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________________ paTaka ho to aise SD: LEOPO mukti kaoNmiksa yogeza jaina Sarad akhi citra
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________________ prakAzakIya * mukti prakAzana se 'mukti kaoNmiksa' kA yaha dUsarA puSpa prakAzita karate hue hameM atyadhika prasannatA ho rahI hai| hamArI pahalI kaoNmiksa" kauNDeza se kundakunda " kI pAThakoM dvArA bahuta acchI pratikriyA va protsAhana milane para, hama isa saMkalpa ke sAtha praveza kara rahe haiM ki 21 vIM sadI taka 21 kaoNmiksa samAja ko de sakeM / AzA hai; hameM isake lie bharapUra sahayoga milegaa| isa sandarbha meM hama Aja paM. zrI vinItakumArajI zAstrI, AgarA va rUDakI jaina samAja ke bahuta AbhArI haiM, ki unase hameM Arthika sahayoga milA / parantu isake lie bahuta dukha hai ki hama ise kucha kaThinAiyoM ke kAraNa sahI vakta para prakAzita nahIM kara sakeM / etadartha kSamAprArthI haiM / phira bhI hameM bhaviSya meM sahayoga milatA rahegA isa AzA ke sAtha Ara.sI. jaina kaoNmiksa prakAzana meM rur3akI jainasamAja se sahayoga prApta dAtAroM kI sUcI 1001) zrI nemacaMda jaina 101) zrI Ara. sI. bar3ajAtyA 1001) sAmalarAMka phAunDezana kansalaTenTsa 101) zrI vijaya kumAra jaina 1001) kailAzacandra jaina TraMkavAle 101) zrI vijendra kumAra jaina 1001). sAdhurAmajI jaina imalI vAle 105) zrI lAlacandra jaina 501) aruNakumAra jI jaina, kaTapIsa senTara 101) zrI jaina prinTiMga presa 501), mahendra kumAra vIrendra kumAra jaina 101) zrI zItala prasAda jaina tIrathakumAra jI jaina zrI zItala prasAda jaina, prItamakumAra jI jaina zrI nareza prasAdajI jaina , 501) zrImati rAjakumAra jI jaina 101) zrImati aMgUrIdevI jaina 251) zrImati sarojadevI jaina 101) zrImati renamAlAjaina 251) zrI zreyAMsa prasAda jI jaina 101) zrI hulAza candrajI jaina 151) zrI pradyumna kumAra jI jaina hAIDila 1101) zrI esa. sa. jaina 105) zrI bhUpendra kumAra jI jaina zrI Ara. sI. jaina 101) zrImati vijaya jaina 101) zrImati tArAdevI jaina 101) zrI azokakumAra jaina 101) zrI premacandajI jaina 101) zrImati zAradAdevI jaina 24) phuTakara rAzi prApta saMskaraNaH mahAvIra nirvANotsava-93 | mUlya - chaha rupaye 101) 5 SA
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________________ nATaka hoM to aise. brahamagulAla mAlekha - DaoN. yogezacandra jaina. citrAMkana- vibhuvana siMha yAdava sahayoga-sarojadI-ema.satra bAta bahuta purAnI hai| eka rAjakumAra thA, usakA mitra brahamagulAla bahuta kuzalabaharUpiyA thA. rAjakumAra apane mitra kI prAyaH prazaMsA karatA hI rahatA thA. merA dosta brahmagulAla to lAvavoM meM eka hai, usakA abhinaya to basa jaba dekho taba usakI pUcho hI mata... hI prazaMsA... jibsa kapa kI dhAraNa karatA hai vahI lagatA hai. hama saba to jaise haiM hI nahI.
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________________ mukti kAmiksa eka dina brahamagulAla ne sItA kA nATaka kiyA. Boo he rAma ! he rAma !.00 kala tumaneM brahamagulAla kA, nATaka dekhA.) 'vAha.. vAha. 'sacamuca aura phira to brahamagulAla kA yaza rAjadarabAra meM bhI cAroM tarapha phailgyaa| isase jala-bhunakara mantrI ne eka bhayaMkara SaDyaMtra racA. usanerAjakumAra ko bhar3akAyA . / are ! aisA svAMga karane meM kyA 00 sItA jaisA. hama to taba jAne ( ki.. vaha apanI parIkSA deM hA~.. bhAI hAM.) ye bhI - ThIka kahate hai.
