Kalyan 1952 03 04 Ank 01 02

Author(s): Somchand D Shah
Publisher: Kalyan Prakashan Mandir
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/539099/1

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- 2 - T ra/Y9 paramapavitra tIrthAdhirAja zrI zatruMjaya girirAjane suMdara paTa.

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95 30-0. 25 12-0 95 12-9 1, 55 25-0 zada varasItapanA pAraNA upara ghaTADelA pustakanA bhAva 9 sAmAyika sUtra .... | 100 pAnA rUA. 12-0 e pratikamaNa mULa .... paMca pratikramaNa mULa pekeTa ,,115-0 paMca pratikramaNa vidhi sahita ,,135-0 sa mya ga jJA na nAM devapAla kathA ratnAkara, paccIsI , 12-0 pustakonI nemanAthanA leAko .... cauda niyamanI buka prabhAvanA karI ,, 10-0 nUtana stavanAvali varasItapanA be pratikramaNa vidhi sahita ka, 60-0 zatruMjaya uddhAra rAsa .... pAranA amarabalidAna ,125-0 zubha prasaMgane samakita saDasaTha belanI sajhAya snAtra pUjA ,, 15-0 ujavA. sudhArasa stavanAvali ,, 30-0 navakAravALI 7-0 navaramaraNa darzana covIzI 60-0 sthApanAjI ,, 4-0 * agAuthI orDara noMdhAvaze teone potAnA kharca zatruMjaya tIthadarzana 12pa-0 nAmanI kApalI chapAvI nUtana stavanAvali-hindInI cADavI ApIzuM. aMtasamayanI ArAdhanA .... 35 30-0 A agAuthI orDara noMdhAvapaccakakhANanA koThA ... nArane rUA. 15) DIjhITanA AmabhAvanA saMgraha ... , 12-0 bharavAnA raheze. sAdhu-sAdhvI Avazyaka kriyAnAM sUtro 70 -0 bahAragAmanA marDara upara ATha draSTinI sajajhAya sAtha papa-0 puratuM dhyAna apAze. nitya svAdhyAya stotrAdi 1. 23pa-0 saMskRta caityavaMdana covisI , papa-0 : lakhe : kama graMtha bhAga 1 lA 1 thI 4 350-0 somacaMda DI. zAha vimala jAta 5, 30-0 jesalamerano camatkAra jIvananivAsa sAme. . 1pa-0 pAlItANA [ saurASTra ] bhaktisudhA taraMgiNI zatra'jaya digadarzana p, 75-0 i . 4 * 35 0 6 4 = , 60-0 100-0

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- jAMpA , mA-bITa para varSa aMka 1-2 mArca-eprIla 1lpara, phAgaNa-caitra; 2008; zau zAsanadevanI kRpAthI kalyANa mAsika Aje ATha varSa pUrAM karI, navamA varSamAM padArpaNa kare che, vItarAga zAsananA sanAtana siddhAMtanA pracAra kAje "kayANa no janma thayA hatA. potAnI zakita-sAmagrI mujaba ATha varSa daramyAna eNe zakya pragati sAdhI che. AmAM tenA zubhecchaka pU. pAda AcAryAdi sunipuMgavo, Apta maMDaLanA sabhya, lekhaka baMdhuo, grAhako tathA vAcakanI mamatAbharI huMpha preraNA rUpa che. lyANa mATe samasta saMsAranA prANIo saghaLIya zakitao kharacI rahyA che. chatAM Aje ApaNe joI zakIe chIe ke, jagatanuM ke pratyeka vyakitanuM pAramArthika kalyANa ane tene mAga vadhu ne vadhu raMdhAI rahe che, kAraNa ekaja ke AtmakalyANa mATenAM sAdhananI prApti saMsAranA AtmAone mahoTe bhAge thaI nathI. - nyUnata varasAve tevAM kAryo Aje DAhI gaNAtI duniyA AcarI rahI che. vijJAnane paNa bhayaMkara durUpayoga jagatamAM comera thaI rahe che. A sthitimAM zrI sarvajJa bhagavaMtanA mAgane vadhu ne vadhu pracAra karI, saMsArane sAcAM sukhane saMdeza Ape 2, Aja eka upadezane anurUpa samAja, sAhitya tathA saMskArane piSaka sAhitya kalyANe atyAra sudhI ApyuM che. namo arihatANuM" padane uccAra karanAra jaina mAtrane ghera "kalyANa pahoMcatuM thAya. e amArI manokAmanA che. kAraNa ke, Aje dezamAM sattA dvArA je rIte dhama siddhAMta dhamanI nyAyI paraMparA praNAlikA ityAdinI svAme baLa ubho karAI rahI che, tyAre tene saMgIna pratIkAra karavAnI anivArya AvazyakatA che. nagatamAM koI paNa rAjayazAsana, dhamanA kalyANakara siddhAMtanI hAme kAyadAodvArA baLa jagADanAruM banIne prajAnuM bhaluM karI zakyuM nathIH A hakIkta vartamAnanI rAjadhasattAe khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI che. "pablIka TrasTa ekaTa 15ra' ne kAyado pasAra karIne te muMbaInI sarakAre kharekhara dhArmika vahivaTemAM hastakSepa karI hadavALI dIdhI che. zasvI rAjayazAsana calAvavA IcchanAre haMmezA prajAnA nyAyI, naitika tathA dhArmika paraMparAgata adhikAra surakSita rahe, tenI khAsa kALajI rAkhavI joIe. Aje sattA para AvelI koMgresa sarakAranA lakSyamAM A hakIkta rahe, ema ApaNe jarUra icchIzuM.' caMdana te mahApurUSone ke jeo pitAnA dhArmika svAtaMtryane akhaMDa rAkhavA mATe pitAnuM sarvasva phanA karavA sadA sajaja rahyA, te mahApuruSonA mArge cAlI ApaNe paNa zakti mujaba dharmanI rakSA kAje prayatnazIla rahevuM joIe.

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: 2 : saMpAdakIya ; tuccha bAbatamAM jhagaDatA jaina samAje Aje pitAnuM lakSya A hakIkata para keMdrita karavuM joIe ke, "dhama, samAja tathA siddhAMtane pracAra jagatanI comera kema vadhate rahe? ApaNuM jaina dharmamAM mAnanAra-sAdhamika baMdhuone dareke dareka rIte utkarSa kema sadhAta rahe.? temaja rAjakIya vAtAvaraNamAM "jenane avAja hamezAM kema saMbhaLAya? - rakSaNa kAje mathatA jaina samAje Aje sattA dvArA hiMsAnI je vAta vahetI mUkAI rahI che, te mATe pitAne avAja sattAnA sthAna para rahelAone paheMcADe joIe. A badhuM je kAMI ApaNuM kartavya che, te TuMkamAM samAjanA vicArazIla varganI samakSa ame raju karyuM che. ame paNa "kalyANa dvArA zakya karavA prayatnazIla rahIzuM, e paNa A take ame jaNAvI daIe. suhA karavA, TharAvo ke virodha sabhAo yejavI e badhuM eka kAle jainazAsananA sanAtana sanA rakSaNa, pracAra ke virodhanA pratIkAra mATe Avazyaka hatuM, paNa Aje AnA karatAM saMgIna kArya karavAnI pahelI jarUra che, ane A mATe ziSTa, mananIya, ane surUciyukta zailIye dhArmika sAhityane pracAra karavAnI AvazyakatA che, te ja samAja jAgrata raheze, enuM dharmAbhimAna khIlaze, ugatI prajAnA haiyAmAM dharma pratyenI zradhdhA pragaTaze, ane te dharmasiddhAMtanI rakSA khAtara Apabhoga ApavA e sadA tatpara banaze, Aja eka dayeyane mArge AgaLa dhapatA "kalyANa" ne sahu keI dareka rIte sahakAra ApatA rahe ! eja eka zubha anilASA. zAsanadeva ! kalyANanA kalyANakara mAgamAM haMmezA sahAyaka rahe ! 'khApaNI zubhecchakene ! kalyANano "kathA-vArtA saMdeza ghera-ghera gUMjato thAya, tevI Apa vizeSAMka tamArI samakSa mUkyo che. vizeSAMkane sahunI prabaLa IcchA te kharI ja, te Apa vadhu suMdara tathA samRddha karavA ame zakya sahu ekaja karI zake ane te kalyANanA saghaLuM karyuM che, chatAM mAnava sahaja kSatio zubhecchake, sa, grAhako tathA vAcakonI ke uNapa rahI haze. te paNa amArI saMkhyA vadhu vadhe te mATe prayatna karI zake. zakti mujaba je kAMI ame karyuM che, te Aje ATaluM to jarUra karazeja. tamArI samakSa che. kalyANane haju vizeSa paga Apa amArA kAryamAM dareka rIte sahabhara karavAnI AvazyakatA che. amArA hajAro kAra ApavA dvArA amArA preraka banI rahyA zubhecchako dhAre te amane vadhu ne vadhu pagabhara che, te Apane amAre eTaluM kahevAnuM ke, karI zake tema che. kalyANanA saMcAlanamAM Apane je kAMI Aje comera taMga vAtAvaraNa phelAI salAha, sUcanA ke mArgadarzana ApavA jevuM rahyuM che. "kalyANa" dvArA jaina zAsanane dharma jaNAya te amane avazya jaNAvaze. ApanA

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kalyANa mArca-eprIla : 1952 : 3 : amUlya mArgadarzananI ame rAha joi rahyAA AgAmI aMkamAM zakya haze te rIte sthAna chIe. ApavA avazya ghaTatuM thaze ja, tenI amArA lekhakane ! mAnanIya lekhaka baMdhuo neMdha le! kalyANa nuM lekhakamaMDaLa vizAla che. bAla jagata mATe: "bAlajagata ne vizeSAMkane lekhana sAmagrIthI samRddha banA- age puSkaLa sAmagrI AvIne amArA Tebala vavA Apa badhAye athAga parizrama sevya para paDI che. badhAyane sthAna na ja ApI zakAya che. ame amArI zakita mujama banI zakayuM te dekhItuM che. chatAM e vArtAomAM je bAla te rIte lekhone sthAna ApyuM che. aMkane lekhakonI vArtA sArI haze, tene amArA taraphathI bhAvavA mATe Ape je parizrama lIdho che. pAritoSika InAma ApavAnI ane jAherAta temaja amArA para mamatA rAkhIne je kALajI karI hatI, tenuM pariNAma AgAmI aMke ame pUrvaka A lekha mokalAve che, te mATe jAhera karIzuM. kAraNake, haju keTalAye bAlA ame Apa sarvanA kaNI chIe, paNa vize. lekhakenI kathAo prasiddha thaI zakI nathI. SAMkane aMge saMkhyA baMdha lekha, kathAo.kA. prAMte citrakAra zrI zAMtilAla dezI tathA nibaMdha, TUMkI vArtAo, amane maLyAM che. zrI pravINabhAIe samayasara suMdara DijhAIna temAMthI zakaya hoya te lekhone sthAna apAyuM dorI ApIne temaja zrI prabhAta prosesa che, sthala saMkecanA kAraNe je lekhakanA TuDIovALA zrI govIMdabhAIe bleke tatkAlekhene sthAna nathI ApI zakyA, te mATe lika banAvI ApIne ane presanA menejara ame nirUpAya chIe. zrI kAMtibhAIe tathA kArIgara baMdhuoe je je lekho rahI javA pAmyA che. temaja rAtanA ujAgarA veThIne je sahakAra Ape je je lekhakonI kRtione sthala saMkocanA che, e badala ame senA AbhArI chIe. kAraNe nyAya nathI ApI zakyA, te kRtione semacaMda zAha. a ga ra ba nI zeraDIne Akho sAMTho jema mIThA ISpharasathI chalachala bhareluM heta nathI, ema mAnava jIvananI badhIya kSaNe mIThI ne madhura hotI nathI. sAMThAnI aneka kAtaLIomAMthI be-cAra kAtaLI bahuja mIThI madhurapa dharAvatI hoya che, ane e madhurapaja enA cheDAnI nIrasatA ane gAMThAnI kaThinatAne AvarI le che. ema sukha-dukhanA cakramAM bhamyA karatA mAnavIne jIvanamAM evI DIeka kSaNeja malI jAya che, je enA kaTu ane viSAdagheryA jIvanane miSTatAnI chAyA sadAne mATe ApI jAya che. -zrI zAMtilAla dezI.

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- zrI zAMtilAla maNIlAla zAha amadAvAda, zrI kalyANa mAsika navamA varSamAM che, ane sarva vratamAM ziromaNi zrI brahmA padApaNa kare che, te khUba AvakAradAyaka che. caya vAta paNa nava vADo sAcavavAthI ja pitAnI anekavidha pravRttiothI tene jena akhaMDa rahe che. janatAne sAre cAha saMpAdana karyo che.Ameya ArAdhaka AtmAonI ArAdhanA paNa kalyANa kene ISTa na hoya ? "pAna saDe gheDA navanA AMkathI aMkita hoya che. navapadajInI aDe, vidyA visara jAya. cUlA para roTI ArAdhanA te AyaMbila tapanI nava eLIo, jale. jhaTa kAraNa batalAya. A samasyAne nava hatuM (dara cha mahine) nava-nava Arya javAba jhaTa ekaja vAkayathI Apavo hoya te bilathI karavAmAM Ave che, ema 9+9-81 kahi zakAya ke "pheravyA vinA." tevI ja rIte AyaMbile zrI siddhacakra ArAdhAya che, jenA dhuma, artha, kAma ke mekSa kaI paNa jApa mAtrathI sarva vidane TaLI jAya che, ane puruSArthanA upAsaka heya paNa te sarvane zuM trikAla gaNavAthI sakala sidhdhio prApta thAya joIe che? e ekaja zabdamAM kahevuM hoya che, evA nava smaraNo zrI jainazAsanamAM te kahI zakAya ke, "kalyANa. jagata mAtra prasiddha che. parama tAraka zrI tIrthaMkara devenI kalyANanI kAmanAvALuM che. kalyANa eTale kesara, caMdana, barAsa AdithI pUjA nava aMge maMgala, zreya, kalyANa eTale suvarNa, kalyANa ja karavAmAM Ave che. eTale ISTa prApti, ane kalyANa eTale mokSa. zrI zatrujaya mahA tIrthanI navANuM yAtrAe kalyANa navamA varSamAM praveza kare che, te karanArA uttama AtmAe 99 yAtrA thavA upara navane AMka paNa mahA mAMgalika ane kalyANa- bIjI nava yAtrAo karIne ja navANuM karyAne kArI che. jagatanI sarva zreSTha ane paramatAraka saMtoSa anubhave che. sarva sAdhananI parAkASThA vastuonI sAthe navane AMka saMkaLAyele che. samAna samatAbhAva prApta karavAne svIkArAtuM - zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranAM pade natha che. sarva sAmAyika paNa tiviha tiviheNuM" nA ane zrI siddhacaka mahAyaMtramAM paNa zrI pAThathI nava bhAgeja svIkArAya che. arihaMtAdi pade nava ja che. samagra jagata nava bhavanI prItivALA nema- rAjulA jemAM samAI jAya che te jANavA lAyaka ta name bhave siddhi padane pAmyA. zrI zrIpAla paNa nava che. jIva-achavAdi nava tatvane ane mayaNAsuMdarI navapadanI ArAdhanAthI jANanAra samagra jagatane jANe che. navame bhave mokSa sukha pAmyA, zrI jJAnavimala A jagatamAM jenI samAne keI nathI, evA surijI e paNa gAyuM ke, zrI zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanI nava TUMke prasiddha "Ima navapada dhAve parama AnaMda pAve

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kalyANa mArca-eprIla : 15ra : 5 navame bhava ziva jAve? vagere dunyavI adhi- (guNAkAra) Ave tenA AMkaDAone saravALe emAM paNa nava nidhAna sarvotkRSTa che, jene kare te navaja thaze, jemake 942=18 navanidhi prApta thayA tene duniyAnI kaI eTale ekane ATha=nava, 941=27, eTale sukha sAhyabI bAkI rahetI nathI, viharamAna bene sAta nava, A rIte sarva saMkhyAthI zrI tIrthakara denI apUrva bhakti karavAne guNa juo, khAtrI thaze. phakta eTaluM vizeSa IMdrAdika devatAo nava suvarNa kamalanI hAra ke vadhAre saMkhyAthI guNe ane javAba aneka mALA vikuve che, jenA upara zrI tIrthakara AMkaDAomAM Ave to temAMthI jeTalA navaDA de cAle che. ' 9) heya te kADhI nAMkhaze eTale bAkInA uttama purUSe paNa prAyaH karIne nava-nava saravALe navaja thaze agara kAMI nahi rahe, thAya che. zrI vasude, prativAsudeve ke jemake 219=89 temAMthI chelle navaDe balade eka utsarpiNa kALamAM navanI kADhI nAkhatAM bAkInA ekane ATha nava thayA. saMkhyAmAM ja utpanna thAya che, je ke zrI tItha A rIte navane AMka nizcala che, jene karo 24 thAya che, ane cakravartI o 12 nava AMkaDA zIkhI lIdhA, tene keI AMka thAya che, paNa bane malIne te navI cAra apUrva nathI, phakata janAja samajavAnI guNI saMkhyAja pUrI kare che, ane savamaLIne bAkI rahe che. navanI sAta guNI saMkhyAja thAya che eTale AvA apUrva mahimAthI yukata aMkane tresaTha uttama mahApurUSe kig zastrApud : jenI vaya prApta kare che, te jarUra sarva siddhi kahevAya che. vaLI jee vrata, paccakhANa ke ane nava kalyANane adhikArI bane che. cAritrane ArAdhyA vinA kevala mahA zuddha nAnuM bALaka paNa ATha varSa pasAra karI navamA ziyala (brahmacaryA) ne ArAdhavAthI ja mokSa varSe uttama keTInA cAritra pariNAma pAmapadane pAme che te zrI nArade paNa navaja vAne adhikArI banI zake che. " " " . utpanna thAya che, A rIte kalyANa mAsika paNa navamA varSamAM navanA AMkanI bIjI eka svAbhAvika adhika adhika vRddhi ane saphaLatA prApta karI AzcaryakArakatA che. nava saMkhyAne eTale sarvanA parama kalyANanuM kAraNa bane ! eja navane tame game teTalAe guNe, ane je javAba eka zubhecchA. hakkanI mArA mArI. hakaka mATe bALako, strIo, zikSako vepArIo, amaladAre, majura, AgeA vAna vagere dareke dareka vargo judA judA avAja raju karyA kare che. A Ama hakakanI paraMparA pAchaLa jANe Aje ApaNe aTavAI cukyA chIe che ane asaMtoSanAM agnika vaDe gherAyelA chIe ! bhAratIya janatAno eka ja maMtra hatuM ke, keI paNa sthiti sAme saMteSapUrvaka jIvI jANavuM ane mArI jANavuM ! - jayahinda

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ii kalyANanA navamA "navala prabhAte" saoNMgalika zrI jaina zAsananI vadhu sevA karavA 'kalyANu'ne zAsanadeve magala mAMgalya ala ape! kalyANanA "navala prabhAte" madhyama laganA jaina baMdhuonAM mArgadarzana mATe khAsa prayatnazIla thaI, zrI jainajagatanu ahAniza kalyANu thAva. kalyANu "navala prabhAte" dararAjanu oNrja banI hajAro-lAkhAnI saMkhyAmAM prasidhdhi pAmI, pAmara ane jaDavAdanA hAlanA dhahIna jagatamAM bhAna bhUlelA Atma maMdiramAM Atmakhala pragaTAvavA, 'kalyANu' amara rahe. kalyANu Adhunika AzA-tRSNA ane satApeAthI bharelA jagatane kaMika racanAtmaka saMgIna kAryakramanI khAsa jogavAi karI, navala prabhAte" eka vadhu DaMga AgaLa bhare, kalyANunA navala (navamA) yazasvI prabhAte, jaina kAmanuM eka Adarza saMgaTTuna thaI, jagatabharamAM zrI jainadharmanA vijayaDaMko vagADavA jaina mAtra kaTIbadhdha thAva, zrI maNIlAla vI. zAha eDaveAkeTa vAdarA. saMghanAM ghera duHkha, dAridra, a-kalyANu, jIvana aMdhakAra ItyAdi zrI paMca parameSThi pratApe, chUMdI, "kalyANa" nAM tejasvI dhamakaraNAthI Atmateja AgaLa aDhAvI zrI jainazAsana deva-devI sadAya maMgala banAve; temaja dharma ArAdhanAne. dayAmaya banAvI, zrI vItarAga bhagavatanA pavitra jhaDeA taeNna dharma hai mArA ne digvijayI banI, jagaDuzAheA, bhAmA zAhA, vastupALa tejapALA pedA karI, zrI jainazAsana parama kalyANuva tu va. kalyANanA navala prabhAte "prAtaH smaraNIya gAtamasvAmijI ApaNA kalyANa mATe parama mAMgalika thAe. - zrI "navala prabhAte "kalyANu itihAsamAM sutra akSarAthI lakhAvavA saddabhAgya prApta kare. zrI "navala prabhAte" jaina jagata sevA-dhArI nAyakanI bheTa melave, draSTAMta-500 pAMcase subhaTa-eka palaMga jevuM hAla varte che. rAjayadvAre, vahepAra udyoge, hAlamAM jeneAnu kAI rIdhaNI che kharU ? saveLA jAgrata thAo. prAMte 'kalyANa'nA navala prabhAte 'kalyANu'ne kalyANu nA "navala prabhAte" zrI caturvidha abhinaMdana pAThavu chu. oooooooo abba000000 0000000000000000000000000 su vA sa paisAdAranA bagIcAnA lA...jemAM rUpaja hoya khUba vakhANe che, paraMtu vanamAM keTalAya phulA rUpa ane saMbhALa paNa rAkhatuM nathI, teo svaya' khIle che, ane rame che. saMsAramAM satyanI A dazA che. -- 6000000000000 200000 200 200 000 che, suga Mdha hatI nathI...tene loke saurabha veratAM hAya che, krei enI svayaM kharI paDe che, ane vAyu sAthe zrI zAMtilAla dozI.

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eka AnI........pU. munirAja zrI caMdraprabhasAgarajI mahArAja Aje bhaNelA gaNAtAmAnavonA jIvana naitika daSTie keTa-keTalA adhaHpatananI gartAmAM dhakelAI rahyo che, e hakIkata lekhaka munizrI potAnI vihAre carcAmAM banelA ekAda nAnakaDA prasaMganI AsapAsa gUMthIne ahi raju kare che. munirAjazrI vidvAna vaktA che. sapheda kapaDAmAM rahelA mAnavI jIvanamAM je rIte chetaravAne dhaMdhe laI beThA che, tenI hAme A kathA kaTAkSa verI jAya che. * e divase ame cAlI-cAlIne thAkI pikArI rahyA hatA. gayA hatA, thAka khUba lAgyuM hatuM. relanA gADIne Ave evuM paLa paNa pUrI na thaI pATAnI bAjumAM cAlyA jatAM sAMja paDI te pahelAM te pANInI Tahela nAkhatAM traNagaI hatI. gAma haju dekhAtuM na hatuM, eTa- cAra pherI DA- deDa karavA lAgyA. emAM lAmAM eka sTezana dekhANuM. tyAMnA sTezana. eka chokaro paNa hatA, e atyAra sudhI mAstara ghaNuM ja bhalA ane jijJAsu hatA. mArI bAjumAM ja beThe beTho vAta karI rahyA emanI sAthe amAre jarAka vAtacita thaI hatI. e bAjunA gAmaDAmAMthI pANInI Dela eTale emaNe ja kahyuM: "tyAre AjanI rAta bharIne AvyuM hatuM ane pitAnI daridrakathA Apa ahIM ja mukAma karIne, bahu AnaMda mane saMbhaLAvI rahyo hato, paNa jayAM gADI Avaze. huM paNa ahIM ekale ja chuM. mArI AvI ke e vAta adhUrI mUkIne Dola laIne badalI ahiM hamaNAM ja thaI che." A jaMga- deDa ane badhAnI bhege e paNa Tahela lamAM mArA jevA ekalAne mATe Apane nAMkhavA lAge -le, ThaMDA pANI..." samAgama e to bhAgyodayanuM pratika gaNAya." pravAsIonAM ma' para AzAbhera najara ame thAkyA hatA ane emanI saddabhAvanA nAkhate e gADInA A cheDAthI pelA cheDA hatI eTale emanI vinaMtine svIkAra ame sudhI doDAdoDa karI rahyo hato. sa pitAnuM karI lIdho. gADI AvavAnI taiyArI hatI pANI jaldI vecI piso meLavavAnI harIphAImAM eTale huM paNa tyAMnI hIlacAla jete rUmamAM utaryA hatA. Aje mANase paNa potAnuM beThe hate. pANI vecIne paiso ja meLavI rahyA che ne ! | dharatIne dhaNadhaNAvatI gADI geja sTe- be-traNa ThekANe pravAsIone ThaMDu pANI zananA pleTaphemamAM AvIne ubhI rahI. pAI eNe be-traNa pisA meLavyA, ane e divasa unALAne hate. sAMja namI e traNa pitAe te enA me para AnaMdanI gaI hatI. divasanA tApathI tapelI dharatI surakhI AvI hatI, paNa enA AnaMdanA haju dhakhatI hatI. unI unI varALa haju kaTorA chalakAvavA mATe ene haju eka bhemAMthI nIkaLatI hatI. aMdhArU dhIme dhIme pasAnI jarUra hatI-mAtra eka ja paisAnI. jAmatuM jatuM hatuM. pravAsIonA zarIramAMthI eka paise maLI jAya te ene eka AnI parase jharato hato. bakarAMnI jema pUrAyelA pUrI thAya ! ane enI eka AnI eTale pravAsIo kIDAnI jema TaLavaLI rahyA hatA. tamArA so rUpiyA karatAM paNa kaMIka adhika! keTalAka te tarasanA mAryA "pANI...pANI" vastunI kiMmata te hRdayanI bhAvanA paraja che ne!

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: 8 : eka AnI ; gADI upaDavAnI taiyArImAM hatI tyAM eka sajjananI hAka sAMbhaLI aya pANIvALA ! jha sapheda vastra, eLelAvALa ane rImalesa cazmAthI ze|bhatI e AkRtivALA sajjana tarapha e krIehabhera deADI gayA, ane pravAsInA plAsTInA glAsamAM bhAvanAnA pravAhe sAthe pANI reDavA lAgyA. pravAsIe eka glAsa pANI pIdhuM ane eka glAsa bharI bhaviSya mATe rAkhI lIdhuM. gADI upaDavAnA samaye cheAkarAnA hAthamAM eka AnI mUkatAM aNe kahyuM : alyA ! le A eka AnI, e paisA pAchA Apa; badhA te eka paisoja Ape che paNa huM teA tane e paisA Apu' che !" AchA ajavALAmAM, sAbhAra eNe eka AnI lIdhI ane e paisA pAchA ApyA. enuM nAnuM haiyuM A kelejIana pravAsInI udmaratAthI nAcI uThayuM ane enAM nayanA kRtajJatAnI dRSTithI, gADI upaDI tyAM sudhI e pravAsIne joI rahyuM. gADI gayA pachI e nAcatA-kudatA sTezana para Tama Tama baLatA dIghra pAse Avye ane AnandabharyA nayane maLelA paisAne nirakhavA lAgyA. AnandathI ghele anelA e pelI AnIne cuMbana karavA jate hatA paNa AnI nayana najIka AvatAM thaMbhI gayA. kha jaranA ghA jevA eNe AMcakA khAdhA, enA Ananda ogaLI gayA. me'parathI lehI UDI javA lAgyuM, be paLa pUtaLAnI jema avAk manI e AnI sAme joija rahyo. 2 pratijJA, 1 prakRti, 6 pratimA, 11 prakruti, 12 prasUti, cha pradyuti, enA meAMnA bhAva aNudhA badalAyelA joi me" pUchyuM 'kema bhAI! zuM vicAramAM ? pattAnI phATelI TopI mAthA para sarakhI geAThavatAM eNe kahyuM: "mahArAja ! zuM kahe Apane A isTrITAiTa dheALAM lUgaDAMvALAonI vAta ? mArU pANI maphatamAM pI gayA e te ThIka, paNa sAthe sAtha eka paisAmAM paNa na khape evI sAva khoTI eka AnI ApI gayA ane e paisA letA gayA. " enA dada bharelA A zabdo mArA hRdayamAM bhAlAnI jema bheAMkAi gayA ! geADajathI eka mAIla dUra enA gAme ene javAnuM hatuM. eTale e peAtAnA gAma bhaNI nirAza DagalAM bharavA lAgyA. e rIte me' ane sTezanamAstare A ja vAta para kalAkeka sudhI vicAraNA karI. mAnavInuM naitika-STie keTaluM... patana thayuM che ! mANasa ceAkhkhAI rAkhe, sAre| dekhAvavAnA prayatna kare, bahAranI TApa-TIpa kare; bhaNatarane abhimAna kare; paNa zu' bhaNatarane A ja atha ke e abhaNAne yuktipUrvaka chetaryAM kare ! hAya re ! jIvanane sudhAravA mATeja je jJAna meLavyu teja jJAna jo Aje jIvanane bagADatu hAya tA have kenI AgaLa rUdana karavuM ? [ uttara meLavI 3 saMprati, 8 prazAMti, 13 pratiSThA, lyeA ] 4 pragati, 5 prakRti, 9 pratibhA, 10 pratIti, 14 prakhyAti, 15 prasthiti,

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ba da le zrI kizorakAMta dalasukhalAla gAMdhI. akaja bApa manasukhalAlanA baMne dIkarA tevuM lAgatuM. tethI te kadI e vicAra paNa paNa kudarate evI karAmata karI hatI ke mane karate nahi, ane khUbaja zAMti jALavate vacce kayAMya meLaja maLato nahi. kAraNa ke, te samajatuM hatuM ke, "ApaNI duHkha sahana karavAnI zakti upara kayAM kAntilAla ane kayAM jayaMtilAla? jIvananI jitane AdhAra che. tenA manasukhalAla marI gayA tyAre sArI milkata karatAM ApaNuM zAMti jALavavAnI mUkI gayA hatA, te badhI milkatane kabaje zakti upara chatane vadhAre AdhAra che. kAMtie laI lIdhe. gAmanA lokoe jayaM A rIte zAMtithI ane saMteSathI jIvana tinA ghaNA kAna bhaMbheryA ane milakatane gujAratA-gujAratA be varSa vahI gayAM jayaMaDadhe bhAga laI levA kahyuM, paNa jayaMti tinI zAMti tathA sahanazIlatAthI tenI bhAbhI kahe, "moTAbhAI je karatA haze te badhuM hIrA tathA gharanA nokaro tathA chokarAo yogya ja karatA haze" kAntilAlamAM kudarate kaMTALI gayAM hatAM kAraNa ke. game teTalI bhArabhAra luccAI tthA zakatA bharI hatI, tyAre gaLe devA chatAM, mazkarI karavA chatAM, mArapITa jayaMtine te baMne guNe sAme duzamanAvaTa karavA chatAM teo jayaMti upara kAMI paNa hatI, kAntinI strI hirA tthA temanA saMtAnamAM asara karI zakyAM na hatAM, paNa devage paNa A badhA guNe utarI AvyA hatA. ekavAra jayaMtine savAramAM kAtinA era kAntilAla badhI milkata laIne muMbaI DAmAM javAnuM thayuM, ane kAtie uThIne raheto hato. jayaMti paNa temane tyAM ja rahete, paheluM jayaMtinuM moDhuM joyuM, tethI hema gharanuM dareka kAmakAja karato ane be TaMka Avyo ke, AjaneM Akho divasa khUba mahAmuzIbate bhAbhI pAsethI khAvAnuM meLavate kharAba jaze. kAraNa ke. hIrAe pahelethIja ane rAtre eka nAnI oraDImAM paDI rahe, A bhUsuM kAntinA magajamAM bharAvI dIdhuM nAnAbhAI A rIte nokaranI jema jIvana hatuM, ane vahema hato, tethI te divase banyuM gujArato tyAre moTAbhAI muMbaInA saTAbajAramAM paNa evuM, ekAeka cAMdInA bhAva besI pitAnI peDhInA gAdI-takIyA upara besIne gayA ane kAntibhAIne sArI evI khoTa TelIphonathI sonA-cAMdInA bhAva sAMbhaLato. bhegavavI paDI, tethI te piDhIyethI sIdho ghera jayaMtinI tenI bhAbhI hIrA vAte-vAte bhUla AvyuM ane jayaMtine kahyuM, atyAre ne atyAre kADhatI, ane tenA upara dhikkAra varSAvatI. nekare ApaNuM gAma cAle jA ane tyAM ja rahe che sthA moTAbhAinA chokarAo paNa jayaMtinI ThaThThA- jayaMtie thaDA paisAnI mAgaNI karI, kAntie mazkarI karatAM tathA tenA upara hukame cheDatA paNa eka hajAra rUpiyA ApyA ane eka daratAjayaMtinI zAMti tathA sahanazIlatA ajaba vejamAM sahI karAvI lIdhI [ A dastAveja hatAM. tene dhAryuM hota to koTe caDhIne bApanI badhA majhiyArAnI sarakhI vaheMcaNI thaI gaI milaktane aDadhe bhAga meLavI zakata, paNa che tene hata) moTAbhAI tthA bhAbhIne temAM tene vaDIlanI maryAdAne bhaMga thato heya ATaluM ja joItuM hatuM.

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: 10 : badale jayaMti eka hajAra rUpiyA laIne pitAnA meTara, ghareNAM, vADIvajIphA vagere vecavuM paDayuM, gAma mANekapura AvyuM ane tenA vRddha kAkA A rIte muMbaInA jIvanamAM have teo dararoja tathA kAkI bhego rahevA lAgyuM.jeo sAva nidhana dararoja ghasAvA lAgyAM, ane temanA putrI, dhana kamAvAne sAva azakitamAna hatAM. putra temaja patnI hirA herAna thavA lAgyAM, pulacaMda kAkA thA samukAkIne chokarAM hatAM kAraNa ke badhAM jazekhanAM sAdhano cAlyA nahi ane aNIne vakhate jayaMti Avyo, gayAM hatAM. hIrA bahenane jAte ja kAma karavuM tethI khUba rAjI thayAM ane prabhuno upakAra paDatuM. koI divasa hAthe kAma kareluM nahi mAnavA lAgyAM. jayaMtie gAmamAM sAdhAraNa tethI jarAya phAvatuM nahi. chekarAone cAlIne dukAna zarU karI, ane nItithI vepAra zarU nizALe javuM phAvatuM nahi, hAthe dhoyelA kapaDAM karyo ne vRdhdha kAkA-kAkInI khUba sevA paNa phAvatAM nahi, je khissAmAM pAMcathI dasa karavA lAge ane te baMne vRdhdhanA aMtaranA rUpiyA rahetA te sAva khAlI rahe te chokarAone AzIvAda meLavyA. kaI rIte game ! A rIte AkhA kuTuMbamAM azAMti ane kakaLATa vyApI gaye. dezamAM - Ama daseka varSa vItI gayAM. nhAnA bhAI jayaMtinI sthiti be- pise jayaMtie sArI evI mUDI nItithI bhegI pahoMcatI che, e samAcAra moTAbhAI kAMtine karI hatI, eka sAdhAraNa makAna paNa baMdhAvyuM maLatA rahetA, pitAnA jIvanathI kaMTALIne hatuM. nItithI vepAra karate eTale AkhA gAmamAM teNe chevaTe jayaMti para patra lakhe, temAM tene vepAra paNa sAro cAlate. pulacaMda kAkAe jaNAvyuM hatuM ke, eka khAnadAna kuTuMbanI kanyA sAthe jayaMtinA cI. bhAI jayaMti ! vivAha karI nAkhyA hatA. tenI strI zAradA "tane Aje keTalAM varSo bAda kAgaLa paNa sevAbhAvI sthA pativratA strI hatI, jayaMtine lakhuM chuM, te paNa mArA svArtha khAtaraja. eka putrI tthA be putro hatA. "mAbApamAM tane kAgaLa lakhavAnI be mAsathI IcchA hatI, je sArA guNe hoya te ApoApa paNa hiMmata karI zakato nahi, Aje badhI bALakamAM utarI Ave che. gulAbanA pulamAM hiMmata bhegI karIne A kAgaLa lakhuM chuM, keI bahArathI sugaMdha nAkhavA jevuM nathI paNa tane nahi khabara hoya ke, Aje meM mArI cheDaja te sugaMdha sIMce che." A pramANe ane tArI badhI milkata saTTamAM khalAsa jayaMtinA traNeya saMtAnomAM paNa mAbApanA karI nAkhI che, ane Aje ghaNIja kharAba saddaguNe jevAke, sevAbhAva. sahanazIlatA, namratA, hAlatamAM chuM, te paNa mArA dagAnA hisAbeja. vinaya ane akhUTa zAMti vagere, ApoApa tuM ahIMthI dezamAM game tyAre meM tane utarI AvyA hatAM ane AkhuM kuTuMba khUba A phakta eka hajAra rUpiyA ApIne eka dastAzAMtimAM ane sukhamAM rahetuM hatuM. vejamAM sahI karAvI lIdhI hatI, te dastAveja. A bAju thoDA varSa bAda moTAbhAIne ApaNuM bApAnI milakata ApaNAM baMne saTTAmAM moTI khoTa AvI ane baMgale, vacce sarakhI rIte vaheMcI devAmAM AvI che,

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tenA hatA paNa mArA dagA maneja naDyo che, kudarate mane mArA karmonIja zikSA karI che, ApaNI badhI milkata cAlI gaI che, huM jANuM chuM ke, tuM ahI' hatA tyAre meM tAre mATe kAMi paNa sArU karyu" nathI, UMlaTu meM tathA tArI bhAbhIe tathA gharanAM mANasAe tane satAvavAmAM bAkI rAkhI nathI, paNa zuM kara bhAi ? have te tArAM caraNA mArA AMsuDAthI jyAre dhAvAze, tyAreja A badhuM - pApa e chu' thaze, atyAre mAre thADA paisAnI khAsa jarUra che, jo upakAra karIne mAkalIza tA hamezanA RNI thaine rahIza. lI tArA kahevAtA moTAbhAi: A patra vAMcIne tarata ja jayaMti mukha AvyA ane meATAbhAi tathA bhAbhIne potAne tyAM AvavAnI vinaMti karI. moTAbhAI tathA hirAbhAbhI raDI paDyAM, kAraNa ke temaNe kadI jayaMtinuM sArUM" karyuM nahetu, temaja icchayu. tr kalyANa mA -aprIla : 1952 : 11 : nahetu' ane madhI milkata pacAvI pADI hatI tethI tee khUba pastAyA. teo zuM mehu laine nAnA bhAIne tyAM Ave ? paNa nAnAbhAie khUba Agraha karyo ane kahyuM " mArU ghara e tamArU ja ghara che. tyAM badhAM cAle ane sukhethI rahejo. mane ghaNuM ce maLyu che, ane je maLaze te sAthe besIne sukhethI khAizu. tamAre duHkhI thavAnI jarUra nathI. darekanA TAIma haMmezAM sarakhA jatA nathI" pachI meTAbhAI tathA bhAbhI tathA temanA chekarAMone laine jayati dezamAM ANye. ane badhAMya sukhethI rahevAM lAgyAM. tamArA karatAM jAne je vastunI vadhAre jarUra che, ne te tene Ape temAM sAcI udAratA nathI, paNa bIjA karatAM tamAre je vastunI vadhAre jarUra che, te bIjAne Ape temAMja sAcI udAratA che. paNa ApaNe tyA tA ? hamaNAMnI eka vAta che. IjarAilanA athazAstrie dezane Arthika ; cintAmAMthI mukta karavA mATe aneka yeAjanAe upasthita karI paNa ekjha pUrNa na jaNAi, ante eka mahAzaye AnaMdita thatAM kahyuM ka 'duHkhathI chuTavAnA eka rasto che, ke amerikA sAthe yuddhamAM amerikA ApaNane jItI leze, pachI ApaNI badhI emanA mAthe AvI paDaze ane ApaNA kArA thaze.' yuddha karavu ro cintAno bhAra adhA kAna daIne sAMbhaLI rahyA hatA. A prastAvamAM emane duHkhanA ghera aMdhakAramAM AzAnuM eka kiraNa dekhAyuM. eTalAmAM khIjA eka mahAzaya elI uThayA. 6 paNa yuddhamAM kayAMka ApaNA vijaya thayA to ? khabara che amerikAnA paNa bhAra ApaNe mAthe AvI paDaze. ' jogaMdara.

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nAstikavAdane tophAnI pavana. zrI suMdaralAla cunIlAla kApaDIyA. ema. e. AryAvatanI A bhUmimAM Astika ApaNe paise-Take, sattA ane zArIrikabaLe ane nAstika be prakAranAM darzane-vAdo kema AbAda banIe ! A mAtra eka ja astitva dharAvatA AvyA che. sAmAnyataH temanuM jIvana dhyeya baneluM che, ke je dhyeya AtmA-puya-pApa, svarganaraka AdimAM pUrvanA puNyadaya vinA kadie phaLIbhUta thAya zraddhA dharAvatAM darzane Astika gaNAya che, ema nathI, evI AryAvatanA zraddhALuvarganI jyAre te vastuomAM na mAnanAra eka varga sajajaDa ekadhArI mAnyatA che, matalaba ke, nAstika tarIke gaNAte AvyuM che, je ke A vagara A rIte puNya ane pApamAM paNa Aritaka gaNutA dazanemAM paNa uDe utaratA mAnatuM nathI, ema cokkasa thAya che. phera te te dezanI AstikatA kayAM jaI aTake mAtra eTale ke junavANI nAstikavarga ughaDe che, e vicAraNaya prazna che, paraMtu prastutamAM chege potAnI nAstikatA jAhera karate ane te ApaNe Aje eka vilakSaNa kaTine ethI zraddhALa Astikavarga temane sArI rIte varga samAjamAM ubhuM thayuM che ane ubhe pIchAnI zakato ane e cepI rogathI svathaye jAya che, tene aMgeja vicAraNA parane bacAvI zakate, jyAre Adhunika chupA karavI che. nAstikavage to gajaba karyo che, bhakika A eka varga evA prakArano che, ke je zraddhALugamAM paNa emane pagadaMDo jAmata samAjamAM IzvaraprAthanA-garIbonI sevAmAM jAya che ane enuM kAtila jhera parokSarahela puNya-prApti AdinI suphIyANuM vAte aparokSa rIte samAjamAM prasaratuM jAya che eka bAju kare che, jyAre bIjI bAjue je ke A chupA nAstikavargamAM paNa keTalAka emanI saghaLIe moTA bhAganI pravRtti ane bhAga tathA prakAranA paricaya ane vAtAvaraNane dhyeya samAjanA moTA bhAgane deva-gurU-dhama laIne pitAnI ajJadazAne laIne keIka pakSa pratyenI bhaktithI khaseDI zradhdhAthI ubhagAvI de hatheDAnA hAthArUpa banI gayA che, paraMtu e che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa enI dhImI ane paristhitinA kAraNe atre cacavAM nathI. A mIThI asara e thaI che ane thAya che ke kAtila jhera prasAravAnI khUbI evI che, ke kharI rIte AtmA jevI sAcI vastunA ane bhakika janatA mUMjhAyA vinA raheja nahi. stitvamAM paNa samAjanI mAnyatA rahI che ke rAmu ta pa sapanA sUtrane upaga kema? raheze ke kema? e prazna uThe che, karIne dharmane nAme zarIrane puSTa banAvavAnI ane jarA uMDI vicAraNA karIe te jarUra vAta bhadrika mANasane gaLe jhaTa utArI de, emaja lAgaze ke AtmAnA astitvamAM ke pachI e puSTinI pAchaLa bhakyAbhaDhya-payA peyaavazya AvanAra maraNamAM ane tyAra pachInA virAdhanA vagerenI vAte bAjue mUkI devAya janmamAM jANe e varga mAnato ja nathI. paDhAM jJAnanuM sUtra AgaLa karI jJAnanI kAraNa ke te varganuM saMpUrNa lakSya aihika paraba khUlI mUkavAno pokAra jorazorathI AbAdinI prAptimAMja kendrita thaeluM che. thAya, bhadrika janatA sAcA tAraka jJAna ane

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khIsu.............zrI duSyata paMDayA kapaDAM paherIne pharanArA pratyeka gRhasthanA jIvanamAM khIruM' je mahatvano bhAga | bhajave che tenI AsapAsanA viSayane anulakSI lekhaka, ahiM marma spazI vicAraNA raju kare che. AkAza tUTI paDayuM ne sasalAnI sAthe jaMgalanAM duniyAe potAnA sivAyanI AkhI duniyAne karelA bIjAM prANIo nAThAM hatAM te rIte lokala cAlu thaI anyAyano badalo jANe ene ekalAne ja levAno hoya tyAre keTalAka sadagRhastha DabAnI bIjI bAju doDyA, e bhAva enA caherA upara hato. enA dareka duzmananA AbarU karatAM jAnanI paravA ochI karanArA keTalAka dila seMsarI nIkaLI jAya evI bhAlA jevA vALavALI jeTalameno DabAnI bahAra pagathI para laTakyA. amArA enI mUcha hatI paNa e nIkaLe bhalo ne miSTAnathI DabbAmAM TikITa tapAsanAra Avyo hato. AkhI paritRpta thayelAonI pagaMtamAMthI pIrasanArA "lADuM, jalebI bela-bolate jaladIthI pasAra thaI jAya AtmaghAtaka kerA akSara jJAnane viveka karI e rIte A paNa "pAsa, TikITa bolate-bolate zake nahi, ane pachI deva-gurU-dhamane hambaga amArI AgaLanA khAnAmAM badhAne pharI vaLe. kahenAra devAlane davAkhAnAmAM-upAzrayane misTara, TikITa karatA mArI pAse AvIne nizALamAM, sAdhvIone narsomAM pheravavAnI ubhA-ubho nahi, ubho rahyo jANe oraphayuse pAchaLa himAyata karanAro varga prAya pedA thAya ane joyAthI thaMbhI gayeka yuriDisa. zraddhALu samAjane te kaDavA ghUMTaDA gaLe mAre pAsa kADhavA meM gajavAmAM hAtha nAMkhe. utAre ja chuTake. arjunanA zaranI mAphaka mAre hAtha khissA sesare bahAra nIkaLyo ne mAruM pAkITa pAchaLa satI' thayuM A chupI nAstikatA sAme samAjanA, hoya ema lAgyuM. grAmophonanI tUTalI rekarDanA zAsananA sAcA saMrakSaka pU. AcArya paMga- avAja jevo mAro avAja thai gayuM. kutarAnI voe, pU. sAdhu mahAtmAoe ane pUchaDInI mAphaka pitAnA mULa svabhAva para AvI jaIne zradhdhALa upAsakoe vakhato vakhata lAlabattI e TikITa tapAsanAre mane bIje sTezane nIce utAryo. dharI che, ane dhare paNa che, paNa samAjanA khisuM ja kapAyuM hatuM. huM kaMI ja ApI zake ema nathI, enI khAtarI thavAthI mahAmuzkelIe eNe kamanasibe kahe ke paDatA kALanA prabhAve kahe mane javA dIdhe. bIje TikITa tapAsanAra mane herAna game tema che paNa e atyaMta jarUrI lAla- na kare e mATe TikITa laIne gADImAM besavA mATe battI dharavAmAM paNa matabheda ubhA rahyA mAre enI pAsethI ATha AnA udhAra mAgavA paDayA. eTaluM ja nahiM paNa virodhI pravRttirUpamAM mArA khIssA para nabhatA anekanI jamAtamAM Aje sAmane theye ane thAya che. have to kaI thayelA ekanA A vadhArAe mane vicAra karatA karI udayakALa jAge, koIka yugaprabhAvaka suvaNa mUko. prathama te mane e khissAkAtaru mATe mAna prabhAte jhaLahaLe ane samAja zarIrane korI thayuM. DababAmAMnA ATalA asaMkhya mANasomAMthI eNe mane pasaMda karyo, e abhimAnano viSaya nathI khAnAra A chupI nAstikatA vilaya pAme zuM ? Aje pAMcamI tArIkha hatI ne mane dara pAMcamI eja eka abhyarthanA zAsanadevane karavA tArIkhe pagAra maLe che, e vAtanI khabara eNe zI pUrvaka ApaNe ApaNuM kartavyabhAgamAM rIte meLavI haze ? vADImAMnA mULA je pAsa paNa susthita ane pragatimAna banIe, eja eka tAjo ja hato, traNa divasa pahelAM ja kaDhAvelo. abhilASA. goMdhIjIne TuvAla gumAI gayo tyAre e TuvAla jeTalo .

