMtasukhaprada che tethI puNya-pApanA kSayasvarUpa te meAkSa caturvAMga'mAM agraNI che.' A pramANe cogazAstra prathamaprakAzanA leAka na. 15 ne atha tenI TIkAmAM jaNAvye che. gra thakAra paramaSi e dharmane agraNI na varNavatA meAkSane ja agraNI varNavye che. nila kalAdi guNAthI sahita evA ramaNIya manuSyajanma prApta thaye chate bahubuddhimAna manuSye meAkSa mATe khUba khUba prayatna karavA joie. je dhama atha ane kAma pariNAme suMdara nathI te dhama atha ane kAma, ki'pAkanA phaLa, duSTajaneAnA saMga ane viSanAM leAjana samAna che. jemAM saMsAranA bhaya nathI. jemAM mekSane sheja

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220 paNa abhilASa nathI. te dharma zI jinezvaradevenI AjJA vinAne jANa. e dharma, mAyAzalya mithyAtvazalya ane nidAnazalya A meTA zalyanA deSathI pApAnubaMdhI puNyabaMdhanuM kAraNa che. jenAthI sarSanI jevA bhayaMkara ane seMkaDo saMkaTanAM kAraNa evA bhege maLe che. paraMtu puruSamAM zreSTha puMDarIka kamaLa samAna zrI jinezvaradevee prarUpele kSamApradhAna je dharma che. te ja mokSa mATe ucita che. jenAthI akSaya evA mekSanI prApti thAya che. nirmala kalAdi eTale sArAsArane viveka vagere guNothI sahita evA durlabha manuSya janmanI prApti pachI buddhimAna puruSoe e ramya manuSya janmane mokSa mATe ja upayoga karavo joIe. zubha bhavatu zrI saMghasya saMpUrNa

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XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX ka mArUM kayu" mAre ja bhogavavAnuM che. * aMte cha DIne ja javAnuM che e bhUlAI gayelI vAtane yAda kare. * janma-mRtyu e prakRti che jIvana e vikRti che. * huM bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne anuyAyI chuM, paNa lADI-vADI gADIne nahi ja. * saMsAra choDavA jeva, meLavavA jevuM saMyama, pAmavA je prabhu mahAvIranA paMtha, meLa karavA jevA deva-gurune dhama ka deva, gurU--dha ma sAthe meLa-sumeLa tene saMsAra- pApa karma sAthe meLa hoya nahi. li, muni candragupta vi. :::ERY************ tA.ka. : zrI pRthvIcandra guNasAgara have chapAze. ******************** *