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________________ nATaka hoM to aise rAmakumAra ko to mitra kI yogyatA para pUrNa | vizvAsa thA hI, ataH usane kahA... to ThIka hai, usakI parIkSA bhI kara lo. aisA hai, to hama saba aura hama usako siMha ke rUpa meM bhIdekhanA cAhate haiM. parantu hama siMha kArUpa hI) nahIM, usakA teja parAkrama bhI dekhanA cAhate hai| rAjakumAra maMtrI kI bAta ko dRr3hatA se svIkAra karake gulAla ke pAsa va pahuMcA. yaha suna brahamagulAla socane lagA. aba yaha parIkSA kyoM ? hamArI kalA kA pradarzana to kaI bAra ho cukA , avazya hI koI rahasya haiM priya mitra .. prAja tumheM / apanI kalA se duzmanoM ke dAMta khaTTe karane hI hoMge.
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________________ mukti kAmiksa kAphI soca-vicArakara brahmagulAla ne rAjakumAva se kahA para siMha kA hI svAMga kyoM ?) aura phira usakAparAkrama bhI... vaiva.. maiM karUMgA, parantu ..... parantu kyA? maiM isake lie saba kucha karane ko taiyAra hUM..tuma spaSTa kare. yadi usa samaya hamase koI aparAdha ho jAve to kSamA kiyA jAvaM. rAjakumAra rAjA ke pAsa gayA, aura sArA vRtAnta kahA. ThIka hai. maiM abhI pitAjI se vacana lekara pAtA hUM. tumane yaha ThIka. nahIM kiyA putra , phira bhI) meM eka prANIvadha ke praparAdha ko mApha kara dUMgA.
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________________ nATaka ho to aise dUsare dina rAjA kI nATyazAlA khacAkhaca bharI huI thI. vAha ! nATyazAlA dekho .. sajAvaTa kitanI sundara. are ! vaha dekho, siMhAsana ke pAsa bakarA ? para vaha kyoM baMdhA hai ? 606 upasthita janatA besabrI se - pratibhA. kara rahI thI.. tabhI... eka khUMkhAra zera ne chalAMga mArakara sabhA maNDapa meM praveza kiyA. pare ! ye Darapoka pezAba hI kara baiThA 0) TEEY LIC siMha kA vikarAla rUpa dekhakara kucha darzaka to bhayabhIta hokara bhAgane lage. tabhI...
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________________ mukti kAmimsa rAjakumAra siMha kI bhayAnaka garjanA karane para bhI vahIM baiThA rahA praura dahAr3ate siMha ko lalakArate hue kahA ki--.. re siMhA terA kaisA parAkrama? te sAmane bakarA khar3A praura gadhe (kI taraha Dhe-DhecUM kara rahA, dhikkAra) hai terI mAM ke dUdha ko .. HOM. itanA sunate hI siMha kI prArade bhayaMkara krodha se lAla ho gayI, aura apamAnita siMha garaja uThA --- (kamAla hai, brahamagulAla bilkula ra ) ahiMsaka hai, 7 sA laga rahA hai| kisI (kisI ko mAra to ko saccAI patA na hotI to) (sakatA nahIM, phira siMha zAyada kisI kI hRdayagati kasA nizcita rUpa raka jAtI.. se anuttIrNa hogA parIkSA dekheM aba kyA karatAhai.
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________________ nATaka hoM to sese. abhinaya se prabhAvita hokara rAjakumAra va darabArI soca hI rahe the ki tabhI ---- (eka hI jhaTake meM) hAya! ye kaisA rAjakumAra kA hai saMsAra kAma tamAma ho gayA. raMgamaMca ko zokamaMca) meM badalate derana lagI. sArA darabAra bhaya ra dukha ke vAtAvaraNa meM badala gayA. aura phira brahamagulAla apane mAnava rUpa meM prA gayA / prAha ! apane mitra ke prati ye kaisA ) 7-aparAdha ? dhikkAra hai) jaise brahamagulAla manuSya mujhe.. aura mere) hokara bhI siMha kA abhinaya isa nATaka ko karanesa hiMsA jasA ghora apa rAdha kara baiThA, usI taraha yaha mAtmA svabhAva se bhagavAna prAtmA hokara bhI manuSyAdi zarIra ko pAkara usameM moha karake cora praparAdha karate hue cAra-gati meM ghUma rahA hai| hAya ! kaisI huI isa bhagavAna-mAtmA kI durdazA.