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: 14 : khIssuM; vakhata cAlata eTalA vakhata TuvAla vagara calAvavAnu gAMdhIjIe nakkI karyuM hatuM. e rIte gAMdhIjIne anusarIne, traNa mahinA lagI--khe mahinA ne sattAvIsa divasa lagI huM paNu pAsa vagara ja zA mATe na cAlavuM? evuM manamAM vicAratA hatA, tyAM yAda AvyuM ke gAMdhIjIne emanA anuyAyIoe khissAmAM mUkI dIdhAM che, meM pAsa gumAvye che e satya paNa mAruM khissuM kapAyuM te mArAM pAsa-pAkITa gumAyAM enI sAthe ja guma thaI gayuM che, e vAtanuM mane bhAna thayuM. pachI te ghaDIbaMdha karIne kabATamAM mUkelA kapaDAMnA jevAM, khIjA khissAmAM ema ne ema paDI rahelAM mAdI, dAkatara, dudhavALA vagerenAM bileA yAda AvyAM. potAnI milkatanA TrasTI banIne rahevAnA gAMdhIjIe paisAdArane dIdhelA edha, hu paisAdAra nathI te chatAMya, mAre gaLeteA kayAraneAye UtarI gayA hatA. huM kamAuM chuM te mArA leNiyAta mATeja, eTale mana vALyuM ke kaMi nahi. udharANIrAne kahI dezuM, A vakhate TrasTanAM nANAM maLe ema nathI,' te mArI najara mArA e kapAyelA khissA tarapha gai-epenDisAiTisanu eparezana karatI vakhate dAkatara A rIte ja cIratA haze. strIne khissuM kApavAnuM du:khaja nathI. bAhyadraSTie jotAM ema lAgavA saMbhava che, ke strI sa MdharA karavAmAM nathI mAnatI, zuM sADI-pelakAmAM, zuM karAkamAM ke zuM paMjAbI salavAramAM khIssAne avakAza ja A che ! pAlakAmAM je hAya che tene khissIja kahevAya, aMdara tapakhIranI DAbalI ke maMdiramAM mUkavAnA pAi--pasAthI vadhAre rAkhI ja na zakAya-jo ke kammare jhulatA jhuMjhuDA ane meAMmAM jhulatI jIbha, dharamAnAM tijorI, kabATa, paTArA ane emAM saMdharAelA mUlyavAna padArthonI jAherAta karI nAMkhe, keTalAMka krAkAmAM khisyuM hatuMja nathI- kema jANe e paheranArIe apagrihI sAdhu na hoya, pachI bhale e strIe sAdhunA kamAMDala jevI pa sAthe rAkhe ne kAi visa kAi purUSa strInI A parsamAM najara nAMkhI zakayA che kharA ? e pamAM najara nAkhavA karatAM visuviyasamAM najara nAkhavAmAM enDru jokhama che, te kadAca tame saddabhAgI nIvaDayA tA ? te arjunanI mAkaka mArAthI paNa khAlI javAze. 'dizA na jAte na labhe ca za, nahi prajAnA mi...tava pravRtti' purUSa e rIte chupAvavAmAM mAnatA ja nathI. e chupAve che paNa te cArethI-jo ke kAikavAra ghera enA khissAnI jaDatI levAya che, tyAre enI cerI pakaDAi jAya che. ardho Dajhana khissAM vagara purUSane cAlavAnuM ja nathI. tapakhIranI, sigAreTanI ke pAnanI DabbI, leAkalanA pAsa, medIneA AMkaDe, sTAramAMthI kharIdhvAnI cIjonI yAdI, bAbAnI AnuM bila ne ebI mATe dAktare lakhI ApelI peTanTa chAneA kAgaLa, misisanAM samAM karAvavAnAM eriMganuM paDIku, cheDAvavAnI vI. pI, jevI e-traNa ka kAtrIe pUrA aThavADIyAthI khissAne TapAlanI peTI mAnI khissAmAM ja paDI rahelA sAhebe nAkhavA Apale emane aMgata kAgaLa, cuDI mATenI cokaleTa, khUbaja agatyanA ophisanA thoDA kAgaLo, rUmAla ne paIsAnuM pAkITa. ochAmAM AdhuM ATaluM te dareka purUSane potAnI sAthe pheravavAnu hoya cheja. tyAM khissA vagara kema cAle ? hajI A yAdImAM DAyarI, inDIpena, casmAnuM dharU te bATalI-mANasAe pIvAnI davAnI, jAnavara banAvI mUke evI davAnI nahi-A gaNAvyAM nathI. ATaluM badhuM sAcavavAnu hoya tyAre gaphalata thai jAya ke DAbe hAthe mUkelI kAika cIja koikavAra na jaDe e kaMi bahu asvAbhAvika na kahevAya. mArA eka mitranI daza rUpiAnI neTa ame resTorAMmAM gayA. hA e tyAre ja kayAMka gArTa caDI jatI. jamInanAM paDeA khetAM bhUstarazAstrInI mAphaka e kAgaLAnA paDa upara paDa ukheLyA kare, paNa draupadIne deha duzAsatane hAtha nahAtA Avye te rIte emanI dezanI nATa emane hAtha Aveja nahi. ame emane oLakhIe chIe tyArathI te e nathI AvI. teTa paNa Akhare te hemleTe cAMcala kahelI nArIjAti 4 che ne ? nArInuM sthAna naranA khassAnA phoTogrAphamAM ane naranuM nArInA khissAmAM che, tyAre bALakanA khissAmAM kAnu` sthAna che ? ApaNA vanamAM re

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vastunu` sthAna na hoya ene sadharanAra saMgrahasthAnanuM kAma bALakanuM gajavuM kare che. bALaka vizvane oLakhavA mathanAra vijJAnI che, ema enA gajavAmAMnI prayogazALAmAM zAbhe tevI, zIzIe, kasanaLIo khucanA kaTakA vagere jevI vastue parathI kahI zakAya che. * samaleAgasTArama kAMcana' mAnanAra tattvajJAnInI madadathI enA gajavAmAM eNe mATI, jAtajAtanA pattharo, ane sAcI nahi te banAvaTI dhAtunA TukaDA maLe che. anekavidha raMga ane AkAranA Itara padArtho, bALaka vizvanA sauMdayanA bhAkatA che ema batAvI Ape che. mArA sAta varasanA chekarAnA gajavAmAM me eka vakhata hAtha dhAyeA hato-enI rajA vagara, eTale e guneA hateA-tA jenA vaDe lakhI zakAya tevI pena eka pazu nahiM, paNa * ekAhama bahusyAma 'nI mAka AiLInA sarapa banAvavA mATe AvatA sapheda TukaDA jevaDI ekavIsa pene; jene huM pa Mdara divasathI zeAdhato hatA te mArI tapakhIranI DAbalI, aMdara pANI te potA sahita tyAM hatI; kATa khAi gayelI grAme kaiAnanI cha pIne, sAta-ATha jeTalI jarI eka 'vaparAi gayelI divAsaLIothI bhareluM ne bIjuM leAkala, khasa ane TrAmanI jInI TikITAthI bhareluM, evAM e sigAreTanAM khe|khAM, judAjudA raMganA kAcanA agyAra TukaDA, traNa khuca; tArIkhiyAnI junI cAra-pAMca tArIkhA, traNa-cAra pIMchAo. AmAMthI eka paNa vastu enA upayoganI na hatI. upayAganI hatI e eNe bhAMgI nAMkhI hatI, paNa bALakanuM khissuM kaMi purUSanA khissA jevuM epIsanu` kabATa nathI ke mAtra upayeganI vastueja saMghare, kAi kalApremI tavagaranA divAnakhAnAmAM upayogI vastu keTalI che? bALakanuM gajavuM evA divAna khAnA jevu che. navAI ekaja vatanI lAge che, ke bALaka enA AvaDA khissAmAM ATaluM baMdhu bharI zakatA haze zI rIte ? enuM khissu tA sAgarapeTu che. tamane cAvI nA jaDatI hAya, penanuM DhAMkaNuM khovAi gayuM hoya ke akkala gubhAi gai hoya to tamAre bALakanA, tamArA ja bALakanA, pArakA bALakanA khissAmAM ema karavuM e dhaNIvAra nAgaNu cha cheDavA jevuM che-khissAmAM tapAsa karI jovI-dhyAna mAtra kalyANa : mA-epIla : 1952 : 15 : eTaluM ja rAkhavAnu` ke aMdarathI kAjunI bleDa bALakanA pakSa laIne ApaNune ghAyala na karI nAkhe ? khissAmAMthI vastu gumAi javAnA ke khAvAi javAnA AvA prasaMge to jANe avAranavAra banatA ja rahe che, paNa koikava!2 khissAmAM ApaNe nahi dhArelI vastu AvI paDe che paNa kharI. ekavAra dAdarathI muMbai jatI TrAmamAM pulathImeDIkala kaoNlejanA e vidhArthIe beThA. emanI AgaLane mAMkaDe jhulatA vAdhA jevA kATa paherelA e veArA saddagRhastheA beThA hatA. banne vAtamAM marmyula hatA e takanA lAbha late eka bhAvi dAktare eka jhulatA kATanA khissAmAM kaMika seravI dIdhu. rANIbAga AgaLa eka TikITa tapAsanAra AvyuM. karatA karatA e pelA e veArA sagrahasthA pAse AvI caDayA. eTale TikITa batAvavA eke peAtAnA gajavAmAM hAtha nAMkhyA. nA lukamAnajI naLabajAra Agala' e pramANe AgaLa vAta karavAne badale, are lukamAnajI A zuM? ema khelI e UbhA tha gayA, jANe vIjaLInA AMcake lAgyA. * pana che zuM, remaTulA ?" * are lukamAnajI, sAlu A nAka' gajavAmAMthI bahAra kADhatAM e khelyA. gajavAmAM Avu kAMsI ? are lukamAnajI jIvA TA, mArUM nAka TA barAbara che ne ?" peAtAnuM nAka sajjaDa pakaDIne UbhelA lukamAnajI khelI UThayA, 'pana juvene rUmajhulA, mArU to che ne ?" ane aMte mullAMjI potapotAnAM nAkane saMbhALavA-paMpALavA maMDI paDayA, jANe ke nAka emane hamaNAM ja UgyAM hoya ne! te nAka vagaranAM mANasAnI duniyAmAM mANasa vagaranu A nAka joIne TikITa ane Abaru badhAMnA khIssAmAM emane ema rahI gai. [ ' cetana ' nA saujathI ]

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udAratAno jharo............zrI manavaMtarAya maNilAla mAnava jIvanamAM udAratA e amUlya saguNa che, jIvanane ajavALanArI saMpatti che. rAjAbhajanI udAratAne sparzata prasaMga lekhaka ahi rajU kare che. lekhakane AvA AvA prasaMga citro rajU karavAno zokha che. lekhakanI kalama saraLa rIte AvA zabdacitrone nyAya Ape che. saM0 mahArAja A raste jatAM ApaNe eka nadI na karI, ane AthI ja jyAre mahArAjAe namaste oLaMgavI paDaze.' aMgarakSake mahArAjA bhejane kahyuM, kahyuM. tyAre tenI vicAramALA tUTI, ane cAMkIne "je bAju ApaNe joIe chIe te bAju ?" bAghAnI mAphaka mahArAja sAme joI rahyo, ane rAjAe pUchayuM. takSaNe zo javAba Apavo, tenI gUMcamAM paDI jatAM hA nAtha !" sahasA bolI U. nadI pAra karI zakAya tema che ke nahi ?' 'namaste, mahArAja namaste, zuM Apa ?' hajI bhoje zaMkA karI. hamaNAM ja vicAramALAmAMthI jAgRta thatuM hovAthI * svAmI, mane barAbara khyAla te nathI tenA bolavAmAM saMkalanA ke DhaMgadhaDo na hatAM. paraMtu kadAca..." ' hA, A suMdara prabhAtamAM zikAra khelA * ThIka. cAlo. joyuM jAze mahArAjA bhoja nikaLyA chIe.' bicArA kaThiyArAe potAne yogya aMgarakSakane adhavaca ja aTakAvatAM bolI UThayA. vidhithI namana karyuM ke nahi, te pratye bedarakAra rahI uyinI nagarInA adhipati mahArAjAdhirAja mahArAjA vinamrabhAvathI bolyA. bhoja atyAre zikAra mATe nikaLyA hatA, sAthe eka be ke che bhAI !" mahArAjAe AgaLa calAvyuM. aMgarakSaka hatA, temanA mArgamAM eka nadI AvatI ' brAhmaNa chuM bApajI?" kaThiyArAe javAba dIdho. hatI, paraMtu te pAra karI zakAya tema che ke kema te brAhmaNa !" bhoja ane aMgarakSake eka sAthe vAtathI ubhaya ajJAta hatA. chatAM paNa krIDArasamAM Azcarya sahita bolI UThayA. paravaza banelA rAjA AgaLa vadhyA. mahArAja ! sAmethI kAI kayiAre cAlyo "hA nAtha, dija chuM. mAre khabhe rahelI janAI Avate jaNAya che'. aMgarakSaka sAmethI AvatA paNa tenI sAbiti Ape che, vaLI mArA kapALamAM...' eka kaThiyArAne joIne bolI UThayo. kaThiyArAe pote brAhmaNa che' tema sAbiti karavA "hA, barAbara che, tene mAthe kASTranI bhArI che. mAMDayuM. bheja bolyA. brAhmaNa...ane .....keThiyArAno dhaMdhe !" rAjA ' 'hA nAtha, ApaNe je dizAmAM javuM che te navAI pAmyA, bAjuthI ja te cAlyo Ave che." hA nAtha, ghaNuM vakhatathI lAkaDA kApu chuM'. "ThIka che, ApaNe tene nadI saMbaMdhI pUchI joIza. brAhmaNa bolya. bhoje uttara Ape ane ane AgaLa vadhyA. 'he brAhmaNa ! AvI tArI dazA zAthI ?" namaste bhAI." mahArAjA bhoja belyA ' mArA bApa, samagra malakamAM kAMI Apa jevA sAmethI Avate kaThiyAre koI UMDA vicAramAM badhA ja vasatA haze mArA nAtha, jANe ke brAhmaNa garakAva hatuM, ane te vicAranI ja dhUnamAM sAmethI potAnA mULa svarUpamAM AvatuM hoya tema bolya. azva para ArUDha thaI AvatA mahArAjAne teNe joyA "eTale ?' rAjAnI prabottarI cAlu rahI. na hatA. pitAne AvatA vicAronI paraMparAmAM teNe " eTale te mahArAja, A pariNAma Apa sAmethI cAlyA AvatA avaMtinAthanI paNa darakAra nIrakhI rahyA che,'

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: 18 : udAratAne karo ThIka, raste AvanAM nadI pasAra karI ? ahi mokalo." brAhmaNe bolI nAkhyuM. sAthe sAthe aMgarakSake vaLI pitAne mArga saraLa karavA vacce ja pote mahArAja para karelo "upakAra' paNa kahI nAMkhe. jhaMpalAvyuM. e...ema ?" kozAdhyakSa bolyo. - "hA bApa, e nadI oLaMgIne ja cAlyo "hA, mArA bApa, sAva sAcI vAta che. brAhmaNe AvuM chuM.' pratyuttara vALe, ' - * keTalIka UMDI che?' "hA...hA...hA..." kozAdhyakSa ha . nathI bahu UMDI. bahu bahu te DhIMcaNa sudhI "kema bhAI, kema hasavuM AvyuM'. brAhmaNa mUMjhAyA. pANI pahoMcaze. ' brAhmaNe javAba Ape, aMgarakSakane " are ! mahAbrAhmaNa !!' lAgyuM ke potAnuM kArya pUruM thayuM. "kema bhA, kema vicAramAM paDI gayA ?' ThIka tyAre, te te ApaNe nadI pasAra karI lokha dravya levA jevuM tamArUM meM te dekhAtuM zakIzuM.' aMgarakSake bhejane kahyuM. nathI. kezAdhyakSa pharI hasya. hA cAlo jaIe, paNa mArAja?' bhoja -'paNa mahArAje kahyuM che ne?' brAhmaNa prati pharyA. mahArAja te kAMI lAkha dravya ApavAnI vAta pharamAve nAtha! pharamAvo !' brAhmaNanI karatA haze ?' kozAdhyakSa belyo. vAcALatA pragaTatI hatI. tyAre zuM huM brAhmaNa thaine juThuM boluM chuM ? jAva, nagaramAM jaIne kozAdhyakSa pAse mArA brAhmaNa sahaja cIDAye. nAmathI ekalakSa suvarNa bhAgaje, ane sukhI thaje.' "je hoya te, 5NuM lAkha dravyanI vAtamAM koI mahArAjAnA hRdayamAMthI kArUNyane pAtALaka phATI tathya nathI." kozAdhyakSa javAba daIne rAjyamaMtrI nikaLyo, ane tenA pariNAma rU5 brAhmaNanuM dAridra sAthe vAtacItamAM paDa. kozAdhyakSane chellA zabada jANe ke tene se gajanA namaskAra karatuM hatuM. sAMbhaLyA na sAMbhaLyA ne brAhmaNa te muThIo jIvatA raho, mArA bApa, AbhanA sUraja-caMdara vALIne deDa. lagI Apane prabhAva paheryo ane pRthvIpati thaIne sukhaRddhi cirakALa bhoga." e brAhmaNe brAhmaNanI vAta te sAcI lAge che mahArAja, AzIrvAda Ape. mahArAjA ane aMgarakSaka nadI khAsa UMDI nathI." aMgarakSake bhejane kahyuM. pitAnA mArge paDyA. baMne nadInA kinArA sudhI AvI gayA hatA, ane eka ghaTAdAra vRkSanI nIce ubhA hatA, ane saritAne mane ekalAkha suvarNa dravya Ape. brAhmaNa ramyapaTa joI rahyA hatA. kaThIyArAe kazAdhyakSa pAse mAgaNI karI. - "cAla mahArAja, sAme pAra jaIe' aMgarakSaka zAnA bhAI ? " kozAdhyakSe pUchyuM, che . * raste cAlatAM mane mahArAja maLyA'tA" brAhmaNe paraMtu ApaNe ema karIe ke Aje baporanA kahevA mAMDayuM. visAme A ghaTAdAra vRkSanI nIce ja laIe, pachI AgaLa jaIzuM' mahArAje javAba Ape. "te sAMbhaLo te kharA mArA bApa, te mane pUchayuM "jevI ApanI icachA." ke tamArI AvI dazA kema thaI gaI ? ane meM ahAhA ! keTaluM suMdara che A ramaNIya sthaLa.!" mArI garIbAi raDI dekhADI, pachI mahArAje mane mahArAjA khuzI thayAM. nadI keTalI UMDI che te pUchayuM, ane meM javAba daIne "hA nAtha A saritA tIra ! A nirmaLa nadIne tene raste dekhAze. pachI mahArAjane dayA AvavAthI vaheNa! keTaluM AlhAdaka !' aMgarakSakanI kalpanAnA

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kalyANa mArca-eprIla : 15ra H 19 : jharaNuM vahevA lAgyAM. kudaratI saundaryanuM pAna karatA baMne vRkSa nIce beThA. tyAM te "mahArAja mahArAja "paNa huM sAcuM kahuM chuM ke, mahArAje pote prabhu...prabhu...' pAchaLathI pikAra saMbhaLAyo. mahArAja mane nadInA kinAre vRkSanI chAyA taLe kahyuM che.' ane aMgarakSaka baMne camakayA. baMnee pAchaLa brAhmaNe kozAdhyakSa pAse pharI dalila karavA mAMDI. draSTipAta karyo. dura-sadara pelo brAhmaNa kaThiyAre deDate "pahelI vakhate eka lAkha, bIjI vakhate be lAkha temanA prati AvI rahyo hato, eka hAthe prasveda ane have trIjI vakhata traNa lAkha !!!" hA...hA...hA lUchato-lUchate. kezAdhyakSa puSkaLa hasyo. mahArAja...mahArAja." brAhmaNa najIka AvI mazkarI zAnA kare che bhAI! huM , brAhmaNa jatAM bolyo. maratAM sudhI paNa juTha na boluM " brAhmaNa te zvAsa kema bhAI, zAne pAchaLa AvavuM paDayuM ?" levA paNa jhaMpato nathI. mahArAje pUchayuM. paNa mArAja, ema te kAMI lAkha dravya prabhu, hu te gaye ApanA kozAdhyakSa pAse, maLatAM haze ?" ane mahArAja paNa evI ayogya paNa teNe mane lAkha dravya na ApyuM." brAhmaNe bakSiAsa karatA haza?' kozAdhyakSe pharI pAchI kozAdhyakSa virUddha phariyAda karI. na devAnI jAherAta karI. brAhmaNa kharekhara muMjhAye. 'na ApyuM ? are bhagavAna ! haDahaDate kaLiyuga AvI gayo che, "nA nAtha, cokhkhI nA kahI. brAhmaNa jevA brAhmaNa para paNa lokone vizvAsa nathI, -- "zuM kahyuM ?" mahArAjAnI AturatA vadhI. brAhmaNa pharI mahArAja bheja pAse javA nIkaLyo. bApajI, e te kahe che ke lakSa dravya levA jevuM ' pharI pAchA e ja sthaLe pahoMcI gaye. mahArAjAne tArUM meM nathI.' pitAnI vitakakathA kahI saMbhaLAvI. ghaNI vinaMti "hA...hA...hA..." mahArAja hasyA " pachI karI mahArAjane paNa sahaja navAi lAgI, pharI mahAtamAre mArI pAchaLa AvavuM paDayuM kema? rAje tene jaine traNa lAkha dravya mAMgavA kahyuM, "hA nAtha, Apa te sarvatra suvarNanI vRSTi brAhmaNa camakya kAMIka harSita thayo, paNa vaLI pAchuM varasAvo cho, paraMtu abhAgyarUpI chatrathI DhaMkAyelA kozAdhyakSanuM nakAre bhaNatuM mukhaDuM najara samakSa mArA para tenAM biMdu mAtra paNa paDatAM nathI." brAhmaNe taravaryuM paraMtu bhaja rAjAe tene pharI vakhata jaIne ati khinnatA sAthe kahyuM. mAMgaNI karavA samajAvyuM. kAMIka harSa ane zaMkA sAthe "mArAja! ghaNuM kaSTa paDayuM Apane jAva pharI bhathI vaza thayelo brAhmaNe pharI pAcho kezAdhyakSa vakhata kozAdhyakSane mArA nAmathI kaheje, ke be lAkha pAse do. traNa lAkhanI mAgaNI karI have te dravya Ape." kezAdhyakSe aTahAsya karyuM ane brAhmaNane tiraskArI zuM kahyuM nAtha !" kADha. haDadhUta thayelo brAhmaNa vaLI pAchA mahArAja "sAcuM kahuM . tamane nAhaka kaSTa paDayuM te be pAse doDa. sahastrarazmi AkAze caDyA hatA. brAhmaNa lAkha dravya mAMga, jarUra Apaze." mahArAjAe te nadInA kAMThe vRkSa pAse pahoMcyo. mahArAjAne tyAM khAtrI ApI, na joyA, jarUra nadI pasAra karIne mRgayA karavA gayA be lAkha ?" brAhmaNathI sahaja belAyuM. haze, tema mAnIne nadI pAra karI mahArAja, mahArAja, hA pUrA be lAkha. jAva thAo sukhI. " prabhu! prabhu! bUma nAMkhate mahArAjA pAse paho. "pa..a... prabhu..." "nAtha, bicAre A brAhmaNa, khUbaja herAna "jarUra Apaze. mArA nAmathI kahe ne! vizvAsa thayo'. aMgarakSake bhojane kahyuM. rAkho." mahArAje vizravAsa dIdhe, ane pharI pAcho " hA, bicArAne nAhakanA traNa AMTA thayA* pitAnA mArge paDe. mahArAja smita saha belyA.

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: 20 : udAratAne jhare paNa prabhu ema kAMI kozAdhyakSa eka pAI A mArA aMgarakSakane mokaluM chuM, te tane mArA paNa Ape ?' kahevA pramANe traNa lAkha dravya ane daza hAthIo * " are ! AmAM mArA nimakahalAla kezA apAvaze. dhyakSanI paNa parIkSA thaI cUkI' bhaje brAhmaNane " ghaNuM jIvo mArA nAtha, Apa jevA ratno traNa pherA khavarAvyAno bheda khule karyo. A dharAtala para bahu a5 pAkatA haze" brAhmaNe pharI : " hA, prabhu, e barAbara !" aMgarakSaka bhojanI AzIrvAda ApavA zarU karyA. vAta samajI zakaze. ' " A brAhmaNa te AvI paho ' brAhmaNane aMgarakSake jaIne brAhmaNane bahumAnapUrvaka traNa joIne rAjA bole. lAkha dravya ane daza hAthIo apAvyAM. dareke dareka kema bhAI kema thayuM ?" bheje pUchayuM. dharma patromAM lakhAyuM ke, zuM kahuM mArA nAtha ! e pApINe te mArI DhIMcaNa sudhI pANI kahenAra brAhmaNane zrI bheja vAtane hasI kADhe che, prabhu. ekano moTo udhama ne e traNa lAkha dravya ane daza madonmatta hAthIe bIjAnuM nirlajjapaNuM! kahe bApa, konI stuti karuM? apAvyA che " harakata nahi bhAI, A vakhate te tArI sAthe ahAhA ! Avo hate ApaNe bhUtakALa ! je A aMka Apane game to jeo "kalyANa" mAsikanA grAhaka na * banyA hoya teone vahelAsara grAhaka banavA bhalAmaNa kare, ane e rIte kalyANa" ne sahakAra Apo! - A paNa kamAla ! eka galImAM cAra macInI dukAna hatI, cAremAM Apasa ApasamAM sArI spardhA cAlatI hatI. ekavAra. eka mocIe pitAnA sAIna beDa nIce lakhAvyuM ke, "zaherane sauthI kuzaLa mocI" e joIne bIje divase bIjA mecIe pitAnA sAInabarDa upara nIce lakhAvyuM ke, "hindustAnane sarvocca mocI." A vAMcIne trIjA dukAnadArane paNa caTapaTI lAgI. ene lAgyuM ke A beyathI vadhe evuM kaMI vizeSaNa mAre paNa lagADavuM joIe. atyaMta vicAraNane ane eNe nakakI karIne eNe lakhAvyuM, ke "vizvane mahAna mocI" A joIne the to moMmAM AMgaLI ja nAMkhI gaye. ene lAgyuM ke have pitAnA mATe koI evuM vizeSaNa bAkI na rahyuM, ke je vizeSaNa A traNe vizeSaNothI UMcu hoya! ' Akhare eNe eka vizeSaNa evuM zedhI kADhayuM ke, je Ama lAgavAmAM sauthI nAnuM lAge, paNa vAratavika rIte e vizeSaNa pUrvanA traNe vizeSaNothI caDhe evuM hatuM. e vAMcIne pUrvanA traNe jaNa bhIlA paDI gayA. e vizeSaNa hatuM : "A galIne sarvazreSTha mecI." - gAMgeya

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kaliyuganA prabhAva.. zrI ena. bI. zAha suMdara prakAranA AcAra-vicArane jIvanamAM jIvavA mATe kAla paNa nimitta che, vartamAna kALa kaliyuganA nAme oLakhAya che. A kAlamAM keTa-keTalI viSamatAo rahelI che? te vastu, pAMDavAnA pitAnA prasaMgArA ahiM lekhake mUkI che. AvI AvI junI vAtene temaja edhaka prasa Mge te saraLa bhASAmAM rajjU karavAne lekhakane rasa che. 'kalyANu' mATe te niyamita lakhe che. pAMca pAMDavAnA pitA svargavAsa thayA pachI deva thayA hatA. te deve jJAnanA upayoga eka vakhata mUkayA, tyAre zuM joyu pAMce pAMDaveAne saMsAranA bhoga vilAsamAM racyA-pacyA, rAjyanI lAlasAmAM mUMjhAyelA, ane Atma kalyANanI jeene kAMI paDI nathI, evI dazAmAM joyA, pAMDavenA pitA (deve) e peAtAnA putrAnA udhdhAra mATe kAMika karI chUTavAnA nirNaya karyo, ane te eka vepArInuM rUpa viSuvI hastinApuramAM AvyA. A vepArI pAse svarUpavAna ane tejIlA pAMca aA hatA, ane te vecavA mATe bajAramAM bhamatA-bhamatA jayAM pAMce pAMDave peAtAnI rAjasabhAmAM beThA hatA,. tyAM AvI pahoMcyA. 6 svarUpavAna gheADAe levAnI pAMDavane icchA thai, tethI pAMDavAe te vepArIne e gheADAonuM mUlya pUchayu'. javAkhamAM te vepArIe pAMce pAMDavAne kahyuM ke, pahelAM tame dareka jaNa. eka eka gheADA upara besIne hu... je dizAmAM pharavA javAnuM kahuM tyAM thaiDuMka pharI Ave, ane je kAMI Azrarya lAyaka jovAnuM maLe tenA sad vRttAMta mane jaNAve, pachI gheADAonI kiMmata viSe tamane khulAze| karavAmAM Avaze. te vepArInA kahyA mujaba pahela vahelA yudhiSThIra gheADA upara besIne pUrva dizA tarapha pharavA gayA. thoDeka dUra jatAM temaNe jaMgalamAM eka adbhuta mahela joyA. devabhuvana ve A mahela jotAMja gheADAne eka vRkSa sAthe khAMdhIne te aMdara gayA. mahelane jotAM-jotAM chevaTe te mahelanA trIjA mALe AvI caDayA, tyAM eka suvarNamaya sihAsana upara eka kAgaDAne kheThelA joyA ane siddha tene cAmara viMjhI rahyo hate. A addabhuta drazya joI dharmAMrAjAne bhAre Azcaya thayuM ane teo tyAMthI pAchA pharIne pelA vahepArI pAse AvyA, ane je banAva joye hatA te kahyo. pazcima dizAmAM pharavA gaelA bhIme kahyuMke, meM jaMgalamAM eka haraNIyu joyu, tenA traNa pagane keAie mANuthI. vi'dhI nAMkhyA hatA, chatAMya te eka paga vaDe ubhuM hatu, te joi mane ghaNu' Azcarya thayu che. bhImasene A pramANe potAnI hakIkata jaNuAvyA pachI uttara dizAmAMthI AvelA arjune kahyuM ke, me* jaMgalamAM eka pADA joyA te pADAne pAMca maheDhAM hatAM ane pAMce mukha vaDe te ghAsa carI rahyo hatA, chatAMya te jANe bhUkhyAja jaNAtA hatA. pAMca-pAMca meDhethI puSkaLa ugI nIkaLeluM ghAsa khAvA chatAMya tenA peTanA dekhAva uparathI jANe. te bicArA bhUkhyA DAMsa jevA mane te jaNAya, A pramANe arjune khulAsA karyA. tyArabada dakSiNa dizAmAM pharavA gaela sahadeve vhepArIe pUchelA praznanA javAbamAM jaNAvyu ke, me' je Azcaya joyu

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_: 22 : kaliyugane prabhAva; te vaLI AnAthI paNa adhika che. juo, tamane saMsAranA bhoga vilAsamAM AsasAMbhaLe dakSiNa dizAmAM thoDeka dUra jaMgalamAM kta thaelA joIne pratibaMdha karavA mATe, game tyAM meM eka tarata viyAyelI gAya sAcuM bhAna jagAvavA mATe mAre ahiM joI, paraMtu AzcaryakArI te e che ke, e sedAgara (vahepArI) rUpe AvavuM paDayuM che. have gAya tenA vAcharaDAne khAI javAne tarApa mArI huM tamane je kahuM te eka citte sAMbhaLo ! rahI. hatI. mane vicAra thaze ke gAyane pitAnA pAMca pAMDee vahepArI rUpe AvelA pitAnA baccA upara asIma pyAra hoya che, tenA pUjya pitAjI devane hAtha joDIne namana karyuM badale A gAya tenA baccAne ja kema khAI ane tyArapachI vinayapUrvaka pitAnA pitA je javAne icchI rahI che ? A banAva joyA kahevA lAgyA te dattacitte sAMbhaLyuM. pachI bhAre Azcarya sAthe huM tyAMthI pAchA pharyo. te (deva) bolyA, he putra sAMbhaLo, yudhi chevaTe pelA vahepArIe nakuLane pUchayuM kaThIre je eka mahela joyo ane temAM senAnA ke, tame zuM AzcaryakAraka jaIne AvyA? siMhAsana upara kAgaDo beThA hatA ane siMha javAbamAM nakuLe kahyuM ke, huM ApanA kahyA mujaba tene cAmara viMjhato hato te uparathI tamAre IzAna khuNAmAM pharavA gayA tyAM thoDeka dUra samajavAnuM ke, have pachIne kALa ghaNeja jatAM meM eka pahADa je, te pahADa uparathI kharAba Avaze, halakA kuLanI vyakitanI sevA, eka pANInuM jharaNuM vahI rahyuM hatuM ane temAMnuM ucca kuLanA AtmAone karavI paDaze, arthAta pANa jhIlavA mATe pAsenAja eka AzramanA rAjA jevI hakamata calAvanAra vyakitao rUpIe traNa vAsaNa uparAuparI goThavIne halakA kuLanI thaze ane guNavAna ucca mukayAM hatAM. (paheluM bharAya ke pachI bIjuM kulamAM utpanna thaelAone paNa tevAonI ane trIjuM bharI levAnI IcchAe ) AzcaryanI sevA bajAvavI paDaze. bhIme je prakAranuM vAta te e che ke, pANI uparanA ane nicenA haraNa joyuM che, te uparathI dharma je vItarAga vAsaNamAM eka dhAruM paDavA lAgyuM ane thoDI bhagavaMte cAra prakArane dAna, zila, tapa ane vAramAMja uparanuM ane nicenuM vAsaNa bhAvarUpe kahe che, temAMthI zIla, tapa ane pANIthI bharAI gayuM, jayAre vacaluM vAsaNa bhAvane dhImedhIme nAza thaze arthAt kaIka taddana khAlI ja hatuM, eka chAMTo paNa pANI punyazAlI vyakti ja e traNa prakArathI vibhU temAM paDeluM na hatuM, A addabhUta Azcarya Sita haze, bAkI ekalo dAnadhama raheze te paNa kArI banAva mArA jovAmAM AvyuM che. pAMce karanArA ghaNu khAte yaza-kItinA mehathI ja. pAMDanA AzcaryakArI banAve jeyAno khulAso have ane je prakArano pADo je te vahepArIe sAMbhaLyA pachI te hepArI (deve) che, te uparathI tamAre samajI levAnuM ke e pAMca pAMDavone te te Azcaryo viSe rahasya rAjAo khAudharA thaze, prajAo upara aneka pheTa (khulAso karatAM jaNAvyuM ke, bhAIo ! jAtanA karaverAo (Tekasa) nAMkhI prajAne huM tamAre pitA chuM, jaina dharmanA ArAdhanathI cUsanArA banaze, chatAMya teonI tijorIo svargalokamAM deva thaye chuM. khAlI ja raheze.

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kalyANa mArca-eprIla : 1952 : 23: sahadevajIe je prakAranI gAya joI te kaliyugamAM tame je saMsAramAM svaDatA haze uparathI samajavAnuM ke mA-bApa paNa pitAnI te bhAre duHkhI thaze, mATe pramAda cheDIne putrIone (saMtatine) dhananI lAlasAe veca- bhega vilAsanI Asaktine tyajI daIne, nArAM banaze. kalpavRkSa samAna jainadharmanuM suMdara ArAdhana ane nakuLajIe je pahADa uparathI karI lo, ke jethI je dhamanA ArAdhanathI huM AzcaryakArI jharaNuMno banAva je te uparathI devabhava pAme tema tame paNa sadgatinA samajavAnuM ke, jema pahelA vAsaNamAM bharAyeluM gAmI banI zake, AvI rIte pitAnA putrone paNuM vacalA vAsaNamAM nahi paDatAM nIcenA vairAgya pamADI te deva (hepArI) adrazya thaI trIjA vAsaNamAM paDatuM te ema sUcave che ke, gaye. pAMDavoe tyArapachI kahevAya che ke, rAjya have pachInA mANase eTalA TUMkA mananA bhavenA vilAsane jema sApa kAMcaLI utApedA thaze ke, teo pitAnA najIkanAM sagAM- rIne tyajI de tema tyajI dIdhA ane parama bhAgaene madada nahi kare paraMtu pArakAMo (mAnI vati saMyama devIne zaraNe gayA (dIkSA lIdhI) lIdhelA snehIo, mitro, vigere) ne madada ane zudhdha rIte saMyamanuM ArAdhana karIne karanAra banaze. siddhakSetra zrI zatrujaya tIrtha para vizakeDa munimATe he putre ! AgaLa AvanAra AdhI enI sAthe mukita padane vayo. pacAsa TakA DAhyA ! ekavAra jyorja barnArDoe potAnA eka bhASa- barnAe kahyuMNamAM kahyuM ke, | mArI bhUla thaI gaI che. huM mArA zabdo pAchA seMkaDe pacAsa TakA amerikana mUrkha che' enA kheMcI lauM chuM, ane kahuM chuM ke, seMkaDe pacAsa TakA upara amerikAe sakhta virodha uThAvyo, tyAre amerikana samaju che.' - kapIla paradezanA grAhaka baMdhuone ! paradezamAM grAhakonuM vI. pI thI lavAjama vasula thatuM nathI. eTale lavAjama purU thayAnI cIkI bhaLethI manIorDara, pisTala orDara ke nIcenA koI paNa ThekANe lavAjama bharI zakAze. 1- zrI dAmodaradAsa AzakaraNa pisTa besa naMbara 649 dAresalAma 2 zrI meghajI khImajI guDhakA pisTa bokasa naMbara 1128 kIsumu 3 zrI ratilAla otamacaMda saMghavI pisTa bokasa naMbara 448 jaMgabAra 4 zrI vetAMbara jaina saMdha pisTa bekasa naMbara ha11 mosA 5 zrI tArAcaMda DI. dalAla pi. bo. naM. ra000 narebI

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jhINA chatAM suMdara ane svaccha hastAkSaranI kalAkRti .. nitarAyakarmanI vipunaHputra prathama mukhaDuMgI kheMca thI vaLatIyuvAna dha vaLatu puvaravAthI maLAyuM banAya (1)~gara jiyo po detAM dAna apAra bhaMDArI khA AnneIye thaLasaMsA) hevAya dharma mAdhana khaNI,bidhanakara pAra ne navalakhAne to isa nAma uccheda nara S]ii jaLakAnAmAM pAMcAtalIthI karAve hatAM nANAjI temanuM AgAuTa thai jina banAvAya meM nijI de nalimI sukhasarakhAM nApaUMghIdho, madana ratamAMma mAraganAlo kamaratha to jayA(pa)nara padmanA bALakane bhukhyA khAkha hera dharma velA A balIna,paraDyuM ramyo ke maLameApAra, pApaNanA ne khojA jemAM dedezanesa mAmAnA lIdhe)parAye paoNpura ke vAghaenu tarAkha 1)(taputAnA mata vasavIne vAta gAdhAne sunIla nAnAM saitiSapuna-zItaLa puNa gagapi parvana banAva sAramAM bAlAnAM vanapa oNnaba nahi kRtaM pAR nera 126511334-3 jItabhAta ma mich magarbha na H J jIlI bahu A vAta kha 742 x 23 sAta pAData vAghAna 14 na HADEMA. no ,t A pa 3 Inaning y tApamULamaMgamAM dA KUT ina nAnAM khatarAmA tAM karanAMje gharama Katdhara vINAnA-255 1 zama areone MM811 va kou nAbhUta 11441 J dhAdhara akharI at like cArA dharma ya natha cAra sodha bhASAno nityajIna rAma nizALa mAM gamakhya dAtA SALPI sA vaoNnana tapetholA yuM nur Maur *=*&n 1214 mane jIno vAkaoNMga -Zajag aragoning mining paloil saptamajI plena rama usin ** ti vidha sied nAnakanA nasaka haDadhuta kuLanAma ya viSAkhAtAnA parNanApa enA mana je karma nakAba notiSa bama banAvI ne papa pAcho mAve khaMtapa ta ane ropALane ardhavitA dhanavatAnuM lAyakane bhAlatu,vinanamrapAno zAMkhama paMcama - homa dhana prAtijAta che. jagatavizAlAnana ana bhomaya te po bheNa pAvara pamAM gesasayAnA jIrAna nAnA tapatapurI ne pa nInA tapa bAjIrAva mAnasevA bhogona dinaZ uzIga vipAkatuLama bALavR ta vigato pati muMjanA" nala manAtItA nAsikanA nImane moTA prakalAbho perI phIpathI nivAyaeN MLaka pAniye to vaDanA prema saMza 25 ane te pAtra mAnanArA cAre vitatibhAra,bhIla ena jI jInamaMti dhanArAmane tenuM punarvezapAtadhabhAvapuSa nA jIzaMdenAra pUjInALa bhavaH new vinA paDA rItaH vizvanadhana para kathAjita DhALamayasa nAIrebAbata mana yudhdha khaM. rAyane vizA prApta jIvaMtANavAna deonI jIta yA pAraka aoNpha vibAmAM ma jImAM vanapyAro pazutA | badhAnata khUrzana ye he boMganA dAna du"1" mana paeNnamyAla mALa vizva - IA mAMgalamabA tayAre vAlavI7 nbalasI be NavAnA khAma bAbala pAno-dhanavALamAAM lakhamanana TH wemi mAkhyuM bhagavA pipAvatamAMi vicAra yugala mi navI khAya deva, betavADAmAM sajale bharata khAgata votha pacALa vividha jAni pAlakha karyo vikhtara igu anaMta ema IkRNe do khaNI bhAta AsAtamAM arjita tarI khapanAM khacAra rola jarAya nepAyA bALasa rAyuM nidhanujI naoNnA mukhya manaNaya niyaMtra vidhana dhana padmala malAyA toraNa hanana vinAnazIkSaNaupacA zani bharavADa nA rapamAM nAgapaMcarAjI 3vI USE saMmatsa inTrA kharAtI bhavanI amata gamatamAM cAnI pathA rASTradeza ane gokhalAra vanavihatajInA jInAma bhavapaNa khAdhArAmA bAjI thAna ane godharA sAmAnDa nAzaya vadhI nArko nA saMvRdAMtamAM cinI amArautame khUba aphagAAita mukita - An amant funkti vanabaLa you 24 kharA nAnAThI gujasArAnuM bAlakRSNamU hAlanA DILALA'zaradI khetamajunanI koramAMna aba gATha bhANuM banuM mana nA bhaya namana oLakhe ne aMdha bhUpatana huM jAya pitAoNoLasomAra aMtarAya utamaoNsa lavaca meM te tenAM dhrutajJAnI rIta pacitArAmanuM dhape phezananANuM bolatuM gADAne pANImAtAnAMmaneya zikharane nAnA pAY Ama ame paNa tenA khImApAsuranuM nAma vighna pAmI ane pant navI bharata na reNuM khALA uttarAjamAmAM jAtuM tathALAma harSedhanIta AvI ST barmana tarUNaeNtAna ane kAranAma yu pAmanA khAlI madanamAyatA saMpUrNa 634 Amada jagamAM 2 ja mAruM buma zavata niyata phA pamela ta tamA ma PAGE manama - la poSTa kArDanI ekaja bAstu para pU. paM. zrI vIravijayajI kRta aMtarAya karmanI A pUjAe lakhAelI che.

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ma na nI pa vi tra tA.............valabhadAsa neNazIbhAI mana sAdhyuM teNe saghaLuM sAyuM' ema kahevAya che. kharekhara manane jitanAra jagatane jItI jAya che, A mATe mananI pavitratAnI khAsa AvazyaktA che. lekhake ahiM pitAnI gaMbhIra zailImAM A vastu raju karI che. jaina samAjanA vicArazIla lekhakomAM Do. vallabhadAsabhAIne samAveza thAya che. kalyANa" mATe niyamIta teo lekho mokalIne mAsikane pUrNa sahakAra ApI rahyA che. saddavicAre vaDe, asaddavicArone upaza- phaLa ApI zakatAM nathI, e zudhdha draSTinI zamAvI daI, zubhasaMka9pabaLathI, azubha saMka95- apekSAe yathAtathya che. e sabaMdhamAM sAmAnya vikalpane haThAvI daI mananI malInatA dUra karI, rIte ApaNuM vicAre bahu acekasa rahe che. anukrame zuddha svarUpI paramAtmAmAM manane parovI sAmAnya pravRti bAhya dekhAva upara bahu mata daI, draDha abhyAsathI tenA mananI ekatAne-sthi- bAMdhI de che, paNa vastutaH e na thavuM joIe. ratAne je sAdhe che, temaja sarvajJa vItarAge kathelo amuka prANInA saMbaMdhamAM mata bAMdhatAM pahelAM Ata Agamono Azraya laI, satya tattvanuM te prANInuM mana keTaluM aMkuzamAM AvyuM che, zodhana karI, kedha mAna-mAyA-labha-bhaya-hAsyane te para bahuja vicAra karavAnI jarUra che. ' dUra karI prANAMta kaSTathI paNa nahIM DaratAM acaLa mana sAdhyuM teNe saghaLuM sAdhyuM, siddhAMtane vaLagI rahI, sahu keIne priya, pathya e vAta nahI beTI; ane tathya vacana vaDeja saMtoSI, vacananA e kahe sAdhyuM te nahI mAnuM, nigrahavaDe je maunadra mAgane anusare che, ekahI vAta che maTI. arthAt jevuM manamAM vate che, evuM ja vacana -- AnaMdaghanaja. dvArA vade che ane evuM ja lakSapUrvaka, kAyAthI game tevA kArya karavAmAM ughukta thayelA pravartAve che, ema jenA traNe yoga avirUddhapaNe jIvane mana kevI rIte pheravI nAMkhe che, tene pravarte che, tevA avirUddha vatanathI jemane anubhava vicAra karavAthI turata samajI zakAya sarvAga sthiratA vyApI che, evA gI purUSanI tema che. manaja mekSa ane baMdhanuM kAraNa zAMti teja kharI zAMti che. , " zAstrakAroe kahyuM, ane kriyA na kahI, enuM game teTalI kriyA karavAmAM Ave. game rahasya samajavA jevuM che. teTaluM jJAna bhaNavAmAM Ave ane game teTalI manathI baMdhana, manathI mokSa che. tapazcaryA karavAmAM Ave ane game teTalI yega haiDe dekha vicAra, sAdhanA karavAmAM Ave paNa jyAMsudhI mananI jeNe nayaNe nIrakhe bahenaDI, aritharatA hoya, citta AkuLa-vyAkuLa heya, teNe nayaNe nija nArasijhAya) mAnasika kSebha hoya, tyAMsudhI sAdhya prApta thaI mananI pavitratA jALavI rAkhavA indrizakatuM nathI, e khAsa lakSyamAM rAkhavAnuM che. ne kAbumAM rAkhavI jarUranI che. Indriyane jJAnane, tapane, athavA kriyAno Azaya mana kAbumAM rAkhatAM paNa mana cakaDoLe caDe che, para aMkuza lAvavAne have joIe. mananI paNa ethI hatAza thavAnuM nathI. indriyanA avyavasthita sthitithI prANInA kAryo kAMIpaNu sahakAra vagara mana cakaDoLe caDI-caDIne kayAM

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: 26 : minanI pavitratA sudhI caDhavAnuM hatuM. deDI-deDIne kyAM sudhI ramatuM mana viSamAM Asakta bane che. deDI zakavAnuM hatuM ? Indriya sahakAra nahI mANasane khare duzmana kaTTAmAM kaTTo duzmana Ape to mana DI-deDIne Akhare enI enA adhama vicAre che, ane je jite che meLe zAMta paDI jaze, mATe prathama manane te vijetA che. sudhAravAnI khAsa jarUra che, paNa e kAryakrama "mane vijetA jagate vijetA" bahu vizAla che, mATe indriyanigraha sArU - phaNasa kApavuM hoya te prathama hAtha mananA pUrNa saMyamana sudhI vATa jovAnI telavALA karIne kApavuM joIe, nahite tene nathI. mananuM pUrNa saMyamana siddha thAya pachI cIkaNerasa hAthane cUMTI jAya che, tema Izvara te Indriyanigrahano prazna ja rahetuM nathI. prema rUpI tela hAthe cenyA pachI ja saMsAranA mananA saMyamana mATe te Indriya saMyamana kAryamAM hAtha ghAlavo, e prema ane bhakti che, mananuM zodhana thatuM raheze paNa Indriyone meLavavA mATe ekAMtavAsanI jarUra che. mAkhaNa te pahelethI ja kAbumAM levAnI jarUra che. banAvavuM hoya te prathama dudhanuM dahI karavA mananuM cAMgalya haju maTatuM nathI, mATe sArU tene ekAMtamAM sthira mUkI rAkhavuM joIe. indriyane niyamanamAM rAkhavI nakAmI che, halAva-halAva karIye te dahIM ke mAkhaNa ema samajavuM ane ema samajI Indriyane kazuM paNa na bane, dahIM thayA pachI ja tene aniyatrita mUkI devI, e kevala mukhatA ekAMtamAM jaIne khUba vavavuM joIe, te che, ane e mUrkhatA hAnikAraka che, yAda ja mAkhaNa thAya. rAkhavuM joIe ke, indriyanA sahayoge mananuM manavaDe ekAMtamAM IzvaranuM ciMtana karyAthI cAMcalya bahu vadhI paDe che, jayAre indriya jJAna, vairAgya ane bhakti maLe che, paNa taraphathI Teko na maLatAM tenI capalatAnuM e manane saMsAramAM rAkhI mUkavAthI te nIca pramANa bahu ochuM thatuM jAya che, abhyAsa ke ane malIna thaI jAya che. saMsAramAM te mAtra mana sAdhananA vyavasAya daramyAna indriyanigraha kAminI ane kAMcananuM ja ciMtana thAya che. upara saMpUrNa sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI jarUra che. saMsAra e jaLa barAbara che ane mana e dudha barAbara che, je dudhane jaLamAM bheLavI kharAba saMyogathI sArA mANasanuM paNa daIe te dudha ane jaLa seLabheLa thaIne citta malIna banI jAya che, mATe Indri ekarUpa banI jaze, pachI te pANImAMthI upara kAbu meLavavAnA umedavAre saMyego tarapha chuTuM paDe zakaze nahi, paNa dudhanuM dahIM khUba khyAla rAkhavAnI jarUra che. sArA banAvI temAMthI mAkhaNa kADhI tene jaLamAM saMgamAM rahI cittanI vRttione prazasta rAkhyuM hoya te tene kazI harakata thaze nahi, rAkhavI e jitendriya thavAno prathama zikSApATha tema prathama ekAMtamAM sAdhana-bhajana karIne che. dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI vAta e che, ke manamAM jJAnabhakita rUpI mAkhaNa meLavavuM joIe, malIna vicAre upajavA devA na joIe, pachI te mAkhaNane saMsAra rUpI jaLamAM rAkhIzuM melA ane gaMdA vicAro tIvratAnuM rUpa te paNa te jaLa sAthe maLI na jatAM uparaja dhAraNa karI nakheda vALe che, viSaya ciMtanamAM taryA karaze.