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________________ 10 ikalaute putra kI mRtyu se rAjA behada dukhI the, nirupAya bhI hAya ! maiM barabAda ho gayA, apanI galatI se hI prapo pyAre putra kho baiThA. ko rAjA ko bhar3akAte hue maMtrI ne kahA. mukti kAmiksa zAnta hoiye rAjana ! jo honA thA vaha ho gyaa| parantu brahama gulAla ne yaha acchA nahI kiyA, yadi .. nahI ... to kyA ? tumhArA matalaba hai usane / jAnabUjhakara kiyA hai| nahIM.. nahIM vaha saccA kalAkAra hai, nirdoSa hai, jo rUpa dharatA hai, usameM tanmaya ho jAtA hai / . parantu rAjana ! isake lie merA mana nahIM mAnatA anajAne meM yaha saba sambhava bhI to nahIM... yadi ApakI bAta satya hI hai to phira usase digambara muni kA nATaka karAke vairAgya va zAMti kA upadeza dene ko kahI... phira dekho saccAI kyA thI ? acchA ! hama usase / yaha kaheMge, isase hamAre putra viyoga kA dukha bhI dUra hogA aura usakI parIkSA bhI,
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________________ nATaka hoM to aise. dUsare dina rAjA ne brahamagulAla ko mulAyA. priya kalAkAra !L praba hama zAnta vairAgya rUpa kA darzana karanA cAhate haiN| ataH tuma digambara muni.... rAjana prApakI mAjhA zirodhArya hai| parantu hameM kucha samaya cAhiye / M rAjA ko vacana dekara brahamagulAla ARMANHARIA jaina sAdhanoM kI sUkSma- dinacaryA dekhane mI jaMgala jA pahuMcA vahAM se thakAhAra vaha ghara Akara ) dera rAta taka socatA rahA.. aho! inakA kitanA kaThinatama parantu rekha! (sahaja-AnandadAyaka jIvana digambara jaina sAdhu kA javina koI nATaka nahIM jo khelA jA sake vaha to viveka va vairAgya bhAvanA kA phala hai.
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________________ 12 mukti kAmiksa prAtaH brahmagulAla ne mA~ se apanI samasyA kahI, to mA~ rone lagI. arI mA~ ! tU zetI kyoM hai? kyA tuke apane kI yogyatA para ) vizvAsa nahIM ? puba para Akhira kyU~ ? mere lAla ! mA~ saba kucha saha sakatI hai para putra viyoga nahIM, aura digambara veza dhAraNa karake puna: dUsarA bheSa nahIM rakhA jAtA, ataH viyoga 'nizcita hai|' are beTe ! kyA apane dUdha se pAle-poSe putra kI yogyatA kA jJAna nahIM ? re mUrkha! terI yogyatA para vizvAsa hone se hI ro rahI huuN| mA~ ThIka hI to kahatI hai /
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________________ nATaka hoM to aise muni banane kA nirNaya karake vara apane ghara vAloM kI AjJA lene AtA hai| he mA~ ! maine pApa ke nATaka to bahuta kiye, aura tUne to usakI prazaMsA taka kI aba ghakA nATaka karane kA avasara AyA hai mA~ ! tU isakI sahaSe AjJA dena] haoNlaoN kyoM nahIM para beTe yaha nATaka to sabhI nATaka kara lene ke bAda kA nATaka hai / isake bAda dUsarA nATaka nahIM kiyA jAta), aura tujhe abhI pitA TonA hai, terI abhI zAdI huI hai| priya bhAI, ! mA~ saca kahatI hai, yaha kAlajayI nATaka aura itanA sarala bhI nahIM hai, tathA yaha pradarzana kI vastu to hai hI nahI, lokaraMjana kA viSaya bhI nahI hai, ataH apanA vicAra chor3a do| mitra ! jAnatA hU~ sAdhu jIvana jInA eka pizeSa kalA hai, jisake lie daya kI saccAI va abhyAsa caahiye| maiMne isa cunautI ko vivekapUrvaka svIkArA hai|
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________________ 14. mukti kAmimsa aura yaha khabara cAroM tarapha phaila gaI loga bAteM karane lage... are bhoTa ! 38, dekha zahara meM kyA ho rahA kucha sunA tane 9 apanA gulAla ... cala nAza yahA~ se! bar3A AyA yahA~ gulAla lagAne. pAgala.. mujhe jagA diyA Akara .. are mUkha! abhI kyA holI hai meM zrI - mIThe svapna dekha rahA thA. naI ! mai to mitra gulAla kI bAta kara rahA~ thA | sunA hai vaha aba sAdhu ... ThIka hai ThIka hai.. maiM saba bhara jaisA bhoTA-tAjA sonA cAhatA hai | vAra.. bhAI vAha ! bar3hiyAbar3hiyA svAdiSpa bhojana, khUba sevAprazaMsA aura maje meM sote raho. naTI bhAI ! nahIM, aisA nahIM, vara nagna digambara jaina sAdhu bana rahA hai ... isameM gambhIra jAnava tapazcaraNa
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________________ nATaka hoM to aise. 15 acchA to ye bAta thI aba samajhA ki ... RAN 1.are peTU! aba patA calA ki tere pAsa samajhadArI bhI hai| bola tU kyA kaha rahA thA. maiM abhI kucha dinoM se brahmagulAla ko jaMgala meM kucha namna sAdhuoM ke pAsa par3atAlikhatA dakha rahA. kamAla hai,sAdhu Tone ke lie itane dinoM se kaThora abhyAsa ---- sacke, sAdhu banane ke pahale sAdhu kA jIvana samajhanA Avazyaka para merI to kucha aura hI samajha meM A rahA hai| rAjA ne sAdhu kA nATaka karane kA kahakara putra kI mRtyu kA badalA / to nahIM liyA hai ? tAki nagA sAdhu lokara bhUkha-pyAsa tathA anya takalIpheM saha- sahakara bhara Aye.
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________________ mukti- kAmiksa / vAha !lambu choTe vAha! khUba lambI socI. kyA rakhAka mocI hamArA gulAla bahuta bar3A kalAkAra hai aura acchA va bar3A, kalAkAra vahI ho sakatA hai, jise apanI kalA meM Ananda Aye | dekha lenA umAre mitra ko bhI apane isa kArya meM Ananda hI AyegA. meM kahatA hU~ ki vaha aisA nArakakarelI kyoM? isase kyA lAbha 1rAjA kA krodha to dUra bhani rone ke bAda rAjA ke khuza) hone meM koI dama nahIM; aura. nArAjagI meM koI gama nahIM kyoM kA gulAla vItarAgI ho jaayegaa| haoN bhAI! jJAna rUpI kalA jinake udaya meM prakaTa To AtI hai, ve to saMsAra meM sahajalI vairAgI ho jAte haiM aba to meM samajha gayA AI ki AlA aura zarIra kA da jAna prakaTa honA bhI eka kalA kI hai|
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________________ nATaka hoM to aise. dIkSA hetu jaMgala meM AcArya ke pAsa jAtA hai, brahmagulAla, he AcArya zreSTha ! Apa apane samAna hameM bhI parama sukhI hone kI kalA sikhAiye | janma-maraNa ke duHkha ko dUra karane kI kalA samajhAiye nAtha .. 1 muni banane ke bAda vAha! isa kalAkAra kA jIvana bhI kitanA preraka tuma ThIka kahate ho isakI gRhasthAvasthA nATaka kI zuruAta thI, jisameM duHkha hI duHkha the. 17. vItarAgI dazA aMgIkAra karane vAle he bhavya ! terA avinAzI kalyANa ho. isane to sAre saMsAra ko raMgamaMca banAkara aba mukti rUpI 'lakSmI ke sAtha madhyAntara ke bAda ke dRzya prastuta karanA zurU kara diyA hai. aura jaba dIkSA kI anumati mAMgane parivArI janoM ke pAsa gayA thA, vaha nATaka kA madhyAntara thaa|
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________________ 18. mukti kAmiksa. 1 vATa bhAI paNDita jI 7 vAha! khUSa kahI--- / paramasatya kahate haiM ye munijnH| kyoM ki munidharma se hI mokSarUpa paramasukha prApta hone ke kAraNa yaha nATaka ke niyamAnusAra suzvAnta bhI hai bahuta accha aura eka dina bhAva-parivartana kA jAdUgara bramagulAla rAjadarabAra kI aura cala diyA. rAjana! sunA re prasagulAla muni bana gaye haiM.... R
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________________ 19 nATaka meM to sese. rAjadarabAra meM munirAja bramagulAla ke praveza karate ravar3I huI pUrI sabhA sammAna meM uTha - sabhAsadoM ke baiThane para rAjA ne munizaja ko ucAsana para virAjamAna kara upadeza dene kA Agraha kiyA. rAjana! isa AtmA meM ananta zaktiyoM meM pazu se paramAtmA banane kI sAmathya ataH zokabhAva chor3akara zatibhAva dhAraNa kro| dhanya hai tumhArI kalA, kalAkAra hoto aisA-.