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kalyANa mArca-eprIla : 1952 : 27 : khUba vyAkuLatApUrvaka prabhujIne mATe je raMgamAM raMgAya te raMgamAM tame raMgAyA AkraMda karIye tyAre tenuM darzana thAya. strI- kahevAo. bebIe dhAyelA dheLA kapaDA jevuM purUSane mATe loko ghaDo bharIne AMsu pADe mana che. lAla raMgamAM baLe eTale lAla thaze, che, paisA mATe te eTalAM AMsu pADe che, ke bhUrA raMgamAM baLaze te bhurUM dekhAze. je te AMsumAM pate taNAI jAya, paNa bhagavAnane raMge raMgAze tevuM te dekhAze, manane lIdhe ja mATe kaNa AMsu pADe che? traNa gaNuM Aka- badhuM che. eka bAjue strI ane eka tarapha SaNa thAya tyAreja prabhu darzana Ape che, viSa- chokarAM che, mana eka che te paNa strI tarapha yinuM viSayabhoga tarapha mAtAnuM saMtAna pratye ane ApaNe eka prakArano bhAva rahe che ane satIonuM pati tarapha e traNenA eka sAmaTA chokarAM tarapha bIjA ja prakArano bhAva rahe che, baLa jeTaluM prabhu premanuM baLa thAya tyAre tenA manathI ja baMdhana ane manathI mukita che. dazanane AnaMda maLe. bhagavAnanuM nAma smaraNa karavAthI manuSyanAM e badhuM manane laIne ja che, manaja deha ane mana zuddha thAya che. mukata thAya che ane manavaja baMdhAeluM che, mana kalyANa sAce sAca che. : harigIta chaMda : dekhAya che A dezamAM je je banAva avanavA, pekhAya tyAM kAraNa jaDe che, mAtra pazcimanI havA, AjhAdI ne AbAdInI, tahIM chApa moTI pApa e, aTavAIne barabAda thaI, leka sahe saMtApane. 1 Iccho agara hita jagatanuM, ne AtmAnA kalyANane A raha avaLAne taja, haradama kare e hANa je; Ayatvane vaLagI raho, zira saMtajana-AjJA dhare, mana tana vacana dhana bhegathI, paNa saMskRti rakSaNa karo, 2 jyAM dhamane "hambaga" kahe, tyAM atha tasa manamAM dharo, hambaga" svayaM mukhathI vaDhe, toye na ene parahara ! evA bago ujaLA ThagonI, vANuM mIThThI viSa bharI, kalyANane I yadI, jJAnI vacana tye AdarI. 3 hiMsA ahiMsA juTha satye, Aja vyAkhyA che. judI, sevAjanonI vizvazAMti, chApa e vaLage uDI; chaLa zabdane kevaLa rahyo, paNa vastu bhItaramAM kuDI, savajJanAM vacane kharekhara, sava-kalyANe mUDI. 4 zrI bhIkhAbhAI chaganalAla zAha thI kAM?

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saMtati niyamana aMge Aje ApaNA rAjyaktao vastI na vadhAvA devAne ApaNane upadeza Ape che, paraMtu ApaNe temane ema kahevuM joIe ke, vastI ochI karavAnI bAbatamAM pravacane karavA mATe ame tamane sattA para besADayA nathI, jeTalA mANase dezamAM hoya te badhAne anna, vastra devAnI javAbadArI tamArI che. - zuM tame ema samaje che, ke pRthvI para nirmANa thanAra lokone pRthvIne bhAra lAge che ? je bhAra lAgaze te pRthvI tenI yojanA paNa karI leze. zuM dharatIkaMpa nathI thatA? paNa pRthvIne saMkhyAne bhAra lAgatuM nathI, pApane bhAra lAge che, tethI pApa echuM kema thAya, ene vicAra ApaNe karavo joIe. (saMtatiniyamananAM kRtrima upAse javAthI anIti ane pApa vadhe che,) puNyathI pedA thanArA prANa puNyAtmA hoya che, temane bhAra pRthvIne lAgatuM nathI. kudaratanI ejanA evI suMdara che, ke eka moTuM vadhavAnI sAthe be hAtha paNa pedA thAya che. bhAratanI vastI chatrIsa karoDa thaI gaI. chatrIsa karoDa moDhAM khAnArA pedA thaI gayAM e mATe rotA besaze ke bahetara karoDa hAthe kAma karavA mATe utpanna thaI gayA, te mATe AnaMda manAvaze? ene badale be moDhAM ane eka hAtha evI yejanA hota to zI Apatti mAthA para AvI paData, enI kalpanA karaze to AjanI sthiti mATe duHkha nahiM thAya, tethI vastI vadhArAthI Daro nahi. mArA gharanAM mANasone peTapura khavaDAvavA jeTalI buddhi mArAmAM levI joIe. Aje vastI pApane kAraNe (anaitika jIvana) anahada vadhI rahI che, te pApane nAza kare te vastI vadhArAno Dara tamane lAgaze nahi. . keTalAka leke saMyamathI saMtatiniyamana karo ema pratipAdana kare che, paNa te ThIka nathI. saMyamanI pitAnI svataMtra kiMmata che, saMtati ochI karavA mATe saMyamane upaga na kare, vaLI saMtAna jhAjhAM ke ceDAM hovA para sayaMmane AdhAra nathI. sAlamAM eka vAra strI-purUSa saMbaMdha thaI javAthI paNa prajotpatti thaI zake che, tethI evI vyaktine asaMyamI samajavAnuM kAraNa nathI. e draSTIthI ekAda vIsa-pacIsa bALakone bApa paNa be bALakanA bApathI vadhAre saMyamI heI zake che. sayaMmathI AnaMda maLe che, te mATe saMyamI thavAnuM lokone kahevuM joIe. te mATe bhautika napho-nukasAna na zIkhavADe, saMtati niSTha bano. saMtatine deva-samAna mAne, tyAre A savAlane tame ApoApa ukela karI zakazo. harijana badhu. - zrI vinobAbhAve.

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amI * OM * r *NAM pU. AcAya dhruva zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI vAMcanAra ke sAMbhaLanAranA haiyAne sIdhI asara karanArAM TukAM vAkaye| e thADA zabdomAM ghaNuM kahI jAya che. pU. AcArya devazrInAM vyAkhyAneAmAMthI vINI-vINIna je zabda maukitakA ekatra karAyAM che, te ahi pahela-vahelAM ja prasiddha thAya che. bhAvanagaranAM jAhera pravacanAmAM saMgrahAelAM A jharaNAM bhAvanagaranA eka dharmozradhdhALu sadgRhastha taraphathI amane prasidhi artha maLyAM che. je mAsikamAM pragaTa thayA kareche. pU. AcAryazrInI vyAkhyAna zakti tathA asAdhAraNa vidvattA mATe amAre vAMcakavargane kahevApaNuM rahetuM nathI, 44 Aje deva-gurU ane zAstranuM jeTaluM apamAna thAya che, teTaluM apamAna kAi pAdhaDIvALAnuM thAya te jI MdagI paNa jokhamamAM Ave. 45 zAstrane khATuM kahenAra paNa jarA kAi vepArInA cepaDAne khATA kahe to khabara paDe. 46 47 49 48 artha-kAmamAM joDanArA upakArI nathI. bImArate ku bhAve che, tema sa MsAranA rAgathI pIDAtA AtmAone a-kAma majAnAM lAge che. artha-kAmane kahenArA mIThA lAgaze paNa emAM lapaTAyelAnuM bhaviSya ekAnta du:khamaya che. pathya pALavAnuM kahenAra vaidha gunhegAra nathI ja. sAdharmI dayApAtra nathI paNa pujya che. ene garIba na mAtA, enu apamAna na karo, ane hAtha joDA, caraNA dhAi pANI pIe. sAdhanI upekSA e bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI upekSA che. sAdhanA tiraskAra e eka rIte bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA tiraskAra che, ane sAdharmInI sevAne tyAga che. 5. pa para je tAraka che evA deva-gurUne zAstra sAme ceDAM kADhavA, jarAe vANIpara aMkuza nahi rAkhave. zAstra kahe che ke AvuM mAnavavana e mAnavarUpe pazu jIvanathI vadhu bhaya kara che. 53 mehanI pAchaLa yA vagaranA banelAone bhAna nathI ke, AyuSya kSabha gurache. pApadhvanIthIja bharelA kAnane ata vakhate navakAra paNa asara nahi kare, mATe vananI chellI ghaDI pahelAM samajo. sAta kSetra tAraka che. 1 jinamUti, 2 jinamaMdira, 3 jitAgama A traNane mAne, seve, pUje, ArAdhe te 4 sAdhu. 5 sAdhvI, 6 zrAvaka, zrAvikA. prathamanA traNane na mAne, na satre, na pUje, na ArAdhe te na sAdhu, na sAdhvI, na zrAvaka, na zrAvikA. 54. tamArA koi sAce sAthI, mArcA mitra, agara sAceAsnehi hoya te te sAdharmI che. 56 pa6 57 para pattharanA DhagalAmAM eka hIrA jhaLake che. zrIma tanI tathA kaMgAlanA tamAmanI AMkha tyAM khecAya che. jema pattharamAM raheze paN potAnI jAtane prakAzita rAkhI zake che, tema adharmInI sAthe rahevAnA prasaMga Ave ane peAtAnI jAtane jevIne tevI rAkhI zake te jaina manuSya jIvana pAmyA vinA dujI sudhI kAi pazu AtmA anaMta sukhanA bhAgIdAra thaye nathI, thatA nathI te thavAne paNa nathI. 60 dharmo ane duniyA A be pratipakSI vastu che, e enA meLa nathI, kAraNa ke eka AtmAte lAbhadAyI che te bIjI tevI nathI, 59 61 pacIza mANasanA gharamAM eka sAdharmI hoya te badhAne ThekANe lAvI zake. adharmInA gheghATathI dharmIe kadIpaNu gabharAvu nahi. ra adharmAMnI sAme majabuta bane, vidhI sAme sthira ane teA jarUra tame zAbA. sAcA cikitsaka kevaLa bahAranA bAdhi upara dhyAna nahi ApatAM nidAna tapAse. jJAnIoe nidAna tapAsIne je mA batAvyA te dunIyA aMgIkAra karatA, mazInagane nI, jelanA pAMjarAonI, pakaDanAranI ane rakSaNu karanAranI jarUra kaMdahi paDe. manuSya jo manuSya banI jA,

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: 30 : amI jharaNa- - - manuSyapaNune bhUlI na jAya, zuM karavA yogya che, eka sAdhvI, eka zrAvaka ane eka zrAvikA tene nirNaya karI vartavA mAMDe te badhI vastu e saMdha che. nAbuda banI jAya. 78 jJAnI, mAne che, ke samyagaddaSTi AtmA saMsAranA 6 sAmAnI pAse je tamAre guNa joI te heya svarUpane samajanAra che. te prathama tame guNavAna bane ! 79 dharmanA aMtarAya karanArI mAtA te sAcI mAtA 64 bALakamAM pitAnuM hitAhita jovA nI tAkAta nathI, tevA pitA te sAcA pitA nathI, ane che. nathI, mATe hitAhita jovAnI tAkAtavALA - tevA snehI te sAcA nehI nathI. vaDilanI AjJA mAnavI joIe. 80 mAbApanI dharmadhAtaka ane mAnanAra dIkare 65 mA-bApa teja ke je dikarAne khoTI AzA te kharI rIte te mAbApano 5Na dhAtaka che. kareja nahi. ( 81 pitAnI eTale ke vaDIlanI AjJAne mAnavI, 66 arthakAmanI lAlazA e eka bhayaMkara vastu evI jinezvara devanI AjJA che. paNa je che. e lAlazAnA yoge Aje evA vaktA hitakAriNI:hoya teja. nIkalyA che, ekeka veNa bole ne sAmonI zAstrane rAgI te che ke je sAcI sAdhutAne kALajAmAM haLI saLage. pUjArI hoya. 67 duniyAnA padArthonI Azakti rUpI agni duniyA eTale Adhi, vyAdhi, ane upAdhi, jyAM saLagI rahela che, tene vairAgya rUpI jaLathI e traNa nahi tyAM zAMti, Adhi eTale mananI zAMta kare ! pIDA, vyAdhi eTale zarIranI pIDA, e baMnenI 68 vairAgya bhAvavALA AtmAne saMsAra paNa mAtA te upAdhi. duHkha rUpa nIvaDatuM nathI. satyanA kahenAre kaMie asatyonuM umUlana 69 jagatamAM mazInaganane jIvatA rAkhanArA karavuM paDaze. asatyane asahaya tarIke oLasaMsArarasa ja che. khAvavuM e kAMI niMdA nathI. kALa AdamI dheALAmAM khapavAne daMbha kare, tyAM 85 jagatamAM duzmana karatAM paNa kharekhara bhakatethI na joitI upAdhio ubhI thAya, bahu sAvaceta rahevA jevuM che. zrI mahAvIra devanA zrI jinezvara devanA zAsanamAM 86 traNa paisAne AdamI. paNa hajAronuM nikaMdana koine pakSapAta nathI. vALavAmAM nabaLo nathI. hiMsA. juThuM, anAcAra karmasattA AgaLa koinuM cAlyuM nathI, ane A badhAmAM koi nabaLe nathI. emAM te te cAlavAnuM nathI. ' nabaLA hoya ke jeo AtmakalyANanA arthI 73 aMzubhakarmabaMdha azubhasaMge ubhA kare, hoya. zubhakarmabaMdha zubha saMge ubhA kare, e beune 87 jeTalI jeTalI AtmAmAM yogyatA teTalI teTalI ApaNe AdhIna na thaIe te dharma thaI zake, 74 sAcAne sAcuM A tarIke svIkAratAM zIkhe, 88 duniyAnI sArAmAM sArI vyaktimAM paNa durjana e svIkAryA vinA zreya nathI. . cAMdA pADayA vinA rahe e bane ja nahi. 75 je zubhAzubhanA udayane AdhIna na bane teja dharma 89 kharAba vAsanA ane kharAba vAtAvaraNe bhAre AdhI zake. ' eTaluM paNa uMdhu dekhAya. 6 zrI jinezvaradevanA zAsanamAM zrAvaka ane 90. rUpiyA pratye prema hoya te pAi pratye prema thAya zrAvikA e chaThaTha ne sAttanuM puNya kSetra che. ane sonaiyA pratye prema hoya teja rUpIA ha7 zrI jivara devanI AjJAmAM rahela eka sAdhu, pratye prema thAya.

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kalyANa mArca-amIla : 1952 : 3 : 91 je mULa vastunI kiMmata na hoya te Aju. zrAvikA te zrAvikApaNAne lAyaka nathI. bAjInI vastu para prema thavAno nathI. 97 hu te Dhola pITIne kahuM chuM ke, AMbApanI 92 sauthI pahelo guNa e che, ke dharmane jANavAnI ! AjJA na mAnavI evuM kahe te zrI jinezvara IcchA thAya. devanI AjJAne virAdhaka che, paNa zarata eTalI 93 jyAM sudhI saMsAranA saghaLA saMga mAre mATe. che ke te mAbApa zrI jinezvaradevanI Ane hitakara che, e jhAMkhajhAMkho paNa khyAla hoya virodha karanAra na hovuM joie. tyAM sudhI dharmanI sAcI jIjJAsA thatI nathI. uttama dikarAnI pharaja te e che, ke upakArI jema bhasavuM ane loTa phAka e be nahi bane, mAtApitAne dharmamAM joDI temane sadaMgatinAM tema saMsArane mokSa beyane sArA mAnavA te bhAjana banAvavAM. na bane. eka tyAgI thAya tenI pUThe keTalAka tyAgane 95 che. 99 koI khoTI prazaMsA kare te temane kahI devuM ke, khoTI prazaMsA karI amArA AtmAnuM rasa letA thAya, keTalAka DuM paNa tajatA thAya bahu raMgIlA, mojazokhIlA paNa vicAratA nikaMdana na banAve. thAya ke AkhI jIMdagI mojamajAmAM te maja 100 sAdharmika bhakitamAM hRdayanI bhakita ie. kADhavI. dayA ke amukaMpA nahi, 96 zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJA virUddha jatI vAtano 101 zAstra kahe che ke, saMsAramAM rahevuM ne svataMtra Agraha karanAra sAdhu te sAdhupaNAne lAyaka tAnI vAta karavI enA jevI murakhAInI bIjI nathI, zrAvaka te zrAvakapaNAne lAyaka nathI, koI hada nathI. vidyArthI -[sAhebane] mArA dAkhalAmAM zI bhUla che ? sAheba - tArA dAkhalAmAM eka rUpIAnI ghaTa Ave che. vidhArthI [ khIsAmAMthI rUpIo kADhI ] ye sAheba, eka rUpIe ne dAkhala khare Ape. bApA -(dIkarAne) navina bajAramAMthI zera dudha lete Ava. navina :- bApa, pisA Ape.. bApA :- paisA laIne te badhAya dudha lAve paNa tuM paisA vinA lete Ava. tyAre khare. (navIna jAya che ane cheDI vAramAM pAcho Ave che.) navina :- (khAlI kaLa tenA pitAne daIne) tye bApA dudha pIo. bApA :- AmAM dudha kayAM che ? navina :- dudha hoya te badhA pIe paNa AmAM dudha nathI te pIe tyAre kharA ! kIrITa - Aja cAra divasathI huM dudhabhara chuM kula :- emAM zuM vAgha mAryo? mArI nAnI bena cha mAsathI dudha bhara che. gappIdAsa - mAre dAde doDha lAkha rUpIA mukIne marI gaye. cheka :- ahe emAM te zuM ? mAre dAde marI gayo tyAre AkhI duniyA makate gaye che. saM. zrI zAMtilAla dozI

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maharSi kUragaMDU........zrI bhadrabhAnuM tapanA madathI kuragaMDU muni tapa na karI zakyA, chanAM tapasvI mahAtmAo pratye temane sadbhAva koI apUrva hato. teonuM samarpaNa kharekhara adabhUta hatuM, A kathA e hakIkata kahI jAya che lekhakanI zailI tathA bhASA alaMkArika che. chatAM kathAnI saraLatA akabaMdha jaLavAI rahI che. tapasvI mahAra pratye AdarabhAva kuragaMDU maharSine kevalajJAnanI prApti karAve che. kevo e tapadharma pratyeno prema! saMsArane zaNagAre eTale Atma- avataratA bALakane gaLathuthImAMja apAtI prakRtinuM vikRtimAM pariNamana. lalitAMgakumAranuM hatI. jIvananI satvazIlatAne AtmAnuM paNa saMsAra naMdanavana mahekatuM hatuM, vividha jAtanA zuM emane ema thatAM haze? chAvarInA pATha kusumethI -ne kumAra, temAM jIvanane dhanya hRdaya paTapara aMkti emane ema thatA che ? mAnato. te na danavanane khIlavI rahyo hato. jyAM sudhI saMsAranI kAramI nAgacUDa A kevaLa turamaNInI akhuTasaMpapti tenA caraNomAM AnaMda svarUpa AtmA para che tyAM sudhI bhavya loTatI hatI yauvanano thanaganATa tenAmAM AtmAo Atma sandaryanA zRMgArI viruddha jhabukA laI rahyo hato, alaukika A mAnava bane che. turamaNInA udhAnamAM AcArya mAjIvanane te laikika pravRttimAM laukika banAvI vaMtanI preraNA-vANInI virAgamaya vAya rahyo hato. zreNio vahevA mAMDI. - Ano pUrAtana yuganI khAnadAnI ! jyAM sudhI kalaMkita kamasattAnI AtmA yauvanane unmAda tene bhAna bhUlAvI nahoto para chApa tyAM sudhI tenI saMsAranI zakato, bhale saMsArI chatAM AtmatvanA mULa- rakhaDapaTTI cAlu. vivekIe e mATe mAnava bhUta satyatAne apanAvavA te harahaMmeza jIvananI saphaLatA bhUta saMyamaratnane meLavI tatpara rahe che. AjanI bhautika-vidyAnA panAre muktinI sAdhanAmAM ekAkAra banavAnuM che. paDelA yugane AtmatvanA jatananI kayAM paDI AcArya devanI dharmadezanAe lalitAMganI che ? bhayaMkara azAMtinA vAdaLa sajAi rahyAM jIvana maMjhIlanI dizA pheravI nAMkhI. vivekI che, hadayamAM ajaMpe ne avizvAsanI jaDa rAjakumAra saMsAranI gulAmImAMthI mukta banavA ghaDAI rahI che, saMsAra bihAmaNo banate talapApaDa banI beThe, saMsAre mArI sAthe jAya che, chatAM tene raLiyAmaNe mAnI rahelI Aja sudhI dago khe! e dagAbAja saMsArane AjanI prajA zAne AyatvanI khumArI bhUlI mAre have eka kSaNa paNa mAro zA mATe jAya che ? jAgavAnI jarUra che, moha ne mAna? vahelItake tene lAta mArI mArA ajJAnanAM ghena utAravAM paDaze, svAtha ne jIvananA satya tanI khIlavaNa karavA A AzAone jatI karavI paDaze, AtmAnA jIvana jinane samarpita karI dauM ! ahe ! satya sanAtana svasmane pragaTa karavA bhavya katavya dizAnuM bhAna thatAM mAnava ke kartapuruSArthanA prasthAna prAraMbhavAM paDaze. zIla bane che ! lalitAganI saMsAra tAraka - gajabanI puNya prakRtimAM ucharelA yuvarA- lAla AMkha ghumI rahI. jamAM ucca khAnadAnInI guNazreNio DokAI "prabhu !" saMvegIkumAra mahAmuninA cara. rahI hatI, jainatvanI khumArI te rAjakuLamAM NomAM jhuka.

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: 34 : maharSi kuragaMDu prabhu, kharekhara, bhayaMkara saMsAra zikArinA vicaravA lAgyA, paraMtu hAya ! kamanI kUra zikAra banatAM mane cetAvI mUke, nahitara te sattA konA para nathI sthapAI ? pRthvI parane zikArInA sakaMjAmAMthI kyAM muktinI AzA eke eka jIva tenI kAramI gulAmI uThAvI zakhavI! rahyo che. lalitAMga muni paNa sudhA vedaniya : "kumAra, mAnava jIvana viSaya-kaSAyanA nAmanA kamane vipAka bhegavatA, dararoja eka tophAnamAM te phanA nathI thatuM ne! yuvAnI ghaDo kUra (cokhA) no lAvI tene nirasa bhAve anaMta saMsAvadhaka viSayanI puSTimAte vAparatA ne te lalitAMga munimAMthI pharagaMDu barabAda nathI thatuM ne? muni banyA. "prabhu! " lalItAMganA gaLe DUca bharAye. ' upazama rasathI bharapUra te prazAMta muni , "bhega ane vilAsamaya jIvana Aja- vatmAne niMdavAmAM kaMI kacAza nahotA rAkhatA. dina sudhI hatuM. yauvanano kALa eTale viSaya- varSanA 365 divasa lAgalagATa ArogatA joI vAsanAnA sukhanA AsvAde levAno aNamola kadAca kaIne sAmAnyataH ghaNuM Ave paNa samaya che "emaja mAnI mAnava jIvanane bara- suzIla puruSe karUNabharI daSTithI vicAre, muni bAdInA khaDaka sAthe aphALI rahyo hato. " kamanA bhArathI kacaDAya che ! virAga banele lalitAMgakumAra gata jIvanane dhikkArato prAyazcitanA piyuSamAM pakhALI rahyA. varSo pachI AvI lAgyo. aSADhI meghanAM AgamAna thaI cUkyAM. muni paNa nagaranA Aje lalitAMga rAjabhavanA vilAsI udyAnamAM cAturmAsa mATe AvI gayA.comAsAnA jIvanathI haTI sAdhu jIvananI tyAgamaya pagadaMDI- cAra mahinA eTale ! anAdinI saMjJAone e AvI ubhe. samagra vaibhavI jIvanane saMkelI teDavAne, vezyAone kacaravAno ane meha mAyA ne mamatAnA tIvra pAzone chedI, devAdhi ane ajJAnane haTAvAno suavasara ! paraMtu deva zrI jinezvara paramAtmAoe AdarelA ne kUragaDu muni AvA kalyANa divasomAM paNa prarUpelA evA e sa yama jIvanane te dIpAvI rahyo. sudhA vedaniyanA udayathI bacyA nahi, dhama hatI tene paNa umaMga bharI koDIlI anuSThAnamAM divase para divase pasAra thavA aMganAo. vilAsanI sapUNa sAgrI ne lAgyA. tyAM payuSaNa mahA parvanA Agamana yuvAnI sAthe rUpa ne svAtaMtrya pUrNa paNe vikaTa paNa thaI gayAM. upAzrayo ane maMdire selAM. paraMtu, nahi ! e sarva AtmAnA zAsananI prabhAvanAnAM kendra banI gayAM. bajAra, vinAzaka kAtIla zastra che ! puNyaprakRtinI zerI ane jAhera rastAo paNa jANe A mahA barabAdIthI maLelI adhi-sidhdhi AtmAnA parvanAM prema-bhInAM svAgata na karatAM hoya ! tema gharanI nathI. jaDanA khela jaDane seMpIde ! tAre vajA-patAkAne teraNothI zaNagArAI gayA, zuddha AtmAne kaMI lAge vaLage nahi. lalitAMga apUrva bhakita raMgamAM mAnava samuha ulaTAto muni gurUnI nizrAmAM jagatanA kalyANa athe hatA, divaso para divaso vItyA ne tyAM to ne svAtmAnI uraca ne mATe pRthvI para saMvatsarIno mahAparva divasa AvI lAgyuM.

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kalyANa mArca-eprIla : 1952 : 3pa : jIvanane prAyazcitanA jaLamAM prakSAlana karI lAbha le che? le. letA te nathI, paNa lAbha laukikatA haTAvI alaukikatAthI zaNagArI, ApIe chIe, ne te mA khamaNanA tapamokSanagaranI mahemAnagIrIe na javAnuM hoya, svIo muninA lakakhA-sukakA kUramAM thuMkavAnI tema pratyeka zrAvaka harSabhera ne ullAsabhera kaMDInI rAkha pheMkI. saMvatsarIne bhAve che. aho ! kevA paropakArI ! kevI amIaho! prAyazcitanA agAdha samudramAM daSTi ke mAre lAbha lIdhA vinA, uparathI nAhIne jIva kevo nimaLa hRdayane ane temanA pavitra mukhanA amRta biMduonuM dAna sukomaLatAthI sarvAga suMdara dIse che! juga karyuM ! anaMta kALanA dIrgha kALamAM Ajane junAM karmabaMdhane sAme svAtaMtrya jaMga khela- dina dhanya dhanya banyuM ! bhArobhAra AtmavAnI aNamala taka kevI te A puNyadine guNonI zreNIe caDhatAM-caDhatAM kUranA kavaLe mAnava meLave che ! AvA A kalyANa divase kavaLe AtmAnI malinatAmAM prakAzanAM kiraNe paNa A RSi rejanA kAryakrama mujaba savAramAM AchA AchAM patharAyAM. AtmAnI anaMta uThatAMja sudhAvedanIyathI pIDAtA gocarIe ajJAnatAmAM anaMta jJAnanA dipaka pragaTyA. nikaLyA. mehamuDhatAthI gherAyele saccidAnaMghana praphula nirasa ne zuSka, nirdoSa ane nivikArI paNa tenA divya svarUpamAM jhagamagI rahyo. AhAra ! phakta peTane pUravA mATe, karmanA AtmaghAtaka AMtara zatraonAM jutha gabharAyAM, karane bharavA pUratuM ja tenuM haiyuM AtmAnI nAzabhAga zarU karI. rAga ane dveSa moha kaMgAliyata para jharavA mAMDayuM. arere ! A ane ajJAna, AzAo ane svArthAlpatA, pavitra divase paNa mArA mATe AtmasAdhananI kupaNutA ne tRSNA, asahiSNutA ane uchuM. eka pravRtti nahi ? bhavya jinazAsananI khalatA jevA kuTila duguNa have A munine prApti pachI paNa kamasattA tene krUra svabhAva satAvI zake ema nathI. anAdinI kamaprakRtine cheDavA taiyAra nahi? RSinA haiDe Atma- haTAvI, kALanAM cakro mITAvI anaMta AnaMdanAM niMdAno dAvAgni pragaTa. cakro gatimAna thaI cUkayAM. ' gecarI lAvIne vidhisahita praNAma karI devanI duMdubhi vAgI, devI nRtye sajAyAM, gurudevane batAvI gocarI letAM kaMI paNa tenA viyata devavimAnothI chavAyu sahastra kamaLa beMtAlIsa deSamAMthI eka paNa doSa sevAI to nathI racAyuM. munine kevaLajJAna pragaTayuM. mulAyama gone, tene yAda karI gurudeva samakSa nivedita suvarNa kamaLa para muni ArUDha thayA. karI A muni temanA sahAdhyAyI mahAmunionI kuragaDu kevaLI varSo sudhI A bhAratavarSa para bhakti karavAnI IcchAthI darekane nimaMtre che, vicarI aneka AtmAonAM kalyANa karI, padhAre cheDeka A kaMgAla munine lAbha anaMtane amApa saMsAra ane kALane aMta Apo. tenA gaLagaLA ne AtmaniMdAthI bharapura lAvI anaMta jIvonA dhyeyabhUta parama zAzvata svare konA hRdayane na bhIMjave? lAbha! Aje siddhi padamAM pahoMcI gayA.

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zrI sUradatta zeTha...........zrIkRSNaprasAda bhaTTa bhagavAna zrI pArzvanAtha svAmInA janma kalyANakathI pavitra poSa dazamInI ArAdhanAnA prabhAvane A kathA kahI jAya che. zraddhApUrvaka ArAdhanA karanAranI Apattio vikherAI jAya che, saMpattio AvI vase che. lekhaka jainetara hovA chatAM munirAja zrI niraMjanavijayajI ma. dvArA saMpAdita thatI "zizubodha sopAna graMthAvalI' ne aMge, teonA paricayamAM AvatAM teonI preraNAthI lekhake A kathA lakhIne amane mAsikamAM prasidhdha karavA mokalI che. sUradatta surendrapura nagarazeTha have, lakSmI te vahANamAM rahelA mANasoe bajAranI rUkha joI pagamAM aTavAtI. loko tene " zeTha ' zabdathI saMbodhatA pitAno mAla vecavA mAMDayo. bujhAte dIpaka bUjhAto ane zeTha vyomavihAra karatA. pUNodaye zIlavatI pahelAM pUrNarIte prakAze tema sUradattanA bhAgye chello nAmanI patIvratA strI temane maLI hatI ane tethI camakAro batAvyo. mAla vecAtAM sAro evo naphe thayo. sukhamAM kAMIja uNapa rahI nathI, tema zeTha mAnatA. mAlanuM veca Na thayA pachI vadhu naphAnI AzAe paraMtu zeThanI e eka bhramaNAja hatI. mAnave navo mAla kharIdho, paNa mAnavanI AzAo kyAre jyAM sudhI dharmasaMcaya karyo nathI, tyAM sudhI tenA phaLe che ? jo mAnavanuM dhAryuM thatuM hota te mAnava jIvananA saravaiyAmAM khaTe ja, kheTa sivAya anya jagatamAM potAnAM Amaja sivAya anya koIne kaI hatuM ja nathI, paNa sUradattane dharmasaMcaya karavA rahevA de ke kema, te eka prazna ja che. samaya na hatuM, tene bhagavAna zrI jinezvara devoe mAla bharelAM vahANe musApharI mATe taiyAra thayAM. vItarAga ane sarvajJa banI mAnavanA mokSa mATe prava AgaLa vadhyAM, te sAthe ja sUradattanA nazIbe kayAMkathI rtAvelA dharmane jANavA jIjJAsA na hatI, te ghuvaDa tophAnI pavana Avyo samudra tophAne caDhe. vaha None draSTi hatuM. te sAMsArika bhAvanAomAM eTalo to madhu gaLavA meTA meja uchaLavA lAgyAM. tyAre...tyAre thayuM hatuM ke tene parabhavanuM bhAthuM bAMdhavA paNa vicAra vahANanA ula vahANumAM rahelA sUradatanA mANase potAnA ISTane sarakheya Avato nahi, te te teno samaya ehika bacAvavA prArthanA karavA lAgyA. paNa...paNu... jyAM sukho bhegavavAmAM gALatA. bhAgyeja rUThayuM hoya tyAM...vahANamAnAM mANaso atyAre teNe aDhIso vahANa kariyANAnAM bharI pitAnA jIvana ane mRtyu vacce jaMga khelI rahyAM hatAM. mANaso sAthe rahanadipa tarapha mokalyAM. saphara karatAM temanAM vahANa ghaDIkamAM DubatAM te ghaDIkamAM AgaLa vahANe ratnadipe AvI pahoMcyAM. vadhatAM teone jaNAtAM. vahANo te javAnI dizA choDI anya dizAe javA lAgyAM. khalAsIonA aneka prayAso chatAM vahANo yogya dizAe na vaLyAM, tethI temanI AzA nirAzAmAM palaTAI gaI. sUradattanA azodaye vihANone avaLe mArge doryA. eTaluM ja nahi paNa tenA bahAra gAmathI AvI rahelA mAlathI bharelAM pAMcaso gADAM bhIlonI , draSTie caDhayAM eTale bhIla saradAra AgaLa AvyuM ane bhIla loko zeThanAM mAlanA gADA luMTavA karI vaLyA che, bAlyA : I l ka . . nA III RTS

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kalyANa mArca-eprIla : 1952 H 37 : "gADAne roke ane temAM je kAMI hoya te yatheccha rIte varte te tenAM karma pramANe aneka amane ApI dyo." nimAM duHkha bhogavane te bramaNa karyAja karavAne." paNa sUradattanA vaphAdAra mANase ema gADAne dezanA pUrNa thatAM sahukoI pitapotAnAM sthAne kabaje sepe tema na hatA. pariNAme ubhayapakSo vacce gayA tyAre sUradata dhImAM pagalAM bharata sUrijI pAse dhIMgANuM zarU thayuM. bhIloe gaDA sAthenA mANasane AvI caraNomAM paDayo. sUrijIe dharmAlAbha Apyo. bApanAbApa pokarAvyA, sArI rIte mAramArI nasADayA. sUradatta sUrijIne pUchyuM, mArA karmo mane bhikhArI bicArA jIva bacAvavA muThIovALI nAThA. banAvyo che, paNa te bhikhArIpaNAnuM du:kha ApanA kamane khela ATalethI pUro thavAno na hoya tema upadezathI dUra thaI gayuM che, chatAM sukRtya karavA kAMIka gharamAM dATelA agiyArakoDa seniyA sApa, vIchI ane dhananI AvazyakatA hoya che, te Apa mane evuM koI kAlasAnA rUpamAM parivartana pAmyA. A sAthe ja vrata batAve jene laI huM dharma AcArate Avazyaka sUrane UMDI hAya nAMkhI, kapALa karI nAMkhyuM. te pAke dhana prApta karI zaku ane sadbhAge vAparI zakuM." poke raDayo. bALakanI vAta sAMbhaLI bApa haze, tema hasatAM , azubhodaye pitAnuM sAmrAjya vistAryuM. DAhyo sUrijIe kahyuM; gaNAte saradatta mUrkhamAM khapavA lAgyo. sAceja sarva "he jIva! tuM poSa vadi dazamInuM vrata kara ! e vrata guNe kAMcananA bAzrayeja rahelA che. karavAthI manavAMchita prApta thAya che. " je sUradattazeThane tyAM anekeno avarajavara hatuM, mahArAja sAheba, e vrata mAre kevI rIte karavuM ?" tene tyAM Aja kALe kAgaDo ya pharaka na hato. sUradatte pUchayuM. e divase 34 hIM zrI pArzvanAthAte kAraNa gaI kAlane nagarazeTha sUradatta Aja bhikhArI nama:'ne be hAra japa karavA vaLI poSavada noma, dazama thaI gayo hato. ane tethI sUradatta manamAM muMjhAta ane agiyArase ekAsaNuM karavuM. A divase dara jematema divase vyatita karate tevAmAM... ... miyAna bhUmi para suvuM, brahmacarya pALavuM, be vakhata Avazkaya pratikramaNa karavAM, traNa vakhata devavaMta surendrapuramAM zrI devendrasUrijInI padharAmaNI thaI. karavAM, jinAlayamAM snAtra mahotsava karavo, temAMya zrI nagarAdhipane A vadhAmaNI pahoMcADavAmAM AvI nareze pArzvanAtha prabhunA jinAlayamAM sattarabhedI pUjA athavA vadhAmaNI lAvanArane upahAra Apyo, pachI pitAnAM svajana ane nagaraloke sAthe te sUrijIne vaMdana aSTa prakArI pUjA vidhipUrvaka karavI. sArI sArI karavA nIkaLyA. saddabuddhie sUradattane preraNuM karI tethI bhAvanA e bhAvathI bhAvavI te uparAMta guru mahArAjane vaMdana karavuM. temanI pAsethI zrI pArzvanAtha prabhunuM te sUryodaya thatAM tArA pitAnAM moDhAM saMtADe tema caritra sAMbhaLavuM. gurUne pitAne tyAM bolAvI pratilAbhavA. nagarajanothI moTuM saMtADate temanAthI dura pAchaLa dvAdazIne divase-pAraNAne divase zakita anusAra svAmI pAchaLa cAlavA lAgyuM. AvelA badhAM sUrijIne vAMdI yogya sthAne beThAM. vAtsalya karavuM. A paNa vada dazamInuM vrata daza varSa eTale temaNe dezanA ApatAM kahyuM. sudhI karavuM." * zuM poSavada dazamI..." "he bhavya ! asAra saMsAramAM je sAra hA, piSavada dazamIe zrI pArzvanAtha prabhune janma hoya te te dharmaja. mAnava sarve kAMI dharmathI prApta kalyANaka divasa, mAnavane manavAMchita phaLa ApanAra'' karI zake che, ane e dharmamAM paNa viveka mahatvane dhIkatI dharAne varyA jema zAMta kare tema. sUradattanA che, vivekavinA mAnava nisteja jaNAya che. dharma ane hRdayane sUrijInA zabdoe zAMta karyuM, ane teNe jene viveka vinAne mAnava. mAnava nahi paNa pazuja che, 13 rAja , dharma aMgIkAra karyo ne mana sAthe te trata karavA nirNaya mATe pratyeka jIve dharma-viveka samajI tenuM pAlana karavuM paraMtu jo jIva dharmane samaje nahi ane

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: 38 : zrI datta zeTha; vrata kare daza mahinA thai gayA, e vratanA prabhAve kAlakUTa dvIpa tarapha cAlyAM gayelAM vahANeA pAchAM AvyAM, kinAre vahANA AvatAMnA samAcAra sAMbhaLI te te pAgalanI jema tenA sevakanI sAme tAkI rahayA. A samAcAra sUradattane paheAMcADavAmAM AvyA ane raDatA avAje melyA; " bhAi du:khInI mazkarI zu karo che ? '' nAma ude. gharanA es nA zeTha, A mazkarI nathI. sAcIja vAta che, '' " hA, hA nAtha. e vAta sAcIja che. '' vacceja zIlavatI melI. jainadharmanA prabhAve pAtra vada zamInA te ApaNuM bhAgya pheravI nAMkhyu` che. ' zrI pArzvanAtha, zrI pArzvanAtha. ' sUradatta elye, tenI bhAre AMkhomAM AMsu hatAM. zIlavatAe samAcAra lAvanArane yogya satkAra karI ravAnA karyAM, te paLe teNe saradattane kahyuM; "ApaNe jyAM dhana dATavu hatu, tyAM bheAM khAdI nazIbaneA camatkAra te joie. " hA cAlA !'' C/ pati-patnI jyAM dhana dATeluM hatuM; tyAM AvI kheAdavA lAgyAM, khAdatAM temanI dRSTie pUrvanI jema sAmaiyA paDyA. " sAceja nAtha tame kareluM vrata phaLyuM, jainadhamanI ArAdhanAnA prabhAve ApaNAM du:khanA dahADA cAlyA gayA. 'hRdyane AnaMda vyakata karatAM zIlavatIe kahyuM. kharekhara mahAna purUSonA caraNe jatAM duHkha dUra * thayA vinA rahetAM nathI ." suratte kahayuM. zrI devandrasUrijInA samAgamamAM AvatAM "ka" suratta karIthI zeTha banI gayA. have e sUradatta udAra, prANI mAtrapara dhyAvALA, sAce jaita banI gayA che. tenA pratyeka zvAsamAM jaina dharmanA vijaya nAda saMbhaLAya che. jarA buddhine kasA tA ! [nIce prana pti e akSara AghA pAchA geAThavyA che. temAM AraMbhamAM, vacamAM tathA aMtamAM eka eka khAtuM khAlI rAkhyuM che, te tamAre sAme lakhelA arthanA AdhAre mAtra pAMca miniTamAM ja pUravAnu che, cAlA, tyAre jhaTa karI 1 pra--ti. svabhAva. 2 prati--. paccakkhANa, niyama. 3 --prati. hamaNAM, eka samrATa 4 pra--ti. unnati. 5 6 pra--ti. ityAdi. prati--. mUrti. 7 8 pra--ti. praNAma pra--ti. pUrNazAnti, 9 prati--. teja, kAnti. 10 pra--ti. vizvAsa, khAvI. 11 pra--ti. koI kArya mATe karAtI pratijJA 12 pra--ti. janma, utpatti, 13 prati--. meAbhA, AbarU. 14 pra--ti. prasiddhi 15 prati. yAtrA, abhiyAna. ( uttara anyatra vAMceA. ) ---vidhacandra

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dehane dApu rAmaka zrI jayabhikha zarIra e AtmAnuM ghara che; chatAM Aje gharanA mohe AtmAne mUjhavyo che, eTale dehanI khAtara mAnava jIvanamAM keTa-keTalI nabaLAIo pravezavA pAmI che, te lekhaka ahi emanI lAkSaNika , zailIye rajU kare che. lekhaka suprasiddha vArtA lekhaka che. vArtAnA saMkhyAbaMdha pustako teoe lakhyAM che. "ApaNI nIti kathAo'mAMthI A kathA atre rajU karI che, lekhakanI "jainadharmanI prANI kathAo, ane nItikathAo' kharI vAMcavA jevI che. agatarAI kasabAnuM gAma hatuM. jIvaNarAma emaNe tAbaDatoba bahAragAmathI sAro vaida mukhya hatA. emanI nAmanA aDakhe-paDakhanA teDA. vaida AvIne peTamAM duHkhatu baMdha gAmomAM khUba hatI. emaNe pitAnI ekanI thavAnI phAkIo ApI. jhADA-ulaTI rokavAnI eka dIkarInAM lagana lIdhAM. jhAjherI jAna davA ApI. vaida te bhAre hoMzI Ara nika, teDAvI, jAna AvI eTale jamaNa vagara eNe bhUkha vadhu lAge evI geLIo paNa cAle? emaNe bhAre jamaNa dIdhAM. ApI. lekone jhaTa sAruM thaI gayuM. bhUkha paNa jamaNa te kevAM? dUra-dUranA raseIyA lAgavA mAMDI, paNa jema sAruM thayuM tema rAMdhavA AvyA. ghI-telanI jANe nadIo vahI. sArU khAvAnI hoMza ane hiMmata vadhI, khAMDa ane goLanA to pahADa khaDakAyA. zAka ane caTaNI mATe te lIluDI vADIo ujajaDa thaI. batrIsa zAka ne chatrIsa bhajana ! mIThAI evI ke, jeIne peTamAM zeraDA paDe ! zAka-dALa evAM svadiSTa ke AMgaLAM karaDI khAvAnuM mana thAya. jIvaNarAme jIva paNa bhAre dAkha. AkhuM gAma dhumADA baMdha loko kahe "yAra khAone! kaMI thaze te jamADayuM. ApaNuM vaidarAja chene! pahelAM lokone mAMdA gAme paNa dAbI-dAbIne khAdhuM. eka paDavAmAM zarama lAgatI. have te vaidarAjanI TUMkamAM cAra TaMkanuM khAdhuM, paNa pA zeranuM goLIo khAvI e te moTAInI nizAnI peTa te bicAruM eTale bhAra upADatuM hoya manAvA lAgI, sAthe-sAthe phezana paNa gaNAvA eTaluM ja upADene ! keTalAkane jhADA-ulaTI lAgI. thavA lAgyAM. gAma evuM junavANI ke vaidanuM 1 jAna te thoDe daDADe vidAya thaI, paNa nAma-nizAna na maLe! lokone khAvAne casako lAgI gaye. ghera-ghera paNa jIvaNarAmano jIva bhAre udAra ! bhAta-bhAtanAM bhejana ane jAta-jAtanI ||

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: 4 : dehane dAkhuM; vAnIo thavA lAgI. pahelAM loke "dehane bhADuM zeDA vakhatathI apace e thayele, ke daza ApyA vinA kAMI chUTako che bhAI !" ema vAra jAya toya peTa sApha thAya nahi. jhADA kahIne khAtA, te have kahetA ke, bhAI! evA thAya ke, viza-vIza vAra javuM paDe, jamavA-ramavA mATe te A jIdagI che. duni- e veLA gAmanI pAdara sudhI pahoMcavuM e thAmAM mahenata peTa mATe karIe chIene! paNa bhAre paDe. le koe ghara AMgaNe jAjarU rasoImAM anna karatAM AthaNa vadhI gayAM. kaya, e gaMdakI TALavA zaherasudharAI sthApI roTa ane zAkamAM jayAM bhajana purUM thatuM lokone have rAta varata javuM paDe to tenI tyAM be zAka, judI-judI jAtanI dALa, rAItAM, ApadA TaLI, vaLI sudhArAvALAmAM khakhyA caTaNI, kacumbaranI kaDAkUTa vadhI gaI, vAnIo e naphAmAM. vadhI tema khorAka ghaTa, khAvAnI te be roTalI gAmamAM AthI bIjuM sukha vepArIone paNa A badhA caTAkA vagara gaLe na utare ! thayuM. teoe khAdhA-khorAkInA bhAva ThIkaThIka raNamAM sarItA sukAI jAya tema mana amI vadhArI mUkyA. eka jaNa vaLI bhAre hazI Ara jANe sAva zeSAI gayuM. nIkaLe. eka sArA rayAne belAvI lAvIne pelA vaidarAjane paNa A gAma gamI gayuM. taiyAra raI vecavAnI dukAna kADhI. AvI pahelA eka paNa raTI sa te gaLate khAdhA-khorAkInI taiyAra rAinI dukAna nIja tyAM Aje rejaroja apacAnA. kabajIyAtanA, hatI. pahelA mANasa gharamAM besIne khAto, jhADA-ulaTInA, mAthAnA, cakarInA, geLAnA bahAra khAvAmAM zarama anubhavato-pharatAM pharatAM daradIonI laMgAra ne laMgAra AvavA lAgI, khavAya ja kema ? eThA meDhe bahAra javAya paisADI TaMkazALa paDavA mAMDI, A joIne kema ? khAvAnuM sthaLa paNa pavitra joIe, bIjA be, cAra vaida paNa e gAmamAM AvIne khAvAnuM pAtra paNa svaccha joIe, khAtI vakhate dhAmA nAkhIne paDayA. zAMti ane ekAMta joie. anna e devatA che, mATe sArAM vastro paherI, atithine ApI eThuM na chAMDatAM jamavuM, ema teo mAnatA paNa have eja kahetA, are chaTa, khAvuM thoDuM temAM A zA cekhalIyA veDA. jIbhanA zekhIne e junavANI vicAro phagAvI dIdhA. navarA paDayA ke dukAnomAM caTApa karavA jaI pahoMce, khAtA-khAtAM kahe, yAra! hajAra mahenata karIe paNa gharanI vAnIomAM A svAda nathI AvatuM. purUSe to AvyA paNa dhIre dhIre rasoIgharanI devIo jevI Aja sudhI le ke ekavAra zauca jatA, strIo paNa AvavA lAgI, e paNa e vAnIemane tyAM kahevata hatI ke, "ekavAra yogI, che ne vakhANavA lAgI. strI ne purUSa AvyA be vAra bhegI, ane traNa vAra rogI." paNa to bALake kAI bAkI rahe! che

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AvA zokhIna gAmamAM mAla--sAmAna lAvavA-lai javA mATe meTara-khaTArA AvavA lAgyA, pachI teA suMdara meTara AvI, khUba khAnArA mANasAne cAlavAne bhAre ALasa, bhare peTe cAlavuM kaThIna lAge, merene khuba upayeAga thavA lAgyA, paga nakAmA thayA, peTa vadhavA lAgyAM, apaceA, bAdI te vAyu, gALAnA darada te ghara-gharamAM phelAi gayAM. khAvAnuM khUba ane cAlavAnu nahi, eTale mANasanA zarIranI phAMda vadhavA lagI, peTamAM vAyu thavA lAgyAM, koi vAra vAyu kALaje caDhI jAya, e veLA mANasa bebhAna jAya, enA zvAseAzvAsa paNa purA na jIva gayA ke jaze, ema AkaLavikaLa thAya, meTarA doDe ane bahAra gAmathI meATA-moTA dAkatarA Ave. thaI cAle, paNa dAkatarathI mANasa khacatA hoya teA kai mare ja nahi, mANusa jIve teA dAkataranA je-jekAra thAya, mare teA maranAranA nasIbane doSa nIkaLe. 6 kalyANa mA -eprIla : 1952 : 41 : A pachI thADA dahADe eka navA rAga dekhAyA, leAkeAnA dAMta khUba gaLyu... khAvAthI te peTamAM khAdI rahevAthI aMgaDavA lAgyA. jIvaNurAmanA pitAzrI seA varase marelA, paNa dAMtanI atrIsI akhaMDa rahelI. jIvaNurAmanA dAMta paNa kAMkarA cAve evA, pazu emanA dikarAne nAnapaNamAMthI lehI nIkaLavA mADayuM. zaheramAM eka sArA dAkatarane khatAvyu, eNe pahelAM davA karI ane pachI kahyuM. have dAMta kADhI nAMkhavA paDaze, emAM parU thayu che". * zuM juvAnImAM dAMta kADhI nAMkhavA ? e vahema junA vakhatamAM gayA. Aje te loko phezananI khAtara paNa dAMta kaDhAve che. bicArA juvAnane dAMta kaDhAvatA dhoLe dahADe tArA dekhAyA, pachI navI khatrIsI anAvI tenAthI cAvavAnuM phAvatAM divasA gayA, paNa pachI teA bhAre rUpALA lAgyA. juvAnIyAenA peTa bagaDelAM ne meAMmAM pAna-sopArI cAvIse kalAka cAlu eTale dhIre dhIre dAMta bagaDatA cAlyA. dAMttanA dAkatare peAtAnI dukAnaja tyAM kheAlI, ane eka e dAkatarAne kamANI thaI. eTale pAMcasAta AvI beThA. nA dAMta kADhIne navA o. dhamadhokAra vepAra cAlyuM.