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________________ mukti kAmiksa munirAja ke upadeza) ko sunakara sabhAsada vArtAlApa karate haiM ki-- ho to aisA laga digambara- neSa dhAraNa kara rahA hai ki mAno vairAgya kA nATaka kara zAntarasa kA hI to mAno inlona bhA~mArika rUpa dhAraNa karaka nATakoM para bijalI hI girA dI hai| Aye ko isa kalAkAra ne abhI taka jitane bhI nATaka kiye the, ve to vAstava meM kukhAnta lI the | sahI inhoMne susAnta nATaka kiyA saca karatI To rAnI. isa kalA ko dekhane vamalA karane mAse kI kitanI zItalatA va zAnti milatI hai| naI!Ivana jInA bhI eka kalA hai / manuSya eka kalAkAra hai ,aura usakI kalA kA saccA va acchA pani to bhunidharma hI hai| vAha bhAI! vAha kyA gajaba bAta kI,. tumheM trI mAna gaye
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________________ nATaka ho to aise tabhI rAjA ko pramagulAla ke muni bheSa kI parIkSA karane kA vicAra AtAhai,vaha kahatA hai he bhavya sAdhu ke prati hama tumhAre isa resa anucita vicAra sAdhu-varA se bahuta bobhAdAyaka nahIM hai| prasanna hai |kaho tumhe kyA varadAna hai| maiM to yaha kaha khA ki yahA~ AkUra Apane sAdhubanane kA jo nATaka kiyA, umasa Dama prabhAvita huye, aba tuma apane mUla veza meM aao| rAjana! yaha jIva tIna loka ke maMca para anAdi kAla se pazu nArakI, peDa-paudhe, deva,manuSyAdi kA zarIra dhAraNa kara nATakI to khela raga parantu .... paranna kyA? nATaka khelate khelate usameM itanA rama gayA ki, apane asalI svarUpa ko hI bhUla gayA meM kauna hU~" inakI isane abhI pahuMcAne kI mAne
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________________ 22 maiM kyA itanA bhI nahIM jAnatA hU~? maiM rAjA hU~, rAjA, samajheM ! isa pRthva kA svAmI mAlika, sabakA Apa kucha aura spaSTa kaheM. yaha bAta to maiMne abhI taka sunI hI nahIM, apUrva bAta hai vAhU! nATaka ho toM aisA mukti kAmiksa 1s are mandabuddhi ! jarA soco, jaba tumhAre pAsa rAjya nahIM thA. taba kahA~ ke rAjA the, aura aba bhI tuma vahI ho / rAjana ! pRthvI kA svAmI koI nahIM koI kisI kA mAlika nahIM, yahA~ sabhI apanI sattA ke svAmI haiM, usako pahacAnanA isa AtmA kA pahalA kartavya hai | ata: tuma saba mRtyu Ane ke pahale ceto / yaha kahakara munirAja jaMgala meM cale gye| brasnagulAla ne to dikhA hI diyA ki munidharma hI zAnti va sukha prApti kA saccA sAdhana hai|
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________________ 23 nATaka ho to rese. rAjA ko sambodhana ke bAda munirAja jaMgala meM dhyAnamagna hai tabhI acAnaka tabhI siMha ko AtismaraNa huA. parantu Azcarya ! si kutte kI taraha paMcha hilAkara socane lagA-- areye merA mitra para kasA vara krUra bhAva aura aba kitanA parama zAnta mA. isa taraha ke mAnava ko parale kI Aha! eka aparAdha kA itanA baza dukha.. para aba itane aparAdhoM bhiMDa kI manodazA ko jAnakara munirAja bole -- 2 vanarAja jisa mahAna munidharma ko pradarzana kI vastu samajhA thA se janma usI kA prAtaphala hai, isa jIva ne kAma-krodha bhI ke svAMga bahuta kiye,parantu mAnta bhAvoM kA rupa kabhI nahI dekhA
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________________ 24. tabhI acAnaka rAjA A gayA. he munirAja ! ye kaisA Azcarya ? zera to Apako mArane A rahA thA, parantu *** aura Apa munidharma ko bhI nATaka kaha rahe the| he muni puMgava ! mujhe muni dIkSA- dAna dIjie / sArA vRtAnta jAnakara rAjA ko saMsAra se vairAgya ho gayA aura... vAha! nATaka mukti kaoNmiksa ho to aise.. hA~ rAjana ! nitya naye naye veza dhAraNa karate huye apanA mULa svarUpa avyakta rahanA hI nATaka hai, aura muni-dharma bhI nATaka kA aMza tathA siddha dazA nATaka kA antaH Aha! maiM pUrvajanma kA rAjakumAra isa rAjA kA putra aura aba se siMha kI deha kaba 1 taka hogI deha kI dalAlI ? parantu meM to zuddhAtma 000 samApta
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________________ 26 aMgAraka ke prAlekha - DaoN. yogeza jaina. citrAMkana - tribhuvana siMha sahayoga - saroja vI0 ema0 Aja seThAnI IrSyA se jalI-bhunI jA rahI thI aura par3osina ko nIcA dikhAne kI soca rahI thI, tabhI usake pati ne praveza kiyA| 1 arIbhAgavAna ! suno abhI taka bhojana nahIM.. majhase mata bolo tumTArI naukarAnI hU~? soiyA hU~? TIMIT candramukhI se jvAlAmukhI banI patnI kii| khuzAmada karate huye bholU bolA - arI bAvalI ! kaisI bAteM karatI ho? nArI ke gale kI zobhA to madhura vANI, vyavahAra aura usakA zIla hai! rAnI kucha kaho bhI, bAta kyA huI?kahe cinA hameM kaise patA cale ? tyA kA muhalle kI sArI aurate to zejU . naye-naye gahane pahane aura maiM basa vahI sAloM purAnA hAra, cUr3iyA~ - | tuma kucha sabhUkatelo ? binA sundara gahane parane samAja meM sammAna nahIM milatA
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________________ 26 mukti kaoNmiksa tumheM kyA ho gayA hai ? bhaisa ke gale meM ba~dhI maoNkala kI taraha gUle meM hAra bA~dha lene se samAja meM ijz2ata lotI hai ma upadeza naTI ThAra-cAhiye hAra.. phUlasvarUpa patnIpIr3ita bholUrAma sarrApha kI dukAna para jA phuNcaa| 3552 seTha jI! koI aisA sundara hAra dikhAo jo kisI ke pAsa na tto| acchA ! baiTho, lAtA huuN| aisA hAra,jo saMsAra meM koI na banA sake -- ye lo basa eka TI hai| aMgAraka ne banAyA thA, jo rAjA kA vizoSa sunAra thA, para aba vaha kabhI nahIM banAyegA - -18 para aisA kyoM? pUrI bAta kahona]
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________________ aura aMgAraka kI kathA sunakara bholU apane ghara AyA lo pyArI saMsAra kA sabase sundara hAra.... dUsare dina jaba hAra pahanakara utsava meM gaI aMgAraka. ye kitanI nirdayI dRSTa aurateM.. | mere hAra kaMgana ko koI dekha hI nahIM rahIM.... nA koI pUcha rahI.. du:khI seThAnI ne gahane dikhAne kI eka tarakIba nikaalii| apane ghara meM svayaM hI. Aga lagAkara Aga- Aga... bacAo- bacAo... 27 vAha ! sacamuca kitanA sundara... tuma bahuta acche ho