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4ra : dehane paM; hajI A haiyA heLI cAlatI hatI. tyAM eka dahADe jIvaNarAmano bAra varSano mANasa khabara lAvyuM ke, "mukhInA ciraMjIvI vizvAsu gumAsta mAthe rAta laIne nATho. putrane vAyu hRdaya para ne mAthA para caDhI gaye jIvaNarAma bhalo mANasa hato. ene khabara che, cha vaida-dAkatara bhegA karyA che, paNa hajI. hatI ke, gumAsto karakasarIo hatuM, pachI suvANu AvI nathI. Ama banyuM kema? tyAM to hoTalavALA A jIvaNarAma doDatA ghera gayA, paNa ghera e kahe "sAheba ! mAruM nAmuM bAkI che, rAja pahoMce te pahelAM dIkarAno deha paDI gayo. caTAko karavA Avato". juvAna jodha tAjo ja paraNAvele ! gharamAM pAnavALe Avyo e kahe, "roja cAra ANuM vaLIne AvelI bALa gabharU putravadhU! vAra pAna khAto ne sIgAreTanA TesaDA karato, AkhA gAmamAM kALe bekAso paDI gayo zuM kaLi.. pAna vinA khAdhu heThe na utaratuM ne mArI kALa AvyuM che. have te akALa maraNa thavA sIgAreTa vinA te ene jhADoja na thatuM. lAgyAM, juvAna jodha phATI paDavA lAgyA, ane kaMdoI AvyuM e kahe, "roja rAte eka emAMya gajA saMpattavALAne tyAMja kALo kera ! paDIo mIDAIne ne eka pharasANano te khareja, lADI, vADI ne gADIvALAne tyAMja akALa maraNa.' e kaheto ke, khAdhuM eTaluM mArA bApanuM ! . A pUrva janmanAM pApa nahi to bIjuM zuM ? pachI kaI sAthe baMdhAvavAnuM nathI. . . gAmamAM eka mahIne zaka rahyA, keTalAya kAchIya Avye e kahe, "sAheba! tamArA lIdhe lagna vivAha aTakayA, Dhela nizAna. munIma sAhebane be zAka, kothamarI, maracA, kevA? ramaNa-jamaNa kevAM, jIvaNarAmate jIvatA Adu, phudIne te roja joIe, pattaravelIA marelA jevA thaI gayA. mATe aDavInAM pAnane khAsa orDara ! je bhAve maLe e bhAve purAM pADavAnAM mAruM ? kerI pakavavAnI rIta. khAtuM ThIkaThIka moTuM karyuM che. pitA-pUchI-pUchIne te mAruM mAthuM pakavI tyAM te kaNa Ave e kahe, pahelAM | nAkhyuM. to munima maNa bAjarI, pAMca zera dALa, putra-he, pitAjI pUchavAthI mAthuM pAkI jAya ane bazera mIThuM laI jato paNa hamaNAMthI - kharuM? te bhAremAM bhAre ghauM, bAsamatI cokakhA ne pitA-(cIDAIne) hA. mazAlA-kasAlAne sumAra nahi. pahelAM te putra-to pachI A vakhate kerI gALAmAM kerIne bhAI sAheba vAra parabe geLa khAtA, have ghAsamAM nAMkhavAne badale ApaNe pUchI khAMDa, sAkara vagara ghA karatA nahatA ! pUchIne ja pakavI nAMkhIye to kema? - tyAM vaida Ave e kahe, "roja savAra nA putra--(tALI pADIne) to to bahu sAruM. sAMja khAdhuM pacavAnI phAkI levA Avate. ApaNe pUchIe ne kerI pAkI jAya to hamaNAM-hamaNuM gesa caDato. te bhAremAM bhAre te rasa khAvAnI bahu majA paDe. : davA laI jato.

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saMsAra............zrI ramaNikalAla pI. dezI aneka viSamatAo saMsAramAM romera bharI paDelI che. tene samabhAvapUrvaka sahavAnI tAkataja saMsArane zAMttimaya banAvI mUke che. A vastu lekhake ahiM raju karI che. lekhakane lakhavAno zokha che. "kalyANa" pratye temane lAgaNI che. A rIte lekhanavyavasAya teo cAlu rAkhe ema ApaNe IcchIzuM. ke pAtra paricaya : kilAcaMda zeTha, vimalA-zeThANa giradhara- temano prathama putra. rameza-bIjo putra. mukeza-trIjo putra, gulAba-gIradharanI patnI, mAlatI ramezanI patnI, caMpA-mukezanI patnI, maMchA-gulAbanI putrI, dilIpa-ramerAne pUtra. [sUryapura nagaramAM AvelI dhanajI poLamAM kalA- vimalA tame paNa ThIka lAge che. trIsa varase caMda zeTha pitAnA baMgalAmAM beThelA che, eTalAmAM ApaNe tyAM maganalAla zeTha pUchavA AvyA temAM vaLI temanAM patnI vimalA temanI pAse Ave che.] cenacALa zI karavI, ane gIradhara paNa AvA vimalA :-sAMbhaLe che ke ? gharanuM kAmakAja kAmamAM zuM jANe. khAnadAna mANase che, te karo patAvIne bAjunA paDezIone maLavA gaelI tyAM kaMkunA, sArA kAmamAM DhIla zI ? paDezIo ApaNA gAradhara mATe kahevA lAgyA ke, [ paDado paDe che ] gIradharate trIsa varasano thayo chatAM temanA mA-bApanI praveza 2 je AMkha ughaDatI nathI. bhale, gIradhara trIsa varasano [ kalAcaMda zeTha. vimaLA zeThANI ane gIradhara ane gAmaDAmAM rahIne gamAra jevo hoya paraMtu bIcArA baMgalAmAM besIne ramezanA vevizALanI vAtacIta kare meze zuM gu karyo che, ke tene paNa 25 varSa che ane gIradharanA patnI eka putrIne janma Ape che.] thavA chatAM tenuM sagapaNa kayAMI karatA nathI, te te - kIlAcaMda-Aje ApaNo rameza inTarapAsa ja kolejamAM bhaNe che ane huMzIyAra che. thayAnA samAcAra tArathI Avela che. ramezane mATe kIbAyalane zuM khabara paDe. i te pADozI zrImaMta ane khAnadAna mANasa vevizALa mATe Ave kIdhA kare, zuM mArA khyAlamAM nahI hoya ? gIradhara che, huM te javAba daI daIne thAkyo ane ghaNA mATe gaI kAle ja mArA eka vepArI mitra maganalAla mANasane nIrAza karavA paDayA che. bIpInacaMdra berItemanI putrI gulAba mATe pUchavA Avela, paraMtu te sTaranI putrI mAlatI hAlamAM ja meTrIka pAsa thaI che, jarA abhaNu che ane jarA cIDIyA svabhAvanI che. temanA pUjya pitAzrIe mane rameza mATe vAtacIta eTale mAruM mana mAnatuM nathI. karela che, te tAruM dhyAna zuM paDe che ? vimaLA'- ApaNA gIradhara kayAM bhaNelo che. vimalA-moTA gharanI chokarI ApaNe nathI I...te ApaNe ghare Avaze eTale enI meLe badhuM joitI. ghamaMDe ane TApaTIpavALI chokarI ApaNA samajatI thaI jaze. keInA zIkhavADethI DuMka AvaDe gharanuM zuM kAma karI zake ? bhaNelI hoya te zuM thaI che. re'tAM retAM zIkhI javAze. huM paNa thoDuM ja gayuM. ApaNe te gharanuM kAmakAja karI zake tevI chokarI zIkhIne AvelI ? joIe. bhale ! gulAba gAmaDAnI rahI paNa gharanuM kalAcaMda:-ThIka tyAre ! paNa jamAno badalAI kAma kevuM kare che ? gayo che te te tuM jANe che ne ? ApaNe gIradharane gIradha2-te ApaNe A bAbatamAM ramezane elAvIne temane kanyA saMbaMdhamAM vAta kare che, pachI pUchI joIe ane mAlatIne joyA pachI je tenuM ApaNe AgaLa vAta vadhArIe te ThIka. dhyAna paDatuM hoya te ApaNe vicAra karIe.

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ApaNe gAmaDAvALAne teA jevuM hoya tevuM cAle paraMtu AjanA kolejamAM bhaNatA chokarAne chekarI dekhADIne pachIja AgaLa vAta calAvavAmAM majhA, vevizALanAM kAma che eTale badhA vicAra karavA joie [ traNe sammata thAya che-ramezane khelAve che ] kIbhAca'-rameza, tuM AjJAMkita pUtra che, chatAM jamAnAne anusarIne amAre tane pUchavuM joie ke tArI kolejamAM bhaNatI khIpInacaMdranI putrI mAlatI viSe tArA zuM abhiprAya che ? rameza-pItAzrI, mane emAM zuM pUchyuM ? [mukha upara hAsya chavAi jAya che. ] kIlAcaM-kaMi nahI, tuM tAre jA have. phakta tArA vicAra jANI levA khelAvyA hatA. gIradhara-ApA, ema utAvaLA thAva mAM ! Aje ApaNI sthiti sArI che, kAle vakhata mALe Ave tyAre AvA meATAdharanI heAkarI sAcavavI bhAre paDe, bIjA cheAkarA sAthe jematema vAtacIta karavI, lAjamaryAdA cheDI devI, AvI paisAdAranI bhaNelI cheAkarIAne Teva hoya che, zmAnA karatAM gAmaDAnI chokarI sArI. kIlAcaMdu-jamAnA pramANe gAmaDAnI chekarI ApaNA * rameza jevA bhaNelA-gaNelA chekarAne na game, kAraNa ke eTaluM bhaNyA-gaNyo te emane lAyaka pAtra gotavu joie. vaLI ApaNA vakhata kharAma Ave tyAre pesAdArane dhare sabaMdha bAMdhavAthI sAre-mALe vakhate kAma lAge ane AvA moTA dhare sabaMdha AMdhavAthI ApaNI pAMca jagyAe vAta thAya. vimaLA-( gIradharane ) tArA bApujI kahe te mane kharAkhara gaLe utaryuM. ApaNe ramezane ane mAlatIne maLAvI daie ane ekabIjA a'daro aMdara samajI le eTale pAchaLathI koine kahevApaNuM na rahe. kIlAcaMdru-( vimaLAne ) tane paNa jamAnAnI asara thai kharI, have ApaNe dhara u pAna kahevA e ApaNe to lIlIvADIe joine jaie eTale dhaNu. gIradhara-je karo te vicArIne karo, jethI pastAvuM na paDe. [ paDade paDe che ] kalyANa mA -aprIla : 1952 : 45 : praveza 3 jo [ rameza zuTa ane TAi lagAvIne bIpInacaMdranA dIvAnakhAnAmAM jAya che. ] bIpInacaMdra-padhAro mahAzaya, majhAmAM che ne ? meza-ApanI kRpAthI dareka kuzaLa che ! (bIpInacaMdranAM patnI ramezane dhArI dhArIne nihALe che. bIpInacaMdra rasADAmAM AvIne mAlatIne pANInA glAsa laIne ramezane maLavA javAnuM kahe che. mAlatI zaramAya chaeN, chatAM pANInA glAsa lAvIne rameza samakSa ubhI rahe che. ) mAlatI-hu' te| vicAra karatI hatI ke pahelAM tame khelaze ? rameza-huM paNa vicAramAM hata. ( ane hase che, pAchu mauna ) mAlatI-bApujIe mArUM sagapaNu ApanI sAthe karavAnA vicAra karela che, temAM Apane zuM abhiprAya che ? rameza-thoDAka TAima pahelAM jyAre kaoNlejamAM tamArA-tAro paricaya thayela tyArathI kANu jANe mane tamArAmAM-tArAmAM je premanI bhAvanAe me joi ane kudaratI rIteja mArUM hRdaya tArA-tamArA tarapha AkarSAtuM. mAlatIH- have jAva jAya, tame atyAthIja mame kalpanAnA tara Mge caDhAvA che, paNa ApaNe lagnamAM parimazuM. tyAre khAtrI thaze, ke tamArA vicA AkAza kusumavata jevA hatA ke vAstavika hatA ? ThIka ! huM jaiza, kalAcaMda zeThanA baMgalAmAM gIradhara ane gulAma vAtacIta kare che. gIradhara ; gulAba, ANe tyAM cuMdaDI oDhanAra putrIne janma thayo. gulAma :-tame mAtAnI mamatA zuM jANA ? ApaNe tyAM te lakSmInA vAsa thayA che. mAtAne mana dIkarI eTale paganI lAkaDI, mAtAne sAcA prema dIkarI upara vadhAre hoya che. mArI macchA te mAja che. gIradhara :-ramezanuM sagapaNa pelA paisAdAra zeTha bIpInacaMdranI dIkarI mAlatI sAthe thAya che, temAM tArUM zuM dhyAna paDe che ?

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: 46 : saMsAra ; * - gulAba :-meM mArI sAsu pAsethI A vAta atyArathI ja bAla mAnasa upara tamArI AvI raheNIsAMbhaLI che, paNa tame kaMi nahi belatA, e bane jema karaNanI asara thAya te bhaviSyamAM temane ja sahana karavuM hoya tema kare, ane ramezanuM jema dhyAna paDatuM karavAnuM rahe che. hoya tema karavA deje. gulAba-tame te moTI moTI vAta kare che, : gIradhara-A zuM bole che? rameza e ApaNo paNa tamane culo phukatA, daraNuM daLatA, pANI bharatA 'bhAI nathI ? i te hajI chokarUM che, tene zuM te AvaDatuM nathI. zAka ane dALa paNa copaDImAM khabara paDe? A badhuM te ApaNeja karavuM joIene! vAMcIvAMcIne banAve che te paNa tamane kyAM tamArI vaLI bApa te gharaDA thayA eTale badhuM te atyAre mAe zIkhavADyuM che ? - ApaNAja upara rahyuMne ? mAlatI-(gusse thaine) bhAbhIjI, meM te saMsthAnA - gulAba- tamane ThIka lAge tema karo. paNa tamAruM hita mATe tamane zIkhAmaNa ApI temAM mane keTalA dhyAna rAkhaje. tame bALa-baccAvALA eTale badhe meNAM mAryA ? ane mArA pujya mAtuzrIne uddezIne vicAra karIne kAma levAnuM che. moTA gharanI dIkarI zA mATe jema phAve tema bolo cho ? AvI rIte ApaNe ghera Ave,ene jevuM tevuM na cAle vaLI tame ja manapasaMda balavuM te tamArI lAyakAta nathI, tamArI gaI kAle kahetA hatA ke hamaNuM dhaMdhAnI sarakhAI nathI mAnavatA nathI. ane ramezanI kolejanI phIno kharace paNa mAthe paDe che, gulAba-nAne peTa moTI vAta, Aje tamArA te pachI rameza upara atyArathIja aMkuza rAkhaje. jeThane kahevA de! ramezabhAIne tame ja bolatA baMdha karI gIradhara :- e te badhuM ghIne ghADave ghI paDI raheze. dIdhA. bIcArA tamArA jeTha ATa-ATalI mahenata kare enA nasIbe vaLI ethIya sAruM thaI jaze. che tyAre mAMDa purU thAya che, ane mArA dIyarane istrI piDado paDe che.] TAITa kapaDAM, hoTalomAM meDI rAta sudhI pharavuM, A (praveza 4 tho) badhuM joIe che, ApaNane ema ke eka bIjAne [ rameza ane mAlatI lagnagraMthIthI joDAya che. manadu:kha thAya tevuM keNa bole ? thoDAka divasa AnaMdathI pasAra thAya che. gulAba [bhAlatI ramezane kahe che, gulAba 5Na gIradharane ane mAlatI vacce maMcchA mATe jhadhaDo thAya che. pharIyAda kare che, gIradhara vicArazIla mANasa che, maMchA bimAra paDe che. ] nAnAbhAIne bolAvIne zIkhAmaNa Ape che, derANImAlAtI:- bhAbhIjI, tame tamArAnI saMbhALa na jeThANIne jhadhaDAnI vAta sAsu-sasarAnA sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave che, bannene bahuja du:kha thAya che. ] rAkho tethI chekarA upara paNa kevI asara thAya, ane kevA saMskAra paDe. tame tamArA zarIrane sApha nathI sa, sI kalAcaMda: [vimaLAne)-gulAba te pahelethI ja karatA, tethI zarIranI suvALAza vadhAvAne badale cAmaDI IrSyALu che paNa mAlatI te bhaNelI-gaNelI che, tene vadhAre gaMdI thatI jAya che. maMchAne paNa navarAvI- te samajavuM joIene ? dhavarAvIne svaccha rAkhatA hete kaMI paNa roga zAno vimaLA:-gulAba hajI vALI vaLe paNa bhAlaAve ? : : tIne kaMI kahevAya che ? ramezane sAva badalI nAkhe, - - : gulAba- mAre tyAM Aje kaMI navuM DuM che. . Akho divasa tenI pAchaLaja divAna thaIne phare che. e chokarA che, cAlyA kare, e te enI meLe maTA (rameza Ave che.) thaI jaze. kIlAcaMda: rimezane gaI kAle zuM hatuM ? derANI* , mAlatI A tamArI mAnyatAja beTI che. mA- jeThANIne zA mATe laDavuM paDayuM ? jhaghaDo karavAmAM - bApanA saMskAra pAmelAM bALako jyAM jAya tyAM tenI zuM phAyado ? tAre tArI bhAbhIne samajAvavI joIe suvAsa maghamaghAvI de. maMchA te parAI lakSmI kahevAya, ane vahune paNa samajAvavI joIe ne !

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kalyANa mArca-eprIla : 1952 47 : rameza-pitAjI! mArI patnI bIkula nirdoSa che, mAlatI tamane hajI paNa tamArI bhAbhI tene kaMI vAMka hoya ane huM kahuM te te ThIka, paNa vahAlI lAge che. rAtre caMpAvahue temanI AMkhe vinA vAMke Thapako Apavo eno artha zuM che? corI karatAM joyela che. mArI vAta te tame zAmAM bhAbhI tenI sAthe samajaNapUrvaka kAma le te jhaghaDAne sAcI mAne ? huM te temane hajAravAra kahIne kI prata kyAMthI upasthita thAya. ke A gharamAM rahevAmAM majhA nathI, paNa tamane zuM [ gIradharane bolAve che, gIradhara Ave che.] vAM ? Akho divasa gharamAM kAmakAja karavA chatAM kIlAcaMda - beTA gIradhara, tuM be veNa jarA kayAMye zAMti che ? zuM ApaNe A rIte jIvavAne gulAbane kahete rahe, najIvA kaMkAsathI eka-bIjAne lAyaka chIe ? du:kha thAya ane be jagyAe ApaNI vAta thAya, 2meza-mAruM magaja kaMI kAma karatuM nathI, temAM khAnadAnI zI ? mAlatI ? kharekhara huM tane khuzI nathI karI zakaze, gIradharA-sArUM bApA. (paDado paDe che) Ajeja meTAbhAIne kahI dauM chuM, AvA rejanA praveza 5 mora jhaghaDA zA kAmanA ? ' [ kalAcaMdanA patnI svargavAsI thAya che. temanA mAlatI:-nA, nA, evuM zuM kAma karavuM joie. trIjA putra mukezane temanI ja jJAtinA eka khAnadAna samajAvavAno prayAsa karaze te te sai sukhI thaze ane madhyamavarganA kuTuMbanA somacaMda nAmanA eka paNa samajavAno prayAsa karyA kare che ? vaNikanI putrI caMpAnI sAthe lagna thAya che, mAlatI [mAlanI jAya che, ane gIradhara mukeza Ave. che] eka putrane janma Ape che, jenuM nAma dilIpa rameza:-moTAbhAI, A jIvanathI have bIlakula rAkhavAmAM Ave che, caMpA bahuja saraLa dilanI che, kaMTALI gayo chuM. bhUla game tenI hoya paNa mAre eka mAlatI sAtheno sahavAsa temane khUba game che. tenI mInITe A gharamAM have rahevuM nathI. gaIkAle mAlatImo sAthe rahevAmAM jamAnAne anukuLa banI rahevAze tevI hAra mArI bhAbhIe begamAMthI corI lIdhe te caMpAe mAnyatA dharAve che. gulAba ane mAlatIne kaMkAsa joyuM tyAre khabara paDI. kharekhara ! mArI bhAbhIthI te dhIre dhIre vadhatuM jAya che, mAlatInI begamAMthI have tebA thaI gayo chuM. sonAno hAra guma thAya che.] gIradhara-bhAI, tArI vAta sAva sAcI che. mAre mAlatI [caMpAne tame mAre hAra joyo che ? rojanuM thayuM. huM paNa samajAvIne thAkayo, paNa mAne caMpA:-bhAbhI, meM joyela nathI, paraMtu meTI nahIM tenuM zuM thAya ? bhAbhIne gaI kAle rAtre tamArI bega najIka kaMika mukeza-meTAbhAI caMpAM paNa mane emaja kahetI saMtADatAM jAyela hatA, tame mAruM nAma na letAM, huM hatI ke bhAbhI te rAkSasa che rAkSasa, koNa jANe vAMkAmAM AvI jaIza. pUrvamAM zuM pApa karyo haze, te AvI nAgaNa paNe | mAlatI ghaNA divasathI te mArI pAchaLa palle AvI ? paDela che, Aje huM barAbara karIza. (paDado paDe che ke - rimeza Ave che, caMpA jAya che. praveza 6 The mAlatI:-joyAne tamArI bhAbhInAM parAkramo, (rameza, mukeza, mAlatI ane caMpA sAthe rahe che, gaI kAle rAtre mArI begamAMthI senAno hAra upADI ane gIradharathI judA thAya che, bIjI bAju gIradharanA gayA, tenI tamane khabara che ? bApa vRdhdhAvasthAne laIne narama-garama rahyA kare che ane ramezaH-ema utAvaLA thaIne A5 na mUkIe. gIradharanI sAthe rahe che. gIradharane rameza ane mukezane bhAbhIne pUchI joyA pachI khabara paDe, paNa teM ghare pAchA laI AvavAnuM kahe che. pitAzrInI tabIyata tArI AkhI bega joI athavA te bIje kayAMI sArI nathI. eTale ramezane ane mukezane bolAve che. mUkAI gayuM hoya tene tane khyAla che ? baMne bhAIo Ave che )

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: 48 : saMsAra ; kilAcaMda-(rameza ane mukezane) beTAo, moTAbhAInI chatrachAyA nIce rahIne ame amAruM jIvana mAre gharaDe ghaDapaNa judA cUlA javAno vakhata Avyo. pasAra karazuM. tame koI jAtanI ciMtA rAkhazo nahI. himezAM eka bIjA saMpathI rahezo te sukhI thaze. gIradharanI AMkhamAM hetanAM AMsu Ave che). - gIradhare bIcAre AkhI jIMdagI vaitarA karIne tamane kIlAca-beTA ! tamArUM.. kalyANa thAo lAIne caDAvyA. Aje gIradharane paNa sarakhAI rahetI ane sukhethI rahe...gIradhare pitAne ... svArtho ... nathI. kAle savAre tenuM paNa prANapaMkherU uDI jaze mUkIne... AtmasamarpaNa...kayuM... teja pATha tame : tyAre gulAba ane maMcchanuM koNa? teno vicAra karyo humArA.. baccAone zikhavatA...rahejo . have.. che? kAle gIradharanI vahu gulAba khubaja raDI. tene saMpIne rahejo.. tenI bhUlane pastA yAda AvyuM ane gIradharane (kIlAcaMda zeTha mRtyu pAme che ) tamane pAchA bolAvavA kahyuM che, tethI meM tamane [ dareka bhAIo bhegA thAya che. mAlatI ane caMpA bolAvyA che, beTAo jAva ane A gharamAM pharI gulAba bhAbhIne page lAge che. gulAbane sAcI vastunuM vasavATa karo ane saMpathI dareka jaNa raho. huM te bhAna thAya che. jamAnAne anurUpa na banI temAM ha...ve...lAM.. bu...jI...va...vA.........na...thI keTaluM sahana karavuM paDayuM te samajAya che. mAlatI rameza-bApujI, amane amArI e bhUla samajANI pAsethI Adhunika duniyAnuM jJAna le che ane te pramANe che. yuvAnInA ghamaMDe ame amArI pharaja cukyA. te AcaraNa kare che ane dareka kuTuMbIjane AnaMdathI ' Aje moTAbhAInI A dazA joine amane ghaNo ja rahe che. dilIpa ane maMchAnA lagna sArI jagAe pastAvo thAya che, moTA bhAbhInI sthiti joIne ghaNIja dhAmadhumathI patAve che.]. amane ghaNuM ja lAgI Ave che. ame traNe aMdaro- (paDado paDe che ) aMdara samajIne gametema calAvaze, paNa sAthe raheze. kharekhara samatA.. jyAM.. saM5... tyAM... zAMti tuM tArUMja tapAsa !!! are! adhama ! abhimAnathI, para nava deSa prakAza vi cA pI ne viveka thI, tuM tAruM ja ta pa sa. 1 manuSya janma murakha ! jaze, TAla karamane trAsa; pachI parano pratibadha kara, tuM tArUM ja tapAsa. 2 pAmara maNuM! prathama kara, vIra vacana vizvAsa; na kare te narake jaze, tuM tAruM ja. tapAsa. 3 guNa avaguNa che keTalA, tuja mAhe teha vicAra balya bela bIjA pachI, tuM tAruM ja tapAsa. 4 para niMdAthI tuM naphaTa ! pAmIza nArakAvAsa; DhAMkI guNa avaguNa lahI, tuM tAruM ja tapAsa. 5 jJAna dIpaka manama dire, kara prakaTI ujAza; aMdhAzamAM AthaDe, tuM tAruM ja tapAsa. 6 para avaguNa ucarIza nahiM, kahe che kezavadAsa; karaze te bharaze sahI, tuM tArUM ja tapAsa. 7 zrI devacaMda karazanajI-rAdhanapura

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IrSyAno Ataza........ pU. paMnyAsa zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivara varSa 8 nA aMka 11 thI AgaLa- IrSyAe bhayaMkara jhera che. enAthI bharelo mAnava, bIjAnuM kharAba karavA chatAM aMte pite khUvAra thAya che. lalitAMgane tejapa karavAmAM sajjanane hAthanAM karyA haiye vAge che. e vastu A saMvAda ApaNane kahI jAya che. lekhaka mahArAjazrInI lekhana zailIthI "kalyANa" nA vAcako suparicIta che. teo saraLa, svaca7 zailImAM sAruM lakhI zake che. mAsikanA utkarSamAM teozrI sAre rasa dharAve che.. praveza ja che. sajjana : (lalitAMgane) kema rAjakumAra ! have (nAnuM gAmaDuM, cerApara gAmanA mahAjananA te hamajAya che ne? jagatamAM jaya dharmano nahi mANase beThA-beThA gapATA mArI rahyA che. zAmaLa adhamaeNneja che, mATe tamArI zarata pramANe badhuM zeTha, rAghava zeTha, zivalAla beThA che. sajjana ane soMpI de ! kumAra tyAM mahAjana pAse Ave che) lalitAga-bhAI sajjana ! tane huM atyAra zAmaLa zeTha: (AMkhe bhALI zakatA nathI, te sudhI sajana nAma je guNIyala mAnate hate. hAthanI chAjalI karIne) koNa che ! I badhA ? Aje mAro e bhrama bhAMgI gayo. bAkI duniyA sajana : jayajaya, zeTha ! kema majAmAM chene? Aje game te kahe paNa dharma eja kharo che. te mane rAdhavalAla : (banene) kema bhAIo, ajANyA A badhA vastra-alaMkAronI kAMI jarUra nathI, dharmAnI lAge che ? kema AvavuM thayuM ! kaMI kAma hoya Teka khAtara badhuM phanA karavA huM taiyAra chuM, te khuzIthI kaheje. (lalitAMga potAnAM vastro.-alaMkAre tathA badhuM sajana : e te ame paradezI musApharo kADhIne Ape che. sAmAnya sevakane veva paherIne chIe. rastAmAM amAre bannene vAdavivAda thayo eTale AgaLa cAle che.) ame tamArI pAse nyAya levA AvyA chIe. sajajana : kema kumAra ! have te badhuM svAma zivalAla : Ave, bese, je nIyAya joIne jAya chene, ke sAcuM zuM che ! duniyAnA DAhyA hoya te amArA (zAmaLa zeThane) A zeTha Apaze, mA je kahe che, tenA para paNa haju zradhdhA nathI bhagavAnanA gharanA mANasa che. ho, tama-tamAre je AvatI ! kahevuM hoya te ahiM kayo ! lalitAga ;-bhAI sajjana ! tArI A badhI sajajana : (zAmaLa zeThane) zeTha, amAro sAce vAte pANIne valovavA jevI che, mArI dharma pratyenI nyAya karaje ! A jagatamAM Aje dharmane jAya che. zraddhAne ethI heja paNa AMca nathI AvavAnI, e ke adharmane ? je heya te kahejo; ba (lalitAMga) tAre nizcitapaNe jANI levuM. amAro mitra mAnatA nathI. sajajana : ThIka kumAra ! haju tamane zradhdhA zAmaLa zeTha :-bhAIo ! kharI vAtamAM na thatI hoya te ApaNe AgaLa koIne pUchI joIze, khAra zo ? meM A duniyAmAM ghaNA anubhave karyA. belA, che kabula ? A mAthAnA kALA maTIne dhaLA thayA. Aje te ' lalitAga :-bhAI dharma eja satya che. ene mAI, dhamanuM koI nathI, jayAM tyAM adharmanI bela. mATe kAMI pUchavAnuM hoyaja nahi, hAthanA kaMkaNane bAlA che, je che te meM tamane kahI dIdhuM. ArasInI jarUra na hoya. dhava zeTha :-hA, bhAI, amArA gAmanuM gala' sajajana :-ThIka paNa kumArazrI kadAca tamAre mANaha e che, je kahe che. e kharUM che ? Aje pApI khoTuM Thare che ? mANase phAvI jAya che, ane sAcA mANase mare che, lalitAga-sajajana dharma kadi kAle khATo thAyaja

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: 50 : ISyane Ataza; nahi. dharmanI khAtara amArI be AMkhe, mAthuM ke praveza 5 mo. mAruM zarIra soMpavA taiyAra chuM. (caMpAnagarIne rAjamahela, lahi tAMgakumAra tyAM sajajana :- ke tyAre, tame hAre te tamAre rAjAne jamAI banyuM che. vananI vanaspatine aMjatamArI A be AMkho kADhI ApavI. vAthI AMbo na ! AvI che, tyAMnI rAjakumArInI 2. lalitAga -kabUla, kabUla! zurA mukhameM kahe, AMkho sArI karI paraNe che, arthe rAjya paNa tenA kadi na phegaTa heya. bhAgamAM AvyuM che.) (rastAmAM eka gAma Ave che, gAmanA corA (caMpAnA rAjAne maMtrI, lalitAMga rAjakumAra) para be jaNe beThA che, eka jarAkaraNa zeTha ne bIjA maMtrI -rAjakumAra ! Apa kharekhara bhAgyazAlI che AzA zeTha. sajajana tathA kumAra tyAM Ave che) che, caMpAnagaOAnuM rAjya ane rAjakumArInuM pANI sajajana -kema zeThajI ? majAmAM che ne ? grahaNa, A badhI bhAgyanI lIlA che. jazakaraNa -koNa che alyA! kema bhAI! kaye lalItAMga-maMtrIzvara ! saMsAramAM pratyeka AtmAnA gAmethI Ave che? jIvanamAM A puNya-pApanA yogeja bhAgya avanavI sajajana-e zeThajI! ame dUra-dUrathI AvIe bAjI khele che. chIe. paraMdezI musAphare chIe. ( eTalAmAM rAjarastA parathI eka cIMtharehAla AzAzeTha hA, bApa Ave bese, kAMI kAma- bhikSaka cAlyA jAya che, peTano khADe UMDA utarI kAja heya te tama-tamAre sukhethI kaheje ! gayA che, meMDhApara mAMkhIo baNabaNI rahI che, lali sajajana:-kAma te khAsa kAMI nathI, paNa tAMganI najara te tarapha jAya che, te bhikhArIne amAro nyAya tamArI pAse karAve che, (lalitAMga) oLakhI kADhe che. pitAnA sevakane belAvI bhikSukane A mAro mitra mArI sAthe che. amAre vAdavivAda upara bolAve che, pele bhikhArI lalitAMga pAse thaye che, mATe nyAya kare ! zeThajI ! sAcuM kahejo, Ave che. ) jagatamAM dharmane jAya che ke adharmane ? lalitAMga- ( bhikSukane) kema? alyA kAMI ke jAkaraNa:-bhAIo, emAM pUchavAnuM zuM hoya, oLakhANa paDe che ke ? Aja kAla te jyAM ja tyAM adharma mahAle che, bhikhArI-he bApajI, tamane koNa nathI oLakhatuM ane dharmane te koI pUchatuM e nathI. dhoLe divase sUrajadAdAnI oLakha ApavAnI hoya ke (sajajana ane lalitAMga tyAMthI nIkaLe che) bApA sajajana -kema kumAra ! have sAcuM hamajAya che. lalitAga-nahi, huM e badhuM tane nathI pUchatA, ne ! tamArI vAta khoTI che, chatAM tamane ATalo huM e pUchuM chuM ke, tuM lalitAMga rAjakumArane oLakhe badho durAgraha kema che ? che kharo ke? babitAMga-bhAI! mArI dharmazraddhA nizcaLa che, [ sAMbhaLatAM ja bhikhArInI baMne AMkhomAM pI-daDaene pheravavAnI kedanI tAkAta nathI. daDa AMsu vahI jAya che. ] - sajajana:-(kAMIka kaDaka banIne) te kumAra pratijJA bhikhArI-hA, bApajI hA, lalitAMga rAjakumAra pramANe tamArI AMkho kADhI Ape. mArA paramapakArI che, e te deva jevA moTA mANasa lalitAMga-(hAthamAM charI laIne) le bhAIle che, huM te pApI nAlAyaka chuM, emanA mAthApara meM huM badhuM laI zakIza paNa mAre dharma ane mArI pApIe duHkhanA jhADa ugADavAmAM kAMi bAkI rAkhyuM Taka levAnI tAkAta kaImAM nathI. (olIne AMkho nathI ? eTaleja mAruM pApa Aje pIMpaLe caDIne kADhI Ape che, AMdhaLo banIne khADAmAM paTakAya che) pikAre che. (bolatAM bolatAM bhikhArInI AMkhamAMthI (te veLA AkAzamAMthI phulanI vRSTi thAya che) codhAra AMsuo vahI jAya che.)

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kalyANa mArca-eprIla : 195ra : para: lalitAMga-bhAI sajjana ! banavAkALa hatuM te mahArAjA-(sAMbhaLIne duHkhI banIne) he, eNe badhuM banI gayuM: have e gaI gujarI bhUlI jAva; mArI dIkarIno bhava bagADo, mArUM kuLa boluM', (sajanane AzvAsana ApIne lalitAMga sArAM vastro, arara! AzuM thavA beThuM che. have te mAre e navuM makAna tene mATe sagavaDa karI Ape che.) jamAI naja joIe - sajajana-(manamAM mahaTathI) vAha, mAro beTa (sajjana pitAnI mAyAjALa AbAda patharAelI lalitAMga jabaro nIkaLe. meM enI AMkho kADhI joI rahyAMthI nIkaLe che. ) nAMkhI teye eNe te ahiM AvIne jamAvyuM. paNa matrIzvara-mahArAja! Ama utAvaLA na thAo, hue enA mAthAno chuM, ene paNa khabara pADI dau, je avasare je ucita haze te badhuM thaze, utAvaLe huM sarjana chuM. mane lAga maLe eTalI ja vAra che. AMbA na pAke. ( eTalAmAM rAjAne duta sajanane bolAvavA mahArAjA-maMtrI ! mAre e jamAI naja Ave che ) joIe evA nIcakulanA mANasane mArI dIkarI ApI rAjasevaka-sajjanasiMhajI ! Apane rAjA have jIMdagI sudhI mAre lokApavAda nathI sAMbhaLave, sAheba khAsa bolAve che. (maMtrI rajA le che, rAjA pitAnA sevako pAse (lANa ma mAnI manamAM phalA sajajana rAja hahata mAravAne mArA reke che) darabAramAM dAkhala thAya che. caMpAnagarInA rAjA jita | (sAMjanA samaye; lalitAMga potAnA AvAsamAM zatru sabhAmAM beThA che. maMtrIzvara paDakhe che.) beThe che, pAse sajjana che, eTalAmAM rAjadUta lalitAMga sajana-jaya he. rAjAdhirAja jitazatru mahI- kumArane bolAvavA Ave che. ) rAjana ! kema mahArAjA ! Ape mane yAda karyo ? rAjaduta-kumAra sAheba! mahArAjA Apane mahArAjA-hA, sajjanakumAra ! tamArI pAsethI maLavA mATe bolAve che. mAre kAMIka jANavuM che, vArU lalitAMga kumArane ane | (lalitAMga vicAra kare che, atyAre game tevuM tamAre koI saMbaMdha kharo ? kAma hoya toye rAjadarabAramAM sAMjanA samaye javuM sajajana-(moko maLyo che, mAnIne ThAvake meDha) dIka nathI.) mahArAja ! e vAta javAde, junI vAtenA pipaDAo sAjana-kumAra tame tyAre bese. huM ja tamAre ukheDavAmAM mAla nathI. taraphathI rAjAne malI AvuM. maMtrIzvara-nA, nA. sajanasiMhajI. ema nahi je hoya te bedhaDakapaNe kahI do, jethI amane samajaNa (manamAM mahAlate sajajana tyAMthI vidAya thAya . lalitAMganuM kAsaLa kADhavAnI duSTa vRttimAM ramate sajajana-te mahArAjA ! Apano Agraha che. sajajana jyAM rAjakAramAM praveza kare che, eTalAmAM enA mAthA para cemerathI rAjAe lalitAMgane mAravA eTale mAre na chUTake, badhuM kahevuM paDe che. rAjana-lalitAMga! e rAjakumAra nathI, paNa rAkhelA bhArAonI talavAra jhIMkAya che.) mAro nokara che, amArA gAmanA zeThanI dAsIno putra che. mArA-ThIka, harAmI lAgamAM AvI gayo. ame baMne paradeza nIkaLelA, rastAmAM dage karIne mane basa, pUraja karI nAMkho. ene jaMgalamAM rakhaData mU. bAda huM ahiM Avyo. (sajjana tyAM DhaLI paDe che, hAthanAM karyA enI pila bahAra paDI na jAya, mATe Aje e mane sajjanane haiye vAge che Ama malina hRdayane sajA A rIte sAcave che. IrSAnA AtazamAM pite ja saLagI mare che.) paDe.

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cha gAunI pradakSiNAmAM AvatAM suMdara dazya. ubhakhADane akhaMDa jhare bhADavA uparanI deharI : A che 'K - ja 6 zrI caMdana talAvaDI bhADa taLAva zrI girirAja (bhAThA) zrI siddhavaDa zrI zAMticaMdra hirAcaMda jhaverInA saujanyathI.