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________________ 28 mukti kaoNmiksa tabhI eka mahilA ne pU. . vAha seThAnI ! ye kaMgana hAra bahuta sundara haiM; kaba kharIdA, phisane banAyA .... are muI! aba taka kahA thI? jaba sArA ghara jalakara rAkha ho gayA. taba hAra kaMgana kI tArIpha kara rahI hai| sata para batAo ese gahane aba takanara The 00 Ala! jina gahano ke zauka ne mere bhukha-caina chIne , yahA~ taka ghara meM bhI Aga lagA dI, aura to aura isapho" banAne vAlA aMgAkhA arI ! ye aMgAraka kauna hai? jaza maiM bhI to bhu: isa deza ke rAjA ke yahA~ atyanta buddhimAna pa-catura aMgAraka nAma kA eka sunAra thaa| eka dina rAjA ne Adeza diyA
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________________ aMgAraka. 2 . priya aMgAraka!abakI bAra aise AbhUSaNa banAo jaise aba taka kisI ne na banAye hoN| jaisI ApakI icchA. aura zabAne sonA va amUlya nagInA dekara vidA kiyaa| aMgAraka bhonA va nagInA lekara apane ghara gahane banAne lgaa| ajI uTho! muha se kAma kara rahe ho,dasU baja gaye, bhojana karalo vaha bhojana ke liye hAtha - muMha ghone ghara ke bAhara AtA hai| hAhA! abhI AtA ra
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________________ 30. mukti- kaoNmiksa para jaise hI ghara ke bAhara AtA hai to vaha dekhatA hai ki are vAha! dhanya bhAga hamAre, atithi-pUjA satkAra kA mahAna suavasara / munirAja !, lagatA hai sAkSAt mokSamArga hI hamAre dvAra para calakara A rahA ho| mahAna puSyodaya se aMgAraka patnI sahita : munirAja ko par3agAhana kara AhAra detA hai| tabhI ghara ke AMgana meM vRkSa para baiThA bhUkhA mora nIce utara AtA hai |
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________________ 31 * aMgAraka, navadhA bhaktipUrvaka AhAradAna ke bAda aMgAraka svayaM bhojana karatA hai| aura phira aba gahane banAne AtA hai to-- lAyA meM luTa gayA -.. aba kyA hogA - abhI to yahI thA.. are ! kyA ho gayA ? itanI sardI meM bhI pasInA -. kyA DhUMDha he ho ? cupa raha! maiM to mara jAU~gA , kyA mu~ha dikhAU~gA..| abhI to yahIM rakhakara gayA thA. rAjA kA bezakImatI nagInA,maiM yahIM rakhakara gayA thA nahIM milA to bhara AUMgA ... sAya! kyA kara re ho? aba kyA hogaa|
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________________ mukti-kaoNmiksa manirAja ke alAvA to abhI taka yahA~ koI, nahIM AyA,lagatA hai vahI ... are ! tumheM patA hai ki tuma kyA kara rahe ho ? acAyamahAvrata ke dhArI munirAja kyA kabhI aisA adhama kArya kara sakate haiM 9 nahIM-- nahIM vahI pApI Aha! maiM kyA suna rahI 1 arI dharatI! tUphaTa kyAnaTI gaI -- kAza! Aja maiM baharI hotI aura atyanta kRddha hokara aMgAraka gunirAja ko mArane jaMgala kI ora cala diyaa| are! vaha dekho ! vahI -cora ---dekhatA hU~... dhUrta /
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________________ 33. aMgAraka. pAsa Ane para jaba azAraka gAlI-galauca karane lagA,to upasargajayI-munirAja ne zAntipUrvaka mauna dhAraNa kara liyaa| are-cupa kyoM ho gayA batA bheza nagInA kahA~ nahIM | to.. lo ye-caravo maz2A. parantuNDA per3a para jAlagA are vAha! ye nagInA Uparaper3a se girA. parantu yahI -- bilkula yahI.- merA nagInA -- aura moranI vahI jo mere A~gana para Akara baiThatA hai.. bhArI bAta samajhakara aMgAraka ko bahuta pazcAtApa huA | kSamA kareM bhagavana! mujhase bhArI aparAdha huA.