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zrI navakanuM drazya saraja kuMDanuM drazya zrI motIzA zeThanI TuMka zrI gheTInI pALa zrI rehazALA jinamaMdira zrI mULanAyakajInI TUMka zrI zAMticaka hirAcaMda jhaverInA saujanyathI

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ka sudraDha zarIranA cahAnArAone kika AjakAla jene juo te kaMI ne kaMI rogathI pIDAtA najare paDaze, pachI bhalene e rogI bALaka haya, strI hoya ke purUSa heya enAM kAraNene uMDo ! abhyAsa karanArA niSNAtoe eka mane kabulyuM che ke, dareka rUtumAM cokakasa puraka , ane zaktidAyaka khorAkanuM sevana karavuM joIe, tema karavA tarapha je loko to bedarakArI batAve che teo akALe vRddhAvasthAne notare che, eTaluM ja nahI paraMtu pitAnI bImArI pAchaLa varase hajAro rUpIyAnI nAhaka barabAdI kare che, muMbaInI kapriya auSadhIo banAvanArA mesasa "caraka bhaMDAra" muMbaI naM. 7 taraphathI lakone puraka ane zaktivardhaka jarUrIyAto pUrI pADavA mATe eka cATaNa je te "caraka" ne "cyavanaprAza" aSTavanA nAme oLakhAya che. A cATaNa mAtra zaktivardhaka che eTaluM ja nahIM paraMtu vAta, pitta ane kaphanA rogamAM hItakara che. kSaya, uraHkSata zeSa, hRdayaroga, kAsa, zvAsa, tarasa, vAta, rakta, AMkhane roga, mutra roga, vayanA doSa, vigere rogo mATe paNa A cATaNa uttama che, vaLI bALake, sagarbhA strI ane dhAtukSINa badhAne mATe eka sarakhuM upayogI che. vidyArthIo, vakIle lekhako ane magajanuM kAma ' karanArAonI yAdazaktine vadhAre che. A prayoga vadhu nahIM paNa traNeka mAsa che 'niyamita karavAmAM Ave te AkhuM varasa taMdurastI TakAvI rAkhavAmAM jarUra madada karaze. baLa, vIrya, buddhi, smRti ane kAMtine vadhAranAra A cATaNanuM dareke A zakti mujaba sevana karavuM joIe. AvA sarvottama cATaNanI kiMmata kAMI vadhu ja nathI. dareka jANItA davAvALAne tyAM vecAya che. bahAragAmavALAoe "caraka bhaMDAra ( muMbaI naM. 7 vaDI ophIse orDara mokala. sacitra sUcipatra maphata meLavavA paNa tyAM ja lakhavuM. A "caraka bhaMDAranI zAkhAo ane maphata salAhakendro eka mubaImAM 49, hyujIsa roDa, capATI ane pAyadhunI pAse, dhanajI sTrITa, navanidhAna 6 bhuvanamAM. navasArImAM, lakSamI nivAsa, sayAjI reDa. suratamAM, keTasalaroDa jarIvAlA menzanamAM. amadAvAdamAM, rIlIpharoDa, pAdazAha piLa sAme, temaja sarasapura zaNagAra zerIne nAke che. ane AkhA hiMdamAM DIsTrIbyuTarsa, ejanTa na ane sTokiTo che. A, S A

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pATaNathI jesalamera...zrI jayasukhalAla pI. zAha, gujarAta pATaNathI jesalamera bAjunA vihAranI uDatIne, bhAI jayasukha para AvelA patraparathI temaNe lakhIne amArA para mokalI che. bhAI jayasukha zAhanI saMkalanA suMdara hovAthI te ahiM raju karela che, te vAMcakone rasaprada banaze evI AzA che. | bhAI jayasukha ! karavAnA prayatnane na cUkyA. caMdrAvatIthI ame ame tA. 312-4mIe amAro vihAra 16 mAIlano vihAra karI sarpagaMja Avyo, zarU karyo. ame pATaNa mUkI cArUpa thaI metrANA rastAnI banne bAju para parvatanI katAra AvyA. metrANAthI bIje divase vihAra karI ane vaccethI jatA rastA para AvatI sugara metA gayA. metAnI nadI kAMThe eka paththara dhIta kesuDAnI suvAse amArA A seLa, upara lekha hato, paNa te barAbara vaMcAta mAIlanA vihAramAM utsAha preryo. sarapagamAM nathI. tyAMnA lokonA kahevA pramANe mAmA- jaina chAtrAlaya che, temAM ame utaryA. thAkane bhANeja sAmasAmA laDI marI gayA hatA. lIdhe mane tAva AvI gaye, paNa vihAra teonA che, nadIne eka kAMThe mAmAne ane te cAlu ja rAkhe. bIje kAMThe bhANejano ema be lekha che. bIje divase pharI vihAra karI 12 mAIla ame te banne lekha-paththaro joyA. dUra AvelA pIMDavADA AvyA, ahiMnuM bIje divase AgaLa vihAra karI ame 12 jainamaMdira ghaNuMja ramaNiya che, temAM dhAtunI be mAIla dUra AvelA pAlaNapura AvyA, pAlaNapura upasthita [ubhA] pratimAjI che, tenAM darzana thI tA. 17-12-49nA roja vihAra karI citrA- te dareka jene karavAM joIe, pIMDavADAmAM maLI AvyA. ahiMthI aravalInA pahADanI rAtavAso karI bIje divase ame nANA zarUAta thAya che. banne bAju para pahADonI AvyA, nANAmAM be kAusagIyA che [ je lAMbI katAra ane tenI vaccethI jatI re hAlamAM khaMDita dazAmAM che] tene meM pATaNa saDaka para vihAra karI zrI amIragaDha thaI lAvavAnI mArI zubhabhAvanAne tyAMnA lAgatAalIgaDha AvyA, alIgaDhathI AburoDa bAra vaLagatAone karI che, je teonI saMmati mAIla thAya che. vacce caMdrAvatInAM khaMDere haze te jesalamerathI pAchA pharatAM tenI jovA lAyaka Ave che. caMdrAvatI nadImAM je vyavasthA karI le, nANAthI ame visalapuramaMdiranA ArasanA Dhera paDayA che, te joI phAlanA thaI laThArA AvyA. atre amoemane khUba lAgI AvyuM, eka vakhata caMdrAvatImAM zrI .......................ne hAdika vaMdana karyA. badhAM thaI 350 maMdire hatAM. laThArAthI bIje divase vihAra karI varakANa caMdrAvatIthI vihAra - karI AburoDa AvyA, varakANAmAM paNa AcAryazrInAM AvyA, AburoDa (khareDI)mAM eka jaina dharmanA darzanano lAbha maLe, varakANAmAM vakANA zALA che, temAM ame utaryA. jesalamera jaladI pArzvanAtha. jaina chAtrAlaya che, tenI vyavasthA pahoMcavAnuM hovAthI ame mAunTa Abu para ghaNI ja suMdara che ane temAM meTrika sudhIne caDI na zakyA, chatAM duradurathI paNa tenAM darzana abhyAsa zIkhavavAmAM Ave che.

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3 58 : pATaNathI jesalamera, varakANAthI pharI vihAra karI ame pAlI AvyA, pArTImAM navalakhA pArzvanAthajInuM bAvana jinAlaya che, ane tene pharatI dhazALA che, A gAmamAM ghaNA jhaghaDA che, tethI ame cAra divasa teonA jhaghaDA patAvavA rahyA, paNa paththara para pANI. pAlIthI AgaLa alIe eTale mAravADanI zarUAta thAya che. tA. 2-1-50 nA rAja ame pAlIthI khAralA AvyA, khAralAmAM eke jainanu ghara nathI, khAralAthI khIje divase kAkANI thaI megarA AvyA, megarAmAM AhAra-pANI karI pharI nihAra zarU karyo ane sAMje cha vAge ame jodhapura AvyA. jodhapura eka jovAlAyaka zahera che, atre mATha [8] jaina maMdira che ane te dareka ekabIjAthI caDiyAtAM che, AzcayanI vAta la e che, ke ahiM dareka makAna lAla paththaramAM ja anelAM che, IMTAnuM teA nAma-nizAna jai na maLe, jodhapuranA mahArAjAnA baMgalA eka TekarI para AvelA che, dUrathI jotAM te ghaNeAja suMdara lAge che, jodhapuranA daherAsarAnAM dana karI ame jodhapurathI AgaLa vihAra zarU karyA. jodhapuramAM eDrAma traNa che, ahiyAM lAla paththaranA bhaMDAra hovAthI te meghA paDatAM nathI, jodhapurathI ame maDAra AvyA, maDAra pahelAM rAjadhAnInuM zahera hatu, maDAramAM eka bahuja su Mdara bagIcA che, temAM lagabhaga hiMduonA dareka devanI pratimA che, tathA maDAramAM thai gayelA zUravIra rAjAenI pASANunI gheADesvArI mUrtie che, te dareka mUrtie nAnA-nAnA dezamAM che. saithI mATuM maMdira mahArAjA ajIta siMhajInu che, ane te paNa kevaLa lAla pRththaramAMthI ja banAveluM' che, jodhapurathI ame cha mAIla vihAra karI mANelAva nAmanA jaMgalamAM AnyA, tyAM sTezananA nAnakaDA rUmamAM ame cAra sAdhuoe rAtavAso karyAM, khIje divase Ara mAila vihAra karI tIvarI AvyA, tIvarImAM jaiAnAM sAta ghara che ane e daherAsara che, temAMnuM mATu' daherAsara jamInamAMthI nIkaLyuM che ema kahevAya che, tIvarImAM dhADA bahu paDe che, tethI gAma ujjaDa jevuM thaI gayuM che, e divasa pahelAM ja najIkanA gAmamAM dhADa pADI, dhADapADue e mANasAnAM khUna karI 40 hajAranA mAla luTI gayA hatA. tIvarImAMthI khIje divase phrI AgaLa vihAra zarU karyAM. retInA DhagalA ane Thera Thera paDelA kAMTAmAMthI mAga karavA amAre mATe akArA thaI paDayA, jematema karI sAMje cAra vAge atre AsiyA tIrtha AvI pahoMcyA. esiyAmAM zrI mahAvIra svAmInuM derAsara che, temAM veLunI mUrti che. A mUrtine senerI lepa karela hAvAthI dekhAvamAM ghaNIja sudara lAge che. ahiM esavAleAnI kuLadevInu paNa meATuM madira che. maMdira ghaNuM junu ane vizALa che. devI pAse pahoMcatAM sudhI 125 pagathio caDavA paDe che. maMdiranI AsapAsa keTalAka khaDerA paDayAM che. AsavAleA mULa ahiMnA rajapUte ja che. pahelAMnA vakhatamAM eka jainAcAryanA upadezathI savAkarADa rajapUtA jenA banyA hatA, ane teja AjanA Aza vAleA, paNa hAla ahiM eke jainanu ghara nathI. esiyAmAM eka chAtrAlaya che, tethI yAtrADuMene utaravAnI tathA bhojananI agavaDa paDatI nathI. A chAtrAlayamAM 150 vidyArthIo abhyAsa kare che.

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kalyANa mArca-eprIla : 195ra : 59 : osiyAthI tA. 13-1-50 nA roja 25-1-50nA roja vihAra karI bIThaDI thaI bapore vihAra karI ame nava mAIla bhImakaTA ATha mAIla pikAraNa AdhyA. Aje 26 mI gayA. atre ThaMDI sakhata paDe che. rAtavAse jAnyuArIne divasa hatuM, tethI ahiMnI prajA tyAM karI bIje divase savAre pharI vihAra karI 26mI jAnyuArIne divasa ujavI rahI hatI. ame samarAu AvyA. samarAumAM AhAra ame nadInI retamAM besI teonI badhI ramata pANI karI bApare cha mAIla helA AvyA. joI. pikaraNathI jesalamera 70 mAIla ane helAthI lehAvaTa-chI thaI phalodhI AvyA. phaledhIthI 100 mAIla thAya che. A chelI. chIlamAM eka kuve che, temAM 250 hAtha-pANI majala cha divasamAM purI karI. tA. 2-2-50, uMDu che. pANI kADhavA baLadanI be joDI rAkhavI nA divase atre jesalamera sukharUpa pahoMcI paDe che. kaza kheMcavA vArApharatI be joDI gayA. Ama pATaNathI jesalamerane vihAra ame joDavAmAM Ave che ane jyAre pANI bahAra mahinAmAM pUro karyo. Ave tyAre thALI vagADavAmAM Ave che, je basa, have ATalethI baMdha karuM chuM, sAMbhaLI baLadane ubhA rakhAya. phaledhImAM ATha bIjuM vadhu pharI kaIvAra lakhIza. maMdira che. ahiM mAvaThuM thayuM eTale amAre tArA bhAIone dharmalAbha kaheje. ATha divasa rokAvuM paDyuM. phaledhIthI tA. == == = bloke kayAM karAvaze? 1 ' . ' che. lAIna, hAna, sukavara, " " zrI kalara bleke mATe ' . . . nIcenA saranAme pUcho? : : : LILIH/si/ - HI * suMdara, saphAIdAra, sughaDa ' ane saMtoSajanaka kAma karI ApavuM e amAre mudrAlekha che. i | ! prabhAtaproTsasTaDIo che ! lADa ane DIjhAInA vAtAvatA) rIlIpharoDa, kRSNa sInemA pAse amadAvAda. | !

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sumitrakamAra................ zrI caMdra kalyANa"nA chaThThA varSanA aMkamAM A vArtAnA cha haptAo lakhAyA bAda eka haptA mATe A vArtA adhUrI rahI javA pAmI hatI, kathA-vArtA vizeSAMka mATe A adhurI rahelI vArtAne enA TUMkasAra sAthe rajU karavI, e vArtAnA lekhakane yogya lAgyuM che. saM. AgaLanA haptAonAM TuMka sAra aTulo koI nirjana-ujjaDa evA zaheramAM caMpApurI nagarInA rAjA dhavaLavAhanane prItimati AvI pahoMce. nAme aNamAnItI rANI hatI, bhAgyayoge tenI - zaheranA suMdara evA rAjamahelane joIne pagathIyAM kukSIe sumitra nAmanA putrane janma thayo, rAjAne caDhayo. oraDAmAM jatAM hIMDoLAkhATa para beThelI eka bIjI aneka rANIothI saMgrAma Adi 22 putro bilADIne temaja khATa upara laTakatI be tuMbaDIone paNa thayA hatA. joI, eka tuMbaDIne hAthamAM laI bilADInI aNamAnItI rANInA putra pratye rAjAne prema, lAgaNI, AMkhomAM AMjana jatAM bhAre Azcarya sAthe snehabhAva, mamava ke sadbhAva jevuM kazuM na hatuM. rAjakanyA pragaTa thaI. rAjakanyA khubasurata ane sumitrakumArane pUrvabhavanA karmodayathI aneka prakAranI tejane aMbAra hatI. Apattio AvI naDavAnI hovAthI tenI mAtAe rAjakanyAe pitAne saghaLe vRttAMta sumitrakumArane putranA saMrakSaNa kAje kaI siddhapurUSa pAse rakSA- kahI saMbhaLAvyo. tyAM eka krura rAkSasa rahetA hate eNe vidhAna karAvyuM. hatuM. zaherane ujjaDa banAvI zaherane kajo lIdho hato ane rAjakanyAne potAnI karavA mATenI peravI hatI. sumitrakumAra yogya uMmarane thatAM pitAnA sura. zrIdhara, sutrAma ane sAgara nAmanA cAra mitro sAthe rAkSasanI bahArathI AvavAnI taiyArI hatI tyAre zaheramAM pharavA nikaLate sumitrakamAranAM 35. teja, sumitrakumAra eka bAju khuNAmAM ughADI talavAre lAvaNya ane kAMtine jovA mATe zaheranI yuvAna chupAI rahyo. strIo potAnuM gharakAma choDI bahAra doDI AvatI. rAkSasa AkAzamArge bahArathI AvI potAnA ISTa. e vakhatane lAga joI gaThIyAe gharamAMthI taphaDaMcI devanI prArthanA karavA beThA, tyAM sumitrakumAre pAchaLathI karavA lAgyA. talavArathI tenuM zira uDAvI dIdhuM. - nagaranA mahAjane rAjA pAse pharIyAda karI che. tyArabAda rAja kanyA priyaMgumaMjarI sAthe sumitraApano putra sumitrakamAra zaheramAM karavA nIkaLe chekumAre pANigrahaNa karI keTalAka kALa vyatIta karyo. tyAre amArA gharamAM corI thavA pAme che, mATe ghaTate baMdobasta thavuM joIe.' ekadA baMne jaNa nadImAM jaLakrIDA karavAne mATe gayA. nadInA kAMThe mUkelo rANIne kaMcuka pANInA - rAjAe aNamAnItA putrane ekAeka hukama karyo vegamAM taNAI gayo. kaMcuka ati mUlyavAna ane ke, "tAre zaheranI hada choDIne cAlyA javuM." manahara hatuM e kaMcuka taNAte-taNAte dura gaye pitAnA cAre mitro sAthe sumitramAra potAnI ane koiekamANasanA hAthamAM AvatAM vijayanagaranA mAtAnAM AzIrvacana laI nata mastake janamabhUmi mahArAjA makaradhvajane sAM. ' ane jananIne page lAgI zahera cheDI cAlI nIkaLe. makaradhvaja rAjA mUlyavAna kaMcukane joI rastAmAM judA judA sthaLoe vidhAsAdhake maLa banyo ane jAhera karyuM ke, A kaMcukane dhAraNa karanAra vAthI potAnA cAre mitrone judI judI camakArI , zrI che. strI ratnane zodhI Apaze tene Icchita apAze. vidha o zIkhavA mATe mUkI sumitrakumAra pite ekalo gaNikAe A bIDuM jhaDapyuM.

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A bAju sumitrakumAra ane priya gumajarInadImAMthI bahAra AvI jue che te kaMcuka jovAmAM na AvyA, dhaNI zedhakhALa karI paNa vyartha gaI. te jaNa peAtAnA mahele pAchAM pharyAM. gaNikA strIratnanI zeAdhamAM nikaLI che. ghaNI jagyAe zeAdha kare che, patto lAgato nathI. udhAna bAjI Ave che, tyAM priyaMgumajarI ane sumitrakumArane jue che. gaNikAne anumAna nakakI karyuM. ke, Aja strIratna ha|vuM joie. gaNikAne oLakha thayA pachI sumitrakumAranA rakSAvidhAnane nAza karyAM ane sumitrakumArane mUrcchita karyo. jANe marI gayA jevI sthiti karI ane priya guma jarIte hAtha karI. gaNikAe kahyuM ke, tane meLavavA mATeja A badha pra`ca ramAyo hato. priya guma jarIteA bIjo kA upAya nahi hovAthI potAnA patinA zabane bAjue surakSita sthaLe mukI, gaNikAnI sAthe vijayanagara bhaNI cAlavu zarU karyuM. vijayanagaranI najIka AvI paheAMcatAM gaNikAe makaradhvaja rAjAne khakhkhara mokalAvyA ke, ' hu ApanA Icchita kAryone karI pAchI pharI chuM, A samAcAra maLatAM rAjA sahkAra-sanmAnanA aneka sAdhane laI sAme gayA. mohAMdha makaradhvaja rAjAe priya guma'jarIne kahyuM ke, * huM subhagA ! hAthI upara ArUDha thAe. " priya gumajI rAjAnA malina hRdayane kaLI gai hatI, pAtAnA kei upAya kAragata nivaDe ema na hato, ethI rANIe kahyuM ke, patinA kalyANa kAje eka mahinA dAna devAnI vRtti che, pachI Apa kaheze! tema karIzuM.' rAjAe gAmanI bahAra dAna devAnI badhI sagavaDatA ubhI karI dAdhI. rANI darAja dAna dai rahI che. evAmAM kALakrame karI sumitrakumAranA cAre mitro padAnucArINI vidhAthI potAnA mitrane zodhatA-zodhatA tyAM AvI caDayA. priya gumajarI cAre mitrone eLakhI jAya che. potAnI saghaLI hakIkata kahI jaNAvI, ane pachI kalyANa mArca-eprIla 1952 : 61: jaldI potAnA patinA deha pAse pahoMcI javA tene jaNAvyuM. rAjASaNa mahinA purI thatAM tyAM AvI caDhaze. rANIe kahyuM ke, ' huM AvavA taiyAra chuM. paNa gAmamAM cara sulakSaNA kumArIkAme ne teDAve. rAjAe hukama karyAM. rUpavAna cAra kanyAene medhAvI pachI sagare mitra AkAzagAmInI dyiA jANatA hatA, eTale cAra kanyA, gaNikA, cAramitro ane priya guma'jarI rathamAM kheDA pachI ratha AkAzamArge cAlavA lAgyA. A joi rAjA mAM'vakAsI joi rahyo ane gaNikAne adhavacce jaI AkAzamAMthI paDatI mUkI,gaNikAnAM hADakAM ra`gAi gayAM. priya guma'jarI vagere sumitrakumAranA pAse AvI pahecyAM sutrAmamitre pe[tAnI saMjIvanI vidhAthI sumitrakumArane mukta karyAM. pharI pAchA badhA ekaThAM thayA ane eka bIjAe peAtapeAtAnI kathanI kahevI zarU karI. je rUpavAna cAra kanyAe mAthe AvI che. tenI sAthe cAre mitrone pANigrahaNa karavAne sumitrakumAre Agraha karyAM, ke akeka kanyA sAthe pANigrah kayu. ane sumitrakumArane ujjaDa evA zaheranA rAjyasvAmI banabyA, rAkSasanA bhayathI nAzI phruTelA nagarajane pAchAM pharI nagaramAM vasavA lAgyAM. dina-pratidina kALa jatA gayA tema sumitrakumAra aneka dezane svAmI anya . ane aneka rAjakumArIeAnI sAthe pANigrahaNa karyuM, priya guma'jarIte badhI rANIemAM paTTarANI banAvI. have rAjavahIvaTa sukhapUrvaka cAle che. 3 A AjI dhavaLavAhana rAjAnA mRtyubAda zatruee rAjya paDAvI lIdhu' ane sumitrakumAranA bAvIse baMdhue ehAla sthitimAM tyAM AvI caDyA. maMtrI, kumArarAjAnI pAse lar3a jAya che, sumitrakumAra potAnA ene eLakhI le che, paNa potAnA bhAie sumitrakumArane oLakhatA nathI. sumitrakumAra potAnA rAjisaMhAsana uparathI uThI bhAionA page paDayA ane kahyuM ke, 'huM paNa tamArA trevIsame! bhAI chu'.'

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: 62 : sumitrakumAra . . bAvIsebaMdhuoe pitAnI saghaLI hakIkata jaNAvI, " tyAre hu saMyama kayAre laI zakIza ? ' zatraoe paDAvI lIdheluM caMpApurInuM rAjya sumitra- * jJAnI gurUe kahyuM ke, "eka lAkha varSa pachI kamAre vijaya meLavI pAchuM apAvyuM ane 22 kevaLI gurU pAse tArI avazya dIkSA thaze tyAM sudhI baMdhuone rAjakArabhAra soMpI pitAnI mAtA prIti- tuM zrAvaka dharmanuM suMdara rIte ArAdhana kara !' matine page paDaze ane mAtAnA aMtaranAM AzI- hamaNAM saMyama levAno kALa paripakava na thayo vaMcano meLavyAM. hoya te samyakatva sahita bAra vrata rUpI zrAvaka tyAM keTaloka kALa vyatita karI potAnI mAtA dharma aMgIkAra karA! " sAthe pitAnA rAjayamAM pAcho pharyo. gurUdeve sumitrakumAra ane priyaMgumaMjarIne * prItamatie mahelamAM paga mUkatAM dareka rANIo zrAvaka dharma Apo ane zrAvaka dharma aMgIkAra naka ane vinayapUrvaka page paDI. sAmatrakumAranI karI bane jaNuM gurUne namI nagaramAM praveza karyo. A zaba sAibI ane sukha joI mAtAnuM aMtara sumitrakumAre lakSmInI asAratAne jANI tene sadavyaya karavA hajAro manohara maMdira baMdhAvyAM, lAkha ekadA havanamAM zrI dharmaSasUrijI mahArAja pratimAo bharAvI dara varSe tIrthayAtrAdi mahesavA karapadhAryA, A samAcAra maLatAM rAjA, raNIo, vA lAgyA, daraja RdhipUrvaka mahAsnAtrapUjA bhaNAvavI rAjasevake ane paricArikAo vagere gurU mahArAjane zarU karI, sAdharmikone devAthI mukta karyA, savAra-sAMja vaMdana karavA gayA, vaMdana karI sau pota-potAnA yathA pApanA prAyazcita mATe pratikramaNa karavuM zarU karyuM, sthAne beThA pachI gurUdeva asaMtenA mAThA phaLa traNe kALa jinezvaradevane vaMdana-darzana, ane upara eka suMdara kathAnaka kahyuM, A sAMbhaLI sumitra pUjana karavAnI zarUAta kIdhI. dara varSa kroDa sAdharmi kumAre pUchayuM, [ahIMthI adhurI rahelI vArtA AgaLa badhuone bhejana karAve che. jamADIne ratnakaMbaLa, ratnonAM AbhUSaNa ke divya vastronI bheTa dhare che. parva divase upavAsa, pauSadhAdi kare che. rAjayamAMthI mAra ane mArI' zabdane dUra karAve che. " gurUdeva ! jANI joIne hiMsA karanAranI zI puNya prabhAvathI sumitrakumArane priyaMmaMjarI vagere nava hajAra rANIo, pAMca maMtrIo, hAthI, '' ke kharAba dazA. " - dheDA, ratha vIsa-vIsa lAkha hatA, cAlIsa kroDa gAma te ugaravAno ka upAya ? ' hatAM, batrIsa hajAra nagara hatAM. A rIte rAjAnI bAra prakAranA tapanA AcaraNathI AtmAnI ane prakAranI rAjayaddhi ane saMpadA vRddhine pAmyAM. sAthe rahelAM karmano nAza karI zakAya che. " gurUdeva ! parabhava sudhAravA saMyama levAnI mArI eka vakhata priyaMgumaMjarIne pAchalA pahere rUpaicchA che." vALA indra joyAnuM svapna AvyuM. savAramAM uThIne " tArI icchA sArI che paNa haju pUrva bhavanA pitAnA svAminAthane hakIkata jaNAve che. dAna-puNyanAM phaLa bhegavavAM bAkI che." | svaminAthe jaNAvyuM ke, "svapananA phaLa rUpe putra"paNu gurUdeva ! puNyanAM phaLa bhogavavA pAchaLa ratna prApta thaze. mAThAM phaLa rahelAM che enuM zuM ? " kALe karI rANIne putra janma thayo. mahesavAdi " rAjana! te vAta satya che paNa keTalAMka karma karI ane kone dAna ApI bAramA divase svaMAnusAra evAM he ya che. ke bhogaveja chUTako thAya. " * putranuM Izvara evuM nAma pADayuM. vadhe che.]

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kara' kalyANa mArca-eprIla 1952H 63 : ATha varSano thatAM indradatta aneka prakAranI kriDAo mitro che. dAna-puNyathI A badhI saMpatti, sukha ane kare che. tyArapachI kalAcArya pAsethI aneka sAhyabI maLyAM che. mATe dharma e parama maMgaLa che, prakAranI zubhakaLAo zIkhe. dAsI hatI te marIne tamane duHkha ApanAra yuvAna vaya thatAM mAtA-pitAe pAMcase rAja- gaNikA banI, pUrvabhavamAM tame tene aMdhArA oraDAmAM kanyAo paraNAvI. purI rAkhI hatI tenuM vera AbhavamAM te lIdhuM. '. eka samaye sumitrakamAra rAjasabhAmAM beThA che, vana- A mujaba vRttAMta kevaLajJAnI gurUmahArAja pAmyA pAlake AvI samAcAra ApyA ke udhAnamAM mahAmunI- sAMbhaLatAM sumitrarAjAne pUrvabhava yAda AvatAM jAtivara zrI yazobhadrasUrijI padhAryA che. tarataja hAthI upara smaraNa jJAna thayuM ane pUrve anubhavelI hakIkata ArUDha thaI gurUmahAjane samIpa gayA, ane yathA vidhi yathAsthita jaNAI, vaMdana karI gurU sanmukha Asana lIdhuM. saMsAnAM vipAka kaTu cUkhane duHkharUpa jANI; gurUdeve manujabhavanA durvAbhapaNAnI hakIkta varNavI tenAthI nirveda pAmI sumitrakumAre ane ' priyaMgumaMja--- A sAMbhaLI sumitrakumAre pUchayuM. rIe tathA sura vagere cAre mitroe saMsArasamudramAM gurUdeva ! kayuM puNya karavAthI A sAmrAjaya maLyuM pravAhaNa samAna bhAgavatI pratrajyAne aMgIkAra karI. che ane kayuM pApa karyuM hovAthI gaNikAe amane rAjyano bhAra potAnA putra Indradattane methI. * - du:kha ApyuM hatuM ? ' datta paNa kuzaLatApUrvaka rAjavahIvaTa calAve che. ane "rAjana ! sAMbhaLa, sugrAma nAmanA gAmamAM zremasAra dhamamAM paNa rata bane che. ane tenI patnI zremathI rahetAM hatAM tene moma. sohaDa. kALe karI sura vigere cAre mitro saMyamanuM ArAdhana lakSmaNa ane bhIma nAme cAra mitro hatA. karI devalokamAM gayA ane sumitrakumAra ane priyaMgupAMce mitro khetIno dhaMdho karatA hatA. maMjarIe ugra tapa-tapatAM kevaLajJAnane prApta karyuM, eka vakhata kSemazrInuM kahayuM cAkarIe na kaya de e mahotsava karyo. devaracita kamaLa para besI te vAta pitAnA dhaNIne jaNAvI, kSemamAre cakaraDIne bhavyajIvone bodha Ape ane aMte nirvANa zikSA karavA mATe eka aMdhArA oraDAmAM pUrI dIdhI. padane pAmyA. oraDAmAM mUrzita avasthAmAM paDI rahI, ragerage A rIte suMdara prakAre dharmArAdhanAdhArA sarva phodha vyApI gayo. kSemasArane vaLI dayA AvatAM tene cha mAnavabhavane saphala kare ! bahAra kADhI. vaLI eka vakhata koI mAsakSamaNanA pAraNuM mATe AvelA munirAjane joyA. vizaddha pariNatithI muni. ka, reDe che. rAjane pAraNuM karAvyuM ane pAMca divya pragaTa thayAM. ramaNa--ahIM te machara bahu karaDe che. pitAnA cAre mitroe pAraNuM karAvyAnI pravINa-he..., zuM kahyuM? ka, raDe che? anamodanA karI. kALakrame karI kSemamAra, kSemazrI ane tenA cAra mitroe supAtradAnanI anumodanA karI hovAthI ramaNa-hA, ka, raDe che. zubhadhyAne maraNa pAmI devalokamAM gayA. pravINa -zuM kAma raDe che ? tyAM aneka prakAranuM sukha bhogavI. he rAjana ! tu ramaNa--kaLikALanA nAmamAM bhAI sAhebane sumitra nAme kumAra thaye, kSemazrIne jIva priyaMgumaMjarI, pahelA naMbara maLe che eTale. ane parabhavanA cAra mitre te sura vagere A cAra

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S 9 vArtAnA prakAra ane tene viveka ja pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAja zrI dhuraMdharavijyajI gaNivara vArtAle. darekane sAmAnya rIte rUcihoya che, paNa temAM viveka ho anivArya che, A A hakIkata lekhamAM spaSTatAthI raju thaI che. lekhaka paMnyAsajI mahArAja, samartha vidhAna che tathA vicAraka ane ciMtanazIla che. kalyA" nA kathA-vArtA aMka mATe teozrIe kALajI pUrvaka lekha taiyAra karIne mokalyo che. lekha, vArtApriya samAjane mATe mananIya ane A - mArgadarzaka che - saM. - sAhityasRSTimAMthI je vArtA sAhityane eka vArtA vAstavika rIte saddabhUta heya, bAda karavAmAM Ave to zuM rahe? e vicAranA chatAM tene bIjA aneka kAraNasara saddabhuta anusaMdhAnamAM kahI zakAya ke atyAranA na mAnatA hoya, bIjuM vArtA vAstavika rIte A dekhAtA jagatamAMthI mAnavone bAda karatAM adUbhUta hoya chatAM tene tenA mAnanArAo je rahe te rahe. bALathI mAMDIne maraNonmukha sadbhUta mAnatA hoya ane manAvatA hoya thacelA vRddha sudhI darekane vArtA eka sarakhI je vArtA kaIne kaI hitakara preraNA Apapriya che. vArtA keIne karavI game che, te nArI hoya ne te vArtAne tene anuyAyI keIne sAMbhaLavI game che. saMkhyAbaLamAM vArtAne varga saddabhUta mAnIne cAlato hoya to te varga sauthI mokhare rahete Avyo che ne che. vargane tenI asaddabhutatA ThasAvavA mATe prayatna vividha prakAranI vArtAo pitAne upayogI kare e hitakara nathI. ane e rItamAMthI thAya te mATe, tenA prakAre mukhya keTalA bIjA paNa aneka vicitra phaNagA phuTe che, ke che ane te kevA che, e samajavuM Avazyaka jenAM phaLa lAbhadAyaka nathI hotAM, jyAre bIjI che. vArtAnA mukhya prakAra traNa pADI zakAya bAju keTalIka vAstavika vAtane paNa asaddabhUta (1) saddabhUta vArtA, (ra) asaddabhUta vArtA, ne tarIke gaNAvavAnA vyartha prayatno keTalAka kare (3) mizravArtA. A traNe prakAranI vArtAmAM te evA prayatna pAchaLa temane zuM lAbha paNa darekanA traNa traNa prakAra che. jIvana ane che? e na samajAya evI vAta che. AtmAne hitakara, ahitakara ane sAmAnya sadbhUta hitakara vArtA e sarva prathama e pramANe 3H3-9 prakAramAM vizvanuM vArtA- kaTinI che, tene jeTalI zakita hoya teTalI sAhitya sarva samAI jAya che, tenuM AchuM alaMkRta karavI temAM sva-pane ekandara lAbha che. digdarzana A pramANe che (2) sadbhUta-ahitakara vArtA. (1) sadabhUta hitakara vAta: vAta banelI hoya, sAcI hoya paNa te - je vArtA kahevAnI heya te vAta vizvamAM kaIne kahevAthI-saMbhaLAvavAthI koI prakArano banI hoya te sadbhUta che. asaddabhUta vArtAnI raju- lAbha te na thato hoya paNa ulaTo geraAMtara evI rIte karavAmAM AvI hoya ke sAMbhaLa- lAbha thato hoya te saddabhUta ahitakara vArtA nArane temAMthI nnatinI aneka preraNAo prApta che. keTalAka satyanA khoTA AgrahI bAtmathAya. vArtAnI sadUbhUtatA aMge be vikalpa paDe che, o AvI vAto kahe ne kare te paNa ucita

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kayANa mArca-eprIla : 1952 : 6pa : nathI. evI vAta sAcI hoya te paNa jatI che, ne tethI ghaNAMja ahitine te anubhave che. karavA jevI che. AvI vAtanuM pramANa paNa ghaNuM che. pitAnuM (3) sadabhUta-sAmAnya vArtA. hita cAhanAre AvI vArtAothI vegaLuM rahevuM A vArtAno prakAra vizvamAM jabaroja e ati Avazyaka che. banatA banAvane AzrayIne che. mANasa khAya (6) asadabhUta-sAmAnya vArtA che, pIve che, UMghe che, jAge che vagere sadu- kAlpanika pAtranI vArtA hoya paNa te bhUta che, paNa te sarva vArtAthI nathI te evI jAI hoya ke nate tethI kaI viziSTa viziSTa lAbha ke nathI viziSTa geralAbha, A preraNA maLatI hoya ke nate keI geralAbha sAmAnya keTinI saddabhUta vArtAthI samaya vyaya thata hoya, AvI vAte lAbhadAyaka nathI, paNa sivAya anya koI phaLa maLatuM nathI, eTale tevI eka bIjI rIte tyAjaya paNa che, kAraNa ke vArtAone tyAya kahevI ke na kahevI e prazna asaddabhUta vAta paNa vAcakane thoDo samaya bAjue rAkhIe te paNa upAdeya te nathI, sadbhUtapaNunuM bhAna karAve che. asatane e nirNita che. saddabhUta samajavuM e aniSTa che. (4) asabhUta-hitakara vArtA. (7) mizra hitakara vArtA. . je vAta banI na hoya paNa upajAvI A vArtAomAM AvatAM pAtro je ke kADhI hoya te asabhUta kahevAya che. bIjI sadabhUta hoya paNa temAM varNavAyelI hakIkata rIte kadAca banI hoya paNa te kaI pramANathI badhI te pramANe banI hoya ema nahiM. rajI pUravAra na karI zakAtI hoya tene paNa asadu- karanAre hakIkato keTalIka pitAnI kalpanAthI bhUta vArtAne prakAra kahI zakAya, ane jo bahelAvI hoya. keI hakIkata je rUpe banI ema na hoya te game tevI koI paNa kApa hoya che. tyArabAda kALa ane dezamAM rahevA nika vAta A apAra vizvamAM kaI paNa sAthe temAM aneka mizraNo thatAM jAya che, e kALe na banI hoya ema na kahI zakAya. dekhItI vAta che. evAM mizraNavALI vArtA amuka hitakara viSane puSTa karavA mATe o hitakara hoya te te upAdeya che. eTaluM ja kAlpanika pAtro dvArA tenA lAbha varNavavA nahiM paNa te mizraNa thayelI che. evuM paNa. te adbhUta hitakara vAta che, A vAto e aMge vyakata karavAnI sAmAnya AzrayIne lAbhadAyaka hovAthI upAdeya che.. . -- jarUra nathI. ema karavAthI tenA hita karavAnA (5) asadabhUta ahitakara vArtA sAmarthyane dhakake lAge che ne tethI kaI upara pramANe vArtAno A prakAra che. phAyado nathI. phakata AmAM pAtranI hakIkata evI hoya che, (8) mizra-ahitakara vArtA. ke jethI sAMbhaLanAra ke vAMcanArane lAbha nathI upara pramANene A prakAra che. phakta A maLate, kevaLa malina vRttionA uzkerATa vadhe prakAramAM mizraNa evAM thayAM hoya che, jethI vArtA

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pa ri va te na zrI amRtalAla che. zAha. 66 mahArAja cAturmAsa hatA, temanuM jJAna ane hritA bharI vANIe, mAtra jaineAparaja nahi, paraMtu dhRtara jainA ane zaheranA ucca adhikArIo para paNa jAdu karyu hatu. Aje ravivAra hatA. ' jIvanamAM dharmanuM sthAna ' e viSaya para munimahArAjanuM jAhera vyAkhyAna goThavAyuM hatuM. rajAnA divasa hovAthI haMmeza karatAM zrotAjanAnI hAjarI Aje savizeSa hatI. zaheranA eka zrImata, ane pratiSTita AgevAna zrI zAMtilAla zeThe paNa saMdhanA anya AgevAna ane AvelA ucca adhikArIonI sAthe pahelI hurALanI beThakamAM sthAna lIdhuM hatuM. jIvanamAM kAika subhagapaLe e zabdo-medhavacanA kAnapara paDe che, AtmA aMdarathI jAgI uThe che. aneka bya mArge Daga bhare che, e vastu lekhaka potAnA zabdomAM ahiM kahe che. lekhaka avAra-navAra ' kalyANa ' mAM peAtAnA lakhANA mokale che, teonI zailI saraLa ane suvAcya che. muMbainA eka suMdara parAmAM, koi vidvAna muni-viSaya para zrotAjanAne vistRta mAhiti ApI ane dhavinAnu jIvana, e jIvana nathI, karatAM te mRtyu uttama che. '' vadhumAM manuSyanA jIvanamAM dharmanI jarUrIAta zA mATe che ? e sabaMdhI sAMbhaLanArAone dAkhalA-dalIlA sAthe samajaNa ApI ane aMtamAM kahyuM 'je dharamAM dharmAM na thai zake, e dhara tamArU nathI, je zarIranI Akhare rAkha thavAnI che tenApara meha zA mATe ? derUpI pAMjarAmAM purAi raheze| AtmA mukti mATe jhaMkhI rahyo che, Aje hajArA nahI paraMtu lAkho varSoM nahi paNa asaMkhyAtA kAlanI mahenata pachI manuSya jIvana maLyu che ane kInAre AveluM nAva zA mATe DubADe che ? mATe haju paNa samajIne vairAgyapUrvaka dharanI bahAra nIkaLeA, nahIMtara tame jene tamArA samajo che teeAja tamane Akhare bAMdhIne bahAra kADhaze. '' samaya thatAM munimahArAje temanu pravacana zarU karyuM. zarUAtamAM, * jIvana ane dharma eTale zuM?' e koInuM hita sAdhI zakatI nathI, paNa ahita kare che, AvI vArtAe tyAjya che. (9) mizra sAmAnya vArtA. kahyuM, enA vArtAnA yAjake ane tenA vAMcake A prakArane dhyAnamAM rAkhIne potAnA lAbhA lAbhanA vicAra karI. hitakara vArtAmAM pravRtti karavI eja zreyaskara che. temaNe vyAkhyAna purUM thayuM. ane sahukA munirAjanI tejasvI buddhi ane vizALa jJAnanI prazaMsA karatAM e mahAna tyAgIne vaMdana karI vikharAyA. zAMtilAla zeTha paNa ghera javA mATe haju hamaNAMja vasAvelI navI sphuDa ekara ' kAramAM beThA. mAmAM munirAjanA atima zabdo zeThanA kAnamAM paDaghA prathama je prakAranI sAmAnya vArtAo jaNAvI che, tevuM AnuM svarUpa che, AmAM saddabhuta pAtromAM asadbhuta hakIkatAnu mizraNa evA prakAranu thayeluM heAya che, ke je mizra NathI lAbha ke alAbha kAMi viziSTa thatAM pADI rahyA hatA, ane saralA sadana ' nAmanA temanA bhavya baMgalAnA kampAunDamAM jai temanI gADI ubhI rahI. zAkare turataja bAraNuM kholyuM ane zeTha nathI. A vArtAne prakAra paNa upAdeyatA nathI,meTaranI bahAra nIkaLyA ane bhAMgelA page, ArasanA AtmakathA, prANikathA, rUpakakathA, vigere vArtAnA pagathIyAM caDhavA lAgyA. gharamAM dAkhala thatAMja nAkare zeThane khesa ane pAdhaDI lIdhI, ane sahuthI uMcI judAjudA prakAro upara jaNAvela prakAre mAM kAlITInI garama gebaraDIne kATa paNa saralAsne AvI jAya che. zeThanA hAthamAMthI 94 kabATamAM TIMgAvI dIdheA, ane zAMtilAla zeTha sAkAupara beThA ke tarataja temanA e suputrA azoka ane RNi ke AjanA vartamAnapatro zeThanI samakSa mukayAM ane TelIphe nanI dhaTaDI vAgI. zeThe TelIphona para vAtacita purI karyA pachI duSkALa rAhata kuMDa mATe

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kalyANa mArca-eprIla : 1952 : 67 : maLavA Avela gRhasthone zeThe mulAkAta ApI ane chatAM saMskAra saMpanna hatA. dharma pratye te saralAbahenane phaMDamAM rUA 2501 bharyA ane DI vAra pachI teo paNa bhAvanA hatI paraMtu zAMtilAla zeTha bhAvanA karatAM jamavA mATe rasoDAmAM gayA. kartavyane hamezAM uMcu sthAna ApatA ane Ama chatAM kaMI paNa bolyA vagara bilakula zAMtithI zeThane Aje paNa vicAronA gharSaNa vagara zAMtilAla zeThano ghara jamatA joI saralA henane navAI thaI. temanA daza- saMsAra sukha ane zAMtithI cAlate. varasanA paraNetaramAM Aje prathama ja banAva hatA, ke saralAbahenanA jIvanamAM mAtra have ekaja jayAre zAMtilAla zeThe jamatI vakhate, temanI patnI AzA bAkI rahI hatI, ke baLAno khuMdanAra eka sAthe hasIne vAta karI na hoya! ane tethI saralA putra ghara AMgaNe ramata jouM ane jIvanamAM Ane bahenanA manamAM ajAyabI sAthe thoDIka ciMtA paNa ajavALuM kare, paraMtu paraMye daza daza varasa thayA chatAM utpanna thaI. paraMtu atyAre teo kazuM bolyAM nahi. temanI AzA adhurIja rahI hatI. zeTha paNa jema ane jeTaluM pIrasyuM teTaluM jamIne vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne AvyA pachI, kadi nahI temanA zayanagRhamAM jaIne sUI gayA, AjanA vyAkhyAna ane Aje zeThe dhAraNa kareluM mauna. ane temanA mAM muni mahArAjanAM mukhe sAMbhaLelA aMtima zabdoe mukhAraviMda para pharI vaLelI du:khanI gherI chAyAe. zaThanAM hRdaya para uDI asara karI hatI, ane temanuM saralAlhenane akaLAvI mUkyAM hatAM,kalakonA ciMtana chatAM mana koI vicAra pravAhamAM taNAtuM hatuM. teo tenuM kAraNa zodhI zakyAM nahi. lAMbA samaya zAMtilAla zeTha, vepArakSetramAM kuneha ane ApabaLa thayo chatAM zAMtilAla zeTha temanA oraDAmAMthI bahAra thI AgaLa vadhyA hatA, ane chellA vizvayuddha pachI nIkaLyA nahi cAno samaya thayo eTale saralAbahene te teo aDhaLaka saMpattinA mAlika banyA hatA. paraMtu. poteja uDIne temanA hAthe cA banAvI teo pi teja teo mAtra kamAI ja jANatA hatA teTaluM ja nahi, temanA patine cA ApavA mATe zeThanA oraDAmAM gayAM. paropakArArthe paNa temaNe temanA hAtha khullA rAkhyA palaMganI pAsenA goLa Tebala para saralAbahene cAne : hatA te uparAMta derAsaro ane upAzrayanA AdhAra kapa mUko. zAMtilAlazeTha te koI uMDA maMthanamAM pAchaLa temaNe lAkho rUpiyA kharacyA hatA. vaLI paDayA he ya tema AMkho khullI rAkhIne sUtA hatA nIrAdhAra vidhavAo ane bALako mATe paNa teoe - - saralAnDenanA pagaravano avAja ke temanI hAjarI temanI prathama patnInA nAmathI eka Azrama kholyuM zeThanI ekAgratAmAM vikSepa pADI zakyA nahI. the DIpaLe hatuM, ane Ama teo kunehabAja vepArI, AgevAna, pasAra thayA pachI, saralAbene temanA patine kahyuM nAgarika, udAra dAnezvarI ane sAcA dharma premI tarIke cA lAvI chuM " paraMtu zAMtilAla zeTha kazuM ja suvikhyAta hatA. nA bolyA. saralAbenanI mUMjhavaNa temanI AMkhomAM azaka ane zreNika, e zAMtilAla zeThanI prathama sarUpe bahAra AvI. paraMtu temaNe dhIraja na patnInA putro hatA. bApa tevA beTA" e kahevata gumAvatAM pharIthI kahyuM " cA ThaMDI paDI jaze.......... anusAra teo paNa temanA pitAnI jema khAnadAna, " ha... ...' kalAkanuM mauna teDI zAMtilAla zeTha tejasvI ane saMskArI hatA. prathama patnInuM avasAna palaMga para beThA thayA, ane cAno kapa hAthamAM lIdhA. thayA pachI zAMtilAla zeThane pharIthI lagna karavAnI cA pItAM-pItAM paNa kazuMja bolyA nahiM ane saralA IcchA na hatI, paraMtu gharanI dekharekha, be bALakonI bene puchayuM "tabIyata sArI che ne ?" paraMtu javAbamAM mAvajata ane sagAM-sabaMdhIonA dabANathI zAMtilAla saralAbenanA hAthamAM cAne khAlI kapa malya ane zeTha zeThe saralAbahena sAthe lagna karyA. pAraMvALIne pharIthI sUI gayA. vadhu vAtacita karavAnI zAMtilAla zeTha dharma pratye zraddhAvAsita hatA saralAbenanI hiMmata cAlI nahi ane tarata teo jayAre temanAM patnI saralA bahena paNa suzikSita havA oraDAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayAM.

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5 zrA tA 5. pU. munirAjazrI kIrtivijayajI mahArAja saMsAramAM AtmAe bhUtakALe anaMtaveLA dravyakriyA karI che paNa emAM bhAva nathI Avye mATe e niraka gaI che. chatAM dravyakriyAnI upayeAgitAmAM sheje zaMkA naja hoi zake. game tyAre paNa bhAvanuM kAraNa dravyaja che, A kathA e vastu kahe che. lekhaka munirAjazrI nUtana stavanA-padenA raciyatA che, ane lekhanakAya paNa teozrI kare che, avAra-navAra teozrInA lekhA prasiddha thAya che. ' kalyANu ' mAM eka zeThe peAtAnA vhAlaseAyA ekanAeka putranuM svacchaMdI jIvana joyu, tyAre zeThanI AMtaraDI kakaLI uDI. zuM mArA putra dharmIvihANuM jIvana jIvI durgatinA bhAgI khanaze ? zeThe vicAre che, ke sau kAi peAtAnA putrane dhana-mAlanA vArasA Ape che, paNa sAcA " hajI paNa samajIne dharanI bahAra nIkaLeA, nahItara jene tame tamArAM mAne che, teja tamane khAMdhI bahAra kADhaze. '' muni mahArAjanI A vANIe zAMtilAla zeThanAM hRdaya para uMDI asara karI hatI. pariNAme temanA vicAro ane vartanamAM parivartana thayuM. hatuM. vADI, mADhara, baMgalA, dhana, putrA ane patnI uparathI temanA sAha, jema jema samaya pasAra thatA hatA, tema tema AsaratA jatA hatA. ane emanA manamAM vicArAnI paraMparA cAlu thai, " mRtyuja A jIMdagIne aMta che tyAre mAha zA mATe ? patnI, putrA ane ravanamAM je mane huM mArA potAnAM ja samajI hyuM. te eja jo mArA mRtyu bAda mane ja AMdhIne bahAra kADhatAM hoya te e mArAM zAnAM ? e sagAi kevI ? rAta-divasa mahenata karI, paraseveA pADI, karADAne vepAra karI, aneka kALAM-dhALA karyA, patnI ane putrAne sukha ane sAhyabImAM rAkhI, aneka svajanane pALyAM, tenA badalAmAM teja mane bAMdhIne mArA gharanI bahAra kADhatA hoya to dhikakAra che mane, enA karatAM te mAreja have, bahu moDuM thAya te pahelAM samajIne dharanI bahAra zA mATe na nIkaLI javuM ? " kharekhara, e sAcuM che ke manuSya mAtranI budhdhi tenA karmo anusAra jage che. pUrvanI puNyanA udaya thatAM zAMtilAla reThanA vicArI paNa vaira.gyanA ra Mge raMgAyA ane temanA jIvanamAM jJAnanA prakAza phelAyA. pitA teja kahevAya ke, je peAtAnA putrane dharma-dhananA vArasA Ape........pariNAme e janmajanmamAM sukhI thAya, dhana te| kismatane AdhIna che, Aje che ne kAle phAMphA mAravA paDe che. . zeThe putrane dharmonI lAinamAM lAvavA anekavidha prayatne mAdaryA, vividha-dhArmika pustake vasAvyAM. gurUdevanAM vyAkhyAna zravaNu karavA preraNA karI-sanmitrAnI sagati karAvI aneka upAya ajamAvI joyA. yukita-prayukitathI ene samajAye. paNa tene AnI kazIja asara na thai. '* beTA ! jainakuLa jevuM uttama kuLa ApaNane maLyuM che, jainazAsana jevu'uttama zAsana mahApuNye ApaNe pAmyA chIe, devA ne dAnave je jIvananI jhaMkhanA karI rahyA che, eja jIvanane zu' Ama dhuLa-dhANImAM meLavI devuM che ?' pitAe putrane samajAvyuM. * vItarAga devanAM darzana karavA e ApaNI pharaja che, ema nahi paNa e prabhunAM darzana karI ApaNe paNa vItarAga banIe, e bhAvanA bhAvavAnI, anAdi kALathI AtmA rAga-dveSa rUpa kAramA zatruothI haNAI rahyo che, pariNAme A tmAne naraka-nigeAdanI asahya-yAtanAenA sAmanA karavA paDe che. pitAe Ama prabhunA darzana karavA mATe ghaNI ghaNI preraNA karI paNa e prayatna sAva niSphaLa nivaDayeA, chevaTe zeThe potAnA gharanuM bAraNuM pADI nAMkhyuM ane pesavA

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kalyANa mArca-eprIla : 1952 : 60 : nIkaLavAne daravAjo sAva nAne banAvaDAvyuM ke klAsa kema jAge-AtmA tanmaya kema bane e jethI pesatAM nIkaLatAM sahune svAbhAvika namavuMja mATe udyamazIla rahevAnI khAsa jarUra che. paDe. daravAje nAno banAvI tenI sAme eka bApa devaleka sIdhAvI gayA. putra paNa dhamavi. suMdara mUrti padharAvI eTale jatAM-AvatAM hIna jIvana jIvI jIMdagI pUrI karI, tyAMthI kALa mANasane Ama heje dazana thaI jAya. karI asaMkhyAta jana lAMbA samudramAM masya A pramANe hamezAM-nIkaLatAM ne pesatAM mAchala thAya che. A mAsya aneka nAnA-nAnA ekavAra nahi paNa anekavAra A chokarAne maspene ja baraja haIyAM karI AnaMda mAne A bhavyamutinAM darzana heje thaI jAya che. che, Ama enA aneka divase ne mahinAo chekarAne darzana karavAnI buddhi nathI, buddhi vItI gayA. teTalAmAM eka mastha-jinezvara je. dazananI heta te ATaATalA prayatna devanI mUrti AkAre tenA jevAmAM AvyuM. paNa zeThane karavA na paData. maste vividha AkAranA hoya che. zAstro pratidina-svAbhAvika rIte mUrti A putranI kathe che, ke naLIyA ane valayAkAra Ama be najare caDhe che. bhAva-vagaranI kriyA paNa AkRti sivAya anekavidha AkRtivALA keTakeTalI phaLadAyaka nIvaDe che, e ApaNane ma hoI zake che. A daSTAMtathI maLI Avaze. - jinezvadevanI mUrti jevA AkAravALA keTalAka kahe che, bhAvavinAnI kriyA malyane jotAMja A matsya (zeThanA putranA karavI e nakAmI che, kevaLa kAyakaleza che, ja) vicAra dhamaLamAM paDyo. uhApoha karyo, e emanuM kahevuM barAbara nathI. are AvI AkRti te mArA jevAmAM AvI che, ne garama saM rAjana siddhi : Ama uhApoha karatAM te matsyane jAtismaraNa aneka janmanA jyAre AtmAne su- jJAna utpanna thAya che, jethI pitAne pUrvabhava saMskAra paDe che, tyAre te siddhine meLavI jaNAya che. "huM eka zeThane putra jainakuLamAM zake che. utpanna thayele, mArA pitAe mane khUba khUba dravyakriyA karatAM-karatAM bhAva utpanna thAya che. samajAvyuM, dharmamAge deravA satata prayatna bhAva utpanna teneja thaze ke je dravyakriyAmAM che, karyo, chatAM mojazokha ne ezaArAmamAM paNa dravyakriyA karatuM nathI tene bhAva kayAMthI vadha- masta banI akakaDa ne phakakaDa thaI, meM mArA vAnA-bhAva jAgaze te dravyakriyA karanAranA ja pitAnuM vacana na mAnyuM. deva-gurU ane dhamane jAgaze. jema dukAna ughADI rAkhavAmAM Ave te hambaga mA, chevaTe mArA pitAne mArA grAhaka Ave che paNa je dukAna baMdha karIne beThe AvA uddhatAI bharyA vatanane nihALatAM che tene tyAM grAhaka kayAMthI AvavAnA! naja bhAre dukha thayuM. mArA mATe gharane daravAje Ave e svAbhAvika che. grAhaka dukAna ughADI paDAbe, daravAjA sAme mUrtinI sthApanA karI, haze teja Avaze, tevI ja rIte dravyakriyAo jethI anAyAse mane prabhunAM darzana thAya, A cAlu haze teja bhAva jAgaze, e paNa suni badhI pUrvanI ghaTanA pitAnI najara sAmane taravarI zcita che. dravyakriyA karatA bhAva kema vadhe, vIryo. rahI hatI. enA pazcAtApano pAra heta.

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paNa tamArI te AkhIce jIMdagI nakAmI gaI, pU. munirAja zrI caMdrodayavijyajI mahArAja jeNe jIvanamAM kazIye dharmanI ArAdhanA karI nathI, tenuM jIvana niSphaLa che e hakIkata A dRSTAMta dvArA ahi rajU thaI che. eka vakhata muMbaIgarA mAchalA dhanajI zeThane eka IcchAe jora karyuM ke, jagatanI tamAma mojo karI baMdara upara pharatAM pharatAM vicAra thayo ke, A uMDA paNuM A eka bAkI rahI che ane te dariyAI sapharanI. samadranI sTImaramAM besI musApharI te karI 5Na Ama mananA taraMgamAM hiMcoLA khAtA te nAnakaDA heDakAmAM besI sAgaranA mojAnI sAthe potAnA dhanAjI je mALAmAM rahetA hatA tyAMja koI damaNa hAthe sparza karavAno koDa jAgyo, paraMtu te te nivAsI rahetuM hatuM, ane tene dhanAjIne kahyuM, zeTha bharadariyAnA pahADa sama uchaLatA mojA dekhI ghaDIka kAle huM mAre deza javAno chuM, A vAta sAMbhaLatAM thaMbhI gayA. vicAra karyo ke, A mejAnI dhamAlamAM pelI keTalAka vakhatathI ghara karI beThela IcchA pragaTa thatA je nAnakaDA hADakAmAM besIe ane bhAge hADakuM kahyuM, bhAI tArI sAthe mAre paNa AvavuM che. tamAre udhu vaLyuM te aMdagIbhara mahAmahenate meLavela lakSmIne tyAMnI dariyAnI khADI nAnI ane pharatAM majA paDe mUkI koI duraduranA pantha saMcaravuM paDe. A gaMbhIra evI che, ema nakakI karI zeTha te cAlyA. ane bhImakAna sAgaramAM te vaja jevI TImaranuM damaNanA pAdareja khADInA nIra dekhANAM. zeTha te kAma, Ama vicAra karI pAchA pharyA paNa hRdayamAM bolyA ke, jarUra Aja mArI IcchA pUrNa thaze. ghera paNa have zuM thAya? rAMDyA pachInuM DahApaNu, zA jaI khAdhuM na khAdhune pahoMcyA khADI upara nAnI kAmanuM. bhAva vinA paNa svAbhAvika jatAM AvatAM damaNathI moTI damaNa laI javA mATe ghaNAe heDakAM mUrtinAM darzana mane thatAM hatAM. bhAva vagara kInAre khaDA hatAM. A kinArethI sAme kinAre laI javAnA phakata be pisAja letA. karelI. e kriyAe paNa mane Aje jagADI | zeTha sAme kinAre rahela moTI damaNanA mahelo dIdhe. jAti maraNajJAna utpanna thayuM, su dekhI khUba khuza thayA paNa temane kAMI te nagarane saMskAro AtmA para kevI asara kare che, e nIhALavuM na hatuM ane te sAkSAt sAgaranA nIrano ene samajAyuM. matsya vicAre che ke, pitAnI sparza karavAnI icchA hatI. AjJA mujaba dhamanI ArAdhanA karI hata- kInAre ubhA-ubhA manamAM vicAra kare che ke, A bhAvathI paramAtmAnAM darzana karyA hatA te badhI hoDI te sAme tIre laI jAya tema che, paNa Aje mArI A karUNudazA na thAta. mAnava AgaLa Ave tema nathI. Ama jyAM vicAre che tyAM bhava je uttama janma meLavI meM ene gumA- te eka hoDIvALA khAravAe bUma pADI, kema zeTha be, basa have mAre AjathI mAMsa-marachI AvavuM che? be paisA laIza. vagere AhAranA paccakhANa che. pApano pazcA zeThe te khAravAne pAse bolAvI kahayuM ke, "je mAre te A khADImAMthI darIyAnA mIlana sudhI javuM tApa kare che, te ja samaye te mAMchalAne sama che. bola zuM laIza? kitanI prApti thAya che, tarataja anazana vrata khAravo kahe, Apane ja egya lAge te Apo. AdarI tyAMthI kALa karI sIdho devagatimAM A khAravo te darIyAno bhomIo ja hate. zeThane pahoMcI jAya che. besADyA heDImAM ane lagAvyAM halesAM, pavananA jore nA dravyakriyAo paNa pariNAme kevA uttama jAya heDI sararara karatI. zeTha heDI bahAra bhAvane jagADe che, enuM A sacoTa daSTAMta che. hAtha kADhI pANI le, ane pAchuM nAkhe. tenA mojAthI

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kalyANa mArca-eprIla : 195ra : 7 : hoDImAM pANI bharAze e bIke zeTha pANInA mojAne jyAM dura-dura madhyasAgaranA tephAnI majA upara hAthathI haDasele. Ama karatAM karatAM zeThe khAravAne pUchayuM, najara paDI tyAM zeThane pitAnA vhAlasoyA putra patnI bhAI ! tAruM nAma zuM ? yAda AvyAM. vicAra karyo ke je badhAe mArI sAthe khAvo bolyo ke, mAruM nAma pimalo, DI vAra heta te kevI majhA temane paData. kharekhara mArA pachI zeThe pUchayuM. alyA milA, keTalo vakhata thayo karatAM A milo sAro ke A darIyAnI meja haze ? pemalo kahe, mane khabara nathI. suraja sAmuM joI pitAnA dIkarA-dIkarI ne vahane A apUrva dariyAI aDasaTe bolyo ke, bAra vAgyA haze ! " A khAravAnuM sahela karAvate haze, Ama vicAra karatAM pUchayuM, alyA svarUpa dekhI dhanAjIe pUchyuM, alyA tane ghaDI- pemalA ! tArA bAyaDI-chokarAM sAthe keTalI vakhata A ALa jotAM nathI AvaDatI." khAre zuM kahe, janAba sahela karavA AvyuM hatuM, huM te mArA bAyaDIvALyo ke, zeTha kALe akSara mAre te bheMsa barobara chekara mUkIneja Avyo chuM. A sAMbhaLatAM te che. tyAM ghaDIAlane zuM karuM ? A uttara sAMbhaLI pemalo manamAM kakaLI uThayo ane balya, zeTha ! haju te zeTha bolyA. are mUrkha ! jamAno keTalo AgaLa va para nathI te chokarA-chokarInI yAM mAMDe che ? jamIne ATaluMye na zIkhe. jA-jA tArI te pa are zuM bole che ? ATalo maTe thaye, kALA gayA jaMdagI nakAmI gaI.' ne dhaLA AvyAM teo paraNyo nahi. jA...jA...mUrkhA! pemalo A uttara sAMbhaLI cupaja thaI gayo. "tArI te pANI jIdagI nakAmI gaI." manamAM te keTalIe rIsa zeThanA upara AvI paNa Ama dhanajI zeThe milAnI dazA dekhI manamAM e zuM kare ? hAsya karatA te ghaDIkamAM enI ajJAnatA ane heDI te saDasaDATa cAle ane zeTha manamAM hase. garIbAI saMbhArI dukha anubhavatA. te zeThane te hAza keTalAye vakhatanI IcchA Aja pUrNa thaI. A emaja lAgatuM ke, kharekhara janmIne te huM ja jIvI majhAmAM potAnA bajAranI vAta yAda AvI ane jANuM chuM. huM mArI pAse kaI vastune toTo che. vicAramAM paDyo ke huM ahIM ja karuM , paNa basa, ene te nAzavaMta padArthanI mamatAmAM ja mazabajAramAM keTalIe vadha-ghaTa thaI haze. zuM thaze ? paNa gulatA rAkhelI paNa te ajJAnI zeThane khabara kyAM pAchuM mana vALI khAravA tarapha najara paDatA vicAra hatI, ke mAre paNa evo divasa Avaze, ke e Avyo ke mAre te hajAronA dhaMdhAnI paDI che, paNa nAzavaMta padArtho ane durgatinA gartAmAM nAMkhI deze. A milAne che kaMi ciMtA, lAva puchuM te khare evAmAM pracaMDa vAyunuM tophAna cAlyuM. pahADa ke keTaluM bheguM karyuM che ? jevA pANInA meja pAse A heDI DUbakA mAravA alyA milA ! AkhI jIMdagI A dariyA sAthe maMDI, paNa te dhamAlamAM pemalo mULa mArga bhUlya. bAtha bhIDI keTalI mUDI bhegI karI che ? pemalo kahe, tophAna zAnta thae nAvike dizAvalokana karyuM. ane zeTha roja ATha-bAra AnA kamAvuM chuM ane sAMje gabharAyo. zeTha te pahelethI ja gabharAtA hatA chatAM roTalA bhegA thAvuM pachI kyAMthI tamArA je thAvuM? nAvikanI hiMmatathI bephIkara banelA, paNa jyAre A sAMbhaLatAM te zeTha davaMgaja thaI gayA. are nAvikanuM moTuM paDI gaeluM ane ciMtAtura dekhAyuM ke bIcAro ATaluM vitarUM kare ane jIvanA jokhame tarata zeTha bolyA, kema milA ? Ama TharI gayo ? jhaMpalAve te e anirdhane. kharekhara Ane vyApAra karatAM kAMI vAMdhe te nahi Ave ne ? pemalo zuM bole, ja na Avo . huM te beThA-beThA lAkho kamAvuM chuM. ghaDIka mauna laI cUpacUpa beDo rahyo. mana makkama Ama vicArI khAravAne kahyuM bhAI ATalI mahenata chatAM karI bolavA te ghaNuMe joya chatAM bolAtuM nathI. kaMIbheguM na karyuM te kharekhara tArI "ardhI jIMdagI chevaTe balavA maMDayo ke, ze...Tha, kema bhAI ! bela nakAmI gaI." premalo kahe, sArUM mA-bApa dhanavAnane kayAM jaladI zuM kahevuM che ? mArI te saphara avaLI nIkaLI khabara che ke garIbAI kevI cIja che. gaI. bela jahadI zuM che ? paNa ze.. Tha are bola,

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huM hare : chaMdagI nakAmI gai, mA zuM che? e kahe ApaNe pavananA taphAnamAM bhUlyA chIe. A hoDaluM kASTa judIja dizAmAM cAle che. ane te evI dizAmAM jAya che,ke jyAM meTAmeTA vamaLa Ave che ane te vamaLamAM keTalAe moTAM jahAja phasAyA ane sAgaranA taLIe pahoMcyAM, te A ApaNI TacukaDI hoDInI zI kiMmata ? . A vacana sAMbhaLatAM zeTha kahe, pemalA ! halesAM mArI hoDI pAchI laI jaIe to ThIka thAya. Ama vicAra ane vAtA karatAM to vamaLanA najIka jaI pahoMcyA. darInuM pANI gALagALa kare che ane vacca mAMthI eka moTu meAjI uchaLatAM pAchu zAMta thAya che. A vakhate vacamAM je kAi Ave te sIdhA e sAgaranA bhAga ane. zeThe kahe, bhAI! kAMi upAya che ? jo e te tane dhana Apu` ke bIjI koi paNa jarUrIAtavALI vastu ApuM, paNa mane kai rIte bacAva. Ama khelatAM tA pANInuM kuMDALu hADInA cAre tarapha pharI vaLyuM. zeTha akaLAyA. chAtIphATa rUdana karavA mAMDayA. pelAe kahyuM, zeTha ! have bharadarae jha MpalAvA nahi tA sAgaranA bhAga thayA samajo, paNa bhAi mane... taratAe AvaDatuM nathI. zuM karU ? mane hAtha jhAlI pAra utAra ! Ama khelatAM-khelatAM hoDI nIcI vaLI, pemale hADImAMthI kudI paDayA. pANInA magaramaccha jevA tara MgAnI sAmeA paDayA. pAchaLa zeTha khUmA pADe che ke, pemalA ! bacAva tarata pemalAe javAba vALyA ke zeTha, jJAna, paisA ane khairI vagara mArI / pANI jIMdagI nakAmI gaI. paNa tamAne tatA na AvaDatAM AkhIe jIMdagI nakAmI gai. ATalu khelatAM zeThane chellI salAma bharI pemale te| kInAre paheoMcyA, tyAre ze sAgaramAM DubakI khAtAM maraNa pAmyA. A kAnakathI sAra e levAnA ke, janma, jarA ane maraNathI khacita bhavasamudramAM durlabha manuSyabhava rUpa hoDI pAmI jo dharmanI ArAdhanA na karIe to jarUra te hoDI tophAnI dariyAnA tAkAnamAM TIcAne sAgarataLoe jai besaze. te sajjatA ! tamAre pelA vyavahArU jJAna vagaranA paisA ke strI vagaranA nAvika jevA thavuM che ke eka kaLAmAM adhurA samagra sAmagrIthI pUNa evA zeThIA jevA thavuM che, te jarUra vicArajo ! badhuM maLe ke na maLe paNa taratAM na AvaDe te thAya zuM ? te jarUra dharmanI ArAdhanA karI heADIne pele pAra pahAMcADavA prayatna karaze. AjanA aniSTAnuM mULa sadAcAra ane saMtoSa rUpI saMpattinA ApaNe jema jema tyAga karatA jaie chIe tema tema ApaNA khajAnAmAM durAcAra ane asaMtoSanA agnikaNA ubha rAtAM jAya che. bhAratIya janatAnA lohImAM sadAcAra ane satASanAM tattva eTalAM AtapreAta banI gayelAM hatAM ke e tatvane na vidharmI zAsana ukheDI zakayu` ke na videzI zAsana naSTa karI zakayu, paraMtu svarAja prApta thayA pachI ApaNAM A baMne tattva dhIre dhIre vidAya levA mAMDayAM che ! ceAgya zikSaNanAM abhAve ane kSudra vicAradhArAonA pariNAme Aja ApaNA bALakamAM paNa sadAcAranAM tatvonA vikAsa thai zakatA nathI. 26-3-para --jayahinda

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- vagara vicAryuM kArya .....zrI kapUra Ara. variyA utAvaLamAM koI paNa kArya karavAmAM pariName pazcAttApa, atizaya kheda, ane kAryanAza sivAya anya kazuM ja maLatuM nathI. A kathA A vastune kahI jAya che. lekhaka dhArmika zikSaka che. prAcIna kathAomAMthI AvI TUMkI vAte saraLa bhASAmAM rajU karavAne abhyAsa teo cAlu rAkhe tema ApaNe icchIe. A bharatakSetrane viSe rAjapura nAme rIe kahevAthI siMhane vananA madhyabhAgamAM nagara che, tyAM sArthaka nAmavALe zatrudamana rahele jANI lenthane ghenanI bahAra rAkhI nAme rAjA rAjya kare che, te rAjAne snehaDe rAjA hAthI upara caDIne zubhaMkara sahita yukta ratnamAlA nAme paTTarANuM che. siMhanI pAse gaye. eka vakhata rAjA sabhA bharIne beThA hatA, rAjAne pitAnI sanmukha Avate jANI te vakhate AjJA laIne eka baTuka (chokare) te bhayAnaka siMhe paNa rAjAne mAravA tarApa sabhAmAM AvyuM. rAjA rAjakAryamAMthI vyagra mArI e samaye "mArA svAmIne kAMI paNa hevAthI eka bAju te besI rahyo. egya pIDA na thAo " Ama vicArI zubhaMkare samaye sabhAne visarjana karyA pachI tarApa mAratA siMhanA mukhamAM tiNa aMkusnAna karI, rAjA devapUjA karavA jAya che, te zane prahAra karI siMhane mArI nAkhe. avasara joIne baTuke rAjAnA hAthamAM A joI kedhita thayelA rAjAe tene phUle ApyAM. rAjAe baTukane joIne pUchyuM, "he bhadra! "zabhaMkara ! teM A sArUM na karyuM, tuM keNa che? kemake meM haNavA IcchelA siMhane capaLatAthI ariSTapuramAM vasatA yajJadatta nAmanA teja mArI nAkhe, AthI phakta te siMhane brAhmaNane zubhaMkara nAme huM putra chuM. judA ha nathI paNa sarva rAjAonI vacamAM dA deze jovAnI IcchAthI pharatA-pharatA mArA yazane paNa hA che.' tamArI pAse Avyo chuM.' rAjAe tene vinayavAna jANa pitAnI A sAMbhaLI zubhaMkare kahyuM, pAse rAkhe, zubhaMkara paNa tyAM nizcitapaNe he svAmI! tamArA zarIra upara vipatti rahevA lAgyuM. vinaya Adi guNothI te jANI meM siMhane haNyo che, paNa mAre rAjAne prItipAtra thayela hovAthI aMtaHpura parAkramane dekhADavAnI IcchAthI haryo nathI, vagere sarva sthaLoe pratibaMdharahita tejate vaLI meM siMhane mAryo te phakta ApanA Avato hato. prabhAvathI ja mAryo che, ema na hoya te phakta ekadA te nagaranI samIpa eka vikarALa eka aMkuzavaDe tene nAza kema thAya ? huM siMha Abe, zikArIe AvIne te vAta sainikone kahIza ke, "svAmIe teija siMhane rAjAne kahI. rAjA paNa te siMhane vadha karavA mAya che mATe he deva ! mArA upara aprasanna sArU caturaMga senA sahita zubhaMkara baTukane na thAo. kAraNa ke, A vAta ApaNuM be sAthe laIne nagaramAMthI bahAra nIkaLe. zikA- sivAya anya koI jANatuM nathI." 10

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: 74 : vagara vicAryuM karya; AthI rAjA prasanna thaye, pachI te bane ema vicArI pitAnA eka vizvAsu mANasasiMhane laI sainyanI pAse AvyA. baTuke dvArA tene marAvI naMkhAvyo. teonI pAse AvIne kahyuM ke, keTalAka divasa pachI rANIe pUchyuM ke, , "madenmatta hAthIo paNa jene zabda "he nAtha ! hamaNuM zubhaMkara kema dekhAtuM nathI sAMbhaLI madane taje che, te siMhane svAmIe rAjAe kahyuM ke, "he devI ! tenuM nAma ramatamAtramAM haryo che, paNa levuM nahi. tyAre rANIe kahyuM ke, "te che. A sAMbhaLI seniko ane sAmato dANA baTuke e ze aparAdha karyo che ? haSita thayA ane mastaka dhUNAvatA rAjAnI pratyuttaramAM rAjA e tenA viSe pitAne prazaMsA karavA lAgyA ane vAjiMtronA nAda- abhiprAya jaNAvyo. pUrvaka rAjAne nagarapraveza karAvyuM. A cho tyAre rANIe khulAso karatAM kahyuM ke, divasa mahatsavapUrvaka pUrNa thaye, mahotsava "te baTuke mane siMha mAravAnI vAta karI pUrNa thatAM sabhAjanone rajA ApI. rAjA nathI, paraMtu kautukathI sAta mALavALA prAsAda rANInA mahelamAM gaye. upara caDhIne meM te joyuM che, temAM tene kAMI paNa doSa nathI, mATe he deva ! tame aNIe pUchyuM ke, "he nAtha ! Aje nagaramAM kAMI utsava che? ke jethI satya kaho ke, te zuM A jIve che ke marI vAjiMtrone zabda saMbhaLAya che ? gaye ?" rAjAe kahyuM, he devI! Aje meM siMhane pratyuttara ApatAM neTa sahita rAjAe mA ekI lekee A vadhAmaNuM mahesava kahyuM ke, "he devI! meM ghaNuM duSTakArya karyuM karyo che. che, niraparAdhI ane guNonA bhaMDAra evA A sAMbhaLI rANI belI ke, "he nAtha! te baTukano meM ghAta karAvyuM che, avicArI uttamavaMzamAM utpanna thayelA tamAre asatya kAma karanAra mArA jevuM kaMI nathI, ke jethI prazaMsA karavI zuM megya che? kemake siMhane upakAra karanArane paNa haNanAra huM kRtanI chuM." te zubhaMkara baTuke mAryo che, ane yazamAM A sAMbhaLI rANIe kahyuM ke, vagara lubdha thaI vadhupana mahatsava tame karAvyo. vicAre karela kAryanuM pariNAma AkhI jIMdagI - te sAMbhaLI kedha pAmelA rAjA vicAra zalyanI jema hRdayane duHkha ApanAra bane che." A avicArI kAma karavAthI AkhI A gupta-vAta keIne kahevAne nathI jIdagI sudhI te rAjAne pazcAttApa thaye. ema mArI pAse zubhaMkare kahevA chatAM kathAnakane sAra e che ke, utAvaLathI kaI pitAnA utkarSa mA lubdha thaIne pite rANIne paNa kAma karavAthI aMte pastAvuM paDe che, mATe A vAta kahI che, tethI gupta vAtane bolanAra kaI paNa kAma karatA pahelAM tenA pariNAmane tene mAre chAnI rIte mArI naMkhAvo joie, vicAra karavo jarUrI che.

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vi za SAM ka nA le kha ke zrI kapuracaMda Ara. vAyA. zrI maNIkalAla pI, dezI zrI ena. bI. zAha . zrI caMdra zrI zAMtilAla dozI zrI pannAlAla ja, masAlI A zrI amRtalAla cha, zAha zrI cImanalAla jhaverI zrI manavaMtarAya ma. zAha

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jJAna gASTi naY....pU. panyAsajI prIvijayajI gaNivara Aje jaDavAdanA vartamAna jamAnAmAM to dharma ke samyajJAnanA pracAranI ati AvazyakatA che. pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAja dhaNI saraLa bhASAmAM khALavAne sabhyajJAna maLI rahe e rIte A jJAnagoSTi raju kare che, pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAja mamatAbharI lAgaNIthI niyamIta lekhA mAkale che, 'kalyANu' mAsika pratye khUbaja mamatA dharAve che. sa paheluM zuM ? AtmAnI khAnAkharAkhI karavI eja sAcI pIchehaTha. A deza uttama kuLa, pAMce iMdriyAnI paTutA, deva-gurUnA suMdara sayeAga, sattAnuM sihAsana, Ijjata, AkharU, dhana ane dhAnya Adi tamAma vastu pUvakRta dharmanA prabhAve prApta thAya che, mATeja dhama pahele ane pachI madhuM. mAMgavAnuM zuM? vItarAga kathIta dhArmika anuSThAnA karI tenA madalAmAM anatI vakhata prApta thaya cukelA paudgalika padArthonI mAMgaNI karavI e tA muThIbhara caNAnA mATe senAnuM kIMmatI AbhUSaNu ApI devA jevI narI mUrkhatA gaNAya, mATe te suMdara kriyA karI mAtra mAkSanIja mAMgaNI kare. sAcI krAnti ! anaMta kALathI pApanAja paMthe prayANu karI rahelA AtmAne punyanA pavitra graMthe prayANa karAvavu eja sAcI krAnti, sAcA upakArI. * anaMta kALathI anata saoNMsAra sAgaramAM bhaTakI rahelI jIvana naukAne jJAna dIpaka dharI kInArA batAvanArAja sAcA upakArI. sAcI pragati ! ahiMsA, satya, acauryAM, brahmacaryAM, ane aparigraha e pAMca dharmanuM pAlana karI mekSa mArga tarapha kuca karavI eja sAcI pragati. sAcI pIchehaTha adhyAtmavAdane bhUlI jaI, sAcvAda vijJAnavAda, nAstikavAda Adi vAdonI pAchaLa sAcuM svarAjya ! rAga ane dveSa nAmanA duya zatru upara vijaya prApta karI janma ane maraNane haThAvyA pachI AtmAe prApta karelI avasthA eja sAcuM svarAjya. sAcI vipatti ! vItarAga prabhunA nAmanuM vismaraNa thavu eja jIvanamAM sAcI vipatti che. sAcI sapatti. vItarAga prabhunA nAmanuM rAja smaraNa karavuM eja sAcI sapatti che. sAcA Adarza ! janma-maraNane dUra karI mekSa prApta karavA eja mAnavajanmanA Adarzo che. sAcA koTavALa ! krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lebha Adi luMTArAothI luTAi rahelA darzana, jJAna, ane cAritra jevA amUlya ratnAnuM rakSaNa karanArA eja sAcA koTavALa, sAcAM oSadhAlayeA. janma, maraNa, Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi, zAka, saMtApa, cintA Adi tamAma regene jaDamULathI dura karanArI vItarAganI vANI jyAM kaNagAcara thatI hAya teja sthAnA sAcAM auSadhAlaye che. sAcuM sagapaNu ! AvyA pachI kadI paNa pAllu jAya nahi evA zAzvata sukhane arpaNa karanArA sudeva,

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zradbhAnA apUrva vijaya.......zrI pAsAla ja, masAlIyAM zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtratA prabhAva aciMtya che. zraddhA tathA sadbhAvapUrvaka enuM smaraNuM karanAre aneka ApattiomAMthI ugarI jAya che. lekhake AnA aMge banI gayelI sAcI dukIkata ahiM raju karI che. lekhakanI zailI khUbaja saMskArI tathA sacoTa che. kathAne te raju karevAnI temanI krama lAkSaNika che. teo kAbyA pazu race che, namaskAra mahAmatranI hariphAimAM sArA akSarAnA lekhaka tarIke teo sarvazreSTa naMbare AvyA hatA. kalyANu ke pratye teone khAsa anurAga che. AjhAdI pahelAMnI A vAta che. muMbainA raLIyAmaNAM mAryAM lAla-siMdura jevA raMgathI chaMTAye jatA hatA. varU ane cittAnI jema bhAratamAtAnA be putro jAnA dAgamAM aMdha banI ekamekanuM rakta pIvA taraphaDI hyA hatA. keAmI dAvAnalanA e visA te hatAja, temAM baMgAlanA ramakhANAe karI ghI nAMkhyuM. guMDAonI charIe sAvadha banI ane kaMka nirdoSone e jAna banAvI devAmAM AnyA. sAMjanA samaya hateA. muMbainI bajAro sUnI hatI. ghaNI kharI dukAne bhayanA lIdhe vahelI baMdha thatI hatI. bhAgyeja kAi bahAra dekhAtuM hatuM. tyAre badamAza guDAe kAi strI ke purUSane chellI vidAya ApavAnA kAme lAgI gayA hatA. eka aMdha bhikhArInA humaNAMja e rIte prANa lai levAmAM AvyA hatA. sugurU ane sudharma sAthenuM sagapaNa eja sAcuM sagapaNu che. sAcA dAnezvarI. trasa ane sthAvara duniyAnA tamAma prANIene abhayadAna ApanAre eja sAcA dAnavIra che. sAcA zatrue. anaMta kALathI AtmAne ceArAzI lAkha yonimAM paribhramaNa karAvI rahelA rAga ane dveSa eja ApaNA sAcAzatrue che. sAce dhanyadina zrI jinezvara devanA darzanathI netrA, ane pUjanathI hAtha je divase pavitra bane, teja divasane pavitra dhanya dina samajave, zI adhamatA ! manuSya vadhatA vyApAra cAMlu hovAthI dAna ane dahananAM sAta paNe moMghA thai gayAM hatAM. e veLA nagaranA koi prakhyAta mAga upara eka sudara moTara kAra bhAre vegathI cAlI jatI hatI. A bhayAnaka mAnI jANe ene khabara hoya ane eTalA mATeja e jhaDapathI pasAra thaI javA mAMgatI haiya ema dekhAtuM hatuM; paNa kamabhAgye e pahelAMja ene badamAsAe aTakAvI dIdhI. "mArA ! mAro !" nA pAkAra thai rahyA. pacAsa-sA musalamAna yuvakoe kArane gherI lIdhI hatI. kauna hai ! hA hA hA !" nA avAjothI AsapAsane mArga dhaNIdhaNI rahyo. 64 kAzIra hai !'' yukA pokArI uThayA. 66 maukA te acchA milA hai ! " eka la'gaDA mumu . lamAnane avAja AvyA: " mAra DAlA, jinhA mata rahanA cAhiye ! vakhA eda hai ! allAhatAlAne bar3hAta acchA zikAra diyA hai !,' avAjo vadhavA lAgyA. pizAcAnu TALu kAranI cegaradama karI vaLyuM hatu. lAlaraMganI TepI ubharAtI hatI. TUMkI cATalA jevA enAM kALAM jhumatAMe Ama tema uDatAM hatAM dayAhina rAkSaseAnuM TALuM ! kevuM bhaya Mkara ! avAk ane mUDha banAvI mUke evA e prasa ga hato. paMdara-vIsa lADIe uMcakAi gaI, pacAsa-se charIo eka sAthe vIjaLInA prakAzamAM camakI uThI. kevaLa pazutAnu Mja eka bhAtra pradarzana - zyAi rahyuM hatu.. moTaramAM eka purUSa kheDeA hateA. eNnI nizcala dehayaSTi ane kAcanAM kahyu samAM pANIdAra nayane zeke

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- : 78: zraddhAne apUrva viye; upara prabhAva pADatAM hatAM. jo ke atyAre enA vivaza banI dInatAnuM sevana karatuM nathI. jinezvara vizALa bhAla upara thoDI karacalIo vaLI hatI: devanA sevakonI ahIMja kasoTI che. chatAM bhaya ke ciMtAe haju ene vivaza banAvyA na "allAho akabara, ane dIna dIna" A avAjo hate. pharIthI gu jI uThayA, zikArane vI dhI nAkhavA pAMca " " ina zAllA !" pacAsekavarSanA eka AdheDa dasa charIo eka paDakhe ekaja sAthe AgaLa vadhI, musalamAne kudake bharatAM kahyuM," ke khodA ! inDekI eka-be majabuta guMDAo moTara upara caDI gayA. pAsa AIndA bahota daulata hai !" zeThanI AMgaLIo moTaranI bIjI bAju paNa AvI ja sthiti hatI. para camaktA veta varNanA jhAhirAta jotAM enuM mota sAkSAta najare dekhAtuM hatuM. zeThathI pitAnI meM bhInuM thayuM.. AMkho mIMcAI gaI; paNa cittanI evIja sthiratA"sAne lAgyuM. Aja potAno bhAre bulaMda nasIe pUvaka namaskAra mahAmaMtranA eka eka pada haju gaNAtA udhaDI gayo che. hatA. samaya bArIka hatuM, paNa badhA eTalI ja - ha. allA he akabara" ane eka gaThThAbAja aTala hatI. yuvAna magarIbanAM caLakatAM khaMjara sAthe kAra upara ekaja miniTa basa hatI. dhasI AvyuM, paraMtu zeThanA vizALa bhAla ane cama AvA samaye sAcA jainoe zuM karavuM joIe ? katI nirdoSa AMkho jotAM e bIjI ja kSaNe pAchaLa tamAma lArA lagyAone tyajI eNe eka mAtra dharmanIja haTI gayo. eNe vaLI bIjAone uddezIne kahyuM," chalatI nigAhabAnI svIkArI, enA yazano ja vicAra dekhate hI kama he, kAma jaladIsuM khatma kare ! esA karavuM ke joIe ! guDAe,nI kamabesIne vicAra maukA bAbara milatA nahi." sarakhoye lAva nahi. - zeThane lAgyuM. bhaya sAme khaDo che. bacavu sabra karo! " eka uce, paDachaMda chatAM bujharga dhaNuM muzkela che. paNa jidagInA kharA samaye dharma musalamAna TeLAMnI pAchaLanA bhAgamAMthI AgaLa dhasI sivAya bIje kaNa sAthI che ? badamAsanAM caraNe Avyo. havAmAM laphatI enI hIma jevI "veta dADhI nama karatAM dharmanuM ja zaraNa uttama nathI zuM ? emaNe enI zobhAmAM vRddhi karatI hatI. khaMjaranA sthAne vicAryuM. ane tarata atyaMta zradhdhAthI namaskAra enAM hAthamAM lAMbI mALA laTakatI hatI. jANe havAmahAmaMtranuM zaraNa lIdhuM. mAMthI jabila phirate utarI Avyo hate. cittanI sthiratA ane hadaya zudhdhithI mahAmaMtranA ekaeka pada gaNAvA lAgyAM.. namaskAra mahAmaMtra e cauda pUrvano sAra che. jena kuLanAM baccAMo ene janma mAtrathI ja zIkhI le che. savAla mAtra enA uparanI zraddhAne che. ja AvI zradhdhA jIvanamAM ekavAra paNa AvI jAya "kauna hai ? jIvAbhAI pratApa ? " eNe khUba te 2-. AvaryathI AMkho phADI bUma mArI. " moTara yahAM samyagRSTi che A zradhdhA ane vivekanA khaDI rakhane kI kayAM pururata hai ? " baLavaDe ja sAtvika ane zAMtimaya jIvana prApta kare che. bhaya pratipaLa vadhI rahyo hato. se-se rAmapurI dharma jeNe sAcesAca oLakhyo che, te game tevA vipada cAkAo sAthe uchaLI rahyAM hatAM. mRtyu sAmeja dhasI ane muzkela samayamAM paNa paiva gumAvatA nathI ke AvatuM hoya ema spaSTa jaNAtuM hatuM. lehIM thajAvI

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de evA prasaMga hato. chatAM kAramAM beThelI vyakita eja racetA dhAraNa karI rahI hatI. niyatA eja puruSa jIvananI satya kaLA che. "guDA leAgane gherA jamAyA hai, kayA karUM ? AjahI / unhAMkA rAja huM na? bAbAjI !' zeThe vRddha IslAmIne javAba ApyA. enA moMmAthI potAnu nAma sAMbhaLI te diMgmUDha banI gayA. " ayasA hai ? '' 339 hA. 'hA ! '" A vRddha islAmI, guMDAonI ane zeThanI vacamAM goThavAI gayA, ane TALAMne vIkharAi javA karaDAkIthI Adeza ApyA. jANe e kahetA hatA. sIneme dila, aura dilameM, khudAkA khiyAla haya; ijA de mere lAlakA, kisakI majAla haya ! AnuM nAma pAka islAmI, mANusAine jhagamagata dIvaDA ! .. vRddhanA e AdezanI ceATa thatAMja TALu* vIkharAi javA lAgyu', kArane saratI mUkI. jANe A jhanUnI TALAM upara kAinI jAdUi lAkaDI pharI vaLI hatI. jarA vAramAM ajaba zAMti patharAi gai. * zeTha jIvatalAla pratApazIe A pachI zrI navakAra gaNI A mahAmatramAM potAnI kalyANa mArca -eprIla : 952 : 9 " khudA hAphrija ! na- ApakA rAstA abhi sApha haya ! '' vRdhdhe kahyuM, ane pachI duvA dete haiya e Dhae jaNAvyuM, " khudAvaMda karIma ApI urjA darAja kare !'' Anu nAmaja dhama nA prabhAva, namaskAra mahAmatranI aciMtya zakitane pragaTa purAvA. dha ane AtmazraddA zuM nathI karI zakatAM zeThe khuba namratAthI AbhAra mAnyeA. emanA mukha upara ketanatAne bhAva tarI AbyA; pazu teo kAMi ele e pahelAM. te dha..........2 gADI bhaNuA vegathI upaDI cUkI. ghera temanI kAganA DoLe rAha jovAtI hatI. jIvAbhAi, zeTha Aje paNa e pAka musalamInane yAda kare che, paNa A vRddha islAmI bujha rIte kayAMya jovAmAM Avyo nathI. dha nipuNa je viralA, tenuM kANu le nAma, talavAro tUTI paDe. rakSaka che bhagavAna. dharmanuM ja eka zaraNu ha| ! ananya zraddhAnI vijaya hai ! * girirAjanI pavitra chAyAmAM navalAkha akhUTa zradhA pharIthI vyakta karI che. kA DhA ! e La khI vAcA viSNu bAlyA kare, cAle che viSNu paga; '' jaMga, cAra kAMTA paNa vAge nahi, jANe AkhuM bhAI umAne, cAra bhAI beThA; eka ekanA aMgamAM, save peThA. patthara maTI thaI premadA, bhAjana karatAM gAya; tenuM ardhuM aMga kre pudaDI, tenu eThuM' sau khAya. darIA kInAre nIpaje, kAMkaNIe kaNu thAya; DharaDIne kADhe cAkamAM, ene aDhAre AlamakhAya. rAyatAnI te rANI, ne kacuMmaranI zAkanI che sAsu, emAM nA kahevAya nA. 1 ghaDiALa; 2 khATaleA; 3 ghaTI; 4 sITuM; pa kAkaDI; --zrI zAMtilAla ma. dAzI mA

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hIvavAtAvaraNa, ka Aa & pravAsa zrI cImanalAla hAlubhAI jhaverI samAja sudhAraNA mATe sahu pahelAM gharanAM vAtAvaraNane saMskArI banAvAnI ja che. a. vastune lakSyamAM rAkhI lekhake ahi bAlikAo dvArA saMvAdAtmaka zalice suma prayana karyo che. lekhaka jaina samAjamAM aitihAsika purAtatva tathA saMzodhana viSe khAsa rasa dharAve che. teo A viSayanA vidvAna lekhaka che. lekha lAMbe hevAthI traNa haptAmAM saMpUrNa thaze, pahele hamo ahi raju thAya che. [ samaya prAtaHkAla mAtA madhura svare paramAtmAnuM madhubALA-pachI mahetAcha kazuM bolyA ? ' .. stavana gAya che.] mInAkSItemaNe kahyuM, mInAkSI che tuM eTale rAga-vanavagaDAmAM bhUlI paDI tyAM amRta piyAlo pIdhe. badhI meDI uThIza te tuM ALa thaIza ne vAyune roga madhubaLA-vAra tAruM nAma japavA, bahu jora karaze te davAo karIza teya nahI maTe. | mAruM mana lalacAyuM madhubaLA-pachI ? . dekhI tArI zAMta mUrti, mInAkSI-pachI temaNe mane kahyuM ke, vaheluM uTha muja mana zAMta suhAyuM. vIra vAthI kadAca tane hamaNAM du kha lAgaze paNa je tuM kSeza na dekhuM krodhanI prabhu, vahelI uThIza ane tArI bA sAthe prabhu stavana gAIza chAyA tuja mudrAmAM; te thoDA divase tane samajAze ke vaidhakazAstra ane abhimAnanI rekhAnuM te, dharmazAstra vahelA uThavAnuM kahe che, te ApaNuja nAma nizAna na bhALuM vIra sukhane mATe che paNa je prathama tAre uThIne tarata mInAkSI -[ vahelI vahelI pathArImAMthI uThI AvI uttaradizA tarapha moDhuM rAkhI be hAtha joDI, zAna mAtAne page lAge che.] manathI navakAra maMtrane sAtavAra jApa cheTha paNa madhubAlA: alI mInA ? suI jA! suI jA. haju halAvyA vinA karo pachI mAne page lAgaze ane te paroDhIyuM che, atyArathI uThI te mane pajavavA ? tArI bA joDe madhura svare prabhu stavana-gAje. ane vaLI DabhoIthI page lAgavAnuM DahApaNuM kayAMthI lAvI! madhabaLA-sAruM bana sArUM, lAgyA have 5. mInAkSI-ba ! e mArA dharmapAThake mane mAMdA paDIe tyAre pANInIye khabara puchaze ke badhuM che. kahyuM ke, tArI bAe tane khavarAvI-pIvarAvI, mAMde mInAkSI-bA e te badhuM karavuM ja joIe paNuM sAje mAvajata ne sAravAra karI moTI karI paNa tethI pahelo je viveka [kkhavA che ke te zikhazraya savAramAM phI mAne page lAge che ? ane tenA kahyA te pachI pANI pAvA jeTalI buddhi kayAMthI Ave ? pramANe cAle che ke nahi ? tyAre mArI benapaNI madhubALA-paNa huM kahuM chuM ke page lAgyA saroje dhamapAThakajIne kahyuM ke, e kahyuM te nathI karatI vagaraja kahyuM karajene ! eTale bahu che. * * * paNuM gALo bhAMDe che ane mAravAe jAya che. vAe jAya che. mInAkSI-paNa bA pahelethI namratAnI rIta zikhAya madhubaLA-pachI mahetAjIe zuM kahyuM che te namratA Ave! mArA dharmapAThakajIe mane kahyuM mInAkSI huM te zaramAI gaI ne kazuM na balI, ke page lAgatA putra-putrIne je mAne AzIrvAda ApatAM pachI dharmapAThakajIe mane puchayuM ke, huM savAramAM nathI AvaDatuM te pinAnA chokarAMne avinayI banAve keTalA vAge uThe che ? meM kahyuM sAta vAge. che, ane hRdayamAM prema bharelo hovA chatAM vIthI