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________________ u4 mukti- kaminsa AtmaglAni se bhaza aMgAraka nagInA lekara zajA ke pAsa gayA. aparAdha kSamA kareM rAjana ye lo apanA nagInA aura svarga- isa ar3a-ratna ko lagAne meM maiMne amUlya nara - janma yU hI gNvaayaa| are kyA huA? kyA / tumane ratna lagAnA banda kara diyA ? nahIM rAjana ! rana lagAne kA kAma to aba zurU kara rahA huuN| apane zuddhAtmadravya meM saMyamaratna --. jisake lie ye durlabha manuSyajanma milA hai| hamArA pUrA rAjya dhanya, tumhAre vicAroM para / / dhanya hai aMgAraka. (samApta
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________________ sampAdakIya bhAratIya kathA sAhitya meM jaina kathA sAhitya kAphI samRddhi liye hue to hai hI; sAtha hI vaha apanA alaga se vaiziSTya lie hue bhI hai / jisake kAraNa bhale hI urake kucha pAtra anya kathAoM se sAmya liye hue hoM ; parantu unake udadezya ekadama pRthak va apane dArzanika va naitika garimA ke aMdAja liye hue haiN| yadi jaina kathAkAroM se yaha prazna kiyA jAve ki tumhAre nAyaka meM aisI kyA vizeSatA hai ki, jo anya kathAkAroM se pRthaka karake apanI svatantra pahicAna banAne meM saralatamarUpa se sakSama ho, sahaja grAhya ho / to jaina kathAkAroM kA ekameva uttara hogA ki unake nAyaka na to IzvarIya rUpa haiM , aura na Izvara hI ; apitu apanI prabhutA ko pragaTa karane kI mahatvAkAMkSA vAle ve sAmAnya-pAtra haiM, ki jinakA lakSya vItarAgatA hai, aura apane pratIkSita-kSaNa meM usa vItarAgI nagna digambara dazA ko pragaTa karate hue kathA kA samApana karate haiM / jo ki sahI arthoM meM isa saMsAra rUpI maMca meM khele jAne yogya nATaka hai| jaisA ki Apa isa kaoNmiksa meM pAyegeM hii| ___ isa kaoNmiksa kA priya pAtra brahmagulAla phiroz2AbAda ke samIpa candravAra nAmaka sthAna kA lagabhaga 16-17 vIM zatAbdI meM padmAvatI-puravAla jAti ko suzobhita karane vAle eka abhinayaratna puruSa haiN| inakA isa kAmiksa meM kucha paurANika va kucha kalpanAloka se lie motiyoM ko cuna-cunakara yahA~ mAlA ke rUpa meM piroyA hai ; jo saMskAra-vihIna pIr3hI kA kaNThahAra banI, to mere lie yaha garva kI bAta hogI ; aura mukti-kAmiksa parivAra kA sahI vakta para sahI kadama bhI ..... / DA. yogezacandra jaina | ikkIsa kAmiksoM ke saMga var3heM ikkIsavIM sadI ko kadama ..........| saMrakSaka sadasya 5001) sammAnita sadasya 1001) sadasya 151)
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________________ kyA Apa apane baccoM ke tana Dhakane ko acche kapar3e lAkara nahIM dete? hA~! bhAI ! hA~ !..... aura Apa unheM sabhI sukha suvidhAeM nahI dete jinakI unheM AvazyakatA hai? hA~ ! hA~ ! kyoM nahIM : hameM unakI pUrI cintA hai| para kyA Apa unameM sadAcAra vicAra nirmANa ke lie kucha dete haiM? ?? hA~ ! hA~ ! boliye boliye cupa kyoM haiM? parantu ............... parantu varantu kucha nahI; hamaneM ApakI cintA samajhI hai.. 'aba jyAdA dera taka nhiiN...| Aja hI 'mukti kaoNmiksa' parivAra ke sadasya banakara zreSTha AcAra-vicAra ke alaMkaraNoM se apane nanheM-munne bacce ko sajAkara ikkIsavIM sadI meM praveza kraaiye| Aja hI 'mukti prakAzana, alIgaMja' ke nAma DrAphTa banAiye mukti kaoNmiksa par3hiye.... ikkIsavIM sadI meM caliye ... / mukti prakAzana, alIgaMja (eTA), u.pra., 207247