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te te maTa mAM maLI ! : 82 : navuM vAtAvaraNa madhura zabda vaDe mAthe kAma karI ghaNuM jIvo ema nathI. mInAkSI : basa, basa have tame belatAtAM te belatI te mAtA sudhI raMganA kesukAnA sugaMdhavinAnA stavana bela. phula jevI che, paNa tArebA tane jyAM sudhI mA hAthe , vIra vIra tuja nAmamALA, pheravI ghaNuM jIvo ke zataM jIve che bele tyAM sudhI enA .. . . " rAta dina huM pheravuM, khaLAmAMthI mAthuM laIza nahI, e gusse thAya, . vagaDe vana ke bharaddariyAmAM, dhakako mAre, te paNa tuM zAMta rahI page lAgaje. . trANu zaraNa tuM eka chuM. tane khabara che ke vAsadezanI rAja zatAnIkanI " dInadu:khInA nAtha tAruM, raha mRgAvatI jAbaMla devI mAtAnI bhatrIjI . ' zera mAre eka che, thatI hatI, e jayAre rANI hatI tyAre nokara-dAsIo + ' 'trANa tAraka , dharma dhAraka, hAjarAhajura kAma karanArI hatI. paNa teNe dAMkSA eka tuM hIja vara che.'vI lIdhI tyarabe gurUNIe egya zabda kahyA : 'madhubALa: je beTA mIla ? tuM have mArI !te paNa saM pUrNa khuza thayAM tyAM sudhI mArI sAthe stavana na belIza, tuM bahu uMce sAde bole che. mAgavA"cAlu rAkhyuM hatuM. ' te temane kevaLajJAna tethI bIjA ughanorAo jAgI jAya ane hiMsaka thayuM hatuM te 'tAre paNuM temaja karatAM zIkhavuM. jaMtuo khAvA mATe hiMsA kare. * * * madhubAlAH mArA bApa'? tame navatara bhaNelIe mInAkSI -ba ! amArA dharmajIe te 'A navuM navuM kayAMthI zIkhI lAvo cho mA-dakarIo amane emaja kahyuM che ke, savAramAM uThIne prabhustavana gAvAthI je ALasu mANaso hoya te paNa pitAnI mInAkSI: paNa bA ! 'dharmapAThakajI teo kahetA meLe jAgI uThe ane prabhunuM stavana kare eTale ja e hatA ke, A kaI navuM nathI. rAjakuTuMbanA chokarA pramANe dareka ghera karavAmAM AvatuM hoya te AkhA choDIone te ja emaja karavuM paDe che. ApaNI gAmane ethI lAbha thAya ane vAtAvaraNa keTaluM madhura junI vArtAomAM paNa kahyuM che ke, dinAM rAMka banI jAya ane badhe maMgaLaja maMgaLa thaI jAya ja sArAmAM sAro 'vinaya karavAnI rIta rAtre ApaNA bhAratamAM mIrya rAjAe caMdragupta, biMdusAra, pAsethI zikhavI joIe eTale tyAM AzIrvAda Apa azaka, saMprati vageree, dharmanA pracAra mATe ane Ama vAnuM paNa heya ja. rAmAyaNamAM kaza9thAne. page badhI prajA dhama bane te mATe keTalI suMdara ajJAo lAgatAM rAmacaMdrajIne zuM AzIrvAdanuM hatuM ane ? ke pahADo khaDako ne pattharanA thAMbhalA upara lakhavI gayA zuM e navI vAta che, je vakhatathI e rIte ApaNe che. stavana karate lAbha ja thAya che eTale badhA bhaNavAnAja bhUlI gaI haIe te pharIthI zarU karIe to zuM TuM? che. vadhAre vakhata jarUra vinA suI rahevAthI paNa gaja ' huM mile rASTra thaIne AzIrvAda Apa mAre tArI joDe ! thAya, ane stavana na gAie te pachI, ApaNuM - kavio aneka kavitA lokonA lAbhArthe lakhI - madhubAlA : le bena te paNa mane belatAM gayA che, te zA kAmamAM, Ave ! jene bA, ApaNo te AvaDatuM nathI ne belavAnI sujha. paNa paDatI nathI. A mahelo jenaja che paNa huM kahUM chuM tevuM mInAkSI: bA ! tame mAro dharmakAe kahyuM samajIne I gAtu saMbhaLatuM nathI. mArI benapaNI thoDA divasa upara rabAra, vagAmAM pAMca vAra jarUra | bALA huM ghaNuM jIvo . . , paDI tethI dudha levA gaI hatI tyAre rabAraNa, daLanAM daLatAM che. '; suMdara gIta AtI hatI ane dudha dohavA * uThI te - madhubALA sAruM na bhe, ghaNuM je paNa gAyAja karatI hatI, ethI jeTaluM suMdara ane madhura ane sukha-dukha sAthI thaje.' vAtAvaraNa pedA thAya kaMkAsa te kyAMya rahe ja nahIM. paDI tethI dudha levA gaI, mInAkSI : "hA mA ' '' " , ka

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kalyANa mArca-eprIla : 1952 : 83 : madhubAlA-paNu te mArI che, pApa lugaDAM vALatA te zikhuM. je e goThavaNa karatAM mane thAya che ? atyAre nahi AvaDe te mAro lugaDa paNa kasamAM mInAkSI:-paNa bA prabhunuM nAma devAthI bhikhArI jevAM nahi dekhAya che ?' ' ' ' te pApa thatuM haze, ulaTuM ALasu AhAsa choDe te madhubAlA- he bane? ATaluM DahAya tene roga na thAya, ane bIjAnuM joI ubhu stavana paNa tArUM, mane te cAra visanA copaNa jevuM kare te lAbha ja thAya ke pApa ? dekhAya che. mane lAge che tuM pAThazALAe hamaNAM madhubAlA -nuM te haThIlI chuM. Aje huM tArA vadhAre rahe che, tethI A badhuM DahApaNuM kare chepaNa mahetAjIne kahIza ke tame choDIne AvuM karma zikha e te cAra ja dahADA. A che ? zuM pA5 nathI thatuM ? mInAkSI-sArU cAra dahADA te cAra dhArA kema mInAkSI -nA bA, amArA mahetAjI kazuMe : jANyuM ke vadhAre dahADA nahIM karuMkadAya laIzuM kahIza nahi. emaNe badhAne sAruM ja samajAyuM che, te koIka divasa te sAMbharaze. te paNa zuM kizAna sArA kAmamAM te pApa manAtuM haze ? ' thavAnuM che. paNa bA mAre meTuM devuM che, zaraNuM madhubALA-: sArU cAla, nahi kahuM, have, savAra kayAM che ? thavA AvyuM che, te huM gharanuM kAma karuM g* suIjA , madhubAlA tuM ubhI rahe dharamAMthI kacarI vALIne mInAkSI-nA bA ? have te suI rahe te roga pachI tene pANI maLI AvuM : " thAya, cAla huM tane kAma karavA lAgyuM. " mInAkSI-nA. tuM mane garaNuM banAva eTale pANI madhubAlA:-sArU bena tuM kAmamAM zuM samaje gaLIne mehu dhouM !' ' haju, nAnI chuM, moTI thAya tyAre karaje. ... madhubAlA-tAre bahu utAvaLa e ja pANI mInAkSI-mArAthI thAya tevuM kAma huM atyArathI "ya rAmAM khIlA para garaNuM che tenAthI gaLaje. na karUte merI thayA pachI kAma karavAnuM mane mana thaze? (mInAkSI jAya che gamana nAne ane jhINe huM gaMdaDAM DAmacIo upara na nAkhI zakuM paNa tathA be TukaDA jevo che *; . . daherAsara upayogI sAdhana amAre tyAM zuddha cAMdInI AMgI, mugaTa, pAkhara, cauda svapna, toraNa, kaLaza, cAMdII| 1 devadrAdi siddhi Adi sika 1 - tathA paMca dhAtunI pratimAo vagere daherAsara nUtana sajhAya saMcaDa che ', -- upayogI dareka upakaraNe banAvI ApanAra * |- stavana saMgraha tathA vecanAra. nIcenA saranAme upara mujaba TIkITa tA. kaDa-senAnA varakhathI dareka upakaraNe ekalI maMgAve che orDarathI rasI ApavAmAM Ave che. ke luhAra tribhovanadAsa dharamazI | vya. zrI Atmakamala jaina gavAyA. pAlItANAvALA. | ke. tapagaccha amara jena zALA, karI, The. madanagopALanI havelI. amadAvAda, khaMbhAta(vAyA, ANaMda)

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pU. AcAryazrI vijayabhuvanatilakasUrijI mahArAja pU panyAsa zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivara pU0 munirAja zrI caMdraprabhasAgarajI mahArAja [ zrI jayakIrti ] pUmunirAja zrI kIrtiprabha vijayajI mahArAja

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navanIta.... zrI kAMtilAla mohanalAla trivedI nIti, vyavahAra, dharma ItyAdine sparzatA aneka prAsaMgika vANI pRSa zAstromAM saMkalAyelAM che, tene vINI vINane thoDAMka bhAI trivedIe raju karyA che. janma jainetarahevA chatAM jaina dharma pratye lekhakane daDha anurAga che. judA-judA viSaye para vicArapUrNa leba lakhavAne lekhakane rasa che. "kalyANa" nA teo khAsa lekhaka che. A sAta purU sadagatigAmI jANavA. te lAMbo kALa jIve nahi, ne jIve te (1) avaguNa upara guNa kare, (2) bIjAne zarIra nirogI na rahe. mATe pitAnA sukhane bhoga Ape, (3) adhama 7 sAta mukha jAti chatAM abhakSya na khAya, (4)pApI kuLamAM pahele mUrakha paradhama hare. . . jamyA chatAM hiMsA na kare, (5) parastrIe bIje je parartiA : ka prArthanA karyA chatAM calAyamAna na thAya, (6) trIje kalaha lagAve ghaNe, " nidhana chatAM pArakuM bhejana na le, (7) pote cothe parahelI avasthAmAM pAMcamo vacce mA ne bApa che. - bhUkhyA rahIne paNa bIjAne khavaDAve. 2 sAta adekhA kene kahevAya? vizvAsaghAtamuM bihu jAya, pADe, paMDita, kutarUM, bAjunI dukAnavALo, "jhASabha kahe te mUrakha havA, mIDhA mANasa, mala ane maNi khAnArA e daI neharU nA teDavA. 8 ATalAno vizvAsa kare nahi. sAtamAM adekhAIne guNa vadhu hoya. 3 A sAtane pArakI vedanAnI phikara agni, sApa, jala, zrI, hathiyAra, cAra ane duzmanane vizvAsa kare nahi. nathI hotI. (1) rAjA, (2) bALaka, (3) vipra, () 9 asagatimAM janAra koNa? yama, (5) agni, (6) cera, (7) pAradhI. AhAra jhA heya ne rAga ke bahu heya. 4 suSa paheravAthI zuM thAya ? (1) vezathI viruddha vartana karatAM vicAra 10 ATalI vastuo DhAMkAtI nathI, kare paDe, (2) kumArge jato prAyaH aTakI DhAMkayu na rahe pAtaka kama jAya, (3) veza vaDe dhamanI ArAdhanA paNa thAya. DhAMka na rahe. vaLI, adharma, DhAMka na rahe keDha-kaSAya, pa saMgha charI pALato nIkaLe tyAre kyA lasaNa bhakhyuM te sahI gajAya. (1) kayA darI' hoya che te batAve che (1) padAcArI, DhAMkayuM na rahe madIrApAna, , (2) sacitta parihArI, (3) brahmacArI, (4) DhAMkayuM na rahe vaLI vijJAne bhUmi saMthArI, (5) ekala AhArI, ane (6) atisAra, vyasanI ne thADa, samakita dhArI. DhAMka na rahe vaLI labaDa (2) 6 vAMjhIyA zAthI kahevAya te jaNAve che. DhAMka na rahe kSaya avasare pazu, paMkhI ane manuSyanA bALakanI khUNe beThe nuM khaM kare. * che hatyA karanAra tathA strI-purUSane viyega karAva- * DhAMkayu na rahe pAtika maMda, nAra prAya: vAMjhIyA rahe che. kadi saMtati thAya vAta gaI jayAM kumAra nariMda (3)

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RXASINRS - anuvAdaka : zrI jayakIti joga vilAsamAM AdhaLIyA karatI amerikAnI prajA vinAzanI khAImAM je rIte dhakelAI rahI che; te hakIkata judA judA sAmayika parathI anuvAdita karI lekhake ahiM rajU karI che. lekhakane sAhitya vAMcanane temaja lekhanane sAre rasa che. "kalyANa" ne mATe teo A rIte sAmagrI mekalatA rahe che. teonI lekhanazailI suMdara tathA saceTa che. ItihAsamAM rAja ane samAjanI keTalIye avasthA khUnanuM 14 TakA vadhI gayuM hatuM." evI thai che, ke je naSTa thatAM pahelAM adha:patananuM bhayaMkara aparAdhanI dizAmAM amerikAnI ajoDa pragatinuM ane "avismaraNIya dRzya upasthita karatI gaI che, A spaSTa pramANa che. paNa ATaluM badhuM UMDa, ATaluM badhuM bhayaMkara abhUta- sadAcAra jevI vastu amerikAmAM zodhI jaDe pUrva sAmAjika patana ItihAsamAM bhAgyeja Ale- ema nathI. khAyuM haze ke jeTaluM bhAga vaibhavanI Toca upara "lagabhaga pandara karoDanI vastIvALA A dezamAM dhamAcakaDI macAvatA AjanA amerikAmAM dRSTigata pratimAsa 50000 00 0 pAMca karoDa kissAo vyabhithAya che ! cAranA bane che." aparAdhI kriDAMgaNa keneDIyana lekhaka " DAIna kArTara | amerikana sarakArI AMkaDA sUcita kare che, ke- Aja amerikAnI saMpatti che ne ? eneja bhArata amerikA aparAdhIonuM krIDAMgaNa banI gayuM che. anukaraNIya samaje che e bhArate ! pyArA bhArata !! sana 1948 mAM jyAM pratyeka 18saMkaDe eka A videzI anukaraNathI cetI jA ! samajI jA ! ! e saMgIna aparAdhano prasaMga banyo hate. taraphathI AMkhe pAchI khecI le !!! nahIM te ?... pratidina 36 khUna thayA hatAM. tathA nahIM te.. tuM paNa eka divasa tArI sadAcAranI 255 strIonA nirmaLa zIlane balathI kacaDI saMpattine gumAvI, hatuM na hatuM thaI jaIza. nAMkhavAnA prasaMge banyA hatA.. lagna vida: Aha! vizvanA sarvocca gaNAtA pradezanI "lagna ane lagna vicchedanI adhikatAvALA sarva Antarika paristhiti Aja che zuM ? te bhAratane dezamAM amerikA agrasthAna bhogave che. enuM, AMdhaLuM anukaraNa priya lAge che. he prabho, " pratidina jyAM 1 0 0 eka hajAra lagnaviccheda anta bhAratavAsIone-Aryone AvAja adha:patanamAM thAya che, ane A saMkhyA niyamita rUpe kudake ne bhUsake AgaLa vadhI rahI che. sana 1948 pachInA AMkaDA aprApta . "sana 1946 mAM amerikA pratyeka traNa lagnamAMthI paraMtu aparAdhinI dizAmAM A deza jeTalI jhaDape eka lagna- viccheda pariNamyuM hatuM. pragati karate Avyo che, te uparathI spaSTa anumAnI "sana 1955mAM pratyeka daza lane cAranuM pariNAma zakAya che ke jyAre sana 1950-51nI vigate bahAra lagnaviccheda haze ! - vizva meMmAM AMgaLI nAMkhI jaze. "AjethI AgalA vIsa-trIsa varSomAM amerikAmAM sana 1940 karatAM sana 1949 mAM balAtkAranuM evI jaththAbaMdha strIo haze, ke jenI sAthe koI pramANa seMkaDe 48 TakA, corI, lUMTaphATanuM 16 ane lagna karavA taiyAra nahi hoya ! tyAre strIo eka phasAvAnuM che ?' Avaze,

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kalyANa mArca-eprIla : 1952 : 87 : bIjAnA patidevone AkarSita karavAnI bhayaMkara ceSTAo Avaze ke jeTaluM pahelAM kadI mahiM AvyuM hoya. Adaraze !" [Do. kilapharDa Ara eDI . ' (De. eDamsa) Aja paNa amerikAmAM evI saMkhyAbaMdha - Aja amerikAnI anupama pragati che ne ! ene vyakitao che, ke jenAM lagna koI bIjAnI patnI ke ja mubAraka raho ! bhAratane e na khape ! anyanA pUrvakAlIna pati joDe thayAM hoya! daravarSe sAta lAkha garbhapAtane be lAkha zAMkara (DAIsana kArI) jAtIya vachandatAnuM bhayaMkara pariNAma kALajI vivAha-vicchedanuM Aja sohAmaNuM pariNAma kampAvI mUke evuM hoya che. che ne ! ke jemAM avyavasthA, duSa-i ane adhama paheluM pariNAmaHpAtaka ceSTAone udbhava che ! e hinda, A prathAne guptarogo ane garamIne bhayaMkara vistAra che. apanAvatA pahelAM enI bhayaMkaratAno pUre khyAla amerikI saMsthAnA saMbaMdhita AMkaDAo zuM karI leje, kaumAryanI karuNakathA. kahe che ? avivAhita yuvatio, sukumAra bALAo ane yuddhAnta pahelAM sudhI amerikAmAM prativarSa rikAmAM kevI dazA bhogave che, enuM vivaraNa hadayanA 10,0000 dasa lAkha loka garamInA bhegA thatA hatA. tArane halAvI mUke evuM che. sAMbhaLo, amerikAnAja prativarSa 30,000 trIsa hajAra bALaka evA eka vidhAna samAjazAstrI Do. lisiTarnaranA zabdomAM janme che, ke je garamIno roga sAthe lAve che." lagna pahelAM jeNe puruSa samAgama na anu mAtA-pitAnI kAramI svacchatAnuM kapaDuM mUlya bhavyo hoya evI vAstavika avivAhita taruNI A rIte ribAI ribAIne te bALakone cUkavavuM kumArikAonI saMkhyA paDe che. bIjuM pariNAma - ke , sana 1912mAM 100mAMthI 88 hatI, ghaTIne garbhamAM ja athavA te vizvanI havA letAM nI sana' 22 sudhImAM 100mAMthI 74 ane sAtheja saMkhyAbaMdha kamaLA bALenI dhAra hatyAnuM che. sana' 32 sudhImAM 100 mAMthI 51 ane - Asana, lehamena, mITasa tathA bhila Adi sana' 42 sudhImAM 100mAMthI mAtra 32 TakAja rahI gaI" eno artha? eno artha mAtra eTale ja keTalAya amerikI DokaTaroe bahuja bhUmi chaNAvaTa ke amerikAmAM lagabhaga eka caturthAza kanyAo pachI pitAne khAnagI riporTa prakAzita karyo che." evI maLI zake ke je patine ghera gayA pahelAM "mAtra sana 1941 mAMja amerikAmAM 6,00,000 viSaya vilAsane namANI cUkI hoya ! garbha pADI nAMkhavAmAM AvyA hatA. ' . teo AgaLa jaNAvatAM bhaviSya bhAkhe che. A saMkhyA paNuM bIjI vastuonI mAphaka vadhI sana 1960 sudhImAM amerikI avivAhita rahI che. zrI "DAisana kArI' pitAnA prasiddha pustaka taNI-kumArikAomAM kaumArya jevI vastunuM asti--- Siin And Scince] sIna enDa sAyansa tva paNa nahIM hoya". [pA5 ane vijJAna] mAM asIma vyathita thaIne lakhe che. have tyAMnA kumaLA vidhArthiomAM paNa keTalo ' "amerikAmAM prativarSe 6,80,000 zizuonI durAcAra phelAyo che, te avaloke. janma letA pahelAMja eTale garbhamAM hatyA thaI tyAMnAM skule javAvALA chokarAM-ke jenI ummara jAya che... A pustaka vAMcavAmAM lAgelA ApanI 16 varSanI nIce che- 100mAMthI 80 TakA jayabhicArI pratyeka miniTamAM A mahApa [amerika] upara banI cUkyA che' kyAMya ne kayAMya ekane eka nahIM janmelA gaMspita - amerikana samAjazAstrI) zizune nAza karAI rahyo che." dazavarSamAM amerikAnuM naitika thara eTaluM nIce Ane artha e thayo ke amerikAmAM pratyeka pAMca

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jaa - - 88: AjanuM amerikA; - garbhe eka garbhanI braNa hatyA thaI rahI che. je aparAdha karavAmAM temanuM sthAna che te nIce - trIjuM pariNAma: mujaba che, che, te A hatyAmAM mAtra te adha zizaonoja nAza dArU veca, vezyAvRtti karavI, jugArakhAnuM thAya che ema nathI, parA garbhapAtamAM nAza pAmanArA calAvavuM, habasIone gherIne mAravA, virodhIyAnI abhAgI. bALakanI 8900 mAtAo paNa potAno hatyA karI nAMkhavI, daMga macAva, majUronI haDatAla bali caDhAve che, pratyeka vijJAnanA sAdhana vidhamAna teDavI, ane laDAIonI Aga lagADavA sudhInI hovA chatAM paNa garbhapAtanI kriyAmAM A rIte 8000 kArAhIomAM samilata che. - strIone prativarSa bhoga levAya che. AvA tathA anya aparAdha karavA mATe AvA cothuM pariNAma: varNasaMkara tathA anya dalitone upayoga karavAmAM Ave che. " sarvathA asAmAjika ane anItibhraSTa svacachanda. amerikI citrapaTa, amerikI pustako, amerikI tAthI saMkhyAbaMdha jIvita rahevAvALA bALakonuM jIvana samAcAra patro, amerikI, kalaba ane gupta tamAzAo paNa mRtyutulya tethIya bhUMDuM thaI jAya che. emane nitya ne prabhAte AvA bhayaMkara kukarmonI . "amerikAmAM janmelA pratyeka bAra bALakamAMthI zikSA Ape che. ATalA bibhitsa ane kAmuktAthI eka bALaka varNasaMkara arthAt avidhisaranuM heya che. chalachala bharelA citrapaTa ane ATalI kutsita [Do. hAva ela. Dana] bhAvathI bharelI copaDIo amerikAne bAda karatAM eTale ke amerikAmAM prativarSe 1,70,000 vizvamAM anya sthaLe maLavI muzkela te zuM paNa bALaka evA hoya che, ke je skUlamAM bharatI thAya che asaMbhava prAyaH che. tyAre pitAnA bApanuM nAma nathI batAvI zakatA kIDIyAnagara kacchamAM pAMjarApADI arthAta kAyadesara temane koI pitA hete nathI, pari. vAra heta nathI.. A pAMjarApoLamAM AjubAjuthI ghaNA pitAnAM AkhA jIvanamAM Ana-bApa bALakone ja Ave che, tene nabhAvavA mATe sthAyi hara kadame lajajA, apamAna ane tiraskArano sAmano bhaMDoLa nathI, A sAla paNa duSkALa che, bharakaravo paDe che. vicAre te bhalA, pitR sukhathI { bhalA, pata sukhathI vADo pAsethI seMkaDo gheTAM-bakarAM varSa dahADe vaMcita, pArivArika AnandathI hIna ane je sabhya Ave che, tene choDAvavAM paDe che. te jIvane semAjanAM gupta praNayanuM gupta pApanuM pate phI banyA che. je samAjanAM rakatanuM ja pote pariNAma che, teja abhayadAna ApI puNyane upArjana kare ! sanma samAjadAre kalaMkita ane tirarakRta thanArA A gAmamAM varatI juja che, kAma moTuM che bheLA bALakonA jIvanamAM Ananda haze ? te sau kaI zakti anusAra pula nahi te pulanI . ane A baMda kismata varNasaMkaronI senA pAMkhaDI mokalI ApavA maherabAnI karaze - amerikAnA te kendro ane saMgomAM upayogI nIvaDe madada mokalavAnAM rathaLo. - che ke je pitAnI guMDAgirI mATe vizvabharamAM vorA nAraNa phUlacaMda mazahura che. piSTa gAgodara, kIDIyAnagara [kaccha-vAgaDa] - - yuddha sAmagrI upasthita karavI, upaniveza tathA | parAdhIna dezonuM zoSaNa karavuM Adi paisA upArjana dezI bhAramala haMsarAja karavAnI jeTalI amerikI tarakIbo che temAM A loke zeTha A. ka, piDhI pAlItANuM [saurASTra -varNazaMkaranuM-aparAdha karavA mATe tathA aparAdhanuM vorA rAyazI hIrAcaMda saMgana karavA mATe-eka vizeSa sthAna che. che. gagA bAra

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zrI bhava: lAla jaina zrI bAbubhAi dozI zrI surajamala jaina . zrI kIzorabhAI gAMdhI Do. valabhadAsabhAI zrI kAMtilAla mA. trivedI zrI kuMdanamala jaina zrI sevaMtIlAla jaina zrI javAnamala jaina

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CICIZIG-AN. ApaNI vAtacIta. amane "bAlajagata mATe jarUra lakhI mokalo priya bAlamitro ! bAlajagata' mATe tamArAM lakhANane ame paheluM sthAna ApazuM. tamArA badhAyanI mamatA na bhUlI zakAya tevI bAlajagata nA sAthI mitro: 'bAlache. A vizeSAMka mATe saMkhyAbaMdha lekho jagata'mAM havethI eka navo vibhAgane amane tamArA taraphathI malyA che. te badhAne zuM kare ?' zarU karIe chIe. AmAM yane tapAsI ThIka-ThAka karI ame ahiM amuka prasaMge raju karI, temAM tamArI tamArI samakSa mUkyA che. eka lekhakanA aneka pAsethI tamArAja abhiprAye ame maMgAvIzuM le che AvyA che, temAMthI upayogI lekha A ane emAMthI jeno abhiprAya amane sauthI aMka mATe pasaMda karI tene sthAna ApyuM che. sarasa lAgaze, temaja emAM ApelAM kAraNe bAkI rahI javA pAmelA lekhone kramazaH "bAla- amane vyAjabI lAgaze te te javAba ApajagatamAM sthAna ApavA mATe zakaya karIzuM. nArane rU. pAMcanuM pustaka amArA taraphathI lekhaka mitrane ! A prasaMge amAre ame bheTa mokalIzu. je vadhu vyaktionA kahevAnuM e che ke, tame 'bAlajagata mATe javAbo pasaMda paDaze, ne vyAjabI jaNAze je kALajI rAkhIne mahenata laIne lakhANo te te badhAyane rUA. 10 sudhInAM pustaka mokalI Ape che, te mATe tamane amAAM ame mekalAvIzuM. abhinaMdana che, paNa havethI tamArI zailImAM - A AMkane samRddha banAvavA je bAlathoDoka pheraphAra kare; sArI hAnI vArtA, baMdhuoe amane sahakAra Apyo che, mamatA pravAsanAM smaraNa; tamArA jIvanamAM banelI tathA lAgaNI batAvI che, te amArAM priya kaI addabhUta hakIkata, itihAsa tathA dhama- bAlamitrono ame jeTalo AbhAra mAnIe kathA aMgenuM lakhANu; vairAgya, saMyama, tapa, teTalo ocho che. tyAga, zUravIratA, ItyAdi prasaMgone sAMkaLIne aMka mATe prasaMgacitro, kATuMne ItyAdi. koI jIvanacaritra. A badhuM tame sArI amAre taiyAra karAvIne pragaTa karavAnI paripUrNa zailIye zabdonI zuddhipUrvaka, suMdara akSaromAM IcchA hatI paNa citra samayasara na maLI BARABAAAAAANA ERROAN How do you have Reven thaI jAya . *

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= 8ra : bAla jagata; zakayA, tethI te mutavI rAkhavuM paDayuM che, paNa magara (saurASTra) vaya 16, bhASA gujarAtI, zokha havethI dareka aMke "kanuM ane mananI lAMbI TIkiTa saMgraha, aMga kasarata. citravAta rajU karavAno vicAra rAkhIe chIe. nAma; cunIlAla ema. deDhiyA. C/o. hAlArI bAlamitro ! "kalyANa mATe je rIte vIzA ozavALa jaina borDiMga, digvijaya ploTa. tame mamatA rAkhe che, te rIte rAkhaze, jAmanagara vaya; 17-varSa zokha vAMcana, lekhana, ane "kalyANa nA grAhako, jema vadhu banaze bhASA gujarAtI. IglIza, hiMdI. tema kalyANane "bAla vibhAga vadhu samRddha nAma; hemacaMdra nyAlacaMdra herA, The. vardhamAna jaina borDiMga valabhIpura (kaTArIyA) vaya; 15 varSa, zekha banaze, mATe tame tamArAthI zakya prayatna gujarAtI sAhitya vAMcana, DraoNiMga, kasarata, rIDIMga. ajAze "bAlajagata"nA prazaMsaka je je nAma; guNavaMtakumAra cImanalAla zAha C/o. bAlacitra che teoe havethI "kalyANa" nA cImanalAla mohanalAla. The. 578 jAmejamazeda roDa grAhake, vAMcake tathA prazaMsako vadhAravA prayatna pahele mALe. mATuMgA (jI. AI pI.) mubaI 19; karelA AnA enI eka ejanA ame vaya 11; zekha gujarAtI sArA sAhityanuM vAMcana, vicArI rahyA chIe, je AgAmI aMke rajU thaze. lekhana, abhyAsa; gujarAtI umuM dharaNa. - dete ! tyAre jaya jaya. nAma; kuMdanamala sAkaracaMdra navA jogApurAvALA ke. bajAramAM, kalyANa (ji. thANA) vaya 15 varSa, zokha; samAja sevA, abhyAsa, dhArmika paMca pratikramaNa vyavahArika dhoraNa 8muM, bhASA saMskRta, hiMdI, gujarAtI, marAThI, e zuM kare? priya bAlamitro ! AjanA aMkathI A zirSaka / heThaLa je je lakhANa pragaTa thaze te te lakhANane mananapUrvaka vAMcI, A prasaMge zuM karavuM joIe ? te tamArI bhASAmAM tamane sUjhe te vicAre avazya jodhI kADha! "bAlajagata" chupAyeluM che. amane lakhI mokalaze. je je lekhakonA vicAro tathA tenI pAchaLanAM kAraNo ane vyAjabI-ucita - - : patra-mitra vibhAga, jaNAze, te te lekhakone amArA taraphathI puraskAra nAmazA pravINacaMdra mANekalAla C/o mAstara maLaze. (vAcita vibhAgamAM jaNAvyuM te mujaba che.) zAMtilAla gulAbacaMda kederAsara pAse, gAma: * paNa A javAba, tathA tenAM kAraNe pitAnI svataMtra vejalapura sTekharasAlIyA. vaya 16 varSa, abhyAsa buddhi ke samajaNanAM che, tenI amane pUrepUrI khAtarI de che. dhArmika abhyAsa paMca pratikramaNa, navasmaraNa, lekhaka taraphathI maLavI joize. javAba lakhatI veLA jIvavicAra, be pratikramaNa artha sahita, A tamAro abhyAsa, vaya, ItyAdi lakhI mokalavAM temaja nAma; mohanalAla punamacaMda zAha de. hAlArI tamane paNa AvA prasaMge sUjhe te tame amane lakhI vizAo thavAla jaina orage. digavijI poTa, jAma- jaNAvaze-saM.

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prasaga 1lA. (1) ramaNu ane zAMti banne jIgarajAna dastA che. banne eka ja kalAsamAM bhaNe che. mAtara paNu bannene ghera sAtheja Tayuzana Ape che, paNa bannenA abhyAsamAM phera che. zAMti mahenatu che, jJAnanA kSayA pazama tene teja che. jayAre ramaNa gaNita ane bhUgoLamAM kAce che. atyAra sudhI jema tema karIne tene upara caDhAvavAmAM AvyA. paNa A kakSAmanA parIkSaka khUbaja kaDaka che. ramaNane parIkSAnA divase mAM mUMjhavaNa vadhI che. teNe zAMtine kayu : dAta ! A vakhate parIkSAmAM tu joDe ja raheje, tuM mane sahAya karaje.' kalAsa mAstara je bannene ghera Tayuzana Ape che, te jete ramaNanA bApa ii Ape che, temaNe paNa zAMtine kahyuM ke, tAre ramaNane gaNita tathA bhUgoLamAM javAe kahI devA.' ramaNane Apa paisAdAra che. zAMti tathA tenA kuTuMbamAM enuM ja calaNa che. eTale zAMtinA Ape paN zAMtine kahayuM : 'jo ramaNane barAbara sahAya karaje !' A paristhitimAM zAMtie zu' karavuM joie ? tame A sthitimAM mUkAyA hai te tame zu kare ? zAMtie sAcA pramANika chekarA tarIke zuM karavuM ? prasaMga 2 jo. (2) manu eka zrImaMta gRhasthanA dIkaro che, tenI prakRtimAM yAbhAva vizeSa che. khAvA-pIvAnA zekha karatAMye tene garIbenI mAvajata, dukhI ke pIDitAne sahAya karavI vadhAre game che. eka vakhate tenA pInA bahAra gAma gayA che. nAkara rajA para gayA che, te skulamAMthI ghera AvyA. ghera acAnaka tenI nAnI mhena indirA tAvamAM paTakAi paDI che. A tenI sAravAramAM paDI che. khAtre manune kahyuM; bhAi ! ohaMdI bajAramAM jai nA Dajhana mAsI la' Ava, ane thoDA-barapha lAvI Apa, mebInA mATe tAtkAlika sAravArane sArU joie che. bA pAse chUTA rU. nahi hovAthI teNe manune dazanI neTa ApI, manu jaldI meAsI levA bajAramAM gayA. tarataja mAsI tathA arapha lai te pAcho ghara bhaNI jai rahyo che. rastAmAM leAkeAnu TALu ubhu che, eka garIba anAtha mAsa kalyANa mArca-eprIla : 1952 : 93 : azikatanA kAraNe lathaDIyAM khAtA tammara AvatAM paTa kAcA che, tene mUDhamAra paDayA che, upacAra mATe khA ane tene zudhdhimAM lAvavA mesInA rasanI jarUra che, tyAM ubhelA koinI pAse hAla turaMta te nathI, manunI pAse te che. A vakhate manunu yALuM huMvya ubharAi AvyuM, paNa dhera potAnI vhAlasAMthI aenanu tAvamAM zekAtuM mehuM yAda AvyuM. A avasare teNe zuM karavu te e ke tame hatA eka yANu snehA mAnavI tarIke A prasa Mge tame zuM kara eka rekhAthI banatuM. citra 'TanI puMchaDIthI eka rekhA cAlu karIne karI pAchI bIjI puchaDInA cheDe AvI ya che. lakattA, kalakattA nAma zAthI paDyuM. te tame jANe che ? na jANatA hoya te tenA viSe eka aMtakathA rahuM chuM. jyAre aMgrejo hiMdamAM AvyA tyAre tee gAmaDe-gAmaDe pharavA nIkaMnyA. hAlamAM jyAM kalakattA che tyAM pahelAM gAmaDu hatuM. aMgrejo mA A gAmamAM AvyA tyAre teoe eka kheDUtane aMgrejImAM A gAmanu nAma pUchyuM. kheDUta biyAre ajANa hatA. te samajyA ke A dhAma kyAre kApyu che, ema lA lokeA puche che, tethI teNe hiMdImAM ja jA ema javAba Apyo, tyArathI tegAmanuM nAma kakattA paDayuM. kevI rasIka che. A daMtakathA ! zrI ramezacaMdra jhaverI, malADa,

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: 94: bAla jagata; rAMDayA pachInuM DahApaNuM. mArA sIpAIo tene kADhI mUkaze. pelAe kahyuM, sArU. che. muMbaImAM caMdulAla nAme zeTha rahetA hatA. te te vicAravA lAgyo ke rAjAne oraDo ja khAlI karI nAMkhIza. - khUba paisAdAra hatA. te koI divasa garIbane dAna detA nahi ane koI divase daherAsara paNa jatA nahi. bIjI prabhAte te vahelo-vahelo jAya che, tyAM temaNe ati anIti karI khUba paisA meLavyA hatA, pesatAMja ramakaDAMnI dukAna che te jovAmAM paDayo ne ane garIbane lUMTI garIba pAsethI paNa dhana para pUre thaI gayo. AgaLa jAya che tyAM sipAI laI letA. kahe che, have jItIyA paDaze, ahIMthI nIkaLI jAva. pachI tyAMthI AgaLa dAgInAne oraDo che tyAM jAya - caMdulAla zeThane e vicAra koI divasa nahote che, tyAM suMdara strI beThI che. hAvabhAva kare che ne Aje, ke huM garIba lokone lUTI dhana laI lauM gAyana saMbhaLAve che, tenA mehamAM paDyo ne bIje chuM, tethI huM ghaNo pApa chuM, huM marI jaIza tyAre - pahAra gumAvyuM. have trIjA oraDe jAya che. tyAM sAthe dhana nahIM Ave paNa sAthe pApa Avaze. vepArIo maLe che. lIyA-dIyA cAle che, Ane leba thoDA vakhata pachI caMdulAla zeThane kolerA lAgu lAge ke sonAmahora huM laI-laIne keTalI lAza, paDaye. temaNe kolerA maTADavA khUba upacAra karyA lAvane dhaMdhAmAM lAkho kamAI lauM. have TAIma paNa kAMI phAyado thayo nahi. dhIme dhIme roga vadhavA pUro thatAM vepAra baMdha thayo ane bhAizAba senAmAMDayo ane te maravAnI aNI 5ra 5DayAtyAre mahora luMTavA jAya che tyAM sipAie kAna pakaDe che. tamane vicAra Avyo ke huM marI jaIza pachI sAthe have cothA oraDAmAM cAMdInI pATo lUMTavA jAya che. dhana te nathI laI javAno paNa meM garIbone lUMTI tyAM je jAya che. evI suMdara zayyA jUve che. sevaka pApanuM je pioTaluM bAMdhyuM che, te laI jaI narakamAM ubho che ane kahe che ke Avo re Avo ! tame thAkI paDIza, A rIte zeThane khUba pastAvo thayo, paNa gayA hazo, suI jAva. ame tamArI sevA karIe. A te rAMDayA pachInA DahApaNa jevuM thayuM. pApa pachI tame lUMTIne lAvo te amane paNa DuMka maLaze." karyA pachI pastAvo karyo paNa thAya zuM ? AvA pelo paNa thAkI game te mATe sUte, sevakoe vicAra karatAM caMdulAla zeTha maraNa pAmyA. evI sevA karI ke tene uMgha AvI gaI. have pahera mATe huM mArA mitro! tame paNa pApa karatA pahelAM pure thaze eTale sipAIoe tene uThADIne rAto-rAta vicArajo ane pahelethIja dhyAna rAkhI puNya upA- kaMDhI mUko, rAjAe tene ghaNuM ApyuM paNa te zuM fma karI sadgatigAmI bano ! laIne gaye ? tema A kathAne upanaya e che, ke java zrI guNavaMtakumAra, mATuMgA. e karmarAjane sevaka che, te tenI nokarI uThAve che. te devalokamAM hoya paNa temAM gAphela bane, pachI uM. varSa 11. bharavAno TAIma Ave tyAre eka hIre laIne jAuM tema thAya te laI jaI zake kharo ? temaja manuSya janmamAM game teTalI zAlibhadra jevI Rddhi maLI hoya mAnavabhavane saphala kare! chatAM eka bhaNI paNa laI jaI zake nahi temaja eka mANasa haMmezA rAjAnI sevA karatA hatA, tiryaMca bhavamAM paNa game teTaluM khAI-pAIne luTa tethI tenI sevAthI khuzI thaIne rAjAe kahyuM:- puSTa banelo AtmA pitAnuM zarIra paNa sAthe laI 'je mArA mahelamAM cAra oraDA che. eka jhaverAtane. jaI zakatuM nathI. bIje jhaverAtathI jaDelA dAgInAne, trIjo senAno tyAre manuSya janmamAM kama rAjAe cAra oraDA ane ceAthe rUpAthI bharelo che. have tAre ekalA hAthe khullA rAkhyA che. bAlavaya ramakaDA ramavAmAM gumAvI, eka pahora sudhI jeTaluM levAya teTaluM levuM. nahIMte jJAnanuM je jhaverAta meLavavAnuM hatuM te ramakaDAM ramavAmAM

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kalyANa mArca -aprIma : 1952 : 05 : che. je O RT TO A biki gumAvyuM. bIjI vaya strInA mehapAzamAM gumAvI. jemAM ApaNAthI banatuM paccakhANa pahelA karatAM ochuM paNa jJAna meLavI zake, bIjAne dhArmika pustakonuM paThana-pAna. paNa ApI zake te paNa gumAvI, trIjI vaya vepAranA dhArmika pAThazALAmAM abhyAsa lobhamAM gumAvI, ethI vayamAM zarIra kAma Ape nahi mATe te jJAna meLave zuM ne bIjAne ApI paNa zuM khAro dosta ! ATaluM kone ? zake ? have pote dhAre ke, huM cAritra lauM ne Atma zrI javAmarmala phulacaMdajI. kalyANa sAdhI ane para upakAra karuM, paNa e kayAMthI bane ? Aje AvA nyAyAdhIza joie che mahA muzIbate maLelo mAnava bhava pelA sevakanI mAphaka ramata-gamata, artha-kAmAdimAM gumAvIe te rAmapura gAma nAnuM hatuM paNa dekhAvamAM suMdara hatuM. pilA sevakanI mAphaka pAchaLathI pastAvAnuM rahe, mATe te gAmanA loko ghaNA sukhI hatA, paNa jhADI dArUno vahelI take cetIne kalyANa sAdhI levuM jarUrI che. mAMDave jyArathI gAmamAM Avyo tyArathI loko zrI navInacaMdra. Ara. parIkha. dukhI thayA. vyAje paisA ApavAvAlA zeTha paNa gAmamAM rahevA AvyA. gAmanAM loko garIba thayAM ane zeThe moTI havelI baMdhAvI. zeThanA ghara pAse eka sukhI kuTuMba rahetuM hatuM. dhImedhIme te gharamAM tADI-dArU ane Aise paNa ghara ghAlyuM. paisAnI Avaka ochI thaI ane kharaca vayu. AthI zeThanI pAse paisA vyAje levA paDayA. dhIredhIre devuM 400 rUpiyAnuM thaI gayuM. zeThanI dAnata paNa bagaDI gaI. : " , zeThe manamAM vicAra karyo ke, AnI jamIna paDAvI levAya te ekavaLI moTI havelI baMdhAya. zake che dastAveja lakhyo. temAM lakhyuM ke tArAthI je thAra hajAra rUpiyA nahI apAya te mArI jamIna ApI bALaka tamane "kalyANa" mAsika game che ke ? devI. zeThe kheDutane bolAvI kahyuM ke meM tane 4,000 je hA" te juo, A citranI vacce 'kalyANa no rUpIyA ApyA che, te tArAthI apAya ema nathI, aMka paDe che. te tamAre levA javAnuM che. koIpaNa mATe tuM mane jamIna ApIde kheDuta bejo, meM lAIna oLaMgavAnI nathI. eka ja rAte cAlavAnuM che. phakta 400 rUpIyAja lIdhA che, cAra hajAra kathA cAle tyAre ke zuM paheluM laIne Ave che ! -lIdhA , zeThe khoTo dastAveja batA. Ama bane vacce takarAra thaI ke AmAM pharIyAda noMdhAvI. - ATaluM karaze ke? - sAMje zeTha nyAyAdhIzane ghera gayA, zAMtithI bedhya ane haMmezA navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa. 500nI thelI lAMca tarIke ApI, pachI zeTha elyo, sAheba e kheData bahu luce che, mArA keTalAya hamezA jinevara prabhunI pUjA. rUpIyA khAI gaye ane lIdhalA che te paNa ApavAnI hamezA mA-bApanI sevA. nA pADe che, nyAyAdhIze kAthalI laI lIdhI paNa kaMi sagUjJAnanuM ArAdhana. belyA nahI. fii para

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huM 96 : mAla jagata, zeTha manamAM ne manamAM ha pAmatA ghera gayA; ane melyA sAheba have te jamIna apAvI deze. rUpIyA kAne na game! sAhebane ApyA paNa keTalA ? reAMkaDA za. 50. bIje divase zeTha khATA dastAveja ane sAkSIAne laIne kArTImAM gayA. nyAyAdhIza khurazIpara beThA hatA. zeThe dastAveja batAvyuM. nyAyAdhIze zeThane pUchyuM, OM A dastAveja sAtheA che ne? kASTa sAkSI che ? zeThe kahyuM,sAheba A rahyA mArA sakSIe A daratAveja lakhAyA tyAre e hAjara hatA. juThThA sAkSIoe kahyuM, sAheba ! A zeTha kheDutane rUpIyA ApyA tyAre ame hAjara hatA. kheDuta te| A joIne raDavA lAgyA. nyAyAdhIze kheDutane kahayuM; alyA tArA kAi sAkSI che ? kheDuta DusakAM khAte kheLyeA sAheba, mAre izvara sivAya bIjo kAi sAkSI nathI. nyAyAdhIza belyA, ema gabharAya che zA mATe ? zeThanA tA be sAkSI che, paNa tArAtA pAMcaso sAkSI UbhI cAvIo . CA 1 va J dy che, kheDuMte manamAM vicAryuM ke, sAheba mazkarI kare che. te zAMta ubhA raho. zeTha khelyo, sAheba ! zuM kahe che' kheDutanA pAMcaseA sAkSIe che. sAhebe eka khAnAmAMthI yelI kADhI tene uMdhI vALI, temAMthI 'khaDaga khaDaga karatA 500 rUpIyA nIkaLyA. sAhebe kac, jo tArI jamIna paDAvI levA zeTheja mane ApyA che, e tArA nahI te bIjA kAnA sAkSIe ? sAhebe kheDutane cheDI mukayA ane zeThane zikSA kIdhI. zrI surajamala esa. jaina-kalyANa * J [4 ra maLa ? lagnanI bheTa eka mANasa duniya.mAM kahevAtAM dareka jAtanAM dusanAthI bharapUra hatA. potAnA kharca karatAM keTalIye gaNI Avaka karavAnI tenI buddhizakti hatI, ane kamANI karatA pazu khare, paraMtu tenAM vyasane evAM hatAM, ke te badhI kamANIne homa karI jatAM hatAM, jethI ahisAba kamANI hovA chatAM tenA upara sadAya devA mATena leNuAzane tagAdo cAlyAja karatA, AthI te vyasane tene atyaMta pIDArUpa thai paDayAM chatAM te vyasane evAM kuTevarUpa banI gayAM hatAM ke tene cheDavA te asamartha nIvaDayeA. ADI cAvI tAka kaDA 2 (c) (c) d zAMtibApa cArasamAM citrA oLakhI zabdo purA ! ahiM ApelAM ceArasanAM khAlI khAnAe bAjumAM ApelI ubhI ane ADI cAvIe: pramANe citro eLakhIne purA, pachI ubhI-ADI cAvIe pramANe barAbara meLavI jue. apariNIta avasthAvALA tene eka vakhata sadguNI, sulakSaNA, svarUpavatI suMdara strA bheTA thayA. - A suMdara zrIne je tenA upara AkRita thavAthI te strI pAse lagnagra thithI joDAvAnI teNe mAgaNI karI.

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kalyANa mArca-eprIla : 1952 : 7 : strIe javAbamAM jaNAvyuM ke- huM tamAruM vacana rameza-tamane paMcapratikramaNa AvaDe che ? jarUra svIkAruM paNa tenA badalAmAM tamAre paNuM mArUM sureza hAM. vacana svIkAravAnI pharaja mAM mukAva' paDaze. ' 2meza-tamane lekha lakhatAM AvaDe che ? javAbamAM vyasanIe kahyuM ke- " tArA hidAra sareza-nA. joIne mane cokkasa khAtrI che ke-tuM je kahIza te mAruM rameza-tame " kalyANa' mAsika vAMdhu che ? hitakareja haze, kadAca mArU' dekhItu' ahita haze to sareza-nA. paNa huM tAruM vacana svIkAravA taiyAra chuM.' rameza-tamane lekha lakhatA nathI AvaDatuM', tenuM vaLate strInA javAba maLe ke... huM tamArI sAthe koraNa eja ke, tame kayANa mAsika vadhyuM nathI. lagnagraMthithI joDAvA khuzI chuM paNa tamArI pAse rAkeza-te mAsika kayAM maLe che ? eka lagnanI bheTa mAguM chuM.. 2meza-saMpAdaka: somacaMda DI. zAha. bheTa mAtra eja che ke- AjathI tamAre sarva jIvana nivAsa sAme, pAlItANA. o durvyasanono tyAga karavo. " ThekANethI maLaze. mArUM kahyuM mAnIne tame vyasanIe AMkha baMdha karI vicAra karyo-vAha ! Ajeja maMgAvo ! tenuM vArSika lavAjama A sad guNI strIe te mArAja hitanI vAta karI; 5-8-0 che. kharekhara ! hu' vyasanomAM gherAIne ja ATale du:khI mArA pyArA bALami ! tame bALajagatamAM jarUra thaI rahyo chuM, lekha mokalajo ane kalyANa pepara ja phera maMgAvajo. Ama vicAra karI teNe devo ane mAnavonI | -zrI surajamala razeSamalajI varSa : 14 : kalyANa sAtIe bhayaMkara vyasananA tyAga karavAnI kabUlAta te strIne ApI.. lagnanA divasa AvI pahoMce, tyAre badhAM durdha satAne tyAga' e mathALAvALuM pratijJApatra " lakhI senerI phremamAM maDhAvI te sa6 guNI strIne arpaNa karyuM'. leke te AvI navIna prakAranI bheTa joI hiMgu thaI gayA ane seMkaDe mukhe bolavA lAgyA ke dareka lagnamAM suguNane lagatI je je khAmI dekhAtI hoya tevI bheTo parapara navadaMpatI tathA hIe taraphathI apAtI raDetI hoya te dAMpatyajIvana sukharU 5 nIvaDavA sAthe dharmamaya banI jAya. - zrImatI lIlAvatI sI. zAha khaMbhAta rameza ane sureza rameza-kema bhAI ! tame roja devadarzana kare che ? sureza-hA. kaza-tame kAMdA-baTATA khAva che ? rAkeza-nA. bhAda' praviNakumAra ratilAla pUjA karavA jAya che. tame paNa traNa lokanA nAtha zrI jinazvara devanI pUjA karo!

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: 98 : bAla jagate; mAna ?? ApavAnI rIto AphrikAnA jhulu loko kamara vALI mAna Ape che. pApuana loko paraspara mAthe jhADanI chAla hindustAnamAM be hAtha joDI namana karavAnA rivAja che, IglAMDamAM hastadhUnana karI mita kare che. jamanA mAthA parathI TopI utArI mAna Ape che. turkastAnanAM loko garadana pharato hAtha vIMTALI de che, saM', zrI kizoracaMda amulakha zAha kolakI; | nyujhIlenDanA mAorI loko baMne paga pahoLA phijhInA kuhAne loke eka bIjAnA khabhe mAthuM kege pradezanA seo loko eka bIjAnI pradakSiNA kare che. ladAkhI e eka bIjAnA paganI aNI le che. reDaiDiyane mAthAmAMnA pIchAnI adalA-cha, dalI kaMdha loko eka bIjAne maLe che tyAre tALIe pADe che. AphrikAnA hoTa lo ke retI uDALIne mAna Ape che. brahmI loke eka bIjAne maLe che tyAre mAtra smita kare che. A tibeTanA leke DAbA pagane aMguTho kapALe aDakADe che. - cInA lo ke vaDilanA abbAne cheDe uMce jApAnijha lo ke mAthuM namAvI namana kare che. esikame loko paraspara mAthAnA vALa che e che. bhUpatabhAI sAmAyika kare che. tame paNa vahelA uThI. orissAnA saMthAla loke eka bIjAne nAka sAmAyika karavAnI Teva pADe. aDakADe che. kegenA pahADI leke mAthuM namAvI namana kare che zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrano prabhAva. Araba leke arasa parasa gAlane sparza kare che, pahelAnA vakhatamAM sudarzana nAme me Tu zaherA dhALe che. hatuM, tyAM maNiratha nAme eka rAjA rA jaya karatAM hate. | kuda prajA paganA aMguThA para ubhA thaI Ava- tene yugabAhu nAmanA nAnA bhAI hatA, tenI patnInuM kAra Ape che. nAma madanarekhA hatuM. malAyA dIpaka95nI jaMgalI prajA khUba jorathI e maNi ratha rAjAne madanarekhA para meha jAye paNa rADo pADe che, ane gulAba kha ya che. yugabAhu tenA mArgamAM kaMTaka samAna hatA. AthI ArmIniyana prajA caraNa raja laI mAthe caDAve che. maNi rathe yugabAhune mArI nAMkhavAno vicAra karyo. raziyana lo ke jamaNA hAtha ucA karI nAma - Ama karatAM vase tetsava AvyA, A samaye Ape che. madanarekhA ane yugabAhu eka udhAnamAM gayAM. yuga

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kalyANuM mArca-eprIla : 1952 : 99 : yugabAhune mArI nAMkhavAno A lAga joI maNiratha viSama vRkSa upara caDavuM nahi, junI heDImAM eka rAtrie te yugala kyAM hatuM tyAM ughADI talavAre besavuM nahi, kuvAmAM DokIyuM karIne pANI jevuM nahi. gaye ane je yugabahu moTAbhAIne page paDe che ane ApattithI kaMTALIne kadI ApadhAta kara nahi. teja samaye maNiye talavArathI yugabAhunuM mastaka zrI mulacaMda semacaMda, khaMbhAta. kApI nAMkhyuM, pachI tarata ja te tyAMthI palAyana thaI gaye. yugabAhumAM cheDe java rahI gayo hato, AthI madana rekhAe yugabAhunA kAnamAM namaskAra maMtra saMbha khI lelAM kule ? lAvyuM. mAtra A maMtra sAMbhaLavAthI ja yugabAhuM 1 bhakti kare te prabhunI bhakita karaje ! devalokamAM gayo. 2 pUjA karo te prabhunI ja pUnA karaje ! A navakAra ma trane eka akSara gaNavAthI sAta , stuti kare te prabhunI stuti karaje ! sAgaropamanuM pApa dUra thAya che. eka 56 gaNavAthI pacAsa sAgaropamanAM pApa dUra thAya che. A maMtra 4 grahaNa kare te prabhunA upadezane grahaNa karajo! gaNavAthI pAMcaso sAgaropamanuM pApa dura thAya che pa tapa kare te gupta rIteja karaje ane A maMtrane eka lAkha vAra jApa karavAthI ane 6 vicAra kare te koInuM ahita nahi karavAne vidhithI pUjA karavAthI mokSasukha meLavI zakIe chIe. ja vicAra karo ! A jApa dhyAnapUrvaka thAya teja upara lakhyA mujaba 7 dura kare te pramAdaneja dUra karaje ! phaLa pti thAya che. 8 samabhAva rAkho to sarva prANI uparaja samabhAva zAha vinodacaMda nagInadAsa; vejalapura, rAkhaje ! 9 sanmAna kare te gurUnuM ja sanmAna karaje ! 10 bhAva rAkho te mitratA bAMdhavAneja bhAvI madhu saMcaya. rAkhajo. lakSmI anyane Azraya kare che, temaja chaThThI 11 sahana kare te vipattione prasaratAthI sahana paNa bIjAno Azraya kare che, paNa mAtra kArtija karaje, pativratA che ke, je bIjA purUSane Aya karatI nathI. 12 kathA sAMbhaLo te dharmasthAja sAMbhaLajo. dharma sivAya bIjo mitra nathI ane juThu bela- 13 vRddhi kare te jJAnanI vRddhi ja karaje. vAnA jevuM bIjuM kaI pApa nathI. 14 na rahe te kaleza samaye mauna raheje. hAthIthI hajAra hAtha cheTe rahevuM, cheDAthI so hAtha 15 zuddha rAkho te samakitaneja rUddha rAkhaje. cheTe rahevuM. zigaDAvALa pazuthI daza hAtha che rahevuM 16 nimagna rahe te vairAgya bhAvanAmAMja nimama raheje. ane durjana mANasa vasatA hoya te sthAna cheDIne 17 roke te pApaneja rokajo. cAlyA javuM. - kalama, pustaka . ane patnI e pArakA mANasone 18 pALA tA jIvadayAja pALaje. soMpavA nahiM. ' 19 kAye sarca kare te utsAhapUrvakaja karaje. jyAMsudhI A zarIra svastha che ane jyAM sudhI 20 zuddhi karo te pApanIja zuddhi karaje, ghaDapaNa AvyuM nathI tyAM sudhI AtmAnuM kalyANa karI zrI rasibALA lAlajI zAha hevuM nahi to prANa gayA pachI tame zuM karI zakaze ?

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: 100 : bAla jagata; rAjA upara upakAra jAgelI pApavRtti ne pravRttimAM na AvavA denAra dharmAtmA ane pApavRtti ne pravRttimAM AvavA denAre eka vidvAna paMDita hatA. tenI sthiti ghaNI ja karmAtmA. garIba hatI. tene gharamAM khAvA mATe dANuM ke nANAM na hatAM. tenI patnI kahe che ke, "have tame game tyAMthI para dhInapaNe asaMkhya varSonI bhUkha veThavA karatAM paNa nANuM ke dANa lAve. corI karavI te mahApApa svAdhInapaNe tyAga, tapa kema na karavo ? che, chatAM A paMDita saMyogane AdhIna banI jAya che. jaina jo zA mATe ? unmAdI banavA mATe nahi, rAtre daza vAge te eka gharamAM jAya che, te gharamAM paNa zAMta banavA mATe, ane viSaya, kaSAyone jAgRta te pitAnA jevI sthiti jue che, eTale te bIje karavA mATe nahi, paNa tene bhasmibhUta karavA mATe. ThekANe jAya che. je karmathI parAdhIna bane che, tene mATe karmaeka zeTha ne zeThANI paisAno hisAba meLavatAM hato, kAMDI nATakamAM bhADe che. temAM eka Ano ghaTe che, te ghaNIvAra sudhI mathe che, svAdapUrvaka jamavA beThele jamavA nathI beTho, te paNuM eka Ane mata nathI. eka AnA mATe A te karmanA hAthamAM ramavA beTho che. zeTha ATaluM kare che te huM cerI kema karI zake ? Ama vicArI te paMDita bIje ThekANe jAya che. AjJApAlanamAM manuSyabhavamAMthI mokSe pahoMcADae paMDita bhaja rAjAnA mahelamAM jAya che, te jAya > vA vAnuM sAmarthya che. - che tyAM rAjAnI zayyA sAme traNa pado lakhelAM hatAM. - karma kahe che ke, saMga-sAmagrI ApavAmAM huM rAjAlokanA traNa pada banAvI te dararoja je te baLavAna, AtmA kahe che ke, temAMthI mAruM sAcuM kAma hate. have paMDita cothuM pada lakhIne pitAnA ghera kADhavAmAM huM' baLavAna. jAya che. rAjA savAre jAge che, tyAre te jUe che, te kAyA kacaDAya tyAre ja AtmAnAM karmo kacaDAya. pitAnA banAvelA lokanI kaDImAM cothI lITI keIe azubha bhAvanAmAMthI adhikAra jamAvavAno prayAsa lakhI hatI. have rAja AkhA gAmamAM DhaMDhere enuM nAma cetanamAMthI jaDa banavAno prayAsa. pIve che. paMDita A DhaMDhere sAMbhaLIne mahelamAM jAya che, temAM jaNAvyuM hatuM, ke A badhAM vaibhave AMkha Azrava tarapha ghUNa ane saMvara tarapha Adara mIMcAyA pachI nakAmA che. jAge eja AjJApAlananuM prAthamika pagathIyuM che. mahelamAM jAya che ne rAjAne badhI vAta kahe che, tethI trI kathA kaSAya ane indriyothI jitAI javuM-paravaza thAvuM tenuM bahumAna kare che. ne tene rAjaya pura hita tarike eja AtmAno saMsAra che, ane kaSAye IdrithI sthApe che, ane tene aMdagIbhara cAle teTaluM dhana mUkAvu eja AtmAno mokSa che. Ape che. rAjA paMDitane kahe che, tame mArI upara jIvane mATe sAcAmAM sAcuM je kaI iSTa hoya bahuja upakAra karyo che. kAraNa ke, tame mane kharI te te prabhunuM nigraMtha pravacana. vastunuM bhAna karAvyuM che, sAcI vastunuM jJAna kAyA jevI kedakhAnAnI koTaDI bIjI koI nathI, ApyuM che. tenA jevI nAlezI jagatanA kedakhAnAM paNa nathI, zrI caMdrakaLA mehanalAla pArekha (nAlezI-saMsAra vadhAravAnI) vItarAganI AjJA rUpI cIThThI jene maLe tene suvAsita kusume. mokSa paryata sudhInI sthiti maLe. tyAga tapa karIne baMdhanane tevA mATe A jagatamAM bhava ghaNuM maLe che, paNa prabhu AjJAnA manuSyabhava che. khAI-pIne baMdhanamAM phasAvA mATe nahiM. pAlana mATe ucca koTana bhava ati duSkara che.

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kalyANa mArca-eprIla : 1952 : 101 : saMsAranI kAravAI eTale AtmAnI svataMtratAne che. paNa AnA manamAMthI IrSA svabhAva ja nathI. vecavAnI kAravAI ane dharmanI kAravAI eTale AtmAnA IrSAmAM ne IrSAmAM rahetA tene e koI durnivAra roga baMdhane teDavAnI kAravAI. utpanna thaye ke jethI te sarvadA jIvavAnI AzAthI - zrImatI arUNA Ara. zAha nirAzA thaI, chevaTe rAjA taraphathI paNa tenuM mAna : varSa 13 : nipANuM ochuM thayuM, aMte zo uparanA daiSa bhAvathI atyaMta duryAnamAM maraNa pAmIne zakinAM derAM, pratimA, kutarIne jAtismaraNa mahesava, gItAdikanI IrSA karavAthI pitAnA banAvelA derAsaranA bAraNa AgaLa kutarAM tarIke te utpanna thaI, pRthvIpurI nAme nagarImAM jitazatru rAjA rAjaya te pUrvanA abhyAsathI derAnA daravAja AgaLa besI karato hato, tene kuMtalA rANI nAme paTarANI hatI rahe che. tenA deranA nokara mAre-kaTe te paNa derAsara te jainadharmamAM daDha hatI, ane bIjI rANIone mUke nahiM. pAchI pharI pharIne tyAM ne tyAM ja AvI paNa vAraMvAra dharmanA kAmamAM janArI hatI. tenA che. Ama bese. Ama keTaloka vakhata vItyA pachI tyAM koIka upadezathI tenI sarva zakya paNa dhamAM thaIne tenuM kevaLajJAnI AvyA tyAre temane te rANIoe maLIne bahumAna karatI hatI. pUchayuM ke : " kuMtalA mahArANI maraNa pAmI kayAM eka vakhate rANIe pota-potAnAM nAmanAM utpanna thayAM ! tyAre kevaLI mahArAje yathAsthita derA-derIo, pratimAo bharAvIne tenI pratiSThAnA svarUpa kahyuM. te sAMbhaLI sarva rANIo vairAgyane pAmIne mahesava karavA zarU karyA. temAM dararoja gIta gAyana, te kutarIne dararoja khAvAnuM nAMkhI. parama snehathI prabhAvanA, svAmIvAtsalya ghaNI ghaNI adhikatAthI kahevA lAgI ke, " he ! mahAbhAgyA ! tuM pUrvabhave thavA lAgyAM. te dekhI paTarANI zakya bhAvathI amArI dharmadAtrI, mahAdharmAtmA hatI, hA hA ! pitAnA manamAM ghaNI adekhAI karavA lAgI. pote te phokaTa amArI karaNI upara IrSA karI, tethI tuM paNa navIna derAsara sarvathI suMdara ane adhika racanA ahIM kutarI tarIke utpanna thaI che. te sAMbhaLIne derAvaMta kara vela hovAthI tene sarvathI adhika ThATha sara dekhavAthI tene jAtismaraNa jJAna thavAthI te mATha karAve che, paNa jyAre koI paNa zokanAM derAM, kutarI vairAgya pAmI, siddhAdikanI samakSa pote pitAnA devIonAM bahumAna ke prazaMsA kare, tyAre te ghaNI ja bhAvanAnA kamane khapAvIne, aNuaNu AdarI adekhAI kare che, potAnA daherAMnI koI praza sA kare chevaTe zabhadhyAnathI maraNa pAmIne saMgatine pAmI.. te sAMbhaLI pramoda pAme che paNa zokanA derAMnI ke zrI hemacandra nyAlacaMda vahorA uM. va. 15 mahotsavanI koI paNa prazaMsA kare che tethI te IrSArUpI agnithI baLI mare che. ahI he ! masaranI duraMtatA ! dharma upara paNa ATalo deva ! AvA dezane pAra paNa pAma ati duHsaha che, eTalAja mATe kahyuM che ke : IrSA rUpI samudramAM vahANa paNa DUbI jAya che'. 2AjagRhI nagarImAM aNika rAjA rAjya karate , tyAre temAM bIjA pASANa jevA DUbe temAM zuM navAI te samayanI A vAta che. eka veLAe zreNika rAjAe che ! vidhAmAM, vyApAramAM, jJAnanI vRddhimAM, saMpadAmAM, citrazALA baMdhAvI, rAjA aneka prakAre vararUpAdika guNomAM, jAtimAM, prakhyAtimAM, unnatimAM, khAte, paraMtu daravAje TakatuM na hatuM, tethI rAjA meTAImAM, eTalAmAM mANasone matsara hoya che, paNa dIlagIra thAya che, teNe paMDitane bolAvI pUchayuM ke, dhikAra che ke dharmanA kAryamAM paNa matsara che ! " Ama kema thAya che ?" tyAre teo kahe che. ke bIjI rANIo te bicArI saraLa svabhAvanI batrIsa lakSaNe manuSya hemavAthI kadIye mahela nahi hAvAthI paTarANInA kRtyanI vAraMvAra anumodanA kare paDe. rAjAe gAmamAM DhaMDhero pITAvyuM ke, "je mANasa amarakumAra

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= 102 : bAla jagata; batrIsa lakSaNe mANasa Ape tene te mANasanA che, meM teone meM mAMgyuM dhana ApyuM che, te pachI che, e bhArobhAra senuM telI ApIzuM. mAro zo anyAya ? teja nagarImAM RSabhadatta nAme eka bAda Na rahe - amarakumArane gaMgAjaLe navarAvI eka pATale hatuM, tene cAra putro, eka putrI ane bhadrA nAme strI besADe che, eka tarapha rAjA ane bIjI bAju bhaTajI vedo bhaNe che. hatI. mAtA-pitAne badhA kuMvaramAMthI amarakumAra nAmanA kuMvara aNagame ane aLakhAmaNo hato. kumAra ema ciMtave che ke mane eka sAdhue zrI RSabhadate tenI nArIne kahyuM, ke "amarakumAra rAjAne navakAra mahAmaMtra bhaNAvyo che ane kahyuM'tuM ke saMka. ApazuM te dhananA DhagalA thaze. bhadrAe kahyuM ke, temAM Ave tyAre A maMtranuM smaraNa karaje, mAre mana te te aNubhAva che, tene AMkhathI te zrI navakAramaMtranuM dhyAna kare che. maMtranA prabhA" aLage kare vathI IndranuM hAsana kaMpe che. te utAvaLe kuMvAro teoe rAjAne vAta jaNAvI. rAjA manamAM bAlaka jyAM hatA tyAM Avyo. khUba harakhe, teNe eka sevakane bolAvI kahyuM ke, je AvatAnI sAthe yajJa zAnta kare che. rAjA zreNikane - siMhAsana parathI nIce pheMkI amarakumArane tyAM besADe mAge te ApIne kuMvarane hAjara kare. che. rAjAnA mukhamAMthI lohInI dhAra vahe che. brAhmaNa - sevaka momAyuM dhana ApI amarakumArane paNa devanA prabhAvathI sukA lAkaDAnI jema ADA ane lAvavA lAgyo. kumAra AjIjI karavA lAgyo, teNe bebhAna thaI paDe che. mAtAne kahyuM, "mane rAkho" tyAre mAtAe kahyuM "tane AkhI rAjyasabhA acaraja pAmI. teoe zuM karuM ? mAre manatuM mUo che. kaMI kAma nathI karate ane sAruM sArUM khAvA joI che. kumAre pitAne kahyuM "jarUra A bALaka koI mahAna bALa jaNAya che." bAlake rAjApara pANI chAMTayuM zreNika rAjA ubho kahyuM. "pitAjI tame te mane rAkhI lyo ! "yAre bApa , thayo te paNa A badhuM joI Azcaryamugdha thaye. kahe che, "tuM mane khUba vahAlo che paNa tArI bA tane badhA loko kahe che ke, bALahatyA e mahApApa che." vece che.' kuMvare kahyuM "A dhana tamane anartha karaze, brAhmaNoe paNa A kautuka joyuM senAnA siMhAsana rastAmAM cora paDavI leze. paisAno lobhI corI kare che, ane te badhA marIne durgatie jAya che. kuMvara para amarakumAra beThA hatA. rAjAe amarane kahyuM, "A badhe rAjyabhava khUba raDe che, ane rAjA hamaze ema vicArI jhare che. tAro ja che. AjathI tuM ene mAlika che." sevaka bALakane laI bharabajAre Ave che. kumAra tyAM te kumAre kahyuM, "mAre te kazuM na joIe. kahe che, "mane koI paNa rAkhI je je rAkhaze, tene have te huM dIkSA laIza". loko kumArane dhanyavAda gulAma thaIne rahIza." eTalAmAM eka zeThe kahyuM "tArAM Ape che. mAtA-pitAne meM'mAgyuM dhana ApI rAjAe tane amarakumAre dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. kAusa dhyAne kharIdho che. have ame tane zI rIte laI zakIye ?' vanamAM zrI navakAramaMtranuM raTaNa kare che. sevaka bALakane rAjA pAse laI jAya che. bhadajI amarakumAranA mAtA-pitAne A vAtanI jANa paNa tyAMja beTha" tA. jANe sarva zAstranA paMDita. thAya che. teoe amuka dhana vaheMcI lIdhuM ane rAjA bhadane kahe che ke, "juo, A kuvAre bALaka'. bAkInuM dAMTayuM. paNa A vAta sAMbhaLI temane ema bhake kahyuM, bALakane zuM jue che. ? kAmathI kAma thAya che, ke have rAjA A dhana jhuMTavI leze jematema karI nAkho. karI divasa pasAra karyo paNa rAtre bhadrAne uMgha na AvI. - have kumAra rAjAne vinave che 'saMbhaLe mahArAja ! te kaTAra laIne amarakumAra pAse gaI ane tenI tame te prajAnA priya che. tame mane zA mATe hema hatyA karI, te amarakumAra subhadhyAnamAM bharIne bArame rAjAe kahyuM, "tArA mAtA-pitAe tane vee svarge sidhAvyA.

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kalyANa mArca-eprIla : 15re ke bhadrA amarakumAranI hatyA-khUna karIne pachI tyAM sudhI dharmanuM AcaraNa karavAno prayatna kare.. phare che. tyAre rastAmAM tene vAghaNuM maLe che, ane 2 krodhathI prIti nAza pAme che. mAne vinayane te tene khAI jAya che, te marIne chaThThI nArakImAM nAza kare che, mAyA mitrone nAza kare che ane lAbha jAya che. sarvAne nAza kare che. zrI rajanIkAMta phatecaMda vorA-punA ke duya saMgrAmamAM lAkho ddhAone ke te tenA karatAM ekalo pitAne te te te jaya uttama che. zrI arihaMtanuM zaraNuM zuM kare? - 4 vividha padArthothI bhareluM AkhuM vizva che. eka manuSyane ApI devAmAM Ave. te paNa tenAthI ahiMtanuM zaraNuM...janma--maraNanA rogane tene vRddhi thAya nahi. evI mamuSyanI tRSNAo maTADe. depUra che. arihaMtanuM zaraNuM...ghora mithyAtvane nAza kare. jyAM pitAne hameza rahevAnuM nathI. evA arihaMtanuM zaraNuM...ajJAnatAno nAza kare. rastAmAM je ghara kare che te mUrkha che, mAgame te kyAM arihaMtanuM zaraNuM zuddhadarzana jJAna, cAritra Ape potAne javAnuM che, tyAM ghara karavuM joie. arihaMtanuM zaraNuM...saMsAranI asAratA samajAve. 6 mANasa bhalene bahu zAstro bhAge hoya. arihaMtazaraNuM...AtmAnA anaMtA guNo khIlave. paraMtu je tenAM karmo sArAM na hoya te te dukhI thavAne. arihaMtanuM zaraNuM saMyamanAM mahA sukhone apAve. 7 keTalAka jAge che paraMtu AcaraNamAM mUkI arihaMtanuM zaraNuM... AtmAnA zatrune haMphAve. * zakyA nathI, tyAre keTalAka AcaravA samartha hoya che arihaMtanuM zaraNuM...krodha rUpI jherI sApane DarAve. te jANatA nathI, tatvane jANIne AcaravAmAM tatpara arihaMtanuM zaraNuM..chevaTe me kSa sukha apAve. A , A jagatamAM kaIka viralA ja hoya che. - zrI bAbubhAI ratilAla dezI * zrI sUravIracaMdra jhaverI. tripuTI tenI kAMI samaja paDatI nathI. vIjaLI jevuM capala zuM ? dhana-juvAnI-AyuSya. AtmAne saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra A jenI je sukhethI sUve koNa ? satyavAna- saMjoSI-sukama. * vAdanI keLavaNI pitAnA bALakone apAvavA hajAre koNa? kuDA-kapaTI-kulakSaNI. rUpIA kharcanAra AjanA ApaNA vaDiyo. bALakane duniyAmAM anartha kaNa karAve ? tRNA-gumAna-luccAI Atma unnatinuM zikSaNa Ape tevI pAThazALAmAM jagatamAM lAyaka koNa ? vikI viOI-vinamra mokalavA kema AMkha ADA kAna karatA haze ? tenI konI sAthe mastI na karavI ? sApa-kepha-jaLanI rela kAMI samaja paDatI nathI. jIvanamAM zuM grahaNa karaze ? satya ahiMsA-zAMti bahAranI duniyAne dekhADavA pitAnA gumAna mATe dhananA lAlacuM koNa ? vakIla-veda-vezyA. ke kIrti mATe hajAra rUpiA khacI nAMkhanAra guma lajajA vinAnA koNa ? bevakapha-beImAna-bezamI. : rIte mAMgatA eka rUpI ApavAnI paNa mAka nA -- zrI ramaNalAla ke. zAha pADe che, tyAre AvAne kItipremI kahe ke dhana vIra kahevA? tenI kAMI samaja paDatI nathI. - haLadara-kaMkune cAMle karavAmAM potAnI jAtane vacanAmRta. suzobhIta mAnanAra' AjanI bahenone prabhuAnAne 1 jayAM sudhI vRddhAvasthAthI pIDita thayA nathI, kezarane cAMllo karavAmAM kema zarama AvatI haze ? rage vathA nathI ane IdriyonI zakti kAyama che. tenI kAMI samaja paDatI nathI

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: 104 : mA jagata; pAtAnI sADI ke blAujha, khamIza ke Dagale cIvaTapUrvaka vALIne peTImAM mukanArAe, derAsara keupAzrayanA dhotIyAM, caravaLA ke kaTAsaNAM peTI tarapha chuTTA kema pheMkatA haze ? tenI kAMI samaja paDatI nathI. lagnanA varadhADAomAM, saradhasAmAM tathA sAMsArika vyavahArazanA kAmakAjamAM TAMTIyAnA dhasanArAone zAsanazAbhAnA varadhADAomAM cAlatA temanA pagane phrema thAka lAgatA haze ? tenI kAMi samaja paDatI nathI. zrI sevaMtIlAla jaina, paNa. bhagavAna kare nahi paNa karmo kare. bhagavAna kare te sArA mATe nahi paNa je thAya te sArA mATe. khudAkI marajI nahi paNa karmanI gati. duniyA sudharatI nathI paNa bagaDatI jAya che. hAddedAra nyAyI nathI paNa svArthI che. vaktAe karatA nathI paNa kahe che. DAkaTara vADatA nathI paNa AyuSya vADe che, Aje saMskAra vadhatA nathI paNa svaccha tA vadhI rahI che. 100ne tame 100pArI khAe che ? 14manAthanuM maMdira bahuja junu che. mArI pAse 100nAnI ghaDiyALa che. A100 mAsamAM divALI Ave che. huM 100gaThA bAjI ramatA nathI. 10dAgara gheADA vece che. 1nI 100nuM dhaDe che aThavADiyAmAM paheleA 100mavAra che. 10bAi pAse 100nAnI AMgaDIe che. saMskArI vAMcana vadhyuM nathI paNa asaMskArI vAMcana vadhyu che. jIvanI pragati thaI nathI paNa pIchehaTha ghaNI thai rahI che. 10lApuramAM ghaNI mIleA che. 100ra dezamAM zrI zatruMjaya tathA zrI giranAra A banne tIrtho AvelA che. zrI bhavaralAla jaina; u. va; 18. tame jANI lyA ke, bAlyAvasthA sa avasthAmAM ati zreSTha che, mATe vidyAdhana meLavAya teTalu meLave, nahitara pAchaLathI pastAze. laDaze nahi ! nahittara bhavAbhavanA sabaMdha baMdhAI vairanuM jora vadhI gayA pachI, temAMthI chuTavuM ati muzkela paDaze. jagata rUpI aTavImAM anaMta kAlathI paribhramaNa karatA ApaNe Aje tIthaMkara bhagavaMtanuM zaraNa svIkArI temanI AjJA pramANe cAlavu ati zreSTha che. gammata karatAM je karmo baMdhAya che, te azru 0 nadI vahevAthI chUTatA nathI. tapazcaryAthI aneka karmo chUTI AtmA uparanA bejo eche thAya che. zrI kuMdanamala jaina upayAga : zrI praviNacandu mANekalAla-vejalapura, mahAvIra prabhue 1009 paheAra dezanA ApI hatI. 1005 sacIva e siddharAjanA samayanA mahAmaMtrI hatA. luhAravADe 100nya vecavA javI ane cInamAM cahA meAkalavI, emA AgaLa mAsALanA gANAM gAvA barAbara che. 100mAM zUrA ekeyamAM nahi puro. 100 dahADAnA sAsunA to eka dahADAnA vahune 10-khata tevI asara 10TI vAge camacama ane vidhA AvaDe dhamadhama 100nA karatAM ghaDAmaNu medhu

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"pUTa AcAryadeva zrI vijayalabdhisUrijI mahArAja pUra AcAya deva zrI vijayAmRtasUrijI mahArAja, pU0 munirAja zrI kItivijayajI mahArAje, pU0 anyAsa zrI pravINuvijayajI gaNivara

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iO IIIIIII), che erane kare zrI kulacaMdabhAI rAzI mahuvAkara paNa. mAnavI dhAre che zuM ane saMge palaTAtAM thAya che zuM ?' e dareka kAlamAM bananuM AvyuM che. samaye mUjhAtA pitAnA mitrane je dhIraja ApI, pitAnA sAdhamabhAIne sahAya karavA je tamAma thAya che, te ja sAce dharmAtmA kahevAya che. A vArtA A prasaMgane kahI jAya che. lekhaka, jene samAjamAM sArA lekhaka tarIke prasidhdha che. jaina zikSaNa saMsthAomAM varSothI kArya karI rahyA che. hAla teo zrI yazovijayajI jaina gurUkuLanA niyAmaka che. pipaTabhAI ane karamazIbhAIe kocInanI dharatI sAhasa karyuM ane vepAra vadhArI ma. pAMca varSamAM para paga mUkyo, tyAre nokarInI ciMtA hatI. karama- te dhIkatI peDhIo mAMDI dIdhI. ane dezamAM jaI zIbhAI te kacchanI dharatI ne vahAlAM mAtA-pitAne AvyA, bannenAM lagna thayAM, bhAIne kAcIna becheDIne AvyA hatA. popaTabhAI saurASTramAMthI mAmAnI lAvyA. kAma jAmatuM gayuM. bajAranI rUkhajoIne kAmasAthe kocIna AvyA hatA. kAja vadhArI mukyuM. eka tarapha piTalAla pujAbhAI bane uMmaramAM te nAnakaDA lAgatA, paNa mahenatu ane bIjI tarapha karamazI devazI bane moTA vepArI ane mIThAbolA hatA. baMnene kAma maLI gayuM. banI gayA, bannenI pratiSThA vadhavA lAgI. jaina samAja savAranA 4 vAge te uDI javuM, prAtaHkriyAthI nivRtta nA baMne agraNIo gaNAtA - pazimAM pAra thaI dukAna vALILI sApha karavI, gAdI takIyA bI vadhate cA, lakSmIno velamachela thaI hI.. vavA ane TapAla lAvavI, e kAmathI paravArI godAme bIjuM yuddha pUruM thayuM. arjaro mAM " mAla talavA rahevAnuM ne bAreka vAge jamatAM jamatAM vAvA. navo vepAra te bAjue rahyo paNa je lakhe bane mitro sukha-dukhanI vAta kare ne eka vAge te mAla godAmamAM bharyo hato. tenA bhAve maga dukAne hAjara. rAtanA 11 vAge hisAbe bhalI rahe gayA. koI kharIdI ja maLe nahi, muMbaI, jase eTale dukAna vadhAvAya ane 12-12 vAge suvAnuM ane bhAvanagaranA vepArIo paNa maMdI nA dukAnamAM. mAla saMgharavA taiyAra nahatA. pipaTabhAI bAraDa zALI ke traNa mahinAthI dezamAM gayelA eTale kAM. khIcaDI maLe nahi. saurASTranI bAjarInA roTalA ne paNa mAlane saMgraha ja nahi kare. cAlu kAmakAjathI tAjAM zeDakaDhA dudha maLe nahi, paNa ahIM te je kAMI- saMtoSa mAnele, sonA sATha ne lAkhanA bAra hajAra maLatuM temAMthI peTa bharIne saMtoSa mAnave paData, karavA nA koIpaNa sade karavAnI munamene mAM be varSa te evI kasoTI thaI ke, kayAM A kALI hatI, tethI pipaTabhAinI peDhI te nukazAnamAMthI bI. majurI ane kyAM mA-bApa! paNa dhIMgI dharatInA gaI, paNa bajAranI uthalapAthala joine pahabhAI bane juvAno Dage tevA na hatA. bajAranA bhAva- dezamAMthI cIna AvI pahoMcyA. tAla jANavA lAgyA ane nokarIne tilAMjalI ApI popaTabhAI ne kocInanI paristhiti joIne samaja nAnI dukAne zarU karI. nasIbe yArI ApI. 14nI samI gayA. bhalabhalI peDhIo kAcI paDI hatI. keTalAM laDAI saLagI ane bhAva kudake ne bhUsake vadhavA lAgyA. lakhapatio nAdArI levAnI taiyArImAM hatA. bAbarA

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vatana; : 108: jherane kare; dhaDa nahote. koInI pAse nANuM nahotuM. sau saMkelo sedA karyA ne teo bhAMgyA. moTuM sAhasa karI karavA maMDayA hatA, lAkhonI ugharANI copaDAmAM ja nAMkhyuM. have moTI mUMjhavaNamAM che. gaNAtI. beMke paNa tUTavA mAMDI hatI. mAlanuM koI popaTabhAIne Aje uMghaja na AvI. vicAradhaNI nahotuM. paradezathI kaI paNa vastunI mAMga nahotI. dhArAo cAlI. bhUtakALa yAda AvyA. ane dile jAna chelA 40 varSamAM AvI behAla paristhiti joI na mitro. sAthe nokarI karelI. vIzImAM jamelA. kALI hatI. kaha5nAmAM na Ave evA gapagoLA cAlyA jArI karelI, nasIbeyArI ApI. dukAne paNa sAtheja AvatA hatA. zarU karI. lAkho kamAyA ane Aja A paristhiti ? pipaTabhAIe potAnA sanehImitra karamazIbhAInA karamazIbhAI kevA udAra, kevA bhoLA, kevA dhamaka, samAcAra pUchayA ane te te DaghAI gayA. munie kahyuM kevA saraLa ane kevA paropakArI, keTa-keTalA juvAnone ke, tamArA javA pachI karamazIbhAI ApaNI peDhIe temaNe ThekANe pADyA. je jAya tenI muzkelIne ukela wAvevA nema mA cha(c)(c)(c) - e (c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)===(c)(c)=0 karo te la nahi . khUba saMdhare karyo hato. zrI sAmAnya jina stavana. 1 phulanI pAMkhaDI ApavI mAla vecAtuM nahotuM. che I eja temane niyama. [ rAga-choDa bAbuke ghara. philma-bAbula] maMdI divase-divase vadhatI - savAra thayuM ne karamazI jatI hatI. pAMca lAkhanI che chADa che cheDa dAdA ke gharamohe mere vatana; che. bhAinA eka munImane jarUra hatI, Apane ane 4 Aja jAnA paDA, e............... belAvyo. pipaTabhAIe temane snehabhAva ame che khUba bhaktikA raMga jamAtA thA meM, (2) che, jANI lIdhuM ke karamazIjANue paNa pAMca-dasa dina dhamike sAtha batAtA thA meM. choDa. 2 | bhAI sAcano kaTake che. hajAranI vAta hoya to te che dekha navanavI aMgIyAM rIjhAtA thA meM; (2) . jevA sAhasika che tevAja jarUra temanI muzkelIne | gIta gAkara khazIyA manAtA thA meM. cheDa. 2 niSThAvAna che. zAkhAukela lAvI zakAya paNa che. abha jApa japI pAka hotA thA mai; (2) pratiSThA pAse jIvanane pAMca lAkha tamane pUchyA . | paNa hoDamAM mUkI devA vinA ApavA sAhasa che. che. pApa kara AnaMda pAtA thA meM. choDa. taiyAra che. chellI pAI na karI zakyA. bIjIvAra | prabhudazana gaMgAme nAhatA thA meM. (2). ApI dIdhI. patnInAM mAtra eka lAkha aThavA-che ora kamakA mela miTAtA thA meM. cheDa. 4 che. jhaverAta ane ghareNAM DIyA mATe levA AvyA, Atmakamala labdhi suhAtA thA maM; (2) paNa kADhI nAkhyAM, baMtyAre ApaNuM meTA mu. che zivavadhUke nikaTa jAtA thA mai. choDa. pa che gale vecI dIdho ane nIme AyA. bIje A che pU. AcAryadevazrI vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI ma. pitAne vImo paNa aThavADIye huM ja temanI che, ApI devA taiyAra che, peDhIe gayo ane traNeka divasa pachI joga karI ApavA paNa mUMjavaNu moTI che. bhAMgyAnA bherU koNu ! kahyuM. pharI mAreja javuM paDyuM ane pacAsa hajArano chellA be divasathI udhyA nathI. AkAza-pAtALa jega karI Apo, bIna pacAsa bIje aThavADIye eka karIne paNa pAIe pAI cUkavavAnI tamannA AvyA. che. dIkarAnA sasarA pitAnA vevAIne tyAM paNa "have paristhiti kevI che !' popaTabhAIe pUchayuM, jaI AvyA, pitAnA bhANejane muMbaI tAra karyo sAMbhaLyuM che ke, karamazIbhAIe jabare vepAra karyo che. che. dezamAMthI paNa je maLI zake te lAvavA moTA bhAlane saMdharo paNa khUba che. eka beMka tUTI temAM munImane me kahyuM che, paNa have himmata khUTI che. paNa temanA rUpIA rahI gayA. be moTA vepArIe zuM thaze ema ghara AkhuM ane ame nokare paNa h (c)(c)==(c)(c)(c)(c)== h

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ka9yANa mArca-eprIla : 152 : 100 : bhAre ciMtAmAM paDayA chIe. Aje te zeTha kahetA aMdarathI baMdha hatI, lakSmI bahene yukita batAvI pote hatA, ke pitAne upavAsa che ane daherAsaramAM traNeka te ughADaze nahi paNa amArI pUjAnI oraDI kalAka thaze. evI che, ke bAjunI bArInI AMkaDI DhIlI che | munIma pAse rajerajanI bAtamI meLavI lIdhI tene jarA khakhaDAvAthI ughaDI jaze. bArI popaTabhAane popaTabhAI cetI gayA. prAtaHkriyAthI paravArI Ie udhADI ane aMdaranA dazyathI kAmamAM AvI gayAM. pite daherAsarajI gayA ane karamazIbhAIne prabhu- pUjAnI oraDImAM bhagavAna zrI RSabhadeva, zrI bhakitamAM tallIna joIne bhAvanA bhaNakArA kaLI gatimasvAmI tathA zatrujaya girirAjanA phaTAo tA. zakyA. popaTabhAIne AtmA jAgI uThaze. haya. ghInA dIve jaLahaLI rahyo hate, dhUpa suvAsa phelAvI halI uThayuM, nehanI saravANI phUTIne azrubiMduo rahyo hato. karamazIbhAI pUjAnAM rezamI kapaDAM paherI sarI paDayA. ghera AvyA, jamavA beThA paNa jamyA beThA hatA paNa A zuM hAthamAM cAMdIno kaTore na jamyA ne upara cAlyA gayA. temanAM patnI zAntA ane temAM kAMIka jhera jevuM lAgyuM. bArI ughaDavA sAthe karamazIbhAI paNa gabharAI gayA pAchaLa jue bahene ciMtAnuM kAraNa pUchayuM. paNa Aja tabIyata te popaTabhAI ubhelA. barAbara nathI, bhUkha nathI, ema bahAnuM batAvI karamazIbhAI ! bAraNuM ughADe ! navasmaraNa te dukAne cAlyA gayA. munImo paNa popaTabhAinI vedanA kayAranA pUrAM thaI gayA, have bahAra Ave, nahite samajI zakyA nahi. - bAraNuM teDavuM paDaze. sAMja paDI ne popaTabhAI daherAsara darzana karI popaTabhAIne joI karamazIbhAI DaghAI gayA. bIje karamazIbhAIne baMgale pahoMcyA. Aja upavAsa che , A upAya nahote, ubhA thaI bAraNuM ughADayuM, popaTabhAI eTale pUjAnI oraDImAMja beThA che, tema temanA moTA , ane lakSmIbahena pUjAnI oraDImAM pahoMcI gayAM, pUtre jaNAvyuM, pipaTabhAIe joI lIdhuM ke, vAtA karamazIbhAI ! huM te tamAro paramamitra chuM. varaNa gaMbhIra hatuM-gamagIna hatuM. pite hiMmata karIne - huM dezamAM hato paNa mane be akSare lakhyAM nahiM. pUjAnI oraDInA bAjunA helamAM gayA. tyAM hIMDoLe marada jevA marada thaIne Ama zuM muMjhAI gayA ! beThA ane karamazIbhAInA patnI lakSmIbahenane tamArA jevA sAhasika, niSThAvAna ane dharmaniSTha Ama bolAvyAM. lakSmIbehena ciMtAtura vadane AvyAM te chelle pATale besI jIvanane jhera karI mUke te barAbara kharAM paNa AMkho azrubhInI hatI. che ne ! tamArI dharma bhAvanA kayAM cAlI gaI ! " - bha bhI tame paNa hiMmata hArI jaze ! tamAre te tame mArA parama snehI cha-svAmIbhAI che, mArA bhAIne himmata ApavI joIe ApaNe zuM pramANika vyApArI cho, dharmabaMdhu che temaja AtmalaIne AvyA hatA ! duHkhanA divase te kAla cAlyA jana jevA cho, ApaNe te hAthe-page AvyA hatAne jaze ! cAlo have prajAnI oraDImAMthI mArA bhAI nasIbe yArI ApI, tame jarA vizeSa sAhasa kheDayuM kyAre nIkaLaze! popaTabhAIe sahRdayatAthI pUchayuM.:- ne jhaDapAI gayA. emAM DAhyAnuM DahApaNuM nathI rahetuM. bhAI ! AjasudhI te hiMmata rAkhI-tame kahezo cAlo uThe-pele jherane kaToro ke e joIne ja ke mArI vAlanI vIMTI suddhAM meM ApI dIdhI. tamArA mane te kamakamA AvI gayAM, huM jarA moDe page bhAIne vIme paNa meM ApI dIdhe, paNa Abha heta te zuM nuM zuM thAta. A AkhuM kuTuMba pAvaphATayuM tyAM thIgaDuM ze devAya! ete upavAsa hovAthI mAla thaI jAta. 4 vAgyAnA pUjAnI oraDImAMja beThA che. navasmaraNa lakSmI bahena tame lAve e kaToro, e viAne gaNavAM che. tema kahetA hatA lakSmIbahene javAba Ape. gaTaramAM phekI daye ne huM A eka ceka buka! mArI 'paNa have ghaNo samaya thaI gaye. tame bolAvo sahIo che, tamAre je rakama joIe te tamArI ja che nahiM te pachI huM belAvuM. pUjAnI oraDI te ane mUMjhAze nahi. jyAre be-pAMca varSe tamane bhAgya

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' dha mai buddhi ane pA 5 buddhi che pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijayAtasUrIzvarajI mahArAja gAma pApabuddhi prasarI rahI che. pApabuddhinuM pariNAma Abhava ane parabhava mATe mAThuM che, e A kathAnaka spaSTa kare che. pU. AcAryadeva sAdI ane saraLa bhASAmAM sau koI samajI zake e A rIte lekha avAranavAra "kalyANa mATe mokalAve che. be mitro hatA, jAte vaNika hatA. ekanuM nAma che eTale AvA pApathI e dura kema rahI zake ? dharmabuddhi, ane bIjAnuM nAma pApabuddhi hatuM. zrIpura- khera, pApabuddhinA vicAro sAMbhaLIne sarala dharmabuddhi nagaranA rahevAsI hatA. dharmabuddhi, dharmabuddhivALa, dhanakamAvA javA mATe sammatta thaye. beu jaNa dezAvara bhAgyavAna, dhanavAna, rAjyano mAnIte ane dhanakamAvAmAM jaIne dhana khuba kamAyA, bAda potAnA deza tarapha pAchA kuzAla hatuM. jyAre pApabuddhi tenAthI uo hate. dharma. pharyA. mArgamAM mahAmAyAvI pApabuddhie dharmabuddhine kahyuM ke, buddhine a5 prayAse dhana prApta thatuM hatuM. pApabuddhine ghaNA he mitra! dhanavAnane saue kolI khAya che, mATe prayAse paNa dhana prApta thatuM nahi. AthI pApabuddhie vicAra badhuMya dhana ghera leI javuM nahi. thoDuMka leI javuM karyo ke, dharmabuddhine AgaLa karIne dezAvara jaI dhana ane bAkInuM badhuM ahiM dATIne jaIe. pachI jyAre kamAIne pachI tene ThagI laIne badhuMya dhana hu meLavuM. jarUra paDaze tyAre laI javAze. dharmabuddhi pApabuddhinA AvA pApa vicArathI dhana kamAvA javA mATe pApa- vicAramAM sammata thaye kAraNa ke te sasta svabhAvI buddhie dharmabuddhine preraNA karI. he mitra? dhana hoya te hatuM eTale tenA kapaTa vicArane jANI zakyo nahi. saue saguM thAya che, mAnapAna male che. TUMkamAM kahIye mArgamAM ghaNuM dhana dATIne DuMka laIne be jaNa te dhana hoya te saghaLuMya che, mATe ApaNe dezAvara pitAnA zrIpura nAmanA nagaramAM gayA. thoDA divasa bAda jaine dhana kamAIe. mahAkapaTI pApabuddhi rAtrImAM saghaLuM dhana lai A. " mahAnubhA vicAro, eka te dhananI mUcha e pachI pApabudhdhie dharmabudhdhine kahyuM, "he mitra! eka pApa che, vaLI mitrane dhyAne laI levAnI buddhi e lAveluM dhana gayuM, mATe dhana vinA kuTuMba sIdAya che bInuM pApa che. kharekhara dhananI mUcha jIvanamAM aneka te te dATeluM dhana ApaNe leI AvIe. pApe ja Ave che. AvA pApa vicArothI sajjanee bahusAruM, dharmabudhdhie kahyuM, kAraNa ke tenA hRdayamAM sadAne mATe dura rahevuM joIe. paNa Ate durjana koI jAtanuM kapaTa nahi hatuM. beu jaNA tyAM gayA. yArI Ape tyAre pAchI Apajo, paNa Aja te khADo khedha hAMDaluM khAlI nIkaLyuM. khAlIja nIkaLene? e tamArIja che, karamazIbhAI ane lakSmI bahenanI kAraNa ke pApabuddhi pahelethI ja leI gayu hatuM. mahA AMkhamAMthI AbhAranAM aAo sarI paDayAM! mAruM mAyAvI pApabuddhie mAthuM kuTavA mAMDayuM. chAtI sabhAma tame akhaMDa rAkhyuM. lakSmIbahena elI uThayAM, kuTavA mAMDI. basa mArUM dhana teM lIdhuM che, tuM ane jAtI zAkha A samudrapAranA paradezamAM mArA eka Apa nahi te huM rAjadarabAramAM jaIne pharIyAda nehIjane rAkhI mArUM jIvatara ujALyuM! karamazIbhAI karuM chuM, hArA vinA keNu leI jAya, bIjuM koI pipaTabhAIne bheTI paDyA, bhAI ! mArI pharaja adA karavA jANatuM nathI, je khADo puryo hato. te ne teja taka maLI, mArA svAmIbAInI A rIte huM bhakita purelo che, mATe teMja lIdhuM che. A rIte pApabuddhi e karI zaye mArI lakSmI dhanya banI gaI. pawbhAIe dharmabuddhine kahyuM. joyuM ? cora koTavAlane daMDe e Atma saMtoSa vyakata karyo. pUjAno dIpa traNenA kahevata pApabuddhie caritArtha karI.. jItrata, upara prakAza pAtharI rahyo. dhUpanI suvAsa traNenA "paradhanamAM najara nAkhanAre ekabIjA, dharmabuddhi dAmAM madhamaghI uThI. sAmu paNa juve nahi dharmabuddhine mana paradhana mATI dhanya svAmIbhakita ! dhanya mitratA ! dhanya dhama. samAna che." dharmabuddhie kahyuM. ema vida thatAM bhAvanA ! dhanya e lakSmI ! mAmalo gaye rAja darabAramAM, beu jaNAe pitA-pitAnI